subreddit,author,date,post,automated_readability_index,coleman_liau_index,flesch_kincaid_grade_level,flesch_reading_ease,gulpease_index,gunning_fog_index,lix,smog_index,wiener_sachtextformel,n_chars,n_long_words,n_monosyllable_words,n_polysyllable_words,n_sents,n_syllables,n_unique_words,n_words,sent_neg,sent_neu,sent_pos,sent_compound,economic_stress_total,isolation_total,substance_use_total,guns_total,domestic_stress_total,suicidality_total,punctuation,liwc_1st_pers,liwc_2nd_pers,liwc_3rd_pers,liwc_achievement,liwc_adverbs,liwc_affective_processes,liwc_anger,liwc_anxiety,liwc_articles_article,liwc_assent,liwc_auxiliary_verbs,liwc_biological,liwc_body,liwc_causation,liwc_certainty,liwc_cognitive,liwc_common_verbs,liwc_conjunctions,liwc_death,liwc_discrepancy,liwc_exclusive,liwc_family,liwc_feel,liwc_fillers,liwc_friends,liwc_future_tense,liwc_health,liwc_hear,liwc_home,liwc_humans,liwc_impersonal_pronouns,liwc_inclusive,liwc_ingestion,liwc_inhibition,liwc_insight,liwc_leisure,liwc_money,liwc_motion,liwc_negations,liwc_negative_emotion,liwc_nonfluencies,liwc_numbers,liwc_past_tense,liwc_perceptual_processes,liwc_personal_pronouns,liwc_positive_emotion,liwc_prepositions,liwc_present_tense,liwc_quantifiers,liwc_relativity,liwc_religion,liwc_sadness,liwc_see,liwc_sexual,liwc_social_processes,liwc_space,liwc_swear_words,liwc_tentative,liwc_time,liwc_total_functional,liwc_total_pronouns,liwc_work,tfidf_abl,tfidf_abus,tfidf_actual,tfidf_addict,tfidf_adhd,tfidf_advic,tfidf_ago,tfidf_alcohol,tfidf_almost,tfidf_alon,tfidf_alreadi,tfidf_also,tfidf_alway,tfidf_amp,tfidf_amp x200b,tfidf_ani,tfidf_anoth,tfidf_anxieti,tfidf_anxious,tfidf_anymor,tfidf_anyon,tfidf_anyon els,tfidf_anyth,tfidf_around,tfidf_ask,tfidf_attack,tfidf_away,tfidf_back,tfidf_bad,tfidf_becaus,tfidf_becom,tfidf_befor,tfidf_believ,tfidf_best,tfidf_better,tfidf_bit,tfidf_bodi,tfidf_bpd,tfidf_brain,tfidf_call,tfidf_came,tfidf_care,tfidf_caus,tfidf_chang,tfidf_come,tfidf_complet,tfidf_constant,tfidf_control,tfidf_could,tfidf_coupl,tfidf_cri,tfidf_day,tfidf_deal,tfidf_depress,tfidf_diagnos,tfidf_die,tfidf_differ,tfidf_disord,tfidf_doctor,tfidf_doe,tfidf_done,tfidf_dont,tfidf_drink,tfidf_drug,tfidf_eat,tfidf_els,tfidf_emot,tfidf_end,tfidf_enough,tfidf_etc,tfidf_even,tfidf_ever,tfidf_everi,tfidf_everyon,tfidf_everyth,tfidf_experi,tfidf_famili,tfidf_fear,tfidf_feel,tfidf_feel like,tfidf_felt,tfidf_final,tfidf_find,tfidf_first,tfidf_food,tfidf_found,tfidf_friend,tfidf_fuck,tfidf_get,tfidf_give,tfidf_go,tfidf_good,tfidf_got,tfidf_great,tfidf_guess,tfidf_guy,tfidf_happen,tfidf_happi,tfidf_hard,tfidf_hate,tfidf_head,tfidf_health,tfidf_hear,tfidf_heart,tfidf_help,tfidf_high,tfidf_home,tfidf_hope,tfidf_hour,tfidf_hous,tfidf_hurt,tfidf_idea,tfidf_im,tfidf_issu,tfidf_job,tfidf_keep,tfidf_kill,tfidf_kind,tfidf_know,tfidf_last,tfidf_late,tfidf_leav,tfidf_left,tfidf_let,tfidf_life,tfidf_like,tfidf_littl,tfidf_live,tfidf_long,tfidf_look,tfidf_lose,tfidf_lost,tfidf_lot,tfidf_love,tfidf_made,tfidf_make,tfidf_mani,tfidf_mayb,tfidf_mean,tfidf_med,tfidf_medic,tfidf_mental,tfidf_might,tfidf_mind,tfidf_mom,tfidf_month,tfidf_move,tfidf_much,tfidf_need,tfidf_never,tfidf_new,tfidf_next,tfidf_night,tfidf_normal,tfidf_noth,tfidf_notic,tfidf_old,tfidf_onc,tfidf_one,tfidf_onli,tfidf_pain,tfidf_panic,tfidf_parent,tfidf_part,tfidf_past,tfidf_peopl,tfidf_person,tfidf_place,tfidf_pleas,tfidf_point,tfidf_possibl,tfidf_post,tfidf_pretti,tfidf_probabl,tfidf_problem,tfidf_ptsd,tfidf_put,tfidf_question,tfidf_quit,tfidf_read,tfidf_real,tfidf_realli,tfidf_reason,tfidf_recent,tfidf_relationship,tfidf_rememb,tfidf_right,tfidf_said,tfidf_say,tfidf_scare,tfidf_school,tfidf_see,tfidf_seem,tfidf_self,tfidf_sever,tfidf_shit,tfidf_sinc,tfidf_situat,tfidf_sleep,tfidf_social,tfidf_someon,tfidf_someth,tfidf_sometim,tfidf_sorri,tfidf_start,tfidf_stay,tfidf_still,tfidf_stop,tfidf_stress,tfidf_struggl,tfidf_stuff,tfidf_suicid,tfidf_support,tfidf_sure,tfidf_symptom,tfidf_take,tfidf_talk,tfidf_tell,tfidf_thank,tfidf_therapi,tfidf_therapist,tfidf_thing,tfidf_think,tfidf_though,tfidf_thought,tfidf_time,tfidf_tire,tfidf_today,tfidf_told,tfidf_took,tfidf_tri,tfidf_turn,tfidf_two,tfidf_understand,tfidf_us,tfidf_use,tfidf_usual,tfidf_veri,tfidf_want,tfidf_way,tfidf_week,tfidf_weight,tfidf_well,tfidf_went,tfidf_whi,tfidf_whole,tfidf_wish,tfidf_without,tfidf_wonder,tfidf_work,tfidf_worri,tfidf_wors,tfidf_would,tfidf_wrong,tfidf_x200b,tfidf_year
socialanxiety,blessyotrap,2019/05/14,"Looking at this job application makes my heart sink Just got back home after finishing my freshman year of college. I’m looking to get a second job and a few days ago I picked up a job application from my local dollar store. Of course I’ve been putting off filling it out and actually submitting it because deep down I’m terrified of going back to working again. I decided today to fill it out and reading the job requirements triggered the same awful feeling. I’m imagining myself in those situations again where I’ll potentially be traumatized like when I worked at Wendys. This sucks so bad man. Why does SA have to fuck with our lives so much? I just want to work, make money, and go on with my life without it being this enormous challenge",5.538239436619719,6.918618176056337,6.069126760563383,76.84171830985915,67.94366197183098,9.060281690140846,32.50985915492957,9.3871,3.0452259154929577,599,26,107,12,10,194,100,142,0.13699999999999998,0.816,0.047,-0.9462,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,5,10,5,2,0,5,1,4,3,1,4,0,21,19,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,8,8,0,1,3,1,3,5,1,3,0,1,2,3,10,2,22,15,3,29,0,0,2,1,2,13,2,0,12,67,18,11,0.0,0.0,0.14396855987118326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307769534449795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268838116470016,0.1231818679505647,0.08993326932343879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514501611546712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910500056404176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745958916278865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638963951277794,0.07707863645132718,0.0,0.16769005147935725,0.0,0.1179936781761535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482444196504016,0.0,0.0,0.14798519585123274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5856053262496006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042052082737346,0.0720759869941876,0.0,0.13027220080269486,0.0,0.24777705331613256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695560910305807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845194787058324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830897631212098,0.0,0.0,0.14757049908660638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583054783352502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984173500903482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870173556488206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331233972209468,0.0,0.0,0.14221420986904235,0.0,0.3222120475175439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500485346031257
socialanxiety,hamacule55,2019/05/14,"What are the rules for life? What are the most important things? Im that ""invisible boring/bland/stupid nice guy"" this get repeated in my head everyday. How do you guys change it?

I hate my self, and i think i have a shitty personality and boring personality,
Im not anyones important friend or person,
I would hate living like this while guys get hot girls and getting friends and are having fun.. im jealous. Thats something i will never get....,
I feel like im very stupid also,
Not intelligent like you guys,
I compare my self to even actors in movies,
Im not witty,
I dont know how to make friends,
Im not charmful,
Its like im forcing it,
I always chase others never the opposite,
Its just bland af and boring,
Running out of things to say,
Asking boring questions,
Approval seeking,
I care to much what others think,
I compare my self to every guy that got a girl,
Being a nice guy and agreeing to everything,
I have low self esteem,
I have Low confidence,
I have No social skills,
Im not fun
I suck at conversations, its like i always force them and other person isnt interested.. i always ask one word replies..its like i cant get better questions.
I dont know myself so i dont know others
I dont know who to be i dont know how to be a man.

I treat everyone the same way because im ""a boring nice guy"" that no one gives a fuck about and is invisible.

Even people who dont like me i still chase them
I chase everyone and there is no ""i like this girl and not this girl because"" ever for me
I beg for them to just say hey to me

I cant even hold a girlfriend
I judge my self a lot for not having a girlfriend, like its stuck to my head that i should ""get a GF or fap"" 
But no girl is ever interested into me clearly. If they were they would get bored after 2 days i would run out of things to say. 
I never had a Best friend or girlfriend..",1.7201056985294123,3.4298727109375022,3.6876225490196113,88.74022058823532,78.40104166666666,6.288480392156862,21.71078431372549,7.1686216300943375,0.5726993872549024,1427,40,311,17,34,484,158,384,0.159,0.68,0.161,0.1598,0,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,2,5,4,15,38,6,0,15,0,32,4,2,4,6,56,58,21,0,5,14,0,2,9,8,5,1,3,0,22,27,13,0,1,10,1,0,2,23,13,0,2,4,5,50,25,26,46,5,22,0,2,0,1,50,8,2,8,20,201,77,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04233760156768242,0.13215565342391106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037018192808173735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898702061070427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454575618886689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555923583323479,0.04682278976431847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053977774106685035,0.0,0.05600548821708429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034143132230011135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722849279014172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049028354638275,0.09577792120346908,0.04460581648392237,0.10117646845817692,0.04758074719916852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02676900478502805,0.037821688988376866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636110577766245,0.04894391410935196,0.19361962704288835,0.050786674523567464,0.0,0.0,0.042342457027750434,0.0,0.0,0.3669454865517652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045382899879521,0.1086672833237319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146768284427113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547736094515373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03739441486696631,0.23278255125924055,0.0,0.046748649162064816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045009292368755234,0.0,0.0,0.035339115381971695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03891837268968253,0.0,0.12249612271434095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717495748135701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036703232945305184,0.1849072269739442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186140417610153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630452151197336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761496303421481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396757858736332,0.0,0.04075724501695197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227945301588881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551669602775343,0.06784603682179617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043682594757726255,0.0,0.04202279936689225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282517575123532,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Greamo,2019/05/14,"Should I go to the concert alone or get a refund for the ticket? I’ll delete this post later. I saw that my favourite band are coming to my city. Bought tickets straight away. The thing is that this is way out of my usual behaviour. I’m a former NEET, only recently starting to get out of my bedroom. To go to a concert, alone at that, would be a huge step. Maybe too big of a step? I didn’t get good grades this semester in uni so my confidence has taken a hit. I usually get good grades and my relationships with everyone around me have all suffered badly 😖😔 because I’m not as cheerful as usual. On 4chan I don’t get many responses to my posts anymore and on reddit I can’t seem to open my mouth without getting downvoted or banned from subreddits (this is totally bizarre for me, and usually I’d be more productive and not using these websites anyway). It’s really making me question myself. They’re my favourite band and I would love to see them but at the same time maybe I should wait a bit longer until my life is together a bit better. Maybe a concert is too big of a step... what do you think?
Btw I’ve never been to a concert alone before.",2.6158974358974376,4.385690461538466,4.050777777777778,86.85950000000004,76.00854700854703,7.244102564102565,25.8025641025641,8.07648339933343,1.5654707692307697,904,33,185,15,20,299,137,234,0.065,0.86,0.07400000000000001,0.6004,0,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,1,5,7,0,0,15,0,19,3,1,2,3,32,42,12,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,1,0,11,11,0,2,3,8,2,6,7,2,0,0,5,6,24,5,30,30,6,34,0,1,2,1,7,14,0,4,11,118,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417960829287149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909542319580008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792779254027537,0.0,0.0,0.10335333988413628,0.0,0.0918495989648263,0.06705804075213898,0.0,0.09360617198666124,0.0,0.0,0.0972905030334458,0.2401939872737697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475958646642743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511451326363397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448385041368869,0.0,0.12503677882974848,0.18453398762130727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769980070305345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928382778656253,0.0,0.07342920679384797,0.11152782695349607,0.3315444926692049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484265502982971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366377670956023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070880692325455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323080115308993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047203432228255,0.0,0.10861668872060114,0.11810422605054252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765976062029668,0.1001444410826252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786212119469524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308244900001243,0.07048677667908193,0.0,0.0,0.0641448133196901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500901989291707,0.4846199640407732,0.0,0.0,0.08731686663390813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060409162557378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562888237248884,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_-_throwawayacc,2019/05/14,"anyone else hate when people ask what you do in your free time? I get this question all the time at work, and I never know what to say bc I literally don't do anything useful and don't have friends",6.564285714285713,4.629724476190479,6.928571428571433,82.7914285714286,66.14285714285714,9.352380952380953,30.523809523809533,7.1686216300943375,1.6071523809523809,156,4,35,1,2,51,33,42,0.193,0.7340000000000001,0.073,-0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,7,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589263551670825,0.3017081254140726,0.242314733613526,0.0,0.27527949110179817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459827774940133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274983550646724,0.0,0.15384271614847755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29071737982407503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182700980691572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271049956159654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414085047998248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329861560152552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341656794406861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434029154941777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25431810259440685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436971750775244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nazfull,2019/05/14,"It's embarrassing. This Is kinda stupid, but how do I talk to people? I noticed that I can't even tell a story properly. Yesterday someone even said that the way I told the story was boring because when I speak it goes with the same tone from A-Z. How do I fix this?",1.664285714285711,3.396921142857142,3.738714285714289,88.20628571428574,78.64285714285714,6.622857142857143,21.91428571428571,7.554174236665415,0.7962114285714286,208,6,45,3,5,71,41,56,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.7322,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,6,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,6,0,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946700016147515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539143196080151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912125969911653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23822220251893114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32686043048355895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29114732910518065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761879982696331,0.3003382191788944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283427538265003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727488294044877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,goingthroughmotions,2019/05/14,"Rapper with Social Anxiety Alright so let me start by telling you a little bit of my story with social anxiety/depression. I first got REAL depression when I was in the fifth grade and i literally did not want to do anything. 

I had a big friend group in school at the time and once I got depressed in the middle of the year I started talking less and another thing is I stopped getting on xbox with them because of how depressed I was. I would come home and just go on the computer and watch youtube and waste my time til I had to go to sleep. This only contributed to the depression because of getting no sunlight. I’m kinda mad that my parents didn’t do something about it but I don’t blame them. At this point my social anxiety wasn’t present from what I remember. 

The next year I went to middle school and all my friends from my elementary school went to another school so when I got to my new middle school I was a bit shy and only had a few friends in the beginning of the year. I remember in some of my classes I would say funny things and be more outgoing and I also remember doing some presentations that year with ease and no worry. I also had no fear of people that year. 

My social anxiety started to come the next year in 7th grade, although , maybe it wasn’t social anxiety at the time, but this is where my shyness began to grow. It would be hard to conversate with new people, something that wasn’t hard before, I started to dislike presenting, something that I liked as a kid and didn’t mind in 6th grade, and my friend group didn’t really grow at all that year. 

The next year was when I could tell things were getting worse and already had gotten worse. I would sit in class and not say a word. I also remember sitting next to a girl I thought was semi-attractive and I would stare at something that was to my right so I didn’t have to interact with her because she was on my left(I know, I’m a fucking pussy). One of my biggest memories unfortunately that year was doing a history presentation at the end of the year and shaking so much that I was constantly moving around during the presentation. My face had gotten so red I decided to face my back towards the class and stand in the center of the board as I read the slides with a shaky voice and constant hard swallowing. The teacher felt so bad he just gave me a 100 lmao. 

The next year I went to high school of course, and I felt like I had a new chance-a new identity and also I had some of my old bestest friends with me in my new school. Not only that, but that year I had played for the soccer team and made new friends who I was pretty close with. 
I was still somewhat nervous during presentations but not nearly as bad as the previous year. There were some ups and downs that year but it wasn’t too bad after all. 

The next year was the year I had been diagnosed with social anxiety. I had none of my friends from the previous year in that class, so in basically all my classes I stayed quiet. I no longer played soccer because I didn’t make the team that year. I also realized I was even more nervous talking to adults than kids my age because I would get somewhat nervous when talking to teachers and really nervous during a meeting with my guidance counselor. I also absolutely hated presentations more than ever because I lost the small amount of confidence I had in doing them when I had friends there in my class. I told my mom about how I feel nervous and asked her to book a therapist. She did, but after going to therapy I can tell you that it didn’t help much, atleast for me. The main reason I wanted to go was to get treatment and when the doctor came in and explained to my mom what the medication would do, she said no and I had no choice but to go with what she said. Anyway, In my history class this same year, my teacher made us do about 2 presentations per month in groups. The whole year I gave a nervous presentation after nervous presentation until the absolute last one we did. Every one of these presentations I had insane nervousness with my heart racing and my body scared and shivering, including this one. But the reason that I wasn’t as nervous during the presentation this time was not because it was the last one, but because I was so used to presenting in front of this class and being nervous, to the point that I didn’t care as much what they thought. Also, something that helped me hugely was knowing exactly what I was going to say when my slides came up. I had practiced that before the presentation. 

Right now it is the year prior to that year, and I can honestly say my social anxiety is getting better slowly and I’m going to keep dealing with it the right way by living life freely and learning from my situations and encounters. No matter how bad you mess up once, forget it and keep going and don’t avoid other situations like that.

Also, the main point of writing this story was to tell you guys that I’m a rapper and I feel I have good talent and people in my school have told me that they mess with my music. One thing I fear about gong farther with this rap career is doing performances and interviews. Even the thought of it scares me. When I’m in my room sometimes for fun I pretend I’m doing a concert and I can do it freely without fear and I hope one day it’ll be the same way for me in front of a crowd. If you guys have any advice I would love to hear it. I love all of you and stay strong 💕",5.246509803921568,5.725033829629632,5.845784313725492,81.43941176470591,68.1111111111111,8.908496732026144,29.95642701525055,8.883698455353159,2.2564645969498907,4296,152,854,69,68,1395,347,1080,0.151,0.741,0.107,-0.9852,1,1,5,0,0,0,71.0,2,6,5,7,45,56,3,18,61,1,93,13,5,9,7,149,164,89,0,13,18,3,7,3,8,9,4,10,2,6,57,66,1,4,19,12,0,23,28,32,0,8,79,20,132,24,132,70,28,174,0,5,3,3,81,57,1,10,90,613,189,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032019389993169126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03615903761666789,0.2096291271288853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02228258399095281,0.06871780574064587,0.1503993193608362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0269643284987205,0.029169446575215925,0.03063258480546293,0.0,0.0,0.025195687750396104,0.10943581593989744,0.15979495801285995,0.0,0.05576435784054713,0.0,0.0,0.028979619134606917,0.07154583492310199,0.036396587460002364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495310238777325,0.03340799092107126,0.0,0.0,0.05645148579827749,0.0,0.07081865595187489,0.0,0.026161666242136245,0.0,0.0,0.0211319097616491,0.03378118715209634,0.14111021445095498,0.03325766654724743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0335382629891561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02902170646755546,0.0,0.0,0.04328439538643547,0.0296394949121132,0.02760748728127513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061545968387558,0.033135811308439005,0.0,0.06292263574279766,0.0,0.0,0.027871468832720916,0.0,0.0,0.20252471774716602,0.030292428045943,0.1027159712536293,0.0,0.14897726356943702,0.02748328208775605,0.07861993811544059,0.0,0.0,0.06488867308882762,0.0,0.0,0.08805799396145714,0.032350484070713934,0.0,0.0,0.036930625296437314,0.03882887914226038,0.04392586238653468,0.03461997972868442,0.03286782568824274,0.03254487890205784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058249369841316324,0.0,0.0,0.03601561149276948,0.053418717842796,0.0,0.0,0.03560128218256746,0.033506327707453404,0.02314419764522417,0.04802468848062024,0.03284099535010672,0.028933731941072825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03576889127466381,0.0,0.059146729141515086,0.0620095780678292,0.02187212913793316,0.0,0.032918708486983764,0.0,0.0,0.03300915763515794,0.0,0.0,0.033085181236747536,0.07675228555292324,0.026154189835208938,0.034825979654381584,0.07226222253496498,0.0,0.0,0.18987858765584792,0.20908752245887896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03438330075117943,0.06979125912755389,0.15542567552502368,0.07476200581178083,0.0,0.0,0.03638371309594012,0.0,0.0,0.06814923141813246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929258031701642,0.0,0.0,0.03333566988752424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03277572065777118,0.037295852839523636,0.04198257076743913,0.06737956538219984,0.0,0.0,0.1484738299144548,0.0839481415154052,0.06233756239040252,0.10423006821591453,0.06561067311831092,0.2652944404997373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366263238192276,0.032790517311578636,0.23381176488322056,0.0,0.12612762326981306,0.03240725593984017,0.0,0.09277019017813813,0.06985021208617433,0.026167651517288858,0.027394556713415542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901026692712339,0.11455869680272265,0.0,0.03747175261611156,0.038044842397458666,0.08707536589533793,0.0,0.0,0.07803966471465278,0.07642646307732806,0.0,0.0,0.0626202653891615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03941449026242791,0.02830004085704553,0.0,0.0,0.03865347828700982,0.05201760624483643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112560436424368,0.0,0.03658302174070541,0.0,0.03158607746862617,0.0,0.0,0.03327633025175388,0.06678444609726128,0.18621306069251065,0.0,0.0,0.464217145454289
socialanxiety,GaspodeTheW0nderD0g,2019/05/14,"What small changes have helped you? 33F here.  I experienced some really bad anxiety after a break-up around 5 years ago and haven't really been the same since.  I'm in another good relationship now, but where I used to love meeting new people and be really interested in everyone I now do anything to avoid a conversation and even when I do find the courage I generally have no interest in what the other person is saying, or I'm too busy thinking about what I've just said to actually engage in a proper discussion.  I have a good friend circle, but I sometimes feel like they're only still my friends because they have been for so long.  I can never find it in me to invite them to hang out with me and worry that they think I don't value them.  I only see them when someone else has invited me, and when they have given me enough notice to mentally prepare myself for it.  5 years ago I never had thoughts/dilemmas like this and I'd really like to get back to how I was before.

​

So I was wondering if there are any small changes that you guys have made to try to help with your social anxiety that have worked for you?  Maybe I could start trying to tackle this lil bitch, too.",8.131903288201157,6.383704774468086,8.307775628626691,73.55090909090909,62.95744680851064,11.779497098646035,33.704061895551256,10.637119530657019,3.2877659574468083,942,29,185,19,11,310,141,235,0.091,0.7120000000000001,0.19699999999999998,0.9841,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,6,1,19,15,1,1,7,0,22,1,0,3,2,31,36,16,0,2,5,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,11,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,8,5,30,12,25,26,3,28,0,0,1,1,24,10,1,4,20,128,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.1130777028484254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054331514367493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125550978216439,0.14080132865576553,0.07879926482294106,0.12150549000078135,0.1772887710616883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535560431438986,0.10315369825834933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891010518459488,0.09675114256120293,0.07063658561176411,0.0,0.09860145490627696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451616773439909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251710067649743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967990515850516,0.0,0.0,0.1197302929509514,0.0,0.07653462758496644,0.0,0.0,0.11072393753091808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859009824616485,0.08278142917379921,0.0,0.0,0.2118160845223602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905013701990227,0.0,0.060540128736465575,0.0,0.0,0.19438162327277533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473489198586292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533771416178582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698326436090244,0.0,0.0,0.10254610771202756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458209817419203,0.10964413206542056,0.0,0.0,0.11641244250434495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677517759584452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874054769048034,0.11191321077613943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192494320568118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762569696299951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033343194813329,0.10117795452082534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29693106627081456,0.0,0.0,0.12440684489077,0.0,0.0,0.1102240675770004,0.09214879153146928,0.0,0.0,0.09233771396109312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585335176350328,0.0,0.0,0.11812040667681947,0.09818087441993624,0.0,0.11460376157563852,0.0,0.08201722460117075,0.0,0.09253826677114703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849659129745607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573436191878911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007916563446226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566195914220274,0.08435869191618871,0.11767712222730753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080132865576553,0.1492399534781167
socialanxiety,Fire_Extension,2019/05/14,"How do you guys deal​ with social anxiety? As above, I think I have social anxiety and it ruining my life as cannot do basic social interactions and always to afraid to say anything as Im always thinking that someone will interpret it differently and it may create weird awkward situation. Recently I feel like it got worse and dont have much time/money to use counselling. Can anyone give me tips how to deal with it?",8.410875,7.488704337500002,8.877500000000003,67.03750000000004,61.875,12.0,36.25,11.20814326018867,4.140875,337,13,58,8,4,113,55,80,0.149,0.795,0.055999999999999994,-0.6767,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,3,0,14,15,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,6,1,9,12,1,1,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27949649962550394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569633080487141,0.0,0.0,0.11743487748297755,0.0,0.13820893099362722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34629913103220306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754725004166212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683670640637324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492080673848804,0.11998385322496355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611133998720247,0.0,0.0,0.13432533779131908,0.0,0.0,0.16629737583910845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141533394043813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862838770130847,0.08205211880235823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346292409068048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658308328179979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356095912232666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887833712633561,0.0,0.5136130776805989,0.1423038928352868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523176626045268,0.0,0.0,0.09793327286124197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505528643570095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115588290177491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,paoluchsinger,2019/05/14,"Why am I still being socially ostracized and bullied even in college? When I was younger growing up in my mostly white American town I was really badly bullied for my name, having a learning disability, and being Latina. It wasn't until high school that I was able to find kind, positive friends but now they are too far away. I am back to being super shy and friendless and I hate it. People are still mean, narrow-minded and cliquey and mock me for my heritage and name. I am a rising senior and am currently extremely lonely and depressed. What can I do to cope? Even my therapist tells me that I need to find kind, compassionate people who will be nice to me but I have no idea how.",3.3058020050125343,5.491165037593987,4.613703007518801,81.72526629072681,75.3157894736842,7.4408521303258155,26.12092731829573,8.344100000000001,1.9493363408521296,542,20,99,10,12,179,85,133,0.209,0.63,0.161,-0.8244,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,9,11,2,0,2,0,19,0,0,1,0,21,22,14,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,1,18,6,12,13,1,17,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,1,8,79,24,4,0.182791008672394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173816975976886,0.14055500265346862,0.15262285705591594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743762792324412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414634745701109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341353407764661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122387986758958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046827772457635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312873658516305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634879939308745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806974137880704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911299546465894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456681089994986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553721679411926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25344853975807474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710060078681665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849942595226679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633241392698585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919542712930911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976739841951176,0.0,0.0,0.212234449684412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494045400419127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,R452991,2019/05/14,Anyone want a text friend I got Canada wide if you wanna text about whatever.,1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,3.068333333333332,86.4225,87.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,14.166666666666668,7.1686216300943375,0.13566666666666727,62,1,11,1,2,20,14,15,0.0,0.71,0.29,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485597358398818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365544036203101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5554400072239901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40962296791898384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,arr96,2019/05/14,"What would you do in my situation? I'm M22 about to finish my final ever uni exam this Friday. The people I am friendly with on my course are all extreme extroverts and are talking about drinks right after exam and then drinking all day  probably until clubbing that night. I imagine they will be drinking all weekend and we also have our graduation ball on Monday which I am trying to psych myself up for. 

I don't mind going for drinks after the exam but don't want to be socialising all weekend. In an ideal world I would spend the weekend  building up energy before the ball. I am thinking of telling my pals I have a flight home Friday night for the weekend (my parents had wanted me to come home this weekend for a family event so it would not be too far from truth) then just chill out - but I'm worried I'll get found out and they will think I don't want to spend time with them as I have not told them about my SA.

What would you guys do?looking for different perspectives",6.3252952202436745,6.162204762886603,6.616016869728212,79.0413074039363,65.80412371134021,8.910215557638239,30.52296157450797,8.296473431620573,2.148232989690722,780,25,148,9,11,252,112,194,0.03,0.924,0.047,0.6303,2,0,4,0,0,0,11.0,2,2,4,1,8,3,0,0,8,0,22,4,0,0,6,34,34,12,0,8,5,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,7,10,4,0,4,12,2,2,5,0,0,0,3,0,25,3,29,22,4,32,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,0,19,110,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649082384808677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331235289928593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470858677784936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587945810098667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912754254116258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217982394457711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204540332676772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553472131775026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587413404789926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460069332814538,0.10288181007039633,0.0,0.06957244635462152,0.0,0.07567990073435207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318528269478498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26714774867973873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182382397636467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445720087927715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499298973209343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786233708283966,0.0,0.0,0.09231882226454012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357280384986984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372092384210095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496813828613955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703179827172968,0.1163907913806709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065162145358165,0.0,0.0,0.07764872304120371,0.0,0.0,0.1272434559492811,0.0,0.09040929325442533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356298938275141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352340248393659,0.0,0.3783821936581792,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,THollows,2019/05/14,"Will makeup help with face turning red. I have learned to be able to control Most of my physical symptoms (shaking, eyes watering, broke up voice ect.) But I can never get my face to not turn vary bright red this is made worse by my ghostly pale complexion, will makeup help with this?",4.857777777777779,6.398038666666665,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,69.74074074074073,7.622222222222224,30.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.0149777777777773,224,9,43,3,4,68,42,54,0.13699999999999998,0.774,0.08900000000000001,-0.4416,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,5,3,2,1,9,10,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,5,5,1,8,6,1,3,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,25,7,1,0.28094404676770623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31510263760716545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678166889821478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766217450041042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658360499944698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668136851835634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920084361458988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6111728955387326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863059853776881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chocoyoga,2019/05/14,"Got all my socializing out by spending time with my other half...aaaand now I’m single Im 24F and I spent the last 7 years in two relationships, with only a month in-between. I was over the first (mutual ending) before it ended and learned a lot from that, and got lucky meeting the second guy at work shortly afterwards. Fell in love. He broke my heart. We no longer work in the same place thank god.
But even before this, I would either be in a (comparatively non-serious) relationship, or heavily crushing on someone.

I never had any consistent friends. Just some I chat with online occasionally. My SO fulfilled any social needs.

But I’m SO-less, and the idea of online dating fills me with dread and anxiety. What if they/I dont look like the pictures posted and one of us isnt attracted? What if we dont hit it off and its awkward, there’s no chemistry? Not too much in common? Awkward silence? And dont even get me started on the date itself. I am so anxious that I have a hard time eating in front of someone I dont know wel because I get stomach issues. I’m a mess lol.

Oh and smiling timidly at men as I walk through my commute to work isnt really enticing them. 

This was mostly a rant...but the loneliness is starting to eat me up inside.",1.8032123076923057,4.124095992000002,3.6888000000000014,85.74178461538463,81.08,6.246153846153848,24.415384615384607,7.468242284971852,1.2888123076923073,978,37,193,15,26,329,161,250,0.135,0.769,0.096,-0.6067,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,3,0,1,4,8,12,0,4,14,1,14,5,2,0,2,36,30,17,0,4,8,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,11,16,2,0,3,1,2,4,10,6,0,4,6,2,22,6,27,21,8,37,0,1,1,1,15,16,0,7,17,126,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939183197711842,0.0,0.08402836738829178,0.12408951251351565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695829556824633,0.0,0.18693387580653525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5149331928208364,0.0,0.0,0.2247903403457448,0.0,0.0,0.19457374863034926,0.0,0.0,0.145098412406456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343103543341097,0.0,0.0,0.08486319017461781,0.0,0.11477519188019275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570039737106094,0.0,0.0,0.10876025140576384,0.0,0.0,0.09839631588114868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016258327659874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399756628707699,0.1186475566957355,0.1146458798663078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036595871091033,0.08953539817963051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536629578445904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223910848444372,0.0,0.0,0.09338322702196647,0.09913614849935012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767435444079569,0.0,0.08074606466661571,0.08144600343314491,0.08471645620068154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443137273355985,0.0835393313977162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476088040363175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519769452367868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036721100886742,0.0,0.0,0.2358571048915996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239389413972669,0.18613651697978165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549261105898693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011271998970683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809880280591984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729908343731448,0.0,0.1321256751267971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23989753375624945,0.0,0.0,0.07802817630524661,0.0,0.0,0.07073425781437273
socialanxiety,FloressGurl,2019/05/14,"Presentations Going to have a surprise presentation in class in a few ...

Really nervous.",5.956428571428575,9.791686071428572,8.211428571428574,48.658571428571435,81.14285714285714,11.371428571428574,35.57142857142857,10.125756701596842,6.278971428571429,71,4,8,3,2,25,12,14,0.154,0.71,0.136,-0.0754,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6636316773545249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7480594874818578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayguyss,2019/05/14,"Why did my friends do this? 

My friends and I are all seniors all 18. We party A LOT, and my friends are always looking for girls to hook up with.  They've dated a lot of girls but say they would never date a sl*t. There's this one sophomore girl we know she's 16. She's pretty but gets bullied a lot there are rumors from guys in her grade saying she's slept with the football team and has foursomes and fivesomes.

The guys in her grade make fun of her looks a lot and say she's gross. My friend Peter (19M) invited her to come out with us because he says she's easy. Last weekend we hung out at Peter’s house with her before we go to this senior party she's had like three shots. We take her car because her family is wealthy, so she has a brand new car and is letting us drive it.

When we get there, she doesn't know anyone. She has four more shots, and my friends have a couple of beers. Peter gets mad at her because she was talking with other guys. He says ” let's go back to my house and have some fun.” she leaves with me, Peter and two of our friends (18M).

When we get back to his house, he commands her to take off her clothes, and she does. My other friends pull their pants down and tell her to suck their dicks she does. They try to take photos she says stop they do and give her a beer. Then Peter penetrates her, and she starts to bleed and says it hers. Peter and my friends have sex with her then finish.

The next day they call her a bitch, fat sl*t, ugly, disgusting and other things behind her back. They tell all their friends and laugh about how she said yes right away saying she's a sl*t again. They make posts online about her being gross.

Why did my friends do this? They say it's okay because the age of consent is 16. They said they were drunk too. They also said it's okay because she wears low cut shirts and the guys in her grade say she's a sl*t, so it's fair game.

Are my friend's bad people? Why do they treat this girl like this? Why do they hate her so much? Am I the asshole for still being friends with these people?

tl;dr: my friends invited a sophomore to a party, and all had sex with her.",1.9631008672923824,3.5879030248306982,2.4346827848402057,98.3710856005703,77.44243792325057,5.114625163359867,19.784305572056557,5.201330872628262,-0.4952808126410835,1652,36,385,5,38,506,186,443,0.109,0.696,0.195,0.992,0,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,10,0,15,1,18,31,6,0,19,3,31,11,5,3,5,57,55,30,0,1,2,0,0,2,13,1,2,13,0,8,16,38,4,1,2,6,0,7,2,10,0,4,10,15,80,21,41,40,11,44,0,1,2,3,111,13,3,5,25,242,96,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463282477314006,0.04820411505156836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040507443584025034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054429077705381364,0.13363853542879445,0.048370850568245534,0.17657423141625184,0.0,0.049295916459757234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059155110809719864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990334033610303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410072289157583,0.0,0.037361386325798725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139347281862499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054613190676386696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5818561595536401,0.0,0.12106844190047625,0.05557371111399596,0.06584824988321022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294473912471371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719591588385711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053745860882508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367589062789132,0.04722236127412344,0.0,0.06134168718119078,0.0,0.11847891344954227,0.0,0.0566053568509581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729668026307853,0.0,0.0,0.19700706415702388,0.0,0.0,0.07734020026652898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04258673010534655,0.0,0.044680776339945535,0.055951144883284766,0.06161140340683114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03925626338648186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032559263968166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055482899914462994,0.05893773232731685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947366300326776,0.1653199671027738,0.4606989961274615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04100461049021575,0.0,0.0462646182291859,0.04843379647831929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067309894738466,0.04656359568166751,0.10127034840916699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03848748671286821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03933206621715054,0.0,0.05659120510408265,0.0,0.13937027122853693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090986948402446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041153273520434575,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kazurengan3,2019/05/14,"First job ever. I'm nervous and shaking i just sent my job offer with my CV to a warehouse.  
Anyone else here have worked in a warehouse, does it go easy on your social anxiety?  
It's possible that i'll get a phone call + interview and i'm nervous as hell  
any tips?",-0.5198214285714293,1.7068909464285724,2.100714285714286,92.46928571428577,94.89285714285714,4.942857142857143,21.285714285714285,6.6274283507984215,0.6155785714285718,207,8,44,3,8,71,44,56,0.222,0.726,0.051,-0.8253,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,3,4,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,5,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,2,22,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816852432453476,0.0,0.2043848604894215,0.0,0.0,0.1868119711970745,0.27374796331752826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27281116454120763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338028871715113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318684409894265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416712013724698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725526790492726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958566796662752,0.0,0.15183927041758924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302514055303963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011948303512867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723468914023345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194503457552436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eckzotic,2019/05/14,"For those with social anxiety, and that don't drink, how do you handle going to bars with friends? I always feel like I'm always just standing awkwardly, not to make excuses, but I feel like since my friends drink, it opens them up socially. Any tips?",5.998750000000001,6.604376375000001,5.891666666666668,81.32000000000002,66.5,9.733333333333334,30.583333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.715408333333333,198,7,38,4,3,62,38,48,0.057,0.723,0.22,0.8611,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,11,7,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,4,6,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752116374015365,0.0,0.0,0.15332464833254505,0.0,0.1724809142408944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44174179434367145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280048228761433,0.32214598816518564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483890281737516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813755439900446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203026505830983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050034186875366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865078498341039,0.0,0.0,0.459668497042828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lustforwine,2019/05/14,"Need advice please, too shy to message someone This guy I went to school with made a post and he sounded kinda depressed/suicidal. Idk if he’s being sarcastic or not, but I wanted to dm him and ask what’s wrong. I feel like an idiot if he’s being sarcastic, but I also feel like an idiot if he is upset and I don’t send anything. I am worried for him even though we’re not friends. Will he think I’m stupid if I message him and ask what’s wrong? I’m extremely shy :( he has sent me happy birthday message in the past though",1.5172972972972971,3.2520438378378387,3.409270270270268,90.39012162162165,79.0900900900901,5.881441441441443,23.71261261261261,6.742157984588678,0.7216407207207203,410,14,88,4,10,138,69,111,0.331,0.5710000000000001,0.098,-0.9841,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,3,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,21,19,14,0,6,9,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,3,11,4,6,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,18,1,0,6,3,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371781554389182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216508359064475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629211379120394,0.0,0.33238770120250777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741745572407546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797748413697023,0.2540022758717789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373470558315857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602331813531802,0.0,0.18924277029230804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737019136802014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821320529591288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181650086184798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970453909508992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514147919449631,0.0,0.0,0.1702574884748948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991586773430573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062657046780126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944549173140217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139098241151572,0.3493223356748671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485518013655326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647974444407017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053721204198567,0.0,0.0,0.3887339544342045,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aldotoday,2019/05/14,"Can you even trust your mind? I was thinking of living the rest of my life on my own. And I have done everything in my hands to be in that situation like staying in my room, on my laptop all day, not initiating conversations with others and not getting into relationships because attention and rejection made me uncomfortable. This has been going on more than a decade now.But I don't know if it's what I want or is it my mind convinced me due to anxiety. Who is even me without anxiety?",4.414330357142859,5.744939510416671,5.983571428571429,76.59000000000003,70.5625,9.652380952380954,30.380952380952376,9.957137785484203,3.0406327380952387,387,16,75,10,7,132,72,96,0.095,0.8029999999999999,0.102,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,10,2,1,1,1,18,16,5,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,1,15,3,14,11,4,12,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,2,3,61,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477530247000747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855410105149624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658348658490197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232596963942014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002462939709251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204273930457922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118749838231505,0.0,0.12917435623540754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491284421624915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605419114179621,0.11104259480953056,0.0,0.20070156250300125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506764550303806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589969647492351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440247983280612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554839010613281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422612944540434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563849270344584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406175021214792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909980759499148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NG2697,2019/05/14,How do I calm down around people? How do I chill the f out and not talk uncontrollably or stay completely silence?,3.5522727272727286,5.830645136363637,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,74.9090909090909,8.036363636363637,24.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.8164727272727281,91,3,18,2,2,29,19,22,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.5817,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367498666163181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5143987267079435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34012949880193394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5229285158546471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943363986784333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayaccounttgtt,2019/05/14,Face gets red all the time Anytime I talk to basically any stranger my face gets red. Every time I talk to my girlfriend's family my face gets red. When I talk to her friends my face gets red. At my work same thing. I don't really like talking to anyone because of this. I'm an introvert and like being alone so much. But lately have just been accepting my face gets red and I just keep talking. I 23 and wish I didn't have this problem. But now when she see's me do this it kinda embarrasses her too. She asks why does my face get so red and says I won't make it in the real world. I feel bad for her that she has to deal with. What are some ways I can stop getting a red face.,-0.4931972789115662,1.615730598639459,1.5623469387755122,98.40705782312928,89.95238095238096,4.899319727891157,17.01020408163265,6.42735559955562,-0.4200775510204085,526,13,128,6,18,174,86,147,0.122,0.82,0.057,-0.8169,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,4,0,11,7,7,1,1,21,25,10,0,2,4,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,10,24,4,10,21,4,11,0,0,8,0,16,3,0,2,9,75,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437455677736305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479559679467224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747050438269028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031855547706162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163917242154967,0.08497588529094627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371348483711274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219883564886516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174490460304058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141227315748846,0.0,0.07048394857469154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769874968445156,0.0,0.5098088608499458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390357822196753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724730874996087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620589686387774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304942082311238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247376027981793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338530842704227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866573774946366,0.08930209468726384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085509118341848,0.0,0.0,0.11108236506096457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654318698532047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5602152043425515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261000967745092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256849253351574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106478501284152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578524740498895,0.0,0.1603011191895781,0.0,0.0,0.10148359331754657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ummanonymous,2019/05/14,"Been going way out of my comfort zone lately, and i think it has a huge impact I have photography assessments where it requires me to take photos such as street photography and night photography requiring tripod. I always felt weird going out alone, especially carrying a huge camera and a huge tripod to places. I felt like people are watching. Everytime i go out i kept worrying about random things, and about putting attention on myself.. i felt intimidated... but what i do is to just ignore all my thoughts and go straight out of my apartments door so that i wont change my mind and stayed in. I realised that altough i might get a lot of attention, its not really gonna effect me at all.. i just keeps my heads up, mind my own business and not think of others and it helps. I’ve been having encounters with strangers lately where I even talks to random people on the street because of photography, it feels nice. I also just recently went to a salon on my own to get a haircut. I think i’ve been more confident and i hope I can keep improving. Also, planning everything before going out helps me too knowing that i know everything i need to do before i actually went there.",6.2720982142857125,6.945617727678571,6.980357142857143,73.51464285714286,65.91964285714286,10.15,31.625,10.125756701596842,3.2029232142857142,937,35,167,21,14,310,125,224,0.035,0.81,0.155,0.9781,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,14,6,0,0,7,0,13,1,1,1,2,50,39,14,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,15,0,6,13,0,0,8,3,2,0,0,10,5,31,4,27,26,6,35,0,0,1,0,3,21,0,5,5,119,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.11700334742857095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417837553144552,0.0,0.19176509403723765,0.09976490703295554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308882971012988,0.0,0.20404907412783266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683639739702054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919163014518928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155135417017921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606241323292463,0.0,0.3453632229132854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528372150286796,0.0,0.3407045498529256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305014357056382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073047188793824,0.0,0.0,0.11908596574456995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314205784699264,0.0,0.0,0.13178582994286367,0.0,0.270500783422297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058576204103754935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019331618236062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719304257480668,0.24212600521694236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890299588687231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125163383345522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624463022486638,0.0,0.12526809970329272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205308068494203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680985692597116,0.0,0.11838500762229592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779552796583207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014852469370853,0.09636963129251654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965503629168856,0.2304777753598047,0.0,0.0951857778392208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951696101563222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229366474587167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176244183888454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SkysCrys,2019/05/14,"I managed to go to a restaurant all by myself Usually I will ask my roommate to come with me but I decided to do it all by myself today. As a college student, I know it would be problematic if I keep on depending on other people so I need to change this habit. There were only few people in the restaurant which kinda make me less scared but still I considered this situation as a win for me.",2.4766607142857167,4.3212334875000025,4.797142857142859,81.02500000000002,76.625,7.571428571428572,26.42857142857143,8.418075326091056,1.9801071428571428,309,12,60,6,7,108,56,80,0.091,0.843,0.065,-0.2641,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,2,15,12,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,13,1,14,8,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,52,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576436354889049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915424164210121,0.2374002409882285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566266935804476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449610358734419,0.0,0.0,0.15145951832472013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396145486145649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434981424767976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096020201594254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821250225285387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27591815147870163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097797415250557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009010705223686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26123134182130675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30352838309332186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577441079906235,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iLiekDreaming,2019/05/14,Is being socially anxious something you would experience everyday or once in a while in certain social situations or does it depend on the person I don't have social anxiety but I think I might have so yeah just clarifying,4.717682926829267,7.556845097560978,6.827012195121952,64.37271341463415,73.63414634146342,9.953658536585364,32.201219512195124,10.125756701596842,4.3641658536585375,183,9,27,6,4,64,35,41,0.037000000000000005,0.7979999999999999,0.165,0.6259,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,1,9,8,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767649725482027,0.26103897951048083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220754528294327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260270331428209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451246704214233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24607790892035805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175804983310466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25972803426548424,0.0,0.7066285242513892,0.0,0.17788601139638507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805785909059668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414276358420665,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ritzi7,2019/05/14,"Ruined possible friendship (21f) So I started taking my masters degree this year in a different uni, where I didn’t know anyone. I went to a welcome party where I met a girl and we got along really well. She’s not in my course so we wouldn’t speak regularly, but every so months when exams were over we’d go out. Last time we went out, we were very drunk, asking each other possible scenarios and I asked her if she’d ever experiment with girls. She said no and that if she did, I wasn’t her type. I was like ok, just a question (I’m straight so the possibility was just hypothetical). Now every time she passes by me at university she’s super awkward and barely talks to me. 
Although I’m sad I possibly ruined a potential friendship, this reaction in her part made me feel like she was a tad homophobic and I’m not certain I would even want a friendship with someone like that? But I still feel awful she completely misunderstood me.",3.2879891304347844,5.305571603260873,5.0558695652173915,79.29728260869571,74.81521739130434,8.078260869565218,26.17391304347826,8.841846274778883,2.1278,741,27,141,16,16,252,108,184,0.142,0.674,0.184,0.7612,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,5,0,0,2,14,12,0,1,8,2,12,1,0,1,2,33,30,15,0,5,8,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,0,2,5,15,1,0,4,1,0,4,6,4,1,0,14,4,32,8,13,12,2,24,0,3,0,0,26,10,0,3,13,97,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598354369706484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566609630962837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392673475367118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341967882423468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066664368575944,0.12417008486456073,0.2313146056488456,0.0,0.0,0.13427803405885985,0.0,0.0,0.13881736225347824,0.09806690879061752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801465373802209,0.0,0.10978869485672978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544092010958281,0.11189473281451227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011920129514632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988977366060306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956893769719724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865184206004836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6190127318951066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377568699058755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793974712596875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057679348480944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630984090052855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716159487094617,0.0,0.10962533333454667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321121250081852,0.1103337689413304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008842988636218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326350436544293,0.08096638781194178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342371739056987,0.2545044275280645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975138561640477,0.0,0.0,0.08839845513495126
socialanxiety,Wopod2,2019/05/14,"I walked out of my job interview I walked out of my job interview yesterday. They gave me the task to read a lengthy report about a specific topic (about 1 hour time) and then present a summary to a pannel. As soon as i started i knew that i didn't fully understand what i was talking about (even the very first sentence was incoherent nonsense) and just told them that i dont want to continue the interview. They looked surprised, thanked me for coming and then i just walked out. I'm horrible at speaking freely in front of people, especially when its about things i'm not really familiar with and it certainly didnt help that it was a high presssure situation. It just instantly felt like i was faaar out of my depth and didnt want to embarrass myself any further so i just aborted the interview. I propably should have stayed, trying to collect myself and restart the presentation in a calm manner. But i just couldnt stand the situation and now i feel pretty stupid about the whole thing.",5.700976800976799,6.959019317460321,6.000634920634923,77.93560439560441,67.46560846560847,10.04818884818885,32.52787952787953,10.214889679676881,3.3760424094424097,797,34,148,20,13,255,111,189,0.064,0.8170000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.8387,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,15,7,1,1,13,0,11,0,0,0,1,29,25,14,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,13,0,0,4,1,0,5,6,2,0,1,11,4,23,5,25,12,1,30,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,0,14,105,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149871935949327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539045748288472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939472612200516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800692886060997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033868425106753,0.0,0.171546972841611,0.0,0.0,0.15197284889483867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975577044592778,0.18876999198093966,0.0,0.0,0.17594960433354956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35459603410671725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872869763878234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003408696986584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238642152992476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176712368590206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871392687762544,0.0,0.11445774389842303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40165518966232144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264604152951569,0.19043373333418068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360462341044578,0.0,0.1644912592247639,0.0,0.0,0.23739494145603515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041813349928486,0.0,0.0,0.17072261578423412,0.0,0.1213021991618313,0.0,0.0,0.18599716708981945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741781275681573,0.21076317327328326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994737366905421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anawkwardsomeone,2019/05/14,"I just want to be good at something I’ve been working at this job for almost 10 months now. The job isn’t that hard but I still manage to suck at it and be slow and make mistakes all the time.

I can’t tell if it’s because of my mental health issues or simply because I’m just stupid and have a lazy brain.

I just wish I could be a normal person going into their normal job, doing their 8 hours and go home. But instead I’m so stressed out and worried about not doing a good job that I can’t even do the simple things I’m asked to.

I just want to find something I’m good at and that I enjoy. I’m not asking for too much...",3.7141304347826067,3.106077478260872,4.904166666666669,90.62625000000004,71.31884057971014,6.9,23.77173913043478,3.1291,0.13006956521739174,484,9,115,0,8,161,81,138,0.159,0.7020000000000001,0.138,-0.6155,4,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,11,8,2,1,6,0,12,2,1,1,1,29,26,11,0,8,10,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,1,11,4,14,21,2,14,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,3,6,74,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514595257793566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523443790969795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454438842927765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066334678216006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775697620588877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914179090455271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335374008158227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340517015516555,0.33960169202298873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090034164516344,0.0,0.0,0.14345936150027666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135378896659224,0.0,0.13291137215990576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086631110039854,0.5357198231175327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008885279991778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601096382855474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772618172223797,0.0,0.0992133365693075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26447017602113954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784448883654565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780222748504504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778162888459193,0.0,0.15459966444610634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796361374019093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966342246762811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869801264855716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592093523974276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520079332664602,0.0,0.0,0.09825467390464694,0.137061481251614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pineapplepie54,2019/05/14,"Do you ever feel like your friends are more important to you than you are to them? Sometimes I just start thinking about how with some of my friends, particularly the ones that are quite popular, I probably matter a lot less to them than they do to me. Sometimes I even feel this way with some of my close friends, even if they haven't done anything to make me think this. Does anyone else ever feel like this?",7.704374999999999,6.6067266875,6.665000000000003,82.90000000000003,63.375,10.0,33.75,8.841846274778883,2.440375,325,11,68,4,4,98,51,80,0.0,0.76,0.24,0.9596,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,4,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,2,18,14,2,0,1,2,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,15,6,12,13,5,5,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,4,5,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255410509690079,0.1839636228625487,0.14774907439877133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711980333495654,0.18373542620389893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998562881753996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371736924418404,0.32481490789727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272347897547672,0.25653194955402425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161447909518135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543185550093635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264153754413498,0.0,0.0,0.1198467388280544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216633815074592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935783543063903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909667057521197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35514639788954305,0.0,0.12708187533084958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230088562421924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251334268307514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VazmanianDevil1,2019/05/14,"What do I do in this situation? Hey guys! 
I apologise if this isn’t exactly the correct subreddit, although I do have social anxiety, it isn’t quite related, but I am in a difficult situation.

Myself, my friend and another friend are hosting a 3-way 21st birthday party the coming Saturday with 100s of people, we have all agreed to put a couple hundred in each so we can afford everything. One of the co-hosts has just said he can’t come to the party anymore...

This makes it difficult for us financially, I suspect the reason he has pulled out was personally and potentially something difficult for him, I don’t know he isn’t being very talkative about it.

Do I ask for the full money even if he isn’t coming? What should I do here?

Thanks heaps guys 
Tl;dr",4.627048567870485,6.214334506849319,6.235678704856786,73.99605853051061,70.36986301369862,9.966625155666252,30.396014943960147,10.230975488527342,3.3992684931506862,602,25,108,17,11,206,93,146,0.09,0.75,0.16,0.9175,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,9,0,21,0,0,2,3,22,29,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,8,10,0,0,3,0,1,5,6,3,0,1,2,1,14,3,13,25,3,11,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,2,1,79,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514741126983613,0.12777887360672208,0.0,0.16565066773346665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615218999948596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43164932989366256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481751519033185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032293186029428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011741602330078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580967163405018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307754952227909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179631174584482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149502683269297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318507385663618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579882229228175,0.14584572937227624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791309847689334,0.0,0.17765888492411314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173651460466513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888549641352795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37550149426218027,0.0,0.1702678903434912,0.0,0.12858924389233428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378044457459852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009186952807824,0.0,0.0,0.1378187320761,0.0,0.13258207208510805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ifcatscouldfly,2019/05/14,"Does anyone else have this problem in social situations? Sometimes I will be really charismatic, confident and natural having a good talk with someone or several people and the suddenly I will hit a wall and just not want to talk at all and suddenly can’t think of anything good to say and it’s like I just changed into a different person.",9.474947916666665,8.077277015625,9.876875000000002,62.247291666666676,60.09375,14.158333333333333,41.64583333333333,13.023866798666859,5.748339583333332,275,13,45,9,3,93,50,64,0.064,0.725,0.21100000000000002,0.873,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,15,9,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,7,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345528788510762,0.22486820437506866,0.18060129791504495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321652589048328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22929459837223765,0.0,0.0,0.19205562218185876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833351534909998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36815427584258775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072196930100606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521496526619296,0.19162869385845774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999871739609735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059513424874484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452766905043704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24793339711162501,0.0,0.0,0.24668826847746916,0.0,0.2237173043941087,0.18595229381812745,0.0,0.21705686032114274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352795898633998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062454596721274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944635999179868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coffeeposer,2019/05/14,"[F/40] Any socially anxious women want to be email pen pals with this socially anxious lady? I’ve e-met some pretty cool people on Reddit and would like to meet more if other ladies are interested in having an email pen pal! 

I’m 40, female, have a toddler, and am married. Before I was all that, I made stuffed animals that I sold in boutiques and craft fairs.  I love making crafts (sewing, sculpting, painting) and I like bands like Jawbreaker, Hot Snakes, Drive Like Jehu, Built to Spill, the Strokes, Washed Out. I’m reserved with people who are on the extreme end of extroversion, and consider myself an extroverted introvert with social anxiety (a terrible combination). Life has been a little lonelier since I moved away from my friends and family to live in the Midwest. If you’d like a kind ear with a little potty humor thrown in, DM me and let’s start a friendship :)",7.6892592592592575,7.671858790123457,7.6732098765432095,72.10944444444445,62.950617283950606,10.656790123456787,34.66666666666667,10.25414643259724,3.566451851851852,692,27,119,14,9,223,116,162,0.061,0.7090000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.9814,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,0,0,12,0,0,11,1,12,5,1,2,1,20,20,9,0,4,2,0,2,5,3,1,3,1,0,1,5,12,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,4,10,11,18,12,3,14,0,0,0,1,14,10,0,3,7,67,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613114789597287,0.0,0.11939109345830724,0.3526233591386242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663041014853415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280181759220633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822934640579515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712640533328278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057724533060055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162520125852965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958943643226062,0.11023498281062157,0.3812331129597435,0.3128409645818725,0.1378103268932917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408568741540457,0.1476746975026716,0.1041761661609939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658748912972578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639489571979464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877659936031868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910052238679484,0.0,0.0,0.4772730194393999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046527164590864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205256496369653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108657656835424,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,niahnny,2019/05/14,"Scared of my anxiety disorder returning Background: I was first diagnosed with Social Anxiety and Panic Disorder at 14, attended CBT but it didn’t work so was prescribed fluoxetine alongside CBT at 17. Came of Fluoxetine and stopped CBT at 19. Now 21.

I have been in a really good place with my anxiety in the past 2 years or so. I allow myself to feel nervous in situations where it would be normal - exams, interviews etc but on the whole I’ve been really good (no panic attacks in almost a year and a half!). However, in December, I started learning how to drive and something about it makes me have those awful feelings of dread. I feel sick from the moment I wake up, I make silly mistakes in my lesson because I don’t have a clear head and I cry after almost every lesson. Even having good lessons doesn’t help. The reason I posted here and not somewhere else is because I think it is possibly some remnants of my SAD cropping back up. I am fine driving in the car with my dad - I drive to work, run errands, take the dog in the car with no problems, but the moment I have my instructor in the car, I panic because I know he’s judging everything I do. 

It’s not an issue with the instructor, he’s lovely and I picked him specifically because he has a good reputation with nervous drivers but I cannot calm down. I start to spiral when I’m driving, lose concentration, make a mistake and start spiralling again. 

Does anyone have any advice on how to stop this? I don’t want to go to the doctor because this is the only aspect of my life my anxiety still affects and I don’t have money for a therapist.",5.029619047619047,5.895444215873018,6.330476190476192,76.3928571428572,68.74603174603175,9.174603174603176,31.825396825396822,9.362217197678863,2.9425873015873023,1268,53,232,25,21,429,169,315,0.225,0.67,0.106,-0.9899,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,7,13,21,1,7,20,1,25,7,2,9,1,53,42,19,0,6,7,1,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,16,0,2,10,0,1,11,10,13,0,2,6,3,33,8,39,34,3,49,0,2,0,1,9,19,0,4,18,160,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455153983886552,0.0,0.0,0.1937798415243432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657992743891407,0.0,0.29608074439307136,0.0,0.0,0.0676559743235356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007705736203176,0.0,0.07440151341444733,0.0,0.2949162082301152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066624392244832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628495375619358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820810403198243,0.0,0.0,0.2217878421092979,0.09903669026243314,0.08467424239401193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082952766329718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079115937504974,0.06390824802806766,0.0,0.0815234279629729,0.0,0.08696053390512329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677240807951325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230295131377928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054990232771751135,0.3246266267755402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930240204399483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485535683663861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099100609547468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317608370437686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834357325851109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082483018330194,0.0,0.0,0.08732855806990096,0.0,0.19376166972455933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480304037913646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735893966380385,0.0,0.34057666893878963,0.0,0.0,0.09236718432618986,0.0,0.0,0.10109230951762478,0.0,0.0,0.10908096294927072,0.09266814491074367,0.0,0.0,0.09258506518695588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397227783859564,0.09948411980864784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968723978583634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876089959522872,0.0,0.0986333700872572,0.0,0.07448962018902483,0.0,0.0,0.20545904374721016,0.0,0.0772716702427598,0.1617893108525273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275054529029529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123443773405453,0.0,0.06199910607407561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707082322531159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080276994121473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088305846443086,0.0,0.0,0.06873464653113763,0.0,0.0,0.12461893738214552
socialanxiety,Jeslow06,2019/05/14,Help Currently in school. Had to get forced into car and into school. Too anxious to go to lessons. Teachers couldn’t give less of a shit if they tried. Currently just wandering around doing nothing. What do????,2.311929824561407,5.213185105263161,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,92.68421052631581,5.691228070175438,24.75438596491228,7.1686216300943375,1.6052491228070176,166,7,29,3,6,50,33,38,0.21100000000000002,0.728,0.061,-0.7637,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,8,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,2,20,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475384896692903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27385919395104463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072589870638962,0.29511025410201924,0.1748353076092614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620036852193602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29518280924669993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6226834081991287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31578154781172096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088630725396617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JustPassingThrough98,2019/05/14,"Just got a compliment in public... So obviously I’m in this sub for a reason, and my coping is normally just to joke and play things off until the attention is shifted to someone/something else. Pretty standard

Tonight I had just gotten off work, and was doing late night grocery shopping as I hate lines. I had shared a random and (to me) awkward smile with someone as we were coming from opposite ends of the aisle. I went and got my alcohol, she went and got whatever she was there for. When I made it back outside, on the way to my car I hear, “Hey, by the way I think you’re incredibly handsome!” And it’s the same girl I shared the awkward smile with.

Now before this starts to sound like me throwing myself out there to get some DM sliders... no. For too many reasons to count, that’s just not where I’m at right now. But the compliment was so sudden and out of left that my anxiety didn’t have time to kick in and I found myself replying with a very genuine thank you. She then repeated herself again “Yeah like gorgeously handsome! Have a good night!” And then she drove off.

For a minute or two I was soaring, I sat in my car and I cried at the kind words from a stranger that in all likely hood I’ll never see her again. And if I did I might not even recognize her. But then the happy tears turned to stressful, as I didn’t know how to process the attention, and then the guilt and shame of not even being able to appreciate something like that. To be honest I probably won’t go back to that spot for a while on the off chance she’s there as well and she says something else nice and kind that I can’t handle.

Wasn’t sure where else to put this, as my friends are supportive but don’t necessarily understand social anxiety in the way of advice or even appropriate responses.

TL;dr- Woman compliments me in public, social anxiety unable to digest without meltdown",3.140331081081083,5.096134151351354,4.0999155405405405,86.26230574324327,75.05405405405405,7.327702702702703,25.616554054054056,8.17850203761792,1.5813310810810814,1476,52,295,25,32,476,192,370,0.057,0.7829999999999999,0.16,0.982,0,0,4,0,0,0,40.0,1,1,0,1,24,31,1,5,21,1,23,2,0,4,4,58,48,37,0,2,14,0,0,4,1,2,2,3,0,2,12,23,2,0,8,3,1,9,12,6,1,1,21,4,39,25,54,23,3,56,0,0,1,0,23,21,0,6,27,209,51,1,0.1017381779641926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941737003318607,0.0,0.10872717168808016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334882830189057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564607578630402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657169607664914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763843180222666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117546112368671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549675787936724,0.0,0.09010982818520276,0.0,0.0,0.2015913210892221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115506608918476,0.07860266392267297,0.0,0.05315399889784856,0.0,0.0578201510942819,0.0853331567412052,0.2441079446321875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830218225661514,0.0,0.10044538781959894,0.0,0.0,0.1146663206711971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188931291415325,0.05591264192590797,0.0,0.1147650961467233,0.0,0.11053882803998642,0.0,0.0,0.1988165390377468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626712391595052,0.0,0.10314654401723666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792812926906092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846675480570932,0.0,0.0,0.19094877617242031,0.09968181334440317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350430252478768,0.10969096326868014,0.0,0.0,0.10227496912732154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920758283360447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688384809346032,0.0,0.08090628258858495,0.0,0.0,0.08107215575115646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741852048726386,0.0862024280361941,0.2349690596234913,0.0,0.0,0.07201080600658374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654073912056022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154512787018108,0.09588702870937177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366684531413833,0.0,0.0,0.06759032475196035,0.06518971643187875,0.0,0.0,0.059324349727675224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066192277180127,0.09938341673557123,0.10591303125027836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394465170440174,0.0,0.24226509043676644,0.0,0.0,0.09147484025379496,0.1886246204879905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807197302213462,0.0,0.07406660525378367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Yetiiwho92,2019/05/14,"Panicking because I have to open the door I need to open the door for a delivery and there are 2 more deliveries before mine. My mum is going to be at least another half an hour and I'm panicking. I'm almost 27 years old gdi.

So how's your day so far?  

  
Oh god, it's changed to 1. atrhufhsuiefhuise",0.41476190476190666,2.5645050793650803,2.7168253968254,91.61428571428574,85.50793650793649,6.7746031746031745,21.698412698412696,7.957251820313856,1.061546031746032,232,8,53,5,7,79,49,63,0.096,0.8640000000000001,0.039,-0.5325,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,6,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520287103160632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686330960114567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143029359872997,0.0,0.29914499824741403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718955750151536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267220623857544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979519613951008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462080664295734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26067147486400355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688948583381001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22638806731650624
socialanxiety,AnonCrybabyAcc69420,2019/05/14,"Overcoming the mental obstacle of applying for an internship I need to get an internship in order to prorgress in my school, however, despite trying to make phonecalls to different places over the last month, I have gotten way too anxious and given up every single time.

I understand that I need to do this and want to do this, but something about the idea of calling a business and applying for an internship scares me.

Is there a way I could get over this stupid, anxiety causing hurdle?",14.20142322097378,9.165708393258427,12.553033707865168,57.90310861423225,54.95505617977528,16.810486891385768,51.01498127340824,14.06817628641468,6.894255430711612,393,19,64,11,3,125,60,89,0.153,0.835,0.013000000000000001,-0.9144,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,8,0,5,0,0,2,0,12,14,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,16,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239763364854332,0.2398219056152236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167669730933352,0.0,0.0,0.2180754263303959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949249669804953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217929015192324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885947720434192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218205606300751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396442055115485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730408104320504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170205144348402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393359993290198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694440596120967,0.0,0.0,0.3148136430297186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217929015192324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253456668121745,0.2148440043164704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634275552079363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378523524539745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412774860354835,0.0,0.0,0.2209964297805478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521133937518988,0.33700429755094435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xomewmew,2019/05/14,Unable to work  I'm at home and I babysit 2 kids and get 100 a week. But I don't have a real job. I feel worthless because I'm not going anywhere in life. I don't try because I'm anxious in public plus I feel sick when overwhelmed and I get panic attacks. I get easily anxious when I see many people. My social anxiety is getting worse too. I get easily paranoid and mad. So I keep overthinking about it and I get depressed. I don't want to be like this why is my life falling apart. Each time I'm becoming more anti social. So what tips would you give me so I can stop feeling this way.,-0.2663100000000007,1.9557982240000025,2.277675000000002,92.6477125,90.76,4.7250000000000005,21.4125,6.322622252153567,0.4054899999999999,458,17,98,5,16,157,79,125,0.289,0.631,0.079,-0.9759,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,2,2,2,0,9,3,0,0,0,17,27,12,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,4,7,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,0,4,17,1,7,25,2,12,0,3,1,0,6,4,0,0,6,54,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115591448364058,0.3414010511937133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189860175761568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421889191198815,0.1668786012105213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301426160969405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22920281782685925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736625646094391,0.14494934225032965,0.08587388099139281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156609452864395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994390439576696,0.1343050431650703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134534654867956,0.07382005879147778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319216359650106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728384880207798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475404274429954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719854185250749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040751404018685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30805580764896273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632676136776202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810790099975989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258730275953397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891229739301785,0.11993652242227434,0.12120368530462805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363446748244187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000294403638973,0.0,0.15398429099375285,0.10733744082699216,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway9540539,2019/05/14,"Social anxiety and virginity? Consistently I am horny and wish I had someone to fool around with, but I'm a a virgin and have never been in a relationship. I don't know where to start or what to do at this point. It seems like no one even meets irl anymore and everyone meets off Tinder or something. Please advise I'm dumb and need help",2.799607843137256,4.762084058823528,4.2741176470588265,84.60519607843139,76.05882352941177,7.4745098039215705,23.098039215686285,8.344100000000001,1.3237568627450989,268,8,55,5,6,89,52,68,0.14400000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.159,0.2617,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,1,15,13,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,3,1,8,11,0,8,0,0,0,2,6,6,1,3,3,36,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050138729311429,0.0,0.2599270736163661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333194536953252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731107832137679,0.0,0.0,0.25044229195745865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756762540676766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404014790489467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280460138464082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943395687121332,0.2021432466526743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760184988776812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877007859907659,0.2477637868326216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28139114327414905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386007657061407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26717208613385274,0.22207161129227573,0.20177296186487367,0.0,0.0,0.1855116623121464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013954579052736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toleratoroflife,2019/05/14,"Is it possible to somehow seperate memes and serious posts? Memes are nice, but sometimes I want to read serious things regarding social anxiety, when I browse other subs like /r/ADHD I can sort by ""top"" posts and read about the experiences and tips from other people with ADHD, but with /r/socialanxiety I just find memes, I know its important to accept anxiety, but I also want to fight it.",6.18,7.623878111111113,6.906555555555558,71.194,66.5,10.76,31.06666666666667,10.793553405168565,3.751430000000002,312,12,52,9,5,103,48,72,0.132,0.691,0.17800000000000002,0.5499,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,16,6,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,9,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486960495597745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201543308485206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099697857913469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817713327573566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516848515948128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134110939133496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989778575082459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045411079183487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839582350151996,0.3880606972472456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053003625796409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652045211854173,0.0,0.0,0.20037198754185426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459535237087014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23899198019578646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,likoi,2019/05/14,"Tfw you're too awkward to correct people on your name and they've been referring to you by a butchered version for over a year Technically not ""butchered"", but the moment I introduced myself, someone came up with a nickname for me based on my name, unbeknownst to me that it would stick and replace my actual name. I never corrected them then, and the longer it went on the more awkward it got, so now it feels permanently stuck. Rip me.",5.177871485943776,6.642384156626508,5.443554216867472,80.67368473895584,68.87951807228916,8.90682730923695,31.90562248995984,9.2995712137729,2.8529935742971886,347,15,65,7,6,110,60,83,0.07200000000000001,0.9279999999999999,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,3,16,7,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,1,11,0,12,1,2,12,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.37622616263086267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409488830916574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949378814395219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083472446667209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973480565583692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672811533262819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266622216076403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573944434177298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738727234552597,0.0,0.0,0.24827164681415426
socialanxiety,awkward_cupcakes,2019/05/14,"I used to act in school plays I used to act in school plays, in the lead role a couple times, in the supporting role a bunch of times, and I also used to do speech and debate competitions. I've also been formally diagnosed with social anxiety disorder by a psychiatrist. Is anyone else like this?",5.113421052631576,6.364386614035088,6.3218859649122825,75.11861842105263,68.82456140350878,10.612280701754386,26.530701754385966,10.686352973137794,2.9525122807017548,235,7,44,7,4,79,37,57,0.076,0.7609999999999999,0.163,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,4,0,7,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,10,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,27,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286468727282173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719274207539394,0.0,0.0,0.14367740318269584,0.21054002184111786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273613092391565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855934010106644,0.0,0.0,0.2354995366659913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165337948738182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038785416938614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159163825016325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946245506015984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317790735279045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396357646292128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324099786971194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wixconqueror,2019/05/14,"I’ve been trying I don’t know if anyone will read this, but i just need to vent.. 

my closest friends have been the busiest they’ve ever been and i had to break up with my girlfriend cause i was dealing with depression and didn’t want her to deal with it as well. 

For this reason, I’ve been trying to meet new people but no one seems to give a fuck and they end up doing shitty things like blocking me for no reason, and its exhausting. I really want to believe there’s someone i could get along with but dealing with shitty people just makes me sad and hopeless. 

I know it can just be a rough patch and maybe im meeting people in the wrong places, but i cant close off my life and avoid everyone. I find it so hard to keep trying to be my best when everyone is some asshole with more friends than me.

Sorry i wont end on a more positive note, i just cant bring myself to do it right now",2.7463601823708217,3.795122739361705,3.7694832826747735,91.955,74.26595744680851,6.648024316109423,23.003039513677805,6.868970318607317,0.4988209726443769,697,18,157,6,14,225,110,188,0.22899999999999998,0.643,0.128,-0.9734,0,1,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,1,1,10,12,1,1,5,0,20,3,0,4,1,41,32,15,0,5,9,0,2,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,8,15,0,3,6,1,0,1,7,7,1,1,7,2,21,5,25,20,4,17,0,3,0,1,11,9,1,3,7,108,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148818721612796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741480280188068,0.1373112349334796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441139106333078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044671682607022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046789217783579,0.11269453848936475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317754125213747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835462135660675,0.0,0.25005142028771593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119587764750078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021773342915792,0.12096187407986507,0.06835985746409746,0.12551614312924428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720926828245068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133245924171886,0.0,0.0,0.11629891353196505,0.0,0.0,0.14381534077395233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241799689992353,0.0639230845841198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733845060648915,0.0,0.13144897678176062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701812899641096,0.0,0.12636859710538215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866233107646566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721293498473376,0.0,0.13670266715886806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087800651269094,0.0,0.08382111910966678,0.26905596642687263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173886433296447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911418770415097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086250923355948,0.0,0.0,0.14646757694430232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692600861274209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665006072432764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434870939400558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764320974830005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305584160555698,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,maxipadsforeveryone,2019/05/14,I suck even when it comes to talking to others online Right now i’m having a conversation with someone online which is almost more stress inducing than talking to someone irl. Whenever I send a text or they respond to me my whole body tenses up. My toes curl (not in a sexual way that kinda sounds wrong) and i hold on to whatever is closest to me. It’s so stressful. I come off as uninterested just cause I suck at responding to people.,3.7171594684385374,5.515444104651163,5.392126245847177,78.28593023255816,73.06976744186046,8.170099667774089,27.40199335548173,8.841846274778883,2.2812644518272425,347,13,64,7,7,118,65,86,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,2,2,3,0,3,2,2,2,0,12,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,1,10,0,15,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,3,2,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504713278602056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23854552516142136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206135900122946,0.0,0.3699865912069701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184432592889007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148884784100989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340046784261865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639241580092407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920045911052157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452255084442929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704633327636939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397674271720777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23480199512228775,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dumbretardedstupid,2019/05/14,"Cutting people off Anyone else have a habit of cutting anyone who likes them off? Like I find myself in a retarded cycle of complaining about everyone hating me but then pushing everyone as far away as I possibly can. To the point where there are only ever like 6 people in my life at a time, I want people to like me but I really can’t handle it. And I’ve cut off my entire family too, but thinking about it just makes me more anxious and I want to distance myself as far from anything as I can. Anyone else relate or is this nothing to do with anxiety???",3.989464285714289,5.080236160714286,5.7789285714285725,78.56607142857145,71.32142857142857,8.457142857142857,26.5,8.841846274778883,2.1042821428571425,438,14,81,8,8,151,73,112,0.146,0.741,0.11199999999999999,-0.4496,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,8,9,4,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,1,14,12,11,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,14,4,21,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,7,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527998805001744,0.18500814817677688,0.0,0.3435254665603917,0.3355937567098968,0.1347648686092166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386286781595213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736097487326742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481350680646105,0.0,0.3129694788373857,0.0,0.0,0.1543833276678411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496784955914064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168430582060264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567225769677067,0.32002976739665273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093145935237085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571371992906959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455087209835045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406026676436432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548111196270206,0.18462074273397192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491222938519572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049341764388474,0.0,0.0,0.09549284951943077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931860058330496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,j_keeble,2019/05/14,"Does anyone else have weirdly controlling friends who ""punish"" you if you don't please them at social events? My friends do this fun thing where they ""punish"" me with what my friend refers to as ""a demerit."" I think he is 99% joking with that word but not really. If I do something that pisses him off indirectly (tweet that I am depressed, if I don't have a ton of fun at a party because of social anxiety so I get quiet and sit in the corner) he starts going off on me about how I'm a drain to be around (his words are exactly 'drain'). This is my friend from college who acts as a ringleader to our friend group. He then proceeds to tell everyone not to hang out with me for a couple weeks because I'm a drain. And that I am somehow directly hurting him for being this way. So I get ""punished"" for a couple weeks and he won't ""let"" anyone hang out with me. I have even been removed from group chats. I see them all hang out on instagram while I'm in the doghouse for doing something I don't even understand. It hurts. I'm sad about it even tonight. All my friends ignored my tweets and instagram posts today, and just interacted with one another so I know they were online. It's so cringey. I'm so upset. But they have 20K followers so it's their life. I don't, so it's not my life. I'm just so done with being slandered. They're out there talking shit about me, and for what? All I do is stand by their side and defend them. And I'm ""punished.""",1.8537534178473791,3.6961623221476536,3.2466592095451183,91.44381680338057,78.46308724832215,6.294009445687298,23.117573949788714,7.242747475848597,0.7578758140691022,1124,36,245,14,27,367,145,298,0.121,0.78,0.099,-0.8290000000000001,1,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,2,8,1,21,22,6,1,10,0,26,4,2,2,4,44,42,26,0,3,10,0,0,0,6,1,2,1,0,0,17,19,0,2,4,2,0,7,8,13,0,1,3,2,38,9,39,34,4,36,0,4,1,0,34,16,2,5,9,170,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426631677688366,0.09065854796188423,0.0,0.0,0.16572755937077527,0.12142578859540705,0.0,0.1054975387893722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444831558411475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291716889195468,0.0,0.2622544258239183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020710508458185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370743806321477,0.12127516664743593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899850293095866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348209025570721,0.0,0.0,0.11323978773232765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5493554500060001,0.0,0.1238314221889162,0.0,0.06735101487794883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537312362989587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512907882369176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118279645421473,0.16741187615815162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030431132444607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008655878916892,0.0,0.0,0.11349822126597013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759194706796162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443579556338304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164709757814557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416086363475688,0.0,0.18246700421973885,0.0,0.0,0.0838808058251883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525250651578564,0.10358150375291868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873166848961882,0.07593535260973984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233203988026806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337135079212212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406639612435462,0.19012046778303712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nietzscheish,2019/05/14,"I talk a lot to myself I'm very very lonely. To fight that I often find myself talking with myself. I think it works kinda as companionship and in a way as therapy as well, sometimes after an hard, forced day of interactions full of sweatiness and awkwardness I like to talk to myself on my way home and basically evaluate, what I did wrong in an interaction, If I talked too much or too little, what I can improve etc, and sometimes at night, when I have insomnia, whispering, I do quite literally full rants about myself and how I got to be what I am... usually ends with me mad at the unfairness of society and mean people... Lol sorry about the divergent text, long story short... Do you talk to yourself as well to cope with loneliness?",8.015896656534956,6.916945078014188,8.584863221884497,69.39000000000001,62.758865248226954,12.312462006079027,35.036474164133736,11.491704259439757,4.001609118541033,580,21,107,15,7,195,91,141,0.168,0.7509999999999999,0.081,-0.8971,0,2,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,9,8,2,1,6,1,7,1,0,1,0,18,11,14,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,19,3,25,8,5,18,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,5,8,82,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392411052439402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289915581038559,0.0,0.16242426042768418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310999590042666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164795774141996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046255403447396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608624243898516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115110433510516,0.1459669907635371,0.0,0.12888456519185398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381575663851598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864188414450506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070602870676961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667088625383506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096667419186862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490336081439746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880783348989976,0.1630292079406793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5852893504915516,0.0,0.0,0.166549122817367,0.0,0.0,0.09331860091458298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039908175068185,0.2403323063846305,0.0,0.23120046665262464,0.0,0.0,0.2618911257357377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602580215237482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923169506047108,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,colormecryptic,2019/05/14,"When the person I’m on the phone with suddenly puts someone else on the phone 😖 Or puts me on speaker phone. I simply can’t handle this. Anyone else?? F*ck me, I get so uncomfortable and have no idea what to say. Usually if the person I’m talking to is at a party or with friends, and I can hear a bunch of chatting and laughing in the background, I hope and pray that I can just have a normal conversation. My boyfriend likes to do this, he’ll say “here, meet so-and-so!” or “say hi to everyone!” and it pisses me right off because I get so anxious.",3.1715789473684204,3.94023751754386,4.665745614035089,86.99230263157897,72.94736842105263,7.454385964912281,27.407894736842106,7.645422480735847,1.3952315789473682,423,15,93,5,8,142,71,114,0.091,0.755,0.154,0.8106,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,8,0,7,1,1,0,0,15,14,12,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,0,2,5,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,5,10,4,13,13,1,12,1,0,0,0,16,7,1,5,4,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083526369201808,0.0,0.12895726938236074,0.1889696341310483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242640222158548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081340643496944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623011968369415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248963584585406,0.0,0.1927134162820829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786524859127425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317992963963656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081982545042512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010285031653348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807015764487513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32207313851311464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708048144891024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750163236074025,0.0,0.4399967953387857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562663651194996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482373020967488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312284101485756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lancemcsteel1,2019/05/14,"Is anyone else extremely sensitive to criticism and rejection? It's normal for groups of guys when drinking to start playfully making fun of each other. If I see someone else get ripped on, they just laugh it off and take it in stride. But, If I get teased I always take it personally and feel like crap. I am extremely sensitive to rejection as well,",5.151818181818179,6.902557818181823,6.006484848484849,75.5097272727273,69.30303030303031,10.734545454545453,29.86666666666667,10.793553405168565,3.6550703030303033,280,11,50,9,5,92,48,66,0.187,0.637,0.17600000000000002,-0.2177,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,11,10,8,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,5,5,10,10,1,5,0,2,1,0,5,3,1,2,3,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070474268560773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398850603559046,0.2549568898754185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243759768452398,0.0,0.0,0.41573294604988775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581649176504944,0.17776500319533234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600079821209427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463819318420083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156631720884148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609670606532095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438016676002505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726973776848427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982861878704875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108338020878782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612394879882062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741800724885803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372906199337225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,deadshoppingmall,2019/05/14,"I went to a board game meetup tonight It wasn't too awful, but I did stay pretty quiet. I mostly tried to focus on the game, but the people around me were pretty talkative with each other. They were friendly towards me too, but I didn't really feel like I could contribute much. I have mixed feelings about how it went, but I am glad that I faced my fear. A few years ago I drove to a different board game meetup, waited in the parking lot for 5 minutes and then headed back home, so I guess this is progress. :)

​

Any tips for having a blank mind/being insecure about not having things to say? I do plan to force myself to go again, lol.",4.138527131782946,5.1074082790697695,4.7271317829457375,86.70062015503879,70.86046511627906,7.283720930232557,23.635658914728683,7.3871296695380915,0.892463565891473,504,12,102,5,9,161,91,129,0.078,0.7090000000000001,0.213,0.9641,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,9,5,0,2,7,2,12,2,2,1,0,17,20,8,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,6,4,0,1,2,3,0,4,3,2,0,0,8,4,16,3,15,11,5,15,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,7,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305346471256507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19930105587213487,0.22350963622853934,0.12508685240258707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374735802188098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414400267085318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686270161326606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218021653069656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698586370621988,0.18601318141834816,0.13140818554595948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211311560073753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453846481077844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026328261208803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887775362724902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450880123815375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986475898388681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638089152241094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572896140565245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521851816623706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752220680825346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742702390939183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783794094975765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627804347253112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196057673855515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220287653884497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488452851729295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410321121295079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350963622853934,0.11845260279542155
socialanxiety,bunnyducks,2019/05/14,"How did you get your first job ever? Full time college student here (20f). I need to get my ass into gear and get a summer job. 

I'm thinking retail...but I have NO experience. Do I have a shot? 

And what the hell do I say when I walk into the store? Do I ask for the manager first?

Is there anything I should make sure NOT to say?! AHHHHHHH

​

@#$%!? if you've got any tips, PLEASE help me out",-0.6221753246753252,1.5341337738095255,1.997705627705628,94.34123376623378,92.21428571428572,4.483116883116884,17.160173160173162,6.1124844417494595,-0.4358190476190469,303,8,71,3,11,104,62,84,0.145,0.762,0.09300000000000001,-0.7611,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,2,5,2,1,0,5,0,8,1,1,2,2,14,17,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,2,2,11,1,6,14,1,11,1,0,0,1,6,4,2,1,6,44,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181747685710672,0.2446758896693979,0.13693251626186345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657031048167673,0.0,0.1882455337639503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214272728397388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696988501287185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34255545593169623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156087375178624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104694079870233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134968163207703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996398271741656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441015997415942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930677322815197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103412236708603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202610055625905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897805414631984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902412191509618,0.0,0.0,0.1174153309869947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446758896693979,0.0
socialanxiety,polarizedpolar,2019/05/14,"I embarrassed myself during a presentation. In my Spanish class, I had to do a presentation on my life and what I like to do. Naturally, I thought of my interest in makeup and other creative activities. I decided to do looks on myself and put them in the slide not thinking it would distress me in any way. Then, I got to school. I am quite insecure about how I look and I feel like everybody thinks the same thoughts about myself as I do. So, I did not know they were going in alphabetical order, and lucky for me, I was one of the first ones to go. I went up to the board and felt like I was going to have a panic attack, but I soothed myself by drinking way too much water. I had my hand over my chest the entire time I read, trying to calm myself down and not think that everyone was staring at me. I got to the slide with my looks and I immediately let out a groan/yelp of embarrassment followed with the words, “Ah, I hate the way I look.” It felt like everybody turned around and looked at me which caused me major stress. The teacher thought something happened but it was just my social anxiety. I continued the presentation, and realized what I had done and said. I am looking back at it now and I do not know why I did that.  I think when I go back tomorrow everyone will think I’m weird and strange which definitely doesn’t lessen my anxiety. Anyone have ideas for me to just get over it?",3.362629521016615,4.9008339318996486,4.750891169762138,83.58876099706747,73.48028673835125,8.226849136526557,26.301889866406,8.841846274778883,1.87719211469534,1093,38,227,22,22,364,143,279,0.11199999999999999,0.792,0.096,-0.6424,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,2,12,16,2,6,14,1,24,5,2,2,0,47,57,20,0,1,8,0,4,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,17,2,0,16,2,0,9,5,9,1,3,20,12,49,7,37,34,3,41,0,0,7,0,4,16,0,1,16,170,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794820496702604,0.0,0.1528752048831886,0.0,0.0,0.06986554264097079,0.0,0.0,0.08894890895383703,0.0,0.1136720507215322,0.0,0.15366276696133715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026441233509532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225161534830897,0.0,0.09788237674436093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909533754918148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050521943492924264,0.07138200501747674,0.1918754194869441,0.0,0.0,0.08499087348876268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522034448590173,0.0,0.22714460864486835,0.0,0.15982837154290114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835785783808528,0.0,0.0,0.09864912091487588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279615408661944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098255100358689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102173734593922,0.07057559778675421,0.1952610988434544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034397208733628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345180897290676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541511884670282,0.0,0.0,0.11723317378435535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044598378301747,0.0,0.10627593461061716,0.09994583151130294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504565242899198,0.0,0.0,0.10112315198165353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185462544224584,0.0,0.07692236772378605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445663872253893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201196370631204,0.0,0.2379730795917657,0.058263451179984535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783830097181281,0.10868295336560996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379326589178312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262572128977142,0.09016116846666264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097944307429341,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MrsMisry,2019/10/15,"I absolutely cannot stand waiting. It doesn't matter what I am waiting for. Bus stop, appointments, grocery line. I feel extremely awkward and hideous. The only two socially acceptable things I can do is read a magazine or look at my phone. To not disturb anyone, I have to make sure my breathing is quiet and my body is perfectly still. I am forced to hold my breath and sweat my brains out. Every tiny thing I do is judged by everyone around me. This is one reason why I hate people. I cannot stand it. I have to escape from everyone.",2.227584415584417,4.674978771428575,3.6412987012987017,85.95779220779222,80.33333333333333,7.246753246753247,24.78354978354978,8.296473431620573,1.8022380952380952,421,16,82,9,11,138,72,105,0.11199999999999999,0.767,0.121,0.2242,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,2,2,0,15,5,5,2,2,18,21,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,4,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,3,16,3,10,21,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,57,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302571140129348,0.0,0.0,0.19482379376879996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430941303912311,0.0,0.24431010021788624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439141087893948,0.4182430283161864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065764398496138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607005880833932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377972536526024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608474540184888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148299105057373,0.1664460512870094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517237311201904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189102294274892,0.0,0.0,0.2250152829674641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230910392825281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477469548392938,0.1829692398777592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206264482440958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907897666791872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378563182209748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747899213040745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,warmblanketscolddays,2019/10/15,"🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿 Me in any social situation. I just don’t talk at all or stare at the floor.  My brain goes on autopilot in social situations and I can’t pick up on social qs normally. The futures lookin pretty um rough right now 

God",1.1912264150943417,1.935499018867926,4.7171226415094365,84.84285377358493,77.67924528301887,8.318867924528304,22.683962264150942,8.841846274778883,1.309645283018868,180,5,44,4,4,68,37,53,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,6,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,7,2,1,11,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,1,2,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405679487852228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528965596072517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219637325964078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23047535510628436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346621593382704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092869413925013,0.0,0.6927952171863636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820864296264032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,poyzonis,2019/10/15,Depression I can’t escape depression it follows me everywhere. No matter how hard I try to smile. How hard I try to laugh. How I try to change my thoughts and perceptions. It doesn’t work. All I feel is endless pain,-0.12156976744185854,1.9405083255813973,1.599273255813955,93.17007267441862,105.27906976744184,5.8709302325581385,21.65406976744186,7.1686216300943375,1.273467441860466,170,7,35,4,8,55,29,43,0.31,0.514,0.17600000000000002,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,9,6,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,3,7,1,3,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827975145944325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604983268099858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516903900612967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789466521998756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28445577667839506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222852391029653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444943711311957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461792452057847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,just-change-coward,2019/10/15,"I didn't grow up. I can't act the way my peers do. I can't be an adult yet. I feel helpless like a child. I actually act like a child. I can't speak for myself ,when someone asks something my friend ,my mom or whoever is next to me answers the question for me. I can't take myself to places , like the doctors ,to school or shopping. I don't know how to go home on my own. I don't know how to use public transportation let alone drive a car. I don't know how to make appointments. I don't know how to order food. I dont know how to talk people on the phone. I'm honestly surprised and scared when people ask for my phone number instdead of my moms. I'm scared of people referring to only me to talk about myself or something else. I dont know how to talk properly. People nearly always talk for me. My mom nearly always does things for me. Shopping ordering I can't even simply ask where the bathroom is my mom asks for me. Even the things about school like registrations and stuff like that that students are expected to be able to do by themselves. 

I dont know how to talk in in various situations. Theres hundreds of places you have to be in and hundreds of people you will have to have conversations with for many different reasons. I can't know what to do in each of them. Because I didn't end up learning them as I grow up and experience them gradually with time. Now I'm left it this lack of experience and information and it's too late to learn it now because if I make a mistake now it will be absurd to people. If a 17 yo is stuggling to order some food that's gonna stand out. 


I don't know what to do with myself at this point. I'm 18 this July and have the life experience and social skills of a 10 year old. I don't know if there's a way to fix it at this point. It makes me extremely hopeless thinking about this. To the point I start to wonder if there's a point in continuing this if it's only gonna get worse. Which it has for the last five years. 

I want to change so desperately but I'm terirified of changing which is what kept me this way for all this time. Add all the other bullshit like the intrusive thoughts and obsessions and insecurities that fill my head up nealy all the time and you possibly have enough to just end this all together. 

And they expect me to actually learn things at school to be able to do good in the exam to get in a university while I can barely sit on my chair at school. You just can't get information in your head when your main concern is not to panic and stay calm and act as normal as possible. Even if you try to shove it in there as much as possible ,which I tried many times , it just cant happen. 


I have no hopes left for the future. No goals no expectations no passions nothing I look forward to. I'm just full of fear hoping some kind of miracle happens and gets me out of this.


has anyone even ever gotten out of this after this point?",3.0789552238805946,4.223462467661694,4.508305140961858,86.60713432835823,73.57711442786069,7.748059701492537,24.511111111111113,8.238735603445708,1.2557950912106133,2280,67,499,36,45,760,236,603,0.061,0.848,0.091,0.9434,1,1,2,0,0,1,46.0,0,7,4,2,33,24,0,6,24,0,47,7,2,12,5,89,92,42,0,15,15,4,1,6,1,4,2,1,1,3,37,23,2,1,23,2,2,11,24,9,0,1,5,3,62,15,93,77,14,81,0,2,1,1,37,37,0,15,32,339,99,11,0.11402178135619995,0.0,0.11126881076395166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904608915748564,0.0,0.0,0.09487525618281996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039863340331361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318994751794965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950661960282735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061992592618954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595642466090756,0.0,0.0583530623673183,0.04989061462201791,0.0,0.20044901783932506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047625283683842896,0.0,0.10098945482387256,0.05890749004217774,0.0,0.15062062244147773,0.05156961455343023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730277184623574,0.0,0.06415310198394178,0.02882641931244641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787559061270713,0.0,0.0440464727162711,0.0,0.11914334936627802,0.0,0.03240060298885547,0.04781803023740271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082908469057196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701924295617885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718657173403108,0.11324935634994783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059368069569017363,0.3133169455308701,0.04647148504486828,0.0643107679045056,0.0,0.12388499906674087,0.05829749832437672,0.040268478098283586,0.1671158487239938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787478960988186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416563667335908,0.11560018986894335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670818645051509,0.0,0.0,0.041909564405559055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060631729010612624,0.0,0.05585856830631159,0.054703487197861334,0.0,0.05982333950260196,0.0,0.0,0.08671870273963828,0.0,0.06688999652814276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371450395336741,0.0,0.1191284932181512,0.0,0.2694685961958828,0.19281363958748124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386524511474237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058616690767520914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415569439813936,0.23079226012971155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408262978486677,0.0,0.058115423495566074,0.04830514266422114,0.08777953788822884,0.0,0.0,0.040352601855403125,0.06076602392247956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526383009033289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286509469704403,0.2291159719644993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362650754432155,0.036530276747655466,0.0,0.04526027902012632,0.13297403529535298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741330495456081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049239104889325314,0.0,0.0,0.03362650042318757,0.13575777414523416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061825879018623374,0.0,0.0,0.058098968177635386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342628884244595
socialanxiety,willbegreat,2019/10/15,"A step in the right direction! So this is my first post and I don’t know if this is the right sub for this but I just wanna share a big success for me: today I got my hair done! I was there for 3 hours sitting in the chair, talking to people, being in public. I avoided doing this for over a year because my social anxiety has been so bad.


I went to visit my boyfriend for the weekend and he has tons of roommates and people are constantly there. He encouraged me to socialize with everybody and after several panic attacks I finally just decided to do it. I ended up having tons of fun and I actually felt accepted in a social situation. It’s been so long since I met new people and felt good about myself (this was a win in itself as well).   So I had a couple hours of drive time back to my place and had time to think and I finally decided that I have to make active effort to get out of this hole that I’m in. The first step was getting my hair done. Something I’ve avoided for so long that my hair just looks absolutely atrocious. I hate the idea of sitting in a chair in front of so many people for so long and talking to people I’ve never met before. I muscled the courage and made an appointment and actually showed up. I actually did it. I did it. My hair looks amazing and I DID IT!!! 


I’m so proud of myself and I feel amazing right now. I’m so so so proud. I’m so proud I made steps in the right direction. Lately I just felt so alone and rejected and it’s been so dark and I finally feel like I see a light. I know I have a long road ahead of me but everyone starts somewhere. I’m not sure how many will read this but if you did, thank you so much ❤️ I just really wanted to share with someone",1.2724758315582534,3.147593236768806,3.5162420121251863,88.65929829592005,80.42061281337047,6.786203506472226,22.536539406849087,7.827709963407826,1.042134458463051,1328,43,290,23,34,456,158,359,0.098,0.7190000000000001,0.183,0.9895,1,4,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,9,27,25,2,3,18,0,27,4,4,4,2,52,56,38,0,4,11,0,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,17,19,0,2,12,3,0,7,3,7,1,2,23,13,41,18,45,31,3,56,0,1,3,0,16,20,0,2,27,202,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.2515240886179243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898278957551209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572530133439408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774155060240007,0.0,0.06606389617026302,0.07173604917222133,0.05237343399431097,0.0,0.07310796162572268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284438631068306,0.0,0.0,0.09506412550751647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584325033824244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609583916701353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209616565753089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688315316035487,0.061378217523394014,0.2474777340264971,0.282349461147582,0.0,0.14615975886974142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977484992871193,0.0,0.0,0.07206204141956876,0.06871466101693423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482400011771038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921938313082066,0.0,0.0,0.09698840596640224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443408101171792,0.0,0.09691669015746718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197408785217017,0.0,0.0,0.3041308838537587,0.14429515622841074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259108969829508,0.057349419579478825,0.1742101384998054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315795006769648,0.0,0.06626351058377956,0.08297795125447552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080360224866614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29781576071616656,0.0,0.0897636557791795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228352385215701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593898399961315,0.0,0.05503981918686096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934862695395478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846371643594085,0.0,0.0,0.09706032445806252,0.0,0.07107038297846648,0.09657288472371814,0.0,0.262740813512903,0.07279612259570886,0.06614212948220065,0.0,0.0,0.06081159871819456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097456250692707,0.0,0.0,0.1381116250888656,0.0,0.07909966470756916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055051333210266534,0.0,0.0,0.10019631080167013,0.0,0.0814380699516814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506753259023935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772485629145179,0.0796447461540612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532691582631112
socialanxiety,AsterionBlackwood,2019/10/15,"trouble attending social events by myself and how to break out of it? I'm a 19 year old college student who's been experiencing something of a social-anxiety flareup after a few months of doing pretty well. The main way this has been manifesting is a crippling fear of going to social events (ie club meetings, parties, even just casual hangouts) alone. I find myself skipping out on things if I don't have a close, more extroverted friend going as well that I can show up with and cling to the whole time, eliminating the need for me to start conversations, find a group to join, etc. I've always struggled with this a bit, but my anxiety about this particular thing has grown a lot stronger after a few times where I went to things alone and felt really isolated. On one occasion it even evolved into a full-blown panic attack. I feel bad being so clingy to my friends, and I know this strategy of only going to things when I know one of my ""safe people"" (for lack of a better term) will also be going won't be sustainable in the long-term. I'm just wondering if any of the rest of you also struggle with this fear of going to events alone, and if so how you have been dealing with it. Thanks :)",9.322789699570812,6.7768200128755405,9.145927038626608,70.99065021459229,61.31759656652361,12.066781115879829,36.175536480686695,10.355215969177356,3.4932921888412025,945,30,180,16,10,309,138,233,0.158,0.7040000000000001,0.138,-0.7228,0,3,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,1,15,16,1,5,16,0,16,0,0,2,0,32,32,17,0,5,6,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,1,7,4,0,8,2,8,2,2,5,3,15,8,37,22,11,32,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,5,13,132,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347772676482193,0.0,0.17232896881157142,0.08965335239390876,0.0,0.0,0.07327101484818449,0.0,0.1648508803485117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257669676899935,0.0,0.0,0.08996345865801603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952926332407698,0.11763079037657435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110814556523393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201653371011772,0.1423305115035982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24248854298725744,0.05447964480629916,0.0,0.10345311341964092,0.0,0.19695589177126152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648867572093515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061728415191356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842883237979066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535187159010174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160184627424456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600187628759329,0.0,0.0,0.07989233745777047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130613640182911,0.0,0.1460230360537175,0.08194573304632867,0.0,0.1264167849794083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746975507741495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961647734816962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902488435171952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295006149208818,0.0,0.08294818016726366,0.0,0.0,0.07626321508281007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527914996067425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919809493129872,0.0,0.0,0.2863267756566678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565518687614466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552380641939744,0.0,0.0,0.19375329353494655,0.0998816760978474,0.0,0.12029462697158512,0.0,0.0,0.11684600477998015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938492936328718
socialanxiety,mamikoshiba,2019/10/15,"Speech Impediment Caused By Anxiety I’ve had social anxiety for as long as I can remember. Over the years it’s gotten worse, and I also developed some speaking difficulties. I remember first noticing it in middle school, and by the time I had graduated high school it was a serious issue for me. It isn’t exactly a stutter, it’s more like my voice will cut out completely in the middle of a word and then return a moment later. Its completely involuntary and as far as I know there’s nothing I can do to prevent it from happening. It’s very noticeable to suddenly pause in the middle of a word before restarting, and there have been several times people have asked what’s wrong with me. It’s a huge source of insecurity for me, and there doesn’t seem to be any way to control it from happening. I went to speech therapy, had an MRI, an EEG scan and even had a camera shoved down my throat to try to figure out what the issue is. The doctors eventually declared it was caused by anxiety and not any physical issue with my vocal chords. This makes sense because it doesn’t appear as much when I’m talking to close friends or when I’m drunk. It’s honestly a vicious circle because it happens when I’m anxious, but I get anxious because I’m afraid it’s going to happen. I do everything I can to just not speak unless it’s absolutely necessary, but that’s caused me to isolate myself, which has made my anxiety even worse. I’ve heard of stuttering caused by anxiety, but I’ve never heard of anyone having the exact same issue as me. I don’t know what to do to change it other than reducing anxiety, but that’s something it feels like I’ve already tried everything for. I don’t really expect posting about it to do anything to resolve the issue, but I thought maybe it could help to open up about it to people who might have similar issues or can sympathize. If anyone has any suggestions I’d really appreciate it, but mostly I just wanted to vent a bit.",8.37104166666667,6.699186937500002,9.016458333333333,68.41604166666667,62.4375,12.595833333333333,37.47916666666666,11.538034831475384,4.3158135416666665,1560,62,286,39,18,530,188,384,0.10300000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.063,-0.6979,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,13,13,2,2,19,0,31,4,1,7,3,58,55,29,0,4,14,0,1,2,1,2,2,7,0,0,31,14,1,2,9,1,0,3,8,8,0,1,13,9,24,5,53,38,6,35,0,0,1,0,11,16,0,8,16,196,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403602957779713,0.06089901961207873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535866085691605,0.0,0.3495381095115686,0.17206099544041195,0.0,0.1064950099369594,0.0,0.06266690865188818,0.0,0.07119218243711327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392653265586519,0.0,0.06480005461642765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313866042986855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129178282462807,0.08055910583087295,0.0,0.15968861387491204,0.0,0.08541135388516045,0.060801467711496464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794517349780015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005958391236286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688167253439154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03850492439429159,0.05440326551760283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477516365434241,0.0,0.0,0.058835129101274114,0.0,0.03978646818485021,0.0,0.04327914455461584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693651431816773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104332573612946,0.080459155780224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768997108629208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370269764241954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744083988887571,0.0,0.0,0.06739244757349358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205721003775738,0.05083229566700312,0.0,0.07650528726461092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078562611378047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598075124568058,0.0,0.05873339933737624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307024905962864,0.1733999469505403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558892427524867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293291621163013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757031136078094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253157142197378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154140520034086,0.0,0.06932625396336538,0.0,0.08603049772020598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762774708799235,0.0,0.058625811848451524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061208387225593124,0.0,0.0,0.08708686731551434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045647233688992,0.08881011408240866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340491554220133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283367730702749,0.044916638532361886,0.06044620356464159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705940062604456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521153375440494,0.0,0.0832606576701207,0.0,0.049039626978767056
socialanxiety,NoraDu1410,2019/10/15,"I said yes to everyone/everything for a month. I’ve suffered from social anxiety even around  people I’ve known for years to the point where it led to me losing a lot of those people.

I was notoriously known for cancelling plans last minute, never picking up calls & calling back 3 days to 3 weeks late. It was a running joke in my circle that I’m not to be depended on because no one can reach me most of the time.

After college ended, I dropped all of my  acquaintances & kept a small circle of very close friends that I truly loved, appreciated & who most of them understood how my brain worked.

Last year was especially rough on me, communicating with those I love became draining to the point where I’d go out & come home to completely isolate myself for days. I called it “recharging”.

Came March 2019, I was in between jobs & had a lot of free time on my hands & friends were making plans left & right saying we should make up for the “lost time” because I had a particularly demanding job that I also used as an excuse.

So in a moment of absolute courage, I said yes to all plans. & also decided I’d continue to say yes to everyone/everything for the entirety of my one free month.

At first, as expected, It was TOUGH. Going out two days on a row, sometimes seeing multiple people on the same day! Felt like I was punishing myself, sometimes the anxiety got so terrible I was visibly shaking.

Then something magical happened, I started developing techniques to control my anxiety because I HAD to. I found myself engaging in more conversations, not dreading my words as much, not feeling as drained at the end of the day & actually getting excited for some plans. my brain was like we’re already doing this so we’re gonna go all out.

I said yes to plans I would never imagine myself doing, like going on a 3 day beach vacation where I’d be SHARING A ROOM with someone, going to a doctor’s appointment with a friend as a support system (who would’ve thought!), meeting my friends’ families & friends & actually getting to know them not just hang in the background.

At the end of the month, I didn’t even notice it ended until I had to go back to work. And I kept on saying yes  as much as I could with the new job schedule.

This month made me calmer, more in control of my thoughts & definitely more connected to my loved ones.

It helped strengthen the relationships I cared about as we engaged in more activities together & subsequently more conversations when at times we actually discussed my anxiety openly & they asked for triggers, how could they help, offered some leeway when needed. 

Has anyone else tried this? How did it work for you & what techniques do you guys use to control anxiety when you’re around people?

Thank you for reading this far! Hope it helped you somehow.",8.25147315855181,7.411797280898874,8.210224719101124,71.42572409488142,62.14606741573034,11.356803995006244,38.129837702871406,10.585719281625627,3.9989043695380784,2244,98,405,46,27,728,251,534,0.065,0.75,0.185,0.9968,3,0,1,0,0,0,80.0,3,4,4,14,23,31,1,2,28,5,26,7,3,15,5,71,69,22,0,7,5,0,4,3,5,3,1,6,2,1,20,17,0,5,11,3,2,12,8,8,0,5,29,11,53,25,82,33,17,92,0,3,1,3,44,37,0,9,44,260,73,9,0.0,0.0,0.1281090292374996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828975308684458,0.06998899484121192,0.0,0.7112018344008316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737968511401113,0.0,0.0,0.030597695778071032,0.04483683164297904,0.0,0.07791055656568578,0.0409092734256224,0.0,0.0,0.06729678777507148,0.0,0.08002624906083011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770026296265584,0.13405018367940447,0.050049269089646915,0.04461577904281462,0.0,0.0,0.03769497876967475,0.045881057051018435,0.0,0.14724017343451054,0.06987688204350033,0.0,0.0,0.1693277429772843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04478975507803492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03655549006654965,0.0,0.15503189596297445,0.0,0.0,0.05780554194730082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865652627818205,0.0,0.04125261053118826,0.0,0.0221261440000162,0.0,0.04201603172912605,0.0,0.0,0.03722185204064634,0.0,0.047980089415001925,0.16904260419056005,0.0,0.045725118963774285,0.0,0.14921736889657355,0.0,0.034998510741590966,0.0,0.0,0.0433288357230512,0.038696426758250906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799331461443674,0.0,0.043894397959725086,0.04346310825753815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027380757519447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024049105021753468,0.07133974975195014,0.049362679977125096,0.0,0.04754488060209848,0.0,0.0,0.06413611925702267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895574472315793,0.047768719570332296,0.07440561143661993,0.11848411079482045,0.04140634556787227,0.05841968067576584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971382565187704,0.0,0.06433661059075574,0.03244715286550708,0.06750012741445101,0.04226324739605826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049820539270966815,0.0,0.0,0.08895781354297312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213494523140689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273384076305268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437713933259547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046981381616321774,0.0,0.03737041777175458,0.12487606256757895,0.104398054887349,0.0,0.0,0.034870696873582845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044607351851349016,0.03707732587059133,0.033688240542786275,0.08655863046729345,0.0,0.030973235688778893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965782032039955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040287915620246716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948039159673475,0.10206618523507907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029709862927759068,0.0,0.04274672317687358,0.0,0.0,0.07558840474805076,0.0,0.03610621275111371,0.0,0.0,0.03510127257347247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557242371305144,0.0,0.0,0.06217105954060225,0.0,0.0,0.05635943273791445
socialanxiety,Bowdown2destiny,2019/10/15,"Confused I also think a lot of my anxiety comes from being sexually confused, so I think everyone in the room thinks I am attracted to them so I start to get all shy/ awkward. It doesn’t help it when people point out the I am sweating or that I am an awkward person. Ugh I wish there was a way to overcome this 😭",2.654090909090911,3.784455015151519,4.754969696969699,84.48245454545456,74.6060606060606,7.704242424242422,28.35151515151515,8.238735603445708,1.893555151515152,245,10,52,4,5,85,49,66,0.185,0.6920000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,4,5,0,6,1,1,0,1,11,13,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,9,1,7,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,2,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251996155878788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154272444141466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257798666156746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690858829933461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712711958092886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887540621725104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941071208585665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195229621992202,0.2458868410825306,0.0,0.0,0.2662079828152826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993216443942573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.541323817800738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352513871674967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323832138281184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,btg2018,2019/10/15,"I think I overwhelmed my therapist but here’s the good news It’s safe to say that social anxiety is only one of my many problems. When I told my therapist about my anger, isolation, and history of drug abuse I saw a look on his face like “oh shit this guy is seriously in need of some help.” There’s a plus side to this though. I’m suppose to meet with him again in two weeks in November. My goal is to face one fear every single day for two weeks until my next session. I started today by walking the campus and meeting a stranger who also told me how lonely they were. Nothing major happened but I initiated the conversation and broke through the first stage of the anxiety. I didn’t waste any time making the first movement today. I’m bracing for these next two weeks so I can return to my therapist with news of improvement. 

If you’re reading this I know it’s hard as hell out there. When the fear of not facing your fears outweighs the fear itself, that’s when you’ll .find the motivation to change",2.942005555555553,5.026345545000002,3.9653333333333336,86.42322222222224,76.05,7.044444444444442,25.11111111111111,7.984000788550335,1.4566777777777775,799,28,159,13,18,258,126,200,0.252,0.6409999999999999,0.107,-0.9898,0,3,1,0,1,0,14.0,0,2,1,4,12,15,3,5,12,0,7,5,4,3,0,23,19,16,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,7,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,12,0,7,5,4,22,3,27,13,3,27,1,3,2,0,15,6,2,2,19,104,32,5,0.0,0.12638368928830526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530205853039953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253764054023544,0.0,0.16320087726692648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284020012990174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879179160018277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370057643595885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987207181363469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801229190773503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749227378102353,0.18146284904274565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946774026553526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056177157362296,0.0943258255883956,0.0,0.09555323738132386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149705836423631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862173528348439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211241196979114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957393729559668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120146576811644,0.1081442262520405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909268990525707,0.0,0.0,0.2268844515777968,0.0,0.0,0.1023504598566485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445614820786238,0.08112553292508365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020665081837748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669648746688798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482637409557157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094927808135399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873420734624772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549989164994635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37154799057738375,0.0,0.06834830493145133,0.10480039673283832,0.0,0.06219874800781292,0.0,0.20221686609574613,0.20385096733742472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125963009489607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566869960924853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blakppuch,2019/10/15,"Does your social Anxiety stop you from being a good friend? I love my friends but sometimes i feel like a bad friend. I look back at secondary school and i remember how i rejected doing certain things because I was afraid, i also remember how my friends decided not to do it because I didn't want to. I never forced them to tag along with me, never! When I realized I was causing that, I'd either encourage them by all means to just go ahead with it or force myself into those situations. I feel like those things made some of us drift apart cause they found better people to hangout it with.

Now, in college one of my biggest fears are phone calls, I just always find myself forcing conversations no matter how close I am to the person. If there's about 3-4 people, then I don't feel that pressure to lead a conversation. But sometimes I notice my friends need a one-to-one chat, sometimes I need it too. But I'm so afraid to open up, I don't know why. I find myself praying for the phones calls to just end, no matter how good its going. I don't know what is wrong with me. I hope that this is normal and I'm not the only one. I feel bad for my friends and sometimes I pray they find a better person.",3.904576230492197,4.777627563265309,4.816710684273712,86.1980792316927,71.3265306122449,7.397358943577433,26.24849939975991,7.510576382923642,1.243667466986794,943,29,196,10,17,307,135,245,0.11599999999999999,0.636,0.248,0.9872,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,4,4,15,24,0,4,8,0,13,1,0,8,4,58,32,16,0,6,11,0,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,14,11,0,1,15,2,0,4,10,8,0,2,5,5,40,16,26,26,3,21,2,1,1,1,25,8,0,4,11,135,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450239854332187,0.07751905946932547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126942192389883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163657822031537,0.15557438769575266,0.11358257137394764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479016357857346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025963023561468,0.0,0.0,0.1914080793074969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815275484346092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251474482641916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048342492641493,0.18842400034531973,0.13311129786551434,0.0,0.0,0.2554478178345473,0.0,0.0,0.10214839495411147,0.4318649066509625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058933328241133,0.15628136898145015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925318564920422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239987078001908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102944882024223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823343645467602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408322349834131,0.08815306082674731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148179292808217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815833302744646,0.14370606138195988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091279936468671,0.0,0.10606666607599807,0.0,0.0,0.1893889315929584,0.07085464161301587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917495500296924,0.16269263500354889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107098237811409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428590581921832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471908881429497,0.0,0.09496792211779233,0.0,0.0,0.36856226319976415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788841980630619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378668369403595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206358971700968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494993723184057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406509559888645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185908969030584,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cringyman1278,2019/10/15,"From Popular kid to nobody. (help) No I'm not shitting with you, I was a popular kid and I had everything, cool ass friends and even girls. I moved to another high school last year and I was so arrogant that I declined invitations from my new classmates and shit and now im feeling as lonely as ever, I had social anxiety before but I was too arrogant to notice it, now I feel like I won't survive and I know that I can't keep up with this and bad grades..I had therapy but fuck that monk bullshit. I'm not scared at anyone or what they think, I'm just really fucking lonely so now, whenever I get home I just go to my room and play FIFA and drink beer all day. (It's not actually beer, it's Canada dry and I don't drink it every day)",1.0399999999999991,2.9137188974358987,3.594205128205129,87.81746153846153,81.1794871794872,7.236923076923077,22.57948717948718,8.238735603445708,1.2908671794871798,572,19,126,12,15,200,94,156,0.213,0.667,0.12,-0.9615,0,4,4,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,10,14,4,1,1,1,9,9,3,0,2,27,21,17,0,0,8,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,9,12,4,1,4,5,0,2,7,8,0,0,6,3,18,6,12,14,1,15,1,2,0,3,8,4,5,1,10,77,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.15855037448150153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036728246067726,0.12429152845842095,0.0,0.0,0.11360501643230406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565830838599738,0.0,0.0,0.13825269886112465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095635039852236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31832370001389243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073119948383145,0.14696628180305848,0.13689065106153514,0.0,0.1460204066533824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430263055996913,0.11607086335325678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255263662082121,0.30040765066340475,0.08488552420623026,0.0,0.09233724530780722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890233941374472,0.1716618219004344,0.1629738342935781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549890147722785,0.0,0.0,0.14441361649943046,0.0,0.0,0.0892910038388109,0.13243731654877067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937618282267503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726832645134475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569175976431785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497677810761112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408447148845837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266398437939095,0.1644315195775097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33355274335245705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562093357716073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580222675735567,0.0,0.0,0.1041062453797716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462739300282292
socialanxiety,leavemealone_beech,2019/10/15,"I finally started socializing omg and I feel proud of myself So I have been at this class for over 2 months now (mugendo if you were interesed) and I hadn't talked to anyone yet cause I didn'tscared. I' m also the youngest in the class and the rest are all 17 year olds, so I felt pretty intimidated. There was another girl about my age, and since I didn't wanna be alone anymore walked over to her (at this moment i was fucking terrified) and asked her for help (i didn't need any, just making conversation) and it actually went pretty well. It went so well actually, that I talked to 3 girls more just in that class. I was feeling SUCCESFUL af and very proud of myself. The next day, feeling confident, WALKED UP TO MY CRUSH (i was dying inside) WHOM I HAD NEVER TALKED TO BEFORE AND HAD A CONVERSATION WITH HIM. Turns out he's kinda whack so I don't have a crush on HIM anymore (oop) and that same afternoon I signed up to theater class (because my mum told me it would help with my shyness) and I didn't participante much, but there was this cute boy, and we were told to get into pairs, and since he didn't know anyone in the class (neither did I) i went with him (which is crazy) 

Long story short the past few days I've been feeling so confident and I've been working for months to cure my anxiety and it's kinda going away now and i feel great",1.9102355664488044,4.111497275735297,3.3058006535947726,89.3046677559913,79.91911764705883,6.382570806100218,21.47113289760349,7.526774132740827,0.7448998910675391,1057,31,223,16,27,345,144,272,0.022000000000000002,0.831,0.147,0.9806,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,3,16,7,1,0,8,0,25,1,0,2,2,43,45,23,1,4,4,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,12,21,0,0,7,0,0,6,8,1,2,0,24,6,35,6,31,19,7,38,0,0,0,1,26,14,1,3,18,151,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.22649032786909296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018972792867537,0.0,0.09280277012770223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891596166184378,0.12168543211856984,0.08877566238477377,0.0,0.23017494735131155,0.16228556699075014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848831038144437,0.0,0.10903000726124462,0.0,0.0,0.07074119402746819,0.0,0.0987474775642881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921226921459202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496814715267261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204384984843612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933843327946821,0.0,0.11142335000188754,0.12712385199438975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728361177897566,0.06062978492381939,0.0,0.06595220299127755,0.0,0.0,0.1279422632394863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556775971164954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637764142826804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269797215693906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746229545069126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852552687040204,0.0,0.08530792158103254,0.08604740432428609,0.08950262569488045,0.0,0.12341733580685163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177183961202227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078002371255706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236123103845036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199060930136028,0.0,0.0,0.11829533569551096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213868703953278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798226273148806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217758256722829,0.0,0.0,0.12622584783893254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575095541022048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868043818064666,0.32273028582954305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448362192286718,0.0,0.0,0.08243648248174057,0.0,0.0,0.07473048431072171
socialanxiety,dodilolol,2019/10/15,"Anyone else with nausea from anxiety? So I've always been kinda anxious but recently my anxiety has got really bad. I have a problem speaking in public and at work in general but I spend most of my day at work and every day is dreadful. I had a panic attack in front of a colleague which made me feel really bad about myself and now I'm super anxious I will have another one in front of people I work with every day. I'm scared I'm going to embarrass myself and people will judge me. And I will still have to go to work and face them every single day. So I live in constant fear of this happening. Also there's a big change coming in my life soon and it raises so many questions and it makes me worry a lot. This combined with my constant fear at work makes me extremely anxious, to the point I started having nausea. Every single day. I even vomited once at lunch time at work. I don't know what to do anymore to stop having an upset stomach, it ruins my days and I'm so anxious to throw up... Is there anything that could help me? I've seen a doctor and she gave me these pills to ease my stomach problems. Any other recommendations?",2.3742339544513484,4.37803845652174,4.277950310559007,83.89920289855073,77.47826086956522,6.467908902691512,23.126293995859214,7.447530270364453,1.1278033126293994,895,28,170,12,21,304,124,230,0.268,0.687,0.046,-0.9955,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,7,12,14,1,7,8,0,16,8,3,3,0,30,33,17,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,10,14,1,1,3,0,1,6,1,13,0,1,6,3,26,1,29,23,4,35,0,1,1,0,7,14,0,4,15,117,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308647081093197,0.07604579970537875,0.0,0.0,0.062149967297078335,0.09583290208267947,0.13982987466166424,0.4129896015094921,0.09063670485186176,0.06390369241448138,0.09364231604022606,0.0752081596579454,0.0,0.0,0.10397205104039801,0.0,0.0,0.1526176763106836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668104305073398,0.07872646183357672,0.0,0.1975254374994892,0.0,0.07296939628034227,0.0,0.0,0.3536432312727865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935439960115566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634662460261536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060363819538008234,0.0,0.30800816142013115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568372156165987,0.046210744454453716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038808163205853,0.0,0.07309485268490204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081799920603916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125840055012308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022687398752152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455315628348242,0.0,0.0,0.08070116529798457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769855190476264,0.0,0.08647770048989767,0.1220102759349585,0.0926575509607876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732992533901184,0.06192985680737779,0.0,0.0,0.10722929208161074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267199682549578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863953604666519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490037168302944,0.0,0.0,0.10238040630471712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709662583581038,0.0,0.09023897125259664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149973787371234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468801248607435,0.0,0.0729860902443435,0.07640814030132291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053291644528478656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992085425362287,0.09281342046115404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IIIIlIIIl,2019/10/15,"Can anyone help Ive always considered myself an introvert,through my whole 17 years of life,only now am i realising how much I'm missing, is there any magical method with which I can stop being so shy, it hurts me so much to realize all the friends I could've made all the parties I could've attended all the girls I could've met, its literally like a curse",33.58739726027397,6.9105652739726064,28.397808219178085,21.485205479452077,53.79452054794521,33.035616438356165,88.06849315068493,18.243605946275586,12.49758630136986,287,11,59,7,1,96,56,73,0.179,0.675,0.146,-0.3729,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,3,8,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,3,7,6,4,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098122717246949,0.0,0.0,0.17147332103462898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631189268866554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6039731921791563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481350299076367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690134659828364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699360002401221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781037798183446,0.12318967478171895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385941480477305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37072430763101416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108119785312202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815208610414198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623788655354048
socialanxiety,morrowindmasterrace,2019/10/15,"Playing a role I don't know if anyone here has done this before but for me it's the worst part of SAD.

About a year ago I moved house so I was even more isolated and out of my depth than I normally was which caused my anxiety to skyrocket. Every day I started trying to play a certain role so people would notice me and I would enjoy my life more (for example trying to talk to everyone I met). This would obviously fail then I would try a different role which would also fail and then i would just end up super frustrated and sad. This then led to me basically having no sense of identity and bringing booze into school. My mom didn't help by basically saying that my anxiety is my fault and using it as a weapon, also that ""I'm not helping myself"" like ok if you would tell me how that would be great.

Sorry for the rant",4.373506493506493,4.941358904761909,5.7485064935064925,81.05103896103898,70.07142857142857,9.204329004329004,25.98701298701299,9.339509955726095,1.976814285714286,648,18,133,13,11,219,105,168,0.278,0.602,0.121,-0.9861,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,9,16,2,0,7,1,17,2,0,4,2,29,23,18,0,11,5,1,0,1,0,8,1,1,0,0,10,8,1,0,1,2,0,3,4,8,0,0,5,1,21,8,18,9,4,15,0,4,0,0,11,4,0,2,9,99,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783655523267156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456903343744128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861258537779137,0.0,0.0,0.08506143153589933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351631334727633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496941612329815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845503749072752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709973732279864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449153688079675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077469615684781,0.0,0.0,0.08034954959369606,0.0,0.10249648394808386,0.11624304959180792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341210098580593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630806311033187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403692901565463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685638406058103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859259250313574,0.05943269014687703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424765557981377,0.0,0.12929610102700906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919246466013494,0.0,0.13850083421367002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317365248149594,0.0,0.08433770801566215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674201245621958,0.0,0.12311763057770247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617869309230946,0.08610543049044048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977787230123668,0.10632861575125692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477797828013295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506768159960952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6913408595188866,0.0,0.0,0.07833946163805643
socialanxiety,folkly,2019/10/15,"Facing a fear, feeling like a big dummy about it Possibly looking for advice, or anything that might help. Thank you! :)   
I moved to a new country, city, university, and I am completely on my own.   
Because of this, my social anxiety has flared up a ton and in rather unexpected ways, and I'm trying to navigate this.  

For example, I did really well the other day when I went to a ""craft night"" put on by some of my colleagues. Even though I was terrified the whole time, I did it, and had fun with the new colleagues. 

How I'm a nervous wreck #1:  
 I get very anxious around my roommates, and mostly ""hide"" in my room. I don't mean to do this, of course, I would love to be their friends. But, I am worried I am constantly doing something wrong or being in their way, so I try to not interact. When I do interact, I am super friendly and always try to let them know I will do anything they ask me to do (regards to cleaning, adjusting my schedule for them, etc). But I'm mostly terrified. They've now picked up on the fact I hide in my room and I think they worry about me. I really just want to be normal but idk how. I try to sit out in the main area and socialize if I am the first one out there, but if they're already settled out there I feel like I can't. It's not rational, I know. 

\#2:  
Stores are huge triggers for me, for some reason. I desperately need furniture, though. I have an air mattress, and my tv is on the ground lol. It's quite sad. I finally got my paycheck and can go buy stuff. This is where I feel quite dumb, I've had three perfect weekends in a row where I've had time to go pick up furniture. I haven't been able to work up the courage to go and do it, though. Especially because I know it's going to be really busy in the store and I'm going to need help (getting a mattress, etc). How?? I am small and female (4'10""), how am I going to do this on my own? I just feel completely alone and overwhelmed by these tasks.",1.7466107142857157,3.4098565825000016,3.587642857142857,89.69650000000004,78.175,6.9714285714285715,24.17857142857143,7.859703344183488,1.1609571428571424,1483,51,329,24,35,499,196,400,0.095,0.7829999999999999,0.121,0.8833,0,1,1,0,0,0,72.0,0,1,6,6,23,17,1,3,18,1,38,2,1,8,2,62,68,32,0,8,13,0,4,2,2,3,0,0,5,0,15,19,0,0,11,2,3,9,5,6,1,3,9,5,52,11,50,51,11,56,0,2,1,1,17,30,1,9,16,231,67,1,0.09207858753132253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997813005808389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536564723340353,0.10161101101994084,0.0,0.07661676108791486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043986743128466,0.10402259478246988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515456638683227,0.08196946469707984,0.0860810496461437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122605046330873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308529431630608,0.09950424160385156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059383071486214876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053839299456061,0.0608170386505971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361401034387616,0.1862308020313261,0.13156192266109712,0.0,0.1008675918747625,0.0,0.07832199951577473,0.0,0.0,0.14227937663177534,0.0,0.09621452316313284,0.0,0.3139822994755978,0.0,0.07364365798785019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343667257784402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181195093234934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941565942659493,0.0,0.08996989359739146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732282294145124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310452023509596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003005755845218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768083031220408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097864966428487,0.0,0.136550211861859,0.0,0.17786014723149512,0.0,0.08640951682356313,0.09021746564543384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239483392379967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380477237956187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256441274550717,0.0,0.1958738240338667,0.0,0.0,0.17696370293865188,0.09467212364929707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877250485164565,0.0,0.07088659523438351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540795311430758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477359225045543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900024091966233,0.2714002342230005,0.0,0.10738352973180028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500612669461649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759744779631358,0.05431033659991438,0.1461753937538034,0.0,0.0,0.08278970838446988,0.08535777313742933,0.0,0.10280245466278816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703430837348748,0.18702055047812088,0.0,0.06540998671851278,0.10067348072666912,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Elithemar,2019/10/15,"When you think someone waved at you I know this probably happens to a lot of people even without social anxiety or social awkwardness obviously, but you have ever had a moment where someone like an acquaintance waved in your direction and you could have sworn they were waving at you...and then you waved back at them, only to find out they were saying hello to someone else right behind you or near by, and then you just stand there awkwardly, feeing like you’re about to die. Feeling like you must have looked so stupid.",8.615257731958764,8.072610113402058,7.6687835051546385,74.63472164948455,61.2680412371134,10.64659793814433,32.802061855670104,9.888512548439397,3.0423913402061857,419,13,73,7,5,129,67,97,0.141,0.745,0.114,-0.7132,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,9,3,0,9,6,1,2,3,0,8,0,0,0,3,17,13,9,1,2,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,13,3,15,8,1,15,0,0,1,0,16,8,0,3,9,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819963616994666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896311127718884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467421402548334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010566992885466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183297047627387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127954002891111,0.17523599365623105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795353863919297,0.13839768431714708,0.0,0.0,0.17706178723656338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713110035648442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646658260854733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283933786013779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268080343471605,0.0,0.0,0.16469866902304334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733713035042492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343050134049832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886907861967235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544069591003596,0.0,0.15405845837480828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949579251730435,0.4924294905113505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241316112180776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867446691426352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LifeisVacum,2019/10/15,"Feeling shitty after opening up I don't know, but is it normal to feel shitty, and how do i get rid of this feeling of shame after i opened up about my feelings in front of other people.. I basically reached the point, where i admitted that i have social anxiety and just cant enjoy the full quality of life, even providing logical reasons and statements why i feel so in front of others - i still feel stupid - ...  
So the thing is, now when im alone with my thoughts i keep getting the feeling of shame that i told this about myself.. And i'm pretty sure i took a victim card, in which now the view of them gonna be based that i'm fragile or what ever, so they will act differently near me - but i don't want that..   
idk, how do i get rid of this feeling, it feels bad..",5.025182841068919,4.5818929810126585,6.044008438818567,82.99838959212377,68.55696202531645,8.7943741209564,29.58087201125176,8.167268648758528,1.8488331926863573,593,19,127,7,9,198,96,158,0.18899999999999997,0.7,0.111,-0.9525,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,15,7,2,2,6,0,10,1,0,3,2,33,32,13,0,2,4,0,10,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,7,0,1,15,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,3,11,19,2,20,26,1,22,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,1,7,90,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981763656950804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804599936898692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884160959922852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122011216891852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191967089057176,0.1395813682892302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7022096203002259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24186032615014996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668025142171405,0.0,0.0,0.13715697194815446,0.0,0.0,0.08480421725876963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899304407365308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119010414154402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069784645724487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587192746623895,0.0,0.0,0.1569877769353316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586554014950075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729864185458836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323140507384975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543445158150414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251607485211776,0.0,0.0,0.12250414763593293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744890814724598,0.1714430301107992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101547452878328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923991459642107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ihavethishope,2019/10/15,"SA blushing and sweating any strategies for coping with turning bright red and starting to sweat during social interactions?  it's so embarrassing, and probably makes me even more anxious. I could handle just feelings of choking and upset stomach but these visible symptoms make me so self-conscious I escape from the interaction",9.131666666666664,11.73345901851852,8.030555555555559,61.53250000000003,60.66666666666666,9.103703703703703,43.12962962962963,9.516144504307137,5.079051851851851,273,16,32,5,4,84,48,54,0.136,0.785,0.079,-0.2987,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,4,3,2,0,11,6,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,5,5,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059325070429152,0.0,0.0,0.3421079194417464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24178243958827084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001414695406464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531182536643507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40427828204931376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264983481661556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159142410232223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086936348269632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434226221237168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147528406344742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293884374174349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Worldhoodwinked,2019/10/15,"Do any of you get cognitive limiting when anxious? I'm referring to symptoms of moderate to significant blunting/limiting that pertain to cognition, language processing, memory stuffs: vocabulary access/use, verbal articulation (stuttering, total sentence blunders, etc.), comprehension of what people are saying and mean, + other things you may want to share.

For myself, especially in social situations, I tend to experience these issues as a series of elements arising out of a rigidly-stuck mindset. In a vivid way the mindset is noticeable in a manner of being starkly felt, and is obviously different from when I am relaxed and grounded. Tis' contrastable, like a succinctly alternate mode or gear in the spectrum of mind.

Thus far in my quest to overcome social anxiety I have learned how a constellation of things can attribute to this: various involved brain centers and processing, maladaptive schemas, cognitive distortions, plus tons of other conveniently complex shit... oy vey, gotta love inhabiting a hyper-sophisticated vessel.

If you experience similarity to this I invite you to elaborate as clearly as you can as to what happens to you and to what degree.",13.972812499999995,12.18190232291667,13.436666666666667,41.47500000000002,51.8125,16.89166666666667,54.72916666666667,15.078166124597352,8.675091666666667,954,59,116,35,8,320,132,192,0.02,0.8690000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.9354,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,6,0,1,3,6,1,0,9,0,10,4,2,3,3,24,19,15,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,7,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,12,4,34,15,4,12,0,0,1,1,12,9,1,3,3,91,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112125196413485,0.0,0.1362540498215596,0.2012141749966389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883022972927752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608757021097666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19864029592798133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34845250380657905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101401752025855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305538830986423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750253251592758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590109403121655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701579667663369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075168584829722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401455626185435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984083778085252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277999194882715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347939887506135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416406234544493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828278752162389,0.0,0.20020367163644187,0.0,0.3631224624076421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389391716610086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512501335678225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23665741228128276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142450089294754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505419130905154,0.1413758295516825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tysymone,2019/10/15,Living my life Hey guys. Im a 27 year old female who struggles with extreme anxiety. I dont even go make groceries i have them delivered. Never had a boyfriend no kids and absolutely no life. I really dont leave the house besides work. (HomeCare) with 1 patient.  I've been called for high paying jobs and cant even go because im afraid of the interviewer. So basically my question is how do i deal with this anxiety? They have me on meds but i dont feel any different. What are some tips you guys use to get by? I really don't want to die alone in my apartment.,0.9376591511936354,3.236951612068964,3.1486206896551714,88.38152519893896,84.60344827586206,6.6726790450928375,23.57824933687003,7.882392219407189,1.3691798408488065,441,17,94,9,13,150,84,116,0.084,0.838,0.077,0.2452,2,1,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,2,1,4,2,0,2,4,0,12,2,0,3,1,14,19,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,8,2,0,0,2,1,13,0,10,17,1,9,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,2,3,53,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468072051070019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963928612666615,0.0,0.2168722252864338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640769190581524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447395961602973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461349943928075,0.0,0.0,0.14711106892816658,0.14809550799646848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983794946511574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872451920832001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716715723748531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405698826597436,0.0,0.1611162411074744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807037489623598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497635509596486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635570754960839,0.0,0.0,0.3062222966501167,0.0,0.1406620847591941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008966949543753,0.0,0.0,0.2002402803597728,0.0,0.0,0.12516525058561428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461726299137103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744902866904442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932407082076953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487396946666515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587891471315217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161359208818206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481848033183668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242394837518104,0.0,0.0,0.0836060883133314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319354761475956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128045904605303
socialanxiety,mrgencadam,2019/10/15,"My hope is getting less and less. I'm in France as an exchange student and I have been here for more than a month. I have social anxiety. I was so fed up with everything in my country because of this. I thought a new environment, new people and pushing myself out of my comfort zones would be a good way to deal with my anxiety. After one month I couldn't make a single friend. My host university organized some events, I tried to attend all of them. I talked to new people from many countries such as Russia, Korea, Balkan countries. Yet they prefer to hang out with their own people. I offered them to do something together but no one seemed interested in. 

Now I started to feel like it was a mistake coming here. I really have no idea about what to do. I pushed myself so hard that I have never gone this far. I even went to a party, it was boring and stupifying for me but, still, it was a big step for me. 

Most if the students, almost all of them are girl in my classes. Talking to a stranger is hard already for me and when this stranger is a girl it only makes it harder.

I really want to have someone beside me as a friend, but I feel like I am flogging a dead horse.

I'm used to being lonely but what makes me sad is that everyone is hanging out with someone. I don't want to be that lonely guy anymore, and I feel like I'm wasting my limited time here.",2.9232884804725963,4.392270375451268,4.31540039383,86.54909008861178,74.48736462093865,6.9136199540531695,25.948309812930752,7.520522993642371,1.2972758122743686,1062,37,218,13,22,352,146,277,0.161,0.748,0.091,-0.9658,0,4,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,5,1,14,14,0,0,13,0,25,1,0,4,3,43,46,17,1,8,5,0,5,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,13,14,1,1,7,0,2,9,5,5,0,2,9,5,37,9,39,32,9,34,0,3,0,0,15,10,0,6,17,163,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115405157203354,0.0,0.13351552159082933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511410419941945,0.0,0.11998961214001184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375440751787676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422220926947437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473542217535373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799127826358363,0.0,0.0,0.11561117146182102,0.10873804959892452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835286039862208,0.2593059337163009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869532149314166,0.0,0.0632123040396557,0.0,0.0,0.101480708139289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979916507509634,0.0,0.0,0.2167666281875173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017041293476358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658303213290016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732887140700354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24228538058272275,0.122664913952903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314619679058154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331498033319888,0.3505588137958958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397196942119627,0.09201838008851647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516377862504786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550186399638774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014479151811997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333411269483215,0.2050289424301808,0.09314404651144884,0.0,0.0,0.08563737550916571,0.0,0.09662280501424024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449442785949245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605257980600793,0.07055026733073241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214429752949882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449655093498612,0.0,0.0,0.1427261247796863,0.09603626489334817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215898245554327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594785551594976,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ryangoebel_rr,2019/10/15,Tips for anxious stomach Does anyone have any tips for an anxious stomach?,3.9207692307692312,7.2373768461538495,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,88.23076923076924,2.6,37.269230769230774,3.1291,2.1902615384615385,61,4,8,0,2,18,9,13,0.267,0.733,0.0,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603566219677623,0.0,0.0,0.8650413043892169,0.0,0.2677032702008103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350416843049983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ProofBroccoli,2019/10/15,"Did having children make your social anxiety worse? I get so worried and frightened over trivial matters.  I feel that if I were to have kids, my anxiety would get worse because now I'd have an extra person to worry about.  Did having children make your social anxiety worse or not?",5.449807692307693,7.364914365384622,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,68.80769230769229,7.507692307692308,32.230769230769226,8.07648339933343,2.7082153846153854,225,10,35,3,4,72,36,52,0.391,0.5920000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.9653,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,9,13,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,4,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,1,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363380424610124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158991601005662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613351378933638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866617312170726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538214149654025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601085468808352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876194129717587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38616474766088266,0.5812644884450884,0.13506018964804178,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smashley951,2019/10/15,I agreed to go with my boyfriend and his friends to Knott's Scary Farm I don't know why I even said yes. Now the day is coming up and I've been having full blown anxiety attacks just thinking about it. They're his friends from high school and one's I've never met. It will be two other couples. Luckily I convinced him to let us drive up alone. Socializing is easier for me when I'm not around him. How do I not act all awkward? I don't want to embarrass him. I'm on the verge of picking a fight or faking an injury just to get out of going,0.997156177156178,2.775919034188039,2.7786946386946423,94.08524475524479,80.88034188034189,5.9639471639471635,21.747474747474747,6.980632752743323,0.4045111111111117,425,13,99,5,11,141,85,117,0.152,0.665,0.183,0.6007,0,1,0,0,1,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,8,8,2,2,4,1,10,0,0,2,2,19,21,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,5,0,2,3,1,14,3,16,15,2,17,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,4,64,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261386684522876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703266101555794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194372566412486,0.0,0.24839796786693902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808413358332587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415936257157648,0.0,0.1408139000161471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421423792151514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373842648074786,0.0,0.11407579555681754,0.0,0.24818000045383504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306925601643101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999622308077347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327166512267965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840045273781518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795563256962244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769526693756452,0.0,0.0,0.22097591533803712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257434274395105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399061014841333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329048734513756,0.0,0.26264110312800265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878502435831324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702161512412505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GooblenS,2019/10/15,So i’m at lunch in school and everybody is talking tea about a dude who apparently had sex with someone in our grade? idk but they’re all distracted but the fucking school therapy dog is here and sufbaifjsnci i want to pet it but nobody is talking about it and i don’t want to go aloneeeeerddghjcff,2.1032687651331727,4.806195694915257,2.897142857142857,89.3037288135593,83.57627118644069,6.761259079903147,25.37772397094431,7.957251820313856,1.7120537530266349,242,10,48,5,7,76,44,59,0.077,0.872,0.052000000000000005,-0.34,1,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,2,0,5,4,0,0,1,10,10,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,8,9,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,0,30,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753088429017277,0.0,0.0,0.16924509150340478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6027736150059597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523227204476147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787164443002606,0.0,0.0,0.3405572124689128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512971745013005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Im_Always_Bored_AF,2019/10/15,"I had the most awkward encounter at the cinema Ok so listen, I am a 14 year old boy with like just one friend that is loosing his interest in me and hangs out with other people and avoids me but this is a whole other thing...

So I was gonna go watch Joker with my mum (cause I said I have no friends) and the second I walked in I saw like 20 kids from my school all together waiting to watch the same movie (including my ""best friend"".. Do I really need to say what happened?

I fucking panicked so much I was trying so hard not to pass out and I was hiding behind my mum but of course one kid had to fucking see me and screamed my name and then other kids said hi and shit (I knew all of them but we're not friends you know)  I was sweating so much... The whole situation ruined everything for me. The entire movie was super awkward and I am 100% sure they were laughing at me for having no friends..  And also it kept me up all night wondering why wasn't I invited too since none of them weren't even that close and at least my ""best friend"" could have said something right?

I feel terrible after that and I just dont know what to do to get real friends",1.6396842906047908,3.4943695774058585,2.9154374286801072,93.50966432103462,79.1673640167364,6.019094712818563,21.32388740966147,6.980632752743323,0.3713163179916319,895,25,200,10,22,289,134,239,0.158,0.6920000000000001,0.149,-0.1272,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,3,3,10,25,3,3,8,1,21,4,2,1,4,43,41,21,0,2,7,2,2,2,7,1,0,6,0,4,11,17,0,3,5,1,0,4,8,9,0,3,16,12,34,16,25,23,13,19,0,1,4,2,25,10,3,2,7,144,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981553059867971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357281499775955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153749311431932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967165840225491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162833625921336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418073989089398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093840694171606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678810984420868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074015411435729,0.2076604933928612,0.05867816548496708,0.0,0.06382925959712503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931675999777996,0.0,0.10060911616531186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344701522590168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973953061580016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512386926656725,0.08327761407757706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539681039737092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785211122126125,0.0,0.15221046761018078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786270878853611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278351670988004,0.07194967457085964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959134763538018,0.3205020973376453,0.08931467691885461,0.0,0.1136653158113566,0.08949778887815593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528622374322155,0.0929053002439316,0.12624292250399274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646294195683038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585233576279507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461482378024288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625219104588356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134373273435378,0.2507837381986976,0.0,0.0,0.12179711849984792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232497576341439
socialanxiety,Movingforwardtimes,2019/10/15,"Too awkward in social interactions, help This might sound dumb but I really suck at social interactions even around people I like. I have a huge crush on this girl and she’s always nice to me and starting conversations but my mind just goes completely blank and I freeze up and start blabbering out anything. I know I’m awkward and I make her lose interest just like all other females. I’m extremely scared around pretty girls too, like sweating and stuttering scared. I just stare at them and then pretend I wasn’t looking even tho they can tell I’m looking, it sucks",2.9339827462257366,5.88234385046729,3.3900934579439266,85.41721782890008,82.45794392523366,6.656793673616103,24.11861969805895,7.882392219407189,1.6528668583752697,460,17,83,9,13,143,74,107,0.23600000000000002,0.5479999999999999,0.215,-0.2089,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,10,14,3,4,1,0,4,1,1,1,1,20,15,11,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,10,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,5,14,5,9,13,1,12,0,1,3,0,13,9,3,1,6,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524104152238217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073162339137305,0.32611663486586395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920481201665146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24196141893246345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277362194839375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066432004779452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26845983788887423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076299071755854,0.2049180936476604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226603500038415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943122587785688,0.18494742334300632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698559982085095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634766444207465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173420848625913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36676616187171135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37343333476959256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592944483772459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009686968000933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dvhjfbnffcb,2019/10/15,Do people think about what they say? Does anyone actually have proper control over their thoughts? Like on the rare occasions that I manage to talk to people or make people laugh I dont feel like I'm thinking about what I say it just sort of happens. Is this normal or do other people have an actual process in there head that allows them think of things to say?,4.908028169014088,6.131877549295776,5.071943661971833,83.99101408450704,69.28169014084507,7.370140845070423,24.059154929577463,7.554174236665415,1.062479436619718,290,7,55,3,5,91,51,71,0.028999999999999998,0.878,0.09300000000000001,0.6736,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,3,0,13,14,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,3,10,13,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,2,36,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.348012493090658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467950683025368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999144535335253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560415453101861,0.0,0.2089796830962368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015962319470812,0.12738573044324428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768022008276586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829989832782271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422792829393124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190242727534984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470735494777315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944748120374091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254012488979983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331998349367986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846219948544914,0.3427643181487645,0.0,0.1415593680891208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,12purplelampshades,2019/10/15,"30 day challenge Hey guys,

I’ve tried a few times to make doing social challenges a habit but never managed to stick with it. I’ve deceived in going to do a 30 day challenge where I do challenges everyday (mon-fri). These will range from small things like asking people the time to hopefully going to a meet-up or running club or something and anything I can think of between the two.  If  I cant manage to stick with this I’m going to ask my doctor to start medication.  

If anyone want to join me we could help hold each other accountable, let me know. If not I’d like some suggestions for little challenges to do. 

Cheers.",6.195714285714287,6.034771056910572,6.420580720092914,80.32682926829268,66.07317073170732,8.654587688734031,30.579558652729386,7.957251820313856,2.037658304297329,492,16,94,5,7,158,87,123,0.03,0.747,0.223,0.9628,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,5,1,9,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,1,1,21,21,7,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,7,9,17,18,3,15,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,7,9,58,12,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905548605189105,0.0,0.16365419275731685,0.0,0.3718357709998947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878260681501175,0.0,0.0,0.2565111631559636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355327432809547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390695480763661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969139230363073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332992874341082,0.0,0.0,0.19752414325295134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929450414072088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335945000394146,0.0,0.1943170122232776,0.19932135835029388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274818388754206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003419831737004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338186074959398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787236787416213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027243174834948,0.0,0.15310089677627006,0.0,0.0,0.14076217943148833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132121301623789,0.12742874396702353,0.0,0.0,0.23192699052028135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502060612405525,0.0,0.1942684315707818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172994867389936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,i_am_meee,2019/10/15,Keep thinking people are talking shit about me Sometimes especially at work I think I can overhear people saying nasty things about me. I’m not sure if it’s just my imagination sometimes. Like I can hardly hear it so it’s hard to say for definite. I don’t know if it’s just my mind filling in the blanks. I am pretty quiet at work and some people like to comment on that. I also have people who are pretty horrible with me to my face. They just act moody with me all the time. It gets on my nerves because I’m so passive and I always just stand there and take it. Basically at work I’m too quiet to have the jokes and the banter that most people do and I’m too quiet to assert myself in front of people. Noones taken the complete piss yet but I feel like I am a vulnerable target sometimes.,1.1864894342194958,3.513402662576688,3.1441206543967297,88.64974608043627,83.72392638036808,5.094614860259032,19.485003408316288,6.42735559955562,0.17632815269256996,626,17,126,6,18,210,91,163,0.105,0.797,0.098,-0.0354,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,13,8,2,0,6,0,10,3,3,0,2,26,23,11,0,2,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,10,7,0,1,5,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,9,19,5,18,22,3,14,0,0,0,0,8,7,2,4,6,86,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714738256864152,0.11148586466637464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167572766840323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048023360393827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774660562899251,0.09571857708924128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000138844290528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400476485035881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101030629979745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909160907649098,0.0,0.0,0.07363439529444275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637422489324693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528618355204347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573280294033232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726208765769044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309975664631453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375331976326436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975423870997901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627883663504427,0.0,0.10073969417478823,0.1076916923169876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901337013301547,0.1717037572733025,0.0,0.0,0.07812745862057505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292627007140979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,philomathenotics,2019/10/15,"Is social anxiety always tied to low self esteem? Does anyone have social anxiety but has a pretty positive view of themselves? 

I feel like SA almost always results from a negative view of the self",4.003333333333334,7.044391555555558,5.6200000000000045,70.80000000000003,77.8888888888889,8.044444444444443,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.9431333333333334,160,6,22,4,4,54,29,36,0.193,0.54,0.266,0.7587,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,4,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23656655860372536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931517184907143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614555684374382,0.0,0.0,0.1651889163372054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674074215312752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194532351910996,0.1687744145266127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541801616898595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24034743427653116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929128595717612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816467335607529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Murkymidsummer,2019/10/15,"Post-presentation anxiety So this happened today.

I've always had social anxiety and anxiety about presentations and public speaking. It's always blushing, forgetfulness, shaking (voice and body) and being on the brink of tears. 

Today I had a presentation about a subject that was very hard and emotional (Uni major is social sciences, and my presentation was about studies of school shootings), but I thought I could handle it. 

Until the middle, the presentation went okay and nothing too strange happened. This changed when I brought a more personal aspect to the presentation (talking openly about my own mental health and loneliness), my emotions got the better of me, and the presentation became confusing and my speech became incoherent.  The class (fortunately only about 10 people)  could visibly see my distress, and even though I could've ended the presentation at any moment, this 'emotional rant' just went on.

Well, after the presentation my professor thanked me for my courage and I could even smile and laugh about my 'little outburst'. No one seemed too disturbed of weirded out. Nonetheless, now I have a crippling anxiety and horrible feelings of retrospective embarrassment. I just keep going over it, again and again...

 How do I cope with this? Does anyone have similar experiences? I would love to hear that this isn't the end of the world and that there are others like me!",7.989551939924907,10.157021161702133,7.526282853566961,65.72411764705883,62.91489361702129,10.46558197747184,36.3767209011264,10.59048541779884,4.509017521902379,1123,53,161,29,17,353,139,235,0.131,0.7170000000000001,0.153,0.8954,1,0,0,1,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,1,21,14,0,5,15,1,15,3,1,1,0,33,30,22,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,12,19,0,1,3,0,0,5,2,6,1,1,9,7,21,8,23,16,3,34,0,0,1,1,8,10,0,2,20,122,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758658688865806,0.0,0.0,0.07665446537263541,0.0,0.34492646582024417,0.0,0.0,0.07881747312841603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969298050745956,0.0,0.12520814256854726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924436953116713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599956880876141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864331851381516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38038944749377024,0.19967553084285652,0.0,0.0,0.1489029364221013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026322777343296,0.0,0.0,0.05699536242224455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406220939316361,0.0,0.09015365731843447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935844831623056,0.0,0.10097629687895728,0.0,0.0,0.11981765212403846,0.1270452896811667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019202228278214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055070016739889684,0.11297652650562234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173552813093302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135967299633738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815929112834786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638298571392127,0.08572975779372151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814687473759749,0.09842404023333902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079560097151966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408014613058702,0.08982441794759308,0.10261739328604837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298106877965141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060124823205604,0.0,0.10377878549516298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074827251845616,0.08948825652342478,0.0,0.0,0.2136935478525962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930070183689886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013501393482926,0.20898786505597144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007409855709552,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Akbikness,2019/10/15,"From being 21 years kissless I've gone my whole life (21 years) without going on a single date and barely even having any friends to going on 3 dates with 3 different girls in less than a week (and kissing two of them). It was obvious to the first girl that I've never kissed before but we just laughed it off. I have another date coming up this week and I feel like a million bucks.
I knew I had it in me, I just never had the courage to take the first step.
This year went from being one of the worst to potentially one of the best.",5.4718918918918895,4.636081909909908,5.976351351351353,85.16560810810813,67.73873873873873,8.841441441441441,28.40990990990991,7.793537801064563,1.4905423423423418,416,11,92,4,6,135,73,111,0.09,0.764,0.146,0.7761,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,3,3,8,0,0,8,0,7,3,0,0,3,15,15,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,0,1,6,3,1,0,6,6,1,9,7,18,7,5,24,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,13,68,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082308444405447,0.20172425484559425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369881737469047,0.0,0.20188798962789667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657159128532608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009932156159364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706331803907084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727168632431146,0.13743430124046746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32727187494622045,0.0,0.0,0.14863013790615173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186647780627892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588169685169355,0.0939857765007642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967462934664409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607195221195443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464370341801275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792455875953706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30862675171493703,0.0,0.0,0.17833558022413767,0.0,0.2147822597390932,0.0,0.18544474382379905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716538043882296
socialanxiety,mjthroaway827,2019/10/15,"Social anxiety applied to driving a car I’m a pretty new driver, finally got around to getting a license a few months ago. I was pretty confident at first, but a few tense experiences later (getting pulled over, people behind me raging out because I hesitated too long to make a left turn, and some actual mistakes where I was the total idiot) and it seems like my social anxiety is now applied to driving my car. 

I’m terrified of getting pulled over again so I’m extra careful with speed limits, but everyone in my city likes to drive at least 10 over and will angrily swerve around you if you don’t match that speed. When that happens I feel like I’m bad and I’ve done something wrong. 

When I leave my apartment I immediately have to merge onto a very busy street and my car is slow to accelerate so I have to wait for a large gap in traffic. Sometimes this takes up to 30 seconds and the whole time I’m terrified because I feel like I’m stupidly inconveniencing the people behind me. 

I take the back way home now, even though it adds about 4 minutes to my trip, so I don’t have to make a yielding left turn, making sure there’s no way I can hesitate too long and infuriate the people behind me.


I work from home, so I don’t have to leave the house much. I haven’t gone to the gym since my anxiety got worse - the four way stop in the parking lot is too much for me. 

It’s gotten so bad that when I do have to go out for food, by the time I get to the store I’m so shaky and adrenalized from the drive there, I’m awkward with the cashiers (something I could previously handle). 

This all sounds pathetic and irrational when I re-read it, but it’s just so terribly real to me in the moment. 

Does anyone else experience this? Any advice? As much as I do enjoy the reclusive life, I do have to go out sometimes and it shouldn’t feel this daunting.",3.5722345301757064,4.858926922459896,4.826772345301759,84.24755347593585,72.55614973262033,7.695798319327732,26.72612681436211,8.192908349453996,1.6249987776928956,1455,50,298,22,28,482,182,374,0.222,0.7070000000000001,0.071,-0.9964,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,3,27,17,3,2,24,0,23,2,0,3,3,44,55,28,0,4,5,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,13,18,1,4,4,1,1,13,6,10,0,3,7,4,34,7,48,45,12,60,0,0,0,0,4,21,0,5,27,196,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.08862178699784658,0.0,0.0,0.08874281341087213,0.0805015159059604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061756928968448976,0.0,0.20841837926968965,0.0,0.0,0.06349956347359594,0.09305011911742632,0.0,0.16168819926144914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983069375365998,0.15165251737295282,0.1107192715566928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092591367461192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250793554588959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947232278061776,0.09293469561173996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758638061710807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059982076863430524,0.0,0.0,0.08677708301680917,0.0,0.17766788385603202,0.0,0.0,0.1377555188023568,0.1297556989365373,0.0,0.09948277297125097,0.0,0.07724671077858612,0.10981317351726573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897871731935337,0.0,0.1032238708031704,0.0,0.14526519712048006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030690366226717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821885627986697,0.0,0.0,0.10478766332867807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923187451046964,0.19734029552651652,0.0,0.06414492011286414,0.17746938005836027,0.0,0.0,0.16073583184291024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720718384286818,0.0,0.0,0.18185801872554586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248721443330515,0.0,0.20027717368892364,0.0,0.0,0.08770914581579901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887788084419707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847818545816209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083900921785096,0.10336670718096994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267404954540615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512263787673096,0.0,0.0,0.18514775693036425,0.0,0.1398267754654619,0.17963559378496266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592493284259393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559152886903235,0.0,0.13656230405635542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922471986533903,0.0,0.10590925301779858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756005134612156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749314185293545,0.0,0.2162528108460468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139107187969193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611398921354672,0.0,0.09254766627381203,0.0,0.09929132678999444,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Batman2642,2019/10/15,Why is it always us thay have to talk? People keep telling me that i am very quiet. If they dont start a conversation with me then i wont talk much. They tell me i am quiet yet they dont try to start a conversation with me. Why do i have to keep talking and not stop ? To be NOT quiet for them.,-0.6588961038961011,1.1060977424242429,2.0325974025974034,97.28318181818184,86.72727272727272,4.983549783549783,15.48917748917749,6.1826913282559595,-0.799754978354978,225,4,58,2,7,78,39,66,0.0,0.961,0.039,0.3067,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,14,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,7,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,1,5,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578514982447919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446705995595378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33724076101240624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394565411123924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315190117276309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685513132603011,0.0,0.0,0.15860362401855307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574381254060671,0.3316247213968713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879866324272607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281942744999297,0.0,0.0,0.15652821921153456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34236228822220904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nick_0007,2019/10/15,"Foreign exchange I’m on a foreign exchange and surrounded by people I don’t know and who speak a different language, it’s quite a struggle to not have a panic attack every 30 minutes.",4.064166666666665,6.069639305555558,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,72.6111111111111,7.022222222222222,37.0,7.793537801064563,3.3597333333333337,149,9,23,2,3,51,29,36,0.079,0.7609999999999999,0.16,0.3946,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159878387638731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820339347696844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308081951131778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095562748700865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290199242859775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535006532771228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38892142853640793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822642850594593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fizzy-orange,2019/10/15,"Apparently I don't have social anxiety anymore I'm so confused. I recently started seeing a new therapist. She didn't diagnose me with social anxiety. When I found this out, I felt crushed and I was sad for a few days. It was hard to function for about a week. When I dug deeper, I realized, I felt conflicted because I didn't agree and I knew I'd have to bring it up with her. I did and she was adamant that I had a generalized anxiety disorder and not social anxiety. Despite being diagnosed at a specialized social anxiety clinic before. 

I'm not sure how to take this. I'm still bummed about it. I still don't agree with her. And I don't know if I should keep going because she is a professional and I should waste my time with a therapist who doesn't understand me (again) or if I should just move on and keep working on my own with the tools I find to help me most. 

Another therapist I saw before this one also didn't diagnose me with social anxiety in the beginning. I showed her my records and she simply put the fear of social situations in one of my reports. I wasted five years with her and she didn't help me at all. 

I'm confused by this entire situation. I don't feel wrong, but they will insist that I am. I feel like if I continue to see her, I'll still feel resentment and feel like she doesn't understand me or see me. How can she help me?",2.708010634970286,4.340107611510792,4.701610885204882,82.8825664685643,75.40287769784173,8.863559587112919,26.83515796058805,9.43228470229965,2.3964067563340627,1068,41,222,28,23,367,128,278,0.10099999999999999,0.8079999999999999,0.091,-0.3509,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,13,10,1,3,10,0,25,4,0,2,2,54,51,22,0,6,9,0,7,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,10,18,0,3,13,1,0,4,12,6,0,3,14,11,50,4,27,32,4,27,0,1,4,0,23,8,0,8,17,158,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668201686381658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761636192305584,0.38352334030671664,0.0,0.08286567726982348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187063399241376,0.0,0.14220099452547666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388708308847704,0.0,0.0,0.2544245163983507,0.0,0.0,0.09576308226273507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402438514530044,0.16899487432248106,0.11938567811138025,0.16045484476616972,0.0,0.07636920242252575,0.0,0.0,0.09161547964100428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047487131255581023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485028551177736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680186473575602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853785899592484,0.0,0.0,0.04592051241188252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816430509639356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880742348612125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069946781228084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132402051895896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399744364538543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250204463192101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997513338412293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878421986679372,0.0,0.5110524784597736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059141778980805935,0.0,0.2001851835608656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875108992027365,0.0,0.0628241511079774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910468963501593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872251505494087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397069780939448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702405022660962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083018703300424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135600575971496,0.0,0.05380769945964831
socialanxiety,936_,2019/10/15,Is it my anxiety and paranoia or I keep thinking people think horribly of me and it's honestly so believable . I know people's opinion don't matter anyway but I want people to have a good impression of me which I think no one does :),2.9843617021276607,4.825223978723408,5.311648936170212,77.90875,75.17021276595744,8.955319148936171,28.77127659574468,9.516144504307137,2.9902382978723407,185,8,34,5,4,65,36,47,0.15,0.584,0.266,0.8386,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020960283670964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095883469093654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404660107246212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304764344759732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442413360353316,0.0,0.0,0.15101452759209244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862012768689446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715034987224688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52821297071965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207518132729407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IronicTable,2019/10/15,I'm going to a concert I'm going to a concert on Saturday and I'm feeling a bit anxious since I'm going alone. It's my first time going to one so I don't know what I'm expecting. Any advice?,-1.9800000000000004,-0.1462713333333312,2.5438888888888904,90.18250000000002,95.66666666666666,4.777777777777779,20.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.4976666666666669,150,6,34,2,6,58,28,45,0.11,0.8490000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.3612,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,12,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,4,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721697860964031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884661838571799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189405423394592,0.0,0.0,0.31465209771376024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040753523296889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082977030281651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369118122491569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6331649348655811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306914463719354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873462464266275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303973865156105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240920042744894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheYikesGirl,2019/10/15,"I feel stuck at a job that I hate because I hate looking for jobs even more I feel so stuck. I can't just quit since I have bills and rent, but I wish I could walk out and quit every single day. Of course I have to go through the soul crushing processes of applying to jobs and interviewing, and I bomb pretty much every interview. The only reason I got my current job is because anyone can do it. My anxiety gets so bad that I even start stuttering during interviews, and I don't have a stuttering problem. I have no hope that I'll find anything related to my field, and I'll be stuck here forever and miserable. I don't even have the mental energy to pretend to be happy anymore. So over this shit.

Anyone else feel this way?",4.279387755102043,5.1058750680272125,5.555244897959188,81.41654081632655,70.42857142857143,9.14530612244898,28.985714285714288,9.3871,2.4571257142857146,573,21,115,12,10,192,86,147,0.267,0.604,0.129,-0.9669,6,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,3,1,5,0,14,1,1,1,0,19,29,11,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,5,1,2,2,4,8,0,0,4,4,18,2,12,22,3,9,1,1,1,0,3,3,1,1,3,75,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162770411866463,0.0,0.13174867309669533,0.1857796285808892,0.13611760162911254,0.10932188297416012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092181902407554,0.1619647759870196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606763730339387,0.0,0.0,0.08567541988272155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097674505318778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632328637778451,0.0,0.22385890261775931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015145279597957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141988596628207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940715143650678,0.0,0.0755000953135242,0.0,0.1062499995688717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141825865698499,0.0,0.26231810919406623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194719248832046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273211804505286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155814538094434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387867856544206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765793890491302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103624189586632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515330828587427,0.0,0.12711677863300344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825985874110857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658899315649842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363656877094898,0.10989253310819164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402989466830444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544788205580176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276766326772695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xyzmoon,2019/10/15,"Stopped going to the movies I used to be fine to going to the movie theatre but recently I had the worst experience. when I sat down and the movie was playing, my mind just started to panic. i think the quietness of complete silent during a scene triggered it. When I’m in complete silence my stomach makes noises and it’s just so embarrassing. well...guess what my stomach did 😞.It scares me to see slowly things I never thought social anxiety would effect do just that.",4.728238095238098,6.528005633333336,5.026507936507937,81.925,70.44444444444444,6.920634920634923,30.63492063492064,7.447530270364453,2.0061587301587305,377,16,67,4,7,119,65,90,0.19899999999999998,0.746,0.055999999999999994,-0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,3,6,0,6,2,2,4,1,16,16,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,2,9,2,9,9,1,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,6,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698990951880523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657166175172186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172477265456721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25243899764579303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446584020947628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824754391828987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242487152260293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129035947495466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605760714068027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192881829239044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235195035828348,0.0,0.17697786452887276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263939232863594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719723438914873,0.0,0.0,0.18567811683457897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754746838274768,0.1423070189322318,0.0,0.17631553759878346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181541602038604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968658457691832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577671560864146,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chat-in-the-f,2019/10/15,"I don't know what to do now My life is just an infinite loop of the same thing, the best moments of my life are the worst, the times that were horrible that I loved. Example, someone pulled a knife on me. That had me scared as hell but I'd do it again if it meant the slightest amount of existment in my useless life. I would try to talk to the girl I like but my scotial status and looks that people can't look past would ruin my chances. I need excitement in my life, get the adrenaline pumping. But a health way to do that, a new hobbie or something that will change up my days. I've just noticed how repetative my life is.   Any ideas on ways to make my life more exciting or diffrent?",2.2984272300469506,3.9346370352112654,3.0686619718309887,94.13825117370894,76.53521126760563,6.705164319248826,24.509389671361504,7.492282038375204,0.8920544600938975,537,18,122,7,12,169,90,142,0.10800000000000001,0.765,0.127,0.598,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,1,11,0,13,8,0,2,0,18,21,9,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,10,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,2,16,5,14,15,5,16,1,2,2,1,3,5,1,3,9,81,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585724573899476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336036274187654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646724749444075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003907700059116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132831314005681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546415897763975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572635226133182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554917683196489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6597029371163873,0.07604984610545767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614380677808165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140493352205769,0.0,0.10390730940043974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542330642550748,0.0,0.15034181195965554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722514497319256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859944612170664,0.10791821301757376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558473907291421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318940852264752,0.11983819126515086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511728510188272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341662359646206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076926273702993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056860251124215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24711858055823546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211592889489492,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PunkMage,2019/10/15,"I can't drive I'm so bad at it. I always fuck something up. I'll forget to turn on my headlights, or I'll accidently leave my high-beams on, I'll forget to turn on my turn signal, or accidently roll through a stop, or get confused about who has the right of way at an intersection, or nearly hit someone/something when trying to park in a parking lot. 

I feel like everyone else on the road is always mad at me. I feel like they know I don't know how to drive and they hate me. that they're always judging my ability to drive, looking at me and going ""what an idiot.""

the other day I had an incident where someone yelled at me and now tonight I forgot to turn my headlights on which resulted in a few people getting pissed at me. I'm so dumb. I want to cry",2.642735849056603,3.747528572327045,4.420267295597487,86.97115566037735,74.59748427672956,7.061006289308176,25.828616352201266,7.492282038375204,1.1912805031446545,589,20,128,7,12,200,90,159,0.215,0.731,0.053,-0.98,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,7,10,6,1,9,0,5,2,1,2,0,20,24,11,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,0,0,4,2,8,0,0,2,4,20,2,25,21,2,29,0,0,1,1,3,19,3,6,7,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615661285540415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209389223037406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591046384449735,0.09341257689154787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099880858063095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840491516412987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647523847233332,0.20695356284210545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339062013793356,0.15135031446034491,0.0,0.08231834134513656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430037377037584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530359326187654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920525479292505,0.0,0.0,0.15336917694923785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152719610574002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163271388154075,0.0,0.0,0.12314142580436405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041678503819552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236962223269556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272608704000353,0.22301640390726624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210963024291326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833975719675014,0.6301959272146668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854329081786053,0.11497064623753267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sarahtonin420,2019/10/15,"Gagging from anxiety Often I just lay back and think of conversations I've had and start panicking, and just stay there kind of paralyzed. Sometimes I even gagging. Does anyone else get this?",4.292058823529408,7.523542617647061,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,78.70588235294119,8.105882352941178,29.088235294117645,8.841846274778883,3.088552941176472,155,7,25,4,4,48,27,34,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550229237390261,0.0,0.0,0.2330962037503481,0.3415713170029687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563367168027796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917295132444045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784832564696957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018410277325765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416918783354168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471478186597827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297060064603876,0.0,0.2359571030866139,0.3553221926610491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360650565274347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,younqxander,2019/10/15,"Need advice Okay so I’ve never posted on reddit let alone asked for help cuz I feel like I should be able to do this alone but I’m 19 and I have such horrible social anxiety, I’m fine when it’s around people I know but when it’s anywhere public I just start sweating so bad and I think everyone’s judging me in some way, I love the idea of going out and I’m not socially awkward, like, I can meet people when it’s one on one and once I’m settled into a situation but in public it gets so bad, I just wanna know if anyone has any tips on how to not get anxiety and sweat so much?",-0.4575520833333329,1.5870331406249996,2.3958125000000017,93.08460416666668,88.6875,5.288333333333334,17.12708333333333,6.742157984588678,-0.08346104166666635,454,11,104,6,15,159,81,128,0.177,0.6920000000000001,0.131,-0.8540000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,2,1,7,3,2,2,1,28,22,18,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,0,1,10,5,13,19,2,16,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,7,65,15,0,0.16375680230269454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002125196018574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392053214360305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136024102585802,0.0,0.25054701107896576,0.0,0.0,0.11450256370534692,0.0,0.0,0.14577827250761485,0.15309050460962825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734601795930963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647664224381624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280035958561496,0.11698789228520125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111234078078685,0.0,0.09306676452561127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976273273825114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486149725325896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999291187040525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674524252173074,0.0,0.1600066038590208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477969075706066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203800917916461,0.12142359395254032,0.126299341222476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439565000850207,0.2219316945993202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22705669562475475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568337500448585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406950692928428,0.0,0.3338588751344149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590790752148307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492874670569698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299825274161452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,roofieskywalker,2019/10/15,Blahhh I’ve been suicidal for a bit and what’s helped me the most is having something to look forward to..every little thing is going to be alright!!,4.753,5.550119633333331,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,69.33333333333334,7.333333333333332,28.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.7183333333333333,119,4,21,1,2,40,27,30,0.16399999999999998,0.772,0.064,-0.6229,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42450106670512217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276055919270631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098074391055766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606241922966984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38970927022550494,0.0,0.0,0.32651881899210433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993399164413361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253163220017324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583210171915564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bingoparty101,2019/10/15,"I need something I just got ready for a big social event and now I feel very uneasy, I also haven't had a smoke in 24 hrs and very little sleep! Going out there in 5 mins! So many people, taking a lot of photos with everyone, I feel very very anxious whenever anyone take a pictures of me, I don't know what will happen!",4.449328358208955,4.284774791044774,5.736529850746268,83.76807835820897,69.74626865671641,7.894029850746268,24.212686567164177,7.1686216300943375,0.9332119402985072,249,5,52,2,4,84,51,67,0.106,0.852,0.042,-0.5914,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,10,13,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,7,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569549167526769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172622308008585,0.0,0.13723468395471286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754184928020104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984773233254309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154324936537234,0.0,0.15697291702436336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735585560057505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786339438734363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967114307767698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166859469484624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898427213948935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552974188074108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606705760776588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964090767501696,0.20006983132905976,0.0,0.1510961831051671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951372200392237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6477644240455406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AceAttorneyt,2019/10/15,"I used to only feel safe in my dorm, now I don't even feel safe there I live at school in a single dorm (that I begged for with a doctor's note detailing my social anxiety). It's my first semester here and my first time living on my own, but I've been able to handle the situation fairly well until now.

Today I was awoken to residence hall staff unlocking my door and entering to check if my air conditioner was working. I was fucking mortified and couldn't even say anything as they did what they came to do and left. I've spent the rest of the day with my heart racing, a pounding headache, and chills. I can't focus on anything and I feel constantly on edge and miserable.

I looked more closely at my dorm's policies and found that staff is indeed entitled to unlock my door and enter whenever they please with no warning. I feel like I have no safe place to call my own anymore. I pushed so hard for a single dorm because I get too worked up being around people at classes during the day and need a place I can return to and be absolutely alone. That is no longer guaranteed though.

I'm not really sure what the point of this post was besides to vent. Has anyone else experienced anything similar?",5.356959553695958,5.837055853556485,6.07755648535565,79.86852440725244,67.87029288702928,9.385885634588565,28.904044630404464,9.3871,2.37014119944212,955,31,187,18,15,313,142,239,0.1,0.82,0.081,-0.6764,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,4,12,8,1,1,10,0,17,3,1,1,1,32,30,17,0,3,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,7,17,0,3,5,0,2,4,7,2,1,2,9,8,28,6,28,18,6,33,0,1,1,1,6,17,1,1,12,125,35,11,0.13072891305246392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539572814501108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000726066436473,0.0,0.12964795384121594,0.09140869560491048,0.13394722025045472,0.32273626985069576,0.1163764487557583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969113201487987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334888365952798,0.1495190499522055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127151271251084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861866797139674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380658196754894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920723208759947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269042827481892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644018656146535,0.09339276160555217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239589331905926,0.0,0.14333750555084418,0.0,0.12085677357936245,0.06830046143300571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710742831962155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549143914023452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203734653913924,0.0,0.0,0.06386754354497362,0.0,0.2308720505800809,0.0,0.10977936204598568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969338325683594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994252292468346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906309680053514,0.0,0.27316777981806034,0.14350108937580025,0.12358107815352272,0.0,0.12520216189497982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374828920654127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396087873368214,0.0,0.13230463929266673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694477559771182,0.0,0.1332616637767669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321045343881053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844049332710036,0.0,0.07622908049496208,0.0,0.12391572384314965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290780735566446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754099274546888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034441135206734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Yorpidorp-why-am-i-h,2019/10/15,"I guess this is just me complaining about my school life, but I only have one friend in school and we don’t talk much. I don’t know why I have no friends but I just don’t. I’m not that socially awkward, I can make conversation with just about anyone, but I sit at lunch alone and if I’m not eating lunch in the cafeteria im in the library or in the bathroom listening to music. It surprises me that nobody has caught me in the bathroom but whatever,  I’m not ugly and I’m not a nerd. What’s wrong with me? If I have friends I miss being alone all the time but when I’m alone I feel, well, lonely and everybody wants friends, right? How can I pass my time here, without any friends, and what should I talk about with these people? I also moved recently so it’s been hard to adjust since I’ve had so many friends at my old school. 

Tl;DR: I’m sort of a loner at school so how can I pass the time? It’s boring and lonely.",1.1963321995464895,2.931453270408164,2.8046258503401345,94.34910430839004,80.07142857142857,6.192290249433108,20.5827664399093,7.1686216300943375,0.3052650793650797,715,19,167,9,18,235,100,196,0.133,0.67,0.196,0.9549,0,7,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,0,15,16,0,1,8,0,15,5,0,3,1,37,29,21,0,4,16,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,0,9,10,4,0,3,0,0,4,9,8,1,1,3,3,22,8,18,24,2,20,0,3,0,0,13,9,0,5,6,106,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628193018320252,0.0,0.0933819022254329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940843366843116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164915189748978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948610974516445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904303727530383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413029281738577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863666343029573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046040766681668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613295534440996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417440852938709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247896582667646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794569590951013,0.11838768883302166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410932665825175,0.0858402823662794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225317520674586,0.0,0.07912720054826612,0.0888097745131968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095446088925426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529749209306735,0.0,0.0,0.09972198361765013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47271483391648905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659435963662663,0.0,0.0,0.11903355316271398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771256639879005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042707118119552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887469083151236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499135019208146,0.0,0.1053678632000304,0.0,0.0,0.1125632888237608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276709977156077,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smellysan,2019/10/15,"Depression, Meme & Anxiety i see tons of you guys post meme about anxiety in here. whats the point? to relate? to laugh on it?",-0.8957692307692291,0.8979978846153891,1.4149230769230776,94.18007692307695,108.6153846153846,6.695384615384616,16.73846153846154,7.554174236665415,0.956747692307692,99,3,22,3,5,33,23,26,0.245,0.64,0.115,-0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908985519196123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519823490355537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107341760982653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572230481120581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410481067192879,0.0,0.3455218299552233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28749022259893964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EmotionalDonut,2019/10/15,"I cannot sleep So I have bad anxiety and have started personal training but my personal trainer sent me these texts today and won’t get back to me:

Hey , so sorry for a late message we have a meeting at work I won’t able to train you today:( 

So I tried to rearrange to tomorrow and she said can I get back to you later?

And then never got back to me and never responded to my much later ‘are you free’ text!!

Wtf do I do?

Am I overthinking this? I really really need her to reply cause the gym is closed on Thursday and Friday this week and I need to see her on Wednesday pretty desperately. I paid her a lot (the most I’ve spent on self care ever) and just want my sessions!",1.915425531914892,3.490789709219861,4.1400177304964565,86.30875,77.43971631205673,7.536879432624112,23.09751773049645,8.344100000000001,1.3362666666666665,523,16,112,10,12,181,85,141,0.113,0.8170000000000001,0.071,-0.7139,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,0,1,8,3,0,0,5,0,12,1,1,1,3,22,25,13,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,10,0,0,1,1,3,1,5,1,0,0,5,2,24,3,14,18,3,23,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,2,17,81,27,2,0.1665540061512096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741335882731328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842092498950895,0.1390656381707754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981290951378453,0.17109684372979958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065763396057466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403518790182246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320845371714188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788017352043607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415982600021351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243635847070453,0.2469953703259459,0.25691343454519633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29085706776747605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694453015018368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339752239906892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843100033343574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272197908264452,0.0,0.1737521524947378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667428946256246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644357390895594,0.1178877828025912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157474463651489,0.0,0.0,0.11307923728457253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982378680934842,0.0,0.13359957735172015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125330012672005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JasmineBuiltron2018,2019/10/15,It’s hard making new friends :/ Hi I’m new here and i usually have a hard time talking to people but i wish i wasn’t this way but if anyone wants to become friends or something then let me know :),-0.8842857142857135,1.2519024761904802,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,95.66666666666666,3.752380952380953,18.904761904761905,5.46131890053228,-0.424838095238095,152,5,35,1,6,50,34,42,0.086,0.627,0.287,0.9127,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,8,6,0,3,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,2,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299320001663944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257447365193972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601943779820479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176345447491312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281090123080814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23836677322746636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560012698926187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502706338505024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160641389793914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945645870936208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873618474267051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592603725473576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25673342815066863,0.0,0.13749201305702766,0.18502876620585867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680605024918504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OstromiKami,2019/10/15,"Highschool, no friends, mom hates me Am a junior (11th). Moved from a school with a grade of 30 people to 700. I know a lot of people at this new school, but thats the extent of our relationships. No one invites me to hang out after school, or sit with them at lunch even. I started avoiding lunch and sitting in the library because i hate sitting alone at lunch. My friends from my old school, friends since kindergarten, all seem to have forgotten about me except 1 friend, who i still talk with and game over xbox daily, but even that is starting to die off, i find myself rather take a nap than be online. My friend moved the same year i did, and he's shy like me so thats probably why we still talk. My mom hates me for the reason that i have no social life- every time i try to have a conversation with her, it ends in her insulting me, screaming at me, and sometimes hitting me, kicking me out of the house until she leaves for work. I forced myself to join band in hope of meeting new people, and i met this girl but im too shy to start anything because i had my heart broken over the summer and our social stances are too different anyways. Tldr, no friends, depressed, mom is no help as i dont meet her standards, too shy to start anything with a girl.",7.430401844532278,5.664516252964429,6.951077075098816,82.77849967061925,64.33596837944664,9.381949934123847,33.73155467720685,7.1686216300943375,2.074046376811594,984,32,207,6,12,307,142,253,0.21600000000000005,0.662,0.122,-0.9781,1,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,0,1,1,11,15,4,1,13,0,11,5,1,1,1,30,24,13,1,2,6,3,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,2,8,14,3,1,4,4,0,3,6,7,0,1,3,1,36,8,40,19,4,33,0,1,0,0,34,12,0,4,16,137,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404771849615733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494513417385909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070909330829863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821114804960275,0.0,0.0942423799168501,0.09487303185457203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064240554656848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804272387373844,0.0,0.0,0.11995312561099775,0.0,0.0765080431432482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299511670365542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209393366310736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689566282259093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760564807485863,0.060865404742081915,0.0,0.0,0.09019093167596033,0.0,0.10477803036369368,0.0,0.0,0.09808615432602966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990464959460815,0.0,0.0,0.09615053277255643,0.0,0.0,0.06413902337130367,0.04436326639438421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720008630795923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190529682001578,0.0,0.1930249954845035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540216570410588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528571109992784,0.0,0.06153255335349516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886051759785008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790431818393494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336377922975823,0.0,0.0974917521842214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676024241652809,0.0,0.08266644945013643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751157319708522,0.0,0.0,0.1851307365884385,0.0,0.0,0.08980954008376019,0.0,0.2570920576814083,0.0,0.14503571374277932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827487504932649,0.14597298308322562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294975847341955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061651371124726864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193836783275056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610791145856257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847614161924925
socialanxiety,italiancanadian96,2019/10/15,"Dating people Anyone else get anxiety when talking to new people? Like if they don’t respond in a certain time frame? I know it sounds a bit silly, but people can be fickle, and I worry they’ve lost interest in me already. 

Haven’t dated anyone since March, and I don’t know if I’m ready to date again.",4.400322580645163,4.861380161290325,5.680806451612908,81.94120967741938,69.96774193548387,7.490322580645162,25.177419354838708,7.1686216300943375,1.1698258064516125,238,6,46,2,4,80,46,62,0.127,0.6859999999999999,0.187,0.4234,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,10,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,5,4,4,8,1,10,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,9,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26326888748371713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250606255158225,0.0,0.0,0.33362859870378997,0.2444440493144203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604576007246413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929534913825045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464343292462335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26222462196771706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655367640110037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26042828662193124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23041323287363316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961850071488562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734828898601486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917542284007663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911259283217686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422802989889782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ocdflowey,2019/10/03,"I am quiet I try so hard but people can’t hear me. Sometimes I feel as if I am screaming. But people don’t hear me. I am trying to change myself,  I swear I do. For example, today I went on a toastmasters meeting. And one of the speeches the members were giving was about annoying quiet people. “Their mouth is moving, but you can’t hear anything “. It just felt like an insult to my insult. I was holding back tears for the rest of an hour. I won’t come back. Not to mention that this class is waaaayyy beyond my level. I mean, I have trouble uttering a word. I can’t give speeches. I can’t use gestures. I can’t play with the tone of my voice. Just a little vent I guess. And now I will go and cry",-0.3877013963480138,1.8144464489795915,1.956620121732904,94.8147583243824,91.31292517006806,4.183172216254923,18.621195846759754,5.750287758089431,-0.24582176870748285,536,16,117,4,19,181,89,147,0.196,0.7390000000000001,0.065,-0.9595,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,8,7,3,0,9,0,18,1,1,1,0,19,31,9,0,1,7,0,3,1,0,2,0,9,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,1,0,4,8,5,0,1,5,12,25,2,13,24,1,13,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,6,84,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113460436575494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24506648070454054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857519699708706,0.13726919356377487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750426730151527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057407226878736,0.0,0.15300464360115287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30573338203757344,0.09056444015747478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755461828177942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427497097375107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5388099619233665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693139935307876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785222025207114,0.15971437717865647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735830107070861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936787666875755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079822629326282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33142759332097355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760498862237038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104877516603554,0.0,0.0,0.2163815477866612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763052402730755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772257449272208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pineapplee_,2019/10/03,"I literally always feel like an idiot Okay so when you go out and see someone that you know unexpectedly do you try to like hide and avoid talking to them or do you  just try to talk with them for a brief second so they won't think you're weird or crazy because yes that's what happened  to me today I was going for a walk with my nephews and as we were walking we just happened to walk pass their mom's friend sitting in the car on the side of the  street waiting on her son coming back from football. So as one of my nephew's were speaking to her I was kinda trying to walk pass so she wouldn't notice me lol, but then she said oh hey ""jasmine"" and I was thinking like dang it but I said oh hey how are you?  and  she said "" I'm doing good""  ""how are you""  and I said  that's good I'm doing good then she said alright see yall later bye. Okay I know something like this shouldn't be a big deal or something to overthink about, but me being me that's just how I am and yeah it sucks because now I'm thinking that she probably was thinking dang this girl is weird like I literally couldn't even get the words out of my mouth trying to speak by the way  I do smile a lot when I'm speaking to people because it kinda helps me from freaking out you know.",1.384859550561799,3.0770969662921352,2.8026825842696645,94.78357443820221,79.33707865168539,5.049250936329589,21.2373595505618,5.46131890053228,-0.15681011235955022,978,27,224,4,24,318,133,267,0.055999999999999994,0.773,0.171,0.9829,0,1,2,0,0,0,12.0,2,8,4,0,16,18,2,1,10,6,21,1,1,3,0,44,48,26,0,3,9,4,1,5,1,3,0,8,0,1,11,15,0,2,8,0,0,11,4,6,0,2,11,11,39,12,29,31,1,30,0,0,2,0,42,9,3,6,14,143,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291878066237348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586770201579133,0.0,0.20421985461666595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619422595041012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512735595281713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737572953315732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646394731653629,0.07977740941854346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627633172105262,0.0,0.058343213987286174,0.0,0.12692980840647336,0.2809916879554444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749966391021276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485036526010921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411351733367667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27278276615610364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493824419223028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078711028211026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713757556107555,0.0,0.0,0.07567080369239539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741824651357128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039965901258247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5311209684726439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797382057709168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461803080525844,0.17193877425667065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951299507802226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28621572445489524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585055270324524,0.0,0.0,0.3032676882394465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863882496194532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SapphireArrows2,2019/10/03,"I need help, I'm tired of being called stupid or worse because of my anxiety I have a particularly bad case of anxiety that leads to poor eye contact, an awkward and stiff body language, anf a gait that makes me look timid. I also have a speech impediment that makes me talk funny. Literally every time I go out in out in public, people mock me behind my back. I get called retarded, slow, mentally off, weird etc. Just yesterday, I was at the barbershop and as I was walking out of the barbershop, I heard my barber whisper that ""he's off"". It's so tiresome and it just makes me want to never go out in public because I'm scared people are going to judge me. What can I do to allievate this anxiety? Aside from my speech impediment, I was a completly normal person 5 years ago before my anxiety hit me.",5.250379746835441,5.771558848101268,6.628962025316457,75.67774683544305,68.1139240506329,9.864303797468356,30.35696202531645,9.888512548439397,2.8858106329113915,630,23,120,14,10,215,97,158,0.228,0.73,0.042,-0.9796,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,3,7,0,9,4,2,4,1,19,23,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,8,7,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,7,0,0,4,6,21,0,21,17,1,22,0,0,2,0,10,10,0,1,7,77,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677190297054162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233884785403234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721365061837458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864219900651628,0.12882865097597584,0.18811180504987007,0.0,0.13129242801250324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138532654341965,0.0,0.0,0.3151018861327827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177382847662894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207806929328914,0.0,0.0,0.1299989519057053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806120001125266,0.0,0.263065702853857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341969940300924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956770364259387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30897638400500826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549158592764015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440669591336244,0.1190006806333335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117489775282222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139354097984245,0.1347231572090336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447473818077773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240152932145882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996979693124249,0.17733771285982394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100632038014876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723828662479486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993599732744289
socialanxiety,Destabilised,2019/10/03,"Help Life is good. I have the girl of my dreams, an amazing job, my friends and family are great and I think of myself as an optimistic person, but lately life has been trying - I'm frustrated that I can't be who I truly want to be, I'm quiet, I'm forgettable – I'm depressed and spiralling downwards. 

I'm sure no one will see this but I needed to vent!",2.1763963963964,3.5715675405405456,4.04972972972973,87.99504504504505,76.29729729729729,7.095495495495496,23.144144144144143,7.793537801064563,1.0280792792792792,274,8,59,4,6,93,52,74,0.17800000000000002,0.596,0.226,-0.3718,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,0,9,2,0,0,1,9,18,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,8,5,5,14,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356172073818588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25788843795749405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113521184799296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294495193136997,0.0,0.3016013524684813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336179750744272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714665270855392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085880934267695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864476599003997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284160107461247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537163493663095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388624257692185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799225385794072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25782747862602445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528648500434835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857295827758213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135303608276336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chipackerz,2019/10/03,"I really hate socratic seminars. If you don’t know what a socratic is or have never had to participate in a socratic seminar in an English class, you’re soo lucky. It’s basically a class discussion about a book or piece of literature the class has read prior to the discussion and you’re graded on your participation in the seminar. 

It’s a nightmare for me, because it mostly tends to focus on quantity rather than quality... if you talk a lot you’ll get an okay grade at the very least, but if you make one comment that is very analytical about the piece, for example, you still probably won’t receive a good grade because it was the only contribution you made. I’m a very introverted person and I don’t like talking to others a whole lot unless I really know them, and I also get very anxious in social situations (obviously). Whenever I try to contribute in a seminar I sometimes get flustered because everyone’s looking at me, and sometimes I may not even talk at all because I’m afraid of disrupting the conversation’s momentum and I feel like I’m being judged by everyone. So far in my AP Lang class we’ve had two socratics... I got a 0 on the first one and the other one I had today.. fairly certain it’s an F. I feel so horrible about it, especially because I was very prepared with my detailed annotations and I had several questions to ask during the discussion.. but I felt so awkward during the whole thing that I never spoke at all. 

So yeah, my grade and my overall mood are shit right now because of my social anxiety. Feel free to share your experiences with socratics.",5.036736214605063,6.451954540983608,6.878457526080477,70.44013040238453,69.1639344262295,10.791356184798806,33.535767511177355,10.832165505486646,4.13060655737705,1265,60,224,40,22,441,156,305,0.079,0.8220000000000001,0.099,0.5902,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,8,1,1,12,13,2,2,25,2,17,1,1,2,6,40,37,21,0,4,10,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,12,10,0,0,7,2,1,1,6,4,0,5,10,6,31,9,33,23,10,23,4,0,1,0,25,15,1,11,9,159,43,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220050087853152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786334707876731,0.11612255909005935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609404375051407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759561211676028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678913093751871,0.0,0.0,0.19643900637799766,0.0,0.1005475793741532,0.0,0.0,0.15591995199572886,0.0734326382175079,0.0986937692389534,0.0,0.0,0.08743245672578485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110937255550406,0.0,0.0,0.08621471965622582,0.0822099279890623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148307272741466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298053260822125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043524012679296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631705539364239,0.0,0.0,0.17477543554210714,0.0,0.09726164386131446,0.0686126015040891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855476408600735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089579039356521,0.07817583251057378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975158080825689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082416270748473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514744911087603,0.0,0.1028170346983193,0.0,0.1316988108481752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778143094775187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612255909005935,0.10551165564484873,0.0,0.11553938826644745,0.0,0.2095613273695237,0.0,0.0,0.20332233077253994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208760265317612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478542406738323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828858936551771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743216028739496,0.0,0.0,0.06978713208369383,0.0,0.10041013059344277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240593510025292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295209832276657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jnotezzz,2019/10/03,How do you apply for a job the correct way. I’ve only had one job my entire life and I was given it pretty easily. I didn’t really have to go through this long process. I really don’t have much experience with walking in and applying for a job. Am I supposed to just ask for an application and leave and come back later or am I supposed to fill it out on the spot?,0.11294871794871494,2.2693500384615426,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,87.07692307692307,6.5435897435897425,20.2051282051282,7.793537801064563,0.9598358974358971,285,9,62,6,9,102,55,78,0.017,0.905,0.078,0.6597,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,1,1,11,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,4,0,7,0,11,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,45,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096123836568625,0.0,0.0,0.17351828202074526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438574033530032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073836245787104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824753530648353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6717969172110275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23894090447299535,0.0,0.0,0.15939002951347264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997016204575182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165885750417361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529127663556062,0.17162427339947273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295769111840561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891266008115168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911806496120966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,turing_machines,2019/10/03,"Walking in late Saw this earlier today and thought it was helpful: 

[source: Tumblr](https://i.redd.it/76dtdap4jeq31.png)",20.222142857142856,25.344722642857146,11.784285714285714,35.5107142857143,36.85714285714286,11.314285714285715,49.714285714285715,11.20814326018867,6.760085714285713,103,5,9,2,1,26,14,14,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717754206855826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6256781391316931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44033632432975306,0.0,0.0,0.5257507244526839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bonjam075,2019/10/03,"im a f**king idiot how is it you never want to believe what you knew was true all along.

how is it that you 'convince' yourself that you are wrong when you know youre not.

how is it that you want to see the best in people even when you know theyre no good.

i try but i just don't know why. these people, they just lie. im a f**king idiot.

i just wish it wasnt like this. im gonna be alone again. i just cannot with people anymore. its too much.",-1.6899390708301605,0.18449005940594354,0.6419801980198017,104.29774562071593,93.95049504950495,3.107692307692308,13.709824828636705,3.1291,-1.6869747143945166,340,6,89,0,13,113,60,101,0.174,0.728,0.098,-0.6845,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,8,1,1,12,8,2,0,3,0,9,0,0,3,3,21,18,6,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,1,13,5,5,13,3,5,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,5,60,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881379189110077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015115071158552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466093723950296,0.19063381357140746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998021738425214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236207551856226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5886498442693372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994955242565378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874657194236045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353599437718428,0.0,0.14010213705865465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377806344624586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475407202468726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233305905436741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428751336959934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391374771784828,0.0,0.20889220120647534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860924455414086,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rarediamondintrovert,2019/10/03,"Telling new friend about social anxiety Hi guys,
I recently started taking lifts up to college with this new guy in my class cuz we live in the same town, and due to anxiety, It means that there are long silences in the car and I struggle to make small talk with him. Should I just say that I have social anxiety to him so that he might understand why I am the way i am/to clear the air, or would that be a bad idea? Would that make it more awkward? He seems nice enough, I just feel awkward and tense all the time and managed to ask him one question but he mainly tried to ask things and thought that I am not as interested in his small talk cuz he said so, to which I replied that it’s because I struggle to find what to say back. 
Any advice is helpful, thanks.",3.5863636363636364,4.447164891719748,3.955981470758541,92.12143022582514,72.05732484076431,7.237753329473076,27.011580775911987,7.348242739294969,1.0913363057324847,596,20,135,6,11,186,97,157,0.11599999999999999,0.8009999999999999,0.083,-0.1002,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,4,6,0,10,0,0,4,2,32,23,12,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,4,0,3,0,2,14,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,2,4,16,4,18,16,5,19,0,0,0,0,25,9,0,4,8,86,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296699554251474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023849840613332,0.0,0.3045384849875757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24810753153815995,0.0,0.0,0.10203578857051272,0.11079643754822063,0.0808908488228199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711145495960034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709558140017695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128263790603093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025213594339557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627817503337905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894399017108448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497987411985767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717386658154565,0.1174326536944155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715253232331496,0.0,0.0,0.1445459152881459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077052839727155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563191449803426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991890949985001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865098942026006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102226143780052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622521756661034,0.2110519329443979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080234902780153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705357252656704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392360713108476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27744739521872586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977161642237033,0.21331361596321816,0.1159830114747742,0.122169552993045,0.0,0.0,0.0881579787800896,0.0,0.0,0.10534658162966566,0.07737667755891824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009254059162317,0.0,0.0,0.13814223848992824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532868809383598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973838692166044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852825807057355,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jimbo224,2019/10/03,"Smiles Anyone else feel self conscious as hell when smiling and anxious? I hate taking pictures where I feel like my smile is fake and awkward. Also my smile is uneven so I don't really like it anyway, but I'm not sure what to do when passing by people in the hallway and whatnot.",2.9258928571428555,4.9718812321428585,3.949428571428573,86.69557142857144,75.96428571428572,5.194285714285715,25.485714285714288,5.6839178017228535,0.8019257142857144,223,8,41,1,5,72,44,56,0.19899999999999998,0.624,0.177,-0.3384,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,9,9,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,5,3,4,9,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059636186625505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398843674803484,0.0,0.21036719565401,0.3082649949577057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513285963372917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042461038687828,0.2149333082955412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970353930726648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29396844446699905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857733996228106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927376014350942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138609365238496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835554910138019,0.0,0.2262080821101341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,afroman8,2019/10/03,"How do you people have boyfriends/girlfriends? Good for you if you do but i don't understand how you have the same anxiety that i do but are still able to have a SO. 

All over this sub i see ""by bf/gf helped me so much with my SA"" ""i have no friends exept for my bf/gf"" ""my bf/gf doesn't understand me""  or whatever else you may say. 

For me, my anxiety has stopped me from making connections with ANYONE and i don't get how someone going through the same thing as me can manage to hold down a relationship. 

Again if you have SA and have a bf/gf then good for you and i don't mean to put anybody down or to say that someone ""doEsn't  rEAlly HAve AnxIeTy"" i just don't understand how you do it",1.3336420722135005,2.9420925578231305,3.1887074829931983,92.34136577708006,79.20408163265307,7.244165358451077,23.55259026687598,8.139509932561175,1.1172788069073791,534,18,126,10,13,179,74,147,0.065,0.8490000000000001,0.085,0.5839,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,8,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,21,0,0,5,1,27,29,17,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,24,3,17,28,4,9,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,5,4,96,29,1,0.16974802842025746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895703313621344,0.0,0.0,0.11869176830969265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418026961538643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114690567930032,0.0,0.08868633875808113,0.0,0.09647171639608232,0.2847531851965054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377852531522713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330812708556455,0.0,0.0,0.18490536628939794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247843323473672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768190963657578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706436532824072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108744933652701,0.0,0.0,0.1822458560971177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699808907735335,0.0,0.0,0.13526720129961842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876539072546225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355609947688849,0.1419169525728995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277304740967843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301410522137182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jess576,2019/10/03,"I can't be the only one..... Right? So I don't usually like to say I have anxiety of all kinds because it makes me uncomfortable to bring up, like I get anxiety just from hearing the word! It truly amazes me that people can openly say they have it because just mentioning it bring back those anxiety filled memories.... Can anyone relate?",4.39875,6.1420751250000025,5.627000000000002,77.51800000000003,71.1875,9.495,28.425,9.888512548439397,2.955628750000001,264,10,48,7,5,88,45,64,0.18899999999999997,0.723,0.08800000000000001,-0.6123,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,6,12,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,7,4,5,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.543177326474988,0.0,0.0,0.16549175385000586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199186497811384,0.0,0.2885551558560113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365522860284192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26675490818467024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24646519518928645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312592193861589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798535099689914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603801006091809,0.18000536443617782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408370942253814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212293187081887,0.0,0.37643394951804987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606689438101787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,123kingme,2019/10/03,"Sister is making me (a high school senior) go to a college party to get the “college experience” Context: I’m visiting my sister this weekend at her college. She really wants me to go to the same school and this is her way of trying to convince me. She’s taking me to a party tomorrow night and getting me into the student section at a football game the next day. I’m less worried about the football game, but I’ll take suggestions on that as well. 

I’ve never been invited to a party before, but I would probably go to a party if I was invited and knew friends were going. I won’t know anyone else at this party, besides *maybe* one other person, and am a little nervous. What exactly does someone do at a college party if they don’t know anyone there and is not interested in drugs/alcohol? Like most people on this sub, I’m basically incapable of starting a conversation with someone, especially a stranger. I’ve gotten a lot better in the past year at being in a conversation, but am still far from good and I’m not even sure what I could even talk about with college students if I do find myself in a conversation with one. 

I’ve never done any drugs or had any alcohol, and I don’t really want to start, but if I’m at a party where everyone else is drunk I’m thinking it might be a good thing to have a little alcohol in the system. I’m not entirely opposed to alcohol, and maybe it will reduce my anxiety and cause me to be more outgoing in the situation? Suggestions?",4.986638023630505,5.606501938775512,6.8603831006086695,73.43737379162195,68.72789115646259,9.862943071965633,32.140350877192986,9.93914555978268,3.270703401360544,1166,49,214,27,19,409,147,294,0.057999999999999996,0.775,0.166,0.9869,0,0,6,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,0,1,24,0,24,5,0,2,4,45,49,19,0,8,12,2,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,1,11,13,4,1,5,4,0,5,8,1,1,2,7,0,20,9,36,34,6,41,0,0,0,0,18,21,0,8,14,152,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450466949575197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415964164230824,0.0,0.07964368294169319,0.0,0.0,0.14559193247586547,0.10667275425482856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858973938527336,0.0,0.0,0.09207662406730294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694940389107337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312317344001226,0.0,0.0,0.06714218368121855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911071542782108,0.10654043262672,0.0,0.0,0.12073427121665045,0.0,0.17394069409650148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752703178965986,0.0,0.0,0.09948133908266378,0.0,0.1018393242980844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515443632794897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043494383814034,0.0,0.10878610730870586,0.0,0.2366719077387319,0.1746446577628067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999767953779084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443200494010745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086277090852437,0.20869066420798812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851039662167651,0.0,0.0,0.06949407453668012,0.0,0.20918449839235626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104440051147983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605917331801222,0.0,0.11072191294846644,0.0976999590147476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109493817757104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938454805998044,0.07217660030447147,0.09090462844645464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224793193711093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339075879421036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072927452546308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170237344758368,0.0,0.0,0.17642372692670485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737885073658485,0.0,0.08314219038870324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812221856287168,0.0,0.156555168754734,0.0836794830591629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916589978138643,0.06670933169874364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068369442946026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281326999485892,0.08263748313667685,0.0,0.0,0.09360717908562513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572851688279174,0.0,0.07395658784439857,0.0,0.0,0.06704327333234422
socialanxiety,TheFlyingPig44,2019/10/03,"Feeling good Today I had the guts to call back a restaurant for a job. It's nothing big but I was so hesitant to call them about the application I filled out online , so today I just said screw it and talked with the manager who said give her a call tommorow after she views it. This felt good to just try things my anxiety trys to block out.",3.669857142857144,4.6812462714285745,4.535714285714288,87.47928571428572,72.0,7.885714285714287,25.42857142857143,8.238735603445708,1.3443714285714283,269,8,58,4,5,87,50,70,0.15,0.754,0.09699999999999999,-0.596,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,10,7,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,8,2,10,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,11,3,1,0,4,39,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962770274756038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039853477761067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5991653354818864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889742877485576,0.0,0.18779944238500307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763011799435605,0.0,0.3281073648655041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409534419083035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876762483140189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372106454803046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720981695952385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994294475725585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707975794913121,0.0,0.0,0.13279444682302666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,srkdpu,2019/10/03,"Movies/Series/Books you straight up cannot handle to watch/read? For me, that would be ""Meet the Fockers"". I just could not watch the movie. I was like a little kid watching the most gruesome horror film for the first time. I was covering my eyes and waiting for this to just get over. People around me were really amused by my reactions.

So what are yours?",1.9955434782608703,4.629051652173917,2.138967391304348,95.08932065217392,83.20289855072463,5.189130434782608,18.769927536231886,6.6274283507984215,0.02289710144927604,280,7,57,3,8,84,55,69,0.057999999999999996,0.828,0.114,0.4357,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,8,1,1,0,0,9,10,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,9,2,9,4,1,7,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,1,3,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517262811634195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31545835306328696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360752168477681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064255058340401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302783181897726,0.3959979540377235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27391532973879146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39521086934861,0.0,0.2531137066936647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303882897756263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806705090056634,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SecretsOfNIMHFan,2019/10/03,"Anyone else have parents who sheltered them? Specifically due to their anxiety. How's it effect you?

I was diagnosed with SAD and ""school phobia"" over ten years ago around age 12. At the time I refused to go back to middle school and was put into a home school program temporarily. I was supposed to go to a small, special class for anxious kids, but my parents decided to keep me home schooled because I hated school so much.

Their heart was in the right place but I regret not going back to public school. If anything, it made me worse. Now I'm an adult with no social skills and few life skills. 

You can't just run away from your anxiety and hope it goes away. I wanna go into college and my family recommends online classes, but I refuse. I can't just spend my life avoiding people.",3.6589827935222665,5.690990940789478,4.263421052631582,85.3212550607288,73.80263157894737,6.7821862348178135,25.508097165991906,7.61054688173877,1.3732433198380571,621,21,117,8,13,197,102,152,0.203,0.748,0.049,-0.9732,2,1,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,3,3,3,8,6,1,1,5,0,7,4,1,3,0,28,16,11,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,4,10,0,4,2,0,1,6,4,4,0,1,5,0,19,2,20,11,2,26,0,2,0,0,15,12,0,2,8,76,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847848518810673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699738284002482,0.1255050536015867,0.0,0.07767978963639313,0.11382934438106113,0.0914212277950556,0.09889757203243753,0.0,0.0,0.20875369720563344,0.17084947688508947,0.0,0.06772211691498367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275848050479663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280511836646066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472991597986213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525500375377754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968272299639853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164740242872028,0.0,0.0,0.2228734885436217,0.11034180909822064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987458098471488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693852455166682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512021024894608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166716887534717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24671437474378224,0.0,0.0,0.07701887093573376,0.0,0.11607000587462475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168055947381583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094874013134496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6746008011706791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132467533889512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478003977453357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321468769589513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154115314535042
socialanxiety,dflkgjfdgj1010,2019/10/03,"I just want to wear nicer clothes Every time I try to wear something that isn't jeans and sneakers, my anxiety is worse. Today I went out wearing a black pinafore dress, striped top, navy wool coat, black tights and ankle boots. I just want to relax but am completely on edge and am expecting someone to insult at me since I was bullied for my looks most of my life. After I got the groceries I stopped at the bookstore very briefly for a breather and a youngish hot sporty woman at the bookstore said ""whore"" while I was there. Maybe she was just saying that to the book she was looking at but I assumed it was me because of what I was wearing. My self esteem is garbage. Does anyone else get this or does anyone know how to deal with this?",5.521111111111113,5.894726575342468,4.880502283105024,88.96533485540337,67.49315068493149,7.310806697108068,31.97564687975647,6.42735559955562,1.5905062404870622,584,23,120,3,9,175,94,146,0.109,0.8390000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9052,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,7,0,11,6,4,1,0,21,20,9,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,6,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,8,18,1,18,11,1,13,0,0,4,1,8,7,0,3,5,74,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687574378895965,0.0,0.0,0.26849490860084674,0.19672169272564996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703844511201927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130323389011825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793854161537652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360324524144419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038728921724335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176417203803162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030952760289356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355603916854205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551549864378276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561183353704065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32245509668133565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288490722478746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263132867206094,0.15268222814550375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029278615270835,0.0,0.0,0.15882034999307038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267684490024412,0.147807225927471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605165200275295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195390036351167,0.0,0.18198892746089532,0.0,0.0,0.13035208581048335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841608405494387,0.22648739625533115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798140278953908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565943321595616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,larax26,2019/10/03,"I feel like I'm trying really hard not to completely freak out because of how my life is a hopeless wreck, not which is freaking me out even more. Sorry but I don't know where to go.",2.34,3.48270505128205,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,75.41025641025641,7.2512820512820495,23.256410256410252,7.793537801064563,0.93808717948718,143,4,32,2,3,48,33,39,0.17,0.696,0.135,-0.094,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,7,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,5,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310198110070047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39734836705907456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25030959589906576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162128670976689,0.2707400132239096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153803830993359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33948740937528404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082749008812083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267681445392196,0.18514817729639568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427812663150849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242317948310344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25729933612399103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tlb29,2019/10/03,Social anxiety is ruining my life. I have recently entered my 2nd year of university and everything is not okay. Social anxiety leaves me missing lectures and group project meetings and subsequently ensures I am falling behind in all areas of my course. I am considering dropping out of university because I am unsure of how much longer I can deal with the anxiety I have all the time. I am wondering how I will ever be able to cope in the real world and how I will ever be able to secure any type of meaningful job when I can barely show up for one lecture. Social anxiety is hell and I am not sure how much more of it I can take.,7.971236559139791,6.57146633870968,9.028064516129033,67.1454301075269,63.03225806451614,12.460215053763445,39.215053763440864,11.538034831475384,4.615063440860215,502,23,91,13,6,174,73,124,0.18,0.782,0.037000000000000005,-0.9206,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,3,1,17,1,0,4,5,21,20,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,16,3,15,16,5,15,1,2,0,0,6,6,1,1,6,72,17,5,0.3179269332877841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810060840738876,0.0,0.4864264675217426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690265382056272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388435404745574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875831128192359,0.0,0.0,0.14286611379603015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774671217877426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831935866325626,0.0,0.0,0.11228059759879787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337128771083133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771775900475364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093522657255096,0.0,0.0,0.15695724581533507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861297065061549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982118605651504,0.0,0.1195207436686889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269287575038918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238909864780566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236726069668853
socialanxiety,SurvivorGuyvey,2019/10/03,"Anyone feel like they can't get another try? What I mean by this is the idea that you only have a certain age to obtain social success by. I'm 24 and I feel that my time is over, that the rest of my life will be a miserable, stagnant, ossified experience. Can I truly reverse this, or am I correct?",2.318548387096772,3.720311822580648,4.662129032258068,83.72319354838713,75.93548387096773,7.540645161290323,26.916129032258066,8.238735603445708,1.7977961290322582,231,9,48,4,5,81,49,62,0.05,0.769,0.18100000000000002,0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,0,4,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,0,2,8,13,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,5,11,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,34,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321190066681988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146497065086326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098227021681675,0.0,0.0,0.3202963953313273,0.22627196538690764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547834521214247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35754960185014484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371575603199909,0.15473827258038764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34501180748795496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408874268622941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228663341261098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468780199563606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503886988944165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Antique_Beyond,2019/10/03,Office party anxiety So we had an office party today to welcome a couple of new people. When I get anxious I talk a lot about random things and I always hate myself afterwards. It's not the real me at all they see. I just look around and think *how do they all do it?* How do people just know how to talk? Do people here relate?,-0.4367647058823536,1.8110982647058835,2.3325882352941183,90.45064705882356,95.76470588235294,3.896470588235295,12.682352941176472,5.6839178017228535,-0.8103929411764703,254,4,50,2,10,88,48,68,0.10400000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.125,0.3695,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,0,10,2,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,2,17,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,9,1,6,10,3,6,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,4,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053232390332173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517148266975674,0.2586857815565345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384355036785007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533654996746471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963424472150695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260734536765579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584315057922782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922881747623708,0.0,0.0,0.19467328525299465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115335274300088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762442527420329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606329550065893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824699236622544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680959638002579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212622981992505,0.14672315631275473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704925149934898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,keaneboy2,2019/10/03,I’m going to see a doctor tomorrow and I’m panicking I’m seeing him about my anxiety I don’t know what it’s going to be like,-1.9800000000000004,-0.1462713333333312,3.068333333333332,86.4225,95.66666666666666,7.0,17.5,8.07648339933343,1.1040000000000003,100,3,23,3,4,40,23,30,0.17,0.738,0.092,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,9,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31216456741010445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176664124088768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638194830308957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425894936420268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935736635336976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6503415272538153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,plasmaphoenix101,2019/10/03,"Am I ok? I am in high school now and I have become more and more introverted and I have started to dislike people more and more over time. I barely talk unless talked to,  which is the only was I make friends.  I feel like it is scars from people making fun of me or mistreating me, but when people are nice to me(which almost never happens) I still think the same way. And I just get depressed over random things, but get over it almost right away. Am I ok?",1.8555676328502424,3.9933436630434787,2.890144927536234,92.54857487922706,79.76086956521739,4.958454106280193,18.917874396135264,5.82211442006289,-0.24758357487922744,355,8,74,2,9,113,59,92,0.066,0.782,0.152,0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,2,1,19,17,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,12,6,11,16,5,14,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,4,7,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925635004916722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416352263784605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164843166923208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882832858093794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991115997722736,0.14003389860141513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144150676218485,0.0,0.20482058194477434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333633738793594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710170896704308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095763536305651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26168445843777804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511796545496957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907903173029186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076785255824895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739662769590982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837869792796306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874116245633702,0.0,0.1565386632619643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151005370268271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022434752405002,0.1255991640633896,0.0,0.0,0.11429852961833853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555884092669533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ploply1527,2019/10/03,"I need help I like to be around this one friend of the opposite gender that i happen to like to spend my time with as that person listens to me a lot. I want to spend more time with this friend but my inferiority complex gets the better of me and makes me assume that the person doesnt want to hang out with me. I also sometimes feel nervous because I feel like i might look like a creepy person, which might alter my friends view on me and not want to hang out with me. I have no confidence in myself in asking this person to hang out more.
What should i do??
Thank you",6.245451977401133,4.968430889830515,6.48,83.63265536723165,66.37288135593221,8.883615819209039,27.293785310734464,7.1686216300943375,1.1786903954802264,447,9,98,3,6,144,65,118,0.061,0.6679999999999999,0.271,0.9752,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,11,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,25,20,5,0,5,2,0,2,4,3,3,0,1,0,4,8,10,0,0,4,0,2,3,3,2,0,1,0,5,20,9,22,16,3,12,0,1,2,0,11,7,0,4,6,72,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400667972819852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804212301385574,0.1449663101781622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452714158514096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714377950773593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681263369219714,0.11077958834449683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35941214116598835,0.0,0.08101588250751267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712485542971456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393785297599244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030307728716221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021686399572951,0.0,0.0,0.13183205228672126,0.0,0.0,0.10350813935561128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290022508719205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497989655698168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507712075183402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415925897014009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533648024296055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276446348661725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808411275549942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743868412544254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yikoe,2019/10/03,"My anxiety has gotten worse to the point where I stay within a 300 meter radius of my apartment. I moved to downtown thinking it would encourage me to be more outgoing. I live in an area that is full of people my age, the street parallel to mine never sleeps since the whole street is just clubs and restaurants. 

I’ve been living here for 4 months going on 5 now, and I don’t go out. I used to have an outside job so sure I’d take the bus or metro to wherever. Now I work from home so I stay within a 300 meter radius of my home. The grocery store, laundromat and pharmacy are within that radius, and even the few food places I order from are within that distance too. 

Going beyond those boundaries by foot is super scary. I don’t mind taking public transit to go a little further away, but it’s the whole walking outside thing that’s making me nervous. I will force myself to do it in that little safe zone around me but I have never, and can’t see myself ever going beyond that by foot. Which really sucks because my neighbourhood is so great and artistic and there is always something to do. While grocery shopping or doing laundry I always see posters about current events and they all look interesting and I’d love to go and I could walk to many of them from my apartment but my fear of people in casual settings has amplified. 

Anyone dealing with this? How to be comfortable with being outside without having to panic on the daily?",3.8706885347361935,5.736284807829182,4.754142039300636,82.7382624168343,72.80782918149467,6.737490329568312,25.38465109082469,7.423996415210882,1.3851499613182736,1145,37,205,13,23,371,161,281,0.051,0.815,0.134,0.9798,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,2,17,13,1,3,13,0,25,5,3,3,5,34,42,20,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,13,14,1,1,1,4,2,9,6,4,0,0,2,3,28,9,42,34,6,51,0,0,3,1,6,28,1,2,10,158,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195425088112142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898348945054644,0.0,0.0,0.08211094346548066,0.0,0.0,0.10453906973795762,0.0,0.0,0.11033090530816306,0.0,0.0,0.07158524681127207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375962086547084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106687970297415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756250047802653,0.10622365486522108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214325960522968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199882312876955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40043469385415104,0.0,0.0,0.12946881399874444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355870491336401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653279739783574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353947370455612,0.2073886052906572,0.0,0.09861301412280768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059866533043945,0.0,0.07838654145775764,0.11905726635080968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857249535683778,0.0,0.09373282650640932,0.1248112646359023,0.0,0.0,0.1811410632434932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778074485663674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282464684266695,0.0,0.12269108522333337,0.0,0.11101087106117652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522972508098694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715564991274536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714067836448892,0.0,0.117516462547197,0.0,0.0,0.09040462506469908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503330384983025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106779449123539,0.0,0.17658797973547993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801637343648782,0.0752454627201757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142324562494147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622164977395368,0.0,0.11319992467895496,0.0,0.08549164330630807,0.0,0.11967288871884925,0.08342007829860927,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,angstybonobo,2019/10/03,"You know how social anxiety can make you feel like you can't move? Like you can't move from where you're sitting/standing because you'd attract attention? I hope it's not just me, but anyway, I literally felt that this morning even tho the only other person in the room is my 3 year old cousin who I happen to be babysitting.

Like fucking seriously, he's 3 and I'm worried he's gonna like judge me for moving from the bar stool to the couch what is wrong with me.

Anyway I just excused myself to my room, smoked a bowl real quick, and now I'm comfortably sitting in the living room, with the 3 year old, and feel just fine. We're watching Spongebob and the anxiety is way down. But jesus christ that was so dumb, anxiety is so dumb lmao

(also hi, first post)",5.352594982078852,5.1660694064516175,6.0479569892473135,82.37637992831544,67.83870967741936,8.695340501792115,29.48028673835125,8.167268648758528,1.8733942652329751,598,19,123,7,9,196,97,155,0.184,0.696,0.12,-0.8962,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,0,1,14,13,3,0,8,0,10,2,0,2,0,21,21,11,0,1,6,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,7,6,1,0,5,1,0,3,3,5,0,1,2,4,15,8,11,16,0,20,2,0,1,1,13,7,3,1,11,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240753961242978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560737075444169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945795223481574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247676126172624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689952900359316,0.11084097515115178,0.14897072867498007,0.0,0.0,0.1319726350378667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343598376217315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372008410613065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410143797841422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526775498858508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031986927180736,0.0,0.1370024977391871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356549680054128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947076521530264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256128931465166,0.0,0.0,0.11800046572014855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547317622823393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859320440789842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765975092578546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581584322955029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315283069032062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756489240203125,0.0,0.0,0.1696348996715344,0.0,0.19982624291611756
socialanxiety,sarvesh1050,2019/10/03,Feeling social anxiety to the point where I am hating almost everyone! Hey guys its been so long I have been socially anxious. Its always been there with me since my childhood but I feel like it's making me feel so worse as I am growing up. Sometimes it becomes too worst that I hate every person alive and even have thoughts like killing everybody. Will this social anxiety thing make me a psychopath?,5.167200000000001,7.233169920000003,5.0183333333333335,81.34750000000003,69.8,7.666666666666668,31.16666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.528066666666668,324,14,55,5,6,100,58,75,0.303,0.562,0.135,-0.9608,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,10,16,5,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,3,9,2,4,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734220372151748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905362481800448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255686060306844,0.18879313954395896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456612793123575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037832394609204,0.0,0.14080215963580994,0.15968618429359396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25349611208608763,0.1193874680571504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547078721296438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299842521713192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848887286362379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328855007133444,0.0,0.0,0.14789210914867465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310201483226572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591895711394706,0.0,0.0,0.15797832473180426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823980917036452,0.0,0.0,0.5110601406537371,0.0,0.0,0.1652816707913438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110242254594607,0.0,0.0,0.13267117499836573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703051448465868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChaseDaYetti,2019/10/03,"A poem I wrote called lonely little alien. I thought y’all might like it. Imitation of something greater, more suited for a human connection 

He can never flawlessly imitate a human’s honest expressions

The alien doesn’t have people that are of his own 

The alien thinks of leaving to find a better home

Where is home though?

In the meantime he tries to create one wherever he goes

The alien wonders if he just feels he is alone

He may be the only of his kind

He wonders

What it would be like to be a human?

Wouldn’t it be so cool to have the words just fall out?

If he was normal imagine what he could do then.

What if his sentences were no longer punctuated with doubt?

A tall gray figure making patterns in your crops?

Or a silly, shy, weirdo starting conversations with props.

un-identified foreign object falling from the stratosphere?

Or a lonely little alien just trying to blend in around here?


Aliens are people too.",3.0380060150375963,5.783034388571429,3.510676691729324,86.29774436090227,79.4,5.741353383458648,22.353383458646626,7.0608816371341465,0.8982571428571426,738,23,132,9,19,230,112,175,0.106,0.757,0.13699999999999998,0.7756,0,5,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,9,11,0,1,15,1,20,0,0,1,1,31,28,8,0,7,8,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,2,3,7,4,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,4,3,7,8,18,15,3,14,0,2,1,0,21,9,0,10,5,87,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067579173982806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552959410676275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428531404205745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781311830935295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928274465178658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820628438928957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594425538519051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499716669591709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166102321930927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847155243388251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045322115491346,0.3496859815520617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644557152873798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850620413791891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454525639505893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092226086774875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821065914927215,0.13267576650458496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24188092379068535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429879720070634,0.0,0.0,0.12347537987725853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177940432691537,0.17139453468187602,0.13849243638331885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687784175776944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378363403947286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392304232083552,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FluidRelief3,2019/10/03,Do you even like people? Do you have any friends that you like to spend time with. I know some people that I tolerate but I don't have any desire to meet them after school. I would love to have a good friends but I never met any real person that I like. Most of them are annoying to me. Anyone else?,-0.14773809523809334,2.0948657142857168,1.5288690476190467,98.12758928571432,90.2698412698413,4.419841269841268,14.224206349206348,5.985473137389443,-0.8714746031746032,232,4,53,2,8,75,39,63,0.085,0.61,0.305,0.9479,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,2,0,1,8,1,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,10,11,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,12,7,7,9,2,3,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,2,6,37,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604020337596007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779783016211008,0.2312316193978437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852324877183152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905679755738716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34871326703418104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928623018959886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402556771915993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307615229323824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368130253683212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405515956041426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129104950485215,0.1970514832327161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25686857061531826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283960498791094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159342683708156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031367795704105,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lightshow001,2019/10/03,"Anxiety at work Whenever im at work i cant handle anything. Im scared, i hide at the toilets. Today, someone asked me to do something for him. I started shaking crying and i ran home where i am now. What can i do man :( im scared i dont do it good enough or its too much.",-2.9824316939890707,-1.7647065245901616,0.7072540983606572,99.04590846994536,114.24590163934424,3.3448087431694,18.19808743169399,5.46131890053228,-0.3699846994535521,206,8,50,2,12,74,42,61,0.315,0.685,0.0,-0.946,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,3,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,5,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,32,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621285685553204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728255366090152,0.0,0.1786794417545373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994579382467712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400129727667908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974869370425841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603096027386812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917175707814677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6193550617227407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405015134971245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827061451186621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619426436490794,0.147140134982391,0.0,0.0,0.13528180773644538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181167565955379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782877961598561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Doggens,2019/10/03,"Life pro tip: anxiety edition When you are extremely anxious and can't seem to send that dreaded text, schedule the message to send it later (especially when you get occupied) I find this to ease my nerves",3.7713157894736815,6.615677447368423,4.572894736842105,79.19776315789477,77.15789473684211,8.010526315789475,33.1842105263158,8.841846274778883,3.41261052631579,165,9,28,4,4,53,33,38,0.213,0.728,0.059000000000000004,-0.6801,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,16,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369023237196266,0.5449577926254532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408911897385843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520262750181248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34072282136569915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391452256121705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dfhalimi,2019/10/03,"From SA to being admired for my confidence Alright, after some procrastination, I finally decided to write down my journey on overcoming social anxiety, and how I ended up up being one of the most confident people in my school back then after only a few months.

Sounds like BS?

Well, I did exactly that. That was 4 years ago, even though I have to see that now I have gotten much more mature and, well, a lot calmer than then.

My journey started when I was 17 years old. I was in the friend zone with a girl that kept getting back to gether with her ex boyfriend, even though I thought that I was treating her so much better. Well, that hurt quite a lot. At one evening when I was just scrolling on Youtube, there was this one video on how to flirt with women. At that point I just thought ""This is probably just bullshit, but I don't have anything better to do right now anyways so why not"". So I watched it. And then some more of those videos. And then I got hooked. Could it really be that I can actually change something on my situation? Is there something to learn with my dating life? Can I become more confident?

I purchased one of this guy's ebooks and everything I thought I knew about women and confidence just dissolved and I could finay see things much clearer.
I could finally see why I was in the friend zone and didn't stand a chance to get the girl I wanted so bad.
I could finally understand why I was so shy and not confident at all.
I could understand why I had SA.

Part of the ebook was that you have to approach women to test out the ""strategies"" that were being stated in it. Well, that wasn't easy, but since my reality just went completely upside-down I decided to do it.
I started very small in my school.
I would just have the easiest conversations with people and especially women and would actively celebrate myself for every victory.
This was important to slowly get rid of my negative self talk.
I had a book in which I would write down every positive thing that happened, no matter how small, and just exagerate it. Whenever something ""bad"" would happen, I would just write down from a neutral position what happened and how I might be able to do it better next time.
I also started every morning by writing down 5 things I am grateful for.

Every morning when I went to school I made it my absolute priority to just start conversations with the people that were there. I didn't matter if they were good or if I didn't know what to say. Just saying something with all those people in my class or people in my school that I didn't know built up momentum.
Momentum was extremely important, because if you talk to a lot of people in a short period of time, you will enter what I like to call ""God Mode"".

In ""God Mode"" you are just fully able to express yourself and feel super confident. You just don't give a fuck anymore about what people might think since you have learned from talking to all those people before that nothing bad happens.

Apart from being social in school I also picked 2-3 people to help me get more confident approaching women out in the streets. At the end it was always just one guy who came with me who for the most part was usually to scared to do it. So there I started with asking women or people in general for the time or directions. I then built that up over the following weeks and got quite acceptable at it.

It got even to a point that I would do things that would get me rejected on purpose just because it was so much fun to me.

In the following years there were still ups and downs and one thing I can assure you is, that you will still feel nervous or sometimes a little anxious and that is normal. 
I just learned to accept this feeling as a part of it and to do it anyways.
That will build extreme confidence.
At that point I went from being a shy loser to being a confident young man who just got respected by pretty much everyone.

So if you think that you can't change, trust me, you can.
It might not even be that far away.
I didn't need any meds or therapists either.
Even though I did lateron also dive down into experiences of the past and let go of them which did A LOT. But I that is a different topic.

So, I wish you all the best in your journey.
If I can do it, so can you!

Deniz",5.051675557974956,5.833112885029942,5.579052803483944,82.10401741970605,68.65269461077844,8.946978769733262,28.95427327163854,9.095868883498916,2.251519760479042,3349,115,661,60,55,1079,304,835,0.065,0.76,0.175,0.9984,1,1,4,0,0,0,84.0,0,14,2,8,64,33,1,2,33,1,86,2,0,6,6,134,136,63,0,21,34,1,3,2,2,13,1,3,0,12,63,33,0,1,20,3,1,13,14,9,4,6,44,10,90,24,107,64,27,110,0,3,4,1,54,53,1,22,44,518,153,12,0.09256610688630114,0.0,0.045165583749790766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04102713431770584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110376233506426,0.038511208122809164,0.0,0.0,0.031474063454871866,0.0,0.03540640920172206,0.05228667644336417,0.045900352388151516,0.0,0.0,0.038087009411983785,0.0,0.04326840721638665,0.0,0.043484452254793415,0.07117762243078124,0.11593324914179065,0.05642743959034755,0.051115996253126975,0.039383469572159616,0.0,0.0485712091511057,0.12280079885406975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726017232105245,0.05293548319284062,0.0,0.0,0.09792266725794553,0.0,0.048526900963202106,0.0,0.0,0.1847662604401039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835594000231681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819860956251194,0.0,0.0,0.18341712175996772,0.0,0.1559818747903243,0.04422544098161186,0.041596224086189806,0.04527370728905918,0.0,0.0,0.07020630741303947,0.0,0.0,0.15210246824757562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151634456020008,0.042787937113005416,0.12090492580730852,0.04439892222019615,0.02630372586512762,0.03882002934351732,0.14806714350353442,0.0,0.0,0.09165499904003133,0.163711805230587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0310225551180486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954696595977254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508719115318801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047327557918430886,0.03269108939940018,0.045223124129984464,0.04638777854444933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573927877588516,0.0,0.0437941442453244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141003860782144,0.0,0.0,0.14729701695868733,0.0,0.0,0.03694269169223634,0.0,0.170116848385493,0.0343182976776554,0.0,0.0,0.04922255240658397,0.0,0.0453475655515764,0.044409838039557135,0.0,0.04856627894098608,0.0,0.18817556896749976,0.03520034773778005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036010988489812,0.044182411548145215,0.32086841677577066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125733652614938,0.0,0.0,0.04708650440974888,0.04990095966709578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845544886089663,0.0,0.0,0.029650109180998224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03952547475414297,0.0,0.07361228352746894,0.046337410640548256,0.2342046050938171,0.1106448039211839,0.0,0.048283318700094766,0.0,0.0,0.07657164016810318,0.052024091254023325,0.0,0.09435948884586884,0.0,0.14252382290377344,0.04577512330988808,0.0,0.1637969172231535,0.0,0.07392341253191491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160169556009872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373819231353029,0.1537420207110404,0.059312623637163824,0.1364185950479935,0.11023072369987184,0.08096406198347245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636458178773344,0.0,0.0,0.05097424454709197,0.03818836624407518,0.027298944073335846,0.0,0.03712547372134816,0.0,0.1664560936666329,0.12871456269561282,0.16705302745597073,0.0,0.05322322732128544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301470726823658,0.0,0.0,0.08941430690362602
socialanxiety,IDKROACH,2019/10/03,"Need advice and support I am a recent high school graduate and I've been suffering with social anxiety for a while now. I really don't know how to stop it and it's honestly quite annoying and frightening at the same time. I live with my parents and they encourage me to get a job or go to college but just the thought of those things makes me feel incredibly anxious and I begin to think about all the new people I'd have to awkwardly communicate with and get to know and all of it just feels like the Earth is pressing down on my chest. I feel trapped, even opening up about it to someone or going to therapy feels embarrassing. Does anyone else have this problem or feel this way?",4.3693333333333335,5.78827634074074,5.320925925925927,80.95916666666669,70.77777777777777,9.251851851851852,29.796296296296298,9.642632912329526,2.7673851851851854,546,22,107,13,10,179,90,135,0.188,0.7490000000000001,0.064,-0.9521,2,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,1,2,7,0,6,1,1,2,2,35,23,14,0,2,6,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,9,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,6,10,4,20,21,3,16,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,3,8,72,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407623040957592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284479674251364,0.1896864851304728,0.0,0.11740408723761267,0.17203999058789007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469360576091373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026428577875888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090062040655783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244927067795117,0.11995239466376093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544837018807727,0.0,0.1908501991170176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740237312298224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662123383700014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845539771647768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820306055609364,0.0,0.14826446317637992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207885286849993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450049811804174,0.0,0.16216508655490802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864402318207475,0.0,0.0,0.11640518447085195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066378732688072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858916751570147,0.0,0.0,0.1075651652935018,0.0,0.16578735363923114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993028191316498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115947116344668,0.1422665821838799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037730263560494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053823893184116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920156479371838,0.0,0.11154957824531883,0.10758766732655917,0.0,0.13329895844922993,0.09790759574073556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332763170910371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cire213,2019/10/03,"Social Anxiety from eating in public. Advice on self-help tips for overcoming this? Sorry in advance for the long story that i’m about to post but I hope you guys give it a read. I’ve been getting social anxiety especially from eating in public for 2-3 years now and the fact that I can’t even have a peaceful/enjoyable meal out with my friends have been eating me inside out and I want to overcome this so so so badly. The past few years has honestly been the worst few years of my life and I so desperately want things to change. The eating anxiety I have doesn’t really come from being afraid of being looked at in public, its more of being afraid that I would gag/throw up when eating because of the intense nauseous feelings I get whenever I am eating outside in public and it simply just kills my appetite. Its like a vicious cycle.

This is how it all started. 3 years ago, I was still all fine with very minimal social anxiety. Since young I have always been a shy and quiet person if you don’t get to know me well but among my friends i’d like to think that I am quite talkative and fun. I hung out with friends very easily in school and used to enjoy going out with them. I even had many friends from the “popular” group in school if that’s what you call them. However sadly this changed for the worse in 2017. I was finishing school and was about to enter mandatory military service. I suddenly got so much anxiety ever since I was about to enter military as there was so much uncertainties that I had about it. I was afraid that I would have a tough time, afraid that I would not be able to adapt to a very different environment, afraid of missing home too much etc. To put it shortly, there were so many things that were not under my control that gave me so much anxiety during this period. I was still at school when all these anxiety came about, and it seemed to just keep getting worse during that time. Sometimes in the morning before going to school i’d feel nauseous for no reason, even brushing my teeth in the morning would cause me to gag. Sometimes (even though rarely) I would even have to go to the toilet just because I felt like throwing up from the nausea I was getting. I started losing appetite very easily and started to rarely have a proper meal during lunch time in school. I started avoiding going out with my friends because of all this feelings I was getting stemming from the anxiety I got. 

Fast forward to now, I have completed my service and about to start uni early next year. I would say that my anxiety has gotten much better compared to where I was a few years back. However I was never the same in terms of eating in public ever since. I still get all nauseous/choked up/no appetite whenever I am eating outside. When I eat at home its the complete opposite, I can properly enjoy a good meal with no issues at all when i’m home, because I feel “safe”, that even if I throw up/gag nobody can notice or judge. And because of this sense of safety, ironically I don’t have any anxiety at all and don’t feel any nausea, However when i’m out I can only eat in small bites and I find it so difficult to even finish a normal meal. Its taken such a massive toll on my social life. In the past I would hang out with my friends every week, and also go outside to play sports every week. Now these things rarely ever happen anymore, not because I wasn’t invited but because I had to reject my friends every time they asked me out because I didn’t want to end up embarassing myself when we have a meal. Honestly this really hurt me so much because my friends probably now thinks I am deliberately avoiding them or that I don’t wanna hang out with them anymore but the truth is I really don’t have a choice because of all the anxiety I have had experienced. Sometimes I just wished that everyone can understand how I feel or what I am going through.

I am starting school again in a few months and I really want to just change myself, and go back to my old self where I had no anxiety when eating in public, where I could really feel joy and happiness when going out with my family and friends, where I don’t have to keep worrying about my eating anxiety, and where I can just feel genuinely happy again. 

Please advice me on tips I can use as self-help to overcome my social eating anxiety, and thank you for taking the time off your day to read my story. ☺️",6.339987259643742,6.171710345664742,6.764289253273564,78.00800990916598,65.77456647398844,9.835790963784355,31.41028665801581,9.450634623807732,2.692950218237584,3479,119,664,60,49,1134,295,865,0.121,0.731,0.149,0.9874,4,2,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,5,5,5,66,48,2,7,33,0,73,22,1,7,14,120,135,55,1,19,19,0,9,3,9,7,2,2,3,3,41,43,19,6,16,4,0,19,17,18,1,0,31,14,97,30,112,92,23,127,0,5,1,0,40,49,0,8,63,475,138,11,0.035058814883893445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851813629813057,0.031077524066726075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028036521596248646,0.02917174248650333,0.0,0.0,0.04768239267807285,0.0,0.3754785639637523,0.0,0.06953784756048019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0327752593243113,0.0,0.0,0.053916129188440916,0.029272646020375017,0.21371528149066413,0.0,0.029832469262464575,0.0,0.0,0.03100667274043189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03579896980694746,0.04009794445232092,0.0,0.036015060280781636,0.11126273254259968,0.03020006470285295,0.07351700076779218,0.0,0.0393214420038247,0.02799161092305798,0.0,0.0,0.0226100352567204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036628999665292636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663609608963994,0.0,0.0,0.031051703979565557,0.0,0.039099845974723116,0.1620921160827755,0.09513811565253916,0.08861569084190224,0.03350020003406544,0.0,0.0,0.03305033051791338,0.0,0.141814321638552,0.0,0.03366196024488907,0.0,0.03204312165989471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24377718070931015,0.0,0.1282174864432856,0.033631609830457244,0.15939785943378154,0.029405670570403938,0.05607947389267945,0.0,0.0,0.03471373867407865,0.031002394218312777,0.07464152071983672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046998369217146084,0.0,0.10550054954875718,0.03482131372416953,0.0,0.0,0.03753118643686425,0.0,0.0,0.0365922941727212,0.0,0.062323771048089616,0.038787384273458944,0.0,0.019267407792969742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952615552965405,0.0513838981893845,0.0,0.0,0.031025947935679955,0.029440574714314056,0.03922184615753474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108827118736903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027983611559719474,0.0,0.1546335771516214,0.0,0.027039519345839223,0.0,0.037285447362603856,0.0,0.03435019489500039,0.0,0.039914693113573166,0.03678832869319997,0.0,0.0,0.026663808529904597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693521158853677,0.0,0.030612004875086387,0.0,0.03848405077799588,0.0,0.0,0.03357665350722982,0.0,0.037799332095627934,0.0,0.0,0.03524379226795934,0.0,0.03728936510384488,0.07013660459420724,0.0,0.11229787273441892,0.036046300738015936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02788017675346504,0.0,0.24836974654308366,0.0,0.031916228353295266,0.1097219699019554,0.0,0.0,0.08700304187925967,0.0,0.0,0.17869023356731964,0.0,0.0,0.10402219311523793,0.0392454729550684,0.1488888577292982,0.0,0.0839940445607841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026359865669341502,0.0,0.0,0.032277446444759696,0.0,0.0,0.06987455636138562,0.04492854592939794,0.0344451076200996,0.0,0.10221538447159596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036497462709646815,0.0,0.06055911924303935,0.0,0.11570877574132846,0.08271438944437044,0.0,0.05624413316949019,0.0,0.03152208497502526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04031590691120375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03560392830996609,0.07145585505007299,0.1743334334488495,0.0,0.0,0.1354603640209816
socialanxiety,Its_Me_again21,2019/10/03,"I’m really having a hard time lately Last year, my anxiety seemed to be in control, only with a couple of events here and there. But ever since the new school year started, it’s just been way too much. Every time I hear someone laugh and they are looking relatively close to me, I feel like they are laughing about me. I even feel like my friends who I’ve known for years hate me and are just friends with me because they feel bad, even though I know that’s not true. I’m scared to ask my teachers questions because I don’t want to annoy them and I know that’s not gonna end well. I’m currently writing this at 11:25 p.m. after I have been crying for at least 30 minutes. I really need some advice here.",5.692913793103447,5.112981627586208,5.882887931034483,85.16778017241381,67.20689655172414,8.629310344827585,29.15948275862069,7.645422480735847,1.5702586206896556,556,16,119,5,8,177,96,145,0.136,0.722,0.142,0.2457,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,1,12,12,2,1,3,0,9,0,0,1,2,27,26,6,0,2,5,0,4,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,8,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,6,19,8,14,22,3,19,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,3,16,71,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562697752710296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400486968117647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931966661494494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443090820858475,0.1816903504755051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671458991852496,0.0,0.16489499507502464,0.1636986198056623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199325147826071,0.0,0.0,0.19686120427526607,0.13480300719038724,0.12556125931030315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260568385181205,0.21292913225049567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302750187178873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349847816633004,0.1471328222605679,0.0,0.0,0.16796370390733475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380214134626936,0.12147649321987534,0.16810839063511562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456136470558497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514473229837056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955162959488876,0.11050126637045804,0.0,0.14393072876224505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133413736963343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694379376248036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094039239923552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920153103754816,0.15082278087185064,0.0,0.1356681346069253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327626629550956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626967547238627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548172843969636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641778613139966,0.0,0.17379710893012626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789969476382285,0.1182903043631771,0.0,0.0,0.13399272683926394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879045527634249
socialanxiety,ModernLifelsWar,2019/10/03,"Seeing a psychiatrist tomm... What med should I ask for? I've dealt with social anxiety all my life. I manage to function relatively normally but not a day goes by I don't feel on edge (a feeling I'm sure most of you are familiar with). I tried effexor in the past however it gave me brain zaps and didn't seem to do much. I wasn't on it for long though. I've always been skeptical of antidepressants cause I don't think they're really an effective treatment for social anxiety but I'm willing to try anything at this point.

I know this answer will differ but I want to see what most people here find to be the most effective with the least side effects. I'm particularly worried about the sexual ones but at this point I'm willing to risk it.",2.1588000000000034,4.4462799466666665,4.122,83.32100000000001,79.53333333333333,8.0,24.0,8.841846274778883,1.953600000000001,592,21,119,15,15,201,96,150,0.084,0.812,0.10400000000000001,0.6181,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,3,3,1,1,8,0,12,2,1,4,2,28,26,6,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,10,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,4,11,1,21,17,6,11,0,0,2,0,5,8,0,4,3,75,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143937396582928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646661380548742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423519345565141,0.0,0.16171764513739126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310849512336706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777032694221583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156102906798424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807325309312068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749328503797057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810517703044882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506804462931158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218443743972016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308630173344626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214736374512528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716389573350226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948859423087498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172191283955554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651337780086144,0.11992603402393967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270535206570765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081863519583476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756933335884497,0.15747906797288488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526728926306009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303633687698618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084181783666223,0.1699569066931728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23489095100978455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203104838592876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567468763419766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sfdisk,2019/10/03,"Venting I had a normal day and then was put on the spot at a dinner. I clenched my jaw so hard so that no one could see my mouth shaking because I was on the verge of crying. My eyes hurt really bad now from sobbing and I feel small. I'm an adult, but the way people talked to me today, I feel like I'm 8 years old...",3.4324647887323927,2.490674464788732,4.960669014084509,91.1117077464789,71.95774647887325,7.663380281690142,24.79225352112676,5.985473137389443,0.4692788732394368,241,5,61,1,4,82,54,71,0.187,0.7659999999999999,0.047,-0.6926,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,0,4,4,3,0,0,7,9,6,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,5,9,1,6,5,0,14,0,2,2,0,2,5,1,0,7,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178107417813673,0.15902041776167014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827886671273232,0.0,0.286547115357287,0.1682358522540576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263801592874578,0.18636146320092356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233683117600888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27926056127820675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744508954944953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555915657643961,0.0,0.0,0.27373313488590434,0.0,0.17676835836720908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808504162252898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622406096028861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711631018069484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787502286641055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967279252454826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24726879484028516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706188928314626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798801600674962
socialanxiety,couchpatatas28,2019/10/03,"Making the excuse real I don't know why but I want to make my excuse real just so I can say that I have somewhere important to go

Ex. 
I wanna get checked by a doctor(even if I am not sick) just so I can make the excuse real. 

Is this some dangerous level of social anxiety?",-0.07128078817734007,2.1201865517241423,3.1034975369458166,87.56982758620691,88.65517241379311,5.383251231527094,18.630541871921178,6.868970318607317,0.4286472906403942,212,6,43,3,7,76,42,58,0.111,0.7509999999999999,0.138,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,3,0,15,13,4,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,5,13,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509599370622546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089326782487895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254213979157584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275313888178315,0.0,0.12265123342889503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860492175640401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43216961604075416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7369257149097332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162278485671467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999369503788213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729182090283392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473723960784656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MyOtherAccount32019,2019/10/03,Sick of being handicapped by the anxiety! I’m just going to fucking try harder to make myself talk to people. It’s time to work on this.,1.4038095238095245,3.708555571428569,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,82.57142857142857,6.590476190476192,20.047619047619047,7.793537801064563,1.1216047619047624,108,3,20,2,3,38,25,28,0.18100000000000002,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541471950854103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42797979952524506,0.0,0.0,0.26309899663525976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090154882746872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32094372842278723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720929660334167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269943550717116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143053057804187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370252266320607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mondaymilk,2019/10/03,"First time meeting server freinds Basically I’ve been playing on a server on this game for almost a whole year with a bunch of the same people, we’ve all become friendly and now everyone has planned a get together and I’m not sure I want to go as I don’t know what to talk about with these guys outside of the game.",7.553636363636365,5.304659818181822,7.650606060606062,79.39590909090909,64.45454545454545,10.618181818181819,35.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,2.776127272727273,252,9,54,3,3,82,51,66,0.053,0.8640000000000001,0.083,0.4245,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,11,7,4,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,34,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061463937281889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33765692822209353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29213998837409016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600554478700504,0.0,0.0,0.23620775287533166,0.0,0.15973232978910598,0.0,0.173754517713654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027227062033707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680222889091194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119560449051512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28814875286688496,0.0,0.0,0.2457357674663012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782747637376503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803286304714334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413388135486429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968813575739771
socialanxiety,fluffypancake6161,2019/10/03,"Trouble making friends studying abroad I'm currently studying abroad with social anxiety and I've been here for a little more than a month. I've only made two friends who are getting kinda busy with their own stuff...I've been feeling really lonely lately and as if something is wrong with me. It's so hard for me to make friends and relate to the people here. I've been trying really hard to get out of my comfort zone and talk to people but I feel like I just come off as desperate...I had this image of me making tons of friends and becoming a huge social butterfly but it's literally the opposite. I'm homesick every day and even though I try to go out and do things by myself to counter it, I still end up feeling the same at the end of the day. I'm starting to really berate myself for being so anxious and I don't know what to do...I keep thinking about what to say to my friends back home and I'm ashamed I've barely made any here cause everyone who goes seems to have such a good time. Also my birthday is also coming up and I keep getting sad because I feel like there's no one for me to spend it with...",3.3760537084399016,4.534695873913043,4.6160358056265975,86.06525575447573,72.86956521739131,7.324808184143222,26.572890025575447,7.724431198458867,1.430943734015345,881,30,181,11,17,291,126,230,0.111,0.754,0.135,0.7853,1,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,15,15,0,1,9,0,11,0,0,6,0,39,36,20,0,1,4,0,6,2,5,0,0,1,2,0,10,18,0,2,7,0,1,3,2,6,0,2,6,7,17,9,35,29,4,22,0,3,0,0,12,8,0,3,13,116,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478442928937624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431503015431151,0.0,0.08359989396521918,0.12345676121955818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403057274190212,0.0,0.06661686503714176,0.12069260800612665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226199611440332,0.0,0.18827232384978398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409547933751997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935815874982584,0.0,0.0,0.07217926676861476,0.0,0.09207420695130088,0.10442296352514582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102363151186086,0.1561411624611216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221522993160527,0.0,0.17128490358528778,0.0,0.06210708012457556,0.09165996806834907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957891562077026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961805229232613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942684779280828,0.0,0.0,0.06005814350790392,0.0,0.12327406426639477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677864452458416,0.10952856996889193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068092132329852,0.21883834528586849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722728957531596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405183584559713,0.08311335164352472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515237846708133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002519369866496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869048745154132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948558951311803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227970426818444,0.0,0.08413008231355489,0.0,0.0,0.07734986529511956,0.0,0.08727218586338127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510094105505326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783616794732885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260163862545195,0.07002304326619882,0.1073683205764692,0.0,0.06372280376554466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483896560559334,0.0,0.10675194909445032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194819442564868,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway1233219470,2019/10/03,"I'm a Slave to My Social Anxiety All my life I've suffered from extreme social anxiety. To try to overcome this predicament I've spent countless hours watching videos, reading articles, scrolling through comments on how to overcome it. One of the most suggested methods was just to be yourself, but how can you be the person you despise the most. Today I was looking back at all the social interactions I've have growing up and how my social anxiety ruined it. The time I was at that halloween party all dressed up, leaving twenty minutes in just to be alone in my room, The countless times I've denied going drinking with friends at the bar, The friendships I could of had. I don't want to be that guy anymore, but I don't know how to change. I avoid looking at people in the eyes. Not because I'm anxious, but because I dont know how to smile while looking at them. I've had occasions where random people grow to hate/despise me without saying a single word. This includes people I've known for years. Now that I've recently graduated from Univeristy I want to start a new life and not be a slave to my social anxiety. What advice can you give me? I'm in 110%.",4.824210526315788,6.0033431315789505,5.442061403508773,81.42651315789476,69.43859649122807,7.454385964912281,33.54824561403509,7.645422480735847,2.4354508771929817,926,44,169,10,16,299,118,228,0.121,0.7979999999999999,0.08,-0.6658,1,2,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,1,0,10,5,1,1,13,0,17,5,1,5,3,30,31,11,0,3,8,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,8,3,2,1,3,4,1,3,6,4,0,1,6,6,19,1,32,19,6,28,0,2,5,0,17,14,0,3,11,114,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188754125743253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858690308946412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35036707556817503,0.1293517920178551,0.11355269142206018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880430124772284,0.0,0.13959560879523164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112524021969015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141849709362568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341925073111962,0.11216587449805412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846199411286447,0.0,0.0,0.10983830955605912,0.0650726783349121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337246101370325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130445059050816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127588980066994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585181097043335,0.0,0.0,0.12123838934344135,0.0,0.0,0.16174870098728522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884521117437527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058428614025766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758779328258085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23813851368140698,0.09997650676109833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453043915330055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305439748320445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105456147244743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5835888703560438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104330284891965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353110478601335,0.0,0.10853209429849978,0.0,0.0,0.07773761330743276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506948906596053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037338770930108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373389434780413
socialanxiety,jazzy_baby,2019/10/03,"I hate how different I act when I’m outside When I’m in my home I’m so different, I’m like a different human being. 

At home I’m always smiling, jumping around, I’m very talkative and interesting to talk to. And then as soon as I leave the house it’s so weird it’s like this switch automatically turns on and I become this very quiet person, who is soft-spoken and just very weird. 

It’s just very frustrating because I want people to know the kind of person I really am and I just don’t know why I don’t know how to be myself. And yes I know that literally every person with SAD has this problem but like isn’t it so sad that our personalities are limited to 0.0001% of who we are just because we’re outside ?",3.107962172056133,4.192593194630874,5.2940695546064696,81.23267236119588,73.4295302013423,8.371201952410006,24.954850518608907,8.841846274778883,1.6865114093959723,562,17,119,11,11,197,79,149,0.145,0.755,0.10099999999999999,-0.7482,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,1,13,12,2,0,3,1,10,0,0,2,0,23,23,17,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,5,11,9,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,1,13,5,14,21,0,10,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,0,7,71,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091339493323376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167584126505315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990537906701566,0.1448536884994976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110965324147917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050625811221997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294913552381959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631243033520033,0.0,0.0,0.15133870364690094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658085694796926,0.2883239911796561,0.0,0.0,0.13887736708018594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223149745315235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092843160641936,0.4580883696672718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550047718225704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402316288646476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054198191672688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426622233638197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328762902971373,0.07736037700570675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834968002078652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,purpleelephant55,2019/10/03,"How do I make friends after college? I had really bad social anxiety throughout college luckily I’ve managed to actually physically be able to talk to people but I have limited social skills. Now that I’m out of college it’s harder to meet people. My job doesn’t require a lot of socialization with co workers so that’s out of the question. It seems like now that I have a little bit of social skills, I have no place to actually meet people. So how do people who graduate college make friends. I also feel like after years of isolating myself in college I’ve kind  of lost touch with my personality and I think I’ve gotten pretty boring.",2.4842972350230426,5.184209250000006,4.802995391705071,76.40306451612905,81.5,7.091244239631338,26.599078341013822,8.192908349453996,2.32930138248848,513,22,87,11,14,178,73,124,0.11800000000000001,0.736,0.147,0.6987,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,6,7,8,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,4,0,17,16,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,10,5,18,12,2,10,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,3,7,56,16,10,0.14146078138269114,0.0,0.2760906333329359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312613576336547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082171105625732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181138436337613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544385352487387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152682148798994,0.10105961048499516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185844975752536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403779977656728,0.0,0.0,0.14730963523853952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822118464702926,0.14178086602616224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442115342892593,0.1202648976461502,0.0,0.0,0.18885234006783194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922843769491603,0.12351809790666715,0.14779640815237938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439164707351078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846844996931467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062339886407887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287805824754151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768058081735458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370081763624534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064235677402532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109610523655257
socialanxiety,Youknowh0,2019/10/03,Petition to make “the nail that sticks out gets hammered” this sub’s motto. I think it’s be cool and would sum up the mentality behind SA,3.9053571428571416,4.975238821428572,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,71.5,8.457142857142857,24.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,1.551514285714286,109,3,23,2,2,36,26,28,0.0,0.9129999999999999,0.087,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209850353198874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100993871649276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6191444466240593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936660244809351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436433631989567,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KAKiR,2019/10/03,"Anxiety on Vacation I’m on a cruise right now, and my anxiety is actively preventing me from doing things that I really want to do. I want to meet people. I want to say hello. I want to not feel like anyone who sees me freezing up thinks I’m some kind of socially-inept idiot.

Yesterday I was early, and refused to leave an event until it was over. It was entertaining to watch, and once I embraced the idea that I’d keep sitting by myself I enjoyed myself. Then I decided that I’m terrible after.

Today I was late, and left almost immediately. It’s like there’s a war inside my mind, and the side I’m rooting for doesn’t have control over my movements or voice.

I love people. I love talking to them, socializing. I have fun if I can get past my anxiety. Usually it happens because I’m with someone I already know. But I’m on my own right here. It’s just me and my inability to initiate conversation. 

I thought I was asking for advice, but I’m not sure that advice is really going to help. I’ve gotten advice before and it’s all useless if I can’t seem to apply it. It just felt really good to vent. Let the frustration free, if only a little.

So thank you for reading!

I’m with my parents and little sister, so I’ll have fun during the day. It’s just after dinner... or on free days, that I really struggle.",1.5469555002763933,3.70662404104478,4.3520066334991725,81.54003593145387,80.97761194029852,7.25395245992261,23.35876174682145,8.285830014693849,1.687189441680487,1025,36,199,22,27,365,145,268,0.126,0.715,0.159,0.9342,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,1,8,20,3,1,8,0,16,3,0,2,2,44,44,19,1,7,12,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,16,10,1,4,8,3,2,3,4,6,0,0,8,7,32,16,29,35,3,31,0,1,2,2,16,13,0,8,16,130,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368208457591187,0.0,0.0,0.11505028584503342,0.0,0.12678898249342144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636820270442364,0.0,0.0,0.08033693416009098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074108857597962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003864548613686,0.0,0.09776679159656186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288639968700542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819494728959495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809413187969329,0.08208068270182449,0.11031677676559637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002765532245979,0.0,0.06529721512111074,0.09636808945047844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016008627334738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701138863507184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970195123131026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212354669609792,0.0,0.11964498349942995,0.06314303471591423,0.0,0.1296060461562621,0.12165672894469405,0.12483325444779525,0.11748745202114795,0.0,0.11226333789766182,0.2303090269521905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073936171965452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601073316962415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223589358976515,0.0,0.08738247540889113,0.0,0.0,0.12757679039113545,0.0,0.10967983951100564,0.1593068156443552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492563261063825,0.0,0.29441753879024746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623861965554915,0.0,0.09136875014770868,0.0,0.0,0.09155607334514533,0.10459567454883598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712051504565155,0.09734977133254306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201127200268328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082867447155316,0.0,0.0,0.09234787953911942,0.0,0.10577945633901932,0.0,0.0,0.07633082743484836,0.07361978232460135,0.0,0.09121343132518904,0.0,0.0,0.10890659014340363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654010420023135,0.0,0.2710711072455337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jmbx2016,2019/10/03,"Anxiety with Girls For background, I'm a 22 year-old male and I've had pretty severe social anxiety for my entire post-adolescent existence. I'm back in college now for the first time in a year and a half after taking time off to treat anxiety, depression, and substance use and absolutely nothing has changed. I'm feeling so hopeless. What gives me more anxiety than anything though is talking to girls. I just cant imagine initiating or taking a lead in any situation with a girl. The only real girlfriend I've had the night we first got together we were sitting alone and I knew she wanted me to kiss her it was painfully obvious but I couldnt even do it. She had to text me after I left saying ""you should've kissed me."" I had to leave her to go back to school and I honestly believe unless something changes I'll never be with anyone satisfying again. I've actually been with a decent number of girls but mostly just off tinder and often much less attractive than me. I have a super high sex drive though and a real burning desire for intimacy of all kinds but I feel completely powerless because I don't think I'll ever be able to approach a girl in any way. So anyway tonight I was watching a soccer game at my school and ended up sitting next to this absolutely beautiful girl. Like stunning. And I didn't even feel like she was out of my league, like I often do, she was just perfectly my type. The whole time I'm sitting there I'm thinking just say something to her anything anything but of course I couldn't do it. When I walked home I felt like killing myself. It makes me feel hopeless and emasculated and I don't know what to do. Just had to get that off my chest I don't have anyone I can even talk to about this",2.947211781206172,5.025946718840583,4.312641421224871,83.96511921458628,76.01449275362319,7.118279569892473,26.491351098644234,8.049812674583475,1.747049555867228,1378,53,266,23,31,455,177,345,0.115,0.743,0.142,0.9411,1,1,2,0,0,3,25.0,2,1,0,5,23,17,1,0,14,0,29,5,1,3,5,57,52,23,1,4,11,0,5,4,1,0,1,2,1,7,9,19,0,0,10,2,0,5,8,5,0,3,15,8,40,12,41,33,6,40,0,3,1,3,25,12,0,4,23,182,49,5,0.09775723978409176,0.0,0.09539696437790213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012470183753592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295655058354694,0.0,0.2991360834459935,0.0,0.0,0.1367082700521523,0.0,0.2413376366569826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033856639934295,0.0,0.05959190602248714,0.0,0.0,0.11013893314727112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068283950882992,0.0,0.10249660600430124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419816738095158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658389856268628,0.0,0.0,0.19370320472071875,0.08842702009231053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771599084496275,0.06983779163457525,0.09386228057509104,0.0,0.0,0.16630451644207872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107412300590995,0.09377765213710806,0.05555769218577422,0.0,0.07818539494914549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032858910767956,0.09805848214157653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815390188104224,0.10179912194577363,0.05372482241265215,0.0,0.0,0.10351080190022212,0.10621352705923894,0.0,0.0,0.191036997798376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525371665328869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718628193334799,0.0,0.0753964098641614,0.0,0.10396593354208698,0.09173854728033362,0.0,0.09380070810017288,0.0,0.1025797786156582,0.0,0.0,0.07434878596573717,0.10402059552815172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362441311618888,0.09945425722251523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225382813154882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548096152922006,0.0,0.1978710913428989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043785546399834,0.0,0.0,0.1098832333851056,0.0,0.09965119510038553,0.0,0.1505165983448259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700255655807226,0.15714713272004793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527778397861722,0.19209198349450726,0.0,0.17100909798300482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443086796517732,0.0,0.0,0.05765975282740425,0.07759514671564458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914246710664176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259049146479006
socialanxiety,Youngwatt,2019/10/03,"I have a choice, my friends and I are always making plans the majority of the time they’re flaking or when I come up with an idea they say we should do something else. I have flaked a few times but never told them that we should choose something different from what they suggested continued below When we do follow through with our plan but it don’t go exactly as we expected I hear them complaining all day. Long story short I have social anxiety they basically adopted me into their group back in high school. Afterwards I worked hard to make it a brother hood we lost friends but they followed me to the college I went to. The two that are still with me didn’t like each other for years but I worked hard to make them like each which they do now. But lately I’ve been feeling like it’s becoming a toxic thing that’s keeping me from rising to higher levels in terms of socialising, education, and employment. The problem I have here is idk if I should focus on my self and possibly lose friends to not make any ever again or continue to try to keep the group together. Any advice?",6.643238993710697,6.5430809339622655,6.7179245283018885,78.36465408805033,65.13207547169812,10.274213836477987,32.28930817610063,9.928628108626363,2.935753459119497,866,31,168,17,12,277,131,212,0.08800000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.6956,3,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,6,0,9,6,8,10,0,0,11,0,16,0,0,4,4,42,31,14,0,6,9,1,3,3,3,3,0,2,0,1,10,15,0,2,3,0,0,6,4,4,0,1,5,5,32,6,24,23,6,33,0,2,0,0,28,9,0,3,21,119,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940369488124556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018779750378993,0.0,0.0,0.1801064105559866,0.0,0.10130438481739057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182627122724562,0.0,0.0,0.14625246308510756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407198646494655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854028513234584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835542390904454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062368262813904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119785547346766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695780926986004,0.09460409372275624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069325351004769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525989862429865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372526935475437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925204286069485,0.0,0.0,0.1399137614602064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949114878692998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354099713822962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938061105247538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940877741967863,0.0,0.0,0.11719152087269133,0.0,0.1481491496139032,0.14455699167705854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35357754485293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213394292979278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492887336461727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671236815847528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530928249836297,0.0,0.13402067012926613,0.0,0.0,0.13814764072763444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499010750784135,0.0,0.20389370917041835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575438174882174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879769577309012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443558904496932,0.0,0.0,0.12653729064686112,0.0,0.08990754716904678,0.0,0.1293595005702987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275884399562614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928132354326196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527704031529443
socialanxiety,RedditUsername1988,2019/10/03,What causes SA? I've been trying to pinpoint the reason I started being anxious but I can't seem to figure it out. It's like I just woke up one day and had it.,-0.706666666666667,1.1645405555555577,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,87.88888888888891,3.6,17.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.8326999999999996,124,3,28,0,4,44,30,36,0.046,0.855,0.099,0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503341351553508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094989082135755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570809178192083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474862316176406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27011942580354953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098541188679464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628943159632531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821496720630171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706410194379951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,poopydiaperlollll,2019/10/03,"Crappy at public speaking I've always been an introvert, I speak softly, I'm not outwardly enthusiastic. My first speech in speech class (got a C, teacher grades tough) I was nervous and there's no way I could memorize it so I read it off the paper. People also said I need to speak louder and I felt like I was speaking loudly. I'm depressed and don't feel that passionate about trying to turn into some entertaining person I know I'll never be. My confidence is already low enough. I proved to myself that I can do what needs to be done (stand in front of a crowd when I'd much rather hide away). Is that enough? To get through it I tell myself I'll never see these people or this teacher again in a few months.",2.1276488095238086,4.311239006944446,3.5811507936507923,87.70750000000002,79.06944444444444,6.0587301587301585,20.702380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.5703964285714278,563,15,113,7,14,185,99,144,0.166,0.7959999999999999,0.039,-0.9404,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,5,0,12,1,0,0,3,18,24,7,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,0,1,9,4,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,4,0,1,7,12,15,3,15,14,5,18,0,2,1,1,9,9,0,2,7,76,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042103432685386,0.15248738857184918,0.1586617233021001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915091392594185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224312463024936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423311700733434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951326891321828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39404853326491096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964139555192028,0.0,0.18308349680009345,0.0,0.0,0.1621930141549561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996228621191375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250487648799635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479319586107176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315702047942837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219961702102122,0.0,0.14017234796421948,0.28277483443093226,0.2941296179791941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643881531657684,0.16649514335527352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907324280787035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813811320790905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194793169974666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666344751701598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945976500905346,0.2074059845491704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513535651208815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cursed_p0tato,2019/10/03,"Can’t even do voice chat Yesterday i hyped myself up to join a voice chat on discord for 2 fucking hours, then when i finally got the courage to try joining everyone had logged off. I still feel super disappointed towards myself.",6.00062015503876,7.4320005348837235,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,66.90697674418604,9.454263565891472,35.26356589147287,9.725611199111238,3.6026961240310085,185,9,32,4,3,59,37,43,0.12300000000000001,0.679,0.19699999999999998,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,5,2,7,4,0,10,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,6,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26173974580671,0.0,0.0,0.3786633080808665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037149073099625,0.0,0.0,0.4341062709270226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663552347596331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169419746455701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902567854083582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31647037669562283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690486658788937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kvnway,2019/05/26,"What to do about tight facial muscles? Hey guys so with my social anxiety I have a hard time with my facial muscles, mainly my mouth. When I'm talking to someone or have eye contact it gets tight and hard to talk. Sometimes it even quivers. What to do about this? I know it's alleviated somewhat when chewing gum but obviously can't do that 24/7",2.474936974789916,4.932255779411765,3.8162184873949587,85.00441176470592,79.44117647058823,5.650420168067227,27.36134453781513,6.868970318607317,1.391140336134454,275,12,52,3,7,90,48,68,0.065,0.935,0.0,-0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,6,5,4,0,1,10,9,6,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,8,9,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261160371612505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522620176664385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442708432287985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926682715956144,0.0,0.0,0.5295589027810161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244170614521086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013041165065583,0.2504419215714198,0.0,0.29233378127754506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751481197797469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235366195875287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GodOfRods,2019/05/26,"Whenever I talk to somebody different, I feel like I completely change who I am So just a brief overview of my situation: I used to have a lot worse SA than I do know, and I feel that slowly and gradually I am opening up more and coming out of my shell. I feel like this has a lot to do with directing my attention to the topics of conversation as opposed to what I look/sound like etc, which is what I used to constantly obsess on.

​

But I am currently struggling to 'be myself' around other people still - I feel like I'm always mirroring them usually to an extent where it's just not me anymore. My pitch always changes and my charisma tends to reflect that of who I'm talking to, which as you can imagine just gets really messy in life especially if I'm talking to more than one person. I'm not necessarily nervous around them, I just can't seem to act around people like a do at home, for example.

​

So yeah any ideas/suggestions would be really helpful right now especially as I'm finishing college soon and want to prepare all I can for university (hopefully!) next year. Thanks in advance!",7.707904040404045,6.810714083333334,8.347811447811447,70.18742424242424,63.25925925925926,11.92861952861953,37.691919191919204,11.20814326018867,4.238061111111112,886,39,164,22,11,298,128,216,0.051,0.831,0.11800000000000001,0.8999,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,1,13,10,0,3,6,1,15,1,0,2,1,38,34,12,0,4,8,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,11,12,0,1,9,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,0,4,25,7,34,31,7,25,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,5,14,117,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258523422501494,0.2377547822848503,0.26663423667045544,0.07461073708198142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880892862508892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930118755707126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321302551742177,0.09451073911563856,0.11503528466733097,0.11856416926039598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463001372663455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236249752238487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219031066177863,0.2351436956132179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573221544416073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354041548663531,0.0,0.11005423347119687,0.108972882324252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029712085961063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749575391177045,0.2680088185408579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213392433480938,0.0,0.0,0.18655347637132086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166843588968878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434649549682444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521267129444194,0.09579990092811402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057393661466192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369698352264637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998814526105462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332553755089155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761945060779584,0.0,0.0,0.11469913077220473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645570304983602,0.0,0.1010118802815511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951903501422135,0.12083682691015872,0.0,0.06471342163339577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181011930554499,0.0779391974815455,0.0,0.26663423667045544,0.07065359655386765
socialanxiety,AmIAceSexual,2019/05/26,I'm starting to realize I have social anxiety I thought I just had lots of terrible experiences with people because I hung around with scumbags and that made me cautious. I also thought being transgender doesn't help as I assume most people don't like me because I look weird. I'm beginning to think my fear of socializing goes beyond what seems warranted. I spend nearly all my time alone because I'm afraid of abusers and people who want to hurt me. I also feel I'm inconveniencing those around me with my presence. I feel very lonely lately,6.1389875173370365,7.4203919417475745,6.645658807212207,73.6242718446602,66.47572815533981,9.380859916782248,33.16088765603329,9.606745405546679,3.2874615811373085,442,19,75,9,7,144,66,103,0.265,0.722,0.013000000000000001,-0.9727,0,3,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,21,20,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,8,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,4,3,17,1,14,15,3,8,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,4,5,48,21,0,0.0,0.200497894235793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752607681688001,0.0,0.27065016388797675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129452749851324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012831510289084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30946461615562576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552951956075765,0.0,0.19041941802663148,0.1711253180132016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342452279092828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811533881829096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088740245619049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082672288824046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210208538229427,0.0,0.0,0.14386469597966298,0.0,0.16011994799142307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519472871881396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405142904141966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449967274588509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977470649961088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842927034738743,0.0,0.26868337536952464,0.0986734765371593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139624128345231,0.099810273281227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,beniceyadick,2019/05/26,Somebody tell me wtf to do Excuse the anger but I'm tired of this shit. I'm 29yo female and convinced myself that dating isn't for me because I get red and shakey around guys. I'm so motherfucking pissed right now. Yesterday I saw the most attractive guy who was either just being nice like I always tell myself or flirting. I was all business because if I smiled my mouth or voice might shake and I'd turn fire red. Dont tell me I just need to live myself. I already fucking know that. HOW do I? My family and friends think I'm great. People think I'm confident. How tf do I love myself. All of this is fine if I don't allow myself to think or dwell on it. But it doesn't change my anxiety and low self esteem. I've been seeing therapists since 7th grade sporadically. I'm on meds. I've read books. I've watched YouTube.  How fucking long does it take,0.7708739177489186,3.1526439715909125,2.3615259740259766,93.05901515151518,86.55681818181819,5.170562770562771,19.176406926406926,6.655083550727371,0.13055660173160222,673,19,144,8,21,219,105,176,0.16399999999999998,0.607,0.228,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,17,5,2,2,0,13,7,3,4,2,29,32,16,0,3,10,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,3,8,6,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,8,0,0,4,7,21,9,9,26,4,10,0,1,5,3,10,5,4,7,5,76,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648074710753007,0.0,0.1242681724168825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142495906467384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294996326205966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820803639734021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579886933113923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069404498653306,0.0,0.1750328737744697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079049865242765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538466163008355,0.27613668880839193,0.0780273322943318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465493817633994,0.0,0.295752841283365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820768781553215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296310944977255,0.0,0.13187561130722064,0.13216686830593366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479096091450635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658901876384274,0.0,0.0,0.15843293413477255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107384665591659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353799239917233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493868197362586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275410134094929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190097484249553,0.0,0.15580087111131102,0.0,0.15330193803137235,0.12354088908752778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122899097782428,0.0,0.3916060206695571,0.0,0.0,0.17340268647231047,0.0,0.2870854369383682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165172220407507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244600217265148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChitaBoiii,2019/05/26,I need help I need new friends to talk to. Please hit me up. Nowadays I'm snapping a lot so maybe snapchat would be a good choice or Instagram either way .,-0.4203125000000014,1.8093700937500048,0.5497499999999995,102.52025,98.0625,3.8100000000000014,22.025,5.6839178017228535,-0.03491999999999962,121,5,28,1,5,37,27,32,0.0,0.6759999999999999,0.324,0.875,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493625467001328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707146580156888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163383320821172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743978780594915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242544642927533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786429261696853,0.0,0.3117223333420279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542920954813799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25942119191595764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561908079319105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22927849775393955,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xermiexan,2019/05/26,"Finally got the courage to post here. So the thing is I have graduation next year and i started to panic from now. I really don't know what to do. I started to think not to go the graduation and ball. Cuz I really got no friends to hang out and there will be a lot of people there. Just thinking that makes me nervous. And i still have a year for that. 
Btw I'm not diagnosed with social anxiety but I found out recently that I have it since i haven't been able to get a friend from the start of the high school( it's been 3 years) and never went out to hang out with friends and stuff. I always stay in the class, being busy with my phone, not communicating with anyone. I just can't. And people think that that's my choice and they leave mel alone with that. 
I also can't talk about it with my parents to get help. 
I really don't know what to do. And about that graduation, I know I'm being stupid but I just can't stop thinking about it.",1.5065151515151527,3.2767704595959657,3.062626262626264,92.69727272727276,79.25252525252526,6.622222222222224,19.585858585858592,7.594959193182576,0.32869494949495026,733,17,171,11,18,241,96,198,0.08,0.82,0.1,0.7795,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,13,7,1,2,9,0,18,1,0,2,1,40,38,14,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,15,19,0,1,8,1,0,4,11,3,0,0,6,0,20,4,29,28,1,25,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,13,119,35,5,0.13023102594967054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488006726141094,0.0,0.1041457044007778,0.10836264618009868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962637839350473,0.0,0.0,0.0910605613661856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218174999735538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266172328560586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279159804122007,0.30184850279006353,0.0,0.13608067194265702,0.0,0.0740132932223685,0.0,0.20831529656516287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729111154185458,0.1375962290953097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471469807913265,0.0,0.0,0.13789585260500284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071776115685064,0.0,0.0,0.08693022108189473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044219570047087,0.0,0.1385021735362518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279804910987316,0.14460614251426185,0.0,0.0,0.18057159155621424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247253236792108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502879899380918,0.0,0.1285874269372643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180075096371602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772845043585642,0.0,0.0,0.13275413057587038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765345713877664,0.13880894587297954,0.10400266554968113,0.10887896905325016,0.0,0.0,0.14908336721239754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467476559475887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865197068873914,0.33378713172078545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072546578416204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515935327590449
socialanxiety,bunnifully,2019/05/26,"terrified I won't find a roommate I'm entering medical school in August and I'm panicking because I'm moving across the country and I haven't found a roommate yet. I put my name on the roommate excel sheet but nobody chatted me after a few weeks so I had to force myself to chat people... I've chatted four people so far, but two have said they already have roommates and two haven't responded. I can't help but have spiraling thoughts about how other people are chatting each other and pairing up whereas nobody wants to chat me or be my roommate. And I can't help but panic about what I'll do if I can't find a roommate, and end up socially isolated in school. 

I know I need to keep messaging people and that four people isn't that much..... but I can't help fearing that I'm going to be alone and have no friends in school :(",6.269362261669954,5.481897698224852,6.954635108481263,78.64656147271533,66.10059171597632,9.641288625904009,34.162393162393165,8.841846274778883,2.794466929651546,657,26,129,9,9,218,88,169,0.099,0.775,0.126,0.653,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,2,6,0,17,1,0,1,0,26,29,18,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,6,9,0,1,5,5,0,4,9,2,0,4,4,1,16,2,15,22,3,17,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,2,5,87,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713314923635912,0.1567686948305811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659953589526713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582456128693187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985898580011249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25968376664760695,0.0,0.0,0.1557633972970875,0.10975657043455077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073697721439907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856630279536459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627102775154656,0.0,0.0,0.0780734330805877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431122867477878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509891782655493,0.10443174615117057,0.10533700175575436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667887716230015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492438717367997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428113157049937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513327426555385,0.0,0.0,0.4313222840427082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481408337309512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278117623990445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775474121257516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379171212957659,0.0,0.1139533821665958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bratbones,2019/05/26,"DAE feel like a clueless child when it comes to everyday life? I've isolated myself most of my life, I spent most of my childhood playing alone and going into my teenage years not much changed, I had friends but they were sheltered and quiet like me until I was about 15 and made friends who I'd go out with, but at that point I was completely reliant on them and following them. I never learned how to use household appliances because I was never made to, I can't make any food that requires more than going in the oven or microwave and setting a timer, I never went out so I don't know anything about my area, I can't use public transport, I've never ever gotten a bus alone, I know the way to my sisters house who lives very close, my old school where I'd walk to and the local supermarket and that's about it, I get a school bus straight to my current school but if i miss that I have no clue how to get there and no one in my family drives so unless my boyfriend is also late and can pick me up I can't get there and it's too far to use a taxi, I feel confused about weird things and stress out about little details like the queuing system in places and so I avoid fast food restaurants and coffee places and can only bring myself to go to corner shops alone because i don't have to ask for anything directly usually.


Now I'm almost 18 and I don't know how to function in everyday life, everything remotely foreign to me makes me panic, go red and tear up with stress, I can't use buses, I can't go anywhere alone, I don't know a single street name in my city besides the 5 closest ones, talking to people is a nightmare.


I'm trying to get better at little things and for going outside to not be a constant panic about what I'm doing right or wrong, I want to be able to just go to the library or a coffee shop when I feel like it and get the bus to school, I'm scared of everything and it's horrible, I'm totally dependant on others, I don't know how I'm going to cope being an adult, I'm going to try and get the bus alone the only thing is the thought of getting even slightly lost is terrifying and I've written down every bus number and step I need to take.",7.705662251655627,5.127317772626935,7.908842163355413,78.70220364238413,64.43046357615893,10.561103752759381,35.23278145695364,8.395991825355821,2.6571131125827807,1713,57,362,17,20,563,210,453,0.14800000000000002,0.785,0.067,-0.9899,1,6,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,3,24,19,0,7,20,0,27,5,0,14,6,80,81,41,0,3,11,1,3,4,2,0,3,1,1,2,16,30,2,2,10,3,3,18,18,11,0,2,13,5,45,8,56,65,6,71,0,2,1,0,14,31,0,9,23,227,61,6,0.06909490683360363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918856845524056,0.3578074277299724,0.0,0.05525517203153056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698690601216445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371844211290075,0.0,0.06459441076260912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423922778005156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110883015627636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309324977225558,0.059519144155984416,0.07244469522941911,0.0746670478717731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045636534314008936,0.06250029898906435,0.05821543904620696,0.0,0.12419609399346232,0.0,0.065136528873489,0.0,0.10480938289418723,0.09872283049548322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709967121549565,0.0,0.10676510724463018,0.0,0.25269465923412304,0.0,0.3926822784628977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972624562620939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898637690391388,0.0,0.07794206447060917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464113282271899,0.13502512544138082,0.13850249706119575,0.06101206861144728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075425252886485,0.0,0.0,0.13075854298182218,0.09224277368434992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079270668457342,0.05123299791873159,0.21316100686386932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250348170748977,0.0,0.09364099412138732,0.10509958036540476,0.0,0.16213597167979288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790170853830901,0.0,0.14437894307968846,0.0,0.06531702040532651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900667290774055,0.0,0.0,0.06917605544439143,0.27971093806652114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829596466114218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195077097161678,0.05553586884429716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377107577029756,0.0,0.0,0.0548536380498933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382181246242877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387032599864201,0.07609827822230422,0.057010534341752635,0.040753966237766406,0.054844320941329835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405167086700035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554443392235517,0.0,0.044494854635335035
socialanxiety,poetgoose,2019/05/26,"Feminism, modesty,social anxiety,ocd, mental health, college, friendships I feel I have been prude shamed by my friends in college for dressing modestly. What they don't realize is that it's not that I'm orthodox in my thinking, it's just that my mental health issues leave me little time to really care about how I dress. I'm just indifferent. My social anxiety makes me look all quiet and ""nice"", which just adds to the image of a naive little thing. I also am beginning to identify as a non-binary woman, which might be another explanation for the indifference towards dressing up. The weirdest part about all the stereotyping is this- people (okay, this particular person) say desexualizing things to me..but as I was growing up, something that distressed me and made me feel all guilty was my obsessive sexual fantasies! My OCD also meant that I had intrusive sexual thoughts apart from my own fantasies. I'm very open about my social anxiety but I don't tell anyone other than therapists about the sexual thoughts. 

So the thing is now I've become so conscious due to all the stereotyping that I'm in a really bad place now. I can't be myself ATALL. Even if I want to change my lifestyle, clothing etc., I cannot because people have labelled me a certain way already and it's affecting every little thing I do. This might not sound like a lot, but I'm at the lowest I've been, terribly lonely and unable to do anything creative. I cannot express how I'm feeling but I'm feeling miserable. All the narrow-mindedness has worsened my mental health. A lot of the loneliness comes from the fact that I'm unable to talk to people and feel very dependent on a close friend. It's more than the sum of all this though- it's taking a real toll on me.

I want to change things here in my college. I want people here to learn to stop putting people in boxes. Tell them what they've seen of the world is not the whole of it. My college is very elitist and lacks diversity, which is probably why everyone here is quick to jump to conclusions and disrespectful of people who don't conform. I myself come from a privileged background...it's just on certain levels (everything described here) I don't fit in with the lot here. My mental health issues are the main reason, you could say. 

I want to start a group for alternative socializing on campus! :)  But I barely know where to start and am looking for help finding resources, people etc. Do give suggestions for websites, other online resources etc. I'm from Bangalore, India so if you know anyone working on something related here, please reach out to me. If you know about similar initiatives in other colleges (anywhere in the world!), that would be great. Do let me know of any useful, relevant material!

Additionally, I recently came across a read on how eurocentric feminism punishes modesty. This was in the context of the hijab and I know that's an entirely different experience. However, I strongly feel that looking at modesty and mainstream feminism would be very relevant to my mission. So if you can direct me to anyone or anything related to the same, please do. 

THANK YOU!",5.017632475189512,7.106296413080897,5.885108580217526,74.88683963818802,70.23924268502581,9.075489801149887,31.294576482220677,9.583734159087527,3.2931502618376243,2500,110,418,60,47,820,259,581,0.09699999999999999,0.792,0.111,0.8623,4,2,2,0,0,0,80.0,0,5,2,3,30,20,1,4,32,1,42,5,0,9,9,90,87,31,0,12,16,0,6,1,2,4,4,4,0,2,35,19,0,2,21,3,0,6,10,8,0,0,12,14,53,12,70,65,19,51,1,2,4,1,25,34,0,11,11,298,88,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188255965344804,0.1041833468833548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044296786599881684,0.06830397178669746,0.09966238740832163,0.0,0.0,0.13664021152084327,0.0,0.10720777319200456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054388384523107985,0.03970815928320235,0.07194096120164714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450171808660827,0.06641360109592022,0.0,0.1378169520766156,0.11222304471814636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200822970512604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068056441399458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179417729631289,0.04302372710266285,0.0,0.05488245766981622,0.06224315218329021,0.05854277647844024,0.06371848850226977,0.0,0.0,0.19761756036999525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595359101102797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006525343614768,0.0,0.0,0.06248731072404139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181603078107884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769590494819162,0.0,0.0,0.043661331045405705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597648566948015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899358723467748,0.0,0.0,0.06897284688016225,0.0,0.06660909025656052,0.0,0.031823648729662216,0.1958593173047672,0.0,0.0,0.16410118480873392,0.0,0.0,0.16613666857103393,0.0,0.0616361425572232,0.04348082059519931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625793595282603,0.13820447294904664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705392416230378,0.0,0.31611450054602586,0.056876904500214535,0.068056441399458,0.14300622842660524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702309113874678,0.0,0.0,0.06548273513054137,0.0,0.0,0.06515667591443203,0.07414249778947321,0.08345948472379845,0.0669737906101898,0.06431695182496165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360237149618952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920316995639026,0.0,0.1002944436713738,0.0,0.0,0.0922115074001277,0.0,0.0,0.05445916116484635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897645771426755,0.05235629965075723,0.1138687987778064,0.059971284025355925,0.0,0.07563145574097732,0.21637744654852895,0.04173847199141767,0.06399878428748251,0.10342625659558054,0.03798310293472583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625922339713682,0.0,0.2149861472494524,0.1536827936758172,0.05170434461729731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877785941662291,0.07272542124759053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047422003010473064,0.0,0.0,0.09254582205273047,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,b72m-,2019/05/26,"I keep running away from stuff So I live pretty close to my school and unfortunately I have to go to a lot of stuff there. So today My mom made me go to this important event, and I tried to make up excuses like normal. But then she got really fed up and yelled at me for always wanting to stay home. So we went and I started to see a bunch of people I know and that really freaked me out. I started to get really nervous and started sweating really hard. Also, my whole body started to hurt really bad for some reason. So I said I needed to go to the bathroom but instead I sprinted home. I’m now laying in my bed in a really sad mood posting this. What should I do. I’m gonna be in soooo much trouble.",1.2317953667953638,3.092281986486487,3.681505791505792,87.49689189189192,80.48648648648648,6.66100386100386,22.05791505791505,7.7094869923839395,0.9739617760617758,546,17,117,9,14,190,91,148,0.133,0.8290000000000001,0.038,-0.9142,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,4,0,4,3,2,3,0,22,26,14,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,6,9,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,5,4,20,1,24,18,5,24,0,2,1,0,5,9,0,2,9,80,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275400084451096,0.10691459144828773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072128281065952,0.0,0.10728440343687808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272424943325807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713111001634825,0.0,0.2190727511432385,0.0,0.102765785119705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510246767464875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25777338367300323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375519980105183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420847627127505,0.0,0.0,0.07061515209130838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277408676655931,0.0,0.1134596802277363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923823492165488,0.0,0.12158104790909112,0.08576856877445846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048680538891596,0.0,0.0,0.09445548052195768,0.09527425791750542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589364708217787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907930278074605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305861377965592,0.13072127900123334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938867613876845,0.13210988402253068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222412078393954,0.0,0.0,0.1300394918230704,0.10239048650794348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637856372525568,0.136954035920384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941823194453486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217942004422536,0.0,0.0,0.08723678021938566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578716936801877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191122061588084,0.0,0.14345532601595185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eatwetbread,2019/05/26,"How is it possible to make friends Making friends seems pretty much impossible for me. I'm way to scared to initiate a conversation with someone and if someone decides to talk to me it's just painfully awkward. I can't maintain a conversation because im too stressed and my mind goes blank.
How is it possible to make friends ?",4.901451612903227,6.944746241935484,5.613741935483869,76.90061290322583,70.45161290322581,8.830967741935485,39.81935483870968,9.3871,4.1482800000000015,265,17,47,6,5,86,42,62,0.14800000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.179,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,5,0,13,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,8,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726696807427055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458737604548749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077926136717136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852254115494055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942388641077845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141408629095134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469524586549334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43373654762650027,0.0,0.1957094509137204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925959318260136,0.0,0.0,0.17512642545968346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259889578861282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203591880337707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461972124780762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269435398136405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,saddx,2019/05/26,"Going to be home alone for 5 days; I realized I’ve never been home alone before I have no work next week, and the relatives I live with won’t be here for five days. It made me think of the last time when I was home alone for more than one day… hmm… probably never.

In a way, this is great. I won’t feel judged by them all the time and I will feel more free, probably.

One funny thing is… I can’t do anything alone, right? How do I… eat? And do stuff? I feel like they’ve never taught me anything…

But worst of all is that I’m going to be lonely. I kind of stopped talking to my few internet friends I have too since they rarely talk to me anymore. I think they don’t like me anymore because I’m annoying once I get comfortable.

This also makes me think of how shitty my future is going to be. I’m going to be truly alone at some point, with nobody to talk to. And I don’t want to be alone. It’s lonely.",0.4643481781376515,2.2425717641025638,2.3910931174089067,96.19943319838059,82.64102564102564,5.541160593792172,17.955465587044536,6.5966054737557815,-0.2503846153846148,694,15,166,7,19,231,101,195,0.156,0.716,0.128,-0.4305,0,10,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,1,6,11,1,0,4,0,22,1,0,4,5,26,40,9,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,7,6,1,1,7,0,1,4,9,4,0,3,4,3,23,8,22,27,7,22,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,15,103,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6047704937715368,0.0,0.07782747339107463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930323261431264,0.0,0.0,0.08008679280344909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932590577037278,0.0,0.08281290172690944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882917513079564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958355746861314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762508482785305,0.06952605684671836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518987126159997,0.0,0.050846143562007534,0.0,0.22123879777826608,0.0,0.0,0.10729661489805714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928623361697009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134472144224924,0.0,0.07932950727671402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509213319812816,0.0,0.08593612094234762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920873707421119,0.06496244379024879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517958925517986,0.0,0.10350186104668696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364356207693907,0.13189429532745542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199968945312534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985674009335736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311150063929708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050483846644088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136461427377104,0.0,0.0,0.11140912495175384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23466851314461595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465566894309413,0.18707787273909304,0.0,0.0,0.11349717671376207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740237712300651,0.07724878543998033,0.0780649404496429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085076046906524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nalyd-dylan,2019/05/26,I overcame a pretty big stress in my life today Im 19 and my entire life ive had horrible social anxiety. Ive been like a hermit  for a couple of years now  and ive never gone to a store alone I decide that i dint want to live so secluded in my apartment anymore and today i finally went out during the day alone to a store and bought something and left  which may not seem like a big deal to some people but for me its a crazy big step to take and im quite happy with myself,0.18986888111887976,2.1580839134615424,2.733811188811192,92.30209790209793,84.86538461538461,5.320279720279721,17.14685314685315,6.574015621080383,-0.16198846153846125,373,8,83,4,11,129,67,104,0.115,0.764,0.121,0.3898,0,2,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,8,0,6,2,0,0,1,16,12,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,5,0,12,3,12,6,1,18,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,9,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359122947147408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262937715235834,0.0,0.17193878977194366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183321338380244,0.0,0.11181082633770953,0.17873928540995004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992094069822768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184558095908046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745437888252282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836957115627026,0.0,0.2449160433509101,0.16940195070535155,0.0,0.15309096593041055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337154483619898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019456144895928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638201367912307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844028405320679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783168072258028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767312827847254,0.0,0.1334705092050193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985974470656908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035443462053248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286734415785625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225950699308703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071791017172687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164611248369642
socialanxiety,mongrelskull145,2019/05/26,"Am I that socially inept when talking to people or is it simply social anxiety? I swear, every time, I talk to people now a days, I start over-analyzing everything I just said when I'm done with talking to them. Today, after I got done having a conversation with a girl I knew, I just started cursing up a storm and insulting myself in front of everyone in the beehive that is Wal-Mart. I'll be thinking to myself ""I SHOULD HAVE PAID BETTER ATTENTION TO WHAT SHE WAS SAYING"" and ""WHY DID I START TALKING ABOUT VAMPIRES SUCKING UP ALL MY BLOOD UNTIL I GOT NOTHING INSIDE ME"". I also hated how I thought maybe she was a human sized fairy just by her perfume but she just laughed it off. I feel like I need like I need a social skills coach or something.",2.9511048012390297,4.900386939597318,4.56053691275168,82.78006195147135,75.5771812080537,6.732266391326795,26.226639132679402,7.61054688173877,1.5812350025813109,590,22,110,8,13,198,98,149,0.053,0.853,0.094,0.8256,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,10,7,3,0,7,0,12,1,1,1,1,21,28,10,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,11,4,25,4,17,15,1,17,0,0,0,0,18,5,1,2,13,81,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133563524842955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084373371987446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536517101322167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091416159363581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901161872813352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942935993003845,0.1354469194874745,0.12739455593280907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167238175300206,0.10126527128996587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267387053664673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994745579807866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850247090928666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240558165503606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102096711449528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601166260607056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654134655738706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483543612703502,0.11272422409965124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43348472524783743,0.0,0.1091250439646317,0.0,0.0,0.30099129415549003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557288154414511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082681800407684,0.0,0.11253260285356552,0.0826547837733933,0.0,0.13436115579350266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279061183888226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CarelessMood,2019/05/26,"How do you ""forgive"" yourself for the past when you're starting to overcome the anxiety? I've been struggling with social anxiety for years but this year has done so much for me! I'm still on the shy side but I've gotten a lot of friends, I can go to parties and talk to people I don't know, I can go to the store without having a panic attack. I'm so incredibly grateful for that. 

The thing is, I think about how much stupid stuff I have done in the past and I cringe, like how I isolated myself from one of my classes and sat alone even though I now know there was no reason for that, and the whole class got super close except me. And today I noticed that some of my former class mates have removed me as a friend on facebook, even though they're friends with everyone else in the class.. I mean it's not that weird since I don't know them at all since I barely talked to them, but it still hurts and it's sad to know that some people have the impression of me as this arrogant, awkward loner when that so different from who I really am. Considering the things I've been through it's no wonder I developed social anxiety, but it's still hard for me to not care about stuff like this. I guess what I'm trying to say through all the rambling is, after overcoming the social anxiety, how do I accept the past and move on?",6.3586083289404325,5.278837409594097,6.589544016868737,82.29598708487086,66.0479704797048,9.809277807063786,30.79625724828677,8.841846274778883,2.16605303110174,1042,31,222,14,14,336,135,271,0.16699999999999998,0.6779999999999999,0.155,0.5794,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,1,20,18,2,3,16,0,19,0,0,5,2,38,37,24,0,0,8,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,20,10,0,0,10,0,1,4,7,8,0,1,8,2,27,10,37,29,8,27,0,2,0,0,15,8,0,5,17,161,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046896144476531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093072936453369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499443091068268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305899622922753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560831549295772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688227654978872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444035257819486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352632762185884,0.0,0.0,0.09658739595957544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342851988459375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489352413257095,0.0,0.08084385085117314,0.0,0.11135231199401543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054887984801678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820949013808424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220628458597733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876631413778256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593560163010244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110107034256496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074332938595332,0.14861259066912588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150815894963411,0.0,0.0,0.06849522125111687,0.0,0.0,0.11859698155891067,0.0,0.0,0.2894802618536209,0.14015392106515925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475519004774752,0.10392828456905688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038380871671119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723078761986282,0.0,0.0,0.30911859020767546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154577704434195,0.0,0.24217067456280936,0.0,0.0,0.10567199283641443,0.2314275274459189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249044169403298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430768444992264,0.06476873647258789,0.19862348554275205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581313628482596,0.0,0.0,0.06862748375422356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285352383315997,0.0,0.09743864713163816,0.10961822416525556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018592728021774
socialanxiety,Toshmoshtosh,2019/05/26,"Posting pics online to combat SA? Something came over me the other day and I posted a progress pic from the gym. I was really nervous but I got a lot of great responses. Talked with my therapist and he said that posting pictures on social media could be a way to combat SA by building confidence, getting more comfortable being the center of attention, and also a way to practice accepting negative attention from the inevitable trolls. I've been posting every once in a while since then and it's very exciting, I feel more confident and at ease in social situations after just a week!

Sounds weird, but thoughts?",4.435373376623375,7.227645232142862,5.23805194805195,75.6433116883117,74.35714285714286,8.358441558441559,30.717532467532465,9.095868883498916,3.3159714285714283,494,23,77,12,11,160,82,112,0.09699999999999999,0.6509999999999999,0.252,0.9771,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,17,11,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,3,6,4,15,2,3,18,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,54,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127773786147084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775394167655726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310674488795775,0.0,0.0,0.10586884936066772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383108741791153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300362474155475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576620073812435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129279336273694,0.1809856631633335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956194649972933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748237708424164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6288750339096753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516433465984884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615261650884807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579386070612812,0.18452137594551787,0.0,0.33467845945332003,0.0,0.12637746894418728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194463005002285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060102632260034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303237552595568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544820706355287,0.0,0.2606032385029149,0.13167829227891692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,michaelwallace22,2019/05/26,"Freaking out during conversations Recently I’ve found that when a conversation isn’t going well, my anxiety ratchets up and I feel like I just have to get out of the conversation as soon as I can. I rapidly end these conversations, leaving the people confused and most of the time somewhat hurt as well. Does anyone else deal with this and how do you manage your anxiety while being able to stay in the conversation and find ways to get it back on track?",7.214883720930231,7.502557232558138,7.445906976744188,72.3142093023256,63.88372093023256,10.600930232558145,33.47906976744186,10.355215969177356,3.4027004651162787,366,14,66,8,5,119,64,86,0.13,0.795,0.075,-0.6003,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,15,10,10,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,1,7,3,14,8,2,15,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,3,8,49,11,1,0.21175439224211376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32398306093591545,0.0,0.0,0.1480635945905417,0.216967398828388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282605681561033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183094802974581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853076956387415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768936229881492,0.0,0.18755153949301745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706938322519914,0.15127738012829425,0.0,0.0,0.19353967825502205,0.0,0.0,0.23217776132842674,0.0,0.0,0.22126586021254246,0.0,0.12034490099307744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266874565036939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421732646385825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345249992199587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680383321618942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908191609886104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570200731168866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347568900009018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808078020614114,0.0,0.0,0.38078525861165424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AvaddonLFC,2019/05/26,"Just got fired - again. Because I'm not the most comfortable person when it comes to social matters, I harshly avoided the Tourism and restaurant etc. industries when looking for a job. But I practically had no choice, I'm on my way to getting a masters degree and I HAD to support myself in some way, and being a server was the only quick solution to my damned financial status. 

As someone with social anxiety, it became the usual route for me to try and behave/look extremely easy and stay silent as much as possible in a lot of social situations.  But this time, because of how much I needed the money, I tried REALLY hard. There were even some guests who repeatedly wanted their drinks from me because of how smiley I seemed. From ME, ffs. 

Anyways, as I was just learning the basics of the job, the boss said things along the lines of ""that's not how you do it, do it like this!"" several times, and it fucked up my emotional status every time, I was pretty much about to cry over these silly things. And when that happens, it's extra hard for me to do the job properly, and it caught the bosses attention. Of course he would yell at us and then watch how I work in my fucked up state just after that. 

Result, he said that I wasn't smiley enough and that I wasn't being practical enough, on my SECOND day. He knew I had no experience on this and even told me my first week or so would be learning the basics, and that was apparently bullshit. 

Then the old me I can pack my stuff up and leave after my shift was over. Like ""you're fired, but you have to work for a couple of more hours"". I did nothing. I just requested him to give me the money for two days of work, took it, got my things and left immediately. 

fuck",6.136539357242662,5.817490165191742,6.579630492159605,79.66862598975317,66.22713864306786,9.496724111162862,29.051544791181488,8.99025400887824,2.1185244837758117,1342,38,268,20,19,437,174,339,0.10800000000000001,0.838,0.054000000000000006,-0.9526,4,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,1,2,1,5,19,10,4,1,19,0,22,4,0,7,0,49,44,32,0,4,10,0,4,2,1,2,0,3,0,1,23,17,1,1,5,1,2,3,6,5,0,3,20,9,37,5,45,19,12,40,0,0,2,3,19,13,4,6,22,203,60,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296238581587874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744209894825858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215798656930746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553173985828304,0.10476606735474957,0.12301927106650995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343217877685568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107285172845288,0.0,0.1970978257860639,0.10636946152469087,0.1259899088405524,0.0,0.08035840110116421,0.0,0.0,0.09329603800599004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112678451752735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645207503069375,0.049830028193675095,0.09149335857197252,0.0,0.0,0.1525618142948328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434068975898243,0.0,0.1708763405816635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392615681363893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839379164661013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098942230375924,0.10362631282575566,0.0,0.0,0.09319180072095026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018365296699574,0.0,0.0,0.0810852721584339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033702211880886,0.07072010215538843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151585292374864,0.0,0.10008107745536272,0.0,0.0,0.07253775263864058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327865221922298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752211961891447,0.0,0.0970316894292144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110031359637855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814488508570072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682673650514633,0.0,0.10774774244842672,0.0,0.0,0.1072066301942846,0.0,0.2916714905204171,0.08081178290389478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165813539338757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918271177455996,0.0,0.10823156473632553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009074714110524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684355349345967,0.0,0.0,0.0911358638317042,0.10596625531787222,0.12950809890671586,0.0,0.0931685020996176,0.0,0.11472559546751418,0.0,0.10504319927300017,0.0,0.056255241204972335,0.15141007308477958,0.07650488141346244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830461138579906,0.0,0.0,0.13550476061935415,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StoryofG,2019/05/26,"Feel Anxious After Complimenting Someone Yesterday I feel pretty funky because yesterday I complimented a cashier at a sales department on their dress, but am now sitting, feeling regret for speaking. I was buying some new clothes and yesterday I was in a mood where I said ""Fuck it, I'm going to try to let some inner confidence shine today and not let my anxiety stop me from saying or doing what I feel,"" so I really was being conscious of being as personable and real as my mind would allow. 

I have different encounters throughout the afternoon while wandering through the mall, all of which were pleasant, and end up at one store where I found a cool jacket, and some other unrelated background stuff occurred, like an interesting salesperson came up to me and reminded me of the dangers of me putting my bag down while checking myself out in the jacket I bought in the mirror. Apparently, jerks steal others' shopping bags pretty often, but anyway after conversing with her, I am feeling even better about my encounters during the day.

Get to the cashier and the salesperson I was just talking to sees me walk up to the wrong side of the cashier area and directs me to the correct side, and approaching the front counter is when I see an admittedly cute cashier person behind the counter. The salesperson from before was also headed behind the counter, and I looked back and forth, not knowing who was going to ring me up, and the salesperson said the cashier could help me.

I end up getting rung up by the cashier, and made a little joke because taking off the security tag was a struggle, saying something corny along the line of ""8th try's the charm, but nah really thank you,"" and get my jacket placed in a bag. 

All this is happening and as I look at this person, I am thinking to myself, they sort of remind me of me, being chill and a little quiet but pleasant, and they are pretty attractive. They're stylish that afternoon with a dope dress on that goes with their cool color hair and complexion. At this point the anxiety and probably normal person intuition in me is saying ""Hey, shut up because I know you want to say something to this cashier, but this person is working and it's stupid for one to approach a worker on their shift, who is defenseless to the words of anyone they encounter,"" but I also was battling with the thought that maybe it could be a nice thing to say. 

So, at the end of the transaction, I say, likely awkwardly, ""Hey this thought came to mind, but your dress is awesome"" and that's where I started doubting myself and my actions. I personally like little unexpected compliments like that sometimes, but I wonder if that was okay to say. She said thank you afterwards, but I wonder what else would someone say in response to that if they're on the clock. Especially putting myself into those shoes, as a more quite/observer type who wouldn't start shit in the clock at work due to someone's words. 

I guess the reason I am ranting is because I'd like some perspective. I couldn't quite tell how that person felt after I said what I said, and it seems like a bunch of other pieces of advice online about making compliments are from men's sites that I feel could be biased and preaching a negative message to guys. I just want to treat others well and not feel anxious about it, while knowing if there is a line I need to respect that I haven't been aware enough of.",16.331971830985914,8.348217009389671,14.062198748043823,57.472922535211296,54.96244131455399,17.14209702660407,52.401408450704224,12.360288348925252,6.224731455399063,2715,108,479,47,18,856,284,639,0.08199999999999999,0.7340000000000001,0.184,0.9968,2,0,2,0,0,0,63.0,0,4,6,5,21,41,6,3,46,3,42,5,4,5,3,106,92,51,0,15,18,0,9,6,0,3,0,16,0,9,35,34,0,2,21,3,6,13,7,12,1,2,24,33,66,28,86,54,10,83,1,1,6,1,47,42,2,15,33,350,101,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596726182526401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766831036182116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934300660900651,0.1379735405502732,0.0,0.04269850216293633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046955693317794485,0.0,0.14890014347918998,0.0,0.05196234591340565,0.0,0.0,0.054007579472788884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139685605084632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626778862929835,0.0,0.0,0.03938227381674482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380057695943854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101249071155283,0.0,0.16225804533890886,0.0630971105299043,0.0,0.04033326685396135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613629013314692,0.0,0.058632572683784974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695530168427255,0.0,0.05645418276602885,0.09571279999985292,0.0,0.06940999952839894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727066630903067,0.06046456567373744,0.05400012712131254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267094474442132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04093099865689002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068020516015076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488746992127395,0.0,0.17900146773672965,0.18361138475608585,0.0,0.0,0.10255948401290788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778176724850561,0.04076177630800494,0.0,0.061348624234652524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331773904381255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04527938433200287,0.0,0.05897755744230336,0.0,0.0,0.05983134327981043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275929058023956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732410149153979,0.06380057695943854,0.0,0.0577267501512485,0.0,0.0,0.1863770706267643,0.06583906790846887,0.0,0.0,0.12277563141125115,0.0,0.06495080482175243,0.0,0.06950604584829144,0.07824040118204292,0.0627856290194563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29043694805836395,0.38849466354117207,0.0,0.0,0.09732278774710013,0.055591848041618125,0.0,0.0,0.06268298258631476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552221079355877,0.09402259713377427,0.06039546077318274,0.0,0.08644512192308862,0.0,0.0,0.05105359362900684,0.0,0.06383904600643374,0.06990552640871595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591374740355877,0.04908223316545852,0.05337404447185888,0.11244203908218277,0.0,0.0,0.04056928527831067,0.0391283843189459,0.0,0.0969585642132256,0.0,0.0,0.05788306864598025,0.0,0.0,0.08291909663280121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203617103416148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054905327110985225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244612253054516,0.08891299898805781,0.0,0.0,0.08675853043054875,0.06676567049892053,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TurtleNeck6000,2019/05/26,"Is anyone else here treated like their innocent or younger than they are? I'm in 7th grade and legit every single person at my school treats me like I'm younger, or innocent. Does anyone else here have this same issue? I'm actually getting pissed off about this. Also I'm in therapy, and I hope it does help me get over social anxiety...",3.12409090909091,5.2961132272727305,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,75.81818181818181,7.430303030303031,24.63636363636364,8.344100000000001,1.7214727272727273,267,9,50,5,6,88,47,66,0.057,0.73,0.213,0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,7,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,3,2,28,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.20086870920982194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460899520108074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746590929731136,0.0,0.0,0.2878541672972202,0.4218117903533534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36026136316201596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34390335238217185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342783624160318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508426875262832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796922536137585,0.0,0.0,0.20444410138539051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484194304189105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011246133947646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797302616973993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083195779193668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982645581610654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353942939530244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Oliflower,2019/05/26,"I didn't texted back and now is too late ok this will sound stupid, but wednesday a college mate texted me and we talk, but then she took like one day or something to response me and I then I thought that she really don't wanna talk with me. Today is sunday and stil I don't response o even open the message. But if I don't text back, maybe she thinks that I'm a jerk but also is too late. 

I know that if she or people not responds quickly is because people have other things to do, but my stupidly anxious mind tells me that is because people don't wanna talk with me. 

​

what should I do?",4.12978,4.460888648000001,4.56935,90.132425,70.52,6.57,26.825,5.148860815047168,0.6766199999999993,471,14,102,1,8,149,71,125,0.099,0.861,0.040999999999999995,-0.7876,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,3,1,15,0,0,0,0,25,20,16,0,5,10,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,3,1,18,2,6,15,0,14,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,4,13,75,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637329892204778,0.0,0.1847698876596199,0.20721340484661105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192651094496162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622550867194171,0.0,0.2079078024489001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997816138202172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263388578754628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937191852913462,0.0,0.3847320012174244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331266158802676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132095846062814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218734333287747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555598157749453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35467344198895656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924630085902023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312828254819866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111982298314378,0.14905130424545127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329298618593878,0.10926915457626796,0.0,0.1353822873716009,0.0,0.0,0.16164311625215436,0.0,0.18946582640855975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721340484661105,0.0
socialanxiety,MyComicBox,2019/05/26,"Just let me be anxious in peace! Honestly, I get kind of offended when people try to give me advice, or tell me that I have nothing to be anxious about. Even if they have good intentions, I still feel somewhat insulted.

I guess it's because when people say those things, I feel pressured to ""get rid of"" my anxiety, and I'm usually less likely to do something if I have pressure put on me (to spite them for trying to rush me,I guess?)",7.743620689655174,5.682420344827587,8.08330459770115,75.84840517241382,63.94252873563218,11.458620689655175,37.8419540229885,10.125756701596842,3.627347126436781,338,14,68,6,4,112,60,87,0.19699999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.099,-0.75,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,6,9,3,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,15,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,3,13,4,12,12,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,6,5,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833890193417889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435670890520838,0.4240275194479114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144019321260978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395431056641125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897832514062752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609973043376794,0.1800302307948647,0.0,0.15740874986820716,0.0,0.0,0.4134794780631581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542949733714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190536051203255,0.0,0.09168611609543197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007449262331915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26021359185448084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886602540905109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924277133419905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447758778850034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987355946684325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403191213360524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467965476372407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254831315626471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669206709329652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,notthatfunguy,2019/05/26,"Im weird... Hi,im 20 years old and i dont have friends,i dont want to feel stupid when talking to new people,so i always hide from everyone.how can i make friends if i just cant be brave enogh to talk.even when i got to talk to someone i get excited and talk some stupid things to them,so they ignore me and we are no longer friends.at this point every single person i know thinks im weird.but in truth i just want friends so bad or just someone i can trust.",0.8681632653061229,2.8995354081632674,1.7177142857142869,100.20228571428574,82.6734693877551,4.736326530612245,21.02448979591837,5.6839178017228535,-0.25531755102040776,362,11,86,2,10,112,64,98,0.217,0.644,0.139,-0.7195,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,0,6,11,2,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,18,16,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,12,6,8,14,2,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,5,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779973127790914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824178387451898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600142143900789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144518100609844,0.0,0.1294067536057203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766005152568077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23732752261694665,0.0,0.08024477954093573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284047990974192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977128005183333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440940884839741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102522956810515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833881450008082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116755875414626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341094382251631,0.0,0.0,0.14519281661936748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26027373206487964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938014116914447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020388083922852,0.09841469187417916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811834988721982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890734803093963
socialanxiety,11cornycow11,2019/05/26,"Advise on handling anxiety while interning So this summer I have been thinking of interning with an organisation and it is something that really piques my interest. 
The thing is, I actually have really bad social anxiety and I have never done something on my own. I have done an internship before but two of my friends from college also worked there with me. 
I am a very nervous person but I don't want to flake out because it is a once in a lifetime opportunity.
I need advise on how to handle my emotions because a little disturbance results into a panic attack.
Any tips that helps you calm down?",4.439821428571428,6.861833339285713,6.161928571428572,70.83307142857146,72.75,8.765714285714285,30.84285714285714,9.3871,3.3996042857142843,482,22,76,12,10,165,77,112,0.171,0.6970000000000001,0.132,-0.4113,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,4,9,1,3,8,0,12,0,0,2,1,14,15,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,13,4,14,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,65,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.18141186299387166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866439179326973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641856947906907,0.0,0.2844264203819801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148841310733507,0.0,0.0,0.15521897400357296,0.2266461781335112,0.0,0.15818745144152002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804810721793232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911280059736195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362610005276014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460504329961937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632092463400707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784270676033422,0.14337776118665874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979777377846005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811393152330347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623209594922164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381849673102699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895019309116958,0.0,0.28623024532592195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350388982966015,0.11911739713894524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159756735077973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533872052536474,0.10964880537234968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533762249093084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,polerpop,2019/05/26,"Does this ever happen to anyone?? You feel like someone is staring at you, so you start having anxiety don’t want to check if they really are looking...but when you finally look, they’re not staring at you and you feel a wave of relief!!",2.9843617021276607,4.825223978723408,4.558457446808512,83.30875,75.17021276595744,7.253191489361702,24.51595744680851,8.07648339933343,1.545344680851064,185,6,35,3,4,62,37,47,0.035,0.8029999999999999,0.162,0.7306,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,10,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,5,10,0,6,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,5,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536745417363529,0.0,0.0,0.2318637548339125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901870525920834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999528982343984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353357628659334,0.23689645976097384,0.0,0.3632536669641089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29323446026461475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200393584393827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784620753945685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243266483393447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28096520920758833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234709527744993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955873889451909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,margolargo,2019/05/26,"Panic attack, help please After several weeks of me saying no to invitations from my gf to meet up with her friends (always with some kind of excuse) I had to say yes at some point

Finally we're supposed to go out in a few hours and I'm having one panic attack after the other and my whole body strives against going there, I'm shivering, I'm hot and cold, my legs feel weak and my stomach hurts. But since I know the only way to do something about my situation is meeting people, I don't want to cancel again. But also I can not go there, it would be the absolute horror and everytime I went somewhere despite my fear, it was horrible and very awkward and made memories that keep me up all night.

I can't talk to my gf about it because I don't want her to see how weak I am. Also neither do I have anyone else to talk to, nor would I be able to open up this much in person. What should I do, can someone help me please",6.874635416666664,4.831109276041673,7.602916666666669,78.55041666666669,65.61458333333334,10.408333333333333,32.791666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.4793291666666666,719,22,153,9,9,242,119,192,0.171,0.732,0.09699999999999999,-0.9357,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,2,4,4,1,19,5,3,2,1,27,33,13,0,5,3,0,2,0,3,3,2,2,0,1,7,11,0,1,2,0,0,4,7,9,0,1,4,6,23,2,28,24,7,21,0,1,1,0,15,9,0,2,7,107,30,0,0.1300182925885314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079511632174665,0.10818563498191666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091181325378007,0.13321910560791464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29582915573921204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792579443758073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444210125399284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861359987481016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463067263991046,0.06574115534534321,0.0,0.0,0.14242868428680247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045181032957967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167717585237276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742970417082196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804182800909972,0.0,0.13918727131831155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556623243237332,0.0,0.1353940439770382,0.07145465333455349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302645215806518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955784051490542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201335991364864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810375995784883,0.09888477036222944,0.0,0.3050969046930792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901383132511214,0.11352695804897445,0.0,0.2854420830034453,0.12290931212227382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067915296370921,0.0,0.0,0.10360774566797112,0.0,0.0,0.1468836623894197,0.0,0.10755247520119622,0.1461460084224214,0.0,0.0,0.11016407738495568,0.10009443375370694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900755715454347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727870800267957,0.15337631525303808,0.10320246880340486,0.10429283173200894,0.0,0.0,0.12052825982710172,0.0,0.14516078045418349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472252929567493,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Siberiayuki,2019/05/26,"Is it even possible to hangout/date while having social anxiety? Help! 
So, I only chat a lot on skype however when in person, I won’t start the conversation and when the person starts it I just give short replies like “yeah...” “I don’t like it” “haha” because talking is sooo scary. I also avoid eye contact and shiver a little. Also I have a stomach problem (that means I am on a special diet)+I am a healthy vegan food lover (no added sugar, no hidden calories, no oil!) + I think eating out is dirty and expensive+ Eating in public is scary= we won’t be eating out. 

Also, I don’t even dare tell the person that I need to go 2 the wc! When I am not hanging out with others I get to go wherever I want to without asking!



I find the whole thing confusing and stressful... help... will no one be interested in me? How can I take it easy?",1.7908928571428575,3.815791303571431,3.957380952380952,85.39178571428572,79.41666666666667,6.3428571428571425,23.595238095238088,7.413659706084162,1.143695238095238,641,22,127,9,16,220,105,168,0.12300000000000001,0.711,0.166,0.8522,1,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,0,12,10,0,3,10,2,17,8,2,1,0,22,29,13,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,3,8,9,5,1,3,1,1,3,10,4,0,1,0,3,17,6,14,24,2,19,0,0,1,1,16,10,0,2,8,91,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34083844457551826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868267057743564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328156724709653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866041624495999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361172649450463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876709431233939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984882008762855,0.0,0.17179083252052882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422537624665934,0.1362858744064923,0.16148258112657166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904521929437132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881582496263226,0.14239082042016896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207822883549254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475518073076758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534262935360274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626987426813864,0.10805014921451743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37214845255121404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016185566929395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359411894310247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482182002223473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011148466904987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273997043781174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681847702486393,0.11418996906593536,0.1241748815018182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438456916458283,0.09103230857321408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379618867676354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861536544722885,0.0,0.13694979207133193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,juanp2350,2019/05/26,"How do you keep friends? For real, how the fuck do you do that? I'm 18 and I could never in my life keep a friend from school or anywhere, I went to a few parties with some classmates but that's it, I haven't even seen the only person that I talked to in highschool since december last year.

It's just impossible for me, there seems to be a barrier that forbides me to become a real friend with people instead of being a random guy they see on school.",2.182659574468083,3.824398276595748,3.5542021276595754,90.50875,76.87234042553192,5.976595744680853,22.388297872340427,6.6274283507984215,0.4431106382978722,354,10,76,3,8,116,65,94,0.045,0.836,0.11900000000000001,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,6,5,1,0,7,0,7,2,0,2,1,19,15,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,6,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,10,3,13,10,2,7,0,0,2,1,9,3,1,4,3,55,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303837749976655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467823948913569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142550779148326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261062180705027,0.1699584076375155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203188491794486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268133584110212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985527420961012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985261438483628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178981757080902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398196653883906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274524757581849,0.16052321534269864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185035118660607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721146138734464,0.14649779008309755,0.1673623017436653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520755020134871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477647498090136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042281533484074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838783114048387
socialanxiety,wzyath,2019/05/26,"Talked with therapist and didn't work I tried to talk with a therapist serveral timed and spent over $1000. What she offered me are useless advice, like go to Meetup, find a hobby and like-minded people. It really sucks. I went to some Meetup, but everyone there were with some friends, no one talked to me. I feel even more hopeless and isolated.",3.695,6.008822439393942,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,74.60606060606061,7.430303030303031,24.63636363636364,8.344100000000001,1.6719272727272732,275,9,51,5,6,86,49,66,0.20199999999999999,0.715,0.083,-0.8167,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,4,1,6,2,8,4,3,4,0,2,0,0,6,1,1,2,2,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130544108636244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400541922585902,0.0,0.0,0.2083350706159273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024149364359824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927361648529174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844787031447753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391032093612896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130349081880376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014609891741466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774139642585848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511531434931202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967430177941176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257278753882306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062945599600249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271338637994385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802668124641732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211411435963755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872696030629238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,autisicautist,2019/05/26,"more sleep; more shyness. less sleep; less shyness. so first and foremost, i want to say the difference between shyness and social anxiety. shyness is like a lesser form of social anxiety. the main things that distinguish shyness from social anxiety is the intensity of the fear, how much you avoid, and how much disfunction it causes in your life. extreme shyness and social anxiety are very similar, so technically speaking, shyness is a lesser form of social anxiety. this is something i think many people dont know. they say ""i have social anxiety"", when really, it should be more like ""i'm shy."" people with social anxiety wouldnt even talk one bit.

​

so the less sleep i get, the less shy i am. the more sleep i get, the more shy i am. i tried googling, but couldnt find any answers. as a child, before i had electronics, i would always be curious about questions but never find answers. this is kindave what im feeling right now. so, as a child, i knew that if i just predicted the answer, the answer would probably be at least somewhat right anyways. So, here's my theory:

​

1. Too tired to care about what other people think. (don't have the brain's ability to think thoughts about what other people might think about you)

​

2) The chemicals which cause shyness, serotonin, help regulate mood. The less serotonin you have, the more overactive your amygdala is. It means more feelings and thoughts of anxiety, and less control of them. When your brain is sleep-deprived, it means some parts of your brain are activated more, while some parts are less activated, causing your amygdala to produce more serotonin? Most of this is googled so this is accurate, but some parts are my own thoughts and I honestly have no idea whether this is true or not.

​

3) You look tired and more chill. A fearful face looks unconfident, while a face that looks tired looks chill.

​

4) You're more related to everyone else, as 35% of adults are not getting the required 7 hours of sleep. This is especially true if you're friends with procrastinators or smart people, as smart people tend to sleep later. I have no idea why unfortunally and I'm too lazy to know. It's 4 am right now. I don't always do this, just on weekends more and some days.

​

5) You're more introverted, as you're too tired to talk more. People tend to like people who talk less.

​

6) You're less active, which makes you look chill and better generally.

​

7) You're not making friends with the right people, so you need to get less sleep (become stupider) to be related to them.

​

8) Some people just like tired people. Some people find them funny, or they're tired too.

​

So. yeah.",4.304242101223725,6.911411238476955,4.323383788854304,82.9761582739948,73.88977955911824,7.292900695007034,28.252291817677907,8.265842613841098,2.1642741738796745,2164,88,381,38,47,667,195,499,0.128,0.742,0.13,0.8966,0,1,1,0,0,0,129.0,0,11,4,5,28,18,1,3,22,1,39,19,12,9,3,85,71,39,0,9,15,0,2,4,2,5,7,3,0,3,24,14,0,3,25,1,0,0,11,4,0,2,5,10,32,13,38,56,43,19,0,0,5,0,36,7,0,15,16,251,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768127997800724,0.37555063587950666,0.42116779383586334,0.02357059612875114,0.0,0.21212390903632344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0382802336637825,0.029493867443119864,0.0,0.0,0.030654743581991557,0.03784071857086773,0.0,0.0,0.11607906045728475,0.0,0.0,0.03533909091482725,0.10681885611264252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03887513929637485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022353408860627668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03621325647560468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04062230899988988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028954728901140037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0228931932388337,0.0,0.0,0.033119969065581095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800628289978674,0.03505117835825663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503828607541363,0.02948253827463968,0.0,0.0,0.05355784062169317,0.0,0.07243554503896305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023232466269183297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03413399815753378,0.0,0.0,0.07825585956662998,0.037439712781172994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03809744117516857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02448201409859223,0.06773424703020023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553210470676106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046272831068015455,0.035140705730967794,0.0,0.07551174834456229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036769730550585716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050959489660300304,0.02570061331756843,0.02673261781636284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023487118442727044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260310982892767,0.0,0.2883539917800911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03737030550366231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038828133198702056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0222046558964571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184008545401652,0.0,0.055127467339223316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277487401180349,0.24732691156692266,0.0,0.026683649167251862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357733970710887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023027157477736492,0.08883720394684567,0.0,0.08255063325506069,0.0,0.2390255892863343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023532471461802776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02859886709088398,0.02044389299832729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03127606519488327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492442084955663,0.0,0.42116779383586334,0.0
socialanxiety,_-N_O_V_A-_,2019/05/26,"Should I see therapist? Hello strangers I'm here to seek an advice. So since I was kid I was always really shy, I was scared of strangers I couldn't speak with them and I felt always anxious in spaces with a lot of strangers. I always blamed it on shyness. But yesterday happened something that makes me think I might have social anxiety. 
I went with my boyfriend on this one festival I felt uneasy because there was a lot of people but my joy and excitement beated this feeling, until I realized there's one of my biggest idols. We could wait in line and meet him. So we waited and I felt kinda scared but nothing special until It was my turn, when I saw him face to face I started to shiver, my sight was blurry, I felt like if I was about to faint and cried, I couldn't stop it. Fortunately he was really nice and made me feel better but once I had to go away from him and saw all those people around me I couldn't breathe and I was about to faint, all thanks to my boyfriend who took me out to breathe and calmed me down.
 I've felt like this just once in my life and it was when I had to represent my project in front of the whole school.
So now I'm scared, next year I'll have graduation and finals and huge part of my finals is a long project which I have to represent in front of my class, speaking test and huge role in all of this is representation and speaking skills. I'm really scared I won't make it because of my problems.
So I want to ask, I was thinking about seeking a therapist because of my shyness, should I? Is my problem enough to seek therapist , won't they think I'm just seeking attention? And do any of you have any experience with this, does therapist help?",2.7782546263525134,4.564390008797659,3.6680028314288617,89.70821114369505,75.5982404692082,6.932187278794621,24.955101628071603,7.753152298057669,1.176554575791283,1327,45,282,19,29,424,155,341,0.11800000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.138,0.8994,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,2,1,2,3,16,16,0,4,6,0,30,7,4,3,3,64,61,28,0,10,7,0,7,2,0,5,3,3,0,1,14,23,0,3,12,0,0,5,5,6,0,2,23,14,52,10,45,29,8,34,0,0,4,0,20,16,0,5,15,189,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471694078004638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641050800857464,0.0,0.0,0.11791057536015985,0.0,0.06632111685226479,0.09794019942717762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717655703704779,0.08104772993669708,0.0,0.0814524122685284,0.0,0.0,0.1585446349596305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766743113650368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921856819306108,0.0,0.09522992590621204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586701169239117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895786766641071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480393519563367,0.0,0.0,0.0876707696466012,0.0,0.4162019644256361,0.18993935086145786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927052802254291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666373129603392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810954992125712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061234946128906065,0.08470918592059032,0.0,0.0,0.07672197569633878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740926436774632,0.0,0.08203250833461627,0.1157386114668086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196924976728037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220066997827636,0.0,0.0,0.08318578823487052,0.0,0.0,0.18465379783110167,0.11749298295243835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938817824458619,0.0,0.12020621262069167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591001051758622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661630478866105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34718559662059256,0.08773954395245538,0.06908435633922702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171465293508708,0.0,0.0,0.08837420719809214,0.0,0.06674172364655462,0.0,0.0,0.061362870350993685,0.0,0.0,0.0724805512934866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981672201631179,0.0,0.4026363601629253,0.0,0.16665115999097507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632086893468983,0.0,0.09429880869847336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051134709806807815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036674475600038,0.0,0.0967914031786258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582846750178427
socialanxiety,throwaway772946,2019/05/26,as I'm getting older I'm realizing how important it is to have friends and it terrifies me that I don't have that because of social anxiety.,4.335172413793103,5.272590965517246,7.1546551724137935,69.59336206896553,70.3793103448276,11.317241379310346,38.63793103448275,11.20814326018867,4.981124137931035,114,7,21,4,2,42,23,29,0.17,0.6729999999999999,0.157,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518931841183681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600926488033812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563827480455616,0.0,0.3086227218771587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6021566550762709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,damselsandra,2019/05/26,"Friend 'craving' So I'm studying (since October) in another European country and I don't have any friends from my home country nor do I have here.

There are some girls that I hangout with sometimes but it's because we lived together in the apartment at the beginning and we study the same thing. That's literally the only reason.

We don't really fit together as friends and I feel like we only hang out because neither of us wants to be alone (they also come from abroad).

I would really, really like to meet some other people but I don't know how. I'm also shit scared of approaching people so what do I do? How do you find friends with similar interests? What do you say to people you would like to befriend?",2.314412470023981,4.8641367482014415,3.813928057553959,84.2235779376499,80.79856115107913,7.447673860911273,26.532853717026377,8.447377352677275,2.2298542925659466,564,24,106,13,15,186,82,139,0.154,0.75,0.095,-0.8711,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,5,3,1,0,8,10,1,1,4,0,14,1,1,3,0,25,21,13,0,3,2,0,1,3,4,2,0,1,1,1,7,11,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,2,17,8,15,18,4,10,0,0,0,0,16,6,1,2,4,75,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830225604703854,0.0,0.2444616213350286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394045301945423,0.160272252582681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863468834317532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166320858201666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728347932997139,0.10919314119562126,0.0,0.0,0.13969838317356653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723534514404722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331689956548544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400010914019336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240183579615618,0.0,0.13496572959041125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23249238825187946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317892305012935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937509913298656,0.15715104121055576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215491941263353,0.15302540965620207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689411945797216,0.12643570759344272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116850293808098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015440240421725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838547977681132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015247166936947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715468338834984,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,prodiggaawesome,2019/05/26,"Why do I mostly get along with assholes? i think its taken a hit on my overall mental state and well being. But theres just something so hilarous about answering things with sarcam and sassy comebacks. Don't get me wrong when it comes to serious convos I listen and take what my friends say seriously but when we are talking about nothing I start acting like a teasing PRICK. 
I see this as kind off negative...idk...help?",4.007410714285714,6.232185062500001,4.35464285714286,84.19750000000002,73.375,6.571428571428572,27.67857142857143,7.447530270364453,1.6584821428571428,335,13,60,4,7,105,66,80,0.16399999999999998,0.715,0.121,-0.3813,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,14,14,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,1,3,9,4,9,11,1,8,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,1,4,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354794255415219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120083696059552,0.0,0.2856434755461257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832305508868067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846671982676033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355215125943373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754872535140605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623007375703801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173905278183671,0.0,0.0,0.2178362194656485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044944948747,0.0,0.0,0.1934888938848114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055361829930728,0.21972013673670246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816113150070326,0.17516101852707386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457876343916829,0.0,0.24666906168423755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988813121417679,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bigface113,2019/05/26,"After a Decade of Social Anxiety **Summary**

​

Parents divorced early

Experienced anxiety as a child

Got worse during late teenage years

Got much worse during college

Failed many experiments

Lost almost all hope

Considering help from girls or drugs

 

**Full Text**

   
My anxiety started as a child when I used to take part in clubs with instructors who used to embarrass me in front of others for underperforming.  
 

Not having a father figure didn't help either.

​

My anxiety subsided during my teenage years, and I actually became more confident than average.  


During my late teenage years, everything started crumbling as I started struggling with friends and relatives, re-triggering my childhood anxiety.  
 

During college, traumatic incidents further solidified my anxiety-ridden neurological pathways.  
 

I found out about the ""extinction burst"" technique, which involves inviting and accepting the anxiety symptoms instead of battling them in a way that would counterproductively multiply them.  
 

It only worked initially.  
 

I started disliking how exposing myself to my fears sometimes made my condition worse in the case that the experience was more traumatic than I hoped.  
 

In less worse situations, I plateau, and I think it has to do with not having the luxury to get exposed to certain situations on a basis regular enough to see progress.  
 

Additionally, I noticed that I am mainly anxious during situations that I am morally against, such as attending a church.  
 

I don't believe in God, and I believe that some people's cases might make them stuck forever because humans were not necessarily perfectly designed.  
 

At least for now, I'm done with hardcore exposure therapy unless I'm exposing myself to a fear that is an obstacle towards something that I like.  
 

Otherwise, I tried to tackle my problem directly, which gave no results (if not worsened results), so I hope that any remaining indirect methods will help me.  
 

For example, I am now hoping that I will one day be in a romantic relationship good enough to make me more confident because I noticed that I am less anxious (and less depressed and less scatter-brained etc.) when happy, especially in the context of love.  
 

Psychedelics are also an option.  
 

My last resort is to continue cruising on my current level and staying within my comfort zone.",8.213877077005536,10.674864818652852,8.248702876541003,59.63069948186529,62.73056994818653,11.438127568340182,43.36215829908879,11.277492542979429,6.147277219939253,1884,116,243,59,29,610,226,386,0.18,0.682,0.138,-0.8831,2,0,3,0,1,0,58.0,0,0,3,5,10,22,1,4,17,0,21,4,0,8,3,48,47,20,0,7,8,2,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,4,16,14,0,0,4,2,0,3,7,9,0,1,11,2,40,13,47,31,18,42,2,3,1,1,20,17,0,11,21,184,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.07338347096170879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530103304542872,0.0,0.0,0.06013669061195876,0.0,0.16295638011872612,0.18275026733839006,0.05113796457016387,0.0,0.3451626197380858,0.16990714982106936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168134297923314,0.0,0.0,0.16944726187196307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394706196055596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048497196426136,0.0,0.06476887195857578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695478468432465,0.0,0.0,0.08720707825590351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554015381402024,0.08386687101269293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758409941640094,0.14711829266198598,0.0,0.1692397811828627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245192831330925,0.058098635715577523,0.0,0.03928842439526438,0.0,0.0,0.06307343467194496,0.12028717469776005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005083695788298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121310854355174,0.0,0.0,0.29875868344702555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129730065277932,0.1696557134615995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03673848028595269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208869740872395,0.0,0.06787012090940497,0.07115520371270607,0.10039196220544327,0.07624008127858913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977435818251201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527998873103051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122934044452945,0.0,0.0,0.050956854218648734,0.057192301783753674,0.0,0.0,0.08349969788004077,0.08143329383027463,0.0,0.05213358533222394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195537986112271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073568758039866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059923944159153975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535808068593774,0.0,0.07665600923086241,0.0,0.05789193867918975,0.07437382965730786,0.0,0.21290523129737496,0.08015223172347337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861442354084608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816065488568008,0.05654036221604916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599672095672059,0.0,0.0,0.04818454487882865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105525058800554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989575062473727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968954287916576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474583815075772,0.0,0.30653721666629113,0.053419280861129806,0.0,0.18275026733839006,0.14527725868823638
socialanxiety,aliswhone,2019/05/26,"Anyone else delete their posts/comments if they get a downvote? I can’t handle it. It makes me feel like an idiot, because I work up the courage to actually post something and then it gets downvoted... it hurts a lot",1.8342857142857163,4.4762976666666665,2.8574285714285743,89.53757142857144,84.23809523809524,5.2647619047619045,25.06666666666667,6.742157984588678,1.043289523809524,170,7,33,2,5,54,37,42,0.145,0.726,0.129,-0.1779,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,2,5,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,20,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.3084181279187709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098873373724115,0.3238294387080301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266047105817766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26401829469592786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598038159643305,0.22578539154130856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302450031884795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338336875485173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440552434875385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26869346589994153,0.0,0.0,0.2109650895203024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30268747448191696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24330987775626764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008735744608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jad135,2019/05/26,"Advice? Hi, I normally don't talk about my social anxiety but it's at the point where it is impacting my life. I am in college, and it has been incredibly lonely because I can't bring myself to meet people. I tried joining clubs but I dreaded going to them because of the stress, even though I was actually interested in the topics of the clubs. Like my hands would shake and I could feel my heart beating out of my chest and all I wanted to do was cry during the sessions, even though everyone was perfectly nice and nothing bad was happening. My friends from high school never ask me to hang out anymore because whenever they did, I would say no or back out last minute because I couldn't bring myself to go even though part of me wanted to. It's made it really hard to meet people or make friends. If anyone has any advice or has gone through something similar, it would mean a lot :)",7.266149425287359,6.4247691781609175,7.412068965517242,76.35649425287356,64.11494252873564,10.491954022988507,34.27586206896552,9.725611199111238,3.0929931034482765,703,26,135,12,9,228,105,174,0.142,0.6990000000000001,0.159,0.7612,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,9,11,0,3,6,0,19,4,3,2,3,29,32,13,0,9,6,0,3,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,2,0,7,5,5,0,0,8,4,22,6,20,19,3,19,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,5,4,96,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.1239546782688884,0.0,0.0,0.2482479141452641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863789878367573,0.0,0.09717111342054556,0.0,0.12597121392742505,0.08881639862188404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874797247006252,0.0,0.0,0.09767170659443514,0.10605766164525744,0.30972455304493074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014163461040391,0.0,0.13952717279891044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25168954355502665,0.0,0.0,0.12137450361639145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642258959538729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627301907655811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437851152095588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232470866863503,0.0,0.11378633035280372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052111014171524,0.0,0.13420520748881712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353949031834753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971905447321693,0.06205629747752564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798915207523617,0.0,0.12019083136538948,0.08478784944944473,0.0,0.0,0.13836367048500306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796682513208177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445411819235082,0.12188057208919055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755192558791032,0.0,0.17612145384159902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007639127514085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137323685504398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101260920078196,0.0,0.12855255733800028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294824411691637,0.0,0.09778737008890706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550271944414306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020950844936111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743939888554224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623927265413636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984116438908635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706973253943729,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LawrenceOfAlbania,2019/05/26,"Vocal Cord Paralysis and Social Anxiety. Hello everyone this is my first post in this group and really the first time I opened up about this disability outside of my immediate family. About 3 years ago I lost part of my voice from an extensive neck surgery due to Thyroid Cancer. One of my vocal folds are completely paralyzed meaning that instead of the normal duo fold working in unison together, I have only one fold that works and that leads to a much weaker voice than a normal one. Basically people can only ever hear me when it's super quiet. This was 3 years ago. I'm 21 now and feel like a shell of my former self. Going out and meeting and talking to new people is next to impossible. If the environment is even somewhat noisy I'm basically inaudible and I do everything in my power to avoid those situations. I'm thinking about dropping out of college because I've yet to build any significant friendships with anyone or become part of a group because of my innability to communicate in everyday social settings. I rarely go out because what's the point. When people ask you to speak up because they can't hear you and there is nothing you can do it about it all you want to is just sit there and scream and cry. I worry about my future. Who's gonna hire someone that will have a hard time communicating with customers and coworkers. Does anyone out there share a similar story? Wether it be a vocal cord paralysis or another disability that triggers or worsened their social anxiety?",6.60676551996837,7.5600825373665534,7.379472123368924,69.96054072756033,65.26334519572954,10.372558323448004,33.40470541716093,10.380263240014207,3.7009429023329377,1207,50,201,29,18,402,161,281,0.106,0.8440000000000001,0.05,-0.9283,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,2,8,16,6,0,1,12,0,16,3,1,2,2,35,30,17,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,2,2,7,0,1,16,18,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,5,2,9,21,3,36,25,5,38,0,1,0,0,21,12,0,5,20,137,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952177580129076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488088316912274,0.11546349349323705,0.16847288845774466,0.0,0.0,0.15398768925786013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294115821205667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684964092771762,0.1216115913660726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545179753466694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095439165156847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636097222960258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272885755291608,0.0996038680525962,0.0,0.1052180657891634,0.09896281744937814,0.0,0.10380510705163663,0.0,0.05567664002318474,0.07866502993986828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873247916186204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251599575786184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863997162705533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482115933509309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053795841763099865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120201775957162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994576579224082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094601364274544,0.0,0.0,0.10634820109095436,0.11710684263340353,0.0,0.2157754916482583,0.10565677032988877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238470545015922,0.16749239450727496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23848414823062236,0.0,0.2290162863498524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409274815116001,0.0,0.10545819231261816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054145915151586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487228370697312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237720672692264,0.0,0.33674021168079954,0.09329872053249393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850497424854754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055621603160253,0.0,0.0,0.12841600989917248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494773211367663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032772305350498,0.11182549559290043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181882972728818
socialanxiety,Coluaos,2019/05/26,"Get me out of here Im a 20 year old in an 18th birthday from an acquaintance everybody is dancing but me.
Should have stayed at home playing games i guess.",2.0073958333333337,4.026065781250002,2.9512500000000017,92.90208333333337,78.6875,6.766666666666668,26.291666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.3853416666666667,123,5,27,2,3,39,29,32,0.0,0.927,0.073,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796577865533486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43849923415600417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399278683453331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299645438979193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176886900559938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42427054629719774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25633248375360546
socialanxiety,uuuuhhhhh212121,2019/05/26,"Society doesn't understand us, when will people become more aware of the socially anxious and be helpful instead of judmental Was watching this Jimmy fallon video where he was surprising a lady in the audience by bringing home her husband serving in the army live on the show, so he calls her out of the audience without her expecting it, and shes clearly an introvert/sociallyanxious and it gets pretty awkward.. Jimmy starts acting like shes crazy, and it just shows how society and most people respond to us. In the era of social acceptance, and movements, when will people start working with us instead of making it worse in our heads

​

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GYMF5mhuBUE](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GYMF5mhuBUE)",22.867948717948718,14.397712034188034,17.572136752136753,38.5423076923077,44.04273504273504,20.044444444444448,62.931623931623925,15.021129683784007,8.747680341880343,616,28,77,13,3,178,81,117,0.059000000000000004,0.81,0.131,0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,4,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,8,0,8,1,1,2,1,17,14,10,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,1,9,3,15,9,2,15,0,0,1,0,17,7,0,1,6,59,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123900175290607,0.19203895745783373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854305983505306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454554388125873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613790806472931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257069246368808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219721828976966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593256813095707,0.0,0.15852953111757326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772115910466573,0.0,0.13955443848360818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549460769532693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328700346813758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078605767493248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222088877892545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372661474666944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452783445457178,0.5703170681085828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523473471728871,0.0,0.1150568350650866,0.0,0.16105882734939925,0.0,0.0,0.19203895745783373,0.0
socialanxiety,shasian,2019/05/26,"Friend crush Someone told me she had a friend crush on me and I just laughed it off. I didn’t know how to respond. We (and a mutual friend) spent the entire day with her just talking and me nodding along, barely responding to anything. And the stuff I did end up blurting out could easily be misinterpreted as offensive or condescending. I didn’t realize how much courage it takes to actually say something. Conversations are a two way street and I kept hitting road blocks.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I feel like there’s a total disconnect from my brain to my mouth. I get caught up in the process of how to respond and end up not responding at all. Or I would feel like my brain is malfunctioning and I either can’t think of what to say or formulate coherent sentences in time.

So what can I do? Is having conversations a muscle I need to develop? (As pathetic as it may sound) Should I start practicing conversations with myself in front of a mirror? I work in retail, so I could potentially practice off small talk with customers, but I’m scared of any potential backlash. 

And what should I do about her? Should I send her a message apologizing for my social awkwardness and tell her I would love to be friends with her too? Or should I just invite her and some mutual friends to the movies and pray that I’ll be a better conversation partner afterwards?",4.385156306797526,6.2672298129770985,5.129149400218104,80.51059796437661,71.48091603053435,8.959941839331153,28.88840421664849,9.48565724429506,2.651400727008361,1089,43,209,26,21,352,144,262,0.07400000000000001,0.779,0.147,0.9691,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,2,11,15,1,2,12,0,25,4,3,3,2,53,41,24,0,9,10,0,2,2,6,7,0,3,0,1,9,19,0,2,6,0,2,3,5,4,0,1,8,5,36,11,37,20,5,25,1,0,0,1,33,15,0,6,8,152,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.13171810368301073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178900413290188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110745890608959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937620796566398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013579942811459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155363392143428,0.0,0.0,0.0870490134014829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390991579770014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649687677031885,0.19285522426217436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214145653466725,0.0,0.07051992349527668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835968366599878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318859108745728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182203302414235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922364248849627,0.10008375219440804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467829238583144,0.13513554685722967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375920767915861,0.11436559348812328,0.10391190661088964,0.0,0.0,0.0955374315331718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451639825333502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148592312476697,0.21697883634022527,0.11797586736971755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648782614248321,0.0,0.0,0.07870618751079565,0.0,0.0,0.12897632969638767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185293844703294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071384781165766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826488024145807,0.0,0.0,0.19176760877963034,0.14757618549562745,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kspot4,2019/05/26,"Driving for Lyft/Uber I’m a really friendly person, but I’m just shy/awkward/anxious around strangers. I feel like the best way to overcome my issues is to dive head first into them, so I’m considering being a Lyft driver as a side gig for practice talking to randos.

Any one have experience with this? Positive, negatives?",3.651530054644809,6.254240737704923,5.011065573770495,77.24370218579237,76.04918032786884,7.3453551912568305,29.83879781420765,8.344100000000001,2.657325683060109,259,12,43,5,6,86,50,61,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.9614,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,9,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,27,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079997913829775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722861408203485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32098814902418144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991962472453062,0.0,0.0,0.15465535420531598,0.2185111756718076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601699921829945,0.0,0.0,0.23631179320591025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139073964072209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192452864325586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943098145255929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726313876785896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26707093626032363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959459900362981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458440045168254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24278268740198286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aldrichisover,2019/05/26,"Got a job interview in two days and I feel like throwing up already. My very first post here. Hello.

Just want to ask if anyone else feel all this uncomfortable feelings on their stomach when thinking about doing something out of their comfort zone, and if you do, how do you treat it? This tends to happen to me when I have to speak in public and such, but today I've been anxious all day, its 10:33pm as I type this and the mouth of my stomach feels so so weird just thinking about the plans I have next week, such as a job interview a friend recommended me for a couple of hours ago.

I NEED this job. Its a simple one, nothing that I assure you will make me rich but its something I believe I'm good at. They will test me, I think I will do fine (hopefully) BUT its the process of getting ready and arriving there and meeting the person and the looks I'll get from the people there that makes me anxious.

I've been having a really rough year so far and my self steem has suffered greatly from it. There is an uneasy feeling in the sides of the palms of my hands as I type this just thinking about all the interactions I will have to do and its awful because I'm a damn adult already and I should be able to get over this.

I don't know, just, thank you for reading I suppose. If you can offer advice or something that would be great.",4.754905578467549,5.081484147601478,5.039604948990668,87.32407857607988,69.14760147601476,7.557282396353376,28.48730193184285,7.048011613610866,1.3100695029303235,1048,34,222,8,17,331,147,271,0.10400000000000001,0.775,0.121,0.5786,3,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,3,2,19,15,1,0,17,1,23,5,5,3,4,44,49,26,0,8,11,0,7,1,1,6,0,1,0,3,16,11,0,0,10,1,1,1,1,3,0,3,3,9,31,12,30,38,3,23,0,1,1,0,21,10,1,5,12,156,47,9,0.11412006010858256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115168019621652,0.10116054767584423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518686482097677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257846369878078,0.0,0.07979539945148269,0.11692948766601355,0.0,0.0,0.10668685112579616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956652941808936,0.0,0.0,0.1285742283520072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627167591191266,0.0,0.14719599570603356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533266665444737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885126565752177,0.08152739374383756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707046483010058,0.0,0.0,0.08816887535284199,0.0,0.17886906382485893,0.0,0.0,0.0957184920295001,0.09127223713472453,0.2516355382978317,0.0,0.0,0.1009159922667333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133469693263267,0.11238527147140946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33973965193086125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271740053827203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575329694216051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958321086196288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235205255853687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461857856048287,0.0,0.0,0.12136797858933222,0.0,0.0,0.10950127550922632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733070617994492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791164806236778,0.09964523467089646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929547188574504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415094261757225,0.0,0.07310823271670512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905211135355853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26356559301983506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506641883436248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29249410620606225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817247327455096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147871643279733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941610012091234,0.06731096820084505,0.0,0.09154022860319412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106761643665547,0.0,0.0,0.07348957713678486
socialanxiety,siimmoonn,2019/05/26,I graduated! I was so nervous but I did it. Having social anxiety and walking across stage in front of a room full of a thousand people watching you is almost one of the most frightening things ever. The whole ceremony I was so nervous and jittery. I could feel my anxiety creeping in and I felt so self conscious :( As soon as I got to the stage I smiled the whole time. My cheeks started to twitch because of how awkward and nervous I was. But I did it and now I have my BA in psychology to try and help others like me :) Don’t let your mental health issues stop you from living your goals guys. I have to work on my mental health before I can help others andI’m currently in the process of doing it now. 🎉☺️,1.898690476190474,4.025412916666667,3.6630952380952384,87.12000000000002,79.55555555555556,6.0587301587301585,24.174603174603178,7.1686216300943375,1.0434519841269845,556,20,112,7,14,186,87,144,0.17,0.711,0.11900000000000001,-0.7245,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,2,8,5,0,4,7,0,14,4,1,1,1,17,18,14,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,7,3,22,1,18,9,4,20,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,2,9,89,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365581858985746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653327798795527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571567228613686,0.0,0.14756827504516676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846234796421486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686898609671593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768673587151088,0.0,0.16651110453760945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387004065096872,0.0,0.0,0.17171379584551627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686762700694616,0.0,0.0,0.23248053033398636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100619440871826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733445427723632,0.0,0.08472461279456184,0.0,0.1531336889190821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495346299360695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751438027105082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022810406106545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091565145052094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767806030600691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274809098801948,0.0,0.0,0.14498750228183602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521303249688496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112302697336838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774129750413337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872361216569342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625236273614196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MemeReligion,2019/05/26,"Why is it sometimes no one stares at me when I go out? It's not all in my head.. Does this ever happen to you? Some days i feel like no one is looking at me, like literally no one. It's such a trip yo, I'm literally wearing the same kind of clothes i wear everyday, I'm just as nervous as I always am, and yet no one is staring. I dunno why the universe is always fucking with me like this.",2.057364341085272,2.5093345813953505,4.54418604651163,88.01224806201557,75.27906976744184,7.128682170542637,27.124031007751928,7.1686216300943375,1.1558356589147287,298,11,71,3,6,106,56,86,0.13,0.784,0.086,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,1,3,0,5,4,3,0,2,11,12,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,4,0,4,10,4,9,12,3,11,0,0,3,1,1,4,1,2,8,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392155608949776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131457279163425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837815151499445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438122256208786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306554510717614,0.1456203928298957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844298575420065,0.0,0.0,0.11584462754989967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802513947995696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091944187133262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226370107818449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987517432897056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117080115126834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524978682438506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015988966002321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678603526730109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mabelhime,2019/05/26,"I’m hungry Hello good people of the interwebs,

So I just moved out of my home country, away from my small hometown of 20,000 ppl to a *major* city of about 25,000,000 ppl. There are so many stores here, so many places to eat, so many clothing stores. Everything. But all I can do is power walk right past them, because apparently in my brain, I feel as if I need to know exactly where I’m going before I can leave my apartment. I can’t just walk down the streets and find a good place to eat. I have to find one on the internet, then research it, then make a plan to specifically go there, and then MAYBE I’ll actually go in. Basically at this point, I’ve been here 3 days, and I’m hungry. I have some left over snacks I brought from home, but those are running out. I popped into a 7/11 a little bit ago, after making very specific plans to do so, but a guy was in the way stocking in front of what I had planned to get, so I just left. Instead of buying food, because I need sustenance ffs, my brain decided I couldn’t buy anything else, because I hadn’t properly thought about it, and planned for it beforehand. It’s like, real life is “breath of the wild”, but my world is like literally any old zelda game where you could only go into a few designated places where the game wanted you to go, and the things you could purchase were limited. Wtf. Anyway, that’s it. I would ask for advice, but unfortunately I think the only advice is to just suck it up and do it. 
Thank you",4.992341536167039,5.0632829395973165,5.715659955257269,83.57137956748699,68.59731543624162,8.904101416853095,28.636092468307233,8.680891452615391,1.864397613721104,1148,36,246,17,18,375,164,298,0.073,0.88,0.048,-0.8462,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,4,1,6,21,6,1,0,15,0,23,8,3,2,2,41,45,22,0,8,10,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,12,10,4,1,7,2,5,11,3,1,0,1,7,1,28,5,39,34,5,49,0,0,0,0,10,29,1,2,10,155,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.10008842326138473,0.0,0.0,0.2004502181904611,0.09091748282366097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974756270788793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440206906004258,0.0,0.09588421748982093,0.0,0.09636298042062616,0.0,0.0,0.18756760087157354,0.0,0.08727506753543153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197416802767036,0.0,0.0,0.22899241365789336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637792508720805,0.0,0.0,0.06614579358643878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098987361209107,0.08567970698283571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217860452059934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051859830934564484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748468873356172,0.0,0.12402173058120622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053585860666062,0.0,0.2914496203929305,0.17205293081023604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015552504398104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576165979613695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056366916917597924,0.0,0.0,0.10860128537920896,0.22287385184034567,0.0,0.07244453234146654,0.10021593464171696,0.1027968472373333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136925564756979,0.3119537448075534,0.10304010007954223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901012202147847,0.0,0.1521009591108089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762447596835076,0.0,0.06950054455404611,0.15601026316163474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790968123510492,0.07110549946033301,0.0,0.321475073828295,0.0,0.09695686231039513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674116591347823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875897557023862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442786292859996,0.0,0.0,0.06813947773699912,0.06571936512795726,0.0,0.08142497313294537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462667914295427,0.06049536045271563,0.08141114277744979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285907198280944,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Arshis616,2019/05/26,"How do you deal with intense feelings of rejection and hurt? I went to a trampoline themed park kinda thing with my partner, roommate and roommates friend. I’ve never been on a trampoline before and I knew I would hate it but I went anyway thinking everybody else wants to go, and I don’t want to hold them back or make a scene by not going and hey maybe it’ll be fun. 

Well, I hated it. Everybody else was bouncing around having fun and I didn’t want to join in. I tried, I did  maybe I should’ve tried harder. But I think trampolines are something you enjoy as a kid and then only like as an adult because it reminds you of all the fun times you had as a kid. But all it did was remind me how awful my childhood was and how much I missed out on. How much was taken away from me. 

So I just sat on the sidelines and watched, trying not to cry or have a panic attack. I just felt so. Ashamed. And rejected. And it just reminded me of how different I am from almost everybody else and how difficult it is for me to be a part of anything. My partner who I used to be able to depend on, tried to stay with me and play arcade games instead but. Our relationship feels over. It feels like we’re friends living together pretending to be more. 

When we came home my roommate and her friend were talking about someone they went to high school with and they said he was just So weird and so strange and that I would really love him because he’s just soo weird. And my roommate wanted to demonstrate something so she asked me to stand up and then said ‘never mind I’ll demonstrate on (partner)’ 
Partner: ‘yeah I would be more accurate’ 
Roommate: ‘No I just don’t want to touch you’

Which I guess was a joke because neither my roommate or I like to be touched very much. But it just made me feel so much worse. 

I feel so. Utilitarian. Like I can’t have fun or be silly or really do anything fun. 

I guess I was just looking for. I don’t know. 

If you made this far, thanks for reading.",1.7963801282051255,3.907763667500003,2.9830000000000005,91.94374358974363,79.825,5.902564102564102,23.506410256410252,7.010146845296331,0.7559217948717945,1537,53,327,18,39,494,190,400,0.11699999999999999,0.6990000000000001,0.184,0.9796,1,1,2,0,0,0,37.0,2,6,3,0,28,31,3,2,11,2,36,1,0,11,4,87,74,49,0,9,21,0,8,4,6,4,0,2,1,6,14,27,0,1,10,5,0,6,11,12,1,0,25,12,53,19,44,38,10,29,0,4,2,1,35,13,0,11,12,230,67,2,0.0882045840160161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832414976627677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451697142551119,0.0785207802320162,0.08245937931136592,0.10034544794540733,0.08287111020040071,0.06782388056427191,0.0,0.1613060871924404,0.0,0.07505560442304515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008825461450255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688859377340912,0.0,0.09093505307022544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921550169080082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105083534110406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299443964855512,0.06301337244515112,0.08469023298126882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443992842952932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025739554347653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943345871327448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741675313287678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319298578062797,0.08847638953025354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442483147974333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847493262604855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723692174583721,0.0,0.07788626366903327,0.0,0.07406963568131106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960808081133633,0.16692262018714785,0.058877244750510475,0.0,0.17722672029194125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906148555572481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593620728051371,0.0,0.13605762566654686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708356079496063,0.0,0.10348907460349507,0.0,0.095516969015381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822845342912555,0.0,0.11301223025623185,0.0,0.0,0.09469871358912726,0.0,0.0,0.16780551609146052,0.0,0.0,0.0892677480422054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473545780207648,0.13580839612322626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401435056773297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089550350181402,0.0,0.0812069303023483,0.0,0.0,0.05859920629158881,0.1130358717849198,0.0,0.0,0.051432802262213945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395404905836703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618044048121275,0.0,0.07277801934453852,0.26012674477308284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930651397509071,0.2452995992002796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988800664074932,0.18797401731548985,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Freemasonsareevil,2019/05/26,"When kids in school joke about my anxiety So last Wednesday I was in intervention (8th grade), which is the first 30 minutes of the day. We were voting which student was the best at something. Being most talkative was one. And so after we were done voting this kid said I was most talkative. That was really rude and I just said no. I wish these kids understand what it’s like.",1.788158295281583,4.473582671232876,2.7678538812785405,89.66523592085238,85.30136986301369,6.5321156773211575,20.439878234398783,7.793537801064563,1.0277531202435308,297,9,59,6,9,94,53,73,0.09,0.764,0.145,0.6605,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,14,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,10,2,7,3,6,3,3,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,7,45,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985761527342864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28788680787494875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691671242660248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28072937231708994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333404170282004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361121283848995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402117298965185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588949028621732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573940271295416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218911458165143,0.0,0.0,0.2776312030458771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118852679915112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28558164731671565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31545982251872395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Titanswar,2019/05/26,"I'm so fucked On tuesday I'm going to a 5 hour exam in another city(long train ride) that I've never been to because of online school. You can probably guess why I take online school to begin with. I have a tough time being in social gatherings without getting panic attack/anxiety symptoms. Also I'm not able to use medicin or bring family and friends - Not that I rly have any.

Anyway at that exam I'm also gonna be sitting with a bunch of strangers. So I'm pretty much dead and there is no way of getting out of this exam without fucking up my education/money situation. So plz throw some moral support for your about to be fallen soldier. Any advice for calming down is also appreciated :D",3.843550099535502,5.600490700729932,5.632236230922363,76.86516921035171,72.64963503649635,7.317584605175848,29.242866622428664,8.00094639256281,2.2233854014598537,554,23,96,8,11,190,95,137,0.10300000000000001,0.736,0.161,0.8133,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,9,7,2,1,3,0,9,3,0,1,1,14,26,9,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,1,0,6,3,23,21,3,19,1,0,0,2,5,7,2,3,5,63,10,5,0.15341817030756455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991846042937487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680653660995034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865923348474424,0.1608723283441734,0.11736448036128865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453531689103574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352229264351723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462899709847316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853049780939827,0.2836652526037649,0.1603093237684748,0.0,0.08719108170891109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900741111124115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108599401592734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577025293392245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127800076969818,0.0,0.11832555087138627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000316706451805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608143403061955,0.16541073587810962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105347579129233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244845139505818,0.0,0.15639050422280013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740971215774522,0.0,0.15946022171780955,0.11535137094441468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945936886258475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250404071663424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177620256211925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843603603268315,0.0,0.0,0.29577928287263544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,momentum4lyfe,2019/05/26,"Social skills goals and objectives to achieve? I'm looking for and maybe one doesn't exist yet but some kind of extensive list containing goals and objectives to improve social skills. Kinda like this:

Beginner:
 -walk to a shop.
 -walk to a shop and ask a shop assistant for help.

Intermediate:
 -Go to a pub order a drink.
 -Book a hotel room.

Advanced:
 -Fly to another country by yourself.
 -Go to a foreign country.",2.178615384615384,4.942078533333337,3.3373333333333366,81.4112307692308,97.0,6.574358974358972,27.102564102564106,7.61054688173877,2.566148717948717,330,16,54,8,13,106,50,75,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.9137,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,6,1,2,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,7,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,11,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,3,28,1,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986516551649413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662620569888398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790086761797119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237320070643593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090440046642154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965892999541582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391454276799799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391715014304193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861333149266969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929969127272625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806627332240094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NikeProphet,2019/09/17,"I've developed social anxiety I'm 25. I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia & nothing else. 

About 3 months ago I stopped leaving the house unless I had an appointment. When I was outside I felt like there was a huge spotlight on me & everytime I walked by a group of people I would hear them laugh and make fun of me. There was also times when I felt like someone was going to attack me on the street.

For 2 months I didn't really leave the house but lately I've been leaving the house more. Everyone told me if I build it up, if I keep leaving the house, it will get easier but it's getting harder.

I'm so self conscious that I feel like I walk funny. I do and say awkward things in conversations and I just constantly feel like people are watching and judging me.

I hate this & why at 25 would something like this just surface?

​

Are there any medications that help social anxiety? I'm on two antipsychotics for my schizophrenia and I'm also on sertraline/zoloft 125mg. Apart from meds is there anything I can do because not feeling comfortable outside is really really getting me down.",3.376267605633803,5.740994737089203,4.24143427230047,83.62243309859157,75.8075117370892,7.452488262910798,27.551408450704226,8.395991825355821,2.15511661971831,881,36,162,17,20,283,125,213,0.08900000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.15,0.9191,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,12,11,2,1,8,0,17,2,0,1,0,25,36,15,0,4,8,0,5,5,0,3,2,2,0,1,8,6,0,2,6,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,10,8,24,8,18,23,1,24,0,0,1,0,10,12,0,2,14,98,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093462218438979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146029991184939,0.0,0.3957071549849299,0.1109431682093734,0.062089187477766976,0.0,0.13969312745348564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513460952504028,0.0,0.0,0.1038703711401422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565747620479471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866613333769417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267064781012443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627196110317701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724395247951935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384966573934772,0.1304537976895727,0.17533044322041166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310618550157675,0.0,0.051889612821851824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901428340303176,0.0,0.0,0.10290514415350853,0.0,0.06119849264222438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214057261231604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115432317023269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029937883559941,0.3867068787178479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230302290378638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060945477738777835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141707726862237,0.09197819147566676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575440592228706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760771432798639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659604193433946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547316605447374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260782960479299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524896685543524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861438705446387,0.07736075624928647,0.07028952881321306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633341664235084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606576723772916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053239527742804986,0.0,0.0,0.08724395247951935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918978794975056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238677820639656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971809778480392,0.0,0.1109431682093734,0.0
socialanxiety,Flying_Chameleons,2019/09/17,"Shout out to all my shy/socially anxious peeps Guess who got invited to go to the local billiard, but isn’t because “they got plans”. Which is funny because I’ll probably just get drunk by myself at home anyways.",8.234390243902439,6.9923730487804905,8.234268292682929,72.53969512195124,62.414634146341456,11.126829268292685,40.012195121951216,10.125756701596842,4.106502439024391,169,8,30,3,2,55,36,41,0.106,0.8059999999999999,0.08900000000000001,0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,6,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37045919356365337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997971412113899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132602169107006,0.0,0.1863659680543968,0.0,0.5245393119890546,0.0,0.3612437093654591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289331005534283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535560210324065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Prettygoodjunior,2019/09/17,"Paying 250 per hour session for therapy to understand myself, but I'm still sad. Im really interested in knowing the science behind it, but also any personal experiences would help..

I recently quit my job to focus on myself and find some more purpose in what I'm doing. Though I've been having a lot of introspect personally, I feel like I haven't really talked to people. In fact, I feel like I've talked to the same few people for the last few months..

It's kinda making me sad... Could social interaction be a factor in mental health?",5.336744505494508,6.349055778846152,7.1100549450549435,70.54923076923076,68.13461538461539,10.173626373626377,27.357142857142854,10.290406445055957,2.950268131868132,427,13,74,11,7,149,74,104,0.040999999999999995,0.856,0.10300000000000001,0.7461,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,1,1,16,14,5,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,3,13,10,6,10,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,3,7,48,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394615652718301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859283427798435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923816691768404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705892622787567,0.0,0.0,0.17635610756651002,0.2491719772605019,0.0,0.0,0.15939152392865072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537100080011606,0.0,0.0,0.11689157147660555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171741417341739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837375300224252,0.0,0.17305758007219124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584152015126418,0.14215310834338796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039866724453095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482622097874226,0.0,0.0,0.11640830287971758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574655443199474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391983758284601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418035092944951,0.30454549087570626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548781836298828,0.0,0.0,0.22344051567844056,0.0,0.17219148824359995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777711231868487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927002187420842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28034006276687023,0.0,0.0,0.1994329450261448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133967950212795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815486725221522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238833804916293,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Arcana_Imperi,2019/09/17,"I couldn’t even order food right I went to a fast food place with a friend and ordered for someone else too. I had to go in and order it to go (because the drive thru really freaks me out). 

I usually order for my self and let the other person order for themselves but I thought I should show some guts and order for everyone one. I asked for 2 number ones and a number 3. I guess they only heard the first part. 

I could tell that my order was wrong before I even left (I could see the 2 boxes of food for the first part). When I got back to the car I said the order was wrong and I was like “that sucks” but I didn’t do anything about it. The person with me offered to go in and order my meal for me but I told them it was ok. 

I messed up the order and I couldn’t even stand up for myself when a minor thing was wrong. I hate that I am this way",0.5089062003179663,2.075734854054055,2.431414944356124,97.01319554848969,81.54054054054055,5.001589825119237,15.747217806041336,5.5289334501034215,-0.8857949125596183,648,9,157,3,17,216,93,185,0.139,0.8,0.061,-0.9527,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,8,10,2,0,13,1,15,5,1,0,0,22,29,13,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,9,11,4,0,1,1,0,6,3,7,0,4,13,3,29,3,23,10,3,33,0,0,1,0,12,8,1,2,8,114,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997067268525166,0.0,0.11327093742125907,0.0,0.0,0.09316677611716714,0.0,0.07385976732071045,0.0,0.1031006871833886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934774018299888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012160393232065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008081944130966,0.0,0.0,0.1157763245779604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612216840589226,0.4395319078981295,0.0,0.09361014086748856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657897145470466,0.0,0.09690502392460176,0.0,0.1334745728243993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962326000213284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164382411173553,0.12389725428231935,0.0,0.0591940632076389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420620700712335,0.09214983038022752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262415184551802,0.0,0.0,0.21158950745345773,0.12658942185129038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762004376029855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347243786978404,0.1152536453152636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655112869663984,0.0,0.12639930893730428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266091540518443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590169797137107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080495233946966,0.0,0.0,0.09618979304126543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157763245779604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344379503766235,0.0,0.0,0.09617345482239202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231920404331318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974177678680893,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YogiiBoii,2019/09/17,I drink when I'm anxious Pretty much anytime I have to be social I have to drink in order to not freak the fuck out around people. I know a lot of people say weed makes them calm but Everytime I smoke I have a panic attack. Anyone else basically an alcoholic when around other people?,1.9947368421052647,4.397838912280704,3.8483333333333327,84.3925,80.9298245614035,5.905263157894738,18.271929824561404,7.1686216300943375,0.4600666666666666,226,5,42,3,6,76,41,57,0.17300000000000001,0.701,0.126,-0.6929,0,0,4,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,1,4,0,4,4,0,1,0,8,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,7,1,8,7,2,7,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,2,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709993397793687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22949571979496455,0.0,0.1420435171695755,0.20814578037190892,0.0,0.3616837542113391,0.0,0.2311064550280355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980089908736533,0.0,0.0,0.16970135328398053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878040276078227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164302981659747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727063832235503,0.0,0.0,0.1356006833863684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933474921385778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383465683341971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225049282709099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667122022661144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154884133997696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708046757976625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AroArA_M4rtyr,2019/09/17,"Is this laziness or social anxiety? I’m currently sitting in my room having just moved into University accommodation. Yesterday was very bad even for me. I didn’t even leave to get food. I only ate some small chocolate muffins and drank water. I want to believe that it’s because I’m afraid of my flat mates or because I’m socially anxious but that’s shifting the blame and I’m almost sure that it’s my fault. Currently I’m sitting in my chair, fully dressed to go out and staring at my door. I’ve been sitting like this and listening to people walk past and enjoy themselves for at least 30 minutes now and I want nothing more than for someone to burst through my door and pull me out to socialise and meet people. I’ve heard people talking right outside my door and I was literally sitting a foot away waiting for them to knock so that I could let them “force me” to come out. I want to believe that this is social anxiety but I really don’t think it is, I think I’m just lazy and pathetic. Should I just walk out and say, “What am I missing?” Any thoughts and advice are welcome.",3.69752450980392,5.308306884259263,4.661590413943356,84.27186274509803,72.75,7.304575163398693,30.298474945533773,7.928766900206844,2.062849455337691,861,38,168,12,17,280,121,216,0.121,0.7959999999999999,0.083,-0.8124,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,1,2,0,14,5,1,0,1,37,35,17,0,5,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,4,0,12,18,4,1,3,0,0,6,2,4,0,0,8,4,23,4,26,24,3,28,0,1,1,0,12,13,0,4,6,103,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946238878105302,0.0,0.0,0.1429114726352142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970531416199898,0.0,0.21835777585166796,0.16123072958064186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408826950493075,0.0,0.11916357801036885,0.1739991499244347,0.0,0.0,0.3215886522236377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293892952593767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394871886689048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852780077395884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257518563717164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456427037936049,0.0,0.08110993469851645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111776699874974,0.0,0.14593883588535336,0.0,0.0697248113034223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168665971702014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694178086518372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854347863173182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624049056274826,0.29682809726210074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142881247340663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188040176037025,0.0,0.11349509078174687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364491185231952,0.12092450774589425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451003655057994,0.0,0.0,0.11471133133429452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289587774278224,0.0,0.11330215913024147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775730587302255,0.2525363420923845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,patricius123,2019/09/17,Shaking I start to shake in social situations with many people involved specially if I know them. My hands start to shake really badly and if I try to drink or eat something even my head starts to shake. What is that? Does anyone else have those problems?,3.387500000000003,6.106554416666667,3.641500000000004,86.05350000000004,77.75,6.34,22.1,7.554174236665415,1.0401200000000002,204,6,37,3,5,63,38,48,0.254,0.746,0.0,-0.8821,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,7,6,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,1,6,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391210405871906,0.24019127019343706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573113458282546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514275892339529,0.0,0.0,0.2296426208966105,0.0,0.2398704603657132,0.1958280563074316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483237815618864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24058282834386405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883125034761125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376653611250319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625174996790738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430854024266653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017562830668876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26349820648095273,0.0,0.2389619450913817,0.0,0.1804681773900708,0.0,0.0,0.4977716232043423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915597629005945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trael140,2019/09/17,I’m antisocial and I want to fix it So I’m a jr in high school and I’ve been very shy since I started at this school and I wanna start talking to people more I have friends but not enough like I wanna talk to the cool kids but idk how I don’t wanna be popular but want more friends any advice on how I can start a conversation?,-1.1336986301369871,0.926987205479456,1.4816575342465759,97.4419383561644,94.75342465753424,4.5638356164383564,16.88904109589041,6.2581,-0.4375906849315068,258,7,63,3,10,88,48,73,0.081,0.6990000000000001,0.22,0.8777,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,2,0,14,12,9,0,5,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,5,9,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,39,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501391240714213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963013234972994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735313103209398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399942342066805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324771736909545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749711518088742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254332742210688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453707238323512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820137502902518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672219290220275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35370872911606865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155044719643398,0.25956258368468416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jikol1906,2019/09/17,"Is it logical to assume that people dislike/hate me if I am too quiet? I just started an internship as a software developer in a relatively small company with two other interns that get along much better with the other employees. I've noticed that the other employees have started to chat up the two other interns randomly but haven't done that with me yet. I will of course ask for help if needed and once in a while come with a small remark about something, but most of the time I am quiet and I just can't help but feel that people are annoyed by it. Do most people really dislike you if you are too quiet?",7.571184573002753,6.348649768595044,8.365909090909097,71.002196969697,63.71074380165289,11.041873278236917,35.04269972451791,10.125756701596842,3.487362534435261,486,18,88,9,6,165,71,121,0.064,0.858,0.078,0.1962,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,6,2,1,0,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,23,18,10,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,11,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,4,9,1,16,16,3,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,7,5,75,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507449579545994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940084658253887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896152676155745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22448418468486306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109163630820957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460794743436307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940683634275904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125681139358133,0.16265464909783692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497458672744929,0.0,0.23361409700498026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562353898855198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052935113060375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688761096211759,0.0,0.0,0.31053207061125604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279121438865509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285709311529812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Elliot-Green,2019/09/17,"I meant to go to class today, but I was late and couldn’t. I’m in my second year of university, and I’m taking three classes. I have to be in three to be covered by my dads extended medical, so that I can afford therapy. 

I slept in and arrived 15 minutes late to my drawing class, I intended to just walk in and sit down. But when I got there the class was full. There were no seat. I just stood in the door way for a full minute before backing away and leaving. 

My older sister drove me because we have class at the same time. So I can’t just leave. I’m stuck, sitting here waiting for her. Trying not to panic or start disassociating or something. 

I know I should probably talk to the prof about what happened, the staff here seem to be understanding of these kinds of things. But I don’t know if I can make myself talk to her. I don’t wasn’t even able to ask her last week about not presenting in front of people. When my classes end I’m usually the first person to leave. 

I don’t know what to do, I don’t think I can talk to her, if I don’t talk to her I don’t think I can go to next weeks class, and so on. 

I should withdraw officially so somebody on the wait list can get in, but I can’t withdraw because then I won’t be a full time student and I won’t be covered by extended medical. 

It feels like the only option is to stop going to class and just let myself fail. 
I don’t know what else to do.",1.2002202534760684,2.8376711827242573,3.18435585086748,92.08840039374924,79.69767441860466,6.186834010089825,21.77937738402855,7.093109894594671,0.4550168819982776,1090,32,253,13,27,368,139,301,0.06,0.9109999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.8068,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,2,18,4,0,1,10,0,34,3,1,2,0,43,64,23,0,5,14,2,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,7,9,0,3,10,0,0,6,16,2,0,4,10,1,39,2,41,43,4,45,0,1,0,0,14,15,0,6,22,175,46,12,0.11772027534221173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005256637590696,0.0,0.11060207379850608,0.09051962529922028,0.0,0.14352237441704008,0.0,0.10017128380825023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834018451261592,0.0,0.1042652227243044,0.0,0.0,0.0777531316171721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952290831153061,0.08409938822609926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013280606865477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061503985141120265,0.0,0.2007094360253663,0.0,0.0941516581429784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040996507079382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258755148487747,0.25878393870764904,0.09595773631975274,0.2655871962405826,0.3739463223644605,0.0,0.1203769573300845,0.0,0.05751218025141599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857919790384536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371815852123678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519684833384814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953157407652211,0.0,0.1381193788638241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161241655730313,0.10278880374612637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692236736425744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716811740721256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062681925072837,0.0,0.0,0.08332301679014943,0.0,0.0,0.09841942135108536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851099658831317,0.378476392621175,0.0,0.0,0.13462339427754538,0.0,0.07820812009303635,0.15086079820581091,0.0,0.0,0.1372872784668414,0.0,0.11158505635391353,0.0,0.0,0.07992433959554142,0.0,0.0,0.12255095825973285,0.0,0.0,0.12965225189421775,0.0,0.0,0.0934408751388608,0.18885620820395246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580799770954902
socialanxiety,JR1499,2019/09/17,Measure your anxiety levels with this website This one is the most accurate tester ive found. It will explain how you think and how you cope. give it a try and post below. i got 69 ;),0.34621621621621657,2.7668295675675694,1.966270270270272,94.14562162162164,91.16216216216215,5.122162162162162,20.913513513513514,6.742157984588678,0.5095772972972976,142,5,30,2,5,46,31,37,0.046,0.902,0.052000000000000005,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,2,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234072000148557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635301579041289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055460986485076,0.0,0.0,0.3381166106244606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28647042180158705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048834089172309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27088498902477154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28702358878698303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BaroqueObama1776,2019/09/17,"When you give up on a crush because you’ve realized your shyness has actually come off as rude. She either thinks I don’t like her, or I’m sort of creep or I’m just an approachable person. *sigh* I’m an imbecile :(",-1.1381666666666668,0.7600154888888895,1.8126388888888911,92.08562500000004,105.22222222222223,5.805555555555558,18.958333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.8261666666666669,167,6,37,4,8,58,37,45,0.268,0.68,0.052000000000000005,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,5,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.4653357990140822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906827002785597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41076315625076143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574369737177321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329643154566427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163661192575627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30554555947645673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StrippnChicken,2019/09/17,I wish I could just wake up and be extroverted and not akward Sometimes I just get angry at the fact that I have social anxiety and I just wanna make friends and hang out with people. Btw I started school yesterday and it's a brand new school and I don't know anyone,2.310545454545455,4.280502600000002,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,77.54545454545455,6.581818181818183,21.909090909090907,7.554174236665415,0.8185636363636362,213,6,44,3,5,70,41,55,0.09699999999999999,0.792,0.11199999999999999,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,1,18,9,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,5,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,30,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483125454175794,0.0,0.0,0.19636019047390965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421684899583733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696560550061586,0.0,0.1467200853013863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433472105383078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745365187171528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712236688974345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468950981737448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.568422161593439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862669192346549,0.0,0.0,0.2777442669048921,0.0,0.1987702114418938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32293624103617946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spookynajma,2019/09/17,"I did something great So I ( F17) got a membership at a gym about a month ago because I want to be more active and loose weight. But about a week later I planned on going and ly mom encouraged me to go but I was too scared to go on my own so I just told my mom that I went to the gym that day but in reality I walked around in the city :/

And I did this every weekend and my mom thought I was going to the gym the whole time. But my classmate and friend wanted me to come with her past Sunday and we went together. That was my first time and I'll be going again tomorrow on my own.

I just have a lot of trouble with going somewhere new or doing something new on my own for the first time.",1.0544605059370156,2.5326617046979862,2.89744966442953,94.70355188435728,79.60402684563758,5.926897263810017,20.85751161590088,6.67199483983844,0.12217459989674764,530,14,127,5,13,177,79,149,0.08199999999999999,0.8240000000000001,0.094,-0.0607,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,3,9,5,0,1,10,0,9,1,0,0,0,23,23,14,0,2,7,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,12,1,0,1,4,0,10,0,2,0,2,10,1,22,3,20,11,6,35,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,17,91,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918432366102633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969152665060714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196119879370431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581920999885965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867109540077356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132823103504006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287310214118101,0.0,0.0,0.10387792492538132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584758593262017,0.0,0.1075342127129322,0.14823472257785536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430699017934205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724085975404585,0.10731896820921352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25971076706565105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835044235117962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461074089724062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207016718579822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674053054009268,0.2352015837524664,0.0,0.0,0.12847544337819572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860752841499715,0.0,0.10784995222453334,0.16372732827647365,0.0,0.2492782456508849,0.0,0.15011178598629174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Despayeetotron76,2019/09/17,So I like this girl but... I have social anxiety. Help,-2.46939393939394,-2.488785818181816,0.8581818181818193,95.44060606060609,134.45454545454544,5.103030303030304,12.757575757575758,6.42735559955562,0.0007939393939397911,40,1,9,1,3,14,10,11,0.129,0.455,0.41600000000000004,0.5849,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030809941832776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407918855023103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212821458082202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6703654300094455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Stoklasagna,2019/09/17,"My job keeps me socially isolated most of the day and I can't stop ruminating On the rare occasion I interact with someone at work, I can get out of my head but otherwise I am stuck in ny thoughts and it's giving me a headache.

What do normal people think about?",2.112222222222222,4.107948,4.136814814814816,84.6396666666667,78.25925925925927,8.764444444444445,27.46666666666667,9.3871,2.5779822222222224,208,9,44,6,5,71,46,54,0.08,0.8320000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.1012,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,11,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,8,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,29,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492016944679592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660094021442523,0.30481134182121056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260995207177988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31531431593426984,0.2824276384076354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113240505152118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028537580351648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239024842318094,0.2692255303156643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656502543760101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359909085311667,0.0,0.2522551833896942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313231950932791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dayfaraway,2019/09/17,"Am I doing something horribly wrong and no one is telling me? **TL;DR:** I like people and make an effort to build genuine friendships but no one sticks around/reciprocates that effort. Can anyone figure out what I’m doing wrong?

**Long version:**

I’ve always had trouble making friends, ever since I was in pre-K. My mom would tell me I’d pine after kids who didn’t want anything to do with me. 

And, to some extent, I can see and admit to that pattern now. 

I seek out people that I think are cool and, when they seem not to want anything to do with me, I don’t want to accept that. (But isn’t that what you’re supposed to do? Find people that you genuinely like? If I genuinely like them why don’t they like me!?)

Now I’m in my 20s and I’ve made some long-time friends through high school, but that’s kind of when the growth stopped. My high school friends no longer live near me and it’s been several years so it’s not like it used to be, ya know?

I didn’t make close friends with anyone in college. (I literally had no one to sit with at graduation)

And the thing is, I reach out to people regularly. I text to see how they’re doing and I try to keep in touch with the people I like so not too much time passes. I'll even try to ask people to hang out, but that usually doesn't end up happening because they stall or our schedules don't match up.

Despite my making an effort, no one ever reaches out to me. I don't get invited anywhere nor do people typically check-in for the sake of it.

My logic is *everyone else* can't be the problem if this is happening with *most* of the people I interact with. So that means I must be making some obvious mistakes when interacting with people and turning folks off to spending time with me, but no one is upfront with me about it. And I don’t know how to fix it or what’s wrong with me.

Does anyone have any ideas? Ask me questions about my behavior! I need perspectives I've never considered. thank you! 🙏",1.0587525632262498,3.3506071553884738,2.703984392800184,91.8277879357485,83.96240601503759,5.6322852586010494,21.098257006151734,6.980632752743323,0.5078917293233087,1521,48,325,20,44,499,184,399,0.098,0.76,0.142,0.9525,0,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,1,3,4,3,16,20,0,0,8,1,36,0,0,9,5,79,65,29,0,10,12,1,1,6,4,2,0,0,0,1,21,28,0,2,12,0,1,3,21,6,0,5,7,4,44,14,51,53,7,38,0,0,2,0,23,17,0,10,23,215,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553457506201267,0.0,0.0,0.05355945644219362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652123329691431,0.0,0.129625431081655,0.07011304002814474,0.14725981441525254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048011325217302406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892334967794547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579381925281419,0.0,0.06975792502603284,0.0,0.0,0.05202019411814515,0.1424857401958852,0.0,0.07525849286310682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198515353044589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433989209476569,0.0,0.04114881522500606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929430043077684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642839062659467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891037967200137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000544883097748,0.0,0.082016352165847,0.08656880080735517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308687548869605,0.0,0.0695464653577519,0.13940012769560362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452455462237187,0.2628643402257121,0.0,0.0,0.08579265823916088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224268371611824,0.0,0.0,0.057897614295974995,0.058399493674278165,0.060744517096655876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26684885064307723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914199977691674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536262082088865,0.0,0.0,0.08822915200905275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941851757488007,0.1255229418696578,0.07170008660549085,0.0,0.0889763081748491,0.0,0.06515103193096014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060633245654272076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658468321107243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376793089610054,0.07251156621250385,0.0,0.0,0.05232460100624984,0.050466186018875335,0.0,0.0,0.09185110267918344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069456515525448,0.08566819255371304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802329596112598,0.08674294103804693,0.0,0.13936395039459612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106859081282442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594879793327333,0.25833487421370466,0.0,0.050718815751051936
socialanxiety,Rupppp,2019/09/17,Job interview tomorrow Really nervous. My last interview I had 2 months ago resulted in me having a panic attack before the thing even started. Any tips leading up to tomorrow?,4.171774193548386,7.504666096774192,6.464758064516129,62.51713709677421,81.58064516129029,10.841935483870973,33.55645161290323,10.125756701596842,5.6143483870967765,143,8,18,6,4,50,29,31,0.26,0.74,0.0,-0.8313,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,12,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30021329231724464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030933964869035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38528957388783175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28818588623752583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236904059823204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336080819977719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760638002363027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703256584801453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973599428019854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169626770873864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397145821113632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499937649921825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slightWalkingProblem,2019/09/17,"Can't beat anxiety on my own Today I realized I'm really not able to beat social anxiety on my own, no matter how hard I try.

What led to this realization is a talk with my boss who said that he had doubts about hiring me because of how anxious I was at my interview. Up to this point I thought that my interview went well and that I wasn't nearly as anxious as I expected. Turns out I was wrong. Also I met a girl online and asked her out, long story short - it was pretty good, but my anxiety is too much to handle for her (maybe it's better that she said it afterwards, I respect that).
I've been trying for the past 7-8 years to overcome this anxiety issue by putting myself in situations I'm not comfortable in, social situations to be exact, and I believe I've made at least some progress: I have no trouble communicating with people as long as it's not small talk and as long as I'm not under some kind of pressure or I'm expected to perform socially. I tried ALL the advices you can see here, short of seeing a professional, and nothing seems to work for me, at least not in a significant way. Now, all this has led me to believe I'm incapable of overcoming my anxiety on my own, hell, I'm even questioning the possibility of being a high functioning sociopath...

Next two options I'm considering: research chemicals that people have reported to help greatly with anxiety (and don't have a great effect on other functions - low intoxication)

Actually seeing a professional. I'm afraid he/she would suggest doing the same things I've been trying to do myself all these years tho...

What do you think? I MUST do something about it, it's interfering with my life heavily, I have to get rid of it, or tone it down a lot if nothing more.",5.1871062367864695,5.7751124622093,6.767484143763214,74.39316067653279,68.27325581395347,10.20803382663848,31.91543340380549,10.230975488527342,3.2632662790697684,1373,56,263,34,22,474,178,344,0.124,0.7859999999999999,0.091,-0.9252,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,0,7,11,15,1,3,12,0,25,2,0,7,5,48,47,20,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,24,12,0,0,6,0,0,4,10,7,1,1,13,6,33,8,50,30,14,37,1,1,3,0,22,22,1,10,10,185,57,9,0.09217250074641202,0.0,0.08994706468541804,0.0,0.0,0.09006990096495862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371031554589838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42307026470265796,0.20825737996837412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861688458249002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618750094079125,0.0,0.0,0.2076936893911338,0.0,0.08151908659137827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060879067443447066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048156327360325664,0.0,0.0,0.07730992053141247,0.0,0.20324101494086366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256845614457795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178128433739088,0.09738530766003686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620414361175653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598347564082754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510416314188022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24470928798338326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836176401478083,0.0,0.08721584884408741,0.0,0.0,0.0925996658259107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775739355247579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802650021803157,0.0,0.0,0.17688400074454874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798908149830319,0.12780161283477984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713280599049,0.1039106454188554,0.0,0.09377256987126896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265882146567614,0.10325429550374747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904806418992225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535431100025034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034864844296911,0.08391038292250637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721150543072095,0.0,0.2818747708627257,0.0,0.07095889421554394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816952933538374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123531385477508,0.05906041671584222,0.0,0.0731746698244084,0.0,0.0,0.08736875325997079,0.0,0.0,0.2503163105798465,0.10025721281221678,0.0900391400410619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316224081573937,0.0,0.0,0.08287414764335903,0.0854448316286935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671026783125736,0.0,0.0,0.06547669997201057,0.10077616008462596,0.0,0.1187121369730926
socialanxiety,heatherchandler_,2019/09/17,"I feel like such a loser I'm an extrovert with SA and it sucks.I feel like such a loser.I have nice friends I hang out with outside of school etc but I still feel like a loser next to them.Because they have non school friends and get invited to all kinds of stuff,but ofc I can't join them bc I'm not even friends with the person who invited them.One of my best friends has social anxiety too,but even her social life is way better than mine.I fucking hate social anxiety and how incapable it makes me feel.I really want to be just like everyone else and have friends all around town and go to stuff with people almost every weekend,but I just can't because I keep making theories about myself and other people and how the others will all hate me anyways etc.I can't even go to places where you meet more people like parties because they ALWAYS have to get hosted by people my friends know but I don't ,so I can NEVER get invited.I just wish I could show my ""true colours"" and be like Iam with my friends with other people,so I would have a chance of having  more friends,but sa just makes me stand there like an idiot with my mouth wide open with a stupid facial expression bc I'm too scared to say anything.This girl today assumed I was an introvert calling me ""introversion itself"".God NO Karen for the LAST time I'm NOT an introvert.I just hate how people with SA (specifically extroverts) are getting so misunderstood all the time and assumed to be associal.Sorry if I may come across as passive aggressive with this post,but I'm literally crying while written this because I'm just so sick of sa and how i'ts keeping me from being a normal person everyday.i'ts especially awfull since I'm a sophomore in highschool and this is like ""the prime time""for having a big social life etc.I just don't feel like I even get to be a highschooler this way.",4.589033264033262,5.718951283783787,5.204324324324329,83.09671517671521,69.94594594594594,8.178794178794178,28.284823284823283,8.502166056373571,1.9670602910602921,1485,52,290,23,26,478,174,370,0.156,0.649,0.195,0.9109,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,3,4,27,32,7,1,18,0,27,6,2,7,6,66,59,23,0,6,12,0,4,9,7,3,3,1,0,3,11,25,0,2,7,1,0,4,9,11,0,0,2,6,29,21,34,48,8,25,0,2,1,1,24,10,1,5,17,171,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305476056353044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070512423438398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162207440648797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494618758619211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789287314159594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656267952772401,0.06452353409034985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449609534292151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284501793203888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824932190426903,0.0,0.08013859219911904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060945263897985325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440952241922815,0.19274664365493108,0.0,0.06146846300733544,0.06971245567129021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444338766501048,0.20847873875775366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945586434512891,0.0674465217994448,0.1905821421721284,0.0,0.08292499894460732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160864384118148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969305025162645,0.0,0.0759723068741574,0.04009463556343644,0.05946876744277785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306177033031408,0.320782955424417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609581963497814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056268060843010316,0.0,0.07758939032622578,0.0,0.07148125791735133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528920547123364,0.12740449493995465,0.07622335128906199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987155201559468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046737395400730256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058017432255845575,0.07304154833740809,0.1476704610579527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060349845613934285,0.0,0.0,0.2974772681664502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166811812756235,0.0,0.0,0.05826264820450632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703402227493735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762345511347584,0.0,0.0691536297218192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0430312595272192,0.1158179399890386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389564451965098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182575344526076,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anathemabones,2019/09/17,school bathroom it smells like nail polish or something else chemically strong in the school bathroom and it’s giving me a headache but i have nowhere else to eat my lunch in peace without people looking at me  so either i suffer in the bathroom or suffer outside :/,4.136326530612243,6.9794320204081695,3.885061224489796,84.66351020408162,75.73469387755101,4.736326530612245,30.20816326530613,5.6839178017228535,1.4696824489795914,215,10,35,1,5,65,37,49,0.214,0.621,0.165,-0.7257,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,6,3,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,2,1,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978535939972577,0.4863299156364416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792361648980875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220989063809789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444388840457982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180234487005416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5891890384503088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240921835719736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805964659809785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pamworld,2019/09/17,"My modes: A. Shy and quiet B. Annoying, dumb My modes: A. Shy and quiet B. Annoying, dumb",0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,84.55555555555556,8.044444444444443,20.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.6775777777777776,68,2,14,2,2,24,9,18,0.5710000000000001,0.429,0.0,-0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,diearea,2019/09/17,"Anyone have paranoia on top of their social anxiety or can share their experience/advice? So I have bipolar 1 and have had a couple of psychotic episodes. If you're not informed of what psychosis is it's when you lose touch with reality and have hallucinations, delusions, and paranoia. I wouldn't wish this on anyone including my worst enemy. It is like living in a horror movie and have been singlehandedly the worst experiences in my life. 

I'm no longer in a psychotic episode but I have lingering paranoia that can also be deemed as severe social anxiety. I can ""feel"" other's eyes on me. It's not that I just THINK they're looking at me, it's that they ARE and either I look away or look at them to see if they truly are looking at me (which almost all the time they are not). No matter how many times I or other people convince me that I'm not being stared at, the ""feeling"" will always be there. 

I also can't watch movies or TV anymore because I feel like it's ""talking"" to me or about my life. Mostly in a negative way. This goes for certain songs too. 

I've isolated myself from a lot of people because of the experiences I faced in psychosis, like feeling like every social media post was a personal attack towards me. Even now, a year after my last episode, I misinterpret other's words and think they are personally attacking me. I know that it doesn't matter what other people think or say about me, but when this happens to EVERY person I meet (including those close to me) it makes me on edge during social situations and it certainly does not make it enjoyable.

I could go on for days of all the experiences I had during psychosis but I don't want to bore any of you or take a trip down memory lane.

There has been positives that came out of my psychotic episode, like being a more empathetic person. I never undermine other's experiences with mental illness and try to put myself in their shoes. I want to help them and see them grow. After my episode, I've become a mentally stronger person in terms of handling difficult situations. And although I'm not 100% stable, I try not to take my progress for granted and I'm proud of how far I've grown as an individual.

I do feel a bit sad that I have to deal with this possibly for the rest of my life as I'm only 20 and want to create memories with other people and travel to new places. I've always been told I'm a nice person and I think I'm overall a good person, so I question why all this has to happen to me. But I guess God has plans for me and I really shouldn't question it.

Anyone can share their experience or advice? Anything is welcome.",5.049382182273298,5.818313508704063,6.294259301399478,77.01921122994655,68.65183752417795,9.022391625896006,29.132381385823198,9.168548406835145,2.42287807486631,2072,72,391,38,34,699,226,517,0.121,0.725,0.154,0.9675,0,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,11,5,16,23,2,0,20,0,39,8,3,4,6,82,76,41,0,9,23,0,6,5,0,3,5,2,0,7,32,22,0,0,13,3,0,7,16,8,0,0,8,17,60,15,61,60,12,46,0,2,9,0,36,24,0,16,18,277,92,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452070235566652,0.0,0.0,0.06892378598129759,0.0,0.0,0.1100874244543654,0.11454495116879393,0.0,0.0,0.04680708860164996,0.0,0.10531026188896817,0.0,0.06826134363488434,0.14438362188604864,0.0,0.05664162260696755,0.0,0.0,0.1566092217516568,0.06466850435129552,0.0,0.0,0.08391684690655399,0.07601786051592181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514506027856464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872373567305976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495553972823166,0.07615962004120487,0.0,0.04438996720206173,0.07096120543017329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023401933848986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04546188473348376,0.0,0.11598530078632173,0.0,0.0,0.336647098561425,0.0,0.0,0.17401380114076911,0.09834502133022846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039117949574190194,0.05773174333228349,0.0,0.0,0.07582453682115843,0.0,0.1217331372472977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04613562173635714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0378274332741016,0.05610603016394993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585101668199074,0.16813548566986378,0.0,0.06077857734507186,0.0,0.2312010806068616,0.07700370409726726,0.0,0.05851721507498026,0.0,0.0,0.09188976349256796,0.06978330618747347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872987511961654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308631159982625,0.06647690919787405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052348683789544936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087356082927215,0.4207008586567237,0.07191320470424231,0.0,0.0,0.07759602738662494,0.0659205760193545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919364632065236,0.15421178666342095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04409456978675424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473676257564189,0.0,0.0,0.10969796655748497,0.0,0.0,0.0777588537457028,0.0,0.0,0.15473669310217167,0.0,0.2806560367489712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035039140122551,0.05532333482208107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641517649995772,0.0,0.0,0.08027121608121576,0.0,0.0,0.06577047598068951,0.0,0.09346275933893934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179400627480752,0.054634433451173685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062108804830022214,0.0,0.07915165833179218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432457422700865
socialanxiety,helpimlagging,2019/09/17,"I have my first job as a cashier at 7-11 in 3 hours I had a landscaping job before this, but i count this as my first ""real"" job. I wanted to work at a bigger place like Wal-Mart so i was less I dont know.. noticeable? I feel like at 7-11 its so condensed and I'll be in the spotlight the whole time. I just dont see myself as a cashier. Im nervous ill stumble over my words, or I'll make incorrect change, or ill be standing around not taking the initiative that i should. Its funny because i plan on becoming a firefighter down the road.. How is that possible if I'm petrified of being a cashier? The most basic job out there. Im jealous of all the people that just get their first job like a snap of the fingers. Like its just part of the game and it's easy to get started.",0.7109056886227556,2.489699712574854,2.7536788922155715,93.91039857784432,81.81437125748502,6.0911676646706585,22.413547904191613,7.1686216300943375,0.6090721556886223,600,20,140,8,16,202,99,167,0.113,0.7609999999999999,0.126,0.3094,5,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,1,5,8,6,1,1,15,0,10,3,1,2,1,22,20,12,0,3,8,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,3,15,4,19,14,5,20,0,0,1,0,2,13,0,4,10,90,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115503004876996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638632917147622,0.13839236173272038,0.10662750932857892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255878963882464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29371906822240684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335927044122748,0.08951975018880233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197596548813395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093606271300387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234027112240635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707073483348885,0.0,0.6217421199071962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886576119822978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448757888739248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364377333491298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426634944251773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569588284599826,0.0,0.08687248857117064,0.0,0.13091973611522773,0.0,0.0,0.14126545285844602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262744342667014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985390647759428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869334017006236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421569491380402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306784943197807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390964903451891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990142244903142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122540045468952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NoobLs,2019/09/17,"Help Okay..so I am currently a Sophomore in high school ( I'm a 15 year old female ) and I'm really having a hard time right now. I am in a new school this year and it's been pretty stressful so far. I stayed in school for half the year my freshman year, and went ahead to do online school for the rest of the year. It was horrible. I thought I would have liked being alone, and I thought it would be easier but no. I was so depressed. I have no friends, and I just smoked weed and stayed in bed everyday. Never went outside. So I thought that going back to school would be better for me and I'd be happier. I was really confident in myself that I would make myself talk to people, and make friends and just be myself. I haven't really made any friends, and i'm sure everyone thinks i'm awkward. I twitch randomly because i'm always anxious. And my head starts to shake when i'm having a panic attack. I always think everyone is judging me on how I look, because i'm growing out my super short hair, and I just think I look really ugly right now. I was surprised when this boy asked me out to homecoming, and I was happy. But the thing is, I never talked to him after that, I get too nervous, and I never know what to say. He then told me that he couldn't go because he wasn't 16 and his parents wouldn't let him. I immediately knew this was some excuse not to go with me, because i'm weird and don't talk. I didn't go to homecoming, and apparently he went. So yeah..I was right. I have just been really depressed lately, and skip school sometimes. Worrying all the time is so exhausting, i'm always tired.  I try to have a different mindset about things, and I really try to be positive sometimes. But other times I really just can't. Most days I go to school and I feel as if nothing is real, and that i'm in some sort of dream. We had to read stories to kindergartners yesterday, and I thought it would be just one on one. But we had to do it in front of our classmates too. I know that's really stupid to worry about, because little kids look up to older ones. And I should have just been strong and done it. But I was freaking out and just left. I just grabbed my backpack and left school. And just cried in my bed the rest of the day, thinking about how much of a loser I am. I've seen multiple therapists and school counselors and I can never open up, nothing has helped except for maybe a breathing technique. I have trust issues from being bullied back in 7th grade. I really just need some positive feedback right now, and to know I am not alone...",2.37622094263169,4.136077848368526,3.7602661548304575,88.72463041160164,76.65834932821497,7.011149498827042,23.477969716357432,7.870641169985416,1.1132420644060572,1993,62,421,31,45,655,216,521,0.152,0.7190000000000001,0.129,-0.9145,4,2,1,0,0,0,65.0,3,0,0,5,30,24,2,5,15,0,56,6,3,5,6,97,99,47,0,10,20,1,4,1,3,7,3,1,2,2,19,37,0,0,13,2,0,11,15,13,0,4,27,9,60,11,52,55,8,72,0,3,4,0,25,27,0,7,33,286,79,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678347477862085,0.0,0.0,0.14073576564050327,0.0,0.0,0.038339716618027764,0.0,0.0,0.06369232751314129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270684141462234,0.0641393575322343,0.0,0.08670408501444128,0.0,0.17184085925835002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986272623365054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061929786393589176,0.07271970182527444,0.0,0.0971184605188584,0.0,0.0,0.058904152593624075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057695386627096175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774527902782442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02850696346504981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306750423849807,0.0,0.029455749174696143,0.0,0.16020768927934184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001659295199716,0.05050459342006057,0.0,0.05786121487206788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557943534672666,0.05956760726936095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884512543057816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295342535352344,0.0,0.06359807269824426,0.0,0.12251209919570125,0.05765144247795135,0.0,0.02754397706243927,0.05650666258851692,0.0,0.0,0.14203271625726158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334726106472497,0.07526696484768039,0.0,0.05664037686719185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041445120477713336,0.04180438314426678,0.17393212898628466,0.05445127942007938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081945207316773,0.0,0.05916037420650476,0.0,0.11461179772663473,0.0,0.0,0.0661487181788742,0.0626023108530117,0.0,0.0,0.03908616435401527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735780631540435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056394350066437365,0.06417175088291271,0.3250610162843096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192589749771542,0.0,0.04483491771082728,0.0,0.5135278692265408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152072933784016,0.0,0.03990541226585846,0.12018522349923152,0.0,0.0,0.06458206064168512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053136628011716015,0.0,0.0,0.13594613825445795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546047248776563,0.07491152853263816,0.14450178543874032,0.0,0.1790348092088727,0.09862530769633683,0.06479947379945414,0.0,0.05387263951391221,0.0,0.07655540676519558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679195237815075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451141146450085,0.0,0.2002504506553523,0.0,0.0,0.1815314374218892
socialanxiety,nutmeg_toast,2019/09/17,"What did I do wrong this time... I've been trying to make friends. I saw some guy from my high school post on Facebook and I went to message him. Post was about Taylor Swift's new album and I thought we could have spoke about that. The message was ""hey ___:) I don't know if you remember me but we went to high school together"". I knew he knew who I was in high school so I thought that was okay to message him. He'd seen the message shortly after I sent it and he's online now but he hasn't replied two hours later. Did I do something creepy by messaging him? Was my message flirty or something? It's well known he's gay so I wasn't trying to flirt. Should I not message people who I went to high school with? I'm thinking of deleting my Facebook because I'm embarrassed. I was trying to be normal socially and I thought it was okay to message him. I guess not ?",-0.19407821229050626,2.1081234916201126,1.3755843575419,97.95307486033519,93.41340782122904,3.98131843575419,21.12648044692737,5.6839178017228535,-0.029579843575418874,671,25,148,5,25,215,93,179,0.032,0.893,0.075,0.7149,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,2,2,20,1,0,1,0,28,38,10,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,0,9,0,0,4,5,2,1,1,23,3,28,5,17,11,1,19,0,0,2,1,28,7,0,4,6,91,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195829428128689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942482241868455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120020694089924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300383542864754,0.1168817412442339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988782565474186,0.0,0.0,0.11624918628352796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648736856968575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787950320654819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400726245822294,0.0,0.0,0.11565768323319328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183658208681556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261063127729209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372040869016974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778657764441634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033060361938384,0.0,0.1817514894359675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563758443167666,0.0,0.2811403427984512,0.06883218331023548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240431605408445,0.0,0.1153114630019972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613538962545764,0.3282828513212365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906216618441888,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NoRules325,2019/09/17,I want to find new friends Due to the fact that i was antisocialat school i dont have no one to talk to i really need someone to understand me.Feel free to give me a message and i will respond because i dont have nothing else to do with my life =),0.7690909090909095,2.356187727272733,3.0745454545454542,92.6118181818182,80.81818181818181,6.581818181818183,25.54545454545455,7.554174236665415,1.111836363636364,195,8,47,3,5,67,39,55,0.0,0.758,0.242,0.8954,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,7,11,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,8,3,8,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888678977542144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5724962782972939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040316631811193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349537516497998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323146407915634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886996651866963,0.0,0.0,0.2342978184671845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251434374033153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811012942950348,0.0,0.2358890728028688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343554224029372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550373707739527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646676880957472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24718450495849603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694424968487696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631132543630228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542630559633072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440594213327732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Vrooth,2019/09/17,"I was rejected from University and I can’t come to terms with fact that I lost my another valueable year in my youth I decided to enroll for University.

I wanted to meet new people I can hang out with. 

I wanted to overcome my anxiety by spending great time with new friend.

But it’s gone. I was rejected and I can’t think of the fact that I will be lonely again another year. 

I’am losing my youth, my best years of my life. I feel horrible.",1.6773333333333331,3.8452285111111135,4.043333333333333,83.885,80.55555555555556,8.444444444444445,23.333333333333336,9.150863307647796,2.0603333333333342,346,12,72,10,9,120,56,90,0.19899999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.6908,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,1,8,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,2,15,14,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,5,0,0,4,1,17,3,14,8,2,15,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,10,47,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479027770002736,0.16338383740723425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413316451844686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397544117073225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798963778923633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500705769133978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23546653861091396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085392039238985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389351321383551,0.23314169536508544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41254298788744004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806560286000256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684985677761874,0.0,0.0,0.1245369547226261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519434385145249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126047489817761
socialanxiety,baesuzy1612,2019/09/17,"Overcome this social anxiety shit I was in my fourth year of college and I had no life.

I can't make someone comfortable around me, many of my classmates hate me, I am avoided by them.

i has seek to reaching out at person arounds me, but since the very start, they have built in mind that they considered me as a boring and weird person, my effort to embark the conversation feels wasteful

And it always being a cycle, I was so down of being an outcast and tried to change it but nothing changed. 

And im so tired to keep positive and ends up let anything be, despite the possibility it would be worsen my future life.",5.128202479338842,5.956791438016534,5.8145351239669445,80.3145299586777,68.50413223140497,8.033471074380165,30.827479338842977,8.07648339933343,2.163734710743801,488,19,92,6,8,159,85,121,0.184,0.767,0.049,-0.9248,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,4,6,2,1,6,0,13,4,1,1,0,17,18,11,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,17,1,17,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,0,4,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772563543982595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135815897576816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609844618339968,0.3160924864767877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37562281085840576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724575602547525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976842396462753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528177852589208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177124236466814,0.0,0.0,0.1578037151079493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154438430028105,0.25080033528661383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185078308894778,0.17999541916859155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926252347112412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703522653263049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100382415861122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014714461580232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223995548810887,0.146861066581331,0.0,0.0,0.18097738462374105,0.15042716472528875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566213764425474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405353393201214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053648259850858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464872421510338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611772822157352,0.0,0.0,0.11432849421072445
socialanxiety,IcedLemonzTea,2019/09/17,"[M22] I think I may require some help Today was the day of my university's orientation. After all the necessary talks and registration (5 hours). I had only talked to people for around 5 mins in total - some student council students were helping to make small talk but after she left,  the conversation died quickly. I never talked to anyone else after that.

After the talks and registration was the orientation games. I stayed till right before the games started before I could pick up the courage to ask to leave for the day. And before that,  I was just panicking about being involved in the games.  

On the way back I felt terrible.  For leaving due to fear of socialising with others. Although I had this feeling everytime when starting school.  I never had to escape before.  I used to participate unwillingly. But this time just felt too overwhelming for me.  


Info about myself:
I have never been diagnosed with any disorder or sorts.
I have been shut at home for the past 5 months(not working - I would like to but when I think of having to interact with people, I immediately not want to work anymore).  Only leaving for food,  visiting grandparents,  or language class twice a week. So my contact has only been with family members,  or practicing language with a class of 8 people max, of which I only talk to 2 of them for practice only. 
Recently the class(8ppl) went for dinner,  and they spent around 3 hours talking of which I probably only spent 5 mins talking and the rest of the time just listening and smiling

Friends wise - one that I would talk to for maybe a week,  then disappear for 1-2 months before contacting each other again.  And we are used to this.  

I always had friends up until I was around 14. Where my group of friends dropped from 8-ish - to 3-ish(17yo)  to 1(22yo). The one friend I have now is also not my best friend per say.  But someone who I will meet uo every 2 mths or so. I do not mind having no friends so I'm not sure if this helps. 


I used to not fear sharing opinions, feelings etc,  but as I grow older,  I fear it more for being judged.

What should I do? This feeling of fear is disbilitating and seems to be getting worse.  I always feel as though I am inferior to others and is always feared being judged. I looked up social anxiety,  but it does not seem to be as serious as others where they have problem ordering food, eating alone, or simply being around others.  I do not have a problem being around people.  But when it comes to interacting with them,  that is what I am having problems with.",4.298356236786468,6.434739953488375,4.987923361522199,80.36328039112053,72.29809725158563,7.5206976744186065,27.258403805496826,8.317959484511023,2.0065374630021138,1990,73,354,33,40,640,232,473,0.153,0.743,0.10400000000000001,-0.9764,1,1,0,0,0,0,67.0,1,0,4,4,25,24,0,6,19,0,44,5,0,5,6,84,70,38,1,9,23,0,6,1,6,5,1,2,1,0,22,24,4,1,11,3,2,5,11,12,0,3,17,9,45,12,74,40,9,62,0,2,1,0,42,18,0,13,36,269,67,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061126138780382575,0.0,0.04719766908363603,0.1473262198819187,0.0,0.0,0.04013511060938448,0.0,0.04514956105460482,0.0,0.05853123231925843,0.04126762852735827,0.060472191305080386,0.0,0.26269820528583193,0.0551750272732186,0.0,0.0,0.04538215653769071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511051535697537,0.0,0.06193705666592045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050839853840512386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471220648727392,0.0,0.0,0.0761250612600116,0.0,0.0,0.05990329155836498,0.061252658606771974,0.0,0.06764116821584923,0.0,0.05164813922036751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060391422036242925,0.04930300620163268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582205945915351,0.0,0.0,0.049726259581520514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563809182013474,0.3320652960269188,0.11936761486332675,0.0,0.11333546173983057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273261119362554,0.0,0.2735887347451655,0.0,0.030835119700723793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186780680067428,0.0,0.059201115096130436,0.0,0.11624413605068465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187478576962071,0.06412458262530958,0.0,0.0,0.02883382203987235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049561301612543095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039395804479862385,0.0,0.059292764554578124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595926131820053,0.0,0.04710859846242027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365578410165104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998593598952047,0.2693207730174891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634054773438129,0.16366605369298431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363272853614689,0.169420340872428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827438452522388,0.0,0.0,0.0504021129467606,0.0,0.046934472662236125,0.0,0.05973062705516381,0.0,0.10745780849063302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060162688038422285,0.050006814954738237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354825108176328,0.06290666264975885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055624940160803035,0.0,0.0,0.4269369033256577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563429849544523,0.05798610877681835,0.0,0.06882919302218321,0.0,0.05594334353440991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529210351692772,0.0,0.0,0.034811079969820045,0.04684672974013206,0.09468335706754527,0.0,0.0,0.05471143161240311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593342687972694,0.0,0.06014565303979904,0.08385115692641851,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spanish_sandman,2019/09/17,"What to do after you overcome the mental issue. Im 22M and i just started understanding for real what should i do to have a happy life. we can discuss that another time but now i want to know, if you have overcome social anxiety (or tbh the incapacitating part of it) whats the next step?. you are suddenly there wanting to live but you have nothing. you destroyed and not created that social tree that everyone has at certain age. you are  lost in the infinite desert of solitude and everyone in your near enviroment takes for granted that you are a horrible person that doesnt talk to anybody. how do you build from zero.",3.492545454545453,5.790412800000002,5.086212121212121,78.02727272727277,75.16666666666666,8.03030303030303,29.24242424242424,8.841846274778883,2.6753333333333327,496,22,89,11,11,167,80,120,0.094,0.8079999999999999,0.098,-0.12,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,9,0,1,4,4,1,0,6,0,13,1,0,1,1,18,20,8,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,13,2,15,18,1,13,0,1,0,0,15,4,0,2,8,71,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376940429916954,0.14866006164799533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713766479553895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068653152446693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990712590269486,0.20282749859767876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679735216008343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372593119445332,0.0,0.0,0.1715948074371343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213150184069024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583648751576532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066695787631172,0.0,0.0,0.1864625475891792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104378247597156,0.0,0.0,0.1696793414090546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118732209297093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961849773859004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754605655385846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611015072864916,0.1561931423908995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113313970710419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023018570964122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923887512828625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sugarlovesme246,2019/09/17,"being excluded by friends and feeling shit about yourself I transferred back to my old high school after a year away and a lot has changed. The two girls I was closest with are now in a five member group and the group does absolutely EVERYTHING together. They are all extremely close as well so I don't know how to get in lol

They are planning on going to a concert soon and the two i used to be friends with haven't invited me to go with them. We used to be very close and have hung out outside of school over the past year so I don't know why that is. I just feel like they're being cold towards me and the group ignores me sometimes in conversations. Even when I'm talking to them one on one, some of their replies are dry and disinterested, while others seem slightly uncomfortable. It makes me feel sad and really small. Tips and advice would be appreciated ://",4.197814479638011,5.767329523529412,4.641764705882356,85.07486425339367,71.41176470588233,7.8190045248868785,28.3710407239819,8.384062270229773,1.8542262443438915,689,26,140,11,13,218,109,170,0.077,0.8170000000000001,0.106,0.6318,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,5,1,11,7,1,0,9,1,17,1,1,4,1,32,30,15,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,16,0,1,6,1,0,2,3,3,1,5,1,5,17,4,25,23,3,26,0,1,0,0,14,14,1,3,11,99,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156107918806749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009237165495193,0.12283951625743453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689965563025301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980015322007472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551476592818296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357490094172334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24232640951797105,0.11412694355606448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24684817700445805,0.0,0.08346388705946987,0.0,0.1815816179689148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878688150304316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175591170096873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804681446306401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581553619263098,0.0,0.0,0.10663577789344564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676329724931746,0.0,0.2165043363726141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250147100485206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023412961655444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32335534020362416,0.0,0.14543232649279794,0.0,0.0,0.16398325132509756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579989275275192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840269949958705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121092087894703,0.0,0.0,0.27594907218918474,0.0,0.13181222625540426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143636337698664,0.0,0.14415143679453002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134833196601504,0.0,0.0,0.205750249988406
socialanxiety,hoshi___,2019/09/17,"talking whenever i have to talk or someone speaks to me, i end up messing words up, stutter, and sound stupid, talking like an incoherent person. i know no one cares about how stupid you were but then i spend the rest of the day cringing about it. how do you guys overcome this :/",4.334444444444443,5.74472188888889,4.3157407407407415,88.16583333333334,70.85185185185185,6.881481481481483,30.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.5960888888888891,218,9,44,2,4,67,43,54,0.18899999999999997,0.747,0.064,-0.7488,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,4,6,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,7,2,7,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30046014133677457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005323033946328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26101138639786503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917933606586321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619560982432895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397258750291658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969225988024625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573154065272102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496932432980044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7105915475152598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Imnotsure12345,2019/09/17,"Is this classed as social anxiety? I’ve always had this thing where I don’t worry at all about how I come across to strangers like cashiers, bus drivers, people I don’t know on the phone. I’ll be polite, but I don’t care at all about seeming weird. My logic is that I’ll probably never see them again and if I do, they’ll probably have forgotten. Great, right? 

Well no. Around people I *know*, and around people who I’m about to get to know such as new classmates, I become *so* anxious. I worry so much about being weird and I end up just awkwardly standing there, not knowing how to join in with the jokes. I was really shy and quiet around my ex’s family and would avoid them because I didn’t want them to think negatively of me. 

It’s a problem because it gets in the way of making friends, but I don’t even know if it could be considered social anxiety, since I’m fine with strangers.",2.030932726681833,4.062579353591161,3.2960545986350347,90.39508612284693,78.66850828729281,6.468768280792983,22.80175495612609,7.510576382923642,0.8949672408189793,697,22,147,10,17,226,108,181,0.17300000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.141,-0.4766,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,0,18,12,0,2,4,0,17,0,0,3,3,36,33,15,0,6,6,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,1,8,1,0,1,9,5,1,0,3,2,19,7,25,24,3,19,0,0,1,0,10,12,0,3,5,99,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071075606677896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357036423434224,0.1503120198879297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553361411580586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622157497640244,0.14694658693240528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565640274920715,0.0,0.0,0.11461337964523008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623199523486247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784546728156647,0.0,0.0,0.08788025276902718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543052858731432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279641905991813,0.0,0.1390294036545385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669140409080988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365612250484101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500297586311048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881391180715119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978092655228897,0.0,0.10261867736715306,0.1285034181460159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767265953271114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869072793346081,0.1273137534249592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523715990479848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362653646115628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602601592339804,0.12112645562492848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006281793667183,0.0,0.0,0.2712615589437635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839450218167867,0.08525499104357523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847810768610261,0.10561127964071132,0.0,0.0,0.1196306275499626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702435635421802,0.0,0.09451703492940752,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mattyfryatt123,2019/09/17,"I’m making progress with graded exposure therapy for SA. Does anyone else have any positive experience with this! Or do you have any tips or tricks that can help? I have two support workers who help me with  activities I find anxious, so first we did buses and we’d grade it, so a support worker  would come with me there and back. But then we’d keep pushing it step-by-step , so I end up doing it independently. 

We also did this walking though crowds, or being in crowds for graded amounts of time.

Now they have helped me join community-like group. We did a badminton group and a walking group. Again we graded these into split steps and did  these steps one at a time , and if it got too anxious then we’d stop and take it back a few steps.

I’m still  fucking miles away from being a functional person, but happy for these small success.",4.9794235033259415,5.877498317073172,5.334301552106427,83.37300443458982,68.87804878048779,7.914855875831485,27.713968957871394,8.00094639256281,1.6104829268292682,660,21,131,8,11,210,99,164,0.036000000000000004,0.82,0.14400000000000002,0.9568,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,7,1,1,5,13,6,2,0,6,0,17,1,0,2,0,28,27,19,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,16,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,2,0,3,5,0,15,4,14,16,2,26,0,0,0,1,19,7,1,4,12,91,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277925149721232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733983152298755,0.0,0.0,0.3610584780510349,0.0,0.11173632382356144,0.1637346411971631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501379626510109,0.2457536582382129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765410261217334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398426179247377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349293048832578,0.0,0.1415359366922864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631569035777104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460548909542175,0.1359263437054981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477331177254984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780717077288808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011075395686873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32133300387651176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203815222655586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666816882228553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828505009841716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953175603101986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761699842417204,0.13360049137833566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626797476474677,0.0,0.0,0.12015019468974378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274595988875056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700331855171892,0.0,0.1863620778437156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610200643639452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351779054979215,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sophielou9,2019/09/17,"Social anxiety since becoming a mum is costing me all of my friendships. I've always had social anxiety but after having a baby last year it became so much more severe and greatly affecting my life. Because of my anxiety and also having a difficult baby I found it difficult to make commitments with people and was too self conscious to have visitors in my home because of my house and also looking like I didn't have my shit together as a new parent. Since then I feel like I've lost connections with just about all my friends. If I write in group chats they often don't reply. If I try to organise something in a group, unless there's a few going plans fall through. I just feel so awkward and it makes me more anxious when I do catch up with people (even friends of 20 years). I don't know what to do anymore because I constantly analyse every interaction I have. I try to be mindful of what I am doing to contribute to the situation but I feel like I have difficulty reading situations. I don't even feel like myself anymore and feel like I have nothing to talk about or contribute and it makes me even more anxious to try and engage with friends. Has anyone been here? Any idea what I can do to try resolve these issues? I feel too nervous to confront people and ask what it is I am doing so wrong.",5.624518482490269,6.105378326848253,6.652585116731519,75.9759204766537,67.28793774319067,9.53784046692607,33.18312256809338,9.516144504307137,3.11952159533074,1038,44,190,20,16,348,131,257,0.14300000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.153,0.6928,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,18,19,2,2,7,0,26,2,1,4,3,42,41,23,0,2,8,2,6,5,3,0,1,0,1,1,10,13,0,0,11,2,1,3,4,8,0,0,6,7,31,11,30,34,7,15,0,1,1,0,16,4,1,4,13,142,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524416386791775,0.07930706048008057,0.0,0.0,0.06481529860111125,0.0,0.2187398193525144,0.21535042981631652,0.1890474072532738,0.06664423306547565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910367540389759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743035826112129,0.10526440493424356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299820554729704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885765310339225,0.0,0.0803043099709063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28915508702472303,0.2723631019950564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450447918262606,0.2209130019472504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416789759970194,0.0,0.0,0.10508160606473103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560551582427287,0.0,0.0,0.10997703094710026,0.0,0.10759543113359717,0.0,0.09948076596396524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238087768800216,0.07769184555245298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732154950554263,0.23282267781873825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003791479088644,0.0,0.10404409872478547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908641181417019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623775689580512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006514644030787,0.0,0.0,0.09205273919957678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914542514501836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058324846655131,0.0,0.0,0.19823162275954745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533760187609244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943100367343406,0.10767521490815828,0.09783620242181894,0.15768582690279312,0.2142689337788088,0.0,0.19431677305227432,0.0,0.07337568719499159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660802184513654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588418479171813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042085010036994,0.0,0.12275536034041712
socialanxiety,coolbiscuitLOL,2019/09/17,"'Your physical presence is required at lectures' I chose my college in no small part because it offered recordings of all lectures. I thought ""Wow, I can watch all the lectures without being surrounded by 300 people! I can struggle through the Small-Group Tutorials and lab practicals"". But when I mentioned my idea to the disability guidance counsellor they said that my physical presence was required. So much for disability inclusion.

I can understand that I need to take part in lab practicals because I can only learn the skills by doing them first-hand. I can understand needing to go to small-group tutorials since I am marked on presentations and participation. I cannot understand why I need to go to a lecture when I can watch it online, especially when participation and asking questions is actively discouraged.",9.763351063829786,10.460202595744684,9.360345744680851,59.34562500000001,58.50354609929078,12.723758865248227,46.703014184397155,12.161744961471696,6.3616163120567375,670,41,96,20,8,216,83,141,0.057999999999999996,0.924,0.018000000000000002,-0.636,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,3,4,3,0,1,5,0,13,0,0,0,2,20,25,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,7,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,3,19,1,16,21,5,12,0,1,2,0,8,6,0,1,4,71,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147582495489773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058476482335706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692094875603545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963287352925891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498702971477552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697374458180366,0.3842232093846372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136617581579593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740916193586751,0.0,0.1197467058163792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934930471331252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430231690524053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288102520690155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805710884582346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986872239634514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371254316172372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394426791396263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558586689172721,0.0,0.0,0.16650204182005984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,orafur,2019/09/17,"Is there any way to have a healthy relationship with social media when you have social anxiety? I deleted Facebook and Snapchat about a year ago in the attempt to become more mentally healthy and I had previously deleted Instagram in 2016. Social media was exacerbating feelings of anxiety, loneliness, depression and FOMO (fear of missing out), and I'd had enough. 

However, as time has gone on, I've found myself now struggling with feelings of being disconnected and I don't feel as 'involved' as what I once was. I've missed out on lots of stuff (some things I'm glad I've missed out on) and I'm trying to push past my social anxiety by becoming more involved in different things, but I feel as though I can't be fully involved without at least Facebook as this is where many groups and events are posted. So, I've been flirting with the idea of making a new Facebook account (my 3rd one in the past few years due to my accounts getting too 'overwhelming' with too many 'friends').

I was wondering if and how one can have a healthy relationship with Facebook when dealing with social anxiety? I'm getting anxious right now at the thought of people who I don't really care about adding me and me feeling pressured to accept them because it's the 'nice' thing to do, but I also want to keep my Facebook private. I wish I could disable the 'add friend' button, it would make my life SO much easier. I just want a simple life, and I feel like Facebook complicates things for me in ways that people don't understand. I have no desire to be online friends with people who I don't give a crap about in real life, but I feel like that is inevitable and I may have to compromise. Does anyone have any advice? 

**TLDR:** *I've been off social media for a while and I've mostly enjoyed the many benefits... but I'm now battling with feelings of being 'left out', lonely and disconnected, especially as I'm trying to be more confident and 'out there'. I at least want a Facebook account, but how do I keep my social media life healthy when I struggle with social anxiety?*",5.705425824175826,6.701154420918372,6.213979591836736,77.36508634222922,67.29081632653062,8.887912087912088,32.93406593406593,9.057496981413335,2.916601334379906,1631,70,291,28,26,529,180,392,0.08199999999999999,0.753,0.165,0.9904,2,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,1,1,22,24,2,5,15,0,34,5,1,4,0,69,67,36,0,8,8,0,8,2,3,2,4,0,0,0,13,29,0,2,14,0,3,2,7,12,0,2,10,8,32,12,57,49,11,42,0,6,0,0,23,21,1,6,18,204,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848496722919073,0.062124959383408986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604589869126295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531862004414496,0.0,0.2680691413316752,0.07917461710055615,0.0,0.04900414305576156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042722364734444004,0.154803850860114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145498911474474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595612082666019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225320331111958,0.06036297639923426,0.0,0.0,0.07322253573274866,0.0,0.0,0.061330706251774975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241518259852688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788636316214249,0.28349134097248146,0.10013559913101433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684314474445086,0.16243944678101346,0.0,0.07323166709005605,0.06723065808684682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911595132675574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458720124132905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614613033260313,0.0,0.198008721292596,0.06847869821981875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958264395851505,0.0,0.0,0.09356280975768358,0.21316157381149992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062787202936757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151957343421528,0.0,0.0,0.0676872610414603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746368387288789,0.0949810393655388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338056176009842,0.14576161136614454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712079864820447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977057839154335,0.04489740410136836,0.0,0.0,0.15048730220617293,0.0,0.05985108525241002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715319394812299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465333716440365,0.08022905354967269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624194842825564,0.0,0.06885686605088907,0.05563861857560068,0.04086636113625509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516444529933536,0.0,0.0,0.07295958917338413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401152212822482,0.11125833626994648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059278062133234,0.06755817274467202,0.07600276832780377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978544001733995,0.0,0.0,0.09026319251169593
socialanxiety,joshset,2019/09/17,"I start university next week, which means I have 6 days to die in my sleep Sadly the odds are against me",1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,79.0,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.050109090909091325,82,2,20,1,2,26,21,22,0.28300000000000003,0.7170000000000001,0.0,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642457504561124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252411616640857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463224990419129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357587640866088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100317932725291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900131696576171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32866541359567164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RedditModel,2019/09/17,"How do you take Inderal (propranolol) for anxiety? My SA manifests itself with a red face, high blood pressure, heart pounding and sweating like crazy, sometimes even uncontrollable shaking like I am cold. Most of the time once this starts it doesn't go away until I am at home alone. I had this since when I was around 12.

I am in (group) therapy now for almost two years and it helped a bit, I can talk to the people there easier now but the symptoms never went away. The stress in those situations is just too much.

So now all of a sudden someone wants to go out with me for a coffee and I am already freaking out.

Is Inderal something that could help me? 80% of my problems come from the fact that my red hot face and the high blood pressure (I have normal BP in normal situations) hinder me to engage in conversations and make me extremely self aware. I had situations (because of alcohol) where I lost my self doubt and could actually talk to people and be myself so I know that this is possible. If this shit falls away I can actually be quite social and funny (so people told me).

I want to talk to my Doc about Inderal today but would like to hear if someone here has experience with it. How much do you take and when?

I am personally convinced that when I had a few successes meeting and talking to new people this will go much easier. But when you have always the same outcome you condition yourself to always be that way. 

Thanks",4.73273381294964,6.055330654676262,5.620928057553956,79.52074460431658,69.79136690647482,8.869352517985613,28.288489208633088,9.255337874911486,2.37544690647482,1134,40,216,23,20,372,151,278,0.115,0.762,0.12300000000000001,0.6663,0,1,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,0,3,20,17,1,6,12,0,27,9,7,3,3,42,43,25,0,10,6,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,1,3,15,17,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,10,0,1,7,5,30,7,33,29,8,37,0,1,2,0,19,14,1,5,18,159,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.1826710059572995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002490220248204,0.09372216437683756,0.09693649487387794,0.10328473129068197,0.0,0.15575756016785813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160014162602643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331965256814018,0.0,0.0,0.2638075712988677,0.0,0.0,0.057054820826993535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218181707902768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062405591993928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945644829274912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181880715357928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915541543725434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957708276814286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548869553931699,0.11091087077710493,0.1254699016439915,0.1977771278911341,0.09388370841911682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051437524343645465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717779487452691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217031667254073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062475583689904024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640992484686327,0.0,0.07218645858004659,0.09039491552013497,0.0,0.0,0.18340702652956226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967593056327616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595487608310945,0.0817237981823683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551462793544496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955805340775899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955011311838054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952806023002871,0.0,0.09607422146946612,0.07742299211051691,0.31561508656790505,0.0,0.0954086126982212,0.15860597309884938,0.07205422785782356,0.09256813627340107,0.0,0.06624722888032322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721308990342268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728134460755157,0.14074402188723187,0.3009133991262091,0.0,0.08616996926067222,0.1070343724569139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457616700230137,0.0,0.08871739229652316,0.0894343117291564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142899962525053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040985550134552,0.07429158569344588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867637726814886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648740952516312,0.0,0.0,0.06027229892397785
socialanxiety,Fjjddjjdjcjc,2019/09/17,"I said hello to a guy on the elevator a couple days ago and I can’t stop overthinking it I got on the elevator to get to my dorm room a couple days ago and I said “hello” to another guy getting on, he replied “I just moved here”. I then realized that he thought I said “who are you?”.  I tried thinking of something to say next to explain that I said hello but the elevator got to his floor and he got off before I could say anything. I tried to say hello casually and it came out in the same tone of voice that someone would use if they were saying “who are you?” condescendingly implying that they don’t belong there. He was black so now I’m worried that he thinks I’m racist and I haven’t seen him since then so I can explain that I said hello. And now scenarios are playing out in my head that he’s going to tell people that I said “who are you” and everyone in the campus is going to think I’m a racist.",1.5727255928549442,3.2688881204188505,3.742550046196492,88.24164767477673,78.79057591623037,6.797782568524793,22.753618724976906,7.724431198458867,0.9239600246381268,705,22,157,11,17,242,94,191,0.09,0.8859999999999999,0.024,-0.9313,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,2,0,7,2,0,0,9,0,13,1,1,1,0,25,38,13,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,2,2,13,10,0,1,7,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,14,13,24,2,21,22,1,25,0,0,2,0,36,11,0,1,10,99,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170798793000615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338760490986828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898481531881597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201380787303708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367613704648335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863359545222668,0.2392957479747115,0.0,0.13947457193777016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332637712699187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299078252873646,0.0,0.12290973875038252,0.0,0.25945317621802416,0.0,0.0,0.21413871260937725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097636504989274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492900214403776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150014086966477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496628706019913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6171594234581091,0.3439690096974176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944930783766927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162132672656632,0.08324659940111677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904046088149306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451361340815724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786311167161906,0.0,0.08584607317410996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468313582164118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339279149112276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981501364221832,0.0,0.07681507262669643,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway666981,2019/09/17,"Dealing with talking in front of others This is something I’ve dealt with for quite a while now, maybe like 2-3 years? I can remember one day in one of my English classes where I was selected to read a few pages of a book in front of the class, sounds pretty simple right? Well all of a sudden I began to overthink about it way too much and when I began to talk I could not speak for shit, my voice was cracking, I was choking and my face was bright red, all while I felt everyone in the class turn towards me and start laughing under their breaths. When it was finally over, I made an excuse to leave the class and just went straight home, it was the most humiliated I have ever felt in my entire life and it stayed with me until the end of secondary school. For two years anytime we had to do out-loud reading people would purposely choose me because they knew I couldn’t do it and they wanted to take the piss out of me basically.

Fast forward to where I am now, I’m doing my second year of college, my first year wasn’t too bad because I only had to do one small presentation as our course is primarily coursework. However, our teacher was explaining her unit to us last week and how a lot of it is graded by presentations, which means I’m pretty much fucked because I can barely get a word out in front of my class at the best of times.

Basically I need a way to do these presentations, so if anyone has any advice as to overcome this debilitating fear then I would really appreciate it. Sorry this is so long, I guess part of me just needed to rant since this is the only time I’ve actually told anyone else about this problem.",9.709469981238273,6.151553164634148,9.46768292682927,72.12272045028143,61.5609756097561,12.287429643527204,37.730769230769226,9.851270322608157,3.4047431519699805,1290,41,263,18,13,423,184,328,0.083,0.825,0.092,0.45799999999999996,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,4,0,3,3,17,11,3,1,16,0,29,6,4,2,3,41,50,19,0,9,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,3,1,0,15,13,0,0,7,3,0,5,3,6,1,6,18,7,36,5,48,28,10,55,0,0,2,1,15,18,3,4,32,186,51,11,0.0,0.0,0.10441278014789204,0.0,0.0,0.1045553715431167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276103163151441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962835178705647,0.10963017063037876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933729217015937,0.19567152758042386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228582831358123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542769661499218,0.0,0.0,0.06900364675954762,0.1103083030191548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938153001942763,0.0,0.09476680546312326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678411748466888,0.0,0.10223937925252667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040038331073324,0.0,0.0,0.2054661116268585,0.11720902110676555,0.0,0.091010846236584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098916190157351,0.055901057349554056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786829061388708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732583373330172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721611955446339,0.0,0.1132934435830271,0.0,0.0,0.0755745248232393,0.05227290035199394,0.0,0.0,0.09468820050147564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096427622949152,0.0,0.10124231716308353,0.0,0.0,0.10749198524114296,0.11655014323434425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730892077761796,0.15867253660741393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21751002290432112,0.16275074356771504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158663728219645,0.0,0.07417763853736517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177070426058928,0.0,0.10238083807479956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380354556274774,0.2140501522170001,0.0,0.06854445518576753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120574794247407,0.0913741030915936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082857871460496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982998108102776,0.08850829732132813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237084164088622,0.0,0.11977339804890368,0.07573240546017664,0.11404362916647524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044776749013365,0.1719988589424213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478059770159655,0.0,0.0,0.10223937925252667,0.0,0.0,0.11638105541535787,0.10451966350088976,0.0,0.12870316000554227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631090845983369,0.16985708187672194,0.08582583471140072,0.0,0.09620236289081273,0.0991864765217487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520139496024123,0.0,0.0,0.2756079768029921
socialanxiety,Kelpie_is_a_Beast,2019/09/17,"Does anyone else always get stopped by security? Because i get nervous in big crowds/lines at the airport or at a festival/concert for example, i always get picked out of the crowd because they think i look shady or am smuggling something or whatever.

Does anyone else experience these things?",6.627307692307693,8.834877115384613,6.4992307692307705,71.62076923076923,66.30769230769229,9.046153846153846,38.0,9.516144504307137,4.13783076923077,238,13,36,5,4,75,39,52,0.14400000000000002,0.81,0.046,-0.6199,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506194803002353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946366467370685,0.4317506070202082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25686755243758136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687499159301096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520064743161982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060938165109556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33022819318298346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692530727036354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621983285929654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614505039692827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997210170637714,0.135000706862977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cliffhangerart,2019/09/17,"ideas on how to eradicate social angst/anxsiety? I'm not really sure what the ideal way to start a post like this is, so I'm just going to jump right into the thick of it. As of late I am becoming more and more infuriated with myself as an individual human being, the reasons for this feeling is mainly because I feel like 90 % of my social interactions are failures caused by my own hands. 

Whenever I arrange to meet people or even just happen to bump into someone, I try to keep my internal ""monologue"" from going haywire and freaking out, some days it works and I'm able to have a somewhat meaningful or enjoyable conversation, other days I talk and all the comes out is a load of horse shit, not to mention it becomes almost a war of attrition to get myself to look into these other human beings eyes. Now just for a bit of backstory, I've not lived a bad life. sure there are things I wish would have been different, but we all do.

 I was pushed around in school for being a somewhat emotional male rather than the alpha male stereotype which many guys happen to want to show themselves as, yet despite this my memories of my youth were as someone who, despite being emotional was quite a happy go lucky guy.  Yet nowadays it's hard to do something as simple as have a conversation that goes further than, ""hows your project going?"" or "" have you seen this meme?"" on better days I can put this Aside and not give it too much importance but its slowly bugging me more and more that I am unable to spark something more sincere with others, and in turn this leads me to feel lonelier and lonelier. Am I missing something on how human interactions are supposed to work? Is it really me or do people simply not want or know or talk about profound things? 

What happens to make me confused is that, with some of my closer friends i happen to ask them after meeting up with people whether I was coherent, or sounded like an idiot,or whether my anxiety was prominent enough to be seen through the seems, most of the times they said they didn't notice anything wrong, and sometimes they even ask me how i come up with interesting questions ( to which i simply answer, throw shit at a wall and eventually some of it will stick). To me, this implies that the conflict I encounter on a near daily basis with myself while talking to others is getting the better of me, every time. And if this is the case I find this to be incredibly disheartening. I attempted therapy at one point but my family does not really have the means necessary for me to keep that going.

Just to make sure before asking my final questions in this post, my anxiety at the stage it's at is not crippling, i do manage with closer friends to enjoy myself, look at them, have profound debates, but its becoming more challenging to bring new people into this social circle, and when I try to do it I feel like my own IQ willingly drops to make me look foolish, filling me with shame and an overwhelming desire to go home and lock myself in. Do any of you guys/girls have tips on what it is i can do to work this out of my system before it gets the better of me? 

i appreciate anyone who happens to read and answer to this post.",11.862101995565407,7.2529587024390265,11.141541019955657,64.9733314855876,58.72357723577236,13.848484848484848,42.751293422025135,10.927859429317179,4.567601626016258,2522,91,459,41,22,825,282,615,0.083,0.7809999999999999,0.135,0.9879,2,0,3,0,0,0,57.0,1,3,5,11,21,31,3,3,27,0,47,5,4,10,5,107,95,42,1,8,26,0,7,4,2,3,1,2,1,7,45,34,0,3,15,2,0,15,8,11,0,1,10,15,59,20,97,76,20,70,0,3,6,0,40,32,2,20,20,350,104,9,0.06691188833659666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700259076685665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045502378575305716,0.0,0.10237482286320848,0.0,0.0,0.04678634810384393,0.0,0.05506278283864425,0.059565766763699075,0.1876607494612294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055868631849615234,0.04078886607629546,0.22169677100307808,0.11387417736199873,0.0,0.0,0.17753438309037048,0.07305045203642267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873694104961242,0.0,0.11527733403696146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945789748408432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990868184227429,0.0,0.0,0.05855504439461416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053373656943625,0.0,0.06913786732690876,0.0,0.08838934237054727,0.0,0.05637615180966285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630785733181817,0.0,0.13533064488110258,0.09560373279458424,0.0,0.07329870304547853,0.061156253728584326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339191789347804,0.0,0.10487609990857724,0.0641879803697925,0.22816540876055824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250657865065826,0.2958498093807384,0.07122894935581503,0.05993990911531433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711807966350802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553537738897703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894872153825263,0.0,0.0,0.03677302393273853,0.0,0.07547952452039247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726184555176709,0.13075907516492444,0.0,0.059084423283837235,0.0,0.16856740203911685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339926151320191,0.06783815253715571,0.0,0.07288666229078394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918793690794572,0.0,0.0,0.06462391870985244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617962836022513,0.0,0.0,0.045341227230158966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555311352058826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632533623117192,0.0,0.19224927861647564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672649289658479,0.14991325688404195,0.07116902959310642,0.06692999564385804,0.0,0.12859640713573905,0.0687965653692869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057142387039107026,0.06364852847635435,0.0,0.0,0.06771840325186396,0.0,0.06091407010686289,0.0,0.0,0.1373681836556878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462473123910185,0.11338845170062707,0.15453612198181602,0.06617756849744866,0.0,0.04736057895824235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919098866271225,0.0,0.0,0.16134372380302178,0.0,0.0,0.07651957574179,0.0,0.08890657082593384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803372036044334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085755993768853,0.0727809202777933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893273073634546,0.05311154246955279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769453693847026,0.0,0.0,0.14613795487735873,0.0,0.0,0.04753228567845446,0.07315764589186292,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rainydaisies,2019/09/17,"Has anyone ever tried ERP for social anxiety? ERP - Exposure Response Prevention therapy. I have OCD, and I had a thought the other day about doing graded exposures for my social anxiety.

I an incredibly socially anxious online, which is where I was considering starting actually, to treat this. My idea was to put a photo up on facebook and wait until the discomfort of that dies down to zero. Then maybe make a status and wait for that discomfort to die down to zero. And keep at it in this way. Chat in an online social group and wait for that to die down to zero. Then do it a little more and repeat, etc.

I feel like I have reinforced my fears every time I have deleted an FB account or deleted a status. It's made my fear grow into what it is today - huge. Suffocating. A prison.

So no more deleting posts I'm thinking. And no running from accounts unless I don't want to use FB again ever.

I feel like this makes my social anxiety actionable. Less like a permanent trait and more like a project.

Just thought I'd share what I'm giving a go. Has anyone tried similar?",2.8817307692307668,5.212891403846154,4.6910000000000025,79.95400000000002,77.26923076923076,7.621538461538463,25.784615384615392,8.548686976883017,2.1441684615384613,844,32,152,18,20,286,119,208,0.16699999999999998,0.743,0.08900000000000001,-0.9437,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,4,14,0,13,0,0,4,2,30,32,14,3,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,5,6,1,2,5,3,4,0,3,6,2,14,6,26,26,5,30,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,1,15,108,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.10764237429484567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25315049437920023,0.12461395445544685,0.0,0.1542565098388326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113800017277383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34343945868247194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301992536161745,0.0,0.199555498576414,0.09293724311417552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482489807707412,0.111547672556443,0.1576047153298257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581520279667003,0.0626892263943383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452161963486698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804470416005023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215559018625752,0.11055521054371756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437384564523668,0.1472597170764937,0.0,0.11081682235291704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564229360449684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088761569719742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622134473499628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807488626628555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614409081553155,0.0,0.0,0.07067938797525755,0.0,0.17514068359403984,0.06432009464504708,0.0,0.1045568309869309,0.0,0.0,0.1497805519823087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526864036830453,0.0,0.0,0.06506111317136888,0.08755546762621799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TaylorCurls,2019/09/17,"Got put on the spot today in class So for my class we were assigned to go to a clinic and interview someone there for an assignment, which of course I was dreading. 

But so I was listening to this girl in my group (who knows that I am very shy and timid) interview someone. Side note, she is very talkative, outgoing, blunt, basically completely opposite of me. So of course this interview thing was easy for her. Then all of a sudden she stops mid convo and says “I think ___ would like to ask you some questions now” in front of the group. I completely blanked out and told her I didn’t know what to say multiple times. But she kept insisting I ask questions to this lady who I wasn’t even assigned to! I then had to awkwardly come up with a random question 

I will never understand why people think putting a shy person on the spot is the way to break them out of their shyness, it just has the opposite effect. Just had to vent about that.",4.512520903010035,5.660150059782612,5.064782608695656,83.96015050167227,70.1413043478261,9.13979933110368,28.827759197324408,9.466822959209583,2.4293491638795994,737,27,149,16,13,236,111,184,0.079,0.877,0.043,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,2,1,9,4,0,3,10,0,14,1,0,1,2,29,27,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,2,11,9,0,2,9,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,11,3,22,1,29,14,2,25,0,0,0,0,27,10,0,5,9,105,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27951095823634137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877470991713216,0.313480469032097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873850760535267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496013713862148,0.0,0.11956295547527368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431453864801687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303457402995066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529797350832133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363940390993563,0.13053124510023606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005628743078411,0.5023980558516011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377651643591787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533293313500691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498257731193865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931629633424484,0.1915777507758189,0.0,0.0,0.0871703859836727,0.0,0.14170158431292412,0.14284666552867165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562715574917693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466942401873141,0.0,0.11866033391395354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489389483124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061953132604309,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,burkinbae,2019/09/17,"No man will ever want me because of my past When I was in high school, this guy, Matt, used me. I met him summer after his senior year was over. I hung out with one of his senior friends Peter. Peter invited me to a party with Tom. I had five shots of vodka. At the party, I didn't know anyone. They asked me to leave to have sex. I was dumb and said yes, because I was drunk. Matt and Peter had sex with me, I bled. I was a sophomore 16 at the time.



Afterward, they ignored me and talked badly about me calling me gross and a slut. They heard rumors about me, so they thought I wanted it. I kept hooking up with Matt because I felt so alone and disgusting maybe if he liked me nothing terrible happened. He left for the military. I have kept an on and off sexting relationship for six years.



From when I was 16-18, I would see him when he was on leave and hookup. He took photos of me two times. He keeps those sending them to me being like ”don't you miss this :)” He would only want to talk to me about sex or photos. He cheated on his girlfriend with me (I didn't know they were dating). He would have sex with me and ignore me.


I went on vacation once, and my phone broke. He sent me at least 30 messages and was mad I didn't respond. After three years knowing him, he told me he wanted me for sex and nothing more. That he felt no connection to me. It's been four years since all that, and I feel broken. . He still tries to contact me trying to cheat on his girlfriend with me or see me again. I try to ignore him then he'll bombard me with texts it works to face time me.



I moved away and didn't talk to anyone he knows. He still keeps photos of me and sends them to me, asking if I miss this. I feel so used and dirty. Something must be so wrong with me. I haven't seen him in person for four years. I blew up at him.




He was trying to bait me by apologizing then he would come on to me. He had a life in girlfriend at the time I blew up at him calling him a waste of space, rapist, douchebag, cockroach and a sociopath. I'm not proud because over the years I've never said anything that means to him. He acts like he has the moral high ground and I'm a bitch because he had never said anything so mean to me (even though he called me annoying when I was asking why I wasn't good enough when I found out he had a girlfriend and used me).



He also says he didn't rape me that we were all having fun and meant no harm. He says he didn't force or manipulate me(I did say yes right away), he was drunk too, and it's only a two year age difference.



Am I a mean person for sending all these mean messages? What's wrong with me? Why did he treat me this way? Was that sexual assault? tl;Dr: Guy, who used me for years, still tries contacting me, and I blew up at him.",0.9555007363770258,2.8107352508591106,2.351530436917038,96.7140850515464,81.37113402061857,5.1193421698576325,18.812101129111443,5.985473137389443,-0.3666785468826701,2124,49,496,14,56,685,234,582,0.162,0.769,0.07,-0.9953,0,1,2,0,0,0,77.0,1,1,7,2,22,31,10,0,17,2,45,12,1,5,7,83,94,40,0,11,6,0,4,3,5,7,1,7,0,5,17,35,2,7,15,3,0,9,15,23,0,8,46,14,94,8,73,39,6,78,1,3,3,8,95,33,2,5,38,313,111,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861321301181461,0.0,0.05297870578954288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264464084058242,0.0,0.1090333387091194,0.0,0.18579952740831376,0.0,0.12448483313540552,0.0,0.05531452594327485,0.201921607535262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029406268313362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706700587749386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921532651512856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845215694937995,0.0,0.04375634779123656,0.05992533965889429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699421678470384,0.0,0.12721742830978616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263779245981045,0.05118323767116844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055565893377518605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119237646906698,0.058583113330406285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998983790898453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776898638144052,0.0,0.0,0.14563323417801874,0.0,0.0,0.1402946736361803,0.0719789231701989,0.0,0.04679310187758383,0.09709665356131304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655527677053738,0.2886550852402911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704114110557819,0.0,0.0,0.10218947705021607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713397527768672,0.0,0.0,0.07055222973336411,0.04489153227652954,0.10076956675849053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324145578359429,0.0,0.11569084234202953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112583342236352,0.0,0.05657564801020104,0.18905178432506134,0.15804981475803806,0.0,0.06704677113975496,0.10558256448935673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054801241334366216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100114348928175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871782665988576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974351439480053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508857442353222,0.05259371466752584,0.1545195615653053,0.0,0.0,0.06330304689912243,0.07360424917350797,0.2248910833293716,0.0,0.12942983826486426,0.0,0.0,0.2288688880492301,0.0,0.0,0.1562997495210429,0.05258478141593609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061412796330722975,0.11955749221452175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822951883577977,0.0,0.0,0.18824343910058566,0.14486413458368005,0.0,0.3412936347792017
socialanxiety,Cit9262,2019/09/17,"Recently my face blushes really red easily I want like this before, it only started happening around 2 years ago. I'm a sophmore now and hate that it goes red for anything now. Any tips on how to control it?",4.243333333333332,5.553677073170731,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113823,70.95121951219512,9.369105691056909,30.739837398373986,9.725611199111238,3.119578861788618,164,7,30,4,3,56,36,41,0.085,0.76,0.155,0.2598,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,4,5,0,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,7,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814072920862465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588227194224988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26124081929027776,0.28260485410993963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701333083475828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560560516810952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807269905554218,0.0,0.0,0.3134239728414305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509390447003493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414410536372267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337167275866505,0.0,0.31345139794880844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469834997932256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872449064807337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044324924465013
socialanxiety,Gilead_1999,2019/09/17,"Small Steps  I have the tendency to think everyone is judging me when I'm out. I became very anxious, and totally chew myself out for every ""mistake"" I make when I'm walking. It's so bad, that I end up walking kinda weird because I'm so focused on walking. Lol.

I want to change that... 

I went for a walk today during my lunch break. Just me. No destination. Just a walk. I'm just another person. No different from anyone else. I shouldn't have to feel awkward just because. I'm going to try and keep this up. Small steps to being comfortable in my skin.",0.7802316602316601,3.2452681621621657,3.0228635778635784,87.51182432432438,88.0990990990991,5.693951093951094,23.24388674388675,7.1686216300943375,1.182729214929215,430,17,84,7,14,146,71,111,0.129,0.773,0.098,-0.3453,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,1,5,3,1,1,1,17,17,6,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,1,2,0,0,9,3,4,0,0,1,2,12,1,14,14,1,22,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,4,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496017104008652,0.0,0.2689131516272109,0.0,0.16644044561881408,0.2438962166602613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875028417529866,0.2902093162285933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251810737067978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486971655198721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988487009159429,0.0,0.21082942026389595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055576487072035,0.22745378986462245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035825487970495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528145797508148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115775116137822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889101184462262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078440283076638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252398544421708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256304847054811,0.0,0.0,0.1616109546560714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640479412211254,0.1403999180327971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066194213158424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,j-ctrl,2019/09/17,What’s your biggest social fear this week? So we can help each other with irrational fears :) My biggest fear is that I gonna end up spiraling into a cycle of worry that I said something wrong or hurt someone’s feelings.,5.014806201550389,6.201334046511634,5.641860465116278,80.14248062015506,69.0,7.593798449612403,30.6124031007752,7.793537801064563,2.175486821705426,176,7,31,2,3,57,38,43,0.375,0.518,0.107,-0.9329,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,4,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972794865928242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7519254982493913,0.11262287160945444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929638251028268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384453103236023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187455530182386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270530310382398,0.18872492699778395,0.171474360349271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866674438925104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226200942218827,0.0,0.0,0.2435287046113745,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rada_rada_rada_,2019/09/17,"Fun times followed by extreme depression / anxiety. Another venting post, yay!\~  To start with, about a month ago a friend of mine came to visit he had flew in from the other side of the US.  My anxiety kicked in almost instantly as I picked him up from the airport, I've known him for about twelve years at this point and talk to him on a near weekly basis yet I still felt anxious around him for the better part of a day.  Over the past three months me him and a few of his friends planned a trip to rent out an AirBnB, just to get out and get a place where we could all hang out.

All is well and good during the weekend while we have the place.  After about a day hanging out with his friends I feel comfortable and start to open up and socialize a bit more.  I've known all of them for about ten years at this point, I feel as though they are more acquaintances than friends.  During the second day of the trip one of them invited their friend out, they asked everyone if they were OK with it and me not wanting to be the one to say no, I said yes.  At the time I didn't want them to invite their friend for fear that it would be hard for me to socialize with anyone with a brand new person in the mix.  In the long run I'm glad they did invite them and they did show up.  

During the rest of the trip, which was about a day, I was a bit more silent then I was before due to the new face around.  After the trip however I did go my friends friends place for a few days over the next week, mainly to spend time with the friend that traveled.  But there were always new people at the place.  It had forced me to socialize with people who I had known and new people.  Towards the end of my staying there I was even carry on a conversation albeit a small on with the person who was invited to the trip previously.  And had said they enjoyed meeting me, even if they were just being polite it still was incredible and almost unbelievable what I was hearing.      

Now this is where the depression kicks in.  During the trip I felt great overall, there were a few issues but for the most part I had a great time.  Fast forward to about a week after my friend left.  I feel like absolute garbage, because that trip showed me that I can socialize and I'm not a horrible freak that doesn't deserve any friends.  The thing is though I feel that the only reason I was able to socialize at all is because I was with people who I feel comfortable with, namely the person that flew in.  The others I feel fine around, but I don't know about visiting them I have very little in common with them and he was sort of the bridge that allowed me to connect with them.  Even though it's possible for me to socialize it feels near impossible to do it alone.  Hopefully that was all coherent and makes sense, yay for rants!\~",4.9642321428571465,5.312909101785717,5.083928571428576,87.11107142857144,68.69642857142857,8.542857142857143,26.714285714285715,8.418075326091056,1.481985714285714,2187,60,470,30,35,685,231,560,0.032,0.8220000000000001,0.145,0.996,6,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,3,0,16,2,28,31,0,1,51,4,40,1,1,4,5,79,69,26,0,7,9,0,10,1,11,1,0,4,1,3,27,38,0,0,14,4,2,19,6,4,1,5,31,14,62,27,97,33,18,105,0,2,0,0,62,45,0,7,42,340,89,0,0.0581691991953384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051563485358023964,0.0,0.11649610094143292,0.06024574745377335,0.0,0.0,0.048401433567913016,0.0,0.0,0.03955705015966498,0.0609954772222225,0.08899855633666832,0.06571463788645877,0.0,0.040673256578628574,0.0,0.0,0.15534875961073116,0.05438034898294912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709188078449825,0.0,0.04949770415127036,0.0,0.0,0.05144592961844435,0.12701139966160804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653006742798485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644337228666028,0.0,0.0,0.1875716063160509,0.0,0.10020209206156484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05152064495402698,0.0,0.0,0.1152606223852128,0.0,0.0,0.055583162617413175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654565210947716,0.20588466431427271,0.04155608752790533,0.11170310675219604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943551690371909,0.0,0.060782011468811126,0.0,0.03305889641243232,0.04878956446608692,0.0,0.12826349493634687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210817688390082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556091510177213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777513988914515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607135311275261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031968270621776526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320100512651496,0.0,0.0,0.0284185324870985,0.05830081919067174,0.0,0.05147791080992579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03882839215412271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286019966237508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472070023232368,0.0618636032594193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883390961093799,0.044240297192559765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259831483629419,0.05552908261403443,0.1613087941472872,0.15237330314028724,0.2430977299047559,0.0,0.10997739037273298,0.0655770320099606,0.05571001337732627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980762483925312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066445809469856,0.04625848194083182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557770389579567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234491717137139,0.06200062668400349,0.09290799523523012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046754198903109286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03864503122474014,0.0,0.17145282860479238,0.0,0.13567571134044126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997038444740178,0.0,0.0,0.04799568130751514,0.06861940159478729,0.0,0.13997946864748154,0.0,0.052301095916594105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413217301525103,0.0,0.0,0.07491811425937606
socialanxiety,Lunarainadoe,2019/09/17,I Conquered a Major Long Term Fear In the past few days I've experienced the most awkward experiences in my life.  The first time I sat with the ackwardness and it was managable.  The second event I was in heaven. Didn't even care.,1.4740000000000002,4.1656194000000015,2.806111111111111,88.30250000000002,88.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7823333333333333,183,6,36,3,6,59,35,45,0.168,0.7609999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.5301,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,1,4,2,4,1,4,10,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755193087898671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375311992227355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24326704163837756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36028046009655845,0.0,0.4144541452183242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132865647547916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601501276375456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259451184621099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515961142547741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476607689352972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vintagepony,2019/09/17,"Client waved at my boss in the office next to mine & I waved back... A client just left the office and waved goodbye to my boss in the office next to mine and I WAVED BACK......the eye contact he gave me before he turned towards the door to exit was the indication he wasn't saying bye to me. I'm just gonna slide away awkwardly under my desk. BYE

🙃🙃🙃",0.917387218045114,2.5950955131578937,2.7732330827067675,94.51763157894736,80.71052631578948,5.395488721804512,17.43609022556391,6.1826913282559595,-0.4508699248120305,273,5,64,2,7,91,43,76,0.034,0.966,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,0,2,1,1,2,0,6,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,9,0,11,2,0,12,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,5,33,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30444422789344106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639921403708238,0.4321161223765211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390952602245909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052881143941293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5976557730652681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234484198183536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056280796283728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mlouis22,2019/09/17,"It’s all in your head Today I was at the gym for the first time in a long time with one of my closest friends. And whatever area of the gym we would go to, I began to notice how often people would divert their attention to me and my friend wherever we went even when I would get up to get a sip of water. This was one reason why I’ve been working out more at home and at the park than at the gym. During one of our sessions I began to ask myself why I was the center of attention every time I would go to the gym, it always feels awkward and annoying just having someone different just staring at you every second.  I did come to realize that most of what I was thinking was all in my head and I should focus my attention more on myself as it is rude to constantly stare at people due to my own insecurities. I don’t know if this post will help out anyone who’s dealing with social anxiety but I’ll love to hear from you guys.",6.987333333333333,4.7850729641025636,7.927692307692308,76.81564102564106,65.51282051282051,10.923076923076923,31.92307692307693,9.444778638647367,2.5869999999999997,728,20,154,11,9,249,113,195,0.044000000000000004,0.893,0.062,0.7506,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,3,1,2,6,7,2,2,9,0,16,4,2,2,2,34,30,10,0,6,4,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,8,12,1,0,8,4,0,4,1,4,0,5,10,4,25,3,35,14,6,32,0,0,2,1,17,16,0,3,11,117,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352403319148867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437165099027618,0.0,0.0,0.09539783823467564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754739039377674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752582655280157,0.0,0.1474367053126623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065748264525382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142544511206267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011338271603687,0.0,0.2299030904782187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898513931834885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605070674352815,0.0,0.0,0.21081716906142794,0.0,0.14256228749400415,0.0,0.15507719408075268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509112879561613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800413291280405,0.0,0.15377105497577653,0.0,0.09144884693503724,0.0,0.13685444506482766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498056870668705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073981336141015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313702875936247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533103474877502,0.0,0.0,0.2773536663556564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891723400626256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066607622007598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027689444009642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907730068491214,0.11560010143352092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742141032017696,0.0,0.0,0.2386673207087906,0.0,0.12932349706657986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647570235559805,0.2462209621309972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932559065017227,0.0,0.0,0.3876752500548372,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StingerM,2019/09/17,I'm 40 and have never been on a date in my adult life I don't just fear rejection.  I fear acceptance.  I can't fathom wasting someone's to learn to date or be in a romantic relationship.  Understandably people expect someone at 40 as some aspect of their life figured out.  I've got nothing to offer.,2.253,4.563876966666665,4.633333333333336,79.65500000000002,79.33333333333334,7.333333333333335,26.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.1731666666666682,238,10,44,5,6,83,46,60,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.9333,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,11,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,10,5,1,8,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5849149938536041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786416632442486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671472756726131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044935362240368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24937913279795054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018054343390932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790331792844297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404214504173587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705629754521593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ixcd,2019/09/17,"Are we the most narcissistic group of people? I’ve been thinking a lot about my social anxiety and how I feel physically ill walking around campus thinking everyone is looking at me. Even though I’m fully aware no one cares in the slightest of what I look like or do, I still cannot shake that negative voice in my head telling me that everyone is paying attention to me.

I began to think about how self absorbed and narcissistic I must be to think so many people are thinking about me. I know most of us socially anxious people give off the vibe that we’re really humble and giving, when in reality we all do it for others confirmation. I find myself constantly talking myself down to people and dumbing myself down because I’m so concerned with coming across as pretentious or too prideful. The fact that I think others are analyzing my personality THAT carefully is ultimately very self-centered. 

It’s kind of like the person who is so not-racist that they end up seeing racism where is doesn’t exist. I don’t really know what I’m talking about anymore, but does anyone see where I’m coming from? Or am I completely off and missing something obvious?",8.637026688907426,7.870943261467893,8.864778982485408,66.8048665554629,61.3394495412844,11.780483736447039,37.24937447873228,11.022393298168332,4.208416513761467,933,38,157,21,11,309,130,218,0.068,0.875,0.057,-0.4913,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,1,1,17,9,1,1,6,0,17,2,1,2,4,35,42,17,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,3,13,11,0,0,11,0,1,4,5,3,0,1,2,6,24,6,27,38,4,22,0,1,4,0,16,13,1,6,7,115,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578904343033925,0.1266896038700727,0.11121566443127157,0.07841295227032043,0.0,0.0,0.0998309937723742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836129637008947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867440593972324,0.0,0.0,0.1932024288714978,0.1175797407343255,0.12118668043751182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813704397510224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932536053282164,0.0,0.0,0.07406935532907406,0.0,0.0,0.21431477309553734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670284082773781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249661704750793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151554564546696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509101139491246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677961673056525,0.12326165590326435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957475348429756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883436541657788,0.0,0.0,0.09533991873997746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369534132469873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599095955907924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109831825686741,0.1958377822261456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436832800384198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787268106339374,0.0,0.23397909126135716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286312130818716,0.0,0.08633311530751836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895574980801906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802724972336204,0.09801787392155252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311400133393247,0.11017987081191097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489415103517838,0.0,0.0,0.09252967143833736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BlueDiamond94,2019/09/17,"[25M] No friends, Never had a Gf. I usually spend my time alone. I've been struggling with social anxiety my entire life. Always been told as the ''quiet one and I can't really seems to talk to people.     Dealing with social anxiety on a everyday basis makes me feel sad. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like giving up and I will probably die alone.",1.0595833333333324,3.3694846805555585,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,84.1388888888889,6.933333333333335,21.5,8.07648339933343,1.41105,275,9,54,6,8,96,54,72,0.251,0.6459999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.8555,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,1,1,10,14,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,4,3,8,2,8,9,0,6,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,5,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965855188820507,0.0,0.0,0.15930840314409314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29292970986552497,0.0,0.1898749013375328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738480320450227,0.0,0.0,0.1987031888579544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361384680442986,0.13677764183777286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479199849334299,0.0,0.0,0.18366397069815693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052203161893462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523245577369195,0.09353671361543114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277997095281622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766422166116525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973690372313726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132732878524385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642411878048736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265290487927415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429618322244947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39033466417338986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015348385529014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538866975310709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164070630654564,0.0,0.0,0.18294633496452348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086395094066365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socialanxietist12,2019/09/17,"The last time I ever DM’ed a girl I was a freshman in high school and there was this girl I liked, so I decided that I would bag up whatever fractions of confidence I had, just to be told that I’m too short and that I was a 6/10, haven’t slid in a DM since, I am now a senior and still not a portion of luck with the ladies, not that I even try.",2.3115384615384613,2.2036096410256434,3.958102564102564,94.47023076923078,74.38461538461539,7.778461538461538,23.29230769230769,7.554174236665415,0.5406276923076923,264,6,70,3,5,89,52,78,0.037000000000000005,0.871,0.092,0.5603,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,8,0,8,0,0,0,1,11,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,9,2,7,3,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,7,50,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23590675427851066,0.3230798065097736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37736865575076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911404036375371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449473085397585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614740937679783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954538855780117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28523562274219977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826811469346546,0.0,0.0,0.34129028321013555,0.0,0.2424943040837405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537226081134311,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,waifubot6000,2019/09/17,"Need help staying calm meeting new people. The girl who sits next to me in one of my classes invited me to her study group tomorrow. I don’t know who’s going to be there and I barely know her. I’m so afraid that I’ll start panicking or get so anxious that I’ll shut down and not talk to the other people, worse I’m afraid I’ll not go at all and avoid like usual. Im tired of missing out on opportunities. I really want to push myself to go, I’ve never been in a study group and I hardly know anyone at my college. I’m just so afraid, any tips on staying calm?",2.2574499089253197,3.1261568032786857,4.301584699453553,88.36627504553736,75.22950819672131,7.0615664845173045,22.571948998178506,7.3871296695380915,0.6736200364298726,438,11,100,5,9,151,76,122,0.127,0.7609999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.4448,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,17,17,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,1,1,11,4,16,15,1,22,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,1,7,53,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323632895117242,0.0,0.0,0.21989014864896916,0.0,0.13609826855570692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169245366726964,0.0,0.3318587401574287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436107280427987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046448388754464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21024684802287905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209105918479734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509228893219412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432463661929562,0.1501199720238467,0.1879865345372631,0.2070040611070254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189451133307226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698806222193455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469270106180755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377686666141625,0.4149251203797341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644593164358958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237124388835858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437075318547014,0.0,0.1148049422637866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983569090829205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shaniq2018,2019/09/17,"Suggestions for a parent? I believe my daughter (14) has social anxiety. She has pushed her friends away throughout the last couple years. She gets very stressed out when she has to do a presentation for school (I mean sleeplessness and worry as soon as it’s assigned). I’ve let her drop out of sports (thinking she truly didn’t enjoy it) and recently she dropped from Spanish, which she was looking forward too all summer. After a day or two she begged to drop since she had to speak in front of everyone. We had her sign up for the school fall play (only back stage - like set design since she loves to paint/draw, etc) she was a complete wreak today as it was the first day of rehearsals. But I stood my ground and made her go. 

I was a shy teen growing up. Didn’t want to be the center of attention. But believe this is beyond my knowledge.

Does anyone have any suggestions? Maybe something your parent did (or you wish they would have?)",3.881,5.8409784333333326,3.905555555555559,88.435,73.0,6.5777777777777775,25.88888888888889,7.3011,1.1949555555555549,738,25,143,8,15,226,119,180,0.084,0.79,0.126,0.838,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,1,1,6,6,0,1,9,0,19,1,0,1,1,20,29,11,0,3,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,2,0,6,2,1,0,2,11,2,25,5,24,15,2,33,0,0,1,1,27,10,0,2,15,97,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993773154609277,0.0,0.11242387634142917,0.0,0.0,0.10275773801771168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807360851576847,0.11300304666373635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311468321142541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540845975664335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260826916848795,0.0,0.18955387989771835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286055474593215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389907011995958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042642617992682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500396592830929,0.0,0.0,0.11354080883237268,0.0,0.07678045153118443,0.0,0.08352066449698409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979188512152325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027639455471,0.0,0.07179715522684513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340925390326782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326369944611043,0.1390569551705796,0.0,0.0,0.14764091332279974,0.16008234992049866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117695815664644,0.0,0.0,0.32636302445968185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451051139082664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974624103974928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24313339871529666,0.0,0.0,0.14980705110774786,0.0,0.11313686563464236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683420016742477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416593232145544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930074598138611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355841084193366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125725994536328,0.08668072199208017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899656479621053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492448524322472,0.0,0.10439605476983918,0.0,0.0,0.09463731952423776
socialanxiety,BigPhatCock,2019/09/17,Tfw you go on make new friend reddits and you cant make any feelsbadman Takes me a while just to find someone not that intimidating I can pm and then the convo just dies in like 5 minutes. Feels fucking terrible just scrolling thru and wanting to pm all the people but being too scared. Ima kms lads. This is brutal.,3.515625,5.039603062500003,4.336375,86.77112500000004,73.0625,6.995000000000001,26.8625,7.554174236665415,1.3392225000000004,252,9,52,3,5,81,53,64,0.16899999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.08,-0.8459,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,6,2,1,3,0,4,1,0,2,1,14,11,6,1,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,10,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,4,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101336122536252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32069781838771155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624192705890647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824244558252814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23873606023507524,0.2856696212527028,0.0,0.0,0.17561434162111056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096395869654966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125257201137682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984384091924296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422476818689154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093673460479339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618184553172932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233287930898036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822588220000495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,genericusernamehere6,2019/09/17,I want to die young I'm in college and I don't have any friends. My anxiety stops me from talking to people and when I do I just think that they hate me. I realised yesterday that once I leave college I'll have nothing to do but work. I don't have any friends to spend time with I'll sure as shit never be able get into a relationship and I even get scared to get on the bus on my own so I probably will rarely go anywhere. I don't really see myself living past 25. I don't want to go through 40 years of nothing to look forward to but work and anxiety before retiring and dying from some horrible illness 10 years later. Sorry if this makes no sense I just wanted to get my incoherent thoughts out.,1.942417582417584,3.702073299319732,3.7506122448979617,88.31279434850866,77.91156462585032,6.972056514913657,25.59340659340659,7.882392219407189,1.4060543171114603,553,21,119,9,13,186,90,147,0.24100000000000002,0.722,0.036000000000000004,-0.982,1,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,1,2,5,6,2,1,2,0,11,2,1,1,2,23,27,11,2,4,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,1,3,6,3,0,0,1,2,19,3,20,24,2,18,0,0,2,0,5,6,1,2,11,72,22,4,0.14628555608521046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989583889668155,0.0,0.2238161000080227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244782337882018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30364262341133724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966202301423438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260397155088441,0.0,0.305712661363412,0.0,0.16627490535037595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442670104192545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489528192738686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917282609886815,0.0,0.1228430241528271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764674461283716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282443907138767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807298728140491,0.0,0.0,0.15578934298667407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396461158390262,0.10141598552022738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772057137615367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371427308392977,0.0,0.0,0.15705594139443066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645736136288776,0.0,0.11657064854511945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016002114154126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375470346251753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230127512083387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787240539186613,0.0,0.0,0.11757878878291285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937338775875358,0.0,0.11613439127647775,0.0853002841505659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588490333213733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299525416519485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840620391704535
socialanxiety,RadeonVII,2019/06/08,"I can't remember the last time I initiated a conversation with someone. I can't remember the last time I started talking to a person who wasn't part of my immediate family. It's been so many years since I've had any freinds in real life. I have one friend but she lives on the other side of the planet. I find it physically straining to talk because I'm so used to not saying anything. A few people have asked before if I was mute.

It's become second nature for me to speak only when spoken to. I mentally can't just go up to someone and start talking to them, even if I know the person to some extent. My brain just doesn't let me do that because I'm so scared of people.

Whenever I'm near someone I put on this stupid fake smile to try and hide how miserable I am. I go bright red if someone tries to talk to me and they can see how physically uncomfortable I am. I'll always do my best to end a conversation as quickly as possible and make them go away by using one-word answers and not asking any questions. It makes me look like an asshole who doesn't care about anyone and I'm starting to feel like that's true. 

I have so little personality that I don't even feel like I'm human anymore. It's like I'm a different species that can't comprehend how to interact with people. I can't ever imagine myself having friends or being in a relationship, it just doesn't feel right. I don't know what to do now. I'm too tired to put any effort into fixing anything. I just wish I could start over as a little kid again.",3.6677042577675465,4.5050844240506365,5.43397008055236,81.68692174913697,71.84810126582278,8.150517836593787,27.02186421173763,8.438071523408619,1.765492405063291,1202,40,248,19,22,413,163,316,0.109,0.768,0.12300000000000001,0.5641,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,2,20,15,1,3,13,0,27,3,1,7,2,44,56,22,0,5,11,0,3,4,2,0,2,2,0,5,15,9,0,0,11,0,0,5,13,5,0,2,4,9,31,10,36,49,5,33,0,1,4,0,26,13,0,6,19,160,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385848232497197,0.0,0.0,0.18108701383480244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802970695594436,0.0620656203890454,0.0,0.14608987090176234,0.0,0.16596409437118814,0.0,0.0833963878263675,0.0,0.0,0.108219016041689,0.09803249728613092,0.07553134355108991,0.0,0.09315199308080753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908960918057064,0.0,0.0,0.09050047511804604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087056597886418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273914047513923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861826322497151,0.0,0.0,0.11725513087346587,0.08029181934772685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367848624473383,0.0,0.13464473247974768,0.12682556403492595,0.0,0.0,0.0811283842865822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715717912047798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513393139235065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756438091303457,0.14470847278399768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076686425560873,0.06269640362592585,0.17346177785870145,0.17792902839060604,0.07837994489976083,0.0,0.07453912525726603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850087504530113,0.08999242714819491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945289971243395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029711705621612,0.06750876921162795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612240227918806,0.0,0.18461265260882948,0.2325150328655804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000676984667385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846400567209128,0.09943562246404464,0.0,0.0,0.10103248680484808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529896034986107,0.20110386436586186,0.0758036873111227,0.0,0.0705884313532385,0.0888679164223077,0.0,0.07073315097172676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342622326875771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008366707370577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130952375282106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28537949550260944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351761703406563,0.10202077848163726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052940768215692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533266187406285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207383735798482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716089183683391
socialanxiety,Andy-Levi-Black,2019/06/08,Good way's to make friends? Wanting to meet people. Also wanting to make good quality friends. And also wanting to make young adult friends as will specially between 20/30 y/o's. And wondering where would be good places to meet young people other than meetup apps? Also what are good conversation starters & what are fun activities friends groups do?,4.8013133640552965,8.076716596774194,4.0417050691244265,81.86112903225808,76.58064516129029,6.768663594470048,31.43778801843318,7.957251820313856,2.6689788018433185,287,14,46,5,7,85,39,62,0.0,0.642,0.358,0.9795,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,10,13,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,8,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,3,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783756212346671,0.0,0.1708849204873331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874031068901045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291378643008884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158294102976292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868044878576492,0.0,0.16477936294605522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790744599291473,0.12518740022820826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103597440140186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203672486826033,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ninjanomkey512,2019/06/08,"Random attacks & sudden inability to speak I went all the way to my club activity recently, all the way until the door but as soon as I saw people through the glass (they didn’t see me) I couldn’t breathe, and my heart felt like it was going to explode. I left immediately but I still couldn’t breathe and I called my mom and my brother, but I couldn’t make a sound (besides my heavy panting). Even hours after the feeling returned. 

This has happened several times throughout the semester and so I stopped going, but thought I had gotten better, and I really want to see these friends but suddenly it’s come back",2.882871148459383,5.377345403361347,3.8455672268907577,85.15445728291319,78.15966386554621,6.655742296918768,28.404061624649852,7.793537801064563,1.9261759103641447,489,22,93,8,12,157,78,119,0.06,0.812,0.127,0.8339,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,0,7,0,7,3,3,1,2,23,21,14,0,4,5,2,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,6,0,1,3,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,8,7,17,3,9,10,2,19,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,13,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760599751427086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798051150778916,0.0,0.14733387991736846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694607334369003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565206917091046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505237944198786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655455122594786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688220644434244,0.0,0.18397267322992444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803501664878546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177892351917692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943735003480487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270551006007711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869420151690872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818145890493825,0.0,0.0,0.09360945354047064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789909447479791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440768704279934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283609980788913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274828735276452,0.0,0.18918869941244928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30537178582604063,0.0,0.0,0.21646125974147293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301751889297685,0.16019194908225726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211447693967112,0.11172752501434716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301471475485685,0.3041772793816751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776215171395488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway-mode,2019/06/08,"Anxiety when hearing people laughing Can anyone relate to this issue when out in public alone? 

This one really frustrates me. On a rational level, I *know* that the laughter has nothing to do with me. But when I walk into a room,  alone, certain kinds of laughter really triggers my social anxiety. Basically I get the physical symptoms of anxiety: stomach knots up, shoulders want to go up, and if I’m sitting down I want to just hunch over and almost hide. I feel totally exposed and on display. I feel the sting of shame and embarrassment, and all I want to do is just hide. And then I feel shame for even thinking like this - like how self-centered, but my body and nervous system process it as though I’m being shamed. And I hate this cycle. 

There’s a certain kind of laughter - you probably know what I’m talking about - not like a wholesome laughter of mixed company having a good time. It’s more of an “Oh. My. GAWD, what an awkward dork/situation/etc LOL!!!” And even when it isn’t that kind of laughter, it’s like my mind wants to twist it to hear it that way. Most of the time it’s just friends laughing at something together, but it’s like I process it as though it’s directed at me :( 

I don’t want to dwell on this, but I kind of want to hear what you guys do to constructively deal with this (if anyone even gets this??). I’ve done talk therapy, CBT, meditation, and deep breathing, and it’s stubborn af. I want to feel confident and self-assured when I walk into a room alone, even when there’s laughter. 

Meditation and years of therapy have helped me get over lots of early trauma, but some of it is still stubborn. I just want to not feel this panic/self-protection mode. I just want to be done with this for good. 

Thank you for reading and any advice friends!",3.5792815973651737,5.297264144092222,4.47779641827913,85.03204250720465,73.26512968299711,7.4931659118979015,28.53118567311651,8.192908349453996,1.934953149444215,1386,56,274,22,28,448,159,347,0.129,0.649,0.222,0.9892,0,3,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,3,0,0,22,30,4,7,12,1,15,5,4,2,4,64,44,33,0,11,14,0,5,5,2,0,1,3,2,1,27,20,0,2,8,1,0,3,4,12,0,1,2,8,27,18,48,40,6,36,0,0,0,0,15,18,0,6,17,181,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892917450460976,0.0,0.0,0.08088119428417563,0.2509653781659392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492752861971265,0.0,0.1853703978392227,0.0,0.0,0.11295490719161642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971915466271149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083272080332246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531499341834371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008180119243801,0.2133957953297256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420300274876865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248080365676321,0.0,0.12659964510906924,0.0,0.04590442086810476,0.13549494655124208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997668604388268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974533565663519,0.0,0.0,0.2731067427463836,0.0,0.054139570714993486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430467401260963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364452016600402,0.08878003250559978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730487362111185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866921446730523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155639579357972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750262858216983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473299713806705,0.0,0.0,0.09476819161513993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055996929569908885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708555837397798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079356214666973,0.0,0.1034888439461917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527875093303512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233658058728753,0.0,0.062182004023427925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450438729234162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395272757245212,0.0,0.12984247247843936,0.0,0.07436373318493611,0.18473896609907944,0.0,0.0,0.05175524661777143,0.1587155785059543,0.0,0.09419726050820207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42877119461344587,0.06411281916186827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201432928526074
socialanxiety,AschenPrime2001,2019/06/08,"Not sure if this is social anxiety or depression, but.. Does anyone else feel kind of hollow when they visit busy bars alone?

Sometimes I go out with the intent of maybe starting a lively conversation with someone, but the groups are usually so into themselves that I often find myself relegated over to a corner quietly taking things all in.

If I feel compelled to, after a few drinks, I might attempt dancing, sometimes I draw someone in but i tap out after a few songs because i find the whole ordeal exhausting maybe it's because i'm a bit introverted or something.

it's also worth pointing out that i seem to have selective social anxiety depending on the mood of the bar or the company I keep on other nights out.",7.13838888888889,7.576794422222222,7.773472222222225,69.38687500000003,64.03703703703704,10.305555555555557,35.393518518518526,10.125756701596842,3.8156851851851856,577,25,93,12,8,192,89,135,0.095,0.861,0.044000000000000004,-0.6576,0,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,11,0,4,4,0,3,2,29,12,11,0,2,9,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,7,3,1,5,5,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,4,11,2,20,11,5,21,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,9,6,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806927082312688,0.0,0.12205091447712893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350921017690895,0.0,0.0,0.10671611327121297,0.15637819393457955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860726228403648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662254332672968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145219618427487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355961735562674,0.0,0.0,0.14951042257819958,0.0,0.0,0.1274952155522264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433947095147935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789855573107424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673800012424228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565650831486065,0.0,0.15893122814487945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476709047108196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066565055549498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190670402580185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322441794003932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427612435705175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389403761735469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111556665851338,0.2586304626399645,0.11749505975049256,0.3018920339801841,0.0,0.10802589031912008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438434343511984,0.0,0.11475195663601442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139457413685134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809040865653682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039583454620194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,radgyal,2019/06/08,"”Why are you so quiet?” Don’t you just LOVE this question?  I was literally minding my business today at work and this guy tells me ”Hey _____ Why are you so quiet...?”  I just told him I was tired which I wasn’t since i’m not used to those questions.  Honestly If I don’t know you that well or we don’t click, what’s the point? What are we even going to talk about? I’m socially anxious so give me a break.",-1.4182379248658314,0.5796601279069762,0.9853488372093048,99.78084973166372,98.88372093023256,4.0415026833631496,15.917710196779964,5.8734145424116955,-0.7011169946332738,305,8,74,3,13,102,57,86,0.057999999999999996,0.813,0.129,0.7959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,4,0,1,8,3,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,0,13,17,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,4,3,15,3,4,13,0,5,0,0,1,1,17,2,0,4,1,48,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325838521222008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359806602940499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749720315906125,0.11700536930291305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385186239631944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314531687360775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581318304418346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078783705007522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462151753337206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612615754615288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030463824663974,0.0,0.0,0.20986697656931771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547716054619688,0.17994668857661655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366267935279816,0.19514853390937656,0.19672551642191374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781272940204287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851092960370823,0.0,0.3715462454041336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498818376762955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_Leopold_,2019/06/08,"So this happend... I have been with my gf to her dad, where I sometimes already had uncomfortable situations.

But this time it was way worse:

We went down for dinner and all family was there (Sister of her dad, her husband, her two daughters, and their boyfriends). They ordered Pizza and it's kinda special dunno.
When they told us that the ordered Pizza I began to worry, because I only like Salami (with nothing else) and Margarita. And my worries were right, they had salami with ham and mushrooms there was another one too but I don't know what was on.

We all sat down and most began to eat, I was afraid to tell anyone and didn't took me anything. Someone asked me if I don't want anything and I replied that I'm not hungry. 
Because the dad of my gf knows me a bit he asked if I really aren't hungry or if I don't want anything because I don't like it. I told that I don't like the Pizza and he was fine with that I guess.

Later he asked what Pizza I like, I said Pizza with salami.
Then he told me that I can take the ham and the mushrooms off the Pizza, but I know the taste stays, so I replied it's fine. He tried to convince me to eat some.

Soon after my gf and I went back up, I started to cry and was so scared that someone is mad at me or what they think of me (I'm a bit skinner)

Tl;Dr:

I didn't want pizza in front of lots of people.

Thanks for reading!

Has anyone a idea to fight that feeling or was in a similar situation?",1.7901558906210084,3.4047931229235893,3.4691860465116267,90.81000447227191,77.90365448504983,5.693892154357271,22.872604140046,6.297961479604792,0.4109605417837976,1114,34,242,8,26,371,137,301,0.098,0.816,0.087,-0.5022,0,0,0,0,1,0,38.0,3,0,5,0,10,13,2,2,11,0,24,11,0,0,2,47,51,27,0,6,10,6,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,16,20,11,0,6,2,0,4,9,4,0,2,24,3,45,9,29,27,7,28,0,0,0,0,35,10,0,12,14,166,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726854763295493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143047225369808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860905742700484,0.0,0.262346664847512,0.0,0.2980365878480196,0.0,0.0,0.08171295210966573,0.0,0.1943385790977108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320326176698857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672957897885247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747584306989556,0.08877264748912184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017930127661574,0.0,0.05373191217054255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706535131517287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996278499076435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520509657824676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076672330479432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034461175668593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196628785833173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200943559756026,0.08082102859611437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367232756053448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629600267316114,0.0,0.06807751843381363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075164680691446,0.10108448518457648,0.0,0.10639205096346672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23889767216222696,0.0,0.0,0.18007978409575026,0.0,0.10510102279610163,0.0,0.07521650314061785,0.11326674412683625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989974330419505,0.0,0.09288225626466004,0.09783660196913392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809175987123511,0.0,0.0,0.061965285282306534,0.0,0.0,0.3046287204499112,0.11806681954889706,0.07214848395780303,0.0,0.10380765737204753,0.0,0.1278264116918192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803752360890294,0.08434999294426772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702160198062008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583909176714086,0.10829540157184772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LMS228,2019/06/08,"Valedictorian Speech Just performed a valedictory speech in front of like 3000 people in a football stadium for graduation. For some reason I’m not nervous at all with a mic and a podium, but when I do class presentation in class with like only 30 people I get super nervous, wtf

God I’m so happy it went well, thank this sub for giving me the tips

1.) Slow Down your speech is key

2.) tru to enunciate your words and break them into syllables

3.) choose with syllables to stress and unstress to add powerful punchlines which builds confidence in your speech

4.) Bonus: have a Glass of wine or beer to loosen those nerves",3.774848484848484,6.243523470085473,4.392369852369853,82.51601398601402,74.98290598290599,7.673348873348875,24.31157731157731,8.575989854853784,1.7596393162393156,494,16,92,10,11,157,86,117,0.07200000000000001,0.628,0.3,0.9867,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,4,4,10,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,17,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,8,2,0,2,2,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,4,7,7,19,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,5,51,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996905025922248,0.2937205979273897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32593967708595445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991730968992183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328675262321968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245403199833703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148092243937823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507339379949909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818940549416817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752971294998081,0.2838366070345784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tropicalsadness,2019/06/08,"How do I make my Hinge date feel less anxious when we meet up? So I’ve [21F] been talking to this amazingly sweet guy [21M] for the past week, who I matched with on Hinge. I’ve been having a great time chatting with him, but he has expressed that he has issues with anxiety, loneliness, and depression. 

He has basically no romantic or sexual experience with women, and has never met someone off of a dating app let alone had any other notable encounter with the opposite sex (as far as I know). I know that he is nervous about the prospect of meeting me, and I understand where he’s coming from because I get anxious too. 

Is there anything I can do to take the pressure and nerves off of him when we get together? I want to make him feel as comfortable as possible, and if there is anything extra I can do I would love to make it easier on him. I just want him to feel like he can relax around me.",5.912833333333335,5.45421128333334,6.704444444444442,79.055,66.72222222222223,10.311111111111114,33.55555555555556,9.888512548439397,3.0593222222222214,701,28,143,14,10,233,110,180,0.13,0.696,0.17300000000000001,0.8955,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,0,11,10,0,2,6,0,19,2,0,4,1,32,36,16,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,14,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,4,21,7,26,30,2,17,0,1,0,2,23,8,0,2,9,99,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092906896308535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223115390684917,0.0,0.12625322961888674,0.37289077971179424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716235875483253,0.14691835782106202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006053232737805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142165185901895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214654998992718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614383353448293,0.0,0.0,0.2503437442642875,0.11790281722944168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245055575149554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819544175150576,0.0,0.16341306419399776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722562635155646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140057895150147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687620171572269,0.0,0.08062898220399953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895277998420894,0.0,0.3304914222533433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728708803514505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575469604534996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605497484159705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983573136744434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408765478164355,0.13265088452517554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623468875591748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180984948599315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946867774592848,0.0,0.13238312113907735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723789912859744,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,koolkidspec,2019/06/08,"Help I'm at a party to celebrate the end of the track season. I joined to get in shape, and to hang out with my friends. None of them are here. It's all football kids and athletes I dont know. So far I've been trying to stay out of the way. Two parenta  have come up to talk with me. I have them so.w generic reasons I didn't join in with the crowd playing volleyball. A kid came up to me and asked me to go in the lake with them. I'm super self conscious so i tried to tell him I didn't bring my swim stuff. He saw my swim stuff. Another football kid came up and straight up hugged me. Like how TF do I respond to that. I want to text my parents and tell them to take me home but I paid to be here and I don't want to put them through that. So now, im hiding behind a shed. Help me. What do I do.",-1.020666666666667,0.7725504888888928,1.0966666666666676,103.23000000000002,88.55555555555556,4.266666666666667,17.88888888888889,5.341637118332708,-0.8378111111111113,608,16,162,3,20,201,99,180,0.027000000000000003,0.8370000000000001,0.136,0.9102,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,1,7,5,0,0,8,0,12,1,0,2,1,23,27,11,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,15,0,0,3,3,1,9,5,0,0,1,7,1,27,5,32,19,2,27,0,0,1,1,21,13,0,0,4,102,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558716016252165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654424690826266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830390755872273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424436245366795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962515331608436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831204130530656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293723645155164,0.0,0.08748632905921455,0.0,0.09516636320456777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447798939480104,0.0,0.1679671843742163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808760066894954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202678804092784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180818714175102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593471633234454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833468392076184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216769963665354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468809809286018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848067534709852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833830722615952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590244607917353,0.13459091370269172,0.2927194200499854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273767157575958,0.0,0.16357546901159226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753408624353888,0.1329149506527482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Arctrooper_Rob,2019/06/08,"Hey, YOU What's your life story?",-2.8585714285714268,-3.2548447142857126,-0.7392857142857139,106.59678571428572,139.0,1.4,3.5,3.1291,-3.0926571428571425,25,0,6,0,2,8,7,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BeginningOutcome1,2019/06/08,"Do you get social anxiety when people thumbs down your comments? I do, but I need to get out of that habit.",1.8395454545454548,3.692517500000005,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,78.54545454545455,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.3473818181818187,83,2,18,1,2,27,19,22,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952205554671471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398357304637895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830746177500031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581662099296313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266392502949232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Superwumbo891,2019/06/08,Everyone thinks I’m fucking stupid I know for a fact that I’m not dumb or have any mental issues. Its my damn social anxiety because at the wrong moment I get nervous and say dumb stuff by accident or I don’t talk at all. Its frustrating it’s been 13 years where everyone keeps writing me off as a dumbass because I don’t work well in important situations. No one respects me because my minds blinks out and I makes many mistakes. Its like they’re waiting for me to fail to call me off on it every time.,4.3098613037448,5.136954660194178,5.500027739251041,81.8378640776699,70.35922330097087,8.992510402219137,31.21914008321775,9.23628265651192,2.6572674063800275,402,17,81,8,7,134,76,103,0.263,0.618,0.11900000000000001,-0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,13,6,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,2,16,13,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,10,1,1,1,1,11,3,13,12,1,11,0,1,0,1,5,8,4,2,4,48,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336151641891453,0.0,0.15030894201567968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593226030274612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063109084528694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165545385016165,0.3754958152491582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164534906229565,0.10265424759140446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507718339369432,0.0,0.17464310060318386,0.0,0.0,0.10798190741551178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095991659361649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311539149641578,0.1992029026469292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800863069908792,0.0,0.19839179894802775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331419523678017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156251152063084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085510200054667,0.0,0.20028965457577452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249260041283554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792557679998176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589836004384594,0.0,0.0,0.11457080579858935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766617958103866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430419496487681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482329437691247,0.0,0.12652859726778545
socialanxiety,Hapless_and_hatless,2019/06/08,"What am I doing wrong? I have no close friends. I have been part of 'friendship' groups of similar people, friendly with people I work and study with, but only in those situations. I spend no one-on-one time with any of them, neither IRL or messaging or anything else. 

What am I doing that's stopping me getting close to anyone? What makes me, who has the same humour, interests and personalities as the people I spend time with, an outcast? 

I spend a lot of of time trying to make others feel included and heard but nobody does the same for me. I see everyone checking in on each other, planning events and meetups together, tagging each other on social media and every day I ask myself why I'm not fitting in in the same way. I'm really struggling from loneliness and an inability to make and maintain meaningful relationships and I don't know how to change.",5.0974335378323135,6.658649208588963,5.995843558282207,76.26877556237221,69.1840490797546,8.62351738241309,30.147750511247445,9.075114841892004,2.7004891615541915,683,27,119,13,12,225,101,163,0.12,0.797,0.08199999999999999,-0.745,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,1,6,0,1,7,0,9,0,0,4,0,33,20,14,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,9,16,0,1,3,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,2,3,16,4,22,18,8,16,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,3,6,87,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436509973592784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759221242293047,0.0,0.13839409824823598,0.0,0.15722138051262138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779073684499028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845927781458732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717150403794552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048904153791905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416951031201468,0.1606988870686962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503458051945775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598639317768244,0.0,0.08786475199393087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242485077344223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297678702629146,0.0,0.0,0.33677533511990043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396006399411965,0.12790503792250005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821176663757588,0.0,0.3497751271228701,0.1468443504625515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077375248521058,0.0,0.0,0.1805575376335597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340140912516936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903629629737026,0.0,0.17143373254555982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060223948996922,0.0,0.17581353627392773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941934408006158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418011793427416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334898755151189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175222110726158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243375920150175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387349696504046,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yhjkojgcvn,2019/06/08,"Am I just being a coward? My parents are the type of people who don't really believe in mental illnesses, so whenever my social anxiety disorder crops up in conversations, they always tell me that I'm not trying hard enough and that I've just convinced myself that I'm mentally ill as an excuse.

Of course, I don't believe that mental illnesses are   a myth, but recently I can't help but wonder if I really am to blame. I know that my social anxiety impairs me and makes regular tasks a lot harder than they are for the average non-socially-anxious person, but still, maybe there is some sort of shortcoming on my side. Maybe I'm just being too weak and have given up fighting off the negative thoughts.

I feel like sometimes I use my social anxiety as an excuse for not even trying to be social, because I've convinced myself that since I have social anxiety, it will go terribly regardless of whether I try or not. Am I just being a coward?",10.996182669789226,7.229452786885247,11.241779859484772,61.02786885245904,59.38251366120218,14.828727556596409,42.53629976580796,12.785403640627713,5.431987353629976,752,30,129,20,7,258,105,183,0.23199999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.064,-0.9859,1,0,0,0,2,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,9,6,1,0,9,0,17,4,0,2,0,26,28,12,0,2,13,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,2,21,3,17,21,3,10,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,6,3,97,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520517718092372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501186927858292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974832322753212,0.0,0.0,0.2578204464946161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311332648704905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822467210928245,0.0,0.07557219671169946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057853321688948925,0.08174044412318822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502654690868345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249630738407484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669216315417292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288129595259806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055898993505218805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972743324345751,0.0,0.0,0.07637509226863659,0.0,0.2298970879517507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459201529080258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270479626036359,0.0,0.0,0.07932323071632429,0.09990563125751893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659856367054735,0.0,0.11297425078061325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946479859316659,0.0,0.0,0.583175151609412,0.0,0.0,0.11316260739728345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137458847663522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000662239265533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083533592923143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23304751030630985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882065975527082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408174698347232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MyStrongBird,2019/06/08,"Am i the only one who gets severely anxious whenever i start getting closer to someone? I blew off evert possible relationship i had, i am relaxed when i talk to girls at first, but once i get start getting closer to them, i am not the same person angmore, my thohghts are changed and i start either getting distanced or too desperate that i scare them away.
What's wrong with me? I has always been this way, my mind goes crazy at the idea that someone started loving me and thoughts are unbearable, it is destroying every possible relationship i could have had...

Does this has anything to do with my first relationship which was extremely toxic and abusive? But i got anxious even with her at first and i somehow managed to get through it..",6.407753623188409,7.450691804347826,6.379855072463768,76.63253623188406,65.73913043478261,9.321739130434784,37.072463768115945,9.444778638647367,3.6100376811594206,591,30,103,11,9,187,86,138,0.207,0.7440000000000001,0.049,-0.9741,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,4,5,1,1,3,0,15,1,0,0,0,18,28,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,4,6,0,22,2,14,21,2,16,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,2,8,81,31,1,0.0,0.14456128227706844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152166106520014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756719668300969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040340589108628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463192246109664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290698516164385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974146415187375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677131787093266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058611062650349,0.0,0.10279824885186364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113436032488507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824695042476085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758212667415067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377338515081228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011831897477944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319479347876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993611389518336,0.08267678105790617,0.09279370725052752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653397152715947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750947121446617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39297756119340416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215277388045735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783598341504846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675647238573536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454357507731317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806659812578516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686189827078848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684544589216904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333982126555725,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxiouslilpotat0,2019/06/08,Unable to be in relationships Do you ever get so sad and feel so frustrated that people or friends don't understand why you can't just do the things they do. Like even my friend who's not v confident and quite held back in social situations has had multiple boyfriends and been physically intimate. Like for us we can't just kiss or whatever. They don't get that.,5.173380281690143,6.463136760563383,5.902929577464793,78.03326760563381,68.71830985915493,10.75042253521127,29.69295774647888,10.793553405168565,3.2902259154929574,294,11,58,9,5,96,52,71,0.163,0.698,0.138,-0.462,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,2,2,1,7,7,1,0,1,0,11,1,0,0,1,13,16,7,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,1,7,5,4,12,0,4,0,1,0,1,11,2,0,2,4,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601330159903216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683684393032643,0.23058450767471855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889228982502304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39389219074214415,0.0,0.2663643193209869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490764250509068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672542465783164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27113265282788124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736824751599973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865342657183364,0.0,0.2598529469548172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693536819293673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26537469485992604,0.3066304219879825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300204357458136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cartographer92,2019/06/08,"Smartphones How many hours do you spend on your smartphone per day? Has anyone tried limiting their smartphone usage? Does it help with social anxiety? If you had to stop using your smartphone, what would you do with your free time, or when in public in a queue, etc?",5.0729591836734675,7.223263183673474,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081633,70.22448979591837,6.53265306122449,24.494897959183675,7.1686216300943375,1.0152408163265307,212,6,38,2,4,62,40,49,0.071,0.802,0.127,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,9,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,6,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,5,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516765298099324,0.0,0.0,0.22408828333696554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066842087299528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804557293077303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574218542780315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481215404909107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156099565827669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32491818154008634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266907734843486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26793708385485043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868754791371705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175860636678897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767933242919229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276610321695952,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nichereference,2019/06/08,"A list of cringe stuff I did on my 2nd shift at my new retail job today (prepare yourself) 1. I used my radio to ask a simple question (which the entire store heard) when I could have googled it.
2. my trainer said he had been working there for 9 years. I then asked him how he was, and before he said anything, I asked ""22?"" (meaning he would have been 13 yo when he started working at target)
3. I farted in front of my trainer
4. otherwise was super weird in general",2.2567631578947385,3.865389873684212,3.6980921052631612,89.69976973684211,76.57894736842105,5.592105263157895,25.559210526315788,5.985473137389443,0.7455526315789478,358,13,74,2,8,118,70,95,0.019,0.938,0.044000000000000004,0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,0,8,19,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,3,12,1,9,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,7,43,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666919456248075,0.0,0.5680291541992959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234251924758615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170785937414292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098491269629865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206201843076263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956097372049846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268857519635375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853146691596561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335544158954425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23185432294923802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919796671392311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174925365412044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948960438583025,0.0,0.0,0.14387517959193655,0.0,0.0,0.13042601439937695
socialanxiety,prettyBro,2019/06/08,"Don't know if I'm making progress or going backwards I feel worse than ever right now. I have only 2 friends that I barely even speak to, I dropped out of college due to my social anxiety and depression, and I'm finding it harder and harder everyday to think of reasons to stay alive.

But also, I'm being more open with my therapist. She brought up my past abuse and I said honestly how I felt instead of something I thought she would want to hear, as my social anxiety is wont to make me do. I started sobbing. She hugged me and it was the first time in years I felt safe.

I guess it's kinda a ""take one step forward, take several steps backwards"" situation. Better one step than none, I guess.",2.7723333333333318,4.594562328571428,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,75.71428571428572,6.9523809523809526,28.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,1.7662380952380947,546,23,109,8,12,180,95,140,0.11699999999999999,0.736,0.147,0.5106,0,0,1,0,1,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,4,1,29,29,11,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,4,8,0,1,8,0,0,6,3,2,0,3,6,6,20,5,16,20,2,24,0,2,0,1,9,8,1,5,10,69,24,1,0.0,0.1785534917791592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120513813865714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305684116481016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328088416415754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979669649390144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995351674709536,0.13631573519708645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619786526820663,0.0,0.28938905258849423,0.0,0.13773601643627847,0.12818436266274935,0.0,0.0,0.11642955572095748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564562786636082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320235408253013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984855354314968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282014544726729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118530174712776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423487830796455,0.11461326424152116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385910182813896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494351404384096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286959923241332,0.14334911362084535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024680290536687,0.0,0.0,0.16939181857634755,0.0,0.3072369940589821,0.0,0.1160153352522828,0.0,0.0,0.10666541987308116,0.16062492026994535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266135571700379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497297701073106,0.0,0.09656173649795986,0.0,0.11963805165659128,0.08787370984045709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888608470289706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357500012184405,0.1070521374725979,0.0,0.0,0.0970451169067917
socialanxiety,flutteringzigzag,2019/06/08,"Overthinking a comment on reddit I posted a comment on reddit and I couldn't get myself to not think about it. There are lots of negative thoughts in my head. Why did I write that? Did I sound awkward? My palm is so sweaty now. I finally got myself a reddit account after years of lurking, but I think of deleting it now.",1.1156250000000014,3.6526993125000047,2.8331250000000026,88.99937500000001,87.125,5.075,23.625,6.6274283507984215,0.94369375,252,10,48,3,8,83,45,64,0.09300000000000001,0.907,0.0,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,5,2,2,0,0,9,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,10,0,9,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800673879937637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126735171332486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774880634455932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560713775966484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29496496550204915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322827377637412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44462382893368996,0.0,0.2754399959182801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130689225484673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234247903118796
socialanxiety,ShyGuyAlt,2019/06/08,"I don't want to die alone I know it sounds dramatic, but I'm extremely scared that if things don't change, I'm going to live my life alone and die with nobody by my side. I don't have any friends and the only girlfriend I've had just recently told me that she wasn't attracted to me anymore and broke up with me. I'm just feeling pathetic. One of my problems is that I don't even know where to meet new people, and even if I did, I would be terrified to talk to them let alone convince them to be friends with me. How do people just make friends? It sounds completely impossible to me. Has anyone here made any progress in getting over your social anxiety? I could really use some advice.",3.8253191489361695,4.827891000000001,4.638078014184399,86.92350000000002,71.62411347517731,8.476879432624115,27.575177304964534,8.841846274778883,1.889186666666666,545,19,117,10,10,176,85,141,0.273,0.6409999999999999,0.086,-0.9847,0,3,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,1,2,1,8,8,0,1,1,0,16,1,0,4,0,25,29,8,2,6,6,0,1,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,5,3,19,5,16,19,1,8,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,3,2,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352270935743175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563487614732925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975751109239376,0.0,0.11235753192459244,0.0,0.1456586653399166,0.10269709785455328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537228231606068,0.0,0.15399366801390665,0.0,0.0,0.1172662321542442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048622127933014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401661618428212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426346062117924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404214158489989,0.0,0.07673514127817532,0.0,0.08347137665920275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143524725829184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150187712327362,0.1037408255639819,0.0,0.0,0.12969165249214126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389748938425227,0.09803894558770444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185097090202575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952502467955184,0.11170362326694278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036466515205028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053773660705915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409067917312636,0.0,0.14501948339564266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704561159212748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497186458528571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805104738986605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757597220195892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403435566894186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685121545400133,0.0,0.0,0.08662956931758882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433444779097356,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,serotonin-sausage,2019/06/08,my family has recently been having financial problems and I can’t even get a job to help . I want more than anything in the world to help out but I can’t work with this social anxiety it’s just too much . I’m 22 and the only job I had was for a year back in 2016 . I don’t have my diploma yet I’m working towards a high school equivalent because I dropped out and I just feel so fucking stuck . I don’t know what to do . I can’t keep living like this it’s depressing and soul crushing.,-0.3906813186813167,1.7594711333333348,2.0571428571428605,94.69978021978024,90.04761904761904,5.516483516483516,21.41025641025641,7.010146845296331,0.6010805860805868,379,14,87,6,13,129,69,105,0.14300000000000002,0.773,0.083,-0.7787,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,1,0,5,0,12,1,0,0,0,15,21,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,1,11,1,11,17,2,12,1,1,0,1,3,7,1,0,5,58,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160941374411708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731261593649038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617704907055414,0.0,0.1282466915871613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812013933609436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895508530911715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832908134693866,0.0,0.10637527557087886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944944308804376,0.10991572074825033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28202874965467395,0.2222797474078527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175426192793712,0.1869968630320513,0.0,0.0,0.11562024426489133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278183973986524,0.0,0.1857708374710416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465470804318535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600047130566643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013068113798616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772648325734624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291744566696666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144575822009895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408853871963195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063206708301035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354788748665306
socialanxiety,lazyyard,2019/06/08,"Am I just boring or cynical? I really dont care for partying, drinking, getting high, etc. And yet it seems like, as someone in my early 20s, everyone expects to have done/do these things. 

And its not even that Im opposed to doing certain things, but the mere fact that people my age seem to construct their social gatherings around these things, annoys and frustrates me. Even in situations where drinking/smoking isnt actively happening, it seems that the topic of conversation eventually becomes sharing experiences that did revolve around those things, which just leaves me feeling left out, infantilized and just further isolated. I continue to feel like I like any type of life/social experience because of this.


But this is just one factor to my SA. Even without this factor, I'm still incapable of having meaningful conversations with others but this has been weighing on my mind for the past year or so.",10.193183229813666,9.644860267080748,9.335768633540372,63.97458462732921,58.1304347826087,12.522049689440994,41.86413043478261,11.698219412168324,5.177726086956524,737,35,113,18,8,233,109,161,0.133,0.763,0.10400000000000001,-0.6295,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,13,10,3,0,3,0,10,2,0,0,2,30,19,11,0,1,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,20,8,2,1,6,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,2,11,6,20,17,1,17,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,5,10,87,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414289538122612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464791478738543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439079608518528,0.1528943949186961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411472293992631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167060235025586,0.16224883602564613,0.1356169799920684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439546978577434,0.2743118779329626,0.0,0.0,0.13228387460965124,0.0,0.27083874282361897,0.0,0.0,0.1399972830192856,0.09890045857316776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232837792090352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242066689762895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626782652411496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495372855318562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658633292379245,0.15041378438478145,0.0,0.09778317355300546,0.20290210620019208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397833732885143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380947865221742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215516814443828,0.09597579236940004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868721799048722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780875050185134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556106216552971,0.0,0.141120568994525,0.11729845208228905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055712749314622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678894272358695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344972862391194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914982492894408
socialanxiety,TimorousCharles,2019/06/08,"I pushed away my only friends in school, and i feel so fucking guilty And it’s my fault because i’m too scared to stay in touch with them throughout summer. I get a lot of what-ifs in my mind, like “what if they think i hate them or i dont wanna be friends with them”. I’ve been thinking about chatting them on Facebook but every time i write a lengthy message i just erase it all over again. I’m too afraid to even press the send button. 

What makes me feel even more guilty is the fact that in my 3 years in this school, this was the only time people showed interest in being friends with me. I mean, i’m this lonely fucking loser who sits alone at lunch every fucking day and never talking to anyone in class.  It’s at the point where i’m so used to the feeling of being lonely. Who would want to be friends with a loser like me, right?

Not until January, when in one of our classes, we were tasked by our teacher to form a circle and share our problems in front of the class. So, my teacher chose me as the first one to share my problems in front of the class. So of course, being the shy, socially anxious person that i am, (and too afraid to open up because there are a few people in my class who secretly hate me because of my laziness in group works when in reality i’m just too afraid to take initiative), i refused to do so. I asked my teacher if i can just talk to him after class, and thankfully, he was nice enough and agreed to do so. So while i was sitting, listening to some of my classmates brave enough to share their problems in front of the whole class, this girl, who i’ve known since 8th grade, she’s always been nice to me (i’m gonna be in 10th grade this coming school year btw), asked why i was scared to talk in front of the class. Then we talked, and i learned that i have a lot of things in common with her. She told me that she hates talking in front of class too (which kinda surprised me because when she talks in front of class, she makes jokes and laughs, maybe that’s how she deals with it), she also feels lonely (sometimes), and that she was emo too. She listened to the same bands that i liked (such as My Chemical Romance, Bring Me the Horizon, etc...)

So of course, we instantly became friends. She introduced me to her other friends, and that’s when i learned she was also friends with this guy who was my classmate in 7th grade (every year, my school randomizes every class, so you get a different set of classmates every year, and it just happened that i was classmates with him again in 9th grade), and i learned that he wants to be friends with me like a long time ago. He said that he always wanted to become best friends with me. So of course, i now have my group of friends! We talked about stuff a lot. And it was so exciting to me! I was like “is this real??? Am i dreaming?!? I have friends now!?” My social circle grew as he introduced me to his other friends, and to his gf since 8th grade. They’re not exactly the most popular kids in my school, but oh they were so nice and honest to me! 

But unfortunately, all good things come to an end. During the last day of school in April, i never really got the chance to say goodbye to them, cause my dad picked me up earlier than i expected. Then as days passed, i never talked to them. I thought maybe they want me to be the one to talk to them first, but i’m just too afraid to do that. Part of me also says that if i try to message them, they probably will just ignore me. I’m so scared that they will no longer want to talk to me next month (back to school is in July 8).

So yeah that’s it. Sorry if this post is way too long, i just really felt the need to let this out of my chest a long time ago.


TL;DR: i feel so guilty for pushing my only friends away. I really want to message them on Facebook to stay in touch but i’m too scared cause part of me says that they will probably ignore me.",3.8769482256575363,4.4378731267252185,4.251128524419404,91.3679339977747,71.1831869510665,7.269799483913734,25.326318032243556,7.052630249996997,0.7989455694704201,3010,82,678,25,53,944,288,797,0.10400000000000001,0.728,0.16899999999999998,0.996,2,7,0,0,0,0,103.0,7,1,16,6,53,61,6,8,29,1,42,5,1,7,7,109,93,57,0,17,19,1,9,5,14,5,0,6,0,4,45,34,1,3,15,5,0,14,7,25,0,5,19,15,114,36,117,60,18,102,0,5,0,3,106,39,3,12,47,454,159,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223727048948883,0.0,0.0,0.048042192985955856,0.0,0.11128526544511763,0.07719419579119052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240328900833851,0.0,0.03243436299660992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867298135021757,0.0,0.0871628672495758,0.035668183301025266,0.0,0.11310657421710432,0.051229997904020816,0.0,0.0,0.04867953528059589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530296711046517,0.0,0.07991533960157653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974593251982682,0.047822214158383884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04846378602694459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054364370479007454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108447271803664,0.09585884671807407,0.051732959849323586,0.06127539617144055,0.0,0.195412192472056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727147550864213,0.0,0.0445380996877624,0.0,0.0,0.07891228602630017,0.0,0.0,0.4658929870908657,0.12865009523212886,0.04846982979669733,0.0,0.0,0.038906607866040735,0.03709934270759902,0.0,0.0,0.04592970648035245,0.0410192310313886,0.0,0.0,0.13739053370666365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03781100636343303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743311038988731,0.0,0.11330995794934988,0.0,0.0,0.12315118478072998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183078602302606,0.0,0.0,0.06192639939056487,0.0,0.09320249877507664,0.05052825360730343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683691592746465,0.0,0.0370250832751084,0.0,0.0,0.0343948361954952,0.1073278679589388,0.0,0.049332331196921375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942976241336899,0.1058365603536658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004636340726764,0.0,0.06431680696386162,0.04050270735424188,0.0,0.0,0.043850024571715385,0.0,0.04442523044431178,0.0,0.10002450295576727,0.13315620574666154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279773779651162,0.08914870935946625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03961362659905707,0.04412397121100655,0.11066468641678064,0.1857630193286369,0.3286177171645755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674241436856255,0.0,0.0,0.0945699344655269,0.0,0.0,0.04587721345797703,0.05192563873435172,0.0,0.09888319751327243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310118866365104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03487670701278931,0.37283531892942895,0.0,0.04270625112039897,0.0,0.0,0.06163396178201031,0.05944490584839175,0.0,0.03682552206774655,0.10819284319985756,0.0,0.0,0.0443240749446172,0.0,0.03149323680344178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040062849433420825,0.0,0.0,0.16415896590180498,0.03681926710637645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04185639953122393,0.05178862105609162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033769761680295426,0.0,0.0,0.03295147987040458,0.0,0.0,0.11948496468251242
socialanxiety,MercyBlades,2019/06/08,"I went to Prom and didn't die I am a pretty isolated guy and often beat myself up about it; I would call myself a recluse but not because I want to be one. My anxiety prevents me from going out and taking risks, which then leads to depression making me feel like an outcast who is always missing out. 

Anyway, as someone who doesn't leave the comfort of my home, I went to prom with some friends. Two of them had dates, but the rest of us kind of just showed up because we felt we needed to. One of my friends insisted that I go, so I signed up (I wouldn't have without him). 

The dancing was legit the bane of my existence, and everyone was dancing with the exception of me and my closest friend who think too much to enjoy the situation. I hated the music, and the dancing, it's not for me, which is ironic because I have been playing the drums for over ten years yet cannot dance if my life depended on it. 

When it was over after 4 god damn hours this girl who I know started having a conversation and she invited me to go to her friends house after prom. We were talking and walking down the docks on the shore and her mom picked us up and drove me home. Sadly I did not go to her friends because I was really tired and they were going to be night swimming which I didn't want to do. 

I did get her snap however, and I said she could text me anytime if she wanted to and she said she would. 

Today was okay, and even though it wasn't the best, it is infinitely, infinitely better than pouting about the fact that I didn't go because of some intrinsic loserness to my character. My anxiety was through the roof, but once it was over I was glad I went.

Tldr: I finally took a risk after wasting my senior year doing nothing and it all worked out. Social anxiety is not permanent.",5.366511904761907,5.2250281194444455,6.140714285714289,81.57000000000002,67.80555555555556,9.19047619047619,31.309523809523807,8.841846274778883,2.359619047619048,1393,51,286,21,21,459,184,360,0.139,0.74,0.121,-0.6176,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,5,0,2,6,11,22,2,2,19,1,36,2,0,4,2,58,63,25,1,10,12,1,2,1,5,3,2,2,2,2,18,23,0,1,4,8,0,18,12,8,0,6,26,4,55,14,49,31,6,49,0,4,0,0,35,14,1,6,18,223,73,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996725568478147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205607288521162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929243010871906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085651659432143,0.08499727186730928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813419178262747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673221127427436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277529946291909,0.0,0.09974206253522806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634766023870808,0.0,0.0,0.09183267207486392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048593695266407,0.06865760023286127,0.09227609845381754,0.10527858911318068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37125333700575736,0.0,0.05021101952839657,0.0,0.32771292424969417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515929388205276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948840244181776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280277651232106,0.0,0.0946442991295654,0.11089253970532433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100078814851141,0.05281692466866576,0.0,0.0,0.1017615690632737,0.0,0.0,0.06788197078313818,0.04695216414186186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415099170277687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255729157925078,0.0,0.0,0.0706484069144264,0.07126081519707281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018825420588338,0.0,0.0922155664944108,0.0,0.0,0.10234894044798826,0.13024679109232126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777357608282476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615674754839558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828361757768928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080263125948235,0.0,0.0979671859002754,0.08142965510156061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802378111947664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225917748218104,0.07724574878089259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061580355056676375,0.09442290701080726,0.0,0.0,0.11045883182524,0.09109652701053464,0.0,0.10677645403764972,0.0,0.0,0.09388085152536887,0.0,0.23120553301864094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700560756501471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672715515081094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926420185631997,0.0,0.06996575685578944,0.0,0.0,0.1365408053795302,0.0,0.0,0.12377724287845965
socialanxiety,thatgirlanya,2019/06/08,"The worst situation I have severe phone anxiety especially when I am unmedicated (I am bipolar - working on finding a new psych). I applied for foodshare help and got approved. However, there was a phone interview process that I had to complete. I was PETRIFIED of doing this and just completely procrastinated so long that I got denied because I didn't complete the interview process. There was an option to schedule an in person interview BUT YOU HAD TO CALL TO DO THAT. Does anyone know anything that could help me in this situation with reapplication?",7.30053019145803,9.281073721649488,7.818409425625919,63.68958762886601,64.36082474226805,10.903681885125184,40.661266568483065,10.914260884657429,5.2530483063328415,449,26,67,13,7,148,65,97,0.106,0.818,0.076,-0.2421,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,0,0,9,15,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,10,0,10,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,53,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413409471443379,0.0,0.0,0.12918853619425447,0.0,0.15204179428404946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262802323712805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866068795638533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811522517046046,0.0,0.0,0.1475158811057945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616847815379778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886735593862506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955390108117527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24768155947365345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015393020793702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350684708553864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784424260412924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613253658024879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872628821041794,0.0,0.0,0.41535611760423796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450753078030805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,glamorous-sky,2019/06/08,I need a break from all these unnecessary thoughts,5.050000000000002,8.351025111111113,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,75.66666666666667,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,2.7553555555555564,42,2,8,1,1,12,9,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6825764566410517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7308141903653393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fountainorfeed,2019/06/08,"Dog walking I just need help with some ideas for conversation I guess when I’m out with my dog. I got one to get out more and help with anxiety. (And to giv da love of course)

I don’t know what else to say other than “wow it seems like *your* dog has a nice butt.” And just asking what breed/etc is old and I want to progress in friend making. Idk.
Thanks.",-1.1805861244019131,0.8831373289473738,0.30191387559808897,105.20385167464121,96.76315789473685,3.8162679425837327,12.172248803827753,5.565023196281405,-1.5397999999999996,271,4,70,2,11,85,57,76,0.036000000000000004,0.632,0.332,0.9771,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,19,15,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,7,6,13,14,2,6,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,3,3,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268155712682936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354665232882648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040691834135614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809041021361365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459585058978515,0.0,0.1315928380996225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144522145015414,0.0,0.27746564410836194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376492765557128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843330757781719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842238381383531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305204300527445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732451021145186,0.0,0.1681266611266382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867600579544531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642975229962038,0.0,0.1706751332096932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029889691616215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22929500732433006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23189009794754475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856075977658728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ubcstudentt,2019/06/08,"Very confused abt my friendship Me and my best friend have been friends for like 2 and a half years. We're pretty close. But recently I've felt like she stopped putting effort

I'm a pretty low maintenance friend. I've got my own thing going, I like my alone time, and I'm pretty chill when it comes to friendship. As long as I'm in the loop and get some attention, I don't really mind the little things.

But recently I've noticed a little change and idk if I'm reading into it. Since last year this girl and I drifted apart a little bit. In the sense that she got a bf and spends more time with him and his friends than me. I didn't mind it that much because she does this a lot and she invites me out wihh them but I always decline cause I'm not very fond of them. So I don't blame her for not hanging out with me. Nevertheless we still talk and catch up and she has helped me sooo much over the past couple months.

Howeverrrr, ever since summer break, I noticed she stopes starting convos with me. She puts effort into the convo when I start it but she stopped updating me about her life and whatnot. Also, she's been tagging everyone in memes but me (lmao weird reason ik). But today I saw a post that was like having a bomb ass best friend is amazing bla bla bla and she tagged like 10 people and not me which kind of hurt me ngl.

I've mentioned it briefly before and she says that she feels confident in our friendship and that she always knows we're friends so there's no need to constantly interact. Me being the ""chill"" friend, kind of agreed. I wasn't gonna get butt hurt and get mad over it. But now it's kidn of annoying.

What's worse is that for a couple months she used to complain about this one girl ALLL the time. And then suddenly they become best friends. When I asked her abt it she was like oh no it's just cause I didn't give her a chance at the beginning and bla bla bla. Now literally everyday, she posts appreciation posts for this girl and mentions her everywhere when I'm here in the background.

I used to be the fiends she posted about in every social media account. Her friends knew who I was because she used to talk about me so much. And now, it's like Im a secondary character in her life which is really sad. Idk what to do and idk if this is because she's confident in our friendship or because she's moved on and I should too.

I really don't wanna talk to her about this cause idk how I'd do it and I'm just very confused atm

Tldr: drifted apart from my friend, not sure why and not sure if a normal thing or not",2.1550792816115205,4.01291938212928,3.1545287598090788,92.37944057924116,77.61216730038022,6.225645174338647,22.027991262842807,7.125416948008024,0.5186694927594862,2009,57,439,23,47,641,227,526,0.128,0.691,0.18100000000000002,0.9876,1,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,3,0,3,5,25,36,2,2,22,0,23,4,2,8,3,83,52,49,0,7,20,0,2,7,11,2,2,1,0,3,31,35,0,2,6,1,3,9,14,10,0,2,13,4,69,26,45,35,11,71,0,4,1,2,63,24,2,9,40,268,100,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547783876380793,0.0,0.050557771649690664,0.10520979146382796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059103054955991476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415561966289126,0.06982257332862161,0.05379637283249534,0.0,0.1990394628612231,0.0,0.0690209043766081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483599497619933,0.06687938332742421,0.05445925129517559,0.0,0.06831938834437938,0.0,0.0,0.13990555953342607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055325080232407294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718696962020805,0.0532663778895684,0.06041032792626672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03196641238751705,0.0,0.060702027300340335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884434989315179,0.0,0.09909101260006367,0.0606472969259945,0.0359299233636962,0.0,0.1011271396691464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042375670794808126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353586711606078,0.0,0.06828947581736569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166978346662728,0.034744581282464576,0.051533513028556535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893096546716532,0.2162059426128689,0.19009200483538674,0.0,0.05594855216123463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053748191712180114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767027642510276,0.0,0.10092471980256232,0.0671938656982704,0.13942401977662872,0.04687753407457014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194310887182845,0.0,0.1439549434102072,0.0,0.0,0.04284015254841282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035155130067508,0.043829447142575126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421927805775233,0.19295530643621375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710903493756068,0.0,0.0,0.0632380594572943,0.0,0.1215028801692527,0.06500166703178079,0.124846124101244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027583771459373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459404789949972,0.0,0.0,0.06444579791192949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894962289861751,0.0,0.05048833311055562,0.10571109171559544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191699962001994,0.0,0.0,0.15244381686812594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260035718951333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110593934760261,0.0,0.05992606928789038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638078092971582,0.0,0.156491716751823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704707486063727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442755015547946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142443928889663
socialanxiety,sasocialist,2019/06/08,"Will the adults in here please try to be more careful with their posts. You also need to help each other more. I am guilty more than most, hence this post, and this applies to reddit in general, if not the whole of the internet, but can the adults please try to remember there are children here. I know it can be difficult to remember when it isnt always so obvious on the face of it, and due to the nature and effects of social anxiety there are many desperate people in here, but can you please try to take it into consideration when making your posts. 

Please ask yourself, if you were in earshot of a child, offline, would you be openly saying the same?

I realize ""letting it out"" can help - be cathartic etc - but Is this the best place for it?  


Why dont you try getting together with the other adults in here somewhere  you can speak more openly and at ease.  


The adults in here really need to help each other more.",6.495224719101124,6.287623353932588,6.4666067415730355,80.40395505617978,65.46067415730337,9.816629213483148,30.15955056179775,9.3871,2.4000364044943825,719,22,142,12,10,228,95,178,0.06,0.7879999999999999,0.152,0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,7,1,2,11,3,0,0,11,0,19,1,1,2,1,32,27,13,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,6,12,12,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,11,2,26,19,12,19,0,0,0,0,21,13,0,3,3,112,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018711292598637,0.10424376821175133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583956707524617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712075607633958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147460480507575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773225571775976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682831467072993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972135133134353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545411414424722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25191949585815104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885112169562341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810823700841273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362599231838988,0.12701519745793002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857884414907542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685402119346754,0.0,0.130891905161431,0.5500833515182363,0.0,0.0,0.35995349477186794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025817053208667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28383773892351416,0.0,0.0,0.0996284224206188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770812918229715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419566651526093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402301060516197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304655139394053,0.13987168216586401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899597682541434,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shmoes_throwaway,2019/06/08,"Why does my social anxiety go away and come back!? I’ve been struggling with social anxiety for my whole life (20 M). However I wasn’t aware of it until about two years ago. Since then I’ve come a long way through therapy and medication, however for some reason I go through phases almost like the phases someone with bipolar disorder goes through. I can feel like the king of the world for a solid 1,2, or 3 weeks then I suddenly start to feel more anxious. All the insecurities I thought I overcame come back and it just changes my overall mood. I get frustrated and angry at myself because I thought I would never have to experience this uncomfortableness again. That’s when the thoughts of hopelessness come in that I will never overcome my SAD. I think of these as just “ups and downs”  but besides all that, is this normal? Has anyone else experienced this as well?",5.415286298568506,7.055448969325155,5.706273006134971,78.34484918200411,68.50920245398774,8.868916155419223,31.988241308793448,9.2995712137729,2.9174830265848666,694,30,126,14,12,221,107,163,0.11199999999999999,0.8290000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.7596,2,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,2,7,0,8,3,0,1,4,30,22,13,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,7,0,0,6,3,5,1,1,5,3,16,3,23,15,5,28,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,3,17,87,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580289292674135,0.0,0.13081529894685728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987574964200835,0.1475839951866434,0.0,0.09134527551527996,0.13385428658962711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227389007831981,0.20090544285406214,0.0,0.07963584166529447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819790658250986,0.4501330095224109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972270923578732,0.0,0.11432237992082207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091314632299272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778923911653595,0.0,0.0,0.13210921073479967,0.09332796495494174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825307402246207,0.0,0.1484894131939976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227363276365826,0.1276464634571671,0.0,0.0,0.11561070692221005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160425503421105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151248579994352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799771091473186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431783998645047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080652791753121,0.0,0.0,0.2663384115210906,0.11068933332706332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924663990423391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657142407098674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493961809742503,0.0,0.0,0.08370769148863465,0.0,0.31113644435908205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761455092201346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036945321988958,0.10479009391480784,0.0,0.11745944185749435,0.0,0.11788066710781125,0.14585289865010054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280163780965618,0.0,0.0,0.08412672556570927
socialanxiety,Wolfendoom34,2019/02/13,"How do I open up? I don't know how to start this but I really want to tell my parents about how anxious I feel all the time but I don't know if this is just something we all experience and it's driving me mad. In short, I really need some advice.",-0.4901212121212133,1.390611654545456,2.3595454545454544,94.47265151515153,87.0,5.848484848484849,18.25757575757576,7.1686216300943375,0.09784848484848484,191,5,47,3,6,67,39,55,0.132,0.8320000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.7105,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,2,18,10,7,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,5,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29983465217014343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34663510460045915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001425473809264,0.0,0.0,0.15514449931995672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372559048418258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751353718359196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340702866703794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931314589674873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23621581835393546,0.0,0.0,0.2171786978902017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681864568331646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891738395292367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097865418148604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ABirdInFlight,2019/02/13,"Another Valentine's Day post I'm anxious about coworkers/family members asking me if I have a valentine. I really dislike talking about my personal life in certain social situations, ESPECIALLY my love life. I feel like this is such a ridiculous thing to be worried about :( ",6.451874999999998,9.05039710416667,7.5275,62.4675,67.54166666666666,10.633333333333336,41.16666666666667,10.686352973137794,5.692441666666666,223,14,30,7,4,75,39,48,0.226,0.597,0.177,-0.1824,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718275356198656,0.0,0.2928585672958698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423470874131921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718330544867208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24438102105628265,0.0,0.13107557541538564,0.18519551575208315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662066995296496,0.12664774510669202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339671566812549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263515338794809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24827276275807386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607076765184742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29138782316802736,0.0,0.2642545538738182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836100062650084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222233647754226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632628544906161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TakahashiDarkrider,2019/02/13,"Too scared of making the call for an appointment with a psychiatrist. I probably should arrange a call with a psychiatrist, and my therapist encouraged me to do so. Lately I've been even more depressed than usual. But I'm so freaking scared that I might be making up having a disorder after all and that I'm going to suffer even more if I try medication and it does not work and I get side effects (also I am not sure how I would explain it to my mother - I'm an adult but she will know due to how insurance works here). Even though I see what is happening to my life and I do suffer a alot. I guess I might be too used to this because it's the only life I've ever known. I kind of don't believe it can actually get better long term, like even if I get treatment now the effects will fade again. Today I had a ""good day"" where I woke up without the heavy feeling or sadness and I just watched as I didn't find anything worth doing hid in my bed and sunk into a low again. But this makes me feel like it really is all my fault by not even trying to go outside, and that I might not have it that bad. I really don't know.

Still I probably should schedule an appointment even if just to be told I don't have an actual disorder. But I've been procrastinating making the call for a few days now and I'm not sure if I'll ever make it. Actually, I'm considering, if at all, whether I should try getting an appointment by email. I know some psychiatrists really don't like this because they say it shows a lack of initative or it uses up more of their time and it also says on the website to call for an appointment, but I'm not sure what to do, I fear I will just end up not making the call at all if I try to do it that way.",3.5711776859504134,4.0130390413223145,5.3594387052341625,83.57733987603307,71.80991735537191,8.804820936639118,26.419765840220386,8.959647251330699,1.7760212121212118,1344,41,297,25,24,463,163,363,0.151,0.7959999999999999,0.053,-0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,5,27,21,0,3,23,0,33,3,0,12,9,78,64,32,0,11,25,1,2,3,0,10,3,2,1,1,21,13,0,0,10,1,1,2,13,11,0,0,6,6,35,10,35,45,12,35,0,5,2,0,16,12,0,14,23,215,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.2283101546624316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473124128699467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417608488247639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511530792687067,0.09507945645403024,0.0,0.0,0.0878638610260066,0.0,0.06897255006860714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981636885202676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058943130415993,0.0,0.06716949098746257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875812593021626,0.0,0.06824634182362106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690727194554291,0.0,0.0,0.3090553171986127,0.14108615695315854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775627560838875,0.07886443896724553,0.055713432509270334,0.0,0.0,0.07127807074119406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629785042430339,0.0,0.08864282966331723,0.06541121334419912,0.0,0.0,0.08591070819024407,0.0,0.06896303274362517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121073672697518,0.1285777025949641,0.0,0.08797194988681276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110168068356473,0.11430050945021746,0.0,0.0,0.0690154266255489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123387885256827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856299860734378,0.0,0.248193439422471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931209982587065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681648558264038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988007351732824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403568116758855,0.1561557940312489,0.0,0.06214498887221336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227996462171416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050351111016964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054811193075324,0.0,0.0,0.07662114957752121,0.0,0.045474442112945546,0.0,0.07392189928306253,0.0745192573063468,0.0,0.211790330171382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471025798439482,0.0858908981140689,0.0,0.0,0.061901899650685974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517601592886748,0.0,0.11354991899875187,0.0,0.0,0.055399234166889015,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Faraway62018,2019/02/13,"why does she find any excuse to be with me ​

I met this girl through her friend. She’s a couple grades ahead of me. Her friend started laughing at my joke and talking to me. Her friend acted flirty and started finding any way she can to talk to me. She asks me to be around her and her friend and her friend has an issue. This girl finds any reason for me to be around her. Like hey want to sit with us, hey want to walk with us. It’s like really weird. Then we took selfies when it was her friend’s turn being next to me she had to be next to me and in between us.This girl doesn’t talk to me around her friend and helps her friend approach me. Well she does stuff like copy me then tell me she’s doing it. She mimicked the way I walked then told me she did it. Then she says to her friend “he’s 6’ tall with long legs ooh”. She does it in front of her friend and the friend doesn’t seem impressed. She offered me a ride home when it was completely unnecessary. She hesitated when I accepted and like shocked but did it. She laughs at stuff I say. Then when we had square dancing said we’re going to be partners. I told her I’m not into selfies she says that they will take care of it and a day or two later comes and gets me for a picture. Some guys said stuff like we did stuff when she gave me a ride and told on them and said “they’re picking on me and CJ”She went up to a guy and asked about me right in front of me. She talks in a tone and smiles at me then will say stuff like “you’ve been really inappropriate recently”.",1.4703215570129018,3.1386766012269973,2.3315612439179176,98.3685582822086,79.0,5.478146816162472,18.910090966786548,6.129581340695534,-0.4348585572244552,1196,25,290,8,29,374,142,326,0.015,0.8,0.18600000000000005,0.9926,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,5,0,2,1,10,26,0,0,10,0,21,1,1,2,0,40,45,28,0,2,3,0,0,6,12,2,0,7,1,6,16,27,0,0,6,2,0,13,3,2,1,1,18,8,63,24,43,19,1,52,0,0,1,0,79,16,0,3,26,185,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114019801542536,0.0797814126476843,0.1339486648995294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534808468329938,0.12276235822498124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694250216028237,0.0,0.0,0.056558380282886574,0.06884095328261422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264910599755635,0.0,0.04234384875798828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172372747653413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003011696725793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579975808057381,0.0,0.034303490162911274,0.0,0.03731484037715595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300230878501272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04400903880526698,0.0,0.065860126020066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852968394628996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192462505150712,0.0,0.0,0.05810508617279405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965562866840373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084124134879386,0.06750715288167597,0.0648291557066277,0.0,0.0,0.05607140177952872,0.1873668076080364,0.2088548689801458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977239446876394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294585644317878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758123580385602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936649379402101,0.2110930077357609,0.05738781049654844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821652255272675,0.07294823078905191,0.0,0.07141683143175481,0.06413812937944673,0.0,0.23693474466387365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745334222114335,0.10423220979210028,0.0,0.0,0.05903424667691265,0.06086543766751809,0.059245951372086686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797814126476843,0.0
socialanxiety,MechatronicKeystroke,2019/02/13,"I just really want to talk I really want to talk and make people feel comfortable good around me. I would love to talk
I'm just absolutely terrified that you won't like it, or me, or just flat out stop talking to me for no reason.

It's also kinda hard to do it though when you're uncomfortable with yourself too.

Man I just really want to talk to people.",3.9357534246575336,4.7255231232876715,5.621808219178085,80.7612054794521,71.1917808219178,9.675616438356164,22.819178082191787,9.888512548439397,1.8447501369863013,280,6,59,7,5,96,46,73,0.175,0.6409999999999999,0.184,0.1702,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,19,10,6,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,4,11,8,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,3,3,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959852711956985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539870187178895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826465132826829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464157487047512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156374786608294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528300583787812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755055387926428,0.0,0.11652262467313484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420409787030621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354899268491999,0.17948055624023573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459430689108425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7015384449934852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150794807885025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088865775945687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240050433789152,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kansed,2019/02/13,"I feel like I do not fit in, why ? I am currently 20 and since I was a kid I have had trouble fitting in with my peers at school and now at uni. I am extremely interested in some topics such as art, business and philosophy and most of them find it boring, so I find it difficult to talk to them. However, when I talk to friends of my parents I stop being shy and engage in conversation.

In some way, I had difficult moments in my childhood which distracted meand took time to overcome and now I feel like I am behind in every other skill those my age have: having girlfriends, being able to make friends easily etc..

Sometimes I feel very sad, there is this girl I like very much which I have made an effort to approach but she rejected me three times, as she might have seen I lacked experience in this area, lacked confidence or thought I was unsocial in some way as I was so nervous around her and my heart was beating so fast when I approached her.

Additionally, my friends told me I can’t put all my eggs in one basket, but I can’t manage to do that as I cannot be as cold as them in these matters unfortunately for me.

Is there something wrong? I have felt like an outsider always observing, but not able to take part.

Thanks

",6.563934065934068,5.81267120816327,6.979591836734698,78.58941915227629,65.48979591836735,10.150706436420725,33.540031397174246,9.466822959209583,2.802852433281005,966,36,198,16,13,316,137,245,0.138,0.74,0.122,-0.5981,3,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,3,11,19,0,2,3,0,26,2,1,2,1,35,38,22,0,2,6,1,4,4,4,1,0,0,0,2,10,10,1,1,7,1,0,4,5,9,0,2,12,6,40,10,33,22,10,35,0,2,1,0,18,17,0,6,16,147,50,2,0.27255769573754474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339491849770406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131706739678312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198693906021646,0.0,0.0,0.11482080698795348,0.0,0.0,0.1333068630763406,0.0,0.0,0.20672004061101526,0.19471527229450467,0.13084906533122512,0.0,0.2491127961051262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315866099427345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149109088156502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26631584543274417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289503409381231,0.09096718917500203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457032162101666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018063362875433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234607424018423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132153304395402,0.1475767119651032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699788257846704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379214696236496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273127122380472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491411507149387,0.13478326518333292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393521898115852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024647334854385,0.21907155153182054,0.0,0.1254672534769194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819018271278036,0.1589305842354901,0.0,0.0,0.13022027924033586,0.15141081433131365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488864353453603,0.0,0.21634361235999675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297046338274382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899952673255856,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Danamanoo,2019/02/13,"Do you guys have any tips fof surviving a presentation? In fact, 3 presentations. I have just started my second term at university and we are expected to give presentations in 3 of my seminars. The only thing that helps me is when I know that the people around me are friendly and they won't judge. But I don't know anyone in any of the three groups and it usually takes me about 2 months to be able to even look up during a class instead of staring at the desk, so I doubt I could just suddenly become friends with the whole group especially because I haven't had any friends for about 4 years...lol.

Do you have any tips that might help me be able to breathe during a presentation and be a tiny bit more calm so that I can get my thoughts through? What helps you?",4.844509803921569,5.515778058823532,5.261967320261436,84.58785294117645,69.06535947712419,8.995816993464052,29.02549019607843,9.120678840339163,2.0761011764705892,605,21,130,11,10,193,94,153,0.021,0.8290000000000001,0.15,0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,3,1,1,10,5,0,1,9,0,18,1,1,0,1,18,26,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,2,19,4,19,18,4,17,1,0,2,0,15,7,0,2,10,88,26,2,0.32677726246288946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444394882891367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424512993192525,0.0,0.0,0.1454505221974026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996001930802421,0.1804499064023196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837806802025888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045252698438306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079166499734882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787009535591712,0.0,0.08536381620136596,0.1567372632105972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178043284313934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285478662897165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795882374858981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720529975611812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332951764527146,0.0,0.0,0.13041524663047122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426441662521524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327310434863384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564731414228635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228479167200006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854814649421443,0.0,0.0,0.12971232251055526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994949392948584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241757182549995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,There_I_Go_9,2019/02/13,"I don’t really care about what I say Nothing really matters when I say anything. I sort of just say things to keep the conversation going and make empty friendships. I don’t have anything pushing in me to do it but I still do it anyway because some of my friends like me a lot. Summing up, I don’t really have a reason to talk to people. I don’t really care about anyone’s opinion or experiences. Any advice?",2.8845955249569712,4.656554602409642,5.099345955249572,79.62168674698798,75.26506024096383,7.634423407917385,26.314974182444054,8.418075326091056,1.978237177280552,324,12,61,6,7,113,52,83,0.032,0.765,0.203,0.9397,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,12,13,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,11,4,10,13,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,5,3,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942843131846842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486587321218867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128389292896578,0.0,0.3022023320939872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193123391390612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744195879901683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961268338633785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186205771074148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043537865262452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632072481416165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970600335686303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561046280931324,0.0,0.0,0.12256578971840325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761854872654781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729692530602485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705190709207902,0.18878888264310287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43805888338726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663679301939034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475844090701666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198699219765945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tumshy,2019/02/13,Today I hid in the cupboard under the stairs so that the window cleaner couldn’t see me. And I’ll probably think about it for the next 7 years. 🤦🏻‍♀️,-2.111666666666668,-0.4426102058823531,0.8494117647058843,99.06568627450982,106.94117647058823,3.443137254901962,14.490196078431374,5.46131890053228,-0.9069450980392156,119,3,28,1,6,41,30,34,0.05,0.89,0.06,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930719449132168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998676832695044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694502214711259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970730820002149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394636246190551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29856020633163405
socialanxiety,Ash_t0nnW,2019/02/13,"Advice for an introvert going to a dance? I have some homeschool dance tonight, and I don’t know anybody. I am very introverted and have a hard time starting conversations. How do I meet and make friends when I have no one to go with? Do I just go up to a table and ask to sit there? Do I just go up to someone and say hi? Idk what to do",0.4951076320939372,2.2234487260273994,2.7018003913894333,94.2664383561644,82.2876712328767,5.815264187866927,22.757338551859107,6.868970318607317,0.4408489236790607,259,9,63,3,7,88,45,73,0.08900000000000001,0.865,0.046,0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,12,17,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,10,17,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27666751328978423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646846509435029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874249498029733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436282680161302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536253420172447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559868057201054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898884645322603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918535485532221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515321020695286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398917955318505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039808557784372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509308495296746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23360865443615456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MikeH2387,2019/02/13,"Gabapentin good for anxiety? I was recently prescribed Gabapentin at 100 mg 3x per day. It’s the first medication I have taken. Who else has taken this for anxiety, and did it work good for you?",2.7987837837837866,5.473464486486488,3.6445270270270282,85.4084121621622,79.81081081081079,8.024324324324324,28.16891891891892,8.841846274778883,2.5659243243243255,154,7,30,4,4,49,29,37,0.086,0.758,0.156,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,2,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,18,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960837587087548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910727391196404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27086000462514426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757974519704613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.543912430096966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266365910640493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201468080359545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604978879894895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ljthescribe31,2019/02/13,"How many of you here know you just can't work? As in be gainfully employed for any length of time due to your constant social anxiety? Deep down I know this is the case for myself, although I try to picture myself returning to work like a normal functionung person. But past experiences and current feelings are enough to set off the alarm bells in my head. Go get a job someplace and you will be forced again to constantly interact with people while simultaneously building little to nothing in the way of long term relationships. 

You will break out in hot and cold sweats all day. Your stomach will stay tied in a knot for every hour of every shift. You will feel obligated to be submissive to co-workers. You will feel attacked by customers if they are involved. You will get strange looks from people, some of whom you will have to work with all day everyday. You will be absolutely exhausted by panic and anxiety by hour 3 of work each day. You will not last there long.

Those are the thoughts I have because those have been my reality through a dozen jobs over the years. And in the middle of it all I always become so desperate I just want to end my own life. How do I even start back into the chaos?",4.581082251082254,6.354891978354978,4.89292207792208,82.84033549783551,70.77489177489177,8.077056277056277,27.984848484848484,8.680891452615391,2.0552354978354974,961,35,184,17,18,303,142,231,0.124,0.8590000000000001,0.017,-0.9733,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,12,1,5,10,5,1,2,11,0,23,5,3,2,3,29,35,13,0,3,5,0,4,1,0,9,2,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,6,24,1,39,20,8,42,0,0,1,0,19,14,0,2,24,130,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995669608946756,0.0,0.0,0.08169163079555344,0.0,0.1837962430526682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666373090831727,0.0,0.09237155000430428,0.0,0.0732293364084125,0.13267270365787415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596328817971397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23241920743408895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639836613056516,0.1241250525467468,0.0,0.0793438689281531,0.0,0.20242721033526134,0.0,0.0,0.11750891288335676,0.0,0.0,0.1822220303053176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552456818390995,0.0,0.06827190473840275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328669639901753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366051295291609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23841838376998534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203917634229495,0.09792091835842186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485044866702306,0.05868881158521538,0.12040050957235,0.0,0.21262022658600094,0.10087784714195487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179164000726148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177006136442518,0.11526672105810552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094513835104305,0.0,0.0,0.11467643054807362,0.1665642205670945,0.10489174136251883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897325963754022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245607460101697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502770737835867,0.12804120336877636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536876393190684,0.07004800708097897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155949725936554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085501570348451,0.0953525651680927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372755970438201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735893987636855
socialanxiety,xoslr,2019/02/13,"I have no friends and it’s really bringing me down I used to have a ton of friends. Back when I was a totally different person and was more social. The more and more I’ve struggled with my anxiety the more friends that have left. Most nights if I’m not at work all I do is sit on my own, I don’t have much family, the family I do have live about an hour drive away. What is the point of living such a lonely life? :( ",2.869,3.1981792333333345,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,73.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,23.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,1.2418888888888886,321,8,78,6,6,108,60,90,0.131,0.767,0.102,-0.1725,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,8,0,12,1,0,1,2,10,15,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,9,3,9,13,10,13,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,60,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379717020746106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888630210158114,0.15458948194352384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004690683844832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790504659538381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465975440531494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798663331615074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184335598873179,0.0,0.1420024553176756,0.0,0.0,0.3550489016830207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477895696072337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886650223954806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755427938215857,0.0,0.0,0.19005040219016195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879314765864475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049377880151044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101735562312195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363640549968515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636153233414256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway10031998,2019/02/13,"How the hell do I get a girlfriend lol That’s literally nowhere besides school and work to meet girls, and at school, I’m way to socially anxious to talk to any girls or flirt. 
Like legit, I think I caught a girl staring at me but I don’t know how the fk to approach. I don’t wanna misinterpret that and end up being creepy. Also in a class, I’m also too worried about the people around me and what they’ll think.. fuck I really feel like im going to die alone here. 
And no.  I don’t think I’ll be able to grow any balls soon",0.2181578947368408,2.180000377192986,2.2957017543859664,95.52407894736844,84.70175438596492,5.203508771929825,18.271929824561404,6.42735559955562,-0.25230175438596536,409,10,97,4,12,137,72,114,0.196,0.74,0.064,-0.9449,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,9,5,2,0,6,1,7,1,0,2,0,16,18,11,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,5,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,2,10,3,14,14,0,12,1,0,1,1,8,5,2,1,4,54,13,4,0.19030961549664052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710336727747374,0.0,0.30438106151138633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25883412906500725,0.0,0.0,0.21499569603280974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941590577353485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975113348721277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685578324434894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622625975924222,0.1359572273364592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593817291835515,0.09942891935728106,0.0,0.10815734017355097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055670420303532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458918765053918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859513304433429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193672517008412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219172128433598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852069820561331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939966867438213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529636601360886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658281517343173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510589145977791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854766665813556,0.19326865238540888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,agz2007,2019/02/13,Neighbor invited me over for dinner My neighbor in my apartment invited me over for dinner tonight. Don’t really know what to do. Should I bring something? When should I leave? How can I tell if there are “romantic” undertones? I don’t want to miss a cue and end up taking this somewhere I dont want it to go ,0.9051612903225816,3.42670491935484,2.6583064516129045,89.80745967741936,88.51612903225808,6.325806451612903,23.87903225806452,7.645422480735847,1.4888645161290321,243,10,49,5,8,80,43,62,0.049,0.847,0.10300000000000001,0.466,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,8,15,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,9,13,0,10,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243412078293719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32068493799512565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577168930373613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898320161371547,0.0,0.0,0.38337792176412494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319501459792384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787377723151473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27223020975903595,0.0,0.31646354619130995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42711438424970666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Basith_Shinrah,2019/02/13,"I'm a blushing champion Fortunately I'm a dark skinned person, but I'm blushing so much on a daily basis that certain muscles on my face ache several times a day. I just cant stop smiling at times, when embarrassed or confused. Its like a tetanus induced grin and no its not pleasant. I'm trying to stop people stop judging me. Does anyone else experience this?",3.916190476190476,6.022526142857148,5.311428571428575,77.76190476190479,73.28571428571428,7.523809523809526,34.52380952380953,8.344100000000001,3.086666666666668,290,16,50,5,6,97,53,70,0.226,0.5429999999999999,0.23,-0.1722,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,5,0,1,2,2,1,1,11,5,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,4,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,8,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759905212915664,0.25789057552383915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232201476782426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025939627487826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025830832305675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462053421012429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296513157428655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502428611167507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449315077595556,0.219769772624726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843429405699767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6312831669567976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935299650674474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088392217771545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,feliimena,2019/02/13,"I just ordered food and I wish I was dead Why do I even do this for myself I am so naive. I thought I was fine but now I've been sitting here for the past 20 minutes almost breaking out into tears. 

I am so sorry delivery person I am a garbage human being and you are driving through the night for me right now I am so sorry that I exist. I don't even want food anymore I would rather starve to death.

But I can't run from this situation if I could I would trust me. Fuck.

And I fucking paying online like an idiot and now I don't know how to tip. Do I just awkwardly hand them 3 euros? I can't do that but I have to. I'm actually close to just opening the door sobbing and throwing 50 Euros at them while apologizing the entire time.

Fuck I am such a mess",-0.2271373555840839,1.8528183658536608,2.3104621309371005,93.87150834403084,87.90243902439026,4.672143774069321,19.607188703465983,6.05967700443912,-0.0901536585365852,588,18,134,5,19,202,96,164,0.264,0.6459999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,0,15,10,4,1,7,0,22,6,1,1,0,26,30,14,2,7,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,9,2,0,2,0,3,3,4,7,0,0,4,1,28,3,12,22,0,19,0,1,0,3,6,6,4,2,8,98,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.166296839081769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064229329763825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690022110015192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605955034419553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22511010264757095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121240219609396,0.0,0.0,0.4726274810577608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365358956351633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325434957157761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991945377044706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267686086312197,0.0,0.14879656729608326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553031244394546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154943240793745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815229797234228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528753089620255,0.09936819490448308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051299535537994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376968544714426,0.0,0.1959645759986711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24211058530775906,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Leviwar94,2019/02/13,Impending doom everyday From the moment i wake till i sleep i am anxious everyday. Buying groceries is a nightmare. Being anxious about bumping into someone i know at the shops is a nightmare. Being asked questions at the checkout is a nightmare. Everyday is just a anxious nightmare with clouds of impending doom over my head. Im also in another country staying with my sister so i dont have access to SSRIs or anything. Ive tried neurofeedback for this and it didn't work. Ive tried very tiny bit of cbt cant say that it helped. What should u do guys? Im even to anxious to get my haircut ffs am i going crazy? Im starting to not leave the house and its scary. Ive always had some sort of anxiety when i was young i use to be scared of elevators alot but i saw a psychologist and i overcame it. Ive got hope i can overcome this too.,0.9589131652661074,3.441128247058828,3.1153781512605083,87.14539215686277,87.11764705882355,5.591036414565827,25.742296918767508,7.07126945348624,1.424229691876751,662,30,129,10,21,224,107,170,0.127,0.841,0.032,-0.8309,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,10,0,22,3,3,1,0,18,31,9,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,1,2,1,4,3,0,0,5,2,18,1,20,22,3,15,2,2,1,0,6,5,0,6,8,87,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686734565513573,0.11119448883719192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012727332939728,0.10222991603356517,0.6038751359422612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099696880294581,0.0,0.1249300828964654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589410499642097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661846915850175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826423134208389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698184350912626,0.0,0.07594748372368487,0.0,0.10687960166658156,0.0,0.0,0.13231902171349216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714740205343098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957229146836236,0.0,0.0,0.13272906758963493,0.0,0.1541961039278003,0.0,0.0,0.43304410649359215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344194683427704,0.0,0.0,0.14149948698833156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970106159843352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627140302731024,0.13379130236018627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337308644363221,0.0,0.11322795558845256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458708449579452,0.14243644213636855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145791052269689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115417176601223,0.0,0.11026233844693184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728740223815548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amenteco,2019/02/13,"My english techer made me read in a southern accent Needless to say, it did not go well. Anyway, now I feel like crap and a need a new bad habbit to cope. I already stress eat so I'm kinda thinking drinking or maybe smoking. Any ideas what might help?",1.7711764705882374,3.895556705882356,2.9644705882352973,91.97611764705884,79.98039215686275,4.08,23.925490196078428,3.1291,0.11004784313725492,196,7,39,0,5,63,46,51,0.195,0.71,0.095,-0.672,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,3,0,2,3,1,1,0,10,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,2,4,2,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,3,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749197701423156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694160927044634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080120997859804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440513302846367,0.0,0.2549209058826963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259669812699327,0.17797762847951526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158560956162355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698574943602065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812360342222304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171172306645675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357316465354609,0.0,0.0,0.2502833141347704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642862338164473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472581111598035,0.0,0.24061009876560085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491961673595434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811718096327535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28537614092776864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963164335400246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399666503407895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,InfernalArtist,2019/02/13,"First counseling meeting for SA tomorrow and I'm already nervous. What to expect? My first meeting at my college's mental health center to assess and discuss my social anxiety symptoms is tomorrow afternoon and I'm already really nervous. I've never discussed these issues before and I really dont know what to do. I was advised on this reddit already to write everything down so I dont forget anything or have to physically say everything, but I am nervous about what else will happen at this meeting.

What should I expect from the first meeting?",4.6237,7.523401970000003,5.892,70.631,74.3,8.0,34.0,8.841846274778883,3.8174,447,24,62,10,10,149,62,100,0.08,0.904,0.016,-0.6108,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,3,1,0,9,2,0,0,1,13,13,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,1,8,0,12,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,7,48,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5357208563071629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379270618957255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316498543850858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769784588139491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793062713664617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518077293375827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908687586792545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129348603769505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430978731083022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200827278293432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688991963458329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893265004209558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307761810055693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480641595012143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073334934034226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868664165775193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649562429833574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819409343670488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MeinShpider,2019/02/13,"I want a new haircut but... My social anxiety is keeping me from going to a hair salon to get this haircut. I got dumped recently and want a new look. A fresh start so to speak. But I have yet to go after 2 weeks, holding it off because I'm afraid of having to talk to a hairstylist and stuff. I feel like I'm going to look stupid for wanting that haircut. Any advice?",1.4419480519480532,3.1961664415584434,3.5649350649350686,89.09597402597406,79.38961038961041,5.9584415584415575,23.98701298701299,6.868970318607317,0.85445974025974,284,10,60,3,7,97,53,77,0.107,0.792,0.10099999999999999,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,10,18,5,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,5,6,1,12,17,0,11,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,8,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471099124259035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246023603845515,0.0,0.16025911046991606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277030272022642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592432866499166,0.1496595427152608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094497651592868,0.0,0.3571736138369702,0.0,0.1675481165889008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620414445771746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234612615545058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518373124625228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046530753507391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684588751371108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354845192970626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482779465285078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398156813544909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837995211072235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706875048273469,0.0,0.1680400675612178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HopelessNugget,2019/02/13,"Did you guys ever have an oral comm class? My sophomore year of high school we all had to take a public speaking class called Oral Communications. Every Friday, we would have to stand in front of the class and just speak for 5 whole minutes about anything.

One fateful Friday, I got up there and literally completely blanked out. I had absolutely nothing. Nada. I stammered and said ummm and uhhhh for awhile until a classmate tried to save me by asking me what team I was rooting for in the upcoming superbowl. I cant remember what else I talked about after that, but I'll always remember that feeling of helplessness being in front of the class and having nothing to say.

What ate your horror stories from Oral Comm?",6.357084377610693,7.661667097744367,6.409423558897243,75.4310442773601,65.9924812030075,8.918629908103592,31.319131161236424,9.150863307647796,2.811257978279031,576,22,97,10,9,183,92,133,0.07200000000000001,0.887,0.04,-0.8045,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,2,18,16,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,5,8,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,7,5,13,1,22,7,2,13,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,0,4,68,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654982570140372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636753033677812,0.0,0.18594186802060889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309609920247546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853974515917967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661529413799321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991374499231952,0.16757932081265384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005683113618732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907611942955838,0.0,0.0,0.1969393239933753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101456257272544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816941170157336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347777707441874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506231103544425,0.0,0.1891966164842798,0.15817089637605716,0.0,0.20129440657422973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495458087708866,0.1598658935524135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135038023138386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206142392176464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129073899121933,0.0,0.0,0.12808316215787488
socialanxiety,helpmeplsad,2019/02/13,"I'm so afraid of my birthday My birthday is coming up and I already feel sick in the stomach. Usually  my birthday is in holidays but this time it's during a schoolday. My classmates like me but they never go out with me or something, I just see them in school. They'll know I have birthday and I'm afraid of being in the center of attention and also that they either ask me about my party or that they want to go out with me. Surely I can and maybe will tell them the truth but that might change their view on me and make it seem like I don't like them. I'm also really bad at saying no so maybe they'll take me out and make me uncomfortable anyway. I'm afraid of anyone asking anything about my birthday like what I'm doing at that day (it's nothing).

​

But that's not the only thing. My family expects a party and they kinda invited themselfs already because it's always the sunday after the birthday. Then I'm in the center of attention again and I can give answers like:

​

\- Yes, I did repeat a class because I'm stupid (actually it's because of depression but not gonna talk about that)

​

\- No, I don't know what to do after school yet

​

\- No, I still don't have a girlfriend yet either

​

And then my grandpa makes jokes about my ""computer addiction"" again (even if I was addicted, he wouldn't know as he doesn't live with us) and probably offers an addiction center again and everyone laughs and then he also connects my ""computer addiction"" to the missing girlfriend and the failing at school and everyone laughs again even though he does this literally every single year. It's just so awkward and scary for me.

​

Had to write this out, thanks for listening. How do I get through this?  
",4.391755656108593,6.00944103529412,5.0582352941176465,82.08898190045252,71.0,7.701357466063348,28.665158371040725,8.263242389622931,2.066285067873304,1392,53,256,21,26,448,153,340,0.11599999999999999,0.745,0.139,0.7573,0,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,1,0,10,1,24,20,1,4,14,1,22,6,1,4,3,58,51,35,0,4,14,1,1,5,2,6,5,2,0,0,19,23,0,0,8,2,0,3,11,9,0,0,3,5,40,11,37,41,3,39,0,3,2,0,27,17,0,6,24,185,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.06224219419319511,0.2781279060315615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077041440696605,0.1530197274462011,0.053071872332559965,0.414647707042734,0.4650138844401231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04459797409640042,0.0,0.05248728875489685,0.0,0.11925543215878655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325544516747099,0.11664305078831627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747307535256764,0.054942689113836964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041134221074881606,0.0,0.05493548687855618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581620406295452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425503936939381,0.0,0.05373922650431251,0.12189318756983525,0.0,0.0,0.0601281504732581,0.0,0.032250180017580315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03332354968642337,0.06118566637170535,0.07249775060460396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105159032619422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580372489564578,0.0,0.05632082190438875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772527502046627,0.0,0.12815551908712114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766279965449312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491927391488562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061200709342304566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850921205182146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876796366083858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086048934331947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050722139136998134,0.0,0.19365287417002505,0.05082612910368378,0.05806488924295829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491026281840889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05093652086647098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011393745973805,0.0,0.047956251710159985,0.05126568971795687,0.055748425171745886,0.05872204986486081,0.0,0.0,0.04237403754931046,0.0,0.06266565512639471,0.0,0.037191894434210816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672209347357897,0.0,0.07024704574899274,0.0,0.03762037456871381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650138844401231,0.04107362429452506
socialanxiety,MysteryDrawer,2019/02/13,Valentine's Day So tomorrow is Valentine's Day and I'm planning to give out chocolate to random strangers in my school's cafeteria. Wish me luck! I probably gonna write a update.,1.7174285714285702,4.499820171428574,2.9857142857142875,86.12428571428573,90.14285714285714,6.2285714285714295,29.857142857142854,7.554174236665415,2.4893999999999994,146,8,26,3,5,47,29,35,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,11,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225386519606399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886286744920012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367886165146774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100037599387051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46586879256832203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheThrowawayLover1,2019/02/13,"I went on my first tinder date! I was nervous of course but it went well! We had some drinks at the bar, just talked all night. Got a bit more drunk than I wanted to but didn't go on a downward spiral like I often do when like that. 

In the end, we made out on the empty bus and she punched me in the balls (in a good way). All in all I'd call it a success",-0.7837962962962948,0.7313173333333367,1.3241820987654336,103.60256944444448,85.54320987654322,4.05,15.063271604938276,3.1291,-1.4886432098765432,268,4,73,0,8,89,59,81,0.08199999999999999,0.708,0.21,0.9238,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,8,0,4,3,0,1,3,14,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,1,1,7,0,9,5,12,3,6,19,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,7,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28217925488108475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639239235004863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531994698781225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289252341577761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985207989009167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689287389485986,0.2167900359132024,0.20671984218281456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25254804980933715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445679270285585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425539709584661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774615576540725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245065926358636,0.2051592435344691,0.0,0.0,0.2323930657331333,0.4792033930459292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Adam358,2019/02/13,"I hate when people (probably) stare at me Whether I’m at the gym, grocery shopping or at work, I get this feeling I’m being judged and it makes me dislike being around certain people. I feel like they’re saying bad things about me in their head and it makes me like them less. My mind will tell me things like “ they know you’re anxious”, “ they know you’re a virgin”, “ what the hells wrong with this guy”. It’s driving me mad.",0.5523467230443977,2.976995418604652,1.3172304439746334,99.54373150105712,89.0,3.592389006342496,18.28329809725159,4.851557810540192,-0.7231488372093025,330,9,72,1,11,101,57,86,0.192,0.6890000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.8349,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,3,9,3,0,3,0,3,2,1,2,1,14,13,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,4,14,4,7,10,1,7,1,0,1,1,7,5,1,1,4,41,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424564728863541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910549081802535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919648999951462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703392180196535,0.1533226497630707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212868692305908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250487983988564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189016211807407,0.2202592780410881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23589612264544035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145535320456197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865174430635241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167023034535257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29757724102563554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313937602753052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067229970633838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758498933512635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851644098388695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624395838807648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346503382387649,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tworhodes,2019/02/13,"Meetup in London with a difference A meetup for people with social anxiety in London, with a difference

[https://www.eventbrite.co.uk/e/social-anxiety-learn-with-us-tickets-56491231795](https://www.eventbrite.co.uk/e/social-anxiety-learn-with-us-tickets-56491231795)",28.04,24.46156875757576,18.3769696969697,22.085454545454553,28.09090909090909,22.8969696969697,57.24242424242424,19.287186520377343,10.79320606060606,231,8,17,8,1,59,16,33,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866397429306945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607021838899886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285069460219164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6742443003892387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304123396819832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rogi_o,2019/02/13,"How about sharing your stories with anonymized videos? I wouldn't have the courage to post a video on facebook talking about my personal issues because I don't want my friends to see this side of me. But I think that videos would help me express my emotions much better.

  
Let's assume it would be possible to have some sort of Reddit for videos where I can post a video talking freely about my problems, my emotions and my current situation. And the video would be anonymized it so no one who knows me would ever recognize my face or voice without losing the actual emotions. I'm thinking about some sort of face swapping. So you would still see a random face but not mine.

After posting the video others could give feedback also in a completely anonymous form.

​

Do you feel the same way? If there are many feeling the same way I would try to think about how to build it.",6.100849210669569,7.142876101796412,5.169232444202503,85.04222101252044,66.4251497005988,7.509853021230267,32.547087642896024,7.348242739294969,2.045795209580838,707,29,131,6,11,210,101,167,0.052000000000000005,0.878,0.07,0.4342,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,2,14,6,0,0,10,0,17,3,3,2,1,36,28,11,0,11,6,0,2,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,5,19,4,19,17,6,13,0,1,2,0,12,4,0,8,4,96,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.11354066439294212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304492846948333,0.0,0.12606500771408966,0.1413777959781682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092578517941048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290198223435056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219905981247944,0.0,0.0,0.09289588321933714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926337438091691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524509534492768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765995442327724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989160110608893,0.0,0.0,0.1116133725878166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798684810060097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143900883520076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394283162891032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189755987639368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016571466045193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796048031388112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553052296246144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884166567126014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159219624059912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116696758942642,0.3342929663831239,0.0,0.0,0.11133108762791284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543152412144973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078209988702338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291713597198932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703519522695813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365684672513392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899390689130892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862615270253604,0.18470618156908386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215709797400268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959095470039037,0.0,0.1413777959781682,0.0
socialanxiety,QuebeC_AUS,2019/02/13,"Fucking sick to death of this stupid fucking illness Every day its the same shit over and over complete loneliness and isolation that justs rots me from the inside out, 

i dont know what it is but this pulsing/pit in my gut just wont leave me the fuck alone (ironic huh) only to be renforced by the endless feeling of loneliness pretty much whenever im awake,

No sense of companionship or having a shoulder to cry on

No one i can talk too when i wanna swollow the entire fucking box of roaccutane on my desk.

Everytime i try to move out of my comfort zone to try and meet new people i end up in the same terrified wreck of sweat ALL BECAUSE MY SHITFUCKED BRAIN IS PRE WIRED AGAINST IT FOR SOME STUPID REASON",6.328214285714285,6.237892964285713,6.490714285714287,79.69678571428574,65.78571428571429,9.285714285714286,33.92857142857143,8.841846274778883,2.7649285714285714,565,23,108,8,8,181,100,140,0.292,0.6459999999999999,0.062,-0.99,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,7,0,7,1,7,11,5,1,1,17,13,6,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,0,1,11,1,25,11,5,14,0,0,0,4,3,9,5,2,4,74,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618280749470294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369756537499653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989918041810186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835725035939518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685800632414876,0.10970697054563043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993678228109536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066709694162414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332513379847786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601280045729284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6290563510588365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837481474494748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348808682665384,0.0,0.0,0.18012208139501645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080016275196356,0.1250505295644188,0.0,0.0,0.16429343788740144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527103661296502,0.1293764305898245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793295555118125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730631729795955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490156067620646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746156191059032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672809074592426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309872440147721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Idea_Now,2019/02/13,"Weather I just asked a stranger woman in elevator about the weather, she anwered me very nicely and we had a little talk, this is the first time when I did something like this, I feel amazing now. :)
Just jump! ",4.429916666666667,5.940542825000005,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,70.75,6.333333333333334,30.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.5735833333333336,163,7,31,1,3,51,33,40,0.0,0.715,0.285,0.915,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,3,2,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039555173949728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184829306179796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675443546269645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111024149188744,0.4330780883385452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33265197592251017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34730591034299635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519612010472917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35652805908584034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ilikemusicandsarcasm,2019/02/13,"When someone smiles at me, I just assume it's because I look stupid and they're just laughing at how stupid and lame I am Is this a normal thing? Is this a social anxiety thing? Is this a low self-esteem thing? Should I go to therapy?",1.0604081632653075,3.1395293265306137,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,82.26530612244899,5.552653061224492,20.00408163265305,6.742157984588678,0.20743755102040806,183,5,40,2,5,60,34,49,0.276,0.605,0.11900000000000001,-0.8092,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,6,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22992058009801186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321301053351688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080997610328344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523870210695269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944760232038429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135400876529167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063737456344324,0.2546557626405696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437060939663681,0.0,0.5990178962107864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yassssscat,2019/02/13,"dying of curious to know who was that person calling my name i mean who does that? i was so freaked out that i pretended like i can't hear, she kept calling a few times and i just kept walking away :/

​

thank god i was wearing headphones ",2.1177551020408174,4.459495877551023,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,80.0204081632653,5.552653061224492,28.16734693877552,6.742157984588678,1.3329477551020412,194,9,39,2,5,61,37,49,0.10400000000000001,0.711,0.18600000000000005,0.4825,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,8,10,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,8,2,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,26,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711215902470807,0.3040540239220109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235097145396102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511020883441508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596968293473711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189759318583789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820247850061427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751859068972966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224860654282416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27257130380793304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848916127394408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037603157837244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590977437527086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040540239220109,0.0
socialanxiety,_sadboiiii_,2019/02/13,"Someone please help Okay so I have like severe social anxiety. To the point where I need to take medication. I have been dating this girl for only like a week and a half, and I have never dated anyone before. Just to give a little bit of background, I’m not sure if other people experience this but every time after I have an interaction of any time with any person, I get really anxious worrying if I did something embarrassing and I just want to be pretty much invisible because I feel so bad about myself. Well, every time after I hang out with this girl for an extended amount of time, and it’s not like we’re just friends, I get like more anxious than I have ever been. It’s starting to get to the point where I’m having suicidal thoughts more than I did before. The thing is is I really like this girl, but I get crippling anxiety because of her. And the best part, tomorrow is Valentine’s Day. I don’t know what to do. I keep thinking maybe I don’t like her, but then I see her and I know that it’s not true. If someone could give me any advice as to what I should do, that would be really helpful. I’ve been lying awake because I can’t stop worrying. ",3.3269114877589416,4.664675118644071,4.9233333333333364,83.11705273069681,73.23728813559322,7.786817325800378,24.975517890772128,8.344100000000001,1.5363726930320154,912,28,184,15,18,308,120,236,0.175,0.65,0.175,-0.2787,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,10,14,0,1,9,1,24,1,0,0,4,37,43,16,1,8,12,0,1,6,1,2,1,0,0,4,13,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,7,2,1,1,6,2,27,12,23,32,7,23,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,3,22,128,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296330183720838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149592876375416,0.0,0.16121075925935408,0.2380691800899412,0.0,0.07367497681408673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797694889584623,0.19269202775395025,0.0,0.17931891923360369,0.0,0.11057604656805747,0.0,0.11503335007247155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412688494153196,0.0,0.0,0.0679529248886223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531038104065588,0.1775522923150779,0.0,0.0,0.10306903313708524,0.0,0.0,0.05327666364192822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140619499366432,0.0,0.22019939696843452,0.2021550369775059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412504057175765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365492987340054,0.0,0.0,0.1158137702739735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088616302011314,0.10560530096259707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585519957624008,0.0,0.0,0.10614605280443597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745678511138003,0.07812821110413919,0.08126543838918278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013626505684751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141020699518125,0.0,0.07304813204307227,0.09200230094062292,0.0,0.115661200092547,0.19921153031159794,0.0,0.0,0.1071960034624938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250217634152184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396376649687136,0.0,0.0,0.1190345900449706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740827143399798,0.17855404169368252,0.08111657684615449,0.0,0.0,0.07457922445465562,0.0,0.0,0.0880914349767959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525427189172945,0.0,0.09930704338668883,0.0,0.07922278543862632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000107734079032,0.06751484622271743,0.0,0.08364953813927052,0.2457611149950063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062148119510902974,0.0,0.08451896056986541,0.0,0.09473748485217363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401037536798184,0.0,0.07484961291503242,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,XenoGamer27,2019/02/13,"Is anyone else terrified of looking at themselves in fear of seeing how other people perceive you? Unless it's my bathroom mirror, I'm terrified of looking at myself. On the rare occasion that I do (accidentally flipping my phone camera, seeing pictures of myself, etc.), it absolutely wrecks the rest of my day. I think ""so this is what I look like to everyone else? I'm really that ugly?"" My bathroom mirror is literally the only place I feel comfortable looking at myself. The only place I look like me. Can anyone else relate to this sentiment? ",5.308499999999999,7.409565449999999,6.9849999999999985,67.2475,69.5,9.0,30.5,9.516144504307137,3.3918,435,18,64,10,8,150,60,100,0.114,0.8079999999999999,0.078,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,16,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,14,3,13,16,2,8,0,0,7,0,2,7,0,0,3,48,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701004297428136,0.3033455366235704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546618478699137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709766394425255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509099072971764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144764705321194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665733012868146,0.07484769528921778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463856908156708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6215336053216769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516480344578232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262437538043506,0.0,0.3093167092315883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483089564368163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359192179274163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948507337385036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MyThrowaway1348,2019/02/13,"I feel that I can’t feel? I am literally living outside myself in my current state of mind. Everything I was able to do socially (as calm in text but actually as terrible as it seems) in the past literally feels like an out of body experience. My life have been ups and downs my whole life. Although, every year it seems that I am not functioning as well as the previous measures of my life. By that, I mean actually being able to enjoy life. I am cornered. No there are no demons or actual fear. I an aware that yes naturally I should be nervous and such in certain situations but instead my mind decided that I should always be in freak out mode.
Thing is I don’t intend to freak out! It’s like I’m being controlled by a third person.. no not ant conspiracy stuff, literally. If anyone can relate and has fixed themselves in a similar position - please help me heal",2.886338757396448,5.160981520710064,4.9376590236686395,78.47500924556215,76.98816568047337,8.485355029585799,26.538831360946745,9.188382445141503,2.5087423076923083,683,27,130,18,16,235,104,169,0.16699999999999998,0.685,0.14800000000000002,-0.5498,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,2,6,1,19,6,1,2,1,26,26,13,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,2,3,18,6,24,18,1,16,1,0,0,0,3,12,0,4,5,96,28,0,0.28020920603668825,0.0,0.4101656466418387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657825325700287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796439602470376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562462963152893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713922562127658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804417070493428,0.0,0.12591698319593406,0.13704918571747904,0.0,0.1576566297938613,0.2125232908751268,0.1000907563905284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390916212491428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958400979888661,0.1368960641558197,0.0,0.12371493130051554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261498575877433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829314194315136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337456967472847,0.0,0.1223339352691574,0.0,0.1537927814914811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25509193725402163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748344394537173,0.0,0.14281899898850325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038625072341153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307927276412684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597086399989466,0.0,0.0,0.1564217858461581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022277083396736
socialanxiety,Justamegagaydude,2019/02/13,"Social Anxiety causes me to isolate myself So a major I have that comes from my social anxiety is I tend to overthink things, like for example if someone says something that could be unclear if ment as an insult or compliment, especially over text it can be hard to tell, not so much so IRL. But because of this i'll overthink and kinda make problems out of nowhere cause I think some little thing I did caused someone to dislike me or hate me and as a result I get super anxious and sad, I try to avoid this but as of right now to be honest I have zero friends IRL and a lot of the groups i've been in online i've distanced myself from because of this issue, and also because of it i'll talk to someone about it then they will tell said person I talked about it. Then they actually legitimately start to dislike me. So I have no idea how to really cope with this kinda issue, it can just be hard to not overthink things and because of that I lose a lot of friends in the process.",4.043776022972004,5.046143015075376,5.133470926058866,83.57533919597991,71.1105527638191,7.293754486719313,28.78715003589375,7.447530270364453,1.6390657573582188,776,29,154,8,14,256,108,199,0.15,0.76,0.091,-0.5152,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,10,12,2,1,7,0,14,0,0,6,0,35,22,23,0,4,9,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,15,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,4,19,6,31,13,5,11,0,2,0,0,15,6,0,10,5,116,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.11883828398453568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738625092513208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632049282907434,0.13757508235045954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29694025998674345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37530030452036384,0.0,0.10490142541437038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723025147015163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817158904583692,0.0,0.06362425862938041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817929631815489,0.12023109202083478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747314376259756,0.0,0.2542103042274468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949484122467363,0.12205408504440195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623903159783154,0.0,0.2070635122577244,0.0,0.0,0.08128811814148504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952123568682124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633232007230953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165256120225377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801444822553143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399820401918744,0.1158392743634394,0.09684317934480408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24827576223130154,0.3095476740929095,0.09375106626889752,0.0,0.0,0.08619547429118203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576194805907787,0.21287961544822556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427127436522898,0.07803076841328117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267963192208416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,paradoxParonym,2019/02/13,"Having some severe anxiety about going to a convention This requires a bit of backstory. I am currently sixteen years old, and from the time that I was 13-14 I attended an art school. I left at the beginning of my second year there due to the extremely toxic environment and the daily panic attacks I was having (bad ones — I’d go to the bathroom between classes and vomit almost every day). I stopped talking to almost everyone I knew there. I’ve been homeschooled ever since.
Fast forward to about March of last year. I get a text from one of the friends I had while I was there. I haven’t talked to her in about seven or eight months, but she’s very angry. Apparently, someone had started a rumor that I was planning on raping and killing her (or something along those lines, I’m not really sure). I try to tell her that I have no idea what she’s talking about, but she isn’t having it. After about an hour of us texting, I finally block her number.
I usually tell my mother everything, but I couldn’t tell her this, because it would result in me outing myself as a lesbian to her. Anyways, I attend an anime convention close to my hometown every year (it’s at the end of this month this time around). So does the group of students who started this rumor, as well as the girl the rumor involved. Here’s where the anxiety factor comes in.
A friend who currently attends the school has confirmed that they are still talking about this stupid rumor. It sounds dumb, but I am genuinely worried that they are going to try to do something stupid. I usually have such a fun time at this con, but I am getting anxious just thinking about what they might do if they see me there. What do I do? I really don’t want to dip out because I’ve let myself be intimidated by them...",5.0542535813018326,5.904759592485551,5.828401608444334,80.06991580799198,68.68208092485548,8.445136969087711,30.361397336014072,8.587818076936951,2.334749334003519,1393,53,261,21,23,456,183,346,0.16699999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.047,-0.9927,3,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,5,2,21,13,6,1,22,0,30,3,0,1,2,35,44,17,1,4,10,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,22,9,0,3,3,1,0,8,6,8,1,5,8,2,45,5,44,31,2,50,2,0,1,2,34,13,1,7,31,197,67,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027229522109212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548725660110275,0.11435460318549195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011105354912197,0.0,0.11515721069633912,0.0,0.0,0.08451803023519443,0.12341074059501525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051067673409498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719573829724646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528127461098665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858203340093489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965465076073112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156313974992132,0.17057161220696015,0.09672411975990994,0.09097383928281264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088623070050996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641122671694527,0.0,0.1057709975415414,0.0,0.17258424162022118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968550752980347,0.0,0.0,0.11426987020503435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198964775806453,0.0,0.0,0.0825112833670893,0.0,0.0,0.1099804563277694,0.10350866556536348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738294514322104,0.0,0.0,0.16159247963085274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621783471948368,0.0,0.13718435863096184,0.0,0.0,0.118764860916935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969370785967696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048887135423756,0.0806626308880602,0.0,0.0,0.11435460318549195,0.0,0.08373375515816514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857669883070663,0.1558547637876187,0.0,0.0,0.14329410661509182,0.0,0.0808378260125329,0.08462801515934393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540266854969567,0.0,0.0,0.32544090843555223,0.2654233986447688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486041953025208,0.0,0.0,0.17707404276181715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744925808421124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217603232029333,0.0,0.22296844643307664,0.08352061682240812,0.05970469207907453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101276765828296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102798151123711,0.0,0.07190681112315768,0.0,0.0,0.2607404226236075
socialanxiety,Poes_Ting,2019/02/13,"Tbh Having relationships and employment terrify me A relationship, in the sense of being intimate with someone and sex as in well, having sex really terrifies me. I don’t know why, but I really find it difficult to fathom myself going into it. Everywhere, people always talk about what their SO was like or how fun or bad their fling was, and myself finding these things unrelatable.  The idea of getting really close or intimate to someone seems more scary than attractive. Like the idea of getting and maintaining such a thing just sounds burdensome and intimidating when people describe it and I imagine myself doing it.

 On top of this, I find it difficult to talk to people too. Most of my conversations are really me interviewing the other person and when someone asks me about anything, I can’t come up with anything other than one-liners that are more fitting as comments than something to say during a convo. The only exceptions would be convos I actively prepped and rehearsed for. If someone says or asks something I didn’t expect them too, I have no clue what to say so I just give a quick one-liner.  

All this leads me to another one of bigger fears: job interviews. Just like how relationships scare me with the intimacy and existence of an obligation, so does a job interview and the employment afterwards. Being in one room with someone else gives me the sense of anxiety when talking with someone and they say something I didn’t feel I adequately prep for. At the same time, that probably is the point of these interviews: To weed out the incompetent candidates. After all this, I haven’t been employed since early high school years and my willingness to do any work as detiriorated. I feel like I’m in some-self defeating cycle that reinforces itself through my own personal insecurities. ",8.765,9.014787722222225,8.838641975308645,63.7538888888889,60.66666666666667,12.6320987654321,37.444444444444436,12.06081838636515,4.973118518518519,1458,63,229,44,18,478,176,324,0.147,0.755,0.098,-0.9558,5,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,4,18,15,0,3,17,0,20,2,0,3,2,51,33,29,0,3,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,5,1,2,20,21,0,0,11,0,0,3,6,7,1,2,5,7,30,7,45,24,7,28,0,1,0,2,27,16,0,7,13,176,50,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219169788396983,0.0,0.0,0.05900012466161149,0.09097596371266148,0.0663715557324479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279302108652134,0.0,0.1622187375542721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724414051969992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473650050604261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759247104660884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247727657709188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762969910341852,0.08773744547559273,0.06198172853382498,0.0,0.0,0.23789261397744696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065757530878857,0.1664571814560085,0.04930799950036836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166724651881376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958841195493074,0.0,0.0,0.17219284554685044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768130950836606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954721878109505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351646786519101,0.06598528047193175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804464487105876,0.1515118686233639,0.0,0.0,0.08201672920199506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935425082723779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232402758132,0.0,0.0,0.2794449684450459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27598177216448905,0.08686241000335304,0.08780627208603912,0.0,0.07898351344431681,0.09051013786213093,0.0,0.0,0.07176919373533965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410714117583356,0.20037744722640327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092044441587292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527966067279913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050590753420240914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780081216006448,0.0,0.07828786914608138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316268750132542,0.0,0.0,0.061632179861518414,0.0,0.0,0.05587092645779677
socialanxiety,wumpasaurus,2019/02/13,"Am i annoying my friends? My social anxiety has never been particularly bad but as of the past 6 months, due to some stuff that happened, it's been worse. I am diagnosed with depression and anxiety. A good portion of my friends know and thankfully they've all been supportive of it.  I talk to them about my issues but they never talk to me about theirs and everyone I talk to them I just feel like I am annoying them and pushing them away as I so stubbornly hold onto my viewpoint. It's not unfounded completely, one of my friends talked to me about it. I just don't want to push all these wonderful people away and I feel like I am pushing them away by talking to them about my problems, but talking to them about my problems is one of my only coping mechanisms. ",3.8798,5.626010646666668,4.939666666666671,81.91150000000002,72.53333333333333,9.0,30.5,9.516144504307137,2.9122000000000003,607,27,118,15,12,199,77,150,0.171,0.637,0.192,0.6884,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,9,0,11,15,3,0,2,0,10,1,0,0,4,26,18,11,0,3,6,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,4,0,0,3,4,7,0,2,3,2,30,8,26,15,4,12,0,1,0,0,19,4,0,2,7,94,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857777512652111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34224497500732354,0.0,0.10138380219865104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731054546439038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458214212401484,0.12324260235484978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160256456319292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279104461492275,0.1734903758013822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814351830075397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184452360587573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737466646938117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673490164912976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667313456803167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864307191093805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691931973623948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872990421840958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455982044880474,0.09234827244441636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591275771745435,0.08417997512966091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23237235837722586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377627415171265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900120208309516,0.0,0.13779029076276314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5855751121334111,0.0,0.11179072242240526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161890398098363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316789329026158,0.0,0.0,0.12374122703649035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pm_me_your_foodzzz,2019/02/13,"I’m sick of this. Im so fucking tired of this. I wake up each day feeling more depressed and lonely. For as long as I can remember I’ve always have been afraid to talk to people. I constantly overthink everything I say and do to the point where I have such a hard time sleeping. I have no idea how I can ever be a functional member of society…I’m too afraid to drive because I m to afraid of other people judging me. I’m too afraid to try to get a job because of having to be social. 

I’m sick of trying different things to get rid of social anxiety like medicine and therapy because it just doesn’t seem to work and no one understands how I feel. It’s gotten to the point to where every time I go to bed I wish as hard as I can that when I wake up tomorrow everything will be better. I won’t be lonely, have at least a friend to talk to, being able to be normal. Just got to keep hoping that it will work one day.

Im not too sure how much longer I can put up with social anxiety. It’s slowly killing me by keeping my brain prisoner. 

I just don’t know how much longer I can live like this anymore. ",3.1525,3.7355877863247855,4.788108974358977,86.78293269230772,72.84615384615384,8.072222222222223,25.73611111111111,8.278499904357787,1.4312829059829064,858,26,190,13,16,291,118,234,0.168,0.755,0.077,-0.9615,2,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,16,15,2,4,6,0,23,8,4,4,2,28,41,14,1,3,4,0,4,2,1,3,3,1,1,0,11,6,0,2,7,0,0,3,6,9,0,2,3,5,20,6,35,29,5,20,0,3,0,1,7,8,1,2,11,125,31,3,0.11076630843695698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216644192351164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694718455471071,0.0,0.1098504141745086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256634058239206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796379848391064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365183283324385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969902896836282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287021094754332,0.0,0.09540285914928934,0.0,0.0,0.11572721690963275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019446747206316,0.09332539216984596,0.0,0.1990992315406769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201354740181392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557777513068479,0.10240166728545157,0.1157416488950484,0.0,0.06295104569530227,0.0,0.08858993555187979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984497112785495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110015937187979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250416797039229,0.23929324141174516,0.0,0.10991846960190436,0.1969083686864298,0.12254650889156353,0.0,0.06087426632773003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822964655988923,0.0,0.09780867968267706,0.09802469735425468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285196327191911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852746435411316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011623450295195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358282298257853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941992861565809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135073383881837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547663485770796,0.0,0.0,0.08808581430315104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083748710940026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084630254020918,0.3387369069640072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439593483641674,0.0,0.0,0.17805952593686936,0.0,0.0,0.1266709270771614,0.0,0.07358821347739025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917745041729234,0.12730957716606228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040610507449914,0.0,0.0,0.11531163346654788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737578821848952,0.0,0.0,0.16127838352494225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OneShortMuchacho2,2019/02/13,"Hiding behind friend like a fucking infant Well I got back from Walmart about 2 hours ago. I was there with my only friend. All of a sudden his girlfriend's best friend comes up and starts carrying on a conversation with him. I thought about walking away but didn't want to rush them or make him have to go around looking for me.

Instead of acting like a normal human and walking away or just standing there, I tried to hide myself behind him the whole time like a fucking weirdo. I noticed that I was doing it immediately after I started yet I still stayed there. They talked for like 5 minutes and the entire time I'm standing behind him just so she can't see me. I don't want people to see me. 

I'm honestly sick of living and behaving like this. I'm fine with everything in my life except for the fact that I can't even fucking stand to be looked at. I don't want to kill myself but i definitely don't want to be alive if this is the dumb shit I gotta deal with my entire life.",3.443828382838287,4.648279554455449,4.441207920792081,87.2069273927393,72.76237623762377,6.772805280528053,24.35775577557756,7.0316486544052195,0.837270231023103,778,22,162,7,15,253,115,202,0.125,0.679,0.195,0.9334,0,0,0,0,0,2,12.0,0,0,2,1,15,18,6,0,9,0,13,7,1,1,2,27,35,10,1,6,8,0,0,5,4,1,3,0,0,2,5,10,0,0,1,0,0,6,6,6,1,0,5,4,29,12,32,27,3,28,0,0,4,3,17,7,5,3,16,112,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149330388769313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154221500211602,0.0,0.0,0.2436338937465279,0.09969817027257057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360669411232657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168795825324887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336705940343433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563717458584294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652728174993172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005178504312283,0.3595972071744544,0.0,0.0,0.0736870170861572,0.0,0.10369848542738468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768595141070332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344617463940598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183161037754908,0.316719115909875,0.0,0.1144894381236584,0.0,0.21775832018885288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654700267044828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127036255424358,0.0,0.14761526579573395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860993223896228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988778483549524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663956122514726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309096787874922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354367438240227,0.13819702814091853,0.10354418591185073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421332310800896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293311376419234,0.15120798853950698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880285395744748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059000490927127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657714463152775,0.0,0.0,0.1447573238215202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dizzehz,2019/02/13,To the friend I feel like I’m annoying. I’m sorry. I’m not trying to be nosy in your business. I just don’t have many friends and I’m just trying to be supportive and love you. I just like seeing you happy. I’m just awkward and anxious.,-1.7843803418803397,-0.0029787115384607428,1.1864102564102588,96.84747863247864,105.34615384615385,3.8495726495726497,17.316239316239315,5.82211442006289,-0.30934017094017063,185,6,42,2,9,64,30,52,0.125,0.525,0.35100000000000003,0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,4,9,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,13,3,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,7,4,11,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088459584007422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823109935245684,0.19530549193798002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224314008739387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910222140395542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671231002591936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467396170333511,0.0,0.0,0.2771683357155164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785154991389855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060308611150289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102327768602869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712194057954185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toocoolforforest345,2019/02/13,"What Happened? What to do after this humiliating event that placed me down a peg? Ok so I was taking this first aid course which was 4 days in length. So in the middle of the second day we are practicing doing the moves on the ground and one group member was teasing me when I read the scenario wrong. He said ""In the workplace, just say don't help if your nervous"". Instead of helping me I was belittled. After that, it was a blow to my confidence and I withdrew from the scenario and slowly packed up my things and left the room. Took a long time wanted to seem normal, I was drinking some water. The other group members weren't strong in first aid either but that guy who was a rich guy irritated me with that comment. The course also sucked because the instructor just sat there and watched us practice and wouldn't give us an indication on how we were doing. She was just sitting there making smug remarks. Should I avoid taking this level of first aid in the future? I have the standard ticket but this is a more intensive one. ",4.524116666666668,6.058139845000002,4.773000000000003,84.59066666666669,70.55,6.933333333333335,26.333333333333336,7.3011,1.2801833333333337,819,26,155,8,15,257,123,200,0.107,0.8320000000000001,0.061,-0.8085,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,4,1,0,4,11,9,2,2,19,1,19,2,0,2,0,26,30,14,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,15,9,2,1,1,3,1,2,3,6,0,6,13,3,19,3,19,15,3,30,0,0,1,0,19,15,1,3,12,120,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649302855932235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642242213377618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402044708986267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549519414428023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036324399763436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173651867531354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31323756924886265,0.13987422526013804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120436388379037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185833154184718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998049311627622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558348998884096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811570794051392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497857567512768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143678593012224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525991232026513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821847759416818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046128689778235,0.12578764388471364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399719204608524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378568417972405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508488868763427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223350694757873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757389927526268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38053171794975743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329611013205727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294026760400658,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pasta_girl,2019/02/13,"Does anyone else get paranoid/annoyed when other people are laughing around you? If so, how do you deal with this?

My brain immediately asks ""what is funny?"" followed by ""are they laughing at me? do i look stupid doing this? i'm a joke."" I've struggled with this thought process for so long. But it's gotten some better when I remember to tell myself they are not laughing at me.

I think it is because when I am really focused and other people being light-hearted around me, the dissonance is frustrating because I can't participate.",4.048855555555555,6.408110530000003,4.9093333333333335,79.65522222222225,73.7,6.844444444444445,29.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,2.1239777777777773,423,18,72,6,9,137,71,100,0.083,0.762,0.156,0.825,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,1,8,8,2,1,2,0,12,1,1,1,0,13,20,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,14,5,9,17,1,9,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,4,56,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149276498800446,0.2219923894976631,0.0,0.3857442639307839,0.2025465901043264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26414620302950026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161696851615112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418627056694161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336555373260444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959944383021085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809905002598945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131952018784387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567415423080875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173608656896224,0.1819386983361806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004076547818603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138797078450296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24543201430670186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649866163469176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936920889588799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882611402551248,0.0,0.17200276634854222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Macsilver18,2019/02/13,"""Ill do it tomorrow"" Having to push a appointment for tomorrow due to being scared of not having the mood to go or not be prepared, overthinking on how to act, afraid of what other people may  think, and feeling anxious has been a problem for me.

I got so used to staying home that i can't even go out anymore afraid of what might happen wish i could put into words how i feel but its almost impossible, what can i do? Any little steps i can take to at least get a tiny light of hope?
",6.406060606060606,5.095836676767682,7.030989898989898,79.91981818181819,66.07070707070707,9.940202020202019,30.91111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.2445498989898987,377,11,79,5,5,125,73,99,0.092,0.836,0.07200000000000001,0.1967,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,4,0,14,1,0,3,0,21,26,6,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,6,3,4,0,0,2,3,7,1,16,19,1,15,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,3,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210550981638844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012154974207306,0.0,0.0,0.2493912776720025,0.21893048681484986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625558515560802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580715857951265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324158399238989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533582157046847,0.0,0.25092127659495983,0.0,0.17655862167673045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521367131008252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143611939148056,0.219260372088296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125535885030104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23418707374648165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304431237081967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112335371152744,0.0,0.22192060494006172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101511952430075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352963662662848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598092767664988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145143655261144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066217782231268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538583357437202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway777777770,2019/02/13,"Really need help So normally when I happen to meet new people, we message a few times and things just eventually die and we never talk again. If we happen to move past this stage (usually because we're in a situation where we see each other in person a lot) I get horribly stuck in the 'casual friend' stage and stay there. To get to the point, i was recently approached by a guy I'd kind of noticed before, and ended up getting his number. Usually I don't feel much drive to make relationships work/develop, but this time I really want to further get to know him. But like, I have absolutely no idea how to do this shit??? We've messaged the past couple of days and I'm starting to feel that panic right before I start ghosting like a complete dick. I would greatly appreciate any advice on what to do ❤️",6.151701388888887,5.87057015625,7.347083333333337,74.05180555555556,66.1875,10.611111111111112,31.527777777777786,10.25414643259724,3.080569444444445,635,22,122,14,9,217,109,160,0.146,0.741,0.113,-0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,8,0,6,2,2,2,1,26,23,11,2,5,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,3,14,6,18,20,4,30,0,0,1,1,15,9,2,2,17,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801900899463556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089089589806991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986095367334407,0.0,0.22295546009752407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735886717058005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495730266564927,0.0,0.08448899702422552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596509756694206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160337564863749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248265275648824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121606653203584,0.0,0.2737840383720901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443622698061906,0.0,0.12971801813808392,0.2316989923380451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781156313656452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789151684374366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364241472429283,0.07199829373113882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800729032994684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113778883374877,0.0,0.0,0.08744852095677795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924023548145056,0.09630558357138796,0.09714039839057632,0.10104105737155196,0.12652785612191272,0.0,0.0,0.1283595306824047,0.0,0.14915290265605366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370906956686065,0.0,0.0,0.2501229577268731,0.09082410243456256,0.11439069242618714,0.0,0.0,0.12384442920797765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785351331931372,0.0,0.12935409756646188,0.14065302265705815,0.0,0.1118796858823805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439601281805484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447731214932873,0.0,0.14725791464924384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545556010565414,0.13963655977276318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052988629136888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703555917324288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278304905577414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885724967755142,0.0,0.07727161550476641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537501747452314,0.0,0.0,0.09306396646219213,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mightiestcactusmage,2019/02/13,"I made a group just to get booted out of it. I literally started a meetup group to find other new dnd players in my area.126 joined of the first day. I was so pleased I felt like I did something right for once. I happily greeted everyone who left a message and tried to figure out logistics all day but everyone was just using my discussion board to make their own plans. They started their own discord and everything. How do I manage to get left out of my own discussion??

You cant fix this level of loser.",3.7071000000000014,5.41041611,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,72.9,8.200000000000001,29.5,8.841846274778883,2.45,401,17,77,8,8,132,68,100,0.085,0.833,0.081,-0.5279,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,3,4,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,4,1,16,13,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,14,1,14,8,4,14,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,7,53,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643762727048192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917135873213468,0.18421304337698624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968025144683574,0.0,0.18733807740861544,0.17434664277660306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141758280375025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445399133022096,0.0,0.0,0.10013756669040423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939467528784753,0.13681849020809905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796046925051985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828544087629811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249945607724216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504252261681327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779525514398465,0.0,0.0,0.2901564195338893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916058913864587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702752386246995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ashenAttitude,2019/02/13,"Can someone inform me of the symptoms of social anxiety? I'm worried that I may have it, but I've got next to no information. Can someone please explain the differences? Even the tiny almost indistinguishable things could help me figure it out. The only knowledge of symptoms I have comes from Google, so I'd like some more credible information about anxiety.",6.459375000000001,8.7145099375,6.733250000000003,69.58675000000002,66.8125,9.495,34.675,9.888512548439397,3.9195350000000015,292,14,45,7,5,94,47,64,0.111,0.7390000000000001,0.15,0.6934,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,13,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,7,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281125148451425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404385135199909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167234259603516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765583257682374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324752030128196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696551108003347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779612765456697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491435136758627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870696508524463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23664151421689886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922859913529115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442487536957631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268205449483377,0.37706337229881065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625454028345446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782551006014075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259693286070283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,olaftheossman,2019/02/13,"(Black Culture) I've been getting a lot of negativity and laughter from people assuming who I am truly am and its causing depression and anxiety because they would take advantage of me without knowing anything! So, this situation started appearing back in July 31st 2016 when my girlfriend decided and who I love dearly from the heart that she left me and apologizes for not telling anything about her coming back and she confessed to me saying that she was a lesbian and she had sex and stuff with her. I didn't take it as a champ at all because I loved her a lot. This happened before with another girl where she was invited to a carnival at my high-school during the two years before and she didn't speak to me at all when we were talking in social and wanted to meet each other in person. She only care about another guy who was in my class and eventually she became a lesbian and obsessed with my old classmate. Another incident was prior three years when out of now here a girl started to like me and she wanted me to do things for her which I thought was nice but, I didn't realize she was using me and was getting paid to use me because my so called friends set the whole thing up for me behind my back. 

I didn't know what was going on until my close friend told me and I just burst out crying. So, with this new girlfriend who I broke up with, I didn't take it as a champ and I cried so much and it caused me to have depression and I did something foolish out of anger. 
I had a short sleeve hoodie in my room and put it on and went on Grindr and said ""Hai"" to a gay person online because I was so upset with anger. After that, the next day, a collegue quickly jumped into conclusion calling me a homosexual and acting as if I want to be a woman. I know I went on the wrong application and I regret doing it and now people keeps calling me a ""Sissy"" and never wants to speak to me again. They basically laugh at me while I walk near them or make jokes and I have so much anger inside of me but, I try to calm down without doing anything rational. Now, this all happened inside of my home and on my cell-phone. But, how did she even know?! She was on it too! She just caught me doing it and laugh in public and started sharing it to the local and public and people who I thought care for me never cared. So, I find this a life lesson in all of this is to not care what people say because I've been bullied all my life through my voice and the school I was in forced the children to like me over my voice problem because I knew they were faking it the whole time. I never had once a close bestfriend who we could talk to. Women always want to abuse me and I never did anything to them and they always want something out of me (Sex or money). I'm getting sick of it! I don't want to be like others who are prostituting and so forth for someone to love them! I know time is waiting for me but, people need to stop assuming. This is the only place I can speak out without trying to harm or act as if I'm crazy by shouting so people won't start filming. And, they've filmed me behind my back and I know what they be posting even though I never really saw what they did.

Just today a car pulled back just to walk in the back of me near my mother's work. It was excruciating. My rage went up high. How could I talk to someone or rationalize with them to talk about this? I've went to two psychiatrist and they want nothing of me. ",3.988438095238095,4.799380505714286,5.0160714285714265,85.07434523809523,71.08571428571429,7.490476190476191,26.72619047619048,7.569512494915309,1.3379190476190477,2694,85,557,29,48,885,272,700,0.133,0.755,0.11199999999999999,-0.9821,0,0,2,0,1,0,52.0,2,0,11,6,38,36,4,2,28,0,49,12,1,7,10,130,105,69,0,16,19,1,0,3,4,2,3,9,2,8,40,57,0,3,17,3,2,16,18,14,0,3,40,11,104,22,101,58,12,96,1,4,2,8,76,41,0,11,40,429,144,5,0.0,0.06701385851347977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412420979550176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792296647326658,0.04326792705620759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861748742311497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26094497393027416,0.0,0.2068691851455784,0.0,0.0962560805847374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732609774406304,0.0,0.23066506211497045,0.11620454593119715,0.0,0.04872107360820496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031645128003372,0.0,0.12425609468720306,0.036476252712224135,0.0,0.0974293738832907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471414379578714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169443524009786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739558880788298,0.0,0.08865014490617781,0.0,0.032144115082516425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600288058310035,0.10003090692705127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702337952890114,0.0,0.11951661195973445,0.05673387447837154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502727571389613,0.0,0.0,0.18650200969242967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145215365850552,0.0,0.07989941388647864,0.08289646762660785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616987169080014,0.15314169875806427,0.0,0.03775396160537982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315560434315307,0.04193821497543422,0.2181111903801092,0.054625598806853984,0.06015175938668318,0.0,0.0,0.05427044640211903,0.0,0.05934976920810745,0.06023411120326285,0.0,0.08603222482088539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23526776475858416,0.09877129453122784,0.05909272733177452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054168447092379834,0.0,0.0,0.05411988348266495,0.0,0.05685800392200216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03623351789058648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538011165309584,0.08995690288617254,0.0,0.11448263744219862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357534232630084,0.0,0.05765537331367556,0.09584550419695427,0.08708466224347296,0.0,0.0,0.1601326590576348,0.0,0.0,0.047286344911020566,0.0,0.0,0.06474719207759916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757730503707088,0.1818418051689384,0.04943556950236897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751513490080289,0.0,0.05556950424821035,0.08980398407956518,0.06596069670355563,0.0,0.05361187242550916,0.05404510645287144,0.0,0.07680048992400687,0.0,0.11050099055025883,0.0,0.0,0.09769864188434844,0.0,0.0,0.2668824650694343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972520457358568,0.0,0.12629351166476166,0.0,0.16356426233057875,0.0,0.04117605087483743,0.0,0.0,0.040178305798843024,0.061839026384104566,0.0,0.07284503561385874
socialanxiety,WithRespectToWhy,2019/02/13,"Trying to have a better semester. Last semester I was miserable and failed a course and felt like I was falling behind in life, I decided to make a grater effort to pick myself up.

I started going to the gym, which required me to manage my time ( Im using google calendar) and manage how much I eat (Im underweight). 

I started including CBT in my  journaling where I evaluate what I'm afraid of and alter my thinking away from negative statements to conscious positive statements.

I got a job at a grocery store, where Im forced to have simple interactions with people warming me up to be social again. I work 20-30 hrs a week. Hopefully in about 3 months I can move out. 

All of these have been great and have helped me overcome a lot of fear and boosted my mood and social interaction time... but ... shit man its still so hard. 

I still wince after and dwell on so many interactions. When I go home Im so tired and stressed I just want to sleep. I take long naps and sleep for 9 - 10 hours a night. I listen to sad music all the time. I feel like recently I have ""relapsed"" into isolation and grief.

When I get this low I have to sit down and really unpack it all, and take and speculate wheat I can do to make sure this doesn't happen again. Its so painful and uncool and slow and boring, but im determined. I have to fiercely evaluate how and why I waste my time and trying to change my behavior feels impossible. I have to re-orient my interests toward things I dont always find fun and exciting but I will enjoy in the future. I have to push myself to communicate with others in my program, and establish myself as an individual with goals, and not be defeated by a small setback or anothers opinion.  

What does anyone think? If you want to talk baout anything hit me up.

  ",4.322521489971347,5.514928782234961,5.610273925501435,79.70399541547279,70.63323782234956,9.02239541547278,28.000114613180514,9.3871,2.423008848137536,1391,49,269,30,25,466,200,349,0.159,0.731,0.11,-0.9749,1,1,0,0,1,0,42.0,0,1,0,7,17,25,1,5,13,0,20,7,3,6,4,60,43,36,1,4,7,0,5,2,0,1,3,1,1,1,11,27,1,1,10,2,1,5,4,13,0,0,5,6,42,11,46,34,5,47,0,6,0,0,10,19,1,5,24,181,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838954031301466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572497080058443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049996261974485,0.0,0.08297130015891564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472945227207263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891725035104294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666065861900174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823361104942992,0.0,0.11816745366685892,0.0,0.0,0.10317028499192296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134574085917842,0.10196142456179257,0.07203019536133133,0.09680888024438493,0.0,0.09215324077569108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267748266259644,0.0,0.11460360725337725,0.0,0.08063985330546525,0.11116114566594147,0.0,0.0,0.08916019885162642,0.0,0.0903203930916202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758161830333234,0.0,0.10113681232149023,0.10014308037177096,0.09929341155265092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445475201054867,0.0,0.10005435955044814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218673927758602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121646548143354,0.09851709189675137,0.0,0.0,0.08922793730141726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571875580154656,0.0,0.0,0.13460442687487134,0.10222185342285976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080478441557829,0.10716220177220792,0.0741187943469269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461847701804624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728609313278104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990013164814621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459178986699778,0.0,0.09955362295638837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034965562109406,0.0,0.0,0.2017978570728517,0.2055590499948536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273048363572693,0.0,0.16103972836541455,0.0,0.1154959719269206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502741839072176,0.0,0.15161737820831794,0.08104021050326385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698438939887112,0.1292106042188621,0.0,0.0,0.2351700695373953,0.11588478491487328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690862482173516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708138919798879,0.0,0.0,0.1189397076693307,0.0,0.08087662621016141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097988459513827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340261118701054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NapkinsUnite,2019/02/13,"How often do people in college hang out with friends? I’ve got a group of really good friends but it always seems like we hang out by accident. I’ll run into them at the dinning hall or I tag along with my roommate and we all hang out as a big group. 

But I’m having a lot of trouble agonizing over initiating the hang out. 

How often should I ask them to hang out? How often is creepy and how little is not enough? 

How do you even initiate things like that? Can I just say “Hey! could I come up and do homework / hang out with you guys?” 

I’m so fucking stressed about this. ",0.7203684550743361,2.9052397310924434,2.3581512605042043,94.45981254040079,84.46218487394958,5.342210730446023,20.07821590174532,6.67199483983844,0.13753988364576575,444,13,100,5,13,145,77,119,0.139,0.764,0.098,-0.8505,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,2,2,0,12,8,1,1,5,0,9,1,0,5,1,35,16,13,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,4,17,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,3,0,0,1,1,11,5,21,13,3,22,0,0,0,1,14,14,1,6,2,71,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298644769887972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22806088685753345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014184727376706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477470943909192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520661893861435,0.0,0.16112707532865705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769512680150425,0.2255284054251188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461419519424992,0.19510958592143968,0.0,0.0,0.2415494550268486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383638885520748,0.2445025965779345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073980825186753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912463481378406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628100570987105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399931433719111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222083470686712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279444596369677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206994362089774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SgtPepperrr,2019/02/13,"Writing in a journal helps Just put it all in there, write for as long as you want. ",4.316666666666666,3.4615951111111163,4.54111111111111,94.565,70.1111111111111,7.2,29.11111111111111,3.1291,0.6690444444444448,64,2,16,0,1,20,16,18,0.0,0.794,0.20600000000000002,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164172669466164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5497952656234057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6245375700271633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664350546977804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sayskate,2019/02/13,"They think I have attitude issues maybe or just know that im basically a coward. I suddenly dropped out of doing a lot of college extra curricular activities and everyone wondered why. Well, it was too much of mental stress and multitasking that affected my grades. 
I kind of chickened out maybe.
But I'm proud of this decision because it was a year devoted to myself and a decision that I made for the first time for myself.
Sometimes, I think things could be different, but I've always been apart from the crowd. I still don't know if that's a pro or a con. 
It affects me in a way that I feel people judge me, because I'm not like them... mixing up and doing what they do, it's kind of sad. Teamwork gets difficult, I hate humans then. Ugh

",3.4068367346938766,5.1433158911564645,5.001105442176876,81.02573979591841,73.76190476190476,8.437414965986395,27.215986394557824,9.075114841892004,2.2895945578231296,584,22,114,13,12,197,96,147,0.17,0.792,0.038,-0.9638,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,2,4,11,1,1,9,0,10,0,0,3,0,26,21,10,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,4,1,16,6,14,15,3,13,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,5,7,80,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471488516772861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156056208969277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411960017757265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476493960994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689825682594316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941792982610221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042390367547268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092393990538748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459740385103056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910224858039757,0.1845797888228509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683128189522632,0.19437830515919446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639732573132758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034693216547446,0.0,0.16733461114329864,0.0,0.0,0.3553282867355507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821773556045092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300011093448829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226017602914386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490380486004006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412283046463944,0.0,0.2025748611760529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174876764708722,0.22662972375064186,0.0,0.0,0.10311949281539487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037099081796162,0.0,0.0,0.15900450954189085,0.0,0.15957472095507427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917803960180851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388210710357108
socialanxiety,zeurosis,2018/11/29,"Scared to go through a drive thru my SA has overall gotten a lot better over the past few months but there's a few things that still petrify me, and one of those is going through a drive thru.  I've never actually gone through a drive thru where I was the driver, and the thought of having to talk to the person at the window, hand over money without dropping it... it makes me shudder.  Does anyone else feel the same?",7.558012048192768,6.009340674698797,7.003704819277111,81.80748493975905,63.93975903614458,9.263855421686749,32.798192771084345,7.1686216300943375,1.983677108433735,328,10,67,2,4,102,59,83,0.066,0.858,0.076,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,11,0,4,1,1,1,1,10,11,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,6,2,1,0,1,4,2,4,1,15,7,4,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,51,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2510900518933345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991183915278885,0.2636367424913611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275630867345548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516708731628285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149431609722041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009983788567875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924617969758238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874932174539705,0.0,0.0,0.17175136764102888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537634198353635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984474934691808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435478320121767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456242804223212,0.0,0.2246665541583314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576046156470171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548205013354748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680994393730248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094029902226193,0.0,0.0,0.20426938564085206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480303572386767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rainyforests,2018/11/29,"Workplace Holiday Party Anxieties Sorry if I'm all over the place here. Just trying to get it out. 

The annual holiday party at my workplace is a big deal. Our small-medium size company has maybe 60 people in our office. I'm all kinds of anxious as it gets closer. 

The party takes place in a luxurious banquet hall in town. Dress code is jackets and ties, dresses and gowns. They serve everyone a good dinner and it's open bar. People bring their spouses and SO's - and it is generally expected of me to be there. 

The problem is -- I don't have fancy clothes. This is my first job out of college. I haven't needed a suit and tie since I interviewed, so my dress clothes are ill-fitting. Spending even $200 on a suit right now is out of the budget. 

My SO and I are effectively long distance, and he won't be able to make it here that weekend. I'm not out (as gay) to a good chunk of my coworkers.
The expectation to attend is serious, too. These functions 'build your relationships and network' (which I kinda call BS on) - and they notice if you're not there.

I feel trapped.",2.149738430583504,4.387470211267605,3.8774513749161614,85.32873239436621,79.28169014084506,6.874044265593561,25.166331321260905,7.957251820313856,1.5836556673373576,837,32,166,15,21,280,130,213,0.042,0.835,0.12300000000000001,0.9584,1,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,1,3,2,11,5,0,0,12,0,16,3,0,2,2,31,26,17,0,6,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,15,2,0,2,4,2,2,5,2,0,1,0,1,18,3,23,23,2,26,0,0,0,1,12,19,0,3,5,106,27,3,0.18441331467481925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410756809647976,0.2083345544194546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830661292763567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012202986826468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180325509932502,0.0,0.0,0.17621482503077174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324491289971254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568618712548158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269669107744244,0.0,0.0,0.30935427783757113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830017593734969,0.0,0.0,0.19203808894838745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319998033863076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309731953829862,0.0,0.18526796142505134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367401361387529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099557810405016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556979451874871,0.0,0.3853453269239145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645863658164498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19799088520434802,0.0,0.1574879631150631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254859957362193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064356076380124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865586211527953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520453545630295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ohyeahman123,2018/11/29,"I might have figured out something that works... So I am not gonna share my life story, its the same for all of us, social anxiety is about as fun as a shit smeared dick with the fresh smell of hiv infested cunt upon it. that joke is kinda ironic since I havent fucked for 5 years. 

​

Anyways.. to the point..This whole time since my social anxiety has been at its peak, I have been using tobacco, it is called a ""snus"" which is something you put in you upper lip, and it it three times as strong as smokes. I once tried quitting them in the brutal way of just not taking one while always carrying a full pack in my pocket.   
This creates a huge fucking amount of withdrawal and you almost become crazy with anger and a huge amount of forgetting alot of things during the day and walking around for minutes looking for your keys while screaming in agony and frustration.    
But you get alot of energy and an urge to eat all the time. Which is amazing if you want build muscle and bulk. Which will make you bigger and more confident. You also become alot more alert and you will use the anger towards people that are being cunts to you to counter cunt them. or people hurting other people. after two weeks of this I stopped an assault on a elderly man by charging the attacker like a 12 year old kid playing Reinheart and tackling the fat fuck to the ground. Two weeks before I would have just looked at it and think that I should do something.

It opened up alot of doors I even went on a trip halfway the globe to work and for the first time in 3 years, I wasnt hated by everyone and I almost got laid a couple of times, I fucked it up everytime by saying or doing something stupid. I was really liked by everyone that spoke my own language. I doesnt take away all of your anxiety and I still find it hard to maintain a conversation sometimes. But it takes away alot of the fear you have, and it definetly eliminates the feeling that everyone is looking at you. I think all I need now if confidence and some more small talk practice and then I am good to go. 

This is not a cure, and it is very difficult and painfull on your mind but if you can use the withdrawal to your advantage it can give you a key to unlock the cage to your prison cell, and now all you need to do is to get out the prison. if that makes any sense? 

​

I am sorry if I did any grammar errors, or something, I am kinda high right now but I thought id share.

​",5.34290896646133,5.666576244353188,5.424367556468173,85.0858874058864,67.87063655030799,8.546721423682412,28.7590006844627,8.344100000000001,1.8115747296372355,1929,61,394,25,30,606,245,487,0.129,0.782,0.08800000000000001,-0.9611,0,0,7,0,0,0,53.0,1,19,2,6,12,31,16,1,36,0,37,11,4,5,5,79,68,41,0,10,17,0,2,2,0,6,3,3,1,2,29,26,2,1,6,2,0,5,6,20,0,5,9,9,48,11,62,52,20,58,0,1,3,6,35,30,9,19,24,278,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459056958503114,0.0,0.0,0.057736248739749314,0.06007403502572975,0.23467761529247524,0.2631832942152309,0.09819343939356492,0.0,0.16569248046465224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427100837116198,0.0,0.08213498523385306,0.13566370078543166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947275086738716,0.061434684753797826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372163548552507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988506931500725,0.0,0.04656136158385565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387598227050167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047685713389330656,0.0,0.0,0.20696317929720906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124216683359856,0.03650518360878709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598713168474048,0.061411086495772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669813966477987,0.07544034167476228,0.06925834162499281,0.041031456190359736,0.060555768467338476,0.05774287018356882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467470511711444,0.0712800027644887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628053556704352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728882872212782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050995171155009095,0.07054402277628266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188294210230202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963846736889167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659005076949557,0.07289881056691495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706694062344084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575904481797233,0.0768878934342234,0.04892283862354725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015779650357053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824989586330953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257834570987655,0.0,0.0767908405324784,0.0,0.0,0.04625151441045135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616562001175615,0.0,0.0574142842370865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410961162214501,0.11944489974885432,0.0,0.0,0.14719235033759814,0.0,0.2779054964277776,0.0714050920515429,0.08081909807050082,0.0,0.0,0.05765695092584635,0.06036027386780025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628504187803864,0.05802954944638904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796475617004252,0.09252237993895986,0.0,0.05731668501405787,0.21049447388191028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490173073613255,0.0,0.14105277252508364,0.0,0.08684460389296345,0.1870661643995145,0.0,0.05957043061350279,0.04258390744838026,0.057306949547172574,0.11582482697353474,0.0,0.0,0.06692772939451566,0.0,0.08060583838902925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512115970377812,0.0,0.0,0.05128697399060719,0.0,0.2631832942152309,0.13947830947293488
socialanxiety,Eques-of-the-North,2018/11/29,"Today was not great I 'hosted' a meet and greet with a few of my peers for a society I'm a president of at my University. (For those who don't know, societies are like social groups where you can plan events and such).

​

I'm not sure why I even became president if I'm so damn shy and anxious. I don't speak up and mostly stand at the side listening to conversations. I was planning to introduce myself and the group, detail our plans and such but nothing turned out how I wanted to. I approached some people and tried to make conversation but it just felt so awkward. I remember seeing this one girl I found really attractive and I could feel myself going red. There were many people pointing out that I was being quiet and shy, and that would give them the wrong impression since I'm the president.

​

I feel so useless and depressed from this evening. I don't know how I can become more confident. I don't know how I could become a better leader, how I could become more sociable. I work in retail and I'm fairly confident there, I don't know why I'm so shy when it comes to these kinds of activities. I feel like dropping my role so I don't have to deal with this anymore but I'd just be running away from the problem. I wish things were different.",3.41,5.252993333333336,4.542380952380956,83.86928571428572,74.0,7.8158730158730165,25.095238095238088,8.563005593585519,1.7324714285714284,1008,33,197,19,21,330,136,252,0.134,0.733,0.132,0.354,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,1,5,19,14,1,1,10,0,21,0,0,5,1,50,45,26,0,8,8,0,4,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,11,17,0,0,10,0,1,4,8,6,0,1,7,9,29,8,22,32,5,19,0,2,2,0,16,10,1,3,5,136,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446391552040681,0.27435483644401193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753701808138318,0.11195957499441496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060667411034589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37404452808036537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984473272602667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724737039047633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270407753961226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163877822790681,0.09723462258993568,0.0,0.0,0.11794921410042022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912959582016716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124636154035608,0.08065082083530911,0.10839503650781818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378140747124032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829730499555827,0.06415972460789827,0.0,0.0,0.1244649913550622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175607440195128,0.2481722818203463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030768815665364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535699064168183,0.11445583820096294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832393072788464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649925556044274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653165913654027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672042695224858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802340680854396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232218163317346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788582379016972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996114828342679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338630145309157,0.0,0.0,0.11508025230979235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640036802102606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750011291940925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700941561789486,0.0,0.0,0.0766469736470685,0.12279522545767667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658724862068688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037368449520744,0.0,0.12982144146371385,0.0,0.0,0.08218748837193247,0.0,0.0,0.08019598699943066,0.12343083306663236,0.27435483644401193,0.0
socialanxiety,o7heaven,2018/11/29,"My roommates think I’m a weirdo I’m in college and I live in a house with 3 other people. I try my best to avoid them at all costs, not because they’re bad people, but because I’m incredibly awkward. And I feel very bad for it. One of them is about to move out so they invited this new guy to check out the house and I overheard her describe me as “not very sociable, doesn’t get out much, but we haven’t had problems”.

I know that it’s a completely true statement, which is precisely why it felt so hurtful to hear. It just feels like a wake up call. I feel lonely and anxious and insecure on the daily and while I feel like I’m making small steps towards becoming more outgoing and open towards people, in the grand scheme of things I’m still just as bad with this as I was however many years ago. I’m so ashamed of being myself. I really want to change but regardless of how unhappy I feel it apparently isn’t enough to bring me to change. I just keep pitying myself, and making the situation worse. I’m starting to lose hope. I’m tired. 

Rant over.",2.2874049707602357,4.108818486111115,3.757573099415208,88.37105263157896,77.10185185185185,7.139961013645222,24.794346978557506,8.032893268588372,1.3568648148148157,827,29,176,14,19,273,126,216,0.22,0.638,0.142,-0.9664,2,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,3,2,9,18,0,4,8,0,8,2,1,3,3,44,33,19,0,4,8,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,11,15,0,2,9,0,2,3,5,12,0,1,3,7,22,6,31,29,5,23,0,4,0,0,8,14,0,1,8,108,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982844854549784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996991622436647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103499452211687,0.15105461906288015,0.1368360393115641,0.0,0.0,0.130023718052924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651411048648434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621361399286384,0.0,0.12990510631909852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802015864269722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31323374759627354,0.1770260714193762,0.11896188579111172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473179588950508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267888695386495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396424919854694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305905883719508,0.0,0.2859242179623243,0.13263579072716233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012658323455672,0.0,0.0,0.06809131579632391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106099156511582,0.0,0.10940454969986,0.0,0.0,0.1386106082107215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540627694942545,0.1256135224531877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168438242615546,0.09107957375207254,0.0,0.0,0.1196618386596968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395675665859542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576866334034295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855402791065928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937248225373374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926698328898265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769591927063079,0.0,0.0989454155717769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231258600801812,0.07938908653463307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240297494578552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841188749872256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445829750599884,0.0730784814578403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117990272501176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262630459683889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978650201717992
socialanxiety,Pranghead98,2018/11/29,"Right this is it, I’m determined to overcome this anxiety. Has anyone got tips for coping with the anxiety before/during a presentation? So I’m a university student and I’ve suffered with social anxiety for the most of my life. On the course I study, there’s a lot of formal and informal presentations, which are a huge cause of anxiety for me and I’m sure for a lot of you guys as well. If I knew about the amount of presentations I’d have to do before starting university, I would have actually considered not coming. But I’m here now and I’m not dropping out because of the amount I’ve paid so far to be here and because I do genuinely have an interest for my course, it’s just the presentations that trigger my anxiety a LOT.  

I’ve barely survived it through a number of presentations so far and for all of them I’m extremely anxious before I have to do it and during the presentation. Before the presentation, it’s just pure adrenaline and my heart is pounding. During the presentation, I’ll have the same symptoms but I’ll also have a shaky voice, become very sweaty and speak very fast. I’ve tried controlling my breathing before the presentation, but the physical symptoms and general feeling of wanting to be sick just overpower me completely. 

Has anyone got any tips? ",4.854126402070754,6.691853209016394,6.247929249352893,73.14124676445212,70.18852459016394,9.890940465918897,31.69456427955133,10.186864033877496,3.591462295081968,1029,46,181,29,19,348,114,244,0.079,0.862,0.059000000000000004,-0.6849,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,2,13,5,0,1,21,0,17,6,2,3,3,41,31,19,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,9,14,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,4,3,14,3,27,24,8,20,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,6,12,122,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.1230541525918252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084109413130217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575144801662248,0.0,0.4823258462432133,0.14245565156923126,0.0,0.17634230222380945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537372084059202,0.13926611992133486,0.4292028639484139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953811233148005,0.0,0.1086228745251798,0.13221210001435935,0.0,0.1414304274827296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637592974418475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170531805208888,0.0,0.0,0.12485754972366385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942758042169427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906724920532941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216138458824891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768761073929828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854175652030586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925331711733657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884654339314378,0.2621296874332395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561274785909928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808928643826965,0.0743762872235994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337788560071407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957690679228084,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AvailableBadger,2018/11/29,"I need to vent. I'm on the verge of ruining again something that i like Hey guys i need to vent, sorry for the long read.

I always suffered a lot from social anxiety. I've been working on it for years and while it still lurks there, i manage to generally keep things under control. Among other things, an issue that came up frequently is that i couldn't regularly go to the same gym for more than a few months before something would happen that would completely prevent me from going again. For the most varied reasons i have been frequently paralyzed at the idea of going there again. More than once i just registered to a new gym even if i already had an active membership at the last one, to the point that i used to joke that i was running out of gyms.

Yesterday i was at my current gym (now i'm doing martial arts) and while training with my instructor i was feeling he was hitting me a bit too hard. We follow a philosophy of not hitting hard on each other, and while the instructor always tend to to test us a bit we never really do anything dangerous.

Like most martial art instructors he's an harsh person while training, and yesterday he went on about how wasn't parrying anything but just blocking and taking all the hits. This spiraled in me believing that i was a disappointment and that he haves expectations for his students that i wasn't meeting. I believed I was irritating him by not being good enough. These moments happen, i usually recognize them as my anxiety and focus on something else.

But then something else happened yesterday. In our last exercise i took one hit that hurt a bit. While i would normally tell him and just file it as an honest mistake (happened before, especially with other unskilled team mates), yesterday i just couldn't do it and i continued going on without telling anything. We finished our training and we went home.

But then my social anxiety kicked in. I started to ""connect the dots"" and a patter emerged. I noticed that while i was leaving i said goodbye to him and he didn't answer me (he already said goodbye to the whole group though). Then that he did touch the gloves with me (a sign of friendliness and respect) only after the last exercise, while with my other team mate he did it after each exercise. I learned not to notice all these things, but somehow this ""pattern"" just convinced me that he just don't like me and he's giving me hints that I'm not welcome anymore.

Today i recognized all this thoughts as my usual social anxiety and i tried to ignore it. Since we train three times a week (mon, wed, fri) he holds other classes on Tuesday and Thursday. He always says ""if you can't come on our regular day, feel free to come on the other days to train anyway"". So i wrote him a message saying ""hey tomorrow i can't come. I would like to come tonight, is class at 19:00?"". He didn't answer the message and this confirmed everything i was thinking. I'm not welcome anymore and he's trying to signal that to me.

The succession of thoughts was: i'm going anyway, he probably can't check the phone and i'm pretty sure it's at 19:00. Maybe he hopes that i don't come if he doesn't answer, well this i probably just anxiety i should just go. I don't even know if it's in the same room, i would have to ask at the desk and that is awkward. Maybe the class is not even active anymore. I would surely look like a fool if i go there and they tell me there is no class, maybe i should call beforehand. What if i go there and he's annoyed to see me? And so on, until it i had a huge relief when it ""just happened to bee too late to go anyway"".

I'm recognizing all this, it happened before. I feel on the edge of a funnel and i could easily start spiraling down until i become terrified at the idea of setting foot on the gym. There is also a chance that i would still go, but i won't be able to have a normal relationship with my instructor and that's not something i want. I want to think about my instructor only on monday, wedensday and friday no longer that a couple of hours.

The fact that i'm recognizing this as it happens helps a lot, but it's going to be hard to go back there this Monday. Especially if i continue to think all this bullshit the whole weekend.

TLDR: I'm seeing a non-existant pattern in my instructor behavior and i'm ""sure"" he's giving me hints that i'm not welcome anymore. ",4.25487591699466,5.582861484284057,5.277793669272132,81.50871038675464,70.94412107101279,8.247914703327973,29.23445497717908,8.704169506293173,2.278553840752444,3441,134,657,60,63,1132,326,859,0.106,0.802,0.092,-0.7651,1,0,5,0,0,0,95.0,9,1,2,5,41,31,2,1,49,0,55,4,1,4,10,142,128,62,0,28,31,0,7,5,2,10,3,4,2,2,56,46,0,6,16,15,2,23,26,10,1,3,28,14,89,22,93,80,22,117,0,4,3,0,70,34,0,13,64,464,145,14,0.05039549357525274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122536064724996,0.04030125800473927,0.12579926326028526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276207323268293,0.0,0.19991515181427624,0.0,0.0,0.124413591714287,0.0,0.047112983601291104,0.0,0.0,0.03875102383119718,0.0,0.0,0.05565786328102188,0.12864855968715186,0.1135569275496614,0.0,0.0,0.16505647999732245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051459433494299926,0.05763901913741374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170562769656039,0.05283871619926348,0.0,0.056522831260443114,0.04023670090120523,0.055761655103409934,0.0,0.06500184848175053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419793654725907,0.0,0.0,0.0520720164278228,0.0,0.09985724464570447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045292220105252745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644442730041291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966878990490274,0.3436910443610558,0.0422693490129241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989946180771334,0.3119519797444581,0.0,0.13543339067909338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033779037052079144,0.0,0.05055078905336512,0.05005409617751923,0.049629409772493666,0.0,0.0539494181766978,0.11378075617179928,0.0,0.052599802132282866,0.0,0.04479383022274479,0.0,0.0,0.02769604531294265,0.12323716038227472,0.05684831182607818,0.05336155116135748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310346293081295,0.0,0.0,0.04459842596039981,0.04231952217382521,0.0,0.0,0.0856888929555507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188714073319384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040225202170712855,0.0,0.0,0.07473523985413891,0.038868111428866176,0.048672281729176384,0.0,0.0,0.09875376745464162,0.0,0.11475120690901533,0.0,0.053669555926660124,0.06829858138443241,0.0766560875437868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044003401145107285,0.0,0.0,0.047640030691674745,0.0,0.0,0.05127033447301178,0.10866973136899784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050409131311527126,0.0,0.03228464363467077,0.05181496075296231,0.0,0.05410590011284444,0.0,0.0,0.0958753096839459,0.08015303843608544,0.0,0.0,0.08031736730585587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04168767305811023,0.0,0.0,0.15411557773744458,0.0,0.19398456527641114,0.0,0.056413629117666876,0.07134037947349163,0.0,0.08049181253541945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424914688655217,0.0,0.03789113937203053,0.0,0.13214364796819467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044157989497847,0.0968741922065352,0.0495133165657892,0.08001678533498535,0.02938601757355375,0.0,0.047769035318943484,0.0,0.05599124765279128,0.06843046418103546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060619573737566324,0.04352552581772588,0.11100703270287376,0.0,0.059449135625798975,0.0,0.04042422513675571,0.0,0.04531160097962325,0.09343425487020857,0.0,0.1125295376998783,0.0,0.04857945743916161,0.0,0.03668851953021565,0.0,0.0,0.2505965890295821,0.0,0.0,0.032453045581303124
socialanxiety,Cartoons4adults,2018/11/29,"I just made a Facebook comment and my heart won't stop racing I didn't know it was this bad, I feel like people generally don't like me and anything I say or do on social media will be met with disapproving judgment. There are so many times I write out comments and I just sit there literally contemplating whether I should hit post or not just to end up discarding the post anyway. This really rare time I actually went through with it and hit post and I immediately logged off, my hearts racing, and my hands are shaking, like what the fuck man. ",4.493668224299063,6.001033822429911,5.286063084112153,80.98647780373835,70.58878504672897,8.340654205607477,27.393691588785053,8.841846274778883,1.9674682242990649,437,15,87,8,8,142,74,107,0.10400000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.3893,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,1,3,0,10,4,3,1,0,23,18,10,0,1,7,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,3,13,3,8,7,0,14,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,2,7,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.1829287981848236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542592894799137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651688870487024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660292715760437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478275546566714,0.13391771294720858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732988984765674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442695695589636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302022984408572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747427707263767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737421968706674,0.0,0.19004969728241405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995752292591753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385895080767714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200883147791472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907154341144502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108651387671946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672056711626267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861274780736545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737724339933402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Agooseatemyhomework,2018/11/29,"What are your best coping mechanisms to utilize when having an anxiety attack in a large social setting? Going to school for Counseling, seeking out advice from those who have experienced Social Anxiety attacks for advice on how to recognize and possibly alleviate/quell an attack from occuring. What are some of the coping skills that you have utilized in those times?",11.99752688172043,11.597790580645167,10.931290322580647,53.50026881720433,54.483870967741936,14.073118279569895,43.24731182795699,13.023866798666859,6.313853763440863,304,14,38,9,3,97,47,62,0.18100000000000002,0.76,0.059000000000000004,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,2,4,3,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,12,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831038263448466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999149095755677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6690151520542628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571458853022206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140468268604567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098706355530187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983862654885583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996425817084711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430288976919074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YukonEgg,2018/11/29,"I got invited to a jocks party. I know no one. I’m so stressed. The school year has been going good so far but I haven’t made any friends I really like. I struggle with branching out and my new school doesn’t have a boys volleyball team so I’m only ever in town for school. Next Friday there is a winter ball and I wasn’t planning on going. But just yesterday a boy on my class asked me what I was doing before winter ball. I said nothing, so he said he was having a party and that I should come. There will definitely be drinking which I’m not really into. And I don’t even have any friends, so I’ll probably just awkwardly sit somewhere and wait till I can leave. I don’t care about the ball afterwards but I’m really stressed about the party. Any thoughts?",1.4462499999999991,3.617248668789809,3.1184036624203837,90.18231886942677,81.42038216560509,6.472770700636943,21.277468152866238,7.645422480735847,0.8399812101910831,599,18,127,10,16,198,92,157,0.096,0.713,0.191,0.9538,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,13,9,0,4,8,0,18,1,0,1,1,21,34,14,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,2,3,9,1,1,2,5,0,3,7,4,0,1,9,2,15,5,11,22,0,20,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,10,77,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993747212843317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718668568058331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486911372047205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961622007462588,0.0,0.0,0.12640774991062936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375414955509833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692363185254348,0.13273917620932124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674951340683505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679703296870468,0.12308267177542925,0.11736531329808406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064716713967003,0.0,0.0,0.15538167585720256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169215271188202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885358597064554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172715257104485,0.1560648810488382,0.0,0.0,0.14080570291829472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943815165803994,0.1116061198370439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821583712969925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820256489867805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27917603532499746,0.0,0.0,0.4455410625577511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361916068602538,0.15340964607079574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649907031806532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449891353129812
socialanxiety,bm7568,2018/11/29,"I don't know what to do I feel fine in college because the conversations are mostly about classes and the subjects but parties or just hanging out with friends is really difficult. I overthink stuff and just end up not engaging in conversations. People ask me ""why are you being so quiet ?"".  
It's been a year and 2 months of college and I don't really have somebody I'm truly friends with. I do have a friend group (5 of us) but I feel so lonely most of the time. I am so worried about saying something stupid or inappropriate that I dont speak at all. Some of them only talk to me or message me if they want to study for a test together.
Being a medical student, I have to work on this. People skills are really important for a doctor and I just don't know what to do about the anxiety. Also, seeking help for mental health is not so common where l live. 
",2.705193798449613,4.5913510697674464,4.523860465116279,83.05214728682172,76.09302325581395,7.377364341085273,26.00155038759689,8.238735603445708,1.767866201550388,672,25,132,12,15,228,104,172,0.114,0.7290000000000001,0.157,0.7897,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,2,2,12,8,1,0,9,0,19,3,0,0,1,28,26,16,0,2,11,0,2,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,5,17,5,23,23,4,13,0,1,0,0,16,7,0,7,5,100,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004720754191088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396996229275013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371801077655582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067544284302575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924761283959306,0.0,0.0,0.2052449148116648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510855784399674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709668143699936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059028661785054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861494309970247,0.0,0.0,0.11738243535827388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248797670661905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463837178016265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764197719440916,0.17648456860024114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978291288462208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319027163287495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428189170580657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365682173238618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926623838458316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348195963014265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047595231287926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407586487219591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211665604755474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065352409914292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329312095163892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580228572577027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749291122498804,0.17784769484386775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277460394306756
socialanxiety,TomSeabMoo,2018/11/29,"I've tried CBT and read dozens of books but I still can't get past my social anxiety and negative thinking. Is it time to give meds a serious shot? Just looking for some help as I'm at the end of my tether with social anxiety and just general negative depressing thoughts. I'm 28 and have suffered from social anxiety disorder since at least 14 years of age.

I recently attended six sessions of a 12-session group CBT course for social anxiety. This is the gold standard treatment, however, my anxiety was so bad that I couldn't turn up for several sessions. I feel like the approach made sense on some level but negative social comparisons are so heavily ingrained that I just felt worse after many of the sessions. 

With regards to books, I've read practically every book that people say are helpful. I've read Gillian Butler's social anxiety book, which is excellent. I've read The Happiness Trap; another great read. Another one was Feeling Good by David Burns. 

So I've taken actions that would be expected to help, yet I am nowhere near overcoming this disorder. I have the knowledge to beat it but my brain just seems to be wired wrong or something. 

I tried SSRIs once for a week and they made me jittery, which put me off going back. Is it time to take the plunge and give them a proper go? I don't know where to turn and I'm feeling a bit suicidal to be honest. I have a store of benzos but they are only of use in panic situations and I know it's not good to become addicted to them.  

Thanks for any advice. ",4.620491651205938,6.164569125850343,5.55583178726036,79.03213358070501,70.3265306122449,9.42708719851577,31.050711193568336,9.800150414767053,3.1475972789115634,1209,52,223,30,22,397,163,294,0.212,0.659,0.129,-0.9818,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,2,11,14,0,1,13,0,20,2,1,3,0,40,46,17,1,3,10,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,12,10,0,0,10,9,1,6,7,6,0,3,7,6,21,8,35,34,4,27,0,2,1,0,17,9,0,4,13,135,33,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867051860462144,0.0,0.07772094703999341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054086712165488084,0.16679933445992187,0.3650655911117709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115771455054288,0.0664086297143524,0.0,0.08784045887049577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683191728788081,0.0,0.0,0.08878766715811104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850361300752128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823086240590832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044464344437264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701189677108234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064626948138996,0.056820014024642325,0.07636633366884989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041553896788101966,0.15259495997552436,0.09040345564448207,0.13342082482416925,0.0,0.08768791788012947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466677572211315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993244835199324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742101064510213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0388569162915632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678959679353104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051639441008244,0.0,0.08063628199223133,0.0,0.0,0.08834575696222853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470246865515328,0.053895158521636066,0.060490158156674224,0.0,0.09331750455803976,0.0,0.0,0.07592541648167035,0.055139743001505086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995491589053429,0.0,0.0,0.3977839755822478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785314856389054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632496404015832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240592425834784,0.0,0.08985221825383645,0.0,0.06579239868010209,0.08940097783566921,0.0,0.4864571605703274,0.0,0.061230137929077715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351697075334937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699867818917427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980062606355883,0.0,0.0,0.07322539231960506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050962990638989694,0.0,0.06314212158737062,0.09275531311736772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079984573614199,0.17302307305494058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869293815870067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379839749808768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105323679382814,0.0564995750673468,0.08695933399414181,0.0,0.051218107335766254
socialanxiety,soshiee,2018/11/29,"I'm challenging myself to be more social And every time I exit a conversation I replay what I said and end up embarrased about it because 100% of the time I say something that makes me sound like an idiot. 

I feel like I have to say a disclaimer before every conversation that tells the listener(s) to ask follow up questions or to treat this conversation as if I was ten years younger because that's about how socially adept I am.

But I can't do that, because that's weird and no one actually cares about that. I wish I cared as little as they do.

Anyway, I'm just saying that this anxiety is no joke and I'm so proud of all of you. Trying to be a functioning member of society and make friends as an adult with social anxiety is extremely difficult. ",6.785721476510067,6.20894538255034,7.671065436241616,73.23800755033561,64.97315436241611,11.208389261744966,33.39010067114094,10.686352973137794,3.4703751677852352,598,22,114,14,8,202,91,149,0.10300000000000001,0.722,0.175,0.9032,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,7,12,1,0,7,0,10,0,0,3,1,17,22,14,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,11,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,2,2,6,15,9,19,18,2,9,0,0,0,0,17,4,0,3,6,80,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.14762065736246044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314469101144604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414198641092337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766439078398788,0.0,0.12872220803486448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084658748991921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339830057086081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549081068091292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764881899805098,0.10806948394079767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168731689002676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780872420548266,0.15161531843032078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019518463825158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025065211320556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946041575753626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438952941473522,0.3608951589492229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626114161054359,0.0,0.11645737019264915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221929717372982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641704236492625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270445857677134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395652069162548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741487261513368
socialanxiety,theloneliestgirlever,2018/11/29,"What should I do with my xanax? I have very bad social anxiety and sometimes i get panic attacks in the middle of the night. They don't last too long though. My doctor told me xanax wasn't for me yet told me he would prescribe me some to keep in my purse just in case I have a really crappy day? Anyway, i picked it up from the pharmacy and then I changed my mind. I'm not taking xanax. I'm too afraid. Its highly addictive and I don't want to become an addict. I have 30 pills. Throw them away? ",-0.1215384615384636,2.09546261904762,1.7200000000000024,97.11692307692313,89.4761904761905,4.754578754578755,14.743589743589745,6.297961479604792,-0.6633003663003665,385,7,88,4,13,126,72,105,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.9486,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,6,4,1,2,5,0,9,7,0,1,0,13,17,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,18,0,11,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115743660922857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440854703109265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214753147121326,0.1773556457753479,0.0,0.15761508004361902,0.0,0.2084816538979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996936489600489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174104501166574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932141122231116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862454317387423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944588813745814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778746539563733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387275941258324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670555256230541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906039058273774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714787419670092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214809432697485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209309072192772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242726091192788,0.0,0.0,0.18669837457079747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193156076565294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546558417965373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607556833892823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557550343887993,0.11134144743832848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340968046619055,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thelegend271z12,2018/11/29,"(M21) going on a date So, i forced myself to ask this girl from my university out, and unexpectedly she said yes.... Now, I never had a date before, and I'm super anxious all the time, specially since she takes a lot of time to answer my messages. I would love some advice on managing anxiety related to this and how to behave on a date pls! ",5.217352941176472,5.113487794117648,7.1782352941176475,73.87705882352944,68.11764705882354,10.329411764705883,28.764705882352942,10.125756701596842,2.7000470588235297,262,8,52,6,4,93,49,68,0.099,0.764,0.13699999999999998,0.5717,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,1,2,1,0,1,2,11,8,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,8,3,10,5,3,12,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,2,7,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961349410260916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318308457197716,0.3423579146555086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833089167775452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578714776263893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222912886057298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576405227118625,0.2735125989274849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337292547483499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28826798958584776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506843887667943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278543371781442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534193833965238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152765627258548,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Myheartisfluttery,2018/11/29,"I just went to an interview at last minute notice and did ok Whether I get the job or not is the real challenge (?). I’ve been looking for a job and I usually fuck them up. This morning I was called while I was half asleep and told them I could there today, as in right now. I went. I wasn’t that nervous but I tried to sell myself off. I don’t have any experience and I really need a job. 

I will know by tomorrow but i really hope I get it. ",-0.8959374999999987,1.14151294791667,1.9112500000000023,95.60875,91.39583333333334,5.7,17.375,7.1686216300943375,0.09478749999999936,337,9,82,6,12,117,66,96,0.045,0.871,0.084,0.5006,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,3,5,1,1,5,1,10,2,1,0,0,15,20,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,8,1,17,3,9,10,0,13,0,0,1,1,5,5,1,2,6,58,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627440670131135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960850825630804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482569922942864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816387812552962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166583465349936,0.19402893808706154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443037289534986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528009356170026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204942961464697,0.15136074220751505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593139925233668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768551634454249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140735221112966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135392967182015,0.23791335051655774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857678756107668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601078971596215,0.1774331213719552,0.0,0.12607016198584922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450942079533904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442698157169238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kal947,2018/11/29,"This really robs me of everything worthwhile in life I think it may have started with the bullying from when I was young until I got out of high school and even after that. Every time I spoke I heard people laughing, giggling, or making an comment that was unnecessary such as ""Your voice is really deep."" This has had a profound effect on me. Everyone has been bullied but I'm not sure if it was continuous throughout their experience growing up. Not the same people, new people. I never went to parties, I never had a romantic relationship despite longing for affection, I hate social gatherings despite wanting to participate but I can't because of this fear. The only friends I have made disrespect me all the time.

Now at 24 trying to gain experience in my field in IT which is what I like to do yet is people facing, I have trouble interacting with others. I can't survive in this field or many others not being people facing. My life is empty and I can do nothing about it because I'm afraid if I express myself or say anything at all that I will be mocked as I was all my life. I don't know what to do about it. Therapy has never helped me. These past 6 years have been particularly bad as I have been completely alone.",4.529915611814347,6.141321253164557,5.8758016877637145,76.38728902953585,70.64556962025316,8.473417721518988,29.62236286919831,8.998388855275968,2.6112767932489453,975,39,174,19,18,328,137,237,0.19399999999999998,0.728,0.078,-0.9858,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,3,7,11,2,2,7,0,32,5,2,4,7,31,45,14,0,3,10,0,0,1,1,2,3,4,0,0,18,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,14,4,29,5,28,27,4,30,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,6,18,138,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633965096239165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083287510548868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991415252566088,0.1604934110191414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802235079800818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694717713072209,0.0,0.11091263100010516,0.12578794870888976,0.11830981411836293,0.2575389478967681,0.0,0.14813193655072882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101704969828634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528477409777763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996754343679434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823571874908594,0.1390852053197557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234606661306024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27894431250459906,0.06431280154881243,0.0,0.0,0.11649752370461836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245612355198682,0.08787092296905992,0.13346260322068965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30458734596767983,0.12713902278832254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263124189493682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011838067631597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566556249747526,0.4563140474786315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866429503430375,0.0,0.0,0.14133241802194088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046856508287556,0.0,0.13322701232159934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419070878316672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317568243539698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240694255787302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054215649885996,0.0,0.0,0.0843497893323813,0.0,0.0,0.1535210360069272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937512312796372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764486007796652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220318776634678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477203770043157
socialanxiety,merme91,2018/11/29,"DAE struggle with congratulating others? Especially when they're in a group of people and all of them have already congratulated them, so when you join them you have to find this moment somewhere in between where you can be like ""hey congrats on becoming an aunt!"" or something, but then the minutes go by and you don't find that moment and feel awkward and embarrassed af because now it's too late to say anything.

Saying things when in a group is always difficult, but if it's something that HAS to be said, and not too late, it's this extra pressure and intense awkwardness.

This happened to me three times in the last months. I hope they don't hate me now :/",10.907142857142858,7.664473206349207,9.784031746031747,69.79985714285716,59.0,12.302222222222225,41.86666666666667,9.888512548439397,4.031773333333334,528,21,98,7,5,166,84,126,0.132,0.759,0.10800000000000001,-0.5128,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,4,0,9,9,1,5,5,0,9,0,0,0,1,17,15,15,0,2,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,1,4,11,2,14,12,2,20,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,3,14,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796624478551893,0.0,0.16435096486427814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625406485741216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204052611374934,0.21814333316706774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987113644159464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610561120580077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225414460313364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466469153290426,0.0,0.0,0.19500832971939736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618013942968165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100369502207465,0.4456182647201992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964974152620509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576571424334665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693424969531842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878850389681796,0.31414880013688434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041183197328378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648890795051167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122231514247393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151744505468078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tonidev1,2018/11/29,"Why are African women so unfriendly? I am a mixed race woman who grew up in Western Society and have always felt welcomed and included with most people. In the last decade I have come across so many rude, hostile, arogant African women. They either size you up, talk down to you or completely disregard you. Why so rude? I’ve never come across a group of such rude people. I’m a friendly person and am friendly to everyone, but the feeling is rarely reciprocated with these women. ",5.1960192616372405,7.175285584269665,5.5438523274478335,77.96146067415731,69.56179775280899,8.231781701444623,30.69181380417336,8.841846274778883,2.7162218298555367,383,16,65,7,7,122,61,89,0.136,0.7809999999999999,0.083,-0.5962,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,0,4,7,4,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,15,11,8,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,2,6,3,12,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,2,2,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955100681394673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40480384129284375,0.24635679264223434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451954641983368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880558600301933,0.0,0.22560366917509986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630674310050813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152819340285826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238218076108922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812198319044306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32579090132713256,0.20516275850792454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888563197312597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240395247621065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,discombobulateddude,2018/11/29,Just me who would rather choke to death than actually cough on a train. Or sneeze. Or anything really. It’s probably just me ,0.9987500000000012,3.5223680416666703,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,97.75,7.4,18.5,8.07648339933343,1.4432,99,3,20,3,4,32,21,24,0.27,0.73,0.0,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,2,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.5068467296512993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42741119586994536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559986966045713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327325725589129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689575792744352,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hermitcait,2018/11/29,i hate myself and i hate this fucking disease. i am going to die (of discomfort and shame) this weekend.,0.9788333333333306,3.57450055,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,93.5,4.666666666666667,26.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.5121666666666669,81,4,14,1,3,27,15,20,0.52,0.48,0.0,-0.9337,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41837020966608784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726737523179383,0.0,0.0,0.22909980895339724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7959861302401812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Confidential7,2018/11/29,"Never know what to say It seems like everyone I’ve ever met can just start a conversation and keep it going forever with zero effort, but for me it is a constant uphill battle to keep a conversation going for more than a few seconds. After the basic “Hello, how are you?” my brain just stops dead in its tracks. This has started to make my depression worsen because I had just moved from California to Idaho and I can’t make a single friend and I’m stuck in my grandma’s basement twiddling my thumbs all day and not wanting to even go to the store because I’m too afraid of freezing up in front of the cashier. Any tips or thoughts are much appreciated.",5.655058139534884,6.1116311240310095,6.432083333333335,77.66812500000002,67.2170542635659,8.620542635658914,30.85368217054264,8.472884824447931,2.2972240310077523,521,19,98,7,8,172,93,129,0.175,0.752,0.07400000000000001,-0.9366,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,1,1,8,0,7,1,1,3,3,24,24,7,1,1,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,3,0,1,5,3,3,0,2,4,2,8,2,18,20,5,17,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,9,69,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138574218705491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484391113335365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274806715829404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020874962905052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314182361509073,0.0,0.17551140143212118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345916899774777,0.18432646105761788,0.0,0.19471606962093851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574363219149004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34743066455620913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622497695565714,0.0,0.0,0.11198959747750567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955433785534934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720432430947243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165809370770779,0.14979832132232151,0.0,0.1571641042772067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205032902046718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550941593657813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884664684381966,0.0,0.0,0.17036530839000316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177485774334355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201919749533278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KralHeroin,2018/11/29,"Does Reddit (or other website) affect your anxiety in any way? I'm often wondering whether it is good to browse through all the ""relatable"" posts here, on /r/foreveralone or on boards like /r9k/. My idea is that reading the same stuff over and over could be reinforcing negative ideas in one's mind.

Thoughts?",6.428571428571428,8.125159000000004,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,66.14285714285714,9.171428571428573,33.64285714285714,9.516144504307137,3.1718714285714285,248,11,44,5,4,74,50,56,0.09,0.8190000000000001,0.09,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,8,4,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,1,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198756292925466,0.0,0.19347555930969335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192816151755325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132336150245613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121290201122802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5710095110993613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355911587830375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553671375048454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137845131833762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24221799635839344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25297857382558675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28952159378174824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007823950690044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074829138073516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27427025054542103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BlackSheeeep,2018/11/29,"Anxiety when breathing... :'D: When it's cold outside and everyone can see how short/how long/how strong you breath and you think someone could judge you for it...

then I try to control it - almost suffocating

almost suffocating - more breathing

more breathing - need more control - almost dying

lmao and I thought I'm over this SA thing XD",3.7367142857142817,6.814686100000002,3.682857142857145,83.92500000000003,79.66666666666666,6.095238095238094,28.57142857142857,7.447530270364453,1.9896428571428573,266,12,45,4,7,81,41,60,0.027000000000000003,0.792,0.18100000000000002,0.8946,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,3,0,13,7,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,3,5,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,3,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6419570341279436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347685689577826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793564751793197,0.17061886928463718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217827122047724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419568799854493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891142374699537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845287801972094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702880465683699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810639293321688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197012848975446,0.13692776964762338,0.0,0.16965075580087882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508555823026506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nick4nick6,2018/11/29,"My Life with Social anxiety hello. My name is Nicholas. I am 14 years old. In this story I would like to tell you about my life with  social anxiety (self diagnosed). It all started when I started school. I always wondered why people didn't like me, and people would always reject me. As I went further up in primary school, I always used to get comments like, ""why are you so weird"" , ""why are you so anxious"" etc. Not only did this make me feel worse, but it made my social anxiety worse. People would always take my anxiety in the wrong way, and rejected me. Then I went to high school (year 7). I thought it would be nice to try a fresh start at a new school, but the problem didn't improve. It only got worse. I always felt like i was barely clinging onto the social circle, and finding interests to mix with them would not only be very difficult, but stressful. Two years later (now/ 2018) , I woke up. I became more aware about what was happening in my life. I wanted CHANGE. I didn't want that same old, boring life I had lived all my life. What I wanted was friends. Did you hear that? friends? My wanting of change started (at the beginning of this year) , not doing much but making me more anxious and depressed than ever before. i could easily say that this year has been the worst year of my life. It was when I started to discover this ""thing"" called social anxiety, which was just a bit more than being extremely shy. I have started to see a psychologist, but he hasn't helped that much so far. I don't know If I should say this, but I am starting to have suicidal thoughts. I really don't know what to do with my life anymore. I am typing this post in hope, that someone will see this, and comment, and maybe make my day. I just want to know that there are people out there that may be able to give me the slightest, tiniest bit of hope.",3.5865109890109883,5.038819464285716,4.32725274725275,87.19274725274728,72.76373626373626,7.178021978021977,25.08791208791209,7.7094869923839395,1.2270340659340664,1431,44,289,18,28,458,168,364,0.19,0.7190000000000001,0.09,-0.9903,0,1,0,0,0,1,62.0,0,4,1,0,13,20,0,1,10,0,40,8,0,5,3,58,79,20,1,16,12,0,2,4,2,8,8,3,0,1,25,11,0,0,9,0,0,2,9,10,0,1,20,7,47,10,35,46,12,43,0,3,2,0,25,15,0,5,28,196,72,5,0.06065314380799911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523413723515044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319974449908211,0.13704157654408236,0.0601516206716131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051611358065479215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243504802363038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061933641255983815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832596765799548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048426599939457166,0.0,0.0,0.039116260046765605,0.0,0.05224046388590739,0.061561664226471996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764428828040654,0.0,0.054864241032350936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03066805193238501,0.0,0.058236529738784626,0.0,0.055435874616163526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372093689886324,0.0,0.031688764273487637,0.05818402231498086,0.0,0.0,0.04850985987339052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053635374759330084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836050120783635,0.0,0.04065452378110202,0.0640833765218243,0.0,0.12048451471563018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000014486039364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998877643870725,0.11852824942382308,0.0,0.0535578371995703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057391471202793275,0.12145933341365925,0.0,0.060934235291758135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917407907810254,0.0,0.0,0.05857918424342722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729054293901435,0.0,0.0,0.13838834700395788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681970118937859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580889456905453,0.0,0.0,0.0580368672382601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03885595703591378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964676287901123,0.0,0.24553687860200005,0.09666540565194834,0.0,0.06327445695088846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091412094087295,0.0513912119216265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005142515712379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947797130648115,0.0,0.0,0.06634469492235744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045603615766733344,0.0,0.05301352108372073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040295253652496914,0.0,0.0,0.09630364232328724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411795032687073,0.0,0.059249308253922835,0.0,0.0,0.05238484216449242,0.0,0.05004519575268454,0.17887397843363345,0.04814364238333027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245214393572056,0.16419008488108014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577574716988252,0.0,0.0,0.1854322058501783,0.21543126568745946,0.06631469126401775,0.0,0.23435181612551045
socialanxiety,FriendlyKush,2018/11/29,Anyone else really bad at telling stories face to face? Whenever I try to tell a story it sounds good in my head but it always come out worse. I will constantly doubt myself on words such as elevator and escalator and making sure I use the right term to avoid looking stupid. I think this may be due to the amount of pressure being put on me when I gain the attention of others. ,6.785,6.140611733333337,7.2985000000000015,76.13175000000003,65.0,10.7,30.75,10.125756701596842,2.792,300,9,59,6,4,99,61,75,0.223,0.67,0.106,-0.8884,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,3,4,0,4,3,3,2,1,14,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,8,2,12,5,2,12,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,4,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006682691169909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862789788101276,0.24710163544468974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013623701806893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077419514431288,0.0,0.2606132607136967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146208036849514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227742714777727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475044588248413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251752779129192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609792452785715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424370362792788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449622015251155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595325339179815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729478440601325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42157698583206266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452853990067186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373493508068612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828878568656928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457673338815263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,millicow,2018/11/29,"Slow down. Relax. You've got this. Keep this in mind when talking to people. If you're like me, it's easy to go too fast, stumble over your words, and not give yourself any time to think about how to word what you're trying to say. Combine that with the confusion from talking too fast, and it can be hard to get out a coherent sentence.

Slow down. Pause if you need to. There's no rush. You'll do much better if you give yourself some breathing room. It won't make all the anxiety go away but with practice you can become more eloquent and speaking will come more naturally, which will boost your confidence.",2.9037954545454525,5.055431425000002,3.119545454545456,92.12727272727275,76.41666666666666,6.03030303030303,24.24242424242424,6.980632752743323,0.7868333333333329,481,16,99,5,11,147,85,120,0.047,0.818,0.136,0.9001,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,6,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,0,8,1,1,2,1,23,19,9,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,1,1,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,3,7,3,17,13,5,17,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,5,7,61,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526141248130501,0.0,0.17168161844882873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108511229684555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478556047681413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984823310186674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933190087603492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725082440737718,0.430570565951444,0.25508750136344177,0.0,0.17949015029279922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010373316170318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994758911904822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964087176581573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498029065003851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266014561317251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497541837603213,0.16640549043369246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558541615256016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178468761145867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607625501968785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380005555575054,0.0,0.0,0.13086181768504762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523672764665623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Isabella_bella_bells,2018/11/29,"Pros and cons of Zoloft Looking to see if this could help with social anxiety that’s crippling me into sitting on my ass gaining weight and not having motivation to find a job, because I know I’ll see people I can’t stand who will judge me. I’m in a bad place and Prozac made me lose my moral compass barely helping my anxiety. ",13.738208955223875,6.3088437910447785,12.62126865671642,64.24145522388062,58.85074626865672,15.191044776119403,48.42537313432835,10.125756701596842,4.990528358208955,262,10,52,3,2,86,54,67,0.209,0.6890000000000001,0.102,-0.7737,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,2,0,12,10,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,8,0,7,7,0,6,1,1,3,1,4,4,1,1,0,29,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36623425508591945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998636597931208,0.1459175172709376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911171883366283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877952412245688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320888862233672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23753744290020154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155129992516118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101021973620128,0.26779341066165835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264973511353928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659487762921144,0.0,0.2500903376678278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814932405065949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440072142791179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914877478993381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,polarclub12,2018/11/29,"An tips on finding a job/ following up on a application? I turned 18 a couple days ago and my dad has been pressuring me to find a job ever since we moved. He wants me to go to all the places I’ve applied to online and to talk to the manager about employment. I can’t imagine doing anything like that, but I also don’t think that it would work anyways. People with social anxiety, how did you find a job? And what job did you get?",3.654,4.1781544,5.337777777777777,83.51000000000002,71.66666666666666,8.666666666666668,27.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,1.8922222222222227,336,11,72,6,6,115,66,90,0.044000000000000004,0.934,0.022000000000000002,-0.212,5,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,1,5,2,0,1,8,0,8,0,0,1,2,16,14,6,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,9,1,11,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,49,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513761686336318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093558936294042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525373606241058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473662909773804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116519275798795,0.0,0.10559292391862422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810402687414184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489413929431348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554266872664062,0.0,0.09305207761109126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6499108538272974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999067656681784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402009858619102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351043184475545,0.0,0.17106400458720816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543994185966474,0.0,0.0,0.16690309434583386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160074343378328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049121878455989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809226768645695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657276218729946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919808872908196,0.0,0.0,0.1163097761403178,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fxckingmess,2018/11/29,"[f 18] going on a date???? Hi. I met a guy (on my university’s subreddit lmao) We hung out one day and he’s so amazing. He was being really flirty and I’m sure he likes me back. But the whole time I was sweating so much, my heart was pounding and I couldn’t think of anything to say. Afterwards. I kept over thinking everything we talked about. Now he’s all I can think about. He texts me every day so I just feel anxious all day waiting for him to text. I don’t have an appetite anymore and I always feel sweaty and my heart keeps pounding really loud every time me messages me. Is this what normal people feel like when they have a crush??? (I don’t really have crushes very often) We are supposed to hang out again tomorrow but I’m so scared. I feel like I’ve built it up so much in my head I’m gonna be so anxious and mess up and say something stupid and he’s not gonna like me anymore. Please help. (Side note: I’ve never been in a relationship or even kissed a guy before) ",-0.13749066467513416,2.1004473495145675,1.9922330097087373,94.89113517550413,90.06796116504854,4.91680358476475,18.60268857356236,6.490185161304077,-0.01827124719940265,758,22,170,9,26,253,119,206,0.102,0.769,0.129,0.5811,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,1,0,15,10,1,1,7,0,15,5,4,0,4,35,32,18,0,2,5,0,4,4,0,2,0,3,0,2,3,13,0,3,7,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,6,7,24,7,16,21,5,25,0,0,0,1,21,10,0,2,17,97,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032030100604754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802375026930066,0.24600913657071885,0.0,0.0,0.10206623492526426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537151964149818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554051157031157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399675333566316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192073591448015,0.0,0.2090014800613767,0.0,0.11147028987393134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508534563808512,0.17721430970422933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048918528938472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456186717865873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729070354028302,0.0,0.0,0.2939526197069359,0.08313478657277926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024368485116376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237944027461855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235284397620455,0.0,0.09565968808240204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152320043851247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404603094316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859868803362359,0.0,0.0,0.1361478451774657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837064573586375,0.0,0.0,0.1331619504509402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726748673356834,0.12417580464531144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548445923904857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689693654591445,0.0,0.0,0.09969072616406614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384205115463761,0.0,0.0,0.14464594093874336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233785273919176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384752188967015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,keeninterest,2018/11/29,Telephone calls are the worst Does anyone else here really struggle with telephone calls? It just seems to make conversation so much more intense and not having facial reactions makes conversation near impossible for me to read. ,8.923153153153155,11.994056810810815,7.398378378378378,63.98693693693693,61.97297297297297,10.33873873873874,33.954954954954964,10.504223727775694,4.396863063063064,190,8,25,5,3,57,33,37,0.157,0.799,0.044000000000000004,-0.7037,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,7,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,18,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522276326399715,0.286072854401614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701877567023671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443293403535254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233235333635026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727356325536465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524373779101115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27927502838734586,0.0,0.1788623317435795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25417271426109866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918799099311633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TruMu92,2018/11/29,"I have no friends, none. I used to have a decent amount of friends, but we all stopped hanging out due to several different things, we stopped talking, they moved or switched schools, I started doing online school last year, etc. Now I’m left with only 1 friend who I don’t even hang out with after school and we only sit together at lunch but she’s always on her phone talking to her other friends, she doesn’t really talk to me that often, she just sits with me so that she doesn’t have to sit alone because non of her other friends have this lunch hour. I have no idea how to talk to people to make new friends. It’s my junior year of high school and while most kids my age are out having fun, I’m sitting alone at home doing my homework and then listening to music in the dark until it’s time for bed. I seriously hate my life sometimes, I know it could be worse but it still sucks.",4.960698141637367,5.075858530386746,5.039427423405326,88.23971371170269,68.66850828729282,7.9077850326469115,28.60924158714214,7.348242739294969,1.3660895027624305,698,22,151,6,11,218,112,181,0.142,0.732,0.126,-0.0772,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,1,0,7,10,2,0,2,0,14,3,0,3,1,28,23,12,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,1,11,12,2,2,2,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,1,24,7,25,21,5,33,0,0,0,0,25,9,1,3,17,98,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23002646937363344,0.0,0.0,0.09240163286871272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769441691003007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866356053680764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602253039860365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384894781829114,0.07334679250022734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147769184304107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963786007555773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732932604703318,0.11139116391329637,0.0,0.10936085909661944,0.0,0.0,0.12536076190157902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102960568918572,0.09051972606441,0.0,0.0,0.1206550228401772,0.0,0.0784371664251311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412604487578922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180274729736693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725178011376484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689154803009654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698736833062292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114080904247676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495499152772288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254537189598945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983026357189754,0.0,0.07860102732698558,0.0,0.08868384501719631,0.18568381043153284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570277988608884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377599637452943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475354315120882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959106489051325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316838011496208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302378212203076
socialanxiety,Why_Try_We_All_Die,2018/11/29,"I Feel Hopeless Living with social anxiety, every morning begins as an argument against myself. The enemy in my mind  constantly berates me with negativity. Never relenting, i am not afforded a break from these constant arguments against myself as a person. How can you defend yourself against an enemy that knows your weaknesses even better than you. My experience with social anxiety has  been a journey discovering my own weaknesses, over and over.

I always considered myself to be fairly thick skinned. Other people's opinions never mattered to me, let alone the specific source of their dissatisfaction with me. Although i was always shy, i never suffered from the mind-breaking anxiety that Social Anxiety has forced upon me recently. I cannot maintain a clear train of thought for more than mere moments. Writing, one of the few requirements for my job suffers greatly from my SA. Even writing this I am unable to stop myself from my own thoughts derailing me every few moments. I cant even seem to write a single paragraph without reviewing and rewriting it with minimal differences over and over.

I look online for others in my situation, but the question remains; how do you stop social anxiety from dictating your life alone? The core of social anxiety is a fear of judgement or scrutiny from others. How can i be afraid of something i have actively removed myself from. 

I have removed myself entirely from the few social relationships i have had, how can i still be afraid of interacting with people. Why are the ones who suffer from MY illness my friends and loved ones? This pain and dissatisfaction has only prevented my from attaining the happiness i have always sought.

Am i forced to constantly overcome the intense feelings of fear & despair that social anxiety produces. is it admitting defeat by going to get help? Would medication alter my personality or beliefs, and is my current personality something i should seek to preserve. All of these questions can fill me with uncertainty and dread, but hopefully someone with an objective point of view can speak sense.

Antidepressants and other medication are readily available and proven to ease the suffering of social anxiety sufferers. Many patients report a higher quality of life after beginning treatment plans, often a combination of medication and behavioral therapy. So why am i so worried about getting this help. The concept of sharing my thoughts unfiltered alone makes me flinch.

I wonder if people with social anxiety are less likely to get help because of the perceived social stigma surrounding mental illness. Every time someone begins speaking about me in front of others, either positively or negatively, i am filled with dread as i realize i am in the thoughts of others.  I feel with such certainty that any thoughts of me to others will be exceedingly negative.

I see genuine happiness in others when talking, even on inconsequential topics. Do i deserve to know this happiness, or am i doomed to the one conversation i do know. The voice in my mind with a platform to my deepest thoughts, desires, and feelings. Unfortunately he does not use this knowledge for good, instead he fills my mind with doubt and unfounded speculation.

​",8.975197402597402,10.464819423636367,8.839298701298706,59.67809090909094,60.21818181818182,11.74025974025974,42.077922077922075,11.491704259439757,5.717628571428572,2633,145,352,75,35,853,268,550,0.205,0.693,0.102,-0.9947,3,3,2,0,0,1,59.0,0,5,1,6,17,30,0,7,28,0,41,12,1,7,5,88,70,30,0,5,11,0,6,1,1,3,10,3,0,3,22,25,0,4,22,0,0,8,11,19,0,4,9,12,64,11,83,53,10,44,2,9,3,1,40,16,0,13,20,295,86,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666233886158789,0.0,0.0,0.13386523058976332,0.11620910051305056,0.06516235869513326,0.03646802205864713,0.0,0.3692187830381399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03269036288632199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742849349434215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385436369040355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560285293063468,0.0,0.0,0.04692912145447122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167982370344798,0.0,0.13554852375731732,0.0,0.0,0.052457241768653136,0.0,0.12068998297554795,0.1084611639492042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04143188620552082,0.0,0.08405327467796399,0.0,0.030477312103328043,0.04497956510911159,0.0,0.05912367003831065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125998536690806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783462001810327,0.0,0.0,0.053263452846318435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321626459061998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841556133529606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054836974851560805,0.07575630461874756,0.0261993163148105,0.0,0.04735339380273142,0.0,0.04503295526084521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048400226470712994,0.0,0.03579626528932107,0.054369097190129514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206989583412668,0.054043140656661146,0.0,0.2165908800605769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240807433406424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535546725840232,0.040785552193284114,0.05706263220014185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153408759259577,0.14047440235407035,0.0,0.0,0.05069460288212805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014844344637965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294993605481785,0.057575049385517364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042733568608089856,0.048819769908569635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060278702499061164,0.0,0.5466570793453055,0.09087552535239156,0.08256896865239366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042826383741802115,0.08966871157468302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043103142171898624,0.0,0.0,0.061326850671150186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554418478053443,0.03127018327968617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04631628516039182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677958327438543,0.0,0.0,0.051694263571033065,0.05815591183785394,0.0,0.05446055745350282,0.0,0.03809489738544175,0.0,0.06516235869513326,0.0
socialanxiety,thebirdbitch,2018/11/29,"How do you have conversations? I can never contribute anything to conversations. I usually just make passive comments, like “yeah.” or answer questions if asked. I have no idea how to talk to people. How to bring up topics, what to ask, what to say. 
My boyfriend gets upset with me because I never converse with him–it’s always one sided, because I have no idea what to say.
Same thing with working, I never know what to say to my coworkers, and kinda just nod or laugh or whatever instead of talk. And with customers too, lots of awkward silences because I’m not sure what else to say besides what is needed. 
I don’t have any passions, or much of a life outside of my boyfriend and work. I wake up, get ready for work, work, go home, call my boyfriend and then sleep. That’s literally my life. I don’t talk to anyone outside of my coworkers, customers, my boyfriend and immediate family. I have no idea how to make friends because I can’t talk to people or act normal around them. ",4.4839682539682535,5.9313838253968285,5.033730158730163,83.01821428571431,70.53439153439153,7.516402116402117,30.96031746031746,7.957251820313856,2.1445809523809523,769,33,146,10,14,246,99,189,0.068,0.8320000000000001,0.1,0.7985,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,4,9,7,0,2,1,1,11,5,2,6,4,40,22,16,0,3,9,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,8,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,10,2,0,1,0,4,21,5,26,22,3,12,0,0,0,1,19,4,0,9,6,98,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407457777681508,0.0,0.0,0.0768843506803436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905384525592128,0.0,0.0930383517906786,0.10064694294660896,0.2113907788598328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27568013641954114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544641088860826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444672160726897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658245356085244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734950481412335,0.0,0.11813786584091232,0.0,0.06425433076074764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340791702350515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38289130980273295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621345555143288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971456530293635,0.055235170689919885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611916098757914,0.0,0.0,0.15093621524769205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311175610774556,0.08383220162164541,0.26159541552151744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077432494111568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661205685921146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676247150614658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665253745834182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596378732108549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131411703865629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655725973996258,0.0,0.0,0.3634918387226511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511172144391551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451908852009295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292347088157641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,themellowfellow28,2018/11/29,"Where to start? I live a pretty secluded life in a pretty rural area. I have one friend that's not a relative that i can talk to comfortably. Speaking of relatives, i do have one cousin that i talk to sometimes but he lives far away. 
  I'm not officially diagnosed with social anxiety, but i can almost definitely say from what i've read and been told that i have it. I've noticed that i was very shy from a young age but i didn't find out until later about my social anxiety. 
  I get out of the house with my family perhaps 3 times a week but i only talk to them and i avoid talking to non-family that i know. I am studying from home as well. I have almost no reason to get out of the house except to buy things. 
  I don't necessarily feel like i need to socialize, like i'm perfectly fine just staying home and being productive (that is, when i'm productive). Sometimes i'll watch a movie or TV show and see people having a great time hanging with their friends and then i'll start to think about how little i talk with other people outside of the house (yeah i know it's a movie). 
  I used to be a lot harder on myself about it but now i've almost just accepted it. Is that a bad thing? It probably is, seeing the long-term effects. 
  I haven't faced this problem though it's been brought to my attention sporadically over the years. I think i'm ready to face it: where do i start?
",2.161267605633803,3.9546786760563393,3.964343661971832,86.87361408450704,77.38028169014085,7.360901408450704,22.627605633802816,8.238735603445708,1.200237070422535,1080,32,230,20,25,364,148,284,0.096,0.77,0.133,0.8811,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,2,12,13,0,1,15,1,21,4,2,4,1,43,41,17,0,2,11,1,1,2,2,0,2,2,2,0,20,12,0,1,10,3,1,2,6,3,1,2,6,6,29,10,36,33,1,29,0,0,3,0,17,12,0,5,16,148,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854460803276109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537991031928613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892743137699724,0.0,0.07933763850132362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644318738838484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915258997456926,0.0,0.04804491100940511,0.06788222783270198,0.0,0.0,0.08684645730137143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682426138287094,0.0,0.0992879406148396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475976329630413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062539263821668,0.0,0.0,0.32892058357819765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444089224269146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711535781625394,0.09284383644946577,0.09523489160226603,0.16780860602315076,0.08408961184337545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078251185724371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045604385159522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818077364553087,0.0,0.0,0.12877587211642086,0.07226690749929611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174965410749434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333877517308426,0.10244751169084744,0.09092120125120766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504560293477357,0.0,0.0,0.09769627164118133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556362971354913,0.0,0.0,0.1514370988569904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290582432717836,0.0,0.0,0.18795420014865905,0.0,0.2017666999283232,0.10127855909215744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818669382608632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625398444635158,0.1217698165330058,0.09335655869990392,0.0,0.1108137230482917,0.0,0.0,0.09079557612163763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206667595267245,0.0,0.07840135988053935,0.0,0.0,0.0762192236075171,0.0,0.08543429182369895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061189693297478115
socialanxiety,Conrad0032,2018/11/29,"Breaking Away From SAD - Tips and Ideas? Hey, so I've had social anxiety for most of my life, but it seems to interfere with life more now that I'm an adult, though it's not to the point of preventing me from doing anything.

Some overview: I get really bad sweating occasionally. These situations vary from presentations, having strangers come and talk to me, and sometimes just being in large open regions. Though, it doesn't always happen in these situations, it's just more likely. It seems that when I'm warm I'm most prone to it, as it becomes almost a run-away reaction. It's odd though because I go on dates, don't have too many problems meeting friends, and so on, it just stems from my own insecurity I suppose, which results in automatic thoughts of people judging me when I'm not prepared. I'd love to hear other people's experience with something similar and how they dug to the root of it.

Anyway, I've decided to take ore serious action on this and am motivated to get rid of this best I can, as I know it's curable. The current means I'm utilizing are:
1. Cognitive-Behavioral Therapy
     -Journaling thoughts and how they can improve
     -Exposing myself to various stimuli I'm uncomfortable with
     -Assessing my core beliefs about myself
2. Mindfulness Meditation
3. Positive Visualization Meditation

I already exercise (Olympic weightlift), sleep plenty, eat very healthy, and take care of myself (mentally and physically) rather well. It's just this lingering social anxiety that causes bursts of fear and temporary feeling of melancholy after the fact.

I'm curious what everyone else has found effective? I haven't used medication, but have considered getting a prescription to some benzo to use as a tool, in the sense that I can use it to understand what feeling calm feels like, thus reinforcing this in my mind. Of course, I would not want to feel like it's my escape plan. I'm curious about people's experience with natural supplements as well.

",7.551611338100102,8.45022007022472,7.890572012257406,67.31270173646581,63.18539325842697,11.753626149131767,38.37282941777324,11.479024033405116,4.875206741573034,1579,79,260,47,22,518,203,356,0.115,0.713,0.172,0.9790000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,2,4,21,17,0,2,9,0,16,8,2,11,1,65,51,25,0,4,10,0,6,3,1,1,4,1,0,1,28,16,1,2,17,2,0,3,6,6,2,0,4,7,22,11,47,45,9,22,1,1,0,1,11,11,0,7,10,165,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979094219924327,0.0,0.10997271263231784,0.0,0.08292165352322582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247291058562573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200827634710899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725990999922,0.0,0.08320847519247812,0.06074928342928659,0.1100620608234277,0.0,0.0,0.1045826701563974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160578453815096,0.10237401319454176,0.0,0.08584469381037459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197281742268148,0.08324967818726325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522543884612852,0.0,0.1949650947102755,0.0,0.11214054136311004,0.2015559757697708,0.14238832355801198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926749979068297,0.07699386534379088,0.0,0.15619821120761535,0.0,0.0566367182146693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812534228803061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231938986077387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249932864909512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476825095513328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077975325153871,0.1460604488848817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994329876776158,0.0,0.0,0.10103539402370998,0.0,0.10855443976881626,0.0,0.1003927882519962,0.10042966119944748,0.0,0.20124800704650408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726646329228945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420699334329173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535719315183808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384209169943872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181445892750806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240347098990013,0.09972782394266573,0.20317318573217186,0.0,0.07671994490503033,0.09856218748010027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985759928212725,0.0800996002889007,0.0,0.0,0.11396515377337872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29373411077164163,0.15823123230526975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037452582301658,0.0,0.2582119823250031,0.0,0.08222651608879902,0.058779604492811575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920516128497044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079265918599185,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,naylsonsb,2018/11/29,Don't you just hate when an opportunity in life presents itself but your SA is like: nope god i hate this.,0.22030303030303244,2.614907090909089,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,91.72727272727272,4.751515151515153,16.424242424242426,6.42735559955562,-0.5629575757575753,84,2,20,1,3,27,21,22,0.078,0.529,0.39299999999999996,0.8370000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9170173446044688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280264774590759,0.2268872402325864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,daylilies7,2018/11/29,"Phone phobia Does anyone have a really hard time on the phone? I don't even like calling family, but at my job I sometimes have to make a lot of calls. I'm interning in social work so I call my coworkers' clients and follow up on appointments, how they are doing, I call them about cancellations, things like that. I also only speak English and we have a large population that speaks Spanish or Portuguese. I don't know what to do when I reach someone who doesn't speak English. (It says on their profile what their main language is, but sometimes they also speak English, so I never know if I'm calling someone who speaks English or not)  
It gives me major anxiety but I don't want to tell my coworkers I can't do it. Anyone have any tips?",3.057644889357221,5.124389116438358,4.226986301369866,84.76042676501581,75.64383561643838,6.9580611169652276,26.299262381454163,7.882392219407189,1.6414832455216015,585,22,112,9,13,191,86,146,0.085,0.907,0.009000000000000001,-0.7881,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,5,1,8,2,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,2,1,17,22,14,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,20,2,11,22,3,10,0,0,0,0,24,6,0,4,5,78,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22132840836808132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410464884516737,0.0,0.10586201268780286,0.0,0.0,0.19352011903172966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7065185477260527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109920543491785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140014528767676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045443288063874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327488263670233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396328006837615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732299174597976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210248837599566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521311673135306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764760724370366,0.0,0.0,0.09237120043425187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672889215781488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524590724807824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886511878804392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004708848566383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410632372871367,0.23450159671818965,0.0,0.2737270903134353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095215190434512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193499207690918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069178010604879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162141343930869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074389777173944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,salmonnigiri1,2018/11/29,Does anyone else just have those stressful mornings where nothing looks good on you? This might not sound like it relates to social anxiety and more like poor self esteem but really the reason I feel the need to look good is so that I have one less thing to stress about. But I constantly have mornings where I feel like every single outfit looks hideous on me/ makes me look really fat and I get so stressed out about it that I’m running late which makes me even more stressed. And I do have certain outfits that I think look fine on me but I can’t wear the same thing as I did less than a week ago because I’m afraid people will notice. It’s so bad and I hate myself for caring but unfortunately I do care about what I look like! :( ,3.850853808353808,5.1619868986486495,4.008624078624077,90.2867444717445,71.9054054054054,6.733169533169535,23.58968058968059,6.980632752743323,0.6252081081081085,583,15,123,5,11,180,91,148,0.28300000000000003,0.64,0.077,-0.9873,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,10,17,1,5,4,0,11,2,2,3,1,21,29,12,0,1,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,12,5,1,0,4,0,1,1,2,7,0,1,1,9,18,10,13,26,6,11,0,0,6,0,3,6,0,1,8,81,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715842662487756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384770390827198,0.0,0.0,0.07663852797092892,0.11230351464769384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151579206825262,0.06681433324850193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234996814739293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844431984140012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591627877677687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915611086624412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239322325993477,0.0,0.09234713677093352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083939902751364,0.07830200097729986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726421090817496,0.0,0.0,0.18386333997107834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821247680553636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363947787395813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419032357980786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5522447500064781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463246894143959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627383236519635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127089211215563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516917796832087,0.12478628522024812,0.0,0.0,0.07427134307644942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598646857988156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043183883980867,0.11269243514487405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114342162940301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111728733018477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022097003252544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456336942545618,0.0702306081988936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791870732518482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bored_blue_jay,2018/11/29,"Has anyone ever just observed? Have you ever just observed people and seen what they're really like? If so, what are your findings?",3.17625,6.225134125000004,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,82.75,4.866666666666667,20.5,6.42735559955562,0.7101000000000002,105,3,16,1,3,33,20,24,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29218420976070864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7559741331613548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819253348851073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415002770308974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896982348479012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676980295877893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,flakyset,2018/11/29,"My dad is making me feel worse about my anxiety. My dad is being a bully. I confided in him that I struggle with anxiety, and he seemed supportive at first. However, it seems like he is now using my problem against me. We went out to dinner recently, and he was acting like an asshole. He was making fun of me saying things like, ""flakyset is probably afraid that everyone is looking at him. He's probably scared to speak to the server."" 

I don't like how he was making fun of my problem. Eating in a restaurant is something I struggle with, but he was making me feel worse. Everytime we've been going out recently, he has been poking fun of my anxiety. We went to the mall and the grocery store recently and he said, ""Hahaha you're probably nervous as hell. I bet your heart is beating out of your chest. Scaredy cat.""

My Dad is a terrible person. I told him about my problem, and I thought he would support me. However, he is making fun of it? What parent would do this to their own child?

I told my Dad that I don't appreciate him making fun of this, but he tells me that he's just playing around and that I'm being too sensitive.

What should I do?",2.451027240590559,4.491831877729258,4.224429195258892,84.19810771470162,77.38427947598255,7.680682054481182,26.62528592222916,8.563005593585519,2.079498897899772,896,36,176,19,21,302,108,229,0.17300000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.141,-0.7333,3,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,2,2,1,2,7,22,1,5,7,0,25,4,2,8,0,37,47,10,0,6,3,5,2,4,0,3,0,3,0,2,12,14,2,0,5,2,2,4,2,10,0,1,12,6,34,12,25,30,1,17,1,0,1,0,35,8,1,3,9,117,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375418244597503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214088983121156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105910875153051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890292158176207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466990285077396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804081807063813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058823954692244836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265325178833833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226815155420672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691765569551592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41454007762725203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492942423089528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037607878587252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33478585569298064,0.2971192922027667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065944229811932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845641832369656,0.08231087970608124,0.10362599420522547,0.0,0.0,0.18845309740250535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968276950616346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164106137670918,0.0,0.0,0.2349112086007216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046743682716488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876374629945628,0.0,0.0,0.08217095846500222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780584316352415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939459787500324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189929322970464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109597202819294,0.14705315942623706,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,srd6,2018/11/29,"Depression and social anxiety I have been living with depression for most of my life (was diagnosed at 12) and growing up I was and still am an introverted/“shy” person. I was still able to make a few close friends during my teenage years. I didn’t struggle with social anxiety too much... till my depression started worsening (around high school). 

I still struggle with my depression to this day (i’m 22 now) and I have decent months where I can still function okay, but when it gets really bad thats when I notice my social anxiety starts to take over. 

When its really bad I will go months without seeing family or friends and i know isolating myself only worsens my depression but the social anxiety makes it hard to go out. Even little things when I have to go to the grocery store, I get so anxious being around all the other people in the store, and especially at the checkout, talking to the cashier is the worst. I feel like they can sense my social anxiety and think I’m weird or something is wrong with me. I try to get chores that require going out and having to talk to people like that done as soon as possible.

Right now I am not working, as my job is more of a seasonal job during the spring and summer months, and honestly I would probably be a wreck if I was at work right now. I’ll be working again in a couple of months and I hope by then I can become better and not be affected by the social anxiety/depression as much. Whenever things get bad I’m always in a constant cycle of trying to get better, which usually takes anywhere to 5 months to a year. 

 Sorry this is a long post but I just wanted to write it down somewhere. Anybody else relate to this? ",3.885709244883557,5.5998501009174335,5.01224770642202,81.52813867325335,72.45565749235475,8.333521524347212,26.95001176193837,8.950670267944501,2.2097575629263706,1321,47,248,27,26,435,170,327,0.196,0.713,0.091,-0.988,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,6,20,22,0,2,17,1,26,2,0,3,1,44,50,29,0,4,10,0,2,2,2,2,2,0,1,1,14,21,0,1,3,0,2,5,4,13,0,0,7,3,31,9,45,37,7,56,0,5,1,0,13,19,0,5,33,179,45,7,0.07059831358296845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587434524140153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700375832744452,0.07975599933772556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256949336010169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768399288447508,0.0,0.07797029072458811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487694250607193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629169647280393,0.0,0.0,0.0781156911781695,0.0,0.04553007180825305,0.0,0.3648373442417308,0.07165580220388673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224658600631431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897583202083428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662952029299767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655380695701593,0.0,0.03569662858952642,0.05043544932988271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908816389502532,0.0,0.18442352504581996,0.0,0.16049059419190373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324222204835213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459099441678947,0.0,0.07012005493657561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011586546520854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03879898683979549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986567672382605,0.06898153991615337,0.0707580570525859,0.06233960431482491,0.06247728592155806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424984504304143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817545017736288,0.0,0.10379576725910844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037664793668142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053693198761697036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788796296351038,0.061643724316750234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958899097326012,0.06761366923612445,0.0,0.07611692264417888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045417490877082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058114811444637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144926241004318,0.056257715531153364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317965402553913,0.0,0.05435003091770475,0.0,0.07902903208706898,0.09993969944310184,0.0,0.22551961769167195,0.0,0.0,0.1476093717883528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616229149172128,0.11348850048280218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380476508421494,0.0452365487090045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586324145564444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775406835702386,0.0,0.041640714490467516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805425498728636,0.0,0.15418923933077308,0.0,0.0,0.05015101640476957,0.07718817319404021,0.0,0.09092599858159904
socialanxiety,keep-looking-up,2018/11/29,"I hate shopping this time of year. Everywhere is so crowded all the time. I just want to buy my groceries and get out. Accidentally cut somebody off as I'm trying to rush through the aisles, I'm anxious because of alllll the people so my ""sorry"" just comes out as an inaudible squeak. They make some passive aggressive comment as I zoom away. So of course I can't just forget it and move on like a rational person. Gotta replay that in the back of my mind for weeks now, like every other microscopic inconsequential social error I make around people I don't know and will never see again, yayyyyyyy. I hate my stupid brain so much sometimes!",4.2875609756097575,6.2213997479674825,5.132203252032522,80.17489024390247,71.84552845528455,7.5216260162601625,26.934146341463407,8.238735603445708,1.8391209756097568,511,18,94,8,10,166,88,123,0.17,0.754,0.076,-0.9205,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,11,7,5,0,6,0,4,1,1,2,2,19,16,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,1,1,2,3,3,5,0,0,0,1,12,2,18,14,3,18,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,10,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771583339570447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155936512489278,0.0,0.0,0.18106436297711134,0.1481878027132572,0.0,0.11747875245145192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151363797828464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600899573011005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237274089023587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068689950984518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38053711402054974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591245580117054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830399689645053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572807529383649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945896598820338,0.0,0.0,0.20482812191694486,0.14166948041157731,0.0,0.1486355574332131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672119917370002,0.16827342049099148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357083509089672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645114348703505,0.0,0.0,0.19060245932820666,0.21573137727776556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247501585345111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308424800569019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366972934657305,0.0,0.15458629236472435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410370205947448
socialanxiety,ChaotixEDM,2018/11/29,"Noticing SAD in other people. This doesn’t happen often, most people just come across so fluent in their mannerisms but noticing other socially anxious people is a strange thing. 

It really shows you what you look like to other people and how impossible it is to hide it from other people. You can just tell instantly by looking at someone’s face when they’re socially anxious. I hate this. 

I wish it wasn’t so noticeable to normal people. I hide it the best I can, but I just know other people can see and sense I’m a ball of anxious energy. ",4.555642857142857,6.192312600000001,5.8239880952380965,76.68455357142858,70.61904761904762,8.29761904761905,26.458333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.218547619047619,433,14,74,8,8,145,65,105,0.18100000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.13,-0.4618,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,1,8,4,1,0,3,0,7,1,1,1,0,14,16,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,9,2,10,15,2,6,0,1,3,0,7,4,0,2,2,57,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267488026286872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214140935701982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846576023504627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134738587756172,0.0,0.0,0.1243162974041264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920031644255695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151635364349953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114759918274672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233712589746952,0.0,0.43006969445697496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6110616533201647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806652188249554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003390045509674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25671166232470155,0.10668848927092624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100564136136752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365320793621021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479755377067027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxious-cx,2019/10/13,"How does a 26 year old make friends? I think people at my age are starting a family, have a job and are busy with their lives and that it’d be difficult for me to make friends (if I tried to).",5.555,3.3697564047619046,6.085714285714285,88.83428571428574,68.28571428571428,10.304761904761904,30.523809523809533,8.841846274778883,1.8342952380952384,147,4,38,2,2,48,34,42,0.06,0.7909999999999999,0.149,0.5719,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,8,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26436202078154786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847846719751672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667897809554694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997788752399807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667520398543876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032964067950044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31699386829820514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943198216208053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382168672621846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356782540933914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510007631910546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453681062000835
socialanxiety,DefenderJones,2019/10/13,"Love public speaking but really social anxious why? I am a very self conscious and anxious person I don’t talk to people out of fear and analyse the way I walk talk. It’s a massive problem in my life, It’s just a burden. But I started collage 2 months ago and we all had to do 2 individual presentation.And for some reason my social anxiety went away I was confident wasn’t second guessing myself I was like a different person I really don’t know why but any help or insight would be appreciated. thanks for reading(:",1.6101357466063355,4.29354574509804,4.360196078431372,77.77703619909505,86.64705882352942,6.667873303167423,25.49321266968326,7.882392219407189,2.124818099547511,414,18,72,9,13,146,70,102,0.174,0.631,0.195,0.5291,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,0,10,2,0,1,1,19,16,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,5,1,11,3,8,9,2,9,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,3,4,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458631680142062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091973605746556,0.0,0.1247779642126168,0.3685335615298401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324630623627195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704142240660504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183543009748366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968298952449704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093285469941281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964045916641004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520873409979727,0.07968683483440445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472122709759105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019207442440686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307926651725762,0.2848410333649947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607331674610742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631531731656113,0.0,0.2089836470684429,0.16770325225509838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170158294745511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33253823778769365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154494134605073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26220172540565645,0.0,0.1501688836981586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458203483424006,0.0,0.12946835872718085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120370821539142,0.2943610655736389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586797760333994,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shysweetumz,2019/10/13,"Anti-anxiety Diet or Fasting? I'm curious if anyone has any diet tips related to anxiety. I have a hunch that eating better makes me feel better; what about you guys? I'm especially interested with sugar, grains, and caffeine intake. Also, feel free to include details about fasting.

Thanks for your feedback :)",4.701111111111112,7.915480592592592,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,76.40740740740742,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222207,8.841846274778883,3.724244444444445,248,12,32,6,6,84,44,54,0.026000000000000002,0.653,0.321,0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,7,8,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,6,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368107263167596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137487462293166,0.0,0.4530689991184693,0.0,0.0,0.2070571974140608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237962681725981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030093814667445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994589788363544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932098991081222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766546216884803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27263173535966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,just-as-lost,2019/10/13,"Team building bowling night coming up. Help. I (30f) just started a new job and they are having an optional bowling night end of this month. Almost the whole team has signed up to go. Based on past experience, even though it’s optional, if I skip out on these types of activities I’ll definitely be the odd one out in the work environment and miss out on advancement opportunities and building good relationships with coworkers.

But... bowling night with a bunch of people I hardly know but need to impress and get to know better and they’re all excited to go cause it’s going to be “super fun”? It’s hard to think up much more of a dreadful and intimidating experience. I haven’t signed up yet because it just sounds completely tortuous, but it seems like the right thing to do socially. As long as I don’t make a complete stupid awkward idiot of myself, which is actually pretty likely.

Help? Any words of advice on whether or not I should go, and how to successfully endure it if I do?",5.467524549918166,6.704772569148936,6.431914893617022,74.70653846153849,67.98936170212765,9.61440261865794,30.4189852700491,9.851270322608157,2.94323518821604,785,30,145,18,13,261,118,188,0.109,0.688,0.203,0.9697,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,8,6,15,2,2,9,0,11,0,0,3,1,39,25,18,0,4,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,13,0,0,4,2,0,6,3,5,0,1,0,3,9,10,30,22,5,29,0,1,0,0,7,13,0,7,12,96,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.13453596620455446,0.0,0.0,0.13471969535247896,0.0,0.0,0.13805148631159725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375265823513812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840409829284195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219300387071085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162492476493252,0.0,0.11875814889916984,0.2890968284242474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210711867878304,0.0,0.0,0.09105827064820486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697160735279536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720285653894668,0.0,0.3134065259644578,0.11563428881495308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469992114646525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481547587481575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680934651985244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153356167229454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470736331718827,0.0,0.0,0.12200583611118207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202569364379053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100422115331346,0.0,0.10134634677592104,0.10222485692062544,0.0,0.13315049354163214,0.0,0.3881297746856031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342062357104533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160736413385812,0.0955779575762794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402578653926935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801499020788553,0.0,0.11773561845676316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550675756408172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053560198373005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758127623025116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915911168875184,0.0883380714545718,0.13545127336132107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392090683277734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036707360344843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aendwuh,2019/10/13,"Anxiety to speak in front of people I'm in uni and know no one yet. In one class we had to present something we did in front of the other students. I always had difficulties with speaking/doing stuff in front of other people and being in the middle of attention, but in school i knew the people and it wasn't that bad. 
But in uni, just thinking about the fact that i had to speak in front of the other students and what could go wrong made me sweat really bad and made me really uncomfortable and wanting to leave the room. The other students seemed so cool about it, but my brain just shuts down and i dont know what to say/ don't want to embarass myself by saying something stupid.
I think this could affect my grades especially because we have to do a lot of presenting stuff, but i dont know how to get my mind off of these thoughts.",6.464451019066408,5.725441822485209,6.535700197238661,81.65011176857334,65.68639053254438,9.404602235371467,29.428665351742268,8.515128840125781,1.911212491781722,664,18,137,8,9,212,89,169,0.11199999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.065,-0.6411,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,8,1,13,2,2,4,1,37,28,13,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,14,11,0,0,9,0,0,5,5,4,0,2,9,5,15,1,30,16,1,22,0,0,0,0,7,14,0,2,3,100,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991825208379593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102503637511029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406660861109104,0.087853384184418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608840631238221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301340111209211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33781194125595004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529604018081308,0.0,0.08190594330301551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23761150357620506,0.0,0.0,0.15260082876264844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252451246432484,0.0,0.2727370802109156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455187409740004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953170381247298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29974115249209143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465217999604314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292178511866164,0.0,0.1458557559828511,0.0,0.13120019549758544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189913736825007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299627213083091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469080820292635,0.0,0.1144141005207903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700098135882081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757110674622535,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Aprilrose7,2019/10/13,"My friends told me they love to hang out with me and I can't be happier I know it sounds a bit absurd but my whole life I am afraid of being ""third wheel"" with my friends and few days ago they said they want to hang out more often and that they love to hang out with me!",0.9765000000000016,2.2150703166666688,1.8733333333333348,103.005,79.16666666666666,5.466666666666668,17.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.9495999999999998,209,3,56,1,5,65,39,60,0.027999999999999997,0.7290000000000001,0.243,0.9377,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,4,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,13,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,2,13,4,10,6,4,8,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,1,2,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532401002829025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118910539507608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424143389023293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414348350056637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700350746111585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017858399212798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156788151124284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717492647274425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729816570299819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685028079517958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189540584626813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GeorgioAlmani,2019/10/13,"What was the first fail in your love life? My first (and only) girlfriend in the 5th grade blindfolded me with her friends at my birthday in school while a break to kiss me. Unfortunately she was to shy to kiss me. As I took down the blindfold I saw it, the whole school was starring at us. Till the bell ringed I just stand there frozen of fear. After a week we broke up and never ever talked again (like before lol).
best birthday ever",2.0234754521963842,4.417145662790702,2.2692248062015534,95.81285529715765,80.74418604651162,4.752454780361758,18.857881136950905,5.82211442006289,-0.39649715762273896,341,8,73,2,9,103,63,86,0.136,0.696,0.168,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,4,5,9,0,1,7,1,3,4,0,0,3,8,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,5,2,13,6,15,1,2,20,0,2,1,3,9,7,0,0,11,53,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185160708890524,0.0,0.22427562980951354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866261527467689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404833468468565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635635086950301,0.0,0.0,0.1651119407797152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094980735192762,0.10440799007754564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928817647141612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648264514979066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625362081031246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325721861137442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177213275792996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374398530383984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570670110577641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714254008980618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23859976348112344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mmcckk_,2019/10/13,"How do I get help? I'm 17, I have posted here before. 

I know I need help now, I have finally accepted that. I just don't know how to do it. I have talked to my mom about the problem, and tried my best to explain that I can barely function anymore because my social anxiety has gotten so bad. She tells me she was like me at my age, but it went away after hormones settled down. I wouldn't ever dare bring this up with my father, I don't even wanna know where that conversation would go. 

I've lived my whole life with the security blanket of childhood and the false idea that it would get better as I got older. Now I'm here, senior year of highschool, no job, no license, and no chance of success for the future if I keep on the direction I'm going. I've turned to alcohol and drugs to drown my mind out because of how I ashamed I am for not being able to do a task as simple as buying food or walking to the restroom by myself at school. 

My pediatrician is no help either, even she has watched my blood pressure shoot up to ungodly levels and my face turn bright red, (from the stress of talking to her and a nurse being there), first-hand and she still tells me ""It's nothing."" When I tried to explain more I was called a ""wussy"" by her. 

I don't know where to go, or how to go about any of this. I'm switching from Medicare to my parents insurance after I turn 18 this November, if that matters. I can maybe afford a couple Uber drives to a doctor's office depending on the distance.

I guess what I'm asking is: How do I get help? Where do I start?

Sorry for the long post. I'm nervous about putting this out here, but I'm desperate. Any advice will be greatly appreciated.",3.872434782608696,4.450843142028988,5.104057971014495,85.18565217391306,71.20289855072464,7.623188405797101,27.46376811594203,7.586124646067393,1.4187681159420291,1304,43,276,14,23,434,180,345,0.122,0.763,0.115,-0.3498,3,0,2,1,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,3,24,14,0,4,14,0,27,7,2,6,1,45,59,23,1,8,9,3,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,14,11,2,2,8,0,1,9,9,6,0,0,5,3,43,8,48,47,4,41,0,0,3,0,23,14,0,6,17,189,57,6,0.10432931707201692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194940118063492,0.0,0.11149631137862258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189502642739132,0.0,0.07981164199819456,0.0,0.1034666484116652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753382803976604,0.0,0.09802082770026728,0.0,0.08711062191664874,0.12719636667478068,0.0,0.08877656461099459,0.0,0.10948718165972436,0.09227080271817592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065318974474646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154384049648616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678547683489767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098888543753945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781705994568744,0.09437184025776438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114287667275664,0.0,0.08874246380480127,0.1261554243271131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352328640909206,0.0,0.2371710206483305,0.0,0.0834416855269852,0.115023440386743,0.11493050494603635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797189682630149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777509996618744,0.0,0.0,0.10353074891626296,0.09273269065616843,0.0,0.0,0.2293466568617054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369088203242594,0.05097003444402781,0.0,0.09212469837628627,0.09232816255658806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481282181215328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534286929759668,0.12218923522645092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735886665692401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010679350784173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584536006621128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983729293612684,0.0,0.0,0.0998290664558833,0.0,0.10487977960810878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055868387532906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635060025421658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678812889512848,0.0738448276036216,0.0,0.08331752738138559,0.0,0.11950888021402775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771190627639027,0.18237684324347025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416655158713314,0.340441014170366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671432215646028,0.0,0.11647995669619958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482251069872405,0.0,0.0,0.06718465962335625
socialanxiety,jsjsjsjjrkeisixjdj,2019/10/13,"I think I have social anxiety.. please help! I think I have social anxiety.. please help!?!

I always get nervous over dumb things, sometimes I’ll shake really bad and can’t calm down but other times I just get nervous over silly stuff (not shaking though) like talking to new people scares me because I’m very insecure and I feel like I’m being judged, also on the first day of school I’m always super shaky, have stomach pain, and feel like I’m gonna cry, I shake before dentist and doctors appointments as well.. I get nervous to ask people small things and when my friends tell my to ask a teacher something I say no because I’m scared.. I’m writing this now because I hate myself for lying to my parents about having a stomach ache just so I wouldn’t have to go into a store because I saw someone from my school who I knew, I didn’t want them to see me or interact with me so I hid in the car. I also went to petco after and I wanted to look at hamsters because I love them so much and I saw someone else who I knew in there (not sure if they knew me but we made eye contact) and I felt like I was gonna cry because my mom was making things WORSE and I never got to look at the hamsters... idk why but I feel like crying like an idiot rn and I almost just walked into someone rn and I feel like crying even more now.. I want to tell my parents that I think I have social anxiety but I’m to scared and I don’t wanna go to the doctors and be told I don’t have it because that’s gonna embarrass me.. I just feel like I get nervous over dumb things (partner work, dentist, doctors, talking to new people) and I only really shake when it’s the first day of school / dentist / doctors appointment oh and when I see someone in public who I know I feel like hiding.. and big crowds of people also make me a bit nervous.. writing this is so embarrassing but I just need advice because I think I have it..",2.8574045801526715,4.0835753384223965,4.291519083969465,87.62704961832061,74.24173027989822,6.359592875318066,25.82264631043257,6.588339656340683,0.9609434096692112,1480,50,306,11,30,492,168,393,0.22899999999999998,0.634,0.13699999999999998,-0.9918,2,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,3,4,22,38,4,16,10,0,18,12,3,3,2,64,69,35,0,7,14,3,7,9,2,4,8,1,0,1,16,20,0,0,15,0,1,9,9,22,1,2,13,15,58,16,35,50,3,37,0,0,7,1,32,14,2,4,23,189,74,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061257691973111074,0.0,0.0,0.0627726733109063,0.0,0.0,0.15039398589018552,0.10432237139560928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386774982810652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720906892689532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052341608515203385,0.3057107058846613,0.0,0.05334261296675751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843872913589903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754379661999751,0.08085675706244502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566540566751845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236752692096325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04140463263650985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901806988994344,0.26870461950791635,0.06019001984876773,0.0,0.0,0.10664424606197807,0.0,0.0,0.0484323591866672,0.0,0.13100693734049054,0.0,0.0712537256696681,0.0,0.050137077908606366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189112249819876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840364837775376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03445151883777267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756343804186829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052837543341072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657809401960685,0.05931661461183418,0.08368904903019403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341907306223304,0.0,0.0,0.04608267022246671,0.046482133001080866,0.04834861648837898,0.12108833675878605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047676818372524,0.06670412940277119,0.0,0.13921453782502574,0.0,0.0,0.17383902388758088,0.0,0.0,0.13762453305376066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031868779698084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049851772741993,0.18828396191592345,0.1903298882541805,0.09990795658631188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170663788358974,0.2124603289027972,0.04826005178244243,0.06199973523792976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176241514714905,0.0,0.0,0.05908241252946885,0.0,0.0,0.10077199253676287,0.10958362047308384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658768151424785,0.16067098003761218,0.06159034400444695,0.0,0.03655370023276587,0.0,0.0,0.05990078089092379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172391519894181,0.1109244835910424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056363768078817815,0.05811212314579067,0.05656589608098055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04563739001158213,0.0,0.06388411878698562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheSuicidealist,2019/10/13,"My anxiety is gonna kill me, advice pls Context: pathetic 14 yo, people still try to talk bc I have douche hair I guess


So basically I talked to a girl for once. Thats not the crazy part. The crazy part is her friend totally gave her up and apparently she likes me. Now id normally see this as an opportunity to fuck things up but she's really cute and I have a crush on her. But my anxiety is nevvveerrr gonna let it work out and I need advice really bad. Worse, ive been having social brain fog recently and I struggle to make a joke. I'm really freaked out about it because even if I end up somewhat comfortable around her I I'm scared that my inability to have a consistent personality is gonna fuck me up. Among people I'm comfortable with disappointing I either act to a strict code of cringe and silence or turn on the crackhead energy and talk way too much. What I'm trying to say is I can't even handle friends so how the fuck would I handle this? I need advice",0.9594159636599606,3.3091361940298527,3.3754747999134764,86.42746917585985,85.06965174129354,7.2767467012762275,20.679428942245288,8.321376580360154,1.2958841012329652,769,24,164,19,23,265,120,201,0.243,0.638,0.11900000000000001,-0.985,1,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,2,10,17,4,2,10,0,14,5,2,2,1,25,31,14,1,5,6,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,0,2,8,10,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,9,0,0,2,3,25,8,22,24,6,16,0,1,1,3,16,10,3,4,5,103,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643953553758108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017925436383595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065389704133573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037858181369896,0.07577249874318484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876059054547438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009344696149677,0.0,0.0,0.16419876250434629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920686874203628,0.34474173572177563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693113678071422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375202093931913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710579636173155,0.0,0.060726999863525685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297162304615098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137525128954688,0.18433465608410896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178820725195875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237609397168282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692108973929647,0.0,0.17234878550845156,0.10853449901874136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388904628984932,0.0,0.12273185761557055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884883492077214,0.12444659601829568,0.0,0.09905149370498788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670881935965445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926662850257384,0.0,0.0,0.12994598716326058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997243680718562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257980270361054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878391111216226,0.13520337093856752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866403928697548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049232521413897,0.0,0.12667294189749773,0.08829958768882015,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwawayanonlol,2019/10/13,"I feel empty after talking to someone As the title suggests, I’ve been feeling... something after talking to people. Recently I’ve been on the path to self-improvement. I try and get out more, smile more, think of more witty things to say on the spot, and it’s been relatively successful. I even got a part time job which I’ve actually been enjoying. The problem is, is that at random after talking to someone, I get a weird sense of... emptiness. All of a sudden, I feel as though self improvement is futile and that I’m just faking it and will eventually fall back on my old ways. It’s usually short lived but it feels really intense and it usually makes me feel really shitty for a couple hours sometimes. Is this normal? Will it go away? I really don’t want to throw away the progress I’ve made but I’m starting to feel it’s inevitable and I’ll just be that guy that people forgot about.",2.91,5.0288472727272815,4.4556818181818185,82.70977272727275,76.27272727272728,7.354545454545455,25.20454545454545,8.278499904357787,1.7647113636363647,704,25,133,13,16,235,99,176,0.091,0.8140000000000001,0.095,0.1466,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,9,0,12,0,0,2,1,26,30,11,0,3,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,14,7,0,1,7,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,7,7,8,2,24,20,5,24,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,12,85,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.12815729879352356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467741797100579,0.100983216289289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531206459177612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674098330955064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984206543711305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722704250328938,0.0,0.07463679587880252,0.0,0.10503509296264714,0.0,0.0,0.13003548413063326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293317421288543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303228927871474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596513417720587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426584056894227,0.0876625384996066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286736719743868,0.0,0.0,0.13780676800304606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221555388941615,0.0,0.1820927624447134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566327261182822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25239646558895995,0.0,0.12967067291631454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443739050474593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740077372040889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225477762970031,0.10110280129590236,0.12988686668669233,0.0,0.0929547178148582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31666969972076764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724856605213774,0.08414975517427056,0.1290292090795748,0.0,0.07657848167928903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916317147221628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892787360121773,0.0,0.07746072655089725,0.1042421471942318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aki2ra,2019/10/13,"Can't talk to the opposite gender I work at a very social place i'd say. somewhere that i have to be talking to guest all day. I'm a 22 year old guy and I absolutely can not talk to girls without freaking out internally.

 They could be 50 or 20 it makes no difference. I feel as if I'm coming off weird or creepy. Eye contact is not a thing for me and I find myself looking off somewhere else when talking to someone and I feel extremely rude for doing so.  Has anyone dealt with this and have tips at all?",0.9840308747855956,3.095053698113212,2.9738421955403105,90.90503430531734,82.77358490566037,5.741337907375644,22.84391080617496,6.980632752743323,0.7089358490566036,396,14,86,5,11,133,76,106,0.073,0.903,0.024,-0.5942,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,4,0,10,1,1,1,2,20,17,10,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,5,9,0,15,14,2,11,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,3,4,56,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371878885842642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690092804748567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665006244146404,0.0,0.0,0.1265330332185833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498766935953144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390026669874774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840964495431496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932362030322072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942692525206411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475893009469048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096529722050385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587932587187105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498766935953144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560264409688439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000160993194036,0.16623997072951524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6307938305915268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034683435652802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188588604928605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913019384720892,0.0,0.14283623524216432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634663138037086
socialanxiety,TruthGlowAndFall,2019/10/13,"Terrified of college I'm absolutely terrified of College. Not even the academic difficulty, but just the fact that I will know NOBODY.

I also can't decide if a small school or large a school is better for me. Small schools suck because I will know the teacher personally and won't be able to keep focus with the constant fear of being called on. Also I will know all my classmates so getting something wrong would be a nightmare. But a large school sucks because those huge college classrooms would give me an anxiety attack. I can't even enter a full movie theatre.

I'm so fucking scared. I don't even want to go to college but my parents are forcing me. Life sucks.",4.074509943181816,6.2324788515625045,4.7122443181818205,82.00377840909094,72.984375,6.842045454545455,31.16761363636364,7.686295010490155,2.2350531250000003,535,25,95,7,11,171,80,128,0.258,0.693,0.049,-0.9804,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,5,2,10,0,14,2,0,0,2,19,28,10,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,0,0,11,1,9,19,2,8,0,0,0,1,4,5,4,2,1,63,13,10,0.1490258619277761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383518558841632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400437647302715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953843201480065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168956444626128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180126441690432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217206711849648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104401433655086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952905289207555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769552632458662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777200798148231,0.07785986204164086,0.14295918614479858,0.08469483163589098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246103340615076,0.0,0.0,0.24570214905756024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526137349791856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547558364906834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012363443987596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920088556151534,0.6032885135278513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147273892568762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789931449194588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172739310526092,0.16293638554628825,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gsijsvsvfbs-,2019/10/13,In need of help  I’m in a situation that I’m not really sure how to deal with since I’ve never been in this situation before. I’ve been talking to someone online for the last couple weeks daily just over text messages and I was starting to feel confident in talking to them and really enjoyed talking to them as well. I asked if they would like to voice chat one time. Now I’m panicking about actually having to talk to them tomorrow…since I’ve never actually talked to someone of the opposite gender before as well. I’ve been having panic attacks ever since I sent the message offering to voice chat.  I don’t know what to do…I’m way too scared and nervous to voice talk to them…but I was the one that offered in the first place.,4.631836734693877,5.545863918367349,5.956605442176876,78.53898979591841,69.68027210884354,8.873197278911565,28.985714285714288,9.120678840339163,2.392227755102041,584,21,112,11,10,197,82,147,0.10800000000000001,0.784,0.10800000000000001,-0.0222,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,1,8,9,1,3,6,0,9,0,0,1,4,16,18,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,4,2,3,6,4,9,5,26,11,0,18,0,0,0,0,20,7,0,1,10,71,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.2356888624740217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289438584904996,0.13738203965577386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055158900450511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361874637575472,0.0,0.0,0.12449835366513398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923441806263506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105993162237314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271847369601736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094294504545606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636658914479009,0.09843559369875064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589972817730209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895420790584704,0.1862752571991232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366032907212338,0.0,0.0,0.14168595030690098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616859505398165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472401605198766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090192019175484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996819913083811,0.27147880910455985,0.0,0.0,0.2046392703940728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854746156076315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138149588263482,0.0,0.0,0.5823743322448168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041618154756019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958537411655387,0.0968664627326362,0.0,0.2171556532153736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578450552515801,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sport5411,2019/10/13,"will this ""friend"" be upset at me? There is this person I have not seen in almost 5 years but sometimes we message each other on facebook. He was a ""friend"" in university. At that time (and i still am to a lesser extent though) i was really really closed off in that i would share very little about myself. I dont think this ""friend"" knows i have a sister or an  older brother eho is a phd and lives in the USA. I also have a niece now. Anyhow, a couple times a year ae message each other for our birthdays. When he asks about me i really want to tell him i have a niece now (18 months old) but dont know how to bring that topic up. And if i do bring it up i am scared he will be mad at me for not having shardd with him before. I also did not mention him what my parenta do (business owners). The reasons i did not tell him at the time is because i was extremely nervous he would judge me as rich. I am still scared of that but been learning how to be less closed off in the last couple of years. I also never told him i had a sister because was afraid he would make fun if she was hot or not. 

Anyhow, what should i do? I just want to be able to tell him simple things about my life but nervous he will be angry at me for finding this out just now. As well, how do i bring this conversation topics even up?",1.9420750988142288,3.187205210144928,3.4969301712779988,92.33614624505933,76.60869565217392,5.887747035573122,19.42951251646904,6.1124844417494595,-0.1651898550724633,1002,19,228,6,22,332,134,276,0.091,0.841,0.068,-0.8121,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,0,0,21,14,1,6,14,0,38,1,0,5,1,45,50,21,0,8,15,3,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,15,10,0,0,6,0,1,3,8,7,1,0,11,2,37,7,34,27,4,40,0,0,1,0,33,20,0,7,17,176,52,2,0.11810986900092778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826997286919975,0.0,0.0,0.2833572587043648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104167838555284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439973597735915,0.0,0.10050279931688874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26137264712782937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27684777366536595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801045455440875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795028052615842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737541754177571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982019032597644,0.09627530714997927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342449339915332,0.0,0.11837711731484248,0.10429317820092968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883925469628268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427417060266197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910936122159773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393643929798408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312898190158927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269926193741111,0.12143661650385774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23649716660633535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681368050344793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864538790575686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096996942300493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846694880847875,0.07568003498830826,0.11604234661685227,0.0,0.20661244328654174,0.0,0.0,0.1128590413176264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974530113918979,0.1393285217158684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619495665687154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517055866017042,0.0,0.0,0.2281766497572969
socialanxiety,Krishnamurti_6656,2019/10/13,"SA at work - generally feeling shitty and coming off as creepy. I've (M 27) been at my current company for over a year and I barely know my colleagues or my team. I am closest to my current manager and was friends with a female colleague on my team, bit she's since stopped interacting with me.

I've had SA for as long as I can remember. I've improved on it radically in the past 3 years, but I tend to revert back to my old behaviours often. 

I couldn't interact with people for a very long time due to a speech impediment, which I forced myself to get over... but it comes back now and then to make a fool of me. 

I guess I give off a creepy presence because I am genuinely just shy to talk to other people. Making friends is a challenge and I tend to keep my social circle small. I find it almost impossible to open up to new people because I don't trust ppl in general (digging myself into a hole here, further and further) as I've had several negative experiences with ppl I though were my ""friends"" (one of which happened about 1-2 months ago).

To be blunt, I'm fuxking tired of having to feel like this. I want to be better but shitty ppl make it so difficult. It makes me not want to interact with anyone.

To top all of this, the proverbial cherry on top, I'm sure my colleagues ay work think I'm the creep of the company. It makes me really sad, because I think I'm a decent enough person, but I just can't really help who I am.

A mixed bag of thoughts for a Sunday evening 👽

To anyone else also experiencing challenges like this, I hope you get through it and be a better person.

Tks.",4.339285714285714,4.820930759259261,5.832698412698412,80.72500000000002,70.1111111111111,8.764021164021164,29.62610229276896,8.841846274778883,2.236725044091711,1242,46,254,21,21,423,172,324,0.13,0.748,0.122,-0.8655,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,10,12,15,0,0,16,0,17,1,0,5,2,50,45,20,0,4,8,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,14,16,0,2,8,2,0,2,5,3,0,1,6,4,35,12,51,35,3,41,0,1,0,0,17,20,0,5,21,162,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824042083076798,0.0,0.110976070587217,0.0,0.0,0.0886273846762253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498400913352847,0.11355417047211434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704364610792653,0.0,0.20267521131860256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960328996635432,0.12099311427868352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909332969482756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258076894821507,0.0,0.0,0.11451271893975787,0.0,0.07319942248355338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840893790446172,0.0,0.0,0.11207374988824938,0.07917400265857627,0.0,0.0,0.10129281051607204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568713085637148,0.0,0.11580385507643665,0.10631424484995587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208715802105295,0.0,0.0980029248221018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428422483623298,0.0,0.0,0.11007506604444207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850709925248184,0.0,0.0,0.06090698363985761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828781536161072,0.0,0.0,0.19615476286530276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36988554583903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846012861542597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703628743733147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629307678181833,0.0,0.0750984577762653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579580504443777,0.2304980507625908,0.1935376984952213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199574267425286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554407317729702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520165454065116,0.0,0.0916762805752458,0.0,0.0,0.11297298785006478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265536518240848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044520431822078,0.0,0.0,0.08907761265467158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142025447392197,0.1088858256820638,0.08798333805863748,0.06462343888340649,0.12737800061367394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914429251042856,0.13073590435209698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613650637517693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427364155387404
socialanxiety,aviation_enthus1ast,2019/10/13,"Need help talking to girls 14M. I always feel like I'm being watched and judged, I don't really have any issue talking to other boys but for some reason I can't stand to look a girl in the eye and talk to her even though I really want to, any help would be appreciated...",5.670526315789473,4.614045526315788,6.725263157894738,80.68684210526318,67.42105263157895,9.705263157894738,26.017543859649123,8.841846274778883,1.5340807017543865,213,4,47,3,3,72,43,57,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.7929,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,9,11,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,7,8,1,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,1,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936881926058885,0.0,0.0,0.3165911827589013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374628382371885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769848705690783,0.16629514648070254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120495525183276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429575581539729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372254473030415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954731263767445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260037725378624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298244398852471,0.2393323896680084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612893429844286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287011357699703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729725436689216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535731771989876,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SilentHopper,2019/10/13,"[22M] 17 years of therapy and I'm not getting better, what's next? I'm honestly lost.

I don't know what to do after going through 9+ therapists, 2 types of pills, CBT, and a gun barrel in my mouth, twice.

I'm too terrified to try to even talk in games using voice chat, just saying ""up"" will cause me to heat up, sweat, and feel jaw pain.

During therapy about 2 years ago, I was able to make farewell speeches as homework from my therapist, but every time I did it I just closed up further more, even though all the feedback was positive.

Even though I expose myself to positive social situations, I close up further more, so what's there left to do?",4.004648006785413,4.833083290076338,5.129414758269722,84.2122561492791,71.06106870229006,8.570313825275656,27.53265479219677,8.841846274778883,1.9502156064461411,505,17,105,9,9,167,91,131,0.09,0.815,0.094,0.6764,0,0,0,1,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,11,4,0,0,2,0,7,5,3,3,1,15,17,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,4,10,2,20,12,3,18,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,0,6,62,14,3,0.16721220517115667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482235308770899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788560711816687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177299543254967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313262534990498,0.0,0.14088349465997296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454751509914883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736147577267088,0.0,0.09503054960554866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189545498511756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816765501747709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253187447106556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161544537579954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783207718063335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792557563915273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329738569585893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879535245291406,0.0,0.17045178564246055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343988366308177,0.0,0.0,0.3824434586027958,0.38829251616660093,0.0,0.0,0.32857028519584863,0.0,0.0975027815202352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135261112137982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441765794690026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21535835572546205
socialanxiety,cw1ley,2019/10/13,I'm too scared to post on instagram I just hate the fact that the picture i post can be judged by everyone. Anyone else can relate?,1.21222222222222,3.5600354074074083,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,83.81481481481481,6.562962962962962,20.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.8397999999999994,104,3,22,2,3,34,22,27,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357657318678975,0.3454831534902948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28167257860987444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32219217531040983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328977534768526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6458549514413413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375783440743398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Unearthlybitch,2019/10/13,28 Year old Extreme Social anxiety IDK what to do anymore. im a 28 year old that dropped out in 9th grade cause of my social anxiety. I just lost my job that I had since I was 18 and im not educated. I wanna end my life. I go weeks even without talking to anyone just stuck in my room that I pay rent for. id rather starve then go out and buy food I don't have any communication skills. its hard to even just say hi to someone and I don't have any friends. I feel like im going to end it all soon.,-0.19051948051948386,1.4527915714285733,2.393409090909092,96.03795454545455,84.17857142857143,5.501298701298702,20.003246753246753,6.574015621080383,-0.06893928571428587,384,11,98,4,11,133,70,112,0.17,0.807,0.023,-0.8907,2,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,1,15,13,4,0,2,6,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,3,3,4,1,0,0,4,3,13,2,13,9,1,18,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,10,53,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047971795155806,0.0,0.22552750268856525,0.0,0.14618528226976282,0.10306839076905358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514246396116731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611126038816127,0.0,0.0,0.1947180673098687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453195405780944,0.1053055355889469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782416517614918,0.0,0.11388406049724766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513194816778396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204514192145722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477665245559994,0.0,0.14627584817193626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411589199021014,0.07201420928272458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609090138983902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30935166404573233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722167571814393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193421454779875,0.0,0.0,0.3005198826169487,0.12489503586216015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847785124665346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823869693764905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209231534092526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898468459548743
socialanxiety,Occulatia,2019/10/13,"Can't get a job. The past few weeks I've been applying to jobs but as soon as I even get a phone call from the places I apply to I shut down, hang up, and block the number. I can't even make it to the interview process. 

I've had 3 jobs in the past year and none of them lasted longer than a few days because I cracked and just walked out because my nerves couldn't take it. 

I don't know what to do anymore. I am struggling so bad on the inside and feel like such a disappointment to myself and my family. I'm only able to survive on the good graces of my grandfather who lets me live with him for free at the moment but I can see everyone's disappointment when they me. Even my friends are starting to say things about it. 

I don't know what to do anymore.",3.1454882154882178,3.677046074074077,4.13882154882155,91.62015151515152,72.82716049382717,7.619304152637486,24.603815937149268,7.686295010490155,0.8583876543209881,592,16,141,7,11,192,100,162,0.141,0.7390000000000001,0.12,-0.6943,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,9,9,0,1,12,0,13,0,0,1,0,16,23,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,2,3,19,6,24,19,3,21,0,2,1,0,9,9,0,0,11,93,26,4,0.15627146562272545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30995860500459377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048014633149596,0.19052326996861935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595706385980979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100782167310865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30964748763754985,0.0,0.0,0.14932408226904953,0.0,0.0,0.14731882998482682,0.0,0.07901554845102042,0.11164036626539033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073494669198652,0.0,0.1632907818419755,0.0,0.0,0.13107309111487406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652259496435147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176542130871505,0.1273821017571964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979816131496286,0.0,0.07634634452663766,0.0,0.13799056717083766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043124167709868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118851491468019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983575928436015,0.0,0.0,0.16327042088976385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427334174054573,0.0,0.0,0.12452812556645275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060974769258447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633688660417274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749669392443235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381981791164313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253515435730536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063370029977764
socialanxiety,moodystix,2019/10/13,"Intrusive thoughts even when I'm sleeping Hey. I often have awful intrusive thoughts when I'm awake and I'm interacting with people I *fear* (social anxiety), and I imagine them either naked or having sex with me, which is...totally unsettling... I don't even have sexual desires (I'm asexual, and with a lot of sexual trauma involved), and I don't even consider them attractive, as most of them are teachers or old people. 

Now it happened on a dream, I dreamt of my uni teacher being playful with me and I don't even like that guy, not a bit. Is this normal? I need support. It's ruining my perception of my teachers, slowly but surely and it messes me up.",1.6012696850393695,4.2688568976377965,3.9512942913385807,80.87135088582677,86.32283464566929,7.269488188976378,26.04773622047244,8.278499904357787,2.4386854330708663,514,23,91,13,16,177,76,127,0.06,0.8440000000000001,0.096,0.6304,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,0,8,9,0,1,3,1,9,2,1,0,1,27,18,12,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,17,5,11,15,4,6,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,6,5,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609517998030886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276616729299895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5390837285885121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22960928495339114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203832997773866,0.18043783794041765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996869191129164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734732219867806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129805516541595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992245940878675,0.0,0.0,0.21411270510589905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28292060333627195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419407706699252,0.20799993174017584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23154979635260864,0.1923116159488975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32398060206670753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SlowMistake,2019/10/13,"Does anybody else book events with every intention and then end up not going? This is becoming a problem for me. I managed to go to a couple of events in recent months by myself and felt I was making progress. However, recently I have gone through a spate of booking events with intention of going, then getting a full blown low-level panic attack shortly before. I end up feeling terrible, selfish and wasteful. When the event is on I am full of awareness that life is going on around me and I have isolated myself again and the self-hatred kicks in. Anyone in same predicament?",5.468333333333334,7.160241574074076,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,68.44444444444444,7.992592592592592,32.01851851851852,8.472884824447931,2.767385185185185,462,20,75,7,8,148,73,108,0.163,0.7979999999999999,0.039,-0.9282,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,6,0,7,1,0,3,0,16,16,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,2,0,5,1,5,0,0,3,2,10,0,19,13,3,29,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,13,57,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573878681920126,0.0,0.0,0.17281504635741646,0.0,0.22084858539613125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439908546897735,0.1651886000040502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479890088565626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988269036574746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216900479058327,0.0,0.34387951349226464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635611831723629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815693199033723,0.0,0.18639328971811167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142384936964133,0.0,0.4413095847322006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711832271658436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958192405744462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495108956412704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776733970604235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575424493860576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833558913057262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251780521785728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ethanbeaten,2019/10/13,"First day of work tomorrow Ill be starting my work tomorrow  (my first ever job in an office) . And i cant help but to freak out. The thought being in an enclosed office, with colleagues. I can already imagine myself being the outcast tomorrow. The thought of myself going up to the HR and informs her im the new guy, and her brining me to my seat, etc. I imagine myself to be loss in conversation, being the conversation killer, being the awkward and weird person. This has been me since high school. I've had people telling me i give off negative vibes. And Im too boring of a person to begin with... Are there any tips / advise anyone can give me, on how i can survive my first day and not not be freak out:(",4.107214285714285,5.2272324357142885,5.294285714285714,82.04071428571429,71.07142857142857,7.314285714285713,28.285714285714285,7.554174236665415,1.6954428571428566,551,20,105,6,10,183,80,140,0.21100000000000002,0.789,0.0,-0.985,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,7,4,6,0,1,10,0,15,1,0,1,1,21,22,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,6,0,3,4,0,18,0,18,11,1,23,0,1,0,0,13,10,0,0,12,80,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821934721181641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227459613595828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544271975457145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129534559397584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841316749949485,0.0,0.1493436453457301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421305434079849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167605649834032,0.09383091581462233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347631782302155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106639710496381,0.17443866671169225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35667563170581484,0.0,0.16383763849784747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159455936174056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446050478336832,0.2883203036782859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670914051996656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657356298573148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168596025480652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430587833315955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26214409848758224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039153377203584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mypd27001,2019/10/13,how do I stop being so hard on myself when it comes to grades? While we're at it how do I stop hating myself in general? I feel like I need to punish myself after I don't do perfect on something. hate myself,0.0259999999999998,2.079184044444446,2.8666666666666667,90.54000000000002,86.33333333333334,4.488888888888889,15.666666666666668,5.6839178017228535,-0.5461999999999998,162,3,34,1,5,57,30,45,0.379,0.573,0.048,-0.9464,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,9,10,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,9,2,7,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26728527580174355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689072376481009,0.2216695094586713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779567253746758,0.6126894932798758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515908385677609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300743092503199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23887453869580205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5188286219977721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WoodpeckerNo1,2019/10/13,"How bad would you say my social anxiety is? * When I have an event planned that requires social interaction (for example, literally anything from ordering food at a restaurant or giving a presentation to a group of people), I get mildly to very anxious even days before the event happens. Only once the event has passed I feel at peace again. I go over what I should say in advance, in my head.

* I feel completely relaxed and fine around people I know, but around strangers I always get a little guarded.

* I rarely if ever actually make any fuck ups when I get into an uncomfortable social situation, and afterwards it seems like it wasn't bad in retrospect, but it's the anticipation and ""build up"" to the event that kills me. From outside I seem totally calm and normal. I never have any panic attacks or anything extreme like that. 

* I find it much worse to initiate conversation with a stranger than have a stranger initiate conversation with me.

* When I'm walking outdoors and see a stranger coming from the distance, I start looking around, trying to avoid eye contact, and start overthinking whether I should say hi or not, if I should look at them or not, etc. I get slightly anxious from this.

* I'm very avoidant of situations where social interaction is mandatory, like shopping alone, ordering food, etc. Granted, I still live at home so it's not exactly required in my current situation. I don't have a job because of this, though. Never had a job before or shopped alone. 

* If I end up having a positive experience with a particular situation I feared beforehand (like going to a party of a family member who you barely know), the next times after that I will either fear that particular situation less or not at all. 

* I feel much more anxious around people my age or slightly younger than me than older people. I actually barely feel anxious around elders.

* Some days I can have trouble even looking at people in videos or fictional media like games or anime. Not always though. Usually happens when I haven't seen anything like that in a while, repeated exposure cures it.",4.98139971139971,7.43774737566138,5.765632515632517,74.12768398268398,71.27513227513228,8.6029822029822,31.824915824915827,9.259372276320047,3.2744592592592587,1660,77,272,38,33,541,191,378,0.149,0.74,0.11199999999999999,-0.9568,3,4,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,1,4,19,20,3,5,22,0,19,5,2,2,6,65,48,30,1,8,21,0,4,6,0,5,0,3,1,0,16,16,2,5,9,5,2,6,10,11,0,0,3,13,36,9,44,40,10,61,0,0,6,1,20,24,1,15,35,190,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.1301050733519907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380835421577399,0.0,0.0,0.1109363179151886,0.0,0.0,0.0906649487177343,0.0,0.05099627951052429,0.30123653052650795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457154126764942,0.2967167518520769,0.0,0.07583769618571047,0.0,0.0,0.1113200408456078,0.040636561943037004,0.0,0.11344897535095975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742344634512338,0.06989388252278977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598300428826429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904278268737585,0.0,0.1486915958309186,0.08805929980074766,0.06029963327676392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520826831765335,0.06284304023377489,0.1500266603385428,0.13482532520554769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609278985151777,0.0,0.16121601109020633,0.0,0.0,0.0616279834608993,0.13931266185261906,0.06394830480005376,0.07577114915798995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178980468076592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841448688036363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686746321023368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230358071788798,0.0,0.07375167244208726,0.0,0.07327142961416838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540623834508944,0.06681287862452834,0.05886380420949256,0.0,0.16793797752863454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449743053686067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980085419031325,0.0,0.1028277524324008,0.0,0.07089583771249809,0.0,0.06531464726667444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099289889712662,0.0,0.050699486691132035,0.0,0.07821354290620211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310753312312838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903699375954458,0.0,0.0,0.05312101654632456,0.12137323839647407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746546400336693,0.0,0.2718142266412086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436747257914964,0.0,0.0532363926877111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099023520224018,0.0,0.0388711726521325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525915056690887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734188210939755,0.11000633178799783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793431568583946,0.04735480186317728,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Layla_Rhapsody,2019/10/13,"I felt confident enough to break out of my shell, only to be humiliated. So basically I have major depression, social anxiety, anxiety in general, and PTSD. I don't have any friends and so I thought I'd give one of those subs a try where you can make friends.  I've been talking to this person for a few days, vibing well, so I thought I would try breaking out of my shell a little and send a Vocaroo just saying hello. Minutes passed after I sent the link and my anxiety started going through the roof, then I saw that they were typing. 

''Don't take this the wrong way but you have an oddly deep voice for a female, has anyone ever told you that?' to which I replied ''Nopeee'' because well, they haven't.  I started to cry, I didn't tell him that - I'm not one for dramatics, and we haven't spoken since. Which is fine, but it has shattered my confidence completely. 

I feel so sad and embarrassed right now.",3.5397286512370307,5.076027765363129,4.624361532322427,84.68096368715086,73.02234636871508,8.019313647246609,27.310853950518755,8.634040054169528,1.9396429369513168,706,26,143,13,14,231,112,179,0.153,0.763,0.084,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,3,2,0,10,9,0,1,9,0,16,0,0,1,1,22,30,13,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,9,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,6,4,2,2,9,5,23,5,16,19,3,21,0,2,1,0,19,7,0,0,7,97,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666237887749716,0.0,0.3599660881138509,0.0,0.0,0.10967213899571718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956134079938938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644526994015021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229074502364636,0.10115432601161783,0.0,0.13509340894542318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206645961156388,0.0,0.0,0.1418784750160515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793073294737494,0.0,0.15059918581018314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423615701973474,0.0,0.0,0.15046340204509095,0.08914063410143447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720343251794566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469761163763557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256924622479093,0.11929037483228365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695408635346273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334753789548755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394778750396052,0.0,0.12473224639237485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974672473721188,0.0,0.0,0.15988732380227713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203639347518328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793057442254465,0.1260689069935325,0.13709252848598633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24904042513342306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987549188774674,0.0,0.21297971194890505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449906231341795,0.0,0.0,0.282051330210277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114206954161336,0.17148924491913178,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,detafth,2019/10/13,Hell is other people Heard this the other day. Simple summation. Makes me smile.,2.4347619047619027,4.738383428571432,3.087142857142858,81.24119047619047,107.57142857142858,4.723809523809524,11.809523809523812,6.42735559955562,0.11169523809523828,64,1,9,1,3,20,13,14,0.24100000000000002,0.628,0.131,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566847531056556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5761845922294511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5984257692789281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SatanAloe,2019/10/13,"I’ve never felt so lost before, I feel like I’m nobody I think it’s getting worse. I can’t communicate properly and most of the time I’m just being silent, saying absolutely nothing. When I talk to someone my mind just goes BLANK. 

Worst thing is that I’m 21 and people around me ALREADY have so much more experience/stories with: parties, drugs, alcohol, trips, work and all that stuff regular people my age do. All they talk about is this and I just can’t relate. And it’s not that I don’t want to experience these things as well, it’s just my social anxiety that prevents me from having these experiences. I feel so isolated and everyone and everything feels so distant. 

Even when people talk about music, films, books etc. I feel like I can say nothing even tho I watch lots of movies, listen to variety of genres and so on... I fucking hate it and hate myself. I feel so uncomfortable, unable to even start a small talk. I either panic or my mind just goes blank and it’s literally impossible to keep the conversation going. 

Last night I even had to apologise to my date that I went silent for like an hour while we were out. Today he offered me to go hiking with his friends and I just refused because I am so scared not to make a bad impression of myself. 

Also, I started studying in a university abroad two years ago, dropped out at the end of the first year because I was involved in a really toxic relationship with a person who had some serious narcissistic traits, came back home and for a year I just stayed at home and was extremely depressed, feels like my life just stopped. Now I’m back at uni again, a different one and I’m trying so bad to socialise but it just feels so wrong, unnatural and like people just find me weird because I’m not like one of them or at least I feel like they do. 

It’s just that I feel so inexperienced with “life” and I can’t talk about anything with anyone. I feel like nobody and my self-esteem is pretty much non-existent and this point.",2.9128317703893174,5.084679350383631,4.218211849957374,84.16493641659564,76.46803069053709,7.311196362603012,24.160343847684,8.256446698504663,1.5084713839158843,1570,52,310,29,36,516,199,391,0.09699999999999999,0.8029999999999999,0.1,0.2699,1,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,3,3,38,24,3,2,12,0,19,5,0,1,3,73,52,37,0,1,18,0,11,8,1,0,4,3,2,1,21,28,1,4,13,2,0,5,8,13,1,4,9,15,42,11,38,42,12,43,0,2,1,1,23,12,1,5,32,208,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682350984863868,0.08056274176970647,0.0,0.0,0.08318829563942583,0.06028468590309612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766867643434539,0.0,0.0,0.052710357779087724,0.0,0.062034740931162624,0.06710788520043334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593153245054533,0.12588525041044646,0.13786045362075522,0.0,0.06414636826567252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621939702360946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492826696293343,0.0,0.0,0.07876040300456666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874216932738632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676799098410624,0.0,0.08407326584197268,0.19916210813756768,0.0,0.0,0.07203279585919624,0.06775042264382837,0.14748034807828142,0.0,0.0,0.3811649658103746,0.2692722965593468,0.07238061587915286,0.0,0.06889975698268919,0.06412172839723633,0.0,0.0,0.058241615391045415,0.06969144164280333,0.03938511248613763,0.0,0.08568511126284947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885250329298352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512329188273686,0.0,0.07423821309347205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700490553067177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061448152183911614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649212384793738,0.29463114408963764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822907161854219,0.06408891747996963,0.0,0.0,0.0503195124903259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223302495959334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108320635360723,0.0,0.05814091185094504,0.0,0.0,0.07074292795067097,0.0,0.1446662702119108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216451620203447,0.0,0.0,0.08844706990263312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090475405130054,0.06582254123156113,0.0,0.0,0.07126239797089559,0.0,0.0,0.07669279230660069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048293023527470176,0.0,0.0,0.08093437662475822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989702023023645,0.07547269551709304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864212005878067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684465826173034,0.06387275454680996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671459358071103,0.08034948489368468,0.0,0.06302453364345471,0.0,0.0,0.08629682825121113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30295466347688965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016377313196953,0.048303126158827536,0.0,0.0,0.043957110201280215,0.0,0.07145536969981847,0.0,0.0,0.051180896622031916,0.0,0.07363937104543224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446353098940987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777941354837573,0.06988187200977666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488056665299541,0.0,0.07682289978167613,0.0,0.0824207454849224,0.0,0.1456347833537345
socialanxiety,Kali_Jo,2019/10/13,What makes you feel empowered? Please share :),4.5428571428571445,5.9849211428571465,0.946428571428573,94.51107142857144,123.28571428571428,7.114285714285713,17.785714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.524485714285715,36,1,6,1,2,9,7,7,0.0,0.4,0.6,0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662281442184473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834762722258417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7950645512012946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hahshjwhsjs,2019/10/13,"The “cause” of social anxiety Whenever I head people say look back at your life and figure out what caused your social anxiety I always roll my eyes and think nothing cause it, i just have it. But today I had a thought. As far as I can remember by SA started when I was about 13. I realised that I myself used to look at others and judge them (I know it sounds terrible) . Even now, I concentrate on the most minute details of people like their facial expressions and their posture etc, even if I don’t know them. The clothes they’re wearing etc etc. And in turn I feel like I have projected this onto myself and if I myself am not perfect then I get anxiety. Therefore I concentrate on my own minute details and my imperfections have caused it. Might not be true but what do you think?",2.971168831168832,5.1052089740259765,3.948051948051951,86.34922077922081,76.14285714285714,7.257142857142857,25.285714285714285,8.192908349453996,1.629914285714286,618,22,121,11,14,199,94,154,0.055,0.92,0.025,-0.2993,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,4,1,7,5,0,0,4,0,11,5,4,6,2,33,23,15,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,8,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,6,29,4,14,18,5,14,0,0,3,0,11,8,0,4,8,92,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778891623709946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29729670880726217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960942743838977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5322992711423153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43341908951131297,0.17112189530892782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550008130038522,0.09254448282822007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676800939557026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294696514786733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423852555714364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149900168632888,0.1265748797929759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756449024746904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742307410268834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429857555452364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961554874457378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467452817112643,0.0,0.0,0.1030166106171118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264102518076002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169014970478027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600994184969,0.0,0.10284149145837154,0.0,0.0,0.12279020750861995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090396744951886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188227502180513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PixarBoy2002,2019/10/13,"How do I deal with compliments I rarely get praised for anything, but when I do I have no clue what I'm actually ment to do. I usually just say thanks, but it feels really awkward like I said the wrong thing or supposed to say something else.",5.096054421768706,5.307149081632655,5.710612244897959,83.21176870748302,68.38775510204081,9.798639455782316,32.65986394557823,9.725611199111238,2.816953741496598,191,8,41,4,3,62,38,49,0.2,0.631,0.16899999999999998,-0.1867,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,9,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,6,4,4,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2783344165196808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347124660314661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940501834605392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826543044209875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421623713948795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901612770182962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393445055160461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827197869146594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713103535238422,0.4536381528423021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957695326067755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625930479771318,0.0,0.0,0.1894880662507206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141304824519641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118442365445597,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dinakiii,2019/10/13,"University Party Hey guys, I had such an amazing night yesterday! I didn’t know it would turn out so great.

I went to a group meeting with some students and tutors from my university and it was really awkward at first because we had to build groups with strangers, play some weird freshman games and so on. My anxiety was extremely high, I wasn’t really talking to anyone so I was just pretending to look around or text on my phone. Whenever someone asked me something, my voice was so weak and hard to understand that people asked me to repeat my sentence multiple times...
I wanted to be *invisible.*

Some hours later we decided to grab some food and go bar hopping. That’s when everything turned out so much better for me! I managed to talk to people, open up even more and tell them a lot of personal stories. In the end we got along so well that we exchanged phone numbers and social media accounts.

Those positive experiences at university already improved my low self-esteem *and* they make my anxiety vanish step by step.",4.759692408376964,6.964019769633509,5.437352748691101,77.34147414921469,71.19895287958116,8.754057591623036,30.785667539267017,9.354420925462401,3.0764473821989538,820,36,141,19,16,265,128,191,0.073,0.78,0.147,0.9537,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,4,0,2,2,12,9,0,1,4,0,10,3,0,1,0,32,22,16,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,19,2,0,3,4,2,4,2,4,1,1,10,4,23,5,26,10,7,25,0,1,1,0,21,12,0,6,9,97,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618583398164424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304102281263045,0.0,0.0,0.10529984656684094,0.0,0.0,0.13406188674807945,0.2815728508527942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180159413032833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331894456210604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333828777195655,0.0,0.0,0.09946688047873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534548824603382,0.14731125606615172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809642063382884,0.18210062699398172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558686991705809,0.0,0.120444945851076,0.166032025377835,0.0,0.14911318115748592,0.0,0.0,0.1349039514489148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591123708720326,0.0,0.0,0.14830619213213667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276332594545889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646225726283075,0.0,0.0,0.12803087403730634,0.0,0.0,0.1005236383853902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070499022172227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132363680995802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088078592963775,0.13149414620503275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295061471614475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710390755810974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351310568511906,0.1275990438495746,0.1159357418934983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420858512440743,0.13162706907356267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781342329558052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276092299931169,0.0,0.15677518402464602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882510360918801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354034035767068,0.13960349939708672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069786933958474,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BladesNFoxes,2019/10/13,"How do I get more involved with my friends? Okay well I have these two online friends. We play games together all the time and they normally talk to one another in voice and ive never spoken. In fact I never speak invoice chat at all because I'm so awkward and im just scared. I feel more 'intelligent' typing because when I talk I stumble over words. Cant pronounce certain things or just forget words. And dont know what to talk about. Worry about how I sound. I had no real Mic for the longest of times but bought on this last summer telling myself I'm going to do it. I've listened in on my voice numerous times just to feel at ease at how I sound but still anxious. I keep on telling myself, okay today od the day I speak but something always happens to discourage me. Like today I was all prepared and then one of my friends had their new college friends I guess camping in their room, which is becoming a common occurence. Just adds to that anxiety of speaking up, so I ended up not doing anything. And then when they left it was too late at night to talk since my own roommate is sleeping..what should I do?

How do I get over this hurdle. Also anxious about being overheard by roommate. My friends are pretty chill but I cant help but worry their opinions on me might change even if thats probably a dumb ridiculous worry. 

Oh also how do you even make friends in the real world if you dont go to school anymore and are super shy. Like how. I've lived here 5 years now and haven't made a single friend and its quite lonely..especially with online friends making new friends and not doing stuff with them as often as we did previously.",2.744770642201836,4.860321076452603,3.5282782874617737,89.18067431192664,76.76758409785933,5.7055657492354745,25.578899082568807,6.588339656340683,0.9422506422018352,1300,48,256,11,30,412,179,327,0.10400000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.18,0.9851,0,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,2,6,2,27,22,2,2,7,2,26,0,0,9,7,62,43,34,1,4,14,0,2,2,9,2,0,8,1,0,12,16,0,2,3,3,1,2,10,5,1,3,7,10,37,17,38,33,7,45,0,1,0,0,33,20,1,7,25,178,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301658156503654,0.0692012639750826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720741947898378,0.06362221257159142,0.1879091451713743,0.0824789082708759,0.0,0.0,0.0684390160894254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139516086011673,0.09185096293997927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797922314527187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363556938740065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494124467768936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366091226673263,0.0,0.0,0.10986149469340116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410305205197417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5782886997981473,0.0,0.08690221984206117,0.0,0.094530977647664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161737352556253,0.0,0.07354393955567222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574481120040841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983418704678804,0.0,0.0,0.07392228513975242,0.0,0.0,0.04570618204976079,0.06779186973065304,0.09381553431854317,0.0,0.09036074175600274,0.0,0.0,0.0812619884766343,0.0,0.07343762133502298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869423693017279,0.11102868725635263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822660769989553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828640022970805,0.16064561884951795,0.0,0.07804620945546513,0.08148559879905153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271166548238147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846103194408236,0.08966764874061177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845790405589553,0.0,0.18932357041074616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832642636250924,0.08416902762226297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879626143355883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402570298528536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641694501308236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952058464095907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26738461419311965,0.14538252814337976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525218593693531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548531970085948,0.0,0.15766440298310647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124167239427932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477675097436998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25337912289618664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355655627538498
socialanxiety,MonsterNessMonster56,2019/10/13,"I overthink everything I've said I get so nervous about going anywhere, and then spent the time or day after over analysing everything I said, how I acted, and how I might have upset people with what I've said. 

For example, last night I went to my fiance's parent's house for food. My future brother in law and his wife were there with our nephew who is 6 months old. I work in child mental health and was talking with future sister in law about the developmental histories we take/ child mental health etc. 

I'm so worried now that I've made her worry about parenting and overdone it. This is made worse by the fact when she put him to bed she didn't come back down so we didn't see her to day goodbye, and I'm convinced it's because I'm too much. I've text her this morning and she's said no worries at all but I can't let it go.

This is just one example but this happens ALL THE TIME. ITS EXHAUSTING.",3.2825821237585937,4.497331807486635,4.1957563025210085,88.77161764705883,73.1711229946524,7.054087089381207,25.121848739495807,7.447530270364453,1.0365495798319329,716,22,153,8,14,231,113,187,0.1,0.889,0.011000000000000001,-0.9119,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,0,1,14,4,0,2,4,0,11,4,0,4,3,27,29,17,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,2,11,13,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,1,12,5,21,1,19,15,4,27,0,0,1,0,25,6,0,2,15,94,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364935809331852,0.0,0.07424234353464837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104911710702155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708956263226095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582857420207642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891485282840195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726952658326029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363049680781795,0.0,0.13843266794292575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769891539333468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25891516086171784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052985699164902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927549280863147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245390129038273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23048218565093276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454723080484338,0.12920044826969188,0.0,0.0,0.09721199571063928,0.0,0.08953001299054457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142921110794142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779861682588314,0.0,0.08252837825909341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27046782054462404,0.0,0.0,0.08443418096099645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243306677795635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634025283053931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705124082274233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157128067306344,0.09789057098194026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203401152290354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290099108914595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866491678686382,0.3710524196025212,0.12411489953331445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Unusual_patience,2019/10/13,"Having to present at work destroys my entire week I have a presentation this Thursday and have spent the entire weekend preparing for it, but I am still not ready. I never feel ready. I don’t think I’ll ever understand how some people can just stand up and give a decent presentation essentially without having prepared.

Literally, I write myself a manuscript of what I will say and then I practice it a bunch of times. This takes copious amounts of time when I’m giving a presentation that is about 30 minutes long. If I get a weeks notice about a presentation, almost every thought up until the presentation is about what I will say and what could go wrong. 

Since the turn of the year I have had to give a fair number (>10) of presentations in connection with work and academia. But it never seems to get better. I’m still just as nervous now as I was last year. 

I don’t know what I am hoping to get out of this but I wish I could improve this awful flaw in my character.",5.723298245614036,6.345075031578951,6.359736842105267,77.66732456140353,67.10526315789474,9.280701754385962,30.043859649122812,9.2995712137729,2.4940701754385968,776,27,148,14,12,254,110,190,0.111,0.772,0.11699999999999999,0.3118,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,11,5,1,1,12,1,18,0,0,1,3,32,38,15,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,0,6,1,1,1,6,3,0,0,4,3,18,2,25,30,3,34,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,5,26,108,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812720172303628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082912703235575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362148336230688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380815072207186,0.12463460764578756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479617393961896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318567540341684,0.42571425108835104,0.08407014102707512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692457055259756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081296634528724,0.12057998744046512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091045652516506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22818034950120655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841550525360965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255373397590144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352744660285536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466689343233226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223664780536149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362688749353185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122245340801046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478544331381167,0.0,0.11743726008604136,0.1725144730186777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609017492635484,0.0,0.15399689044908926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731571926003026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010838121410887,0.14259604042421367,0.0,0.21538476919331653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173460229789896,0.0,0.19051986347915928
socialanxiety,McLoudMouth,2019/10/13,"Help please!! So yesterday I was at a party with my friend,we were having fun, then he got kinda drunk, I wasn't, cause I don't drink, so I had to kinda keep an eye on him, but then he met this girl, so they started talking and shit, so I decided to leave them alone, but then i realized, I get really nervous when I'm on my own, like I couldn't do anything I was just standing there, and couldn't talk to anyone, thing is, I'm an introvert and I'm trying to meet girls and u know the rest, I really need help.
PS:There were a few cute girls dancing with us at the beginning, but again, I was too nervous to speak.",2.673787878787877,3.117714560606061,4.343636363636366,90.0437878787879,73.84848484848484,7.987878787878787,23.75757575757576,8.167268648758528,1.0079484848484848,470,12,112,7,9,159,80,132,0.127,0.727,0.146,0.3556,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,2,0,9,6,1,2,6,0,13,4,2,1,0,20,24,15,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,6,2,1,3,3,0,1,4,3,0,0,9,2,17,3,11,13,3,14,0,0,1,0,16,4,1,2,9,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23218979493595296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675654305086842,0.0,0.18448654016314225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303014809985417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961760295626515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320607704204702,0.0,0.11712829017157513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793025721797131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005352191788726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992674267638012,0.0,0.0,0.12320713932253548,0.0,0.0,0.2373813298655903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952629039291364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623158658519824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460896586010985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28723946262584066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301244109419309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868048982801058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603855314115709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893967216940734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220804340464195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26966897919057115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,skiexs,2019/10/13,"How do you treat your social anxiety? So, in my case my SA is biological, since Im schizotypal. I already take antipsychotics, low dose, yet, I never really thought about if its really working, specially for my social anxiety. 
Im trying to collect every info possible about social anxiety treatments, either natural or medical.
Every tip will be greatly appreciated.",7.180483870967741,9.78983543548387,9.420193548387099,49.61029032258068,65.61290322580646,13.347096774193547,39.81935483870968,12.340626583579946,6.9658606451612926,295,17,35,13,5,106,49,62,0.107,0.7609999999999999,0.131,0.5563,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,7,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,5,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,24,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952239677064771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40600571532414775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981076688264635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504328367834053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821851090288391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821765038385792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644346732155702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994388140359003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22666543635993766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634131805003786,0.0,0.0,0.5410106902993231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301388327410751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044633548778265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010989806350435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879218031364262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tee_Cup,2019/10/13,"Do you avoid doing things that are meant to be ""fun"" because you feel like you'll mess it up? I mean things like playing board games, learning a new sport, or even playing video games with other people. I get so incredibly nervous that this activity that is meant to be FUN will become a situation where I get ridiculed for messing something up. In reality, I'm so fixated on appearing socially confident that I end up messing up simple things. It feels like I can't retain any information and end up looking like a fool.",8.261515151515148,7.412141616161616,8.461292929292927,69.66527272727274,62.13131313131314,11.556363636363635,38.9919191919192,10.793553405168565,4.206570101010101,416,19,75,9,5,137,67,99,0.11800000000000001,0.691,0.192,0.7942,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,4,15,1,2,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,19,4,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,7,6,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,3,8,8,11,13,0,12,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,2,7,47,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946522652984114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501826553553266,0.2265009094539836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632899010656534,0.0,0.0,0.13545709084340146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073948619360241,0.2930263574953238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142975010578731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007778188678171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222023439225076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339831862998205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807293034581894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218051792412428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305247837526491,0.0,0.20905892094292175,0.0,0.15788489843132214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087492377912551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eye-oh-dine,2019/10/13,My social anxiety extends to my family... whom I’ve always lived with. Anyone else have social anxiety around literally everyone? I spend most of my time alone b/c of this.,2.5874999999999986,5.490152750000004,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,84.0,9.45,23.625,9.516144504307137,3.2644750000000013,136,5,22,5,4,48,26,32,0.16899999999999998,0.784,0.047,-0.4404,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27472022366064264,0.0,0.0,0.2207102279787548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058328485515782,0.0,0.0,0.18546979025965601,0.2717811766299968,0.0,0.2361297839232549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158332198142172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534588665820467,0.0,0.0,0.2500552027962255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342216487968569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407803418869049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546700943222687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anotherasiangirl_,2019/10/13,"I’m afraid of adults: help I can’t with adults. My mom had a dinner party with all her friends and they came over and went into my room. My room was a mess and it’s small cuz I’m poor lol. So I could tell they were trying to give me a compliment but couldn’t :/. Anyways I gave them the most awkward hug and went to the bathroom because my anxiety was going through the roof. I started almost crying. I can talk to certain adults ok, but there was a certain one that was very strict and kind of rude so I’m like actually scared of her. And I can’t can’t im currently stuck in my room hiding and my brother keeps bursting in. Also my friends are hanging out together without me so, and most of the people that my mom invited are my friend’s parents. (I wasn’t invited) help",0.9245206971677576,3.0530607839506203,2.6215323166303577,93.24042483660135,83.1358024691358,5.5401597676107475,23.109658678286127,6.794906146795322,0.6311571532316629,605,22,133,7,17,199,91,162,0.141,0.6709999999999999,0.187,0.8045,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,6,15,1,3,8,2,15,2,0,1,3,26,27,15,0,2,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,3,13,1,1,0,0,1,5,6,5,0,1,12,0,23,10,16,13,3,16,0,0,0,1,21,9,0,3,3,86,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.16619587122475113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053868707898726,0.0,0.0,0.136195107124912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028502093139674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381807014443016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478678271213687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597694118998116,0.0,0.1870751501007407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947382122913557,0.0,0.0,0.16337478556024745,0.09678986240562333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228307492006492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396167732418475,0.0,0.0,0.15137742114661604,0.0,0.17734939336928818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320380132718479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989249355233072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540499067099125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910668648281853,0.0,0.0,0.11807000296946853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705078445208991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054475599225062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368869795972763,0.14885654676741952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562783472723848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405217927381123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31575412235737016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417066706003744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chypto,2019/10/13,"I find it difficult to put my thoughts into words, recording / explaining stuff.. I don't know if this is a common problem but this is something I've been putting up with for most of my life now and it's why I avoid talking to people..",1.4250000000000007,3.656616500000002,2.65816666666667,93.1035,81.91666666666666,5.506666666666668,26.266666666666666,6.742157984588678,1.041161666666667,184,8,39,2,5,59,40,48,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.6597,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,7,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747218705323695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518922111822718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230637626066307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838219855533446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876115302217094,0.0,0.6043256733395224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313988071935576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34408867485758776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24159235237298865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386245093210789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712239294723605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,phaaze123,2019/10/13,"So this didn't work on r/getoffmychest so here we go So homecoming just ended at my school today and it was horrible. Me and all of my 5 friends didn't have a place to meet up at hc, so I just sat on a table in a corner. I told my friends where I was, but I ended up waiting like half an hour. I text them again and they tell me they already came, and I just didn't see them somehow. So i start aimlessly walking around looking for them and I run into someone else i know. He helps me look around and i still cant find them for over an hour. Finally, i see them next to a clump of people and i literally just don't go over to them. Straight up my social anxiety wouldn't let me talk to people I've known for years. So i just pretended i didnt see them and told my friend that. I just sat in the corner for the rest of the party (freaking like 2 hours). And the worst part is they passed by me a couple times and i still said nothing. Afterwards i was so mad at myself like i was ready to break a few hangars. 

TLDR for the 6 people reading this: my social anxiety wouldn't let me talk to people I've known for years and im embarrassed/mad/retarted",1.1930290761869706,2.7980094898785453,2.977300331247701,93.71381210894371,79.6072874493927,6.272285609127714,21.34873021715127,7.1686216300943375,0.4097708502024284,892,25,209,11,22,297,121,247,0.07400000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.128,0.9006,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,10,1,21,9,1,0,13,0,16,0,0,0,1,32,32,19,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,4,16,0,1,4,2,0,6,8,3,0,1,14,6,42,6,31,14,5,43,0,0,5,0,25,20,0,1,19,143,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291855755804405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704218236256734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831646714730106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739729590809945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324783075504035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304972219938308,0.0,0.19731201558420286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220192454847844,0.10180589323671813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581724495744372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660783827428668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466049983527659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290818978437457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031730241396504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121549833811773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22780194066718246,0.0,0.1632544952604365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707440791852792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846156294539355,0.0,0.0,0.106879033432936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062149530211172,0.0,0.3088874696062081,0.0,0.11637592831536935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141735432476024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595474542138768,0.0,0.0,0.11272980457921646,0.2662835583174036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270904693254976,0.09437802272309026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884044150988237,0.0,0.17790794175915986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905764244273414,0.0973573323217334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495077869825489,0.0,0.10558205220778433,0.21287050770371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109121648787815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345942428977376
socialanxiety,peanutbutterbananaaa,2019/10/13,Gym anxiety How do you guys deal with gym shyness/anxiety? I waste time trying to dodge stares. I’m always wanting to try certain machines but I’m too scared of doing it wrong and looking really dumb so I just never try. I wish I could just practice self improvement without worrying about what people are thinking.,3.141065375302663,6.101756084745767,4.09714285714286,80.70033898305086,81.37288135593221,6.761259079903147,28.767554479418894,7.957251820313856,2.539680871670702,255,12,41,5,7,82,48,59,0.271,0.613,0.11599999999999999,-0.8984,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,13,10,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,5,1,6,9,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736978500792556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34452781947913524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978981279933612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321531533199012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296596630087231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909649148599766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367453894437626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561131140715929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442576032667945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254468528189651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349143401436869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428778115336796,0.0,0.0,0.13130566075582445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586521783342153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281840615472268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589486320142422,0.2170677854609737,0.0,0.0,0.22868364465929336,0.0,0.0,0.2462015905124304,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,123-bruh-on-the-huh,2019/10/13,"Do I need help? Ok, I'm not great at doing this but I'll try my best...

I'm 13,  yeah. I'm in 8th grade and going to high school next year. Just standing in the hallway of people I've known for 3 years makes me uncontrollable, and next year I'll be standing with 4 times as much I don't know. For my age I am overweight and really scotial with my ""friends"". There all dicks but there the only ""friends"" I have. I've never cared much about my scotial life and popularity, but I've never wanted to be the lonley one in the corner.

  My ""friend group"" centers around basically bulling one another. Becuase I'm an easy target it's usually me. I get there jokes but for some reason they allways stick with me. Basically everything I do gets made fun of, eat this get called fat ass, do this get called dumb ass. I've never had the guts to stand up to them I'm person. Over text, scotial media, I don't care what I say. That's why I'm have guts to make a account for the sole purpose of making this. Anyways, over text I finally stood up for myself and it did 
Nothing.
They rapidly beat on me with insults/ jokes.  I need to stand up for myself in real life but I cant, they'll blow me away as a friend and I'll be stuck in the everlasting pit of my mind.    But at the same time I can feel myself growing and growing in built up anxiety, stress and rage. I'll never stand up for myself in real life.

Anxiety is ruining me but I don't have the guts to take out the cause, or at least what I think is the cause.      

What should I do?",0.3089756944444417,2.460704890625003,2.368541666666669,93.9134027777778,86.03125,5.305555555555556,19.20138888888889,6.691623216298621,0.06690972222222236,1175,33,267,14,36,393,157,320,0.14,0.753,0.10800000000000001,-0.9135,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,4,2,7,19,3,2,14,2,23,12,7,7,5,49,49,18,0,4,10,0,1,0,4,2,5,1,0,1,10,14,3,0,5,2,1,3,9,6,0,2,5,2,35,13,46,39,7,46,0,1,0,3,15,24,4,2,14,162,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972869095075306,0.16010523284784675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315562841271502,0.0,0.0,0.09831678092304484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981775512074544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137070961017828,0.0,0.213383711633592,0.21499707924675585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707726123218993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404756501806907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052911311111838166,0.0,0.0,0.11463273479088018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233917603166821,0.0,0.2186893473274242,0.0,0.05947177713516001,0.0,0.0,0.11537072941373952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014088017811132,0.1105624667559254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750978018430757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174012834177104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901698336340788,0.20955268341971992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566092988121666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385122770809806,0.15518487088929364,0.32283259493494393,0.0,0.22258083754051425,0.0,0.0,0.10040904486457547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181939543849714,0.07958671887303873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254719377036697,0.09137138167644608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821628562579256,0.06703782932832557,0.10759178682340123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321736135031385,0.0,0.10590563595124414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119869712080884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867950357519513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705185326858097,0.0,0.0,0.12203788606292673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104662251405293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152509316315858,0.0,0.06172192967183472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442522011479168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021625286141358
socialanxiety,uranian11,2019/10/13,"when people assume you have friends and you dont makes me want to cry really :(
im tired of lying, but if i tell the truth ill just come across as weird or mean :( i think people assume that if someone has no friends, it must be because of being a bad person or something. when in fact its the anxiety and or depression",1.9571282051282068,3.901955507692312,3.339615384615385,90.41455128205128,78.53846153846155,6.17948717948718,21.602564102564106,7.1686216300943375,0.610179487179487,248,7,52,3,6,81,52,65,0.37,0.527,0.10300000000000001,-0.9678,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,3,19,11,11,0,4,7,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,6,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,7,2,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954580069482814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596572592007253,0.14307169310345147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217433019920486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578082835219341,0.0,0.0,0.20214782790895816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27506809689082345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626591805362691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535176063695496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666489538622835,0.0,0.0,0.2556584475551825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32542456637983824,0.20493206364192731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503556196072117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886159292640265,0.18068447548262884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513922235232776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038707316481587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697545411700493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843286801114044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,filthypoptart,2019/10/13,"The anticipation of hanging out with new people builds to the point where I can’t do it and back out. My anxiety sucks the energy and confidence right out of me before I even get the chance to actually enjoy someone’s company. I want to be social, but it feels so far from natural. I have a few co workers that I’m pretty close with at work. I’ve hung out with a few of them outside of our workplace on a few occasions but not super often.  We have such a great time working together and a lot of them being normal socially equipped people always invite me to things outside of work. In theory hanging out with these awesome people that I get along with sounds like a blast. But then as time goes by I begin to start overthinking and freak myself out. I feel like such a flake for canceling all the time and wouldn’t blame any of them for just dropping me as a friend. That thought really terrifies me but they wouldn’t be wrong. I have expressed my social anxiety to them and they all are loving and understanding. I just worry that it will get old to them. I just worry that I’m always going to be like this.",5.799948024948022,5.800610824324328,6.5907207207207215,78.22624740124742,66.88288288288288,9.893832293832297,29.23908523908524,9.661875296680813,2.4912074844074845,881,27,173,17,13,292,122,222,0.132,0.6709999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9402,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,7,5,10,11,1,0,13,0,13,1,0,0,2,41,28,15,0,4,8,0,2,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,11,21,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,3,26,8,36,20,6,27,0,0,0,1,15,14,1,2,12,128,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.1319443472335647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250092125495244,0.0,0.0,0.09194666408712364,0.0,0.20686882188375735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396727053605358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505278473270328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930417954279296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673132850608302,0.09659323951813548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446203299176897,0.0,0.21192315283260516,0.0,0.07684231334884438,0.0,0.0,0.1490682499826303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816866398480604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494974113009705,0.12203127874296482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058556347278746,0.0,0.0,0.13247597924297286,0.0,0.0,0.14187895827785718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812104059180409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278160799271513,0.0,0.0,0.13755602323823532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661826055350957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546763115967244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134852290418588,0.11456203176963872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570152991537208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982676135645601,0.0,0.0,0.10734073510659464,0.2365241279060549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075719590889654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974969117804383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953009901504354,0.2746223293449705,0.0,0.0,0.14782966743357034,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fatandsad01,2019/10/13,"Horrible social skills need some help. Hey guys i wanted to thank you for opening my post .

DISCLAIMER; I AM DRUNK RN (THATS THE ONLY WAY FOR ME TO POST SOMETHING TO OTHER PEOPLE SO I WANTED TO APOLOGIZE FOR ALL THE GRAMMAR MISTAKES ENGLISH IS NOT MY MAIN LANGUAGE AND YEAH

I am an 18 year old guy who have made many mistakes and cant find a way out alone.
I made this account only for this post but in the last few months i didnt have the courage to write my problem.( i saw that reddit have a lot of kind people around and maybe some of them got some tips for me.) 

So in a nutshell i had severe ""depression"" in the last 3.5-4 years and  i have stuck in place. I did not develop in a single thing in life for 4 years and its driving me crazy. I am very shy (i was humiliated almost everyday because of my body for almost 10 years) I have lost some weight but i still have some extra on me. And it ruined my social skills. I cant talk or interact in any way with people without anxiety.(the more people the worse my anxiety gets.) I cant even go to my barber without an ""mini panic attack"".
All my ""friends"" abondoned me. I dont blame them i am wierd and pretty cringy. Thats what i want to change. I'll have a few chances to make new friends and create a new circle in like a week or so and i want to be different. I dont want to be the wierd guy anymore. This thing is ruining me in every way.
I was suicidal in the last few years. I need some friends.

Please if u have any tips for me how to change myself how to beat my anxiety how to develop myself please help me.

I am drunk and there is a chance that i will not remember writing this and finding and deleteing this later and i only have a week so if i dont reply for the comments (if i get any at all) i just want to thank you. 


I was always the ""funny guy"" everywhere i was while crying myself to sleep almost every night. I dont want to be like this its slowly killing me. Please help.
I want to change.",1.36249327698809,3.166148133819952,3.098230887437573,92.11390799077992,79.82725060827251,5.883493405045461,21.27807657830708,6.8360192770164,0.370358637469586,1517,43,336,16,38,504,180,411,0.147,0.684,0.17,0.6696,1,1,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,2,4,12,19,2,1,21,1,35,6,2,6,3,67,57,28,2,16,13,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,4,18,17,3,0,3,2,1,2,13,10,0,0,13,2,58,9,46,40,17,44,0,4,1,0,24,16,0,15,21,230,76,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177099088209252,0.06956366815109898,0.0,0.0,0.055887451065973634,0.0,0.0,0.13702544793496274,0.0,0.10276353602685892,0.0,0.06661057450660535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979193563018807,0.0,0.07641096467209828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04094373979163676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460622912249618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131580080729828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377864235532655,0.0,0.0,0.057849934433670876,0.0,0.0,0.07017412234928111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31487197333815325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044362476608252224,0.0,0.113180419668008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277692322266626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567673939024992,0.0,0.07018287354832782,0.0,0.03817195730272182,0.0,0.05371874605078385,0.0,0.0,0.266019401804628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505976173787276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430917236304886,0.06994300129269294,0.0,0.1642476416445344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047441296914813004,0.06562778110739258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331956878726152,0.057102088929275825,0.0,0.12710809204851428,0.04483379326852312,0.06809573132607487,0.06747722462979533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361122059872183,0.0,0.0,0.09960540193967717,0.0,0.12973858635946642,0.0,0.06303069425722622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047936613972935,0.0,0.0,0.15324819507819734,0.0,0.07880477077323894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862576513724208,0.0,0.07017412234928111,0.2211841310820674,0.0,0.0,0.1929792415430087,0.06833191788416004,0.0,0.0642687433212997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608592828562137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587840562706702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721445658281107,0.13693445551401492,0.0,0.05170762984680622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363881454111361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346864797492046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398544651905824,0.0,0.12367476571210585,0.0,0.0,0.08924414556793109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541894305027454,0.3169297408039912,0.21325281960408296,0.10775294762430776,0.08179003265441201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294911582188802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844784133714149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626334882989892
socialanxiety,We_Broke_Up,2019/10/13,"How do you stop from fading out in group situations? I feel like asking you guys specifically for help would help me get better advice because you know the struggle. In one-on-one interactions I have no issues for the most part. Heck, I can even swallow the discomfort and randomly start conversations with people. But, add one more person to the convo and everything gets disoriented. I just fade out in the background. And when I open my mouth, it's like all chaos breaks loose. It's like when someone new joins in, I'm in this new territory I have no understanding about and I'm not able to calibrate myself to the convo. I tried having more group convos, speaking more, speaking less, listening more, pretending like I'm doing something (ex. texting) while people are talking etc. All of it just leads to the abyss of fading out. Then I'm walking in the back of the group or everyone is turned away from me. And I realize that they don't dislike me, but it's shitty when that happens. Especially when it happens a lot. If I'm talking to a girl and she's interested in me, we join a group and bam, I fade away. My friend told me that I either go really quiet or just act really out of character when we're in groups. I'm like yea... because I can't calibrate myself. There's like a subtle vibe going on that I'm not able to pick up on and ride through in the moment.",3.297009661835752,5.219979299999999,4.677890499194845,82.433115942029,74.51851851851852,7.8067632850241555,25.072463768115945,8.587818076936951,1.7666714975845412,1081,36,211,21,23,359,144,270,0.071,0.8059999999999999,0.122,0.9119,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,3,1,2,13,11,0,2,14,1,11,2,1,3,2,41,32,21,0,2,11,1,1,6,1,1,0,4,0,3,10,16,1,1,4,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,1,5,26,9,35,30,12,43,0,0,0,0,27,19,1,6,23,140,36,1,0.2611692566706215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760578747957227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220789998644504,0.0,0.2453771138082555,0.1004115186817927,0.0,0.15920635478101128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549149191532082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563637908145075,0.08624991544251137,0.0,0.0,0.12477920845569608,0.11736104380233485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602751171540006,0.09328968457478848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088935992268484,0.0,0.13645015724685053,0.0,0.14842850721379602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292993125379783,0.23095111114911496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505624753466162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629642503051126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176589665002411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827823199216511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101838126018096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522388955411341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697504743350168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141042710800697,0.0,0.18106187829923506,0.11402146057847408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673117134442232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678259353033898,0.0,0.0,0.11064393182537284,0.1005304266802389,0.0,0.0,0.09242847205112642,0.0,0.0,0.10917459648091207,0.0,0.1365154064986114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991795559623236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477920845569608,0.0,0.08865839083954738,0.14203857730883054,0.0,0.13594320341132435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276357331338313,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,atroxdoberman,2019/10/13,Do I have anxiety? I'm introverted in general & my social skills suck. If I can stand up for myself to some degree when I'm being taunted (usually just raising my voice and making some stupid petty threat) do I not have social anxiety?,5.588623188405798,6.428109021739129,7.3204347826086975,69.88905797101451,67.47826086956522,10.481159420289854,30.55072463768116,10.504223727775694,3.4909072463768114,189,7,32,5,3,66,35,46,0.248,0.752,0.0,-0.8708,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547236213845833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009002382554921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853332999587646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6674595293648606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605704703499025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bellczar,2019/08/28,"I messed up my interview? I finally got an interview for data entry. I have no experience in it but was told by the interviewers that I dont need any experience, it's easy to learn the programs they said. I thought I did okay with my responses and wasn't shaky and nervous but then she asked me a math question and I just could not answer it. Math is an area that I struggle with. She told me I could pull out my phone and figure it out. I ended up telling her phone phone is off and I wouldnt be able to solve it even with a calculator. I'm so worried this cost me the job...it was a mathematical question about percentages by the way.",1.8752272727272723,3.7370618257575785,3.80757575757576,87.35636363636365,78.46969696969697,7.430303030303031,24.63636363636364,8.344100000000001,1.4489727272727269,499,18,111,10,12,169,81,132,0.08,0.82,0.1,0.3758,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,3,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,25,20,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,6,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,9,1,21,1,15,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,3,3,78,29,7,0.18762191294612912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758933463290822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754011615081105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996016611069575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989148463776945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661773257361179,0.0,0.0,0.1239225039965142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670604653675231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205530634745832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005838337095176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618579806293675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911927110092812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203589635832273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847140419751567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961431604960347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398982168548135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895084130817973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585615563609329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892554141543926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053915998117804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlbinoDude36,2019/08/28,"Feeling really anxious because im about to hang out with someone I don't know, could use some help to calm down. My friend and I made plans to hang out today, but when it was time to hangout she asked me last minute if her other friend could come too. I get really anxious when hanging out with people I don't know. She asked me if I was okay with it and even though im not I said yes because it feels selfish and weird to say no. She already knows how I get when it comes to hanging out with people I don't know.",3.640051948051948,3.8045518363636406,4.376753246753246,91.67227272727276,71.54545454545455,7.012987012987013,25.714285714285715,6.1826913282559595,0.6366103896103891,402,11,93,2,7,129,61,110,0.14300000000000002,0.7390000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.6089,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,29,22,11,0,4,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,5,13,0,0,6,1,0,6,5,2,0,0,4,4,15,4,16,16,1,17,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,3,6,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701983309613368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34847546218725034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883713257079678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880362209729345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657136167453072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462826570100213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186847240710356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596819360995515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383177983358057,0.0,0.16115921977582176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337814495344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33319304201820515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33904646631389945,0.12571928372821947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459376049031834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138494496936392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760933766640454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467095057606571,0.12265110478325893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067987670873776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153169728231378,0.0,0.08993364670637316,0.0,0.14619345867894645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332065242186235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,samanthaUndercover,2019/08/28,"I announced a Panic Attack Today in class I (20F) was having a panic attack and trying to focus on working through it. A guy (22M) that was sitting next to me was trying to talk to me because normally we are friendly. I just looked at him and said I am really anxious in this moment, I’m trying to focus on my breathing. After that I kinda zoned out what he said but I am really embarrassed. I don’t want this person to think I am weird because I was panicking for no reason. I feel like my own anxiety might have ruined a potential friend for me.",4.568928571428573,4.8194216071428615,6.558928571428575,76.53607142857145,69.53571428571428,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.295110714285714,428,14,80,7,7,151,72,112,0.23800000000000002,0.6659999999999999,0.096,-0.9342,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,1,10,2,3,4,0,12,1,1,1,0,13,19,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,2,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,6,4,17,3,16,12,1,11,0,1,1,0,10,6,0,2,5,61,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681866787193635,0.1872804049746985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771896968587132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211178940800328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838216449419585,0.1184308572899224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615722556112397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414492664078234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809900875078418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921061692937384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586280651227598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630532624460393,0.0,0.16242589926929168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890063124648959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474975863952205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240150771396385,0.17044598525860868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31538307437818763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324497534279514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062229704627714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713686108167338,0.0,0.0,0.3376543488467381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777935124589143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068736071849287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sludgejogger,2019/08/28,"Is there light at the end of the tunnel? So, i've been in therapy for a year now, weekly until June, from then on, every two weeks. Obviously it's for my social anxiety and also depression (probably because of my social anxiety). It's been a rough ride, but i'm starting to feel more confident, especially at work and places i know. Not always though, sometimes i just say inside and feel sorry for myself (for staying inside).

But when i go to places i'm not used to, all hell breaks loose. No matter how confident i feel (hell i could even think i'm James Bond), every time i go to a place i've never gone before, it's like there's an overload in in my brains and then i just stand there. Mindless. 

At work i can say witty things, i can make people laugh, i can have fun! But at other places? Hell no!! Does this get better? Or is this something that'll be there for the rest of my life?

Wondering if there are other People with the same thoughts. If you want to know how i've gotten from locking myself up to being ""social"" (social as in being able to look People in the eyes and say things) it's by cognitive therapy. Not easy (definitely not easy!), but worth it. 

(This my first time talking about my shit on reddit, plz be easy on me :))",2.6197762478485416,4.325960570281128,4.056775674125073,87.09638554216872,75.82730923694778,6.8312105565117625,21.094090648307517,7.62386473244151,0.7286789443488241,958,23,197,13,21,317,135,249,0.174,0.7190000000000001,0.107,-0.9631,0,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,4,16,9,4,0,9,0,15,4,3,4,3,38,36,22,0,4,13,0,4,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,13,6,0,0,8,0,1,4,7,5,0,2,5,10,20,4,35,25,4,39,3,1,2,0,9,17,4,4,16,133,33,2,0.1040256801482468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831892988311099,0.08655769920683097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915872116520244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341308908691612,0.0,0.08851819195278238,0.0,0.0,0.09200226053389417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612706240342485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305604095174214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959716588136267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103357371441867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213587615365516,0.0,0.0,0.06870798064836159,0.0,0.17529224423138684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779552851474934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848419039255541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054349124375845985,0.0,0.11824038260197685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433958660582773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347641429355646,0.05082169278036717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735537178750416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943794927159934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023101751008839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635492568045145,0.0,0.4347387800701166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215727751834584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481761884168789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678086578298343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241643225933296,0.0,0.08008405081302729,0.10288405759637,0.11644823221808892,0.07362991182616642,0.11087753398086783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361190128043096,0.0,0.0,0.23792486235488186,0.0,0.13822007911795325,0.06665545546613079,0.10220470257842587,0.08258477025647792,0.121316421293605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161797398232478,0.0,0.0,0.08984478781298065,0.0,0.0,0.06135704136387255,0.0,0.1668862517652514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128114126823507,0.15146386817558932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698912739957588
socialanxiety,Mullentheworm,2019/08/28,"Anyone in the UK on pregabalin for Social Anxiety Disorder? Hi I was was wondering if pregabalin is prescribed in the uk for social anxiety disorder, i can only find people who have been prescribed it for Generalised anxiety disorder.",6.177999999999997,9.463752799999998,8.075,54.98000000000002,71.0,14.0,40.0,12.161744961471696,7.645250000000001,192,12,23,10,4,67,26,40,0.292,0.708,0.0,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460803692139077,0.0,0.0,0.14039468784079584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6903566574383061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351535222796508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527072881987285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920017540581694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093533894838605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774454707383747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EndLordMC,2019/08/28,"I get so sick when I go to school. I have social anxiety, and that's why I'm here in this subreddit. So school starts LITERALLY TOMORROW and just today I went to the school I want to go to to get signed up and even though there wasn't any students there, I felt like I should go to the bathroom and throw up in a toilet. 

I got social anxiety because of bullies in elementary school and now I'm in high school and every time I come remotely close to a high school I might go to in just want to shut down, or get the heck out I there. I hate it.

I'm also depressed and I think having more friends would make it better, BUT HOW Am I supposed to make more friends with this anxiety!?!?",3.209580419580419,3.9637280349650372,4.427559440559438,88.78903146853148,72.84615384615384,7.957762237762238,25.48881118881119,8.238735603445708,1.2827432167832162,531,16,121,8,10,175,78,143,0.085,0.813,0.10099999999999999,0.4911,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,14,6,1,0,5,0,7,1,0,3,0,26,28,15,0,4,4,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,2,0,0,4,1,14,4,21,21,2,26,0,1,0,0,4,13,1,2,7,77,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053220868401746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698516218684838,0.0,0.2598108908393815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901040272223058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001230683163425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751846535468006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750568201729644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477266102390484,0.0,0.09538242453313596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086972076454434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492807666451174,0.0,0.1774391540350742,0.0,0.2573543266504153,0.0,0.09054259131099343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176923035578656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392204382938989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530759558159192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113412427743084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009554847663233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6874338116744202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308021194366273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012903866836654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253896461417589,0.1112260542200622,0.0,0.06601235810178238,0.0,0.10730772408196863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354574569176925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494473223578622,0.10215239947442542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041954809046685,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jacobsthil,2019/08/28,"Group projects are the worst at college I just entered college, and while pretty much everyone in the class have their friends, I’m alone. My heart beats like hell when the professor say: Ok team work now! It drives me crazy. 

Sorry, just wanted to express my feelings.",3.9440816326530586,6.739438102040817,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,76.14285714285714,5.552653061224492,28.16734693877552,6.742157984588678,1.3329477551020412,213,9,39,2,5,61,43,49,0.231,0.597,0.17300000000000001,-0.5707,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,4,5,1,0,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,3,3,5,2,7,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,4,22,6,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34873713787978355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217474073232564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702541711023823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26014662525409604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990111225383816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450285872706275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24752564901633675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425621175841042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677707768019227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769269783352951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986043391158123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451338980031847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,enjoythesilencio,2019/08/28,"Does anybody else get amazed over how easy it is for other to live life? I like to watch vlogs a lot because it's kinda fun watching other people go out and do things... while I stay in my room all day. It amazes me seeing how people can just go out alone to stores and be able to casually talk to employees, be able to make phone calls, go to the gym alone, and you know basically be able to do things without having to think twice or build up the courage to do it.",12.314192439862545,5.227486948453612,11.131340206185568,72.84553264604814,60.95876288659794,14.170446735395196,40.580756013745706,8.841846274778883,3.4012364261168377,362,8,83,3,3,116,67,97,0.037000000000000005,0.78,0.183,0.9404,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,3,1,16,17,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,2,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,6,17,14,2,12,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,3,3,53,13,0,0.5459330806029968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769480178014256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093191292264397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581957142442973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736055769067615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924990593793031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201901208032198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507583401937214,0.0,0.3102663507394627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000101812386383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128536226663064,0.08890510901252215,0.0,0.16068963737671405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471092745898568,0.0,0.0,0.12147152351411546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523208391364631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501266101545607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396400840502395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626677687037976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24179578698425816,0.11660395807958875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754200026779588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Razorback321,2019/08/28,"I need help with contributing in conversations Hi, I’m new to this subreddit, but I need some y’all’s advice. While I’m not sure if this is 100% social anxiety, it closely relates to it.  My problem is that I struggle to consistently be able to have add a lot to conservations around a “large”(5+) group of people at my school. Generally the most I do is stuff like laughing and the “wow”, “that’s crazy” basic responses to a persons stories. Or maybe I’ll talk to a person one on one for a few seconds and then never contribute my opinions in the larger group’s discussion. While I don’t feel “bad” about it for most of the day, most of the time I’ll randomly feel mad during the end of the day because of other people’s conversations. I don’t even know why, am I mad that I can’t banter like them all the time(what I suspect), am I done with being social for the day, it’s just random and weird. Usually during this my nose will kinda burn and I’ll have this sad mood, don’t know if this is a common case. 

The weird thing is at a over month long summer camp I went to a few months ago, while I was a little awkward and didn’t contribute nearly as much as everyone else, I fit in really well with s bunch of random people I’d never met and was holding and being in conversations with a bunch of people! I think my fear might be that since I’m known as kinda quiet at my school, I may be more scared to talk to people due to my reputation. From you’re unbiased perspective, what do you think the cause of this is?

Additional Info: At the summer camp I was extra motivated at the beginning to put myself out there and after the beginning things came naturally.",4.468111680604263,5.036838121661724,5.895663609387647,80.07695643377397,69.86053412462908,9.094631777717833,26.89088211491773,9.218907990703514,2.041570919881306,1305,39,266,25,22,443,172,337,0.14,0.778,0.08199999999999999,-0.9570000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,1,1,6,18,2,4,24,0,29,1,1,2,4,58,45,19,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,19,18,0,2,10,0,0,3,8,11,1,3,8,4,27,6,47,29,13,44,0,1,0,0,18,17,0,16,26,185,46,3,0.11408181430671027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147942860721592,0.1011266450801041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727227568897618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155700148214897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525354974553606,0.06954321513225273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304792038247713,0.0,0.11719344857503125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071999742441628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674530439569135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953007171945772,0.0,0.10104262619930096,0.0,0.0,0.07534996241836668,0.0,0.0,0.10901006243880992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283737577273614,0.11536638617691836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646663538834987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539276329155435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114692239504716,0.11433994830329915,0.0,0.10095881571610113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969882789192792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461051610912475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102277677979588,0.0,0.0,0.18211803155124195,0.0,0.08386325993722299,0.16918043956601075,0.17597385622820333,0.11018092714620152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546095796695743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954498290012757,0.19922367982382191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091608892059639,0.0,0.1146837329867864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308373147668604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421579785443307,0.2309137732315569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436965568345124,0.0,0.0,0.2325840860480993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926308213084208,0.1305963835462425,0.0,0.0,0.10752075988125898,0.0,0.0,0.18338928199482432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158177650866242,0.14619804037194722,0.0,0.0,0.1330440466877825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564500110151616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257325173684853,0.1057549847991098,0.1029410931206948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1232131232134123,2019/08/28,"Question Don't know if it's more of a depression thing or social anxiety-related, but I can't cry anymore.

Recently, I've become more courageous, more social and engaging; started exercising and eating less sugary products.

Is it a healing process or am I getting worse?

I guess, the best way I'd describe the feeling: Confused but rational and always active.",7.7088461538461575,8.611621692307693,8.356730769230769,64.09201923076925,62.84615384615386,10.807692307692307,43.94230769230769,10.686352973137794,5.454923076923077,290,18,41,7,4,97,50,65,0.124,0.58,0.29600000000000004,0.9369,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,13,9,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,9,5,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593875378531744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335335161795308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600698625811399,0.0,0.0,0.2471224003299186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586644222154682,0.0,0.0,0.20281912743014674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24095547926069186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190660853719315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302891362766348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25940846976648346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941399963936548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26379220550115223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325087202528592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800857089011642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667440674535985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644287162581158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691356877728985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23997488658165184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,domcioonline,2019/08/28,How do I comfort someone? *(SOMEBODY PLEASE RESPOND)* I've been texting my crush for over a year and I don't know how to comfort her when I obviously should. I want to support her as much as possible but my lack of social skills doesn't help,0.3332653061224491,2.771863959183676,2.0706122448979585,92.68510204081636,93.08163265306122,4.4326530612244905,25.367346938775512,6.1826913282559595,0.8647877551020411,190,9,39,2,7,62,37,49,0.147,0.6779999999999999,0.175,-0.1582,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,9,8,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,7,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435377391967476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968101073472036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26709516670969097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988359118718833,0.0,0.4096088958847897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703772383970081,0.307855028221772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123115493691473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430611040193584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23397769861628095
socialanxiety,Jekkers08,2019/08/28,"How the hell do you respond to “Why are you so quiet?” Every time I get asked that question at work, I just laugh it off cause it just makes me feel so awkward and I never really know what to say after that.",1.0902272727272724,2.7570866590909127,2.913636363636368,93.76545454545456,80.13636363636364,5.3090909090909095,17.81818181818182,5.985473137389443,-0.38716363636363615,159,3,36,1,4,53,36,44,0.139,0.7859999999999999,0.075,-0.4795,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,5,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,10,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,1,5,7,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,3,26,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208037244267844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525148453961981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891229975577733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350954461006912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928439245084696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858908540960034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229058714214062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26466239144051634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38441228083728174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198339635511862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728907329668116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009651614186105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096441308587687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498210219204936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mariners55,2019/08/28,Every morning at work we have a group start up meeting with our team and I hate it. I’m the youngest so it’s hard to relate to people and over half are loud extroverts. I just don’t fit in. But when I’m out on my own throughout the day I’m fine. Just a quick vent.,-1.587500000000002,0.34371624999999995,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,94.83333333333334,3.6666666666666665,15.833333333333336,5.148860815047168,-1.106166666666666,205,5,53,1,8,68,48,60,0.095,0.8290000000000001,0.076,-0.2682,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,2,5,2,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,8,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,9,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,33,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069424785234174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010006983513175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263495226759303,0.4698930609725624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299574630165864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33687338753977764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34649061160532485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kobe_AYEEEEE,2019/08/28,"A college dilemma arising from my SA I'm afraid to leave my dorm room to get dinner, I have unhealthy snacks in my room that I could eat for the calories but I want to get some better nutrition for dinner. I had a mandatory event and was already out of my room when I managed to eat lunch, I never eat breakfast. It is only the second day and Im actually enjoying myself doing nothing (YouTube and Reddit browsing) in the dorm room but feel like I should be getting out more despite not actually wanting to and also being afraid to. Classes dont start until next week but I do have work going on the next four days which will be the only time I leave the dorm probably. I really am struggling already. Who knows if I'll eat, depends on if I get a burst of motivation. Even walking to the bathroom on my floor makes me nervous to see what people think Im doing alone in my room.",4.412457627118645,5.247609751412433,5.62916666666667,80.97561440677968,70.12994350282486,7.707909604519775,30.56920903954802,7.793537801064563,2.0604090395480226,694,28,133,8,12,232,107,177,0.086,0.815,0.099,0.6686,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,4,10,0,16,9,0,3,1,24,30,12,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,8,0,5,6,9,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,2,2,19,3,22,22,2,27,0,0,1,0,1,14,0,4,12,90,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.24476039263159316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988495038565087,0.2767818707853973,0.10028879673344986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091325609600047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012814779705027,0.0,0.0,0.16175567444862834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697733645250535,0.0,0.0,0.5132950983917668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828308544732256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063410093633922,0.08959155782613977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620821843076704,0.0,0.07127230222561058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27092449432840193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892100138371579,0.0,0.0,0.2655780996798483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126805356597183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371086759878774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967224429084632,0.0,0.2667458328471283,0.0,0.0,0.12033243559392523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907569927756678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694217272623993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521112168585928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033962767883354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999340035856397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876448490842175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110375483877074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035643428116536,0.0,0.0,0.0731264602929554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793787027824118,0.0,0.10059479774478906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129857626737888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ntosc4,2019/08/28,"I hate my personality so much I just don’t understand why the fuck I have to be born like this. Why can’t I just be a normal, socially standard human being that actually has self-esteem and actually can talk to people that they aren’t really good friends with sometimes. There are so many things I can explain in this post that I hate about myself. One of the main things being my extremely shaky and unconfident tone when I talk to people. I just don’t know why this happens, I physically cannot project my voice in a way that sounds confident or normal, no matter how hard I try, and I feel like it’s one of the main reasons I think people judge me. They hear my voice and they automatically know that I’m a very timid person, and they immediately start talking to me as if I’ve never interacted with another human being before. Another thing that I despise about myself is my complete inability to start and hold a conversation with someone I don’t know. I just can’t, for the life of me, figure out what to say in order to start a conversation. How the hell am I supposed to know what they’re interested in or what their hobbies are if I’ve never spoken to them directly? I completely envy those who actually know what to say in response to someone else speaking to them. I envy those who are actually visibly content with themselves when they talk to people. I envy those who are actually able to speak to someone of the opposite gender without looking like they’ve never seen another person before (I have absolutely no close friends who are females, just as a reference of how awkward I am). All of this is such a shame, because I actually, outside of my social skills and a couple other minor things, am pretty happy with myself. I’m a nice person, I’m not bad looking, I’m very smart, but I am missing the one, and of course the most important trait that most other people have: self-confidence, and I feel like I would actually be a very well liked person if I actually was happy with my social skills. It sucks because I know that this is just who I am, and I can’t change my personality to the point where I’d feel happy with it. Oh well, I guess I’ll just live my life without making any new friends or finding a relationship, I guess it’s fine. I don’t know if this makes sense to anyone else, since I’m sort of just ranting to cope with how embarrassed I am right now, but if it does, anyone who could give me advice would make my day.",9.01588708885616,6.510241703092787,9.499204712812963,68.09312714776634,61.8659793814433,12.289641629847814,37.322042218949434,10.712014347399686,3.799802160039274,1946,69,372,37,21,661,200,485,0.081,0.792,0.126,0.976,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,8,2,24,31,6,5,20,0,39,3,0,8,4,83,76,30,0,10,21,0,4,5,3,2,2,8,0,8,38,20,0,1,17,0,0,0,17,13,2,3,2,15,58,18,48,65,6,25,1,1,3,1,43,10,3,14,17,260,96,1,0.0586548086488682,0.0,0.4579090574674192,0.0,0.0,0.05731680016642935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03988728124032296,0.1845140432259502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202561199903759,0.06009878296536595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897431520881093,0.07151085387619804,0.0,0.09982184405879588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204901020042345,0.0,0.1229969018278083,0.0,0.0,0.04683109192090296,0.06490043013768204,0.0,0.037827499187269145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051329218316404884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799713241094614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897290089802537,0.08380601403707275,0.0,0.0,0.05360943248361174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594967898771532,0.05422542544488392,0.0,0.0562670371400698,0.0,0.04919687063612325,0.0,0.0,0.12922976905665348,0.0,0.05186825357771385,0.18731740346536555,0.05254318757084617,0.11581896039643093,0.0,0.0,0.06610823224892026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225646042143565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285925195493475,0.14327888368506098,0.0,0.05179327064286041,0.0,0.09851053334801292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745762070551916,0.0594667697337024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043118033265699685,0.0,0.13571461315278524,0.05664917969432404,0.0,0.0,0.11493851776166047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923804901655667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331929493983464,0.30729069894452904,0.0,0.0,0.05544775308279887,0.0,0.05617509299895649,0.05967302718024616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037575772362678325,0.060306912235622026,0.0,0.06297331353952815,0.0,0.05009088610170384,0.0,0.09328931613843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237951511842153,0.0,0.0,0.0485198638364119,0.0,0.0,0.17937357252987773,0.14909408707841276,0.0,0.058011105553304285,0.0,0.12454852636893668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885780535491895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587059427136285,0.037583633004825374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039822764869822336,0.0,0.0,0.061061724376400124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518907989144014,0.0,0.04655745694885745,0.0,0.0,0.10547543426933652,0.0,0.15878052490118547,0.0,0.0,0.1130822848715624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333338635096398,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snape669,2019/08/28,"What's the stupidest thing you did because of the social anxiety? For me it was losing a year in school. I haven't passed 3 subjects and I had to take extra test to pass them so I would advance to the next year.

I somehow rationalized that it's better if I just change my highschool and drop out of the current one. But in reality I was just to ashamed to attend those test. I lost 1 whole school year.

I am doing better now because I worked on myself. It was still the stupidest thing I have ever done. But at least I am rank 1 in my class now. 

Is there someone with a bigger fuck up?",1.7586512667660197,3.5568339262295083,3.437093889716841,90.17444858420272,78.59016393442623,6.075707898658719,22.566318926974677,6.980632752743323,0.6072688524590166,457,14,99,5,11,152,79,122,0.185,0.767,0.048,-0.9399,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,7,9,6,1,1,7,0,13,1,0,0,1,12,16,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,7,0,17,2,16,8,3,22,0,2,0,1,3,8,1,2,9,79,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480628609926316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307787811696912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348231391435126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002436577198479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370932882873668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712235879120107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749954994837994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117670245273595,0.2066323302014021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131199878854425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826776230235967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831430502625579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929572561304882,0.1603847520132246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116719071316734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423224775630553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25151165044411183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113354582350432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780533085566635,0.0,0.0,0.13446614248315916,0.0,0.0,0.3656895460108972
socialanxiety,BombasticBobby,2019/08/28,"I had my first class today and it's about an hour till my next one. I would appreciate tips. I couldn't stand the anxiety and had to sit out of the class and breath while a few people mingled before class. It was going good at the beginning; I shared my ideas and that went well although I was very anxious. Towards the end, I made every one in a group I was in anxious and it would have been okay if the teacher make us sit together for so long. I did a lot better than I would have expected and was half as anxious this by the end.

I've been pretty jittery since 15 minutes before that class and was wondering tips for this next one. I suppose I will have an exit strategy this time around.",4.502832550860719,4.849572225352112,5.188685446009392,85.96421752738655,69.70422535211267,8.282942097026604,27.74960876369327,8.167268648758528,1.5983965571205003,544,17,116,7,9,176,86,142,0.049,0.8109999999999999,0.14,0.8943,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,11,1,18,1,1,2,0,20,24,13,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,12,0,15,5,15,7,2,24,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,12,86,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946447320416357,0.4849574092527037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738161781247245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435203595545057,0.0,0.0,0.12655265019981565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534728872543612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056061415351176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171340932256312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132209845761157,0.12001821584470687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091613316541346,0.0,0.0,0.16153269061496126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266313212349887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165112889589105,0.0,0.13539647304896496,0.09551457163950736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043584983867263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908871584458677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992015089982788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557532143044868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836662404292204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343770326060064,0.0,0.1356338464036775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212124755043773,0.0,0.0,0.11806533019541655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865628720657346,0.1326470933450307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517643984929044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30494391881492866,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fudge454,2019/08/28,"Going to uni and i am terrified Hello :) so im off to uni in just under a month now and ive honestly never been so scared in my life. It's frustrating because im not worried about the workload or the cooking or generally surviving (although i probably should be) its just the social aspect. I always feel like an alien because of social anxiety. 

I have a okay social life at the moment, but i can never shake this feeling that im on the outside of something everyone else is in on, which logically i know is not true, but it makes me feel paranoid and alone. 

I get so anxious around others i start to think im dreaming which sounds ridiculous but is extremely upsetting, and then i begin to focus on my physical sensations like sweating, breathing ect which makes them worse. Everyone is always cooler or better than me somehow and meeting new people my age is so scary honestly. I lack confidence, so often i become the kind of 'bullied' friend because im too scared to say when it gets upsetting.  I feel like i shouldve seen a doctor years ago tbh- i used to pretend to be ill at school because i was scared of the other kids haha- but i worry its a bit late now that im leaving so soon. 

Does anyone have any advice as to how to beat the nerves so i dont become a friendless hermit at uni? Or is anyone else in the same boat?",3.7943984962406025,5.1624219360902295,5.34512030075188,80.42948496240605,72.1203007518797,7.876390977443607,28.33759398496241,8.395991825355821,2.1263163909774434,1049,40,196,17,20,355,148,266,0.21,0.647,0.14300000000000002,-0.9733,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,3,19,19,2,6,15,2,17,7,2,4,3,38,32,25,0,2,12,0,4,3,1,1,4,2,0,1,13,6,1,0,7,3,0,2,5,8,0,0,3,7,24,11,29,26,3,31,0,0,1,0,9,13,0,6,19,135,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656208031971137,0.07852330141312097,0.0,0.0,0.0917450586073552,0.0,0.0,0.1474159603638568,0.0,0.0,0.060239337025691585,0.0,0.06776559435454588,0.10007334225341533,0.0,0.1238782973494192,0.09076353988811646,0.0,0.07885746661207588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159969942142088,0.19566547103847035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834428200223828,0.09670946745824303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066824243904324,0.0775193992991782,0.0,0.10381837392823742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479991140856837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928931011535928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791604874766077,0.12656713035772174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843884630569569,0.0,0.09256170667909516,0.0,0.050343642780435335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741077053929403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224534765524812,0.04868278651569758,0.0,0.09992524915149066,0.09379638767852774,0.0,0.0,0.12513729311698746,0.12983123483849715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825940466728302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070594042220413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136641022180563,0.0855538136900032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141215520763591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550723349089288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704445926246548,0.2660604882311551,0.0896505159522491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708970065928251,0.0,0.0681953619875021,0.0,0.0,0.06269935697703842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676027708147827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650709180410056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992025286003682,0.09027343413493913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057044414535257736
socialanxiety,johnrockmark,2019/08/28,"Is walking the best way to show your confidence? I believe that walking with confidence, not only will tell others you are a cool and confident guy when you approach them, but it will also give you a massive confidence boost.

https://www.beacaesar.com/post/4-means-to-walk-confidently

By trying to look confident you will feel more confident.",13.141666666666666,14.831418038461544,10.231538461538463,52.58012820512823,51.30769230769231,12.31794871794872,40.4102564102564,11.855464076750405,5.357171794871795,286,12,36,7,3,84,40,52,0.0,0.595,0.405,0.9782,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,1,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,4,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,1,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633342113109579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709986416760136,0.3455710056176733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649962448570746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158863134792841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260502542732095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27652183942720465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504409459520225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315370133896023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878151951928755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356724339270795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26137618378472904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,artofficialflynn,2019/08/28,"That awkward moment when someone’s walking up to their car and you got your door wide open in their way lol Whenever I’m sitting in my car with my door open to get some fresh air so it’s not a hot box in there and a car pulls up next to me or the owner of the car that was already parked next to me is walking up to open their car door, I feel like me shutting my door makes it seem to them like I’m either trying to be considerate by giving them more room to get into their car or that it just seems like I’m annoyed that they got too close to me, does anyone else feel that? I don’t want them to think that they were in my way or forced me to shut my door bc they came up to their car lol",1.4069784946236543,2.3552755419354874,2.7700806451612903,98.20845430107529,77.45161290322581,5.682795698924732,19.368279569892472,5.46131890053228,-0.5402365591397853,539,10,138,2,12,175,82,155,0.044000000000000004,0.82,0.136,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,11,0,5,5,1,1,4,2,5,0,0,1,0,24,21,7,0,1,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,9,9,0,0,6,0,0,11,2,2,0,0,5,3,25,3,24,15,3,36,0,0,0,0,15,18,0,6,7,81,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427649430487894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577139177624795,0.1989548193157556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220840082525228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699234968143106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220795838343186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963610192945885,0.13871836963760348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028964235043952,0.18626996513534685,0.0,0.0,0.310598324001072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845916972902969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961305011335636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130137698016703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535385176380213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452350442674513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441924020348034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183180421299365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452920716302888,0.3082535112366264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theonlywasabininja,2019/08/28,"Over-thinking 
this is my first time posting here,
not really sure if it is relevant in this sub, but here goes:

one of my goals this year was to get out of my comfort zone and try to strike a conversation (not small talk), but it's so difficult.

I'm anxious all the time, even when it's a fun conversation (at the back of my head I'm thinking 'okay I'm running out of topics to talk about what do I do')

and after a conversation, I over analyze and over think things I said.
and if I was a bit too loud or quite or silly.
many a times, I even choke up.

makes me want to not go outside, 
and makes me want to get out of my head.

how do I stop this anxious feeling and over thinking?",2.7435172413793083,3.28560683448276,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413796,73.75862068965517,7.731034482758621,25.53448275862069,7.908726449838941,1.0957448275862072,521,16,125,7,10,175,79,145,0.139,0.753,0.10800000000000001,-0.7766,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,10,6,0,0,7,1,7,2,2,3,2,30,22,15,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,9,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,3,3,13,5,21,19,2,22,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,4,9,84,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646964641728778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241149227416254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762187613597943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132205892740891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161413773004329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729592282371386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686609359872808,0.0,0.09173346318899724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33130804447735834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548589147813604,0.163645191505098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937611853582807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545869044644101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168022773935346,0.0,0.0,0.10340387567339993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353860979374193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349466354603951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212774529195858,0.0,0.0,0.2594717337507077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723414675025816,0.413702028751448,0.0,0.0,0.28235976293530035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958732099569908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904085142987175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394324708941363
socialanxiety,dealingwithdisloyald,2019/08/28,"Tell me to go to the work party happening right now It’s down the hall, I was of course invited, I could choose to either go or stay at my desk alone working. Someone please push me to go",0.7614999999999981,2.70192415,2.4700000000000024,95.165,82.5,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.28200000000000003,146,4,34,2,4,48,32,40,0.049,0.8290000000000001,0.122,0.4588,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,7,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,20,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980968656229952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22980250545050185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907277518166534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25452010911110906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159422054335144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457984781958361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24387070891807594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067800344803472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25156917857175065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190757950068757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fourteencarrots,2019/08/28,"Passing people when walking I like going for walks in the AM but sometimes I stop when I get overwhelmed. I'm a minority, so I stand out quite a bit, sp 

I feel rude having my headphones on but I literally just go there to walk and enjoy nature. I want to block people out.

I've had bad experiences being yelled rude shit when I'm walking, maybe I feel on guard....

There are two people at the park who are constantly trying to talk to me, a complete stranger, and one of them push their religion on me.


am I an asshole for having my large headphones on (I make it clear that I am listening to something) and ignoring everything except my music and nature?",3.786976744186045,5.333851922480619,5.0828604651162825,81.59731395348838,72.4108527131783,7.640620155038763,27.62868217054264,8.238735603445708,1.9080040310077515,514,19,98,8,10,171,82,129,0.19699999999999998,0.716,0.086,-0.9620000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,8,8,3,1,6,0,9,1,1,1,1,19,19,10,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,4,2,0,0,8,0,6,0,2,1,4,18,2,17,17,1,22,0,1,0,0,5,8,1,0,6,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862124641956126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335543642697608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242998173282773,0.2311805598055621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226501752406175,0.20926298760372744,0.0,0.0,0.2163372152417586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117687395419398,0.0,0.24316083613396666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451459170101712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279884277055582,0.0,0.21491979348686124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496339455463728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449329702125069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275391458772381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195943892900175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469250460937884,0.21158062008478526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885368965308526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194751385860585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524331512533442,0.0,0.20897692460078904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261804905602207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LittleKidLover-13,2019/08/28,"Solutions So I know everyone on this forum makes relatable self-deprecating jokes and stories but has anyone actually found any kind of solution or method with dealing with SA? For myself I just feel as if Im boring and don't have a real personality because it's been so long since I remember being truly genuine and connecting with others. Ive tried meditation, journaling, reading books on Charisma, and even online programs claiming to help yet I still can't break or improve my social skills.

Any positive advice helps, thanks",8.003929824561403,9.192160778947374,8.471315789473685,62.528377192982475,62.26315789473684,11.385964912280702,37.93859649122807,11.20814326018867,4.915070175438597,434,21,63,12,6,144,80,95,0.057999999999999996,0.705,0.237,0.9575,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,18,12,11,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,7,3,9,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,3,40,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.20274808608562375,0.0,0.0,0.20302496916864413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825738359616489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527370071940654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665125112778067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214195975672794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722642812197888,0.0,0.0,0.19852778976549934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505192432943028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22780294309484697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785201984995606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244212068309485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163546531516637,0.11418188189202408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838649579043277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868435172652632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814118620772926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078206261094819,0.23648137501926025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23535656634279625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674358313484152,0.0,0.0,0.17186486040481996,0.0,0.0,0.21178964356467886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592091990655602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128154743662207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410583910202522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,scumbagge,2019/08/28,"Class seating preferences. Do you prefer sitting in the very front, back or middle?",4.610714285714284,8.111728642857145,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,84.0,5.6571428571428575,28.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,2.3546857142857145,67,3,9,1,2,20,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6817686350140819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7315678562587585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aikotheaussie,2019/08/28,"My school’s meet and greet has been giving me anxiety for months, a lot is riding on it and I’m painfully shy/socially anxious Hey everyone. Thanks for reading this. So I just started my graduate program and my department’s meet and greet is tomorrow and I’ve been losing sleep over this for weeks now. This is an insanely important event for me because it is my chance to meet my professors and build a good relationship with them to hopefully gain the opportunity to do research with them. 
The only problem is, I have insane social anxiety. I have no idea how to start or carry conversations when I’m anxious and just how to go about it in general. I’m really shy and I wish I had an open and loud personality like I feel everyone else does. Does anyone have any experience with this or have any tips to share on how to combat this anxiety? Thanks in advance!",3.597145708582836,5.835651029940124,5.215473053892215,77.49993612774453,74.62874251497007,9.24375249500998,28.498602794411177,9.725611199111238,3.0497867465069866,690,29,128,20,15,233,96,167,0.14400000000000002,0.664,0.192,0.8739,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,4,9,10,0,0,6,0,14,2,1,3,0,27,26,16,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,13,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,3,2,15,7,20,23,1,18,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,4,9,84,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242497424915606,0.0,0.3415736967609884,0.33628098728966743,0.0,0.10406846418433667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072806107796877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604919506377327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433203259240425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28443527047902123,0.0,0.1455885898764219,0.0,0.0,0.07525513820074743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427755062513596,0.08458601220239227,0.12483522268232287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782612906038606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801590709767894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271296372808755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650760904652273,0.0,0.12653367372936394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879818799402465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319525828938565,0.1583702817104648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995644619578786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241440813987932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887466401654004,0.0,0.0953471196379506,0.0,0.0,0.1597924322645537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062834585412038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894187373214496,0.15171791471393206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106914907795657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27405341462294536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193859679543278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115220021424546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,veekay19,2019/08/28,"Yes.. you can get over it...just like I did. I am never so happy in my life. I am 25 and I was super anxious for good part of my life .... 
Yes, you can talk to anyone without getting scared...
Yes, you can ask the salesmen to guide you with the directions ..
Yes, you can roll down the windows and yell at the bad driver....

The main one, ....I’m still working on how to flirt with your crush ... but hey, I did strike the conversation.. and it went well. 

Now, I always hold a smiling face ... which is making other people comfortable and initiate a  conversation without any hesitation... 

all my life I thought everyone hates me ... but no ... it was my rejecting face...FML
Thank Jesus, that I at-least realized it.

This post is more like a repost...
The below link is my whole story ... you can take a look or shoot a DM if you have any questions.

[meta](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialanxiety/comments/cpg1hf/hello_there_i_went_out_there_started_talking_and/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app)",3.4109511297950585,6.539111653179193,3.3693037309511316,84.91236862848137,82.757225433526,6.151234892275356,22.314503415659484,7.520522993642371,1.1785861271676308,768,25,137,13,22,233,114,173,0.107,0.716,0.177,0.9194,0,0,0,1,0,0,81.0,0,8,0,2,5,13,1,1,12,4,15,4,1,2,2,21,26,10,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,7,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,6,2,22,9,15,20,5,11,1,1,1,0,14,6,0,3,5,92,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098122441146374,0.18357979744896016,0.0,0.23043951199463286,0.0,0.0,0.19141024197123574,0.0,0.1184709850630965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839630396032991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414688711044666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189979810142002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704273959243622,0.0,0.0,0.14211175227443915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180363805622596,0.0,0.16727929231798874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590250762459755,0.16555210086439015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228043705381976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309735816266495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067661442019016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481169340261672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347864104580155,0.0,0.11746300486798725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622692825181363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980292261376885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696312633799753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530883240781208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273919834958382,0.13618324338449292,0.0,0.1559904734097739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451029931695382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233996179135847,0.15706541491805368,0.0,0.18916508248415054,0.0,0.3266533307200897,0.0,0.12334871296929033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rice_fag2001,2019/08/28,Why aren’t their good looking people with no friends? Just a question. Most quiet people in my school are either really ugly or really short. Why is that the case? Do ugly people get discriminated against? Is that why I can’t stand to look people in the eye? Why isn’t there a social justice movement for us ugly folks? Why don’t we have a Martin Luther King Jr for ugly folks? We have been discriminated since human history. It’s time for a revolution.,2.291704545454543,4.957757488636368,4.201090909090908,80.6166363636364,82.06818181818181,6.247272727272727,20.163636363636364,7.554174236665415,0.9742009090909092,361,10,65,6,10,122,58,88,0.18100000000000002,0.722,0.09699999999999999,-0.8455,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,11,1,1,0,0,8,14,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,8,13,2,6,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,3,1,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223560317902962,0.0,0.08274162801053017,0.0,0.0,0.13283298450628608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659813110209183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391744174840513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741030052260728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291136096768211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027858404966933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100504641644595,0.0,0.0,0.16143795782546816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234664143646544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049924087067874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7145200745286384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nappyokocha,2019/08/28,"Why do people in public stare at me(M 23), (mainly women) cashiers either have a disgusted look on their face or laugh secretly with each other when I order something... This has been really getting on my nerves lately and has made me avoid going out at all. I know that I'm not good looking but to be treated like this just makes me start to hate people. I take care of myself, had several girlfriends in the past so it surely can't be that I'm that hideous.  I'm just not sure what makes people act so negative to me. Could it be that they can see through my dead eyes the anxiety? I've always been feeling uncomfortable doing groceries on my own but before I had never noticed these stares I get like I do now. I know I shouldn't care about some cashiers or random people on the streets but these small interactions for me personally can really ruin my mood for the day! Anyone else have similar experiences and any advice on how to approach this? 

P.s. sorry for my bad English 😬",4.079843750000002,5.7439602135416665,4.9509583333333325,82.36487500000003,71.86458333333334,7.620000000000001,25.82083333333333,8.238735603445708,1.6597433333333336,779,25,147,12,15,253,126,192,0.19899999999999998,0.696,0.10400000000000001,-0.9694,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,8,15,2,1,5,0,19,2,2,4,4,32,39,11,1,2,10,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,13,5,0,1,4,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,5,7,20,9,21,29,6,23,0,1,6,0,8,12,0,4,9,102,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427038081116486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215129005833738,0.0,0.0,0.09930887473980574,0.0,0.1117164506401176,0.0,0.0,0.1021111363593451,0.14963021604713347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193320736091835,0.0,0.0,0.12426511283388632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977850313084239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659714317153655,0.0,0.0,0.09418055735297838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219935859857568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285034827556914,0.0,0.0,0.07383973366750671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259462318412473,0.0,0.08299511186013721,0.12248731203705455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417942603313105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051414198035358,0.0,0.1647339519539697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142690745222862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526540572836644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818194118569402,0.1949591244654369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126312707447394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626192756121694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940702573814398,0.40496939907658985,0.12751221517758551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710764708848135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637106627995512,0.0,0.0,0.16497809407164596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242495345797347,0.0,0.16347433670590886,0.10336439435984296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27527270417173005,0.0,0.1098002197829533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177396209355982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cambam321-,2019/08/28,"Mantras or phrases you use when experiencing social anxiety and depression? I started making a list of mantras/phrases I liked as I’m hoping to get a small tattoo of one of these as a daily reminder that I am and will continue to grow and be okay.

I like these so far: 

Look how far I’ve come 
And what if it works out 
Feel the fear and do it anyway 
I am enough 
You’re braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think",4.268717948717949,4.86319786813187,4.848076923076924,87.31775641025642,70.31868131868131,7.8249084249084255,29.452380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.6332842490842483,350,13,76,4,6,112,62,91,0.08900000000000001,0.7140000000000001,0.19699999999999998,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,1,4,6,0,1,4,1,5,0,0,3,0,17,16,13,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,3,9,4,11,14,1,9,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,4,5,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205874503821597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032037854066272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318212943669473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317909057650777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780707938362855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028325257613604,0.13607412734662952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060302736915778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267294858422338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629548844809209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259913084402883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796383289338118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236129543577329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24499488464582705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743318707684417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048307818339172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724399231236406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324315120973475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592108103949005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,moomoocowbrow,2019/08/28,"Stop hiding If you’re like me, you may think that your social anxiety somehow makes you weak and unwanted by your peers. The truth is, if you’ve tried and tried to fix your social anxiety and still haven’t had any luck, then maybe there’s nothing you can do about it for the time being. But what you can do is accept yourself for who you are and allow people to see the real you - the anxious you. And soon you may meet people who actually like you more for who you are. You may connect with people because suddenly you’re unafraid to hide who you are and therefore are authentic and courageous. So to those who hide themselves socially for the fear that they will be “exposed” as socially anxious and uncool, my advice is stop hiding. Let the world see you for who you are, and over time you may realize that’s not who you are anymore.",9.325322299651567,6.706697542682928,8.584947735191637,75.2415853658537,61.378048780487795,11.566550522648086,36.84320557491289,9.606745405546679,3.2718912891986065,663,22,129,9,7,209,88,164,0.157,0.7440000000000001,0.099,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,19,1,0,6,8,0,1,6,0,23,1,0,3,1,31,27,15,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,22,6,14,18,1,10,0,0,2,0,32,2,0,8,10,98,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.1399112297961894,0.0,0.0,0.1401022996770601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974984614180886,0.0,0.21935969128719604,0.3239410451848933,0.1421873519067378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739876485458116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133432778130438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660846338886788,0.0,0.14008947492638496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957024975089095,0.0,0.14403730871853215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757012617362255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29819006686078064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318970325009946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284992141055897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846023025187397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114497751378218,0.2397322619201648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186753969002523,0.0,0.0,0.16720373554277393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468152170255806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,laurambm,2019/08/28,"Awkward experience on Instagram So, I was trying to flirt with someone on IG (which is already too much to me), and to do that, I hided my stories from everyone. Just this person could see that. The flirting didn't go well, I decided to quite the game, and to be sure I wouldn't post anything more, I allowed everyone to see my stories again. The point is: I forgot to delete what I had posted before. A lot of people saw me trying to be overly social sharing a song and writing comments about it. I'm feeling terrible exposed and ashamed. It could be something random to them, but it's overwhelming me so hard. I never post anything there, just because of my social anxiety, it's like a real nightmare.",4.52169117647059,5.932172492647059,5.678705882352944,78.57217647058825,70.3970588235294,7.792941176470588,32.71764705882353,8.238735603445708,2.684434705882353,553,26,97,8,10,184,88,136,0.095,0.8320000000000001,0.073,-0.2159,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,9,10,0,3,6,0,12,0,0,1,2,21,19,7,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,4,1,0,5,6,15,6,17,8,3,10,0,1,3,0,8,4,0,2,3,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316624639949452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004414991560107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582652559676521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565759660835284,0.0,0.13352822927005256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505773295591698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998895164450603,0.0,0.15349886722708178,0.0,0.0,0.07934398208429243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918183126400392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057041046861132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666368342779661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340863868538672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535500442538214,0.0,0.12102716361820065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087892762780891,0.13701738094202975,0.0,0.0,0.1483410841776938,0.0,0.4508608772732986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669048193468095,0.0,0.17861047384488954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500914707960252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199224343942237,0.13295867005147924,0.1208054667851846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478962031908557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307814247843404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109084141121225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,indulgent_taurus,2019/08/28,"DAE do this That feel when you always wear a cardigan because you just feel ""better"" having long sleeves and coverage, it's like a security blanket, but it starts getting warm and you really want to take the cardigan off but you can't because you know there's probably huge sweat marks under your armpits even though you wear deoderant",7.059193548387097,8.180650887096776,6.251774193548387,77.84766129032263,64.3225806451613,9.425806451612903,34.854838709677416,9.516144504307137,3.308535483870968,273,12,47,5,4,83,48,62,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.8243,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,7,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,3,4,4,0,0,9,10,6,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,4,3,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26353507486095784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38613718554954796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28011168087129223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091895116163421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32028467177323106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654722883378784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406014595960856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473260881659026,0.0,0.0,0.28028581136846803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414759957559718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202897912673428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417490879405405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381328155391713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111742131775814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186808714155366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Momo747788443,2019/08/28,"New Worst Day Ever About a week ago I made a rant post about my worst day ever and that day doesn't even compare to how bad today was.

A girl from my very small friendship group left school to go to college and usually I go out for lunch with her and another friend. But today was the first day she wasn't there and there was so much awkward silence between me and my other friend even though I would consider her my best friend. Our group originally had 4 people in in but one person left to sit with another group (I still talk to her at break and in some classes we have together). Anyways the girl that I thought was my best friend told me at lunch today that the friend that left for another group wants her to sit with them now but not with me and she said yes. Now I have no one to sit with or talk to at all and I'm going to have to walk home at lunch so I don't look like I have no friends (even though I actually don't). I wouldn't mind going home but it's a 20 minute walk there and we only get an 50 minutes for lunch which means that i'll have to walk home, stay there for 10 minutes then walk back. I know it seems pathetic that that's my worst day ever but it really is. I thought I was alone before but now I'm even more alone. I don't know what to do.",3.7141370394311584,3.7223770695970733,4.417996121525533,91.99023917259214,71.34432234432235,7.8887308769661715,24.117431588019823,7.510576382923642,0.6893026933850464,992,22,240,10,17,318,123,273,0.12,0.7659999999999999,0.114,0.0617,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,1,3,24,14,0,1,8,1,20,4,0,3,4,43,38,22,0,3,8,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,3,13,17,4,0,6,0,0,8,9,5,0,3,12,2,33,9,33,24,9,49,0,0,1,0,27,12,0,3,24,161,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.08493193545487572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714975949549309,0.0,0.0,0.1802804792737521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737859765684949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692322707055272,0.0726691610123029,0.0,0.0,0.07405891871611686,0.0,0.18267213475818692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806463569130077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299386664698181,0.2361797782116894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403047124413943,0.0,0.0,0.4034502195612851,0.0,0.0454713013861597,0.0,0.1978520955049198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261904455671987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566243914010754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836857697765359,0.0,0.0,0.04252006883109827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308604294671868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235300251959304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948047665086111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787881158522601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397948166420192,0.0,0.0,0.08405729294773459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795201826144333,0.06619273822776986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603379241461352,0.07599411100823181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335383273083181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575575360967687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278858835302222,0.0,0.0,0.08808233505076697,0.0,0.07923183765132441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276590602881678,0.06950489709760294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399081220260461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101952928948455,0.13818941965909498,0.0,0.0,0.247492144583072,0.08316403746095888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958548719688522,0.07181157836765419,0.05133448886362647,0.0,0.06981285474579599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618259514667921,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sentient-slime,2019/08/28,"First day success! Monday and Tuesday were my first days of class at college this semester. I was so worried about introductions but in my first class we didn’t need to do introductions AND there was someone I recognized and could sit next to. We don’t talk much because he’s also very socially anxious but it felt good not to be alone.
My second class I sat down next to this boy who immediately started talking about my favorite video game. I got excited because it’s a huge interest of mine and easy for me to talk about. He’s really friendly and sweet so I think I may have made a friend :) PLUS he seems to love talking so I don’t have to say much at all!! :D we’d already broken the ice ourselves by the time the teacher had us introduce ourselves to our neighbors (thank god it was only our neighbors we had to introduce ourselves to) I feel I should add that I did take prescribed medication so I wouldn’t  have a panic attack so that could have added to why I was so calm but I’m still so happy I had such a success. I hope everyone else is having okay first days of school. I really lucked out finding someone with the same niche obsession as me so quickly",2.604381584081157,4.798774184549359,3.834875146312913,86.43200838860712,77.54077253218884,6.811470932500976,26.89992196644557,7.84624498591911,1.6744695278969959,927,38,184,15,22,302,134,233,0.07400000000000001,0.629,0.297,0.9968,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,7,0,0,6,16,18,1,2,8,1,26,2,0,1,1,32,40,19,0,6,4,0,2,0,4,3,1,1,2,1,8,12,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,3,0,5,14,4,29,15,27,19,4,22,0,0,0,1,24,6,0,4,15,128,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214653799695373,0.13014574512433824,0.09431369288357844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332345576708693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416967574843006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378586411899952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832523049272612,0.0,0.0,0.22817765541655505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852072518450153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112693279967157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963218516424761,0.0,0.1132374345903341,0.0,0.10779172890216222,0.40126655110667736,0.0,0.0,0.18223473324101508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891945310304973,0.09432450918758972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255454860433876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171374514884002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644220149600384,0.1115942690184234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880851094261652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339364127727053,0.08744834290724805,0.0,0.0,0.2508533891774913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969594320618014,0.0,0.1383729493201343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110614980098386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378775533331553,0.0,0.11935792858417772,0.0,0.10736486509501997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022130314637924,0.19985425040247695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347598776035232,0.0,0.09418415780241143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867349206127281,0.37917122945268295,0.0,0.10857998773515967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755688801826607,0.0,0.0,0.06876966064378609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418629626783844,0.0,0.0,0.09730987759785684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641925311883428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977013441369225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SAHARASAMSARA,2019/08/28,"I only talk to people whom I trust, am I an introvert, an ambivert or socially anxious Can anyone recognise this? I’m not really a person that thrives in groups, I like living in solitude and focusing on my art. But sometimes I cross paths with people who make me more open. I trust them and they make me laugh and we act all goofy. But there aren’t many people like that in my life unfortunately. 
I don’t know, am I a introvert/ambivert or socially anxious? I’m not afraid of people but I don’t like to chitchat about random things. I like being around them but I don’t feel like talking to them. In the past I’ve expressed extrovert behaviour because I wanted people to like me (I thought this is acceptable behaviour) resulting with a burn out. 
Now I’m more low key, but I do feel uncomfortable sometimes when I’m surrounded by unknown and loud people. When they have fun together I feel I have to behave like that too because I’m afraid they will judge me negative - as a kid I was surrounded by dominant people who wanted to suppress me. As a young adult I became more extrovert/loud as defence for future dominant people. What’s up with me?",3.6411654135338334,5.628954,4.864144736842107,81.18743421052635,73.73214285714286,8.287218045112782,28.307330827067666,8.99025400887824,2.4845482142857147,912,37,170,20,19,301,115,224,0.073,0.768,0.158,0.9497,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,6,0,7,16,1,2,8,0,14,1,0,3,1,35,28,16,0,2,9,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,0,3,10,11,0,2,6,1,0,2,7,4,0,0,2,4,33,12,25,24,4,20,0,1,0,0,19,12,0,3,13,113,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638873828497755,0.0,0.08166490431748535,0.0,0.0,0.10397119759290373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239276970051526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177163285018138,0.08343747703641248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418678957943635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249487834113997,0.3994166811651821,0.0,0.10313101940375513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592146765717116,0.1184105291510588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882690841888145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149284812604904,0.6477606342703787,0.1019797959660559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482106575906414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23811303617232554,0.0,0.0,0.2310240067172055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774878143735008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759257661637306,0.0,0.0,0.09272119006679118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137775957396681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,igottathink,2019/08/28,"Social anxiety and school Hi. I'm a 20 year old male student and I think I have social anxiety at times. And I feel like I need to change that somehow. But I don't know how. Can you help me?

I wasn't always anxious and shy. I have made plenty of friends throughout my time, some of which I feel like I really connect with. I used to make friends very easily and was the 'funny guy' who easily could crack a joke without hesitation. But over the years I've lost that skill.

Currently I'm at uni in my second year. I've made a couple of friends, but I don't hang out with them or consider them as ""real friends"". I also live about 30 minutes away from campus, with my parents. I feel like that distance makes it harder for me to connect with new people, but that's not the main issue here.

The problem with me is my ""performance anxiety"" and my fright of speaking in classrooms etc. I can't do it! I physically can't! My heart starts racing, my palms start sweating and my hands start shaking. Yeah, it sucks! I have not taken any medication for this or sought out help, simply because I want to fix this ""naturally"". I know it might take some time, but I have to do it, since I feel like it is ruining my chances of a good career, and establishing connections in life.

My question to you guys is: where should I start, and how did you (if you ever did) turn your anxiety and into a strength rather than a weakness, or in other words, fixed it?",3.3751714375589827,4.713497415224914,4.47712645486002,86.36110648002517,73.11764705882355,7.607486631016044,26.285152563699285,8.150884317080207,1.5173515570934255,1119,38,234,17,22,366,156,289,0.096,0.7440000000000001,0.16,0.9433,2,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,5,2,4,9,18,1,2,10,1,21,7,4,7,1,58,46,23,0,7,13,1,5,4,4,2,3,1,0,3,16,18,0,0,8,1,0,2,8,7,0,1,8,6,41,11,34,35,4,28,0,2,0,0,23,12,1,9,18,156,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071390175864343,0.0839820713529285,0.0,0.0,0.06863604575593976,0.0,0.3088455261593188,0.11402247828401255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482731261920976,0.0,0.0,0.06152615678567756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677084450974614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058460912683882,0.11167742583585646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256393258157096,0.0,0.09129720905783316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413351180900954,0.28841842488158914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119139099766697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465552324023637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987367429986064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960285784369125,0.1353028671116159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534498107552634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093727546812107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129003571610433,0.1972377301369201,0.0,0.08912327897894992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101773142272842,0.0,0.0,0.1910053268192821,0.1347434801009191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167663026566473,0.0,0.10707106832250043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483851753196216,0.0,0.09747908527807687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590934177815158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207112235447468,0.0,0.0,0.06997234204294897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096576639020465,0.0,0.0,0.11306500320512004,0.0,0.0,0.1148807455652221,0.06465851647447818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214682330115722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349056367826213,0.0,0.0,0.2057714029590816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857558629842576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588700333963493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467204267574582,0.0,0.0,0.17655975914429262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978315267802376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717134870658619,0.0,0.08327804436917123,0.05953128922145232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729318014766664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498735740532305
socialanxiety,WhitePhantum,2019/08/28,"Math class is all peer to peer work and the mandatory study session after is all group work. Coming into this semester I was really nervous about taking any class that involved group work, especially since I cannot have any course drops. I get to my math class, expecting it to be a normal class where the professor just lectures and talks. First thing he mentions is that we will be doing peer to peer work throughout the whole semester. I got a bit nervous but seeing how other students were just as shy, I felt kind of relieved. We had to do this activity where we stand up and introduce the person next to you, we name their major, hobbies, interesting thing about them. I actually had no problem meeting the person next to me, it was actually pretty interesting and we talked for the rest of the class. I was very nervous but after doing it, it kind of felt good knowing that I was able to do something that I feared of doing. This moment really opened my eyes, seeing that I don't mind talking out loud or meeting new people but the reason why I feared it is because of the anxiety symptoms that I would get. The biggest symptoms is shaky voice, this is the main reason why I don't like talking when I'm nervous. Then my mandatory study session after, which is more group work; I was even more nervous to attend this one because it's just all group work. Turns out, there was only about 9 students and most of them didn't even know each other. The instructor was just as lost like us, that made me feel a bit more comfortable. Hopefully these study sessions stay the same with just like 9 people and don't get filled. 

That's how my semester started, I'm still nervous anxious but hopefully I started to loosen up in the coming weeks.",7.3787658017298785,6.986688799401198,7.191576846307385,76.55200931470394,63.70059880239521,9.937192282102464,33.825016633399876,9.2995712137729,2.9279978709248176,1385,51,255,21,18,440,157,334,0.141,0.767,0.092,-0.9304,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,6,1,3,8,17,23,0,9,17,0,32,3,1,5,3,53,55,17,0,6,10,0,3,3,0,2,2,2,0,2,25,19,0,0,7,0,0,4,6,11,0,2,16,8,31,12,32,35,15,31,0,1,3,0,26,10,0,5,17,178,56,20,0.09104513506074087,0.0,0.1776938368013165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382762782403292,0.0,0.06964927911997347,0.10285508765126317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110005385652722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879541400617295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685464433525695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026890608100055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049021779951648,0.04603515588693307,0.0,0.1748352148841866,0.0,0.0,0.07744294537223738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270197595959566,0.0,0.0,0.07636433968177417,0.07281711163944618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808567244220188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896189955258136,0.10007205038680353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344016236981046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938651994391016,0.0,0.0,0.08614910817374345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192963236081736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793195877980982,0.1936550680432709,0.0,0.08920490164699962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169453978377337,0.06924392786460615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623846599904673,0.15899420032094252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926256336736614,0.0,0.0871178983390604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665168972766618,0.1872191247765464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451023699800743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531347655671054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700909930326102,0.0,0.0,0.12888443040546166,0.09704200003406686,0.07270876246730308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892615117754121,0.06845461085881575,0.2927145233336104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209726843743442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903096267741264,0.0,0.0,0.10951608738626364,0.0,0.0,0.07512177144300758,0.0,0.0,0.0730309155878381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643081464549023,0.10164864188609914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976916559992669,0.0,0.0,0.06467585173461149,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Irvindan,2019/08/28,"You could have just answered the call it wasn't that hard Today as I was scrolling through my phone minding my own buisness I got a phone call. I didn't know the number, so I started thinking back trying to figure out who could be calling me ( I don't ever get phone calls from anyone except my father occasionally and other family members rarely). My heart started beating like crazy while I was staring at the screen like an idiot. At first I thought maybe it was somone from university as I have an appointment and last week they called me to change it (Yes I managed to answer the phone ''proud'') and then I thought it was my uncle as the numbers were almost the same, until later I noticed it was from another country. I didn't know anyone from that country so I was relieved and ignored the call.
Few moments later my sister informed us that the delivery that was due today didn't get hold of us nor the house. I told them that some number called me but I ignored it cuz I didn't think it was the delivery guy/woman laughing at my own stupidity. They kept nagging and got angry at me for not answering the call. I told them I thought it was a wrong number but they insisted that I should have answered no matter the number. They did Not know the courage it takes for me to answer a phone call...

I was so angry at them but mostly at myself for not having enough courage to answer the phone.",2.9956363636363648,5.135753654545461,3.8469090909090937,87.07436363636366,76.0909090909091,5.854545454545455,25.18181818181818,6.742157984588678,0.9982363636363636,1105,39,211,10,25,353,129,275,0.163,0.794,0.043,-0.9854,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,7,3,6,13,3,0,19,1,26,1,1,1,1,45,44,19,0,3,8,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,4,16,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,25,3,43,7,26,15,7,23,0,0,2,0,31,7,0,3,18,161,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545139238712154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894819382938184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933743290892715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656178977850485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7842357599719294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902738719211903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626725004448925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817460581961307,0.0,0.0,0.07719104026096424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044691791974769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258651603808253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916877852780805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650153455445213,0.0,0.0,0.08449577483915241,0.0,0.0,0.0764440394742876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011232337813358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846595833189599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069483260452453,0.06955999776513005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338144027127799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573119615203799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861647462097388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715527773494308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080211734868952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416183791952505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935936161597216,0.0,0.20324107812238776,0.0,0.0,0.1617765605627854,0.1630838663458993,0.0,0.05793734926301024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529671735189087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845116362907402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933012087096188,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tungwungfung,2019/08/28,"Can’t go eat because I don’t want to sit alone, when I get someone to eat with me I order really small plates Just got to college and my eating habits have completely tanked. I went from 3 good meals a day to 2 small ones at the most because I don’t want to go alone and when I do find someone to go with me I just order the simplest thing I can (usually pretty small because it’s simple) so I can get out of the line and sit down. At my college you have to like “order” what you want and then a person scoops it out of a buffet and gives it to you instead of just letting you do the buffet thing by yourself. So for breakfast I figured out the least interaction I have to have is to say “oatmeal please” and then grab a banana on my way out. I used to love breakfast and I’ve only eaten it once now because I’m too nervous to go get food and nobody around me seems to like eating breakfast. I’m genuinely considering transferring schools for a lot of reasons but the fact I can’t just go through the buffet by myself and pick up what I want without talking to people is high on the list.",3.788704512372637,4.2143200393013105,4.946532751091702,86.78998835516741,71.31441048034934,7.329374090247453,27.930422125181952,7.0316486544052195,1.284136885007278,855,29,184,7,15,283,112,229,0.022000000000000002,0.898,0.08,0.7992,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,12,5,0,1,13,0,15,11,0,3,1,35,36,16,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,16,10,0,4,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,3,2,25,4,38,32,3,34,0,0,0,1,10,15,0,3,9,126,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409940544696337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035705949318799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836882562346688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198419788905475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503208744180967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47619476518846704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063360706427534,0.0,0.1406833122576893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182354406764495,0.11160751679313044,0.3306041430076363,0.097583609245713,0.09305071710482032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292354905615567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896935671011412,0.0,0.1136793492585993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891128728189676,0.10500476773985776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390228608292067,0.07883752924391113,0.08848465694244417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806581002936985,0.10158686620684863,0.0,0.12771048918339767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183634099399461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453277901487293,0.11962074177326552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925212117675632,0.0,0.11774607620608675,0.0,0.10591497135792502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971553467552372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351269121347996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458722239443987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048363655452784,0.1281361927231388,0.0,0.2744902089279679,0.09234824548038413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785181260576092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215121365276856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pizzamargherita96,2019/08/28,"Introduction week at university Hello all, I am a 23 year old female and I am going to do my Masters at another university so I thought it was a great idea to follow an introduction week to get to know some fellow students. Totally out of my comfortzone (because I'm an introvert and I always find these kind of events pretty scary), but I feel I had to do this, because otherwise I would end up just as friendless as at my previous university where I followed my Bachelor's degree. I am now on day 3 of the introduction week and my social battery is completely empty. It is nice in the group, but I still feel ""not good enough"" and I'm pretty insecure about a lot of things. I have indicated to the group that I am not present during the day program today, but I do participate in the evening program. I thought that was a good idea to recharge my battery a little bit. The introduction week lasts until friday and I wondered if some people have tips or encouraging words for me? Everything is welcome.

*Sorry if my english is not correct, but it is not my native language.",6.558333333333334,6.656712140096619,7.7259057971014515,70.39581521739133,65.28019323671498,10.76473429951691,36.57367149758454,10.504223727775694,3.9680888888888894,851,40,153,20,12,291,116,207,0.076,0.823,0.102,0.7538,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,13,0,18,0,0,0,3,35,30,16,0,3,12,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,9,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,5,2,24,7,24,24,7,29,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,7,16,115,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698418975196788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742345330256262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140771796107995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349055372325465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474085199366136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134101217948248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452318993793672,0.14526959441621298,0.0,0.09285999419226874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635543803109478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217554470551905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849896183749815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345375786439008,0.0,0.07990193524900975,0.23584457098396164,0.0,0.15500368402136933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174235498323374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464054126459915,0.0772659394729043,0.11460161992224566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091058037210924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952668227167025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752813708314505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746910985967848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860661524333989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433163082399637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738174904037958,0.0,0.0,0.11227732055521564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340338358826543,0.0,0.0,0.22322941859212564,0.0,0.0,0.13326521349630047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510991655831844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524665261247861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998728501348666,0.0,0.0,0.09053693504843392
socialanxiety,ConfusedPanda77,2019/08/28,"Woke up this morning to see my crush had gotten into a relationship after I rejected them because of social anxiety It takes me so long to get comfortable with someone. This was the one person I felt truly comfortable around. I loved spending time with them. They told me they liked me a few weeks ago, but I didn’t feel ready yet so panicked and said I didn’t feel the same. Since then it’s all I’ve been thinking about. I wanted to go back and tell them the truth but didn’t know how to word it and now they are in a relationship. I wish I could just be normal, and been truthful to begin with 😫.",2.235055432372505,4.116509756097564,3.448957871396896,90.25130820399114,77.45528455284554,6.423946784922395,21.750923872875084,7.348242739294969,0.6241934959349593,472,13,101,6,11,153,83,123,0.07200000000000001,0.737,0.191,0.9338,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,6,0,9,7,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,3,27,27,10,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,12,5,18,6,15,13,3,15,0,1,1,1,14,4,0,0,11,72,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900453147339415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448087700276736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976630643442046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552767109682523,0.0,0.12309862185224925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122987107046555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421033337969274,0.0,0.19389071694304927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550349156422853,0.0,0.1147651719476726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097902449635877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865597830893884,0.0,0.0,0.17870745628962798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225558390403845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785490407785505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683740495953406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632317099524222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336084770351587,0.0,0.0,0.1920878634798876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091725322160402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704396736924093,0.0,0.0,0.20584884091739092,0.17110014914608299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183112379580138,0.0,0.17650140996901698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939276141505038,0.0,0.0,0.11775080258920012,0.0,0.0,0.1929589885760356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119107385266657,0.0,0.16198128725626645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221701999393746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,skyesdow,2019/08/28,I can handle neither working independently or in a team What are my options in a situation like that? Do I just suffer through it? I can't work by myself because I make too many mistakes and I can't work in a team because I can't handle other people judging my character and abilities. I also can't stop seeking validation from everyone which makes me always feel like a failure.,4.213153153153153,6.114205810810812,6.282162162162162,71.98963963963965,71.97297297297297,8.176576576576577,33.954954954954964,8.841846274778883,3.306727927927928,306,16,51,6,6,107,50,74,0.13699999999999998,0.737,0.126,-0.41600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,3,0,11,10,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,11,2,6,10,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,40,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032858148696331,0.21151701797877104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099192244571149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429015824535064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853252781157531,0.1816024663904668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24838120708014744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33936456488738953,0.25772164864295044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623215159480654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28573449604633705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125248475057625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551877999577538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wHyArEyoUsoQuiEt-,2019/08/28,"Do I have social anxiety? I was wondering if anyone can help me as to whether I am just really shy or I have SA. 

Ever since I was a kid I was shy and clingy to my parents. I never really socialised in middle school I was bullied so I just hung around people I called friends but  i never talked to them more a way of trying to deter bullies. I think I may have had some SA then looking back now I was scared to death of answering any question I hardly went to the bathroom because it meant I would be alone. 

Fast forward to my first year of high school I get bullied again this time I get depression. I didn’t last a term before being pulled out to homeschool. 

It’s been about 5 years and if anything I have gotten worse socially, if someone says hi to me I say it back so quiet worried I might draw attention I don’t think they hear me. If I see someone I know I start preparing myself to say hi but I start sweating, blush and feel really hot. I can never look people in the eyes if my acne is bad I don’t want to leave the house. Driving down the street if the window is down I turn the radio off so no one looks at my car. I don’t have any friends too scared to ask if anyone wants to hang out. I did go to a doctor she told me i was just shy and a introvert, although I didn’t tell her everything i was too freaked out in the moment. 

I think that’s everything I would really appreciate people’s thoughts on if i am just extremely shy or i do have SA. Thanks",0.6331955034213124,2.729161977419359,2.7284750733137852,92.23240957966766,84.06451612903227,5.822091886608018,20.684261974584558,7.106945922332613,0.5005376344086021,1143,35,252,16,33,385,162,310,0.192,0.752,0.055999999999999994,-0.9918,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,16,8,0,2,12,0,35,3,2,0,4,47,61,23,1,12,17,1,3,0,2,4,1,5,1,1,5,8,0,0,11,1,0,7,9,5,0,2,17,13,52,3,31,38,3,42,0,1,5,0,23,16,0,15,20,176,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316638664484427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547704539421052,0.0,0.07620172262703505,0.0,0.0,0.13929988726641446,0.0,0.0819709140898734,0.08867442033201885,0.09312232557760572,0.0,0.0,0.15318857698392133,0.08317056613509027,0.060721606584272135,0.0,0.08476115743140702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171340793122736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579433577596203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019555177996792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010335604030924,0.0,0.0,0.17904690148548955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503660371551844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472859902125729,0.0,0.0,0.15391757521716656,0.0,0.10408469910767086,0.0,0.0566109150185875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923139891138901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226821812392676,0.0,0.06676678583301437,0.10524391083085227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493708688773475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474329901647935,0.08119581266952,0.0,0.10547308535216224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509430747696263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567094755949492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304771625819731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749861976471623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060561810762054,0.0,0.0,0.20717203449482205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158650242020253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552520231915347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23764268692192145,0.19945487794420816,0.20162218940253693,0.07937663310700503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239879469199521,0.0,0.0,0.20308062179634948,0.16879922433947062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410095802970621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006310760787186,0.08706392497693223,0.09170792050493726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914790653690909,0.0,0.0790795717662179,0.05808365522065394,0.0,0.0,0.0951820549646471,0.0,0.0676289578560934,0.10834756719353296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175056500327689,0.07906613978647158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233988634383702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802328537764032,0.0,0.10115924853912847,0.10151155987137138,0.1415208133327191,0.0,0.0,0.12829172960823348
socialanxiety,LemonsAreLove,2019/08/28,"Literature/writing group for socially awkward people like me! Hi! Well, here goes nothing! After reading a post on this subreddit, I thought that maybe we could start a literature/writing club, group or something for socially anxious people like ourselves that are interested in this sort of thing. What do you all think? Would someone be interested in this idea? 
I feel like often times we feel pressured to be a certain level or to reach certain standards to be part of an author’s/reader’s club or simply to talk about literature in general. I’m tired of that. I want a place where we can freely express ourselves, where we are not afraid of having a ""bad taste"", of not being smart enough or of boring people. Well, enough of me ranting. If someone is interested in the idea or if someone has a better idea, feel free to leave a comment. 
I hope you all have a wonderful day/evening/night! 😊",5.099796107506954,7.030880156626513,5.4550602409638556,78.69591751621877,69.72289156626506,7.7582947173308625,32.648748841519925,8.384062270229773,2.6976659870250232,710,33,123,11,13,226,99,166,0.09699999999999999,0.664,0.239,0.9749,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,4,2,0,1,7,19,0,3,10,0,14,2,0,0,4,34,24,7,0,6,9,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,9,3,1,0,2,5,2,0,1,4,12,15,21,17,5,13,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,11,6,85,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438237833781407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629832585205397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259513063001887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164647831808854,0.0,0.0,0.0821042584798251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26309001335898785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931149087299394,0.09095011283457267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644731023878075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311516441281878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480264613294946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659134365517066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789975827657554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119471578799112,0.0,0.1221571413700018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786405603234414,0.0,0.26478165838614265,0.0,0.13301159517133976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192755151169968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546884092446725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259552520958954,0.32360742122279523,0.09800926749350834,0.0,0.0,0.0901104982881346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102326756889045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457894280893256,0.08157494904864307,0.0,0.10106972308199487,0.07423534065278521,0.1463238328168697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075090590680558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289335140990744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806199623591586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904371956904484,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Uman11111,2019/08/28,I talked to three girls this week... ...in my college classes and they all seemed a little disinterested. Didnt even try to continue the convo. Just went right to their phones. Are girls really this unresponsive in conversations or did I just pick girls that don't like me?,3.0838666666666685,6.0496787199999975,3.708000000000002,83.32066666666668,81.8,7.333333333333335,20.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.3283333333333331,216,6,41,5,6,68,41,50,0.046,0.9540000000000001,0.0,-0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,6,1,5,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,3,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640338945308477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529972129621292,0.40065875127254347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25609279194454576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413879227537249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639212314673661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213073025269794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714068772833353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206587253869877,0.0,0.0,0.37057617026433054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justathrowawayacc321,2019/08/28,"”1st year students’ day” So, I started highschool a few weeks ago. We’re going to have this event where 1st year students go to some place, and I’d assume we’ll get to know each other through group things and such.

Each class has a ”color code”, so we have clothes according to that. I don’t have any clothes of my class’ color, and I’m kind of ashamed of myself, since people put so much effort into this...

And then the event itself, I have no friends here and I’m stressed out about it. :/",2.0536363636363606,3.9597834545454553,2.4070707070707087,97.39727272727276,78.0909090909091,4.8040404040404034,22.11111111111111,5.033348758259628,-0.17377979797979792,378,11,84,1,9,115,67,99,0.107,0.862,0.032,-0.7425,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,1,7,4,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,14,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,11,13,5,16,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,2,9,52,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405768439331541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455909674532464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502845180330892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968045599645746,0.0,0.14179360050571008,0.0,0.3084820549888765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826179517040524,0.14915255628644533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995078387269887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815233456953606,0.0,0.2835518401332217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728286942633066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450219632421894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209601668191714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31088406043086514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030394146541973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176981026323027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495412181081243
socialanxiety,Incognidomode,2019/08/28,"Trying to get better Going into grade 12 this year and it's really time I started doing something about this. I'm in the process of coming up with a list of things I should start doing to lessen my SA. So far I have:

- Start seeing a therapist (still working on it, I have to tell my parents first).

- Get a job that has lots of social interaction (thinking cashier atm)

- Read more(?)

- Stop saying no to everything once I feel I'm ready

Is there anything else I should add?",2.2221505376344126,4.412745408602156,3.41204301075269,89.0047311827957,78.78494623655914,5.853763440860216,22.161290322580648,6.937597516519254,0.6523032258064521,365,11,73,4,9,118,70,93,0.05,0.883,0.066,0.3313,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,20,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,8,1,13,18,2,15,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,8,47,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644479360505085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673863283641816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214095146021954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693726980456286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959964050934588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010430461728439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998033251428893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881204184118315,0.0,0.11357135925714335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983063166349413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989335403185404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128187341738744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189414154204207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998899996710188,0.0,0.1280200082328655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589175453907946,0.0,0.0,0.15924335637850387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370755576574268,0.0,0.15384345526469204,0.0,0.0,0.4243346807949959,0.0,0.1595892248350002,0.1670717782107407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466540328213306,0.0,0.0,0.23202490690342356,0.13276210645307404,0.12804678930505925,0.0,0.0,0.11652593270868372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567547294260698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548293069172516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868778139580514
socialanxiety,CallaKat01,2019/08/28,"First job? I've been putting off finding a job for awhile now and I think it's time to find one. So the question is, what is a good first job for someone who has social anxiety?",0.4247368421052649,2.437888578947369,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,84.26315789473685,4.852631578947369,22.657894736842106,5.985473137389443,0.08945263157894745,138,5,33,1,4,44,31,38,0.047,0.862,0.091,0.3736,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,21,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452771942732036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931395893354396,0.36587632632582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803902468505594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6402704260932479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573678378289848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620443485365784,0.2409272668535921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192364582594187,0.18222784514730014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780796923906802,0.0,0.0,0.12540886216221214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ISTJ_spring_flower,2019/08/28,"Presentation nerves I just had an anxiety attack in class right after doing a presentation, and I feel like I can never face that class again. Can anyone give me encouraging comments please?",6.192727272727272,9.126925242424246,6.578787878787877,67.48818181818183,69.30303030303031,9.248484848484848,26.15151515151515,9.725611199111238,2.995715151515151,155,5,23,4,3,50,28,33,0.166,0.615,0.21899999999999997,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,2,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,17,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928807633195646,0.0,0.0,0.2676990486986855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355494667544182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358149525819876,0.2735095744633552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672665634159979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870421685438956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952790959644571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202565725165333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269535509971606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bigstarlivealittle,2019/08/28,"Was it wrong of me to drive away? So I have this ""friend"" that asks me for rides all the time. A couple days ago he asks if he could have a ride home and I said fine. When I got there he said that we are going to give his female friend that I have never met a ride because she is having a bad day and crying and stuff. I told him to fuck off and drove away. Was it rude of me?",0.37836974789916056,1.4082162823529425,1.917478991596642,102.94294117647058,80.29411764705883,4.8571428571428585,13.319327731092436,3.1291,-1.6928319327731094,284,1,78,0,7,92,57,85,0.183,0.762,0.055,-0.9111,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,5,0,9,1,0,0,2,9,20,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,0,0,8,2,12,3,9,11,1,15,0,0,0,1,16,3,1,1,6,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683717712265803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35513951838610136,0.0,0.3569127782730618,0.0,0.1585933051924259,0.11578663861866999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516529148358589,0.21016677170594436,0.20864193265308945,0.2449932417714953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934968236388544,0.1755979519081143,0.0,0.1822092938999016,0.10794819056759318,0.0,0.15191365194492334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052691536561395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649467427325674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613559225459643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174376930634753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075647656574432,0.0,0.0,0.18149734206849105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076713260728891,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,basedalyssa,2019/08/28,"fear of getting a job I recently graduated from college, and I was looking for a job for about 2 months after( with no luck), but then out of nowhere, my tooth started hurting like HELL. Literally couldn’t close my mouth, couldn’t eat and chew, couldn’t do anything without being in tears. Turns out I needed my wisdom teeth removed. Well it took almost an entire month to actually get the surgery (which was today). So the past month I have been doing absolutely nothing, because I was kinda using it as an excuse like.”why try to find a job if I’ll just have to take off immediately for my surgery” well now it’s over and I just have  to recover and honestly...? I’m fucking terrified? 
I have depression and anxiety and just the thought that I really have no excuses and no time left to find just some shitty job makes me want to die. I’ve had plenty of stretches of time where I literally couldn’t get myself out of bed cuz I was so fucking sad. I’m worried I’ll fall back into one of those times when I get a job. More so, i’m also TERRIFIED of the idea of getting another job. I’ve had jobs in the past but all the ones that lasted only a few months (seasonal) I was never comfortable and always anxious to the point where I would have breakdowns before/after my shift. The only job I ever felt comfortable with was only after I was working there for 6 entire months. Like.....how do I get over the anxiety and fear of a new job? I seriously do not have it in me to be miserably anxious and sad at a new job for 6 months before my dumb babie brain decides to be normal :////
help 😭",3.0366110304789515,4.689340996855346,4.764905660377358,82.68492017416548,74.56603773584905,7.659603289791969,26.69617803580068,8.384062270229773,1.8552047411707795,1239,46,246,22,26,420,162,318,0.26,0.68,0.06,-0.9976,10,0,0,0,0,1,41.0,0,0,0,1,18,20,4,3,18,0,29,8,4,3,3,50,51,21,1,9,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,17,2,0,6,0,0,3,10,12,2,2,13,2,26,8,42,30,4,46,1,5,1,2,3,17,4,5,27,166,34,13,0.0,0.0,0.06774185617251023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951199886506554,0.0,0.0,0.0555134690787757,0.057761253261716786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279072019031489,0.106209006088146,0.15684493462929558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057125016426685764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337807973565222,0.0,0.04231650716714184,0.0,0.059069519528661664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749333362010223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059789535043429376,0.0,0.07204481991545593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103184129477758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279246426676184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622887232383406,0.0,0.0,0.0666520696146437,0.0,0.12689340490027293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283514588402083,0.21760792394384992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652935470850312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743132970543466,0.07836435885897304,0.0,0.0,0.6888655380756626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056584853103369775,0.0,0.0,0.07542275082380577,0.0,0.0,0.1017422376556522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829355216030575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633698689549462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33245223014558595,0.0,0.0,0.05147249282205709,0.05353936350331877,0.13408847964241474,0.0,0.0,0.06801480260692078,0.0666083466957092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407873038015513,0.15838632177666173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253447957319814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656223527911513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04447088390942608,0.0,0.06854180103032496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913434649489205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219362119270415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511005807752178,0.12143440617109262,0.0,0.06580005181945607,0.0,0.07712584046110374,0.0471301969893031,0.0755067407072704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599547768790651,0.0,0.0,0.040944475628212906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248300566496627,0.0,0.0626388569546452,0.0,0.0,0.06691637784843996,0.0,0.05053705753421335,0.07049724647663529,0.0,0.04931248404455845,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itsvalerie420,2019/08/28,sos Does anyone else get that intense feeling when you’re having a conversation with someone and then the silence hits? I get the sweats and my mind freezes up...help,2.029354838709679,4.843184193548389,2.053806451612904,91.38070967741936,94.16129032258064,3.7703225806451615,25.55483870967742,5.6839178017228535,0.7645432258064521,134,6,24,1,5,40,28,31,0.039,0.86,0.1,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734882468545947,0.4007604549536445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34228182119348355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32674018866401994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776784422288374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40870014243303854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26216720722343045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949313271981694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314044601251278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,esperanzasmith20,2019/08/28,Why? Why is life so hard to live on?,-5.573333333333334,-5.3895188888888885,-2.0349999999999984,117.66750000000002,126.7777777777778,1.8,4.5,3.1291,-3.3926,26,0,9,0,2,9,8,9,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.3018,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38772513652780055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057162713387045,0.0,0.0,0.38219137170061457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7811123704953472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,readMyFlow,2019/08/28,"I once waited 7 hours for my food. It was many many years ago when I was about 13. I was home alone with my little sister and there was no food at home. My parents left some money to buy takeout. I ordered and kept waiting. Waiting and waiting... the waiters and cook are just playing around in the kitchen, laughing out loudly. I was very non-confrontational and tried giving them more time. After 2 hours I ask them if it’s getting ready and they say “soon in 10 min”. 10 minutes extended to another 2 hours. They still joking around in the kitchen, there’s no other customer except me. I tell them to come back in 20 min. And go home to check on my sister. She’s hungry. I go back and waited another 3 more hours. I never confronted them. And left without food. 

Fast forward to today I don’t take shit like that anymore. I’ll confront and take my business elsewhere because I think of what happened that day every time and it makes me angry. I’m still one of the more docile human beings around though.",1.6191963109354433,4.162908868686871,2.547189284145805,92.13353754940714,84.05050505050505,4.453579270970574,22.245059288537544,5.7926816847441245,0.2783133069828723,788,27,154,5,23,248,118,198,0.077,0.84,0.083,0.0402,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,6,0,14,7,3,0,4,0,8,7,1,1,1,31,26,14,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,7,17,6,6,1,3,3,4,5,3,0,1,6,2,25,4,23,19,4,39,0,0,0,0,15,14,1,2,23,97,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440032257287724,0.0,0.0,0.11029545333857647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333605594286585,0.0,0.0,0.10561322753123098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28440616294118143,0.09955732142565864,0.0,0.0,0.1637743076424534,0.0,0.06491762814873853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917349735953858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867968687067244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972561416124852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38631815386772206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563861179518978,0.10215855065621296,0.12104575412497062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417210999359202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32046587391051706,0.0,0.4194997406829884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23141163672112644,0.0,0.0,0.052027488351549606,0.10673475812677914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108543417662852,0.21593598372982514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213457877089113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341241461974486,0.07216295063533297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824875511992285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468813903144362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931434879002498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009216229097002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014015896638284,0.0,0.09308026952445804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823692291829833,0.10462961152932747,0.0,0.1241947749159393,0.0,0.10094366435564414,0.0,0.0,0.07230229542914862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786853266561415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265621680606483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857851155261592
socialanxiety,JessIsAMess04,2019/08/28,"and i wonder why i have no friends omg a popular girl asked me to help her w/ math homework and my SA ass started freaking the fuck out, like full on just windows error. well if i wasn’t already known as the weird kid i am now 🙃",3.6709333333333376,3.3562287600000005,4.834,90.09033333333336,71.4,7.466666666666668,30.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.3676666666666668,178,7,42,1,3,59,45,50,0.266,0.519,0.214,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,7,4,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,2,6,3,2,2,3,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021214555101475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406622631552744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815324316033918,0.33687940995298904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24424781301797666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780261026945996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579222675798624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276369135849887,0.0,0.3288118633272609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951733018044883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kizzy705,2019/08/28,"Advice on Interviewing with Social Anxiety I've put my career on hold by avoiding going to interviews. I'm highly qualified in my field... but I can't get beyond this fear of interviewing. I haven't had a good experience with it yet... so each time I am rejected I feel more and more hesitant to go to another. I'm not in a good mindset about it obviously. 

I essentially freeze up and can't get a good answer out for any question. It's like my brain goes blank... 

I applied for a job over the weekend and I may be having another interview this week so... does anyone have any advice on how to deal with this built up fear over interviewing, especially those who deal with social anxiety? What were some tips and tricks that helped you with interviewing?",3.506647214854109,5.714758455172415,5.280000000000001,77.07384615384619,74.79310344827586,9.151193633952257,26.3262599469496,9.661875296680813,2.7006127320954905,596,22,112,17,13,203,91,145,0.222,0.748,0.03,-0.9823,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,1,3,5,0,10,1,1,1,1,22,17,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,2,3,1,0,3,4,5,0,0,2,2,11,4,25,13,4,19,0,1,0,0,14,12,0,3,5,75,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934746720027193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423168678457024,0.3149175469111834,0.22974823967742636,0.0,0.0,0.10499731102984353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763133035232414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096224763007335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131408465457095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688801812789465,0.0,0.3379497626915117,0.07592681619920555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690771529132042,0.0,0.17068194292282915,0.3778482599754293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065094977664303,0.15865522731357407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149013394039275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336195194479321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095507459465946,0.16821668604711376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061440985965009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756112776013122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045152879066084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ok_dad,2019/08/28,"Plz help. A guy invited me over to his apartment and I wanna go but I’m stressed Guys don’t usually invite me to their house. How long do I stay? How do I not be awkward?

It’s hella last minute, so pls help",-2.2747826086956517,-0.6225851086956506,0.7611956521739138,99.84657608695652,106.6086956521739,4.039130434782609,16.619565217391305,5.985473137389443,-0.43490434782608656,159,5,39,2,8,55,37,46,0.065,0.6709999999999999,0.264,0.7571,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086205118281546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5605217763573619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794406826477193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265980694300357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23072096554500302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25048756075162115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30169028810223963,0.0,0.0,0.3242292174353843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117361235204568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,freqwert,2019/08/28,"I like this girl but I can’t even say hi... I have struggled with social anxiety for a long time and I was trying to get better. I couldn’t make progress so I kind of just accepted it. There’s this girl who was my lab partner all of last year and I really like her. She made me realize, “Oh shit, I don’t want to be alone forever!” After the school year ended, we said goodbye and I was thinking about inviting her to do something or hang out. I spent the whole summer thinking about it but I couldn’t do it. The school year and around, and I got lucky and was put in the same science class as her. The seats around her were taken so I just sat in the next row up. She started talking to me and I was a mess, but I still had a crush. I feel like she likes me too but I can’t even muster the courage to say hi let alone ask her on a date. I need advice. Please help, I’m tired of my social anxiety making mundane life so much more stressful. I want to be able to have natural conversations like the rest of my classmates. God damn it, I just want to live a normal life and not be lonely anymore. 

Thanks, freqwert",-0.12551724137930975,2.0918500085470093,1.6261273209549107,97.77576923076927,89.51282051282053,4.7660477453580885,18.32537577365164,6.311591054244273,-0.23227922192749784,858,24,199,9,29,279,130,234,0.131,0.643,0.225,0.9718,0,4,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,2,15,17,2,2,13,0,20,4,1,3,1,40,40,17,0,7,9,0,1,5,1,0,3,3,0,3,7,13,0,0,5,0,1,2,6,6,0,0,13,4,35,11,25,21,6,22,0,1,0,0,24,7,2,2,18,131,42,3,0.11943410720533093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670962728263788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24739543124519714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273353021310215,0.0,0.11844654144572755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126433538278236,0.11165476781762786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562976211334188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578316906278072,0.0,0.0,0.15777020279845816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060389473196409416,0.08532375005155142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062399391553798485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552236604543507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800541644968031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437224363876352,0.0,0.0973547380302866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212946652578514,0.16871968401059922,0.2917473596537241,0.0,0.10546250479658624,0.10569542650454522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130114400335846,0.15944638796119992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779781106042313,0.08855887714867554,0.0,0.0,0.12701952796327404,0.0,0.11702006679918542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110278432218692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006426566311833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651254736083486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360918608762005,0.18995759156746053,0.0,0.24174738554892575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259739473203367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434960632081101,0.0,0.09194621074920672,0.0,0.0,0.0845360758039094,0.0,0.09538023229350301,0.0,0.13681136627798024,0.1248584607758587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599661128807184,0.0,0.10995887943630447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305710671858933,0.0,0.0,0.06964298837507628,0.13727193676559934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108791893172126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133599258216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334391545689106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307349477176389
socialanxiety,knowing222,2019/08/28,How am I supposed work a retail job if I get anxious just asking for help when at a store? I need to find a job and I’m straight up not having a good time.,-1.360833333333332,0.34789458333333195,1.3588888888888917,101.35000000000002,89.27777777777777,3.6,17.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.1052,119,3,31,0,4,41,29,36,0.133,0.727,0.139,0.05,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,19,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36142510171158143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29908744526953696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924063941306512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671480311228828,0.0,0.0,0.2683385904079197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443952650229767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6349540015507681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372209341351068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655131241739167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23290979976723444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Millennial_Criminal,2019/08/28,"I'm really anxious around white people I'm a minority (asian) that went to a predominantly white (and rich) junior high. I was a fob back then so of course the other kids made fun of me a lot. I'm very sensitive so that made me feel like I was doing things wrong socially and I avoided talking to other kids, which got more kids making fun of me and I was basically known as the weird socially awkward kid in my grade. In high highschool I forced myself to talk to people and made friends, but they were also all minorities. Now I have almost no trouble talking to other minorities but I get very nervous and shy around white people, especially if they are dressed/talks like the kids in my junior high. Even though I know it's probably not the case, I always have this feeling that white people treat me differently because I'm asian and I need to behave very 'caucasian' for them to accept me into their pack(lol). Sometimes I force myself to talk to them but I almost always get a blank stare or a wtf expression back, which doesn't really help.",6.355574712643678,6.5778586748768495,6.760209359605912,76.72566707717573,65.69950738916256,9.52528735632184,30.217159277504106,9.2995712137729,2.516225287356322,833,27,155,14,12,271,112,203,0.14400000000000002,0.759,0.09699999999999999,-0.8271,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,0,10,14,0,3,10,0,9,0,0,4,1,30,25,17,0,2,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,11,9,0,1,5,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,9,7,26,8,20,16,3,14,0,0,5,0,19,9,0,5,6,101,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997307469538105,0.0,0.0,0.08783712653674197,0.18278744225011814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408527694540805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955575853356443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891674117412908,0.0,0.06695601006953249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475696325128587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254672986902533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110744290418184,0.07846803688665388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486029352513845,0.0,0.11477127423935085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878472000799895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362185943386326,0.3481485133418424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060363898229534224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073222523157304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338003955664284,0.0,0.3117931117588501,0.0733174822040986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144322342307278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045903780232269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842356067210034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407296183061442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22393129765188485,0.0,0.0,0.10863224131811364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414166999806654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729712520119348,0.0,0.1079149303957596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718826854459667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182059908571092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009022427435287,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mysticism1,2019/08/28,I don't know why this happens.. I put off a vibe where even extroverted people don't want to talk to me? Of course I'm shy and everything but I'm always friendly but somehow I think it rubs people the wrong way when I don't speak to them. Maybe they think I'm being rude?? But yet I always give of a friendly demeanor.....,1.5528431372549036,3.205652911764709,3.232941176470589,92.06990196078434,78.70588235294117,5.7098039215686285,21.62745098039216,6.42735559955562,0.23125686274509816,250,7,56,2,6,83,45,68,0.16399999999999998,0.711,0.125,-0.1781,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,13,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,8,2,6,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964134241066393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573330051621812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214084450003886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680751709514429,0.0,0.0,0.22850917488522146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106450318021157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309119450167201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393102311387729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33028449114382474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394631101983156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914611893936884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052659391231977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050023904855544,0.18907706203995867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494412227352408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604411792205584,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxiety69throwaway,2019/08/28,"Anyone taking Lorazepam/Ativan? Finally went to the doctor :) As the title says, I finally went to the doctor yesterday to talk about the stuff in my previous post and she gave me 1mg Lorazepam to take as needed. She told me to take it one hour before I get into any situations that might trigger it. The thing is all I know is that it’s a benzo. So I was wondering if anyone here takes or has taken this med before. If so what does it really do and when do you take it? And how much? 
 I have a interview like bing coming up tomorrow where I have to meet someone and I’m freaking out cause I don’t know wanna take it too early or too late and the effect dies down. I know it’s an addictive med so I will only be taking it on a last resort basis.",0.8762500000000024,2.9056743439490447,3.569359076433124,86.94919785031851,82.63057324840764,6.472770700636943,18.729697452229303,7.645422480735847,0.6345035031847135,580,14,121,10,16,204,98,157,0.019,0.9390000000000001,0.040999999999999995,0.5007,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,10,2,0,0,10,0,12,3,0,4,1,24,32,16,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,14,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,1,15,1,16,23,2,20,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,6,10,88,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275701418809961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957827967925991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364758112225303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915247110349327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021278206567045,0.0,0.10080321310555966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144930271023567,0.0,0.0,0.23955186464830755,0.10240584877896744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25638152877773696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113863253970705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524209388315912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293501184747186,0.095387717832175,0.13200476327628974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057170540199643925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599678580759486,0.0,0.0,0.12414076782370173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860238854025665,0.08676957440288277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929644503201058,0.08899972897051113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120737518996469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496663671372378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305978071082448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153648526533615,0.0,0.0,0.09915149717830034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396102584828276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6158964981868659,0.09405703159041848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774353978881596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181856185870234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169592429371052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690426176096287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,purpleroses1,2019/08/28,"Person with major fear of interviews here...Has anyone here tried Amazons ‘no interview’ jobs? Hey all. For me, a major form of anxiety comes from interviews. I get very physically ill even just thinking about it.

So, I tried applying to the Amazon ‘no interview required’ job. It’s an entry-level warehouse job. They offered a job, and now set a “virtual direct hire event”, through Webex, a video conference thing. Greeeaaat, a video call.. I think it’s a group call too.. It’s coming up, I am feeling crappy about it already..

Does anyone here have any experience with the hiring process or the “virtual direct hire event” so I can know what to expect? Or anything similar? Any tips would be appreciated. Maybe I could pretend I don’t have a webcam… uuugh ><",2.8875158696572143,5.8343563381294965,4.237672450275074,79.24379602200595,82.74100719424462,7.299365213711384,26.162082099026666,8.313332769828598,2.4212425730004234,597,25,100,14,17,196,95,139,0.111,0.8390000000000001,0.05,-0.7974,4,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,1,10,1,0,1,11,0,8,1,0,0,1,17,15,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,4,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,12,12,4,7,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,2,3,62,16,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242933121246554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251511702150472,0.0,0.11953329771994448,0.0,0.0,0.21851179111092095,0.0,0.12858309944301155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31910404786676216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691966541072997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247554943623798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673825963983932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320378860109124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284564727918026,0.0,0.17582833128517825,0.07900633091604813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163586660253531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6202289051342373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587269203264962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697737724557806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364342985515379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380770684209822,0.20024152857125346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217138078277406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892528371584486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099781560362612,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,touchmy_nonos,2019/08/28,"Do i have social anxiety? Maybe aspergers? What do you guys think Basically summed up, around friends and family I am the life of the party. I find it really easy to tall to strangers around them and be very social.

However, when I am alone it is almost impossible for me to keep a conversation. And people think I am very shy. Why does this happen? I get kind of like tunnel vision alone and seem very serious like no emotion and rude.

What do you guys think?",2.6190511860174794,5.0569565730337125,4.044194756554308,83.68092384519352,78.7752808988764,8.000499375780276,21.124843945068665,8.841846274778883,1.5838154806491898,361,10,71,9,9,119,60,89,0.15,0.687,0.163,0.5134,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,3,6,1,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,14,16,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,4,9,15,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,3,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987971285247093,0.3307260148847103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214197313388615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842683417766666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972241336831215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795997013091324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505163318885132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459293465126054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335545502706402,0.0,0.08341747459097051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161835013133549,0.14118971230780594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191606045412428,0.0,0.16626473776773545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277489734668725,0.15600682862373708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604032262129931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110690415732507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228438637675058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535145471088196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32551321671384825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069173511008739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952167849529321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440712772877652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,starship1854,2019/08/28,"Severe social anxiety.. everyone’s talking crap Hey all... 

So I’m at a severe dilemma in my life right now. I have seriously had the worst social anxiety ever lately. 

I am female born and I get periods and have boobs and long hair etc. I do feel so ugly everywhere I go I feel like I look like a dude

Everywhere I go in public even work, I think people are all staring at me and judging me. I think they are all talking shit about me and all saying I’m ugly or “wtf is that a dude” or “that looks like a dude”  . I feel like they say I look like a man or something. 

I don’t even want to leave the house or go in a public place. This has gotten out of hand my family , friends , and boyfriend all say I’m wigging the fuck out and I’m beautiful blah blah. I can’t take it anymore.

I’m tired of not being able to go out and have fun like I used to when i was 18/19. 

What do i do? How do I combat this .... this shit sucks I’m tired of living like this. :( 

I know that’s like my biggest insecurity is that I’m ugly or my occasional chin hair makes me feel manly but like is it me portraying my insecurities onto everyone? FUCK",-0.5917525074545935,1.5672057857142896,2.327722960151803,92.04830170777993,91.98319327731093,5.423908918406073,17.76145296828409,6.968188349444268,0.17559728923827622,859,24,195,14,31,301,114,238,0.22,0.67,0.11,-0.9717,0,0,1,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,2,1,9,21,6,2,9,0,19,12,7,3,6,35,49,18,0,1,7,0,7,11,1,0,3,3,0,2,11,11,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,10,0,0,3,14,31,11,16,45,7,23,0,0,4,3,15,12,7,5,16,116,42,1,0.10301249573070262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760855455277525,0.0,0.10216071548153112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488616286321515,0.13607756379228694,0.09318069996510103,0.0,0.1968657083484168,0.0,0.0,0.0971110130975644,0.0,0.20834485208248246,0.1471842950657677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958719866799673,0.1904667847635856,0.05381977733532384,0.0,0.234177500990616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886258935080622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566129736440932,0.0,0.1162025820927216,0.1090753591486268,0.0,0.0,0.07276077217602203,0.4529403184668913,0.0,0.0909619210066204,0.09116281710747592,0.2595136561613495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876164080538265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141589405684072,0.0,0.10762613294650618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797210850330588,0.0,0.2457590136716511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23274959766907005,0.21148169307645126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100165334559369,0.0,0.07930405194868971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774525767262153,0.16559508404870513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201249560392433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367954201843009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896972178236254,0.0,0.0,0.060759438943701886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499432376485432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NotJustADreamer,2019/07/03,"How do you spend your birthday? I'm turning 20 in a few days and I don't know what to do on my birthday. I am not one of those people who throw a party for their birthdays because I don't have fun at parties, I don't like them. I hate going to clubs and bars. The past three years I have invited some ""friends"" to go to dinner at a restaurant. Last year only two people showed up even though I invited like 10. I know because it is summer most people are traveling or working or doing stuff. I guess it will spend it with my family this year, the only people I feel comfortable around and the only ones I feel that care. 

I'm curious to know how do you spend your birthday?",2.596136363636365,3.923922392857144,4.039350649350652,88.7711038961039,75.07142857142857,6.805194805194804,24.15584415584416,7.348242739294969,0.948571428571428,525,16,112,6,11,174,85,140,0.051,0.821,0.129,0.8918,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,2,1,5,7,1,0,6,0,13,2,0,2,0,18,26,8,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,2,0,5,4,3,4,4,1,0,4,0,2,19,6,14,25,3,17,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,5,9,78,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288578017638304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568786799780802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636481801111255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351411382194882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601374606655672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131226626758287,0.0,0.1623149153130162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400776196458987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244031883474365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681720059115955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846801013547834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646323131330671,0.13083510438410642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568317968960388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752818704196264,0.3662197532758131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532226516323672,0.44510299841727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374278364745744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769788725722894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745861614961242,0.15679258781733732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685143346887356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31008486675098657
socialanxiety,patty___boy,2019/07/03,I’m trying to find stock jobs or something that doesn’t have to do with a lot of socializing . Any suggestions? all the stock jobs I’ve applied for need experience which I don’t have a lot of .,3.2524166666666687,4.470580075000001,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,73.25,8.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.6473333333333335,153,5,34,3,3,51,29,40,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,21,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857803375171595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856435676633449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668934899072302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795532957077744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965159704381288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652304553259133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976692505512694,0.0,0.22480494578964375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198256840288526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chad290,2019/07/03,"think my S.A is gonna make me waste my life away Ever since I figured out taking drugs to get high at parties and basic social functions could help me escape my S.A I've been abusing all types of drugs and I dont want to stop any time soon. My grades are decreasing, my health is deteriorating and I'm getting depressed. The high is so good that I forget about my social anxiety and I could be myself but it's taking a huge toll on me.",2.978351648351648,4.279607934065936,4.392087912087913,86.7279120879121,74.05494505494505,6.518681318681319,22.89010989010989,6.868970318607317,0.5960725274725278,346,9,73,3,7,115,67,91,0.111,0.759,0.13,0.4062,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,1,2,16,18,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,14,1,8,13,1,11,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,44,16,2,0.0,0.20984237600038227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043857024700068,0.0,0.13548607436564042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639749313114569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828104387499613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525416664658017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756763169476228,0.0,0.4107748874575775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020307121954766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506179122286728,0.0,0.0,0.1485486244184378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825604799434484,0.0,0.0,0.1187108296068522,0.3742457214294209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509563859544134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182200395923558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650442064046,0.0,0.0,0.3610757772706703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806905897690106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663242639313628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348276651187733,0.0,0.0,0.10327229043325807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044620691624258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boomerang1023,2019/07/03,Anyone else get driven insane staying at home all the time? Of course I’d love to just leave the house and do something but that would be too easy... I’m literally just counting down the days until I go back to uni,2.1606818181818177,4.093416431818183,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,77.86363636363637,5.3090909090909095,20.090909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.09239090909090876,169,4,36,1,4,54,38,44,0.068,0.873,0.06,0.1655,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,5,1,9,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389423512256836,0.31343339966363226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23522024422621715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972818930105744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25554239914101845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982150122648106,0.0,0.17385151711330835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30684528488219764,0.0,0.0,0.35297056974712365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239067218234196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760890715045151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354987936277415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260515074827574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837428658910545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730445527089814,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,babadoowaloo,2019/07/03,"Anyone else essentially written off attending large social events/festivals they think look really fun because your anxiety completely kills the fun once your there? Basically theres this music festival called Astral harvest near where I live starting tomorrow. I've heard it's absolutely amazing. There's fire spinning, painting, shopping, all sorts of music, beautiful nature, dancing, yoga, workshops talking about philosophy and other things and last but not least a LOT of really attractive raver ladies.

Part of me thinks this festival looks like the perfect thing for me. I love dancing, I love spinning fire, I love making and listening to music, I love yoga and I'm single as all hell and am a pretty big hippie who would very much like to one day find a chilled out hippie lady.

So it's like why wouldn't I go right? Well basically for starters I'd be going 100% alone. Ive read a lot of people say stuff like ""oh its life changing you'll make new friends for life!"" on one hand this sounds great and really appealing as I could really use some new friends. Thing is that I know from experience (I've been to festivals similar to this before where people say the same stuff) I'm honestly pretty shit at making new friends especially when I'm alone. Conversationally I'm usually quite quiet and tend to listen more than I talk (introvert with social anxiety yay me) but I also just never seem to be able to cross the gap between friendly acquaintance and actual friend when meeting new people unless they decide they like me first (literally how I met all my best friends they just thought I was cool and stuck around). Not to sound negative but I kind of bet any friendships I'd make at this event would mostly be based around small talk and general pleasantries that probably wouldn't go much farther. I get that sounds super negative and anxiety ridden but it's how the majority of the parties and festivals I've been to go by the end. Then there's the fact that maybe Id get a girlfriend. This could happen but it could also happen elsewhere as music festivals aren't the only place chill people hang out.


I dunno all in all I'm kind of sad. Im pretty lonely (if it wasn't for my 4 lifelong friends I'd honestly probably feel suicidal from how isolated I feel from the world). These events look like something I should love. They're literally events plastered in art and music I like and filled with people who like the same stuff as me. Yet when I think of going I just remember all the other times I've just had my social battery run out after an hour and then start getting anxious because I'm surrounded by groups and I don't approach groups that well. Then I'm just like is there even a point? I'd probably be spending at least 600 dollars all in all to attend this festival. If I knew ahead of time I'd be able to make friends and spit game at pretty ladies I'd be there in a heartbeat. However I feel like it's super likely it'll go the way my socializing usually goes where I just get tired really fast and want to be left alone for a day while simultaneously feeling sad for being alone.



Anyone have any thoughts? Typing that all out makes me think I should maybe see a therapist......",5.336349547679075,6.7938708890701465,5.83982018389441,78.00807077710222,68.49429037520392,9.161634287409166,29.42937119976272,9.516144504307137,2.7093918433931488,2577,95,467,55,44,831,285,613,0.09,0.62,0.29,0.9994,1,6,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,3,4,7,31,53,3,0,23,2,31,11,3,10,12,100,89,43,2,12,16,0,7,11,9,8,3,9,0,0,32,26,0,0,16,8,4,16,10,6,2,3,12,21,43,47,61,58,24,79,1,3,4,5,42,29,2,10,44,275,75,2,0.10493060941482224,0.0,0.051198569183242816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173529318754149,0.0,0.08391297043864834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713564126259963,0.0,0.12040744349194668,0.059270860664118276,0.0,0.07336992186103443,0.053756904735607486,0.0,0.09341048896026444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396472556857072,0.0,0.044644110053724116,0.0,0.055059100438354505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357294207899152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550133572929649,0.0,0.05500887379152683,0.0,0.0,0.12566783000450704,0.0,0.0,0.06767156237982946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382802988218437,0.0,0.04646868744330225,0.0,0.0,0.034652838947171735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132113530651576,0.0,0.0,0.10611213786435833,0.037481224166038066,0.0,0.0,0.04795233801343833,0.04462696138221057,0.0,0.0,0.3242765141690433,0.0,0.10964382513610713,0.0,0.17890345037185915,0.0,0.0,0.057843183658717164,0.0,0.0,0.09278979136686806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166775680596733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667153217549355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804508627715696,0.10926908254832002,0.028833559380939445,0.042766225787479135,0.0,0.0,0.05700370707601194,0.0,0.07411559259647651,0.28195087530650204,0.0,0.046327825265584884,0.0,0.13217292668875186,0.0,0.0,0.08920825177037978,0.23675992940347496,0.0,0.21012598975178806,0.0,0.1054169007896852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713607139055513,0.0,0.040464477373795535,0.202685272873698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055873837231081136,0.07110369656499974,0.03990222840716158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681481229150585,0.0,0.1818641814309329,0.0,0.054815076748362085,0.0,0.04959667123364609,0.0,0.0,0.21350430601980336,0.16969941648354198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580330963833932,0.05247950256397318,0.0,0.16805308823237264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059432962733582874,0.04480508355457447,0.0,0.08344503221294165,0.0,0.0,0.04180805514590752,0.047762442946588,0.0,0.0,0.053854881335470055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392708415035264,0.0,0.04039035478664048,0.0,0.0,0.07427042541869391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018066502742824,0.05738852788637574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265088737201894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060916262528311366,0.10456685153038303,0.13447059520142007,0.0,0.08330318301255886,0.06118588217939103,0.060301149803062136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531317807548284,0.11556624178559037,0.04328937099481982,0.030945396045603788,0.041644516817823,0.0,0.0,0.0943452195235153,0.0,0.04734177704231654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453969432202902,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheCoyoteAndTheRaven,2019/07/03,Let's celebrate Summer is here and we can hide behind our sunglasses in complete comfort during outdoor social events.,11.884500000000005,11.825094450000005,10.5,55.40500000000003,54.5,12.0,45.0,11.20814326018867,5.848,99,5,11,2,1,31,20,20,0.071,0.669,0.259,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5875820558683476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5730599570334671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712701753691742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Duckpillows,2019/07/03,"Okay I don't know how to carry on conversation well and this is like my go to word, does anyone else relate to this?",8.214400000000001,4.418362440000003,8.791999999999998,76.55600000000003,64.6,11.6,29.0,8.841846274778883,1.8509999999999995,91,1,21,1,1,31,22,25,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234050032848886,0.4739067866402515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047547007249993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863764275192917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26286099029688165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25418910446625576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259640944799826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41586136738303214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chessagray,2019/07/03,"only 16 and parents are forcing me to get a job School has ended and my mom insists I get a job, even though I don't really want or need one right now. However, the only jobs available for someone my age involve way too much social interaction. They all sound absolutely terrifying, and I know with 100% certainly that I wouldn't be good at any of them either.

Trying to explain why I can't work at a certain place just leads to arguments in my family. Even as far as my mom accusing my dad for having 'bad blood' giving all her children the fear of people and calling us retarded.
I have no say.
Ever since my social anxiety got bad ive always been extremely fearful of becoming an adult and having to do all those 'normal adult things' (like getting a job, phone calls, setting appointments, meeting new people..) even to the point of becoming suicidal over how hopeless I was. I was able to overcome the depression, but my parents are bringing it back and making it even worse than it was before by making me feel like a burden to my mom. I didn't expect to have to deal with all this until after High School.

Does anyone know any jobs that require little social interaction for someone my age or any other advice?",6.9534615384615375,6.753306568376073,7.617179487179487,72.51115384615385,64.51282051282051,10.276923076923078,33.384615384615394,9.851270322608157,3.2567794871794886,963,36,169,18,13,321,146,234,0.16399999999999998,0.809,0.027999999999999997,-0.9767,8,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,1,0,2,3,11,12,0,2,10,0,18,1,1,4,7,34,32,14,1,5,5,6,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,3,9,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,6,3,25,5,28,24,6,23,0,2,0,0,27,10,0,2,11,117,34,10,0.08842147519207977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640444220600349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357375065650361,0.0,0.0,0.1803889056965893,0.0,0.0676421865017206,0.0,0.0,0.061826351356002715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799065649077156,0.1476564768358009,0.0,0.195309144854322,0.0752401628390854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057642456940265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115865834908753,0.0761572870176815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737822880239535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831518213590123,0.0,0.0,0.2336062017663007,0.07998228653622595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335589750132401,0.19899748444895268,0.044708554625179496,0.06316831954466792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385897139781724,0.08482193605636311,0.0,0.0741637382626406,0.0707187311665876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342214321629114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387233523534753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718826068843774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639653287524254,0.08862154729747469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804404258944115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106744892384436,0.0,0.0,0.06499995817150966,0.06556340347048317,0.0,0.08539801172959748,0.0,0.0,0.0866342720314474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059916679955917526,0.1344970326156955,0.0,0.0,0.19636316844940746,0.0,0.0,0.1226006351923587,0.0,0.09238162202406107,0.0,0.08358687440303958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056645061169318285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551145668730372,0.0,0.07031630605088883,0.0,0.1789745069832982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731431580012011,0.0,0.0,0.2704036763381607,0.1498384579834335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671874247398313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058743299151509484,0.0,0.0868736504358677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600323775173541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636014760698352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215327698971554,0.07018485132657842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797866282801719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437188703452099,0.0,0.09010903727868977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NightNDay44,2019/07/03,"Life feels like a big joke I have failed soooooooooo many times socially, and you think I would learn and grow from it, not really.. I really feel like i have almost every reason in the book to kill myself. Not that I will. But growing up I never really had true friends. I was always pushed aside as the person no one cares about.But yea, ive had trouble making friends so i would just stick to my own self really. Which im okay with. But now at work I have to be social and its hard as fuck. I know people judge me, i look like im 12 but im 19m. Yes I lift weights and am ok strength wise, but i am a baby in a mans body.. When you have been a loner your whole life and no relationships etc it kinda can fuck with you at times. 

​

Depression hurts too, i cant even think straight when someone is talking to me. I dont care about anything anymore. You see all these people with ambitions/passions but me, i just dont care about anything. I wish i cared about something, but its not in me. I did nofap for 334 days and sure it helped, but its really not simple to just get a streak like that again.  Theres alot more that goes into this then just a simple therapy session or medication. I dont think any advice will cure me. I just made this post to vent tbh. My mind is so clouded from depression/social anxiety that i feel like i literally have a IQ lower then 50. People tell me too that I am often derpy/etc, its just because of all the shit i go through daily. Life isn't fair.",1.508956618464964,3.3954422516129057,3.005417130144603,92.55467741935486,79.70967741935483,6.082313681868744,20.04449388209121,7.0983637204850245,0.2780200222469418,1158,29,258,14,29,379,171,310,0.156,0.6829999999999999,0.161,0.3972,1,1,1,0,0,1,41.0,0,5,0,3,21,26,4,0,11,4,27,9,2,3,5,52,47,22,1,3,18,0,5,5,2,4,4,0,0,3,16,10,1,0,9,2,0,4,12,8,0,1,6,7,40,18,26,36,7,24,0,3,2,2,16,9,3,5,15,166,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388045563565605,0.0,0.0,0.08595492695183883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142456533864268,0.09300605305767116,0.10430325617195453,0.058373170079118825,0.0,0.06566626991733672,0.0,0.0851287943956382,0.0,0.0,0.1412756558363354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232639460518572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953472986330879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500725655209725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535877540567897,0.0,0.07393263322952978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30180648880975874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914653884555952,0.0566955649014965,0.0,0.07232269611016838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302076781132593,0.183969271366142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326373301126211,0.1587127467041751,0.04484710916131052,0.0,0.0487840366033812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689449692227786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753578303580571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189196288623573,0.0,0.27816115171006894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496765795311872,0.0,0.04717463235019097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818909583427954,0.20968194336693347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208277850603519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122252896157517,0.057297910990907,0.08702683551698243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647332704267417,0.0,0.0,0.08667248431399507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620399577213873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816643550450396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785289658482634,0.07495092702669523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220962060767052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27495192487116665,0.08825634476479934,0.0,0.09215849833285827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684022255014579,0.0,0.08954834759439563,0.0,0.08811205698535528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750032212674473,0.07273074049496746,0.0660827236894351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090183491080602,0.0,0.0,0.06899378981668898,0.07502669231744685,0.0,0.09816388393334692,0.0,0.0,0.1650056659688314,0.0,0.0,0.10010631912281197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452825133281993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583569620764552,0.09871011746035277,0.0,0.0,0.0624915001674235,0.0,0.0,0.1219545124027198,0.0,0.10430325617195453,0.0
socialanxiety,zealousredditor,2019/07/03,"Oh God, I went to a psychiatrist and I want to die. Also he is my professor. I thought he wouldn't recognise me, but he did I think. When I went to him, it was past his time, so he asked if I could come tomorrow. But he was still seeing patients! I kinda broke down and begged him to take this session because I needed a therapist who would not push me out the door. He asked me who I went to. When I wouldn't tell him, he asked me who told me about *him*? I should've realised then that he knew me. I told him that my sister had referred me (a version of the truth). I guess he wanted me to tell him the truth at that time. I didn't. He asked to have 5 min to 'refresh' because he had been 'working all day'. Probably he wanted to confirm from some colleague if he should or not take this consult.  

Idk what I thought going to him. I'm so embarrassed. Help me. Please.",0.22609890109890074,2.302690016483517,1.963395604395608,97.1941043956044,85.64835164835166,4.958681318681318,20.63846153846153,6.2581,-0.003919560439560765,661,21,155,6,20,216,95,182,0.067,0.8590000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.1019,0,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,6,0,14,0,0,0,3,31,38,13,1,11,7,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,15,1,34,2,16,18,3,19,0,1,1,0,35,3,0,6,10,98,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028714909344998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157116084130012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813818384990553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879786966729255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101104841639914,0.0,0.0,0.08894100221404548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431295490496462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837783758320449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519242009481908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243864534347122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225904783616058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165138254979386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138455144309448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869107639305515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098969846277832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101356752790683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073833892109473,0.0,0.241080087433943,0.0,0.0,0.16012496977657542,0.0,0.08836761768853706,0.0,0.2189714061327899,0.1608336941251882,0.0,0.0,0.2635591967522623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440299388471276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835338438850092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040064315042026,0.0,0.0,0.09796781520306556,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kylemoa1,2019/07/03,"It’s a process One new habit at a time

You don't need to make all the big changes at once. You'll probably get overwhelmed, discouraged, and give up that way.

Just focus on one change at a time until it's a habit. Then move to the next issue.

Your life will be completely different in 2 yrs",0.5317330210772829,2.7810823606557413,1.9298829039812653,96.74737704918032,86.04918032786884,6.108665105386418,20.18969555035129,7.447530270364453,0.4980941451990626,228,7,53,4,7,73,49,61,0.05,0.9279999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,1,1,6,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,9,5,1,15,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47594523657711996,0.0,0.23586109330995225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350301513304036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752973060898605,0.21579738513654287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347946303619755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889240677212882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501592448020829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390916207295585,0.0,0.1668013215376382,0.0,0.21726299214464206,0.23924225111607536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395697898976988,0.3048707318342364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425395949603703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623462010994305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855885041822805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KingsOfMars,2019/07/03,"Is this weird Okay, so I was working on my online shop for a few hours and got a craving for something sweet, and Mountain Mikes, an American pizza chain and they have a ""cookie pizza"" its a chocolate pie seeming item. but the total was only like $10 and I was worried about was what the delivery guy would think oh this guy made me get out of the store, in a car, drive all the way to the edge of town and deliver this box to you then go all the way back. I was worried about this for around an hour or so. Then I finally got the courage to order (online of course). and simply left an envelope outside with the cash with tip and a note explaining. The guy arrived and actually took the money and left the ""cookie pizza"" for me. I'm not sure if I should be proud of this moment or disappointed.",3.901414141414144,4.620725864197532,4.940056116722784,85.8757070707071,71.22222222222223,7.8662177328844,26.455667789001122,8.00094639256281,1.4198691358024689,618,19,131,8,11,203,99,162,0.081,0.8290000000000001,0.09,0.3832,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,6,8,0,0,20,1,10,3,0,1,4,28,20,17,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,13,3,0,3,1,4,4,1,2,0,0,9,1,10,6,19,8,5,21,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,4,8,90,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.15943538289726875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544290310826968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562919089938035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789748834644788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535934461532738,0.0,0.09285266029470594,0.0,0.2613399380573733,0.0,0.0,0.4853158750482404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217929219982396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355025853621016,0.0,0.0,0.07981925077530064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459417496057185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425790732121265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873508187394013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577796183554754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398378480371192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468735345722853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152127207550176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593669936617872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894263862433567,0.33184078855419946,0.0,0.11606051589785207,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ben_1999,2019/07/03,"How do I deal with taking a train by myself for the first time One area anxiety has affected me the most in my life is being able to travel. 

Ive just never been able to do it much on my own in the past. Im fortunate to have family who are sympathetic to my problems and do take me places I need to go, which does make me feel bad even tho I appreciate them immensely. 

Before I knew about my anxiety when I just thought I was ""weird"" or ""socially awkward"", I had only ever taken a bus by myself a few times and they were pretty not great experiences. 
The one time that really caused my anxiety with this was when I was about 15. I'll try not to go on with the details, buy pretty much I was told to take a bus to my brothers so we could go see a film, I didn't realize I was meant to stay on the bus to meet up, since I thought I was going to his flat and I just wanted to get off the bus asap. So I got off the wrong stop, the one before the one my brother was at, and this messed up our plans. 

He was pissed, I was embarrassed, and it pretty much gave me the fear I have today with public transport and getting off at the wrong place. 
I really haven't been out by myself since.

But recently, I met a girl online and towards the end of the month we agreed to meet up, when she's home from Australia. 
She's gonna be staying in a place about 30+ minutes away from me, and I'm not exactly gonna ask my mum to give me a lift to my date lol. 

I was thinking about bearing with it and just forcing myself to take a bus, but I learned today that would probably take about 2 hours...so a train would be the best option.
As you can imagine, Ive barely taken a train before and when I have its always been with my family.
Im petrified. I have no idea what to do when I'm at a station, and my fear of getting on/off at the wrong place is pretty much amplified by 1000, on top of the fact that Im probably gonna embarrass myself.

Surprisingly Im 10x more nervous about that part than I am the actual date itself.
Can anyone offer any personal advice or experience with being able to cope with this kind of stuff? I'm just absolutely mortified at thought of all this. 

Thanks, and sorry for the long post😅",3.8471123470522817,3.9007766107526898,5.457856878012606,84.49161290322581,71.06451612903227,8.908416759362254,25.92695587690027,8.841846274778883,1.6094708935854656,1704,46,382,29,29,583,218,465,0.106,0.816,0.077,-0.8073,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,3,1,2,4,22,19,1,6,31,1,41,2,1,4,5,64,79,26,0,6,12,3,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,17,23,0,1,11,2,1,6,7,14,0,5,27,2,57,5,68,42,11,56,0,0,1,0,27,27,1,4,21,265,74,1,0.21224005737293236,0.0,0.06903855999987829,0.0,0.0,0.06913284256357155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886690997692855,0.0,0.0,0.048110172345092614,0.0,0.16236306296370998,0.0,0.0,0.049467727647428926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661386011139846,0.0,0.06646884013910936,0.0,0.0590705275444265,0.0,0.0,0.1806006566054968,0.0,0.07424428201397447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726763343788365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648547189387914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293672657394921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061910901489186786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266056488195823,0.0,0.0,0.04672751873705598,0.06399442762213894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840766785648462,0.13338735813987687,0.15921938052856674,0.0357716500359818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017709479284423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088667009203487,0.06786666751856478,0.16082788757210528,0.0,0.056582587459786275,0.07799847084229374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096469418052463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798643969418225,0.3056742433859581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367178645797888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997047640223029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260859065664491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722396212249578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056469329635605116,0.0,0.20802781709746354,0.052457771086009096,0.05456420547683672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175914092234225,0.05380604251179563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661176649742678,0.06753571674184483,0.0,0.061773277205800836,0.2956609159482793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775576879753059,0.2878992533682943,0.15255378595850688,0.06769502375335011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064427698024698,0.0,0.06985381727482212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056375948971122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170447791247505,0.0,0.0,0.07211733682367763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919512262652345,0.0,0.15081310781422624,0.0,0.059147397148147325,0.0,0.0,0.08098802923438904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659635159056713,0.0,0.0,0.0651340431593311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533161962888948,0.0,0.16849489810964444,0.12375888424348598,0.0,0.13411917187400818,0.06760149005589307,0.0,0.0480323557176528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04172822826294257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051283152866508,0.2320511847349159,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Three_Toed_Squire,2019/07/03,"Y'all have trouble on the phone? Picking it up is easier because i know all i have to say is ""Hello? Good. Yeah she's home."" and then I'm free, but calling someone is unthinkable",-0.803571428571427,0.9855426111111107,1.4934920634920663,93.515,109.0,4.27936507936508,21.809523809523807,6.1826913282559595,0.6782190476190486,138,6,28,2,7,46,31,36,0.05,0.733,0.21600000000000005,0.6261,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789283181145407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672266002148881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837851078324184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589765511157438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514666060674193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638752809971536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876946476926946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jyaff,2019/07/03,"Center of Attention When my friends are chatting, I try to join in the conversation and once I become the center of attention with everyone staring at me, I start saying some really weird shit or just trip over my words and sound like a real weirdo. Anyone else have this problem? No? Just me, ok.",3.935178571428573,6.231849303571429,4.792285714285715,80.65271428571431,73.82142857142857,8.051428571428572,25.485714285714288,8.841846274778883,2.1256757142857152,235,8,42,5,5,76,46,56,0.213,0.638,0.14800000000000002,-0.6549,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,12,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,3,7,3,1,8,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,2,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052220106215364,0.3007254143060695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32414766940541223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451815726623931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28045180908978423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267573569219553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338926524462853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125679004925484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808398433570909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33406723319959497,0.18802360304282725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334029647674116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012735123360972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077407968760012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926722095507232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,otheraccount358,2019/07/03,"Fear of being on the outside I am afraid to step outside of the path. Because it is a straight, narrow path. And we are all in the path together. I don’t have a lot to keep me centered on the path. My feet are unsteady and tend to misstep. I’ve travelled off course, and I can’t see where everyone is going. My vision of the path is hazy. I feel like I’m falling. My arms are swinging. And if I fall outside, everyone will see me on the outside of the path. I will not be allowed to rejoin the path. There is no rejoining the path. Once you have left it, you’re on the outside.",0.06845433255269384,2.2027363606557406,2.123325526932085,95.36049180327869,87.03278688524591,4.797189695550352,23.46838407494145,6.1826913282559595,0.4497334894613583,444,18,100,4,14,148,67,122,0.06,0.885,0.055,-0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,12,0,16,2,2,1,1,12,23,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,3,13,1,14,19,2,16,0,0,2,0,2,11,0,2,1,68,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916583270659732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303401043736613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122727872492686,0.14031599449964258,0.19825122176482585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771375492364315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466611782093355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30151241920170685,0.0,0.0,0.13557601596991967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359267246266603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29553614488898755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422746693421839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TWJ32,2019/07/03,"Anyone else have problems with being complimented? I’ve been given compliments before by people I don’t know particularly well and I always overthink it. I look pretty young for my age and being awkward too doesn’t help so it feels like pity. I had someone say they liked my hair and it makes me so self conscious. It feels like it isn’t genuine at all, like they’re trying to boost my confidence and it just messes with me.",2.0707228915662625,4.791441674698799,3.2855542168674714,86.29001807228919,84.06024096385542,5.247710843373494,20.34819277108434,6.742157984588678,0.5258925301204824,341,10,63,4,10,110,59,83,0.067,0.616,0.317,0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,1,0,0,8,1,1,1,1,14,14,6,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,5,10,7,6,9,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,6,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930516817476204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222743844227994,0.23772261800580635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742421504192104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938153630100712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346233971186925,0.33149731289908785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551203739309424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275071408254388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45339528894208403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483074975189996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486909895740736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084716761085205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360385276652728,0.0,0.22200312852587786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450440566474668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24203800217550026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658211010080548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752019348776802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086056916015732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,massive_legend_,2019/07/03,Scared to talk to anyone I really want to text my friends and/or make new ones but I'm scared to and whenever I think about texting someone I keep telling myself that no one cares or that I'll be annoying them.,4.248062015503876,5.244149,4.54418604651163,88.01224806201557,70.62790697674419,8.524031007751939,28.286821705426355,8.841846274778883,1.9436263565891467,169,6,36,3,3,53,34,43,0.24100000000000002,0.614,0.145,-0.7007,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,6,2,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19075285707429684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781447134039372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076985633499015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424832178437588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821006568451632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634785066336192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697218948660426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476702118451468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5462543950591693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311483156701911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927177145864934,0.2384451669467533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480358147127015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609085183482938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,C0nguy,2019/07/03,"I don't even know how to be ""casual"" with most people. I tried joining Discord servers or PMing people that were looking for someone to talk, but i just quickly leave or delete it hoping no one saw me. 

I can post on reddit just fine because i can take my time to think through my posts and can sort of put on this ""mask"" of being social without actually needing to get into a real-time conversation. And if someone does answer me, hey, i can always take my time and it'll never be rude because that's just how forums work. I basically freeze up in actual, real-life conversation unless it's with one or two select people (which i barely ever see) or in a situation with very clear social rules (ie, at the cash register or interacting with anyone as part of their or my job). Whenever i want to just ""talk"" with someone, i have no idea how to act, text, etc. I think i either come off as overly ""formal"" or as a really fake, stilted ""casual"" because i'm afraid to say the wrong thing or be misinterpreted. Especially with actual conversations i also have a fear or enunciating things wrong and feel like i have very little control over how my voice and inflection sound, so... woo, more room for misinterpretation.

But why is *this* so difficult? Nothing else is, i can interact just fine in posts like this, it's just real-time conversation that makes me hide away in the farthest corner of the earth and then spend the rest of the day regretting that i didn't interact more.

I'm sorry for this jumbled mess of a post, i needed to get this out somewhere. It's no help for anyone else and venting like this isn't exactly healthy for myself either, i know, but i hope this post is allowed. Thanks.",7.932835365853659,6.61591917378049,8.414146341463416,71.25006097560977,63.05487804878049,11.248780487804881,33.60975609756097,10.270032843473604,3.2254353658536576,1331,43,251,25,16,445,174,328,0.14,0.738,0.122,-0.7647,2,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,1,2,16,19,1,2,11,0,20,0,0,7,4,65,42,32,0,7,23,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,19,16,0,1,7,2,2,3,8,9,0,3,3,8,29,10,45,34,8,33,0,1,3,0,15,18,0,14,10,175,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.2613450113850368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138948270263552,0.07428009920904803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483983680262165,0.09146804363398706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387245129357833,0.0,0.0,0.16325516707437854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689851928747353,0.0,0.0,0.10012431086138486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757200354988379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812110244177523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914787856079587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995600601988263,0.058962237510708726,0.0807501605649379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045398498324737,0.04513778138831255,0.0637747702241413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328016773911972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983604732779084,0.0,0.0,0.1773312402724924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077538179657136,0.0,0.0,0.08858706766300113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812132155116436,0.0,0.0,0.09452443229369052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083898080551734,0.08947236299056165,0.0,0.0,0.0749646275522421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059588665225983675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238569655113386,0.06885081275152377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565732772954192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209838262067429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966711114655012,0.0,0.18566650328249326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274816896486005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897413785747735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30482767477596423,0.05718888497344296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709913813400528,0.0,0.0,0.07113692708213162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034363625483532,0.0,0.18199980043303127,0.2269154846333032,0.0,0.0,0.09993087063473244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424041693510533,0.14350428394190512,0.0,0.08218816291967307,0.0,0.0,0.1186145343931899,0.1144016971388662,0.0,0.0,0.10410854137703887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060608721425158336,0.0,0.08720418007868973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473148089353916,0.052653977190309134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055262388179912,0.0,0.0,0.08605345113913357,0.0,0.06498989262517887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952062715759128,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ArrowzRain,2019/07/03,"Being the center of attention When my friends are talking, I try to join in the conversation and when I become the center of attention with everyone staring at me, I start saying some really weird shit or just trip over my words and I sound like a real weirdo. Anyone else have this problem? No? Just me, ok.",3.868813559322035,5.908812830508477,5.0120000000000005,80.14613559322035,73.23728813559322,8.109830508474579,25.359322033898305,8.841846274778883,2.057790508474577,243,8,44,5,5,80,46,59,0.207,0.649,0.14400000000000002,-0.6549,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,4,1,3,1,1,0,0,12,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,8,3,7,3,1,9,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,2,4,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967760389838566,0.30725449045195546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311852682094342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25050473153532954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865407231944467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168050601262866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650240230171804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28693718210815145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413201965330687,0.19210580016714815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384703972395172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078144882869322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122510757446504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410259030830483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035935292652526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_temp_variable,2019/07/03,"I find a problem with every community I could become a part of I'm 21 and this is something I struggle with a lot. 

It feels like most communities I have tried to be a part of have features around them that made me distance myself from being a part of that community. I understand that I am the problem in this situation and I'm probably overgeneralizing everything.

Here are some examples:

I enjoy casual gaming, but not enough to care about gaming news or events. I feel like a huge amount of people in the gaming community my age are overly edgy, rage a lot over games or are neckbeardy which scares me off. I also hate playing video games for hours on end, I get burnt out really easily and gamers usually like to have long sessions with each other. I drifted away from my gaming friends because the burnout from playing video games for hours at a time was too much for me.

I enjoy hip hop and r&b, but a lot of the culture around this for my age is associated with people who smoke weed, drink, and go clubbing, which intimidates me as I don't like the loss of control associated with drugs and loud 'carefree' environments like clubs. I also feel like there's huge pressure to be on social media within this community. In high school I was friends with people who were into this community a lot and as they got older we drifted apart as they became clubbers and big on alcohol etc.

I enjoy football, but I hate the competitiveness that comes with playing it (even socially, you'll get shouted at or made fun of for mistakes) and there is a hyper masculine/ drinking community stereotype associated with casual footballers my age. I also am terrible at football! I have always dabbled in and out of this community but as I was never very good, I didn't really get any respect, and I found playing a very high pressure scenario.

All the above seem like immaturity problems, but there are other communities Ive tried to get into that I didn't have this problem with but I just didn't enjoy being a part of them. 

For example I have tried an art community, but I am not very good at art which made me embarassed whenever I went to the classes, and the way I think I naturally struggled to make and critique art. I also just felt very uncomfortable in this environment, which I think may be due to the fact that I'm not very passionate about art. I'm happy I at least tried though.

I have tried a board game community, but I found it too nerdy for me, and I just didn't find any of the board games we played fun. I just didn't feel engaged enough and as passionate as the others were about the games, and the people in the group were all a lot older than me.

I'm constantly looking for communities I can join which I will feel comfortable with. I am thinking maybe a running community.  However I am worried that this problem is going to follow me everywhere since I seem to perfectionistic about who I be friends with. Like I already know I don't care about run times and stuff so I may feel out of place being surrounded by people who do care.

If anyone else has dealt with this, it would be great to hear some advice. Thanks!",7.776303964050715,6.997110948590387,8.120838816669341,71.48564275397209,63.063018242122716,11.031059754988501,35.040335954635424,10.31137664058796,3.4499133258438985,2494,94,465,49,31,824,246,603,0.132,0.693,0.175,0.9824,1,0,6,0,0,0,50.0,2,1,4,3,24,53,3,5,32,0,51,7,1,5,4,105,94,41,0,9,19,0,7,8,3,5,2,3,0,0,34,40,3,1,18,27,0,9,11,16,0,0,19,11,66,37,84,61,21,60,0,1,1,2,29,34,0,16,24,335,100,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982985103463991,0.0,0.06543253440866625,0.0,0.0,0.06756499216951692,0.19585131776899045,0.05094537305551289,0.06633891360736596,0.0,0.08327227227813956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281100944816856,0.0627338096638377,0.0,0.10900917498617994,0.0,0.0,0.05752433512785614,0.0,0.0,0.03732312099026381,0.06761988587622107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727356647962776,0.0,0.0,0.05274122940373895,0.0,0.06616412175525528,0.06867075331178417,0.04888439768586792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995736946168525,0.07100333016914356,0.0,0.051146904720292284,0.0,0.054228527623271926,0.12652673317391638,0.0682837592069437,0.040439541925179776,0.0,0.0515859874854513,0.0,0.055026452221750566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574782232754425,0.13122072379526642,0.058787065025311634,0.0,0.11191986817940644,0.0,0.0,0.13426344755945635,0.14191038261773287,0.0,0.12795332786985314,0.0,0.0695928895648014,0.10270780758810358,0.04896844471222917,0.06750245929975905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517677372653033,0.0,0.1208970341572542,0.0,0.0,0.06900674280719668,0.0,0.0,0.12937836919637294,0.0,0.0,0.12059158677995935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033648496598366814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392974972055765,0.0,0.0,0.054183547407750235,0.05141486020190116,0.0,0.0,0.2602630078187794,0.0,0.1738020533484824,0.04086918046883842,0.0,0.06151027316414034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500854024828181,0.0,0.047221670112879685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652094377763632,0.0,0.21223381440339287,0.0,0.06396868659669384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601254881335718,0.2929275751409307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844655865096024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129843197806765,0.06196451142106235,0.0,0.1114766566128744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064721368123052,0.06882117871655423,0.0,0.12482546237579945,0.0,0.04713516974056013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801451401336722,0.07008972212052246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636915762465738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769445385070387,0.06015474935908105,0.0,0.07140335749676117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078439552653581,0.0,0.0,0.0637389711698878,0.0,0.0,0.06743236660852685,0.2525914739523175,0.0,0.04859876520869171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675760152121724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217850753454859,0.0,0.04349356625904671,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Aeithia,2019/07/03,"Feeling like I cant do things fast enough, and good enough I've been feeling depressed because I feel like I cant focus and relax, and do things as well and fast as other people.
I feel like a failure, and I want to improve. But I cant help but feel down because I feel afraid of not doing good enough, even when I feel like I'm trying, it still feels like its never good enough.
I dont have a job, and I never really have because of my social anxiety. But I help out at my bfs parents shop just so I have something to do, and so I'm not sitting at home depressed, but I feel like nothing I do is good enough. I dont work fast enough, i get flustered easily, I panic, and I just dont know how to get better.

I guess I just needed to vent somewhere, because I'm in a constant state of feeling like I'm about to cry and have been for like two hours now.",4.664565217391303,3.681961543478263,5.6946956521739125,87.00682608695654,69.43478260869566,8.012173913043478,28.726086956521737,6.2581,1.1727299999999992,660,19,151,3,10,220,82,184,0.141,0.603,0.256,0.9567,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,12,19,0,2,3,0,18,0,0,1,2,36,38,19,0,2,9,1,10,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,11,2,1,0,10,4,1,1,2,10,22,15,17,36,6,17,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,18,100,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599474791325144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107742544979975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930570380463208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468256208691127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607807387759017,0.0,0.0,0.1349878710430285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27552255081270866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858195493301409,0.0,0.051758021250743566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962268643355656,0.3918777909922472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188286448996142,0.0,0.0,0.262908659924872,0.0,0.0,0.0863256772376355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505013174202624,0.0,0.0786044765209274,0.0,0.07717176820110923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776318410253556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306625444017315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30627362121290697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810517022987476,0.12087675027180288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075191410232733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194209413417984,0.08701283586328062,0.0,0.0,0.05432703612885121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050201343244889535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988120817780256,0.0,0.06032766448252669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258079158653691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104121787960553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053203331894146715,0.0,0.07654926265046756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046220526652456566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045774639775534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057049195986950574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,annihilator_792,2019/07/03,"why is my social anxiety getting worse so fast? 16M. i've had social anxiety for about 3 years. the past year has been hell. i moved to a new school and didn't make any friends during the first year. last time i met a friend was 9 months ago. i don't know if i'm even able to go back to school when it starts in 6 weeks. it's come to the point that i'm starting medication and therapy. 

a lot of people here talk about how they have had social anxiety for almost their whole life. how do you manage it for so long? i can't manage mine. the past year has been so terrible that i don't think it can get much worse.",1.0902272727272724,2.7570866590909127,2.5560606060606053,96.32909090909092,80.13636363636364,6.218181818181819,17.81818181818182,7.1686216300943375,-0.14557272727272694,477,9,116,6,12,155,87,132,0.175,0.8,0.025,-0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,1,11,4,1,0,7,0,15,2,0,3,0,11,27,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,7,0,10,2,11,20,3,24,1,0,0,0,10,2,1,3,19,65,16,4,0.13001780786907366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525294185030853,0.0,0.13019405354744215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841656785157863,0.0,0.29838980143635496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999756687309957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199882891572134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587553587037289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105930809538061,0.0,0.0,0.200902871673058,0.0,0.13585787664893673,0.0,0.07389211647355269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145438694541599,0.10598186665894728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183542278131487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506166854232044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053649076947786,0.0,0.0,0.08678789635743074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097926286095865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037789737988524,0.13818835348537414,0.0955780488244802,0.0,0.0,0.12557200903219334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24823341886528935,0.09013797720768127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290885390571105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26316992576596376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976103447816636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840545472154297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450338897813244,0.0,0.0,0.14868669446259886,0.0,0.0,0.08331016139351861,0.0,0.0,0.0758144293439708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429244291929776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732084862549085,0.14516023928221922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649985079013318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349088218656264
socialanxiety,jkk45,2019/07/03,"Really obvious question: Can Social Anixety be Bought On By an Over-Analytical mind? As above.

Do you think it can? I am an INTJ and I am very over-analytical

If so how do I escape over-analytical-ness or analysis paralysis or whatever its called.",2.9117021276595736,5.5718427234042585,6.905787234042553,62.29400000000001,79.21276595744679,11.419574468085113,28.54893617021277,10.793553405168565,4.520084255319151,196,9,34,9,5,75,36,47,0.0,0.9440000000000001,0.055999999999999994,0.3234,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,9,9,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218893416379842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171805331462911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628412025440676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646851339620152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211713655638423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647405046167988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34090575428913944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sick_confusion_ache,2019/07/03,"Your best tips for overcoming job interview anxiety...? I had a job interview yesterday for a position I really, really want(ed). Job interviews cause me the most anxiety by far and its something I HAVE to try and overcome if I'm going to get even a semi decent job.

​

I feel like it wasn't a total train wreck - I answered every question they asked, although I feel a couple of my responses were quite poor. 

​

I did my absolute best to not let the nerves show, but my god I could feel them physically. I know beta-blockers might be able to help stave off the physical manifestations of anxiety, I'm going to see my GP soon to discuss my options. 

​

What advice do you have for overcoming job interview anxiety? 

​

Thanks.",5.320771746239373,7.365311633093526,6.4863832570307425,71.06520601700461,69.35971223021582,10.522171353826034,34.21909744931328,10.637119530657019,4.376576978417267,603,30,98,19,11,202,90,139,0.063,0.7909999999999999,0.147,0.8895,5,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,2,3,2,4,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,1,1,17,23,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,4,19,4,13,15,4,6,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,5,3,66,22,9,0.08917201042488067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713785654912819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864713441587431,0.4334150121166141,0.0,0.0,0.2728653756020321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336379241068867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716104693012345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916042182671153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119659433174,0.09866713345638534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889727188437381,0.0,0.07513126474023539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526414336983242,0.06370450206494492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04658869500799659,0.0,0.1013570169884927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977011892248992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424473043988185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900660487997422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911844222479886,0.0,0.043564940041368835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459741132484067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989305964916327,0.09484540948658453,0.0,0.0,0.1142517465160071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105854716952073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686489701753351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209760656179364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054194167399934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259596211571887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334150121166141,0.0
socialanxiety,layra25,2019/07/03,"Texting gives me anxiety So this may sound weird but I'm just gonna describe the situation. 
Today I would normally have driving lessons but my drivig instructor texted me that he was sick. He also said that he's trying to catch up tomorrow. That was in the morning at 7am and I was tired so I just was like 'oh okay get well soon!' that was the whole conversation. now it's the evening and asking him whether or not he's better and could drive tomorrow gives me gives me so much anxiety.  I don't really know why, I just feel like it's embarrassing to text him from nothing also I don't know what to write bc asking if he was better gives me even more anxiety and it feels more embarrassing than just asking whether  tomorrow works or not. I wish I could let go of this. Does anybody have any advice or is familiar with this? :(",2.34213855421687,4.548026873493981,3.739382530120484,86.73208584337351,78.4578313253012,7.523493975903612,24.230421686746983,8.472884824447931,1.6293385542168677,655,23,135,14,16,215,97,166,0.19699999999999998,0.736,0.067,-0.9704,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,14,9,0,2,4,1,16,2,0,0,0,31,33,17,0,6,14,0,2,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,11,5,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,3,1,0,7,4,16,6,10,20,4,13,0,0,0,0,17,3,0,5,8,89,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801866405543946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095327300728788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908934976067498,0.0,0.30066031775635305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674219825109338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317303438472306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091970872959835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464523380223275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730579649706329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248229579028378,0.0935915292347506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844582516953954,0.5026959567954729,0.07445437850652029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399619947249775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396367986482655,0.0,0.12800694542232596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630532408202902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835918482569425,0.12570488712376976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392653052427118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461779345881407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725751787202224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057343910864388,0.1241794534323092,0.0,0.0,0.08894525065644703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779115500708315,0.0,0.1182135698250692,0.14626479677955515,0.15065174920983887,0.0,0.0,0.0953747604925162,0.0,0.0,0.0930637157071673,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PresidentHackySack,2019/07/03,"Hanging out with a friend. I was invited to go to the movies with a friend, today, and I feel like I’m about to puke. Excited though !!. . . I just feel nauseous.",0.08531250000000057,2.366481906250001,1.9112500000000023,95.60875,89.3125,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.5341624999999994,119,4,27,2,4,39,23,32,0.091,0.59,0.319,0.8168,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,4,7,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014298531467975,0.28358833618012785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.613380693678203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225601542090732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939346272501078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900112297206318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762717082899269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OtherFeedback,2019/07/03,Eye Contact in an Office I always struggle with this especially in an office. I feel obligated to greet people and I feel bad if I don't say anything. Sometimes I end up staring at people without saying hi and that just makes it awkward. What's the norm in an office full of people. Do you make eye contact with everyone? Do you say hi to everyone. I hate being in an office full of strangers.,1.6829487179487153,4.2293003717948725,3.82589743589744,83.06910256410261,83.74358974358975,5.51794871794872,25.333333333333336,6.937597516519254,1.3803487179487188,311,13,56,4,9,106,48,78,0.142,0.8290000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,2,5,0,4,2,2,2,0,11,9,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,8,8,0,13,8,2,9,0,0,3,0,9,8,0,1,1,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237753408051762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047880559869413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297377896910654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183486336596868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39590928623807786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949728211011945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453214272243372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765679443129596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308655257327662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942367896653541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489107620897345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657340920926105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969927160080134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PMMeMotivationalMsgs,2019/07/03,"[Medication question] SSRI alternatives to Lexapro which don't decimate your sex drive? (First off: I'm currently on 150 mg of Wellbutrin and 150mg of Lamictal, and just recently got back on 5mg of Lexapro. I was hoping to wean off the Lamictal (assuming the Lexapro worked out) since I've always felt that particular med overly ""flattens"" my moods, but I guess I'll have to stay on it for the time being.

Also, I'm not sure if this is the right sub to ask this question so please let me know if there is a more appropriate subreddit to post this in!)

I used to be on Lexapro a while back and took it for years. Lexapro was a godsend for my social and generalized anxiety but my libido was extremely low so I eventually dropped it. I then switched to Wellbutrin and WOW what a difference!! (I was horny pretty much anytime I wasn't sleeping)

The Wellbutrin and Lamictal are definitely helping with my depression/moods and aren't making my anxiety levels worse, but they also aren't decreasing them, so I got back on 5 mg of Lexapro in hopes that the Wellbutrin would counteract the libido-decreasing effects of the Lexapro. Now my mood and anxiety levels are better than ever but of course the libido is kaput again; I thought 5mg would be low enough of a dose to prevent this but woe is me :/

The thing is, I haven't found any other type of antidepressant save for SSRIs which effectively counter my anxiety. For those who had libido issues on Lexapro (or Zoloft), did you manage to find an SSRI which combated the anxiety while leaving your libido relatively intact? If so, which one? If not SSRIs, did you find any other meds which helped? I've also tried Buspar in the past and didn't notice an effect on libido in either direction, but I also wasn't on Lexapro at the time.

One final note: I'm opposed to taking benzos like Ativan/Xanax due to tolerance/dependence/addiction issues among other things; I get they help a lot of people (and they personally completely kill my anxiety) but please leave them out of the equation.",7.586645530274772,7.416600798955621,7.728601268183514,72.13638816362055,63.2036553524804,11.15946786025115,35.47047121720751,10.712014347399686,3.819866442869575,1618,66,288,37,21,526,189,383,0.092,0.764,0.14400000000000002,0.9790000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,4,5,6,16,13,1,0,22,0,28,5,1,5,2,55,46,33,1,8,16,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,22,13,0,2,12,0,0,2,9,4,0,3,16,1,31,7,47,24,5,47,0,3,0,1,18,24,0,12,19,201,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988463436325476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29308950680352097,0.07623923307155711,0.0,0.0,0.12461610925281567,0.0,0.4205566558310472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085656886480572,0.0,0.0,0.2113616117420231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810347530979674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606693461747644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572848944324283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946729852161234,0.0,0.0,0.0828799419687105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797424541722,0.10037056822961564,0.1674869454026773,0.07793606896096525,0.0,0.10046194244492344,0.0,0.0,0.04787021372442128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656155979069072,0.0,0.10093512592680833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424266015581015,0.0,0.0,0.1820083427723266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126512208503094,0.0,0.0,0.10136934505124036,0.0,0.05035463322400354,0.0,0.0,0.1940350188363096,0.0,0.0936926389674548,0.0,0.04476328410387908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789618928250541,0.0,0.0,0.06116031325969714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035491539574972,0.09230241869337084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735482310553023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043155235815376,0.0,0.0,0.1241747685084014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746630749523193,0.06352114930765017,0.08000330372925551,0.0,0.20115318912874094,0.0,0.0,0.08775129952161617,0.09321543413470797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528165101731366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046850698024353,0.0,0.0,0.0782471397011381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579304059783405,0.0,0.0916910419683624,0.09340001798557494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765992202920944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635535713011297,0.0,0.06889050057361695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217429867430104,0.0,0.0,0.07273991343854637,0.10685439889419387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179860364371622,0.06220727338957121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913447077620404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667039977585671,0.0,0.09337357187371273,0.1301753598515598,0.0,0.0,0.059003413259319265
socialanxiety,jjsixers93,2019/07/03,"Feel limited by my reputation as a quiet/awkward person This is something that I feel quite often. Sometimes I feel like expressing myself a bit more, or putting my personality out there, but I feel that the people around me have this perception of me being this quiet and awkward person (which I typically am). I get this feeling of not wanting to contradict this reputation, as the people around me will just find it weird that I’m not consistent or something, and if I open my mouth it’ll just bring attention that I don’t need. Does anyone else get this?",11.746142857142857,8.103427209523813,11.1675,61.75125000000004,57.85714285714286,14.309523809523812,43.39285714285714,12.161744961471696,5.151142857142858,447,18,78,10,4,147,66,105,0.055,0.882,0.063,0.1853,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,4,0,7,1,1,0,0,26,18,8,0,3,8,0,5,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,13,6,0,1,8,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,6,14,1,9,15,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,4,1,59,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243770730053087,0.18225796880372505,0.0,0.3166998930945459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419770454917087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566303690412756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859500825583793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497046195204508,0.12707673215891666,0.0,0.0,0.16257810543042528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586878243327365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690265268084829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189496130816186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466376847311195,0.4659510214556456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881743969657693,0.0,0.18919612126537225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738797577308733,0.17592679492855606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491759253695868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Adrran,2019/07/03,"Moving to a another city So my sister who moved away to a bigger city just asked me to come live with her and she can help me get a job. I really want to do this but im scared at the same time because I got my friends here and I've always lived in this small town. The biggest thing that is holding me back from accepting her offer is going away from my friends I've known my whole life. And the fear of having to socialize with new people, and just moving to a completely different place than what im used to.

I would love to get some advice on what I should do.",2.585166666666669,3.6376011833333344,3.868333333333332,91.07666666666668,74.66666666666666,7.333333333333335,21.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,0.6504166666666666,442,10,101,6,9,145,78,120,0.063,0.7759999999999999,0.16,0.9099,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,7,0,8,2,0,1,0,19,17,6,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,14,4,19,14,3,18,0,0,0,1,12,10,0,1,3,68,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440172284561293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263128360240437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453991988082524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777963805904067,0.0,0.27693518103860554,0.11332549182330474,0.0,0.08984097986870293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695411325189024,0.15452426564721713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397987446602107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584255073223875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277295769065953,0.0,0.15399907682275216,0.0,0.08375898403602386,0.0,0.11787259315052195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878515736564064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183896084005872,0.0,0.1462510946237884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409827296576048,0.0,0.0,0.2602770311323764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301546352106647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699222317317953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233972989071753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217416626142913,0.0,0.15397987446602107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441487621531468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755226913529626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023451355168227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791217810305906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593798472932818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728829157258806,0.0,0.0,0.08692805850254977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454359064212945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469394056612877,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,satancumsblood,2019/07/03,"Why can’t I change I’m 21F and I can’t seem to be normal when it comes to socializing, talking, keeping a convo going or even making eye contact. Ivey been this way since I was a child. I can’t talk without drawing a blank or stuttering. I don’t have any close friends, not even at my job which I’ve worked at for almost 4 years. I don’t like going to big events such as concerts or events. I feel like I’m getting worse. Depression makes dealing with this even worse. Can anyone give me some advise on how to manage social anxiety disorder?",1.776535626535626,3.938981117117123,3.2283374283374293,89.89002457002456,80.17117117117117,5.838165438165437,22.703521703521705,6.980632752743323,0.7272450450450451,428,14,88,5,11,140,79,111,0.155,0.774,0.071,-0.8413,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,10,1,1,3,0,18,22,7,0,1,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,2,3,9,3,11,19,1,13,0,1,1,0,10,5,0,6,6,49,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576660638010068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257437648787337,0.0,0.1266393341702879,0.0,0.0,0.11575095919915745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512170340506786,0.14259995201039938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066674503331658,0.14258125910653954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972570951455425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280171965868712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370311313494659,0.11826338475308225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789749739654668,0.0,0.08648896992017427,0.15880316797475674,0.18816290072112296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427509547045013,0.14714151853663285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175111958664726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210014153802624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621962135436148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507034066421356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693822313311318,0.0,0.0,0.3374988627626307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661131084579396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313996974449141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493760921054232,0.0,0.0,0.15957677880500662,0.0,0.12051669727041373,0.0,0.3374033003326602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660375288797752
socialanxiety,Bethybee77,2019/07/03,"How do you deal with rude people? This is a question, because I have recently started a new job but having soo much anxiety about serving customers - especially rude ones. 

But also your own personal experiences if you have any. 

Thank you!",5.127142857142856,7.980685761904766,5.92404761904762,71.29178571428572,72.33333333333333,8.961904761904762,34.3095238095238,9.516144504307137,4.014409523809524,190,10,29,5,4,62,36,42,0.179,0.7509999999999999,0.07,-0.6239,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,2,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326330248807328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782231551390447,0.0,0.2225380863948566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733024485841625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29990564226974586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845565085887918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28867385972804216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138453390601964,0.0,0.0,0.28095351577298183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712170747442911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167377902403716,0.25400309618679445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32587513588934075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872291494129316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590087127188506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26782209683511515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Skyune,2019/07/03,I'm scared strangers will insult me for no reason. How do you deal with this?,0.5268750000000004,2.9177179375000044,0.8049999999999997,103.54,88.375,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.588025,61,1,14,0,2,18,16,16,0.41200000000000003,0.588,0.0,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5834445287715195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5818658562271368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665903345483759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Stephersyas,2019/07/03,"I’m a shy person and tend to be disliked because of being too quiet. At me new job, I have tried very hard to appear nice, introduce myself. Yet I’m still disliked by some. Why? I’m always told I’m a quiet person. I have this resting mean face and I know for a fact I come off sort of cold. I just disassociate whenever I’m in social settings and I’ve had friends parents, boyfriend parents, friends of friends ect. all say that there is something wrong with me. They end up acting cold back towards me and it doesn’t make me feel good. I tend to ruin relationships before they even begin. So I told myself that with this job, I’d try and be friendly and win everyone over from day one. Would I rather be at home sleeping my life away than  be at work? Yes. But I put a smile on my face and greeted/introduced myself to everyone. My managers seem to like me, I make one of them laugh pretty often. All the women in my department seem to like me, very simple cordial attitudes towards me. I don’t know their personal lives because I’m new, but I’ve managed to go a tad deeper than just small talk with some. Some would even go as far as to gossip about other coworkers, which I am not a fan of. I would do so with my boyfriend or mom for example, someone who doesn’t work there. I thought to myself “Wow, I’ve earned a lot these women’s trust.” Except for these two women in particular. One happened to have worked with me in the past where I know people disliked her. She always claimed to have OCD and wanted everything her way. She stormed off one day from that job because they refused to make her a team leader. I wonder why. *sarcasm* So I’m okay with her not liking me because I already know she has a terrible personality. This other girl is somewhat of a team leader here in my new job. Coincidentally they’ve put us together to close two days in a row. She is super quiet with me, minds her own business. I’ve asked her simple questions such as how long has she been working here, what time is she leaving, ect. I’ve noticed other people from other departments come in and talk to her. Her whole demeanor changes. She becomes lively, bubbly and extremely talkative. It’s like seeing someone switch to a completely different person. It’s so awkward whenever it’s just us two with not much to do since it slowed down and we’re on our last hour. I got extremely close to her to see if she’d say anything to me. She would keep starring at the computer screen. I would notice that out of the corner of her eye, she would be looking at what I’m doing. We work with iPhones to get orders in and as she was going into a room, she looked at what I was doing on it. Or I’d be putting something up and I’d quickly glance over to her and notice her watching me carefully doing my work. But she tries to make it look subtle. It isn’t really. I remember walking in from doing some returns and she almost look startled, looking up at me. It was a strange look. Normally I’d resort to the whole “I’m quiet myself and look stuck up so I think this is just someone who isn’t a fan of mine and I understand.” But I have actually tried with this one. The tension feels like too much and I barely have met her. I hope every single time at work that I’m not closing with her that day. It’s only been my first week. Why is she acting this way?",2.069393055555558,4.146729173333334,3.5748368055555595,88.21792187500002,78.74814814814816,6.115046296296296,24.02835648148148,7.1686216300943375,0.9819189814814812,2612,91,531,32,64,861,282,675,0.065,0.8440000000000001,0.091,0.9583,8,0,2,0,0,0,71.0,4,0,5,13,27,26,0,3,21,2,46,5,4,5,3,99,103,35,0,11,17,3,3,5,4,6,1,6,2,9,34,37,0,2,15,2,0,14,9,7,0,9,12,24,91,19,93,77,15,83,0,1,13,0,71,42,0,18,28,363,125,17,0.0,0.0,0.05353072677682542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492952259059625,0.0,0.0605340371556474,0.0,0.09128778103646702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04514112572692537,0.0,0.051282173116594436,0.0,0.051538231977396716,0.042180234845119666,0.0,0.13375679447254832,0.060583218507920825,0.04667770399846676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559284952534093,0.0,0.0580294896140621,0.09450573256488497,0.05751459543128948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150817001742258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731197069522157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858539312499508,0.0,0.0,0.0724626364882681,0.0,0.04621784126490186,0.1048329192814761,0.049300284013615706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547283791654214,0.0391885398772007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046659774183942224,0.0,0.0,0.16952385346938462,0.0,0.028659558947440208,0.0,0.09352636093219,0.04600990868995018,0.04387268549113693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048508240059999284,0.0,0.04913945198454312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502420176471429,0.05448355483263992,0.054021286470969265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177411425561927,0.04875778990093905,0.0,0.0,0.1205878534378745,0.044714279801687434,0.0,0.058083697852490776,0.0,0.0,0.038745824350917904,0.13399731060754158,0.0,0.0968762290047832,0.04854509364518714,0.3224516529216654,0.0,0.0,0.046635898502036886,0.0,0.0,0.14646499079372052,0.0,0.0,0.05975335456483875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055388077844289785,0.06424570469347661,0.0,0.0,0.08064971400796428,0.0,0.0,0.15893837665251653,0.0,0.0,0.05374641352990068,0.0,0.18735890220350016,0.0,0.0,0.18585639278416946,0.04171982382955645,0.0,0.0,0.12182033514049112,0.0,0.05236546070183303,0.07605932714117038,0.23948706521534135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580742222656935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654337717197081,0.061450337489898824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03514162248547073,0.0,0.0,0.05889391679579421,0.062140207048402576,0.0,0.0,0.08724605573033031,0.0,0.0,0.08742492662543087,0.09987616155509033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045376758234759985,0.0,0.05489477940024103,0.05591793127474535,0.13943580646473838,0.08446036992808592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380740455585079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818100534179074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035148973917030375,0.0,0.04354887256248447,0.06397297412397257,0.0,0.0,0.1048329192814761,0.0,0.14897222134259425,0.0,0.16075657237783506,0.05710615993827493,0.13196801548262996,0.0,0.0,0.09052250982915287,0.03235499677323109,0.08708295122659115,0.04400150347324818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849475907684648,0.12248766246460678,0.0,0.0,0.05948808502148949,0.27954648724942144,0.0,0.0,0.2338052063427541,0.05997551015116441,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,silverandblue93,2019/07/03,"The silliest thing SA makes you do...or not do So I'm sitting here feeling bad because me and my girlfriend planned to get a massage today. I stupidly agreed to it and now the day has come I am nervous, and I have made a crappy excuse about feeling ill, just so I don't have to go.

Even something so simple like a massage is difficult, being half naked, being in the same room as someone while they rub oil on your back whilst they tell you to relax!

What are the silliest things SA makes you do? I'm trying to make this a bit more light hearted so the sillier the better! A few others for me are;

Only going to the same food place for lunch because I know what I like there.
Only getting a haircut when my hair is ridiculously long.
Never having a driving lesson.
I sometimes don't eat lunch because I don't want to awkwardly sit next to a Co worker in the break room!",4.093135593220339,4.8489757853107385,5.095833333333335,84.79934322033901,70.80790960451978,7.255932203389831,28.87429378531073,7.1686216300943375,1.566510734463277,682,25,136,6,12,224,110,177,0.11599999999999999,0.7390000000000001,0.145,0.3294,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,2,4,12,10,2,2,16,0,16,7,2,4,1,18,31,10,0,1,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,7,4,4,0,4,1,0,4,5,6,0,1,1,6,18,4,15,28,5,23,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,12,94,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316337478621172,0.1429356359035194,0.3130656139616351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514027287564342,0.1868940131373117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474641359590497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104027208531428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516904942036554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306869741177558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311656955715288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700237700206228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788783381685378,0.0,0.19458126866946854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285974875603746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408097864414627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726856323566197,0.0,0.0,0.15149684776050476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619831386481716,0.34280989199492257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203148391617556,0.0,0.1820614072609452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603938451740121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885603358248542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504785522196612,0.1317896294351851,0.16931026450035905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962670159802693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274606844000183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226712301025967,0.0,0.0,0.11622607066245062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097168740206508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mentalhealthuif,2019/07/03,"Managing rising stress or anxiety attacks in public Hi everyone! I am working on a small team committed to developing a new solution for rising stress and anxiety that involves meditative body entrainment. This survey will help us understand how people experience stress, how they currently manage it, and how they might want to manage it differently in the future. Your insight is incredibly valued. Thank you very much. Here is the Link to the CALM Survey: https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/7JKZRCK",9.019890109890113,12.601601794871796,8.724945054945056,52.35576923076926,63.10256410256411,12.149450549450547,35.50183150183151,11.491704259439757,5.8143677655677655,412,19,49,15,7,132,60,78,0.153,0.637,0.21,0.6593,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,2,2,4,6,1,3,5,0,5,1,1,3,1,12,8,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,7,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,3,35,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885993546379802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459124456236472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952285615296576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707580339582653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802418547042676,0.0,0.1845140894018675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643317393866846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001041854323804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866306627533562,0.0,0.0,0.18217781200716796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077069956121667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.648217193126843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366304697898066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963680922530976,0.2268959028829957,0.0,0.0,0.15563761055135306,0.11125750703745263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732321511013815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SuchAppeal,2019/07/03,"Anyone else get so excited when someone finally engages you in conversation, and you end up going 100 words per minute and felt like you came of even more weird and awkward? This is my problem. I can't be the one to start a conversation. I like to talk but I don't like to be the one to initiate. But when some starts a conversation, it's ""FINALLY SOMEONE TO UNLOAD ALL THIS SHIT ON!"".",2.5429870129870125,4.570677064935069,4.331168831168832,83.60246753246757,77.05194805194805,8.036363636363637,26.584415584415584,8.841846274778883,2.111602597402597,302,12,62,7,7,102,53,77,0.136,0.737,0.127,-0.4141,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,4,9,1,1,4,0,5,1,1,0,1,11,11,8,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,2,1,7,5,9,7,3,12,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,1,10,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721604282275413,0.21572542504720424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24080425516321374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588104117633674,0.0,0.1864779491936047,0.0,0.0,0.13906117637794946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215358604585634,0.4612775069533135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099996405002314,0.0,0.11965601772056896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085809384964857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28533776710830305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146050748054764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611860325852397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567835455786269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980457891071947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922589256057505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ekdxhp,2019/07/03,"i suck at life i have 0 friends, im super ugly and so self aware and self conscious. life wasnt meant for me",-2.4793999999999983,-0.7784694399999985,0.06350000000000122,105.73925,103.4,2.5,14.25,3.1291,-1.67,84,2,22,0,4,28,20,25,0.212,0.5479999999999999,0.24,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712538867212499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792411154645007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959752971308378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7325339650253999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Percy_thedragonborn2,2019/07/03,i cant talk to big groups. yesterday i was with a couple of friends just chilling. and that went well. but then the group got a bit bigger and i talked less. then the group got way bigger. we where with like 10 people now. and i just wasnt able to speak anymore. i dont know what to say most of the time. i dont know how to fix myself.,-0.961186186186186,1.021306635135133,0.8518018018018019,103.60025525525526,90.75675675675676,3.8294294294294287,13.627627627627628,5.033348758259628,-1.4541633633633635,257,4,66,1,9,83,48,74,0.016,0.88,0.10400000000000001,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,5,2,8,3,8,5,3,11,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,42,10,0,0.21909935882933645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172876902047373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391997536052124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424292732082532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135656335622086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927562113208658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504675447263166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24082255533871125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704087958791997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189590823022864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742366041454274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522075305816291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775859808375634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391087280302522,0.0,0.0,0.19699663636276624,0.2031073006973406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lostparade,2019/07/03,"Feeling like I'm not allowed to do anything I've been struggling with social anxiety for most of my life. It's gotten to a point where everyday life feels impossible. 

For a long time I've always felt like I'm not ""allowed"" places. I know it's completely irrational. For example, I never set foot in my University library, I never ventured anywhere but the food court. I feel like I'm not allowed to go to a lot of places and get this feeling like it's not ""right"" to be there. If I did go to the library I'd think the seats are meant for someone else or going to specific parts aren't meant for me to go or something. I get this feeling whenever I go anywhere I'm not familiar with... it's amplified if I'm alone. This makes going anywhere feel impossible sometimes. 

Whenever I talk to someone, I feel like I have to find the ""right"" thing to say. Sometimes while texting I edit my message for so long they wonder what is wrong. I feel like there's some ""right"" way of doing absolutely everything that everyone seems to have no problem with.",3.8475,5.420558834951457,5.126395631067961,81.24066140776698,72.3009708737864,8.256796116504855,31.32160194174757,8.841846274778883,2.6650786407766995,824,38,158,16,16,274,106,206,0.09,0.802,0.10800000000000001,0.3671,3,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,1,7,0,10,4,1,4,2,40,40,8,0,3,10,0,9,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,4,1,0,16,0,0,6,9,3,0,0,6,10,17,6,25,33,4,23,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,9,13,92,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414522395338932,0.0,0.0,0.0836702730340128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692472060640135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274864985765723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543058114764353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400125911588363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608513734965024,0.09037284458531833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067512599605848,0.3591845254755225,0.09654909732776656,0.0,0.09190595108900004,0.0,0.12159217034483152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507224931708167,0.0,0.34288821860826857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526270058915084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205071765625066,0.2947581751790688,0.0,0.0,0.17797699510877388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548873280846153,0.0,0.0,0.06712161052933972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551092786055936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889186170923572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011829542755264,0.0,0.09505749728614438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621808113771686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576216711196405,0.0,0.07996580945681349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154199622362727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250372008464316,0.17040078259706226,0.07741257517929663,0.19890402052775502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512249393231043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808227422070212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680463935939114,0.06443193625943225,0.0,0.0,0.05863474991918562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981631520680559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904820468864856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994170857756984,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HairyRelative,2019/07/03,"Extreme blushing problem makes me isolate I blush. Bad.  Like beat red, from my head to my arms. It's mortifying because it's a sign of vulnerability. Talking to someone attractive, a crowd of people looking at me, saying something I feel is stupid, when eyes are on me, socializing with a group, and of course being front stage, all make me blush extremely bad. Usually people point it out which makes me blush worse. I hate it. I've been this way since elementary school. It's holding me back and I rather isolate than try to be around people. For example, in the lunch room at work all of my coworkers were at the table talking. I wanted to go hang out so bad but I was scared I'd blush if they asked me a question or all looked at me. So I sat alone in a booth pretending to be into my phone. I probably look like a bitch because I didn't want to sit with them.

Does anyone else have an excessive blushing problem? I need advice and help so bad. :(",2.4317966903073263,4.63556889361702,3.7982269503546138,86.43388888888893,78.14893617021276,6.73096926713948,25.33806146572104,7.793537801064563,1.4290770685579195,744,28,150,12,18,244,119,188,0.22699999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.06,-0.9848,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,2,7,13,3,1,9,0,10,4,3,3,3,28,24,10,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,9,1,1,2,1,0,3,1,10,0,0,5,7,24,3,26,16,3,22,0,0,5,0,12,13,1,3,5,91,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264858990830198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405935002388306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050647673463401,0.1326251391406511,0.0,0.11522779405252273,0.12100761542248052,0.0,0.0,0.09953029145164097,0.4323032879138174,0.15780913485158435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327258864987573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812933873283637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544804392100123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356293768216791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277938169442986,0.13284134372685533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867599632307663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264743207568724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326087465023105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25920380614323885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959770796868896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692092763034586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122361312572345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395567002596243,0.2477105128438831,0.0,0.0,0.1450008522387111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029347677500022,0.1295906165074055,0.13099877072726346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070729451559434,0.0,0.0,0.13194634922219206,0.1096729033332677,0.0996481558948508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807568270764665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878803109019574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425583278293157,0.0,0.15269247649194576,0.1027423335583264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423284034193148,0.0,0.13190898875924353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NightOfVanity,2019/07/03,"I am scared of celebrating my birthday. What should I do? My birthday isn’t until 2 months from now, but I feel worried about it right now. I always feel so nervous and queasy when it’s near my birthday. I’d rather let the day pass by, but my friends won’t let me go so we’ll always go for a casual dinner and there’ll be cake at the end. But I hate the spotlight and people expecting me to do something. I don’t even talk to anyone at the table because I get a lot of anxiety.. but because it’s my birthday, they’ll look at me and feel bad because they’re not talking to me. 

But I don’t like it when people try to get me into talking when I feel so awful. I feel so worthless that I don’t think I deserve to celebrate my birthday or have other people celebrate it with me for that matter. I am so terrified that I’ll invite people and no one will show up. Then I’ll have to talk to the waiter and tell them no one showed up and I’ll walk out feeling humiliated. I also hate the idea of talking to someone on the phone to reserve the dinner in the first place. I will cry and write a script before calling.

I don’t know what to do. My friends want to celebrate my bday, but I am getting a lot of social anxiety over inviting people and then being expected to talk and look happy. Should I try to get out of it? Or plan something that wouldn’t put the spotlight on me? :( I am a disaster and I know this sounds silly, but I’d rather be a shadow like usual.",2.618362178134234,3.632474792880264,4.428205994090334,87.24335584634869,74.53398058252426,6.927311101730689,25.73251723652737,7.255503002510835,1.114467173209512,1137,38,246,12,23,387,136,309,0.184,0.672,0.14400000000000002,-0.9627,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,2,2,15,13,2,2,16,1,27,2,0,0,0,47,47,32,0,8,12,0,6,2,2,8,0,1,0,0,14,15,2,0,10,3,0,5,10,6,0,3,0,9,38,7,38,34,2,33,0,1,2,0,16,15,0,4,15,175,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897049404722828,0.1643361433742144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108725543964766,0.0,0.0,0.06904843133647208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245228675614144,0.18059160413485548,0.0,0.08402914135471079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083498847498673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084724505841856,0.06368570539390192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746336081158806,0.0,0.0,0.0652235714572391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995863896040725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399686412618224,0.0,0.0,0.1525883090419583,0.0,0.2063716013141712,0.0,0.11224402130577286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512141721016184,0.0,0.1949907434884697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147694852227152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085410475901422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019575267239724,0.0,0.0964887129372263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585058330023364,0.0,0.0,0.16790776631002774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882146230267248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383137355214053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423047517450478,0.0,0.10317293427765864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992712194322649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433212566867827,0.0,0.0,0.09886617078243358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066338634614334,0.08367071847777302,0.15204544687526655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762299895626335,0.08631202169110269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327513662291967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408979847780533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087593867942272,0.0,0.05824542264286073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028561492579473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DarkSparkyShark,2019/07/03,"Does anyone have or even use Snapchat?? I don't know much about it because the concept itself seems daunting. 

Sending pictures/messages that disappear to people? How do you recall what was being discussed? Do I have to have a friend list, i.e. ask individual people for their username? And the selecting which people to send it to? 

I don't have much interesting stuff to say/send so I doubt I'm ever going to be a constant recipient, so I just nip that in the bud and never participate. But then if someone on Tinder asks me for it, it's hard telling them why not without sounding like a catfish. What is your experience with the app?",3.269104683195597,5.804794305785122,4.433409090909095,81.23678030303034,77.01652892561984,6.347382920110194,28.26515151515152,7.492282038375204,1.85630523415978,505,22,90,7,12,165,87,121,0.084,0.872,0.043,-0.5772,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,0,7,4,0,1,7,0,12,0,0,2,2,16,19,9,0,1,6,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,2,10,3,13,16,2,10,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,4,5,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410074005617715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770552100692489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293184252198786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179259713662328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647657777302148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331964548437509,0.18241565397446036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726502904438864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558042695370965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460968313531415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806503631251548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082866532011408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852231492797596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964908954634141,0.0,0.15553487382408626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194230250500968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037044586780616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835863458362238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086833527316692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23085579269690795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626227823462476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417201189660386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196941606005115,0.0,0.0,0.19439585576651155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ColoredUndies,2019/07/03,Hard time talking to coworkers because I feel as though they’ve got set-opinions about me. I feel like I can’t talk to these people because they already know me as the quiet guy at work. I’ve already had situations where I talked to someone after a long time of never saying anything to them and they come across as shocked when I say something so I hate doing it but I have to in order to squash this anxiety. Anybody else feel this way?,4.636287878787879,5.567652477272726,5.148181818181818,84.2756060606061,69.68181818181819,7.2303030303030305,30.57575757575757,7.1686216300943375,1.7735166666666666,350,14,68,3,6,112,64,88,0.099,0.879,0.022000000000000002,-0.6466,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,1,5,3,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,11,8,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,7,12,1,15,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,7,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897222114145704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350836913810555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531080505010774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528381462288834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210856906767894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751045012031974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26785340217796705,0.12614923058725733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122765318244335,0.0,0.0,0.17484257628774666,0.0,0.0,0.158181552023989,0.17433680517203273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704409105968613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626837175802715,0.0,0.0,0.15626829249868332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361898604006926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241876870009727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28084799374108044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848401591078468,0.0,0.0,0.14961618674710142,0.13594038863057842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257864420747207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734895631193995,0.0,0.2059311597065332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016147742331808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855279480899415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,4R3ADY2D1E,2019/07/03,"Anyone else had a bad experience with group therapy? I felt like no one else really had social anxiety in my group. They all had perfectly normal lives and it made me feel like shit, so I stopped going.",4.393076923076921,6.045717025641029,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,71.05128205128204,10.328205128205127,25.82051282051281,10.504223727775694,2.9268051282051277,160,5,30,5,3,54,33,39,0.266,0.5529999999999999,0.182,-0.5034,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,2,9,7,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,2,5,3,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847841010706595,0.0,0.0,0.16889647346788692,0.2474951970533623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016830823370124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40356590266875575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362809867524797,0.0,0.0,0.12213428488702276,0.1725624458178732,0.23192464032700466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727769769322615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360169960290577,0.0,0.2132919352323661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285592286533669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366664489598481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367965640068416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474228805419754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24794627841693534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24622848965749905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194553637730825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762319996714037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jay201010,2019/07/03,Good Job Interview Today I had my first job interview today and was really nervous leading upto it but the interviewer said I had excellent interview skills and a great attitude. Now the wait begins to see if I get the job!,4.005714285714284,6.580721238095242,6.205000000000003,69.27750000000003,74.71428571428572,10.866666666666667,29.54761904761905,10.686352973137794,4.318219047619049,180,8,29,7,4,63,31,42,0.035,0.6990000000000001,0.266,0.9223,3,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,4,3,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,5,19,5,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437172462698305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553004363130355,0.0,0.0,0.2015252871097516,0.0,0.2648961711957315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7152863511141909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392174778286136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22854976196683266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146238213016986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455491687589631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RedHeadedIdiot,2019/07/03,"Advice on everything So, I'm 16 and I'm insecure, can't carry on conversations past the 30-second mark, can't initiate conversations with strangers unless someone I feel comfortable with is there, and I always think I've made things awkward after I've said anything unless an immediate response comes from the person I'm talking with. I think I need a little help, please?",8.195735294117647,8.831628867647062,8.219411764705884,66.4123529411765,61.79411764705882,10.917647058823533,37.588235294117645,10.686352973137794,4.3694588235294125,305,14,47,7,4,99,47,68,0.07,0.8079999999999999,0.122,0.5153,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,13,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,4,1,9,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25877373715751745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034693967107102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791983098508247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281143074748024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23799826403876115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338982055538905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749962710181802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26541377273373346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25057395315145403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196356651390364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25279547556326937,0.0,0.23122587190470265,0.0,0.29068688025752304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518993020868878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437652944884506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128479238247671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593103625570228,0.339364972935514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadsadpotatogirl,2019/07/03,"So uhm Is it okay to be a recluse. Outside of work that is. Getting over social anxiety is hard. Hahahaha hahahaha (i only laugh because it hurts,kinda)",0.7972413793103428,3.225605275862069,4.1685517241379335,75.5066206896552,99.6896551724138,6.457931034482759,29.93793103448276,7.554174236665415,2.9720013793103446,119,7,20,3,5,43,25,29,0.098,0.728,0.174,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741812341727385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981676123499268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25554895498378705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381622071070839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720035399464199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986039362407118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560906792389462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Billie313,2019/07/03,"Has anyone felt like committing suicide because of social anxiety? Hey everyone. I just wanted to know if I’m the only one. My social anxiety has come to a phase where I can’t even go to college. Going to a shop to buy something or getting out of the house has become particularly difficult.

 I mean, I do all that stuff, but I feel so bad about myself that I’m constantly thinking everyone is laughing at me. My therapist has gave me some advice and techniques but I don’t see them helpful.

 I don’t know if it’s just me, or winter makes it worse for me (it’s winter right now here).

 The only thing that comes to my mind is that I should disappear, I can’t stop feeling anxious even around my house.",2.850744680851065,4.6584196950354615,4.558457446808512,83.30875,75.45390070921985,7.536879432624112,26.643617021276608,8.344100000000001,1.8889617021276588,551,21,108,10,12,186,87,141,0.174,0.74,0.087,-0.9141,0,0,1,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,1,2,28,30,8,1,4,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,7,1,2,5,4,2,0,1,2,4,19,2,13,27,2,15,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,5,6,76,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293856160828802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380045737795887,0.16524948966342948,0.0,0.1022791132803774,0.0,0.0,0.1302160577469045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213379238498467,0.08916808477413117,0.16154961204345245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520064930149484,0.0,0.15807166874435702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932269546028645,0.0,0.0,0.2795446966405525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792240599094345,0.0,0.1404472578583868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642282373443217,0.0,0.1662632843059864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980452717599295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375641878998569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607781941916336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146273861526233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976399200282659,0.0,0.0,0.1593367187479893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769638701858806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911995067133167,0.22249796297319016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491833438489335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165625013585166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982185603931386,0.0,0.11260989702243067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229272741759455,0.0,0.0,0.1674502591963939,0.1600014718784101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983693474694198,0.09717883097749712,0.0937273264753884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627698074012449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906706006868473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ornages,2019/07/03,"Conversation I had with a server who had served me days before Monday  
me, in yoga pants with my family: I was here on Saturday night with my girlfriend. The patio is great!  
lovely server: Yes, I know. I served you for three hours.   
me: Right. I was dressed up. I looked different.   
lovely server: . . .",0.30112121212121323,2.011538127272729,2.0738636363636367,88.35746212121214,113.1818181818182,4.742424242424242,13.674242424242426,6.42735559955562,0.04006060606060613,227,5,41,4,12,74,39,55,0.0,0.75,0.25,0.9402,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,5,2,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,12,3,7,5,0,9,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,5,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544777136487661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286871720295745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124536559832535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28192679833301226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297142917603778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29451348913710146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435534852834013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511347644705618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398259743176458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280647198718186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553952852703112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tromblon,2019/07/03,"Just went on my [25M] first date ever and now it's 4 AM and I can't sleep It went pretty good actually. Kind of. Could have been a lot better if I was a normal person, but we spent 6 hours together and walked the entire city and she said she wants to see me again when I walked her home. So it could have been a lot worse too. I was a rambling mess, but man.. I don't want to rush things, but this girl is amazing. She really knows how to defuse my awkwardness too. She's so cool and we have so much in common. And cute as fuck. What the fuck is happening?  
   
If she's not just fucking with me, if she's serious when she says she likes me.. I don't know. I honestly never thought I'd make it even this far, to a first date. I can't even make friends. Now watch me fuck it all up lol. Live and learn I guess. I just hope I don't fuck her up as well in the process  
   
I really don't know how to handle any of this, but I just wanted to share this with someone. I really can't process most of it at all. Someone likes ME? Someone doesn't mind my extreme weirdness? Someone amazing to boot? No fucking way is this real. I don't want to go to sleep because I feel I'll just wake up and it was just one of my weird vivid dreams   
   
I'm sorry for this mess of a message, but I haven't slept and my heart is still racing and I just want to get it off my chest somewhere. And maybe read my thoughts later when I'm more rational. I know I should chill out and take it slowly but fuckk",-0.2932576769025381,1.6350749034267942,1.624863373386738,99.74842990654207,86.57009345794394,4.914677347574544,17.27111704494882,6.1826913282559595,-0.5609140898976412,1128,26,282,10,35,371,155,321,0.156,0.706,0.138,-0.4719,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,0,3,25,26,6,1,9,2,26,12,6,4,4,66,60,31,0,13,17,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,1,3,17,17,0,0,8,2,1,6,13,12,1,3,12,7,44,14,29,45,7,33,0,0,3,6,20,10,6,8,18,184,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.09210771138563102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418612828950326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753719855377645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347728218190756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072004812069556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468292529876075,0.08537808827007716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772470366282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605703965788054,0.0,0.0,0.07292285715378102,0.5235533742981224,0.049313105629515054,0.0,0.05364208295798138,0.07916700642158721,0.0,0.0,0.1039774870279687,0.0,0.0834657633904123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184858178812017,0.0,0.0,0.0946774609748647,0.09374719616100097,0.09295179353146106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098289124865109,0.2074896394994772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222505544037103,0.0,0.08334510176278649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048823313547164,0.0,0.0,0.12600758398415265,0.0,0.09482403149150884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530356480224976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069385015190894,0.0,0.07279676879204322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247883306467687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395880652660912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241474312654426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960251102334415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441214770130736,0.10743262074075713,0.1813994288743241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978327599864233,0.07506001697162566,0.0,0.0,0.0752139041853179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889095404460017,0.0,0.3198938576522841,0.0,0.0,0.10565807713901244,0.0,0.0,0.07537726495300863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096698066179379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270626656767972,0.0,0.0,0.14986484311628934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27835832652677145,0.07491969398835349,0.0,0.0,0.08486489358114856,0.1749946575482951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961880145202794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nicki_05,2019/07/03,"Maybe this isn't permanent :) Today, I went to sign up for driving classes with my mom and it wasn't bad. I was really stressing for this but when I was there, it wasn't bad. I didn't stumble that much on my words (Usually its pretty bad) and I didn't look nervous. I really tried to stay calm. I feel like when I'm calm, people relax more and they feel more comfortable around me. The lady was surprisingly nice and wasn't uncomfortable to speak in english with my mom since she can't speak the main language. I'm brown. Where I'm from, people tend to be a bit racist. Like, they'll look at you differently, or they stare (a lot). They speak to you like you're stupid. With social anxiety, I can tell you that it's been an absolute nightmare since i moved. After every social interaction, I would hate myself lol. But this was actually nice :) I didn't feel like an idiot and even though i did stutter a little bit, I think that this was a win for me. Lately, I've learning some things to improve myself and to get rid of social anxiety (it's gonna be hard but I really want to find a way out).  I can't go to a therapist because my parents won't really let me but that won't stop me bxtches. Here are some of the things that genuinely helped me:

* Law of attraction: I saw the Secret (it's on Netflix), and in this one clip, this guy was getting severely bullied for being gay. He change his expectations that ""people will definitely hate me"" to ""everyone respects me"". And his life changed. It sounds unrealistic but I definitely think that LoA can help. It helped me getting things, attracting better social experiences and it works. Research it and practice it. There are many videos on yt from youtubers that show many different ways to practice it. (Leoor Alexandra, thelovegal.com, Stargirl TPW, The Gem Goddess helped me a lot).
* Self-development youtubers: I know you see mostly beauty gurus who just say things like ""Be confident and be you"" and that's not enough. Some of them give amazing advice and they explain it CLEARLY. They helped me with a lot of things like dealing with toxic people, getting rid of toxic traits that I have (We all got some) and really loving myself.  When I show myself love, I feel less resistance and less hate. I feel more comfortable to be in public. You don't need to have a reason to show yourself love. Also, they take time and they genuinely want to help. They cover a lot of important topics that don't get talked about and they explain HOW you can solve your problems. (Charisma on command, Infinite waters/Diving Deep, Teal Swan and [Actualized.Org](https://Actualized.Org))
* Meditating: This takes practice and it's hard to concentrate but let me tell you how much I was able to calm my nerves and reflect on myself. It made me notice emotions that I was carrying everyday which, in fact was making me more anxious and scared.
* Having a positive mindset: I know you're probably reading this and you're like ""STFU!!"" but oh my goddd guys it does help. It's so much better than being negative and I heard that whatever you think about, you attract it in your life. I know with social anxiety, thinking negatively isn't something you can control but you can learn!! It'll feel unnatural and like your telling yourself lies at first but the more you do it, you get more used to it. 

Anyway, I hope this helps you :). Sometimes I still feel like giving up but what's the point of living life, if you can't enjoy it. also, sorry if I made mistakes or if this was hard to read. keep going x",2.9776245439469307,5.443816171851853,4.002511885019349,84.31058706467665,77.65185185185186,6.93355444997236,24.296849087893854,8.01456126696802,1.5251220563847427,2776,96,523,49,67,896,297,675,0.111,0.648,0.24100000000000002,0.9988,3,0,1,0,0,0,120.0,1,19,11,6,20,45,5,3,20,1,51,7,0,8,3,104,106,48,0,11,17,3,10,9,0,7,3,6,0,2,53,33,0,3,22,8,0,5,18,14,0,3,24,22,88,31,59,66,25,41,0,0,6,4,74,20,0,15,22,354,141,7,0.05634465514254591,0.0,0.05498425560490645,0.0,0.0,0.05505934489676314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011760072146152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931052088583378,0.06365342244262026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015868883745592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113630057862475,0.03434717880271458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966453734749828,0.12302754055584253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921034821231605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319532182563824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058088865366459935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773634455085398,0.0,0.0,0.049307587415172494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338015325211449,0.0,0.058219090637965785,0.0,0.03721511332255295,0.0,0.0474728020826446,0.05383973258585231,0.0,0.055115884421063834,0.0,0.0,0.19942685425272574,0.12075789867608767,0.0,0.0,0.051497994030792686,0.04792673488056913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662654063260094,0.10810185478667418,0.06404393196119229,0.0,0.04506396789969761,0.0,0.0,0.1115801341703656,0.0,0.0,0.15142123136872046,0.16688604564983958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021330771815361,0.0,0.0,0.05596295596118691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008171837121745,0.0,0.0,0.09289664677893293,0.0,0.06355922520122327,0.0,0.0,0.11523245470086825,0.11939368870978855,0.24774437181765616,0.056472146724852484,0.0497533627728036,0.0,0.0946306391114475,0.0,0.0,0.1916088435930285,0.15255975332507216,0.10662935010528743,0.03761049483106696,0.1142492733424441,0.056605779327073676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319803582383922,0.0,0.05988545145823581,0.12425941388665075,0.041778847847664835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414876332964832,0.0,0.0,0.03818059653572558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256407159541802,0.0,0.0,0.15624915768854514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326391131172198,0.0,0.0,0.05732277054913922,0.060749068061772424,0.05391422545952549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127198056128599,0.0,0.18047914435833484,0.057931689675599564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480753127821522,0.05641082920225116,0.0,0.04489939518151595,0.0,0.05877976362635784,0.06365342244262026,0.0,0.09321776196702897,0.0,0.0,0.2871814013404403,0.0,0.043376868279521585,0.05572630466507935,0.06307322842722027,0.0,0.0600559054870376,0.04499691438019534,0.04710665464581505,0.0645426120970682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847283369766856,0.045287699505975054,0.14774313625736876,0.0,0.0,0.06542048738441153,0.18716442614405107,0.14441351967153707,0.055358337600111635,0.0,0.032855021525332415,0.0,0.05340814486753378,0.0,0.0,0.03825432228148831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866369129683526,0.06205567732659489,0.0,0.06646707488550052,0.08944752924866695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223205981008433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101958000537738,0.0,0.0,0.04002562640613277,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Training_Library,2019/07/03,"How do you deal with feeling self concious about where you're looking in public? Hey, one of the main parts of my social anxiety is that I don't know where to look when I feel people may be looking at me in public.

When I see I'm about to walk past someone on the street my whole mind gets consumed by telling myself where to look to seem as natural as possible. I don't want to look at them as we walk past each other because that's weird, and they'll stare back.

I often end up pretending to be interested in a building to my right for a few seconds, then looking past the person I'm about to walk past, being careful not to seem like I'm looking them in the eye, then looking down for half a second, etc.

It's a nightmare, I know it's ridiculous but I just don't know where to look when I'm around a stranger in public. 

To think 6 years ago I could do thing completely naturally without an afterthought, but after some shitty experiences I really am a bit lost. Anyone else?",4.414351320321469,4.898152134328356,5.351442786069653,84.23407577497129,69.94527363184079,8.174665135859168,28.894374282433986,8.139509932561175,1.7958408725602752,773,27,161,10,13,254,118,201,0.085,0.875,0.04,-0.8545,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,3,1,15,6,1,0,11,0,13,1,1,1,0,26,39,12,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,9,1,0,3,5,3,0,4,1,14,19,3,36,32,8,35,0,1,12,0,14,17,0,5,16,112,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522753113830787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355134334676526,0.0,0.0,0.06722744239421401,0.0985128271841218,0.0,0.08559022698001009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393025534142822,0.0,0.058609642675748225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496641125419263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802714352181496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080713731697356,0.0,0.0,0.07676467039118423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912219172710593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031755464418043,0.0,0.08515672169165626,0.0,0.10722808332989613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404913021331128,0.0,0.0,0.0972285025615055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050232259700235364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851780155691114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04697202575877272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7266450002663906,0.0,0.10495459744591043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970799416583388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515094392349129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411663045517768,0.3671285278494336,0.0666554548272572,0.08395088338104878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839004576165663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159351964261345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210806546416112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661582696678078,0.1750552161077854,0.10030113280900672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800862779654897,0.08146410132239773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403574641531061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387505769205902,0.06160640466362685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670933748470632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734345358002192,0.0,0.0926812078171176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191480144845055
socialanxiety,Lumelore_,2019/04/21,"How do you start talking to someone? I feel like I just need to get over the first hurdle of saying something for the first time. I wanna talk to the girl that I like, but I can't. I feel like what I'd say would be too weird.

Like, I could ask why/if she sometimes wears contacts and other times wears her glasses, but she hasn't worn her contacts in two weeks so I feel like that'd be weird. Especially since for the past few months it's only been one day a month, but the first week of April it was the whole week, but now she's back to wearing her glasses.",3.2643067226890743,3.753118655462188,3.6969642857142873,95.05116071428571,72.52941176470588,6.286134453781513,23.278361344537807,5.148860815047168,0.006805882352940884,436,10,104,1,8,136,75,119,0.036000000000000004,0.828,0.136,0.8881,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,6,7,0,0,7,0,10,3,3,1,0,14,18,7,0,4,5,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,3,5,15,5,11,10,2,18,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,0,21,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835703969740326,0.0,0.0,0.1138004119607708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181634105577646,0.0,0.0,0.09544569928858936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22449490255502816,0.3171868529330291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776580341688303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732222513242001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615188299630325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362592843055209,0.0,0.0,0.10973775970973194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028646896843188,0.11255824336131284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127970179079374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353860077005408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224244909854374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539721725143088,0.11393517517704575,0.1463726298328161,0.0,0.10475290419275418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379084604876682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259626069877454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457137906077644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35614234300985365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652331536295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513268792866437,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Warmancrash2056,2019/04/21,closed book even to the closest of my friends i’m bad at talking always jumbling up my words and i sometimes just want to be left alone so i will sometimes lie or cancel plans to stay at home especially when it comes to talking to new people i can never get my idea across in class because i think its wrong or stupid or they may reject me or think of me in a bad way anyone have advice to help me to be more open to others,3.6016666666666666,4.112822722222223,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,71.77777777777777,6.4444444444444455,25.0,5.46131890053228,0.4563333333333328,335,9,74,1,6,108,64,90,0.19899999999999998,0.731,0.07,-0.9201,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,16,12,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,11,1,16,8,1,16,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,5,3,49,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244239377884756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396504601749574,0.0,0.0,0.16386551818561296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770138143122654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288646409114616,0.12004961774859528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696418804622877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007356890953856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215132725422267,0.0,0.10289029757481692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200123594278876,0.0,0.1975416475798168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231540256796845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397022136496416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188824771594758,0.19020084363273596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652978430769508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895470782046186,0.0,0.0,0.2099062790186081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165774426850955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523757181612697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615723926998275,0.15631766667849425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153172733038841,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,greengarden21,2019/04/21,"Should I go to the fanily party with a few strangers? We are invited to uncle's family party tonight, but he also invited his friends and I don't know them. If I were there I would be forced to sit with them as usual, which I feel super uncomfortable every time. They usually make me drink beer and my alcohol tolerance is low. It feels disrespectful not to accept though. And every time they start talking I feel like I don't belong to the discussion. It's just weird as hell.

Should I go to make myself get used to it? Or should I just do a bunch of homework that's due next week?",3.4466572504708064,4.814162855932207,4.723333333333333,84.55095103578157,72.98305084745763,8.295291902071563,24.128060263653484,8.841846274778883,1.589296421845574,459,13,95,9,9,152,79,118,0.166,0.687,0.147,-0.5523,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,4,1,5,7,1,0,4,0,11,3,0,3,0,24,22,10,0,5,6,0,3,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,5,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,3,18,4,12,16,2,13,1,1,0,0,10,1,1,2,10,64,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132491149852017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595732175146769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954746450281863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362445387856836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881099109446096,0.0,0.3026824429142932,0.1425524446411171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416522159774787,0.0,0.1042521666562698,0.0,0.22680799762803014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966275699132826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748586838037923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26639092139447923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221458524016448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123645830068576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038385101580369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960484517207033,0.0,0.2327084367244008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233973683739331,0.4395334104228573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006010705301607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174851388705362,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aboxofsharp0bjects,2019/04/21,Family gatherings.. Just got home from family Easter at a restaurant buffet and I'm sooo exhausted. I hope everyone else is having a good holiday/weekend!,3.750555555555557,7.0374276666666695,6.2721296296296325,62.11708333333337,87.14814814814815,11.588888888888887,28.972222222222207,10.125756701596842,5.498044444444443,125,6,16,6,4,44,24,27,0.091,0.6890000000000001,0.221,0.5562,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865037339239039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32771830940401464,0.0,0.0,0.6466348518253942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876632568290575,0.2743009050347031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440224407033924,0.3406422067124233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ezraFrances,2019/04/21,"Social Anxiety affecting my desire to travel I always wanted to be someone who uses their days off from work wisely to see the world and become a little more cultured. I really do have enough knowledge about traveling from reading r/solotravel to have ideas on what I want to do. The thing that stops me most is honestly the judgement from others about exactly how I want to spend my time traveling. 

​

Honestly one of the things I am looking forward to in Europe is riding public transportation, putting some headphones on and just people watching, soaking up the culture by sitting in a cafe alone and eavesdropping on others conversations. These are the things I do alone and I want to do that abroad too. Theres also this really scenic train ride in Norway that I am wanting to go on. I just feel like when people hear that these are the things I want to do while traveling as a 25 year old guy they are probably thinking thats not what I should be doing and I should be partying in Amsterdam or something. Then I judge myself and tell myself I should get over my social anxiety so that I can really use my time traveling doing things like meeting new people in different cultures, I honestly do want to do that but just being realistic I don't think I will be very up for doing that seeing as I have a hard time meeting people in my hometown. 

​

Then there's also the thought that I just want to do those solo things because of my social anxiety and that's not who I REALLY am and if I got over my social anxiety I would be doing something else. That makes try to make progress on it and wait until I'm cured of it to go on a trip to Europe. Thats why I've postponed my trip. I even had scheduled it at work but ended up cancelling it. 

​

I guess I just wanted to put this out there in case anyone has the same feelings. I'm realizing that I can't wait forever, if theres something I want to do I might as well do it because when it comes down to it I am still me and I don't need to be anything else to enjoy a travel experience.",5.655951219512192,5.9718619609756125,6.462585365853659,77.93924390243906,67.19512195121952,9.389268292682926,30.790243902439023,9.281916038205594,2.6297141463414637,1644,59,310,29,25,544,189,410,0.045,0.865,0.09,0.9264,1,2,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,3,21,8,0,0,15,0,45,0,0,6,1,63,79,28,0,18,12,0,3,2,0,6,0,1,0,1,37,12,0,3,8,7,1,17,5,0,1,1,3,8,45,8,56,63,5,59,0,0,4,0,18,25,0,7,20,243,82,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477014771237179,0.0,0.11404557165791004,0.05933168343850051,0.23177763861994236,0.2599310649266669,0.0,0.0,0.21819329642960575,0.0,0.0,0.04985829149771095,0.0,0.058678148406687176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693404196366199,0.07875105082818377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142316248681106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598598986693126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449881383724573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191327799844287,0.0,0.06315529048681258,0.07367738843527888,0.0,0.04709644774390554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975022077717809,0.0,0.0,0.07210815776943337,0.05094048767561349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372540521776358,0.0,0.08104883810999022,0.0,0.057029325449748536,0.0,0.07855077626100608,0.07060341201524653,0.0,0.0,0.06387550176783535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036620351954739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804949524141168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967229063351782,0.07146659702904623,0.0,0.0,0.05987845463826385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519362142370938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564360617441633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052871942304840686,0.0,0.06886705860454792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482286919495143,0.0,0.04831828547694413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773633970498447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687912393721974,0.0,0.0,0.14336294974373207,0.0,0.0,0.07132455017316967,0.0,0.18271988624548424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364211096558705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907469069144037,0.060416710284976374,0.1646828044709514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056944467920230564,0.059614385147454416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062323934866260526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842322538914148,0.09137905511364228,0.0,0.05660840676911095,0.12473600101507587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048411586838211014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231696904600332,0.0,0.058834302206297866,0.4205768624031277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411198672568189,0.0,0.06434190087502377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382214824693066,0.0,0.0,0.05065320656463346,0.0,0.2599310649266669,0.04591824571486936
socialanxiety,froghat3k,2019/04/21,Eating chocolate helps anxiety. My therapist told me to eat 2 candy bars a day,2.1020000000000003,4.949599533333338,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,87.0,8.333333333333334,27.5,8.841846274778883,3.373000000000001,63,3,10,2,2,22,15,15,0.111,0.7190000000000001,0.17,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272178386510284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22945512495334974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7281240138306846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384785463374847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130996282211141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399726049738885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,char_kelly94,2019/04/21,Anyone else feel absolutely depressed and hate yourself the morning after a night of drinking? Getting drunk obviously helps anyone with SA break out of their shell... I was social and loud and happy at the time. Now I wake up questioning every single thing I did and just feel embarrassed and hate myself. I didn’t necessarily do anything bad but I just get like this every single time. I’m 24 and I barely drink anymore because of this. I slept all day and missed my Easter dinner. I just feel like everyone hates me and my SA has been especially bad lately.,3.916,6.46872407619048,4.9126190476190486,78.54321428571431,74.90476190476191,6.866666666666667,24.785714285714285,7.908726449838941,1.6566000000000003,448,15,76,7,10,146,72,105,0.22,0.688,0.092,-0.9171,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,11,3,1,3,0,6,6,2,0,2,20,17,9,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,10,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,8,0,0,5,4,13,3,8,12,3,11,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,9,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934653681351818,0.22469554894977486,0.16463064036358208,0.13222192710115485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26831401490578805,0.09794605718862533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362215517977884,0.0,0.1383892388734831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148008810023213,0.0,0.0,0.13422343903291858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27075142412124464,0.15353195548210236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437264937343021,0.11478633240538053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678922292201237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710416448949734,0.0,0.47590022648121705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769714095797607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812485253062973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699548781374995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150782708559956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999289811871905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637880428012169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674540515876443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738190031487487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gressh0ppe,2019/04/21,"When I chat with someone, I always delay answering in fear of that message ending the conversation It's worst if I'm chatting with someone I'm interested in. And I know it is really counter intuitive, but I can't help it.

It feel like I'm afraid of being lonely, so I make the chats just last longer by not messaging people back, or that I'm afraid that my next message will be super dumb, so I better not send it in fear of the conversation becoming awkward.

​

I assume I'm not the only one who feels like this! Have anyone got some tips to what I can do?",6.501855072463769,5.561366156521739,7.481521739130436,75.56170289855073,65.69565217391303,10.449275362318842,32.210144927536234,9.725611199111238,2.8367971014492763,448,15,89,8,6,152,76,115,0.182,0.6779999999999999,0.14,-0.5251,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,13,1,5,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,18,18,7,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,8,0,1,1,2,9,5,10,14,2,10,0,1,0,0,11,3,1,4,8,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255389324400776,0.21167081588949715,0.2373819187892939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659918147861594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502186013105466,0.0,0.0,0.2157580767524829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172778687211845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302961508295747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396651734388878,0.1975582201746268,0.2791282537601512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562460112992622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094466153163553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736390364463902,0.15924322363499288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088455673848592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304032927909387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776594449028624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237995222727778,0.148578916300735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543696214258824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515163552157055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310531879311327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373819187892939,0.0
socialanxiety,Initial_Switch,2019/04/21,"Can anyone talk me? Anxiety is through the roof and I'm having a hard time staying positive. I can't keep living like this. I spend my days terrified of everything and everyone after years of isolating myself and digging myself into a hole that feels six feet deep. It's a very lonely existence.... I pushed away all of my extended family (my grandma and my aunts and cousins are the best and they don't deserve that) and I lost my last real friend over two years ago. I don't go to family gatherings anymore out of shame for not being able to hold down a decent job and I feel like a failure.

My logical brain understands most people are good and I'm a good person as well, and that I'm only hurting myself  by enabling this years-long isolation and depression but I see the world with a dark film over my eyes and ears that alienates me and holds me hostage from any sort of progress. I can barely hold down a job that I work at only one to two days a week because I'm so damn terrified of talking to people... My confidence and self worth are a solid 0. I'm soon to be 24 and have nothing to show for myself, in fact I seem to just make things worse for my family by just existing. I drink too much to try to cope and it just makes things worse and I do things that I regret to try to feel normal. I slept with my brother's best friend while I was drunk and high and that's how my first sexual experience went. And... he has a girlfriend. It recently all came out and my family is upset with me and my brother isn't talking to his best friend anymore and I'm getting suicidal thoughts on the daily. I don't think I would ever act on them because I know it would destroy my mom but I'm so sick of being a burden on everybody. I have people who care about me but none of that matters when I don't care about me.

I make one step forward and it's always two steps back as my mind wars with the possibility of change, it's like my brain never stops attacking itself with negative thoughts. When I try to better myself I slip up and fuck things up worse than they were before... almost like I'm punishing myself for any steps I take towards loving myself.  I *always* push myself deeper into the hole. This isn't how I wanted my life to be, I was always such a happy bright girl. I saw myself going to college and getting a good job, falling in love some day.....being able to take care of my mom in her old age. Now I'm a shell of who I was meant to be and it terrifies me to no end. I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know what I'm supposed to be living for. 99% of my life is lived in fear. I'm afraid of being vulnerable with other people (and yet, ironically I'm the most vulnerable I've ever been in my life). I'm afraid of the person in the mirror.

​

I'm so sorry if you've made it this far, I just really need someone to talk to me. Anyone please.",3.0368380109823083,4.103803498322152,4.6803111653447225,85.63300793166566,73.58053691275168,7.700061012812692,24.28370957901159,8.150884317080207,1.280286577181208,2239,64,475,34,44,757,265,596,0.183,0.6779999999999999,0.139,-0.9763,3,3,1,0,0,1,65.0,0,0,3,9,24,39,6,5,24,0,37,15,6,6,6,92,88,42,2,7,9,6,4,4,4,2,4,1,0,4,30,39,2,5,13,4,2,12,14,17,1,7,14,9,75,22,78,65,10,64,0,5,4,3,30,27,2,7,30,318,105,5,0.1282761119190591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685451673927044,0.0,0.06422499832048066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601040016525982,0.06949355683555354,0.07793475825088972,0.08723215488026972,0.0,0.04906543725546099,0.0,0.190823151306306,0.08969364002196685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296629792435685,0.060259814869672926,0.04931820602695474,0.0,0.07819592721003334,0.0,0.054576761630523385,0.0,0.2019267981777892,0.05672489837237148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431985643589598,0.0,0.07335684944463405,0.1961790678842799,0.0,0.06784955880245587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409122025474086,0.0,0.055242013615528766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283087722741587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680728039655133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603308717679235,0.0,0.061286661045334985,0.057643149050702835,0.06273932585644408,0.24185460407137,0.07217314439544542,0.09729038467827893,0.04582023999287746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455579763423477,0.0,0.0,0.14865870879901708,0.05929459922772031,0.06701897407643513,0.0,0.07290227052776052,0.1613878749881982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827615321122363,0.057455100141666174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776537754487026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686611154395019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909413716263361,0.05700885110248994,0.0,0.0,0.10574579460085824,0.05228107599931181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590781713562655,0.1253384576139258,0.0,0.1699052354277661,0.056760161217266424,0.0,0.0,0.0700142646120815,0.0,0.11577419924073595,0.0606889793422221,0.12843795117945803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476115281462798,0.15023543192938724,0.0,0.0,0.04714885094955752,0.04755755580363503,0.04946722274171808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284167704164023,0.06154219450610361,0.0,0.06730210054721593,0.0,0.08692321324822427,0.09755976345742813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786100907182606,0.11200575308743227,0.0,0.07040432514683911,0.0,0.07230602117437737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300314928937374,0.041088480996459786,0.0,0.06332859258731073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110972661764668,0.05838887728863931,0.06690998035603404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434396667865088,0.0,0.0,0.07179730258671088,0.0,0.06836263381296809,0.0,0.053622286694201625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701566231920016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644767200403156,0.20620695949556156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704418977422528,0.0410970764776747,0.0,0.1018369042829881,0.03739941621458477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063658959186486,0.0,0.18796068314528225,0.06676997820390114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292061324722255,0.0378302871646598,0.0,0.05144767974283813,0.0,0.05766781497848194,0.05945662044616984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669326861909723,0.0,0.19608647547052996,0.0911236694858497,0.0,0.07793475825088972,0.08260561037834202
socialanxiety,Waffles92,2019/04/21,"Anyone else become total ""yes-men"" and overly enthusiastic towards new people you just met? Like most people, I want to be liked and I try to mask the fact that I'm really boring and uninteresting. So when I do meet someone new, especially if I'm interviewing for a job for example, I tend to become very agreeable and my enthusiasm level is typically much higher than theirs. At the end of the day as I'm winding down I go through my ritualistic ""flashbacks of embarrassing things I've done today to worry about and keep me up at night"" phase and I can't help but think how annoying and weird I must come off to people because of this behavior. I lose so much sleep because of SA...

Just writing if anyone else relates as this is pretty specific..",5.198749999999997,6.39890915277778,6.824611111111111,71.7815,68.58333333333333,9.371111111111107,29.677777777777766,9.642632912329526,2.831291111111112,594,22,107,13,10,205,99,144,0.111,0.784,0.105,-0.2476,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,7,7,1,1,4,0,7,1,1,1,3,22,17,16,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,0,13,2,23,13,4,17,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,3,9,71,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168459115093727,0.3177586867107227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890487119045167,0.34250759274297377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357218285199726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000021620256814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868226235250868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590688077183214,0.0,0.13733890713925526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812530799186785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039347900176067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387510851762465,0.13782623024769572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151092140877648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347471465027098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797682329031105,0.0,0.0,0.2995196916596751,0.0,0.14551518279004394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32250139997142896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577537997714162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933668777441464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551739838984861,0.0,0.13138352938492567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301630267835693,0.099357468455837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469806450540139,0.0,0.0,0.10527691944707918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279423893870119,0.09145958510405976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747298786478856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BostonRINO,2019/04/21,"Celexa story/advice requested Hey everyone 

I’ve been on citalopram ever since college (7 years ago next month). I started off at 20 mgs and only last year I realized the negative effects were becoming unbearable.

The side effects I’ve been most concerned about are the delay/inability to orgasm, lack of emotion to certain things and most of all, the sweating. I’ve always been a bit of a sweater but it’s become so bad that its starting to ruin my summers. If the weather is above 70 Ive actors the fact I’m probably going to sweat through my shirt. I know this is a big side effect for everyone else too.

Recently, I’ve begun to taper with the intent to stop taking it. I’ve gone from 20 to 10 to 5 over the past year and have felt shaky at times but nothing too bad yet. The side effects haven’t seemed to lessen besides the fact I’m feeling more emotional lately (a good thing!).

Hoping for some insight into my sweating issue as well as advice for taking the final steps to finally get off :)",3.7272448979591855,5.543305755102043,4.960969387755104,81.3134948979592,73.08163265306122,7.348979591836735,28.5765306122449,8.07648339933343,2.089679591836735,792,32,143,12,16,262,128,196,0.129,0.777,0.094,-0.8827,0,0,0,1,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,7,8,0,1,15,0,10,5,5,5,5,31,24,9,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,10,1,0,3,2,4,1,0,6,2,7,4,29,18,7,34,0,1,0,1,2,11,0,7,20,86,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625322159447513,0.11907579073391315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111773650185525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243205388090813,0.0,0.2967147364404657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665400081002825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221580868686357,0.302207229515616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150953344864306,0.0,0.256716899340871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792148423023904,0.0,0.12897824566743166,0.29430476488895496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018208745774966,0.0,0.076343059507484,0.11266996263002756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342039273130415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140206032952604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382447241983035,0.10949720131448873,0.1515305373419871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072212402413338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286189974584645,0.0,0.0,0.1288936375613033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216431907056124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282335624732163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483088642572306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326350599897232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228934712600932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111949143465556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015949090752846,0.0,0.0,0.1123062257015428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019994798477031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848629195918442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832913397472245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077915814411785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25951311185970805
socialanxiety,cokeanus,2019/04/21,"Talking to People? Just joined this sub, but I was curious if others had the same experience as me. Sometimes (a lot of the times, actually) whenever I'm having a nice conversation with either a co-worker or a complete stranger, and it's going pretty smoothly, my eyes begin to tear up? No emotional or sad content in the conversation, just small talk of some sort. Anyone else experience this?",6.245416666666667,7.705542708333336,7.562111111111111,66.49400000000001,66.3611111111111,10.204444444444446,33.84444444444444,10.355215969177356,3.9337911111111112,313,14,50,8,5,107,59,72,0.08800000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.7536,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,0,3,1,1,0,0,13,6,6,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,3,1,8,4,4,6,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,6,2,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.24115641646410374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279415923647973,0.2532067343492158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25910378139302803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064395703958185,0.2779801320409573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834674592210873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404457053943805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009515167284729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713239841531193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514129504044961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444109825252997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972562400859182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440994184013858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990849944464282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jcpenni,2019/04/21,"Any tips on seeking therapy/counseling? Any tips on advice on how to find therapy/counseling? I know there's a lot of stuff out there, even on Reddit, on finding help, but specifically with SA it makes it really difficult and every time I try to research a therapist or psychiatrist I get overwhelmed and don't follow through (especially with contacting an office/setting up an initial appointment, or even if you're supposed to do that? I've never been to a therapist before so I have no idea how to go about it). Specifically, I'm not sure the difference between therapist, psychiatrist, etc or who I should contact for what. Who decided if I need medication or just talk therapy? Stuff like that. I just moved to the city I'm in not long ago so I don't have a general practitioner to ask or anyone local that I trust enough to talk about mental health with to ask for recommendations. This is something I've been putting off for years and now things are bad enough (and I have only like a year left on my parents insurance) that I finally want to do it but I'm feeling lost. Any help would be appreciated!",4.857028301886796,6.511798146226416,6.164292452830187,74.46738207547172,69.89622641509433,10.205660377358493,31.646226415094336,10.411451182825502,3.585305660377358,885,39,163,26,16,298,124,212,0.08,0.7959999999999999,0.124,0.8177,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,13,8,0,1,9,0,14,2,0,3,2,38,28,17,0,6,13,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,15,8,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,3,1,12,4,31,22,4,24,0,2,0,0,11,12,0,8,10,113,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714601825665764,0.10626699435757242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244568930722903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382336254685746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414451615942246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000953648302045,0.0,0.0,0.1020096335853549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252498008656593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24773758814417324,0.13369865316994575,0.1583601240763642,0.0,0.1010046478013057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061527651394466,0.0,0.0,0.13132343105639385,0.21913754913808087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263271019162138,0.0,0.06813095612398971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742756263123,0.0,0.0,0.16070699279936912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353307018093536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588328950608903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025071537618907,0.0,0.0,0.1171352948889457,0.0,0.0,0.10609063409106292,0.0,0.0,0.1308639293620548,0.10191827169290182,0.0,0.0,0.08002128834593374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076717838128855,0.12081153457359906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741419649994962,0.0,0.0888900091688594,0.09245937493560673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117466322333258,0.0,0.0,0.13311331413531846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051320002318452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679863674219042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229000840669646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744694069982219,0.0,0.0,0.1129861271930162,0.0,0.0,0.19271110773571398,0.0,0.0,0.13709401137911856,0.4175721464102048,0.07964340049151886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990339167031641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139111616358419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070873420854326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515979931287991,0.0,0.0,0.15439846181852784
socialanxiety,YoongzJams,2019/04/21,"I got someone's contacts, got left on 'seen' but got added to 'close friends list'. I mean maybe the convo was too dry or it could be my key smashes or cuz I madea grammar mistake out of anxiety, but noticed too late. But why adding me to close friends, if our convo stopped after 3 messages. It went like ""Ayoo it's Isabella sksks"" -me ""hey, how are you. I've slept all day"" -one day later from her ""I'm good, hbu? At least a lot of sleep sksk""- me and then left on seen. But it could have been cuz I'm ugly and fat or cuz I'm awkward or cuz my ugly laugh. I mean I remember her asking other's girl's number and she was really pretty, cuz she will no longer go where we all were. Then it was the girl's who I wanted to be friends with last day and I asked for her Instagram, she gave me it and said that we could chat there. I mean we chatted irl too. It's just that Idk... man oh fuck why am i like that....

I just had anxiety attacks, was always worried, cried, felt so insecure about myself, but still tried to make friends with her, but got left on seen. I just wanna die tbh. But why did she add me on close friends list... I'm getting mixed signals. I don't like it.",-0.04163018433180099,2.0309020604838715,1.6626728110599096,98.91758064516131,86.86290322580645,4.6718894009216605,18.93778801843318,5.985473137389443,-0.3489647465437793,893,25,213,7,28,290,139,248,0.16399999999999998,0.6779999999999999,0.157,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,45.0,4,1,0,0,12,15,2,2,3,0,18,4,3,7,2,52,44,26,1,7,15,0,1,3,5,1,1,1,0,3,13,15,1,1,5,2,0,2,2,5,0,1,20,5,33,10,19,18,4,26,0,0,3,1,31,13,1,6,14,127,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588666851206092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792485764733102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929920939269455,0.11742677592743014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24723646963285315,0.0,0.11338147792357968,0.19970359371282675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712526506399384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991066482352424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987346072634837,0.09542451536240053,0.05392778772960587,0.0,0.058661867392114125,0.08657539335621202,0.3302153916091737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413744936025883,0.11643578793878492,0.0,0.3364439879232345,0.0,0.0,0.15128310668075354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775329863273837,0.0,0.0,0.06889963788197022,0.0,0.10369759066398997,0.3373080053689012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751577807846658,0.0,0.0,0.06994402193443493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501106542114902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661248821499982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692726679170765,0.0,0.09818512518963037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329377421295416,0.0,0.0874573190597831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243101082628129,0.08629589856517217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007908203424075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088137647822151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956852608004394,0.2794179024576508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482413897284384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Newusername285,2019/04/21,"What to do if I think I have SA I'm 16 and I think I have social anxiety but I'm too scared to talk to anyone about it irl, especially my parents since just yesterday my mum was laughing at my sister that she was scared to order food on the phone. I think she means we'll by trying to get her to talk on the phone but she doesn't understand because she says things like ""the other people don't care/know you"" but lots of people know that but can't stop worrying because of SA. I also don't have any close friends to talk to about this and I have no idea what I'm supposed to do to get better.
Anyone else gone through something similar and could give some advice?",3.2325000000000017,4.135260107142859,4.282857142857143,89.29214285714286,72.92857142857143,7.314285714285713,24.0,7.554174236665415,0.8826571428571426,525,14,116,6,10,171,81,140,0.081,0.779,0.14,0.862,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,1,5,6,0,2,3,0,14,1,0,0,0,21,27,9,0,2,6,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,4,1,1,7,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,1,17,4,19,22,2,8,0,0,0,0,19,4,0,3,3,74,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019121885135614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229116721030207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451943180281938,0.0,0.11757801077220875,0.0,0.0,0.21493744604360293,0.15748104288519185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873848901819548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359327682570853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670463668674392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271478441428987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283943688238052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858513804394779,0.0,0.11874614964738107,0.0,0.1606009871036954,0.14744045139790055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350553911465197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893602872915253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508873528820922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066794481433988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742141327906473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066265838865352,0.0,0.0,0.21310870554073694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222625875795765,0.3077556120650414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271399915370836,0.0,0.0,0.1566750377420378,0.0,0.11832368745162955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849782158742667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706081937878027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210965401385383,0.2954490638067538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435037504645443,0.0,0.0,0.16000430558976927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608706475911568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AneJubliana,2019/04/21,"How do I know if I have social anxiety? I guess that just by being on this site I might be a little socially anxious, but I just wanted to find out whether I have social anxiety. What are some of its symptoms? If any of you suffer from it, how did you found out you had social anxiety? What does it feel like to be in a social situation? and any other things that might help me figure myself out.",3.2296296296296316,4.365497580246913,4.971296296296295,83.46583333333334,73.19753086419753,7.8691358024691365,23.37654320987655,8.344100000000001,1.314298765432099,308,8,63,5,6,105,54,81,0.147,0.774,0.08,-0.5748,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,2,0,22,16,7,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,11,1,11,8,1,7,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,6,1,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194726811256348,0.0,0.3285837482554963,0.16174615949426607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529275869685128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723932071467136,0.10228371908340536,0.0,0.0,0.13085867870887846,0.0,0.0,0.15698318477614231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772258766007996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596668767957936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868482829776371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994771083108096,0.14349822052970487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30377052586026576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093386564036313,0.0,0.7297406323575142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881287532195192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511861565664556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084447887348388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stevie_carlsburg,2019/04/21,"Responses to ""you're so quiet!"" Because nothing makes a socially anxious person want to speak up more than being singled out for not talking enough, right???

My go-to response is ""I was raised by mimes"". 

Anyone else have any good ways to deflect comments like this? I think having some sort of joke or comeback ready to use in situations like this helps take some of the pressure off.",4.587089201877934,6.79174773239437,4.4813380281690165,84.01008215962445,71.67605633802819,6.423474178403758,30.143192488262912,7.1686216300943375,1.8549417840375584,303,13,53,3,6,93,62,71,0.027999999999999997,0.727,0.24600000000000002,0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,10,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,4,13,8,5,6,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,2,33,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817179464095106,0.0,0.0,0.2793774698300103,0.0,0.17291720502694244,0.2533870415014723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075117003098182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658657490241972,0.0,0.0,0.2555259656760944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405457160250274,0.2074226612675636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575930133808311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163559163927306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650739973083155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372900522849475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159319408385396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111919877447832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27797442816044954,0.0,0.2520901790035038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859380650646796,0.1987695620578212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845920842453454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358692785692845,0.0,0.0,0.14586335263631864,0.19629442883896034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CJ090,2019/04/21,"I can only be social with people for a short period of time and then get left behind in forming bonds. How and why does this always hapoen? I spent this weekend hanging out with people I volunteer with. We work all week together and then leave our volunteer site for the weekends. The first day I was fine. I was interactive to the point that I had meaningful conversations with  just about everyone one on one, I loosened up and told jokes, sang at karaoke, danced with all the girls in the group  and had a really good time.

Day 2 starts with me being kind of quiet but still Intrtactive, then a couple of us smoke some weed and the shutdown begins. I close up and don't really talk for the remainder of time I was out in the day i was super in my own head when we headed home and just went to sleep. I woke up with the intention of making up for being social to make up for it but I just never really got there. I went home early and went to sleep and now I am just thinking about how weird it must be to be around me. I want to get away from everyone and be on my own right now. 

My biggest fear is people taking pity on me and inviting me to things out of obligation. I also kind of feel like I was left out as the other two guys in the group went off for dude time on their own without  me and they seem to really be bro-ing down with each other. I have 9 more days with this volunteer group including another weekend. What am I going to do. Are people gonna look at me like I'm some sort of weirdo who you can't have fun with? 

This always seems to happen to me. I meet people, have fun with them once and when I try to go out with then again, they are usually closer with the other members than they are with me. Then I start to freeze up and not join in. Why am I not allowed to be social more than one time?",3.7756233421750665,4.290515135278518,4.845576657824932,87.18131989389923,71.3872679045093,8.260116710875332,23.03755968169761,8.364918446050245,1.0414423129973476,1414,30,313,21,25,465,180,377,0.064,0.87,0.066,-0.489,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,4,1,5,3,17,13,0,1,15,0,30,4,4,6,4,67,57,28,0,2,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,2,2,13,39,0,0,5,6,1,8,6,3,0,5,15,5,44,10,77,32,11,76,0,1,1,0,24,36,0,5,34,234,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025860334843294,0.1462068593142527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092124927916879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821068016226106,0.0,0.0,0.08254382948594657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721125845505588,0.0,0.22664002641590955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688358763519032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679008045421363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886269543520396,0.044422754704631764,0.06276451537657629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473047282221969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180251848520757,0.0,0.0998614516257055,0.0736896457610895,0.07026666091027776,0.0,0.0,0.08699149029134856,0.07769098284031191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033169743421992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625394406462588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829775084561588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302707267009,0.19091212354457054,0.0,0.0,0.0858442421013995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377711440065589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728944476636155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776014841676327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935640282319308,0.17860098578753586,0.06681862943767568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045422732540601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305254440146602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251318280046845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502874888109966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996204240630324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758393773565776,0.2686751179031775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437019766393673,0.0,0.0701621067146021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605695860031519,0.07061551773860232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836778197429441,0.05629473108207873,0.0,0.0,0.2561484001873591,0.0,0.0,0.08395040227106815,0.0,0.05964861989269834,0.0,0.08582278042263768,0.0,0.1056802392093544,0.0,0.0967612360715958,0.0,0.051819886600674187,0.0,0.07047297628319894,0.0,0.0,0.32577445851990056,0.1585531827863461,0.0,0.0,0.08469028015698084,0.0,0.06396038904819128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dafrshn,2019/04/21,"I'm in a rough spot and its getting hard to cope with This past few months a massive tornado of insecurity and fear has been making its way back into my thoughts. One that tells me I'm stupid, weird and I'm ugly, and no matter how many people tell me otherwise, and i struggle fighting with it. My mind goes blank whilst talking to my ldr and when i go out drinking I always end up crying because I feel like there's something wrong with me. And just today I woke up from a bad night out with my mum, and decided i wanted to work on myself. I awkwardly shut my bfs convo down by telling him my heads frazzled. And i headed to the library which was closed on the way back i headed through the park, a men people looked at me which im assuming was in a positive light. But then as i got further in i realized the park was packed i got really nervous my lip started quivering uncontrollably. I avoided certain paths to avoid everyone. But tried to maintain my posture. On my way home some my face was bright red at this point and some boys shouted ""rat"" from a car, nearer to my estate some other teenage boys checked me out i assume to intimidate me because when i nervously gurned in the other direction he said ""thats funny"" ....""i dont know why it just is..""

I feel suicidal, like i want to self harm, i started today with such good intentions lmao.
I need someone to tell me, are these insults purely a result of my anxiety or my looks in general. And what is the most effective way to deal with it and feel happy no matter how low you percieve yourself.",4.87132258064516,5.449365261290325,5.795000000000003,81.12250000000003,68.96774193548387,8.780645161290323,30.98387096774193,8.841846274778883,2.4310838709677416,1221,48,241,20,20,403,183,310,0.191,0.708,0.1,-0.9790000000000001,0,2,2,0,2,0,33.0,0,1,0,2,10,23,3,9,13,0,10,6,5,6,2,58,32,21,1,3,5,1,5,2,0,0,0,2,1,4,15,23,1,2,10,1,1,2,3,17,0,1,10,12,43,6,41,22,5,43,0,1,4,0,17,23,0,7,16,156,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970019284771989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246850431988179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578670910876506,0.09001046113051081,0.13143062655984086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841582181845126,0.0,0.11113949147201392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263435538392737,0.10560526431412567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548088656363313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300976723907222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213076169965811,0.16352432502230685,0.07701402190948704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056322279615692035,0.0,0.061266561027932716,0.09041949832794928,0.172438777878948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475760843072925,0.09656973297848008,0.0,0.3319089428281564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813454886399416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644503928882766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059245353461647415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533356789794944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105365016460614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195890715312707,0.1092946648227859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884964466630216,0.0,0.0860468089845461,0.0,0.0,0.07993407815393666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116520475275616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304966375757042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290954320902417,0.14947315478520345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190806757284733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906094721853892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102544723376371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246136410250064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134058313724742,0.0829915174245786,0.0,0.0,0.15260611940217828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269842485787422,0.0,0.1179182762125278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664744717044523,0.37689602940911204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558302596039999,0.0,0.0,0.2043680496630465,0.0,0.0,0.07319072077152264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716924071083785,0.3422739573723841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727485522403664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848139627849406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786494896947353,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ibetitstung,2019/04/21,"How would you start a friendship with someone you admire? So, weird situation—I’ve been a fan of this band for a while, and my best friend and I go to every show when they’re in town for the last 5-6 years. We’ve met them before, they’re fairly close to us age wise, and we have some things in common. My best friend is a professional extrovert and could talk to a wall, so after this last show the other day, he decided to take us over and talk to the band at the merch table. We talked for a few minutes and I felt confident so I offered my phone number to the drummer for next time they’re in town so we could all do dinner and my best friend and I would show the two of them around the city (part of the conversation was that they’re always in our city but never really explore it). He agreed and handed me his phone, so I gave him my number and I have his. We followed up with the singer of the band, and she explained that she absolutely hates texting and would prefer a DM on Instagram, so I sent her one later that night. Neither of them have responded to me and I kind of feel stupid but would love to get to know them as people rather than from afar as artists. They seem so down to earth and our conversations were so relaxed. Since I have such a hard time talking to people, especially people that I admire, it was impactful for me to have a connection to them and I genuinely would love to reach out and start a friendship so when they’re in town next time, we can all grab dinner and hang out without them thinking of us as “fans” of their music and just thinking of us as friends. I am also a drummer but don’t use the same equipment as him (I use an electric kit, he uses an acoustic kit), so the one thing I can think to talk to him about doesn’t really make sense. She (singer) seems a little more closed off and my guess is that she won’t be as responsive—I think she felt more of the “I’m not going to give a fan my number, just DM me” vibe, which I can respect.

What would you guys do? How do you just...start a conversation over text with someone you don’t know?",4.958465116279072,4.6856983813953565,5.4426511627907015,86.67653488372095,68.67441860465115,8.554418604651163,26.50232558139535,7.9765259561132025,1.2568632558139532,1624,40,363,18,25,522,197,430,0.027000000000000003,0.818,0.154,0.9942,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,11,5,8,3,21,18,2,0,29,0,31,5,1,6,3,75,63,44,0,10,8,0,6,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,14,32,2,0,15,8,0,6,8,3,0,3,9,6,61,15,61,44,12,48,0,0,0,2,65,22,0,4,20,255,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511296443717804,0.06774943976460901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248264259904898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928393393922203,0.0,0.25634139013634977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001732474660976,0.0,0.0,0.05251030933135308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860135753712505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0411692961350147,0.0,0.15635534620702984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516250470520358,0.0,0.04253951713021081,0.07810718627622541,0.09254774274550913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969526526707307,0.08062035884184758,0.0,0.0,0.07293791796654113,0.08038714648758903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478824964555069,0.08949455688455367,0.13273922847712313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160600930225889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469726625842046,0.0,0.05434966738560137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279749274601855,0.0,0.1731859638729463,0.07640882062881107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034700455929423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817184835439737,0.0,0.16934282148765134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432174859673513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482466528240815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735293406925988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797681228683126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289225528813484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061219042098513324,0.3272186946574908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818601938673354,0.2086871442501938,0.0,0.0,0.14243307618278947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795372436005531,0.0,0.391761482830822,0.2109668150566752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848768602314002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470381591911557,0.0,0.0,0.05243295389352397
socialanxiety,WayfaringWarrior,2019/04/21,"My social anxiety makes me feel like I’m creepy around women. I think this is probably my biggest fear. I just want to be accepted. I feel like I’m defective and unlovable. I don’t know where this comes from but I’m terrified about being perceived this way. Because of my SA, i can’t stop my validating behaviours. I’m so ashamed.

I think I indirectly made a coworker I was on good terms with feel uncomfortable over social media. I can’t handle it honestly. I didn’t mean to. It’s things like this that make it almost impossible for me to open up to people.",1.5494780219780182,4.074367464285718,3.784285714285717,83.27609890109893,84.17857142857143,7.731868131868132,23.79395604395605,8.617729084823388,2.038081593406593,444,17,88,12,13,152,74,112,0.20600000000000002,0.626,0.168,-0.7606,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,3,0,23,24,3,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,9,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,3,16,6,13,19,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,5,52,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759910502975084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095814313911415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756669715037349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029151917273645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998371089246656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205292507069174,0.29933037669379925,0.2819474862315021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551239389783354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844829334481622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892187742076971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671994265148892,0.2634407667688753,0.0,0.0,0.2149519753255396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680489346573405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275685340715733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40230945596808826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164978063643547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109835474570009,0.25288425826982475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639129750465832,0.1566326486575884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MurkySwimming,2019/04/21,"Went to the store today Had to get some medicine for the runny nose, so I went into town and went to the store earlier today.  as usual i started to sweat and became a mouth breather while i was looking for the medicine, I unfortunately couldn't find it while i was skimming for it through the aisles. I reluctantly went to the counter and ask the pharmacist if they got any medicine regarding a running nose which is weird because I noticed my voice change. Does anyone else experience this? after the whole fiasco, i just went to the checkout lanes and wondered to my self, why am i having these things happen to me just for going to a store? shouldn't i casually walk and breathe normally while talking to the pharmacist? why am i tense and not relaxed? I will go to the mh center on monday, clearly i have some sa even though i constantly doubt it for some reason",7.398306559571619,7.0708316686747015,7.09971887550201,77.01268406961182,63.63855421686747,10.028380187416332,35.311914323962505,9.444778638647367,3.1180074966532803,691,28,130,11,9,218,99,166,0.11800000000000001,0.865,0.017,-0.9202,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,14,0,11,5,5,1,1,22,25,13,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,2,3,9,3,2,0,0,9,4,18,2,21,13,4,23,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,6,10,91,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944465827259101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971116419621858,0.14230412553981814,0.0,0.0,0.12983875461267366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846630249844038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692194586154958,0.0,0.0,0.1500853772303118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121539225367805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602062092660002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173225222141693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585620893583392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693840097665007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256169571878036,0.0,0.15786312590253693,0.0,0.11107904559215023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281557303594172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662844580919968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607784096345013,0.0,0.1581215267691036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279694173910956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448873756141618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830353881663162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163052595334284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226904240282488,0.0,0.13645383646364856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26329353739721434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296223861944594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6437390695300056,0.2506442741315605,0.15506017572289466,0.0,0.0,0.15061489020604066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wasting_my_youth,2019/04/21,"Do some of you on here think that dependency on social media and the Internet only made your social skills worse? I've been unable to function normally in social situation since I was like 8. I never made any friends or had any social skills but I also didn't have a computer or anything at home back then so I still played outside with my sisters and brother (not with friends tho.) Then when I was 11 we moved house and got a computer. At first I just played the normal kids games but when I was 12 I started using sites like tumblr to express myself because I saw a lot of people on there who also had social anxiety or who were generally socially awkward. I got validation through likes and comments on social media so I didn't really make an effort to put myself out there irl because I didn't want to risk the rejection irl. Looking back now though,  I realise that I shouldn't have depended on social media for my social interaction and I should have actually gone outside and tried to talk to people to build up my social skills. Now I'm fucked because I'm 18 and have the social skills of an 8 year old girl. 

Then again, I don't know if I actually would have improved my social skills without social media because I might have stayed in my shell irl anyway. Idk.  

Does anyone relate to this?",6.284619422572177,6.48059811811024,6.948645669291338,75.40435958005251,65.85039370078741,9.293018372703411,31.106561679790026,9.029198982220553,2.5931037270341206,1038,36,188,16,15,343,137,254,0.099,0.815,0.087,-0.2835,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,7,19,11,1,2,9,0,22,1,0,6,1,39,38,24,0,7,9,2,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,2,5,11,0,0,2,3,0,3,8,4,0,1,16,2,28,7,27,18,2,32,0,1,2,1,29,12,1,9,19,131,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.12763565536190175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459556923327287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894411147698854,0.0,0.05002836083674441,0.0,0.0,0.04572695199287752,0.0,0.053815981146219466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057218053886936,0.0,0.1594610903825968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057229166466047574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055626471146512174,0.0,0.0,0.1010507863420563,0.060458273109639436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460756470752976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559830657899125,0.0,0.0,0.07545910850975696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035940362267067365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584869617460562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491682804207787,0.0,0.0,0.055598007229705065,0.0,0.12376003668482495,0.04365286120032776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937565336077499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950643197243925,0.0,0.0,0.05043803148088402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128149926729754,0.0,0.0,0.06862292398856024,0.0,0.0,0.04973720119912328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067579174220468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657418307323058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041894854474079285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409689559828198,0.07350872534494153,0.0,0.8666292151081751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628818038056072,0.06970427053036682,0.05222595625780488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256345787249505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190361864413133,0.06425200833950327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440012364546286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648182432105703,0.0,0.0,0.038572717633747686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304016618160074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664491000028919,0.046455999098417626,0.0,0.0,0.04211338484186496
socialanxiety,wedanceifwecan,2019/04/21,"Have you ever mistakenly thought someone was trying to be your friend? Ugh I just remembered I thought a high school classmate who goes to the same college as me was trying to get closer to me because she started a snapstreak with me and offered to be my gym buddy, but in reality she never read my snaps (or just didn't reply) and only kept me to get more streaks with people and always ditched me for the gym. Can someone treat me right lmao 🙃",8.517045454545453,6.507356613636367,8.276363636363637,74.90954545454545,62.40909090909091,10.163636363636364,39.04545454545455,8.07648339933343,3.1841954545454545,354,15,67,3,4,114,62,88,0.038,0.8420000000000001,0.12,0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,2,16,13,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,14,2,11,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,48,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954943747118575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322125372084332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252263143991212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815191439449217,0.0,0.24549978068627965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482339599292403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120528554198229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868746025034588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628823751836829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350101586475516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661486736442853,0.20064309454041745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377784809110449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981389475170235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662963977144351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730426795063987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190266093681578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,la_ovejaa,2019/04/21,"I can't hold eye contact anymore When people talk to me I have no idea how to behave, most of all I don't know where to look. I feel weird when looking in the person's face so I always end up looking somewhere else. I think it makes people think of me as rude and I hate it, they probably think I don't want to listen to them but I really do. Did anybody of you have the same problem and somehow got over it? If you have any advice it'd help me a lot, thanks.",0.221584158415844,1.9947817029702968,2.3688019801980182,96.06864851485149,83.45544554455445,4.832079207920792,19.01089108910891,5.6839178017228535,-0.3669730693069311,356,9,84,2,10,120,68,101,0.12300000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.076,-0.1434,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,0,6,5,2,0,3,0,9,2,2,2,1,20,23,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,6,16,1,12,20,4,7,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,4,3,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891266362361056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610421365114915,0.0,0.0,0.13161494200097024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194128607043734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167919318463486,0.0,0.1714204337812602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786046100591426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479291808324244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108228589642398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972687172846942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848493694936064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636541569135224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875786615399706,0.0,0.0,0.16454216868084254,0.0,0.0,0.12919053773546266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683547875820861,0.16899308192731194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208670606570851,0.18519319700504647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398772105720797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556142715639418,0.0,0.1781871254006948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720409757921965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415586506812092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,recluseAbroad,2019/04/21,"Went to a wellness fair, got ambushed by people wanting to test my feet and massage my back...tried cbd oil Basically it was the least possible relaxing place I could have gone, from burning hot outside, taking a motorbike taxi, with a driver who had no idea where he's going and slamming on the breaks a lot.... 

​

I get inside, and start to sweat profusely, not just mild, but my hair is soaked, my shirt is soaked, I'm using a handkerchief, it's not working, the staff is running around grabbing paper towel to give me, it's pretty damn noticeable. 

After wandering around a bit, and getting past the girls hassling me, in retrospect, they were kinda cute and I couldn't say anything for the most part... 

So I get to this guy, who's demoing and also selling cbd oil on the side, (the reason I came). I have a chat, I forget the differences now, but I guess there was isolate and full-spectrum which is more high like. He gave me isolate to try, just plain cbd, said do 5 drops, which I believe is 10mg, roughly, I squeezed the dropper and let it fall under my tongue, (he said on, I let it go under, dont know if that mattered) couldnt tell how much I had, but it looked like more than 5 drops after seeing the dropper. I gave it 30 minutes, and a gradual calm came over me. It didn't really alleviate much of my avoidance behaviour, but I did noticeably notice the sweating issue go away...which took forever,  It's more annoying than causing me anxiety, because it soaks everything, papers, clothing, just everything.

I wear a heart rate monitor, which I completely forget usually, looking at the data from this, which I think is good for active exposure therapy, never tried it with the band...it actually looks like my heart rate was just okay as I got there, then spiked up to 120 after a half hour, was actually worse, until it levelled out at 100, which still seems crazy. this was only polled in 5 minute intervals, but still. 

That's my field report after spending a month mostly in bed, and the whole weekend in my room.",9.274955390896718,6.9546180591259645,8.925891425979135,71.82432179041284,61.210796915167094,12.032118554362619,38.82065628307878,10.46071229359064,3.922703190685013,1591,62,296,28,17,514,224,389,0.08,0.823,0.096,0.8005,1,1,0,0,0,0,79.0,0,0,1,1,16,12,2,1,25,1,25,8,8,4,1,51,56,22,0,5,12,0,5,3,0,0,0,3,2,2,24,17,0,1,5,3,2,10,8,3,1,1,21,14,33,9,39,30,12,51,0,0,4,0,16,22,1,7,19,193,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.18311645838572374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503064150267517,0.0,0.10165775346831607,0.1140058561059066,0.0,0.0,0.07177474216975087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772087693216022,0.16704566345655614,0.0,0.0,0.08815029310650456,0.07214450170757115,0.0,0.057193951874953276,0.0,0.0,0.105706987113429,0.0,0.0,0.10243099257527093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461824248546071,0.0,0.09638260821150252,0.0,0.0,0.0983721841174864,0.0,0.0,0.07491045267653122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802561751654347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996047614067983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864507451245558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705676298488402,0.09000407742037872,0.15996621950425166,0.07869472392070763,0.15007849268517182,0.0,0.1033571939307757,0.0929000437065933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236266501896448,0.0,0.09912970867853713,0.0,0.0,0.09239727584164842,0.0,0.0,0.10591534295561747,0.0,0.09792738719061478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051562957331825136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188182838682846,0.0,0.1375123098213983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636440056650795,0.0,0.0,0.07976540840676702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488904497940159,0.0,0.13794217721468913,0.0,0.07236248888712964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204561257086743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135702094980746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160173786726988,0.08956517389941111,0.06504542088209551,0.0,0.09802561751654347,0.0,0.0,0.10577193065845683,0.0,0.0954522582177068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010575457246891,0.09646621314584077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784953211388133,0.0746122353245258,0.0,0.0,0.07476520450125515,0.08541341619261465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640877607729885,0.0,0.14985518143218726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054361662894984,0.0,0.08200589897542307,0.0,0.10729538115331834,0.0,0.0,0.06011832836132181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424139190469084,0.1911000504708244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810334040555554,0.10333336088448668,0.0,0.05533954774139682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435861949060196,0.08697535050161216,0.0,0.10475061846243676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830464587015603,0.0,0.09561419067489657,0.0,0.0,0.1140058561059066,0.0
socialanxiety,bint_allat,2019/04/21,"strangers being hot and cold? so tonight I was at a graduation ceremony for my older sister. for whatever reason today I was feeling very little of my usual SA. i was actually just really feeling myself today. probably a mix of being in a good mood and being happy for my sister and also just knowing this is a low stakes environment (i don't feel the pressure to be friends with these people and therefore am not so caught up in feeling self conscious or analyzing what i say or do or how people react to me). Nonetheless she was introducing me to all her classmates, I was chatting with everyone and could get the sense that people enjoyed chatting with me.

​

anyway so my family couldn't come so i sat alone in the audience. a couple of guys sat next to me (they were there for their friend) and one of them turns to say something to me. i say something facetious back and he asked me my name so we exchanged names and a couple pleasantries. i then left to grab refreshments and when i came back the guy turns and says sorry what was your name again? i don't think anything of it, it's hard to remember new people's names unless you have a knack for it. i repeat it and he keeps sustaining conversation with me again. this devolves into the whole ceremony making little jokes back and forth with each other. he seemed really just like a genuinely nice dude. but i was just really proud of myself that i was being calm and confident and not taking this interaction with a complete stranger seriously and just being myself, and to be honest being pretty damn charming. i'm pretty self-aware and i was just like YES this is what living without SA can be like if i just continue on trying to grow away from SA. anyway at the end i stand up and i just want to sincerely say my goodbyes and move on to see my sister. I turn and say , ""well so-and-so, it was nice meeting you, have a good night!"" and he goes ""yes! i had a really great time chatting with you. your name is sarah right?"" and let me just tell you my name is NOT sarah. my name is 2 syllables, but it does not start with an s, it doesn't rhyme with sarah, it's just in NO way sarah. and my gut just told me immediately that this guy very well knows my fucking name. he already asked me twice before. and he picked a very different name on purpose. i frown, glare at him. don't say a word and turn away like hes dead to me now. i call his friend by his correct name that it was nice meeting him too and the jerk guy was like ""ooh and tell your sister congrats and have a good nice, it was nice meeting you. i say ""sure"" and walk away.

later when i'm with my sister, before even telling her the story, she was like hey every time i turned around to look at you in the audience the guy next to you was chatting you up, who was he?  this proves to me I wasn't misreading this whole thing at all. i know i need to just get a tougher skin and not give a shit about it but it just hurt my feelings. why be pointlessly rude like that? he was too socially adept for it to have been a genuine oops i forgot. also if he did genuinely forget he would have been more sincere on learning my correct name. OR just not mentioning my name and just telling me to have a good night and letting me be on my merry way.  


so what are people's thoughts? i really want outsider opinion--  why would someone go from such extreme friendliness to bluntly be rude like that at the end? i didn't want his number, i didn't want him to as for mine. I was enjoying the interaction for what it was. a random camaraderie at this ceremony in a city i don't live in. for a couple hours afterwards i just kept ruminating on it and oh what did i do wrong and maybe i was too friendly and if i had just been less friendly he would have been more respectful.",3.2874748138414347,4.806345565045991,4.381729960578188,86.23815779675867,73.63863337713535,7.438642137538327,24.904095488392464,8.07648339933343,1.3408570127025836,2969,93,613,45,60,969,297,761,0.053,0.737,0.21,0.9991,1,1,2,0,0,0,78.0,1,11,3,1,46,49,6,1,34,2,74,4,3,6,6,141,118,59,1,13,35,5,9,8,5,3,0,8,0,6,39,51,0,3,16,5,1,7,17,11,2,2,40,20,97,37,81,59,8,72,0,2,2,1,96,33,3,10,37,431,136,2,0.0,0.0,0.05344002438095501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671714153340004,0.0604314683595125,0.08758665051888657,0.0,0.059334839388565465,0.06654208784486063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045064638660482416,0.04874998351621206,0.10239056133441447,0.0,0.15435271698659708,0.12632629412534652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319722671148073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055918346479843256,0.06263338758366299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717280108546823,0.05741714277340041,0.0,0.0,0.043723174341758736,0.18178005500433944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572148613644295,0.0,0.0,0.047922785252688914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700614019244214,0.0,0.0,0.03616992794424168,0.0,0.046139529813010664,0.05232764525769632,0.0,0.0,0.05162494460428176,0.0,0.13844711202502108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154576558260335,0.050626787316578686,0.05722199645388225,0.05253290866513818,0.031122629994766508,0.18372779823500587,0.0,0.06037553772119138,0.0,0.2711160233458941,0.0,0.05829539844166438,0.04905619015913696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392975287137241,0.0,0.05862408606431128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867517476328552,0.0,0.0,0.09028764714843478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059499309151474035,0.11199615455268963,0.0,0.2140324251737825,0.10977225624390156,0.0967120820446596,0.0,0.04598647017829089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03655420517455636,0.0,0.05501600765641434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820357029089336,0.0,0.040605490117578136,0.0,0.05288969055592313,0.11648047837809113,0.10278126217756353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03710829558937434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982613078321006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142572440160624,0.059042932247167175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541039282348073,0.05630467985125735,0.0,0.0,0.06203491676002911,0.0467666342193575,0.0,0.348392904494581,0.0,0.0,0.04363839697006349,0.04985346575652037,0.11425787133941065,0.0,0.05621262893696108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582318400258741,0.04639984887009877,0.08431726038390737,0.0,0.061301818636159223,0.038760979149178566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161274156743699,0.0,0.04117437204503874,0.0,0.19145836608078065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036381583732827766,0.03508941753999943,0.0,0.04347508340779319,0.06386457839738005,0.0,0.1038163573358588,0.05232764525769632,0.0,0.0371799507497056,0.2978278343929128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031284542868279,0.13555369290416872,0.12920069803018128,0.08693539798397132,0.0,0.0,0.09847561976816696,0.0,0.09882876649635662,0.1222801195239622,0.0,0.05278882312582664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670452354814805,0.059873887722480784,0.06654208784486063,0.0
socialanxiety,pinkie7_,2019/04/21,"Shame after interaction with others Hey,

So I’ve come a long way with my Social Anxiety and there’s only one little symptom left which is shame afterwards. After I talk with people, especially with people I like so I naturally want them to like me back, I get anxious about what I said. Was I too negative, did this sound braggy, did I interrupt them, I shouldn’t have made this about me, she didn’t laugh so I’m boring etc etc I’m sure you know these thoughts. These thoughts usually hit me a couple of days later and I try to let them flow and not obsess about them. Do you have tips on how to deal with these thoughts? 

Thank you!",1.3095538057742786,3.807357015748032,2.67105511811024,90.99251443569557,85.14173228346456,5.906351706036746,18.70288713910761,7.3011,0.4093668241469821,499,13,104,8,15,161,81,127,0.14300000000000002,0.727,0.131,-0.3868,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,3,4,0,10,9,0,3,2,0,10,1,0,2,1,19,23,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,8,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,9,2,21,5,15,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,10,71,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119100616049928,0.1937372878540813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186685847759091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772528065827775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897527743790305,0.0,0.11059823337653464,0.17680085058684175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825181023380888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895975571883175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424758694325117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632669549239028,0.17536231666599691,0.0,0.16756477965704744,0.17188016175615853,0.0,0.15176513400166514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226999509463694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620750208915102,0.13042748872410972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377820930787435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312828208954072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481462483179258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616292982004316,0.17824598094191266,0.0,0.13783887399530453,0.0,0.15788690792222748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40843677396359146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643189577421904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887434736192013,0.0,0.10115049847884433,0.13612246645109058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SoniSoni67432,2019/04/21,"Married or partnered women who have social anxiety and/or depression, how did you enter into a relationship? My SA is really emphasized with dating/men. I get very nervous around someone I like and as a result I probably make the conversation awkward or not know what to say. Also it causes self-esteem issues.

But I see many women with social anxiety who have boyfriends or husbands with no problem, but they are anxious with everyone else. How did you manage to enter into and sustain a romantic relationship with social anxiety? Also, this is someone that you have to see and talk to every day, so why doesn't it make you anxious?",7.631155279503106,8.42296294782609,8.3632298136646,64.36347826086957,63.0,10.745341614906833,36.42857142857143,10.608840637214634,4.380813664596273,509,23,74,12,7,171,75,115,0.163,0.792,0.045,-0.831,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,1,0,6,5,0,2,4,0,9,0,0,6,0,25,15,14,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,7,11,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,3,10,1,13,13,0,6,0,1,2,0,19,3,0,3,2,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22920173519357045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288835424882678,0.3237874678876896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757173320795467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721359568657566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241979779548544,0.0,0.12342829051922967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971284589975155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074054929040975,0.13693396220319434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487088957490183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957307186465454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875661899908573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001152993477693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913142517722715,0.1452886643954808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450690763712935,0.1371234245919925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180478113490187,0.0,0.0,0.3077116398851772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396179921001068,0.0,0.0,0.2283908848517421,0.0,0.14949825238989833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382438611919755,0.2428435340486693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151830411217604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824154115370325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293103722645535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Flaccid_Slurpz,2019/04/21,"For anyone that has ""cured"" their social anxiety, how did you do it? Im 19 and I've had social anxiety and shyness basically my whole life, and it has sorta crippled certain aspects of my life. So I was just curious on if anyone has any tips on how to deal with it, or how to actually surpress it so I can live my life normally without anxiety.",2.5031904761904755,4.2585708428571465,5.311428571428575,77.76190476190479,76.28571428571428,8.666666666666666,30.23809523809524,9.2995712137729,2.9902380952380962,269,13,52,7,6,97,47,70,0.10300000000000001,0.836,0.061,-0.2534,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,1,14,8,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,8,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,0,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2016082247674928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049259485958782,0.0,0.4741369010591173,0.0,0.0,0.2889139273558878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129917536656593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315949799031934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377753115761959,0.0,0.0,0.18242835216164896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242054744666466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42119790018814457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306574342653985,0.0,0.1991514981747635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,m8step,2019/04/21,"I feel like my friends hate me So, I’ve known my friends for quite a while, a couple years at least. We’ve always hung out and pretty much did everything together. About 1-2 years back i came out to them as bi, and they took it pretty lightly, everything was cool, not a problem. Recently though, they’ve had a much more meaner way of talking to me and also treat me different than the rest of our little group.

We’ve always had an edgy sense of humor, always making f-ed up jokes, messing with people and stuff. We’ve called each other names as a joke, we’d just fuck around a lot; but recently, they’ve started calling me gay, not in the way we’ve always called each other that, there’s giggles or smiles when they say it, they mean it, or at least i think they do. 

I really don’t know what to do, i feel like i need to find new friends but i’m not that social. I don’t wanna stop hanging out with them but i also don’t know how to make them like me again. They even stopped laughing at my jokes😢 From now and again we’ll l insult each other, but i never go personal, never go into detail, it’s always quick and painless, you know? They always make me feel like shit. I’ll say something like, “ U dumb” in a weird voice or whatever, and they’ll respond with something like “ At least i can see, you blind ass bitch (i wear glasses). At least i can hear things, dumbass (i sometimes don’t hear things very well)” We’ll yea pretty much that’s what i’m going through, sorry my writing isn’t very good, if anyone went through this, it would be so helpful to hear what you have to say about it.",3.4312012686665767,4.238309212765959,4.191735165851726,90.48751552795036,72.37386018237082,6.937544601559401,24.030791595083922,6.895973343053719,0.6628875644244747,1237,32,272,10,23,396,169,329,0.126,0.687,0.187,0.9407,1,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,4,3,10,1,19,27,6,0,10,2,20,7,3,4,2,56,47,25,0,5,12,0,3,6,3,4,1,7,0,1,19,19,0,2,10,2,0,7,10,9,1,0,7,14,40,18,36,34,13,40,0,0,2,4,38,14,5,5,23,171,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970502097912326,0.4048706389863749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670426874698654,0.0,0.0,0.07219270970224767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235788419305514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484245119656217,0.09275231787498024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897312764302283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472814920569126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356319981444683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457678655651901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301385288731098,0.17380517962954015,0.0,0.0,0.07412035321259942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796390409074684,0.07497202452771598,0.0,0.0,0.13826632320616788,0.06801954916457542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006559532153036,0.0,0.0,0.27420354763399696,0.0,0.05435699685825294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370486367689316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377167071087381,0.0812795826458209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894499209659011,0.0,0.0,0.16239680091495115,0.0,0.0,0.0883374115336841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884486222438142,0.060131720032293876,0.12509260151896848,0.07832310497655225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622181492215614,0.07080997407088065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24751162138586266,0.0,0.07759800181448423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625566952891081,0.0,0.0,0.051952229127017066,0.0,0.16014520238268018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934725870840752,0.0,0.0,0.06462308081157739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832439666589147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266724676970902,0.0,0.12486345764116945,0.08020610244622045,0.09078042858308538,0.0574002269059424,0.0,0.0,0.13559991788899606,0.0,0.0,0.09283561613597356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518196187528794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775327183684484,0.05196309724379103,0.07967649251986679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010073520035722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382552765573622,0.0,0.12874059634131074,0.0,0.0,0.07291512035391756,0.07517688397396936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576083325693073,0.0,0.0,0.1044464407901204
socialanxiety,Rham1040,2019/04/21,"Hi. Just joined this sub so I wanted to introduce myself. I have been diagnosed with sa since age 13 and it has been pretty difficult for me. I was always fairly popular as child and my teenage years hit me hard. Was out of school for two years dealing with anxiety, depression and Lyme Disease. 

Usually I have fairly bad social anxiety for the first 30 mins or so when talking to someone. That is if I’m comfortable with them anyways. I feel like I hide it in school pretty well for the most part, although I’m at a new school so that doesn’t help me. I do play lacrosse and that’s my escape along with video games. I am a pretty easygoing dude and am pretty funny once you get to know me. 

I hope that this illness doesn’t last me my whole life and that eventually I’ll be able to reach out to people and connect. Anyways, nice to meet everyone and glad to be here. :).",2.785790476190474,4.611361902857149,3.996571428571429,87.18876190476192,75.68571428571428,7.409523809523809,24.809523809523807,8.238735603445708,1.4911523809523808,683,23,140,12,15,223,111,175,0.095,0.675,0.23,0.9768,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,9,11,0,0,4,0,15,3,0,0,0,23,23,16,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,15,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,1,2,4,2,20,8,22,16,3,13,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,4,10,95,29,3,0.13736296339352594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429698946098303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016458203416585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469233677878014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161518367124318,0.11831051909092195,0.13942051637676486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125619808298808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945484158701397,0.09813212849475282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684086649063083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176647892588034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305023436492925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207149887568168,0.0,0.0,0.13643241673308926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549109232924303,0.11196914875622453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702352335029116,0.06710860544279029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266600600827055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462870729719535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875070343212468,0.0,0.09523018320700607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5589900665918685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170559572385973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136280627888216,0.0,0.0,0.1400242426538204,0.11638719312366995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110407146759141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418365561624834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512858976846753,0.0,0.0810202347611637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350580071950072,0.0,0.0,0.15336084311464415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691448960754086
socialanxiety,megatron8585,2019/04/21,"Time Does anybody else have hobbies that you are intensively into? I like reading a lot for example. Wonder what people think, when they find I do this with my time.",3.640215053763441,6.183023129032258,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,75.7741935483871,6.713978494623658,26.46236559139785,7.793537801064563,1.7669268817204309,131,5,23,2,3,42,29,31,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,17,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156058074400035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012754247562427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296260644589469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176194570101504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306610336080928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500281607721671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607459534106109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23108890472282315,0.0,0.0,0.42059391426523135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39110775876770265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zuxxng,2019/04/21,"I’m so fucking sick and tired of this. It’s so damn tiring. All of this bullshit, to be in a constant state of stress and anxiety all day long.
I can’t go to the bathroom when’s people inside, i can’t walk through the hallway without thinking that everyone’s looking or laughing at me, i can’t make calls,  i can’t even speak with fucking anyone (only w/my friends) bc i’m afraid to and the words won’t come out. Having to read twice what i’m writing before posting it, deleting a message and rewrite it again and again, or the idea of someone approaching me to have a talk, it seems horrifying.
I wish i could just switch it off.",3.0404615384615385,4.357144430769232,4.184615384615388,88.21538461538464,73.92307692307692,6.430769230769231,29.92307692307693,6.742157984588678,1.4980615384615392,496,22,103,4,10,162,84,130,0.18,0.774,0.046,-0.9540000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,2,7,0,9,5,0,1,2,22,21,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,9,8,0,0,3,1,0,4,6,5,0,1,0,2,8,2,16,18,2,16,0,0,1,2,6,4,3,3,6,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174347603277246,0.0,0.0,0.1295564558871914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766495392357724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919798007553906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960770018643092,0.0,0.2002286148351076,0.0,0.1479359957636319,0.0,0.0,0.11949430453102147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237982231815635,0.0,0.0,0.1770489545579506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315169908033462,0.3425883095975787,0.0,0.0,0.10530244723475082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916562598339106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397250286851262,0.1555937865879657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368001233344528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091854436548204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845415778767544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745301207051212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853363936188682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686776454360771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699244048994593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122447762533656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892607126311133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187239490886622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259185811430655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130700462512449,0.17860933548118216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kupcake_123,2019/04/21,"Waking up in panic everyday Right now I just want to escape the situation I’m in...... but I can’t I’m  abroad right now on my own for the past year and a half in Canada. 

I decided I wanted to face my fears and live abroad. It was the toughest decision I have made in my whole life. The reason I decided to move to Canada was that I was hoping it would make me more confident and get me out of my shell. It hasn’t really I’m still the same person I was a year ago. If you ever decide to make a decision like this I suggest you work on yourself first. Because you might have a mental breakdown. Many people don’t realize how hard it is to live abroad, they think it’s all sunshine and rainbows when in reality it’s not. Right now I want to go home but I booked flights to see my friend ages ago and I have to wait 3 weeks I can’t change the date as I booked a basic fare the worst thing is I wake up in a state of panic every morning wanting to go to the airport and fly home and then I realize that I would have to get two flights to go home. The good thing is in June I can get a direct flight home but unfortunately I have to wait till then. I’m really not looking forward to flying home on my own and to see my friend. I honestly want this whole experience to end so I can go home to where I feel comfortable and familiar. I did enjoy my time here and I’m very proud of myself but if the anxiety wasn’t there I think things would have been different..",0.7602126335442385,2.6896955305466257,2.9682398091484288,91.650328804066,82.44051446945338,6.4566331293434285,20.000103723680123,7.601502580125103,0.5436154133388649,1134,31,260,19,31,386,147,311,0.076,0.764,0.16,0.9818,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,1,3,12,14,0,3,17,0,26,4,3,5,2,50,55,23,0,11,9,0,2,1,2,4,1,0,6,1,13,11,0,2,11,2,0,6,7,4,0,3,8,6,39,10,37,43,8,46,0,0,4,0,8,18,0,4,24,175,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044234397721116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923085634193328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516684764283394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573506975714494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455133155430843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015452196692376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186078060838488,0.07624861578048096,0.0,0.0,0.08852458060737628,0.0,0.10183560711732101,0.04575859655915389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697770161448864,0.0,0.0,0.13983733137520776,0.0,0.1418446841402505,0.0,0.20572879404417832,0.07590557572101854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106858934751195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446622911189235,0.08988510767904533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639215375096861,0.044212837175028975,0.0,0.15982309345237838,0.0,0.07599567464027983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856315615512486,0.12081646938368525,0.09175094542683328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120087522777902,0.09600426260458153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618523825769698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236021940837635,0.0,0.0,0.08639074833324369,0.06274003991736764,0.07901951592822118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595089677337217,0.0930471965800333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23185484150290725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423065763050788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172374067663832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722719596351154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036889912654952,0.11597515305471665,0.0,0.0,0.05277021374013965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884035672946429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467047229539772,0.26689084236981364,0.0,0.07259217739888361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020759615227969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588374939110994,0.0,0.0,0.1928619214788264,0.0,0.0,0.11655571549001532
socialanxiety,Tsarcastic26,2019/04/21,"Anyone else get anxious about starting new movies/games? I have no idea why but I get pretty anxious when it comes to watching new movies and playing new games. Like, I have a list of movies to watch and games to play but it's like I have to psych myself up to start them. 

Once I start then I'm usually glad I did but it takes me a while to get around to it. 

Maybe I'm just afraid that I won't like it or that anyone I'm watching a movie/playing a game with won't like it either. Regardless, I'm sure it's just an extension of my anxiety when it comes to change in general. 

You'd think the one thing I wouldn't have any anxiety around would be in starting a new work of fiction. You should see how long my *Watch later* list on YouTube is...",1.5027305605786625,3.161801443037973,2.627884267631103,96.32303797468357,78.87341772151899,6.033273056057867,21.4122965641953,6.868970318607317,0.22481952983725104,580,16,137,6,14,185,84,158,0.061,0.752,0.187,0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,1,8,9,0,1,7,0,13,0,0,1,1,23,29,11,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,2,5,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,5,15,8,19,21,1,23,0,0,5,0,6,6,0,1,19,80,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879517883631777,0.0,0.19788083691671546,0.29222198826372897,0.0,0.18086715972023645,0.13251831851880855,0.0,0.2302699716420733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368185858647936,0.2228201690491969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804224782927384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271556855536732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600273071556524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527449084103844,0.0,0.0,0.11445682371810798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299337313487463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996476579492706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773685437197447,0.08764029807527261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157952345574972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306272646697756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661740548704853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218960877509938,0.0,0.09724333014428832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592399063751432,0.08287222475865537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244350669264258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670412796636673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415694213237226,0.0,0.0,0.0918754065458531,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alacrana01,2019/04/21,"Remote jobs/side hustles for the socially anxious Hello!

​

I am wondering if you all have discovered any clever answers for working outside of the standard workplace and making decent money at it.  Please, tell me your stories about your remote work/gigs/side hustles.  Did you start from scratch?  Are you working for a remote company?  Are you a freelancer?  If so, how do you find clients?

​

I am working remotely because I am outside my home country teaching English but I abhor it.  Give me some suggestions....

​

Thank you!  xxxx",4.336056680161942,7.754763431578951,4.028421052631578,79.19663967611336,83.10526315789474,5.449392712550608,36.781376518218615,7.010146845296331,3.2920040485829962,446,28,61,6,13,135,67,95,0.057999999999999996,0.838,0.105,0.5414,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,8,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,1,12,13,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,15,2,7,12,2,2,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,4,1,44,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325435543598582,0.4850834937372164,0.09049209750401307,0.0,0.0,0.1503311140507122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111817802987152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162348098414845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765277684541165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347996301205406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882519385425999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607079384056382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356480086740672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941875625653924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630896090432925,0.1225128885867732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430863390404286,0.3875058982513909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850834937372164,0.0
socialanxiety,WTBmd,2019/04/21,"New Friends Hey y'all,

Recently have been trying to change how I interact with people and be more social. I have struggled for all of college to branch out from the group I made for myself in the first few days of starting college, and now years later I feel like I am the only one whose interactions are contained to the group. More recently, however, the changes I made have been getting me invites places. A few days ago another group that my group has hung out with for a while reached out to me individually to hang out not in the context of the rest of the group, then today someone I have gotten myself to talk to during class invited me to come hang with them. This feels amazing, because it always feels like I am overlooked and it is my friends getting invited to things. While I am still struggling to get myself to follow through on these invitations and put myself out there outside of the group, I am excited about making this change! Thanks for listening!",8.683387978142079,7.645092202185798,7.944371584699455,74.32125683060113,61.40437158469946,10.756284153005463,37.819672131147534,9.725611199111238,3.542055737704919,775,32,141,12,9,242,103,183,0.035,0.846,0.11900000000000001,0.9405,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,5,9,0,2,11,0,14,0,0,4,1,23,29,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,8,13,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,2,0,2,5,4,21,7,34,23,6,30,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,0,18,108,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567861868254418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797156981987515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486677494731959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642722409748045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499504692451,0.12213014163640425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287158226164296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506332053674507,0.20257403633966414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205972309858564,0.0,0.0,0.21907636365603766,0.0,0.22222118585777512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853221453765666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683096271123737,0.09463865093120402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369311393444121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960731881917429,0.10782939521369901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829177706382082,0.0,0.14812898452828113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252715627735926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27997951599807924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445259389299075,0.12012897228947042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035197750665656,0.0,0.11322497329896933,0.0,0.0,0.296436600070222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395667098436965,0.0,0.13053114768948013,0.0,0.0,0.09419173489817904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439001006779136,0.0,0.0,0.09625870303671427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130109271166836
socialanxiety,funkydunk-,2019/04/21,"Hanging out with fiancée’s family? I’ve hung out with them before... 4 adults, and I’ve always been REALLY quiet. 

But we’re seeing them tomorrow and I’m sick of being a mute. 

Send help",-0.7433458646616522,1.1851811315789504,2.3639849624060147,87.78289473684214,106.10526315789473,5.329323308270677,13.323308270676687,6.868970318607317,0.174762406015037,145,3,28,3,7,51,31,38,0.094,0.8290000000000001,0.077,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,5,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268585008258144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365266528456251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836123362600406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438542184199461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32864201803179915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087959274552929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KowalskiAnalysis1236,2019/04/21,"People that ""care"" about social anxiety I don't know if this is the right place or the right content for here. But here goes.
Often you'll see a mass amount of posts from people claiming to care so much and raise awareness for social anxiety. Yet those same people will make fun of you for not wanting to socialise.
For example. I got invited to a party. I declined saying ""oh I feel really sick and I'm not comfortable with being around people I'm unfamiliar with"". Then I get hit with ""oh you're such a baby, you need to man up""... Yet hours before that, she was posting about how people should be more considerate with people who suffer from social anxiety. Anyone else feel the same? Anyone else feel like the majority of posts from people apparently caring, are just them wanting likes on social media?",3.7991635338345873,6.1926359276315806,4.791654135338348,80.04657894736842,74.59210526315789,7.237593984962406,22.69924812030075,8.192908349453996,1.4886037593984964,639,18,111,11,14,208,97,152,0.092,0.777,0.131,0.8104,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,1,0,12,8,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,2,0,27,26,8,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,5,10,7,23,18,6,14,0,1,1,0,12,7,0,3,6,74,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445330552876596,0.0,0.0,0.14900549865171406,0.21834763327875106,0.0,0.09485274165336556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066682520143243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259067178895454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780189287890032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162575495267695,0.07611986431599613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055668359813136115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521835407056425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493100812715124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058557495830487125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041106112564156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112344106974428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832704799218274,0.07900601776716656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170820316431485,0.0,0.11132283689754656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061384440830798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825912738316263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819874860934452,0.0,0.08473341881464568,0.0,0.0,0.08490713832942985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43446021258282796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569276487668765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cytronuss,2018/12/18,"I’ve been told that nobody wants me for absolutely no reason So, today, I saw my best friend with two other friends I rarely spoke to, but it was always nice exchanges. As I walked to go and talk to them, one of them looked at me and told me, when I said Hello, “oh shut up (my name), nobody cares about you here”. I’m pretty sure he didn’t fully mean it, but it hurt and no need to say I was surprised because we always seemed to have good relations before. The worst is that my friend and the other one just ignored that and casually continued their discussion.
Later, my friend said that I looked depressive, as a joke but still, and asked me why. I just left.
It made me really wonder who I could really trust. I’ve been a little better at talking to people lately and this situation really made my anxieties resurface. I just don’t know what to expect as answers here. I just felt the need to express myself somewhere nobody would judge me.",5.0587096774193565,5.683294817204303,5.744247311827959,81.48637096774196,68.56989247311829,8.565591397849463,25.177419354838708,8.59863814320734,1.5669225806451619,740,18,145,11,12,241,114,186,0.10800000000000001,0.667,0.225,0.9771,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,3,2,10,18,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,3,1,34,32,15,0,6,7,0,1,0,4,1,0,4,0,0,13,9,0,1,7,2,1,2,4,4,0,3,14,8,27,14,18,16,2,14,0,2,3,0,24,6,0,2,6,99,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210125312088925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659243563244192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804079919981945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697001686165136,0.0,0.10744227769491067,0.0,0.1325074047127565,0.11167119669722836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287356575694614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081238691518997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875192279613384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123427157727755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902083303190588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717593510554909,0.10590515305434668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351693726688147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939198228414832,0.0,0.1424325026387613,0.0,0.13718737181522825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655077468202466,0.0,0.0,0.21206172215405653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23895013103382595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753968092708127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187247904217448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711209631523183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753630371641795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284569728729834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24266591787747435,0.12982152498657154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24021399863779844,0.10041105436411044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494698073898685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192723292443124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008354508083264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900333749740435,0.0,0.0,0.2029741665027117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196845258999467,0.2413033774193025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334262978650867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744744117714449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393458956691233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369290861141601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896950854995611,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OsamaKhader,2018/12/18,"The truth about social anxiety: How Six Overlooked Innocent Thinking Habits Cause Social Anxiety and Render Therapy Useless  “Waiting for your turn to deliver a presentation, you are sweating, and your hands are shaking. Fearing what awaits you, your face turning pale, and you start feeling stomachache as you usually do in stressful situations; it looks like you are having panic attack. Your turn has finally come, realizing that, you feel your heart start beating very fast, and as you walk toward the front of the class room your vision becomes blurry, and your brain stopped registering what is happening around you. Standing in front of all these staring eyes you are very scared, you couldn’t look at them and you almost fall unconscious, this is the last thing you remember. You don’t remember much of what happened after that, somehow you managed to read the paper you wrote the notes on it very fast and it’s finally over.”  

Does this looks familiar to you? These symptoms are called social anxiety disorder, but if you know what I am talking about then you probably already familiar with this concept. Social anxiety is a fancy word to describe abnormal shyness, but still it’s very serious problem. And it seems that no one can feel it but you, everyone tells you to be brave and face your fears and that it’s all in your head, but their tips and advice has no effect on you.

​

​

![img](oiifhs7y84521)

​

Most of people who advice you on social anxiety did not experience your suffering, they never know what it is like to be so anxious and nervous that you pretend to be mute to avoid small talks. Or when you see someone you know but pretend that you didn’t see him or her so you don’t have to say hi. There are countless awkward situations you can find yourself in as social anxiety sufferer, but all of them are nothing comparing to the real suffering like loneliness because you are too shy to meet someone and form a relationship, or underemployment because either you refuse promotions or choose to work in isolated work place.

Even professional therapist can’t grasp the reality of such suffering because they are not patients themselves, sure they interviewed a lot of patient and have theoretical knowledge about social anxiety issues, but it’s still theoretical after all. Of course, I am not saying every therapist is a fraud; therapy can be useful, I actually learned the basic social skills from therapy. But I am sure you agree with me that theoretical knowledge about particular topic will never be equivalent to direct experience, reading romantic novel for example will never be equal to the direct experience of real emotion of love.

​

​

![img](jitxo69394521)

​

I have been diagnosed with social anxiety many years ago, I tried everything from therapy to medication, but my condition kept worsening over time, until I thought there is no way out. But eventually I found the solution. I discovered six thought patterns (or thinking habits) that cause social anxiety, not only that but these six thinking habits prevent you from benefiting from therapy. Whenever you feel like you got away from anxiety your bad thinking habits bring you back again. Social anxiety is a matter of perception, you are socially anxious because you view yourself as less valuable than everyone else. Those thinking habits are distorting your perception of reality, for example magnifying your mistakes, and showing you that everyone laughs at you. If you change how you see yourself and other people, your social anxiety will cease to be. But if you don’t then you can’t escape social anxiety no matter how many years you spend in therapy or how many anxiety pills you take. Those hurtful thought patterns appear to be harmless and innocent, this is why almost no one knows about them. Through my researches I didn’t find anyone talk about these thought patterns. You are addicted to them without knowing how destructive they are or being aware of their existence in the first place. Based on these harmful thought patterns I designed set of mental exercises that helped me changing my perception of reality, not only in intellectual level but in the emotional level as well, because if you think about it social anxiety is emotional problem not intellectual one.

​

![img](aqdweyg994521)

After I saw the results of the mental exercises and quitting harmful thought patterns, and I saw how I changed for the better, I became eager to tell everyone about the methods that I used to escape from social anxiety, because I know that there are many people out there still living with unbearable suffering of social anxiety, and they are in need to know how to get rid of such agony, so I created a treatment program to help anyone who is suffering the way I suffered before.

The freedom from social anxiety is indescribable, I now can talk to anyone I want with zero anxiety, even speaking to the other gender is no a longer problem. Actually, I sometimes enjoy talking to others, which is very surprising given how I hated interacting with others. Entering crowded places or eating in public are very easy now. I almost forgot what life was back then in the days of social anxiety. The change in my personality was so dramatic that I almost feel like I am not recognizing myself anymore! Who is this guy living under my skin? He is bold and talkative! He is not the “regular” guy used to live here. Nevertheless, I like him more. 

Check out my book “The truth about social anxiety” for detailed description of my treatment program, I have a discount.

[https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07K74DYTD](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07K74DYTD)",10.14231825321414,10.542530929085308,9.312257363920184,60.99681552870914,57.797533401849954,12.482142372355487,42.407822529038775,11.902380350770034,5.5916002598460315,4626,234,657,125,53,1463,390,973,0.163,0.7140000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.9847,1,1,1,0,0,0,149.0,0,61,11,9,43,51,3,9,33,0,72,19,9,15,11,160,131,68,0,11,35,0,7,6,0,3,8,3,1,3,51,32,1,7,40,9,3,9,26,29,1,8,20,21,113,22,114,98,12,83,0,9,11,1,126,35,0,21,41,502,164,15,0.0,0.0,0.05299295103030237,0.029599732736652264,0.0,0.05306532089550259,0.024068646293339397,0.0,0.10875538876567374,0.0,0.02996295267977274,0.0,0.0,0.2059345773297194,0.23094891426653505,0.0,0.0,0.43619598173445867,0.06134815614584629,0.026927528932803892,0.056956015641226224,0.0,0.0,0.02417107326511016,0.0,0.03088936669938715,0.025510236529694627,0.04175648742661514,0.022670820288701262,0.09930979391992753,0.029987296315190717,0.02310438724762997,0.0,0.0,0.02401377398406767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030310657736091307,0.02772526987990924,0.0,0.0,0.055785251442184665,0.11489303757268365,0.02338907931688091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017510820363472592,0.0,0.0,0.027558750306327002,0.0,0.0,0.03111859159646703,0.0,0.02376093425807356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027783316696700384,0.022682046377005,0.09162717546955353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03586733431584768,0.0,0.02287676579741069,0.10377975589623337,0.02440250388721204,0.07967971918464813,0.0,0.06110719020964728,0.06864443937682213,0.03879484736531922,0.0,0.05948746798067039,0.049632947573979326,0.023095512402841828,0.0,0.029770811752289014,0.0,0.0,0.01418582088548501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02171596776083931,0.0,0.0,0.05376957931860332,0.04802092078410858,0.0,0.0,0.026807019413916226,0.027865827669962283,0.0,0.0,0.032175299594032016,0.036398881797098916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029066821712654695,0.0,0.0,0.028339676726307262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044543624241046,0.022132537540214055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019178289704687768,0.07959069506553164,0.0,0.07192724957369738,0.0,0.06840262866018962,0.0,0.0,0.023083694490792,0.024505777299969292,0.0,0.0,0.1101116325187371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02735282500343655,0.05472574267082948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01995987446074704,0.02013289453259593,0.06282398420925484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026053115858430738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519677752111527,0.04130070175228134,0.0,0.03185707015376279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647141989208045,0.023708115102299848,0.08510431221578815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029274492793594755,0.07794250949243642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02887953806296207,0.054318777923534005,0.061809934524767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02915113091733097,0.061515939487570226,0.0,0.0,0.043184785984504925,0.02718392998692241,0.0,0.0649099844301234,0.024718198579898626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610400639454419,0.0,0.5535617340135293,0.04601167285138564,0.0,0.026854063056122774,0.0,0.0384367090721429,0.0,0.06505096560909758,0.022700322259380432,0.031102571496144163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051180955063291116,0.028221367172823357,0.02041495589459157,0.10911891121342332,0.04746416162600185,0.0,0.18630435284823246,0.06305122523166933,0.018038609707723842,0.1043875900274688,0.0,0.12933412696319152,0.015832573594359137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018434453690952757,0.08860087187237123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703519375176416,0.029904137407536724,0.13441966565807328,0.016014977404824878,0.043104053015797936,0.0,0.0,0.02441294589824759,0.0,0.02450049398364917,0.0,0.0,0.02617359882653025,0.0,0.03953401879491048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094891426653505,0.03497004867985152
socialanxiety,rewritinginsanity,2018/12/18,Any tips on how to talk to people your own age? I’m a female in my late teens(not saying real age for privacy) I have trouble talking to people in my age group. I feel as though I always have to have an interesting topic or story. Other wise I feel as though I have nothing to say. I get really anxious when talking to them and feel as though they are better than me. I really want to learn how to get comfortable around them and have conversations. Any tips?,1.2334486166007892,3.733610467391309,3.3196442687747063,86.15895256916995,85.63043478260869,5.954150197628458,19.233201581027668,7.348242739294969,0.7070956521739129,361,10,70,6,11,122,55,92,0.053,0.8,0.147,0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,13,12,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,14,4,17,13,1,9,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,5,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437002257536924,0.0,0.0,0.23597863962243334,0.0,0.0,0.1960112140457277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544561960173356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345103384188705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26318795696650005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129835670292896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957211476999216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664826847263207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24057298034337524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748662498484595,0.2223034353101792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759562099634793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183701341199491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114032149802723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233771840091928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ginzo5150,2018/12/18,"Long-time sufferer finally diagnosed. Now what? Mostly because of the nature of my job I could not seek mental health treatment as an adult.  Times change and it has become more and more acceptable to seek assistance for mental health issues.  To that end I finally spoke to a professional and was diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder (with a side of shyness and being an introvert).  These are things I've (apparently) been dealing with since childhood.  It was a great relief to finally find out that there was a reason why I couldn't go through the drive-thru - or send food back - or confront someone - or why I stressed over saying hi to a passerby, etc...  Now that I know what I'm dealing with I can start dealing with it - but on the other hand I feel helpless.  Just cuz I know the SA makes me hate going to social functions doesn't make going to a them any easier. So I guess my question is: now what?",5.288643410852713,6.543185848837211,5.779069767441863,79.1587596899225,68.4186046511628,8.989147286821705,30.6124031007752,9.2995712137729,2.7364170542635664,714,28,130,14,12,230,110,172,0.11199999999999999,0.8029999999999999,0.085,-0.4179,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,2,1,12,0,12,6,1,4,0,30,25,11,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,12,10,1,0,7,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,5,4,13,3,21,17,4,19,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,6,11,91,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101196213761605,0.0,0.09113353557895487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160302516508123,0.0,0.07262007344825795,0.13156887603732212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602293033578932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511499725190818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36845101837926425,0.0,0.241827323456292,0.0,0.0,0.13653241950117387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551313916165232,0.0,0.13286058286028565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602353185835263,0.0,0.0,0.39150074842983773,0.10888195884835077,0.0,0.14405153889269925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203111661789648,0.0,0.0,0.13134039764695188,0.13123427860115686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761545212773875,0.0,0.2532576034573923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433996632942493,0.11821737974128547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094061962472467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542562058152727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903937337884333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401084905364187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345200263011875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248469032604307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947363459208456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854493086041832,0.0,0.0,0.24287449724014204,0.10093781076533966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432028279644557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646213151751133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914416756934822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694652125584523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499120306854466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThrowAwaySting1,2018/12/18,"If you had a desirable or loud voice would your social anxiety be gone? Today for some reason, I was able to speak in a pretty loud voice. I felt much more confident and I wasn't hesitant at all in speaking my opinion. I think this was because I eliminated my fear of not being heard or inaudible to the people around me. Anyone else feel the same? ",3.0917391304347817,5.060577811594207,4.6283333333333365,82.36250000000003,75.23188405797102,8.078260869565218,24.54347826086957,8.841846274778883,1.9104086956521733,275,9,53,6,6,92,55,69,0.069,0.775,0.156,0.7346,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,16,12,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,9,10,0,8,2,5,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,5,1,40,11,0,0.27322312585941577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901494343787114,0.0,0.0,0.19104396235500376,0.2799493804581824,0.0,0.2432265086814099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655428155853136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824286242978326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074519771423894,0.1381498218708995,0.0,0.2623370479328245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085043496245492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941851347107247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27796614448584234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28091887863083226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785165690140991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507034678442585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589835761731621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408986945608328,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PM_ME_DEADPEOPLE,2018/12/18,"I have to have a talk with my big boss and I'm scared. Here's the thing. I got sick a while ago. I told him I needed to take medical leave to resolve it but he wouldn't let me. So I said I'd have to find another opportunity elsewhere. He then compromised and allowed an accommodation of me working from home. Also just to state the importance of this, there is no reason for me to be in the office anyways. All I do is remote work.  
It's been a pretty nice deal and I was appreciative. In fact, the contract I was running tripled in size and called us ""world class"" even though I was the only one working on it. This takes up all my time and more however. Meaning I'm pulling overtime and needing people to help do the small things. I know he's getting paid a lot more too because I do the reports for it also.  
My supervisor and co-workers say they are really impressed.  
Unfortunately I don't think my health is getting better. I found out it's a type of migraine and although I'm trying, it's incredibly hard to treat due to it not being typical.    
Everything is peachy at work though until suddenly out of nowhere my boss is trying to mix things up. Have me work on something else that is not in my line of work, and also train someone new that has no experience or education to supplement when I can't be available.   
Everyone thinks this is a terrible idea and they're just as confused as I am. And I'm already working way too many hours. This would only increase it and we could lose that contract if I put someone on that has no idea what they're doing.   
But I'm the only one who can say something.    
A part of me thinks he's doing this on purpose to get me to quit because he's fed up with my health and my coworkers agree that could be a reason.  
I don't know how to approach this. Do I just confront him and ask him if he's trying to get me to quit? The problem is that he brought this up a while ago and I declined saying it didn't sound like a good idea. He was ok with it and now he just forces it on me.",2.4589007440685084,3.928450193317428,4.114028499227853,87.51659378071041,75.70644391408115,6.93418503439562,26.404674996490243,7.618777277803332,1.3203628527305908,1577,59,341,21,34,529,199,419,0.096,0.795,0.109,0.8861,2,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,1,13,19,15,1,2,20,1,41,6,0,6,3,63,68,36,0,9,11,0,1,1,0,2,5,5,1,0,29,22,1,0,14,0,1,6,10,6,0,2,13,6,41,9,47,46,8,40,0,1,0,0,26,19,0,5,14,236,70,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392201426621018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958394357703033,0.19475840413573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512411333328285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589216775963711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897292244248848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179694860688858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828936666931507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963095187225313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836928237936155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781531795499313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361850162014396,0.0,0.0,0.07757079130357478,0.07295918245220309,0.07940943542245138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419687943556158,0.0,0.0,0.08900947609411901,0.0,0.0,0.16965240927768085,0.0,0.0,0.06808977655772104,0.06492691329185765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272116813670698,0.0,0.0,0.17258069260160105,0.0,0.0,0.05441311822682219,0.0,0.08142997258859401,0.0,0.07994576450816507,0.0,0.0,0.2749263867987735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922860564113172,0.0,0.0,0.08595770174362763,0.0,0.08301186006771269,0.0,0.03966035664224627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081944704011437,0.0,0.06901617497158496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230358987110395,0.0,0.08842861628592719,0.0,0.0817801222051935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038760713111775,0.0,0.07840397036823936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001908603450296,0.18522272028780198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790982780788623,0.0,0.056279861638848495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258905565921079,0.0,0.07767811856691308,0.0,0.08160813523454782,0.0,0.1726894499359278,0.0,0.0,0.05200586767159,0.16693273884760146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722059324578398,0.1936723395905668,0.08127515589591322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756678617945114,0.12499237403707307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207423457456965,0.06524925957600546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179678400210262,0.15605024102774553,0.15951751045730486,0.0,0.04733660246086959,0.0,0.0,0.07757079130357478,0.0,0.16534729507201051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764932101398477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443675786190667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727989723772951,0.0,0.0,0.05766781080857083,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PatheticGirl1996,2018/12/18,"Wish I had a sucess story for you guys Today I had an interview and despite being very prepared and tbh I felt a little confident in the morning, my anxiety got the best of me and when answering questions I barely made coherent sentences. None of the questions caught me off guard but I felt so embarrassed to even be there that I sounded dumb. Had I been able to contain the anxiety I feel like I would have made a very good impression. Hopefully there will be a next time, and I'll have something I can reference to and not be so nervous. ",4.301603773584905,5.8184194905660425,5.273726415094341,80.85228773584909,71.0754716981132,9.073584905660377,32.117924528301884,9.516144504307137,3.1142679245283023,430,20,81,10,8,141,70,106,0.158,0.664,0.17800000000000002,0.5202,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,1,2,9,0,13,0,0,2,0,21,22,9,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,2,7,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,10,4,14,5,8,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,3,5,60,15,1,0.18257779168890206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793430218092366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160412822289816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059090947835628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231681732673797,0.13043361086331934,0.3506066240850025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313758932399646,0.1460241388123011,0.0,0.0,0.18078071861153155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813409433410742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919828665871632,0.18299091217916985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34551904208471673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417355276103399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409057823164278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055730398596936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646257858550608,0.0,0.17306239826024222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012915984730517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995544995346044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969802480304127,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Enigma_XIII,2018/12/18,"What kind of job do you guys have? I’ve been looking for remote jobs on indeed.com. However, most require answering phone calls, to which I am not confident doing. I feel I can handle a regular job too, as long as it doesn’t require too much interaction. I really want to work. I’m trying to broaden my search to positions I possibly missed. What job/career do you guys have? 

Don’t hesitate in mentioning your job because even if I’m not interested, someone reading this in the future might be. Thanks.

",2.9459374999999994,5.555318385416669,4.74775,78.12225000000002,78.6875,8.840000000000002,28.35,9.3871,3.1623075000000007,399,18,71,12,10,135,70,96,0.10400000000000001,0.847,0.049,-0.6191,6,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,3,3,4,0,0,2,0,12,0,0,0,0,10,19,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,9,3,11,16,2,5,0,1,1,0,9,3,0,3,2,47,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958218420784079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605090289980439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038228127033795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948021684342849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112865268199356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7799363560657739,0.0,0.0,0.1636896692501763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910860574354858,0.13200039235826966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667542316303655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555307062813885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772086191568353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572329924763814,0.0,0.10070023024880136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318696200146318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144719851306428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672200035781652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271500273246283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443652301036272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LazyWineglass,2018/12/18,I finally asked the girl out that I’ve liked for a year And she said no. Can I can some advice please? I’m kinda upset right now.,-2.288620689655172,-0.6267108965517245,0.5064827586206917,101.7617931034483,106.24137931034485,3.6993103448275866,9.248275862068963,5.6839178017228535,-1.60972275862069,100,1,25,1,5,34,25,29,0.152,0.6759999999999999,0.172,0.1513,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38265704896249103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660836295211233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289675170825783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131101056013808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298480401963982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344155744901613,0.3724916006975067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25217101120066443
socialanxiety,AlphaAxle,2018/12/18,"Always on the edge of friend groups Does anyone else get the feeling that they are an outsider in every social circle they are in? While I’m in a variety of friend groups, I never feel like I actually belong. Like if the group had to lose a member they would all vote me out. Any advice?",2.722758620689657,4.559711965517245,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,75.89655172413794,6.019310344827588,18.49655172413793,6.742157984588678,0.08917517241379302,226,4,45,2,5,74,44,58,0.077,0.7509999999999999,0.172,0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,8,2,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,4,8,6,1,7,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2493781075383341,0.0,0.0,0.24971867094677905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263651221435964,0.0,0.0,0.1737814886750744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868519136203453,0.26183925418118903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363188701202416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347766790189876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531031770220765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584256215515634,0.18256363214552296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948716961853671,0.0,0.13351334838013232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496958120807847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858929861116446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709446867330854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260499132337422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153405654739965,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,puttiput,2018/12/18,"Anyone else take Phenibut for social events? Interested to see how well it helps your social anxiety. 

It’s been a godsend for me. It helps me get through them. It’s the only thing that works besides alcohol and benzos for me. 

I know it’s not a long term solution, but it’s better than having extreme anxiety at social events. ",1.9455952380952368,4.708132825396825,3.401884920634924,84.69901785714289,85.82539682539681,6.324603174603175,23.74801587301588,7.645422480735847,1.5966206349206344,260,10,47,5,8,85,45,63,0.075,0.722,0.203,0.8109999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,6,3,7,5,1,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,4,31,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249626968194016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32206701727607,0.0,0.0,0.14718794291032855,0.2156842483830611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861719760995762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584746982256574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997864428130286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821902028592734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568643347069388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628770929091465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600963110717803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167742897305055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6437410586697992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827136057012256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984822284094342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892666426903266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324801522429307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,finnadrown,2018/12/18,"What do I say? I’m a 19M and there is the girl I really like, I’m not sure but I think she also likes me but is kinda shy. I wanna talk to her but never know what to say. I asked my older brother what I should do and he told me to do what my friends say what my friends say when they talk to girls. I don’t have any friends, I have some acquaintances but we never hang out long enough for me to see what they do. 
   I unintentionally ignore her because of this,and everything time I do it she seems genuinely hurt. I feel really bad but I still don’t know what to say. We have 3 more days in the semester and at this point I will settle for friendship. What do I do?",-0.3502397260273966,1.5765058082191814,2.0317636986301397,96.74846746575344,86.8082191780822,5.56780821917808,16.659246575342465,6.9077264865688965,-0.3112178082191783,512,11,128,7,16,174,78,146,0.109,0.7440000000000001,0.147,0.7701,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,2,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,16,0,0,0,3,25,26,10,0,2,6,1,1,2,3,2,0,5,0,2,10,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,7,28,6,13,23,3,13,0,1,1,0,24,4,0,3,10,88,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219272209831424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368229184754248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253538095645232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273029668760738,0.0929420230121317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983281308888066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753841364669946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370268523364921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709152717839178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533851858304767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321829534871235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758294923861553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897463624376425,0.0,0.0,0.13492785105950106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351827732438264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412990654297794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534759328572834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6062364870048007,0.0,0.0,0.1214958772643487,0.13879956591695575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175976011946893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436976550503374,0.0,0.0,0.2450932249095332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769422945673004,0.0,0.0,0.08890430810085016,0.0,0.0,0.14568805472214855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dojadavid,2018/12/18,"Weird fear of barber... So we recently moved to a different city and I always went to get my hair cut from an old friend of my dad, she was a lady so I felt comfortable around her. Now I don’t live so close to there, It doesn’t seem smart to go a city away for a haircut. Anyways today I have found a pretty decent priced barber near me but I have this fear of going. To start off I’m not really very manly hetero but also not feminine... I’d say I’m about in between, I just have this fear of going in there and having it be very intimidating and like an environment we’re I’ll be looked at weirdly.. cause I also don’t really know how to describe my hair cut.. any help on how to deal with this anxiety that sounds ridiculous.",0.5247058823529436,2.701756503267976,2.882091503267976,90.42941176470592,85.27450980392156,5.952941176470588,17.49673202614379,7.285733465282438,0.2198653594771245,567,13,124,9,17,194,97,153,0.14800000000000002,0.753,0.098,-0.8367,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,14,12,3,3,7,0,10,2,2,3,0,19,23,12,0,0,5,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,4,0,1,5,5,8,0,0,4,6,14,4,24,17,0,19,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,1,6,80,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24893403738966954,0.12950678653069225,0.0,0.0,0.1058420396499944,0.0,0.11906586424615348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855456450813455,0.0,0.0,0.14623097924134468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988742276300935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604602837546928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261298215835354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254222703487491,0.0,0.0,0.14944092906539444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065364918429735,0.12024878496252266,0.0,0.08131663056170117,0.0,0.2653651632828947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043236922222188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553688793867531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603892176371542,0.0,0.1374349224745541,0.0,0.13070025647702002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542303715428908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332031701896002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834408143270254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994167696879388,0.0,0.15367790505243006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377293200498693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169082200445832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016435696100964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475306158278725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568422459952982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428188750709253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whoagurt,2018/12/18,"Is this social anxiety? So my mental problems don't seem to be with future social situations but with PAST social situations. So I dwell or think too much about something someone has said or done to me in the past. And I have a lot of memories about mean stuff people have said in the past.

But with that being said I don't feel nervous about future social situations and love going out. But if someone says something remotely mean to me then it's going to stick in my memory.

Is this social anxiety? If not what mental problem might it be and where should I seek advice for it?",4.84763274336283,6.092232026548673,5.895741150442479,77.95122234513276,69.44247787610621,8.481858407079647,26.514380530973447,8.841846274778883,2.0327176991150444,461,14,84,8,8,153,66,113,0.046,0.8370000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.8822,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,3,0,13,1,0,0,0,25,24,13,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,8,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,5,8,1,16,15,2,13,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,7,6,66,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065158612293315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667730400593969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154727645762806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551148769511844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389712558603555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092669922938311,0.09837890095268063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23747108732502836,0.0,0.0,0.21969751670689375,0.11563429646275288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012928904745385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31216530808274684,0.07556852351203434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086011073361432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110586653759227,0.08668306520188701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923167015084174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675697162057441,0.0,0.5555709816413309,0.18471472056180332,0.16783071033219416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247816430408552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984432183952975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blablacurious,2018/12/18,"My presentation didn't go well today. Nothing new but eh, sick of this. Me having a bad presentation isn't anything new. It wasn't even my worse, but I'm just so done, after all these years of forced practicing I should have been at least okay with it. 

It was a short, about 8 min talk on my part about a topic I am familiar and interested in. 

I couldn't breathe, I never can. When I tried to calm down and talk a bit slower, my voice started trembling and I just read everything straight from the paper, the letters were dancing, it was so hard to focus, my speech was getting weirder, everything was spinning, I felt like a third of my brain was missing, everyone was bored, i let my professor down, my teammates... 

At one point I just wanted to put everything down, tell everyone I can't continue and storm out like a crazy person. I thought I was going to pass out, I wished I would pass out, at least it would have been some legit excuse. 

It seemed so long. I shortened it, struggling to read even that and it became even weirder. 

I just wanted to be over it. I skipped through pictures that needed more explanation. I have such a hard time telling sometihing ""freestyle"" when on stage.

While my teammates spoke a bit too long, they explained everything and it was just an average but good enough and normal presentation.

We still had 4 questions for the class in the end. I had the first 2. Nobody responded when I asked them so I gave an answer myself, and I answered poorly. If I could write it down, alone in my room, I could write a pretty good answer. But up stage? Nope.

I told my teammate to continue, she looked at me in a weird way and asked me if that was it and continued with her part. I later saw I had another question written here, but nobody from the audience cared enough to ask for the answer. The class didn't participate when my teammates asked them questions either.
There wasn't even one clap. It's common sense and still nobody wanted to do it. 

Professor asked us a couple of things and even when he asked the class something regarding the topic, they were still quiet.
My only excuse is that lots of people in my class rarely participate and the majority of those who do participate were missing today. But still. So many little stuff I could have easily done normal but nope, it's like everything that's wrong with me and all my issues are shown while I'm presenting. Then I spend the rest of the day shaking, being angry, sad and just outnof my head, I just can't calm down and keep switching tasks. I can't live like this, i should have myself figured out by now. ",4.343649612078004,5.8888751892430315,4.723459844831204,84.72711260222272,71.01195219123507,7.674648773327742,26.357936674355212,8.20500826718156,1.6028438247011954,2043,66,398,30,38,645,234,502,0.11599999999999999,0.7829999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.8006,1,1,1,0,0,0,66.0,2,0,4,1,34,22,0,3,26,1,50,4,3,0,3,76,81,38,0,17,17,0,3,4,0,4,1,4,1,1,27,24,0,1,12,3,2,7,12,10,1,4,30,9,62,12,50,40,16,74,0,3,2,0,34,27,0,8,41,295,89,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462537312532695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555405051880791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059293634761479024,0.0,0.4041600283889148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601614026886728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732684034155636,0.0,0.0,0.08043518772579837,0.0,0.0,0.07346302771392217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258582385834853,0.07972548254189188,0.0,0.04646834573607908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474708562258074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381773844372728,0.14890040939203128,0.0,0.23795225709371326,0.0,0.0,0.1376998186633134,0.3237837987940244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918236035694465,0.0,0.0,0.0612884052837332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03764481707732417,0.0,0.08189897492042078,0.12086959185617635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909100831806786,0.0,0.07394735869091043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520480873150845,0.0,0.06404418453478658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367926693885363,0.0,0.14080619331023825,0.07221622387462973,0.0636242854733771,0.12752960878610214,0.06050653123537191,0.0,0.0,0.06125704417034095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305062388907492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053426526250033184,0.05557186086768222,0.1391788367858615,0.0,0.0,0.14119365267315429,0.06913697759912374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765021048429333,0.054799696654163566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605316311000667,0.0,0.04995260852591475,0.06291406492996267,0.0,0.0,0.0681135527301098,0.0,0.0,0.07330399623835945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243335561236261,0.24214818361889276,0.0,0.14414537412406644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559451663268649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554700646659796,0.0,0.0,0.050999617637766184,0.0,0.230167077471321,0.0,0.0,0.07532563698815957,0.08248366219630633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582724709316405,0.12595532514918675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047868936754398544,0.0,0.0,0.057202183206830376,0.042014793619223466,0.0,0.136595995377137,0.0688499093316567,0.0,0.04891938525928974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667111402537493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274965121374786,0.05719246718853236,0.0,0.0,0.06478446965296791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828576107795568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342835470252104,0.10236903553005937,0.07877885046662382,0.0,0.046399891002610924
socialanxiety,lovethelocust,2018/12/18,"Does anyone else have issues opening gifts? Hi,

The holidays are approaching and as they do, so does my illogical dread of opening gifts. I am born on Christmas Eve so the day is only made worse by having more attention put on me. I truly hate opening gifts, I appreciate and am thankful for them, but cannot stand everyone staring at me. I would rather open them in private but I know it’s not socially acceptable. I just can’t deal with all the attention being put on me. This is a silly thing to post about but does anyone else feel this way and have tips with how they cope? ",3.7846491228070143,5.434339745614038,4.772807017543864,83.40464912280704,72.59649122807018,8.224561403508767,26.701754385964907,8.841846274778883,2.0092701754385964,457,16,90,9,9,149,80,114,0.078,0.838,0.083,-0.2739,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,6,5,1,1,4,0,13,0,0,2,1,24,18,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,2,14,3,13,15,2,18,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,0,3,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480394592462269,0.3634686597220543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143875944888703,0.1828584723714569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465647420767137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963361703558782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948258829688134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968251780745946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511403820752935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512596109298693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747673563750148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782975486961518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348962477509207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698693780027043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35660737123344755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080419375148646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632964926033002,0.0,0.0,0.11783532293520252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078634909312934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807529992438596,0.12599703668100964,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mrunetonfi,2018/12/18,"Feel like you're gonna get fired more often than you should? Does anyone else almost constantly feel like they're gonna get fired or that they should be looking for a new job? 

I know all about imposter syndrome and I have probably the worst case I've ever had for the past 1.5 years due to my job. I constantly feel out-gunned by my co-workers and like I have to have simple things explained to me over and over. I work in a technical job and I did not go to school for this at all so I'm missing a lot of 101-level knowledge. Despite this, I've been given a raise and generally receive positive comments from my immediate circle of colleagues, while others that I interact with less still seem to be put-off by me. 

Is it just my confidence that needs work? (it's pretty low)  Do others feel like this way too often? It gets to be so draining. ",2.641754385964912,4.5386779707602365,3.6922573099415215,88.89557894736843,76.30994152046783,6.665263157894738,24.265497076023394,7.554174236665415,1.079208654970761,667,22,138,9,15,215,107,171,0.08,0.7979999999999999,0.122,0.7416,3,0,0,1,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,2,9,7,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,0,3,28,31,9,0,3,3,0,6,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,7,15,4,21,20,6,17,0,2,1,0,6,5,0,6,13,89,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420133627660077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916462258731873,0.145312494121656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065164894383016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241086152970879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847334525568662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828531983661318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286836072230874,0.30395110319803625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228704071497166,0.0,0.08060020912155473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222067261177784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794117702007297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771465366310828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909401980988317,0.0,0.0,0.12057124219430775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515856132693054,0.0,0.1369717186464821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538430367373436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442830617110507,0.15290715106890712,0.0,0.0,0.14256939394919527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435305419816518,0.0,0.12910861858671646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325852732046775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421964845298646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257100153091104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097423870085142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132814962975294
socialanxiety,offmychesttwin,2018/12/18,Waiting to see who drives who to the office Christmas lunch. And I dread this.  I feel like I should just drive myself but that isn't team friendly.,1.1974137931034503,3.8403493448275854,1.0719827586206918,100.29004310344831,90.0344827586207,2.9000000000000004,17.594827586206893,3.1291,-1.02728275862069,117,3,24,0,4,34,25,29,0.18600000000000005,0.754,0.06,-0.5707,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,16,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33809349455020504,0.4776892941131409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166033880879717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266724451472373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328337266259272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anon84844,2018/12/18,Anyone here worked in a call centre? What were your experiences? I have an interview for one soon and I’m nervous as fuck.,0.6062499999999993,3.032380458333337,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,98.58333333333334,5.7333333333333325,18.5,7.1686216300943375,0.7732000000000001,97,3,19,2,4,32,23,24,0.239,0.7609999999999999,0.0,-0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33593641066962404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905852811214741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699647362039033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441611430147291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255601205985981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497676994375625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bawan15,2018/12/18,"I have been a lazy piece of fucking shit. A gargabe i am. I dont know why im so fucking lazy. 
I feel like my brain is so lazy also.
I feel like everyone else is smarter than me and i have a very slow fucking brain...

I dont want to study. I dont listen to the teacher. I dont know the reason.. i cant force my self to study it wouldnt work with my slow brain..
I feel like im an inferior cheap useless meaningless worthless person.. 

I cant even get a fucking text back from girls im that worthless piece of shit.
I meet a person we have things to talk about but soon i run out of things to fucking say. 
I feel like no one values me.
Its true maybe because i dont want to value my self..

How do i fix this? Anyone had this experience before?",-1.1651825883727724,0.8405618711656473,1.408921998247152,98.78611451942741,92.86503067484665,4.086356996786445,17.57785568215016,5.622346879071545,-0.6177616710487874,567,16,139,4,21,193,84,163,0.182,0.6990000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.5977,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,1,8,16,7,0,8,0,17,10,5,2,1,17,32,6,0,3,1,0,4,4,0,1,0,2,0,5,7,4,0,0,7,0,1,1,9,11,0,1,2,6,24,5,14,29,2,6,0,4,0,5,10,1,7,0,8,83,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257946845266912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346039117970619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978761584400821,0.0,0.05532548493062852,0.0,0.07722872305207723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039492067118578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5318409085445706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581700649013229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059945074474524525,0.0,0.0,0.08672355103622728,0.0,0.08877914109017977,0.0,0.0,0.18356071826112624,0.2593513076899437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41952344234367933,0.047417523810066656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941039741671129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997568982495796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735990083784614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117902256644686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061500248110996115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849348746611766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331476225639587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217473116935118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893616326054091,0.0,0.1863244092290984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294817286020101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059171086696695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488519402972582,0.1070633245042555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189534932143336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607320410457862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,InTheBinIGo,2018/12/18,"Does anyone else hide when someone's at the door, even if it's a postman? I just hate answering the door. At my old place, my front door was well covered by a big bush so a lot of the time, the postman/delivery person would just leave my package on my door step. 

If they didn't, then I'd go pick it up at the post office which was better for some reason even though it still included social interaction.

I recently moved in with my partner and he purchases on Amazon a lot and they never leave packages on his door step - they always need a signature. Because sometimes I'm at home during the morning and he's at work, he asks me to answer the door to get his packages when they come. I always say yes although I really hate it and sometimes don't answer and tell him ""Oh I was in the bath when they came, I must have missed it.. sorry.."" ",5.16122807017544,4.9911819941520505,5.915257309941517,83.11007894736842,68.23976608187135,8.711345029239766,28.795906432748538,8.238735603445708,1.8056404678362576,655,20,136,8,10,215,102,171,0.083,0.86,0.057,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,2,11,5,2,0,13,1,8,0,0,2,2,24,18,14,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,2,6,8,0,0,4,1,1,7,3,3,1,0,5,1,20,2,17,11,3,30,0,1,0,0,18,13,0,5,9,88,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24762193744777494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104042275753866,0.15246004259810253,0.0,0.0,0.1391050469130208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070522970885132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159879601547875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018405221338426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817538301369022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302131994179683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243007449125452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655794276159366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774025649860962,0.0,0.08456472645635274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938123330364896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925545667555365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31510893644395604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25300366402988844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814759232301895,0.0,0.11033104094983444,0.11476136832023474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613735159444822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992374315378485,0.15546112591817368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250633122652165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532312590043572,0.15298802995231303,0.14691902104674406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832929396098865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516797354817143,0.12607515907157665,0.0,0.29432794434179066,0.16656598510843948,0.0,0.0,0.11882942347284026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005507855637544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619223189071404,0.0,0.08676468864188057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378631320224513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832593990672387,0.0,0.0,0.10570107251783964,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chrisdavis123455,2018/12/18,Something is wrong I feel so toxic. I'm such a needy emotional guy I can't stand it. I feel like I'm always seen as the quiet shy guy. I dated a few times but it's never worked out. The girls seen so uninterested. When I sit behind someone people will glace over their shoulder at me like I creep them out. ,-0.42811965811965536,1.8127147692307688,1.9312820512820537,94.07982905982908,93.6153846153846,4.11965811965812,14.914529914529915,5.82211442006289,-0.7406752136752135,240,5,53,2,9,81,48,65,0.09,0.8029999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.2617,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,9,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,9,2,6,6,1,10,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,6,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324053034187082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141821115903732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28245142079509444,0.19953655127313746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.553114506140975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729100019779981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541831794152247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936358930118497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23665541025638195,0.21502371595769065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286581066024358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033383890912217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053777072049779,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lavagex,2018/12/18,"the new kid in high school so i just moved to cleveland, oh in july with my mom and her boyfriend. i’m in 10th grade, currently don’t go to school because my anxiety will just go into overload. i was going to do online but where i’m at it’s either crazy expensive or i’m not eligible. anyways, i’m 16, an introvert, and know absolutely nobody here and i’ve been here for 6 months. i want to enroll in public school and get out and have a life but i don’t know how to engage conversation and i don’t even have many things to talk about. i’m not good at making friends, however at my old school i was popular, not like crazy popular to where i talked to everyone but everyone knew who i was. i had maybe a solid group of 5/6 friends. i just want to know how to control my anxiety and i want to know how to go to public school and make friends, i don’t kiss ass and i hang with people i like to hang with, i don’t pressure myself to hang with anyone i don’t like just because i need someone to kick it with. any help or advice is greatly appreciated!",0.8146004700352522,2.8787015450450504,3.05723070896984,90.33534077555815,83.09909909909909,6.383392087739915,21.81433607520564,7.586124646067393,0.8410056404230319,821,27,183,14,23,280,110,222,0.127,0.6970000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.9277,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,15,13,0,1,4,0,16,3,1,6,0,44,37,18,0,4,13,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,16,0,1,5,0,1,8,9,1,0,0,6,0,23,12,33,30,1,24,0,0,0,2,14,12,1,2,7,112,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256613349035582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833579354793334,0.0,0.17624601700867598,0.0,0.0,0.08054624440915474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044224904502214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291997397704053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608447615895063,0.0,0.0,0.2201453917298752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669955347902586,0.0,0.06018405167511647,0.0,0.2618693632446272,0.09661916735151564,0.0,0.12700166744631644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772120344912335,0.12170866654248814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532301915743413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136484930585113,0.1688337440374577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378562856969674,0.11678852135232877,0.1157277429290953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491368859749395,0.09194666184928298,0.1224328719424029,0.0,0.08541480783528142,0.0,0.11125497419734427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208766070503532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986093720831043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5829118194068026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760340691245344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517696633039327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652970015346361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383301794554906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fritochipteeth,2018/12/18,Does anybody else literally hate every single sound that comes out of their mouth? There is never a conversation where I speak comfortably. NEVER. Never. I feel like I speak in such a disinterested or strange tone. I feel like I sound so weird when I speak. Every sentence I speak my mind screams “DON’T STUTTER DON’T STUTTER”. I literally don’t enjoy any conversation anymore. Not a single one. Not even with my family or closest of friends. Help.,3.2247386363636363,6.3697800875000015,4.0613636363636365,78.89818181818184,85.625,6.40909090909091,26.022727272727273,7.686295010490155,2.0543750000000003,357,15,59,7,11,114,53,80,0.174,0.633,0.193,0.1491,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,10,1,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,3,13,8,4,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,0,9,11,5,5,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,6,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495097221376324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803822507416634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938660703318347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239759967068207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836616031657952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521291448399615,0.0,0.3704765797375701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726081283930453,0.0,0.22233175216757675,0.3141305569725968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986031719141778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706243254346747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736494391164767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482122041738005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199203896584607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086998529741079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489802181075272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,James_Sint,2018/12/18,"Going to a party where I don’t know anyone else My SO’s friend who I’ve never spoken to before has invited me to her party with my SO. It doesn’t really seem like a party, I’m pretty sure it’s all girls who’re in the year below and who I know none of. 
I’m incredibly awkward and my SO tells me they always dance and sing and that’s something I’ve never done, I’m incredibly awkward and shy and so don’t know how to make it a good experience as I feel I’ll just be clinging to the one person I know the whole time and become annoying to them.
Any advice on what to do at parties? I don’t know how to get over my social anxiety.
Thanks",0.6952045826513924,2.3218262127659592,3.6201418439716337,88.42615384615387,81.19858156028369,6.3242771412984204,18.64757228587016,7.321109707123232,0.29032089470812883,500,11,113,7,13,179,82,141,0.073,0.73,0.19699999999999998,0.9561,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,8,8,1,2,6,0,8,0,0,3,4,23,22,14,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,7,2,0,2,7,3,0,1,1,1,14,5,16,20,3,12,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,5,72,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473627640048578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878868380267127,0.0,0.0,0.1216005600353663,0.0,0.13679324228166387,0.0,0.0,0.1250318403030604,0.18321744272318471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974874893436676,0.15215868020908885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829901716595624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149377267796637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491571017261442,0.0,0.0,0.0904144064702819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381522847005704,0.0,0.09342363251115192,0.0,0.10162487601267024,0.14998181965062946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913611600561138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736014065422151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936062502528455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758268208342821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116989916809172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613465380178634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191948156115575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455368280262683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627867656801571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227971588035397,0.0,0.13766078145843574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853133759411665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562924849042287,0.16462913640653967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042686601731053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964093631429594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151512134241868
socialanxiety,Cassiussss,2018/12/18,How do you get around fear of speaking up? I have to tell my boss about an issue that has arisen at work. It was someone else's fault but my job to solve and I need guidance on how to go about it. I sit across from her 10 hours a day and I just cannot seem to get the words out. The problem is not that big to begin with but I know will get bigger the longer I leave it. It's been nearly a day since I was alerted to it and I know the anxiety will just keep building if I don't say anything. It wasn't even my fault so it's not like it will reflect poorly on me when I tell her. Why can't I just say something? How do you cope with things like this? ,-0.7838010204081627,1.018303965986398,1.0774787414965985,103.70152423469385,87.57142857142857,3.947108843537415,15.990221088435373,4.557286568694721,-1.2612309523809526,501,10,132,1,16,163,86,147,0.149,0.835,0.016,-0.9506,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,12,6,0,1,7,0,15,0,0,4,0,27,25,11,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,12,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,4,3,19,2,20,18,0,17,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,2,7,90,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454129608413786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642209794944836,0.1692141537860338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451755962513533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587899404268751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554801680191915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138962008048952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979315379051684,0.0,0.10802853905394416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871934478292576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839724795066874,0.18862802920881772,0.16895448806085375,0.0,0.0,0.2089292714594613,0.0,0.0,0.20127043197173067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572988694708967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094412251499835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818837423706822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023232330914732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730444076660088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723860685628308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105669368570266,0.14633516604856667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33228180878094066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628268689975827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715203256103371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383826746700204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RedSoxCeltics,2018/12/18,"Does anyone else have a really hard time saying Hi to people? Even if i Know the person, I have a difficult time saying Hi to them because I always feel that I will say the wrong thing or that they will think I am weird. ",7.681304347826089,4.898322347826088,8.001739130434782,78.6595652173913,64.65217391304347,10.93913043478261,27.347826086956523,8.841846274778883,1.7455999999999987,172,2,37,2,2,57,33,46,0.204,0.7959999999999999,0.0,-0.7902,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413210589596373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715386695601196,0.25136698211242153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495493472596713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468772021256785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493961952612816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203647867412707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404493893225055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976522382927213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348255603776467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007917649082585,0.2142104820697639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716305777428102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5852827471039448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629846685274869,0.157195935410008,0.0,0.0,0.2861048385684349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682270737734598,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Aquaman6996,2018/12/18,"Presentations I’m a college student. I usually try to avoid classes that require presentations, but that’s almost impossible to avoid. I have to give a presentation (5-10 minutes) in a couple of days. Every time I think about it, I damn near have a full blown anxiety attack. I’m pretty upset that it has come to this point. I keep trying to tell myself that’s it’s alright, because deep down, I know that presenting is a very normal thing lol. But my mind likes to tell me otherwise, no matter how hard I try to convince myself that everything will be ok. I would love to skip the presentation, but sadly, it is a pass/fail situation. 

So, I need advice. I figured that r/social anxiety would be the best place to ask. How are you able to give presentations? 

The problem is not that I’m uneducated on the subject, it’s that I cannot stand being the center of attention. It almost brings me to tears, knowing that I will be speaking in front of a lecture hall full of students. Like I said, I know I’m being irrational, but I simply can’t help it. 

",4.173478260869565,5.4041637391304365,5.9243671497584565,77.16713043478264,71.02898550724638,8.611787439613527,28.775845410628023,9.029198982220553,2.3902343961352663,822,31,157,16,15,283,118,207,0.16399999999999998,0.66,0.17600000000000002,0.7747,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,2,4,14,2,3,12,3,18,1,0,2,0,27,35,7,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,19,1,0,4,6,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,1,3,21,7,21,25,3,25,0,1,0,1,10,12,1,2,11,103,40,6,0.1442787541735349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098752875882842,0.0,0.0,0.2889486625638688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207457040688759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488115895208536,0.1641379116296248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795098939720639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141165121336245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428337140653165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964169726725355,0.0,0.09304786055840124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215610730828456,0.0,0.12966844110339928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768106556515698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292454245040714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670700765690858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282415859177552,0.0,0.0,0.2378754902351463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097462297563426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021720866026784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568041246576274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698086807022013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136254581000218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074058994387626,0.0,0.1363900577086337,0.0,0.0,0.14678336214290133,0.0,0.13805528247270654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372421347212908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217536473388378,0.0,0.14707402042797013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522119809823581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958523933152184,0.0924479999536438,0.0,0.0,0.08413010181759442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29386741013301965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890266417329313,0.11904508228666212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498297481038566,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whilefalling,2018/12/18,"Feeling like an asshole is the worst part about social anxiety A cashier asks you how you’re doing. You say “pretty good” and don’t even reciprocate the question back, because you hate conversation.

You avoid your roommates at all costs, and never hang out with them. Because you hate conversation.

Your coworkers think you’re rude, because you always keep to yourself and never open up. All because you hate conversation.

This condition truly sucks ass. It totally controls every aspect of your social life, and it turns you into someone you’re not. 





",5.736145833333333,8.680947822916668,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,70.77083333333334,7.6,31.5,8.515128840125781,2.9749250000000007,445,20,66,8,9,138,67,96,0.23800000000000002,0.652,0.11,-0.9442,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,11,1,1,4,9,5,1,4,0,3,2,1,2,5,21,12,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,3,3,0,1,1,4,7,0,0,0,2,12,2,8,12,5,9,0,0,0,1,20,5,2,1,4,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390573465666188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278464518522159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623477400365132,0.0,0.0,0.12850507414077855,0.0,0.4074995517128192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743945072032847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038127820474396,0.0,0.14080592818368642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450096562335077,0.11939066344414152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017244686101096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949896262226634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854406167171022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804189922466428,0.08164646023197462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577867135916745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809748289673928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002126605420706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721280723331427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290064530560328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407158793992118,0.14160035471134594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708383952259774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177872566358935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itspinkynukka,2018/12/18,"The parallels of an Anime and my life. (If you watch Hunter x Hunter Spoiler Alert) I’ll try to make it short. 

This is one of my favorite anime/manga of all time but this particular aspect of the story hit me hard. Basically, one of the main characters (Killua) has the issue of never being able to fight unless he believes he has a high probability of success and he was taught to run away if he isn’t confident of victory. 

It’s a great parallel for anyone who is afraid of failure and confrontation, which I feel is my greatest weakness and biggest hindrance in my life. The only thing that was depressing was the way it was resolved in the show. Essentially, he was able to get over his training but he had another reason he couldn’t overcome his issue, his brother’s control over him via needle. Once the needle was removed, he was cured. 

It sucks that the conclusion of this issue isn’t something you can just apply to your own life but the situation is sort of food for thought and interesting so I thought I’d share. 

References for anyone interested: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVxJLW6yAzc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rSJSa7ZqejE

TL;DR – Character in anime has problems with uncertainty which leads to doubt and hesitation. He solves it in a relatively simple way.
",7.756828908554567,9.267142853982305,7.3072389380531,69.50870501474928,62.93805309734513,10.09746312684366,33.650737463126845,10.203070172399654,3.650828082595869,1039,42,164,23,15,326,132,226,0.147,0.7120000000000001,0.142,0.3194,0,0,1,0,2,0,39.0,0,3,0,5,2,14,3,2,14,0,20,5,0,4,2,30,28,13,0,4,7,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,14,7,1,1,7,1,0,3,4,8,0,2,11,3,14,6,29,14,4,17,0,1,1,0,20,10,1,4,2,111,28,3,0.2933215136206353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378659110257328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509722238844014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779260880018554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652364502653274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644925095800472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631869493661446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415608530597761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734276928861215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662419223388267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616940021413298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313792309936292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495514180440206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592271793473478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31077248942696906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978971940103276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311381700098135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618891951368627,0.19876224884978114,0.11154211434105747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581251012171599,0.14033453729962475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079168431556034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485283549962576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129066157888751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743489002394498,0.0,0.0,0.2328645174837704,0.08551906671066023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995730268092891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328249645194255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jeugar,2018/12/18,"Will I ever fit in? Much like that earlier post that made the front page where people don't notice your missing, I feel like I've been floating through my life.


I have ""friends"", who invite me out to hangout once or twice a month. I feel if I wasn't there they wouldn't care but I get invited because  I've known them since high school and they feel sorry for me. They are good people but I feel hanging out with them is almost an errand. I don't hang out with anyone else other than my family.

I work a corporate job and am relatively doing well.  But I feel like no one, whether it's my managers or coworkers when we go to lunch, would care if I was gone. I am nice to everyone in general, but people don't include like they do others and only invite me because I'm there. Few times I do get ibvited I feel like I am gettibg laughed at in a way.  Socially I am just off. I feel exhausted being around people for too long

Girls: Never had a girlfriend. From giving a box of chocalates to a girl in first grade who never said thank you to getting rejected by the only girl I asked out in middle school twice then in high school asking a girl out who said yes but later said no she still missed her ex to meeting girls in college who either play me or ghost me, I have had a terrible history with girls. I can get a girls number (in a casual setting, not picking up girls intentionally,) but I've never been on a date. I've been called handsome and have had late night conversations with girls like any other guy, but feel that I eventually come off as repulsive through my personality. I don't use offensive language to people or have messed up views, but I feel my mindset puts people off. I'm also addicted to pornography which doesn't help me wanting to get out there.


I try to stay busy but am honestly an uninteresting person. I've travelled a bit and try going to the gym on a frequent basis, but don't do anything ""interesting"" like go to concerts, restaurants, or clubs. I've tried clubbing but while I can respect it that is not my environment. I waste my weekends watching movies or looking at porn.

I admire a classmate of mine from college. He is like me socially mainly due to religion, but seems to be living a good life. Only hangs out with his family, but keeps busy doing stuff like swing dancing and going to the range. I feel while I can definitely find similar outlets to use my time and energy,I would feel like I am missing out on other stuff like going out and having fun.

Ultimately, I want to find a nice girl and raise a family later in the future. I don't expect her to make me happy or fill a void, but I want to share the happiness in my life with her. But I am getting no social/dating experience, and feel like I am falling behind. When I say fit, I don't mean look or act like everyone else, but enjoy life like others. I dont blame anyone for not hanging or going out with me, but I feel lost trying to self improve.

Before any one says it, I have not considered taking my life and plan to live a long life hopefully. But I do feel like my life so far has had some bright spots but is ultimately unfufilling.

Any advice is appreciated.",4.993264984227128,5.4252808422713,6.132509463722402,79.3261143533123,68.65299684542586,9.052933753943217,28.783753943217665,9.052201404669685,2.217091608832808,2490,82,494,43,40,835,282,634,0.067,0.7,0.233,0.9988,1,1,0,0,0,0,64.0,1,2,6,4,14,48,1,0,27,1,54,11,0,6,4,109,111,50,1,10,37,1,14,15,2,4,9,7,0,14,19,31,1,1,19,10,0,19,21,9,1,5,15,26,76,39,72,90,7,86,0,5,5,1,51,38,0,15,40,326,95,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058596665124251775,0.0,0.0525249816592838,0.0,0.0,0.053823991863859916,0.0,0.0,0.042984758844739714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965783380282383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516807905065888,0.05507438419163545,0.04423259968888681,0.04784990115993877,0.10050010043455844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655323792915954,0.0,0.04573825225029805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868231199807025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054885912960317126,0.0,0.1096057177089969,0.0,0.0,0.046301838617575315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299592346136812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980434301289106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048620973946764914,0.0,0.10272301539057677,0.0,0.05257891868818392,0.15201534350554408,0.0,0.3804946056526324,0.2303989059465923,0.0,0.0,0.09825511716599854,0.045720683297473134,0.0,0.0,0.04152798931948306,0.0,0.16849648001924394,0.05156298127639389,0.18328803355492546,0.09016779444606984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053222068949674566,0.0,0.11443815371076994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03602824908146543,0.11358203892590447,0.0,0.05338699980851853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533397020975495,0.047776473618527535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060633615315114374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657620866498413,0.39390130201973456,0.0,0.09492646423705756,0.09513611632358113,0.09027482243122896,0.0,0.05867570739403341,0.0,0.0,0.05086061838478967,0.03587929632839705,0.0,0.0,0.05855073771361731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429036387545436,0.0,0.03951326486979557,0.0,0.12436855417693005,0.0,0.0,0.05044179383829573,0.0,0.0,0.06119601720058966,0.0,0.05724319867485191,0.07284631288438731,0.12264046831975245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22358559179892792,0.0938668260106595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051478723880453575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403473131328237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338889912981812,0.08549011118816996,0.0,0.16319703808221442,0.0,0.048933009549358863,0.056074150758611496,0.0,0.0,0.044463489774698745,0.0,0.0,0.1643775224704589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016998881013429,0.0,0.057291552236099635,0.04292572145519785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123064366874431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04041415997653523,0.0,0.0,0.049486818355442455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268543173803405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597395446611133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284743571257376,0.0,0.0,0.09511142647591872,0.04266514469127551,0.0,0.0,0.04832872067539761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039131462451901335,0.0,0.0,0.07636652040903825,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rowan404,2018/12/18,"When did your social anxiety start? Interested to see how others situations compare to mine. For me, life was good until around grade 7. I don't really know what caused it, no terrible childhood experiences but it just started slowly getting worse and worse until present day where I have one friend left and can't talk to any other people except for my family.",6.008181818181818,7.971621636363636,6.5428484848484825,71.66427272727277,67.48484848484848,9.522424242424243,28.35151515151515,9.888512548439397,3.020827878787878,292,10,47,7,5,95,57,66,0.17600000000000002,0.716,0.107,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,9,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,6,3,9,8,0,11,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,8,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281226289033012,0.0,0.1719045117480266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004184165656694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23084172376982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144921026716784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198120261845209,0.2118390253531968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361238502868132,0.0,0.11740305050660645,0.0,0.0,0.18847825410143085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349615946300645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441508800920129,0.0,0.15872114366914253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227106257309966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578741184101325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395663544969928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790668358673149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525863595826795,0.0,0.2290661807361916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181054471878909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061546311392676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580026418005833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RosyBlink,2018/12/18,Do you guys randomly cringe so hard? I randomly think of something cringy I did some point in time and just aaaaah. It may been something from years ago or recently. And I just have to make a vocal sound or something cause it’s so cringe. Like I just scream most of the time. ,0.5905909090909098,3.0942764909090954,1.036704545454544,99.87505681818182,93.1818181818182,4.931818181818182,17.784090909090907,6.6274283507984215,-0.10895454545454576,217,6,48,3,8,65,40,55,0.086,0.862,0.052000000000000005,-0.1994,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,15,7,6,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,1,5,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,7,6,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395251156513324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775803973451063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26755066628687063,0.0,0.0,0.2420553422220165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201109725904442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803674646253188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554360606653733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668000597573342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240632400694558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313984113855652,0.0,0.0,0.3151235823592257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400656547709822
socialanxiety,youmakeme_sick,2018/12/18,I say stupid things around cute boys I actually like shut down. I space off a lot. I get quiet. I don't know what to say or I say the wrong thing. ,-2.8372727272727265,-1.4026288181818138,-0.21469696969696986,106.39795454545455,109.9090909090909,3.412121212121213,8.530303030303031,5.46131890053228,-2.0478242424242423,111,1,31,1,6,37,26,33,0.19699999999999998,0.636,0.16699999999999998,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,6,2,4,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2824860257653733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576942892363273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123883785481734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908799265541482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414229546876237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610145273687986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6906068635042789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846289038520461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31649567502580395,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vodkarummy,2018/12/18,"Am I the only one that gets this? I realized recently that one of my biggest issues is the day after a conversation. 

I never knew what it was before, I just figured it was me being weird with no explanation, but now I have it and — frankly, it makes no difference. At least I know it, though. 

When I talk to someone, and that’s saying I actually have that once in a blue moon good day, and I actually have a conversation that makes me feel great and clicked in, I can never upkeep it. I just let it slip away. Which I soon found out to be because for some reason, I have this intense urge to not ruin my image. You see, when I have had a talk with someone, a talk that actually works out compared to all my failure, I don’t want to ruin it. So if it goes well, I say my good byes, and the next day if I happen to see them at the other end of the hall — I’m gonna take the long way. I hate that I do it, but in those moments I’d rather die that ruin it. I guess my mind just thinks that if I don’t talk to them,
The previous rep will hold up and I won’t ruin it with whatever dumb weird shit I’ll say this time around. It’s kinda like, I know it’s rare for me to not be an awkward piece of shit, so my mind just avoids that person so they’ll keep thinking of me as whatever I managed to positively put out during that interaction. Obviously, they just causes it to dissipate, but what can I do? It’s who I am unfortunately. 

I’ve though about just going up and saying “hey, what’s up?” But let’s real here, my mind stalls seconds after I say that. If I get a “nun much” I’m pretty much fucked. I’ll walk away and they’ll think I’m weird as shit. Which once again is the norm and the reason I have zero friends, aha. Anyhow, that’s it, the entire making a good impressions and then completely avoiding and feeling that anxious feeling in your stomach when you see them again because you’re afraid you’ll mess up, just wondering if anyone else gets it. Even worse if you end up running into them and they’re excited to see you and because of your anxiety you seem uninterested, ultimately fucking everything up.  

But yeah, this wasn’t supposed to be so long, but I guess I had to rant. 

TL;DR
Anyone get that very intense feeling to avoid a person you previously made a good impression on, just so you don’t ruin that image with your weird social anxiety shit? If you don’t talk to them, all they can remember is the last thing you said, amiright? *sigh*

",2.8117847169332317,4.094665772277232,4.461188118811883,86.14116019294241,74.44554455445544,7.476516882457478,24.43386646356943,8.055295364500962,1.2230355420157395,1905,58,412,29,39,642,214,505,0.155,0.696,0.149,-0.7245,0,3,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,13,9,1,28,35,8,5,21,1,36,7,5,7,5,89,76,39,1,9,24,0,4,1,1,6,0,6,0,2,47,22,0,5,18,0,0,4,12,23,2,4,9,16,64,11,51,55,7,51,1,5,6,2,43,22,7,14,26,286,111,2,0.0,0.0,0.20730068385266326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833872801534368,0.07999500861200569,0.0,0.0990238283259615,0.07255308947931341,0.0,0.06303580532745395,0.0,0.0,0.13305642543099594,0.0,0.0,0.12949513594173434,0.0,0.060253992066374835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274125173267511,0.0,0.0,0.07424281144872734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699954298047315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348947549002757,0.07398125297018933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915256820279442,0.0,0.12543307151488495,0.0,0.0,0.04676925759047753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363935385348005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321441071019336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763937800670168,0.054707537255587316,0.13092518517800056,0.1479809578895814,0.0,0.04024288633812688,0.23756786951388614,0.0,0.07806814213727327,0.1560101309066716,0.0,0.06261694259479877,0.0,0.0,0.06991009619850247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739071172210251,0.0,0.06293907442323328,0.0,0.0,0.07783051587740399,0.05771950266690574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481579862399396,0.0,0.034594130381938155,0.0,0.0,0.12532903021342304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700202010075855,0.14179843325589206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144933780233414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410681785357093,0.0,0.10922588873276444,0.0,0.07530711017623518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082042138092278,0.095965213856022,0.05385410418042887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365691104222745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072039104069793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118348672446258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059714513442667,0.0,0.14560869900389478,0.06991621344562196,0.0,0.08021378992035094,0.0,0.06735641071037941,0.2815542914220082,0.0,0.0,0.22570522472421284,0.06446265487006447,0.0,0.0,0.2907412949943915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218175485896372,0.11999396223902947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053240216991008636,0.28457149458570963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047042937541185714,0.13611633483134886,0.13914069418841313,0.0,0.04128981017848329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058425566403751086,0.041765501553930016,0.05620558642404394,0.0,0.0,0.06366658560143118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679029377808294,0.05155043562267167,0.0,0.07216131667485433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ComixxSans,2018/12/18,"My kinda weird problem I'm going to be pretty brief since this is my first post so we'll see how it goes.

​

Currently in my last year of high school and I painfully noticed how I don't really have a whole lot of friends who are girls and my social circles are 99% comprised of guys who I think are great friends and I'm not too worried about them but my problem is I really can't take my friendships with girls past a ""fellow classmate"" level. I just don't know how to move past that stage and it always feels kind of awkward and I'm pretty bad at picking up any social ques from girls. I consider myself a decent talker who can whip out a few jokes here and there but for the life of me I *cannot* move past an acquaintance level. I just don't know whether to talk to them like I would to other dudes since I worry that I've conditioned my humor/personality to just guys and I might say something stupid that'll turn them away so I really try not to go any further just to play it safe. Hell, maybe I'm subconsciously sexist and I hope not, but small talk with girls just seems a little blander than small talk with guys. 

​

This problem has been pretty persistent throughout my high school career to the point where I basically ""ghost"" the girl who I'm talking to if there are *any* inconveniences like not having the same classes etc. I dunno if it's just cause I overthink things too much when talking with them or what but I just need a solution.

​

Apart of me says that it'll be a lot more easier and better in college since there will be more people from different backgrounds, more freedom, and the idea that maybe the stereotypical high school cliques will go away. But the other part says I need to make the most out of my time here and honestly I'm not too sure what to go on from there.

​

Any advice on how to deal with this? 

​

Thanks.",3.760480000000001,5.477054421333334,4.042866666666669,88.34110000000004,72.78666666666666,6.813333333333333,24.5,7.42949916751922,0.9977200000000002,1508,45,304,17,30,469,183,375,0.095,0.746,0.158,0.9787,2,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,4,3,25,23,2,1,16,0,26,2,0,7,1,68,49,27,1,9,21,0,1,2,3,7,2,3,0,8,22,18,0,1,6,2,0,7,10,9,0,1,1,5,35,14,41,38,12,40,1,0,1,0,32,22,1,11,11,199,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060061719059473676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051142809666511,0.3329800361269017,0.3734262541681561,0.167189980804662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549453644910287,0.0,0.05131970997439852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054359740872160035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314025889677717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336648426648854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642165945014586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854838999077051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03107794667605743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052281081281151366,0.0,0.0,0.09497356681782894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972518765450526,0.0,0.0,0.06776406218926306,0.0,0.182576491340152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481965428627904,0.0,0.06104742700772866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938515463996882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064005094782263,0.06755779981115663,0.05010120468059786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341370329418955,0.06005622110138281,0.061602879904095374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450865838281766,0.0,0.0,0.0410275672270872,0.0,0.12349730718591001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520338424370961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065259559402273,0.04518296891804363,0.09114926546111016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997694956854654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540182222429479,0.0,0.0,0.06655931139801123,0.17602247043576438,0.04261126349198766,0.05366782390737155,0.0,0.0,0.05810316274579285,0.0,0.058865335190488866,0.1875923594925741,0.0,0.1764376820463865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181258623930532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663545454963928,0.0,0.1866139566923523,0.04897869497700896,0.055954339810200884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253048436503636,0.0,0.0,0.12530921810825615,0.0,0.047317840071823714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057928908981071815,0.0,0.04621313222498289,0.2470113919515274,0.0,0.05658761388042183,0.0,0.0,0.04083382104189355,0.03938352455502767,0.0,0.0,0.03584003907506507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041729889122171314,0.0668549702520037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862214347636278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483895535408301,0.0,0.043662123712008165,0.0,0.3734262541681561,0.039580675361248416
socialanxiety,paperbadger,2018/12/18,"Therapy homework is freaking me out My therapist gave me very daunting task as homework during the next two weeks (we usually meet every week but next week he’s going out of town). 

He wants me to download the meetup app (or something similar) and start looking for hobby groups I could attend. 

In reality those two things won’t be too challenging because all they require is for me to do research. But his (and my) ultimate goal is to actually go to one of these groups and beyond that, start developing a community. A support system. Something like that. 

I know I have people in my life who care about me but I also feel like a giant burden to them most of the time. I spent so much time relying on my friends (unfairly) in the past for mental health that I don’t feel like I can ever go to them with any of my problems or even tell them about my day.

I’m worried I won’t be able to actually go. It’s terrifying. I’ll try it, but this scares me so much. 

",3.3439062500000034,4.825233494791668,5.012416666666667,81.92425000000003,73.42708333333334,8.036666666666667,27.90416666666667,8.648137234880735,2.0804204166666667,749,29,150,14,15,254,117,192,0.10099999999999999,0.784,0.115,0.4357,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,4,3,9,11,0,1,7,0,12,2,0,0,2,23,28,13,0,3,6,0,2,3,1,2,2,0,2,0,10,7,0,1,3,0,1,5,3,4,0,3,2,3,26,7,25,21,4,28,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,3,16,102,36,6,0.1294788783875852,0.0,0.2527054155070617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035442122671216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805007732348713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789291224855721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201234583103202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103378348600263,0.0,0.0,0.08350316503963924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551957803061477,0.11712105830725407,0.1090915394197744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093682263552306,0.18499947318238813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003506025600342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943433217183521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376299930206865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115820539661352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145476095050134,0.1897705192482112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872964775676276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048425565747926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036374729113065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275404512142092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773823893513842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360224026142205,0.08976435136276724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238938001124365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963094503893505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935833269685016,0.0,0.0,0.18329163309372504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693109680010374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317024672332815,0.0,0.1480703816323468,0.1503349573916663,0.08602001346846035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100035045871762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790765920837458,0.0,0.2529641003356031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260269190577132,0.1068336347948738,0.07636999715506095,0.0,0.3115804385909187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314920860569159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lovemusic4ever,2018/12/18,"I know this isnt the best community to put this under but im just emotional... sorry So today we found out that my cat of ten years had a tumor which was literally breaking his jaw. I had known he hadn't been feeling well and continuously stressed this to my parents but not until he was physically showing signs of illness did they take him to the vet. Deciding it was the best decision, we put him down. But since he had been at the vet for  afew days already we didn't take him home because we didn't want to get his hopes up. I know hes gone but in the back of my mind I keep just waiting for him to show up. I also cant sleep because he always laid beside me. I just wish I could go back and spend more time with him. When we went to visit him at the vet before he was put down, he just looked so happy that we were there and that made me feel even worse. Anyplace I look at in my house i can just feel his presence and I don't know how much more I can take of it.",1.2920476190476191,2.7466091571428564,3.0638095238095246,93.87619047619049,78.85714285714286,6.0,20.714285714285715,6.691623216298621,0.07571428571428518,753,19,181,7,18,251,115,210,0.126,0.8109999999999999,0.063,-0.8636,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,6,0,1,2,15,6,0,1,7,0,21,3,2,2,0,42,43,14,0,4,10,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,12,0,2,10,2,1,7,7,1,1,1,18,5,34,5,25,24,5,28,0,0,2,0,25,11,0,1,9,125,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429211119590898,0.10456524604667372,0.10879917539840503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010860475369354,0.0,0.15941486119301998,0.0,0.11126342752257924,0.0,0.27443997533870623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439774682334167,0.0,0.0,0.08432657709076419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708250699588218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636287362454946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834195618967385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336682120963595,0.0,0.0,0.06831443037306083,0.0,0.07431144914762103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391918207929891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115857809195505,0.12986986366109662,0.0,0.15087446448497116,0.0,0.0,0.14123853975840547,0.0,0.0,0.11622162955963886,0.0,0.0,0.2155796570166948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960362865910124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372415754851522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202593223191827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612044767172596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518867541262914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943366295421745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816242485338734,0.0,0.13085008014463004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637024502761045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978015527254715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949359281260588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624467101124191,0.0,0.1239410673222702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712307011908577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175650324524816,0.12121179751438615,0.0,0.0,0.150362544486577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325117809525416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420235159343713
socialanxiety,k464694164,2018/12/18,"""You're so quiet, you should talk more."" I've been told this my entire life, but I feel like I make a lot of effort to talk. I can make small talk, but it never goes anywhere. Also, I've asked two people out to lunch (we are all women), one changed the subject and the other said yes but ""forgot."" I also tried to friend old classmates who told me to talk more on Facebook, but they didn't respond. And they have like 1000+ friends, so it's not like they're picky about who they friend. I just feel like people want to point fingers at me for being quiet, but when I make the effort to socialize they're ""busy.""",3.1764285714285694,4.0652618809523835,3.7303174603174623,93.25357142857143,73.04761904761905,5.917460317460318,21.142857142857142,5.033348758259628,-0.1791999999999998,471,9,105,1,9,148,79,126,0.0,0.768,0.23199999999999998,0.9845,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,3,2,7,7,0,0,4,1,7,3,1,3,2,22,18,12,0,2,7,0,3,4,3,1,1,3,0,1,6,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,6,14,7,12,10,4,8,0,0,0,0,21,5,0,1,7,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392092210645844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982020248559104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821667637848494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512459975576084,0.2136941259601884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34665349688384683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056400046444882,0.2922735908101906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271521929623971,0.0,0.0,0.29950122174914456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535137014900608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569400722689105,0.0,0.10134702526447782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073748024994476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138435370811864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226763185733265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245953902215342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808488124807042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858256409642768,0.0,0.10154272375262133,0.0,0.14610026015379024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821549332490998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MikeOctober,2018/12/18,"Thoughts on Recent Improvement I've just gotten back from college for my winter break a few days ago. So far I've been grinding, preparing for next semester. Before I left for college, leaving the house and dealing with mundane social interaction was awful. I was always afraid I would encounter someone I know and that I'd be awkward or something. Today, I went to a local farm to get some coffee beans and then to the supermarket to pick up some ingredients to bake something. It is unbelievable how much progress I've made without being aware of it. I made great eye contact with the cashier and my heart rate stayed below 80 for the entire time. Even casual, small-talk questions and statements didn't faze me. Same thing at the super market.

​

I full-well understand that some people have anxiety that doesn't get better. I had it REALLY bad for a long, long time, and I still do, but marginally less so than I used to. I'd like to say to anyone and everyone who considers themselves 'fixable': you have to put yourself in uncomfortable situations and you have to fill up your schedule so you have no time to worry about stupid shit. Being on the grind (academic, work, etc.) is better than being down in that deep, dark pit. Whatever you do, get out of the damn bed. It can get better.",4.59098360655738,6.642887114754102,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,71.29508196721312,7.666885245901638,28.183606557377054,8.395991825355821,2.133569508196722,1032,39,183,17,20,328,158,244,0.152,0.79,0.057999999999999996,-0.9773,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,5,0,6,9,13,3,2,10,1,20,4,3,5,0,30,32,15,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,10,11,1,0,5,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,10,2,18,7,35,17,8,34,0,0,1,0,12,14,2,5,16,121,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107178406679516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426047697223756,0.13576359067951874,0.15225444056516987,0.0,0.0,0.09585492876447554,0.0,0.0,0.08761337874325408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634874139390892,0.10462110851745683,0.0,0.0,0.10662192962944236,0.0,0.0,0.33245567940295506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808087847791549,0.12917983811914005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974374663260958,0.08276013456734897,0.0,0.0,0.11973048356069214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618584219485344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814480454825828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848229872328747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458054091432587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886215752943252,0.0,0.0,0.1326756762768256,0.1361399126819169,0.0,0.0,0.06121574369896653,0.0,0.0,0.2217748995821153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371256883475529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211065878341268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325904436277292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686794263032928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596212221014802,0.1403658063337625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802710347499818,0.0,0.12371962975904248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964439140827537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861968490451434,0.0,0.1408435837924067,0.0,0.1277285989387081,0.10616713813513064,0.19292567644811426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355420354609487,0.10006554748185258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007122045518212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324442255300231,0.0,0.0,0.09947500472498158,0.219192077617712,0.0,0.11877070527556165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044276913334105,0.0,0.10821984083088464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615529049034913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078570110176065,0.0,0.09122062673080387,0.12724925668735276,0.0,0.08901024158662285,0.0,0.15225444056516987,0.0
socialanxiety,people_on_the_ground,2018/12/18,"I want to do ... something. I'm several months into my remote job, where I get to work at home and it's awesome. I'm really liking my career side of things.

The only problem is, my life is starting to feel boring. I want to go do something, but I don't know what I can do. I haven't done anything outside other than go grocery shopping since I got this job. It's a new kind of feeling to me, because in my last job I had a similar life except I talked to people face to face. Now I don't do that anymore.

Before now, I felt like I didn't need to do anything about it, since I didn't feel too bored. But the last two weekends I felt sad. I felt like I could be doing something awesome right now, and that I'm missing out on it.

I actually started putting more time into cooking good food like a hobby as a result of this few weeks ago, and it's helping somewhat, though not fully. FYI, I don't have anyone I can hang out with or talk to.

I'd appreciate any advice.",2.497186991869917,3.3738298731707346,4.418048780487805,87.72918699186992,74.65853658536584,6.442276422764228,26.349593495934965,6.42735559955562,0.9428959349593492,744,26,162,5,15,255,116,205,0.067,0.755,0.179,0.9661,3,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,6,0,21,6,2,1,0,27,41,8,0,5,5,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,12,8,2,0,7,3,1,4,7,5,0,1,8,6,24,6,24,31,3,27,0,2,0,0,3,10,0,2,17,104,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.11605144893882455,0.0,0.0,0.11620993469122567,0.10541784226135664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087154786186744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793941225153096,0.08315355171378717,0.0,0.1957265803313278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249420444386664,0.0,0.10119450095911596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495013883964963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169926208656925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039274650060325,0.0,0.34255346800002706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380186104302894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062132228386594185,0.0,0.13517307851254498,0.09974676023497077,0.09511338677150187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797114123705036,0.0,0.1192892143631758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540374371236009,0.0,0.0,0.12383974353426827,0.06535683316159656,0.1938758269012832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679973102177215,0.23239859402234914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492300425773123,0.0,0.0,0.08817971207167798,0.0,0.1148563327588672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090446110045877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244606090297091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379301063837767,0.0,0.11955021017821887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761849586780804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155937849988424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434885719762293,0.0,0.19674825500670826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27465762838214114,0.0,0.0,0.16834826872395053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191171203063646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900699065527596,0.0,0.11684099782127985,0.0,0.0693448117280842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617024635007304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402874379643212,0.0,0.09539265653624301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657717817791638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lumosnox13,2018/12/18,"Any tips on how to avoid family tomorrow? I've posted about this a few times in r/anxiety but I think it's more suited here. 

​

My great grandmas funeral is tomorrow. I'm not sad about it, I didn't know her. But my dad (and according to him my grandma will be too) is mad that I'm not going. 

​

This makes me feel really bad. I don't want my dad or grandma to be angry with me but the people that are going to be there give me major anxiety and funerals in general aren't a great place to be already. Mixing these two things is very overwhelming which is why I decided not to go, I also think it's stupid that my dad is/was trying to force me because I didn't even know her. 

​

For some reason, even though most of her family lives hours away, the funeral is near my house. About 15 minutes away. So all the family that I normally avoid since they live so far are going to be 15 minutes away from where I live. I'm really worried they're going to try and stop by and see me since I'm not going to the funeral. They're forcing my younger brother to go because they're making him carry the casket, but he won't be going to the reception after so I'm hoping if he's not too tired we can go to the mall or something to make sure we're not home if someone decides to stop by. I don't have a license so unfortunately I can't go anywhere myself. 

​

Any tips on avoiding them or just feeling better will be greatly appreciated. I know sometimes things like this are a good way to get out of your comfort zone, but I've been doing that slowly in other ways and this will be too much for me. ",4.84276785714286,4.749982979166667,6.133428571428571,81.01157142857146,68.91071428571429,9.22,29.3,8.982922981607832,2.185567142857144,1275,42,265,21,20,432,165,336,0.151,0.726,0.12300000000000001,-0.8092,0,3,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,1,2,1,19,17,2,4,11,0,30,1,0,5,2,52,60,22,5,5,17,4,2,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,17,8,0,5,10,1,0,10,13,8,0,1,3,3,34,9,38,45,7,33,0,2,1,0,16,13,0,8,8,174,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806052174217161,0.058412787244506964,0.0,0.3165700095946837,0.35502294443822724,0.09934404484706053,0.0,0.11175601487404364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205880059678855,0.0,0.06098819492289364,0.08905316749624484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460095885037474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648896461455847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065764740047307,0.0,0.07386588391197936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03816216609226087,0.07006989304905874,0.4151225223487213,0.061265345378682536,0.0,0.2415918466196067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326849414152108,0.0725485857138676,0.07193304372211451,0.08428228620679358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042824088932133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03568531974060967,0.0,0.19349600329435515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627112673703552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053695309598268764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156703157061681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063910230701929,0.0,0.07631481519854942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995539410861766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358695550769076,0.0751007891165418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820613946994122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084452434589513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188944283562747,0.05623238430361988,0.07224179854465759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221351200474719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884254790938303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097053589678972,0.09360653337716944,0.07176477781381549,0.0,0.042592198791548436,0.0839526527456379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918335910952512,0.0,0.07135279630734913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060268461589444634,0.04308289471722288,0.11595691526893685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591031483438127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417912676146672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35502294443822724,0.0
socialanxiety,eractnodiwonktnodi,2018/12/18,"How to deal with crushes? I have 2 people I'm crushing on this year. It's crazy cause I haven't had a crush in like three years. I don't talk to them but I can't stop thinking about how nice it would be to date either of them. I don't think it will ever happen, well it won't I just want it to I guess. I always read into signs too much, they probably mean nothing. I guess I get attached too fast, I fall easily. Smile at me I might catch some damn feelings. It just really sucks because I truly believe I'll be alone forever. Some days I'm like damn you look pretty human the other days I'm like damn you an alien man(talking about my looks btw). I know ""looks arent everything"" but I don't talk to anyone and have a hard time joking with girls, let alone people I never talk to, or the fact that I'm interested in them. I just don't understand.. what do I do? I'm not gonna be able to distract myself all day and night, I'm not gonna be able to forget. I don't want to talk to them that would be horrible. I'm not even sure if I should date anyone even if they were like "" I like you let's date. "" I made one of them laugh but idk.. I wasn't talking to her she was just in with my group of friends one period. Y mi hart like dis..",0.09958862921962464,1.863409616236165,2.1709389093890934,97.37508268416019,83.8339483394834,5.343228098947656,16.679103457701242,6.42735559955562,-0.5162539018723526,950,18,234,9,27,318,142,271,0.14400000000000002,0.654,0.20199999999999999,0.9673,1,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,7,0,14,18,4,1,5,0,29,0,0,4,5,48,55,10,0,7,14,0,2,6,1,8,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,1,6,2,0,2,14,5,1,3,5,5,39,13,25,35,5,23,0,0,3,0,22,6,4,8,21,141,50,1,0.20401874510705725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211301891096698,0.0,0.0,0.08487996976499172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426546502509555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218396669186638,0.0,0.0,0.11492963067372215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047917253873826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736281881657272,0.10516718388617033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475245699660007,0.09227331762146143,0.0,0.0,0.0916794464487984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157900380176237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881218818966672,0.0,0.053295686877632725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474964901212752,0.0,0.09020655125795897,0.0,0.09138036112522216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05606168337985582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862298956485087,0.0,0.2990197604233106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569865436839549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652373479359108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111181117830933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821582387182084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498862617568308,0.0,0.07867591679162136,0.0,0.0,0.09572888583707667,0.0,0.0978807441731025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824838173116594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144090950155075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378020491835717,0.10998335690431207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203697773847087,0.0,0.06534981615705945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528440313208792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961426264003648,0.0,0.0,0.4919476176730242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307269739487354,0.0,0.0,0.05948248547360616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619535438196802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033554180755865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171867675876888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492906294029229,0.0,0.0,0.1313813828316372
socialanxiety,everydayawkward,2018/12/18,"Does anyone else have this problem? I am a cashier at a home improvement store. I consider myself to have social anxiety and am on Zoloft. I have coworkers that I enjoying talking to and talk to them throughout my shift. I have noticed that when I talk to customers it is not the same. Like selective mutism but I can force myself to speak. My voice changes in weird pitches throughout a sentence. The entire experience is stressful. I can be laughing with a coworker one second and then a customer comes and the voice anxiety is back. I don’t understand it. 
Sometimes I think that it could be a form of public speaking anxiety. But I don’t feel anxious in the moment it’s my voice that lets me know that I am anxious.",2.15143222506394,4.925942463768121,3.309215686274513,85.79558823529412,84.5072463768116,6.435464620630863,28.407502131287302,7.724431198458867,2.191908269394715,572,28,104,11,17,184,82,138,0.153,0.773,0.07400000000000001,-0.8233,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,10,0,18,1,0,0,0,16,23,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,10,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,3,0,2,0,6,19,3,11,19,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,82,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960511312784389,0.3899142899656502,0.0,0.12066629650191385,0.17682032204253725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269715154683265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825582054196053,0.14865542548843766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778463300712368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101884705600122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416169227698392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688084482750343,0.0,0.0,0.0872575461797834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310370288658058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948410121536124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646647670905047,0.0,0.08430992144944995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647427071499293,0.0,0.0,0.11693919680526435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651280177279459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591533636064574,0.0,0.0,0.170678038054284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976805472717704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161203086833525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057711593380333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796534511344405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,phiexox,2018/12/18,"Anxiety at work Even though i am pretty shy and very nervous, i have managed through the years to « fake it til i make it ». I power through my anxiety and i usually do okay. Now i have a new job in a completely different environment than what i am used to and i just can’t seem to shake off my anxiety. I say weird things, i am scared to do some tasks because they require me to get up from my chair and go elsewhere, i just freeze!! It’s really angering me because it’s pretty much my dream student-job, i don’t want to fail :( 

The boss makes jokes and i don’t understand because I’m scared it might not be a joke.

It’s really starting to get to me I’m almost scared to go to work. Doesn’t help that the lady training me is just as awkward as me so she doesn’t engage much unless it’s necessary. 

Any other tricks to help me? There’s a lunch for a lady that is retiring, i have decided to go and hopefully it’ll force me to talk to other people and calm me down. ",0.92670731707317,2.8242820975609746,3.2582317073170732,89.9590548780488,81.6829268292683,7.0268292682926825,22.93292682926829,8.07648339933343,1.2198243902439023,750,26,168,15,20,258,108,205,0.18899999999999997,0.6809999999999999,0.131,-0.8832,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,5,8,17,2,6,8,1,18,1,0,4,0,25,33,13,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,14,7,1,1,3,3,0,4,6,11,0,0,0,2,28,6,28,30,3,15,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,5,6,114,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461771356271324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142073605462184,0.0,0.3085283215731267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458518615696305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095304252234933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045646295285244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879336632398359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047397884651167,0.0,0.2292083432141081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802185362721622,0.0,0.0,0.13352476468809388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668129393542694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947345296070305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261479909556996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765109156615054,0.0,0.0,0.12983862382954706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320063448554028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27353842617433755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224562118032968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690848914999312,0.4037801023402781,0.0,0.0,0.12238501150079335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951541243315424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805414610326053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931295900880971,0.0,0.13208217605062686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995207528989626,0.0,0.1161090906951113,0.14806168777683218,0.11092334981667022,0.07929352891712535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574126040165274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657204116297061
socialanxiety,reportyourmom,2018/12/18,"Do you feel sick when going out ? Hello. I don't know if this is related to social anxiety or whatever, but most of the time when I go out somewhere I start to feel sick. So, I always need to sit down and recover myself because I have a stomachache or something like this and I am kind of short of breath ? And this always happens when I'm surrounded by a lot of people.  I think that social anxiety might trigger these symptoms. I would like to know if maybe some of you feel the same. Thanks ",2.3866666666666667,4.375530494949498,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,77.38383838383841,6.824242424242425,24.131313131313128,7.793537801064563,1.2636949494949494,385,13,78,6,9,126,63,99,0.099,0.794,0.106,0.4039,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,7,4,1,1,0,24,20,12,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,11,4,13,18,4,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,8,7,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33003686305311075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034290741450457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089425429818725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008302075496113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22542006844999626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753740445858141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652014270529429,0.21798337312551155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377862644202087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860488306892907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923946359674413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038656789257146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705203839279168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374903708393047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043252758869037,0.0,0.15267670671190614,0.0,0.0,0.14037217572014296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613079566259412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258674772207886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270756826313726,0.0,0.0,0.11564220019555235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088109783283914,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,codywinters327,2018/12/11,"I'm a 23 year old social awkward/shy guy who's never had a girlfriend. I feel like shit Like the title says I'm 23 and never had a girlfriend I also never kissed, flirted with, held hands, had sex with, been on a date, or had a friend who was a girl. I feel like such a fucking loser because most people started dating and having sex when they was preteens or teenagers and here I am 23 with no dating experiences at all. My social anxiety has held me back from doing so much in my life everytime I see a girl I'm interested in and find attractive I freeze up and don't know what to say. I have so many regrets because of this I still remember my sophomore year of high school  their was this girl I liked who was a grade lower than me and she just so happened to like me to but everytime we would get close to each other I would become mute and didn't know what to say she wasn't shy I was the shy one and long story short I waited to long and missed my chance. I feel like at the rate I'm going I will die alone and no one will discover my lifeless body until months later when someone walking pass my house",4.004220314735335,4.350185587982836,5.002763948497859,86.86179971387699,70.80257510729614,7.586723891273247,25.83376251788269,7.3011,1.070027410586552,874,24,189,8,15,287,129,233,0.114,0.768,0.11800000000000001,-0.4911,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,1,11,16,2,0,12,0,22,8,3,0,4,38,41,20,1,3,4,0,5,6,3,4,1,3,0,4,8,16,0,3,7,0,0,3,8,5,0,2,14,9,28,11,20,23,4,31,0,3,1,4,20,9,2,3,25,125,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687411480300598,0.0,0.09796402333322787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371294681524472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419572466793596,0.0,0.1493509724503066,0.13529275479436512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607101997765209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713672080591182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982950598396762,0.0,0.0,0.1858205929669054,0.2625442645802381,0.0,0.0,0.1119637151557132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464398600839732,0.11325022122859295,0.06400172814661101,0.0,0.06962015405170177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212952717324976,0.10832724951853856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294290559098318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134973251625746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464671643531262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652609488762833,0.3590868705945747,0.0,0.0,0.2168190998353481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419680939039995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777914733014342,0.0,0.09005234659238685,0.0,0.2834410212074407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854421609039096,0.0,0.16601972622254346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492678459621113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387697782013915,0.0,0.0,0.2922531894658874,0.0,0.1239775746588546,0.09761745457038867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574553907881394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24974873078336626,0.10379471872573638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670685414485832,0.0,0.09782947470803956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740424231353798,0.0,0.0,0.15777328410876018
socialanxiety,ChipChipperson6,2018/12/11,"Oh man here we go... So I've reading through this community for the past 2 days trying to prepare myself for this moment.

I'm literally in my uber ride as I type this on my way to my works holiday party. A black tie event. I'm shitting bricks and I don't know wtf I'm going to do once I get there.

But I want people who suffer with this crippling disorder to try what I'm trying and just do it. Just go for it and face your fears.
Reading through the hundreds of posts over the last few days has really helped me get out of my head.

So thank you to anyone who has helped me and wish me luck tonight. ",1.0874739583333335,2.8776573828125014,2.8590625000000003,93.56302083333335,80.640625,5.8291666666666675,20.822916666666664,6.816661863887847,0.22252916666666644,467,13,108,5,12,155,83,128,0.087,0.777,0.135,0.6668,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,1,6,5,1,1,4,0,5,3,3,0,0,14,18,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,1,3,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,15,2,18,18,1,17,0,1,1,0,8,4,1,1,7,63,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292112956693395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383519031580176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178835076417005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079430714949668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309303252104013,0.0,0.3150657113421299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965053950481212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477251941679377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015571905181118,0.15063064821995958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967981079854455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764054643133547,0.1281119342776052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698024736044576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696852525053403,0.0,0.11838288345388492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896869676010994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013221566964934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376386174066625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899547434782964,0.14667977937188564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250239176364585,0.0,0.0,0.13453122731628353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EmeraldGecko99,2018/12/11,"When you know someone’s wondering why you aren’t saying anything but you continue to sit there in silence not knowing what to say. This is so annoying, like sometimes I just don’t know what to say. This happens a lot of the time at college, the teacher will be talking to me and I will just be nodding or going “yeah”. Then once he went “you can speak too” and I said I had nothing to say and he was like “tell me about your work or what your planning to do”. Still don’t know what to say.

Now when ever he talks to me I can see it in his face, and I know inside his head he’s just screaming “why don’t you talk??” “Just say something already”...but I continue to sit in silence 😂

Then I get home and because I haven’t spoken all day  I can’t stop. I’m like vomiting words all over the place and then I’m like  “oh there’s my voice, could of done with that earlier” I’m a very talkative person with friends and family so it’s so annoying not to talk almost all day at college.",1.173600305110604,2.9008836038647385,2.9101550978896533,93.60292906178488,80.1111111111111,6.097025171624716,23.93821510297483,7.0608816371341465,0.7467449275362315,754,27,173,9,19,250,108,207,0.075,0.8190000000000001,0.106,0.7435,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,7,0,2,16,8,2,0,5,1,18,3,2,0,4,33,33,18,0,1,9,0,0,4,1,2,1,10,1,1,9,9,0,1,6,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,5,11,23,5,21,23,4,25,0,0,1,0,28,7,0,5,18,110,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171853844696134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630304295793236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133841988084214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343633638371844,0.0,0.0,0.15094514322177982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975899486755252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585739422022317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032240367848993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041457584496278,0.0,0.06114164616024334,0.0,0.06650899823985737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348636749936868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010320651252893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738737084956034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321574203202294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286934329063648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949195693506097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229032172666792,0.0,0.0,0.12462966815895185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218324314205376,0.1222680446485536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113192369886123,0.5583862066534536,0.0,0.0,0.09325516730945296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915638451345472,0.09009290865530792,0.1157424469543615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934577127814346,0.09783960212881833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762466712450127,0.1022865366359934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823923834417017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655932381341756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848496860180447,0.21119687693677416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269105170740685,0.08519686692661158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,doos_doos_,2018/12/11,"Tips to help/relieve anxiety As the title says, I was hoping some people with more 'experience' could give me some tips to help/relieve anxiety.

Short info: I'm very shy and introverted, I ALWAYS have earbuds in or with me and somewhat cynical (dark humor etc, dislike people, ...). Basically the lone wolf dead inside kid from your everyday show.

Now, I've always had troubles talking to new people and such, but recently it's become more difficult to even go outside and go to school for example. I don't really go outside that much, basically only to go to school and sometimes to a friends house. In the past I didn't have that many issues but I feel like it's getting worse. For example: When I go outside and I see another person on the sidewalk going my direction, I immediately get very nervous and my heartbeat skyrockets. What I normally do is take out my phone and pretend I'm doing something or cross the street but that's not always possible. Same goes when I'm using public transportation (especially when it's really crowded).

There are strangely some exceptions:

\- When I'm with friends (I don't get as nervous and no heartbeat increase)

\- When I'm at work (maybe I'm distracted by my work?)

It was hard for me to write this (as I normally lock emotions to myself).

Appreciate the tips (and sorry if I made grammar mistakes)",4.809240000000003,6.786301244000001,6.0882000000000005,73.67710000000002,70.56,9.16,32.9,9.642632912329526,3.54504,1061,51,178,26,20,356,142,250,0.159,0.7709999999999999,0.071,-0.9428,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,2,9,13,1,3,7,0,13,0,0,2,0,37,35,24,1,6,8,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,9,14,0,0,2,2,0,9,5,8,0,0,5,4,21,5,27,29,10,26,0,1,1,0,12,7,0,8,11,113,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890648557430284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142649176895146,0.17717350466971638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789210209447222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245694958894228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025951563633795,0.0,0.0,0.12914771136814054,0.07648486769137701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327470888241566,0.0,0.0,0.058552005200622974,0.08272760784825219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789337254550143,0.0,0.18150230356659008,0.11108599870285214,0.3948711605442438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373413570379963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552367195091557,0.0,0.0,0.11501561866038434,0.0,0.1336177569114622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208652087573896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657407496884258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957284563578157,0.0,0.11740311630513335,0.11633675557759962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512639070543941,0.0,0.0,0.11184044907813163,0.0,0.0,0.22691900416215385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807118703796551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054428951191,0.2408436066508328,0.10111217247667853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305472028455359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483690065125748,0.0,0.1143386192206578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208887990446214,0.0,0.2343917478773323,0.09227767950393324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914856720898211,0.11452925058419712,0.12962872071117493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706725661701742,0.09307572637867556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001409798090946,0.0,0.19109440459001464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860769022921893,0.0,0.11801018537945615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,max0003,2018/12/11,"The prospect of failing or being mocked/rejected is just too soul crushing to overpower I know that to overcome my SAD I have to learn to break out of my comfort zone (i.e. room) and try to ""present myself"" (manifest a persona and share it with others) but the looming fear of rejection coupled with anecdotal evidence from the past is just too much. I want to break free desperately and live my life, but I just don't know I will ever successfully wrestle for control over this feeling. ",10.078956043956042,8.033403901098904,9.231950549450547,69.39429945054947,59.43956043956045,12.616483516483516,44.72802197802198,11.20814326018867,5.0009978021978005,389,20,69,8,4,123,66,91,0.192,0.647,0.16,-0.6629,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,1,1,19,10,6,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,9,5,15,8,1,8,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,51,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625633026923019,0.0,0.3576807705319265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924069554684835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637570960618277,0.1634498450531793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553102148725384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283279249618746,0.0,0.0,0.2854442861565997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376331147509946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085880138575209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947215439300505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906669789361441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mad_dog24,2018/12/11,"Consequences for my fear of calling people So I called a catering place to order food for an event this Friday, and when I got the confirmation email, it got the delivery address wrong and and time of delivery wrong (even though I said it on the phone like 10 times)

Anyway, I share an office space with someone else and I HATE it!! She is part -time, like me, and she literally never gets up from her desk. I got up once to go to the bathroom today and the second I leave the office she’s waking behind me and also has to use the bathroom. Like are you kidding??

I have horrible anxiety about calling people in the first place, and that call to the catering place was a huge accomplishment on my part, but now I have to call when someone else is sitting right next to me while I do it?!

So i had to call TODAY to fix it (I don’t think they allow any more changes less than 3 days prior to the event). And I couldn’t do it. For the 4 hours I was sitting at my desk doing basically nothing, I could have been calling these people to fix it! So I rushed home, called every staff of that catering place and no one answered. Wonderful! Everyone went home. I’m now in panic mode because I don’t think we can haul all this food to the actual location of the event.

This was literally my one job this week and I fucked that up! I’m so mad at myself. 

TL;DR- I messed up when ordering food from a catering service and I can’t make any more calls with my coworker sitting right next to me",3.240939130434782,4.587863720000001,4.404289855072463,86.71786956521744,73.46666666666667,7.35072463768116,25.04347826086957,7.893859768569023,1.2564695652173905,1156,36,242,16,23,379,148,300,0.12300000000000001,0.82,0.055999999999999994,-0.9731,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,1,2,14,12,3,2,18,0,21,5,1,3,2,27,37,23,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,15,15,3,0,4,0,0,3,6,8,0,4,10,1,37,4,37,25,6,48,0,0,0,1,21,18,1,1,25,167,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.07080829283139012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802636946655448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868685475438567,0.0,0.05550835797345752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423202729287668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6668287352508511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675907541063838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793341915862819,0.0,0.0,0.04679532926202325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122948057448295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047925330858922345,0.0,0.06113510193806406,0.06933438507008871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165040320162505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171967303260016,0.2632202625527202,0.0,0.0,0.06708074000621833,0.0379097121327965,0.0,0.04123763646967577,0.0,0.17409907254803775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163817993498559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556760298110194,0.0,0.0714571854686792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200480692070056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683077988863911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634775254602168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048434500062487576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596290304320956,0.0,0.15433720170748336,0.0,0.0,0.06962347334908825,0.0,0.0,0.07727424987428594,0.09833734512675923,0.0,0.0,0.08513376622139412,0.0,0.1571512614541625,0.0,0.15091232922795042,0.0,0.3032398809491347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393203666736792,0.06902137076945279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229600519155858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929872986113632,0.07129003268888265,0.0,0.12693131658618487,0.0,0.1375571795873937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266871972156336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820341942945612,0.0,0.0,0.06726403668706042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868844676332384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586663862495577,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smoozagoozle,2018/12/11,I think I’m going to throw up I’ve been taking college online for as long as I possibly could but now it’s time to start taking classes actually in class. Just thinking about it makes me sick. I don’t know what I’m going to do. The thought of being in a room full of strangers all on my own makes me sick to my stomach. How did I get this way???,0.6075187969924798,2.208263210526315,2.7732330827067675,94.51763157894736,81.36842105263158,5.395488721804512,21.383458646616546,6.1826913282559595,0.061103759398496216,268,8,64,2,7,91,55,76,0.129,0.871,0.0,-0.887,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,3,1,11,20,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,8,0,14,15,3,14,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,41,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.2676044763295849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894670350044465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327147650995206,0.0,0.3116972792668507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070713267861627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426808890051348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660952271895855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091479855360968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940981810430178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123668129627146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514251841864108,0.0,0.2177043716483351,0.15990306194668685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176673936950489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cody027,2018/12/11,"New job anxiety I'm so nervous I can't believe that I'm starting a new job and that they wanted to hire me. I just got off the phone with the hiring manager and it was like she was unsure about hiring me. She asked me if anything will show up on my background. I said "" no I don't, NO there isn't"". I felt kinda dumb because i was going to say no i don't think so. Then she asked me if there was a starting salary that I needed and I said to her ""no, what is the hourly rate for this kind of position and she kinda changed the subject and didn't really tell me. I just feel dumb and I keep thinking how awkward nervas i'll be. I'm really uptight at jobs, i put up a wall around me so I don't have to talk to anyone. I just hate who I become and it's really frightening just to talk to a stranger. I guess I would like to know if anyone else feels like this and how do you coupe with the stress. ",1.2710215736040629,2.4502640812182754,3.2281186548223366,93.84847239847721,78.23857868020305,6.346319796954316,20.941941624365484,6.9077264865688965,0.21842157360406045,692,17,167,7,16,234,102,197,0.132,0.789,0.079,-0.8433,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,13,11,3,4,9,0,16,0,0,2,0,34,38,17,0,6,7,0,3,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,9,11,0,2,6,1,0,2,10,7,0,0,9,6,31,4,19,26,0,15,0,0,0,0,17,7,2,6,9,111,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278577643588188,0.0,0.0,0.1878966324710018,0.1376686946868542,0.1105676323240678,0.11960975197947366,0.2512187443545622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190520193022853,0.1483911382608024,0.0,0.15137880564523482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421360936015351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122413519575306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587388989438476,0.09598750582054927,0.12900760450980686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636043719655801,0.0,0.10746074406292598,0.0,0.14801375953790727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326536438096739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231849325885425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999975998208564,0.11942620614544355,0.0,0.13991627715586458,0.07384127681221442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692595343715225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996269588553467,0.0,0.2595333295881542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350698884216352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25822523907022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556161069869669,0.106849238431402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902027762111144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391004039309858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159885208795802,0.1174374124336977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218617223399793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924958293486221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544618007808824,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,otherside_b,2018/12/11,"Overheard Co-Workers talking about me So here's the deal, work Christmas Party is coming up, I usually skip them but I was planning on going this year. Today I overheard two colleagues talking about another staff member who is a bit odd, saying ""Oh yeah he was at last years party he was actually chatting away"". Ok all cool.

Then the other says oh yeah ""otherside\_b"" is like that aswell, "" I was so surprised he was there, but I actually was able to talk away to him"".

Oh shit! They had no idea I could hear them and couldn't see me because of the layout of the office I was behind a partition wall. I feel that this just confirms that what is in my head is true, people with SA are thought of as strange and odd.

Although what they were saying wasn't really negative in that I can loosen up outside work it still makes me more anxious about the party now that people will be judging me ""oh the quiet guy actually showed up"" and so forth.

I'm considering giving it a skip altogether now.",2.8931318364997125,5.111492305699488,4.060060449050088,85.05142630972942,76.720207253886,6.568681635002879,25.22999424294761,7.594959193182576,1.377755555555555,777,28,149,11,18,253,120,193,0.087,0.735,0.17800000000000002,0.961,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,3,12,6,1,0,9,4,21,2,2,1,2,16,30,11,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,13,5,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,1,0,1,11,8,19,5,20,15,3,21,0,0,1,0,20,10,1,0,10,103,32,3,0.1371031461952699,0.0,0.4013786799599331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437646030292746,0.0,0.15488753034163144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576258380200916,0.0,0.0,0.08357680537524137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968112624169327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810222050500847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946570605238133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134732354837606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932347020494238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315218308045495,0.07791887752601583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575367005925587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070738225498186,0.0,0.1545252101152232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477276380214836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175736306230633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698167188359598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151741470872052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010011735154286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878317861793907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270897743154785,0.0,0.0,0.109253456713453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073440934429307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949074965489636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33059494661065003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884458350900283,0.0,0.0,0.1299577515430113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392985196646764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099974574749347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994381699622402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657986209306994
socialanxiety,fadais,2018/12/11,"Weird idea I just realized that fear is the feeling we get when something that we can't controll fully is important to us. So if we fear to speak to people is because it is important to us what people think about you. It is important to you because you fear to be alone. And we fear to be alone because it is important to us to have people around us. 
So maybe the way to stop SA isn't to fight your anxiety or stop caring for peoples opinion. Maybe we just have to stop to fear to end up alone. Maybe we should just live alone for a while and try to enjoy it, try to stay active, work out, manage your life and enjoy it while being completely alone. Maybe this would show us that isn't really important if you have people around you therefore you won't fear peoples opinion about you therefore we can speak freely in front of people because deep down we learned that even if they start hating you for what you will say, you will still be fine by yourself. 
And by being alone I don't mean to chat or phone people, I mean complete solitude. ",5.850224358974358,5.728956394230771,5.749807692307693,84.71185897435899,66.78846153846155,8.664102564102564,29.352564102564106,8.07648339933343,1.7781333333333331,822,25,168,9,12,257,94,208,0.183,0.69,0.128,-0.9086,0,6,1,0,1,0,14.0,13,12,1,2,12,13,2,6,3,0,24,1,0,3,0,40,32,14,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,12,15,0,4,7,2,0,1,5,9,0,0,0,4,29,4,31,22,0,19,0,0,0,0,32,7,0,7,9,118,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310613035323709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306575612995204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350311783199285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691425262177305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072453412196197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454604830207053,0.0,0.07780126892027403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143879391584716,0.0,0.0,0.04581641418798443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683446467230965,0.03507416568507977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03624152492418535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848579790166646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830718146517777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899613987420832,0.0,0.0,0.061252552324283525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27875490353658744,0.15112254119030746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847241341513663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044438436387635095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516362113398896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534022977720674,0.0,0.0,0.04909849634669562,0.07393625854045381,0.05539677519065735,0.17398238034828706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044447732660846624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419161827822037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41720130193561406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055060494007218616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050500183918682495,0.0,0.0,0.049276503920937284,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Harris_Mcallister,2018/12/11,"Becoming more social/popular...  I just turned 20 years old, and feel as if the last couple of years of my life (since I graduated from high school) have been very slow, meaning I haven’t expanded, haven’t really had any meaningful positive experiences, or haven’t really hung out with anybody. All my life has become is just a mixture of my college classes and my part time job which I work a lot of hours and work all weekend long 10:30 to 7. All of my old friends moved on or moved away. I still live at home and plan to move out by the summer. Nobody hits me up to hang out and if I ask somebody to it’s always an inconvenience for them. 
 
I feel as if I’m losing relevancy among people and society and I just don’t think people are taking me seriously and I’m starting to become depressed. I don’t really have a passion or drive at the moment and I’m finding many situations where I feel alone. 
My social skills aren’t great, that hurts me a bit. I’m just kinda seen as an outcast at this point and I want to rise to the top. Get people interested in me or find something I can do to build upon and get others to see me as more cool and I can stop getting all of these awkward vibes with people and get straight to the point and start actually living my life and having fun again.",4.468706780422092,4.990896198473287,5.688527166591829,81.72870004490345,69.83969465648855,8.760125729681183,27.243825774584646,8.841846274778883,1.8710073641670408,1012,31,210,17,17,339,146,262,0.07200000000000001,0.813,0.115,0.9049,2,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,6,7,11,0,1,11,1,17,4,0,0,4,47,39,26,0,4,11,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,6,20,0,1,8,1,0,6,6,5,0,0,3,6,26,6,37,35,9,41,0,3,2,1,4,18,0,9,17,134,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0975733154907224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355683045950548,0.0,0.0,0.08319755770040584,0.0,0.0,0.06799488611218173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347475660878853,0.0,0.09394148877391337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312848068116942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916038506513573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063419763446296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611903327508069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780689981163933,0.0,0.0,0.1516699578289604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277341262241226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725004606574955,0.0,0.2089572367408368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023650266318501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056422172497455,0.1002955521376919,0.0,0.09846748485261593,0.0,0.10703861967074356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992221032535256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150310658437175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211872251936821,0.0,0.0,0.17658147806667532,0.08848573563210298,0.0,0.11186036659680784,0.0,0.08500574364894532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137156782234703,0.0,0.10891563159400416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188124664499799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098399915994096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827665094359093,0.0,0.2772747978594734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890408941800695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921635380699784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119262467101373,0.07967704214945752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271064141619795,0.11239006888891293,0.0,0.2038492013234284,0.0,0.07697521421495056,0.0,0.0,0.14154324557531303,0.0,0.07985009662540643,0.0835939747642681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517810929582422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406791253703517,0.0,0.0,0.058303478795476725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875761971955517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250010734391677,0.058975181133212415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558409046841642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877726287082766
socialanxiety,jayhueb,2018/12/11,I feel like I'm my own special breed of human. I literally have seen no other girls like me. Which makes it very difficult to find friends. I feel like I'm the only one of my kind. ,0.3526923076923083,2.2717606153846184,2.735576923076924,92.81567307692309,83.87179487179488,5.951282051282053,20.006410256410245,7.1686216300943375,0.3108410256410257,140,4,33,2,4,48,29,39,0.105,0.545,0.35,0.8935,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,6,6,3,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,17,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215151176475894,0.4542658527047583,0.0,0.0,0.29058695655675976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24563589920477336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310805213978025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659811471977759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222417364487128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544107796129008,0.2418039994091701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26232978598699164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,12wonton4,2018/12/11,"Depression taking over my life One of the things that makes a severe depression so hard to overcome, I think, is that is slowly envelops your whole life until your depression is a part of your identity.

Normally your identity would consist of your thoughts, hobbies, interests and life goals. I try to escape having thoughts entirely by trying to sleep through the whole day, which prevents me from having any hobbies or interests. I probably wouldn't have any either way because of how I believe everything to be meaningless. My life goal would be to commit suicide without hurting anyone close to me. 

My identity is now depression and social anxiety. How am I supposed to make friends or have fun when people can't relate to me and I can't relate to them? I try to act normal but everything feels so shallow. Existence is pain most days. I want to end it practically every day but I end up thinking how my mom would look holding my first child and I cry for hours.

I feel like I'm beyond repair. Mindfulness therapy feels like it doesn't do anything. I have illegal drugs that help, but I try to save them for when I have to go out. Is there somebody out there who has felt like this or worse that can tell me their secret to recovery?",5.35914781297134,6.900857876068379,5.7132780291603815,78.61766968325794,68.52991452991452,9.266566113624938,32.140774258421324,9.627879704456738,3.183552840623429,989,43,175,22,17,316,133,234,0.14400000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.127,-0.8025,0,0,1,0,0,2,20.0,0,5,3,3,11,14,0,0,4,0,25,7,1,5,1,42,40,18,1,7,8,1,5,3,1,4,6,0,0,1,10,7,0,2,9,0,0,2,5,6,0,2,3,6,31,8,30,31,5,20,0,5,1,0,16,6,0,4,14,127,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908691978045107,0.0,0.07823216731158157,0.0,0.0,0.07150581188596555,0.0,0.08415508265015413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623395734631786,0.0,0.0,0.1152172261699352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233290164820084,0.19785669195858868,0.0,0.35232152762015445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859451192102367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811522290674907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616236721893639,0.0,0.18381772315293515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512421936303272,0.14611575405783805,0.09819008865271664,0.0,0.0,0.08698624789822308,0.0,0.0,0.07900940478417916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581193498350732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160902783325804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854583046252256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071006769599493,0.0,0.10947640888016502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889301494450736,0.14988400799694593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587653898213886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365248784463482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325813088970254,0.11977110675314945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039526263122392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929716458746632,0.0,0.10881678384584348,0.0,0.0,0.11074263613766874,0.0,0.0708974229021323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025857503490777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552993121609313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023384911895044,0.104245918821758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186091453737898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689027995151662,0.0,0.08938380013973403,0.0,0.11694852473721468,0.0,0.06794008067048928,0.13105410011037733,0.0,0.1623733972425472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777239024897701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031833242414331,0.08117290873765139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22834963001786124,0.0,0.09857946064158576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421640170506144,0.2179375917964172,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anonymous_Llama42316,2018/12/11,I'm going to the dentist in a few minutes and I'm really nervous I feel out of breath and nauseous. Hopefully it doesn't take that long. ,-0.10189655172413836,2.218321482758622,2.699568965517244,88.62107758620691,92.79310344827587,5.658620689655173,24.49137931034483,7.1686216300943375,1.4272000000000005,109,5,22,2,4,38,25,29,0.08800000000000001,0.812,0.1,0.079,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27733196525613496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117183166243375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544772249027864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853945364907365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351375397121283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123946448003245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thecynicalone26,2018/12/11,"Thinking of giving up on my master’s degree because my social anxiety is preventing me from being successful I am just finishing up my techniques class in my master’s counseling program.  I have struggled a lot the whole way.  Around the time of the midterm, my professor told me I was doing very well and that I am just overly hard on myself.  I just got my final evaluation grade, and it’s the same as my midterm grade.  That crushed me because it means I haven’t improved.  I’ve seen massive improvements in my classmates, but I just continue to remain the same despite extra practice outside of class and tons of extracurricular reading of therapy books.  Here’s the problem with me: I have the worst social anxiety imaginable.  My mind goes blank when I’m nervous and I can’t think of a single thing to say.  I have improved hugely in recent years, but I’m not sure it’s enough.  It’s not that I’m not smart.  I’m a 4.0 student.  I am far ahead of my peers when it comes to writing and testing, but I am so far behind in social skills, but I don’t understand why.  Could it be because I’m an only child?  I became very nervous and started speaking awkwardly 7 years ago when I was in a very abusive relationship.  Every time I would say something, my boyfriend at the time would mock me in a high pitched voice and then explain to me in a very condescending way that I was embarrassing myself and that other people probably thought that I was intellectually disabled or that I was really awkward.  He repeatedly told me that I had nothing going for me and that he was just the only person who loved me enough to be honest with me.  He would constantly criticize my appearance and tell me that my teeth were turning yellow, that I had wrinkles, that I was getting fat (I was 5’7” 115 lbs), and that no decent guy, including him would ever marry me because I didn’t make much money and would never get promoted because my supervisors would see the way I talked and how I moved my hands and think that I was retarded.  I became very self conscious and afraid to talk at that point.  I know he was a terrible person, but a part of me feels like he was right.  I’m scared to death that I’m never going to be good at anything, that I’ll never be successful.  I was so excited about getting into this program and about the idea of having a career where I can help others, and now it just seems like I should just give up while I’m only $30k in debt instead of $50k.  Has anyone ever found a way to get past being socially awkward?  I’m trying so hard, but I just don’t think I’ll ever be where normal people are at.  ",6.892971559567307,6.05969270793037,7.512207178164626,75.30872053872055,64.86073500967117,10.212450748620961,34.235188767103665,9.444778638647367,3.032759925496096,2058,78,393,33,27,685,239,517,0.153,0.758,0.08900000000000001,-0.9853,1,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,7,27,24,1,9,22,0,48,4,3,2,7,81,88,34,1,10,18,0,4,2,0,7,1,4,0,5,29,22,1,1,15,2,2,5,12,13,1,0,22,11,64,11,48,51,12,64,0,0,3,1,31,28,0,4,29,280,93,17,0.0,0.0876524118902687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557746650084176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318668251898803,0.0,0.0,0.0517274792858838,0.0,0.06087799270819937,0.06585653916775526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254829999098513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637259173904077,0.0,0.07994446479257396,0.0,0.05906580342984216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152879108755617,0.0,0.0,0.2007533347496446,0.062330067276881215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03740574662022719,0.05285024700804464,0.0,0.08103981817626897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111359428340033,0.0,0.0,0.1546028276899431,0.14193381443713773,0.0840873597658666,0.06204964631754845,0.059167355364056776,0.0,0.0,0.07325033455466598,0.0,0.0,0.1325403897854315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958622148138638,0.07816233486329427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835127088903677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040656642607328465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228430542412052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289386547694993,0.06676847423739588,0.0,0.04938121556541166,0.0,0.0,0.08058426157766252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469718454793882,0.0,0.0,0.07862742569524568,0.05438270116474593,0.0,0.17117031301722685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248321166730506,0.0709843549830881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687919224421228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011149395815402,0.0706208381698864,0.10257473841262356,0.12919032545252965,0.0,0.0,0.06993358364879815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976132297196757,0.07078742253770838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399850818849259,0.0,0.047392514098263214,0.0,0.07304483262050702,0.07942521103573426,0.0,0.06317722501766525,0.0,0.11766132676221965,0.07406537269908497,0.0,0.058951277354202934,0.06734723754626076,0.0771756976757324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016470110200244,0.0,0.05695225475454764,0.0,0.0,0.05236235496714624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733837869364019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972384996726773,0.0,0.0,0.11892221369652735,0.06466045973431067,0.0,0.0846008489562548,0.0,0.049148020599620285,0.18960971339226812,0.0,0.0587306564383681,0.12941235479373678,0.0,0.0,0.14137923219292398,0.0,0.05022653765593424,0.08046735209427049,0.0,0.07701421558129047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30520000357567656,0.0,0.2348827232112533,0.0,0.0,0.06651554567371858,0.0,0.06675407930654792,0.08259434055182359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31531317435407497,0.0,0.0,0.09527944230375712
socialanxiety,shuerintelectual,2018/12/11,"Dancing badly made me avoid 95% of parties and almost 100% of girls 

23 years old, never had a relationship, all of this because of my fear of dancing and admitting I was virgin/never gave a kiss, also because I feel like a burden to everyone and are incapable of sustaining friendships). Also have a heavy social anxiety, narcissistic complex, very nihilistic view of life and low self esteem. 

I have to say that my mind and this story are way more complex, but I wanted to share at least a summary. 


In my country, parties are always about dancing, and very sexual dancing, I was a shy boy and started partying 3 years later than my friends thus started dancing later thus I sucked at dancing. I started partying because my friends forced me and it was the only way to not being seen as a freak in high-school, a freak who had never kissed a girl or whatever. So at parties, whenever me and a friend would ask 2 girls to dance, my girl would see me dance and after 5 seconds into dancing she would say ""let's stop?"" (because I sucked) , that would leave me alone and humilliated (while my friend stayed dancing with the other girl). so I would be walking around, going to the bar, staying in the bath for a while, etc... Until 3 am, That was humiliating....Some girls would accept to dance a while with me but putting a bored face, and that also made my anxiety about rejection worse. I was so ashamed and trsumatized of being rejected and being alone on the party that I stopped going to parties when got into college because I found a group of friends that didn't care that much about going to parties together, we just played soccer and each one of us would party with their school friends, except for me of course... 

Obviously, I left my school friends behind because they were into partying and my college friends made me feel not alone. 

About parties without dancing, I would also avoid them since I never knew if they would be about dancing, and if not being the case, I would be terrified of playinglike card  games about sexual expirience, which I lacked (these games are very common at these parties) Also was terrified of being left alone sitting in a corner. 

For some reason I was afraid to ask a friend to teach me how to dance... I was very ashamed for the fact that I didn't know how to dance. 



Now, finishing college:
Avoiding parties and not talking with girls because of fear of rejection made me loose my college friends, and school friends (since I wouldn't go to parties with neither). I actually still have like 2 college friends that still care about me. 
I am heavily depressed because of my fear of lonelyness, even though about killing myself.


I maintained contact with just one friend from school just because we are musicians. 

This may sound like a stupid story, but I am really terrified of dancing, I still see the faces  of those girls saying ""let's stop? "" each time I think about dancing. 


But there will probably be a happy ending:

Now I gotta admit I did kiss 3 girls, because for some reason I had a bipolar maniac episode (it makes you feel like you are a God)  so downloaded tinder and met 3 tinder girls. Now it's gone and I feel like shit again... 

Even though I am depressed, for the first time, at 23,I am telling my old friends of school that I left them because of my fear of dancing, and I am reconnecting with them. I am going to ask them to teach me how to dance and I will start going to small gatherings to start talking again with people and girls. This will be hard because of a lot of other problems in my life, but i hope I can make friends and find a girl or at least being happy. 







",8.539373238195914,7.179711065406978,7.959804439746303,75.12814834390417,61.892441860465105,10.723114869626498,37.708949964763924,9.496760409515344,3.446012015503876,2855,116,527,41,33,899,255,688,0.192,0.625,0.183,-0.5186,0,10,0,0,0,1,94.0,3,2,7,1,39,59,6,10,31,0,60,10,3,13,6,119,104,54,1,17,18,0,5,5,15,16,3,4,1,14,24,41,1,6,16,25,0,28,12,28,0,4,26,13,79,31,90,49,13,92,0,6,4,3,64,22,3,10,42,374,103,12,0.0,0.0,0.04270093190182389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043816737503294685,0.1812779710592297,0.0,0.17496397328781432,0.03640968053505251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694861629981029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03895338279603546,0.122721848583826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03653561971865889,0.32008942056720885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922721625446764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537640710138177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03875608810437287,0.0,0.0488010924122232,0.05780272924393976,0.0,0.0,0.04181209201558672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695706067487206,0.08850026954241386,0.09378093330984076,0.0,0.0,0.03999349108207597,0.03722004089893202,0.0,0.047977754798731315,0.5071031367351624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921010827447945,0.0,0.0349968077832676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316117901826136,0.03919805538290056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623211891542201,0.0,0.04346099342863837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484111043706199,0.0,0.02404793483986006,0.0,0.0,0.04633279194854994,0.14262770148668424,0.08948985754065031,0.06181432260340002,0.10688833086714733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037200995503352034,0.0,0.16561732326791087,0.0584168380896287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044182522498944485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032166740049254815,0.0,0.10124526448759816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183210744148247,0.0,0.05930232335445309,0.03327949130466912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03033588692242177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717790192604759,0.04186994339669381,0.0,0.04398829510831753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028032125080754963,0.08997983544855448,0.0,0.04697909559519771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439297508444466,0.0,0.2657090836759341,0.06973800026885911,0.0,0.04564853440682825,0.0,0.0449163649916878,0.07239318350323068,0.0,0.0,0.04460518134581868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485864296189825,0.09327917973215333,0.10483420147836647,0.10974949265153956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703411167913435,0.03824591561640199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028037989245082825,0.08598289012208099,0.0,0.05103060944817039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052634791097047114,0.0,0.0,0.1444178235768042,0.025809261280113818,0.06946520987169462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04218059343319983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445925514380205,0.3108401720989394,0.0,0.0,0.05635669039936785
socialanxiety,enokisama,2018/12/11,"Suppression and Social Anxiety After my spill of feelings yesterday and my brighter feelings today, I consider that my social anxiety also kinda comes from suppression of emotions. 

I feel INTENSELY. I feel anger as strongly as I feel love and not knowing how to express it ""properly"" has been a recurring frustration in my life. But that gets rooted back to caring what others think, right? I like being a wild person. 

Do you deal with suppression or repression issues that affect your ability to socialize? ",7.034975369458128,9.595837390804599,7.431855500821017,63.91655172413794,65.89655172413794,11.408210180623975,36.56650246305419,11.20814326018867,5.41788472906404,411,21,54,14,7,134,64,87,0.138,0.69,0.17300000000000001,0.5401,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,3,7,2,1,2,0,4,2,0,3,0,23,15,9,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,5,11,4,11,13,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,2,6,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738063669839707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819703254026961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417114712470015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790102464089511,0.0,0.0,0.15875381505367614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900000420396787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730705801212165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659254212467468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628652563563968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923560879304047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128370662199014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017300149246944,0.09003722287967877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663334235827762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091927643792775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738691425364426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635965996251248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180887879096569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469010121089032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shotty98,2018/12/11,"Social Anxiety Just found this sub-Reddit and I am very happy it exists. When I read the description for it I almost filled up with tears because it pretty much described me perfectly and I am sure I am not alone. Thank you for this being a thing, it's great to see a community that really is dealing with a big problem.",7.929479166666668,6.147950906250002,8.586250000000003,71.5004166666667,63.375,11.658333333333333,33.83333333333333,10.504223727775694,3.3724020833333324,254,8,48,5,3,86,49,64,0.11699999999999999,0.612,0.272,0.9205,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,11,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,5,6,6,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,36,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497143048922116,0.2582786003403505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077215848790025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520174551910312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570959768971116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734282005581382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749382101395641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26546566890945233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332024677656905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537053116773257,0.0,0.2386194045231109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494437475828496,0.0,0.15975681960953636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987205946175428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542076952562846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350341764652526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295921580512487,0.0,0.0,0.16567450810521692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576153362522728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xjrsc,2018/12/11,"Coworker asked me to join her and her friends to play Minecraft. I'm 19 and haven't really had a friend group I fully trusted and hung out with since freshman year of highschool. 2 days ago my co worker found out I don't have any real friends just work/school acquaintances so she invited me to play some Minecraft. I'm sure she's only doing this because she feels bad for me. 

I'm more comfortable with her than anyone else at the moment but I've never met her friends so the thought of me intruding in what they are doing or not being interesting enough to be wanted by them scares me. I also don't want to rely on my coworker and end up annoying her. I really do want to join and have some fun but all of these thoughts and possibilities scare me. I'd take any advice. Thanks.",2.724945750452079,4.687585563291144,3.8228209764918657,87.75594936708862,76.27848101265823,7.2990958408679925,23.943942133815554,8.192908349453996,1.3310853526220616,621,20,129,11,14,201,102,158,0.11900000000000001,0.705,0.17600000000000002,0.8326,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,4,16,1,2,3,0,12,0,0,0,3,28,26,12,0,3,5,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,1,22,12,20,19,5,12,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,3,6,80,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513557444494245,0.1372997587178263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386468246913948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106596714632593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830199463320284,0.15870209100673224,0.0,0.0,0.14480031251782388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932585063727794,0.09441890068197996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998905954890084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938988993540315,0.0,0.13718568618973168,0.16004174806656418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831653553666053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698278008910815,0.4786674485455738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945995035056935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780006894351955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746140822305307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762975988176711,0.19845172733652935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101418320514018,0.1567559436200125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281257866841998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598105550876836,0.0,0.11645725664837925,0.0,0.0,0.14260098711138833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459291396450635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27407264705565004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276104138830055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974344189483886
socialanxiety,JDM-lyfe,2018/12/11,"Not a professional here, but if my advice helps atleast one person id be happy. Long story sorry but who knows?maybe it might help!

Backstory for me: 

Turning 21 in 2 months and can confidently say, ive nearly beat my social anxiety and awkwardness. Ive never had severe anxiety and awkwardness, but it was bad and definitely noticeable. Yes i had a group of friends growing up and was not completely isolated but please continue reading even if i wasn’t exactly like you. I struggled making eye contact, could not approach anyone first and say hi, always looking down and staying quiet. Played video games nearly all my waking hours middle and highschool. I loved them so i didnt care, still do but not as much time spent on them. Did play football up to 11th grade and quit, tat when i began to be more ‘isolated’.

Disclaimer***
I dont know how, but a girl had liked my in 12th grade when i was 18. I dont know how but i worked up the courage and actually tried and we dated a year and a half! She was my first everything, she was a blessing and a lesson. A relationship advancement my journeys to conquer my demons faster than i would alone.

BUT!
What ive learned about myself from actually being alone helped me like no one could. 

-I went to the gym. Not to look good for society, but for ME. You will feel great and look great as a side benefit.

-I forced myself to say please and thank you to anyone and everyone. That little talk eventually becomes non conscious and helps to actually engage conversation even if its 2 words.

-I got a new haircut. Haircut? Yes i tried out a tapered fade. New style and i cant believe i never tried this it looks amazing and again i feel great inside more confidence.

-Work on yourself. If you feel alone, go to bed early and wake up early. The day is yours to conquer. If you feel that theres nothing to do, try a a new hobby, o for walks, enjoy the little things. Bird watching, drawing, blogging about your favorite things, have an idea or tech savy you can make that money with affiliate marketing maybe or marketing who knows??

-Buy some nice clothes. Even if you dont go out, get dressed anyway. You will feel so much better when in some nicer clothes than those bummish sweats and oversized t-shirt.

-If you have goals in life or have to make some. DO THEM. Life it to short to regret the things you never did. Ive made goals to travel Asia after my last semester at school. Buy a pitbull for me. Buy a project car and go to the track. Get big in gym no matter what.

           Id rather regret the things i did than the things i never did.     -anonymous

-Lastly, if you are eventually brave enough, get up and move or travel the world. If you have no ties to were you are living now, nothing it holding you back from seeing what life has to offer. Except nerves of committing.

I really hope something helped here, everything i mentioned ive done except the travel. Practice what you preach. If you feel alone you never are hang in there👊",2.5379674796747977,5.056085961672476,3.394658536585368,87.76385772357727,79.62717770034844,6.196004645760744,23.503948896631822,7.42949916751922,1.109093704994193,2338,80,451,34,60,742,288,574,0.084,0.6920000000000001,0.22399999999999998,0.9987,0,4,1,0,0,0,82.0,1,19,3,13,21,30,0,3,26,2,48,8,4,6,8,98,81,55,0,17,31,0,6,3,1,4,3,4,1,2,22,27,0,1,13,11,5,15,19,6,0,5,21,17,66,24,57,51,9,75,3,2,7,1,49,26,0,19,36,306,88,14,0.0,0.0,0.19196552383502144,0.0,0.0,0.06407589390114488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716499704982511,0.0,0.0,0.05456089664621268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003243225664746,0.0,0.0,0.09169849671240347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042058001121112,0.054749619938465714,0.0,0.07241877688285879,0.0,0.07387683711643649,0.0,0.05799282876284659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685470529468704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068750666548062,0.0,0.0,0.10470731333519513,0.0,0.0,0.04228831367820753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710260207981524,0.23054858738071415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775308136582534,0.0,0.12992844305972695,0.0,0.0,0.06265655719852009,0.11786320886127302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893009175198367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155048738751644,0.0,0.0,0.050660522926479726,0.0,0.10277550067950532,0.0,0.11179770292541424,0.0549984202536644,0.05244366839670436,0.2168790501076204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980228039849437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219756598923054,0.0,0.0,0.06512748081705316,0.06457490354948105,0.0,0.0,0.07402245351357302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810945342593377,0.10689935372161703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389456657099543,0.09610504273742372,0.1314401138878883,0.05790100118758864,0.05802887981246256,0.2202548106183192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918100784993077,0.062045515951063314,0.13130883127379964,0.0,0.1317511465911547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695611979846674,0.0,0.0,0.05233869518778368,0.06969232636267098,0.0964054698356035,0.0,0.2528646379410089,0.1899886325025387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258356048257141,0.07465380056205215,0.0,0.0,0.08886614460425211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725466810546865,0.0,0.1439560436266224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697435607891807,0.06558943189888819,0.0,0.04200690192357855,0.0,0.0,0.07039945260806257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643571271353446,0.0,0.0663620482216059,0.052252145158478334,0.0,0.0,0.07407734237531527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668420775335231,0.0,0.05048028840252256,0.0,0.07340213546461635,0.0,0.06989069403822187,0.05236563415548007,0.0,0.0,0.06854976467330688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270403841550945,0.0,0.06036959980333662,0.0,0.0,0.21781457687448652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03823537816013487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807548566840642,0.07132316636474782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060785611033050475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547393857381704,0.0,0.0,0.04658024529233002,0.0,0.0,0.04222601674906568
socialanxiety,Minimovingstudios,2018/12/11,"Asking a girl to your school formal Here in Australia its availed a ball. Idk the equivalent for the USA or UK, (prom?) Anyway. So I wanna ask this girl to my ball. I don't really have a problem with asking her, juts normal nerves and that. What I'm worries about is the night, and the after party. She doesn't know anyone from my school, (she goes to a different school) and I'm worried she's just gonna have a shit night altogether. And not wanna talk to me ever again. I'm just so worried. Whilst everyone is excited. :/ ",1.5098701298701298,3.77900147619048,3.1917748917748945,89.18064935064936,81.85714285714286,6.103896103896104,20.021645021645018,7.348242739294969,0.6006190476190478,405,11,83,6,11,134,70,105,0.152,0.777,0.07200000000000001,-0.7533,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,9,3,1,0,9,0,6,1,1,0,1,15,14,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,10,1,12,13,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,1,1,1,6,55,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142006714979286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580606196215642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063991385270874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477368570204316,0.0,0.15606408310620642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975917540747559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065389883921988,0.16002387046514482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628001400833735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463020832862596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958810061622441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676508153736565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127448744510714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975935446078276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,darstellung,2018/12/11,"Was at an job-interview - asked what is important - replied: ""first self confidence,..."" Do you think he said that because I gave off the vibe of being insecure? It was a job as a technician. So usually you only have to deal with your colleges. 

​

​",3.130496453900712,6.193358255319152,3.784148936170212,81.88416666666669,83.46808510638297,8.239716312056737,31.23758865248227,8.841846274778883,3.5053716312056737,206,11,35,6,6,65,42,47,0.061,0.899,0.039,-0.25,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,4,0,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119300574519548,0.4619661290292265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771072715312436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587855858479508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597691056825914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616924926363106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772747372350704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457383099959936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082139675291226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830782382741116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180353003528255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093599151741872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619661290292265,0.0
socialanxiety,mandroid2662mk,2018/12/11,"I guess i need help but j gotta help myself there's no one else HELP! I'm 17[M] lying in my room avoiding every social interaction I'm not able to do anything I don't know everyone's suddenly started making me nervous 
I had a fight with my only best friend 2 weeks back so I was going to school alone since then but from last weekend I'm not able to do shit 
Even if I force myself to do I kind of down the spirits among others like if everyone is motivated my vibes kill it I don't want this to happen but I just can't stop myself 
I don't feel happiness from normal things I mean those simple things by which others may feel better 

Depression and social anxiety is normal but it's not been fine since days I can't go to docs don't wanna trouble my parents ",1.6649896480331243,3.5742301987577685,3.6208447204968937,88.22016977225675,79.31055900621118,6.280910973084887,20.671221532091085,7.3011,0.5906071221532092,606,16,127,8,15,205,102,161,0.235,0.575,0.19,-0.8191,1,2,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,5,14,3,2,2,0,15,1,1,2,0,27,31,9,1,7,10,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,2,5,1,0,2,10,7,0,1,3,2,20,7,15,26,1,15,1,1,0,0,9,4,1,4,10,80,29,2,0.28204895057392465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460588256408402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788333759356296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605112709713615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084391165743186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799648629495674,0.12472468815889295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094911989633712,0.0,0.12146417391947276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780785323683192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314533589353567,0.0,0.11881920276501072,0.26950985921562304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426124240329162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895515978037076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029491843177804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535435876851625,0.0,0.12470747775577895,0.15012317628243382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835771993494815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602268739070554,0.1468552895804289,0.07750336350906714,0.11495376964485762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889743520381368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413493232704463,0.0,0.0,0.1536169963290957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045678615106446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763480868999841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556183419655268,0.10725546826197316,0.0,0.0,0.15659099068471294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427242979278139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475959730590213,0.2333138065281841,0.0,0.0,0.28751338584822633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981784945710276,0.0,0.0,0.11790277599789464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738079005062186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317988934241445,0.0,0.113121327609984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway983928,2018/12/11,"Friend called me awkward and I can’t stop thinking about it. I thought my social skills were getting better and I was hoping people didn’t notice my anxiety/awkwardness as much as I thought they did, but then my friend told me I was “lowkey awkward as hell” and now I feel like I’m back to square one. I don’t know if I’m just being overly sensitive about what people think of me but I just feel so hurt and like they basically called me a loser with no social skills. Now I’m scared everyone sees me that way and I’ll never be able to make new friends.  I don’t even want to try to get better anymore, I guess I’ll always be like this :(",0.6815920398009965,2.9146885522388075,2.247731343283583,94.85871144278609,85.11940298507463,5.06587064676617,18.634825870646765,6.42735559955562,-0.1097795024875623,502,13,111,5,15,163,79,134,0.207,0.605,0.188,-0.7195,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,5,9,15,1,3,1,0,11,0,0,1,1,24,29,13,0,3,5,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,8,4,20,9,12,18,1,9,1,2,2,0,10,1,1,3,10,68,24,0,0.1492225701085456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416513230116498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798869224695735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474294545392286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639504736349484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047458563287105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856010020511773,0.0,0.0,0.1425885605314697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090283016687736,0.10660463390162432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458669625098175,0.0,0.15592526789452432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438548447587284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821168215996164,0.0,0.0,0.1597458475958018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200882202430762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187078306956242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960722427970103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969575879875668,0.0,0.11508964534735502,0.14412008807552354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989088510911451,0.0,0.0,0.1011170754160191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069042824789096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939782476648522,0.0,0.11891106846523013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042272363685844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475675035512447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123159516452096,0.0,0.23693210468671186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425885605314697,0.0,0.10131232987694448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801533807349694,0.11844593041325233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Charliegirl26,2018/12/11,"Different forms of social anxiety? (26F) Sorry if I come across as really naive but the last year or so I've started thinking I may have some form of social anxiety. 

I have a boyfriend and 2 groups of close friends and have always been pretty confident with going on dates in the past. But I've noticed in the last 7 or so years that I find it really hard to make friends? Once I've got them I'm fine and would even say that I am the most talkative, one who arranges and takes control of meeting up. 

I work as a nanny for my job and as I work on my own every day I feel like I've slipped into the habit of finding it awkward to talk to people. For example I will take the children to play groups and I just stand on my own and find it really hard to make eye contact with people there although I feel like I want to make friends with some of the other parents I wouldn't be able to go up to someone first and I also feel like I would dread it a little bit if they came up to me? It's so strange!! I feel like I completely lose all social skills. 

Is social anxiety a thing when it's only certain situations? ",2.969207270891186,3.9448050472103016,4.391345619792983,87.99048220146429,73.6351931330472,7.542438778086343,26.15223428427165,7.928766900206844,1.3609582933602629,868,29,190,12,17,289,127,233,0.102,0.7170000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9768,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,6,8,13,0,2,11,0,12,1,1,4,2,44,30,23,0,6,7,1,6,4,3,5,0,1,0,1,11,15,0,1,8,1,0,4,1,3,0,2,3,8,23,10,33,21,9,27,0,1,1,0,18,12,0,8,14,123,34,3,0.0981747391868493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851030345816706,0.08168924761784026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22531022028558534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718138815751757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228574758081493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456884482397818,0.10293434618483398,0.0,0.11011131796556604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331458498198615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257170702217236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484348932489696,0.0,0.08271645200670158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856039181491345,0.28054421316530226,0.0,0.0,0.26918979909425444,0.08350738299974525,0.0,0.0,0.22754867988836885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158993343527768,0.0,0.07851930736082696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589056565486078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742328003218093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005103129034506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185287427628767,0.09839688009462133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983242102435477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196597202239696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177259126201802,0.0,0.10455289315712303,0.06652574405522951,0.07466631307477789,0.0,0.0,0.10901142966991983,0.0,0.09371889725713667,0.13612400559937735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987900420886428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886797554928967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807249304688184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035252020634433,0.0,0.4003071326582291,0.08318313792394702,0.0,0.0,0.10989858283539627,0.06948858569906143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763037174293608,0.07890913656536418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522293436799717,0.06290640874870862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057906004792187174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429447587670535,0.0,0.0,0.13948103589492658,0.0,0.0,0.1264426265021411
socialanxiety,Iguesssowtfnot,2018/12/11,"So i just embarrassed myself in public, but I’m kinda ok with it. So Today I only got a couple hours of sleep, meant I was mostly just sleepwalking my way to work. Anyways, I parked my car and was walking to my office, zoned out just thinking about stuff I had to do that day and checking my clothes to see that my zippers are closed and all that (which is something that I do regularly when walking on the street), I look up and I’m greeted by a bus that (I though) was speeding my way, so I jump back, my hand shoot up in a stop motion, and a loud, very audible “Shit, stop” escapes my lips, and that was the moment that I noticed that the bus wasn’t moving towards me, it was actually parked, with people still getting on it, the bus driver is looking at me like I’m an idiot, the cute girl sitting next to him has her hand over her mouth trying to hold back her laughter, and some of the other people on the street are openly laughing. 
  
Now usually a situation like that would be hell for me, just ruin my entire day as I spend it all thinking about how people will think I’m some sort of idiot/coward after what happened, but for some reason (maybe it’s the lack of sleep) I actually feel god after it, I mean the situation made me genuinely laugh and I feel like it just put me in a better mood for the workday ahead. 
  
Anyways, that’s the end of my rant, I don’t know why I’m posting this, I just felt like it :P",6.046484018264843,4.829425109589046,6.79241095890411,81.0366073059361,66.73972602739727,9.156529680365297,30.768036529680373,7.793537801064563,1.8990047488584467,1100,33,233,10,15,366,152,292,0.115,0.713,0.172,0.9556,0,0,1,1,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,3,20,15,3,1,18,1,18,7,7,3,2,46,39,17,0,2,8,0,5,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,23,13,0,3,10,0,2,7,2,5,0,0,11,10,36,9,35,25,7,46,1,1,3,0,6,16,2,6,23,165,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.2409799392285725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898832883775514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920014233629448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366184088778337,0.0,0.15925727271233256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109358734577524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486138256348125,0.08820776894582225,0.1185516059989019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450854667325147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875110726149793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918507412087172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159414895576633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785648015371093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24128694461123465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073692315314595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683132755761735,0.0,0.0,0.12404330214308633,0.13449621010910665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312302248554361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131290136008458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405726504678487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390532518816554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567979149899231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182511704129034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124122544987339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694884111688112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983904701737553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674129607933662,0.0,0.2775733491737351,0.2471205119068716,0.0,0.0,0.09505407472491224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860416926191104,0.2064547141526983,0.0,0.0,0.141344853971312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23734586026972046,0.12130971569868175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703615301232358,0.0,0.0,0.08382876295410531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359859580386528,0.10187657739260744,0.0,0.19601120289210824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141345096772763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988842158659087,0.0,0.0,0.08771031737014846,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MoribundHeart93,2018/12/11,Do you feel like most people are fake? It’s like everyone is super happy and they laugh at literally everything HAHAHAHAHAHAH constantly. Or is this just me?,4.768095238095238,7.908449142857144,7.014285714285716,61.39738095238097,75.42857142857143,10.876190476190477,27.190476190476193,10.504223727775694,4.121247619047619,128,5,20,5,3,45,26,28,0.08199999999999999,0.513,0.405,0.9216,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331889949911721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830404497996292,0.36026857008763313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026876760930647,0.28637561644638965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42672464106455305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916814716510347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27790696929260245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BowRainCessPrin,2018/12/11,"Treated like crap at work but am too people pleasing and anxious to stand up for myself.  

I  don't know if I'm just too sensitive, but probably. I have social  anxiety, depression and possibly CPTSD. I work in a care home. I am very  quiet but polite and helpful with my colleagues, or so I like to think.  Most people there are nice, apart from one senior. He is incredibly  lazy. He puts me down for most of the jobs, and if I question it he gets  an attitude. It causes me such anxiety to confront him, so usually I  just get on with things. And I doubt myself, I'm thinking, maybe he's  not lazy, maybe it's me. Maybe I need to try harder.

Today  I did all my jobs, and my back was hurting. So I sat down. We don't get  a break. I was sat down for 2 minutes and he asked me if a certain  client had had their lunch yet. I said no, not yet. He asked if he had  refused. I said no, I didn't know who was down to do this client's  lunch, nobody told me I had to do it. He rudely asked me to make the  client's lunch, even though this senior had been in the office for the  past couple of hours, not doing anything. I looked at the shift planner  afterwards and saw it was actually the senior who was meant to do the  client's lunch. I was never delegated the role until he passively asked  me to do the lunch.

After the way he  spoke to me I had to go to the toilet to cry. It sounds so pathetic. But  every time I work with this guy, he makes me feel like crap. I am on so  many shifts with him and I hate it. I work extra hard because I am  scared of being thought of as lazy. I keep doubting myself, thinking am I  doing enough? Am I just an easy target because I'm quiet and have no  confidence?",1.8103974284044424,3.1687354576271183,3.637356321839082,90.72635593220345,77.19209039548022,6.577673874926944,21.81141632573544,7.237678284180719,0.5343264367816096,1288,34,292,15,29,434,162,354,0.201,0.708,0.09,-0.9915,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,1,5,17,17,5,3,16,0,34,7,2,3,3,52,67,27,0,5,15,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,1,1,13,15,5,2,9,0,0,2,10,10,0,1,24,10,46,7,40,42,5,32,0,2,2,0,31,12,2,10,18,198,59,9,0.0,0.0,0.1002798382232459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722365093227347,0.1160905942015208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456348451953026,0.0,0.3842703683294588,0.0,0.0,0.07901680737722212,0.0,0.1252842107570069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104771610508182,0.105563775579634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370300768141316,0.1128780495534829,0.0,0.0,0.08850783312358143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617950404985994,0.0,0.06787262103285363,0.0,0.08658051037480935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195901071217516,0.0734124245216153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106502421202445,0.0,0.0584014011428741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174947064786558,0.0,0.0,0.09205360345531956,0.1014551376290694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887848114050013,0.0,0.10307758522190606,0.0,0.10119881036746284,0.0,0.11000769431927644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394872127471828,0.09133863068539386,0.0,0.0,0.11294943262075845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506113901957135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629329502290775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718742922543334,0.10418344780575106,0.30971148000300525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761959229460512,0.07925555947294931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963346146542958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980969294431271,0.14248297156293208,0.0,0.0,0.11280063584653888,0.0,0.11584750151346708,0.0,0.0,0.11079365630083914,0.0,0.0,0.10330311121360017,0.11511575263944815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549834116715328,0.0,0.1028816115487452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475182086333314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826979166449708,0.19753515207113687,0.10096208592395058,0.0815806950198422,0.0599207210706986,0.0,0.09740534027784588,0.09819246644871034,0.0,0.06976792188099107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317663965227145,0.08478852415991776,0.0,0.08156683821436485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992447057195535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Vispen24671,2018/12/11,"Starting CBT, should I tell people around me? The way I've built it up in my head is, telling people about it would make them act differently towards me. Not necessarily worse but I feel the whole thing gets less genuine if they know I'm doing it and will ""play along"" so to speak which might not be bad but I just don't know.

I'm well aware I could just be building things up in my head likenwith anything else, but besides a general sense of dread and confusion I'm excited about treatment. :)

Anyone who's done CBT and could offer some advice? I will talk my therapist about it as well but next appointment isn't until friday and I'm being impatient haha.",2.9353589743589765,5.123155330769233,3.7934615384615378,87.16070512820515,76.46153846153845,6.7948717948717965,23.91025641025641,7.793537801064563,1.2071794871794874,523,17,104,8,12,167,89,130,0.1,0.7559999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.7947,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,9,8,0,2,3,1,15,2,2,1,0,27,25,12,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,3,2,0,1,2,12,5,14,14,3,11,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,4,3,71,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687284490831617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073296361195825,0.0,0.1420904436070959,0.1537104698840391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416995062701438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757215157071178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040053740227316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669855680576732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442413403948249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730575523734141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021151729932413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35441284860447336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978682202418906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525673750741028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317267755058156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836335909514706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941147589724124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221477605637195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387834038802133,0.3018375934806249,0.0,0.0,0.2004799983605549,0.22942491165514936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705523479026696,0.0,0.0,0.31049720830476,0.0,0.0,0.1927768306142511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596269034595702,0.12265786815574432,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ittybittygal,2018/12/11,He said I was boring. What's the point of existing if the only thing some people ever see in me is 'boring'? I'm tired of this cycle. I was making so much progress but now I'm back to square one. I don't have the energy to do anything anymore:(,-0.30616352201257513,1.7065225660377372,2.5493396226415115,92.51822327044027,87.49056603773585,5.042767295597487,16.38050314465409,6.42735559955562,-0.2803308176100625,188,4,42,2,6,66,41,53,0.11699999999999999,0.8420000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.418,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,5,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,3,4,0,5,8,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,3,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172787184849947,0.0,0.0,0.2632702562928363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460018676836627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28938964388720195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355180582698044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351810077274616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678883445640232,0.2433166770927007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179507297901496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024316616177761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30432105935756376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25493806887198417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254334126238209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36770566408559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,looks_like_salami,2018/12/11,"I need a dam job! How do I find work when I can't talk to people?  

I need money dammit.   Need some advice.  ",-3.1225000000000023,-1.622501583333328,0.025000000000000355,105.57,106.5,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.7330500000000004,78,0,21,0,4,27,19,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31906494599894325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29842717372132666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32401399546888315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7263162606133866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263631593953403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624389633473423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23770551763474554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,newaccount1999,2018/12/11,"I'm a grown adult now, and my life is pathetic. I'm a 19 (almost 20) year old female. I first noticed that something was wrong when I was 10-11 and couldn't talk to people even when I wanted to. I thought this would be something I'd grow out of, but I haven't. It has just gotten worse over time. I have no friends, no license, and no job. I'm thinking about starting online college because I just can't go to a university. I don't know how I'd ever work when I can't function around people I don't know. I'm too afraid to drive because what if I accidentally hit someone's car and then they get angry at me? I'm just so overwhelmed and so tired of being like this. I only talk to one or two people in my family, and that's it. When they're busy, I'm alone. Which I don't mind sometimes. But people my age are supposed to be in college, hanging out with friends, working, driving, and having fun. My life is spent isolated in my room. I don't even come out that often because I don't like being seen. All the people I went to school with are happy and doing things with their lives. I don't know how they do it. How is it so easy for everyone else to be normal? When I was little, everyone thought I'd go somewhere in life. But I've just let everyone down like always. I have considered suicide, but I keep trying to convince myself that it will all get better somehow. But it won't. This is my life. I'll never be normal like everyone else. I'll probably never have friends. And no one will ever understand. I'll just spend the rest of my life alone which I guess is alright because I'm used to it.",1.6430168150346205,3.3574022284866487,3.4272017804154338,90.49904203758656,78.64391691394658,5.9176656775469825,23.399505440158247,6.742157984588678,0.640602057368941,1249,41,271,12,30,418,157,337,0.13,0.725,0.145,0.8129,1,2,2,0,0,1,43.0,0,0,3,4,26,15,0,2,5,1,38,6,0,4,6,57,67,28,1,6,12,0,0,4,3,4,6,0,1,1,18,17,0,1,7,0,2,10,17,3,0,4,9,1,33,12,29,45,3,40,0,1,1,0,9,13,0,6,21,177,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089827541356052,0.18803151351140987,0.0,0.0,0.07553225907670788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080919574209833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134293853269646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028330976871037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819481857570211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166210498037608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991236002169332,0.16422277603888016,0.0,0.3469584704122853,0.0,0.0,0.08557480337024202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721336003806115,0.0,0.0,0.2103981410417297,0.0,0.09485261693796616,0.0,0.1031793046009795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999991444600206,0.0,0.0,0.0966319150029962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900804039953759,0.08068519087640534,0.0,0.0,0.14966306909796234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282381780294204,0.320586129905498,0.1773927588639327,0.09098062298744418,0.08015618678079937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165710017257464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002289931665918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788089424860215,0.0,0.10334819535091372,0.09525332863264743,0.0,0.1230232835233745,0.06903864912369491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146605568456096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787104579352504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186937398843603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691355359126764,0.13976640620882966,0.08977901867126656,0.0,0.06425117149382664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929336276772396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592337474957362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030702595614044,0.058165098856352564,0.0,0.14413077796574358,0.05293176371007595,0.10433276759705437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163041915317528,0.0,0.08867420469833125,0.0945002106165912,0.0,0.0784006489540141,0.0,0.0,0.05354157962773761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414954304096947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321708898992556,0.0,0.09250770945011064,0.06448411539294406,0.0992484584368597,0.0,0.058456268736727726
socialanxiety,Ascentsilent,2018/12/11,"20yo Loner I don't talk to anyone except my brother and my parents. Haven't had a girlfriend or a group of friends for about 7 years now. I don't care that I am socially isolated and every time someone gets close to me I end up ghosting them. I am really scared for my future though, I have been this way for so long. Can anyone relate?",2.1667619047619056,3.838581485714286,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,77.0,6.3809523809523805,23.095238095238088,7.1686216300943375,0.8179523809523803,264,8,55,3,6,88,52,70,0.157,0.797,0.047,-0.7447,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,11,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,11,2,9,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,6,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800270262113988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770666450624897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406893268125957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22896060699069956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995292795743653,0.0,0.14197785602060997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404896854380592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017455717772641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740896371337364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720685767086405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770143117015853,0.23025240189116106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184218902867596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669924256177704,0.0,0.15845927228051135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570204087531966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499771696616664
socialanxiety,miss_kaylakitty,2018/12/11,"Performance Anxiety and Depression I have to present my thesis very soon. A lot is riding on me to do well in this, and it wouldn't have been SUCH a big deal if it was just the 30 page paper. But it's the 30 page paper AND having to present my thesis in front of the department. 

""Everyone has to do it. It isn't a big deal."" IT IS. I am such a perfectionist and this paper has ruined what little confidence I had in my writing skills. Having to present on a paper that I feel is incomplete and subpar makes my chest hurt. I have called my mom dozens of times in the past few months, breaking down at the simple thought of presenting this thesis to professors I hold in such high esteem. It's gotten to the point where she gets frustrated with me (because we live 8hrs away and she can't/doesn't know how to help me) and I feel even more like a failure. I feel like a failure because I have upsetted my mother by being upset and socially fucked. It's just this endless cycle that kinda just makes me feel hopeless and I really have no one to go to. 

Public speaking sucks, no one likes it, but damn, it literally makes me not want to get out of my bed.",3.255569861707201,4.650589609442061,4.4995350500715325,85.85862064854555,73.50643776824035,7.752885073915117,24.96161182641869,8.344100000000001,1.4832596089651888,901,28,186,15,18,297,124,233,0.129,0.816,0.055999999999999994,-0.9152,0,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,1,0,0,2,11,14,4,2,13,0,21,2,1,4,0,36,37,13,0,3,7,2,4,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,17,12,0,1,6,0,0,4,5,10,1,3,5,5,25,4,28,30,5,30,0,4,0,1,13,17,3,4,11,136,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281872935490278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084006802835878,0.0,0.0,0.1957370596874859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639373899933094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33103573870569186,0.1382796994947872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060403956251188,0.0,0.0,0.1534104301731233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247114355310872,0.114695475459878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842397708269206,0.1677593373086836,0.0,0.09124309018881074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076118953275796,0.16962770597524618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186988287628766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823294532076773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530683151711385,0.16091120638544698,0.1417667662699523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649211144255102,0.0,0.0,0.3215009759859493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803179881576065,0.12814782845501635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758286891459305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326116848682447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176969042341693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285111698554347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365839948073688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745712547462695,0.09361679086186496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246885871750178,0.09469533057462916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435187285613107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tymyontheside,2018/12/11,"Small talk textbook A question please - is there some kind of small talk advice books or textbook of kinds out there in the innernete?

I mean like the one that teaches dialog patterns for small talk from scratch, like for 5 year old or something? Like Dale Carnegie for autists or something, I'm sorry if that sounds offensive, I'm just having had time making myself clear. Just want to minimize cringe and awkward situations.

Thank you even if there's no such think.",6.488156862745098,8.120375952941178,5.0667647058823535,83.96877450980394,65.94117647058823,8.019607843137255,31.81372549019608,8.344100000000001,2.3431960784313723,376,15,67,5,6,109,63,85,0.087,0.7340000000000001,0.179,0.8156,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,7,8,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,16,10,6,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,3,6,9,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,7,6,36,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949907947515016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808415593048172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038814317301982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842225995279695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294449500344687,0.0,0.0,0.21123873914500152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348931828669287,0.0,0.13140708286482813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286895969189196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172378756964283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179773104838772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29858243409530355,0.0,0.21708065631537832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676033133351361,0.0,0.17853802568349494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242578761735848,0.0,0.0,0.1130779225009042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438066989195772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487990126513475
socialanxiety,fishintrovert,2018/12/11,If only If communication in this world was limited to writing stuff up I would surely be among the most expansive people around. Sucks it isn't! ,5.73,7.486899962962966,6.7194444444444485,70.93250000000003,67.8888888888889,9.844444444444443,28.314814814814817,10.125756701596842,3.0314592592592584,117,4,20,3,2,39,26,27,0.159,0.743,0.098,-0.2003,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171122043984871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563562644105869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32483619543005154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5363819789127832,0.0,0.0,0.4416063936325993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328471626679611,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PsychologicalTurnip6,2018/12/11,"Understanding a bully can help you become more confident around EVERYONE (Or how a self diagnosed narcissist can help you figure difficult people out) A guy who goes by the pseudonym H.G. Tudor runs this blog: [https://narcsite.com/](https://narcsite.com/narc-detector/) where he talks about narcissism. He's a person who calls himself a narcissist and he blogs about his life as a ""social predator"". (Side note, he could be a psychopath... one other similar blogger and self diagnosed narcissist, Sam Vaknin, was actually formally diagnosed as a *psychopath* on a documentary called I, Psychopath that you can actually watch on Youtube for free right now.)

His blog can be silly at times, I feel bad for saying it and am also a little scared to do it (just a Pavlovian response wired from past abuse), but you have to understand that this is a person who has a distorted view of himself. He kind of sounds like you might imagine Satan would sound like. He has a strange writing style but it's worth a read. I'm a person who has a history of abuse and I can say that I've seen behavior like what he describes and have fallen for the tricks he says he's played, I've fallen for the ""hoovers"", I've been ""love bombed""... And there are actually tons of bloggers and vloggers everywhere talking about the same topic, narcissism, from the point of view of the ""victim"", which can also help you. Anyone who's ever been bullied or witnessed it (which would be everyone) will recognize the behaviors. But, actually, this guy's blog in particular can be pretty revealing and actually pretty fun to read, he deliberately makes it so, just be warned that he uses his blog for ""supply"", which means he's looking for a strong reaction, and that can mean opening up wounds related to past bullying or bad relationships in the reader. It can get hard to read, it can be infuriating or just really depressing but in the end I feel like it really made abuse real for me, which was validating. 

This guy also claims to also see ""empaths"" in the general population... Empath is a new age word that can feel pretty meaningless but basically corresponds to the scientific concept of Highly Sensitive Person... And there's also the fact that, according to science, people supposedly fall somewhere inside an ""empathy spectrum"", so some people actually do have more insight into others and are more sensitive to their feelings than others in a way that can be measured. He goes into depth about how he manipulates people like this and why he seeks people like this out. He says he picks out strong people to break, he doesn't go after people who are inherently weak minded, he likes the challenge of messing with the ""big fish""... So if you've been bullied in the past, you might have heard that you were singled out for not knowing how to fight back but he actually has another take on that... What I gather form it is that bullies are sensitive to the people who can ""see through the mask"" and into their real behavior... and will target you over and over again because it's more fun for them... They just like sick games in general... It's in their nature...

Anyway go ahead and read through the posts if you're up to it, just remember that it will probably be emotionally exhausting to get thorough...",8.565034898477155,8.514287192893406,8.464250740270728,67.27297509517769,61.16582064297801,11.786823181049073,35.896837986463616,11.271016140411911,4.189184813874788,2605,103,436,65,32,844,269,591,0.129,0.7440000000000001,0.127,-0.63,1,0,0,0,4,0,118.0,0,9,5,4,29,29,3,1,39,0,54,9,0,8,2,82,78,41,0,5,18,0,5,8,0,7,8,7,0,9,47,26,0,0,14,11,2,6,2,11,0,1,9,19,25,19,70,53,9,55,1,1,7,1,74,33,0,9,21,298,72,5,0.0,0.21281510144673574,0.4089841105997096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23939753542023695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627808685142607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04186379858963299,0.0,0.0,0.053298651501882816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603776685635246,0.09998100924822924,0.03649733187825476,0.06612376861618688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227173207554265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780281066192528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156754773515427,0.1823060414770086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734778716539737,0.05302869956807628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415752766988709,0.0,0.11442026139666744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109205120547024,0.042772470777653365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256115443040508,0.0,0.06805311880203874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784767176485713,0.0,0.0,0.053633429074543694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039254285589288,0.06325791028648405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234733181999271,0.03290401003376109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042289267347005485,0.2340029435219516,0.060007335470927924,0.0,0.0,0.05027728567373474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054036693768958366,0.0566522042626645,0.03996493336000999,0.0,0.0,0.13043602134705973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702917000774774,0.06045351392138936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057824618218488485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04057072375807435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714634031770031,0.3320608889953949,0.2091112050746987,0.0,0.0,0.05659826268247115,0.0,0.057340694491613414,0.18273362650218308,0.06455199453440884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23955226007556515,0.1362945750673408,0.07671089688715861,0.0,0.0,0.06427997427368287,0.06782314927843099,0.05113024373320323,0.0,0.19045003365191127,0.059942179436274036,0.0,0.09542024609853472,0.0,0.1249188210256732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103182432646227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045016189712301764,0.09624547089390714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034911764700234715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246574414274064,0.0,0.051710066258517935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752349791856098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402504374282043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506250711130955,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,838hsjjsjdh73737637h,2018/12/11,"I get crazy anxiety when a girl is into me but I’m not into her. I am a (recently turned) 21 M, virgin. This past weekend I went out with some new acquaintances/friends that I’ve made this semester. My closest friend in the group is this girl. I enjoy her friendship, but she was throwing herself at me all night and I just wasn’t into it. This resulted in me getting super anxious and getting stomach aches. (I ended up vomiting, but alcohol was involved). 

The next two days weren’t much better, I just kept overthinking the situation. Like maybe my standards are too high, I hate being a virgin yet I have rejected girls who were into me, etc. I have classes with said girl and that didn’t ease my mind.

How can I stop overthinking this in the future?",2.756122448979593,5.020760768707486,4.077789115646262,84.5285204081633,77.36734693877553,7.1931972789115655,26.8265306122449,8.192908349453996,1.9546816326530607,591,24,112,11,14,194,96,147,0.125,0.7020000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.8957,1,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,0,7,0,14,5,1,3,1,25,24,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,9,10,1,2,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,10,1,22,5,12,13,4,26,0,1,0,2,13,12,0,1,13,82,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355832880731256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571176627852953,0.21518092766735636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845840159894593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283970070985048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870305508466435,0.0,0.2124283895536445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29431882866969244,0.0,0.2985437499315909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880532249989679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124579351415944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305576931100837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023070552809825,0.0,0.0,0.19135631109094486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923240164705335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001999644053925,0.0,0.0,0.1839605691261578,0.2025708117148461,0.1787465504803558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182858330666352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188069679962006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118399125752027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410028287450408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592444405503831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718055764988974,0.18606500939701573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765709156336783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cykablyat1918,2018/12/11,I'm losing friends and gaining freinds at the same time........ At the start if the 8th grade year (2nd quarter right now) I made a good friend and to my surprise I'm still freinds with him. He is a semi popular guy so I'm hoping I could make friends with his freinds (which I have). Now I have like 5 good freinds but I'm drifting away from a few of them because my social anxiety refuses to let me go places with them where there is a lot of people and I don't know what to do,1.2296078431372557,2.8021337254902012,2.4809803921568623,97.46107843137257,79.3921568627451,5.7098039215686285,25.058823529411764,6.42735559955562,0.5160117647058828,368,14,89,3,9,118,67,102,0.039,0.765,0.196,0.8857,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,6,10,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,2,0,16,18,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,12,9,12,15,3,14,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,3,7,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920580136946816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955289232775418,0.0,0.0,0.12686369419765392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616121895792754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823625384539652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827535889058108,0.34911045882169545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060644936987328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067030707889079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437340901313064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280954367146715,0.0,0.10167345234764633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282510553716665,0.0,0.17693014817006525,0.0,0.19692146103106786,0.138916978954144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427928326732012,0.0,0.2174336893408648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777272822807447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121448966051786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730338408387522,0.0,0.16619923337971376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135230749483528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401788645462706
socialanxiety,sadnesssetfree,2018/12/11,"First semester of college ended today and I have made no friends at all I mean it’s definitely on me for not reaching out but I genuinely thought(or I was at least hoping) that friends would naturally find me in college. 


*sigh* 


It just sucks because I thought things would be different than high school. 


I’m hoping things change next semester


 :(

",2.429047619047619,5.355480555555559,2.787634920634922,86.29764285714289,92.65079365079364,6.32952380952381,28.522222222222233,7.554174236665415,2.3601060317460325,277,14,49,6,10,85,49,63,0.141,0.693,0.166,0.4125,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,14,12,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,0,7,4,8,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,2,4,33,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491128024081005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676768998530227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140874162211828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148950653842813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872840969317547,0.17429640571296745,0.0,0.0,0.31662603237044945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649874532200655,0.0,0.4070438806822441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389086814670695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320714388558147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179241901622104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737993623631534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722662984284722,0.0,0.0,0.32535142285816376,0.0,0.0,0.1942307922583452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911244772415064,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,arilanacudi,2018/12/11,"Freaking out about having to have someone shadow me at work tomorrow! So I work in the medical field and I already deal with social anxiety on the daily but now to add to it, we are getting students that will be shadowing us (basically watching our every move throughout the day) And at the location I am going to be at I’m the only tech there so it’s just going to be me and the student (a complete stranger) and I’m supposed to have her watch me all day. And when there are no patients we will just be in a room together where I will be forced to make conversation. I am dreading it so much and this will be going on for a couple of months I’m sure.. maybe 6. I honestly don’t know what to do. ",1.8175437665782468,3.606122234482761,3.977931034482758,86.40901856763928,78.3793103448276,6.944297082228117,26.3262599469496,7.882392219407189,1.5879230769230768,544,22,114,9,13,187,87,145,0.10300000000000001,0.8690000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.8733,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,0,2,11,4,0,1,9,0,19,1,0,1,2,18,28,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,11,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,2,14,2,20,18,2,20,0,0,2,0,8,10,0,0,6,88,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320643434243089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608741161243684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048895882755049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23268599543346205,0.0,0.2712440975961323,0.2168035858601303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771815245041486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109869786362787,0.0,0.3585442928048417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557192592761185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037268750057771,0.0,0.21126830178374867,0.0,0.0,0.21184879351051555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785443673159922,0.2235089381603724,0.15459007698836796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993784620526705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436795919547866,0.17818118201213098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981993373538545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25295744596747466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30619265773358273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thespiciestthrowaway,2018/12/11,"does social anxiety every go away? i have spent the past three years of my life just lonely by myself with my only friends being ones online. i havent met someone outside of school (in high school) in over 3 years. every time i try to talk to someone and have a conversation, i feel like i just mess up and think about it for the whole day. is this something that will ever go away or will i just have to deal with the rest of my high school life as someone without any real life friends?",6.691515151515155,5.452191282828288,6.435030303030302,84.19254545454545,65.46464646464646,8.72808080808081,29.901010101010105,6.742157984588678,1.4611155555555553,383,10,81,2,5,120,65,99,0.067,0.8420000000000001,0.091,0.5204,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,8,3,0,0,1,13,14,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,2,1,10,3,19,9,2,16,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,7,55,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581910610811208,0.0,0.1077906729479476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26476666100831864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087100062275688,0.14526516123529273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330546638846893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745514205748015,0.2374342898702335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712449647004771,0.1006613775345294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772314902089324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015723570762666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29774423939614697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985725978892665,0.06883825686766486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547975290672887,0.1071633429145516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450818596442454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037885382026734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278051216107451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363321544091892,0.3581608398873882,0.10847427858601268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325277106392677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028517379061526,0.0,0.0,0.08216187334969259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566412184349243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731355229497934,0.0,0.13582579604475775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147426844680614
socialanxiety,mg1104,2018/12/11,"Struggle Working a Normal Job Does anyone else have a strong desire not to work just to avoid unpleasant situations when dealing with other people? I’ve been working for some 15 years now and the feeling never really goes away. Some days the dread of going in to work is overwhelming. I’ve changed jobs a few times thinking it would be better at this job, etc but it always seems to creep back. Has anyone experienced this and had the opportunity to take a break from work for awhile? Did it make you feel better or did you just end up focusing on something else? Sometimes I just wish I could feel like a normal person. I took medication for awhile but can’t really remember if it affected how I felt at work. I do remember it numbed my feelings in general so I am not big on going back on medication and feel like I can function well enough without it. I just wish I didn’t always have this underlining feeling of fear about going to work every day. Mostly just venting I guess. ",4.4077777777777785,6.241492211640214,5.369502645502648,79.0079047619048,71.32804232804233,8.214603174603175,26.885714285714286,8.841846274778883,2.146164444444445,784,27,143,15,15,257,115,189,0.076,0.757,0.16699999999999998,0.9586,3,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,11,13,13,0,5,8,0,16,3,0,3,1,44,34,10,0,8,12,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,11,0,0,4,6,6,1,0,7,8,13,7,24,24,6,25,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,7,12,99,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899759192241214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336107089177523,0.09789431375642642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897650779031563,0.14693216750260932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899869116614782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010710196300723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628270290769283,0.0,0.0,0.12323367933069565,0.09849985240015488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360965654885208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962656070748954,0.0,0.08462206465936578,0.09872067217243263,0.10655485110967344,0.0,0.0,0.08049845643675081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075115803655318,0.2898541583229777,0.13651078820595414,0.09173553175305832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289656732420985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525054697025284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28443278719064885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335422317765718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377518593599363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249750698679824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368806413804388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722221591313828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623695811958738,0.0834237972124525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241360865599984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164614622039999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697806539612075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739347886677207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355308278375862,0.09449371664755744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988149187299322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183587279304025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121960845032489,0.0,0.0,0.055711447459562864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615094216138862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590394635701827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973771769085293,0.09209930824963516,0.0,0.4868912114894307,0.0,0.0,0.06787046481896337,0.0,0.0,0.061526068963924575
socialanxiety,AustinTheWeird,2018/12/11,"21 years old and never had a girlfriend, is this normal? I'm starting to get worried because it seems like most people have had a girlfriend by now. I see couples everywhere but I have no clue where / how they met. I'm in college but my life is just going to class and going home. I am a part of some clubs where I have a tiny group of friends but at the end of the day, I don't meet girls I'm attracted to. It sucks because I'm so lonely and I just want a girlfriend for once in my life, but I have no idea where to even meet people. I can't just initiate a conversation with some random person I don't know and make it turn into a meaningful relationship.",3.709056754596322,4.026231208633096,5.034772182254198,86.47399680255795,71.44604316546763,7.904396482813749,26.955235811350928,7.793537801064563,1.3536420463629095,514,16,114,6,9,172,81,139,0.11,0.7859999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.2052,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,10,5,1,0,9,0,12,2,0,2,1,26,28,10,0,2,7,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,3,1,12,3,14,25,4,16,0,1,1,0,13,7,1,5,8,76,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413688233645475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190568229727056,0.0,0.12767822609783608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534808930683274,0.0,0.0,0.13076136712184605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295586742147566,0.0,0.10343435708920573,0.0,0.22502879479420887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858620100601035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234909537405592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088025038695507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27967279182336746,0.0967211372637792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321506045034412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269139678093713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397457370195856,0.0,0.0,0.2077426459233752,0.21083811787593745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143888568360635,0.0,0.2745034429145396,0.17286512096824866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255227379492664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776134405376294,0.18023003385945546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012852423541708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534117984526455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167714512285401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105437064189585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749013722144578
socialanxiety,trx9656,2018/12/11,"Should I just kill myself? Because I feel like a complete waste of air. 19 years old, a virgin in college, few friends, about to fail at his dream job (Pilot). I have nothing to look forward to in life and everybody around me has it all figured out. There's a parking garage not too far from my dorm and it seems like a pretty good spot to jump. Thoughts? Questions?",1.6483333333333334,4.104466055555555,2.0144444444444467,96.65000000000002,82.8888888888889,4.155555555555557,24.277777777777786,5.148860815047168,0.20049444444444475,284,11,59,1,8,86,60,72,0.133,0.665,0.20199999999999999,0.5775,1,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,13,7,2,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,4,12,5,2,11,0,1,1,1,3,8,0,2,5,36,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307547525540755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801399377155234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717801651898389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106600976197608,0.18518200052538225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026751711471805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741577925316047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572291574372792,0.0,0.2867810600277025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830899872205336,0.2532770051763212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176738489213632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487221083332167,0.0,0.2720007058197688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637130682710959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903781683369066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597801116759856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205786369357374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692483700281266
socialanxiety,magicoffaces,2018/12/11,"Anxiety: The bane of my existence I'm not feeling so good now. I just received my group evaluation marks for my school project. 

Turns out that all my group members agreed that I didn't attempt to contribute anything, whether be it verbally or through the report. They even said that sometimes, I was doing my own work during group discussions. Now my teacher says she has to mark me down for the group report. 

It's fair that I didn't contribute verbally. It's true. But it's not like I didn't want to contribute. I keep thinking of something to say, then I think through whether it's a valid thing to say like a million times in my head. And before that, someone is already talking about an idea. Sometimes, I can't even think of anything to say. The fact that I'm in a group setting already puts so much pressure on me to stay cool that I don't have enough mental energy left to contribute to the discussion. It feels terrible that my anxiety is being misunderstood for sheer laziness and lack of responsibility. I feel angry at them and hurt but deep inside I also know that my anxiety cant be an excuse. It's not even the first time but I can't seem to get out of this vicious cycle. It's so hard for me to even speak and I envy people who are able to do it smoothly so much. 

As for their claim that I was doing my own work, this is false. I was always trying to find some information on my laptop that I can say during discussions but it just never materializes the way I hoped for it to. I might not have contributed as much as them in the written report as well, but I did do something which was eventually changed almost 80% without even asking me if it's okay to change it up. Maybe my work wasn't what they expected. I don't know what to say anymore. 

I'm just so frustrated and angry and upset with myself and them that I don't know what to think. I'm sorry of all of this doesn't make sense. ",4.135915343915347,5.139660667532475,5.111890331890334,83.81016354016356,70.89610389610391,8.197210197210197,28.28523328523329,8.515128840125781,1.91005723905724,1507,54,309,24,27,494,177,385,0.121,0.8270000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.972,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,6,5,18,14,2,2,13,2,32,1,1,1,5,55,56,27,0,5,17,0,5,2,0,1,0,8,0,0,34,10,0,1,14,0,0,2,17,6,1,2,11,14,45,8,49,41,10,24,0,1,0,0,29,12,0,7,9,224,79,9,0.09342846168995804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355510866916304,0.0,0.2062012614414849,0.07471470705868595,0.07773996452406384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441755240361832,0.0,0.09265592901988254,0.0,0.0,0.15376732669997206,0.0,0.08734299976485096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950073956679879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976698485920963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653657592778744,0.0,0.30854308900704724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417207123248538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539192138532632,0.07947020178552654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881251511545219,0.0,0.0,0.07836336098219551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836935504541247,0.0,0.09588455580574706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279554331904126,0.0,0.0,0.10001710057250608,0.10546936109652036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304350952854436,0.0,0.0,0.15403751753833048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151029699412888,0.0,0.0,0.09128885425565517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062364223661941665,0.0,0.09386144740632728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415391477476984,0.09911283347567193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604200807610132,0.0,0.07205778933726084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477153159541392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939214091126802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887186196959955,0.44578837607834587,0.0,0.09455459113775333,0.0,0.08505376259491654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916163240308369,0.1438515886211713,0.18480627514189613,0.1045855137610885,0.0,0.09958230910911392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509425849915917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062069718497641126,0.23946074309994536,0.0,0.0,0.10895777468640187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343179268218781,0.10162333766053093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510652735271108,0.07415916415255634,0.0,0.0,0.08400340736645251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006170306668926,0.0,0.20405109851369324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LoadOfBarnacless,2018/12/11,"How to tell friends I want to go to party with them? I’m a junior in high school and every day I sit at my lunch table with 5-6 other people and they all just sit there and talk about the next party they want to go to and I’m always just sitting there on my phone unable to jump into the conversation. I really want to go to one of the parties but I lack the framework to really hang out with them. I’ve never really hung out with them before (they’re really just kids I talk to at school) but I want to make the transition into being one of their “real” friends by hanging out with them. But they all live really far away. I’m sick of sitting at home alone on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday nights while they’re out partying together. Please help",2.415544455544456,4.075546948051951,4.124805194805198,86.58907592407594,76.27272727272728,7.335864135864138,19.63836163836164,8.139509932561175,0.7823002997002995,586,12,122,10,13,197,81,154,0.061,0.774,0.16399999999999998,0.8922,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,8,0,7,2,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,2,3,33,12,10,0,5,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,16,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,16,2,34,11,3,32,0,0,0,0,17,15,0,0,7,79,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563412724937076,0.0,0.0,0.12503645799631846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118336330843692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786847722889405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691154804962997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660873344464124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321960501508001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562052613717223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072263631893072,0.1587682261942326,0.15073279719629207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269092973088545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030621547255304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589728404091365,0.0,0.15981356873642735,0.14101796744440875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365332390254312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041781140404336,0.0,0.0,0.16495104469187458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103985750823886,0.4813332029696025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30416199018189943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415622429487561,0.1313423724467208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545319339849908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DJT_MAGA_2020g,2018/12/11,"Which med worked best Hello 😀. What med(s) worked best for you, and what med(s) were the worst? Let’s hear your experiences. Thanks! ",1.18375,3.269539875000006,0.04866666666666752,103.26300000000003,108.58333333333334,3.586666666666667,8.966666666666667,5.6839178017228535,-1.7232733333333332,103,1,22,1,5,28,20,24,0.11800000000000001,0.5479999999999999,0.33399999999999996,0.8172,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450045434306231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974591342960197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416692388677301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192610780163032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7145236928623098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741101904820446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31220361850669737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ImRichBCH,2018/12/11,"I was told I am probably autistic, is it common for you guys? I'm 35, maybe autistic but I don't think so and have always been extremely socially anxious. 

​

I have a very hard time being around my wifes family (all good people), I can't talk, stare at the floor, you know the pathetic drill...

​

They all now think I am autistic. I've read a lot about autism and do not feel that is me but am open to. Does anyone get called autistic for what feels more like social anxiety?",3.326829896907217,5.096560896907217,3.9799871134020637,88.12400128865983,74.05154639175258,7.32422680412371,24.496134020618552,8.07648339933343,1.3242587628865978,385,12,78,6,8,122,72,97,0.129,0.795,0.076,-0.6455,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,0,2,15,21,5,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,11,2,6,17,4,7,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,1,4,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054316627018075,0.3399755977757987,0.3812715484768948,0.0,0.0,0.12001869036959495,0.17723848794602146,0.0,0.1096995544324861,0.0,0.0,0.1396633492082773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019992189262222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729351702352394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789979700665978,0.0,0.1586543088548756,0.11208063158050466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196736795280808,0.0,0.0,0.13158999138753638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534352676006494,0.0,0.0,0.14054059761363302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622139799419687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664742422169117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333803447337313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761482025543236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876620372031497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915151698409234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693019433795544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31985458369144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261004212338843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105465569128805,0.0,0.0,0.0914825018534258,0.0,0.0,0.1499129572103773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944881470062858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812715484768948,0.0
socialanxiety,DATBOiLOOP,2019/06/06,NAC significantly reduces my SA and improves my verbal fluency. Just wanted to share that with you guys. Give it a try.,2.5753030303030333,5.5548325909090925,4.433636363636363,76.33712121212123,86.72727272727272,6.56969696969697,25.51515151515152,7.793537801064563,2.090224242424242,95,4,16,2,3,32,21,22,0.0,0.792,0.20800000000000002,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827819177097429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015334769087792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124615131514006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583269634250909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,strawberrietie,2019/06/06,"I don’t know how to make friends, but I sure know how to lose them. Hi, so I started overthinking (as I tend to do) and now I’m in this phase where I can’t hold it in anymore and I have to share what I’m currently feeling. I don’t want this to be too long, so I’ll just mention what’s important. 

I’m watching everyone around me making new friends and meeting new people while I’m here living in my bubble with the same 3 people who tolerate me. Somehow my circle keeps getting smaller. 

I don’t know how or where to meet new people. I spend most of my time with my boyfriend, but he doesn’t get along with any of my friends so I try to balance between them as much a possible. Even when I do meet new people, I always leave a bad first impression and none of them want to stay in touch with me or try to hang out with me again. Maybe I’m too distant? 

I see people around me making friends. My sister for instance meets someone new almost everyday. She just walks up to them and talks. I wish it was that easy for me, but it’s not.  Seeing how popular she is makes me realize how lonely I am. 

I’m in this group of friends at college, but I’m not really close to any of them. I’m no one’s favorite member. 

How can I learn to make friends? How do I get people I just met (i.e friends of friends) want to hang out with me again?",1.5749499411071852,3.0486380777385165,3.1020362190812736,93.82476222025915,78.11660777385157,6.2714369846878695,24.159157832744413,6.996647511020387,0.6911603062426384,1028,35,239,11,24,338,137,283,0.063,0.7490000000000001,0.187,0.9879,1,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,2,26,15,0,0,3,0,14,0,0,12,1,57,44,25,0,4,11,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,10,17,0,2,6,0,1,3,9,3,0,2,2,5,39,12,42,41,4,34,0,2,3,0,28,14,0,5,16,153,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887355857946611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373516411694092,0.0,0.0,0.12052310729236634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788272768730003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777309941571865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399021019906818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058529677610131385,0.0,0.0,0.08467587250247417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044806640728562934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537626762420721,0.0,0.0,0.5477126956260645,0.0,0.13889376596838118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876549521756683,0.0,0.0,0.14610222303792256,0.0,0.0,0.09383098033594107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824907740768211,0.07842189625729283,0.0,0.09913803622575053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957575485717817,0.0,0.08902614338879522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514256158758026,0.0,0.0,0.4279268321891445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004813116729797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686088262220737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999006199015114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056769334775848286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412301019796405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508359429723595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272248086730356,0.09445229297772026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351902522930084,0.0,0.0,0.0712257525273442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167238914697241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032816511525705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680308821117678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190340923228283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,will-probs-eat-that-,2019/06/06,I’m going on a date I know this guy and have been to a bar with him before with friends (I was drunk). Now I’m going on a date with him next week and my anxiety is through the roof. Help,-1.5760465116279043,0.17599697674418735,0.9360930232558148,103.66879069767442,90.86046511627909,4.370232558139535,15.576744186046513,5.6839178017228535,-1.0480102325581395,142,3,39,1,5,48,30,43,0.040999999999999995,0.8190000000000001,0.14,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,7,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954479189149585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286344022759365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29838319735185903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389815991949583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824064531685512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588669553253163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224971314782234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41073638926085737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097926109143768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Danpannine,2019/06/06,"Being drunk is like giving your SA the finger, but also your brain But it's worth it because now I dare to talk to friends and have fun with them",3.7925806451612902,4.1026897096774215,4.158225806451615,92.85733870967744,71.25806451612904,6.2,21.951612903225808,3.1291,-0.1892064516129035,115,2,26,0,2,36,27,31,0.043,0.588,0.368,0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704864941981316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28241244237172874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171759930170639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579305685916522,0.0,0.0,0.44442236450589895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22633621213274885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723685692016289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FreeConflict,2019/06/06,"Speaking in Groups? Recently I've started hanging out with some of my best friend's friends. We usually end up in a group of 4-6 and I don't know them well. I've made a lot of progress with my social anxiety in recent years, but still really struggle with talking in small groups of people. I don't know when it's my turn to speak, whether I can respond to someone I don't really know, etc. It's also just difficult to read people and follow the conversation when there's so many people. This group is pretty fast-paced and no-filter but I still get anxious about saying the wrong thing or sounding dumb. I usually end up just not talking at all. Any advice on how to navigate these kinds of situations?",4.326382978723405,5.453407063829792,5.30758156028369,82.12350000000002,70.56028368794327,8.476879432624115,28.993617021276588,8.841846274778883,2.235498723404255,560,21,110,10,10,184,92,141,0.147,0.7759999999999999,0.077,-0.8752,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,2,12,9,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,23,13,12,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,4,1,0,1,4,11,5,22,12,5,24,0,0,0,0,16,10,1,3,12,71,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386256126648086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344675127645427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647082152907564,0.0,0.10852381320201084,0.16026334314120874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488751033429852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25129472113624873,0.0,0.15821329639678264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920399704255564,0.0,0.074116883803496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772713163728265,0.2338904430915771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060574542288367,0.0,0.13423297184257665,0.0,0.14382549904381978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29504712488244983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144324350424406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190009109116242,0.0,0.1817604768586009,0.0,0.2801426314213323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281411878558915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945849603357676,0.0,0.14461013941013032,0.12019895915293825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041044233836724,0.0,0.2265818758169505,0.0,0.0,0.1483046516764369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280461237585345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424661078668853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430479440148048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124812438236845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275507063741971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510350054868102,0.0,0.09135428451867622
socialanxiety,CalFussman,2019/06/06,"Hey r/SocialAnxiety! I’m Cal Fussman & I ask people questions and have deep conversations for a living! I’m a journalist and podcaster who’s interviewed icons, from Muhammad Ali to Jeff Bezos to Robert De Niro. Ask me for advice on how to break the ice & connect with others—or anything! I'm often asked how to ask the all-important *first question* or how to break the ice when meeting others. Happy to give you all specific advice based on situations you've encountered in life! [The AMA is live here](https://www.reddit.com/r/IAmA/comments/bxkd04/im_cal_fussman_a_journalist_and_podcaster_whos)",7.966163366336634,10.672740603960396,6.975334158415843,67.53943688118811,63.75247524752475,9.406435643564356,31.43688118811881,9.827888789773867,3.4521376237623773,495,19,72,11,8,151,72,101,0.0,0.945,0.055,0.7067,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,3,1,11,10,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,13,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,4,2,36,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32422567361714394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35949912258555905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365192711821915,0.0,0.6203659998085117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411120848791312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591437237093454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660066839746602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717810791292375,0.0,0.0,0.2929805574326533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501223929077785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716856924999901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647541856306526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KovAJSJ,2019/06/06,"I can’t do it anymore I’m bad at school, I have no talents, I have crippling social anxiety and I’ve had to watch everyone do just fine. Everyone else just has their shit together, even if they don’t think they do. I always try to come out of my shell and it always backfires because I say the wrong thing because I can’t think fast enough in social situations. I also have to do summer school which certainly isn’t gonna help. Summer is the only escape I had and now that that’s gonna be taken from me, I have no reason to hang on anymore. My mom has always told me “you just *exist*” and now I realize what she meant. There’s nothing I can do that anyone else can’t do better. Nobody in my life would have anything to lose if I wasn’t here, and would probably overall be better off. I just don’t want to go out by “suicide”. I’d rather have it look like an accident. I don’t want to be another statistic or a poster child for suicide prevention at my school. I’m so fucking tired of pretending to be happy all the time. If I show a single sign of what’s actually going on in my head, I’ll be bombarded with guidance counselors trying to “help me” by treating me like a weak little bitch. I’m just tired of breathing, I’m tired of waking up. Every day just gets worse and worse. I’m not the person I wish I was. I just wasn’t meant to be here and I’m better off being maggot food because quite frankly, that’s the most I’m gonna contribute to this world.",2.2305863192182405,3.662087993485344,4.035682084690556,88.00076742671007,76.23127035830619,6.8663973941368095,23.68065146579805,7.554174236665415,0.9927111140065152,1142,35,245,15,25,386,153,307,0.177,0.711,0.113,-0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,2,27.0,0,1,3,5,16,17,3,0,9,0,37,11,4,1,2,40,62,13,2,9,13,1,0,2,0,5,5,1,0,2,12,11,1,1,6,2,0,4,12,7,0,0,9,3,32,10,33,41,4,25,0,1,2,1,14,14,3,5,9,157,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.09565339063884556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838656694004845,0.24468150273129224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278252747483116,0.07498503969865829,0.0,0.19441902319993215,0.06853787038263663,0.10043308417089994,0.08066211675093761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184261442387666,0.17925626573719566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26007220118360697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443555971439498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321479774455725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376628214929526,0.0,0.0,0.10128087319117524,0.0,0.06474129245087774,0.0,0.08258608636917875,0.1873246410729243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852618571089728,0.0,0.0,0.09061792018396364,0.051211409831321816,0.0,0.11141406161702996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043441237945038,0.0,0.0,0.1005968094913413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140149365768208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923443217413824,0.09577525184393183,0.0982418012476375,0.0,0.0,0.08231212180422047,0.10965931914147473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479985156064555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405284363728172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454863489505273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558729231343437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568214981417352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425634663094392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078089594822166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794944654183797,0.0,0.2976044508300091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006161321374667,0.0,0.11017859861880107,0.0,0.19983811339751575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443596427301925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512013946790518,0.1256145296385489,0.0,0.0,0.057156256347132686,0.3379787480450745,0.0,0.09366232053646216,0.0,0.13309830578079065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562948354395565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271817457792913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978152945657845,0.13926120617876184,0.10716949398372423,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dhruvsach08,2019/06/06,"Pictures I had senior portraits today and once again it hurts to smile. I never thought it would come up like this I always felt uncomfortable smiling or taking pictures in any setting. Today when the photographer asked me to smile, every time I tried but, my mouth would start twitching closed and the photographer was getting impatient because they had the rest of the grade to photograph but I still couldn't do it. Has anyone else had it like this that even when they had to their mind was forcing them to do anything but that I was literally having a fight with myself to try to smile and it made me feel very disappointed in myself at the moment.",9.043715846994537,8.094916868852463,8.105573770491805,73.1655191256831,60.639344262295076,10.428415300546447,35.087431693989075,9.2995712137729,3.0558808743169394,526,18,93,7,6,163,79,122,0.111,0.784,0.105,-0.4385,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,4,0,5,5,1,0,6,0,14,2,1,1,1,19,23,9,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,10,2,15,2,13,10,1,18,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,13,71,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657252663245253,0.0,0.0,0.13544232452381372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139264186655156,0.2040730431547316,0.16389981218395744,0.0,0.18619691925807688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214120889729086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715671858893512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638084870257558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154980430292493,0.0,0.1678091846598998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070625808971864,0.0,0.19123428534208572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405802365621347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321543855676212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460865176104106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884593232018724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110476665615565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361206300753585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210938487918907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097344151541127,0.0,0.15905729561121487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975093655620575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811860955777848,0.11613753838569185,0.0,0.3775794497580405,0.0,0.0,0.2704465020033205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433598099846436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829690870583945,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,khibii,2019/06/06,Went to my new gym today I didn’t do any of the weight machines like I wanted too cause I was too scared to walk around looking for the right ones in front of all the people and I cried a little bit while on one of the bikes BUT at least I got up and  actually went to the gym after putting it off for weeks so I see this as an absolute win!,1.3263596491228071,2.3654701447368445,3.0131578947368425,96.02043859649126,77.8157894736842,6.119298245614036,19.24561403508772,6.42735559955562,-0.2773964912280702,265,5,67,2,6,88,58,76,0.05,0.853,0.09699999999999999,0.6696,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,7,9,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,2,5,3,7,2,16,4,3,18,0,0,2,0,0,8,0,0,6,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2095516239145514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460280275507031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911608074653219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344363911638519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059330161679172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358777098900061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174421203898585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490929501128696,0.21522215626899704,0.0,0.0,0.1803243844962246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739362814141252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29102170859883925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887109213675406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586926239393694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338360169567455,0.0,0.0,0.2149884678013773,0.0,0.17111700557838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035448759673057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665701595734485,0.0,0.1722484834914051,0.2614909271634039,0.0,0.3981253481816149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UnableGrape,2019/06/06,Gonna win a “most likely to” award in final assembling and I’m very anxious what do I do? Do it just not turn up or ask them to not include me in really really anxious about this,0.23192307692307426,2.1209952051282066,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,84.12820512820512,6.976923076923077,20.006410256410245,8.07648339933343,0.9746871794871792,139,4,31,3,4,50,31,39,0.106,0.718,0.175,0.6095,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6836342046639018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28286138234936864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314497974784562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782004040028476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876671876458896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291084328109174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496512989591196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BrutalBananaW,2019/06/06,"Why social anxiety is worse for men. I feel like there’s certain expectations of men in society, thus making the consequences of social anxiety tougher for men. 

I’m pretty sure most people are aware of the dynamic that woman easier can get into a relationship than men, that’s at least how I see it. 

But this also results in men often than not have the role to take the first step. To be the person who approaches, holds conversations and offers that little extra. 

Idk about the rest of you, but I feel like I was born with social anxiety. I’ve always been self conscious for as long as I can remember, which means that I’ve had no practice in my social skills. 

Thus, as a man who has no social skills, no confidence and is less attracted in a field where the man already is at disadvantage. Assuming that you agree, doesn’t that make it easier for woman to have social anxiety?",6.5010059171597625,6.76808978106509,7.269639053254441,73.0436301775148,65.3905325443787,11.0203550295858,29.91775147928994,10.793553405168565,3.2426918343195266,699,22,127,18,10,233,102,169,0.11900000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.162,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,3,6,6,0,0,10,0,14,0,0,6,2,25,23,9,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,11,12,4,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,3,8,6,25,19,5,14,0,0,1,0,25,9,0,3,5,88,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330058617980192,0.09638635507714488,0.1002891146774557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36881496123673535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188535508544368,0.17221073511324034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252122224524762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629710079761266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177679772465678,0.12080091663811846,0.0,0.1066636609704676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090701396363366,0.0,0.0,0.13129053987897674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355907543534008,0.10524057206540777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262050635884775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940217646386834,0.13653495089925727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604536765444543,0.0,0.12573719501814293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7371799062438106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359639866925092,0.0,0.09062220373767577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875795024608237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282852909468768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lazybearcat,2019/06/06,"Student discount My mom is upset at me for not having a college student ID card. It's not mandatory to have, I can just remember the number in my head. But stores want proof to show card. My mom said 10% off is a lot and she asked don't I want to save money.

But the thing is, to buy a ID card I have to get my picture taken and I hate it. Also the place to buy it is the cafeteria. I've having a hard time to set foot in there because there's a lot of people in that building. So I've been avoiding the cafeteria for a while. 

I do have a photo of me in the school website. Because I won a art contest so they want my face. So I have to take the photo. For the ID card I don't have to take a picture so I chose not to.

Does stores accept I'm a college student if I show them my face on the school website instead?
And any advice on how to face this fear?",-0.4428947368421028,1.3547581315789508,2.150789473684213,96.56302631578949,86.10526315789473,4.642105263157895,20.026315789473685,5.6839178017228535,-0.2332315789473687,655,20,158,4,20,226,90,190,0.102,0.8340000000000001,0.064,-0.8327,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,10,7,1,3,19,0,16,7,5,1,1,21,28,13,0,4,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,2,1,2,3,6,0,5,4,0,0,4,2,21,3,24,24,2,12,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,2,108,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284790951682186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145318042361948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028642838888735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536162143784106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565233167889472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479140596406835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990424236759776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924140076214621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584523229594098,0.17463523023621186,0.18153287225733916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007590094114767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41432619769743145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226283218628388,0.0,0.18480496878345298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037382914028493,0.0,0.16825613082969731,0.0,0.0,0.35802984891808604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26598783459404923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751313008018263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314183356943186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129903279960444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itsuhbreeze,2019/06/06,Texting I rlly suck at texting especially when it comes to girls most think I’m an ass hole when in actuality I just don’t know what to say back like I’ll over think it so much tbh I’m no longer even interested in texting anyone cause I already know I won’t be able to respond correctly I also find I really just don’t know what to say to a lot of things. How do I fix this?,0.5546084337349413,2.3165171566265097,3.3839608433734973,89.28027861445786,82.25301204819277,6.559638554216868,21.218373493975907,7.645422480735847,0.6739168674698797,296,9,70,5,8,105,54,83,0.111,0.823,0.067,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,0,2,0,5,1,1,2,1,14,14,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,10,12,3,8,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,2,4,43,13,0,0.2411037436731234,0.0,0.23528247419181655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26606397656767844,0.19281057670701346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858534351751436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539389643870965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476799598351208,0.0,0.20768952638993968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592467487925354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203644537546326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975129363453673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177911105381836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497778091942415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723899335204918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445723201120093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834707483290888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601786139664836,0.30897908720651873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OpaqueShadow,2019/06/06,"30 yo never had a single friend Pretty much sums it all up. Was alone all through out my childhood, bullied by my peers all throughout my teens, isolated all throughout university/young adulthood, now isolated at work. At one point I tried to be friendly with people - going to meetups, getting interesting hobbies, start or engage into conversations, but I am always being left out - I am unable to connect to people, the only people who ever tried to engage with me were the ones who either wanted to ask me for money or wanted to scam me, I grew bitter over the years, I don't see hope anymore, I just want to find some cols dark cave, go there and never come back, no one would care too much anyways, I just want to disappear from this cold unfriendly place.",10.28184149184149,7.669593000000006,9.630874125874128,68.4637470862471,59.559440559440574,11.491375291375293,37.81934731934732,9.2995712137729,3.5158074592074584,601,20,103,7,6,193,102,143,0.165,0.708,0.127,-0.8042,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,7,28,22,4,0,6,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,5,4,1,0,3,3,3,13,7,22,16,9,23,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,4,8,79,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302273163006475,0.0,0.0,0.13097246276356206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610214498648753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715118349222714,0.0,0.0,0.121033706261386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604835319432954,0.0,0.0,0.1355893242092609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238063102175713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386410274842285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432193699306267,0.0,0.08223692096457587,0.0,0.1789122660305716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633736028031708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101954798379512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314196170587263,0.0,0.2427988278249769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199824012403665,0.1197125838963304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273716573690984,0.0,0.16445333345955038,0.0,0.14879734548787632,0.0,0.0,0.160136120004492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543034584751614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114111277599196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137335193283296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371363050956786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459174640981501,0.0,0.0,0.11181505101769176,0.0,0.0,0.10136280278129273
socialanxiety,Olofsdotter,2019/06/06,"I don't know what to do anymore, advice? 19 (f) here, sorry for any grammar mistakes. English is not my mother-tongue. 

I have ruined just about everything good in my life thus far. Thanks to social anxiety, depression, abusing alcohol and being extremely (self-) destructive I’ve managed to embarass myself beyond belief and destroy countless relationships as well as my self esteem.  

I am repulsed by myself; the way I look, the way I act, the way I speak… It’s gotten to the point where I can’t stand looking at myself in the mirror. I am such a failure. My grades suck due to constantly skipping classes, I have no friends (no close friends at least) because I can’t socialize properly and I spend my days procrastinating, binging and purging, listening to music and attending a few classes and seminars here and there as to not get kicked out of school.  

The root of it all (at leats one of them) is my intense social phobia. Even when I’m with my so-called friends I get all tensed up and barely speak. It’s like the words are just not there and I have nothing to say. I lack the ability to truly connect to anyone and I feel like a lonely island floating around aimlessly. I crave for intimacy and truly bonding with someone, but I just can’t have that thanks to my insecurities. I am desperate. It sounds so pathetic, but all I really want is to love and be loved. But I can’t.  

I party whenever I get the chance to, and alcohol has become my go-to social lubricant, but it seldom works as intended. Either I end up drinking too little and staying on-edge, or I drink way too much and pass out or do something bad. There’s no middleground.  I’ve made a fool out of myself countless times by getting drunk and doing stupid shit like touching my male friends inappropirately, getting blackouts and having sex with people I never would have sex with sober etc etc. The list is very long and embarassing. I blush as I write this down. Sadly, I tend to get very sexual and touchy-feely on booze while most of my friends/acquaintances just get loud, piss on the bathroom floor and sing aloud to Judas Priest.  

Currently, I’m still digesting my latest drunken embarassment and feeling like utter trash. I’m so lonely and I can’t stop worrying about my future. What if I can never have a close relationship with someone? I’m just 19, but I feel like the years are going by so fast and I miss out on my years of youth. I should be out in the world, travel, educate myself, have fun and enjoy my best boob-years by now, but instead I sit around doing nothing, hating myself and getting drunk just to escape this hell for a little while. And I feel so guilty about the things I’ve done while intoxicated, such as groping people (like, really? That’s not OK, not even for a female) and screwing people I should not be screwing.  

As if this wasn’t enough, I suffer from severe OCD and insomnia. I get extremely intrusive thoughts (especially at night when everything is quiet and I have time to think) and carry out mental rituals to relieve the symptoms. But it doesn’t work long-term and I just get caught up in the cycle of obsession and compulsion until I’m so exhausted and stressed out that my mouth gets dry and I’m left trembling and sweating.  

I just have no joy left in life. I hate myself for what I’ve become and for the fact that I’ve deliberately allowed all of this to happen. My downward spiral is not one mistake, but a series of many, many mistakes that I choose to make everyday. It’s like I find pleasure in destroying my own life piece by piece. Playing the victim is so much easier than actually fixing your problems, right?

I don’t know where I’m going with this, but it kinda feels good to vent a bit. My life is a mess right now and it seems unlikely that I’ll ever find a healthy way to live. The idea of death is in the back of my head a lot, but I’m not actively suicidal or anything. I just take comfort in knowing that life will end sometime, sooner or later, and my problems will end with it. It’s just a backdoor, you know.",4.721483097055618,5.977156003816796,5.527185568884042,80.43455152671756,69.75063613231552,8.41326790258088,29.048436932024718,8.790609847205072,2.276745983278808,3193,118,600,55,56,1042,356,786,0.18899999999999997,0.674,0.13699999999999998,-0.9936,2,4,5,0,0,0,101.0,0,2,1,3,44,60,13,4,33,1,49,28,5,6,8,138,101,73,2,12,35,0,6,7,4,5,12,6,0,3,27,56,8,1,17,7,1,7,23,33,1,2,6,14,77,27,93,86,20,92,6,7,2,6,22,44,6,10,40,409,104,8,0.0,0.07156472304783269,0.058942181144356814,0.0,0.0,0.059022675580335374,0.0,0.12909954425812767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041074415417350435,0.0,0.046206221896751005,0.0,0.059901072020679264,0.04223343829592627,0.0,0.04970447012142008,0.10753851228484898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046444260944143965,0.050431899721292604,0.03681958794412708,0.1334152272764561,0.0,0.0,0.06338660481053067,0.0,0.06594170914391805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527148949706132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03895332967057843,0.0,0.0520228674586685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061810688419947385,0.0,0.11833900266788608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049076194028158,0.062409868946857135,0.13472506106504412,0.07978792934935885,0.05463571582518805,0.0,0.0,0.10856816059731833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270155375902206,0.12945040102975774,0.0,0.0,0.11040993678427204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666112494866524,0.0,0.3471244868847136,0.0,0.1029809987602145,0.10132215778592453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341196813057698,0.0,0.0,0.11926599017532195,0.06198834487708185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818481949128162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327781543257774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125065336684624,0.0,0.21331331881598173,0.20656045457144548,0.1210743499297253,0.053334753536861616,0.1069050945350933,0.10144242585354693,0.0,0.0,0.05135035040336721,0.10902763002363153,0.057152419361389525,0.040317806886228484,0.12247326604455415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060869503868901324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880264361282621,0.0,0.0931691878631097,0.0,0.0,0.056681783398236874,0.0,0.11591182936194205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185789231663339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562231753633474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709800149976613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559025427669793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738822179197231,0.0,0.0,0.1296950787367675,0.0,0.10316340449319177,0.0,0.048032906805349634,0.0,0.06112853687337216,0.0,0.05498635233299085,0.1260218015928945,0.06823537965177794,0.06200025160511841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24628283850168914,0.1023543057419266,0.04649926055156633,0.059737645039275984,0.06761342159526973,0.0,0.064378903034371,0.048235922250039885,0.05049752771392479,0.06918857574596096,0.0,0.0,0.06606835035135808,0.0,0.0,0.06277925285160205,0.0454136637042538,0.0,0.0,0.11121734203518778,0.0,0.0,0.04012741243177923,0.038702205488321234,0.0,0.04795125509713274,0.07044004175170028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967348648630042,0.03562578346233998,0.2397155519288152,0.0,0.0,0.0543073088561938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794457571693096,0.06133964592618324,0.0,0.042906786608130576,0.0,0.0,0.11668783699568708
socialanxiety,BouncyFunction,2019/06/06,"I have a group interview coming up next week..... I'm very nervous about it! Has anyone been to a group interview before?? The thing I'm worried about the most is that I would be better qualified than other people there, but not being very assertive and shy I won't project the best image of myself and get the job!!",3.5340322580645136,5.237692725806454,4.4718064516129035,85.08770967741938,73.35483870967742,6.895483870967742,23.690322580645162,7.554174236665415,1.1200541935483872,247,7,47,3,5,80,48,62,0.19,0.779,0.031,-0.8759,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,12,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,6,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,35,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141337954164434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451119165584157,0.0,0.3022938886268963,0.2547595009531897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481321835741635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049582176442755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858481897873593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30634767046536937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969970511326107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913696368624961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753478422295687,0.0,0.0,0.23105876947447795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925318393286516,0.0,0.20462461132010965,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,flyingkun,2019/06/06,anything but this ive been dreading this day.... the end of the year party the teacher forces you to attend and bring in food,3.2832000000000012,4.8812295200000015,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,73.8,5.0,24.5,3.1291,0.15539999999999976,98,3,20,0,2,30,22,25,0.153,0.73,0.11800000000000001,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246997310370598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33283663609489306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571043158590864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240604786965445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323463185927009
socialanxiety,Jadie2000,2019/06/06,"Good entry-level jobs for people with social anxiety? Hello all, I’m an 18 year old female student who just finished my freshman year at uni. I need to get a part time job before the end of summer because my parents are going to start cutting off my spending money. I’ve only had 1 job before at Pizza Hut for a year and a half when I was 16-17, and it was awful. It was a terrible job and I was constantly being sexually harassed by my old boss and co workers and dealing with rude customers. I eventually had a mental breakdown at work that ended with me yelling and cursing at a shift lead, quitting, and storming out of the place. Needless to say, this experience has left a very sour taste in my mouth and I am DREADING having to get a new job. I hate interacting with people and get very anxious in new situations. If anyone has any suggestions about what type of jobs I should be applying to as someone with social anxiety, please share.",6.8382162162162174,6.341768416216219,7.698513513513514,72.81858108108109,64.83783783783784,9.778378378378378,35.25675675675676,9.120678840339163,3.173551351351352,747,31,134,11,10,252,121,185,0.14800000000000002,0.813,0.04,-0.9597,7,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,3,8,4,1,11,1,14,3,1,2,1,22,22,12,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,15,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,6,0,1,6,4,13,2,26,13,2,27,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,15,85,19,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254004396900003,0.0,0.16320628468960946,0.12050804350804012,0.0,0.07458695248172477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650257465930779,0.0,0.18153859405618106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527362398051084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997327788972036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895796502476148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434485912811604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719382891324638,0.0,0.06062367617516925,0.08947070464842467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531568232215953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6351279760215304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589852307635312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749943589352114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909531052600749,0.0,0.20604733429060235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386686834009836,0.0,0.0,0.08112822090111818,0.0,0.0,0.11844569502381674,0.11551446688660587,0.0,0.14790469679614865,0.0,0.11144865418981756,0.1170928965074694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345790478559215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482918469357252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990284865585005,0.0,0.2174756201907632,0.09038212429189546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550239322857452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220080887247531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760297503639107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765787199306587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206078181279218
socialanxiety,MirrorWanker,2019/06/06,"Does managing communities online help with social anxiety? Like a discord server with a good amount of people, and talking with people by text or voice chat. Does it actually help? 

And I'm saying managing it not just being a member, that means you have to interact with everyone and impose yourself in some way.",5.28089285714286,7.911806732142857,6.477999999999998,68.56700000000002,70.96428571428572,9.48,29.057142857142853,9.888512548439397,3.5719257142857166,251,10,37,7,5,84,44,56,0.105,0.7170000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,8,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,1,24,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.257969873150622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202228912640359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626732482205401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526001094829109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172630605038904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543797707983017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914926174668304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28795733264897283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36653742917280413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022369099786908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694740480160304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124764983777895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098306826205001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Evano001,2019/06/06,Why does going to the lunchroom freak me out so much? It really shouldn't be so hard.,0.6016666666666666,2.797832500000002,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,85.1111111111111,5.822222222222222,14.555555555555555,7.1686216300943375,-0.2996444444444446,67,1,15,1,2,22,17,18,0.24100000000000002,0.759,0.0,-0.5812,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457657772283832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972179817161111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684816749815885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844458126753412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350303167553131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719023829040048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mamba24Black,2019/06/06,"How to gain back respect and improve my rep after something stupid Ok so this girl and I have been good friends for about 6 months. Not dating, but pretty good friends (I’d say top 5 friends for each other) and her best friend and I are also pretty good friends.
Right now the situation is that I’m attracted to her but I’m not sure if she likes me.
So when I was talking to her best friend [alone], her bff asked me why I liked this girl. So I listed off a bunch of stuff about her personality, then her body and stuff basically just everything about her. Then we got to the topic of sex somehow, and I said that even if this girl didn’t want to date me, I would still have sex with her, basically like a friends with benefits situation. 

The next day, my entire friend group was like “damn you fucked up” and basically a bunch of people at school (high school) are judging me because I said this. To give an idea of my status, I’m not the most popular guy at school or have the most clout or whatever, but I’ve always been well liked by everybody, just seen as a normal, nice guy. 

This event has kind of caused me to lose so much social respect and I feel SO much anxiety whenever I’m at school now because literally everyone I feel like is judging me for an offhand (and stupid) comment that I made. 

I feel like I can’t talk to anyone normally because they all think of me as some guy who just wants sex. At least 5 of my friends have said stuff like “you really dug yourself into a whole bruh” or “dude we all want it, but why did you say it like that.” 

Like I still have my core friend group, but the people I was just friendly with now don’t want anything to do with me... how do it fix this it’s causing me so much stress to the point of staying up all night just thinking about it and affecting my life in other ways.

To be clear, the girl I said this to felt “violated” but after I apologized, we’re on good terms and still talk a lot and stuff.

I’m just not sure how to fix this situation, I’ve tried being the same nice/friendly guy I used to be but now people don’t want to associate with me... please help

Also I’m not sure if this is the right sub",4.0239868268113135,4.469125348314608,4.7931344440139485,88.02898876404497,70.79775280898876,8.205346764819838,26.13134444013948,8.216663640201805,1.297419217357613,1680,48,380,23,29,543,189,445,0.083,0.632,0.285,0.9987,0,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,2,3,1,5,33,46,5,1,18,1,27,6,1,8,7,81,55,41,0,11,24,0,4,10,11,1,1,6,0,9,25,21,0,0,7,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,15,11,49,39,50,36,19,38,0,1,1,4,53,15,2,11,31,248,74,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897449689192725,0.0,0.09107261947886718,0.047380110865184864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356029517344898,0.0,0.0,0.03981500678568898,0.0,0.0468582217080418,0.0,0.05323286468538928,0.0,0.0,0.043784703288668056,0.0,0.10413351621313027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951374088793988,0.0,0.0,0.06324946548169562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698975813386775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03672272842888235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03760949944687807,0.0,0.0,0.05441029764863199,0.051175587701427466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637440347385343,0.0813584180903581,0.05467302507144347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279168064210611,0.05264174516784481,0.0,0.054623730587192165,0.0,0.19104020712310124,0.04554153204125037,0.0,0.0,0.2255252030534496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038166865503860864,0.060162102154021166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428032289732417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929608690830401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040219653330737085,0.2781887065339337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370327107271713,0.0,0.048409853240738425,0.0,0.05387967583287573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04545037440671245,0.0,0.12557624955577576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060558214186743176,0.05343599009895053,0.11158168169891226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842875283080115,0.04971935377045845,0.0,0.06250495983386857,0.05382837412462699,0.0,0.0,0.11586049401896473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03647835341027618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725591416807287,0.21665863619537012,0.09056475567966392,0.0,0.2305124288824302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920147924273677,0.0,0.05804495964450838,0.0,0.04383655342995628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060692346268571236,0.13642130377184225,0.0,0.06522660062662497,0.0,0.2607387957262979,0.0,0.0,0.16100082187817133,0.0,0.0,0.13730290391093505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297196895698987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03865972139373923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049179403406578635,0.0,0.0,0.16792864463930846,0.045197723471174615,0.0,0.0,0.051197486112098727,0.0,0.1027621742738944,0.0635734482895589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04044979686438672,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,citrusgrass,2019/06/06,"Any success stories here with Meetup Groups? This is a long shot, but I figure I'd ask. I'd especially like to hear a woman's perspective on this. I'm a kinda nerdy chick but I don't fall into the popular fandoms. I like fitness but I'm not competitive and loud.  I'm  tired of being the only woman in group settings and would like to find a happy medium somewhere",1.4067000000000007,3.7002453200000014,3.956916666666668,83.39137500000002,82.46666666666667,5.883333333333333,22.708333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.055833333333334,289,10,55,4,8,101,53,75,0.068,0.618,0.314,0.9654,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,7,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,29,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160130613704497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29696010230252584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903265720053784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33814459573989314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35801491567797633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655635982017611,0.0,0.0,0.2811104736607896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24158732751634174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650922319032619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256496223894104,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NudaeVetatur,2019/06/06,"Q: Why is it so that people don't like ""social-chameleon"" kind of people. When you try your best to be agreeable, avoid conflict and upset them and yet fail to form closer meaningful relationships? Hi

Every book, therapy session and my bits of personal experience show that when you try being this person who never shows frustration with someone, is always kind, avoids conflict etc. then people are also nice towards you but you cannot form close and intimate connections with people.

I wonder why is that? I do all of the things above and have countless examples where people are good and friendly towards me but it rarely ever goes beyond that. I've had a friend for 7 years with whom I still can't talk about all the things because there's no such deep trust as I'd want there to be.

I personally would find a person who is in all ways kind and approving of me and has no personal issues very enjoyable to talk with. The books say that people generally don't like it. And that in order to become close with people you'd have to admit to any mistakes or shameful habits you have. But I wonder.. For example I have issues with internet usage, pornography, gaming.. nothing too excessive but still to a larger extent that I would ever admit to anyone. How would revealing that to someone make me more likeable? Is having problems something that people like? I couldn't say I like someone because of the problems they have, usually it's the other way around and there needs to be a reason why I like them (some other characteristic). And for whole my life I've been thinking everybody thinks of this issue like I do. But apparently majority don't(?).

Does anyone have any thoughts on the matter that could perhaps enlighten me maybe of my own dysfunctional thought patterns or the thought patterns that support this belief that you need to have (and express) your shourtcomings to form closer relationships.

Thanks for the discussion!",6.941753868828298,8.088407903954806,6.779275362318843,73.87214812085485,64.59322033898304,9.433357897322526,32.05797101449276,9.54385415503706,3.080516482436748,1554,59,256,29,23,491,182,354,0.11599999999999999,0.741,0.142,0.934,1,2,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,9,3,3,19,27,1,4,12,0,35,1,0,3,6,69,50,26,0,11,7,0,0,6,2,3,1,2,0,5,26,21,0,4,15,5,0,0,9,9,0,0,5,2,30,18,39,35,15,27,1,1,0,0,34,13,0,5,17,192,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159923746380019,0.06409343921249436,0.0,0.0,0.10476331806481234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771949117741478,0.0,0.0,0.06857122160012168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391106759797042,0.08507133788657953,0.0,0.0,0.0808360992279528,0.0,0.08409459000922842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150056390998455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067407693095206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590654474473919,0.0,0.1393524123602025,0.06489938447427826,0.0,0.0,0.07534813233597183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040216645396542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902323261716025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460740423986684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119155548799784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406383230683057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440713115332505,0.22579184336527255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141676617402848,0.0,0.0773849462186466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423052317989173,0.05940871685431307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391041189225225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42721194931605866,0.3362892488410124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741072332908914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919757917293485,0.0,0.16539841951592796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225114622349733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852031210211205,0.1957966396865924,0.059299892322807926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302926806100994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741042424715148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382432438165965,0.0,0.07091700307579811,0.08808819343756454,0.0,0.10234791728606348,0.09871282213477378,0.0,0.18345480531997507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459386683040957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483542333606607,0.06355613988228642,0.04543309072387537,0.12228242986115508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851727813306914,0.08599897444456094,0.0,0.0,0.16706708906285814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641553733714675,0.0,0.0,0.049603485354009005
socialanxiety,r33int,2019/06/06,"Alone at my internship, got nothing to do but to take phone calls... while scrolling through social anxiety memes on the computer, I freak out every time the phone rings, and I have a lot of trouble talking over the phone, but that's pretty fun... I guess? Can't wait for somebody to come back and take them, though!",5.381,6.3340997666666645,4.616666666666667,88.68000000000002,68.0,8.0,30.0,8.07648339933343,1.8210000000000008,246,9,50,3,4,73,49,60,0.174,0.759,0.067,-0.7133,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,10,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717331674259141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007100968267748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174408831730511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679061214190325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260060064514759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210555793304307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098389202654087,0.0,0.2890269163562741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305510769910733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25174828778026365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26692164137490115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26745019573826456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945347819047845,0.21088071930971386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577743223932429,0.0,0.1529883533007482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1_Justbreakup,2019/06/06,"Exhaustion carrying over into the next day? Yesterday I met a lot of new people. I’m apartment hunting, so trying to make the best impression on 3 potential landlords, PLUS there was a party last night where out of 20 people I only knew 2. Everything went really well yesterday but I fell into bed at 8pm and now the next morning I can barely get out of bed, I’m so tired and the thought of going into work and just being around other people is terrible and exhausting. 

I’m doing so well with my social anxiety, but how am I supposed to keep this up day after day? It’s only Thursday.",2.526899766899767,4.685614230769236,4.8966433566433585,78.9006293706294,77.63247863247864,8.015229215229214,25.166278166278172,8.841846274778883,2.2874170940170946,463,17,83,11,11,162,82,117,0.13699999999999998,0.775,0.08800000000000001,-0.8396,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,0,6,0,6,3,0,2,0,21,17,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,3,12,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,5,0,6,4,19,11,2,28,0,0,0,0,2,12,0,1,13,58,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584937520342028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808520048280886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863608472256891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34357616446106953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595988178506254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277901374500233,0.0,0.100923669043678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784261257095186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447526386545867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097345622331973,0.0,0.0,0.11853704220408075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715093366590844,0.3777199180100316,0.1666482249354284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701174931282197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693379949360611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376326766160452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810219942269933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097988923918808,0.0,0.2041038316374954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205661939609383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193342227191208,0.16461984629353502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292814600853032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,prishyboi,2019/06/06,Dilemma Ever feel like you did a mistake by cutting off that one friend who atleast replied and was mostly nice to you but then you realise how they ignored you and refused to help a lot of other times and feel like I pushed him/her away from myself.,9.91,6.5351088,8.32,79.94000000000003,61.0,10.0,41.0,3.1291,2.7642,200,8,40,0,2,60,41,50,0.172,0.614,0.214,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,1,0,3,7,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,13,4,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,2,7,4,7,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,5,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263538660363255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142048035674765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512688429438134,0.4963046267808415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683675925736702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328264534132225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394027204846341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953109796023352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23537847530074815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025469891590064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Holden_D_Znuts,2019/06/06,"Anyone else wear sunglasses to keep other people from looking into your soul? I'm fine with eye contact... For me...

I can look at another person's eyes, I just don't want them looking into mine. So I have these reflective, blue, round lense shades. A bit like the kind Ozzy wears. I know people think it's douchey to wear sunglasses indoors unless you're blind or Stan Lee, but it's all about not letting anyone in. If that makes sense.",3.647663865546221,5.4895246235294115,3.999831932773109,88.01352941176474,73.3529411764706,6.739495798319329,23.907563025210084,7.447530270364453,1.0142268907563023,343,10,67,4,7,107,71,85,0.038,0.892,0.069,0.3376,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,6,5,1,1,16,13,5,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,11,12,2,4,1,0,8,0,4,4,0,2,1,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236302976097318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151450571354197,0.2309014700385492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460278458759985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825407784288925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030469979274745,0.0,0.2346711730731268,0.12384848570146162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304393998040616,0.0,0.11009642204378184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5677209880634195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042532726918514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31246372570215863,0.1967701358066732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439753489192264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329194356147908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IzumiStan,2019/06/06,"I don't know what to do So.. I've been friends with some classmates for the past years, and i don't know why they started thinking of me as the ""quiet/shy kid"". I wasn't one, but after being ignored by them for so much time i didn't feel comfortable talking to them anymore. Now i want to change back to who i was back when we were friends, but whenever i would speak loudly they would keep asking me if i'm ok, or why do i make a high-pitched voice. I always feel like they are talking behind my back, even if they tried once to help me with this problem..",5.646723163841808,4.220992203389835,5.780000000000001,88.65129943502826,67.64406779661016,8.544632768361582,30.683615819209038,6.42735559955562,1.3712327683615824,432,13,101,2,6,137,77,118,0.055999999999999994,0.795,0.149,0.8673,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,6,0,8,7,0,0,3,1,13,0,0,1,0,22,24,10,0,6,5,0,2,1,2,2,0,3,0,1,3,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,5,20,5,14,16,2,10,0,0,0,0,16,0,0,4,11,70,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734469341752482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561571501006468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554583734772915,0.0,0.0,0.4084906238908765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873270937091524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695962851067924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907387391852153,0.12650594259444067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736230405953855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869294929207508,0.18709467612815964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739678461020004,0.0,0.0,0.19463700500709075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651231271512208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182022332007412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017412899944944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858435396811185,0.119993948384093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690428371721904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944158483498958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533809105140467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846602918772868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346567365191056,0.0,0.0,0.10325673548290676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022565359915832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444633500670404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195742007946893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515850135827226,0.0,0.0,0.11403367383197564
socialanxiety,mpx7,2019/06/06,"Going to gig alone. Hoo boy! I bought a ticket to see a metal gig alone tonight. 
I’m sitting in my car waiting for the opening act to start; a million worst-case scenarios going through my head and my anxiety going through the roof - I’m trying so hard to pay it no mind. 

Wish me luck fellas, I’m going in.",2.4117187499999986,3.661512984375001,4.152000000000001,88.09300000000002,75.40625,6.370000000000001,26.8625,6.742157984588678,1.13906625,237,9,50,2,5,80,44,64,0.179,0.7340000000000001,0.087,-0.4628,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,12,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,2,6,1,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,9,11,0,12,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204851706700381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922228154768147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712159303722024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250908527571348,0.0,0.2578781317729485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537136490344128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023169257705692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778520064865881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059756969652815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28895103556455604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kwanahana,2019/06/06,"Sef-deprecating humour for science Yo guys I'm doing a thesis on self-deprecating humour and I'm looking for people 18+ born in or after 1996 who use self-deprecating humour to help with a study! 

​

The survey should be quick and I would greatly appreciate the help! 

  
https://edinburgh.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_9H6Lqfu3DZIHHcp",8.056428571428576,11.376718928571426,7.742285714285718,59.50271428571432,65.07142857142857,8.765714285714285,29.057142857142853,9.3871,3.1679971428571427,284,10,38,6,5,90,43,56,0.0,0.675,0.325,0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,7,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,3,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806055577198551,0.3146899842312381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855272148618292,0.0,0.2564316806844673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471787041129407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747862208646293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954465823830934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403468525652974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367623484847546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397250955267586,0.0,0.3146899842312381,0.0
socialanxiety,Feroz_C137,2019/06/06,"Every time a do a small eye contact or clearly state my mind I become proud . Though I have been teaching and hosting some shows at my college but when it comes to interactions personally I become anxious and unfocused . 
Clearly I have been talking to many people I was anxious and self conscious ( which still I am  sometimes) , obviously you know how SA works . There are infinite things to say when interacting but eye contact and self critique thoughts make it difficult sometimes to speak articulately. 
Despite hesitation and anxiety whenever I make eye contact , I feel proud .",7.9068831168831215,9.902825373737377,7.566118326118327,66.00727272727275,62.93939393939394,10.1015873015873,42.42568542568543,10.290406445055957,5.061907936507937,468,28,68,11,7,148,67,99,0.111,0.742,0.147,0.4211,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,2,0,8,3,3,3,3,21,14,12,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,6,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,6,11,2,5,10,1,9,0,0,3,0,12,2,0,2,5,46,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379760710699097,0.4075143652018859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983902627147889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536548136533726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196236166643515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119620505229814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912197592524376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24078543364777075,0.1828582749925673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211372247224544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250399700938605,0.1574847246114195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434307219031746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37631280678591705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567643152433437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403694488083904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449677598425097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982418129555095,0.0,0.17720428014752118,0.14318690231712214,0.10517025422049707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313053365025884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway39284829,2019/06/06,"I went to a party today and I actually had fun! I’ve barely left my house since summer started and I was getting really lonely and depressed. I was invited to a party which I wasn’t even planning on going to because I was so scared that I’d be quiet and awkward and no one would like me, but my friend literally dragged me there. I was really nervous and only talked to the few people I knew at first, but after a while, I started talking to other people I didn’t know and I actually made friends! I was able to talk in front of a group of people comfortably and for once I wasn’t awkward or shy. They even invited me to hang out again. I’m really surprised that I actually had fun at a social event and I’m so happy. Maybe things are turning around me?",2.504230769230769,4.1222527564102585,4.823333333333334,81.855,75.92307692307692,7.364102564102564,25.461538461538463,8.139509932561175,1.6442846153846156,594,21,118,10,13,208,90,156,0.10800000000000001,0.682,0.21,0.9703,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,7,14,0,4,6,0,13,0,0,1,0,18,24,15,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,6,0,2,13,1,21,8,17,9,1,20,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,1,10,85,26,0,0.14488026186500294,0.0,0.42414670905364377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289741494590938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831766290293278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478515724919972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138409312708446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323507673025545,0.0,0.0,0.2238682618517456,0.0,0.07569395711217458,0.0,0.08233879158482607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422773279281818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717237019590514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962240297482782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741282843025073,0.0,0.0,0.07078117776254135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708920683484627,0.0,0.0,0.14555169627414005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429275050599495,0.09817461497037397,0.11018796770297064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013251943529382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784420168655494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505041669290122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984644976604635,0.0,0.0,0.14768718176977208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509399008532908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34934779956092715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962520082977222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373295478436516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758812149462836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430545424208953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291878121111296,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,morelyris,2019/06/06,"How do you share big personal news with people in your life? I've struggled with severe social anxiety my whole life, countless hours of therapy have only made things a little better over the years. It's limited me a lot, but since it's been a big thing for my whole life, it's not something I've noticed too much. Now, I'm really starting to notice. The biggest issue (right now) is I cannot give anyone any big news until the last possible moment, and even then, it's more of the other people ""finding out"" and less of me actually telling them. I didn't tell my own parents I was getting married until about 2 weeks before the wedding. Currently, I'm pregnant with my first child. I'm due in about 3 days, my husband is in the military and is \~1000 miles away for training and I'm not entirely sure how I'm going to get to the hospital. The only people that know that I'm pregnant are my husband, a handful of friends that have seen me (I haven't put much effort in hiding it around them), and my doctor. I can't take a taxi, I can't take an ambulance, my friends are not exactly reliable (we're all college age), and I don't have a license (which is also thanks to anxiety). If I could just tell my family that my husband and I are expecting, then I could absolutely get help from them, I know that, but every time I try to say something about it, I freeze up and can't speak. I just go completely mute and I'm stuck that way for the rest of the day. I want to be able to say something because it's so important for the health of my child. I know I'm just going to end up calling my father when I really need to head to the hospital and beg for him to take me and just hope they're not mad at me for having kept it quiet for so long. I just don't know how to give news like that, especially when I feel they'll be disappointed in me for getting pregnant (even though I'm married, financially stable, and I've done a pretty okay job at handling it on my own). I recognize how irrational the fear is, but that has done nothing to help me combat it. I'm starting to feel ridiculous with this pattern of hiding things until I can't anymore. Does anyone else struggle with sharing big personal news? How do you handle it? 

^(I'm sorry if I don't reply to some/any of the responses, just sharing this took me hours of staring at the post button. Thank you so much for taking time out of your day to read this. Also, I apologize for any formatting issues or anything like that, I don't post on reddit very often.)",6.522519118308594,5.2791905224171565,7.2862865497076035,77.96616396761138,65.80311890838206,10.309461688409057,33.18106162843005,9.367010060515213,2.775329644624381,1970,69,402,31,26,660,230,513,0.076,0.797,0.126,0.9815,3,0,3,0,0,0,64.0,0,5,4,4,29,19,2,3,23,1,35,7,2,6,3,66,77,36,0,8,16,5,4,2,2,1,5,4,0,4,28,20,0,2,7,1,0,5,15,6,0,1,10,10,55,13,65,62,12,61,0,1,2,0,38,25,0,6,30,267,83,4,0.07609121230148512,0.0,0.07425404691691606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170022997299965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552339009315832,0.0,0.1164191382796587,0.0,0.07546203628439924,0.1064094897000137,0.07796443904632494,0.06261658433265728,0.06773731122214366,0.0,0.0,0.07149019872678572,0.0,0.0,0.04638449676588674,0.0,0.06474801728596331,0.0,0.0,0.0672964937938843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769763526736713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978018840221103,0.0,0.0,0.12150528284887865,0.0,0.0,0.14721761119656945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788258005130673,0.06658793265466065,0.1557354569781161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356444406678613,0.0,0.06739422903075601,0.0,0.0,0.1005150561836326,0.0,0.06411012815107765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173202301336648,0.08562376845542077,0.07694800644949655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954598953501735,0.06472314631242942,0.0,0.0,0.11757576374342844,0.0,0.15901807151421982,0.14598724869195231,0.1297331684208288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809153613660418,0.08088140049097843,0.0,0.0,0.10200467134353673,0.0,0.0,0.07557574276190566,0.14986903341891822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883891305031528,0.07550878714255557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672709612951223,0.06202449378453055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612364205990853,0.07434864562982517,0.07626338460481008,0.0,0.067338328436003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469002765122082,0.0,0.07199934488820976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780738862607275,0.05642066977330103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301157039461924,0.17326069906880046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574159151324988,0.0,0.0,0.08449028647293202,0.0,0.0,0.1582561974981782,0.13287982321355726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578140895518939,0.1457486956620307,0.07741211819522349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649268489685221,0.0,0.0,0.07611180366417546,0.0,0.09749195805435484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498147955014773,0.0,0.12102157219954734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596141139819008,0.0,0.06294343712068026,0.0,0.0,0.07756540854904617,0.0,0.17573619812990995,0.0,0.08517788249220666,0.10771550341262312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909411254188965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717150670916412,0.0,0.2288444879300204,0.0,0.199521220222322,0.1401091302208486,0.08701693268165597,0.0,0.15165486112905993,0.0,0.07475922975002257,0.0,0.08873879560463208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454013662574204,0.05166093839435354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278321906513758,0.04488056847074711,0.0603976625705201,0.06103578075707902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990624232151835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900024597376563
socialanxiety,kevmart96,2019/06/06,"I still struggle with Social Anxiety, and I want to be a normal person! How do I get rid of Social Anxiety ??? I’ve always had social anxiety since I was a kid, and I never had many friends growing up.  Never had a GF. I have a few friends now, but I have trouble talking to people and I feel Socially awkward around people I don’t know, and I feel like I’m a not a typical guy, I act differently than mosts, I don’t know. I prefer old school music, I’m not cocky and I’m more self conscious and I was an outcast in HS!! Very Timid boy I was. Still am, I worry at times, I’ll never date and it sucks but I want to challenge myself and meet girls but how do I break the ice and be myself even though I feel different, I tried dating apps but I lose motivation quickly or I don’t try hard enough. I want to meet people the old school way, before all the technology etc. It’s hard, I just want to know any advice or success stories on how you guys got through SA..",0.8144581280788188,2.7181326502463072,3.1911600985221678,90.26181403940888,82.10344827586206,5.833399014778327,21.480049261083746,6.961326702584282,0.5238041379310343,740,23,163,9,20,255,112,203,0.16899999999999998,0.722,0.109,-0.8923,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,4,11,11,1,3,10,0,16,0,0,4,4,42,32,19,0,6,9,0,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,11,0,0,9,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,7,5,27,5,14,23,6,21,0,1,0,0,18,5,1,3,13,105,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408824276573556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886315821733034,0.0,0.0,0.07243595247732668,0.0,0.24445813722203694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482368143524776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063904743064292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225774614089175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006165894794727,0.11879582486632485,0.07035419250511238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157623735718618,0.07609654332577946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459122106500385,0.0,0.05565130458995297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519224555842463,0.0,0.0,0.21093930767129676,0.0,0.0,0.19083856906454116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756186663713249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203935734343102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916649416155226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799262252188832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464599482121617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436511027456777,0.0,0.0,0.22354563009723605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215386909513944,0.0930074858171765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560398350052654,0.0,0.0,0.11112159647966632,0.0,0.0,0.08811286309250184,0.0,0.0,0.4343271061662807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701309652883333,0.0,0.0,0.11135583309781527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561520427310311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465348060410208,0.0,0.06211155368837878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463757939511293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878885780480434,0.25130851228188256,0.08454910021802517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817428883986464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theupwardbound,2019/06/06,"The mysterious one. In dealing with my social anxiety, I’ve been known as the mysterious and secretive person because I don’t really speak much. In conversations, I try not to attract attention or say anything for fear of judgment and criticism. 

Doing this allows me to stay safe and places distance between me and the other person. I don’t really put myself out there as a protection, but this doesn’t allow people to know the real me. As a result, I can be viewed as boring when in reality my mind is flying at 3000 km per hour. 

I really do want to connect with people, but I honestly don’t know what is socially appropriate to say. Or maybe I’m just too afraid of rejection. 

Can anyone provide some useful advice?",5.846220600162204,6.804956963503653,7.572944038929442,67.88079480940796,66.95620437956204,10.760421735604217,31.28061638280616,10.746095033038511,3.7452650446066498,572,22,95,16,9,200,91,137,0.10400000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.1,0.0932,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,6,0,12,0,0,4,0,27,17,13,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,4,12,3,20,15,2,11,0,1,1,0,10,7,0,3,2,70,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259928423491475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351202863672951,0.0,0.0,0.12350272414768244,0.0,0.14535017062308628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767106815296837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209618372809114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875612007626245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739434513293609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414076177781445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744702581789756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783443907414634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984223923295532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968801383460913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24490386536488445,0.3084503120426986,0.1845391444087756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756038467554686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104185327721066,0.3394581376947304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28092407715545337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601009377055177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826243429844655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991912829796122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255027646644598,0.0,0.0,0.10418004039038524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anotherusernamelol,2019/06/06,"Hey there! I wanted to give ya'll a heads up about something, but first a short backstory:

Being a homeschooled kid with no friends I got a 'great' education in social anxiety...and I do still deal with that these days too. But now I work in a call center to help hundreds of people fix different things, and it's a high stress job. Today I was teaching a class of 9 strangers, which means this quiet guy was talking for 8 hours or so...kinda sucked lol.

The thing that really helps me is Vyvanse, my SA is almost gone when on this stuff and it's GREAT...I almost feel like a normal person!!

Now I'm not saying it's a cure all or that it'll work the same for each of you, but if you haven't tried it before...it just might be worth your time :)

Good luck to ya'll, I'm rootin for you!",1.8873809523809515,3.5283826234567925,2.9808818342151677,94.30111111111113,77.7037037037037,5.863139329805996,18.978835978835978,6.5431188927421005,-0.1476645502645506,603,12,137,5,14,193,113,162,0.063,0.738,0.19899999999999998,0.9748,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,0,3,8,7,1,1,11,1,10,1,1,0,1,23,19,9,0,3,8,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,3,15,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,4,3,11,5,16,11,3,17,0,0,0,0,17,7,1,7,10,83,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127519226489289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594611827389082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071303680658847,0.160998508104259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315842720248055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896134853792218,0.11156378768980033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283325066519922,0.0,0.0,0.12065212978130363,0.0,0.0,0.1498070003103113,0.0,0.13098318285900273,0.12489883483416513,0.34434332413563634,0.0,0.1546271821817536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026959728427087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934724050946227,0.16499612822434492,0.0,0.0,0.15379035180852474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496894420916127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629397552686694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010867420205644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566561500300395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530078305271721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826464384225903,0.13635661947018282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004283196897254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241880977037098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918980988668965,0.0,0.1202228866957731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471298998188747,0.0,0.17888564686580566,0.0,0.17877073037848487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551892707730325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749720752356554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106064330817544,0.0,0.14802547080311645,0.0,0.0,0.10602529033757348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210973417289693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273789010085297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,measlybastard,2019/06/06,"How did you get a job despite really bad social anxiety? I need a job but the thought of an interview scares the shit out of me. I just know I’m going to bomb it because when I get too anxious my mind goes blank and I can’t talk. I can just barely force words out of my mouth. And anything that I do say is probably not going to make much sense because I can’t think about what I’m saying. Even typing this I don’t know if I’m making sense because I am very anxious. If you’re like me but you have a job, I just want to know how you got it and any advice you could give me. Thanks a lot!",-0.032378156194951664,1.6854369541984755,2.211755725190841,97.15348796241928,84.0381679389313,5.252143276570758,18.473869641808573,6.297961479604792,-0.3059399882560188,455,11,112,4,13,154,79,131,0.107,0.768,0.126,0.5413,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,0,9,5,1,1,7,0,10,2,2,4,0,28,29,10,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,2,19,2,9,25,2,5,0,0,0,0,10,2,1,3,2,68,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725133081695496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247353704765644,0.0,0.11527650346957467,0.3404708567929471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240040255879077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258188361772901,0.2755754430782355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031272836132755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995285173393313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574573351384866,0.14455440771194855,0.1712798114419718,0.0,0.12051958223558736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486060844452955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484438362330505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361892582744041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811021121062194,0.0,0.0,0.20117186017897568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215271023184887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110773591026506,0.11173382024618657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246799039760554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965350904239781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396675305058855,0.15086575563320515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467986617132376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536082334889674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211179325579884,0.0,0.13873398201268744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655528502684964,0.0,0.11963005841349172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433402406755242,0.08888014605651022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SkeetOnMyFeet12,2019/06/06,"Fact Everyone: *Trys to have a normal conversation with me*

My brain:",1.2650000000000006,0.7960988333333319,3.2799999999999976,76.89000000000003,144.0,7.866666666666667,19.666666666666668,7.1686216300943375,2.560766666666668,54,2,9,2,4,18,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6320747740673824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5410354860327979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5547630871290208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wildflowerxglow,2019/06/06,Anxiety Being a teen and having social anxiety  is so exhausting and stressful,8.619999999999997,11.322506384615385,10.35692307692308,43.96307692307696,62.07692307692307,14.430769230769231,43.769230769230774,13.023866798666859,8.245523076923076,65,4,6,3,1,23,11,13,0.5489999999999999,0.451,0.0,-0.8297,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7063225025604483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47059439099162603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288189118629989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,guri1998,2019/06/06,"LIST ALL THE CAUSES OF SA I will start first:
- violent family
- too much pressure for me
- got bullied for many years
- lost my two brothers
- depression",5.73,7.486899962962966,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,67.8888888888889,9.844444444444443,32.01851851851852,10.125756701596842,3.5118296296296285,117,5,20,3,2,37,26,27,0.435,0.565,0.0,-0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,3,0,3,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34870313687488874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923631603618609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199981851064152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887314268342197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714848775514301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705439091135096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441435744489938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24953085828804866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026065452970985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315880779351945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859121104741652
socialanxiety,kinggreggy,2019/06/06,"If I had a dollar for every time I heard ""just go out and make new friends"" I would have enough to buy the coffee shop I sit alone in everyday looking at all the people I wish I could talk to.",16.167142857142856,4.21421190476191,14.556666666666667,65.50500000000002,60.9047619047619,17.752380952380953,49.14285714285714,8.841846274778883,4.731685714285714,148,3,36,1,1,49,35,42,0.05,0.804,0.146,0.5859,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,9,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,6,5,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33109895814726154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552437778078475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303217682718037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693497915704381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24698911366546064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816852910332515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684562718298449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339332205360706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087553597792789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216304716077214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569520206834077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864118571405288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367623871811125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270962247225224,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,___SR2,2019/06/06,I have a job interview tomorrow and I don't know what I'm going to say if they ask me about my two year unemployment gap So obviously the real reason I didn't work was because I was afraid. But I don't know if thatd be the best thing to tell a potential employer.,2.7922413793103447,3.3464328793103486,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,73.65517241379311,9.937931034482759,26.568965517241374,10.125756701596842,2.410262068965517,209,7,48,6,4,76,44,58,0.057,0.861,0.08199999999999999,0.3182,4,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,9,13,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,1,8,1,3,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,32,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824881548653418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420002397980545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171087667742505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173017135952226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998570939024149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321294530497814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343935607121455,0.0,0.3106810806421376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402977078068146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26410989383605643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074831753678699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29517617756592657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199833547911335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945875693971528
socialanxiety,ThomasTheBigHorse,2019/06/06,"What's with this sub and not enjoying success posts? Seems like only content that gets upvoted are memes, self-loathing and complaining. The content people seem to enjoy here is literally making their social anxiety worst. I rarely see people upvote success stories or advice. I've been looking for a place where people are actively trying to overcome social anxiety. Seems like this sub is all about being a victim and staying a victim. 

If you want to be some sort of support group, label yourself as one. A lot of people actually want to go back to living a normal life and when they search reddit for social anxiety, they end up with this venting club.",6.905651260504204,8.298885815126052,7.068392857142857,70.87973214285716,64.79831932773111,8.975210084033613,32.52205882352941,9.188382445141503,3.193528571428572,528,21,79,9,8,170,85,119,0.18100000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.8159,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,2,5,11,2,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,1,20,18,8,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,2,5,7,14,15,4,9,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,8,5,53,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.1412063865764563,0.0,0.0,0.14139922518920128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33208545245775056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126541532412387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816130504223308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755998097450635,0.0,0.0822363794407849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022059325726877,0.14138628171994425,0.0,0.12777280514002742,0.0,0.12151160783520545,0.0,0.0,0.1230188175788024,0.0,0.0,0.09658841452012938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141775337324335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805250639170758,0.11005091703945227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012672122243952,0.0,0.15118076620158166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385826599168054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530721446166982,0.3951885037107203,0.15095372182788194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442510469905804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423101237083994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642039147695146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824184324900023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069569038688132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,c0agvla,2019/06/06,"I need to make new friends, but I’m kind of nervous/pessimistic about it. Anyone have suggestions? Hello. So, I'm working 6 days a week and my fiancee is working and finishing her classes. Most of my friends are in another state, I have a handful in other boroughs and none in my borough or the one I work at. I have work friends that I keep on the surface and only go out with if there's a happy hour thing and generally I leave after one hour because I don't want to see them drunk or them see me drunk, and I don't want to be privy to workplace gossip which always happens (let's be real). I don’t care for coworker friends because work is my bread and butter and it’s best to keep people at a distance unless they are temps or leaving soon.

My fiancee is introverted so she can go months without seeing her friends. I keep contact with my friends largely on WhatsApp or via FaceTime, but no one's schedules work out and we are lucky if we hang out a few times a year. I tried rekindling old friendships but realized why I ended them and ended them again. My fiancee and I are on great terms, we just don't have as much time as her last semester is intense, and I'm picking up more work to pay for more stuff. 

I met a doctoral intern at work (who is leaving soon) that I befriended, she's married and her husband is into the same research I'm into, and after a few chats I found out she's from my fiancee's hometown and now lives in the town that my fiancee lived in last year, and they know some of the same people. So I got her number and we talked about going out on a double date. I kinda want less awkwardness so I kinda feel like I should have had coffee or something with her, but our schedules are kinda incompatible for that, and I told her my break so let's see what happens. She’s insisting we all do something soon so maybe it won’t be awkward. The getting coffee on break thing is more my tendency because I need to warm up to people. But now, I'm having all these thoughts:

1) Why make new friends? 

2) People come and go, and eventually everything ends.

3) What if we chill and find out they aren't nice people?

4) Do I really have time in my life for the ups and downs of getting to know people?

A little backdrop- I’m a psychotherapist so I deal with people every day. I see maybe 8 clients a day that run from personality disordered to schizophrenic. I deal with dysfunctional couples, alcoholics, survivors of abuse. I see a LOT of humanity, and it’s made me kind of pessimistic and at my “human max out” on some days.

I've whittled down my friends over the past few years, lost some that I thought were good friends (distance, wrong place in life, sometimes betrayal) and I just don't have the energy to actually get to know people. I made a couple new friends in the area in the last year but haven't really let people in. I'd much rather just read, go for a drink, or work. I have this weird feeling that the past 10 years or so have turned me off meeting new people and I'm not sure my fiancee is too supportive either because she bails on people a lot when she's in her introvert mood. At the same time, I definitely need new friends, I need to network and meet people and actually do something with my time, because nothing's happening at home and reading/watching Netflix gets mighty boring. Maybe I’m just afraid of meeting this new couple and actually making a new social circle. This will be the second friend I made this year since I moved.

Does anyone relate or have suggestions?",4.652439675843024,5.466449654778888,5.359761435032024,83.2008052326464,69.57061340941513,7.963104379761436,30.321455671229547,8.058908269544373,2.0081710686860714,2772,108,552,35,47,899,287,701,0.071,0.7929999999999999,0.136,0.9955,0,0,5,0,1,0,71.0,7,0,7,11,24,34,0,3,31,0,47,10,1,7,3,124,105,59,0,12,26,1,4,1,18,3,5,0,1,3,24,52,5,3,10,6,1,9,12,8,0,4,12,11,82,25,82,83,25,106,0,1,6,0,66,45,0,21,50,365,106,14,0.0,0.05238088759081717,0.12942593641352626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04724638360782076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0367857467264099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046357390910847916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182445455630455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474814231814006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04639501810305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507441056890775,0.0,0.0,0.03808246736698455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675051837877734,0.0,0.11404557418038687,0.09115586164975384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066778101537572,0.045250175004919166,0.038687927439668986,0.0,0.0,0.04330836292214001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746916920141813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037248310424654284,0.0,0.03973254121579488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044707182990414415,0.03158319078704842,0.0,0.0,0.04040657352743944,0.0,0.0,0.048473304642945615,0.4098726993036669,0.0,0.092390308079457,0.0,0.12562605080446915,0.03708073147922483,0.03535828077669444,0.04874099888335247,0.0,0.0,0.11728262946460705,0.047061708393736565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434561399035606,0.0,0.08707467042766963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788598801753927,0.0,0.09207453486474867,0.07288895925307451,0.10810963875975647,0.0,0.14043405418835905,0.0,0.13562126276706638,0.062452786784661325,0.021598470568848744,0.044309414217681836,0.07807538716613238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825976200478205,0.07517046996548978,0.0,0.1254959563852955,0.08853031579557404,0.0,0.13324279678290646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035287506318909145,0.04698757579031596,0.06499796400723608,0.1311227840400128,0.0,0.2988838711734734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04242009362766437,0.0,0.04639030878673383,0.0,0.08987226261588901,0.033623226579501016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440571356729086,0.3677906216095092,0.038601926458234376,0.04618939390242495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044221344920457636,0.05031995450962445,0.05664332332885753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137491821386484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03657045700393589,0.0,0.0,0.04506589674944268,0.0,0.10210362464673067,0.043724208471414124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060916451118196,0.0,0.05016828191951559,0.04166681861654424,0.0,0.0,0.035533826014321666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874149693821928,0.0,0.0,0.07019462092804328,0.12889422859996735,0.0,0.0,0.04224395832053406,0.0,0.030015267877911343,0.04808711173923371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822751543221984,0.0,0.03546209895717707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978418046869475,0.0,0.0,0.04261626589416378,0.0,0.2896646046261169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048336018274485706,0.0,0.17081635231932302
socialanxiety,dlgb3991,2019/06/06,"Girl keeps inviting me (f) to weekend friend get togethers. I didn’t reply to her last invite and will be seeing her tonight! How do I handle the situation when I see her again? In a couple of hours I’ll be going to play volleyball where I usually play every Wednesday night. There’s this girl who is very friendly and fun to play with who has been inviting me to big friend group things on the weekends. I’m sure she sends text to a bunch of ppl who she also invites. The first weekend, I was out of town and replied telling her that I would miss it and that I appreciated the invite. Second weekend, i was also out of town, and I’m pretty sure I replied letting her know.
Well, this weekend, she sent another text invite and I was in town but I just didn’t reply to her. The invites sound fun but because we aren’t super close, I feel like I would need to bring someone with me to the activity in order to feel comfortable. I didn’t have someone to go with and didn’t really feel like going and I ended up not replying to her at all. Well today is Wednesday, and I will be seeing her at volleyball. I’m not sure what to say or how to act when I see her. I’m okay with being friends at volleyball but feel uncomfortable hanging out outside of it if I don’t have someone else to go with me to the big friend events of hers. 
What should I say to her? I don’t think completely ignoring it all is what’s best 😬 but not sure.",3.4119790153349503,4.336758155932202,4.688571428571429,86.4681920903955,72.52542372881356,7.652945924132365,26.928974979822435,7.957251820313856,1.4680330912025834,1116,38,240,15,21,370,133,295,0.027999999999999997,0.727,0.245,0.9956,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,3,12,24,0,0,9,1,28,0,0,2,6,49,52,21,0,5,10,0,4,2,5,5,0,3,0,2,14,19,0,2,6,8,0,9,10,2,2,2,9,11,39,22,39,33,4,47,0,1,4,0,31,18,0,2,21,165,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976958554856214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130317203699827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470552104601843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139351417586003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129189750121662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744835701275788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867123198729528,0.0,0.0940137116705098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943245126232191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146821113915292,0.15166122374784405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028760033812497,0.0,0.0,0.4100400772805852,0.0,0.05545682227077575,0.0,0.2413005161901207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453227449010642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434730289503324,0.0,0.0,0.05833497968673261,0.08652302962776051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854131667783597,0.0,0.10371499509469026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870579805733058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961068369819928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798848305672984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799974542725866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882287041947922,0.0,0.0,0.3383379783892431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931237553840802,0.0,0.0,0.2698110864678168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40016480561906576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277614587034047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051858194520895,0.06801397059500065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061384842128238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690465054916148,0.08758143745872722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908757219922973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080592363512588,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Percabethy,2019/06/06,"Does anyone else have this? ​

I am speaking in a group. Someone says 'I can't hear you speak up.' And I worry that I might accidentally over do it and start yelling. So I'm slowly turning up the volume of my vocal cords.  


Still can't hear you.

​

I dial up the volume of my voice just a little bit more

​

Still can't hear you times 2

​

I dial up the volume of my voice just a little bit more",2.9204926108374387,4.459415827586209,4.041050903119871,88.22689655172415,74.63218390804597,5.4311986863711015,22.773399014778327,5.288315135182226,0.21133300492610813,335,9,68,1,7,109,49,87,0.069,0.9309999999999999,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,13,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,9,12,4,12,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,4,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392946560794789,0.4926546342055457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087336319395318,0.10385543658409822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131803094221306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870093726927537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467338661744331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34272071662272313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031789672419093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752708551888313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060564771978833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588211353386557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174322531293334,0.0,0.16189266962676435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591039098863403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102507206800866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293613731975523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926546342055457,0.0
socialanxiety,badmonkingpin,2019/01/24,"Has anyone taken medicine in conjunction with therapy and then gotten off the medicine? I've been doing CBT for a couple of months now and having an incredibly difficult time with it. I never planned on/wanted to take medicine for my anxiety and am still extremely hesitant to do so.

My therapist suggested that I might benefit from medication.

I hate the idea of being on medicine for the rest of my life. Has anyone taken it for a short amount of time and then gotten off of it? How did you feel after you had stopped taking it? Why do you think the medicine helped you for the time you took it but you no longer needed it? Do you think you could have overcome your anxiety without it?",4.723636363636366,6.368025909090914,5.201939393939393,81.27790909090913,70.21212121212122,8.916363636363636,29.10909090909091,9.3871,2.6029490909090907,548,21,103,12,10,175,79,132,0.109,0.8759999999999999,0.015,-0.8592,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,9,0,1,4,3,1,0,8,0,15,2,0,1,1,18,27,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,8,1,15,1,21,16,2,17,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,11,81,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29010010338297626,0.0,0.0,0.2651574682570672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138702981705665,0.2097982974428078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587179975722768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719922696366767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270906405062994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404501787411054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392615388412302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910107056981372,0.0,0.20114474945419816,0.0,0.0,0.151343766860181,0.0,0.0,0.1405923663071059,0.14623783292427422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142166419468406,0.1585212706107915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851241238689137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168339462054631,0.22015018604331066,0.0,0.2429870556913169,0.0,0.0,0.3316868793146169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066211911159494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183605844920924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109225994689128,0.0,0.0,0.18277591370863375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,woodenstick69,2019/01/24,How do you bring up anxiety/depression with a doctor? I have an appointment tomorrow and I have no idea how to bring up my mental health. It’s not something I talk about so I have no idea what to do. ,0.2642857142857125,2.516347333333336,2.5764761904761926,91.55185714285713,87.57142857142857,7.1695238095238105,20.304761904761907,8.238735603445708,1.1913847619047626,156,5,35,4,5,53,30,42,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,2,0,7,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268748004515002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193723887496383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33166962449373233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7044799747363467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144493662057765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402132772589857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25079511613765576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,golightlys,2019/01/24,"I survived a speech class and got an A! I just finished my last day today! I really never thought I would be able to get through this class (I think if you scroll through my post history you'll even find a post I made from about a year ago where I was asking for advice on taking a speech class.)  I'm going to community college and public speaking is a required class to transfer to my local university. I've been taking classes for almost 3 years now. I really did NOT want to take this class, and I actually considered just settling for an AA degree or even dropping out entirely. I finished almost all of the 60 units I would need to transfer, and it was getting to the point where, as my dad would say, I needed to either shit or get off the pot.  I saw a 4-week intersession class and decided to just bite the bullet. I got really lucky because my professor was probably the most caring I've ever had! He really wanted everyone to succeed and designed the class so it was basically impossible to fail. He truly helped everyone become a better speaker and gave us a lot of advice about life in general. 

At the end of class today he shook all of our hands on our way out, and he told me I was a good speaker and I should consider doing something communications-related. As soon as I got in my car I had a reaction that surprised even me - I actually burst into tears! I don't know if it was because of what he said to me, or because I was so relieved that I made it through something I thought I'd never be able to do, or what. Needless to say, a HUGE weight has been lifted off my shoulders. 

Anyways, now that I've finished the class, here's what helped me get through it:

* I always forced myself to volunteer to go towards the beginning of class, otherwise the anxiety would become unbearable.
* I prepared, prepared, and prepared until I was absolutely confident I knew everything I wanted to say.
* I tried to remember that the class really wasn't judging me while I was speaking, and that they were probably just thinking about how nervous they were for their own speeches. 
* I chose topics that I was genuinely interested in. This really did make it a lot easier for me to do the speeches.

So, if I of all people can get through a speech class, so can you!",5.498605442176872,6.106702448979597,6.660436507936506,75.36303571428572,67.59410430839003,9.837414965986396,32.98356009070295,9.871247098662263,3.250463492063492,1784,76,331,39,28,602,202,441,0.044000000000000004,0.848,0.10800000000000001,0.9804,0,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,3,3,3,5,23,12,1,2,28,0,35,5,3,4,6,64,70,28,0,13,13,1,2,0,0,6,1,13,0,0,18,14,1,1,9,0,0,4,5,4,1,0,31,16,56,8,56,31,8,45,0,1,1,0,27,17,1,13,20,242,74,20,0.1713376235160911,0.0,0.16720080480237556,0.0,0.0,0.16742914271278925,0.07594023266318743,0.0,0.17156988028292605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128331416811702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553640650905558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008877455425642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666873749562538,0.18922894386010533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576710219784777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734506311433313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055249296379970586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587713936714029,0.0,0.0,0.16975032661314812,0.07749234486718629,0.0,0.1637204417821727,0.07699360405126075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829974192546968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379209146884035,0.0,0.09737511992127797,0.07185493477340475,0.2055515242734005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484399740073788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470813385092416,0.06983151564679836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605104152724633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456651204219816,0.0,0.16212380214134806,0.05718459707772086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704467682603704,0.13214613788505106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059391967363669286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098471771842605,0.0,0.16409408123475885,0.0,0.18473093723244413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32928980692500226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970460635850844,0.0,0.08149065794239613,0.2043818328129736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793780417572886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319040733816075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323685448063832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978623083909697,0.0,0.13602293447351005,0.0,0.0,0.16240803311078494,0.08186022089108635,0.0,0.0581634997352182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304903242234964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158905433181538,0.06799991521857843,0.06871835332923835,0.104321533409039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24342666365851215,0.0,0.0,0.11033581201971536
socialanxiety,2_Z_Zach,2019/01/24,After being unemployed for six months I'm going to my first hiring event and I feel like death I haven't had human interaction outside of my few friends in like six months (because I tend to avoid it) but having a job kind of shoved it down my throat. Now I'm being thrust into it and I don't know how to cope with it. I have to leave in about 45 minutes.,3.4606578947368405,3.8379069078947374,4.62221052631579,88.99647368421054,72.02631578947368,7.132631578947367,23.094736842105263,6.742157984588678,0.4889399999999999,279,6,63,2,5,92,52,76,0.075,0.846,0.078,0.0516,3,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,7,1,1,1,0,9,13,4,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,1,8,4,14,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,43,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495990264454996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171109844959053,0.2284801740164057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720395645900455,0.0,0.0,0.24709289796192965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817616348033425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31737297624294386,0.0,0.0,0.33304433820860635,0.17576524810624347,0.0,0.0,0.3386442422820216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124967548296254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105561144034649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DanyalMi,2019/01/24,"I took a big step today Let me start this post by saying that i usually lurk on Reddit rather than to start a post but this is something i'm really proud of. 

I've had social anxiety and shy bladder since i can remember actually. Last year however i'd decided to work on my anxieties and try to cope with them, rather than let anxieties rule me. With the help of psychotherapy and yoga/meditation there has been a lot of progress in a short period of time. This really let me enjoy life more and i can surely say that i have never been happier until this point. I've had one major wish that I've wanted to do for a long time and that is going to music festivals alone. Last year i wanted to go but the lack of having any friends who were going held me back. Half a year ago i made my first attempt to go to a festival alone but i wasn't ready and i decided to cancel my plans and to work on myself more before embracing this new adventure. Now however, i am ready. As the ticket sale went online i bought myself a ticket, my heart was pounding and i still have a resting heart-rate of 75 but i finally did it. I took my first step into this amazing journey that was kept from me thanks to anxiety. 

My point of posting this story is not to brag about my success, but rather to inspire others that life can get better. And everyday that you're fighting your social anxiety, is a day that you are closer into coping with them and being the boss of your anxieties! ",4.369881355932203,5.194458555932204,5.8024999999999975,79.7329025423729,70.22033898305085,9.289830508474578,26.614406779661017,9.516144504307137,2.2536067796610166,1154,35,227,25,20,391,156,295,0.11599999999999999,0.6940000000000001,0.19,0.9890000000000001,2,2,1,0,2,0,20.0,0,3,2,10,8,13,1,0,14,0,27,4,2,2,2,39,46,17,0,7,9,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,18,15,0,2,4,2,2,10,3,1,0,4,16,2,33,12,38,26,6,49,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,1,25,163,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.09299611498098516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447503128678968,0.0,0.0,0.19739788207554035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480522072255175,0.0,0.43741161669839945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327750258156185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109071909647694,0.0,0.0,0.08428244297143478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145867449433801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043931939003498,0.0,0.16211914114624787,0.0,0.0,0.07362621768141023,0.0,0.0497887437675198,0.0,0.21663790097636487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22585478275276746,0.06387556327721243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535953109943068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923428849497837,0.13462216387956544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433483687251077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101809260722642,0.0,0.09017231563515228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073498913163585,0.09203842627736944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457570638024791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017291554420492,0.0,0.2738045202158609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209938336544356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795291204821143,0.0,0.0,0.15156798195849944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883065447359054,0.0,0.0,0.19428655949338988,0.0,0.0733642782949212,0.0,0.0,0.1349033992962472,0.0,0.07610429890255327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981628479570443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773666436310787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113688185313583,0.0,0.09033040324690844,0.0,0.21175692349677594,0.06470040040137418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049561704600393,0.0,0.11241726691577122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883412639919209,0.0,0.0,0.10958683485746604,0.0,0.0,0.1387546866529334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841044103806856
socialanxiety,NotDiego7,2019/01/24,"Seek therapy I just recently seen a post about a very lucky fellow who took up courage to seek profesional help for SA, I been wanting to do the same for years but never been able to do so since just plainly thinking about walking into a clinic or health center with people and knowing why I’m there, makes me feel this deep grasping anxiety in my stomach.

I’ve read books about anxiety, researched natural or over the counter medications to help alíviate the feelings but nothing has ever helped, I think my only shot is to simply get some profesional help, Is it too much to wish for? To be a normal and productive human being, to live a normal life like everyone else not always in constant fear of humans or even my own close relatives.

Any tips on how to go about it? ",10.538941441441443,7.5123337500000025,9.975945945945943,67.47400900900902,59.472972972972975,12.839639639639639,41.558558558558566,10.864195022040775,4.447915315315316,617,25,110,11,6,200,107,148,0.053,0.799,0.14800000000000002,0.9338,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,1,8,0,9,5,1,2,2,30,22,9,0,4,8,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,6,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,3,7,3,24,16,4,18,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,5,6,73,11,3,0.15559027842207654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294635757245002,0.0,0.0,0.10580672474500134,0.0,0.23805227424713796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813781651520596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299757127131846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276591149091753,0.14074031454431554,0.0,0.14867317870719335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508231989709433,0.15734223946997414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812894987236136,0.0,0.0884255408066394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538519023323794,0.0,0.0,0.4171555356960329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550834798346521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989801500070237,0.07601355086849516,0.0,0.13738906639273665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385771902504838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567408365827581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114376757087111,0.0,0.12000081455551567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048908758191409,0.14929306843899678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833341790645464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078667084148082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901247760293115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563238336109878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536266293907515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870588613631495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793104320286535,0.0,0.0,0.1993919359055573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728665242357148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837827443036184,0.09177117741845103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039602575622534,0.0,0.17892114157100375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019503807615944
socialanxiety,lovemycbl,2019/01/24,"I can’t stop looking at women’s breast and men’s crotch area when talking to them?!! Oh my goodness!! I (26F) swear I’m not a perv. And I’ve never ever had this issue in my life. Lately as my anxiety has been worsening, I’ve felt that my self control of thoughts and motor skills were horrendously getting bad. One big thing was eye  and face control. Like I can’t control my expression or where my eyes wander off to. Difficulties in controlling my facial expressions sucked but I was trying to work through it. But recently, I had an instance where someone was wearing a really low cut shirt and my eyes glanced down. Not because I was trying to get a look, but because it was just so in your face. And in that instance I remember thinking how awkward it would be if the person I was talking to caught me looking. Now ever since then, every time I talk to people I feel my eyes trying to dart down to that area. I think it’s because I’m so aware and worried about that now, that I keep thinking about not doing it, that I end up doing it. It’s giving me soooo much anxiety. Like what the hell is the use of me mustering up my courage to talk to people if I end up just making them feel uncomfortable and coming off as a potential perv? Sorry I just needed to vent and tell someone that I’m not trying to be weird !!",4.249979114452799,5.031207439849627,5.344761904761906,83.06412698412701,70.46616541353384,8.01637426900585,29.063492063492063,8.167268648758528,1.922423391812866,1033,38,207,14,18,342,138,266,0.152,0.795,0.053,-0.9669,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,6,15,11,3,1,8,0,19,12,11,7,3,45,42,22,0,4,13,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,17,10,0,6,8,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,13,11,31,4,31,26,1,33,1,1,8,1,15,18,2,3,15,142,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604587308342338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756654721652286,0.191793143071372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034083867593393,0.0,0.0,0.4705065480521353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577688540950585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973153959912856,0.08836201632098321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060562690770919,0.0,0.10069679485527533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958609689064062,0.10060600425860236,0.0,0.08796447846376837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094626311952183,0.0,0.0932180411090214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830397718681855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740765702154442,0.10247360952241644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642066734255741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000511897986238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709545870618346,0.07776375257901315,0.08088634508344253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106625996842184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454147429277465,0.09157312148757843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718584283955066,0.0,0.10355176841868613,0.0,0.1188033417209817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940787577387567,0.0,0.0,0.08675398378630192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772110898254914,0.0,0.0,0.11739938228210575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768049923394261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371793757545836,0.09166568957779124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967453089816346,0.20159969323022292,0.0,0.083259323300522,0.06115366738187598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28481394832354223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057864073674038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635051311285722,0.10650602160386452,0.0,0.07450044864845391,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ItzDsrkOutsid,2019/01/24,"Is it okay to go shopping for just a notebook and some pens? I was just about to leave, but there were people outside the gate which I have to unlock and I'm awkward doing it. 

Now I'm writing this and thinking, don't people usually go shopping for large amount of products? I'm dumb for going there for just some paper?",3.4027692307692305,4.809440661538467,4.184615384615388,88.21538461538464,73.15384615384616,5.815384615384616,26.84615384615385,5.6839178017228535,0.8767538461538464,253,9,50,1,5,81,44,65,0.126,0.851,0.023,-0.7608,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,1,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,11,13,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,2,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,9,11,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,35,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6195107710353981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847415432668548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038106041121758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282385538586675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001853033322822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zwadderaar,2019/01/24,"Anyone with experience on getting help? I've made my first visit to a psychologist this week. She's sending me to someone else who has more experience with social anxiety, which is fine. However, I'm kinda scared to start something as therapy.   

I may not have had anxiety my entire life, but it does feel like it. I'm almost 25 and anxiety has been a huge part of me and I cannot imagine myself being any other way. So when she talked about trying to change the way I think, I freaked out. I don't know if this makes sense to anyone, but let's say therapy does work and it does change me. Will it change me as a person? I'm so scared of suddenly becoming selfish and arrogant and that the little amount of friends I have will abandon me. My boyfriend says that it's just my anxiety talking and that being arrogant is simply not my nature and therapy won't change that, but I'm still scared. I do think it's time to get help but will it be worth it if I come out as a totally different person?",3.5837293729372948,4.822928594059409,5.083782178217824,82.59999669966999,72.46534653465345,8.753003300330034,27.32805280528053,9.21078282632365,2.2128147854785483,784,28,160,17,15,264,109,202,0.166,0.745,0.08900000000000001,-0.9456,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,3,6,0,20,1,0,2,1,33,34,19,0,2,9,0,1,1,1,5,1,2,0,2,17,12,0,1,5,0,1,3,5,6,0,1,3,3,21,3,18,22,4,17,0,1,0,0,15,5,0,5,8,106,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031069120205076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002131844144477,0.0,0.3150789165989466,0.0,0.0,0.14399430895111315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137193313543338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357031481832956,0.0886972414235891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757894919708924,0.0,0.0,0.2703222252297829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601599559458628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144362228012666,0.0,0.0,0.05206337820572985,0.07355988442583743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758396222624554,0.0,0.0,0.07955230730531428,0.0,0.10759236503709044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803366787404206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056588154278303125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529107589853977,0.07272887354742925,0.050304638613996186,0.10320031977788137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743018166272903,0.06873149541280528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150358929913756,0.0,0.0,0.17981420990857175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376751459084224,0.3092647942518769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496223066211388,0.08724388848125887,0.07926928471872008,0.0,0.0,0.07288080941346692,0.0,0.08222984643526031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552248646727655,0.0,0.0,0.3532563624879118,0.0,0.0,0.1319546207705363,0.0,0.0,0.06004108085785431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990806125311219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346135497167855,0.08259418493768149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496144593784951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwawaynibbaz,2019/01/24,DAE have extreme trouble with eye contact. I can do it with my homies but walking the half mile in town to uni is horrible. It's like I don't remember how to do the whole eye on thing. I pass people not looking at them so I have no situational  awareness. In lectures and seminars it's even worse because of the close proximity. Im sure my teachers notice how fuckin weird I'm being lol but I can't help it.,1.1348104575163376,3.3406842588235293,3.3639215686274504,87.76653594771244,82.88235294117645,6.130718954248366,25.91503267973856,7.3871296695380915,1.3625816993464048,322,14,68,5,9,110,62,85,0.20199999999999999,0.693,0.106,-0.8404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,3,1,9,3,2,2,1,11,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,0,3,8,2,9,10,1,9,1,0,3,1,3,7,1,0,1,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812943823815165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643217347845612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993432631660732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212467600867381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452963029694272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497439945594913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33859579836779835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061821052573478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369001328814536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342939378901463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802992314749015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758163682948504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320403304137807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30307952287005857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gintama4ever,2019/01/24,"I have started doing the Overcoming Social anxiety step by step handouts and tapes many times but I never follow the program correctly This time I have to do follow this program properly and overcome sa for good. I can't afford to waste time anymore. 

Has anyone successfully overcome social anxiety with this tape series? ",7.774285714285713,9.805116428571427,7.780714285714289,64.21428571428572,63.28571428571429,9.885714285714286,37.214285714285715,10.125756701596842,4.564550000000001,264,13,34,6,4,85,40,56,0.055999999999999994,0.76,0.184,0.8673,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,6,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,24,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411010168313125,0.0,0.2664137932373038,0.1878358786965786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253183414264935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723537849692156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071879176292624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476792234355513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014127677704454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469929788044177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SCMLonk,2019/01/24,"Need help approaching a girl that takes the same bus as me! Ever since the start of this semester a girl who goes to the same university as me has also been taking the same bus route as me and I think she is really cute. But of course I am shy and have social anxiety, really bad crippling social anxiety. It's straight up terrifying for me to even imagine just casually approaching another human being and talking to them little more than a girl I think is cute.

She seems to be at the very least shy like me as she always sits by herself with headphones on, ignoring all bus riders around her (same with me) but that also seems like it might be an issue as the last thing I want is anyone interrupting my music and I can imagine she is the same way. She also seems to never take them off as she has them on when I get on the bus and when she gets off and heads inside. 

So how do I approach her? I really don't want to be rude and interrupt her music and I have no idea where to find her around the school. I've had butterflies in my stomach all morning contemplating different approaches but I can't imagine doing any of them. ",5.829535750593017,5.635637863436124,6.762731277533042,77.67805828532704,66.84140969162996,10.332633005760758,29.355811589291765,10.035473477838034,2.6283137241613006,893,27,179,19,13,299,123,227,0.109,0.8170000000000001,0.075,-0.8367,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,0,13,8,1,0,13,0,21,2,2,1,4,41,35,24,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,12,0,1,10,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,34,5,31,28,9,25,0,0,0,0,25,13,0,4,8,139,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212287087692917,0.11141183758382243,0.0,0.0,0.09105357678094368,0.14040117617786932,0.2048594839626586,0.0,0.0,0.09362289341254926,0.0,0.0,0.23839088361317895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179720531194312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398923689065043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884367589579318,0.12111620567992698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237812217431128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990981445372933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374154802311507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897473759126281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115179689743433,0.0,0.1397521843982016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914275760417784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082922105522746,0.13419853338767518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204203685024736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928186606931397,0.10326851538255023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573307857194548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355094617696054,0.0,0.3656804852741323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075979635241473,0.0,0.0,0.2729793366197208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477197121524963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020184077837791,0.1076201845808168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889542648812528,0.17158974525705067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047786514535554,0.15795014862216128,0.10628006846284484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jubster316,2019/01/24,"New here. I think I just made a decision that is going to change the rest of my life.. Little bit of background. I'm 30 years old, and I take classes online full time. I haven't worked since 2013. I've had social anxiety since middle school, and I've missed out on several opportunities to advance careers and make new friends because of the anxiety.

A few months ago I finally got up the courage to go see the career counselor at a branch of my university that is about an hour from me. I mentioned my social anxiety and she said that they have free counseling available for students, but there is a waiting list. I was put on that list back in November.

Jump to now. A few moments ago, I received a call. I hurried and googled the number while it was calling and saw it was the counseling center. I didn't answer and let them leave a voice mail. I listened to the voice mail and instantly became terrified. The lady said they had available sessions on Tuesday evenings and that if I wanted it, I had to call back in a few hours or she would move on to the next person on the waiting list. This is where my social anxiety kicked in. I started making excuses and trying to convince myself that I didn't need the counseling. That I would be fine without it. But somehow, I got the courage to call her back and now have my first session with a counselor on Tuesday evening. This will be the first time in my life to legitimately talk to a professional about my social anxiety. 

I'm super excited and feel like this huge weight has already been lifted off me. There are so many things I've been wanting to do lately but haven't due to social anxiety (go to the dentist for the first time, do some volunteer work to help build up my resume, get a part time job at the community college I went to.) I really hope that things go well. I know I have a lot of potential, and I'm tired of allowing my anxiety to dictate my choices in life and hinder me. Obviously I still have anxiety about all of this, it is overwhelming and I feel like a lot of things are about to happen all at once. But I know I will look back at this moment and know that I took action to make myself a better person and give myself a better life. If you are reading this, I know that you can to. There is always a way, and once you take that first step you will feel unstoppable. 

​

TLDR: I've had social anxiety since I can remember, but am finally seeing a counselor about it at my university ",4.736377918529559,5.6334786946721325,5.628502235469451,81.04784401390961,69.43032786885246,8.784003974167907,30.15673124689518,9.0124134603493,2.4256685792349724,1945,75,381,35,33,639,215,488,0.064,0.826,0.11,0.9786,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,4,3,11,23,17,0,1,34,0,40,7,0,5,3,61,83,28,0,8,10,0,4,2,1,5,6,5,0,2,26,20,1,2,11,1,1,13,5,2,1,4,19,13,55,16,58,56,12,75,0,2,4,0,34,26,0,8,37,273,81,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088006553219926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901705472298991,0.0,0.052040257641616613,0.06776462608352009,0.07599581878185221,0.0,0.0,0.4306026406732592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236487195122426,0.0,0.038125245058194285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062727835115886,0.06828006398341703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554509882870293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616152909053513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826172841408836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486989642574237,0.08936055575690299,0.0,0.13702420708776353,0.0,0.21279401404768586,0.0,0.0,0.04832007586766874,0.0,0.032675804244252406,0.059996335196263,0.14217706872145214,0.0,0.10004168489871937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530600660465889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192082875967535,0.0,0.0,0.062118680036468074,0.123183262169897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062063646575425485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748659218367085,0.0,0.07055051159875991,0.06622333387233828,0.0,0.06395380533816447,0.1767020872993388,0.061110080566112675,0.06268387995456398,0.0,0.0,0.05251983469821898,0.0,0.0,0.10634256395934448,0.0,0.059179097743521016,0.12524254237274215,0.06340814145057311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049920718859508835,0.06647263594427713,0.0,0.04637437099536537,0.0,0.12080761121554175,0.06651451444597672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562769105357208,0.133211154606958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677272863221125,0.0,0.0,0.10921916106745877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287235089713226,0.0,0.0,0.06255928960841849,0.0,0.04006624035165837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084830736351136,0.0,0.11898422188130894,0.0,0.0,0.06329621211086674,0.09967633464700824,0.0,0.0,0.07065507019825054,0.0,0.15520707126411154,0.0,0.0,0.38252438833996827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044267807678289375,0.0,0.049946413283642105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940481496068056,0.050269183728437784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465110431173396,0.04007462198582791,0.0,0.0,0.1458758233670765,0.07188324793383458,0.0,0.0,0.06948686847628076,0.04246216028087923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377821430011544,0.04964321803608959,0.0,0.07615975126200154,0.056233096951963206,0.05797739871422401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028860779557605,0.0,0.09106317283710184,0.0,0.0,0.08885660298952648,0.0,0.07599581878185221,0.04027523237107818
socialanxiety,moth-flame,2019/01/24,"Going to a gig in London alone? 24F I’m not sure if this is the right place to post this, as I’m not overly socially anxious in general  (though I used to be very much so) just not good at going to events alone, especially since I am rather on the more extroverted side of socially anxious. But it’s worth a try. This band I really enjoy are playing in London in May, they aren’t too well known and no one I know has heard of them. I would feel really bummed out if I missed the gig because I don’t have anyone to go with. I am also worried that being a lone female and going to London alone in the evening (couple hours on the train) could be unsafe, especially if I was to have a few drinks at the venue. 

Has anyone else here gone to a gig alone regardless of male or female, and how do you overcome the awkwardness of it all? ",6.982499999999997,4.872484691860468,7.682209302325585,78.27877906976748,65.45348837209302,10.925581395348836,30.22093023255814,9.516144504307137,2.3142767441860457,645,15,140,10,8,217,104,172,0.134,0.79,0.076,-0.7959,1,4,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,0,10,8,0,1,12,0,18,1,0,2,2,27,30,13,0,7,10,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,5,1,0,3,3,1,5,6,3,1,1,3,2,12,5,25,21,4,22,0,2,0,0,8,14,0,5,2,100,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5640526993588327,0.0,0.10888129522510306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30762767874767,0.0,0.1904023199520694,0.1395045696585092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299744523662499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870688228127036,0.15065041470518808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333778491517764,0.0,0.0,0.11373814169111718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992759922742957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884291516186578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095149541229332,0.11419845674067768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408302084890356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482598399116276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008792821510494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226061879134913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142250632364129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039668671597432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444586044487542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627369415215315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262695166870235,0.0,0.0,0.2775811401295832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832234407158366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376937359969535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243877166328132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759225049079995,0.0,0.11234026775019533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224176625653784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826971424335038,0.0,0.09671899851763263,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,master-of-some,2019/01/24,"Having trouble going to social events without going with someone who I am comfortable with This weekend a coworker is having a party at her place and invited at least 50 people. I’m kind of forcing myself to go since I haven’t really associated with anyone for weeks since I work from home usually. 

The guy I’m closest to and feel comfortable with isn’t going since he can’t make it, and it’s really making me have second thoughts about going. I don’t know a lot of those people and I’m honestly very anxious without having a crutch, aka someone I am comfortable with.

My biggest fear is not really having anyone to talk to and kinda just standing in the corner on my phone or something and looking creepy as hell. 

Does anyone have some advice? Should I still go? How do I deal with the anxiety about my fear? Thanks",4.1178374455732945,6.03911811320755,5.4328301886792465,77.89624092888249,72.27044025157231,7.911175616835995,26.69617803580068,8.617729084823388,2.1825632317368164,656,23,113,12,13,219,95,159,0.107,0.777,0.11599999999999999,0.3285,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,2,7,0,16,0,0,3,0,27,32,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,12,0,0,3,1,0,6,7,4,0,1,1,2,13,6,24,30,3,20,1,0,1,0,8,8,1,4,5,80,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266916292729694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918122953745087,0.14646661367251845,0.0,0.27196105843563234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336625600920948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134568272989897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917826315683165,0.06555449561724022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44209552985551337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837302204599238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300486482719307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500961788499952,0.07125177119636994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887261618033237,0.0,0.0,0.11022305397669856,0.0,0.0,0.17308360195148606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797647647025914,0.0,0.13545574637474744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491696574823552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217413001260671,0.0,0.0,0.1321609608720711,0.21970257413861968,0.09981023430982827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035379626432568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042070596225698,0.0,0.11936349993714555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292692722258673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279019993581807,0.10697411015431764,0.0,0.0,0.10399671172146267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499542694408721,0.0,0.09438611070869632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ainefade,2019/01/24,"Today my brother basically called me a heartless cold bitch And last week my parents told me that I never really appreciated the work that they've been doing for me. I've always been pretty sure that other people take me as rude, but finding out that your own family thinks that way aswell is really painful. All because my social anxiety got me to a point when I'm too embarrassed to simply say ""thank you"" or ""sorry"".",8.293125,7.3417080625,8.730000000000004,68.09500000000004,62.125,11.5,32.5,10.686352973137794,3.412625,335,10,58,7,4,112,63,80,0.203,0.7190000000000001,0.079,-0.8764,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,2,7,3,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,3,9,10,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,2,11,2,5,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,1,5,37,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747109144982998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316325536480122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300172051196592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778891841506887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106711940520688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493959872545275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058434963682245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385660927892505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644993614215905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269514101520652,0.0,0.23682893365028326,0.0,0.0,0.14786570173384936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162427086862125,0.0,0.0,0.21698860507068954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732730285260418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961363897068665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741828275969025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387562869452583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101959142265535,0.0,0.16036457654092232,0.0,0.0,0.19636515207876976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666509786025144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021702500280403,0.20380397456833094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692965501558385,0.1710852155276149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527479500179256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BrokenTyrone,2019/01/24,"Thoughts on Yubo? I’ve been getting a lot of ads for an app called Yubo, and from the looks of it Yubo is targeted for people with social anxiety. Has anyone used this app know if it’s any good or not?",0.06697674418604649,2.2271077906976764,1.7593488372093056,97.7664651162791,87.3720930232558,5.300465116279073,17.902325581395353,6.742157984588678,-0.14428930232558113,157,4,37,2,5,51,37,43,0.04,0.885,0.076,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23774430875380104,0.0,0.26744790335658625,0.0,0.0,0.2444528909769933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35698717504856986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265489012692968,0.0,0.0,0.2932332221833977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213450877533972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935812861583991,0.0,0.0,0.2972228195305505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423730258301747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35637965021879986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775483931082174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019476400939136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SocialAnxGuy,2019/01/24,"Afraid to work and unwillingness to be an adult Hello to everyone!

I am a 30yrs old man who lives with his parents. I have never worked (except of few jobs for a while in the past). So I am dependent on my parents about anything. I use their car, I live in their home, I pay no bills, I eat their food etc. I have spent my fucking last ten years of my life doing almost nothing except of getting a Master degree in Contemporary History, with many absences and a lot of excuses to my proffesors due to my bad mental health. 

As you have may assume already I suffer from social anxiety, depression , depersonalization  and who knows what other mental condition. 

The last year I have experienced an AWFUL break up after 12 yrs long relationship that cause me more anxiety, suicidal thoughts and EXTREME isolation. I literally Lost my self identity. Who the fuck am I? What I am doing with my life? How the hell I will stand in my own feet? These are some of the most crucial question that I had to answer even now.  

So in the last year I understand that I am alone in the life. I was living for too long in a dream. A dream that someone or something will come and save me. That I will find a job, then marry that woman etc.

A year now I struggle to make some positive changes. I have a new girlfriend, I still have my old friends, I have my parents, I am going to the gym, I have started to love myself day by day, eating better, stop drinkin alcohol etc. But guess what, I am still stuck in my head.

After all these years of being almost isolated in my room I have a HUGE problem to become a piece of community again. I feel like a stranger, or better like an alien. I feel almost dead inside, pathetic and looser.

I dont know how to act and what to say in front of people, I lack social skills, I lack a strong identity of my self, everyday I am waking up just to do nothing but goind to the gym, drink a coffee with some friends, talk with my new gf in phone, and sitting alone in my room. The world seems like a movie, my face seems unfamiliar etc.

People say to me that I am great, kind, intelligent person, but deep inside me I know they are wrong. I feel like a shit.

Perhaps  one of the greatest solution is to find a job. But guess what: I am terrified even to send some CVs, or visualise myself in work. Somehow, I have found a way to cope with the anxiety that going to gym or going out with my friends cause. But even the thought of working make me feel paralysed.

Also, one of my proffesor suggest me to do a phd with him. It is a big opportunity for me, but I am terrified again, so I dont want even to give a try. 

I feel sick amd tired of my life. I cant stand anymore this life. Just to be here and wait for something magical to happen. What can I do? Is anybody of you guys have the same problem? Are you afraid to work? Did you had this problem and now you succed?then how? Do any of you have come to a point that your mind is in total denial to do a specific thing? What the hell is going wrong with me??

I hope for some good replies guys. Thank you all and please forgive my english, I am a foreigner who also suffer from anxiety!",3.3111258584257786,4.6292560538827265,4.572057250396195,85.69736743924989,73.2472266244057,7.603816693079767,26.14107897517169,8.144726394080802,1.510511067089276,2434,82,508,37,48,804,278,631,0.154,0.7290000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.9646,6,3,5,0,0,0,82.0,0,8,4,12,25,37,5,3,42,1,54,21,5,9,4,96,93,32,2,7,14,3,5,4,5,4,9,2,3,8,27,23,5,2,20,6,3,10,5,18,0,3,10,8,89,19,82,76,22,73,2,4,0,3,49,25,5,24,37,368,116,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291481420962186,0.17685133689476554,0.1219444644449881,0.06496521902805445,0.09415766469618557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400340563493312,0.0,0.18014352460610691,0.0,0.05838385935124558,0.0,0.0,0.04844552350741503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915452830506253,0.0,0.06501800052872198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413260023057146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095273510621535,0.06227733486815774,0.10142369324712568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593338963832329,0.0,0.050705198993881866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799191150348744,0.05767081835483141,0.0,0.12047873077244622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26262531707592995,0.15553401927270755,0.0,0.0,0.056253422722823285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883383112585422,0.08411439897741815,0.0,0.0,0.1076134032787842,0.0,0.07118661581658492,0.06454862198664671,0.13644993942995587,0.10884992259800176,0.03075748143941844,0.056474085608980124,0.1338301735321537,0.04937790268007168,0.0,0.06490509230488277,0.12970530192955396,0.11658238541482442,0.05205911563539753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060418264425562286,0.06257674113908444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059052055462569364,0.05847183236810191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526008939247914,0.0,0.0,0.06130471596025092,0.09706129822348536,0.1439622954700287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791038262554384,0.1150448909978515,0.0,0.1559515703469124,0.10419733391605704,0.0,0.0,0.06426426169534033,0.05004971588075045,0.053133054234003,0.0,0.07859322336614005,0.05968559240946824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865552427626598,0.0,0.05944256781428828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540466953739744,0.1137152687024098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297594040181687,0.0,0.12354967451778555,0.0,0.079784543257487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610664825123125,0.0,0.05619869058546981,0.08162698341343984,0.05140357516911172,0.0,0.06462228805499108,0.0556517867935438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899376556405366,0.0,0.0,0.06594859391443555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320503940982965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936325972325468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071872456552729,0.12282984078899452,0.0,0.060429869572374686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002241461341626,0.049880905206237634,0.09064299507168604,0.0,0.0,0.04166894448415074,0.0,0.09402834391183272,0.04921849402991666,0.0,0.061544378787040485,0.0,0.06439492891130337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731799327553217,0.0,0.05420017902651338,0.0,0.0,0.03911103966115388,0.0,0.0,0.09347343006950573,0.0,0.06766314449686213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03996930257490085,0.0,0.0,0.061286416081948535,0.0,0.050845334222428776,0.0,0.0,0.03472343082983778,0.04672877661784273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429264811778734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873161402638084,0.0,0.1895538213630346
socialanxiety,tryllebukser,2019/01/24,"The doorbell anxiety Someone has knocked on my door 2 times. I live with my boyfriend but he is at work right nor. So when I heard the knocking i just freezed.... 
Its stupid because I know someone is ordered to fix our door and it's probably the guy but I'm to scared to open... Now im just sitting in my couch afriad to move because... what if he is standing outside my door - hear me puzzle and then force me to open...? I also have too pee but that make noises as well... One hour and my bf will be home. I can hold me pee for that long I guess..... ",-0.36685714285714255,1.7647298608695683,1.2605279503105606,100.65576086956524,89.52173913043478,3.9813664596273295,21.25776397515528,5.288315135182226,-0.288354037267081,414,15,99,2,14,133,80,115,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,1,8,3,1,1,3,0,8,2,2,1,0,17,14,13,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,3,16,1,11,11,0,16,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,6,61,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593180420194865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682973733551743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682166896424893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24235188772634625,0.21783196801213686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24795300644318016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067528316224772,0.0,0.21665307821720736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23763489363811785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090479211819948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426169377917826,0.19469073503505704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468499418445317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338223706833898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907590038484406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719435631067184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787653794090425,0.0,0.0,0.2202557298158629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728060875968292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828222606394854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978040415186656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016069358654322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kornell2018,2019/01/24,"I want to step up my social media game, but i have anxiety of recording myself... I want to start promoting my instagram page, but i feel uncomfortable when recording myself with a selfie camera. When i talk i look around if people are looking at me, plus i don't know where to look, in the camera or at myself on the screen.
It gives me a lot of anxiety and i back up from it. So i basically never posted anything like that, and fact that people will see me talking scares me as well...
How can i overcome it?",4.095420168067225,4.9387076176470615,5.594817927170869,80.90382352941178,70.86274509803921,8.181512605042016,26.336134453781508,8.418075326091056,1.7248722689075635,395,12,78,6,7,134,68,102,0.132,0.809,0.057999999999999996,-0.8134,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,2,17,15,12,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,6,19,2,16,14,2,15,0,0,5,0,5,8,0,3,6,64,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085771029020441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659696547536544,0.17954250103700814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508339461939688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197804783280287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347472815762087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084085786672454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853315362131816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080940714735865,0.0,0.0,0.1714654619012472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555519846157138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796461112374459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931585773771328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192197195115866,0.0,0.16071691451229814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559256329472536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275375368634766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32421369154463936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379181979861769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133912864264226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,always-incorrect,2019/01/24,"Breaking off a friendship. I'm in school at the moment, and I've had a friendship with a few people that I really don't feel connected to or enjoy being with. Most of the friendship is fake, they're not really there for me when I need them. 
They still reach out to me a bit, and I don't have the confidence to say anything to them.  
Anyone got any tips at all? ",3.584605263157897,3.992639828947368,4.932736842105263,86.77015789473684,71.76315789473685,8.185263157894736,24.410526315789475,8.238735603445708,1.2118347368421052,281,7,62,4,5,94,53,76,0.077,0.752,0.171,0.735,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,10,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,8,1,13,7,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,45,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078896820445746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373012871639352,0.0,0.2792795285803679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705133441420743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159992991829912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714319309545057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516448034400064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23528226961623955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348290213523655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26988734687590565,0.0,0.3434690867662198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710280502683596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheWorldFuckedMe,2019/01/24,"Can't even go to the fucking dentist Tooth ache is getting worse and worse, and yet I still fear the social situation so much that I prefer the pain and cling to the idea it will go away by itself even though I strongly doubt it. I don't even know why I'm posting this, I already know I'm not going to take the 'go anyway' advice. Am I the only one here that can literally not bring themselves to do essential tasks like this no matter the cost? I'm 21 years old and it would be the first appointment without my mommy with me... so I can't handle it... how fucking pathetic. And if I brought someone with me, that act would cause me just as much anxiety because bringing someone else is weird at my age. Fuck social anxiety",5.00494672754947,5.250359342465753,5.7695433789954365,82.59136225266366,68.58904109589041,8.40669710806697,30.605783866057838,8.167268648758528,2.0549582952815832,568,21,115,7,9,186,91,146,0.213,0.7509999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9787,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,12,9,3,2,8,0,12,6,1,2,0,22,29,11,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,4,0,1,8,7,7,0,2,1,0,13,2,11,24,2,17,0,0,0,3,2,2,3,2,7,79,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245026472564367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957418319255586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073788171078953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734635443835424,0.0,0.0,0.08262526431305232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392391715835298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132281119365946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685730253752117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525226528987974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529212224136555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759197268958231,0.07081520284530292,0.0,0.3081270130705719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530106404545879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489808918124587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621907021528436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927821873894436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222873351449494,0.0,0.09184689952308428,0.10308594743479896,0.14422645243586274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981195595523334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235510672525115,0.0,0.27633639814017324,0.2296889247739287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824417240468052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191086257353284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316951888284076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230574918914333,0.0,0.0,0.1306578396170799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762581537944607,0.19257057355993573,0.0,0.0,0.08728472996961628
socialanxiety,dormantbunny19,2019/01/24,"Anxious about being seen taking out trash It’s early where I reside at (4-6AM). I’ve been deep cleaning my apartment because in a week I’ll be moving out. I’ve put in garbage bags a bunch of weird things that I’ve been holding on to for way too long (think: my 5th grade P.E shirt, etc, etc.) In total I’ve put together around 7 bags full of junk that I don’t want. The problem is I don’t know how people will perceive me if they see me taking out 7 garbage bags. It’s like a constant fear of “I need to take these out but I don’t want to run into anybody.” So I thought I solved it by telling myself “ just wake up super early and take them out.” But now I feel weird like I’m being watched and I don’t want to disturb the neighbors by going up and down the stairs. Help. I don’t know what to do.  My mind has managed to trap itself. ",1.7664956590370977,2.7987665690607737,3.1427505919494862,95.55780386740332,76.67955801104972,5.392423046566694,22.87332280978689,4.65589566412798,-0.08074617205998448,643,18,153,1,14,210,109,181,0.08900000000000001,0.79,0.121,0.7696,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,8,8,0,2,6,0,14,2,2,1,1,29,31,8,0,6,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,1,6,0,0,5,5,5,0,0,4,4,18,3,28,23,5,32,0,0,3,0,5,20,0,1,8,92,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825643474290701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386010907367278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985111254591176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463443372874846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36045806414796616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184726330366907,0.08171086511334315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184218378694876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831846496962964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762454917835502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790122277971355,0.0,0.0,0.14301275174434985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317202896419716,0.0,0.0,0.1717574318305268,0.0,0.11982589153824245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120345317467618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463136168420066,0.0,0.32490944190302906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287759317052044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4860185974396826,0.0,0.14124733713134813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736123843687076,0.10354808495385928,0.0,0.12829399704211672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859512737809757,0.12827220579652251,0.1296274375035976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mag0tbrain,2019/01/24,"Today is my birthday and i received a gift from a classmate. What can i do in return? I just turned 20. I don't have friends. Not even one. I am not close with this classmate. I usually bring a novel or a sketchbook to school to keep myself busy during class (when lecturer is not teaching) and lumch breaks. She must've noticed because she gave me a brand new sketchbook, bookmarks, snacks and a card (unopened) all in a cute paper bag that says ""best wishes"".  I froze when she gave me the bag. All i said was thank you. I didnt know what to say. I kept quiet. I couldnt focus on class. This is the nicest thing someone has ever done to me. Not even my past ""friends"" did this for me. I really really appreciate what she did for me but i think i came across as ungrateful because i am always numb and emotionless these days. I was thinking of texting her tonight. 

What do i say to her to express my appreciation? I dont want to say the wrong things. ",1.4945287958115188,3.7584878115183287,2.8381649214659674,91.72394895287958,81.87958115183245,5.4953926701570674,22.639005235602088,6.742157984588678,0.5762102617801044,736,25,155,8,20,238,113,191,0.079,0.816,0.105,0.3891,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,10,0,19,2,0,0,3,25,33,9,0,3,7,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,0,0,11,7,1,2,3,1,0,3,8,2,0,1,11,7,34,5,17,21,3,19,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,1,10,111,45,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128561099749328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883704522236808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214417487781696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671333273502204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964337918175124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581129499275085,0.18107950175079632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040990838400615,0.1397592296955183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387414042527973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733174407004944,0.0,0.0,0.08491227894010772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922254481248984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759057363546945,0.0,0.0,0.10469704479827774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749315056784112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796058497261848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469702794634737,0.4914764603162718,0.0,0.15636799292923287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091215801291275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224806810762908,0.0,0.0,0.2052934116973484,0.19800199722364745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464533151166709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680578082305535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016617388286975,0.0,0.09113145089792248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776739024860751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892770216378766,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Purpleboltz,2019/01/24,I need someone to talk to In title,-1.5337499999999975,0.3452831250000017,2.2800000000000007,92.965,92.75,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.36865000000000014,27,1,6,0,1,10,7,8,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359956544004718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6124816444081116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5810119566127235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RivalW,2019/01/24,"So much problems right now but im not doing anything [Venting] I got a few problems right now and it all has to do with social interactions. I literally just have to call up 2 places to follow up on some stuff and text 2 people but it corresponds to me calling the places first. I've been delaying/stalling this for like a whole week now and it just freaking sucks. I can't do nothing forever. Aahhhh why must it have to do with talking to people, I can deal with any other problem as long as it doesn't involve social interactions. The worst part is if I don't do this it doesn't just involve me, it has to do with my dad and some financial stuff. I'm like already being such a burden for making this choice without my dad's full approval, now I can't even be independent enough to commit to it. This sucks sooo much. I'll probably get it done eventually but it will probably be at the last minute and cause more problems.


Thx, just needed to get this out of my system.",3.4984940778341773,4.868822233502534,4.746213197969542,84.4264940778342,72.85786802030456,7.689881556683588,26.83891708967851,8.238735603445708,1.6711471404399325,768,27,157,12,15,254,110,197,0.157,0.762,0.081,-0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,12,11,2,0,6,0,24,0,0,3,3,33,33,12,0,7,10,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,18,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,3,0,11,2,25,25,12,20,0,0,0,0,12,10,2,3,10,119,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372401661577662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457264714183367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023420192408873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539816877030501,0.0,0.0,0.1277573885808416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821513080379174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726884821654372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850256713284974,0.0,0.08214208682554347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578503372281144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995143944692428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946626607951796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343358310005336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137429251298384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151717636270146,0.0,0.0,0.11005934893916547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301478233287896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284556377050987,0.0922152706517309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933182912751868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467546631144706,0.0,0.17243843604652578,0.0,0.2598704712463553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681735874374946,0.4760030636418298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212414519293864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535494587817577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28473695625208684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996009182362292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975831666956204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222031090191167,0.13884938076817782,0.0,0.11988368070028844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ekkkoe,2019/01/24,"Social boulimia Hey all,

First post here, but I had this thought that I would like to share with you. 

TL;DR: My social anxiety is a bit like  boulimia, where I can eat just fine, but the starving happens after the meal. I'm better now, but I sometimes crave to go back in time and try again, this time savoring my food.

A while back I went through a depression after a break-down of sorts. It had a lot to do with mounting responsibilities and expectations that I had gotten myself into, without the confidence that I could do it. I felt ashamed and like a failure before I had even started, and had to back out. What followed was a long period of anxiety and sadness.

I'm happy to say I worked through most of it, first with some schema therapy based on a rather wonky diagnosis, and then with a cognitive behavioral therapist who saw I had social anxiety. Latest thing we've been doing is keeping a 'white book', i.e. a positive diary. I can recommend that.

I was never the type of which anyone would suspect that I had social anxiety. I'm quite charming, crack jokes and some people describe me as 'flirty.' I'm also quite successful in most of the things I do. I have a teacher's degree and taught at university level for a while and I currently work as a consultant.

None of that is to brag, it is to illustrate that I could be outwardly quite sociable, but I would always walk away from a social encounter with a very hollow and anxious feeling. I knew I'd say something stupid or wrong: I *knew* I'd blown my chances with that group, or that girl I liked, or that professor that might forward my career. Prior to the depression, I even walked away from psychologists with that feeling.

I've come to realize that walking away from every social encounter feeling like I'd messed it up was exactly why I would feel isolated, or why I belonged *nowhere*. It's a little like boulimia: If you throw up after every wholesome meal, you're still going to starve. I began craving to be alone in my safe space, because I would feel exhausted after every social encounter, but when I was alone I felt deeply lonely and troubled, because I felt like I didn't belong anywhere. Even in my close circle of friends I would feel on my guard and quickly offended, because I mistrusted their unconditional affection.

Although I'm doing quite well now, I still get this deep longing to go back to university. Prior to the depression, I thought I might do a phd. Part of me says I just want to pick that up again out of interest, but it feels more compulsive than that. It feels like I have to go back in time, like I have to fix something or missed out on something. I feel like I belonged there, but never realized it. The few times I did go back, I felt like my social anxiety was at my worst there.

If you're in a depression right now, my story is a hopeful one. I'm doing much, much better, probably better than before the depression. I engage with people more easily, I'm comfortable being alone, I'm more aware of my good qualities and I accept my flaws -- always a work in progress, of course. Yet occasionally, I still get this craving. It feels almost like an addiction, where I know it's not healthy, but I'm compelled to do it anyway.

I still haven't decided if I'll ever go back.

Thanks for reading, if anyone got this far! I'm curious if anyone has similar feelings or experiences. Feel free to share, or if you have any other questions, feel free to ask.

Cheers!",4.165208965810752,5.961763951879702,5.131366151227127,80.62112640090795,71.88721804511276,8.206837849340332,28.78777131508016,8.841846274778883,2.39315746914456,2728,108,504,53,53,892,287,665,0.147,0.636,0.217,0.9952,2,5,3,0,0,0,91.0,0,3,1,14,34,51,2,1,31,0,49,6,0,3,5,112,105,42,0,18,26,0,17,12,1,8,2,3,0,1,38,27,4,3,28,3,2,14,7,16,1,3,29,23,67,37,77,63,16,91,0,8,2,0,25,33,0,24,57,355,105,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053337934489980914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899358258590802,0.15202165460336464,0.0,0.03912711152531873,0.08142279831247096,0.0,0.0,0.03327221406022475,0.0,0.1871460969367236,0.05527387633362723,0.0,0.10263323179672876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045740382680894316,0.0,0.1379063118863817,0.26335429571197616,0.0,0.08947680929151675,0.0,0.083266987875149,0.0,0.0,0.12981655425895644,0.05341589502468566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042146501506751664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812887048772586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107048833834838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006480089085432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694797982246743,0.04425750710748712,0.12366997833740564,0.0,0.0,0.0478602479270393,0.0,0.0,0.3216082007296839,0.1048609312994545,0.18791136669947686,0.0,0.0,0.08323500340460463,0.059163036066215716,0.0,0.03780107910793837,0.0,0.05112494709384181,0.0,0.16683893368027009,0.041037863699858027,0.039131598792441886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04326621374793254,0.05208397724372505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859580818064082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043488796070966895,0.0,0.0,0.02688914211170166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868406493522621,0.04903796739566885,0.0,0.0865981695261735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159620613776696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380818025417456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193433034598253,0.0,0.07547143716838431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03315437709829666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052983453814094465,0.0,0.06784000206033973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04685878959393271,0.0,0.05275186072604973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480972786132853,0.2081606510447699,0.048940499636230116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041783612044166786,0.0,0.11672676099638407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990014337989355,0.0,0.1129997835631044,0.04839031044032634,0.0,0.034630965906692235,0.0,0.15629348967608142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04504564670981144,0.05595258497673628,0.05680831902842661,0.06501019393932042,0.0,0.0,0.07768555719355677,0.11411951326682684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03321839734414545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04037011293775137,0.028858565152493486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399148197090951,0.045356059482830495,0.08829848260446498,0.0,0.0,0.04716413191960479,0.0,0.1068588823099843,0.0,0.0,0.2085391269708585,0.05349427723273323,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lilac0996,2019/01/24,"Just need to talk about this thing that happened that I'm cringing to death about So my apartment complex has a free shuttle that goes to the university I go to and I take it everyday when I go to class. Yesterday I had to go to training for this new job at 9:30 but I woke up late so I got out of bed, got dressed, and sprinted to the bus stop. I made it but when I got there the bus was completely full. All seats taken and people cuddling each other standing up. I convinced the driver to let me squeeze in front of the girl in the first seat because she had a bit of room. When we started driving I suddenly started lightheaded and my blood felt cold and I knew I was about to faint if I didn't sit down but my anxious ass didn't want to make a scene so I tried to bend over a bit to get blood into my head but I guess that didn't work because next thing I know I'm sitting in this girls lap with my eyes closed and I hear two girls say ""is she okay???"" and I was really confused and didn't realize I had fainted, I thought I was napping in my room or on the bus or something so I didn't even open my eyes or move when I responded with ""who me? Yeah I'm good why?"" WHILE STILL IN THIS RANDOM GIRLS LAP WITH MY EYES CLOSED LIKE I TOTALLY MEANT TO FALL INTO HER LAP AND TAKE A NAP RIGHT THERE OH MY GOD and then she told me i passed out and I apologized and stood up but felt like I was about to faint so I asked if I could take her seat and she said yes. She was super nice about it but I want to die. 

For anyone concerned I'm pretty sure it was just because I didn't have time to eat or drink or anything and I got out of bed so fast.

Anyway, TLDR: I'm too anxious for my own good.",-0.2871921629687293,1.7531455831062672,1.5470124562086447,99.5347706630336,87.71934604904631,4.694148176981964,19.092318671337747,6.052691113681939,-0.3333910211496045,1307,38,319,11,42,427,174,367,0.071,0.792,0.13699999999999998,0.9816,1,0,2,0,0,1,24.0,1,0,0,3,23,11,0,1,12,3,21,13,7,2,3,63,59,39,2,6,15,0,3,2,0,0,3,3,4,4,16,27,2,1,8,3,1,8,6,1,0,2,31,10,53,11,49,26,7,56,0,0,3,2,21,26,1,10,21,205,69,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25638217377613914,0.0,0.07934227648184478,0.0,0.09337780606741887,0.0,0.10608102343227313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075144751043617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477641191286479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897325668654304,0.0,0.0,0.09059817665678778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776604442401326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115938279132308,0.0,0.11611020733005738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749472006753634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179018727620309,0.0,0.0,0.09651924436387943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059284448366682514,0.0,0.1934662960367492,0.19034989764409874,0.3630157690112423,0.0,0.12500222572308575,0.0,0.10034293474193624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164550317553421,0.0,0.12789121624307734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260347330229965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623612560114544,0.0,0.12800138386357907,0.0,0.0,0.1160328309620776,0.0,0.11087339699198898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107369971319979,0.07574345613762931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206028021216634,0.0,0.0841380668785133,0.0,0.10959198641101273,0.1206787832315123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866721293539085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544184080209678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269308322511428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690448720696196,0.1079378782209029,0.09023750671856468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735630665523103,0.0,0.0,0.16063216311325546,0.0,0.090618903739329,0.0948676917435421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694603831181254,0.0,0.255950517438026,0.09120451343467864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077153933594575,0.0,0.0,0.09008411091017313,0.06616644883250224,0.0,0.0,0.10842738022711912,0.0,0.07704005477240478,0.0,0.11084567784424856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385747764817724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239085085432507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260898381892247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aperfectopportunity,2019/01/24,"What type of mental health professional should I look for? I've posted here once or twice and have received good information, so I'd thought I'd ask. Lately I seem to be on a downhill slope of hating myself. I'm 33 and don't know who I am anymore, and everyday is like hitting the repeat button. I don't feel I have anything to offer to society and my life has been a waste. I know rationally this isn't true; I'm married, have a decent career in my field, family situation is good, etc. On the outside, I probably seem confident and that I have it all together. 

Yesterday, I realized it's hard for me to interact with people not because I feel judged or anything, but because I don't feel like I have anything to offer them, or that I'm so difficult to be around I would be a burden. The self-loathing is getting unbearable. I want to go out and contribute to society, help people and all that. But I can't, and I'm hating myself even more for it. I'm also pushing my wife away. I even told her she should leave me so I don't make her miserable as well. Lately, I have no tolerance for the least bit of chaos. My reactions and nitpicking make me hate who I am even more.

I have no idea where to begin when it comes to getting help. It seems overwhelming with all the different types of mental health professionals. I've never done anything like this. If anyone has any suggestions I would greatly appreciate it.",3.907158054711246,5.244234953900712,5.4641641337386035,79.80500000000002,71.80141843971631,9.05937183383992,28.676798378926037,9.48565724429506,2.6041223910840934,1115,43,218,26,21,378,144,282,0.127,0.752,0.121,-0.5854,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,0,13,15,3,2,9,0,29,3,0,2,5,45,58,21,0,6,7,1,4,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,14,14,0,0,12,0,0,4,10,7,1,1,4,5,34,8,27,46,8,20,0,2,1,0,17,7,0,7,11,151,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435464814472146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173199862274396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461070649524597,0.0737561060065002,0.0,0.3472138016881278,0.09390215705724,0.0986122853601144,0.0,0.09910466990460337,0.0,0.0,0.1286028105263047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151600221556613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086419023884354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020719414323876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794564381645752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764133215983133,0.2090114094155376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943990349638693,0.0,0.16000599204106133,0.07535701477452074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102209377435866,0.0,0.05994837083034185,0.17694812717123318,0.0,0.1162952849743066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449197190848692,0.31242761787606177,0.0,0.22424680976798386,0.0,0.0,0.1414059474203294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907737038114034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594130173796564,0.0,0.2379786428079396,0.11169117530136473,0.0,0.0,0.07450570159573064,0.15460087076742365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857908113453836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082132824772195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212603934752374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135492602355664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233586072535193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625714193684064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101023473356216,0.0,0.11372842198294696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880830494902448,0.11004168417791624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856721479683817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374165108953482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100793444612954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062216555592785425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948418075947072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149864071179486,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ValtronW,2019/01/24,"Having an anxiety attack over announcing my engagement I recently got engaged and one of my first thoughts afterwards was ""shit, now I have to tell all my friends and relatives"" 😱 I can't stand being the center of attention, even if it's positive attention

WHO ELSE CAN RELATE",5.6320588235294125,7.703852941176471,6.735441176470588,69.48198529411766,68.60784313725489,12.158823529411766,36.27941176470589,11.698219412168324,5.415035294117646,224,12,36,9,4,75,44,51,0.085,0.6940000000000001,0.221,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,1,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,6,3,4,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570693915589154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822935830380941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28071798507521684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219510015060076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858351313741346,0.0,0.0,0.25962337888974923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687615840500773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277091450925553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317985872609432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449398436479432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29371344175637404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667779244070378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SAgoAway,2019/01/24,"Almost feel like there's something wrong with my brain I can't tell if it's anxiety/low self esteeem or if I really do have some underdevelopment in my brain or something. Sometimes around certain people I feel normal, so I feel like that means it might not be the latter. It's when I'm put in uncomfortable positions, or feel like random people are watching me, or thrown into group activity for school that my mind completely shuts down and I can't even speak. It really sucks. It deeply affects my ability to make friends or get a partner and sometimes I feel hopeless.",5.3459862385321095,6.949589779816519,5.8540252293577995,77.35975344036699,68.63302752293578,8.752752293577982,30.13876146788991,9.188382445141503,2.65264128440367,462,18,83,9,8,149,73,109,0.10400000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.13,0.2348,0,0,2,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,2,0,7,2,2,2,1,28,17,11,0,3,8,0,5,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,7,11,5,8,15,1,8,0,1,1,0,6,6,1,11,4,50,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453945285412607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738664280205712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34456719913176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618123313272622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101933674890354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39017005863053256,0.3307606852464158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923516865485545,0.0,0.08063118610712662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261938945243152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030166405607044,0.0,0.0,0.16811088618909004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372000710636853,0.15582955833232873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121087801342736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398632732449285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551445279903386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977358205636628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619045274104246,0.0,0.0,0.16100010938271114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376219333604407,0.30527312779287497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348914412630428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873590168422078,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,simplelife6,2019/01/24,"I bought tickets for a movie theater and reserved seats I bought tickets for Friday for me and my husband to see Mr Glass. 

I reserved our seats at AMC. I paid a surcharge too. 

I don’t think I could approach people. Should I ask people to move myself? Or should I get a theater worker? 

Is there an etiquette? I paid $5 more to reserve our seats. 

If people are in our seats, should I just ask them to move? 


This is 2 days away and I’m freaking out. 

My husband could ask easily if needed. 



Could I ask politely for people to move out of our reserved seats? I’m terrified people will say no. And have a confrontation. 

I have anxiety and are probably over thinking things. ",0.9676293675364852,3.494673157894741,2.4551614329942524,91.39486952675809,88.09774436090225,4.933923042901371,22.861123396727113,6.522977012572876,0.7239963732861567,522,20,103,6,17,169,72,133,0.114,0.866,0.02,-0.89,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,4,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,5,0,14,0,0,0,0,20,29,8,0,9,4,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,2,4,4,2,2,0,0,4,2,21,0,16,18,1,11,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,3,1,71,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914799990408662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335373129534361,0.0,0.1340503343192624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417494442076444,0.0,0.0,0.09201527085786483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745431752496261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549312372047062,0.0,0.10579365815630253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494573535033353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383062173650455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346298165425085,0.0,0.0,0.11369560219989484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478868058163074,0.18284413429717164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,randombeerman,2019/01/24,"It's hard to regain confidence I (m25) tried to approach a girl (f19) I had a liking for in another department  in my company. Honestly she showed some interest (maybe she was just being nice), and so I decided maybe I could approach her. Few months ago, last November, I met with her at a bus stop, and we happened to be going in the same direction, we talked a lot in the sense of getting to know each other, and I asked her number before she got down at her destination.
She seemed to be more friendly from then on but I noticed, it was just that and nothing more. I slowly decided to gradually reducing contact with her, coz that is not what I wanted.
Last week she happened to catch me by the staff canteen (which I think was intentional). I was done with my shift and heading home when she found me passing by the canteen. This time she talked a lot like we were old pals, and she even began telling me of some trouble in her department, even tearing up a bit.
Honestly I saw this as a development, but I said bye after talking enough and I left.
I thought about sending an SMS or sending her a msg on fb for the first couple of days, but I didn't. But the old feeling of crushing on her again began growing.
Yesterday something good happened in her department, I saw this as an opening for me to begin contact on phone. And so I messaged her a casual message about the event yesterday around noon time.
She hasn't even read the message I sent even though she has come online a couple of times including today and right now, which is killing me.
I'm thinking I shouldn't have messaged her in the first place, and honestly I don't even want to see her on my messenger list anymore cause it is unsettling my mind. I really would not want to cross paths with her again and wish I turn invisible if she does. Honestly I feel embarrassed and hurt.

What I understood: 1) she has no actual interest in me
What I'm not sure about: 1) does she know I am/was interested .. how should I proceed from now, if I see her or cross paths (honestly I want to ask why she didn't respond, which is a shameful question to ask, so I wouldnt ask)
2) should I intentionally ignore her when she sees me at workplace in the future? 
3) Am I making any sense??.. have I done something wrong? Is my thinking about this situation and what I'm inferring all wrong?

I hate that I asked her number. I hate that I messaged her yesterday. This is affecting my work as I am visibly sad that this happened.

Tl;Dr : a girl I'm crushing on at the workplace is troubling my mind. I reduced my contact with her. When she restarted contact, i began pursuing with zero response right at the bud. I need help seeing through this clearly and advice, on how to approach when I see her around in future (inevitable).",3.856937647987377,5.408424195211786,4.924702709813207,82.7821132596685,72.2412523020258,8.191686398316234,30.05564325177585,8.77342768361299,2.4157179163378064,2170,93,424,41,42,712,239,543,0.127,0.772,0.10099999999999999,-0.9621,1,0,2,0,0,0,74.0,3,0,0,3,27,27,3,2,26,0,34,1,1,9,3,89,86,36,1,14,13,0,3,2,3,5,0,1,1,2,23,28,0,2,15,3,0,16,10,12,0,3,22,11,95,15,66,55,12,84,0,2,7,0,71,31,0,11,40,306,118,3,0.0,0.0,0.07370573311960649,0.0,0.0,0.07380638941193672,0.06695219593385822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051362535997447216,0.0791990904747081,0.0,0.0,0.07490480233708173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447423784902582,0.35304865010365594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426989881699884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245846898181282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758942981787638,0.0,0.06506183198054277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060304025990006574,0.16714353927069064,0.0,0.0487101709688696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219245541518518,0.1545854604010008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804199056293447,0.0,0.2494320583584689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637979965992002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849042299614755,0.0,0.08281401443424155,0.05835377480168566,0.0,0.0394609587856399,0.0,0.04292506013885778,0.06335042049582354,0.060407706802331214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671613565696589,0.0,0.06765944629738208,0.14913915758527216,0.07751488518632385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062571937265761,0.0,0.07576207861510235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085571239703371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356201562462663,0.0,0.0830178915748068,0.12313297323380867,0.0,0.0,0.08206284057539448,0.0,0.0,0.07379963328770021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842467478966793,0.0,0.0,0.05041641582699893,0.0,0.15175873232105125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525261893274566,0.0,0.06028679247615148,0.0,0.0,0.056004042896051306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247243141064706,0.08599064546589859,0.15851065776397796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891207668881238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461013791243792,0.0,0.07554977164275739,0.0,0.04838602433145731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290032742538438,0.07184569109153059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30093549526796304,0.06875906747241392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489813409700167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629234011815742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314590380981883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118550187070008,0.0,0.0,0.18212284898645453,0.06601596554891836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518843925419356,0.07420718553357684,0.05996185316392575,0.1321252832221114,0.0,0.07159297563843818,0.0,0.0,0.051279458778363325,0.08215422478428927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819662842955514,0.0,0.060585074538250086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815347459418761,0.0,0.08685500469646837,0.0,0.0,0.05498625348826045,0.0,0.0,0.053653870646786485,0.16515893622530525,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theflowerchild16,2019/01/24,"I messed up my introduction speech today. I’m a freshman in college and I was put into a Public Speaking class because I’m a Speech Pathologist major and it’s a required course. We had our firs speech today, an introductory speech. I felt ready to go and confident after watching other people go, so when my professor called my name, I felt ready. Until I got up there. Then my nerves kicked in. We were supposed to start with a fun fact about ourselves, so I did. We were then supposed to introduce ourselves and then tell the audience about three items that describe us. I went STRAIGHT into the speech without introducing myself and didn’t even realize it until my teacher asked at the end of my speech and I just froze up while walking back to my seat. 

I tried to laugh it off all day but it’s been eating me alive. I’m probably the class joke now. Who does an introductory speech and forgets their name? I feel incredibly dumb and I’m afraid to go back to class. I know in reality that people probably have forgotten all about my speech from this morning, but I just feel like maybe there’s somebody in class that finds me dumb. 

Ugh, I hate having to speak to people my age or older. It’s so nerve-wracking and I hate it. Have any of you messed up a speech before? 

Thanks for taking the time to read my post :) ",2.9493023255813964,5.171405965116279,3.832732558139536,86.73072674418606,76.55813953488372,6.625581395348838,23.92829457364341,7.645422480735847,1.1456945736434108,1041,34,206,15,24,333,139,258,0.11900000000000001,0.773,0.10800000000000001,-0.7977,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,5,1,1,1,15,13,4,1,13,0,10,1,0,0,3,35,30,22,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,0,0,12,15,1,1,7,2,0,6,2,8,0,1,11,17,34,5,34,19,4,39,0,0,1,0,16,13,2,1,20,135,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966833071918414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701725950697444,0.0,0.0,0.22539685167782875,0.0,0.0893438611571618,0.0,0.1247148998036139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965790774025955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452145099989982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282588671785649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499712379689489,0.0,0.0,0.12981192124835414,0.0,0.0,0.09680393073143552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482140043308667,0.10470512483637907,0.2814482409886677,0.0,0.13395655156969846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988655682459965,0.0,0.11722036660848476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894025887298129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054756752566168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716036125809539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472429196569503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30482641232266705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036749492820502,0.0,0.3160408797190067,0.0,0.0,0.14733698316177565,0.0,0.0,0.14660334579708895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037385295990632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019764997880896,0.0,0.12810311950723932,0.13493614839116266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546246253106721,0.0,0.2778504695896245,0.0,0.0,0.0995071204598758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629806543975018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586600303999133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128216083659825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,The-Real-Illuminati,2019/01/24,"Not sure if this belongs here but, I’m in seventh grade and I have trouble talking/ hanging out with girls. I want advice from people to tell me how to help improve myself. I feel like I’m the only one who doesn’t talk to girls in our class. I want to but I get nervous and can’t act myself. I’m just asking if you guys have any advice that I could do to change that.",-0.5328750000000007,1.5947514625000032,1.3949999999999996,99.31,90.625,3.2,16.75,3.1291,-1.100275,287,7,66,0,10,94,55,80,0.09300000000000001,0.742,0.165,0.7067,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,16,14,7,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,11,2,10,13,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,1,43,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773008443694559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607899394529413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22831413396672445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583539631919065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949909943654054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348572786488875,0.17447188759222568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759565329020192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418176803330601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369652272593485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931428824466593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549080813802675,0.1857414549347016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931243696368242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301758724445443,0.0,0.0,0.3925919796954004,0.2134603545128005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880963351916153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SolomanderPondu,2019/01/24,"How do you shut down/challenge/let go of self-hate-filled intrusive thoughts? I must have thousands of self-hate filled instructive thoughts per day. Most are about social interactions that my brain feels I fucked up. They become a continuous stream if I don’t have other distractions. Sometimes I even have a visceral reaction (e.g. wincing) when I remember awkward interactions. Sometimes I think of interactions that happened *years* ago.

If you experience similar thoughts, what ways have you found helpful in managing them?",7.340948275862068,10.607443597701156,6.147801724137932,70.35549568965517,67.04597701149424,10.327011494252872,38.461206896551715,10.411451182825502,5.044679310344828,431,24,63,13,8,129,63,87,0.10400000000000001,0.861,0.035,-0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,2,0,4,3,1,2,2,0,8,2,1,1,1,12,17,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,1,12,0,6,12,1,11,0,0,0,1,10,3,1,3,5,39,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165570181878271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062850583465393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850948794754026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204583621813502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233671597851154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270776340618408,0.0,0.0,0.09444213998605816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479584337297455,0.0,0.17267612393144785,0.0,0.0,0.10615200764060803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516991631530115,0.0,0.0,0.1844076740287932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519543903429065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099633700292973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158658374958766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897068606817694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903998169744068,0.0,0.0,0.3694625821646836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968179165568138,0.0,0.4448500065890485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825814901545334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028090923038938
socialanxiety,hewilltellitat4am,2019/01/24,"got subtlely rejected by my crush i asked them over snapchat if they did streaks on and they said ""not really, i talk to who i want to talk to"" 

they were obviously lieing since their snapchat score is like 500k

i took the hint and i'm gonna leave them alone, but it still hurts ",1.4163157894736855,3.6757519473684224,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,82.15789473684211,6.60701754385965,20.026315789473685,7.793537801064563,0.3960315789473681,219,6,53,4,6,66,45,57,0.179,0.7709999999999999,0.051,-0.743,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,10,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,1,11,1,6,4,0,4,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,1,2,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002858242646247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710506319250597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23188797205581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103820384744749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30699991928320536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416478807707929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574015886383088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27579513426456154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23983771058762676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315429313196903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4660784785258082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221291011199233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710115189810416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dudegamer010901,2019/01/24,I'm Dumb I'm super clumsy so I bump into everything and then I feel like people are watching so then I pretend to do it on purpose which I feel makes them judge me more,-0.672162162162163,1.4955104324324324,1.966270270270272,94.14562162162164,93.32432432432432,4.0410810810810815,18.210810810810813,5.6839178017228535,-0.2755578378378374,134,4,29,1,5,46,28,37,0.13,0.7040000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.3446,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,7,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,3,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800093689155282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401080836150727,0.38155695593925903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609314156621907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35651198165357323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702736236883527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,509tellus,2019/01/24,"DAE find alcohol exacerbates social anxiety? The whole atmosphere of drinking and being around other drunk people, the unpredictability of what others will think, say and do because of alcohol is enough to stir my social anxiety. I've heard alcohol being used as a crutch by other sufferers as it puts them at ease for short term but for me it's the complete opposite. Thoughts?",6.9219402985074625,9.020952835820896,7.424059701492543,65.70265671641793,65.41791044776119,11.330149253731346,34.295522388059695,11.20814326018867,4.718614328358209,308,14,46,10,5,101,53,67,0.10300000000000001,0.871,0.026000000000000002,-0.4956,0,0,4,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,5,0,1,0,8,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,3,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,11,4,3,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6163353366137296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29412473906637937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113353768700945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718715848264867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015590172132968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832111159641785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863435772977592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570303583559646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332743724746672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932533715524371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287623182319268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919270643502344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231790397836692,0.0,0.1526163557027507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166032841797831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146280668583906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jaddyyyy,2019/01/24,"not sure where to start I feel so disconnected with everyone. Im constantly overthinking, making up hundreds of scenarios on how things can go bad, that I tense up and freeze. Id rather be in my room and Literally just Netflix because I know its easy, but I know that's just doing more damage. just making this post makes me anxious. if anyone can give me any kind of advice, please do, im all ears. ",2.9932368896925867,5.02251378481013,4.196238698010852,85.07873417721521,75.70886075949366,7.552260397830018,23.943942133815554,8.418075326091056,1.5156423146473776,315,10,63,6,7,103,62,79,0.155,0.7709999999999999,0.073,-0.7698,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,4,2,19,14,6,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,2,8,13,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048583946990584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256281544112362,0.0,0.0,0.23683423700638334,0.0,0.14658560098905013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504116709290649,0.12779498058247496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226547041904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032060332800475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600060015424834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110639235820896,0.11914359965947285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528957039724938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183084529543997,0.2304260123658735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41981023980813303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301224548663734,0.0,0.0,0.20077777092268287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838471501076475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975838102265972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392759174906016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ma413,2019/01/24,Getting back into social scene and dating. Seems like I always fall flat or so awkward. I stop trying. And ,0.8520000000000003,2.9771142000000026,2.2900000000000027,87.55000000000004,107.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-0.8675000000000002,84,2,13,0,4,27,18,20,0.20800000000000002,0.679,0.113,-0.272,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788813410951151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501301875097992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378976026345287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224572891122993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145266059025845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641642189588692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806866227997773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30914759000250563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Graybill1,2019/01/24,"I am very anxious about a presentation tomorrow Okay, this might be stupid but I am super nervous about a presentation tomorrow. I am a 15 year old boy, not in the greatest shape ever, and I have a presentation tomorrow. In the class with the presentation, I am friends with no one. Any advice? I am seriously anxious! ",3.5241242937853126,6.2046014406779655,5.645000000000002,72.10501412429379,76.96610169491525,9.357062146892655,31.867231638418087,9.725611199111238,3.8120146892655375,251,13,44,8,6,87,36,59,0.264,0.575,0.161,-0.6098,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,7,1,8,0,0,0,1,7,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,6,3,6,6,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,10,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854561904775634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865155274384344,0.0,0.0,0.6600246884665576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642391784195745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22569111411079004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098930560749294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065307006338939,0.0,0.19794800787558609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410295150485835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811564141151535
socialanxiety,Wolfeeey,2019/01/24,"Trouble expressing gratitude and appearing rude Hey, I’m a 16 year old (male) and since my birthday and Christmas I’ve come to realise that my social skills suck. 

I received a laptop from my dad for my birthday which I really liked because I really wanted one for years since I’m a computer nerd but I’ve never had a pc at my dad’s house (parents split up). Despite being extremely happy and excited inside I couldn’t even say thank you, let alone hug him or anything. 

A similar situation happened with my mum - She gave me £200 for my birthday which I was ecstatic about because I could finally buy something I’d been saving up for for a whole year. But when she handed me the money I simply nodded and smiled awkwardly at the floor before returning to my room.

As another example I find it really hard to reply to texts (from family especially) that either praise me or do something else that I should thank them for. I often find myself staring at the phone for 10 minutes, typing ‘thanks’ down, waiting another minute then deleting it all. A similar thing happens when I’m emailing teachers - I will spend 30 mins on a small email wondering if my formality is correct, and one time when I did do this a teacher called me rude because my email seemed like I was demanding something (along those lines anyway, this was 2 years ago) which seriously made me feel like shit.

I find it extremely awkward for some reason and I get a horrible crushing feeling inside whenever I try to thank someone for anything bigger than a waiter getting me a drink. I just can’t do it, and I hate the fact that I can’t. I know that it makes me look rude and ungrateful but I still continue to act like this. 

What can I do? Does this make me a rude person? ",5.1693510514772285,6.240166590504455,6.1261282415172245,77.23841439814221,68.55489614243324,9.421700425751515,31.862856405625077,9.653516015845867,3.0941016384982585,1379,58,251,30,23,457,195,337,0.163,0.7070000000000001,0.13,-0.877,1,1,4,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,2,9,25,7,2,17,0,20,4,2,4,4,45,47,20,0,5,8,4,4,4,0,2,0,1,1,2,20,12,1,1,9,1,3,4,4,12,0,2,8,7,46,13,29,33,4,32,1,0,2,1,23,11,2,8,21,163,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085152477670988,0.0,0.0,0.10614910880216824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149401682855658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868167552079322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874315259139244,0.0,0.0872117519571359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465412191181694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828637444599778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183021684275799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969000919933473,0.0,0.0,0.10040153934201283,0.0,0.0,0.08561754879322886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769391956149477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661879483962957,0.0,0.10364441620553548,0.07321913733042694,0.0,0.11227318531506332,0.2810230108894646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070939712976101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126378281711628,0.10910289948596827,0.09181123600094666,0.10118801692420593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826012074505607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056326024323158724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480334228442234,0.0,0.2002864616650737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606609385468511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697886160335124,0.13682622915563414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904688792209924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754639747323033,0.0,0.13890024777288468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380342156457238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949063359752582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697385696229952,0.10537716510418224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150445201676965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330337914927736,0.0,0.0,0.10520488698415004,0.1695621782904661,0.11520346458882315,0.0,0.10447602033830647,0.086839753784415,0.23670627091956326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184893798838645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774374328030485,0.0,0.0,0.06809004448464526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976295611544465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958423028187415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604514727899566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442683253040425,0.0,0.0,0.11114642904178763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26400173947127936
socialanxiety,benstillerfaggot75,2019/01/24,"Spent $500 to see a psychiatrist and all they gave me was the name of a TED talk YouTube video to watch I've tried fuckin everything for my social anxiety. Everything . And nothing works . As a last ditch effort I went to a psychiatrist , thinking maybe they could recommend a proper medication that would help (ya know besides the usual ssri bullshit that doctors dole out ) and all they did was talk about another antidepressant to try (none of them have done absolutely anything for my anxiety so far) and wrote down on a piece of paper some dumb ass YouTube video about anxiety that I should watch. Felt like I got spat in the face .  Never spoken to someone who seemed to understand what I was going through less than this person. This was my Hail Mary, my last shot at trying to fix this shit. I just give up cause nothing works and no one will help ",6.454658385093168,7.1225884099378876,6.153596273291927,79.62020807453419,65.52173913043478,9.669813664596274,31.00683229813665,9.642632912329526,2.6926963975155283,678,24,129,13,10,211,110,161,0.11800000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.081,-0.8106,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,4,3,4,4,3,0,9,0,11,7,4,1,3,22,24,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,5,2,1,2,3,3,0,1,12,4,15,1,23,8,6,13,0,0,3,2,16,7,4,2,5,82,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363285877909155,0.3362487661355537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056865983037793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051038897683716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697962505885065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996343861606612,0.0,0.14993484183175104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26335493752355343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067655838090198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405497210898874,0.08326736661834694,0.0,0.11718074832305103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641068977814144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052034395851584,0.238857170890372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715794119028346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719315431166224,0.0,0.0,0.1475975898450254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300074309914912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811685526576844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928177836969464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793050255058722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675280655118996,0.13338097747656402,0.0,0.0,0.15039466725858724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935272272711278,0.1241409619801442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355250442993163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938803499324674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984204667582797,0.0,0.0,0.15252639496560438,0.0,0.0,0.1613646344460709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582008287914454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332808915655369,0.0,0.0,0.1040794469055394,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chief_Pekka,2019/01/24,"Being in High School as a reject with no friends - I feel like the most hated person in the world I'm in 11th grade with no friends and zero social life. Ever since I started elementary school until today, I never had a best friend or anyone to look up to, which really fucking sucks. And I have to admit that my past was very rough. People probably will have good childhood memories such as hanging out with friends after a soccer game, or going to the movies. My memories include being bullied, being hated and rejected by nearly everyone every single day, and my ultimate suicidal attempt, that's me. I have a tendency to freeze or make stuff up if I have nothing else to say if I am in an argument or EVEN a regular conversation, so that is my social anxiety. Here is my life story, which is really dark and gloomy. Here it goes...

In my private school that I went to, I was rejected by nearly all of the students in my class because I was somewhat ""socially awkward"" and a weird kid. In 7th grade, I was so depressed and confused because I had no friends that I spent nearly all of my lunches either outside or in the bathroom. 

High School was no better, in 8th grade, I was instantly bullied on the first few days of school and of course I didn't know how to deal with them because I had no social abilities or the urge to tell any adults. I ended up being ""prone to bullying"" and I was tricked into doing lots of stupid things. Some ""friends"" tricked me into taking pictures of popular girls during dance in 9th grade, and a whole rumor began spreading because of what I did. I finally told an adult about my social anxiety and problems at school, my dad. I wanted to transfer to another school for a fresh start, but he said that I should suck it up and deal with the problem. So I did. It eventually got worse. 

In 10th grade, I made a whole ton of new friends (mostly transfer students or immigrants, and some new people) and it felt so good, but it didn't last long. Apparently, the rumors still float around and these enemies begin spreading, and before you know it, they are my worst enemies. One of my worst enemies got elected student council, and it was so bad because my only school friends were turning on me faster than ever. These people are leeching away my only friends, until I had nothing left, which is still happening today. In fact, I was scared to even go to the lunch tables because it meant more teasing and bullying. I told the counselor, they did NOTHING. I wanted to suicide so bad, my fear of death  stopped me. 

I'm in the 11th year now, but even today, it is still hard for me to make any friends because of what I done in the past. I tried joining some school groups, I feel even more rejected because there would be at least one hater picking on me. The only friends I have are the people in my class that AT LEAST talk to me. Nearly all classes, I feel rejected and suffer from social anxiety and I usually shut up and do my work without any social activity (even when required) so I won't ""cause any trouble for other people"". At lunch, I sit by myself outside and I play Brawl Stars trophy pushing my Leon to 500 trophies with nobody to talk to. My desk partners in each class never talk to me, but if they are with their friends, they talk like hell. That's my life. 

Everyday for years became so miserable. Everyone in my grade seems like a big community or a family, I am a rejected person with haters constantly leeching my friends away and longs for at least a glimpse of change. There are many people to meet, but who wants to be friends with the weird shitty guy?

​

​

​

​",7.381525345087574,6.808584288984271,7.342358581757725,76.07003015891429,63.76394849785408,10.074639446313268,35.63008931678459,9.358847034038227,3.2120075861269,2874,117,526,44,37,922,300,699,0.217,0.6890000000000001,0.094,-0.9984,1,5,0,0,0,1,101.0,0,1,6,6,29,57,12,5,31,0,49,7,0,6,8,95,88,53,3,10,18,1,7,3,15,4,3,2,0,8,28,37,3,2,9,4,1,6,11,34,0,4,31,10,76,23,101,47,25,92,1,9,1,1,58,46,4,20,42,386,104,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845563941202814,0.20697397880290105,0.1158326950665444,0.044652410158254635,0.09772855846079677,0.0,0.0,0.02977530495587581,0.0,0.0,0.037908256194374684,0.0,0.0,0.0800170163186465,0.0,0.07111072431204253,0.20766757405907352,0.0,0.03623533888590067,0.0,0.044688653458110364,0.037661558773058414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04374488423297385,0.04504759320660807,0.0,0.0,0.046017529784846085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549255432087382,0.08780323574598413,0.03667702194662127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043577605127501036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03557296838421027,0.0,0.03771625495647201,0.0,0.0,0.1406296778117275,0.07703825053403056,0.035878352989759166,0.08138053141361308,0.0,0.0,0.040143841801068496,0.047918166404497385,0.06459434297372157,0.030421591064989893,0.04088674411447305,0.046648035687786346,0.0,0.03622142018704009,0.0,0.0,0.460597633072964,0.039367669186118864,0.0,0.0,0.048402257649666235,0.07143387487715562,0.06811567366972905,0.0,0.0,0.042164263165251625,0.03765636196224289,0.0,0.03814636416962264,0.08408458727541579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998340490382188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680544843195621,0.03471115635221364,0.0,0.0,0.04626699112528514,0.0,0.09023374901742442,0.062412298083338265,0.0,0.0,0.0753699419122637,0.035759332973187376,0.0,0.0,0.03620288578301285,0.0,0.04029344481800383,0.056849503314313765,0.04317288613665229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568588997365535,0.08225463046437237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257976877452705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771123084260234,0.0971597888431086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813013516907156,0.1771318161547376,0.07436436862578104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045912109926117016,0.08149312984891148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456003576368049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040506567026129835,0.033864030629597135,0.04263341437145336,0.3878700883271557,0.0,0.03876633007367434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035225430373227465,0.0,0.0,0.3038589114674149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028150255448735,0.0,0.1020214800954098,0.035601631026686564,0.0,0.0,0.04874780756893436,0.09315866095766508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032017418910649666,0.1369077027423697,0.037219770492501664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028290520271509058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210922585157095,0.08138053141361308,0.0,0.028911334869382282,0.04631851349950813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468996014236987,0.035135766538231736,0.07535038180768881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039475240496358366,0.0,0.09508569570801152,0.0,0.04104888016193648,0.0,0.031001223992687708,0.0,0.043396124878924726,0.030250027169987887,0.0,0.20697397880290105,0.05484462977484273
socialanxiety,throwawayingmyself,2019/01/24,is it normal for people to ignore u sometimes sometimes when i talk to people they don't answer?? like today i wished someone good luck on a test and they did not answer. is it my fault or are they juts rude?,1.7991860465116292,3.7356283953488396,3.1466860465116286,91.64933139534887,79.0,4.3,17.726744186046513,3.1291,-0.6822511627906978,163,3,33,0,4,53,34,43,0.223,0.6559999999999999,0.121,-0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,3,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,22,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24926924660955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519224060161431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911835382861781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120688719873521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25180850109252123,0.0,0.5878579019065321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388704237052973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817017939305685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417543469405214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OG_L0c,2019/01/24,"I just had an interview that lasted 6 hours... was scary as fuck So, I'm glad I was able to go through this without getting an anxiety attack (happened my 1st interview), but shit that was intense. Half the time was ""tell me about yourself"" and behavioral questions with extroverts. I hate that I'm so incompetent at talking to people. it feels like I'm improving a bit, but ""normal"" social skills still seem way out of reach. Perhaps I'll just be a part-time job warrior for the rest of my life, I can't handle real conversations.",6.325588235294116,6.4969821470588265,6.7733333333333325,76.78000000000003,65.76470588235293,9.937254901960783,34.64705882352941,9.725611199111238,3.2732823529411768,417,18,78,8,6,136,77,102,0.195,0.6890000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.9168,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,4,0,6,0,7,3,1,0,0,13,17,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,1,7,2,12,11,2,8,0,0,0,1,7,2,2,2,5,47,12,3,0.20657595559903025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580300406100032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350099717671286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22552744081071746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445101006384444,0.14757790395577486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097614223070206,0.10792741069235057,0.0,0.1174018761116938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267443530865235,0.0,0.0,0.203950988601858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343570470759725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499476073918124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838697513872353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591070661639388,0.10092257735112363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024005762587146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22370162923383288,0.0,0.14321375727385605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314123473993038,0.0,0.0,0.2351286627038837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880589915270586,0.0,0.0,0.21204724984615586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057817200969564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497182498642576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660379281523775,0.1805564903973643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204561009496238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397037823524668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913184951729884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Frds2,2019/01/24,My brain is a broken mess. I hate thinkin about pointless stuff every second and getting fixated on stupid things. Like...i have to attend a group meeting tomorrow and i am worried about what i will say to everyone because my life is EMPTY and i never worked in my life. Problem is that these kind of repetitive thoughts applies to stupid stuff too: I read a spoiler about a videogame i want to play and i still think about it after 24 hours. I am still thinking about the argument i had with my neighbour and what he might think of me now.,5.268857142857144,6.194103314285716,5.094285714285718,85.25571428571429,68.23809523809524,7.904761904761906,32.14285714285714,7.957251820313856,2.193,428,18,83,5,7,132,69,105,0.255,0.7120000000000001,0.033,-0.9739,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,3,0,5,0,9,3,1,0,1,14,16,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,5,0,1,2,1,14,2,15,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,8,62,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621330152404745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281898599347035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062370345787408,0.18216614275403695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960232610654088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821903301635887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774349604067894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985238070603621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693114879642325,0.09313781731957796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224052659114256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703449341036465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241818857239367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906931109635124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516057890196171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044931293224061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364778611442377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665375526175593,0.36646616601617854,0.0,0.15134807253997148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244530823707173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387892975704297,0.19360571819041428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SugarTales,2019/01/24,"Help talking to classmates?? urgent I'm homeschooled, always have been and recently I've been going to theatre school with a bunch of kids my age. Problem is, I have NO idea on how to talk to them.

I've been going there a few weeks now, we've talked a bit but never beyond small talk.

I don't really have many friends who live in my area, and I want to socialize with them and maybe ask for their numbers but everytime I do I feel super anxious and just avoid speaking all together.

I really just want help on how to start a convo with them, maybe work up the courage to ask for a number or social media.

I'm going to class in a few minutes, hence the ""urgent"" thing.",2.8299064171122987,4.3743588088235335,3.9818181818181837,88.5359090909091,74.88235294117645,6.7101604278074864,23.39304812834225,7.348242739294969,0.8796264705882351,522,15,108,6,11,170,82,136,0.065,0.7490000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9515,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,2,7,5,0,1,8,0,9,0,0,2,2,22,20,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,2,12,3,20,17,5,17,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,1,6,70,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765971844847365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733236301515284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868584473041409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749751324820705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775749699418661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853375752203245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615804386644949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567158731001964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319520307157393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135474780728432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555462223240004,0.30826682318201776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832880494776532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680450657427754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657262259559755,0.0,0.15148610058435075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552716489717422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31278961025039986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859315692592428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49326042046917207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192701831156777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098500069015624,0.0,0.12306618653509545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169332678430596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,animezaddy624,2019/01/24,"Welp. I think I’ve turned into a socially awkward person. As a person who has never had trouble talking to people I feel like in the past year or two I’ve reverted into a socially awkward person and I’m not sure how to deal with it.

Of course this is not without some cause behind it...

I’ve had some major events this past year that have hurt my confidence, and trust in people.
I can’t push past these issues within myself in order to move forward externally with other people. 

I started noticing it when id actively not replying on any social device/application, or in person , but then when I do interact then I feel silly about something I said.

It’s gotten to the point where I don’t even want to talk to people out of fear that I’m going to be rejected or liked, won’t find common interests, or that they’re out to get me or hurt me.

I’ve tried motivational self talks, watching self help YouTube videos, putting my self out there, and yet j still feel stupid. 

I hate this because Its gotten to a point where I’m so worried about what other people think I can barely function at work.... I’ve been making mistakes because I want this job so badly I can’t stand it. (Im currently a temporary worker with a chance at a full time position it’s very competitive). I worry so much about my past mistakes or maybe something stupid I said to a coworker, or that maybe they all think that I’m horrible and weird....even if what I messed up on was months ago and wasn’t very major, it is to me! it’s the fact that I messed up at the best thing that has ever happened to me. 

it eats me alive, I hate myself, and prevents me from focusing on the work I’m currently doing.

So how do I reply to conversations that I do not know how to move forward with. 
Or maybe is there some type of medication that you can take for this? Because I’m really not sure I can overcome this on my own. 

TL;DR 
1. I think I’ve reverted into a socially anxious person because of past experiences, is this possible?

2. It’s affecting my job that I absolutely love... I need to change quickly, how do you communicate with other people/don’t let social anxiety affect your job? Is there any medication I could take? 

3. How to reply to conversations, especially ones with subjects that you’re not well versed in. 
",3.6985997482693524,5.191569231277533,5.2195179358086845,80.74477092511016,72.54625550660793,8.184166142227816,26.407551919446192,8.759644201051973,1.971884531151668,1797,61,349,34,35,606,205,454,0.171,0.752,0.077,-0.9943,5,1,2,0,0,0,57.0,0,3,1,5,26,26,4,3,14,0,28,4,0,10,6,70,60,30,0,7,17,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,8,37,18,1,1,10,1,0,7,13,16,1,2,9,6,41,10,56,47,10,59,0,3,1,1,29,28,0,12,28,233,78,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061070341262701534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370051445603524,0.0,0.0527036930264676,0.0778305681591476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057523581295866474,0.1679884812659612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722999636150543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077307758564333,0.0728806777057285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500622340098798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710266505978889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049572341535262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100762544582283,0.0623185336720746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739151540441078,0.0,0.07752486189347298,0.10450457298106032,0.049217860841847684,0.0,0.0,0.06296783394618043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0359942521074761,0.0,0.03915402676249407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092270384243074,0.0,0.0,0.13603705035100158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617817109109113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475048243078931,0.0,0.07441730216578916,0.0719073980255039,0.2050998829145671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03786232026199685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044874474602271,0.0,0.06731622058213736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217949129241401,0.0,0.045987255187847326,0.0,0.2076397370505371,0.0,0.0,0.13880683916328893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054990503878161186,0.1464467591090828,0.050644989752324746,0.05108400051779655,0.05313527134543645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784362333565626,0.0,0.0,0.04668433223224469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288354153814116,0.23881199648475485,0.30077775508162513,0.0,0.0,0.13025412682269344,0.07766759163071575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692574613271881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044135236746927035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106787050118388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156142854733597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35114359563643555,0.0,0.10607587694763704,0.0,0.0,0.048763501516504736,0.0,0.05501880774401545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298634893617241,0.0,0.10359937224144797,0.16612307310018495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577008766214792,0.17657787836985453,0.0,0.0,0.04017262378158441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677447847199862,0.07493684820593033,0.0672993910421912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368946905873555,0.08127088856657187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061943946454788124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664113217223848,0.0,0.10031125098877597,0.13993032697932362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887309066253061
socialanxiety,lovehel,2019/01/24,"People stare at me, makes me very uncomfortable. Today,  I had a meeting with college about classes.  Have returned after a while of not studying.  When I walked in and saw a line of about 20 students waiting to go to the office,  I walked past and swear I could feel all their eyes look at me or notice my presence.  I felt so judged,  and self conscious.  When I went out with my mother a few days ago to go to an open house that looked fun and quirky,  we went just for the fun. The auctioneer had this really intense glare at me,  and her eyes followed me around the room,  when I would walk in to a room,  people looked at me not my mother.  I am not paranoid,  but when I am around people I do notice people looking at me,  and it makes me very uncomfortable,  maybe it is because I am on edge in social situations small things seem huge?  

I then asked my mother later on,  saying I really feel like people stare at me when I walk in somewhere,  she said that I have a very scary presence,  and maybe that is what people pick up on, I had no idea what she meant and she explained it that I give off a very strong vibe of ""stay the hell away from me"". Could this be it?  It makes me not want to go out when I feel that I give off this very strange vibe,  or scare people with my vibe.  I was kind of hoping my mother said people look at me because I have a striking or familiar face or something,  but that doesn't seem to be the case.

Another thing that was strange to me was I went to one class out of many for a module I was taking in college.  I go to a lecture months later to get exam tips and the tutor who gave the tutorial classes I went to one, was there to give out assignments,  I went up and said.  Hi, and my name,  he says ""oh yes,  I remember you"",  I remember thinking what the heck how could you remember me out of hundreds of people and you saw me once.  People just freak me out so much, I feel observed and exposed in public. I hate it.  Maybe everything I have mentioned is normal? I have become socially awkward so I don't know. ",4.028341811691206,4.461822761445788,4.877215528781797,87.47166443551987,70.78313253012048,7.593931280678269,25.972780008924587,7.3871296695380915,1.0904199018295402,1566,44,340,15,27,509,179,415,0.107,0.833,0.061,-0.965,1,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,1,3,1,1,17,11,2,2,20,1,28,3,3,5,1,69,73,31,0,7,12,4,5,1,0,1,0,5,2,1,22,26,0,1,16,0,1,14,7,5,0,2,21,21,65,6,58,46,3,66,1,0,11,0,34,34,2,7,18,237,87,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060830783827524076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719579497700556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217931284951886,0.06415391105699042,0.0,0.06447424025489541,0.0,0.0,0.08366476081610583,0.07578950296951599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643713600918223,0.0,0.0,0.044256619802825546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167457117121297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879285114090045,0.0490247965120206,0.0658895291166377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035853059336358184,0.19749036470623524,0.15600175723406515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775171246250965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815883412067777,0.0,0.07918255481281228,0.0,0.07746782259872294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146104024319032,0.03771379971758373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033526081381330584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881331911061046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742059015781125,0.0695736772335289,0.2068252395085178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477479550326442,0.0,0.05044632729852468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723667160886597,0.0,0.15625711128856482,0.0,0.07308201803828808,0.09300241208530513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550910197751812,0.4757504423004082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792421952187893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332118789300788,0.0,0.1958306061258468,0.10914466683522124,0.0687043113461117,0.0,0.0,0.12494490766900593,0.07158950219570573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771359321465239,0.0,0.13990647320404134,0.0,0.05282988932516169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314375071425877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051596494199842136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118109546387633,0.04397130638927553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650472589268524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28310876330413354,0.040476045750241454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180743618015771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048748319025247636,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Am_not_laughing,2019/01/24,Was the night sky always this beautiful? Its always beautiful when I'm depressed ,4.610714285714284,8.111728642857145,4.84,72.83000000000003,84.0,8.514285714285714,28.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.736828571428571,67,3,9,2,2,21,12,14,0.146,0.44299999999999995,0.41,0.7876,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7940867511527607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109855219072839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44779139387247147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itsdamack1,2019/03/03,21+ ? Do you guys notice that you're just as sexually awkward as you are socially? ,0.8288235294117641,3.2001227647058816,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,86.05882352941177,8.105882352941178,26.14705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.610905882352941,65,3,13,2,2,24,14,17,0.12300000000000001,0.877,0.0,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437689915807682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6252386879846665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559814135979476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yarebai,2019/03/03,"Walked into a small shop any everyone went quiet, gave eachother looks? First post here and can't seem to shake a really awkward encounter off at all :( I feel super awkward and anxious after i went into a tiny corner shop where there were probably 4 people who were talking with one another and suddenly stopped when i walked in and gave funny looks to eachother or smiled.  

I have no idea why. I do have pretty bad social anxiety and its left me with really bad paranoia about whether i look really weird or was acting really weird.
Just freaking out right now. 

Anyone else ever got this or is it all in my head? :(",5.527628205128206,6.700640854700858,5.947938034188034,78.46754807692311,67.80341880341881,8.926923076923078,28.30021367521368,9.188382445141503,2.428847008547009,488,16,86,9,8,157,85,117,0.247,0.644,0.109,-0.9332,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,3,3,0,8,1,1,0,3,22,18,10,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,1,3,2,2,6,2,8,0,2,8,5,8,1,13,10,2,26,0,0,3,0,5,12,0,4,7,57,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689896510926823,0.16483416647811916,0.12025484117505952,0.17758722539315475,0.0,0.1099154011315174,0.1610663224855112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625049113382286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131744897939865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421931735454367,0.0,0.15020792848098347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948323987842518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371120582347187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257243478420586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613288916924508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745563913007842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079438468288516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39601623900423705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652037144973804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898021394269597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055072995134844,0.1599252857589323,0.16948434237035792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402816241553317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424489509365747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431057289508586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602419674905619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314232569921105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263485385558789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914453370234323,0.14184533067217636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DiSyndra,2019/03/03,"How long do SSRI side effects last for? I start college tomorrow and my social anxiety's been worse than ever, so I've been thinking of starting on SSRI's but I'm scared of the side effects. I don't want to end up vomiting on my first day.

​

How long do SSRI side effects generally last for?",3.2011475409836048,4.9078491147541,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,74.24590163934425,7.50295081967213,30.2327868852459,8.238735603445708,2.3602498360655746,240,11,45,4,5,82,41,61,0.13,0.87,0.0,-0.7645,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,5,1,11,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,9,8,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,11,26,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248003516069014,0.27812785746377017,0.0,0.0,0.17510113902520028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476158862194707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272966183039487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070451917454925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946947350422238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731537501349248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40512301270855017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22916001835746186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333257501574561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240207343386368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666423666785267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500595822052067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332596842291824,0.0,0.0,0.27812785746377017,0.0
socialanxiety,WhatsTheAskMe,2019/03/03,"Misunderstanding at work unaccepted apology advice There was a misunderstanding at work. Someone said there wasn't much left to be done in their area of kitchen. I pointed out a few things they could do if they were bored but misunderstood the fact they were just complaining about having nothing to do rather than looking for something to do. Anyway it turned into me getting told I'm always complaining or ""moaning"" about things (I think I casually used the phrase ""I didn't realise you were just moaning not looking for something to do"")

Anyway I apologise for the misunderstanding when I realised there had been one, did everything I could to undo what I'd said to upset him but he just walked off and then I could hear him and a coworker talking about people they dislike. I can only imagine talking about me. I heard the other co worker use the phrase ""I like most people here but..."" Which gives me the impression I'm not very well liked by some people there.

I don't know I feel awful now I'm paranoid nobody likes me, I don't know how to undo the upset I've caused and obviously I don't know when to shut up. Wishing a huge sinkhole would open up underneath me ",4.554892874937714,6.516906076233188,5.116106128550076,80.44861858495267,71.19730941704036,7.646138515196812,28.08395615346288,8.344100000000001,2.0261531639262578,937,35,171,15,18,300,126,223,0.156,0.74,0.10400000000000001,-0.8843,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,5,3,20,11,0,2,11,1,24,1,0,4,2,39,45,12,0,9,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,1,0,6,6,1,0,7,1,0,1,7,5,1,1,14,7,28,6,27,26,4,20,0,0,2,0,20,15,0,4,7,128,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605723290859495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585331348085805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303101951046754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33349953743115857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248407324650786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251339706952264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040057286802365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274368659776158,0.1335653308456482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569261215934895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295570485069792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512774585272096,0.0,0.0,0.2040671676557368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384191965989634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023525437141882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359816891809442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943481315513382,0.10589324822258454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28958065264755745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162053418088782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26488562858050896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797197838458034,0.21437729349733944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238210095355184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500092195308146,0.08921511833250756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304344702801615,0.0,0.0,0.15144591931621226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24050584667798044,0.0,0.11488210787072906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518751644237436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011149844099132,0.0,0.0,0.20272709604768568,0.0,0.0,0.09890738773704087,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yung_villa,2019/03/03,"How do you stop yourself from, or at least cope with, stuttering and stammering at an interview? I’m usually quite articulate and able to get my point across clearly when it comes to casual conversation but when it comes to an interview in an official setting like I had today, I’m pretty much like a deer caught in headlights. No matter how much I prepare myself mentally about how to respond to potential questions or try to think on the spot, I go completely scatterbrained and my range of vocabulary gets drastically reduced the moment I open my mouth. Add to that I also stutter and stammer and it’s absolutely not a good look at all. This problem’s getting to the point where I know it’s affecting my career prospects because of first impressions and all that and it’s really getting me down.

I’d like to know if any of you are struggling with a similar problem. Is there a way to treat it? At the very least are there any good coping mechanisms?

Thanks in advance.",5.158928571428568,6.937356663043477,5.953105590062113,75.79065217391306,69.32608695652173,9.822360248447207,33.25155279503106,10.125756701596842,3.6865074534161497,782,37,138,21,14,256,112,184,0.131,0.715,0.154,0.7038,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,3,10,16,0,1,11,0,5,1,1,4,3,33,20,17,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,1,4,1,0,5,2,7,0,1,2,2,14,9,27,18,6,28,0,0,1,0,7,14,0,4,10,95,23,3,0.15542357916256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429218010330673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138672706433773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474477126799044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677673026086631,0.1629586656946059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220321703750132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248096209630976,0.0,0.0883308017758702,0.26072384835957585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083346885999431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277963300918006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051666206787915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663041177990675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285084279014073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938510392980972,0.0,0.0,0.1581216557936473,0.0,0.29743874969142425,0.0,0.0,0.1741099790191573,0.16531210790589632,0.0,0.0,0.09956832465973377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994107158708562,0.0,0.16248247101767496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309314987647048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995891537983015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473233798440023,0.0,0.0,0.10552240797969556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117711436968958,0.1282407300831019,0.0,0.12336800276711588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Woyta94,2019/03/03,"Today I finally made the first move and asked a girl out. TL;DR:
I'm 25 year old guy with slight social phobia and I absolutely can't communicate my emotions. I kinda accidentally met a girl in 2017 on music festival. We met several times as friends and today I finally gathered enough courage and asked her out on date. First girl I EVER asked out. She haven't responded yet. Wish me luck.

---

I don't have a significant problem in standard social interactions but I'm extremely afraid of showing any emotions and I don't really like meeting new people. 

In summer of 2017 I attended a metal music festival with several friends of mine. I was having a good time as everyone there was on the same ""wave"".

One of my friends met two girls when he was waiting in line at gas station and decided to ask one of them out, he needed a wingman though.  But... his best friend who he wanted to ask for help was fortunately for me completely drunk, unable of any interaction whatsoever . So he asked me to be his wingman for the night. I was hesitant but I agreed. 

We met with the girls, had some drinks, food and some good talk. At least me and the ""other"" girl... We had a lot in common and mutual understanding. My friend wasn't having much of a good time though... We then changed phone numbers with the girls and parted for the night. My friend was clearly disappointed and ended up drunk (he was pushing too hard on her). I however was quite happy with how the evening went. 

After the festival her and I chatted over FB and when she visited my town because of some school business, we met and went to drink some tea and had a walk.

Last summer we met again on music festival and talked until 4am. 

She then invited me to her town for a short vacation during last fall. I happily agreed. At this point I started feeling something more than friendship. I slept at her place for one night but I was too afraid to make any move. We had a good time overall though. While I was there she even invited me to her prom and I agreed once more. 

I attended it one month ago and we slowdanced for a while. Unfortunately she was very busy so that was pretty much all our interaction that night. I once again slept at her place but again I was petrified by my anxiety.

However today I did probably the most ""heroic"" thing I ever did and sent her a message asking her out for a date. My whole body was shaking and my stomach hurt but I eventually pressed the enter and sent the message. There is no way back now... she hasn't answered yet (she is not at FB very often). My only concern is that if she says no, it will kinda ruin the friendship.  But I certainly don't regret asking her. Wish me luck guys... ",2.3877592948034376,4.8438290729366615,3.8004169332480298,84.99990314210568,79.76775431861805,7.083827397455036,24.427418781545462,8.167268648758528,1.6478824625008883,2101,77,409,42,54,690,235,521,0.092,0.715,0.193,0.9965,2,0,3,0,0,0,71.0,9,0,1,4,26,29,0,3,27,0,35,10,4,3,5,80,67,44,0,7,9,0,3,1,6,1,0,1,0,9,9,39,6,1,4,6,0,14,10,8,0,7,34,4,73,21,57,31,17,90,0,4,0,0,84,29,0,12,47,286,82,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057262852506477724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178799957895496,0.0,0.049417830945780256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831285366285778,0.0,0.0,0.04967241513205816,0.0,0.0393787697375903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779235332750813,0.0,0.0,0.07175459624733113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833686224354096,0.0,0.06773051100605555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656427182472235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532969215223854,0.0572152769068385,0.06674772847379133,0.0,0.08533366811316212,0.11686645033580133,0.0,0.061726828989638965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03266304518765227,0.0,0.0,0.14152944305403736,0.0,0.10989524746569923,0.07811300802997485,0.0,0.2994527859518931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672930869418552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792574423716552,0.0,0.06876652050308403,0.05786774936888427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04329914890819575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915424757496393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053131295639243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03155966325705393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549195071804521,0.0,0.06112485466685778,0.043120135839289454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156206839072015,0.13731639603652868,0.09497495898719198,0.04789911971358148,0.0,0.06238982985346962,0.0,0.2424860267466588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677854720792903,0.13759102074593693,0.17509501179821474,0.049130224525950734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995410020209412,0.0,0.04478460689341515,0.0,0.13498379090882565,0.0,0.061066654438062924,0.0,0.0,0.06572010455766672,0.06964832764630646,0.06181223448207596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870867220364812,0.0,0.0,0.041383583256989306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137148139151563,0.0,0.06537733615012592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459562940976917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170048511128285,0.0,0.04973123754146777,0.0,0.0,0.045723294438906666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038439809589268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429165078304033,0.0,0.19040369300185095,0.0,0.1506720927271482,0.0,0.18369605121841265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310354622790408,0.06724952797127208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660139052188672,0.0381019886972556,0.051275443583174964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976728965109625,0.0,0.07212214489603921,0.14857064070898174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159944675103807
socialanxiety,jwduke6,2019/03/03,So i went to a psyciatrist and was perscribed citalopram for my social anxiety. Does anyone have any experience with this medication? I'm apprehensive about taking it because part of me feels like A. I'm admitting that I'm fundementally flawed needing this and B. I almost see it like a chemical dependency if i start it.  I'd just like to hear other stories that might encourage me taking this step.,5.486126126126127,7.703354729729736,7.079459459459461,66.27342342342342,69.27027027027026,10.33873873873874,32.6036036036036,10.504223727775694,4.0890252252252255,326,15,53,10,6,112,54,74,0.023,0.828,0.149,0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,15,4,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,6,4,6,12,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,4,33,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23617629139367255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039055950687936,0.0,0.18042963502746245,0.0,0.0,0.1649164018368843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377597955238866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063996790158837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307129885994712,0.0,0.0,0.1192561714932339,0.16849598497902846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658275026199603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456828282876763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376006868908642,0.0,0.2502065549683708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748846625328505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255409687689179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794715457160213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404260770534445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669404983985761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546695847900341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186414088437536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sepiaalchemist,2019/03/03,"I have social anxiety and I need to get over it I have social anxiety. Just to put it out there and to admit to myself that it exists and that it's not going anywhere. I just simply want it to go away, but recently I've learned and accepted that this is not how it works. I've realized that it's best to put myself slowly in situations that will help prepare me for future interactions. That being said, I hope you can learn from what I have realized and what I am in the process of learning.  
And as a trans male that hasn’t transitioned, it’s so much harder to deal with this. If any one has any tips or can offer support that would be amazing. As pathetic as this sounds, i’m at a breaking point. ",3.759583333333332,4.602288013888892,5.185722222222221,83.53150000000002,71.6388888888889,8.537777777777778,26.9,8.841846274778883,1.886221666666667,550,18,115,10,10,185,89,144,0.051,0.77,0.179,0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,1,0,27,23,14,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,21,8,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,2,11,5,20,18,2,14,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,2,87,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26324324810823185,0.0,0.2961326609598541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184795983162555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312030697615865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995430474867843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112264476887596,0.0,0.21999950035091187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973345792482474,0.0,0.0,0.19224026340359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422825870296102,0.14351594866618372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115547255982388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296868284749776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891453356759016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110870794935725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841117530339153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755994076240434,0.0,0.3946026602067819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963989326018984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416166072889986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140907761741668,0.0,0.0,0.1374933977494898,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Creed1999,2019/03/03,"Get rid of it without... I heard that NoFap is apparently a great way to suppress it. However, my best friend just chokes the chicken and stays the most confident mofo on earth. NoFap claims that porn addiction causes social anxiety but he is living proof that that's not always the case. Anyone have any idea what the hell could be happening? Im not going to go to him and ask about it because asking your best friend about his porn habits is just strange.",5.526206896551724,6.759449839080464,5.527068965517241,81.26232758620691,67.85057471264368,8.558620689655173,27.143678160919546,8.841846274778883,2.0054919540229887,364,11,67,6,6,114,66,87,0.135,0.68,0.185,0.7436,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,1,0,5,0,6,3,0,1,1,14,13,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,8,10,3,5,1,0,0,2,10,1,2,1,0,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262006478312667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228713032816233,0.0,0.0,0.13263243836882924,0.0,0.14920343517265328,0.0,0.0,0.1363750121571305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646681567934948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889327405259364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093604191572136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035761608234376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572186721678516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013715459983433,0.0,0.10189923613529173,0.0,0.22168903005989835,0.0,0.0,0.21502993800662792,0.0,0.0,0.17247134254390803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201740128734016,0.21067436609880508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222201069735418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881654472115384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788441666663768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481198134748472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800954480286425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sulkybean,2019/03/03,"what is it really like to get diagnosed with SAD? i never went to a therapist, never talked to someone about it. but for years it’s become way too obvious that i’m not acting normal, i’m not acting the way i am. i tried to “snap out” of it, but it just doesnt work. during conversations, i either completely remain quiet to avoid “embarrassing myself” (thats how my mind thinks all the time) as much as possible, or i pluck up the courage to talk which ends up: 1) stumbling over words, don’t know what the heck am i talking 2) sweats nonstop, my lips literally starts shaking, sometimes even my face starts getting numb 3) mind gets blocked, so i cant continue the convo after the other person speaks. its really obvious my anxiety is out of hand, but im still reluctant to admit i really do have SAD. basing on these symptoms, is it certain that i have SAD?",4.952469069392143,5.618840621301775,6.321344809037117,77.10599784830555,68.82248520710058,9.69575040344271,28.973103819257666,9.800150414767053,2.699717159763313,671,23,128,15,11,228,112,169,0.17600000000000002,0.741,0.084,-0.9507,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,3,7,0,11,7,4,1,6,27,22,8,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,15,3,0,2,3,0,0,4,7,7,0,0,1,3,14,3,21,21,3,22,0,3,0,0,7,6,1,1,11,85,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929746222736093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722289486482224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635053162744027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828084470933698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812094146969833,0.0,0.0,0.1030001707240186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444244047018087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168447309560014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570326787209108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618682696631206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31491989530139336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463748373285462,0.0,0.2405487229553119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279294372016805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616511790800226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580450338085954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997069903280583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213165264128454,0.0,0.15423354604817033,0.0,0.22075728079691204,0.0,0.1245378409315624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208651645358946,0.0,0.3760279384655242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106410992330266,0.0,0.09992322911999896,0.0,0.0,0.09093275618751756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587638661137974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475636901492666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445625338038545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352978310080755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042343689479227
socialanxiety,reallyb00red,2019/03/03,"Always feeling regret after social interactions? For a while, I've felt some slight shyness or nervousness before attending certain social events or meetups but nothing severe. However, a few years ago I've started feeling immense regret and anxiety after social interaction. I freak out and worry that I said something inaccurate/untruthful that someone can disprove or just something plain stupid or embarrassing. I can small talk pretty well and appear confident and composed when speaking about something I care about but can be a bit socially awkward especially when I try to sow in some humor and can notice when others seem disinterested in the conversation. Noticing disinterest in others or awkwardness in my own social mannerisms makes me even more anxious afterwards. I'm at the point where I literally hit myself sometimes when I get home because I'm afraid that I made a fool out of myself and that everyone judge me and will think I'm an idiot. It makes me also want to distance myself as much as I can from the people that I've talked to. Oddly enough, I'm not nearly as anxious prior to social encounters. When I was much younger I was always very open in speaking my mind and enjoying myself in social events but now I struggle and analyze almost every single social interaction that I make. Does anyone else have this problem? How do I fix this other than telling myself to ""stop thinking so hard about it?""",9.18875140607424,9.467561913385827,8.999887514060742,62.852283464566966,59.787401574803155,11.036670416197977,38.61529808773904,10.608840637214634,4.505021147356581,1162,52,166,24,14,377,153,254,0.198,0.6920000000000001,0.11,-0.9752,1,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,16,18,2,6,8,0,11,0,0,5,1,44,32,29,0,4,10,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,13,12,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,13,1,0,5,7,24,5,27,24,10,33,0,2,0,0,18,14,0,10,17,124,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790840852163286,0.0,0.08800826554202454,0.0,0.0,0.0702849034355596,0.14626158931108185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723494190481183,0.19857939465345725,0.0,0.061454121408414074,0.09005279728714151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357639631117651,0.0,0.07478717408500403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595216404626834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960882289682531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691236767004794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734200882637654,0.0,0.0,0.09081296285823166,0.0,0.058049939751583325,0.0,0.07405038046911723,0.08398182764516927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887876718164889,0.0,0.08438734516839069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591844158127506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873139497457794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815996083271885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316281742465212,0.17600002504742346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874296430927106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129217242596541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433198813186912,0.20012470816086228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093125467227164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308363367807772,0.0,0.0,0.08941483928667228,0.0,0.08409802524454699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360268657368064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001096070843458,0.0,0.09928969732672864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7167351780378979,0.0744681724426995,0.20298403246129296,0.0869245943267309,0.0,0.062208376742990165,0.0,0.0,0.0734792459285898,0.0,0.09188079874338427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128390286085613,0.07681897122562069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263160807260625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967094831691115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251773460651276,0.05183928447463609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902288060062335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925567512367093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056597716493204074
socialanxiety,E-Tischbein,2019/03/03,"A metaphor for social anxiety If I were to describe social anxiety to a friend (haha) who knew the movie/book ""A Clockwork Orange"", I would use it to explain social anxiety.

​

\[short description: The main character, Alex, is the leader of a street gang that commits acts of violence for fun. After being imprisoned, doctors use the Ludovico Technique on him. They force him to watch atrocities like murder and rape, while also injecting drugs into him that make him feel severe pain and fear. This conditioning ensures that Alex associates violence with feeling sick.\]

​

It's *as if* someone used the Ludovico Technique on me, but instead of violence, they showed me all kinds of social interactions. There is a part of me that likes interacting with people, but that part is overshadowed by the fear and even physical sickness I am conditioned with. That conditioning can be reversed but this means that I have to go through the sickness *on a regular basis*. Telling me to just ""be social"" is like telling a nauseous person to just ""be well"".  

​

I guess instead of specifically the Ludovico Technique you could more generally refer to conditioning, but the specific scene serves as such a drastic and vivid example. 

​

Not implying that this is literally how social anxiety comes about. Just a fictitious back story to help others relate to the problem.",7.923591724825523,10.047030377118649,7.524117647058822,65.8444117647059,63.02542372881357,10.976669990029912,39.30608175473579,10.966923227221727,5.1780785643070795,1123,60,158,32,17,354,136,236,0.151,0.7759999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9562,2,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,2,0,13,14,2,2,19,1,15,7,0,5,2,37,27,15,1,5,10,0,2,3,1,1,6,0,0,1,15,9,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,6,1,0,2,4,16,8,31,19,5,12,0,0,2,1,22,6,0,3,6,125,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468669306626333,0.0,0.3505716472476844,0.39315467249024777,0.0,0.0,0.2475186469772792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621984451273787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967848380578459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458307383082748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279304898775096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380525344744264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342624734013554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204463312785585,0.08179955085316998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249443688799946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045970932829591984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910806233413268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421801477276034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423317119494905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185544518892664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399385948427978,0.0,0.0,0.08811154700121211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607131833210399,0.0,0.0,0.1751892373780304,0.0,0.05607806479724698,0.07062892437279465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739959622282949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138124777399637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947352796113501,0.06853676363691681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414006414021411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958569051029569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727286881358692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746103734210568,0.0,0.39315467249024777,0.0
socialanxiety,arsames1337,2019/03/03,"Social anxiety is killing me I’m 18 and I have social anxiety, selective mutism and autism. There’s a cute girl at my school and I have a huge crush on her. I wish I could talk to her and get to know her but I’m unable to mainly because of my selective mutism. I’m too scared to speak to anyone except my mom. Even if I somehow cured my selective mutism (which I’ve had since 2011), talking would still be awkward because I have no social skills. Because I never speak, my social skills hasn’t improved. And I also have autism which makes it even harder for me to socialize. It’s making me go crazy because I really wanna talk to her, but I’m unable to. It’s making me feel depressed.",1.7035000000000018,3.8778943499999983,3.312857142857143,89.12214285714286,80.5,6.0,21.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,0.7008571428571426,539,16,109,7,14,178,75,140,0.163,0.767,0.069,-0.9032,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,1,2,2,0,10,0,0,3,1,20,22,9,1,5,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,3,22,1,14,18,1,6,0,1,0,0,16,3,0,2,2,71,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476038298673288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042876691142295,0.0,0.0,0.09159801010129086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194247141139661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459257118071072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282981758643296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304808354210185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623736559498107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844191698461563,0.0,0.07445012723949447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493171763806925,0.0,0.07199398872016803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623298763801718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534252217667779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103501579975986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839217384072867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115351550675786,0.1325786524594746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836427475489142,0.0,0.0,0.6676882950774427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046164999057255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158777002617749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506431471527585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930584018664796,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eabw14,2019/03/03,"34 years old and social anxiety has kept me from making friends While I do have one best friend, I would like to have more friends. People I can hang out with. My anxiety has kept me from reaching out and making these connections. I am an only child with no children, with seasonal depression. I get this deep loneliness every fall-winter, with ZERO drive to do anything about it. Combined with the fact that I have anxiety and am an introvert. 

I would like to attend meetups, but my fear keeps me back. In addition, when I get depressed, I might stop going. I also have a fear of people getting too close to me, and being vulnerable.

I am pretty much a hot mess.",4.205039370078737,5.944469385826771,5.065362204724412,81.36654724409449,71.6771653543307,8.229606299212598,27.660629921259844,8.841846274778883,2.2406447244094485,520,19,96,10,10,169,82,127,0.215,0.657,0.127,-0.9091,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,2,5,0,16,0,0,2,1,24,25,8,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,2,4,13,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,2,2,1,17,6,16,19,3,16,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,9,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703141792329475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645569497860658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307191201702042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214500854235084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667021334533497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27363267111855505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383705986557878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574983783429538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36817882723119777,0.0,0.2489760015781505,0.0,0.0902774976395458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119221208284508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521110974282698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120657651308008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851359346053005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677222806620673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668521238921155,0.0,0.10764013414164046,0.1208117559505752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202516699467503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160645121158174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192646196266053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280480362047078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256834196620256,0.0,0.0,0.1022934915738227
socialanxiety,danoktwentythree,2019/03/03,"Anyone else fine in groups but struggle 1:1? Most thing I see to read about anxiety seem to focus on people struggling in a group but I have the exact opposite problem and really struggle with 1:1 conversation. Dec

In a group situation be it a group of friends, a party or networking I feel really comfortable and confident - so much so at work I'm always the one put forward to facilitate workshops etc. I'm also fine giving presentations, talking in front of a group etc (and actually quite enjoy it).

My real struggle is being 1:1 with anyone - be it my closest friend or strangers. I feel completely responsible for the success of the conversation- constantly trying to guide it and make sure it doesn't try up and spend the whole time analysing how it's going and trying to work out how the other person thinks its going. I think it all comes down to 1:1 conversation feeling very pressured - I can't retreat from the conversation wheras in a group conversation the responsibility for keeping the conversation going is diffuse. I even feel this pressure when group conversation splits off to 1:1 talk.

I just wonder if anyone else is / has been in a similar situation and has any advice? It's starting to really impact my close friendships because I'll actively avoid meeting up unless there's more than two of us.

tl;dr - I love hanging out in groups but struggle with 1:1 conversation with anyone at all - anyone else identify? ",6.804869154869159,8.409298575289576,7.379967824967826,67.78008472758475,65.17760617760618,10.079879879879881,33.69390819390819,10.25414643259724,3.8287372801372808,1157,50,182,28,18,381,145,259,0.10800000000000001,0.695,0.19699999999999998,0.9843,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,4,10,18,0,8,16,0,12,1,0,3,4,43,32,20,0,2,8,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,12,15,0,2,8,1,1,8,2,9,0,2,1,5,13,9,38,28,8,31,0,0,1,1,25,19,0,6,6,123,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.090338987818782,0.0,0.0,0.09046235932845753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403149087197525,0.0770290843746518,0.0,0.0,0.06295357657301204,0.0,0.07081894894353044,0.0,0.0,0.3236498882198431,0.28455937965986794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056432324732447185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974440790406287,0.09706220425011698,0.10003973691009777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200139696152475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648923087239604,0.06114433363031109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723302785365106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304507201454386,0.0,0.0,0.08880553201387398,0.15783601848361056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228413199573008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083551758260294,0.0,0.06179394441231524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805263042410176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273062001855961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641792391195929,0.08083215143871662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858093109498279,0.0,0.09306256044003457,0.0,0.09846397253061584,0.09259917256465466,0.1053696164027493,0.1779160566350588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376958858040268,0.08427600263796653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081143807247787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552443910279387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838928547235679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725001318330815,0.0,0.0,0.14881514313511454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061502132301407275,0.11863551712165275,0.0,0.0,0.053980714237367465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855525367673184,0.0,0.09043146437108544,0.0,0.11135526884267306,0.0,0.0,0.07638334471783895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335569974114048,0.0,0.0,0.10039268494381,0.13479012483372316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lilly138,2019/03/03,"Is my university professor attracted to me? Why did he behave this way ? He is 48 years old and is not married.Once in class  I was copying something from the blackboard and he told me that I copied something wrong .I did’t understand what i wrote wrong Cause he talked really slowly .Then he came to me and told me :” Babyyyy ,What have you done there ? It is wrong .It is like this .” Then he caressed my head gently .I find all of this weird cause he is kind of a strict professor and really isn’t a touchy person .And he always calls us by our first name or with Ms or mr .And he didn’t touch another student beside me .I realized that in class when he makes a joke he always looks intensely at me .I find his behavior weird and unprofessional.Is he attracted to me ? ",2.4456798245614024,4.760119401315794,3.5001578947368412,88.01677192982456,78.67105263157895,7.4743859649122815,22.63333333333333,8.447377352677275,1.4063328070175434,607,19,125,13,15,195,92,152,0.08199999999999999,0.8290000000000001,0.09,0.2982,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,0,1,2,10,0,0,4,0,12,1,1,3,1,22,19,12,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,9,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,8,3,20,5,11,11,1,11,0,0,1,0,24,3,0,2,7,72,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24661212697702886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553902773628095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131869636793802,0.16949003600605478,0.0,0.3044641787565045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164995850324914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27088619718847434,0.12605045303021625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208583124696026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431722137037834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239821453196826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444239066422305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891806575099404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550061829795708,0.1578176572497232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293939098216194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986879006520588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281680114988373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191096170780217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832040488626664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542711566210878,0.17825448609660052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762643138870653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371854723271093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4860679476589279,0.0,0.09542958826151894
socialanxiety,seraphim-20,2019/03/03,"Had a bad experience at a convention once. Hey guys. Just thought I'd share this here. . I'll try and keep it short. 

This was quite a while ago. But once, I was really depressed and I had forced myself to go to a convention. Try and get out and be happy for a bit. When I eventually made it there, nothing that day leading up to this point had gone right. I overslept, fell and hurt my hip, really long walk to the bus station plus it was humid. The only reason I made myself go was to meet two of the voice actors that where attending. I wouldn't go so far as to say i'm fans because I don't really watch anime in English so i'm not really familiar. But I just thought it'd be nice to meet them regardless. Because I had gotten there so late in the day, I only had enough time to get an autograph from one of them and them go home. 

There was a long line so I had to wait. Because of my anxiety, I spent the entire time in line mentally preparing what to say. What can I say to be nice. What kind of questions should I ask. How can I keep myself from being awkward. I saw the guy ahead of me shake her hand afterwards as well. I thought maybe I could do that too. She looked to be okay with it. These kinds of things.  When my time did finally arrive, I overthought everything and my mind just went blank. 

All I could say was ""I...uh...I..."" and then just silence... 

Earlier in the post I had mentioned I had overslept, slipped and it was humid. This was why I mentioned that. I walked funny up to her, my eyes where glassy, it was humid so I was sweating and I was breathing a bit harder than usual because of my anxiety. Also I have a resting bitch face.

Yeah..... This didn't go well.

I won't ever forget the look she gave me.. She looked at me like I had a gun to her head. 

I just asked for an autograph for one of the cards that had a picture of all the characters she played. I payed the staff. She gave me the card. I said thanks.

I thought maybe I could try and salvage the moment. So I awkwardly tried to shake her hand.. She put her hand out and had the weakest grip. And I walked off. 

​

I thought to myself, ""I won't let this ruin my day. Fuck it. I'll go home late.""

I went back in line to meet the other voice actress. This time I didn't forget what I wanted to say.

But the moment was already gone because her table was next to the other voice actors table and she saw everything.

Just an awkward silence as I wait for an autograph. I said thanks and left. 

​

Since then I decided i'm going to conventions anymore. It's no big deal anyway because this had been my second time going.  Just thought I share my experience. Thank you to whoever who reads it.",0.5091971416561591,2.812527721311479,2.2981712204007287,93.62936696090796,86.90528233151184,5.491394143197423,20.103713044696647,6.9449145213752805,0.3850293456634435,2065,64,451,29,65,679,222,549,0.086,0.8290000000000001,0.085,-0.2856,0,0,0,1,0,0,93.0,0,1,3,3,29,26,2,5,31,2,48,10,9,5,3,60,95,35,0,7,11,0,4,1,0,4,0,10,2,2,32,19,0,4,9,5,2,21,8,11,2,4,49,21,79,15,55,32,6,69,3,3,7,1,41,20,2,1,28,304,111,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057584642166681126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716868696017769,0.05194986126475183,0.0,0.14077198550880227,0.15787119207450576,0.0,0.0,0.09939107072405737,0.0,0.06442456709572285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146087159699992,0.0,0.0,0.04995155018885642,0.054240319876704905,0.2376003567806983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418427390976371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559993407573894,0.0,0.0,0.12568479910164054,0.06697267731620321,0.05595143128566799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712281857015877,0.0,0.0,0.05876159175895094,0.0,0.0,0.11676680418084165,0.12709004794782452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116238519024591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060056060182578475,0.06787963141552712,0.0,0.2953539245250503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286446253261697,0.0,0.06915295523864935,0.0,0.0,0.06666946264847634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032379673295724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954286114999061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548191698208475,0.0,0.1352952624424667,0.0,0.0,0.146559291630689,0.0,0.07058109512022354,0.06642775647578092,0.0,0.03173701336923132,0.0,0.0,0.11497814986304497,0.1636544426575176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293669383945613,0.0,0.0,0.1305255514697393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546613113587689,0.0,0.06559281522405849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908752253848241,0.0,0.0,0.06233251906859389,0.0,0.0,0.13836421603528906,0.08803948072994107,0.09881262546519257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614098196336696,0.0,0.06221536738953465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530446769149854,0.07277198973689446,0.06909478185962338,0.06497929612526082,0.0,0.16646455627820547,0.06679146398453394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547695099931085,0.1235869370680785,0.25830082191313336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373700323608966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942406218574036,0.0,0.0,0.04315767794099636,0.0,0.0,0.30943407993728783,0.18939849667846026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641896538660468,0.0,0.06345815777464824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154615307105187,0.0,0.03831610352841209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681676955584895,0.12044032415345444,0.05861784504871768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787119207450576,0.0
socialanxiety,A_person_in_a_place,2019/03/03,"I can say that I have made some progress. My social anxiety has been pretty severe in the past.  I've had the issue since I was in elementary school.  Unfortunately, when I'm anxious, I end up with beet-red blotches that cover my neck.  My face and ears get red too.  It can happen really easily.  I can end up sweaty and I also get bad digestive system issues when anxious.  I've had panic attacks when anxious.  I ended up dropping out of school when I was a teenager, partly just to avoid the world.  I became very isolated and this just made my social anxiety worse.  Eventually, I decided I had to do something with myself, so I got my highschool equivalency certificate and went to college.  I've had serious social anxiety when I was in school, at work, in crowds, standing in lines, definitely when on dates and when meeting new people.

​

What I've found helpful over the years is mainly approaching the anxiety with acceptance, training attention, being able to look at the anxiety with a sort of detached non-judgemental perspective, having courage, using some self-talk (but cognitive therapy didn't help me as much) and exposure therapy (just putting myself out there).  I never really did social skills training just because I don't like small talk and I am not interested in being ""normal,"" but just functional.  I don't get nearly as red anymore.  I don't take any meds now.  I don't get as anxious at work, when dating or when meeting new people.  I think the biggest thing is exposure and time.  I did at one point take propranolol and that does sometimes help with reducing the redness when I'm anxious.  I keep some handy in case I might give a presentation or go on a first date.  I wonder if a combination of propranolol and exposure helped most.  I seemed to see more of a reduction in my anxiety in social situations after repeatedly using propranolol (thus reducing adrenaline) and then putting myself in social situations.  Maybe I stopped associating this high level of adrenaline with social situations, so psychologically I felt more confident that I could be in social situations without the same physical responses?  Hard to say.

​

It sucks and it's not fair that some people have to go through social anxiety when some of the best therapy we have is exposure therapy (which isn't fun).  But... it's unfortunately the way it seems to be.  I am still prone to social anxiety.  I just try to see it as something I have to live with.  At this point, I can get kind of isolated when not at work.  I have a couple friends I do not see much.  It's tricky because I do get lonely at times, but I also often don't want to be around people once I'm done with work.  I wonder how much of my current isolation is due to social anxiety and how much of it is just me choosing to not interact with that many people.  Like I said, I'm not interested in being normal.  I just want to meet my own goals.  I do face my fear when something is important to me.  Courage is essential.  Just figured I would share some things about my experience so far as someone who is chronically socially anxious.",6.0071560565870925,7.178797884482763,7.0148275862068985,71.25805923961097,66.70689655172414,10.638373121131742,33.49248452696729,10.672499152188008,3.8935296198054816,2463,108,426,68,39,826,249,580,0.14800000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.07,-0.9761,1,4,3,0,0,0,80.0,1,0,0,9,36,20,2,3,18,0,52,6,4,7,1,89,90,46,0,7,23,0,2,2,1,2,2,4,0,0,22,26,1,3,12,0,0,6,15,8,0,2,19,13,58,12,72,62,18,83,0,1,7,0,30,37,1,17,38,304,80,11,0.045865847781063916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335780379928486,0.0,0.09939125381646792,0.11146405064240872,0.031190349298061186,0.0,0.31578523210951104,0.31089211678845985,0.0454865964778672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04083032864956413,0.0,0.05217902325973242,0.0,0.0,0.03829606707944668,0.05591879019185742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813337754828965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0366201473151783,0.05074968818737996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040137512477702926,0.04693668656224899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187058228745624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044865600096048466,0.0,0.051611830218412,0.0,0.0,0.04403840659524445,0.0,0.0,0.03901346669199378,0.0,0.05028953471275355,0.035435840220495285,0.0,0.14377807453530067,0.043998700532930805,0.05213323654571105,0.0,0.036683108395450366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405590177185064,0.0,0.041086790641210666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297164382827938,0.04845978639047832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574405752414616,0.0,0.04076767291621729,0.0,0.047762222437162466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044815472904737384,0.0,0.04050038389196452,0.0,0.03851576052715131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679874832049428,0.0,0.04650077072052989,0.04607840888502676,0.0,0.05094661716952716,0.0,0.0,0.048656416375885934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486670204466472,0.0,0.03537456934858221,0.08859504319027865,0.0,0.0,0.08987758516776195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884563098749541,0.03107988547391932,0.0,0.0,0.05381369002211029,0.0,0.04966824355265451,0.04378414153587884,0.15898801901289025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671610261051439,0.0,0.0,0.04666205626326381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922156905042617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876567310140798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043628924413249726,0.0729487261516681,0.0,0.1392560598455534,0.10964742723053224,0.08350909043821897,0.04784808220536444,0.051815352798076635,0.0,0.037940703249089165,0.20622053843842372,0.0,0.5610534694846202,0.03886198398459369,0.10592931127333377,0.04536249624216323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03662852528528854,0.03834590248168259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897081891235013,0.07373046215796787,0.0,0.0,0.20980637674366626,0.0,0.06094246247730495,0.02938898327634308,0.0,0.0,0.053489489369031404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031139899930022457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922673239683899,0.0,0.03784412787954211,0.05410573072882234,0.036406175089123534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04251810040331196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421304053435071,0.09947911082497612,0.13356353377690064,0.0,0.046741217317903344,0.03258178230820685,0.0,0.11146405064240872,0.02953610220011648
socialanxiety,SleepySunsetz,2019/03/03,Hope's for a good long day at work Currently got no sleep after getting off at 12pm and have high Hope's for work today but have just been eaten away by the remembrance of how quiet and awkward I am at work and keep thinking about how much my coworkers I work with think about how weird and anti social I am. They talk to me like I'm mentally slow like a dog or look disgusted when they notice that it's me with a black face with nothing to say. I've decided to reach back out to therapist in order to get me on some medication I have been putting off for personal denial of success with them. I cant keep living like this. In my head 24/8 and living miserably. Besides all the anxiety. Before I enter work I will reassure myself outloud to manifest that I'm perfectly normal and a good person and am just there to get my job done.,9.018320802005016,5.750952736842109,9.32544695071011,71.71368421052634,62.56725146198831,13.046282372598164,37.29406850459482,11.20814326018867,3.8998664995822896,662,22,134,14,7,223,107,171,0.10099999999999999,0.7340000000000001,0.165,0.9319,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,7,10,14,1,2,6,0,11,5,3,3,2,30,25,13,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,2,4,12,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,4,17,10,30,19,3,22,0,1,2,0,9,11,0,4,11,89,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093884435367416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396824351614524,0.10145884762095242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227690112835656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509468896768521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350272582717528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681007359079268,0.0,0.0,0.2213412197427677,0.10552980864880727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354153540029985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940890531467368,0.0,0.26210563824076005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093671410637542,0.2345605326313708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338743990119325,0.0,0.2330226607978693,0.11676865425185695,0.11080197442858117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329223924260149,0.13297121306817813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699598727049503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927972545733268,0.12660639219604092,0.15022216273327405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042149239890966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264285115133978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049292910100628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204196417600694,0.1345030175700811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060537384024344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532002581475961,0.0,0.16909220168049532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250700187054864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802937502592802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Aggravating_Paper,2019/03/03,"Interacting with me is talking to a child. I'm unsure if this is the right place to post this, but something that makes me upset is my inability to connect with other people. I'm starting to think it might be due to my social anxiety and large time spent alone.

​

in conversations with other people, I behave with the mentality of a person in 5th grade. For example, we are talking and I talk about small things like the weather and expect people to be sincere back. that's the extent of my social skills. The reason why I say child is because a child can say anything, even if it is stupid, and people act like they said the best thing in the world or people are not bored. This is likely because the child is learning to interact with others, so their social mistakes are excused. but when you have grown up, people expect that magically you will know have good social skills and understanding of social norms and they are not willing to tolerate people who are still in the learning phase at an older age. 

​

my point is, I want to be better but I don't know how I can improve if the only person I spend time with is the person in my head. It's really difficult to make friends with social anxiety and lack of social awareness...it turns out what I think is friend is not even a friend to neurotypical people. it makes me with that if I was going to be so incompetent, I should not have been born. why am I here if I cannot even do this basic thing. 

​

Idk. This is the part where I fall into an avoidance cycle and rationalize these thoughts. I feel like the reason I can't connect with people is because of my personality (which is childish and immature), my peers don't want to be friends with a child. They want people with strong intellect and artistic, talented minds. 

​

I'm not sure where I'm going with this. If anyone has advice, it would be well appreciated. Thank you.",4.877559380032203,6.362664785326087,5.46957729468599,80.12429549114334,69.625,7.7344605475040265,26.944847020933977,8.167268648758528,1.7559121175523351,1523,49,279,21,27,491,170,368,0.10800000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.183,0.9878,0,3,1,0,0,0,53.0,1,3,4,5,14,23,1,2,20,0,44,1,1,6,1,68,68,24,0,15,15,0,1,4,4,5,0,3,0,9,25,25,0,1,11,1,2,5,9,6,1,0,5,4,33,17,41,52,4,32,0,0,0,0,39,16,0,8,14,204,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079430522044465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443441602654094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696331742162553,0.3023848138711622,0.0,0.0,0.09518630355044684,0.0,0.0,0.043501120764623404,0.0,0.051196403715538144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783833582286787,0.0,0.11377430346339852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528922252082715,0.0550227787355532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232742759137547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03145701131161556,0.044445331751638735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226396111906371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071472344007146,0.05218172613716463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384899229853057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838181733816573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157748040506952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458396879979558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626965680636804,0.06599868443979817,0.06281789274591612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047316164790394126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737115013951743,0.0,0.4313100256080798,0.2172896892219198,0.06499985860333805,0.0,0.05881185995930524,0.0,0.05958332879101784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03985555661302586,0.1279316646675733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053129982999524115,0.059179278485148125,0.0989493332261779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439317489019559,0.0,0.04789498630317502,0.0,0.0,0.044035030478810015,0.0,0.04968377578659913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586354807826158,0.0,0.0,0.15001454693987218,0.0,0.057277825606964615,0.0,0.0,0.12399564074813113,0.07972778834666311,0.0,0.049390564040267565,0.07255437602392402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767041521038472,0.0,0.06476644017541976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008539000806816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055937401648467305,0.0,0.11227600128730204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04419468035692116,0.0,0.3023848138711622,0.0
socialanxiety,akshatku,2019/03/03,"Can you please help me out? I’ve had social anxiety for years. I’ve always had eclectic taste in books, music, movies and science among other things. I really want to go out and meet people who have similar interests as me. 

While I’ve tried going out and meeting new people, I’ve failed most of the times because conversations tire me out after a point. Also, many people aren’t really interested in becoming friends. They are there just for that meet-up or that event. And I think it’s difficult to make friends as an adult. How should I start meeting new people and making new friends? Social anxiety sucks and the loneliness which it makes us feel sucks too. I really want to try and not be lonely. Any advice shall be greatly helpful. 

Thank you.",3.833439869989163,6.210719992957749,4.458732394366198,82.55089382448539,74.4225352112676,7.749512459371616,24.303358613217767,8.617729084823388,1.8349300108342368,597,19,108,12,13,190,94,142,0.107,0.6990000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.9156,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,1,1,5,12,2,0,4,0,10,2,0,4,0,24,23,13,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,8,11,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,2,11,7,16,17,1,19,0,2,0,0,17,8,2,2,9,65,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298376515859275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062549660386598,0.1105573134866588,0.0,0.0,0.09035519968583727,0.0,0.20328822035750632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099546121931034,0.14674292231805508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718235301484457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079618367105593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102456703328807,0.0,0.0,0.14648809315405173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811803464622494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26607245325965434,0.13470789903144775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38497594602750745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684574114457476,0.0,0.0,0.14584981572725292,0.12560376757046493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25535706944200914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708855966166103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094045074191599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232754922998353,0.0,0.0,0.08827198941991041,0.08513682957256191,0.0,0.0,0.07747674524011708,0.15271290221101394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041810622166185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982455803254805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673867764138094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556301780175041
socialanxiety,Actuallyneedsomehelp,2019/03/03,"Anxiety problems and how it has affected me I have anxiety for  couple of years. Most of my symptoms are manageable and doesn't affect me much but my anxiety sweating problems are the most serious.
When I'm anxious I start to feel extremely hot and I start sweating all over my body  so much that my face and neck, which are the most visible, starts to drip sweat. It looked as if I came out of the shower and I'm not exaggerating, no matter how I wipe, it will always sweat until I calm myself down. This problem occur when doing things that require me to do in public such as ordering food or taking public transport when it is crowded. 
I can't work or doing anything alone in public such as walking in crowded places as I'm extremely afraid of this problem.
My anxiety seem to get way better or almost disappear when I'm with friends or family which I don't know why this is the case.
Any advice are appreciated. Thank you for reading my post and sorry for my bad English.",5.076729762384215,6.105005356020946,6.14104712041885,77.20293596455902,68.73821989528795,9.01828433346758,30.922674184454287,9.265573868473778,2.7751664115988723,777,31,142,15,13,259,110,191,0.172,0.721,0.107,-0.7685,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,9,11,0,1,4,0,15,9,7,4,1,34,30,24,0,5,7,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,12,9,1,1,3,1,0,4,5,7,0,0,1,3,20,4,23,28,6,23,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,10,9,103,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947038404995906,0.0,0.0,0.13267235280384165,0.13722253357022696,0.0,0.0,0.11024458361507246,0.0,0.0,0.09009961487553596,0.0,0.4054263711801719,0.14967909743918542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090302459579452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062591387267087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717907242391358,0.0,0.1471695793567499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153641206080373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660071027228613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249023752343093,0.0,0.06699231648113542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021076189233538,0.0,0.10236357169799687,0.0,0.06922199459509285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281455163196046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112605427073693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479483537738532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842672641872916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268914322414825,0.0,0.0,0.5071106813267737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252860663432678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061642553579124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483147887620994,0.2813371558604096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771070011903072,0.0996180607384118,0.0,0.0,0.1219815252759302,0.0,0.0,0.08802229731863398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516657967742794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955410094375254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645630159280093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532098848025363
socialanxiety,TheJoesaurus,2019/03/03,"I need help making friends please! Hey,

So I have social and general anxiety and I find it really hard to make friends. I don't feel that I have the tools or confidence to reach out to people or start an interaction.

I live in Cornwall, UK and have been there for 2 and a half years and I still don't have a single friend here!

If anyone has any tips or advice you have found to help, please let me know! Thanks so much ❤️

Joey ",0.997,2.9959167000000018,2.4700000000000024,95.165,82.0,6.222222222222222,17.777777777777782,7.3871296695380915,0.04677777777777736,333,7,78,5,9,108,64,90,0.063,0.6809999999999999,0.256,0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,0,18,18,11,0,2,4,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,9,4,7,15,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,4,3,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838371154744127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310979339699726,0.0,0.14747721095169555,0.0,0.0,0.13479720767262493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747604686958608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619866838152368,0.0,0.0,0.21137480821874044,0.44682719616279787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269423035459064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584345607790431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594759250732178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713199955406796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702294707407252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573661064328712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171647959468725,0.14294493398851948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365031997166024,0.0,0.0,0.42323207913271055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350067417212712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965163166156304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364516371989596,0.0,0.15395544126101593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748717315019835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414487375432907
socialanxiety,ayebokuto,2019/03/03,"pls help I feel like I’m socially behind everyone else (20y in college) hi guys I’ve been really struggling with my social skills. recently I just feel like having a simple conversation with someone is so difficult it’s hard for me to have small talk with people, which sucks because i really want to make more friends and get a boyfriend but I suck at talking! I’ve been told I’m very pretty, but I just feel like my social skills ruin everything. My sister is way more socially developed than I am (she’s a freshman and goes to the same school as me) and she’s on the volleyball team and knows all these cute boys and I really want to talk to them but I can’t. I feel like I’m socially still in high school compared to her and it sucks. Is there any advice on how to over come this?? It’s totally ruining my self esteem and I feel like I’m in a rut :( I just feel like I’m not interested in a lot of the things other people are into (music, social media, etc) and I don’t wanna change who I am to fit in but I feel like I have to :(",1.5326958525345624,3.3658964976958536,3.649794930875576,88.22040668202766,79.4147465437788,7.289308755760367,20.988248847926265,8.238735603445708,1.0286130875576034,808,22,176,16,20,276,117,217,0.141,0.684,0.174,0.6906,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,7,17,3,1,8,0,13,0,0,2,2,38,35,15,0,3,8,1,8,7,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,13,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,8,25,10,28,32,7,17,0,2,0,0,24,13,3,1,9,110,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748236831620759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087977379173139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457334358546576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470511871297516,0.07711748527463566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478628610296885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984355417329234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554455787574311,0.08045890600012183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168641680824875,0.4476945673930872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916645646151166,0.0,0.046772889963883284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864339389222951,0.0,0.0,0.08019642538022545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060006428491074765,0.09458761763951552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920035938248764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061602610980751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611058331368452,0.0,0.0,0.059758341976924825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413012166813933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107866676379696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205518528875244,0.0,0.08839470712504935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120727753551405,0.0,0.0,0.09339364536106133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475541165134202,0.07585387298714921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149443285752795,0.0,0.0,0.09359051268783684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586936145738755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947614267596595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554455787574311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386714148773876,0.10560781529342436,0.07106043227883245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,-NickFlores-,2019/03/03,"It's like a disability, where to seek help? Guys my anxiety has become worse than ever. I am now afraid to speak even with my closest family, I lost all my friends. I completely lost the ability to converse. I have to find a job and I am too scared to pick the phone up and make a call. How do I ever step out of this circle? :( I have an appointment with a clinician on Tuesday, but Im afraid I'll be too shy/afraid to open up even before him and therefore he won't be able to help me ",0.7078846153846143,2.499114019230774,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,81.88461538461539,6.8523076923076935,20.97692307692308,7.908726449838941,0.7711876923076924,374,11,88,7,10,128,70,104,0.106,0.78,0.113,0.4102,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,0,3,7,0,9,0,0,4,3,16,12,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,1,12,2,15,7,1,12,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,0,5,59,14,1,0.19829966937940569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169870430518195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190064052157753,0.16873841318109706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248613366855026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791343053521524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26195012283274804,0.3587468076479949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186939280072278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812423053113636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320583265893056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963478493152195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658321768147657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141976713238697,0.0,0.19678182371811734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687920195557967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329350279396844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323665691329215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985325627058063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020843043123225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AllieLovesAvacados,2019/03/03,Someone asked me why I’m so quiet I hate this do you want me to answer back why are you so loud?? Believe me I wanted too but I’m not a rude person. Me and my mom were at CVS and she was asking the sales clerk a question about batteries while I wasn’t saying anything because I HAD NOTHING TO SAY and the dude literally looks at me and asks me in a taunting way “why are you so quiet” and my response was idk I just am and he shut up. Like this is the most ANNOYING question I get asked and this ain’t the first time it happened but every time someone says that to me it pisses me off. ,0.7731627296587931,2.5154534488189,2.8461614173228367,93.50708989501312,81.44094488188976,5.178215223097113,21.606955380577435,5.985473137389443,0.10358845144356987,456,14,104,3,12,154,78,127,0.099,0.841,0.06,-0.72,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,1,7,5,4,0,7,0,11,1,1,0,0,17,23,13,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,5,7,20,1,9,18,1,12,0,0,1,0,16,6,1,3,6,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798455303841883,0.0,0.5361411951134628,0.0,0.0,0.11024572549125808,0.0,0.08739943542370616,0.0,0.0,0.16153335608376732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079874518475918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195381735201885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490697669232141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678511955552765,0.0,0.0,0.14155210295115586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004527488312502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039801696131355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791784942963514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757118168372376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518861190500155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32122329632028546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420501834173837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429605825194109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672050184174556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913135290164866,0.1138035761435096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881180962170643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xetrafear1122,2019/03/03,"Just realised all my anxiety came from years of being bullied First of all, I am a really attractive person I could easily be a 9 on a good day, so most people who have bullied me in the past would see it as a way to make themselves feel better due to them bringing me down on a psychological level. I also have a an above average iq of 113; I am a very intellectual person. I have scored on iq tests as high as 160 before but I like to keep the lowest score as a more reasonable sample. 

Anyways ever since I was a little kid I got bullied, when I was 5 years old I was harrased by all the kids at a playground cause I literally shit myself, and called me ""poopy boy"" over and over again. Then from elementary school to high school I vividly remember every time I have been bullied, I have counted up to a total of 70 different individuals that have bullied me.

I have always been a social outcast, even many of my teachers disliked me as well and wouldn't do anything about the students that would try to harass me. 

I tried being a Christian but ended up being cast away by 2 different churches and one time at a youth camp they would cause problems with me even the adults. 

I was kicked out of a youth group as well and am viewed as a bad kid, and have always been viewed as a bad influence just by my face, even though I am an empath and always try to get along with everyone. 

I literally would have crippling anxiety due to all the psychological trauma from being bullied, even by my parents. People think I'm selfish because of this and that I am perceived as arrogant for avoiding interactions with groups.

I have literally been bullied by over 70 people in my life and I'm only 18. And I also got mugged once and jumped by 3 ppl on different occasions.

Also I am an ENTP.",9.910400647511134,6.411912385269126,10.088330635370301,67.64363314447594,61.12464589235128,12.80526102792392,39.66187778227439,10.608840637214634,4.038392310805341,1404,51,269,24,14,474,176,353,0.215,0.736,0.049,-0.9971,5,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,2,18,14,2,1,26,0,36,3,2,5,6,46,48,29,0,7,4,1,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,7,6,17,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,8,2,2,11,6,38,6,55,26,7,41,2,0,4,0,16,20,1,1,18,201,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326655720985399,0.2420863847689912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837948083343944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980660578782461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911162780322117,0.0,0.16194916595454534,0.05911835159189775,0.0,0.08252317730446926,0.0,0.0,0.08577128261386584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902783127688056,0.11091974152294054,0.0,0.1992511701953938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743095789082523,0.0,0.0,0.06254433489681886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30397162976390196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589584893449365,0.0,0.0,0.2562185577537008,0.08772432387157328,0.08171016958029026,0.09266892803354823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903620408492308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249147854604076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066825618854739,0.0,0.0,0.08134255816669812,0.1551281701313858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493023401051505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620063534190585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850012444535936,0.04737972468376515,0.09719983828672443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647351699462589,0.0983229037437513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176461575387638,0.1032809607124632,0.06571642879178842,0.07375796416873455,0.0,0.0,0.10768525714566883,0.0,0.09257876519096847,0.20170199479613246,0.16935908883214806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927971451404669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212812745096636,0.09971200307968617,0.0,0.0,0.10985988779911277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962986843123933,0.07728082256335518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995489867713785,0.0802231889004681,0.0,0.0,0.09885930458868568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214112430895359,0.09528275042862387,0.0,0.11310010206372235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975299765552847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001898646216746,0.0,0.07697852731257394,0.0,0.0,0.17439405263536356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275568374119471,0.0,0.0,0.124904395715984
socialanxiety,mervius,2019/03/03,"Is there a difference between social anxiety and low self esteem? the reason I have social anxiety is not because I hate being around people or I’m a shy person, but my mindset - I think that if only I was more good looking I would be confident around everyone and hence my social anxiety would vanish. If I didn’t have low self esteem, I wouldn’t have social anxiety, is what I’d like to think at least. Its such a shallow way of thinking but I can’t help it. I’m wasting away my life. I’m about to go to a party right now and the anxiety is eating away at me and I can’t calm down. I keep thinking about what other people would think of me, my appearance, how I act. 
Social anxiety let me live my life!!!!
Is this the same for everyone else?",2.3095173453996978,3.974875346405232,4.424836601307188,84.30099547511313,76.58169934640524,7.5835093011563615,24.18753142282555,8.384062270229773,1.594057214680744,580,19,117,11,13,200,82,153,0.127,0.713,0.16,0.9055,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,7,0,19,3,0,2,0,26,32,10,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,7,6,1,1,6,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,2,1,19,3,16,23,3,15,0,2,1,0,9,10,0,4,2,85,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748078028476291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841747808104252,0.0,0.0,0.19437871747550625,0.0,0.0,0.06305870701630659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807731398912528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584938051111607,0.08641446893975473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769099188427267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058789799955766935,0.08676420105214297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212986553363816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933655782676636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194607870950336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577884200459546,0.14613158728777725,0.0505376773353113,0.0,0.09134324376936244,0.0,0.08686718901674385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867407881638072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343055528403326,0.09032360405562044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635800591356016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883408976305307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583000538660307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5272423668819035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314147676606762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210929888335425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204516647366385,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boulderstone,2019/03/03,"College advice I just recently found this sub and decided to ask for advice. I'm a freshman in college and I really want to get rid of my bad habits at the beginning of my adult life. Seeing all of the people on reddit saying that college is the best time of their lives or that there is no better time to make friends or find yourself sexually really make me want to try harder to put myself out there. I've never been to a real party before, but when I get invited to one I get scared and don't go. My biggest fear is not enjoying myself in college, as I didn't in high school either. I've been working out with my roommates and even playing basketball but I haven't seen any opportunities to meet new people. I've been trying to get myself to join clubs but I just keep putting it off (chronic procrastination). Also regarding the clubs, I've never exactly been involved in anything so I don't have all that many interests and I'm not sure what clubs I would even want to join. Any advice for meeting new people, finding myself, and having a decent college experience would be appreciated.",4.917492211838006,6.11181620093458,6.240355140186918,75.73283800623052,69.23364485981308,8.697320872274144,29.21993769470405,9.029198982220553,2.497536199376948,873,32,157,16,15,295,119,214,0.094,0.7809999999999999,0.125,0.4214,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,9,11,0,2,7,0,16,2,0,2,6,38,34,15,0,5,10,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,6,9,0,1,4,4,0,3,9,3,0,1,7,3,19,8,28,24,4,23,0,0,2,0,8,11,0,2,9,106,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564257850956619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722914020714102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653599583383633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005168698075456,0.0,0.11366282629708455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015159528395232,0.0,0.0,0.10345738955839294,0.0,0.12759288506212152,0.10752946369922617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060762568444287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893059759945382,0.0,0.13681363445349104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222476249665183,0.0,0.0,0.13330846803747598,0.09393400834581613,0.0,0.2540864610388241,0.0,0.06909789419846839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845813591311064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806773323626677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587701408290456,0.0,0.0,0.10735919833830254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231395624889894,0.12326513941167346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754318067488612,0.2348494483170253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823871595347582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528691033470215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444713001139734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383870172831254,0.15577717907087926,0.0,0.12004762975577317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668694475013737,0.1217248656821056,0.12304754928290555,0.09688517125112042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458966535666673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179096952519815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509249402376522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151367710013329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885131975030725,0.0,0.0,0.17273683322968142,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boredasalwayssadly,2019/03/03,"I've come far :) I had been a mute up until my second year in high school. I saw my preschool teacher recently and she said something along the lines of ""oh yeah, you had selective mutism."" Now I knew that I had anxiety or something more specific as I did not speak a word outside of my house/family really with a few exceptions. However I did not know the exact term of the condition (is that the right word?) I had. But once my teacher said that I had selective mutism I looked into it. Everything had just clicked and I understood why I acted they way I did.
Halfway through my second year in high school I started opening up more and can now consider myself no longer a mute but I do still have social anxiety. As of recently I have been stepping out of my shell more and I feel so proud of myself :) For example, I was invited to my friend's house to play games. Now if this was me a year before or so I would find some excuse to back out but not this time. I made myself go through with it and have now gone over a number of times as a group of friends and am just so proud. I have also taken initiative in small things. They weren't anything big or significant but it was a sign to me that I've improved. 
Life has been improving in small, subtle ways but it's something. :) (I just felt like expressing this here)",2.3798522012578616,4.351165656603777,3.677759433962265,88.36129323899372,77.33962264150944,7.586477987421384,24.626572327044023,8.472884824447931,1.6011666666666668,1029,36,216,21,24,336,140,265,0.019,0.81,0.172,0.9918,1,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,2,14,6,0,0,12,1,26,1,0,1,1,43,41,23,0,2,16,0,2,1,2,1,1,3,0,0,12,14,0,0,6,2,0,5,5,0,0,2,25,8,37,6,33,15,6,41,0,0,3,0,14,18,0,5,17,160,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116022178931502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351864396808112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148420128699579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730931041118758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875116973732415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021442067214202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542318695005802,0.0,0.13156019284483314,0.0,0.07056328639744949,0.0,0.13399484700924286,0.0,0.12755089582663418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156399541259508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931241835386442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29489539542940346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102792750517064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669587096834805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857194270436982,0.06817960616410695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719119373945702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205047481275525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148621699949202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940261450636428,0.0,0.2755877858225889,0.0,0.0,0.11917935145042555,0.2654978462623355,0.0,0.0,0.2824745621946863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225891977003471,0.0,0.32230916046353003,0.0,0.0,0.09877786660709653,0.0,0.1114489378983667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271425293683096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275148214331303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154479412003056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259268332251081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913598772549773,0.0,0.0,0.2696068592078451
socialanxiety,CartoonPerson,2019/03/03,"Must avoid old friend Ok so I’m gonna hang out with an friend I haven’t seen in a year in 2 days and I scared. I have this tendency to overthink every situation I’m in and it is not fun. Since I used to be comfortable around him, made him laugh, and had a good time with him. I know for a fact that I’m gonna put pressure on myself to live up to those standards from before I was awkward and anxious all the time. The thing is because I’m gonna try to be funny, I fear that im gonna come across as fake and not funny because of it and it’s annoying. I just want to be able to relax and not worry about anything when I talk to people. ",0.7663053613053634,1.987442034965035,2.9204370629370646,95.34937354312358,79.6993006993007,5.885547785547786,20.30827505827505,6.42735559955562,-0.06554032634032625,493,12,123,4,12,168,87,143,0.14800000000000002,0.65,0.20199999999999999,0.8483,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,15,1,5,6,1,10,0,0,2,3,25,24,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,1,1,0,3,4,7,0,0,4,1,13,8,23,12,1,17,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,6,74,21,0,0.19493450448475974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22022050416707198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041448769474373,0.17353303750636676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23766052923450656,0.0,0.1658749057118594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791881493298613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571662886347598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424072748464874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935551256356425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012118292179592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350181375689415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105627157724569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071309056871134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721307388257223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844517414626151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455097094357336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514304086661502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959630182785999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516344558850335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125183650738026,0.2191145504764395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668097071705764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950582295787375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273357543736455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323477327082152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683608236726048,0.0,0.0,0.11497742132396893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979654516502978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553142970940576
socialanxiety,alllbymyshelf,2019/03/03,"Feeling more depressed and worthless after spending quality time with friends, not less So idk if this really fits here but i think it relates enough to count. I was at a drama camp thing all week and spent a lot of time around people. Most of the time it's fine bc i gel onto a couple groups and follow them around, and I'm acquainted with most people there anyway.

Well, I was invited to hang out at the mcdonalds down the street for a while (and so I stuck with the group for the rest of the evening) it was fun to hang out with them and I'd do it again. But the longer I spent with them the worse I felt. Instead of being happy that I'd been included I was upset bc i didn't fit in. They'd all done so much more as a group and I learned about things from several years ago that all my friends went to but I wasn't invited. 

The longer I spent with them the lonelier I felt. I got incredibly depressed afterward because i'm just so worthless and i feel like everyone's just tolerating me. I want to be a part of a friend group like that but I know i can't because even 7-10 is too many and I just can't make the effort to be a part of their friend group, it's way too stressful. It even feels like one of my best friends is kind of tolerating me and doesn't really want me around. I hate it and i feel so stuck, like my life will always be like this because i can't talk to people or make friends. 

This was more of just a vent bc i don't want to burden the one friend who actually still likes me but I'm just feeling really down and anxious right now",1.3053079178885625,3.1574158181818213,2.7573704789833857,94.25379765395896,80.21212121212122,6.3186705767350935,20.948191593352878,7.359569317364363,0.42381036168132935,1220,34,284,17,31,397,148,330,0.125,0.66,0.215,0.9835,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,6,2,27,27,1,2,21,0,23,1,0,2,3,57,49,26,0,4,13,0,7,6,7,1,1,0,0,0,16,23,0,0,10,1,4,4,8,8,1,2,18,7,36,19,40,25,16,32,0,4,0,0,20,15,0,5,18,197,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.09021471115446364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194848299695365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692311774946907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443853529484937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24689167338407605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906407737460274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701718078669452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229059177914204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924853373567632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460514174742207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552222518605756,0.0,0.18318065755582352,0.0,0.0,0.08833684971144376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337193211677899,0.13208798080871129,0.17752679208611272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999690120407229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393812652039375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841130487813482,0.0,0.09127204529355884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626908405319587,0.05080632667285356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529788707768665,0.2709889306528383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859493726529318,0.0,0.0,0.12341787263401205,0.09372651389751857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795901244020136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252886467328381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022168439233834,0.0,0.1922728489354484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776713027964212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894903579552587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443853529484937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382810931951983,0.0,0.10589746179944677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430521127973788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283505128671635,0.059236156880900885,0.0,0.0,0.16171936371274945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358249910204647,0.0733799423659821,0.07415522196720352,0.0,0.08312074794176218,0.08569908125388806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421115578626872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059532688392959214
socialanxiety,igotsosad,2019/03/03,"awkward party situation :( guys idk where else to post this i just can't stop thinking about it everyday and it's been like three weeks now so i just need to tell u how cringey this thing that happened to me is. 

i was at a party for my boyfriends friends birthday where i didn't know anybody but i vaguely knew this one guy and he wasn't occupied so i tried to engage in smalltalk and i asked him what kind of job he is in and i couldn't hear what he said at all but then he said 'what about you?' and i nodded and laughed really hard and said 'same' because i thought he said 'suffering' and i thought it was funny and relatable and he was acting super confused and then i realized he said 'software' and then i went into a downward spiral and left the party lol.

anyway that night i ubered home alone early bc i felt so shit, i don't even know why i went to the party it was stupid to think i could do that and feel ok. My emotions are so all over the place that I almost self-harmed that night but figured I'd wait to see how I felt sober about it. ugh. Sorry for venting, thanks for listening",0.15588839941262478,2.513265418502204,1.500207048458151,97.78390822320118,90.8502202643172,4.436358296622613,19.460939794419968,6.079149491110277,-0.1366374743024963,858,27,191,8,30,272,126,227,0.114,0.7090000000000001,0.177,0.9458,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,16,14,2,2,5,2,15,1,1,2,2,44,40,26,0,3,5,0,4,1,1,0,0,7,1,2,17,15,0,2,12,0,0,3,5,6,0,2,19,12,25,8,20,19,3,25,0,1,1,0,21,11,1,2,11,120,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924826128393062,0.12333804437326255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133011339993584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259422812867339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508114603991497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948176815944716,0.13395665857862665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786557301223914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021388097013448,0.0,0.2286840701545771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200619183898004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23582937513200725,0.10530809321267824,0.0,0.10667841141232016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421951586173922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945380333783713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817530644371385,0.0,0.0,0.12401061108939004,0.13089401815490911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938819259749545,0.0,0.0,0.058179811340314365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830137779370734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235098513864812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069632009439573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124420394240433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405226746070288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629007467117653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663942444028929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489678774982303,0.0,0.1242335387878808,0.0,0.12224092284484747,0.0,0.1338585899377764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330795986352392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956192482005714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408714108678063,0.10963915609021532,0.0,0.0,0.07911600033944942,0.15261206825917922,0.0,0.1890832866929301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085214260423264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552427429911736,0.0,0.0,0.22078937471185256,0.1074573440932692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nowheremannnn,2019/03/03,"It's just getting worse Last night I went to a music festival. I'd forgotten how detached I'd become. I felt like complete shit the entire time, just wanted it to end while everyone else was having fun. 

All I did was bum out all my friends. They tried to be supportive too but my brain is broken and I couldn't help but constantly disappoint. My bad hearing led to negative thought loops and I stayed silent basically the entire time while I died inside. 

I had to watch people get loose and have innocent fun while I stayed serious and rigid. All my muscles were tensed up, my brain clouded. I just wanted to lie down and disappear.

My friend's favourite band was playing and she was loving it. But I've become so cynical that I found it to be abrasive and irritating. I felt envy and malice for all the people around me enjoying themselves in ignorant bliss. 

It was a tedious chore to make through. Meanwhile I prayed for it to end. I felt like I'd made a huge mistake, let everyone down and severely regretted coming. 

I feel dead inside. I won't let myself do anything new. Im stagnant. A dried out, hollow shell. I'm not brave enough to confront my social fears. It hurts to think of all the things I hoped to achieve and all the people I let down. Deep down I know nothing will change. Hope is an illusion. I just want this all to go by faster. I wish I could cry. Maybe then I'd feel better. 
",2.304440993788824,4.674384268115943,3.389068322981366,88.32130434782611,79.5072463768116,6.69648033126294,24.349896480331264,7.83500028581142,1.3902157349896491,1102,40,219,19,28,354,161,276,0.278,0.5670000000000001,0.155,-0.991,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,8,27,3,2,10,0,22,4,3,4,7,54,48,19,2,10,8,0,5,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,2,9,2,0,5,4,12,0,0,15,7,32,15,27,24,8,31,1,3,1,1,9,11,1,2,15,135,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560935473985774,0.09261040932435914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686225570654409,0.0,0.22979002676636026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920077240135335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232267917029722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005191123933232,0.08961423373710382,0.10907542343499343,0.11242148010234483,0.0,0.0830609731673859,0.0,0.11427411064566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796864370668624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690526797254973,0.0,0.1842826951358995,0.10749271839912487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881379630348084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706476241056385,0.10520326604950504,0.0,0.29966069309278137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140655622552622,0.16074951028383114,0.0,0.10870470370905327,0.0,0.059123702105609674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725146435289452,0.0,0.06973036127121543,0.0,0.0,0.20665421599682612,0.0,0.0,0.1113682552298057,0.0,0.11237225819562156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717318828473152,0.08479984891463722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191388683986788,0.0,0.10164942157076563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938928131849921,0.0984374590735607,0.06944207278791124,0.0,0.10451398382028623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047461636153852,0.0,0.09762685107342617,0.0,0.0998213731496555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636777374227587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752638762968125,0.10678720687811187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060473778119205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176823670663065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805411920399884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911414360263615,0.06665941374630431,0.0,0.08258967448609357,0.1213236255709109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063080249954706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840820550060629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643857427258193,0.0,0.0,0.11963150214451793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601735061410196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MentalHealth_Help24,2019/03/03,"Recently prescribed Gabapentin Hello! I have social anxiety disorder and Generalized anxiety disorder. I finally decided to see a psychiatrist for the first time ever! He prescribed me Gabapentin 200 mg morning and 300 mg at bedtime to start. Is this a good medication, and did it work well for you?",5.261764705882354,8.734100176470589,6.466176470588237,63.8427941176471,76.64705882352942,11.243137254901962,39.87254901960785,10.504223727775694,6.22933725490196,243,16,34,10,6,81,40,51,0.168,0.7340000000000001,0.098,-0.4421,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,2,5,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,6,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723560888825191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578481884649327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201428792795788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26660088508914265,0.0,0.20701113216604292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041279336504094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24517054106166164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029936722535736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393506887665146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480859469215289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225914980743304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191150764280913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188196339511714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717688716014432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rhaegar_Targaryen991,2019/03/03,"Living my whole life with social anxiety (23M) So now im stuck in the situation that i can barely look people i dont know or feel comfortable around in the eye.. i feel viably awkward... go red and i guess idk if others can notice this but   
d i myself thought the same ... but during school i would feel constantly on edge... looking at the clock... eyes moving everywhere... scared... wanting to leave...   
If a teacher would ask me to read out or talk in front of the class my face would go red ... and i would feel everyone starring and laughing at me.  
At the start it was bearable if i could just get out of school every day and get home to my house, family and dog 

But as the years have gone by its got gradually worse and worse... i think for everyone it effects them differently.. and for me my brain is a mix of twisted logic and illogical behavior.

Having had the feeling that people laughed at me during school ive carried that twisted thought process with me throughout my life. 

Example; ""I was in a elevator and two asian women who were laughing came, I instantly looked to the ground awkwardly and genuinely believed they were laughing at me""

At the time.. im literally incapable of acting in any other way, By looking down at the ground im trying to deal with situation and not make my embarrassment obvious. 

However its clear logically that nobody is laughing or looking at me and its all in my head. 

So now im stuck in the situation that i can barely look people i dont know or feel comfortable around in the eye.. i feel viably awkward... go red and i guess idk if others can notice this but i honestly cant go on much longer like this

When im in a prolonged anxiety inducing situation i cant speak... i sweat profoundly, fidget and cant think straight at all.

If it last long enough i feel like i cant breath and i could even end up having a panic attack...

Feelings like this can happen to me as doing something as tedious as (Waiting in line at a shop, meeting my girlfriends friends etc)  
Once i was at my ""girlfriends"" house and i really needed to go to the toilet ... but her foreign roommates where in the room between me and the bathroom so i waited for 2 hours until they went to bed rather than awkwardly walk out and everyone look at me

I have left 3 schools (or i guess colleges) because i couldnt deal with having to sit in the class or talk to anyone.. i was terrified 

Honestly the feeling mates me want to die, it makes me feel severely depressed  and no amount of logic in these situations can make me feel okay

However its strange.... if i feel safe with the person or in the situation im perfectly fine.... ive heard people say that anxiety is the ""*fight or flight*"" reflex but broken and it begins to make more sense....

But i guess i want to know if anyone else out there feels the same... if im just a crazy complicated human or is this normal? Its really destroying my life.... i can maintain a relationship and friendships but not a job or education...

​

TL;DR My experience of a life with social anxiety.",3.6755790960451975,5.460986991525427,5.043749999999998,80.79421257062147,73.15254237288136,8.238700564971749,28.05437853107345,8.901047299222334,2.315387005649717,2375,93,454,49,48,792,255,590,0.109,0.768,0.12300000000000001,0.8908,4,0,1,0,1,1,105.0,0,0,3,2,14,28,3,7,32,1,39,12,8,6,5,121,99,56,1,21,31,0,14,3,4,4,4,3,3,3,26,34,0,3,26,2,1,12,10,11,0,1,16,30,63,17,74,76,10,71,0,1,13,0,25,42,0,22,18,304,89,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055093103846733577,0.06178511973054838,0.034577955039526126,0.0,0.15559239463866598,0.0,0.0,0.07110732633552068,0.05209913914127271,0.0,0.09052987863662458,0.047535426796902494,0.05784622361999545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030996084632481682,0.0,0.0,0.0572875734479079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056762480841210314,0.0,0.05815584506468631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494794280721321,0.0,0.08119497446498744,0.0,0.0,0.03279234697081382,0.1048428109595612,0.04379476503159697,0.0,0.05277154200395229,0.05312467904538451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918547723844546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04247645280825296,0.0,0.04503567727211996,0.05253892527842456,0.05670825813185744,0.033584208146436784,0.0,0.042841102017333925,0.14576052234799852,0.0,0.049738484430469534,0.04793437487105882,0.0,0.3599394109142108,0.07265074217408188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928455171254792,0.0,0.0531313040607756,0.0,0.14448865994702334,0.0,0.04066728655991013,0.0,0.22405644131453106,0.0,0.04496416111649749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218407079821664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100405766927582,0.0,0.0500744167505706,0.11734207551438194,0.0,0.0,0.3844671932428272,0.0,0.05045816856825295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838331538718979,0.04144739282902058,0.0,0.05384002275182509,0.05524581597709313,0.0,0.14366000387161526,0.07452436933456061,0.0,0.04489915902887783,0.044998322127906235,0.2988928902866262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576405649492593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404270703907557,0.037378667316812185,0.0377026803619588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981962640580678,0.0,0.11578013487836555,0.0,0.05415078927211272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965843268742078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100465552895286,0.04439796196415505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086112973937987,0.0,0.06514825412661489,0.0,0.0,0.054591045981306784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04043586926453367,0.05090708748408922,0.20584101106857086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744305465410255,0.0,0.0,0.3429274439126239,0.0,0.1036649801365282,0.0,0.0391447893874125,0.0,0.0,0.03599002999708633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173837943200497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516188277826979,0.0,0.08073426370115139,0.029649510186866488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034522026330195375,0.0,0.04967049180367628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997328821057256,0.040360275332699785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047136021147514584,0.0,0.05676927242700941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036356275119783,0.14448205026428926,0.0,0.06178511973054838,0.032744039002537265
socialanxiety,ThatOneGuy3411,2019/03/03,"Constant feeling of being watched Like the title says this feeling almost never goes away.  I don’t notice it if I’m really focused on something and that usually only lasts a minute at most. I’m not sure if this is a thing with social anxiety or if it’s something else entirely. I just need to find some way to deal with it. Whenever I know there’s someone within hearing distance of me or can see me, this feeling intensifies. It makes me super self conscious and I’m afraid to make any noise or do anything that will attract attention to me. Because if this I hate being around people, especially my family. Even if I know I’m completely alone, there’s always some omniscient presence watching me and I feel uncomfortable all the time. I have no idea how to deal with this and would love if anyone had something I could try",4.7242916666666686,6.308033512500002,5.613750000000002,78.5629166666667,70.125,8.333333333333334,30.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.663708333333333,662,28,118,12,12,217,103,160,0.094,0.7809999999999999,0.125,0.6248,0,1,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,1,4,0,11,1,0,3,3,42,28,14,0,9,11,0,4,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,12,8,0,0,10,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,9,14,5,15,22,4,11,0,0,3,1,7,5,0,13,6,81,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575917648194428,0.15075818786099854,0.0,0.0,0.12111912828655673,0.0,0.0,0.09898705636897537,0.0,0.1113544245247865,0.0,0.0,0.10178023703506113,0.0,0.11978500815426675,0.12958091635894015,0.0,0.0,0.1367601591288327,0.0,0.0,0.0887331588356141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261884084155755,0.15730065892558895,0.0,0.11621930078074065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30013577224195903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159825598935363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961422357423569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722276698981214,0.0,0.2944018003613888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304090301846522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437122010432718,0.0,0.0,0.16405879540022014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643216221560844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599939830338073,0.11865234383072852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711141722112628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137526181767847,0.0,0.19432734379147024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793227482610036,0.1122662800815122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657231424546587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107063538434794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091426581746528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325065487822927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575663354416132,0.0,0.0,0.1159939565094524,0.0,0.1518527659035928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483819852928448,0.12333409166188193,0.3361818941473676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371903304517325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670483185130817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487829117786035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882694804860656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031582403027436,0.0,0.0,0.11554022916793265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340296901210508,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NarrowInterest,2019/03/03,"People dont realize how severe this disorder actually is its not some quirky little thing that makes you a bit awkward, its something that ruins your fucking life. im so fucking lonely because i literally just cant talk with people. I shut down and dont know what to say, my heart starts beating fast, my mind starts racing with a thousand stupid thoughts... And no one gets it. Everyone just thinks im a quiet weirdo, they just thinks its funny, meanwhile it makes me genuinely fucking suicidal cause i want to desperately socialize with people but cant.",6.3676282940360585,7.70582160194175,6.531095700416093,74.44563106796117,65.99029126213593,9.380859916782248,33.16088765603329,9.606745405546679,3.2874615811373085,447,19,75,9,7,143,73,103,0.193,0.76,0.047,-0.8984,0,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,5,7,4,1,3,0,5,5,1,4,0,22,18,5,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,1,2,9,0,6,17,2,6,0,2,0,3,6,3,3,1,3,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1451994700188899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070218563353943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624422617884981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285030908439126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052845405637385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487660912493109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217707508123334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412667252996952,0.07773764752891398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631916539545067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214416562146177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817721590204296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509614757619612,0.0,0.14912861300146213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863955077830725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023744366268504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082526936124823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094607897890261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183253228197041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809254034408053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516746450967434,0.0,0.11454730478707635,0.0,0.0,0.21063140202756744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627542325341651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959332529466014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885075348762508,0.1906797344911094,0.0,0.11812418019944387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776134132312731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oneSquiggle,2019/03/03,"Returned someone's license today! Was studying in the on-campus starbucks, buried underneath my headphones in the corner table waiting for my next class, when I noticed something on the ground which I figured was a student ID. 

It turned out to be a license, so I kind of panicked for the person who had lost it. I looked around the Starbucks for the person, hoping that I wouldn't have to take it up to the cashier (why is the cashier the hardest person to talk to in the universe, btw?)

Anyway, lo and behold, I see the girl sitting at a table a few feet away. I was absolutely terrified of walking over and asking her, ""hey is this you?"" and it *not* being her, and she's offended I assumed they looked alike? Or I've annoyed her and she's doing something important? Or what if she accused me of stealing it?... So for a solid ten seconds I contemplated what to say and finally wandered over and asked if that was her license. It was! She was so grateful and it honestly made my day. 

Not a huge accomplishment, but just wanted share about my success with you guys and celebrate the little things :)",3.7367619047619023,5.798531819047625,4.580952380952382,82.99904761904762,73.66666666666666,6.571428571428571,30.714285714285715,7.3871296695380915,2.0540000000000003,862,40,155,10,18,278,123,210,0.071,0.8029999999999999,0.126,0.9422,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,1,3,8,9,2,0,18,0,14,1,1,1,0,27,26,18,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,15,12,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,9,4,25,5,27,14,1,24,0,1,3,0,23,16,0,6,6,124,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201888159105748,0.3192882847716644,0.0,0.16044126728808886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013062176429947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870669591688928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908623009791035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696102145596025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782760701041428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115344888655595,0.0,0.0,0.2868026309177918,0.0,0.1864124104413618,0.0,0.0,0.16158391420792634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816126978211196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441942129756035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473216107891256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580081436825875,0.0,0.0,0.13607923169060188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469036956455128,0.26292964013251297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283955713835131,0.13725608839258896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345004183922705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186719866075885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857455163078802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072283208465294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409070391586546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wppf,2019/03/03,"What to do if you're the friend nobody likes? So I've been dealing with some shit (I mean, when am I not really? Lol), and the most present thing is how I'm the person everyone feels weird around. This all started when I went out with a few coworkers/'friend' (I feel bad putting the quotation marks there, but it also feels a bit contradictory calling them friends at this point) for karaoke. I invited my boyfriend and as we were leaving, I said bye and people said bye, and just sort of nodded, but with my boyfriend they all help him back to talk and hugged him. 

I've been going crazy writing and crying and trying to let myself feel these things, which I find therapeutic. But, there's still the issue that I'm just not a likable person. How do I take steps to resolving this issue?

I realize a lot of where I am at fault, for example I'm shy, a tad bit moody (especially when I have 0 social battery left, which happens *a lot* due to me being an hsp and introvert), I get crazy bad social anxiety when I have no social battery left, which is usually when around a lot of people, which is generally when everyone is getting close and getting buddy buddy, I'm not as open to new things and experiences as I wish I was, so I'm not really the fun person to be around.

Can anyone give me any advice on how I can go about changing these aspects? Any books, exercises, or anything really that might relate to this issue?

Thanks in advanced ",4.847754759238523,5.74598131560284,5.5970026129152695,81.37026315789477,69.177304964539,8.773721537887273,28.31728256812244,8.99025400887824,2.140819858156029,1129,38,223,20,19,368,157,282,0.14300000000000002,0.762,0.095,-0.9263,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,2,2,23,13,1,0,14,1,20,3,1,3,2,54,44,30,0,2,11,0,4,1,2,1,1,2,0,3,17,20,0,0,8,2,0,6,5,6,0,0,7,6,26,7,28,33,10,33,0,0,0,1,23,14,1,9,16,152,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240640233463338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562243326099563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861290747653314,0.0,0.07234085356132308,0.0,0.0,0.06612102980381529,0.0,0.07781774070235414,0.2525448126915938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271352951625852,0.15791322132805186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206477800129292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965599529080138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003569257874176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387361449269197,0.0,0.09749086325455014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071904052784404,0.0,0.09250129293022864,0.0,0.0,0.1912566799120992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642936752623327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917868229428916,0.0,0.14821664884747032,0.09071396967460818,0.1074852843780518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362223108372797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338395130968763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29609931971520875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012914090494196,0.20548713799313306,0.09669763226443548,0.0,0.04619897179680151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411836345646223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030074234247317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031697814106363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133006161475604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311169117330353,0.2477077216270551,0.0,0.0,0.08939311624240856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506248196654901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173948627093572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990317342200274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970681206559853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891868782497844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693256430002506,0.0,0.07551856967840212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110001772171726,0.0760065959594287,0.0,0.08706140778643519,0.0,0.0,0.1884714534554666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420244015634399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414838565445096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766135417388585,0.0,0.0,0.1087434106004417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MyMumsAFish,2019/03/03,"Stressed living in shared accommodation, but cant afford my own place Just need some advice, I'm in my mid twenties, living in shared accommodation, been here just under 6 months but I can see myself turning into a recluse. I share a house with 6 other young professionals who I didn't know prior to moving in. 

I have an ensuite so there's actually no need for me to leave my room when I get super anxious. I have bought a George foreman grill so that I have no reason to go downstairs to the kitchen. I leave to go to work and things like that. 

I haven't left my room today. 

Fuck. I really want to live by myself, not have to think of the off peak times to go down to the kitchen. 

Just need some advice on how to stop being like this.",2.9378,4.450040446666666,4.074333333333332,88.11550000000004,74.53333333333333,6.333333333333334,21.833333333333336,6.816661863887847,0.3891333333333336,577,14,123,5,12,188,94,150,0.132,0.732,0.136,0.3815,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,1,1,7,0,10,3,0,2,0,20,25,7,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,3,2,1,3,0,1,4,6,2,0,0,3,1,17,6,24,21,3,25,0,0,1,1,4,14,1,2,9,82,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.15161888384757793,0.0,0.0,0.30365188459080045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552407971432554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436372283629411,0.08117450669576813,0.0,0.2649013624265484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927632801261387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853873879764935,0.0,0.0,0.32902917514458885,0.1688101558288858,0.0,0.0,0.15181204438037352,0.0,0.4115841479503258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240149958369134,0.1651339134978814,0.0,0.3456150606794145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623287698697282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953411617319348,0.1597464225238119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380991809308588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298964279977352,0.17797601693622694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322104419069816,0.0995549381555365,0.0,0.0,0.09059760176174024,0.0,0.14727276425040178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899814082228434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916413580204376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131113419267018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,R0peBurn,2019/03/03,"Email Anxiety How common is the email anxiety among us? Sometimes I keep messages unread for several days because I am anxious about the possible content. I do so even though I am aware that being responsive to the emails from lecturers, for example, is crucial. ",6.02695652173913,8.7248327826087,6.594999999999999,68.26250000000003,69.0,10.686956521739132,39.76086956521739,10.686352973137794,5.5251913043478265,212,13,30,7,4,69,36,46,0.11800000000000001,0.828,0.054000000000000006,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498328663029881,0.3321470047975308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922543870835533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961177973949025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419047631616732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613291181178568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314514918769486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321470047975308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907828750233472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888628029548997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536571815078841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bluehourmorning,2019/01/26,"Im angry. With everything. Everyone. Just, angry and bitter. ",1.9570000000000007,-0.0004162999999977046,5.445000000000004,60.47750000000002,162.0,9.0,22.5,7.1686216300943375,4.372000000000001,47,2,5,2,4,17,9,10,0.61,0.39,0.0,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623216222609306,0.5288914183535395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6356636380428068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cory667,2019/01/26,"I need to vent bad Hey guys sorry if you read this but I’m just so fucking depressed . My life is hell and I’m sick of it . I try and try but never succeed . It all comes down to social anxiety thank you social anxiety for making my life a living hell . I sit in my room scared to go outside half the time because of you . I spend weeks in my room because I’m too afraid to go outside . I need a job but I’m just too scared to call places . I feel like a pathetic leech . My dad has been very supportive but it seems nothing helps (taking me to a psychiatrist and doctors) . I do have some good days but never have the motivation to better my life .  My dad does EVERYTHING for me and I’m 20 years old . I feel so guilty that he has to support me 100% financially . I’ve been wanting to go to a temp agency but every time the anxiety and fear takes over me . It hurts so bad dude . I’m just wasting my only life away . I should have a job and a car by now but I’m too scared to take those steps . Idk what to do , sorry I’m venting I have no one to talk to ",-0.1957522123893796,1.7919327345132745,2.1895823008849566,95.46559469026549,86.6991150442478,5.2089203539822995,18.774513274336282,6.55674776486733,-0.09395447787610632,802,22,191,9,25,273,116,226,0.308,0.616,0.076,-0.9965,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,3,10,19,3,5,10,0,12,7,0,2,3,31,38,17,0,5,11,2,2,1,0,1,6,0,2,1,8,7,0,0,4,1,1,6,3,12,0,2,2,2,25,7,24,35,2,24,2,2,0,1,13,8,3,3,10,110,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467904860023233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103207627715173,0.0,0.17957340709150088,0.13110390231920027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510540766787824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098046103199004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263133420361706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935076970291983,0.0,0.0926191915023029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006597979223123,0.09410404798025647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060234092020784,0.0,0.09664495392727787,0.0,0.0,0.12100605761058003,0.10874521256670501,0.07682257225664987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941378819291907,0.0,0.0,0.18334277426842252,0.09019472391498663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064759284529558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207801852105265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511776243191316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342253002644254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038188103123045,0.052535859251717235,0.0,0.0949548149279418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178002404260468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947073902896752,0.1658742640371222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318212399177447,0.0,0.11283922744875435,0.0,0.07286806912818339,0.08178473070759748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123505245079614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756346590640267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32298197840163745,0.0,0.0,0.09789524771560383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219235487173418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24075183659699445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440574474403285,0.0,0.0,0.24255738029745585,0.08643204972373733,0.0,0.09900319612829954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540830667617953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601755097519314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872711351321905,0.06342655493835585,0.0,0.08625758169524075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924860578077832
socialanxiety,TheLoveGuardian,2019/01/26,"All Girls Poop - How To Never Be Nervous https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Gsnwym2r408

Hey guys! I know I come on here to give you guys advice but lately I’ve just seen so many people struggle within our new world of social media and social anxiety that I needed to start shifting my help onto YouTube. That being said my video doesn’t have any traffic yet but it is super high quality and I really think it would help a lot of you guys for when you go out! For those of you that know me or remember my posts I cant wait for you to check it out and for those that don’t give it a try! No pressure though just scroll past this post if this bugs you more than helps you. If you guys do enjoy it and want specific videos on certain subjects in the future let me know! I just want to help! I love you all! [Confidence: How To Never Be Nervous](https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Gsnwym2r408)",3.332029411764708,5.6948367176470605,3.199632352941176,91.04709558823532,75.94117647058823,6.132352941176473,20.625,7.1686216300943375,0.4161470588235292,702,17,140,8,16,211,107,170,0.057999999999999996,0.738,0.204,0.9825,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,9,0,1,10,7,0,3,3,0,11,2,1,2,5,33,27,14,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,13,7,0,1,5,2,1,2,6,3,0,0,2,2,22,4,21,20,4,22,0,0,1,1,26,9,0,4,9,96,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268475215495046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827434106564876,0.0,0.0993032706521708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181866773268002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490485925741591,0.07377325370284178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141239330112023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480320378898669,0.13714997773582085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401833651057767,0.0,0.1464298241015933,0.0,0.0,0.1327381510647978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035868190184006,0.11715738496207488,0.0,0.0,0.13160560836215926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962514776121445,0.20023288420955884,0.1253700140477535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391705544141048,0.08999298136470771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24864163034363146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315875241943134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704790865495213,0.0,0.12347776285474353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26464716616917106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187923864479834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570419735424707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831761487669463,0.12753635072922434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813156021128128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312902341427462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221234865042548,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KalikoRust,2019/01/26,"When people talk about your social anxiety.....in a public place Anybody else ever had it where, for example in a restaurant (already a nerving experience for some of us for sure) and social anxiety has been brought up in conversation.

Then proceed to talk about it and all the little intimate parts about yours specifically, knowing full well, you don't want to talk about it + everyone around you can hear it, (People eavesdrop, anyone that tells you they don't is in denial.)

Sending us into all sorts of overthinking and maybe even panic attacks, or symptoms of like sweating (then question why they can smell sweat).

I am just shocked quite a lot of the time that the people that do this to us, are oblivious as to the negatives that come with doing it.

How can someone that is so okay with being around people ie a normal or extroverted person, be so out of touch with how people react to these situations or be unable to detect people feeling uncomfortable or any symptoms of social anxiety.",14.336446886446884,8.940062571428571,12.8378021978022,57.0488644688645,55.153846153846146,15.430036630036636,47.915750915750934,12.161744961471696,5.754205860805861,796,32,129,15,6,256,113,182,0.085,0.8690000000000001,0.046,-0.7295,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,5,2,1,16,7,1,1,9,1,17,4,2,3,4,31,23,15,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,12,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,3,4,11,4,31,17,6,21,0,0,0,0,23,12,0,8,7,106,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219771472195594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516699024765451,0.0,0.16911659461996484,0.0,0.0,0.07728802497268962,0.0,0.0,0.1967975982622992,0.0,0.12574851583147378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952153548302027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233707170777396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300674210874353,0.09998443743817127,0.0,0.10562008606640437,0.0,0.10812357670789133,0.0,0.0,0.05588937096525337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457998374982834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074666023786762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054001386495915515,0.11078422404722116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397215392511922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104637778146144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829996649328716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968797093060153,0.0,0.11969767773561235,0.0,0.4597826370111998,0.0965141278644312,0.11548462675567522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382350847382265,0.11756663982975366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424497922046845,0.0,0.3380268385755514,0.09365519902516893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041770975863662,0.22977454159252936,0.0,0.26652940996371904,0.09661169064649908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644533327814307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988768007842041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519588631680401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938344620835517,0.0,0.09973984852343903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bluesun89,2019/01/26,"I need someone to understand... I’m 28 years old and I feel like my social anxiety is getting worse and worse. Every time I have a social interaction with someone I HATE myself. I feel like a total a**hole who can’t even have a normal conversation. I talk to my husband about it and he says I act and speak fine, but I have these haunting inner thoughts that tell me different. What can I do to stop or handle this. It’s really making me hate myself and everything about me. ",2.009787234042552,4.4459138085106416,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,81.12765957446808,6.7387234042553175,23.229787234042554,7.908726449838941,1.4614672340425539,374,13,71,7,10,126,63,94,0.205,0.742,0.053,-0.9344,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,17,17,7,0,2,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,16,3,6,16,1,6,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,1,6,48,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591354159719524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856225245980807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734631841151112,0.0,0.14969075871927262,0.0,0.15967420193374607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966592486318408,0.25384838870756377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282283650621197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508155926066766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359667645418342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859303137970707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317366398942847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407436607906432,0.0,0.0,0.18642994649527056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138170020171654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128665381278727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622149944456757,0.3010706268561109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853622632982744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280071540538358,0.15528738696478184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410464789535223,0.10359812111581736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495594287299855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36211243367033663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144106899920565
socialanxiety,claude0507,2019/01/26,"Has anyone come across the ""sam schaeffer"" website? I came across the 'I overcame social anxiety' website while browsing related websites on the Internet (iovercameanxiety.com for reference).

It's run by a dude called Sam Schaeffer and he markets his site and program very heavily.  Anyone come across it before?  Is the program helpful or is it snake oil, like I think it is?",5.981458333333332,8.987190062500002,6.085625,70.43020833333338,70.25,9.266666666666666,37.22916666666666,9.725611199111238,4.575341666666667,300,17,43,8,6,95,45,64,0.026000000000000002,0.883,0.09,0.6298,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,6,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,27,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265496599112191,0.0,0.0,0.4141421085759156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25199707733318105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30239654932755217,0.33871030655068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102043664865029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849935280161454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446811978786107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018819274447681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897573774974624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443501495977605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Unf0und,2019/01/26,"Cold Sweaty and Shaky Hands! Please Help   Hi guys! Im 18 and before 2 Years I started practicing card magic and whenever i want to perform for someone i started to shake and my hands become sweaty. Even at school in class or whenever im around lots of people my hands are cold and sweaty most of the time and i have a hard time focusing on presence. Only time that my hands aren't cold and sweaty in school is when i force myself to be present by focusing on my breathing and my body, but in few minutes my mind will again drift somewhere else. Also most of the times i have positive thoughts but still i feel stress in my body when im at school. And this anxiety is really annoying because i really like socializing and approaching strangers and its really hard for me to make a first impression when introducing because i cant even handshake with them because my hand are super cold and sweaty.

  I went to psychologist and she said that the root of my anxiety is the lack of socializing in my early age and that i just have to force myself to have more physical contact with people like handshakes and hugs, but that still is very uncomfortable and awkward for me. And that the reason that my hands are always cold is because of not being present and being afraid that something bad could happend instantaneously.

  Im also doing Mediation and Wim Hof Breathing Methods but i dont see a lot of results from them in terms of my anxiety.

  So i was hoping if someone has any advice to share with me and help me with my anxiety.

Thanks

  ",6.800105325914147,6.873498084459463,6.86748012718601,76.8384101748808,64.77702702702703,10.207949125596183,33.290143084260734,9.916854025145753,3.112665977742449,1227,47,231,24,17,393,145,296,0.111,0.743,0.147,0.9498,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,3,13,15,1,5,8,0,23,11,10,4,0,49,34,32,0,5,8,0,9,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,25,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,7,0,1,4,16,35,8,36,25,8,34,0,0,1,1,12,11,0,8,21,158,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462085515448357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486934072178335,0.08057006128739776,0.0,0.0,0.0658475115461399,0.0,0.29629779987710697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619895569274641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084874892190975,0.2361059279982727,0.1069407881920382,0.08239493674206255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151119200525105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731063060930315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348367882975716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088878343248705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791019776401258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896000209421518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236328724332981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958766194298898,0.0,0.0,0.1734807709453337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980580402371072,0.0,0.0,0.09617373326814703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41837073719748497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461219370582198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464228433818412,0.0,0.0,0.06463457184918403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777038670099536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364334469919964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425903400575198,0.0,0.0,0.10628992530031467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860947420506531,0.09955705117682304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210721164401016,0.0,0.0,0.29399045585937106,0.07716072859130398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741135554914968,0.16408696899656094,0.07454422820008916,0.0,0.0,0.1370731099089046,0.0,0.15465663552482492,0.0,0.11091808596668823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914777166493175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687196011380325,0.22584869025774976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989463739851879,0.057112661593371875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976209533508017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235514748695144
socialanxiety,parislh43,2019/01/26,"Teachers making you speak in front of people because they think your awkwardness/shyness is funny Does this happen to anyone else as often as it does to me? I love the teacher I have for my American history class but he thinks my shyness is funny and often makes me stand up in front of everyone to speak when I'm not expecting it. It happened again yesterday and I had to go through a list of about eight things in front of everyone and elaborate on them. It was horrible. My vision was swimming and I felt like I couldn't breathe. My brain just doesn't work when I'm in front of people, so I couldn't think of anything to say. Suffice to say there were a lot of and stuffs, ums, and likes. I looked like an idiot and every time I looked out and saw all of those eyes on me I thought my legs were going to give out. After I sat back down I was shaking and jittery and I had to take deep breaths to keep from crying in front of everyone. I can handle it when I know I'll have to present so I have a prepared slides presentation to read off of or something, but this was just horrible. My teacher seemed less amused when it was over, probably because my awkwardness wasn't really that funny, just odd. I feel so dramatic. ",4.2623672883787656,5.195913902439023,4.9714155906264965,85.19369440459111,70.54471544715446,8.38986131037781,28.69823051171689,8.671277953709913,2.0163929220468684,964,35,198,16,17,311,132,246,0.10800000000000001,0.773,0.11900000000000001,0.2211,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,2,1,16,8,1,2,5,0,19,6,5,2,1,37,43,22,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,12,12,0,1,8,3,0,10,5,3,1,1,14,10,30,5,41,27,3,36,0,0,4,1,11,14,0,5,14,140,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763106131221716,0.14306526514060314,0.11490184947560167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736522222193097,0.0,0.17023172126671876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587089355864128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337467149781833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24437860021652286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664117840348212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764251233414492,0.4002612734195709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060005227637807,0.0,0.13406466289472255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394378704406154,0.15870748565790124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24694494910993525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241076766638778,0.0,0.0,0.07673583213300332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204645390193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345045086969155,0.0,0.0,0.11870663178087867,0.12601961456438698,0.0,0.18640539036875847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936007845984561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505424722202694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966566686992754,0.0,0.08944919631779417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220753913739219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271119793359383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749236484306393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598405187336159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498279004553808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276256022483384,0.2684037257733373,0.0,0.1108489413905356,0.08141814060825281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016507607518757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AgentTBone,2019/01/26,"Anyone else really hate haircuts? Like, no matter what they do, I’m not going to like it. I will just agree with them on everything because “well if they think they need to cut more, I obviously need to cut more off.” 

Like gosh, why are we all just bald like a bunch do aliens. Makes life way easier",0.9892142857142864,3.3847730166666707,2.3061904761904763,93.79500000000004,85.5,6.095238095238094,15.238095238095234,7.447530270364453,-0.06669047619047586,231,4,51,4,7,74,46,60,0.201,0.606,0.193,-0.1495,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,4,0,3,8,3,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,2,13,11,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,7,5,6,10,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206285110587928,0.2667887628755846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158724447455135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21751300468378776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401159904586025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147979223734543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257070073943984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391318618375954,0.5088315501704695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380481363154948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861350347300525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680527172256845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668401664557118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066765037351424,0.0,0.0,0.23411173433160706,0.0,0.2349512902867221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nesspurr_8,2019/01/26,"Why does it seem like everyone except me has so many friends? And why can’t I talk to people? I’m currently a junior in high school and I only have 2 good friends and haven’t made any since I started attending high school. Everyone I see is always talking to someone else or hanging out with people and I have never been able to do something like that. If I try to talk to people, either no one acknowledges me or we actually start talking but stop a sentence later because I said something awkward or something I didn’t mean to say. Even with my 2 friends I can barely hold a conversation.

Please help. Is it because my mind is messed up or because I’m just not good with people in general? ",3.614466403162055,5.274978391304352,4.779538866930171,83.14049407114628,73.05797101449275,7.337022397891962,29.93675889328064,8.00094639256281,2.111947826086957,550,24,105,8,11,181,84,138,0.063,0.7490000000000001,0.188,0.948,1,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,1,1,28,21,11,0,1,10,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,4,3,14,7,14,17,1,14,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,6,8,64,17,3,0.11842211939654193,0.0,0.11556290593493193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853668993611532,0.0,0.0,0.0805311020571562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656707448927626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363199471649384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892648516134682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821669299580827,0.0,0.0,0.2263148199036649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744779070609998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865371050084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937585040035931,0.2502389419359392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157101316096984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205387270006688,0.0,0.12006144198148462,0.0,0.1289964046567463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195725822390178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133443897070123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802458928916357,0.09006535810614459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283959474166717,0.0,0.0,0.12999192560237205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264655393858534,0.0941740224599648,0.0,0.2396990141690357,0.09436709699555987,0.10780704987485557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796000090523524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033867747038734,0.2735013992782497,0.0,0.0,0.16763957124835174,0.0,0.0,0.09900619440700184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807328552831365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040084563817795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137150867459936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mattcain1980,2019/01/26,Doctor Anxiety. So my parents are on what I call a doctor kick. Going for any little thing. They are trying to pressure me to go to one. They’re trying to scare me and tell me I have to have all these tests because they say I need them. Other than my anxiety I don’t feel bad in any way. Now I’m having a panic attack at the thought of even going to one and worrying about what I’d hear. ,0.6975000000000016,2.4508258928571465,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,81.73809523809524,5.628571428571429,18.833333333333336,6.6274283507984215,0.0442904761904761,301,7,67,3,8,104,58,84,0.242,0.758,0.0,-0.9590000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,4,5,1,3,3,0,6,2,0,0,1,6,14,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,2,1,3,12,0,13,13,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,47,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24985004788457715,0.0,0.28106612440288115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898982783794912,0.0,0.0,0.15338517215941375,0.11198425732243776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875823300410321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760576698469288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133476378173676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288626540653047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132096611723478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704776659808932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841196753512266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621419316215014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489651782895747,0.0,0.0,0.21553707046342407,0.20398155938580276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608879935857386,0.1839197579935652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056539881873852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204477916110715,0.0,0.0,0.1458404612751153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944592361845336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581568969279274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656033587036866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,psilocindream,2019/01/26,"Social anxiety is getting in the way of being able to work on group projects I’m in my last year as a college student, and have struggled with this for the last several years but for some reason it’s gotten a lot worse recently. I don’t have a problem working with other people or giving presentations at all, but only if the groups are preassigned by the instructor. 

Yesterday one of my professors told us all to get into teams, and immediately everyone in the class got together with their buddies. I don’t have friends or know anyone else in this class that well. I’m a little older than most of the students and feel really self-conscious about it, as there’s clearly a generational gap when I try to socialize. I was absolutely paralyzed with fear from going up to any of the groups and asking if I could join up with them, and ended up leaving early. I know I’ll have to email the professor and explain, but I don’t know what to say. 

I’m under a lot of stress and haven’t been able to keep a therapist for longer than a few weeks because they keep switching me to different counselors or cancelling my appointments at school. My insurance sucks and I can’t afford a therapist outside of school because of it. I tried to get into a social anxiety group but it didn’t work out with my class schedule, so I was really upset about this. I don’t know what to do. This is a key class for my major and I really love the material, so I don’t know what to do right now or what to tell my professor. ",6.6749874581939785,6.037008913043477,7.484078177257526,74.68992997491637,65.22073578595318,11.087040133779263,33.73766722408027,10.550175099000144,3.4225600334448165,1191,45,231,27,16,400,153,299,0.102,0.8220000000000001,0.076,-0.6899,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,3,4,8,9,1,4,20,0,22,1,0,1,3,47,45,24,0,4,10,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,14,18,0,2,8,1,0,1,8,6,1,1,7,2,25,3,51,36,8,32,0,0,0,1,21,16,1,10,14,165,39,17,0.21303773179780852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724364814988076,0.0,0.1629732817154094,0.0,0.0,0.07448046772350721,0.10914116593062476,0.0,0.0,0.09958076062554044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986582395920682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850466469012712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128954347942913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889828442561986,0.0,0.09434409871200107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017833411321175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986333814376335,0.0538591391322988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229621156202205,0.0,0.16695513308435245,0.10218260227445837,0.060537126218575224,0.0,0.08519286774293892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935772451439511,0.0,0.0,0.2926999149451747,0.17365418518250847,0.0,0.11278809887686772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675988714084103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111706127311392,0.09613743524794724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721799402630146,0.08101239744004575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384676963829431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192416897818636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047161391988508,0.10951913483613702,0.105174529543436,0.0,0.0,0.090966529468469,0.0,0.08470807751703112,0.0,0.21560555812106708,0.0,0.0,0.1111224080340053,0.1203359990760147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32574770864052777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201700099751395,0.11135664636285453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310218380470577,0.0,0.0,0.24735322649899955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017833411321175,0.0,0.14463863572672495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281290803543476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454971770545618,0.08544300910515694,0.0,0.09577325284464074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23264100902391685,0.0,0.10855182451228633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718931456138714
socialanxiety,srfnzk,2019/01/26,"Anxiety is mild in general but extreme when thinking about trying to make friends/meet people. Can anyone else relate to this? 

In general situations my social anxiety isn't *that* bad. There is still some anxiety, but it's manageable. But the thought of meeting people/making friends is way too much. It feels impossible. In school/university it was easy - I was surrounded by people. Now I'm living alone in a small town far away from old friends and it's a real struggle.",2.988683385579936,6.005214367816091,4.312936259143157,78.22796238244516,83.48275862068967,7.761337513061651,28.598746081504704,8.575989854853784,2.9870551724137933,378,18,63,10,11,124,64,87,0.115,0.7170000000000001,0.168,0.8412,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,12,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,2,2,11,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,4,40,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028302948801874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494492355546363,0.0,0.0,0.13693528546410375,0.20066034987960008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399732576739636,0.0,0.1635175080097228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359847825961887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902215731661528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026096792166897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729295552389878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072415171522608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396430700105195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055002416784452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27154041294588066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229078245741991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819967268839728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013140720115892,0.0,0.19963334833664004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639739622077248,0.0,0.0,0.20473359827210136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548581812115608,0.0,0.15547440772117513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296192597704695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544799977473664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,waxmonk21,2019/01/26,"Feeling guilty for not going to college due to anxiety It's just so dumb.... it doesn't make sense but college gives me so much anxiety - forcibly making small talk, those horrible group tasks in lab classes and just staying in a big group in general. And those lab classes are most important! I can get by reading the material off books but lab exams require practical experience... means I'd have to go out of my way to ask for advice from the professor which in itself is anxiety inducing. 

I _know_ that it doesn't matter, it isn't as bad as I think it'd be, that it's all in my head but these anxiety thoughts almost control me before leaving for classes...I just stay in my room and procrastinate the whole time and hate myself. It's just so fucked up... I'm jeopardizing my grades for no reason other than my disfunctional and unjustified thoughts!",6.2823926380368125,6.8052470858895715,6.910558282208591,74.54939570552149,65.87116564417178,10.44638036809816,34.704907975460124,10.355215969177356,3.6291943558282216,677,30,125,16,10,223,103,163,0.18,0.7759999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,3,0,4,0,9,2,1,5,1,31,25,13,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,2,8,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,1,11,0,23,21,4,19,0,0,0,1,5,12,2,2,2,82,26,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569120194107924,0.0,0.0,0.1607926550244792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913577038569879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501159373311911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407340738424786,0.0,0.0,0.1366374875001212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800985025079507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707314975026848,0.0,0.0,0.08119153844485097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844898852098914,0.08389380350774059,0.1540381598113282,0.1825169317557364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853455626529184,0.16479626311342987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824781375989083,0.0,0.0,0.1700257266197415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437010215240787,0.0,0.0,0.17491323561483765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804109184562225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061844142415155,0.0,0.0,0.165097830929915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342303143097104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906409252191178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288996828953023,0.0,0.2549572074323235,0.09363256655144178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745695096836654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792762391384602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,adambarium,2019/01/26,"Driving I know posts about driving come up every once in a while but here’s another one I guess... I’m 19 and it’s always scared me. I have my permit but not my license, I never drive anywhere and it makes me feel really pathetic and useless when all my friends and peers my age either have their licenses or their very own cars and I still have my mom driving me around. Tomorrow I plan on practicing a little since I have the day off work and I’m nervous. Does anyone have any tips for someone with severe anxiety around driving? ",2.6211320754717,4.8164065849056605,3.7949433962264174,86.73449056603776,77.49056603773585,6.881509433962264,25.69433962264151,7.908726449838941,1.6032633962264151,422,16,82,7,10,137,73,106,0.193,0.77,0.037000000000000005,-0.9544,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,6,4,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,2,2,22,12,11,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,2,0,0,7,2,3,0,1,0,1,17,1,9,12,3,22,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,7,55,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213236195377418,0.0,0.0,0.1406786529649611,0.2169211692465063,0.15825493775108554,0.0,0.0,0.1446482719030981,0.0,0.0,0.3683162108668266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820013565744286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341399727486405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103327842752165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429684654409824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459965733024927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982720235873546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22789056145903194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369030882076644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733802640472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808729121583996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24228357330440806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595508507332903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030973442710228,0.14018042507295725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812421823540236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252618067023714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071128985344776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23370414883397145,0.0,0.17112495197214622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528022870966584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520660118249186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706893655422656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060378001395475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,s0angelic,2019/01/26,"Everytime I leave my house something embarrassing happens Really, EVERYTIME. It makes me even more anxious. I’m pretty sure I remember 90% of everything embarassing that has happened to me in the past year. Everything. And it just pops up in my mind at random times. I cringe about myself and I feel like these things only happen to me. Why? Always makes me look fucking dumb when really I‘m just always busy with myself, I cannot focus on my surroundings a lot of the time but I can’t change it.

For example. 10 minutes ago my long ass jacket got stuck in the fucking train door. I was shaking because people were laughing at me and I felt like the dumbest being to walk this fucking planet. For real, whose jacket gets stuck in the flipping train door? What the fuck",2.4447432950191583,5.302767868965521,3.5020114942528764,84.30274904214562,84.10344827586206,6.256704980842912,23.227969348659002,7.594959193182576,1.5171992337164752,611,22,106,11,18,196,99,145,0.177,0.74,0.083,-0.9328,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,5,2,7,0,6,5,1,2,1,17,24,5,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,6,3,19,4,17,17,2,18,0,0,1,5,1,9,6,2,9,68,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123722264189843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276050711822947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450972968475948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337294537501813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446831762621623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033445302707352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458378224297918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915437684718594,0.09770760453381327,0.13131942428907528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057619299448125,0.07145601393991065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938644351733832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628323957411179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781274583628818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481833202809438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363658125015546,0.0,0.0,0.12103601784613605,0.11485128299413952,0.0,0.0,0.1162758791778074,0.0,0.0,0.18258837205168774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809742396262273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401877846768708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056122380467527,0.094818213190701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914296266336632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567275163983965,0.17523509491531494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549323040603241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529124649160668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289029048083682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086306369838623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595018869328559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234125013816905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807457482082083
socialanxiety,PotentialBuddy,2019/01/26,Sat 30min in the car to gather some courage to go buy a gym card I decided to start going to the gym after I finally felt like I should try to become happier with my body and I sat in the car for 30 minutes to gather some courage to go buy the card. It was the most ridiculous thing ever but I’m so proud of myself for getting out of the car. ,4.712599999999998,3.5534772933333367,6.0398333333333305,85.15575000000003,69.4,9.1,29.416666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.7142666666666655,267,8,62,3,4,91,47,75,0.024,0.802,0.174,0.8943,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,7,0,2,1,1,0,1,11,11,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,2,6,0,1,0,0,4,1,6,4,16,6,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345544020216877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475317458762189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830118462346453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30040746922852346,0.3427374482598943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346340554763186,0.0,0.5334393838541003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285410892960682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145335873388985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078591431523138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124204587142737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,raider1995,2019/01/26,Help I am about to walk down the aisle of a wedding and im shitless scared and nervous sweat anxious. Any quick advice ?,0.213750000000001,2.5423928750000044,1.0083333333333364,98.52000000000002,99.41666666666666,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.2988833333333334,95,4,19,0,4,29,22,24,0.262,0.637,0.10099999999999999,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239839993874976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950543117525811,0.0,0.0,0.490162617672384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908216367513709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686664955999401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343910923528179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,phallicgod27,2019/01/26,I'm so ready to leave this world. I can't stand this life any longer. Every fucking day is the same. I don't belong here. Each breath I take I feel like is a waste of time. Treatment doesn't help. Nothing will change my mind. I need to find a way out soon. ,-1.3608928571428578,0.6569175535714287,-0.006428571428569896,107.57642857142858,96.67857142857142,2.8000000000000003,12.357142857142858,3.1291,-1.9878142857142849,197,3,51,0,8,61,45,56,0.126,0.772,0.102,-0.0589,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,6,3,1,0,0,7,11,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,10,2,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055892802374103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119912559533059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902020506513772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484868028236632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491228036639684,0.2106942841748044,0.0,0.0,0.2695558578207882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726531581165533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976818280218015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122827025350846,0.0,0.0,0.2083140569146024,0.14408532457842413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29778990107284864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868294838062335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829882300927641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221746691160659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197298026183175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340975209845793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,carolyn_o,2019/01/26,"Not sure if it’s social anxiety. Whenever I find myself in a group of people, a party for instance, I get this empty feeling like I’m missing something or possibly homesick. The more people who show up, the lonelier I feel. As if I can’t have a good time or relate to the people I’m with. 
And what makes it harder is that my boyfriend is a social butterfly and I feel like I put such a damper on his fun when I’m not enjoying myself. 
This happened a couple weeks ago at a party my friend had and I was wondering if it means I have social anxiety. 
I suffer from general anxiety on a day to day basis, which gives me horrible stomach aches and prevents me from leaving my home sometimes. 
Any advice on what it could be or how I can avoid it would be greatly appreciated. ",3.9574475524475514,4.953873089743592,5.825524475524478,78.55583916083916,71.30769230769229,8.74965034965035,29.566433566433567,9.095868883498916,2.5485076923076924,606,24,116,12,11,210,98,156,0.177,0.665,0.158,-0.0374,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,1,11,0,12,1,1,2,1,27,25,13,0,5,8,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,12,5,0,2,6,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,3,18,8,14,19,1,13,0,3,0,0,8,6,0,7,8,83,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336175142011975,0.1300481455193442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976674345733663,0.0,0.3366945753895255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713472034730853,0.16233005515731402,0.0,0.1892295633944458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225405267675863,0.20961702183317046,0.0,0.0,0.13408882057569374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334654660930912,0.0,0.07664908430423177,0.14073606635748542,0.0,0.12305204614186795,0.0,0.16174652991824973,0.0,0.0,0.12973375440381255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716048797440914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534301353213034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334862830420694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979289968100602,0.0,0.0,0.15980845762143364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305127398620736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539167867229815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748246403658766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486522178784974,0.0,0.11294329453668515,0.14509835981406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382709316255114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554684836241654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176806298875435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909900261450868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421743872960472,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,icedlattepls,2019/01/26,"It gets easier Hello friends, I wanted to share the progress Ive made since I first found out I had social anxiety because I feel like it can inspire other people to keep fighting it. Last night I made a big milestone so I’m a little proud of myself :) 
This is really personal but I think it’s worth it to share. I’m a senior in high school right now so i’m going to briefly talk about everything up until now. I want to show people in this reddit that things truly can get better. 
- When I was young I had severe social anxiety. Up until age eight I would barely speak. talking to anyone besides my parent and siblings seemed impossible to me. I would cry myself to sleep so many nights because I didn’t know what was wrong with me. My parent never recognized this, they thought I was just shy. 
-Things got slightly better in terms on talking to adults and teachers when aid entered middle school but in terms of everything else it got worse. People would try to talk to me and I wouldn’t even respond back because I felt paralyzed. Almost everything made my face burn red. I was an A student but I found myself skipping every group project or presentation because I would shake uncontrollably. I was isolated and I knew that my few friends only included me out of pity. Although I still deal with depression and anxiety I felt that it was the worse back when I was so little and afraid to admit I had a mental illness. 
-Flash forward to high school- things got a little better! I made a wider group of friends and gained confidence. I wasn’t terrified of social interactions anymore, however it was a rough time. I was still very introverted as I am today and missed out on a lot because of that. During the last two years I got into a car accident, my pet of 20 years got ran over, I lost all contact with my parent I haven’t seen in 11 years, and a few other things happened that I thought would break me. However I’m still here. I’m still strong and shit, I’m proud of myself for that. 
-The last month or two I feel like I’ve really made. some big milestones. I made plans with people I barely know and didn’t isolate myself as much. I danced at a wedding without fear of judgement (despite being an awful dancer) 
Last night I went to a party with people I don’t know well. And I had fun. 
This might sound dumb to people who’ve ever dealt with severe social anxiety but for me it was a huge step. 
For the first time I found that I didn’t care what other people thought. I didn’t care that they probably saw me as the quiet girl. I stopped analyzing my every step and flaws. I focused on what was going on around me and let myself have fun. I stated conversations, I even won a few games a beer pong. 
-The party isn’t the only thing, of course, but it was a huge reminder to me. The last year I’ve made so much progress. Even the people I work with have commented that I’ve seemed more outgoing lately. I can feel myself starting to beat this. And it feels good.
-Last thing: Maybe this whole rant was dumb but I had to get it off my chest. I also wanted to remind people of this subreddit that sometimes you really just have to put yourself in situations that scare you. It’s the best way to get past it.",2.5140066293231937,4.733048985893419,3.618169998458299,87.75075980266203,77.94984326018809,6.3152679993833205,22.68472172259623,7.394104333785973,0.9279168199804722,2535,78,500,34,61,818,270,638,0.141,0.6779999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.9814,5,0,1,0,2,0,63.0,0,2,2,17,27,36,4,5,30,1,44,6,4,7,3,84,103,38,0,9,11,3,7,2,3,7,1,3,1,3,44,27,1,2,21,4,1,12,11,14,1,5,50,13,79,22,69,44,13,90,0,4,3,0,37,32,3,8,47,331,123,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012354641672637,0.0,0.0,0.04002951993259293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531698737902073,0.0,0.049641797493243565,0.03500010468270072,0.0,0.0,0.04456017955510225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697947695215261,0.0,0.15256743050241506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253036203930261,0.13281057925594209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207023093012804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054983828772808066,0.0,0.05160522196402978,0.04311289538373419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041815108834882465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918394022561224,0.045278240428753384,0.08434816115874251,0.0,0.13496048887218828,0.0,0.0,0.056326571393503624,0.10123865036661908,0.07151959474247745,0.0961226309024892,0.0,0.0,0.08515469448129469,0.0,0.1646504525429604,0.1160187136721497,0.0,0.10460813532945958,0.0,0.0568956081936975,0.04198434075312482,0.2001705534591621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426408436794475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577317666458046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449180021992583,0.0,0.0,0.08252790008029483,0.24481242582443966,0.05646500243512626,0.0,0.0,0.051185337885182994,0.0,0.04890936677540643,0.1505068646875623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464170235715728,0.04255556052571205,0.0,0.33154735178116795,0.0,0.050748616562496685,0.050287671969354325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050444365729064966,0.0531011804687112,0.0,0.0,0.03995397691793586,0.0,0.07359338827142761,0.0,0.03860603659074556,0.0,0.0,0.1409216321891427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613922086322363,0.0,0.0,0.16674277150810995,0.0,0.04778382327631837,0.3123208368767331,0.04370670074449827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053968503630746165,0.0,0.0,0.05031979734886979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620087683655476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042747288669530266,0.0,0.0,0.05011448138627246,0.15197710222007152,0.0,0.09113764663390808,0.0,0.11309737152546345,0.05138144996217943,0.04140658684716005,0.05626469664030075,0.0500918430296896,0.2041019030634608,0.0,0.0,0.049506360699842725,0.0,0.0354296774283951,0.0,0.1598981656561791,0.041848801033455736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093148113686773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952867099058572,0.032073667174602194,0.0,0.11921588786876608,0.0583757547251635,0.0,0.04744694449080274,0.0,0.0,0.03398453008103645,0.0,0.0977942781629503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130118931669802,0.08857243460843686,0.0397318795253722,0.0,0.0,0.045006079819598435,0.046402129274403264,0.0,0.0558853940965445,0.0,0.04825190220232805,0.0,0.036441140960398515,0.0,0.10202205591759604,0.17779064214003693,0.05472804286566623,0.0,0.12893690165377505
socialanxiety,rupertonreddit,2019/01/26,"Remembering first bedroom? Anyone else, can you not remember your first bedroom? I can't for some reason. I can remember other areas of the house most rooms, just not my bedroom! It is bugging me. Any idea how I can get memory of it? No photos I dont think either. Moved house at about age 6 to 7. so had 7 years in it.

​",-0.4584260515603802,1.7201202537313485,2.1078426051560406,90.79899592944368,100.19402985074629,4.824423337856175,18.031207598371786,6.574015621080383,0.3093701492537315,255,8,52,4,11,87,52,67,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.4646,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,13,9,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,8,0,7,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899770156282901,0.2130530290923532,0.11923482697967178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259935185454306,0.1796529561739123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549306257080507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647114022540658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29828226073673514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160608022726104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40462954085629055,0.0,0.19793355722961514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635494250459225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802751158387656,0.0,0.0,0.5958661962649997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234854417872958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130530290923532,0.1129109520970868
socialanxiety,risingm_o_o_n,2019/01/26,"How many of you are lurkers?  I've been personally trying to slowly fight my anxiety and I noticed how it even affects how I use reddit (rarely commenting, and incredibly hesitant on posting), so I was wondering if I was alone. ",4.005714285714284,6.580721238095242,6.205000000000003,69.27750000000003,74.71428571428572,9.914285714285716,34.3095238095238,10.125756701596842,4.47512380952381,180,10,29,6,4,63,34,42,0.207,0.7929999999999999,0.0,-0.7645,0,1,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,9,6,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35564349836596026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26268873126173065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268026801414101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481386872812742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909463159448249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998307038349842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288680925857751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331360043226553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965745533551236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723865918551912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ClosedPort,2019/01/26,"Social anxiety with daily routines I have OCD on top of social anxiety, for years it has gotten much better to manage but I’m finding with big life changes recently I’m reverting back to my old self.

I have a lot of anxiety about changing any daily habits, most habits usually being the result of getting over it once then never straying from it again. 

For example I only go to 7-eleven on certain days, at certain times when I know one cashier that is friendly is working there. If I can’t see him through the window I’ll turn around and go back home.

I’m finding myself extremely lonely and isolated now that I live by myself and it’s kind of making me break down. 

Anyone else have this kind of problem and how did you deal with it? I’m all for just facing your fears and forcing yourself to do stuff, but I’m finding myself in a state where it feels physically impossible to even make the move to force myself. ",5.197833333333332,6.105438894444448,5.862222222222222,79.75000000000001,68.3888888888889,8.444444444444445,31.11111111111111,8.59863814320734,2.4526111111111097,731,29,135,11,12,238,120,180,0.106,0.8240000000000001,0.07,-0.7597,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,3,12,9,0,1,5,0,10,2,1,4,4,29,25,11,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,10,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,2,2,15,6,28,22,4,28,0,1,1,0,8,10,0,3,13,93,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989315728193789,0.0,0.30337302163630137,0.0,0.0,0.09242972961920776,0.13544340906587565,0.0,0.11767637226802828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329059885447376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691056395863195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279677193315273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525106821735415,0.13628121276540184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042707553718377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873096891255127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874954836497398,0.06683880780666036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624554742407197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212901201964457,0.0,0.06906337675363032,0.0,0.1502522843728264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259649892077816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753093229350679,0.07264770167228389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336910835525726,0.0,0.0,0.11672544428367587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238249110522038,0.0,0.0,0.17647457274123884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049615017001565,0.09717423763951652,0.0,0.10195242431704946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387102799007909,0.14077713420052546,0.08957479143669976,0.10053580784407334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648716728376352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052084157977148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533764068497477,0.0,0.13790211639576874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695003898694874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132495468318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708055839374288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378383984538548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558767694453573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623527805189314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512548080811345
socialanxiety,de-joip,2019/01/26,"So Im at this party rn My friend invited me to her bday party, but this year I know only one person here and the person is the one who invited me. So at the start I was just sitting there awkwardly, sometimes talk a bit, but it was fine in general. Then we went to take bday photos, but I of course didn’t. We went back to the living room, they wanted to start dancing, and Im just sitting awkwardly, now they’re playing Just Dance and Im writing this post. They don’t want to open any hard alcohol yet. 
Btw, I keep switching from reddit when anyone sits besides me, cuz Im to anxious they will se what Im writing, wish me luck. ",2.61840909090909,3.739910689393941,4.21860606060606,88.3279090909091,74.68181818181819,7.098181818181819,25.32121212121212,7.554174236665415,1.1577975757575758,489,16,106,6,10,164,83,132,0.073,0.7829999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.8236,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,3,0,11,6,0,2,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,22,16,11,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,6,6,1,1,1,3,0,4,2,2,0,2,5,1,15,4,11,10,1,21,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,8,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444515145211552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191762138593018,0.0,0.0,0.15269928319680795,0.0,0.09451131931316988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039344309501691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756643504344186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442903712791284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210823267810129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7300132176165217,0.0,0.0,0.1201418903035893,0.0,0.0,0.07428378464811937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935419244560448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318417138645934,0.102799952750096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360437483051375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945181443897508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368278485316692,0.0,0.1913426023695696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016281279648418,0.10864143649822823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944900213894436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506007622789609,0.0,0.0,0.15543440918805018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704257311460135
socialanxiety,url0nleystar,2019/01/26,"People think there's something wrong with me and I make them uncomfortable? I've always been socially awkward since I was a kid. I was even accessed for autism growing up. Anyways people tell me I'm so quiet and never talk. The other day I was smoking weed with a ""friend"" and they brought someone else. I thought I was acting normal but their friend kept glancing at me and said ""I feel like you're stuck in one place"" and would even look at my friend and say ""what the fuck"" under their breath. I said I was cold and then my friend said ""finally you say something"". 

TL:DR I have no social skills and am practically frozen and mute while hanging out with people :(",3.0405813953488376,5.285356565891476,3.2381589147286824,90.99351744186049,76.3643410852713,5.54031007751938,23.1531007751938,6.42735559955562,0.4948031007751941,523,16,104,4,12,160,86,129,0.13699999999999998,0.736,0.126,0.1154,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,4,1,5,8,1,1,4,0,9,2,1,1,1,22,22,13,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,6,0,1,2,13,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,13,10,20,5,10,8,0,16,0,0,2,1,19,7,1,0,6,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073549767347365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357801853618837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121310779554675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916754330056099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336732930925516,0.10366004763070116,0.0,0.1589508448438604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484181033598557,0.13414336068829547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088892642333279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184813579683612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685591737713777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191068982532801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216798594555946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832406406999564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017838951994143,0.0,0.15159946327911994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140722940803426,0.230779976006671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002888943250994,0.0,0.0,0.2958240055645792,0.12294344541246086,0.22341138498874386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662653472796453,0.12682450348550725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297474011093228,0.0,0.11519383519355905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307545225271372,0.1586449573887364,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lovelifepending,2019/01/26,"Staying calm during a public panic attack I work in public service job where I normally deal with violent  and aggressive people , which always leads to a panic attack. I don't like the thought of the people I'm dealing seeing me nervous;  therefore how would I stay calm during a panic attack and continue doing my job ?",13.836440677966099,8.808469677966102,13.315,52.143347457627144,55.61016949152543,14.511864406779662,46.44915254237289,11.20814326018867,5.627738983050845,257,10,35,4,2,87,42,59,0.40399999999999997,0.531,0.064,-0.9729,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,12,5,4,5,0,3,0,0,3,0,9,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,1,1,6,3,4,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,23,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706003967160673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211606550702191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148574768281613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030657323161236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460233301051114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496152356378944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374875992612158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117282513437866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216834774511292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255193702095811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212280857880116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111168649788271,0.0,0.0,0.10847490013101632,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,absolutedragon,2019/01/26,"Ruminating days afterwards Hi, just a quick vent/question regarding bad social situations and lingering feelings afterwards. How many days after do you begin to feel better about yourself (confidence) and stop replaying events in your head? Intentionally vague but it's a universal anxiety regarding crowds and sudden interactions with people (who manage to burst comfort bubble) compounded with alienation etc etc

​",12.769375000000005,15.0566621875,11.115625000000005,43.86687500000002,52.125,15.15,47.25,13.816669648895859,8.246762499999999,356,20,36,14,4,111,55,64,0.14300000000000002,0.78,0.077,-0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,12,4,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,7,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,10,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24589172098961135,0.2757595481343439,0.0,0.0,0.1736101209555681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948721300341445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007118863803386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29271782016035197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062009657381932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294975363053529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232908115188322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008371664026486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573331097482594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550924812441929,0.0,0.23133893892634716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973379632642245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757595481343439,0.0
socialanxiety,account258,2019/01/26,I was too scared to help a girl at gas station because her car battery died So this happened yesterday night when I was filling up my gas. I was about to leave and her car wouldn't start. I wanted to help her because I love working on cars. I even the had jumper cables in my trunk but I was just too scared. I feel really bad for not helping. ,2.1016666666666666,3.619701388888892,3.184444444444445,93.605,76.77777777777777,5.911111111111111,24.5,6.42735559955562,0.56515,268,9,60,2,6,86,51,72,0.22,0.6970000000000001,0.083,-0.8865,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,2,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,11,4,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,5,1,13,1,9,5,0,12,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,40,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002054825200983,0.2923341540288191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488527869154701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837179427055773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212394869947214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120358128689624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821565078312616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25389138161588193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164099448715397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250163856221447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536085926849663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801212969375222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971683839133472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142789003887046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456199661064642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,undecided9,2019/01/26,hate it I have such fear of the world. I fear social interaction. I fear every damn thing. I can't even talk to anyone without feeling anxiety all over my body. I sometimes want to kill myself because of this. It makes me feel weak as fuck and even ashamed of how much of a pussy I can be. FML,-0.01290983606557461,2.29604498360656,1.6985040983606583,96.46611680327871,90.96721311475409,4.361475409836066,19.100409836065573,5.985473137389443,-0.2112475409836065,228,7,51,2,8,74,48,61,0.419,0.544,0.037000000000000005,-0.983,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,4,4,2,0,4,3,1,2,1,8,10,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,0,2,9,0,9,9,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010181876308204,0.0,0.0,0.13719615325837065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960915412799272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179475544596865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591926545615532,0.0,0.16531726619543974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6623799264155841,0.19842159783931124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139504475562912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371895501322609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217079761045936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097318702412974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442385653932059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001365872242696,0.0,0.0,0.1940589124351071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770795794978884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035468690180646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573105683702245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914158770589407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nertje,2019/01/26,"Tricking social anxiety?! Lately I'm using this trick to get less involved in the feeling of anxiety. Hopefully you can learn something from it. And if you have tricks yourself that can be of help, please share!

The trick is: write down every bad thought that has past your consciousness during the day. Don't make up big stories around thoughts. Just write them down as they come in mind, like a thought-list or a thought-diary.

Why this helps?
- it helps me to distance myself from the thought. It give me the sense of: ""this is what I think, but it is not who I am"".
- it helps me to stop fighting negative thoughts. What I tend to do is to come up with arguments why a negative thought is not true. However, you can never win this battle, and it can even make things worse. By writing down the thought, I can let it go more easily, without proving it is not true.
- if you can accept every thought that comes in mind, you can more easily accept yourself
- when you apply this trick more often you'll start to experience social interactions as a little experiments. Social interactions become a way to discover thoughts that enter your awareness, so you can add them to the thoughts-list. It is truly helpful to read this list the next day, when you are feeling comfortable.
- after doing this a couple of times I started to see patterns: If I'm in situation X, it is likely thoughts Y and Z tend to come in mind. It gets you prepared for the next negative-thought-invasion ;-).

By the way: I'm using Google Keep. 

What's your opinion? Please share! I'm happy to learn from all of you!",4.2285077519379834,6.043184933554818,4.551083887043191,84.77165351605761,71.75747508305649,7.541583610188261,28.820736434108525,8.212053250817874,1.9800729789590257,1239,49,237,19,24,389,146,301,0.133,0.6890000000000001,0.177,0.9233,1,0,1,0,2,0,54.0,0,14,3,1,7,20,7,0,16,0,26,0,0,4,5,57,61,13,0,4,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,27,10,0,2,18,1,0,6,8,8,0,0,9,3,26,12,39,49,5,35,0,0,1,0,36,13,0,7,16,158,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137229481197328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480085582733698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077878879859915,0.0,0.0803937187173741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508175520588231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054363842471353,0.0,0.09389042293208344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807883237992307,0.0,0.12266182688491448,0.0,0.0,0.14241028076868195,0.0,0.0,0.07361226157593301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606226863907115,0.069829304444138,0.04136971776796046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748908691546941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439567603949482,0.0,0.0,0.07229948638937382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470141638421588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211323470014803,0.0,0.0,0.07443537557270648,0.0,0.07112558469609123,0.07295731852234348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717926483448283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204993557709884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614214835216812,0.0,0.15483153309308886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948878289816286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598088531335584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281230871160531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800628567705631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182194352804183,0.0,0.22260869670888744,0.0,0.05603930750126908,0.0,0.0,0.1030459680355396,0.0,0.0,0.060857881395259425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048360175577436715,0.04664256524965922,0.0,0.6934704158953343,0.04244595627223146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573888659535382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555877119790288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136801671315868,0.0,0.0,0.07016947842728792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418188843415087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway_skdjnsnjkj,2019/01/26,"Piercing anxiety Long story short, I'm wanting to get my nose pierced in a few days and have no idea what to say when I get to the store. I may just be over thinking things, but what am I supposed to say say? Do I need an appointment? Because I'm terrified of phonecalls and have been considered just bailing.. pls help :(",5.042031250000001,5.410031640625,5.215624999999998,86.166875,68.53125,8.9,34.75,8.841846274778883,2.73348125,251,12,53,4,4,79,48,64,0.182,0.746,0.07200000000000001,-0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,0,0,10,14,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,7,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21713343419151648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302352903228865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305046154751112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965847409336788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024899960343555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204158099953127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511855477044069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104604787201532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6771523128736899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856774063893394,0.181870372506172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674135731379747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PupperinoSuprimo,2019/01/26,"One of the biggest things that will help you overcome social anxiety is being willing to feel discomfort and being willing to experience any emotion. Quick background : early 30s,  suffered from intense generalized & social anxiety all my life but didnt realize what it was til my early 20s, have now been on a hardcore mission for the last 8yrs to overcome it and have made immense progress.

If theres one thing I've learned in my battle, it's that to overcome your anxiety, you will need to face your fears at some point as part of the process. And yes, that will cause extreme discomfort at times. 

A big part of overcoming S.A. is to rewire your beliefs about the world and build your social confidence. Some of that can be done through books and introspection, but it's early impossible to really solidify those brain changes without real life practice. 

If you can learn to be in that discomfort and still do the things anyway, you can give yourself a huge boost of confidence by being proud of yourself for facing something that is difficult - even if it didnt go perfect. Secondly, if you repeat the scary activity, over time you will help your brain realize that, although uncomfortable, you are not going to die (unless your scary activity is actually potentially life threatening?). 

Anyone who has ever improved an area of their life or a skill has had to face discomfort. Whether it's an athlete training hard for an event, a new guitarist getting blisters on their fingers while they build calluses or a doctor staying up studying all night so they can ace their test. I think we anxiety sufferers often see discomfort as a thing to avoid and a sign that something is wrong when in reality it is a sign of growth. 



",11.525074956991887,9.08212970607029,10.350159744408947,63.74069304497422,57.05111821086264,13.592430572622266,45.8021626935365,11.95083700844419,5.492450675841732,1390,68,229,31,13,439,179,313,0.175,0.7040000000000001,0.121,-0.9515,0,1,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,13,5,5,11,14,1,7,18,1,33,11,6,2,4,42,42,24,1,5,12,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,22,8,0,1,7,1,0,3,4,12,0,3,7,4,23,2,40,24,6,36,1,2,1,0,26,15,0,9,17,174,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.1098084626100988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192111751351473,0.0,0.07652106389720216,0.0,0.3443261915996529,0.0,0.0,0.07868030737878698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512309023740053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559448149398792,0.11903684900701712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678349783908044,0.0,0.0,0.1151744145219598,0.0,0.1151524517160846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657581906021312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432190060322448,0.1017855776947362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100713370962297,0.0,0.12662224844786046,0.0568961736091334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587898258923759,0.10794452292599188,0.1279014443461294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080056821237593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508466757618626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172313953836952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31791979378670715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647416133365613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343608549942681,0.0,0.10867763769096532,0.0,0.1055973730886428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525001133870174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437078727291282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637278161530532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807842839917433,0.07208658972335487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966809685363081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441161236918905,0.0,0.17325494966562735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199369997763602,0.0898628513913461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29902724209430864,0.0721016698361453,0.0,0.0,0.13122881679593099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847037548338527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302875302651188,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lysecro,2019/01/26,"Romance and nostalgia I am so unbelievably lonely, yet I always dream of a miracle. Me laying in the grass, watching the stars, listening to music or talking.

But I know that will never happen. I feel like I am too romantic and nostalgic to ever find someone equal.

I don't leave the house, I just listen to sad music and think of good times that have long passed.

I cry a lot.

Might end it soon, this is not bearable for my 18 year old small heart.

Thanks for reading.",1.907608695652172,4.374768456521739,3.3893043478260867,87.1491739130435,81.82608695652175,6.288695652173913,22.243478260869566,7.554174236665415,1.0933486956521734,366,12,71,6,10,120,73,92,0.113,0.6970000000000001,0.19,0.7695,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,0,2,15,14,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,10,4,8,12,2,12,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,3,10,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751423801619294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475429750195078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959851947570614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038473963989421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394676061148727,0.1609943655242313,0.0,0.0,0.20597129377839699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901791392528566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992815592422764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267047935253585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600305575883554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384975948959985,0.0,0.0,0.2386194564116247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009755439122773,0.0,0.0,0.1994329611465884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158960536715447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390670945194935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380843358277226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236473204368448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254169762675395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909434004898134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113260982389706,0.0,0.2074775196578622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443990200281041,0.0,0.0,0.13140689104595854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512187009136468
socialanxiety,fence-sitter_,2019/01/26,"Highly highly recommend reading ""How to Be Yourself"" by Ellen Hendriksen ^[This](https://www.amazon.com/How-Be-Yourself-Critic-Anxiety/dp/1250161703) book has helped me understand my social anxiety and how to fight it more than my therapy sessions, the author does a fantastic job of explaining what our brains are doing and gives relatable examples of how people have overcome it. 

Personally I'm listening to the audiobook which has been fantastic, if you end up reading it I recommend taking notes from each chapter since it's a lot of actionable information! Of course nothing will replace having a personalised CBT plan by a professional, but I feel like I fully understand why CBT works because of this read and it's made me push myself a lot more than I otherwise would have. 

For example I went to dinner with some old friends last night after dodging their invitations for a long time after realising avoidance is never going to help me, something I learn't from Ellen! ",15.105948103792414,11.373548227544914,13.141646706586824,50.41769960079843,51.75449101796407,17.12135728542914,52.38423153692614,14.790194502661405,7.6470566866267475,802,41,113,25,6,253,115,167,0.069,0.8290000000000001,0.102,0.7557,1,1,1,0,1,0,27.0,1,1,1,2,4,4,1,1,8,0,12,2,1,4,1,22,23,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,8,5,1,1,5,4,0,4,1,2,0,0,3,2,15,2,22,17,6,16,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,4,10,80,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481101060264284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148755142292553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753923750134225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133627262654438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329265902178391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588510372842178,0.1072173887343148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595165929963942,0.0,0.0,0.14397068905595006,0.08529408706724476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011913088552407,0.31713613146004344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893152946024474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233546680981615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332164855225916,0.0,0.0,0.13281633336708892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551857902506834,0.0,0.14200959861919746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575117134109658,0.0,0.0,0.1408401848836134,0.0,0.1440060853664104,0.0,0.15748401750249402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404677579872876,0.13104431983684114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503627097711002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414796627801307,0.0,0.0,0.1529879549860721,0.0,0.11553913903911542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284169990579908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162989055500766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875130236624445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31247774826069064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912593186322314,0.13542411768713195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926023813030533,0.0,0.0,0.10661273157539412,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hellojoe000,2019/01/26,Anyone tried hypnotherapy? Has anyone tried hypnotherapy for social anxiety? If so did it help at all? Thanks.,4.108333333333333,6.696841499999998,5.176111111111112,65.96750000000003,106.22222222222223,8.466666666666667,21.166666666666668,8.07648339933343,3.0840666666666667,89,3,12,3,4,29,15,18,0.07400000000000001,0.649,0.27699999999999997,0.6911,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29508865671815165,0.0,0.0,0.5394342174602307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25855217527408964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932115037915873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551358963979097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523781815974928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,capacitor15,2019/01/26,"How do I talk to a girl in my college class and minimize getting anxious with a shaky voice? So basically, I was commuting to college for a few years and unfortunately due to lack of social interaction with new people my social skills have seriously fallen off the deep end.

Now that I am dorming at college I am now realizing how much more of an issue it is then I previously thought. I’m having trouble making friends due to the fact I get very nervous when I don’t know people yet. It’s been a week and I’ve made one friend so far which isn’t too horrible.

Now to the point, there is a girl I think is nice in one of my math courses and she always smiles at me when we see each other but I haven’t gotten the guts to talk to her.

Now I know nothing will likely come out of this but I would like some advice as to how I could potentially start a conversation with her to get to know her as well as how to stay calm and not get all anxious and shit.

Sorry if this post sounds weird but I would appreciate some advice. 
",4.052823290453624,4.6407992417061665,5.443307379823967,82.88062796208534,70.80094786729858,8.303452945159107,26.91976980365606,8.418075326091056,1.6010566012186862,804,25,173,12,14,271,125,211,0.121,0.7859999999999999,0.092,-0.2492,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,16,13,1,2,11,0,17,2,2,6,2,39,33,22,0,5,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,1,2,7,13,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,6,1,2,5,3,22,7,28,24,8,28,0,0,1,0,15,9,1,4,17,123,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777006049826448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823162413016368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32104620849876275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223993630242114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134486094885814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585101473495014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195592914727827,0.0,0.2969480614152659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830675173727445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342695418892037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388375923465587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344505419046738,0.0948472705938238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445370195804968,0.0,0.0,0.13723298777326326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634075726813016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925699402426524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970168992179951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432252438474526,0.0,0.13608450982495218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322863746962993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585502275632134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28968905838431946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905995363084433,0.10057319151895144,0.15145077840829274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22841574985431484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104658313600948,0.0,0.11280488743708718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724048099234702,0.0,0.0,0.113977339809212,0.0,0.12775744555850807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018756432469983,0.0,0.0,0.0915023551237052
socialanxiety,coughDroppings,2019/01/26,"can SA lead to anorexia? after experiencing severe bursts of anxiety, a form of coping for me is just to stop eating for a day or so. i have no idea why, i just go into a fast for a while. i’m kinda worried that if i continue this it’ll lead to full on anorexia. has there ever been anyone who has experienced the same thing?",2.893970588235294,3.900165161764708,5.331647058823531,81.0604117647059,73.8529411764706,7.792941176470588,23.894117647058824,8.238735603445708,1.3236258823529412,253,7,53,4,5,90,53,68,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.8498,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,2,1,12,9,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,11,7,3,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,7,43,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520090484195692,0.0,0.0,0.2303414596463977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245172489955289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33708378209151985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979835656244334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872196891640064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718804691509784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721562246101261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754138595266069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188551802627112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972546174121759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345468459808804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wooden_Football,2019/01/26,Isolation is ruining my life I'm so so so so so alone I feel weird offensive and out of place I don't feel good or likeable I'm so timid Nd subdued around most people I don't feel accepted really anywhere I have nobody to invite to anything Nd nobody seems to want me around. I need to put more effort into making friends and letting go of harmful thoughts but it's so hard to do alone. I don't want to self pity or be weak I want to take responsibility. Drunk at train station right now. I'm so sad and tired I need to be hugged maybe and should go to therapy. Crying subtly at train station. ,-0.09515232974910504,2.238218427419355,2.132150537634409,92.04600358422941,94.56451612903228,5.0136200716845885,19.7921146953405,6.691623216298621,0.4056125448028681,471,16,100,7,18,158,73,124,0.309,0.602,0.08900000000000001,-0.9855,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,11,12,1,1,0,0,10,5,0,1,0,25,27,15,0,6,3,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,6,1,0,3,3,8,0,0,1,4,10,4,17,22,2,12,0,3,0,1,2,8,0,4,1,56,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36149543208598506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361320567236718,0.31071552407132186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916995100015782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647241939356329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483195003790838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836487300730704,0.14637717543041665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633358962233992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784561826787036,0.12326701985933805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649192675158294,0.0,0.17532649673194076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588053417056111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098860646613685,0.0,0.18233386302176616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543850092752294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180051397469516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903717101449973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887436899499224,0.18206003270079246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121559911940536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957621105294904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385475681299934,0.0,0.20058243535297196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088052013300533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smallgloom,2019/01/26,"Dealing with the public Lately I’ve been spending a lot of time in my apartment hiding away from everyone except for the few times I have to go to class. I hate dealing with the 'public' it’s not that I can’t, it’s just that I -hate- it. I don’t want to talk to any body except my few select friends. I want to get a coffee from Starbucks but don’t -want- to talk to any body to get it. I have to go to the bank to get a new debit card and the whole process seems painful having to talk to a stranger about that. I never want to leave my house, I’ll starve before I go outside to get food. ... 

as you can tell I’m doing, great. ",0.44455923638405537,2.121337554744525,2.2148905109489045,97.95306007860754,82.21167883211679,4.507355418304324,18.567658618753512,4.713530739802397,-0.6991006176305445,483,11,116,1,13,159,76,137,0.08900000000000001,0.815,0.096,-0.2448,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,9,0,9,4,2,0,1,15,24,3,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,1,0,3,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,13,2,27,23,4,11,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,5,74,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102554231159585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196009924179058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951505155857947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120229619985416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28960149317865463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420874078739567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983617364466158,0.0,0.10851354261377168,0.0,0.29352332028687395,0.0,0.23946781635326714,0.0,0.0,0.15484979024029807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773362715096188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620637598831397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843696040050909,0.14871931455286252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940801145949036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083259156426331,0.13565026163873578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945176138466454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278630221199582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386721013609946,0.1227620032316213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379840150306865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33137097811472505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681061878309413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThatChick23,2019/01/26,"Unpopular opinion. What if this whole obligation / advice of ""calming yourself down, relax"" is NOT actually the way?

For alot of us, it can feel so taxing and even more stressful due to our Inability to calm down.

So going in there with whatever anxiety you have, is  probably a lot better than a false sense of ""calm"". ",5.9593103448275855,7.300125793103452,7.1546551724137935,69.59336206896553,66.93103448275862,10.627586206896552,33.46551724137931,10.686352973137794,3.9766413793103457,248,11,42,7,4,84,50,58,0.11800000000000001,0.723,0.159,0.4228,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,11,6,4,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,1,35,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.29680126681368724,0.0,0.0,0.2972065936968472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326697948289793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268991192257752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008846470181732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378465377484696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285239136815087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585728718406156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279193318182532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483966241449828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658485185287046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414158353358675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33956659639712994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xYennefer,2019/01/26,"Why do people take advantage of my genuine nature? Throughout my entire childhood and life, I've always been horribly picked on by people, this isn't the problem though. Whenever I converse with them, they always find a way to destroy any jokes I make and turn it into something serious that attacks me. For example, I make a joke about intelligence, and my friend randomly says ""a famous philosopher said people who talk about intelligence are stupid"". This was suddenly said in front of a group of friends. It's so unexpected that I'm left stuttering and looking like an absolute fucking idiot, because I don't know how to respond to such a rude unnecessary comment. Yes there are thousands of ways I could responded to that to make THEM seem like the idiot, but it's impossible when I'm left speechless and unable to think clearly, just purely offended and hurt. It makes it worse that I have social anxiety, so even talking to people in the first place is already hard, yet everytime I do, people always make me regret it and try to hurt me.

What the hell do I do?",9.861987716359579,8.123754216080401,9.45845896147404,66.63242322724739,59.6030150753769,12.462534896705751,41.20658849804578,11.20814326018867,4.6826812953657155,855,38,144,18,9,277,125,199,0.21100000000000002,0.684,0.105,-0.981,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,2,12,22,9,0,10,1,13,2,0,7,2,28,29,13,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,14,9,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,15,0,2,4,5,17,7,21,24,0,15,1,3,1,1,17,7,2,2,7,95,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309427406791786,0.0,0.2962004386565327,0.0,0.0,0.08069193234955971,0.0,0.09077352151058046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499131332915704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233319499103946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473925481081287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837290113507382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845183137959244,0.10093096377179236,0.0,0.0,0.18335071495975547,0.10969798455958236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629481892615994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540530193112417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652116757931339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25784588130350683,0.0,0.0838120942989167,0.11594121865340518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964335805120096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960277599437131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41131474200502505,0.0,0.12397300542273446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354027663682545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257430452987481,0.0943620993045894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802235351421502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095752271401275,0.0,0.09134920481781447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921651695184828,0.19074661228376616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603165414067449,0.1165814942475624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805614157928531,0.12906650771398578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837138304061185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707095073372064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092327372514462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hypercafspazz,2019/01/26,"My shrink and I are working on something that seems to be working We got to this idea of finding my happy place. Seriously, just like happy Gilmore. When I get all irritated I work on going to my happy place. Then the anxiety passes. So far so great. 

Any thoughts or insights y’all? ",1.5098441558441529,4.16675894545455,3.136103896103897,86.57272727272729,86.81818181818181,5.324675324675325,26.038961038961038,6.868970318607317,1.3552597402597404,222,10,42,3,7,73,42,55,0.09300000000000001,0.627,0.28,0.941,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,5,6,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,27,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030913674835926,0.0,0.14658986200021146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751385065935953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011428319806656,0.0,0.10890286904532846,0.0,0.1532571547236492,0.2112632923084533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.611953695125255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631725922259654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361654676225156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40040719924150703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444494419819473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751953108387064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212600335799975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185080284258821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bitchofbelair,2019/01/26,"Held hostage by my poop So one day at school I had diarrhea. I believe it was food poisoning but Anyways in the middle of class I went to the restroom to relieve myself. I figured that since class was in session, no one was going to be in there. I went to a stall and there were two other people in the stalls next to me. I didn’t want to shit when people were there because I didn’t want them to hear the sound of my cascading feces hit the toilet water so I just held it in until they left. When the last person left, another person came in. I eventually stayed in the stall, nervously holding my shit in, for about 45 minutes. I was sweating and wanted to just scream so badly but for some reason I couldn’t let people know I shit. 

At this point the bell had rung and more people were going into the bathroom since it was break. I couldn’t hold it in anymore so I completely let go and dropped a mudslide, letting about 10 people hear it. Someone walked in and said “damn it smells who died in here?” I was mortified and felt super hot. I waited until the people who had been in the bathroom while I shit left to leave the bathroom myself. I realized if I just shit like a normal person I would have been less embarrassed and wouldn’t have missed my lesson in class.

TL;DR: I held my diarrhea in the bathroom for 45 min so people wouldn’t hear me then shit when a bunch of people came in",3.0158486770849464,4.6691232384341665,3.99827015317964,88.15747949868485,74.62277580071174,6.4527928206715135,23.249419774098715,7.079830092131019,0.7842958687915824,1094,31,221,11,23,353,133,281,0.213,0.7390000000000001,0.048,-0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,18,16,8,2,17,0,27,11,8,1,0,38,49,22,1,10,6,0,2,1,0,3,1,6,0,3,11,10,2,6,6,0,0,8,7,13,0,3,25,9,32,3,38,14,4,45,0,1,0,0,11,23,7,2,12,161,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639456378986375,0.0,0.0,0.08171012678162946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879337516100957,0.0502250309964964,0.0,0.0,0.09282689043635096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846761812880328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638581238967484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313563511602541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550926235708918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910866199693062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996280045232092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047478919727913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785832779656466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528015717333319,0.06715998534150512,0.0,0.0872405932434694,0.2685554823561678,0.25275235743798835,0.0,0.04025227491582672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762418561944614,0.0,0.08072607589422433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166108608139796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569585661261594,0.2158229701206382,0.0,0.0,0.07788650159571309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471207857707487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837308616588581,0.0,0.0,0.08338449262100721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074415113036607,0.13631003032621786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698099634671918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781826687817318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048442311441466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578974224690353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527553012747007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852848463767635,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Einiahs,2019/01/26,Just realized that I'm too anxious and awkward to have lived this long haha I can't even order over the counter without stuttering and shaking. This sucks. ,2.8215517241379287,5.867884172413793,3.106465517241382,85.70383620689658,86.58620689655174,5.658620689655173,31.38793103448276,7.1686216300943375,2.4344413793103445,127,7,21,2,4,39,26,29,0.187,0.614,0.19899999999999998,0.0976,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509415567970872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221091919886929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306319140443423,0.43158299633765895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701077975412742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RagingRaegan,2019/01/26,"Being alone I don't know why but I honestly like being alone a lot. I probably see friends maybe 1-2 times every two weeks and I don't mind it. I see the same co-workers every single day but if it weren't for them I wouldn't see anyone for weeks, and I love it. I walk around downtown for miles with nothing but a pair of headphones and honestly I prefer that to being around someone. Now keep in mind I love what I do and I like the people I work with. But whenever I'm at work I don't really talk to people, I'm not rude or anti social. Like if someone asks me about something I'll talk to them but I don't really care to talk to people, especially coworkers. I have plenty of genuine friends and family but I have just spent so much time by myself at this point I almost always prefer it.i don't find it too hard to be in social places with people but I never ask people to hangout. I want to make new friends (I use the term VERY lightly) but I never care to hang with people. Even people that I went to Barber school with or co-workers from the bar will ask to hangout I will just outright tell them no, unless I have a friend with me I don't hang with coworkers. Is anyone else like this? ",1.1229761904761872,3.1267292817460297,3.044374603174603,91.1895142857143,81.57936507936508,5.619301587301588,19.206984126984125,6.742157984588678,0.15378869841269838,937,23,201,10,25,314,121,252,0.061,0.723,0.21600000000000005,0.9925,0,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,2,9,15,1,0,7,0,19,3,0,2,2,46,38,19,0,6,16,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,9,14,1,1,4,3,1,4,12,1,0,1,3,5,32,14,33,28,5,23,0,0,3,2,18,9,0,6,14,132,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922750508287285,0.18457537011837147,0.0,0.0,0.07414392627390146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461097594780784,0.0913003611442437,0.0,0.1586477387170598,0.2499082540654588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817004721375584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746646049341055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443722766712077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058854145827604634,0.0,0.1501525034950673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400188197129431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144192452802854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753745123518926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982211559346475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792021437841603,0.0,0.0,0.048970721017165306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413216280707422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757553438366716,0.1608445811033069,0.0,0.0594794251531823,0.0,0.08951967342745856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994476428338746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550368933854372,0.0,0.13744918595707392,0.08605982200334307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855002976520656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324276432156136,0.0,0.09309755328899963,0.0,0.08423464887822728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607211133848476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416808852729925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901807542246354,0.21301954896771327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816661518880649,0.15099966336617274,0.06859870368097626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486181013234792,0.07788319771194817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391768587463514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704431425615028,0.0,0.0,0.07695959325099815,0.0,0.07352237307882517,0.05255745003569444,0.0,0.14295206619856704,0.0,0.0,0.08260281886810576,0.0804049519300308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594830033163488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,derphud,2019/01/26,Who wants to stay up all night and talk until we fall asleep? 🥺 I’m really in need of ranting and maybe even listening to a good rant 👁👄👁,-1.5337499999999975,0.3452831250000017,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,92.75,5.7,14.25,7.1686216300943375,-0.3786500000000004,108,2,28,2,4,38,29,32,0.079,0.825,0.096,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26698957872045104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390482801460047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061025703371808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997308348786901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793417273521642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895958076181785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308545500502976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324904124502319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23842485939316066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,odieatos33,2019/01/26,"Entrepreneurs and social anxiety I’ve been struggling with SA for a long time now. I did make some strides the last couple years. I feel like I’m in a rut again. The last few months I’ve been boggled down creating a business proposal. It’s now complete and I’m supposed to be ready to go sell in 10 days. I want to lock the door and hide. 
I do understand this is between natural anxiety as it’s a huge change in my life, but my SA just terrifies me to start.  
I am wondering if there are any others here that are entrepreneurs, and how did make the fear manageable?
Tia. ",2.0736755485893426,4.1525840948275885,3.2727272727272734,90.38136363636364,78.74137931034483,7.321630094043888,26.062695924764892,8.296473431620573,1.6958724137931034,449,18,96,9,11,145,80,116,0.129,0.7509999999999999,0.12,-0.4678,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,8,0,10,1,0,3,0,16,20,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,8,1,12,15,2,17,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,12,58,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628444546725275,0.0,0.3291222274802161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22756138715678886,0.0,0.2255422407667385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238018815473424,0.0,0.13873030625182356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420623087898445,0.10876776643881626,0.15367701067878953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225386650249072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35069216031578004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194091132746335,0.1050935104889914,0.0,0.0,0.19036853370631784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28717964518206496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170141300677758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928095684535345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225832685754215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248831655710844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543431649163442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394056982369548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687941934587862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332812374677636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385259360297295
socialanxiety,new_user_96,2019/01/26,"How do SSRIs help your social anxiety? I just want to understand how the SSRIS help the anxiety?

My doctor suggested me to try Zoloft, I am debating whether to take it or not. I don't have depression and i'm usually happy and in a good mood, but my mood changes immediately when I step my foot outside.

When I'm at home I'm motivated and excited to go to class and talk to every person I see, then I come back home without a single word spoken, I just lose the motivation and happiness and get anxiety and fear. Will the SSRIs keep my positive emotions or some of it at least?

If lets say Zoloft helps me be more social and makes therapy easier, lets say after a few months of taking it with therapy I feel like a confident person, if I withdraw will the symptoms come back?

Will my brain change it's way of thinking after a continuous exposure? 

​

You probably will tell me that I have to try out to know and that's fair, I just want to see if someone had a similar experience.

​

Thanks",2.739465709728865,5.027897651515153,4.80350345560872,79.18490430622012,77.53535353535355,8.814885699096227,27.08771929824561,9.414487439383343,2.7830060606060605,797,33,151,23,19,274,112,198,0.065,0.693,0.242,0.9903,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,3,9,11,0,1,11,0,13,6,2,5,0,39,33,21,0,5,12,0,1,1,0,4,4,2,2,2,6,13,0,1,6,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,5,21,6,20,25,5,19,0,2,2,0,14,4,0,6,11,103,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223722230279486,0.2508971871081628,0.0,0.0,0.23693626184091002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877125230246705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525062052521368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184296690221878,0.17786522009875566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892095220022556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567109871319312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613174615326408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698463348164752,0.0,0.0,0.1009890883844792,0.0,0.11617434454133177,0.05220153454053263,0.07375508428360755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393893705463727,0.0,0.058673995466601125,0.08659329242533552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980301436383046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759993481820024,0.0,0.20711742011882384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917649627900111,0.0,0.0,0.0567383176418377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111409564553598,0.0,0.05043812792517815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549979061519065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891388256897914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240563850112198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029136819223635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131079666428154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642020910696529,0.0,0.0,0.16453873637425895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048152072301285,0.08747540046303777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730648298881866,0.1552481213263144,0.08298085998581481,0.09023680923941514,0.09505004662424836,0.2361291800314022,0.0,0.0,0.0661523889855648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018714113193606,0.0,0.0,0.1074770749958725,0.0,0.0,0.1137049028265099,0.0,0.12178792685225046,0.08194755950985573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952022593504466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508971871081628,0.0
socialanxiety,Jxe7,2019/01/26,"Nervousness (A lot) Hey guys, I get really nervous in situations where I talk to people I don’t know. How do I overcome this, any techniques/remedies? Please, I really need some advice. 


Thanks. ",2.390285714285717,5.339798885714289,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,88.7142857142857,7.371428571428572,24.142857142857146,8.238735603445708,2.394542857142857,151,6,25,4,5,50,29,35,0.136,0.71,0.154,0.1548,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040435039846003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115866328460902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625583946779198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30807862890341264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099502393308813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26452105591564384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307071999469115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570607808421488,0.0,0.0,0.3415395186801773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986499407120739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497356580950993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500834485229735,0.0,0.2864569425542817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aaaaa53662,2019/01/26,"ordered fast food face to face i stuttered a bit in the beginning and didnt get exactly what i wanted because i didnt speak up to say i meant to get something else, but i saved it at the end and spoke clearly like a regular person. ",8.410408163265307,4.95099544897959,8.895612244897956,74.92260204081633,63.89795918367346,12.248979591836735,40.826530612244895,10.125756701596842,3.9209918367346934,183,8,39,3,2,62,36,49,0.03,0.7509999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.8765,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,2,3,2,0,2,8,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,5,2,6,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21321788332782604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38186064624137106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921897867564593,0.0,0.3097943464812281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229459260283099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654830706719066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708810265797749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30540758893613024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27815288793184195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26927172368574714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630470262900408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anna_eli,2019/01/26,"challenge ideas recently I've started assigning myself weekly social challenges and I couldn't find many ideas online, so I figured it could be helpful to make a post with some ideas of (small, beginner) challenges other people can use. Feel free to comment when you accomplish any of these or to add more ideas!

* make eye contact with someone as you speak to them for a full sentence
* compliment someone
* use a public bathroom, wash your hands while someone else is at the sinks
* raise your hand in class to answer/ask a question
* wear an article of clothing that you like but that you're afraid will call attention to you
* each time you walk into a new room, take note of 3 sights, 2 sounds, and 1 feel (helps me stay present)
* exercise in public (go to a gym, run around your neighborhood, etc)
* message/text someone new
* make small talk with a cashier

​

​",3.764382352941176,6.632899350000002,3.346838235294122,87.83080882352941,77.375,6.014705882352942,28.161764705882355,7.285733465282438,1.7255845588235297,696,30,122,9,17,207,115,160,0.0,0.888,0.11199999999999999,0.8671,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,8,1,4,3,7,0,1,9,0,6,6,4,5,0,29,16,8,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,5,9,0,0,10,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,8,13,7,21,12,5,24,0,0,2,0,20,9,0,3,11,66,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444209445787913,0.2741101203422161,0.07670267095384425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040911159464032,0.1054456284671984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151736080077882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005551951199292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422354154008324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579329398980948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406241002443045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309017140170236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410249610082384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151204679419864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093153701978513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510464854054502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258693235499129,0.11435374710275108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787112356538996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819601884809473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802389985268578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635325420808002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136884571662056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497760425334125,0.3822743941337193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983501121827269,0.1202216456555802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480581570114085,0.09065822450614576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577013074388682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948327647026626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904752257024943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741101203422161,0.0
socialanxiety,imonsubway,2019/01/26,"I think I'm only capable of posting here when I'm drunk, so here we go I don't really feel that much anxiety on daily basis anymore. But what I do feel is that every human interaction I'm having to go through is like this huge inconvenient, sad, awkward burden. I really like this bakery next to where I live but I won't go there because it'd mean interacting with a clerk. Things like this really fucking with my life. I went out to see a movie tonight by myself and that's when I felt the actual anxiety, but it started as soon as I left the house and ended when I got home. It's kind of like thinking that everyone that sees me is gonna judge me for everything I do, for being out by myself, for driving the car in certain manner, for not knowing where to park. It's insane. Anyone feels/has felt similar and knows what's that all about? ",5.297687861271676,5.056700416184974,6.640236994219656,78.26856358381507,67.95953757225432,9.925780346820812,29.438728323699426,9.642632912329526,2.4942652023121394,664,21,135,13,10,227,105,173,0.091,0.81,0.099,0.5127,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,0,11,10,1,1,5,0,10,3,0,0,2,23,32,12,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,16,8,1,0,9,1,0,6,3,4,0,0,4,6,17,6,22,24,2,23,0,1,2,1,4,8,1,0,12,88,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.1498600863651816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23495799679000534,0.0,0.15229805976132266,0.10737822367016417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361354673529183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601554935267882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938755179705405,0.14674067851659944,0.1380168973029321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529705613288386,0.0,0.29489847114410633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197101905436252,0.0,0.0,0.2618284744227853,0.0,0.12282225242681713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404109238070535,0.0,0.0,0.17719670081605154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599173024653091,0.16879376779370744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685193750185173,0.0,0.10846952644088607,0.3001020124246349,0.0,0.1356032406015737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672804278004443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289005244547773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633211694025658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679528335759815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707556709982236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951385249806746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447474159874223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086961271103952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202366753123517,0.19680017754341675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423589518136914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rainrunnerr,2019/01/26,"social anxiety at work I have bad social anxiety when interacting or being around people at work. My heart rate goes up, headache, jittery, voice quivers, dizzy, etc. I started a new job and just interacting with people I get really nervous. I am normally an outgoing guy but when around people I can't stand its hard for me to adjust. What medication as worked best fir you guys thats not sedating? ",4.095984555984554,6.6678670540540566,5.435559845559848,74.92121621621625,74.4054054054054,9.093436293436293,28.138996138996138,9.606745405546679,3.1382185328185326,318,13,54,9,7,106,61,74,0.10800000000000001,0.774,0.11800000000000001,0.5786,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,4,5,3,0,1,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,10,6,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,8,1,9,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,35,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26629627260653865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098836456170134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453248757954746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265523452605525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941122868067267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093418905832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446746671070095,0.0,0.0,0.1559150378126734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625064985033895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271823913350845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533754163544146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809903248043892,0.0,0.0,0.17053251022103275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619940512651305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150119053717417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548450793407624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319382141368365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801324542674136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pottedjay,2019/01/26,"Back and Forth with my brain  Brain: Let's make some new friends.  
 Me: I'd love to! We're gonna have to be social though.   
Brain: oh...Let's just be sad instead.   
Me: Wait. No.   
Brain: Too late, sadness covers me like a blanket.  
Me: ...  why are you like this. ",-2.6922327044025174,-1.8648619999999991,-0.9542924528301864,109.77095125786171,121.83018867924528,1.7666666666666668,11.963836477987421,3.1291,-2.1191748427672947,186,4,48,0,12,58,42,53,0.135,0.6579999999999999,0.207,0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,5,5,4,1,0,6,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,5,1,3,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477988581167652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7826840312134666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542128023264574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977240397539371,0.0,0.0,0.3584723756793014,0.0,0.17126639800912152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581974955159189,0.0,0.1170010954601757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928700006039232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867639712554498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221220223662642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816338897036314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lailled,2019/01/22,"Do I have social anxiety?  15/M

For years I've constantly been wondering what is wrong with me and I think I've finally figured it out. I have social anxiety - i think. I think the ""constantly wondering what is wrong with me"" is social anxiety itself. 

For years now I've been insanely self conscious about my image as soon as I wake up to until I fall asleep. It's eating me alive. I'm always thinking about myself from a 3rd person view. ""How does my hair look? What does my facial expression look like rn? How do I look when I'm walking?""

The walking bit seems to be a common symptom just by skimming through this sub. I'm so conscious about walking normally that I walk like an idiot. I end up kind of lunging and I have no balance. I've been told I walk like I've ""shat myself""

Another thing. I posted a story on Instagram yesterday. For the 24 hours, I was looking at it at every option I had to see who had seen it. I was making insane assumptions on what people thought of me by shit like the time of day in which they viewed my story  (Instagram prioritizes stories based on who's profile you look at the most) and whether or not they looked at the 2nd story that I posted or just swiped past. Just making crazy reasoning in my head as to what someone thinks of me purely from a little counter telling me how many and who viewed my story. Nobody said anything to me about my stories but for some reason I've already made these really unrealistic assumptions about what they think of me all in my head. 

This goes for real life too. I have this constant  voice in my head thinking that everyone thinks I'm an idiot or whatever else that's negative despite no one saying anything to prove that. 

I think it stems from being bullied in primary school and to an extent at high school as well. Constantly getting words thrown at me seems to have stuck inside my head even after I stopped getting bullied.

My dad also left me at a young age and never told me why so I think that from a kid I was judging and blaming myself for things because I had no answer as to why he left so I blamed myself",3.6111312645687614,5.244323800480772,4.700402097902099,83.81581002331005,73.01442307692308,7.542424242424243,27.02913752913753,8.199878495009871,1.8052573717948717,1655,60,319,26,33,542,198,416,0.14300000000000002,0.8290000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.9937,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,3,0,21,11,3,0,15,0,21,13,10,8,4,57,57,26,0,1,9,1,1,4,0,0,2,3,0,3,28,10,1,1,22,0,0,6,6,5,1,1,16,15,54,6,59,39,5,53,0,0,11,0,21,22,1,10,27,215,82,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761337900349081,0.05624466926674127,0.058522060322471016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374948910114948,0.16141192001801016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157548864840987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287388249439355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678459339648229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040166745133188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04535847825337057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123096439510372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196744298871205,0.05875356413794521,0.0,0.062293491526891225,0.0,0.0,0.046453783141006386,0.0,0.05925794807956819,0.06720547214879169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704553432510401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349138815708561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887246884256198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430987617150972,0.0,0.0,0.06926309194192465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732402080022172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528323754818152,0.0,0.049677743158254316,0.13744312512170004,0.07049138436651227,0.0,0.0,0.35436822263663553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655006882990826,0.09389463659913276,0.07130585525654097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424456159860679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891066512958259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476589480271717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714008414296889,0.048759521597573005,0.06141140169190892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471769421287955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005349015035856,0.04505663578573963,0.1446265191164421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690206895509067,0.055931022513390036,0.0,0.14235996942389442,0.056045691674959736,0.1280556649518943,0.07337186827599128,0.0,0.07219503667380606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150845935795845,0.05959228120414847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058800904365077934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310213014686195,0.0,0.0,0.06147348034642638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345123405589796,0.4506606138281967,0.0,0.0558359447045653,0.04101129645374379,0.0,0.0,0.13441094429758338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323713296358542,0.0,0.12692781954092336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525446345860978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537945334232764,0.0,0.09058331703711203
socialanxiety,MeronMochi,2019/01/22,"Started working in retail this Monday... It's exhausting, the people and customers are friendly (so far), but I feel sorry for the people that have to train me. Every time I ask a question I feel like a right pain in the ass, I know it's not a problem because I am learning but I am distracting others from their work ;-;",4.98595238095238,5.466718666666669,5.91123015873016,80.73446428571428,68.68253968253968,7.56984126984127,31.62301587301588,7.1686216300943375,2.043796825396826,248,10,46,2,4,82,47,63,0.222,0.6579999999999999,0.12,-0.7884,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,1,6,0,1,6,0,4,3,1,0,0,10,9,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,2,5,9,0,7,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,4,33,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430495924654317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584836036107623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904741553222987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26291106302891154,0.1857323523481267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086270235285075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428802001414822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701486600648035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27664090527358143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36047981864626655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487692158295517,0.0,0.0,0.2912411580107195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202459367071226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910303809790811,0.18401774661630876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159854141011192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785423481324404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlexJay7,2019/01/22,"New Years Resolutions(or nah) New Years Resolutions aren’t usually something I’m into, I normally aim by birthdays(mines in May), but this year I’m kinda of going for it. I’m going to do a couple constructive things that are just going to be different. 

1. I’ve purchased a 49 key keyboard using a reward from my life insurance, I’ve been wanting to learn an instrument for a long time. I’m a half decent singer, and I’d like to see myself do something to accompany it.

2. Attend singing lessons at least 5 times. Not cheap, but I want to hone what I can already do.

3. Post a video on social media of the combined skills by the year end. This is a big one and where the anxiety really comes into play, it’s a big step but you can’t get far taking small steps every time.

A couple other things to help me; I want to do things that give me nervous anxiety.

1. The thought of getting tattooed gets me anxious but I want one so bad, taking the step to get one will hopefully inspire me to do more. I have all the ideas for tattoos I want written on the notes in my phone. I’ll do it.

2. I get the same feeling about getting a piercing. I’m going to get my ear(s) pierced. It’ll be a few moments pain for not much, but pushing through the anxiety of it is the toughest part.

3. Make more phone calls to people I wouldn’t normally. Just simple things like phoning to make appointments and get taxi’s. It’s baby steps those kind of things, the big things to overcome will arise to be done when I’m ready.

Keep my head up, and push through the fear. I can do this. So can you.",1.2502144035184202,3.4857072274143306,2.9063890415979508,91.04099092908191,82.64485981308411,5.77024005864028,23.148341579622503,7.048011613610866,0.8074587868792373,1224,44,259,16,34,403,166,321,0.099,0.802,0.099,0.733,2,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,0,3,9,11,0,2,24,0,26,3,1,3,1,39,62,12,0,9,9,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,21,7,0,1,6,3,2,12,5,4,0,4,4,2,21,7,38,50,8,41,0,0,1,0,9,14,0,3,16,158,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379061440831636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158525059286723,0.10625392776281974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853092424009647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603935987973512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101894825548035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813729566452585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982661149150453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624960622860873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330367576090834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924431224000525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583657899821593,0.04755638481146402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39311347752046255,0.09022489466206053,0.21381157710367246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965262471216366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304222327272375,0.0,0.0,0.09341656193669763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061751971150463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359926429486371,0.0,0.09794247184626652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643292111508049,0.0918997896093323,0.0,0.0,0.08323457896898538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556317154844218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914030322493273,0.0,0.0,0.18167533001209613,0.0,0.0,0.1843053443856228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119969628838168,0.0,0.10007978511224136,0.0,0.0,0.101851008968635,0.0,0.06520500421248321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900774610869446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025321885758018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494863448248403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587591900611207,0.0,0.14481429126310802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143337861683727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749106581008713,0.0,0.0,0.07466814460809597,0.16453043449213411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812322125237991,0.10358688037358324,0.0,0.27737659274551263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422700377470309
socialanxiety,Unknown-girl7,2019/01/22,"I hate eye contact and because of that some people think I’m sexually attracted to them. I usually always look down. When I walk, when I talk to someone, when I’m sitting. Ect. When I try to force myself to make eye contact I break and look down and then try to force myself to look into their eyes again. As a result I look like I’m looking up and down at the person and some people seem to perceive that as sexual. 
(I can tell because they start to cover themselves up or look uncomfortable)
Once I’m aware of this I become more nervous and want to avoid eye contact even more! Which makes it freaking worse! 


I hate it. I don’t want everyone to think I’m checking them out. I just want to be able to interact with people normally. This problem makes me not want to interact with people at all. What’s the point if everyone I interact with just thinks I’m being creepy? 


I just want to be normal.",2.597852209944751,4.518413270718233,4.0119302486187856,86.44784012430941,76.51381215469613,6.955939226519338,24.572168508287287,7.865858978985527,1.346781491712707,706,24,142,11,16,233,93,181,0.11800000000000001,0.809,0.073,-0.9013,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,0,9,8,2,2,3,0,5,4,4,4,1,38,32,15,0,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,0,10,21,2,30,29,5,21,0,0,10,0,13,10,0,5,9,91,29,0,0.1138110674832968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946999253606281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875634076336205,0.12569538235385208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517113669497617,0.0,0.0,0.2175027044928762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472973352335412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560233875326627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5734357958170202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279093139075694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230213635119388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120507247828965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156090561724181,0.09937543422889812,0.0,0.0,0.10758824575971687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089018210611144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360932139203564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643174814772376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055605934702703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914770249564598,0.09947588940626023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877660966142348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454048813296284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534681172634932,0.0,0.3356435817236432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598320091699264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alem117,2019/01/22,"Severe stuttering and very socially anxious Greetings everyone,  glad to have find this community.

I'm 22 years old, male, university student. I suffer from a severe levels of stuttering, I can't finish a sentence without stuttering. I talk extremely fast and I'm very self conscious and shy. 

I used to slightly stutter when I was younger, but the stuttering started to fully manifest when I entered uni, I tried reading, talking a lot more, joining some students clubs ( I even have a managerial position in one of them), but really nothing helped. 

Everytime I talk I stutter, this depresses me deeply inside, knowing what I need and have to say but I don't even try to speak it because I'm afraid of the inevitable (which is I will stutter and feel deeply embarrassed)

If anyone has solved their stuttering problems, or have advice. Please do share it with me. I would undeniably appreciate it",5.488005390835582,8.108826484276731,6.056895777178799,71.86599056603775,70.32075471698113,9.32273135669362,36.51437556154538,9.784248007369934,4.336807367475292,717,40,110,19,14,232,104,159,0.213,0.691,0.09699999999999999,-0.9204,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,4,15,0,2,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,22,20,12,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,7,6,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,13,0,1,1,3,18,2,12,17,3,10,0,2,0,0,12,2,0,4,7,73,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073449360605208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185823144859251,0.0,0.1150129208984867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026956190638246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167214845288675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172838200530079,0.0,0.0,0.1571740849677451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316941472064078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033785831973415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025196370722576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903975852825054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984070507519444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196479934205486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782941905170245,0.0,0.17260111563413394,0.0,0.11146044075267628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805569955025041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739155167298047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453120636040106,0.0,0.10537438805086813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308064210216323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159549497875515,0.371646289718502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767347015872594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164245285684807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966245217950583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335133596982612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206369131823615,0.0,0.27143749785655075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855930322233674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684662801051585,0.0,0.0,0.10592403797960086
socialanxiety,shadaras99,2019/01/22,Rhythm to a conversation I always feel like everyone else can sync up and speak to each other in a sort of rhythm without speaking over each other. I also seem to feel like my natural rhythm is completely different making my anxiety even worse,6.7940000000000005,8.098055066666667,7.304444444444448,69.41000000000001,65.0,11.333333333333336,32.77777777777778,11.20814326018867,4.193444444444445,198,8,32,6,3,65,34,45,0.099,0.745,0.155,0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,6,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,8,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833037794735236,0.2271707472910372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088560922731382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28625153281025273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852430645971015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280693980643048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803241473811568,0.0,0.0,0.2608779876505101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760896562667325,0.3900846219755079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26676314258132205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822399505871048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854303609336945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631771767998459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782260949539673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lexloooser,2019/01/22,"First therapy appt next Friday and I’m so nervous. Hi everyone, it’s my first time posing here bc I’m always too scared to lol. Anyway I have my first therapy appointment in years next Friday and I signed up for an appointment on a whim because I just had a panic attack and felt really alone and I wanted help. And I desperately need help. But I’m already terrified that I’m going to cancel. I need help so badly. I have so many issues that I need to talk about but that’s what scares me; I’ve never shared these issues with anyone really except my boyfriend, and I’m scared I’m just gonna cry so much she won’t be able to understand me. A lot of the time in the past when I had therapy I would lie about my situation just so they wouldn’t worry about me! I know it’s stupid. How do I get over my social anxiety just for ONE HOUR so I can get some real help finally? And how do I keep myself from feeling like my therapist is judging me or something? I need this so badly but I don’t know how I’m gonna do it.",0.757348135735235,2.740953534562216,3.265113112693758,89.22156577293677,82.77880184331795,6.7104315039798905,19.08022622538752,7.84624498591911,0.6700525345622124,795,20,175,15,22,276,115,217,0.21899999999999997,0.71,0.07200000000000001,-0.9857,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,21,11,2,5,6,1,14,0,0,3,1,38,37,22,0,7,9,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,9,0,4,3,2,29,2,18,28,3,19,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,14,113,38,0,0.10569598015597552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946915920180386,0.11663814239916387,0.0,0.0879475226182051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085713551670153,0.0,0.0,0.0739050868790049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024443619454518,0.0,0.0,0.17650345701239806,0.06443128846846337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610207110046708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099703854075527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053443063375723916,0.07550922934248434,0.1014847162928374,0.11578477988217685,0.0,0.2697148401775689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104435743815875,0.0,0.06006946128745942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283383150091639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408924961977536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206382852101723,0.0,0.09394744359956646,0.0,0.0,0.11617549301008526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051637716994031135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985894260459157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107159134238087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769870694998894,0.31348892006701695,0.08151925584677801,0.0,0.22481774798126253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162233158715565,0.0,0.0,0.12401145924190413,0.0,0.0,0.10089877280832256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030516521240008,0.13542310277633948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31746034484685576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880671018328562,0.0,0.10774374116037187,0.0,0.08136992936245199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495442515680351,0.0,0.0,0.3626176944131034,0.1227211794780464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232643520270119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003324291131536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234222758441189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733939845336353,0.0,0.07508339173698496,0.0,0.0,0.06806474584161629
socialanxiety,boredomstrikes318,2019/01/22,"College x Social Anxiety Has anyone else started to experience social anxiety when they started college? For me, that's when everything went downhill. ",9.10125,12.35781329166667,9.248333333333337,50.13,61.91666666666666,11.466666666666667,49.5,11.20814326018867,7.58515,125,9,12,4,2,41,19,24,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,8,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185586871505967,0.0,0.0,0.19128562952516145,0.2803035113803469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22853158553828745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24586595105909306,0.2676027294576282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577377749112062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872667360400026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536009703407906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Terashkal,2019/01/22,"How does SA appear in your dreams? I used to have a recurring dream where I was in a foreign country, I couldn't understand the language, didn't know how to get home, and couldn't talk to anyone. I felt totally lost and alone. Sometimes it was funny as I could explore those places/cities in my dreams before they got too vivid and I woke up. I don't have those dreams now

So what's your story?",2.4397883597883587,4.217994777777779,3.053721340388009,93.77888888888893,76.53086419753086,6.110052910052911,21.447971781305114,6.868970318607317,0.312211992945326,311,8,68,3,7,97,56,81,0.063,0.764,0.17300000000000001,0.8178,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,3,1,15,18,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,7,2,11,0,8,8,1,9,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,1,2,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057138798831555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639430336019216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511734988930853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567445233387094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583109835635704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834157729258724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421756172492196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23607964781229876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960861417154609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222130951959632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222200674729588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919371505078023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372517256668725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072891931555973,0.0,0.2549377615431948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tothedmond,2019/01/22,"I need help with this situation This might be a bit long, but im not sure what to do. So basically yesterday i was going home on the bus and i saw this girl who i used to be friends in elementary school, when we were like 12 or something. And i not so secretly had a childish crush on him. So back to yesterday she sits in a seat close to me and as she about to get off she looks at me(and look back) and smiles cutely, then she gets of the bus. Im now 19 and she is 18 and i havent seen her in years and we havent talked in ages. And i dont know what to do, i was think writing her on FB something along the line like"" hey i think i saw u on the bus the other day, was that you? "" or something like this. But my anxiety kicks in and i think this would be super creepy and i should just forget this and not see her for years again. What do think i should do? ",0.7693947368421057,2.0085948210526325,2.518092105263161,98.15976973684214,79.73684210526315,6.223684210526316,18.71710526315789,6.9077264865688965,-0.26660526315789523,656,13,173,7,16,217,102,190,0.061,0.7929999999999999,0.146,0.9619,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,0,1,10,7,0,0,8,0,20,0,0,1,1,39,36,21,0,4,8,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,1,12,16,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,6,27,7,23,21,1,27,0,0,6,0,20,12,0,3,16,118,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937830319216855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399866008052075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036686887715358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063974523062627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289017366069416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056432799302222,0.0,0.1630600246211866,0.0,0.08868716800737211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045974464560513,0.0,0.15653150334535815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33712291304631664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576134400156264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287153630686637,0.0,0.0,0.13809989503919146,0.2620864501138821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554505569517933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157095632562192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579315665511314,0.1243521464705012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754074439923091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604061918375659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707586998534775,0.0,0.0,0.1254275835902009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39996376516689774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477763884067975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085388872850588,0.0,0.0,0.20098297605657825
socialanxiety,musicislife7777,2019/01/22,"Can't find ANYTHING to say I'm 23 and have developed the reputation of being extremely quiet and I hate it. My family has noticed it and is constantly trying to figure out what's wrong with me. I wish that I knew. Man, conversation is just so hard for me. I sometimes think of things to say, but end up backing out of saying it because I'm afraid of how I'd say it or how I'd come across. I don't know how I became like this but it's so frustrating. 
   Does anyone have some really practical tips on how to overcome this and become a better conversationalist? Any good books to recommend?",2.3837127578304056,4.440125705882359,4.593796791443854,81.3957219251337,77.65546218487395,8.024751718869366,23.423223834988537,8.841846274778883,1.8017831932773103,465,15,93,11,11,161,80,119,0.09,0.7659999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.7567,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,2,1,2,0,8,0,0,4,0,23,16,13,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,10,8,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,6,9,3,16,14,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253470597314592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288840573616094,0.0,0.15168345360305238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173425212741902,0.0,0.11236257515598562,0.20357205687027288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302014398937692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877933558242896,0.0,0.19918942752118726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130371372043453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325689945001745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376484362029265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846935982439756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460274279092684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511865101164244,0.18198239758906906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129998852202614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005169684702592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098547971637623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808306899691362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5863293319921489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823017585246465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245708458288725,0.11810777131680344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514431496933634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196421185678005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153003197940347,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tehehewllett,2019/01/22,"Worried About Failure Hi, I’m a female w S/A about to be a senior in high school next year, but I’m really scared of failing. In freshman and sophomore year I was so anxious I couldn’t leave the house to go to school, which effected my performance dramatically. I’m still taking some freshman level classes, and the fact that everyone my age is so far ahead brings tears to my eyes. I have straight As this year but I still worry everyday that I won’t have enough credits to pass. How do I stop worrying so much?  ",3.5731310679611634,5.078043242718451,4.668143203883496,84.52609830097089,72.88349514563106,7.868446601941748,28.408980582524272,8.472884824447931,2.004204854368932,406,16,82,7,8,133,70,103,0.27,0.68,0.05,-0.9736,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,1,4,0,8,1,1,2,1,10,14,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,9,1,12,10,3,20,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,1,11,50,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238227814937276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510414276180606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118023379654232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181193999139172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927598556659864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670868487388394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189688144645877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169181011204598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052219360627629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476454522650407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935488286648044,0.3626075685518267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861300364537425,0.1497728121659084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469435894516765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5457897653725473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460895272221804
socialanxiety,eaglessoar,2019/01/22,Is anyone else hyper judgmental of others? I think a lot of my anxiety comes from projecting my hyper judgmentality on others. Like I judge every thing every person every tiny thing they do and almost entirely in negative lights. I just realized I do this and wonder/assume it's tied to anxiety. Is it a symptom or a cause? Anyone else with similar experiences?,4.051103896103896,6.985948742424245,6.502294372294376,65.23772727272731,76.72727272727272,9.832034632034633,26.095238095238088,9.957137785484203,3.7140329004329016,291,11,42,10,7,103,47,66,0.121,0.8390000000000001,0.04,-0.6315,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,11,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,7,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,34,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064146148436373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912855402525584,0.0,0.0,0.2662409819664781,0.3901405573634005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955761821995802,0.0,0.1639984303987424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180817811306961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812186447202972,0.0,0.0,0.1862314844156576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301170636268832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185714764589682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662354302968946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788123582569625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252964525756864,0.12198998719070635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646266223592424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wh0even-am-I,2019/01/22,"I’ve struggled with social anxiety my entire life but I’m starting to conquer it. I wrote a poem about it called “Inside Out” What a thrill it is to feel
Inside out 
Like stepping from a mountain side  
Snapping terror’s gripping ties

A hot wind’s memory shocks my bones
A soft landing’s place unknown 
I must create my own.
A safe home 

If I burn in my mind’s lies 
One jump ignites a thousand fires
They scald the parts that did not hide 
As I tumble down 
Toward my demise 

Yet I know my home survives 
For once, I let my trembling insides shine 
",0.9103896103896076,3.418414272727276,2.1706493506493523,93.49454545454547,88.0909090909091,3.8701298701298703,21.493506493506494,5.288315135182226,0.0323506493506498,430,15,85,2,14,137,82,110,0.12300000000000001,0.742,0.135,0.335,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,2,7,0,3,8,0,4,2,1,1,1,13,9,3,0,2,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,2,6,14,3,12,5,2,12,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,3,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942867894295648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593323456166427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841515018059765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5095063745477647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957558231001185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597021128893943,0.17938692303356835,0.12407719101266593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564378748853622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704703662974848,0.1720970297377638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750253759743268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26534518875870233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588910108849309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976167526301354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655051806744933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bllenahs,2019/01/22,I don’t want to go to college I’m terrified of talking in front of the whole class. I really want to make my mom proud by going to college but my anxiety doesn’t let me. The last time I spoke in front of people alone was in school and that was 4 years ago. I’ve been avoiding it so much that I’d rather get a bad grade. I don’t know what to do because I do want to go to college.,1.7365517241379322,2.0285352413793127,3.7638505747126447,93.90370689655177,75.89655172413794,7.179310344827586,23.69540229885057,7.1686216300943375,0.5527333333333329,294,8,76,3,6,101,55,87,0.174,0.758,0.068,-0.9022,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,9,20,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,4,1,8,1,14,15,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,44,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046837144150484,0.0,0.0,0.2391483678988809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664200705287933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279637288165874,0.1407577950831753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063854674166564,0.0,0.3936865980941292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268995749386916,0.18821872813076168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361164266049441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541311545503046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043362610112603,0.0,0.0,0.1697420450694126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008073797100894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479239186676348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23368860292552185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855930224565241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346428017823273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40858198108130783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577976447685991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869551386128171
socialanxiety,fucklilbitch,2019/01/22,"""clamped mouth"" when a school. I always get this thing, especially around girls, where it just feels like there is a clamp holding my mouth shut. I wanna talk but my mouth won't open. Unless I'm talked to first then I'll just reply with one or two word answers.",3.6382692307692284,5.103433211538466,3.3223076923076924,94.39769230769234,72.65384615384616,5.9692307692307685,20.69230769230769,5.985473137389443,-0.1614,205,4,45,1,4,61,44,52,0.0,0.9620000000000001,0.038,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,13,5,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781460776844265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975782945095169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902100269417694,0.23880827276695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28433669933811045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746464602138086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331134766376146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651542661483695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383071861819509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373599945931559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207945229703935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265410373014068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Darby_Dabb,2019/01/22,"I want to better understand my boyfriend and whether he has anxiety based on his sexual kinks (that are important part of him overall). He wants to be totally dominated by me and is into ""smol femme"" and stag roleplays. He is often antsy, insecure, reserved idk what exactly Please just ask me specific question about him so you might understand whether he has anxiety.

So, he is into stag/vixen relationship. He is into being dominated.

Sorry that I can't express myself but maybe with quick questions I can describe him so you can understand whether he actually has anxiety and what should I do. ",6.342453271028037,8.309012719626168,7.160829439252336,67.54535630841123,66.66355140186916,11.331308411214955,37.67406542056075,11.20814326018867,5.114290654205608,479,26,75,16,8,159,70,107,0.085,0.857,0.057999999999999996,-0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,7,2,0,1,0,0,16,0,0,0,2,25,22,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,14,1,10,18,2,5,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,4,1,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.17538619466186753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124686228522219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801911235780936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895262885539105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055845483082172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066038891134235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946252383064033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972846648647409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40266745855976976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295796222999745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118802004662895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613018551989102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201355199274693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KaDeCh,2019/01/22,"First day of community college Like most people, I had my first day of college ever. The last time I was in an official school was May of 2015, when I graduated high school. So, it’s been awhile.

I was trying to find my classes and I wasn’t nervous. The first class was cancelled. I went to my second class and as soon as I entered the room, the teacher said she’s cancelling the class. So, I sat down in this commons area until 10:40am for my next class at 11am. There was only a few people who were there, so, it wasn’t bad. 

I get in the next class at 10:40am. Only 3 people are in the room. But, slowly, more people started entering the room. I was getting a little more nervous. Twenty minutes later, the last student came in and the teacher was right behind them. She introduced herself then said the dreaded “Tell me about yourself” and told us to ask her a question for her to answer. My mind was racing trying to find something to say. 

When it was my turn, I said “I know how to ride a RipStik, which is like a two-wheeled skateboard.” As soon as I said that, I heard someone, behind me, mock me. I wish I could have said something in that moment but the teacher was still talking as the person mocked me. I didn’t even get to ask her a question. 

By the end of class, I was thinking I should say something to him, but, then I hesitated because I didn’t know if it was that person or a different person, so, I just let it go. I just stared at the guy, who, *I thought*, mocked me for about 3 seconds while simultaneously putting on my stuff. Then, I drove home. ",2.7051208791208796,4.3244994253968265,3.781984126984128,89.52645604395607,75.38095238095238,5.862026862026862,26.083638583638574,6.297961479604792,0.8274224664224668,1209,44,253,8,26,391,152,315,0.075,0.907,0.019,-0.9206,1,0,3,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,1,3,18,9,3,3,23,0,26,0,0,1,1,29,50,26,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,8,4,4,13,5,0,0,9,0,0,8,4,7,0,5,31,9,46,2,38,15,4,52,0,0,1,0,30,18,0,6,28,184,59,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656091990448092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884613906871442,0.057564406011651935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800417913900554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539565934902458,0.0,0.0,0.12180067240652365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866054471288133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363804790961676,0.0,0.0,0.06237094188649241,0.0854184607734052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261688094976158,0.24096948759528156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800927254911858,0.0,0.05366744854318743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350177176283672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997717872453406,0.09472223084715566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379387727919938,0.15394812455983073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656233844154644,0.0,0.09226866565035742,0.09464490813324287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534863073854692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085738514686088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363842298281568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26186692082702245,0.2473611430828524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492947595288156,0.21156919561481052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064376101658136,0.4491286578552781,0.1501910207935402,0.0,0.19113890795392804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001128124668247,0.21809334078049367,0.0,0.0,0.06683891606595918,0.0,0.07541290839433921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810117466977402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590025185677257,0.08253706395901361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060507724140119415,0.0,0.07496785464759456,0.05506361408804628,0.0,0.0,0.0902330943665692,0.0,0.12822522351315432,0.1027140699850775,0.0922455978194407,0.0,0.11358915191935448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875387033969425,0.0,0.0,0.10859126301016883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lonelyvirgin1999,2019/01/22,"Positive of being a virgin. (Sorry if this doesn't fit the sub but I couldn't post in r/foreveralone so this was my 2nd choice)

STD rates are ramping up exponentially, and as not only a gay man, but a furry (two groups in which HIV is common) I'm comfortable being a virgin over having AIDs.",0.9856416464891034,3.410976813559323,3.297142857142859,86.43593220338984,85.94915254237291,5.405326876513318,16.90314769975787,6.868970318607317,0.12324019370460038,228,5,45,3,7,78,49,59,0.027999999999999997,0.85,0.122,0.7347,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,8,5,0,0,0,6,9,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,6,5,0,7,0,0,0,5,2,5,0,1,1,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952280733777307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976946958365197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5817215739241967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076364547404735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,someotherasianchick,2019/01/22,"Wanting to be alone, but also surrounded by people at the same time I live in my sorority house and usually sit at an empty table for meals because I feel like some girls wouldn’t want me to sit with them. Then I get lonely when no one sits with me because they think I want to be by myself. The struggles of being an extroverted introvert ",8.604803921568633,6.240342029411767,8.867647058823529,71.85774509803925,62.529411764705884,12.007843137254904,35.90196078431373,10.504223727775694,3.5536901960784317,270,9,52,5,3,90,53,68,0.175,0.742,0.083,-0.7814,0,3,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,10,5,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,10,1,12,6,2,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796660288777901,0.0,0.21594010268393926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292113086981228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365335169680054,0.1929069928718967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410777066690873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31157433836789994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192131333916282,0.0,0.23843835566012506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297695168209596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720238269452827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822903375476593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302208457151128,0.0,0.0,0.1574546296187335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973960519753389,0.0,0.4778058956619976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,psychphotog,2019/01/22,searching for youtubes I am searching for youtube channels of individuals who suffer from social anxiety disorder. Do you guys have any recommendations? ,10.53217391304348,14.349038086956526,9.41673913043478,48.03206521739133,59.43478260869566,11.556521739130435,50.6304347826087,11.20814326018867,7.4978000000000025,128,9,14,4,2,40,21,23,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249063670741759,0.0,0.3654999234962946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475765706380304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730767097324723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870359171106953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toxicmainadc,2019/01/22,"I feel like my 2019 it's gonna be even lonelier. I'm going to a new school, my friends are making friendships that I feel like are more important than mine, and I basically feel like I'll end up alone, can someone help me to not freak the fuck out?

I actually don't know if this has to do with social anxiety tho, I'm sorry if it's not, I felt like it was the right subreddit, idk.",2.340522088353413,3.100305240963859,4.448373493975903,87.808624497992,74.90361445783131,8.424899598393575,24.676706827309236,8.841846274778883,1.445885140562249,297,9,71,6,6,103,59,83,0.098,0.614,0.28800000000000003,0.9513,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,13,19,4,0,2,4,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,4,9,5,7,15,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,2,6,40,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.1986424745478849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108238810514529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572070932699178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029127004883092,0.0,0.0,0.13444761813438488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087739264182605,0.4362639368364987,0.19544684468453505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726779634640636,0.18818536158001176,0.0,0.0,0.11568625404298817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644010779503926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186971973677366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397791085076273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135876019053478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659682292069933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383674605731808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601076502885451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750094214716933,0.17247336439257036,0.0,0.0,0.2278656323463806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,billbillbills,2019/01/22,"I faced my fear and went to a club alone. I've done it three times now. The first time was hilarious because I literally spent less than 3 minutes there. I showed my ID, walked to the bathroom while being terrified, got back and ordered a drink. The bartender places the drink on the counter and I never pick it up. I left the place. It was a shitty thing to do but I got overwhelmed.

The second time I promised myself to do better. I order my drink, drink it really fast and ordered a second one. I proceed to the dancefloor and awkwardly start dancing on my own. I kept repeating ""be calm, nobody gives a fuck,"" but I was still super anxious. I danced my ass off the whole night but never got the courage to approach anyone.

The third time I repeated the same process with the intention to talk to someone. While on the dancefloor, a guy was repeatedly making eye contact (it's a gay club, btw) and my heart was racing I had no idea how to talk to him. Since he was with another guy, that made the approaching even more terrifying. After much debating, I walked up to him and said ""is that your boyfriend"" he answers no. ""I just wanted to make sure."" After that, he introduced himself to me and we kept talking, we kissed and the rest is history.

I just wanted to share my experience because I never thought I could do it but, but I'm so glad I faced it.",3.0332477933965336,4.961359026315789,4.047502451781629,86.64292088917948,75.2781954887218,7.032101994115722,26.60281137626676,7.893859768569023,1.5668246485779669,1055,40,212,16,23,341,145,266,0.115,0.777,0.10800000000000001,0.0562,1,1,4,0,0,0,39.0,2,1,0,3,9,13,1,3,23,0,16,12,5,6,4,39,34,18,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,11,13,4,2,3,9,1,7,5,4,0,6,18,2,35,9,25,13,7,41,0,1,1,4,18,9,2,0,22,153,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774034078152355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920556350946775,0.0,0.1284283818542195,0.0,0.07948914724539836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741449538217845,0.0,0.13859907057995416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054255347642024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076588325624728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633622814997187,0.0,0.4454606012434716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508593569882739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120287926453924,0.0,0.12792393531153196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669791147233557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509724274128726,0.0,0.10905420127415286,0.0,0.0,0.2727658115715175,0.0,0.0,0.225126246612968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471380142909273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283332206690401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351590271231035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756872424678847,0.15176733022468986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356940257219665,0.0,0.2630358641732682,0.0,0.0,0.10668292254833596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703391338827445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375471362867789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282764564393747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813768240214904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403898384481367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632244980046192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046475493413731,0.0,0.09078664870676297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714400649475828,0.0,0.0,0.27412002727876056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552531652802226,0.0,0.0,0.09025086592074368,0.26515571910293645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410526168994275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538441869907107,0.0,0.12692197239064262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LaF1ame1234,2019/01/22,"Have to get a haircut in about 30 mins, am freaking out I swear getting a haircut triggers my social anxiety more than anything else. The forced small talk is what I'm nervous about, I hate making small talk with strangers. I've put off getting a haircut for a month so I really need one now... Ugh, this is the worst",2.435714285714288,4.620770904761905,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,78.04761904761905,5.469841269841268,27.96031746031746,6.42735559955562,1.1642507936507935,249,11,50,2,6,78,48,63,0.318,0.682,0.0,-0.9607,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,11,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,0,9,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613572156069694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324992408704296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360187025431684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428329328295879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789412311376053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859188060369336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22551384072315125,0.0,0.0,0.2094934278433996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145056547609046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840220583763738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099682759913446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880051474805933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541760195610006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tropicalislands231,2019/01/22,"My partner wants me to hang out with him and his friends and I am not sure if I can do it because of bad anxiety. Feeling pretty sad about it, any advice or just general support and comfort appreciated. I need advice for social anxiety. 
My partner invited me to go to an obstacle course run type thing, and I really want to go with him and I am not sure I can. I have anxiety, although it’s not always predicable the way I respond.

My partner when we first started dating invited me to a small gathering with his friends. His friends lived about 2 hours away from me on a farm. I went to the party with his friends, but I was nervous to begin with because one, I hadn’t met his friends before and two, because I knew the party was fairly far away from me, but I took my own car so I also knew I could drive myself home if I really needed to which should have made me feel better. When I got there though, I couldn’t seem to calm down. His friends were all really nice people, who seemed to like me a lot too, but my anxiety was bad. My chest was tight and sore, I felt extremely nauseous and sick, my heart was pounding, I was sweating and shaking, it was bad. Without anxiety I am normally a pretty bubbly friendly person and my partner is used to seeing me like that when we are alone, and he kept commenting on how quiet I was. I tried drinking to calm my nerves and when my anxiety is very bad I can’t eat or barley keep down water. I took a swig of a beer and I dry retched it back up, luckily no one saw me do that. I spent about 4 hours in this state at the party, and eventually I couldn’t take it anymore, I told him and his friends that I was very sick and I needed to go home. His friends were begging me to stay, kept telling me I’ll feel better have another drink and party with them, and eventually when I persisted I felt very ill, they told me not to drive two hours home it’s not safe and that they’d put up a bed for me. I persisted that I needed to go home and I left and I am pretty sure they thought I was a weirdo for not just staying. I cried all the way home that night. I really wanted to be there, but I couldn’t stand to keep feeling like that. The second I got in the car, my anxiety felt better, still not great but definitely manageable, but the thought of going back made me feel just as anxious.

The thing is I don’t think it’s his friends that make me anxious. I think It’s him or more really the thought of letting him down, although I haven’t quiet worked it out yet. When I am alone with him I feel fine strangely enough, but when we are around other people out doing stuff, I don’t seem to cope. I think I worry about ruining his time when we are out, but when we are alone at his or mine, I don’t worry about that, so I don’t really get anxiety.

He came to a party with me with my own friends not long after this, who I never get anxious around and I was anxious the whole night. He knew something was up. He’s a party person, and kept telling me I wasn’t being livley and wasn’t drinking etc, I eventually lied to him again and told him I was sick. I managed to get through that night though, and I think it’s cos I was around my friends. I felt nervous for a lot of the night, but I ended up being able to shot alcohol which I was very surprised because most times I have bad anxiety I throw up anything that goes to my mouth, but I got through it somehow. 

I know his friends really like me, and I know he wants me to go to this course, but I am not sure if I can do it. I can’t lie again like I did last time, there’s only so many times I can lie about being sick to him and his friends, and before you ask, yes I have kind of told him the truth. I told him I had bad anxiety, because I couldn’t really hide it anymore, but it didn’t really go well. I didn’t tell him the specific times I had it.
I told him I have bad anxiety and a lot of the times I hide it from him. He didn’t really say anything. He didn’t really show me any comfort or that he understood either, because I really just don’t think he does understand at all. He’s a fun laid back guy who very much looks forward to having a great time with his mates on the weekend, I think the last thing he understands is how I could possibly be anxious at fun things like parties or outings, and I think the last thing he wants to do is see me like that and feel like he has to deal with it, and at the end of the day, when I feel like that, he couldn’t help me feel better anyway, which is why I didn’t tell him the specifics. I love him though, we haven’t been dating long, but I really do. He is so happy and fun all the time to be around. I wish I could be like that too. 

So that brings me to the course, it’s the same nice friends I have met before, it’s also a lot closer to home for me, but I don’t know if I can do it. If I do panic, I’ll need to run around this obstacle course and pretend like I am having a fun time with his friends and be social, when I panic, my legs don’t Fucking work and I can barley talk, I really feel like I can’t function, I really can’t ignore it. Apart from the fact I feel terrible, it’s very noticeable and I don’t want his friends to think I am weird because its very hard to hide when I feel like that. Also I am going to want to take my own car to reduce my anxiety for an easy escape, and they are all going together so they are gonna think it’s weird I want to drive separately, it’s also a huge place and it would be chock o block full of people so if I bailed I’d probably have problems even getting back to my own car. It’s also somewhere I’ve never been before and when I don’t know the area well and where to park and stuff like that, that generally boosts my anxiety (and I won’t have time to check it out before hand). I also just generally feel a bit awkward about it all, as a obstacle course is something you like do all together as friends to get through it and I just don’t know his friends very well, even though they are very nice. I also don’t have any excuses this time as to leaving, and i could say I have really bad anxiety and I need to leave, but tbh I don’t think there’s any point because telling them that is not going to make me feel better, it would actually make me feel worse because I don’t want every man and there dog knowing I have anxiety, I’d rather say I was sick, but I think if I left this time, the relationship would go south, he wants a fun person to date because he is fun, not someone like the person I am with anxiety who can never go anywhere with him or do fun things with him,. To top it all off, him and his friends are all taking drugs for the day so they can have a fun time. There’s no Fucking way I could even dream of taking drugs. ",3.541471606963817,3.7619576100628973,4.815958056087261,88.23853192507521,71.78127183787561,8.206365266004315,26.176290523501354,8.147672430395959,1.3075667608543735,5224,152,1206,71,92,1739,367,1431,0.145,0.657,0.19899999999999998,0.9985,0,3,9,0,0,1,128.0,6,2,9,11,78,96,2,6,52,1,138,25,6,9,18,258,264,119,0,41,50,0,22,16,25,6,10,5,7,10,75,81,7,9,48,8,2,31,50,23,3,6,64,31,226,73,132,173,27,144,0,2,4,3,134,46,2,23,78,817,301,5,0.025124070727616032,0.0,0.024517468839380115,0.0,0.0,0.04910190227991791,0.0,0.026849990890011863,0.0,0.07806288075157107,0.0,0.1406419719865846,0.02090523949271949,0.0,0.0,0.06834091854349768,0.02634477876598685,0.3075175254243301,0.1419152431989623,0.04983265424520434,0.0,0.0,0.04134993899853296,0.11182874779946572,0.023487614630072918,0.0,0.04720978296485978,0.07727543829280968,0.16782039699539208,0.15315400322361147,0.0,0.10689366856977373,0.0,0.0,0.11110099436312457,0.027428978157288036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02873524378358138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029763055879964,0.0,0.027597611958811382,0.032405894313598665,0.025901813725928525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0219862436018617,0.0,0.0,0.0738360734383257,0.05827189135897232,0.02570819658548441,0.0,0.0,0.044504938890790165,0.02595988114906846,0.0280199801094572,0.04978263529450817,0.0,0.02116811318030171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055227580614528,0.08974320573917796,0.0964921915157299,0.0,0.0,0.02137052172627272,0.0,0.0,0.3882158944240812,0.04645359708759776,0.06563144998700439,0.0,0.17134306054729578,0.0,0.06028204346524271,0.05539875334591586,0.0,0.024876780021112783,0.0,0.02674504046974412,0.022506232501532632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029772144779909162,0.01684013501603934,0.0,0.15120894858788067,0.0,0.07422644642414633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466285688804947,0.0,0.026162853466644542,0.08284519332411043,0.06143841272417388,0.0,0.05320552654222211,0.05459475271518727,0.025691064526858067,0.0,0.1963896302669086,0.0,0.02218501474679848,0.04446802397108232,0.021097891752293797,0.0,0.0,0.08543834594939091,0.022675454740885285,0.04754600639417322,0.05031153690687051,0.025471864338973083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018469082797426248,0.1117750805914982,0.058131696584904274,0.0,0.0,0.09430895370656413,0.024616254967758988,0.0,0.028603921044610424,0.0,0.0,0.03404944108218736,0.019107987922338428,0.0,0.05895536743082708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052253601681020896,0.08774947791508292,0.026249306524488997,0.0,0.023750367654920463,0.028323614784393037,0.0,0.07668063658936107,0.027087997588403856,0.02404034260646201,0.0,0.02525663039615223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25752196874735084,0.0,0.0,0.02697384954046687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993900834688187,0.0,0.0,0.04004126309101475,0.06861603118894846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122165231594383,0.02128754359681793,0.03868347419431707,0.0,0.0,0.01778294657388899,0.05355783306331829,0.020064115337159363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057522100203724974,0.0,0.02851049772799048,0.09471655731845692,0.0,0.07556069783194516,0.020193776367973117,0.10979772602089807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014789729191692,0.17708339062417844,0.09873708771203292,0.059837117315381674,0.1904506198880697,0.0,0.0,0.1440427574918085,0.05582753402566068,0.01705759483673544,0.0,0.0490851328612438,0.0523100873507828,0.0,0.021699130448406143,0.0,0.18656990600243428,0.14818827857374756,0.0598269537430468,0.0,0.0,0.06776867059116969,0.023290265271793703,0.022670566032454115,0.028050127735091825,0.0288914414260594,0.024218707626867172,0.0,0.036581245431885324,0.05102942675061802,0.025603574480851658,0.05354225700028187,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MarkDay87,2019/01/22,From an evolutionary pov - what is the point of social anxiety? Maybe understanding this would help to cure it? ,5.382631578947367,8.627205421052633,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,73.73684210526315,10.115789473684213,25.28947368421053,10.125756701596842,3.2349789473684223,89,3,15,3,2,28,19,19,0.078,0.7809999999999999,0.141,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242874744025457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841357334890783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258712691468761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007288616058412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43211950906128205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44130183707363535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011311657328557,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fredo_the_ibex,2019/01/22,"That moment when... a YouTuber* gets pissed at a comment you posted in jest. Thought people don't take me serious when I use emotes. Why the heck did I comment there anyway, I knew it never ends well. Shit.
Now I apologized but they never answered.
Should I continue to watch their videos and just don't comment anymore? Or should I not let it stop me. 
I'm so embarrassed, why did I think it was funny...
Ugh I hate it so much. 

*Alternatively a Reddit post or social media",0.1826086956521742,2.445163239130437,2.043804347826089,90.65092391304348,101.3913043478261,4.4739130434782615,18.793478260869566,6.322622252153567,0.30618260869565184,366,12,71,5,16,120,67,92,0.184,0.741,0.076,-0.9196,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,0,9,7,3,1,4,0,8,2,2,1,2,16,16,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,5,1,13,1,3,8,1,13,0,0,1,0,8,2,3,2,9,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133609504931388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420034072190658,0.1905500761941024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240170738300788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21240609029941268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999510279581425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815256562516194,0.0,0.3318582757965385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915090369584866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120890685004612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208379944972446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930801378115605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798665724526116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175841477378408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378529477121594,0.0,0.17079703283659514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858117801458303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343658878562034,0.0,0.3882605564697464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Toffy-y,2019/01/22,"Currently on break at work I'm at apprenticeship, working in a warehouse, and even though people here tell me I'm really good at what I'm doing and ask me if I'd like to work here, I'm not sure. The atmosphere isn't that nice, I feel restless and anxious a lot - even when I'm visiting my brother who is my co-worker and kind of boss at the moment I feel stressed.

I don't have to be here everyday, only at last twice a week, and I made myself come yesterday and today and planned doing more, but now I'm not so sure about it.

I feel awful bc everybody praises me, and it's a pretty good place to work, but I just... don't want to. 

I had to vent bc I'm afraid of telling my family that, although my brother told me he's not going to pressure me into working here. 

Anyone having an experience like this? ",5.330620915032682,4.249909852941176,6.769607843137255,80.17101307189543,68.11764705882354,9.908496732026144,31.241830065359483,9.150863307647796,2.4076339869281056,625,21,136,10,9,216,97,170,0.09300000000000001,0.772,0.134,0.8989,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,7,12,13,0,4,7,1,10,0,0,2,2,26,26,15,0,2,7,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,4,0,1,3,3,17,9,17,22,2,22,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,2,11,87,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804193284970114,0.0,0.09781808576781124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307832735403009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050746216486255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479912674039775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684450215505314,0.13188089143555376,0.0,0.21220588640426435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795057548049802,0.2346751749416356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567948578064518,0.0,0.11403338686849288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669160928112056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893402911617168,0.0,0.13237236854261913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063967222985808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698582550488744,0.0,0.14616087199591418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232387052011844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962054739213274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024965784336645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26369943520605355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445494148717569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744647715611166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260444012088576,0.1336760079106419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251390563672821,0.0,0.11221561636716523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6110729126538322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cattinthehatt,2019/01/22,"New friend’s compliment reversed a bunch of garbage thoughts that have been fueling my anxiety I wasn’t sure where else to put this but this compliment she gave me just made me so happy I just had to tell someone. Sorry it got long, but it has a good ending so maybe it’s worth it?



Backstory-
I’ve had social anxiety for most of my life, but it really intensified a couple years back and has remained really bad since then. I’d say a little over half of my anxiety has to do with my appearance. I think I’m really nice looking some days, but usually I just feel really gross and ugly. 



As I said, this intensified a couple of years ago, mainly due to the group of people I was hanging around. We all basically hated ourselves and constantly self-deprecated, but they also were really deprecating towards me, for whatever reason. The socially anxious part of me chalks it up to me being ugly and weird, of course. 



While hanging around them, I got arrested (wrong place, wrong time basically- I have no prior record and am usually pretty much a goody-two-shoes). My mugshot ended up getting passed around this group of friends and they tore me to shreds. They made fun of my appearance relentlessly, and even showed it to others who also apparently agreed that I was very unattractive. This, compiled with everything else that group said about my appearance in general, really completely shattered my self-esteem.  I dropped that “friend” group completely and have basically been a recluse for the past two years because of how much anxiety that group caused me to feel about myself. The mugshot is still on the internet despite the charges being dropped, and I dread people looking it up, which is usually inevitable when they find out I’ve been arrested before. 



The last few months, I’ve been working really hard on myself and trying to love myself more, the biggest part of which includes trying to make new, good friends. I haven’t had any friends at all, really, since the falling out with the asshole group, so it was really scary and hard to put myself back out there, especially considering how much I’ve hated my appearance and my personality in general since then. 



So I was super surprised when, after forcing myself to chat (very fucking awkwardly I might add. I suck at small-talk) as much as possible with people around my job (my only source of social interaction), a group of really nice and really pretty girls started inviting me to go places with them. They’re some of the best people I’ve ever met, honestly. I’ve had so much fun with them. We’ve been hanging out for a little over a month now and I haven’t felt this good in years.  Aside from the fact that I freaking finally have friends again, they’re so kind and fun. Completely opposite of what that old group was. 



Anyway, we were swapping stories tonight and I told them about how I got arrested once, and of course the dreaded mugshot was looked up and passed around the room. I cringed, thinking about how they were probably realizing how ugly I was and how they probably only hang out with me because they feel bad for me. 



And you know what the first comment was?



“Oh my god I feel like you’re just modeling a mugshot. It’s art. You just look so pretty.”



Excuse me, WHAT?



I can’t express how much that fucking meant to me. 



I’ve stared at that picture and hated myself in it for so long. It’s what made me think I was hideous for so long. Made me feel gross and ugly for so long. And she *CALLED ME ART AND A MODEL AND PRETTY!!!!!!!* and in such a genuine way that even the most socially anxious part of me can’t whisk it under the “she’s just saying that to be nice” rug. 



I played it off really casually but I could have cried. Like that little compliment made me feel so good. I guess the moral of the story is to tell haters where they can shove it because just because you’re not *their* cup of tea doesn’t mean you’re not a good cup of tea. And also don’t let that fucking bullshit social anxiety paranoia turn one person’s (or even 10 people’s in my case!) negative opinions into an Absolute Truth you believe about yourself. 
 


Lastly, if you hate yourself because you believe what other people are saying about you, fucking leave those assholes and find nice people to hang around. They still exist, I promise, and they’ll help you remember how to like yourself. ",5.134069579288028,6.634547633495146,5.504106796116506,80.06144336569581,69.02427184466019,8.84284789644013,29.38867313915857,9.255337874911486,2.556043430420712,3446,129,634,69,60,1099,321,824,0.168,0.659,0.174,0.7814,3,0,0,0,0,0,102.0,2,7,15,4,58,57,10,3,34,0,50,8,0,16,6,122,102,67,0,2,17,0,9,3,6,2,1,5,2,3,45,51,2,0,19,6,1,15,11,21,0,4,38,19,92,36,96,57,20,103,1,0,5,5,68,41,5,13,47,430,137,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038509163212549165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422287667550063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02954239594605848,0.0,0.16616700305716847,0.09815533989807808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320382610748316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680921601890293,0.07254536113246766,0.13241075187118145,0.0,0.036966375615862544,0.09788966268551172,0.045590233189247584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435965903129584,0.0,0.0,0.04462742371253912,0.0,0.0,0.1366459330247213,0.04694591918395632,0.0,0.03468530862702573,0.09613662022462703,0.047719556425567314,0.028016824508705518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258128398923812,0.0,0.07695433741822043,0.0,0.0,0.08608010278190889,0.0392962366792987,0.0,0.0,0.03904332605725176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317950276411271,0.031035337234783307,0.041711621503100496,0.047589145348047125,0.07941133271692115,0.036952176111566905,0.0,0.0,0.2013814489484174,0.16064759883577004,0.022696918020449947,0.0,0.0246893790971212,0.18218757790015808,0.10423482940775597,0.0,0.04785682160796028,0.0,0.0,0.046245358826873084,0.07783191048462583,0.17156193551909904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02911859817115393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04310998706697144,0.0,0.0,0.04523868819225057,0.02387486692276828,0.07082288634403472,0.0,0.045999344613093456,0.0,0.04442290895139814,0.030684728977871573,0.06367144685089683,0.13062242084976866,0.0,0.1537810142550418,0.1459230657256414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03920856063916036,0.20553176288616576,0.028998212210868214,0.0,0.04364383953630351,0.04732162809944978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608563707178672,0.0,0.0,0.06935079271540817,0.0,0.19161145681639954,0.0,0.0,0.08391409213708476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045585605562450685,0.046264854461163456,0.029437768517896975,0.0660799716439204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113201198445655,0.04147079062983119,0.21082296157902705,0.07586464671168637,0.09077635164207984,0.0,0.0,0.04897490173776937,0.0,0.17678659877942265,0.09367674502450987,0.0,0.0,0.08734344124467458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339646054376855,0.04466613477149888,0.0,0.0,0.049211894284135575,0.0,0.08264754891969095,0.10364168085160548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064002305727932,0.0,0.0,0.10780827753597866,0.0,0.0,0.22142083629821666,0.036808697047635015,0.0,0.0,0.04863033233070633,0.030748831591372712,0.0,0.06938648788812841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040944050776379685,0.0,0.0,0.03491744330179663,0.0759413356499544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350861724294192,0.0,0.03448849970951893,0.02533167645529763,0.0,0.0,0.041511179204462775,0.0,0.058989224177142925,0.04725297515176415,0.08487403804084341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353735903410705,0.07168923947383939,0.0,0.034482641700690195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031626664077125506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949951281268567,0.0,0.1119022063601358
socialanxiety,mushedcookie,2019/01/22,I'm trying to get a haircut but I'm kind of panicking. I've walked past the hair salon for the fourth time already. I'm trying to go in and just get my hair cut but the potential conversations I'm having in my head is messing with my mind. I'm in the toilet now facing a mirror. My heart is racing. Ugh. I'm gonna take a few more deep breaths and I'll walk in. Here's me wishing you good vibes today.,-0.7672420837589371,1.2869840224719131,2.0171399387129725,95.01149131767107,90.79775280898878,4.58467824310521,17.079673135852914,6.1124844417494595,-0.3862449438202242,314,8,73,3,11,109,59,89,0.121,0.8079999999999999,0.071,-0.664,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,7,0,3,6,6,0,0,8,15,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,2,9,14,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972869007734993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281498206872034,0.0,0.1531048386913484,0.22595788752924614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764796124743718,0.0,0.0,0.3192373995980011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805360973654593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720147337900469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257170449074733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025534343091597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570878806718147,0.0,0.2553573821701904,0.0,0.0,0.3658065120488324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097938929047928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TrashyGal12,2019/01/22,Humiliated by learning new things Every time I learn something new I get humiliated that I didn't know it before. I try to use the humiliation to motivate me to focus on learning but most of the time it is like an emotional block preventing me from learning more about something. ,12.13096153846154,8.72903478846154,12.250000000000005,53.54500000000003,56.884615384615394,15.015384615384615,47.153846153846146,13.023866798666859,6.058930769230769,227,11,38,6,2,78,38,52,0.19,0.688,0.12300000000000001,-0.4215,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,11,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,8,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,26,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395021914105528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166052271445893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371426466385893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470515167797737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546833535172069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750740411173987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436726923381366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433364153596479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698987809956755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282438119545318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109323303488326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309153964083674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yrtsky,2019/01/22,"My anxiety depends on my location I live in a small and dull  town somewhere in Russia and when I'm here (95% of the time) I'm really really anxious. There's just nothing to do and I start overthinking too much, I can't make any friends here because I think that I don't deserve one and I don't know what would we do there, I'm also getting panic attacks here on a regular basis.
But when I come to my brother in Moscow my anxiety just disappears in like one day. I can't really explain why, maybe this big city affects my anxiety. I feel like I'm not afraid of anything, I can visit any event, I can easily get acquainted on the Internet (can't do this in my hometown) 
So the question is how can I get this confidence when I'm at home? Knowing that I can be confident ,but I'm not able somehow, kills me.
Sorry for my crappy english and thanks for help",2.298813559322035,3.9488624971751456,4.478666666666669,83.96986440677969,76.57062146892656,8.109830508474579,28.18418079096045,8.841846274778883,2.331801807909605,670,29,137,15,15,232,100,177,0.125,0.755,0.121,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,0,15,9,2,2,5,0,15,0,0,4,0,25,33,13,1,1,6,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,7,5,0,2,0,1,22,4,15,31,1,22,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,3,9,90,28,0,0.1606976236795102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128509831598052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855978931677547,0.0,0.36879972679826095,0.18154257399781626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224045196332454,0.0,0.0,0.1828167459976336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795977985361187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842677365986775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363667309057108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125354695570003,0.11480241446554555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415458542709865,0.0,0.25187362746816283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771222979184847,0.0,0.16119281903390376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778811126762906,0.0,0.17663042273666632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701748355860695,0.0,0.1418989458259533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072669116435712,0.0,0.16144236221473954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813124351000184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419370395936768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778573738485069,0.0,0.0,0.1885440371506482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001811589993186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30884103788076056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988783320098334,0.11374260514648725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479487814774504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296854856817927,0.0,0.0,0.09370407666357958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500461045432206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415498122185795,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tearosie,2019/01/22,"Taking a leadership position with social anxiety I’m young, tiny and slow, soft spoken. This is my first time being offered a lead position, I usually assist and follow instructions.

I have yet to start, but I am already feeling the imposters syndrome as I am lacking so much in terms of soft skills plus very indecisive bcs of my social anxiety and I feel like people will look down on me because of how weak and shy I am.

My age, size, the way I speak and how I carry myself is not what one normally see in a leader and I’m really worried I won’t do very well just like in my previous job. Am much more worried now that I will responsible for leading, guiding, and even confronting others. I will also have to be confident in my opinions and decisions..

At the moment I had been reading self help books but I hope someone would kindly share their experience or advise in this situation too, thank you!",4.643687002652523,6.183901034482763,5.9736781609195395,76.07375331564987,70.26436781609196,9.032007073386383,30.625994694960212,9.466822959209583,2.9917007957559685,716,30,127,16,13,241,119,174,0.109,0.7020000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.9556,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,4,10,10,1,1,6,0,18,1,0,4,0,28,29,17,0,4,5,0,4,2,0,5,1,1,0,1,5,10,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,3,1,2,2,7,22,7,17,20,5,23,0,0,2,0,10,8,0,4,13,96,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675912182209927,0.12809335805771904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450696825755532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976423126542658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579528966196948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668368135180175,0.0,0.0,0.1619804423401632,0.11443036380298782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624633506542275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073631569378829,0.0,0.0,0.15909174009328686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895079426064068,0.0,0.0,0.1667995262512348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565086226686763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345082008607747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354968096146761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693929073663873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853996963421793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104645009290272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022018235030513,0.0,0.10261338284714164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764020030531664,0.0,0.16709937345116296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004547506168755,0.0,0.3265602259706672,0.13571731353877936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337398910471842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043304658692484,0.0,0.0,0.14746931035805325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340040130997884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641215548733002,0.26432532991962626,0.0,0.12714091697626784,0.0,0.0,0.14401821222972325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253347047074533,0.0,0.11378502875530418,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PM_ME_ANYTHING_IM_ME,2019/01/22,"Assistance Please! (X Post from r/Relationship_Advice) So I’ve been going out with this girl for a few weeks now, and we’ve been on 4 dates so far. I really struggled with self confidence issues in the past, but I thought that I had overcome them. Anyways, I really like this girl and I enjoy spending time with her, and she told me that she likes me as well. However, I just noticed now how I probably have appeared like I am not attracted to her. I haven’t really had any physical contact with her, partly because I don’t want her to think I’m a fuckboy who is trying to use her, and partly because I am too scared to make the first move. On our last date, when I was dropping her off, I apologized to not being very flirty, saying that I didn’t have a ton of experience. She said not to worry about it, and then I asked what I could be doing better. She told me “You are a really nice guy, and I really appreciate the level of respect that you are treating me with, a lot of guys aren’t like that. But, this is kind of hard to explain, you should stop overthinking things. If you think something, don’t try to think it over and over, just do it” and then we share an akward silence for a while. 

I realize now that I probably should have kissed her. But I was way too scared, and I don’t know why.

NOTE:
I know this sounds like I’m just begging for some r/theredpill people to come and lecture me, but I’m not - I’m asking for REAL advice

EDIT:

I feel like this might come across as 1 of 3 things:
A) that I am lacking the ability to read a situation - this isn’t true, as I knew in the back of my mind that I thought she wanted me to kiss her even during the situation
B) that I didn’t want to kiss her - yes I did. Really badly.
C) that I wasn’t comfortable in control of a situation - yup, I think this is it. If she went to kiss me, I would have been more than thrilled. I am looking for advice targeting this specifically
",2.8639966414777516,4.031336025188921,4.491906801007559,86.42785180520573,74.13853904282117,7.912980688497063,24.56834592779177,8.447377352677275,1.3898299580184723,1490,45,326,26,30,502,187,397,0.057999999999999996,0.7190000000000001,0.22399999999999998,0.997,2,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,2,4,1,3,17,26,0,3,16,2,39,4,0,4,1,64,70,26,0,10,13,0,2,6,0,4,0,3,0,5,26,19,0,2,12,1,1,6,13,4,1,1,18,6,62,22,46,45,8,37,0,0,1,4,38,12,0,6,22,237,88,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783587184713025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062060725168458265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063374944155524,0.0,0.0,0.07017420661546715,0.07619926507838495,0.11126392451351168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071308872120311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722683450449398,0.0,0.0,0.1023571623975588,0.07286461836119949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027714216742395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927093603443223,0.0,0.0,0.0461443897099609,0.06519699817696341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762670469327285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051865826100362285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072581298231508,0.0,0.0,0.08175208291741252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525295122117224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503446504498632,0.10030950483724208,0.07439003412349354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675135876796622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663639819763972,0.0,0.0,0.07758698331568302,0.0,0.0,0.06091753971754042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096813679626654,0.09214776619785656,0.0,0.0,0.09699618109508472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390144706995584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765390783314807,0.08711911330739608,0.06326900451640617,0.0,0.0,0.10017735958961206,0.0,0.0,0.0874029740687484,0.0,0.19678995360623414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128586670046786,0.10387519122273786,0.3507854547732791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681027139296701,0.0725745454439206,0.18273670388345895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520530376905736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077441367636601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025730738478864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629842463483193,0.0,0.09540598994610296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125973257786507,0.2339058914235268,0.0,0.14490235022596226,0.05321512220671051,0.0,0.0,0.1744079179448206,0.0,0.12392068795783225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882034949799116,0.0,0.07530002300160983,0.16148460791726893,0.07243886899276603,0.07320420589076389,0.0,0.0820547519743674,0.08460001901866745,0.08234901127692759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268014819140573,0.0,0.0648293168507046,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RhapsodicTiger3,2019/01/22,Going to try to get treatment. I have an appointment tomorrow and I am going to try to get help for my anxiety. I'm just hoping that it works for me because I've heard that treatment only works for some people.,4.028992248062018,4.970667558139539,5.641860465116278,80.14248062015506,71.09302325581395,8.524031007751939,28.286821705426355,8.841846274778883,2.2478124031007747,167,6,32,3,3,57,29,43,0.039,0.833,0.127,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,7,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,20,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443783886260105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473376533068476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337988981305717,0.0,0.3631016127705805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412061267262264,0.0,0.0,0.317285946422357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429561328917685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214664192742488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337711845759498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651268340035598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,carrollr992,2019/01/22,"Anyone else’s social anxiety get worse when there’s really loud dance/party music playing Like if I’m ever going anywhere with my friends and walk in to blaring loud rap music, I immediately feel awkward and out of place. ",9.367857142857146,8.129635785714285,9.738095238095235,62.648571428571465,60.19047619047619,11.257142857142858,37.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,4.000009523809524,181,7,28,3,2,61,37,42,0.14300000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.165,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25632847218379484,0.0,0.0,0.2342895019128269,0.3433199358924109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799089062781428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030909905473828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694220144750419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588750984722045,0.0,0.17506081870722506,0.0,0.1904286262223281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636988129687721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500779802658514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465512481503865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415627870381305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341466073912493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,holio2,2019/01/22,"Finally decided to start getting therapy [24M] About 6 years ago I was diagnosed with social anxiety and a bunch of other disorders, some like generalized anxiety disorder, communication disorder, and mixed personality disorder (dependent, avoidant, schizoid). At the time I was in my final year of high school and I started taking medication for my problems right away. However, it never helped me and eventually stopped taking it. Six years later, I finished school and started working full-time. I have been struggling mentally the past few months as I moved far away from all the friends and family I had. I've been pretty lonely lately and wanting to start finding a relationship. Nothing really worked out with online dating, never even got a date out of it. But recently I was able to start hooking up with a coworker. This was my first real ""relationship"" sadly (was virgin boye). Unfunfortunely, it only lasted a week before splitting up. I was told that I was too distant, lacked communication and experience. I was pretty shaken up about this considering it was only a week.  I wasn't as mad so much about her not wanting to continue a relationship, but more that it was because of these disorders that ruined it for me. So this weekend I've decided to start going to therapy and try to improve my life before I'm alone forever. ",7.242079831932774,8.71887517226891,8.258308823529411,62.348639705882356,64.08403361344537,11.664285714285715,37.14390756302521,11.45678717892309,5.038864705882351,1073,53,162,34,16,364,138,238,0.10800000000000001,0.833,0.059000000000000004,-0.738,1,4,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,1,2,10,0,15,4,0,1,3,33,30,15,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,15,14,0,2,3,1,0,2,4,7,0,2,16,0,19,2,31,14,7,44,0,3,0,1,10,12,0,2,31,117,34,4,0.0860560828118456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628352508578287,0.0,0.0,0.08912814863641676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166533561041022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170504518949547,0.0,0.0,0.05245898933841833,0.0,0.14645477628577402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734511258771098,0.0,0.0,0.4931386322587335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683923108297735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417936185761997,0.08112601607977005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854046466456106,0.07865370065263623,0.07319926007798558,0.0,0.0,0.06648671610908867,0.0,0.044960751435355294,0.0,0.048907655025178486,0.0,0.0688269107974081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057681578324407665,0.09092297629752033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701471932440244,0.09707500975089063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060783956270727975,0.042042655201223036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866924498738471,0.08672429086765034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868914427749477,0.09146399701758544,0.06326112260650202,0.0,0.13274351250743854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257313240335397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089905762803358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215026849264435,0.0,0.07514085217345197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750999478797504,0.0,0.0823440491230913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795066231405547,0.05512973024120677,0.0,0.0849699998935112,0.2771760820499337,0.0,0.07349142451886813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741867002411598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772333912862464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654656300547105,0.0,0.0,0.07194673856701328,0.0,0.08996450253372243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294069289257195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682526111465895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050179993932273126,0.0,0.0,0.0822302749791287,0.0,0.058426431359608816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151621455730014,0.0,0.13805799761753376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529970642004645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625188761397394
socialanxiety,Manicrose,2019/02/26,"Spoke up in class and immediately regretted it Everyone else can speak so eloquently, forming these complex sentences and talking *at the same time as they think*, revealing complex ideas; it’s an incredible process. I could type the same ideas, but I can’t speak without having a clear idea of what I’m about to say. And it’s like the words get clogged on the way out, and when my mind freezes with nervousness, I sometimes stutter...it’s like my mouth has a seizure and a weird verbal hiccup comes out. That just happened. I left the room to go type this. I don’t want to go back. Everyone was quiet. Everyone was looking at me. Thinking how weird I am, how there’s something wrong with me.  How can I possibly talk more if something like this happens every time. ",3.7028503688092727,5.9298481575342485,3.9845205479452055,86.49878292939938,74.27397260273972,7.232033719704952,30.40885142255005,8.139509932561175,2.1950448893572183,605,28,117,10,13,188,97,146,0.11599999999999999,0.8,0.085,-0.5386,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,1,9,0,10,2,1,3,1,33,22,13,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,8,10,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,3,7,12,3,16,18,4,17,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,1,7,74,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245738891397734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598161153765206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676889729605952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217328937289362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322211502558532,0.4192450475173891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640970180677517,0.0,0.1662347366198101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586571667033324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952960779879019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890128802609482,0.0,0.0,0.21435140502774366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281334770629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767102729997322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648751444767693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630404212426405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251811234265831,0.14464520361442065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510076814317796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742246667088305,0.0,0.0,0.17055935457589744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626216683709903,0.11608661438022748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097998964527045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990165287484326,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ForeverYoung93,2019/02/26,"How do you keep progressing despite setbacks? No matter how far I've come with battling my social anxiety (from crippling to just mildly anxious) I just keep managing to screw up and set myself back. Today I almost majorly screwed myself over because of my anxiety and now I'm elbow-deep in a bag of chips that I don't even like while my supper is cooking. 

\---

The very long story:

Basically today a coworker and I were working at a client site with some out of town managers. The client closes at 4:30 (we close at 5:00) so I assumed that we'd be heading back to the office at 4:30. So I left my purse behind with my keys, phone, and wallet. 

A few hours later it becomes clear that we are going to be there until 5:00. I'd just stop in during my lunch.

At lunch time I had my chance to go but everyone else was opting to work through their lunch. I didn't want to be the only one leaving (even though they explicitly said they didn't want us pressured into working if we wanted to take lunch). I didn't think it was a big deal, I could excuse myself 10 minutes early to run back and grab my bag. They would understand and no one wanted me stranded outside in -25C temperatures. 

What happened at 4:50? I chickened out. I was running scripts though my head instead of focusing on our work and decided to email a coworker 3 MINUTES before we closed to let her know I needed her to keep the door open for a couple of minutes for me. 

So at 5:00 my coworker is the first to stand and apologizes that he is leaving early (managers apparently wanted us to stay longer) but couldn't work after 5:00 due to certain circumstances. He was hanging around and chatting so I awkwardly start getting ready but hovered waiting for them to stop. I wanted to apologize and explain I also couldn't stay (in case they were expecting me to) but didn't want to interrupt, I also didn't want to just walk out while they were all talking and leave my coworker behind. 

I waiting 5 FLIPPING minutes before I silently slipped out the door and he grabbed onto that as a lifeline to get out of the conversation. When we got out I realized that I majorly messed up... there was no way that my coworker was sticking around for 10 minutes when I said 2 minutes. I finally bit the bullet and asked him if he could walk over and make sure I could get in.

We of course got there and the doors were locked. Everyone was gone, the person I emailed wasn't even in today! If I hadn't asked him for help at the last second I wouldn't have been able to get in the building, call anyone, pay for a ride home, or even get into my own house. That would have happened to me if he had left immediately and didn't hang around. We are in an extreme cold weather alert with no shelters/warming areas near my workplace - there was no excuse for putting myself in such an extreme risk. I literally could have frozen to death on the streets.

Even though it all worked out I am extremely anxious right now. If I had just left at lunchtime (when I was explicitly told I could) this would have been a non-issue. No one would have had to known that I left all my stuff behind, I wouldn't have had to leave so awkwardly, and I wouldn't have had to inconvenience him to let me in. I still feel crazy over just leaving without saying anything to anyone and how that must have looked.

One source of comfort is knowing that no one involved probably gave me nothing more than an eye-roll or a quick thought. Sure he didn't want to go back to the office, but he didn't seem to mind helping me out. The managers didn't need me to work even later but they have enough to keep them occupied on their own work. 

\----

So this is why I am feeling extremely anxious right now. Even though I made some embarrassing blunders during the day that I didn't cause me to blush, this is what has ruined my day. I've been thinking about this non-stop for hours. It is giving me a headache and making me nauseous. Tomorrow we do it all again and I know it'll be in my thoughts all day. Incidents like this have sometimes even thrown me into a depressive period that can last weeks...

Does anyone have any advice for how to keep things like this from derailing my progress?",4.432808716707021,5.633696711864411,4.8985714285714295,84.87778450363197,70.38014527845036,7.730750605326878,28.76997578692493,8.062487944422118,1.8191777239709443,3308,122,655,44,59,1052,334,826,0.107,0.831,0.063,-0.9841,1,0,0,0,0,0,94.0,12,1,10,11,53,18,3,5,33,0,84,10,2,8,12,147,142,56,1,32,20,0,4,3,0,9,0,3,4,1,29,51,6,9,16,2,1,13,26,11,0,7,44,9,102,7,113,75,15,120,0,2,1,2,61,60,2,12,45,469,131,13,0.05111277452435358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049946811708176365,0.0,0.0,0.05118206046115705,0.0,0.0,0.0817497346411775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034758439408282785,0.0,0.07820226521862889,0.17322865961902148,0.0,0.1072177211358907,0.0,0.04206145834290796,0.13650361759248067,0.09556708892577936,0.0,0.0,0.15721027442378024,0.0,0.031157872938424768,0.05645004373540165,0.08698641297299449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055801911688055206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219185754014972,0.0,0.0,0.0525068990982436,0.0,0.04402912941837545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404695686690116,0.05655531283068833,0.0,0.09889053334161876,0.05269502618021068,0.04402335780154355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472913342917107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042698164467122206,0.0,0.0,0.05281315938952772,0.0,0.2700760441382256,0.0,0.0,0.09768089289570256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05168830913310156,0.0,0.0,0.055991546118748375,0.0,0.04347649989944219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335215754350193,0.049032030770239515,0.08714570296962386,0.0,0.08175911005587799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039771541871154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491290539558812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685196307052559,0.0,0.05127028032882711,0.0,0.10067157404422733,0.05897727926863375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533484570877031,0.0,0.22715691243687236,0.0,0.0,0.08427073249215329,0.08332746633697685,0.0,0.2706052405963111,0.22213671629868006,0.1045325498951512,0.0,0.07491335947989919,0.0,0.0,0.045233197028838934,0.042921857519246695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048364143110129015,0.06823634778440955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160933165545178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579894932438766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904408567526932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317669413351905,0.038873568255602065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044629703203046205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055108215864495616,0.0,0.0,0.05138245584002773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730006033668539,0.09723990656050492,0.04064692981831696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653115026541352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052103036844103286,0.0,0.0,0.050551840954846126,0.0,0.03617788488434418,0.10895883374382268,0.04081872776021124,0.12819770454269985,0.0,0.0,0.05851189820621972,0.0,0.0,0.09634637018872687,0.0,0.038430445379038836,0.04108251204518757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033957056222204976,0.06550200414365381,0.200872165825786,0.08115566724003849,0.02980426986319505,0.0,0.1453468013676933,0.048840446447851266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321020086866123,0.12296474880572154,0.0,0.0,0.04217339194537766,0.2713287483070897,0.04057094131360989,0.04099958464840454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046121328924719526,0.0,0.0,0.04927089067786447,0.0,0.2976856688314876,0.0,0.0,0.14523619409982869,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Calildur,2019/02/26,"Help me get the job. So I have an interview tomorrow and while I want to be humble and act cool, but also want to show that I only take the job if it's an improvement compared to what I have now. I have a good job but I want to switch so I look for jobs that are good. Yet I don't want them to see me as I don't care. And doing all this while I'm usually socially akward when meeting new people.",1.0681540930979132,2.022157741573036,3.555088282504016,92.21988764044943,78.32584269662922,7.3329052969502415,20.579454253611555,7.957251820313856,0.5656600321027283,305,7,76,5,7,107,57,89,0.039,0.7290000000000001,0.23199999999999998,0.9225,4,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,5,1,8,0,0,0,1,11,18,13,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,12,4,7,17,1,9,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,8,52,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987463661249872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833134751986876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138271543450066,0.0,0.0,0.29341068372279416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723779273153405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6942806379221275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687947917115346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892816892140464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330261500529608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125985366746138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937980005807832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829766364295094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150977445599968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926375146765928,0.0,0.4126633586280569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nightshadecorvii,2019/02/26,"My S/O took me to a party and it’s the most broken I have ever felt It was a birthday party for a coworker’s kid that he knew. He was really excited since this coworker makes some bomb food, and he promised that we would only stay an hour, maybe two. I was stiff as a board and tried my best to smile when I thought I was supposed to. It was a room full of strangers to me, I only knew him, but I wanted to try after I dipped last minute for their Christmas party, and even though I felt an anxiety attack in the car. At the hour mark I texted him to ask if we were going yet, and was met with some disappointment, so we stayed. Hour two came and I asked again, begging at this point because it was scary, and a lot for me. These were his coworkers and his boss, what if I made a bad impression?? He pretended to get a phone call and we left, where we didn’t talk the whole 35 minute ride, and when we arrived home, too. I went straight to bed, he hung out on the couch, and ended up falling asleep on it. I woke him up when I realized, and invited him back to bed, where we talked about what had happened.

He had expected me to get over my anxiety and to eventually feel comfortable. He had made it seem he just wanted to go for the food, but was upset he didn’t get to stay and talk to his coworkers, who we couldn’t hear over the music. I felt like I tried my best, and I have never felt so broken as a person knowing I can’t just socialize and go out to a party and be fine with it. I’m not a normal person, and it hurts a lot :( ",5.163357993504151,3.8850882300613487,6.077780584626492,85.643274990978,68.5398773006135,9.756477805846263,28.072176109707684,8.841846274778883,1.6955696860339216,1177,29,279,17,17,392,160,326,0.128,0.758,0.113,-0.8462,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,8,0,1,2,17,13,1,1,21,0,21,4,1,4,2,67,52,30,0,8,7,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,5,3,16,31,2,1,11,1,0,9,6,5,0,2,29,6,42,8,37,20,9,44,0,2,0,0,39,18,0,8,15,188,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677518495010214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793666348795575,0.10913631338096094,0.0,0.07376566087982696,0.08009907654339309,0.05847915722650548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134908812094107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795713106172307,0.1097204646168174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496713321135363,0.0,0.0,0.06336207336539065,0.08677583846870487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850601904918868,0.0,0.3684384292939271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320023153826294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036127565754095,0.0,0.16356082058766572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483220634692963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812215203985157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962274539831945,0.0,0.2834206053670584,0.0,0.10269701526395296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052721628599192834,0.07819725073718027,0.0,0.0,0.10423022123398916,0.0,0.0,0.04686744969239258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311563396263604,0.0,0.1815460467825782,0.06403524589969548,0.0,0.09637642404956977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398854644952205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399283167842087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592096928228726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752795903244105,0.0,0.0,0.09068659356239928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061456391045439214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733274115594485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935580662511373,0.0,0.0,0.09779042650331722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30675172125744343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313191294442504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425254245507472,0.0761591626253051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065838003296598,0.19539425990198894,0.0,0.18742292996975046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316616555150374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892977369241027,0.0,0.10710446971790988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814722435103218,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,QueenSolitude,2019/02/26,"♡ FUWAFUWA,- THE CUTEST SERVER ♡ ☆━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━☆ 

♡ **FUWAFUWA,- THE CUTEST SERVER** ♡

☆━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━☆  

​

☆ We're a cute and wholesome server dedicated to make you feel fantastic 

☆ We have lots of channels to suit any need you might have 

☆ We are very friendly 

☆ We have the cutest mascot ever; Fuwa!  

​

*☆ Come and join us! ☆* 

**Invite:** [https://discord.gg/BUH5zyq](https://discord.gg/BUH5zyq) ",-2.6102232142857136,-1.63229455208333,0.9428571428571432,96.44500000000002,119.52083333333334,3.0785714285714287,14.988095238095234,5.288315135182226,-0.8799279761904759,337,10,80,3,21,120,39,96,0.0,0.615,0.385,0.983,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,9,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,3,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391073142170295,0.4924445364148281,0.13779794482775118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455109175475375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832938893568215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245774682947367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655438510694542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227202578225595,0.0,0.0,0.13525964697083978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496245890703086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025040845928336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24374353337122714,0.0,0.0,0.16719412135354514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924445364148281,0.0
socialanxiety,SIAKopathic,2019/02/26,"Charisma It freaks me out that there are people who are naturally charming and charismatic. When they crack a joke, everyone's laughing and they weren't even trying. When I try, I'm basically being a different person, the person my brain convinces me I have to be for people to like me, and the joke isn't even that good and then I go home and for 5 hours think whether those guys actually liked my joke or if they were faking?",3.6903571428571422,5.602984464285715,4.542380952380952,83.86928571428571,73.40476190476191,7.6571428571428575,25.095238095238088,8.418075326091056,1.6037809523809528,341,11,67,6,7,110,58,84,0.073,0.698,0.228,0.9185,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,5,11,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,0,10,11,11,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,6,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,11,9,5,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,6,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.22929727969528085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26230474919904834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454941258163374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103915531649585,0.0,0.0,0.2245243494822486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335391305941463,0.19708207859044305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265770311725595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356945354890153,0.0,0.23139857758843835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295894015180417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257978708496452,0.41033429495567697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055958677446168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190590447840532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PhoenixRising519,2019/02/26,Muted Ugh I’m so awkward around people. I just had orientation with several people and everyone was able to spark up a conversation. I can tell they were looking at me like something was wrong ,2.5800000000000023,5.569205888888893,4.262444444444443,77.32700000000003,87.33333333333331,7.3244444444444445,26.644444444444442,8.238735603445708,2.639117777777777,156,7,26,4,5,52,32,36,0.19899999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.5256,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,4,1,5,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,18,4,0,0.32616075714734993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29035222395725785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116605807664719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934567092598748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738928903180144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522376030734621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684688176080129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25109448562489445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850788778640849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35660558636718603,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,danielc4927,2019/02/26,"Approach anxiety with EVERYBODY. I only ever speak when spoken to or, on a very rare occasion, if I feel like it. I can never start a conversation in most cases, especially if it’s something important. 

Even if I have something important to tell my parents, I just can’t ever bring myself to actually say it even though I know for a fact that they would never respond negatively to whatever I have to say. 

Is there any specific reason why I would have trouble starting conversations in situations where I *know* there won’t be any negative reaction afterwards?",5.724411764705883,7.819144137254909,7.429558823529415,64.50551470588239,68.41176470588235,11.374509803921569,35.299019607843135,11.20814326018867,4.972584313725491,450,23,70,16,8,156,70,102,0.085,0.851,0.064,-0.4588,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,5,18,16,6,0,5,5,1,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,4,12,1,10,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,5,9,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.18035440032032665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25136333326251403,0.0,0.14138423925722554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441393221496339,0.3343545003735235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344885656246976,0.1320330590400568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314080624549544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029208476811533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850840040043511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056139830903208,0.0,0.0,0.2052170296760862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002230795052685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939472525220716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774166968168087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845617888342866,0.0,0.0,0.2616283668003019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153790721844574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158143037054056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249310030660435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676828952009412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625769056434892,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kingknut2009,2019/02/26,"Something that has been haunting me for a VERY long time.. Ok so, i’m posting this because i feel like i can maybe get some of it off my chest.
So one time in science class se were talking about fire and oxygen and all that, and suddenly out of nowhere the teacher asks me «what happens, if a flame comes it contact with oxygen?»
i think i can explain with words how i felt...
I got this sudden boost of adrenaline and my face got really red (i imagine)
My mind went blank i couldn’t think of anything,
I stressed and panicked and guess what i said..
I said it gets extinguished...-_-
I FUCKING KNOW IT GETS BIGGER!

And ever since that day ive felt so stupid and worthless and ive been dreading for school every day. It has haunted me way too much.
and two people have even told me i LOOK retarded....for fucks sake, and i got school tomorrow as well.",0.8764130741053789,3.346233727810649,1.8621808960270485,96.04536489151876,87.46153846153845,4.6391659622428865,22.248802479571705,6.1826913282559595,0.30991101718794,656,24,139,6,21,205,107,169,0.157,0.7829999999999999,0.06,-0.9509,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,3,2,3,1,11,4,2,1,2,32,36,17,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,11,15,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,6,1,2,12,8,23,3,13,23,3,17,0,1,2,2,7,4,2,3,10,84,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163314409321817,0.0,0.13215729551974018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617485931559335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177352545582265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233760298077706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933703223023197,0.12787283583909048,0.11910620270406552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147844746347945,0.10099126325562133,0.27146535036308395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613795336372793,0.2215723069693772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391877786758957,0.0,0.15572960696460655,0.0,0.12500870043429135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769056776634223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906385240948734,0.0,0.0,0.12510367437655315,0.1187110891874644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420202543556378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427384630385235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391962196590383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579265749743457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800476815963538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538869902479814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056210970811364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26894118492212443,0.0,0.0,0.2861380780917261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169386803114716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882976861096287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193325656447172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362392108157147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116210959342047,0.0,0.0,0.1648622656328645,0.0,0.0,0.13508042124287375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809317189799636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664102119347156,0.0,0.112209044786556,0.0,0.0,0.12710421169277236,0.1310468737986113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gtageri,2019/02/26,"Hiding your anxiety Does anyone else get even more anxious trying to hide the fact that they’re anxious?

As far as I know no one except those I told know about it but it makes it 2x worse trying to act normal at all times, it feels like my personality is gone.",3.5017924528301885,4.819954226415099,4.4944811320754745,86.43908018867926,72.77358490566039,6.809433962264151,20.797169811320764,7.1686216300943375,0.3964377358490565,206,4,43,2,4,67,44,53,0.228,0.7170000000000001,0.055,-0.7264,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,4,1,7,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845118407816524,0.5270582096970416,0.0,0.16310805692880312,0.2390130466416199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413646077669892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486745008780432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540728703090443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794850113373655,0.16664838914820065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187413328628395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563985745479702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139641131458915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570977420225254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285554211848017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807003051112162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368267746145768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360218206672961,0.0,0.0,0.2228998220232908,0.0,0.3167505193146518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377224219107213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AltruisticPen_,2019/02/26,I want to tell my parents so I can finally get help but how I was extremely motivated to go down the stairs and explain to my parents what I'm going through but as always I ducked out in the last second. If you have any suggestions of how I should approach them I'll try to do it and hopefully keep you updated ,1.8846666666666685,3.8114962615384655,4.0657692307692335,85.20839743589745,78.69230769230771,8.025641025641027,27.756410256410252,8.841846274778883,2.301410256410256,247,11,52,6,6,85,49,65,0.0,0.831,0.16899999999999998,0.8747,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,14,13,9,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,10,1,10,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,3,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22803482065724234,0.0,0.0,0.18636606757178092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002126805764632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431818653163337,0.0,0.31150232374658177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369256996857897,0.0,0.0,0.27219738532294824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435917216842549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233905273986746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6086089060499777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23953521097395905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606462656376235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164410620523387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheLuckDuck,2019/02/26,"I have no clue how to socialize Everyone thinks I am a joke, mainly because I built up that kind of ego. Nowadays I dread talking to people because if I try starting something “normal” I almost immediately see the disinterest in their eyes. I am pretty awkward, pretty absent minded, and pretty scared of a future without at least someone important to talk to. Any uh... tips?",5.941617647058822,7.704774632352944,7.066941176470588,68.61923529411766,67.38235294117646,8.381176470588235,34.188235294117646,8.841846274778883,3.3761258823529428,297,14,44,5,5,100,53,68,0.132,0.682,0.18600000000000005,0.5994,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,8,6,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,8,2,10,6,2,5,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,2,2,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979207945096748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441072675893204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409747052635605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888657837935629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582504440884325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957305027046213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365784310866355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702761054243046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032520669591858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788499979525506,0.0,0.15750374408513024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148220598461347,0.16747063204540352,0.15216283277518974,0.0,0.0,0.1398997159448685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177317736400093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266479757289836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134193321812363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053030966901047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,madeofcum,2019/02/26,"I wait till someone goes offline to send them a message. Not that I actually send the message, but I have to wait till they're offline to decide not to send a message to them. ",5.625,5.0948870555555565,6.507777777777778,80.465,67.33333333333333,8.311111111111114,37.444444444444436,7.1686216300943375,2.650711111111111,138,7,28,1,2,46,20,36,0.09699999999999999,0.903,0.0,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.7550932269253071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6556174331510161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwythrowingthrow,2019/02/26,"Does anybody else have no problem with public speaking? Hey. I’ve been  thinking recently that it’s wierd, because despite always heavily identifying with Social Anxiety Disorder I’ve never had a problem public speaking. In fact I kind of love it. I host a pub quiz a lot and I love having the attention of a whole room at my disposal.

It seems like my social anxiety is entirely interpersonal. I can do public speaking because a room full of self people just becomes a hommonegnous blob, I can’t focus on an individual so it’s unthreatening.

But when I’m talking to somebody one on one or in a small group I’m a wreck. My mind is a continuation of “I’m being boring”, “Their body language towards me is negative”, “Oh god, why me”.

Wondering if anybody can relate?",3.4656059113300515,5.9567659103448305,5.86445812807882,71.46456896551726,76.10344827586206,8.55665024630542,32.426108374384235,9.23628265651192,3.5990591133004934,607,32,100,16,14,214,97,145,0.158,0.757,0.085,-0.8199,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,11,0,12,3,1,0,2,17,20,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,5,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,3,11,4,13,17,3,14,0,0,0,2,15,10,0,5,5,67,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427205717999184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262428690917062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911721122480104,0.18943327329811696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190522979257524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657979847819207,0.0,0.15010061280009768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432851513232004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786144285970696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379729498264403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582240963782014,0.30961174757834115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318896463651773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322888293018008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245635154812805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891219763539344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282479920170352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935790833554815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614776396667232,0.17893551485843548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496914498211823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378633959702073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990477802533163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477249845936858,0.19149889532752126,0.0,0.0,0.18600897980327827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xem3raldx_,2019/02/26,"... ( Rant ) I'm 14 and I have no friends or social life

​

I struggle to talk to people during lessons when doing group activity's - I hear them saying something along the lines of 'Why doesn't he talk?' Which makes me feel really awkward... 

​

The people I 'hang out' with constantly make me the laughing stock, excluding me from all social activity's etc. When I was in year 9, they used to do everything to exclude me from going out for lunch, like going alternative ways. Now they do things such as calling me a 'posh twat' even though I live in a 2 bedroom flat. They spread secret pictures around of me, such as mugshots. They also pick on me for the nichest of things such as walking fast and the genre of games I play ( simulator games such as TWS and ETS2 ) I constantly hear them saying secrets, even in front of me and when I ask them to tell me about their group secrets they change the subject, walk of or try to distract me. I might just stay in school or go home for lunch.

​

My stutter isn't helping either...

​

I've never really had an actual friend throughout my life, I've always been the quite and mature one who tends to mind his own business, however I feel as if everyone hates me ( which is probably true )

​

At the weekends I tend to play on my PC alone or just sit around the house doing nothing

​

I'm also very unlucky in many ways   

​

I struggle to make conversation about literally anything other than school and PC parts

​

I made a new account as I'm worried someone I know will find this and show it to me making me feel really awkward 

​

s e n d - h e l p",6.743587600139325,6.638926620689659,6.709754440961338,78.52217955416234,64.92476489028213,9.220550330895158,34.02316266109369,8.680891452615391,2.722136746778125,1308,52,245,17,18,416,180,319,0.09699999999999999,0.8320000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.5997,1,1,1,0,0,0,68.0,0,0,9,2,19,14,1,5,13,0,13,4,0,7,3,42,35,24,0,1,8,0,3,1,2,2,2,4,2,0,8,13,2,0,9,6,1,7,4,7,0,1,4,7,41,7,44,29,5,34,0,0,0,0,34,12,0,6,12,154,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.04706281749154058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049948863451109465,0.0,0.07713459332804372,0.040128916949310964,0.4702876307493225,0.5274122448152023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03968689927013476,0.08586491505257426,0.045085947814942066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049245391732034315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101801233186648,0.0,0.0,0.10423300047474772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537861073117743,0.0637072582672201,0.0,0.0,0.04608318291491451,0.04334352265544767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315540635628727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407881251802147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452047316258631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222593490184335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761440295891089,0.0,0.0,0.10871118160367656,0.0,0.03232569422173677,0.0,0.048375841711746456,0.0,0.0,0.055647745793282286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026504423159168875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812863451635275,0.023561387461715284,0.0,0.04258552572925842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045633769049325146,0.1287681962429322,0.04889483944724695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116146743191508,0.0486957520614414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03719581120944313,0.04657815715189959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627532578927947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03268001770162469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222538802053919,0.0,0.06686937479287038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199710847257976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051295593193894574,0.0,0.0,0.09268679121164036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670445452406799,0.0,0.09761705856627802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832317072994227,0.04086277362902466,0.03712767614537925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140380801978977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083513954350999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752643781436395,0.042152722816213455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408005442009031,0.0,0.04738300647061339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032743121971730516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041652840377150835,0.0,0.03979251371578575,0.0,0.07656105730243999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351757184255417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048977090857046934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274122448152023,0.03105675352461592
socialanxiety,neongrinch,2019/02/26,"Texting I (obviously) am stressed and scared of everything, but texting has continued to be the most stressful and scary part of my daily life. It takes me so fucking long to figure out replies to people, sometimes I put my phone on Do Not Disturb all day because I just can't fucking handle it. Even with my parents and family, I get so nervous of saying the wrong thing and having that ONE awkward or poorly written text make them hate me or think I'm stupid or whatever.

This fucking blows because the only way to make friends is to be able to text/message them, and I don't have any friends because I get so stressed out texting and messaging.

Fuck.",8.508095238095237,7.05632965079365,7.958730158730159,75.4057142857143,62.01587301587301,10.304761904761904,42.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.871438095238096,520,27,95,6,6,164,82,126,0.263,0.664,0.073,-0.9837,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,5,16,6,7,3,0,10,5,0,2,2,22,23,13,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,14,0,1,1,1,13,2,13,20,3,8,0,0,0,4,8,3,4,4,3,64,18,0,0.1398248956727383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508572385744107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25570787578302234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017549028390803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235302487184546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566560026933726,0.0,0.1318144675432207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160567350922143,0.5170634517643794,0.14610547385852238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804813643926572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876245892708617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374063263750805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666840723932346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474896800459004,0.1063431339102281,0.0,0.0,0.15525899948379338,0.1514167361769624,0.0,0.0969369770632289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405626400464282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119436919933394,0.13998911321868154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829039713366276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805068367223376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513092012292656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289344763236893,0.08959414726525741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098649387184746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528765733382851,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spamdollcami,2019/02/26,"That Feeling When... ... A guy from your previous marketing class group project says hi to you on your way to class and he initiates a conversation with you. He’s super friendly but I felt like I sounded stupid and now I have major cringe. Lmao. I mean I didn’t sound super stupid but I could have been more “conversational” if that makes sense and I have no intention of giving off mean/antisocial vibes. UghhHhh. I hope he doesn’t think I’m weird now.
Anyone relate? *sobs*",1.7880000000000005,4.557609466666668,3.068333333333332,86.4225,87.66666666666666,6.555555555555558,20.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.1760000000000006,372,12,73,8,12,120,64,90,0.134,0.611,0.255,0.9127,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,2,3,9,2,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,15,7,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,5,12,5,7,11,2,6,0,1,0,0,15,2,1,2,4,41,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947439230997606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223712896852059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082537838426182,0.0,0.2674177464656741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151797321591977,0.0,0.0,0.2671766363409929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27577329721996474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27662789621722905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606819248851415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591069542543087,0.0,0.0,0.6067682189962785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148603302471945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784609454858371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107196995677614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DRpaveleeeeeeer,2019/02/26,"Getting tired of battling this every day. I’ll never do anything reckless because of my family, but I am spent, mentally exhausted and feel like someone with severe PTSD Battling and fighting this disease every day has me dejected and void of any positivity. At 25, why does my heart pound in nearly every time I’m on public transport, library, whenever wherever. It gets tiring trying to stay on topic and focus instead of dealing with your mind breaking down. It gets tiring dealing with this day in day fucking out. Pills have not worked for me, self help books have done nothing for me. At times, I wonder if I am the only person affected with this when I see everyone deal with life normally and have a functional career/life. I want to start smoking to relieve stress but I promised my mother as a child I’d never touch it as she battled that addiction and finally quit when I was 14. I want to call it a day If i am honest as this has robbed me of having a life so what’s the point ploughing on day to day ? But my mother yet again is the sole reason why I haven’t or will ever do that. It’s tough, fighting this demon and venturing outside and going to my activités takes a lot of courage for me but why should it ? It’s just unfair and I’m tired of this ",4.354444444444447,5.588315840000004,5.449866666666669,80.72737777777779,70.6,7.955555555555558,29.488888888888887,8.344100000000001,2.1986622222222216,1000,39,186,15,18,331,143,250,0.153,0.7340000000000001,0.113,-0.8773,0,0,0,0,4,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,8,14,6,1,8,0,17,11,1,2,3,37,32,22,0,6,9,2,2,1,0,2,9,0,0,3,17,15,0,0,3,1,1,2,4,9,0,0,3,3,22,5,34,27,1,33,1,0,1,1,15,11,1,5,19,126,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508432379997357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555162192310725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932452842436304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058761243069535764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984296467614509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351657203849839,0.2981357470758837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435554913891044,0.09864512585125773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719441898029286,0.24364978082128025,0.0921091549162703,0.0,0.0,0.090872233915404,0.0,0.048739997477135866,0.06886430932634216,0.0,0.10559555390141573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891152386638295,0.15108657316890356,0.0,0.05478326290954358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422804492804428,0.06461125704670652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361726893406433,0.04709352415522984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195122732869659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714306737463292,0.0,0.09733104978171872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869088983079398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444622479180168,0.09249320212528396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331242404646335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416803172726528,0.0,0.0,0.09112403837880644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126801090613328,0.0,0.0,0.10252750442047412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991096857768062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681400236946631,0.0,0.10056057290345168,0.10889844111630613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167481732877824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822858195846111,0.10274379972674716,0.0,0.0,0.1104196690960493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247672993117951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124169130160003,0.4431655715807551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654455943224436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371204505329713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609433537062691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453581330124877,0.07017640444797607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Skrooby_Doo,2019/02/26,"how does one go back to school after missing a ton of days? I’ve missed like 3 weeks max maybe cause i’ve been to anxious to really go, and i NEED to go back but i don’t know how to. all the teachers probably think i’m awful and hate me and the new semester here just started so i have new classes i’ve been missing and i just feel like it’d all be for nothing and i’d have a bad experience and start missing school again i don’t know. has this ever happened to anyone? ",-0.5490440627333797,1.5866739611650509,1.8203883495145623,96.12317401045559,90.94174757281552,4.722628827483198,19.57356235997013,6.297961479604792,-0.01802852875280037,370,12,86,4,13,125,63,103,0.23,0.723,0.047,-0.961,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,0,4,1,9,0,0,3,3,20,26,10,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,6,0,1,2,1,6,2,9,22,3,14,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,50,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024018371371294,0.0,0.12393616751889333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725860804574769,0.14799496854503186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208288071026316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143105223317126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511122550235756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033128019506532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733828975490871,0.0,0.0,0.08962209145495473,0.12662625662471422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022029659100709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674013049473876,0.0,0.0,0.17499604974266514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482211538240216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318918125738678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806979132863948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314274055869492,0.0,0.34237512178445006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007457219755542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201080691537774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110370004207772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354983168543367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587695859872184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25091458878271583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357358567734425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217793487933286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gilly096,2019/02/26,People talk to me ironically I’m a junior on high school and I’ve always been more introverted and quiet. After freshmen year I started hanging with kids who are what you consider popular. Eventually I started getting attention from other popular people. It’s really annoying because people talk to me like I’m special ed and people high give me and are constantly being nice to me because it seems like they feel bad for me and think that by being nice to me they are doing me a favor. It pisses me off cause I’m just normal person and I wish people would just talk to me normally. Does this still go on after high school cause it’s really annoying and I can’t trust anyone because I realize that anyone I share secrets with isn’t actually my friend they just see me as someone not to be taken seriously ,3.707142857142859,5.941623267515923,5.769558689717928,73.67160828025479,74.28662420382166,8.562147406733393,27.13785259326661,9.23628265651192,2.7670349408553223,651,25,109,16,14,226,90,157,0.08,0.727,0.193,0.9546,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,3,0,4,16,3,0,2,0,11,1,1,2,0,25,25,8,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,10,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,3,21,11,17,19,1,15,0,0,1,0,14,6,1,1,9,74,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.12312858691795522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498769733462676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644897006197482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535084429710306,0.2307453039458378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25923293749054793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363503370891589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104165819100766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379786485497127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974824824142323,0.0,0.06592122333033314,0.1210385452768178,0.07170815314582171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999324055994879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328545117422655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472493966851835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373692473794849,0.1101711323592902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166185587876142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25539164718545704,0.10054512917107833,0.11486496989231587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690765752378656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861461125738334,0.0,0.10076350806879487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30424402678126466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084783731898874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509500879224976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963109104005677,0.0,0.0,0.08125255519248357
socialanxiety,eddie3ed,2019/02/26,"Does anyone else feel like they are less awkward when you are sleep deprived? Hello all,

So last night I only slept for around 4 hours max and I feel fairly lethargic today. Today I had to do some group work for university and felt a lot more calm and less awkward around the group members. Has anyone else experienced this? 

",4.668196721311475,6.7392781147541,4.4499672131147525,84.88806557377049,71.13114754098359,6.191475409836067,23.67540983606557,6.742157984588678,0.7681186885245905,259,7,47,2,5,79,47,61,0.131,0.789,0.08,-0.2917,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,4,5,0,2,2,0,5,2,2,0,1,11,9,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,5,2,5,6,6,8,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,7,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28242954773812623,0.4138627357689026,0.0,0.3595735347928142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767361140203851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374224844159837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042335765555216,0.14427990273637473,0.19391278554237487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888941976783933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462394263553098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866720731098028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716987395034827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952530383606755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359929569126535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210534654824897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828679712697184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702891682483518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,julianransom67,2019/02/26,"I feel like my bosses treat me this way because I’m unattractive?(21F) [what I look like ](https://imgur.com/a/X5LBpJo). My boss talks to me like I’m sub-human it makes me feel so gross. She and my other boss give me dirty looks like I’m unattractive.



I got an internship working on a T.V set as a production assistant. My dad used to work in production and knows the owner of the company from college. I understood that the days were long and I was going to be on my feet all day. I was prepared, eager , and understood that I would get a lot of stress.


On the first day they had one production assistant, not even my supervisor show me around and explain things for ten minutes. One of my supervisors Meg is a woman, as soon as she meets me she takes a condescending tone with me and replies to me with “yeah girl” passive aggressively. She also implies that I’m useless a lot.


I try to always keep a positive attitude, don’t complain, am punctual,and try to be a team player. I respect my coworkers boundaries, I try to make conversation about where they’re from or where they went to school. I try ask if they need any help or what needs to be done during down time. I walk around set checking trash/areas during down time. I ask other departments if they need help sometimes. I feel like I’m doing the same amount of work as my coworkers, but my supervisor nitpicks me a lot.


On my third day in I had only done one run. Usually what they mean by “runs” is going out to buy stuff needed on set or get coffee/lunch for the higher ups. When asked to get lunch by my other supervisor Matt Meg rolled her eyes and gave three names of other people she’d rather go on the run. Finally she lets me go but is passive aggressive. It takes 30 minutes to get to the restaurant as soon as I get there at 30 minutes she texts me asking if I have gotten the food. I say no she says hurry up.


I get the food, get back as fast as I can while she’s constantly calling and texting me checking where I am. When I get back she grabs the food quickly in a condescending tone says “thanks girl”.she told me to ask questions, that they want me to learn. But whenever I ask questions I get a “just figure it OUT” or her rolling her eyes at me, then explaining to me like I’m five. I ask for feedback from my other supervisors and coworkers, they say I’m doing a good job. I always take criticism seriously and want to do the best job. 


She constantly whispers about me to my supervisor Matt. Sometimes I get confused about names of places on set or where stuff is. If I don’t know where stuff is immediately she’ll whisper to him “OH “MY GOD SHES SO SLOW SHE DOESNT KNOW WHERE STUFF IS”. I’ve never worked on a set before and I explained this to them. My supervisor Matt has a dog in the office that I have to walk sometimes. The dog is huge,it yanked me forward, and I got scraped up bad.


When Meg saw she was annoyed and told me to go to the medic then get back to work. Every time I enter a room I feel like Matt and Meg give me dirty looks and ignore me. I’m a reserved person, I like to keep to myself. I do try to take interest in my coworkers and learn a little bit about them but I feel guarded. On my last day of shooting I felt so uncomfortable. They said bye and thank you to me in a condescending tone.


I sent an email to the owner of the company thanking them for the opportunity and educational experience. Only a couple of paragraphs.The owner responded right away saying that I was a good team player and thanks for the help on set. My supervisors ignored my email.


What did I do wrong? Am I a bad employee? What could I improve on in my next job? Did I mess up?


",2.4957559243662786,4.465371861035425,3.907218231359924,86.85786887953104,76.98365122615803,7.118784576005286,24.200231194781605,8.05143319584413,1.317368574023615,2862,96,596,49,66,943,290,734,0.084,0.8029999999999999,0.113,0.951,4,0,0,1,0,0,81.0,0,1,11,10,29,35,3,2,42,1,42,9,3,6,2,89,122,50,0,13,16,1,7,8,0,2,2,8,1,3,26,25,4,5,20,3,3,15,6,15,0,8,24,21,118,20,93,90,8,94,0,1,6,0,78,42,0,15,41,393,144,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252463801583775,0.08849298835243337,0.0,0.0,0.03616134193757097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467540498573818,0.3479851178042094,0.0,0.04996037925665945,0.1226666369301161,0.088799080977917,0.03241545122722849,0.0,0.045248657261200906,0.0,0.05580468200277891,0.0,0.05805416018882172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054298398863575084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492821633589358,0.0,0.04245651936160584,0.05883796972684203,0.0,0.1714698382815815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883453442437613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03512208958273028,0.0,0.04480287331220974,0.0,0.0,0.05201609930057356,0.0,0.0,0.13443631622681218,0.11396632594837597,0.051057071020855965,0.058251448548373275,0.0,0.04523127637133957,0.1929010290733401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056035524206059,0.10202207353150723,0.15110505616868114,0.08920261326474367,0.08505902985211633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692777801087376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830621721739588,0.09453012188061788,0.0,0.0,0.0876720251212475,0.04334534366759881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437581986871359,0.0,0.2078319321551031,0.053296083744487056,0.0,0.04705887642065959,0.1339627433888174,0.0,0.0,0.13562439494385595,0.0,0.0,0.07099046869794298,0.0,0.0,0.05792399431214985,0.0,0.05356898628995527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771661626296318,0.04101242617978355,0.0,0.05655302662672147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809981849797397,0.08088512706294594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03686537822684489,0.04643102468268705,0.055557353871502624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913804756793052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045411810581075525,0.050582327212796895,0.21143750307764836,0.0,0.05381671051336942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777656627814124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609126562192377,0.0,0.24349410324184514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992622221507552,0.04274066359165694,0.0,0.1958283906834792,0.0,0.0,0.03532761372916717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302164413047367,0.0,0.0,0.10162343962793167,0.0,0.18051426075906127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592678545245744,0.05856558971864916,0.0,0.06272888485377448,0.04220844510127714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492944645321978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356294190319628,0.0,0.0,0.0377745359541647,0.058139348563178164,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,awkwardsoul1,2019/02/26,URGENT Help me get outta field trip Need to give my teacher an excuse in advance HELP,6.187058823529411,6.324045352941178,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,66.05882352941177,6.8000000000000025,28.764705882352942,3.1291,1.1850470588235291,69,2,12,0,1,22,16,17,0.0,0.5660000000000001,0.434,0.8388,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776797047749334,0.5098501790604487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7124882538096817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39409042699787145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AdrianusSs,2019/02/26,"Today I had the courage to say no and now I'm overthinking There's a ''trend'' among people in my country to wander the streets and ask for money for charity cases like sick kids, old people etc but most of these are just scams. They'll stop you for a few minutes and talk about the person in need of money and than they'll ask for a donation. 

Me: \*walking from school and minding my own business\*

Girl: Hello. We're from a charity organization and...

Me: I don't have any money.

Girl: \*chuckles\*

Now I'm just overthinking this. Should I have just stayed and listen? Was I too rude? But they're really annoying",1.0179117647058789,3.625066183333335,2.4046078431372564,90.39529411764707,91.33333333333334,5.4901960784313735,19.558823529411768,7.048011613610866,0.6277352941176471,482,15,95,8,17,155,78,120,0.163,0.7609999999999999,0.076,-0.9127,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,0,8,5,2,0,7,0,9,1,0,0,0,17,15,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,4,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,11,3,15,10,4,11,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,6,63,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873311549529565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639256804325951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27672431923640073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122105933070446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505349338779357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398111492494407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603648418475081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440364648450772,0.21665267466772034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895485830924996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973184993434689,0.0,0.25111516177430937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26446761982570616,0.0,0.2074431270513307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199433011601368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519293960977455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,poorfolkbows,2019/02/26,"Living with cringeworthy memories The older I get, the more they pile up. Lemme tell you what happened last night. I went out to eat with my brother, and we ran into somebody he knew. I'll call her April and my brother, I'll call Jim.

April introduced herself to Jim and said, ""Do you remember me? I'm Adam's fiancee."" Adam isn't his real name. I'm concealing his identity, too. Anywho, Joe introduced me to April, telling me that Adam worked for Jim, and April was engaged to Adam. Also, April worked for the state.

My brain completely misfired at this point, and somehow I interpreted this to mean that April worked for Adam, and Adam worked for Jim. But I was confused by April working for the State since my brother did not work for the state, and apparently neither did Adam. So they repeated themselves to me about the relationship between April and Adam, and I said, ""I still don't understand how April works for the state, then."" This went on and on until the light finally came on in my brain. At that point, I lowered my head and said, ""I'm so stupid."" I apologized to April and explained how my brain sometimes misfires.

At that point the host came to seat my brother and me. I went with the host, and Jim continued to talk to April. A few minutes later, Jim came to the table and said, ""What happened? Geesh!""

That was so humiliating! And there we were sitting just a couple of tables away from April and her friends. I had to sit there the whole time eating while April could see me, knowing what an absolute imbecile I am. This will likely be added to my growing cache of cringeworthy memories.

I almost made it worse on the way out. Jim stopped to say goodbye to April, and I came really close to saying, ""I'd like to tell you that I'm not always like this, but that would be a lie."" In my head, I meant it as a joke, but I'm pretty sure it would've come out wrong or been misunderstood or something, so I kind of dodged a bullet there by keeping my mouth shut.
",3.826666666666668,5.413097662337665,4.218636363636364,87.67462121212122,72.37662337662337,7.522943722943723,26.599567099567103,8.131152278815165,1.528239826839827,1540,53,316,23,30,483,182,385,0.047,0.8959999999999999,0.057,0.6101,2,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,2,3,2,7,15,11,1,1,19,0,17,8,6,3,1,62,47,34,0,2,8,4,0,3,2,2,0,6,0,0,18,33,2,2,8,1,0,10,5,3,0,0,23,8,44,8,52,19,4,64,0,0,1,0,35,20,0,5,30,195,62,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184562448421108,0.0,0.0,0.0653633130714181,0.06800992521266389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679256221542892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737293008569247,0.16692079743864094,0.3739314790188627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040731772566905,0.08569741293976796,0.0,0.0,0.06525860998327174,0.09043803345979948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727026999524802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953650979728198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063148125988569,0.0,0.04270307457390631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455567837104588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677670297207248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264967133713075,0.0,0.08511424651394467,0.044919324364940866,0.06662479448451235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979452631641738,0.0,0.07217335129296502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733947128792044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903318996300467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670259997142989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317974967778217,0.0,0.0,0.08315370510373897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930321292199633,0.05236142427722719,0.0,0.0,0.08775261773890145,0.092589627791984,0.0,0.3109941571528104,0.12999763293511005,0.0,0.0,0.06513207631964467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761189501815923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292346442234605,0.08083783564977574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527353987088716,0.06833397673065893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703410886386444,0.0,0.0,0.06569535933924156,0.21431952897174208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766023597468131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508883932742392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487730266827976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22730701552633675,0.0,0.09125401745020137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165275018285589,0.0,0.08329477336176985,0.11612415460326946,0.08936420435814148,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fensy33,2019/02/26,"Was able to force myself to walk half way into a uni lecture despite being late I’m the type of person to entirely skip a uni lecture if I’m even 10minutes late as I can’t bear the process of walking into the room at the front of the entire class in the middle of the lecture and having to walk up the stairs and find a seat, whilst being in full view of everyone in their seat. 

At uni I’ll always go the long way to a class in order to avoid classmates or will always find some back door to enter a classroom to avoid having to walk in the view of others.

Well today I was late to one of my lectures (had a reason for it), and got all the way to outside the room, ended up walking away twice through the building which was embarrassing in itself bc of the other people around the building thinking I was lost lmao, then eventually went fuck it and walked in half way through the lecture. It was actually kind of fine, surprisingly. Didn’t freak out, didn’t get stared at, didn’t trip up the stairs (thankfully) 

Did not think I would ever do that, and am just relieved I finally forced myself to
",9.304157868275515,6.034786253393669,8.936892911010556,74.72559074912017,62.031674208144786,11.270186023127202,36.772750125691296,8.515128840125781,2.9411413775766717,866,27,174,8,9,280,119,221,0.084,0.86,0.055,-0.7501,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,6,12,1,3,23,0,19,1,0,1,2,24,30,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,8,9,0,2,5,0,0,11,5,6,1,4,13,3,9,6,43,13,3,51,0,1,3,1,2,24,1,3,11,123,17,9,0.1421563032756055,0.0,0.1387240457037131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365708644586503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654924880177246,0.0,0.0,0.13356052642678035,0.10930942243401287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259082904759395,0.0,0.0,0.09389289760551048,0.1285885149147406,0.0,0.13583643975438295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572528169321698,0.2598565716306521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131421211702144,0.07427080117645908,0.0,0.08079070314482116,0.0,0.11369538195494767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803391426021734,0.0,0.0,0.4810755059628542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258038550009268,0.0,0.0,0.1551803977359989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632879013359584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855328154346346,0.12412540079602995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616035586619944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087842475449374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217603823812345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347475536050206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513482268356482,0.0,0.0,0.12781558893046802,0.13178031733954476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098375918339496,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BryannaW,2019/02/26,"Lowering earphone volume around others Does anyone else feel the need to lower their headphone volume around other people, especially if you're in an inclosed space like on a bus or something? I've felt like this since like four years ago when I was in the library listening to music, and some girl asked me to lower my earphones because they were too loud. Now I'm constantly worried that someone else can hear my music. ",12.221538461538465,8.842108846153849,10.58589743589744,65.47576923076927,56.69230769230769,12.451282051282053,42.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,4.320405128205129,342,13,55,4,3,106,64,78,0.105,0.804,0.091,-0.0258,3,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,6,3,8,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,8,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956276930400919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431104584296035,0.22612220323046225,0.0,0.3929204196635759,0.20631464580766526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345301105572819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23848666398991406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312663856257503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687150787030176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158710923459247,0.0,0.21189627628558602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24873280938836265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234528413722247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363827294770425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299812962120815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255641744782344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698927440973126,0.1698973566006968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412063275982969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211663309523626
socialanxiety,KrazyKomodo,2019/02/26,"I just moved out of my parents’ house at age 25 and I feel terrible I always had a great home life. My parents and I have a great relationship. My sister and her boyfriend had moved out when they were about 23-24. It was rough on her but she had someone to go home to every night. I stayed at my parents, for I was single and preferred to save my money while living with people I’ve always loved.

I recently got a new job that pays me enough to pay rent on an apartment that my sister lived at when she was starting out (well, same complex at least). I’ve been thinking about moving out for a few months now, but within the span of two weeks, I’ve been from happily living with my parents to now living in a barren apartment waiting for my furniture to arrive.

I’ve always been perfectly content living with my parents. It just feels like home. But now, when I go to the apartment, it feels like some alien place. It’s about 15 minutes from my parents’ home, but it feels so far away. It doesn’t feel like home, and it feels wrong. I lived at a house, in a nice neighborhood with a yard with a nice porch to an apartment surrounded by people I don’t know. It just feels like a mistake in some ways.

My dad and I really like to watch movies and TV together. Sometimes while downstairs, I would just holler up: “Hey dad, wanna watch a movie?” He would always say yes and we’d watch stuff. I loved being able to do that. I’ve always suffered from anxiety, and knowing if there was something bugging me, being able to just walk up stairs and talk to them about it was always very comforting. I always felt safe there. It just feels like a downgrade on our relationship and on an emotional level to now live across town.

I’ve always resented change in my life, but this feels like i’ve been completely uprooted. It’s been hard on my parents too, as they are empty nesters now. I just think I’ve made a mistake. My mom says she thinks this will be good for me, but I sure don’t feel good now. I just feel so alone without them in the same house as me. I always kind of liked when I knew that they were going out of town for the weekend. Maybe it’s because I was still in familiar territory, or because I knew they were coming back. Now, I feel like I’m all alone in the great wide world. Any helpful words are appreciated. 

",3.3566428230805916,4.776766669527898,4.018419170243206,89.30797687172152,73.29184549356223,6.894515975202673,24.532427277062467,7.3871296695380915,0.942186647591798,1812,54,382,20,36,575,203,466,0.067,0.728,0.205,0.9975,9,2,1,0,0,0,52.0,2,0,6,1,31,31,1,0,21,1,31,4,0,1,3,78,62,29,0,7,17,12,15,9,0,3,2,2,8,0,19,22,0,2,22,3,4,8,4,6,1,1,22,20,53,25,66,33,9,74,0,1,3,2,35,41,0,4,32,247,72,3,0.10458467926402636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831818662855776,0.0,0.0,0.3916027406324028,0.0,0.0,0.03556058413050238,0.0,0.040003496688062364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913037444283473,0.04020958136352645,0.0,0.06375384975945311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055318361613876016,0.04504522031279165,0.05482752320077036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588218437295215,0.0,0.0540319654633688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04405855149008593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172869375233923,0.26150360517129606,0.05020884658065713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915682507093843,0.08772066698016631,0.04182296099985766,0.17295746715741167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04684366504801953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03505045298012683,0.0,0.2622674015383493,0.0,0.0,0.18101501709429005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189207824439985,0.0,0.0,0.05445442476471595,0.05747700459785648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387125190059941,0.2299265618049048,0.0,0.3232256575459899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439175629428186,0.04948027613568765,0.0,0.0,0.05253468372851911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124415616970735,0.04173924659625206,0.16673544413829602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050426747079155,0.0,0.049072818364408924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064511834612593,0.0,0.0,0.07250584816247932,0.0,0.05463436505831094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03349981179015072,0.0,0.05163237679175416,0.11228480580597043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316993467240917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04430712967514868,0.040257197821290114,0.05171846100772317,0.0,0.037012787138733926,0.055736676330544896,0.04176072997889456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986221804601049,0.0,0.0,0.04928491124875295,0.0,0.0,0.042030601797592194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052045929219093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051082017446346516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043146656693248416,0.0,0.04150722519183367,0.04194576062749858,0.0,0.0470170933867044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050407949348769285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429395546812452,0.057173464398605114,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KatDT,2019/02/26,"Help with actually *going* to parties So here's my usual routine when a party comes around. I accept the invite, tell the host I'm going etc etc. Then I either bail a day or so before or I stick it out until I'm about to leave the house on the day of the party. By this point I am so anxious that I want to throw up, and it feels like a force holding me back in the house. 90% of the time I tell the host something along the lines of ""Im not feeling well sorry"" and then don't go. The other 10% I actually go, but to deal with the nerves I drink. A lot. To the point where I puke anyway. 

​

I need general advice for dealing with this. I bailed on another party tonight and I kinda wish I just wasn't invited to things anymore so I didn't have to deal with the level of anxiety it gives me. Also I know there are better ways to deal with anxiety in the moment than alcohol. Buuuuutttttttt I don't really know what they are. Nothing really relaxes me in that moment. So, any general advice?",0.7040579710144925,2.9256553478260905,3.2542995169082154,87.76086956521742,84.8937198067633,6.112077294685991,19.628019323671488,7.423996415210882,0.6643410628019321,775,22,162,13,23,269,117,207,0.09300000000000001,0.782,0.125,0.6556,0,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,16,5,0,0,18,0,8,2,0,0,0,31,23,16,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,12,2,1,5,2,0,6,5,0,1,0,2,2,21,5,31,21,4,31,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,4,13,115,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.21490053848056287,0.0,0.0,0.21519401756974216,0.0,0.1176727813597508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805393793441806,0.0,0.11930279863237367,0.13379419896538902,0.07487773458319029,0.1154586384926556,0.16846580452197696,0.12439156089829105,0.10919830571997258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802014342162356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466684208532976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369444736036624,0.0,0.0,0.09738225291842613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484894956855973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420220860391362,0.4540691988876623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786466882815847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456007532092884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134859787174428,0.07866172223840746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562635862224393,0.25030938972363986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380358279928655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25410145787288224,0.0,0.0,0.11893635872365538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102579302749783,0.0,0.0,0.11658928149324513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053793579759455784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361053271699066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164425252998711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565232768169004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081767425337044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410769860587381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476710513143537,0.0,0.12325774536363525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247982408308745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315136946070247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420530513606136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212692463192254,0.0,0.06494500119615773,0.0873992108732811,0.0,0.0,0.0990010014054566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661964333706455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379419896538902,0.0
socialanxiety,A_Sad_Organism,2019/02/26,I'm freaking out I was in school and with some classmates in my lunch break and of course i was the only one not talking. When they were grabbing their lunch they sat down on another table different from mine. So I was now in a huge table alone while they were looking at me. Instead of sitting with them I chose to go outside the school and now I'm regretting it but I'm afraid of going back there.. Wtf is wrong with me,1.4312643678160908,3.64407948275862,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,81.75862068965517,5.2459770114942526,22.310344827586206,6.42735559955562,0.3421862068965513,333,11,72,3,9,105,60,87,0.16399999999999998,0.818,0.018000000000000002,-0.9178,1,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,5,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,11,13,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,6,2,13,0,15,7,1,17,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,1,5,53,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28916769281476024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29276624767613585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468808210038515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917052765384073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173523512151717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344582452964461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919360055457746,0.2123446916884516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5651319700718225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244109235525424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052621042681427,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,QplayerZ,2019/02/26,Literally can't even leave the house outside of school anymore. title,4.335000000000001,7.687262500000003,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,90.66666666666666,5.7333333333333325,31.0,7.1686216300943375,2.8032,58,3,8,1,2,18,12,12,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.0382,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481734897582116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984824271987903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.521443699958019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785076545896729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573572520520986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SirLag_a_Lot,2019/02/26,"Help to decide how to tell my friend I can't go to their party because of my social anxiety. I have recently discovered I have pretty bad social anxiety. I haven't wanted to go to upcoming events with friends anymore and don't want to hang out with my friends at school. Recently a friend invited me to their party, but it's a dress up type of party and I'm pretty self conscious about how I look and act. There is meant to be 15 or so people there. I don't want to go to the party but I don't know how to tell them I don't want to come because of how I am. Could I get some advice about how I could tell them I don't really want to come because of my social anxiety?",3.646521072796936,3.611309131034485,5.422988505747128,84.87808429118775,71.48275862068967,8.9272030651341,26.45593869731801,8.841846274778883,1.7004329501915714,524,15,118,9,9,181,68,145,0.085,0.723,0.192,0.9534,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,10,5,0,0,3,0,14,0,0,5,0,28,29,12,0,7,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,4,0,0,7,7,1,0,0,1,1,21,4,24,25,1,13,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,2,3,78,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945367588310513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280544875336502,0.0,0.12123142795296675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206714189493063,0.22355315552109284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060168507600374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952009204745507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777761224877863,0.0,0.06386651099415575,0.0,0.20841920036779216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193637869938163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718112342094795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026526715330978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474735884767548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872855522482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831149191572777,0.0,0.2413988760919588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371564587819295,0.0,0.0,0.12752528832069818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738316258542366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205352469327817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605081224248921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway700741355,2019/02/26,"Is this something I should investigate? ​

  I experienced a lot of death as a kid, developed a morbid curiosity as a teenager and exposed myself to a lot of stuff I shouldn't have as a result. Home issues exacerbated this too I think. I stopped connecting with most people socially by 17-18. 

Ever since I've been very introverted. To the point of not going out. I was not when I was younger, so it could just be inherit personality, maybe.  But I'm wondering if that did something to me. I see us all as ""less"" than we act, having seen how we end. Its been a good empathy boost but its cramping human interaction for me. I'm wired weirdly. 

Ima be mad if I'm a wuss and everyone is like this. ",2.357258241758238,4.425223550000002,4.877142857142856,79.27708791208791,77.78571428571429,8.307692307692307,27.1978021978022,9.057496981413335,2.422115384615384,547,23,110,14,13,193,95,140,0.096,0.8490000000000001,0.055,-0.6249,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,9,0,14,1,0,2,2,26,22,13,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,8,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,6,3,14,2,15,11,5,8,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,6,5,79,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208016109302703,0.23328328450879876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328472625290646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004208715523278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366179286242206,0.0,0.18345028464972465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910973164320308,0.16102825150211447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925770177067721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003828865244396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379437276662644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32643825675113336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287514687804933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330985086549978,0.1676342529991708,0.0,0.0,0.18148826568021856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298751370124736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881231337834867,0.0,0.0,0.1957049461120632,0.0,0.29559949319595513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605083975833466,0.0,0.0,0.2197773599958352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301649738307616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23093480722353166,0.0,0.0,0.15840806789685502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081999853721064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23328328450879876,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayfromasia_,2019/02/26,"I feel betrayed by a girl Earlier this month, a girl accepted my invitation to prom. Me being a real introverted person, I was really excited as she was one of the popular girls in my high school. Ever since I asked her out to prom, we've been talking a lot and there were also signs of her liking me. Even my friends did say so. She also talked about how she broke up with her boyfriend and how ""she's single"" followed with a playful emoji. Once she even asked me if I liked her because my friends would often tease me with her, to which I replied it was just my friends. I originally never intended on dating her and never liked her more than just friends. Gradually as I was being blinded by my friends support, I felt closer to her and actually felt like she liked me back. As she was a really popular person, this was like a dream to me. But reality hit me when one of my friends(let's call him D) told me that he asked her if she liked me to which she said normal(as in not yes not no). He also asked her if she would kiss me to which she apparently said ""ewww no"". I know prom doesn't mean anything and it's just a hangout but I felt betrayed knowing that she would find it disgusting to kiss me. Although my friend never did show me the chat he had with her, I immediately came to the conclusion that she just didn't like me. My intentions for asking her to prom was never to date her or have anything more than a friendship but I eventually did fall for this love trap and now I'm left devastated. She does still talk to me and the plan for prom is still ongoing, but I feel like cancelling prom with her just because I would feel uncomfortable being with someone who finds me disgusting. Sorry if this is kinda long but I just wanted to express this horrible feeling I have in me right now. My other friends told me that she probably didnt want to tell D about it and I should still have hope. I never did have hope at the start but the little hope I did accumulate now is just destroyed into thousands of pieces. I am heartbroken. Sorry for it being so emotional but I just cant help it.",4.359807881773399,5.31167798571429,5.342085385878492,82.55785714285717,70.33333333333334,8.555008210180624,28.292282430213465,8.841846274778883,2.042112479474548,1654,58,338,29,29,544,181,420,0.126,0.698,0.17600000000000002,0.9259999999999999,2,0,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,30,33,4,0,15,1,36,4,0,5,6,79,67,32,0,14,22,0,7,9,7,5,1,3,0,5,20,17,0,0,14,5,0,3,13,5,0,3,25,11,78,28,45,32,5,36,0,1,1,3,66,13,0,11,29,260,98,7,0.0,0.0,0.0708458511805716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741714439676744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948507587824253,0.0,0.3393498859058475,0.0,0.0,0.05582391311549696,0.0,0.08851097795756875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413138184095676,0.08303356345901337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353160485047324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166375730110721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590150311619117,0.06566967352320077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468323206588969,0.05186452027260715,0.20911838875972605,0.0,0.13270777902021616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926269869809577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048661373122284336,0.07670450434138128,0.0,0.21632064703067516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979668531740118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887869158597156,0.07423708157086689,0.0,0.3192124855292514,0.07276296202797543,0.0,0.06424755812250155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172081202487805,0.06552315422725187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908125893170519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05794758354806029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27996293527884397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113130427508489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731523791598928,0.09838950551925232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678075567816238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827366921520527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263320569406551,0.09301716254401034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061998886536840665,0.13811596258804218,0.05773339400128163,0.0,0.07347375244921071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005438847036761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061512636379401374,0.0,0.0,0.16253658453582145,0.05138572806105576,0.0,0.17393222830935867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238413566888853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505623660154376,0.06345445697189997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387423232493011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564117935109199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062881121573284,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Manners2,2019/02/26,"Does anyone else have social anxiety disorder but not generalized anxiety disorder? People in my family suffer from GAD, they worry about bills, their future, lots of stuff, and also suffer frequent panic attacks. Me on the other hand I never worry about much of anything, even things that I probably should worry about such as bills being overdue, being low on money, procrastinating important things, having no immediate future, etc. I just don't worry about stuff like that and I've thankfully never had a panic attack. One of my theories as to why this is is that my major depression sort of cancels worry out and makes me apathetic in regard to everything not currently in the present.

The second you throw me into an a social interaction however, I'm a nervous wreck who can barely formulate sentences half the time. Walking into a crowded restaurant or bar makes me insanely uncomfortable and I honestly do not understand the proper way to act or enjoy myself in those situations. I just can't do it, I don't enjoy socializing, and this is something that I've finally come to accept about myself recently. Most interactions are probably going to be awkward for me and that's just how they are and how they've always been, It's a part of who I am and although I keep a stash of cringe moments that I've experienced in the back of my brain like I'm sure many of you do as well, It's not something that will ever effect me on a deeper level and make me wonder ""What's wrong with me?"", or have any doubt about myself or value as a person.

I've pushed myself, gotten jobs that required A LOT of human interaction, it still never stopped me from being extremely uncomfortable throughout just about every single social interaction. There's just something in my psychological wiring that makes me have this response to interacting with too many people, and especially being in a loud overstimulating environment. Some days are better than others, I do have those rare instances where I actually manage to trick people into thinking I'm outgoing, but these are always very short lived and will never be something I would be able to keep up for long. Anyone else like me? Thanks for reading if you did.",9.931987723651561,8.716459166253106,10.074661094423409,60.6105341517566,59.07444168734492,12.553689434504376,37.33955857385399,11.520995432342351,4.500556327543425,1776,65,275,41,19,594,209,403,0.19399999999999998,0.6779999999999999,0.128,-0.9835,3,0,4,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,3,3,25,25,3,5,17,0,35,3,2,7,6,64,52,26,0,3,16,0,1,3,0,4,0,1,0,2,28,18,1,4,5,2,3,6,12,13,1,3,4,3,37,12,51,37,9,45,0,4,0,0,20,19,0,12,22,224,65,5,0.07802706734746426,0.0,0.07614316219134411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062398217567364175,0.12984954130226428,0.0,0.0,0.05306108145842501,0.0,0.11938098590267025,0.0,0.0,0.10911667941805443,0.15989590261939185,0.06420962808995835,0.0,0.0,0.17753410692183672,0.0,0.0599979984667677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900860026646119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710401226026422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721340953113225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050321003420887515,0.0,0.06720459877218916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885155825657495,0.0,0.06828201245089394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036320510841545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702080561618768,0.05153614209220177,0.07057994954969146,0.06574116952005858,0.0,0.07012569691755435,0.0,0.07355697486402855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547483834622617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434458050803658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742982456835602,0.13870808517122293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436025141968788,0.0,0.06889932998995289,0.06905149923388884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267164476896146,0.0,0.0,0.20833469337816005,0.1582143989156899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735887240982197,0.0,0.2407171382179425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287316019101665,0.0,0.0,0.18309590332283465,0.0,0.08449571025509851,0.0,0.16228243192417827,0.06813022556351762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825275131988068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780481825800229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704231575007753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770569290451682,0.0,0.31815507592178977,0.0,0.2402761940067408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231251677535678,0.0652341221232767,0.0,0.0,0.17864464860107954,0.0,0.0,0.0735395875625731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367368069286784,0.0,0.0,0.10367543290021104,0.04999659416136338,0.0,0.0,0.04549821044736037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122892888103571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438050221721174,0.0,0.06193425419938293,0.0,0.0,0.07015570421944735,0.0,0.07040729194712315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461702612647336,0.0,0.3962013720766557,0.0,0.055428189937709316,0.08531034925021322,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,a-very-picky-pikachu,2019/02/26,"Help Through Gaming Hey all. I've had social anxiety for as long as I can remember, but as a kid/teen they just called it 'being shy"". I was making it most of my life by avoiding what I could and plastering a smile on with everything else. A few years ago though all my anxieties and depression broke through and I just kinda huddled in on myself. I lost my job (which didn't help) and eventually even the thought of being around people had me tearing up with a stone in my chest.

 It's taken a while but with the help of a parade of reg doctors, physiologists, therapists, meds, and the seemingly unending amount of support from my husband but I'm FINALLY starting to feel better. I'll be starting a new job soon and, while I'm glad for the work, I still have this weight in my chest thinking of being around people again. As hard as I try I can't shake the random stutters, having my mind just completely blank out, or having my head jumble with things I think I should say but getting stuck because I can't decide which is the good/normal thing to say so I just smile like an idiot.

In an effort to try and get used to talking to people again I decided to try streaming my new play through of Dragon Age: Origins since I thought I could work on talking to people while playing one of my favorite games (I'm not too big on big competitive stuff really, aside from Overwatch). I don't have a facecam because (aside from not having a camera) I think that would be a little too much for me right now. I may be quiet or kinda awkward but I guess if you're reading this then you understand.

If anyone wants to check it out it's [https://www.twitch.tv/jessicruel](https://www.twitch.tv/jessicruel) . Even if you don't wanna talk (I get it) even just knowing someones there watching is a help. Thanks for reading through this ramble. =)",6.025511363636365,6.637784619318179,6.03693181818182,80.27852272727273,66.44318181818181,8.445454545454545,30.20454545454545,8.296473431620573,2.0773306818181823,1454,50,275,18,22,459,187,352,0.084,0.773,0.14300000000000002,0.9726,2,1,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,1,5,20,15,1,3,19,0,27,6,3,3,2,63,53,28,0,9,17,1,3,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,16,15,1,1,12,6,1,1,7,8,0,1,9,7,36,7,51,33,6,37,0,3,1,0,18,17,0,12,20,196,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684391353276485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989256209849658,0.0,0.0,0.06850244417895461,0.0,0.0,0.17442697616194938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944240723010058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664592457968212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003765524568446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271899466891699,0.0,0.0,0.15644110086926444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438085360576332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027577629623602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184081689944872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412348592522835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804853051292949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049536244665289456,0.0,0.0,0.10732062914203233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355481825057266,0.0,0.0,0.08217203876686284,0.0,0.0,0.10792427907964244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776129030523934,0.0,0.10054481249985464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26266714836815297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944389167107457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538413900920987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919864592804806,0.04786287352186524,0.0981910215248119,0.0,0.08669978773125935,0.0,0.0,0.10694511343602617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539529877462383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882185709097812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892111089620867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201874133958444,0.0,0.0,0.1892388084755543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638656388494822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716784343365113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599171451957675,0.0,0.06276167128836975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098017031443383,0.08366528564508853,0.0,0.15581831126942713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918761254771819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104125487203391,0.0,0.0,0.09986741002758816,0.08300910840401897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868641378759022,0.0,0.07823844575951737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215146148077873,0.0,0.1111744521293224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362321463711999,0.0,0.09019701061412314,0.0,0.11374996095375045,0.13017295967678724,0.18832440204059,0.09625438440218186,0.155553433873225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954426387543292,0.0,0.0,0.10198954359802008,0.0,0.0846140590844846,0.0,0.0,0.057784858193652415,0.0,0.0,0.11930026955753288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264570046791594,0.0,0.0,0.06959461206844937,0.0,0.0,0.06308904636298605
socialanxiety,RockstarFire,2019/02/26,"Will try telling a girl how I feel about her today, requesting support There is a girl I've had feelings for  for a few months now and I really just want to tell her how I feel. I'm just really socially inept though and always have been, although I admit I surprise myself sometimes when she brings out the best in me, which is why I've finally decided to tell her my feelings. I'm 75% that she has been giving me signs, I feel I'd have to be a real idiot not to pick up on them, she has literally told me she loves me, but I can never escape the thought that it's a trick or she means it in a non-romantic way or just doesn't give that word as much power as other people. I've got a chance and I don't want to lose it so I'm calling in for support. Give me some advice or just say something like: ""yeah my dude! It's not like she'll be mean to you or anything."" ",3.188971631205672,3.265434351063832,4.893404255319151,87.88333333333334,72.51063829787235,7.9687943262411345,25.241134751773053,7.793537801064563,1.0962751773049644,670,18,156,8,12,229,109,188,0.028999999999999998,0.7879999999999999,0.183,0.9748,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,3,12,10,2,0,9,1,16,1,0,3,1,35,39,16,0,2,11,0,5,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,9,4,0,0,10,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,6,27,7,18,29,4,14,0,1,0,1,26,6,0,5,8,105,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068515429278466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127896565225412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005323433733057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034755538123805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136559286212556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381043966159074,0.0,0.0,0.14650111975860813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848749271886969,0.0,0.0,0.10696080037020736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067319157322466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961624158726972,0.0,0.0,0.12070185324301053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913551590249056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674670363008892,0.0,0.09831125976620304,0.0,0.10314535533594617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271562038620257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222071013388874,0.17134925866860667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635213966951096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632688806800494,0.0,0.10295641429217822,0.13226820509720144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30352378393049506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506731617257077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139482324440002,0.10617135040535654,0.0,0.0,0.12676597706696233,0.12779036461943108,0.0,0.09079788397584276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577617741927104,0.1061533167792704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067583056014268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,readthisandiexist,2019/02/26,"My discovery/thoughts on texting. Hi guys! Luv u all. Ur all in my hearts.

​

I've never been a very good texter, even with my good friends it felt like, and I think over the last year I've kind of cracked the ""code"".lol 

​

Texting is emotional labour, texting shows that you are putting in effort in someone and that you are thinking of them. Its nice to ask frenz how they're doing, how their day was, how was work. We here are constantly being told that people love to talk about themselves, and I'm very good at asking those kind of questions in real life conversation but not over text. 

As I see it, there are a few ways to initiate a text with an established friend or really anyone you're getting to know. 

1. Sending them something sweet, cute, funny that reminded you of them. then leading into a how you doin sort of question. 
2. Initiating with something you're doing currently, like im making pasta. wyd? 

And this with sending details about yourself too interspersed. 

Texting has always made me feel dumb and anxious and like a loser LOL but as I've met and texted with more people I copy how they have initiated with me things they chose to talk about and its helped me a lot. Its nice to let your friends know you're thinking about them!!!!! :\*",4.518007829491083,6.3189141239669455,4.346789908655939,86.58396476729015,70.98347107438016,7.078207916485429,28.43932144410613,7.669130373188453,1.656335537190083,1006,38,192,12,19,307,144,242,0.064,0.763,0.17300000000000001,0.9835,1,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,1,5,7,4,13,18,1,0,9,1,14,4,1,8,3,43,31,19,0,0,4,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,12,16,1,0,9,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,7,4,22,16,32,22,5,21,0,1,1,1,32,9,1,5,10,117,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917639756860424,0.23898234874721586,0.2680109124349115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458797165106562,0.0,0.07711217318628623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061987281789104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917633527625307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112316744596857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405310560846546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284063143346295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576220707759192,0.0,0.10588861131232286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25561223952449685,0.0,0.05761811801242098,0.0,0.0,0.2774994918972796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919713394335563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306854375266246,0.07392011656693435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191241558666487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296847591941503,0.121216889328099,0.08989505578850338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277145241087445,0.07789587704520902,0.16163555489653378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375834109776664,0.09953437166970568,0.10435208303264833,0.07361450624307753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505675644716272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291216781117675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086449492200376,0.2470835509987728,0.0,0.0,0.12552576726215578,0.07064987131271427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788097103603955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344210735850568,0.1698018999808734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728198754053154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326687340195469,0.2119939526160625,0.0,0.08755208282216875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537977094874648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819894250180889,0.0,0.0875372117527263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028706194793259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680109124349115,0.07101839252028955
socialanxiety,dawahful,2019/02/26,I am afraid of looking attractive I will literally turn around and go back in my house to change if I think look nice. It’s like I need to look how I feel.,3.832058823529412,3.3841198529411787,4.92235294117647,90.05058823529413,71.05882352941177,9.15294117647059,25.823529411764717,8.841846274778883,1.2685764705882354,121,3,31,2,2,40,28,34,0.0,0.753,0.247,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,10,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,3,5,9,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455661074331353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121125935321144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918140590866756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394786866914015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677262943801706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182953203533222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476699304144574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6949367565950503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045402157986841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675435058410002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000469608478377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SOULWarrior16,2019/02/26,SOLUTION Just don't give a fuck what people think & look at them in their eyes with an intent to prove your worth. ,8.82125,5.750815291666669,7.536666666666665,83.77500000000003,62.75,11.266666666666667,28.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.6232166666666659,93,1,21,1,1,28,24,24,0.0,0.7090000000000001,0.29100000000000004,0.7772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,1,5,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,2,1,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082172245442428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336306561669342,0.0,0.4499570457112889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938852195680079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251813279575741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30054933285096624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,takiverse,2019/02/26,Went on a first date! At first I nearly canceled I was so terrified. Then I took an Ativan and a few deep breathes and decided I needed to go through with it (seeing as how I never do) and I’m so glad I did! She made me feel very comfortable it was great 😄,-1.3608928571428578,0.6569175535714287,1.4685714285714295,97.00142857142859,96.67857142857142,4.942857142857143,17.714285714285715,6.6274283507984215,-0.022814285714285454,197,6,47,3,8,68,43,56,0.086,0.7090000000000001,0.205,0.7922,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,2,1,10,12,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,2,8,3,7,6,1,12,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,5,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588039721018666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342980641397146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849405426862186,0.0,0.0,0.3462649046149293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29718201899055796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328800155343477,0.24223127967505484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25027429874274715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34894495952962185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591418551026209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911473993805526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,age-matters,2019/02/26,"How have you overcome your shyness and social anxiety to talk to someone you were attracted to romantically? I am so unbelievably awkward around the guy I am interested in. I know if I just relaxed and talked to him, we would get along great. 

How have you overcome you own fears to talk to someone you genuinely were interested in? ",6.733688524590164,7.899052491803283,7.38045081967213,69.31034836065578,65.06557377049181,10.69016393442623,38.200819672131146,10.686352973137794,4.406111475409837,266,14,46,7,4,88,39,61,0.12,0.63,0.25,0.8931,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,6,0,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,11,9,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,12,5,10,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,1,0,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340962539355872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250669122317457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28449722659803034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209007598257216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787392911573169,0.0,0.2503354537985351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894542787971625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577221723619399,0.4284338151515431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6096309289255704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795988761700383,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coconut80085,2019/02/26,"I have a problem with stuttering I only stutter when I'm talking to people I barely know and complete strangers. It makes it really uncomfortable and annoying for everyone that talks to me. Makes me feel way more self-conscious. And after I'm done stuttering/talking to people. I can't stop beating myself up. 
So I'm pretty much a mute at school and I feel trapped in my own head. 
My stuttering completely goes away when I'm talking to my family tho. 
Recently my stuttering has been really bad and I was wondering if anyone has some tips on how to control it? ",3.5513888888888867,5.904569138888893,5.229407407407408,76.80633333333336,75.2037037037037,9.134814814814817,30.24444444444445,9.642632912329526,3.4202044444444435,449,21,78,13,10,152,70,108,0.217,0.7140000000000001,0.069,-0.9413,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,0,2,0,7,1,1,4,0,18,17,11,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,2,13,0,13,14,4,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,5,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449477450612965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384444010956813,0.0,0.13672078853835834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433684235088111,0.0,0.1836546840858278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756866403162693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646599769840308,0.0,0.0,0.15436483762750045,0.0,0.1655894539475493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680502903642178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899903337987068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860300246810246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037190276524867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245359550040997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704124977115456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658820640510658,0.0,0.1566824846912036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979932870767204,0.0,0.16167908730873012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571935242794272,0.0,0.0,0.17082243760421512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689870590717546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5264502438134232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299736851704518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757518607419864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Vanzam,2019/02/26,"Scared to text not so close friends Why is this? I want to text them as I don't have a chance to see them in real life, but when it's not face-to-face talking, it causes me a bunch of anxiety? Why is this?",0.07819148936169995,1.1972308085106431,2.0478191489361706,101.30875,81.34042553191489,5.5510638297872354,18.132978723404253,5.985473137389443,-0.6625276595744678,156,3,43,1,4,52,34,47,0.18100000000000002,0.7909999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.6811,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,6,6,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288626688241266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261594704933409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24529934470816786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242593034301071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613839678883515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31787241183815823,0.0,0.25300601388524696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551940907826892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726944542802768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729878731703252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StrawbbSA,2019/02/26,"Presentation in 2 days! I used to be pretty good at presenting, i could present without stuttering, look at the audience, and i didn’t even need flashcards because i had already memorized my data. But sometime in middle school i developed social anxiety and became ‘the weird loner’. I’m always alone and being alone is one of my biggest fears. I haven’t had a solo presentation for months, maybe even almost a year and i’ve been trying to weasel my way out of doing it but that didn’t work. I’m the last one to present, and actually presentations were done a week ago but some things happened and yeah, anyways whenever i present, whether it be alone or with my classmates i always cry and i feel super bad for my classmates that have to see me. I know nobody’s really going to pay attention to me since over 90% of the kids in class don’t even know my name but just being in front of like 18 people and talking overwhelms me. I’ve tried the ‘fake it till you make it’ tactic, taking deep breaths to calm down, thinking of other things while presenting, practicing so much that i know everything that i need to say but in the end i just stutter, have a shaky voice, cry, and want to honestly die. It especially sucks when you’re done with your presentation and nobody claps until the teacher does and you know that it’s probably just pity claps. I really just want to present in front of a small group of people instead of my whole class and then work my way up but my teacher believes that i can do it, and that this is a baby step. But it’s really not for me. If you guys have any advice on what i should do i’d highly appreciate it.",5.109748677248677,5.782758237654325,5.796278659611992,80.98611111111113,68.47530864197532,9.01093474426808,29.00881834215168,9.107695989026183,2.255922574955908,1295,44,256,23,21,422,171,324,0.13,0.779,0.092,-0.8923,0,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,3,11,15,1,3,13,1,25,1,1,2,0,52,45,29,1,7,16,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,21,16,0,0,8,0,1,4,6,10,0,2,8,5,33,5,39,31,3,46,0,2,2,0,11,18,1,5,23,173,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.10600956859920656,0.0,0.0,0.10615434064983402,0.09629608318528254,0.0,0.10877967372769544,0.33753126663684524,0.11987857350026968,0.0,0.18078174664806232,0.0,0.0,0.07387376873946583,0.0,0.08310350168205058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070353063452134,0.06622131312714677,0.0,0.0,0.12239153378787865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673414549207414,0.0,0.2386552182273207,0.07005892204374334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274329802235765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506496019714543,0.2223373579668061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621607767211096,0.0,0.0,0.2152520607194897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763181176094804,0.0,0.0,0.1222416707597611,0.054927814085388035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173830602879981,0.09111571736818026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756317201634114,0.09606328760874397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477611291761446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23880614164924166,0.08854991884872386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307231172175683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122387052537073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251298190692093,0.0,0.10913586408814624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670935885347897,0.0,0.07985732591748594,0.1610991214913393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722427440670685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062407973269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051822217055347,0.11712411902613205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877812410948124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863888582020775,0.0,0.1099418056345086,0.08656597168031982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986185793726065,0.0,0.0,0.11073706875136467,0.0,0.0,0.10744023815875507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167805812965431,0.08731462187969513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434110167986636,0.0696072664431351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750856067800322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382352937341808,0.0,0.0,0.12814842825723938,0.17245471241898475,0.08713837232889811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212842141181204,0.0,0.10471777345264552,0.0,0.15817138679613826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699557149086581
socialanxiety,layna99,2019/02/26,"What gives people the right to point out I have no friends and must be “lonely”? (Mini rant) I swear This would stop when I finished high school, but apparently it will happen at college too. 

Maybe if I knew you more, okay, but if I’ve talked to you a handful of times, why?

I get maybe you have good intentions but what you’re saying isnt helping. What do you want me to say? “Oh youre right I am lonely! Gosh thanks for telling me, I am gonna go make friends now “ :) 
",0.3138331771321461,2.484213804123712,1.4738331771321462,100.20207122774136,86.21649484536083,4.352014995313964,18.096532333645733,5.565023196281405,-0.6636927835051547,357,9,85,2,11,112,71,97,0.109,0.675,0.215,0.9365,1,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,1,10,1,1,2,1,14,19,7,0,5,5,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,14,5,7,13,1,12,0,2,0,0,13,6,0,2,5,49,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138052909992186,0.0,0.10610331291265662,0.19481723783620286,0.11541764893369087,0.17033771342278708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958702656127493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612331553333107,0.21457001266797496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355605365162426,0.0,0.4080515212556938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079327951951126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919805742201068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468662494813452,0.0,0.3230020241598008,0.0,0.20553244074984006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978780539726504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632316955730463,0.1775048773629148,0.18697299928471955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842025384754586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978454913468782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832522488932378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442654613927641,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PossibleRow,2019/02/26,"Does anyone else get extremely tense and nervous while waiting? I get anxious in a lot of situations, but I've found these ones especially. 

Some examples include:

* Waiting for the server to prepare your food
* Lining up in queues, especially if there's an unexpected delay
* Waiting rooms, like the hospital or the bank

Also, what do you guys do while waiting in these situations? I just look around awkwardly because... there's actually nothing to do. ",5.940274725274726,8.757083833333336,6.758278388278392,66.45576923076925,69.64102564102564,9.585347985347983,36.78388278388279,9.957137785484203,4.572572893772895,361,20,53,10,7,119,59,78,0.14,0.8190000000000001,0.04,-0.7217,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,14,11,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,4,1,9,10,2,9,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,4,4,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.218911896032466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939512522991652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534269354485195,0.0,0.15685544501124293,0.2298506799748641,0.0,0.1996995968229521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367483464556975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631105906758475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739736820646954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27125846632488865,0.2459642167650773,0.0,0.0,0.23440437918188226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212011840542256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959539350415597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837913146906785,0.0,0.0,0.1907157548378046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152488917577474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201054715270995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043084362144233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChoiceManufacturer,2019/02/26,"I skipped the whole class yesterday, and today seems it's going to be difficult too Yesterday was the first day of the uni, my second year. I was just standing at the doorway and I couldn't step in, I couldn't find the courage to get in. Everyone looked at me so I just hid. Mind you, this class is full of total strangers, because all classes were mixed. 

I don't have any friends, because most of them passed the prep class, and me still here on the prep year, once top scoring student at the first semester-first year, and now failing and failing due to depression and anxiety. 

I don't know how to enter the classroom today. I'm at home and I'm already anxious, there is that feeling around my chest again. ",3.2096904761904734,5.140548492857143,3.541428571428572,90.45190476190477,74.78571428571428,6.666666666666666,28.809523809523807,7.492282038375204,1.6038809523809516,559,24,114,7,12,173,87,140,0.166,0.81,0.023,-0.9587,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,5,11,6,0,0,9,0,11,1,1,1,2,21,19,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,4,0,3,3,2,13,2,15,13,5,29,0,3,1,0,3,10,0,2,14,76,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854121801394894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234870333005203,0.0,0.13763485803525566,0.20325329373044013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016293113859328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934962659056406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603060754871103,0.0,0.1549609486198703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191696159786446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909706780197226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443949917547096,0.4591080737725807,0.0,0.0,0.13900226191625248,0.0,0.09399841822108676,0.0,0.10225011959329218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046990671581986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887684856407096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108369942367675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166335759799546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160412592845685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378830569914848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436807433838404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34107769668297777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086922036006746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475790320020025
socialanxiety,ouijapup,2019/02/26,"job interview coming up hi everyone,

i recently landed an interview that i honestly never thought i would get. i’m extremely happy but also super nervous. in situations like these i tend to fumble over my words and make really weird facial movements (i.e raising my eyebrows way too much) when i’m nervous. i decided to come to this sub to see if anyone had any tips for calming your nerves before an interview? getting this job would completely change my life but i’m worried that my anxiety might ruin it for me. any advice?? 

thank you in advance ",3.9876470588235335,6.662545411764711,5.509568627450981,73.7290588235294,75.27450980392156,8.785882352941178,30.788235294117648,9.3871,3.5651458823529416,440,21,69,12,10,148,75,102,0.161,0.67,0.16899999999999998,0.4583,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,3,10,0,2,2,0,4,2,1,1,1,14,16,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,1,12,6,10,11,1,13,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,2,4,43,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024710496060345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750844444749242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25087119125427226,0.0,0.14110742432746365,0.0,0.0,0.1289750915309105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695745707351172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512873052616564,0.3177829711320194,0.19339735827202498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625447503323732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274004965567207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963555745455169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660858730007758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028588686660295,0.0901153027078627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312501759958458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567740363749545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355955085624161,0.0,0.1422629202991537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181664741465862,0.0,0.18212687150330306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698660165907804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733493413602405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982120622412755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464365148733646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641164204896803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873228126104577,0.0,0.2620628086827907,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KevinMalonesChair,2019/02/26,"How do you say common conversation starters/enders (hello, goodbye, etc.)? I thought I had all of these things down, but I went to a birthday party today, and I couldn’t get the words “happy birthday” out... The longer I went without saying it, the harder it seemed, so I just didn’t say it. Now I feel like crap, and the person probably hates me. How do you fellow anxious people get over this?",2.776597744360899,4.916089328947368,3.704812030075189,87.83868421052631,76.76315789473685,5.395488721804512,22.69924812030075,6.1826913282559595,0.489919548872181,303,9,58,2,7,97,56,76,0.12,0.7290000000000001,0.151,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,5,4,2,0,5,0,5,1,1,2,1,14,13,6,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,4,10,2,6,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,1,4,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367398784853519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856053935346516,0.0,0.2337115639147697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595836783182136,0.14970763635159862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896987447581645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307743298640026,0.0,0.2068942546053908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237901545393832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452805096142686,0.1829771794637782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259380004901801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999446582591301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077291628032755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922042775332444,0.0,0.0,0.16636493213414005,0.0,0.0,0.19863563090367492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885230681390517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202005569360104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThrowGoToGo,2019/02/26,"I’m a nightmare around people. Is avoiding them a healthy behavior? I’m very weird around people, vascillating between shy silence and intense weirdness like some kind of roller coaster of awkward. 

I feel like it really is best for everyone if I just stay away from society. 

Could this be a healthy behavior,  given the circumstances?",6.377068965517242,9.12166532758621,6.023655172413792,72.53686206896553,68.13793103448276,9.467586206896552,39.18620689655173,9.888512548439397,4.722623448275862,271,16,40,7,5,84,45,58,0.149,0.602,0.249,0.8246,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,8,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,8,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,4,8,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817338829305259,0.0,0.0,0.2542118250840097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839492067760529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603017099174188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25854367444266024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368096151953595,0.1932970896038854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817596824841058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643761695265877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751618871151531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333570915592808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839434616136883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232506971227356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,galaxikk,2019/02/26,"People like me more when I’m more of a bitch/asshole/don’t give a fuck I notice when I put effort into conversations people are weirded out and don’t want to continue, when I act like I couldn’t care less (which I mean, sometimes is a mood tbh) people tend to like me more??? it goes against really every social rule,

I’m a guy, if that helps, who looks a lot younger than his age (I look like a teenager) my only guess is that people assume teenage boys are assholes so they just expect that out of me ",2.2176591154261054,3.9915850485436906,3.422847896440132,90.90626752966558,77.15533980582525,5.742826321467099,21.153182308522112,6.42735559955562,0.2262781014023725,392,10,83,3,9,127,70,103,0.07200000000000001,0.755,0.17300000000000001,0.8095,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,1,0,6,0,6,1,0,0,0,13,17,6,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,12,5,9,16,5,10,0,0,2,1,9,3,1,4,9,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244871276225967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903456758097945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450132807022947,0.0,0.18107138168051906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793535635341615,0.18689752458175546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651876751931435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688654210800223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170139977160244,0.0,0.0,0.16047309326959394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560996889200453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214899276836976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355698926437602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234369183565531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975131412952134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092154421576118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241236234578027,0.0,0.0,0.18668391956026512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133282689302856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hatesocialanxiety,2019/02/26,"Anyone else feel like they can't show their personality to people? 19M, just got a job after almost two years of basically having minimal contact with anyone outside of my family. I did have a girlfriend a couple years ago, but I have no friends to show for all of the years of school I went through. Only talk to one guy online who I was acquaintances with in high school, but it seems like he has gotten tired of talking to me after almost three years and has been doing the ""progressively becoming more distant"" thing.


My coworkers at this job are actually really nice, but I just can't break out of my shell. It reminds me of high school a lot, and it honestly makes me want to quit the job, but I know I can't. It's hard to explain. It's like I want to be myself and show that I do actually have a personality, a pretty unique/weird/fun one at that (according to people who have actually gotten to know me), but I'm so fucking sensitive to how people judge me that I physically won't let myself act like *myself*. I feel stuck in my head and like I can barely speak out in public most of the time, usually obsessively thinking about what might go wrong.


I guess it stems from my only two ""best friends"" I've had throughout the years always holding the fact that they could easily stop being friends with me/replace me with another friend or make new friends over my head and trying to make me feel lesser or some shit. Unfortunately, it was true at the time, and I went along with it since, like I said, I don't exactly come off as exciting to people because my public personality is so blank. When it's one on one hanging out people think I'm fun to talk to. In a public space? Forget about it.


Idk, this probably doesn't even make any sense, tbh. Just feels like I'll never be publicly normal, so I would rather just chill at home. Anyone else relate?",4.974275362318842,5.661171934782607,5.973695652173912,79.5444927536232,68.78260869565217,8.959420289855073,27.018115942028984,9.075114841892004,1.9855811594202903,1464,43,291,26,24,486,189,368,0.073,0.727,0.2,0.9949,3,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,3,3,13,22,2,1,14,0,30,5,3,5,5,63,59,19,0,6,12,0,5,7,6,3,1,2,1,4,20,16,0,2,10,3,0,6,8,4,0,7,12,7,37,18,50,39,6,39,0,0,0,1,27,17,2,10,22,190,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.2169485739618927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568997560382868,0.0,0.14841172926246038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061661638428632135,0.0,0.0,0.050394220675842254,0.07770598482338964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554486792636451,0.151859501922858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517397073571333,0.08184360430419339,0.0,0.0,0.07776905692405693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383524985146764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059167140686611726,0.0819962277852395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381112381569195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048945925073368604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985998629616445,0.0,0.14987968971897872,0.1058818408780769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862682836348566,0.06850925836851512,0.0,0.0,0.0421158128420472,0.0,0.059268866850140677,0.0,0.08163546495550014,0.07337600774507705,0.0,0.0,0.06638389248702663,0.0,0.15210706223447878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659287082224138,0.0743337694380927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061455735199265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145279174439306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577780356228304,0.0,0.25342912430540904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300177041390112,0.0,0.0,0.19786374917290586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861413031031615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057154661431641926,0.07157146774233472,0.0,0.0,0.0726075687302025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086297747873608,0.11272100879554475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568768062962549,0.1941179595688961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539184438263583,0.07989816685111488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882022643420585,0.0,0.0,0.0474738238763624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049121584757684,0.0,0.0,0.22499589675134984,0.0,0.0674627829872375,0.0,0.0,0.07606813948778113,0.061300761779224285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061955441832655576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868936694233012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923234224250009,0.09496751027143724,0.0,0.0,0.08642292221038526,0.08517326862016156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031270967506425,0.0,0.14478043725667242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161664070397863,0.0,0.08741858284817157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739291689018115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526423577998882,0.08102263368712027,0.0,0.23860727527495545
socialanxiety,feeeeeeeelllsssss,2019/02/26,"I get nervous around people I like:/ I change around the people I like. I’m not the same person and I act really weird. I understand that’s a normal thing for some people, but it ruined our friendship and I don’t know if there’s a way to stop or lessen the fact that I get all nervous around anyone i like.",1.5223589743589765,3.359200030769234,2.976538461538464,93.01762820512822,79.46153846153845,5.564102564102565,16.98717948717949,6.42735559955562,-0.3364358974358974,242,4,53,2,6,79,43,65,0.19899999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.139,-0.4208,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,17,6,5,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,3,5,6,3,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,4,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046666239853196,0.0,0.0,0.5746972662784193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276437137731987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485699864974207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826343370890086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31539459290639443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084164722640966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475593654018005,0.18789662045572575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378569672732352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990944524222022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296344467605365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402158650943824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080872635098687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mental-health--,2019/02/26,"Just had to give an unplanned mini-speech in front of at least 100 people (I didnt die!!!) An art piece I made got put into an exhibit and I was invited to get a ""certificate of excellence"" or whatever. I walk into the place and its jam packed with students and parents, only a handful of which I know. The board up front starts introductions (I honestly dont even know what the whole meeting was for, as we left super early after we got our stuff) and I find where my art is displayed. Not gonna lie, I'm super proud of how it turned out. Then my mom starts pushing me to take a photo with it, and I guess she realized too late just how much I didn't want my picture taken. My sister starts pushing me too, and so now I'm standing here, sweaty and clammy, anxious out of my mind, and she's trying to take my goddamn photo which she KNOWS I'm uncomfortable with. She finally backs off, we go back to waiting, and then the certificates start to be given out.

Our teachers first, then students. ""Ella?"" Nothing. ""Michael?"" Nothing. At least 6 names go by with no response before someone actually walks up. A few names later, then me. So I walk down this aisle, passed these people I don't know, super anxious about how much lint is on my pants, whatever. I'm basically drenched in sweat at this point and then the guy giving out the certificates goes for a handshake. Whatever, fine, his fault for shaking the fat sweaty girl's hand. I go up to stand next to kid #1 and the rest of the names are rattled off. No one else comes up. Something something thank you for coming, something something can you explain your art choices, something something. The ""oh no"" kicks in. I have to explain my piece. In front of 100 people. Oh no.

Kid #1 starts talking and thankfully takes a while to wrap up his explanation. I feel like I'm shaking as I scramble to figure out what to say. When he's done I just start talking. Something something inspiration, something about color pallets, watercolor, whatever whatever, and then it was done.

I walk back to my spot, I get a clap on the back, we leave. Done. When we stepped outside into the snow I felt like magma hitting ice. 

I have NO IDEA how I didn't lose my shit. Score 1 for me. At least I know I can do it without flipping out! Yay!! Sorry for rambling. This just happened 10 minutes and I really needed to get it out of me.",2.6309563513988654,4.767561866090715,3.7224772715857166,87.55226681400373,77.207343412527,6.2940177809031095,26.318197799989953,7.3071595529392575,1.3397439248581031,1836,72,363,23,43,593,225,463,0.076,0.818,0.106,0.9683,1,0,9,0,0,0,81.0,7,3,0,7,26,18,1,2,22,1,21,5,5,5,0,69,69,32,1,2,7,3,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,4,15,35,1,1,14,3,0,19,12,5,0,2,16,6,55,13,67,50,10,80,0,1,1,0,35,32,1,2,29,242,70,6,0.0,0.0,0.07421335823545012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182861496173765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233909537007928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471253758404423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101984987765536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892739188867871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334751789005619,0.0891294674384676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352961292256462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050229988683033897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03845292078511125,0.05432979008030185,0.07301946239632275,0.08330852851061105,0.06950788070818681,0.06468768023895431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919820128187587,0.14590725266605542,0.129662079075741,0.0,0.12164749186684105,0.0,0.08377711678147615,0.07530097823499506,0.06725033665155537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585064781930721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897412815211505,0.0,0.08578716756520245,0.08052545773080531,0.08262802264726862,0.0,0.0,0.07430790511149572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850799567161066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195989170644324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767883328049791,0.08906827507468176,0.0,0.0,0.11181029060585833,0.05638975317338736,0.0,0.0,0.08087952400327288,0.0,0.0,0.1459431250956982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153312083934339,0.05783908453720338,0.0,0.0,0.08444398868182161,0.0,0.0,0.15816947850739754,0.0,0.0794555588627922,0.0,0.0718913748619584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645076951823689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871926789565348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060477628255816415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806373625349328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443650889303444,0.5269197020875066,0.0,0.08513120792196342,0.32296943698775266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870585021814681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715393167253392,0.12225144198538294,0.0,0.14003235520309898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051632629964660656,0.08272003623623556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044855975452179925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490656975204855,0.0,0.07330902047381843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pleasemrtrash,2019/02/26,"I'm scared to talk to my best friend: anxiety is killing my ability to maintain friendships. Rambling

I opened up to her about my emotions about a falling out I'm having over text. She kind of blew me off saying stuff like ""ok"" and ""sure"" and it really made me feel like she didn't care and just wanted me to stop talking.

And it seems like every week I have a conversation with her about ""if I'm annoying you, let me know"". And she responds ""you're not annoying me, I've been dealing with stress"" Which is fine. I get that. But I just wish that she would show that she's still interested in me as a friend. A lot of the time she's on her phone listening to music, saying she's still listening, or teasing me, or whatever. I want more positive feedback, not a lack of negative feedback. Does that make sense?

It seems that I can only maintain a friendship if the person is giving me constant reassurance that they still enjoy being with me. If I don't get that reassurance, I assume they're trying to get rid of me. And I let them get rid of me, even if nothing is wrong. I stop talking to them unless they initiate another conversation.

And she's really the only friend I have that I see every day. (Making friends is a whole other issue for me.) I'm scared to go up to her in person and ask if she's okay, or if she wants to stop talking, or something. Part of me just wants to cut her off from my life entirely. And I don't know where those urges are coming from.",3.129603151444414,4.487927892617454,4.510023344032682,85.80493580391014,73.76510067114094,7.732944266121973,25.37262912168077,8.321376580360154,1.501867347534287,1144,37,240,19,23,380,143,298,0.106,0.695,0.19899999999999998,0.9822,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,4,1,11,27,5,3,10,2,18,1,0,3,1,53,47,22,1,13,17,0,1,3,4,1,1,4,0,2,15,15,0,3,6,1,0,3,6,9,0,0,3,6,50,18,38,40,6,24,0,0,1,0,44,11,0,14,13,168,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408309786582733,0.07593387141933793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927949979725382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416757964211876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120250933687187,0.0,0.0,0.08550397466399445,0.0,0.1072651406534284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401469337117056,0.10233302913209187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868633729985612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116544974364395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556050375171925,0.0,0.16726219759528282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050188999111766885,0.07091159085992074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30675310118435706,0.0,0.20743767689992645,0.09521954151909837,0.05641192605306524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360198312906974,0.0,0.0,0.10981683499132204,0.1033643463855468,0.10910174954792752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300080005823395,0.07011049792904163,0.1454807323147011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438757259964177,0.0,0.09392251270379208,0.13251406578315544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524295198185022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150983889035919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748925131556937,0.0,0.0,0.17334056168470366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717740255963295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578715774427306,0.19875378841372698,0.0,0.07909762199928105,0.18072573071226694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641544205251724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23780825401255684,0.2489582107573205,0.11370235865898268,0.0,0.11362931604272974,0.0,0.0,0.0935516748162936,0.0,0.0,0.319126734091539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787948953171719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739124015874272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341852287068479,0.0,0.0796206396383666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082060001847034,0.114144466808572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051168183797883,0.10852557535394937,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iJaySauxe,2019/08/14,College I was terrified of starting college after not going being 2 years out of high school but it went pretty smoothly. ☺️,0.7912499999999979,2.7795522916666684,2.9986666666666686,82.11300000000004,109.41666666666666,3.586666666666667,25.63333333333333,5.6839178017228535,1.3921433333333333,101,5,15,1,5,34,22,24,0.09699999999999999,0.736,0.16699999999999998,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,10,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24748086342112266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600853724707174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430174199106988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407068274891306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082194720851004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036740051468489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804207280769988
socialanxiety,zephyr121,2019/08/14,"I just got assigned PUBLIC SPEAKING Actually kill me now.  I wanted to take Developmental Biology and learn actually cool things for my career and now I’m just stuck wondering how much I’m going to be judged and how much I hate hearing my own voice.  Hopefully, I’ll get the class switched out, because my mom understands that I’ll never need to use it and will call the school.",7.24472602739726,6.983384123287671,7.853527397260276,71.26193493150687,63.93150684931507,11.135616438356163,34.688356164383556,10.686352973137794,3.610646575342465,303,12,57,7,4,101,52,73,0.136,0.7979999999999999,0.065,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,1,17,17,6,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,4,7,2,5,13,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,33,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.4261307598389533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309618581268104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229464502535434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114072051383105,0.0,0.12408592736891493,0.0,0.17462401437642427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556254803280608,0.0,0.0,0.2460816249903226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168578685317916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415574996996024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557136116567009,0.0,0.0,0.3210055792282502,0.16189409115991366,0.16839492553070484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209686625092554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641622234335755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145053376189509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272964780343398,0.0,0.18857303350523325,0.0,0.0,0.12878079740113604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367771222055031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadlittlebeanii,2019/08/14,"Do you guys ever get anxiety when the other person doesn’t reply back quickly? For example, this happens sometimes when I’m messaging people. Like, when we’re in the middle of a conversation, I say something to them and they don’t reply back for a while. 

I think to myself, oh no, have I said something wrong? Do they dislike me now? Oh god, I regret what I said.. I should have said x instead of y... I’m such an idiot!

I get this feeling especially when we have been talking for a while and they just suddenly go quiet for a bit.",0.5271295060080128,2.9681370467289767,2.940246995994664,87.59525700934584,89.74766355140189,5.300133511348465,21.66154873164219,6.868970318607317,0.8307361815754333,412,15,81,6,14,141,68,107,0.16,0.782,0.059000000000000004,-0.8868,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,4,0,12,4,1,0,7,0,9,0,0,0,1,9,20,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,6,15,1,9,15,1,15,0,1,0,0,15,2,0,0,13,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553416186218352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122837736822414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216907466703477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368090232116785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267407960772318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218267876028185,0.0,0.11540462429822515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010629745668862,0.1795667605484342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920567292582556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077739129826686,0.1773056142246324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794744348203299,0.16148278703521166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126535822357148,0.2008331798646857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321327522441734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011371624853474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201605452524195,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mandeezkid,2019/08/14,What's wrong with me. I'm on vacation with my friend and her parents and siblings and we could hear her parents  playing UNO in the other room. The other people joined but I knew how I would feel if I did which would be not good. I can't tolerate group activities such as games where everyone else is having a good time and is lost in the moment because every time I try to imitate that feeling I Just end up feeling lost and wondering what was wrong with me. Sitting here writing this makes me feel shitty but not as shitty if I were to have joined in on uno and forced myself to have fun. I don't know what to do at this point because my only options result in my feeling like shit.,5.5544285714285735,5.271917442857143,6.069285714285716,82.71821428571431,67.42857142857143,8.714285714285714,30.357142857142854,8.07648339933343,1.9552142857142847,542,18,111,6,8,176,86,140,0.226,0.6729999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.9766,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,2,5,11,1,0,4,0,15,1,1,3,0,33,28,13,0,5,7,2,5,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,9,10,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,6,18,6,17,18,0,16,0,2,0,0,10,11,1,4,5,80,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204974312501327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576970748026353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159068229763055,0.0,0.13951907723383888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272035379912964,0.15052046737846111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982431066136944,0.11253482930028454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217022755395038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642464984288705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754044782955195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657080325550705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769580317264632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34391104533412764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514816824693886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198037300651898,0.0,0.0,0.3498224395013586,0.0,0.0,0.10920696998851176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489106360671642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169562261965012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837064546275977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694812534356772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082753055540306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238003684048724,0.3444544664439223,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ongiz,2019/08/14,"Working in retail has drastically improved my social capabilities I know no one is going to really see this post but I just wanted to get this off my chest.

I've been working in retail for about half a year now (I make sandwiches and serve people food). This is my first job as a high school student and on my first day, I was absolutely terrified. I could barely breathe at a steady pace and the thought of taking someone's order really scared the crap out of me at the time. Prior to that, I could barely even bring myself to talk to strangers or order my own food or buy something.

Fast forward a few months and I've changed almost completely. My phone anxiety has deteriorated ten fold, I can make this post, I'm able to comfortably talk to strangers and as a result, I'm even more comfortable around my own friends. I'm really, really happy with where I'm at from a social standpoint, but I still have a long way to go, all things considered. Things got better for me so I'm sure they will get better for you lovely people as well!

To the few people that actually read this, thank you :)",4.719408099688471,5.864532747663553,5.633813084112152,80.08143613707166,69.65420560747664,8.697320872274144,26.41619937694704,9.029198982220553,1.9658072274143303,864,26,168,16,15,284,126,214,0.075,0.728,0.19699999999999998,0.9857,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,6,10,12,1,1,11,0,11,7,3,3,2,24,31,13,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,2,1,3,4,1,2,1,5,4,1,21,10,29,24,6,31,0,0,1,1,10,12,1,3,12,110,30,6,0.11864758829349292,0.0,0.11578293105407668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880842106731285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076508029179194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562150833068323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098683001032051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551341630573434,0.0,0.12439973896089553,0.0,0.0,0.18946088962045335,0.0,0.0,0.07651787897922245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673122615159316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184315598259295,0.28693826944581663,0.0,0.09166683239748448,0.0,0.12397693576946812,0.0,0.13486031732387446,0.0,0.09489331502176823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630256398136272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535769123669974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773942375808445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520561162360762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499938201787533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708408074600156,0.0,0.15839637299905726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470337301184616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803986764513906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467658957943961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227263184725008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867969601590905,0.0,0.30403473282377463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187869341209144,0.12007769364544213,0.09454676651487327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189254924419665,0.10052971653509966,0.09134071006503644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475211727452124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182394783008597,0.0,0.0892082205221559,0.19072887435908656,0.0,0.10923475849443244,0.0,0.0,0.15764837122631706,0.0,0.0,0.09419293204081423,0.06918436287256598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998142162851559,0.09417693299672282,0.0,0.0,0.10667843087837853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727537147272387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640515684702473
socialanxiety,glitterwitch18,2019/08/14,"Meeting with a therapist for social anxiety. What is the difference between a suicidal thought, plan, or action? I didn't want to post this on the suicide subreddit because they've got bigger problems, is that OK?

 Anyway, I'm having a phone meeting (terrifying) with a therapist so I can arrange therapy (mostly for my anxiety) in the future. I know they'll ask if I've had any suicidal thoughts, plans or actions. I want to answer right so I can get help and also so I don't look like an idiot, because that is every person with social anxiety's worst nightmare. 

The closest I got was digging a knife into my chest, but not enough to cut. I was just thinking 'I could do this if I really wanted to'. I just don't know what that counts as. I didn't actually go through with it, so it's not an action, right?",3.8706041666666655,5.242310518750003,5.613750000000002,78.5629166666667,71.9375,8.583333333333334,30.833333333333336,9.075114841892004,2.7846458333333333,633,28,118,13,12,217,94,160,0.139,0.8190000000000001,0.042,-0.8867,0,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,1,2,8,6,2,0,11,1,16,1,1,0,0,27,31,12,3,7,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,9,1,15,2,16,20,3,13,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,5,2,85,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.13461089783360924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103116793186536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093804875048292,0.0,0.3165743561366048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895657843135938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817558138487734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013497509512908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411939266322804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253032937547908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622156998796924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206868267479485,0.0,0.07839527049377196,0.0,0.22064866068249328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245920567898112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516179603424265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739119520409351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583602572427587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044510063378985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321097205859757,0.0,0.0,0.13199128032684962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883687862827014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23560238580906145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812277503824289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452656473845127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774800056501662,0.32032117000205856,0.0,0.08838727254026206,0.0,0.2190201100656573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24408421633462765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Razer443,2019/08/14,"Underrating and Anxiety Hi.  
I have been working in a company since the first of August, I thought this would be a great chance to improve myself and get to know new people and maybe finding a girlfriend , however I found myself confused when I talk with other colleagues , Moreover  I feel I can not ask a question if I did not understand what others are saying , I feel they wont understand me and this is frustrating ,  
most of times I tend to think of the worst scenarios like : ( they wont like me , they will notice that I am not confident enough, they will find me awkward because my of is not loud enough).

 In addition , I feel that I am restricted and observed and I can not do what I want , unlike others.  
How can I overcome this feelings and gain trust in myself ?",6.025238095238095,6.467119687074836,6.352789115646264,78.60768707482994,66.41496598639456,9.526530612244898,33.34013605442176,9.444778638647367,3.0182462585034013,602,25,112,11,9,194,88,147,0.126,0.736,0.13699999999999998,0.5647,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,3,2,8,1,2,6,0,18,0,0,1,0,34,32,10,0,3,6,0,4,2,1,5,0,2,0,0,10,9,0,1,13,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,6,26,4,11,22,4,8,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,4,7,91,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473093342512174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464795565313955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736081091255406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36395704097767095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562052386692293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32194005983855684,0.14980715448927145,0.0,0.19310593840288226,0.0,0.0,0.09201516830981823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417236760302836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679066982987168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208618054769048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693570717404633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009730802663356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051321506394715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209908396115456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729414389097594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005729322486946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456878681902501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155818069521578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285026251884575,0.0,0.13981920817025492,0.10269669522989552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36669321589243065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387984264560343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282170916559135,0.0,0.0,0.1251102378139345,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,auri23,2019/08/14,"Lost, on a thin line, need help. I need someone to talk too. I feel useless, stupid and hopeless. On a thin line, don’t really want to live anymore",-0.09600000000000007,2.205669066666669,1.495000000000001,97.7025,91.66666666666666,4.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,5.985473137389443,0.028333333333334213,112,4,25,1,4,36,23,30,0.331,0.546,0.12300000000000001,-0.8024,0,0,0,0,0,2,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,4,5,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35104107387689265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897682163595208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23725724305890103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125601683735441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863978107667978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249254719665641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22676092068851966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999158795619353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845060151507101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877945690200772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lunajars,2019/08/14,Issues learning and studying Does anyone also have issues learning/studying? I find it so hard to concentrate and be able to retain information and understand it. Sometimes I feel like it's social anxiety that feeds it or maybe it's a learning issue that feeds the social anxiety because I don't feel confident in knowing the material.,6.2360000000000015,8.780903933333335,7.183333333333337,64.935,68.0,9.466666666666667,37.0,9.888512548439397,4.6149,276,15,37,7,5,92,40,60,0.138,0.8190000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.5258,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,13,7,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,1,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,25,10,2,0.1948073254969507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578734781796333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298054141588139,0.0,0.0,0.1362138114833952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875273748671755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047720332578184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700087415292725,0.13917039225936573,0.0,0.0,0.1780503662719437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450909958698968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6099847058601278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070610114414314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951730191397155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957101423458911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971630713583225,0.0,0.0,0.1926694261268991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280129609165476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Odorousbag87,2019/08/14,"Finally went out and not have chest pain or other symptoms Honestly pretty happy about this one. But a little back story. I am diagnosed with severe social anxiety and major depression. The diagnosis came after I was trying to improve myself and confronted my PCP about certain feelings. So I was referred to a psychiatrist and was put on medication. 

Before when I'd go out to say a bar I would not be able to breathe and just be overall overwhelmed with my surroundings I would have to often leave or just excuse myself for lengths at a time. I tried everything including going to where I'd think I'd fit in more like barcades (bars with retro arcade games). That came with a host of issues like further isolating myself.

However, this past Saturday I was invited to my friends birthday party at a relatively popular spot here in Dallas called cidercade. It was awesome and for once I actually didn't feel like I was suffocating. It probably helped I was around familiar company but that usually never helped in the past. 

The only time I think I fudged myself was playing this weird pixel art games and this woman came up to myside of the machine while I was playing with friends. We literally had no clue what we were doing. She kept moving in closer to get a look and kept asking me questions. I was kind of short but not rudely, just didn't know much. I think she was at least trying to play and hindsight I should have invited her to do so. I only mention this because I was thinking to myself ""how do people make friends at these places? Everyone seems to be on a date or in a group and content with each other"".

As reluctant as I was originally, I can't stress enough seeking medical help. There's literally no shame. Yes meds can be scary but you know what's scarier being afraid of the person in the mirror. Watching your life dissolve around you because of insecurities you can't explain and the resulting shit personality.that follows. Welbutrin and Vyvanse has been a God send.

Tldr: went to busy bar arcade where I would normally have a panic attack. Actually was a function human being.  It felt good. Meds helped.",5.201311448768994,7.141111050377834,6.049352401072563,74.5014390184448,69.47858942065491,8.74978467538799,30.942471764036732,9.285337120503966,3.0338961404078977,1705,72,284,36,31,560,222,397,0.105,0.742,0.153,0.9103,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,4,0,0,17,28,4,6,19,1,41,12,3,4,2,68,66,26,0,5,13,0,3,3,3,4,6,1,0,3,15,28,3,2,13,9,0,11,10,13,0,1,27,6,39,15,49,29,6,51,0,2,2,0,31,26,1,6,17,208,54,0,0.09229096073838336,0.0,0.1801253290990456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060233235339516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431704375419712,0.08627958992646995,0.10499429139559777,0.0,0.07096605202679061,0.0,0.11251942610478216,0.0,0.07853281003791257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423938966189732,0.3166688174767004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949006924870007,0.09367338243999752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536123337163976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818796802775918,0.08294516455615716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333016556484472,0.06593268079210697,0.08861379546418557,0.10110023634237728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391130198654504,0.0,0.04821821781687483,0.0,0.1049021596672962,0.07740927915238179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824544384945068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474427422919192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632778506650247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610683349335103,0.1014413968093558,0.0,0.0,0.09772280165920333,0.0,0.0,0.06518783493748775,0.1352661048608418,0.09249978836519844,0.0,0.0,0.07750116294782335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061604932943925925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050289037451304,0.1859468668848163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809068553796234,0.0678444752767561,0.0,0.07118047847869716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042554629725208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828686113526212,0.06253874350516589,0.14038286886301676,0.09820408922218936,0.10828355722814262,0.0,0.0,0.17620432992933466,0.06398293166031886,0.08058490708845219,0.09642441084193194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389308627023968,0.09950526525006408,0.0,0.0,0.09277790647647667,0.10338699780559817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073393476267087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401822445015092,0.0,0.10426251605681856,0.09473534494120772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407901199803814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057189837072109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959256457849089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365452843819705,0.0,0.0,0.1076312027815948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797851261077625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164545448460748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110929045610165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966825516545714,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tahax283,2019/08/14,"I wish I wasn’t really awkward in conversations and could speak to other people in a coherent manner without panicking and starting to stumble over my words. How do you make your voice clear and not sound like you’re just spewing an incoherent jumble of words? 

I want to be better in 1 on 1 as well as group conversations but I also want to have the confidence to make phone calls which I find very difficult at the moment and it’s holding me back because sometimes I gotta phone my bank or my doctor but I just can’t do it because I have no confidence in my voice and it’s super unclear and incoherent most of the time.

In fact I have to phone my doctor about something wrong with me but I can’t because of this. I want to take responsibility and just do it but I don’t have the confidence to do it.

Please can anyone help me in this situation?",3.696779964221825,5.07212993023256,5.280465116279071,80.76972271914134,72.37209302325581,8.315563506261181,27.18425760286225,8.841846274778883,2.023870661896244,676,24,136,13,13,229,93,172,0.08800000000000001,0.703,0.209,0.9653,3,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,8,7,0,1,6,0,15,2,0,3,2,34,24,16,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,9,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,3,1,0,1,4,22,4,25,20,1,13,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,3,5,99,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742048641768402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889818478168732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174978810107028,0.0,0.3371246748005453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303801318206412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188236672801034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471843389603618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773694704496491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684878263241743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356244741424405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006156771993395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610319839929984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780148741417344,0.0,0.0,0.20235525528866286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809601248390465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721130207966704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191764915729715,0.182321741240712,0.0,0.13048021282570801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386043630818699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749294734329302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521037831317824,0.3261940541670761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574813262639446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198744597528693,0.17770182868103535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015521223719499,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,krenux,2019/08/14,"[16M] (almost 17 xd) looking for a friend to play videogames Looking for people that is into gaming like CSGO, Battalion 1944, League of Legends... (I'm spanish but i manage to speak english pretty well^^)",3.562567567567569,6.426953837837843,4.282364864864864,80.83543918918923,78.18918918918921,4.781081081081081,28.16891891891892,5.985473137389443,1.5272756756756751,160,7,24,1,4,51,33,37,0.0,0.746,0.254,0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,6,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,12,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378935218774736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923680903834897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848779957136848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6355587611255815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623503392238909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849914718592417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402470479810595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,inva112,2019/08/14,"I got a new job as a teacher in a new city. Wish me luck In 2 weeks I will move to a new city alone and start my teaching career. I don't know how I'm gonna handle standing in front of 30 plus people everyday, not to mention the experience of being in a new city all by myself but I'm gonna do my best.",1.1267605633802802,1.411433788732399,4.074760563380284,91.14030985915493,77.30985915492954,6.806760563380282,22.65070422535211,6.742157984588678,0.3769864788732389,233,6,60,2,5,85,48,71,0.023,0.826,0.15,0.8462,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,2,11,7,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,7,34,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115224312762326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139534527891533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942814198684947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305686615013512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231373997116656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204395888487284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668606866798992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7876121043675992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413407383921436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443032471647457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353563001497962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344453319773241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ilackcreativity_,2019/08/14,"One year in a new state so far, moved schoolz twice out here and still havent made any friends And I still dont plan to even try",2.2237931034482763,2.6367956896551736,1.865000000000002,107.5175,74.86206896551724,5.8000000000000025,21.396551724137925,3.1291,-0.8261172413793103,101,2,29,0,2,29,26,29,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.3724,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,16,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820192103651284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37605607479323605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193094634040094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479025911433328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30361400326276466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410329639349711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309897276777745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742913653184254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124927909980962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784898657861584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662911397394335
socialanxiety,b111ybob22,2019/08/14,"Whenever I am involved in something mildly intense like public speaking, an intense battle breaks out in me. It’s like my body is aware and tries to bring myself up through adrenaline, but my brain just pushes everything down, not allowing me to function. It’s humiliating. No matter what I tell myself beforehand can’t prepare me for that, because I can’t replicate that feeling beforehand. And since it always goes so bad, repetition just make it worse, not better. It’s like the new benchmark, but it gets lower instead of higher.",7.666875000000001,8.686823604166669,7.612500000000002,68.9825,62.95833333333334,9.733333333333334,37.875,9.725611199111238,4.035825,430,21,65,8,6,138,70,96,0.21600000000000005,0.675,0.109,-0.9497,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,2,0,4,2,2,2,0,13,8,5,0,0,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,2,10,4,10,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270822578933291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278677235648295,0.16636287218585538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413659471632333,0.0,0.3031405197213985,0.0,0.3046568447952477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452731281554989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799105578880205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258375616363994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.399988846247525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216896299887825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635773377069746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22575325194316506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009878088847295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385346079872649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528738458626426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781177180618597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PM-ME-HAPPY-MOMENTS,2019/08/14,"How the hell do I make friends?? Every time I go out of my way to meet and have fun getting to know people irl, I just get immediately ghosted afterward ):

I have no idea what I'm doing, I feel like I'm an alien who just landed on Earth trying desperately to blend in with society.",2.0731034482758623,3.7486980344827607,4.3960689655172445,84.20582758620691,77.27586206896551,7.398620689655173,23.66896551724138,8.238735603445708,1.3145200000000001,218,7,47,4,5,76,47,58,0.18899999999999997,0.677,0.134,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,12,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,8,12,0,8,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044243203470347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826922300813828,0.25812422845826793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791518516585205,0.0,0.3775454030409609,0.0,0.20534421399537905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078817937313487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856982888126853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652075083398194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411812411437373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25049102616338664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068627001255227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24530985216766796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867958294397989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,z0mbiegrl,2019/08/14,"Leaving stores/restaurants without purchasing anything? Last night, my husband and I went to a restaurant specifically for milkshakes. We were informed by the very polite cashier that the milkshake machine was down. Husband shrugs and rurns to leave like its NBD, but it sent my anxiety into overdrive to just walk away like that without buying anything... anyone else feel something similar?",8.868571428571432,11.810239984126987,6.368444444444448,71.84600000000003,61.85714285714286,7.5796825396825405,44.34603174603175,8.238735603445708,4.501561269841269,321,20,40,4,5,91,53,63,0.048,0.8390000000000001,0.113,0.6401,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,5,3,0,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,4,1,4,2,10,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322353839506754,0.0,0.0,0.15832988112634486,0.2320112689401461,0.3726763987639384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274483503343594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915889741279626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449325382918775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457622070196195,0.0,0.4795277697216908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125117332412966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249560513139001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432211756016502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683408104552207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099091896618479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365540051421991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theuntakenuser,2019/08/14,"How to make converse with strangers How do you make conversation or small talk with strangers that don't really want to talk or are in a hurry. 

I work retail in a service station.",3.7816190476190457,5.8545304000000025,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,73.57142857142857,6.9523809523809526,28.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,1.7888095238095238,144,6,28,2,3,45,25,35,0.046,0.9540000000000001,0.0,-0.1126,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,9,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,18,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614119067438095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26940124296904816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6760095512141087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480385289715014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30614966285456685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thunder56wolf,2019/08/14,Dirty looks and stink eye judgmental looks from people and simple minded people etc the street and in public places the city Me as a ugly black man you have encountered people who give you dirty looks stink eye looks judgmental looks and simple minded people especially judging your appearance skin color looks race clothing like you can wear a tank top jeans as well like sometimes my face looked violent and I really give people lack of eye contract and do you ever get from women but I like them directly passing by like your in their minds you look threatening so to them I never care about my looks to people,5.102389380530973,7.64992653982301,4.793991150442476,80.81859734513273,71.212389380531,7.705840707964603,22.804424778761053,8.548686976883017,1.6457759292035394,501,13,83,9,10,153,71,113,0.172,0.727,0.10099999999999999,-0.8432,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,7,3,1,4,9,1,0,4,0,3,6,6,0,2,14,17,10,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,17,16,6,11,17,2,9,0,0,14,0,16,5,0,1,6,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280550114742533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124549430674235,0.0,0.09120881095170782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526808437614127,0.19345553285273026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970467556046151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7620654925238421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305436383076713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776827587946475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194275498520946,0.0,0.10534854982907198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459591116090722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972596662814562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066056867652544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pflaumbutterkern,2019/08/14,"Today I didn't dodge a conversation and it was actually pretty fun At work, I usually go outside so I don't have to sit on the ovefilled lunch table and have people talk to me.

Short breaks I spend on the toilet browsing Reddit for 10 minutes.

Today, I decided to spend a break at the empty table when a coworker sat down right across of me instead of any other place on the large empty table.
Instantly I panicked and tried to make up topics to talk about in my head as well as finding an excuse of why I have to leave immediately.

Instead of bailing and dodging the situation as usual I decided to bite through. Never have I talked to that  coworker before but I forced myself to talk and ask about his food. I am horrible in talking myself so I just kept asking why how where what questions for him to answer to keep the conversation going.

It definitely wasn't the most fluent conversation but it was fun. I even managed to leave the table without being weird or awkwardly saying bye.

This sounds so silly but I am so happy I forced myself to stay in the social situation and make the best out of it. I've been positively overthinking the conversation the whole day actually. 

I read somewhere to ask a lot of questions to keep the conversation going, and the tip helped me so immensely!",4.677001273344653,6.376486568548387,6.2489134125636685,73.50915959252974,70.41129032258064,8.76943972835314,28.778438030560274,9.276330184999452,2.703367741935484,1031,39,179,22,19,352,135,248,0.091,0.773,0.136,0.9420000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,15,8,0,1,19,0,13,3,1,3,1,29,25,21,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,8,2,3,6,1,2,3,5,2,1,0,7,2,25,6,42,17,4,30,0,0,0,0,22,16,0,5,8,136,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.21494560808110172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489343817151434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30887525393281484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371409724744932,0.0,0.1155765875191102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102593567346913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274105173308422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006585205176255,0.0,0.13317187655873924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877714140328581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723740783732906,0.0,0.0,0.11302705655660213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381906111320151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578050644896303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332274659104304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363016500523716,0.0,0.0,0.1470277371723377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494047620417869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635156155621249,0.0,0.11506434839535767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120436899347486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467457655417721,0.0,0.11016165852247048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405200265747536,0.0,0.08758127168634006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24758563935342856,0.0,0.11226555722470416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173859042171026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425990677610165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087842428480787,0.0,0.0,0.07477230048915323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24258935855556665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902176419934178,0.0,0.19875373894884596,0.12295828338298255,0.0,0.106163178423907,0.0,0.08017730230670315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cyadren,2019/08/14,"Anxiety while texting Anyone else, after sending a text to someone, instantly turn off the notifications for that chat? Sending off a text and waiting for a reply makes me so anxious, I’d rather check the messages when I want rather than be using my phone and having it pop up, idk.",11.815283018867927,8.04432647169812,10.997830188679247,63.412971698113225,57.867924528301884,12.864150943396226,45.367924528301884,10.125756701596842,4.753724528301887,225,10,38,3,2,73,43,53,0.11199999999999999,0.862,0.025,-0.5293,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,7,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786230553531291,0.411458656027792,0.0,0.2546672100214763,0.37318074222123576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30425443581565303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431159718031023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085977193513973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961607319468967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145643431254119,0.0,0.0,0.21482311754045624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LocustTragedy,2019/08/14,"hello. I've just started a blog on my social anxiety adventures. I hope y'all can check it out but idk if promoting it is allowed here. Lmao I'll just put the link, see if it's removed or not.

[http://1000crows.tumblr.com/](http://1000crows.tumblr.com/)",4.936589147286821,8.512808279069766,3.67011627906977,81.51432170542634,82.48837209302326,6.587596899224807,23.44573643410853,7.793537801064563,1.6490806201550394,208,7,34,4,6,60,37,43,0.064,0.6709999999999999,0.265,0.8834,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,5,4,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,1,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507312618845553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553680093915815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608928788729615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653443220703536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673563817943387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245101707048144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smashingyngman,2019/08/14,"Not everyone that you used to party, bar hop, and get drunk every weekend with in your youth will be your adult friend. Despite having crippling (at times) SA, I did have two siblings who not only graduated high school (I dropped out) but also went to work relatively eaarly in life. Most of their friends became my friends, and my house was the ""it"" spot in our group. 

I used to party at home and drink with them pretty often in my younger years..but after watching the ""highlights"" of their lives, reading their points of view, not laughing at their stupid memes, disgareeing with their politics, seeing that their life is as stagnant or more so than it used to be on Facebook..I'm starting to realize that my perceived notions of these people have changed and I really don't want to associate with them anymore. I've actually deleted and blocked a few of them, years down the road.

Has this happened to anyone else? Maybe maturity and changes in life have something to do with it..also, my SA is definitely not as bad as it used to be. I need to meet newer, better people.

So, if you're one of those people who felt like you ""never belonged"", were sheltered in your youth, or stayed home most weekends..don't worry, you didn't really miss out on much.",7.3704189852700495,7.23280640851064,6.825106382978723,78.3269230769231,63.638297872340424,9.273322422258591,33.82160392798691,8.617729084823388,2.645121112929624,986,37,182,12,13,306,142,235,0.054000000000000006,0.789,0.157,0.9812,0,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,6,9,2,4,9,1,0,4,0,17,6,0,4,1,35,30,16,0,3,8,0,1,1,3,1,3,0,2,1,11,13,3,1,3,5,0,1,7,3,0,2,6,4,26,6,40,20,5,29,0,1,3,0,24,17,0,6,10,124,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.11875214233967007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946313181919226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206840414248833,0.08508866110211262,0.12468605480077227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160628632821286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762514828200534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574643247149345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921012945494686,0.0,0.0,0.1016565995117682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252929476193803,0.11628026090789495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684173574983503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820527852315795,0.0,0.06357813966747751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107610297395509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857244377550098,0.24413051096174876,0.0,0.0,0.1404142246798857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578602940085614,0.05945171553055994,0.0,0.10745473141125862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225422514034676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945634492743038,0.09023178784201992,0.09385503254192644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246047135753913,0.09255092833782104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530941177181448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503663199711935,0.0,0.0,0.12380274557992192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172319378862174,0.0,0.15591579665412694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231570425604696,0.09697138406079817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368310945577693,0.0,0.0,0.08613299425792627,0.12970562860722018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095857077314044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887370434703115,0.0,0.0,0.4204052619848413,0.0,0.0,0.0717760698118839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280809266258045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885919605516563,0.1235823687326928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836453939091423
socialanxiety,Jeybjeybb,2019/08/14,"Went to school after 3 years It was hell, was sweating the whole time but I did it my parents don’t care but whatever.
I'm so tired now tho",-2.285698924731186,-0.8530595161290293,0.12822580645161352,103.34567204301077,111.90322580645164,3.3569892473118284,14.844086021505374,5.46131890053228,-0.979843010752688,109,3,27,1,6,36,27,31,0.218,0.6629999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.5591,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,2,3,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728334409399216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40604252377159294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700860048252816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132299819772759,0.4202934607698396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389874866876258,0.0,0.4082668098117945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354848630675519
socialanxiety,Arrowsmith1337,2019/08/14,"Congratulating yourself for finishing a mundane task. Do you ever congratulate yourself for accomplishing the littlest of things that people without anxiety do on a regular basis, like grocery shopping and getting gas at the gas station? My social anxiety used to be so bad that I would reward myself with a treat every time I successfully completed an ordinary task. Not only that, but it would take *days* of mental and physical preparation just to go out in public.",9.001375,10.3527813875,9.530000000000003,55.23500000000002,60.125,12.4,42.25,11.979248473330829,6.10445,381,21,49,12,5,128,64,80,0.033,0.813,0.154,0.7116,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,9,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,12,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,40,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941222944378419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508289592935328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27008575538697843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612887870455315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23301140837042905,0.21703674479114074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458390117034474,0.0,0.1463984208503681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584897653847604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25959738257448123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195914272701071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858545879619128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625878978155953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368103042425533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113612851539428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502069945120831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248126685674072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24831450123173926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659793095124351,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AttractedToGravity,2019/08/14,"Share your experiences please The thing I'm asking specifically, what have you done, what have you tried, in order to beat this annoying condition? What methods have you used? Share your experiences how did it go, please. Asking of pure curiosity. I'm 29 y.o. and been battling this nonsense for as long as I can remember, and I am still... same old me.",2.7043461538461564,5.614895800000002,3.7356730769230784,82.75120192307695,83.30769230769229,7.5576923076923075,23.509615384615394,8.472884824447931,1.946730769230769,277,10,52,7,8,89,47,65,0.11599999999999999,0.753,0.131,-0.1803,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,1,7,14,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,8,2,6,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,3,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293198766671918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349768607471425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492169617522752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049604862768585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320290999724566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409433374893457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040987706665631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601101357916245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337161218058576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254664919865926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589417288398885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831447668524074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pleasedontregretthis,2019/08/14,"This sucks ass I’ve been doing loads of extra adult stuff lately (getting my driver’s license, tax forms, new job) and oh my god it’s starting to feel impossible. 

Every time something goes remotely wrong I have a full on sobbing panic attack. License expired? Panic attack. Tax form can’t be completed because license expired? Another god damn panic attack. 

I had to go to the dmv today and I didn’t have all the paperwork I needed (as usual) and I had almost had a sobbing fit in the parking lot. 

I’m exhausted, and every time I have to do something like this I’m just destroyed for the rest of the day. Which of course has a negative effect on the few friendships I have because I’m too drained to do anything fun.

Just once, I wish I could come away from a social situation feeling like okay. Maybe I’ll feel better later, but all I want to do right now is go to bed and wait ‘til tomorrow.",1.882525133057364,4.296144224719104,3.708628030751037,85.15976049674751,81.47191011235954,5.769840331164992,25.09875813128325,7.0608816371341465,1.303422471910113,704,28,131,9,19,236,111,178,0.18100000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.9059999999999999,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,4,18,6,3,10,1,18,2,1,1,2,22,34,8,0,4,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,6,0,1,4,0,2,3,3,13,0,0,5,3,12,5,18,27,9,22,0,2,0,1,2,7,5,2,14,83,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801044644255033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404840517569808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105199087570666,0.0,0.0,0.4362996629107806,0.12010721690517175,0.0,0.0,0.15585668842210754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306157656589602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012039106163904,0.13403482664497907,0.0,0.0,0.10206756745793323,0.0,0.0,0.08244439039735857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541663626051152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939149225833835,0.09132689032274537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678963811596064,0.0,0.14530560437489726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685865247398406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420588100462425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490955496422995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868257916585697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842960643354254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478963190877136,0.0,0.12346592258947944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614239978152934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499680781635306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917223337112247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436943203499279,0.0,0.13031388239025835,0.0,0.19683057764365453,0.0,0.0,0.0904837975193818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634295970291464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490857482760903,0.0,0.12117467698925127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407945674587624,0.0,0.07540166719558647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700642130236866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397698626891876,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HTMS7,2019/08/14,"Any advice would be appreciated If I’m going somewhere I’ve never been before I get really bad anxiety. Before I go out I feel sick and often throw up. When I’m at the location I still feel sick, I can’t eat, I feel exhausted, I feel uncomfortable and really don’t want to talk. I’m going to book some cbt but does anyone have any experience with this and if so, is there anything that helps these situations?",2.2002710843373485,4.370922927710847,4.947816265060244,78.06823042168679,78.75903614457832,8.487349397590362,21.218373493975907,9.188382445141503,1.8428325301204809,325,9,64,9,8,116,58,83,0.147,0.767,0.086,-0.4398,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,1,17,19,8,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,6,16,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,3,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833404704619687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760449254351993,0.0,0.15526688509780967,0.0,0.0,0.1419171302477796,0.0,0.16702205751500102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946644105175787,0.0,0.0,0.3454147869090423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761514199763398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076828161154032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853771297599773,0.0,0.0,0.4104987359449308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106040299744203,0.0,0.34604731236171915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604247393492375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653832960983638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600478387466444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281400114040238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208729236333524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313475471372946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197134108849427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417978429587394,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,seanmu92,2019/08/14,Its about to get bad again So im getting kicked out of a program that i ended up getting super comfortable at and im going back into a hospital where you have to wait in lines for you meds and everybody always puts other people on the spot and all of that shit so now my SA is gunna flair up sp bad again. I have the option to go home but i dont think ill stay clean and recover from drugs at home i think ill just become complacent like i always do. What do you guys think should i just go home ? Or continue on with treatment,1.1131412337662354,3.0802503303571456,3.025551948051948,91.50581168831171,81.41071428571428,6.215584415584416,19.11038961038961,7.348242739294969,0.3651678571428576,415,10,91,6,11,139,75,112,0.071,0.78,0.149,0.8792,0,0,1,1,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,10,6,1,0,4,0,7,4,1,0,1,18,17,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,1,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,3,18,16,1,21,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,2,7,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638295255241893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219045004636634,0.26474209807543114,0.0,0.17509070340189334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580316721862405,0.0,0.1838515824464592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041595786464686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848575854248786,0.0,0.2702992136361246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697569673443687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770740030847942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34249245726117633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745274663863888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609790440524367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990899309584468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159372601688617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273506234996696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168978423927169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30475065794909983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eden_leyk,2019/08/14,"An anecdote Today, I went to a police station to renew my national identification document. The people that didn't have an appointment had to ask who was the last person to get a turn. 
So, when I got there, I was the last person. Minutes later, a girl entered in the police station and asked who was the last. A man answered before me and I did not have the courage to correct him. So now, I had to enter after that girl because I wasn't capable of saying that I was there before her. 
Because of that, I lost a lot of time and had to leave the police station without renewing my ID because I had other things to do and no time to wait.

I hate social anxiety :)

PD: I am not used to write in English, so sorry for all the posible errors and weird expressions.",3.761327751196173,4.881117118421051,5.480669856459333,80.38059808612442,71.89473684210526,7.632535885167465,28.949760765550238,8.00094639256281,2.0069131578947363,590,23,112,8,11,202,83,152,0.146,0.8340000000000001,0.02,-0.9294,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,15,0,15,0,0,1,2,16,25,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,14,1,16,1,18,11,2,16,0,1,0,0,15,3,0,1,10,89,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100879429147122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201986300297013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31318443435913484,0.0,0.2914489766114169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947311467633877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369674190487864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907780956168206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187844507694644,0.0,0.1813331938677966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694390395984745,0.1455939745046053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872591814806925,0.2990646672380269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618800560982314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457182389248835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170476350372326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377350722313954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997190975785023,0.0,0.16232870960168772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627510839765396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790841794379894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587541168081895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508268560579395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,marcauchy,2019/08/14,"Campfire story... I guess Alright so about a week ago I got some friends come to my house to make a fire and talk or whatever around it. But since I am not able to maintain a conversation, it became super awkward for me as they started talking to each other without me being included in the conversation. So I took out my guitar and started playing and minding my own business, as I thought nobody would notice and it would make a little ambiant music. But it couldn't be so simple, of course. They couldn't hear me and wanted me to play louder (shit, what have-I done). I tried to play louder and don't even know if it worked as I just wanted to take of running like the wind.

Damn that's a long text... oof",2.3740032502708597,4.388794330985917,3.62774647887324,88.50864030335863,77.52112676056339,5.495991332611052,24.303358613217767,6.297961479604792,0.698732827735645,553,19,110,4,13,180,93,142,0.048,0.823,0.129,0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,2,7,10,2,1,7,1,9,1,1,2,0,30,23,16,0,7,7,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,2,4,0,3,5,3,0,0,4,2,16,7,18,13,3,12,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,4,6,77,24,1,0.1795714085910267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591792189971419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985662499546865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546848681620122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376389685002906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860522179608388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873642483128856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361965961060752,0.0,0.1978181516226302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239002833453806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720129579521893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868774996358536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772951973537038,0.1799777265099202,0.0,0.1589150458203731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397306192587003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813159326225824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044432388721663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843274704082082,0.14854332482623184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542031344993929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350153513229146,0.28866539236280875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255964010029112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995104422336303,0.1219171990564705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118317386435117,0.0,0.14404135239133053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310042986109067,0.0,0.13073012413942167,0.0,0.0,0.2551247530153112,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway4544655,2019/08/14,"Want to give up I’ve just had a series of unsettling dreams that reminded me vividly of how in school I was ostracized, laughed at, unwanted because I wasn’t talkative or fun. I thought I was over it but I feel kind of haunted by the experiences again.

I realized that it was my fault. It is my fault for not having the ability to fit in. I know some people say it’s “cool” to not fit in but in reality it sucks. You can’t relate to people, you have no support.

I don’t know how but I manage to mess up all my chances. I wanted to be the extroverted likeable type but in truth people always found me weird and pushed me away. It’s a bit better now in my early 20s, I’ve learned how to act more “normally” and be more outgoing but I still don’t have any friends, or found my “tribe”.

I was thinking a lot about wanting to give up yesterday and now this morning. I don’t want to hurt my family even though my relationships with them are not so good.",2.3708185279187823,3.823224213197971,4.1864942893401,86.97740640862945,75.90355329949239,7.970685279187817,26.018083756345177,8.660442795831766,1.728979949238579,738,27,163,15,16,250,112,197,0.159,0.653,0.188,0.529,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,1,13,15,1,0,6,1,17,0,0,3,2,38,32,15,0,6,11,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,9,1,0,2,9,6,0,0,9,4,26,9,28,21,6,22,0,1,1,0,8,14,1,5,6,116,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416266028726084,0.0,0.0,0.10964714660963093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148810125699866,0.0,0.0,0.09828898881201227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426016187904264,0.17602977855501334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064959622450588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772138312559042,0.1520005281723573,0.0,0.08152661204016222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535775718883772,0.12457182607229167,0.0,0.0,0.3093477358567058,0.0,0.1352385101123622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260826357686745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790422434592264,0.17722401653177136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707850353861772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579786853881397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353457019020583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310891912037954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282226690522342,0.0,0.16318113298711984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287646138127814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829706003910277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331459026685184,0.15841519492130576,0.1280047018156755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804086278708759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,utahhhhhhhhh,2019/08/14,i farted at work I work in an ER with tons of different people which is already difficult enough. I have IBS and today I farted as I walked past three different people. One of them is someone who already gives me shit a lot of the time bc I’m always quiet and awkward. It was kind of loud and they definitely heard. It also smelled. I want to die inside 😭,1.1337328767123296,3.4290616027397287,3.3249143835616444,87.47723458904112,83.65753424657535,5.8417808219178085,21.45376712328768,7.1686216300943375,0.8015219178082194,279,9,56,4,8,95,55,73,0.158,0.7879999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.8225,2,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,2,2,1,4,1,1,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,8,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,2,4,9,1,9,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,3,38,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485317129444515,0.16252041963712824,0.16910099971485487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091736041078726,0.4246575578967763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099876376118584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949536900986112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162946629449605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277618033337067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771175711082273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400300138025164,0.2817837855445998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860941683735545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219343050095764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850319677257623,0.0,0.19263526872492526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986844762802715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959031000577917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vanessarose7,2019/08/14,How did you overcome your fear in social situations? Everytime I am meeting people that are strangers or I dont know so well I get shy and reserved. I am meeting my boyfriends family next week. I met them a couple short times before and they are very nice and accepting to me. However they only speak korean and I have the problem of being too shy and scared to speak much Korean at all. I am scared to make a fool out of myself and sounding like an idiot. But I want to build a connection with them and speak to them. I want to do it and make myself proud and also my boyfriend. But my fear keeps holding me back. How can I make that jump when I am scared of something? What are your success stories and advices?,2.5476923076923086,4.576551041958044,3.6356643356643374,88.58888111888115,77.04195804195804,6.637762237762238,24.28671328671329,7.61054688173877,1.1631510489510497,561,19,114,8,13,181,87,143,0.182,0.6890000000000001,0.129,-0.858,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,5,2,8,14,1,5,5,0,13,0,0,5,1,28,22,18,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,12,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,2,4,26,6,13,19,2,10,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,1,6,84,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617411652011047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236377742185948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727225270880074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408426615208099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831412633301494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398453348646488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603457002944748,0.3725049798958831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647573068938026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711899496483996,0.0,0.0,0.09096374055710553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808631798308534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33145137864460045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167394064784058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602906404903315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588303457528774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147485539176936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837728660028724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971337706018907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860478915396976,0.0,0.16872360019532154,0.0,0.12742296936985734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965142152377306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656874824327636,0.1952522711566433,0.0,0.13276764556142262,0.0,0.14881953972726272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vietonthabloc,2019/08/14,Starting to realize smoking weed and talking to myself doesn’t get me a girlfriend 😎 Fr tho... sometimes the thought of having a girlfriend sounds intimidating even though I’d like to date someone. I have had some problems growing up that make it hard for me to get close to people so I though I am working on it (dating someone that is) I fear fucking up and having a my badside ruining it with that person when we could’ve stayed friends(already ruined a friendship by trying to date them). Part of it is idk how I’d react to being in a relationship with someone. Ik it would be similar to a close friendship and I’m aware of how o can get with my closest friends who know my badside. I guess what I’m trying to say is the pressure from society and my self to date someone is stressing me out and the idea of being in a relationship with someone is stressing me out... which sounds kinda dumb when I type it out,6.51204419889503,6.148914375690607,6.919828729281773,77.68891436464091,65.46408839779005,9.007955801104972,36.33204419889504,8.238735603445708,2.89618187845304,726,33,137,8,10,237,101,181,0.146,0.7829999999999999,0.071,-0.8958,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,1,9,11,2,4,10,0,16,1,0,4,0,28,27,13,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,0,2,12,15,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,2,4,17,2,29,21,2,20,0,2,0,1,12,11,2,3,8,100,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848515545821905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743148421679746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887252816301804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141215778810316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039571161904967,0.12439423679615225,0.21089882315626995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822786876503993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053514865191615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518965923779277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394809187290953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573693885767164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981672935208854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571031288810302,0.0,0.093283725530857,0.11748852638821593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875128120690854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889241425772339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070038011418668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037055733304082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5700414833317533,0.0,0.13307866451576467,0.0,0.09523895696922294,0.14341808139860746,0.0,0.0,0.30826535776449165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815047948124756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26439986221631545,0.10682190411064316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270847678749005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795788468159344,0.0,0.0,0.09558424770040312,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GreySkiess,2019/08/14,Is there a way to control neck twitching/ muscle tension when I’m anxious? I get anxious as soon as I’m near someone for no reason at all which will make my neck tense up and twitch which makes me look like I’m a special kid and it becomes even more intense when people react to it. It’s affecting my posture all day. I’ll have my head down during class to somewhat squeeze my neck to avoid twitching but again it makes me look weird and then the teacher assumes I’m sleeping then I become the center of attention. It’s hard to even write on paper in class because it’s physically difficult to remain still and position my head in a way I’m not looking like a weirdo. I’m 17 and I’ve been suffering from this since I was 12 it came out of no where and no reason.,2.2887601078167137,4.114965427672956,3.607839173405214,89.42448113207548,77.11320754716981,6.052291105121295,26.45148247978437,6.868970318607317,1.1205180592991921,609,24,126,6,14,199,97,159,0.159,0.772,0.069,-0.8848,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,6,0,5,9,6,8,2,25,19,13,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,10,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,5,10,3,20,15,4,21,0,1,3,0,2,10,0,2,10,77,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488320149000325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411430782597056,0.341021789478527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658027357951253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731607712418388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956835109144907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394540414133305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066205723820673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383025222370128,0.0,0.31689600547605584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085366467520844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889444814489053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30916824712296515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703412796079592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174759071960269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771245631270947,0.0,0.15450083674286494,0.0,0.13081358559100476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329552524592938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450941415111572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xEmbracePain,2019/08/14,"I fucking hate myself. I suffer from Social Anxiety, Depression, and Shyness. I'm 18 years old and I been shy all throughout my life. Right now I'm having a hard time finding a job because I'm very picky when it comes to choosing jobs. Im afraid of talking to people face to face, I can't keep eye contact, I feel like people is judging me all the time, and I feel like I would fuck up. I literally feel so damn useless right now I just want to kill myself.... I feel like I won't even live to be 21 years old. My mom asks if I want to talk all the time and my dumbass just pushes her away.

Sorry if my grammar is shit...",1.0902272727272724,2.7570866590909127,3.092424242424244,92.48363636363639,80.13636363636364,5.612121212121212,22.363636363636363,6.42735559955562,0.3489727272727277,477,15,108,4,12,161,81,132,0.27,0.659,0.071,-0.9825,2,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,0,8,13,6,1,4,0,8,7,4,0,3,22,23,8,1,5,4,1,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,10,0,0,1,6,20,3,10,19,3,16,0,3,1,2,7,4,4,2,13,59,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435726905272226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275298149450184,0.0,0.1281665886452846,0.0,0.0,0.0831574512644977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750963202984045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174942281238561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010096550283103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759025339229392,0.2923651788590644,0.0,0.0,0.12468103867956047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522273433644715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220124143024155,0.13468178650677087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735184535157606,0.0,0.27074211103509666,0.12125211443472805,0.1509232280864486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635410336707836,0.1999367560269812,0.0,0.12045713750723824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976785562388954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862896493941859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914627297682315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23299570311434245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002826183342998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905813646709406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270566904949318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929077122640966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23863443344036064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255684212741404,0.16092246097510318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690545754331124,0.0,0.0,0.17569385681073335
socialanxiety,unwellfemale,2019/08/14,"My zoloft experience(positive) Hey everyone! So I've been struggling with anxiety/social anxiety/depression for a very long time and always refused to take an antidepressant. I thought it wouldn't work and if it did that I would lose who I am. I had been mentally unwell for so long I considered it part of my identity. However I had a baby a few months ago and I was very scared for how I would be afterwards. You hear horror stories about post partum depression and anxiety and I figured I was at risk to be even worse than I already was SO I decided this is the time to give it a go and see if I can improve myself. I started with 50mg or sertaline(aka zoloft) and it made a big difference. No more crying constantly. I felt almost ""normal.""
Seeing these results I felt happy but thought I could improve more as my depression fatigue and slight anxiety was still present so I got my dose upped to 100mg and guys, I wish I would've done this years ago. It has been such a relief from my mental struggles. I can't believe I'm someone who is generally happy now. Everything in my life is improving. Day by day. I would like to that this does not come without some side effects. Some of mine being insomnia, occasional headache, and nausea the first week or 2. However these should all resolve themselves and I'd rather deal with those things than the mental turmoil I was putting myself through everyday because I refused to seriously try medication. 
Sorry if this is rambly, but I hope it can inspire someone to reach out to a Dr if they haven't. If you have any questions I'll do my best to answer.",3.667321385902032,5.7865302387096795,4.874874551971328,80.56194145758661,74.03225806451613,8.205495818399044,29.86857825567503,8.94667605116694,2.6772843488649936,1274,57,237,28,27,420,179,310,0.134,0.72,0.146,0.9321,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,6,11,18,0,5,11,0,33,8,0,4,1,58,50,26,0,15,12,0,2,1,0,5,8,1,0,1,19,16,0,2,11,0,0,3,6,10,0,1,18,5,38,8,29,23,8,29,0,4,2,0,13,6,0,12,20,171,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771014488064014,0.0,0.10003022542876844,0.0,0.11023641017097588,0.0,0.0831204868102489,0.0,0.0,0.06793189836898793,0.0,0.1528385170189951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089495080560295,0.0,0.0,0.11254724615208314,0.10483344320769723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605053609545428,0.0,0.10795080455445362,0.0,0.07975787965371371,0.0,0.1097297613651179,0.1288477805674446,0.10298716582115046,0.2581177681403675,0.0,0.0,0.1043688180423298,0.0,0.0,0.08741862402255264,0.10222707642206298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597958184625904,0.0,0.0,0.09545377470545492,0.08977901665630984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182937212865867,0.0,0.0,0.08497047689386275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582820712932456,0.05677252429631804,0.0,0.07989500750904394,0.0,0.0,0.09891157029540346,0.0,0.2126797719183411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258871436810766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921808919931628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055866065199154,0.048803559742628365,0.0,0.0,0.1768075319707975,0.0,0.11175674362679301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452288740206097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063351461517668,0.3020114279347415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973508667262331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787570704836554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081763477844347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956716173629752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042187818254007,0.11190505254529208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000121345891402,0.0,0.15920646504822394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692811017427597,0.0,0.0,0.11182406462805557,0.0707060627866558,0.0,0.07977612668931529,0.0,0.0,0.20886349604259247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510846730194973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636567496891548,0.0,0.0,0.15861064630260588,0.11649893756887073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782202074916276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484736508775433,0.0,0.0,0.08012959341443962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487410497354936,0.09629503496295098,0.0,0.07272461359465521,0.0,0.10180134868447792,0.28384963608973485,0.0,0.0,0.06432898438232865
socialanxiety,Throwaway2849224,2019/08/14,"Does anyone else dumb themselves down so other people can fill the silence with explanations? I’ve done it so many times that it’s a habit. I just noticed this a couple months ago. I’m currently in high school, and I’d have high grades in subjects, but then the second someone starts talking about a subject, I say “I don’t know much about it” just so they can talk and explain it instead of me.

And it would cause tensions in relationships when I get one of the top scores on a test in class, and my friend asks why I pretended to be dumb when I could’ve helped him get a higher score.

I feel really bad and don’t know how to stop it.",7.463765903307888,5.286232793893134,7.2471374045801555,81.99172391857508,64.57251908396947,10.26005089058524,32.52035623409669,8.344100000000001,2.154388295165394,500,14,110,5,6,159,89,131,0.14,0.81,0.05,-0.9125,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,11,5,2,1,8,0,8,0,0,2,0,17,17,13,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,4,0,2,1,2,11,1,13,14,1,19,0,0,0,0,10,9,2,0,9,68,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866595636026787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515564276786065,0.1833988586805005,0.0,0.0,0.1673337249930888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945117140110972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838744930437088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429108608406395,0.19805167805118076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663744907473226,0.1831713625804572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952517631252804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090503931877149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828907860300566,0.0,0.1870322751116929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997482784021915,0.3782305805387251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673907596313076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147019224768987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428700201793419,0.0,0.1315800037753564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037840254614228,0.0,0.0,0.12128987766429115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409078786563303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466711013640465,0.0,0.0,0.19217084374461327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234193491682026,0.0,0.18114985737696188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165967349649334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669173683358806,0.0,0.0,0.14964565505986116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877346103085189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043719036117331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151279394098947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715106024322906,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,life_is_nuts,2019/08/14,"2 months to see a psychiatrist? I have called about 15 psychiatry clinics within 10 miles of where I live, in a city. 3/4 of them came back as invalid numbers. The rest were some voicemail where I had to leave a message. I get a call back from a couple of places and the wait time to be seen is around 2 months. TWO MONTHS. What the fuck is wrong with these people? I just need some Ativan for my social anxiety that I use very infrequently. The psychiatrist I used to go to is the same. Since I haven’t been there in over 6 months, they have to schedule me a special consultation that takes longer than a regular one. So people that are suicidal or about to shoot up a school or Wal-Mart need to wait two months before this pill pusher a-holes get off their asses and do something? These doctors have the easiest jobs in the world. I never once had to be there for more than 5 minutes,  if I have to pretend that their job is so important that it requires such a long wait. They can go fck themselves.",4.223157142857144,5.235900830000006,4.613428571428571,87.43100000000004,70.7,7.7142857142857135,25.785714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.2421714285714285,786,23,167,10,14,248,124,200,0.096,0.862,0.040999999999999995,-0.8582,2,0,1,1,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,1,13,3,1,0,16,0,18,5,1,2,1,21,34,8,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,5,0,4,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,3,6,2,17,1,30,26,5,27,0,0,2,2,10,13,2,5,11,115,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862733764932599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147706599462287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827086560970625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097057521186425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632938543029134,0.14745595196466815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265315509266915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196028820053568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918916422502572,0.13471607214531262,0.0,0.14654219452499995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558765081084999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365130504051525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138432126581964,0.11409464377661167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145338667988862,0.0,0.0,0.19119263483175114,0.09943497404333908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373010085723288,0.08736297465323012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876084243419638,0.0,0.13469927421296055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047906967358602,0.1027366012869342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664816313616596,0.0,0.0,0.13142288891535886,0.0,0.09925282965378716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102311832804365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969356194942942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517725423863388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518821502917778,0.0,0.0,0.2226997593041793,0.0,0.10637669779988136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409593421743472,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shanxo_,2019/08/14,"I embarrassed myself in front of 99 people on my first day of college. I embarrassed myself today and everyone was looking at me. It was dead silent and every single person was looking at me. After it happened I said as a joke ""haha that was awkward"" and a guy on my table said ""yeah that was pretty embarrassing"". 

In the evening I started watching my favorite streamer and he started talking about being successful and I just felt so worthless because I want to be so much like him and I feel like people like him don't embarrass themselves.",3.664411764705882,6.259026225490199,4.815450980392161,78.70552941176472,75.96078431372548,6.432941176470589,30.788235294117648,7.554174236665415,2.4269105882352946,433,21,69,6,10,142,67,102,0.122,0.634,0.244,0.9108,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,12,0,5,3,2,8,0,0,0,0,10,18,9,1,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,0,1,8,7,16,6,12,8,2,13,0,1,3,0,8,6,0,0,9,56,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250447529057554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229125461440278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135485789866693,0.0,0.17283005513393035,0.19600957902189525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371940113559863,0.1465442202022156,0.1969560375741962,0.0,0.0,0.17448264834626734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310999029448207,0.18139492400711127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006470481478769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445134446986795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079343968751432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844212828529657,0.17911075702474616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086899689887753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902493636990809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903827668182532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164874944370895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443833557554752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099041675540577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_Raspootin_,2019/08/14,Everytime I go out to eat. They sit me next to the chatty couple. I went out to eat tonight and the whole place was empty except for a couple who would not STFU. Why the hell do they set people together?,1.5385714285714265,3.50079928571429,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,79.95238095238095,6.104761904761905,17.642857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.08131428571428545,158,3,34,2,4,52,33,42,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,7,2,1,9,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614356864342391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192035654809272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418541517935052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698163063028188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588590349510516,0.0,0.26506591961047216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351854734326176,0.2289277405433996,0.28325064116862675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022352421081392,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lacksatives,2019/08/14,"Am I the only one? Hello users of r/socialanxiety I’ve been looking for a solution on the internet for a while now but to no avail. I have little to no friends and I usually stay in the house unless I go out to work, which is a struggle especially if I’m cashiering. I have been doing better these past couple of months but as school has ended I haven’t been around people as much. Sometimes I go out in public I am very self conscious of my self and have to think of every single thing I do and how I do it; from walking to greeting people. It’s gotten to the point where I focus and worry about executing the tasks perfectly that instead of not being fearful and nervous and executing the sometimes simple task perfectly, I end up being nervous and messing the task up. It’s gotten so bad that I decided to quit my job this week because of the stuff I do wrong when ever I’m cashiering. Does anyone else have this problem? This problem has more story to it but I’m too lazy to type out the rest. Please let me know if you have any sort of question regarding the matter.",3.379956627812416,4.885876824884793,4.885931146652208,82.76822445107075,73.3778801843318,7.13353212252643,26.58959067497967,7.724431198458867,1.5618855516400107,849,30,164,11,17,285,126,217,0.16399999999999998,0.705,0.13,-0.851,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,5,10,13,0,4,13,0,21,0,0,1,3,31,31,19,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,13,11,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,9,0,1,5,1,18,4,32,23,4,26,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,4,10,126,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367646223071688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631979048764402,0.14114377309015036,0.0,0.12262898062018195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501763084056853,0.08397267993597826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183094197808447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242058379260512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054819058682956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150745850250162,0.0,0.2440157560615717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460507393574388,0.11606247016232075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500992367577554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642728352629537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657590485986966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589479553147625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366981568664759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570520257184787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086132215418468,0.0,0.0,0.13806425061754574,0.0,0.0,0.11567745368383235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995277644943303,0.0,0.10126397912008724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334469742259624,0.10476702666925083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150040231018095,0.19100055617682096,0.0,0.0,0.1512109408405478,0.13022069155688756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636211855717881,0.0,0.0,0.15431438955592403,0.1465168002512628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941294154654132,0.0,0.0,0.2874119185194041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27248160162054896,0.0,0.0,0.14682589678456498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400888145458796,0.15769372030714215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151667764196864,0.08826627607074135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171497957045174,0.11366028581740545,0.0,0.0,0.11049679180579457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028550183654604,0.13989440790488822,0.0,0.0,0.1506107958935686,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AvatarAgumon,2019/08/14,"THE CONCEPT OF HERDERISM: A CONFRONTATION A DAY WILL KEEP THE RUMINATION AWAY Follow me at: [https://herderism.wordpress.com/blog-feed/](https://herderism.wordpress.com/blog-feed/)

Practice herderism. this a movement to empower the gutless. Unlock the herder within you.

In this day in age, there are so many positive lifestyle improvements going on: Intermittent fasting, NoFap, Monk Mode. All of which I have tampered with myself and did help me tremendously.

Where I got the term “herder” is from a book called the Outliers by Dr Malcolm Gladwell.  In it, he defines humans as coming from either herder or gatherer cultures. To put it in a nutshell, how your ancestors approached confrontation is imprinted in your genetic memory. According to Gladwell, herders typically follow “cultures of honor”. In cultures of honor, you are less likely to display shows of weakness and prone to confrontation. Gatherers dealt with affronts in a more passive way. Of course, there are certain situations where being passive is the right way to go, but very seldom. Especially in the business world.

I believe we all have herders and gatherers somewhere in our genetic memory. Every person alive from every nation is descended from a conqueror. That’s how nations are born. They are borne by herders.

No matter what I did, whether working out, fasting, yoga, I could never find a shortage of disrespectful or condescending people popping up in my daily life. From this frustration and hopelessness, herderism was born.

A big contributor to rumination and from there, anxiety, among many people of my generation today is a fear of displaying or asserting your dominance. You know what I’m talking about. Let’s say you dealt with someone who was being unreasonably rude and disrespectful to you out of the blue. If you’re like me, you would spend the whole rest of the day and night overthinking and replaying the whole incident in your head, thinking of better ways you could have stood up for yourself. Unlock the herder within you.

When you feel weak or incapable of standing up for yourself or timid, people will sense or see that trait in you faster than you would think. And they will take advantage of it to make themselves feel better by trying to flex themselves on you. In the end it’s on no one else but yourself to prove them wrong and show them you aren’t someone to mess with or basically you’re not a doormat. Unlock the herder within you.

Here is the challenge. For only 10 days, i want you to get out of your comfort zone by asserting your dominance. I’m not going to say get into a confrontation or altercation because that’s not only what’s necessary to do be a herder. It doesn’t have to be aggressive. It could simply be calling out someone who you see loitering to put their trash in a bin, telling someone who cut in line to get in the back where everyone else started or telling your rude, distant coworker to tone it down a notch. A far cry from riding on a horse into battle, but I promise you, simple, subtle acts such as these will trigger the same herder response within you. Now of course you may be wondering, in instances like these, even if you are not aggressive or confrontational in your approach, you will never know how the other person will respond. If that happens, then that is the golden opportunity to unlock your inner herder. This is a chance to show your worth by showing no signs of timidity and stand your ground. It will build your herder-derived “toughness muscle” and weaken your fear of confrontation. If someone is going to try and fight you over something like telling them to put their trash where it belongs or not to cut in line, then obviously they’re the one with a problem, and you can walk away knowing that whatever you are going through in life, at least your ego isn’t so fragile as to become offended by a simple word of criticism. **Over time, you will lose your fear of confrontation and that is the fundamental of herderism.**

I’m not saying go out and start a fight or be rude to the next cashier you see. That just reeks of insecurity and lack of class. We can be herders and still live in a civilized society. This is not the arid steppes of northern Tibet or the Scottish English borderlands of the 17th century or the Kentucky-West Virginia frontier towards the end of the 1800s.

Be alert and aware, not paranoid. Some of you might find that there is a subtle distinction between these. Think of this way: we don’t live in a perfect world where every person is going to be respectful and kind to you. If you’re familiar with the manga and anime series called Berserk by Kentaro Miura, the main character, Guts, has a really hard life that’s full of violence. Then certain circumstances arise and he finds himself hunted by demons wherever he goes further exacerbating his already harsh life. You see, that’s us in our young adult years. I’m not trying to pull any kind of card here, but this is especially true for us men who are in our twenties. Let’s be honest, we don’t have a very good rep in the world right now. We have this stereotype of either being slackers, partying all the time, always seeking short term pleasure and overall just undeserving of respect by whoever we meet. That’s why you gotta prove them wrong. Because if it isn’t you, it probably won’t be anyone else for a while. By doing that, you might be making life easier for the next guy in their 20s who they deal with and feel like they can just walk all over them without consequence. 

Assert your dominance.

Then stand your ground.

For me personally, I have direct links to a herder background being that I am descended from pastoral nomads in Tibet. So it doesn’t get any “herder” than that. But I grew up here in the US and as a child till now, I always knew I had a fire in me that was waiting to ignite, but I had no idea of knowing how to harness its power. Part of the reason being that in our Buddhist household, the distinction between being defensive and aggressive is somewhat subtle, to say the least. But I believe that we all have a herder somewhere in our ancestry, and that herder or those herders in our gene pool have been suppressed by this culture of being non-assertive and being overly sensitive.",7.115639570607582,8.213322579595431,6.612088047131963,75.39858676401492,64.18909410729991,9.501904796327755,34.13295020541921,9.577099275553174,3.2828736015228728,5011,211,847,93,73,1554,456,1137,0.128,0.7709999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.991,3,0,1,0,2,1,144.0,16,49,12,11,31,62,21,6,69,0,92,10,2,9,16,157,138,75,0,14,44,0,6,5,0,15,8,4,0,9,55,50,0,4,20,7,2,23,24,37,0,2,11,16,101,25,175,88,23,151,3,2,5,0,120,82,0,27,44,622,156,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279565105217477,0.0,0.09469838643924844,0.0,0.0,0.07739417092183061,0.0,0.043531870128802684,0.0,0.0,0.03978902570955143,0.05830549659415536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692750667784297,0.043756131807670295,0.0,0.06937704295154552,0.06284666987035957,0.0,0.12822401573650352,0.0,0.10065500470968564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431790431136085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901828197345843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363010997444825,0.0,0.06250704094985637,0.1467950608117813,0.05866615320407231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426094969339772,0.0,0.10080118677910747,0.0,0.0,0.037584957563113384,0.0,0.1438337620697492,0.054374792491154934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210051663771735,0.08631804030493402,0.04065266403834012,0.0,0.0,0.15602934513112196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892123820159185,0.0,0.2263814046260501,0.047728886206741164,0.045511814150763656,0.0,0.0,0.056344509438027414,0.050320557806686116,0.0,0.05097535245802764,0.0,0.05840054581217127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038141959913767016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423837710607186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057943108638308,0.0,0.11851478710878115,0.12509313968511865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637763621159955,0.20096704102297835,0.13900358796829482,0.0,0.100495624572223,0.0,0.0,0.06366170183363949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596853675555999,0.11538468398509585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073359517243858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777668503444762,0.0,0.12103739447644303,0.0534011207208108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712007151997342,0.08655703872592685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162214623130561,0.0,0.11835147276249085,0.19874763865629924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135279302553452,0.05445002567589614,0.0,0.1716145476047562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03645454964998986,0.058507415499319426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971924503257978,0.0,0.18101131623630007,0.0,0.0,0.1813824236277746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396316472354882,0.0,0.0,0.2410754527083837,0.043807948114417794,0.0,0.0,0.08055475027057826,0.0,0.04544409425258393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042785184100622285,0.04573776920441571,0.14921140930959695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938652721578387,0.0,0.0,0.06636307024310223,0.0,0.053938915648938435,0.0,0.0,0.11590348257927345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534771443512034,0.0,0.0,0.09390452391243212,0.03356381273467587,0.1806729197247472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513475586750755,0.12706392753132995,0.0,0.05485401242848645,0.061710621070365124,0.041427233081258334,0.0,0.0,0.08084680311855258,0.12443251380855,0.0,0.03664470250390185
socialanxiety,posey2256,2019/08/14,"I lost my only friend last year. I have no friends and don’t know if I’ll ever make one. I don’t go up to people because that feels so unnatural. I haven’t had a sleepover or hung out with anyone this summer. I’m going into my junior year and am afraid I’m missing out on the things that are supposed to be fun about high school.

If I can’t even make a friend, how will I be able to be brave enough to begin a relationship? Will I not find someone until college? Or even later??? Ugh.",0.7984615384615381,2.612188076923079,2.8756153846153865,92.96938461538464,81.69230769230771,4.929230769230768,19.053846153846152,5.6839178017228535,-0.3141969230769228,376,9,85,2,10,127,71,104,0.091,0.745,0.16399999999999998,0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,1,4,0,13,0,0,3,1,18,24,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,2,1,9,5,12,17,1,16,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,4,8,57,13,3,0.2007384109111524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403609643096098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236827210487043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074164392308594,0.0,0.26517165439554713,0.18157938516004998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149937207106087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347127088985207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652699949503945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816852987860545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209115243117085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032058087379287,0.16362859709139246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912968843661945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679888960850016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360255423843046,0.15267060711716404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391667388027047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551792906545547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315798875436736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008500414425426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336168049375316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585379103189115
socialanxiety,FloralSupport,2019/08/14,"Extroverts with social anxiety: How the hell do you deal with that lovely combo? I thought I was introverted for so long because it’s hard to interact with people. I didn’t realize I was extroverted until my social anxiety got a little better. I crave human connection so much, but it’s so difficult to connect with people :(",6.558499999999999,7.804062516666669,8.353333333333339,61.89000000000002,65.5,12.0,35.0,11.698219412168324,5.004,261,12,39,9,4,92,44,60,0.23600000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.067,-0.866,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,7,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,1,7,2,8,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842846562223857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310927960065127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221371018949837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258942499474658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088146687972716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499660291629744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517356593450722,0.0,0.2222751926874628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266883311515604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846368950519708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482556181588192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120669470584315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993988128006768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,neon-chameleons,2019/08/14,"not-so-great interview I had a second interview as a baker at a coffee shop. The first interview I thought went really well, the lady was very nice, it was a little awkward but I was proud of myself. She must have liked me too because I got a call the next day to meet the owner. The owner, however, was the most unresponsive person I've ever talked to. He just read questions off a piece of paper and I just got a blank stare after every answer like he just didn't care what I was saying, I have a hard enough time talking when I know someone is listening. I don't know why I was even there. I ended up stuttering though my answers and completely forgetting literally anything at all for my 'greatest accomplishment' which honestly.. I still don't have an answer for. I know what's done is done but I feel so angry at myself.",3.123545296167247,5.0135928353658565,4.807839721254356,81.45719512195123,74.91463414634146,7.856445993031357,24.519163763066203,8.634040054169528,1.805823693379791,651,21,124,13,14,220,105,164,0.094,0.777,0.129,0.7674,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,12,9,0,1,15,0,18,0,0,0,3,21,28,8,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,9,2,1,1,3,2,1,2,14,5,20,7,13,13,5,16,0,0,1,0,16,6,0,2,11,93,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507681915222147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006087601052313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760974012585572,0.0,0.16735611080019033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210223450523196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585953042927752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359533322045201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453831789726513,0.169604998513313,0.0,0.1084157991919626,0.1484779676303335,0.13829869959183325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299631848396552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962110553588844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625624730609586,0.1809697321979191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704110192352302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706283362756282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038528238140826,0.16451576718833585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456938500251173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332452049636682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387924515172246,0.0,0.1641887760002466,0.0,0.1051550777422068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053418032728745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390789803450217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310858949002533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26386603168182515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612709965662644,0.13031228372528486,0.09571389411783457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354362844578367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475854891741544,0.1521634626951666,0.14811475045479244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emilymarieq,2019/08/14,"I did it! I went to swim practice and loved it! I love swimming and once I made it onto my high school swim team I was ecstatic! However, I didn’t know many of the girls on my team (since it’s multiple schools combined into one team). I considered quitting since the thought of new surroundings, people, and routines caused me to have many, many panic attacks. I knew a few girls but of course my brain kept telling me they didn’t like me or thought I was “annoying”, that kind of stuff. But..... after a long while of back and forth I sucked it up and went knowing I could just quit later in the season if I needed to. Well.... I ended up loving it! I’ve had a few weeks of practices and it’s so fun. All the girls on the team are so amazing and really do care. I’m so glad I ended up doing it despite my anxiety telling me I shouldn’t. It may seem like such a small victory but to me, it’s huge! A few months ago I never would of been able to put myself into a new environment willingly. I just wanted to share this here because I’m so proud of myself, and I know others will relate!",1.1839030303030285,3.153130560000001,2.978191919191921,91.9263181818182,81.17777777777778,6.046464646464647,21.782828282828284,7.1686216300943375,0.6056222222222218,836,26,184,11,22,278,124,225,0.048,0.723,0.22899999999999998,0.9933,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,7,10,17,3,1,11,0,17,4,1,2,2,35,37,18,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,3,14,10,0,1,7,7,0,6,4,4,1,1,14,0,30,13,24,17,4,33,0,0,0,3,14,13,1,4,16,126,44,6,0.11861108955728382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514157430890676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907371588584934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349372376242634,0.0,0.0912046064439308,0.0,0.07230421928578938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240920298841274,0.0,0.0,0.12093191081838263,0.1218462619036586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470130353929293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010843942238205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531912831797518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351519740769035,0.1955566586181346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589477416027233,0.0,0.0,0.10496708178487853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211534176347011,0.1122326808352682,0.0,0.360759084193312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467424006882233,0.0,0.0,0.08794861999106733,0.09148018440830624,0.2291106588138119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631693933131227,0.0803739439631406,0.0,0.0,0.13916455740856631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222999497006413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923690560783125,0.0,0.2523149877435453,0.0,0.0,0.07598530118092456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240081509951648,0.0,0.10797908121197207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623263794992926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578132008853952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734264053692386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832791224242526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995989372824983,0.0,0.09514266153222192,0.0,0.10664561413120456,0.21990733666651685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425791490308311,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MorningShyamalan,2019/08/14,"School raleted stuff Hi, first of all english is not my first language so I'm saying sorry in advance if I mess up. I'm 18 years old and currently in college, i've been struggling with social anxiety since I hit puberty but always taught it would wear off eventually -safe to say IT DID NOT. I have to do like 6 presentations through out this semester when is usually like 2 at the end, it's been a week since the semester started and i'm already freaking out about it, I can't enjoy anything because i'm thinking about how my voice is gonna be really low, my hands will be sweaty af and my heart bursting out of my chest... not to mention my large phobia of vomiting and my very recurrent thoughts of ""What would happen if I puke in front of the hole class? I could never see those people again"", also I have no friends in those classes and I'm very insecure about my intellect (and everything else tbh). I don't know what I'm trying to achieve with this post but I just wanted to say it.

That's it, see ya'",5.4002520325203225,5.298288858536587,6.1534756097561,81.37248983739839,67.73170731707317,9.565040650406504,32.693089430894304,9.2995712137729,2.7113821138211374,796,32,164,14,12,262,127,205,0.146,0.768,0.086,-0.8736,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,4,9,10,0,2,4,0,17,5,4,1,2,30,34,14,0,6,8,0,1,2,1,4,1,4,0,0,14,11,0,1,3,0,0,2,7,5,0,2,5,7,18,5,26,21,1,27,0,1,2,0,8,11,0,2,15,103,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712126833452035,0.12110902251132047,0.12601282243104991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158535858296061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246247985432442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231833110327503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091502242069675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126511308797229,0.0,0.13413366930579748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610732706333106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25763491114173115,0.0,0.0,0.11700459252334805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392066652779275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946084735593532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832291879048857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797493479291493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680228397479575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158914097548205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049916032183618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504066317577724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701835193982047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36130098476696704,0.0,0.15326854052517616,0.24136114669053305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25055065696686324,0.0,0.0,0.15437720721070652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952819383338766,0.10719223234427593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832124936435202,0.17336616022402998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703864763830766,0.0,0.1202289349786382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281994951604924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166793220461583,0.2499128980374103,0.08932508637741238,0.0,0.12147855016124598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151617198257527,0.0,0.0,0.09752441542655456
socialanxiety,annonymoose321,2019/01/20,Fear of blushing Does anyone else suffer from blushing? My anxiety stems from the fear of blushing which then makes me blush immediately when someone starts talking. Even if it’s someone I’ve known forever. I’ve tried talking about it which doesn’t seem to help at all. As a kid I would get normal anxiety if I had to give a speech and would always blush. It seemed to fade after my school years then show back up in my life full force about 6 months ago. I can’t do anything in public anymore. I’m so terrified and feel like it’s leading to depression. Anyone else go through this? ,3.4057391304347853,5.452567878260876,3.8758695652173927,87.75728260869568,74.56521739130434,6.686956521739131,26.28260869565217,7.554174236665415,1.3586695652173917,466,17,92,6,10,146,79,115,0.18600000000000005,0.7709999999999999,0.043,-0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,14,15,9,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,2,7,1,17,12,2,17,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,4,11,52,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889968591056406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038187534307108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397408056461645,0.0,0.15539824157659973,0.21912803312284848,0.32110283077027474,0.12894572659231907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048793516672154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496022445238906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712388578751547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617952899533615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349484159188292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526483967378736,0.07922914278387086,0.1119421518002514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186609422743751,0.1503150647421981,0.08905275305487406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502861663873253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067753390933813,0.07655272348425313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459439343893367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507157416860912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535267504463347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858258992415028,0.0,0.2852964788445949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26553246199997965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090874726581147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518892389663239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638487085643716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226216982662368,0.0,0.0,0.10090573268453196
socialanxiety,ImTheGapMan,2019/01/20,"Just realized my social anxiety is getting in the way of my life; need some guidance First time posting. I am looking for some real support and solutions to curtail my social anxiety.

I am a 25 yr old male. Growing up, I was the youngest child in my family. I was really quiet in comparison to everyone else in my family but a lot of my family was over the top loud and funny so my quiet maybe someone else's extrovert. People do describe me personable, but lately, I have been noticed a few quirks.

1. I cannot talk on the phone. I can do it with friends and family but not anyone else. I have a huge fear and I do not know why. I am afraid I'll say something wrong or people won't understand me.

2. I don't pick up on social cues like flirting. My parents say this. My GF says other girls do it to me and don't notice.

3. I don't have a ""best friend,"" someone to hang out with (besides my GF). I do hang around people but I do not have someone I talk to or contact on a regular basis.

4. I have a hard time asking people to hang out or asking to join a group.

5. I am not a fan of alcohol or drugs so parties become a real challenge to show people I can be fun. Usually, it isn't bad but I don't feel like I connect with people.

6. I am a yes man. Oh my gosh, I have inconvenienced myself so much because I have said yes to other people's request.

7. My personal relationship and parental relationship has been affected by my anxiety. I always apologize to my girlfriend even when she's in the wrong. My parents have repeatedly mentioned that I should find more friends and that I need to speak up more.

So, in conclusion, where do I start? How do I curtail this social anxiety?

TL;DR Have social anxiety and I listed anecdotes above; what is your best advice?",1.2415393637296577,3.4730665515320363,3.805894297023898,84.60302411669845,82.64902506963789,6.8987245271954265,24.489151150857644,8.032893268588372,1.6780540389972147,1368,54,273,28,38,478,172,359,0.099,0.747,0.154,0.9662,3,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,6,10,16,0,2,16,2,41,3,0,3,0,47,53,23,0,3,14,3,2,2,6,2,3,8,0,6,10,14,1,2,6,1,0,4,11,5,0,1,6,11,50,11,35,44,9,34,0,0,1,0,39,19,0,7,11,192,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276139724185045,0.0,0.07957503731529503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061956639744602825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848082735506079,0.0,0.0,0.05206412536409807,0.07629301371321062,0.0,0.06628513816275093,0.1392199958868959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217094452601716,0.04539009183068037,0.08223516008488296,0.0,0.0,0.15628223854927467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634989762786083,0.0,0.1866051906040816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918009193425665,0.0,0.0,0.07114966909648977,0.0,0.0,0.28077684043533563,0.08378814009121142,0.03764918585361377,0.053194200137668124,0.0,0.0,0.06805504148040152,0.0633355918361998,0.0,0.0,0.17258270819383456,0.0,0.03890224844519853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670148598830207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04092123890075061,0.0,0.08399406207832152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052593261741317184,0.07275473677460223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252760123234784,0.0,0.0,0.06330318318291303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480502362540582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473662761394768,0.11042221262350983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954628355835702,0.07813318757716183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480368741195867,0.0,0.0,0.3613480571199272,0.13003110518908811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131204541995625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950343929157324,0.04770094791773696,0.0,0.0,0.15988423180570072,0.0,0.0,0.07082845958565036,0.1776406124450196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795126887648729,0.18926901126412352,0.0573229040394783,0.0,0.0,0.05270313286100668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449626407234412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969616783862334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683638634192313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751542952018939,0.0,0.0,0.08200711064649642,0.0,0.0,0.0591028391290114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718851955597811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162820523568212,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BasicallyNuclear,2019/01/20,"I actually asked my crush out She said yes at first, but changed her mind while giving what seemed to be a realistic excuse. 

I’m super optimistic because things might change before Valentine’s Day. 

Im super proud of myself for being able to pull it off.",3.0789795918367338,5.659465469387758,4.125877551020409,82.93697959183675,77.9795918367347,6.3689795918367365,22.044897959183675,7.554174236665415,1.0672334693877557,204,6,37,3,5,66,45,49,0.021,0.585,0.39299999999999996,0.9747,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,7,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,22,8,0,0.2504339408391394,0.0,0.2443874007287264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341219285875783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266220589173884,0.0,0.21310083832279844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5298518061045571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150917395823694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213018982143534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402390558408513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705116307862811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656708354828211,0.2528668895559704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382200265334247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22798565409892604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637718238072033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dajourneys,2019/01/20,"How to stop thinking about the embarrassing moments that happened and getting stressed about it? When something embarrassing or an awkward moment happens, I have a problem with constantly thinking about it. I will think about all the things I said/awkward things I did and dwell on it. It stresses me out and it ruins my day. I also keep replaying the event in my head and try to see what I could have done to not embarrass myself. ",5.607416666666667,7.410505575000002,5.392500000000003,80.14916666666669,68.25,7.833333333333335,34.583333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.8673333333333333,346,17,60,5,6,107,55,80,0.23399999999999999,0.726,0.04,-0.9394,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,7,5,0,6,1,1,1,1,17,14,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,1,10,0,11,10,1,10,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,7,51,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300235636630106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026724917387405,0.0,0.16274124888437091,0.0,0.0,0.13145314805613034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085883195360237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649248718508364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604914606281355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918784467958196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811730015008664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503727842753754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388850583763714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624257005383387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691788695543532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041056677783434,0.4669719465956781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27083049033870965,0.3918170891561317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383868328308366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Phileas--Fogg,2019/01/20,"How important are you in your friendship group/s? This evening I went out for dinner with some friends whom I see once every 4-6 weeks. Since they live together and have more similar interests, they tend to meet up without me, but I noticed that I'm not really as important as the other members of the group. I know it's because I'm quite shy and quiet and tend to listen more than I talk, but even when I talked, I noticed they paid me less attention and tended to interrupt me more, whereas one girl talks the most, around 60% of the time and everyone listens to her, all the time. 

I just wondered if anyone else had this in their social groups? This isn't my main friendship group and two of the people in the group live with each other and are best friends, so I obviously understand that I wouldn't be as valued, but it just hurts a bit knowing that whether you were there or not doesn't really make a difference. ",10.38412087912088,6.548320818681319,9.52692307692308,73.06807692307696,60.5934065934066,13.257142857142858,40.285714285714285,10.914260884657429,4.066046153846154,727,26,147,13,7,231,116,182,0.071,0.8029999999999999,0.125,0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,4,2,9,5,0,0,9,0,9,1,0,2,2,35,24,19,0,2,11,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,11,12,1,0,5,0,1,1,6,1,0,2,4,4,22,4,21,18,11,11,0,1,1,0,23,6,0,5,4,107,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580928745470183,0.1550493619611093,0.0,0.13471047844920692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922457304433961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880524437012167,0.0,0.1652066594524977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810141445984674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641181821511965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989620292781315,0.0,0.12749703052648464,0.14459660538019334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338251563597703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619955149265758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632747019458385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672437999845164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100997196762912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34456684575888796,0.0,0.16115516426412982,0.10254108602143032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490903608803884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609517437303574,0.0,0.0,0.1938841102119041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058566814978988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517680989664873,0.0,0.0,0.15425580242598153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648855946823377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647652965886446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782159915486046,0.15753366270764554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138301742362555,0.0,0.0,0.14027890143232327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587097486270525,0.16410446668150036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Whoamireally25,2019/01/20,"What actually is the way out of this? So does anyone actually have a success story to cheer me up a bit? I've suffered with social anxiety all my adult life, I've finally somehow managed to book a doctors appointment that is in 10 days time after contemplating doing it for 4 years. While it's a big step I know the following two things could happen:

1) I get some meds, i've read close to infinite posts about all the awful side effects, how often they don't completely work and how life isn't that much better after. Meds don't seem like a long term solution.

2) I get offered some sort of therapy, i'm from the UK and i'm pretty sure the NHS waiting list is many months which sucks but even then, i've read stuff about CBT and most of it seems to boil down to ""facing your fears""? I'm not sure I understand how such a method works, my problem is that I can't face my fears?

Can I have some success stories of either method please? Right now I don't even think my social anxiety is the worst it's ever been but I just feel so utterly hopeless about ever living a normal life as I don't have any faith in the solutions. Thanks and have a nice day.",3.54590469099032,4.554306742616036,4.783767684288907,85.59609828741624,72.29113924050634,8.108116157855548,25.33358153387937,8.4952907291091,1.5091292628443789,906,27,192,15,17,300,144,237,0.121,0.7390000000000001,0.14,0.7045,0,0,2,0,0,1,21.0,0,1,1,6,17,17,1,2,15,1,19,7,2,4,6,39,35,14,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,12,7,1,1,7,3,0,2,7,7,0,2,1,1,16,10,23,33,11,29,1,2,0,0,6,9,1,9,17,119,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.2298746302065899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009515317978075,0.0,0.1802043624029716,0.0,0.0,0.0823552490096337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416776773378132,0.12858640204986665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349119050232105,0.0,0.0,0.09403858484065344,0.0,0.0,0.15191806749412945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055389593015348,0.1030709909477292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555865459848986,0.2130794064208104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650728536399885,0.0595536380242821,0.0,0.0,0.1290233836587392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230714752368898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415339392134172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472938507823155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495767173641092,0.057541871891642775,0.0,0.10400282538254436,0.1042325232810286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941149867373305,0.0,0.0,0.26165639039115063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401171076005667,0.0,0.0865826241307174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540042214096273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928822439145346,0.0,0.0,0.1128016886267834,0.1198256713438596,0.0,0.11270055858751335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356258473189432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005843735263425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144468895373699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24012589680109506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348311238780798,0.0,0.0,0.22201449230609133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843696685691084,0.13469289589218636,0.0,0.07824849636384479,0.07546934132805734,0.0,0.0,0.06867907767847818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505497201852505,0.12261422727416055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348911557827676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714920149637224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584713487639723
socialanxiety,Roid96,2019/01/20,"Should I join a meetup/SocialClub or avoid it? I never got diagnosed or treated by a therapist. Recently someone invited me to join their Social club, I said sure I'll think about it, but I am not sure if I should go. I already feel anxious just thinking about it. Should I force myself to go or this is a bad idea? I never feel comfortable going there alone without knowing anyone.",3.958558558558561,5.79637602702703,5.165945945945946,79.99234234234235,72.51351351351352,8.176576576576577,29.90090090090089,8.841846274778883,2.64834954954955,302,13,54,6,6,100,51,74,0.203,0.693,0.10400000000000001,-0.8578,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,4,22,15,5,0,4,8,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,3,11,4,6,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054314377792708,0.21888485732124568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240797585674877,0.0,0.13869137542901416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561449458210126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132171863103493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058408100795466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33818170950304594,0.0,0.1586391219758832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391372287434785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900832132902767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059604742999411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958473222352604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867687511804535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021934928493364,0.1680618488241688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738862510087752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303003743699859,0.0,0.25419015490525976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120293336764868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ryaly,2019/01/20,I got invited to hang out outside of school A friend invited me to hang out outside of school and its really scary to think about. I'm currently mentally preparing myself for this though! I've never really done this besides birthday parties and such,5.207826086956524,7.702250000000002,6.08195652173913,71.94076086956524,70.73913043478261,10.686956521739132,33.23913043478261,10.686352973137794,4.537147826086957,204,10,32,7,4,67,33,46,0.07200000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.127,0.4017,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,9,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30842843488745664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328545438254229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24105054143970145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037320290482732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245192317806904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861585873927677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6100491496460964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311968480848404,0.2961158964388095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Crimsonmoon99000,2019/01/20,"How do I even make new friends? My friends hardly talk to me anymore and I’m so lonely. Two of them are in different countries for uni and I feel like I always make the effort to message. However they have always been like this anyway so it’s not recent. My other friend hardly even replies  when I message her now. Trying to get them to hang out is almost impossible, I just feeling like I have to put all the effort in and they don’t really care.


The thing is I have no idea how to make new friends, I’m in college but everyone in my class is already in a group. It’s only a 7 person class and everyone but me is friends. Even if I knew how to become their friend I’d feel like I’m butting in now. Tbh I have nothing in common with any of them. People have suggested clubs before but there isn’t any clubs at college and other clubs cost, plus there is no way I could just turn up to a club and talk to someone. I just want someone to talk to, share stuff with and do stuff together. ",1.3482038834951453,3.3332713446601967,2.9192330097087367,92.47855825242719,80.6990291262136,5.673398058252428,21.9504854368932,6.742157984588678,0.44288815533980586,771,24,168,8,20,253,104,206,0.032,0.8079999999999999,0.16,0.9694,2,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,6,2,17,13,0,0,6,0,17,0,0,6,1,35,31,19,0,3,9,0,5,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,5,4,1,2,5,1,0,1,2,5,23,12,27,28,1,20,0,1,0,0,22,10,0,2,11,115,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068068667847296,0.0,0.11770447907610193,0.0,0.17750312415612898,0.0,0.0,0.1450680169604735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057803214428193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780010900137383,0.09076174482599238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874930384018887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516115194874631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143938142041683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113482913357156,0.0,0.0,0.20384076023751568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179496189187706,0.22859866392879236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944420808812471,0.0,0.05572663934152581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109690579711056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204087319308479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084392105169597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21359370183671048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603019070613826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023453350275484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112147085743414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394619540252383,0.0931333893497186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072250524213075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833058825906299,0.0,0.10531613435605754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074920860681493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442055853447402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571933027895066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086167980828162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241668709809464,0.11601793255471428,0.10419354960659233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291217668020402,0.08466355369773355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ShadowyPirateCapt363,2019/01/20,"I did it! I went out to meet new people! I was worried sick for four days, stressing over this. It was a party and I only know one person there. Was going to skip today, but took my meds and a whiskey and thought, ah what the heck just go. 

Result? Lots of fun. One of the greatest day I ever had. Met a ton of new people. Befriended them enoguh they gave me their contact numbers! Super happy. Super satisfied. 

And now I want to crash for three days and recoup my energy.",-0.13914285714285768,2.1823990631578987,1.8374812030075205,93.97486842105265,95.21052631578951,3.977443609022557,16.2593984962406,5.773587663045528,-0.4477969924812029,361,9,74,3,14,119,69,95,0.076,0.616,0.308,0.9855,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,2,4,5,0,1,5,1,5,2,0,1,1,14,14,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,1,4,10,0,12,4,10,4,3,14,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,1,8,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39175645067101306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831584470660557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301527431931458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554807336562865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112799575483679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721447279334914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491417135969746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911207815704924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27441691227742565,0.15399827071539124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280753938448282,0.17680129260631536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23194483492975745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074974557961494,0.0,0.0,0.19193123647636506,0.0,0.2249672684847571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943035935232575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770477514097295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563241684923536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,awkieturtle,2019/01/20,"I wish I didn't decide to go to my friend's bachelorette I was invited to my friends bachelorette trip and it turns out only her friends from college are going. I wish I knew who was going before I bought my tickets...because I'm introverted and I also have social anxiety which makes everything worse. 

I hate how I am still timid towards new people. How can I have fun if I barely know anyone? ",5.330769230769231,5.9727448974358985,6.378615384615388,77.11638461538463,67.97435897435898,9.316923076923075,30.98461538461539,9.3871,2.7856276923076924,314,12,58,6,5,105,55,78,0.132,0.68,0.188,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,0,0,8,0,0,3,0,12,20,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,5,0,15,4,6,15,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,39,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058869879646098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362007068913053,0.0,0.0,0.14041190796691005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241268536000295,0.0,0.17087559896822646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047621966168206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465438863519312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423770146049053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825955346968532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036062144983796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404308098881024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939447743647119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527260185282145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921724901887506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470179938477887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036813835081304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842499562287745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618460966666944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046438382965298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,freakvonk,2019/01/20,"Exposure ideas??? I had exposure therapy but I finished that. Now that I’m on my own I’m starting to only do the things I’m at least kind of comfortable with. Does anyone know any exposure challenges I could try, to keep myself from falling back into old habits?? ",1.4222689075630228,4.1187655686274525,3.216134453781513,84.98117647058824,89.39215686274511,6.835854341736696,24.932773109243694,7.957251820313856,2.092583193277311,208,9,38,5,7,69,40,51,0.038,0.835,0.128,0.6726,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,8,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704882899659927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289125736352926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341172660496457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309309738195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26644218947113113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34370755828337085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27062534175415137,0.0,0.3170567963631077,0.16732777015901915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194881778729103,0.0,0.0,0.2315617997603139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550417189018725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481859421136372,0.0,0.20227515523334527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671393429964607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PilotTman,2019/01/20,"My anxiety gets worse the more I am around people For example, on New Years Eve I went with a friend to his aunt and uncles house, who I have never met before. I felt fairly confident when I first got there. I introduced myself to his family and had a few decent conversations. As the night went on, I started feeling worse and worse. By a few hours into the night, I couldn’t stop shaking, I felt extremely tense, and extremely out of place and unwanted, even though everyone seemed excited about me being there. I stayed there until the next day and I couldn’t wait to leave. I just felt so uncomfortable.

This also happens at jobs I’ve had. When I first start, I feel pretty confident around my coworkers and have no problem talking to them. But a few days in, I start to feel very inferior to everyone and uncomfortable. 

It’s a very miserable feeling. It’s like I can handle being around strangers, but the more I am around them, I start to feel awful. It makes it feel impossible to build relationships with people.

Does anyone else have this problem?",4.53135,6.439390034999999,5.274000000000001,79.51450000000001,71.15,9.0,26.5,9.516144504307137,2.4315500000000005,837,28,155,20,16,271,113,200,0.17600000000000002,0.7509999999999999,0.073,-0.9442,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,2,15,8,0,2,10,1,12,0,0,1,1,38,34,17,0,5,3,1,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,16,0,2,10,0,0,3,4,5,0,2,9,9,26,3,26,21,5,35,0,2,0,0,11,11,0,1,21,110,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169625410501656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815110543087851,0.0,0.0,0.07143171965777009,0.10467363331847032,0.0,0.3637715124267281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692950661085237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176778576580395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939974341362868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534046280235266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747484021336615,0.0,0.0,0.19523398044628265,0.0,0.0,0.09630610526976048,0.0,0.3099269683796265,0.07298217659627536,0.2942650408751905,0.0,0.0,0.17379223059116689,0.0,0.0,0.07892753755276875,0.0,0.053373690339770165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170562338633684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903385773883615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060571487318924,0.11787739286742295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137671987848224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817128444485404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990956752576066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819170768274815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879106670817415,0.0986654832350431,0.10864690798740444,0.19173798889094226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164792213756985,0.0,0.10673407020180103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393209742147004,0.0,0.19550410697818746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109680183275663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300141933346774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892337389929268,0.10888755306170587,0.0,0.08540922521620707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211127187256895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037037779974904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858320873886107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940422721027228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123252471649205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578683618213713
socialanxiety,Alexvergy,2019/01/20,"Anyone else get super anxious eating in front of people??? So my best friend is getting married next year...but has a bunch of bridal parties and what not, which will likely be at restaurants.
I get anxiety eating in front of others, especially at restaurants .... does anyone else get this?? Suggestions on how I could fix this issue?? ",5.305762711864404,7.702665677966106,5.212000000000003,78.71223728813561,70.1864406779661,6.753898305084746,27.0542372881356,7.554174236665415,1.7879600000000004,261,9,41,3,5,81,46,59,0.053,0.723,0.22399999999999998,0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,4,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,8,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055204528304025,0.2223288454571149,0.0,0.27521533913742746,0.40329127774758705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653025947668327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712939569824322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722216742104182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027526245099713,0.32880356968614105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520477815663538,0.0,0.4112811047599645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054088664770528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614691217440413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929984446156216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364368697686907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673323922053858
socialanxiety,TemptationV3,2019/01/20,Answers? So I have always been a quiet person. But ever since like 9th grade I got worse. I would purposely avoid people that i know would try to talk to me in school just so i didn’t have to speak in front of others. And if i do have to interact I’m usually in a panick for words and my brain is just struggling to get them out. all the while im overthinking about everything they might notice about me and how weird they might think i am. I can picture me having a perfect conversation with someone but when the time comes that immediately goes away. Is this social anxiety?or is this something else? just curious as to what’s wrong with me.  I am to embarrassed to tell anyone how i feel in real life. Just wondering ,2.1107925407925383,4.532803482517488,3.476251748251752,87.11950582750583,80.60839160839161,6.890256410256409,21.42144522144521,8.021203637495839,1.1424698368298376,570,17,114,11,15,186,96,143,0.107,0.8420000000000001,0.051,-0.7776,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,12,7,0,3,5,0,17,2,1,2,3,31,25,13,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,4,1,2,0,1,6,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,3,18,2,21,18,1,13,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,4,6,85,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595393197336934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264970861830035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648020692068694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581390819777114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109889960364498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465313021470972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866703958976364,0.0,0.0,0.15764585835023456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869181307415511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164370673727887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402902092910867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947129101328225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639992974774647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389621803397599,0.08569573774266634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372161418991085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997037511945578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160617481838025,0.15315994507952202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965328614976693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752277669766006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450997320643057,0.0,0.0,0.1788068861944502,0.14862306127093874,0.1350380406552442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337505988572875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098671595333967,0.15331476915216252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239469050015873,0.0,0.0,0.1022821127582725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190908641490198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931876921984617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022304663061212,0.0,0.0,0.1787562572222506,0.2492103455257828,0.19178166955716275,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,guywithausername_,2019/01/20,"It makes me so sad that social anxiety disorder isn't as recognized as other mental illnesses. Amidst this rising action towards discussing mental illness and removing the stigma, I can't help but notice that social anxiety disorder is often left in the corner. I couldn't be happier that mental illnesses are getting the attention they deserve, but it seems like most of that attention is directed towards the less taboo ones: depression, general anxiety, OCD, and so on. This isn't to say any illness is ""better"" than another, but in the eyes of the healthy community, it seems as though certain ones are easier to understand.

​

Even aside from that, I'm sure many of us have tried to research solutions to our problems. Ever noticed how limited the results are? There are a few books, a few articles, and a few forums such as this one. Only one documentary I've ever seen. Practically zero movies or shows with a truly socially anxious protagonist, or if they are, one that isn't romanticized. Unlike depression or general anxiety, there isn't a lot of help for us to find out there, because socially anxious people don't feel comfortable putting themselves into the world. I know I don't, at least.

​

I wish SAD had as much traction as other mental illnesses right now. It still feels very under the radar and not talked about as much as it could be. And that's ironic, considering the fact that [it's currently the most common anxiety disorder in America](https://adaa.org/about-adaa/press-room/facts-statistics), affecting roughly 15 million people, whereas GAD and panic disorder affect about 6 million people.

​

I wish this stigma wasn't so strong. Maybe one day we'll get the notice, respect, and sympathy we deserve.",9.840424757281555,9.649785766990293,9.47003033980583,61.5648513349515,58.644012944983814,13.161893203883496,41.64259708737864,12.38480682065935,5.679195631067962,1418,69,208,42,16,459,173,309,0.25,0.65,0.10099999999999999,-0.9940000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,5,0,2,3,17,14,0,1,17,0,23,6,1,5,5,51,36,27,0,6,8,0,3,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,20,11,0,2,9,2,0,4,10,6,0,9,3,6,14,8,33,28,10,25,0,4,2,0,16,14,0,10,8,155,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354627206948675,0.2640637643267508,0.0492609709817874,0.07595855659955064,0.2770779976910391,0.1636707922829061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044158112412498285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406636581433926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783660827273621,0.0,0.0,0.04671713092076776,0.0,0.12478312537046213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320852564314136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784524420419868,0.13105035747858168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325462073813993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620788922699475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756927245862443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710860433653618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03981055324097496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870513263730727,0.0,0.0,0.035390012615738424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615850060292364,0.0,0.0,0.048353562549617056,0.07344172696511486,0.0727746631267555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920057007063465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650192840649864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474166788344329,0.0,0.0,0.2945190491745825,0.055093086755253484,0.0,0.0849915016106235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066014393495786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931429338488622,0.0,0.07282115391824573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186246868622303,0.0,0.057606361630888385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189140145500955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29536955395399617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057849840152204526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827285440405075,0.0,0.0,0.05822368518750764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117090194672877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918129297525863,0.0,0.0,0.07541150309244271,0.1742702786954809,0.0,0.0,0.05976972131636427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666024382514285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640637643267508,0.0
socialanxiety,noah_camaro,2019/01/20,"Social anxiety controlling everything How do i overcome my anxiety its to the point right now where i cant even be around people who arent close friends or my gf/family at all, they are the only people who see the real me and everyone else just sees someone who is dead silent and never says a word in social situations that im forced into ill just run off and hide somewhere for hours until its safe to leave idk how to handle people i just feel unwanted everytime im around new people. does anyone else have these problems

Tl;dr how do i overcome social anxiety that controls everything",6.565145385587861,7.238645716814162,7.100404551201012,72.90840707964604,65.28318584070797,10.350948166877373,31.18710493046776,10.290406445055957,3.3149706700379262,478,17,81,11,7,157,78,113,0.223,0.753,0.024,-0.9569,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,11,3,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,5,2,24,11,8,1,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,8,2,11,10,1,16,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,1,5,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968260155738245,0.0,0.0,0.09043503016667856,0.13252044374913796,0.0,0.23027366454078466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29012357930211885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318317032320516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160879610611352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542548379659262,0.0,0.0,0.12358648927822467,0.2324784643382053,0.0,0.12192686354231888,0.0,0.06539637868900619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992499513890496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737031815959446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794110497535916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369485911693943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975221832481014,0.12491391773179085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836617344513772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35866234700581084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222647195311702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375748404902585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472131581822334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045259365419664,0.0,0.1028535101854128,0.0,0.0,0.20612875862081514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537955197887106,0.0,0.3955265690193139,0.10958632662822324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IntrovertRook,2019/01/20,"Does this seem like social anxiety? Or is it me just being weird? I had various episodes were a potential interaction or the possibility of being the center of attention lead to me feeling a gut-wrenching sensation that caused me to renounce what I wanted to do and leave. I overthink during conversations and can't take compliments, because I can't look past the flaws and I don't believe they are sincere. My mind jumps to worst-case scenarios and I get randomly hit with feelings of others hating me. I feel observed and judged when doing things which makes my heart go faster and making me nervous.

One friend heard of my experiencs and said that while I never had something diagnosed officialy, it doesn't mean that the problem isn't there. I was always a reserved and quiet kid and I sometimes thought of it being caused by SA.

So I want to hear the opinions of those that actually have it. Are these signs of me suffering from SA? Or am I just mistaken and my mind is playing tricks on me?",4.806507936507939,6.739257375661374,5.494370370370373,78.1126666666667,70.48148148148148,8.637883597883599,31.11851851851852,9.21078282632365,2.9172226455026458,800,35,142,17,15,259,119,189,0.12300000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.071,-0.8283,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,5,11,2,1,8,0,20,2,1,5,1,37,39,16,0,3,5,0,3,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,15,11,0,0,7,1,0,3,6,6,0,1,7,9,24,5,16,28,1,10,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,6,6,105,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.15900302867952076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355766541966234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246463751897448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932489575691048,0.0,0.0,0.18357422649817534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347624075467667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653776466542879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425872852081142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24715756078610365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258847383458501,0.0,0.08512786856529386,0.0,0.0926008639959295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608665754147593,0.0,0.0,0.1836418647207106,0.1930811545556931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252677913296044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960279825953492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682606101569378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752345366812506,0.0,0.0,0.1774861826401318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290398864448752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566707544775016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104103423640687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554182338123032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368700959199052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590872410046994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499041930142352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833174455441475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609377390383126,0.0,0.12543687925205113,0.1611488801909806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250836213075762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824811681296284,0.0,0.0,0.12935379453901294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220895323569734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,inSystem,2019/01/20,"What non-traditional ways do you cope with social anxiety?   
Guys, what non-traditional means do you cope with social anxiety? I mean something other than psychotherapy and medication. Some life hacking how to make friends, communicate, feel comfortable or even just accepting. Share your strange and unexpected finds, please. Because well-known things do not help me.",7.684195402298847,11.45008856896552,6.490344827586206,65.74747126436785,68.48275862068965,10.763218390804601,35.5287356321839,10.504223727775694,5.063852873563219,299,15,42,10,6,90,47,58,0.11199999999999999,0.679,0.209,0.8127,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,15,7,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,4,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,0,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354264472523173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364286308659665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480182850199755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108511745057846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003756816541702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937945641162172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707588678194026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694776570890064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548512857033151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463402348180684,0.0,0.0,0.4776196627357151,0.0,0.2208549450770168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406528299365437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469624119151718,0.0,0.16877685651862862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564916624752872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401755139011849,0.0,0.0,0.19711747597728024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SophieSnuggleBug,2019/01/20,Social anxiety; when even when you're shitting your brains out you feel nervous about calling and asking for the day off. Will they fire me??,5.5403846153846175,7.477988423076923,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,68.61538461538461,6.7384615384615385,28.384615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.5228307692307697,113,4,20,1,2,33,24,26,0.308,0.6920000000000001,0.0,-0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902075402692004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546481643505087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234885640203805,0.3873665438325248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446542808510537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25056212961309354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918146106414595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894051444976101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867073190478573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LeMasterofSwords,2019/01/20,"What harder for you guys? Meeting new people, or talking to people you kind of know? For me I’d rather meet a stranger then talk to someone I vaguely know anyway of the week ",2.8396190476190446,4.6785602,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,75.57142857142857,4.666666666666667,25.952380952380953,3.1291,0.4059523809523813,137,5,27,0,3,43,28,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311967555826978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32809557517176513,0.3463070441780339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042953213821256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368579423797245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26695669374506376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064805855972161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25272911280505594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,damurphy72,2019/01/20,"What has improved your ability cope and reduce your social anxiety? If you, in your opinion, have improved over time with either your social skills or just dealing with any debilitating feelings, then what aspects of your life would you credit with the improvement?  Was it introspection, a change in environment, or an improvement in a chronic health problem?  I'm interested, even if it is more than one thing...",9.658857142857146,10.395787600000002,8.766428571428571,63.38107142857146,58.71428571428571,11.571428571428573,40.35714285714286,11.20814326018867,4.9380000000000015,332,16,49,8,4,104,53,70,0.053,0.701,0.24600000000000002,0.9427,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,7,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,0,0,14,7,6,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,7,2,9,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,5,2,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933697585419874,0.0,0.2175292303134765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30080771983265026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29315540807631607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781244329448712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377739660730707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302253891507333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008468996289718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926849196901421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27208737278644674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5797240512154677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889114665176756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580849327754638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019961789333724,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SaItMime,2019/01/20,"Anyone know how to stand up for themselves? I’d like to be more assertive,, but it’s pretty difficult due to my social anxiety... Any tips?",1.91,4.431124444444446,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,82.33333333333334,6.562962962962962,23.814814814814817,7.793537801064563,1.562392592592592,108,4,20,2,3,36,25,27,0.10300000000000001,0.695,0.20199999999999999,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33375794646119955,0.0,0.375457412535098,0.0,0.0,0.34317580650678925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26972851392037145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977801696665266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49931573151865793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5003044692891541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Brace31,2019/01/20,"How do I stop doubting everyone? First of all, I'd like to apologize if this is the wrong sub for this.

Lately, I've been doubting everyone. Oh, my gf is being nice? It's actually because she secretly hates me and just doesn't want to hurt my feelings. Oh, my friend congratulated me for my grade? He actually feels really jealous and hates you for it.

I'm not sure if it's the result of my social anxiety or not, but I'm sick of it. I'm literally going insane; I overthink every single fucking social interaction. 

What can I do? I don't wanna stay this way. I don't wanna doubt everyone around me and go absolutely paranoid.",2.3545733333333345,4.548949464000002,5.1813,76.46848333333334,78.36,8.326666666666666,26.416666666666664,9.075114841892004,2.521386666666667,493,20,93,13,12,177,78,125,0.188,0.6970000000000001,0.115,-0.753,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,3,13,4,3,2,0,10,2,0,2,2,25,21,8,0,5,7,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,1,2,15,4,11,19,2,8,0,1,0,1,10,1,1,6,4,60,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.3299213687759337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931672766575358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504832892180041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304648230221876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424252421936717,0.484580851568433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094550847042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437871059524509,0.0,0.0,0.13060149082686112,0.15627667803016845,0.0,0.0,0.19214101802392924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337881120372022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809630416679656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068682794765532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258542110261967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082926843096114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446342229238952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801763643372258,0.0,0.14132674715901467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932015882720893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970539786120164,0.13417773396532176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482097660098806,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,No_Recover,2019/01/20,"How do I make a friend from work? I noticed this new guy working at my job. I thought he was extremely attractive, he just stood out. He rides his bike to work. I always looked at him whenever I saw him around. I wanted to be his friend but we didn't work in the same section and I'm not good with talking or approaching people because I have anxiety. I always just kept to myself at work and I didn't care for making friends, being alone or talking, just getting the work done. Then one day out of all the people who could of been sent to be my partner, IT WAS HIM. So we had to work together now. I was so scared and surprised. I honestly thought this was like destiny or something. He introduced himself and tried talking to me. That didn't go so well since I didn't say much. Throughout a few weeks of working together, I started to force myself to talk to him and make conversations. I've never done that before but I just really wanted to be his friend. I was comfortable with talking to him. We just sort of hit it off. We had a lot of similarities we were the same age, did some college, liked the same video games, anime and movies. My feelings/crush on him kind of died as I got to know the real him but he was really cool so I liked him in a friendly way. I'm pretty sure he was straight anyways. We only really had brief interactions so I wouldn't consider him my friend. I'm sure he'd say the same thing. Yesterday he told me he wanted to quit and that he applied to another job. I wanted to ask for some contact info like if he had a Kik or Telegram. I don't have any social media. I would ask for his phone number but I don't know how and if I did, would he just kindly reject me? He never asked me for any contact info. So i'm not sure if he would want to stay in contact with some shy dude he was forced to work with. He always complained about money problems, sometimes about riding his bike and being hungry. I had fantasies about buying him food or giving him a ride home but I could never really offer because i'm scared of rejection or something negative coming out of that. I'm openly gay, just not at work. What if he found out I was gay? Would he react negatively? How do I just casually ask for his contact info without is being weird or awkward? If he did give me his number, whats next? I've never done this before.",1.9259174205520748,3.93243010020877,3.613107863604732,88.11731895151941,78.89561586638831,6.261953143122248,22.961772210623984,7.3011,0.8981540338668519,1834,59,377,24,45,611,201,479,0.105,0.7290000000000001,0.166,0.9798,2,1,2,0,0,0,49.0,6,0,0,11,24,32,0,3,13,1,47,3,0,7,8,102,85,37,1,18,29,0,0,4,7,5,0,2,1,2,13,26,1,1,8,6,2,8,17,8,1,1,35,5,64,24,54,35,12,40,0,2,2,2,79,17,0,17,17,259,77,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719326263317862,0.0,0.0,0.16194920181112787,0.0,0.0,0.08823750630404753,0.06802945093466779,0.04963091689161996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057754505202610815,0.2426058751515315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790971360230236,0.0,0.1104115186661984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661466778426701,0.0,0.0,0.05588600424462446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359840631150133,0.0,0.0,0.04184045758712618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733234028624993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991758478007005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844982540702065,0.07113455341328992,0.30074400369471355,0.0,0.03389568419854421,0.12447233529012475,0.03687123494829316,0.054415957266421934,0.05188826161201107,0.0,0.0,0.06423867518082088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507716918163944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876131518022033,0.0,0.0,0.13511933973937293,0.07130967726695607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678298454312092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054480548291438224,0.0,0.0,0.05515631593770889,0.0,0.0,0.12991819980179914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769224191011196,0.0,0.2001493318378781,0.06265885007654842,0.06899768891463183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386317647714527,0.0,0.0,0.04396250205836105,0.049342070334681486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995542945580261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660034846731501,0.0,0.06207876415764041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900493879657016,0.0,0.07384451128689712,0.1662481045401247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318598266035074,0.12990688569243913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366712969658216,0.0,0.0,0.06613418381631993,0.0,0.09989134974564297,0.06416525685372844,0.0,0.04592044982302523,0.06915051382500494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834381144182076,0.0,0.0,0.2607293708581692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043101560563155006,0.0,0.0,0.10301057558406447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061992990403185684,0.0,0.04404739251435001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913314079399522,0.051496539414075726,0.052040614746570624,0.0,0.058332437100615066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625393516050393,0.0,0.4723140898891246,0.0,0.0,0.18434774130575146,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Piterer,2019/01/20,"I don't know what to do I don't know where to start but I need help, I don't know what to do anymore, so I'll guess i start about telling some things about me, I am 16 years old from Germany and suffering from social anxiety my whole life (already as kid not wanting to play with other kids, hated kindergarten) and so it continued with 1-4 class, but I managed it to finish it.

But as the 5 class started it all went downhill, I started to get bullied, beaten up and spit on, I changed the school and the same happend all over again, I got through it, but since then I never attended any class anymore, yes, I don't go to school since 6th grade and that's the problem, I tried to go to school many times but because of my social anxiety I was always the quiet weirdo, I always felt alone and uncomfortable so I never gone longer then 1 week to school again,it was always an other school because we had to move many times because they wanted to take me away from my mother.

Once my mother left me at a psychiatry for 8 month's and because I never opened up on them they released my saying I'm just lazy and pretending to have social anxiety, after that I was on a cared living(a House of People with psychic problems and therapist) I ended up running away from there 1 month later because I got beat by one guy there, and since then my life just goes on and im sitting since 2 years in my room all day long gaming and going once a month out of the house

Added to this I have depressions and tried to kill myself, cutted myself on daily basis(but I'm over this, I just wanted attention) and feeling just alone, everybody gave up on me and don't believe in me, it's to the point i see my mother like once a day and not talking to each other for like a week because I'm just in my room with my door locked, my rooms looks like a bomb has been going of but I just don't have motivation to do anything, sometimes too i don't eat for 2 days just because I don't want to confront with my mother, every word from her is aimed to make myself feel even more bad, and my father is someone I never met, he gone in another country when my mom was pregnant( I was an accident my mom was 16)

And I could write so much more but I guess nobody even caring about it, I don't know what to do in my life anymore, every help would be appreciated, and I'm sorry for misspellings

(And I'm sitting here atm over 30 minutes trying to post this )",5.405991428571426,4.8975018220000015,6.053485714285718,83.46760000000002,67.78,8.502857142857144,29.857142857142854,7.5804360353943165,1.7090142857142854,1901,60,400,17,28,622,220,500,0.155,0.772,0.073,-0.9924,0,2,0,0,0,2,42.0,1,0,3,3,23,16,5,0,15,1,31,5,1,2,7,77,73,37,1,9,16,7,3,3,0,1,3,2,4,3,19,29,1,0,9,3,1,10,15,10,0,1,16,7,60,6,70,54,10,74,0,2,2,0,28,29,0,3,35,262,79,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538708489990814,0.07212669852726412,0.0,0.16315497622710326,0.0,0.0,0.04444723432525907,0.06853595649661269,0.15000131476458795,0.0,0.19445951627440808,0.0,0.0,0.053785944560671387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281627643317032,0.0,0.05457310692323069,0.2789011567270084,0.0,0.0,0.07363865786898044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332783308621549,0.0,0.06914251386079884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218486824847497,0.0,0.0,0.12645592790732044,0.0,0.05629471671629917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687988760277319,0.0,0.0,0.05788981154098038,0.0,0.0,0.08633970212562386,0.0,0.1101377162379968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609624675404538,0.0,0.06275612236800236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034148050671249965,0.0,0.1485830221866362,0.0,0.10454917955874328,0.0,0.14400344291336525,0.06471695695178951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645297487315832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876192410730326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083398427229422,0.0,0.0,0.07060032245113028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231147016072835,0.0,0.14368121076411736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101413965681562,0.0,0.13849770427321986,0.09579519965738154,0.0,0.0,0.05784179444898569,0.05488617703528803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043628497008280434,0.13253013826613436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309834902249608,0.15650986501361322,0.06946763799627055,0.0480473290886384,0.048463822305938535,0.20163952098982046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858462312916792,0.20881970754985724,0.044289819881798406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453125912021379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061786594559592324,0.0,0.06259708468783126,0.0,0.0,0.1250819291120683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051977121096138126,0.0,0.3307404834328225,0.05208368401290715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216266808898124,0.0,0.0,0.19987973514561294,0.055379556413466376,0.0,0.06464299199686882,0.07316548665737146,0.18504938129800075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914279927594131,0.052534120364092114,0.05712776896582442,0.0,0.0,0.07588832720630483,0.04342246834432626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622421426590363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331260271401509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420475539161874,0.0,0.1048561544838334,0.0,0.0,0.060589637956006186,0.0,0.07297242278074106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643007037684792,0.0,0.0,0.08417975977107647
socialanxiety,bomber187,2019/01/20,"Thinking off all the awkward moments at 4 In the morning Basically can’t sleep because I can’t stop thinking about all the awkward cringe moments I’ve been going back to 4 years ago, ",7.064166666666665,6.891508194444448,7.1633333333333375,75.765,64.27777777777779,8.311111111111114,43.0,7.1686216300943375,3.5529333333333337,149,9,26,1,2,48,26,36,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671562044736934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184880705142142,0.0,0.2524875901364091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23539485057304896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41449111027197255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34628304639593593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307950002883719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26672605902035484
socialanxiety,Fushigibama,2019/01/20,"Nothing to say Saying anything to anyone is near impossible, and when I actually try to talk to someone (which never really happens) it’s like, my mind is just blank. There’s no words at all. So I just say some thing and that’s that. Awkward silence time ^wohoo

And it’s annoying as hell because my family just says; just say something. Yeah, I would if I could.",1.9138380281690144,4.4676367746478896,3.493785211267608,85.8212411971831,82.66197183098592,6.366901408450705,24.367957746478872,7.645422480735847,1.4479140845070422,285,11,55,5,8,94,51,71,0.152,0.78,0.068,-0.73,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,15,5,7,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,6,1,7,3,2,5,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,2,4,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.1861017766720285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133346234381638,0.0,0.15693498303843562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625275142011075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522634115721326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978086692033418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864089471520713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931694339862128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925589341658896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470844059023659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829877768582346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217129812097152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7582862664434473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158477493353046,0.14681497756909134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328244870698646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266967492858098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111202339855202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947701598662853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547223845524756,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dmx679,2019/01/20,"Why patience is key to managing social anxiety Hey guys,

So it's been a while since I last posted here. Last year I found out that I had social anxiety. Kinda explained why I was so freaking out at social events and why not so many people wanted to have some social connection with me. 

After almost a year of trying to overcome this, I kinda want to sum up some points which were live savers for me and still are. Your situation maybe a slight different, but if this can help even one of you, that's fine for me.

So, without further ado, here we go:

- Have empathy. 

Let me explain what do I mean by that. I was always angry at people for distancing themselves from me. Fuck, I said, what is wrong with me? I'm not deformed, I'm not a handicap, what's people fucking problem with me? I was very frustrated. Then I learned I had social anxiety. The more I started analyzing my past, the more I saw it. There were really moments in which because of my anxiety, I acted weird, which in turns made people distance themselves from me. So, instead of being self-absorbed, I started putting myself in the shoes of everyone that in my opinion treated me wrong. And the more I did, the more I saw that I was the one pushing people away from me. 
Thanks to this, I was able to finally deal with my anger and be able to forgive every single one of those people. 

- Have patience. 

This one is very key. If you are going through therapy, medication or just self-help books, this point is for you. Things may not go that fast or smooth as you want them to go. Some days, old thoughts may appear, your anxiety may hit the roof and you may find yourself asking yourself questions like: ""why is this still happening; why the fuck am I not making any progress?"" The reality maybe that you are making progress, but it's just slow progress. Or you maybe doing a great job, but you still feel like a phony. That's what's called imposter syndrome. Google it for more details. 
Or you are maybe like me right now. Some time may have passed, but you still find it hard to socialize with people. The answer for all of this is patience. Give yourself time to change and grow. It's easier said than done, but it is what it is. There no easy ways fighting anxiety. And whether we like it or not, time has to pass before we start seeing more results. 

- Don't envy other people.

Another easier said than done. If you're a young person like me, I'm sure that you envy your friends, schoolmates, co-workers, etc, for having things you don't have like: anxiety free life, more confidence, having girlfriends/boyfriends, having better results/grades, etc. I think that this is normal reaction but it's not a healthy one. You have your journey and other people have theirs. Nobody can win the comparison game. There will always be people better looking than us, having better soulmates or cars or whatever. But we too are far better than other people, who are in even worsen situations than us. Envying people in our case also is connected to the feeling that everyone's life is progressing, only ours is stuck in a loop. Or maybe we are just crazy and that's why we don't have the things that we want to have? Sound familiar?

- Don't self-diagnose yourself.

If you have health anxiety, I'm sure that you've been afraid of getting or having some awful desase that will kill you like cancer or something. Most of the times, these thoughts are just worries which bare no truth value in them. But if you have real concerns about having something, the best way to know if you have or don't have something is to consult a professional. Don't stamp desases on yourself without knowing if you even have them or not. 

- Have a positive mindset. 

This one all depends on you. I know that most people are skeptical when they hear the words ""positive mindset"" because they imagine some slimy snake oil salesman saying them just to make  a buck of of naive people. While this is true in some casses, it's not true in others. Having a positive mindset is all about having hope that no matter what happens, you will succeed. Are you feeling uncertain just by reading this? Me too. You may ask: ""yeah dude, good fucking advice, but what if my life is already fucked up and I cannot fix it?"" Or ""what if I have a positive mindset and still end up in ruin and misery?"" Well two things I can certainly say here is: we don't know the future. I cannot guarantee for you or even for me that the future will be happy or sad or whatever. Shit happens you know? But that doesn't mean that you have to stop fighting and pushing forward. And the second thing is: feeling depressed will not help you. No cosmic force will hear you or heal you or magically rearrange your life so it will become better. I'm sorry if this sounds a bit harsh, but it is what it is. I want to be upfront about this. Develop a positive mindset. 

- Listen to music. 

Music can really help you and motivate you. Spend more time on listening some music that you really like. 

- Read self-help books and therapy. 

This is very key also. There are plenty self-help books out there, who can help you along the way. Therapy is also important, because you can share all of your troubles to a professional, who's job is  to help you out and get your life back on track. 

Overall, no matter where you are right now, this is your journey. It is a hard and bumpy road, filled with a lot of moments with doubt or even despair. But I know that you can do it. Just keep pushing forward. ",3.9787961306195454,5.8030757937262365,4.5252265712368605,84.66280630731383,72.43155893536121,7.30800268396332,26.82513978975621,8.008105612284727,1.6847451218966685,4293,152,812,62,85,1363,380,1052,0.151,0.6920000000000001,0.157,0.6641,3,0,3,0,4,0,160.0,12,44,7,13,49,59,12,3,39,2,117,16,2,7,10,180,187,74,1,18,61,0,7,8,1,13,9,11,0,2,81,38,0,2,27,6,3,19,27,25,1,8,24,23,111,35,94,143,28,95,0,4,4,5,104,35,6,56,49,598,192,14,0.07843944686532665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038325059826377364,0.0,0.0,0.039272887740500105,0.0,0.04327994006814827,0.0940919959782152,0.06526790344502806,0.0,0.0,0.02667075683583383,0.041125299649828966,0.2400238486150699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333029427208951,0.0,0.0368482211993349,0.030157546430667682,0.0,0.07172393814071898,0.04331510319419901,0.033373095972072234,0.0,0.04115868007793088,0.17343329109586106,0.042817780169156376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04004772265270652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414892670420138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025293477047301213,0.04043381272679901,0.03377989032332921,0.03980719371546069,0.0,0.040976263494516496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027078773749463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03473703393068731,0.0,0.08748071778620681,0.12952128718626504,0.0,0.03304430852482021,0.07495225292846715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932268235356127,0.028018578256765958,0.0,0.042963289975546416,0.07169223338451247,0.0,0.0,0.043002402406389466,0.03030106103534525,0.1812900116764671,0.04098137351835473,0.03762313245653244,0.089157890582655,0.03289564324814314,0.0,0.043239883542298026,0.0,0.038833692314470966,0.1040456157191354,0.04175012488186397,0.07026633731380874,0.0,0.0,0.04168873201197165,0.08840695742257636,0.0,0.21030523120500452,0.0,0.0,0.03895403476548626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783904760863099,0.03486029222439094,0.04339081309278287,0.0,0.12932480588528592,0.0639386183687536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04010482442745812,0.13851025262754033,0.15328620643558466,0.0,0.034631734329684194,0.0,0.0329346899436844,0.0,0.0,0.03334320635186811,0.0,0.037110650605226524,0.0785384098123389,0.039762643781716366,0.19700741838615216,0.08544355294815385,0.0,0.039509745234235734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03842700182825989,0.0,0.0,0.04115450227497772,0.0,0.15945779767435805,0.029828366978964238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037439663820685226,0.3806602520629177,0.03424514972614778,0.0,0.0,0.07415063115756798,0.0,0.037561653715594,0.0,0.0,0.037527978585712975,0.0,0.03942665461012577,0.0439350660999518,0.0,0.0784606736936394,0.04464063155654883,0.07537547732813521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698685903713272,0.11192081463227682,0.062378196476174486,0.0,0.0,0.03125304178112225,0.0,0.20457362522060446,0.0,0.04025848250105897,0.0324429605089382,0.08816922476061866,0.0,0.2398774139001927,0.0,0.09057977760236413,0.0,0.043903269416815945,0.08327976632534335,0.0,0.15660460897753506,0.032789444932671066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392825037784727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036108252000773035,0.1345535153341204,0.0,0.13027920769471488,0.02513041515262724,0.0,0.062272159039830924,0.11434668065123542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026627617760518432,0.0426597968676452,0.03831197094500827,0.0,0.0943529965846304,0.0,0.0,0.09708113776098763,0.11566404514290125,0.09339237279896327,0.0,0.0,0.035263241465397395,0.0,0.2123382009613893,0.0,0.0,0.07561282765998596,0.0,0.02855242576363056,0.03982953291654928,0.0,0.0,0.0857612215165745,0.0,0.05051243204298518
socialanxiety,nokinship,2019/01/20,"Has anybody here been consciously angry at your body for being anxious? I had made a lot of progress over the last few years with my social anxiety. It helped loving myself and acting as my true self which took away a lot of shame in dealing with people. 

The other day all of that went away when I was over at a relative's house when two people who I know who I haven't seen a while come up to me. So one of the people I was nervous around was attractive. It's not that I was attracted to them but their attractiveness itself as sort of a social hierarchy thing(which I don't believe in but apparently my body has due to society thinking attractive people are gods). Anyways I felt myself shaking and getting red around them and I could barely look them in the eye. I felt as if I was a kid again going through this dumb shit all over again. 

I was fucking raging(in my head). I know nobody really cared but the fact my body decides to still act like I'm a child is beyond frustrating it's like all my work doesn't even matter because of my crappy genetics. I'm so over this dumb bullshit.",3.0172090777402225,4.978061348623854,4.09482858522453,86.1405866731048,75.42201834862385,6.974794785127957,24.776436504104296,7.85451343220497,1.3576660550458717,866,29,171,13,19,281,129,218,0.182,0.7070000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.9478,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,4,2,13,17,5,3,12,0,17,8,6,1,5,31,35,15,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,8,0,0,7,0,0,7,4,8,0,2,14,6,28,9,32,19,6,32,0,0,4,2,15,15,4,4,12,128,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970859867184674,0.14337244835565985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259540414003144,0.0,0.0,0.2384726974156629,0.0,0.0,0.07736330475386298,0.0,0.0,0.14298438192465876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229060024447855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939344845326714,0.0,0.0,0.10932193490783457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132750036813312,0.0,0.0,0.08184660618841418,0.1308388854864663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382301702155126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24370746638925156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732647246425144,0.066305362705658,0.0,0.07212601440147684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130246520498559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850652591457171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643737839967166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949309852880942,0.10344878460308513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240038661824462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657263897396337,0.0,0.0,0.2157890964723305,0.11454144708122692,0.12008553825168512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599766351826761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35193432547181885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130194987430397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239505907910415,0.0,0.1302715382644045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25873801629129434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135068210910546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431352468296302,0.08131895778907551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100194698071036,0.0,0.0,0.1239728643228446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764706452950915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923921666771848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172603405434849
socialanxiety,thisMIGHTbeouryear,2019/01/20,"How the fuck do I find a girlfriend I got a fuck ton of social anxiety and I really want a girl friend. Im 19 and haven't had a relationship before and really crave having a relationship. Only problem im fucking terrified of talking to people and my life right now has limited communication to females. Right now I work (no females there), gym and uni. People who have social anxiety and relationship where did you find your SO and what tips would you give to actually find one. ",3.876739130434782,6.040552978260872,5.953695652173913,72.86032608695655,73.56521739130434,9.382608695652175,27.80434782608696,9.827888789773867,3.059104347826088,382,15,68,11,8,133,59,92,0.20199999999999999,0.745,0.053,-0.9222,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,2,6,5,3,0,6,0,8,4,0,1,0,15,14,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,8,1,5,10,1,5,0,0,0,3,14,3,3,0,2,45,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.13592413793062566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131085330203592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852308120201414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819177162689849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761288436064788,0.38630609745691774,0.0,0.13361689868244025,0.0,0.0,0.11140063498382984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30090798547873704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838261294800754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438455813762872,0.1059341322282404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312830398041012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327896389906682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846179304589554,0.0,0.0,0.4486267244156995,0.0,0.2379008809901844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839713585459553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195371195789333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215515291777284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140268317117528,0.0,0.0,0.0989455745928369,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheBIBco,2019/01/20,"Buddhist teachings helped me I’ve been struggling with social anxiety for a while now, but I believe I’ve gotten past most of the worse days by following the teachings of the Buddha. Buddhism is all about suffering. Suffering is the one eternal truth that exists in our lives, such as the anxiety that comes with talking to people, maybe out of fear that we may feel too low to talk to them. But in this suffering comes lessons to be learned. Imagine your last suffering, then look deeply on what caused that feeling of insecurity or doubt when it came to talking to someone. Was it a parent that neglected their child or an abusive parent, leaving the child without any love to be received while having so much to give? Identifying this suffering and then forgiving its existence, yourself, and anyone else involved is the first step towards happiness and loving the self enough to love others. If you want more insight, I’d highly recommend “The Heart of Buddha’s Teaching” by Thich Nhat Hanh. ",10.886717877094977,9.254068139664804,9.353009776536314,67.85845321229054,57.54748603351955,12.30195530726257,43.604050279329606,10.9516,4.8661558659217885,803,38,130,15,8,246,124,179,0.271,0.627,0.10099999999999999,-0.9918,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,2,2,2,6,17,0,4,12,0,9,4,1,1,2,31,22,15,0,2,6,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,12,10,0,1,7,0,0,6,1,11,0,2,4,3,8,6,27,15,5,24,0,7,1,3,23,7,0,6,11,92,20,4,0.0,0.161887126354137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291476016956787,0.0,0.20904692043723785,0.0,0.0,0.09553659499544896,0.1399961048251349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393799724490054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627113837319426,0.0,0.1403591766492957,0.0,0.23539353722586084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811663531598421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413889054518475,0.0,0.0,0.14117785844279834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537495069654221,0.13817095728205153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621950323253848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310703085984364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544779753816164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619101265194868,0.09158185986291872,0.14435969880656865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113736934402322,0.0,0.14467405015107174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064896805536028,0.0,0.1147368571582886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699483970460694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726567373882148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044058144067927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258569300749564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034283616083511,0.0,0.13043114622283114,0.09472374621553632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253745734619133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927958950085642,0.11576824251424984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428379164200891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294599946508851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058936670485191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317088185951139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924015263902806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,computerpunch,2019/01/20,"I have a job interview Tuesday and I’m totally freaking out!! The only job I’ve really had has been an at home job where I work for the same company as my mom and she talks to the boss, so I’ve been able to handle it pretty well. But I’m 25 and  I need more money and I’m trying to be an adult so I can pay for myself and grow. 
The job is at a pet store that’s opening up and I would love to work there because I love animals and have quite a bit of knowledge about their care. But I don’t know if I can handle it. I’m horrible on the spot and don’t know what to say to any of the questions, like a weakness is obviously SA but I can’t just say I’m shit at talking to people! Ahh
And even if I get the job I’m scared I won’t be able to handle helping the customers and the idea of handling a register. Or what if someone asks a question and I don’t know the answer. It’s just all so scary and overwhelming! I don’t know what I’m going to do and the day of my interview is fast approaching!",0.07293154761904573,1.6111269776785733,2.8458928571428608,93.65744047619049,82.79464285714286,6.230952380952381,20.93452380952381,7.2636822038024595,0.4313684523809518,769,23,189,11,21,271,112,224,0.109,0.818,0.073,-0.8917,6,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,10,10,1,2,19,0,21,4,1,1,3,40,39,24,0,5,9,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,2,1,7,15,0,0,9,0,3,3,6,5,1,0,3,2,18,5,23,32,5,14,0,1,0,2,16,8,1,6,4,121,25,11,0.2435690203741127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281764309599919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385207732446108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423870704707332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295714321266586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241674246478338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785409340894975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043752040148025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362738010244444,0.0,0.06921294366444272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162959007108514,0.0,0.1221597934196323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747988833965866,0.0,0.0,0.6042616735122873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677183274348612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949776010417542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198305504571005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263254643862355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030167117777688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262260781746266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443004526382747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389862918196405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27285304620799183,0.12953281733560218,0.0,0.0,0.07801827569643617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936958611461325,0.12192754017682032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250100496165764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318762027581968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577155234620028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268368827180908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949890038986657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773211477253859,0.0,0.0,0.0865122218685876,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CharlieWhiterun,2019/01/20,How do you handle being stuck somewhere with people you have nothing in common with? How do you handle being stuck in a place where no one is like you and people don't understand you?  I'm always searching for a better job.  I'm keeping my crappy job to save money to move.  ,2.567454545454545,4.6012217454545485,4.147272727272728,84.92090909090909,77.0,5.127272727272729,20.090909090909093,5.6839178017228535,0.17638181818181795,216,5,39,1,5,72,37,55,0.165,0.696,0.139,-0.1431,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,8,13,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,6,3,7,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,28,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033820866110655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448267003205787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5494065488149049,0.2460522505102955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524132207098954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29421814153630016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26561832358883936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758185639332925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38382725413530977,0.0,0.28922023330815044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881816259383571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lefty1992,2019/01/20,"Afraid to Start Career I'm in graduate school. I graduate in May, and I'm panicking about finding my first full-time job. As an undergraduate, I studied biology and was going to go to med school. My family and friends had high hopes for me because I was always a good student. They thought I'd be a successful doctor. But I developed this terrible social anxiety disorder. It got so bad that for a time I was afraid to go to class. I decided not to go to medical school, even though I had the grades to go. I thought I'd have a breakdown or become very depressed because the medical profession is known for causing a degradation in mental health. I decided to get my masters in accounting, so I could quickly get a job. When I switched from the medical path, my family turned on me. They started telling me I was too old to be in school, and pressuring me because I've never worked full-time in my life.

I thought that accountants didn't need to speak to people very often. I was wrong. The interview process for accounting is all about your personality, being a good fit for the office. Unfortunately, interviews nearly bring me to full-blown panic attacks. I practice interview questions, but it hasn't helped. I've gotten some interviews with top public firms due to my grades, but I've blown all of them because of my anxiety. I don't have a job lined up yet. My family now tells me I'll never work, and they're afraid for my future, like there's something defective about me. They get angry with me for not getting hired. The need for a job and my past failures to reach any potential I may have had have caused me to dread my future. 

I fear working. Just the thought of being stuck in a place with people I don't know and having to complete tasks that I don't understand, of having deadlines and expectations, of having to continually talk to people, eat with people, keep up appearances, causes me to panic. I know it's a normal part of life, but I'm mentally weak. I don't believe in myself. I've failed repeatedly to beat this disorder and get out on my own. I tried therapy and I seemed to get better, but it was a false hope. I do alright after getting used to a routine, but when something changes, the anxiety comes back. For example, I had a class last semester where every class the professor randomly called on people to answer questions. Something so simple as answering homework problems caused my fear of going to class to return after a few years. It's been a decade of being stuck in my body, knowing the fear is irrational, yet failing to cope. A decade of panic attacks, derealization/depersonalization, few close friendships, working hard in school for seemingly no reason if I can't get a job. I'm 26. My parents tell me they were married with a house and kids at my age. I have student loan debt. No job aside from a part-time substitute teaching position, where I only sub a couple times per month. I thought I might be able to become a CPA and have a good career, even if accounting isn't my true passion, but I've failed to get a public accounting job. I supposedly had so much potential, and I've accomplished nothing. ",5.0599085143186615,6.383484609917357,6.0466307899288925,76.77104555064388,69.01652892561984,9.46261772054584,31.755717855083603,9.763852164103024,3.1563080914856823,2499,107,457,58,43,828,265,605,0.188,0.748,0.064,-0.9973,9,0,3,0,0,0,75.0,0,1,5,14,23,36,2,11,35,1,44,11,1,6,5,80,90,32,0,10,13,1,1,1,1,3,8,1,1,2,10,21,1,1,20,0,7,9,14,24,0,1,23,2,67,12,80,57,8,62,0,4,0,1,26,25,0,16,29,294,77,43,0.05484570438725315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04563601964796802,0.0,0.0,0.03729695972267389,0.0,0.1258704412108628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478981304692705,0.0,0.0421729612505057,0.04579387225675366,0.13373372934018407,0.12114554297513967,0.0,0.0617923274252029,0.0,0.048506568541633766,0.0,0.06092121349524145,0.0,0.0,0.056003596296749496,0.0,0.0,0.2253665854011878,0.058019482960835575,0.04724471795906428,0.05750467756684206,0.0,0.0,0.04378983211763805,0.06068572872252595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723852482254324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571585767356766,0.056136902451837764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612084783327065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245014097124668,0.0,0.046209871422094484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511094686083549,0.185149996347356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012798019623768,0.04665172813385645,0.0,0.0,0.04237365515893965,0.0,0.2578915518243354,0.0,0.18702046633817732,0.13800592410962448,0.04386512004893253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913097833676471,0.0,0.0,0.05829841906288901,0.0,0.0,0.03676191955294512,0.05794749792325664,0.0,0.10894831928668494,0.0,0.06328457913766261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38098129141331305,0.04874938206728628,0.0,0.0,0.09042529437645276,0.04470656923426344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774782859777852,0.026794840800075187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092121349524145,0.16575383132823568,0.11054314035001796,0.058182625160080284,0.0,0.0,0.043777317983363886,0.0,0.04031790335225899,0.08133478971150263,0.08460077670775026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053737145453859686,0.0526259325563966,0.0,0.05755134071389568,0.0,0.0,0.04171262962859914,0.0,0.1930488507938448,0.060899664170527626,0.11878510635303872,0.05235643075844088,0.19011552851958846,0.0478891535735131,0.05730208777155139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247993202443165,0.0,0.0,0.12287948188566555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639051864926284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27753390456155835,0.0,0.09985893882711314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590828874038683,0.0,0.1266687082679674,0.0,0.0,0.0776401437091781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04408289966811618,0.14381268917020432,0.0,0.06272084281735728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053885626093625176,0.21770681479424767,0.06396194257135708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037236633112356254,0.059656377032851815,0.0,0.05709631250478204,0.0,0.047369079116847936,0.0,0.09050690005262237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971330401242767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996516792454554,0.0,0.03531883543833863
socialanxiety,obesePeter,2019/01/20,Sleepy and tired at parties I like going to parties (only if my close friends go too) but after only 30 minutes I start feeling sleepy. I feel an urge to sit down and I lose all interest and motivation on talking to girls and new people. Can anyone relate?,3.848399999999998,5.5868116400000005,5.097000000000001,80.78350000000002,72.6,6.6000000000000005,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.7097999999999995,202,8,36,2,4,67,39,50,0.09300000000000001,0.629,0.278,0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,11,6,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,7,6,1,10,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000573917085136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30372334305345106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320430747588944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413819576430654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673167145017446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360052806530137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29007166335481865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568464438101267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821895883952588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258323837564055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24140309692210885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451983378482983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kanyeisindebt,2019/01/20,"Unpopular opinion; Being sub to this reddit exacerbate your condition I love the memes and users posting about social anxiety whether they need help or just an outlet but there comes a point where staying subbed is harmful.

Everyday I’m on reddit and everyday I see social anxiety posts right I’m my home page.

I’m taking the steps to be more social whether it’s working out, going out more, calling friends and relatives, exposing myself to social situations, and not gaming as much or smoking weed.

I would find myself waking up feeling more confident and not feeling that dread of social anxiety that I’m sure you are all familiar with. It’s such a breakthrough, when you wake up, and social anxiety is still on your mind but it’s not as bad; you understand you control your life. 

I hear that a lot, that you control your life but I never really internalized it until this week. This illness prevented me, it stole 20 years of my life. 

I’m not even concerned about reading over this post to fix grammatical errors I don’t fret over that anymore. 

Idk this is just my two cents, maybe some of you guys should unsubscribe if your serious about getting better.",3.823674242424248,6.583366476851858,4.627979797979798,79.36954545454545,76.3611111111111,7.816161616161617,28.33670033670034,8.710501217029153,2.6577574074074075,933,40,158,21,22,300,130,216,0.086,0.774,0.14,0.9366,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,11,1,4,11,8,0,1,6,0,9,7,2,2,3,41,25,18,0,4,14,0,2,0,1,2,4,1,1,1,15,10,0,3,4,2,1,3,6,4,0,1,0,4,24,4,22,21,8,26,0,0,1,1,25,11,0,6,8,111,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31640303322438035,0.0,0.1025450691634434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633472608267267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144894506348987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558301597243457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906999087082862,0.0,0.0,0.2319439057345875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682947604903746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045643482719535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450577612338867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988662524010857,0.0,0.05402226054504911,0.0,0.05876463355414323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238231001208503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653937576636945,0.0,0.06930687662930035,0.0,0.10371868490607897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910354816939173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879070283059791,0.0933225857597334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387925217389332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440457851710727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601093706662028,0.07666982987771644,0.07974849607053906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774647289895894,0.0,0.2970860080057457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342803554203656,0.0,0.06624072231423572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883030811638776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239645580297153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622599300972282,0.0,0.6324200015787587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102106997692314,0.08257541670681988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745332722347537,0.0,0.07774397232674529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100682816102352,0.1076431028324767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294128633888169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527647081448764,0.0,0.0,0.07345243168257347,0.0,0.0,0.06658624468426029
socialanxiety,SociallyAnxiousAunt,2019/01/20,"Anyone else with social anxiety suffer from paranoia? Does anyone else suffer from paranoia, I have no clue where it came from. But it popped up a couple years after my anxiety.",4.803958333333334,7.517227312500001,5.16375,77.03958333333338,72.75,6.766666666666668,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.5931541666666669,142,4,21,2,3,45,24,32,0.419,0.581,0.0,-0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820292072795096,0.0,0.0,0.3491825622301157,0.51168035230275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855824854463796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762807607650441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850818948112866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41717323348784746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25453075824287297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607942250945988
socialanxiety,PreviousDecision,2019/01/20,"I don't know what's wrong with me Ever since I was a kid I've had trouble socializing and being open with other people. I have always had good friends but it usually takes very long for me to open up to other people, longer than most. However, for the past three or four years it has been a serious problem. I'm now a sophomore in college and I have not been able to make any new friends in college. All of my friends who I talk to on a regular basis are people who I have met in high school and have known for years. Recently I've been very sad because they told me that my social skills are terrible and on a scale from 1 to 10, I am a 2 with social skills.  They have even called me a brick and that I need to talk more.  (They aren't being rude, I agree with them and respect their honesty.)

When I am with this group of friends I am usually very open and confident, however outside of this group I am the complete opposite and I am very quiet. I absolutely abhor this part of me and I feel as if it is holding me back from meeting great people and living out my college experience. Whenever trying to talk to new people, I often get nervous and quiet and I act as if I am a different person than who my current friends see.  Something inside me is preventing me from being myself in front of other people and I don't know what to do.  I sometimes just don't know what to say in social interactions and just become too quiet. I find it really difficult to connect with other people and speak beyond small talk.  I really want to open up to people, be nicer, and a better person but this anxiety I feel around people who I don't know is killing me.  I would appreciate any kind of advice or to hear if any other people relate. 

​",4.848011363636363,5.167821869318182,6.070454545454545,80.03818181818181,68.94318181818181,8.9,28.78409090909091,8.841846274778883,2.1501431818181818,1366,45,271,22,22,460,163,352,0.08900000000000001,0.755,0.156,0.982,4,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,3,11,20,2,1,11,0,34,0,0,1,2,57,50,26,1,7,10,0,2,0,5,1,0,6,0,3,22,28,0,2,8,0,0,2,6,10,0,2,8,9,44,10,48,37,4,34,0,1,1,0,35,18,0,7,14,198,66,4,0.07781644875499512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604133310964792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474951910989417,0.08431408971466832,0.09455550267207967,0.15875356077938016,0.0,0.059529370304584675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927313743713635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983604576986878,0.0,0.047436184894880634,0.08594215392201253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882232523716061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945929457940007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158906599971916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813016265621251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139703049826716,0.07038943297466116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611941868820453,0.0,0.0,0.07869266922639652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112282439823188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006039763803101,0.0,0.04065588271900526,0.0,0.0,0.06526874523928533,0.0,0.08579290946857901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770479327410922,0.0,0.0,0.08221735052915646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609237108133319,0.08103385666056727,0.17106354063919427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871334991409116,0.06886510840733426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194308379858671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769991074318698,0.0,0.1503112222251172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426763084408646,0.07428460545135347,0.5394812756206195,0.13589264306502286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445983211757129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997024193530002,0.0,0.07683435529923059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061882763373525676,0.0,0.07875440056197935,0.06200963472814752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437057054312532,0.0,0.0,0.3172962793969998,0.0,0.05990690401930904,0.07696245758013266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850828508721882,0.2501836554983014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435695153604789,0.0,0.052832260698791766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140764895711064,0.2568268792826452,0.045898157630362514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527857253256189,0.0850800708828088,0.09455550267207967,0.10022248337145416
socialanxiety,justkidding1908,2019/01/20,"Thinking everyone’s mad at you Do you all struggle with this like I do? I’m constantly thinking everyone’s mad or upset with me, even though they’re living there life and there attitude has nothing to do with me, everyone’s got shit going on. I still do assume it’s my fault, even though, it has nothing to do with me. How can I get better at dealing with this? ",2.0592277992277985,4.125228783783786,3.681505791505792,87.49689189189192,78.72972972972974,6.93127413127413,25.43629343629344,7.957251820313856,1.5649752895752895,286,11,58,5,7,95,44,74,0.223,0.7090000000000001,0.067,-0.9111,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,8,8,3,2,0,0,8,2,1,1,1,12,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,2,10,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,3,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680453784381125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053296108660665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588843982713489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250995106919548,0.0,0.0,0.5446782864711769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927059531493136,0.0,0.10798511757054212,0.0,0.15196561868789385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420726593655158,0.09282761691486892,0.0,0.16777929037232112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36463287418518303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503902291444314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517394994611306,0.0,0.0,0.19863613126161936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434970874361101,0.3733609983771852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,impendingpeace,2019/01/20,I feel like the only way I can stay sane (somewhat) and not mentally and emotionally unstable is by simply not talking to people. Or at least keeping conversations very surfaced and short. I just end up hands down always obsessing and ruminating on what I said and wishing I said less or said things differently. And now my mind is totally derailed from all the rest of the things I would rather be thinking about and enjoying. It’s just... never ending. Until the next conversation i will be trying to calm down and by the time it occurs and ends I’ll repeat this cycle. MY MIND SUCKS. THE FUCKING END,4.8548574237954805,6.819045203539826,5.701356932153393,76.54951819075715,70.4159292035398,8.56204523107178,28.484759095378564,9.150863307647796,2.5718995083579155,480,18,84,10,9,157,78,113,0.09300000000000001,0.821,0.086,-0.1842,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,6,0,7,2,1,0,3,27,16,12,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,5,9,3,13,9,6,19,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,3,11,65,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813466495613166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089010116423486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322160472092638,0.5455690125578823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786358064462613,0.1100127611882514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236421689642534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368762172116452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523329104849732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518890956322556,0.0,0.3109784339837155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876903663046301,0.0,0.16377349785523174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171187553850951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067594840116606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394483452836131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641362443547874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377388788157252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461245724275492,0.0986726141280912,0.0,0.0,0.08979466378252703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455126333873012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706050400450766,0.0,0.1222326214102296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708456143337115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939233940396466,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KGorah,2019/01/20,"Helping a 47 year old overcome social anxiety This is my second post today, but this one should be shorter I promise. 

My father has strong social anxiety. Too the point where it's hard to be around his own brothers and sisters. This is also why he abused alcohol, it made him more social without the stress. When he is put in a social situation without my mom he sweats profusely. He currently takes medication for anxiety. 

Although I have not told him, I have felt the exact same way as him. I have worked very hard to overcome it/ at least mask it by several means,  but I don't see any attempt from him. We could go to a family member's house and he'll still just be silent and obviously a bit nervous when he does actually speak. Is there anyone (who also helped an older person/who is themselves older) who may know how  I can help my dad? I want him to not have a war in his head every time he has to have a conversation. I know how that feels and it is terrible.",4.034411547002222,5.237251393782387,5.377102146558106,81.06529792746116,71.33160621761658,8.415840118430793,27.257216876387854,8.841846274778883,2.0394014803849,761,26,150,14,14,255,122,193,0.099,0.795,0.106,0.5134,1,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,1,0,0,3,12,6,1,2,10,0,21,4,2,3,2,28,33,14,1,3,7,5,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,11,6,1,0,5,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,3,6,20,2,15,23,5,20,0,0,1,0,32,6,0,1,10,103,31,1,0.0,0.14079059558210394,0.1159580367924524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269899536488909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005186021240394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808064527257421,0.0,0.2727070499285376,0.0,0.0,0.08308661974684424,0.0,0.0,0.10578124631655238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972833693311206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487371156236486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398633159135524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100116894736116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201954518503236,0.0,0.06008251491639487,0.0,0.11409257994032256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675321374908872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212891351351928,0.0,0.12195081071661493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389417531523365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711043447992338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060845226302348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243700552673186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943746712031726,0.0,0.11970572789246345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916877720831491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468897538244393,0.0,0.0805202683775604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375517610786268,0.0,0.0,0.11232994826692604,0.0,0.11380344449737655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945398180852508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468975547888467,0.0,0.0,0.1342407170991732,0.0,0.0,0.13356655636618192,0.0,0.4845167568262394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948954168032771,0.0,0.13611595730260231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934313567054182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928899469380738,0.0,0.11263412697749565,0.11354431597558926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804474137887416,0.0700872588913598,0.09431936263846898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722290899273362,0.0,0.0,0.2290900262551668,0.0,0.0865074904651442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765207091247535
socialanxiety,WhovianSushi,2019/01/20,"My Husband, My Anchor I suffer from severe anxiety that makes my brain run 600 miles per hour in 50 different directions.

One night while cuddling with my husband I had clarity, beautiful words out if nowhere.

The way my fingers drift across the strings on your back
The music of your breath catching and sighing in my ear
Knowing that I am the angel playing you like the world's most beautiful
Harp.
I love you.
My fingertips spell it out as they lazily drink in your skin
The flaws, the perfection, the beauty of you.
Every breath you gift to me carries life,
Purpose.",4.676341719077571,6.926051518867926,4.588238993710693,83.14470649895179,71.54716981132076,7.729979035639412,30.645702306079663,8.515128840125781,2.5338670859538777,455,20,80,8,9,140,77,106,0.062,0.7040000000000001,0.235,0.9715,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,1,1,1,6,0,0,8,0,2,10,6,1,1,10,5,4,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,3,20,4,13,4,1,17,1,1,0,2,11,9,0,2,5,52,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365365349469168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480584253847014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263690683864384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054526819726824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864002856231339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463248671804795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28791449039367834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606727303175712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065016404019256,0.1428317240035604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26386519808025377,0.0,0.19515174452366305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743588941752848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810986413149506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302821856073578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320607779107161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cotyyy,2019/01/20,"Discussion  How do you tell your parents you want to see a help for social anxiety?  

I need help, but I’m afraid of my parents thinking less of me",3.968,4.570144466666669,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,71.0,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.468666666666667,114,5,24,2,2,38,25,30,0.046,0.7879999999999999,0.166,0.3612,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300241134343421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030872318534957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229550009689936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6677528635563013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23960796460215536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30651170586416043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628129845955444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926675702959994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735250621961834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,catifie,2019/01/20,"I got over my fear and I told someone I liked them over text I know this isn't a big deal but i've been wanting to say something to him for the longest time and I finally managed to do it. i'm usually so awkward and nervous around everyone, especially him. success!",1.1369696969696967,3.421832909090913,3.4322727272727285,86.78174242424242,83.54545454545455,6.575757575757575,30.984848484848484,7.793537801064563,2.3382121212121203,210,12,43,4,6,72,43,55,0.14400000000000002,0.726,0.13,0.2119,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,9,2,7,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,28,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663348346340997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30844283832047825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28588060428503875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366621999142476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277385487532869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928265903074786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644222475465621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461648970251385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23792102046403876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534953898344456,0.23032442250652485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445505310567092,0.0,0.0,0.28588060428503875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295059927193263,0.0,0.17646491374215106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,knowitallgenius,2019/01/20,"Speech Issues I feel as though I have extreme trouble projecting my thoughts into words when I'm around other people. I can feel my shoulders tense up when I have something I'd like to say, and when I say it, it often comes after a mixing of stuttering and awkward pauses. For example, I forgot my bus pass at home, and I need to take one. I hop on the bus and ask the bus driver if he would do me a favor and let me board because I don't currently have mine on me. However, I don't ask properly. I want to say, ""Hey, I forgot my bus pass at home, is it fine if I board this one time?"", but instead I say, ""Heyyy, uhh, is it uh fine if I um. Is it fine if I \*pause\* board? I forgot my pass"". I have trouble speaking things to out spontaneously, and it's like I dwell on the thought too long, creating pressure when I actually say it verbally. It's gotten so bad that now I even get anxious because I know I'm probably going to mess up when I try to say something I want to, like a learned impulse. I've tried to care less about it, I've tried to speak spontaneously, I've tried to stop pausing. None of it works. It's been affecting my relationships, from the smallest gesture, to biggest job interview. If any of you have any tips on how to alleviate this pattern in anxiety, or have a way to destroy it entirely, I'd be very interested to hear it. Thank you.",4.984417259786478,4.5273339786476905,6.4188056049822055,80.32365324733097,68.644128113879,9.729626334519573,32.864991103202854,9.354420925462401,2.724581672597865,1052,43,226,19,16,361,145,281,0.129,0.758,0.113,-0.5501,3,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,0,1,15,19,1,3,8,0,17,1,1,2,0,35,40,22,0,9,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,10,2,0,18,10,0,4,6,0,0,5,3,9,2,2,7,12,36,10,34,30,2,30,0,0,0,0,17,13,0,7,14,143,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.113111653916389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764584789038288,0.0,0.0886710006059822,0.1309455554269774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318466968889703,0.21672081688066247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678019165341037,0.14131558785312734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817819372306315,0.0,0.0,0.09984639064924744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655760676014645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721537931542288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055830563583192,0.0,0.0658744488557987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306392413990837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23253480166573684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098015466756767,0.11502300754693673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370122528623176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852605252782122,0.0,0.169883635090814,0.0,0.0,0.10257689671626652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859459590164725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708752893564318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035755169711223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497082095139248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244441974823033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5530587527317905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846669956089095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969061335620014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715005980878324,0.0,0.0,0.10671455702474664,0.0,0.0,0.07700559937589238,0.0,0.1138812020845418,0.18403953386521893,0.06758818107664427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147817217933636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563807013237494,0.1367337011035677,0.09200413700925388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438402023123596,0.0,0.0,0.08233929425850363,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,caananball,2019/01/20,"Colleague told me I hate fun and don't emote at a group outing This is mostly just to vent, but please feel free to chime in with wise words.

I'm always quiet around new people, especially in groups. I started a new job a few months ago and recently went out to a bar with some people on my team in hopes of finally breaking the ice and gaining comfort with them. I wasn't too talkative throughout the night and felt a bit like the odd one out of an already-established friend group. One of my newest coworkers (who I had only just met in person) later asked, in front of our whole group of \~7 colleagues, if I hated fun and that's why I wasn't engaging as much. I tried to laugh it off. He followed up with ""Yeah, you seem that way. You've made no facial expressions since we got here.""

This was pretty much my nightmare situation since it was still pretty early in the night and it was hard to come back from being called out publicly like that. Certainly didn't make me want to engage further.",5.4886515912897815,5.668519502512562,5.701620603015076,83.72150963149079,67.5427135678392,8.643383584589614,27.638609715242875,8.344100000000001,1.6748187604690117,787,22,160,10,12,250,133,199,0.083,0.665,0.253,0.9922,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,1,2,7,15,2,0,10,1,10,2,1,2,1,31,28,9,0,3,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,9,16,1,0,3,2,1,4,5,2,0,2,13,4,16,14,31,14,7,35,0,0,0,0,19,15,0,5,16,99,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144969807743752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400198129592568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219665416358552,0.12808437830506572,0.0,0.0,0.10535101826935997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957771021673807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990091569721036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180206226276429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411603213077507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927557400116101,0.0,0.13154956938199766,0.15008602763926485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585236574383264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957814975839164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273263349004125,0.2705349004257955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608027555155353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595971650975106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338707872983173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296406801159154,0.09145418451075908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093588140338058,0.0,0.20143390678287712,0.0,0.0,0.26464717236883817,0.0,0.2571462426976345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568090294971734,0.104201077556841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996877548517915,0.119630468039919,0.0,0.15039410275249618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787736379441921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135279286334791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472732026385686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22666956233638144,0.15400320496738756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697526514388738,0.0,0.109415101519537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091741706756962,0.0,0.09301972398872653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081111612293777,0.10875090690354312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700817834767486,0.1236287891224572,0.15296500853376624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,midwestmetal98,2019/01/20,"How to make friends as an adult.... My ex-boyfriend (22M) and I (20F) just recently separated after 3.5 years. I had to move back home, 800 miles away. Although the break was completely mutual, I have found that I lost a lot of friends along the way of forming this now broken relationship. Which essentially makes it harder to ""surround myself with good people"" to help with the transition. 
Any advise? ",4.1082583170254425,6.734019356164385,4.479882583170255,81.51849315068493,74.61643835616438,8.007045009784736,26.866927592954998,8.841846274778883,2.302903718199609,315,12,57,7,7,99,62,73,0.07,0.777,0.153,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,3,0,10,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,6,3,12,3,2,11,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366759993717792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22612256422909396,0.1850646112025517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523436932261453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26388827421388955,0.3718906040597817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186719904324368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131972115293874,0.0,0.24141716004447056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627257498374076,0.2046137119921632,0.0,0.0,0.3213055436456556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25579997848579383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685409478388658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376380308474721,0.258395427479943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103701734112694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549871376045396
socialanxiety,alwaystiredmom,2019/01/20,Do you feel like everyone is wondering what is wrong with you? Went to my aunt's funeral today.... We were very close... But a lot of family that I'm not close with at all was there and i felt so awkward talking to everyone. I kept seeing people stare at me and i was saying the weirdest things and basically walking off from people. Why can't i just be normal??? ☹️,0.09240000000000136,2.4408631066666686,2.753666666666668,88.6785,91.26666666666668,6.2,19.5,7.554174236665415,0.9109999999999996,283,9,59,6,10,98,60,75,0.14300000000000002,0.823,0.034,-0.795,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,18,15,5,1,1,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,5,9,1,9,8,2,8,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,2,2,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497985546271399,0.0,0.0,0.221879136270677,0.0,0.11900652241177828,0.16814325801024962,0.2259852336504077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498639367919634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000970676360891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306056083130902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32634191290765996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716997501068208,0.0,0.0,0.18755370881601988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891757332532574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636461088095047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309644952662888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941989899806628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818370819646166,0.21237835233521324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25524095716878925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573323147339455,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,waiting_for_my_death,2019/01/20,"I really hate myself You're really fucking pathetic, you know that? You can't even do the simplest things that even the stupidest of people can do. Pussy. You've always been worthless and you will always stay that way, because you will never have the courage to do anything worthwhile of existence. Not that you have any redeeming trait/talent to make up for your boring personality. I hate you.  You've probably noticed how much of a burden you are to those forced to be around you? Not to mention you're incredibly fucking annoying. You're not funny no matter how hard you try to be with your retarded attempts to get a reaction. No one loves you and you'll never connect with anybody past arms length. You're a lonely cunt and you will die like that. No  one will show  up at your waste of a funeral.   I hate you. Fuck you.cry like the little atetntion seeking bitc hyou are",3.53126497005988,6.010568574850304,4.3081699101796405,82.76548839820359,75.82634730538922,7.288772455089822,26.605164670658684,8.278499904357787,2.0061979041916174,700,27,126,13,16,224,96,167,0.335,0.602,0.064,-0.9947,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,16,0,1,5,16,8,0,8,0,17,5,1,3,2,16,27,5,2,0,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,12,0,2,1,1,20,4,18,19,1,10,0,2,0,4,19,5,4,0,5,87,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513305080434148,0.0,0.0,0.10270246953923146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428105857965432,0.13444464966826555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206369879780248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589434043098794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567405498388738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995017409338329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188617222205014,0.07890455249079749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352891185657872,0.4473190281074515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299962526282363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756679051270347,0.15136715409450832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630634468758215,0.0,0.10081064554536273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110210663740449,0.0,0.2329602401222245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171943450125968,0.0,0.0,0.20467747639917688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441708593712195,0.10470201550958007,0.13186957791504145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283095436776313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350151208550098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097301107452086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033458324575778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253635165979516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987695464388574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trappdinhere,2019/01/20,"Kid said I look like I'm gonna kill myself.. I was in class the other day and this kid I've known for awhile, but not close. He was like what's up (my name) talked a little, then later he randomly says ""when I see you it's like.. Man is that kid gonna kill himself"". Although he's a bit of a goofy kid and it was a joke I'm super quiet so I know the reasons truth to it.",-0.7201162790697673,0.5905918139534876,1.9118023255813985,100.50281976744188,84.34883720930233,4.765116279069769,15.401162790697676,5.148860815047168,-1.1391116279069768,280,4,76,1,8,97,58,86,0.106,0.7120000000000001,0.182,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,0,1,2,8,2,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,12,7,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,0,5,7,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,5,8,6,5,6,1,8,0,0,2,0,14,4,0,1,7,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863190153736467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691354249320932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5803016799052478,0.0,0.14413074404363188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843796507281329,0.2628525186026408,0.0,0.0,0.2202315944231224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696460365200987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24946846316905724,0.20855896458531947,0.0,0.0,0.2089865498596834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079393235862875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nihilistatari,2019/01/20,"Want to wear something nice, but too scared to change I've never posted here before, but, I feel like this is the best place to get any possible advice. I'm currently 16 and, when I go to school, I wear the exact same things every single day. I have worn the same jacket every single day since I got into high school, a different shirt most days, and the same 3 pairs of shorts. This isn't because I want to, but because I am too scared of any possible reactions I may receive if I change it up. I am not popular, nor do I have any friends, but I just feel like I will get weird looks or maybe even a comment if I am seen wearing something different. What do I do? It's a debilitating fear, honestly, even if it's not that big of a deal.",4.647843137254903,4.402525418300655,5.770718954248366,83.96823529411769,69.32679738562092,9.15294117647059,28.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.8538052287581688,571,17,126,9,9,191,87,153,0.133,0.718,0.14800000000000002,0.5137,3,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,3,8,0,12,4,4,0,2,25,24,12,0,5,11,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,4,15,7,10,19,7,15,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,6,8,81,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281886023449185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676228340742465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993349915319588,0.0,0.11162541031803906,0.0,0.13766641715508354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775443106168563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538027718019584,0.13524190084518062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27411255040306515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328769064981275,0.0,0.2210513822778485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761515004545386,0.13265815932470645,0.1874315344945438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135015264909324,0.0,0.13707336706823128,0.0,0.07455321292118146,0.0,0.10491746808847544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859998006133864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817686815591334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015904193418742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178899513221487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011749116449942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705627520153255,0.0,0.0,0.29577384369909865,0.12563518265539367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626702285002888,0.2655244489728999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851431889246138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019791600963415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715085964455457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474796235776214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,I_amjustHuman,2019/01/20,"I hate nightclubs! You know that feeling when your on the dance floor with your pals and all the time there you realize yoi dont like the music and the atmosphere?
Noz tryna brag but im considered good looking and tbh im not even turned on by women in night clubs probably because ots such an uncomfortable set up for me. 

Does anyone else know what im zalking about? No alcohol  can help",2.3448376623376603,4.797320285714289,3.4884253246753225,87.19549512987015,79.9090909090909,7.486363636363637,23.910714285714285,8.472884824447931,1.7132610389610392,310,11,62,7,8,100,63,77,0.127,0.77,0.102,-0.2748,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,5,3,1,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,8,8,1,10,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,4,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140464012191317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004566058387388,0.2052181886986785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220933867598152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527292052290067,0.0,0.2347354309611329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731448640672544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228798936586028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127136615551824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679916328323428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774241753960956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424847371432055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6490345328307288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014551838483248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785034417605967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819103668929744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879562289827542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159437753175268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678923829917084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178552605897532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Blebonick,2019/01/20,"Anyone else genuinely feel like they're cognitively impaired when they make social mistakes? When I'm joining new friend groups (which recently I've done a lot of in university) things start off all right. It's always going to be a little awkward at first so they don't notice you speaking up at the wrong time. Or saying something, and it's just a little stupid and unfunny. 

​

But there's always a moment where I think *it's happening again.* The moment where they *notice* there's something wrong with me, that I'm awkward constantly, that I never engage properly with what they say. The moment when they notice how truly dumb I am in social situations.

​

Because the thing is when I'm afraid I am dumb. No way to sugarcoat it, when my social anxiety kicks in I say some stupid shit, and the more they notice it the more anxious I feel. It's a cycle until I end up where I always do - on the outside of the group, with almost every comment I make ignored or mocked for being silly.

​

**That's the narrative social anxiety gives me, and maybe whoever's reading this can empathise. Now here's the truth.**

I had shitty friends for a while. They normalized ignoring me and mocking my comments, and so my social anxiety got worse and worse, and I just blamed myself and my stupidity. Now I'm making better friends. They make teasing comments because they think I'm just awkward and funny and don't know about my anxiety. But they like me. 

​

You're not dumb. You've had some pretty unique experiences, which the right people would love to hear about. You're a good listener. You're kind. I hope you find people who show you the empathy you deserve.",2.9271310900806182,5.749662287066247,3.813251840168245,83.40714029092186,80.70347003154575,6.298247458815283,24.578426218016123,7.594959193182576,1.5927463021381,1343,50,232,22,36,429,157,317,0.21,0.672,0.11800000000000001,-0.9749,0,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,0,4,10,2,22,32,10,4,19,0,13,2,1,5,3,46,36,25,0,4,8,0,2,2,3,1,0,6,0,0,16,14,0,2,6,2,0,1,5,19,0,1,4,8,36,13,22,29,6,39,0,0,0,1,37,16,4,7,23,152,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994549131487111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436439626183406,0.30273327228912783,0.3395054946775055,0.0,0.0,0.21374269864747056,0.07891152744859696,0.0,0.04884130699272478,0.07157040434480433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516080483545192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061777360688173265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754839052899438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148162523252354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835138454737623,0.0,0.06186708044383631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885231588267467,0.0,0.0,0.06832749064305363,0.0,0.0,0.07063733161531258,0.04990142907399822,0.0,0.0,0.06384237034814333,0.05941505907964149,0.0,0.0,0.16189967609334746,0.0,0.0,0.06700725706408481,0.039697822213938326,0.05858754121452834,0.055866069779127135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176883620680186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872693387654935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937761028351135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273886451268248,0.03838817569097976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825115007950519,0.14001771422036205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059384656552501525,0.06304307870177653,0.0,0.18650381904554714,0.0,0.07017452224417615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387324700868505,0.06746234277091341,0.0,0.0,0.06843895820432129,0.0,0.3181024180023785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685150634967364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106338053850324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986970765505908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896924310835235,0.0,0.0,0.11930441168349384,0.0,0.16664449131005105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170084758559324,0.0,0.07851523149357083,0.0,0.3560204960704361,0.0,0.10754912463533954,0.0,0.0,0.049440759324035584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281154215631338,0.08951515082933448,0.0,0.0,0.040730566141319764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055444317749592506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423678757041862,0.049620007779503386,0.15274177988582802,0.3395054946775055,0.0
socialanxiety,Xijodiexi,2019/08/06,"SA and dating Ive never dated and when I think about dating anyone I already get nervous. I think about that exhausting period of time it takes for me to finally be comfortable around that person. I'm not even comfortable enough with my closest friends. 

Any personal experiences and advices?",3.841593406593408,7.127918653846155,4.780219780219781,74.02192307692309,83.61538461538461,8.356043956043958,28.582417582417587,8.841846274778883,3.5145571428571434,238,11,35,7,7,77,41,52,0.08199999999999999,0.746,0.172,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,7,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,8,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553988745326949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884182838415256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773439388394574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274963820886647,0.0,0.0,0.23266663817271466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700557054053789,0.0,0.17262642837484055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255661139383468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863081220404076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192680508870012,0.0,0.13655029790962142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157766051266013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564205633538078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651089152483345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349390594872849,0.0,0.0,0.15240165926512264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,waterdoggy1,2019/08/06,"Fuck² For the past two weeks my manager has been really hard on us lately and we have had alot pf r
Traffic come into the store and every day id hate to go into work if he was working that day cause he would take 80 years off my soul. 
But today was much lighter and everyone was able to get things done on time and i had some extraverted teens working with me who where really nice and made the day easier 

Come at the end of the day manager tells me im good he just wants me to do everything the company way. He asks me what i think of him and i start to say something at first but stop but then think if i stop now he will just assume im pussying out so i tell him he micro manages too much and he stares at me for what felt like eternity before he just says hes just trying to get everyone to do things the correct way.

Idk why this made me so anxious after that conversation but it did and now i cant get it outta my head. Its things like this that make me remember i have social anxiety after ive been ignoring it for a while. Im still cringing. If you can please send me links to things you found interesting today, or just some memes. 🙏",2.7450617283950614,3.760574637860081,4.242901234567904,88.68805555555558,74.22633744855966,8.033744855967077,22.96502057613168,8.515128840125781,1.1387020576131683,899,23,204,16,18,300,140,243,0.08,0.845,0.076,-0.0063,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,2,2,0,4,12,7,1,0,9,0,20,1,1,4,1,48,38,20,0,5,13,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,16,15,0,3,7,0,1,4,1,2,0,2,13,5,26,5,24,23,5,40,1,0,1,0,24,10,0,8,26,129,42,6,0.10398029425573113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954464049905338,0.11746813569491928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720753882115574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847957190108048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681640489091412,0.0,0.1791396329136858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26823475087930904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640794221068818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209567772413288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760788254377147,0.19871525427793552,0.09345078378897302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983738877312492,0.0,0.0,0.08844558517556696,0.0,0.1140090256780297,0.0,0.0,0.16297623636072053,0.0,0.05909439745235345,0.08721373751006077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314591984192044,0.10265901347072363,0.10671378022199918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369496827128059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729430098329033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159903905162797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967773371262164,0.06940765383591789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287496080791899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926095648263313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413913839645785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332248781356498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778940364478427,0.0,0.0,0.16537860691114967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599481544649288,0.0,0.08004911053561461,0.0,0.0,0.07359778745784393,0.0,0.0830387973094486,0.17386436385432213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818024077302421,0.0,0.18176672059299595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27631954875475884,0.1332527480376175,0.0,0.0,0.060631745767892924,0.0,0.1971223217154986,0.0,0.0,0.07059579435386701,0.0,0.10157363856016506,0.0,0.12507549123369266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133027158855886,0.16506943539177818,0.08340672005728446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938260424656208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270966778524996,0.0,0.0,0.07386461769888462,0.0,0.0,0.06695990037283071
socialanxiety,SuperheroNick,2019/08/06,"Am I the only one that absolutely hates recess? I hated it it in High School, and I hate it in college. It's just that everyone just immediatly starts talking and forming groups and sometimes i'm left all alone playing with my phone.",5.642666666666668,6.660758155555558,6.5177777777777814,75.05000000000003,67.44444444444444,8.666666666666668,32.77777777777778,8.841846274778883,2.7581111111111114,187,8,34,3,3,62,34,45,0.266,0.698,0.036000000000000004,-0.9109999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,3,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,23,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494224924651733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301189966938309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7132956933971368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25444526468278195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26165750930478715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318952836481734,0.18315857399951874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437281688956933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381824853705261,0.0,0.1704574625659766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356633980803234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amaryllis45403,2019/08/06,HOLY SHIT I FINALLY DID IT IM DO HAPPY I've been dating this guy for 3 months AND I FINALLY GOT THE COURAGE TO KISS HIM AND IM SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF MYSELF!!!!!!,-2.0956190476190457,-0.377428514285711,1.182142857142857,96.97702380952384,105.57142857142858,4.61904761904762,14.404761904761903,6.42735559955562,-0.3916666666666666,122,3,29,2,6,43,28,35,0.084,0.485,0.431,0.9634,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,5,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5265801910472285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222869690795927,0.0,0.0,0.23798285850155426,0.0,0.5117110153587108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192353701230955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184392475570566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467143393667621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Imperial-Guard-,2019/08/06,"After a failed suicide attempt I want to try socializing again Has anyone successfully went from have social anxiety and zero friends while in college to having a few friends? I just need a little hope. I’ve had no real close friends in my life. I had a few friends in high school but that ended in my sophomore year and I have had no friends since then.

I’ve had other issues and dealing with depression makes it worse. I am so tired of trying to be a normal person. I don’t want to accept that I’m a freak who is supposed to be alone and kill myself. 

I keep joining clubs and try to talk to people in my classes but it goes no where. I guess they see that I’m a ugly freak and don’t want to be around me. Classes start soon and I want to be optimistic.",1.9971428571428584,3.806900292993632,3.4396223839854407,90.37606687898092,77.9171974522293,5.759599636032758,23.3161965423112,6.5431188927421005,0.5615572338489532,594,19,126,5,14,195,91,157,0.261,0.586,0.153,-0.9799,0,1,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,1,3,6,13,1,0,7,0,16,2,0,1,0,25,30,12,2,7,3,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,5,1,15,8,19,21,2,19,0,2,1,0,12,10,0,2,8,86,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957704317102418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309570272568633,0.0,0.0,0.09423159524640964,0.0,0.0,0.11997040700335775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389379384090559,0.1160738501936206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936276980321266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205997985279696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846006015385102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238779086152475,0.0,0.13385315205370732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066080202182416,0.0,0.11978630773011335,0.14909872976208907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951892866429244,0.0,0.13507104320228322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995742267312515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992736047503772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320421709754038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093429849724404,0.1176725661665567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339333343734735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639049476140924,0.1073911387832896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147991606566296,0.0,0.0,0.27475414849264823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538814393299597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741224726445434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831989168585222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489381471327499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744920204325987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31795416551564737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492953103989815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733817607958732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678495421022214
socialanxiety,maiibunights,2019/08/06,i don’t know how to get xanax i’m only posting this because i’m drunk and i’d never be able to do this if i was sober but.... i just finished secondary school and i’m about to start college but none of my school friends are going to the same college as me so i’m extremely anxious that i won’t make any new friends because i have social anxiety so i just want to know how do people normally get xanax or other social anxiety pills? do you do it through a genuine prescription or by asking around for pills? i’m sorry if this makes zero sense as i said i’m kinda drunk,1.5865289256198345,3.3766577355371936,3.4256198347107443,90.09479338842978,79.08264462809917,6.052892561983472,25.049586776859503,6.980632752743323,0.9916380165289258,450,17,96,5,11,151,73,121,0.113,0.802,0.086,0.1387,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,4,1,22,27,14,0,4,8,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,6,3,2,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,10,2,13,23,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,5,4,59,16,4,0.180335321987062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226342029128917,0.0,0.27591205544124026,0.2037275834367584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605366698769851,0.16858918257885908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198614769427392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27865324485219256,0.0,0.1884355253446184,0.0,0.10248871931437334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821515357597025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407504555061769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390857176363796,0.17416897771562306,0.0,0.0,0.17669032673303794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371531385919944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502180593121753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271138917636628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154018758290293,0.0,0.0,0.3650179469885136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676583012064126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187062869424696,0.12764226908325085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636644523505108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ShannonMellark1993,2019/08/06,"Gas light on and I’m just sitting in the running car being all anxious and shit Does anyone else have one activity in particular that seems to be the hardest out of everything to overcome? For me, it’s filling my car’s gas tank. I have a massage at 5:00, got here early, and have been sitting here in the parking lot for 15 minutes with the red gas light on instead of actually going literally 20 seconds away and filling up the tank. The very thought of filling my own tank with all the people around makes my heart pound furiously and my stomach feel sick. My husband will most likely end up filling the car for me later and giving me a ton of crap about it. I am freaking 26 years old and I can count the number of times I’ve filled my own tank, by myself, on one hand. 

I have overcome a lot, but I just really need practice on this, I guess. I just feel bad that this is still an issue for me. I will just have to force myself to do it more and hopefully that will help.

I’m going to head into my massage now because I dicked around so long in terrified indecision that it is now time to go inside. 

Sorry for incoherent rambling and poor grammar and whatnot. That happens when I’m super anxious.",5.6653586247777135,5.560677850622408,6.497845287492591,79.13677385892119,67.17427385892114,8.711440426793123,32.9819205690575,8.192908349453996,2.407751393005336,946,38,186,11,14,314,134,241,0.125,0.805,0.07,-0.8985,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,15,9,3,1,13,0,16,8,7,1,2,35,33,13,0,2,5,1,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,16,0,0,4,0,1,12,0,6,0,3,3,6,22,3,36,25,9,42,0,0,1,1,3,16,3,7,13,133,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.14738859957511258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412536439301606,0.0,0.1056073461284604,0.15475344395106955,0.0,0.2689067560502454,0.0,0.0,0.1419025724682356,0.0,0.12610811017714568,0.0920696757170676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217194954442965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261705561214317,0.0,0.1337723861354232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574072793212782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527359030461724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488675724709024,0.2575104092761861,0.0,0.12079667255587205,0.0,0.16638233617845036,0.0,0.13355995707108287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500572194700546,0.0,0.0,0.17897747741439593,0.10123573248651097,0.0,0.0,0.1500120646621432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764154227657115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378818538973017,0.0,0.0,0.13366142773358305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25680950676418,0.0,0.0,0.10081719033008632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199071094779994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584860693784209,0.0,0.20469076438095246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470881292812577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675703725310006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749680294752994,0.0,0.0,0.15503549546296225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907157705959075,0.0,0.0,0.12061693156952433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990510360188834,0.1761397170282619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461988428970135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972617376799712
socialanxiety,sleepy-droid,2019/08/06,"Thinking about starting new I'm kinda confused right now, and need to get this off my chest.

My current situation:

I'm living at home and commuting to University. I rarely went to Uni right from the start, because I need one and a half hours to get there. 

Now it's the end of 2. Semester and I still haven't found any friends in classes, and I feel really lonely when I'm there. I've worked in groups, but people don't seem interested in being friends with me (I probably come off as pretty reserved myself). I have one friend who studies another major, but it's hard for her to find time to hang out. 

My brother is studying with me and while we don't get along that well, we still help each other out a lot. Also, I never drank alcohol (would get shit from religious brother for drinking). 
If I moved there, I might feel pretty lonely.

Now, since the beginning of the 2. Semester, I had thought about starting new in another University:

I'd live together with 7 relatives that get visitors frequently. This could do really well for my social anxiety, but could also lead to me being socially exhausted all the time. I'm self-conscious around them, so I might be ""motivated"" to get out more and not be lazy all day. 

No commuting, so I'd (hopefully) go to Uni regularly. Might find friends this time... or might end up even more lonely than before and having no support at all, since my brother isn't there. I'd also lose a year and my current University is probably better and the courses are really easy. 

It seems like staying makes more sense. I'd have to move there and maybe try finding friends outside of my University. I feel like I'd need a bubbly personality, though, to find friends in my classes, since the cliques are already established.

Still, I feel like changing my environment would help me to grow as a person. I wish I had more time to make up my mind, but I only have two days left..",5.383840579710146,6.172463326086959,6.198152173913047,77.93525362318844,67.91304347826087,9.720289855072462,31.90942028985507,9.827888789773867,3.0235974637681164,1496,61,287,33,24,493,180,368,0.124,0.7440000000000001,0.132,0.804,2,6,2,0,0,0,56.0,2,0,1,5,24,22,1,1,12,0,27,6,2,4,4,68,62,27,0,10,7,3,5,3,6,6,2,0,1,2,10,23,3,0,14,1,0,8,8,7,2,4,6,5,35,15,45,44,10,55,0,4,0,0,21,18,1,12,31,185,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612852153821742,0.0,0.0,0.07860956339367026,0.17089974503291713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844222397125296,0.14939215926900576,0.05449455889376628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634142281114178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043424177985141116,0.0,0.06061571479370805,0.0,0.0,0.06300154422351659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535715536021162,0.06136262113183288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375065800961807,0.0,0.0,0.09188132812870774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978315349743118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618608374146348,0.0,0.0,0.047050027425484336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407416963170092,0.10178055700667192,0.0,0.0,0.26042989690834656,0.0,0.0,0.07810547040320383,0.3302157777394569,0.0,0.22330399772815246,0.0,0.04048447641544412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381254328002113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549460083816612,0.0,0.0714544854440768,0.0707524007777061,0.07015209860410082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739700592408565,0.0,0.0,0.10440542786565657,0.0,0.12580357139753004,0.0,0.0,0.07969371289553819,0.0,0.06056142613271295,0.0,0.0,0.09509979442762287,0.0,0.07156510438907428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022761941131221,0.07192701529817,0.0,0.0,0.1514230043625845,0.0,0.15845948821925462,0.05494080219797856,0.13759836044006998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654132172364473,0.054177406467533315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938536053039328,0.1243992604465046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449431526952948,0.15360669702149554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690484215145335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166855438641636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969928691677987,0.07431361196494414,0.0,0.07312167547637183,0.17677891582959626,0.08007109358604933,0.0,0.14523016702430214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126144028974894,0.07592700244486522,0.17066502288741076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808366024868198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564449396046087,0.06998799868590047,0.056552611047917124,0.1661507410103702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836387026118751,0.0,0.06958621717118599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280975902959035,0.0660355330710416,0.0,0.0,0.08191670268655864,0.0,0.0,0.05185990829874112,0.0,0.0,0.10120656109836343,0.0,0.0,0.045872986683890685
socialanxiety,TripsForLife,2019/08/06,"Had my first job interview today as 27 yo I'm 27 year old with a horrible anxiety and this was a major step for me. For the past few years I have feared that I wouldn't be able to become self reliant and today the first step of overcoming that. 

The position is IT consultant, so it would involve a fair deal of communicating with others, which I hope might push me in the right direction. The pay is horrible for this kind of a job (€750 per month), but I figured at least I have a decent chance of actually being hired.

The worst anxiety was when they kept me waiting for 2.5 hours for the one on one interview. Once I was in the room, things settled down a bit, I could answer questions but was unable to form my own which was a bit awkward. I made a point to dress nicely which might have put me aside from the other candidates from what I have seen.

I'm so tired and emotionally drained right now I cannot even find any joy in conquering this obstacle.",6.620725388601037,5.637200424870467,7.038554404145078,78.97503367875652,65.47668393782384,11.036062176165805,31.73523316062177,10.355215969177356,2.875016994818653,754,24,159,16,10,247,118,193,0.154,0.764,0.08199999999999999,-0.9263,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,6,7,0,2,17,0,20,1,0,1,0,20,27,9,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,14,5,0,2,4,0,1,4,2,3,0,4,9,1,17,4,23,11,8,26,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,4,12,110,31,7,0.1389131352312191,0.0,0.13555918152500673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446569549161027,0.0,0.21253633645982248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341864401213026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033143309717989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091083501743848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432133427680878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625857993828074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175081569923957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631589728558326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696408897769995,0.23631888372773385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379720871430974,0.1368014562825407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756997041371737,0.0,0.0,0.14465665381413367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144296733487393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29472976843918525,0.0,0.0,0.1108791392329436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457659677206263,0.14793795538696092,0.18826227106574187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326083059270836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131781348683522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396460689727777,0.1556145032234538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23726211695797064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449166958752353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228771450866424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596602140005776,0.2633468190252564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867990565569988,0.0,0.0,0.17891100928572934
socialanxiety,Cmjcmjcmj1,2019/08/06,"I sit by myself in family gatherings. I usually go and sit in another room during family gatherings by myself. I just feel uncomfortable when around people. Even though they are my family, I still act awkward around them. I think it may be my fear of them asking me if I got my license or not (which I don't have yet).",3.4857142857142875,5.090410269841269,5.619238095238099,77.2174285714286,73.28571428571428,10.11936507936508,23.711111111111112,10.355215969177356,2.6385453968253962,249,7,48,8,5,87,46,63,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,10,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,16,0,7,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,4,40,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358322223208545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004257898260391,0.21025556541690785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485474549976758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6360604986980293,0.25308035182562355,0.11371859061925026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781854267677392,0.0,0.17987686039210002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592062369253915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960921026876522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410987163018535,0.22096775823641668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24770078906185306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,via--,2019/08/06,"Don’t want to talk to landlords :) I’m going to university in another city in the fall(starting next month) and I still have to find a place to live. It’ll be my first time renting. I’ve found some suitable places but I’ve been putting off the next step because I don’t want to talk to the landlords or sales agents. 

I don’t understand why it’s so difficult for me and I want to cry because if I keep this up I won’t have a place for September. This year I’ve emailed and called universities and my school board and all sorts of people to sort things out in preparation for the school year and I’m so tired of talking to people. I’ve worked hard to get into my program of choice and it’s like..I need to find a place to live so I can properly attend my program

It’s overwhelming and confusing but I know I’m acting like a little kid

Can anyone relate :0    thank u",1.3527533577533577,3.4031899285714284,2.9412454212454238,91.98431013431015,81.03296703296704,6.462026862026862,22.1990231990232,7.594959193182576,0.8039294261294256,685,22,153,11,18,225,97,182,0.102,0.826,0.07200000000000001,-0.8411,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,8,0,11,1,0,0,1,29,25,15,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,3,1,7,10,0,1,5,0,2,5,4,3,0,1,2,1,13,2,26,20,2,25,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,6,9,83,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957639656192332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640466906580914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065713045478585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618119833859015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573843770340988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588580125957045,0.10511058842194014,0.0,0.13549071726578654,0.0,0.0,0.0645614591490122,0.0,0.07022902133924465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069656472114993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983679360378834,0.0,0.0,0.06791213873767384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074242888010644,0.1238519708569994,0.21823332008957147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863428080440932,0.0,0.0,0.09162734101961864,0.0,0.0,0.2628412188493056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713390339024955,0.0,0.5164272711348781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242243552356192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25012365614240323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746515420629385,0.0,0.09868504832344688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979683524369802,0.0,0.11376882892644136,0.0,0.0,0.08209598677097424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720560383207601,0.14202825247353773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286431873837749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21865854316937636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115048367115982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996215164522109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915309995160784
socialanxiety,DoisMaosEsquerdos,2019/08/06,"Why is it that I find plenty of things to say to a person just minutes after I missed the only opportunity to talk to them? There was this person that I wanted to talk to for a long time, and they ended up by chance right next to me just an hour ago. I wasn't sure it was them at first but I really wanted to say something just to be sure, but as always I feel so ancious about starting a conversation especially in a foreign language.

Anyway as you guessed I didn't say anything and they left, but the worst of all is that minutes later there were so many things i could have naturally said that popped in my mind and I ended up imagining an entire conversation that would have made me feel so much better, and even though I know it really wasn't that important that I failed, I feel strongly frustrated about it and I know it will cripple me for a long time.

I failed again, but it wasn't even that surprising: I always fail, that's what I do. I never succeed. Someone please kill me because I know I'm far too weak to do it myself.",4.298368314150306,4.947331758293842,5.331459038591742,83.6825236966825,70.27962085308057,8.113879485443467,25.971902505077853,8.192908349453996,1.4329049424509144,815,23,170,11,14,269,111,211,0.22399999999999998,0.73,0.046,-0.9917,0,0,1,0,0,1,15.0,0,1,4,8,16,15,2,0,9,0,17,1,0,1,4,31,31,15,1,4,7,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,20,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,9,7,29,7,25,18,3,23,0,4,0,0,15,8,0,1,15,128,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115439078718353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671990793221152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071663753946173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938565231369403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517589778361015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397629392426727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306863373246637,0.0,0.0,0.1720284547390785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975412512416477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902584117499905,0.11077169201037128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434605931663349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282481411799379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407775525518352,0.0,0.2147093636033236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149287534038776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23049499299676945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232246840783397,0.0,0.1320305394331054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149294456134816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573241016551302,0.0,0.10043970026598052,0.0,0.13849873252126382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904410290877498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22741976696176244,0.0,0.14295100721742188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685451444147614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121382147216292,0.12387645056008445,0.3106870977251472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034158422370637,0.10025571542495514,0.0,0.0,0.09217590034304156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454763025898458,0.0,0.0,0.20934433000850988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303511469989388,0.0,0.12794814289199302,0.0,0.15187374372435125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536234497591862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175103252233883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251008590155127,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ethereal_Eye,2019/08/06,"How do I explain SA and phone anxiety to a parent? Ignored my father's calls this week (texted instead) and he went into crisis mode and DEMANDED to hear my voice over the phone to confirm I wasn't murdered and somebody else was using my phone. How do you tell an overbearing parent that you just need to be LEFT ALONE sometimes? Being ""busy"" and stressed about exams didn't fly as an excuse.",7.405789473684213,6.780306421052632,7.0357894736842095,78.4605263157895,63.73684210526316,9.178947368421053,33.473684210526315,8.07648339933343,2.4903526315789475,312,11,57,3,4,98,57,76,0.195,0.747,0.057999999999999996,-0.8862,2,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,1,1,4,0,7,0,0,3,0,13,12,8,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,2,7,0,8,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,1,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539438847344754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757041025372884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503673801095475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482558155544228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763480273933988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664006911569238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181805987100616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445110805789894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425001250404441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808654117304843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430770280814132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176626182800054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966773952451132,0.0,0.0,0.2272944727125012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,muawia73,2019/08/06,Today i joined the gym 💪 I was very scared so i asked my friend to come with me and when we went there he just didn't want to join... So i did it alone and i will start Tomorrow my first day,-1.5084090909090904,0.2137867954545456,0.4465454545454541,107.5348181818182,90.13636363636364,4.42909090909091,11.072727272727272,5.6839178017228535,-1.7904581818181815,145,1,42,1,5,47,35,44,0.155,0.765,0.08,-0.2993,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,0,9,1,3,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508347741049788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166782429883842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291796422832299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846070440371995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881339539416704,0.0,0.0,0.2617113940318434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391400499883137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397634823659396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210880105168829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794978022715524,0.19979893415878103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140174258292535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Swara54,2019/08/06,"First day of college, teacher asked me to introduce myself and my voice got really shaky and I was also shivering Now I am just here thinking what they must have thought about me and how I am so weird and underconfident .",5.419285714285714,6.86519092857143,5.884285714285718,77.81071428571428,68.28571428571428,9.40952380952381,30.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.9010380952380963,177,7,33,4,3,57,35,42,0.107,0.893,0.0,-0.5321,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,9,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,8,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36716594844004224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429224400532956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961007488320991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39053558743642586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672080566260276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941303171920515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294191847615052,0.0,0.3644977890663891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iamamzing56,2019/08/06,"Anxiety of learning something from others I don't think I have social anxiety, I am a bit shy though and I keep to myself. I am very secretive but I don't have much problems in regular interactions. With new people I'm a bit anxious but its still manageable.

However I feel very anxious to join a class to learn something. In my childhood, it was very easy and I enjoyed learning. I still do, but I'm kinda scared that I'm gonna embarrass myself. There is only a little I can learn by myself without interacting with anyone. 

I haven't joined any classes in for the past 10 yrs or so. Recently I want to join  then acting classes, but I keep procrastinating. I just want that safety of being at home. Fortunately going to college and academic classes wasn't a problem since I am quite good at studying so I never felt I'd be judged.

I'm 22 yrs old and it is a time where I want to explore myself, learn a lot but this is just keeping me stuck. Last time I went out to learn something other than academics was when I joined a gym when I was 18. I was a total noon and embarrassed myself quite a bit. Probably that experience is keeping me stuck, but I don't know.",2.598992673992676,4.585907482905983,4.4890476190476205,82.72500000000002,76.73504273504274,7.192185592185592,26.954822954822955,8.11559375814309,1.8745387057387053,917,37,178,16,21,312,122,234,0.10400000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.153,0.9352,1,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,3,11,0,22,0,0,0,2,43,42,18,0,5,10,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,4,12,1,0,4,7,5,0,0,9,2,30,2,22,30,6,27,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,15,122,39,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676098264265513,0.0,0.17270288382489993,0.2550402599693521,0.0,0.07892699606392511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697009688092955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041644700141784,0.0,0.0,0.057074561858043736,0.0,0.1083806831389951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415122875586894,0.09467679960986554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322594355221065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013249871873311,0.0,0.0,0.06203485488450468,0.09201072179933516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313351607069452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596492892123053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297839562321098,0.0,0.08705855384334248,0.10901837788935874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844658380868595,0.0,0.0,0.08584888587993601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077549243306508,0.07825546582511153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170168953080822,0.21601820529978116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24011951974114346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145351167927732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130106755673499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337393549916084,0.0,0.0,0.115065013703313,0.0,0.2606972415184279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028920207218466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232773232523185,0.11090216575338667,0.0,0.13164026237038426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794087763039441,0.19973529396806736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463913487689516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881046584647468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ItsBehi,2019/08/06,Social anxiety ruined my life Social anxiety ruined my life Social anxiety ruined my life Social anxiety ruined my life Social anxiety ruined my lifeocial anxiety ruined my life Social anxiety ruined my life Social anxiety ruined my life Social anxiety ruined my lifeocial anxiety ruined my life Social anxiety ruined helpmemy life Social anxiety ruined my soul Social anxiety ruined my life Social anxiety ruined my life Social anxiety ruined my life Social anxiety ruined my life Social anxiety ruined my life,16.747791164658636,13.5208133373494,16.951807228915666,22.803935742971905,48.156626506024104,19.741365461847394,51.76305220883536,17.122413403193686,9.851228112449798,429,20,31,18,3,153,8,83,0.625,0.375,0.0,-0.9967,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,17,0,0,0,0,0,14,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,17,0,0,0,0,16,0,0,0,0,0,1,17,0,0,15,0,0,0,0,16,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811830550957406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44191583813552016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6833276289413169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amyoo,2019/08/06,"I am petrified of finding a job after graduating from university I have recently graduated from university with a First in Psychology. I am so proud of what I achieved, especially as university was a very rough, terrifying, and lonely time for me. I have been home for almost 3 months now and the fear of getting a job is making me ill. I am confident in my qualifications but not in myself. I know it is something I need to do, as I have costs such as my car, but I cannot bring myself to apply. It doesn’t help that I don’t know what I want to do and haven’t come across anything that I like the sound of. As well as this, I don’t want to “waste” my degree. I am particularly afraid of meeting new people as well as working with people I know. Even just the thought of being evaluated in an interview makes me sweat. Every aspect of applying and getting a job makes me feel sick. I feel like a failure and embarrassed as my friends from university are already settling in great jobs. I don’t know how to get around this but it is something I need to work around. I would love to work alone yet I don’t know what I could do. I have had part time jobs in the past, but these have been in quiet, local places yet still caused me a lot of stress and anxiety. Does anyone have any advice on how to get over my fears? 

Summary - I need a job after graduating university but I am scared of working with people I know as well as meeting new people, plus the whole process of getting a job.",4.349414715719064,5.070905906354515,5.750198996655519,80.46409448160537,70.20401337792643,8.923143812709029,28.32792642140469,9.120678840339163,2.125944347826087,1162,40,243,22,20,393,137,299,0.135,0.736,0.129,-0.2832,7,3,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,7,15,16,0,6,15,0,32,4,1,6,0,45,57,25,0,7,7,0,3,2,1,1,2,2,1,0,11,13,0,0,10,0,1,3,8,7,3,1,5,5,38,9,51,49,3,31,0,1,0,1,6,14,0,2,16,176,49,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089904371046197,0.0,0.0,0.08289978088352798,0.08574294285768469,0.09135812909937104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056298378471629176,0.0,0.06333225541144344,0.0,0.0,0.05788698558903629,0.0,0.06812710642853012,0.1473969575311587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504562713768296,0.0,0.07131415086436141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660991287252072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244795006255092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054680401392643525,0.0,0.0697520883683408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631803853701914,0.08371975381151567,0.059143448108567885,0.0,0.0,0.07566632835733449,0.0704190546994834,0.0,0.0,0.06396146208973788,0.0,0.2162654111040907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912735751638957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055490755164075686,0.0,0.0830426709437078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750771401765896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729872613782607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089163833547645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038302145715669,0.07471900350336275,0.0,0.16578401383174451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608023910329566,0.0,0.0,0.1841577761888524,0.0,0.15991347915256218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965085792489716,0.07903009189433831,0.22957787567704235,0.0,0.08649537786899364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817427261415144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288478814873458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746781384877198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611425090699438,0.0,0.09483286819010216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572407373831242,0.09654818187429223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830840571649617,0.09766049353748796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233078715810642,0.0,0.0,0.09242935219857347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24108131341278666,0.0,0.0,0.058809906043010625,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slizeguy,2019/08/06,Do you guys ever get intoxicated and do a complete 180? I usually creep and make a insignificant comment here and there but when I get *fucked up* I want to love everyone! So I try to show that their “little” comment/ post / remark made my day better (I wish I was more like this in general [sober]) ... love you guys! <3,1.0570967741935495,3.6163775322580674,3.2292741935483886,85.71391129032259,88.19354838709677,6.970967741935485,20.65322580645161,8.07648339933343,1.329832258064517,245,8,50,6,8,83,48,62,0.023,0.65,0.32799999999999996,0.9777,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,1,5,5,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,1,10,12,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,10,4,4,10,1,8,0,0,0,3,9,3,1,0,5,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775826122172185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344429917357212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420512952040704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226128404530816,0.0,0.21366179353639256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671692994736335,0.2336461794116631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442803306124449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924089841126587,0.2241084710969184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036200150750127,0.21157811427449694,0.14925642077777745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141494081232242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181143584152493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462665893738116,0.0,0.1318865617368012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25713186697198004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blinkrevolution,2019/08/06,"Job Interview I have an Interview tomorrow and I can not pur in words how anxious I am. My hands are literally shaking right now. I feel like throwing up.

Do you guys have any advice to overcome this?
(Sorry english is not my first language)",1.3100621118012403,3.983124913043482,3.133726708074537,84.29978260869571,93.34782608695652,6.106832298136648,28.310559006211186,7.447530270364453,2.3089602484472054,190,10,34,4,7,63,39,46,0.08199999999999999,0.863,0.055,-0.0516,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,7,1,1,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,7,1,3,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,25,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377779383251817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350627317580823,0.0,0.0,0.39050086484545377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477762741395975,0.246941756679516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940208193353917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34226077107147856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430172469599547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887350932412795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29519436163892643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869414919775441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,plsletmesleep01,2019/08/06,Can’t continue a conversation I can typically do well with small talk and casual conversation. But i just don’t know what to say after that???? I’m really not funny like other people :( and i’m just not comfy with having deep convos with someone i just met. and i’m not fond of fangirling either (idk im just not super invested in anything — like i just casually like these bands or shows etc). these awkward silences make me so stressed out and i feel like i’m just so boring to the person i’m talking to. i hate this :(((((( how are people so good at talking to new people and socializing???,2.080919540229882,4.455093413793102,4.354137931034483,81.06298850574714,80.3793103448276,6.9701149425287365,22.597701149425287,8.07648339933343,1.4672149425287355,460,15,87,9,12,159,72,116,0.255,0.6729999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9707,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,11,14,1,2,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,26,16,11,0,0,13,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,0,2,4,1,0,6,4,1,0,1,2,7,10,12,15,2,8,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,7,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879959471665134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521489961609366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757249112725416,0.1378593056735598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618558406609739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051999605926126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844298047899595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605241863886117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771056795760273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128810374152609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863736551455972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013476667874091,0.1684957930652243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362286758501732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534591580016683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671075279645966,0.1635046327786683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210488867629241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46531098918621294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350509150280813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Moltenmelt1,2019/08/06,"How do I very politely tell someone that I’m very anxious about an event? Yesterday I posted about the interns at my internship getting together for a lunch. I didn’t want to go because my workstation is on the complete other side of the building so I have seldom interacted with them. There is another intern who I thought wasn’t going to go. He’s always been really nice to me and it made me feel comfortable knowing that he wasn’t going. I emailed him to confirm that he wasn’t going but then he emailed me that he was going to go. I replied that I “just don’t really want to go because I’m nervous, you know?” He replied that it would be fun and that he doesn’t know any of the other interns there either. I’ve went on a lot of building tours with these other interns and it was absolutely nerve wrecking. I just don’t think I can handle sitting in a small space with these people where I will be forced to look and speak to them. I HATE eating food in front of other people. My hair is messy today. One of the buttons on my shirt isn’t working so I have to keep rebuttoning it. I haven’t shaved in a  few days and my facial hair looks bad. I just find it really relaxing to be in a room by myself doing work. I also feel guilty about slacking off a little last week to study for my final and feel like I need to do extra work this week.",3.4848194945848405,4.520989350180507,4.8064458483754535,85.27111281588448,72.46570397111913,7.561660649819496,26.48537906137184,7.908726449838941,1.4722001444043324,1058,35,219,14,20,352,141,277,0.09699999999999999,0.8320000000000001,0.071,-0.8826,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,3,13,8,1,1,12,0,26,7,4,2,0,31,54,12,0,4,5,0,5,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,20,9,3,1,9,1,0,10,9,3,0,1,10,8,31,5,35,39,4,36,0,0,2,0,17,15,0,1,10,147,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950510733895523,0.09889976638031864,0.0,0.0,0.0808278336218317,0.12463346646684785,0.0,0.13427623637673675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924185550754423,0.1449100369723182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462084162919447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665387851874078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162188513789485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029523715362367,0.08491251281686203,0.0,0.13020364121517095,0.10863448584622322,0.0,0.14372413050321095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209864348291105,0.0,0.5404000486709858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173481291539192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564686698863276,0.0,0.0,0.19596451569809326,0.0968855147105509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806824336931979,0.11912740951460313,0.0,0.0,0.1996223545916117,0.0,0.0,0.10104921851359754,0.0,0.11246675567477947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813204748256477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054157355101148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480299115389918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383355619686787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284313331693344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070839366702064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038875393543214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615970657701843,0.0,0.0943603464484576,0.0,0.0,0.11266392928268065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614136684266584,0.14021160710786662,0.0,0.1906821861361105,0.0,0.0,0.11018299001636568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595911394634723,0.0,0.0,0.08443364498242999,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dsg1116,2019/08/06,Does anyone else feel like they lack common sense? I know I do and I’m on the dumber side of things. People at work state I’m doing fine but I feel like I am a bit slow/not as competent as the others but haven’t gotten fired yet lol,-0.6116666666666681,1.364757576923079,1.6323076923076951,98.7960256410257,88.61538461538461,4.235897435897436,10.589743589743591,5.46131890053228,-1.5713179487179492,182,1,44,1,6,61,41,52,0.147,0.621,0.23199999999999998,0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,10,5,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,3,5,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214775319215367,0.32454570708508745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34580672521970635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27718826622866216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646022686428605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203145622211323,0.4525695986109877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407639005800915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094940983595472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959314676411024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043326393449954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305962805963557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,2gay-2handle,2019/08/06,"What can I do to convince my parents I might need help? I think I might have social anxiety but my family says I'm just being dramatic.

I've been wanting to go see a doctor but because of my family I'm starting to believe that maybe I am just exaggerating. I've tried to convince myself that is just in my mind but I can't help to panic just by the thought of any social interaction.

Am I overreacting? What should I do?",2.035431034482759,3.9841631609195427,4.655847701149425,81.05204741379312,78.3103448275862,7.5683908045976995,25.81752873563219,8.472884824447931,1.9199666666666664,333,13,67,7,8,118,52,87,0.040999999999999995,0.7959999999999999,0.163,0.8777,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,13,1,0,0,0,15,22,3,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,13,2,9,16,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,1,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117558499389442,0.0,0.14756456363597326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758733359269725,0.0,0.0,0.2173272234092476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974367635758886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363689504358494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962698327225556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585876349553751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937895014679098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092633795678642,0.19476951170122356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302960214577046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263213599140171,0.2141876746228247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339827932127853,0.0,0.0,0.1537127747709513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932654316093961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653245929144764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359967619502485,0.0,0.15313751576610016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130963412783131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137747899526822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jmdvillarino,2019/08/06,"10 Suprising Secrets of the INFJ Personality Are you an introvert of the INFJ personality type? 

I came across a video that talks about the 10 surprising secrets of INFJs. I was truly shocked. 

At the least, I learned why INFJs think and feel the way they do. 

Here is the link to the video =>> [https://youtu.be/nX1hQovB80M](https://youtu.be/nX1hQovB80M) 

Enjoy Learning!

The INFJ is the rarest and the most unique, making up 1% of the population. These people may be spontaneous at the same time thoughtful. They are emotional yet rational. They are introverted but they are people-oriented. They can think wisely well and it is in their nature that they can easily understand others but on the contrary, they have the struggle in understanding themselves.",7.839527559055121,10.481677244094488,6.551976377952754,70.70827952755906,63.960629921259844,9.489448818897637,30.81023622047244,9.888512548439397,3.361589606299211,618,23,92,14,10,185,82,127,0.035,0.8340000000000001,0.131,0.8671,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,8,0,4,6,0,1,16,0,14,0,0,1,0,21,22,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,11,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,1,12,4,13,17,3,11,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,2,2,71,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271517157751131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670379344205766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003427502839124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846330967792074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645801176834171,0.41456910922854706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481772737385317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080947442063625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042268440255467,0.0,0.1884654740111218,0.13842719894615665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942740818963655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843346240087586,0.0,0.0,0.213447024173158,0.0,0.21421247371697427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WoodenPiano,2019/08/06,"I hate my social anxiety. It has been absolute hell for me, especially in this position. I have been living with it for seven months, and I first noticed it when every single interaction felt like I was squeezing my lungs and mind out. I am a class monitor, and this position requires tons of interaction, speaking up, representing people, and standing up for others. I have barely been able to manage, and my performance, even with the best efforts, has been substandard. No, that's not just my opinion (though I could cuss on it if I had to comment); even the teachers have been commenting on my quietness. I feel like taking on the role of a monitor was a good idea, though my emotions aren't agreeing. Every day, coming home I feel like screaming into my pillow, though I was afraid I would break my vocal chords if I tried to reach that pitch. (And partly also because everyone in the vicinity would wonder what's wrong with me.) The problem is that I do not want to let go of my position at all. What would everyone say about me, if they knew I could not live up to the school's expectations? Also, my future would be ruined by the very fact that I quit. Not just my social future, but my career as well. Quitting is not an option. I would rather endure this for just three more years. Well, things could change if someone finds out. But until then, I'll just stick around.

I need some insight about how I deal with the tasks of being a class monitor, though. That would help tremendously. How do I gather confidence to do the things that hold the class together? What things should I do and not do? To anyone who can help out with these, thanks in advance!",5.217830840046035,6.440225259493673,5.471311852704262,81.41920023014964,68.55696202531647,8.530264672036825,27.338319907940157,8.841846274778883,2.021283544303797,1306,41,245,22,22,414,168,316,0.059000000000000004,0.8370000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.9540000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,8,21,15,2,1,15,0,37,1,1,2,2,67,49,25,0,19,17,0,4,3,0,7,0,4,2,0,22,18,0,2,8,0,0,3,8,7,2,3,11,8,37,8,40,25,7,29,1,1,0,0,15,15,1,8,12,200,59,7,0.09665238591672308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458575619611642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393881067707937,0.0,0.0,0.06758159551288001,0.0,0.0,0.08604111496165537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891839735982205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143071604125728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224540865086833,0.0832574722801352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315071964348477,0.0,0.0,0.06233279306389852,0.09964436588811768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872092510082276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767597869526845,0.0,0.1628676074361242,0.18471099338086533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977407007975096,0.13809696762193366,0.09280144759819364,0.0,0.08833852972227768,0.08221247008587043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054929778271581235,0.08106743566555713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542422108750254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295681138702477,0.0,0.09695022362832777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910877913113252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883361299934283,0.0,0.14165842097496648,0.0,0.1706916550365261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759135727782063,0.0,0.07714701232117953,0.0,0.0,0.0716665194793151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100393819738898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466511524156116,0.0,0.06700659472433597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248328013246618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056034191995568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686185662369135,0.0,0.09781737457233952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704987144026306,0.08189325293839217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267056567153522,0.0,0.0,0.08898453129453926,0.0,0.0,0.192634651501102,0.0,0.3798419137288536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562062560821706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974834063800831,0.05700808139065356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738042048480979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481538961193736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119544911768885,0.10567421125420524,0.0,0.062240967657421827
socialanxiety,lonelyboi19,2019/08/06,"I guess I really am as annoying as anxiety makes me believe... When I was younger, I had a group of friends (yeah, I don't know how it happened). Now in my awkwardness, I sometimes say shit that would generally be considered dumb. Some of my ""friends"" back then even told me to either shut up or they'd have to punch me because of how annoyed I made them and there would come a point when they would just lose control.

Fast forward about 7 years to the present. I've been watching this streamer on Twitch for years and since it's college break, I have more time to watch him now (his streams are pretty late in my timezone). So I was watching his stream the other day and made an attempt at an arguably pretty stupid joke. 

Guess it fell flat realy hard, since he then went on a tirade of how I  ""say some real dumb shit and that the joke was like the third super dumb shit I said in his chat"". Then people in the chat started telling me how cringe I was, how I should leave the channel etc.

So apparently it's not just anxiety telling me I'm annoying.",4.483857142857143,5.21412814761905,4.532380952380954,89.28428571428573,69.9047619047619,7.7142857142857135,29.761904761904763,7.7094869923839395,1.6207619047619048,821,31,177,9,14,254,126,210,0.19699999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9671,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,4,17,18,10,1,11,1,17,4,3,9,0,30,30,19,0,4,5,0,1,1,2,4,1,3,0,0,8,5,0,1,1,5,0,4,2,12,0,1,11,7,28,6,20,13,5,31,0,1,3,0,19,11,6,5,18,114,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952073675701036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981065054172154,0.0,0.07777583345430754,0.0,0.0,0.1437468255850856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990487840903453,0.0,0.0,0.14309963719680374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228304144921551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422931990360261,0.0842699912089811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714675498855944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811028662275366,0.0,0.11282473731358388,0.0,0.11429286560452526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011846271122656,0.0,0.14392366086685626,0.13509618044899535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623325494857082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273718534498675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414517542405679,0.08516529403818081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845274116661714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061092758448295,0.0,0.0,0.259603636209969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522190562481754,0.08173548083361297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213644267808066,0.20292456100748016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928985775410347,0.2110825221301124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618677695626834,0.0,0.09030671493700868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303327299110448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439698896288932,0.0,0.0,0.12191481864853355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182744005875523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719023711800472,0.0,0.0,0.16432365276315802
socialanxiety,crawlambda,2019/08/06,"Went to a concert by myself! Made a friend (kinda?) So I've been looking forward to this concert all summer but didn't have anyone to go with and I felt really uncomfortable going by myself. Finally the day of, I decided to just get up and go! I impulsively purchased a ticket online a few hours before it started so I had to commit or lose my money. I felt super awkward when I got there. Like I was the only person there alone, everyone else was with someone. Then I noticed this girl standing next to me. She was by herself but I assumed she was just waiting for her friends or something because she was looking at her phone a lot. I'm kinda terrible at starting conversations and I figured her friends would be showing up any minute so I didn't say anything.

Eventually the show started and I noticed this girl was still alone, nobody ever showed up. At this point I just assumed it was too late and too loud to initiate/ talk to anyone so I just focused on the music. Soon after I lost sight of her altogether. It sucked because I knew it was obvious she was there alone and all I had to do was introduce myself and BAM new friend!

In between bands I moved up a little closer since some people left. A few rows up I noticed the same girl from earlier. I didn't have a plan or anything but I really didn't want to be there alone anymore. I hung out by her for a bit and eventually talked to her about the show! And she was so cool! We started talking about music and concerts we've been to recently. She took a blanket out of her bag and asked me if I wanted to sit down and we talked until the next band came on. At the end of the show we walked out together and parted ways. That was all. I never even got her name, I said mine but I don't think she heard me.

So I made a friend kinda? Friend might be a bit of a stretch, but my take from this is that I was able to go out to an event alone, have a great time, and even meet someone! That doesn't sound too impressive but it's a big step for me. I hope I can do things like this more often!",1.856485778671054,3.790592268408549,3.475106888361044,89.37464218283695,78.80997624703087,6.123174371155369,23.62147512028747,7.116496586553881,0.8492374809671723,1599,54,337,19,39,530,195,421,0.087,0.782,0.131,0.9776,1,5,1,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,0,4,26,18,1,1,25,1,35,0,0,2,7,69,68,33,0,5,14,0,2,2,6,2,0,8,0,4,15,24,0,1,8,11,2,11,7,5,0,0,34,14,59,13,53,29,12,61,0,2,3,0,43,24,1,14,27,247,74,0,0.07967687353675701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126060584814084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418300624140893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901804873387322,0.11142384511297054,0.0,0.1311345560222974,0.0,0.07448712116955493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714056514800827,0.0,0.0677991509007508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739730195456333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911291171647464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051384991927920634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655980392685545,0.0,0.07057006060456708,0.0,0.0,0.10525164704107376,0.07207229370109362,0.0,0.07613466714177385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300458719519106,0.08728212038470694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369348929084808,0.0,0.04162787788127468,0.0,0.1811288135408408,0.0,0.12744974877652415,0.08784403435834791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913711342419114,0.07846567074974893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898789838297926,0.0,0.08656915622907205,0.0,0.0,0.07785219155144309,0.07985715914955811,0.0,0.0,0.13381701327499876,0.08913804093268822,0.08697671957481601,0.06773842860898978,0.0,0.15078436849337132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452457159058158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468390711520213,0.0,0.0,0.061451716794993574,0.07695242095982481,0.16947451784152706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721379458490797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059785270213264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628228958566306,0.0,0.05523791185640972,0.06957077269201681,0.0,0.0,0.0753203993337167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208609086119183,0.0,0.07867130032790243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579095255390463,0.06336224783196574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590953314769797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501991277293346,0.06133914990844051,0.0,0.0,0.22558280473573636,0.0,0.06363005412926749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990709299038291,0.25616501137006925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052933774373919884,0.051053723351207975,0.0,0.0,0.04646022570372689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852393819171597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399096873717933,0.06324379356028642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386126001701131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660016491933085,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ImonOniat,2019/08/06,"I am afraid to see other people [[Social Anxiety Disorder]] I am very afraid t go outside.  
I was a typical introvert ever since I was a kid. It was always fun to stay with myself and do things with my self. It kinda became a norm for me and I did have some friend as my cousin who was around the same age as I was a huge extrovert. I went through my middle school with limited friends yet I was known to most people in my class coz I was a bit good with my studies. I hardly had any friend outside of my class. I was kinda funny when i am with new people and i realize that I can make a lot of friends but when people become more interested in my I try too hard to make them notice me but in the end, I couldn't mix with them. Then came the Senior High School where outside of my class and some people I previously had a good relationship with, I had nearly no new friends.

  
The friends I have all know that I like quiet places so most of the time they give me enough space. It can be said that when some of the good friends I have come to my house they would just sit there on the sofa or something while I was doing my own thing and outside of some chatting we most of time would remain silent. (It was a blessing tbh).  
Our education system is kinda where you have to change school when u pass ur tenth class and it's kinda a huge deal to pass it from where I am from. (pretty sure most of the countries has it together with 9-12)

  
So after the tenth class exam, we get a big enough vacation and in this vacation, many of the students would go to a 40day journey where they would go to various places and I didn't join them and during that time I was all alone except for a good friend who often came to visit(but that is also once a week, his family relocated). 

  
And in that time I was becoming more and more isolated and it was a kinda a good thing for me. Then after the admission of 11th class, I didn't go to class that much. in 7 months I only went to the class twice, and when I saw the students, I felt that I came to the wrong place and it was hell for me. so I tried changing school and after changing school which pretty good but even then I didn't go to the class for a long and every time I think myself going to class I become afraid. Soon after I realized that I have social Anxiety Disorder. With the fear of socializing, slowly I was at a point where I am in 12th class and I didn't went to the class for half a semester. The teacher tried to call but I never accepted the calls. My parents do tell me to go to school but I never listen. I was just saying I will be going tomorrow and on and on and came to a point where I was just in my home doing nothing.

Some people might say talk to somebody and I tried but the words always stuck in my mouth. Currently, I am in 12th grade and I don't know what to do. The fear of teacher might shout at me or people will loathe me makes me fear that and avoid it. I am in a bind and people say move on but I couldn't. Some people might say you're still young so move on but the place where I am from, Introverts are always loathed and I know that I can never become an extrovert.

I need help and I don't have many people to talk to, and the place where I am from doesn't have many psychotherapists that I can go to. My family supports whatever I do but that's what makes me fear it most. I do not have any ambition",2.8623626373626365,3.862491850070725,4.1495579915134355,89.52853892394737,73.92220650636492,7.362082471983463,22.082716788162333,7.748469712250963,0.7006814492438251,2626,60,590,34,52,865,251,707,0.091,0.7959999999999999,0.113,0.9355,2,2,1,0,0,0,52.0,3,1,6,1,30,31,1,8,44,0,73,1,1,5,7,113,108,54,0,7,16,2,3,1,8,9,0,8,2,2,34,44,0,2,9,1,0,22,14,10,0,4,36,13,96,21,84,59,24,102,2,0,2,0,45,41,1,23,37,434,130,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048962995915300386,0.0,0.03780607322272789,0.11801061291000595,0.0,0.0,0.0642977062198504,0.0,0.07233101313455433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04208507656137095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884760017917506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051612428309563585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654681799048648,0.2162815838392959,0.0,0.0,0.15003312729169446,0.04072352033998208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04873880085328465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836327336028874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04187192017782273,0.09769612976815037,0.0,0.031224916952976224,0.04276325261777493,0.039831513872009006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913396844227481,0.2127916084003928,0.0,0.0,0.04539174124971024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29219849029296946,0.0,0.024699414523445682,0.045350814989068004,0.24180899243111525,0.2379138790662653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469883966093568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03168766463900373,0.04994899350173937,0.04742102175057295,0.0,0.0,0.0545493963569182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779438733866298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023096343707118945,0.0,0.0,0.04183718923312533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0401918044477803,0.0,0.0,0.12622662921719086,0.14378932724734372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504549982408453,0.0,0.0,0.0377347262580778,0.1004924119009307,0.034752815302099636,0.03505406642531414,0.10938497253877733,0.09131763811214498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045361964838648565,0.0538232892170322,0.0,0.05034669540479346,0.0,0.03595502723894428,0.0,0.0,0.0524936716670724,0.0,0.0,0.32774769019987365,0.0,0.2469633471947209,0.0,0.08938095621981126,0.0,0.0,0.0961920354452704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075602407267911,0.0,0.0,0.04496967536021735,0.15038099504399693,0.0,0.28707101481033664,0.03767232612273344,0.0,0.04931849116891763,0.0,0.0,0.03910665071384915,0.0,0.0,0.14457377027832902,0.0,0.03639486726720348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038922346185932,0.037754148495641265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364749687785578,0.04455644953573136,0.0,0.0,0.0759962568867656,0.0413207318939147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422290797149513,0.030292129702437564,0.0,0.0,0.13783315795991974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283874135735045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03900710750771399,0.0,0.0,0.03792142705104898,0.0,0.0,0.1314741445807497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433218377598774,0.051688164119882425,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nanako_Kitsune,2019/08/06,"One of my friends has depression Because of his depression being so severe he rarely made friends or even left the house. The only time he ever did leave his house was to see me, which was very rare due to my SA. He was soon begging for me to talk to him so we can communicate and talk through our problems. But instead of talking through our problems, I would only vent and he would just say “me too.” When he vents I always find myself saying the same things about how I’m actually his friend and not an enemy. Saying how he should make more friends other than relying on me all the time. I told him to hang out with a mutual friend (who is extremely nice, never seen a temper come out of her) but he always says that she ignores him because she hates him. I asked him why and he just said “it’s probably because I’m annoying her.” I got so tired of the same routine I said this to him:

“(Name) you’re not the only person I’m talking to and I’ve been trying to make more friends to avoid being alone even if they are online. Despite that you’re not the only person In ignoring but I’m also on so many drugs (pain medication) it’s not humanly stable for me to talk to anyone. Seriously make an effort here and stop whining about how I’m the only person who cares. Find someone else who does too because I am so close to killing myself I’m going to break if I try venting any more. I can’t bare anyone’s weight right now much less my own.

I do care for you (Name) but I’m a ticking time bomb ready to explode. I’m just tired of talking with people”

All he responded with was “I’m sorry.” He hasn’t said anything since mid July. Did I do the wrong thing?",2.112658846529815,3.8913629882697975,3.618953079178887,89.36176295210167,77.475073313783,6.3061974584555225,23.09687194525905,7.1686216300943375,0.7705799804496571,1293,40,274,15,30,427,174,341,0.179,0.737,0.085,-0.9884,0,2,1,0,0,1,29.0,3,1,1,1,24,24,4,1,14,0,21,6,0,7,4,54,47,23,1,7,14,0,1,0,6,3,5,7,0,4,12,14,1,4,2,0,0,3,7,15,0,1,14,10,39,9,36,28,10,23,0,3,2,0,59,9,0,3,10,173,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.07549548760841593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801251179321235,0.0,0.06186745763600164,0.1287450396623794,0.0,0.0,0.052609743310464425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081885317315294,0.0,0.06366346028058066,0.0,0.07232430602329469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863996488863968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577542198507589,0.0,0.0,0.06664169152346844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332659114178775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770120489493119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897169459219242,0.0,0.06462716711924643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021955501908398,0.06997959571525504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141743404317575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35862447839404715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396738501392913,0.0,0.0618745528648039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638030955568507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853387990330874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559110462799423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191663658435656,0.0840555259618342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320308960269742,0.15492194712254145,0.07843431274102168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793545446907832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687097720431545,0.0,0.05966739889196485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242342050344291,0.294191638391236,0.08232007833715435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363401858553296,0.202652127325512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341079577461999,0.14805259052133982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606789377613173,0.22077083770607853,0.2460898222709665,0.0,0.0,0.061648588223299175,0.0,0.0,0.08739858551110921,0.0,0.0639957776643803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554973086152459,0.0,0.0,0.08660195691955658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467923995627782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730904695447304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279356851697458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353336064925449,0.17783562237595976,0.0,0.07392401369371156,0.0,0.1050492975488329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638328809506106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942077407113193,0.0,0.0,0.06980840674017097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099134342774894,0.08458469847238974,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SoccerDad51,2019/08/06,At a tennis camp with cool kids I’m at a tennis camp at byu and all the kids ignore me and i feel like they hate me. Not to brag but i have a handsome face and build. My parents are super good looking. But i lack confidence and everyone thinks I’m a weirdo. But i can be cool when I’m with people i feel comfortable with. I’m feeling really sad. Also the kids here aren’t funny and they are all mormon douche bags. I am mormon too kinda but I might leave. But I’ve been popular before when i had friends but i just suck. I feel like everyone hates me,-0.7958524426719862,1.3631974406779683,1.617058823529412,95.83207876370888,95.77966101694916,4.8103688933200415,15.415752741774677,6.522977012572876,-0.3194352941176466,430,10,97,6,17,145,67,118,0.177,0.511,0.313,0.965,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,6,15,3,0,6,2,10,1,1,0,2,27,23,14,0,1,8,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,7,16,10,7,19,3,5,2,1,1,0,7,3,1,2,4,60,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675215912577323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782525947392897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003354551593077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236788208991809,0.2993060205953833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184422198719076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570242118101626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136375240375394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180974999540412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468331779699708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759109776422462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222585393884586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326034591538145,0.0,0.0,0.145227498951999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419866134781358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342267349598018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,puppydog1009,2019/08/06,"How can I fix my walk? I was reading about some examples in this group, but a little advice would be greatly appreciated. I feel so weird when I walk. Like it feels like my left leg is dragging along, causing me to limp. This is mainly when I’m walking by myself, and I get super tense and nervous and sometimes feel like I want to cry. I fear that everyone around me can tell, and even my mom and sister have noticed. I’m scared that people at work and school notice it and I don’t know how to fix it.",1.477788461538459,3.4602435096153883,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,80.25,5.313846153846153,20.97692307692308,6.2581,0.12128384615384613,391,11,85,3,10,128,70,104,0.168,0.6559999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,3,1,0,9,1,1,3,0,20,17,13,0,2,1,2,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,4,14,5,9,14,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,56,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758317483191655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617770648354606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186685426427705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996204351304487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003008731651345,0.0,0.0,0.17364955327064066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449530238130853,0.2756624614353645,0.2596540281295797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949457411329757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003565247801321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987333665262377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974487558762369,0.0,0.0,0.2663503787087049,0.1821398914893861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283844799981666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137986412653406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598779343983732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817778706294136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819421237833448,0.1839191386034016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797343234401107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588388870554252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718829112559818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230065234675467,0.0,0.0,0.1290948489337205,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,no-lifer,2019/08/06,ahaha social interaction D: Every time I think about a past social interaction I’ve had with someone I cringe and feel like crawling into a hole in the ground. Sksjdjsjsk,4.8556989247311835,7.700404032258064,5.569032258064516,73.54021505376346,73.19354838709677,6.713978494623658,26.46236559139785,7.793537801064563,1.9778946236559145,139,5,21,2,3,45,26,31,0.0,0.815,0.185,0.6633,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933204216042997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602851799164046,0.24870912886116656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700821438888546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323361409834914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7097636206217295,0.29497533434151585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230721203357306,0.0,0.0,0.20300147332470214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rebeccatt123,2019/08/06,I work at McDonald’s and I sort of need help So I started working here like about 3  weeks and have had a total of 7 shifts (about 7) anyways I am kind of awkward around them and my other staff were really nice to me at first (like a few ppl came and talked to me) but after one night of talking to this guy who was super friendly it kind of went off no one seems to want to make small talk with me. I got a how was your day from the manager but idk it seemed kind of passive aggressive. And like this other guy that works here is really clicking. He works in the front and I work in the back this is my first job so I don’t really have anything to comepare it too. I think when I was talking to the guy he said that one girl is a bitch and I said that she looks like a bitch and like idk he kind of brushed it off but I think he might of told her and now everybody just doesn’t like me. But idk could just be the anxiety talking. One of the managers also sent me on my break early so idk if that’s good or bad. Every body just seems kind of mean tbh but are really nice to each other. And it’s a really nice work environment but yea the social part isn’t really fucking clicking for me idk,0.9131549935149188,2.644826961089496,2.68196984435798,94.90689769779509,80.9455252918288,6.151037613488977,19.268644617380023,7.1686216300943375,0.12998586251621316,927,22,220,12,24,307,129,257,0.11199999999999999,0.7340000000000001,0.155,0.9342,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,9,18,23,4,1,13,1,18,2,1,2,1,39,37,24,0,4,11,0,0,6,1,1,0,2,0,4,16,14,0,0,6,0,0,4,4,6,0,6,12,6,24,17,32,22,4,25,0,0,3,1,25,9,3,7,17,147,40,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749554960639538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456663002717272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945493488295891,0.07513489581428685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489925577483471,0.07047141439411078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375062361060968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653240290900568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738743096693467,0.0,0.0,0.0544317436467052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111158846377602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358310854734668,0.0,0.0,0.06520810023132281,0.07802748054629008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707916597242785,0.06750329028923399,0.0,0.0,0.2507111514518146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056572295354570916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837550937977655,0.0,0.0,0.439453921308726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474047600595091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087568849256441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633840668789141,0.0,0.0,0.09193756875814416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953625640575821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258236515008662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920473883651667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22876954795491936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139819413741504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244171334372442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605695961163373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050684443933886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603631861047388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973955107215116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391921382830501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816166656446582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064889239063004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049781970605192793,0.0,0.06770149191613657,0.0,0.0,0.07824068896046799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686701476632325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SamSepiolII,2019/08/06,"Y'ALL NEED TO BUY OXITOCIN 24UI TAKE AS MANY AS YOU CAN AFFORD There is something called oxitocin, the love hormone, you can buy that, and take sublingually + you should buy 5htp + l-theanine  too, just research about it, I noticed a lot of improvement and my doctor Dr.Lair Ribeiro recommended to me (I don't need a prescription to buy it)  try it out at least once, it is not something dangerous, just try it out, my social anxiety was gone, like 90%, waaaaay better than drinking alcohol, fuck alcohol. Idk why the heck nobody ever says anything about taking oxitocin, this shit is amazing bruh believe me.",4.9779365079365085,7.021008142857145,5.382976190476189,78.63424603174606,70.25,8.906349206349207,32.98015873015873,9.444778638647367,3.3171396825396826,480,23,84,11,9,153,80,112,0.087,0.746,0.16699999999999998,0.8721,1,0,5,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,1,7,7,3,0,4,0,8,7,1,0,1,12,16,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,4,3,0,0,1,4,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,10,4,12,13,2,5,0,0,0,2,8,3,3,1,2,51,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727476529260813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341070149836198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351115400260184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648197789032645,0.0,0.15423705377126914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807546386201795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849933941595952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083943149276748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577490839088928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122416349512825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519995179058272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826328551180726,0.15739712107017473,0.0,0.0,0.17680783741970885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25862143440306473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985483808455916,0.0,0.18572359658734208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868486815966502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901262471094614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777724130147312,0.0,0.26851357737931714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933670715991529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368037466382309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736318708112754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dollymoose,2019/08/06,I feel anxious to make friends I avoid hanging out with people and making plans because I’m terrified of awkward moments or trying to figure out what to to while hanging out. Like I can’t understand how people make friends. What do people do when they hang out!? And is it awkward ever? I hope someone else feels like this with me Idk if I can even put it into words properly.,3.7676126126126133,5.558003689189191,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,72.91891891891892,6.554954954954956,29.90090090090089,7.1686216300943375,1.8197009009009009,299,13,55,3,6,96,51,74,0.153,0.67,0.177,0.6062,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,23,13,7,0,2,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,5,12,13,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,6,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610843946811675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279930993323186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819856826509075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388784000889934,0.19705775551598567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203029647773665,0.1556320506485009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366206680824277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637415917496255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286096697232168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362496077335759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530891846577425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899937430630706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458355905353055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147905818702746,0.0,0.0,0.22678948497965445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DreamCatcher1985,2019/08/06,"I can’t keep doing this every day. I am deathly afraid of talking to women. I think if I wuss out one more time I’m gonna kill myself. It happens every day. I’m talking EVERY single day. I go to the gym, start doing my workout, and I notice a girl I find attractive. But I can’t gather the courage to go talk to her. I can’t even make eye contact. Like I don’t want her to think I’m some pervert just gawking at her I want to have a conversation, but after a while I miss my opportunity or I would come off as a complete creep. I know that all I need to do is say hi but it’s as if the fate of the universe is at stake whenever I contemplate my approach. It gives me THAT much anxiety. I’m like that dude Raj from Big Bang Theory and I can’t talk to women unless I’m drinking, but I literally DON’T drink. And even then it’s difficult. I got blackout drunk the other night and was kind of talking to this girl, and it took every ounce of bravery to just say “I like you I think you’re cool”. It took me almost getting alcohol poisoning to just say those 7 words. But I really care about my personal health and recently attempted suicide so I don’t want to have to drink in order to be social. I have an addictive personality and if I keep relying on alcohol then I will become an alcoholic. So the past year has basically just been me attempting to make friends and possibly get a girlfriend, only to not even try every single time and crying in my car afterward like a loser. What’s the point of life if I can’t spend it with other people? In conclusion, this is some major social anxiety that is more apparent when I am around women. Sometimes I get overwhelmed about even going to a public place so I’ll pull into the parking lot, sit in my car for a few minutes, and then just leave.",2.1785461590296507,3.8828563584905713,4.3892444407008115,84.24362407345015,77.05929919137465,7.548551212938006,24.80129716981132,8.376592526197632,1.6286502021563345,1403,49,290,27,32,486,187,371,0.105,0.785,0.11,-0.2535,1,1,6,0,0,2,30.0,0,1,0,5,16,18,2,2,18,1,26,12,1,2,1,53,59,31,3,9,17,0,0,4,2,3,7,3,0,7,18,15,7,2,6,6,1,10,9,7,0,1,5,5,43,11,42,50,11,43,0,3,1,0,29,14,0,9,21,196,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260963662596736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723618434629459,0.08506662141439983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997527706314627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562481498928082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382221926977828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661368072427633,0.0,0.0,0.07317816535113929,0.08906999523410136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331519576136424,0.16436000202891002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496602842822412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244385668806836,0.0,0.35787636775722753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764410037747148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563329146000592,0.0,0.1331509033342451,0.08149318650187215,0.1448396265334947,0.0,0.06794344736843755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512230032323662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902994352424873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510175315165071,0.09398620989157087,0.08846387856164971,0.04668710372758154,0.0,0.0,0.08995133586710075,0.0,0.0,0.060003732346521926,0.16601197977935314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722226980154441,0.0,0.0,0.11341152566694587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062449101731949376,0.06299043520024396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972119553597509,0.0,0.0,0.0967178064465904,0.0,0.0,0.05756531153658191,0.06460941751916674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109578621162214,0.058894649742136915,0.14835268576542698,0.0887562003766301,0.0,0.08030659357161027,0.09577001308010784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442208406105956,0.0,0.08387932349098441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026704450362967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319464163118467,0.0,0.0,0.08401917151362831,0.0,0.06012908447415545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292311499965544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34140385004162915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633004065731594,0.0,0.0,0.09907176530765656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887684077250546,0.057676468666333074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031972598158536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060347083664864624,0.0,0.0,0.05470595849372728
socialanxiety,stickytuna,2019/08/06,I have a job interview tomorrow! Hi guys! I recently left my job that I loved very much - dog walking - bc I found out there was no workman’s comp (which is complete bs that I plan to fight/report but that’s another dilemma ugh). It’s been over 2 weeks so I’m getting pretty nervous. Had a spectacularly awful panic attack last night which made me call my mom which meant it was VERY bad 😅BUT today I scheduled an interview for tomorrow! I’ve had a couple video interviews that didn’t lead to anything so this is my first in-person interview since last April. I’m nervous but I think it’s a good fit. The ceo sounded excited on the phone so I’m excited too.,1.0351119402985065,3.483718686567165,3.1747574626865687,87.21795708955227,86.01492537313433,6.633582089552236,24.04664179104477,7.865858978985527,1.5840313432835824,520,21,105,11,16,176,90,134,0.198,0.6609999999999999,0.141,-0.8508,2,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,5,10,1,3,7,1,9,1,0,2,0,8,18,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,6,0,1,9,1,11,4,6,9,1,18,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,11,54,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830750855679744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367445799470108,0.0,0.0,0.19862376832203785,0.0,0.0,0.14577714721431612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827809922054255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830565408439994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931828861335705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850798818325464,0.0,0.19143127386820047,0.0,0.0,0.09121718902292683,0.0,0.0,0.1464396066106818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287367153376426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465115250908334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28463179912675257,0.0,0.0,0.189694874906286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575762261606071,0.165203307766374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448020849460494,0.0,0.0,0.12834531439930869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638428996028106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048462625737622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244712548686984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762297708276292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723886788838149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442442539812536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187159591784483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549293763996697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881136065303301,0.0,0.0,0.14004728638612715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,White743,2019/08/06,"It is possible to be very social and at the same time be the most awkward and anxious person? (Sorry if i make some grammars mistakes i don’t speak english xd)

I mean for example in my school I’m friend of literary everyone we talk sometimes and just chill but when it comes the time to do group work o just hang out no one thinks about me and I don’t want to say anything because I think that they don’t like me.

Another example I’m a really good friend of the girl that I like and she says that she feels comfortable with me but I feel so awkward talking to her and even sometimes I say stupid things or when she talks with my friends I think they are making fun of me because I like her and I try to be nice with her.

It this normal or something?",0.6911111111111126,2.9781816815286675,2.1670806794055224,95.0609253361642,85.68789808917197,5.5271054493984435,22.098018400566172,6.937597516519254,0.5757122434536446,592,21,131,8,18,191,93,157,0.083,0.695,0.222,0.9807,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,2,1,7,14,1,2,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,34,21,15,0,4,7,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,2,8,13,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,0,6,26,10,16,18,3,9,0,0,0,0,23,3,0,5,7,87,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489601185062547,0.0,0.16048501779073115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690156649560203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319438263304687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237032198179927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382791835015324,0.0,0.0,0.13574243316889334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436575084465023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292607967204725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915144590571412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820697664005236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964953337813076,0.0,0.0,0.15474272383575666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918660277047892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626212510128804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403949891931365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014896356829025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100594306398148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33891048643104665,0.0,0.1437702021694384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481016270518215,0.0,0.10936312943456344,0.28099783648392995,0.1590222143261181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425423323059819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437697175386492,0.2730749430001272,0.0,0.0,0.1656702345819939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964480047785518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721266397029075,0.08378944356929939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341985983338936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Faronaar,2019/08/06,League of legends Anyone want to do some norms/ranked etc with a supp main with social anxiety message me,8.823,8.003191300000001,7.550000000000002,76.55500000000005,61.0,10.0,35.0,8.841846274778883,2.9294999999999995,86,3,15,1,1,26,19,20,0.08900000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.068,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974364843842664,0.0,0.0,0.36326513077177225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.579409573323195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5295920196473148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064302933995807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kenziku,2019/08/27,Public speaking? Help? Has anyone ever been exempt from a public speaking class? I left the room crying just from my prof passing out the criteria for our speeches. He also apparently made everyone do an on the spot 2 minute speech after I left. I'm wondering if I'm medicated or have some sort of documentation if anyone has had any experience being exempt? Or being denied exemption? My boyfriend is going with me tomorrow to ask but I don't know if I'll even leave the house.,3.5007203907203888,6.084660439560437,5.469816849816855,73.85573870573872,76.47252747252746,8.0004884004884,25.49572649572649,8.841846274778883,2.4249184371184374,384,14,64,9,9,132,69,91,0.07200000000000001,0.879,0.049,-0.4606,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,1,15,17,7,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,9,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,8,3,43,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806445754688735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361330672031562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31589582200433125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117715285032554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481301405323589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919856483879032,0.20433091713323284,0.0,0.2158480820276156,0.0,0.22096428362774773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837879401877814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140966089203994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606473433229992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414352790513038,0.0,0.0,0.23918545556990875,0.4908614442353456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137430815743442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275609443881173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244968644265411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cml447,2019/08/27,"Defensiveness around being judged and coming off hostile or irritated I’ve had this problem of looking at people in my surrounding areas out of the corner of my eye. It’s a PTSD thing. I become aware of everything around me and because of this I end up checking out other people to see if they are looking at me or judging me. I’m going back to college and today I was sitting in the corner of the back of the room to prevent a lot of people looking at me. This guy sitting next to me, I couldn’t stop looking at him out of the corner of my eye! And because of this I think I made him uncomfortable and he started to get fidgety. Even one time this girl looked like she was going to be physically sick. As it’s happening internally I’m thinking “you’re such a bitch, look what you’re doing to these people, you’re a freak a weirdo”... so then because I think they are judging me for being weird and maybe glancing at them ever so often, I become standoffish and irritable mostly because I’m mad at my self! I feel like I control my own reactions to things and I feel so guilty and like a cold hearted bitch!! My therapist says even if someone does react in that way just know it’s because they are dealing with there own shit and it’s not you. But I can’t help but think... I’m putting them down and making them feel awful. Then when I tell my family they say it’s probably all in my head but I just can’t see that being true! It’s happened twice now. I just don’t know what to do. It makes me feel so depressed and like I’m the cause of their pain and misery. I’m a bummer and even an aggressor in their day to day. I mean I will be in their class. They can’t avoid me. And I’m sorry for that. Sometimes I feel like it’d be better for everyone if I just died. And I even find myself saying “I wish I was dead”. Does anyone else experience this?",2.6889264069264094,3.992770018181819,4.341233766233767,86.79566017316019,74.79220779220779,6.8995670995671,24.781385281385283,7.42949916751922,1.067304761904762,1447,46,307,17,30,487,177,385,0.182,0.753,0.065,-0.9917,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,11,2,22,19,6,1,14,1,22,7,5,6,3,68,60,32,2,6,13,0,5,5,0,1,2,3,1,3,23,23,0,5,13,0,1,4,6,12,0,2,5,20,54,7,47,46,5,48,0,1,11,0,25,26,3,8,20,213,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815362625327364,0.08521636297905358,0.0,0.1480759015504879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790349550184668,0.0,0.2534949370092892,0.18370702402127084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355613036540656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543736670193433,0.0,0.07164264011565863,0.0,0.0,0.09328098949545066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727411578999363,0.08574348042726615,0.07163324874514926,0.0,0.08631618396187027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556332370332914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947694108256816,0.0,0.07366295652260055,0.0,0.0,0.21972908719358408,0.07523102845463861,0.0,0.0794714447951629,0.07474684147360597,0.08135513970320386,0.07840423384174917,0.0,0.21026346525172449,0.11883175265173795,0.0,0.0,0.07601486473124132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043452315786987036,0.0,0.0945336010947516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235028339727686,0.14709196113056905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535528210566183,0.0,0.0,0.0985555428753036,0.05574635824420539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141490099807416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316060919862602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190455589699136,0.0,0.0,0.07070722171393984,0.0,0.07869642087211247,0.1110317685519604,0.0,0.08355433526170243,0.09059531015968696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845106503026846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056357396742208736,0.0,0.08849756979119708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306353637573393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967013721939186,0.07958140181042686,0.09721998942364464,0.0836077124538715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841773411704866,0.0,0.0,0.13254968530217712,0.0,0.08676329758243118,0.0,0.08537167715754666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046873616850942,0.0,0.08225616532859631,0.0931007705696461,0.0588673730585525,0.0,0.0,0.06953292158723359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269328141764109,0.0,0.0,0.09656549915719843,0.11050743861854813,0.2131650828308074,0.0,0.0,0.048496452415152894,0.0,0.07883438926231959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660155989019259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564012654260666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gwoplock,2019/08/27,Introducing myself to new people I'm a senior in college and I'm trying to work on making new friends. In some of the places around campus that have seating I'll overhear people talking about classes I'm in or have taken and I'd like to talk to them and maybe make some new friends. I can come up with things to say but I can never work up the courage to say them. How the hell do I work up the courage to say something? How do I ignore the feelings of coming off as a creep?,1.6687348734873488,3.3938356534653487,3.0401320132013225,93.25434543454348,78.60396039603961,4.884928492849285,23.103410341034106,5.033348758259628,0.07907832783278357,375,12,82,1,9,122,58,101,0.09,0.772,0.138,0.4871,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,3,4,7,1,0,7,0,6,0,0,4,1,18,15,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,4,7,5,21,14,2,17,1,0,0,0,10,10,1,3,6,53,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841217992556488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872213583399949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429638829805625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576080315079148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144879368070143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256784040134625,0.0,0.16748817206009295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285813052353964,0.4830447338540779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23115913355747225,0.0,0.17418225990599787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39773667622968173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834577077103695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679992784211937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075839952105457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318891089376315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641127048570165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ComfortablyAnxious,2019/08/27,"I did it! I went to the gym but this time alone! I am 16 and in the begining of august, started going to CrossFit, its like pratice with a maximum ammount of 12 people per practice and I was kinda worried in the start, but I have 2 good friends of mine who go there as it was fine to adapt to it. This time they werent there and I was alone with adults that I didnt know and being the fresh meat kinda made me stood out. We had to pair-up to do WOD (Workout of the day) and I was paired with a really cool man that helped me a lot. I was very terrified of asking for stuff but overall it went fine, no medication whatsoever. If I did it, you can do it aswell, you just have to try :)",0.19530612244898293,2.0595566938775534,2.359891156462588,95.59820408163269,84.10204081632655,5.552653061224492,19.323809523809523,6.742157984588678,-0.01426312925170059,522,14,126,6,15,176,89,147,0.1,0.7340000000000001,0.165,0.8879,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,1,0,3,6,0,0,8,1,16,1,0,1,0,20,27,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,13,10,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,13,1,17,6,20,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,4,8,88,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321801740812439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505201348927534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455676607310835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611962156834014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715200176446566,0.1749989281856014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984826871708275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466413270909097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193189425387787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773798837077802,0.0,0.19742201212470792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018476570655625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464602416316216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366134480079245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953556237735743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388450602919649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24332154145278165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165415563015754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215141963792355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868262663119658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188597888027916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,siasatmadar,2019/08/27,"Psychedelics as a cure for SAD Hi, has anyone here used psychedelics like magic mushrooms, LSD, DMT, etc. to cure or alleviate Social Anxiety Disorder? Or any idea about if these substances can be useful for this mental disorder and if so how to use it therapeutically? 

I didn't find any scientific research related to this issue. After trying CBT with several psychotherapists and getting no results, I'm trying to find a new method for dealing with my disorder. It's ruining my life to the point that sometimes I rather die than to continue this miserable life.

It's 2 months that I'm under psychodynamic psychotherapy but it seems it takes much time to be effective.",7.3827500000000015,8.833036441666668,7.7633333333333345,66.12000000000002,63.75,11.333333333333336,35.83333333333333,11.20814326018867,4.544333333333333,543,25,87,16,8,178,85,120,0.14300000000000002,0.794,0.064,-0.6958,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,0,5,2,0,6,0,20,13,10,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,17,10,2,7,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,5,6,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051634138099006,0.0,0.11539818798724524,0.0,0.0,0.10547632010925596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551750374842596,0.0,0.0,0.15655624656182374,0.0,0.5186540951755283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682352212015655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27574439366978803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881177262232585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028885493199278,0.0,0.15744595793037786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130965870346626,0.07369663709739664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201914724492405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204053101337423,0.0,0.110890522322902,0.0,0.0,0.14568978800025026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259997117897508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732621198578346,0.0,0.1704151269071968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377038052882158,0.0,0.0,0.14919237516457545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134188056544288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796059108723274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483156871023636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908523128790991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,domtus57,2019/08/27,"Can a school/school counselor send you home due to anxiety and/or panic attacks? Or will they just.. make you stay in their office until you calm down?

Please help asap, I’m going to school in an hour and I’m so afraid of talking to my counselor. I feel like I’ll break down and humiliate myself.",3.150338983050851,5.0118864067796665,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,74.76271186440678,6.07593220338983,21.969491525423727,6.742157984588678,0.4679600000000002,234,6,47,2,5,74,45,59,0.177,0.6759999999999999,0.147,-0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,2,0,2,5,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,9,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,4,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725317709003524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565758159126736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403602548656745,0.16112048707301435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281753362486458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511697032556013,0.0,0.22622752000751145,0.0,0.2221041155344812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018380383251616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054471747209744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646138344898842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475669957527262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6847528938555334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403876727675741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127450749349389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Vick-Park-A,2019/08/27,"Classroom anxiety So for years I have put off school due to my crippling social anxiety. I’m M(27) I get the same anxious feelings when I’m with a group of people talking. Its a fight or flight feeling, and I just want to leave immediately. I want to get over this anxiety because it has put my life on hold. It has pushed away people who just wanted to be my friend. Also I’ve pushed my family away. The strangest part about me and my anxiety, is that I was a Server/Bartender for many years. Which is a hyper social job. I would hardly feel any anxiety. I could walk up to a crowd of 20 and confidently talk to them. I’ve always rationalized it as I’m acting and there is a “script” to the conversation, so its different. So on the surface for most people I seem very social and well adjusted. But if you put me in a classroom setting my social anxiety goes through the roof! I could hardly concentrate yesterday on what my professor was saying because of this fear. I don’t know what to do. I can’t drop out again. It would crush me.",2.2664492753623198,4.462254521739133,3.9518140096618377,85.16453260869571,78.66183574879227,7.231787439613527,24.35966183574879,8.238735603445708,1.5932977777777768,814,29,163,16,20,272,117,207,0.11900000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.064,-0.7893,2,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,1,1,0,13,4,1,1,12,0,16,1,0,0,0,28,29,14,0,8,5,0,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,13,7,0,1,6,0,0,7,2,2,1,0,2,6,23,2,28,22,3,26,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,4,6,113,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398223834357227,0.08738274546606525,0.0,0.0,0.07141531542945627,0.0,0.4820273464195464,0.11863957433760518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973342830998525,0.0,0.0,0.12803505346550634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769542056710338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972065024602896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900089514887002,0.11817357669567848,0.15929959587926998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113604893202628,0.0,0.10973433317098327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881496154843309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421339319156696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771472142066636,0.0,0.0,0.11119807990829596,0.0,0.0,0.07417677302894743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647098488653006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372342278835484,0.0,0.21841716651789592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167139567101448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351391384741944,0.0,0.10628304014057774,0.0,0.09560373912265087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282073504332915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881773786669876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665021041743122,0.18582564383690275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442309897006357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920244967818347,0.0,0.0,0.13525530188974788
socialanxiety,Ponsif,2019/08/27,"I wish i had aspergers instead of social anxiety Today i pushed myself and went to an interview that i was apprehensive about going to. I asked a guard where the door to the giant warehouse was, and i even managed to have a good speaking voice. He told my where, so i went up, i tried the door and it was locked. I started trying to find the correct door and i noticed there were a lot of truckers around so i felt embarrassed and ended up finding a secluded spot to collect myself. I couldn't get myself to do it, so i went home and cried about how disappointing i am. This is the second time i went to a job site and ended up flustered and crying. I cant get a job. I have no future.

No one views social anxiety as a legit illness, it's something that i just need to ""get over."" If i had a diagnosis of autism, i would get accomadation and help, but instead im just a loser with no job.",2.4547540983606595,3.976069448087436,4.514448087431696,84.42577049180328,75.83060109289617,7.0657923497267765,25.31475409836065,7.793537801064563,1.3679547540983612,691,24,143,10,15,238,101,183,0.14800000000000002,0.8170000000000001,0.034,-0.9305,3,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,16,5,0,2,15,0,14,1,0,1,1,26,29,16,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,6,11,0,1,3,0,0,6,5,4,0,2,12,4,24,1,21,15,1,21,0,2,1,0,8,9,0,2,6,109,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525637510528848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360796896506048,0.11930653997582248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803669632918312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260651136576957,0.0,0.0,0.084291147503493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225342556677328,0.0,0.2332829124211179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667026459645697,0.0,0.07252882006371658,0.10704076439820764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554032723769646,0.0,0.12801226485769407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785042215836552,0.0,0.3799265039387845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849711216978858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462787324953197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529508012297834,0.0,0.0,0.08647793885431664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26018300308092457,0.0,0.098247342973237,0.0,0.0,0.09032938677345012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441566660349087,0.0,0.12096789220816452,0.12194542581689433,0.0,0.1732898510412968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732163752617118,0.0,0.0,0.14675555460808354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065687776031738,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Beecestopher,2019/08/27,"Any tips for a very socially anxious college freshman who is concerned about meeting girls or people in general? I just started college and so far I've developed a decent relationship with my roommates but that's about it. I'm very set on wanting to expand my social circle and hopefully end up dating as well. But I feel like anytime I think about introducing myself to someone or a girl I find attractive I just kinda freeze up because I worry that it's weird to just walk up and introduce myself to someone and possibly grab their number or something of the such. There's so many new people around me and so many girls as well. I didn't really date a whole lot in high school and I'd like to change that now that I've started college but the thought of walking up to anyone new and talking not only makes me freeze up from anxiety but I also don't feel confident in my ability to make conversation, keep conversation going or grab their number at the end of it. Any tips on how to handle this social anxiety, make more friends and start dating more?",8.303317073170732,7.078419648780493,8.464512195121955,70.88896341463416,62.26829268292683,11.321951219512195,37.57317073170732,10.355215969177356,3.8686,848,35,151,16,10,279,115,205,0.081,0.7659999999999999,0.153,0.9558,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,17,8,0,0,7,0,3,0,0,4,0,37,18,23,0,2,12,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,10,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,1,2,0,2,6,17,7,31,16,4,29,0,0,0,0,15,14,0,7,13,101,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867442968679398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781799723115953,0.0,0.18878505121842346,0.1393948597577857,0.0,0.08627671214541771,0.0,0.0,0.1098426938855381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521701094070662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052958610129806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857270492476166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477873959029252,0.08814938618460046,0.0,0.0,0.1127756431667232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533031642541663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012501898161941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036763744748106,0.0,0.12255347942795805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096741359834634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056362107345528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490122469486428,0.0,0.0,0.2470900755001897,0.2501948964229698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383404329768893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384317134113554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108529743943116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910296814165213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904638604377809,0.0,0.0,0.13247399958824455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487662365399213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37733975295026256,0.2090948151430066,0.09499116054610296,0.0,0.0,0.2620068804313169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917569675187236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906292210716782,0.0,0.09795737216654386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036182951019219,0.07277824370344406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188371312548685,0.0,0.0,0.13775981824374206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530788844595744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Candyloopt,2019/08/27,"I defended myself and confronted a woman who tried jumping the queue. I was in the park with my nephews. One of them asked me to buy him a pop corn so i went to buy him some and there was like one person  before me and this woman who stood after me.   I waited for my turn but this lady pretended that i don't exist and went placing her order. I looked her straight in the face and with the calmest voice i said "" you can order after i finish cause it's my turn"" she didn't take it well as she was a bit humiliated she raised her voice a little while mumbling something i didn't care to understand. I told this story to everyone in my family and mom was proud. Im 23 yo woman but i feel proud of myself for doing sth that sounds trivial to anyone without social anxiety.",1.7620754716981146,3.7439809308176137,3.6836226415094337,87.53260377358494,79.31446540880502,6.252578616352202,20.662893081761005,7.3011,0.6258734591194971,604,16,124,8,15,204,95,159,0.07200000000000001,0.816,0.11199999999999999,0.8055,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,2,3,6,1,0,8,0,9,1,1,1,0,16,23,11,0,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,9,8,0,1,2,1,2,3,4,1,1,2,11,6,30,5,18,12,2,15,0,0,1,0,22,6,0,1,5,89,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359555702510798,0.0,0.0,0.12426619081769565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661445232541026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512269158288039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402457725336347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811977265290685,0.18256773992569966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981939665228954,0.0,0.0,0.16753891564836976,0.0,0.08986074155088429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919684593528548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682517894709818,0.17812246502491064,0.0,0.0,0.149240321848751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814390905691746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24085579760941056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517854200625347,0.18567992480079654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690527366520055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116350124000366,0.0,0.13681779693366922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362357476227096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981939665228954,0.0,0.1206604419668245,0.3866173827909724,0.0,0.18501313694811086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597919250105256,0.3294970631108088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713160615018083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zatox7,2019/08/27,Feels like im being ignored alot I hate it and it ruins my day. Today at my apartment a girl was checking her mail and wouldnt say hello when i spoke to her. At work people( non co workers) wouldnt say hi. Is it that hard to say hello or are people that judgementsl?,1.374736842105264,2.9569636666666668,3.1402105263157907,92.85347368421054,79.0,4.5600000000000005,20.171929824561406,3.1291,-0.4127796491228071,207,5,45,0,5,69,41,57,0.175,0.782,0.043,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,6,6,1,4,4,1,6,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,2,4,27,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613018901871091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380901389148335,0.19510633018825232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446485164848884,0.26963473431835183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950003612455324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342535144027062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786733632230829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6515523853510978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25887169108211217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882375749630454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,QueefOnAYogaBall,2019/08/27,"Someone at work told me what's up, and I replied good how are you. Should I quit my job and go live alone in the woods now?

I also have a habit of saying good morning at 5pm... I'm a mess.",-0.8365909090909085,0.3516930681818238,1.5727272727272743,103.37909090909092,84.22727272727272,4.4,17.81818181818182,3.1291,-1.1242090909090907,141,3,40,0,4,48,37,44,0.106,0.757,0.13699999999999998,0.3182,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,2,5,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190413289239331,0.0,0.24634317440950304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506885863228602,0.516746430835604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056867571184612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720090465098494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276433754401689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24496944890144925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610052101562344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943498390631038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242601549657716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ziltex_YT,2019/08/27,"Is this really a problem? Would it be a big problem for me to talk to a girl?
(Im a guy)

My question is: Would you care if a guy has a mole on their face? Like above lips etc.?

Its hard to even look at her :(",-2.6131249999999966,-1.0021827291666645,0.5591666666666697,105.30250000000002,95.04166666666669,4.033333333333334,14.25,5.46131890053228,-1.3211500000000005,151,3,44,1,6,53,37,48,0.212,0.68,0.10800000000000001,-0.6753,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,6,0,6,2,2,0,0,6,8,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,6,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,2,1,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433996415627116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662454103045974,0.15767793919735734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727575450021754,0.0,0.0,0.21385386725377306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578677729178627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166306986249726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047183560474915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568619146849613,0.0,0.0,0.2674305834830641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293560604733591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188094544277107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33917178927291786,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lmao_lol_xd,2019/08/27,"My teachers make everything worse During lessons I never raise my hand. Im just to scared. I guess my teachers noticed that too. Because I used to be one of the better students in class its pretty obvious. Lately Im getting picked without wanting to say anything. Even if I know the right answer, I just cant think straight. 

Yesterday in maths my teacher asked me something I didnt fully understand. When i mouthed that I didnt know the answer she still tried to get the answer out of me. At some point I just looked at my friend, started crying and got the hell out of the room, my best friend following me. Outside the classroom i had a full on panic attack.
This shit always happens in school and its getting worse and worse.

So I did the mistake of starting to cut again yesterday night and today in school, my friend noticed. She said everythings getting out of my hand and if she sees cuts or marks ever again she will tell my parents.

Im really, really scared and feeling really bad the last weeks.
I dont know what to do anymore...",4.072252475247524,5.811675668316834,4.5218688118811885,85.12953589108909,72.01980198019803,7.030198019801983,28.961633663366328,7.645422480735847,1.8197118811881188,823,33,154,10,16,260,115,202,0.21899999999999997,0.687,0.094,-0.9795,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,11,15,5,3,10,0,9,4,4,3,3,36,32,11,0,4,7,1,3,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,6,9,0,0,10,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,6,7,28,5,22,24,3,31,1,0,2,0,12,15,2,5,15,100,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782870111224385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468039117313377,0.0,0.0,0.08686127309319883,0.0,0.09867797428977867,0.12008197994146662,0.0,0.0,0.08813249600285368,0.06434423857212823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110771549871637,0.0933532096639242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594521139000925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370754036667968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971687962697777,0.09547889397756396,0.0,0.0,0.18972878342396676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053370859121590994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446503741581355,0.0,0.2205887191669547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844205201888577,0.0,0.11627872749496015,0.0,0.09334032812143234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420466409385843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740278011544277,0.08603992936541721,0.11906858415643486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886380866124981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045756701376317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140911925104234,0.0,0.0,0.09905450868174613,0.0,0.0,0.2403459891421221,0.0,0.0,0.07152556623156303,0.0,0.0,0.12384391355210066,0.1172043145639993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978187252034956,0.0,0.0,0.1073855307015106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028602090772323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014183864164738,0.10040524523008257,0.08394012500862852,0.21135429335199768,0.21365090593159525,0.08411221812125651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834882201467004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125999451427236,0.0,0.0,0.14942216759363425,0.0,0.08429490557344091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922581314110458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763421543410518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005207224704522,0.0,0.0,0.07166368025255768,0.0,0.0,0.10988458249156392,0.0,0.09116405689647196,0.0,0.0,0.062258000113915475,0.0,0.0846683938017394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174949845591223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32270312300420306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BerusuPotingo,2019/08/27,"7 hours till I should wake up for 1st day of school, in order to not be able to not sleep I stayed a bit longer online, however, the nervousness just set in when my body realized I am about to go to sleep welp, 5 hours of sleep I guess, with bad luck a little bit less :>",5.0080790960452015,3.4237242711864404,5.680000000000002,89.36824858757063,69.0,9.900564971751416,24.751412429378533,8.841846274778883,1.1191988700564959,208,3,53,3,3,68,45,59,0.10099999999999999,0.847,0.053,-0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,3,5,5,0,0,8,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,13,3,3,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,5,29,5,1,0.19722599566445093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467546824447407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306394123610975,0.21907361976516213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719445110404132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208807841096112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726666967975306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38845575515608016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767226078393102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960323700580496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.592105289759433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102166696245744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JeremArcioni,2019/08/27,"Staying Relaxed at Work Hey guys, I’m currently doing a research with professionals and their relationship with Panic attack at work.

Could you help me with these two simple questions?

1. What are your 2 biggest struggles with Panic attacks at work? 

2. If you look at your answers to question 1, how have you tried to solve this struggles ?

Thanks a lot !",3.8948660714285737,6.8711807187500025,4.016339285714288,82.55187500000002,77.75,5.5321428571428575,29.455357142857146,6.868970318607317,1.844935714285714,282,13,46,3,7,87,47,64,0.233,0.633,0.134,-0.833,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,1,3,1,8,2,4,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,7,2,10,6,1,7,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,4,1,31,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967311342995896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921640991870168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726489442263677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168733062993344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642283821878554,0.0,0.0,0.14823904271463734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091599449274131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906578192589612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872029515447788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585008440775547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645686947592366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053203324861384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183825132153008,0.0,0.17032944694836855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808197883894455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,basil3232,2019/08/27,"I have a fear of eating with people I just met...really in need of desperate help to overcome this I am a 22-year old male starting my new University life next Monday. However, I have a social anxiety problem that has been with me for quite some time now. Whenever I have to eat together with people I just met, I get really nervous and I will lose all my appetite and be unable to eat my food. There was a time when I got so nervous that I almost vomited while trying to eat my food. I will always never finish my food when my nervousness kicks in, which in turn gets me questioned by others as to why I have a lot of food left on my plate. I always give the same excuse that I am not hungry or that the food is not tasty enough. Even if I try to finish my food, I would have to drink a lot of water to allow myself to swallow the food easily. 

This anxiety always happens whenever I have to eat with people I am not so close with, such as new classmates or classmates that I don't really talk to. I think I am afraid people are judging me such as if I eat too slow or eat too messily. I have tried telling myself constantly not to care what others think of me but it doesn't work. Once I am comfortable with someone I will be able to eat normally with that person without any problems. This anxiety gives me many problems as I have avoided going to orientation camps so I would not have to eat with new people I meet. And now that my school is around the corner and I would have to dine with new people, I can already feel the nervousness and anxiety just from the thought of it. Please I really need help to deal with this problem.",6.561880220366093,5.470691688821756,7.2258859072329855,77.93579704993783,65.6465256797583,10.56769148747112,31.555180380309228,9.773937934552695,2.7238358272614183,1283,40,260,23,17,427,151,331,0.099,0.83,0.071,-0.4278,1,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,17,14,0,7,12,0,32,22,0,1,2,56,49,21,0,12,15,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,17,17,20,1,5,1,0,1,9,12,0,0,5,1,47,2,46,36,6,29,0,1,0,0,14,8,0,10,20,194,64,2,0.05942565977712525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059506214248020974,0.0,0.06557769327669875,0.0,0.1483407282747549,0.0,0.0,0.04041148644114928,0.0,0.18184186829726898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052901436173146535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058842065539007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421802686666846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126524585825172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821452299662325,0.0,0.5472655702580371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061402592029939376,0.0,0.03925008782604585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687038856611664,0.03004739912460676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030042058023675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209490905978221,0.11401301556601967,0.03377297191620725,0.0,0.04752812876110047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052549914684656605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966353421892032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456615322498041,0.0,0.04197410092613153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664821127955242,0.0,0.1010431417216162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060248291787886286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881267474898749,0.04583273229583825,0.22957469006988845,0.06319986334238413,0.0,0.05822452931933057,0.0,0.0,0.06235723346414417,0.06328638821891143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24718962060654998,0.05188819396283481,0.0,0.06523152924457383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274493231842128,0.0,0.0,0.06657033915152079,0.06320650402202077,0.0,0.06763941075897907,0.11420879800263307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060141940279010875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057697649297902,0.050351168685603326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04206178785244154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04776409432486862,0.051940645937188265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615512656441628,0.0,0.04717733595242656,0.06930316020907712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103836655773567,0.0646380533297352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053622414878757366,0.0,0.0,0.057284215415534336,0.0,0.043262588073939234,0.0,0.0,0.12664285110058934,0.0,0.0,0.038268176549680434
socialanxiety,sixty9fourhundred20,2019/08/27,I wasn’t nervous when answering a question during first day of class. Yesterday was my first day of my second year in college and normally I’m petrified of being called on to answer a question or to ask one. Yesterday I woke up with serious motivation to kill it this semester and I asked questions without stuttering or looking like an idiot. I hope this is a sign that this semester will be good.,6.063552631578951,7.087298250000004,7.261684210526319,70.07278947368421,66.5,11.343157894736846,37.56842105263158,11.20814326018867,4.790255789473684,321,17,54,10,5,109,55,76,0.17600000000000002,0.674,0.15,-0.5003,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,1,8,2,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,15,12,5,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,3,1,6,3,11,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,6,9,41,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35975322574755736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964712885877277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481760109778196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273263057156604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138369399759311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110573333809772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21287225331481247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400140790243043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157525431812894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852014710631632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303814420615376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6466269599673093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854755863766355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390520553750667
socialanxiety,mini_rainbow,2019/08/27,I feel like an idiot. I have to go to my advisor and ask for three things. I got the answers for the first two and forgot the last part. Now I have to go back after less than 20mins and see her again. I just know she thinking I'm an idiot for not remembering and   I don't want to bug her. When I was there the first time I was a bumbling mess don't want to go back and feel like a bigger idiot. Am I over thinking? Dose she even care?,0.2411458333333343,1.82112165625,2.213750000000001,98.18958333333336,82.4375,5.1000000000000005,16.916666666666664,5.82211442006289,-0.7390333333333334,333,6,84,2,9,111,56,96,0.158,0.757,0.085,-0.7188,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,3,0,8,0,7,1,0,0,0,17,23,6,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,7,0,0,3,3,4,0,4,4,3,14,3,11,19,2,15,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,12,61,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082373088552854,0.0,0.0,0.3139098557494215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081129460486069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348186884851285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641742053277767,0.2916453392223312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472470705097689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480166312112053,0.0,0.16325262797174758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217847594024036,0.16638424577324268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994444867273686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104100882893865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312270605228762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265643260796134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560760782916068,0.2615824537855031,0.0,0.0,0.11902344280950107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939462416931952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407893746241932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RenaDaria,2019/08/27,"Figuring out this whole dating thing I've never had a boyfriend.
Or really any close guy friends.
I was that one quiet girl in school who barely spoke.
But in college, things have changed quite a bit. I've been meeting a lot of new people, who don't know me as the quiet one. 
So I've talked to a lot of boys, and become friends with some.
But I guess I'm so starved for attention from guys that I will just get excited if anyone expresses interest me and start to like them back.
But I feel like I like the fact that they like me, more than actually liking their personality or anything.
It just feels so good to be wanted for once.
I don't know if that makes me rush into things though.
I'm so new to all of this.
A guy I met at a party the other day wants to meet up again.
I'm really excited about it.
But at the same time, I'm scared he'll get to know me better, and see me for the neurotic mess that I am.
Part of me just wants to save the trouble and turn him down.
Reject him before he rejects me.
The other part is hopeful that maybe this time we'll click.
I don't know what to do.",2.189703065134097,3.3448119741379294,3.6780459770114966,91.64932950191572,75.8103448275862,7.052107279693488,21.509578544061302,7.594959193182576,0.5248067049808438,846,20,198,11,18,280,130,232,0.085,0.741,0.17300000000000001,0.9627,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,3,2,11,19,0,1,13,0,13,0,0,1,3,41,37,18,0,6,11,0,2,5,2,3,0,3,0,6,19,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,5,7,23,14,28,28,10,20,0,2,2,0,24,9,0,9,15,129,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.11486164562710853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004242219088703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230103007692104,0.0,0.09685995873120752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905067328423758,0.0,0.0,0.1299942779446635,0.10015701669270168,0.0,0.0,0.10409918843546694,0.12850174663853167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451470535344855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590902579020492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190288612606384,0.08408741018564928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187487780356532,0.0,0.12299045060136304,0.0,0.0,0.09872411875357856,0.0,0.0,0.1296636849242891,0.3496349370134452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690614240644075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587470808356594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875199447628682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013462808286706,0.0,0.0,0.07856800608865057,0.0,0.1182489949892576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078020215682657,0.2273575644597529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253503954162005,0.15951788747056478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549228597557577,0.0,0.08160079272926628,0.10277416382454016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519216999127794,0.0,0.0,0.1508077633810577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784174582481995,0.11912223476862528,0.09379445736736663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331114932610982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460562182200584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345909433882463,0.0,0.11564309975604115,0.0,0.13726772502407053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802761813154914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827373720107956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141176411034058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,areyouminee,2019/08/27,"I get extremely apathetic while socializing I get general outburst of gloomy apathy during my day but it especially happens when I have to socialize, I just see everyone around me bursting with bubbly energy and effortless connecting and  it all happens so fast that my whole self and brain just go blank, it's like there's a pane between me and the world, like we speak 2 different languages

It's hell",4.73247104247104,7.462441513513514,5.913938223938223,71.49148648648651,73.05405405405406,10.715057915057915,32.19305019305019,10.608840637214634,4.448488803088804,328,16,54,12,7,109,57,74,0.141,0.742,0.11699999999999999,-0.2255,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,12,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,2,5,7,2,7,1,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,6,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538289085279855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27009132011827264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603490460362854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527816698915356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23118940139486024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528131935164066,0.0,0.1375032674008109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4279034127468402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23640481055154686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279932860835955,0.0,0.2524020405420801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932661666679968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701236363304429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,N0b0dy1nparticular,2019/08/27,"I guess I'm not ready for crowds yet Full disclosure, I've always dealt with a bit of social anxiety, and I've spent the past 2 years as a hermit thanks to working an overnight job that left me tired enough to sleep through the day. Recently, I was let go from that job just in time for the start of a new semester of college. I took a few years off because of the job and tried to make it work last semester (it did nawt), and I took online classes and classes with really small sizes.

Today, I went to my Biology class and planned to go to a job fair. The Bilogy class had 150 people in it with np a/c, so naturally I was a bit sweaty and fidgety, but I managed to chill out and enjoy the class. Then I went to the job fair, and it was almost like a sensory overload. There were people everywhere talking, and I had absolutely no idea what to say or do. So, my brain went into Nope Mode, and I circled the event like a scared cat looking for an exit until I found one, and now I'm on the city bus going home whilst feeling quite ashamed.

Think I'm gonna try to find a part time night job, lol",8.754187287724406,4.835475384279476,8.812809315866089,77.19840853954392,63.71615720524017,12.273847646773412,36.79815623483745,9.725611199111238,3.1242019408054347,849,26,192,12,9,281,138,229,0.092,0.805,0.10300000000000001,0.3679,6,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,6,6,0,2,20,1,9,3,2,1,0,28,30,18,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,7,16,0,0,5,0,1,8,3,2,0,1,14,3,14,4,30,14,6,36,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,3,20,108,21,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217879341992356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490584735106771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806068210958966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622029248860678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228035352792327,0.0,0.0,0.11391091403888635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580766311774297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543508515471862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159472883222938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326314317924113,0.0,0.0,0.11188211116728387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739758560115991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124090845229085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235491371584314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519127296107592,0.0,0.0,0.6075565426835573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317660418842696,0.0,0.0,0.11086727185831376,0.10434329651011716,0.0,0.09970364112894946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856882972889864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811280770226757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855132412441384,0.0,0.09575807096155382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914526494470917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049988786697916,0.0974091770516814,0.1414840309743838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853260283612172,0.0,0.0,0.06536973953235442,0.0,0.1007526562673314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114667927861006,0.10216031400375468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211416483582836,0.10401741137961104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222477158325041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201626651241399,0.0,0.0939451574409371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538341451752172,0.0,0.0,0.11900124011983615,0.11728051229493328,0.09672243658151247,0.0,0.22674143884455744,0.13855756533079708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837776207186918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485733584460148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314214374293523
socialanxiety,Tomobedient,2019/08/27,"How do I stop caring about things I can’t control? Hey! I (21 M) have thought about things and an issue I have is that I worry, think and care too much about things that I just can’t control/be involved with or influence. How do I become carefree with stuff like that and just go with the flow?",2.351803278688521,3.8475481147540975,2.9024262295081966,95.9831475409836,76.04918032786884,5.5357377049180325,22.036065573770493,5.6839178017228535,-0.029750163934426418,229,6,52,1,5,71,38,61,0.08199999999999999,0.722,0.196,0.7993,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,4,0,16,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,6,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430088328542488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486760092829484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935707712984178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250496555041075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296569751517742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107496864175645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174935364767706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183957191728316,0.0,0.0,0.25188480203537783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385398515404049,0.1409880712508736,0.0,0.17468138791840765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345389006199526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,daboring1,2019/08/27,"I want to give up Ok so I do not know if this belongs here and talking to this with, spoke to my psychiatrist about it and it didnt work as much as I hoped it will. So let's jump into it, I am 20 years old my entire life I had been struggling to talk to girls to the point when I just want to stop doing it, but I cant. My first and only date was 5 or 6 years ago when I was in mid school when girl lost a bet and had to go out with me for at least 10 minutes, didnt knew it until the date ended 10 minutes after, at first I thought to myself ""yeah fuck those people they are evil"" but then the more i thought about it I was like ""dang am I that unattractive?"" So I stopped trying to talk to girls in person and did whatever every other lonely fat guy like me does, try it behind a screen. Now i didnt catfish and told people that I'm attractive and all of that I was completely honest, but then lady friends started to block me, not all of them but a good handful of them  and I dont know why, the best hint I got is that I am creepy and annoying as hell and I'm just too much, and how can I blame them, I am not funny, they know I'm ugly as shit, I am not very smart or charming. so now I know that I dont have good personality either, so I just want to stop trying but I cant, people just motivate me to try more and more which makes me hurt more and more people, I just want people to motivate me to stop doing that, I want to loose all hope and to know that not even a blind girl who also happened to be deaf would date me. So yeah again I didnt knew where to put it and I dont know why I chose it here, so do what you wanna do with it internet!",2.773423913043477,2.5779566684782607,4.3739130434782645,92.20152173913044,73.34782608695653,7.378260869565217,22.52173913043478,6.7026698264267655,0.2758250000000002,1266,24,320,9,23,428,166,368,0.18100000000000002,0.672,0.147,-0.9586,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,5,7,27,22,5,1,8,3,35,7,3,4,3,71,65,42,0,10,19,0,1,2,1,2,4,2,0,7,25,20,1,5,12,0,1,3,14,9,0,2,20,5,47,13,44,41,13,38,1,3,2,1,21,10,4,6,27,229,72,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187823255737525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386627166400753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693401268708277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684558642544644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083143843039638,0.0,0.32476213345269644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181020580284225,0.0,0.0,0.061007875235982875,0.0,0.07782361863198567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713552914481416,0.0,0.0,0.07136291613994547,0.08539228303052754,0.0,0.08860734095369585,0.05249458972280463,0.15494698537113813,0.07387474296892697,0.0,0.0,0.09145836592353708,0.0816802921041018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348357590774,0.0,0.0,0.0988813396020164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045766373144837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445204638495988,0.06524191038229231,0.09025220835099676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083005834929518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165603625414157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580150898352114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692417342101058,0.0,0.0,0.07024966052602423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201800379918961,0.16130350981810862,0.0,0.0,0.08731716138337625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285486878954573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348086060987204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481393101361403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537820544190741,0.0,0.0,0.3088935276921275,0.0,0.0965625861164817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272453913320567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665898524903476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826112283650661,0.0,0.2508459292608726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621287677821538,0.27240377966671026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669463830368758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724465400684178,0.0,0.0,0.06561523542500118,0.0,0.0,0.11896330784270087
socialanxiety,lifeofabastard,2019/08/27,Socially anxious extrovert I have high social anxiety/anxiety in general. I have my first really close friends and I am constantly scared of saying the wrong thing or losing them. I can hold a conversation but sometimes there’s breaks in the conversation that freak me out. I think everyone around me secretly wants me to go away so they can talk to their real friends in peace. I know they treat me differently because I’m a girl. They are so protective of me. They constantly worry about me being safe doing basic things like taking a walk. I just want to be one of them. I want to be seen as the same as anyone else. I crave attention and get energy from talking to people way more and time alone is painful and draining. But I isolate myself because I think I’m unlikeable. I’m drowning. I just want friends but it’s so fucking hard with constant doubt and worry.,2.41120481927711,5.216491144578316,3.712060240963858,83.23218674698798,83.33734939759037,7.4163855421686735,25.76987951807229,8.395991825355821,2.278181686746988,694,29,126,17,20,226,105,166,0.174,0.647,0.179,0.4627,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,7,2,8,13,1,2,6,0,11,2,0,0,0,30,26,14,1,4,6,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,9,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,7,0,2,1,3,27,6,19,22,2,17,0,1,1,1,19,8,1,2,6,86,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253561614453654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789469795445127,0.14456671864980605,0.0,0.08947776978598568,0.13111770666596248,0.0,0.1139181017885448,0.0,0.0,0.12022956902929074,0.0,0.0,0.1560154582061219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148618402709907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336986790685381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069003283225278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222783186549946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884899085400804,0.0,0.0,0.29660184867829265,0.11830378381233855,0.06685767610987302,0.0,0.07272681293301314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463364007186436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352045663423916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032752721979997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251839959311893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431627691121637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671401073897679,0.0,0.13616631819155342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871647097684025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565489780918106,0.08197918252747162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176479942660367,0.12811767476344993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608932639024425,0.0,0.0,0.1265630141909817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621554649646774,0.20571067073978835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700316865759127,0.1639926642310792,0.0,0.0,0.07461881028263108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30191391273924395,0.10157455246392268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25991417883048884,0.0,0.0,0.13991224497085633,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blokzenz,2019/08/27,"Are you happy with your life? I’m truly curious. I know that living with social anxiety has held me back in so many ways in life. 

Are you doing what you wanna do in life, or are you doing what’s comfortable? 

What would you be doing right now if you weren’t held back by sa?",1.6670689655172417,3.241814327586209,3.5822758620689648,90.04031034482759,78.13793103448276,6.708965517241379,16.772413793103446,7.554174236665415,0.08641655172413776,213,3,47,3,5,72,39,58,0.027000000000000003,0.772,0.201,0.9009,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,0,9,15,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,9,2,7,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,3,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754333468703295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172250574808475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888033065573664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490990812013296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748804689440326,0.0,0.0,0.2395623824965794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27505505753854154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316882457304929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27655562108629506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534487340176672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927233434764444,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Aziraphale22,2019/08/27,"Had the worst day ever at work. Everything sucks. I posted here recently about the new part-time job I got.

Well. The store that I work at is going to be renovated in the next couple of weeks. So all the products had to be packaged, shelves taken apart, all that stuff. So everyone (plus some employees from other locations) had to come in today. For almost 10 hours. And there's more to do tomorrow. 

It was excruciating. I felt alright for the first few hours. But it kept getting harder and harder to be around all those people with no time to myself (except for a 30 minute break). Plus it was physically very very exhausting - I have some health problems and never ever would have applied for a job for which I have to stand/walk/carry stuff for that many hours at a time. I just cannot do it. I mean, I can, apparently. But now every single part of my body hurts. A lot. I can hardly walk right now. 

The moment I got in my boyfriend's car when he picked me up, I just started crying. I can't do this anymore.

I don't want to see any of these people ever again. I had to tell the team leader that I definitely won't be able to come in tomorrow  because I literally will not be able to walk. It was so embarrassing. She was so pissed off. Luckily the area manager (don't know if that's the correct word in English) was really nice about it and told me it's not a problem. But I do have to go in on Thursday now to watch some handimen for like 7 hours on my own. Fun. 

I don't want to go back ☹️ And I'm not seeing my therapist for another five weeks so I can't talk to her about it. I know I'm overreacting but everything hurts and everyone was so annoying and I'm completely overwhelmed. I don't know what to do.",1.1528765025648902,3.3348099518413616,3.273587014776819,88.58534568562902,82.62606232294618,6.762391853609984,21.155271418727512,7.917944638633933,0.9839460837608144,1335,41,288,26,37,453,177,353,0.099,0.851,0.05,-0.9478,4,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,4,24,16,3,2,15,1,37,4,2,1,8,50,62,21,0,6,11,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,21,13,0,1,5,1,1,8,13,11,1,2,16,5,31,5,49,38,13,56,0,3,3,0,7,17,2,6,30,205,52,6,0.18901621463443904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463621781037763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426875379680058,0.09909999083578216,0.0,0.0,0.0937266473726917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413225239463433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267090088962479,0.0,0.057611265028039066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497720190173453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282073226813149,0.09908995243011776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457142317357328,0.10381271812912987,0.06094991075896127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25646398127904096,0.07962715651600268,0.1806130931951328,0.1698755858775568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907426038748818,0.0,0.0,0.08038854780453791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049376585394966345,0.0,0.16113340598569095,0.0,0.15117353380297646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466070087213799,0.0,0.0,0.10045769867986724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372285793995863,0.0,0.20234576709250293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875694273443044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581755254304194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617188744630043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803474131992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581638718566636,0.0,0.1029470348694946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289047860304658,0.09127651896426288,0.1005104443029642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468614095344576,0.0,0.1310400438665898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051264235609452,0.0,0.0,0.18086299020778326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605443135658058,0.0,0.09331535443273407,0.0,0.0,0.08070940726538015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062145105184233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689332478968679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163783440232869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596203675810245,0.08260425140869941,0.0,0.0,0.10973119680702696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021687478147447,0.0,0.08958263519378812,0.0903065465975664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595817245279234,0.11148666063264707,0.0,0.15161740609743765,0.0,0.08497413844558792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760605542612292,0.0,0.0,0.06713584786808598,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trillblackgirl,2019/08/27,"freshman in crisis I’m going into my freshman year in high school and I have orientation tomorrow. I feel nauseous and just sick every time I think about it. My family keeps telling me that I’ll be fine because it’s only to 11:00 to 2:00.
does anyone have any advice/ideas of how I can lead a conversation with someone and not let it turn into a failure or just to be comfortable while I’m there",3.900041666666666,5.279059587500001,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,71.875,7.833333333333335,27.083333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.853708333333334,317,11,61,5,6,106,59,80,0.134,0.802,0.064,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,0,15,13,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,10,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,39,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223349438716988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873756926897252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335624268238974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345084078707353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257821121894485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526247901020264,0.0,0.1354971821612448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522974587211241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831323281057843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025133235324373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381901985950913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740245558903778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038085225664194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712069488517666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270559740339605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342236389558401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170878940002787,0.0,0.0,0.15625949660829674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914819365977989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256835000685228
socialanxiety,ellethesticc,2019/08/27,"SCHOOL ANXIETY! HELP! PLEASE! Alright so in starting sixth form with no friends. People know me I think but either dont like me or wont talk to me because im quiet. 

Anyway thats not to point of this post. Basically what do I do if I walk into the library and there are no seats do I just awkwardly turn around? Then where do I go?? The toilets?

Also, how the hell do I eat? I can't skip lunch I'll feel sick. 

And what do I do during science practicals? The teacher just expects you to work with people. It's horrible to approach someone to ask if you can work with them. And if you just sit there you get told off. They are part of your grade in the end as well. 

Oh and we were told well have to do presentations. I will have an anxiety attack and that is super hard not to show. Like red face, sweating, extreme shaking and on the verge of tears! In front of everyone!

Please help me! The first day is on Thursday!",-0.4111904761904768,1.84200376719577,1.4647222222222247,96.58375000000002,95.984126984127,4.393121693121693,18.91931216931217,6.1826913282559595,-0.06534179894179902,708,23,157,8,28,231,119,189,0.20199999999999999,0.684,0.114,-0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,5,2,4,13,11,2,2,8,1,20,5,2,1,0,28,30,16,0,4,11,0,2,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,6,12,2,0,3,1,0,5,7,4,2,1,3,4,21,7,23,25,3,25,1,0,1,0,15,11,1,4,9,110,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245032352260001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382010183753364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385948801335607,0.14554679357206285,0.17711700378992884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949056532261949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004055559592768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246458716493724,0.0,0.0,0.15930717701518646,0.0,0.0,0.13789291198139425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876607537210967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872027644712681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242770554650582,0.0,0.0,0.12028377410192563,0.0,0.08134029149867772,0.0,0.08848079245260397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946541730939713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087080951819529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816921303535634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556177685623997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521220940607643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685943877823314,0.0,0.21586821528559036,0.0,0.0,0.34179623959508965,0.14717500745713552,0.0,0.14910558627472115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756405887899916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191351111386693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019641180500787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513571287509925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099758261790907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975321507442193,0.0,0.0,0.1693432901137154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799635145170544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22668470431503546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dhdhkels,2019/08/27,I’m about to go to school I’m a bout to go to a new high school and I’m terrified oh fuck someone help,-3.687692307692308,-2.260843999999995,0.10653846153846304,105.87596153846157,104.3846153846154,4.138461538461539,14.192307692307693,5.985473137389443,-1.0647384615384614,80,2,24,1,4,29,16,26,0.266,0.638,0.096,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,8,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005769313277856,0.0,0.0,0.3695571105541444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792741245513092,0.3435171077635606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140120424147402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6580967090422158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27548112228089555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sunshine_barbie2,2019/08/27,"We matched. And now I’m freaking out. I’m not sure there’s much advice to give here, except just wait it out. But I needed a place to vent and I hope you all don’t mind.
I have a touch of social anxiety and am prone to way overthinking non-issues.

Long long long story short I had and internship a few years ago, and one of the guys that worked there, was kind of hot.

He was generally nice to me. But not enough for me to think he might be interested. He’s also a bit older then me, so I thought he might see me as a “kid”, and I think he was dating someone at the time. The list goes on.

He’s also a major sarcastic a-hole (which I’m into). So like, kinda playful... but not too *traditionally* flirtatious.

I would go out to lunch with him and another of his male coworkers regularly, and they were some of the times I most looked forward to out of my time there, because we always had so much fun.

We’re friends on social media, and have liked/commented on each other’s posts occasion. But it’s been awhile.

BACK TO PRESENT TIMES:

We *matched* on bumble.

I saw his profile and seriously, seriously weighed the options, stared at his profile for long time, and then went “f it I’m just gonna do it!” And we didn’t match at that time.

So then I thought, “oh well, he’s totally not going to swipe on me”.
And that was that.

Low and behold, I open the app later to see WE’VE MATCHED!

So I sent a “fancy meeting you here!” Which is pretty low risk. He can respond however, you know?

But that was last night, and he hasn’t responded yet. And he’s got like the time limit thing that bumble has to respond.

I’m feeling kind of embarrassed tbh. And I am worried he just swiped on me as a joke (being the sarcastic a-hole that he is), or he just did that narcissistic thing of “wanting to see if they like you” thing.

UGH. I’m freaking out.",1.0962027083624193,3.145492726790452,2.9274863883847573,91.74444192377493,81.94429708222813,6.196537763506909,21.59214016473545,7.3759095455046575,0.6431633952254638,1406,44,315,21,38,468,184,377,0.1,0.807,0.094,0.5398,1,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,4,4,2,2,21,23,0,2,16,0,27,2,0,0,3,69,55,36,0,5,16,0,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,3,18,30,2,2,6,2,0,5,7,9,1,1,17,9,34,14,41,32,11,52,0,2,6,0,39,21,0,9,29,198,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223310319163692,0.09273900011027801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732857957562675,0.08705192292230877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970281643224686,0.08003373965717091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804460467960203,0.0,0.06377516262613499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114217552648344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810005662207443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289883438686598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082887577152555,0.0,0.0,0.10036069350566428,0.11891550684562648,0.0,0.08367388477201518,0.0,0.0,0.10358989370618442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391091035348296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919572505303557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789051536091475,0.05749621911966009,0.08527897150371322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533356173941128,0.0,0.0,0.3703403633893952,0.08785415002222366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219698141916464,0.10563601455905336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381494889711395,0.07757413879962664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981784467454506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089297689381988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930525857547196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019669735027864,0.10643578719958936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501049282065028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329309960374876,0.08864388303424385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860277431913976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851392395967105,0.13407208428042594,0.0,0.1661126189998391,0.4270318814331111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617073753634064,0.08304220205545455,0.0,0.0,0.09406562233524236,0.09698345613243983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616434527926769,0.10624632465491378,0.0,0.07431879188465679,0.0,0.0,0.06737161926042033
socialanxiety,DeviantPrince,2019/08/27,"My Human Condition It's been three years since a traumatic event (physically and emotionally violent) that happened to me. After it happened I slowly started closing off from people, stopped going to parties and places I was Invited to. I developed serious mood of high and low that lasted months and was later diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. That one even, that one memory has instituted in me fear of going out and interacting with people too. This past one and a half year my anxiety has rolled uphill, making my daily life harshly debilitating. It's my last semester at my college and I've been exhaustively fearful of attending classes, that building evokes a fright and flight response. It's one of the hardest periods of my life and i feel extremely lost.",5.826111111111113,8.572975703703705,6.890833333333338,65.69625000000005,69.74074074074075,10.425925925925927,35.694444444444436,10.504223727775694,4.863111111111111,620,33,90,20,12,207,89,135,0.18899999999999997,0.792,0.019,-0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,3,4,0,6,5,0,1,0,16,14,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,10,13,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,8,0,6,5,1,12,0,16,9,0,23,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,12,65,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537527579968508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663447334815887,0.0,0.0,0.1878319505746348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435400630454105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824769086308964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688432587198575,0.08286762531832975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862847410541303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28985448108432976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731586096975479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671841805216347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152047564555706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789051158343616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939773802096488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308153033341657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444223976957548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645139279118078,0.2272411529758512,0.0,0.17122999623606638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355713657633948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600206931457055,0.0,0.0,0.13701924122865228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110793618298644
socialanxiety,uljoukji,2019/08/27,"AhHHHHHHh how i hate guestssss Im sry i just wanna vent.

My grandma dad and cousin are gonna come and eat at my house with me and my mum and im just so scared.

Ive never had anything going with grandma, we havent spent enough time together to get to know each other. So every time i speak to her on the phone or im around her its just awkwarddddddd ffs.

Im kinda uncomfortable around my dad too, he talks about awkward things and always embarassing me. 

I hate gatherings of any sort, regardless of how big it is unless its just me and my mum who im most comfortable with and love so much.

 But today shes gonna cook some fancy ass food. Set some fancy ass table but i ate like an hour ago and theyll be here in an hour. If i say im not hungry ill just be sitting there awkwardly whilst they eat but otherwise ill have to force myself to eat which i hate doing in front of ppl in fear of spilling something, trembling whilst lifting spoonfuls up to my mouth or being watched.

Im just so anxious, ive got the worst heart palpitations, a cold sweat, tremblings and i feel dizzy idky? Been going like this for the whole day and i hate it.

I hate when my mum is hosting cos im the center of attention, why cant i just dissapear of to my room and be left alone, im not interesting i have nothing to say unless its about school.

Idek if theyll be here in a hour, thats what ive been told but they could come as late as 8 cos theyre going to other places before they come. The uncertainty is what kills me, i just need a certain time and ill be like a bit calmer ffs.

Arghhhhh i just want to be in bed sleeping and forget everything.",1.6377391140788118,3.4160008017492736,3.3805548763284112,90.53279601241421,78.88338192419825,6.408313740242642,21.26859776168532,7.359569317364363,0.5213719364243392,1277,35,287,17,31,426,180,343,0.19699999999999998,0.72,0.083,-0.992,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,5,0,24,20,6,6,11,0,26,16,6,4,2,64,49,32,1,7,21,6,1,3,0,4,3,3,2,0,14,23,6,0,3,1,1,7,5,13,0,0,7,6,39,7,37,30,9,38,0,0,1,3,25,15,2,9,17,173,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395749237950249,0.0,0.0,0.07472665796189312,0.0,0.0,0.06003539708541195,0.0,0.0,0.04906514205887897,0.0,0.0,0.08151007292587757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059374110688830764,0.12845934210977938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139517168160377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877018562228692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645504744323216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760668830816802,0.0,0.0,0.0465314146174296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148540191040095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455125178629002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079031435018669,0.0,0.06484465047953482,0.0,0.0,0.08118991414253059,0.03648170449497424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724525407203533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037695910277740566,0.0,0.12301519771358198,0.0,0.0577057315833237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561707872945861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854992613009145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316255127642092,0.08325254628296487,0.0,0.0,0.7014189775243029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982437174738304,0.0,0.039652292906146185,0.0,0.08138945059763424,0.0,0.0783922532716645,0.0,0.0,0.10574797624870448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651190783982855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303927371571076,0.05349903907982427,0.05564728543991463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923081334403916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538241984566661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475471394827702,0.07223572002321765,0.07302064594391006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220308877686589,0.0,0.0,0.055545351075932614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057992226462054486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04793390657944215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621545383165494,0.0,0.06839069473307192,0.06894335545490142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04255651866928818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510503906848006,0.08055399496663207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rembestwaifu_,2019/08/27,"Daily Social Anxiety problems... So I’m waiting for the bus but I’m actually hiding behind a wall 200 meters from the actual stop so I don’t have to wait with other people because they make me uncomfortable. 

I hate leaving home.",2.5593181818181847,5.291839931818182,5.273818181818182,72.9257272727273,81.5,7.156363636363636,24.70909090909091,8.238735603445708,2.263632727272728,183,7,29,4,5,65,38,44,0.318,0.682,0.0,-0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.5768345739490909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260973873390613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801664861427091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917975942428496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964639553107902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129481619389682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972840545281208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489937372438852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828044949467814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012792652475841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470957073424575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WotYouSayin,2019/08/27,"Uninteresting title I went out high and drunk, made myself look like and absolute dickhead. I also saw a lot of ex work colleagues and none seemed to like me anymore (probably for a good reason). I feel ashamed of myself and wouldn't mind dying. Also, my dad thinks I'm gay and I'm pretty sure he's telling everyone. I've been freaking out about all this for the past two days",3.5972000000000013,5.2732195866666665,4.546333333333333,84.73150000000003,73.13333333333333,7.133333333333333,25.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.4039333333333337,299,10,59,4,6,97,58,75,0.152,0.685,0.16399999999999998,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,2,2,17,11,7,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,3,7,4,8,6,3,6,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,2,4,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431699802370675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278764638416456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837460766256976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268126849977932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502299017661085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848889052392896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799642540152602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669631691011824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964811041935105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017786921596732,0.0,0.0,0.18241276549378754,0.0,0.2030235585245028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664624848003727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048235117108425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182864820966911,0.2313339050227725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060526070287295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532899999098974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022219527604717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753646621637574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748253475151725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959569688189408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890093377174492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620354233893627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,teasparkles,2019/08/27,"My friend didn't stop and say hi to me :( Apologies if this comes across as me whining, i just have no one to vent to about this. Basically i was at lunch, sitting by myself, and i saw one of my friends walking around the area. I turned around to look at him (now, i'm socially awkward enough as it is and am usually not the first to smile) and he looked at me, but he didn't say anything or smile, he just walked back down the stairs.

It made me feel hurt and upset me, but i am starting to question whether my anxiety is making me feel like that, considering i also ruminated about this for hours, and started thinking what i could've done wrong :(

Asking for a second opinion.",6.535535714285714,5.460743919117651,6.563613445378152,82.60911764705884,65.69117647058823,9.536134453781512,33.399159663865554,8.418075326091056,2.3221336134453776,527,19,113,6,7,168,89,136,0.16399999999999998,0.754,0.081,-0.9053,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,4,0,9,1,0,2,0,25,23,14,0,1,8,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,7,9,1,1,4,0,0,3,4,5,0,4,6,7,18,3,21,17,1,21,0,2,3,0,13,9,0,4,9,82,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603730678295506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013406821885926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998644857864795,0.30286882414022226,0.15903035589795933,0.0,0.0,0.1308044755441196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653513463655932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358193936225905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408210438563634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757696217017788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202596185774416,0.1215269764333744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469590587980755,0.0,0.0,0.262853903335328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675245780636367,0.0,0.18210681042269986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310739853725557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856999560754021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096266984708574,0.11355008084173558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054255694802506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056269356701735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705573974398888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734062340042061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24081017737229304,0.0,0.0,0.14221999649942585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899994075455116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850313774338261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873526846369229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598912925971467,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,change-a-life,2019/08/27,"I just wanna runaway and forget everything I just wanna run from home , leave everything behind all the people I ever knew , and travel somewhere where people understand how emotions work , just put Everything behind me and never comeback.

I thought about it a lot but never came to a possible plan.

I just don't know what to do anymore.

I just wish I could just start a new life with new people and forget everything that ever happened.",9.117375,8.370681987500003,8.730000000000004,68.09500000000004,60.375,11.0,36.25,10.125756701596842,3.820625,349,13,54,6,4,112,51,80,0.067,0.885,0.048,0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,11,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,5,30,11,6,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,4,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,8,0,9,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374468966139998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730908396381675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377609274561463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438401288474367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28046079612972913,0.0,0.0,0.5573115002810415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708947415173528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550427878260525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851985425385323,0.0,0.0,0.16415074192626472,0.0,0.0,0.10949984331059888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317980366702678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391320787893979,0.2994512334519337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224276890654321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747691521181461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584451043053946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097285963864118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307377122129334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138811523732527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827289207046346,0.0,0.0,0.11286118131855195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Stukintimez,2019/08/27,"It has returned... first time in years I don;t know how it has returned but it has. There's something wrong with me at the moment. I feel so irritated by people and have completely closed down. I went to a part last Saturday an something very strange happened to me. I couldn't talk to people. When i did try and talk i just couldn't think of anything to say or just couldn't focus. It was so strange. haven't had social anxiety for years. I feel so sad and depressed. I've completely lost my wit/ personality/ sense of humour.

I used to enjoy making people laugh and getting to know people now i get angry and irritable by people and would rather not talk at all what the hell has happened?",2.7792986425339343,5.063340911764712,3.6738235294117683,87.35624434389143,77.38235294117645,6.2434389140271485,23.696832579185518,7.321109707123232,0.9899780542986428,548,18,108,7,13,175,83,136,0.264,0.644,0.092,-0.9853,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,10,8,1,0,4,0,13,0,0,3,1,27,26,13,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,5,3,12,3,16,17,2,17,1,3,0,0,6,5,1,1,11,72,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213528554765356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062498774547427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30737812836364725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625137607053988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823313079005346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468308218967365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316671399551016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25924501299274433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111592377192807,0.11948438073419805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001222028875142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784502177963787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587346682616958,0.0,0.5081095817056839,0.1279902698109685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656836458815607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942249813555655,0.0,0.22569288921115055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35345261723477184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939242094593764,0.0,0.0,0.0854734911400639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951996147909567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660030016098947,0.0,0.12094599395776814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358835360361056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412807130143813,0.16026505897919108,0.0,0.18878877323329316
socialanxiety,kays243,2019/08/27,"Drop out of school because of social anxiety/depression? Im in my last year of high school and I can't take it anymore! Ive been a loner for seven years.  School just started yesterday, and I'm still not used to having to be the ""quiet"" one, sitting alone when eating and not having any friends.  I'm naturally a talkative person, but no one likes me at all.  Also, I'm learning dumb useless stuff like chemistry and history, I don't care a shit about those subjects,  It's not like I'm getting good grades anyway, because the teachers also hate me.  Should I drop out, and do online school? I've heard of successful people being high school drop outs, is it possible to be a high school drop out and still attend college?",4.5936170212765965,5.787015631205673,5.391269503546102,81.52350000000003,69.99290780141844,7.909503546099291,28.993617021276588,8.238735603445708,2.0537965957446804,568,21,106,8,10,185,89,141,0.213,0.645,0.142,-0.8208,0,1,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,3,0,6,0,12,2,1,1,1,19,23,10,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,5,10,1,0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,3,2,2,7,7,15,17,1,23,0,1,0,0,4,9,2,0,11,66,12,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832508949350452,0.0,0.1827260327458587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769164958626883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330199224957505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928741263387914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648208866058594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984004847787679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690285955656955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826668963841529,0.0,0.0596891668757264,0.0,0.0,0.0958246818371454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279492869357323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621236210562583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340600255151712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312627991608463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744544844713607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483299326636282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920425220972005,0.09975578079503736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287959484152936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6937423432419034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727255940277195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646008709780893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086437720034857,0.0,0.1824750677930572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078509764686932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589927357673731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867243666333228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714221250598908
socialanxiety,coperhang,2019/08/27,"You are all depreşsed because you are ugly Can you imagine that guy depressive any minute in his life ?

*Processing img 3tymze254yi31...*",3.739242424242424,5.261926863636361,2.4672727272727286,83.90424242424244,121.27272727272728,5.103030303030304,30.93939393939394,6.42735559955562,2.8048848484848494,109,6,15,2,6,31,19,22,0.228,0.772,0.0,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389055281120669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34875371914115005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927585972480086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5664801030340811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40409910829152396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pard0nme,2019/08/27,"Success Stories I'd like to hear any success stories from people who were able to cure themselves from this. What you did? How it effected you? Your story.



A little about me - from a very young age I was a shy kid. Throughout school I was able to break it at times, but still overall shy. Toward the end of high school it got a lot worse for me. I would never speak up in any of my classes and this carried on into college. Fortunately I have long time friends i made when i was younger. When i was 23 i got horribly depressed with where i was with my life - a virgin recluse. I moved in with a friend a couple months later and he introduced me to my ex girlfriend. I don't know how i connected with her so quickly but she would come over everyday after the day we met. I loved her more than anything, it was everything i ever wanted. This last April I was blind sided by her leaving me after 4 years together. Its effected me badly. I feel worse off than ever. Ive always been shy, but i feel I've lost myself through this.",1.9023913043478269,4.0077732850241565,3.2107512077294693,90.47757608695656,79.43478260869566,5.879130434782609,23.876570048309173,6.961326702584282,0.8446987439613522,798,28,165,9,20,259,130,207,0.161,0.746,0.09300000000000001,-0.9394,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,0,5,11,9,0,0,9,0,15,4,0,5,3,27,27,10,0,3,3,1,2,1,3,2,2,2,0,1,11,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,15,5,35,6,30,10,2,38,0,2,1,2,19,13,0,1,23,117,46,6,0.2855641340945098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880611781622805,0.0,0.0,0.19419340359567944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174974753593335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921706197353298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299410797297647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798564142946886,0.0,0.09208262117978733,0.0,0.1229779851271883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646253144109318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25830910814369906,0.0,0.0,0.12832331522124185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443898064403711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062614162895589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839172481548836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092576664680616,0.0,0.0,0.15085709311488116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846928997552845,0.11638644151214342,0.0,0.15118559290007424,0.0,0.0,0.10085119652285464,0.06975610575850362,0.1431051413762539,0.0,0.12635763624719906,0.0,0.0,0.1558634928132891,0.12138820746853984,0.12886639009423334,0.13510384416606475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139672836967408,0.15175474095338656,0.0,0.0,0.11012233234206822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898710735171833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890061492451516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402594318305273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651474303644306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781015866172505,0.0842165625002673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910142490688037,0.20285656762547002,0.0,0.0,0.09194696988447948
socialanxiety,74throwaway,2019/08/27,"Community college classes to help with social skills? I'm looking to improve my social skills and want a class where I can practice having conversations. I already graduated, but I can take night classes at the local community college

I was thinking classes such as language classes, interpersonal communication, and public speaking would be most useful. Not sure how much social interaction I would get in a class focused on a hobby such as painting, photography, etc

Any suggestions for good classes to take?",7.803546218487398,10.677628447058826,8.16453781512605,58.15470588235297,64.52941176470588,9.092436974789916,41.554621848739494,9.606745405546679,5.018344537815127,418,25,52,9,7,137,60,85,0.032,0.778,0.19,0.9187,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,1,13,15,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,10,11,3,6,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,1,1,38,6,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326404787572789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336197391534006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23511534484299365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014255496228584,0.0,0.0,0.1768222918568403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130538765665676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177032177589822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497387056977446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783634825829904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6447004816195256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869139761410748,0.0,0.3170144921219786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350822529622443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207716487450945,0.0,0.0,0.12434462152525495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995149929709052,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway199427,2019/08/27,"I find myself focusing more on the way I'm saying things as opposed to what I'm saying. Anybody else? I'm not a native English speaker, but I've been living in an  English speaking country for over half my life (I'm 18). I don't have much of an accent but I'm still very self conscious of it.

I've noticed that whenever I talk to people I don't know that well, I end up focusing more on the way I *pronounce* what I'm saying vs what I'm actually saying which ends up making me sound very unnatural. My intonation is all over the place and I can't seem to come up with good replies quickly because I kinda freeze up as a result of my anxiety.

Has anyone else experienced something similar, and would anyone have any advice on how I could stop being so up in my head all of the time? Another thing worthwhile mentioning is that my accent comes out a lot more when I get nervous for some reason.",4.3658196721311455,4.943061825136613,5.961871584699455,79.48084016393445,70.09289617486338,8.504371584699454,30.004098360655732,8.59863814320734,2.2677508196721305,706,27,139,11,12,242,109,183,0.069,0.8909999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.3952,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,9,0,12,2,1,4,2,27,25,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,10,6,0,2,5,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,1,9,17,2,25,21,8,25,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,4,7,93,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.1375683091569496,0.0,0.0,0.13775617942640894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586577505057307,0.14782140414631612,0.10784317267287682,0.0,0.0,0.19714176107686146,0.14444244454411798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859352056369247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428697426207652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255464859619103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23552798684638854,0.0,0.2497186488723265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884582842581316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365203693236852,0.0,0.0,0.1182406016890147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467791362000612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747450903980722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957267281406487,0.0,0.0,0.12448083394469292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198493293335556,0.0,0.0,0.09409988593178983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363061981507027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604975244037236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773221531298076,0.0,0.1472857063171345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494266599775862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484262811328233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833558871246592,0.14706451157268466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085271112628289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258039888806157,0.11785888084455345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133079311178138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731102826220888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220189050175743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23263328125092986,0.0,0.2237939792333548,0.0,0.0,0.12675073282261956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014244417902228,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jaemk2,2019/08/27,"Does anyone feel like they either try to hard or too little? Sometimes I hear myself trying too hard to keep  conversations with people. I’ll just blabber on about absolutely nothing in hopes to keep the conversation alive. It’s embarrassing so I try to talk less and listen more, but then I feel like I’m not putting myself out there enough, and the anxious cycle continues. I’ve struggled with anxiety for so long that I completely forgot how to talk to people. 

Either way I’m back at square one, living in fear with zero friends 🤷🏻‍♀️",3.379903846153848,5.834798721153848,4.464076923076924,81.5809230769231,76.21153846153845,6.8523076923076935,23.861538461538462,7.908726449838941,1.4597453846153852,433,14,78,7,10,141,75,104,0.165,0.735,0.10099999999999999,-0.6121,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,19,10,8,0,1,6,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,7,7,4,16,9,5,12,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,2,6,48,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628213329421334,0.18648807357203492,0.0,0.11542447024291567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693269673519922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307828480647305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444584852892902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705668861399718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857555776656966,0.16693403766375656,0.23585961842047515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753674772570306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957500440379636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605183186238916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639569947398537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29345297776076884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129488186239724,0.1654487920533802,0.1457644918557941,0.14608642346995696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839417815385293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118592783003464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22888482108606656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594624514351575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326366761578262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257251877331442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653625056843315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362258270327591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310290694141307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ajnabssh,2019/08/27,"I just had a dream about social anxiety Now I don’t remember it all too well since ya know, no one remembers dreams, but it was along the lines of me in college trying to order a pizza, but being overspoken by better talkers then my dad coming and ordering the pizza for me.

I just thought that since it was such a strange topic to have a dream on I would share.",9.043198198198198,5.645083770270276,9.17864864864865,73.19022522522525,62.64864864864865,12.569369369369365,36.828828828828826,10.504223727775694,3.571158558558559,285,9,58,5,3,95,57,74,0.068,0.745,0.187,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,0,1,13,10,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,0,8,3,9,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,47,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312272832669787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348316200966566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287227069013155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592331866637456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992380398013838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015667400392112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392831923390529,0.0,0.0,0.27066507519425737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079390095522926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027123219846106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23873513760981996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886183981683152,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spideywideys,2019/08/27,"Do I have social anxiety? As a uni student , a lot of social interactions come up in my day-to-day. Whether it be talking with professors, trying to catch up on work from a classmate, or every other little thing between ... I just feel so off. It's not just school , however, and it feels like it's taking over my life. I've felt this for years now and I don't know what it is so ... hopefully I can get some answers.

To start, I should give some reasoning why I think I may have anxiety ( or social anxiety). I've always been close to my sister. We're ten years apart but we're super close ; we hang out a lot and we like a lot of the same things so it only makes sense that we're this close. But ... even with how close we are, I still stress a lot over messages I send her ( just like everyone else I text / email ) . I'll send a message and then two seconds later stress about whether or not I'm annoying the person.  This happens when everyone I talk to ... 

With friends, even when they tell me they love me, I fear that they're only friends with me out of pity -- and they're the sweetest people so I doubt that's the case but my brain tells me that no matter what I do.

In class I'll find myself quiet ( until I'm called on for a required response ) and when front-of-class presentations come up? I stress so much. Sweaty hands, voice cutting off, and the big planning of the topic goes out of my head and I stutter over my words and simply read what I wrote on the slides. 

I shouldn't be feeling this sort of response! I was in drama for four years in middle school and took several theatre classes through my uni where we had to act in front of people. 

I stay quiet in conversations most of the time. Sometimes I'll speak up but my brain immediately tells me to shut the hell up and not speak anymore because I just ... mess things up. Even the littlest things ( a simple change in tone, a certain type of look ) make me feel like I made them angry at me or I ruined the mood so I stop everything and just ... sit there.

Would this be anxiety?",3.4151977401129936,4.473159498789347,4.207571428571431,89.41631275221954,72.65617433414043,7.153155770782889,24.904681194511703,7.42949916751922,0.952113543179984,1575,46,343,17,30,505,202,413,0.136,0.773,0.091,-0.9594,1,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,4,0,3,4,23,23,3,5,21,0,18,6,4,5,1,82,42,35,0,4,18,1,6,4,2,4,1,5,0,1,23,29,0,2,10,2,0,10,6,12,0,4,7,12,48,10,53,28,9,62,1,2,1,1,33,35,1,15,19,225,71,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185950807254747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642645891281871,0.0,0.08564718957792468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264503826814754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281551276634606,0.0881845286074845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135878931489666,0.14878520159090047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139176974447733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214377267644602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112244440271804,0.0,0.07276310804715926,0.1650438190926477,0.07761595510006075,0.0,0.0,0.09718045643029964,0.1746674439365977,0.12339303971172695,0.08292037765911743,0.0,0.07893265068599012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344503041437994,0.0,0.04512020741782583,0.08284561469794438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636899985079304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863159449761382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577624308237197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746190415181921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099953019145149,0.16876704792648234,0.08655669632986965,0.0,0.0,0.07252172945522503,0.0,0.0,0.2936851076302444,0.07794443223522055,0.08171713678499996,0.1152936578016124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348548194515569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136329893121898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974408339512835,0.07540734368047712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638465642479731,0.0,0.0,0.08879378528956061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480446374674066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756367123012327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26410336552484764,0.0,0.0,0.08541351994253714,0.0,0.06112696261265468,0.09204963996470852,0.06896823442473599,0.07220190195991716,0.29677968341677713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493293915280142,0.13882786049257664,0.22645071104094855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294984035430753,0.05533682484676937,0.0,0.0,0.050357960269075575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595056620577153,0.05863364417783959,0.0,0.08436242747453376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792762782678044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287204464535992,0.0,0.0,0.061348579630385834,0.0,0.0,0.16684150983403812
socialanxiety,a_spooky_penguin,2019/08/27,I’m starting to be less anxious in school! I feel like I’m finally conquering my social anxiety and I’m so proud of myself!,0.8375641025641016,3.1739425000000066,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,85.53846153846153,8.082051282051282,27.89743589743589,8.841846274778883,2.911374358974359,99,5,19,3,3,36,21,26,0.12,0.632,0.248,0.6877,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970876725604596,0.43872641594294615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636207999868371,0.27743823793459754,0.0,0.4254198538361019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972882306625424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930322368125347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39587523215783177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748770406688863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chrisrawraw,2019/08/27,I hate that feeling when I think I am crazy then I think everyone thinks I am crazy then it turns out it is all in my head making me think I am crazy.,0.3060784313725513,1.6492217647058816,2.018235294117648,100.7787254901961,81.35294117647058,5.7098039215686285,17.215686274509807,6.42735559955562,-0.6294784313725486,116,2,31,1,3,38,21,34,0.308,0.65,0.042,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,8,12,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,21,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830745259213726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979023194590182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924803299613382,0.304032550046402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774565144794493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7592866207585757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222291873130407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,str8outcompton,2019/08/27,"""Just be yourself"" But i don't know what ""myself"" is. When i try to be myself, i just feel like i'm acting. 

Everyone seems to have such an easy time cracking jokes and making witty comments, i can't even reply to someone without regretting the way I sounded or how stupid that was.",4.07357142857143,5.1852335000000025,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,71.14285714285714,7.028571428571429,28.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.557228571428571,220,8,42,2,4,72,45,56,0.061,0.767,0.172,0.6437,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,12,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,7,2,4,9,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494900387170421,0.0,0.0,0.3609414500753164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099388526641614,0.2698535632997593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075929726065876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845419699398745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521406754895865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438752524181665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200531698296848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202599927980583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256456893315944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998280207018699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641225259224303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,voxtrotz,2019/08/27,Job interview tomorrow need some advice to deal with anxiety and stress I have a 2 hour interview that is broken up into 3 rounds of interviews which is something I have never experienced. I made another post on reddit that has the job description in it you are curious. I do not do too well on interviews because of my social/anxiety and stress. I definitely will not do well if the interview is more than one person looking at me so what advice could you give me if that does happen to me tomorrow? What advice and tips can you give me to reduce my anxiety and stress before interview? Is there a discord I can join where one nice person can do a mock interview with me? It could help me alot. I would do the same for anyone else that needed help. I could do it tonight or tomorrow around 12PM EST.,4.863216783216783,6.0846136666666695,6.0524475524475525,76.92891608391609,69.38461538461539,10.288111888111887,28.925407925407924,10.436869588844218,3.1467128205128203,636,23,119,18,11,213,89,156,0.14800000000000002,0.759,0.09300000000000001,-0.8002,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,7,7,1,3,7,0,22,0,0,1,1,24,29,8,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,2,1,3,19,3,16,23,4,15,0,0,2,0,17,8,0,5,6,95,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630637665003149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986373456395406,0.28422643996797986,0.0,0.0,0.08659627298160122,0.12689525841250407,0.0,0.1102495409040887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549560768267476,0.0,0.10538415315625732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966437863376054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276801863590431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837880737328127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034577642623621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23760947778625766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951695053362898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166023244542677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196374370388215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457968574923265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399977311315577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718644534454645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836610526097814,0.09551796812202906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678430332638451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162757753502625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861060392116422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624579464817715,0.0,0.09534299888044967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255968517545504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270554955317048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797691961157189,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,weddie86,2019/08/27,I made a YouTube video for people with anxiety (I suffer from anxiety as well)  [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dbLxwnAO2Ko](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dbLxwnAO2Ko)  Let me know if it helps you out!,15.7175,21.89690241666667,6.416666666666668,59.74500000000001,66.5,7.4,22.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.119866666666667,174,4,19,3,4,40,22,24,0.268,0.639,0.092,-0.6062,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,1,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6084923115434935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26657583611795216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857036436756386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066842101019087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37632169803045895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757212169028617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575879886203745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway8145672,2019/08/27,I am terrified of driving I panic real hard when I’m behind the wheel. The only person I have to teach me right now is my dad and he tells ALOT. I panic even more when he does. He thinks that every little mistake i make when driving is why I’ll never be able to ever drive. I lose faith that I’ll ever be comfortable behind the wheel because of all the criticism I get. I’ve only been driving at night bc there’s less traffic and no one can see me..,2.6971428571428566,3.6012438333333385,4.6314880952380975,86.28375000000004,74.20833333333334,6.735714285714287,23.089285714285715,6.868970318607317,0.7180285714285715,352,9,74,3,7,121,64,96,0.213,0.727,0.06,-0.9266,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,2,5,0,8,0,0,1,4,11,13,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,1,2,10,2,7,10,4,15,1,1,1,0,6,3,0,1,8,48,12,1,0.1980320728405394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071851353634652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329920145734515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307983164262159,0.35826269486880385,0.16685056242142082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346358458679553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739783980191556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848016187844406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215472348661081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321879463653071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273454286466578,0.0,0.0,0.18583968530032774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341916576670774,0.3012246301243975,0.0,0.4646959381693371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291396755122782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254038536307403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691183081769577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780592275500738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730887602795669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689095609158202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869314382005844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,archiurban,2019/08/27,"Finished my first day at a new job Today was my first day at a new job. I was nervous about starting, and while the day went well, I'm still nervous about the next day. I guess my biggest worry is that I won't be any good or that I'll screw up too much because I'm incompetent. I think if I were confident in my own abilities then I would feel much more relaxed.

I finally found a job after 20 months of unemployment. It's my first proper ""adult"" job where I work 9-5. It's related to what I studied in college, but I didn't finish my final semester due to an awful experience I won't explain. Because of that, there are some things I didn't learn or get more experience with, and then with the nearly 2 years in between makes me feel inadequate due to forgetting or not understanding some things. I also need to use a second language at the job that I haven't used much in the last few years. 

I was nervous for today, but I made it through day 1. I'm anxious about what day 2 and 3 and so on will be like, and how I'll manage. Will I be bad? Will I prove to be incompetent and not worth the hire? Will this be what the next 30+ years is like? I feel envy for people who are old and retired who don't have to do this anymore, or imagining winning $5 million and be able to retire early.",4.423008241758243,4.0892103736263765,5.890016025641028,83.22425480769233,69.80586080586083,8.876282051282052,29.516712454212453,8.472884824447931,1.902392124542124,1004,34,224,14,16,343,141,273,0.146,0.785,0.069,-0.9534,7,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,5,11,11,1,3,12,1,27,1,0,5,1,40,46,21,0,3,9,0,3,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,16,10,0,0,10,1,1,1,8,5,1,5,9,3,26,6,29,24,9,47,0,0,0,1,4,12,1,8,36,152,42,11,0.09793605658975957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831942907150806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659987685151715,0.0,0.0,0.11063986755622283,0.0971262519336043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817725164606326,0.11940182217500933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789639267154913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160051160132294,0.0,0.0,0.14855823858309053,0.0,0.0,0.21456832583490928,0.0,0.2499130791137754,0.0,0.10738183105239146,0.0,0.0,0.05116754740647991,0.0,0.0,0.08214411772275755,0.0,0.0,0.10788760774226984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859321219194913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983095747200254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569322061691513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266946474001313,0.06537307825960721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817162600546466,0.0,0.21598281078171333,0.07261834501803961,0.0,0.1891745074651721,0.2083122144870943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276741677298216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789653033980833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931964492834873,0.0,0.07821186130174364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012872851247642,0.06275347057807439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566386056913664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019548888104815,0.0,0.16917061654405935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805627652175907,0.0907877056380718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129861561014941,0.09945881939621752,0.0,0.06957096467862901,0.0,0.0,0.1892028284521833
socialanxiety,youngling9797,2019/08/27,"Coworkers don’t include me, walk right past me, ignore me, when I try to talk to them they don’t look at me and they make only short responses. What the fuck is wrong with me? I try to talk to my coworkers, as hard as I can try for someone who has social anxiety, and people just fucking pass me over like I don’t even exist. Is this how people are? If people are this indifferent about my existence why the fuck should I care about it either? They don’t include me, they don’t talk to me unless I explicitly ask for something or initiate a dialogue, what the fuck is wrong with me? Or what the fuck is wrong with the world? Why the fuck do people treat each other like they don’t exist? If I was having a heart attack on the floor would anyone even look in my direction, or is that too much to ask for?",3.9056352683461135,4.4474279096385585,5.080996714129245,85.51290799561886,71.10843373493975,8.446002190580504,24.127053669222345,8.575989854853784,1.3068144578313254,627,15,136,10,11,208,84,166,0.21,0.731,0.059000000000000004,-0.9789,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,6,0,8,15,7,0,9,0,20,7,1,2,1,20,32,12,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,11,0,0,1,3,25,4,21,29,3,12,0,0,2,6,13,8,6,5,4,100,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390530625221433,0.0,0.0,0.0766911776994444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507298200461788,0.1247774383739353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182661150660522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448859130323903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6083873030297454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825221261228216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997195770727432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071687348522114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420804512493352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321260634045701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062781052506206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341698646411243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470247775728103,0.3041546814063794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936665744644117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180548928737394,0.09293195826202144,0.084437431517313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26447116935487025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339764344462829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793923960483206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791390256269247,0.3597553291857543,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Benderoo12,2019/08/27,"When you look amazingly put together and happy on the outside but are emotionally drained on the inside... Basically how I feel most of the time lately. I am a graduate medical student and the amount of strength it takes for me to go through every day tasks at school (seeing patients, working in student groups daily, getting called out in lecture, doing multiple presentations) has been so draining for me emotionally, I even have times when I want to give up on the whole thing. I worked so hard to get to the point of even being accepted to medical school, but the toll it takes is almost unfathomable when you combine it with social anxiety. I have tried to look at all of these situations as forms of cognitive behavioral therapy, ""forcing"" myself to get though them...but honestly I almost feel that now they are even worse than they were in the past and I don't know why. All of these situations go well for me and everyone thinks I'm so put together, knowledgeable, they look up to me...but I just feel like I am so torn because inside I feel like there is a huge weight on me. Days leading up to events or exams I can't even study for my other classes because the anxiety is so bad. It's so counterproductive. 

Anyways, I don't even know why I'm posting but I don't really have anyone to talk to and have thought about looking into anxiety medication but don't want to go that route if I don't have to. Anyone have tips or advice? I have been meditating, trying to just switch my thoughts when anxiety comes in but it's been really challenging lately. I have what feels like 8,000 things to accomplish right now but all I want to do is crawl into a hole and forget it all.",5.303594405594406,6.348983461538463,6.110440559440563,77.5656048951049,68.23076923076923,9.847552447552447,30.772727272727273,10.018931242160765,3.0298615384615384,1335,52,253,32,22,439,161,325,0.085,0.799,0.11599999999999999,0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,3,6,25,11,0,0,12,0,30,4,0,2,4,47,60,28,0,4,11,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,14,11,1,0,12,0,0,7,6,1,1,0,6,12,30,10,47,53,8,42,0,0,5,0,10,19,0,6,18,179,44,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451079672768927,0.0,0.0,0.1732017143760575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646389434484963,0.0,0.0,0.12094272188933362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221021385478084,0.10543922930461368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830944984410402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449798453830693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154956610451293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456487388661728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856080909695938,0.0,0.07286618346844986,0.08263880917885028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186435949038978,0.18535175540887525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355523726272506,0.0829629728876404,0.14745191009162747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920634262081036,0.07747234024458725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950582763300051,0.0,0.1951145903105645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267545911075177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29049785176899234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613694587859617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825584052063313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175497892731437,0.0,0.08282740578345164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387985868796507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080724851378457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738565426011053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505208983402235,0.06891625148275887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442243443685997,0.0,0.08815916381918919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004984488532825,0.06951226125901712,0.0,0.0,0.09890156149277192,0.0,0.1149117542329814,0.05541521438629081,0.08496972175891014,0.13731667473581965,0.10085859360722092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743340791097685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303084695063804,0.0,0.0,0.10531375555539647,0.07775916449817362,0.0,0.15607603850036333,0.0965558780062004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592221698930645,0.0,0.08813420164939173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,deeeaannnaaaa,2019/08/27,"Feel like I'm melting at every social event I have mad social anxiety. Been dating this guy for 6 months now and he wants me to meet his friends. His friends are insanity. One of them is a top lawyer at a prestigious law firm, another is a med student who has his own start up and everyone else is something along the lines of that. I'm some ordinary chic who does a literature and teaching degree. I know i shouldn't he comparing myself but it's hard not to when a. I already have anxiety with new people and b. These new people are fken top tier people. Halp",2.768230088495571,4.736018079646019,4.167442477876108,85.31063274336285,76.16814159292034,7.705840707964603,25.45929203539823,8.548686976883017,1.7875458407079647,445,16,90,9,10,147,83,113,0.086,0.813,0.10099999999999999,0.1406,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,1,0,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,16,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,10,3,10,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,1,9,53,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041920874718204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194026626889504,0.2831044279090903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619264569246561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545740317168375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590100924635114,0.17681005290304205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355988055975832,0.13218992385925407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859170736223668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321496484155086,0.0,0.0,0.1657561224959379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169107610448036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903993582922999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055335445897695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476941581023669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35741829922464885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538534218361358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848424830990004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772422805615179,0.0,0.1424499344056147,0.0,0.0,0.13096960010697192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913916602460927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BunBunnyBunnies,2018/12/23,"Whenever I try to make friends, they all connect to the same group of people? When I was in middle school, I became friends with a group of people, but one day they didn't invite me to a party, so I got upset and called them out online in a group chat. They didn't appreciate that very much, and they all stopped talking to me. I also believe that I have made fun of them and acted strangely in the past, but this event is what really made them realize how bad of a friend I was. I suddenly had no friends because I didn't have any similar interests with anyone else and I also have social anxiety. I must've been so depressed that I didn't do my homework. When my grades got really bad in the middle of the year, my parents decided to home school me. I decided to go back to school the next year because I would be going into high school and maybe I could make some new friends since there will be more people. I did end up making some new friends, but they are all 2 years older than me and they also somehow became friends with my old friends. Even the only 2 friends in my grade are friends with them. I guess I can't avoid them unless I go to a new school. I really wish I could talk to them and be friends with them again, but I am terrified about what they think of me now.

Hopefully someone responds to my post i don't have a therapist anymore lol",5.3350947653429595,5.096830783393504,5.816026624548737,84.19999661552347,67.88086642599278,9.091064981949456,30.308889891696747,8.660442795831766,2.085173465703971,1065,36,226,15,16,344,133,277,0.125,0.667,0.209,0.9807,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,14,0,15,19,0,2,12,1,27,0,0,6,3,44,41,20,0,5,5,1,0,0,11,2,0,0,2,0,6,14,0,2,4,1,0,4,7,5,0,1,13,0,48,14,32,21,8,36,0,1,0,0,35,11,0,5,20,160,54,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093087374138794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512855879767792,0.0,0.05769317065336501,0.0,0.07479258481965513,0.05273274599965862,0.07727278784676271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057990386630340875,0.12593871896713169,0.09194600568701636,0.0,0.0,0.08496820834778739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770083509822087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042736481774086,0.0,0.0,0.04863719654948655,0.0,0.06495584462363048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630005405163203,0.0,0.06679635004999407,0.0,0.0,0.049811675084766735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6409298825645073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858225779210025,0.0,0.1206344157866511,0.0,0.08307942386749895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968133394451245,0.07564857678194878,0.07490528256519959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272122446354693,0.15102265566664855,0.0,0.07576568861477738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543956919776839,0.0,0.0,0.2185122474144923,0.08020596214114624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913659368781624,0.0,0.05110395480181403,0.057357402653380685,0.0,0.0,0.0837407420818586,0.0,0.07199327655062998,0.15685224859305322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222785270181051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494060658263838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38162599806433817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238504275112389,0.0,0.0,0.07687729729571431,0.06389988388869866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305130271162346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123333622961698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875639967352877,0.0,0.04832364244989959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051202635218597546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222624604885025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672488416081499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357348989713556,0.0,0.0,0.1456966403357376
socialanxiety,cieapink,2018/12/23,"Group chat and texting anxieties. So I'm in a group chat, overall I don't talk to much cause I don't know what to say. but when I build enough confidence to type something. I just completely regret it. On top of that I feel like whenever I do text in the group everyone goes silent and I ruin the whole thing and then I just don't know what to do. Like I want to text and all with them but whenever I do I just feel like it was a bad discussion . I just don't know what to do I really want to just never text and just observe there conversation , so I don't have to worry about texting anything stupid.",1.3294619422572185,3.20992403937008,3.0319881889763813,92.17480643044621,80.25984251968505,7.067979002624672,21.606955380577435,8.07648339933343,0.9147695538057748,471,14,108,9,12,156,64,127,0.149,0.685,0.16699999999999998,-0.1482,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,11,7,1,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,2,25,19,11,0,3,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,3,15,3,14,18,4,7,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,0,6,74,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478085568186626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725632569836358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985048871353407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127573257427668,0.0,0.0,0.2258434120994316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225663814504464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582448692660524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782601268364205,0.3077644376942536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551355800288705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31570153224053804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583442121066626,0.0,0.16613020789249244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379911285007692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712951883830473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582589157327132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313082861323478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310257548394534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540976882454889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24048705744734186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187497468528128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,neonfrogy,2018/12/23,"I just want to be loved i just get the feeling everyone looks at me and wants me to die. they hate looking at my disgusting piece of shit faggot fucking face and they want me to go away and die.



so i make sure to close off all emotions and detatch. say nothing, dont make eye contact. ignore everyone. even family on christmas time, even co workers who see you every day. cause i cant handle rejection. one rejection would literally make me cry. and 2 rejections would probaby make me want to kill myself. 




rejection is immeasurable pain for me. i want nothing else in this world that to be genuinely loved by everyone i know",2.9987499999999976,5.494853375000003,4.338333333333335,81.77000000000002,77.75,8.333333333333334,28.33333333333333,9.075114841892004,2.764083333333333,495,22,92,13,12,163,81,120,0.257,0.5770000000000001,0.166,-0.9637,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,1,2,1,5,14,5,0,1,0,7,7,3,5,2,25,27,6,3,7,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,11,0,1,0,6,17,3,15,23,2,11,0,4,4,3,8,8,2,0,2,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157568930814795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292958670566155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213997550671628,0.08345238404835043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685938273376466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165599809524455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809721109382332,0.1455577385455017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093514158597142,0.0,0.1090251973055524,0.3709421317388389,0.0,0.0,0.12198693385433895,0.0,0.0654285978469399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196283425189952,0.06760623134745221,0.0,0.07354108049211859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775584655007438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316208054817325,0.0,0.07111493177690513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732705144126907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335773534524257,0.0,0.3455023878791109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483258448369764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876848824576331,0.0,0.13769087029379304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290418353392433,0.0,0.0,0.10311515654885578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282738219815615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195809874255695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545426111653679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816177703761388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838442908261486,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sebboi_,2018/12/23,"Every time lol I saw a pretty girl at a bus stop and i made conversation and asked for her number.
Jk, i glanced at her once or twice and avoided eye contact so she didn't think I'm a creep",2.16714285714286,2.8052938095238136,3.917619047619048,91.91071428571428,75.19047619047619,6.552380952380951,23.523809523809533,6.42735559955562,0.35889523809523816,148,4,36,1,3,50,33,42,0.11,0.67,0.22,0.5574,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,1,0,8,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,6,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37858013293673537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34119374095817245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831801080019058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43126599217999295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119868570576322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385621875584671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25948009628697416,0.0,0.0,0.2361336852198923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThisIsMyLab,2018/12/23,"There should be a separate subreddit for SA memes. I apologize if this isn't the correct place to post this, but I feel like there needs to be something done about this. Anyone who is subscribed to this subreddit knows that the top posts every single day are memes about SA. 

The problem is that those posts detract from people who are *actually* looking for help/discussion. The goal of this subreddit should be to help each other fight this disorder. It's difficult to help people when those types of posts get lost amidst the shitposting.  

Memes also trivialize the suffering that people with SA experience. Most of the memes are things that literally *everyone* experiences occasionally (low self esteem, wanting to stay home instead of going out, etc). I understand that memes help people cope, but maybe we should be enforcing healthier coping strategies, and not ones that involve laughing at ourselves (which is fun in the short term, but lowers our self esteem in the long term).

I suggest there be a separate subreddit for SA memes and all memes get banned from this subreddit. We can even put a link in the sidebar to the other subreddit so it's easily accessible. Again, I apologize if I shouldn't have posted this here, but I hope that mods take this into consideration.",7.528781204111603,8.949491951541852,7.154290748898681,70.72400587371514,63.405286343612325,10.987254038179149,33.19500734214391,10.93419730881044,3.964588487518357,1031,41,168,28,15,324,126,227,0.11599999999999999,0.747,0.136,0.6286,1,0,1,0,1,0,29.0,3,0,0,3,12,10,1,0,14,0,19,0,0,0,2,32,31,11,0,10,7,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,26,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,2,2,10,4,25,20,7,24,0,3,1,0,15,10,0,4,7,119,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.1160191013134414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507597159589927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313037389080682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667395766163307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362577837606231,0.0,0.0,0.1216653402167832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259333304008067,0.0785254607061588,0.0,0.1001696171725169,0.11360410940998895,0.0,0.23259368734844615,0.0,0.0,0.06011415489663832,0.08493475527231427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124229819893314,0.0,0.0675677005078312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31875677597187035,0.0,0.1192559642585562,0.11808420039574435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533861591075935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580834540876637,0.0,0.0,0.10521355634442364,0.09983732239022117,0.0,0.1297820446013066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944058484421928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881551332808178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056267105834382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296923211303707,0.0,0.1242143295061802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5693168719556629,0.0,0.0,0.1137612925192761,0.0,0.1195168873248751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805556704628776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152702387649576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672049674069474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939018455075995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898496862487707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237682683278753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012416745768275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BloodyRedBarbara,2018/12/23,"Anyone else often have that fun moment when you start talking to someone but then they take their attention away from you to talk to someone else? Was multiple times for me the other day. Feels so common.

Makes me wonder if I know too many rude people or if I'm just that bad at getting my voice across. ",3.4884999999999984,5.350990850000001,3.84,88.905,73.83333333333334,6.133333333333334,22.0,6.742157984588678,0.5119000000000002,241,6,47,2,5,75,51,60,0.133,0.835,0.033,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,2,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,10,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,8,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,5,7,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688491297407068,0.24742582115197675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268793483370385,0.0,0.20162654812625624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557352676164764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40345277825826426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210004916768355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616385561060556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271164219091833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611904424663005,0.244823831808642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674125199357877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092121349117237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709214945215662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156365913357372,0.3881865609286846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080951289515165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618758433431153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alethiology34,2018/12/23,"5 Second trick for anxiety - works for me Has anyone had success with this 5 second trick introduced by Mel Robbins? 

It  basically goes like this... First, think of something that makes you happy or joyful… or think of something that excites you. or what makes you laugh? This will be your anchor thought.

Now, as soon as you get that first anxious feeling, you literally count (out loud if you can),

5 – 4 – 3 – 2 – 1

Then, you think of your anchor thought.

It works because  you break the habit loop that anxiety thrives on. When you start having that barrage of negative anxiety thoughts, it's very easy for your mind to spiraling out of control. The 5-4-3-2-1 counting switches your brain from the habitual part (amygdala) to the frontal cortex.

It also stabilizes your thoughts. Now that you have broken the habit loop by counting 5-4-3-2-1 and engaged the thinking part of the brain, you will be able to accept a new idea or thought (anchor thought).

Eventually, this will train your brain to think of these events as less threatening and therefore diminish the anxiety. 

I've used it and it has actually worked very very well. Anyone else?

Full article on the [5 second anxiety rule](https://socialanxietymentor.com/5-second-rule-for-anxiety/) and video of Mel Robbins here. 

I really noticed that it stops those negative thoughts from spiraling out of control and it gets you out of your mind a bit. I don't know how exactly, but the 5-4-3-2-1 cuts the loop of anxious thinking. It sounds so simple, but it works. 

If you haven't tried it.. give it a shot and you might be surprised! 

​",5.373450834879407,7.10454530612245,5.395287569573284,80.1831539888683,68.72789115646259,8.474706246134819,32.07111935683364,8.97023862654752,2.7302503401360543,1256,55,231,23,22,393,141,294,0.09300000000000001,0.83,0.077,0.2407,0,0,2,0,0,0,70.0,0,21,0,9,9,12,3,0,14,0,15,3,3,7,1,48,37,22,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,26,11,0,3,17,1,0,0,4,3,1,5,8,3,24,9,32,22,5,19,0,0,0,0,22,7,0,7,12,146,50,5,0.08371542090252597,0.0,0.08169417470621917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669471918502015,0.0,0.09070562357195347,0.10172339950600673,0.0,0.0,0.3842524071074938,0.18914919394533608,0.0,0.1170715375510686,0.08577634174537964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103214356373547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139555752163904,0.0,0.0,0.28036228823754883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778792601781624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993349203587612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042329032175271036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142416588507292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747570438998685,0.08030745996150983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891166222326652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945045203228976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600780598063222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089912602372931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176138702666592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888088321393143,0.16905742105530294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085287517146597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953105615595996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131128565844606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363024228602299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288964419523643,0.0,0.0,0.059254205795714575,0.0,0.0,0.0699898404029197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218487686027837,0.0,0.4652248516534387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683727556826375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723032449001351,0.0,0.20722196889814445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527021720924665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24378329385155895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172339950600673,0.0
socialanxiety,Yrtog,2018/12/23,"Painfully shy and quiet, no friends and lives at home, what's wrong with me? Hello,

Over the past years(life) I've transformed into a very quiet and shy person, I hate and try to run from every social situation. I used to be more social in primary school, but a combination of shitty people and me not meeting other people turned me into a more quiet and isolated person. I just never came along with most of the people in my class, and unfortunately I did meet other kids my age. In other words, I've been dependent on them almost my whole life. And I don't know how to make new friends. But I had 2-3 people that I got along with.

I'm 18 years old and just done with high school and have to chose what to do now. I have spent most of my childhood and late teenage years all by myself (in my spare time). I've always had people that I got along with and people I would consider my friends, but we never hung out in the spare time. Now we have drifted away from each other, I did not get any friends in high school because I was too quiet and didn't initiate any conversations. In high school I had a couple people from middle school that I spoke to, but I could go days without saying a word. I used to be talkative with persons I felt comfortable with, but I have to know them very well, and I don't have any people like that in my life anymore. 

But now all of us has gone our own ways, and it's unlikely that I will meet them again. At this point I have to think about myself and figure out how to get out of this ditch that I've put myself into. I want to get out of my comfort zone and start getting friends, and build a social circle. The last couple of years I've also struggled with extreme overthinking which has also made my life very difficult, but this is something I feel like I can get rid of. The only thing that is making me get out of bed at this point is me being optimistic about the future, even though it will be hard from where I am today. 

I am confident that if I put in the effort required I will be able to start building friendships. But what should I do at this point? I have been thinking of going into the military to really get out of my comfort zone. I could also get into college or an university, where do I have the biggest chance of getting friendships? And if I end up getting friendships, how do I keep them so I don't let them drift away from me? I feel like it will be a bit hard to maintain friendships since we live in different parts of the country. 

Is there something wrong with me, if so what? And where do I go from here? Thanks!",5.1520421883673615,5.099184690248566,5.6550693887621035,84.56756430025291,68.25430210325047,8.278023808055265,27.38722013199285,7.717688229018142,1.41123689631777,2015,55,422,20,31,650,215,523,0.068,0.7979999999999999,0.134,0.991,1,0,2,0,0,1,51.0,5,0,5,2,25,19,1,1,18,0,50,4,0,9,4,98,89,41,0,8,17,0,5,3,5,6,4,6,2,4,26,48,0,2,8,0,1,10,10,6,1,0,18,11,67,13,79,56,11,76,0,0,0,0,29,41,0,8,27,310,93,8,0.06338212113611259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346803878938757,0.0,0.0,0.1520599781196588,0.05273900222110703,0.0,0.0,0.12930604751430508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628580328830188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909917843843995,0.0,0.0,0.03863715275299505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919686045518388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249226138997981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121093255409913,0.14026222297979485,0.0,0.0408762246607373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662208263904207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648619157246766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056137746516346704,0.0,0.0,0.04186329323938122,0.0,0.053402170705643986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409580973214661,0.09056040000797093,0.060856775934566974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448443478180557,0.0,0.3311454229304144,0.0,0.10806456024962267,0.0,0.10138494467901236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355586204123158,0.06257672258084215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090007270068536,0.06357743536179652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056336941498329865,0.0,0.0,0.06966631238147929,0.05166488822495011,0.07149779337240908,0.0,0.0,0.06481251313176488,0.1343059997713424,0.0928959084975082,0.0,0.11193514835495376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997369553456559,0.08461611605718349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776839840799054,0.06121484755225332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650887411196424,0.0,0.0,0.048204959231777714,0.06744304566063232,0.0,0.0,0.06863666064779468,0.06050540646091593,0.3515294579397597,0.16602847024102144,0.0,0.0,0.17974977415702634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743307600223766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04060420979176147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040400669950159,0.0,0.3207304519984852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243034557655979,0.07124415976376476,0.0,0.19383027179861687,0.0,0.09758930684169984,0.0,0.0,0.0897243831322553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626075474536479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835374148559778,0.0,0.0,0.04210826492848856,0.08122540793227895,0.062272612207624416,0.0,0.07391724907996702,0.0,0.06007883976013489,0.0,0.0,0.04303229973971985,0.068941547161834,0.0,0.0,0.07624088769200371,0.10948360475019964,0.0,0.15689066355001324,0.03738441722021255,0.05030977756294786,0.0,0.0,0.05698813878810741,0.0,0.0,0.07076387474243193,0.0,0.0610981029789453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502484033319908,0.13859679914054365,0.0,0.12244802384156167
socialanxiety,CaptainJackSparrcrow,2018/12/23,"Cureently hiding in a bathroom to avoid talking to relatives I don’t wanna go out because they will keep asking me questions, can someone here keep me company lol",3.200999999999997,6.321564766666674,4.248333333333335,77.9625,84.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,34.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,3.056666666666667,133,8,19,2,4,43,27,30,0.141,0.769,0.09,-0.1531,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34488620762516364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248874744682383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096631894644856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6558181227182787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132698083209669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125809196205753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29652031757467906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cupcakefury,2018/12/23,"My family believes I am gay. In an effort to improve my confidence I have tried to improve parts about myself, dressing better, taking better care of my skin and body, that combined with that I never had a girlfriend or talk about girls they have started to believe I am gay. I am not though but to be honest but it is easier to lie than to explain that I have zero confidence or self worth.",7.096168831168832,6.257960142857144,7.548668831168832,75.22871753246757,64.45454545454545,9.777922077922078,33.535714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.8234701298701297,309,11,56,4,4,102,52,77,0.0,0.69,0.31,0.975,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,2,0,9,4,2,0,1,9,13,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,11,4,12,11,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,2,2,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407713746779843,0.0,0.4245019542745445,0.0,0.26657394001504964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24468502102302306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226240493646698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509449403104872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598849563141875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503611133435018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986561678968282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044203879474494,0.19289425764205684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23578820633764036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293693825437358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FeistyMusician,2018/12/23,"So my social anxiety is caused by worrying people will think I'm awkward/weird and won't want to be around me I've seen this happen though. People do sort of want to be around me less if I'm really anxious. I think they're basically detecting the tension. And obivously it's harder to be a good conversationalist if you're not relaxed because the conversation doesn't flow as naturally.

​

So, the answer to this should just be to not give a fuck, basically, right? But how?",4.9138248847926285,6.566411903225808,6.212933947772663,74.18225806451615,69.75268817204301,9.185253456221199,29.414746543778804,9.606745405546679,2.814435944700461,389,15,71,9,7,131,66,93,0.156,0.7809999999999999,0.062,-0.6847,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,5,0,10,1,0,2,0,19,20,10,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,4,2,10,12,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,3,0,45,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260359422001713,0.2534919395918716,0.0,0.0,0.1595910879298595,0.23567731848467685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714259133379691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717071112766212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430666049085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286263668349696,0.0,0.2001240018343823,0.0,0.17497766240863746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844789241042262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28925689371000224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364510234504312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781573918162555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212658298609468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673461203111466,0.2049646988443488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460948897234212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118602306084733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534919395918716,0.0
socialanxiety,rasminoj,2018/12/23,"Need for connection This is an excruciating observation I'm faced for last years.

I am unable to connect with people. I catch myself while I longing for connection, friendship or romantic. But I am successful on shutting down people somehow, i don't know how i'm doing it. It is a dilemma for myself I don't want to be involved on the spot but after that I get hurt by seeing people easily connected and share.

I see myself  as an egoist mostly. ",2.7902196382428954,5.374330709302331,5.150620155038759,75.15471576227391,79.11627906976744,7.543152454780363,25.834625322997407,8.515128840125781,2.390712144702842,355,14,59,8,9,124,59,86,0.127,0.746,0.127,-0.0157,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,1,0,11,16,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,11,2,13,15,1,10,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,3,5,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510203915943904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178048951773765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315169050904432,0.2419882312043353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627201287138776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012494175664246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6174357092336237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731330449933455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510129816472406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191174197938013
socialanxiety,wiickxd,2018/12/23,"Any of you ever purposely not look at your crush’s snapchat/instagram stories? If so, why?",2.768235294117648,5.621237882352943,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,81.94117647058823,8.105882352941178,32.029411764705884,8.841846274778883,3.3738470588235305,72,4,13,2,2,23,17,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063929279465122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405693130150466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018389676607018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392469346030095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ifiwasagirl,2018/12/23,"I feel like I am falling into a million pieces. Anxiety is such a burden.
It makes me a burden. 
Why does it have to hold me back from EVERYTHING. 
I just want to socialize like a normal person, I want to be closer to all of the people that I'm to scared to approach.
I don't want people to think I am unhappy, or a bad person.
I can't express when I am excited because I am afraid for people to judge me.
How is it so easy, for me to be scared of what people think of me. 
I wish it was easier for people to understand. 
I love each and every one of you, it is just so damn hard to show how I feel,
Because.. well.. anxiety basically rules my life, so it seems. 

I can't seem to even communicate with the people I live with. I'm afraid everyone hates me. My doctor put me on antidepressants for my social anxiety, but I stopped taking them because I am depressed. ",1.9557728119180664,3.4654091955307287,4.4237765363128485,84.60087895716947,77.15642458100558,7.678361266294228,23.665176908752326,8.447377352677275,1.4713706517690874,662,21,141,13,15,233,93,179,0.165,0.735,0.1,-0.8542,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,0,12,15,2,4,7,0,15,3,0,3,1,27,32,9,0,5,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,8,5,0,2,7,1,0,3,3,10,1,2,1,3,28,5,25,29,3,9,0,1,0,1,8,3,1,3,5,103,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815249930465585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432510531135538,0.10242372589335896,0.2243341657127865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565487213886447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555720723925656,0.10734871462202683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102190330366521,0.0,0.1033541600842883,0.11721575505246568,0.11024724017159128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405054873711766,0.08763495899176799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988758124282012,0.12111051887422455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664494106529293,0.11986002904824652,0.0,0.10831922269513422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071381560140016,0.0,0.08188269773611065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018985041052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831238796394884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102606044403145,0.21422016951864525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331650907756594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456267005982521,0.0,0.0,0.22334701291659226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250091768130293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255701184065497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223203307357893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720304443461747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277030478821082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706056088993264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029441577716977,0.0,0.11068994628676183,0.0,0.14106361945350396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tebelugawhale,2018/12/23,"My support is gone (M19) Sorry if this kind of post isn't appropriate here, but here goes.

I think I have a different kind of social anxiety than most. I'm comfortable with most one on one relationships (even professional ones), although I'm obviously a little awkward or cold. It's parties, speeches, group chats, and anything else with 4+ other people that terrify me. Luckily I don't have many physical symptoms, but recently I've had a red face, felt nauseous, like crying, and like screaming over little things.

I coped through my girlfriend from my junior year of high school through my second year of college, but about a month ago we decided to split. It was amicable; she has worse mental illness than me and needed to focus on that.

As she began therapy, we found out that they don't want you to be in a relationship. It's difficult to be apart, but I can't fight it. We still talk as good friends, but it's not the same at all. We want to start things up again when she's better, but she wants me not to expect another relationship, because she has never been well and could become a whole different person when healthy.

While we were together, I had intense fear of certain situations, but my SO could always get me out of stuff or at least talk through the issue with me. She only seemed mad at me for it once, when I couldn't bring myself to stand up and dance at prom. The last month or so of the relationship though, she was a source of some anxiety.

After some discussion, we decided on being open/polyamorous. My SO wanted this because she needs someone to relate to with her kind of mental issues. However she wasn't sure if doing anything sexual was even going to be a part of it. I thought I'd look for hook-ups more myself rather than partners because I thought myself a bit better in terms of mental illness.

When the open relationship began, all but my worst fears were realized. She had 30 matches on Tinder/Bumble when I had 2 (which didn't go anywhere). I know girls get more naturally, but my appearance was always an insecurity, and this felt like confirmation that only my SO could find me attractive.

It got worse when her search for other partners became sexual. Whenever she had alcohol, she texted other guys, flirted, and sent NSFW pics to them. I don't mind that by itself, but this began when some distance was forming (maybe because of her new, mellowing anxiety pills), I haven't been to a date/party without her yet, and most of all it wasn't communicated beforehand.

When we split, I asked if this was because of the other guys and if I was still her number one partner at the end. She gave the answers I wanted, but it still hurts more than a mental health break should. Last night she talked about feeling numb to everything and everyone because of anxiety medication. This makes me feel good because it says she doesn't feel happy because we're apart, but I'm obviously sad for her depression.

Sorry if this is too much r/relationshipadvice. Anyways, I am thinking about professional help through free campus therapy, and I want to tell my parents that I am more than an introvert, but also terrified by basic situations. I just never realized how I wasn't getting stronger; I was relying on outside support. My support could be back one day, but I want to be self-sufficient.

My only good friends can't be effective help and has caused a couple of my anxiety episodes through borderline harassment, over my performance in video games of all things (I've confronted him on this). The others are my brother, who is much more shy than me and finds it difficult to talk to me one on one, and the other is taking a break from college and will be in another city.

I don't know if I'm writing here for advice or just to get it off my chest, so respond however you feel.",7.742052994555353,7.1572554234482775,7.898789473684214,72.41386842105265,63.04137931034483,11.217785843920145,36.04446460980036,10.600634665860682,3.7650551724137933,3022,123,551,65,38,986,318,725,0.154,0.736,0.11,-0.9833,5,0,1,0,1,0,95.0,7,2,2,4,36,40,4,4,25,0,58,10,2,4,10,120,108,59,0,23,30,2,6,3,6,2,8,3,0,7,40,29,1,0,22,4,1,7,19,16,1,8,33,12,86,25,89,60,25,75,0,3,2,0,70,29,0,18,38,407,126,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347791865149843,0.048511573540149136,0.05848578413210629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376461188819788,0.09107335113890128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477061949311697,0.20932739421684274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900701834890974,0.0,0.05116171415698903,0.0,0.0,0.04208115583000455,0.0,0.2668852144701817,0.060440911912324334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968019512528213,0.059746958650483836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621899742118354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477802786162838,0.06055362325308317,0.060114283918997785,0.0352939438079665,0.0,0.047135692284666006,0.0,0.0,0.11435469615595645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571681130083553,0.0,0.048471268750925535,0.0,0.0,0.07229242580351812,0.0,0.0,0.05229333630545803,0.0491844804007885,0.0,0.0,0.12316463151097685,0.11068507063889356,0.0,0.1050916833927526,0.0,0.1000377153290826,0.0,0.0,0.060004576330110075,0.08456282570429338,0.0,0.11436895697852872,0.0,0.06220444849034318,0.13770550195479225,0.04376963100400858,0.0,0.0,0.10837530576279863,0.0,0.05825717669423053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058171510476962826,0.0,0.0,0.07336378662757645,0.05782135325008005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585856488107546,0.0,0.0,0.114240102651121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096709712843686,0.060152299653590875,0.08921849691308399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020953504667215,0.10970028336841643,0.0,0.0,0.045956318857680464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03653023817827234,0.055483890675197815,0.054979936062331904,0.0,0.0,0.0551310017818596,0.2206050026876588,0.0,0.05525797434386875,0.0,0.08736404014577025,0.0,0.08046027233551825,0.08115773374129262,0.0844166110800571,0.05285501309512312,0.0,0.051356936495821626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058281736144960974,0.2595877571013882,0.1248654788825836,0.0,0.0,0.06076709298956776,0.05926326279336084,0.0,0.03794033401550878,0.04778490469577493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052412679090869455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054035630811570416,0.29377789137770594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04352055980985228,0.0,0.05538594938397647,0.0,0.04982077901575208,0.05709147872098036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302933513149683,0.0,0.05578658317821815,0.046369426515129264,0.0,0.0,0.12252325142054347,0.03873556526755273,0.0,0.1311135102299769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264853401853351,0.0,0.18630831076800647,0.0515789013463339,0.056881592438658965,0.041147375807065914,0.17594774617352332,0.04783320879742434,0.0,0.12516861430283294,0.0,0.10907318975065802,0.07013282188202212,0.053768323622662616,0.08689315738766933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259529768539956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920552680198965,0.0,0.0,0.061099972894324624,0.0,0.052754211799396405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154157453769876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048390123646787
socialanxiety,OunceOfPain,2018/12/23,"Does it ever get better? I think I've always had social anxiety. It's usually worse around peer groups, due to some bullying in school. Last year, I moved to college dorms & my anxiety took the worst possible form. I had a racing heartbeat almost every second and worst part was publicly crying. The most embarrassing moments of my life was crying constantly in every class, balconies or common areas. I decided to drop out and get help before it was too late. I saw a therapist and had extensive sessions. I felt like I improved enough. I plan to start college again next month. But today, I met some girls of my age, I tried my best to keep myself together. Eventually, I was being ignored and/or intimidated by their extroverted nature. I had to lock myself in the bathroom and cried again, after 9 months of feeling okay. Now I don't know what to feel. 
Sorry if this was stupid. ",3.736613636363636,6.310584309090912,4.880359848484852,78.4405397727273,75.60606060606061,7.518939393939394,25.46401515151515,8.472884824447931,2.0978560606060603,701,25,119,14,16,230,115,165,0.228,0.67,0.102,-0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,6,9,1,1,5,1,11,1,0,0,1,22,23,7,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,6,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,13,4,20,4,17,9,9,28,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,6,20,80,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395767780449204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598184137614895,0.15102665646773542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326261812601924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408472137416075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860877763674313,0.0,0.1462789289093945,0.12327720913643622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062872669218438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593329610524814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197923007658265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402488996232315,0.0,0.0,0.12608427308885947,0.23488051844277086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095735080582286,0.0,0.1338341765267972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564877717531796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342872483538944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389430852488972,0.0,0.0,0.07660390651698952,0.11361968597169354,0.15723554448181518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845374710249848,0.06809785339181873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225160734606625,0.14814720501649215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824053940723714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509434375429864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713883585340754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410679263602042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208834000684373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560332647634133,0.09865942408608212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184001490873573,0.0,0.08931409376137438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212336543474282,0.0,0.154865008794583,0.09463518747545847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351600309387012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142048107850414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976119304440902
socialanxiety,TheOGgoodevening,2018/12/23,"Why is it that im a totally different person around people? Its like when im surrounded by people I try to hard to impress and act like someone Im not, and my mind is oblivious to it until after its done, compared to when im alone where im just my fun goofy self. I guess I dont know how to stop myself over thinking and over stressing about what other people thing of me when its become a state of mind of mine...accompanied with lots of sweat and nervousness.

I guess what im asking is how do you just be yourself and not overthink everything?
",3.638871681415928,4.58324371681416,5.060342920353981,83.94060287610621,72.00884955752213,8.127876106194691,26.514380530973447,8.472884824447931,1.7167884955752215,432,14,89,7,8,145,68,113,0.092,0.805,0.10300000000000001,0.504,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,2,2,0,7,1,1,2,1,22,12,11,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,9,4,17,10,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,8,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119479514348275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417034613805756,0.10939552637929524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292365879924314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222583369816225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974948641064115,0.13714358845429422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516774529145377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578158437600477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482465716921208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7583936050787395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430973426083639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433763771277085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994840576120365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23630854789001746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433755130582862,0.10217513014005708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207472852237874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991485118337393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783183399714608,0.13404310197568936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774119901474526,0.07498006167958986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794471722786278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559005431149604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Urgyen_Shelling,2018/12/23,Walking is my ultimate cope I usually walk from 2 am-5 am before people with purpose commute to their jobs。I walk for about 2-3 hours thinking about an alternate version of myself。I been doing that for the past 2 weeks and so far I am quiet happy with my self。,4.246764705882352,5.974485000000001,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058825,71.54901960784316,7.452941176470588,30.39705882352941,8.07648339933343,2.375623529411764,209,9,36,3,4,69,42,51,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.5719,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,9,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091863353326794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867956428947311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578291596018621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468612100744932,0.251902970928265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790560488640948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282170083746034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001816000235893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914595715433785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cerenxoxo,2018/12/23,"Sometimes in school or in shops, people say hi to me (strangers). I don't realize it at the moment and when I realize it is already too late. I worry too much about this. I am afraid people will think I am stuck-up or something. And I find it too awkward and say something like ""Oh sorry, didn't knew you said hi to ME."" Idk. Seems awkward and weird.

Anyone having this issue too? I think I am just overthinking.. ",0.7087951807228947,3.0912437951807274,2.2903734939759057,93.42495783132532,86.95180722891567,4.765783132530121,20.34819277108434,6.2581,0.17456722891566298,317,10,66,3,10,103,53,83,0.135,0.833,0.032,-0.6124,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,3,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,13,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,11,1,6,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,4,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24572239952972585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569636923068936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035167745975259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23241011797164995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251181987809781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878554360534116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368841546506946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087433326756267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118106069883733,0.35415298848213217,0.0,0.2253544023785152,0.0,0.20271083200706175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34284521137314217,0.22022678745301488,0.24926135968102806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853564909174306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226132669892614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sad_Strategy,2018/12/23,"anxiety with acquaintances I feel like when I'm around a group of people I've never met, my social anxiety is still manageable. However, the minute I see people that I've kind of spoken to before but aren't really friends with, my social anxiety just skyrockets. Does anyone experience the same thing?",6.425909090909091,8.239457363636369,7.365227272727274,66.74784090909091,66.27272727272727,12.045454545454547,30.113636363636363,11.698219412168324,4.453454545454545,245,9,38,9,4,82,42,55,0.158,0.809,0.033,-0.6865,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,6,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,4,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071321018202775,0.0,0.0,0.1545097279898005,0.0,0.0,0.1967131608505878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880320743372911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933752974641593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615437103385512,0.0,0.0,0.11173078246486128,0.15786342969229467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707234883411704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301097751502764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079564336325624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704282963287441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063902426632351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156120814635828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608717753882247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505090743360394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646962991667478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680489749201386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThePersonof21,2018/12/23,"Why am I more shy around my family? This is quite a weird one. I have noticed that I tend to act a little bit differently around my family (i.e. talk different, posture is different, blush a lot more etc.) and I can be myself more around friends or even strangers.

Also, I get very shy around family members that I do not see very often and struggle to open up. But, around my friends and even with strangers that could be potential friends, I am more confident, open and I let my personality come out.

Does anyone else seem to go through this?",3.6406623931623936,5.723532596153845,4.120512820512822,86.10226495726496,74.0,8.083760683760685,26.94017094017094,8.841846274778883,2.0229542735042743,426,16,86,9,9,134,64,104,0.085,0.7859999999999999,0.129,0.7811,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,21,17,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,14,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,1,13,3,12,13,7,13,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,4,0,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846091923106398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609002771068093,0.12615342366302024,0.0,0.5480250884203438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344177456666404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605902452172866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830319830443413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38591003151135655,0.0,0.0,0.1077452205362085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028529460398858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731399464972746,0.16264233568988667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482064541258556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853721257562312,0.0,0.0643263595274833,0.0,0.06997328337181284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259009707789236,0.0,0.0,0.12340096569296058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467424078056826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017564059423415,0.0,0.0,0.08343090809346505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750570926423733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095580181239705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811259259231572,0.11208598653245466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287142396411258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989611016609451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317770846645644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109879345831562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheGameIntersect,2018/12/23,"Going from 0 to 100 in one night! Don't give up! Just few weeks ago I was complaining here, depressed and anxious as hell. I am literally shaking right now, I can't believe how much can change in just a couple of hours.

I got invited to a concert by a few friends and I decided to suck it up and actually go. When we met up there was a girl there, which I didn't expect. She was smiling at me and went for a hug like we were best friends. I thought she was just being friendly. While we were in the car ob our way to the concert, I made a couple of jokes since I was very comfortable with my friends around and she was laughing like I said the funniest thing ever.

Once we got there, we got a couple of drinks and the concert started. I wasn't really paying attention to anyone and was just singing since this  is one of my favorite singers. After a few songs I accidentally looked at the girl that was with us and she was staring at me, I just smiled, not thinking anything of it. She got really close to me and she made a comment about something not relevant, we laughed and put her hand on my shoulder. Then a really like lovey dovey song was up and she really got close to me and was constantly looking at me, since I am really socially awkward I didn't realize she wanted me to hug her. But somehow I got the courage, probably because of the song and I put my around her shoulder and slowly hugged her and we danced and sang while looking each other in the eyes. That was the most incredible feeling in my life, first time in a long time I was soo close to a cute girl. On the way back, since we had a few drinks and couldn't drive friends, my friends father came to pick us up. The car was pretty crammed now and we had to sit really close to each other. We were all pretty tired and didn't talk much. Then this girl put her head on my chest and put one hand around me, i toom her other hand and held it while she was gently hugging me tigher. Almost died from the dopamine. We got dropped off a few streets down from wher I live and I offered to wak her home, she smiled and thanked me. Once we got to her apartment, we kinda looked at each other awkwardly and we kissed real quick and said bye. When I got home she immediately texted me saying she never had soo much fun and that she would love to see me again.

Soo yeah, here I am now, literally shaking. I can't believe this is happening, this stuff out of my dreams. All I want to say to you all is never give up, keep showing up to places and just have fun. Friends and maybe even love will show up. ",2.644856151896484,4.229194581261954,3.5481346436035395,91.28747298679356,75.46271510516252,6.777162168171108,24.782293565743252,7.485028197883463,0.9630163101960963,1998,66,441,25,43,638,220,523,0.057,0.727,0.21600000000000005,0.9982,0,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,17,1,0,2,27,35,2,4,26,1,40,19,8,4,6,93,78,38,1,5,9,1,4,3,7,2,2,11,2,4,17,56,2,2,6,15,1,14,12,8,0,4,43,22,83,27,63,31,16,81,1,1,7,7,66,36,2,4,31,310,100,1,0.0,0.0,0.06119047646806197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558369201928507,0.0,0.06278942696770702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083815549080924,0.0,0.043844393981332094,0.0,0.051600401448894065,0.16746070498970125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04821583458913554,0.0,0.0382240372839435,0.0,0.0,0.14129283548830998,0.06580442858993975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171716093787915,0.0,0.0,0.06633297047295372,0.0,0.0,0.06776121047036744,0.0,0.0,0.20814377064674652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054007231921642834,0.0,0.06507729647171122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285293515468232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414156832891038,0.056719744987532926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03170524283464707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333635439158002,0.0,0.0,0.3391169984866082,0.0,0.0,0.12030360198033807,0.07127274286939338,0.0,0.4513541327947154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544931856190494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643528333165245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579530770410802,0.0,0.061751230697045925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557345766667182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428999185953341,0.0919026485371468,0.0,0.05536915868848323,0.05549144555275645,0.2106237078961195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318638875935665,0.11866489173384585,0.0,0.0,0.06299502593539756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828490824722173,0.0,0.0967230408987314,0.0,0.0,0.05884385792753559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335563386559564,0.12747042957042826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551278126271293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758589177147006,0.06760597881694111,0.0,0.0,0.2521410767225621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137136676663816,0.2410203731451267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354923886804778,0.11929254032203633,0.09973015577306164,0.0,0.0,0.049967310715753416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747900311811784,0.0,0.0,0.06391926775205516,0.0,0.04827293210603075,0.0,0.0,0.04438251684915243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717815681130999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050399443994032095,0.0,0.05772981266147222,0.0,0.0,0.041658035696327284,0.0401784655439741,0.0,0.04978031164895325,0.07312691240014263,0.0720695157478939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085141249049186,0.0,0.0,0.051737720007275216,0.07396939245494133,0.09954371253010896,0.050297709838020885,0.0,0.0,0.05812763292920111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454342654600487,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nrba225,2018/12/23,"Seeing a doctor next week to finally get some help. Does anybody have any recommendations on possible medication? I am a 22 y/o male in college and working a high stress job. For the past year and a half I’ve developed some extremely bad anxiety, especially in social settings, interviews, presentations, etc.. It has crippled me to the point where I am physically shaking, shortness of breath, memory loss, inability to speak, and tightness in my chest. I’ve also had about five random panic attacks within that time frame. I’ve done everything I can think of to reduce these symptoms such as drinking less alcohol, less caffeine, exercising, and eating a healthier diet. My job and degree require a lot of social interaction and presentation. I’m worried that if I don’t get this sorted out I will lose everything in a very embarrassing fashion. I’m very wary on benzodiazepines as I’ve heard many horror stories. I’ve scheduled a visit with my doctor next week to ask about possible  medications, but the one that seemed the best to me for my situation was propranolol. I’ve read that it helps diminish all the physical symptoms of anxiety. If you’ve taken propranolol has it worked for you? Any side effects? Is there any other medication I can ask my doctor about that might help me? Thanks in advance for any input!!",6.987411087866107,8.370263502092051,7.812194037656907,65.65837473849373,64.60669456066945,11.163284518828457,35.85800209205021,11.080906280650957,4.547194351464436,1063,50,168,31,16,356,146,239,0.11,0.813,0.077,0.618,2,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,8,7,10,1,4,13,0,14,15,2,1,1,23,26,12,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,10,2,0,1,11,8,4,2,3,3,0,3,1,8,0,3,5,4,15,2,29,19,8,29,0,2,1,0,14,14,0,9,11,106,26,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081131297560482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090049973689953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275178886443839,0.0,0.15477976447297018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914863238227397,0.1150882070855237,0.0,0.0,0.08446738599650569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106164963944012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106357144114357,0.08852895396178319,0.10352549291878277,0.0,0.09910182118887716,0.0,0.10351562518683756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128241628738332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183865328857496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081978631320864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570761826458792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034234994220097,0.10688490475695828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007785397189534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317619926050015,0.0,0.08600568078036835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256401894841152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30573507242853765,0.0,0.10731859996752538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517728682520426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855107804168446,0.0,0.0,0.11869369555792965,0.0,0.0,0.096572109505772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563230730873193,0.2280935329095046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119098301908994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061429685187184,0.09209554810979376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137121325314514,0.0,0.2062471144157016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158825696906102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102954444505937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931378572997252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482155437261647,0.0,0.0,0.05898931260900697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694114049210046,0.0,0.0,0.16229468641678102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729662107581876,0.10273655321273527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514604594236381
socialanxiety,dnkakgkathrkwaway,2018/12/23,Help. No social skills no friends no life I have really bad social anxiety where I convince myself the person doesn’t like me and is judging me when they’re not and I’m aware I’m delusional but I can’t stop. I’m borderline autistic and I have absolutely no fucking friends. ,0.08127272727272583,2.0149567636363663,2.236363636363638,87.93454545454549,108.63636363636364,5.636363636363638,23.181818181818183,6.980632752743323,1.5811818181818191,222,10,42,5,11,74,37,55,0.244,0.563,0.193,-0.2449,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,6,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,9,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,0,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22326950152862876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436880716427181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450975373134673,0.2698167254473914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562532811190134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614694907488448,0.14258639339198856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25483792725587434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697081252704145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5950221023285432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440051875764565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AcademicTrash__,2018/12/23,"What music do you guys like to listen to? I've been listening to a lot of Lil Peep and Kid Cudi lately. I also listen to a lot of Eminem, J Cole, The Smiths, Lil Tracy, The Cure and the Suicideboys. Some are good for when you feel depressed, some are better for motivation when you're going out and you get anxious beforehand. 

Any good recommendation?",3.35372549019608,5.453831235294118,4.968235294117652,79.62872549019609,74.88235294117645,7.4745098039215705,21.62745098039216,8.344100000000001,1.3253745098039222,276,7,51,5,6,93,47,68,0.071,0.741,0.188,0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,3,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,10,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,4,9,9,4,5,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,4,4,33,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22221951994092465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889670652291933,0.0,0.0,0.3139238698002157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457611550594801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393365429205669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050383518101772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518016737380599,0.0,0.1579248859446841,0.4661429896189742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27514363067566233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134593109216965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357575112535381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724851183209348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,completelylost12345,2018/12/23,"Looking for accountability buddy through 2019 for setting and meeting goals + working on healing anxiety Hi, I hope this sub will be ok with my posting this here. This is a little out there for me but I think it could be really motivational and possibly fun. I'm currently in a really rough place in life. and I've been sick for a long time. I'm starting to get back up on my feet. I have also suffered from severe social anxiety since I was very young. I'm a 38yo F. I would love to jump head first into getting into shape and bouncing back but it's a slow process. However I am working very hard to rebuild my life. My major goals include getting steadily healthier (there are some natural setbacks but overall am moving toward optimal health), going back to work, completing the program I'm studying, buying a car and finding a new home. 2019 has to be the year of some major shifts because I don't want to live with my current circumstances anymore.

I'm looking to meet someone who has serious goals for 2019 and wants an accountability buddy and maybe would like to meet up online (zoom?) once a week to check up on each other, see how each other is doing, encourage and support one another and talk about our progress with SA. I have been pretty isolated for a long time and struggle with very low self esteem and social anxiety. Thank you",5.325155038759694,6.5887660891472875,6.099224806201551,76.86341085271322,68.34108527131785,8.834108527131782,32.93798449612403,9.150863307647796,3.0264170542635664,1073,48,190,20,18,352,157,258,0.111,0.737,0.152,0.9467,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,9,9,12,0,1,12,1,21,8,2,2,0,35,41,16,0,6,3,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,1,1,8,20,0,0,3,0,4,4,1,4,0,2,3,5,16,8,35,31,6,38,0,2,3,1,13,16,0,3,17,120,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916031858710576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201125057023479,0.2628843996058,0.0,0.11359983358292634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26423869237174963,0.0,0.06982678142389158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010033881870405,0.0,0.0,0.0914564500953746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469387292655416,0.09743361048919133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953822229842048,0.0,0.06509969369343548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261160299318396,0.0,0.11755825771676552,0.12175809305093835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148999697488224,0.11377100623553475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181585204452878,0.05596187292662684,0.11480617574281117,0.1011470900534506,0.20274096170033606,0.19238124304741955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033831299575877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507784680377375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174532160163365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063019594777708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219888050787107,0.07762000437495017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967722362033882,0.0,0.0,0.1291345193110441,0.1097043519322458,0.11653546839283024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676346883761432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127911993624524,0.0,0.11949749149590465,0.12940549328121814,0.0,0.09475445315441228,0.0,0.0,0.23353246047469786,0.09705529222218898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107694851924402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974938391980808,0.0,0.0,0.1299865658902889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920685309485935,0.0,0.10545947777337844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339708546864929,0.0,0.0,0.13358654111908155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835397872403233,0.1351255640695727,0.0,0.09188268536084544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501747171365015,0.0,0.0,0.1627417892146931,0.0,0.0,0.07376450546820212
socialanxiety,rjtiger126,2018/12/23,"I just saw 3 people from my school and didn't do anything Note: my high school is extremely small. Like, 80 in each grade.

I was driving home from 24 Hour Fitness (I go at 10:30pm to avoid people) when I saw three guys from my school walking towards the gym. These aren't my friends (because I have none), but people who are friendly.

I wanted to pull over and at least say ""Hey"" but I didn't. I just drove past. I couldn't even say hi to people I know. I hate everything right now. I was screaming at myself and hitting my wheel the entire way home. ",1.1094345238095258,3.3410648839285737,1.957142857142859,97.65452380952385,83.19642857142857,4.447619047619049,20.94047619047619,5.46131890053228,-0.2079488095238093,425,13,94,2,12,132,72,112,0.109,0.82,0.071,-0.6234,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,18,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,1,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,5,5,3,0,1,7,5,18,3,12,9,3,20,0,0,2,0,8,10,0,0,5,58,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779206000337835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207224539167614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105951147009035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048777768818006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587334787635168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516222535392016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579578342215365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531618217088814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691367038185232,0.3359197622614505,0.0,0.1648985094411931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202278669957498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818046301070095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598441462621227,0.4643380598282908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299617305398749,0.0,0.26631621504027103,0.0,0.5083864891949345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876274871290923,0.13290917148670556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BitWise_BitTrader,2018/12/23,SUCCESS! I went out for drinks with my coworkers. Nothing interesting happened. But still beats staying in again,4.8933333333333335,7.676816666666671,3.865000000000002,75.36750000000002,104.55555555555556,6.2444444444444445,37.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,4.170733333333335,92,6,12,2,4,27,18,18,0.10300000000000001,0.682,0.215,0.5372,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42569976618952055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842767275759552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41696851879392105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631792283425555,0.34703724656875506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028380716497367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thoughts1424,2018/12/23,"how can i force myself to socialize? my situation is pretty confusing but i think there is something seriously wrong with me and i dont know how to stop. i’m 19, i got diagnosed by a professional with social anxiety right before i turned 13 but my earliest memories involve me being shy and anxious in public. after my diagnosis i began online school and ive been doing so ever since, i even take online college courses now. my anxiety has chilled out a bunch so i’ve been able to comfortably work customer service based jobs and i’ve been in a relationship for 2 years. my situation is difficult because when working as a cashier i genuinely enjoy talking to all the customers and i’ve actually formed a few first name basis type of relationships with customers, plus ive gotten close with a few coworkers. but with that being said, i still avoid hanging out with people at ALL costs. i have old/current coworkers that i talk to (text) outside of work who ask to hang out, and while i like them as people and enjoy texting them i go to extremes to not hang out. same with any “friends” i have. i enjoy texting but asking to hang out takes it too far for me, its so much effort, it can be uncomfortable and it gets tiring. in all honesty.. i hang out with a friend maybe once a year. i genuinely LOVE being alone, i always go out alone and i enjoy every second of it. i also appreciate the /idea/ of socializing and i enjoy doing it in ‘controlled’ environments such as work. i call work a controlled environment because i go there knowing ill be there for a set amount of time and i know i’m not there just to socialize so when i talk to my coworkers it can only last so long. and customers are typically in and out. there are no surprise visits from other people and no trying to figure out an excuse to leave early. but somedays i get sad, feel lonely, and wish for a best friend. i wonder if i’m ruining my future, what if my boyfriend and i break up? who will i have? i think ill be okay with myself but you never know. my worst fear is getting married and not having anyone to be a bridesmaid. i want to be able to socialize and feel “normal” but this is such a deep rooted issue that has been going on for about 6 years now and i don’t know how to change, its also ended three friendships for me as i would never make an effort to hang out. 

*little clarification; i hang out with my boyfriend a LOT, but... i haven’t been a fan of socializing for as long as i can remember so my relationship has zero impact on why i don’t see my friends*


TL;DR- i avoid hanging out with my friends at all costs and while i enjoy being alone i’m scared that i’ve missed out on forming meaningful relationships. i want to start socializing but i don’t know how to get over myself. ",2.821240875912409,4.933193416058394,4.5541080291970815,81.93286277372263,76.51824817518249,7.157722627737226,25.01109489051095,8.109356740369918,1.633424408759125,2184,77,417,38,50,737,242,548,0.126,0.715,0.159,0.9811,2,7,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,2,11,29,30,0,5,19,1,43,5,0,8,7,104,83,54,0,7,15,0,2,1,5,2,4,1,0,0,17,46,0,5,16,0,2,13,12,13,0,4,9,4,66,17,80,63,15,70,0,4,1,1,34,30,0,5,26,309,83,11,0.1334414799692713,0.0,0.06510981764255315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073076941051665,0.0,0.10671310332034743,0.0555170005542579,0.0,0.0,0.04537239114121594,0.0,0.10208236693110022,0.07537544487905333,0.0,0.04665269273173224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474977049558078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134468763022977,0.0,0.0567744355122219,0.0,0.0700193002713366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812933535025145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058169604933734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966596654488853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772014662386196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819621035185062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909477186156348,0.0,0.0,0.044068419501566425,0.060352729150555534,0.05621510107897488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750793819525895,0.0674720217403176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675262734662526,0.0,0.0,0.2577413910208897,0.0,0.1394353313799336,0.0,0.15167573645329904,0.0,0.053362670821306135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753195941662704,0.0,0.06963911795150482,0.06621003925568053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200078427847722,0.05438630818601824,0.0,0.0706476299293971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032596383361739166,0.06687170963192139,0.0,0.11809151061431734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567235871786965,0.06021807278774281,0.0,0.04453661203478111,0.0,0.06702995119154605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904742087544312,0.0,0.10291829575859927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653721590305039,0.0,0.0,0.07001219297734908,0.07105541055424802,0.0,0.05074412931000664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876728054215806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678789791033804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28653242081442665,0.07558159197165168,0.05697914739094918,0.06346670262110728,0.0,0.06679910025181897,0.06752495091475595,0.05316779140442828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519208558839329,0.1499938144643019,0.0,0.4760937445139583,0.0,0.051364885320602204,0.0,0.0,0.047225283170889185,0.0,0.0532832691384234,0.05578152618412565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033138593980566,0.16088281038881566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550391223350487,0.0,0.0,0.03890540003901888,0.07668567559498696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045299002785170094,0.07257300576049075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787072422354062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020509008889465,0.0,0.07672555821340626,0.0,0.07235579639712073,0.2428674667449637,0.0,0.0,0.047396499373535496,0.07294865517596456,0.0,0.12889790707415225
socialanxiety,water_lilies16,2018/12/23,"Why am i not getting better? I go to school every day... 

or I go to work every day... And interact with people, but i'm still so anxious, my mind freezes and i cannot think or come up with words to say. Its as if my mind just stops working and i get headaches. Deep breathing techniques don't work.. 

​

And people preach of exposure therapy, but i am practicing that with no luck.

​

What to do? It feels as if there is no hope.",0.7145556690500534,3.1368247865168577,2.0171399387129725,95.01149131767107,87.65168539325843,5.034116445352401,22.6976506639428,6.574015621080383,0.5598224719101124,342,13,73,4,11,109,59,89,0.15,0.7659999999999999,0.084,-0.5085,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,24,15,13,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,8,3,11,15,0,9,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,6,4,46,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276791422632581,0.3674814745283069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082801261662595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373589502415278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025688749753636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504016615379904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548074910011632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645799901824075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800543921429044,0.0,0.17187603112695307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501889479017271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053646981473869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966455578266016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202509028546702,0.0,0.1530359546840774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075915422110065,0.12642110801530498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729256119951865,0.0,0.0,0.09689139096448077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644650331143715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302552979144504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674814745283069,0.0
socialanxiety,NoldyPie,2018/12/23,"This feels like a punishment I know there are others who understand the torture of being extroverted with social anxiety, especially when the latter overtakes the former. The amount of disappointment that I have to go through every time I start to believe things are looking positive for me when they are, in fact, opportunities to bring me even lower than before. I image a hidden malevolent force holding me back with a rope, laughing as it allows some slack only to pull back harder than before. Did I do something wrong? Is this something we deserve? 

As I spend more time with it, it starts to feel less like something that can be overcome, and more of something that is justified without reason.",8.888029953917053,9.320202895161293,8.162119815668202,68.09532258064519,60.3709677419355,10.31152073732719,37.06912442396313,9.957137785484203,3.8897317972350223,565,24,86,10,7,177,85,124,0.129,0.747,0.124,-0.168,1,0,4,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,2,6,8,2,0,7,0,11,0,0,2,1,15,20,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,5,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,1,3,11,4,19,17,5,13,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,11,70,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684440877723242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27509877107887004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30443118806502306,0.2015390054756072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181500193174238,0.0,0.1507159855863614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808964506140458,0.12779349380318294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166288804222247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830899000920457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478563413106926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021601227077352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604798915037164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839207150852644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234789625329687,0.0,0.5508490898023417,0.0,0.0,0.2532275122194039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884139850813273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861532218094594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622269977558564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243607677834555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955796263107176,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mikey7209,2018/12/23,"Anyone in the OC/LA area with social anxiety that wants to meet up? Looking to hangout. Eat, grab a beer, or anything. ",1.0385507246376804,3.603743869565221,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,88.56521739130434,4.8057971014492775,25.057971014492754,6.42735559955562,1.0868666666666669,91,4,17,1,3,30,22,23,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459239980599585,0.0,0.0,0.3161816575220284,0.0,0.3721137180242469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462703106549311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797255876337653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609506071413398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26671328975671016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Vonbreitenstein,2018/12/23,"Just got a hotel room in Columbus, OH... And I'm feeling adventurous as fuck. What do? Recommendations or requests accepted.",3.1750000000000007,6.002828285714287,5.562261904761908,64.53482142857146,99.4761904761905,7.814285714285713,33.82142857142857,8.07648339933343,4.2928000000000015,98,6,14,3,4,34,21,21,0.14300000000000002,0.612,0.245,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822205622773405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6988444479412783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6045857088569361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socialanxietysincehs,2018/12/23,"does anyone else get startled easily? When walking down the street, I get startled by car horns, firetrucks, dogs, loud motorcycles, any sudden loud noise.

I hate walking down my dorm hallway because I jump every time I door next to me opens.",6.767364341085273,8.389185581395349,5.641860465116278,80.14248062015506,65.27906976744185,7.593798449612403,32.93798449612403,7.793537801064563,2.401068217054263,192,8,32,2,3,57,35,43,0.16,0.787,0.054000000000000006,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,12,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391758733186905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459248509088285,0.3603699839687408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440005931407585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30778509429168754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938098185471316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963320987958396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675094734425638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34724228047505434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740491587843392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508579770865445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WorldSoColdIsMyWorld,2018/12/23,"Making music to help social anxiety When I was young and started listening to music I felt touched by artists singing about social anxiety, depression etc. I finally felt understood.

This has motivated me to make music myself and now many years later I am a music producer and have made my own CD with the most songs being about social anxiety, self acceptance and depression.

I am posting this because like when I was young I hope my songs can also help others and make them feel understood.

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5fFqLkpXkvMmslyLQWw6WL?si=YpygMzh3SgO8tGs01qtYZQ

Feedback is always welcome! ",10.387583586626144,13.334242712765965,8.225866261398178,60.00500000000002,58.04255319148936,10.903343465045593,35.76899696048632,10.914260884657429,4.787065653495442,501,21,62,13,7,148,62,94,0.11699999999999999,0.6940000000000001,0.188,0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,6,6,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,6,0,20,21,8,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,6,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,7,12,4,7,13,3,10,0,2,0,0,9,0,0,2,10,45,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049679001936296,0.13578070805579234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745019342778488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994743877797875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810972734867615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181991349120698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250985098611838,0.0,0.31336110955398955,0.17875818359017345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875525100100265,0.0,0.0,0.16207679863786384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972260692631282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544069948510849,0.3267762661589744,0.16544119366110813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562834921316399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023468023843785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990312755088457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155012396754355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050840217993718
socialanxiety,MiraiVi,2019/04/10,"Bitter rejected PhD professor So, I got accepted for a PhD program in a university, and was looking forward to working there, but always had some doubts about the research topic. After some thought I decided to not go through with it and commit to 3+ years, and let my potential supervisor know about it. Her boss also interviewed me but I was dealing with her mostly so I just emailed her and to kindly let her boss know. She was shocked that I was rejecting the offer and I gently let her know my reasons why and she seemed fine with it later, even letting me know that we can work together in the future.

Fast forward 2 months later, I meet her boss at a seminar that the university I'm now enrolled in as a PhD student, and I was already feeling awkward but go up and say hi to be polite. He was curt, kept looking down at his phone and his demeanour was overall rude. 

Now I feel guilty (?), anxious and upset, and need some advice about the whole situation please. **Sorry for the long read.",3.77796875,5.712356692708338,4.884791666666668,81.41437500000002,73.21875,7.508333333333333,30.22916666666667,8.278499904357787,2.353379166666667,783,35,144,13,16,257,114,192,0.14,0.7659999999999999,0.094,-0.8628,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,2,11,11,2,3,10,0,14,0,0,4,1,42,30,18,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,15,0,1,11,1,0,4,1,8,0,0,11,6,24,3,23,14,5,21,1,2,2,0,20,9,0,6,12,105,30,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940186367758856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742452412825106,0.11408201018627692,0.11870128083014445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611607572628377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470721474471647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422299091759667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426239387604667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214946780370684,0.0,0.11409509360679268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485543477147747,0.313600188176672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5835020003076242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624613564439935,0.2395903452515035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386671659839173,0.0,0.0,0.1057776706785568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659352954297875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269467794495996,0.0,0.0,0.14667420257019909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344583519267865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298687312407312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035140331573772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969179450650645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325298727133355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872491731720426,0.15927041116960788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771064060944613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918658339684224
socialanxiety,throwawayq3036009,2019/04/10,"What even is ""networking?"" Everyone tells me ""you need to network in college"" ""go to parties so you can network""

I don't even know what it is. no one has explained it to me - ""Idk man just talk to people."" Wtf do I do?",-1.7661666666666669,-0.023964644444442133,1.0259722222222225,97.725625,106.55555555555556,4.02777777777778,21.180555555555557,5.985473137389443,0.2543888888888888,161,7,37,2,8,55,32,45,0.16,0.784,0.055999999999999994,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,5,11,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312617209183893,0.0,0.0,0.3842926493255083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22856365647195356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102325296165493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29820549534760044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725222041574156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27881547641076376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232506773182212,0.3515161172186259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,P00ld3ad,2019/04/10,"Does anyone else hate being ignored? The title is pretty self explanatory. When I’m texting someone, and they don’t respond, it drives me crazy. It makes me feel like I did something wrong.  Anyone else like this?",2.879999999999999,5.8853093076923075,3.185333333333337,86.11800000000002,84.12820512820512,4.1456410256410265,23.18461538461539,5.6839178017228535,0.5730061538461539,169,6,28,1,5,52,33,39,0.242,0.591,0.16699999999999998,-0.5661,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,8,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344591065015317,0.4901050967510394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929468341825055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995829174217181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092888311337048,0.17085934436321573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612567505489054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336876312164773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964432699965578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433165308560077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24950099294034034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026435155785755,0.1841207081943753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26148910815223075,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Garrett50Kal,2019/04/10,"Said something dumb in class and i cant get over it So for my poli sci class, our teacher asked us if we were the leader of a country and we saw that another country was expanding their naval force what we would do. Im basically halfway asleep in class and then he calls on me to answer. While everyone else said somewhat intelligent things and he responded well, i basically told everyone that we should try to find where theyre getting the naval force and take them. A lot of the class laughed and he was just sort of quiet and moved on. Im much better at essays or just anything else where im not spaced out and youre forcing me to answer. Now for the rest of the quarter, the whole classes view of me is that of an idiot. Great day.",3.1262000000000008,4.685234486666669,3.995666666666669,88.67950000000002,74.13333333333333,7.133333333333333,25.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.2731333333333337,583,20,124,8,12,187,97,150,0.043,0.861,0.096,0.8024,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,6,1,2,1,7,6,2,0,9,0,8,1,1,0,0,26,16,13,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,6,13,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,7,5,15,4,18,7,5,15,0,0,2,0,18,10,1,5,4,82,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016881734648326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354582096195486,0.0,0.15171353835962828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352692034142436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571000477219328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465968910545234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711347467243419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101384390361466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483245431869004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957327786624202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891857098293806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258833752345595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796796715767498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248210145375634,0.1192973380049781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30873830018012177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493407352121975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220172951740428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781421114016708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550692195180733,0.0,0.1101801144707399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520754837794968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591271424316782,0.0,0.0,0.1811841771569936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528182532526107,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VerlanderFan_23,2019/04/10,"What are all the meds you’ve tried and rate each one 1-10. List each medication you’ve tried for anxiety and/or depression or whatever else it is you have, and rate them 1-10. Thanks!

Gabapentin: 8/10
CBD Oil: 4/10
Lexapro: 1/10",2.2381818181818147,4.8909410000000015,2.055636363636367,95.99845454545458,82.18181818181819,7.156363636363636,22.43636363636364,8.238735603445708,1.1513600000000004,180,6,40,4,5,53,35,44,0.125,0.812,0.064,-0.4199,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807603396326503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161037050161233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065883353625489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076634774745129,0.3697222440109495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24869431761577246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33789192711550803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983490798393718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Harakiribusted,2019/04/10,"Why do i look ugly, tired and sad? I hate my life! HELP :( Hello everyone,

I'm really depressed and fed up of my life, I'm 22 years old male 6 foot tall and ever since i remember i was always taken advantage of, i have a sister and a brother, my sister is one year younger and believe me she's an evil bitch, but that's another story to Tell.

People never give me eye contact due to my creepy face, i was told many times that i look like I'm about to kill them and due to my autism whenever i talk to anyone i stare intensely into their eyes. 

I basically don't like the way i look - i have hollow sunken droopy eyes with dark circles and i developed two lines on my forehead already and I'm only 22 for god sake :(

I always look sad, depressed, sick and angry at the Same time I'm an overthinker and believe me i overthink the silliest things duo to my complex brain :(

I have severe anxiety and OCD that is killing me and causing alot of stress and alot of thinking that is literally paralysing me from making one simple step forward in life. 

I really hate my life and i don't understand why is this happening to me? I consider my self one of the very few humans that literally never ever done anything wrong so for god to punish me like that.

My friends left me and my family always viewed me as a sick weirdo, as I'm really incapable of communicating with humans. 

Please people i want your help :'(",3.0828949404301405,4.752822185053383,4.712149156738358,83.03933003249267,74.48042704626334,7.876280365155503,25.38465109082469,8.587818076936951,1.7847585022435406,1098,37,218,21,23,370,151,281,0.28600000000000003,0.618,0.096,-0.997,0,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,1,2,1,4,18,7,1,11,0,13,15,7,2,4,33,34,19,2,1,1,3,0,3,1,0,7,0,0,4,8,18,1,0,4,0,0,2,4,13,0,4,6,9,44,5,27,28,4,21,0,4,9,0,20,8,1,2,15,130,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103264131466875,0.0,0.24956505263255874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483394368855643,0.07648165133104227,0.0,0.0,0.06990580423298458,0.0,0.08227203604560364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252782716388911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160669590475132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027032743381316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221900631069248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231054014391326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808687054008093,0.0,0.09553170833693904,0.0,0.0,0.09424882634330864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724149740745066,0.0,0.0,0.09590644646771893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840877604309758,0.0,0.0,0.19741193938390092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402411017840438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121808692466968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086246212707608,0.0,0.2824650742561323,0.14653021683606762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33581989289851993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673500498688563,0.1013603498239293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542158836718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490838512452087,0.0,0.20323973228684306,0.07603653640995023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862205701330746,0.0,0.0,0.10974403468662801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214227283444613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132537408369958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429716057584948,0.11294484380545153,0.0,0.0827014884765279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452259693766648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035722119453126,0.08738375622016882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641985950035158,0.06406082264233487,0.0,0.0,0.11659405361113095,0.11490813309412748,0.0,0.09553170833693904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766238881771433,0.10407892965029443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249097770240557,0.05896865481125795,0.07935659098991234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042625174005464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093084687975979,0.0,0.12876301209852378
socialanxiety,thealy95,2019/04/10,"I don't know what's next I've dealt with pretty bad social anxiety and depression for nearly all of adolescence + adulthood, and I feel like I'm falling further and further behind in life because of it. I'm almost 24 now, and so far I've only worked two part-time, cashiering jobs. The second job lasted \~6 months because I couldn't take it anymore, as every shift made me anxious and drained. That was over two years ago now, and I've given up on pursuing any other job since then. Although I've been attending college in the meantime, l don't think I've acquired the skills necessary to succeed in this world. In about a year, I will have a degree. But I don't know what's next after that. I haven't invested any time into looking for internships or attending job fairs, because I can't articulate myself well or present myself confidently in-person despite being a decent student. I don't know what to look for, or where to really go from here. It terrifies me. Because although the degree is a great thing, it doesn't mean much if I can't figure out how to utilize it properly. I've talked to therapists, I've taken medication, I got into yoga and found decent hobbies, so I am in the process of building a stronger foundation. But none of these are the end-all-be-all for deeper underlying issues. I am so damn stubborn about change and figuring things out because the fear is too strong, and I don't know where to go from here.",7.059693757361599,6.420468773851592,7.487434628975269,74.98497997644292,64.4416961130742,10.232179034157832,35.474440518256785,9.558583805096642,3.28304023557126,1145,47,212,19,15,377,161,283,0.111,0.8079999999999999,0.081,-0.7256,4,0,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,0,5,14,10,2,1,12,0,20,2,0,2,1,36,39,23,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,15,14,0,1,10,1,1,5,11,5,1,3,7,3,17,5,36,29,3,38,0,1,2,0,2,20,1,5,14,136,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006308770957227,0.0,0.11303502357712335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352727039979114,0.0,0.08635442587819117,0.127524536578136,0.1119486179889912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425176020905003,0.3440591166587278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941419508744985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722510665271328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997995246235424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510795890216417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702364019794418,0.05707653413011594,0.08064292788393479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376929351356328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830689113935606,0.0,0.09028205243734216,0.12445281049795008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781948695262337,0.4480718932511272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24814799425907194,0.09201390132750044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973189939522367,0.05514844640716975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958491053106385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681168377130268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296159739799126,0.0,0.11371674559781435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010134050314632,0.0,0.08298126302975703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24010258872130985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585185247932002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224021259462255,0.0,0.0,0.0985642138738215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484158226124262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723151037701461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337716213462262,0.0,0.0,0.1150689898970082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848732204283908,0.0907302808014043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106470974020806,0.14998757830781834,0.07233023168680149,0.0,0.0,0.06582240566969626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053863559359074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149448028331393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217944503346948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538462220155454
socialanxiety,Testruns,2019/04/10,"I don’t say a word at age 18 and my parents are worried. Even while I write this, I don’t feel like interacting with anyone and I’m not sure why that is. I’ve been made fun of a lot, but I’m only now starting to realize how screwed up it is for me to not talk! I usually get called a f*^g?t because of this, but seriously, I’m not sure what to do anymore. I’m planning to move out so people don’t go after my family because of me. I’m extremely anti-social. I don’t have a life, I suck at sports, man, I’m nothing. Which kid can’t talk to his own family? I don’t care why I turned out this way or if it was even justified(it wasn’t). I’m extremely mute, I hate it, and I haven’t been eating recently because of the harassment. If I do, I just throw it all up. My parents are genuinely concerned and they’re probably going to kick me out, and I feel like crap for making them struggle. So anyways, thoughts, comments?",1.017349125775521,2.68713087309645,3.5331556683587126,89.22486604624929,80.37055837563452,7.017371686407219,24.650028200789624,7.984000788550335,1.3369923293852228,710,27,161,13,18,248,108,197,0.172,0.769,0.059000000000000004,-0.9708,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,8,13,5,1,5,0,18,4,1,3,3,31,38,14,0,2,9,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,10,9,1,0,4,1,0,4,11,7,0,0,6,3,21,6,21,32,3,19,0,0,0,1,13,7,3,4,9,100,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418878150103903,0.1000384480283825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616439425911225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460913095163866,0.0,0.14587024217095435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463971725617242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899386234148974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269748883353304,0.0,0.14468181673997094,0.20441965321299801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474860149971589,0.0,0.16262089484954154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125282052702745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010551554368366,0.13979435749176305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163369991502646,0.0,0.13537707476997388,0.09550088724827728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520616459106267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372803160880447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881181011169756,0.0,0.0,0.3177264417319905,0.0,0.0,0.09918729637881724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542545485100353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126518037855787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377566319440775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126626695018696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956869123244576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696851204652733,0.0,0.0,0.2299898208561427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358225459452892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561997475220093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575723018296298,0.0,0.0,0.11356296219689475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25819833425414984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529536851982428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imcrazyfordisone,2019/04/10,"CBT is great and all but it seems like it can be done without a therapist. Especially after you learn the exercises.

My therapist is nice and intelligent but other than perhaps giving me a bit of extra motivation she hasn’t done anything I couldn’t have done on my own.

Is this atypical?",2.9353333333333325,5.666866927272732,5.148636363636364,74.47628787878789,79.72727272727272,8.757575757575756,27.34848484848485,9.2995712137729,3.0409393939393943,231,10,41,7,6,80,44,55,0.0,0.691,0.309,0.9623,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,1,1,10,13,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,6,3,5,8,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,36,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803533759257084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927042838128126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6728428830001039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102421700601105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416291880954417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070725062517483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951876056358245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089328119755535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126636637689675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,notalive27,2019/04/10,"feel like a horrible, horrible person having SA, too afraid to do anything in life (i would get panic attacks), parents worried and have tried literally everything but i would just fall back into this spiral of fear (would be due to ptsd)...im being a burden to everyone in my family when they dont have to be responsible for my survival anymore (im 18 alr).
dad smokes and drinks alot especially when hes stressed out...he's currently unemployed and i suspect he has some difficulty with ppl too (SA might be inhereted from him).
mom's the only one working to support the whole family, her job doesnt pay much and she's been so tired and stressed that it took a toll on her mental and physical health too...
basiclly, i feel like im dragging them  down with me. there's just this guilt constantly nagging at me telling me im just being selfish and lazy .
also sucks when all my dreams of success (having a good career, making racks of cash, living the dream life) all vanish in front of my eyes, in just a few months.
nowadays death is the only thing that calms me down. im too tired to fight anymore.",3.946220450797143,5.67044392990654,4.868944474986262,82.5756981858164,72.3177570093458,7.839032435404067,27.541506322155037,8.4952907291091,2.0042389224848813,867,32,165,15,17,282,136,214,0.252,0.63,0.11800000000000001,-0.9888,5,0,2,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,2,3,15,18,4,6,10,0,20,7,1,1,2,27,27,13,1,3,5,3,2,2,0,4,5,0,0,1,6,10,1,0,3,3,2,3,2,12,0,1,2,3,19,6,23,16,7,20,0,0,1,0,14,9,1,3,10,107,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385372758230013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797900003316466,0.0,0.0,0.08628798821382122,0.0,0.0,0.11928943821447277,0.0,0.08062819764818037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331265583684028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228910699209712,0.10271947817266233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019490606084856,0.094238286205776,0.0,0.19769880527011646,0.11799274588427185,0.10603722231664932,0.1498190491525022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054783208102295436,0.0,0.0,0.08794868082763299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145758598402182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663152187169717,0.0,0.1040539244424844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812653344764112,0.10245520617569076,0.0,0.0925902353115014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999254668458396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567071773605788,0.11123620590054467,0.0,0.1228066983290302,0.08369548028424442,0.0,0.07708161304910005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105349710168186,0.15949622916648787,0.0,0.12302654304261952,0.11643076544429826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155667577132674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257167002117543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402255971712183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189899454028361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916492272371358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966201797355735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410343079051125,0.0,0.0,0.11649946081380733,0.07119069956937958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706856890345865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633680124136125,0.10648689407187764,0.0,0.22346120709612768,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bbqbubble975,2019/04/10,"Think I'm invisible I'm 24 male. My first memory I can remember is as I'm mixed race a girl telling me I'm dirty when I first started playing out and my mom telling me I ruined her life and I need to go and mix and that I'm not right. So I felt pressured to ""mix"".

So all the way through education I had some great friends male as I'm like them but just not as confident and we walked home with the best looking girls in our year but I never could talk to them. I just thought why would they want to.

At 18, 19, 20, 21 I told myself I would try and get a girlfriend but to be honest I never put time into it and just spent so much time learning and keeping myself happy with my own goals but every now and again I would try.

Now I'm 24 I have been trying for 3 months now and I don't even get replies online dating and I don't know what to do as I just feel like giving up but then I can't as that makes me feel even worse. I didn't gain talking skills growing up with women and I don't even get chance to or know where to start. I feel like everything is just predetermined since before I ever knew as when I was younger I had no control of how people made me feel then in return I couldn't build my social skills with women then I obviously have no looks either.

Datings hard enough but everything is against me and I feel like people are intimidated or something by the way I look as even ugly guys get replies, I'm sure. I just don't feel like taking another 30 + minutes today for the message to be deleted or whatever, it's to draining now.

But it saddening to me not sharing care, happiness, events excitement etc. What makes me happy is making others happy. Just feel at a loss.",2.9331201382886785,3.9060876966292137,4.26797752808989,88.85079083837515,73.71910112359551,7.1623163353500425,24.92826274848747,7.468242284971852,0.9772751944684536,1324,40,295,15,26,438,181,356,0.135,0.708,0.156,0.8741,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,3,9,24,21,0,1,7,0,26,1,0,6,6,77,69,39,0,7,21,1,9,5,2,3,1,0,1,7,8,20,0,2,15,1,1,4,14,3,0,2,11,12,47,18,36,51,8,42,0,2,3,0,25,10,0,4,31,191,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911453980342142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396430279921874,0.0,0.0912193785871052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862287138552731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974905234053876,0.06940022188360875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981376238799878,0.09694111545489666,0.22964490228671186,0.07862601351078104,0.07323561600535697,0.0,0.15623995280446235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30765296924717145,0.2483886550916678,0.08345884473937604,0.0,0.0,0.14787178334211268,0.0,0.0,0.06715579685598833,0.0,0.18165283332274915,0.08338359628362912,0.049399831090840486,0.0,0.0,0.0958319192801848,0.0,0.08606654232987171,0.0,0.3701207561026458,0.07786512605872395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718995091841529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726035402624352,0.0,0.0,0.09554022307823594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139564800768198,0.2123287310014803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189780098584423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224779027807258,0.1740635249900151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180210996782488,0.06938038888463824,0.0,0.06389774299686422,0.06445163385955684,0.1340793602330028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052167569251372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738071596305913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984657919396628,0.07423099627222599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190285722350385,0.0,0.0,0.08860613197356543,0.0,0.06691687723222392,0.0,0.0,0.123047815895186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192304814841589,0.0,0.06535459967998755,0.13972937872981014,0.15194748880331285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569617027363796,0.0,0.06900643606810639,0.1013699480425926,0.0,0.08239198483097603,0.08305778906044575,0.0,0.17704319531897622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126890513898492,0.13798943010103398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843367306453691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858104324522907,0.18524089229557356,0.0,0.0,0.05597498089297482
socialanxiety,ssff22,2019/04/10,"How do I stop myself from feeling that everyone hates me (even my “group of friends” and boyfriend family) Hi all, 

I think my social anxiety is getting worse - I moved to the Bay Area back in August and I’m having a kind of hard time adjusting... moved down for a really good job opportunity and for my bf and they seem to be my only “friends.” 

We don’t talk a lot because of life but get together once every other week or so to go out and I’m having a hard time establishing deep, meaningful relationships with any of them. It seems I only interact with them whenever my boyfriend is here and while I try to initiate lunch/hangouts without my bf, idk how to take it to the level where they invite me out. My social anxiety is getting bad where I’m just overthinking that they don’t like me so I just don’t text them. 

We’re currently living with my bf’s family and I just feel like an outsider. While his parents and sister is nice for the most part, I just feel that they’re only buddy buddy with me when they need something and we don’t really have a relationship. 

How do I get over this overthinking that everyone hates me that I feel like is preventing me from having a social life? I think I’m just rambling now... sorry, but any advice would be helpful.",3.8088488152652538,5.221242705179286,5.170073390647937,81.5251205703502,72.14741035856574,8.790186621933321,26.357936674355212,9.276330184999452,2.1685410358565744,993,33,197,22,19,332,126,251,0.09300000000000001,0.778,0.129,0.8843,3,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,7,1,17,12,2,0,10,0,18,2,0,3,1,46,39,20,0,2,9,2,6,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,9,17,0,2,10,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,6,36,9,25,36,4,24,0,0,0,0,27,10,0,5,14,133,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451691250321272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546853527345407,0.0,0.1636432643421454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224314993596725,0.08930443086008244,0.0651998509678339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064393428987341,0.0,0.09011568718911132,0.20440354422751986,0.0,0.0,0.20165863752702567,0.0,0.21632221550666147,0.15281986801290434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652690620358018,0.0,0.22352198011867935,0.0,0.06078599414595609,0.08971025962330674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191624505277198,0.21119532344474448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169086476446038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613808517326057,0.0,0.0,0.11137901138816056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109345185895215,0.15676101777684856,0.0,0.09444478268704244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093081645905876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22735622815751244,0.0,0.07930708571209552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390546361563635,0.0,0.2440363174208365,0.0,0.0,0.11876282961672978,0.11582375320912085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703848438388316,0.0,0.0,0.22966307547305176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947388429667449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32708685640260904,0.0,0.08234054282946374,0.0,0.11972934129861901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894206444186217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041817605112457,0.08596779594114004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706715207102255,0.0,0.0,0.12473469913210725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261662234196077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579426503541714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310250432042524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899808070691047,0.07597901683755763,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yoonjisong,2019/04/10,"I hate hugging relatives at social gatherings because I'm so skinny Every year I have a huge Christmas gathering with all my 1st, 2nd, and 3rd generation korean family, I'm 19 so staying in the basement with the younger kids is no longer an option. Whenever my family members go in for a hug, they all ways say the same thing; ""Oh my goodness, your so skinny you really should eat and workout more"". I am extremely busy with school and my parents think the only thing I should focus is on is studying. I don't mind talking with family members but once I hug anybody or they take a look at my build they always comment on it, I've even tried wearing extra layers but I always get the same response on how I look so skinny. Is there anyone who is in a similar situation to me, and how do you handle it?",4.489159519725554,5.4867802830188666,6.151675242995997,76.70325900514584,70.06918238993711,9.05225843339051,30.17781589479703,9.339509955726095,2.7775232704402524,631,25,116,13,11,217,100,159,0.026000000000000002,0.897,0.077,0.7783,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,3,0,8,5,1,0,10,0,11,8,4,2,2,22,20,13,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,20,4,14,18,6,13,0,0,2,3,15,9,0,2,1,82,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884708771978257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120560424379108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566841310681996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737338103138134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449155667113617,0.0,0.14604913232089764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902376592994876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056467378003463,0.0,0.0985149420616386,0.14539206199217147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711405344699144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29112928091201873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502722950030966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846048634436133,0.0,0.13183532385175686,0.0,0.0,0.19247712311285364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104810029820948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784947965010153,0.0,0.1754325848717508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484503305648487,0.0,0.17670157498372907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476079991777594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033252257676933,0.13932670766184393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23032305522720145,0.11107133094185744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768866238417985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759177320388088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162734523185837
socialanxiety,Creative_NotCreative,2019/04/10,"The fucked up person i am Ive had anxiety since I was a child, however I was always also different. Self aware and extremely empathetic. Wanted the best for others. 

I feel like every step in my life has fucked me up in some way though.

My father, extreme social anxiety, full on alcoholic, mum made him leave when I was 5. I have his mental health problems. We would see him every few years because he couldn't keep himself sober enough to see us.

My mum, depression, social anxiety, possible bipolar. Also have her mental issues. When I became a child rather than cute little kid she began to not parent me and when reaching teenage years I was basically on my own except for food and shelter. Didn't teach me anything, wouldn't talk to me, would ignore any problems that didn't affect her. I would try to talk to her but she would look at me with a vacant stare then turn back to the TV like i didnt exist. This was because she couldn't handle reality.

My stepdad, abusive, controlling, narciistic.
I molded my personality into what would least piss him off. Would do whatever he said and would do my best to be out of his way. I did all I could to avoid him and him getting angry as I saw what happened when he was angry. I still do this with everyone i meet. Do my best to not piss them off, keep them happy, I have no personality I just do what's best for them. 

My best friend since childhood.
A narciistic asehole who stole from me and used me for fun when it suited him. Video games where the one way I connected with my friends, then he stole all my games. I couldn't play with my friends anymore and I had just finished school so since then I basically didn't exist. 

My step brother, just like his assehole dad.
Manipulated my mother and terrorised me. Would wind me up untill I was so upset I would do something, as my mother would not and my stepdad was not with my mum anymore  by then. Then once I blew up and didn anything back verbal or otherwise he would cry to my Mum and I'd get all the blame and shouting, but she wouldn't do anything about the person causing all this.

I have zero trust in anyone, extreme social anxiety, no personality, and currently depressed. Everything that went on in my life helped fuck up my education so have shitty job. Have shitty co-workers one who harrases me so similar to how my little brother would. 

This is my life.",3.8367497367497374,5.578141034632036,4.8853574353574345,82.27680063180064,72.63636363636364,7.678577278577279,26.55575055575056,8.358175599149588,1.809082531882532,1866,65,357,31,37,611,211,462,0.16399999999999998,0.701,0.135,-0.8825,5,1,2,0,0,0,53.0,2,0,3,6,22,28,5,2,10,0,51,12,2,7,4,71,71,37,0,22,12,11,1,3,3,14,6,2,0,9,13,21,2,5,1,5,0,3,15,12,0,3,20,8,81,16,46,32,15,47,0,2,5,3,62,21,5,2,23,266,94,3,0.0,0.07441110141291278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671171414562142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044682448786743,0.052256997849889034,0.0,0.0,0.0427080880205982,0.0,0.19217601729101166,0.0,0.1245670926971594,0.04391320927705787,0.0,0.15504417020134442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658302202476404,0.0,0.07656806247013273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329538554604905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451582138184504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704387306037372,0.050142961206308935,0.0,0.06898597594617037,0.0,0.0,0.10818399628739248,0.0,0.0,0.0656156058431674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489212686908909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582821070617014,0.060010809500356574,0.056443147296334824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03175500531198118,0.044866364826747086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594144914156334,0.0,0.14556396615745887,0.1741806538957582,0.06562378856363589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553634818891392,0.06685479603375748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675648715908483,0.0,0.0,0.0420954229982146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554985321124039,0.062322132760823365,0.11164410803241588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649914455865022,0.0,0.0,0.13307851960971195,0.09204689292879603,0.12588989864603578,0.0,0.0,0.05273857227614023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942557019680201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658099221078933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688297997885154,0.08511366588464382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973512686179076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741851080164818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080077113704329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201876814024536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973988704900201,0.0,0.0,0.06355983175491696,0.1000914722829516,0.0,0.06551706384931534,0.0,0.0,0.15585348645257582,0.0,0.0,0.1920587737735004,0.0,0.04834869814580863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015443293051065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095709533581956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170347608393746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042639009087554136,0.06831146078000941,0.0,0.0,0.07554408950498039,0.05424149355388761,0.0,0.0,0.0370427449898576,0.14954992475472986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821886626342316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045721218944801884,0.0,0.0,0.5353600679707798,0.0,0.0,0.08088594587341605
socialanxiety,TheGhostDogKillah,2019/04/10,"I don’t like who I was, I’m trying to change I came to the conclusion that I didn’t like who I was for a period of like 4 years. I sucked. But my few friends who only know me as the person I was before still see me as the same angry, argumentative atheist dude. I just want people to see me as the person I am now. I don’t like who I was.",0.6492307692307691,1.37198930769231,3.7005128205128233,91.68615384615387,79.0,6.7384615384615385,18.128205128205128,7.1686216300943375,-0.10088717948717953,258,4,67,3,6,94,44,78,0.11699999999999999,0.691,0.191,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,15,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,2,15,5,8,9,2,5,0,0,2,0,7,0,1,0,8,47,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102551099443325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826047567564969,0.0,0.0,0.2613881076759666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909008659175008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579402054224954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828621266368878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792282813288555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130086551476506,0.4314983378681273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937969519689519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973261294422024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775766636929826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457398890919673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911764616685664
socialanxiety,GiveMeSight,2019/04/10,"My social anxiety is making me feel useless, and I am useless. Hey guys, not expecting much to come out of this, just wanna vent. 

I’m almost 21 and had social anxiety since I was 14. I dropped out of high school since it got so bad that I couldn’t even speak to my friends and it’s all been downhill from there. 

I want to get a job but can’t do it because I get so anxious, almost to the point of fainting sometimes. Since I can’t get a job, I mostly just stay in and claim benefits for social anxiety and another medical condition I have (lung disease). 

I live with my mum. I’ve never been independent, I can’t cook, use a microwave, do laundry or anything like that. I am physically able to do those things but have never been taught or had to do them as my mum will not let me near the kitchen or let me do any household chores. I’m 21 and my mum does everything for me. I’ve told her I want to try being independent but we start arguing and I just feel more shitty. My mum also used to not let me go out with friends to town when I was 13 as she “feared for my safety” so I think that may have stunted my social growth with friends too. My mum also never really leaves the house as she does not work and is getting carers allowance because of my illness. 

I’ve done little things here and there over the past few years like get an apprenticeship but was dropped at the end of the 6 months period since I couldn’t communicate with customers properly.

I don’t go anywhere alone, I always get my brother or my mum to come with me because I get too nervous. So if I ever need to go to hospital appointments or anything, they usually accompany me. 

Basically, I just feel like a child. I wake up, do meds, play video games, wait for my food to be cooked, eat, and then go to bed at a ridiculous time in the morning. This has been my pattern for the past 2 years. 

I think that’s it. I haven’t covered every little detail but it’s a basic rundown and I just wanted to vent and share my story. Sorry for the bad layout.",3.603655672163917,4.467250355072466,4.912851907379643,85.2667391304348,72.01932367149756,7.932567049808428,27.560886223554892,8.216663640201805,1.6718758287522908,1573,55,334,23,29,524,196,414,0.113,0.794,0.092,-0.8358,3,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,2,1,19,17,2,2,16,0,38,10,2,6,5,72,70,34,0,9,20,7,3,3,3,2,3,1,3,2,14,23,5,1,5,5,0,7,14,8,0,0,13,4,54,9,46,48,5,41,0,2,0,0,28,15,0,10,19,223,68,5,0.0803913211571993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610005912733067,0.0832611639649312,0.0,0.12857782096965584,0.06689201921725554,0.0,0.0,0.054668855122762525,0.08429730968174104,0.18449742193360552,0.09081931042782393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231041505578053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424679043706675,0.1470174096364881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850000968575973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407019737844367,0.0822682328143599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226039125914361,0.0,0.0,0.07120284913699038,0.0,0.0,0.053097709435723034,0.07271855247668188,0.06773315532419104,0.0,0.0722505357937785,0.0,0.0,0.09046258641952344,0.12194480239803562,0.057431575897648676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720950464770102,0.0,0.18633040592027333,0.0,0.2940080309265239,0.0,0.18275296172943767,0.0,0.064296283416362,0.0,0.0,0.0796000470511349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493784459238987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276079107001928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955196332834112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512280151504592,0.0,0.2466167176856558,0.0,0.1178254163847792,0.16114644671473144,0.07098700941908667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366183112126986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929663487958614,0.08098579846994289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416758556973473,0.0,0.05909687099450716,0.05960914600333163,0.18600822853253215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348522502428524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599578326491366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051500738870728126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813603088988868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26600212640890336,0.0,0.0,0.32779531200787765,0.0,0.0,0.07950907222522942,0.08999150230108137,0.05690139088692488,0.08568645194793709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681684325360452,0.10302302507651376,0.0,0.0,0.04687682585664237,0.0,0.0,0.07681735246008661,0.0,0.054580430040824884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388645799975667,0.08853968265435028,0.0,0.14225065225747827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852583925845504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035387501844775
socialanxiety,b_hills,2019/04/10,"Advice for talking to a guy I like Sooo I asked a guy I like to go for a drink (via text, not in person ha) and it's meant to be a casual thing, but because I potentially like him I'm worried I won't be able to string a sentence together when we meet. Anyone got any tips or are you all in the same boat? My mind goes so blank in those situations and I know I'll be super nervous",0.8770756302521008,2.0307887411764725,3.5833613445378165,90.99941176470593,79.23529411764707,6.739495798319329,21.55462184873949,7.447530270364453,0.5166974789915968,293,8,72,4,7,104,62,85,0.066,0.752,0.18100000000000002,0.8176,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,1,3,7,0,1,6,1,5,1,0,0,1,11,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,10,6,9,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,4,43,13,0,0.23829735085944384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23286141330995194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205037014877316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662304841030656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277585527578173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526385328787195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23344068309328875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542987605802748,0.0,0.19058816035958326,0.0,0.0,0.4719036848139631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096199201823674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34926014629738883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406123934293729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080720552131609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678562066336266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915343840776016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831417128180206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24200252702644265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toxic-redhead,2019/04/10,Teacher asked if I had social anxiety I gave a presentation last week to my teacher at university and afterwards they basically asked me if I have anxiety.  It was kind of disheartening to me because I hate when other people know that I’m anxious  and when I present my symptoms physically. It kind of knocked my confidence.,6.860593220338982,8.303803491525425,8.162500000000001,62.812902542372896,64.9322033898305,12.001694915254236,41.86864406779661,11.698219412168324,5.732386440677968,262,16,42,9,4,90,41,59,0.198,0.748,0.054000000000000006,-0.7841,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,9,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,11,2,5,6,0,8,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,7,30,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710022740881575,0.2739401749903562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533833798845418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781722349842855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23940473685174626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050237377849245,0.13326397177139554,0.1976584656377606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810927031409856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471839543524708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520358148470209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450765394970335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,newcianne,2019/04/10,"Volunteered again today in a church event.I'm a disaster.Someone pls help/comfort me Yesterday's volunteering and mingling with people at church was success. I've even managed to have a wonderful conversation with the driver during our ride (who drove the volunteers to that church event ) I was so happy, my confidence somehow increased. After the event and dropping me at the bus stop, we bade our goodbyes,the driver was such a friendly person. 

I replayed in the interaction with the driver in my head. I felt I was too cheery that it looked unnatural,Even with my interactions with other co-volunteers after. I felt so self-conscious.So I said to myself: Tomorrow,I'll tone it down.I'd be better.

And that brings me to what happened TODAY. 

I toned it down way too much. Today,I realized during the whole ride with the driver,I was too serious.He was initiating conversations and all I gave out were short replies.I just realized this after the ride and all I wanted to do was turn back time and correct my mistake. I can't tell you enough how bad I cringed inwardly at myself.And after the church event,when the driver drove me back to the bus stop(so i could catch a ride and go home) it was nothing like yesterday. The whole ride back was so awkward.And tense.I did not speak a word because I was panicking inwardly about the mistake I did earlier.


Tomorrow,I have to ride with the driver. Again. And just me, no co-volunteers to be with.I'm dreading it. It's about midnight where I live, have to wake up at 5 am for that event again but I can't sleep. I'm dreading the the awkwardness and awful tension that'll happen on the whole ride with the driver. I'm eating chocolate and crying my eyes out. I don't know how to fix this shit.",2.9399264705882366,5.45963042261905,3.9974509803921587,84.0044117647059,78.10714285714286,7.048179271708682,25.656162464986,8.124751697461798,1.8193532212885155,1386,53,257,26,34,448,160,336,0.11900000000000001,0.821,0.06,-0.9616,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,3,1,0,2,22,13,1,4,25,1,25,6,5,2,3,43,42,16,0,4,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,16,21,1,1,6,0,0,13,5,8,0,0,19,6,32,5,37,19,8,48,4,0,2,0,15,14,1,2,20,174,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970887765588643,0.10753213337996056,0.07850762837973024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390202534038615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282629172651983,0.0,0.14146695601988274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178170347264576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330718531109756,0.0,0.17012577968153966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24731227893541605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950085707538213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319287035575446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227772616651142,0.13709662522721522,0.0,0.0,0.13217306915192512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632350665841924,0.0,0.12918430352850802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077820922774138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291903813361319,0.0,0.11372166947523685,0.0,0.10814901409181717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467358725568527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357502259627465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928499540614881,0.11245222549968924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225063479624961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435338796040427,0.0,0.13219845696944582,0.0,0.0,0.12888044927021305,0.0,0.10912118042231082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153441339906296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256589955148076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509699224889403,0.0,0.3662263046809325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008375304221535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596216918674795,0.10222547572356068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313597342307769,0.0,0.0,0.1396644855405054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nochillnoble,2019/04/10,Does anxiety cause anger issues ? I’ve recently noticed when I’m in anxious situations my blood starts to boil and I feel like kicking the shit out of someone . It could be the guy who I thought gave me a dirty look or the group of people I passed by that I thought were laughing at me . It doesn’t take much to set me off and I’m angry the rest of the day . Am I angry at people or am I angry at my anxiety ? I feel like I’m gonna snap or lose my shit . I don’t want to flip out on someone who didn’t do anything wrong . My brain just tells me over and over again that these random people are making fun of me and I can’t fucking stand it .,0.2232142857142847,2.029941178571427,2.3014285714285734,96.37357142857144,83.64285714285714,5.142857142857143,20.0,6.1826913282559595,-0.13264285714285684,495,14,119,4,14,166,81,140,0.23199999999999998,0.684,0.084,-0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,4,0,6,0,11,6,4,2,0,19,26,8,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,0,4,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,5,3,18,4,18,18,2,18,0,1,1,1,6,10,3,4,7,73,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24454967000124395,0.1805702662028859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153219703767502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843090583452345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419658447700933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761680451852675,0.0,0.0,0.10308161461107733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987439863749224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616367365585103,0.2283751087612865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776669163771808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826371746357318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682825669307455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617652752365385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422278834030205,0.17881667074111438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669241029090004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174985548444166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197543551506956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33243246295865503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578197126649101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32814067992630946,0.0,0.17966343714497915,0.0,0.0,0.270858670811978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313342120046173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017750009121228,0.0,0.13970454596106466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253785380599876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427597877098473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475662140903692,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Niixonz,2019/04/10,"I hate SA So let me try to make this short.
I got invited to be a member of the National Honor Society in my high school, I was excited because this was a great opportunity for me and having this would help me in the future.
Guess what most of the requirements are? Yep, you guessed it, meetings, social interactions and all that good stuff we hate to do.
So yeah, I won’t fill the form.  Thanks Social Anxiety",2.9631216931216926,4.8713115555555575,4.656190476190479,82.29,75.41975308641976,8.579188712522045,25.151675485008816,9.23628265651192,2.108137918871252,320,11,65,8,7,108,61,81,0.094,0.6409999999999999,0.265,0.9392,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,3,2,8,2,0,6,2,9,0,0,1,1,10,16,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,10,6,8,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,1,47,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737246429081028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540279319714126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725451357358699,0.1645301781444059,0.22680303038093536,0.4532395608639162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062046626948683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788735027350207,0.21735064547185756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035893179834989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373172781506492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081959548164371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194038769730246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354960328911885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939599981861008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966791547907662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146135010960423,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SplinterCeII,2019/04/10,"S/O family think it's HILARIOUS to call me out on being quiet all the fucking time Piggy-backing off the popular post from earlier today, but regardless. After reading that post I'm in a grumpy mood because all I can think about is how much bullshit I have to put up with when I visit my s/o family. I'm in my mid 20's and the family we usually go see is in their 40's. They're really laid back and we drink and have a good time together. They get that I'm quiet, and they had their fun with it for the first few months we met, but now everyone's finally over it. But there's always someone there I've never seen before, like a distant cousin or someones s/o, and they always call me out on being quiet. Then they keep going.

So I'm sitting around, minding my own fucking business, and someone decides to reference my quietness during the conversation. And the crowd goes fucking WILD. Didn't realize we invited Jerry fucking Seinfeld to the hangout. So obviously I have to keep my composure; I have a reputation to uphold with my s/o family. So I sit there and smile like a schmuck and watch the monkeys jump up and down and smack the ground and howl with excitement after such a high quality roast has been delivered. It's exhausting. And if I ever decide to give my input during a conversation, oh boy, wake up the fucking general because I'm about to get hit with a fucking artillery barrage. Damned if I do, damned if I don't, right? 

That's it for my rant, guess it'll always be like this. Advice is welcome, though. I'd rather not be the bitter quiet person at these gatherings, as opposed to the introverted quiet person.",5.422777777777776,5.7833385617283986,6.861950617283949,74.7197777777778,67.7037037037037,10.060246913580249,31.94074074074073,10.008157457239328,3.1849362962962964,1290,51,240,29,20,443,173,324,0.083,0.833,0.084,0.0577,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,4,0,6,1,17,19,9,0,20,0,19,9,1,1,5,53,44,28,0,5,9,1,0,3,0,1,1,6,0,3,11,25,1,3,6,3,0,5,4,10,0,1,5,10,29,8,37,33,5,43,0,0,3,6,24,19,8,5,18,158,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590930549655988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24500154672899585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737272519385282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093984702170762,0.0,0.11966048891105427,0.0,0.08351690699119357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004406142477244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614789102185267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878068485677107,0.0,0.09378483107838737,0.0,0.0,0.3701016306237525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751657850161964,0.0,0.08348482652185292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444186918571621,0.10255678895862637,0.09415271680874474,0.11155979147924792,0.08232207104398488,0.0,0.0,0.10812133060215624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369898404658738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447729667194606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385078915768082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910172415280936,0.0,0.07834097349934564,0.0,0.0721502354088663,0.0,0.07569795857074389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713984813978045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799772981361176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866607068170452,0.0,0.0,0.09817478115937577,0.0,0.06287626350977117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381804433904051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821142472997245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494820070871553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577883374730425,0.09643012866618646,0.0,0.11446203373750663,0.0,0.09303303720211824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809639899769727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jane_Meki_Jane,2019/04/10,"I hate interacting with people when they're wearing sunglasses I understand that if it's really sunny some people might want to protect their eyes with a nice pair of shades. I don't talk to people that much ('cause social anxiety, duh), but when I do I hate it when the person I'm talking to is wearing sunglasses because I can't tell their emotional response to what I'm saying. That then makes me anxious and I regret talking to that person. It's even worse when they are colour tinted glasses because I can see my uncomfortable reflection. Does anybody else feel this way or is it just me?",7.818947368421052,7.296082824561406,7.863859649122808,72.52368421052633,62.859649122807035,10.757894736842106,35.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.5816245614035083,478,19,84,9,6,155,75,114,0.20600000000000002,0.735,0.059000000000000004,-0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,6,4,2,0,2,1,8,3,3,2,0,16,17,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,14,1,8,16,2,6,1,1,3,0,12,0,0,4,5,55,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131964505451012,0.19487955864753534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103127464008662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720834435919397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095874667392092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441043208100704,0.19404292524756792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393676225115458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087222820634151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406224695405857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514725134851718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299867581052806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680972892887707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587760766144367,0.30124634856292964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050999191549296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718149919520284,0.0,0.0,0.1374627471822537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584532801973224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159547069056223,0.15077543402055127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958195515055694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174687959595136,0.1369250415231496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579553760945654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thot_patrol_nanoda,2019/04/10,"Hysterical controling [s]mother and grand[s]mother just worsened my social anxiety When people talking about mother's love, it makes me wanna puke, that strangling monster is responsible for my failed life too

Teen years. No girls. No friends (except some schmucks). Sometimes walking alone in surrounding areas-not bad place, some forests, bushes, river. And always hell when returning home, two angry hysterical femoids-mother and grandmother. So big hysteria, that ""child"" went somewhere, so big problem, if got hungry. Child must sit at home and eat

Now. No girls. No friends (except some schmucks). Grandmother dead. Mother softened, not so much into dictator as earlier. But still disgusting to remember, that in my sadness and lonelyness, when walking alone, their biggest concern was to keep me sitting at home. Always screaming and angry, trying to make me  feel guilty for going outside, because they, hysterical femoids, care so much about safety and hunger of child, and ignore spiritual and sexual needs of man. Sit at home and eat

Father? Maybe he same sedentary cautious man. Or maybe his spirit was broken by controling nagging hysterical wife, my smother

And all this sedentary cautious upbringing, combined with social anxiety, results in me still sitting here, in this shithole of lithuania (separatist part of Russia), instead of trying luck somewhere in Sout East Asia, searching for young cute adorable loli waifu

Sure, with all that upbringing, if accepting it and working hard in way people around me wanted to, maybe I could be good boy, nice guy, got education, job, and betabux for fat roastie wife. How about no. Tfu on roasties, on all that uninspiring boring earthly sedentary life, it is killing my spirit. Wind is my element, and I'm bird with broken wings",8.840389830508474,10.775334081355936,7.3225000000000025,68.83527542372885,60.72881355932204,9.967796610169492,40.17372881355932,10.125756701596842,4.661674576271187,1434,75,198,30,20,429,181,295,0.257,0.631,0.11199999999999999,-0.9924,1,4,0,0,0,0,66.0,0,0,2,4,19,23,5,0,0,0,8,7,1,6,5,53,21,27,2,8,8,5,2,0,2,1,3,1,4,9,10,19,4,4,3,0,0,4,6,12,0,1,5,3,15,11,37,13,10,37,3,2,0,1,24,19,1,7,9,120,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222799843155312,0.0,0.0,0.1785797396335745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418252360300425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552795925888424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959871881364183,0.06541470627264809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094089045330352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240712836345259,0.0856776826560282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960824961050626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054258767380457325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581367884355455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609863043170193,0.0900058849183068,0.17164997687704014,0.0,0.0,0.10625300180462367,0.0,0.0,0.09612798604044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305596001183397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064878456451602,0.09538136787594773,0.1187217559565802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159135529236029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968507633005219,0.0,0.1432594791132452,0.0,0.323419613233755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577692519802966,0.07956842907134651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620543119505285,0.0,0.14878940733754026,0.0,0.11211529832838428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268043388976827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156043086475282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877647795827296,0.0,0.0,0.10613156533945553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139456805246206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011376726323157,0.0,0.0,0.08625108856722673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457118367756598,0.0,0.10482551813497597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329375995348836,0.08517706630614458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947672471492812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812239231907687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910362127758893
socialanxiety,Duck_Jumper,2019/04/10,"Survey for Academic Purposes! Hello,

I'm not sure if I should be posting this here but I'm a student in Adelaide, Australia and I'm doing a research paper that I have to write for my studies. The survey is mainly about phobia and how it affects everyday life. But it's also about Social Anxiety Disorder and it's impacts and influence. The survey is the link below and any responses will be appreciated. 

Thank You!

[https://forms.gle/vSfgjcLrMiDAnM188](https://forms.gle/vSfgjcLrMiDAnM188)",6.858819444444442,10.6373726875,7.78916666666667,55.05027777777782,72.125,8.055555555555555,30.13888888888889,8.841846274778883,3.4187222222222218,405,17,52,9,9,135,57,80,0.132,0.7759999999999999,0.092,-0.3324,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,3,1,16,12,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,7,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,42,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981988622875461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535770209392141,0.0,0.2852587426596713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273626176331685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633822313106591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571241832160369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801129478116165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35144307320285234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433057048226126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Plebsy_Mcplebster,2019/04/10,"I've had the same ""haircut"" all of my adult life because I have no social skills I have no idea how or what to ask for, so I always end up with the same buzz cut. I hate looking at myself in the mirror, and don't feel like I look good enough to get it styled in any way. Yet, I want something different.

*Same as last time, sir?*

*Y-yeah, that's fine.*",-1.6144019138756,0.34157210526316106,0.4571770334928225,104.09069377990431,97.68421052631578,3.289952153110048,13.488038277511961,4.851557810540192,-1.4946684210526318,264,5,67,1,11,86,62,76,0.163,0.7809999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.797,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,11,11,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,8,3,10,10,5,9,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,5,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047933392581764,0.0,0.0,0.16737149700399406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009097948755905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003377383858302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571452548167977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799116561425114,0.25430996612665546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444675055162137,0.17582970800655442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285886613054644,0.0,0.0,0.2064355762095836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429946612079494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27784194115109045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062239588130526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738433481686989,0.12024284687113275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41336122504260464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508905297104264,0.0,0.18947684998109354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351580073889253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451692166387651,0.19536030092599468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BasicDude001,2019/04/10,"I made the first step I have finally taken a psychologist appointment.

I went in person to the place where I could meet a psy instead of making the appointment with the phone.
I talked a little bit to her and I was SO NERVOUS but I know that she knows that it was hard for me in the first place.

April the 15th at 4 PM I will talk for the first time to a specialist, to be honest, I don't know how it will go and it is going to make me nervous.",3.4475000000000016,3.4194570833333344,4.908333333333335,88.37000000000002,71.91666666666666,8.483333333333333,24.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.0957208333333326,344,8,82,5,6,116,60,96,0.076,0.8740000000000001,0.05,-0.0592,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,2,11,0,9,0,0,4,0,12,19,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,2,0,3,5,1,13,1,12,10,1,17,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103077394874885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380352733386654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110224388094584,0.0,0.4915661921652547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895803976566167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256329618387636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31760179390365384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930710712097624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227607804192614,0.25717097531791405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820162088890053,0.4025255542968634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096657436752426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232713060160897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857475452739136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shahd555,2019/04/10,"Hollow from inside Social anxiety totally sucks !! Lonely , depressed and have no self-esteem . But comparing myself to others and seeing how ordinary people have friends and seeing all the “cool” kids going out together and dumping me out like I’m a no body , is not helping either . I think one of the things contributing to my low self-esteem is being left by my old group and getting exposed in elementary school to my old class who bullied me ruthlessly and completely destroyed my self-esteem and to add to that how all the other classes and teachers treated me. Now , lots of people tell me the problem is not in me and even go the extra mile to want me to hang out with them , but my fear of getting rejected won’t allow me . Sometimes when I try to chat with someone , my face muscles start to twitch and I can’t look someone in the eye . I believe that I will never ever feel confident and make friends like in the past .",9.111144067796607,7.178589740112997,8.905416666666667,70.62219279661018,61.20338983050847,11.33587570621469,39.07415254237289,9.827888789773867,3.8604016949152538,732,30,128,11,8,238,108,177,0.183,0.733,0.084,-0.9365,0,3,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,6,15,3,1,8,1,9,4,3,4,5,36,23,16,0,2,5,0,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,6,17,0,0,2,1,0,3,7,9,0,1,0,6,20,6,23,20,6,21,0,4,4,0,10,10,1,1,10,97,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121207643414632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378872532455366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147972279711925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242374306540518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521194927092094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601933390216323,0.1315007190581915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358817326356556,0.07350636416978024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22463393935843912,0.0,0.15190569338495027,0.0,0.16524081585054531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744232326171998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795121409062568,0.0,0.0,0.14204652916597105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207904427783513,0.0,0.0,0.12359329240854952,0.0,0.0,0.09703946431949402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212276633537163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30509485979980816,0.0,0.0985103932258057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877763492317796,0.2015705274627789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910499134064064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471280541018874,0.2316913550993541,0.0,0.454975942280079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819230363105207,0.24635285912297286,0.0,0.1437803670888531,0.0,0.10289772777643263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706484243908894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658121082566452,0.09315093202285524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870061425074847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574640364004071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Westernfox76,2019/04/10,"It's hard to find friends... right? I been feeling very lonely for a long time and felt like I didn't belong anywhere, So I talked to a councilor and this person helped me understand myself. But for some reason I still felt lonely until, I met this one guy, who was into gaming. We talked about many video games we've played (mostly rpg games). But anyway I wanted to say that it's hard now this days to find a genuine friend without the use of social media. Or find people who have the same interest as you.",3.4426980198019805,5.0257549900990135,3.937710396039602,89.3176547029703,73.35643564356435,5.8420792079207935,20.54579207920792,5.985473137389443,0.08867227722772243,398,8,79,2,8,125,74,101,0.084,0.79,0.126,0.6386,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,21,11,8,0,1,4,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,8,4,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,6,10,5,12,5,3,8,0,2,0,0,17,2,0,3,7,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148455895579362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740647085451678,0.0,0.33195780093916233,0.0,0.47399040893911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26711237993105325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116496289566985,0.0,0.0,0.3097087683998286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586873714090536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445381533804024,0.0,0.0,0.15298136789798233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525944719387504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713877990850592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984383007375204,0.1509403158156169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773550081356687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476270032313625,0.0,0.13747033888617066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621557554218478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805136976347718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778870078695144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079981677981396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996007025159744,0.0,0.14930110950523234,0.0,0.1426329247651508,0.10196111065066242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666370884340989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,The_Jumbolumbus,2019/04/10,"I went on my first date and made a good impression. I (M16) asked a girl out maybe 2 weeks back. She was someone I knew for a little while and it was intended to be casual flirting, as is common for the two of us. Despite it being a joke, when she asked if it was serious I said it could be...so it was. We planned the day (today, got back maybe 2 hours ago) and what we'd do...we watched Dumbo. I managed to keep calm and didn't have any major panic attacks, we even cuddled in the cinema (scandalous I know!). I may even end up with a second date.",0.6525548589341703,2.3784911206896595,2.8658307210031384,93.298605015674,81.75862068965517,5.942319749216303,20.890282131661447,6.980632752743323,0.35776896551724136,414,12,96,5,11,141,81,116,0.086,0.8140000000000001,0.1,0.1541,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,4,0,0,2,5,9,1,1,8,0,12,1,0,2,0,16,21,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,3,0,3,10,2,14,6,11,6,1,20,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,2,14,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223719589312832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446064984063775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422001158155031,0.20821296616129065,0.0,0.281463915663401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146127486055127,0.0,0.0,0.11803349299059905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621024046359598,0.0,0.0,0.2417674709514021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567768640934876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350944709933584,0.14637872328528578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023895404001727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626775966872026,0.0,0.0,0.10058363097875073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834352615633456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317902595586196,0.0,0.0,0.3677386654858357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473587122959287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409501357070928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550732162245982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348263863816668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878505772602624,0.0,0.220151894106672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680851716606932,0.0,0.0,0.16966242845233642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,e11eme,2019/04/10,"What’s wrong with me? I never used to be like this. It used to help if I drank, but I haven’t done that in 4 years now because I can’t control my drinking. But I struggle now with being with certain people and always in groups. I can’t function socially. The phrase I often hear is “the lights are on but no ones home”. I can be stupid sometimes, I don’t think clearly. So do other people but perhaps not so often. But I can do just as much as anyone else, have good memory and can quickly learn new things. I’m too scared to join in any conversation that has more than 3-4 people. I feel like they wouldn’t acknowledge me or what I said. And this often does happen. When I do brave piping up, even with individuals, I often have to repeat myself louder, to make sure they’re paying attention to me. I never feel at ease unless it’s with one person/certain people. Often in groups people will “gang up” against me, as if I’m completely different to them, but I don’t know what the difference is. Is there something wrong with me? If so what is it? Have I lost mental capacity? Why can’t I join in anything anymore? Is it social anxiety? Is this what social anxiety is or do you feel it as something else? How do I fix this? I feel constantly alone and impaired. I have taken anti depressants before, but don’t like how I can’t think deeply about things on them.",2.23032608695652,4.165136626811595,3.85038260869565,87.1207043478261,77.65942028985508,6.444985507246376,21.909565217391304,7.404127859558343,0.8030619130434777,1063,30,216,14,25,354,138,276,0.139,0.7440000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.7667,1,1,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,3,2,19,14,1,2,3,0,35,2,0,6,5,52,53,27,0,4,15,0,4,3,0,2,0,2,1,0,19,10,2,1,10,1,1,0,13,7,0,2,5,7,33,7,31,43,2,20,0,2,0,0,13,10,0,10,13,163,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242264225063847,0.0,0.0,0.09032035090275438,0.0,0.0,0.07381613286486073,0.0,0.1660773296494953,0.0,0.10765011372890472,0.07589904958878878,0.11121990796161776,0.0893254775066235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616964765285586,0.0,0.09236606600816076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381015909037945,0.1173014610688095,0.12174543366516105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349194279020676,0.0,0.0,0.22681840856896016,0.0,0.0,0.09499079108111473,0.11108194584183964,0.0,0.10633538487729588,0.0,0.0,0.181355287236498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071694707447699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953983892728046,0.07754647189115935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104462942789517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598833960360977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223411048185007,0.0,0.07275721019259995,0.0,0.1088821560806182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965495662978084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909271506026196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849259636276326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245640771010191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939051327574102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979502170719026,0.0,0.1674372983847596,0.10483600899763244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471094109042307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762664093058432,0.0947796321537474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325368435164003,0.0,0.1086751466127222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319520170486049,0.0,0.16713058774500794,0.10735641392452794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347758523363795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230488744559947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422848761158832,0.13910591853644685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750065762865184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794738203924554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373596580362021,0.0,0.06990113587632789
socialanxiety,sushimuncher3,2019/04/10,"Does anyone else feel like they can be quite witty at times but social anxiety prevents us from risking a joke or a pun? Online, I am part of several groups, and I don't have any social anxiety from typing on a keyboard. This makes it much easier to display my sense of humour. Quite often, people will laugh at a pun I've tried or just general comments I make. 

However, when such situations present themselves in the offline world, I very rarely risk even attempting to be witty. I am too scared that maybe what I'm thinking of saying won't actually be funny and i'll go all red.

It's annoying because if the worst that can happen is I go red, then it's really nothing that should hold me back in being more natural when I interact.",4.757448275862068,5.799750020689663,6.096724137931037,77.17818965517246,69.48275862068965,9.386206896551725,29.67241379310345,9.642632912329526,2.8165034482758613,583,22,108,13,10,197,106,145,0.155,0.6890000000000001,0.156,0.0307,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,3,8,9,1,3,6,0,14,0,0,2,1,17,22,9,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,4,11,4,12,15,5,14,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,4,7,71,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.16798264550150774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706029248113488,0.0,0.26337143424795223,0.0,0.0,0.12036345713435848,0.17637655144502454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236411802698644,0.0,0.10493421975650882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063983109663884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379988589872836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369605934981515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703855362871013,0.12297599898762113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566090330410232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522217796121642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409832662943334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298079823337516,0.0,0.17293656988579634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654183058712884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517182909681447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640955449830093,0.0,0.1193393753227512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661816230542673,0.0,0.0,0.11027652841209427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689168944272284,0.17234097688652306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446785592532875,0.0,0.0,0.19349123277307745,0.0,0.3509476740588456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029959764720408,0.0,0.0,0.10037552337694708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687095129352372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706179139672407,0.0,0.0,0.1420325446162299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alalli18,2019/04/10,"The only thing making you socially inadequate are thoughts that you’re socially inadequate. I used to have social anxiety. I’m now 26 and if my teenage self saw me and what I’m capable of he’d be amazed. There’s a lot I’ve learned along the way but the two things that have had the most impact are self hypnosis and focusing on the interaction itself. The self hypnosis is way simpler than it sounds. When you are in a social interaction you are constantly thinking thoughts of inadequacy which you must replace with the opposite. Simply focus on keeping the thought “I’m confident” in your mind during the interaction. It’s amazing how much of an immediate effect this has. And because you’re having these inadequate thoughts, your mind comes off the actual interaction itself and you BECOME socially inadequate because you aren’t actually there to have the social interaction. After you’ve made it automatic to have the “I’m confident” thought, you should than focus on being engaged in the conversation 100%. Slip up in conversation? Don’t think about it. Get your thoughts right back to what’s being discussed, what they/you just said. Once you are automatic on those two things the only thing left to do is work on what things to say in what situation, what works, what doesn’t... in other words the actual content of social interaction itself. Since I became confident that’s all I’ve thought about social interaction since than. If I hear someone say something funny that can be applied to many situations I’ll try to remember it to use later. But you can’t do this if your thoughts are always on yourself. 

I do this meditation that you do throughout your day instead of sitting down and closing your eyes to do and have briefly slipped into some really deep states from time to time. A few of those times I’ve been fortunate to run into social interactions. The goal of meditation is an empty mind and when I achieved this and was spoken to by a stranger it was absolutely amazing how socially skilled I immediately became. I didn’t need all the hours I’d poured into researching social skills. I just did it perfectly. And if I wasn’t to say the perfect thing, there were no thoughts going on so it would have been physically impossible to perceive myself as socially inadequate. Some lady said to me- “Nice day huh?” I replied with “Yeah”. Thoughts that would normally follow me saying ‘yeah’ would be something like “Oh nice dude one word answer social maverick strikes again”.  But not while my mind was blank. It was more like “Wow. Greatest social interaction I’ve ever had and she probably thinks I’m dull”. (If you plan on using meditation it’s important you understand the point of meditation and what meditation ‘does’ so you don’t have incorrect expectations which will lead to you giving it up. Meditating erases thought patterns not thoughts. Thoughts happen now, thought patterns are built up from your past. If you meditate expecting it to stop your thoughts you will be disappointed and probably stop meditating. BUT if you diligently do it overtime you will gradually notice a more general state of well being. “It’s not working” is not a thing with meditation as you aren’t supposed to feel it working while you’re doing it. What you perceived as working was you taking a dip into the peace of mind that awaits if you meditate long term.)

So in summation I’d say that thoughts are the enemy. You’ve been speaking since before you were potty trained. You are capable you just need to work on getting out of your head and into the interactions themselves. The trippy part is that now you’ll have a new thought pattern of “thoughts are the enemy” but this is like the pyre that stirs the fire. It too will burn if the fire gets hot enough ;)

The meditation, if you’re wondering, is Self Enquiry by Sri Ramana Maharshi.",5.123200757575758,7.502125676136366,5.730602272727275,74.87538257575758,70.64772727272727,9.181969696969695,31.477651515151514,9.684253354422763,3.35723946969697,3092,139,530,79,60,999,288,704,0.07400000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.13,0.9935,2,0,2,0,0,0,60.0,0,35,0,15,24,15,0,0,38,3,74,2,2,9,6,116,124,41,0,20,22,0,4,3,0,10,0,10,0,4,57,26,0,3,30,0,0,5,13,2,1,3,37,16,53,13,76,69,14,67,0,2,2,0,78,32,0,15,28,370,110,11,0.0,0.0,0.11829605484938226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03362238538123556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0309117265641156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031070973471621605,0.0,0.049264232737985136,0.0446270529786502,0.03438391720619762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034807595550638004,0.0,0.043666293259687065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052119157382284884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03536098956077325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041751883720300205,0.0,0.0,0.036551014969299835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020431311983317102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333395717454053,0.038762680948323566,0.022964587482673438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03573233400889127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414698862695196,0.0,0.045542336063359175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039793376329116434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03591615841186479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043903008531008585,0.0,0.0,0.059223381260580375,0.0,0.0,0.03575948124436568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034353122274037806,0.0,0.03823467678713554,0.02697240698269566,0.04096699487617753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040009383142587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029704257617774506,0.059923491699689864,0.0,0.039025941120890674,0.0,0.0,0.039590898322738134,0.0,0.04600435489443978,0.0,0.0430328074864558,0.0273812560358296,0.061463647331914124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375752589907071,0.038573655321507784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038198271515515074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713251952368002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02588616265426354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577396811116576,0.03450789547609637,0.07687381930216622,0.1606688472133033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861588383752704,0.0,0.0,0.10027682798714027,0.09083973889748476,0.0,0.5766668658548815,0.034237254009040666,0.06221553585642346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675651764969969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030381509179379675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791523845248867,0.07767473368563736,0.0,0.5774246076005847,0.07068604249852825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02743412853401786,0.0,0.0789447666516639,0.04206576817373068,0.0,0.10469765629254303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414739219274386,0.0,0.0,0.03633131238357483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382035136521125,0.17650341658100918,0.0,0.0,0.08611326359937578,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,frannyGin,2019/04/10,"Voice messages Last night I had night shift with my coworker. We're usually chilling for a bit when most of the work load is done, sometimes watch a movie or an episode of a show. While the episode we chose was loading she suddenly suggested that we should send a birthday voice message to another coworker whose birthday is today. I hate voice mail of all kinds. I never know what to say and it's just awkward and cringe to hear my voice. But I don't want to be rude so I agree.

It. was. HORRIBLE! I just said happy birthday and my coworker said all her wishes and then there was a pause and she asked me if I wanted to say anything. My mind was blank so I just said no, I'm not good with voice mail. So we said good bye and she sent it and listened to it again afterwards. I couldn't bare it.

Afterwards we watched our show and everything was normal but I still hate that this happened. It seems like every time I feel kinda good about myself, things happen that tear me down again.

Sorry for the rant. I had to get this off my chest.",0.9109054103790974,3.3908207990430626,1.8856698564593333,95.86065053367685,87.42105263157896,5.320647773279354,20.478652926021347,6.844919456158928,0.3629063673168935,813,26,175,11,26,254,121,209,0.136,0.82,0.044000000000000004,-0.9354,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,5,0,0,1,12,10,3,1,9,0,14,1,1,0,3,37,34,18,0,7,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,13,0,0,14,14,0,0,3,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,13,16,29,6,17,18,4,20,0,0,2,0,27,2,0,5,18,114,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777394923954164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812283616511556,0.0,0.12283198331426055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143443931638313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445766388731467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070180458547167,0.0,0.11808492689224975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643476950428302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864589100821278,0.0,0.0,0.3306112822273813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323756179406486,0.13986717750863545,0.0,0.2594409936228124,0.0,0.0,0.14808616311700248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682254375689865,0.0722085488055812,0.107100447128532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419055363851305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266652015917088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133612540634072,0.0,0.0,0.2466013686472445,0.1287343762694376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999281955484252,0.20897332172990893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961258917143505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994814332982832,0.1470804313545586,0.0,0.0,0.10492828323033952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728972725174539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766146090600894,0.0,0.12454242760108256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470760442723585,0.0,0.15499454029558082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109210139316925,0.0,0.0,0.09565353909440946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HeckSnek,2019/04/10,"Pushed my boundaries today, asked a girl for her number and got a yes! I’m usually one to let opportunities slip by since I can never get myself to step out of my comfort zone when it comes to girls, but today I finally pushed myself and asked one for their number!
   
She’s a new hire at the place I work at and after working a few shifts with her I really enjoyed our casual conversations and am pretty sure I noticed a sign or two from her end (i.e. eye contact, asking me for help around the store when needed, subtle things like that.) I’m not sure if those are even positive signs or things I just happen to over analyze, but regardless it gave me enough courage to catch her once we got out of work, pay her a compliment and ask for her number, where she kindly obliged!
    
I hadn’t done anything like that in so long and I was so surprised and proud of myself that I managed to bring myself to take a big step in overcoming the fear of rejection or failure.",9.1646875,6.179554427083335,8.888749999999998,74.08125000000003,62.02083333333334,12.1,35.458333333333336,10.125756701596842,3.227539583333334,758,22,153,12,8,246,121,192,0.067,0.653,0.28,0.9929,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,1,5,10,15,0,1,10,1,7,1,1,0,3,28,22,17,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,13,0,0,0,1,2,7,3,2,0,3,6,1,28,13,27,15,2,29,0,1,1,0,21,11,0,4,13,107,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005625661155607,0.11905655642977984,0.5001137134470462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520478263372383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686199590227746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845354778444048,0.13818870888533788,0.0,0.08833371330110522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049417871654044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650514296211434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987339644505433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392747544045496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826544486536596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964280313759257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926916385137728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675775387684375,0.0,0.13067678011127384,0.0,0.0,0.11835529569569365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916618379849547,0.10314818790648156,0.1291664934846758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152263367290289,0.0,0.14242825895238126,0.1812507643773899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397293676702666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606120544161074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567698212498301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063074010816064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520958915555617,0.0,0.1005554996179782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770123246305175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25353891661072003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306441099751328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729522283494936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920919618211327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Des1368,2019/04/10,"Does anyone here have any idea where their SA stemmed from? Just wondering if anyone had any experiences that caused this or if you just remember always being this way...me personally, i was never the most confident person, but I think constantly being the center of the joke kind of did this to me and hostile/violent interactions with my older sister...",7.752142857142857,8.919964492063496,7.971547619047621,65.96303571428572,62.80952380952381,11.37936507936508,31.62301587301588,11.20814326018867,3.990463492063492,285,10,44,8,4,93,51,63,0.031,0.9229999999999999,0.045,0.221,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,15,8,5,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,2,5,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,5,3,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641404868155574,0.0,0.0,0.3210467047368568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301058835979689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424902731309732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25508819058500976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657056441015875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309040038191129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664738059973278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458116768399407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205773863445784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122227404521383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674007301680658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125249394085882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736697099385627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255988161717192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lamph2,2019/04/10,I fucking hate people who say shit like “wow you actually talked” when you try to join a conversation It makes you feel like shit and you don’t want to try joining conversations and it’s such a pointless fucking thing to say,3.4452272727272732,5.69701215909091,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,75.13636363636364,7.127272727272729,26.90909090909091,8.07648339933343,1.6714727272727274,181,7,36,3,4,58,31,44,0.205,0.569,0.226,-0.2247,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,4,0,0,2,8,5,0,2,0,1,4,2,1,0,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,5,3,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,0,4,0,3,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.229908650152635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912490314861045,0.1683105171013753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356111909884253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232603224702272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020155085359545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572628019249143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333326938982004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747123215369012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836737928223495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936391422216095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652015326195134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199097451255132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389611926032506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FatCypriotGorilla,2019/04/10,"Does confidence affect Social Anxiety? I was always anxious about myself and that everyone is judging me when I walk by, but I didn't care that much because I was happy with myself. But lately I gained some weight and I feel more anxious. I don't feel good with my body and I worry that everyone is making fun of me in some way. I stopped going out and was bailing all group activities. 

Does confidence really affect social anxiety or is my Brian playing games more now?",4.675904761904762,6.4626739555555535,5.944285714285716,75.34500000000001,70.55555555555556,8.6984126984127,28.41269841269841,9.23628265651192,2.7232698412698406,376,14,63,8,7,126,57,90,0.191,0.604,0.205,0.6719,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,3,1,19,13,8,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,3,15,5,7,9,6,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861036669046696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27325860242458816,0.4035366605220564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887353185836687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838548468061176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182095656038237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31258993468661345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413218811711239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061209705261588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150308278246238,0.14980207261423034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901241204504857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201469744271736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921757623003044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129230918009738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441639492973438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36412252228992703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931846061595294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176518661464674,0.0,0.2174879425087568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813780182727568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,someaccount6667,2019/04/10,"Will no guy want me because of this?(21F) When I was 16, I went to a house party with a couple of seniors from my school. I had known one of them for over a year and would sit with him at lunch. I got pretty wasted I did six shots then my friend and two of his friends said to come back to their house. They said it was going to be fun. When I got there they told me to get undressed, I did.




I was bewildered they tried to take photos of me, but I told them to stop. They gave me a beer then told me to suck their dicks I did no one else was there. I didn’t know what to do. Then they penetrated me I bleed. They finished. It feels blurry to remember the next day. The next day they tell all their friends, and their friends say I’m disgusting, ugly, stupid, a bitch and gross. They made posts about me online
This was six years ago, and I still think it’s my fault. 




I said yes to having sex with them right away they said. I had never really gotten that drunk before. They said no one will ever want to date me. One of the guys would continue to hook up with me for years. I did it because I felt lonely, became an outcast, and thought I was ugly. He would say I’m annoying, that he wants me for sex and nothing more. I don’t think anyone will like me


They said it was my fault because there were rumors I did that kind of stuff


Don’t most guys think girls who do this are gross?


Am I a slut? Will no guy want me? Am I gross? Why did this happen?
Tl;dr: when I was 16 I got wasted and three 18-year-old guys took me to a separate house to have sex with me. I think I’m damaged goods because of it",0.11200840136324076,2.128720826979471,1.4999254973448544,100.72394230007131,85.5982404692082,4.624902908773876,15.961084251406831,5.78547306074238,-0.8917026075929302,1226,23,301,8,37,390,155,341,0.23,0.693,0.077,-0.9965,0,2,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,18,0,10,21,5,0,11,1,35,9,1,1,3,38,73,15,0,7,1,0,2,1,4,7,1,8,0,6,15,14,3,1,10,2,0,4,8,13,0,8,37,10,63,8,37,28,3,34,0,2,0,5,47,5,3,1,24,198,78,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847290188925319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401139755948384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257408255456436,0.05939652425723847,0.0,0.18835098279160936,0.0,0.06572968092750936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653960151418825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546996111382821,0.0,0.09963308032659934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645281632083293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987239229030177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039057318848818336,0.0,0.07416717291568486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23871672862295265,0.0,0.040357247760092654,0.0,0.043900030319870734,0.06478931821054444,0.18533929724950413,0.0,0.0,0.3824227466344887,0.06830736879439296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673905693412197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043862810233833,0.04245175132470691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037737933603878115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309094802996667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059575992969225625,0.0,0.16430155592027787,0.0,0.0,0.07411852018355301,0.0,0.0810554797052225,0.0,0.20937244722135576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397921714849785,0.07858578597738415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049485031082952415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750336096640557,0.0659666827814145,0.4408652671051358,0.12285641567817215,0.0,0.07817591558998735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616878397406388,0.06458015627372984,0.0,0.0,0.08842687652269869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058078516548337726,0.0,0.06751540661371279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798153230258655,0.0,0.061323785299698876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214323031601053,0.08582187438166893,0.052444185002290686,0.0,0.0754569976973892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822440636227463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160675302451605,0.06970146556372396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646175828678775,0.0,0.0,0.1989726121805629
socialanxiety,boxerwhosploots,2019/04/10,"Tips For Job Interviews Long story short, I had a job interview today and I totally bombed it due to my social anxiety. The interviewer wasn't being mean or anything, I just felt overwhelmed by everything going on. My voice was shaking, I couldn't answer simple questions about myself, and I just couldn't even think of words or formulate sentences in proper grammar. This has been an issue for me for the past few interviews I've had this year. Are there any good online resources to help get better? I know there are interviewing classes but I always seem to perform very differently in a low-stakes environment than on the actual job interview.",6.04114877589454,8.053063830508474,6.523333333333337,71.64586629001886,67.47457627118644,9.651224105461395,30.90772128060264,9.994966539143718,3.4570930320150657,524,21,83,13,9,170,86,118,0.025,0.9009999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.5023,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,6,0,11,0,0,0,1,18,18,5,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,6,2,11,2,14,9,2,12,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,4,5,57,14,10,0.0,0.0,0.18501363610172586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577550438613394,0.0,0.0,0.1289284990744588,0.0,0.14503672849676275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601738125624073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767798565423794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980824234777432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252231817634883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039232148358574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203725805368107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905356286388378,0.0,0.10774903280980663,0.15902008091400135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707896692651438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978839273956789,0.5644199547469863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041943505047918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778222211776772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065203680758263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809862274237316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123855038636675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259668345461707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326432520818806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214823683740796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971026379610405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643257341124228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209049949330154
socialanxiety,nonagonalinfinity,2019/04/10,"Anyone else feel as if those without social anxiety don't understand why ordinary things are difficult or terrifying? Hey y'all I've been thinking about this a decent amount and wanted to hear other thoughts on this. I'd say I'm a fairly confident and sociable person around small groups of close friends, as I like it to be, but being around big groups of people or being put in front of an audience is terrifying. 
I don't care what people think of me and I'm comfortable with myself, but in any situation like this I would rather be anywhere else doing anything else, and I can't stop thinking about what I seem like and if everyone's noticing how anxious I am. Video projects in high school always freaked me tf out, and my friends would always be like ""ay it's not a big deal why don't you wanna be in the video"" and I couldn't give them a fair answer. I always make excuses to leave early or just kick it with smaller groups, and some people get really weirded out and don't comprehend that I prefer being with people Im comfortable with. 
Sorry for my bad example, I have more but I'd love to hear anyone's thoughts!
Love y'all!",5.564791403286981,5.989827805309734,6.212793931731987,79.27212389380534,67.4070796460177,9.46599241466498,29.859671302149177,9.424239791934726,2.5266078381795194,908,31,175,17,14,297,129,226,0.113,0.696,0.191,0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,0,7,15,0,0,6,0,21,2,0,2,0,49,40,20,0,9,12,0,1,4,2,2,0,3,0,1,12,18,0,1,10,2,0,2,8,4,0,0,3,4,19,11,28,27,3,18,0,0,0,2,20,14,0,7,6,109,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836468052388775,0.0,0.0,0.07727202877658346,0.0,0.08692633776486408,0.12836911168323095,0.0,0.15890492542266793,0.1164269597307806,0.0935074840754717,0.20230888087954813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487597490858883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585295659017827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714713458653594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847688661727892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857795826357552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745454310866153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557990383972605,0.0,0.0593667793776205,0.10900387235882107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561376491884593,0.0,0.0,0.1200559177035216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273947369048165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031734620093228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205474384644508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051103120768944,0.0,0.0758486445215572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936805984985145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151058466936685,0.09921698928100818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422913899109108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279403541738406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036282365002556,0.0,0.11499922792216707,0.0,0.10344412590226236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772443832111033,0.0,0.11583107386016687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271990412062199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499943882362437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549046131642534,0.21842779057161205,0.0,0.18041842962779045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829242747161965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702168580900633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506609137554888,0.0,0.0,0.1095348855449646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614384241774834,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FoWhore20,2019/04/10,"Outgoing and fun but I dont want to do anything! I'm your typical fun going normal average guy. I've dated plenty and have had plenty of sex but I cant ever seem to actually make any moves towards a female... EVER. Most of my dating and hook ups is the girl giving out heavy signals or coming at me. Anyone else have this problem!? I'm tired of having to get drunk or high to get out of my 'bubble"".",1.1460714285714315,3.0108117023809555,4.097857142857143,84.38464285714288,80.78571428571429,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.6236952380952379,309,8,62,4,8,111,60,84,0.09300000000000001,0.774,0.133,0.5575,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,1,2,18,18,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,13,17,1,13,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,4,4,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.21767930412161104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169187823832067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597226435181571,0.22855649681727316,0.1835635237397389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921507827270268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26143056870141296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863422200653537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40355020361005695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330845562445042,0.21398431483101568,0.1267730042823398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086946247421604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356804646960592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889764810720738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370828386603465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855638061850627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344312023818515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307003710494914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563804523498247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156954157967798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_SilentGhost_10237,2019/04/10,"So is this relatable to you guys? So I’m a freshman in high school and if you guys have been in high school you know how much people can be assholes. So the problem is, is I’ve always had anxiety, and whenever someone is a asshole I can’t respond with a quick comeback which has caused me to look like a pussy. I’ve basically shut out all of my friends that I’ve made since 7th grade, and now basically ride solo at school. I am always afraid people are talking trash and so it makes me very nervous. I will start therapy in the next few weeks.",2.8332043650793644,4.3435759910714316,4.013333333333332,88.45388888888891,74.80357142857143,7.120634920634919,26.73015873015873,7.793537801064563,1.4091039682539686,429,16,92,6,9,140,78,112,0.098,0.851,0.051,-0.6453,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,2,6,0,14,0,0,4,1,14,20,10,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,1,9,2,9,15,3,14,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,6,57,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817391951074293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951259797312495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391580396590178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079930710796542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33526351049237113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35774551657496906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930418189093335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271050957421769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216778149862935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019397406009414,0.11300780933966295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244535974708998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005047065701668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347399987804033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199543608219036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140162057692323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400451538693734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344574719822056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983008030380968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360754154974778,0.0,0.0,0.1936071540433812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968867886153255,0.0,0.0,0.13580073950003724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Novelty360,2019/04/10,"How making gaming livestreams on YT helped with my social anxiety I'm not a big fan of self promo myself, so if for some reason you want my YT name or link or whatever, DM me to ask for it.  


**Context:** 

For a few years I've been depressed and basically think I contribute nothing to life and I just take resources and don't really give back. I can't socialize at all in real life with anyone that I don't already know. If someone talks to me I'll pretend I can't hear them or I'll make some BS excuse about how I have to go or something. It has gotten worse over the years, but now I am making progress to go against it. At the time I started livestreaming I couldn't socialize on the internet at all either. The thought of getting into voice chats with people I didn't know was really scary.

  


**Ok, here's the story:** 

About three months ago I gained 10 subscribers on YouTube. I decided to make a livestream of Roblox, because why not? I had just hit a ""milestone"" for me and I felt like doing something to commemorate it. I didn't foresee it going too bad, and if anything went wrong I could just end the stream. I also didn't really expect anyone to watch, as I was just doing it for fun. I only allowed my close friends in the voice chat to talk with me as well, so I didn't have to talk to random strangers vocally. So I started the stream with low expectations and I assumed no one would watch. Except... people started to join. The highest amount of people I got to was only 7, so nothing big or anything, and I was really nervous about messing up. It started off slow, one person joined and asked if I took game suggestions. I said yes, and I played the game they suggested. The feeling of socializing this way was exhilarating though, so I decided to keep streaming even though I had only planned to do it that one day. The first day I had gained 7 subs, so I thought it went well. The next stream gained more, and eventually I got to the point where I was around 100 or so subs. From there, I had an idea. What if I made it so that anyone could join the discord voice chat? So, I implemented that idea. There wasn't too much growth from that, but talking to people who I didn't know but who didn't know me either was really fun. I decided I would do it for the rest of my streams. I'm only at 275 subs now, but I have a lot of loyal subscribers who I talk to often and who tell me about their day and stuff. We send memes and stuff and do normal teenager things like play games like Roblox. What started out as a YouTube channel now just feels like a friend group. I feel I have made friends I can talk to without going anywhere. Now, I feel I can chat with anyone online that wishes to chat with me, given that they aren't a creep/pedo. While I still can't socialize well in real life, this has helped me to talk to people online, which I hope will one day be able to help me socialize offline. I feel more needed now, and thus has helped me to be less depressed and more happy, especially when talking to my subscribers.  


I just felt like sharing my success with you all on this subreddit so you can know that even very unsocial people can find fun in life in the most strange ways. But, if it works, it works, am I right?",3.0724209532798485,4.601351466257668,3.941411042944786,89.13698914582348,74.21472392638037,6.733176026427561,24.961774421897122,7.321109707123232,0.9955565361019344,2524,81,532,28,52,809,270,652,0.067,0.764,0.16899999999999998,0.9972,1,0,2,0,0,0,79.0,1,3,4,9,46,29,0,1,26,2,51,4,0,11,3,117,103,53,0,18,29,0,7,5,3,3,4,5,0,2,34,29,0,1,24,13,0,9,18,7,3,6,33,14,76,22,77,61,17,64,0,3,2,0,57,26,0,20,32,364,110,3,0.056862553245514424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040522256201026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274924148338475,0.04547296328656324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043499697593166055,0.0,0.0,0.15903847739792026,0.0,0.09358607263505184,0.050619727949871934,0.10631762280820277,0.0,0.0,0.04372379352985824,0.04747785680956874,0.03466288467932778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080024363694887,0.0,0.0,0.1466865708867844,0.0,0.09795126757769218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050363344475548084,0.0,0.0,0.07511436027030062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375707724744996,0.04062261940027087,0.10919393670963838,0.0,0.051971343514390686,0.048367258742385774,0.0,0.0,0.1317956027514672,0.0,0.029708337155445286,0.05454774244509095,0.12926519762991848,0.0,0.09095635664706722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053124528473128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408823015218543,0.0,0.1524550833171533,0.0,0.0,0.0564773456340935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838180256083312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050542050001116286,0.0,0.0,0.1562508608974849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065481193115738,0.13890085638625393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834250934518952,0.0,0.10760944551984954,0.15182478334537247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538714750016755,0.0,0.04180051932468491,0.04216286272875296,0.0,0.0,0.060473970468206385,0.0,0.05571322911739681,0.1091223068612256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412615077442118,0.1729861362719884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365280085436927,0.049650188203059886,0.0,0.0,0.053753492418487765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944406878114864,0.1821380382898372,0.058464175181258425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048560309779956866,0.05408930953015493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932004429713333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477852729817107,0.04817945683896455,0.08755114308279759,0.0,0.0,0.20123803928565245,0.0,0.04541050847422225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018803843888446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04275356340856095,0.3656317310680773,0.049700377855066966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03777695371586712,0.036435228110457636,0.11173433971353182,0.09028503133621077,0.03315701207399957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317638890043675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691756155587632,0.03353900716215825,0.09026969606459488,0.0,0.0,0.15337879285749662,0.1054243130802704,0.051309609899696906,0.0,0.06538912997976777,0.054813472183731365,0.0,0.08279323198495019,0.0,0.057947799661009276,0.08078705271851823,0.06217027554081628,0.0,0.07323523995614327
socialanxiety,WalterHarrow,2019/04/10,"Anxiety over tagging people on Facebook? This might seem stupid to some people but does anyone else get anxious when tagging people on a post/link? 

For example, there is a funny post about Game of Thrones and I want to tag my brother and a girl I work with in that post. For some reason I’m not sure whether to do it because they have never met each other and she might not like that I’m tagging her in the same comment as him? Even though she’s a lovely person and hasn’t done or said anything that should make me feel that way 

Basically, do you think it’s ok to tag people who have never met in the same comment or should I do it separately?",5.017727272727272,5.123633651515153,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,68.54545454545455,7.8121212121212125,28.62121212121212,7.1686216300943375,1.4163757575757585,510,16,106,4,8,164,86,132,0.08199999999999999,0.812,0.105,0.7271,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,5,5,1,0,6,1,12,1,0,2,3,29,24,11,0,3,6,1,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,2,10,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,2,11,4,16,16,5,12,0,0,0,1,17,6,0,7,4,76,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160453161262065,0.17958039072108722,0.0,0.11114904598438402,0.16287406405456265,0.13081114534044586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690099216768247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910761548623402,0.1626720278225097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279130153652274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499207009989156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037532678122287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305042620216517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776601885347172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434682748081386,0.0,0.1061075288302818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372644512494313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452006458380959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408134505704461,0.138798387459597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567213466197354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343811641007958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120806613832405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471188827083156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981861697511714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185562414731053,0.15617812074220144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375916345099668,0.12617563702871856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572531251121422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SirKatticus,2019/04/10,"Today I got an email I have to present a play tomorrow. I'm not prepared at all. I was TERRIFIED to ask my teacher if I had to present in front of the entire class, and I summoned up the courage and did it. (in an email, i could never in real life)

well he said I had to.

i had a panic attack and now I'm still feeling scared.

anyway, this has only been happening for a few months. I feel like I physically can't ask people things, for no reason other than fear of judgement and rejection and other terrifying thoughts. does onset happen this quickly? and when you're 15, too... I mean it's probably been happening for a while, but I've gotten noticeably more reclusive over the past year. now it's gotten to a point where I can't handle it and I just want to know if this ever happens.

or maybe I don't have SA. maybe I'm incredibly socially anxious.

thanks ahead of time.",2.1786797752808984,4.068083089887644,3.995941011235957,86.22851825842697,77.65168539325842,6.921910112359552,24.608146067415728,7.865858978985527,1.3577404494382022,682,24,140,11,16,230,113,178,0.129,0.7879999999999999,0.084,-0.7595,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,1,3,10,0,14,1,0,1,3,25,34,13,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,6,5,1,0,12,3,15,5,20,21,3,26,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,3,18,98,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122591031057798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668361737892047,0.16235748807792455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139453128806304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488976022295935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290927531192607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059264021970246,0.14432071536072424,0.10195472814152393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414121924684892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048051745166763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843174211742691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080293883608836,0.06972272719267802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867502783239653,0.15545710657483658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391274991164095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006963838103097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248054489832758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085402342109036,0.0,0.16744383068849925,0.0,0.0,0.13623641826387964,0.09893974163881482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491061844593516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538695552090308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243948614040796,0.0,0.14673349908558306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575345287736207,0.0,0.14288135563654844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547869094428528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397138132916228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139164245478666,0.0,0.0,0.0948126709448599,0.0,0.0,0.113298772469987,0.08321753254462244,0.0,0.13527594344246702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417626455008136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831679623591602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919029729045251
socialanxiety,elegantmushroom,2019/04/10,"It's not just being anxious when talking to people... When people start discussing other people they know, things they've done with their friends, or other weird experiences they've had, I have nothing to add to the conversation because I'm too socially anxious to have had other social experiences to discuss. So I don't say anything, because there is literally nothing for me to say other than replying with ""yeah"", ""interesting"", etc. Then I feel even more awkward, immature, and out of place.",7.312758620689652,8.989738149425289,7.425919540229888,67.64853448275863,64.05747126436782,9.47816091954023,37.48850574712644,9.725611199111238,4.092733333333333,397,20,59,8,6,128,62,87,0.043,0.879,0.078,0.4565,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,1,1,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,12,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,6,2,12,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,4,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972329336954305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467753081222956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434559331452926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799157652532392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960758169818765,0.11612155384301336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439539245754373,0.0,0.0,0.08889535969331465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583119682311978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662116639978068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373909272757205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365655778477646,0.0,0.18368514902192007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796240393411673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584344915941081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443998047819785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131027873082755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168010630498985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,babywantsataco,2019/04/10,"Looking for friends in Kansas City (KS+MO) and surrounding areas. Hello everyone. I tried posting in the appropriate subreddits previously (kansascity and various friends subreddits.) My posts always get removed from the KC subreddit and I haven’t had success in others.

I have agoraphobia and a triad of other mental health challenges. I want friends within my community that I could potentially meet in person to hangout in the future. I don’t have any friends currently. 

Having depression I don’t find happiness in my old hobbies. I would like to talk about mutual traumas and struggles. When I’m (or we’re) better, having a friend to go to the movies or to travel with would be great.

I love to drive and love traveling to other states on spontaneous trips. Free museums, parks and wandering pointlessly is what I enjoy currently. I used to like gaming, art and writing; I haven’t found joy in those in years. 

I have experience with psychiatric hospitals and have tried a lot of treatment. It’s hard when I’ve made a friend in the past that had no experience with mental health challenges. 

I’m open to all ages over 21. I’m 25 but have a strong motherly instinct so it’s hard to be friends with people I view as needing protecting. I’m sorry if that sounds weird or offensive.",4.109663120567377,6.948778170212767,5.10023936170213,75.93645833333333,75.80851063829788,8.852836879432623,29.791666666666664,9.408791572840183,3.3785070921985825,1030,47,170,29,24,336,138,235,0.075,0.721,0.204,0.9773,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,5,4,26,1,1,10,0,19,4,0,2,1,31,33,18,0,6,5,1,2,2,7,2,2,1,0,1,10,14,0,1,2,6,1,6,5,5,0,0,4,5,17,22,32,24,3,33,0,1,2,2,16,15,0,5,11,109,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516323421255372,0.0,0.0,0.07777407716281921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114909184855517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913134423660181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850488355952347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928340614154712,0.0,0.22374745537352253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453016623304977,0.0,0.0,0.125398472324101,0.6185223582175826,0.0,0.059752494574366835,0.0,0.0649978992397125,0.0,0.0,0.1260909864624344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174673010241595,0.204902304566416,0.0,0.0,0.2431354070884811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174873402260803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604021111137527,0.0,0.0,0.097231477892739,0.2064429456677148,0.10821764907156507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305118377296595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480233051272651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200098465609016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917707813329658,0.07928828459411269,0.09986161748793312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906562100365468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802547315552146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956213537180135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919245661266218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529656028254746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877712397361328,0.0,0.0,0.0674571361231232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248731472194014,0.0,0.0,0.07364916210616357
socialanxiety,NYwarrriorsfan4life,2019/04/10,"Anyone else hate the ""oh, you're so quiet"" comments? I think this has happened to all of us at least once. You're hanging out with a group of people and someone calls you out on being quiet. Sometimes it even happens when you feel like you are talking a good amount.


What kind of response are you supposed to give to that? What do people get out of saying it?",2.9520833333333343,4.68134115277778,3.5122222222222237,91.255,74.97222222222223,4.800000000000002,24.5,3.1291,0.20931666666666704,281,9,56,0,6,88,53,72,0.05,0.8690000000000001,0.081,0.3049,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,4,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,12,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,3,13,11,3,7,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,2,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756630297846466,0.2308923472699953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301022056164721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824664004536806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883809556062194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394108675824866,0.16098634898740893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773334176255094,0.21617123738904334,0.0,0.18900850198678626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985432724737626,0.0,0.0,0.22248130748099693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346619013660309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009207220496643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399848259998631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124513804613484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920320608512005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909338926738347,0.0,0.2228717399593406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112359052541632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439182983820276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27106201280061604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xTwigzzz,2019/04/10,Interviews Is there anything you guys do for job interviews or any type of interviews to stop being anxious?,10.132631578947368,10.184430684210524,9.20947368421053,62.876315789473715,57.94736842105264,13.915789473684216,45.31578947368421,13.023866798666859,6.532852631578948,89,5,13,3,1,28,17,19,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,1,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30171570398007874,0.0,0.0,0.5012289377413167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651085241570172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439310173570486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44028115120496025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709339979315807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slowerthan53,2019/04/10,Anxiety is making me feel dumb. Does social anxiety actually impair cognitive functioning or am I in denial of being dumb? I think anxiety makes me do dumb things and feel under pressure when doing a task. Is this just me?,4.14329268292683,6.839790097560973,6.251402439024389,68.49954268292684,74.85365853658539,9.953658536585364,27.32317073170732,10.125756701596842,3.731482926829268,178,7,27,6,4,62,32,41,0.36200000000000004,0.638,0.0,-0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,8,11,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2855250918293407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6714903738213549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25604699508460904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29588402948812226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906114531240132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982580925660145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943834262155488,0.18747950214103876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sundaystorms,2019/09/09,"Tips on getting rid of physical anxiety symptoms I'm 24 and still get that panicky feeling, like my chest is seizing whenever we go around and have to introduce ourselves to the group (I'm doing a job orientation with about 20 people), and while I'm no longer thinking panicky thoughts, the feeling is still there and I don't know how to get rid of it? I can be around big groups of people (albeit I barely say anything) and not feel uncomfortable, but when it comes to these things I still can't control the physical symptoms. 

​

It's kind of embarrassing because I feel all out of breath right after even after a few words. What helped you guys stop having these physical symptoms? I feel these symptoms whenever there's a big group, or when people are watching me, and only a little during personal conversations with other people. I thought time would help, but I guess it hasn't that much",8.16451019066404,7.847754905325445,7.652859960552268,73.64064431295202,62.07692307692307,10.351347797501646,37.12097304404997,9.725611199111238,3.5797332018408947,725,31,126,12,9,228,105,169,0.084,0.858,0.057999999999999996,-0.6196,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,1,12,3,0,1,7,0,12,6,2,2,1,33,30,13,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,12,13,0,2,9,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,7,12,2,18,26,3,20,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,2,11,85,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185137043856826,0.1478670131174107,0.0,0.0,0.09309273316674356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014073395888476,0.21666030284085935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418126683136335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048254033319857,0.0,0.0,0.13648599955671026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037528401958707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30765131652616995,0.08693556225912037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073445035217976,0.0,0.06915939199884748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134055565852191,0.12049251196894575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313286271428115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075882843799675,0.0,0.0,0.1267217032025846,0.06687779688329935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059451725302242825,0.1219656324264134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945635963077454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925509435498013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33745887909005434,0.1062552610203018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392283650151478,0.0,0.09677299707483526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915460508181364,0.10173852524789928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059311923126661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084561656070302,0.07797421950099116,0.0,0.1932169830176793,0.07095858243612856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644528534876741,0.0,0.1478670131174107,0.0
socialanxiety,Yori_dj,2019/09/09,"Sitting at a fastfood or cafe to use wifi Lately I like sitting at a fastfood with my laptop and do work, I feel like it affects my concentration positively and it just generally feels nice
But I'm constantly worried about what the employees are thinking
Are they annoyed that I'm not just leaving when I finish eating? Whenever they grab my used plate I feel take it as a sign that they really need me to leave (not sure if thats actually what it means?)

Am I overthinking or should I just find somewhere else to work",3.58071507150715,5.780705861386139,4.792607260726077,80.6899889988999,74.54455445544555,8.053245324532451,29.04400440044005,8.841846274778883,2.5117515951595166,416,18,78,9,9,137,67,101,0.059000000000000004,0.8029999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.8343,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,2,5,5,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,3,1,26,16,8,0,3,9,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,13,4,8,15,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,6,51,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.19767935521192195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890648949519145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727995038856467,0.1692214611761988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30727683401820105,0.1447162360959288,0.0,0.0,0.185145550171022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285080795824394,0.4289853185694183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793119620036906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065840150782973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502032829791809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297716973466543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909200752050288,0.0,0.1523076273150006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297988448624475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499113341431505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949471275847653,0.20571993469190464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HowManyKidneys4RAM,2019/09/09,Finding an experienced SAD therapist Any suggestions on finding a therapist that has had experience helping people with social anxiety? I take a look at therapist's web sites and it seems like everyone places social anxiety on a list of things they treat but none of their bios even talk about helping people with it. I would like to find someone who has experience helping those with social anxiety instead of being a therapist's guinea pig.,13.550000000000004,10.500528358974359,12.401282051282053,52.46038461538463,53.87179487179488,16.553846153846155,50.35897435897437,14.554592549557764,7.386558974358975,364,19,53,12,3,118,53,78,0.08800000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.7835,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,3,11,5,1,5,0,1,1,0,11,5,0,1,2,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652673642948844,0.0,0.29201196483301284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404001691708017,0.0,0.0,0.12158211095877725,0.0,0.2489278922248511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34888183077927704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25585642482269033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432488571816455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068485327838658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642270415265887,0.0,0.13293744804765495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158334103405383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891117506654808,0.1078090089093988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566773062278368,0.10226971498461898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909361413313484,0.08453179439810789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038678160492504,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ireaallydontknowrn,2019/09/09,I texted my boss I want feeling well I'm not feeling all that well so I texted him and asked if I can not go today? I regret this with a passion. I was super nervous to even send the text that I had to get my dad to press send. Now i feel my heart beating just waiting for a reply. My shift is in like an hour so now I'm kinda freaking out. What do you think?,-1.7574410774410794,0.1436274197530878,0.8299663299663322,102.22757575757578,95.79012345679013,2.9454545454545453,16.005611672278338,3.1291,-1.3084913580246915,275,7,69,0,11,93,57,81,0.08900000000000001,0.669,0.242,0.8746,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,8,8,0,1,4,0,5,2,1,1,1,17,16,4,0,3,4,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,3,2,0,2,4,14,5,7,14,1,9,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,2,5,47,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731878083167611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930096527118344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432681599824953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526737581571533,0.0,0.16607630559919662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462840782008962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287779474943515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276474408362802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187243842556066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769919683844964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235990831509168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254847397356363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,persephone_112,2019/09/09,"did i do something wrong? the other day at my table we were on a break in class so we could do whatever we wanted. i sit with people i dont rly know and one guy brought out a board game to play with his three friends.  at the time i was doing math hw and my friend came over to talk to me.  i wasnt paying attention to my friend and watched as that one guy asked another guy sitting next to me what his name was and if he wanted to learn how to play the game.  i waited for them to ask me, but they never did.  i felt like hell.  could it be because i looked busy that they didnt ask me?  but the new guy next to me was also playing on his phone prior and looked busy.  upset and confused.",1.969975594874924,2.7719580536912787,3.3142037827943867,95.42730323367908,75.84563758389262,6.223550945698597,20.92800488102501,6.1124844417494595,-0.09415973154362424,526,11,129,3,11,172,87,149,0.115,0.8079999999999999,0.077,-0.8743,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,3,0,3,11,1,2,6,0,15,0,0,1,1,29,27,13,0,5,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,13,0,1,4,5,1,2,4,4,0,3,11,4,25,7,20,13,0,19,1,0,3,0,25,7,1,2,8,87,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093318102484035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335874409864308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38343327516427206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334086139361825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636678891003233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831335128223606,0.0,0.0,0.08817056980164854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023024289094293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312688893110032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31687954314284184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5414817065230882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513558932651042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679257728624886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961417073222185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544387926934867,0.1320412546364029,0.2907982320189452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528472583361524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478172478580303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052507278032143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988721691066523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972025332137804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161277387790404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947758574000786,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StannisBendtheknee,2019/09/09,"How has your lack of confidence held you back in life? I have always been that guy who isn't a social butterfly nor super confident, especially in the work place. With work places always being uncomfortable for me with my social anxiety. How has your lack of confidence held you back? Mine would be never really connecting with managers to be considered for a promotion nor really pushing my self out of my comfort zone.",7.241052631578944,8.557261000000004,7.727473684210532,66.7333157894737,64.0,12.39578947368421,32.305263157894736,11.979248473330829,4.616834736842106,340,13,54,12,5,112,53,76,0.17300000000000001,0.723,0.10400000000000001,-0.6038,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,4,5,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,2,1,12,11,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,10,2,12,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,45,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35748133937876225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643304793718956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303541104087217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269750687322486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172796432380506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656761435553723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448865331459416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752279468602821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409561112078766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379472639257214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127711743672647,0.0,0.0,0.15259617692563418,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlphaJellybeans,2019/09/09,Seniors first Homecoming I'm in my senior year of high school and I've decided that I wanted to go to homecoming. So I asked my friend if she knew anybody who wanted to go and didn't have a date. She told me about somebody who said she would go with me. I'm asking her this Thursday and she practically already said yes but I'm still extremely nervous. I haven't been able to eat much for like a week because of how nervous I am. When people tell me that they heard I'm going to homecoming I get super shaky and such. This is really rough but I think its gonna be worth the effort.,0.7247658079625303,3.0220598606557374,2.6069320843091357,91.89327868852459,85.63934426229507,5.7807962529273995,20.18969555035129,7.1686216300943375,0.5271105386416854,461,14,99,7,14,153,81,122,0.07,0.8059999999999999,0.124,0.7581,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,6,6,0,3,3,1,8,1,0,1,0,16,28,10,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,7,5,1,0,3,0,1,4,2,3,0,1,7,4,17,3,11,18,1,15,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,2,10,60,24,3,0.19243855646609592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123607323481836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598081460003973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730875787162776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969126856031053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368813782277905,0.0,0.0,0.14867755136122668,0.0,0.1005412031450234,0.0,0.4374690655518255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332190051633856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401575824238526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146448126667724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334126647796375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123281066943042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661062703705434,0.0,0.0,0.19475809294788926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368167977684147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819978042408926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330685665513075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838832874765181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22701049302955534,0.0,0.1543626022823158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670282918159693,0.0,0.0,0.12392412101825648
socialanxiety,ehomie16,2019/09/09,"I’m pissed off So in my class today i guess my professor was making a joke or something. I shifted my weight in my chair to face her so I could hear better and then suddenly she calls me out and yells at me about “giving her a look” and accuses me of being offended by whatever joke she said. I’m beyond angry; I can’t believe that no matter where I go I’m still a fucking doormat. I’m so pissed of at everyone who had treated me this way, which is most of the people that have been in my life. But my social anxiety is so servers I never retaliate, so they no they can get away with it. I want revenge so badly but they’ll never get it and that makes me even more angry.",1.3290209790209782,3.055190993006996,3.6356643356643374,88.58888111888115,79.62937062937063,6.637762237762238,22.188811188811187,7.61054688173877,0.8910531468531468,524,16,114,8,13,181,91,143,0.16699999999999998,0.769,0.064,-0.9296,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,11,9,4,0,4,0,11,6,3,2,2,18,27,14,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,8,6,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,5,25,4,16,20,2,18,0,0,1,1,13,10,3,3,6,86,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209043851687104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867901761632413,0.0,0.16599950026188118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223992752023486,0.0,0.1758328296018334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030090171454654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873499858941387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131328060334646,0.0,0.0,0.18997313944414904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837982519400127,0.20774185916587046,0.19071833892202925,0.1129892946404813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901354813128016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407528251753545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404266129903731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695179132754392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654167632691121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066717436890781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378310292230017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911549414560624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026635340939628,0.0,0.1530549921134158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877131403790687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845028504171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726431651135212,0.1578075069354712,0.0,0.24209914165404856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ColdAsPerfection,2019/09/09,"I really want to talk to someone, but anxiety prevents me from doing so. Friends always say 'you can talk to me anytime', but I don't believe it. No one wants to put up with someone's mental disorder every day, like literally every day. They'd go insane, they aren't my therapist. A while back I almost lost a very good friend because I told them about it too much.

So for now I'll just sit here and be sad and anxious. Alone.

Thanks for reading.",2.407,4.304639422222223,4.0063888888888926,86.37625000000004,77.0,6.722222222222222,25.69444444444445,7.645422480735847,1.4111111111111114,348,13,70,5,8,116,70,90,0.187,0.5760000000000001,0.237,0.7555,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,1,8,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,12,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,1,11,5,10,8,1,9,0,2,0,0,10,1,0,1,6,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371294120327993,0.17967066538040402,0.0,0.0,0.14434741275614602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271002942717286,0.19598051668878166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339370724560445,0.0,0.10575044656280512,0.0,0.0,0.19545005591665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375763759349135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882056912042045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923250290024147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680570101597983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859142207043106,0.14550493406971438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475248223967076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937149318804955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482480319879415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752613136606147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755303563296332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743930871441334,0.0,0.0,0.1735247288940428,0.0,0.11113431016149987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795649620205847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939743257382411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788697420575621,0.0,0.15971503542620896,0.0,0.20142107725922173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657654562105086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313733932048608,0.20464338253916706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thundergod2401,2019/09/09,"Anticipation Anxiety So after being in college for a few weeks (pretty much extreme exposure therapy)and getting into Nofap, my anxiety is practically gone. However, I can’t stop with the anticipation anxiety. Like if I have an entire day off, but have something to do at 7pm, I will literally think about it all day. I don’t know how to stop this. Even once I’m in the event/class, I’m totally fine. It’s just the build up to it. Does anyone have any tricks to deal with this?",2.160106382978725,4.633568627659578,4.7717446808510635,77.59400000000002,80.80851063829788,8.440851063829786,25.35744680851064,9.120678840339163,2.52604170212766,377,15,72,11,10,133,69,94,0.115,0.809,0.076,-0.3422,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,2,13,15,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,15,12,4,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,7,49,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978597270061493,0.0,0.5392485348050076,0.0,0.0,0.16429475502055213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30306922730843816,0.2422411983399606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562166238489324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519383260010908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276083259548808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291320054513467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479326284054535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272816476978595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502327429849401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390464427629829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088947831873087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39288673996988177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505577008650072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847677355173215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socsoc1610,2019/09/09,I'm literally less afraid of death than of giving a speech. So in my communication class I had to give a five minute speech about a personal life changing event and I realized my fear for this speech was significantly greater than my fear for a pretty risky surgery I had two year ago.,7.4330303030303,7.173812181818183,7.221818181818183,75.939393939394,63.54545454545455,10.969696969696967,32.878787878787875,10.504223727775694,3.0416060606060604,230,8,47,5,3,73,40,55,0.19699999999999998,0.667,0.135,-0.5770000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,3,6,0,9,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23428094192012155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795883151729347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5948091099901195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070703324017792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866788734883945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307715801554883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688823089474504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25817711835261603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701968578510239
socialanxiety,Birds-Are-Fake,2019/09/09,"Feeling completely broken and useless as a human I don’t know if I can handle feeling like this any longer, I’m a completely useless person that can’t function in society. I can’t do things by myself with being overwhelmed with anxiety. I can’t even drive or go shopping by myself since the anxiety gets the better of me, every night I end up with stupid amounts of anxiety that keep me awake till the morning trying to figure out if I said something stupid. I can’t Socialize with people at all and don’t have any social skills yet I feel completely lonely and lost all the time. I’ve tried therapy, medication even though I hate using it nothing seems to work. Every day is getting worse and starting to feel like my ship is starting to sink yet I don’t have a life jacket aboard to save me.",5.530000000000001,6.171121394904457,6.1661210191082825,78.81797133757964,67.53503184713375,8.827770700636943,30.98662420382165,8.841846274778883,2.5283202547770696,637,24,117,10,10,208,95,157,0.204,0.6970000000000001,0.099,-0.9594,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,5,12,3,1,7,0,14,2,0,1,2,24,31,10,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,9,0,1,7,1,1,2,7,8,0,0,2,5,16,4,19,28,3,15,0,5,0,0,5,4,0,4,11,75,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812947294570496,0.0,0.3059183343044731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789144860645588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192819618347202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596632833751387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806266330138472,0.0,0.0,0.17608444232683976,0.0,0.22461900916338445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695983530878825,0.1904565586982807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392856428957078,0.0,0.07575645374274924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160440144163654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848158802759108,0.0,0.0,0.07325721900636542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415247918048984,0.1302455602230005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455107600907445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428393909568226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250913553109956,0.0,0.12790324300128852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241220615520933,0.1163908694648788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679713799315875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134969869624294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026567008310788,0.0,0.0,0.27176150970378304,0.0,0.10261948680209447,0.0,0.0,0.1886983410098819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243813858342709,0.0,0.08855741836751553,0.0,0.13096483033613787,0.0,0.07772726758591536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100149117226927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512686887850775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704269616385752,0.0,0.1358422803663374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PatheticMuch,2019/09/09,"Making Friends I can hold a conversation, I can do everything right but I get a lot of anxious thoughts whenever things progress to the next level. I always think that they're thinking that I'm a loser/Who would even wanna be friends with me?/I'm so weird and awkward, I don't belong here. I struggle with even saying 'Hi' or 'Bye' or even wave hello at other people. People used to wave at me and 'cause I didn't, it stopped. This is just a rant",2.7078932584269686,4.728740505617981,3.4656039325842727,90.0307654494382,76.52808988764046,5.798314606741574,25.73174157303371,6.6274283507984215,0.9231898876404494,351,13,71,3,8,111,65,89,0.121,0.718,0.161,0.5551,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,5,0,8,0,0,3,0,19,15,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,8,2,8,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,3,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838208725338486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421894023622062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220228244110363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247896990561183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267173469843396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33126031192526983,0.0,0.1120051749918986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822589797074183,0.0,0.0,0.14310091926155338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279965253290811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29724945390249097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830801221255141,0.0,0.1704843008461823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923203652147815,0.0,0.22411746974106275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242514784544255,0.27473325612460603,0.0,0.1701944925602781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851562706238403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522900445331529,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ScribbleDefense,2019/09/09,"A Boat With No Anchor I'd be lying if I said it wasn't my fault and I didn't deserve it - I do.

I let my anxiety and paranoia overtake me and I took it out on my friends. Or at least I thought they were my friends?

Turns out I was ""dumped"" and didn't realize it. And now I'm alone.",-1.933192307692309,-0.1744959538461508,1.012596153846154,102.27427884615388,93.15384615384615,4.480769230769232,20.43269230769231,5.985473137389443,-0.2426538461538459,213,8,58,2,8,74,41,65,0.177,0.69,0.133,-0.2124,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,13,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,8,1,13,2,5,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443961399060277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543811020277912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138167623430759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34002985931115004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163079039051699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639881084084492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694480725115248,0.0,0.3616922635675784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Vitamina_Del,2019/09/09,"Racial anxiety or SAD? Hello everyone. So I’m a Hispanic male, early 20s. I go to a very Caucasian college in MD and what I’ve noticed is that the feelings of anxiety become more pronounced when I go to school vs when I’m at work or in other situations where the amount of white people are diminished.  Most people I work with are Hispanic and my college classmates are mostly white. I am a very reserved quiet guy. However I’ve noticed that feelings of anxiety, insecurity and hostility become apparent when I’m with classmates vs when I’m with my coworkers ( ages 26 +). I know no one here is a doctor but my question is: could it be that I am suffering from racial anxiety rather than social anxiety? I’m not a shy guy, and don’t fear any social encounter. But in class I come off as shy and insecure to my white comrades.. 

What are your thoughts?

**EDIT** yes I feel like someone judges me based on my hair color and beard. I’ve interacted with many white people and they all came off as racist to me. This anger turns into anxiety and then I’m left a mess.",2.634999999999998,4.887281339712921,4.463490430622009,81.67418301435407,77.70813397129186,7.816363636363636,27.196411483253588,8.697196308434329,2.315637129186603,836,35,159,19,20,283,118,209,0.203,0.747,0.05,-0.9846,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,2,8,9,2,3,8,1,12,2,1,0,1,33,28,20,0,2,8,0,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,8,15,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,8,0,1,2,10,17,1,23,24,5,21,0,2,5,0,11,10,0,5,8,96,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238077482240924,0.0,0.556040200128462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675838398298807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855427746968638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435318322656244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672210083657777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399406156692637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575645769894916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631852990051996,0.18375924069668212,0.08654393275834933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769568207120347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398994285593651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657652410694108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316212344161675,0.0,0.0,0.05918390567935136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228190644865454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27584214304807303,0.0,0.0,0.08208901485089717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25195401440232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570686461828854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260226177829935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361687839602665,0.0,0.2469782083941854,0.1026432990920654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617328715383608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176780626642934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990982129775714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638576752399596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fat_Whale_69,2019/09/09,"I can't talk to my crush in person There's a girl at my school that I've had a crush on for a while know and I think she may like me back but I can't seem to talk to her much at school. Last week she came up and talked to me twice and I barely made it through the conversations without looking like a total idiot. But regardless it still went fairly ok. I texted her on the weekend and that went pretty great but then today I couldn't bring myself to say much to her. After a while I built up enough courage and was able to say good morning to her. Later at lunch and at the end of the day she was alone and I could have approached her but I was just to nervous to say anything and now after all this has happened I'm scared she might think I'm weird for not saying much to her after we texted during the weekend.


I have no idea what to do from here I'm trying to build up the courage to talk to her at school tomorrow but now I feel I've made it even harder.  Should I text her explaining that I have social anxiety? I'm not sure what to do at all.",1.2507894736842111,2.8022307456140365,2.570912280701755,96.93505263157896,79.26315789473685,5.437192982456142,18.856140350877194,5.985473137389443,-0.4029112280701757,822,17,197,5,20,265,114,228,0.107,0.7659999999999999,0.127,0.8692,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,8,12,1,2,11,1,17,1,0,2,4,38,35,16,0,4,9,0,1,2,0,3,0,4,0,2,9,10,1,0,7,2,0,5,7,4,0,1,9,6,31,8,37,21,7,36,0,0,1,0,26,12,0,3,21,140,40,3,0.12048829574031593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478953701821542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921732164503737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915160112614464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264806212566004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378065118786885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620009992678673,0.0,0.0,0.0777049830044956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671686720504292,0.1244966180514016,0.0,0.0795813829842978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060922502594519215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105986593850497,0.0,0.13283877141474862,0.0,0.0,0.106547402004454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601662000505346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621721629772309,0.09821404238696883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772899039963755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117982266915694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280178774291997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781904117298548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657182827903736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105205732390227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257991309212372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832685152751196,0.12062980338919466,0.3658217635569226,0.0,0.10968801921807096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282264405837966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622210861929284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135587928148388,0.0,0.0,0.3873757124021631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544080696124913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142088160351864,0.0,0.0,0.08180364374822324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664844310091886,0.0,0.0,0.22338771454370634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614641745880433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lon_Don1,2019/09/09,"How do you ask a guy out.. sounds stupid but.. hey. I’ve got really bad Social Anxiety and very few friends and there’s a bi guy who I really like, he’s also one of my few friends. I want to start speaking with him. I do think he likes me but he’s not out. But I am. So there is a couple of issues with this, so if anyone can give me any help to deal with this, can you please?",-1.8294224598930453,0.01587369411764783,0.8895187165775411,102.4482887700535,94.41176470588236,4.502673796791443,12.433155080213904,6.1124844417494595,-1.213470588235294,284,4,76,3,11,97,56,85,0.071,0.745,0.184,0.8292,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,15,12,10,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,10,4,9,11,2,3,0,0,0,1,18,2,0,1,3,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791347730876302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278726291867114,0.0,0.16062699584186652,0.0,0.0,0.14681638184368584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629424227782727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753167477083665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323285642300403,0.0,0.0,0.2164705517793478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244456537472892,0.0,0.0,0.20142300943920452,0.0,0.0,0.16793273435577952,0.0,0.0,0.4158079704104347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407389211247241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915483831164453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051621368944108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228156716803944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23048475414028985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690251890268189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403866650432385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861832834736813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454073379846626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324780129345607,0.12384614749190075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Qeeeuuu,2019/09/09,"i feel embarrassed by myself yeah, i feel Stupid and embarrassing..what about you?",3.1076190476190466,5.578362142857145,3.087142857142858,81.24119047619047,106.14285714285714,7.580952380952381,18.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.9531238095238104,66,2,11,2,3,20,12,14,0.366,0.4970000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,littlecuterose,2019/09/09,That moment when you’re sitting in a restaurant. And there’s this feeling that everyone is staring at you and judging you as you eat...,4.634615384615387,6.347247846153848,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,70.53846153846153,6.7384615384615385,36.07692307692308,7.1686216300943375,2.6462923076923066,108,6,19,1,2,34,21,26,0.0,0.9309999999999999,0.069,0.1593,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6874163851043653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6419311400434301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33968091635031405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mbrooks68,2019/09/09,Downhill slide I don't think I can keep going anymore.  I am losing it.  Social Anxiety is slowly killing me.,0.2592857142857169,2.362920523809525,2.7527380952380973,84.67767857142861,105.66666666666669,4.0047619047619065,24.29761904761905,5.985473137389443,1.2147047619047622,85,4,14,1,4,29,19,21,0.38299999999999995,0.617,0.0,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29761498303395584,0.0,0.38582372246287816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110073016664544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457971477012459,0.43041576666485737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352369024136039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965778838509009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492814983991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Scoobyginger23,2019/09/09,"How to get a job I’m 24 and have never had a proper job, I’m really embarrassed about it and I have gone to interviews but none of them have been successful as my social anxiety gives me complete mind blank in those kind of situations and I become completely useless. Luckily my family are very comfortable financially and have always supported me but I just want to do things for myself. How do I get a job??",2.2665694444444417,4.904517962500002,4.691666666666666,77.25777777777779,81.875,9.555555555555557,23.88888888888889,9.725611199111238,3.0067222222222223,327,12,60,12,9,114,55,80,0.08900000000000001,0.6940000000000001,0.217,0.9278,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,2,1,12,17,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,10,4,9,14,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,45,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064732484285038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769583188378646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322748506241934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048544412209787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200651487758346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017392217800995,0.18520759093911346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5747680302236402,0.0,0.0,0.2010497139310785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949427718112288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890527879694865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368375216992168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170155519579568,0.0,0.19680763335556825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190902998999329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826522743406035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593006082194595,0.11387600000578985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Andyyy22,2019/09/09,Going to college again today Y’all know how I feel haha. Let’s embrace the challenges guys!,3.3223529411764723,6.312985058823532,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,80.76470588235293,3.4000000000000004,26.14705882352941,3.1291,0.7191411764705884,74,3,11,0,2,23,17,17,0.0,0.635,0.365,0.7088,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592046777596401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29134342930056994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075912414420538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817318967808755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242060799704924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859199490661393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mixtape2000,2019/09/09,"fomo Im a sophomore in college, and I have severe social anxiety. I love all of my roommates, but two of them go out to parties what seems like every weekend. I know I hate parties, and that if I did go, i'd probably leave within a half an hour because of how overwhelmed i'd get. I don't know why, but every time they go, I get jealous of them because they can go to parties and enjoy themselves. I really like my roommates, and I don't want to resent them because of this. Is it normal that i'm feeling this way?",3.7287301587301593,4.058727851851852,5.504920634920636,83.07500000000002,71.4074074074074,7.282539682539682,31.16931216931217,6.868970318607317,1.8312312169312173,400,17,81,3,7,138,64,108,0.125,0.632,0.243,0.9329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,0,1,8,3,1,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,16,20,8,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,1,0,4,2,4,0,2,1,1,16,4,11,19,1,11,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,2,5,53,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142904165002487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33809466494724544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31153070254434034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347846900301017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317934999026487,0.0,0.4202754049116097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252601056226064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182064857055866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996969685255715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320517830169346,0.0,0.0,0.19575617016215988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064139375683266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685710922298888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113846847844714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932676208212174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184358035969157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683034620675689,0.0,0.20885638242271296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884570107353385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078022308444916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059623210744305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090441980815647,0.14674534894307376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668211357103965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ScaredTie22,2019/09/09,"How to focus outward?  Basically, outer focus is focus on the other person and the conversation itself. Can anyone expand on this? Like, what is your thought process?",4.274285714285714,7.691739285714287,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,84.71428571428571,5.6571428571428575,24.857142857142854,7.1686216300943375,2.125042857142857,132,5,16,2,4,44,23,28,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.6531,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801986851799809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355163339003381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5996524987948542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452108703305372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,loyalfriend_,2019/09/09,"IM FREAKING PROUD Right now I LITERALY HAD THE SMOOTHEST borrow experience at a store.
I went to buy something and I didnt have 50 cents.
I took a deeb breath and I ACTUALY FREAKING SAID:
""I'll give it back later"" in a CONFIDENT way. She said:
""Sure just bring the money later"".
I walked out of that store like A DIFFERENT PERSON.
I am the bravest OF ALL.",0.04023047375159905,2.3893219859154944,1.8850192061459656,93.04419974391807,96.74647887323944,5.398719590268887,20.539052496798977,6.980632752743323,0.7223690140845078,275,10,58,5,11,90,53,71,0.096,0.69,0.215,0.8316,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,0,4,1,1,0,2,6,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,0,0,6,2,8,3,6,4,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347405012925834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764683231628653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588460887529616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538446274825389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28583164342823325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292784433081426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23105325654000436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259813732701818,0.5034225070740973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371500547336865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24939828175234985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29399909487118703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004056578093355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453025027424595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Oxidus999,2019/09/09,"When will the doctor find you viable for Xanax? I have been struggling with anxiety from the second half of basic school. (probably middle school in countries with anglo school system). I didn't went to a therapist or even ask my doctor about that because I don't want to live on pills, but my anxiety has gotten more severe. Other than having trouble breathing, having a strong heart beat and having trouble concentrating, I also started having some visible tics in my neck when I'm doing  public speech. That wouldn't be aproblem, because most of the time I stay clear of that, but now I have a very serious assignment for public speech, and I don't think I can do it without pills anymore. I tried everything I can do myself like meditations, mindfulness (never did something so useless in my life), anti stress excercises. Do you think I could be viable for some medication?",9.2645625,8.55442733125,8.877500000000003,67.03750000000004,60.0625,11.25,36.25,10.411451182825502,3.88025,703,26,111,13,8,226,102,160,0.184,0.75,0.066,-0.9522,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,2,7,8,0,2,6,0,23,10,3,0,2,20,31,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,5,2,18,2,18,21,4,14,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,4,7,88,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123864936806796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369798185149007,0.0,0.153608589856453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480060984367507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883818911422826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236665221183827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170715736049339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230293800660374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392045374989758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415660364952833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354459524235006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940291048417658,0.07567110016679764,0.0,0.136770111197851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603469920515706,0.0,0.0,0.15639406371659467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946019564376525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699688887192465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702687964849085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749808491409109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924136917329416,0.0,0.0,0.109631461060319,0.16509141118878612,0.0,0.0,0.1774251978469505,0.161923951998336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983844378604555,0.0,0.1984936499080801,0.0,0.0,0.09031721067673852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515968410275076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779991399779306,0.091357736607655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358395553964454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493077815363128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,youalreadyknow07,2019/09/09,"I feel like bad things/inconveniences always happen to me You know Murphy's law? Anything that can go wrong will? I feel like that applies specifically to me. Like, sure, other people do experience unexpected inconveniences from time to time, but for the most part, when something is supposed to work or go a certain way, it does (for everyone else). For me, anytime I try to catch a bus, it's late. Anytime there's spotty cell service, other people's phones work, but mine doesn't. If there's ever some food or drink spilled, it's on me/my belongings. Anytime I need to use my credit card, it gets declined (not because there's no money, it's because I travel between states sometimes, so it always thinks it's been stolen or whatever. Yes, I've called the credit card company about it. It continues to happen). 

Whenever things like this happen, it just reinforces all the bad thoughts my anxiety gives me. I feel like the universe is telling me to just stay home and avoid everyone since nothing ever goes well for me. :/",4.911012216404887,6.811081392670162,5.253486910994766,80.07715881326357,70.15183246073299,8.025270506108201,30.010820244328087,8.648137234880735,2.447887678883071,810,33,144,14,15,257,113,191,0.128,0.741,0.13,-0.314,0,1,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,2,11,14,0,1,6,1,7,2,0,1,5,27,22,9,0,2,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,16,1,2,1,6,2,3,4,3,4,1,0,2,3,16,10,16,19,4,15,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,6,12,84,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072216357936495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525764563089202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246955078208672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079384046104565,0.15181276965229396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714909105198804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896850442019887,0.0,0.0,0.12198243350906078,0.0,0.0,0.10402068555246344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527137875480935,0.0,0.23796885817449195,0.0,0.12180469193493297,0.0,0.0,0.1888835299423561,0.2668718610152497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505703729944411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505668796835645,0.119451164198805,0.14153544817024755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33033852090309657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490395722697033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843306947141976,0.0,0.14046425865388662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041715066439426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923301829397194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948053219391955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348432895565603,0.0,0.1726533168909155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300443237483946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586176713640976,0.12315370502896475,0.0,0.0,0.13272201187660582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735885608431475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088361814768842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272571694029482,0.0797875442787435,0.0,0.09885516447992376,0.1452175109750861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454107177305074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075455105019122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883837353711188,0.0,0.0,0.11195865339846073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813044409370249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614333900961156,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ReinigerWingl88,2019/09/09,"My biggest problem is, i cant show interest in people. Thats the reason nobody wants to talk to me. They ask me questions about me, but there is nothing coming back from me. So they think i dont like them even though that is really not the case.",2.676764705882352,4.01453466666667,3.958970588235297,89.38786764705885,74.88235294117645,6.668627450980392,22.553921568627448,7.1686216300943375,0.6583686274509803,192,5,41,2,4,63,40,51,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.6434,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,5,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737210291082535,0.0,0.0,0.2251390022724664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522144129449828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431500849235189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933863780145439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304339901448498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809418546406475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029851314123194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801624354791002,0.0,0.0,0.3279940882876065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187570075265476,0.3010389768674285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353351473140366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760931387978647,0.28766668822432945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726963284771026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Eioket,2019/09/09,"I met a girl. I just met a nice girl a few days ago, and I'm debating whether to ask her out or not. In my ""over-analyzing"" brain I think I dont want to burden her with my problems. If I just think about going out with her, I don't know what to say to her / how to keep a conversation going. Any help would be appreciated.",1.8564788732394388,2.3223966197183152,4.4071549295774695,88.75721126760563,75.76056338028171,7.933521126760564,22.65070422535211,8.238735603445708,0.7838878873239428,244,6,63,4,5,87,46,71,0.059000000000000004,0.7709999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.8065,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,1,0,19,15,5,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,1,12,1,11,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,2,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555313288989545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960314653758921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269490759693953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218013409108172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590838649813415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378468120493237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276575923270925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321931368077327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562249811747993,0.0,0.0,0.15842402075547002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758326162258836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292415123049788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694197459934979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002736292959342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20477662719965525,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,heelioiz,2019/09/09,"anxiety about driver’s ed... hey, I’m kinda new to this subreddit so please go easy on me haha :p 
anyways, I am get very anxious about a driver’s ed practice I have this afternoon. it’s not for another 8 hours, but I’m still getting worked up about it...but the thing is, I’m not even scared of the driving part, I’m scared to walk to the location where my instructor is and up to the car by myself. I am also really anxious to talk to my instructor because my last instructor was a little harsh :/  But I understand it’s their job to tell me what I’m doing wrong on the road, but I just get so worked up about it...any suggestions for me? any would be appreciated...",0.7813043478260866,2.9687171304347864,3.303797101449277,87.76221739130436,84.21739130434783,7.1582608695652175,22.243478260869566,8.238735603445708,1.4073704347826084,516,18,111,12,15,179,80,138,0.11699999999999999,0.782,0.10099999999999999,-0.4911,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,12,4,0,2,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,19,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,13,1,20,16,1,17,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,5,70,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072316402171814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23933130016678794,0.18451991249303815,0.1346165861398141,0.3975920768074037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726969288223848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622654074786633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27581122276939235,0.0,0.10000781944724256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329502644543734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462309546169782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343905535989504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763681922864905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995294499940197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055838703281847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316224272902185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273090286785167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523533829963145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052988788210036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143803906727564,0.1538055565186051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690666430726475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319100012582812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519369825800585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25621654544666606,0.0,0.0,0.1250040556945464,0.19239559619354896,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,king_nobody,2019/09/09,"Why don't my positive social experiences seem to amount to anything? It's really strange. Before changing fields to IT, I used to work in construction as a site manager. I was constantly talking to workers, coordinating and constantly being in phone calls putting the architects / client / bosses up to date with what was happening. Not to say there wasn't anxiety because it was, but I was feeling relatively in control, actually being social with the workers and making phone calls and taking important decisions no sweat. And my self esteem improved a lot in that period. Yeah, there were situations outside work that made me just as anxious but overall, I was ok at the job.

At my new job I'm an anxious wreck and I feel like the positive experience I had before didn't stay with me. I feel like everyone is smarter, wittier, not weird and all I do all day is try to avoid and not be noticed. I feel stupid and uninteresting. I attribute qualities to these people that might or might not be there and automatically compare myself and obviously I always end up to be the one who's lacking in my mind.

I think I felt better in construction because I had a management position and being more schooled than the workers made me feel safer and in control. They also liked me since I was kind of easy going and not look down to them like most people in that profession do. So it made me feel important and respected. But for some reason I don't believe that about myself so the positive opinion always remains with other people. 

At my current job, I sort of am the noob. So I can't shine through knowledge and even though I've two very positive evaluations it doesn't have the same effect. It's so infuriating, all I think about is get back to a job I feel in control with socially since it's so draining to feel like this half of the day. Very frustrating.",6.8272283272283305,7.2718061225071216,7.4687423687423715,71.28538461538463,64.6980056980057,10.902238502238506,35.802604802604804,10.712014347399686,3.9849562067562068,1483,67,263,37,21,492,177,351,0.12,0.738,0.14300000000000002,0.784,5,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,10,15,13,2,1,15,2,30,1,1,12,4,71,53,28,0,1,10,0,9,5,0,2,0,1,0,1,17,20,0,4,16,0,0,2,12,4,0,3,15,12,34,9,43,30,10,29,0,0,2,0,13,16,0,9,15,189,51,13,0.0,0.0,0.080386374374024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587546843716649,0.13708563630688966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301685108504113,0.1861212010735588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778782301010088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334149288837893,0.0,0.10043039206591267,0.0,0.14019056397960414,0.09280871326323896,0.0,0.07285422638617102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682287082229335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871421061831915,0.0,0.0,0.17803679092942068,0.2771725874839001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062504604077988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296003316259485,0.0,0.0,0.0544080846236194,0.0,0.0,0.0787130943618242,0.0,0.16115762849871945,0.0,0.0,0.3332112664892282,0.17654671405118058,0.07909317109944372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043037675250482826,0.0,0.0468157605698087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284417343977223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269789531370129,0.0,0.0,0.08578116065898073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122196398561604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691744745762019,0.0,0.0,0.07003250323656537,0.0,0.23383639814315246,0.05498612802193973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477427377762098,0.0831755335587228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955854277397953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378478344240096,0.0,0.0,0.05581961041717775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132590703551098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280989198976299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277170311931263,0.08469549042993632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550811581388374,0.0,0.08336816443905364,0.0,0.07499134606634726,0.0859353651786713,0.0,0.0,0.13628333837298648,0.0925932475307303,0.0,0.25191362204437445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780107048355155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061935946402887535,0.06621011645924248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556548533095676,0.08093327811914741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055927396643156185,0.0,0.08046866281818052,0.0,0.0,0.07114577916846908,0.0,0.13593643879972167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433086263084103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994034578448505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hokkil,2019/09/09,"I'm going to dinner with my date and his friends tonight and freaking out!, please help me!!!!! I just started to date with this guy and there is something really special between us. We were going to be alone today but his friend wanted to have dinner with his girl and us all together and I am literally freaking out!  I don't really like this girl, like I don't have a problem with her but she's just not my type of friend... I'm having extremely strong anxiety about tonight and thingking to cancel my plan but I do not want to give up either. I feel like I am going to be really fake and she'll see that I do not really like her despite of she is really kind to me. Please help me to calm down. I want to kick this social anxiety's ass!!!! Fuck this shit! I'm supposed to be the happiest girl right now because I have a guy who really likes me and cares about me. I do not want to cancel this dinner but I need some tips.",1.2360690789473665,3.259480885416668,3.1625109649122827,90.38753289473685,81.29166666666666,6.542105263157895,20.521929824561404,7.669130373188453,0.7181416666666673,718,20,156,12,19,241,91,192,0.195,0.596,0.209,0.8165,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,0,2,6,19,2,0,3,0,18,6,2,0,1,35,35,12,0,6,11,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,0,5,7,15,3,0,1,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,1,2,31,13,25,30,3,15,0,0,1,2,24,5,3,1,12,106,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272183288994352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793438690922976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487808354026611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523680928150974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210824366881745,0.08775218557882887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847022757730696,0.1135574732053349,0.0,0.11783296322629225,0.20942710819927388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24324870044879546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646652402182791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127912054944257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30005090529892176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107938900374177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696683128153845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753494810025075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721412210124606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048990286320084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788229428156883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126086691308181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521315409509365,0.0,0.09456313094606876,0.0,0.0,0.08694209299952962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164316742312986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955068451488507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898012214942257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jacob1988Denmark,2019/09/09,"What would make your social life more easy? Hey I was wondering, what would make your social life more easy?

​

what would you wish for when it comes to meet new people?",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000006,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,73.54545454545455,5.612121212121212,17.060606060606062,6.42735559955562,-0.4379212121212119,141,2,28,1,3,39,23,33,0.0,0.7509999999999999,0.249,0.8633,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,8,9,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350062372620467,0.2635518330398458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683631064725306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063994819464235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28955892702164504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947907326596388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503680643246919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421953968232397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24941917779983494,0.0,0.2352139712848485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622291259761221,0.0,0.2635518330398458,0.0
socialanxiety,Washy-Washy,2019/09/09,"Social anxiety in my own god damn dreams, anyone else? Never before have I fucked up in my own dreams. Woke up in a cold sweat. It was the usual,in public and cannot speak or say the wrong thing to the wrong person, but like wtf in my dreams now???",2.279615384615384,3.4073223461538475,3.3223076923076924,94.39769230769234,75.53846153846153,5.9692307692307685,14.923076923076925,5.985473137389443,-0.8467846153846157,190,1,44,1,4,61,39,52,0.193,0.5710000000000001,0.23600000000000002,0.4153,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,1,4,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,4,1,7,3,2,8,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,1,3,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369899565747893,0.0,0.0,0.1861850766172944,0.2728293331391198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22657968933391906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243788447956012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461661606664892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300880994919318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536703949033425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325003168012139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175189126308955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27143296287331115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690071326220275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932633569104301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5822579644508868,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadpisces_,2019/09/09,Anxiety makes me hate being around people. I dont get them and I honestly dont think I ever will. I dont wanna break out of my shell anymore. Its not who I am.,-1.7374999999999972,0.17934247222222233,1.9680000000000002,93.77700000000004,96.5,5.102222222222223,15.533333333333335,6.742157984588678,-0.14949333333333348,123,3,29,2,5,45,28,36,0.162,0.7490000000000001,0.09,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,8,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,4,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968363437314655,0.0,0.2329392424157507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090942510469745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8258377833094872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246368092991644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271584141108673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318967629478564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678516385650654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283719411745326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050252227799826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MontyDon88,2019/09/09,"Anyone else feel *paralysed* by what others think? Even though it shouldn't matter.... j sometimes feel paralysed by what others think about me

It sometimes stops me from doing things ... because I overthink- I hate anxiety",3.414121621621621,5.929882135135138,2.1596959459459453,87.81630067567568,106.02702702702706,2.931081081081081,23.54391891891892,5.148860815047168,0.6655972972972979,177,7,25,1,8,50,27,37,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,19,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986273291239885,0.0,0.0,0.1918188593924722,0.2810848884474643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672298455374524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22916864263105174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119327029262305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774203479647948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708454144728107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.542641442258874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293532934816517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225356006067006,0.3515609058739099,0.26952915985475795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lunacykid,2019/09/09,"University I have social anxiety and I strarted university.
I don't know what should I do",1.6286274509803889,4.226683235294118,5.361176470588237,66.71862745098042,99.0,9.325490196078432,29.196078431372552,8.841846274778883,4.230701960784313,73,4,12,3,3,27,12,17,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511748390667358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959638704372976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7344514348056463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,numbandcute,2019/09/09,"I just did an interview. I took a year off uni. And i just got a call from the company .. Basically ill be working for the first time in my life as a store assistant. I dont have any experience. But im kind of excited. I have to hand out flyers tomorrow.. 
What i wanted is someone telling me everything will be ok , you can do it. Thank u",-0.8311267605633788,1.3153777887323983,2.6353380281690164,88.81441549295776,95.05633802816901,7.347042253521128,22.592957746478877,8.238735603445708,1.7845143661971823,257,11,59,8,10,93,58,71,0.040999999999999995,0.8109999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.7357,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,6,1,10,3,1,0,0,6,14,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,9,4,8,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,40,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820524946167124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733626142490196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31375501281870705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406011658578663,0.2618724895289697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771463272342965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411274782043332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891735564223463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787795564592873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189092024467452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268304552328238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339910010149978,0.2464720965157461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156104294991201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29743650083374346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790274033344198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489661915568676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723969499475794
socialanxiety,brittleflowers,2019/09/09,"Social anxiety free? beesh you thought! I had the most perfect 9 months of my life because I finally was in a good place. No anxiety from talking to people I knew for years. I was so confident when I talked to strangers.
But life happened, as it does, and we had to move away from the religious group we were in.
Now we had to start over somewhere else. And boom! It all came back just like it was about a year ago. I have to see this new people about four days per week and we've been here for six weeks (for a normal person this would be enough to feel okay around then, right?)

I miss being myself, now I'm back to this tiny little squirrel that makes noises sometimes. Depression is here too, from all the overthinking and the feel of being out of place.

Maybe I should just go back to basics and earn their trust and mine. Maybe I should go for the serotonin push and take meds for a few weeks.

-Also, there's a cute guy here and I kind of decided Im going to smile back at him when I catch him staring at me.",2.2726086956521736,4.037995028985513,2.861183574879228,95.03206521739132,76.97101449275362,6.1458937198067645,20.678743961352662,6.937597516519254,0.19002222222222187,789,19,177,8,18,245,129,207,0.052000000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.135,0.9615,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,1,1,2,21,10,0,0,10,1,16,2,0,1,3,31,31,15,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,7,14,0,0,5,0,1,7,1,2,0,2,11,5,22,9,32,14,5,39,0,2,2,0,13,12,0,1,21,122,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961277368785476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888692838354557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891916061635844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007924381415134,0.0,0.0,0.11617802469542622,0.380332516462294,0.0,0.07537899329874187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142847741549353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974730137278911,0.0,0.1065039452233685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082113999142098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032979580986282,0.0,0.0,0.12776875993993514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504745479472193,0.0,0.0,0.13545810357504812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108281066921101,0.10371602018399972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122437977136509,0.1093477850403149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356871325920133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876774453350529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468248970045328,0.06041162943933029,0.12393488251214953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825407307574647,0.0,0.2484563104919884,0.0,0.13735292559224785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987003106900821,0.13142578812923414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942685355010067,0.0,0.0,0.12115573078071262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145373537066252,0.10797085235296996,0.25838649450346635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560076864206283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853709464596748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605078892507746,0.0,0.0,0.1222980428768338,0.0,0.08752370701456186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929732363444412,0.19877854988815147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816832665585457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29756595604945657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784102595370588,0.0,0.0,0.15925964364928138
socialanxiety,slowismore,2019/09/09,"Aha so I finally know what people think of me with my SA (rant) Okay so I just watched a movie that had a villain who wasn't really evil but was very shy and got fed up of nobody noticing her, even though she was trying to get noticed (but she was quiet etc). So she did some pretty bad stuff as she was the villain (duh) but then ultimately at the end she was forgiven and she turned good.

Of course I experienced being ignored a lot and getting abandoned, and I always had very few friends so I symphatized with the villain a little.

And I started reading comments and that was a mistake because I got sick of them. 

While there are other very evil or psycho villains in movies who people love or say they can feel sympathy for them, all commenters literally said ""they don't feel sympathy for her"" because how messed up she is and it's all HER fault she didn't get befriended because she never even tried. The movie btw made sure to show she actually tried. 

I constantly try despite my SA (which doesn't really work) so this really felt bad to me.

Some people said in the comments that irl this villain would be the one who shoots up a school. I find it sickening that people would say just because someone seems lonely and quiet she would probably blow up something.

And this was in a comment thread that is otherwise very tolerant towards everyone else and always have sympathy towards everything else.

Well if people think like that about people like me who are shy etc. then no wonder nobody makes an effort to become friends with me these days. I kinda built up my self confidence but this destroyed it immedietely. I guess yeah I'll be alone forever then, probably better if people are like that.",4.805833333333336,6.578935225308647,5.234153086419756,80.61948888888891,70.20370370370371,8.27041975308642,29.009382716049384,8.841846274778883,2.3837947160493824,1359,52,246,25,25,433,170,324,0.185,0.633,0.182,-0.4747,0,3,1,1,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,3,14,28,8,1,14,3,27,3,0,3,4,50,49,30,0,6,10,0,3,3,2,3,1,6,0,1,23,13,1,2,9,2,0,0,6,17,1,1,19,11,36,11,26,24,8,22,0,2,1,1,34,12,0,11,13,172,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.08521275981854037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043828506938656,0.0,0.0,0.14531623664029186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458188779142138,0.2129204344451656,0.09643925196966588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722838283419885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436304611615097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631486078233156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589108419431174,0.0,0.07734054223306197,0.0,0.19477213172612504,0.1153494751647229,0.0,0.0,0.08343901633403734,0.07847853959002793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830430480688971,0.0,0.08384191282001012,0.09565595466369432,0.07980986826510715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492807102568527,0.0,0.13686495178414715,0.0,0.0,0.07324076347431588,0.13967725963956434,0.0,0.0961939939160393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047989371762478486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798197968880193,0.08751864369830298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423724386451472,0.07881066725402204,0.08262529973505829,0.05828748661662664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734738580867515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883121457692096,0.0,0.0,0.05917101116555005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237620051249089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883691204325818,0.18829374660065595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734469182869217,0.0,0.16782032395932034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612465163448953,0.13888242584597538,0.0,0.08837357609641426,0.0,0.0794938148483734,0.0910949111701069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398685204929241,0.0672240192709548,0.0,0.0,0.06180629677533427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999617240472438,0.0,0.0,0.08229906707021989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190362069048948,0.08579249957966238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714107543924776,0.09498024004810816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28819608298621024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851212113478415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469596633975896,0.06357077276760871,0.0,0.0,0.18609113019771809,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fr0thieSlothie,2019/09/09,"How do I chill tf out? 

*Possible TW and CW*

I’ve suffered from anxiety, depression, orthorexia and agoraphobia for 3 years. 
I regularly see a psychologist and a psychotherapist. They do help, however I like learning from others and their own authentic experiences. I find it refreshing and more beneficial than just the therapy sessions alone. 

Obviously with dealing with all that ^ I find myself in a state of high stress and become extremely irritable, short tempered and hard to be around. Situations where this is particularly bad are, driving (me or my partner driving), parties, clubs, events, restaurants, family and friend gatherings and basically medium-large gatherings of people that involve a lot of noise and stimulation. 

I can begin to snap and become extremely short and ill tempered when interacting with my partner, brother or parents when in situations like this. If they “help too much” or “too little” it usually sets me off. 

I resent myself before and after, because I know they’re trying to help me to the best of their abilities. It’s like no matter that they do, I always seem to have a go at them? 

If they ask me every few minutes how I’m doing, I get mad. If they don’t ask me, I get mad because I feel like “they don’t care” which after the outing is over I know that to be complete bullshit. 

If they “hover” too much I get mad and tell them they’re crowding me and that I need space, and if they give me space then it’s like they’re leaving me too much?! 

They can’t win, it’s not until I return to my safe space at home or away from the stressful environment, I realise how awful and uptight I was. It’s like in the moment I’m blind to it? I just get so wound up I can’t control myself? I don’t understand why I feel the need to be so controlling and rude, it’s really not who I am and it eats me up knowing that I am being this way toward the people I love and respect like crazy and are so willing to offer their love and support to me, even though at times I do not appear to be grateful for it. 

So my questions are; 
1. Does/did anyone else have an experience similar to this? (You became nasty to your support people) If so what measures did you take to chill out before, during and after. (meditation and yoga are non applicable for me) 
2. Did medication seem to help? Whether it’s the type where it is taken everyday, or as you need it before stressful situation? Prior to today considering medication was off the table. Whenever it’s recommended I shut down and close my mind. I’m scared of becoming dependent/addicted to medication or miss-using it, as I do not trust myself right now. However, as I heal the more I think I could handle medication responsibly. 

I’d also be very interested in hearing people’s personal battles/stories with mental health. 

tldr - tips on how to chill out when you’re anxious to avoid becoming nasty / rude? 

Thank you so much for your time! I appreciate any tips / stories or advice anyone is willing to share!",4.207330939099869,6.091348847100183,5.8246401008634505,75.33437285092076,71.95254833040424,8.814258424390617,29.065523038129438,9.375752755850444,2.8038415679682136,2350,95,422,55,46,800,268,569,0.135,0.721,0.14400000000000002,0.6534,3,2,0,0,0,0,75.0,0,6,14,4,26,38,8,6,16,1,37,12,0,7,2,87,72,59,0,10,20,2,3,7,3,2,9,1,1,3,29,34,1,5,13,2,0,4,10,17,0,0,5,6,72,21,65,58,11,59,0,2,2,2,47,32,0,18,27,300,101,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746022725416775,0.0,0.0694339346312939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735913506070942,0.0,0.05682250314960481,0.059123291155368886,0.0,0.0,0.048319705046667,0.0,0.054356732547159815,0.08027170648735524,0.0,0.09936634573276208,0.07280404620845563,0.0,0.06325384234885928,0.13285330491454286,0.0,0.06675832976190604,0.0,0.059327795531974474,0.08662870116702934,0.31389780549423324,0.18138722089408887,0.0,0.07456763577116438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244511086161808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449961282351658,0.0,0.15938801498173671,0.056731481270871874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325438557656952,0.061199400788620274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270680598193564,0.059357173342879724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04693102961140109,0.0,0.0598667391112472,0.0,0.0,0.13901047036478906,0.06698414792657069,0.0,0.07185489032851265,0.05076156801725653,0.0,0.0,0.1298856118931787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489676730364754,0.0,0.14849281503355444,0.0681622450544342,0.040382084037344605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365115010817993,0.0,0.0,0.07552793672062427,0.08008393112025808,0.0,0.19050615631469067,0.07507330433000163,0.07127376445326006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171495903558058,0.0,0.0,0.07523678066271446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24299652564213026,0.07121558295933812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040825560929571,0.12825947420431585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863209691330894,0.07160653276248123,0.0,0.0717450991960472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893383402474444,0.15805871623779924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788979539362305,0.0,0.0,0.1970418249887128,0.062042316392881526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010361823663274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959764502457617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551952855663264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068041658135642,0.0,0.0,0.07113825699652407,0.0,0.05662148134641694,0.12937125455472234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396057390225081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417912260036265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126430493594748,0.0,0.0,0.05342437166740867,0.0,0.06210503281717255,0.06541771938334759,0.08125736381055869,0.0,0.0,0.04552905098830037,0.06981098669863069,0.0,0.0828652582473351,0.0,0.06735164841616237,0.0,0.0,0.048241549506947735,0.0,0.0,0.07397055953078645,0.08547018356661465,0.0,0.07825683089899536,0.0586276568887765,0.0,0.056399998133176185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411591106911724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045756965813350314
socialanxiety,fatrice_,2019/09/09,"Teaching myself CBT therapy? As the title suggests, I'm thinking about approaching my anxiety and depression through CBT therapy. Now, the reason is that I'm living somewhere where the solution to every mental health disorder are pills and I can't get therapy (plus not having money for it).

So, I was wondering if anyone else had thought to do the same thing and could point me to resources which they believe are good, be it books or websites, or even YouTube videos. I suppose it doesn't have to be specifically about CBT. Maybe resources regarding social anxiety disorder.",8.588235294117649,9.321616450980397,8.161568627450979,66.82705882352944,60.96078431372549,11.898039215686277,41.50980392156863,11.538034831475384,5.368380392156864,466,25,70,13,6,148,75,102,0.11800000000000001,0.833,0.049,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,13,2,0,1,0,14,19,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,7,1,10,13,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,4,1,52,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551567233558813,0.0,0.0,0.1166092496776832,0.17087526242938553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789233964710825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315203281987528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436384955904014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822650418471745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931468235968875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014981197567064,0.0,0.1405106623763147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713028347725905,0.0,0.0,0.13987850944496913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726838932734731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472606977461623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754257593070102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806462984781584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765126832274007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146702389142274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000070421061447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5721470476665617,0.0,0.11079437630414428,0.10685928792352123,0.0,0.1323965110015487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085462239482994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GetEducated2019,2019/09/09,"Be positive & change your mindset! This subreddit isn't always healthy I diagnosed myself with social anxiety about a year ago after living with its symptoms for years and years. I just never knew that it had a name. Fast forward one year, it's been a year of postponing going to the GP, being in denial that I need help and overall just trying to tell myself I'll be able to live with it. Now I'm finally making steps, progressing in life. And honestly, it feels great. 

After such a long time, and also people telling me I should get professional help, I finally went to the GP! It was the first step in many to come. I'm giving structure to my life now as well. Getting out of bed at around the same time, giving myself daily exercise outside. I'm studying a language on Duolingo, putting in daily effort. I went to a social event this weekend. My mate invited me. I felt really nauseous and had a hard time leaving the house, but I went! And it was nice. He said we haven't been meeting up a lot recently like this and that we should do it more often, his gf also wanted to meet mine. Things grow when you go outside! I also bought an agenda and I keep track of the things I've done and I write down my feelings to analyse them whenever my SA hits me. 

These are already like 5 steps! 

Whenever I browse this subreddit the memes are high on the front page. The highest 8 posts are all memes.. To me it's really annoying when this subreddit becomes a group of people nagging about or making fun of their social anxiety. There's also many sob stories out there about how bad people feel and them just dropping their negative stuff. You are not sad! Don't make this a self-fulfilling prophecy. It's great you start talking about your SA, but what steps did you take to change it? Did you talk about it with your friends/family? Did you read up on social anxiety and how to work on it? How to change your thought process and feelings? 

Why don't we cut the memes out a bit and focus on quality posts, on progress. On how to change ourselves? And help each other out? When someone is addicted to a drug, should they be friends with drug users or should they go to NA meetings to talk with people that are not using and trying to get clean? 

We have to surround ourselves with the right people with a positive mindset that are willing to change. 

So ask yourself: 

\- Did I tell anyone about my SA? Did I tell my family/friends? 

\- Do I need professional help? Did I go to the GP? 

\- Am I pushing myself to say ""yes"" and going to every social event I should be going? And not avoiding it because of SA? 

\- Am I reading up on social anxiety, what it is, how it works, how to deal with it?

\- Am I analyzing my feelings, trying to face them and overcome them? Am I writing them down? 

\- Am I giving structure to my life?

\- Am I waking up at the same time every day?

\- Am I exercising on a daily basis? 

Good luck! You can do it, you got it in you, but you do have to put effort in.",2.21409725335485,4.414837558773424,3.5632834215009415,87.85791954332169,78.86371379897786,6.436163662990527,23.92686571624973,7.5412164511997375,1.178331743327655,2305,80,459,34,57,753,248,587,0.051,0.818,0.131,0.9943,0,1,2,0,0,0,92.0,4,14,9,7,32,18,3,1,28,1,50,12,2,10,2,87,92,38,0,8,11,0,7,2,3,6,10,2,2,0,37,38,0,2,8,5,1,20,9,7,1,2,22,9,69,11,80,58,8,83,0,2,0,0,63,32,1,5,32,324,106,6,0.06035632834662681,0.0,0.0,0.06579730682649265,0.0,0.0,0.053502243386819456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660470918568374,0.19306773589062656,0.05022130022904827,0.06539605654696252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846897039305362,0.0,0.0,0.04220254813449515,0.0,0.0,0.053729928513197786,0.05642501949867072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050395013083914114,0.03679265755291782,0.06665882270296176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589347840252714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192449621359577,0.051991632556072885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892483862911094,0.06222472428788808,0.0,0.0612604027810955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061765479168214614,0.0,0.0,0.13998835803209134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017056195582586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056898574789536326,0.0,0.15258986558404214,0.0,0.057951540348987175,0.13223481501941473,0.0,0.05133906205859614,0.0,0.0,0.09326229912051597,0.0,0.09460107133658104,0.17369786963494402,0.20581135386912355,0.050624024630547895,0.04827246943432268,0.13308613015742618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406741500750911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182229853578228,0.06376977469058483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964309931624442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364747784025412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390863695324102,0.0,0.0,0.1278943789797298,0.05897410662851465,0.0,0.10659148741853446,0.053413451283875375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131279199757533,0.0,0.0,0.12086495353783172,0.12238368728630565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950690539352847,0.04655052127053525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04089901012172936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092173925254142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560935705184465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134956103621874,0.0,0.0,0.1207453232525067,0.0,0.07733161890192886,0.0,0.059594592800587876,0.0,0.0,0.051543974626644014,0.05741268971776064,0.04799777482687261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296481369163033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691540553863757,0.05113972114440834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04272051985605959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909355583184643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273333517751824,0.04538044747892132,0.14553639140380534,0.21101636515124125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019612529762943,0.0,0.0,0.047916182839922786,0.14077704172661326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293395516174233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052128488905291384,0.0,0.0,0.03559972623738589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426758768725408,0.16785276318450393,0.05446219850649662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788025175349108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433748297635905
socialanxiety,theverymarydesigns,2019/09/09,"Grad school worries I’m starting grad school tomorrow and I’m really worried that I will mess up everything I say to people. I don’t start till tomorrow morning and yet I am already rehearsing scenarios about how I will approach new people. Any helpful tips would be most appreciated!! I am already freaking out about how I yawned during orientation yesterday and I hiccuped at the same time and everyone stared at me for a good min....yeah as I write it, it does sound a tad overkill...why does my brain do this!???!!",3.2796907216494797,5.941322381443302,4.372381443298971,80.99156185567013,77.76288659793816,8.003711340206186,30.318556701030932,8.841846274778883,2.921272989690721,409,20,74,10,10,133,69,97,0.129,0.774,0.09699999999999999,-0.4603,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,8,3,1,2,0,11,12,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,11,1,10,8,2,14,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,9,45,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148779296051841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783183571454826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984619007542185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290025290841669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962152596123607,0.16894296763922562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766745913153818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599803565186185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155082038351836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606412660893233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042384966206506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948805939767507,0.0,0.3804885841304899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661043197430367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961178331372727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696213708788218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818026117305224,0.0,0.13353454312128435,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,i-love-food2333,2019/09/09,"really hating this one class because of everyone and everything Hello everyone, i have this really bad problem with social anxiety in this one class. I’ve struggled with social anxiety in the past before but nothing like this. The class is jrotc (Junior reserve officer training) and this is only my 4th week ik the class and i already feel like i cant be there or else im going to have a full blown panic attack. Its like the moment i step in the class i start sweating and i get really nervous for no reason. Apparently I’m going to have to get a uniform and be infont of the whole class ( about 40 people ) and talk about myself and i have to try to recite the creed they have. And whenever we actually do something its in a group because the teacher loves social interaction. I feel like i can’t and don’t know what to do. I am in high school if it helps. Apparently i have the option to switch out but i have to wait a while before I’ll be switched. I really don’t know what to do.",2.8605793674253626,4.6887445879396985,4.7481584392551,81.87011232633759,75.4824120603015,7.697428318060893,24.268696423292926,8.4952907291091,1.6889069464971915,779,25,151,15,17,266,103,199,0.18,0.778,0.042,-0.9725,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,0,3,12,2,3,13,0,20,2,1,1,0,25,33,14,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,7,0,2,0,2,17,5,22,30,2,16,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,3,9,102,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.12469761863105196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410115411080264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955070451957464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453714274652244,0.0,0.0,0.10669333363967803,0.1557904660624801,0.0,0.21746756983295049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674616581644122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24420395865427866,0.11484297681894795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292216863734753,0.18257617239863472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352251938074622,0.0,0.14524386509321338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615909922058394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565014389057098,0.13500958588621562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802739449933754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045221375588632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24971296362760506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532900178598054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261108099481025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731779184255475,0.09718460769161304,0.0,0.14992563001313247,0.0,0.0,0.12198317940386012,0.08858853167383192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227092012391533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32744383666143106,0.13138204139251353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932305575596692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907755389426688,0.0,0.0983734728900557,0.0,0.0,0.09044535161987982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358636866211465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027070062065154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867561602565502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249968624889652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266497711397555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peaceloveandgames,2019/09/09,"An anxious introvert's worst nightmare. You're at a quiz night. It's Saturday evening, and of course you're early, because you wouldn't want to be rude. 6pm, on the dot. The only person in the room you recognise is the coworker who invited you, and she's busy running around doing stuff, because she's not actually participating, just organising. Cool. You take a seat, scroll through Reddit on your phone and try not to look like a lost child. You're twenty-four.

It's not so bad, you reassure yourself. It's not like this is a pub or anything; it's a community centre. There is a bar, though. About twenty minutes later, much closer to the advertised start time, your other coworkers start arriving. Thank God. You wouldn't exactly call them 'friends' as this is the first time you've hung out with them outside of work, but you like them well enough. You hurry over to the table (you did NOT wanna be the first one sitting there by yourself) and sit down.

It's gonna be okay. You wouldn't normally do something like this, but it's a fundraiser for a class trip for some teenager you know, so you paid your $20 and came along even though you're feeling a bit under the weather this weekend. You figured this would be a good opportunity to come out of your shell a bit, since you've been living in this new town for about six months now and you haven't really done anything social. Giving up one night of reading and video games isn't a big deal, and you can do that when you get home anyw- wait, does that flyer say 'Quiz Night, 6-11pm'? *Eleven* p.m.?! How could a quiz night possibly take five hours?

They probably booked the venue for that long just in case, you reassure yourself. You'll be home by 9:30.

The room is filling up rapidly now, and the space set aside for the quiz is buzzing. Thankfully the whole centre isn't being used and your table happens to be on the edge of the area, so you sit with your back to some open, quiet space (the pool tables have their covers on) and let yourself relax as much as you can. A few of your coworkers brought their partners, so you're introducing yourself to new people and trying to remember their names. John. Eloise. You got this.

You're trying to come up with a team name when there's a tap on your shoulder. A strange sense of impending doom rolls over you as you turn to see the friend who invited you in the first place, rushing by like a hurricane. ""Hey, <name>. Do you think you could switch tables?""

Your heart drops into your stomach. You protest weakly, but you can't really come up with a compelling reason why not.

""They don't have many people, and more of us came than I thought. Could you pleeeease?""

Her voice fades into a dull ringing. Fuck. Can you leave? No, people have seen you here. Besides, it'd be obvious why you were leaving, and you don't want anyone to think you're just having a tantrum. Do you just insist on staying put? No, because then you look petulant. Can't suggest somebody else switches instead, for the same reason. You know why she asked you instead of anyone else at the table.

""There's someone who knows you! He was in your year at school!""

You can tell she's trying. She knows you're the introverted sort, but maybe not to what degree. Your job, after all, involves standing in front of people all day and talking. You can't be *that* uncomfortable with socialising. She's not to know that you hated almost everybody you went to school with at that toxic, old-fashioned single-sex school.

You glance over. The guy looks vaguely familiar, but you can't place him. You smile weakly. ""Sure,"" you say, gathering up your coat and shuffling over. Anything to avoid being rude.

Over the next ten minutes or so:

* The guy you supposedly know from school does the 'Do you remember me? Do you remember my name? Do you remember what class we had together?' thing, which is especially awful when all the answers are 'no'. (Also, you didn't have any classes together. He was just messing with you.)

* His girlfriend does the same thing, making you wonder where the hell you know her from, only for her to laugh and say 'juuuust kidding!' You laugh because you have to.

* The owner of the big jacket on an empty chair returns to your new table. It's one of your bosses from work. Not one you particularly like, either.

* Another coworker appears, from a different department. You don't know her, however, though she vaguely recognises you. She abbreviates your name, and won't use your actual name no matter how many times you use it when introducing yourself to the 3-4 other strangers that join your table.

So it's drafty, loud, bright, the carpet is hideous, your cold medicine is wearing off, and you kind of feel like you need to pee but you can't because a very loud man has claimed the microphone and is beginning to work the crowd, trying to get people sorted for the start of the quiz.

He's very loud, and not nearly as funny as he thinks he is. Also, it looks like most of the prizes for the evening are alcohol. You don't drink.

This is gonna be a long night.

***

God I wish this was fiction. So what did you guys do on the weekend?",2.903619500846024,5.2886404020304605,3.434100571065993,88.7167176924704,77.46700507614212,6.3376692047377325,23.86447758037225,7.453149570425852,1.0661254230118438,4016,134,789,55,96,1254,416,985,0.094,0.8290000000000001,0.077,-0.9440000000000001,3,1,3,0,0,0,177.0,2,84,8,10,41,42,7,1,66,3,78,11,5,10,6,132,137,54,0,13,24,0,2,8,4,8,3,9,5,8,39,41,3,2,23,12,1,15,31,16,1,11,19,21,112,26,111,94,18,113,2,3,8,1,153,50,2,10,49,513,151,20,0.0,0.0,0.1017819315629267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573258710219877,0.05222078277032373,0.0,0.0,0.08340881738179308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035463849978312534,0.05468391714835588,0.0,0.05891475855701785,0.0,0.07292911193386686,0.05343393073399769,0.12874524350939132,0.0464246371836351,0.04875329505904495,0.0,0.0,0.04010020071474872,0.0435431474231458,0.15895105625316258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386878457705782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325107333363943,0.11929162163456195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476805635844133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491281179559426,0.0,0.0,0.033632494231667275,0.053764453608148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448574519973519,0.0,0.0,0.13691068741256948,0.05336764891011162,0.0,0.051087235138400376,0.0,0.0,0.0871294180515193,0.0,0.0,0.05388498429030738,0.0,0.1033339292029438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273730558490332,0.037256035215638535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330765215237359,0.0,0.0,0.0805820614207238,0.04821191851610801,0.05449253994950176,0.050027118966492326,0.0,0.043741021834252165,0.041709191533654766,0.0,0.0,0.15491036645356873,0.04611615297704412,0.0,0.0,0.05148741789890278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179810857153058,0.0,0.0,0.10462158605971668,0.0,0.05135733450297392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051750918128021565,0.0,0.0,0.05430629439111834,0.2292826080449837,0.0,0.0,0.11043883234373164,0.0,0.0533270010167476,0.0,0.20382320090266254,0.0,0.046049485521406974,0.09230237840240524,0.17517176740568427,0.0,0.0569279844101693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03481059049385287,0.10574401337732302,0.05239177555602143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041625704855269584,0.0,0.07667263426060883,0.038668631462108034,0.0,0.1511006476954138,0.05546221308855232,0.24469663688617704,0.051096016372613184,0.0,0.0,0.054722747599385925,0.0,0.14135300445112026,0.07932498789976446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077153291042888,0.04553544767583221,0.10897149039947038,0.0,0.0,0.05879139156831247,0.0,0.0,0.05622661814687868,0.0,0.0,0.05242524510446765,0.0,0.0,0.052164203254443715,0.0,0.06681736696268531,0.1072379576483786,0.0,0.0,0.2363035468386252,0.0,0.0,0.12441553582629675,0.0,0.2111147037925008,0.04155687039231338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431390939306028,0.0,0.0,0.05316045005212326,0.04418660261604971,0.04014768764320952,0.0,0.0,0.11073630783595892,0.05558505789506227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596993770507773,0.0,0.0,0.049150843313088464,0.0,0.07842075609396873,0.04191626749374617,0.0455814778794538,0.0960255938604664,0.0,0.0,0.06929240599233777,0.10024701717516386,0.15371159799467676,0.041401346793560896,0.09122741179999166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703244181472308,0.056724323405281336,0.0,0.0,0.06273013803991204,0.13512280313744654,0.0,0.086058572852442,0.06151894931337635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688919451275726,0.04834365654762366,0.14117203628511246,0.05822371387862753,0.05997003061870379,0.0,0.05655454878942597,0.11389766140095095,0.0,0.0,0.037045928173562,0.0,0.0,0.033582948602443145
socialanxiety,hollycxh,2019/09/09,"Constant lingering feeling of not fitting in Idk if u understood that but i’m just tired of never feeling like i’m in the “in” crowd. There’s a word to describe it but i forgot. It’s just the constant, lingering feeling of not fitting in, among your family, friends, everyone.

What sucks is that it’s not even a feeling, it’ seems fact. I literally do not fit in. Society values certain personalities and cultural norms... i just don’t possess any of them.",2.35551724137931,5.0611926551724125,4.350126436781611,79.37001724137933,82.2183908045977,7.617931034482758,31.68850574712643,8.548686976883017,3.157456091954024,359,20,64,9,10,122,54,87,0.133,0.674,0.193,0.3753,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,5,4,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,3,22,13,4,0,1,10,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,4,5,3,11,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,2,4,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835831461377762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5350775100460332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351981124126894,0.0,0.0,0.2365668709218651,0.0,0.0,0.2333900473909308,0.0,0.5007219402843054,0.17686639498904486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912744958203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095179529345647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909437697796383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161714317699624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253814086330547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28454905667210795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Diamonds_child,2019/09/09,"2 rl friends now? I recomended an anime for a friend of my friend that walks with my friend and I follow and it seems like he actually liked it and it's my comfort zone so I actually approach him and talk with him about it, so yeah, does that mean I've got a new touchable friend?",-0.1797881355932205,2.112229559322035,1.6862500000000011,96.10869703389831,92.38983050847456,4.983898305084747,19.239406779661017,6.6274283507984215,0.054201694915254166,220,7,51,3,8,72,39,59,0.0,0.609,0.391,0.9774,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,8,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,29,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.3928155055909941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613028190414176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.77749269228046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097176491443166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966579737786122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923898289296734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438511468643996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322609863544467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177095045463488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lucyrmandel,2019/09/09,"Interview I have a group interview thing tmm for a college scholarship. I don’t wanna go bc like I know I won’t get but at the same time I know it’s still a good opportunity. I’m also going with my friends and know if only talk to them I def won’t get it bc they wanna see u talk to new people and display leadership qualities. I’ve always thought of myself as someone who can lead but I feel I won’t be able too in the interview bc I’ll be quiet and won’t wanna talk to anyone. 
Sorry I was rambling. 
Anyone have any tips for group interviews or just advice in general about this? Thanks",-0.19464941176470416,2.0954104480000018,2.664847058823529,89.05336470588236,92.52,5.821176470588236,19.352941176470583,7.285733465282438,0.7403317647058816,466,15,98,9,17,163,81,125,0.012,0.833,0.155,0.9556,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,2,5,5,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,20,23,9,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,2,3,13,5,15,15,1,9,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,2,4,61,18,7,0.1964529937003284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919715917824548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571033880856409,0.16346462827987646,0.0,0.0,0.1335947723764264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747290019097769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933253636688827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177909561015254,0.0,0.20527716182024655,0.0,0.22329752716182608,0.16477545046668027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238962829441985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597700949797408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897355254918653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941135422003698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361957700930673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565476011243247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645398404822753,0.0,0.0,0.21991304260403,0.0,0.0,0.15688761453775948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737044244875475,0.0,0.18086752230715636,0.0,0.0,0.13051463971935298,0.0,0.0,0.15596173298572136,0.1145533204597876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pbj0308,2019/09/09,"So many improvements just shattered I don’t know how to really start this and I will try to make it short. I’ve always had your typical anxiety when it comes to speaking in groups, individually in front of people. I’ve always been told to speak up in certain situations. I’ve always felt awkward meeting new people, like I never know what to say, how to say it, etc..

Over the last year I have been working on this with my therapist and, sort of, my psychiatrist with medications. I have been slowly overcoming my fears and speaking up when things aren’t right (mainly work issues) and trying to more involved in conversation with groups of people.

I have been diagnosed with a few other mental health related issues and I have struggled to really find my belonging. This past month I have never felt more like a person- I haven’t had my mood fluctuate much, I have been standing up for myself, controlling my emotions, and conversing with people I never would have imagined doing even three months ago.

This all came crashing down last night. I was at a bar with my boyfriend, his friend, and his girlfriend (they’re from out of town). We were having fun, dancing, talking. I was mentioning if they would want to go to another bar. They declined. I said if they didn’t have much to do before leaving we could catch up for brunch or lunch.

Supposedly I asked one too many times and my boyfriend noticed how I was becoming overbearing, so to speak. As if, they have to oblige to what I suggested which in turn made them feel uncomfortable. I went into a spiral at home and feel as if everything I just worked for the last few months so all diminished and now I’m back to my shit self. I laid in bed for 19 hours, until right now, because I feel like I have no self worth.

I am so distraught and I have really no one else to talk to or mention to that would understand. I feel so alone again.",5.227933884297522,6.377419815426997,5.578585123966942,80.9286049586777,68.47658402203858,9.003592286501377,28.569586776859502,9.281916038205594,2.335471272727272,1495,51,287,29,25,477,189,363,0.081,0.858,0.062,-0.7802,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,1,5,4,18,12,1,4,6,0,35,8,1,6,6,60,57,30,0,9,8,0,6,3,2,4,3,7,2,3,13,23,4,1,11,3,1,7,9,5,0,3,19,13,45,6,53,33,10,53,0,0,0,0,35,21,1,7,27,205,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889667878439963,0.0,0.0,0.09218130527801413,0.0,0.0,0.22217538227278785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332845792500308,0.06808781895575207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320672848433901,0.0,0.0,0.06843858469460662,0.0,0.05425601434298165,0.09829792902174712,0.0757358514047833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179686890683302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666906794161749,0.0,0.0,0.0998255579322918,0.07106245436131522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903371898908771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435142406304107,0.10011752416869013,0.0,0.0,0.09926299089218947,0.05878630480255164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999105920872752,0.0,0.0,0.10015424836589017,0.18001239347963066,0.06358447778424549,0.17091560183443055,0.0,0.08134804662759218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876427221198207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058302620756682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460709355687837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927827231296769,0.0,0.0876510148184441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857941110836749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782854518179213,0.21765042583352467,0.0,0.09424238839470483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044858082754085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421774000603005,0.05941086337023205,0.18047217935270335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966216968917079,0.08969510142190659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312643900275674,0.0,0.1308563668030048,0.0,0.2059361229420465,0.08596062106416562,0.0,0.08352422785684788,0.0,0.0,0.10133164773995533,0.0,0.0,0.12062283223693482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496439222004827,0.2468166771227949,0.07771486268952953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710547308905784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201786511970508,0.0846631889070743,0.14155911166202134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857011731127502,0.0,0.09136133042717373,0.0,0.10004422889822956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299749167931976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304630915285607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430760929781301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334050788395334,0.05913030498193345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189895011046794,0.0,0.0,0.08504713939327767,0.0,0.12085575181047685,0.09681079751276077,0.0,0.09265630639255612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524968671959564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250760280769953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943879234359951,0.0,0.0,0.1896776710120657,0.0,0.0,0.057315660052983074
socialanxiety,itslikeidontexist,2019/09/09,"i feel hopeless i feel like a small child. so lost in the world. so lost in social situations.

i just started my junior year of high school and seeing other people my age just goofing around and being loud makes me so jealous. i wish i had that.

there are people who have tried to initiate friendships with me but they quickly lose interest. and it’s so painful to see, but i would do the same if i was in their shoes. talking to me is like talking to a wall. when i do say something my voice shakes and i tear up.

i feel so alone. my parents are pseudo religious and they don’t believe in therapy and medication. and they don’t really believe i have a problem either.

social anxiety disorder has gotta be the stupidest shit ever. please send me back to the factory i’m fucking deformed 

being a closeted lesbian isn’t helping the situation much either. lots of internalized shame 🤠

i wish i was normal!! people think i’m just antisocial. they don’t realize i despise being this way

if you’ve read to the end thanks for listening.",2.2340774077407737,4.787304702970303,4.055265526552656,82.34218721872189,81.17821782178217,7.03906390639064,26.50855085508551,8.150884317080207,2.0915366336633663,818,35,151,17,22,275,122,202,0.21100000000000002,0.672,0.11699999999999999,-0.972,1,1,1,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,5,3,14,16,4,2,10,0,20,6,2,1,1,32,38,17,0,7,9,1,3,2,0,2,2,4,1,1,5,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,12,0,0,5,9,27,4,16,27,5,21,0,4,2,2,16,10,2,3,10,107,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831466696370564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477698094253567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029007686653597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952652403442404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791675400086525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199087568472715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973146949672773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206733606388512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793043434090506,0.08850841356975811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453608518235428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304214354131825,0.13089861734431132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105466977490052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860336998166525,0.2704853352593465,0.105328481355769,0.0,0.0,0.08269881972690779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480807695454955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107481758783896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213877784551817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182973964801226,0.0,0.13756731735358685,0.0,0.0,0.25767317703885984,0.0,0.0,0.13599612590778212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854783703378025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392544854701056,0.0,0.07936833743239045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985238287405904,0.0,0.125385238967137,0.1974516424014857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717327718204788,0.0,0.2785194215681997,0.0,0.2525844240555564,0.0,0.0953780540851293,0.0,0.0,0.08769133980042157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915926733287034,0.0,0.1140630360355176,0.141681209675956,0.0,0.0,0.07938494084621628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411448230983264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833964069840677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28493919125153044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800926649556212,0.0,0.0,0.07978233557577508
socialanxiety,laneylullaby,2019/09/09,"How do I connect with gaming communities? Hey. I’m socially anxious and have a chronic illness + pain. I’m home schooled now, and have had difficulty socially long before then. Basically I don’t get out much.
I’m 18, and have recently jumped into gaming within the past 4 years. I’m kinda bad at it (but learning!) and don’t have enough money for a lot of games and consoles, or even a computer. I play the elder scrolls games as well as some LOZ. I love to play online with friends or the occasional stranger as well as by myself
Problem is, I only have 2 friends, including my boyfriend. I’m socially deprived but too anxious to interact with others. Honestly, I think I might be a closeted extrovert with horrible social skills. 
I don’t know what to do, how to interact with other players, and even posting on reddit gives me a lot of anxiety. 
If any of you have any suggestions as to how to integrate myself into an online social life, PLEASE help me out. If you know of any communities you think I might have a chance in, let me know. And honestly, PM me if you think we’d be good friends. I’m too repressed to be judgmental of anyone.
Thanks for reading my unnecessarily long and informative plea.",3.982202813067152,5.878420056034488,5.549691470054448,77.02235027223233,72.57758620689657,9.022141560798547,31.176043557168786,9.549672527348893,3.1615568965517244,951,44,175,24,19,322,125,232,0.10099999999999999,0.723,0.17600000000000002,0.9669,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,4,0,1,10,17,0,1,10,0,21,5,0,3,0,43,37,24,0,4,7,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,2,0,4,17,0,1,8,7,1,1,3,5,2,0,1,0,22,12,33,29,5,17,0,1,0,1,25,8,0,11,7,120,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492008036808234,0.0,0.08434047518326662,0.24910084001246666,0.0,0.07708893106346036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920536285436432,0.0,0.0,0.09381410351886546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391708274407615,0.0,0.14563735356356858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555351962922634,0.0,0.057600751527720775,0.10576125289469092,0.0,0.09247195056711263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389783655124345,0.0,0.1105891189628223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177053062491247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273746234367908,0.07787239870881797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513446679863256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746016341802516,0.09950437134684936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391434269418745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104598095654597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384962275915286,0.11731311521666846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524550974607087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210207137648758,0.0,0.0,0.10558843186030338,0.0,0.0,0.10549376871837272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027921668122606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885796377788948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157826014596878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.561926802713141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150281813591856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193005622614836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825486901268907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099698710356157
socialanxiety,ProfessorQiyana,2019/09/09,"Having anxiety attacks over photos? I noticed that I obsess too much over my self image and I wanted to know if this was normal within Social Anxiety (which I've been suffering from for over a decade).

Even when I take a good selfie, I'd spend hours just staring at it and trying to pick out flaws in it & I'd get extremely anxious. I know it sounds like a superficial problem but it really has affected my life. I got my drivers licenses a few weeks ago and I've been anxious about it ever since because the photo was bad. Now I have to take my passport photo taken and I'm drowning in anxiety - because I know if the photo isn't perfect that I'm going to spend hours dreading over it.

I know that nobody's perfect & if I purposely look for flaws I'd eventually find them - but it's just not something I can help.  I get anxious as hell whenever someone even tries to take a photo of me. I have 0 self confidence because of how flawed I've convinced myself I am, and have even considered having plastic surgery.

​

I've considered therapy but is that even going to help me? My problem doesn't feel like it has a fix.",3.911173867777201,5.310888862831863,5.415059864653827,79.91757678292556,71.87610619469027,8.149505465903175,30.108276939094228,8.671277953709913,2.4821570015616867,897,38,167,16,17,303,119,226,0.23199999999999998,0.705,0.063,-0.9894,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,12,14,2,2,8,0,16,1,0,3,3,31,34,14,1,7,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,14,6,0,0,6,0,2,2,3,8,0,0,6,4,23,6,22,28,2,18,1,1,2,0,6,9,1,3,9,108,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576827332564368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511741015715041,0.13127676845741046,0.0,0.0,0.2479440056172838,0.366153142611029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290767319729087,0.0,0.0,0.09020637419586493,0.1975750395789585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28542965269907244,0.09772564296452664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054626748446125264,0.07718164746009566,0.0,0.0,0.0987438518828868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128897367431678,0.0,0.12279982260653327,0.09061630168683356,0.0864070505131171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448298345577092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127893461102851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237497217839098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630972128520523,0.1055628326068776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072386204418394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941961876897664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585331207307093,0.0,0.1230008295256244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067536180136531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921126243408066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254122857586123,0.0,0.0,0.08936931480304516,0.0,0.0,0.11013010619607552,0.0915393912914208,0.08317215334592405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24369111401814686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354971392986197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670004936444142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637230160232863,0.0,0.08666075693119203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127676845741046,0.0
socialanxiety,lemoncakes101,2019/09/09,wow i feel really terrible i’m so lonely and i don’t think anyone reading this will understand how much of an understatement that is.,1.5657692307692308,4.297451346153848,4.191153846153849,76.59134615384617,93.23076923076924,8.753846153846155,21.884615384615387,8.841846274778883,2.7944923076923076,109,4,19,4,4,38,24,26,0.213,0.655,0.131,-0.3369,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415831760213284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24700940212783776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591169730465113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886502454173029,0.0,0.3129571691643998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130226380599001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085645138758476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fierdracas,2019/09/09,"I made a pal for the first time in 25 years. It is my cleaning lady. She cleans my house, and we have quite a bit in common.  We are always gossiping.  She also works for my husband at the company he owns, and I come in and work sometimes when I know she is working.  It is really nice to have someone to talk to.  She has one of the most difficult lives of anyone I have ever met and doesn't have any friends to speak of either so win win.",2.2296313364055287,3.215529075268819,3.9290629800307215,90.55645161290329,75.45161290322581,7.034715821812598,22.963133640553004,7.447530270364453,0.7263714285714289,336,9,77,4,7,113,63,93,0.079,0.794,0.127,0.7832,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,7,4,6,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,1,1,12,14,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,1,13,4,13,12,4,11,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,1,6,56,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094778713664447,0.18827450587019676,0.0,0.0,0.15387114644122385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821302635031048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470278951306113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491130026971346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046738862924248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246488037621104,0.0,0.0,0.1748153990752061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610848395249411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435190264343285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998002792855427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410184903841253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332619597918948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24066566446580756,0.0,0.0,0.14495415561226038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171757172535467,0.0,0.2237865063810377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818670036598949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193967424212413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941810815085275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571026003929946
socialanxiety,jayden540,2019/09/09,One of my worst situations... came true! I love going to the movies but getting a ticket from the snobby teens who work there is literally the worst for me. I’ve never gone to an R rated movie without an adult sneaking me in because I’m so scared of the ticket person judging me OR IDK for showing my license. Today I finally got the courage to go with my sister (13) to see IT and I walked in to see 5-6 older teenagers behind the counter and they all looked at me and one girl came up and asked for my ID then gave me a funny look and said you have to be 21 to buy her ticket! I was so embarrassed that I just walked out. My sister was being really rude about it and kept saying it’s my fault and I’m a baby. Then I ended up getting honked at on the way out of the parking lot which just made me wanna cry lol. Sorry for the rant I just didn’t have anyone else to tell ;( anxiety sucks,2.49031746031746,3.442558005291005,4.222089947089948,88.83726190476195,74.76719576719577,6.669841269841268,22.494708994709,6.868970318607317,0.5159566137566141,689,17,153,6,14,233,119,189,0.213,0.7120000000000001,0.075,-0.9851,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,7,10,2,2,14,1,8,1,0,1,3,25,29,13,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,6,12,0,1,0,4,1,7,3,7,0,2,11,6,22,3,30,16,4,24,0,0,4,1,15,9,1,2,7,104,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799808059548398,0.0,0.0,0.11699288141120405,0.17143742343567628,0.0,0.0,0.1564200719301384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019957138174128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827352390057421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379135198217111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977301249427312,0.0,0.14819439632729953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832890751370736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483386524406094,0.0,0.19018174952812605,0.0,0.13381977017021754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810105493848375,0.0,0.0,0.1422480787159684,0.1510113443821801,0.1583206693676987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904622719171768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267584898313797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609593038170038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071884201245046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591580673811978,0.13305826843503124,0.16751485834001098,0.0,0.266662126040284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880728369629592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729919546389714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624361368705907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585982327898608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280951904848512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128891965892211,0.0,0.12180975232842928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alexander-The-Weight,2019/09/09,"I’m a shell of my former self Ive been called faggot, lanky, dead inside, stupid, retarded, “bald spot”, “small dick”, “big nosed fake”, “bitch tits” and little bitch. I’ve been cut from sports teams that all my friends got into and was I ridiculed for it. 

The first few years of high school were great. I got along with people, made friends, talked to girls and they were actually interested and attracted to me. It was only after grade 11 when my confidence started to decline rapidly. 

I was no longer the cocky and arrogant asshole. I stopped going to the gym every day. I noticed social interactions getting tougher and tougher and people who I thought were my friends ended up betraying and lying to me. The big turning point was when...

 I got robbed in my own neighbourhood by a thug from my school and his 5 friends who pushed me off my bike, tasered me and left me for dead. To top it all off he got off clean slate while I lost my phone and my thousands of pictures from important points in my life such as visiting Europe. To top it off even more, the police officer said “I don’t care” when I complained that they should have done more to deal with those criminals who ruined my life, shattered my confidence, turned me into a paranoid borderline schizophrenic  

Every time I seek help from any of my friends they always, always say: “what happened to the OLD you who would do this and that and blah blah blah”. It totally crushed my confidence and makes me feel like a worthless useless piece of shit when I think about myself in my hay days as opposed to the empty shell that I am now. 

I have never had a girlfriend for over a month. I have absolutely zero confidence with women. Zero. I’m always anxious around them, get a scratchy througt and cant think of anything to say yet think a million things at the same time. 

How do I get over the fact that my friends keep telling me to “go back to the old you” and stupid advice like “JuSt Be ConfiDent broo” I am not ugly by any means. Just can’t figure out how to crush this anxiety... help??",5.660583756345179,6.303862388324879,5.3213746192893385,84.98123959390865,67.248730964467,8.537502538071067,30.480812182741122,8.488131031819089,2.085681137055837,1607,58,321,22,25,493,215,394,0.21,0.636,0.154,-0.9765,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,4,5,16,25,7,0,18,0,25,8,5,4,5,49,52,25,2,2,3,0,1,5,7,2,3,3,1,3,19,24,0,3,7,4,0,4,6,13,0,5,19,5,50,12,52,30,9,52,0,4,0,2,37,25,5,0,25,210,69,4,0.0,0.0,0.09161738207790167,0.0,0.0,0.09174249942770134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343573873692273,0.0,0.0,0.12768887536419699,0.0,0.07182111356760072,0.1060623602217365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725865147305933,0.08357679319637303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721911119953998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958662084075332,0.0,0.0957211423643889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109501271747658,0.09679043053691634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607607569864468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831534857334457,0.0,0.0,0.062009591997468014,0.0,0.15820288185646186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04747064436033005,0.0670708515872219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798578053479655,0.0,0.0,0.4352079428897275,0.0,0.14715177172273153,0.0,0.10671304575661313,0.0,0.3003509073346064,0.1035076007475112,0.0,0.0,0.08302143892108556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258571261263147,0.09919375325774296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344854134433823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200539769672112,0.0,0.13262629548374047,0.09173410145932977,0.09409657703519868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248563411093783,0.0,0.0,0.08883544754621292,0.06266839547372773,0.0,0.0,0.10226735643673657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749374284301024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240924000960185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688772076915848,0.19703123327212105,0.0,0.0,0.07140312247114787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017488935527535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775017251729075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930532066891134,0.14932087987447287,0.0,0.19003153293138797,0.0,0.0,0.09794163808092417,0.0,0.09637072517422456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570306220505252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645168069364589,0.0,0.0,0.0784913486527639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546051907808082,0.08205888040109545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237245390624367,0.1804715067532143,0.0,0.07453352376949741,0.10948919930437184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423797940282226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669260258259807,0.0,0.0,0.06045831094314313
socialanxiety,coolaltaccount,2018/11/24,"No social anxiety present online In real life i’m an introvert I get drained very quickly in any social events and i’d rather be home socialising with my online friends/watching tv. i’m highly sure i have social anxiety as i literally can’t keep eye contact or speak to new people without sweating and itching, can’t stop over analysing every goddamn situation, scared to take the bus for christ sake especially as i just moved across the country. 

But online i’m literally the most confident person ever, i don’t fear any social interaction online, i speak to a group of US friends (i live in the UK) all the time, i meet many people online from many countries, i can easily talk to any stranger i come across in video games easily, i’ve talked to many girls online too even managed to add some on snapchat.

It sucks because i wish i was the same irl, is there any reason why to this besides the fact you’re anonymous online?",7.130280898876407,7.0804122528089914,7.2621123595505574,74.70058426966294,64.11235955056179,9.816629213483148,34.65393258426967,9.3871,3.1299240449438215,743,30,134,12,10,240,119,178,0.122,0.785,0.09300000000000001,-0.5129,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,7,5,1,2,9,0,8,4,3,1,4,22,17,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,2,2,5,0,2,1,3,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,3,14,2,22,15,4,18,1,0,1,0,17,9,1,3,7,71,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33828193346372865,0.0,0.19027331153061716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580997363273341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071269257332044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213998523508863,0.11249262708747076,0.10478042155453024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994192201120514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608183952308323,0.0,0.06497405733140901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313953723213777,0.12474531260694385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053873655858773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784061950660607,0.0,0.0,0.10981400078331796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782509088766169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321772167114461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010967807425678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243402424028553,0.10858817704745098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155128074301568,0.0,0.12786493738052795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450814371063572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397881957737836,0.0,0.5070859435293021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397227286519604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720979474515793,0.0,0.09350481198240704,0.199915068725457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725165327215022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959227773891687,0.0,0.0,0.10261174559959063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122174397655266,0.0,0.14301026199905148,0.11988061349797123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,froghat2k,2018/11/24,"How am I supposed to get better if I know what to do, but never feel comfortable doing it? Looking people in the eyes has always felt forced and uncomfortable since I was in elementary school. I can do it a billion times and it never gets easier. I'm to the point where it's just exhausting and I hate socializing with people. Really has me bummed out ",3.4330434782608705,5.486653971014499,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,74.5072463768116,8.657971014492754,23.09420289855073,9.2995712137729,2.0502637681159426,280,8,52,7,6,96,51,69,0.285,0.691,0.025,-0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,0,8,2,1,1,2,14,16,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,4,6,2,7,14,0,8,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,3,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912386765167796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23290696663172436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315498148686072,0.0,0.2528521882095243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751734495220411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599983484593197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472734760945274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114320391637168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406215299702713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36514008216498783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24894584061129446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687053436318148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26651887277249925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784143842698336,0.0,0.0,0.26844673477402625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535583991205325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jilljayy,2018/11/24,i battle with anxiety really bad. i am paranoid in social situations. i lack interest in life and feel bored all the time. i struggle living in the moment and being happy. i’m also on anxiety medication and widening myself off of it because i feel like it’s making me feel numb?? any advice for this? anxiety,2.342760290556903,5.105171169491527,5.497142857142858,70.66305084745764,83.0677966101695,8.11719128329298,25.37772397094431,8.841846274778883,2.922223244552058,245,10,38,7,7,89,44,59,0.327,0.545,0.128,-0.8806,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,1,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,10,7,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,7,3,8,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151264152388175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127883487385046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541526569015435,0.0,0.5202371207277852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927138111734454,0.1381842504618988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438541971068993,0.16194284652174767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24130896307612645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011336747633625,0.11074618229738503,0.0,0.20016581804894665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131309816110294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283599313978793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521935225253654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548019228973972,0.0,0.23107543661018304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23697897171830745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218106061825355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Initialz1248,2018/11/24,"Social anxiety help Making friends, most of us never learn how to deal with social anxiety. Its something we have to live around. It triggers everyone differently, and everyone handles it differently. I easily found other people online who also have the same feelings that anxiety gives us. Sometimes its good to talk to other people who can relate, who also deal with it. If you would like to have a decent conversation, pm me and ill explain more 🍁",6.549416666666668,8.586475775,7.309999999999999,66.40166666666667,66.25,9.833333333333336,32.083333333333336,10.125756701596842,3.8375833333333333,362,15,52,9,6,120,57,80,0.08800000000000001,0.76,0.152,0.7717,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,3,1,18,10,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,9,8,3,2,0,0,0,0,17,1,0,2,2,43,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24779069254541056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555569973810648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379181885081304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194465911896903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32373221346841075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960794454602229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833592349143327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986984327332258,0.11969648673220833,0.0,0.0,0.14862043179459705,0.0,0.12994571117512552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384453735498132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568967780305341,0.0,0.13680368894907827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341520953238406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194895237235318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481423541750594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158578468783501,0.0,0.11927064353005995,0.15322711119036786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452473583999354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37271705405505545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005594475816473,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MixedInterests,2018/11/24,"Csn you accept gifts and call people friends? So, I have been very active in this sub the last days. In a mission to seek a deep understanding for my illness I am wondering about two things that I wasn't able to read anywhere else:

* I can't call most people friends. There's people in my life that, by definition, should be called friends of mine. But I only really have two people I've known for ages that I can publicly call friends. Anyone with the same weird quirk?

* I struggle to accept gifts. Even if it is just a gum or a quick coffee I'm being offered I refuse per reflex. I can't even think about it, I just have to deny. Weird right?",1.4369340659340684,3.763373946153848,2.4637362637362616,93.9376923076923,82.61538461538461,4.945054945054945,19.285714285714285,6.1826913282559595,-0.1215054945054943,503,13,107,4,14,159,85,130,0.099,0.74,0.161,0.8788,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,1,6,0,13,2,0,0,0,17,17,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,14,6,14,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,4,4,69,21,1,0.14022695243755676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804994558338292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5727495870077008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043478363588968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171416252320504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523715914624084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333559824210439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430368207863532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904644351030857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664891619724423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888628504011449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026489984237875,0.0,0.08983297644783003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975305119462246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659565722329435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316055628171356,0.08985176900581246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27396271351676404,0.14598120285658595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570192151547468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520701482372205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sinnsearachd,2018/11/24,"Called a ""Try Hard."" Hello everyone. 

So as you know it was Thanksgiving this weekend. I spent it with my husband's family. I don't know them very well so it was my goal to become closer to them this weekend. But I think I failed. My MIL told my husband that I was a ""try hard"" and I somehow offended her by it. I don't understand what I did. I just was trying to he friendly and helpful, but I feel mortified that I may have damaged our relationship. I challenged myself to get out of my shell but I feel like I failed at being a normal person. My husband says I shouldn't worry and not to obsess, but of course I am. Anyone else get  called this before? What should I do about it? 

Hope you all have a good rest of your weekend. ",0.6285647058823542,2.875812680000003,2.640509803921571,91.8471176470588,85.53333333333333,5.3960784313725485,20.15686274509804,6.794906146795322,0.3572274509803925,562,17,120,7,17,188,84,150,0.1,0.75,0.15,0.8164,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,3,2,4,6,11,1,1,4,0,15,0,0,0,1,24,26,10,0,4,6,3,4,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,12,5,0,0,6,3,1,0,4,5,1,0,7,5,31,6,14,15,2,6,0,3,0,0,20,3,0,3,4,91,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217432485257212,0.17903013593707776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929740506011056,0.14868119976435185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35683494613848354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596335459144072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696069941744887,0.0,0.0,0.1647186074601782,0.0,0.17669609662111552,0.12482617238728652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499491065012648,0.0,0.18257700118080106,0.0,0.0,0.1465540898347265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130450750990073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711692151084065,0.0,0.0,0.17354496057067928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205257746546325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536358560815334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119696476328636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256630525541756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759316457185252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895122434812887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195905464076908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696069941744887,0.0,0.3558878228271207,0.0,0.0,0.1818986720905676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416942366660615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571020277244531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744541126906374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,i_am_styrofoam,2018/11/24,"I hate walking by stranger's dogs I'm always really worried that the dog will come up to me wanting to be pet, and that I would have to talk to the owner, and talk the way normal people talk to dogs, all high pitch and everything, and I wouldn't know what to say to the owner. anyone else?",6.186830601092893,4.528449868852462,6.654754098360659,83.56715846994537,66.70491803278688,9.444808743169398,28.53005464480875,7.793537801064563,1.541946448087431,226,5,50,2,3,74,40,61,0.105,0.895,0.0,-0.7346,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,10,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,9,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978708846895099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627716720671673,0.2436569539809001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048459574603297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865362994018054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21372172052952726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347809199371948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512515939835885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069013712267485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329961419437143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648624402897929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234248990775948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911024057134715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5734103734919466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402621854306657,0.18875670330617011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415001708031093,0.0,0.1689282052091698,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RichBluebird,2018/11/24,"I tried to be social. It was the worst experience this year so far. I can work with depression, but I can't do the ""social person"" thing. I'm just not fun. There is nothing fun. Life is not fun. I don't enjoy it. I'm depressed and dying from anxiety in social situations. Every perceived rejection increases my shame and self-hate. I tried some anxiety medication, but it was like a drop of water on a wildfire. Every time I overcome my anxiety and do something that I don't want to do, I feel horrible. My therapy attempts failed due to anxiety, I even failed to make an appointment most of the time. I don't have a drivers license and probably never will due to anxiety. I don't drink due to the fear of doing/saying something that I'll regret for the rest of life.

I'm being forced to live and do things that only cause me anxiety and nothing more. What is the point? And the worst part is that no one understands. It's just a side topic that gets pushed aside by professionals because the more pressing topic of depression on the table. I literally spent *years* of therapy without *any* progress on this at all. It never even occurred to me that life could be worth living and therapy just felt like another anxiety-inducing part of it where I disappoint people.

Anxiety defines my personality and my life more than any other mental health problem and it doesn't even feel real. Eventually it's just my shitty irrational behaviour that ruins everything.",4.6236494913029205,6.514960267148018,6.0193715129635725,74.33248359041681,70.87725631768953,9.657302264522485,30.64145060715457,10.018931242160765,3.422113357400722,1162,50,202,32,22,392,145,277,0.32899999999999996,0.635,0.035,-0.9984,0,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,5,11,20,0,2,14,0,23,8,0,2,3,37,34,13,1,4,9,0,4,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,21,11,2,0,5,1,2,2,12,14,0,1,4,4,21,6,26,25,12,21,0,9,0,0,5,9,0,2,11,144,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132698429859898,0.0935408135510074,0.4776992016954703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054379466183357726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163966839291783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122414686451105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305003330854387,0.0,0.09258228314554083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738842764231751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676019402271698,0.0,0.1503206799202022,0.0,0.08017306748177397,0.08726109326930269,0.0,0.1003821351067792,0.09021099303322787,0.0,0.08565224798313928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660672447356325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482235853632186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25203681094130714,0.08716359867417944,0.0,0.1575419817710427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954604433606971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986618319798231,0.08989918986218999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760313419099546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119212237257686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060448646163941175,0.06784557773117464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320393459096305,0.0,0.061844568337813835,0.1557833836025676,0.0,0.0,0.08432899483844165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617971569981064,0.08535859137130873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101536548761602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094060463885535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306185485407792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027186530547498,0.0,0.2728044371687524,0.0,0.13735107359442175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060462877515816,0.0,0.1185296951541602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403407757315423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113074187677107,0.0,0.0,0.09286713263339094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052616316347314084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599190126796581,0.0,0.0649434084985653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489214736361099
socialanxiety,ad1002549,2018/11/24,"Guys is carvedilol does whats propranolol do for reducing anxiety symptoms? I went for a doctor to gave me inderal but he gave me
A cardilol which is carvedilol

For help me when i have big presentations to take 10mg daily

So will it act like inderal?



",4.111734693877551,6.023293591836738,4.840561224489797,82.17676020408162,72.26530612244899,9.797959183673472,32.65816326530612,10.125756701596842,3.520138775510204,202,10,40,6,4,65,38,49,0.027999999999999997,0.825,0.14800000000000002,0.7789,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984080193984421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39926058210330856,0.34135921967713057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862377934977321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26146055017083275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905720349351637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054396082116775,0.2932895372812592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616055076629676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ooops-a-daisy,2018/11/24,Anyone here in the Los Angeles area? Let's talk maybe? Just want to find people I can relate to and heck friends would be nice too. We could help each other out and be a little less alone in our battle with anxiety. ,1.0606818181818198,3.420978250000001,2.323818181818183,94.07572727272728,84.68181818181819,5.3381818181818215,15.618181818181819,6.742157984588678,-0.3152309090909089,169,3,36,2,5,54,40,44,0.115,0.68,0.205,0.6738,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,7,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,2,2,5,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33246610273850674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455692262537637,0.0,0.0,0.22445532957750736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562977078843166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29339428364675624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248008959311408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516400641902445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328251072067031,0.0,0.0,0.32173301788076597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224943493139301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225456085873396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580130042855687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893380527644074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280339304074297,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pooolofvomit,2018/11/24,"Anyone wanna play overwatch? I've created a discord that we could chat in It's called social anxiety and overwatch

​

[https://discord.gg/8Xrs7Gv](https://discord.gg/8Xrs7Gv)",14.963768115942033,20.987651173913047,7.921739130434783,51.922898550724646,58.99999999999999,8.284057971014493,38.10144927536232,8.841846274778883,5.029910144927536,159,7,13,3,3,40,22,23,0.177,0.645,0.177,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849962465555185,0.43176073824809097,0.0,0.0,0.27182389330939355,0.0,0.0,0.24845263590460184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362828209028226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836993945299807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622107438604769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43176073824809097,0.0
socialanxiety,GelatoGelatoGelato,2018/11/24,"Hello, I forgot how to make friends and how to keep them, can you help me? Four years ago when I started university, I willingly stopped socializing and making friends. Even before my decision, I was horrible at creating bonds with people. But during my isolation, after a few concerning developments about my psyche, I now want to get integrated with the society again. However, I don't remember how to. You see, skills that are not often used depreciates, and right now I am little better than a talking log. I even went to therapy, but I'm not sure if its working. 

It sounds dumb but I need help, and I don't even know where to start. 

How do you know that a person wants to talk to you, or how much attention is appropriate? Why does one wish to socialize? For me engaging with other people often meant humiliation, so I also want to ask what emotion you associate with the concept of ""socializing"".

I very tired of all of this. I'm lagging behind.",4.67118116520351,6.4885059385474895,6.206484437350357,73.33794692737432,70.62011173184358,10.03048683160415,30.104150039904233,10.290406445055957,3.439251875498804,749,31,134,22,14,255,117,179,0.132,0.7509999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.7795,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,5,1,3,18,6,1,0,5,0,9,1,0,8,2,41,30,17,0,6,7,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,7,8,0,3,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,4,2,23,5,23,25,3,15,0,0,1,0,18,4,1,4,10,100,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229125102112455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103247894820862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289719044768823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739191253855795,0.0,0.0,0.12201244833045913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072778586864814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518393763043567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273359444325609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131716823553596,0.0,0.07207724778969543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849403882747273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262321659635253,0.0,0.0,0.15163597961519695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826994170156806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841757832581258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141484436974063,0.10229394827863064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348376435639487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128511290510616,0.12045941511947005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627927524442012,0.11781519317087673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099344918554642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218917599990106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529445820424648,0.0,0.0,0.1153388842001696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002357812034282,0.0,0.0,0.2217704809770771,0.0,0.0,0.15776674837197005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585621775221174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915123027606303,0.0,0.11382961935085452,0.2441132249036861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788824728199746,0.12448544149012407,0.0,0.15864464239932927,0.0,0.0,0.10043490932974007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884028933758785
socialanxiety,channelblackring,2018/11/24,"Gr0wing-B@ll$ I want them nicely growing, kinda like Stan’s Dad in that “weed” episode, but not a fast resolve like.. using microwaves. 

Today something happened and I approached a girl I’m reaaally into. 
That is special because I’m so shy and unconsciously depend on what others think of me. 
Just a step closer to get that shit off.. or at least wearing it.

Thx for reading. I’ll keep it up. Even tho I creeped her out I think 😂👏

Best.
CBR",0.7643103448275852,3.2996733908046,2.157040229885059,92.5107327586207,90.95402298850577,3.3597701149425294,24.49137931034483,4.7782277997778095,0.31513103448275936,343,15,66,1,12,110,72,87,0.11800000000000001,0.6829999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.6759999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,4,7,1,0,3,0,1,2,2,2,0,16,10,6,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,10,10,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,3,4,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387899197806554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31655609549893104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923259384435035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759620527906187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26674222629320904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26811447727698123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947354173604196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30172498811486165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096325734235725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322197948255761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38656176942119136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859226342305716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605230127630341,0.0,0.0,0.1779170685295191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TrotskyietRussia,2018/11/24,"How do i make friends if i am unathletic? So I'm in high school and as the title says, i dont sport. My school and small and really sport focused so i stick out like a sore thumb. Not to brag, but i have a good sense of humor and I am a pretty chill dude after you get to know me, albeit I'm pretty awkward at first. I try my best to put myself out there but I literally can't have a full conversation with any popular kid without being reminded about how i throw a ball like a 6 year old girl. I'm not completely lonely and i have a handful of friends, i would just like to know how i can shake my reputation as the weakling.",1.6972525252525266,2.9993986444444434,3.88080808080808,89.09818181818181,77.37037037037038,7.2794612794612785,22.643097643097644,8.00094639256281,0.9315925925925924,487,14,113,8,11,168,84,135,0.059000000000000004,0.635,0.306,0.9901,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,8,12,0,2,9,0,11,2,1,4,0,22,18,15,0,2,7,0,1,3,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,3,0,1,0,2,18,9,16,16,2,14,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,7,74,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149885907774314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029308543701301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274573444859606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266292824080595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448120890340953,0.0,0.0,0.2987957919243941,0.0,0.1010283265351889,0.0,0.0,0.16219035636616752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043069976742824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254320514215766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834137973104777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907659310998462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029102559174812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393455494980434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439118771155375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387836525849875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377631985537535,0.0,0.3914033967015234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128616398174114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640266997543786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373651561034272,0.0,0.0,0.1245245349387724
socialanxiety,xHostilee,2018/11/24,"Actually went to a party last night So my roommate had a party at my house and at first I wasn't gonna go. I was super anxious and had originally decided that I was gonna go to my mom's while they had the party. 

But I decided fuck it, gotta start somewhere right. So I stayed and I actually had a great time. There were times where I was just kinda drifting by myself but I tried to interact with people more. 

I met a few people I didn't know before. And it was nice to talk to my friends. The alcohol helped alot. But it felt nice actually socializing after I had convinced myself I couldn't for so long 

Overall it was a great night, and I'm so go",0.8709627329192529,2.884864398550725,3.4745755693581764,87.70826086956524,82.55072463768116,6.551552795031056,21.45134575569358,7.7094869923839395,0.8849258799171844,509,16,112,9,14,178,76,138,0.027999999999999997,0.742,0.23,0.9809,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,7,8,1,0,8,0,14,2,0,1,0,18,27,13,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,4,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,16,1,19,7,11,7,3,21,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,2,11,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.4648801201946506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970249626156728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939202383409575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512200034000993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246714456111826,0.0,0.0,0.13507009735000086,0.0,0.0,0.12268385237458553,0.1468024964773261,0.0,0.0,0.2707388729765795,0.0,0.0,0.3501418965500669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643627259727688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322695871740932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726903091553498,0.12943830593649955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405276951978241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597761645948294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980348285662573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201755345157451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560921044253987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618704880807115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239521223069264,0.16925327837981624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276326041461599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518811961305565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781070414028532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720363114490928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KindlyEagle,2018/11/24,"Dreaming of a better life I'm sitting here in bed again and dreaming of a better life.  
Where I'm talking, laughing, dancing, everybody's hella high.  
I'm living life, I'm feeling it, I've had a couple drinks.  
And everybody's watching, but I don't care what they think.

I'm dreaming of a paradise,  
where I can say what's on my mind,  
where all my dreams can come to life  
and I'm not scared to realise.

I'm looking at your pretty eyes,  
And you stare right back into mine,  
We're not talking, we don't mind,  
We're talking to each other's minds.

You put your hand right into mine,  
And you begin to smile wide,  
My heart starts beating double time,  
I try to tell myself I'm fine.

My body's shaking,  
Mind is racing,  
I try to think, I want to face it.

But it doesn't stop,  
It just keeps going,  
She looks at me,  
I know she's noticed.

I try to breath to slow it down,  
But I know that it's coming now,  
I try to run, escape the sounds,  
I push my way out through the crowds.

I'm freaking out, and they can tell,  
My paradise becomes a hell,  
I do this every fucking time,  
What's wrong with me, I want to cry.

I run back home, I'm panicking, I'm blinded by the fright.  
I crawl into my bed again, I'm dreaming of a better life.",-0.13616445623341988,1.885621415384616,1.885013262599472,97.51653846153849,86.76923076923076,4.047745358090185,19.350132625994693,4.966512066861506,-0.5098501326259948,928,27,215,3,29,308,125,260,0.13,0.6859999999999999,0.185,0.8794,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,5,2,4,11,13,2,3,9,0,9,14,6,0,1,36,38,9,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,3,0,12,16,1,2,5,7,0,9,5,7,0,0,1,10,36,6,28,37,3,39,1,0,6,1,17,17,2,0,11,118,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132988122205522,0.0,0.0,0.11585857074790015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783380171537309,0.0,0.11652504170516265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695693764261688,0.0,0.0,0.18073155193990426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160746259733134,0.11523246086180244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276628832196837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838640738944498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304277219524258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698234608624264,0.0,0.0,0.059619538059807076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431211487584662,0.0,0.11083716532903157,0.10522757836265163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324377261354368,0.0,0.0,0.11530533283769642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704850899560269,0.0,0.0,0.0926324294777522,0.0,0.1761864025946286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236938012577757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943425457197132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672539913754447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545780837738003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917541860947594,0.0,0.08342411949429644,0.10502751706896536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425181200973173,0.0,0.0,0.08770470217937798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529543369673507,0.1833819851558341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344368946245382,0.0,0.0,0.12234109595096572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284892567132864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375056245020635,0.0832681600128495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469639707374735,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rainmert,2018/11/24,"I thought i was doing fine but now this... I've been suffering from social anxiety disorder for 5-6 years now. For the last 2-3  years i really tried to fix it. And i thought i was doing great. I could interact with people much easier and was going out, socializing more. But now i'm at a pretty stressfull period of my life for the last couple of months. And i'm starting to see worse symptoms. I started to get this pins and needles sensation/itching all over my body whenever i put myself in an awkward or embarassing position. Even when i'm with family members, people that i'm the most comfortable with. It's sometimes so bad that i almost feel like i'm going to collapse. I take a couple of deep breaths and I'll usually be fine. But it's scaring me because I've never experienced such thing before, and wondering if it's normal or related to my anxiety.",3.959379217273952,5.434889526315793,5.963391812865496,75.73647773279355,71.86549707602339,9.705982905982909,30.69770580296896,10.035473477838034,3.3594107962213218,683,30,125,19,13,238,106,171,0.17300000000000001,0.693,0.134,-0.8055,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,6,0,8,4,2,0,2,26,24,14,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,6,3,15,5,19,16,4,22,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,6,15,81,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525009704375907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193101468957246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111358836997048,0.08842324883379662,0.0,0.1234298190808937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112170494980588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581339250260855,0.3209978106775082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662438431990075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580644875083497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674350187037698,0.0,0.07334339268451852,0.1036262277863143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757844510933303,0.0,0.1648744592569472,0.0,0.0,0.15992196250449833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23647587578155202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245555543886588,0.0708657983955614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157802956791124,0.0,0.10663099034665274,0.0,0.111874178148924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212160260625598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112362400596093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757152641918211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581880115543075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292496704064952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522382802156766,0.0,0.11558883527017301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957274908314418,0.0,0.0,0.1434615906095564,0.0,0.2053391849777884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076609507202487,0.1090621571395425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636707993299408,0.0,0.0,0.23031250473420525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848178441359948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597559039511455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573043003981613,0.0,0.0,0.14782187795963286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681935753335707
socialanxiety,TomatoJoe11,2018/11/24,"Hiya friends! I started reading a new book and I think it will help a lot of you guys out. The title of the book is ""How to be yourself"" written by Ellen Hendricksen. 


Lemme just start off by saying that I have struggled a lot recently with depression, anxiety, and self confidence issues and I never thought a self help book would ever help me out, nor would I ever be able to read one.

Well, I was wrong. A little disclaimer, I'm only halfway through the book at the moment but I am eager to start reading it again every night. I've learned a lot about social anxiety, general human interactions, and techniques to help yourself lower anxiety levels. I used a lot of the advice in the book over Thanksgiving (there was some fighting amongst the family). 

Anyways, for those of you struggling with social anxiety, or just anxiety in general, I highly recommend this book. ",4.476459627329192,6.789229658385096,5.239099378881988,77.98361801242237,72.2919254658385,8.326708074534162,31.37577639751553,9.04235418022936,3.092768944099378,689,32,115,15,14,223,98,161,0.147,0.7240000000000001,0.128,-0.2965,1,0,0,0,2,0,23.0,0,2,0,0,10,8,1,2,14,0,10,0,0,2,3,29,18,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,5,8,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,5,1,1,4,1,12,3,22,9,5,21,0,1,0,0,16,10,0,6,11,86,17,10,0.10976657216442333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726262392850884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41985563630731904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454178776268403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985802975551494,0.09248307124196448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347815526186704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480538136647835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868616391867104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29429687816710143,0.11597441009471708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456778308890014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001494202194056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732784574577046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465874734773028,0.10601323939520498,0.0,0.1030084921847884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438067007982907,0.08348242440222224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293888296732423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838124767443284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729078389275649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22902094793471905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237863941824904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330800342302757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22950370820841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033398726303698,0.0,0.08714239725346108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948030752696506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869333081118506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595004701759194,0.12001251521661872,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jvanni,2018/11/24,"How I went from not being able to talk on the phone or leave the house due to crippling anxiety and panic attacks to building a fully functional life again. 
I just shared this privately with someone and figured it might be helpful here. 

I'm a 29 y/o, male. 

When I was in university I used to get insane anxiety before exams where I thought I wasn't gonna be able to go inside the room. It was strange because I also had a 3.9 GPA but wtv.

Fast forward a few years and I'm running my own business. First year was great. I'm meeting random clients out for lunch, coffee, in my office. No issues at all. 

I join a networking lunch group. I give 2 or 3 presentations to that group. 

Then my business starts going down a bit. I go into the networking group one day and it's a bigger group than normal. When it's my turn to introduce myself, I stand up confidently but I felt like my voice trembled or cracked or something towards the end as I got a bit short of breath. 

No biggie. I go back in the next week and the same happens. Now it starts getting into my head. 

Third week I go back and now I'm fixated on not sounding nervous. As the room goes around introducing themselves and it's coming around to me my heart starts pounding, my head is spinning and I'm just going crazy inside. The guy to my left starts introducing himself. I'm next. I can't do this. I get up and walk out. I go to The washroom at the restaurant were at. I'm having a full blown panic attack (never had one before).
I eventually go back in the room because i had to. I get through the meeting and gtfo.  

Fast forward about a day or two and I have a date scheduled. Obviously in the back of my head I'm thinking about that panic attack. I get there, I lose my shit. I have to tell the girl I think I'm having a panic attack. I explain what happened at the meeting a couple of days earlier. She's actually really nice about it and the night is not a total disaster somehow.

Next day I wake up. My life is fucked. I just had a panic attack doing business and going on a date. Now What? 

I tried going out with friends to a bar a week or so later and it happens again. Nobody knows I just say I feel sick and I leave. 

The next few months are rough. I become a hermit. Making phone calls was almost impossible, let alone going out and seeing anyone. But I still had clients and things to do.

I get counselling. I discover mindfulness meditation. 

It helps a bit. 

I continue to take client calls and sales calls which helps get me back on the horse but I limit social interactions for the most part.

Then one day an old friend invites me out. I go meet him. We go out on the town and get hammered. Social anxiety fixed. Alcohol becomes my crutch for the next 6 months or so.

So basically what happened was I started doing things again. 

Calls and meetings for business. I embraced the fear And I slowly got more comfortable. 

I started going in dates again. The fear and anxiety was insane on my way to the dates but if tell myself what I told you. EMBRACE IT. It worked. And the more dates I went on. The more my confidence came back. I built the muscle back. 

This is a few years ago.... 

Since then I've been on countless dates, am now in a 2 year relationship, moved to a new city, became CMO of a startup and would lead some team meetings and also handle group coaching calls for clients, resigned as CMO and opened my own business again.

I definitely used alcohol as a short term crutch which I DO NOT RECOMMEND but it did help get me back to doing social stuff. 

What helped more was the mindset adjustments and removing alcohol from the equation gave me way more confidence in the end knowing i did not need it. 

The anxiety hasn't gone away completely. It's always around waking to rear its ugly head.

But I've worked my back from the worst of it. And I continue to work on developing my confidence and becoming calmer and less anxious. 

A big part of that is learning NOT TO CARE and being ok with putting myself out there and looking stupid. 

The thing that causes social anxiety is caring way too much how you cone across, what people think, and what could go wrong. 

This makes you worry like crazy and makes it inevitable that all the worst stuff does happen. 

So you have to take the power away by not caring. 

At least, that is my experience. 

Questions or feedback are welcome",1.673210620954208,4.169481929069768,3.084243586669864,88.74137976504439,83.19767441860466,5.7324382642052285,22.586909614001442,7.105664193308735,0.8817289618796456,3409,118,674,47,97,1109,356,860,0.154,0.741,0.105,-0.9908,1,1,4,0,0,0,96.0,1,4,0,9,45,35,8,9,63,1,48,19,9,9,5,120,127,67,0,5,27,0,3,2,2,3,6,3,3,3,41,53,6,1,13,3,1,28,13,22,0,6,27,8,86,13,91,91,28,159,0,2,2,1,54,56,2,16,77,461,127,9,0.08313595874887067,0.0,0.040564351616336085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03684750564707974,0.13327058496452027,0.04162432686131677,0.04305189038525703,0.0,0.06648379617527726,0.0345878887809297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079634266928094,0.046959984838191034,0.0,0.029065297682266174,0.0,0.0,0.11101294369994492,0.0,0.2364478874338193,0.07810896991297672,0.2876688927063139,0.0,0.05067890881324046,0.1377257021663602,0.07074257764259527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614440239384418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222777260004827,0.04754269456829468,0.1271439759985128,0.04270176524444797,0.0,0.035807133550641884,0.043583235510192365,0.0,0.0,0.033188649113220524,0.045994178542209004,0.0,0.13403953931688553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03637641887223815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363378339161405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040661460098077064,0.0,0.0935510667648251,0.021018019349746654,0.0,0.03991177892911184,0.0,0.0,0.03535770202088258,0.0,0.0,0.06423063550171516,0.038428927114169516,0.1954579821125712,0.03987579353128005,0.3543606091942829,0.0,0.0664914208258372,0.045828844008173386,0.0,0.041158834889098515,0.1837921344022656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064295680204206,0.0,0.0,0.04925825570072327,0.13931070179642258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796386717435557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043386170766820366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04568934873522778,0.0,0.0,0.08802897643024263,0.04516373121659015,0.04250607522712768,0.05872138628672058,0.04061603008521728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03490663351140128,0.046503936242656564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324084703925602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044097057182965416,0.0419718094692756,0.0,0.0663583291100368,0.04418018363493378,0.030557247713217217,0.03082213000018965,0.032059788278207386,0.04014661350630423,0.22104008821578133,0.039008732750759695,0.040727794069251165,0.0,0.0,0.04361860186669998,0.0,0.08450261583563749,0.0,0.0,0.2438553373720555,0.0,0.09002814178498901,0.0,0.02881800300152155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041787300424249836,0.04656565017835542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026629511996207483,0.0,0.0,0.044628453466133096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03305652561507642,0.0,0.0,0.03312429773699285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042668933479943306,0.034385462090179335,0.0,0.0,0.1694932807726325,0.03522041403076742,0.03200106135016944,0.0,0.0,0.17653217850264608,0.0,0.033196242023972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517078266359133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625078945814262,0.03341076725409762,0.0726644923122244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284775532906813,0.07990524822508685,0.0,0.033000332434948376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03971998564889431,0.0,0.028221929401413274,0.04521402501362455,0.04060587578518584,0.0,0.0,0.07180277564901727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898418159174803,0.10002997713692488,0.0,0.0,0.07706786666373247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078595217050163,0.04221430081247473,0.0,0.02952869990400661,0.04544805999522143,0.0,0.10707366342959387
socialanxiety,sadmichelle,2018/11/24,"Why am I like this? How can I make it better? I have this sort of social anxiety where I feel really embarrassed after talking to a person I’m not close to or usually converse with. This happens a lot. I’ll have a conversation with someone and I don’t really know what to say so I give short, abrupt answers and I don’t realize how dumb or unfriendly I must’ve come off as until afterwards. People talk about me behind my back and call me ditzy or an airhead because of the way I am. Does anyone else have this problem or something similar? How do I fix this or cope with it?",2.591525423728818,4.314276966101699,4.612000000000002,83.01393220338984,75.94915254237287,8.109830508474579,26.206779661016952,8.841846274778883,2.084570169491526,454,17,91,10,10,156,79,118,0.13,0.8220000000000001,0.048,-0.8508,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,1,5,0,9,0,0,4,0,25,16,14,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,13,2,14,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,7,7,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601826803284054,0.0,0.0,0.14641026831500106,0.21454467025415144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100788808331398,0.0,0.12764212357930144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518832748467048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381047233675146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037083562846895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832384896120563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491837123453166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587381165285084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086584675684968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516277387683974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507519861982694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229731564550708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801578284833855,0.0,0.0,0.13976936669763146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516457384606796,0.18283116125444893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035783050231729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26828102977531865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651523193646814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344660724610287,0.17741536057125395,0.1611985547115791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365992980190311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306133636073907,0.0,0.0,0.16620393552263424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894179258914096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,veganburritokiller,2018/11/24,"Does anyone else feel “drunk” during and after a social event? Hey, folks. I’m one of the people who thoroughly enjoys being social, but still struggles with social anxiety (mainly as an effect of lifelong GAD). When I go to a party or to hangout with friends, I have fun, but I always get this “drunk” kind of feeling after a while. I can’t really describe it better than that- it literally feels like I’m kind of tipsy. I should add that I don’t drink, so I’m not actually tipsy/drunk. 

Anyone else? ",2.21387755102041,4.5794928367346985,4.246285714285714,82.07371428571429,79.81632653061223,5.960816326530613,20.00408163265305,7.1686216300943375,0.7385600000000001,390,10,70,5,10,133,69,98,0.08900000000000001,0.6829999999999999,0.228,0.9490000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,0,1,5,0,5,3,0,1,0,13,13,8,0,1,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,4,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,6,7,12,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.1656674584021677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412591942804739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987078515560185,0.0,0.0,0.23740914388407405,0.3478913540431667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501445314985278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856366785632022,0.0,0.0,0.16630638212913354,0.0,0.0,0.2836359856607951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257516886693032,0.12128110696151573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311610528841767,0.0,0.08869590561593149,0.0,0.0964821230856612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535710367789279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293925832027993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503806532915645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769460433247615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875666429055086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191662122587489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557561813461594,0.0,0.0,0.17747663841847036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,M0dulo7,2018/11/24,"I dont know how I can fix myself 

Ive become a complete homebody. For the last half a year ive been doing nothing but school and work and hardly socializing because I didnt have the time or money. Now I'm completely socially dead in a town away from my friends and family. I can't,go out because I cant find the time and even if I,did I couldnt loosen up and meet people. I'm always thinking that people are judging me or only want to be around me for some ulterior motive. Coworker is trying to set me up with this girl he knows. She goes to my college, shes cute, and super nice according to him and we have a lot in common. But as hes saying this I immediately imagine her cheating on me or being abusive or even accusing me of abuse. The worst part is I KNOW its unhealthy to think that way. I KNOW I have no reason to believe she would do that before even meeting her. And I know why i have these trust issues.I cant afford a therapist. I just wish these thoughts would just go away and not be scared of people anymore.",2.945773255813954,4.039956120930235,4.688764534883724,85.38012354651165,73.83720930232558,7.23546511627907,25.53052325581395,7.645422480735847,1.2546337209302325,806,26,170,10,16,274,128,215,0.162,0.711,0.127,-0.9044,1,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,1,0,0,3,8,8,1,1,9,0,25,0,0,3,0,43,38,18,1,6,10,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,8,13,0,0,12,0,1,1,7,3,0,1,3,2,31,5,22,29,4,19,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,7,6,121,39,4,0.0,0.29223136765491103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261327719416588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223016833929364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978218451139382,0.0,0.0,0.2317290145055105,0.0,0.0,0.15035115184070272,0.13619878856699602,0.10493742152125524,0.13894097845225484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258600266396819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453175294522194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24435784898376706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162564330314694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271351811001393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527780152815922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017277800428596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047174441988113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388710594829504,0.10052339394677916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484343744267006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833020159661202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937914756719499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354504992730626,0.0,0.2564865767529466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679493009941398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807012065697712,0.12346622695802445,0.12480783249387703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514212577794005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431856410787522,0.0,0.15803873695639262,0.0,0.09790341009521307,0.1438193907702952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372713012244047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273815213410942,0.0978867808116684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127837484220253,0.0,0.14181351467529058,0.0,0.0,0.08977944210869103,0.0,0.0,0.17520795719129315,0.0,0.0,0.07941493318142047
socialanxiety,Octobersilly,2018/11/24,"Can anyone relate to this? I wear really unflattering clothes because I don’t want anyone to come up and compliment me. I know that it looks bad but I can’t bring myself to dress nicer because I feel like people are constantly staring at me and judging me for wearing something wrong or thinking I look too fat to be wearing something. I own a lot of clothes that I love and feel good in but I just wear them around my house. Like even if I’m wearing a T-shirt and I know it looks better tucked in, I won’t wear it tucked in because I don’t want something to think I tucked it in wrong. I feel so stupid for having this problem and I’ve never heard of anyone else who’s had it too. I also don’t wear makeup even though I know it would make me look better because I don’t want someone to think I was doing it wrong. I’m just so sick of being depressed every time I look in the mirror.",3.342949403537641,4.089577593582892,4.407165775401072,89.08595228301111,72.52941176470588,6.609461127108188,25.61456190867956,6.297961479604792,0.7600542163718638,698,21,151,4,13,228,95,187,0.168,0.667,0.166,-0.664,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,11,14,1,0,3,0,15,10,8,1,1,30,39,13,0,6,6,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,12,7,1,0,9,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,3,10,26,7,19,32,2,13,0,1,6,1,4,8,0,3,5,97,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029516514132972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368507219879299,0.11569102047548956,0.0,0.10051503936171817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427626025074072,0.2753188418067857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972182540326808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726312945996188,0.0,0.12201705596627332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725037959362272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432294376765997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915376247530085,0.0,0.09513268150631556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127411224764852,0.08066389041122164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947046826451336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028453717977476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615937385873813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103255636685104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740854792843374,0.0,0.0,0.0959931913203466,0.10190690098364102,0.0,0.0753692023451652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708419324747531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827851265308322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804091214948147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723339015417029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566941974461904,0.2607740188325059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704710017224196,0.11093482728199504,0.0,0.0658395157128351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997941175264147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802089828688975,0.3703525056062548,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,d33rb0y,2018/11/24,"First time going to a night club I'm going with my dad tonight to see my aunt perform with her band at a night club. Now, I'm 18 but I never have and never will be interested in drinking alcohol (despite my family's never-ending efforts to try to get me to drink) I have severe social anxiety (surprise surprise) so I've never been anywhere like this.

I'm terrified. I don't dance, I can't really dance. I can't talk to people, I'm not drinking. What am I even going to do there? Will there be a place for me to sit and just watch my aunt play? I don't really know what other questions to ask, I'm just scared and confused and if anyone with SA has been to a night club and can shed some light on what I'm going to be walking into that'd be great.",2.972902315076226,3.505860000000002,4.9231507622812005,85.83499153020895,73.22360248447204,7.593675889328063,24.574251835121398,7.686295010490155,1.1026968944099376,584,16,128,7,11,202,89,161,0.14800000000000002,0.797,0.055,-0.9314,0,0,4,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,2,4,0,19,4,0,0,3,21,33,8,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,9,4,0,2,10,0,7,8,2,0,1,2,3,14,6,19,24,1,23,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,4,11,81,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256352349204094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092085035672715,0.0,0.0,0.09981882109091277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334582667482444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195417261299148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644008554399014,0.0,0.0,0.09428947021945712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345783349181787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142879700701227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458449653056573,0.0,0.3245277456528528,0.0,0.0,0.15738979283347687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845536242253336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974372471287435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404111466998625,0.0,0.0,0.4019025462595279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896953808119348,0.0,0.1491503929741889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992020294948803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290722653149166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429243854242727,0.0,0.11375862672097768,0.0,0.0,0.16127446469799547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552250293894228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474244769499538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324259412627093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969224451975542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LordofDescension,2018/11/24,"Started to not talk at all for some reason. I'm not really focused on what people say and I just zone out. I just grunt and nod when asked a question. I've tried comedy movies, but they don't do the trick anymore. I just feel empty. ",0.05149659863945644,2.295713367346938,2.0439795918367345,94.95399659863949,88.79591836734693,4.899319727891157,16.329931972789115,6.42735559955562,-0.3303496598639457,181,4,40,2,6,60,40,49,0.087,0.847,0.066,-0.2331,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,14,6,4,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607699608036792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34008326218259954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393705389875126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521978157475213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407514540935552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330454597950924,0.3740243036156997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892908143525452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25748389427012125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923909239473444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24698133839605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ace_Turnip,2018/11/24,"Social anxiety after socializing hi everyone, I'm just coming on here to see if anyone else deals with this and to look for ways to cope. 

​

In general, I'm relatively reserved (as in I don't talk to strangers, I'm very soft-spoken, etc.). I usually spend some time analyzing my environment to see if it's safe to bring out my chatty, witty and funnier side, which is my true personality, and most of the time, it isn't. But when I do behave like my real self, most people react positively, and some are surprised at my sense of humour (because I have a mean looking resting face). However, every time I come home from a social outing during which I bring out my sense of humour (it just comes out naturally), I go into full panic mode. My mind starts to race with all kinds of thoughts, I start to breathe heavily (as if I just came back from running.. not because I'm out of breath, but because my thoughts are so intense that I forget to focus on breathing properly). I get very tense and I pace back and forth to try to get rid of that tension. And at the same time, I'm also talking to myself/thinking out loud, telling myself that I said too many stupid things at the event (I didn't), and trying to get myself to breathe and calm down. 

​

I know that I always watch my words, and make sure to not say anything inappropriate. I know that I haven't done anything wrong; cheerfulness and humour are a big part of my personality. But for some reason, this is the way my mind works when it comes to social interactions. I don't know if this is what you would call ""anxiety"", or if it's just overthinking. Part of this may be the result of being bullied in high school and never having had to make an active effort to find friends. The good news is, I've found people here at university that I connect with beyond a superficial level, and I'm really glad about that. I just wish I could enjoy these moments with friends without my mind going into a frenzy afterwards. 

​

If anyone is currently dealing with or has dealt with something similar, please let me know what you do to cope!! 

​

TL,DR; Anxiety after hanging out with acquaintances, even though behaviour was socially acceptable. ",7.702856221792391,7.0277034302600505,7.865137545669462,72.91931818181818,63.16075650118203,10.622351171287342,34.593702987320015,9.910423181423305,3.2771522458628843,1753,65,320,31,22,572,221,423,0.063,0.7809999999999999,0.156,0.9902,2,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,0,2,0,2,18,21,1,2,12,0,27,5,5,5,4,90,63,31,0,9,19,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,1,3,22,33,0,1,11,0,1,11,9,4,0,0,9,8,39,17,64,48,12,55,0,0,5,0,22,24,0,14,19,219,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396827811007572,0.05615349629098695,0.2924828470793755,0.3280099770055396,0.0,0.0,0.15487909349240947,0.0,0.0,0.09437512049000492,0.06914705962481102,0.111069937610392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378465262430714,0.0,0.12341594204116108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891042998907722,0.07718564553081984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325317689971821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053881828309498864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914955640621116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690612865370869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637563044983146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526437808559408,0.044573658632951436,0.0,0.056859600454289484,0.06448546428896228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168069370943559,0.0,0.0,0.07399457057984192,0.10427854603261937,0.0,0.10577545551776656,0.0,0.07670734026813178,0.05660379094848805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713023316846269,0.06769364474912823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027595620765327,0.14835347083432246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900868546006607,0.0,0.03297009697802605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334195780657448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009443787454036,0.06841989254326307,0.0,0.07351169534048209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442391227924145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052049120822972514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917991103411325,0.0,0.14616084138084653,0.0,0.09357215382002823,0.11785179462681332,0.0,0.07407901683021385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681348430777381,0.04323305803892536,0.06938652415886587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419434073626634,0.05366732558543904,0.0,0.06829911635869193,0.10755470748138436,0.0,0.07040228779362794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34396578718259513,0.0,0.051953777555372484,0.0,0.0,0.09553343072940736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360445968496692,0.0,0.0,0.10848487497834318,0.05898546345781421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483449058381039,0.0432421021537046,0.06630434311158466,0.1071521917237644,0.1574057830919942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163670081190532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743259479937135,0.1113655160028828,0.0,0.10713399149787976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760520751386264,0.06505379234576135,0.0,0.04913038261040836,0.0,0.0,0.04793989454052858,0.07378500273718125,0.3280099770055396,0.0
socialanxiety,jjcab,2018/11/24,"My friend invited me to go out this week but I kinda don’t feel like going... I used to talk to this person a lot but I would honestly get so annoyed by them, I hung out with them everyday but then we just fell off. They have an s/o now and idk if they’re coming out with us but I just don’t feel like going out, don’t really feel like meeting their friend but I also just don’t feel like going out in general, and I haven’t been out in a while. I’m probably gunna end up going cause my other friend is going too but idk :/ ",0.2465203761755497,1.871607413793104,2.8658307210031384,93.298605015674,82.6206896551724,6.287147335423198,16.579937304075234,7.348242739294969,-0.06266206896551729,404,7,97,6,11,141,66,116,0.08199999999999999,0.708,0.21,0.9515,0,0,0,1,0,0,11.0,2,0,4,0,7,9,1,0,3,0,9,0,0,2,0,32,23,13,0,2,10,0,4,4,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,12,0,0,4,0,0,8,5,1,0,0,1,4,16,8,16,21,1,24,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,3,10,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210909376316772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555058794614338,0.0,0.1304353729777624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411363949121216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062510646668491,0.43269940788636296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509613616410832,0.0,0.07911097367815173,0.0,0.5163346366557157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29590567619989605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873231390677506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221456022581873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325693433821584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700386445423403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170608077572055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214024539510126,0.13077871493640233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214604101010477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075647951568152,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,atoish,2018/11/24,Accidentally hurting yourself and acting like nothing happened so you don’t draw attention to yourself I was out with my friends and I was helping my friend buckle her baby carrier strap on when I pinched my finger while doing so and it hurt like a bitch. I couldn’t express my pain bc I’m too paranoid about what other people would think of me lol.. If someone stabbed me I’d probably end up dying bc I’m more worried about what other people think of me than scream for help. ,2.5108510638297865,5.071429872340428,3.641957446808512,85.69400000000002,80.06382978723406,5.4621276595744686,27.48510638297872,6.742157984588678,1.4306161702127658,384,17,70,4,10,124,68,94,0.23399999999999999,0.621,0.146,-0.8676,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,6,9,1,0,1,1,6,2,1,0,0,11,11,8,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,2,13,4,11,7,1,8,0,2,0,0,7,3,1,1,5,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434314820664333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914563273532745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340141171701833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911522968305587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897791106030592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628140936253761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121272311729167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20741430420800025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23001275663859996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997205229552455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330603597212616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831542753230423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27701714542384315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195240994845641,0.0,0.1535560492680579,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rasmu_27,2018/11/24,"Anybody with SA want to talk? Had kind of a bad day today and really want to just make some more friends and try talking to people. If you wanna, pm me for my snap",1.359333333333332,2.8306070285714284,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,78.71428571428572,5.80952380952381,20.238095238095237,6.42735559955562,0.0308095238095234,126,3,29,1,3,42,31,35,0.095,0.754,0.151,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,4,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,7,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713804859166535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961283617103094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25111183135210474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384612604361386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169552621326089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22532990536670894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082179468768276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224820764434971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080836378728237,0.0,0.0,0.2206691657624796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834137710695583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Soniphex,2018/11/24,"My Experience With Workplace Ostracism And How It's Affected My Social Life This will be my first serious post on here so I apologize if it's a bit of a rant. 

I'm 25 years old, in the US Navy as an electronics technician just over 4 years in, 6 year contract, stationed in San Diego. I joined with the intention of serving my country proud, and to make a respectable human being out of myself. From the time I stepped into the recruiters office I have been hounded with the fact that I am of small stature and look young, nothing new to me so I brushed it off. When I went to bootcamp it turned into something else, it grew into this huge deal and I felt like I was absolutely nothing. It was so repetitive, day in and day out being reminded by other recruits that I am worthless and I look like a gremlin. I expect the RDCs (recruit divisional commanders) to do that for them, but the RDCs left me alone because I did what I was told without question, I was a good recruit.

So I took on a ""you **** with me you're dead"" persona without actually threatening or hurting anyone, because truthfully I don't want to hurt anyone. Walking around for the past few years with a crazy look in my eye, just so people will think twice before they speak to me disrespectfully. It worked, but it also left me with no social life.

After realizing that it was working I started to have conversations with shipmates trying to lower the walls I built around myself, and at this point I feel like almost every single one of them is either just putting up with my existence or they are playing mind games with me. I still feel like nothing.

Constantly being cut off when I'm talking. Being blatently ignored when asking questions. I'm constantly disagreed with and have all my ideas brutally shot down in front of people. In some cases they talk about me behind my back.

Hell, even today I asked one of my higher ups if I could go grab a bite to eat at mcdonalds. Not even a yes or no, she just gave me a pissed off look that it was a huge inconvenience that I had asked, and gave me the shallowest head nod I have ever seen in my life. Like I'm not even worthy of a definite answer, I was unsure so I had to question weather it was a yes or no and she completely ignored me so I just left anyway, feeling a lot of pain from it.  

As for people messing with me in subtle/non-reportable ways, before my previous paragraph someone offered to get me food today, multiple times. So I said sure I'll pay you if you get me mcdonalds. It was mentioned a lot of times so I'm sure he didn't forget, and he seemed very enthusiastic and sure of the deal.

He leaves to get food for us about 15 minutes after we confirmed the agreement for like the 3rd time, he comes back with 3 sandwiches for everyone else plus the higher up I mentioned and nothing for me. I don't think he owes me food but its common courtesy to at least tell me he's not getting anything for me after our agreement so I can go get something on my own. Then he starts acting like he's expecting me to say something about it, like he did it intentionally just to set me off. Other people start acting the same way like they were in on it. They all tried to gaslight me and I wasn't going to reward it or question it. I just requested to go get food in a respectful way like I said earlier.

I'm so fed up with this, I want to be a brick wall to everyone here at work now. I feel like I'm a horrible person and it makes me feel so awkward, and silenced when ever I meet anyone new. I wouldn't wish this pain upon anybody. This isn't just today this has been happening for me for about 4 years. I've grown to hate myself and I feel like it will be this way for years to come, and that scares me, I don't want it to be this way. I want to say something but none of what they are doing is actually reportable minus talking about me being skinny and young looking which isn't what is actually hurting me anymore.

I'm not really asking for an answer to this I just needed to post it somewhere, if you have advice or any relatable stories it is appreciated but not required.",3.7181563456557565,5.086382218978105,4.9550977160348495,83.15105721685897,72.30900243309003,7.59033042932266,27.856604662114435,8.103011114424296,1.8075148104544383,3232,120,637,47,62,1071,334,822,0.136,0.746,0.11699999999999999,-0.9478,3,1,4,0,0,0,73.0,4,4,8,7,46,41,5,2,35,2,54,16,4,6,9,128,117,56,1,14,32,0,8,12,0,4,5,5,0,2,47,43,8,3,18,2,2,16,19,17,0,4,28,21,101,24,117,75,13,113,1,4,7,0,61,46,2,19,55,452,148,10,0.0,0.0,0.14644659996162224,0.0,0.0,0.048882198291964295,0.0,0.0,0.05009111778888622,0.05180906154968407,0.0,0.040003621876742654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034017565273275784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960968054439799,0.10493238158220966,0.0,0.04116492077973103,0.0890627005611757,0.18706016385390195,0.0,0.0,0.07692967323737439,0.0,0.06098748934088938,0.0,0.08513230258812572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054612497152839536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861813021190004,0.052448487415437145,0.1081148511495211,0.0,0.039939541545579535,0.0,0.0,0.06452179154426098,0.10314366946147384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051186333110129316,0.08357611109912334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911977080195344,0.0904978931751463,0.04214679504868996,0.09559883028694316,0.0,0.04893239460729245,0.0,0.0,0.15175972739859614,0.1429466468583059,0.04803022103307796,0.0,0.0,0.04254980080694912,0.2419535336608216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681068488946126,0.0,0.11371759643686265,0.041957177979164685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04423544665929741,0.0,0.0,0.0493876609617807,0.051338346428363775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065295963890955,0.05647022663921875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052967461094251087,0.16305141373408732,0.0,0.1059988268524431,0.2932663421408475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003490298578864,0.0,0.0,0.08505605637490085,0.0,0.0,0.06678189395962811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050509281722271794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037091649541573436,0.0,0.09662564647204287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199485524992135,0.0,0.05249104763113718,0.0,0.06779417714701297,0.0,0.10645665467743576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775290838835485,0.13871945486101994,0.04367842364852465,0.0,0.0,0.04728819566282669,0.0,0.0958170039873526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028724175179268,0.22415021636472746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03204621245904732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516724355009347,0.07956108569841966,0.05008205862327069,0.0,0.0,0.04553934147622047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198492722649784,0.04238458711095901,0.1540415477517709,0.0,0.0,0.10622026605218954,0.0,0.03994867892786274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414391292819609,0.0,0.0,0.12062052199797113,0.04372257665101019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410583269616385,0.0,0.0,0.11667597426735606,0.0,0.14224874266389362,0.047799415143471566,0.0555777365373041,0.06792508595206158,0.05441099528679486,0.0,0.0,0.12034376226378599,0.0,0.0,0.04127446852390791,0.11802017406970218,0.1985308701755304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637210830643903,0.0,0.0,0.05752433625395045,0.09644136895900388,0.0,0.1092526934765889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932802242595717
socialanxiety,365-fresh,2018/11/24,"Haven’t started a project because I’m too scared to talk to my partner It’s due on Monday and I still haven’t asked them about it... I was waiting for them to ask me about it but each time they passed me in the halls, they never even spoke to me.

I was always too scared to nervous to ask them about it. I would always attempt to but instead find myself being so nervous that I would want to cry...why am I like this??

I even added them on Snapchat so hopefully they can message me about it but they still haven’t even told me anything.

I’m not sure if they started without me or not. I don’t know if they still are partners with me even. We don’t even have a plan, I don’t even know if we are presenting a power point or what. I don’t know what I’m going to say or do. We just never spoke about it at all!!

I did some research for the project and probably going to try to finish it. 

I don’t know what to do!! Do I message them? But if they wanted to work together, they would’ve asked me right? So should I still message them? But what if their silence means they don’t want to work with me? But what if they thought that way for me too?

Once I finish it, I’m going to be so anxious to ask them about the project...



",0.9088295165394378,2.562117255725191,2.269026717557253,98.23855279898224,80.64122137404581,4.97735368956743,21.222010178117046,5.46131890053228,-0.238397455470738,939,27,226,4,24,302,104,262,0.077,0.879,0.044000000000000004,-0.8484,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,0,18,5,25,7,0,4,6,0,25,0,0,0,4,47,53,21,0,13,19,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,0,2,16,8,0,1,7,0,0,4,14,4,0,0,7,3,48,3,32,41,3,26,0,0,0,0,36,7,0,11,15,170,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272429108517054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172539055783456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541087154758488,0.0,0.4851512927744602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326982439705353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113165215155802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486278502941416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695987575089714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308754662914253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281625345917753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070687493819437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305845853619452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009951453721502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053366800457444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811572399438348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190388854438378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863665851436502,0.0,0.08253850052494274,0.2078251188092648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692712998816118,0.0,0.33154942798611536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782147091974186,0.0,0.0,0.08342300284828955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823981923485329,0.06052116985820405,0.0,0.0,0.099176425692988,0.0,0.07046704671379789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365526526995546,0.08238419668788327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365492913436592,0.0,0.0,0.10005049469312424,0.0,0.15112167661211226,0.0,0.0,0.2211897258267345,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,liluglee,2018/11/24,"Wondering if it’s possible to make entering and leaving a large group of people any more awkward.... ....nope, I got the rambling, nervous, jittery, mumbo jumbo down pat. JUST SAY BYE YOU FREAK! 

Happy weekend everyone—enjoy all those anxiety-inducing interactions! ",5.653255813953488,9.200884558139538,6.698883720930233,62.35251162790698,75.51162790697674,9.951627906976746,38.83255813953488,9.888512548439397,5.732920000000003,208,13,25,7,5,69,43,43,0.14,0.777,0.08199999999999999,-0.3853,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,1,3,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25062896969562865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947658448620287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923319779867154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902448659920536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460122754665997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555085421991514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154886145962528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930884790882676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996804718992171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,idontknowerightnowo,2018/11/24,"I normally have alright conversation, but this time i didn't and it broke me Normally my conversations with people are fine, especially over text, but today I had a conversation with this girl and I felt like it wasn't as good as usual and I just broke into a panic attack and had difficulty breathing, what can I do now or in the future to help myself",4.719565217391307,6.085885594202902,6.551420289855077,72.67147826086958,69.86956521739131,9.577971014492757,26.84347826086957,9.888512548439397,2.622794782608696,282,9,52,7,5,98,50,69,0.184,0.61,0.205,-0.0806,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,1,3,1,8,1,1,0,0,14,9,9,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,1,9,4,8,4,0,8,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33179680110769394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800321186820355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24462426344723795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548851003821485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248667013086444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715150147887352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421913460560393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021951076406436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006490689932888,0.0,0.2764524496676952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212140031314552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blinks00,2018/11/24,"Going to birthday parties with social anxiety Before finding out about SA I’ve avoided my friends birthday parties because I new I would feel uncomfortable with a group of people.Now that I know about my SA I knew the reason why I never wanted to go.So my friend invited me to her birthday and I’m worried about not being able to talk or to hold conversations with people.I don’t want to be there and feel awkward and left out.

How can I to feel more relaxed once I get there and not overthink about it? And how can I make the conversations easier?",3.6383995922528034,5.491387926605505,4.830581039755352,82.0009378185525,73.40366972477064,7.046279306829766,28.624872579001018,7.793537801064563,1.8969502548419976,440,18,82,6,9,145,68,109,0.094,0.731,0.175,0.8794,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,4,1,29,17,8,0,3,3,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,2,7,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,3,13,3,17,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,55,15,0,0.21903457056863904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675608469610252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352144121325996,0.0,0.18638228689549996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332251380395921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001936293539153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33845113176517194,0.0,0.11443652280360128,0.0,0.24896478821563425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037567173563572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23798170180933026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462072766858812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689329638754911,0.2115449531459917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332646691405404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252040187007747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327816102083284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605169094100162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583845294228445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764463129011975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244023860352385,0.0,0.1555958745231205,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nuclearcowgirl,2018/11/24,"Found out what my coworkers think about me today. At work today, several colleagues were having a discussion about Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs and who in the office would be which dwarf. Apparently it was decided that I’m “Grumpy”. I guess it was especially funny because they even took a sneaky photo of me while I was working, photoshopped it onto Grumpy’s face, and sent it to each other over email. 

I’m not grumpy. I’m just very socially anxious and quiet. That hurt. ",4.984333868378812,6.91102261797753,5.411268057784913,78.91202247191012,70.01123595505618,8.681219903691815,26.19743178170145,9.23628265651192,2.277233065810594,379,12,67,8,7,121,67,89,0.086,0.877,0.036000000000000004,-0.5244,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,0,0,13,15,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,2,6,0,9,6,1,10,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,1,3,46,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780696354389269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004546686607548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625740234745289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698812577512301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711524192491099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634993787846198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780696354389269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509100831068814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771742204323638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46662639031458103,0.0,0.2734720683282328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030923707878146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358387631654379,0.0,0.0,0.17485173484585173,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThsoulfulTI,2018/11/24,SocialIt's taken me three weeks to try and ask someone to hangout Its hard to form meaningful relationships with social anxiety. Im really interested in hanging out with this peron but then the overthinking from my anxiety blocks me from asking or getting to know the person. The person is pretty awesome ive attempted to ask 3 times and have backed out of each attempt. Its been a vicious anxiety cycle for 3 weeks when it could be easy. I also have symptoms of paranoia but it happens rarely. ,5.670885093167706,7.576470902173913,6.466149068322983,72.11239130434784,68.23913043478261,9.170186335403725,33.79503105590062,9.606745405546679,3.6547683229813663,401,19,63,9,7,132,68,92,0.14,0.6829999999999999,0.177,0.7812,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,14,14,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,5,1,15,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,6,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555163503265697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177065876405505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104583926607161,0.0,0.0,0.13995282423086972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453184812196607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509160464926683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094896625857444,0.0,0.16304330954168994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659974196670285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002677034953364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31784451904280914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516744589810336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659890782864392,0.0,0.0,0.19540834743699653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553411178917972,0.15421468519006246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917587579339887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061302578799441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357140249098555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919914838832631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YBOXES,2018/11/24,"Can someone help me with my type of anxiety  Well I'm just afraid of dissapointing people.   Now, when people come up to me Im flattered because I think ""wow, this person wants to talk to me,"" that also makes me think this person has certain expectations of me which is when the anxiety comes in.  Im afraid of disappointing people so I talk less. In my head im like, ""Wow im totally gonna ruin this person's expectations, they chose to talk to me thinking im a normal person and if I be myself I will not meet their expectations and be rejected. Alright, ill be silent and awkward so they can walk away and not have to face the rejection while being myself!"" ( rejection is  them walking away from the conversation or showing signs of getting bored.)  How do I fix this?  This is my anxiety. ",3.001753246753246,5.143389824675328,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,76.07792207792205,7.776623376623378,25.935064935064936,8.634040054169528,2.029135064935065,619,23,118,13,14,210,88,154,0.163,0.731,0.106,-0.8615,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,4,0,9,16,0,3,4,1,13,3,2,2,2,25,23,13,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,7,7,0,0,3,1,0,4,2,9,1,0,0,0,20,7,18,17,2,13,0,5,0,0,15,5,0,2,5,82,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934225781820032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681057229774957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195163864943177,0.0,0.0,0.07121365796112833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126376206250496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061034717114686186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989316111716812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830338024533988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.630939486194196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057073369217292315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797964805297795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446083841494102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242969170836246,0.4080181500308906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898297247398928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816914973706641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224564622627144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890469176173858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503708307499447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Educational_Egg,2018/11/24,"Having to give a talk at my church, around 200 people will be listening. I have to give a talk at my church this upcoming Sunday on a certain topic, I have had this said topic for 4 weeks to prepare and be ready to give it, but I've found every reason to not prepare for this talk. It's a simple topic to talk about, but I have a feeling I am going to freeze up. The week prior my wife gave a talk on ""Gratitude"" in front of the same crowd and before she even got up to speak I felt as if I was going to explode from anxiety. My heart was pounding.

​

Does anybody have any recommendations to get over my social anxiety when it comes to public speaking?",6.2504126984127,5.182692348148152,7.052910052910054,78.84666666666669,66.25925925925927,9.492063492063492,30.396825396825395,8.418075326091056,2.1073492063492067,517,15,105,6,7,173,82,135,0.033,0.9159999999999999,0.051,0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,0,12,1,1,1,1,14,26,7,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,7,12,1,26,15,1,18,2,0,0,0,18,9,0,1,5,73,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708202370599614,0.1761623681466847,0.0985890206573603,0.0,0.22181331706320914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290598600294903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336436001583875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488445464324892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686994970733742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575563930617917,0.0,0.12214899021480413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330449616867787,0.0,0.13920021658127665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589592963280116,0.0,0.0,0.07574426000051973,0.41722413118417023,0.16478702067820858,0.0,0.11595098524914725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717979014199046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050848062614652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490600319524614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379058916311547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477853282017728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5826332680106008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325828757939881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761623681466847,0.0
socialanxiety,stressball-,2018/11/24,"Feeling guilty. Today I was supposed to go see some friends at a house warming (since they got a new place), and I bailed because of stomach issues... and anxiety.

I believe I may have stressed myself out so much that my body had a bad reaction and went into  overdrive.😣

The thing is, I do have severe anxiety. Plus I heard about 20+ other people were attending this meet up, they're either strangers or acquaintances. I'm just really bad with people.

Now, I feel horribly guilty. I blame myself for disappointing my close friends...",3.50181818181818,6.155404282828282,4.123525252525255,83.13195454545458,76.87878787878788,7.192323232323233,28.081818181818186,8.238735603445708,2.2578557575757583,420,18,74,8,10,133,78,99,0.282,0.659,0.057999999999999996,-0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,4,0,8,2,2,0,0,15,16,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,6,5,13,3,10,9,3,12,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,3,3,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012022931393604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287480174719869,0.12000704521999915,0.0,0.0,0.22179938204526287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186725774821827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908166593207155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041947413496707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188288684609404,0.0,0.1574508830723584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271557186888403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547585885575026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471838853644398,0.0,0.0,0.19013339376486946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272962735018488,0.0,0.20568197035494296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261167268652974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568758755660288,0.0,0.0,0.22240135614502088,0.0,0.16284871954025268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550813308537485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078832401844398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660495212863992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824957793350728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,doublehelix-,2018/11/24,"Recommendation for manga readers in this sub Hello, if anyone in this sub enjoys reading manga, I would recommend reading “Komi Can’t Communicate.” It’s an ongoing series and it’s about a girl who doesn’t ever speak to her classmates and they see her as a goddess. In reality she has crippling social anxiety and doesn’t know how to talk to people. She has a goal to make 100 friends and throughout the story she slowly makes friends one by one. I find the manga to be quite funny because many of the situations she finds herself in, I have been in myself. ",4.845817757009346,6.440648850467291,6.1683060747663525,74.66124415887852,69.8411214953271,7.966822429906544,30.197429906542048,8.472884824447931,2.486440186915888,445,18,76,7,8,150,73,107,0.016,0.8420000000000001,0.142,0.9259,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,3,1,13,13,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,12,3,15,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,16,5,0,1,1,57,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076102046625232,0.0,0.0,0.1469388831102205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810297592110634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900889765362746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841390483453928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32471636606839804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549067803430615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805480089878171,0.213054935254745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28480056931388914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568869105697055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351600721728715,0.4204054902790081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745905603622366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362127701562984,0.0,0.2142172569817958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890729549169575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492816014142852,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Aushwitstic,2018/11/24,"I met a guy at a pizza play that was very understanding I have a nervous tick where I rock from side to side, and when I was at the cash register he was saying ""Hey dude you're making me sea sick!"" It was hard to stop and he kept saying it when I started again. Later he asked my age when I told him 15 he asked if my parents were there and I pointed to my stepdad's direction but we couldn't see him. He told me I did a good job and gave me a high five. 10/10 would go again",0.7217190775681352,1.98919549056604,2.6957861635220115,96.71263102725368,79.94339622641509,5.843186582809224,19.32494758909853,6.42735559955562,-0.2482083857442343,366,8,93,3,9,123,69,106,0.047,0.892,0.061,0.5204,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,6,0,9,2,0,1,0,13,21,9,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,5,1,2,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,11,4,17,2,6,8,0,17,0,0,1,0,19,7,0,1,9,55,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054631897893445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324457125590695,0.18188898018156516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147220724179795,0.0,0.0,0.19426086820515295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22912084468842284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519665812641264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475342685037287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407935285570375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049995280428319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34490605509764943,0.0,0.0,0.17280658883182193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349217779805124,0.0,0.0,0.1813017807414294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41443144141098864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257553098671325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892935962179748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404866673901532,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GizzyMcFizzy,2018/11/24,"[success story] Normally care too much I've been so scared of what people think of me and my appearance. This week I bought a N64 Hoodie, it's pretty sweet. When I went to college last week I began to wear it but I was extremely self concious. Worrying if people would think I was a nerd or some shit. I think it's safe to say that I rocked the hoodie like a champ. Actually received multiple compliments about my hoodie! moral of the story: wear what you want, people are usually quite nice.",1.9698863636363624,4.573384625000003,3.424053030303032,86.0580681818182,82.95833333333334,6.824242424242425,21.227272727272727,8.00094639256281,1.2973249999999998,388,12,74,8,11,127,67,96,0.12300000000000001,0.634,0.243,0.9065,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,4,11,1,1,5,0,5,3,3,0,0,13,14,6,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,6,2,11,8,7,7,2,9,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,7,44,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.19560552978871507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043671663554713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338953188874686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097927364374953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735023215363632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963936663253174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168902388393127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392475589359044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319806627220486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940201058969342,0.2006805404662499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091079833399289,0.0,0.20575404280596304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853114320622449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076198916082054,0.0,0.11822772949684501,0.0,0.3215699810790098,0.0,0.0,0.1858146412769787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356175671642932,0.0,0.14239046745589026,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yourGrandmasAnus,2018/11/24,"no longer have severe socialanxiety. and its not that type of confidence most of you say that just goes away yes it feels great i prayed to god why cant i have just depression and no social anxiety. atleast i wont make a fool of myself everytime.
but nowi honestly feel like i have a script. in the sea of plays. i have a charachter i cant stick with. the feeling is awesome. the best part is people are starting to like my charachter. the only downside is. my charachter acts like he sucks at art when in reality i love expressing myself through art and films but im afraid. 
but nevertheless i can make even strangers laugh when talking to them ive made friends and overall i just love talking to people. i just feel so right im even just starting to be popular i love life

thanks for reading",1.8911111111111083,4.4762328917197465,2.5428768577494694,92.36665782024063,83.14012738853503,6.036659589525832,25.282731776362358,7.3871296695380915,1.2352663835810334,632,26,131,10,18,196,95,157,0.061,0.557,0.381,0.9968,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,10,18,1,1,7,1,14,4,0,3,0,22,28,10,0,0,9,0,4,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,5,18,14,16,25,3,10,1,1,0,3,12,5,1,1,7,81,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613074131675552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262620214694374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931043708026574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074979765491918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053211457484446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070295542081973,0.10844983221039704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728450155341663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673660266408035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279518368083255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722466728481532,0.22249340083966995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110309925450832,0.14364197192566722,0.2026626116467977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154548729894122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439049143069429,0.0,0.21048554736520173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151846514466435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296410109803532,0.0,0.12072177395001665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714969304501483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474652240939346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489733470739966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440309147375268,0.0,0.13976204770307876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698079214374725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jayjasper71,2018/11/24,"I don't know how to approach people A month ago I discovered this group of around 15-20 people that gathers every Friday at a local coffee shop to play and exchange You-Gi-Oh cards. I have a huge collection of cards so I would like to join the group but I'm too scared (really bad social anxiety). Every Friday I drive by the coffee shop thinking ""I'll just go inside"" but then I chicken out. I thought today was going to be the day I finally entered the place. I parked my car near the coffee shop and walked over but as I approached the front door I kept walking. I don't know how to approach people without seeming like a weirdo.",2.264973958333332,4.3476201328125015,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,78.140625,5.8291666666666675,23.166666666666664,6.816661863887847,0.8075291666666664,499,16,97,5,12,164,83,128,0.07200000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.113,0.2275,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,10,0,6,0,0,2,0,18,15,10,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,5,4,4,11,3,2,0,0,3,0,13,3,15,10,0,25,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,8,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829401408849528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787730718491771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371866429743688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723155929521546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309564257426784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477618730163925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260751527244088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457681827360455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268380382276089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016500746928036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472759638809215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292260306259696,0.0,0.2156193120422365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220994449239806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066186822891857,0.0,0.0,0.1878772356167065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037465168321126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322376020759044,0.0,0.16383973240202726,0.0,0.0,0.1956206046267335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893939187251825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466038046734537,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EverythingIcing,2018/11/24,"Having an ""all or nothing"" personality doesn't go well with social anxiety. I think it's better not to try at all, than to try and end up failing. I want everything to be perfect but it never is. When i fall for someone, i fall hard and can't take the pain of not being loved back. I don't even try anymore. I have no balance in my life. Why am i like this? ",0.14275974025974136,2.0482990389610443,2.875438311688317,91.59030032467535,84.58441558441558,5.4084415584415595,21.313311688311693,6.6274283507984215,0.3287155844155847,274,9,63,3,8,96,60,77,0.16699999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.152,-0.0703,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,4,13,14,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,2,1,0,0,1,8,5,10,12,2,10,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714426469269045,0.0,0.2222557465081667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232586227500635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820605435522987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984939105952763,0.0,0.0,0.1480217732477363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141457211521446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736621668310344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075749853103125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582946992909025,0.1094882576057926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022669752266952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284655100101035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21503847339386506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384676034642134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568319222726835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845073667649224,0.189886690367942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850195476927804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435998936604968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564655683903084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218519854915414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150075889319707,0.0,0.20222336753377626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,99999999922999999999,2018/11/24,"I started locking myself in the bathroom during breaks again It's the only place I can somewhat relax. Even then I worry that people will hear me make sounds if I move too much or they will notice I stay in there for an hour. I used to have a secluded spot on the top floor, but that building is on the other side of campus now.

I just have the idea that everyone is judging me if I'm alone during lunch. For some reason I don't really care during lectures though. I also can't really do what I want on my phone as I feel like everyone behind me is looking along and I constantly have to think if what I'm doing isn't weird.",4.4829198473282466,4.520328083969467,5.748921755725192,83.0113215648855,69.68702290076337,8.38206106870229,25.53530534351145,8.07648339933343,1.3911442748091605,493,12,102,6,8,166,88,131,0.067,0.85,0.08199999999999999,-0.0364,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,0,7,0,14,1,0,3,0,17,25,10,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,7,2,1,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,18,3,13,23,3,18,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,6,7,77,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006940052847277,0.0,0.15496299026069113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756804763293306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940354697557587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279875451007183,0.0,0.0,0.3703234835169206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979792164456748,0.1384339642617494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184001891918188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908308108475022,0.0,0.0,0.21875007237281735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466940572903013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272344902207242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293473127901065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595374392540056,0.14244801747760782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206158199398289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737575370567355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434022048572433,0.0,0.2024551904167414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248276364799384,0.1992345067137896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371559980614582,0.20653995717994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416415141555708,0.19038441906346013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673606722795241,0.0,0.0,0.11429439527550045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196789433275412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RainSteele,2018/11/24,"I feel like everyone hates me and I want to die No matter what I say..someone has something disrespectful to say back. No matter what I do..someone has something disrespectful to say as well. No matter what I do, it seems I’m doing something wrong..can never do no right. I try hard to just mind my own business anyways...",2.585238095238097,4.807432841269844,4.051031746031747,84.72035714285717,77.73015873015873,6.104761904761905,26.37301587301588,7.1686216300943375,1.3693301587301592,251,10,48,3,6,83,38,63,0.225,0.607,0.168,-0.7725,0,0,3,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,10,2,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,4,8,2,5,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530372311979485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655557143716485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017603581563955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063255399848044,0.14218284131225234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782864818536948,0.19649507324988835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723311156823636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009575837069405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534996386386638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996547542848464,0.0,0.4748158059434026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118404607268904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372649113906884,0.4596553767615256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512428488953965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173895579238754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894654823249245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176015863098169,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anonymous12-,2018/11/24,"I can’t deal with my extreme social anxiety. I want to commit suicide. My anxiety has gotten so bad that everything is such a hurdle...people can’t even ask me a question without me blushing. I act like such a fucking weirdo because I want to distract others from my red face. I hate family gathering, group gatherings (unless I’m drinking), dates, and even eating my lunch gives me anxiety bc I’m afraid ppl will talk to me while I’m eating lunch and I don’t like eating in front of other people. I literally see no reason to stay alive. I can no longer deal with this huge weight on my shoulders from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep. I don’t care about anything at this point. I want to die. ",1.9641071428571413,4.107077513888889,3.745039682539684,86.53250000000001,79.41666666666667,6.336507936507938,22.785714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.0431047619047624,558,18,110,8,14,187,89,144,0.207,0.665,0.129,-0.9308,0,0,1,0,0,3,17.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,2,5,0,8,12,4,1,1,12,22,5,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,7,0,2,1,0,3,7,5,0,0,1,3,21,3,19,20,0,14,0,0,2,1,10,6,1,1,6,68,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297717938367754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824621303362935,0.0,0.13433255528129934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997675749418532,0.08759326533843173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650349670921706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29628013563959005,0.0,0.0,0.14912953477441504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076338491760484,0.0,0.4410981438592396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981432592097214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914103917916392,0.0,0.13545996104658142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284087160547808,0.0,0.13784239026288525,0.08166343381235464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418660298307888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404012352893705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923578013396426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583531687678588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096784430621494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477392333852301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450386240627132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379570014850634,0.14647582459312633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315647595633405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157175646603673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549412841675713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542596654075816,0.0,0.0,0.17497805693363386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851389050645627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mystikell,2018/12/26,"Does anyone exercise to help manage their social anxiety? I would really like to start exercising again. I feel like it would help in many aspects of my life. I am curious if any of you have noticed a difference in your social anxiety once you started exercising? And if so, what type of exercise was helpful for you?",4.667118644067799,6.905397745762715,6.412000000000003,70.10884745762712,71.54237288135593,10.82169491525424,32.13898305084746,10.793553405168565,4.35982440677966,253,12,42,9,5,87,43,59,0.051,0.701,0.248,0.9221,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,2,8,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,5,30,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039888438229867,0.0,0.3158804301854751,0.0,0.0,0.1443606089125733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570522787173715,0.0,0.0,0.18067325632997555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439163928869503,0.14749401951514166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151544145712969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582776982383328,0.2017304243297262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931655076031092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350544118640477,0.0,0.21987160297753006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226262496402053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209169554429837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922648291201915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933244410663594,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reddituser1103,2018/12/26,"Not sure if my social anxiety is mild, moderate, or severe I had social anxiety for a while and it progressively got worse but I'm not sure how bad my anxiety classifies as. How do I know how bad my SA is?

",3.2622480620155048,4.013482511627911,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,72.72093023255816,11.314728682170546,28.286821705426355,11.20814326018867,3.445719379844961,160,6,34,6,3,59,30,43,0.25,0.599,0.151,0.0067,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,2,12,7,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262064382843198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828862469005767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337989732787935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600885912770313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25902641547403915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467453696128164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432196178775612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336606685653793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayy5442,2018/12/26,"Why did I talk to someone while drunk? Vent post

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUUUUUUUUUUCK

I don't remember much of the conversation but I'm so afraid of having said something wrong. It's not even the morning after and I'm already incredibly anxious.

What if I weirded them out

I probably ruined our friendship. what if I managed to do that in one conversation? Can't remember much so what if I did? No way of knowing

Fuck",1.3083333333333336,3.988616037037042,4.086944444444448,77.78375000000003,92.33333333333331,6.156790123456791,26.503086419753085,7.492282038375204,1.9848345679012345,333,16,62,7,12,117,54,81,0.33399999999999996,0.625,0.040999999999999995,-0.9791,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,0,3,9,5,1,2,0,6,6,0,0,0,10,15,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,9,0,1,3,1,8,0,8,12,2,6,0,1,0,5,6,2,5,3,2,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462758403483292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877210579404892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045195045409264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7314759839976506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696745871937102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326569542041046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723108642457556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155522004834018,0.0,0.1706151594946668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585220724791682,0.0,0.15052748403124958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408069881014695,0.12182493552599535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719154911975844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560772499132822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427917374415807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301635461756654,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DrPooTash,2018/12/26,"What has helped with your social anxiety? I’m new to this sub so I apologise if this has been asked a thousand times already, but I think having time off for the holidays has given me time to really think about how bad my social anxiety has become. 

Like most of you on this sub, I struggle in social situations. I constantly feel like people are judging me and it weighs pretty heavy on me. I’m lonely as hell but too afraid to make new friends or talk to anyone. I’m 26 and I feel like I have 0 friends because I’m so bad at making them. I don’t know anyone who is in to the same things I am and I struggle talking to people about anything different. Where do you make new friends in your mid twenties? I’m in a constant state of worry and as the years go on I feel like it’s just getting worse. 

I’ve just found this sub and after a skim through some of the top posts I feel I’ve finally found people that understand exactly how I feel. I was hoping some of you would have some insights into things that help with these feelings. Literally anything you feel has worked would be greatly appreciated. I already exercise quite regularly and I don’t feel as though it helps anxiety and depression. I’m getting desperate and I hate feeling like this.",3.0123439211391023,5.033621232931728,4.273086893026655,84.58559967141292,75.6265060240964,7.418838992332969,26.98083242059145,8.296473431620573,1.8867975903614465,993,39,195,18,22,326,130,249,0.174,0.63,0.19699999999999998,0.708,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,6,1,3,11,19,2,3,7,0,19,2,0,5,1,47,50,20,0,4,6,0,9,5,3,2,1,0,0,0,15,11,1,0,16,2,0,1,2,9,0,1,5,9,27,10,30,42,5,27,1,2,0,0,20,13,1,7,16,125,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132755698834866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895119064752748,0.0,0.0,0.12123032338067337,0.0,0.1426757855721635,0.0,0.08104277659710182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447638591268503,0.05284498176460595,0.09574150127975084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736063409808207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466535167008444,0.0,0.0,0.09057184895094662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944943518901429,0.24772336189527694,0.0,0.09496387123295527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010064672199986,0.20092777299086584,0.0,0.09058314388776473,0.0,0.049267516788822685,0.0,0.0,0.09557523958653837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558771876421639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743179954369428,0.0,0.0,0.08610201741019373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047642162337146264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117600220156313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735973069219116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25117514662396023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029829908767425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302436914805097,0.08819416528400706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220472233814024,0.0,0.0,0.055535373937344236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744238525078633,0.0,0.2651064182733424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125291988325404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935512248622062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518501409825975,0.1110939832560832,0.08517177954556181,0.0,0.1516476526373142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024659995733272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311082985379407,0.08803717399921568,0.08834378456133908,0.12316315757391105,0.0,0.0,0.055825055470887966
socialanxiety,blackmidianxiety,2018/12/26,"Funny thoughts when you're anxious I was waiting for my girlfriend to finish going to the bathroom at her parents house who I had only just met, and I was standing in her kitchen/livng room and thought to myself, ""Wait, I should sit on the couch. That's what people do right, they wait on couches?"" And sat down. Then I reflected on that and started laughing at myself hahah like this alien trying to not arouse suspicion among humans.

Anyways I'm on a bus home and remembered it haha anyone have some thoughts they remember that made them laugh while trying to be normal",9.300277777777776,7.709895138888887,8.130296296296297,75.24433333333333,60.574074074074076,10.121481481481483,38.266666666666666,8.238735603445708,3.192631111111111,457,18,80,4,5,140,81,108,0.018000000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.157,0.937,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,7,1,1,1,0,20,19,8,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,7,5,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,0,13,4,15,8,1,19,0,0,0,1,10,11,0,1,6,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371595409772473,0.0,0.14678694382983173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930724950403145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057548171245466,0.0,0.0,0.2422293951277607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025605000141995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863949773060452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056854357973328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966014441124188,0.0,0.0,0.2331008441001305,0.0,0.0,0.1455380445132414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756163147584368,0.17927785981489708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148588529026925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499979528485964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285055450737206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stkohi,2018/12/26,"Did a particular event trigger your social anxiety originally or did it just start on its own? Just wondering because looking back, in the second half of my first year of college/uni I had one lecturer who was really strict and called people out to answer questions, and if they didn’t know the answer, made them pick someone else and it made me really embarrassed and I didn’t want to pick anyone else so I didn’t say anything. Also I had a bad cold but I didn’t want to lose participation grades so I went to all the classes but I was trying not to cough and it was embarrassing. And the start of that semester was when my dad who was strict/ somewhat emotionally abusive moved away for work. It was that semester that I started getting social anxiety (although I have always been really shy) and it has never really gone away (it has been 4 years)",3.5659349593495966,5.872912341463415,5.006926829268295,78.63888617886181,74.97560975609754,8.275772357723577,26.78699186991869,9.029198982220553,2.444577723577235,680,26,123,16,15,227,99,164,0.124,0.86,0.016,-0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,3,7,4,0,2,6,0,19,1,0,6,2,31,32,16,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,4,0,4,20,3,15,0,14,12,3,19,0,1,1,0,11,5,0,5,11,94,27,4,0.0,0.16591437567680353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198310371152463,0.11651738797544313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142473590866628,0.0,0.0,0.09791324900216487,0.1434787734661214,0.11523395574422605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631283224413066,0.10767554501912603,0.11692041553574944,0.08536187504483064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298777167826465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339566238741059,0.15751653879070912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119110683811345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316065548246806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695762535039527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759115410383318,0.15665937912227892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26500229646458395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488312753062904,0.0,0.0,0.10800089051061317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488893773022536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708017906710507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686727693977395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588309423001934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135863320850256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28548886692824466,0.11864819712677355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973449530704503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507216581814296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518836011425425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981056139871835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185813925296596,0.10194456676988332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803513313980689
socialanxiety,pepsiyay,2018/12/26,"35/f who thinks too much I am 35 years old. Lately I have been thinking about the past a lot. Like when I was 19 and on the first day of college I just started randomly talking to this guy. I wasn't flirting. I was just nervous and excited. I ended up in his room and sat on his bed, never thinking anything of it. Then I overheard someone saying I was the girl who was on John's bed. And it freaked me out. Because I wasn't meaning to come off flirty or sexual. I didn't think of him that way. It was all so quick. So, he ended up asking me out. And it threw me off. I just didn't see it coming. And I remember just saying No. And we never spoke again. I think he hated me after that. I never regretted it. And he is married now with kids. But I think now that I am 35....I can see my mistake. That there I was shy, quiet and wanting friends. But, I judged him. I thought he was weird. He went to the seminary to be a priest but quit. I guess I thought that was weird. And I thought people wouldn't want to be my friend. It is so stupid. Because I ended up making 1 friend in college who isn't my friend now. Who is to say he and I would have still been friends or who knows. But, what really hits me - is that I didn't get to have that experience. That I stop myself from having life experiences. He isn't the only guy where that happened. I am not sure why I was like that and why I still am. It is like I am afraid of people. I don't trust them. Or, I dunno. But he was a good guy. I mean, not perfect. But, I usually can't just babble to people. That is one of the rare moments I did. But also, sometimes when I am not interested in someone it is easier. I dunno. It is so confusing. I think too much. ",-0.9652049180327856,1.1072226502732256,1.6662636612021866,96.69726434426231,92.98907103825137,4.470765027322405,18.007513661202182,6.1021074209460044,-0.2911928961748629,1294,38,305,13,48,443,157,366,0.113,0.777,0.11,0.5642,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,1,0,1,3,24,25,2,3,9,0,45,1,0,1,6,70,76,30,0,6,18,0,0,3,5,2,1,5,3,5,28,18,0,1,14,0,0,4,17,10,0,2,25,7,54,15,30,46,4,47,1,1,2,0,35,15,0,9,30,225,82,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134355615341614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341464845979602,0.0,0.08340205635065838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876676076616043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369809728843667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753496611307106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370485559972399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453474853566164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758844814737167,0.0,0.0,0.34462848199921625,0.0,0.046610079196233486,0.0,0.0,0.07482758167294101,0.0,0.0,0.09827811173381623,0.265004510907714,0.0788907085071669,0.0,0.0,0.08807930876781861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902909888766053,0.0,0.10063608253900604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301373809805046,0.13075480898266206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584565158709798,0.0,0.0,0.059550330422833225,0.0,0.0,0.19435809138692364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311635522360524,0.0,0.20641955816687835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361397364874327,0.0,0.06045299721941571,0.0678504612131241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516384620349128,0.18554705961266152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488894348318004,0.0,0.0,0.057152094005906824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106087037515578,0.0,0.0,0.2128371326966762,0.0,0.0,0.14218232601587866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117966967626406,0.0,0.08823387915938265,0.0,0.06314537834494571,0.0,0.14249113878369848,0.07458601281032383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840821404730892,0.0,0.0,0.07170598211441527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001483493380213,0.0,0.2124753283293683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825544986871453,0.0,0.10524020727324393,0.07081307951662819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827012894758947,0.1610016049325984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337431316902638,0.0,0.0,0.057450208614004086
socialanxiety,timidtinkerer,2018/12/26,"Does Anyone Else run away from group interactions? So I just needed to go to a group seminar to keep getting unemployment, but I couldn't get through the door. I got right up to it, they were like ""just walk through this door into this room"" and I saw all the people and I couldn't do it, I said ""no thank you"" and walked out the door to my car, probably costing me thousands of dollars . Same thing happened every time I signed up for collage and I'm trying collage again in January but this giant costly failure is making me feel like I'll just rack up more debt and have nothing to show for it...  again.",3.742966023875113,5.031955123966942,4.378953168044081,87.61368227731865,72.14049586776859,7.03067033976125,26.66758494031221,7.3871296695380915,1.2391094582185491,474,16,98,5,9,151,82,121,0.11599999999999999,0.8059999999999999,0.078,-0.5775,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,21,19,8,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,7,7,0,1,1,1,4,5,3,0,0,1,4,3,12,3,19,13,3,18,1,0,1,0,6,10,0,0,5,66,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847262809397934,0.24687410833444745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263734502705899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085044285620969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012765774077917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300448404560809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182778913502758,0.17212940069343494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517650681152878,0.0,0.1369331995760466,0.0,0.19270376196880126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130646948415313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416080265005666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354247118334407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083101824469812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865584248787805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23119086803868955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703922165740506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25977681276665504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576361503305196,0.2291915334559934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182752172586453,0.0,0.0,0.1600715192455679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049553429448414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358417065309508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rosetintedmuse,2018/12/26,"Fuck people who invalidate your triggers “Triggered” has become a meme, but what people don’t know is how certain things can actually trigger horrible physical and emotional reactions in people.

For me, those things are: needles, driving, parties, alcohol, words like “complain,” “whiplash,” and “smitten” (these words were used before certain traumatizing events in my life, and now they sometimes trigger panic attacks when I hear them).

No one gets it, though. They just say, why can’t you just get over it? The more you do it, then less you’ll be scared. It’s not scary. You’re fine.

I was talking to this one friend who I’ll be traveling with for 10 days in a foreign country. She was telling me how we need to go to bars and clubs and get wasted. I said I’d prefer to go shopping and try cool food, because alcohol and crowded public places make me uncomfortable. She said that that’s “not what you do” in a foreign country, and she’s not sticking with me if I chose to be a loser.

Later, I told her about how I had to have my blood taken at the doctor and I passed out because, obviously, needles. She called me a coward and a weak and asked how I expect to live my life with all these “invalid” fears. Then excuses her treatment of me with claiming that it’s “tough love.”

My roommate asked me about how college was going and I admitted that I still had trouble making friends. She said “you always complain about things not working out but then you don’t take action. It’s your fault you’re not making friends.” Well see, I would take action if I didn’t have a crippling anxiety disorder that makes it impossible🤦🏻‍♀️

Anyway, don’t waste your time trying to make people understand you. If you have someone who does, never let them go. I’m in the process of trying to cut toxic people out of my life, but it’s hard when you have no one else...

",4.268064582688538,5.755427454039001,4.8139399566697625,84.23118126483033,71.11699164345404,7.324089549159187,29.173733622201592,7.793537801064563,1.836330155782524,1452,57,279,18,27,463,189,359,0.21,0.69,0.099,-0.9924,0,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,1,12,4,2,17,23,3,3,10,1,27,12,1,15,5,62,58,29,0,7,13,0,1,1,3,2,7,5,0,0,25,20,4,0,4,4,1,9,13,13,1,3,12,8,48,10,31,40,3,32,0,1,1,2,48,11,1,3,13,189,73,3,0.0,0.0,0.09302913623640756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375932579477235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932288547254868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292782228867474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782429104410387,0.108452578958679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622557552234487,0.10528540947539236,0.08111951295897557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734343374741956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614804973692916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925738766491716,0.09757514170430144,0.08342464977784182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963667399161535,0.10723435002817804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727368475453837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527441530758355,0.0,0.22095708309930365,0.08813181410456278,0.14941926857703405,0.0,0.2167148252163052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539769677163296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744477129580177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239132980903486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974822302247023,0.20200494869951516,0.046573827087353706,0.0,0.08417886743559977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603979399880195,0.0,0.31817033886022217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068660083621711,0.07352501131172097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379590817225006,0.0,0.0,0.11185018617787597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33045196341929106,0.0,0.09960042485526208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720443431601215,0.07581090051760589,0.0954427891644796,0.0,0.07596632718440993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077350098334668,0.0,0.09428462623719903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613132217651819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335383678423347,0.07662330826933833,0.08332334532053705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000069791044244,0.0,0.09366205423288992,0.0,0.055588172285040656,0.0,0.0,0.09109269121784863,0.0,0.194170123065472,0.0,0.0,0.09924275369890492,0.0,0.08233522701389076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571386290985969,0.0,0.08602124427306793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694019779789463,0.0,0.0,0.0677202848509858,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kkou_78,2018/12/26,Boxing day dread... I’m currently at my boyfriends family for boxing day and I hate it... Theres 13 people crowded in the kitchen and I’m sat in the corner not knowing how to talk to them and also being ignored... i feel so awkward and anxious... and my phone is almost dead I could cry,0.060517241379312026,2.4210749655172417,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,92.44827586206895,4.279310344827587,21.04310344827585,5.985473137389443,0.3127172413793109,220,8,44,2,8,74,43,58,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.9129,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,12,9,8,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,6,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170682363408239,0.0,0.0,0.25321610687869656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35771196062450955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25281048930650235,0.0,0.3478130911032753,0.4084119411491375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984990843486083,0.0,0.1601022005426051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126154745467609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740165224930348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195176252819757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25450244717099463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coolfoxx2,2018/12/26,"I started homeschooling and now I feel dumb. I'm in 10th grade, I had to start homeschooling 2 years ago because my anxiety attacks got too bad, and now I feel even less normal than I did in public schooling and I feel like I wasn't good enough.",5.178133333333335,5.237781079999999,5.541999999999998,85.01433333333334,68.2,9.066666666666668,30.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.207066666666667,194,7,41,3,3,62,36,50,0.27399999999999997,0.6759999999999999,0.05,-0.8835,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,10,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,8,2,4,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,7,24,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366243649428885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042067824525067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036804267946381,0.0,0.0,0.22288201788202847,0.16272288182527173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758182341633182,0.0,0.17630998231567335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40491550733111537,0.19070050739445435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389486721985932,0.21349464435608276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041238689894155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26154249081240233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701554318557795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778800753413077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189927219092646
socialanxiety,wukong-the-great,2018/12/26,"Why do I hate being in pictures or taking pictures of myself??? I would like to know if it has anything to do with social anxiety or if someone can tell me what's wrong with me
I'm a guy and I think I'm ugly, I'm not that ugly because if I was my friends would tell me and they would make fun of me for sure but they don't, thank god

I get so nervous and anxious when I hear the phrase ""let's take a picture together"" if it's one of my best friends I just tell them to fuck off but if it's someone that I'm not really close to I can't say or do anything other than take a pic with them, and I feel so nervous and anxious and cringy.

I've always hated being in pictures for some reason, if someone wanted to take a photo with me I would try everything and anything to escape that situation, for example if I was sitting with my friends and they wanted to take a pic with all of us in it I would go to the bathroom and stay in the bathroom till they take it or i would walk away and act like I was talking to someone on the phone and many other excuses
I've had the same profile picture for 3 years and it's with my friends (before that I had a random picture for like 5 years)

Idk what's wrong but there is something wrong clearly, the hardest thing I can do in life is taking a selfie and posting it as my profile picture, that is my ultimate fear and idk why, all my friends and people around me take pics and selfies without any problem and I really need to know what's wrong.
",3.0565966628308416,3.742192363924055,4.500425776754894,88.37995972382052,73.14556962025316,6.884695051783661,28.287686996547755,6.782984794422108,1.255239240506329,1161,44,254,9,22,388,133,316,0.168,0.7020000000000001,0.13,-0.8992,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,6,1,6,23,3,3,13,0,26,2,0,2,4,67,53,36,0,17,18,0,1,3,5,6,1,2,0,1,18,26,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,11,0,1,5,3,38,12,39,39,5,20,0,0,0,1,22,10,1,13,7,178,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518606873413976,0.0,0.0,0.0532746325996666,0.0,0.059930725011079676,0.1770062821009337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934041439694754,0.06974018588064941,0.0,0.0,0.07360403975144411,0.0,0.0,0.047756005782760236,0.0,0.06666250371405989,0.0,0.08221414836240931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040792679669541,0.0,0.0,0.08815551459223915,0.03961161268517408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026306872306691,0.07242508208898454,0.04092998993351958,0.0,0.04452305097104045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757000310401044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469122916699535,0.0,0.0,0.08829611032286395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610843656681216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010907976845827,0.055334633849647326,0.11482050894803256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229329078121996,0.07942557654817782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058088930996931125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308595501896768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431185280882403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502911574093735,0.0,0.0,0.07496184992680238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037462594701456,0.08054769572324674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622999849601778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880586757367235,0.0,0.07985888297778529,0.2655126300880575,0.06031080410689054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350118611491897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383555708333624,0.0,0.471222044041936,0.06296760650759246,0.20542071621068356,0.07212595694220461,0.0,0.0,0.05204634400165573,0.0501978118796588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318846262697841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942346941757986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241521787938672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138131028329734,0.0,0.0,0.07551802219567051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339076068673461,0.34261476685622433,0.0,0.10089819630427936
socialanxiety,Nileke,2018/12/26,"True Robbery Story During a robbery in Guangzhou, China, the bank robber shouted to everyone in the bank: ""Don't move. The money belongs to the State. Your life belongs to you.""

Everyone in the bank laid down quietly. This is called ""Mind Changing Concept” Changing the conventional way of thinking.

When a lady lay on the table provocatively, the robber shouted at her: ""Please be civilized! This is a robbery and not a rape!""

This is called ""Being Professional” Focus only on what you are trained to do!

When the bank robbers returned home, the younger robber (MBA-trained) told the older robber (who has only completed Year 6 in primary school): ""Big brother, let's count how much we got.""

The older robber rebutted and said: ""You are very stupid. There is so much money it will take us a long time to count. Tonight, the TV news will tell us how much we robbed from the bank!""

This is called ""Experience.” Nowadays, experience is more important than paper qualifications!

After the robbers had left, the bank manager told the bank supervisor to call the police quickly. But the supervisor said to him: ""Wait! Let us take out $10 million from the bank for ourselves and add it to the $70 million that we have previously embezzled from the bank”.

This is called ""Swim with the tide.” Converting an unfavorable situation to your advantage!

The supervisor says: ""It will be good if there is a robbery every month.""

This is called ""Killing Boredom.” Personal Happiness is more important than your job.

The next day, the TV news reported that $100 million was taken from the bank. The robbers counted and counted and counted, but they could only count $20 million. The robbers were very angry and complained: ""We risked our lives and only took $20 million. The bank manager took $80 million with a snap of his fingers. It looks like it is better to be educated than to be a thief!""

This is called ""Knowledge is worth as much as gold!""

The bank manager was smiling and happy because his losses in the share market are now covered by this robbery.

This is called ""Seizing the opportunity.” Daring to take risks!

So who are the real robbers here?",4.5694241417497246,7.078665204134368,5.126420081210782,78.00269767441864,72.66925064599482,7.730350682908822,31.21218161683278,8.591530228387361,2.7966225027685487,1682,78,283,32,35,538,191,387,0.081,0.82,0.098,0.7923,1,0,0,0,0,0,81.0,8,6,1,4,11,17,3,2,43,0,37,3,1,3,1,32,51,19,1,2,4,1,1,1,0,3,1,6,1,1,19,16,0,1,2,3,16,4,2,8,0,6,12,8,19,9,38,28,6,33,1,1,1,1,39,12,0,1,16,191,38,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763501607883875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911079751712959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6383388180631523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532906200170486,0.0,0.08193105072354784,0.0,0.0,0.062390523835831185,0.0,0.0,0.050395525555529175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583852791821089,0.1493372449678318,0.0,0.1528769542137356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554232250778083,0.06249779196737735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636854486204433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838341958248325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754449310474233,0.0,0.08645323163767424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490218566507696,0.1598122472884467,0.05519444371321657,0.0381765371724509,0.0,0.06900136541844556,0.0691537600151391,0.06562012038188601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890177060815294,0.0,0.062372694048527626,0.08305323879689723,0.2297752686835861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310556326323894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377239361052555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823112199835507,0.0,0.0857771313685288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894340956824115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866305288773693,0.062142148126650865,0.0,0.07908450364131323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783557933386331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626057662843786,0.0,0.06830009447143304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500706358669819,0.0,0.0,0.045565590339143404,0.0,0.0,0.1493372449678318,0.17363865292319552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819878525437163,0.0,0.0,0.12895169111109406,0.0,0.06202597480343714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050321285506410886
socialanxiety,OhGodPleaseJustNo,2018/12/26,"How did you spend Xmas Day? I sent a ""Merry Xmas"" text to the WhatsApp group chat that includes my mum and sis and that was the only communication I had with family all day. I spent the rest of the day with music blasting while I cleaned my apartment and PC. Was supposed to workout that night but said fuck it, showered and went to bed around 10:30.

Couldn't have asked for a better Xmas. How was yours?",2.947660714285714,4.9092185875,3.1746428571428598,92.65750000000004,75.625,5.571428571428572,22.67857142857143,6.1826913282559595,0.2401071428571431,317,9,67,2,7,97,57,80,0.057999999999999996,0.862,0.08,0.1803,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,6,0,7,1,0,2,1,12,13,8,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,7,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,9,1,8,1,8,3,2,9,0,0,0,1,9,2,1,0,5,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266495264963454,0.2798626563996403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647609806344049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791903397885555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822114449836987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27675494691589586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809305534244857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22767796315726904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847614054584302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27751117386228336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,byodiftera,2018/12/26,"Something idk I hate my anxiety but I'm also too scared to change it. And I wanna go to a therapist or at least reach for my close ones' help, but I'm too anxious to do that, like just thinking about it freaks me out. Does anybody else ever feel that way?",0.33999999999999986,2.4711741111111145,2.123703703703704,95.86666666666667,85.66666666666667,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.06257777777777829,198,6,45,2,6,65,43,54,0.21100000000000002,0.6579999999999999,0.131,-0.4404,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,7,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,5,1,8,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254130699680051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563143609892674,0.3184353167836679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29818337757957625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24666823268682225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354680263313005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549695123744049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252303685495946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019444815019782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27829040855938797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893297180888866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377085027949444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910038751459584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28220321198347154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169989650458188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32727531097288604,0.0,0.1806123029987284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237370059519706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,clemd69,2018/12/26,"Excited for NYE for the first time - wait, hear me out you lot! So I’ve been of legal drinking age for over a decade at this point. It’s been a struggle that I don’t have to explain to you lot every New Years because people be either asking you what you’re doing or inviting you some place you definitely don’t want to be.


Now I’ve embraced the fact that I don’t enjoy loud parties/clubs/pubs at this point but there is still there kind of vague shame of staying in alone on this night. 


Well this year I’ve saved up some money. I’ve booked a night on a house boat (docked of course, I’m not out here looking to die) and am gonna watch movies on my laptop, have a few drinks and smokes on the roof watching the river, then turn in when I feel, stress free, no expectations of others or feeling ashamed at my perceived lack of social skills. 


And you know what? For the first time ever- I’m flipping excited for New Years Eve! 


I guess the point of this post is to let anyone struggling with social anxiety know that for me, as I got older and started accepting I’m not a social butterfly and that loads of other people are like me, it chilled my social anxiety out a lot. Calmed me down. Which in turn made my social anxiety in certain situations less pronounced. This is who I am, I can’t always be chatting dumb small talk with you but I’m still going to live my life and do my thing and not dread days of the year because I sometimes struggle with loud venues and groups of people. Ok any people. 


Cheers y’all. ",4.498311688311689,5.0337310389610375,4.8595064935064975,87.65140259740261,69.77922077922078,7.458701298701298,26.114285714285717,7.1686216300943375,1.0423150649350652,1192,33,252,10,20,377,167,308,0.124,0.731,0.145,0.6065,0,2,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,8,0,3,10,21,1,7,14,1,20,3,0,1,3,44,42,16,1,3,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,19,14,2,1,7,4,2,1,8,8,1,2,4,8,26,14,43,33,9,48,0,0,3,0,20,22,1,8,24,160,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362130174688113,0.0,0.0,0.07521535392220273,0.0,0.0,0.061471268690891735,0.0,0.2074543278982132,0.0,0.0,0.0632058425384779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450652994453815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020713310725698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829688798379187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381508056359852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771041305322375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176687929661074,0.07616115210142076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141221507607766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537788032233277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137320138358351,0.0,0.07229663223854968,0.0,0.09957958539065262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188102023722556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430296187912354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413182201494152,0.0993567591639148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243436372488087,0.06384821404296406,0.044162121272039334,0.0,0.07981988135227361,0.0,0.07590850110632562,0.0,0.0,0.2305501725302787,0.0,0.08553333483145469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460688409056407,0.0,0.16965797817198516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25067228691745336,0.0,0.09444287309597277,0.0,0.25635568196710856,0.0,0.08657281539619736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016070548520332,0.0,0.460728362950047,0.0,0.0,0.08940233943340023,0.0,0.06398159757033642,0.0963483668906703,0.14437811504105566,0.0,0.10354644093664947,0.28349945445101404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265556737926303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005400019453881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541936358970863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664622580388014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331693915263749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127539103497916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328440322453021
socialanxiety,whattheelf,2018/12/26,"I'm so bad at making friends, how do others with SA do it? I feel so alone, many days are so painful to endure. The only person in the world I have in the world is my mom. I'm genuinely afraid what my life will become when she's gone. My mom is the only person who loves me, the only person who calls to see if I'm okay, I would be an empty shell without her. I don't think I would be able to live without her. I'm 23 and I feel that my social anxiety makes it that my potential for a happy future is nearly impossible. 

​

What I would like to know is how other people with social anxiety have managed to combat their symptoms and find friends, or even a significant other.",4.137973395931142,4.394090809859153,5.604178403755871,82.98534428794993,70.47887323943662,8.001251956181534,25.63693270735525,7.793537801064563,1.3032557120500776,533,14,111,6,9,181,84,142,0.11800000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.132,0.4677,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,1,8,1,16,4,0,4,0,20,29,10,0,4,4,2,2,1,2,4,3,0,0,3,11,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,3,17,6,14,22,0,10,0,0,1,1,17,6,0,2,4,77,28,1,0.1325891085679601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373223296934506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366024373824035,0.1611102795112023,0.0,0.0,0.20286061028428054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070636740348193,0.0,0.14643425341610186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538830419892836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550900620305801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757385573147296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408207429783933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211840431768842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487603275620306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114357155504914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286750656420136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365160850733416,0.0647763411117402,0.0,0.11707861201058528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966684710700093,0.0,0.1770085190808292,0.13442454540442686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105735229550605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025199752799693,0.14108415974353622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192059335533788,0.34731508620365004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056563531589089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703157976897403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378108512650614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495774705679338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556223384122811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825624956779293,0.0,0.1611102795112023,0.0
socialanxiety,lonelysweetpotato,2018/12/26,"Cousins talking shit about me This was a rough one. Usually even though i'm feeling panicked I can still act somewhat normal. Not today though, today I was a mess and the stupidest things kept coming out of my mouth. I overheard my cousins talking shit about me which obviously makes it even worse. 

At least the holiday are over now. What a relief.

​",3.247727272727275,6.270390666666671,3.182045454545456,86.94306818181818,81.72727272727273,5.724242424242425,27.946969696969692,7.1686216300943375,1.754551515151515,288,13,50,4,8,87,50,66,0.251,0.654,0.095,-0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,5,0,4,3,3,1,1,10,9,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,2,7,1,6,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,1,5,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120022441198627,0.2368541657902421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790988697464734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25749111238889993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855950207395613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011337715958965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098427103143772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320856420407286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400173657453661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556666701160238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313345280511638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949893735311022,0.0,0.3830239560231217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695305859577965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146814016980053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986443516460595,0.0,0.0,0.2368541657902421,0.0
socialanxiety,basketball_is_life,2018/12/26,"Jury duty and social anxiety I was summoned to appear for jury duty in a few weeks, which is something I'd been hoping wouldn't happen for a while. I mean, just the thought of having to go to jury duty made me extremely anxious and that was before I even got the summons. Well, I ended up deferring my summons for later next year because I knew I wouldn't be fit to serve for a jury right now. I'm just way too anxious at the moment to be of any assistance to them. But I'm hoping that by late next year I'll have worked on and improved my anxiety to the point where I'll be able to go, as that'd be a big milestone for me.

Anyways, my question to you fine folks is: have you ever gone to jury duty and, if so, how did it go?",6.741318681318681,4.129484487179493,8.002710622710628,77.38038461538464,66.30769230769229,10.196336996336997,33.18315018315018,7.957251820313856,2.3693765567765563,564,17,120,5,7,197,90,156,0.078,0.8390000000000001,0.083,0.4222,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,1,11,4,0,0,8,0,16,0,0,2,1,24,31,10,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,4,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,9,0,14,4,23,15,1,27,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,5,12,84,19,5,0.1630674710090104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089147210797552,0.0,0.2494923379731945,0.3684396538598555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940441678954752,0.0,0.1387584073419166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444293783243209,0.0,0.0,0.10770452667550452,0.14750386331655155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780250049972941,0.0,0.13041995306287854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420002607467475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239255853351924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394721001725392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542983838752262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762828079603518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468482107564139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415146816813527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826728872740123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925872925617064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622675112283325,0.0,0.12553730593856188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945735716788734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943536832094935,0.13080288916520574,0.0,0.14661724005308555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871506101876587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100202099055124
socialanxiety,YUNGDARKGODESS,2018/12/26,"my severe social anxiety. hello. first time posting here but i feel like i just really need to get some shit off my chest. so for starters, i’m a 16 year old female from lexington and for like the past uh three years? i have been struggling with the absolute worst anxiety ever. and before someone tries to say “stop self diagnosing yourself” i was actually told by my doctor that i do indeed have anxiety after finally building up the courage to actually tell him about it, but he doesn’t wanna put me on medication for it “yet”? 🤷‍♀️ but anyway now that that is out of the way, let’s talk about what i have to go through everyday. 


every single time i go out i’m a literal nervous wreck. and it’s mostly the worst around the opposite gender and i can’t wrap my head around why. they just intimidate me really bad for some reason and i just can’t stand it. i also have this thing where when i’m at a restaurant crowded or not i have to have someone else to order for me and i hate this too because i feel like it makes everyone else around me who doesn’t know i have anxiety think that i’m just “slow” or something... not that there’s anything wrong w that it’s just i don’t wanna be seen as something i’m not 😅 


anyway, my anxiety causes me to not be able to properly do the average normal person things. i hate this. i feel like everyone thinks i have serious problems or i’m just super weird which is also why i have zero rl friends? it’s like the simplest things you could imagine and i just can’t do it. one of the worst things about having anxiety (at least for me) is i can never eat in public. i feel the whole world is staring at me and silently judging me and i start sweating extremely bad + my heart beats really fast and i just wanna curl up and die. and what really doesn’t help any at all is when my family loves to tell me how useless and pathetic i am for not being able to do things right. constantly getting yelled at for being “sick in the head” and just all this stuff that really makes everything 10x worse for me... including that i have bipolar and OCD. i have so many things i wanna say to people because i know everyone has to leave this world sooner or later and what hurts me is that i can’t even do that.


all of this really triggers my suicidal tendencies and i don’t know what to do at this point? i just wish i was normal so that people would like me and stop taking me as a useless retarded waste of space. any advice? wanna be socially awkward pals? feel free to send me a dm i’m usually free. 🤷‍♀️",2.2177061469265382,4.029939892720306,4.094272863568218,85.92040479760122,77.27586206896551,7.6042645343994675,23.60836248542395,8.456263369488248,1.5018584374479418,1992,64,414,40,46,675,235,522,0.22699999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.9977,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,3,34,30,3,3,16,0,47,13,6,6,5,85,79,35,2,12,22,0,5,6,2,1,5,3,0,2,39,24,1,2,12,0,2,4,15,18,1,4,5,10,58,14,59,66,12,56,0,3,2,1,23,23,1,7,31,294,97,1,0.14031031420990808,0.0,0.1369226266627165,0.0,0.0,0.06855480757768523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122061075809432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541582510842747,0.0,0.3220110189730838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057731716690593925,0.1873588907413388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715325159953335,0.08553186522910754,0.0,0.0596968715248394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206867147421471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581280175429342,0.0,0.05601318437121671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712060077070727,0.07280997700406737,0.0,0.0,0.0718067760254615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178623997253959,0.11721126329610095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633681961877743,0.06345935605997438,0.059108745628038924,0.2011087771409784,0.06305093157528878,0.0,0.06613603846946046,0.0,0.17736277679440013,0.1503565747603271,0.0,0.07685154545148908,0.0,0.05967394079469529,0.0,0.0,0.0542017003518959,0.0,0.07330634808002114,0.0,0.0797415850179506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852738674821075,0.14399886190599526,0.0,0.0,0.08313419895328221,0.047023523000206895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510254666432478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156663188870657,0.0,0.0,0.0742841817691296,0.0,0.07173840129713174,0.0,0.20564559652570308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063317768327427,0.0,0.09365822426255928,0.07112631801710803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067394008638192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201916006055552,0.0541079820875887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374743172252329,0.0,0.0,0.07361603601397927,0.0,0.04753895008405338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669710356781695,0.09727350515700862,0.06125677717349025,0.0,0.0,0.06631929961492619,0.0,0.06718924782995164,0.0,0.0,0.06712901068851974,0.0,0.07052530987489174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696591404013954,0.07213118582880887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059912120846364735,0.0,0.11158039350336482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318712913171037,0.07925535865704572,0.07201326061153819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430286956424815,0.1188844739058756,0.10801773482052526,0.0,0.0,0.04965618128549844,0.0,0.0,0.11730570535946112,0.0,0.07334140252376861,0.08031087041089044,0.07673835523006138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274794722589797,0.05638805785084215,0.12263739904689745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796478144173695,0.08990518386353435,0.0,0.0,0.0818160725614548,0.0,0.0,0.0670362590469928,0.0,0.04763074656880565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726599410516663,0.0,0.0,0.055685898256139885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266082347011422,0.07832572752258453,0.08067496840811915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149409861269643,0.04983621075756863,0.07670365115320085,0.0,0.0903552420968282
socialanxiety,theiceboy99,2018/12/26,"social anxiety help!!! Hi, I want to start out with a little background. I was diagnosed with Adhd sometime in elementary school and I've stuttered as long as I remember. When I was younger I was always shy but I could be social with practically anyone once I got used to them. This behavior persisted until middle school, when family issues began to start and an unfortunate cancer diagnosis that left my mother dead. This was very hard on me. In addition to that my father began heavily drinking and doing drugs which eventually led to him leaving us. Middle school/High school was rough, my stutter, self -counsciousness, and lack of confidence left me quite shy. However, I always had friends, but beyond them I never felt I could branch off and meet new people on my own. I never even had a real girlfriend throughout high school just many flings. Now I'm 20 in college and things seemed to of only gotten worse. My stutter has worsened and my anxiety is through the fucking roof. I can barley even hold a normal conversation because I fear I will stutter or be judged. Im thinking my adhd/stutter could be causing this or possibly unresolved personal issues that have persisted until now. Anyone have any advice? ",5.00809090909091,7.648053627272731,5.756363636363638,73.38454545454547,71.81818181818181,8.4,29.63636363636364,9.120678840339163,3.086790909090909,978,41,150,22,20,318,135,220,0.21100000000000002,0.741,0.048,-0.9898,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,2,3,8,7,1,1,5,0,20,5,0,3,2,35,33,17,1,6,5,2,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,8,12,1,1,4,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,12,3,27,1,24,14,2,29,0,0,0,1,16,14,1,4,14,106,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361989089069153,0.09602668957911838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353427057880227,0.0,0.0,0.06682584447662297,0.0,0.1503500301562561,0.0,0.0,0.13742302358292102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990347111813616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094865974485684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353778323361622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974030180898738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626556711093599,0.1139600822554018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298106303798974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263865016181187,0.11057920853563068,0.0,0.0,0.09435302189177552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592187970849296,0.09084750162904777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859417261177798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802913539681917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586720035557671,0.2076518039444831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614667570975272,0.20513324286711815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405198869969418,0.21353768909984408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849069787484227,0.0,0.08696439314560618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996286781695771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515812116835006,0.09490818010815404,0.0,0.0,0.09628211391541937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046525804677598,0.0,0.07473750463840492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812689739811413,0.08580412861038607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107827940821679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045204811715528,0.0,0.1118508904752232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131887880171823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497264058012367,0.0,0.08945981073632213,0.10251531553572928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003444053402524,0.0,0.0,0.09718990608221967,0.0,0.13910968098287207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652851220198416,0.0629663876791869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820471977001408,0.08487229891124193,0.0,0.08108167625390827,0.0579612160227246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001438390216555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pandatreelottie,2018/12/26,"My social anxiety ruined my Christmas Wow, currently crying myself to sleep on Christmas night talking to a reddit sub without a friend in the world wondering how i got to become such a loser. 
I feel like a complete flop. I get so excited about Christmas and feeling festive, wrapping presents. I feel so proud of myself for conquering my fears and going shopping point blank! In the days running up to Christmas I get a little excited feeling in my stomach, I   imagine the nice gifts I can give and the thought behind them, the soup my mother in law makes, seeing my family and in my mind I’m going to have so much fun and I should be so grateful I have people to spend Christmas with... 
So when the day arrives...why couldn’t be further from the truth? 
I begin to get ready, I’m constantly clock watching, I begin to feel nervous...now I feel sick. 
I start getting really clumsy, dropping almost everything i pick up, walking into everything. I get frustrating and snap at my partner who’s just patiently waiting for me downstairs  - anyone on the outside would think he’s barking at me to hurry the f@@k up...but he’s not say a word. 
I’m quiet now, very quiet. I’m unplugging everything and re checking each window and door lock over and over to ensure our house doesn’t on the off chance get broken into and then burst into a ball of flames. 
I keep sighing and breathing heavy - I tell my partner it’s just my asthma when he asks. He doesnt realise I feel sick to my stomach like my guts are about to blow out any hole they can find and that I’m absolutely petrified to leave. 
In the car there I’m okay, paying attention to the road with partner and dog - good. Safe place. Dog = happiness. Good the dogs coming I can just sit with him..no need to socialise. 

I tried so so hard this year to be more outgoing and more “fun”. I don’t drink alcohol but this time I thought to myself “nope you need to be more fun else they’ll just think you’re a fucking idiot” 
I kindly remind them I’m driving but I’ll have one drink as we weren’t expecting to leave until evening - I’m handed a glass of Prosecco. 

My thought process: 
“I’m holding the glass like a weirdo” 
“Omg she just saw me take a sip I bet she thinks I’m an idiot” 
“I’m too scared to walk into the kitchen to put this down” 
“I want to go home” 
“Maybe I can go to the toilet and throw it down the sink” 
“Fuck what if someone’s in the toilet already I don’t want to try the door if it’s locked” 

One sip.... and I shakily hid the remaining glass and drink in the kitchen and ran into the living room where no one was. 
I sat in the quiet...no tv, no people. Time check 10:30am fuck still got hours here. 

Sat at a dinner table with my partners family, everyone’s laughing at joking, I smile along but nothing they’re saying is going in. My mind is full of racing thoughts of why I chose certain food and were people watching me eating and I was too scared to get up and get more water my god typing this out it’s almost laughable. 

Shortly after dinner I text my partner to tell him I want to go home I’m shattered... I had to text him as he was in the other room playing games with his family and I was too nervous to get up and walk in. He comes into the room and asks “you want to go?!” 
Yes...yes I want to go... 
he tells me that’s fine and if I’m okay with it he will stay for a little longer and helps me pack my car.

He tells me he will walk home, no way I tell him (can’t risk him getting murdered, kidnapped, ran over or whatever other morbid thought wants to disgrace my mind) 
I agree to pick him up at 8/9pm. 

Soon as I get home I lock the door and I’m at peace. Pjs straight on and I hide under the duvet cover. 

Pathetic. 


My partners told me he’s now staying at his mums house tonight as he’s having fun. Which begs me to believe I am just not fun at all. I know I’m not. I thought he’d want to spend Christmas night with me in our home but the reality of it is why would he? 
We’ve exchanged a few texts to each other tonight he’s having the time of his life and I just feel I guess jealous because I can’t bring myself to be like that if I’m totally open and honest. 
I wish he could see how much anxiety can tear you down and make see someone close as your comfort blanket.
No amount of love can push aside the fact that I am an absolute fucking loser who can’t relax. 


I don’t think my partner truly understands how I feel or what goes through my mind. He often calls me a square or a geek for continuously following rules and generally panicking about everything. 

I guess some of these personality traits are looked at as quite quirky by my loved ones...no one seems as concerned as myself anyway. What they don’t understand is it’s making me hate my life. I live every day never satisfied and feeling never good enough and I fear I will remain this way until the day I drop dead. 


I wish I could learn to have fun again :( ",1.7107144938394931,3.7415071188811235,3.2000390234765237,90.69167025682655,79.7092907092907,5.889115051615052,23.014495920745922,6.952445516363907,0.7090277139527141,3810,126,803,43,96,1249,410,1001,0.129,0.723,0.14800000000000002,0.8966,2,0,4,0,0,0,107.0,3,4,5,5,38,57,10,6,49,2,52,28,6,8,7,159,160,68,2,22,22,2,12,4,8,7,6,4,14,8,26,57,11,4,29,10,8,25,22,20,1,4,21,24,123,36,125,123,15,129,0,3,8,6,70,63,4,16,38,481,149,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526578706680596,0.0986796188112378,0.0,0.054373999899347665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03350734144325725,0.0,0.07538744681650872,0.0,0.0,0.034452839387376075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212723971177912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03003637404228911,0.054418176481138975,0.0,0.05551381745335957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031325977019852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488868303559748,0.051661821235397316,0.053246627197624366,0.0,0.07868098994763956,0.0,0.05412409587874323,0.12710807974859112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480639571460902,0.0,0.0504185977735686,0.04116128342227263,0.0,0.0,0.05091219843260219,0.0,0.03254436325623439,0.0,0.041514642247041836,0.047082479628797705,0.17713364341463325,0.0,0.13935064672022918,0.11089168647093364,0.24913918061792395,0.035200653441626616,0.0,0.0,0.04503464520393771,0.0,0.059581128166047936,0.0,0.038068210979306065,0.1822084422691431,0.2831742968750414,0.04726716805022056,0.2240239300670893,0.12398360763765537,0.07881626630470451,0.0,0.10855956740508864,0.0,0.0,0.0524520431994524,0.04413894534064257,0.04864690361100778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0330266649005507,0.0,0.24712426940263466,0.0,0.04852399679840418,0.1137088930049912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04379612178102911,0.0,0.0513102652361218,0.027079161736042547,0.0,0.0,0.10434602182783484,0.0,0.0,0.06960597866420036,0.09628922960817386,0.098769015746041,0.08701795409103717,0.0,0.04137692484932225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894164381479598,0.0,0.09867036508153257,0.0,0.04950136867395018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900680546957414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244267435981434,0.07307063606104199,0.07600477713436866,0.0,0.0,0.092478777878611,0.0,0.04727878905006337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355468701425285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247911854164074,0.04302329820306455,0.05147981590589596,0.0,0.04657892784451202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953299173767352,0.0,0.052407919089655516,0.0,0.0,0.031565556623537314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836776214515022,0.09866177223385744,0.0,0.11779264629192608,0.044856304432332655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930860173605574,0.05022763609317733,0.08349773541106953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034875695288716216,0.10503696102775456,0.03934949530601877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037047176946185006,0.03960378491897421,0.21533394480987614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628863984820038,0.0,0.2347036315692013,0.08619447798353241,0.0,0.0,0.047082479628797705,0.0,0.06690628883267967,0.0,0.0,0.10258989753985737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04065539960339372,0.2034375157793112,0.07822125540800509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338370269832292,0.0,0.11332307651494945,0.04749743041579694,0.05343448547226276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000427563014355,0.0,0.0,0.031730207695486234
socialanxiety,Cedricium,2018/12/26,"Uh-oh, I've been summoned I live with my girlfriend and her family. Christmas dinner is still being prepped and like usual, I've just been hanging out on my own in my room.

Unfortunately, my girlfriend just came into the room and told me she has a task for me—I am to hangout with the family. Anxiety just kicked in but luckily I'm a few beers in so it's not entirely phasing me quite yet. She's insisting I go out there however so it looks like there's no escaping.

Wish me luck everyone.",2.353255555555556,4.291364170000005,4.437333333333335,83.03922222222225,77.3,8.444444444444445,27.11111111111111,9.150863307647796,2.409677777777778,387,16,79,10,9,133,67,100,0.057,0.7659999999999999,0.177,0.9253,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,16,12,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,9,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,1,12,3,11,7,2,15,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,1,5,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200638083837996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020160930975325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252322149438477,0.0,0.0,0.4978675009374247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007227743164872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580142929393318,0.0,0.23317120709334535,0.0,0.2217452160006791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808619872308401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087991357322355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252322149438477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29082651669821824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30365777750736545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lennert88,2018/12/26,"My theory about a fix for social anxiety. (Men only) **My theory about a fix for social anxiety. (Men only)**  
**Its called Nofap, Intermittent Fasting and cutting out sugar from the diet. These things increase the androgen receptors. (Being more masculine)**  


**NoFap:**  
If you stop fapping your androgen receptors increase back to the baseline after 90 days + .....  
Androgen receptors utilize the testosterone in youre blood. And without watching porn and masturbating less you will have an increase in dopamine sensetivity.  
So if you have high testosterone it doesnt have much effect if you have low androgen receptors.  
For more info visit the subreddit: r/Nofap  
**Intermittent Fasting:**  
Is basically only eating in a certain time window.  
For example you fast until 4pm and eat until midnight.  
So your basically fasting 16h a day and eating 8h.  
While fasting there are happening certain healing processes in youre body like better insulin sensetivity, autophagy, loosing fat, maintaining muscle or increase it. Increase in HGH, testosterone, Androgen receptors ....  
For more info visit the subreddit: r/intermittentfasting  
**Keto diet:**  
Cutting out all sugar and if you want even all carbohydrates is very effective for loosing fat.  
The more belly fat you have the more estrogenes are produced which make you more feminim.  
With less sugar and less body fat you produce more testosterone and androgen receptors which make you look and **BEHAVE** more masculine, less **SHY** and **ANXIOUS**.

**My experience:**  
 **-faster and better bear growth**  
 **-reduce in brain fog**  
 **-way more confident**  
 **-better sleep**  
 **-increase in creativity**  
 **-more woman attraction (crazy)**  
 **-less anxiety**  
 **-deeper and louder voice**  
 **-faster muscle growth**  
 **-more positiv things happen in my life**  
 **-people respect me more**  
 **-people notice me**  
 **-more discipline**  


Thanks for reading this. Always remember you must stay strict at those things and the benefits or also called superpowers are no coincidence.

There are other people in those subreddits who experience other or same benefits.

These 3 things must become a habit and it will be easy to maintain it. You will notice that you have more willpower if everything is going right in youre life.  
I dont want force anyone to do these things but i made a huge progress against social anxiety.  


English is not my foreign language.  


​

​

  


  


  


  


  


​",3.222638546684813,2.3217126710182825,3.82430349722355,72.44827299304971,150.74934725848559,6.509682638914428,29.329036884492325,6.586124324921447,3.6252640532489977,1895,102,238,52,142,596,196,383,0.031,0.867,0.102,0.9670000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,167.0,0,18,0,8,9,15,2,0,16,0,24,23,9,7,7,50,34,29,0,9,11,0,0,1,0,5,9,1,1,3,22,17,12,2,5,1,0,11,5,3,0,0,1,6,27,12,32,26,29,46,0,1,2,1,29,17,0,8,17,177,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669130247277616,0.06962238591724837,0.2719779933382922,0.30501445206697997,0.0,0.0,0.25603753354352,0.09452632994689496,0.0,0.05850589450114588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433913838466421,0.0,0.0,0.092409918856117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220050999568795,0.0,0.18588300510128453,0.0,0.09340640091146936,0.17087835548338345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792393364738402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806377650143656,0.0,0.0,0.2568541706304429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055265026544485014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751996238807634,0.1636959043575959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755312135115222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798297740525304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840479722975925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820099930192918,0.040878252774113936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026399109802532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917312803691934,0.11170434856263092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061509059033159626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052383785489987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091056713717275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402433600768838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369533897816643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478485350352288,0.07145602516856768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373312337867096,0.25588132913533873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918396088512927,0.0,0.06995412043647292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703457665719096,0.0,0.0,0.27794210619173026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879022189129701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903873707923246,0.09870464792204137,0.06641549140830437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065749303670881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30501445206697997,0.0
socialanxiety,tinytiny94,2018/12/26,"Spending xmas in my gfs’ city. Very anxious about socializing with her friends. Help My gf and I are currently in a long distance relationship. We are spending this Christmas together, which means i came to her city last week and im leaving this one.
We have hung out once with her friends and it was fine. The place we went is somewhere i feel comfortable.
My gf friends are nice people but their preferred activities are not the ones im comfortable with.
I am more of the chill with a few of my close friends and have fun with each other.
They are more of the do drug and drink get wild type.
They are very unpredictable and it makes my anxiety go through the roof.
Everyday around 8pm i start getting anxious that soon they are going to call with plans. I feel like a bitch for saying not to this plans but idk anxiety is shitty? Idk how to act?
I feel extra bad cuz her friends go to school out of town. But then again they are gonna be here 2/3 weeks longer than i’ll be.
I try to explain to my gf but she doesnt fully get it, she tries her best and i try to control myself buti really hate feeling this way.

Advice on what to do? How to handle the anxiety?",1.2207029156816382,3.6436530340425537,2.265721040189128,94.32074074074076,84.61702127659575,5.694247438928291,21.895193065405834,7.093109894594671,0.6064720252167062,913,31,198,13,27,288,134,235,0.127,0.713,0.159,0.8202,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,5,4,7,15,2,0,9,0,19,2,0,5,0,40,37,15,0,1,6,0,4,1,8,1,1,1,0,0,11,22,1,1,7,1,2,6,3,3,0,2,3,5,31,12,30,31,6,26,0,0,0,0,29,9,1,0,11,128,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247156467191452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641469243747761,0.26005394841756424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246083069128582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610127997858277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078731694528475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752701884099148,0.1316404326310637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909119676236055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127513507385409,0.1334761077111245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327862301766849,0.08222539901299937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44461871179114093,0.0,0.1804004699364302,0.0,0.19623702158796646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363456836945568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714716728255469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486492610361586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381950717719052,0.0,0.1218712217152578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623063459827456,0.0,0.0,0.1018573212374572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682821525876413,0.0,0.0,0.12537449562691014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257466672809204,0.15598556214324252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979384460916691,0.0,0.12025198370244924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373415646223422,0.0,0.0,0.12357122319808353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152984223469912,0.0,0.11648442095606408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173270100252545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146632748525359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443014935230075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993434084770844,0.0,0.09135872929016488,0.18464791960083365,0.0,0.0,0.106696174898052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EvoAngelus,2018/12/26,"Does anybody else feel like they've got a strong bladder from being shy about using the bathroom? Maybe I'm just crazy, but I was very pee-shy when I was younger and there were a lot of situations where I'd hold it so I didn't have to use a public bathroom. It's not a problem anymore, but even today I can hold it for long periods of time regardless of how muchh I've had to drink. Maybe I'm not the only one? Tell me I'm not the only one.",3.4053951890034355,3.2819270824742297,4.826340206185567,89.2546993127148,71.98969072164948,7.7037800687285225,26.47594501718213,7.1686216300943375,0.9993037800687286,345,10,82,3,6,116,66,97,0.037000000000000005,0.879,0.084,0.6055,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,7,0,8,2,1,3,0,16,15,6,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,1,5,2,8,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066686723159558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236507138686944,0.0,0.0,0.20414463163633573,0.0,0.0,0.17408461139684853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376408206832981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536915721663834,0.14887514590919834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666699620447288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180970881103882,0.0,0.0,0.18442018820424555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716725899595456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187151523343319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824233582634514,0.31698271379305765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994028118209795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23424111817251606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214362131620812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151493634102835,0.0,0.19753106290515893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35996721813102284,0.0,0.1719450622696258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SparkleFartle,2018/12/26,"I'm a friendless loser in her 30s who wants nothing else in the world than a little human connection, but now that I'm spending Christmas with my family, I want nothing more than to just leave and get wasted by myself. The inquiries about when I'm getting married aren't helping. ",11.782222222222225,7.711636111111115,10.673333333333336,66.63000000000001,58.25925925925925,12.281481481481485,45.51851851851853,8.841846274778883,4.456807407407407,226,10,38,2,2,72,44,54,0.21899999999999997,0.755,0.027000000000000003,-0.8567,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,8,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599425325667488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933432991034977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251468713378197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857063246567967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294840068387625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31187399854323394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5971518446731654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670721518169409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lolwhatsnottaken,2019/10/08,"Crossing the road Every time I'm at a crosswalk I feel like I'd rather die since when I'm approaching it I'll walk slower to let the car go, but then they wait and then I feel horrible for making then wait. It also feels horrible knowing that there's someone in the car looking at me. Every time I do this I think to myself how stupid I am for not being able to cross the fucking road, something I do dozens of times a day.",2.4779047619047603,3.71874348888889,3.846507936507937,90.385,75.2222222222222,6.476190476190476,23.968253968253972,6.868970318607317,0.7084920634920633,334,10,73,3,7,110,61,90,0.183,0.797,0.019,-0.9501,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,6,0,5,1,0,2,0,13,18,8,1,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,0,0,7,1,2,0,1,0,4,9,1,9,16,0,20,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,0,9,45,13,0,0.2346376038809969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763960705140184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132184341858654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435167883282876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953846022132286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559194677801903,0.16762515109539425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216918683888004,0.0,0.0,0.13334995751127388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895069078953433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23993284715235505,0.0,0.11463208125308742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970364922694433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566224225814194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940946506084561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880768034056434,0.18063549082374744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503463023157461,0.0,0.0,0.4104572211859088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,moonrings,2019/10/08,"i quit therapy after the first appointment i cancelled my next appointment. my parents are upset and don’t understand. i really just couldn’t do it. after all the time of working up the courage to speak up and ask for help, it ended up making me feel worse than i did before walking through the door. i couldn’t speak to her, and when i did try my voice was trembling. i kept saying the wrong thing and she would get the wrong idea. my eyes kept shifting and i couldn’t make eye contact. i just sat there and god, the silence when i didn’t know what or how to say anything was nerve racking. i felt like i was about to pass out and i nearly had a panic attack. i thought i’d feel relieved to have someone to talk to, but it just made me feel worse. it all just made me so uncomfortable, and i just felt like she wasn’t someone i could trust. she wasn’t someone i chose for myself either. i couldn’t see myself opening up to her and it actually helping me. i’m really just ashamed of myself. i know that therapy is probably supposed to get you out of your comfort zone, but i took the easy way out and quit because i was unwilling to push through it. maybe i wasn’t ready. i’ll probably end up looking for a new therapist to go to in the future if i can muster up enough courage again. it’s funny how in the end the social anxiety i went to get help for ended up being the reason i ultimately couldn’t get that help. for those of you with social anxiety who have attended or are attending therapy—can you relate to this at all? how did you overcome this initial hurdle?",3.4437604166666667,4.7094490218750025,4.581250000000002,85.96541666666668,72.84375,7.708333333333335,27.395833333333336,8.212053250817874,1.7111458333333336,1237,45,256,19,24,406,152,320,0.1,0.762,0.139,0.9407,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,0,4,16,14,1,4,14,0,28,2,2,8,3,57,55,21,0,8,12,1,5,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,15,15,0,2,11,0,0,8,10,7,0,1,22,14,46,7,44,25,5,38,0,0,4,0,25,15,0,3,16,182,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.09578162041516568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017112433265442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077024972060445,0.0,0.09175832153366027,0.11166140169751096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059832190255565985,0.0,0.08351962312919947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836591649536982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477320755551196,0.10141664698474466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488849103476346,0.0,0.18848149703655925,0.0,0.0,0.08348754161653735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512024862387465,0.0,0.05578170981416576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631552923204941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080099805936347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788289922551933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590364498335878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824224667161666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185746480052175,0.13103366045076914,0.0,0.09860628663901737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479524613593512,0.10438514105322214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151595350582461,0.10898552851636398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164764762764315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879221849186985,0.0,0.0,0.1257566167449678,0.10091599948881204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561078859908292,0.0,0.0,0.07821396832301075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010600977222928,0.2494901207444452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889038772710633,0.0,0.0,0.22448938911389246,0.11396135532058915,0.06520743737613546,0.0,0.0,0.07792125817156109,0.057232878136676574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090498311182064,0.06663836648682338,0.0,0.0,0.10217908225642752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790802293598519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098734303470872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145539752135854,0.0,0.20004934997672952,0.06972394757617388,0.21462632373568613,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway-stressed1,2019/10/08,"I don't what i fucking did i fucking need to vent.

I think this post will need some backstory. When i first joined professional college i somehow made some fucking friends.

But later they got away from me, because since i don't know how to be a damn normal being. This day, on a discord server one of them took a picture of me edited a litte and made a joke, then i fucking stressed and my first tough was send an e-mail to my  class director and the evidence of him doing, thinking that he could have more pictures in private chats. And i actually did that. And now im fucking shaking and getting every single bad tough. What if it was just this time he did this? What if i should just waited for tomorrow? WHY WAS I FUCKING DUMBASS THAT COULND'T STAY SHUT??  WILL THEY NOW START EVEN BULLYING ME SERIOUS FOR THIS SHIT? I keep thinking that i would just talk to him tomorrow anyway's and he would just had seem the pictures. Still im stressed to hell. Did i just screwed myself even further?",1.3583076923076902,3.985665138461538,2.4591794871794868,91.32415384615385,87.35897435897436,5.171282051282052,25.23589743589743,6.742157984588678,1.1004420512820512,782,34,154,10,25,248,115,195,0.218,0.755,0.027000000000000003,-0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,2,14,19,10,3,8,0,20,8,1,3,0,35,41,13,0,9,8,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,2,5,2,0,3,2,17,0,3,12,0,25,2,14,21,4,23,1,0,0,7,12,5,10,6,13,112,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.11321286287429835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899890849542504,0.0,0.0968667877025739,0.07072101642790529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926276849332177,0.0,0.0,0.0748193888463653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325221647855494,0.0,0.09774674174113142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736278337694,0.0,0.0,0.08963207643698963,0.6435180668383889,0.060612491414166414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278693986620043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506299103046209,0.0,0.0,0.1031185136925619,0.0,0.0,0.06375822325598593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955037599469185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204572183029745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366902172492475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861404310204564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110927808794124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561472693700533,0.0,0.0,0.1190866345096952,0.09596792378944664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211525851873255,0.12365541586215635,0.09264887632737218,0.0,0.265787135335606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324760438522456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301113045771945,0.0,0.0,0.06764865697932017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889574767411327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468452923625074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482593804074522,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sydneyriebel,2019/10/08,Class Presentations! Help! I have to get up in front of the class and present a powerpoint and the last time i did this i almost hyperventilated and had an anxiety attack in front of everyone. How can I help myself remain calm ?,3.7708139534883713,6.196961372093022,5.342034883720931,75.90979651162795,74.81395348837209,8.951162790697676,24.703488372093023,9.516144504307137,2.396586046511628,181,6,34,5,4,61,32,43,0.10400000000000001,0.716,0.18,0.5399,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,6,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820480174214179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29187004309171244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43404640232885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645690612541762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933411323542571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114641503199643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109985512888071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224736970206215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lilyroseverityrje,2019/10/08,Ohh FUCK FUCK SHIT WHYYYY😭😭 I have a group presentation next Monday,0.91,3.4918457142857164,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,91.85714285714286,5.6571428571428575,14.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,-0.1988857142857139,56,1,12,1,2,18,12,14,0.6459999999999999,0.354,0.0,-0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,3,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7810936445837043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492787622996312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336373048268071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,definitelynota_bot_,2019/10/08,"Why am I always the odd one out? In classroom settings, I always feel like the odd one out.  Someone will be telling a story and looking around the table at my classmates but never make eye contact with me.  There are times where I will be sitting there and they will all be talking amongst themselves making me feel like a loser.  I try to make an effort and jump in but i feel like it just isnt enough. In the beginning of the year one of them kept trying to talk to me but because  i didnt want to get in trouble for talking in class i would just laugh and nod.  that seems to be my default mechanism because i dont really know what to say some of the time.  and its not like these people hate me, they will talk to me sometimes in the hallways.  am i just an awkward loser or could there be another reason for this?  and how can i get over this?  i feel like giving up.",3.815819366852885,4.421162011173188,4.532527932960896,89.13480679702052,71.3463687150838,6.860521415270019,27.207169459962763,6.42735559955562,0.9966644320297956,676,22,145,4,12,217,101,179,0.127,0.757,0.11599999999999999,-0.2785,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,3,9,11,1,1,11,0,18,1,1,5,2,36,35,11,0,3,8,0,4,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,5,0,3,2,7,21,6,25,22,3,21,0,2,2,0,11,13,0,3,10,108,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119084651861923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352350342396938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335655024727885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524639060719386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166789507926424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923751962106346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157272301594286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575407970037301,0.3638771035500628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305621147783572,0.1221528474723504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571850698742754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998085245359813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110510969543505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693065395041328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549944613360296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820981805595183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588596797475166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827914916204042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157507171823891,0.13092320879643926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126315676343237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159224370640178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789186827438303,0.0,0.12593913041333474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093932679355986,0.11129778068376402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485019638563851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729063540687669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510641215586887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149014545973668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045625067251516,0.0,0.0,0.08200058054619674
socialanxiety,SlothWifeu,2019/10/08,"Reddit scares me I swear every time I post something, so many people are mean to me. I don’t get it, is there anyone nice on here? Like I’m scared to even post this because I feel like I’m gonna get hate or something. I thought reddit was a place I could feel accepted, not judged by every little detail. I’m sorry I needed to rant",0.8229778672032211,2.73117415492958,2.6586720321931594,94.06676056338031,82.09859154929578,4.620523138832998,17.185110663983902,5.288315135182226,-0.6184100603621734,259,5,57,1,7,86,50,71,0.191,0.6709999999999999,0.138,-0.4091,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,17,2,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,9,4,5,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134711729838846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744320576393398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538226231821559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272495256909798,0.0,0.3246472203849187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482847038709228,0.1376357072711038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131286739283288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902109856043874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824701992660375,0.1930950424147717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532609933710396,0.0,0.20986225164610767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285428950472062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356556940425396,0.0,0.20128776541447047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690283445534677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857707591862256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966367919768882,0.0,0.21566610133896053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294981376644415,0.11234107684771873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway26667,2019/10/08,"Training for new job and being new is tiring and awkward as heck I’ve got a new job at an office and I sometimes get there earlier than the woman training me. I usually sit on my phone (is that inappropriate?) or flick through notes I’ve made but there’s so many by times I can do that. 
I haven’t got my login yet so should be more active on chasing that up? 

I also feel intimidated by the person I deliver files to each morning and haven’t really said hi so far. I just drop the files on the edge of her desk and walk out. 
One incident that makes me feel I’ve fucked up with her is when another coworker was about to show her something on her document and I just slid my files underneath before they could say anything and walked out without saying something myself. I hate myself for not even smiling at them. 
Should I be greeting the whole room in general and saying ‘good morning’ or just saying ‘hi’/‘morning’ to her and giving her the files? 

I started last Wednesday and don’t know if I’m learning too slow. Anyone been in a similar position?",4.343333333333334,5.5849019230769255,5.362230769230768,81.31610256410258,70.63461538461539,8.431282051282054,28.77051282051282,8.841846274778883,2.2408624358974363,832,31,161,15,15,274,127,208,0.111,0.84,0.049,-0.9329,2,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,14,4,2,1,9,0,16,2,0,2,0,33,30,20,0,4,9,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,1,2,4,14,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,3,0,1,6,7,26,1,27,18,3,31,0,0,0,1,18,15,2,3,11,114,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139703166381717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944087563035266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965078321632946,0.0,0.11727885715215187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127096281432224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378775177803375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413074061317543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412115181164178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175411884484967,0.07445893884377991,0.13671472077126448,0.0,0.11953599787197305,0.22796677449837235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070544350148587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282851080281792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832328840876455,0.11616989051727465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485246718877567,0.09513080620208292,0.14448926463061534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41292969263075135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657280357608604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443982669410993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129965762262976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556573595267324,0.4533390580015123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943218075099089,0.14095236750442675,0.0,0.10087384414557267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310246114895356,0.16380164117120768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696168423232146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911447530116846,0.0,0.13738072756440384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ferociouscottonball,2019/10/08,"I faced one of my biggest fears, phone calls! I finally made a phone call to a stranger! I rarely do, and even then it takes me 60 minutes of a pep talk with my mom. But I did it! I didn’t think and just pressed dial. The guy was a little short with me but I don’t care. I have such a rush right now and am so proud of myself.",-1.1474324324324314,0.5471028378378371,0.9337162162162151,104.8435472972973,88.18918918918921,4.2405405405405405,16.006756756756758,5.148860815047168,-1.1954270270270264,246,5,68,1,8,81,51,74,0.027000000000000003,0.8190000000000001,0.153,0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,6,0,7,1,1,1,0,10,11,7,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,1,12,2,6,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524249314057887,0.0,0.26172800645271443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695513289285754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288864659299732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28120794151859363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541784552238524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572859967309485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242900617505114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006499662897407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395005157743124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192247934149125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301032362568804,0.20632987380163936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448629326572192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1000h,2019/10/08,"Unpopular opinions Sometimes I have the need to express my opinion, but if I do so I feel very bad. If I don't do so I feel like I'm not being true to myself.",0.5316666666666663,1.65975105555556,3.84,88.90500000000002,80.1111111111111,5.911111111111111,25.88888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.8361222222222221,122,5,29,1,3,45,25,36,0.22399999999999998,0.68,0.096,-0.711,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,9,5,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38605761807995903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675738843637271,0.3303154931516749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588944560335034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428397036071372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572933615632171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38150167841466215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,some-velvet-morning,2019/10/08,"Is there something wrong with me or does anyone else’s social anxiety manifest as anger? I don’t feel anxious when I’m around too many strangers at once, I just get really angry at all of them internally. I hate all of them, like really malicious feelings but I don’t really act on it, maybe just a dirty look to people who stare at me. I can’t tell if I’m scared of people or if I just hate them, or it my fear is showing itself as anger. Like the fight or flight response that anxiety triggers, maybe mine is set more to fight than flight? Does anyone else experience this or am I just a psychopath? I am in therapy already so don’t suggest that.",2.8390909090909098,4.5402841212121245,4.286969696969699,85.70045454545456,75.21212121212122,7.830303030303033,24.87878787878788,8.575989854853784,1.6417787878787882,512,17,106,10,11,170,80,132,0.294,0.672,0.034,-0.9894,0,0,1,0,2,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,9,11,6,2,3,0,9,0,0,1,2,19,17,12,0,2,12,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,9,0,0,0,4,15,2,15,17,3,9,0,0,2,0,9,6,0,7,3,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555330267367904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295332479440984,0.16948246008047374,0.0,0.209798115188298,0.30743108363256844,0.0,0.13355162460032974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26257099445955384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25064870803909145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467505645845432,0.0,0.1688167595569647,0.15171153217737213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838044280311261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962318598064765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465866039195751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598092058642352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209903227072136,0.3014350640383242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976881863961828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080131013727344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883243182090594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019846131596934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292880891804606,0.0,0.11549447090966758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112607425246425,0.0,0.17156353740202254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164025798569057,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CloudWatcher610,2019/10/08,"NEED HELP! I CAN'T FIND A CO-DANCER FOR THE PROM As I'm in my senior year of high school so we are going to have a prom. I was considering not going but the problem is that I would be the only one not to go. And the only one who wouldn't dance. I need a co-dance but can't find one. As I'm unpopular at school and most people are already paired, I can't find a co-dancer. What should I do???",-1.2094382022471921,0.5623735056179804,1.5371797752809009,99.89363483146069,89.2247191011236,4.458876404494381,13.394382022471907,5.6839178017228535,-1.2717514606741576,298,4,79,2,10,103,52,89,0.057999999999999996,0.9129999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.488,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,17,20,7,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,4,6,1,0,3,1,0,8,0,8,15,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,51,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756078476916606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157295573785302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206857791720669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607202886960714,0.19872625586323714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27893108089320384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823617312170266,0.2861001770699257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039716473761775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997568096873545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807120286826968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361296220515795,0.0,0.0,0.12112308865183867
socialanxiety,saltzy27,2019/10/08,"Freshman in college, no friends, seriously lost and depressed. I know what everyone says. Go to clubs, talk to people in class, leave your door open, go to parties, etc. But really I just do not understand how to make close friends. I can easily make acquaintances, I can talk to strangers (most of the time). I just feel like I cannot make actual friends. So many people just make it looks easy. Like just go up and start talking; don't think about yourself as much think about the other person; ask questions people love talking about themselves. I still don't get it or really understand how people just end up in friend groups so fast and so easily. I don't get how people just enjoy talking to strangers and getting to know them. I know that I'm am introvert and that while socializing is energizing for extroverts it's the opposite for introverts. But does that mean I can't enjoy socializing? Am I just thinking of things the wrong way? I've also had ADHD since childhood so I feel like I tend to overthink things. Throughout my life the only reason I made friends was because I was constantly put into situations where, I'm with the same people at the same times at the same locations for a year. So I'm basically forced to become friends with them. In college I feel like I can't do that, too many people are in their own locations at their own times, and the times where we are together are so spread apart it seems I can't make anything more than acquaintances at classes, clubs, etc. I know I need to actually go out and make friends but I really don't know how to do that. 

Tl;dr 
I don't know what to do. I've been actively trying to boost my self esteem and confidence but I just can't seem to understand the world of making friends on my own. Any advice would be greatly appreciated",4.8707758620689665,6.218233583333332,5.402593103448279,81.12171724137936,69.48850574712644,9.016275862068966,29.149885057471266,9.3871,2.502395264367816,1429,53,276,30,25,459,161,348,0.035,0.799,0.16699999999999998,0.991,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,1,4,1,26,21,0,0,11,0,28,2,0,13,0,67,71,26,0,2,14,0,3,4,8,1,1,1,1,2,14,15,0,0,20,2,0,5,12,4,0,0,6,5,32,17,41,63,11,38,0,2,1,1,28,20,0,5,16,176,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.1359573819482894,0.0,0.08371849674953148,0.06807152612687045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570755176531788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737159260803902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732473330334365,0.0,0.0651232517972233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04246445146845052,0.07693465299544489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752783546145997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999856744188874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096045514668271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616986098259218,0.0,0.1553799522651402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656368270006463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566746801072674,0.1492966265793426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305568163042567,0.0,0.10918435551598503,0.0,0.15835888334443687,0.0,0.0,0.07680105068607268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970184371672556,0.0,0.0,0.0737605107326776,0.0,0.0,0.04920333757227832,0.13613058992653193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849735439783669,0.0,0.07604276713116348,0.0,0.06287140571595068,0.06591453826042527,0.32549291140977743,0.1412498170817022,0.0,0.07588080844794692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051208551759043416,0.051652447702479926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298002067913202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33805719301092746,0.060824943649472336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002813724353578,0.07803580773147993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387908062014586,0.07162269247337448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055396900232005934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683277681513813,0.07267119183719373,0.0,0.0,0.05762396311765819,0.07830142619565587,0.0,0.14202040580868808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930612689571137,0.0,0.05563104026397688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799527333577186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255880648906514,0.13390708737762705,0.0,0.0,0.16247860996922514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729497060912437,0.0,0.0,0.21755740485358072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529333699530263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049484887238634735,0.07616292391434014,0.0,0.04485913855220263
socialanxiety,anonyak10,2019/10/08,"My computer screen broke and my parents told me to call to see what they can do I'd rather die, then call.",1.3169565217391297,2.8449817826086985,2.2341304347826103,99.52771739130438,79.0,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.031278260869564985,83,2,21,1,2,26,20,23,0.251,0.7490000000000001,0.0,-0.7717,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7207386594601353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36627376828386665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918743189567817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812304164298757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33722882801382925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Athalos124,2019/10/08,"After years things are finally looking up I had social anxiety since I was 14,I am 22 now.Long story short at 2017 I abandoned college because my anxiety would go through the roof,I couldnt interact with anyone and just wanted to stay alone in my house.After 2 years with a therapist and some xanax help I decided to start college again.First day and I never felt like a panic attack was coming and I actually made 3 really good friends.It's a small victory but feels like a huge progress to me and I wanted to share it!",1.8339102564102556,4.417757134615388,3.5611538461538466,84.96717948717952,83.42307692307692,6.928205128205128,24.051282051282055,8.07648339933343,1.7600282051282052,418,16,79,9,12,139,77,104,0.126,0.7170000000000001,0.157,0.7244,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,1,5,0,7,1,0,1,1,21,16,6,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,5,3,10,4,11,9,1,16,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,1,9,44,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.18714296586380655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861918486812047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934119246772067,0.0,0.0,0.13409227055864426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21816968428395256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690315417529988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651956189298459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367783993213492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696628495130227,0.13700280235437373,0.18413233255493647,0.21007815139913646,0.0,0.1631221739940716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089891209850976,0.16085024975016485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285415241310132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738138362601314,0.0,0.0,0.1697132348075944,0.16104117687940053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146042541906326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790730343963407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250045138606241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285481354690547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863676113985126,0.0,0.0,0.19548861250011496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573804806023956,0.20440469997883848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266344979456312,0.12740558338910948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22622558747988825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623016905101054,0.0,0.0,0.2469912884303007
socialanxiety,wiccanhot,2019/10/08,Am I shouting into the void? I don't have many people to talk to IRL because of my social anxiety.  So I'll post on reddit.  Then I refresh every 5 seconds waiting for replies.  The longer it takes the more anxious I get.  If nobody replies I start to get depressed as well.  Can people relate?,1.146822660098522,3.640837672413795,2.9000492610837436,89.0284482758621,86.06896551724138,4.0039408866995085,25.52709359605912,5.288315135182226,0.7122679802955671,227,10,42,1,7,75,46,58,0.13699999999999998,0.825,0.038,-0.6759999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,6,1,8,9,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189808199149964,0.3233815440861236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449562474408234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465471034590137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24117836010183594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991081036679485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902130396641427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39690005608909706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27414881564356425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29179629762093096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260955031458214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152247231016452,0.2300772783671194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573735426211609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,seo472,2019/10/08,"How do I start a conversation with someone without knowing anything about them? I’m scared because I’m moving to a new school in a week so, how do I socialize with other students without knowing anything about them or what they like? Im also scared that they will think the topic I’m talking about is boring, or I might explain something in a wrong way because I’m nervous, and of course I’m scared that it will turn out awkward.",8.312058823529412,6.672131000000004,7.9680882352941165,75.78389705882354,62.529411764705884,9.441176470588236,41.25,7.1686216300943375,3.303647058823529,345,17,63,2,4,110,53,85,0.215,0.7559999999999999,0.03,-0.9282,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,0,7,8,0,5,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,15,17,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,12,14,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,4,42,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146188483142044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911370025633801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566560197675966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910756279016772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194432380839554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642136130549488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876563368365811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188010083922376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084510641443296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313045726895401,0.17902594025169102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032092286927653,0.1498815182033214,0.13618146723349345,0.0,0.0,0.1252063216453706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218051258589526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334638585761793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240962662179525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041004176464525,0.14189351310131998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410385657253396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340556943847487,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dennywow,2019/10/08,"I hope someone will read this and help me! First of all im a 22 year old male. I have socially anxiety (extremely bad with girls especially when i like her) so we met at work 5 days ago we worked together nothing special, right after that day she texted me. It was all friendly she posted her monitor playing some game because we talked at work about games that i like games and her too. We had alot in common. So we chatted the whole day and i started to notice her being weird. She was giving me signs of sympathy.But she is in relationship with her boyfriend since 6 years. We chatted and chatted and she got the the point where she is talking about her boyfriend is not giving her enough love that she deserves etc... And i was trying to help her, saying you should talk with him.And she suddenly started to be even more weird with more signs of sympathy towards me. And i was like ok this girl actually wants to be with me ( I was pretty happy because i liked her personality and i told her my whole life story aswell and she was pretty). We got to the point where she was about to break up with her boyfriend i told her to not rush it that fast, because i have social anxiety and im really weird and shy. And she was okey with it, but after 3 days she was kinda skeptic about everything that i wont talk to her, and that she fell in love with me and i told her aswell that i love her it was all rushed as fuck i couldn't belive. And now she broke with her boyfriend and she is mentally unstable telling me : What will happen to me ? (the girl) and what will happen to his boyfriend and she keeps asking me questions that i have no answer for. + i am extremely afraid of this relationship because she is skeptic and i dont trust anyone. I barely trusted her that she loves me. I dont know what to do, my social anxiety is so bad that i cant look at her face, and i can barely talk to her.",2.6915990259740283,4.343057090909095,3.7219277597402614,89.80717735389614,75.49350649350649,6.8904220779220795,23.979301948051948,7.645422480735847,0.9820535714285712,1480,46,319,20,32,477,164,385,0.102,0.7709999999999999,0.127,0.8851,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,7,1,0,4,13,26,3,1,7,2,35,7,1,0,3,55,58,26,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,5,1,1,0,5,20,36,0,1,3,8,0,3,8,10,0,1,17,2,81,16,41,32,11,36,0,1,1,5,84,13,1,5,22,228,101,4,0.0,0.0,0.08116317877566444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372632789887458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908774213412227,0.0,0.0,0.05815529788977681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775392630141988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888910161131834,0.2028017790136765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214554398807703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949522585122032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593817283913864,0.09275797064587746,0.054933850836482834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474899008508137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074545446603074,0.0,0.0,0.06425793023153857,0.07689051487928204,0.0,0.15957095480344785,0.0,0.0,0.1330393525472257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709618931559193,0.08853738186552153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149592136670862,0.0,0.0,0.0826078547308211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967852503799478,0.0,0.0,0.07392646161773049,0.0,0.0,0.04570876436796743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874633986784322,0.16253315926966164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984293408504774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002613359496358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381709547527716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980509328011458,0.09469106181547424,0.08727427507619229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262195998036358,0.0,0.0,0.15724749961691442,0.0,0.07965510253988868,0.1692301995475599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317087638863834,0.0,0.08319379460416226,0.0,0.05328165634937634,0.0,0.0,0.17858967309091428,0.0,0.07102782489063651,0.0,0.0661411458902326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880014830029063,0.0,0.0,0.2543479601018014,0.07047076180507418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773813042367336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342496511868778,0.07269537099916132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23842118764864556,0.0,0.056467844551436684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905658012714795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857155440439864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164906309918452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711916425161884
socialanxiety,danieltan1502,2019/10/08,I don't know how to keep a conversation going Any tips/advice?,3.185384615384617,4.538062923076922,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,73.61538461538461,8.276923076923078,20.69230769230769,8.841846274778883,1.2693692307692306,50,1,10,1,1,18,13,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806306920319744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040661663350753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33768902086284963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52813891720931,0.0,0.0,0.3265485293358602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pikachuuuuu,2019/10/08,"A recent revelation I had...I don't think I'm nearly as introverted as I always thought. Just afraid. I always thought I was super shy and introverted.  I'm one of those who would say ""yeah I'm super shy but I'll never shut up once I feel comfortable around you, haha!""

I'm really really silly though, I have ADHD and I never stop talking...and by talking I mean more like screaming, giggling.  Last night a friend introduced me to a friend of hers and I was bouncing off the walls all night, nonstop giggling and screaming and he loved it, he kept saying things like ""you are just pedal to the metal 100% of the time, I love it"", ""you are like a grenade of energy, I want to put you in my pocket and throw you at people"".  At one point he asked me to use my inside voice and my friend laughed and said ""that is her inside voice.""  Apparently when she introduces me to people she warns them beforehand ""get ready to turn her volume down"" (on Discord).  She's also said I have the most infectious laugh I've ever heard.

When I went to bed last night I was thinking about all this and it started to dawn on me.  I don't think I'm nearly as introverted as I think I am.  

I have a really fun time in situations like that...it's not just my extreme hyperactivity, I'm a really silly person and I actually do love to talk to people and make them smile and laugh.  My whole life I've been told so many times I'm ""so nice"" and that I'm friendly.  I've always been one of those people who people approach for help with things, one of those people who little kids latch on to a lot.  I'm approachable.  I've always actually really liked it.  It makes me happy.

I think the issue is that I am sooooo extremely self-conscious and my confidence and self-esteem are non-existent.  Despite acting like a silly buffoon all the time I constantly worry people are going to hate me and find me annoying.  I do have a very strong personality I know and a lot of people can't stand it.  I've had actual friends of mine hang out secretly behind my back because they've needed breaks from me because I'm too exhausting.  That hurts.  I have been called annoying many a time and it always stops me dead in my tracks and breaks my heart.  I have a massive fear of rejection, I don't handle it well at all, and I hate when people dislike me.  I constantly worry about what people think of me, constantly.  

I think what I thought was introversion all this time was actually just fear.  When I can open up and be my silly wild self I have a really good time and I love it, I love being around friends and laughing and having a good time, it puts me in a great mood and makes me feel alive and happy.  I'm just always so afraid of what everyone may be thinking of me, that I'm going to annoy everyone to death and be pushed away.",2.5496582903624088,4.396097969750894,4.273452683564528,84.85229028978141,76.41992882562278,7.36355581378459,22.323480281792435,8.225684150193146,1.2040161522260149,2177,61,445,39,49,733,228,562,0.11900000000000001,0.608,0.27399999999999997,0.9988,1,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,5,2,3,23,55,5,4,21,2,38,8,1,4,8,78,90,41,2,3,7,0,2,6,6,2,2,9,1,4,28,32,0,3,17,0,0,11,7,14,1,4,18,11,73,40,57,66,10,67,0,2,0,5,46,25,0,4,34,280,101,0,0.0,0.0,0.21184955519390014,0.0,0.06522531562367058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340190982389039,0.2709557244735477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966285330447947,0.050737708127056566,0.0,0.05099104840016072,0.041732405517149525,0.0,0.06616834647908862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541856018106052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594873164258087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04909282228171573,0.0,0.1037199037669026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221438966256128,0.05488388046251231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496043231320387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515860173772625,0.0,0.02835527920432166,0.0,0.06168892508220253,0.09104283910729256,0.0,0.05983591399419923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554873311509027,0.0,0.10716623680128716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643134867440054,0.036377889739813735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058100116440063465,0.0,0.0,0.056646665189244334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02982689178112905,0.08847909282360061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03833445830365825,0.15908958662789546,0.054395567571515466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228152641112247,0.24491644264680845,0.0,0.10868247436825837,0.1100481286531381,0.0,0.05911895068546277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04024256687514216,0.08371700293138216,0.0,0.0,0.15279393764421886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577987224702321,0.14710651811405914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37625901032460857,0.09477776838727134,0.0,0.0,0.0513053045600782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911823627012042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086111344063216,0.0,0.053587807010651495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325165394963223,0.08631976068599913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985498814594285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061004860761833785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03841454175383918,0.0,0.0,0.09074892188317704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724478389809921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211282573624699,0.2782063662572406,0.05332271514743808,0.129259537050862,0.2531750814648327,0.0,0.0,0.0518599518834513,0.0,0.0,0.05903318249887145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046874242644142826,0.0,0.04478071426690326,0.03201148241124055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879773280185065,0.05031139603461392,0.0,0.060593602899441164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102332527650055,0.0,0.03855381443838171,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wh4tsthepoint,2019/10/08,"If anyone needs help. I met a guy here in reddit who was wanting to help me in my social anxiety, u/fayezfearcrusher, we called a couple times, he got to know me and what's up with me, we recently got into a call and he has made up a program for people with social anxiety which includes steps and infos, I am going to try them out soon and I really think they will help me out, he explained everything like a boss, I would recommend anyone who has social anxiety to hit him up and talk to him, you are the MVP Fayez thank you!",4.208452380952379,4.657601564814819,5.504920634920636,83.07500000000002,70.3888888888889,8.764021164021164,25.61375661375661,8.841846274778883,1.7062312169312168,411,11,85,7,7,138,70,108,0.047,0.807,0.146,0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,22,19,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,12,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,17,2,16,11,0,13,0,0,0,0,25,8,0,1,4,58,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718444801003163,0.0,0.0,0.2265823412423993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308898888155422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927682646741247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561700991613327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208215395217116,0.0,0.25917129712461223,0.0,0.0,0.16042954856215608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258044557281209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904432804575016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915689776588179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331132757689978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201389790303371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232726155767583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379692718448713,0.0,0.15997946757991613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954901649659119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022900969215334,0.0,0.14917022365380253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038186409231346,0.0,0.0,0.09447768297645397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000387658254578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556614084946956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509742702852592,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TofuNoodlezSoup,2019/10/08,"Anyone struggle with basic life skills? I spent nearly ten years introverted and spent high school homeschooled. Now I'm in my early 20s and I can't seem to do anything. I don't know how to wash my clothes, travel by a bus or train, travel more than a few blocks without getting lost or using a map...

I wish there was a class that taught you basic stuff like this.",3.1707305936073062,4.884039246575341,3.541301369863014,91.3433675799087,74.34246575342465,5.414611872146119,21.755707762557076,5.46131890053228,0.025157077625570512,287,7,59,1,6,89,57,73,0.065,0.831,0.10400000000000001,0.4016,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,12,14,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,2,2,2,3,2,0,1,5,0,7,1,8,9,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,4,36,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981251498470624,0.0,0.2331731913909807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148038860706714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993751971094497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572193967421127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001387287421831,0.13843066626729025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093103739418589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867656770710223,0.0,0.25795151271328065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962193031468249,0.32436835470277703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447237224337173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325838913640906,0.2731396217499647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246833254184813
socialanxiety,tehrealgalaxy,2019/10/08,"I’ve made a huge step! I’m the “shy kid” stereotype at my school, and people bully me. One day, this really nice girl comes up to me and tries to be my friend. Turns out she has social anxiety too, and was always there for me to talk to. 8 months later, she asks me out! I’ve found a wonderful girlfriend who I can talk to about my SA. I couldn’t be happier right now :D",0.9459107142857164,2.410281912500004,2.8796428571428585,94.77250000000002,79.875,6.571428571428572,17.67857142857143,7.447530270364453,-0.006392857142857089,283,5,69,4,7,95,59,80,0.102,0.674,0.22399999999999998,0.9203,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,13,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,11,2,11,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,4,40,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206807328949462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901343861077936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235375259543614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140974169845201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028939653018268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725140999071813,0.19202337339768605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23517698967326875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983843085034224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841887807316427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230812392597428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922273493026118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225399715576215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25153835035587463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25335785087579393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995382070143429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874409057671566,0.27034294586021035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695338155431381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Marthis09,2019/10/08,"Not lonely, just really dislike any time I have to socialize. Sort of a rant but looking to hear from those who relate. 

I have had the issue of feeling lonely and left out and depressed for not having a lot of friends and being on my own for many years, to realizing that I never wanted those things and am actually happy to be alone! But the issue in many years now is always feeling dread over social situations. I really dislike socializing. I realize there are few people I want to spend my time with. I prefer to be alone. I’m also afraid to talk with people. I have a really hard time going out to get the mail or take out the trash or go to the store. I can’t stand running into my neighbors in my apartment that I’ll usually do these things as soon as they leave because I know they won’t be back in the 2 minutes it will take me to get the mail/take out trash/hop in the car to go to the store. 

It’s like I avoid but also can’t stand talking to people. Especially as an artist I don’t even have it in me to do art fairs anymore. It drained me so much. It gave me so much anxiety. Once I got there to do these things I was fine actually, kind of on auto pilot or maybe I just accepted it, and I’m not sure now how I ever did it. 

But the big issue is I freelance for the past few years. I worry so much about if I ever lose this freelance job and have to go work somewhere else or find other clients. I’m lucky that I know the people I get work from, so they are familiar. I’ve never gotten along with people I work with. They don’t like that I’m quiet, they don’t like that I don’t have social media for my face, they think I do my job well and that’s a problem for some reason. Things like that. I get targeted. I’m afraid of people. I just want to live in the woods sometimes!!!",1.9525059422750424,3.3243194526315807,3.8474872665534825,89.31095925297116,76.84210526315789,6.587436332767402,21.205432937181662,7.233258080335977,0.4821273344651953,1392,34,310,16,31,472,168,380,0.11699999999999999,0.754,0.129,0.5577,2,7,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,6,4,21,21,0,4,18,0,31,1,1,2,5,58,59,26,0,6,15,0,3,4,2,2,0,2,1,0,25,17,0,1,11,2,3,6,12,9,1,0,6,6,42,12,52,47,8,41,0,4,1,0,18,17,0,9,20,217,67,5,0.0,0.0,0.1603522586786292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701855838583294,0.0,0.13140635135829445,0.06836354912565287,0.0,0.0,0.055871492691673484,0.0,0.0628520348441443,0.0,0.08148046110019784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317582756916824,0.0,0.05008386164059071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076412967740271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863398428078478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426578401945307,0.14863651576849413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308494383343544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509258395342626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347647052563726,0.0,0.17170045268075446,0.0,0.18677326866859031,0.0,0.06571071080475754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746065256308994,0.07359905787196216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260008454076064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25726050832800473,0.16306188108427874,0.0,0.0,0.08555680593169518,0.0903057731150676,0.0,0.0,0.08699538287500054,0.08926688116984717,0.0,0.0,0.16055654542006492,0.0,0.07254862332595051,0.0,0.06899355349446971,0.09191581914690156,0.0,0.0698493380398711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659431714865516,0.08254057883935739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811907559682327,0.0,0.12673343116123836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749752330948313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784308415547342,0.341755631812479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861584859368649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790104707535366,0.0844739751984828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235107625863914,0.0,0.3350063457170768,0.0,0.0,0.08125815947266846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743465485659826,0.0,0.1235479143877251,0.13207389690466456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183333257588739,0.052644693031443056,0.0,0.0,0.14372414937409606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048743057152296,0.0,0.14537996561556432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387154215179854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943997508599693,0.08343728192481867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872468459180494
socialanxiety,mayuderes,2019/10/08,"Feel like I'm overthinking things I'm 16F and homecoming is this saturday and yesterday I just so happened to text one of my only friends in school if we could join together with a group of friends. Welp, unfortunately that took a wrong turn. It's been over 12 hours since I sent the message and she hasn't responded despite me passing by her in school avoiding to make eye contact just in case she didn't get the memo. Great, I fucked up my chance in trying to lessen my social anxiety by making the first move and now I feel like shit being left on read like that like what was the point in trying anyway :'^))))))",4.149171220400728,5.487736303278692,4.495027322404372,86.9793897996357,71.21311475409836,8.045173041894353,26.67030965391621,8.515128840125781,1.6541938069216762,487,16,101,8,9,153,88,122,0.127,0.695,0.177,0.7096,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,5,11,2,1,6,0,7,3,2,2,0,15,19,6,0,2,3,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,1,0,4,2,4,0,2,5,3,12,7,16,12,0,19,0,0,1,1,12,10,2,1,9,59,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910881411224234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474934799214433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067066476872406,0.2411390656529947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355592713523754,0.0,0.0,0.260783023299659,0.1560254186606601,0.0881755136612443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606984659930356,0.0,0.0,0.14924301493744432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620474487952272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336941987505406,0.0,0.0,0.3298105658559157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253109655370189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793761149684482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436312003980685,0.1283574148078901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595424806270991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688159671379819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416090985224006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324028303556985,0.13960853246101432,0.0,0.0,0.17204006251691514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212348510199567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875100081640718,0.2291679045415504,0.1835736178927353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452382412348453,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mintjams22,2019/10/08,"i feel like every single small mistake i make gets me further from befriending someone they are such small mistakes that i wouldn't remotely care for if a friend made them, yet my social anxiety amplifies them to the point i feel like i've committed a heinous act towards this person just by being my usual kind of dumb clumsy self.

i know if a friend of mine had a problem with those things then it would be a stressing friendship, and deep down i know that he wouldn't mind, but despite how much i tell myself they didn't affect me in any way, the past ""toxic"" friendships i've had in the past have scarred me to that point. 

hell, the mistake i made hasn't even directly been my fault but look at me being a mess over it because of my hatred of loneliness.",16.285000000000004,6.934830993377485,13.902036423841064,62.628683774834464,56.94701986754967,16.954304635761588,51.657284768211916,10.686352973137794,5.538919205298011,604,21,120,7,4,189,99,151,0.23399999999999999,0.677,0.08900000000000001,-0.9769,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,5,15,2,1,10,0,13,0,0,5,1,25,23,7,0,9,5,0,2,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,6,3,22,6,16,11,2,19,1,0,1,0,11,12,2,2,7,82,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141713006006662,0.0,0.1284357767771572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234449353564937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171175559148015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108900951296605,0.0,0.1414549915081349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978096773151558,0.2398820206150709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594235753623209,0.0,0.08771585942971571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483212525510658,0.18453646164768547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404564051758908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098573988339433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317724110479158,0.11206821576875736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952154983200868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234188388932137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205409684299799,0.0,0.1465955131144146,0.0,0.0,0.3174215884359677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064853916286875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514641225815406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114322688256714,0.14225308004867784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231800621774087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674370143061838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153899137759432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849076718493132,0.0,0.0,0.13326366819749533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926459772757285,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwthrowthrow6777,2019/10/08,"Am I delusional So throughout my life I've been struggling with depression, panic attacks and just fear of social situations in general. I never really paid it any attention, I thought I was just exaggerating and there was something wrong with me so I just need to ""man up"". Recently I started college and things got worse. The panic attacks got worse and were happening more often, to the point where I stopped going after the 1st week. I realised I may have social anxiety and decided I've had enough and need to get help. I finally managed to get a psychologist and she told me that I can't have social anxiety because I reached out for help. So was I just exaggerating and imagining it all this time? I'm not sure what to do now, I still get scared thinking of going to school, especially now that I've missed so many days and even cut ties with all my friends. I'll probably be unwanted because I've missed so much and I'll just be dragging everyone behind. I'm sorry for the monologue.",4.9465594614809225,6.442651094240838,6.040661929693347,76.05346858638745,69.47120418848168,9.645624532535527,33.01458489154824,9.957137785484203,3.4623160807778603,793,37,145,20,14,264,111,191,0.266,0.6859999999999999,0.048,-0.9897,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,17,14,3,5,5,0,14,1,0,0,4,36,33,15,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,14,0,1,5,0,1,2,3,12,0,0,11,0,19,2,18,19,5,19,0,3,0,0,9,5,0,2,12,97,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381123951542319,0.0,0.1885651051216445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28041934216966985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025875707245712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948322111883352,0.0,0.10615126132789243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734565839302764,0.0,0.08140256153608018,0.0,0.0,0.11776645974231023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386855729933608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350095390496453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521925079353982,0.0,0.1931722297623243,0.0,0.14008663811656652,0.0,0.19714154237396966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089856838739326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521786588548862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705201753188738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495170205587808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059970248893008,0.18277011295650505,0.09505461051740337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892043317983733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650693578775673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287961018141325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895429218378969,0.0,0.1216901691536739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339035368877252,0.12473113477246064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853322685565936,0.0,0.3769001291279032,0.0,0.09488049005150727,0.0,0.13796336756590122,0.08723387547947964,0.0,0.0984241015208149,0.10303884661936544,0.0,0.12884306866982642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615752671572475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818789054033228,0.07897080898165723,0.0,0.09784324585453083,0.07186550497118416,0.0,0.0,0.11776645974231023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886019244527597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511956068486065,0.0,0.13474972461230822,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,x12arx,2019/10/08,"I feel so defeated and hopeless So I’m 19 years old about to be 20 and I have never had a job because of my constant fear of being with other people that I don’t know. I don’t like talking about it because I feel like people don’t understand me they just think I’m a lazy ass that doesn’t want to get a job which is not the case, because I’ve tried, ohh I’ve tried so much, like somedays I’ll get this sudden rush and be like okay todays the day, I will finally will get a job and I’ll apply to a lot of places (I never end up hear back probably because I have no experience) but then the next day ( me applying usually happens at night/morning because I can’t sleep) I’ll regret because I start overthinking and I get anxious just imagining that I do end up getting called for an interview at one of the places I applied for and It stresses me out. As much as I try and try there always this voice in my head that keeps me here and it drives me crazy. I’ve tried to explain it to my family but it’s like they don’t understand they are all just like it’s in your head you just need to get over it and get a job that will help you. I’m so tired of feeling this way I hate it,I hate all of it. Most day I hate myself and I blame myself. Did I do this to myself? Why am I like this? I don’t understand. Sometimes I think to myself maybe I should just go on anti-anxiety medication, but that’s the thing I don’t want to. I don’t want to go on any medication. I just don’t know what to do anymore.",0.5894384343036947,2.2870640945121963,2.890719905586156,93.18284028324156,81.83536585365854,6.18347757671125,21.251376868607394,7.233258080335977,0.4703948465774981,1165,35,276,16,31,399,142,328,0.152,0.7609999999999999,0.087,-0.9801,4,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,3,3,1,15,16,3,2,12,1,27,7,4,0,4,47,61,20,0,6,10,0,3,7,0,4,3,2,0,0,23,12,0,1,12,0,0,4,14,8,0,1,2,5,43,8,34,52,6,35,0,3,0,1,12,12,1,2,25,177,66,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750937285122212,0.0,0.0,0.05517339986172778,0.0,0.062066722822603615,0.09165749160374052,0.08046239405143266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238646988196087,0.0,0.29674849821876065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284613102919737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767623234561506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697272465277842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371997576710674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793638978031428,0.07648521807781056,0.09129747535123177,0.12307024408427407,0.0579616180835436,0.0,0.08887752199110308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967214626397801,0.0,0.0922198042264744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174587502042362,0.0,0.0,0.2403068953868172,0.16653226607944466,0.0,0.09144308207034148,0.0,0.05438191483329567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220489710885849,0.07211497049115778,0.0,0.0,0.08917743718421592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774632929012183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897659740394115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150926602684129,0.0,0.0,0.16346645021446615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928456473562685,0.060159285217746425,0.12514994564213275,0.0,0.08628614382878276,0.07613806961171596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513570965024107,0.0,0.05497799760183664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249517550952776,0.0,0.1695339794471038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747537810439465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119185477048775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024286999730944,0.0,0.057426539938379026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293787669788314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521184215920944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390133368957969,0.1039738356464062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325074867887087,0.07690484504867141,0.0,0.0,0.2754207934760314,0.0,0.0,0.2533877589927052,0.0,0.0,0.08935682490056326,0.0,0.1435634988142558,0.06439980637706884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321014885125822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224716021840711
socialanxiety,Leon_monk,2019/10/08,Gamers with social anxiety? What are your 2 biggest issues regarding social anxiety?,7.181538461538462,11.308042923076925,7.821923076923079,50.56057692307695,81.30769230769229,11.830769230769231,37.269230769230774,10.125756701596842,7.158723076923077,70,4,6,3,2,23,11,13,0.273,0.727,0.0,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5554710063170429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789343065846243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7401761631087304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rozzxc,2019/10/08,"Can't even do the alphabet We had to form an alphabetical row based on the first letter of our name. While everyone already started forming and talking, my head was panicking about the situation and I did the order completly wrong and was at the end the only person that wasnt staying right. Everyone laughed. How do I have any kind of future if I am not able to do such easy things. Its just sad.",4.151538461538461,5.744186205128205,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,71.56410256410257,8.78974358974359,29.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.6394974358974364,316,13,61,7,6,105,62,78,0.11,0.8190000000000001,0.071,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,7,0,11,1,1,1,0,9,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,6,2,7,7,2,10,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,47,9,0,0.23083450347542345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547316146486823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697537801569808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420255850837677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044508547686774,0.0,0.0,0.1524640124934655,0.0,0.0,0.4411445205321825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963477107343344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369027963216494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24037861359922255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755600416941633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155578473287689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971314047097127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25946765349293954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633858496585738,0.24603886719681656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855360300379606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335618708792556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523812925429384,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theorphancameleon,2019/10/08,"I feel like throwing my phone away and never seeing anyone again. I'm stuck in a vicious circle: so damn lonely, too anxious to see people. It's reached a point where I can't bear to see my friends because although I'm lonely, unscripted social interactions bring too much anxiety, shame and regret. My bff hasn't been very interested in me since he's in a relationship, and I've tried to reach out to him without success. I don't dare insist because rejection hurts too much, and even if I *did* see him, I don't even know what I would say. 

Luckily I have my job, where things are easier, as I have a purpose there, a script. But the feeling of isolation is growing and I feel trapped. 

In the past I would delete my friends' numbers, so that I would not be tempted to send cringey messages. It also made it easier to lose access to them, at least I had no choice. Now I'm too old to do that, so I'm stuck in an infinite loop of the same thoughts, and my self esteem is going down the drain. 


I made a post on AskReddit which got 2200 responses, and I hadn't felt this good in months. Made me realise how low I've come. 

I also put myself in a dumb situation by being the ""strong"" One in my friend group; people are used to leaning on me, and they don't know how to support me. That's fine because even I don't know how to support me. But they don't know how to listen, and it hurts. So I end up trying to act like everything is ok, but I end up behaving super awkwardly because I'm not genuine. 

If you read this, thank you. I just needed a space to vent. Feedback would be awesome, cause I feel stuck.",3.545730144046516,4.381284313069912,4.729729086824367,86.63037267080747,72.13069908814589,7.667027884234175,27.67820800845778,7.893859768569023,1.5385410598652045,1245,44,267,16,23,411,174,329,0.134,0.725,0.141,0.7642,1,6,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,3,4,23,28,3,2,14,1,26,0,0,9,1,47,61,26,0,8,9,0,5,2,3,4,0,2,0,1,12,11,0,0,10,1,0,8,13,13,0,2,13,11,40,15,35,41,4,39,0,8,4,0,21,21,2,2,11,175,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824272296490915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568794837400343,0.11177273709814912,0.0,0.06918034338625492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295630513055653,0.0,0.0,0.2412488151655717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016374514757706,0.0,0.08522705742739721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526090651289014,0.0,0.0,0.1960445291639675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889198575108793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010581853446274,0.07068193321112944,0.09499681034255868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22931972700750156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056229227707928285,0.08298521208658828,0.07913043546390322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118321674635887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981815407240122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174968148718418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667304766660537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068726400976772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28085499236922523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897204502349575,0.0,0.14546287554653375,0.07336190258976416,0.07630773942942431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381967830344173,0.0,0.06704352437113806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444832615594186,0.13718348011744466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352919179217603,0.0,0.0947560677381648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994608699396883,0.0,0.0,0.09896562286087528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622329656951462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868014352396666,0.0,0.0,0.3153658107237446,0.0,0.1032147968543668,0.0,0.0,0.08184323797051805,0.1112114112053884,0.0,0.10085569648808262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245492658332956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108959894040884,0.0,0.0,0.06573057471146343,0.0,0.0,0.07854639421440443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434596737012935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545139860232705,0.0,0.08163491181219575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537351941255587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28113327741421923,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Eskober,2019/10/08,"I feel terrible about collage I been at collage for about 4 weeks and I’ve not bonded with anybody in my class or near me,I’ve felt shutout lonely and isolated and no where to turn.one of the worst things is that i have one friend from my old school who doesn’t talk to me before because he hangs out with other friends.everyday is so uncomfortable and bad I wish i could quit but in my country people have to stay in full time education till there 18.
I can’t even walk In a classroom half of the time because I’m too anxious,on top of that I’ve been on a ssri for a week as well as promethazine daily as this is the only thing I can get,and the stuff isn’t working.i don’t exactly know what to do.",4.6154421768707445,4.707164285714286,5.228979591836738,86.66482993197279,69.40816326530611,8.165986394557821,28.578231292517003,7.793537801064563,1.4977700680272097,558,18,123,6,9,180,98,147,0.10300000000000001,0.84,0.055999999999999994,-0.6668,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,7,0,14,0,0,0,1,16,19,11,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,4,1,2,3,2,11,2,26,15,2,20,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,1,6,85,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282942614497684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872937996588525,0.24637367534219526,0.0,0.17195623648109454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134541277909958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347274168015538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021783380280195,0.0,0.1940296643017189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612745132732667,0.0,0.1055790982343899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105855508227136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120502494398453,0.0,0.13693546636384518,0.1536918759461789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140097675379552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493825494674773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451698591300813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539169557174176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133465241359255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242523205716913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685075698780727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567037203076885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980634114817985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241947349003328,0.0,0.18169528813233746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23238343302327166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,suchaide,2019/10/08,"Hi all! :) really up for conversation F 25 :) Hi all

My name is Debra and I am from USA ..25 years old ..
I am suffering my social anxiety for the last few years
Would really like to have conversations with some new and interesting people 

Hit me up!",-0.21770833333333428,1.8034943125,3.206666666666667,81.5716666666667,105.875,7.966666666666668,15.75,8.167268648758528,1.6009000000000002,189,5,38,7,9,68,37,48,0.08199999999999999,0.713,0.205,0.8062,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,8,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,7,4,4,7,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571948678203933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740508427784234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642521184055977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247075748853791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527891693729773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330812751166232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43076132731901934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34271727645474925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388294229061805,0.0,0.0,0.433008248390081
socialanxiety,dumbpieceofshitttttt,2019/10/08,"Social anxiety from bullying? I was bullied a lot throught my school years. I was shy and introverted so I was an easy target for the other guys and even some girls. Never physically but I've been made fun of the way I looked (I was chubby etc) until the last 2 years of high school where I kind of ""glowed up"" so they stopped. 
But the damage is done and it feels irreversible... Im 23 now and I've had social anxiety for at least 8 years. I feel so ugly and fat, like everytime Im in public i cant relax, i feel like everyone's starting at me and laughing. How tf do I overcome this?",-0.12872950819672013,2.1514584836065613,2.3755532786885247,91.61201844262295,91.21311475409836,5.67295081967213,19.100409836065573,7.1686216300943375,0.5035885245901639,453,14,99,8,16,155,82,122,0.19699999999999998,0.674,0.13,-0.7886,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,6,0,10,1,1,2,1,17,16,13,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,6,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,5,13,6,11,8,4,16,0,1,2,0,6,6,0,2,11,63,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586390741454295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299249504698105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853069796483188,0.11165312444832323,0.0,0.0,0.1615304596971259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564238333944745,0.12076631853066998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673818711568255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860611754122288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365196839676766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603513655433742,0.0,0.1377948495739111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517443054313075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195585586100806,0.0,0.0,0.14371665265175193,0.0,0.1599551772684589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303785047695637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34216665054593914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446417101051935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965145286862786,0.0,0.0,0.14132981748374707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418064897768436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265797644312423
socialanxiety,ThrowMeAwayLawd,2019/10/08,"What do you tell yourself? When I talk to anyone but my close friends, (and even sometimes them too), I find myself imagining how much they must 1) hate me 2) be bored and uninterested 3) and find me physically unattractive.

I have a long history of bullying towards me. But I wonder sometimes just how much more than average really happened to me — am I really just extremely overly sensitive? Of course, it’s probably a mix. But I feel pathetic when I think of the possibility that I’m not even really an actual victim of psychological abuse, and yet I feel this way.

I never know what failures on my part to connect with people are my choices/preventable, and which are just things I can’t fix. I don’t know how much better I can really improve my social skills at this point. I feel that my self image and body image are just too far gone to be saved.

I’m 23, out of college, never had a relationship, have a handful of friends that I depend on to keep me going out there. And they talk about moving away. I think that one day if they do, and I have no one left, I won’t be able to dig myself out. I won’t be able to save myself.

What you never hear about life is that this shit gets immensely harder year after year. I felt depressed as a high schooler and college student, but it continues to get more painful to press on.

Can I simply adjust my attitude? I’ve been doing therapy. I’ve been exercising. I don’t know. I just don’t connect with people. I always have a guard up around people I don’t know. Rarely will talk, and when I do it’s just not good enough. I feel like a loser.

I’ll leave it there I guess. What do you guys tell yourselves when you feel hopeless? When you feel you’re at the end of your rope, and you don’t know what else to try? How do you keep pressing onward",2.611168240955269,4.388991218232047,4.154248797005881,86.07744697914812,76.04419889502763,7.212404206023883,23.27962929959009,8.049812674583475,1.1920777757975405,1399,42,290,23,31,466,177,362,0.163,0.7559999999999999,0.081,-0.9875,0,0,0,0,1,1,45.0,0,8,4,3,25,15,3,0,10,0,34,6,3,5,4,65,61,26,0,2,13,0,10,1,2,4,3,1,0,2,19,18,0,3,19,1,0,3,14,8,0,2,5,11,53,7,37,48,7,38,0,3,0,0,24,18,1,4,17,206,72,3,0.19053940480534431,0.1128790187301436,0.0929694867252178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927202429576019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666147910508626,0.0,0.0,0.08481023348822186,0.0,0.0,0.08950902149413957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425830976491748,0.0,0.10582316235235044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144107658388881,0.0,0.0820556550793591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795856116162289,0.0,0.08438067878296031,0.09843906977868816,0.0,0.12584947985400474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890273444143571,0.06806069443225563,0.09147385459097454,0.0,0.17414956407971804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721027149917934,0.0,0.0995489747868748,0.0,0.05414396736659202,0.07990770633494619,0.0,0.0,0.10495031799776397,0.09433198365992022,0.0842466832016591,0.0,0.0,0.09405910737522932,0.0,0.0,0.1073758785988793,0.0,0.0,0.10065767125804644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936017774781031,0.0,0.0,0.26178868461273297,0.0,0.0,0.10087685898534228,0.1035108104158904,0.0,0.06729180826683158,0.046543964335398896,0.0,0.0,0.08431068866366571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125661651920803,0.21010257941525104,0.0,0.22043360305138615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911443189465635,0.0,0.10137368036989547,0.0,0.0,0.1031678037373688,0.0,0.19814404821535064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900606626597021,0.10740227492318853,0.0,0.0,0.10271685257178108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441288435172139,0.0,0.0,0.10228400668965064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938707715603733,0.0,0.09779298045393224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971154640029974,0.0,0.0,0.18844834343245087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22972253411724056,0.16653983816409448,0.0,0.10894920753434913,0.0,0.06329295701251485,0.12208995695530417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468187426390605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562065532760813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331592832227897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227011296148655
socialanxiety,uea_23,2019/10/08,"Name sake Does anyone else feel irritated and annoyed when u have someone with the same name as you in your grade? I feel like I can't stop comparing myself to him, almost as we are rivals of some sort, even though is quite nice to me and I'm sure he doesn't think this way towards me. I think another reason this may happen is due to us have a really similar friendship group.",4.55948051948052,5.110092740259745,5.43418181818182,83.53127272727275,69.64935064935065,8.757402597402598,25.78961038961039,8.841846274778883,1.6709189610389608,299,8,62,5,5,98,61,77,0.07,0.77,0.161,0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,2,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,18,14,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,11,3,9,13,2,6,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,4,4,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812713244791464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493590423343362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662786286942999,0.2436590955955233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810456211414274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865537599959684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706781183203805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404824800730303,0.16988777957040058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102899781539372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161794016253439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529346513641129,0.0,0.0,0.152343828916964,0.2445029161731675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014912150944422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988154410230374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412818718209265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047513967937487,0.23364198512972034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860498655335169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887583623768818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HighInquiry,2019/10/08,"what am i even doing i have started going on dates, after having 4 years of no social interaction with friends my age. It is surreal and difficult and overwhelming. Just having a normal experience that most people have is like going on a sea voyage to me. But I guess I'll keep going lol because why not. Nothing to lose.",4.141774193548386,5.996383177419357,5.994387096774192,74.17158064516133,72.06451612903227,8.185806451612903,26.916129032258066,8.841846274778883,2.3736025806451617,255,9,43,5,5,88,50,62,0.10400000000000001,0.765,0.131,0.4155,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,14,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,7,14,1,10,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635476967070433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720366792145684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26244006824584337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728095257628484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574278554497077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955527717762792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238469358248896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310734253237471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30014899051301663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628682056486803,0.2574324397928143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599919078621333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734888766038506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989774289984573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24209088757800046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277060064995053
socialanxiety,PuzzleheadedWing4,2019/10/08,"hey guys i gotta tell you guys this i'm currently 16 i really want a job but i,m scared because i might do something i was not told to do and get fired or i'm just

not do things right i'm also just really scared in general because of me messing something up idk what to do and i'm just driving myself crazy with it i have all the opportunities around me but do not take them because i'm scared i have bad anxiety and idk maybe you guys could really help me out you guys can relate to a lot of things and give some pretty good feedback so anything would be appreciated but the thing that i hear the most is you can get a job blah blah blah but people don't understand how it is for me in my life im just Really scared i am screw up my boss is gonna call me in and say i'm sorry but your fired and i am be very upset with myself but yea that's all any advice would be great. thanks for listening to me guys!. Btw sorry if i misspelled any thing while writing this.",0.8657142857142865,2.6608205714285766,2.9459523809523813,92.64321428571432,81.38095238095238,6.295238095238094,19.07142857142857,7.365786028017652,0.2341714285714281,760,18,178,11,20,257,109,210,0.215,0.657,0.127,-0.9463,3,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,1,1,8,12,1,5,6,1,23,2,0,2,2,40,41,18,0,5,15,0,2,3,0,5,1,3,0,5,11,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,5,26,4,17,30,5,11,0,0,0,1,21,8,1,6,2,113,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922298724675706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120090752859277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381003540436452,0.0,0.07767725405368857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355815720776341,0.0903914667376569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478103870544856,0.18569216673539754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368293466553914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810708347801499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610014231909057,0.09740570814055884,0.0,0.08516631168408285,0.0,0.1119473898463642,0.0,0.502699144465688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444212283822093,0.0,0.06805962393899055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967982231186632,0.0,0.2015240905861609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172018043686698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632504563868604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200983195121828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077171060797089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039453615783249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330192888801328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601945936341927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867139710942755,0.0,0.08074809304239264,0.4066340416515208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633976234818067,0.0,0.22732977123430284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634488491499328,0.0,0.08874978656906495,0.09348370606611656,0.0,0.0,0.2698326833079272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702511189974022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570594801998667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378052147948561,0.05989048485828406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426115043270887,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tanuki1029,2019/10/08,"Does anyone else write letters they never send? If someone does something that really bugs me, or I'm having trouble understanding them, I'll write a letter to them. It helps me work through the issue in my head as well as vent a little bit. Putting it down into words and reading it back helps me process the situation. 

Does anyone else do this? And if so, have you ever actually delivered it?",4.476400000000002,6.370791773333334,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,71.26666666666667,7.666666666666668,28.5,8.344100000000001,2.1385999999999994,313,12,56,5,6,102,57,75,0.035,0.8640000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.6298,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,2,12,5,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,8,1,7,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,3,3,38,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.1715747494041595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24587456559684304,0.3602962975681713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351945631811052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194967003240804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461583240224516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937497419898604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903906284474167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804418250525193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23569659366045825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351017778687825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621761567991273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356030583653806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767474472753469,0.0,0.0,0.17586736592271188,0.0,0.11263465741344053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19762880668910932,0.0,0.0,0.1489715346221891,0.13535466149571804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183034598459536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808310325326053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799889864215014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,syrupy-syrupy-lies,2019/10/08,"is it ok to not attend the first job interview i’ve been offered in months? it’s a group interview & i don’t think i can do it basically i’m 20f and i’ve never had a job, i’m not in education either. all i do is volunteer which gets me out the house and bulks my resume up a little but i’m sick of being unemployed but i’m also terrified of actually getting a job

yesterday i got an email asking me to attend a GROUP interview for a certain supermarket chain

i have never been apart of a group interview before, i don’t really know how they work. i checked it out and it goes for two hours
i haven’t gotten this far in a job application in MONTHS but i physically don’t think i can bring myself to go
i’m a stuttering sweating mess when i’m lying my ass off one on one with someone about how much i’d love this customer service job. but now i’m expected to do it all with an audience? fuck that. 

i need a job so badly and i’m sick of being such a disappointment and i’m sick of being dependent on my parents. i know that i’ll hate myself for not going but i’m sitting here crying on the edge of an anxiety attack about something that i haven’t even agreed to yet. i did a little research on the company and apparently their group interviews get quite large (anywhere from 15 to 30+ people)  i feel like my chances of actually getting further than the group interview is nonexistent anyways 

this’ll probably get lost in the void but i need to ask if i’m a horrible person if i don’t attend this interview. 
because dammit i feel like a failure",2.3262422360248465,4.1049498540372715,4.762701863354039,81.39914596273296,76.85714285714286,8.326708074534162,26.71739130434783,9.04235418022936,2.285470807453416,1231,49,250,30,28,433,157,322,0.223,0.713,0.063,-0.996,10,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,4,13,13,3,0,23,1,22,7,2,3,5,39,57,19,0,5,12,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,13,10,0,0,6,0,1,6,11,8,0,4,7,2,28,5,36,47,4,35,0,2,0,3,21,18,2,3,12,160,41,17,0.0,0.0,0.20144597458690736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254102790448918,0.0,0.1118334496105406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895922089456872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298425342656092,0.11742200534505505,0.0,0.0,0.08618024471085961,0.06291892862878175,0.0,0.0878283944532684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337687168555627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817255858197803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043772480783614,0.1474736863019431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779465785768549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542063864427093,0.26962798429151064,0.0,0.11731896838800455,0.0,0.08255049406813861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190348049344493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164602048980703,0.11909629493503225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6145499880764961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344857020347925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008513071003052,0.2068971655403771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126714056677612,0.0,0.09315560079640008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477051582092464,0.0,0.07587492836695052,0.15306528440188527,0.15921159928395112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398823607746071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460808405978848,0.0,0.0,0.07155631076267506,0.09012338923473837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128326724003244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978189698072163,0.0,0.0,0.0661221957593105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745376601711814,0.07945997821525841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227205630825326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082609354721518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514177631779656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ichokeonsushi,2019/10/08,"Does anyone else experience this kind of thing? I haven't done much with my life, and I feel extremely trapped. So I get these ideas of traveling and visiting other towns. The one time I did this, I enjoyed myself. But now I want to do it again, which is where the issue comes up.

I'm 17. I have this insecurity where I don't want to bring up certain things to my parents. I don't want to tell them what I want to do. If I didn't need to tell anyone, I probably would be out somewhere living live. Because I'm scared to talk about things I want to do. It feels strange. It feels wrong, like they are going to judge me about it somewhere. I tend to feel that maybe if I were different, or maybe if I had different parents, I wouldn't be so anxious about discussing things I want to do. Then I could maybe actually do them.",2.4145308537616224,3.980278065088761,3.5711115807269667,90.96001479289944,76.0414201183432,6.958748943364327,23.90574809805579,7.7094869923839395,0.9224552831783606,639,20,144,9,14,207,91,169,0.107,0.792,0.10099999999999999,-0.7256,4,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,0,9,7,0,2,2,0,21,1,0,0,1,26,39,10,0,13,5,2,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,16,5,0,0,5,1,0,5,5,3,0,1,5,4,26,4,20,29,1,15,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,4,5,101,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.11674723286696548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515434283745734,0.0,0.16730419403487534,0.12258096223183824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292884186370611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305560405535467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551941032383593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499877880124884,0.0,0.0,0.10469404971909307,0.12242890735511801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994031654365876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170267183284465,0.0,0.0,0.24196571636452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062504740805235,0.0,0.06799175287663813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350541979375461,0.0,0.12486863908555715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458222201259955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450226721146366,0.0584479836796025,0.0,0.2112811154992809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36057056850238894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794604060950464,0.0887083916100085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106827937774702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656826815348933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289875713953652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977625486860563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615868291870497,0.2091338346874662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179227013705596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976056703266288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233855847064221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498580321356511,0.13080291024489407,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mia_1118,2019/10/08,"Messaged an old friend I decided after a lot of back and forth to message an old family friend. I found out that she was hosting an event and so I decided to have that be the first point of convo. We talked about our family and life has been going and I told her congrats on her engagement. She replied with “aww thank you”. 

I’m overthinking because it’s been a few years and Social anxiety kicked in. Should I drop the convo or make a genuine effort and keep it going since we were great friends.  I guess I’m overthinking bc in my mind I feel like if she wanted to she could ask me something since I initiated the convo but since she didn’t I’m awkwardly confused if I should let it go and genuinely strike another convo or let it go.",2.729829633453793,4.624152328859065,4.085369127516781,86.18677336086733,76.0469798657718,7.806091894682499,24.88435725348477,8.617729084823388,1.7290873515745997,583,20,119,12,13,192,93,149,0.07200000000000001,0.815,0.113,0.6059,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,3,1,0,2,3,9,0,2,9,0,13,1,0,1,0,30,29,13,0,6,5,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,7,1,22,7,12,16,2,17,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,7,8,79,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209633867210262,0.11096195310181464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560106999219226,0.0,0.0,0.11153359208308083,0.0,0.0884204166229753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580968298109892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734782439082246,0.0,0.07334104348390473,0.10362290862164232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337845532698845,0.0,0.1590385484314265,0.3361930841062035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297383566032244,0.0,0.0,0.15991684017842744,0.15978763223639034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892605908079946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29664449914977103,0.10245227377101668,0.07086352855268947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331532290072025,0.0,0.0,0.09682121613133393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645796314872125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30440868123487874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371180223040457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35995765753261594,0.0,0.0,0.1478590093162745,0.0,0.11166567091595002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165847501250364,0.0,0.13354146892374175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860036696039787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555355429398427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340668683970786
socialanxiety,Mercer-sama,2019/10/08,"Feel so worthless I'm a junior in college and I see everyone arond me with careers and internships and promising futures, meanwhile I'm already in my third year and because of my social anxiety I've accomplished absolutely nothing. I've gotten myself in the position where I can't even apply for jobs or internships because I have nothing to offer, no experience, no references, no special skills, no connections, no clubs or organizations. 

I feel so hopeless and everytime I go to look at internships or jobs it just makes me feel depressed. I feel like I should already have my foot in the door of my future career but I just feel leagues behind everyone else.",6.195280073461891,8.093365148760329,6.914490358126724,69.43516988062444,66.93388429752066,10.005876951331498,38.237832874196506,10.25414643259724,4.5843987144168965,537,30,83,14,9,177,74,121,0.069,0.8059999999999999,0.125,0.3799,2,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,20,16,11,0,1,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,6,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,1,7,15,3,12,14,0,10,0,3,2,0,2,6,0,3,4,56,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916716825661057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357594079598833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636070881497568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284940851355175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482483279179843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721324105461654,0.0,0.0,0.3391487484777965,0.0,0.17359375989510928,0.0,0.0,0.4486554338764669,0.12678025514427604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085683160480202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35221110170451425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669990400614246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490249917712949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845854017984872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340562822143023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141576259632602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809021110857144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428094180369636
socialanxiety,OdysseusM,2019/10/08,"Anyone here sings? I'm one of those people who sings all the time, not good tho, but I just love doing it. I wish I could study somewhere but I'm too afraid. 

I once went to study piano and I had a singing class which I didn't know about and so I freaked out and never went back, that was the first day of piano classes...",-0.25706521739130395,1.8169490000000048,0.9418659420289864,103.6719293478261,87.98550724637683,3.45,14.422101449275365,3.1291,-1.5718855072463769,247,4,61,0,8,77,51,69,0.08,0.784,0.136,0.7048,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,2,13,12,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,2,0,2,5,0,7,2,5,6,1,8,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,41,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982003591180568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796163347159905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22631807335305465,0.0,0.0,0.18280689996053212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24110915066952704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377510436052246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578105248028246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25583182776949964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862021230446727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018734196140795,0.1920784135561242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651402185540853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528658492889714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5255366387846792,0.0,0.0,0.3259626036781146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iskmsasap,2019/10/08,"For me, medication + finding a job I didn't hate and liked my coworkers at were the massive changes in my life which I needed to get of my severe social anxiety. These are the 2 big 'magic' get out-of-jail-free cards which will see your life making leaps and bounds in improvement. As a fairly level-headed adult, I look back at my life and realized the two greatest causes of misery in my youth were my lack of financial freedom and my deafening social anxiety which made me utterly incapable of relaxing around people. 

You need some, not a lot, of money to not go insane as an adult imho. Even a couple hundred bucks a month from some part-time job should enable you to have the freedom to pay for gas/fast food, and start  going out on your own to grow socially. You can also occasionally get new clothes, etc, to keep your confidence up. Appearance DOES matter. 

Additionally, while not wishing to sound like a paid-hack for big Pharma or anything, I do believe the FDA does a pretty fantastic job of securing the validity and safety of our prescription drugs in this country. 

I personally got super lucky and discovered the right dosage instantly, (zoloft) but for other people it might take a couple tries to find the right medication. 

I'd say from personal experience, the drugs seem to take nearly all effect around 3 months after taking them daily consistently, and at the 6 month mark you hit full stride. 

The rookie mistake most new timers make is getting cocky after feeling so good and forgetting to continue to take their medication. That's he mistake I made. Then I realize I wasted 3 years of my life avoiding medication like the plague because of the threat it was to my ego and self-image....lol",10.116932377966856,8.060558680250786,9.7942342140618,65.42662225705331,59.37617554858935,13.126824899238693,38.45969547693686,11.765960540728905,4.489567666815941,1365,50,236,32,14,446,201,319,0.11,0.76,0.13,0.7028,3,2,2,0,0,0,39.0,1,7,2,3,6,13,2,1,22,0,12,12,0,6,1,51,39,18,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,3,11,2,0,4,9,14,1,4,7,1,3,4,4,5,0,1,7,5,29,8,44,28,10,36,0,0,2,0,19,18,0,9,17,148,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920987955633152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324131357874128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121903156392645,0.1540865174106706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665476420544069,0.0,0.05275693291886627,0.0,0.0,0.09750640138299048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890539347721481,0.09155296829465936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152044500024626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514719503802623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072908306498746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652037686956796,0.057162052476075885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465746295693552,0.0,0.0,0.04375967292461982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582008369388394,0.0,0.10465036749978522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086443352195747,0.0,0.0983708572323856,0.0725897080871519,0.06921781684597607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544511487648583,0.08881997694798721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25764720730965124,0.07692503281704907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445167277494319,0.12684431599738608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267587111517744,0.0,0.0,0.07357733051498844,0.0,0.16378164573570028,0.1155387092631402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34873929675326265,0.0,0.0918104016917314,0.0,0.0,0.20723780362166885,0.0,0.0,0.12834380872950035,0.0,0.16717109703185934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371963106908797,0.0,0.11999859403521727,0.15113523716622845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804721860723798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478176458353686,0.0,0.06882393268695401,0.0,0.0,0.06896503474986111,0.07878717453022052,0.09028514581749256,0.09777103840610532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646647052980001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125688521041595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602838047270897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058758267339897675,0.0,0.08454173600324953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952229815491907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557320413088345
socialanxiety,guess_im_screwed,2019/10/08,Self-checkout appreciation post No I would not like to socialize thank you,4.283076923076924,7.6896730769230786,5.098846153846154,70.08365384615385,87.46153846153845,8.753846153846155,29.57692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.6664153846153855,62,3,10,2,2,20,13,13,0.252,0.409,0.33899999999999997,0.3591,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269111373273565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448231977393709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845318836746845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734573151138789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42761131449052064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299382467935996,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ultraviolencegirl,2019/10/08,"My ex-crush stopped talking to me bc he was bored He was nice about it, we had a conversation and shit but his reason to stop seeing me was « i’m just kinda bored with you ». Which i totally get, my social anxiety totally refrains me of being totally myself and comfortable around people, specially when dating. But it makes my social anxiety even worse at the same time",2.659714285714287,5.429168900000002,4.342500000000001,79.51375000000003,81.42857142857143,8.071428571428571,24.464285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.455142857142858,293,11,51,8,8,98,53,70,0.23,0.6890000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8502,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,0,5,1,1,2,3,18,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,11,3,7,4,4,7,0,0,1,0,9,2,1,1,5,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767553266134551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192113186073551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626432877860042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865347217840034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437124567013456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071610463737458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531820982022383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622633387224825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527681780150615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020339656114425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411745686317831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979233619437248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435881351440536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25094590762447644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,redditcommenterrhhf,2019/10/08,"how do i make friends in a new school? I’m afraid of ending up alone again and want to start fresh. The friends I have right now are usually people who did the first move and approached me. I never do anything first and usually let people come to me, which is why I don’t have a lot of friends and why I don’t get out often.

I don’t think they care about me much now. I’m afraid of ending up alone again. How do I make a good first impression in a new school and how do I start making the first move?",3.1647968545216263,3.2831508532110085,3.9067103538663166,94.78779816513763,72.57798165137615,7.32948885976409,22.910878112712968,6.868970318607317,0.3030382699868932,389,8,97,3,7,124,54,109,0.037000000000000005,0.764,0.198,0.9456,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,4,9,8,0,2,7,0,13,0,0,6,1,18,25,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,2,0,4,1,0,12,6,11,23,2,27,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,17,65,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660983121320385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571428637083953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097681699999011,0.0,0.0,0.11065969130330214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22756057052391898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370830058531587,0.0,0.0,0.2977511011925432,0.0,0.06711673165085706,0.0,0.0,0.10774885616652652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136234869223615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921483791143216,0.0,0.0,0.2572505957272958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730721506009706,0.09443524973147527,0.0,0.0990787567258943,0.2481411616597257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812044695595824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097068901342554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600232790602561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185386021451086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231404588321514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829681809511129,0.0,0.07577093701880765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23183615432457205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Aboringper,2019/10/08,"I tend to I have a tendency to insult people without meaning to or I sometimes say what I want to say in way that offend people somehow
And I’m trying so hard to concentrate on what I’m saying but it’s not working I guess",0.7381250000000001,2.7991382291666684,3.641500000000004,86.05350000000004,83.375,5.506666666666668,24.18333333333333,6.742157984588678,1.043453333333333,177,7,35,2,5,63,34,48,0.125,0.847,0.027999999999999997,-0.4648,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,8,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,25,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873909404143746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336990338771622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841769834371541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617254680786772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6223915238264582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25801897350962266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771217565330706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387496566671588,0.2070759923739879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514809430573017,0.0,0.18992520660383255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,classicrockscifi,2019/06/25,"Am I the only one who feels that everyone is constantly out to get me? I was going to use my alt for this, but IDEC. 

As a disclaimer, I do NOT have paranoid personality disorder, nor have I ever been diagnosed with it. This feeling of mistrust of others comes and goes, but usually turns up a couple hundred notches whenever I step outside my house. Whenever I have to talk to someone outside of my family, I feel as though they are staring at me, scrutinizing me, waiting for me to trip up, either in manner or speech, so that they can pounce on the opportunity to unleash a stream of vitriol at me. This causes me to behave in a sort of off-putting way that make my fears come true, in a sort of twisted self-fulfulling prophecy.

I'd just like the reassurance that I'm not the only one who thinks this way, and that people aren't this critical of others all the time.",9.624285714285714,6.50742479532164,9.94649958228906,67.26105263157899,61.280701754385966,13.046282372598164,41.38763575605682,11.20814326018867,4.507293400167084,684,29,130,14,7,232,106,171,0.042,0.8390000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.9065,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,1,10,0,11,1,0,3,3,26,24,10,0,0,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,15,6,0,1,4,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,2,5,19,4,28,22,2,20,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,3,5,99,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767165849218436,0.0,0.2963678115265984,0.0,0.18589741069625387,0.0,0.0,0.1903418772440912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460128306117734,0.0,0.0,0.1971550218861889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556060414998814,0.0,0.1643768162003529,0.0,0.0,0.1621694228505976,0.19357542878891584,0.2609423226449434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987572006532843,0.0,0.09776550817694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849321821184132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404249904722229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482771364423836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331365553929949,0.2616648228646197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926015342793035,0.1502051896334821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293217228382998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945910831750572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457558312032509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826680594967572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102263766914218,0.16901323330944226,0.0,0.10030889038901622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711329719600767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857396676655452,0.18946072307912107,0.0,0.0,0.2730901393582964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ooChivalryoo,2019/06/25,Reasons for being nervous around close family What could be some possible reasons as to why someone is nervous around their close family members? I’m not talking about family gatherings or the holidays. I’m talking about immediate family members such as a siblings?,7.221666666666668,10.315153777777779,7.939722222222222,58.17625000000004,66.77777777777779,11.611111111111116,42.361111111111114,11.20814326018867,6.591777777777778,220,14,26,8,4,73,32,45,0.099,0.845,0.055999999999999994,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386382672423502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185994875777178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7172179568619751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442294627644254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39111642399067176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115661266276946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057525713599473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716267361859484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whitensilver,2019/06/25,"I’m female. Why do I get so much anxiety around groups of girls? I’m in my early 20’s, and not to sound arrogant but I’m decently attractive. For some reason though I get so much anxiety around this certain group of girls. We’re all girlfriends/wives of a team through our husbands/bfs work and we’re living out of state for the next few months which automatically puts us in this “girl club”.

But for some reason I get this overwhelming anxiety whenever they want to do a group hangout. We share similar interests, and they’ve always been friendly but I have no idea why my anxiety goes out of control whenever it comes to hanging out with a group of girls. I can be a chatterbox with other people but whenever they’re around my mind goes blank, I go quiet and I have absolutely nothing to say to them. I can go an entire hangout/meeting not saying a word or every word I say I embarrass myself over. I get a “spotlight effect” and believe every move I make I get judged over. Everything seems so fake.

Ever since I was a little girl it’s been like this. I have never been able to successfully make friends with girls.

Today they arranged to hangout and I didn’t respond to the group texts because I just wanted to stay home. So one of them went to my house and was ringing the doorbell so I ran and hid in the back because I had no idea what to say for a reason why I didn’t respond to them. I started having a panic attack crying while waiting for her to leave.

Why am I like this? Does anyone else have similar experiences? How do you cope? I feel so alone, like I’m the only person that experiences this.",2.783080889461812,4.844115635514021,4.239669137393921,84.38130841121499,76.44548286604362,7.169019228703406,25.399183585777198,8.104835398774808,1.6239864861961544,1273,46,249,22,29,422,163,321,0.131,0.754,0.114,-0.6853,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,1,5,5,14,15,1,3,15,0,20,0,0,8,4,51,42,22,0,2,8,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,1,7,12,19,0,2,8,4,0,8,7,5,0,1,10,8,38,10,40,31,6,31,0,1,0,0,32,12,0,4,12,162,50,3,0.09221450064564296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550641223058882,0.0,0.0,0.07672985168680202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821753623669169,0.0,0.0,0.06447852294536865,0.09448465331697972,0.0,0.2462713685522357,0.0,0.10490730700196818,0.0,0.0709072589350731,0.0,0.11242620737906693,0.0,0.0,0.10389416419951164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943462707631656,0.0,0.0,0.1034264036322331,0.0,0.0,0.1012932988998752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069753093755598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703338258315777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341329521377926,0.15538938794550966,0.0,0.08287644715497733,0.18040695241361354,0.0,0.0,0.04662642226216409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248938890172913,0.0,0.2408913528709596,0.0,0.1048152516018404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249866285838676,0.0,0.0,0.10640315278921894,0.0,0.2081978936826696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764184146095707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515404124334832,0.09242315526548543,0.08142709351807205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231077904765987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931103582529117,0.0,0.07360473463769854,0.09800942055975433,0.13557653662196176,0.0,0.07112150774156056,0.0,0.09807116758734216,0.0,0.0,0.08848230040833002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062486932167522234,0.07013328308555555,0.0,0.10819384778355903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392992385923618,0.08051814508467453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270104296485324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28443559490134696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933306885298257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394861805336032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628078785243209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526989818241616,0.09828838815853062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906002786857514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740856425352242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092269020471393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878100335225586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548376595605957,0.3328369751385746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713325473943013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,morethan_nice,2019/06/25,"So self conscious it hurts sometimes It can become almost unbearable. When i am getting really self conscious i wont want to look people in the eye

I take facial expressions personally and honestly feel like i do get weird looks 

Ive got really self conscious about my hair, the way  i part it. And i cant seem to find a good way. It feels like people always look at the top pf my head so i start to feel like there is something wrong with it

I start feeling like i look abnormal and don’t want to look people in the eye

It was mostly fine yesterday but today i got really anxious and thats when i started to feel like people especially women were giving me weird looks

I came out of a bathroom stall and there was a line and one women kept looking at me all strange

It wasn’t a good hair day and i had to leave for this thing early and wanted to let my hair dry and then i was out in the wind and I’m away from home and i have lots of hair and i am also self conscious so i wear it down even though i like it up when i am away from people

Do i sound nuts?

I know i am normal looking and even feel pretty sometimes (i used to more)

But what is up with people making weird faces pr looking at me like an alien or giggling as they say something?

I just want to jot give a shit 

Worrying about this is really making life really hard

I can see now its not just the people back home because it has happened far away too so i guess its me, i don’t understand",1.2072529858849066,3.1802104690553747,2.96842671009772,92.0071243213898,81.1172638436482,5.917437567861023,19.67958740499457,7.0316486544052195,0.2700849945711181,1142,29,251,14,30,379,150,307,0.11199999999999999,0.759,0.129,0.8059,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,20,18,1,0,12,0,25,12,11,3,1,52,66,27,0,5,6,0,11,7,0,1,1,2,2,7,17,18,0,1,14,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,10,25,36,12,33,54,5,32,0,1,12,0,12,16,1,6,20,164,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678158791369495,0.0,0.0,0.054158918905884736,0.056351856283101916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650892870100337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908869955102916,0.05207563389080844,0.0,0.04128396798249722,0.0747959208508381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745830075356043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367642618304552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946222661826626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054599654672318,0.2419104662235625,0.0,0.0,0.061898578306584226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076606873807485,0.1299342090800454,0.0,0.11360748317713988,0.10833026017195697,0.0,0.07460570471381484,0.0,0.059888176519819536,0.0,0.0606674695040989,0.0,0.0695044401115205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586553971331294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250002378853393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372193808923031,0.0,0.0,0.07171001763022697,0.0,0.06925245589659933,0.047835517538125434,0.2316059377393937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118405019393232,0.0,0.0,0.05757658736321539,0.0,0.0,0.0904126928927816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635521504809583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045891586438213165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733385743697025,0.0,0.3286594280603165,0.05913405070185971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889973227820577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692888548415853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385690327842532,0.0,0.0,0.05396732010376047,0.061653455020579374,0.2826039242998932,0.0,0.06951779053194844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427460441619954,0.1339616852254658,0.0,0.14380634816035467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092007659562522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499286663848377,0.0,0.06653856056633846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419450503869553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050315126919297,0.0,0.05849185707356828,0.0,0.0,0.15978165818069334,0.1075124380615388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877708632473133,0.0,0.0,0.07404564532451555,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Seacaiput,2019/06/25,"How to regain interest in other people? I promise I’m no sociopath- I do care a lot about other people, just lately it’s been in a more distanced way. I know the point of interacting is not the words I’m saying but what I’m learning about the other person, and the key is to focus on them. But I’m not motivated by my interest in people anymore. :( I strongly believe (at least I used to) that everyone has amazing talents and stories waiting to be unlocked, but now when I’m fortunate enough to be talking to someone, I find myself getting bored and then I stop trying to converse. Maybe I’ve been spending too much time alone. I really want this motivation back! Without it I can't do anything about anxiety!",2.9933480907581647,5.2475519208633115,4.879280575539571,79.12475373547318,76.55395683453237,6.8668511344770335,30.11676812396237,7.882392219407189,2.379516436081904,563,27,98,9,13,192,92,139,0.122,0.677,0.201,0.9227,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,9,8,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,4,0,22,21,9,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,2,5,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,12,7,18,17,5,14,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,7,75,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431408933400014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509123860063272,0.0,0.19564061574169064,0.0,0.0,0.1623378816377787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516898362961392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22225776311531986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113174619416904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038345020754587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885016575019542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803028500810391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306637269848566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084154214317421,0.0,0.222531181425646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677134287012116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818603687023356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501747038772128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102902790324388,0.172250125448323,0.0,0.0,0.1864856135993332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637736564471835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687845219226984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714775482023758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492805691315074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855959922746682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503077220734492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393460201860938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037949538455446,0.0,0.0,0.11635601797654264,0.1565851715175391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016297423267398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,biffbuffinton,2019/06/25,"Why am like this? I've spent the night and the whole of today throwing up. I feel like shit. I have to call in to work because there's no way I can go in like this, but I can't bring myself to make the call thanks to my anxiety. 

It's just making me feel worse, because instead of getting some rest, I'm lying here freaking out about this one simple phone call and the fact that  I'm probably not going to get the nerve to make it  and will have to go in sick as a dog. 

I don't really know why I'm posting this... I've never posted anything on here before. I guess I just wanted to share with people who'd understand. 

x",2.8860862354892234,3.274143462686567,4.394278606965177,90.0765091210614,73.32835820895522,7.149585406301824,23.09784411276949,6.937597516519254,0.5480043117744611,480,11,111,4,9,161,86,134,0.166,0.748,0.086,-0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,6,0,8,2,1,3,2,21,28,5,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,1,5,5,2,0,1,1,2,10,5,19,25,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,6,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448129645759635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314861388046408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244963512909684,0.0,0.1273405227265984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584259675104544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133435392735636,0.10690948194493033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563711538854042,0.0,0.2551474187807693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485556341574914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082243335553532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933325054655475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996761873093323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154187572433848,0.0,0.0,0.14043572018198472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140623116335598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374797437239128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28664530390718923,0.0,0.1613472443539827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958691665062964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361284461455207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377769592719233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185002791602433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579018748838902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826702791671129,0.1187846399871472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700704136836872,0.1670780868561414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894646468807524,0.0,0.15250541036174053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,doggosplz,2019/06/25,"Interview train wreck rant So recently I got offered an interview for a job but last night I started freaking out and impulsively sent an email declining the interview. Although there were some regrets I felt very relieved.

Today, I suddenly get a Skype call from them for an interview. They must not have read my email. I was completely unprepared mentally and looked like I just woke up. Usually when I have an interview I always write down sentence to sentence what I would say because I get so nervous. The interviewer was nice but they seemed weirded out by how awkward I was.

I'm just waiting until they see my email now. I'm so scared.",4.402284186401836,6.9600618487395,4.990435446906037,78.55202444614213,73.36974789915966,9.033155080213907,33.507257448433926,9.573946990214177,3.707413445378152,516,27,89,14,11,165,80,119,0.16699999999999998,0.725,0.10800000000000001,-0.8193,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,9,9,0,3,8,0,8,0,0,1,1,18,21,11,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,8,4,17,3,10,11,1,15,0,1,2,0,18,4,0,2,11,60,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897940398634901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904512791254267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291139038935346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23915418458157156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900780961430644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383413601067863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242910769617424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263499595511217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592858117032302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114361226543073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154308706508616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22986699265259936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140525264671246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22815760036277485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252171582586997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139099440482406,0.2283637619011579,0.0,0.1817628802082655,0.20764991735341684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161447433889022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620821836147225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512153804869096,0.1882029844957477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203276476903905,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,onionics,2019/06/25,"feeling really anxious i dont know what to do. im so so anxious i cant concentrate on anything. tomorrow in the morning im meeting with my college roommate for the first time to hang out and talk and then right after that i have to go to orientation for that college which is overnight and i dont know anyone im going to be by myself. everyone keeps telling me stuff like ""youll be fine!"" and ""youre overthinking"" but i want to cry. this is too much for me to handle. i feel like i have a lump in my throat, its hard to breathe, im sweating and shaking, and my heart wont stop beating fast all day. everything happening tomorrow is all so new to me and out of my comfort zone i want to die. any tips on how to cope with this anxiety please?",0.9263461538461542,2.9878963141025667,2.9625000000000017,91.18875,82.65384615384616,6.464102564102564,25.775641025641022,7.645422480735847,1.3910333333333331,579,25,128,10,16,195,93,156,0.11699999999999999,0.752,0.132,0.1125,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,2,0,2,5,5,0,1,3,0,13,5,4,1,2,23,23,13,1,2,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,11,0,2,4,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,3,18,4,25,19,3,21,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,12,84,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223337666565316,0.0,0.10375694517369953,0.3064476711061251,0.0,0.0948359844602522,0.0,0.11161232772503732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898371242988034,0.08747043850489407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407630238779029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31791582245517963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960073497056587,0.12189592899281645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715769081243706,0.09689444127510756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536721612345813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541638536064441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993758462501213,0.0,0.12149826861442616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072277061256968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860167663706453,0.0,0.0,0.12055460155097875,0.0,0.0,0.14907792839489226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325244021274541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997040078845254,0.0,0.0,0.1309927617544623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488815368386197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688835784390726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158276879664655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133931535482125,0.0,0.0,0.15526444911075604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090146414033788,0.11854701677352528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908722299775582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999674111992326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,badre98,2019/06/25,"Anyone here cured himself with just podcasts and self-help books? Everybody here have already heard the ""you can lessen social anxiety by just reading books bla bla bla"", for a while I've been completely against this thing as I was seeing my social anxiety as a very serious crippling illness that can only be cured by a magic pill but I'm now kinda interested in using self-help books and podcasts. 

So can you really improve with just theoretical stuff like watching lectures and reading books? If yes then share it with the bois in the comments below, thanks you so much.",9.838857142857146,8.71762088571429,8.895238095238096,68.69142857142859,59.19047619047619,11.447619047619051,40.04761904761904,10.355215969177356,4.214104761904761,463,20,76,8,5,145,72,105,0.052000000000000005,0.762,0.18600000000000005,0.9597,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,1,7,2,0,1,0,13,12,11,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,6,4,12,8,1,6,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,2,4,52,11,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689939735434016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007226213420301,0.0,0.0,0.1374333342057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060804412573622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634885690518835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960251035071321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448792106950506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494862241401956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932092515232089,0.0,0.1259158829858622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662604701257984,0.0,0.4100920283630161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007188737010305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500436987445274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809581548901023,0.0,0.0,0.13058004050971678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975733347966332,0.0,0.16217551935666538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nono1210,2019/06/25,"DAE get furious with jealousy over seeing others be so easily charismatic I start crying when I see other people making friends easily and being themselves so easily everywhere they go. They always know how to act even if it’s a lunch with their boss or meeting new people at a bar, or talking with anyone of any age. 
I get so jealous and upset that I can’t do that, that I can’t ever just “be myself” because there is no self for me to be. It feels like I have no personality except shy and quiet. 
It’s exhausting to constantly feel that jealousy and inadequacy, and I just don’t know what to do to cope with it. 
Anyone else feel this way too? If you do, what helps you cope?",5.529044117647056,5.502595580882354,6.917941176470588,75.74323529411767,67.45588235294119,9.741176470588236,28.02941176470589,9.516144504307137,2.3441647058823527,533,15,103,10,8,183,85,136,0.19699999999999998,0.688,0.115,-0.8895,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,3,0,11,6,2,1,2,0,12,3,0,3,1,25,24,14,0,2,7,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,13,9,2,0,5,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,0,6,14,2,14,20,0,11,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,4,7,77,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166261738721297,0.0,0.0,0.13588076743643115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27943000278005203,0.2047336518657976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180511434443407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215928577301996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948693534104768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691944329747332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197564666465053,0.18074372867713007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030967686724023,0.14274757703507948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437625009909586,0.0,0.2087897437087852,0.0,0.11355923146421056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393150215012778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962573691259787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761931155578356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337778481785506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298216805329488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770525437881173,0.17447038546399662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184527029421263,0.0,0.2084501865719891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142978931154535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606033918653514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586035142877572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GetUpStandUp420,2019/06/25,Just tripped down the stairs at school. Ask me anything lol,1.8727272727272712,4.477222181818182,-0.5722727272727255,108.96159090909092,99.9090909090909,2.2,23.681818181818183,3.1291,-0.5699454545454543,48,2,10,0,2,12,11,11,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127803734251623,0.0,0.5825395680173749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6306377251037883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CoolyFulgore69420,2019/06/25,"How do I make friends and meet new people if I’m not in school anymore and unemployed ? Hi guys, I used to have friends in school but as I graduated, I never see them anymore. I don’t know how to meet new people and even if I do, how do I approach them without being weird and what is a good place to meet new people if I have no job and not in high school anymore ? I feel like I will be isolated forever.",4.215172413793102,3.6527243103448304,5.573011494252879,86.09813793103451,70.26436781609196,8.799080459770115,30.043678160919534,8.238735603445708,1.8200271264367816,313,11,73,4,5,106,48,87,0.067,0.778,0.155,0.7641,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,5,1,20,16,13,0,3,7,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,2,12,4,8,13,0,10,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,3,5,49,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529314021348382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005503949945021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697505962093125,0.1087573777293707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352342014231909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768827403028535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073750370082378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084561677910242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510706686343386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366488498303884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437478492503202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161866439650642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741373309655805,0.4410912251249071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166236735658494,0.0,0.15905414350334496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622126613518601,0.1213123249521243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148296336966872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675000250980064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cowboysnation98,2019/06/25,"What are some good activities to do? With my social anxiety, it is really hard to get out of the house and do some activities. Are there any good activities that I can do alone that you guys might have to offer?",4.185714285714287,5.325229952380956,5.884285714285718,77.81071428571428,70.90476190476191,10.361904761904762,23.523809523809533,10.504223727775694,2.2796095238095244,166,4,35,5,3,57,32,42,0.113,0.757,0.13,0.4151,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,6,9,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137541369953967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600936430330508,0.0,0.23174801888443194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827347455415042,0.0,0.0,0.5081828457746058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999579020759422,0.0,0.0,0.27137444150985945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34955170650079503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32137111742753904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940709102483412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088088441613868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Peacee42,2019/06/25,"Avoiding talk with Co worker at restaurant Normally I don't like when I'm chillin with the homes that everyone at sometime is on their phone and it's complete silent unless some music. But now I appreciate that opportunity. I'm right know at a restaurant with a Co-worker, he is very communicative and I just wanna chill because we don't share a lot in everything. I'm just glad to have my phone right now and to be living in a time where it's totally normal and acceptable to be on his/her phone.",4.552857142857143,5.647490399999999,5.793428571428574,78.97100000000002,70.0,8.914285714285715,29.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.4564714285714286,400,15,78,8,7,134,64,100,0.068,0.815,0.11699999999999999,0.6874,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,2,6,6,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,21,11,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,15,9,3,14,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,5,51,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157914739478726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607123884094047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376026516821767,0.22347709651903874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24942348902614925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665551781769114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148136877938845,0.0,0.2195689012027118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139949595246632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872626064651706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247038538060505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459283715006977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986127297431733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499403805629796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051682669885655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102543441547392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,r_r_eddit,2019/06/25,"What do you do if you want to put yourself out there, but being awkward makes you suicidal? TW: Suicide and self harm So I'm going to a meetup this Sunday. I'm kind of excited, kind of dreading it. I'm not in a good place right now, I have borderline personality disorder, I'm very suicidal and on the brink of acting on it, I've also had five attempts prior. Every bad social interaction leaves me feeling even more suicidal. I'm in an awkward situation with therapy. I'm seeing a counselor from my work, but she only does six sessions. I'm on a waiting list for talking therapy and that takes up to a year to get therapy. I've tried my community mental health team, but I can't access them as they close at five, which is when I finish work. Is anyone else dealing with depression and social anxiety while trying to put themselves out there? I'm so sick of the loneliness and how awkward I am.",3.6877608346709465,5.292411949438204,5.676436597110754,77.01089887640451,72.76404494382022,8.681219903691815,29.56821829855538,9.23628265651192,2.7695364365971105,709,30,131,16,14,246,115,178,0.321,0.652,0.026000000000000002,-0.997,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,3,2,4,9,11,0,4,8,0,9,2,0,2,0,20,25,16,4,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,10,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,7,0,3,1,2,13,4,23,23,1,24,0,1,1,0,14,13,0,1,7,83,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512601433320174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099809112198708,0.0,0.0,0.08317412912562215,0.12188056420018513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932010058186104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226344730709932,0.10245333721526023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632950232803498,0.0,0.10409585318829442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936928169684804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856679216915323,0.0,0.1002223409233628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014579566571127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214760380262136,0.0,0.06760326441141155,0.09977144384886646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644060350750713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24774077853117946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259531819086204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940150296360138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987581828242712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904684920947123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386445424474987,0.12427970906482515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23915958881909735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158451066939506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094789485636446,0.0,0.12409306489429238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337072327640029,0.0,0.24251353237489204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204575071284926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943723460397324,0.09560925541367983,0.0,0.0,0.408096549398941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152144222761813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981480051105875,0.07016107694418848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319720561997498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660130308488276
socialanxiety,reedutttt,2019/06/25,"I feel like im treading a mountain alone because I refuse help from others and I need to stop I have recently been having issues with socializing with people my age and it's breaking me because I just stay at home playing minecraft, my instruments or cleaning the house and I'm getting annoyed that I can't go outside, i feel like i need a purpose when i go outside merely socializing with others doesn't feel like enough reason to go out but i have gotten asked by at least 10 friends to go hangout with them and I've rejected by lying or not even responded to them and now i feel jealous of my own good friends that are genuinely nice to me 
Im a teen on summer break and just want to here what other people have done to help themselves with socializing",5.9548491537895485,6.149816788079473,6.348035320088305,79.43337012509203,66.54966887417218,8.830316409124356,33.996320824135395,8.515128840125781,2.6766020603384844,609,26,116,8,9,197,90,151,0.122,0.696,0.182,0.8316,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,6,11,2,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,28,24,10,0,3,6,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,7,12,0,2,5,2,0,4,3,3,0,0,3,4,18,8,20,21,3,17,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,2,9,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236068028188953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285007457351136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758111827459735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406629577503147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420265165019807,0.0,0.09078693687087323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27800308010005514,0.2945910611300325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239292591187955,0.0,0.0718139359814649,0.0,0.3124726429033699,0.11528972386604874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842647660840249,0.0,0.13787736615937482,0.0,0.0,0.15860322737952828,0.0,0.0,0.296947376913955,0.1434660529402884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145894715210785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384049830557224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190586312236224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132539669614205,0.135719042451308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420350509665382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650745929263734,0.0,0.11491752945800948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107381105251983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,taw-phi,2019/06/25,"Still a virgin I'm 20F, a senior in college. And I've still never dated. Never kissed a guy. I want to date but the idea of sending ""signals"" is not something I'm familiar with or comfortable experimenting with. 

So...any advice? Commiseration? Idk, I'm kind of just venting.",1.2034615384615392,3.845155115384621,3.9642307692307694,78.21826923076924,94.0,5.676923076923077,23.80769230769231,7.1686216300943375,1.6183384615384622,214,9,37,4,8,75,40,52,0.057,0.813,0.13,0.6744,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,11,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,5,0,9,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,7,21,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871057859748015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979952121626424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874006101248786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909161213253005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316734797111877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30595582896415224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532056984381129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261877594778579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692709110066551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329557600284387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,meepmeepuhoh,2019/06/25,"Anxiety and being a dick to people? I learned something in therapy. My anxiety apparently is a lot of walls. Walls that wont let me be authentic or caring or show people my sensitive side. 

It sucks cuz I can't seem to show people the sensitive side of me. I just put on a face of everything is okay and just pretend to be a dick so people keep their distance. Because of this people think I'm just a dick. It makes me so sad because being a dick is quite literally the complete opposite of my personality. I used to be the most authentic, genuine and caring person in the world.  

What's worse is, to further mask all that, I just stay quiet and not interact with people at all. 

Idk if this is insecurity or what but somehow it's something that I've developed over the past year or two. 

Anyone have any experience with this? Any advice on how to get past this? Therapy is slowly helping for me.",2.8614194915254245,4.944385124293788,4.991041666666671,78.98283368644069,76.28813559322035,8.266807909604521,27.44668079096045,9.017664075816787,2.4825596045197744,705,29,134,17,16,244,97,177,0.128,0.823,0.048,-0.8396,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,1,1,11,1,15,5,5,4,2,30,25,14,0,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,12,6,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,1,13,3,20,18,4,17,0,1,0,4,5,12,5,9,3,96,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292741491604442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992610647117793,0.0,0.2024059384936216,0.0,0.0,0.09250159787139499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128787307978326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697608919097261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870557835565875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889546220274075,0.12940689863124905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911707662052251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867249637437581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758715151935517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527746802159935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246987352260336,0.0,0.0,0.08830589481051562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25257524487625266,0.5502874295479556,0.2310244322526988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298993535970394,0.0,0.1407087584973974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043361036062687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368959167944886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100560219984115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30257471725925417,0.0,0.0,0.0847673311306531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292299990923134,0.0,0.0,0.11425775768310545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481678520760124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519166967989185
socialanxiety,scottish_lad95,2019/06/25,Telephone paranoia Am I the only one who has a mini heart attack while on the phone? Particularly when ordering a take away.... I write down the full order and when they answer the phone I end up sweating like it’s going out of fashion while my hearts racing like a train 😖,6.41,6.074862222222222,6.9448148148148166,77.33166666666669,65.66666666666667,8.681481481481484,29.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.8096000000000003,216,6,41,2,3,71,43,54,0.098,0.8059999999999999,0.096,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,7,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,6,4,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,7,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360725168240745,0.2775482410742339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616463523555994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678888078154472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.700126617639558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28864566315826895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001780539630136,0.22467328190262048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221122134072106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ONIKATRON,2019/06/25,"Need help coping with my social anxiety I was bullied at a young age and because of that, I have really really low self esteem and confidence level. I tend to speak in an extremely soft tone and get pushed around alot in school and my part time job. As ridiculously as it sounds, I always try to fake my confidence by listening to Nicki Minaj songs but I end up feeling even worse at the end of the day. I have like 1-2 close friends but sometimes I feel that while I give them 50% of my attention, they seem to return me 10% attention due to their wide social circle.

One of the worst problem I have is being paranoid about EVERYONE. I get paranoid that people secretly hate me despite everyone being friendly and nice and I worry if they're being fake to me.It got to the point where I stopped attending family gatherings because I felt that my cousins were secretly looking down on me. I'm so tired of being paranoid but it keeps me awake at night and so stressed up. 

I always associated it with the fact that I have low self esteem due to my past bullying experiences and face acne but even then, I feel so paranoid. I have a private Instagram acc which I used to rant and say random stuff to my closer friends but sometimes I feel so paranoid to the point where I feel like they're secretly judging me as well. I considered counselling but I always back out at the end because I feel like I can get over it eventually and it's honestly expensive in my country where I can't afford to attend regularly since I'm still a student. 

Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thank you 🙏",5.170791090629797,6.188481919354843,6.154239631336408,77.232311827957,68.51612903225806,9.517665130568359,31.53609831029186,9.725611199111238,3.0376743471582186,1265,52,235,28,21,420,167,310,0.212,0.662,0.126,-0.9843,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,3,0,15,20,2,1,12,0,16,2,1,1,1,44,39,26,0,4,7,1,8,3,3,1,1,5,0,2,12,15,0,2,13,1,1,3,1,9,1,1,4,14,42,11,38,29,3,45,0,2,1,0,21,25,0,4,20,154,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009287826974704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578238653937694,0.0,0.0,0.07023725555173882,0.0,0.07901264527970732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194543479508847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941969208081577,0.0,0.18888450010531127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661019865684642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274439223189314,0.0,0.0,0.13643736926533964,0.0,0.0,0.19738624499932475,0.0,0.10103242478352614,0.09736778631595866,0.0,0.3133436114586156,0.14757346807442695,0.09916967548400736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23939291042940244,0.0,0.16188624993213205,0.09908026177404773,0.0,0.0,0.08260634833491723,0.113871937308781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197242913208604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922967334098723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249429951395032,0.091804340935805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137931574612393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673328051132986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658442474522682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692585677040616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998850310041706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184745261671854,0.09859709837748387,0.0716047262847885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527517955318655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988296747066232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233386903910396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213627670413776,0.0,0.10452980577455262,0.0,0.0940266694346872,0.2154972966415412,0.0,0.0,0.08543831441107368,0.0,0.0,0.2105718424728175,0.0,0.0,0.20430276112513196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248343314020078,0.08635077876910516,0.11831247326473515,0.0,0.11823646910189692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509083446396288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022624014631042,0.11871076790198225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012364909220553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920496844567093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286550500359493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489080228152453,0.10525610964417796,0.0733706105194179,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ihabsocialanxiety,2019/06/25,"I(21M) have social anxiety and i'm inviting a girl to my apartment the second time.(First time went better than expected) I don't know what to do and what should i talk to her this time.I want to make it more fun for her and me as well(Never been in a relation ever before .)  

I'm gonna make this short,

I met her in a dating app. And somehow we ended up talking about meeting in my place. It was last Friday. It was ok. No.. it went better than i expected. That was the first time i ever met a girl like that was kind of a date. I have social anxiety so we just watched something which we didn't completed and didn't talked much. I am a romantic guy and turns outs she is too. That was the first time i was alone with a girl so i had NO idea what to do. But i think she wanted me to take things forward like cuddle her or give her kiss or smth.(But i didn't xd). I kept flirting with her like the whole time which she didn't mind.

I only have 1 room and it's kind of tight. So we spend the whole time on the bed. We were laying close to each other. I kept teasing her and She tried not to laugh and tried to control it but she couldn't which was kind of cute. Like i said i'm a romantic guy, so i really wanted to cuddle her and kiss her in her forehead and her cheeks( i've always wanted to do that) but i haven't done it so i didn't knew if i should do it or no. But now that i think about it, it would have been better if i had done it. sad...

But i think she got a little bit disappointed because i didn't took things forward. Tbh i don't want to take things forward because i only want to do those kind of things to the girl i love. And as of right now i don't love her. I just like her.

\​

We have been talking in social media from time to time but mostly she only want to talk in call and i have social anxiety so i don't know how to even make a good conversation let alone make it fun and engaging. She also doesn't talks much which is still kind of hard to believe. But we talk in phone at night ... and it's really awkward .Well... for me atleast. Because it just us staying silent. She doesn't mind me just staying silent. xD . I want to make it more fun and engaging and less boring and just awkward silence. And i don't know how.

We haven't been talking properly since last friday.Which is kind of sad,maybe it's just me but i feel like we have drifted away ... :(

I don't know how to have a good conversation, How to make it fun, i want to know more about her but i don't know what should i ask. I told her i like her 1 or 2 days ago . She said she likes me as well ... which i knew the first time we met.

But the sad thing is we haven't been talking properly since last 3-4 days. I want to talk with her.But i cannot make it fun and engaging. I just don't know what to ask to her....

So now,

i will invite her to come tomorrow, and i literally have no idea what to do. I have social anxiety and i'm kind of lonely as well because i don't have many friends and i spend most of my time alone.

I want to hold her really tight and stay like that for sometime and i think she will like that as well . And other than that i don't know what i should do? I want to get to know her. What should i ask? How should i make it a good date(?).

And i will ask about inviting her to my place tonight on phone so i also want to make the conversation tonight fun as well as interesting. Help me please. Maybe she is the girl i've been waiting for. And she is also really pretty. :)

.And she doesn’t want to have sex rn. And it’s the same for me. I want to take time and take things slow and steady .

Thank you for your help.

Edit: If possible tell me some tips about giving a good kiss ... xD",-0.26015195873414143,1.7584967314931037,1.6476064408197433,99.0227717133696,87.33124215809285,4.947491983828246,16.634727450160323,6.3155176332259595,-0.5653046870207721,2833,62,697,28,90,931,230,797,0.063,0.7090000000000001,0.228,0.9992,0,5,1,0,0,0,113.0,12,2,0,7,42,58,1,2,25,1,79,10,2,15,2,148,153,72,0,28,25,0,4,10,1,11,0,2,2,7,52,50,0,7,18,0,2,8,29,8,5,4,38,7,121,50,81,102,14,66,0,4,1,8,98,24,0,11,47,466,173,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03582927501713543,0.0,0.0,0.12558663010150253,0.0,0.09696991053460784,0.03363209958534162,0.04379429995330799,0.04911387954576297,0.0,0.0,0.12368263041079705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114637544063433,0.0,0.037975267459372734,0.0,0.0,0.09855693239207508,0.0,0.03439385143263395,0.045538715374512165,0.0,0.10724277158611034,0.04412741242363385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04127262943435545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034817652186530615,0.0423788721599673,0.0,0.04533368734910919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213421568724767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272596435566652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03579950704070802,0.0,0.0,0.02669656967142512,0.07312315063040482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020437215012876424,0.028875559484300362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375225603397692,0.0,0.0,0.031227854687888787,0.0,0.021117418555879515,0.07754776058074764,0.0,0.13560718101843053,0.03232701048839942,0.0,0.0,0.08004293309570344,0.0,0.0,0.03620775801425324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054184416120875184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125695071554944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946334030152252,0.199920536166092,0.09884138451627646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041331477734165255,0.0,0.19746830707695792,0.04051076202477473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729600014631694,0.0,0.2428217988317352,0.04097883109021549,0.08121324895682845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162395136565592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942567958709909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037930779553532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222210818059254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445914158364214,0.04436825907165897,0.0,0.04556669314299458,0.0,0.04112096406802588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357456681302836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03451786552242486,0.07689602974210516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687053336094459,0.0,0.0,0.2060119560236939,0.0,0.031116755607209282,0.03997572604785762,0.0,0.0,0.12924480313568767,0.03227890909100231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156114810867932,0.3248750620859022,0.03532825402038505,0.037212665431039495,0.0,0.0,0.16111674090877198,0.10359623403512544,0.0,0.0,0.28282586064592063,0.0,0.0,0.0386223779465977,0.04490733494368634,0.054884109644884715,0.04396459701670967,0.0,0.0,0.04861944707604087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576052987176963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805085551707654,0.07493820113974617,0.0,0.0902534208896967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028712714502099883,0.0,0.04911387954576297,0.0
socialanxiety,youngJerik0,2019/06/25,"Sometime i can't even remember my phone number or address Like when i went to the hospital, they were doing paper work, asking me some questions but everything was in shamble in my head",4.589047619047619,6.8625048571428575,5.48,76.55333333333336,71.85714285714286,8.095238095238095,31.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,3.085952380952381,150,7,24,3,3,49,32,35,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32419234827075544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290448206203261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116633690317889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558961724837947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941911837104906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884727967277629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928339697939539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429741391681229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214683955451198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524598612080287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cookiedash2134,2019/06/25,I have to talk Im in this program and i have to talk or I lose money and not a good talker at all f.my.life,-2.0608974358974343,-0.44442734615384616,0.951538461538462,103.67679487179493,91.69230769230772,3.466666666666667,16.358974358974358,3.1291,-1.3209333333333335,83,2,23,0,3,29,19,26,0.212,0.7879999999999999,0.0,-0.6256,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511300498272339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45219618781032006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683439802074234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6729637523980073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nick_200,2019/06/25,"Is this social anxiety? So I used to be very depressed, and I used to go hang out with this friend like 3 times per week (depends), he was like my only real life friend. then he kinda stopped talking to me, and wouldnt even answer my calls or texts and i really missed him for the a while because i have no one to hang out with, then i started to learn coding (this was 3 months ago) and i really love it, and now all i do is gaming and coding (big dark souls and devil may cry fan here). and now he wants to be friends with me again and hang out again but i really dont feel like i need friends or want to hang out with anyone anymore, its not like ""oh well whatever lets hang out"", its ""i dont wanna see you, id rather stay at home and do my own things instead"". so ... idk, is this social anxiety? should i see a doctor?",2.180411140583555,3.1088065459770107,3.6001149425287373,93.09099469496023,75.49425287356323,6.733156498673741,20.85587975243148,7.010146845296331,0.21779274977895646,625,13,148,6,13,206,100,174,0.106,0.745,0.15,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,0,3,0,16,3,0,3,1,41,28,18,0,7,5,0,1,4,4,3,2,0,1,0,8,19,0,1,3,1,0,6,5,3,1,1,2,3,18,10,19,20,2,27,2,2,2,1,15,7,0,5,17,96,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746819423323315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275005907074975,0.0,0.13142110945288007,0.09265886451822207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078104337672916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353145227915566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455635400848069,0.0,0.0,0.11413657097786305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356366138705895,0.0,0.0,0.310617528659915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752613135555237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700450236770812,0.09467006598578566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095287664302152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531238119278201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292520793588658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550746008959147,0.09360057199041208,0.25896416201031325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960163328777525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577368747222632,0.0,0.0,0.09825956709857192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979684889456138,0.10078503785126454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083318990623987,0.2546810672180159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111975490377269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701684859990712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379611034090928,0.14124533295857503,0.0,0.1107900224974354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065120264822248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803830855376264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727164243170642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289040261560415,0.0,0.10934028169432508,0.15632374613036834,0.0,0.10629702587387492,0.0,0.11914856513448213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iliveforsea,2019/06/25,"So i’ll be meeting this guy today I am very anxious when it comes to socializing in real life, that’s why i have more internet friends and lately I prefer talking to them(so messages) instead of my real life friends because i am better at expressing and being myself when writing. But this is the last day when i’ll be in this guy’s city and i had a moment when i was so sure of myself and i told him that we should meet. 
Aaand i’ll see him in a few hours but i’m so sure he won’t like me as a person and i know that i’m much more boring in real life and i just don’t know how to talk with people when i’m not feeling comfortable. So i feel like I should maybe cancel?",1.077315541601255,2.622100666666672,3.2689795918367364,91.76585557299843,79.74829931972789,5.611512297226583,21.511773940345375,6.297961479604792,0.2185032967032967,526,15,119,4,13,180,85,147,0.08900000000000001,0.779,0.132,0.7325,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,4,0,13,3,0,1,2,27,23,19,0,3,4,0,2,2,2,3,3,0,0,3,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,3,18,8,12,14,4,17,0,0,1,0,18,5,0,0,13,79,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556169924242645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933655204301047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961306340076542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624130727622132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945137183133318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820187912089205,0.10469655903566548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645094954197026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902184345483751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432389739228108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108195605148987,0.11945919010159953,0.16531669347916692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31054138525595665,0.14319550955053342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472308738902484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077323570909159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160049161312816,0.12796328590024156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004237339581272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678272551503348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493909957146597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762464732920084,0.0,0.0,0.23558539972453296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891386948793538,0.1400364233628883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092049517642675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224010862098082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SureshMM,2019/06/25,"Lack of social interaction Hey

​

I'm not quite sure if this is the right subreddit for this but anyway I'll try to explain my situation. So when I was a youngster I was pretty outgoing, not the most talkative but still I hanged out a lot with different people. However as I'm in my early twenties at the moment I have not that many friends to hang out with apart from those who I have known since elementary school. 

​

Nowadays I feel like I have become more and more isolated. So contrary to my childhood, I spend \_a lot\_ of time at home. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy being alone with my thoughts but sometimes I just have those moments when I feel really sad because I'm alone and don't have anyone to talk to. Furthermore I haven't had a proper relationship and nowadays the idea of it pushes me down because lately I have been yearning for physical and emotional connection.

​

To conclude: My childhood's outgoingness and social interaction has vanished as it seems like I have lost interest in almost everything and stay at home most of the time. Any similar situations and/or advice appreciated.",5.6990490430622005,7.647939224880383,6.2163367224880375,73.7602945574163,68.23444976076556,9.435526315789474,32.67972488038278,9.827888789773867,3.4964184210526335,914,41,153,22,16,296,124,209,0.10300000000000001,0.747,0.15,0.9088,2,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,8,11,0,0,9,0,17,0,0,1,1,35,27,16,0,3,8,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,11,0,0,8,0,1,3,6,4,0,0,6,2,21,7,26,20,7,25,0,3,0,0,10,10,0,7,13,108,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307759161143733,0.0,0.0,0.1056268327370212,0.21849890040923345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428751029719648,0.3845232490200852,0.07173263116995611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375675640269896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286039445717912,0.11649861834229892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102081659724747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865512685342244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480207742212056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066716020040851,0.07535767928785547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149655627268948,0.0,0.05511095484700819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161779247957946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119078420429377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899037067577285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306815604602793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151480764621144,0.17935718419874502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694406155373863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312921583088873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107314991556459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219505244274357,0.0,0.0,0.06757565158623507,0.0,0.0,0.113250172315941,0.0,0.09008262649090767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675528172324072,0.0,0.09602852995486702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725732586344724,0.2371365206928403,0.0,0.21505499029292255,0.0,0.0,0.10432621901063108,0.0,0.0,0.11243174271788084,0.08423953414181029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941727469595622,0.0,0.0,0.08478391821499535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374238954028143,0.12301695552401283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161660598935626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533002437088533,0.3845232490200852,0.0
socialanxiety,MNM979,2019/06/25,"Meeting my online best friend irl soon and it’s scaring me. My best friend is an online friend and she’s moving cities to attend the same university as me! We were so excited when we found out we would be seeing each other soon but now I’m anxious about how wrong it could all go. I’m awkward - not in a cute, endearing way. Just real bad awkward. A lot of it is my social anxiety - being face to face is a massive source of nervousness for me, partly because I’m quite ugly and it makes me self-conscious. I end up coming across as even more awkward. It easier for me to be me online because people don’t see me, and if they don’t like me, I never have to see them again. I’m way more outgoing online, it’s how we ended up talking at first. The idea of meeting her now is terrifying! I love her, and I know she’s a good person, she’s not vain or cruel, but I feel like she’ll hate me. It’s hard for me to sit there and talk. I haven’t had a conversation with someone in person in ages about anything not school or work related. I can’t even look people in the eye anymore without my hands shaking. Any advice?",1.1410543011755934,3.132430017167384,3.3007837283075183,89.44102071281954,81.44635193133047,5.768912110468371,21.289233065870498,6.895973343053719,0.5142593394289978,866,26,184,10,23,295,131,233,0.16399999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.175,0.4216,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,0,2,5,15,22,2,6,9,0,17,5,4,3,2,38,33,17,0,3,10,0,3,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,8,14,0,0,4,0,0,5,9,11,0,1,3,8,33,11,26,24,9,28,0,0,5,1,24,9,0,4,13,130,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309045429942585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565976388046823,0.0,0.09636203016567556,0.14230334016625784,0.12492233019854132,0.0,0.0,0.103657547676409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517458564594814,0.15357283493499374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643826599153999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850673660975356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005719154444072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22313323485538508,0.0,0.0,0.16639592113806492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369112697659046,0.08998862733870215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714481947794127,0.0,0.13811290242334198,0.2919581640961913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158818085291205,0.1056525336223727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283890254961365,0.12436326182104115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219789809566802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922645905281725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307918678711152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577794178911368,0.0,0.0,0.10708999375980613,0.1136873276147258,0.0,0.08408187391009808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338796790942896,0.0,0.0,0.09715111648208308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640661649603394,0.0,0.17465500034414974,0.2199736181203416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397810095703538,0.0,0.14337448247705126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261118272825767,0.12748218037254608,0.3011307323593214,0.0,0.13140780773813027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284043216410251,0.10672879422526248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249000480549006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199968543610966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142469378646785,0.0,0.0917032112804956,0.0,0.0,0.0894811325341362,0.13772173827741008,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,idontlikemyface,2019/06/25,i need to buy water and theres a lot of people outside help! i dont wanna go but i have to.,-3.466666666666665,-2.020461434782609,1.2521739130434817,99.74028985507248,98.13043478260867,3.066666666666667,12.014492753623188,3.1291,-1.7305246376811592,69,1,19,0,3,27,20,23,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.2828,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5935343158191418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28781687135827666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33945057066816114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305502191912589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755127740674873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35109605501371743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jalex54202,2019/06/25,You guys ever just want to be unique and end up failing at absolutely everything new you try so you just stay in your comfort zone and people act like you’re some sort of talented individual when in reality you’re just too scared to fail in front of others? No? Just me?,2.8100000000000023,4.979037037037038,4.573851851851857,81.50633333333336,76.77777777777777,8.023703703703704,23.76296296296297,8.841846274778883,1.7392785185185184,216,7,44,5,5,73,41,54,0.18899999999999997,0.669,0.142,-0.6289,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,2,8,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,2,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,9,1,1,12,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,2,5,28,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133355142950808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200055238693786,0.0,0.0,0.31794596796938834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35028825367217903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728343172004579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416735962975468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24525980808062905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541858234241873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770721089765993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401868369675104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866291084388688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,will_wlr,2019/06/25,"Pass the advice. What’s good y’all, I’ve got my social issues pretty much fixed at this point. *But* I’m encountering a new situation and need some fucking help.

Context (it’s kinda long but trust you need it):

So I’ve got depression right, and I live in a place where finding good doctors is hard. All the doctors here refuse to entertain anything beyond basic shit like Wellbutrin and Prozac. My mom has connections to better doctors though, and I went to a consult with one last week (he flew out here, ima call him G.).

The consult was in someone’s house, not G’s house. But I think it was G’s close friend maybe? But I did a lot of talking and explaining during my talk with G, he was a really insightful guy. G got the impression of me most people get, mature and intelligent, which is a label I’ve been scared of for most of my life, cause I’d rather just be a kid (I’m 16). But I’ve just accepted it at this point.

Now after the consult G emailed my mom the prescription info and all that shit. With that, he said the home owners have a kid who’s college age, and has had a lot of the same issues relating to people that I’ve had. This girl wants to go out for coffee. 

*Im trippin over this.*

I’ve never had to sit down with someone I don’t know in this context, AND she knows I’m depressed/have issues which I usually hide, AND she has expectations of me to be intelligent and mature. FUCK.

Please give me some advice for this. I’ve *never* spoken to anyone besides a doctor or my mom that *knows* I’m depressed. I’ve never told anyone I didn’t need to tell. That and it’s a 1 on 1 situation with someone I don’t know which is worrying.

I’m prolly overthinking it, but still whatever help y’all can give me I appreciate it.",0.8456424581005564,3.1152496396648037,2.996589385474863,89.5194650837989,84.72625698324022,6.0381005586592185,20.681843575419,7.365786028017652,0.7106858100558657,1353,42,287,22,40,458,170,358,0.10400000000000001,0.738,0.158,0.9512,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,3,0,1,11,16,4,1,19,0,21,10,2,1,5,61,49,21,0,6,11,3,1,1,1,0,6,1,1,4,23,20,0,1,10,1,0,4,7,7,0,1,16,2,25,9,35,31,10,34,0,2,0,2,36,17,4,8,13,167,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347010606695006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697037740029592,0.0,0.06883113077185854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397551006943984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854089399916867,0.0,0.0,0.08592448718234626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440833303092205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424489604148128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644826289009976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462243873628447,0.15465336556231,0.043700058826809565,0.16047613444317005,0.04753629184233225,0.14031169984537,0.20069104416807929,0.0,0.0,0.08281980289628586,0.0,0.0,0.07492777353552113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212839134257313,0.0,0.08390083247359331,0.0,0.0,0.1930257761779305,0.0,0.0,0.09034888327911644,0.26190494369055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387220468738166,0.06818027665100168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907958341346262,0.040863785565736034,0.0,0.07385837503976357,0.07402149669986938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222071677499834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403071965303291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29388530503455546,0.0,0.0,0.0614872903832352,0.1860608594731276,0.19353210701314494,0.08078301114461674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667871800052428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597516474319546,0.0,0.08738921961272075,0.09181498800831396,0.15813949926199886,0.0,0.0,0.08509508603207258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535839010188874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143073619127986,0.07956372637086602,0.0,0.0837413181205387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171684621906644,0.0,0.18803666046124826,0.0,0.08526359008738768,0.21261153935577026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679747443606464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445828415959102,0.07310774159512314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359511047232689,0.08217890474494442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799245506183176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212103934087364,0.0,0.04933485769702395,0.0,0.06709343621705513,0.0,0.0,0.07753797628049626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494361130760993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway4saddays,2019/06/25,Best dating app if you have social anxiety I’m ruined every opportunity to have a girlfriend due to my social anxiety is there a good dating app for if u have social anxiety.,3.769313725490196,5.972641617647064,6.877058823529412,65.94343137254904,74.0,9.239215686274509,26.03921568627451,9.725611199111238,3.087874509803921,141,5,22,4,3,52,23,34,0.2,0.56,0.24100000000000002,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,5,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544395925856516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535303825898064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035472509529133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026314984457291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7388017837989248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bd_alvarado,2019/06/25,"Unexplainable Awareness that leads to severe social anxiety. I’ve been doing a lot of reading about mental health because I am trying to figure out what is wrong with me. Hopefully someone else can help if they have gone through something similar. I have always had social anxiety, but was raised believing it was all in my head. Anything in my head, I could control. That’s how my father raised me but boy is that an incorrect statement. Recently my social anxiety has been at it’s worse. I have a huge phobia of using the restroom around people because the sound of people causes anxiety for me. Children playing, screaming, doors slamming, people laughing, all of these can be triggers for an anxiety attack. What I hate the most is my hyper awareness. It feel like I’m overly aware of the world around me. I am starting to think I have a degree of Autism Spectrum Disorder. My inability to tolerate people’s presence, noise, or anything related to people makes my life almost impossible to live. These past months I’ve even stopped doing the things that used to make me happy. My dogs which I love have also become slightly concerned with my behavior. It feels like hell is unleashing from my brain into reality. If anyone has some suggestions on how I can approach this that would be greatly appreciated.

Other details about my situation:
1. I have tried behavioral therapy(didn’t work)
2.Tried prescription medication(partially worked)
3. I started using cannabis to help alleviate symptoms in late 2017(helps only when I’m under the influence of it)
4. I have always had trouble socializing, being around people, greeting people, basically anything that has to do with normal human interaction
5. I cannot take a joke most of the time. I’m a pretty uptight person.
6. I’m overly aware of everything around me: I’m aware of the fact that people know I am angry, nervous, and they don’t want to talk to me either. 
7. My situation did get worse after I started wrestling in high school. This is relevant because I was never able to use the restroom at wrestling tournament(too many people, too much pressure.”
8. My situation has recently gotten worse. My thoughts on marijuana have also became negative recently
9. My mother is a heavy alcohol. 

Again, I appreciate any feedback, suggestions, anything that helps. I have been dealing with this my whole life. I am approaching my 20s and I understand I need to cut this bs out and start my life.",4.56714611872146,7.538190554794525,5.528831050228312,72.75977625570778,74.95890410958904,8.002922374429222,30.96621004566211,8.841846274778883,3.2471393607305927,1965,93,301,45,45,643,236,438,0.16899999999999998,0.72,0.111,-0.9795,0,0,2,0,0,0,62.0,0,0,2,4,14,19,4,3,17,0,45,10,3,13,4,58,75,13,0,8,6,2,2,2,0,1,6,2,1,4,24,14,1,3,8,3,0,4,4,10,0,0,12,4,48,9,52,58,9,41,1,0,0,1,21,21,1,9,18,213,72,6,0.06603729688765758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057378714849928,0.06612681376521723,0.0,0.0,0.10562000492488308,0.10989664229617432,0.0,0.0,0.044907626399008437,0.0,0.2525917568351396,0.0,0.0,0.04617481342748166,0.0,0.2173722743847534,0.2351487797999536,0.0,0.07512695866342517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076716974005965,0.07293300612549987,0.0,0.07440141971275062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371946317195745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678384947142496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406644372483727,0.052725408061040965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808155340319927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568446343635046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551656878287814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04361701178171777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935006433314231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678088301031862,0.0943541161828368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03450176203488593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280635295078028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029793049545748,0.0,0.06519815893275911,0.13554663673470002,0.07019455854835985,0.0,0.0,0.17705363238928445,0.06977202986100026,0.0,0.06558993622678548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03629237134494399,0.0,0.07449294727146707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993228723991835,0.06452497517319992,0.0,0.0583121430111659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614254829780218,0.059601238709320076,0.0,0.08816081692105128,0.06695145408048743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665500631247681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271034034316612,0.0,0.048545011561193625,0.048965818886647534,0.050932034429979685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470252990417469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022434003762938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304007215516427,0.4120375211170736,0.0576612204650199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718367177152515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066055167518052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561159163311298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668332700133286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460334871381141,0.0,0.0,0.22268606566801305,0.0,0.2692668316162886,0.05595318735378399,0.0508387374345398,0.0,0.0,0.18696615451674314,0.0,0.0,0.05521013715249589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863803669565388,0.0496518288165182,0.05307827778995197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043872245716346,0.04231403337643163,0.0,0.05242623729115737,0.038506878873067175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450496935411532,0.0,0.0,0.0687471549904112,0.0,0.22814008687697665,0.0,0.0,0.03895050867170538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372828364723931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615187726924944,0.0,0.2018929417578928,0.04691100100638269,0.07220141743811383,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,psychocat777,2019/06/25,"I messed up I posted here a while ago regarding how I can be a good friend and not be so insecure. Well now my friend won't talk to me, I am so worried if I did something wrong. I wracked my brain and sent them a heartfelt apology for everything that I did that was bad, but I don't think I did anything that deserves this. I am so worried, maybe they hate me now, what do I do?",3.484756097560976,3.261394060975612,4.764536585365856,90.11339024390249,71.8048780487805,8.511219512195122,29.81463414634146,8.238735603445708,1.7195190243902436,291,11,71,4,5,97,53,82,0.22899999999999998,0.636,0.134,-0.8721,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,8,10,1,1,3,0,13,1,1,1,0,7,16,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,5,0,17,5,3,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,4,55,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090235840693396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404434031698398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688419750667932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632321834090913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192296237211267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643589275271308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777890418139887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328049200533459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23689405329515145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22583241966337564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153132539014494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952811582000487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109192220434214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201364576763648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789352386192801,0.0,0.0,0.257811654340636,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,giosocialanxiety,2019/06/25,"Haven't gone to gym which I'm still paying for I think I paid like 9 months worth or $225 since I haven't gone. Too nervous to go and cancel my membership. 

I really wanna get ripped 😭",2.0606504065040667,2.828868073170732,3.842439024390245,91.85601626016262,75.58536585365854,7.417886178861789,18.54471544715447,7.793537801064563,0.19518861788617906,145,2,35,2,3,49,33,41,0.057,0.767,0.17600000000000002,0.4963,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274797250829641,0.0,0.29892047433342284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25696203239587384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198236774675689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369494019922095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350872404331629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200397626497635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337019889929095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,paris42069,2019/06/25,Jobs for severe anxiety? Today I had to quit due to such severe anxiety. I need something I can do from home and make a living to support myself. Any suggestions or first hand experience?,2.9961428571428566,5.849158257142857,5.016785714285717,74.67946428571432,80.71428571428572,8.071428571428571,25.892857142857146,8.841846274778883,2.780571428571429,149,6,24,4,4,51,29,35,0.225,0.627,0.14800000000000002,-0.264,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,4,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636621699304084,0.0,0.3682199959789973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354190200558499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471167393166415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241409150537312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388253830845336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125138339244407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064744183913598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178451920397758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559795373284173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437716002218682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527761879756752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731066554798513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812467330943334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrhers1015,2019/06/25,"The most useful social tip I’ve learned as an anxious/shy individual Asking QUESTIONS! Lots and lots of questions. I’ve found that doing this: makes the person you’re talking to feel special, and they’ll likely remember you fondly because of the interest you showed in them. (People love to feel special). It also allows for a place for the conversation to go, because you can simply ask them to elaborate on a story/ask about details. Obviously with everything, you shouldn’t overdo it but this is what’s helped me the most in social situations. It lessens the amount of awkward lulls, makes the person feel like you’re genuinely interested, and takes some of the pressure off of yourself. Not sure if this would help anyone but figured why not throw it out there!",6.327642857142859,7.9991621928571455,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428571,66.35714285714286,8.457142857142857,31.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.8049428571428576,617,25,101,10,10,195,94,140,0.049,0.805,0.146,0.9229999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,3,0,3,11,0,2,11,0,6,1,0,4,2,32,18,8,0,3,5,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,9,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,3,8,9,19,14,6,8,0,0,0,1,20,6,0,8,2,67,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836041466806865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720475057112896,0.0,0.10348929766447808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150971372637782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804462743446934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301832792079946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450897471428535,0.10573557845393228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228103552150694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841152703047392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984107211790749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461659651272224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516589656202307,0.13358127247547044,0.0,0.1975904253303624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260878533991184,0.2584664134170598,0.15463485990504167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33160138147754536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766204502894844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636504351621667,0.0,0.3017471346372995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949398585028489,0.0,0.11128215818453406,0.1189616867288289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782973880929333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355247305775386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513927802897773,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Travis_N0de,2019/06/25,"You guys ever like someone so much you become kind of scared of them I've developed a crush on a close friend and now talking to them is still amazing but I get scared shitless whenever their name pops up on my phone

I'm scared to text them first but I know I should every so often so they dont feel like it's a one sided friendship.

When they text me first my heartrate skyrockets I'm literally scared of talking to her but at the same time I love it :(",3.2537142857142847,4.362514431578951,3.9870676691729336,90.64947368421049,73.10526315789474,7.112781954887217,25.150375939849624,7.447530270364453,0.9569849624060148,361,11,80,4,7,115,64,95,0.18100000000000002,0.647,0.172,-0.2418,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,6,2,8,10,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,12,9,8,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,0,1,16,6,10,8,2,13,0,0,0,1,16,6,0,1,9,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911620510415106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068678232483592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489235300851986,0.14427333118628408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658183612152028,0.12233070688015575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913057325777467,0.0,0.0,0.13229615656095678,0.0,0.08946350427701336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955011021833474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831546868730547,0.09410657681072512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731407475782956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454676398251901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258778274872206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160336362555358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6857466074845107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450873207888999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674892666822636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27526528803232875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984882277234887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wheresthemelody,2019/06/25,Why is my anexity worse when I'm happy When I'm really depressed it's as If my anexity goes away but then once I start feeling good that's when my anexity comes back.,-0.298333333333332,1.9759636111111119,2.6235555555555585,89.07700000000004,93.44444444444444,7.3244444444444445,21.088888888888885,8.238735603445708,1.6460622222222219,134,5,29,4,5,47,26,36,0.113,0.679,0.20800000000000002,0.5579,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,6,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140770849992702,0.2570488877179562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879618087473144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879240608916501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902740510293107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28038715043154394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558586301986273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560086493549149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214155160720726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366126540671506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016453305899161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406707480308992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DonkeySkin334,2019/06/25,Anybody else unsure of whether they are an introvert or extrovert because of their anxiety I used to think my anxiety made me an introvert but I’m still not sure if I avoid social gatherings because I simply prefer to or if I’ve just grown a hard wired habit of avoiding them due to past experiences. Can anyone else relate?,6.299516129032259,7.2322878225806475,7.013064516129031,72.38959677419358,65.93548387096774,10.716129032258065,34.854838709677416,10.686352973137794,4.038212903225807,263,12,45,7,4,87,47,62,0.18100000000000002,0.782,0.037000000000000005,-0.7194,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,15,6,6,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893095538271153,0.0,0.0,0.1779184744460591,0.2607157330661104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102226662603258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42512332120968654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24890248943891485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793865348417686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407682555332148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24290284322277175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593813615258758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320537579943188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23981762092295675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304231045389928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976448416457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jdonovan74,2019/06/25,"Anyone here drive for a ride share like Uber or Lyft, and if so, how is it from an anxiety stand point? I have had a part time warehouse job for about a year now. I got this job because it is VERY little interaction with people. There are maybe 30 total people in my building which is the size of a super shopping center.  


But long story short; I'm not earning a lot of money! I was thinking about doing something on the side like drive for Uber but I have a feeling my social anxiety will kill me since it is literally just driving people around. Just the thought of having to make small talk for that long is killing me already and I havent even signed up yet!",4.4093400167084384,5.230149766917297,4.901152882205516,86.24457811194657,70.12781954887218,7.114118629908105,26.807852965747706,6.937597516519254,1.1319346700083548,521,16,106,4,9,166,94,133,0.121,0.8079999999999999,0.071,-0.8987,2,0,1,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,2,12,6,2,0,10,0,14,0,0,2,1,19,20,8,2,1,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,1,2,4,2,2,0,0,4,1,9,4,16,15,3,21,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,3,8,74,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793578553376944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605656943221462,0.0,0.0,0.11908120510025225,0.0,0.0,0.15160754314908947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381633796801933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248483621912336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861113173637074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620845393232794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380028376770909,0.0,0.3768344656069674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640482618854335,0.1706903354083774,0.0,0.30142910457335986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447872078400734,0.0,0.0,0.1136798997365658,0.0,0.17109424769111325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442370234580366,0.0,0.35420409901024386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099325799064776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408780432386867,0.0,0.0,0.17360448490361735,0.0,0.13110909758169612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688469567505854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912455759093223,0.0,0.13520313461163214,0.0993062061432214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051944817002074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967082648765007
socialanxiety,kimomanutd,2019/06/25,"School was a fucking shithole for my Social Anxiety Everyday I would go to school I had to get anxious. I would go to school, try to avoid eye contact with everyone, feel like I’m constantly being judged, try to stay with my close group of friends, and then leave. I don’t know how I was able to live through my last 4 years of school. I would get called names and be made fun of because of my appearance (I’m literally the only blond white male in my whole country) and I couldn’t stand up for myself, I was just too scared. 

I would go to one of my classes where I had no friends and sit alone and all of the other students where friends with each other and they would talk with the teacher and I would just get anxious and my face would turn red, so I’d try to hide my face by acting like I was sleeping, and then the teacher would shout at me  embarrass me in front of the whole class. Every time I went into that class I felt like absolute fucking utter shit. I felt worthless. No one would want to talk to me and whenever I tried to interact with the other students I’d just start shaking and I’d turn as red as a fucking tomato.

I would feel unconformable in certain situations and my face would turn red and I knew that my face was red but I couldn’t fucking control it so people would walk around and stare at my red face and I’d get so fucking anxious I’d want the floor to literally crack open and eat me up. I’d go to the office to get some papers and while I’m there the counselor would be talking to some other fucking teacher and I’d sit down and she would just fucking ignore me and I would feel worthless yet again.

I remember going to soccer try outs once because I love soccer, and we have a drill where you’d stand in one line and your partner would stand in the opposite line, but I didn’t have a partner so I stood in one of the lines but no one wanted to do the drill with me so everyone would just go in front of me as if I wasn’t there, as if I didn’t even exist. I remember feeling so fucking terrible and worthless and going to the back of the line and just sitting down. I ended up not doing those drills and although I worked my ass of in the try outs the coach didn’t choose me because I had no fucking friends there. 

I’m sorry if my post is too long, I just wanted a place where I can share my experiences and talk to people without fearing that they will judge me. School should be a place where everyone feels safe and welcome, and in my experience it was the exact fucking opposite, and I’m sure that many socially anxious people share similar views as me. Thank you all for reading my post❤️❤️💪🏼🙌🏼",3.3059671532846693,4.367952808394165,4.287671532846719,88.72329562043802,72.92335766423358,7.231824817518247,27.021167883211678,7.554174236665415,1.3056217518248174,2081,73,450,24,40,675,208,548,0.102,0.8009999999999999,0.09699999999999999,0.353,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,3,2,2,29,37,11,5,23,0,46,21,9,3,5,110,96,52,0,27,15,0,7,3,6,19,0,1,0,3,11,44,1,4,12,4,0,14,13,21,0,5,19,18,66,16,67,51,7,66,0,3,10,12,29,30,12,6,17,297,77,13,0.047046679958991686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487261719012122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035990581396202835,0.21259742819447425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04188151963887965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03617599287022066,0.0,0.08603765829451636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803992037228906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05084074739641428,0.05276685203440479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481404988145762,0.0,0.0,0.04166939424923687,0.0,0.0,0.031073888405107827,0.0,0.0396388569721188,0.13486535652598042,0.0,0.09204136109998387,0.0,0.052940594709467735,0.11894107490915992,0.03361015756307481,0.09034438133053756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539259292792567,0.43493897521986796,0.12289974249233275,0.0,0.18716398688302066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025855624928487676,0.038349323403306115,0.0,0.049815641072251504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068953894225101,0.0,0.04154308033892312,0.04163483129102768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04246146548801162,0.04451670611833,0.0,0.04769794921000965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010317871879524,0.1594002395893007,0.03578112011340591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784873246234843,0.0,0.09830753436350377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901154289943966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705941145874193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658943438277907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047101933998628,0.23806875910434305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829274089894748,0.0,0.05288243945252556,0.047080656508606995,0.09591633098015943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266490644567159,0.03329988222290716,0.050145501076332345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434093908676244,0.0,0.0,0.15125735701789744,0.0,0.04331426198544284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02743329742346621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916496448018532,0.15351983400343489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110997403109039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04361274366250235,0.0,0.10505187608082504,0.0,0.04535132061577855,0.0,0.03425054333339994,0.0,0.0,0.5681503973304992,0.0,0.0,0.03029651940759825
socialanxiety,throwaway83629159448,2019/06/25,"Is anyone else absolutely sick of the glorification and belittlement of social anxiety? Seriously, everyone jokes about having it, because they’re slightly shy or occasionally get embarrassed, or they’re a naturally introverted person. 

Forgive me if I sound like I’m gatekeeping here, but everyone who has minor social anxiety saying they have ‘social anxiety’ pisses me the fuck off, because it completely diminishes other people’s experiences and makes ‘social anxiety’ sound like such a minor inconvenience that tonnes of people go through. No one takes it seriously anymore because everyone supposedly has it. 

I hear people say they have social anxiety, yet they go out every weekend to the club completely carefree and DANCE with their friends in PUBLIC, yeah, sure, a bit of alcohol and suddenly their ‘social anxiety’ is completely gone??? 

Social anxiety’ isn’t a fucking meme. 

Social anxiety stops people doing things they enjoy. Social anxiety makes people physically feel sick due to the presence of more than 2 or 3 people in a room. Social anxiety makes people go fucking red if more than 1 set of eye balls look in there direction. Social anxiety stops people from applying for jobs. Social anxiety stops people driving. Social anxiety ruins people’s fucking lives. It is not a fucking meme. 

And no, you do not need a doctors diagnosis to know if you have social anxiety. If you have social anxiety, you fucking know it. You don’t need a doctor to do an assessment on you in order to tell you you have social anxiety. 

Sorry for the negative post, I just needed to get that off my chest.",7.3926978417266165,9.37596593165468,8.549705035971224,58.52290287769787,64.14388489208632,11.890935251798561,36.20215827338129,11.602472056035307,5.345806618705035,1291,62,175,44,20,441,139,278,0.225,0.6859999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9876,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,8,6,0,6,18,7,1,14,1,16,14,3,3,1,32,41,13,0,7,11,0,1,2,1,0,5,5,1,1,11,7,1,3,4,5,0,6,7,11,0,1,1,9,20,7,28,40,3,25,0,1,3,6,39,9,7,7,9,115,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045075641189949216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.516259007030228,0.0,0.04182941535252488,0.029491960204579618,0.04321652401884026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713427082032935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046047642350776366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326690400323329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863422974014254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035234452493453534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03553693102884674,0.12090915932353155,0.0,0.04125834788212951,0.0,0.0,0.021326552269238037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032586752883787214,0.23395825527992584,0.04407271052729955,0.0,0.07191248545721794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753786792113513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04185532985417626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636004314845323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04121225098176398,0.0,0.037244100700697814,0.0,0.03541904361854195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446277671448331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382374555282023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02858102252671408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924103537445911,0.03682835496395865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040395031913525316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708355431957777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6879253942119442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721501301909156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578852713815473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03975243017700831,0.0,0.03171273798087152,0.0,0.036865583469761584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02802130487834181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shitsandals,2019/06/25,"Feeling Nervous almost all the time Hi this is my first time doing something like this so I apologize in advance for any grammatical mistakes. I currently turned 17 years old and feel like I am failing everyone around me. I feel guilty and as if im in trouble with my friends, family, relationships and work. Some days are worsethan others. I've been looking for a solution so I don't go into the real world a nervous wreck.",3.4028703703703727,5.957851555555558,4.529120370370372,80.6247916666667,76.65432098765432,7.50679012345679,31.112654320987648,8.472884824447931,2.7899987654320992,340,17,60,7,8,111,62,81,0.204,0.644,0.151,-0.701,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,3,8,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,15,12,7,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,1,4,8,3,8,11,2,14,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,3,9,38,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274247074348696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544472387804813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218213839678773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647157233515462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170198726723924,0.0,0.0,0.2141055430559951,0.0,0.3445112938932952,0.16225231525856862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318546734605715,0.0,0.0,0.1754699065284922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907573359037786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245325159711726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219156309739826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907209440363192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23832091750824985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585086851402144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383848912733944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484563869142572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648673106504241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470379027374173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653437638392217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462557980852639
socialanxiety,UnluckySand,2019/06/25,How can I build social skills? I just have trouble talking to people and starting conversations. I’m too scared to talk to people,3.17625,6.225134125000004,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,82.75,4.866666666666667,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.1142666666666678,105,4,17,1,3,33,19,24,0.228,0.772,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222371476791451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770878637249613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839426672660426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665916318870185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6054667907290616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mozilathelaptopkilla,2019/02/27,"Went in for a gift card - ended up eating there. So at like 2:00 in the afternoon, my daughters & I stopped by a local restaurant to get a gift card for a friend's birthday.  We walked in & the hostess greets us & asks us if we'd like a booth or table.

Instead of simply saying 'Oh, we're just here for a gift card', I was too awkward to say it & we ended up eating 2nd lunch. 

I had a reuben. ",3.87406976744186,3.331965244186049,5.113348837209305,89.0374651162791,70.97674418604652,7.345116279069767,26.50232558139535,5.6839178017228535,0.7327004651162792,305,8,71,1,5,102,57,86,0.040999999999999995,0.7709999999999999,0.188,0.9073,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,5,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,9,3,13,2,0,13,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,6,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6968262331568388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030888661009845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290389821510537,0.0,0.0,0.2848091608570627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421929551865693,0.0,0.08400163515559488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709932198368304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25571961367809165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442043317338198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868004078189036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904595025903167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SafeBreadfruit8,2019/02/27,"SmallTalk App to Potentially Reduce Social Anxiety Myself, along with four of my classmates, are responsible for creating a company for an Entrepreneurship class and have chosen to tackle the obstacle of social anxiety in our society, as we all understand that it is a huge problem for many. We have chosen to create a social media-like app focused on making meeting people easier. Rather than the typical social media app, where people focus on their best pictures and most appealing traits, we are looking at creating something more casual where people can view what people are really interested in, what they like to do, where they have been, and a variety of other information.  We are hoping that our app can make the process of approaching and meeting anyone, male or female, as easy as possible by giving you shared interests, conversation topics, and anything else you would like to see.  This survey will take about 2 minutes to complete and will help us figure out how we can best approach this app and take on this huge problem!

(Your email may be recorded only so that we can send a link to a finished product, nothing else)

[https://goo.gl/forms/QuRRuYfopN5rMAID2](https://goo.gl/forms/QuRRuYfopN5rMAID2)

Thank you for your help!!",14.583446601941745,11.935657029126215,12.668033980582528,50.102633495145646,51.52427184466021,14.960194174757286,45.16747572815535,13.023866798666859,6.012633009708737,1012,40,138,24,8,318,127,206,0.055999999999999994,0.711,0.233,0.9903,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,9,5,3,2,7,12,0,0,10,0,19,0,0,3,1,32,29,13,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,16,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,3,19,10,30,23,5,16,0,0,3,0,32,12,0,4,3,108,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000248567741518,0.0,0.0,0.09141341900988263,0.0,0.10758431558511863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743980361986201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707386083062398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842575040961296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541356576748686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752587253031605,0.0,0.0,0.12985001731619614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774168760581164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978503472713597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453414749827928,0.13254544785096942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544439966526807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943036689395973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625426048897427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738482257899255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501927565929172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375261677169282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104179401206936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330741994802202,0.0,0.1006467046008908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659390456832812,0.0,0.0,0.12036383845177855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361004413097539,0.15725891187020813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287086774924014,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,goldnboy2421,2019/02/27,"Social anxiety and exposure Hi everyone, i have really bad social anxiety, especially in groups of more than 2 people. I'm three months into a new job and today at work we held big group interviews and i totally choked. All i had to do was ask one question and talk a little about my experience at the job and i swear when it came closer to my turn my heart pounded so hard, and when i speak its almost like i don't even recognize my own voice and my throat clenches up and i just turn into an awkward mess. Its so embarrassing. This happens to me like 90% of the time in meetings and i started thinking, why am i not getting better? i go to meetings almost every week and i feel like its only getting worse. I thought that having exposure to my anxiety inducing moments  would make me get better. Does anyone else feel like that too?",2.621158536585366,4.939594347560977,4.452621951219513,81.39588414634147,78.08536585365854,7.514634146341463,26.103658536585364,8.472884824447931,2.1142878048780487,659,26,122,14,16,223,107,164,0.18100000000000002,0.767,0.052000000000000005,-0.9571,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,8,10,0,2,5,0,8,2,2,2,2,29,25,14,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,14,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,5,5,21,6,16,19,4,21,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,3,13,81,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25866885008535284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964196317407582,0.0,0.0,0.09031121576944136,0.13233901030643144,0.0,0.0,0.12074655052817099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784265646284848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846188582165805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772388001508815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302821149823285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789605775882917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530852795806987,0.0,0.10882231712192424,0.12341728729257324,0.0,0.12634262124411355,0.0,0.0,0.13061368930684675,0.1845429209737005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024412776752464,0.0,0.0734042311372613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421518050961875,0.0,0.11570140189824107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305444339999222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563414367400835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25240292370803513,0.12945159311955629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621486442897701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309375537572127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474289836681696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752171352518383,0.0982315005374028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954282579747183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446880237276102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274278247601663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633233696530688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141964779491044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381338747988823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276009180493787,0.0,0.10253809114827367,0.07531385160819215,0.0,0.12242795501201767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28097655241300074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036038342284837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654621765784053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940295400255137,0.0,0.1316244049659949,0.09175109154477784,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,erinthecat531,2019/02/27,"Social anxiety in college Does anyone have some tips for not letting social anxiety ruin your college experience?

I'm in my first year of college and living on campus, and after completing my first semester, I still haven't made any connections here.  I have a roommate, but we tend to each stay in our own separate rooms, and he shows no interest in being my friend.  I've suffered from social anxiety since middle school, and it has caused me to distance myself from people so that by the time I was in high school, I had no friends and I became depressed to the point where I had suicidal thoughts.  I was hoping that I would just somehow get over it someday, but I think constantly avoiding social situations has just made it worse because I don't have practice interacting with people.

I feel depressed because I feel like I am not getting the most out of college, but when I think about starting conversations with new people or trying to make friends, I feel overwhelmed with anxiety and I end up never doing anything about it.  I'd like to know if there is anything in particular that has helped anyone getting through college with severe social anxiety and depression.",11.282258397932816,8.886699386046512,10.301550387596901,63.75428940568476,57.465116279069775,12.904392764857885,44.819121447028415,11.20814326018867,5.15726873385013,948,45,151,18,9,302,127,215,0.20199999999999999,0.684,0.114,-0.9628,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,0,2,11,14,0,2,4,0,18,0,0,4,1,41,35,14,1,3,9,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,14,0,1,7,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,7,3,24,7,29,25,4,28,0,6,0,0,15,15,0,6,14,114,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620901828665267,0.0,0.3724056154463051,0.0,0.0,0.13615456044991106,0.0,0.16024009777178064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870108176731195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001686789604884,0.0,0.0,0.10208146392898958,0.1052129701128382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25157141845335673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520152410675863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862332077375054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523802727613466,0.0,0.0,0.14768638622124852,0.06955492757805085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563093314229052,0.0,0.0,0.2256632816844581,0.0,0.1526017723488458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525922279004734,0.10286755215960026,0.0,0.09670173276304593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350722072668799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955851910182788,0.0,0.09513162025598687,0.0,0.08597180596134635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425122014159026,0.06498941947888168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509103173231631,0.09403214402373754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249418608795372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203789237210762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706965392261172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999054894042068,0.0,0.08053826814256149,0.10943817324772374,0.0,0.4962378889742856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891282470262945,0.10377418461022772,0.07775285480940533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649745278503137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247703712821505,0.0,0.07729399173026147,0.05677215323776535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610192736891056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921947595289793,0.06916266951809663,0.0,0.0,0.06269748094182173
socialanxiety,AdrianR154,2019/02/27,"How can I speak more confidently? Whenever I talk to strangers or even people I know well I make myself look horrid. My voice gets higher pitched than it naturally is, it cracks/shakes more than normal, and I generally talk really quieter than naturally. Even when people are just complementing me (I dyed my hair red recently) I still panic when approached and can't approach anyone myself without being a complete mess. ",5.559903474903472,8.495388310810808,6.073397683397683,70.34824324324326,71.29729729729729,8.552895752895754,29.49034749034749,9.23628265651192,3.1845698841698846,341,14,51,8,7,110,56,74,0.091,0.8059999999999999,0.102,-0.0508,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,0,5,1,1,2,0,10,9,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,5,12,1,5,8,2,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,4,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667683005595006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264925822460124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337800331433719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320127033591963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388640396892624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218407683751367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686630926318374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24756868585994754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964606691463952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503472405141186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618706203135644,0.0,0.24948691986389604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178726103823624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061825557556694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271859352381271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24357050364739705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,senalalal,2019/02/27,"Does it get better after high school? Worrying and worrying about what your peers think. Because you know, social anxiety related stuff hits the  most while ur at school. Has it worsened, gotten better, or not changed for you? 

I kinda have this ideal that after high school this social stress I'm facing will be lifted by a great amount. How valid is this? ",4.493282051282055,7.068029123076926,4.247307692307693,83.90685897435898,73.15384615384616,6.7948717948717965,21.602564102564106,7.793537801064563,1.1091025641025642,283,7,48,4,6,86,53,65,0.154,0.6679999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.6007,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,3,2,5,0,1,2,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,6,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,3,31,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336567055228236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650480868824144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090429215210676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482559226971967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289451266712606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128151896352316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262420512963174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691925566259825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601894476592293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304635512192692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35620043653969435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013575476231954,0.0,0.20000718716437346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195049215655706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548636809453843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,quadratixz,2019/02/27,"People think im a rapist I'm  not sure what gives off the impression that I'm promiscuous, because I am a soft spoken person who minds his business. Women I approach are indifferent to me. I've never harassed anybody before. But my family calls me a pervert and rapist since I was a child, and others have asked am I incest or tried to get away from me under the impression I'm checking them out. I mind my business as said. I don't understand what I'm doing wrong and why people repel from me so often thinking I am perverted.",4.80369272237197,5.542841849056604,6.345902964959572,76.53669811320755,69.18867924528303,8.698652291105121,29.293800539083556,8.841846274778883,2.3947159029649594,420,15,77,7,7,144,72,106,0.228,0.71,0.061,-0.9590000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,6,0,8,3,0,0,2,15,19,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,2,15,3,9,17,0,6,0,0,0,3,10,4,0,2,1,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985231503479068,0.0,0.19951440342147272,0.0,0.0,0.1294495660253875,0.0,0.18069836525285854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683807883750872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018928514133427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094666204748392,0.20371015431940592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293797145505473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428835793692423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378117748247506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944402766060069,0.1854200934349229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019981230664037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566215411462074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001419646600973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27213686977111723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417502661215945,0.0,0.0,0.22106892290703745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161725274436966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321767291698327,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,muximuyoka,2019/02/27,"Horrible blushing anxiety moment happened to me 3 years ago I mean, hundreds of these instances happen to me every year, but I felt like sharing this one for some reason. I just need to get it out.

**March 2016, at the liquor store**

*I am paying at the counter, using my debit card*

*debit machine wouldn't work*

me: ""OP, it didn't work...""

*seconds pass*

Cashier: ""We'll get over it - you can stop blushing now.""

*blushing gets WAY worse*

*Second pass which feels like hours*

me: ""You guys don't have 'Tap' ?""

Cashier: ""Don't change the subject!"" (like, teasing me I guess)

*my face is burning*

*more seconds pass*

then the woman beside me must have felt bad for me, and she tried to change the subject by talking about the earl grey tea beer that i was trying to buy.

I finally paid and even though I had horrible anxiety and I wanted to die, I said

me: ""Thanks man!"" 

and I left. but, inside, I wanted to say 'fuck you, that was humiliating and my anxiety is horrible and I will think about this for years to come'

I didn't go to that store for an entire year, I avoided it and went to the other one. Then I finally tried going in and thank fully I never saw that guy again.",0.014660359049003091,2.3483907947598297,1.5764228529839883,95.09026261523529,97.38427947598257,4.116496846191169,18.58818534691897,5.985473137389443,-0.09251392527899104,888,28,184,9,36,285,132,229,0.172,0.754,0.075,-0.9755,0,1,1,0,0,0,61.0,1,3,0,2,7,10,2,1,8,0,17,5,1,2,2,30,42,13,1,5,3,0,3,3,0,4,0,2,0,4,13,10,3,2,6,2,7,7,6,4,0,5,11,7,33,6,23,27,2,30,0,0,2,1,14,6,1,2,19,118,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051618987959068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722640966608583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905444950098236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509981210060093,0.10219270174459012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312338056088246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835664988034527,0.0,0.09995427662380503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059984923943519085,0.08475216600701288,0.2278145227363852,0.25991553538842777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967523779552914,0.18594413355632744,0.0,0.13484489245401945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068874550330534,0.2349326584339826,0.2098153402579264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683061051130518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889620743761254,0.0,0.0,0.1738757659564251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922722411766624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796562097850194,0.0914978680679907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077896144196627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219755287467272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284811782653847,0.09434253256034092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918335094467097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535352971572088,0.0,0.21844452917974724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760158883624402,0.11655732013211928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416341321957456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246170118526852,0.0,0.0,0.1399468347774086,0.09416616135563786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997492302644077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727339557379414,0.0,0.12089819930662167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055856715278725
socialanxiety,Ohiocarolina,2019/02/27,"So, today kinda sucked It’s my birthday, and no one cared, because I have no close friends. But in Theatre the director and screwnwriter forms were due today and the audition forms were due tomorrow. I hadn’t filled out the audition form (and am not directing) so I freaked out when she said “do I have all the forms?” I had a whole minute conversation about it with the teacher in front of the class (thankfully my desire to do theatre superseded social anxiety), before I realized it was about the choreographer forms. And then I felt guilty for the rest of the day. Thanks for listening y’all

Also the class wasn’t theatre I just changed the words, privacy and such. ",5.5602044444444445,7.093557696000005,5.685866666666668,79.03537777777778,68.03999999999999,10.035555555555558,32.28888888888889,10.25414643259724,3.437222222222223,532,23,98,14,9,168,77,125,0.102,0.8079999999999999,0.09,-0.1373,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,0,12,0,11,0,0,0,1,19,18,12,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,10,0,0,2,0,2,2,5,2,0,1,8,3,12,4,12,10,8,15,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,8,76,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368353303249009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185278779009743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147640036728677,0.0,0.20609040340476545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24693429970281405,0.0,0.2562105652053395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619596373527014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325455162705241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711952578785485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411783649642311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038323900443824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688765784946826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459618746374389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591457432439834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704024577801293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Number1WienerBoy,2019/02/27,Has anyone here tried CBD as a treatment for their SA? I'm tempted to try it out most of my friends say it calms them down but I'm curious what you guys think? ,-0.2335714285714268,1.8172604285714336,1.3082142857142856,101.26803571428572,87.57142857142857,4.642857142857143,20.17857142857143,5.985473137389443,-0.2731428571428576,125,4,31,1,4,40,32,35,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.7304,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31418169689806513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34715092677482884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449069377911156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35732492489267714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879122582636435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6101305939476678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bobcat734,2019/02/27,"Messed up at work and now want to implode I'm new to a job. Was told that everything is checked before being sent. WRONG. One of my payments was sent out twice to some payees. And now the only way they can get it back is to hope those people are honest and realise the mistake. Already messed up, and I'm terrified of what to do next. They now all know me as the guy who cost them a few thousand dollars. FML. It was meant to be a fresh start and I've already screwed it up. After less than a week. :(",0.25985714285714323,2.433244819047623,1.7577380952380963,98.04517857142858,86.5238095238095,4.261904761904762,20.17857142857143,5.46131890053228,-0.30171428571428605,386,12,88,2,12,124,74,105,0.17600000000000002,0.742,0.083,-0.9015,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,4,7,1,0,7,0,10,1,0,0,1,13,21,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,5,0,3,7,0,5,2,16,12,4,17,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,2,9,61,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081581770860477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770428031492836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19591999880525168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692773546366855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029256526683405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279769595910896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228683441629162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284808416822765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653563734760964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237031027984666,0.2448662475260061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601874613806596,0.1751103232307762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962163952104222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296731687321678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22000723751378692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580340047067385,0.1827563294547644,0.18468720115692128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761978649445006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517347870740699,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PixlKitty,2019/02/27,"Public Discord Servers They scare me. Like, with Reddit or a forum, I can make the topic. Be it a thread, or a comment pointing something out in the image or whatever the post is. On Discord, however, the topic is ever-flowing and I can't keep up without interrupting the flow, or committing topic-necromancy. Private servers are fine for me, though.

Sorry, this has just been on my mind lately. Felt that probably someone could relate, I dunno. Okay, goodbye and goodnight.",3.9608104575163376,6.86859485882353,4.890980392156866,76.8183006535948,76.88235294117645,6.601307189542485,31.79738562091503,7.793537801064563,2.8148169934640515,373,19,56,6,9,121,66,85,0.115,0.7759999999999999,0.109,-0.3637,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,8,1,9,0,0,1,1,17,12,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,7,3,8,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,5,2,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091149871865731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369139083649185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514760727645861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279893786685255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29544753254689843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279567086606181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748279319096034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26445590989325946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24759098495968165,0.0,0.2508387776334992,0.0,0.28238484982395323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262219060159482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191672832552475,0.20163223611086167,0.0,0.2931884340879358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573266775683791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25247329906256466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Veterinari4n,2019/02/27,"Meeting people who aren't as proactive as I am... [18,M] For quite awhile I've dealt and struggled with the problem of becoming friends with people who just aren't as proactive as I am and it absolutely killed me. For someone who used to struggle with a severe anxiety, I loved adventuring and had a very ambitious personality. It was always my best nature to hangout with friends, initiate conversations and just text people. Most of my friends at one point in time were just so incredibly lax and never initiated conversations with me, they never asked to hangout or do anything, and it was very detrimental to my emotional and mental health, which made me feel like I was constantly doing wrong and I had no friends when in reality I was surrounded by tons of people, whether they actually cared or not.

The way I fixed this problem is actually quite funny. I had the flu for a week and I honestly had no interest to text or talk to people on Instagram/Snapchat so I kinda just sat in my bed for a while and watched YouTube. I looked back on how my interactions were on my phone and I realized that I've had no stress or emotional problems nearly as much as I uses to all because I wasn't so ambitious about doing things... because I literally couldn't. A month later here I am, and I owe that week of sickness to the success god becayse that seriously stopped a bad cycle I was stuck in and I now realize how crazy I dragged myself to do things, whether I was extremely nervous about it or not.

Anyone deal with this before or have a success story that can relate with me? ",6.600446659283867,6.984583598006648,7.2399723145072015,72.93968530823183,65.17940199335547,10.542709486895532,36.32355112587671,10.380263240014207,3.839726319675156,1257,59,229,29,18,416,152,301,0.168,0.662,0.171,0.7923,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,7,15,24,1,4,11,0,27,4,0,5,3,52,38,34,1,4,14,0,1,1,4,0,3,0,1,1,16,20,0,1,3,2,1,0,11,11,0,1,17,3,34,13,42,20,5,25,0,0,2,1,19,11,0,8,14,178,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.2065263879049434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804912996941101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095055121644347,0.0,0.0,0.07399047075219277,0.0,0.08707927393936357,0.0,0.0989256322059816,0.0,0.0,0.08136758146272839,0.08835368731192668,0.1290114541846574,0.11686776959203855,0.09004340294771518,0.0,0.11104955974580824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788859783093717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435176555469345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909380703301738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380622229402869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350480710594257,0.07559646651024854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270191834562947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247968417657693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707204122782028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051697374975175896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886054683206239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550496000254052,0.10012763781024764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663974867864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844629919647488,0.0,0.07778847366052592,0.0,0.16322687301203967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170507815218803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668047084069009,0.09239627688053832,0.0,0.0,0.10003230095487177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037608707715671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251011338129229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954432473655917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965932648312833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846866364976003,0.12121426757269707,0.2212480919523709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505257452879751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406016775186937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061703380772518614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827857133844654,0.0,0.1746220171551852,0.0,0.08399347649393529,0.16976178209952733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569547267606538,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lol_uh,2019/02/27,"When you are uncomfortable it makes other people uncomfortable. Someone said this too me and I kept thinking ‘but I can’t help it!’ I am very fortunate to have a support network because after this I might have isolated myself more. 

I’m sorry if my social phobia disorder is a burden on your neuro-typical brain. Let me just worsen it by overanalyzing this well thought out statement of yours. 

Putting my passive-aggressive tendencies aside for a moment to say that the person who said it is someone I idolize and I hold no ill will toward him. ",3.9989108910891114,6.710305772277232,5.289594059405943,75.12805445544556,75.43564356435644,7.604356435643562,29.9019801980198,8.548686976883017,2.839957623762377,437,20,70,9,10,145,79,101,0.233,0.6679999999999999,0.099,-0.917,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,10,2,1,1,0,13,18,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,3,15,2,9,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,3,57,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151601185648282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24084251904168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472622024364175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460917441384627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061364873282197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401131203648834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22887111151831674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957026160113676,0.18838001513141397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688308713585544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104453705619736,0.17156890377208328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992462787462289,0.3655996940526442,0.0,0.0,0.24150861138572915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24482461302392886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824053988865906,0.0,0.17127725175679592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780120333014233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939804618743456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Brotheralexhenu,2019/02/27,"I find it hard to tell a girl i want her. I often find it difficult to toast a lady that i am attracted to. Besides that, i find it difficult to tell a girl i want to be in a r/ship with her. 

Sometimes, when i come before the girl, i change the subject and start saying things completely different from what i have in mind. Even when the girl in question is not attractive.

Around females, i behave awkward.

I believe this has prevented me from many would-be r/ships.

What are the ways to get out of this?",2.8872087378640785,4.221754262135921,4.20989077669903,87.81153519417477,74.33980582524272,7.868446601941748,26.46723300970873,8.472884824447931,1.6888650485436898,391,14,84,7,8,129,62,103,0.11199999999999999,0.818,0.07,-0.6002,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,11,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,14,2,15,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,3,59,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036132743699225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284316538008795,0.21561029806310736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024458138398412,0.16484971752183264,0.20064951729189526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999426261944521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639915941370894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247306195657605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998378021231903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143139487899173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402079994958016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932307964586077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143800275793024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218640448254725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892714394243064,0.0,0.13545382755700122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345344863921073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713881014797554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257518960482096,0.15190189548358807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594491810068934,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CostumedGreatness,2019/02/27,"Y'all ever overthink the hell out of something then realize there's an easy way to deal with it like 3 days later? Yeah, I just had that moment (regarding new friendships) So I made a friend at work and long story short we had a rocky beginning (I'm 22f, he's 26m and caught feelings for me despite me having a boyfriend). I don't click with people easily so I told him it's ok if he needs a break from me since he has feelings, but he's recently said he's in a good place to be friends now.

But since we had a weird start, I don't really know what kind of 'friendship routine' we have so I'm scared to text him (we never see each other at work anymore). And I pondered this for days until I realized I should just ask him to hangout sometime next week and leave it at that. Wow, what a crazy thought. 

TLDR: I wasted 3 days being anxiety filled over a new friendship and how to approach it until I realized I should just text them asking to hangout. What a concept. ",3.0729313232830826,4.276976427135678,4.230231155778895,88.3633031825796,73.67336683417085,7.1157118927973215,26.331993299832497,7.554174236665415,1.2837394304857623,755,26,160,9,15,247,121,199,0.099,0.746,0.155,0.8748,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,4,1,1,2,10,10,1,1,11,2,12,0,0,2,2,34,28,15,0,4,6,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,0,8,2,0,3,3,3,0,0,8,5,23,7,21,16,1,32,1,0,2,0,21,8,1,1,20,99,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023761900643165,0.0,0.15587429527982447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938727975637814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30409252821592003,0.16203941058937016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217280950197206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894371354225312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24286436223935975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183002747980765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367245166416108,0.08637867627369564,0.0,0.0,0.1664244877255155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678723841271616,0.0,0.0,0.13909397369990273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487217639179835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654247053424853,0.12122221698254605,0.3035991037335536,0.1671562475897473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896460645776417,0.0,0.16421329419684988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068963816388847,0.0,0.15519028492666914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495083908957899,0.0,0.15735851366909676,0.0,0.12524726529144514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600317825164314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210001628519461,0.1554490263372728,0.0,0.11124850992541584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477853640863605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501864166129517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247573422780106,0.1260754384695876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288489721657627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tijle,2019/02/27,"Job interview today I applied because I’m really broke rn, but the interview process makes me so anxious. If anyone knows anything about Chipotles interview process, they are usually group interviews where you have to insert yourself into the conversation to make an impression. I’ve applied 4 times before to different locations and all of them turned me down.",9.20450819672131,10.983564491803277,8.541106557377052,60.98903688524592,59.819672131147534,12.657377049180331,44.75819672131146,12.161744961471696,6.583488524590164,298,18,39,10,4,94,51,61,0.08800000000000001,0.873,0.038,-0.4803,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,3,24,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296606247884014,0.0,0.2040393374617164,0.0,0.2401335899151377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778837961781042,0.0,0.2483076008771803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048778480051457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28957497953498457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037035895698298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895689736333395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694004252191654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015592418838066,0.0,0.2766004046631098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31740392988943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321385914128871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nehmehneh,2019/02/27,"Has therapy (w/o using meds) help anyone get better dealing with their social anxiety? So Looking back to childhood. In elementary/middle school I was extroverted, class rep, was the kid that always raised my hand, laughed a lot etc. in high school I became more self conscious about my smile (people use to make fun of my teeth). I didn’t talk as much and barely made new friends in HS. I got braces and people say my smile looks better but I can’t help but see my old smile. Now in University I don’t socialize at all with my classmates/strangers. I feel like people would judge my smile. 



I’ve been taking Lexapro for a few months and it’s helped but just a little (I don’t worry about the small stuff as much anymore). I have been a bit more outgoing. But all in all I want to stop the medication because I don’t think it’s a good long term solution. I want to start therapy but to be honest (not trying to undermine anyone) I don’t understand how JUST speaking with a therapist will help my problems. I do hear people having good results from attending therapy so I want to give it a shot.


Has you anxiety improved from therapy session? Would you recommend therapy for me? 


Any tips/advice is appreciated :)


 ",2.9196488294314378,5.338127482905982,4.161586770717207,83.34693979933111,77.58974358974359,7.488368636194725,25.558528428093645,8.456263369488248,1.9459500557413605,957,36,181,20,23,313,140,234,0.062,0.655,0.28300000000000003,0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,1,2,9,10,0,0,10,0,20,3,2,6,3,35,39,13,0,6,8,0,2,1,1,3,1,3,0,2,5,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,7,8,27,9,25,28,12,20,0,0,3,0,18,9,0,1,11,113,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206627234260913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839482313952413,0.0,0.0,0.06406975419100039,0.0,0.1441491619023326,0.0,0.09343643533685372,0.1317553023100493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244588515840487,0.0,0.057432879446353786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665186364893247,0.10285889775562394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713201835091323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507516002478144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763817531918743,0.06730755459029253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279064273319392,0.0,0.049223697398095824,0.09038006919799207,0.0,0.15804694181243922,0.07535272258090492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618768836789216,0.0,0.2526025892576605,0.09954382275479448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046028922368279546,0.09442865783983756,0.0,0.08337773111356085,0.15823454145205185,0.0,0.0,0.08009862817367643,0.0,0.08914896104299577,0.06288956155489726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465215402757626,0.09491217969133388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520189375195281,0.0,0.13851843026794314,0.0,0.0,0.09099389342355096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886329288819197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612685917718315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015148606661524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492392772553053,0.0,0.1907021824528792,0.0750775359305609,0.0,0.098287288677432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208162506921125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668619855061424,0.0,0.0,0.07876835628725043,0.0,0.0,0.10785417870136027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083831238691768,0.07572683046456773,0.0,0.0,0.5387180365156529,0.10939142882307597,0.0,0.060369472507182435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396612346284006,0.0,0.0,0.09808163278172068,0.0,0.1627438417413674,0.0,0.0,0.16671218563440002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095680388794857,0.0,0.13385594137743487,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thepancakechild,2019/02/27,"worried about coming across as rude? often when ppl I'm not super comfortable with talk to me, I feel like I freeze up, and don't say the things that my brain is yelling at me to say. instead I awkwardly stand there and say as little as possible. I'm so concerned about being seen as some stuck up asshole who thinks I'm too good to talk to them. it's involuntary and I have no idea how to stop it or improve it. I just don't want people to think I'm a dick when rly I'm just so scared of what they think of me :/",1.613650793650795,2.821114571428573,3.1704761904761902,94.49674603174608,77.39285714285714,6.406349206349208,21.373015873015877,6.937597516519254,0.2227646825396823,400,10,97,4,9,132,73,112,0.247,0.675,0.077,-0.9578,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,13,7,1,2,2,0,5,2,2,1,0,19,18,13,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,7,11,4,19,15,1,10,0,0,1,1,8,5,1,3,4,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23166692385393475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876471386055198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493105262556414,0.14825615182551632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406241798214836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342708605832225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138640371850267,0.2079949200145476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387194812211326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395365137314506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950974644015211,0.20776907888845944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350048534452644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33360203153894713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787062154755472,0.3989215951819179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240382849060832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107520669000894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wrathful_Buddha,2019/02/27,"How to handle uncontrollable shivering? So I have social anxiety, but I'm making the attempt to talk to people in my class. I notice I start to shiver uncontrollably, regardless of the temperature.  What should I do?",4.762894736842107,7.853540815789477,6.746578947368422,63.61355263157896,75.05263157894737,10.115789473684213,27.921052631578952,10.125756701596842,4.006557894736843,173,7,25,6,4,60,30,38,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.7042,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423308955572983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987050308746254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094737098519597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102352792825982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561627265970266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167378258724953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35967789681934564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MaleficentCreme,2019/02/27,"I have enough!!! Some parts of this might seem as if they are too much bragging, I apologize beforehand.  
So, I have a job, which I love!!! I love talking to people, except the fucking social anxiety keeps me from having a normal, awkwardness/cringe-free end. Sometimes it's good, and the conversation flows, other times when it doesn't happen, and I start blaming it on the age gap, how different me and the person with who I'm speaking is etc. I have a job, which insists social practise as of daily (with clients), and don't get me wrong, I love it. I love the people!! Everyone is smiling, in a good mood, etc etc, until they get to meet me, and somehow I start thinking to myself as if I am a depressant for people. They come to talk to me in a good mood, they want to start a conversation, and I get to be awkward. No wonder even girls who like me start avoiding me. It is in my fucking intonation - the voice level. Sometimes I even stutter on a word, and it goes downhill. 

I'm handsome, and it kills me how bad I am socially. A girl who likes me sees me, I notice it, she notices I notice it, and that's the best that can happen with my love life. When I get to talk to the girl, my brain automatically thinks I will stutter on a word, I might do something awkward etc, and it kills everything.

I'm even awkward with my family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean, fuck girls, fuck my job, and anything else, but mostly - I love my family!!!!! This thing didn't happen from birth, I developed it. I hate it so much!

Things will get better, I am sure of it. This post is somewhat sympathy seeking, because my confidence is in absolute ruins.

My best, and only friend said it very well - ""People who are socially awkward, in turn transform into the most social people you can meet.""

So to any poor, tortured soul out there - it will get better!! Just start going to a therapist/psychologist, start having a good diet, exercise, but most importantly do light exercises. Start reading books, etc. Your confidence will rise definitely!!! Needless to say, these are facts. Your brain is a muscle - it reacts however you teach it to react.   
DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT turn to medication!! I've tired everything - benzos, antidepressants, amphetamines, weed, what-not, and nothing helps when you're sober, but when you're medicated, you know everything you do better is false, and not really you. You can do it by yourself, you just really can.  
",4.244483082706765,5.847373203947374,5.379739348370928,79.69784210526319,71.34649122807018,8.369323308270678,27.72155388471178,8.922882184376627,2.2411622305764416,1855,67,348,36,35,614,207,456,0.107,0.71,0.183,0.9914,5,2,1,0,0,0,124.0,0,9,4,5,18,42,8,5,22,0,38,19,2,4,2,58,82,32,2,4,11,0,0,2,1,6,6,4,0,5,33,21,1,2,6,4,1,4,7,19,1,0,2,6,58,21,40,73,16,33,1,2,1,10,47,11,4,12,19,248,91,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040316154274738086,0.0,0.04535322417894466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04878689240487178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950089316847324,0.03613987375851177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244328914983768,0.15729954788838732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323643883506225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106918505065677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510624905787941,0.0,0.0,0.061940700476398686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049525404914883234,0.0,0.05250933176049925,0.061257741081929815,0.3305948661339586,0.11747248632363455,0.0,0.0,0.05664980958176845,0.15984587975841638,0.0,0.11177813437235706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04580380897732563,0.21923385599309375,0.1858452747321523,0.0,0.03369330024702465,0.19890336615825135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727784257351524,0.0,0.0,0.0585321301688759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039737802522038713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649505062630552,0.05269565194688105,0.1311811828605177,0.0,0.03258174522827046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04187508249531293,0.05792777446179636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210447214582906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457925966711375,0.0,0.11944775275960005,0.0,0.1257850350004286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716328749957003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058087175536851776,0.056886009786632025,0.2024907100942084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045089273329945584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420038937327828,0.0,0.20550540941704404,0.05176578782593499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056779094621625614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930151597502945,0.0,0.07595958352933424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056394060569074825,0.04714618726406965,0.0,0.0,0.04724284585391547,0.05397126754299561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021703660102573,0.0,0.04564085314446868,0.11726969642497476,0.0,0.2937379379548203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055875856201618265,0.0,0.0,0.14295425126706482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883500298155742,0.07877326719358639,0.07597547385084248,0.0,0.0,0.03456983576668188,0.06813992937527953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897113962167042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891672367642825,0.03496810770481228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330475966232009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642925659601832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481935737209292,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,roroxoxoxo,2019/02/27,Thank you guys for the push ! Thanks to this group I actually had the courage to start my blog and spread awareness of anxiety/social anxiety. For that I am extremely grateful. If it wasn’t for the group I would of continued to believe that I was the only one like this 💖,4.072777777777777,5.418063500000002,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,71.4074074074074,9.103703703703703,30.16666666666667,9.516144504307137,2.6710888888888893,215,9,44,5,4,70,38,54,0.03,0.7140000000000001,0.256,0.9183,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,6,4,8,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.3172833283405632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487261853703455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663140385726963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219332148519722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884377163603447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220318827882835,0.2472786259302983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301311164553547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5986783618287201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23096546139147006,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,inspiredbyviolet,2019/02/27,"Bushing & anxiety Does anyone have advice on how to overcome blushing? Whenever I’m nervous, anxious, excited, embarrassed, etc. my chest and neck turn bright red and get splotchy. If I’m really anxious or whatever it will move to my shoulders and arms too. I can feel myself getting hotter and it almost feels prickly and lasts for awhile. 
It’s honestly the most embarrassing thing to me and it only makes my anxiety 100000x worse because I sit there and worry about if it’s going to happen or not. 
Fuck social anxiety & all other forms of anxiety. ",4.7851960784313725,7.240844774509803,5.720196078431375,74.23754901960788,71.84313725490195,8.847058823529412,32.90196078431373,9.444778638647367,3.66003137254902,445,22,70,11,9,146,75,102,0.221,0.6829999999999999,0.095,-0.8678,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,3,1,0,3,6,5,2,1,19,14,12,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,4,7,3,8,13,4,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,6,1,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280077315845135,0.0,0.0,0.16682704520967312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610246804565153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097978751765212,0.3764238897963828,0.0,0.11649143892770775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155855060350052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579384060633682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580438695425985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847715404313676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402013304370787,0.17408451086856605,0.0,0.094683306339178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473248988134585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358022212133905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120760061439824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770707191780782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670772669967714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672900048340388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982895187951927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106824403419326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121427453206912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919161464403987,0.16978086499949807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Azule97,2019/02/27,"Have to lead a student discussion in class next month and I’m fucking dreading it. My anxiety is very debilitating and I don’t know how I’m gonna survive this. Even talking in small groups of 4, when all eyes are on me my mind goes blank and I forget how to breathe. It’s so fucking embarrassing and I probably look like an idiot while trying to talk. I can only speak two sentences at most before blanking out. 

I feel so screwed ",1.4351724137931043,3.912256252873569,3.1294367816091966,88.12174137931036,84.17241379310346,5.778850574712644,25.94137931034483,7.1686216300943375,1.3344675862068969,342,15,69,5,10,113,69,87,0.2,0.759,0.040999999999999995,-0.9347,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,4,2,2,0,5,5,2,3,1,14,13,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,0,4,8,1,9,12,2,11,0,0,2,3,5,6,3,1,5,41,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200398339221356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357102310428305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577421430305905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690631429432694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640659446726947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379356150075534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261932472349145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107654450992868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25342481398342137,0.0,0.20033502752927632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669269871720413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088654101970168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706058944466635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034668785300388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040335642526802,0.0,0.2451773380184517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070901456379981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pocketken,2019/02/27,"Help I applied for a job working overnights at a gym because I have social anxiety and not that many people go to the gym here overnight. 
How can I make this sound like a positive in the interview because it's perfect for me. ",8.66,6.403609777777781,8.393888888888894,74.95750000000002,62.33333333333334,11.666666666666668,44.72222222222222,10.125756701596842,4.515888888888889,180,10,35,3,2,58,37,45,0.036000000000000004,0.6990000000000001,0.265,0.8957,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,23,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27766694330101194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44251973082297946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628115991052048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243287535992121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601863822059142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732618086394775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422817044794291,0.3679891584154185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25163396824671536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699967241807173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26424256860677964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Spidey-Tron,2019/02/27,"I'm Freaking Out About A Presentation I Have At 2:00 today! I was on the verge of a panic attack the other day. I feel really depressed, and feel terrified. I'm worried I don't know my info enough, and keep thinking about what will happen if I mess up. I know nobody can help, but I had to vent about it somewhere. I'm considering making an excuse not to show up for class. ",2.8479653679653687,4.191310441558444,4.89292207792208,82.84033549783553,74.45454545454545,7.2112554112554115,23.222943722943725,7.793537801064563,1.1178761904761902,292,8,59,4,6,101,57,77,0.2,0.755,0.045,-0.8496,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,17,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,8,0,12,14,1,9,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237925970099124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835542326406886,0.0,0.2451399558625292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940851449830937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878215213981932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25168561730018063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077258171131933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529804098073176,0.0,0.0,0.312835801648084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998386446914609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339363858961367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823327528940604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237089588972133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697833623736508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28904208532746245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,davidc573,2019/02/27,F*#K - PUBLIC SPEAKING Anybody got any help with public speaking? The dreaded time I have to do it for work has risen ,2.1471212121212133,5.020300681818182,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,87.63636363636363,2.9333333333333336,25.51515151515152,3.1291,0.3311333333333333,93,4,16,0,3,28,20,22,0.146,0.748,0.106,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370159364775406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139763846550246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307467638005792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374727436761437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678481814596906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throawayakjk,2019/02/27,"How do I stop being scared about asking people to hang out? I've got only 1 actual friend. However, the only reason we're friends is because we've got the same classes. If we didn't, I wouldn't have any. I'm in a few clubs however no one in my clubs hang out together (unless if they are, they're doing it without me). Additionally, whenever I hang out with someone, it always just ends up with us on our phones and not actually doing anything.",3.2629047619047635,4.69871865555556,5.419841269841272,79.105,73.55555555555556,8.253968253968255,26.190476190476193,8.841846274778883,2.0383809523809524,349,12,68,7,7,122,66,90,0.084,0.843,0.073,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,2,0,19,13,5,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,1,2,0,3,5,1,0,1,3,0,9,2,13,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,2,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.4187457887042741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852538238714638,0.0,0.0,0.14590347816770707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655893571487544,0.0,0.20057820359608952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307895898496625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900303805742558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33152641482516354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431954579124845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538674602085014,0.3263546300603211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874411786350955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059633996404868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480510107743364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179016136258544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793760144233132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580809847650687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206821550239342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wha6226,2019/02/27,"Requesting Advice for prom I am an 18 year old male and have been suffering from social anxiety since I was about 12. Not coincidentally I started daily use of porn around 12 and am using r/NoFap for it but that is a whole other story. So anyways I am not really good a talking to people, especially girls. The reason I am posting this is because I am in a group for prom and I got paired with this girl that I don’t know at all. She is in one of my classes but I am too shook to say anything to her. I was just wondering if any of y’all had advice on what to talk with her about?",2.627598566308244,3.4847373870967786,4.913978494623656,84.37152329749105,74.32258064516128,7.769175627240144,24.261648745519715,8.167268648758528,1.2436444444444454,452,13,100,7,9,159,84,124,0.075,0.925,0.0,-0.7532,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,3,1,18,21,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,1,15,1,20,16,2,10,0,1,0,1,13,5,0,2,3,77,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985925249186712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869207715326584,0.0,0.15602016065597113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783236316079686,0.1815575400308375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432520536229552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106245313773602,0.16311636818122033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208484549873883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400980256610766,0.0,0.13820088492344745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413923158645186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532643213664352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065472896532618,0.20969318200115056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218815408214293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870843259837845,0.0,0.0,0.20789996699851365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435590570345813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278524023068401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522923060969556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277013866893344,0.0,0.0,0.22117361338004474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133624525968152
socialanxiety,Crooked_Cricket,2019/02/27,"I spoke up today. I'll keep this short because the story really isn't all that interesting but there's a point, I promise. Skip to the TL;DR if you don't care.  
  
I was waiting in line at the bank and was next. All the tellers were busy helping customers except for one who was doing something. There were about 3 people behind me in line when some guy walks in the bank. He sees that we're all waiting and then notices the ""free"" teller. He makes eye contact with me and looks at the line. He makes a sort of hand gesture between the teller and the line basically signing ""so like... Can I go?"". I'm just watching to see what he does next. He goes up to the teller, and I don't know where this came from, but I pipe up and say ""Hey man, there's a line"".  
  
And do you know what happened next? Nothing. Nothing bad happened. The guy was not confrontational - he just got in line.  Then the teller called me over and I did my thing.  
  
The only reason I'm telling this story is because this is something I normally would not have done. I've been taking Prozac for the last few months and feel like a totally new person in all the best ways. The self-doubt is gone for the most part. I feel much less awkward and more confident. My work performance has improved as well as my relationships with my friends.  
  
TL;DR - I was socially confident and the experience was successful.  
  
I'm not saying anything that hasn't been said before, but go see a damn doctor. Be HONEST with them and they will help you. I went through 3 different medications and 2 different doses of the one I'm on now before I got ""better"". My doctor said to me ""I don't prescribe happiness. I prescribe the means for you to make your own happiness"".",2.4240522997032663,4.5950680178041585,3.5385524851632053,88.45023228857569,78.02077151335311,6.348998516320474,23.884365727002965,7.413659706084162,1.0410772255192875,1330,45,269,18,32,429,176,337,0.048,0.7929999999999999,0.159,0.9925,2,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,5,2,5,11,18,2,1,25,0,28,7,2,4,5,50,61,23,0,3,10,0,3,2,1,2,5,5,0,4,11,17,0,3,6,0,3,6,8,4,1,2,20,14,30,15,34,38,14,33,0,0,6,0,32,15,1,4,13,176,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180666501768359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083003913262265,0.1211998715478224,0.0,0.16918263482824522,0.0,0.1043255613363578,0.08792082454407629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150959987238772,0.113699537137809,0.10135599417295243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772637423929968,0.0,0.20350244922724914,0.08699511094313836,0.10173182149876588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724289366598013,0.0,0.0,0.1005302325970131,0.07101913615667932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680458157584702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129949619981673,0.0,0.15901588751291798,0.0,0.0,0.19686475571129425,0.17581738520175036,0.21164941178465804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326600401113728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883609374200778,0.0,0.0,0.1092672144583847,0.081033116705412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713424665972137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348008267777529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990725571039515,0.0,0.0,0.10828756664464298,0.0,0.10014597994915446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793487976813281,0.0,0.07307841830898547,0.0,0.0,0.09601162523003864,0.3171737228683916,0.0,0.09740153300873286,0.1907747969757127,0.11317991966913107,0.0,0.0,0.134726739052683,0.07560643642933271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765227069351463,0.0,0.06891897130067358,0.08680172594124623,0.0,0.0,0.0939753923633038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368514060188922,0.10221091792662833,0.0,0.10673005702246187,0.0,0.0,0.18912497986859167,0.15811100720928828,0.0,0.0,0.23765274696205455,0.0,0.10370720463019352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133684968220484,0.0,0.1530626691007684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747445926856102,0.0,0.08688947079330575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604415616571123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422986869944898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890771115058592,0.0,0.0,0.08938229927323882,0.0921548604620778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237228792724662,0.0,0.0,0.07061862062832683,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,king-f261,2019/02/27,"Wanting to go out with a friend but he thinks it will be boring if its just the 2 of us So i have this friend who i feel like is the only one who understands me....and I haven’t seen him in a long time I really want to hangout with him but he’s always busy and when i got the chance.....i dont know how to explain.....we were supposed to go out with another friend but he canceled because he needed to do something with his dad 

And now my friend (the one im trying to hangout with) thinks it’ll be boring if it just the 2 of us 

I have other “friends” but i feel like they don’t understand me and tbh im just friends with them because i have no one else 

Now im just starring at the ceiling feeling like shit because the only person i can relate to and understands me thinks it’ll be boring if just the 2 of is hangout

How do I convince my friend that it wont be boring if its just the 2 of us

Im 17 if that helps",0.26949442571947196,1.8501153842364568,2.527581021519317,95.97082188229194,82.34975369458128,5.258905885403164,21.029038112522684,6.05967700443912,-0.0248068965517243,705,21,171,5,19,240,90,203,0.08900000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.214,0.9806,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,2,0,12,16,1,0,11,0,20,1,1,2,0,42,37,17,0,8,15,1,3,3,7,4,0,0,0,1,13,12,0,0,10,3,0,2,5,5,0,3,3,4,22,11,21,26,0,11,0,0,1,0,24,4,1,5,8,114,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077612217316206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179405354181144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753233317428935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377391749913135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109565946182305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725565728392387,0.20805620964611235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525011975345673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034257701370324,0.0,0.0776416156261069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506889356335152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194407356970177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335116634068472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142281251790131,0.0,0.0,0.0859103895542117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198161629064545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734635045012308,0.1476633805066568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476418736040346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621902287254759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996484927312115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473487779680145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866097157241109,0.0,0.0,0.05660657664090081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590914038522698,0.0,0.0,0.3031827983750552,0.35031625549041434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451745863875258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sadmovie777,2019/02/27,Slipped in art class It didn’t even hurt but I got up and every eye was on me. ,-3.3896491228070147,-1.9045292631578936,-0.6989473684210523,111.35403508771928,104.78947368421049,2.533333333333333,11.596491228070176,3.1291,-2.231329824561404,60,1,18,0,3,20,19,19,0.121,0.879,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857437500945988,0.0,0.4920672024868038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670990471292618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.625212050164344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mehdimehdi123,2019/02/27,Maybe it’s a solution of all our worries What I’m seeing these days is that I have become much more relaxed in many situations that used to bather me in the past. Only because I’ve started to meditate to do yoga and also implement the inhale and exhale of the breath whenever I feel anxious or whatever my mind start to get thoughts that has a relation with social anxiety. Definitely it’s always on the back of my mind as long as I have those thoughts but day after day the quit mind and meditative mind start to take the place. I like the feeling that I have now even if it’s a not a total 100% anxiety free. Try it and implement it in your daily life and it will give you a bit of relaxation compared to when all your thoughts it’s about what other people think or gonna think of you ,10.358592132505171,6.0316354285714295,10.339596273291928,68.72587474120085,61.17391304347826,13.963146997929606,41.11904761904762,11.538034831475384,4.447371842650104,628,23,127,13,6,211,99,161,0.042,0.816,0.142,0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,4,0,1,6,4,0,0,12,0,7,2,1,1,3,26,24,13,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,16,6,0,0,7,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,13,5,20,19,6,17,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,3,13,88,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602751851150044,0.11032065642958748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285306513846346,0.14978238151757628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019490482435732,0.0,0.0808220837476281,0.1464288069778155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474758237324514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565174774086486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757059853181091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407708728335374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926976031548032,0.1271868238586162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364812525328498,0.06477393183702441,0.0,0.0,0.11733282453723905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441954565215825,0.13319862640395155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354888934118514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746462548654644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083624114304662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656659923755256,0.09191717448422487,0.0,0.13852224594755738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101959243613968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565242340344788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903017009994454,0.0,0.13515287181644067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815312888379414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996868008615852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990917432002073,0.0,0.3157710804215429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001595318503562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451015980243165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464566761634822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Simbar456,2019/02/27,"I disclocated my knee at work which resulted in an emotionally painful hospital trip. (Horror Story) So I can't work or walk around much for 2 weeks so I thought I'd share the living nightmare that happened to me last week. Not gonna lie, I've never actually talked to anyone online or irl who has Social Anixety as well  so we'll see how this goes.

So I work at a place that involves a lot of physical activity such as lifting heavy boxes of food/ice and pulling heavy pallets around with a pallet jack. I drag some pallets outside and I fall backwards and watch my knee pop out. Of course the first thing I worry about is how this LOOKS painful not as much as it FEELS painful. I get some help from my supervisors who are very very much panicking and worrying about me meanwhile I'm just smiling like an ass trying to calm everyone else down. Even chucking in some fake laughs trying to hide the obvious pain I'm in so everyone stops focusing on me which is pretty hard not to. 

So I get driven in the company car to the hospital. The whole situation feels like an awful dream at this point. I'm taken out of the car and put in a wheelchair. Nothing grabs more 

",4.277097186700768,5.659536934782608,5.1290792838874655,82.38699488491052,70.95652173913044,8.542199488491049,29.181585677749357,9.007467420416297,2.3297698209718667,925,36,183,18,17,301,142,230,0.151,0.743,0.105,-0.8822,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,5,16,11,0,0,14,1,6,7,3,3,2,29,20,19,0,0,6,0,4,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,3,1,0,8,5,5,1,1,3,7,16,6,33,15,9,31,0,0,3,1,8,17,1,6,8,112,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.1139774547538826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166748683231742,0.0,0.0,0.2079489710132608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975692753242696,0.1313814012777579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714360862427297,0.0,0.0,0.223209921358562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118112591672104,0.0834401156058665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934784414656964,0.141231929979572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220436851835254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328359186452513,0.0,0.10462756630503192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828686311031224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952055036389983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412266058397612,0.0,0.10313428074826396,0.0,0.09808043474442844,0.0,0.0,0.0992970081198998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25757867535349355,0.0,0.09008138728456493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207029524564324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971228507152866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202846738853583,0.0,0.11041133456765173,0.0,0.0,0.11882498753058868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741368846319128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930724391278523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128521796299758,0.0,0.11906028304770146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764789100865907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938773593379174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759503035071152,0.0,0.0,0.09272412221800837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859559210217644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927402426511952,0.0,0.0,0.1873757250535268,0.0,0.10501492679414656,0.0,0.0,0.13040017245303406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255089785575035,0.2372269428254807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,noclue13,2019/02/27,"too self conscious to post on reddit my social anxiety has become so bad to the point i can't even comment on a reddit convo without overthinking about it a 100 times and most of the time eventually not even posting it.

thinking that someone will make a remark on my english (it is not my native language)/stupidity and just bad personality in general.

it kind of sounds stupid thinking about it now but i can't seem to be able to change it. i just want to be myself and i never feel accepted enough to be me.

i try to change though, i went to the grocery store yesterday to ask for the keys i had lost there a few days ago and i had to give myself a fricking pep talk in the mirror and talk to myself in order to build the courage to ask it.

i don't want to see myself as pathetic, but writing it out now i do feel that way.

i just want to know and learn how to be  myself fully without seeking validation of others because it is exhausting and i don't want to waste any more time away.

any tips/advice would be great

i'm a 17 year old female btw if that matters",3.9142465753424673,4.6986744885844764,5.2985205479452055,83.07901369863015,71.23744292237444,7.8491324200913235,26.928767123287678,8.021203637495839,1.538996712328767,839,27,174,11,15,282,121,219,0.102,0.8079999999999999,0.09,-0.5595,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,14,9,1,0,12,0,17,1,0,2,1,39,35,14,0,6,10,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,13,8,0,0,9,0,1,1,9,5,0,0,4,4,21,4,34,24,4,25,0,1,1,0,10,9,0,3,11,126,34,1,0.12957983647359275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662391650132546,0.11486470663389657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623746456794506,0.0,0.0991282202266892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24227931022135016,0.0,0.1217445218743182,0.0,0.2163875018041291,0.07899066559774323,0.1431107488143741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741565706318029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356827465306002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389060995090524,0.0,0.17117251978852874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103891751899605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124304786588107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286222716914465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349374594047744,0.07121368932040123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145169858246073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649554705004363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993995823196188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597224070433928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314411508145075,0.0,0.0,0.12249482937211605,0.0,0.2482033283330507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325835291146958,0.11796461644725614,0.13518002975420693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209032491123351,0.10979257494161204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208302728321013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605905401560864,0.1273115314225399,0.0,0.2266771341035797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879762031217109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30571817939968804,0.10285444274781884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012180661584974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498206765865911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204979800370557,0.0,0.0,0.08344516624717316
socialanxiety,Randommyman,2019/02/27,"Is this why i cut myself off socially? I was diagnosed with Aspergers and generalized anxiety when I was 16. My problem was always anxiety, psychs said i had ptsd at 12 from living with stress of autistic brother for 12 years. I have two brothers. My dad pursued an autism diagnosis on me for 6 years, even though psychs disagreed with him. I went through 8 psychs or more who disagreed with me having autism. He would complain and get the ones who disagreed replaced. When i was 16 i got diagnosed autistic. 1 out 8 or more psychs disagreed with him. My diagnosis involvdd me being shown pictures of expressions on faces and being asked if i recognisdd them. I just gave vague responses and shrugged cos i wanted to get it ovr with and then i was swiftly diagnosed. When I was 13 my half brother in his 20s pushed me onto a bed and punched me 6 times as hard as he could all over my body. Had bruises all over my body, told my mum but she didn't do anything. Around that time he also forcibly held me and pushed his finger through my boxers into my rear so it went inside. When I was like 6-7 he'd lay behind me and rub my nipples until they were erect.                                      After the stuff when I was 13, I stopped brushing my teeth for a year and began just eating junk food, lost a tooth. Also stopped washing properly and my hair went completely black from dirt I guess. I looked up to him and thought he was cool, he moulded my interests and the films and music I liked. Does this explain why for the next 7 years I shut myself off socially, refusing to be involved in friendships and basically isolating myself from reality? I've rarely left the house or spoken to people since. Stopped going to school when I was 14. Also, i'm gay and had very little self esteem at the time it happened. I was so confused by everything and became disturbed and even more alienated. Does what my brother did explain why I alienated myself? Is it how an aspergers person would react? He would also push me over and drag me about the room and accuse me of faking autism. I remember visiting him once, cos he lives in a diff country and only ever visited us, and he pushed me about his flat. I hid in the bathroom, phoned my mum, but she never told him to stop. I gave up on friendships after this and completely shut myself off. I havent had friends since i was 13. Im in my 20s now.",3.422425607653373,5.343100195227767,4.30112798264642,85.27926191668057,74.16268980477223,7.244474108682351,27.438734078647308,8.055295364500962,1.7978322598587249,1854,72,359,29,39,597,229,461,0.128,0.8270000000000001,0.045,-0.9807,0,0,0,0,0,1,44.0,1,0,2,1,27,13,1,3,14,1,33,14,7,4,4,66,57,46,0,7,8,7,4,2,1,3,4,1,2,2,12,31,2,6,4,1,0,10,3,8,0,3,32,9,74,5,55,17,5,63,0,1,2,1,51,27,0,6,28,245,86,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802331592791457,0.07289500527558608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403632403941446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209207104498744,0.0779876945551682,0.08189955407907995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462048677281887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370593259188728,0.0,0.0,0.06994606602099626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667539886589537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533287713739117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964255713871792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572554857007852,0.07924442001376007,0.0,0.0,0.07873440284028381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059332254736801,0.0,0.06768398822210392,0.0,0.09154078133786904,0.0,0.04978836887151345,0.0,0.0700663244088056,0.0,0.09650761478700644,0.0,0.07746947893651839,0.0,0.07847754805699039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108527793809388,0.0,0.0,0.09462924753891078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518390804800077,0.0,0.0,0.08559949253010447,0.08780398036169677,0.1547149715811705,0.0,0.07356676928397797,0.0,0.09563202922319594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756695820539997,0.0,0.09316971324071832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329726886359303,0.059363926162654186,0.06662812358068325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073479922793089,0.07649396527814895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838268751589881,0.10240643832572227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924024155674936,0.0,0.08333313356632419,0.0,0.0,0.08866170009228484,0.0,0.0,0.09139190752319294,0.0,0.0,0.1449367699973108,0.0,0.0,0.17860606749304656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929693322677335,0.10035209521386212,0.0,0.10028762883280078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607220850269667,0.06954918301541374,0.1532508589862331,0.0,0.0,0.16742210441122665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557809204049811,0.0,0.10537893544561104,0.0,0.0,0.07228392186375315,0.051672143493861136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436342349172983,0.2371517003349988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669784232137526,0.0,0.0,0.2256609332246955
socialanxiety,RPGFAN33,2019/02/27,"I have a strange problem which i dont know how to explain Im 16, im really bad at meeting new people, and heres the reason why (its a very unique problem which i dont know how to explain):

​

So whenever im meeting someone new and i shake hands with them and say ""Hi"", then somehow the person always then gives me this ""Umm ok his weird"" look and they then say ""Ok..."".

​

Any advice on how to stop this from happening?

​

P.S: Im not bad at socializing, its just the first small talk that i really suck at.",3.3491822429906537,4.572284981308415,4.403820093457946,87.31171144859816,73.01869158878505,7.219158878504674,27.393691588785053,7.645422480735847,1.4555056074766348,411,15,86,5,8,134,66,107,0.215,0.765,0.02,-0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,1,7,9,1,1,5,2,3,1,1,4,0,19,11,11,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,0,4,9,2,9,11,0,13,0,0,1,0,14,5,1,1,7,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357915231225608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881980894832331,0.34454348379316396,0.3863942837158377,0.0720816718120464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770063241378564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484556546285997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016109038949764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016820895996946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373289719413573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579802860629269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650648276636287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901087908246245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474534499082075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348505205260343,0.09255259079855063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028498443321582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580892992990626,0.10898268622458752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858631775240313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805070843637056,0.08981101009075948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886183329211127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519646453833568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745871935444584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956459079199874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863942837158377,0.0
socialanxiety,laoniang,2019/02/27,"Traumatic email mistake in the past gives me work-email anxiety My current job entails email write to VIPs. 

Ever since I mistakenly CC-ed something confidential to everyone in my previous workplace (anxiety-goggles), I stumble whenever I have to send any work emails in my current job. 

Before the incident, I was reasonably competent in workplace communications, but now I’m just a ball of fear whenever I have to type an email. I’m prone to more mistakes than ever. My current boss is not very forgiving about it because we work in an academic institution, and she has high standards because she’s PR/Marcomms trained.

I know I can write because I’ve never gotten anything below a Distinction for English in school. Heck, my teachers even used to submit my essays for competitions. 

Since I’ve got gotten severe anxiety and depression, I just can’t really write or speak as well anymore. Nowadays it’s just getting worse, and I communicate with the proficiency of a kindergartener. 

I want to do something other than being frustrated and disappointed with myself. Any advice is appreciated.",7.239910246821246,9.30561519371728,7.832284966342557,63.20844240837698,64.6020942408377,11.111593118922961,39.82086761406133,11.062562989136584,5.362420792819746,886,50,127,27,14,293,120,191,0.204,0.745,0.051,-0.9848,5,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,3,9,8,1,1,8,0,10,0,0,3,4,29,20,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,6,1,0,4,1,21,2,24,15,1,17,0,2,0,0,14,8,1,1,8,83,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821406981086935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628703169586926,0.0,0.23206037783157574,0.0,0.15041984428738467,0.0,0.0,0.12481477215415936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27737717365238185,0.0,0.12906339608125553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306365872686669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017924140489624,0.27439561896713416,0.0,0.14493099943416096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706754091530676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924340083370562,0.14549951404324202,0.0,0.0,0.12130754727946667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025190028457054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30102606724013364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335605951908005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698033322269187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447899878657291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716624326529093,0.15594612529335974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535021776377221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134843894893326,0.0,0.2509325874781061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335320986986844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099763087714755,0.0,0.12514692818581075,0.08946125036245213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637313434049195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312614183439164,0.0,0.1545687559671093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mylittlejabroni1,2019/02/27,"My parents let me for and now i hate them So.  Long story short.  I lived in literally the middle of nowhere like I'm talking super flat depressing middle of nowhere surrounded by fields. On the outskirts of a town of 600.  And so this sucked and whatever.  It Made it hard to have many friends and develop social skills.  And being isolated was 100 times worse than being in the city cuz at least you can go outside and have something new happen. Life was horrible as you could imagine.  Not a lot of opportunity or new ideas flowing in.  Most of my summers were spent shooting hoops by myself and playing videogames. Now that I'm grown up, I realize that while my summers were empty and nothing happened, other people (in cities for instance) were hanging out  making new friends making new memories.  Learning to SOCIALIZE BETTER.  I got fucked!  And now I still try to think that I can fix this but the more I think about, the more I realize my parents are stupid as fuck.  And i am screwed. 28 and never had a life.  I really don't think it's possible at this point. I seriously hate them. And my mom still has the nerve to think it's a chemical imbalance.  The last time I freaked out on her she said I was better on this one medication. Because the one hour a week we spent together was enough to gauge that. She's so f****** stupid! No, b**** it's literally the fact that I never had a life and my life sucks! And I even had to fight with her not to post stupid mental health posts on her Facebook because she's basically reminding the world that her son has mental health problems and it isn't fair to my privacy.  Not to mention my dad made me work in his shitty loud, dark, steel cutting shop where you stand at a machine for 8-10 hours and feed steel through the machine by yourself and rot your brain.  He used his kids and relatives into working the shitty job cuz  no one else will do it.  So I not only lived in the middle of nowhere which rotted my brain but I also had to work in complete isolation with loud saws buzzing doing shitty repetitive labour.  that drove me crazy too.  Fuck them!  They never tried to make me happy they didn't do shit.  I hate them.  ",1.6015978306216103,4.206940718676127,2.7364316506744544,90.21647058823532,85.0756501182033,5.776275900431094,23.187734668335423,7.208032530483347,1.0199324989570302,1696,63,338,26,51,541,221,423,0.226,0.726,0.048,-0.9978,3,1,1,1,1,0,50.0,1,4,6,8,14,28,15,0,20,0,30,15,3,8,4,56,59,31,0,2,7,5,1,1,2,1,7,3,0,1,20,24,1,0,9,2,3,5,12,19,0,3,20,5,52,9,49,34,6,58,0,1,1,4,35,27,7,3,24,226,72,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631134887925673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109491324096496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667256682446858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513299805520148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694037649666819,0.0,0.0,0.06620512716740404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141914896306151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926928614290707,0.0,0.0,0.08567885518079088,0.0,0.054768088439025225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281280650178771,0.2299754953406972,0.0,0.0,0.04712552799762475,0.0,0.06631895375281162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466523278963295,0.08827022111747324,0.07428031831467835,0.24559994290950105,0.0,0.17628084242700504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633196217204144,0.0,0.0,0.09360694667852017,0.0,0.0,0.08228562146136299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759112694064402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479164385989546,0.23427629327702665,0.04051067923333724,0.0,0.14644032110623625,0.07338187266953294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049588967154087,0.0,0.15692242090320604,0.16604986979000316,0.08406818826911074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353349739645899,0.1671283562973358,0.0,0.0,0.0971152750438358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185978489313749,0.3203398419089889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956428213379943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856686176925856,0.06306463887848279,0.0,0.0,0.18414640184190104,0.0,0.0,0.057486508321496085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838650335537037,0.09348020028957643,0.15882948797854785,0.0,0.0,0.07934354633012514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053120879433822495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788762116136832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511651551409077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905364495692438,0.0,0.06383611242965351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244054719910375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664821117822922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125279681029083,0.0,0.0,0.09670300928386608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259490668366992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161653185399093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651367795769059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811009386961661,0.0,0.0845028888021007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rick201888,2019/02/27,"Anxiety hits and I hate myself after it I have been going to gym for the last 2 weeks forcing myself to go out while I am off work with some medical issues and I was enjoying it and the anxiety wasn't too bad until this week I nearly had a panic attack on Monday and kinder freaked out a bit and left and haven't been back since. 

I feel like shit about it and have binged on chocolate which just makes me feel worse. I don't know how to get out of these thoughts and hating myself cause I feel like a failure and can never succeed.

I have no friends, I can't talk to people and I constantly overthink everything and I hate it but I don't know how to change it or fix it..",2.0330751173708954,3.603377823943666,3.4010563380281686,91.75515258215964,77.09859154929578,6.423474178403758,21.6924882629108,7.1686216300943375,0.5055755868544596,529,14,117,6,12,173,86,142,0.172,0.733,0.096,-0.8149,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,13,5,1,5,0,14,2,1,4,1,30,28,17,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,9,15,0,0,6,1,0,2,7,8,0,0,6,3,17,5,18,21,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,2,12,85,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23690693093186754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761547707474646,0.0,0.11906369822079765,0.12928633951865298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904701674804054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590650639509983,0.16380197181654646,0.0,0.0,0.16732885333769007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391617225354522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348778257422593,0.22123786189362932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963030199345175,0.0,0.08089838973606361,0.0,0.1760001962152514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586223219048645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161449036373282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701938816075851,0.1262166399977832,0.0,0.0,0.16823594418421992,0.0,0.0,0.1512956522044661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033580273308574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598670781008533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942345342249212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167335524341846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734772822941052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589427648682634,0.12808664220433244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445588137871985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292700217707656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24840932014897785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272659108419955,0.0,0.15779690585827402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fetus_stomper666,2019/02/27,"Night shift Anyone else work a dead end shitty security job at nights, just so you know you can spend 12 hours alone and not have to talk to anyone?  The pay is shit but I love the solitude. I just bite my nails all night and mind my business. I really should get another job, but the thought of having to go through another interview process and learning a new job is offputting to put it nicely. Oh well.",4.017791666666668,5.426055862500004,4.3599999999999985,87.55166666666668,71.625,7.833333333333335,27.083333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.6493333333333338,319,11,66,5,6,100,60,80,0.111,0.7340000000000001,0.156,0.7935,3,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,1,0,5,0,6,2,1,0,1,14,11,6,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,7,4,7,9,1,9,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,6,37,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149738983249282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472631871062712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23156347573160316,0.16966265452384174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832604256018888,0.0,0.14666024583530698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651196770085777,0.0,0.0941064670137113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306907579792682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929563307267426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100185823572274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149448032043644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719488287539674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992420693570372,0.0,0.4661743622100852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166459890303892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607877514773552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699718793591566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309193452608148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314569656652351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888190144801589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054874316684518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NOTGRUULTHENDIE,2019/02/27,"The socially anxious with highly social jobs, how do your psyche yourself up to deal with your day? I've recently got a promotion and my job has gone from sitting at.my desk with headphones in creating stat reports to constant meetings conference calls and checking with person X about project Y so I can help person Z do their job. I can ""fake it"" for the most part but I'm getting more and more worn down.",4.755384615384617,6.498013256410258,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,70.28205128205127,7.764102564102564,32.230769230769226,8.344100000000001,2.5597538461538467,326,15,59,5,6,102,62,78,0.095,0.858,0.047,-0.5568,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,12,7,4,9,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,3,37,7,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301752589337773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157805814550767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333047714098735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731335639626867,0.20352142176894605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313876978229852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578871055517663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323200088422563,0.20857489300984206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5876979897550983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137761916964867,0.0,0.0,0.3447422387815857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491892323061494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402470020632573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwafuckfuck,2019/02/27,"Advice on asking a doctor about medication? I don't like to be on any medications and especially not psychiatric medications due to my mother having had a fairly severe drug and alcohol problem.  I would not want anything intense like xanax or valium or whatever-- I have been doing some research into lexapro or zoloft.

My current diagnosis is like... complicated but right now what's current is anxiety, depression, PTSD, and ADHD.  I realize that's a lot of comorbidities and like I feel like probably there is some simpler diagnosis out there but that's where I'm currently parked.

My anxiety can be really out of control.  I literally cannot make phone calls or meet new people without about an hour of psyching myself up.  I ghost people all the time to prevent them from getting to know me at all so that I can pre-emptively reject them before I am rejected.  I just get really, genuinely nervous any time I have to talk to another person in a way that legitimately makes my life very difficult.

​

I realize medications are not a magic fix and I'd like to start at the gentlest possible treatment so that maybe it can help me get a leg up on my existing coping mechanisms and therapies, and eventually I'd like to not take anything again.  It's just right now is very difficult and I feel as though I've hit a wall with therapy.",6.661120517928289,7.589485836653387,7.969559262948206,65.86597236055779,65.13545816733067,12.012051792828686,36.00622509960159,11.698219412168324,4.813567529880478,1079,51,180,36,16,371,147,251,0.196,0.772,0.033,-0.9889,3,1,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,1,13,15,0,1,10,0,20,11,1,3,2,42,34,18,1,3,13,1,2,7,0,1,10,0,0,1,8,12,1,2,5,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,2,23,8,28,28,5,28,0,3,0,0,10,15,0,7,19,123,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744183735285866,0.10362298294695604,0.0,0.11332661338701502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489642702729902,0.12885259687387846,0.14422434789677174,0.11119424845280143,0.16224362913312346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745270070913357,0.0,0.0991349246064603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023390362514283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828070459135132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893508301168484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133379086117548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853844668924867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297501571639233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723600952049504,0.07575640247012892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620765323551673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107769526498266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442997704616723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827789187013906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490057738213256,0.3626472411003968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015308831477584,0.0,0.0,0.14156767291051978,0.0,0.1065334089409652,0.0,0.0,0.427304502609334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241599259517213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470322960888353,0.09259175542489936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954638478435008,0.0,0.0,0.11433117585419347,0.10146784121507392,0.12395738483306099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358663989423848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811185209656874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979723915448905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505705009422335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973036215851516,0.08523251634057143,0.0,0.0,0.2425364620100665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418569425161177,0.0,0.12366784754249928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749914569083802,0.0625462996364054,0.08417117762081172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222067214868674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532917092095222,0.0,0.12885259687387846,0.0
socialanxiety,bulletThroughHead,2019/02/27,Communicating in front of class Any tips how to stay calm? I can't think of anything to say when I'm nervous,2.1360869565217366,3.8675645652173967,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,77.26086956521739,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,0.7373652173913037,87,3,20,1,2,29,20,23,0.094,0.804,0.10300000000000001,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732910973515351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517224653443007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365310207867008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5850861446426556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35173206020985354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eccentric182,2019/02/27,"struggles with socialising + eye contact I have two problems.

1. Socialising: I often struggle to keep conversations going with people as sometimes I'm not sure what to say or talk about next... and then it just becomes awkward.
2. Eye contact: when I look at someone and make eye contact with them while talking, I feel like I end up making them feel uncomfortable and everything becomes awkward and the conversation dies. I'm not sure if this is psychological, but it always seems like people get uncomfortable when I make eye contact to them while talking.

I was wondering if anyone had any tips on how to deal with these problems  + or if anyone else relates ??",3.6974642857142825,6.76568734166667,4.567857142857143,77.58000000000003,79.75,6.428571428571428,30.23809523809524,7.7094869923839395,2.4760595238095235,531,26,86,9,14,171,74,120,0.162,0.797,0.040999999999999995,-0.8727,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,6,10,0,4,1,0,4,4,4,4,2,31,17,17,1,5,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,2,8,10,4,13,15,0,11,0,0,5,0,14,3,0,8,9,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035036559801675,0.0,0.0,0.09835876951898392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226844283161816,0.14819867783031693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194825162250427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491153809863246,0.0,0.0,0.1501113623172568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082645219982352,0.0,0.12810629766497886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999126800452107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626659226930752,0.10332938423795196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755673619851595,0.0,0.08220108323693905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285608604723383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413255981264479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145945453627675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896408750853446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382410644996938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054749331506544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767979790709307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150219074767048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167296237466858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255127024270608,0.0,0.14305063627376738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30241399050259793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726391224896443,0.0,0.0,0.3487635292869829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129026570911202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685369278944727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,legalapparently,2019/02/27,"What does it mean when someone replies ""K""? My mind goes on overload when this happens to me.",1.91,4.431124444444446,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,82.33333333333334,3.6,31.222222222222207,3.1291,0.7870222222222232,72,4,15,0,2,21,17,18,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41382852338020426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181743555115706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.515114968176526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774832838072858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006774823652435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,acaiyu,2019/02/27,"I tried... I really did. My boyfriend invited me to a social outing with some of his friends, and his closest friend was bringing his girlfriend. It has been months since I hanged out with someone outside of my boyfriend and I read everywhere that exposure is key to getting rid of social anxiety. It took all the courage out of me to go to this outing even though I was on the verge of a panic attack. I tried to turn the energy into excitement and I made it my goal to get to know the girlfriend. I looked at it as an opportunity of getting to know someone. Well we show up and I try my best to be friendly with this girl but she doesn't even look me in the eyes when greeting me and mumbles her answers when I try to start up conversation. She doesn't ask a single question back and I know it sounds stupid but that destroyed me. She didn't have a problem talking to the other guys and seemed all happy and making jokes. 

​

I was so anxious and nervous to go in the first place and all I did was get shut down. I just feel stupid for even going in the first place and having my hopes up high. I wish someone could outright tell me what's wrong with me so I know and can fix it. Or if it's even something I can't change like my appearance. I know I'm not ugly, I've been told by many people that I'm good looking but I guess that doesn't matter because I have pretty much no friends. I've had plenty of boyfriends so I guess it worked well in that aspect. Sorry I don't want to come off as conceited because I really am not. I'm a very self conscious person. I wish I could change that. I wish I didn't live in my mind so much. My boyfriend likes to tell me that I'm a kind person and easy going person but most of the time he likes to tell me how good I look. Which makes me wonder if he actually loves me for me. Because it sure as hell seems as most people don't. Sorry I am just rambling... I just needed to get things off my chest because I'm a hot mess right now. ",2.101487091222033,3.678940821686752,3.3364543889845097,92.26072289156627,76.92771084337348,5.995869191049914,23.182444061962137,6.610729790773281,0.4719962134251294,1551,47,344,13,35,503,193,415,0.11,0.693,0.19699999999999998,0.9903,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,6,19,31,5,2,17,0,28,3,2,4,4,71,75,32,0,11,12,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,0,6,22,22,0,0,12,3,0,9,11,10,2,2,14,8,59,21,51,58,10,41,1,0,5,1,33,23,1,14,12,231,81,3,0.0,0.0,0.07220656122570253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017145880372281,0.08990967717013866,0.0,0.0,0.05660449487311817,0.08359110611326401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917353071569954,0.08417779740279349,0.0,0.05689610235550153,0.0,0.18042195111045967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776511603792116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654971068048454,0.06373847671708112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815488864991602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548689559100552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03741311867559343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587693253022866,0.0,0.0,0.228667444695584,0.0,0.19329162169491249,0.0,0.1682078639936304,0.12412375055771252,0.0,0.0,0.1630234140059407,0.07326477098678467,0.0,0.07876699731175417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817773936961295,0.0,0.07349181254755684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705239448062519,0.2033232768032274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084478272017594,0.0,0.06533723509968656,0.0,0.2485421676316507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667816332018137,0.07001403049045975,0.0987818955761609,0.0750173577857538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747119061303144,0.0,0.059060561340139275,0.0,0.10878683819537753,0.05486492272858068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681492318530533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259495420081337,0.19382368010054735,0.15461401591736815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752775516508761,0.0,0.07080137357051303,0.0,0.0,0.0828891708271255,0.0,0.07401309207328771,0.0,0.0948037087613832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318967620612685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347210211507513,0.07719090773214353,0.0,0.0,0.0612078308849071,0.0,0.0,0.1508532303339661,0.18808226046559245,0.05696347910409867,0.0,0.165658364563779,0.052372674723194526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973759138747047,0.0,0.0,0.059472825651159765,0.19401960973157306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915770686340965,0.0,0.07269781411606276,0.0,0.04314595327774148,0.0,0.0,0.07070354785323114,0.08220902165946793,0.2009457459105482,0.0804832108814466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105203069195667,0.043643028894483966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305730958018094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255265131310631,0.0,0.08024232645321679,0.05386783511981537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089980477619099,0.08990967717013866,0.0
socialanxiety,jungkoook,2019/02/27,"My first day of work sucked. I started my first full time job today. It’s my first job in general.
I applied yesterday, no interview or papers or anything and suddenly today I worked a 10 hour shift and I’m supposed to work 40 hours a week. I can do full time, but I haven’t ever had a job and this workplace is 100% of the time so incredibly busy it’s miserable. There’s a million things to do.. the person training me is so pregnant that she snaps.. I can’t keep up, seriously. It’s too much to jump into from never having a job. I almost cried at the end of my shift. I cried when I got home.
This is so frustrating because tomorrow I have to work the register and do the orders and clean and take phone calls tomorrow.. I haven’t even trained fully. The store is so understaffed I’m being treated like a long time employee already. My boss is really sweet, but there’s no schedule and I haven’t even signed papers or anything. I don’t know how anything should be because I’ve never done this before.
I feel like I might have another breakdown, or even worse have one tomorrow at work, everything is so overwhelming in such a negative way. If I could quit right now without feeling like an asshole, I would. It’s too disorganized and too much is expected of me for never even having a job before. 

Does anyone have ANY advice? I don’t even want to go in tomorrow..",2.123088672614223,4.352419594890513,3.871427412814274,85.3813449580968,79.32846715328465,7.270938091376048,25.111651797783185,8.285830014693849,1.7741791294944589,1075,41,213,22,27,360,142,274,0.139,0.7909999999999999,0.071,-0.9555,6,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,9,20,10,2,2,15,0,31,0,0,2,4,36,43,22,0,6,8,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,9,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,13,5,0,5,3,3,26,5,19,34,4,43,0,2,0,0,5,10,1,7,32,150,35,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852832021677969,0.0,0.0,0.09071773918890896,0.0,0.09997376157203072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160766120869862,0.09499668657804193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334608373062375,0.0,0.22365573250531207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045166081401968,0.0,0.1541792310423223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250755591805962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233268238346978,0.0,0.1990285602199416,0.05842623718223445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928023655188578,0.09271007055267766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024022081448917,0.0,0.0,0.2991854947874975,0.0819483037372963,0.0,0.0,0.08142088436523184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161504059827774,0.12944207675974492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23118001169867686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148718829866968,0.0,0.07245704408476615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087410465904563,0.0,0.17843552048499714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495074608678963,0.08052493921398553,0.0,0.0,0.04978860602458739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278032470420092,0.0,0.0,0.08017366502579402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096106907526723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319539977737102,0.0,0.2096171924531673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061389471351684974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910400126085182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635886300905293,0.0,0.0,0.05803743402382677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736757795057715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412356000859043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811611508792399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060187248075465036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113065363765205,0.0,0.17174680737239026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343523883519899,0.07191004112719909,0.07266979081098675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733028271716263,0.0,0.3297709517505853,0.0,0.09232397667257113,0.06435604124973207,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,heyKillua,2019/02/27,Realizing if I didn’t have social anxiety my life would be completely different Don’t get me wrong I like alone time and shit but I’d probably be able to actually form healthy relationships and do all the other stuff regular people do lol. I have not 1 friend I can call to come over and smoke or workout with or help me make music or anything. I’ve been thinking about getting a job just to have something to do but the thought of having to go through a hire process and doing the whole new job thing is kinda daunting (lame excuse). ,4.212735849056603,5.7074789056603805,5.051084905660378,82.44851415094342,71.26415094339623,8.318867924528304,30.23113207547169,8.841846274778883,2.4119094339622653,428,18,84,8,8,139,79,106,0.09699999999999999,0.7879999999999999,0.115,0.6004,3,1,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,5,1,16,2,1,1,1,21,23,10,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,2,10,17,3,5,0,1,0,0,6,1,1,5,3,56,10,3,0.18784735766487384,0.0,0.18331192377380495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455321074187235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370271445280036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154582369726022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181315476950495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181386548652027,0.1969543805660809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626050748777166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451304025563635,0.0,0.1962849825322544,0.0,0.10675798230500394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591012419040712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37281903431920016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268214402505654,0.09177273041851736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538956989994088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814241485837109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022970561671096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025312230084208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016777622209538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282261320392846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914867249637756,0.0,0.1446140733219729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504028243971465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479743752473275,0.12036500184779,0.0,0.14912981923244356,0.10953530488282226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097248664169466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344137328113764,0.20538159683430549,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,derangedseacow,2019/02/27,Has your social anxiety ever made your quesi your sexuality? I apologize if this is a strange question but i dont really have anyone else to talk about this too. I was recently thinking about my past crushes and throughout my life ive been primarily straight. But also i have had social anxiety most my life and as a result i never had any close friends and have been nervous around everyone. I was thinking then that the way i was so self conscious around my crushes was also how i was around legit everyone because of anxiety. So then im thinking i do find people attractive but did i actually like these people or was i just social anxious? Have any of you had this problem. ,4.779538461538461,6.5281663384615385,6.090769230769233,74.54923076923079,70.23076923076923,8.892307692307693,33.0,9.3871,3.3394461538461537,544,26,93,12,10,183,76,130,0.174,0.7190000000000001,0.106,-0.815,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,13,5,0,1,3,0,21,2,0,3,2,26,25,16,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,13,0,20,3,9,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,4,7,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.13085747299346653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144716041512137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237853102295512,0.0,0.30774715067851416,0.15148929300924505,0.0,0.09376241095820943,0.13739627536221236,0.0,0.358119203273312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174312761227817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715845712369395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201924835317298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212966939679964,0.0,0.256267226875031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256049097990912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360154070765422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484571755533007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894306679133236,0.06551209187622911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688402478316388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342240690720818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280089449961868,0.18592931474238408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831089962785586,0.0,0.0,0.15021719977852166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590475400251599,0.0,0.13240273272714112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989043311904184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100791987455312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778056099591056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577681743947713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643844782673816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Brandonthedeer,2019/02/27,"Too awkward in person because I hate small talk What can I do carry conversations? I usually just say stuff like ""yeah.....yeah.... alright""and I've been told that my thanks is too dry, like I do not care. I do not understand why people are so happy all the time. I like to be real and down to Earth.",0.218,2.597659133333337,2.085000000000001,93.4725,91.0,5.0,17.5,6.6274283507984215,-0.02700000000000013,228,6,49,3,8,75,46,60,0.11800000000000001,0.6559999999999999,0.226,0.8027,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,7,13,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,6,4,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236738635292846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548409948972901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26607674814274546,0.0,0.2467741794311201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663392815493869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328407024049838,0.21824696583729175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844981688848697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987705153020942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861332998516627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009005877104779,0.0,0.2301206595350317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574803325589172,0.0,0.0,0.238838228407818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602070831245299,0.0,0.0,0.2752849489305556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22554127354171416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gerard709,2019/02/27,"I am fine until I turn into a strawberry Hello people, I have an issue where I will be feeling completely fine in a social situation until I start feeling this rush in my head/face and my heart drop. Then my face,chest and arms start to get all red and begin sweating and I feel like i'm dissociating. It will happen for 15-30seconds and then I feel completely fine again. This happens only every now and then. I do have bad anxiety and most of the time I am able to manage it with taking deep breaths and moving my focus to something else but this happens so quick I don't even realize it's happening until I'm already a strawberry. Does anyone got any tips for me?",3.8991044776119423,5.247317119402986,5.4867462686567166,79.59220895522391,71.83582089552239,8.046567164179105,26.832835820895525,8.548686976883017,1.9670471641791043,530,18,100,9,10,180,85,134,0.043,0.885,0.071,0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,9,4,4,0,1,18,26,16,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,5,15,4,13,22,2,21,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,14,68,21,1,0.153491000490197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938113583644734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437914376401558,0.0,0.11742019525165748,0.0,0.0,0.10732447638626752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281585740859409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218647874509625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432100888657075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822203537455987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013793582156728,0.0,0.12932278792555912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310438646945538,0.1096540014191488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801927126487079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276077476175268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429263392866706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752604865765565,0.0,0.0,0.18188757461123686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020472629789118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074987949709603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313664243533446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673682244217368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641133342058512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725303155718021,0.0,0.15646474542227276,0.0,0.1181648710691607,0.0,0.0,0.21728344032161076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154061301779262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950183672776255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695413248299856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gotlembas,2019/02/27,"When ya think you're doing good and then You know when you're actually managing to talk to someone in class, work, etc. and you're feeling a little more comfortable every time you talk to them, then they hit ya with the ""we should hang out outside of class/work"" and your brain just freezes and goes *nope nope nope nope* because you're afraid that the more time they spend with you, the easier it will be for them to see your SA and how much of an anxious, boring person you are or is it just me",1.8071287128712896,3.9741374851485216,2.3688019801980182,96.06864851485149,80.08910891089107,5.624158415841586,19.01089108910891,6.742157984588678,-0.08093346534653456,390,9,87,4,10,120,64,101,0.052000000000000005,0.847,0.10099999999999999,0.7282,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,8,4,1,5,4,0,1,5,0,6,1,1,1,0,17,11,11,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,0,3,14,2,11,7,4,10,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,1,6,60,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.2353252927562857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27242817250966805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470013518993616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269200498055017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26894334262157993,0.0,0.0,0.20317727184184464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193148317560006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226318385873032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252842629723574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416932686348121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727124870506408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056080171712585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216343295784405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432359726045973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38765064752649947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451765883158353,0.0,0.0,0.2812302348701069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511166812138835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Crit24,2019/02/27,"Feeling won’t go away Hey all. Had an evaluation earlier today in which I had to perform in front of a class. Already my worst nightmare, it was made worse when I made a small mistake. Since that point, which was many hours ago, I cannot get this feeling out of my chest, and keep getting this adrenaline rush then weakness throughout my body. I know that I shouldn’t be anxious anymore, but I can’t seem to get out of this state of unease.

Any advice on getting this feeling to go away? I’ve never been prescribed meds so that’s not an option, looking if anyone else has had this and if anything worked for them. ",4.919180327868851,5.633863991803281,4.962418032786888,86.64641393442626,68.91803278688525,7.08360655737705,30.82377049180328,6.6274283507984215,1.5706196721311474,485,19,97,3,8,151,83,122,0.113,0.848,0.039,-0.8294,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,1,4,0,12,3,2,2,2,21,27,8,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,5,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,8,4,10,0,15,16,2,20,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,4,6,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424336773674847,0.14899054438461734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547767816776892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429844969975395,0.0,0.0,0.1898797105114212,0.1666876959233568,0.11752368168033632,0.1722152402515487,0.13831344452016858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158286495731469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669618939746174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040716691251182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549550714339889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512541836398962,0.0,0.19104460992284328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655224607026977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939498649602914,0.0,0.0,0.09237098714142823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114275140657118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180779501410813,0.0,0.1704041834353762,0.0,0.0,0.18669618939746174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296317138580655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888754559415413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301142481142865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903542792830706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931779780640973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236240688774055,0.0,0.1712853108973593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dalinhar,2019/02/27,"Cousins friend invited people into my apartment to play my game This is just gonna be a rant so I’m sorry in advanced.

My cousin and one of her friends are pretty much the only people I ever hang out with. Today they came over to my apartment to play a game I just got (they showed up at my door and said “let’s play this game”). I was fine with that so we played a round when they got a call from one of their friends. I have a hard time with people I don’t know - especially girls - so I left for my room while this call was going on cause I couldn’t think. When I got back - after the call - my cousin said that they invited her over to play my game and that if I feel like I need to leave if they “could just borrow the game”.

I couldn’t deal with it so I just got up and left and am now sitting in my car at Walmart trying to calm myself. This isn’t the first time this has happened, Sunday my cousin did the same thing but I pushed through it and spent all that night freaking out cause of all the anxiety I felt from the day.

Part of me feels bad cause it’s not there fault I’m like this and they do try to ask me if I’m ok with this, but I can’t say no - I just leave.

At the end of the day logically I know what to do. My cousin wants to hang out - if I don’t want to I should say no. They want to invite someone over - I say they can hang out somewhere else but not here. Even just staying and and meeting a new person would be a logical choice. I can’t even tell my own aunt - literally the sweetest person ever - to move her car when she’s blocking mine (I live in a basement apartment in her house so this happens frequently).

Family noticed I have problems and will ask if I want to talk about it all the time but I literally can’t. My mind will go blank and it’s a fight to not pass out.

Last semester of college I managed to take 6 classes and not talk to anyone one on one more than just a few pleasantries - including a public speaking class.

I’m lost right now. Sometimes I feel like the strongest person in the world - and sometimes I feel so broken I wonder if I’m doing people a disservice just being in the same room as them.

Logically I know I need to help. I know this isn’t normal and that I’m not as broken as I think I am. I understand people aren’t analyzing every word I say or what I’m wearing or my hair or anything more than maybe a simple thought. It doesn’t matter though. Same circle over and over. 

How can I break this cycle when even the thought of meeting another person causes my brain to shut down?",2.5810074626865687,3.6018364291044804,3.769582089552241,91.90340298507464,74.63432835820895,6.628656716417911,22.914925373134327,6.853354925485097,0.4496404477611935,1970,51,453,17,40,642,224,536,0.08800000000000001,0.81,0.102,-0.43799999999999994,2,0,0,0,1,0,42.0,1,0,10,3,32,20,1,0,28,1,35,3,3,5,5,102,80,44,0,19,26,6,8,3,3,5,0,7,3,5,24,28,0,1,18,11,2,12,18,6,0,5,15,15,72,14,66,53,12,74,0,1,1,0,56,35,0,10,27,308,96,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593428835955543,0.0553978946326741,0.0,0.0,0.05063481645223582,0.0,0.05959203945979712,0.0,0.1353980094530705,0.0,0.0,0.05568328611296877,0.060464174567845426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083999067006098,0.2218339085147624,0.08282439214717223,0.0,0.2975639291880808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057818129871448624,0.0,0.0,0.09340441023308407,0.0746575179078552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049411508849122,0.0,0.06413891141725557,0.0,0.0,0.14348987392645354,0.13100848778451266,0.061013441203613177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826717859974661,0.0,0.14646243277436616,0.10346773489262026,0.069530531648084,0.0,0.0,0.061596848983679425,0.0,0.0,0.16784482003899254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082311144607808,0.0,0.23167014671374486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807411907570426,0.0,0.06487033972989825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853878940037767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355811928238799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919133616456896,0.0590285484344756,0.0,0.1533557685439813,0.1573599737700572,0.07405006963144672,0.0,0.1061361172453223,0.0,0.06394448486389791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905040840806042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727514121189771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311932228864347,0.0,0.0,0.07696654318272665,0.05323395088391948,0.1073908075731685,0.0,0.06993963826872701,0.0,0.06795732988739284,0.07095211615393993,0.0,0.08244587696517867,0.0,0.0,0.19628330156673124,0.05507548489035098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841926280356191,0.0,0.2510200150801025,0.2529227600881221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367291032114445,0.0,0.06929214794160414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061842704050032136,0.1377680322346134,0.23035182716732064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061357678813926814,0.0,0.14324217084377522,0.08106356788181159,0.0,0.07718561571284846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444767508569768,0.11641016623557945,0.06329460773197748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048109844833123465,0.09280225102519704,0.07114816332969283,0.11498012468153003,0.12667871935953204,0.0,0.06864171828316472,0.0,0.0,0.09833115977617612,0.0,0.0,0.07538740963230632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085087829627954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853185433242017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051442112035370385,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Joshl_13,2019/02/27,"New School. New People. ​

Hey guys I was wondering if I could have some help with a social dilemma I'm having sort of.

​

Anyways, I'll get right to it. I'm a senior in high school and, like many other seniors, have been applied to colleges over the last few months. I have been accepted to a few and am looking to get ahead socially before I begin, so I have joined the accepted student Facebook groups and started talking to some people through group various group chats. Most of my interaction with others has been through snapchat group chats, but I am looking to start talking to people more 1 on 1 in order to develop friendships. I have so far reached out to a few girls to make conversation, but am unsure if I am doing it right. Basically, I either send a blank snap or ask ""Have you committed to \[insert school here\] yet?"" Note that I have only done this to girls that I have talked to in group chats previously. Also, I've only done this to 4 or so girls so far. However, I still have doubts that I am being socially appropriate, and don't know what else to say to reach out to new people.

High School has been a real shit show for me socially, so I am really looking forward to making up for my faults in college. and making more friends. Therefore, I am reaching out to you guys for help with reaching out and meeting new people (mostly girls) in 1 on 1 conversations. Like, what should I say when reaching out? What are some good conversation starters? Etc etc. Also, any general advice regarding this matter would be well appreciated.",6.034577352472091,6.835482427609433,6.3588410419989385,77.31440191387561,66.47474747474747,9.080914407230194,32.46659578238525,9.134995656068208,2.8130107744107744,1239,50,225,21,19,399,150,297,0.052000000000000005,0.795,0.153,0.9773,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,0,1,13,10,1,1,8,0,34,1,1,4,1,43,50,20,0,5,7,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,6,13,14,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,3,1,0,7,5,21,7,44,38,14,39,0,0,3,0,36,21,1,12,19,159,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824347012865647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492382646514775,0.0,0.18280602182118905,0.2050109933379086,0.05736705651103442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886433747215077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178335036993665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735384847398376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265722321517074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047117349345508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881653119841165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517560380676797,0.0,0.08814825859641807,0.0,0.0,0.07075638073560715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705747311551544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308820515822525,0.17825996610740313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636153555225128,0.06876389664858712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242715533982853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252110288459367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893099141220402,0.0855268505087602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733460028181393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258980398536401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831773951124306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29241976690068155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601908370864347,0.05404257671982859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408435994275182,0.0,0.13417142769256682,0.0,0.3415035070975383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659336721872732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439737698142935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941955979273958,0.0,0.06736925771099386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341386122904445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584892991074581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148380670296953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992625888999933,0.0,0.2050109933379086,0.0
socialanxiety,Jasmine104tg,2019/02/27,I cant force myself to ask her out I'm a junior in high school and I have been battling social anxiety. The girl I have been wanting to ask out hangs out with me almost every oppertunity. She will occasionally try to touch me.  But everytime I tell myself I'm going to ask her out she either talks to another guy and I say to myself nope she's not interested at all or I tell myself I've already waited too long she's not interested. Or just plain chicken out.,1.0340765550239226,3.4262000631578964,3.9255502392344495,82.30066985645931,85.21052631578948,6.401913875598087,20.215311004784688,7.686295010490155,0.9838421052631584,366,11,73,7,11,130,59,95,0.044000000000000004,0.9109999999999999,0.045,0.016,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,19,14,5,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,2,18,2,14,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,3,1,52,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092971427637513,0.0,0.23065194123498084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916920825600328,0.1598949956336137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5861991039690977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610315300844415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878736723598035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695653699036914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083457017273886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497064813149916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662161741133652,0.0,0.21153313850887048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306326166882808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799738641121473,0.3653745722302842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141906659696292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328176287348565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ladybirdjunebug,2019/02/27,"Do you ever feel like people are mad at you? Probably 2 times a week at least, I  get this cringey feeling after social interactions at work. It causes me to rethink things I said and wonder if it came off as judgmental, or flakey or whatever. It's incredibly painful in this way I can't really explain, but just this pang of cringe that washes over me, over and over. I hate it so much. I've been told that this might be anxiety, but Ive never heard or read it described this way by anyone before. Can anyone relate? ",4.4927739251040215,5.365298388349519,5.614590846047157,81.01650485436893,69.97087378640775,8.604160887656034,26.36477115117892,8.841846274778883,1.8715392510402216,406,12,80,7,7,135,77,103,0.115,0.856,0.03,-0.8643,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,2,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,2,19,18,10,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,13,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,4,9,1,13,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,6,6,57,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480272134959702,0.0,0.0,0.2829857500476308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219109204846547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314427539805144,0.0,0.20787660938753869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304369293644976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046357837178681,0.14456404019918534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572329677889036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978586309057594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886151746378914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146690348440598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875584207059486,0.0,0.15607036493234008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532235200332567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028901894296053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181753114361904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024119832554928,0.0,0.1296352183973504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248805795155985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062777049103725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443714699370088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179961237634663,0.0,0.0,0.19336099794346076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212434885615309,0.16231875790381256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194477758387324,0.14731846805542298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DunDunTsss,2019/02/27,"Social Anxiety & Social Media Is it just me or are we seeing more and more people developing a ""social anxiety"" in society? It almost feels like genuine face-to-face communication is dwindling with the rise of social media. I feel so achieved when I find myself engaged with another human being out and about. Even people I once had a great connection with just seem so much more distant (socially). I notice this so often, I'm constantly pushing to interact with people to feel ""normal"".

I know I can't be the only person who feels this way..",5.9766619519094775,7.356270485148518,7.3282319660537505,68.22168316831684,66.92079207920793,9.731824611032534,30.270155586987272,9.957137785484203,3.3387442715700137,433,16,67,10,7,148,69,101,0.035,0.871,0.094,0.7665,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,21,15,7,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,9,3,10,12,4,7,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,4,3,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387525878018325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501348555646738,0.0,0.0,0.14529722866941133,0.21200331860974675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497392755341379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152071470408127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28025001677147426,0.09899068959080648,0.0,0.0,0.1266456769505099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276813300277367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615156628376392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676957407544092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018610393493434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357640410954133,0.0,0.157756893454211,0.0,0.14756694320034658,0.0,0.10538474113697337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28819006527585195,0.12098940051368155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041817073557228,0.12614415001173826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7062465959083553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998625389635967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,qwhels,2019/02/27,"Social Anxiety From Daycare Work Experience So, in order for me to graduate high school, I need to do some sort of work experience and accumulate 90 hours of volunteering. Just today, my counselor found a work site for me but, the problem is that it's a daycare.

 Now, I don't really have any experience with children but I'm guessing that I would find this whole thing to be dreadful. I find baby-talk very awkward and I'm shy when it comes to expressing my emotions which is bad because I know that these traits are important for the kids.

I'm not afraid of the kids judging me necessarily, but the person monitoring over me and any of the other caretakers that might be there. I know they'll just laugh at my awkwardness and maybe withdraw me because they don't want me watching over the kids :(

What do you guys think? Should I pull through the awkwardness and potentially scar myself and maybe find another reason to hate myself? Or should I do my work experience at a restaurant instead?",5.297555385790679,7.012776085561497,5.8994996180290284,76.55664438502673,68.89304812834224,9.193124522536287,31.538961038961038,9.606745405546679,3.06098808250573,796,34,144,18,14,258,110,187,0.16899999999999998,0.795,0.036000000000000004,-0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,4,7,9,1,5,10,0,16,0,0,1,0,33,28,12,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,12,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,1,1,23,1,20,20,2,14,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,5,4,100,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716303856939063,0.13232378601259412,0.0965368783099915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536542410273214,0.15385149163369086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870362122820104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194952042231587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937617193887607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460128374715674,0.0,0.0,0.13836350719633494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901520996563846,0.12495036475485838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458891797952075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333292511308795,0.0,0.0,0.12427414302658565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870413983440333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535545534781893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387024667908573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357010217666324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018637925841523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120749131316828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808421143634292,0.12974685520236473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277134957841575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286373102707009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142871066170292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838366560130703,0.08085902608317479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961568663987199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412198661428697,0.07443157613031005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088936305042396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674784241386401,0.0,0.0,0.08964349534392738,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throw-It-Away54321,2019/02/27,"Social anxiety really sucks because honestly I’m happy with every other aspect in my life II’m happy with my grades. My home life is pretty “normal” for the most part and I have a supportive family. I’ve made changes to my physically appearance in the past year that I’m happy with. Besides social skills, I can’t really find anything that serious to complain about. 


But none of this means *ANYTHING* if I’m lonely. Don’t get me wrong, I’m thankful for the things listed above, but not having any friends or a significant other messes with my mental state a lot and it feels like I’m lost without them. None of this stuff is worth anything if I’m lonely all the time. The loneliness is just a huge weight on my life and often prevents me from being happy. 

I just had to say this and I hope it makes sense. ",2.8284905660377366,5.075267949685539,4.277333333333335,83.27600000000005,77.05031446540879,7.007295597484277,22.549685534591195,8.021203637495839,1.3385149685534592,640,19,119,11,15,212,98,159,0.131,0.665,0.205,0.9209999999999999,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,4,18,1,0,9,0,9,4,0,2,1,30,26,9,0,4,9,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,11,8,1,1,3,0,1,1,6,8,0,0,3,3,13,10,17,22,6,9,0,3,0,0,6,4,1,8,4,78,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865237400465597,0.0,0.09733395086225263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141091558995945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775608958406108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459710117571053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720045098152063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994524794473432,0.0,0.06433352444777737,0.0908962650173259,0.0,0.0,0.11628991638483653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830096477182276,0.0,0.06647471106423579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5417734448894751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762645512297016,0.12637244599242772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696082117030917,0.062160290200952824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889135351892967,0.10817011817346277,0.0,0.1203922447979132,0.08492993526081583,0.0,0.0,0.13859553760408674,0.0,0.0,0.1282223271104953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466267595713268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778243240085253,0.12145961060614495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944310394149855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630192010515058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118188414560247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593988505974893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565292217404066,0.0,0.14438406428175746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714032072209403,0.0,0.0,0.08452886709914664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419138896397319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493719518031865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264939995718364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391108186814888,0.0,0.08193476784533332
socialanxiety,caressey,2019/05/25,"Having a hard time saying “no” what’s up everyone.

feeling like a really shitty person atm. i can never seem to say no to people so people have built up these expectations that i’ll always say yes. so when i say no- they aren’t very pleased to say the least.

and i feel bad saying no. i feel really bad. and i meet with people in the middle sometimes and i do stuff i don’t want to do because that’s part of life sometimes- but you also gotta say no sometimes and that’s what i’m doing. but i feel super terrible. do any of you have any tips on how to say no??",0.5832369146005512,2.4518214214876046,3.0681198347107457,91.02521005509644,82.71900826446281,5.686225895316805,17.521349862258955,6.816661863887847,-0.04617410468319605,436,9,97,5,12,151,70,121,0.19899999999999998,0.693,0.10800000000000001,-0.8485,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,5,5,0,0,4,1,10,1,0,1,1,16,18,11,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,8,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,0,13,11,2,12,17,2,8,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,4,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180215515914038,0.09551929688620124,0.0,0.0,0.1561301531634082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169938629195904,0.06997845065741126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096923008380972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321768111311024,0.08201013832446506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028344834247153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810836643690023,0.05608342649389757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853759343482348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243126583663404,0.0,0.23875484871058256,0.1002352596283221,0.0,0.1260113095180298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708225057684646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7303217850044046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450577962480932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34060792739841433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314137197230134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693835077007691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471855261550084,0.06770953368446453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,-JustAnotherFace-,2019/05/25,"Is social anxiety something that needs 'fixing'? Of course, it's a very unpleasant thing, and im sure many people suffer far worse than I do and I don't wish to sound insensitive, but I've been socially anxious for all 21 years of my life, and it has caused me a lot of issues and unhappiness, for example, I've never had a relationship, and the few friends I do have I'm constantly worrying about, convincing myself they all hate me. I've gone an entire year in university without making a single friend, and I shatter at the first word a stranger says to me. 

With all that I've never taken any anxiety meds, never had any therapy, and at this point, I think I'm just, 'okay with it' to be honest. I've spent so long without a partner that I love my own company, the few friends I do have are amazing, and I've honestly just stopped trying to fight it, I don't like talking to people I dont know so, I just don't do it....

I find myself thinking that maybe it's not something that's 'wrong' with me, but just a part of me. I've been going through it so long that it's heavily ingrained into my personality and I don't even know who I'd be without it. I feel like all the overthinking and worrying I go through can sometimes be a positive thing, as it makes me try to be a better friend to those around me. 

Of course there are very real drawbacks to it, but im just looking for the silver lining i guess...",5.512288062283739,4.920856100346022,6.684132785467131,79.31194312283738,67.58131487889273,9.993166089965401,32.249351211072664,9.516144504307137,2.7104479238754315,1099,41,231,20,16,373,143,289,0.175,0.7,0.125,-0.8622,0,0,2,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,1,2,12,18,2,0,15,1,24,2,0,3,8,51,44,17,0,2,12,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,2,22,15,0,1,6,0,1,3,12,4,0,1,7,4,28,14,32,33,10,20,0,1,1,1,15,7,0,2,12,159,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900208446689288,0.0,0.15636890004952111,0.11545946436014763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098168054357927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903895945910618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498987508929217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044433626337036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978028888194467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750362958405727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167653406181228,0.0730133157724369,0.0,0.0,0.09341101512298576,0.08693319110735201,0.0,0.0,0.3158448537022821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616780050472035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258731301978657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090357386665834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079196003349266,0.10667260763894112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233537979431338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218847951624732,0.09986172470526453,0.0,0.0,0.1808915699653648,0.08582415905221201,0.0,0.0,0.08688870762550502,0.09224153091274584,0.0,0.13644160583602818,0.10361705150689836,0.10267590822291073,0.0,0.11352367226521046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578168162794109,0.23647405305960634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067508926643292,0.0,0.14170835880589175,0.08923907229396343,0.0,0.0,0.09661417145828292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632854808870385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972698032540493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127534014917813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208364669176138,0.0,0.15736058753757964,0.10108064956287996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854456666192162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632442160119396,0.0,0.0,0.08214630614365999,0.0,0.0,0.1168771926178327,0.0,0.13579728197236576,0.1309741643716788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387772531496669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865513783826072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175275564644133,0.2955579979001388,0.0,0.0,0.20758271438718945,0.10415283547517794,0.0,0.11174212856620372,0.0,0.13162981067026966
socialanxiety,gerh1002,2019/05/25,Any advice? I’ve just left school and i haven’t spoken to anyone outside of school for years and I don’t know how to so I feel really lonely and down all of the time. Any advice?,-1.2723076923076917,0.7544642051282082,1.16551282051282,98.28365384615387,99.25641025641023,3.6256410256410256,9.064102564102564,5.46131890053228,-1.6425589743589744,140,1,32,1,6,47,28,39,0.096,0.904,0.0,-0.5294,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,19,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387703125916641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749351485058519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275746591279536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938890950479282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150306006984313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995202896472713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660363595777642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579930187121255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074755566561266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752482921653373
socialanxiety,Kegerboy3,2019/05/25,My experience with social anxiety (hopefully helps someone) Hi so today’s my birthday and I’m back home from college for it and just remembered how 3 years ago when my anxiety was at it’s worse I was so sad because of how few people outside of family said anything to me about my birthday. Basically as high school went on my anxiety got worse leading to me going to less and less things and staying in my house then something happened that made me and my parents realize I need to fix it. Saw a therapist tried medicine and all of these things but the biggest thing that helped me was getting to a completely new situation. Was planning on going to college in my state but had the option to play a sport at some small colleges far away from my hometown and decided that it would be the best bet for me. Was the scariest thing I’ve ever done in my life going to school a 1000 miles away from where I lived my whole life but went into it just saying that I wasn’t gonna let my anxiety control my life anymore and worked out amazing. Tried to prepare myself as best as possible and dove full in to the college life and realized I’m not as introverted/ antisocial as I used to think. Obviously everyone has different situations and I may have gotten lucky but for me one of the biggest problems with my anxiety was that I lived in the same place my whole life so I knew a lot of people but only was friends with a few. Let friendships drift away cus of poor communication skills and anxiety so I figured going somewhere where I don’t have to worry about what anyone thinks about me cus I don’t know them would be my best bet and it worked. Still got stuff to work on but everyone does idk hopefully this helps someone and maybe for someone all it takes is taking the chance and going in with the right mindset,7.122409816676522,6.56893091573034,7.296020106445893,76.12609402720284,64.28089887640449,10.528444707273804,35.59077468953282,9.93914555978268,3.35777191011236,1450,60,278,27,19,470,177,356,0.078,0.7959999999999999,0.126,0.9809,2,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,10,17,11,0,0,15,0,23,5,0,6,4,63,51,34,0,6,9,1,0,0,1,4,5,2,1,0,20,21,0,1,9,2,3,9,4,2,0,1,19,3,36,9,54,24,15,47,0,1,1,0,10,27,0,9,9,201,56,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793125861742702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517479804810981,0.0,0.0760001584455025,0.05358414956381195,0.0,0.06306310517069831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599999276693646,0.05892667813057911,0.0,0.04671526607546746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412674020554943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034910344227733,0.0,0.08595134671078618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006603241037319,0.0,0.0,0.0670627733028573,0.07842300571715739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931967858712544,0.0,0.1464538003325808,0.0,0.07496258194897848,0.0722435463321752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059207100111734474,0.0,0.0400380085995554,0.0,0.21776383289519088,0.0,0.12258213479147925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776703494402582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540981048087533,0.08096783951957369,0.07686997093987287,0.1522293515349735,0.0,0.08842514053787225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042115943949119786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567265484248408,0.27064367100064396,0.0,0.0,0.13533813612063442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515133427897082,0.0,0.07251277448774035,0.0,0.0,0.07698897361737464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682300734917663,0.0,0.07401342198930583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192906050104837,0.0582834742266301,0.0,0.0,0.08509278937091501,0.0,0.0,0.10625648495635943,0.0,0.08006603241037319,0.0,0.0,0.08639311888832027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332821720412798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681118047716202,0.06544486453058247,0.07289631286937967,0.060942290424191164,0.0,0.15511503654940242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722792515775838,0.0,0.07811852992411697,0.1947947638887085,0.05899645950072047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168145687727799,0.06119986855164133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772739072035039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152381925960368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897777289085558,0.2036484223033887,0.09820771649253217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263990187999853,0.0,0.0,0.10405866835125173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618701641272498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420806399100805,0.0,0.17111784909500125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737100347557646,0.07782536525843105,0.15619282149741898,0.1088769356074142,0.0,0.0,0.0493496682734584
socialanxiety,Mr_Memento_Mori,2019/05/25,"Message me if you want to practice social skills. let me start by saying i'm not a professional or a very social person myself. As a matter of fact I've been a recluse for about 3 or 4 years and now i have a hard time holding any sort of conversation. I want to practice socializing and hopefully get back to being able to hold a coherent conversation with someone. 

A little bit about myself.. Im a 25 yo Male living in california. I enjoy gaming and fitness. I also read a lot of Marvel Comics and am more or less your friendly neighborhood nerd. If you want to just shoot the shit or vent to me just message me and I'll respond.",2.3308005249343857,4.459971102362204,4.425688976377955,82.18268044619424,78.13385826771653,6.753018372703411,24.756561679790025,7.793537801064563,1.4798876640419945,498,18,96,8,12,171,84,127,0.048,0.768,0.184,0.929,1,0,0,1,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,7,5,1,0,10,0,5,1,1,0,1,25,12,13,0,6,9,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,13,3,16,9,4,8,0,0,0,0,16,3,1,9,5,64,13,2,0.1830323105296862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637087260283765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446824760555406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407405488870516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998238781456056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414103090839584,0.0,0.0956268278717333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396099902496628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817923831059637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770630387424035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871629383350443,0.0,0.0,0.1834464594640194,0.16162088350509055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560752511497494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981675366919426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308184167232636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555463971222635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788003651374494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5597351723479074,0.1550826827495054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955121145504414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106727612176711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102082488123653,0.3238715968621635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786680703109564
socialanxiety,biggerperspective,2019/05/25,"DAE feel bad about going to cafes for wifi and spending little I don't have WIFI at home, and my phone isn't compatible so I go to coffee shops a lot. Sometimes twice a day. But I'm also poor lol, so I always get the cheapest canned drink. And even though the place could be empty so I'm not taking away business I still feel JUDGED hardcore for it. Again, just a feeling no outward judgment shown by them. Anybody else?",1.6335163398692814,3.963256717647063,2.5309803921568634,93.7383006535948,81.82352941176471,4.248366013071895,21.20915032679739,5.033348758259628,-0.1583594771241832,331,10,68,1,9,104,67,85,0.128,0.82,0.052000000000000005,-0.743,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,0,5,1,6,1,0,0,0,11,15,9,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,3,2,3,2,4,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,8,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,43,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454943705554206,0.20242689733086708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285678165172029,0.0,0.2031270813977193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423779546487488,0.0,0.0,0.1568942714915633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383199558244651,0.0,0.0,0.20322766543145127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068291407888385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690262049780115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710278485756776,0.0,0.27652114148898144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402780558088605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438286032180517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682637108318774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254173872472961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406082966031497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428223325565375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829148815492246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23901953292610256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DrepMeg,2019/05/25,Am i the only one Does anyone look at themselves from other peoples perspective and cringe at everything you do?..,10.236,9.767146600000004,9.320000000000004,63.86500000000004,58.0,12.0,40.0,11.20814326018867,4.8725000000000005,92,4,13,2,1,29,19,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377510972625573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42270942905487896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341230177920277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056298992392948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273187557666836,0.3673718353759741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348774280959191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oserenityo,2019/05/25,"How do u usually make plans with a group? I grew up in another country and im not sure if the way i usually make plans is any different from the way its usually done in the US. Im meeting up with A group of friends who just met a few months back. We just talked about it that we should hang on a certain day at a certain time, but i think i should finalize it via group txt. So if i just tell them the day time and location to meet at is that enough? Or do u guys usually go in specific about what to do and where to eat and stuff?",3.4322710622710626,3.0336229230769227,4.947374847374848,89.3623076923077,71.90598290598291,9.762637362637363,28.68009768009768,9.606745405546679,2.0533892551892547,410,14,104,9,7,139,70,117,0.013999999999999999,0.932,0.054000000000000006,0.4954,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,1,2,9,4,0,0,9,0,8,1,0,3,3,25,13,10,0,4,8,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,9,4,17,9,2,25,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,3,11,69,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918103182029872,0.15293340486344267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214742013408167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881186325019372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237918138364398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925222410892255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923799784543704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506990455013078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597683731435877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268111052242792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828882700755252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444115627032532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150797989502617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470814847037607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641376670377228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166960040112568,0.0,0.0,0.13745916919937018,0.0,0.0,0.11722637735687848,0.12747679709741042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345293499737746,0.0,0.0,0.1700892380673404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543610806026452,0.0,0.6425199183689451,0.0,0.0,0.23153328457236455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,isaiahkrzy,2019/05/25,"Graduation party My family is throwing me a party tomorrow to celebrate my high school graduation, and 80+ people will be coming. I don’t even think I know that many people! I didn’t even want to have a party but my family insisted that we throw one. 
I’m going to have to talk to 80 people I don’t really know and honestly it’s scaring the shit out of me.

I really just want to lay down in my bed and not get up until next week, when it’s all over. 
That is all.",0.11855454545454693,2.170857310000006,3.6494545454545455,85.0897272727273,85.9,7.636363636363638,17.090909090909093,8.575989854853784,1.0343000000000004,361,8,79,10,11,133,62,100,0.038,0.758,0.204,0.9305,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,3,0,9,1,1,0,2,16,18,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,12,1,13,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,5,54,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687154699276714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712338874481507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871291763671865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727519674394097,0.0,0.11669240721330827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169398833310245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256853590489905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081699595955422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183682326587248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913529610560693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270449153584891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26307623735199753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055687479181728,0.20780249375296747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107658314077409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503454771351286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315656357172888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422150774101812,0.0,0.16470141605383992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EkTwR-foreveralone,2019/05/25,"How the fu*k am I supposed to go out of the house now... decided to cut my hair and the guide comb detached, god damn it, i have a shaved spot on my head now.

plz kill me",-0.9386842105263185,0.7358264473684244,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,87.15789473684212,4.852631578947369,17.394736842105264,5.985473137389443,-0.7652842105263158,127,3,35,1,4,42,32,38,0.253,0.6679999999999999,0.078,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,4,0,2,2,2,1,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28661980864642145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175834695975493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.581923924729412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579614530757202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blaaaaahhhhhz,2019/05/25,"Does anyone else have their anxiety wrapped around a extreme fear of blushing? My anxiety was triggered at 9th grade around 8 years ago, i still remember the exact moment it started. Before that i was as social as it gets.  But after i blushed hard in class life was never the same again. After that i became i developed a crippling social anxiety. And root cause is that i fear blushing so much dk why? Maybe cause its shows weakness that male cant show in society these days.. But anyway was wondering if anyone has had a similar expirience or insight?",4.5040668824163985,6.8458816504854365,5.026731391585763,79.40723840345201,72.3009708737864,8.072923408845739,29.891046386192016,8.841846274778883,2.7724916936353834,442,19,74,9,9,141,76,103,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.9223,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,5,0,9,2,0,4,2,17,12,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,1,8,0,10,7,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,10,52,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608492678631713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782137930433827,0.0,0.0,0.2304634633673161,0.16885669401066347,0.0,0.2934132169500102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023234536654333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385892282169209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628212653048744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421726503271373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766894257221207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708907970600837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610100377906882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476280967471209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164028509643023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556337690705755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211466886722758,0.0,0.1271036326926496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668585276273086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359849340901728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664602492132753,0.0,0.13160919580555505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148706031332575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871816669050014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061255572675015
socialanxiety,TryndaOP,2019/05/25,"Starting with Gym soon I finally got the courage for this, But none of my friends is interested in going in the gym i’m planning to do, So i’ll do this alone, But i decided to go a bit earlier in the day, Like around 11-12 pm  since its popular gym and later on there’s just lots of people , Is this kinda ok",6.467711442786069,3.761027313432837,7.914029850746273,78.10099502487564,66.91044776119404,11.918407960199005,35.76616915422885,10.504223727775694,3.3122676616915427,238,9,56,5,3,84,51,67,0.068,0.747,0.185,0.8076,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,11,8,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303554837877645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28394985984369203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34823132050910954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570849020317386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349414732442798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464345058403176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625546425894546,0.0,0.2551084899883677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583204533261574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711758697449432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113280597371995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638542898445413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22576776037582375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GamingDerp91,2019/05/25,"Haircuts Ok, so I'm 16 and just got my haircut, but I hate going there cause they always ask ""How do you want it?"" And I get so nervous, even if I already know, and I usually get the same style, I always have a mini-panic attack and sit in the chair like an idiot, because I feel like it's hard to explain. And then they say ""Just like the last one?"" And I answer ""Yes"" thinking about how awkward I made it, and *then* they try to make small talk andI want to ask them to just cut my hair but I don't want to offend them. ._ .",0.2300162337662321,1.9777782678571443,2.2880519480519474,96.7933116883117,83.28571428571428,4.42987012987013,18.217532467532468,4.851557810540192,-0.6728678571428572,394,9,93,1,11,132,71,112,0.18899999999999997,0.6679999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.867,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,5,0,10,11,5,2,5,2,3,1,1,5,0,27,20,16,0,4,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,2,4,17,4,7,18,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,7,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137758919084902,0.0,0.3223827077853682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622058865433797,0.2203855536943694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809049660634607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990047845058184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795086428392166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795113591889,0.13839428953498184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202422407741936,0.0,0.11009608348564727,0.0,0.15493634510404514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353592572852392,0.19125933768492734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646397107022848,0.15790843457332082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839268213499002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833034523602583,0.12931024226828455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127033319179118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405467944664572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570556625736295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241285663710342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152381281466802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133562641296638,0.0,0.3427849166135709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iamhonestlysolost,2019/05/25,Waiting at the door Does waiting at someone’s door after ringing the doorbell give anybody else really bad anxiety? It does for me. I also don’t really know what to do once the person answers,4.467747747747747,6.4320355945945975,6.122702702702704,73.13288288288291,71.43243243243242,8.176576576576577,33.954954954954964,8.841846274778883,3.439295495495496,155,8,24,3,3,53,29,37,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.6976,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393694299156528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289821701031793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499231784501192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5238811950427453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500469348751053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28713901774959755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450073535415585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187704712463353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26135831901861395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835094547645324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536163971657533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,avanator96,2019/05/25,"22, alone, all the time Is it normal, in your mind, to have absolutely 0 friends, at 22? Not even the fake, spam friends on facebook from highschool?

The last few years at school for me were a hard time, so naturally I was just that- a loner. I'd take my lunch and laptop and sit in the back of the library myself and do my homework, and worried about whether or not I'd be able to sleep at the emergency shelter that night after school. So, I didn't go to formal, graduation, and left with absolutely no friendship group and it's been that way since. I feel lonely sometimes, as introverted as I am.

I simply go about my life. I'm constantly alone, in my own thoughts. I wake up, eat breakfast, go to uni or the library to study, alone. I go to gym, alone. I do the weekly foodshop, alone. I receive no texts, no calls, no messages. I don't get coffee with anyone, or go to anyone's houses. If I had to sum up my life, it'd be me, gym, study, painting, reading a fuck load of books and doing those things on repeat - on my own.

I have no family anymore except my sister, who I never get to see because of circumstances (nothing bad). 

The last 4 years I've celebrated my birthday with no one. So not really a celebration. No parties, no openong of presents, nothing, I literally just bought a cake and ate that shit myself. New years spent watching fireworks, myself. Christmas, nothing...so that makes me sad. Even though I don't feel bad about being on my own all the time, these days are always a depressive reminder, a kinf of blow, that I wish I had at least somewhere to be, with someone to see. (Adding to that, someone who knows me, and actually gives a damn and isn't a fake fucking piece of shit like the majority of people, especially in my age group, disagree with me if you want)...

Every now and then I think it would be nice to have a group or even one person to talk to, to think about someone other than myself and what I'm doing. But then I think about the times when I've actually opened up and 'been myself', and those very people I hung out with, laughed with, ate with, ended up talking about (specifically) how ugly my face is and how I sounded like a 'know it all' (their reasons being I told them what I was studying/wanted to do a masters, and asking what they were doing, too...). So I decided that people are utter shit and gave up.

I'm so in my own thoughts that the times when I actually do open my mouth to speak to another person be it a cashier or drive through worker, I stutter sometimes. The idea of even getting to know someone...I'm so pessimistic. I envy those people who have friends who are close to them like family. I've never had that, and I've never really gravitated toward anyone...yet I know that I only ever try to be myself, kind and funny, and completely open (maybe sometimes too much...)

Just sharing thoughts...",4.497728679988743,5.3476348930481326,5.3540843418707205,82.97125035181537,69.94474153297682,7.759095599962473,28.666901210244866,7.85451343220497,1.7229721925133692,2209,78,441,26,38,722,250,561,0.134,0.7709999999999999,0.095,-0.9465,0,7,0,0,0,0,112.0,0,2,4,2,29,24,6,0,27,0,40,16,7,4,7,79,79,44,0,6,16,1,3,3,3,1,2,2,1,2,30,33,5,0,15,4,2,7,18,14,0,2,19,8,59,10,72,50,12,64,0,3,3,2,30,25,6,7,33,308,89,9,0.07068979754315355,0.0,0.20694913582869176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660665566360837,0.0,0.0,0.05881957439751656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412441628098741,0.0,0.0,0.07010528424757631,0.09885590012366564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608541828161824,0.0,0.0,0.05435609088988885,0.11804605646743448,0.04309184446332705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218218688473663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411690779431664,0.07639055813349176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558907139429325,0.0,0.06088501904114312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723333106139494,0.0,0.0,0.06261017877971277,0.0,0.0,0.18675977834357654,0.06394296894506858,0.05955920325607503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328009978562896,0.0,0.0714857712571629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384428668464765,0.13070315749684666,0.11079750480749846,0.06781209512753879,0.20087320495398905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332417370739693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156653537090437,0.0,0.07980017703449066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361254610206971,0.15539705612720384,0.11524323967853185,0.0,0.0,0.07680467186619244,0.0,0.09986058910081383,0.1036063931999694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047185988775328855,0.0,0.07101740298667236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713765441225085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05196513486656964,0.0,0.16356098925919707,0.06827264696318742,0.0,0.06633758633603644,0.06926099272713862,0.13565753451407694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580247256316132,0.053762776435842936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602961976337085,0.12344720916416604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707089272062998,0.0,0.09057138884372133,0.07268088524351721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308369812369207,0.11266123280590525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768618401508133,0.0584753310159084,0.0,0.07074084886953014,0.0,0.1796857081837513,0.0,0.2097420519108651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531499302986005,0.11363556316649408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696316042020828,0.1358855038101921,0.06945236717444246,0.16835940936676475,0.20609894709853024,0.0,0.0,0.06754713089720506,0.0,0.04799373233162305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832648620759865,0.04169467410045236,0.05611027095051866,0.05670309164626114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812897785267384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178892076950176,0.0,0.05021600398528201,0.0,0.0,0.1365657358852178
socialanxiety,mere_harhar,2019/05/25,"Physical Signs of Anxiety I've been doing pretty extreme exposure therapy for 6 months and, honestly, I'm at the point where literally nothing embarrasses me. The only thing that still persistent is the physical signs of anxiety (darty eye contact, tight muscles, burning chest, fast breathing, leaving rooms too soon, coming off hyperactive, etc). I know these issues will get better, but I can tell they are super off putting and they are so uncomfortable. It makes being in the moment and trying to enjoy others company so difficult.",8.564652014652015,10.226138890109894,8.867857142857146,58.49797619047621,61.1978021978022,12.220512820512822,39.34249084249085,11.855464076750405,5.7251523809523786,433,22,57,14,6,143,75,91,0.111,0.7240000000000001,0.165,0.6925,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,6,6,0,1,4,0,8,3,3,1,0,10,13,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,4,8,10,1,14,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,5,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707800585135551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433072152375895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087551190033465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27027402357501457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266130524843805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529408065774856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331841519640002,0.0,0.0,0.25660388906093645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176434885563706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343409422367247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325325092001088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431107938046404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229090363462274,0.0,0.0,0.24654769085417905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436194134488739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353365564370745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211816518606587,0.0,0.27713779596848154,0.0,0.16100044235058786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453347829040232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ordinary-spoon,2019/05/25,"Your feedback to help social anxiety sufferers! Hey everyone, I’m currently trying to find out how one could make the lives of people with social anxiety a lot easier ;) 

Which is why I have two very simple questions:

​

*1. Someone with SA, what are the 2 biggest issues you’re dealing with?*

*2. Regarding SA, what would you wish for more than anything else?*

​

Thanks so much in advance - looking forward to reading your answers!",3.846153846153844,7.09143258974359,4.2443076923076966,78.52569230769235,82.07692307692307,6.70974358974359,32.158974358974355,7.908726449838941,3.145057435897437,354,19,52,7,10,111,64,78,0.078,0.7609999999999999,0.161,0.7989,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,13,10,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,1,11,8,3,6,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,2,2,33,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341393094445606,0.37472634139742605,0.0,0.0,0.2359167103927465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268889188674881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231117454081695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589677382840512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880970228586608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733943355576104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093096130549515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335330970348336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160938976198114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615655086603215,0.0,0.1294845283775066,0.0,0.0,0.13109063289947387,0.0,0.0,0.10292601277922114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133506846877179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448617027256736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689903757733618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727331067307573,0.0,0.15423620727527945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143637085030318,0.1306484825740894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196156055669287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468793036864206,0.0,0.15062560168350464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272265946010904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391365348362019,0.0,0.1773160423383503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953533457823646,0.0,0.37472634139742605,0.0
socialanxiety,Duud101x,2019/05/25,"First online post in a while Hello! This is gonna be more of a free writing exercise since I have so much to say and want to make a post before I decide against it, AGAIN.

Even though I consider myself to have made some great strides in improving my social anxiety in face to face interactions over the past couple of  years, I struggle immensely with my life in participating online. At this point in my life, it’s not for anything in my conscience mind like being embarrassed but more of a dull thought in the back of my mind and based on a feeling. I’ve gotten better by exposure therapy and getting acclimated to my work over a long and stressful time, but it’s better than having no one to talk to for days on end. So, I’m hoping that I can do this online as well. I feel like the worst part is anticipating the response to pop off and then having the pain of involuntarily ruminating about the event afterwards. BUT, if you have enough of other things to occupy your worry and combine this with a decent social callous (and anti-anxiety meds help me too) you can mitigate the pain a lot more. Not saying it has been easy, but I want to make this feeling sustainable. I don’t want to be alone anymore and I don’t want to succumb to stress eating and peer pressure to shirk off sleep for gaming. To make a long story short, I am extremely cautious with my online life and don’t want anything to come back to haunt me. With that said, I don’t want to miss out on this experience anymore. I hope to meet people and improve my self-discipline.",7.682774122807017,6.432775851973688,7.9955789473684264,73.8353859649123,63.506578947368425,11.00140350877193,34.08245614035088,10.047579312681364,3.1565142982456127,1225,42,237,22,15,404,165,304,0.15,0.6920000000000001,0.158,-0.6049,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,4,10,19,0,5,16,0,20,10,3,4,0,46,43,22,0,9,7,0,3,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,14,17,1,0,5,2,1,1,7,10,1,2,5,6,26,10,53,34,9,36,0,2,0,0,15,18,0,5,17,170,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311366007800063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232555447292784,0.0,0.19747262672679888,0.0,0.0,0.16385804032942936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311028493544787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471783746083911,0.0,0.0,0.1761046488183545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576172995583116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016073973356358,0.0,0.06420766832977996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187426668394013,0.0,0.0,0.0881802035050718,0.10287162098164568,0.0,0.06575813862008521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097388336198684,0.0,0.0,0.1510208878180723,0.0711253568031828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468529569073313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052015751603556364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976474669378897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673266247645754,0.0,0.0,0.19777017921669487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096554683292296,0.09727952669319093,0.0,0.0,0.1762141236890858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464196245097076,0.0,0.0942056460290806,0.19937030242811354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105882072338212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105351266784574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318771894622647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674641223804167,0.0,0.21187674462937933,0.0,0.0,0.1078132821392946,0.09504084837689464,0.06902205080971972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411594781740318,0.0,0.1907010411560824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470392348811492,0.158347487886384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386231558928186,0.0,0.0,0.08235668208441575,0.0,0.09963144285826477,0.20297683078138776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280902383069916,0.10408125014680693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002218872981197,0.0,0.0,0.11385501314591535,0.0,0.06614293592206058,0.0,0.09781674466861186,0.07903915555642027,0.0580539696628951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35233678474467395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951598501103525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248053243187713,0.1011075477860691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411308095524568
socialanxiety,sigauster,2019/05/25,"What are some easy basic tricks more experienced people than me could give me to ease my social anxiety and improve as a person? I don't know when this started as a child. I have always been super shy, timid and maybe a little bit phobic and on the autistic spectrum and interacting with people is super difficult for me. With years, this has led to more difficulties and having a horribly hard time in high school (I used to hide in empty rooms during breaks).

I always felt funny, like I did not know what to do with my arms (should I cross them, should I not, should I leave them hanging...). I could feel people's eyes at my back and that felt as if they were burning me with their eyes in my back. Being alone was the only thing that eased things.

As an escape, I fled into studying non stop, trying to achieve to be the best student in class, which I was successful at for a time. However, I was suffering a great deal. I was not happy and I was always dreaming of the day I would go to college and that would have solved all my problems.

That day came and that day did not solve all my problems. I had so envisioned that day and me being popular and cool, that I started acting these thoughts. At the same time I also had to keep my GPA high, so I felt in limbo somehow.

I started feeling super bad and consequently fell hardly into substance abuse (self-medication) where I would swallow everything and anything that I would stumble across in order to make me feel a little better and numb the pain. However that was not working and I could still feel that pain inside of me.

I discovered recently a book on 'gifted people' and that book helped me a great deal. I was able to understand that I was actually a little different than the people around me, that my brain probably was wired differently and I managed to find tricks inside that book that would allow me to help ease my life a great deal (such as earplugs in public transports to avoid overstimulation of my brains).

However, that pain inside of me is still there. I can feel that pain. I feel that pain in my stomach. I wish I could just impersonate that pain into a soccer ball and kick that ball away. That would make me feel so much better.

I crucially lack confidence.

What are some tricks you have to feel better?",4.7131818181818215,6.1013297272727325,5.166136363636365,82.51420454545456,69.9090909090909,7.954545454545455,26.022727272727273,8.376592526197632,1.654045454545455,1800,54,343,27,32,574,205,440,0.156,0.68,0.16399999999999998,0.8793,5,2,0,0,1,0,49.0,0,1,4,10,15,32,3,2,20,1,43,15,6,5,2,81,70,29,0,18,7,0,13,1,0,9,8,0,1,2,30,27,1,3,16,7,0,9,6,17,0,0,21,17,60,15,50,33,11,55,0,1,2,0,16,26,0,4,19,251,90,12,0.06604238166857195,0.07824942294708931,0.06444783778043849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839999006844415,0.0,0.05281406875990168,0.16485765627942364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052224121050974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434725293762945,0.05879172148303832,0.0,0.0,0.06204899155988726,0.10156502990039487,0.05514263010113237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930740507000999,0.17522735912589654,0.07210117595519229,0.0,0.0,0.1474502789381918,0.0,0.07553489073762107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109178713793948,0.0,0.0,0.17036749050524294,0.20426038676715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138000464878498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059354634206359565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26714410018536144,0.0,0.1902331296908664,0.0,0.0603615403864512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335387034351711,0.03753340744953223,0.0,0.0,0.2184358768190676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030334333929192,0.1183220038585582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853363263757086,0.13955480442242027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058701503291167814,0.0,0.0,0.07259033161511202,0.0,0.0,0.06992934641989416,0.0,0.0,0.0466476872777741,0.03226497175371251,0.1985754491643048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816760518253987,0.0,0.06634844908550525,0.0,0.07335819784457684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854874946022807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022820724264375,0.4216425025768951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289273596881917,0.05766566029958518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120485747575643,0.1263872800767145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520888448542472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683841608307743,0.0,0.0,0.06889660738857017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732189119787277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023541298986458,0.0,0.10548306262188753,0.05521438825702171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775124763769136,0.0,0.0,0.05243027403922783,0.1155295315491272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044838442017172166,0.0,0.0,0.06875244842666749,0.0,0.057039413337368415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594547962793674,0.0,0.0,0.048079640415689816,0.0,0.0,0.2814876785331285,0.0,0.0,0.04252912851002342
socialanxiety,jeffffjeffff,2019/05/25,"How do I be myself? Pretty much every social situation I’m in is accompanied by extreme anxiety, unless it’s with close friends. Can anyone give me any tips on how to be myself and lower this anxiety?",1.7930769230769208,4.5284206153846185,5.000717948717952,73.1026153846154,86.43589743589745,7.222564102564102,23.18461538461539,8.238735603445708,2.22916,160,6,26,4,5,58,34,39,0.129,0.7170000000000001,0.154,0.4696,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,6,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218348678293764,0.0,0.4991014977674295,0.0,0.0,0.22809452324912186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27484708661389784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520300384140011,0.0,0.0,0.3129316002239748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23980283722345025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318741635397938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36667516489655194,0.0,0.33253133594560924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thehispaniclad,2019/05/25,"Tips for friendships ? I feel like the only meaningful relationship I currently have is with my boyfriend of 3, going on 4, years. I try to make new friends and strengthen my friendships with the people I know but I just feel like I’m getting no where? A few years ago it came so easy to talk to others but social anxiety has been overpowering me and I just think this would be a good place to ask for advice from others in a similar position",4.8224137931034505,5.880851413793106,5.527068965517241,81.26232758620691,69.34482758620689,9.018390804597699,29.44252873563219,9.2995712137729,2.450894252873564,351,13,69,7,6,114,64,87,0.052000000000000005,0.701,0.247,0.9470000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,16,16,5,0,1,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,9,4,12,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781564780949766,0.1975877162640772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051816198287348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083817432157425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549386255548177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22541023446669875,0.3184801172572861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722122618628334,0.0,0.11645623596495748,0.0,0.12667940886828985,0.1869582429007185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225002061286355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177957092975479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878771825972487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215278552486656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952576476216966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545310408497959,0.0,0.23288342975339416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931156386076105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272188421024411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915886257258642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428255475918072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133470993668738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583420173447301,0.0,0.0,0.28708104195322365
socialanxiety,acriman,2019/05/25,"My bullied and abused past I don't know if anyone will take the time to read this and reply but I have to get it off my chest.

I am a complete social outcast. I mess up everything when it comes to social interaction. I was a huge ass loser in highschool and I was bullied by everyone in the class. They use to make me cry. Some of the teachers also bullied me for being socially retarded. There's literally hundreds of bullying incidents I can recall and I have too many mental scars. It fucking hurts. It hurts bad.

I am wondering if my life is worth living at this point. I wasn't given any choice in life other than living as a fucking victim of abuse. So this is it huh? Live as a victim or kill myself?",1.3188199300699317,3.70913183916084,3.4914291958041983,85.949451486014,83.75524475524475,6.092482517482518,22.22421328671329,7.413659706084162,1.0908185314685317,555,19,108,9,16,189,94,143,0.405,0.5670000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.9976,0,0,0,0,2,1,13.0,0,0,1,1,5,10,5,0,7,1,13,6,2,2,0,14,23,13,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,10,0,0,4,0,17,0,18,17,1,12,0,3,0,3,5,8,3,5,3,78,26,3,0.0,0.3386598872166296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428842473237012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718654876531486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992892336430294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932737768242202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310791871437213,0.14984280735317107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698452508999527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656063135253266,0.12844205726412802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26424372834875554,0.074666764809613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059851887460989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811337483091584,0.0,0.0785419003486275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188903531070987,0.0,0.0,0.3785875396760996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953963304223637,0.14489255564497389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402388800831534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642776378873847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351001018705916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295286288691378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370490520236459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745368369480686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333441247030697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343197278782266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498434087627666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Al_678,2019/05/25,"Anyone else really awkward around girls Hi I think I've got an [issue. Im](https://issue.Im) a 17 year old who is awkward  around girls I'm slightly attracted to to the point where I can't even mentally be around them. For example when I pass them in the school corridor or when they're standing nearby where I'm playing sport I get massive anxiety.Does anyone else experience this and if so how do you overcome it.

PS I know this sounds cringy but 100% true",1.7533895131086117,4.522092719101128,2.8148595505617986,88.09135299625471,88.1011235955056,6.562172284644196,23.14700374531835,7.793537801064563,1.5727071161048691,368,14,70,8,12,117,69,89,0.036000000000000004,0.879,0.085,0.6073,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,0,10,5,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,10,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,8,3,7,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,4,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565495276530976,0.37593902700711496,0.0,0.4899368067882837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30650326670749223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116912814183055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945246072968488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584674085528093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467243067001151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963219379880967,0.1914775093409013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082109742120507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848777070508052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250330459574205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342259955322906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752483664441968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566446273095985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175494221852127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813786528715542
socialanxiety,mystrobelights,2019/05/25,"Sexual anxiety? So, I am a very anxious person (29 yo male). I tend to sweat or think things way too much. I mean, it is not paralyzing or anything, I can still control my social life and approach people but there is something wrong, I would say quite wrong in the intimacy scenario.

​

Sometimes I get girls and lure them to my place (with the use of alcohol and basically using my looks, I am not that ugly to look at), and well everything goes pretty cool and we start kicking it in a cool way, we kiss and stuff and I get my buddy going on, as I feel pretty arroused. But when it is the time to fuck, I start overthinking stuff (as it had happened before with different girls) and I lose it, and well I start thinking more and more on that, so game over. I even thought maybe I am gay? But nope, I don't get turn on by men (as a matter of fact, I kinda think how girls can be attracted as we are so unestethic) and well not interested in them at all.

​

I think I can discard the anatomical issues (since I can get easy boners when I pleasure myself), so the thing I can pinpoint is sexual anxiety. It is getting to a problem now, because I no longer approach to girls since I am kinda afraid about getting to that point. Any suggestions on exercises? Tips?",4.548408718068898,5.4101465219123535,5.5411436606515085,81.63288727443171,69.83665338645417,8.615045699554724,29.505741738926645,8.841846274778883,2.2496349191469416,991,37,197,17,17,327,137,251,0.121,0.7190000000000001,0.16,0.9169,1,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,3,0,2,3,16,15,1,1,9,2,19,8,1,4,2,42,44,27,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,7,13,16,1,1,7,2,0,3,6,6,3,0,2,6,33,9,27,40,4,25,0,1,2,4,16,12,1,4,8,141,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105531124935154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398590909644166,0.23997822034050756,0.06715173612665842,0.0,0.1510832467701912,0.1115566505894322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126083908911991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060195604217215364,0.0,0.08402691188107698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075380027121824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031701968780734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522184093577332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874795171288262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992974015559615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129054043296213,0.309549188748383,0.0,0.05612052161538101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732215305966151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306681122927858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697483314218113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584618292797404,0.11047327601000803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920521008002722,0.1075650563014706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259082850780185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845913393292717,0.08622257224206327,0.1031701968780734,0.0,0.09334837492178176,0.0,0.0,0.2009235651306256,0.0,0.09448809161533862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503019941511968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852803382386593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337002633061626,0.0,0.0,0.1006607155302558,0.0,0.07602070639146644,0.09766387508490106,0.0,0.2096821221606849,0.0,0.07885993969356497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260846928402465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120699996261825,0.2530938311904629,0.0,0.07839454308738776,0.05758050417027829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740900380539947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057239652076034,0.0,0.08147708975700693,0.0,0.1567624549249735,0.0,0.0,0.2663577828440323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014744295386703,0.21592993976996244,0.23997822034050756,0.0
socialanxiety,ShouT133,2019/05/25,"My social anxiety Ever since I was little, I've never had any problems with social interactions and stuff. I used to have lots of friends, and I really enjoyed being with them. But the older I get, the more I feel, like my social anxiety is developing. I can't talk to people properly anymore, everyone thinks I'm in a bad mood, when I'm just being myself. Anyone experiencing the same?",5.446486486486485,6.514033918918918,7.5630810810810845,67.1994864864865,67.91891891891892,10.244324324324324,29.664864864864867,10.355215969177356,3.365776216216216,306,11,51,8,5,109,55,74,0.092,0.75,0.157,0.7031,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,2,14,13,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,10,3,6,9,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,5,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373401530633364,0.0,0.300885284603598,0.0,0.1950316468556588,0.1375076729910241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642010088451769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788819590483462,0.0,0.18791490999071306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943606851229196,0.14049233760092136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519372916652488,0.0,0.10274555887395544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960770442505958,0.19710273173926468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719138853352164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167458220842442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633772398640753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881749098268735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259839918900686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267732498148565,0.0,0.0,0.6014034385981678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512607653059807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806605210717614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260103470389913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698491565737014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DisneyEnthusiast24,2019/05/25,"Today was my birthday, and I've realized how much social anxiety has affected my life. Growing up I was always quiet, at school, at home, everywhere. My 4 years in high school I had a close group of about 8 friends. Those were the only people I talked to in my leisure time. I never really minded because they were my best pals.

Life happened and we all went our separate ways after high school. I now just finished my 3rd year at my university, and made about 0 friends my time here. I've just focused on school and work, didn't really socialize or have any type of social life. Like I said this is something that I've dealt with my whole life. 

My anxiety prevents me from talking to anyone, I'm always just quiet. I did have a gf the first 2 years of my university. She was a close friend from high school, and since we happened to go to the same university we connected even more. Unfortunately, she got tired of my always saying no to going out. I can't blame her, she always invited me to hang out with her friends and I always said no. 

Now a year after my breakup, I've made 0 new friends and started 0 conversations with any of my peers or anyone close my age. 

Today I turn 21 and well no one other than my family wished me happy birthday. I'm very grateful for my family. I have no friends that would even wish me a happy birthday. The only person I really wanted to hear from was my ex. But shes moved on. 

I wish I had friends to celebrate my bday. I know it's my fault that I can't socialize for shit. Gonna go see my therapist again. Sometime this summer. Just don't know when. 

Goodnight all, thanks for hearing me out.",2.3884349593495955,4.402949591463418,3.8916829268292688,86.63461788617889,77.47560975609754,7.056260162601626,23.73821138211381,8.021203637495839,1.3096691869918702,1278,42,261,22,30,423,162,328,0.065,0.7490000000000001,0.187,0.9916,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,4,0,1,3,15,15,1,0,9,0,20,6,1,4,3,45,46,13,0,5,7,1,0,1,9,2,5,7,1,1,8,20,0,1,3,0,0,7,9,2,1,2,16,8,53,13,38,28,7,46,0,0,1,0,35,17,1,2,22,165,61,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294339555051164,0.0,0.0,0.09622198091959863,0.0,0.10824388263448877,0.0,0.0,0.0989371376947963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043127256378805656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424554453988208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345662667940573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338962639530114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060178118105874666,0.0,0.0,0.3826175039413353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062296684082385,0.0,0.05658354964812791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512424890574655,0.1506248864440213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594760250456342,0.0,0.0,0.22424708666482995,0.07096590093695755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776237897884744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998853046058196,0.03456384487340833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388672606591814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143519977252999,0.0,0.0,0.07519380946058186,0.052007838653948604,0.0,0.054565133342541296,0.06832875189983778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04794060044785505,0.10761391496983937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049047678131818984,0.061774327661953884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596872758273035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345948867810621,0.05626156081803768,0.0,0.35800320277887593,0.05637690764557088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262169121995568,0.05852338473710107,0.0,0.0,0.2884742527233123,0.0,0.05446518125828605,0.0699714710817637,0.0,0.050075719858459315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372894633466275,0.0,0.06513515076539482,0.0,0.08214375183649583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250732584431085,0.08131429078689746,0.13412145257394362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695338729040943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837441761145179,0.041728937852527535,0.05615638111816471,0.0,0.0,0.06361084854719659,0.06558400174760744,0.0,0.07898749133728496,0.2440697419542505,0.0,0.0,0.05150530567893469,0.0,0.0,0.05025727037596328,0.0,0.0,0.182237283409685
socialanxiety,williamsmade1578,2019/05/25,"I don’t love my boyfriend anymore after 6 years and i HATE myself for it. I've been dating my boyfriend since we were 15 and I am 21 now and over the last TWO years I have realized I don't love him anymore. I tried and tried to feel how I once felt but I just don't love him that way anymore. but he is my best friend I seriously have never been so close to anyone in my life. he knows all my secrets, my fucked up family problems, absolutely EVERYTHING about me and LOVES ME SO MUCH.  I'm still with him because I don't have any other friends. I'm serious. I'm in college and only went out twice. I have horrible social anxiety like no other.  all I do is hangout w him everyday and go to school. I wish I had friends to lean on I am so scared of ending the relationship bc I will have absolutely nobody. I am so scared and so anxious I wake up in the middle of the night with panic attacks and on my way to class with panic attacks that I throw up. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so scared of being alone cos I have no friends what so ever but him and extremely hard for me to hangout with new people without feeling so scared. anybody have advice?",1.324511760513186,3.194597081967217,3.3457519600855328,89.97045260156807,80.22950819672131,6.2106913756236635,23.723449750534574,7.255503002510835,0.8978722736992157,904,32,198,12,23,306,123,244,0.248,0.597,0.155,-0.9773,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,14,23,4,6,4,0,25,7,1,2,4,37,43,22,0,2,5,0,4,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,7,17,0,0,7,2,0,3,9,13,0,2,6,4,38,10,29,35,4,30,0,0,0,5,19,12,1,0,14,138,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963569600307574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212641508380392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705568268028476,0.0,0.07543356909358608,0.11139708061592016,0.3911639142580066,0.06894783548575456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435786100602007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010950078080229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348125506273456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733593646584759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919506671387584,0.0,0.0,0.08862100716740508,0.0,0.09295726792279344,0.0,0.09971664190089592,0.0,0.0946775359960343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047320098441486,0.09115995898361044,0.0,0.0,0.05604024715303088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883318993724631,0.09735333187929077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838291540945738,0.08037731607583243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964856382087778,0.048174069830852616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35598423436891485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248699501584056,0.0,0.07605127709607618,0.0952346036019342,0.0,0.09253535668578927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050125184721601,0.0,0.07499455389751702,0.0,0.2313865540583825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836121039246038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435293640767868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586629117664298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39488853526571815,0.09979486572460007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156817140537496,0.0,0.0,0.10051673103783876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874713890202477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389444462125374,0.0,0.09632405193290594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653822283618374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140905161296796,0.0,0.0,0.1133924079295947,0.0950529789862366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699848134541952
socialanxiety,Thirstquencher55,2019/05/25,"Adults vs people my age I'm 18 (nerd) and about to graduate high school and something i've noticed over the past couple months is that i can talk to adults (mostly at my job) way better than people my age, it's just so much easier with people in their 30's and older than other teenagers, and people right around my age, i have like, half a friend (talk to him during lunch at school but never anywhere else like on steam/discord) and i'm worried it'll just get worse in college, is it normal to be able to have *some* social skills with adults and none with people my age?",3.285996168582378,4.7133979827586225,3.6780459770114966,91.64932950191572,73.48275862068967,5.845210727969349,19.785440613026818,5.82211442006289,-0.1417019157088122,450,8,94,2,9,140,75,116,0.059000000000000004,0.846,0.095,0.2822,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,5,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,18,10,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,4,18,8,4,18,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,10,56,14,5,0.16413267137582602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611287567157294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516200973185633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160967902404826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711178589011985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126808494756268,0.0,0.08575254646768071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341517881753635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287635025384373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603738651455244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100913237515932,0.0,0.1206563988084476,0.0,0.12658923462326832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608151692824863,0.0,0.18686613422539908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668320682710726,0.5689446405067841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016840454927526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322220521149079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673125887529565,0.0,0.12635734922191794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638472480335957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302808747911317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668469497161606,0.16726521437837338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,3PeatSZN,2019/05/25,"So I Have This Crush She's a new kid at my high school (well, has been for a month) and I can't figure out how to approach her. I only have her in one class, and I thought it would be easy to approach her at least in the hallways because she doesn't talk to many people. I couldn't find the right time, because I'm worried I'll start an awkward convo at the wrong time. I set a deadline for this Monday, but still couldn't do it this week (even though I was beginning to feel confident). How can I approach her without making the conversation awkward?",3.5434210526315795,4.404436280701756,4.25171052631579,89.96072368421055,72.15789473684211,6.752631578947369,27.407894736842106,6.6274283507984215,1.027073684210526,432,15,94,3,8,138,74,114,0.077,0.903,0.02,-0.4082,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,8,0,13,0,0,3,0,15,19,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,3,1,1,3,1,15,1,13,12,1,21,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,9,66,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706090142251375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466022171476993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222943884130823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028670459266865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345124953471831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815975118675942,0.22503218832556346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716602869518366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143699570457252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040556388060353,0.16881027157808773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387883375542166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895522787787244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246349569342035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710414161856182,0.0,0.1772572168668947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840271234835126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180741721635172,0.1762111228999093,0.2588528460629552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804259628490782,0.0,0.1995683294595205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396112601590025,0.0,0.0,0.2254107398240324,0.0,0.1576737258061379,0.24267797002248415,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cy_ntg,2019/05/25,how do you establish a mutual “best friend” relationship with someone? Isn’t it just awkward if you call someone your best friend but they don’t feel the same? How do you avoid that or maybe make them feel the same way?,3.004069767441859,5.2397763255813965,3.1466860465116286,91.64933139534887,76.44186046511628,7.090697674418602,22.377906976744185,8.07648339933343,0.9668186046511632,174,5,37,3,4,53,31,43,0.085,0.708,0.207,0.7041,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,2,2,3,6,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,3,0,13,7,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,4,1,7,4,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,2,0,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.54251659814067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639364796889719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26139001362753617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994012568387184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253708020637898,0.0,0.2596774100358954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775102607332266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380177004442967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516900399156304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,averageeverydaymemer,2019/05/25,"Im not sure if im being ignored Sometimes when I hang out with people i try to talk but i dont get a response and it either takes three tries before i do, i cant figure out if im being too quiet when i talk and thats why they dont respond but when i do get loud i get anxious if im being too loud. I just cant find a middle ground for myself and sometimes i just feel like i dont belong in the group. Maybe im not even doing anything wrong and im thinking about this too much but i dont know what is wrong with me to cause this.",-0.18634181818181614,1.0225430640000006,2.5298181818181824,97.1649090909091,82.36,4.545454545454546,17.763636363636362,3.1291,-0.8917199999999998,413,8,105,0,11,145,66,125,0.128,0.843,0.03,-0.8651,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,1,1,27,20,13,0,3,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,0,4,15,2,9,17,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,4,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870086339396167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646487420544756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894080893959452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079373517778481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925719614813153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939872065281708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312729661737317,0.07506308529554953,0.0,0.0,0.09603342789655264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468653268626468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6809713633696737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057744536773877975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133261707134884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555842280544504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723962643940603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284333351803866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783675798305054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902862509668997,0.0,0.07900067558922841,0.1689049488998456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732556087704794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267327377272782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481066660011196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297583348717779,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smj82691,2019/05/25,"Trying to figure out if someone else has SA/or is shy. Ok, I eat at fast food most nights of the week. Probably for 3 months or longer, there is this really cute girl in the drive thru sometimes at one of the fast food places. She never says anything to me she always just give me me card and reciept and doesn't say like anything at all. To me it always seemed like she had a very like annoyed,or maybe like she was weirded out look on her face. Or like a shitty look is probably the best way to put it. I always thought she seemed really pretty but rude. Well a few days ago when I went thru it was her and she actually kind of talked a little. I think she repeated the price, or said ""here ya go"" when she handed me my card. It wasn't anything at all really. It just hit me after I left though, I thought about how everyone is always thinking i am mad/sad/rude if they don't know me. 

The next time I went through the drive thru she was there again, she actually had like a little smile on her face, like she was in a good mood maybe or something. It was nighttime I was the only car in the whole drive thru. Not one car anywhere in sight in front or behind me. When she opened the window she start saying ""did you have the..."" and stopped in the middle of talking, kind of looked around and kind of laughed and was like ""oh, nevermind' .  The whole time I was waiting I was wanting so so bad to talk to her so bad. When she handed me my stuff back I said ""that is totally something I would do"" (it really 100% is) she started laughing, and actually like laughing not crazy hard but not just a haha. Like she was still laughing where I could hear when I was halfway to the second window already. Of course me just getting my card and reciept as she starts laughing start to pull away to the next window, just saying thanks and kinda laughing. IM kicking myself now because it was literally the best scenario I could have asked for. I know it's pretty much impossible to be able to tell something like this through a post, and sorry for being all drawn out for something so quick and little. Just trying to be as detailed as possible. lol what is everyone else's thoughts though? 

(I am going to post this in the shy, and socialanxiety pages)",3.1591195436507964,4.750440680803578,3.8552976190476222,89.58692460317465,74.11160714285714,6.584920634920636,24.27480158730159,7.1686216300943375,0.8460905753968255,1747,53,366,18,36,554,199,448,0.111,0.757,0.132,0.9437,0,0,4,0,1,0,54.0,0,2,1,2,30,33,1,0,25,3,37,7,4,1,5,59,67,36,0,6,18,0,3,11,0,1,0,7,3,1,15,17,3,2,10,0,1,12,7,4,1,3,23,14,56,28,54,37,12,70,0,0,4,0,38,26,0,11,40,254,71,0,0.06613652341752763,0.0,0.19361911964192605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862603756015925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298329818007852,0.0,0.22012354227924244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327417072686934,0.05887552759881873,0.06182872162098391,0.0,0.062137440831987995,0.050854904144121,0.11044246905841378,0.040316210818307975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881240205490925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560926474201196,0.0,0.0,0.04265258626623458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767417445730246,0.11049715772403522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639256468778715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159945093276109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034553603801319034,0.06344417968740451,0.0751738207499224,0.05547217801652185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059245334445019414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454066854766621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143879437532852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066130353307917,0.07269380730152525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718575262059996,0.0,0.0,0.35542061122665725,0.19885851345744013,0.0,0.0,0.16661406828499753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288605425168465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278954201263207,0.0,0.04861795447779897,0.0,0.051008564046937,0.0,0.14067388591408028,0.06206464701638486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963163978879192,0.050299806284914234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909859052985781,0.0,0.0,0.07455899295801689,0.12668101522070066,0.1345692416499688,0.14261271640747333,0.0,0.0,0.06648547306495588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947500169494906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582195776307967,0.21037767178918126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041641401042445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603726167054062,0.2036605074600136,0.06541071276645974,0.07403442328899908,0.18724708671097576,0.0,0.05281671303326763,0.05529309497453714,0.0,0.0,0.07571049628847328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947409694808212,0.057806236552188285,0.060889625040707385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475522746036136,0.1299575969285009,0.1575150362164897,0.07712947732118602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980471617017277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456955819651458,0.03900903504989348,0.052496093887062056,0.0530507297919454,0.0,0.059464677229515386,0.12261843960304547,0.0,0.14767813304851107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698148868625414,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rata910,2019/05/25,"Can't make a decision regarding my professional life Anyone else in this same situation? There are several paths I could take but I don't know what to do. There is just many things that could go wrong or that do not depend directly from my will. ""This X would be really nice but at the same time I don't know if I'll have a stable job later""; ""I like this X but at the same time I hate being around these people"". It drives me insane. 

How do you deal with these situations? 

And I have to make a decision soon. Couldn't be worse.",1.3274812343619686,3.438081614678904,3.1057381150959134,90.44516263552963,81.4770642201835,7.266388657214343,17.248540450375312,8.296473431620573,0.5414330275229355,412,8,93,9,11,137,72,109,0.11199999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.122,-0.1505,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,0,5,0,18,1,0,4,0,25,25,7,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,8,17,3,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,5,66,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711141993846893,0.2009184513991039,0.0,0.17456260622366104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131254911268106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216125991260908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380890855066865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144306136256243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935993128090073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459010755778613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553302325106388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385049061348516,0.09580018099462853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617845941048559,0.198805544722728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594484235200185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256209463939617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215270688723021,0.0,0.0,0.4408291071524623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743606408429602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027417892017856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286845337437814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983353019537425,0.13929745420242345,0.21439477783830074,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,i_dno,2019/05/25,"Anyone else dread haircuts? I hate getting haircuts because I have no idea how to make conversation with the person cutting my hair, and I have no idea where to look without making it awkward. This is even worse when I’m the only customer there. The whole experience is just horrific and I try to delay a haircut whenever I can. Idk when I’ll be able to just get a haircut like a normal person",3.2770129870129883,5.487017480519483,4.637662337662338,81.40506493506496,75.49350649350649,6.477922077922077,29.181818181818183,7.447530270364453,1.949394805194805,314,14,56,4,7,104,54,77,0.284,0.669,0.047,-0.9575,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,2,6,0,6,1,1,3,0,13,13,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,6,1,6,12,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,39,8,0,0.2078164155420313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531006971932514,0.21293247633059734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266829580321904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736039487653637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372607825022176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032843312437892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171509996289452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051756859823564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691988752918292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101528603421222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451344915360847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774381421904384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361596362827186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805374858605145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629145563969587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410937047252527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320196064006236,0.0,0.20032760863643564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178268169040854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tree1210,2019/05/25,"Don't know how to talk to people Im 17 and I don't know how to have a conversation with others. I have not had any friends in over 5 years, and when I did it was only one. I do not speak a word at school and all I do is stay in my room, but no interaction here either, as talking to someone via social media or online live chat is also terrifying. I have no job or anything like that because im scared of other people. Im socially anxious with some family members. Im also not involved in anything (like sports, clubs, etc.) because of being afraid of others. I've been sheltered quite a bit and am afraid that im not prepared for the real world. How do I improve social anxiety and train myself so maybe one day i can talk to others without being scared or maybe have some friends?",2.6231766381766377,4.073973919753089,4.42061728395062,85.56431623931627,75.23456790123456,6.4660968660968665,24.80721747388414,7.010146845296331,1.0033223171889842,613,20,125,6,13,208,95,162,0.18,0.778,0.042,-0.9679,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,4,4,0,19,0,0,3,1,27,21,17,0,0,10,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,0,2,3,0,0,9,4,0,2,4,1,10,4,18,15,6,11,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,5,5,88,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608664412086075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486870724593013,0.0,0.08422274705502045,0.1243765641228304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811984119322485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422637535774573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019575852823522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100248185464902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227855716640106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378822793700858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011900201109528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5946100981651045,0.0,0.1092527839308017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101120203249885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757418869949184,0.0,0.09721633303875056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212114312798528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920710406590693,0.08373257979585283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265269827326192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710010352019108,0.0,0.12531276843221215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044957981074764,0.11142251167892013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366854564110997,0.0932835497972262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734714164814188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654717489852779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612812176568052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089788471666303
socialanxiety,twocatszerokarma,2019/05/25,"Have a wedding to attend this summer...need to overcome my fear of dancing, any advice? The other day I went to a party my girlfriend invited me to. My girlfriend is super confident and well accomplished, and of course so are all her friends (they're all physicians). I was pretty intimidated by going to this party but overall I did fine.

​

However, towards the end of the night, one of my gf's friends sat on a chair in the middle of the room. Then, randomly, one of the chicks gave her a lap dance. I mean, she kept her clothes on but you know, she was grinding on her and stuff while the girl on the chair was slapping her ass constantly. I was pretty darn surprised by the whole thing. But then, all the girls took turns giving the sitting girl a lap dance, even my gf. Then one of the guys did it. Then the sitting girl's boyfriend did it, and took his shirt off for the show. I was shitting my pants thinking I'd be peer pressured to go next, and thank god I wasn't, because I legit cannot let myself just go and dance, let alone give a fucking lap dance in front of a bunch of strangers who's opinion of me is really important to me!

​

My problem is that I like this girl a lot and I went her friends to embrace me... and I don't want them to think I'm just some insecure geek (although I guess they wouldn't be wrong!). I had a really tough time growing up and I know that's the cause of my fear of embarrassment and my performance anxiety, but I know I need to grow up and get over it. And I need to get over it before the summer, because I don't want to have a bad time at this wedding I have to attend, where all the same people are going to be and where I need to be able to dance in a group or with my gf.

​

How can I overcome my fear of dancing or my performance anxiety in general?   
How can I let myself ""feel"" the music instead of just observe the crowd?  
How can I learn to be less rigid and more easy going in a crowd?

​

I swear I keep putting myself out there, and have been doing so for years, but I still fail at it, my lizard brain COMPLETELY takes over. Concerts, clubs, weddings, parties, I can't dance. I can't move with the music. It makes me too uncomfortable. Help!",3.0751959544879885,4.43890204424779,3.935509481668774,89.8486814159292,73.91150442477877,6.847130214917827,26.188621997471557,7.33818517376401,1.128096005056891,1732,60,372,19,35,555,203,452,0.136,0.732,0.132,-0.603,1,1,0,0,0,0,76.0,0,1,2,5,16,24,2,7,32,0,38,6,4,5,4,62,74,33,0,7,10,0,1,1,8,1,1,1,1,7,16,18,0,3,8,11,0,24,7,15,1,3,18,2,61,9,56,47,11,64,0,1,0,2,38,23,4,7,16,261,77,3,0.07608551516365998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434988483726777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880164751876871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297544955665325,0.3698089155939386,0.0517407593947768,0.0,0.11641042168997373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352822706756454,0.09276204768709492,0.0,0.06474316944128815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849365979132796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816078279281596,0.0,0.0,0.07977421506159395,0.08222141201745684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906886288293838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738918305764302,0.0,0.0,0.050253765186013793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568520727744067,0.03847112258068405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635044083148865,0.0703398327431461,0.07950308271836402,0.14597631826449092,0.21620575829446487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381677290959855,0.075336622159677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099851700037469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762830179571204,0.0,0.0,0.12544382797747472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23340778261862966,0.0,0.03717153948114478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468518414837346,0.0,0.0,0.05078767218545087,0.0,0.0,0.08287943124631404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086686152361716,0.0,0.16924933625337554,0.0,0.0,0.08091780854790241,0.07140110180694594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467254255051624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274811615469466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548126443157946,0.0,0.07280356243835122,0.0,0.07648695769977792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748465858960616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781006879372646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076199069336548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709971156237409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720683844387815,0.0,0.0,0.07004931995134951,0.0,0.0,0.050547835451131895,0.09750505183684546,0.0,0.0,0.08873215151087006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906761379198684,0.0,0.08275919199238113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975441630250018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841001563516376,0.14106406964974094,0.0,0.08494676050983394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318756672719124,0.3698089155939386,0.04899657720379424
socialanxiety,fearfulandworried,2019/05/25,"Barbershop. Damn. I need a haircut but my inability to socialize while seated in the barber's chair makes me sweat bullets and the thought of leaves me dreading it.  

​

I've been cutting my own hair for about six years after experiencing a massive explosion of self-awareness and understanding about the state of my being (cringe-ness, awkwardness, ADHD, crappy personality, physical un-attractiveness, dumbness/below average IQ, social anxiety, etc.), but I've become tired of it. It's a physically draining activity because I only have two mirrors to work with, causing me to strain my eyeballs looking to one side in order to form a fade; and the haircuts are clearly amateurish, but they pass for a 'haircut' (just not a good one--brother-in-law asked if someone ""gnawed my head""👀). 

​

But recently I went to the barbershop twice in the span of two months, because I took a college class for the first time in 10 years> Being presentable was important. Now, the haircuts I get are professionally done (not much of that ""gnawed"" appearance), and I really don't look any better but, man, the experience of silently sitting in the chair kills me! I have nothing to say and cannot sustain small talk/chit chat, and doing so only comes off as awkward, lame and unnatural (I've tried but I NEVER LEARN and get better). Meanwhile, other guys seated beside me getting their hair cuts are talking with a natural flow to their barbers, encompassing a broad range of subjects, abstract and concrete and, after paying, exit the shop after saying their good-byes like it ain't nothin'.

​

😶",8.15561609907121,8.903985729824567,8.047884416924669,67.22303405572757,61.877192982456144,10.214654282765741,39.220846233230134,10.056822442137396,4.27767285861713,1283,64,197,25,17,413,179,285,0.158,0.799,0.043,-0.9853,0,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,4,4,5,13,4,4,20,0,14,4,3,2,2,32,28,20,1,2,10,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,6,13,0,0,3,2,2,6,6,9,0,6,6,8,22,4,33,20,4,34,0,1,2,0,14,12,1,2,14,129,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229267070550973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307624373803943,0.3709392894756521,0.06919854990877983,0.0,0.07784416453722309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512947193900008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406078421732725,0.11238309991115858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999237627357226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453292321689373,0.0,0.08765502598403634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413319250106752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348644609236225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953830390821412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865548281040977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949219054013158,0.0,0.0,0.17069862884653175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075586577110744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044324924202684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257953285185056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077464383658088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971354614930218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090124587212396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792388263304946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812218193083099,0.0,0.07480342816367873,0.07545185381088787,0.0784816123467274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763900992407258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790695228025898,0.15478223987390094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885067330652632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651884229344555,0.0,0.1004731977748491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184320409973416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615520438346376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074577948166748,0.08621875031323456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357755460445222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078404245836046,0.05933558268820266,0.11695521034878377,0.0,0.0,0.11305626210159707,0.06908662352159084,0.0,0.19880446961894346,0.10593308569511994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433016811286504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074080629634279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709392894756521,0.06552845633994324
socialanxiety,kkjpv,2019/05/25,"""I'm gonna blush"" Social anxiety sucks, but when your WHOLE face gets red over ANYTHING and ANYONE for no reason and you know you can't control it, oh my god. It's the worst. My face turns bright red all over it's honestly gross lol. I only really realised I blushed when I was 16 and ever since then, whenever I'm about to do something remotely ""loud"" (answering questions, standing up, voice my opinions, even making a fucking movement, etc.) the first thing I automatically ask myself in my head is ""am I blushing"" LIKE I MAY HAVE NOT HAD BLUSH BUT BECAUSE I ASKED MYSELF THAT I PROBABLY MAY HAVE BLUSHED??? It's so so frustrating I can't get the question out of my head. Also another factor is when I talk or even walk past a guy that may not even be that fucking cute 🤦‍♀️ foundation, green concealer nothing helps, people find blushing cute but it's honestly hell  


So now I have a bunch of people that think I like them, and I'm very afraid one of my relative thinks that way because I'm not from Alabama LOL",1.7220107478728153,4.135554566502464,3.3544491715181373,87.44764330497091,82.15270935960591,6.646574115539633,24.990819525302285,7.84624498591911,1.564795073891626,799,32,160,15,22,264,127,203,0.152,0.6920000000000001,0.156,0.2257,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,1,2,13,15,5,1,6,2,15,6,4,3,2,28,32,16,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,0,1,11,5,0,1,8,0,0,2,6,8,0,2,2,6,24,7,12,25,5,17,1,0,4,2,12,5,4,7,10,100,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268816520647547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477596849633854,0.10779814541487948,0.0,0.0,0.09852972469741618,0.0,0.11595948506439402,0.0,0.26346947674973004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717986510208938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580460378250606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715536920731593,0.2792153455948027,0.12746397774157298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879203202670306,0.11986062156096285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605438038425055,0.14724257068031124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952613576580072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892350138480909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445108903034047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774421614686046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768605800449554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406059684434596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520993195228018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548637193300218,0.10717077189253586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345175105928381,0.19538281927190956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519281685947977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157098711037059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027254819460327,0.1448821487609698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656478286840152,0.0,0.0,0.14364317265171786,0.0,0.10848179844313506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326062218465527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361641058015044,0.18058286541709032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327300225012427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162680754798278,0.0,0.11185026978735743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573244578797142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,buttercupcookiepie,2019/05/25,"Group work setting I have a problem where I don’t know what to say to people in group settings. One on one or two on one I am fine, but when there’s a group of more then that and everyone is chatting I almost always end up feeling shy and lonely because I don’t have words to contribute and end up feeling bad about myself for not knowing how to insert myself. Sometimes I feel like I just simply don’t have any thing to contribute and don’t want to just talk just to talk. Can someone give me advice please... is it okay to be the quiet one? Or do people inevitably think I’m depressed? I don’t think I am depressed but I hate these situations",4.019791144527986,4.7438463007518825,4.901152882205516,86.24457811194657,70.95488721804512,7.114118629908105,27.559732664995824,6.937597516519254,1.2540399331662493,510,17,105,4,9,166,80,133,0.191,0.723,0.086,-0.9623,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,0,3,1,15,0,0,1,0,24,26,11,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,6,0,5,0,5,13,3,16,25,1,12,0,3,0,0,8,6,0,3,5,75,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680875887653328,0.0,0.0,0.16068684072468808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352332625250432,0.0,0.0,0.1091246379437221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398517646523714,0.09782060591281533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764239743177649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28425636919549624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333530867215736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24341432394957266,0.11463931176709108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393679050425962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584302279732977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637947942060786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839720242104099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349526473414154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224984381723447,0.0,0.0,0.1761471214798254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354746403084785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761164124332752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803742351408298,0.0,0.0,0.1359651311233351,0.0,0.15870825720304524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579583162575124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660868350147268,0.2056445170855714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567552051116633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464896048519518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682357358846872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gogobebee,2019/05/25,Learning a new language is actually hard as fuck with SA. I have a bunch of language apps but so scared to text people first bc i dont wanna face rejection LMAOOOOO what is life.. i’m just tryna learn languages,0.91,3.4918457142857164,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,91.85714285714286,4.704761904761905,23.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.8092095238095243,168,7,33,2,6,54,37,42,0.193,0.722,0.085,-0.5841,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,6,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,19,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.3534879306582192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245353094726714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081158806235748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348793061327448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32449032997652105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558564416387146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498476560281973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251127303674386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626592205722001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PontoonBaboon,2019/05/25,"Today I went to a movie by myself Depression and social anxiety has been an issue for me for years and it doesn’t help that I’m now living in a new city and don’t know anyone. 

I wanted to see detective pikachu so I went saw detective pikachu. I saw in the very back and bolted out of the theater when it was over but I still had a good time.

I’m just proud of myself for getting out of the house and living my life even if it seems trivial to some people.",3.9425850340136033,3.867185571428575,5.228979591836733,86.66482993197279,70.83673469387756,8.165986394557821,25.51700680272109,7.793537801064563,1.1674639455782303,358,9,80,4,6,120,66,98,0.051,0.845,0.10400000000000001,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,0,0,14,17,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,3,9,2,15,10,1,15,0,1,3,0,2,5,0,3,8,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582180597378782,0.0,0.0,0.15156454527621652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666760646236117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866961954432804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316879844865635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132488360187602,0.0,0.0,0.1818090995057582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529053444216514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25011344447387224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262424873618808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191263451130316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310492099253695,0.0,0.0,0.3828084093268457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093494202942769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502749969548465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273069689441042,0.1973313522179287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096085431934231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310585916731808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263952608182976,0.0,0.2054643730836836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885077873056354,0.12785143451366465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401879805050941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958717442163604
socialanxiety,Docoppolis,2019/05/25,"Today I accidentally yelled at a worker at my house. My house has been getting worked on for the past 2 months or so and they finally got to painting my room. Today, one of the workers had to go to an appointment and I was told he wasn’t coming back. While I was playing Overwatch in my room, I heard a knock at the door. I assumed it was my mom or sisters so, since I was in a game of competitive, I just yelled out not now as my family would understand and come back in a minute or two when I was done. I had no idea it was one of the workers so when he said “Ok, John,” I was terrified and just asked who it was to keep him there. No response. I looked out my window and saw him getting in his car to leave. I feel really bad and I am dreading the next time he comes to my house.

I know this doesn’t seem like much but it has ruined my entire day and I’ll probably have a hard time sleeping tonight so I just wanted to say something about it.",1.5091467676179384,2.9290356980198027,3.29758299359348,92.58431275480491,78.15841584158416,6.535119394292373,22.278392545136867,7.285733465282438,0.5378680256260924,729,21,172,9,17,244,114,202,0.099,0.8690000000000001,0.032,-0.8944,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,14,6,0,1,11,1,19,1,1,0,0,29,38,19,0,2,8,2,2,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,7,12,0,1,6,2,0,5,5,3,0,3,18,9,28,3,23,19,1,33,0,1,2,0,16,12,0,5,17,120,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253456870166963,0.0,0.0,0.20619682021533745,0.11195029427269274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34649134159434986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646980866519491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372092821418997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639766916577358,0.0,0.06779432848531915,0.0,0.0,0.14687689861165906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010139927942894,0.0,0.07620013773963466,0.0,0.10723515736454807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010837283791675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641272014078252,0.0,0.15135877587725674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917550098069635,0.0,0.0,0.07368626569643133,0.0,0.0,0.1419702124408364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550418570720404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259252069425432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703160578563238,0.10702051146120432,0.0,0.09856343048338123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259444812153751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817106867683671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799349654496392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455974866335553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589438679417705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753975275664114,0.10662493543469262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206040935755798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091146474223824,0.0,0.13417574606109325,0.0,0.0,0.10322049994108452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636498815756866,0.0,0.25418226962020346,0.12811814994098206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309756183780532,0.13958087996922544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908321844596909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761104762667447,0.0,0.0,0.0952458149231253,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nobodynew123456789,2019/05/25,Any tips on being a functional person I left school in 6th grade so I don’t have much people experience but I went to a school were I had to live there for 6 months where I got my ged. During my stay I made many friends. But along the way I developed an issue where I would feel a ton of pain in my stomach whenever I had to go somewhere. It’s almost a year after I graduated and I really need to get a job. Any tips on functioning normally?,1.0789243498817953,2.946675521276596,3.672695035460993,87.33388888888891,81.02127659574468,7.582033096926714,21.08274231678487,8.515128840125781,1.2192898345153669,345,10,77,8,9,121,67,94,0.055,0.895,0.051,-0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,0,7,2,1,1,0,10,14,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,1,14,1,12,6,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,50,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039182308574968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27217767232827395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575629764609154,0.0,0.0,0.10118696283498424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461264021192872,0.0,0.104554727502661,0.0,0.11373312012598208,0.0,0.16005468488709865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088738608468095,0.198588766385344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174315627013356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671011168832335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935890275801054,0.0,0.202890827147154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973431344114455,0.0,0.14711163013245526,0.14838685182111774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607564900666447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294237433801733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873839157582535,0.17473754491423169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820234846279616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050653602728924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330187900301786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884637743940205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551375441493767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215989670730486,0.0,0.0,0.1288710727420008
socialanxiety,_Isabella20,2019/05/25,"It’s so annoying 2 days ago there was a sports interest meeting and I wanted to try to play field hockey. The coach had known me for a while since she was my elementary gym teacher. 
( I play soccer and am very good at it not trying to brag just giving context)

Coach: oh wow I’d never think I’d see the day were you chose me over soccer. Haha.

Me: yeah... well I still play soccer I just don’t wanna play it as a school sport. Not saying I don’t still play or don’t like it. (Realizes I misunderstood the question and rambles for another minute trying to fix the situation)

coach: um ok yeah *awkward laugh* here *hands me a pamphlet*

*me doesn’t even smile and cringes so hard* 

I haven’t stopped thinking about it since. I caaaannnt every freaking time and I try to forget it but now every time I see her I remember the convo. THE SEASON HASNT EVEN STARTED. Uugghhh. What should I have done different bc I have no social skills",-0.3290347490347507,1.6442618108108142,1.5881853281853289,93.09054054054056,106.56756756756758,4.276447876447877,17.718146718146716,6.1826913282559595,0.08655521235521224,725,23,146,10,35,237,115,185,0.065,0.782,0.153,0.8597,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,13,16,1,1,10,4,15,1,1,0,1,23,22,11,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,15,0,0,10,3,2,0,5,5,22,13,12,16,0,15,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,2,14,90,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379812080124196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322072823393052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007727495425498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626292239771734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592919266483645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056209583525907,0.0,0.26229674421011856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493211023453878,0.0,0.13055833981522938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943877423806889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760465165471955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005285670130705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437230962206085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632989282124215,0.0,0.0,0.12378529447143788,0.0,0.1575339582953529,0.24807815541650136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575234070230326,0.1749658384958312,0.0,0.15867347884407962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017536020012632,0.0,0.2486169685303145,0.1301368531261071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947840852023452,0.0,0.0,0.18153057748825385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227255921793277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284339497263929,0.09181097688991584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995501554710338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ToplessRobots,2019/05/25,"I went out with a group of people and embarrassed myself. I hate SA. I should have known better, I've just become incredibly lonely since my previous friends grew apart.  I recently got a message from an old classmate (we weren't really friends, he talked to me sometimes and we went out once but he said it wouldn't work out) and he invited me to hang out. It was strange, but like I said, I'm lonely. I was excited and then I get there, I realize his girlfriend will be coming with - I didn't know he was dating, but I understood why she would want to come - and of course I have a panic attack in the backseat of their car. To make matters worse, her two other friends came with, his two other friends and her brother. I haven't met any of these people before. So here I am following behind everyone where ever they wanted to go and just wanting to have a break down and cry. I couldn't speak at all. I couldn't breath. I cried when I drove back home. I just hate my social anxiety, I wish I could fit in and be normal.",2.4091304347826075,4.208425492753626,3.659251207729472,89.31032608695654,76.68115942028986,6.918840579710146,23.09420289855073,7.793537801064563,1.0193942028985503,795,24,168,12,18,259,124,207,0.163,0.6890000000000001,0.149,-0.7193,0,4,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,2,2,10,14,3,2,6,0,19,1,1,1,2,46,42,15,0,11,6,1,0,1,5,4,0,3,1,0,5,21,0,0,4,0,0,11,6,7,0,2,14,3,34,7,23,19,1,30,0,2,0,0,27,11,0,0,8,113,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550679459816944,0.0,0.09618994901663264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304620257909026,0.0,0.09668548755869004,0.0,0.0,0.13886878631238114,0.10699458136692057,0.0,0.0,0.11120587907946923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438118562229829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662593543345998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039231637679344,0.0,0.27623665440318745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373807474360073,0.0,0.12014895068919998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885823890193867,0.0,0.06569340925257744,0.0,0.07146034028751629,0.0,0.10056492105354957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482823534029103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612641429531238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691028359971645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142969736993949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393172238826674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319746951979492,0.0,0.0,0.13194187155905654,0.13390787310372865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752756037830494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743431053675325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055158810962099,0.0,0.12415203925632035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392130618796692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401255492934244,0.0,0.0,0.1281750200875805,0.0,0.0,0.12435903207021773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010642013515596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24565735801276065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249226322230653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23312252409538298,0.11345984072060612,0.0,0.14459358172604794,0.0,0.0,0.09153944974557418,0.0,0.12813872747230814,0.08932133913752903,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,voltzerlol,2019/05/25,"Stood in the same spot, alone, for two hours at school today Every year my school has this end of the year incentive for the students, with the only requirements being that you haven't been suspended and are not failing any classes. The whole thing lasted 2 hours and 5 minutes, and I spent about 2 hours of it alone. 

I tried to tag along with a couple of kids I knew, but they went off to do their own thing. Eventually, since I didn't know anyone, I resided to sitting alone, on the bleachers, for about 30 minutes, until the sun got so hot I just moved into a shady area, where I stood for about an hour and a half until they let us go. 

At one point, this one kid came up to me that I have always just been acquainted/distant friends with, and he asked why I was being anti-social. I kind of just look and him and shrugged my shoulders, wasn't feeling it, I just wanted to leave. 

I felt like the fattest fucking loser at the time, just sitting there with my bag by myself, shit sucks.",7.862878787878787,5.690710641414148,7.293030303030302,81.95954545454545,63.79797979797979,9.810101010101013,32.60606060606061,7.3871296695380915,1.9921878787878788,769,21,162,5,9,240,125,198,0.11,0.825,0.065,-0.8301,0,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,3,3,11,8,3,0,13,0,13,3,2,0,0,28,29,11,0,1,7,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,14,0,1,4,0,1,4,4,5,0,4,13,4,23,3,32,13,3,29,0,2,1,1,11,11,3,0,13,113,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960886995989284,0.0,0.0,0.1060725538918672,0.0,0.0,0.08668993923448534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913612433278073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917544735650965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580175921406638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410528411557905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290835798823674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074063670444278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445709954420595,0.0,0.1223996164724776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848978625028164,0.11785207441085148,0.0,0.0,0.07244912625145998,0.0,0.10195642271730844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021636635650795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327495284266971,0.07005900152937139,0.10391221695060887,0.0,0.1349816174902109,0.0,0.1303556855932526,0.0,0.0622796908388247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705006563925484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548976461821322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276583582963012,0.09695335369696484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205086482699983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580306545181971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085513182739358,0.10545176098369732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938246886789016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433389954650525,0.0,0.12083497411460878,0.0,0.0,0.08654972109816689,0.0,0.12452824093517327,0.0,0.15334127169431508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519028505093713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817410267213575,0.1150297674453382,0.14232550107309164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418430460545105
socialanxiety,rtaSmash,2018/11/09,"My social anxiety had gone this far.  

Back in school i used to hide in the toilets in nearly all the breakes or try to stay inside the classroom, so i could eat or do something on my phone in peace, sometimes i would meet with a couple of people in the cafeteria, but that rarely happened.

When i was invited to a party of my fellow students i went inside, said i had forgotten something at home and turned back home. Drove 2 hours in total for absolutely nothing, but being there and excusing myself.

Regularly skipped whole Uni days and instead drove to old places i used to be at alot. One time, instead of driving to University i visited the town where i used to go to school and spent some hours in my car in a parking lot. Sometimes i drove to Uni and slept in my car or listened to audiobooks just to let me parents think i went to Uni, but instead i didnt.

I also always wear headphones so nobody talks to me or even tries to ask me something in the first place. Its cool, because i get to listen to tons of audiobooks in a single month and its productive that way. I often think that if every person listens to an audiobook instead of music every time they do listen to music, the world would be a much more sophisticated place.

Nowadays i fixed most of my problems, because i seeked professional help. My introvertness and shyness turned into social anxiety at some point and i forced myself into extremes. Seek help if you feel like you need.",7.982027649769584,6.992624071684588,7.957770097286228,73.5042741935484,62.76344086021506,10.408704557091653,36.057603686635936,9.424239791934726,3.2784549923195083,1152,45,209,17,14,373,154,279,0.064,0.85,0.087,0.8571,1,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,1,15,3,0,0,14,1,13,4,2,3,2,40,39,21,0,7,10,1,1,1,1,2,0,5,2,1,6,11,2,0,3,0,1,11,1,1,0,2,13,7,33,2,44,19,12,51,0,0,0,0,21,26,0,12,12,155,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350900444724095,0.08689034995572101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977038561877666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762371081866336,0.0,0.0,0.16059346936882404,0.0,0.12731358511203625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833752344432006,0.1155447877946782,0.0,0.06734578425942743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685331774463327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897203296752946,0.0,0.1759659115868332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052800651356394064,0.07460157110891869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882424485875233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455799403262767,0.0,0.059347396692201536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234309141254564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998837232693195,0.0,0.20949450597162905,0.0,0.20567609085144384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678211020979383,0.0,0.0510170061299382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877879372974838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335140770469747,0.0,0.07676473011411515,0.07743015710093938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019904741571987,0.0,0.10957695639597674,0.0,0.07076139578449511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595211792750296,0.0,0.0,0.07239546714420537,0.09118028577391714,0.3273071467278086,0.0,0.09871581513485064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992106442303088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933252780639892,0.0,0.0,0.21136828564763072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289721634581726,0.0,0.2411754678594737,0.20655890466893664,0.0,0.0,0.11130364852702372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393323100420971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382323941098953,0.0,0.0,0.12178265363071394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417960684241877,0.2271698328408329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705702136136944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288807134256893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360689943136108,0.0,0.11658729937313653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836170456354947,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bringonthetrolls,2018/11/09,"When cashiers make small talk with you in SELF CHECKOUT (can you not) So I have social anxiety disorder and I get physical symptoms such as twitching that I can't control, but unfortunately, I still need to shop and do things in public like everybody else. 

So every time I go to Target, I do self check-out because I want to avoid small talk and awkward interactions with cashiers. but lately, the cashiers have been literally standing by me and trying to chat, asking me how my day is going and what my plans are for the weekend.

and then my physical symptoms manifest and they notice so they awkwardly laugh and disengage and it just makes me feel even shittier about having this disease. 

Dude. Not everybody is a people person. so please respect that and fuck in the direction of off. it would be one thing if they recognized my anxiety and would ignore it but instead people just judge me and walk away.

Does anybody else suffer from this kind of anxiety? I really just came here to vent because I'm trying to work on this but these interactions really just re-enforce how much people are judging me.

thanks for reading, let me know if you have any similar experiences! 

​",5.907729357798164,7.650856412844043,6.124667431192659,75.41938646788992,67.44036697247708,9.486697247706422,32.43233944954129,9.827888789773867,3.3801642201834867,950,41,161,22,16,303,135,218,0.136,0.762,0.102,-0.76,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,3,3,17,11,1,3,4,0,17,4,0,5,0,40,31,27,0,6,12,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,12,15,0,3,2,4,1,4,3,6,0,1,2,1,24,5,22,25,1,20,0,1,0,1,17,8,1,2,8,118,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355799757295711,0.15204852238531205,0.08509374091681539,0.0,0.2871758661597022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698110219653113,0.0,0.11756520474023058,0.0,0.0,0.15255805568241754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431171510020187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140345666835118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806994940562277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341159040245322,0.0,0.1095034574696284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906269709698527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264820472010356,0.0,0.10542872276531914,0.0,0.0,0.12240266096949134,0.0,0.0,0.0632702684682716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568209615766932,0.0653760671669573,0.0,0.14223028031467236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303052473968878,0.06876902415291553,0.0,0.14115383206688856,0.0,0.0,0.12795548174168628,0.0,0.061132951798288024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705255466943078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198608271763896,0.09278345439811736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424630922995815,0.0,0.0,0.08479237269735805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602513713997085,0.10926003774063003,0.0,0.13735685910066636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516540645136534,0.0,0.16032494262590116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610789812990557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755585100103473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993021274003848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601191726199895,0.0,0.20115199046319032,0.0,0.11520431383426848,0.0,0.0,0.16626367545037027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296520963335347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991220915795274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380582674397264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109725439859362,0.0,0.0,0.17777971742785026,0.0,0.15204852238531205,0.0
socialanxiety,elhombref,2018/11/09,"Am I doing the right thing? I’ve suffered from social anxiety since I was a teenager. I work a job in which I am very happy but I don’t earn  a lot and have barely progressed in the near 15 years I’ve been working there. It is entirely down to my anxiety as I honestly believe I am good at my job, but I avoid all meetings/training/conferences because I can’t keep up a conversation with colleagues, especially my superiors, and I come across looking very stupid.
Something needs to change as my kids are growing up and our finances are getting very stretched, and we are amassing a sizeable amount of debt.
I am trying to combat my anxiety by throwing myself at everything. I got a small promotion about a year ago (admittedly nobody else applied for it) so I have been having to attend more meetings, work alongside more colleagues etc. I’ve been doing this for about a year and I still hate every second of interacting with colleagues.
I have got myself an interview for a BIG promotion on Monday. If I get the job I’m going to be expected to do a lot more of this kind of stuff. However I have had a week that I would consider pretty disastrous. I went to a conference on Wednesday and slowly shrunk into myself, to the point where I effectively went mute. I couldn’t eat during the sit down meal. I can’t count the number of awkward silences and stupid responses to questions.
And today I started a training course which I imagine would be most people on here’s worst nightmare. There’s public speaking, role play, discussing feelings. All really hard stuff but, like I say, I am forcing myself to do this type of thing because it’s what I need to do if I’m going to progress and people always say it won’t be as bad as you think. Well it was, it got too much for me and I had to leave in tears at one point. For reference, and I know this shouldn’t matter, but I’m a 6’1” 18 stone 35 year old man.
Now my confidence, which I’ve been trying to build, is in the gutter and I am considering cancelling my interview and giving up. I won’t cancel it, because I’ve got to get over this stuff. But I might. I won’t. But only because I’d have to try and explain.

TL;DR I’m trying to force myself to confront my fears, but it is really really hard and I suck at it.

So, is this forcing myself to do things the right approach? I sometimes feel like I’m making progress, but then I have big set backs. And the whole thing is very, very stressful. I haven’t slept properly all week.

",3.8663841776999632,5.228790419028343,5.023909618120147,82.82386420833791,71.93522267206478,7.769690338111392,28.331108436371593,8.27314431278463,1.959937039063356,1953,74,380,30,37,645,230,494,0.155,0.74,0.105,-0.9766,5,1,1,0,0,0,54.0,2,1,0,10,13,21,5,4,24,0,50,3,1,2,3,59,83,33,0,9,10,0,4,2,0,7,0,3,0,2,27,21,2,2,10,1,2,9,9,12,1,2,15,8,55,9,60,57,14,56,0,1,1,0,21,29,1,7,18,269,82,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706953112015703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636002948457152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303012082169606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132434365712393,0.06658956536114524,0.19446424755169175,0.0,0.0,0.08985316207434277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436701162065689,0.06869926213850612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160617743709851,0.0666225390397035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894453023933298,0.0,0.0,0.0671944760674365,0.0,0.07167592997872048,0.0,0.0,0.08974314084544198,0.08064998662338085,0.05697482471765841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500134115477354,0.07650535860157531,0.09064976712221776,0.06689217029008204,0.25513974989455873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489745715452696,0.14288420402057214,0.07873856122842234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23742457877677725,0.0708872170775262,0.0,0.08304940625299688,0.04382959810591667,0.0,0.0,0.08444582305104968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792557016337252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697157041573723,0.0,0.0,0.13560454923965692,0.0,0.0,0.05323506058081389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084604239171078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862687578475394,0.11827015337909867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368627886724092,0.0,0.054042000210857186,0.060654968452230035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057995132225804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078278327295158,0.0,0.0,0.08113642685506117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934046071374145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327346624889138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621549662697466,0.0,0.12684393825641307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597165535593534,0.0,0.0,0.08129709203088227,0.0,0.06139696435897193,0.07887673954079248,0.0,0.05644885624854045,0.0,0.06369002784299288,0.0,0.09135561444922163,0.0,0.2738907822746811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193466577039807,0.051101843401250055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559554428365355,0.0,0.0,0.216585415669761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32901864592810803,0.0,0.0,0.12794444271501296,0.0,0.07170660063675131,0.14786175405242086,0.0,0.08904022860847627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418115632836986,0.0,0.0,0.1133070253973606,0.0,0.0,0.20543062073585014
socialanxiety,throwawayshit420,2018/11/09,This girl I haven’t spoken too in a year and I hooked up with drunk just snapped me and my heart just dropped Why do I always have this physical reaction? I don’t even know what it is yet my heart is racing. I’m too scared to open it lmao,-1.499198113207548,0.4790808490566079,0.3522405660377359,104.33704009433964,99.0,4.159433962264152,14.172169811320755,5.985473137389443,-1.0197528301886791,187,4,48,2,8,60,38,53,0.10400000000000001,0.82,0.076,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,6,3,2,0,0,7,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731605775328929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168300664990887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7780419129190229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804176162162549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286719495162825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962274080897009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211405673863482
socialanxiety,kimise,2018/11/09,"I just feel like apologising for being so boring I just constantly feel like apologising to all my friends for being so socially incompetent. I'm completely unable to make or maintain conversation, and they just keep trying to ignore it and carry on talking to me. The relief is so obvious when someone else walks in the room and they don't have to talk to just me anymore. I'm so sick of the awkward silences and small talk, these are supposed to be the people I can be comfortable around. ",7.8748387096774195,7.582042720430111,8.285505376344089,68.78825806451616,62.65591397849462,11.310967741935485,36.879569892473114,10.793553405168565,4.08739311827957,395,17,68,9,5,131,61,93,0.138,0.703,0.159,0.0488,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,10,8,0,1,4,0,9,1,0,1,2,17,15,10,0,0,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,8,5,13,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,4,51,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689127061079525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366538418111035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398746337552585,0.2472331577227002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111884849791055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313591285622824,0.3268852568623938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767571864098786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033528516978977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354364533137092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271443605381602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860933302969935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332154679051096,0.19384710238786973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5516613531378094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532864643442093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,prismatic32,2018/11/09,"Older SA sufferers? Anyone still really struggling with social anxiety that are like, 30+? It seems the majority of people here and other subreddits I follow are in their 20s or younger. 

I just feel especially incompetent and ashamed that I’ve gotten to my age (36) and still struggle quite badly with my social anxiety. I’ve also suffered from depression and GAD for a long time. The older I get, the more I lose hope that I’ll ever really change. I’ve been trying to take small steps to overcome this per my therapist, doing a bit of cognitive behavior and exposure therapy, but I’m still far from where I believe I should be with my social skills. I can’t ever get my youth back. So much I never experienced. I barely even made any friends (most of them turned their backs on me/lost interest) I have none now. I’m used to it, though. At least I have my boyfriend and my pets. But I feel really abnormal and have really low self esteem because of this. Just wanted to get this off my chest before I get to sleep. I’m at a low point again and hoping for some reassurance I’m not alone, I guess.



",3.806552287581699,5.444414546296301,5.2625163398692845,79.96352941176471,72.51851851851852,8.971241830065358,25.20588235294117,9.478462496947786,2.2237290849673195,866,27,167,21,17,291,133,216,0.13699999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.079,-0.7512,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,3,17,16,0,3,6,0,10,2,2,2,3,32,31,14,0,4,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,11,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,3,3,25,6,22,26,8,29,0,6,0,0,9,11,0,7,17,108,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159109647807595,0.0,0.09388481670186027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983609309590639,0.0,0.17962150869228766,0.0,0.0,0.08208887886276553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054685880890053,0.09802417880430186,0.07156601064171303,0.0,0.09989883726678574,0.13226970888815262,0.0,0.0,0.12817050167665225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241937379743494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111653318361877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754165811906179,0.2123902215362348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872203499841065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907030252127052,0.0,0.24534682473004465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932944477975072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320957595175096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735575823099371,0.0,0.0,0.10389539319073453,0.0,0.13134068092460574,0.12815607628365122,0.0,0.0,0.11108681222678518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863025809448455,0.0,0.09054619378425999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139044654966941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109810405579129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486945627989925,0.0,0.0,0.30083803831329603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687664082996567,0.12247390719813166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174848838811976,0.3590238489597464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812676119812321,0.0,0.0,0.2454641473997912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827026377562185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342572446508586,0.13631056347395906,0.0,0.0,0.11534500112958385,0.0,0.06845694179487652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970696083115103,0.12769759535289546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013959914791925,0.0,0.0,0.06924562008282498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,datboi48,2018/11/09,Favorite songs about social anxiety? Does anyone know some songs about social anxiety or just songs with relatable lyrics? Any genre is welcome! I need this right now. ,4.947142857142854,8.531718000000001,3.5757142857142874,81.89428571428573,83.28571428571428,7.085714285714286,24.857142857142854,8.07648339933343,2.348971428571429,136,5,20,3,4,39,23,28,0.10300000000000001,0.696,0.201,0.643,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727676629761009,0.0,0.4888463231695823,0.0,0.0,0.2234078028702092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796040799365901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559353988202742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369115368573595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728585507642382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6513974477849721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NastyPear,2018/11/09,"Going to the gym feels like a living nightmare I've had a subscription in my gym for around a year and I didn't make the progress I wish I had. The reason is it's so hard to actually go there because it's one of the thing that cause me the greatest anxiety. As soon as I walk in this place, it's almost like I could read ""creep."" in others people minds as they look at me. There are so many mirrors at this place, so many times I can see the body and the face I hate. I feel like everybody can see that I'm a loser with no self-esteem trying pointlessly trying to fix what can't be fixed. And at since it's a small gym and I often see the same people in it, it makes me feel even more anxious that I couldn't have any normal social interaction with these peoples that I see so often while a lot of them have some friendly chat all the time. The best I can do is saying ""Hi"" even that is hard. Though some days the satisfaction I get from working out wins over the anxiety and that feels kinda good so this is why I managed to still go there maybe once a week . 

 And to be honest I think I could look kinda good if I lose 20lbs of fat and gained some muscle instead, working out also clearly can help with my depression but oh boy sometimes I think about killing myself when I have anxiety attacks at the gym. I feel like all the coaches and people there already labeled me as a fucking weirdo. 

How do you deal with that ? I know that gym isn't really supposed to be the place to have social interaction, people go there for themselves and I know most of them probably don't give a shit about me, I know all of this is irrational, but it can't think straight when I go there, stress takes over. ",3.732752380952384,4.480188594285718,4.493500000000001,88.82091666666668,71.62857142857143,7.4333333333333345,24.869047619047624,7.492282038375204,0.9526190476190476,1328,36,291,14,24,427,167,350,0.124,0.77,0.106,-0.8061,0,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,1,3,8,26,19,5,1,24,0,29,5,4,5,4,56,60,27,1,6,3,0,7,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,23,16,1,0,12,8,0,6,7,9,0,1,3,14,36,10,38,51,12,34,0,3,6,1,16,18,2,11,14,200,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.08352372327024615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570625733050764,0.0,0.09445095316747974,0.06844648037543156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820429512785968,0.0,0.19642888757115398,0.09669260377923662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619345574416056,0.0,0.09737124904470706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521750131173114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982167161864688,0.0,0.0,0.0950714566600114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792474873410623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667367694986526,0.0,0.0,0.05519862116896836,0.08823977450588312,0.07371874438614204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306308660279085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21638497374008828,0.18343704394568447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612680360157414,0.07912679350121132,0.044717365421790035,0.08210595292115594,0.2432145162017875,0.14357805740729726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334407867540367,0.08450263771676877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736933066491924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469291428944084,0.0,0.1411144650943501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726026286624984,0.0,0.07557774599805613,0.0,0.14374848267157006,0.09575358034675396,0.0,0.0727657574533386,0.0,0.0,0.1142642935788602,0.17355012967802178,0.0859868956303417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642173878237162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386025822431135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115080740309102,0.05799815864122195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29668746226561976,0.0,0.26827073731189266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228075007828346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561339739447461,0.0,0.05483129649968828,0.08800101708771302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806479057926157,0.0,0.0,0.2728173450297812,0.0,0.08928928212279551,0.0,0.08785714673620182,0.07080112723860389,0.0,0.0,0.17449693284038953,0.0,0.0,0.08465093140779338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835247260073894,0.0,0.0980433255415996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435320523060205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056862349279109575,0.1645283007039297,0.08409197177528023,0.0,0.09981670919174804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622030317510475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865532416356833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723187479423405,0.0,0.09842454677347202,0.0,0.0,0.12462142158109485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511730545092251
socialanxiety,People-WhatCunts,2018/11/09,"How do I get through a 10min presentation in front of my instructor and class mates? I'm seriously considering dropping this course. We've done 2 different impromptu speeches 2min long, which apparently I absolutely rock at, but I need to drug myself up with 3-4mg of Ativan before doing them, and I still dissociate intensely when I'm up there. I'm the kind of guy who's anxious even with my closest family, and I've been so stressed about this speech that I'm missing classes, staying in bed all day, and seriously considering leaving the course. It'll screw up a lot of things, but idk, maybe I can get into a trade instead of continuing this business course. ",7.494047619047617,7.4281612619047666,8.099841269841267,69.05071428571429,63.36507936507937,11.644444444444444,37.84126984126985,11.20814326018867,4.340631746031745,533,25,97,14,7,178,90,126,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.9197,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,1,1,5,0,6,2,0,1,1,13,14,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,8,7,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,9,1,17,11,2,17,0,1,0,1,4,8,1,1,6,59,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26557556129794674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003732784232667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160833638621485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456104840038069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405703369001817,0.0,0.0,0.2726202962189126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526933556970968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216142332350436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456411133321337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327679771555676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448015568284937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24891772118857844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804002726778772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985817036287504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23617130141033266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743102026843408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505659585445521,0.18773665789876906,0.0,0.2692854488816538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617792609037387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,-normkonform-,2018/11/09,"Advice needed: i'm supposed to test subjects for an experiment at college For an experiment about memory at college I'm supposed to test 10 subjects. I have to apply tDCs (electrical brain stimulation) and let them to certain tasks.

We have to find people on our own and they can't be students of psychology and have to be between 18 and 30 years old.

What makes this difficult for me is that I have trouble finding 10 people from my family and friends. Also having to get the subjects go through the whole ordeal of the installation of tDCs to their head also makes me uncomfortable.

I have two months time but I know I have to be careful about the procrastination.

I have frequent thoughts of quitting university because it's very demanding because of social anxiety. It's depressing that this has to be so difficult because of it.

How do you deal with such things at university?",6.552833240379254,7.8862747239263795,7.346146123814838,68.78718349135531,65.56441717791411,10.099051868377025,36.90407138873397,10.230975488527342,4.158121472392638,712,36,116,17,11,237,98,163,0.107,0.86,0.033,-0.903,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,3,1,7,7,0,0,6,0,17,2,2,4,1,18,27,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,15,3,29,21,2,10,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,90,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627393459981275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26636131308553224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740138020830286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304560693142017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859118736493929,0.0,0.0,0.16979694475023974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716937238762301,0.1434392349029948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258129206444524,0.15699753274386494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044260655298632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286671143706221,0.0,0.08700941309283844,0.0,0.09464758091524016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709163911261875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152512058016006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029674391277227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233128065545216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292932032124286,0.0,0.0,0.12348607467147615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747539812188049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309134424198989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771340324634803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976487288251976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064067820606543,0.0,0.0,0.13221284561516347,0.09710984985041712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626837668025958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741157821671188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593411785757846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724523578946346
socialanxiety,MyWonkyHat,2018/11/09,"FUCK IT [depression and social anxiety] Fuck it fuck it fuck it.

I hate it.

I have social anxiety that’s so bad it’s almost r/selectivemutism... I honestly thought I had selective mutism for a while. 

It’s fucking killing me. I’ve been suppressing suicidal thoughts for a while now, but they’re coming back. If it wasn’t for my dad, cat, sister and brother I would be gone by now. I know I would. I’m Science lessons at school, whenever the teacher mentions something that surprisingly can quickly kill you.. I can’t help but have brief thoughts. 

I moved house to a place 5 hours away from where I used to live  three years ago. And I haven’t made any friends here... I’ve either lost all my friends, or grown distant and only text them once a month or something. 

I have online friends.. but it’s not the same. 3000+ miles is far away, and you can’t really maintain a true friendship that way, can you? Also maybe they wouldn’t like me if they knew I had extreme social anxiety and depression. 

As a teenager, almost an adult, this is so hard. I’m seeing my therapist for the second time ever in about a week or two.. I don’t know if she’ll successfully help me though 

I don’t want to be like this forever. But I’ve been like this for most of my life

Fuck it. 

",1.0314041994750696,3.4601217204724435,2.3923149606299208,92.99093963254593,85.73228346456693,5.906351706036746,22.63989501312336,7.3011,0.8813746981627301,983,36,211,16,30,316,141,254,0.165,0.674,0.162,0.2993,0,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,3,3,12,23,9,0,11,0,23,7,0,2,3,40,45,23,3,7,12,3,1,3,3,4,1,0,0,1,16,7,0,1,7,0,0,5,8,13,0,3,12,2,29,10,17,27,4,27,0,3,1,6,20,8,6,9,16,132,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498515019518406,0.0,0.19200483766600854,0.0,0.0,0.07666917073869463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519655965370898,0.0,0.22002650591527514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015066211602648,0.07372000303474155,0.08004949858008763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258563420836293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651496167219153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672212787026781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22221247175565587,0.5317952602682576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588289189777218,0.09465420462003048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852257658210053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944150599730782,0.1106239454794009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213734215638816,0.0,0.10537799225199948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771755300133694,0.14051532213000148,0.0,0.08465713766708964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465611415096623,0.0,0.0,0.09071683870331232,0.0,0.0,0.09631677109199226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652448201150999,0.1018972512773935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210103978211156,0.0,0.07291532516632337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016631413012622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141835212125155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702804678567084,0.07639793708835307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29318969501287523,0.0,0.14761460552025105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486890929882693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131531414350154,0.0,0.0,0.09419420409097694,0.2283360699095809,0.05590400176620117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365346152500008,0.0,0.0,0.08280302242719721,0.0,0.0,0.0565480602246486,0.07609909537335502,0.07690310358611857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621008816423932,0.0,0.0,0.06173872022483695
socialanxiety,NoFapDawg1,2018/11/09,"1 on 1 conversations I feel like I am ok with banter when me and my friends are all together in a group but when I am left with 1 of them even if it's my best friend I feel super awkward with my eye contact and I know I make them awkward aswell.

Its like Idk how long and when to look at their eyes and I am super self concious.

Any way to fix this?",0.4452747252747287,1.8972576666666685,2.3710989010989003,97.9096153846154,81.30769230769229,5.482783882783883,20.117216117216124,6.1826913282559595,-0.2444783882783885,270,7,69,2,7,90,53,78,0.06,0.612,0.32799999999999996,0.98,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,3,5,10,0,2,1,1,4,2,2,2,1,15,9,10,0,1,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,14,8,9,9,2,9,0,0,3,0,9,4,0,1,6,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962259282485546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028185609238553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058652862767847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918021237980024,0.2061423138638421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458706489039789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858117710848596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135136681611723,0.0,0.0,0.28194483128717884,0.0,0.0,0.25536031610552073,0.24231183785136706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926113616179248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010236998610468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290399325950073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SadAndAlone01,2018/11/09,Sitting outside in the cold cuz I can’t bring myself to go back inside My class got out early and I’m siting in my ride.been out here in sub freezing temp for 20 minutes and I’ve got another 25-30 to go. My right thumb is struggling to type this. Why can’t I get up? I’d have to interact with the people inside. ,1.2065196078431375,2.773310926470589,3.232941176470589,92.06990196078434,79.44117647058823,5.7098039215686285,23.098039215686285,6.42735559955562,0.4700803921568637,245,8,55,2,6,83,49,68,0.068,0.932,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,11,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,12,9,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,30,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350867808993348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257294471550131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481993880113816,0.0,0.3803332010899393,0.0,0.5352364428683708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23197647494262605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857551514740484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498070722824411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019335217464761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway12349335,2018/11/09,"First HouseParty in years coming up What are some general things i should/shouldn't do?

I appreciate ANYTHING",4.631666666666668,7.35015827777778,5.831666666666668,61.26750000000001,105.11111111111113,8.466666666666667,32.27777777777778,8.07648339933343,4.525177777777778,91,5,12,3,4,30,17,18,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.3089,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752051260589589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974356291917099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49119208960571603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836425986733501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718690234072551
socialanxiety,lazerbabyo,2018/11/09,"Just a Rant This is just a dumb rant I don't have anyone to tell so I thought I'd just write it here. I got my midterm report card back today and in 2 classes my teacher wrote ""needs to participate more"". I fucking force myself to answer questions every day in class even though it makes me anxious because I get this same line every year. I thought I was actually doing good this semester but apparently not. I'm just really pissed off and feel like I haven't really made any progress at all even though I thought I had. I think I'm just gonna stop talking in those 2 classes completely because I honestly don't give a shit anymore. Then maybe she'd actually notice how much I was trying to participate.",6.189095744680853,5.998188007092201,6.849707446808512,77.34562500000001,66.09219858156028,9.886879432624113,33.93705673758865,9.516144504307137,2.9856588652482263,563,23,111,10,8,186,91,141,0.11699999999999999,0.755,0.128,0.5438,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,13,7,4,0,3,0,10,3,2,3,1,25,26,8,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,9,1,18,3,9,15,4,11,0,0,0,1,7,5,4,1,7,67,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.3007711649586983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479761297615972,0.0,0.0,0.17409632822206156,0.15283210481989018,0.10775475381006668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184982825423773,0.0,0.18788361991783206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157759208199415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993858567546563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035716018149641,0.0,0.25968251873499243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779208087033976,0.11009361820395464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246885153696015,0.08051421539409999,0.14783286797594966,0.0,0.12925710773565108,0.12325293826151175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752885859009309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458191690381563,0.102867195532276,0.0,0.15482055730585997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328591024408935,0.11426791723859454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754511183706601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726343980999666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974489675352141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818796947242966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883982186588494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386485902971928,0.13469575583625562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874513637936334,0.3028174430477645,0.3670297207395712,0.0,0.0,0.14607481517543394,0.0,0.0,0.10462810627086147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992394467151579
socialanxiety,mgfree,2018/11/09,"Anyone ever froze up when everyone suddenly has their attention on you? It's hard to explain but it only started happening recently. Whenever I try to answer someone, my voice is soft so it takes a few times before someone gets what I'm saying. Meanwhile, I can't stop smiling and after a while when I feel they're staring at me too much, I feel anxious and fidgety. I can't control my facial expressions and start panicking. I end up not speaking after that.",3.766363636363636,6.097911090909097,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,74.45454545454545,8.036363636363637,32.59090909090909,8.841846274778883,3.294086363636364,368,19,60,8,8,124,68,88,0.163,0.81,0.027000000000000003,-0.8895,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,1,13,13,8,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,8,13,2,17,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,13,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604800720068693,0.0,0.16122089603020046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619929373687373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586054503900123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421783850734196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856504741262935,0.0,0.2203208701532954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316767296787225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046404905611402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389354284656336,0.0,0.2065467010609833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949652160443882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753599528043333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276614582429087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335964549778416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907248272953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263992718221819,0.0,0.0,0.19276802916929736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733610108443436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444804763515145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565428572428835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sarahhmitchell,2018/11/09,"how do i calm audition nerves? i really want to do my school’s musical this year because musicals were so fun in the past when i wasn’t as nervous to audition. i just signed up to reserve an audition spot and now i literally cannot think of anything else. i haven’t sung in front of any of these people ever and there‘s usually fellow students in the room with the director that help him cast people. whenever i think about walking in there and having to go from “oh, hello, how are you” to full-on singing and putting on a mini-show by myself in front of them i start breathing really heavily, like right now my hands are shaking while i’m typing this, and they're a little bit sweaty. the past two years i’ve just avoided the musical, but since i want to do it this year i have to audition. i know that once i’m on stage with everyone else it’ll be better on my nerves, because i’ll be in the show and confident that they put me in it for a reason, and i know one of the reasons i’m so nervous is because i don’t have a lot of self-confidence, but even though i know that i’m still freaking out. other than drinking three servings of rockstar (foolproof, makes me so hyper that all anxiety is g o n e), what do i do?",4.2923369565217415,4.569239189723318,5.5950568181818205,83.11258522727275,70.14624505928853,9.170849802371539,30.43700592885376,9.188382445141503,2.418573320158103,957,37,203,18,16,322,143,253,0.065,0.851,0.084,0.7654,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,1,17,9,0,4,12,0,20,3,2,5,2,31,34,18,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,14,10,1,1,7,3,4,7,4,5,0,3,2,1,25,4,34,29,3,36,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,1,14,135,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569314666017828,0.0,0.1076489762216014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115799022351669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573413785664997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445374132237112,0.1536277407728184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378501851195395,0.0,0.0,0.235103864501988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294299075666132,0.1272875953125567,0.0,0.13446219348297592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997335013732275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432038926087163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320049950692156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874776521955875,0.14103652367158045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963351303413244,0.0,0.0,0.09393043743115266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986020467830724,0.09535423955711132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686627352161972,0.19511245193470705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28292115331784545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029526123411144,0.2893633267414518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017250514489615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424142494715766,0.0,0.0,0.14679968807437568,0.0,0.0,0.11640348255513365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960100922332032,0.0,0.11237767197076703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033297799787326,0.13825483790084986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746115556628696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498112807488848,0.0,0.1659983854721098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718535659151581
socialanxiety,curricularguidelines,2018/11/09,"What some people dont understand about having performance anxiety It's not because I ""didn't memorize enough"". Nor is it because I'm ""not passionate about the topic"". I could have memorized that line like the lord's prayer or talk about something I'm genuinely interested in, but put me in front of people to speak and I'm a fucking deer in headlights. 

I have my thesis defense tomorrow and I had my mock defense earlier. Suffice to say I fucked up completely. Tbh I hope I get hit by a truck on my way to uni tomorrow.",2.7870588235294136,5.163759862745098,4.584078431372549,80.36435294117645,77.82352941176471,8.785882352941178,29.807843137254906,9.3871,3.181518431372549,414,20,77,12,10,140,72,102,0.129,0.759,0.11199999999999999,-0.5677,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,5,0,4,0,8,3,0,0,0,14,17,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,2,11,4,13,13,2,10,1,0,0,3,3,5,2,3,3,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191319366424685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899163167802181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493244509080395,0.0,0.0,0.18986065673343985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786949947417931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24570670594230484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43967690969087,0.12423853013751293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361849594924892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617505309688415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297154371634618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23905053425344905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910482439925885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306688239654886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113131695089766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475538924217356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875129725949152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hybrid_tree,2018/11/09,"(Repost) A semi-complete list of medicinal plants used to treat anxiety This is the most complete list of natural remedies for anxiety that I have been able to find. It is from the University of Science and Technology in Haryana, India. It is short, concise, and detailed. This kind of thing might not be the primary purpose of this sub, but as someone with even moderate social anxiety, I feel obligated to share this awesome resource with you all. Use it well: http://www.imedpub.com/articles/medicinal-plants-possessing-anxiolytic-activity-a-brief-review.pdf                                                                                   ",9.949285714285717,14.000533214285722,8.031190476190474,56.18464285714289,62.0952380952381,9.438095238095238,36.69047619047619,9.827888789773867,4.51464761904762,466,22,59,11,8,139,62,84,0.051,0.777,0.171,0.9203,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,1,13,10,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,14,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,45,12,0,0.22144778594814601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082208503632611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643675806923835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626417409494016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197065433686153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239926449170187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306037917615734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349211057875515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257381301968614,0.1876319904086368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712006905712202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825195723173717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991081543773349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fenderbender420,2018/11/09,"I made it my goal to force myself out of my comfort zone and talk to people I don’t really know for 1 week. Here is what I have learned from forced social interaction. 
The key point from this post that I want everyone to take away is **STOP OVERTHINKING** 
I know it’s easier said than done, I fuck up nearly every interaction I have cause I’ve been in you’re shoes and I still somewhat am. Just hear me out. The more you think about what to say, the more your brain will say some random shit that will ruin the conversation. Don’t walk into a conversation with a script, let the person surprise you so you have to think of something on the spot. Think of what to say as the conversation goes on. Anyway, here’s what i’ve learned... in dot points because i’m lazy. 


- People love talking about themselves, those youtube tutorials you’re watching on how to have a conversation are legit. Questions also help keep the effort of the conversation on their side and not yours, it gives you time to think of a response. Also don’t make every response a question, bring up some points and try to relate to them 
You -Where do you work? 
Them - I’m currently working at Burger King
You - Oh nice, does it get pretty hectic at times? My friend used to hate working in fast food/Oh nice, I work at Macdonalds, I guess we can’t be friends anymore (spice this one up with a joking tone) 

- Being popular really doesn’t mean anything, everyone is the same. One of the most popular kids in my grade is a jock, he actually made 2/3 of our conversations akward. Behind all the glitz and glam, most popular people are in the same boat as us. Also don’t make your focus of school to become popular because it won’t happen. Being popular is the side effect of relating to people and having memorable conversations. Focus on overcoming your anxieties and you’ll be popular in no time. 


- The hardest part about talking to the opposite sex is the build up to the conversation. Once you start talking, the idea of them being the opposite gender completely goes out the window. 

- Once you leave your comfort zone a couple of times, your comfort zone actually get bigger. What might be the most daunting thing (saying hello to your crush) will eventually become easy, like you don’t even have to think about it. It all comes through time and effort.

- People really don’t care if you’re attractive or not, that time you made someone laugh will be more memorable than how attractive they thought you were. 

- You know when you see someone that’s about to pass you in a hallway, you don’t really know them but you have spoken a couple times. Normally this ends up in this awkward smiling thing happening, this was actually the subject of a meme that was going around a few months ago. If this happens to you **SAY HELLO** trust me it will make you feel much better even if you fuck it up. You’ll feel much better than if you had of just looked at eachother awkwardly. ",3.2596316137566106,5.695019837500002,4.1315873015873015,83.91193121693124,76.51785714285714,7.291005291005291,23.941798941798943,8.285830014693849,1.599408068783069,2319,76,435,44,54,744,252,560,0.044000000000000004,0.8390000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.9861,1,0,1,0,0,0,73.0,3,30,6,11,22,31,4,2,35,0,49,7,3,11,2,75,94,23,0,6,10,0,2,1,2,9,0,7,1,2,28,17,0,2,21,1,0,5,13,7,0,2,11,13,56,24,79,66,17,60,0,1,3,4,73,37,3,16,18,297,84,9,0.0,0.0,0.1973782609300313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059764269976244885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174862343686786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515765537518401,0.0,0.06686309189638913,0.0,0.0,0.05548138691478716,0.06001860389761093,0.0,0.0,0.06334384761557789,0.0,0.0,0.08219791096377886,0.1489214516675718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192560357604744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526365671004183,0.0,0.0,0.0687397674459278,0.06925950024879565,0.0,0.0580768537521241,0.07068918798512569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919916317049473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900019770868008,0.06899465402848312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059714616128127576,0.0,0.0,0.08906130512100117,0.0,0.11360948103492895,0.12884649335612353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817973486809137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081525224403236,0.0,0.10417793480071047,0.12465846654294124,0.07044893334689918,0.06467595698188844,0.03831666530280167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427136214299991,0.0,0.1788593699416038,0.0,0.0,0.06656385764225896,0.0,0.0,0.0759878856680555,0.0,0.045190588869080665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610962037558153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599265030067772,0.0,0.0,0.14821033472410156,0.0,0.0,0.07138865196871834,0.0,0.06894210370264131,0.0,0.032938286388031084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661630095448693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060849699342600524,0.19138492879771787,0.13501126787668105,0.0,0.0,0.07344076893702414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715225734920138,0.0,0.0,0.053814458081493696,0.0,0.0991237572255282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605784672658127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360141959810813,0.09137185014856294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300991039435735,0.0,0.23370468113296364,0.058869043748166275,0.0,0.0,0.1912027010164884,0.0,0.06457027209749372,0.06859096080145714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105294320508048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276538168093075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413240401055639,0.2680777282807273,0.0,0.0682332192159279,0.05372546765276228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920624925111765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872678362733275,0.11425046530804875,0.051903650911292384,0.0,0.0,0.047720628530355406,0.0,0.0538421566311548,0.05636661786137965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069188024816921,0.2167604106950584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958246570492467,0.21600190404482286,0.0,0.05352440395390483,0.27519434779417895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577414341560074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109864795641543,0.05822972808570155,0.0,0.0,0.03976640071985619,0.0,0.05408071685672407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633192026747384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SaltPacer,2018/11/09,CBD for interviews? I have a job interview coming up and this is probably the situation that I am worst in. I was wondering if you all think it is a good idea to take a 25mg CBD gummy (or maybe half of one) before an interview to calm the nerves. ,4.536858974358972,4.089382557692307,6.6007692307692345,78.61089743589746,69.57692307692308,11.548717948717947,28.871794871794872,11.20814326018867,3.0483256410256416,191,6,43,6,3,68,43,52,0.106,0.7929999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,2,6,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,31,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629141143701224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661537399205895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591527294458569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487940340803405,0.0,0.0,0.3066090164748698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104059088355728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20936877662397696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331262268057775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34729971804289506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323099933966971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979780614041796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350691197131974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CrimsonCrap,2018/11/09,"Asked a girl out for the first time. It went.. weird? I've struggled with feelings of anxiety and self doubt ever since I was a teenager. 

Anyways now I'm 21 and I've been to sitting next to this girl in one of my college classes. We got along great and after a month of running scenarios in my mind about spending the rest of my life together with this girl who I barely know, I forced my self to ask her out.

It was weird. I thought it went great and she said she'll let me know if she was free that weekend and we could hang out. An hour after I just texted her and let her know I'm free Friday night. She said that she can't do Friday night but she can do morning. This was on Monday. She said we could discuss the details in class.

I had class with her again on tuesday and she literally acted like nothing had happened. She bolted out as soon as the class was over. I was a little confused but whatever.

Wednesday's class she didn't show up so I texted her if everything was alright cus she usually doesn't take a day off. She never replied.

Thursday again she acted kind of distant and shut off and never mentioned anything of the sort. I kinda gave up at that point.

Obviously nothing happened on Friday.

She doesn't sit next to me now. I don't know what I did. I'm not the greatest looking guy I guess but I'm not that bad.  But that's probably just my insecurities talking.

I just wanted to rant because I have no friends that I could talk to about this. Ladies if you are not interested in someone just say no. Even if you change your mind after  agreeing to a date. It's always better to be blunt and up front about it. Hopefully it will be easier to ask someone else out now that I've done it once. Hopefully

Thanks for reading this shitty essay. Hope you're having a better week than I did.
",1.3188586956521746,3.639787081521739,2.6518043478260864,92.43667391304348,83.07608695652175,5.201739130434783,22.51521739130435,6.508806274219699,0.4783758695652174,1418,49,298,14,40,457,180,368,0.09699999999999999,0.768,0.135,0.9571,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,3,0,3,17,22,0,4,14,1,33,1,0,0,4,61,63,21,0,11,15,0,1,1,1,2,1,4,0,6,21,22,0,0,6,3,3,7,12,7,0,2,22,6,48,17,49,32,2,60,0,0,1,0,45,22,0,12,30,207,69,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871082683337279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236510821943536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784383166759559,0.0,0.2653013712453051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898308347300012,0.05766438710625515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732362490038774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000692328454524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265798322988063,0.0,0.0,0.06100611132885025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680378470722373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790221941473506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062479271242657085,0.08556682035529191,0.0,0.0,0.08501611220633483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783020125618432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046267231338304,0.0,0.0,0.07308405639317972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565646379395337,0.20858319671074352,0.1042073339165533,0.09366417089340874,0.16730053639178902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28186328560130336,0.09315726763111706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850639737455012,0.20794830463378333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934601066725665,0.0668154234088152,0.046214461526475764,0.09480929272728987,0.0,0.0,0.07943618655229358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102847519510655,0.0,0.0755050269852243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459153786149504,0.0,0.20120624553850733,0.1775424703127447,0.0,0.1815333894736687,0.0,0.0,0.10074085523124827,0.06410019033091062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942308823424043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198968006016923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462084997921393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699452378454553,0.07522594049845023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736695483686076,0.0,0.0,0.07825016928057964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603004986707322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889149534428784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112385634867174,0.15206415935726925,0.0,0.08709059799607022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750980630295972,0.05515925166673017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041833048372175,0.0,0.055794730013095484,0.0,0.07587860458361577,0.0,0.0,0.17538149107068618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lil_victories,2018/11/09,"Can anyone relate? I see/hear a lot of socially anxious people who are like, ""Oh I don't wanna go to this party or this hangout because it gives me anxiety."" Sometimes I'm like that when I actually do get invited to stuff, but more often I'm not invited to things and end up wishing I could just be included. I dunno",1.9571282051282068,3.901955507692312,4.973461538461539,78.70070512820514,78.53846153846155,8.025641025641027,27.756410256410252,8.841846274778883,2.5529487179487176,248,11,47,6,6,90,52,65,0.025,0.8420000000000001,0.133,0.6611,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,12,4,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,6,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,4,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.24575701454864016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265495314987546,0.2845046257915668,0.0,0.17609059434551927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535177666380964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107170453780224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230532235224571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157466877981674,0.2415854212016741,0.1431250213864347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838390991335871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24607010586460176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410318665084405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459237238382316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006818350717896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25671655658833226,0.0,0.0,0.24907366873756115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882936185061874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730960560559802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896006287350005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Missyoudad0,2018/11/09,"About to enter welding class So I'm an emotionally sensitive 20 yr old male with intense social anxiety (to the point where I cannot absorb information hardly when talking to people), and my mom is forcing me into a welding class. Yes. I am going to have to suffer around a bunch of big sweaty profanity-throwing men in a hardcore, dangerous welding shop. I am terrified and know I'm going to fail. I couldn't even make it through my programming class without dropping out. Is there anything I can do? I have other underlying problems like PTSD and depression that will make this all worse.. 0 motivation at all.. oh fuck",5.153754789272028,7.04506303448276,6.221149425287358,73.41657088122608,69.51724137931035,8.948659003831418,33.57854406130268,9.444778638647367,3.4586429118773943,496,24,83,11,9,165,87,116,0.20800000000000002,0.72,0.07200000000000001,-0.9571,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,2,0,5,1,11,1,0,3,2,17,19,5,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,1,1,3,3,6,0,0,0,1,9,1,17,17,3,15,0,3,0,1,6,9,1,0,3,57,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730056575000643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610382284151286,0.20132322294161897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947843822816099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254390555634321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937126009241106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090738756119575,0.0,0.0,0.2570547813572984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025877671279626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242872223036664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048644158942918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30191642609944874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648664837676233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373084763452421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678531844058596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137867344679243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163969171340742,0.26435958046076485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23053347935033666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817724074427163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21800245334344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304682040504558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sarifall2001,2018/11/09,"My boyfriend wants to help me, but I'm not sure what's wrong? First off, I'd just like to apologize for what is going to be a very long post.

TL;DR: I've always been very quiet and shy, but I think there's more to it than that. I kinda explain how I feel and what my boyfriend has noticed about my social skills (or lack of). I'm not sure exactly where to go from here.

​

I've always been a really shy, quiet person. I never really noticed how bad my social skills were and how anxious I am in social settings until I got into junior high. My family moved churches, from one I'd been in my whole life to one where I knew absolutely no one. Every time we headed to church and I knew I had to go to the youth room, I'd feel extremely sick and almost be shaking as I walked into the room. I'd always end up having fun in the end, but I could never stop myself from being nervous going in. There were several times that I would skip Wednesday night classes for weeks in a row, just because I'd be so anxious and feel sick to my stomach. 

​

Even though I get so anxious, once I get out there I can actually enjoy myself if I have a friend there with me. Sometimes I've even gotten excited for social things when I have a friend to go with. Lots of times though, I find myself clinging to that one friend and never leave their side. I always feel awkward in social settings though, even when I'm with a friend.

​

Since graduating and coming to college, I just feel like it's gotten worse. I always get really nervous walking to my classes and taking my seat. I never go to the cafeteria anymore, even though I have a meal plan, because the idea of going in there by myself just makes me so nervous. I always think about what food will they have today, what if they don't have any pizza out and I have to awkwardly wait, what if people think I'm a loner. I've made a few trips to Walmart, when I absolutely had to. I try to stay in my dorm as much as I can, because to leave you have to walk through a crowd of people in the lobby, which just feels even more awkward. I had a roommate who came with me from high school, but she moved out a month into the semester. It's just me and my fish in my dorm. Being around people besides my parents and my boyfriend just makes me feel so anxious and I get so tired afterwards.

​

I met my boyfriend through a friend about a year ago, I never really seeked him out. We snapchatted for a while before I'd facetime him, because I was so nervous I'd run out of things to say or make an ugly face. Eventually I met him in person and now he's my absolute best friend and rock. We've hung out a lot in public and in private and he's brought up my social problems before, having noticed them himself. I'd never said anything to him about this type of thing before, but I guess he just pays so much attention to me that he started picking up on how I acted. One day we were out at the fair park playing basketball, and this huge group of guys came up to play with him. He said I got further and further away from him and the group the closer they came. Another time he's brought it up was just sitting with my parents talking, he noticed I hesitate when speaking to even them. He wants to help me, but I don't even know how he can. He wants me to be 100% honest with him and just speak my mind about everything, but I haven't done that in so long it feels uncomfortable to share my own opinion. My opinions never really mattered that much to anyone or it's always been shot down.

​

I think I need to see someone about this, but I don't know how I'd go about it. I've never talked to my parents about this because I'm afraid they won't understand or will think I'm just over exaggerating things. Although I am in college, I'm not quite 18 yet, so I'm assuming they would have to know if I went to a counselor. There are counselors on campus but I'm not sure where they are located. I'm also considering joining a sorority next semester to be more social, because the ones on my campus have genuine people in them, but I'm not sure if it'll help or if it'll just add more stuff to my calendar for me to be anxious about.

​

I appreciate any advice anyone has",5.019001598863031,5.045760632794462,5.798071593533488,83.15559557647897,68.53810623556582,8.324356013501509,29.240451234677572,7.882392219407189,1.7598464025581806,3332,109,685,36,52,1093,306,866,0.10800000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.0585,3,0,0,0,0,0,102.0,3,1,10,6,65,32,0,9,30,0,54,11,3,11,13,153,125,72,0,15,38,3,8,2,6,7,4,7,4,3,32,47,4,2,24,3,1,24,19,12,0,7,30,16,107,20,118,79,14,119,2,0,1,0,72,52,0,19,40,473,139,14,0.0,0.0,0.038168409430358735,0.0,0.0,0.03822053414867839,0.03467109977073577,0.0,0.0391657770086482,0.0,0.0,0.03127845820023616,0.22781463363842,0.25427193974946355,0.28515769024821125,0.0531960329368357,0.04101313675077686,0.0,0.22093141597580504,0.038789345725146925,0.0546970991990526,0.0,0.032186466962718235,0.034818646737615304,0.0,0.0,0.03674772337075197,0.0,0.03265751893705385,0.1430566443681488,0.0,0.0998462280314418,0.0,0.041046426138919935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420372514775086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03369217747678816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0312283543879884,0.0,0.0,0.02522449299765564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04002593078472732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928458807820892,0.0,0.0,0.18083525304941173,0.0,0.03295418528017824,0.0,0.035152024614007064,0.0,0.03687202701161271,0.0,0.15821268399286048,0.027942161914724543,0.0,0.0,0.0357483519488453,0.03326929171736543,0.04729530186246269,0.0,0.1813105174456405,0.0,0.08173920631116609,0.0,0.17782945243013873,0.0,0.06256409069940079,0.0,0.043087112215909884,0.03872777942026775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04014097342926822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864937107075708,0.08264955189521231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044153542620088616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448604623192042,0.0,0.0,0.08282952593211891,0.0,0.0,0.027626497463935626,0.038217035499318194,0.0,0.0,0.06922711951248023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650453581919255,0.0,0.03700943704099639,0.07832420843735803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03949273548134717,0.0,0.031219430037264188,0.08314134310025481,0.086257131839371,0.029001614237295206,0.241329359695312,0.0,0.04159686153664493,0.03670467352893246,0.0,0.0,0.17812053550825666,0.0,0.041653810446310814,0.15902290117473594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029026622328801,0.0,0.0,0.10846344572996104,0.06830350274542835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03745921011008097,0.0,0.0,0.037425626823912345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04160123229659196,0.0,0.0,0.1252831706044784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441037860484029,0.031104034792787363,0.0,0.03958419892109865,0.031167803939690937,0.0,0.0,0.04418628319516101,0.0,0.03235447734807373,0.0,0.0,0.27909371621346785,0.0331401126720266,0.0,0.03868351747418874,0.0,0.02768421121107668,0.04168899558832317,0.0,0.032700016789088585,0.0,0.0,0.044774749919196936,0.0,0.0,0.14745324500048632,0.0,0.02940792614632544,0.0628747061458395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393911303186673,0.12530937914549425,0.15371234340883125,0.0,0.0912278542012478,0.044954361255040313,0.0370743209632184,0.0,0.0,0.026554995048263412,0.0,0.0,0.040717760149358635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645442426408185,0.06920915360110061,0.0,0.0313738949803567,0.0,0.0,0.03625791824022415,0.0,0.043667997172986917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039859241590884345,0.05556916173798413,0.04276366051946282,0.28515769024821125,0.025187333595536373
socialanxiety,fuctedd,2018/11/09,"I actually think I’d be a good friend I used to have friends in high school and would be the one to never shut up and always goofing around. 

At home I’d keep to myself and I still do. Now I live with my girlfriend but I’d still like to have friends. But then I always tell myself I don’t need friends. Sometimes I think of my younger brother as my friend but feel that it’s pathetic because he’s 13 and I’m 21. 



",1.902238095238097,3.0000950333333343,3.190952380952382,95.085,76.44444444444444,6.0317460317460325,25.079365079365076,6.1826913282559595,0.4559365079365079,323,11,78,2,7,105,57,90,0.054000000000000006,0.713,0.23399999999999999,0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,17,14,9,0,2,3,1,1,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,12,7,11,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,6,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.16611016761121272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28327335573160883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153189068917727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376453341276293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606834764828608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6575577572320821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277246180735415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984677804500673,0.17074454109161866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512993590870427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316089492775787,0.0,0.15030738051265716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621597477732674,0.131284159422589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534547881520335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227172983292646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683519346844413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271875827269167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877978466820008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814020844744872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701542885262406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091940570844448,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crimple_crapstein,2018/11/09,"Simple Victories make All The Difference! I just made a win. I texted a friend who I covered a restaurant check for (his friends and I ate together) and then I also asked for the money for some other bar tab. The point is after texting all these things I typically feel weird and all self conscious, making all these level headed demands. I take into consideration opinions of others that at least at that specific time I should not be concerned about. Putting words like sorry at the end; apologizing for something no one should ever feel ashamed about like picking up a bar tab. In some sense I get this feeling like it’s softening the blow of a demand. Though this time was different. After listing the things I was owed I began a text starting with “sorry” to maybe protect my friends feelings or maybe his image of me, things that didn’t need protecting. I double backed once and even twice, deleting the sorry and then retyping it. Its situations like this I’m really trying to work on saying sorry for no reason and making myself seem weaker to unnecessarily protect people. I managed to make a mental compromise deleting the sorry but add “Just doing this now before I forget lol” I consider this a victory, maybe a small one but a victory nevertheless. Everyone’s got their battles whatever they are and small victories are worth more than nothing. :)

TLDR: I'm trying to not say sorry for no reason all the time. I almost did in a text to a friend who owed me money. I settled for “Just doing this now before I forget lol” which is a little better but is a small step to getting better",4.866957494407156,6.894484258389263,5.764580536912752,75.8488618568233,70.51006711409396,7.919686800894855,28.18847874720358,8.59863814320734,2.3708317673378074,1271,47,210,22,24,417,162,298,0.10800000000000001,0.75,0.142,0.9332,3,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,4,12,14,1,1,23,2,14,4,1,8,6,50,37,15,0,3,9,0,4,4,4,2,0,2,0,1,22,10,3,3,9,2,6,2,6,3,0,3,8,6,26,11,31,26,10,30,0,0,0,0,15,14,0,6,18,157,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760546180498438,0.0,0.0,0.06996321749405185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178841261241053,0.0,0.0,0.06727200198317418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888976353426772,0.0,0.0,0.15475005208891435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281031485127705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748739841442895,0.0,0.0,0.057784251835534935,0.07913688168629625,0.0,0.08359745245255985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694395851689745,0.06250063666114865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27036855173193186,0.0,0.09141655628179446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699712411797637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978676750868891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709666601531217,0.08768482631664068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278219074788343,0.2335926574927727,0.0,0.26367695669491176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816618677403805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487040478699667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394601029487468,0.0,0.0,0.0931706601730532,0.11856673316183645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065237930831145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270336941623489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794846733370619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056046328480982135,0.17990214440348046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391461393153904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964475971834528,0.0912678844957411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833890625995384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735166594217312,0.0,0.5876063228285281,0.06192365613779526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657792375779202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436716488632167,0.0,0.08595540455180789,0.0,0.15304289051280734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187956824611704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369148256179485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,datdrummerboi,2018/11/09,idk how much more i can take talking to people is such a chore i don’t even want to try at some points and it makes me pretty depressed. i’d rather die than having to deal with this for the rest of my life. i don’t even know how i’m going to do what i want to do and be successful in it when i can’t even make friends with people that have a lot in common. i play music i’m on the road right now and other band members are just so hard for me to make friends with for some reason. i’m the only one in my band like this and honestly the only one i know who is struggling with it to this extent. sometimes i just want to end it. i’m tired ,0.7606249999999974,1.945577145833333,2.610833333333336,97.71750000000002,79.625,5.355555555555556,18.25,5.46131890053228,-0.627766666666667,495,9,125,2,12,165,81,144,0.107,0.728,0.165,0.7804,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,1,6,0,12,2,0,6,0,25,26,8,1,4,3,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,11,8,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,1,12,6,22,25,7,13,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,3,5,87,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171095552020884,0.14293950019322052,0.0,0.1722383447662814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698965037249498,0.0,0.0,0.3288413528447951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564376898953561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431783374800587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866589322682833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824125037992541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722114010858074,0.08107876285526773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109167333453082,0.0,0.0,0.33233503534476944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199832606246487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491505728526248,0.2524372830546777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301089521965041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688408184905572,0.0,0.0,0.16883908832783506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063260509598935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172734219430982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413684100397102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349547813791796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477986525803055,0.13339086411566672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907444650212324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267468122583026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936592270396035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pleiades33,2018/11/09,"Anyone want to share experience with medication for social anxiety? I’ve been in therapy for a while and it’s helping but only slightly. I’ve been considering asking my therapist about medication for a while now and would just like to hear some other peoples’ experiences. If you’ve taken medication for SA, could you tell me a little bit about what you took, how it helped (or didn’t help) your SA, and whether you think it’s a good option for those who suffer from severe SA? 

Thanks, I appreciate any responses.",8.38375,7.892552375000005,8.860500000000002,65.73450000000001,61.70833333333334,12.263333333333335,34.825,11.602472056035307,4.12649,412,15,72,11,5,138,69,96,0.092,0.723,0.185,0.8276,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,1,0,16,12,10,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,7,4,12,5,2,6,0,1,0,0,13,2,0,4,4,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156078951673987,0.0,0.13005185838541955,0.0,0.0,0.1188700766027652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589298913597399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559928657314367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573359218811284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325911834433236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259048213382214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916057787315197,0.0,0.3418483576219388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305489694804942,0.17038770499730627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137805252297805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292949706656116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785870083896195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205504295888665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329668776616095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485901479812694,0.15651595632167506,0.19441328931783752,0.19738662954581035,0.0,0.10893108202219144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887962990971655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027219615719424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076528023007177,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_urn,2018/11/09,"Today I was meeting my gf’s dad. We shook hands and I said “nice to meet you.” He said it back. Then my dumbass said “nice to meet you too.”

Now i cant stop thinking about how retarded i sounded",-0.745000000000001,1.2563792619047618,1.7336190476190474,97.59471428571429,89.71428571428572,5.2647619047619045,20.304761904761907,6.742157984588678,0.19209904761904809,147,5,36,2,5,50,32,42,0.188,0.65,0.162,-0.2987,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,5,9,2,3,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,0,5,21,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346023166446688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8706571157522834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550764453064003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549513507681304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891982002468533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brandonyankees1,2018/11/09,"Does anybody feel like they can't process what people are saying I feel when people talk to me I'm so worried what I'm going to say in response, that whatever a person says to me I literally can't comprehend it and have to ask them to repeat it 4 times",9.68888888888889,5.098369000000002,10.2362962962963,69.76333333333334,62.70370370370371,13.022222222222226,39.96296296296296,10.125756701596842,3.852362962962963,202,7,42,3,2,70,39,54,0.057999999999999996,0.8909999999999999,0.051,-0.0941,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,10,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,6,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487148387979425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328165341323275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690392606551343,0.1900615903332448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119870037307145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997545728547993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36888224775472256,0.23229899670515955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6347056111698888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138357561287416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513215392114615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701801747032489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shamefulanon,2018/11/09,"Feeling like an asshole for being such a fucking recluse My toddlers were being their super adorable selves... screaming, messing around, attracting attention and just being fucking adorable (as per usual). This man in front of us is noticing and making conversation... literally all I could think was “man, I wish he’d stop talking to me and I could just wait in line talking to the kids”

He was a perfectly nice man.. I already kinda felt like an asshole for wanting him to stfu

Then.... he’s checking out & towards the end HE WANTS TO PAY FOR MY STUFF!! I actually only had one item and it wasn’t a huge deal but i felt like such a fucking prick. 

My SO said I should cut back on the icecream bc I eat a ton of it and it was getting expensive, lmao, but I wanted to try this new kind so I was getting it even though I felt a little bad spending money on it. Then this kind sir fucking asked me “can I please pay for your stuff?” 

I don’t deserve this. I was annoyed at you for talking to me bc I’m a social fucking idiot & can’t handle human interaction 

This is such a rant post but gd I felt like shit ",0.88487626640093,3.3189051973094195,2.605999003487792,91.08952001328686,86.71300448430496,4.738681282179041,24.402757017106794,6.238725200709706,0.7277867131705702,861,36,175,8,27,283,127,223,0.141,0.6729999999999999,0.187,0.807,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,2,1,2,11,25,10,0,13,0,20,8,2,1,2,32,42,14,0,7,5,0,5,4,0,1,0,2,0,6,12,7,1,2,7,0,6,1,3,13,0,1,13,7,27,12,22,22,3,19,0,0,0,5,24,10,7,1,11,117,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.10153342354246578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481682396885633,0.0,0.0,0.2254665654909544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262257608182868,0.0972685206560542,0.0,0.0,0.08000458629125659,0.08687366729630107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614377072196718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072663675349958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646454695332884,0.0,0.0,0.09215345270210208,0.0,0.0,0.06872108791125386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052608543601178885,0.07433014376866631,0.3996000816353044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48094205595464,0.10871898486573396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669480642647385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033255516696156,0.10428094967707574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945119578892113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048781628472243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845651969312793,0.0,0.0,0.07050394038288849,0.07913131014760008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421074204137628,0.0,0.0,0.09964685200237647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989711203531474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680123612230172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606130986054796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698671765587032,0.0,0.0,0.2382144666441281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508835551895933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666817117353123,0.1022241999336513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064008167075643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515395565166632,0.0,0.11459144622217113,0.0,0.1841062389151298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964721881700564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PACCBET,2018/11/09,"You never know what people are really thinking The other day I saw this tall, mean looking guy and he kept staring at me. Basically mean mugging me. I thought it was kind of weird and when I looked at him he didn't look away. His gaze was pretty aggressive looking he KEPT staring. It made me uncomfortable and I wondered what the fuck was his problem. Did he just hate me for no reason? Trying to start shit? Did I look like a douche?

Fast forward to today I notice him in my peripheral and he's already looking at me before I even get a chance to get a good look at him. Knowing it's that guy I just avoid looking at him and going in that direction altogether. Finally he says something... 

Turns out he just recognized me but wasn't 100% sure so he asked. His aggressive looking face immediately did a 180 and his voice had a warm tone.

Moral of the story I guess is just that I was reminded once again that you shouldn't judge people and just because they look mean or angry doesn't mean they are unfriendly. Also that you shouldn't assume people are hating on you or dislike you or that they will be unfriendly to you if you talk to them. You never know for sure and more often than not people will probably be nice to you.",2.8589381520119237,4.930405676229512,4.065782414307005,85.66707153502239,76.25409836065575,6.895380029806259,24.205663189269746,7.84624498591911,1.2968180327868848,971,32,192,15,22,317,129,244,0.172,0.7759999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9787,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,9,4,0,11,16,6,1,8,0,21,3,2,2,4,45,55,16,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,4,0,2,0,2,13,9,0,3,12,0,0,2,9,9,0,0,15,16,38,7,21,34,1,22,1,0,13,1,34,12,2,8,11,130,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259690962911077,0.06710289674383872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844463995441119,0.0,0.07883632470414095,0.0,0.0,0.05115083344849495,0.0,0.07140133620572797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411508899196922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542184626756955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191944057618384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757355856516318,0.0876791542266635,0.0,0.0476880578161893,0.07037983186306437,0.0,0.0,0.09243646293258033,0.1661684324028969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656877531814095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737948287618758,0.13834443098241636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04099424867027181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7046337179709976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939778925199162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656109014140254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943332277779096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553223360348977,0.0,0.08936154472425757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326908619569867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536676348316494,0.09046930696775067,0.08029065743142894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375497479443901,0.08627358383659417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672869940249862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613253761640867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459811379640168,0.0,0.0,0.05939201844410205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816859978310696,0.0,0.0,0.06744378011368242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053766220035558865,0.0,0.06661526649460936,0.0,0.0,0.07953698726185922,0.0,0.0,0.056969466952284574,0.0912701207332927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099695132806493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ayyyyboyty,2018/11/09,"Have you ever feel like you in the background It’s in everything I do i do not exist in my sports team, in social gatherings. I don’t think i exist in my own friend group im just there. I feel like im invisible all the time and not too sure whether im just a speck in everything. I try to stand out to no avail. Im just in the background. ",-0.3809210526315781,1.432124592105268,2.2439473684210505,95.89513157894736,85.97368421052632,5.905263157894738,18.71052631578948,7.1686216300943375,0.08668947368421076,263,7,66,4,8,91,43,76,0.059000000000000004,0.8240000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.6172,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,3,14,7,2,0,0,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,10,4,10,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386435894713194,0.0,0.0,0.3256194555091217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831940285875593,0.2588332151086067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399592973117153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7827105546571248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770055982138524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466390913539574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073570397912244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607630643067728,0.0,0.0,0.10563247970231794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299182086396028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lost_and_founded,2018/11/09,"When ""being nice"" is your only positive quality... We did a ""confidence booster"" exercise at work this week, where everyone had an envelope with their name on it. Everyone wrote one or two words describing their favorite thing about each person, and all of these went into the envelopes anonymously. After the boss glanced through everything to make sure there weren't any stealth harrassers (e.g., ""you're so hot"" or something), we each got our own envelope delivered to us so we could see how much our colleagues appreciate us. 

The little envelopes were a huge hit. Everyone at break was talking about all the compliments they got, and how we should do this every month. 

I opened mine, hoping to get a little dopamine hit. I know I'm hard on myself, so it's always nice to see that others don't see me in the same light I see myself. But my face fell when I started reading through the notes.

Out of 12 responses in my envelope, every one of them said ""Nice"" or ""Nice guy"".  

Every. One. 

Not a single substantial positive comment. No one could think of a single thing to say. ",5.226750418760466,6.965752512562816,5.356864321608043,80.2859162479062,69.10050251256281,9.1257621440536,30.854606365159132,9.558583805096642,2.974141440536014,846,35,152,19,15,266,129,199,0.025,0.805,0.17,0.9826,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,8,1,4,1,11,7,0,0,12,0,12,2,1,4,3,34,30,13,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,9,12,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,5,10,10,23,7,23,14,9,22,0,0,5,0,21,13,0,4,6,110,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271239907000153,0.0,0.0,0.08394378477097587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711441735587365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120118795038884,0.35385811283804275,0.11094037752649676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449257550917542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745331650193965,0.0,0.0,0.1222255194921369,0.0,0.0,0.11057845737977433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122604286426612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783968010109698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474396547952693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239750387940274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852904327780994,0.0,0.09074298351888288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33458595695706905,0.09388207590673632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778349844948147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347392213248985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742019961804867,0.098164853956495,0.0,0.0,0.3934644418021176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503054103361364,0.0,0.0,0.08737183354316094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163412267677932,0.0,0.0,0.0992168120226496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640167894473101,0.07909569922451956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058344886706357,0.0,0.2969674871451474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901653722131563,0.0,0.0,0.11443059630461465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986616681875415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emilicia,2018/11/09,"Struggling to ‘fit in’ with my work colleagues I’m having a bit of a dilemma at work lately, mainly involving the social aspect. I’d say I get on really well with my coworkers, (or at least I think I do) but I don’t get much opportunity to properly socialise with them, if that makes sense.

I started my internship 4 months ago, and back then we were in the ‘old office’ - basically a big shared building with other offices inside, and I was outside of the room my coworkers were in for the time being as there just wasn’t enough room in there for me too (there’s 3 members of staff and another guy doing an internship like me, but started before me).

That was fine though - they left the door open and I was within view still of them, plus my supervisor would check up on me whilst other people working in the building would be in and out. No biggie.

I was told we were moving offices shortly after I started and that I would finally be able to join the others, which was great news! However, once we did actually move into the small house/converted private office, I ended up on my own again in a different room.

As the other interns placement was coming to an end, they offered him a job to stay on, so he was staying put in the ‘main’ room with them, whilst I fulfil the rest of my placement in the room right next to them. There just isn’t enough space for me to fit in there too, but the doors are always open and we can pop in and chat with each other etc.

Despite the fact my supervisor checks up on me every now and then, I really struggle to actually talk to my coworkers unless i pop in to ask them if they want a cup of tea, or they talk to me first. I think the fact I’m outnumbered 3 to one makes it worse - I definitely feel I can approach someone better if it’s one to one - but I just feel completely secluded in that other room by myself for most of the work day.

I did spend a few weeks in the same room as them whilst one of the other members of staffwas off work, and that was great. I felt like I was able to actually bond with them more and have conversation, but since he’s come back, I’m back to being left out again and it sucks.

I end up feeling really anxious and scared to actually go in and speak to them. Just today I had one of them shout to me from the other room asking if I’m alright in there, I guess cause I’d been quiet for so long, and I just felt embarrassed. I really want to be a part of the team but I just feel like the odd one out, and because I’m not as confident and outgoing as they are, it’s difficult for me to just parade around the offices and make loud conversation.

What can I do to improve my situation here? Obv my options are probably limited being in a different room to them and stuff, but I want to try. I don’t want them to think that I’m this really awkward shy girl, and an outcast to the group.

We have a new starter next week who’ll be joining me in that room which might help me, and a social event planned after work which is a blessing right now, but I feel nervous about that as I’m not getting much experience interacting with them now.

Any advice would be appreciated, sorry for the length of this and if it was confusing!


TLDR; in a different room to my coworkers due to size and being ‘the new one’. Struggling to make conversation and interact with them so need advice 



",5.918064129217974,5.316357470414204,6.791618423156887,78.9113857348473,66.75147928994082,10.089173196865506,30.844234767311693,9.567723090172098,2.5293306093075314,2614,85,543,47,37,874,272,676,0.077,0.815,0.10800000000000001,0.972,5,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,5,0,18,12,32,22,1,8,41,1,49,1,0,5,2,108,89,53,0,14,25,0,7,3,0,6,0,5,13,2,29,49,1,1,10,2,3,7,7,10,1,8,21,13,79,12,106,53,17,110,1,0,1,0,50,60,1,12,44,401,108,9,0.12750863085014974,0.0,0.248860060737236,0.0,0.0,0.12459995833733002,0.056514353909055313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304869768538649,0.0,0.0,0.043355120717682064,0.06685195856435618,0.0,0.07202422948593071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675485742811229,0.11920335744496298,0.0,0.0,0.14706939972854602,0.0,0.03886403893696397,0.0,0.05425022669952833,0.0,0.0,0.056385511053990076,0.069603200221255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549324387599048,0.0,0.10983739509163544,0.06684518674658033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04111625918625269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982907061461008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940220054974853,0.13175050087372608,0.07110291439114116,0.0,0.0,0.053715760446702766,0.0,0.0,0.062363953979711964,0.0,0.0,0.16118048740879867,0.045546095678388056,0.12242828163965905,0.06983973626185101,0.0,0.05422938813166157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999269953418144,0.0,0.03623304667484558,0.0,0.0,0.14057871565730054,0.07023256616579591,0.0631267957100166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427331737461358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326632060713493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191764474200066,0.0,0.13853850050390634,0.0,0.0,0.09344141448549001,0.0,0.0,0.056420562919884426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022600242644034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763325365508056,0.0,0.0,0.05088808632064625,0.13552149541007427,0.09373351500596308,0.04727301705969555,0.0,0.12314863023164503,0.13560687546301242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689942940841173,0.06789626521194017,0.30241101874677795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903971079267217,0.0,0.04419921489880497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873793507460947,0.0,0.0,0.06409069606227834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421323491925086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088916740507054,0.0,0.050699990536869285,0.06382919177075014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273822853853905,0.07166252173888778,0.0,0.12997899161120802,0.05401882456909254,0.0,0.0,0.07136773647568917,0.13537689779858594,0.13590723492308435,0.05091427865327136,0.0,0.0,0.1999495590846966,0.07298343807538363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248660753625764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255357311387942,0.06263829120679625,0.0,0.03717565402298461,0.0,0.06043163642653523,0.060919980519824224,0.0,0.043284995230450464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041578822025606,0.0,0.10227973246594163,0.0,0.05732278615262167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27848340563811913,0.0,0.0649710941016963,0.1811569459092082,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,persephone151,2018/11/09,"Difficulty fitting in at my new job First post here! 

I started a job as a tutor at my university's writing center around a month ago. Usually, when it's not busy, the other tutors will sit around and talk. I find it really difficult to go over and join their conversations when I'm not busy, and a lot of the time there will be up to like seven tutors chatting and I'll be the only one alone. It's extremely awkward, but either I don't really have anything to contribute or I feel like it'll be weird if I just walk in and insert myself into their conversation. Everyone seems to be well acquainted now, but I feel like an outsider. I've managed to get to know some of my co-workers a bit, but for the most part, my anxiety is preventing me from interacting with them and I'm starting to feel like the only one who's not friends with everyone and I'm worried about how they perceive me. It's aggravating because I really like my job and find it easy to interact and get along with students, even becoming friends with some. I'm not sure why I can't do the same with my co-workers. I'm not sure if it's them or me - I can get along easily with some people, but not these people, it seems. 

I don't really know what to do or how to make this better. Advice? ",4.649039575289574,4.823814374517376,6.213472490347493,79.34677244208498,69.34749034749035,9.8726833976834,29.31491312741313,9.827888789773867,2.5769554054054065,989,34,206,22,16,340,131,259,0.11,0.773,0.11800000000000001,0.8002,3,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,5,2,13,14,0,1,12,0,15,0,0,3,2,60,34,23,0,2,17,0,3,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,13,20,0,1,10,1,0,2,9,3,1,4,0,3,25,11,33,27,9,26,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,12,16,143,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089966878243513,0.09887446950734198,0.0,0.0,0.1155229573448178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532864859316598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917888347153177,0.19859048301958135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799442914960556,0.123188399504814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864905298811773,0.12177400999690445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367185528218348,0.0,0.0,0.21316463304130925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919561936203525,0.2390549871053036,0.0,0.0,0.20389311894208914,0.09487681646072303,0.0,0.0,0.1723527793761217,0.0,0.17482688857744194,0.0,0.06339138680369996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320620402621064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122600160824987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724667760847721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482826824698593,0.0,0.0,0.07445456119588127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903105478821585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772710508470232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511662940906746,0.16966409021382448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078815924447822,0.0,0.15465713127652386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682555650930016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28582438085038564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308568599813173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789875229367886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025236397123115,0.0,0.0,0.08965252410088127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650405218473554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284678108644145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028885901525154,0.0,0.1006485082616182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240652208686068,0.11327541783788525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thedog1234,2018/11/09,"Has anyone else gotten bullied as kids because you never talked? I have the worst bullying stories that honestly fucked me up royally, luckily though my social anxiety is not as bad because I gotten older and took medication for it. But man I was REALLY shy when I was young. I was put in special ed which lasted till high school because they thought I was slow since I was a quiet kid. I had to suffer being in special ed classes with rebels and low lives even though I was pretty much the only smart kid in there. Being put in those classes probably effected my social life in school because they probably thought I was retarded or something.

The worst story was when I was friends with this girl and she was a mean kid, I was only friends with her because I had no one else. She was quite popular and I always hung out with a group of kids. Most of them ignored me and really I was just there. Majority of the time they asked why I never talked and it was so depressing to hear that like they make me out as some sort of freak or something. They asked how come I never contributed to their conversations and I simply said I never knew what to talk about, they tried helping me and said just talk about movies, music or games but my brain just couldn’t process on what to talk about since I feared of being made fun of.

One time she said she doesn’t want me to hang out with her anymore, I asked why and she said you never talk and you’re weird. My other friend stood up for me and said that was mean but the mean girl stood by her word. After that I went to a classroom since I had no one to hang out with and she just so happened to pass by me and loudly said enough for me to hear “look at her she always goes to the lab when she has no friends” I got pissed and asked why she kept following me and she said with a snarky remark “we’re going to the library we aren’t following you”. 

Needless to say I cried hard after that to a point where I felt like a freak. Eventually we made up and I think she felt sorry for me and we became friends again.

Another time is when my teacher called me out and said “the only person who never talks in this class is thedog1234” and one girl said I never talk. I thought it was a bitch move she put me on the spot like that but whatever man. 

After elementary school middle school was the worst, not so much about me not talking anymore but I was bullied for being weak. I was an easy target, in PE class this boy bullied me because I never participated in sports. I believe that kid had a crush on me but man he bullied me relentlessly. He said constantly “throw the fucking ball” and “you suck you stupid bitch”! This sweet girl stood up for me and told him to leave me alone but he didn’t listen. I also was never picked as a partner for sports games because I mean I don’t blame them I suck at sports. I was pretty feminine and never liked playing things boys were interested in anyhow. Teachers also bullied me too talking about never putting in effort in my school work, and not participating in class discussion. 

High school wasn’t so bad, I started opening up more and even got a boyfriend but still this black girl always made fun of me and picked on me the most for dumb shit. I only ever had one friend and when she wasn’t there I ate in the bathroom stall as I was too afraid to eat in the cafeteria alone and didn’t want to look like that kid Steven Glansberg from Superbad haha. It came to a point where I did home school, broke up with my boyfriend, and took online classes my senior year and graduated. Before doing online school I had to do summer school in my high school because my anxiety was getting the best of me and effected my school work. But luckily when I did online I accelerated in my classes and got all A’s and B’s because all I had in front of me was my little laptop and my cup of coffee. I even got $100 for doing good! That was a god send and I felt so blessed getting my diploma and my parents for once in their lives were so proud of me because they had to deal with all the bullshit my teachers said bad about me and I got the backhand for it.

So does anyone relate? Sometimes I think about these memories and I get depressed thinking about it. Sucks.",3.9239120027356655,5.1423898468786815,4.524806603594364,87.0116667616551,71.61484098939928,7.314875185227402,25.82546829286828,7.659967840391812,1.227046567118812,3336,103,688,39,62,1063,304,849,0.168,0.711,0.121,-0.9921,2,2,2,0,0,0,48.0,3,5,11,8,43,56,12,2,32,1,58,11,3,9,15,126,129,73,0,3,20,1,4,5,7,0,3,17,1,19,28,57,3,2,16,7,0,19,26,30,0,5,79,25,131,26,106,45,15,101,1,5,3,2,108,46,10,8,41,476,159,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816295281864287,0.0,0.06035240005897643,0.09419417456542432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039567826857234686,0.05773345218438849,0.0,0.07484480520885581,0.052769564148494666,0.038663369960282,0.0,0.0,0.1411063463052566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451998729629478,0.23002550660505505,0.0,0.03210921000835363,0.0425137666927136,0.03959994312169485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0421240894341104,0.03853105921273056,0.04315812103903948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03250485942944913,0.0,0.040777499903615545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041449485735261735,0.0,0.03890252751406978,0.06500119697367003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0330216430286603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0386117294945557,0.06304452766763413,0.0,0.0,0.03898974030736198,0.0,0.07476968060073871,0.034132940951131154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04246171046287424,0.0,0.0,0.10869287499670086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749211040667072,0.06976972184070482,0.059144027115410926,0.0,0.021445339046577867,0.03164983908890017,0.15089830383598535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033368420761940465,0.0,0.03380262627139784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505886191849228,0.0,0.02529258463264759,0.11960545150777264,0.03785069741355033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030758586595686605,0.0,0.03995529969658847,0.0,0.0,0.026652935008784285,0.09217565172000472,0.0378197995068886,0.06664036393122763,0.0,0.063374814062605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711565461235796,0.02518801668362711,0.0,0.0,0.1644153714577774,0.0,0.03801345575382803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04010571403571702,0.055478277258034066,0.0,0.3201341991902021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040185923103101366,0.12784908931034786,0.11479489950051926,0.0,0.0,0.041899605049581436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03294823786335448,0.0,0.0,0.07134244272939963,0.0,0.0,0.07677893669991298,0.08136816847146566,0.0,0.0,0.1517340475528852,0.0,0.040135197816294085,0.0,0.0,0.04834726817143045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948347933492327,0.030007923332494236,0.0,0.420081695428714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03873383728995003,0.0936429002402983,0.0,0.0,0.07693097323692102,0.0,0.05809959623320862,0.03732030375897839,0.04224059101192045,0.026708614913689786,0.0,0.030134754546858693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032949541991522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025069070266013904,0.07253607322569748,0.07414774718133732,0.0898707375226794,0.06600972686252135,0.0,0.0,0.03605685297961815,0.08384865250968351,0.02561919251993104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04451347419510634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03498018305331853,0.1021483277004147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549422106872882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024299727688707355
socialanxiety,DaisyBryar,2018/12/21,"Don't Want To Make An Effort With My Appearance In Case It Draws Attention I've never told anyone about this so please be nice :S

​

I've always had sort of conventionally attractive traits - I'm slim, curvy and naturally blonde, that kind of thing - but I always feel really uncomfortable when someone compliments my appearance and I'm sort of scared of people being attracted to me. I've always felt like this, even when I was a kid and didn't know about things like sexual assault etc. so I don't know why it scares me. I also watch myself especially carefully around guys, and rarely ever tell girls that I'm bi, in case either group thinks I'm flirting with them. Is this common? Is it an anxiety thing (I'm assuming so because practically everything wrong with me is an anxiety thing)? I feel like I'm wasting my youth and sacrificing feeling good about my appearance because it's not worth the increased anxiety, but I don't want to feel that way anymore, I want to like how I look.",3.603304246655036,6.038514115183247,4.796500872600352,79.57362274578244,75.38743455497381,8.642350203606748,25.794357184409538,9.2995712137729,2.4792301337987204,800,29,147,21,18,263,109,191,0.187,0.6459999999999999,0.166,-0.5472,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,13,16,1,2,5,0,11,1,0,2,2,35,35,14,0,3,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,14,9,0,0,10,0,1,4,6,4,0,0,5,8,17,12,17,28,3,14,1,0,3,1,7,3,0,6,10,84,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224967362012642,0.319169530849481,0.1385363620104459,0.1553640132104751,0.0,0.0,0.2934378734092559,0.0,0.1268028594933932,0.0894027529309066,0.0,0.0,0.11382259451614415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558846571250675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036189063110362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259780678526066,0.0844503883925716,0.11565677814097522,0.0,0.0,0.1149124109909527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585996278536524,0.09134327906225698,0.12276574455349397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724298333809948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660159846768687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314661570114644,0.14053713129667547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498639403207263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737027934771848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534760780092994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861358936648863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864209238356156,0.0,0.0,0.14035199117414626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191045237840919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560205255529947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833544552472064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175536070637357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33977826898749003,0.08192758758851308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217580229890088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262455943939176,0.10148939384295873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537385045170935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979494458853936,0.1553640132104751,0.0
socialanxiety,iamsherlocked009,2018/12/21,"Those who get aches from the tension that comes with their anxiety, how do you relieve it? Over the past six months, I’ve really started to see the painful physical symptoms of my social anxiety. Lots of tension in my neck/back/shoulders area and sometimes my arms. 

I got one of those motorized back/neck massage pillows off Amazon hoping it might help, but I haven’t had much luck. 

Has anyone found a good way to relieve their muscle tension caused by their anxiety?",7.571724137931034,7.84296295402299,6.793701149425285,77.34641379310345,63.13793103448275,9.718620689655172,36.94022988505747,9.3871,3.460027126436781,375,17,65,6,5,115,67,87,0.149,0.6609999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,0,1,9,0,3,4,0,5,3,1,2,0,11,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,3,1,9,5,11,8,2,9,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,4,3,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592296921737559,0.0,0.0,0.1399151317140494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077303269427813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555864157705475,0.0,0.17236912079167793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21940019859152535,0.0,0.0,0.10454440897870096,0.0,0.0,0.16783505705639834,0.1600388890628411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134123348084033,0.0,0.0,0.1987452441080128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011854421861575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122753267970494,0.0,0.0,0.1597185492343999,0.0,0.1470971116604877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559348051495226,0.0,0.212921359018632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101885517535133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281896961510744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945443020989528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039775659894449,0.0,0.0,0.19790480745120007,0.0,0.1416323759291589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079813480989724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588307008632134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwthatstuffaway07,2018/12/21,"How to get rid of the thought that the person I am talking with thinks that I am ugly and wants to stop having a conversation? So as the title says, for the past year or two I really started believing that I was ugly and would probably never get aproached by anyone without taking the first step. 


The problem is that ( mostly in girls ) whenever I start talking with all I can think about is that they see my ugly face. This thought has been destroying my confidence and ruining my life for the past 3 months. 

Also I am 16yrs old and in high school if that helps.",8.581272727272726,6.587536400000005,8.330000000000002,74.525,62.27272727272727,11.70909090909091,35.63636363636364,10.355215969177356,3.422763636363636,444,15,86,8,5,143,75,110,0.172,0.778,0.05,-0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,0,8,0,11,2,1,1,2,21,22,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,7,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,4,2,11,0,13,17,2,14,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,3,10,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371204496462428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256556817667792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024688444730734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285913124679282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777953212339454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045416773638287,0.18987086962907135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693274138819982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344083408981384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860152396975728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857282024735675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343102339015391,0.0,0.15691368153367324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375510956703315,0.17195583396456318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512524391042747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142910638948583,0.0,0.18187361214609385,0.14320363275436762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543958260926281,0.0,0.0,0.1502435399166186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351176959427355,0.2888842071090384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302986549395897,0.0,0.2853354069154323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554814202497632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599615589119056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323164381203318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765907160787354,0.0,0.0,0.1157257558875899
socialanxiety,coolbirdo,2018/12/21,"Feel way more anxious around my family (mainly my Dad). I'm a 23 year old male. Suffered from anxiety since the age of 11. 

I started University late (thanks to anxiety and a few other things) and while I got the impression I didn't quite 'fit in', I also feel now I'm home I'm so uncomfortable around my Dad especially. I knew I was anyway, but can anyone relate to the fact a history of arguing led to severe trust issues and self-doubt? 

I honestly hate him and would rather not speak to him ever again, because he's such a inconsistent, narcissistic person.",4.3953440366972485,5.7628308623853215,6.1787958715596325,75.03131307339451,70.65137614678899,9.853669724770645,27.386467889908253,10.125756701596842,2.828237614678899,440,15,83,12,8,152,79,109,0.20199999999999999,0.71,0.08800000000000001,-0.8703,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,2,0,7,0,4,0,0,1,2,16,14,8,0,2,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,3,12,4,10,9,3,15,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,9,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873147838722354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036868859787145,0.22423592656339708,0.0,0.1387880336648545,0.0,0.0,0.3533943544610154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209969734244557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795445474772306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871176424751888,0.0,0.2007238741518896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874968240271592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596666678594127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910052135687006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717081224488965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239040919990669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828068064078545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331282604149853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111734673413332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706718121582976,0.22423592656339708,0.0,0.1641920451778184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049144447551998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827418845505667,0.0,0.0,0.1318671861012668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755122686421055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100079899945905,0.0,0.0,0.12782032517899128
socialanxiety,AggravatingPeach9,2018/12/21,"Everybody thinks I’m really cold When in reality, I’m just trying to act calm in my social interactions because I’m overthinking everything that’s happening. 

Sometimes I like the reputation of being reserved and cold, but other times I get upset because it makes me feel like people don’t want to talk to me. 

I’ve been like this since I was a teen and I don’t think it’ll ever change. When I try to be engaging and warm, it takes so much of my energy. ",3.6230590062111774,5.0200139456521775,5.6965838509316775,77.62978260869569,72.58695652173913,9.604968944099381,26.186335403726712,9.957137785484203,2.593898757763974,361,12,71,10,7,126,64,92,0.037000000000000005,0.7509999999999999,0.212,0.9194,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,11,18,7,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,9,6,8,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860600008705774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482104317014664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122388352123158,0.0,0.0,0.2108728658378402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186374129648886,0.16762174655268733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258597389066027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748504400860893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438892590708609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566192415091098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248213333988804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266486703734634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031180432258964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409070845823065,0.0,0.0,0.2391786306215266,0.0,0.0,0.23205787661004024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764146939733351,0.1885889876795615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30068649742856096,0.0,0.0,0.13681629487130734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186005909830658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839252714773406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mateyman,2018/12/21,"Tips for standing positions when talking or listening? Usually when I am talking I don't have problem looking people in the eye, opening my body up (not covering or crossing my hands), and moving my hands to get my point across.

​

My problem is when listening...

​

I never know how to stand when listening to someone whether its a man or woman. Idk if i should stand squared to the speaker or stand where one shoulder is closer to the person speaking than the other. Also not sure what to do with my hands when someone else is speaking. Do I keep them down? Do I leave them in my pocket?

​

Any tips for standing positions please post em below lads!",6.61666,7.565449976000004,6.268550000000001,77.95002500000002,65.24,8.49,37.225,8.472884824447931,3.2682199999999995,537,27,90,7,8,167,75,125,0.037000000000000005,0.9009999999999999,0.062,0.6232,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,10,6,6,1,2,19,17,14,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,3,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,12,15,1,16,16,0,25,0,0,3,0,12,10,0,5,7,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023662693173282,0.0,0.41608300667512615,0.4666235261819146,0.08704839924278092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218569433327213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693250130735954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687779775994765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377752247329215,0.0,0.0,0.07034869316476948,0.0,0.0,0.1355397619779399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749271409138138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605001027737376,0.0,0.0,0.09872603882279177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674010840019059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874317130339543,0.11176981155200598,0.0,0.14051203509101393,0.12100694751256333,0.0,0.12259426490893915,0.0,0.0,0.2449687110726901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691796170219554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064404272106828,0.0,0.0,0.20577258192746475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098041064181602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666235261819146,0.0
socialanxiety,ethicalapproximation,2018/12/21,"I know the right things to say, but before I am able to get words out my brain gives me a million reasons not to say them. I’ll be in conversation and will have thoughts of things to say or stories to contribute but the minute I’m about to say them it’s like my brain screams “NO!” and tells me crazy shit like “it’s going to be obvious you’re forcing this” or “it’s going to sound weird coming from you” or “nobody is going to have anything to respond to this” and I just stay quiet because it’s safer. 

Anyone have any idea of how to shut these voices up and just talk like a normal human being? In theory it’s so easy- just say it, who cares what anyone thinks. But it’s like my brain physically won’t let me I go into like survival mode and the few times I’m able to just say it my face will turn red or I’ll trail off or my voice will be shaky.

Why is my brain like this?",1.4721230158730163,2.9116928359788368,2.939626322751323,95.02626488095241,78.31216931216932,5.783201058201058,19.219907407407405,6.322622252153567,-0.23016164021164,682,14,162,5,16,223,102,189,0.092,0.75,0.158,0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,1,7,11,1,1,5,0,15,6,6,2,1,31,29,15,0,1,13,0,0,6,0,4,0,11,0,1,16,8,0,0,5,0,0,5,3,4,0,1,1,12,16,7,23,19,1,15,0,0,1,0,16,8,1,6,7,98,32,0,0.2212090515653574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521487032302142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546745122211325,0.0,0.09101810060278792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742349232302827,0.0,0.09411630503280707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938849195453325,0.0,0.0,0.11276868544066936,0.0,0.0,0.09527600536776362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577862996879966,0.10610193952433727,0.2514364035383728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485904677949508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060785354811920614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131006212986793,0.0,0.3242147066821306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836895170263038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371987366234985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445566068554599,0.0,0.5277429494579321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353395628617564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788970808390732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889972819914381,0.09667323062587352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469614645412458,0.07087091410653087,0.0,0.08780763882602839,0.06449438844191488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203059631624456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980338108538747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,londonwhu,2018/12/21,Would anyone be interested in a social anxiety London meet up? If we all know we will struggle - surely it would make it less a struggle. Let me know if this could be of interest? ,1.785,4.337196571428573,4.005357142857147,81.93089285714288,83.28571428571428,6.928571428571428,23.035714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.6702857142857144,140,5,26,3,4,48,27,35,0.149,0.639,0.212,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,1,2,12,10,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442338673456587,0.0,0.0,0.19598739089928893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237911621714015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080834178405307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866185948687701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870977618030093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857234272699083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860462278773391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641728463707952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982242269870409,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GraveSoil,2018/12/21,i need help i literally spent the whole day preparing to talk to this one girl i had a crush on for a year and a half. i walked past her after preparing all day but i just ended up walking past her pretending to be distracted on my phone. i want to change :((,0.5144444444444431,2.6889463703703704,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,85.2962962962963,7.303703703703704,20.11111111111111,8.344100000000001,1.0770222222222223,200,6,46,5,6,68,39,54,0.087,0.815,0.09699999999999999,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,9,0,9,2,2,12,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143387595671461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832663610151274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631812257795943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991692376745296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032837594249569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013523412111587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5673147935868632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388329452910215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526312258021146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317504611661582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135087654155195
socialanxiety,Kaffekoop,2018/12/21,"No pride in yourself Well first post on reddit. Im 20+ no work, lazy and just like to read and game. I used to like going out play football but then at 18-19 started drinking. Made it easier to connect with people and the people I met was also drunk so connection easy. So a drinking habit began and some other stuff, worked out for a while but it came to then that I needed to be on something to socialise and life went by, everyone went on made something study worked, but all I cared about was drinking having fun. So now no work need some courses to finish and yeah... When I meet my good friends, I overthink, I don't know what to say. If we start a conversation I overthink how to respond - like im thinking say something funny, thinking over a lot I can say for example but cant just my brains stops my legs shake. When I want to say something don't know.

​

Now in life still no job or anything but I feel like I know how to talk to people better. I used to think talk about my self what can I say about my life, but my life is stagnet so nothing to say. So I can ask people stuff, people like to talk about them self so go for it and I really wanna know might pick up something that enchances my life. Learnd also, stop stagnating. Do something so you feel proud anything. I hate when someone ask me what do you do? why cuz im not doing anything I feel bad. So now im being proactive in my life (just started) so when people ask me what you do I can be proud of my self that im doing something and not being lazy shut-in. Deactivated facebook and shit cuz I always think something bad is being said about me, but nah nothing. I have regrets about my drinking days, but cant do nothing. 

Well first post on reddit. I'm 20+ no work, lazy and just like to read and game. I used to like going out play football but then at 18-19 started drinking. Made it easier to connect with people and the people I met was also drunk so connection easy. So a drinking habit began and some other stuff, worked out for a while but it came to then that I needed to be on something to socialise and life went by, everyone went on made something study worked, but all I cared about was drinking having fun. So now no work need some courses to finish and yeah... When I meet my good friends, I overthink, I don't know what to say. If we start a conversation I overthink how to respond - like im thinking say something funny, thinking over a lot I can say for example but cant just my brains stops my legs shake. When I want to say something don't know.

​

Anyone reading this thank you, write a message or anything give me advice what to do in life what makes you feel good how to handle ticks. Again thank you. I just wanted to write and you taking your time reading this thank you. 

​

Now in life still no job or anything but I feel like I know how to talk to people better. I used to think talk about my self what can I say about my life, but my life is stagnate so nothing to say. So I can ask people stuff, people like to talk about them self so go for it and I really wanna know might pick up something that enhances my life. Learned also, stop stagnating. Do something so you feel proud anything. I hate when someone ask me what do you do? why cuz I'm not doing anything I feel bad. So now I'm being proactive in my life (just started) so when people ask me what you do I can be proud of my self that I'm doing something and not being lazy shut-in. Deactivated Facebook and shit cuz I always think something bad is being said about me, but nah nothing. I have regrets about my drinking days, but cant do nothing. g. .  .  ",1.866857895339514,3.9479230406504087,2.9659708385816264,92.31154757815183,79.43360433604336,5.02495515095996,22.99599221344326,5.841012998729137,0.2982225810145427,2836,93,591,16,71,907,176,738,0.10800000000000001,0.708,0.185,0.9968,2,0,24,0,0,0,97.0,2,12,2,17,65,45,4,2,11,2,55,29,6,20,2,132,135,85,0,13,32,0,7,10,2,2,13,14,0,6,30,29,10,4,24,18,0,12,19,12,2,2,20,21,86,33,81,103,8,78,0,2,0,0,64,22,2,13,52,387,116,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03017693792471602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878334905709207,0.051391582417867385,0.10037992289652524,0.112572810781521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02159298664915335,0.0,0.1778892749745675,0.0,0.1732195916933947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313868643542116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054624161665385314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894769099846243,0.0,0.0706401689258681,0.06297127262135338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03983188494496795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242016052472646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901698507938805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930191437239004,0.0441233438707535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253539090002074,0.0,0.0,0.047717772238795586,0.0,0.0,0.02962424423647575,0.07020242477898621,0.07770553696119191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060977960532334625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001432096335468,0.0,0.06129003107747277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577283921646918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835617169934132,0.15087087786938633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052508508680725034,0.0,0.1168828755632084,0.02061356832274413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655205515132012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159264066283908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777891655200219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569112186785347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915167243887909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235589919656055,0.0,0.03956681973764285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587505493088596,0.2946974597996635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932961550677324,0.0,0.06339860826735506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233140484282961,0.3803840569172219,0.0,0.0,0.13114804517826595,0.0,0.04932383756475619,0.10327290277450188,0.0,0.0,0.14140721776940532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023218962831867758,0.14892775415045062,0.0,0.08529430749491368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830038758321394,0.0,0.0,0.01800718746189535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066864267423184,0.0,0.0,0.05464393364881237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553215851698022,0.11450943555716965,0.055731304256156584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985616383066946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112572810781521,0.0
socialanxiety,Product_of_80s,2018/12/21,Does social anxiety cause swaying and dizziness internally ? will antidepressants help this ? ,12.184999999999995,17.487014166666675,9.36666666666667,38.595,74.0,12.4,47.66666666666666,10.125756701596842,8.734866666666667,78,5,6,3,2,23,12,12,0.115,0.6779999999999999,0.207,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38763366960056334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205333098701647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434275166001849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396387024813021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5165295739899343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CoupSan,2018/12/21,I have to present in front of a class I'm not in. Avoided presenting my project yesterday and have to do it now. I need advice on how to get through this.,1.197272727272729,2.890719636363638,2.645454545454548,95.68818181818185,79.9090909090909,6.824242424242425,29.181818181818183,7.793537801064563,1.6214727272727276,120,6,29,2,3,39,27,33,0.0,0.932,0.068,0.2584,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,21,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.732914814535667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918566064566136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561333244919384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ErinDen,2018/12/21,"In Distress A girl I’m friends with but don’t talk to much just said through a third party that she wants to hang out. Cue an insurmountable amount of anxiety as I deliberate over how to contact her, when to contact her, what to say when I do. And then, act totally unable to function if we do hang out.",2.8503225806451624,4.384165967741936,4.091161290322585,87.81674193548392,74.80645161290323,7.540645161290323,28.529032258064518,8.238735603445708,1.796021935483871,238,10,52,4,5,78,47,62,0.069,0.841,0.091,0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,6,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,2,6,1,14,5,3,10,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,3,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37091703819477584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37460210319063225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35642833584552164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612134704145032,0.3855806165658121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897125907235797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859833490551784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PlentyMortgage,2018/12/21,"Extremely embarrassed to get help i am so pathetic and far gone that I think no type of professional or doctor would ever even take me seriously. i can barely even leave the house (i take online classes), i can't make eye contact with others, let alone make small talk. i can barely even talk to people in video games. 

i think i have managed to kind of ""hide"" it for a while, because when i told my parents they didn't take me seriously AT ALL, but i really don't even understand how you're supposed to get help for this in the first place. everything is becoming extremely serious and i don't think i can afford to live like this anymore. i am a fucking 20 year old male and i have ZERO social skills. absolutely nonexistent. 

considering that literally every job and every type of activity involves some type of social interaction i really don't understand what to do in my position ",5.927912856374391,6.836561242603548,7.229037116729425,70.59830554061325,66.75147928994082,11.11586874663798,31.93168370091447,11.022393298168332,3.8091254437869817,706,28,126,21,11,241,104,169,0.077,0.862,0.061,0.1548,3,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,8,7,1,1,4,0,16,3,1,3,2,19,31,10,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,2,0,1,6,5,0,2,3,1,20,2,17,26,2,14,0,0,1,1,14,7,1,2,7,84,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813647589692846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227235228346546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130427959279761,0.14730242170121596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365151614311974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35237222783669864,0.12064549776995175,0.22474870473355046,0.0,0.11986902321496627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344887086888522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330321657302075,0.13936606676962027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879716062341106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153897065205823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323542987334168,0.0,0.0,0.13888973898329826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122507132754905,0.0,0.1363851710933435,0.0,0.0651603821654351,0.0,0.11777273879746444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805795375117453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995482873106244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480973677248756,0.0,0.0,0.09246556519108186,0.0,0.13934868902304196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708871275613381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719184254700909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008446387352536,0.2144038556352925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25638431429395864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744571239765493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776965588866846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474591025053522,0.0,0.0,0.08588925129175615
socialanxiety,not_your_guru,2018/12/21,"High school: couldn't reply when someone said 'hello'. Late 20's: genuinely don't give a fuck what most people think And if I do, it's only for a brief amount of time. I think the reason for this is perspective. As you get older you realize that people come and go and interactions aren't as important as you thought they were in high school when school was your whole world.

Also, after my dad died by suicide I stopped giving a fuck. How could getting embarrased be worse than seeing my dad's cold body? 

Relativity has played a huge role in my personal evolution.",4.82745412844037,6.302266733944961,5.312740825688074,81.24048738532112,69.73394495412846,8.752752293577982,26.469036697247706,9.188382445141503,2.086677981651375,450,14,86,9,8,144,80,109,0.129,0.758,0.113,-0.4389,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,4,1,0,4,3,2,0,5,0,10,3,1,2,0,15,23,11,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,5,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,3,11,1,11,16,3,16,0,0,1,2,14,6,2,2,7,51,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463140369924615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311173679461173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424905235848644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443176123569676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174537791145915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881575002888284,0.16284805271741293,0.2990067599823862,0.08857187802206462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32932344688704085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758030704645349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185292502724228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609043842320827,0.13608025961896314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602374618306861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824691607151494,0.0,0.0,0.4731787843503227,0.12419049335357735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204930801335554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029571238208462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047216298800233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997219136519469,0.0,0.12372571936374467,0.0908760867686074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739984672378443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882218995761696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SureMulberry,2018/12/21,"Can I just vent? And maybe get some encouraging words, I don’t know?? I just started this new job. I was cool with everything, not too much anxiety, but as the days went by, somehow I found  myself attracted to my manager and let me tell ya, when I’m talking to someone I’m attracted to even in the least, I get extra socially anxious and my eye contact sucks and my heart rate goes so fast — I’m just a mess. 
This guy is married, by the way. And also, I have no inkling of a desire to get with him/make a move. It’s just for some stupid reason, I suddenly develop crushes on random people. I don’t know if it’s because I’ve never been in a serious relationship and somehow I’m filling that...void? by getting crushes on people....??
I find myself avoiding my manager when I can, and just walking around through the office I feel so dang nervous already because I’m thinking that I might run in to him and then we’ll have to converse. And when we do talk one on one (we have a few times) I bet he can sense my nervousness (from my fidgety eye contact, probably) and I do not like that!! I don’t want to give him the wrong idea because I’m not interested BUT my anxious brain is giving me a hard time as usual! Plus even just being in the same room as him I feel self-conscious because my mind is telling me things like “oh he’s probably looking at you”, or I dissect an email he sends me and my brain is like “ooh it sounds like he might like you too ;)” but right away I know how stupid and wrong it is of me to jump to conclusions and even be thinking those things.

I just want to go back to the first week I started working at this place when I had absolutely no interest in this guy and life was more anxiety-free :(
Can anyone please tell me that it is only human for me to feel this way around an attractive male? And do you have any tips just in general?
Thanks in advance... :(",2.5920410557184788,4.053371002597409,4.026535400083791,88.31454964390451,75.33766233766234,7.2534562211981575,27.22454964390448,7.941651935203635,1.5605031420192712,1456,57,314,22,31,482,186,385,0.19399999999999998,0.71,0.096,-0.9926,1,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,3,4,0,4,26,23,3,3,15,1,30,6,5,2,1,69,60,33,0,4,16,0,4,5,0,3,1,1,1,4,16,22,0,1,13,0,1,9,9,10,0,3,6,9,50,13,42,48,8,47,0,0,3,0,33,18,2,10,23,214,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167666255486664,0.0736827893717566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265705402110097,0.0,0.07048537908765354,0.20817960891469103,0.0,0.06442508792679941,0.0,0.0,0.16404485140242225,0.0,0.0,0.08656675925919681,0.07084849625682285,0.0,0.22466607375016565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571313858057255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942143927482897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825689988041606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280776530107642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976334522258607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421253599431909,0.07837260386893541,0.0,0.10102464910160204,0.0,0.0,0.1925533759843295,0.17677448429995335,0.052364194246816285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246237046542746,0.0,0.0,0.08253762201117854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109184068552517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401267735339666,0.0,0.0,0.09143282736566864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191003762097444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421742945373944,0.0650798508252292,0.22507005932664112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773727817201303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256508566561536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954878850636388,0.0930331952923636,0.0,0.0,0.09792819761964434,0.06773209042087873,0.0,0.0710625675097866,0.08898753191456119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487029526341625,0.07007516182109709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775388695781895,0.0,0.09626468311950022,0.10113994340961567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198680868140782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473329192397394,0.0,0.09892181631936156,0.0,0.07868541697613735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612011211858912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392316944547427,0.07806829627397623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304316146614659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811419732063402,0.24159822948730386,0.08482836501963223,0.0,0.0,0.12242489262076885,0.11807672271791618,0.0,0.0,0.10745291092860053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014770780662441,0.0,0.10869085372306796,0.14626983862618478,0.07390761017727465,0.0,0.0,0.08541292334967572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707761967600513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147705303435265,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Experimentalphone,2018/12/21,"Does someone know of any comprehensive list of all major occupations with good prospects that someone with social anxiety can succeed? I am looking for a comprehensive list that has all the occupations that a person with social anxiety can succeed in. These are occupations that have good and growing demand and pay well and has immigration prospects (in skilled occupation lists for example). 

So far the only few list I found included mostly low skilled jobs and not those jobs where you need high skill, can grow and over time be an elite in the field. ",12.594072164948447,10.317378278350516,10.776778350515464,60.99032216494845,54.876288659793815,14.236082474226803,45.899484536082475,12.602617957971056,5.720940206185567,451,21,73,11,4,139,63,97,0.076,0.7040000000000001,0.22,0.9432,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,6,3,6,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,2,15,13,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,3,5,11,11,5,11,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,1,1,48,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964273989246054,0.0,0.3141791969614128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797002066662544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251519644136347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444699962562584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695997314754045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075496599363407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285312937213048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243943880383594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522619131471271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561753540440968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930074370299795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186500283378437,0.34797904117110456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973926260909955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463126809740446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ValuableStatement,2018/12/21,"Do you use chat sites? I tried using omeggle and it sucks.All the men are looking for a female to talk with.I found girls about 3-4 times,but the conversation just sucks.They are so bored and boring.I just end up asking questions and the girl answers with yes or no or idk.Nothing more...
When I ask them to choose a topic for the convo that's interesting for them,they just answer ""idk""...
Chat sites just don't help with figthing social anxiety :)  ",2.0898377028714137,4.396299157303375,2.9835205992509373,91.285418227216,79.89887640449437,5.303870162297129,20.001248439450688,6.42735559955562,0.09684918851435677,351,9,72,3,9,111,63,89,0.10300000000000001,0.8,0.09699999999999999,0.1282,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,0,6,1,4,0,0,2,0,18,10,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,9,9,1,5,0,0,1,0,14,3,0,3,2,38,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070643732495846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905466584679315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323751198455441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876667142269549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585591577464618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203182499119052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517436977106511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939058144909437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26744531937931426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087687436923733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812677618498618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531935703464977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ShinMegamiGarbage,2018/12/21,"Making Friends at College (... at the end of first term?) tl;dr - how do you make friends in college from your own major, if we're near the end of the semester and the attempts made during the first few weeks were mostly unsuccessful? 

I have had sever SA when I was 17-20, but now a few years had passed, I stopped spending time in organizations I was forced to be a part of (school and military), and that actually helped me gain a lot of confidence and social skills, as well as calm down my anxiety. 

From a person who has a panic attack and cannot breathe because they were invited to eat lunch with a group of people and hiding in bathrooms to avoid any interaction, I became a person who has lovely bitter-sweet farewell parties when leaving a job. 

As such, for the first few weeks of the semester, I did my best to talk to people and maybe make friends. 

The thing is, after having that one conversation, some people would just ignore me in class, not even nodding at me to say hi, getting ignored at hallways even when making eye contact ----- I felt so confused. 

But I decided to try some more people; some turned out to be real douchebags who would just want to talk so they can show off how smart they are (I'm actually not bad at school, but I sincerely dislike people who take too much pride in solving homework. ugh), some turned out to be racist (I'm a minority in my country, and so is one of the professors teaching class). 

I sorta managed to make a couple of friends - but they're only in one class with me, and I can't really study with them (one's too behind, the other's too advanced). 

A lot of people are parts of cliques and groups in these classes - and I really feel like I'm in highschool again, including the very strong anxiety. I started skipping more lectures and sometimes I would leave mid-class because I can't handle the anxiety. It really feels like everyone's friends and study-buddies except for me. 

EVERYONE who's already finished their degree keeps telling me I have to find a group of friends so I can study with them, since you have to get feedback and rehash your ideas with others, but I just can't seem to work this out, and we're basically at the end of the semester now. 

On the one hand, I feel like I have to make friends for the sake of my education, but on the other hand - is it really worth it? I mean, the pressure and the constant wandering about why didn't he or she say hi to me, why was I ignored at this or that interaction, why can these different groups come together while I can barely make a single friend -------  it's taking a tole on my health, my mental well-being and my schoolwork. 

P.S. checked out therapy prices; cannot afford therapy ",7.3023171163515315,6.449728131931168,7.3292628000849795,77.01613908363433,64.04780114722753,10.348530557325967,34.66673748318107,9.53975657930432,3.0421198073790814,2115,80,410,34,27,681,244,523,0.094,0.725,0.18100000000000002,0.9954,3,1,0,0,0,0,81.0,0,4,6,11,23,29,1,4,33,0,37,8,4,10,0,81,65,39,0,5,15,0,6,3,8,3,1,2,1,2,20,27,2,6,9,1,4,3,8,10,1,8,11,9,48,19,72,48,20,52,0,0,1,1,45,26,0,13,26,287,68,17,0.0,0.0,0.13028562898196136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366530944481092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539538530657362,0.0,0.15320115151374858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594294129766156,0.0,0.0,0.055737263606276316,0.08138591210950656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005478518469851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575031367542889,0.0,0.07213795705054507,0.0,0.0,0.07386264345548021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697443001414215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830657324527535,0.0,0.0,0.17737416107806964,0.0,0.0,0.08818150566052442,0.0,0.0,0.12757367262679528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125932358674716,0.14306839849396932,0.06409483961126856,0.0,0.061012452290182574,0.17034416662383986,0.0,0.0,0.4125952178603029,0.0,0.06975299773866217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095696849829486,0.0,0.0,0.04474416990349705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535776520287156,0.0,0.0,0.06624359368278236,0.05933451409597033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136686654488087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783870841420766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350466797897485,0.06024859056051994,0.06316477232241315,0.3119142784635405,0.0,0.0670639211398527,0.0727152782337383,0.0,0.0,0.06727288881588163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049072277500311484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22617306444536184,0.05076984580567588,0.0,0.07832208514170327,0.0,0.1445773519255616,0.0,0.27767521215933183,0.1165750020720161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598129600565452,0.1710587045849076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617180011781864,0.0,0.1351183434455718,0.0,0.06077083813357774,0.0,0.07541364422010334,0.0,0.055220056253163965,0.0,0.0,0.06804786041737666,0.0,0.0,0.06602196005252824,0.0,0.04724921635895756,0.0,0.0,0.05580979557008306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038223264241132,0.10730956253512526,0.058346421847776074,0.0,0.1526792986676637,0.0,0.044348758958281866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038925116813456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532195975821871,0.14521956972027356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507949751591426,0.039373565045026385,0.0,0.10709295205470536,0.0,0.12004072050401655,0.0,0.18070680384660284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859810979326589,0.0,0.0,0.14226155799555856,0.0,0.0,0.042987743645178406
socialanxiety,Island-Of-Mine,2018/12/21,"How do I talk? So basically, you might’ve seen my last post where a classmate invited me to sit with her and her friends a few days ago. Well, ever since then that’s what I’ve been doing at break times only problem is... I’m so awkward and I don’t talk

And if asked a question, I give 1 word answers. Also my speech is very very monotone for some reason.. argh I hate myself 

How do I get over this? Please help because I’m sick of just sitting there quietly when they’re laughing or chatting about things ",0.8375641025641016,3.1739425000000066,2.1996153846153845,94.728717948718,85.53846153846153,4.620512820512821,22.128205128205128,5.985473137389443,0.2056051282051281,396,14,85,3,12,127,82,104,0.113,0.753,0.134,0.3113,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,12,7,2,1,3,0,7,1,0,3,1,16,14,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,3,12,3,7,12,2,14,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,4,7,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872168112520497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889724421350452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974442856349138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287460784540272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620707666321968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104326117651668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317325355070306,0.0,0.11034372763657203,0.2026031010775628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851711528263372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156347848027773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721568821401405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240507270822107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606277642352036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318351119364884,0.0,0.0,0.20227203391884435,0.0,0.0,0.2020906910774164,0.0,0.0,0.23659328866840285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171496502460816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470752640923487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395104877223778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403124607732879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315291463108145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485256415803675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989492922182066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kena_langar,2018/12/21,"I’m anxious around a good friend for the fear of messing up our friendship First time poster here, and on mobile. Sorry if the formatting is wrong and if I missed out on the rules.

I’ve lived with social anxiety as a child, but as an adult I was able to manage this anxiety through therapy and self-help. 

Then I realised there are some friends that I tip toe around. And I don’t mean the toxic ones who emotionally blackmail me. It happened to me a few times with some friends. 

In particular a friend who means a lot to me, and he was going through a rough patch himself. 

He was frank about being selective about who he shares his struggles with and at times social interaction stresses him out, and I’m not at that level of friendship with him. He made sure to reassure me that we are firm friends. I appreciate his honesty but I can’t help but to feel like my presence might burden him, given his mental state now.

We still meet and chat regularly, but I cannot help but to tip toe around him for the fear of upsetting him. As a result, while everyone else (not knowing his situation) banters with him, I tend to pull away. Other times I overthink what I said and in the end I’m the one stewing in my own rumination. 

I know for sure it’s mostly in my head, and I could just treat him like a normal friend, keep a healthy distance etc. I really cherish this friendship and I don’t want us to drift apart just because I felt anxious around a friend. 

Has anyone experienced this? 



 ",3.25,5.185442465753424,3.998076712328768,87.2017178082192,74.68493150684931,7.000767123287671,26.406027397260274,7.839951260653429,1.460327506849315,1168,43,237,17,25,372,159,292,0.10099999999999999,0.648,0.252,0.9951,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,4,0,0,1,12,25,0,5,18,0,14,3,3,2,2,54,32,23,0,5,11,0,3,2,7,1,0,1,0,2,13,24,0,1,6,1,0,3,6,9,0,3,7,5,39,16,42,22,7,32,0,1,0,0,42,18,0,7,12,164,52,1,0.09428663883821793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425804127471487,0.2130341285248896,0.0,0.06592741014922983,0.0,0.0,0.3357403939771149,0.0,0.0,0.08858540091486118,0.0,0.0,0.05747625989883581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528020893868803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787643881520888,0.10605977805835597,0.08350997625357866,0.0,0.1051545258519946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900949239750572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121973638778755,0.04767415759311633,0.06735839362538414,0.09052995940414492,0.0,0.0,0.0802001668294364,0.0,0.0,0.5099193629480087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358526968820395,0.07908315925821689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337736333822951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096765293143975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959503960863008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838062968087759,0.0,0.0,0.10363494179371162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212737826853047,0.0,0.0832568295054473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015912861814062,0.0,0.0892162974242747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541158154030498,0.0,0.0,0.0950187554947964,0.10002322381336548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238088711250864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778213326833796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060402435187132876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968818495818426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836152746011467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598213250946403,0.0,0.1922267089983004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055461728185675,0.0,0.0,0.07529743157121739,0.0,0.10800502622787893,0.09856886673779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772808253696776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782498867355657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199171893585164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341521731473532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561270246935798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308763820505802,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Arch-12,2018/12/21,"Update: Confessed my feelings to girl A while back I had posted how I wished to have deeper conversations with this girl I like. I eventually managed and even went out as a group twice with her; it was going decently ok actually. 

Then, the day before yesterday a friend who knew just how much I liked her sat next to her and had constant conversations with her. It hurt like hell, but what hurt more is that after I left him and other friend walked her home and played a game of Never have I ever. 

I found out through a mutual friend that she had done quite some things which I never believed she did (she seems incredibly innocent). The next day when all of this happened I genuinely felt heart palpitations and nausea. 

Yesterday evening my friend was talking to her with regards to a girl he liked and eventually popped up the question as to whether she would wish to remain single. She said that she will find someone once she leaves to study abroad in May (I will stay here so me having a relationship with her was always a long shot) and further added that if someone asked her out now it would be sad and she would most probably say no to a date. 

At that point I felt terrible, as if something within me had died. My heart actually felt like it was subsiding within me and I just knew that I cannot continue hurting like this. So I told her if she can call for a few mins; I in fact did and told her how I feel about her. 

She was very silent about the whole thing, saying if I had spoken to my friend, to which I said yes with regards to her not wanting a relationship till she moved abroad. Apart from that she said that she figured out I liked her and finally concluded that I’m “very sweet”.  

I feel extremely terrible and actually threw up twice after this. I truly really liked her and feel incredibly bad. I feel like I messed up terribly and perhaps if I had done something differently, things would have gone better. Did I mess up? I truly really liked her (I would say I loved her for lack of a better word), what should I do guys? I was hoping that this would give me closure and that slowly I will move on, but this just ripped me open and broke me even further. ",5.442621283255086,6.022781931924883,5.687276995305165,82.38956964006259,67.70892018779342,9.128012519561816,27.74960876369327,9.150863307647796,1.9995233176838807,1717,51,349,30,27,546,196,426,0.106,0.7,0.19399999999999998,0.9919,1,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,4,18,34,1,0,16,2,37,3,2,4,5,80,68,36,1,17,12,0,8,10,5,11,0,6,1,4,30,27,0,0,17,2,0,7,5,12,0,2,32,15,72,22,47,24,9,53,2,5,0,1,62,20,1,11,34,259,102,1,0.0,0.0,0.2089869802285813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059398775367889727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673616658757411,0.0,0.0,0.05489133958747965,0.05960423263000025,0.0,0.0,0.06074413077005774,0.08042744754038042,0.0,0.1262700292837629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289297055013258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714278196121352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092075981124224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408727880588653,0.0745830566712238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610509110159606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144911241556887,0.06457262038408151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180474243157897,0.050998090888671264,0.205624934741634,0.07819974828737639,0.0652454061132153,0.0,0.0,0.07827093888401304,0.2757627904139912,0.0,0.0,0.06847984615605636,0.04057024383703749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706832499510515,0.0631263028217227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918523613355324,0.0,0.0,0.07160586363938629,0.07090229158829664,0.0,0.0,0.2292602007046824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755873454717506,0.07756097350437584,0.0,0.0,0.34875537831286274,0.0,0.0,0.06317426231429052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442854878499084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174379795568493,0.05247683963234843,0.0,0.1101143914472919,0.0,0.1518393982400774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602363830985566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748273578643875,0.0,0.06836794545969099,0.0,0.07696605841228897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996852922485663,0.07592767632716073,0.0,0.0,0.09146325242559288,0.0,0.0,0.1532834512820996,0.0,0.0,0.20371297303683375,0.17030676418753407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498702912329515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097005831307593,0.10991268456493973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608785578435723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057377270742503136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227683105187006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642454560425815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780166339965045,0.04210524483214733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617543107409163,0.0,0.07969979186115457,0.1641804907251796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042629095310922,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lifeofblossom,2018/12/21,"Feeling itchy and hot enough to take off my jacket in 32F weather... I’ve been to the mall with family and I’m fine at first. But then I get self conscious about my appearance. It’s kind of a rich-people mall with stores like LV and other brand names, all while I’m wearing plain clothing. 

Recently I’ve been eating way too much and gained like 20 pounds in 2 months. Last time we went to the mall we separated because I wanted to eat food while they shop and walking across the high traffic mall made me feel itchy and anxious. 

I feel too hot and have to take off my jacket, doesn’t work, I go outside and sit there alone for 10 minutes and go back in, the feeling comes again. I really want to leave. 

Today I went to the mall again and they asked me why I wasn’t wearing a jacket, “wouldnt you be cold?” It actually worked when I said no because I get nervous in public and feel super hot. Ugh i hate this",3.645195392842453,4.46689423529412,4.28096256684492,89.9907651172357,71.88770053475936,7.037268613739202,24.545043192102014,7.010146845296331,0.7408563554092962,710,19,156,6,13,226,116,187,0.11,0.794,0.096,-0.3758,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,2,5,8,8,1,1,7,0,7,5,2,1,1,30,30,16,0,3,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,16,3,0,6,6,2,7,4,3,0,1,7,10,20,5,20,21,3,31,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,15,85,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.14108623209645885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497381014871083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633307832155518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351599168250206,0.0,0.0,0.11117073803335753,0.0,0.17626551408603386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454022691195335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958765942767483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938662065763889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629426634397734,0.0,0.3655122093695701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297706619096332,0.17482300245742194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107096162913286,0.0,0.16433280672149908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427397904556546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275346858024216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055462864795388,0.0,0.1178494976245678,0.0,0.153086097829421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126597416466502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680219066116375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539992936287301,0.0,0.10628068171462504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023144209192113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926196860151296,0.0,0.1427522804194722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752577200502433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508252732046316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740772307141934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430397286388952,0.0,0.13704202848114538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705504430477666,0.1147584406953952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26804853251788296,0.1304581954184218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105074596889337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,83boom3,2018/12/21,"I'm aware that being judged is ok, but... I was planning on going out for a haircut today. I have not gone out for weeks, but I decided today, I am going to get a haircut. As I was about to open the door and leave, I felt really anxious. I knew what was gonna happen- I go out, walk, get a haircut, and come back with 1 less thing on my to-do list. It doesn't matter if people judge me. So what if they do? It does *not* affect me.

But I just couldn't get myself to open that door. I knew nothing bad was gonna happen but I was still feeling anxious and I. Couldn't. Open. That. Door. I just want to get this done and over with without feeling any anxiety at the thought of being seen/interacting with people. Why do I feel anxious even though I know that being judged is ok?

I wish I could stop this.",-0.4540868347338929,1.6771729470588248,1.7271428571428586,97.09833333333336,90.11764705882356,4.179271708683474,17.507002801120446,5.622346879071545,-0.5576526610644255,611,16,141,4,21,204,91,170,0.087,0.7959999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.5835,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,0,5,2,19,0,0,1,0,42,43,13,0,7,11,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,11,14,0,1,9,0,0,6,6,1,0,0,11,4,22,2,20,24,1,22,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,2,6,97,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942842690403146,0.0,0.1118509395615623,0.4955301047408031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242715830462977,0.12207999564010462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259477453691401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673750767415746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279501453273884,0.14962451572358965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657092158864493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178587505322087,0.0,0.140385394510393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305556645908294,0.0,0.2492850745091539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585876349114504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035368779865873,0.0,0.0,0.15481623365441785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029330345816832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027284590624646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366644753787276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676421492199075,0.12223886066598473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097136026241185,0.0,0.14365146851288374,0.11607512398990527,0.0,0.0,0.2771816775348612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862389779840382,0.0,0.11728156599395895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193259708361646,0.0,0.16813532116368493,0.1409420916375544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hailzzz96,2018/12/21,"I went out tonight Tonight I went out to a bar with some friends from high school, at first I really did not want to go since I was tired from work but I eventually forced myself. I told myself that I needed to do it because this is how I would make friends and get over my anxiety, but I was sadly mistaken. I ended up getting into a fight with one of my friends who I was closer with and it made the whole night awkward. I came home and cried for hours ever since. Does it ever get easier? 












After the argument she acted like nothing happened but I couldn’t help fighting back tears the whole night. I’m so weak ",2.3758981818181795,4.221182008000003,3.473818181818181,90.3969090909091,76.92,6.465454545454546,23.363636363636363,7.348242739294969,0.8418799999999993,481,15,102,6,11,155,84,125,0.261,0.599,0.14,-0.9433,0,0,0,0,3,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,2,1,5,0,8,3,0,3,2,24,22,8,0,4,4,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,0,6,10,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,5,0,2,9,0,18,4,17,11,3,24,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,12,71,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136250888267036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142104473951814,0.0,0.09054254554857333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987881899016316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315329571661516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997965582767676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155354649047155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26870788430265674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633959257158464,0.0,0.0,0.3442618661320779,0.0,0.23280247691042225,0.0,0.08441305558184144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134464091885878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955656787551724,0.15693016252604566,0.14898775988768256,0.0,0.14627218931727962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256428443526837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054273342472787,0.09914496794354256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013315696004536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787707979186024,0.0,0.14251859778479808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064781217589892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515215932285292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503203496620815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457311998553059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071345352125758,0.0,0.14192683678556645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760687726156469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753777060767855,0.0,0.33165701380847823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081316521613908,0.0,0.0,0.10551149259749497,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imlosinghope321,2018/12/21,"I'm starting to give up I tried.  I really did.  I put myself out there and my body just said no.

Difficulty reading social cues, inability to small talk, and years of living with a preconceived ego drove me into this rabbit hole.  I now concede that I could be fucked for the rest of my life.

Tonight I just cracked a little, emotionally, that is.  Go figure, the girl that I've slowly been trying to talk to (albeit was way out of my class and setting myself up for failure) seems burdened by me.  It's not like I'm a weirdo stalker or anything, but I think the way my eyes dart, the way I keep my head down, and the way I keep my body facing away from people just labels me as socially helpless.

I realised through mannerisms and such that I was merely a charity case.  I achieved my sought-after recognition for the wrong reasons, for behaviours far out of my control.  Every conversation I've had with her (and it's not really an isolated incident, I get that not everyone clicks) has been awkward and lame, but I watch other guys and they can bounce back and fourth, laughing, understanding with her (but socially in general) whilst I struggle to speak a single sentence.

I'm cursed man.  I used to think it was purely behaviourally based and that I had the same ability as anyone else.  It seems insuperable and far out of my control.  Fun being on ADHD meds too... makes you see your greatest and worst self all at once.  I'm living in a hell right now... and I don't want it.  I always try to be friendly, kind, caring, compassionate, and any other great virtue I'm supposed to uphold, but it just doesn't work.

The light at the end of the tunnel dims every time I try to improve and I'm starting to think I may be moving in the wrong direction.  It's goddamned hard to justify life when all you want is a passable level of social conformance, but all you've been given is a brain a little bigger than other people along with the perfect skillset to be alienated by society.",4.978599759615385,5.944976263020834,5.811145833333335,79.70516826923081,68.921875,8.720192307692308,29.09214743589744,8.950670267944501,2.309050801282051,1551,55,294,27,26,509,209,384,0.12300000000000001,0.727,0.15,0.9601,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,3,1,5,11,19,2,2,22,0,23,9,6,5,5,63,52,24,0,3,13,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,4,17,25,0,4,8,1,0,4,6,10,0,0,12,8,41,9,50,33,8,43,1,2,4,1,22,23,2,4,12,197,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114367486543618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715415575457317,0.0,0.0,0.06305579368693587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483507908314495,0.09500713865825186,0.07630430722991667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711765653961792,0.07129936497645396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599188233449495,0.0,0.10351113236715744,0.0,0.0,0.09453873858926803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079966709058355,0.0740329142140969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077459365129268,0.10430250608038848,0.08212632503501399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624866693464248,0.08860216877457616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163866645782223,0.08572224361038548,0.04844468886815982,0.08894972469802437,0.05269743176718643,0.0,0.0,0.10222901406483603,0.0,0.09181176618854933,0.0,0.0,0.08306287849400745,0.0,0.09516201863977836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648354718913823,0.0,0.096558227522462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309880175799593,0.04530047397768711,0.1858684816905206,0.16375474519563402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061894278642705976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299594116724747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855139731207677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874849430580654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856689265989865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932136652201023,0.0,0.0,0.09274952494630714,0.0,0.11880329147793915,0.0953361597375881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918615863023074,0.08820216889189507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388936754850138,0.16882568153808156,0.09673180543843901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37808352706671866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312616610027271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693570937512776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905677284493404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782422166965367,0.0,0.0,0.054068362201426995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25181521202667395,0.0,0.0,0.09652940422909743,0.0,0.08008413828208864,0.0,0.0,0.10938254527112977,0.2944013538819758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750449112842936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027592214039869,0.0,0.05971149437440147
socialanxiety,LucefieD,2018/12/21,"I have social anxiety about going pretty much anywhere but I'm also a bartender... It's insane to me that I will sweat and get light headed when I go into a grocery store and yet I can go into work and be fine. To be fair though that used to happen at work too but after 5 years I can go into work and be fine 90% of the time... I've always considered work to not be  ""real life,"" and that helps a lot. For example if someone is rude or an asshole to you in real life you can retaliate in kind, but at work you have to grin and bear it, or at least that's what is expected of you.

I tell my self I'm getting paid to interact with these humans and I have to get paid so it's okay. I feel like the bartending has translated into my everyday life as well, I'm certainly a lot better off than I was 10 years ago but at the same time I wish I could be work me outside of work if you get what I mean. Anyone else experience this?

​

Oh and I didn't go looking for a bartending gig I started as a server, which I also hated but I needed the money, and I've never been the type to just quit a job because I didn't like it. Funny enough I've climbed to the top of pretty much every job I've had like this. Just shutting up working and hiding my discontent lol. Management literally forced me to train as a bar back and then eventually as a bartender... in retrospect I'm glad they did but holy shit was that nerve wracking. ",3.797564259485928,3.9365942923588086,5.5638363350236055,83.38915020108412,71.19269102990033,8.595978317887743,26.80556041265956,8.532816995589336,1.6704445182724257,1106,33,241,17,19,382,156,301,0.091,0.722,0.18600000000000005,0.9815,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,5,1,12,12,15,3,0,16,2,23,7,3,1,2,43,47,31,0,6,13,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,15,16,1,0,2,1,4,6,4,3,1,0,9,3,29,12,38,31,7,34,0,0,1,0,12,15,1,6,16,163,44,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501534510506363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339282202359475,0.0798019092345085,0.10391467654270224,0.11653692175001178,0.0,0.0,0.07336822683997346,0.0,0.0,0.06706007013625621,0.0982675655210806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374619547945503,0.0,0.058463725653124986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848215249685843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657355385071828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011759269418363,0.0,0.0,0.0990970746792002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080538121883482,0.0,0.0,0.0938149815573136,0.0,0.0,0.048493219203434176,0.06851563849632858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042879744539208,0.0,0.2725294331619623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480982068887029,0.0,0.0,0.09468783490922406,0.09842776062796944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428412008936134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034484897761025,0.0,0.0,0.09987188419381808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032248383931904,0.14056524670480858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053732382460327,0.0,0.0,0.16307259074870514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447031844351228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410046576656655,0.07111347085299727,0.07396902223375013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514282382907344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200839153870396,0.0,0.21832523734409734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005141890533736,0.0,0.09844666664295287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977646214094331,0.08126128488174128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788312991610675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382652749925812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422767094368203,0.0,0.11184772850297332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283244203514284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623148120902505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102877671953704,0.0,0.0,0.5585687221918231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653692175001178,0.12352131152806785
socialanxiety,MikaMin,2018/12/21,Does anyone ever end up repeating something because you can’t think of anything else to say during a conversation? My mind often goes completely blank while at the same time becoming super focused on the fact that I’m in a conversation and the person expects a response. Is this just me being weird?,8.63193939393939,8.67050152727273,8.723636363636363,65.17212121212124,61.0,10.969696969696967,38.33333333333333,10.504223727775694,4.343606060606061,244,11,37,5,3,80,50,55,0.031,0.846,0.12300000000000001,0.7319,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395172300975807,0.0,0.2517994615842261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865255257210532,0.3379362290080179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208192957003529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677694059671926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25561108071444005,0.0,0.2710117577425551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767808165833853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089574740281361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26717417036695906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433314356307797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23556208812501325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960627380248781,0.0,0.0,0.17842222785717712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SquidFriend,2018/12/21,Just started an internship and there is a division Christmas party tomorrow I only know 4 people that will be there but they said the whole division of a research facility should be there. I’m pretty nervous because I have trouble having small talk which is only exemplified by the fact that there will be a lot of people I don’t know. Help pls.,5.080454545454543,6.813469166666668,6.185272727272729,74.22790909090911,69.45454545454545,8.916363636363636,31.381818181818186,9.3871,3.120676363636364,279,12,47,6,5,93,47,66,0.091,0.746,0.163,0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,11,0,0,0,1,8,16,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,36,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811709780409176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920757322565316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266678067958385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526696718996219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452069523149153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120835204413647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023602743053202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827062202061982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103604055675223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388789152043027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318143155892246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,saabrinaa_t,2018/12/21,"I did it So when I entered high school I developed major social and generalized anxiety. To the point where my body would physically respond. I would unconsciously clench my jaw until it hurt, my head would jerk when I felt that I being looked at, or I wouldn't be able to sleep at night because of something I had to do the next day. And let me tell you, presentations were my worst enemy. But I never let my self out of an assignment because I knew if I did this issue would never be solved. I told myself that I was a pussy if I quit. But of course, life isn't a movie where everything automatically turns out fine because you decided to be brave. I sucked. Every time I got up my mind went blank, my face went hot, and I felt like I was going to die right there. My first presentation, I was prepared and while I was sweating my ass off, I told myself I could do it and made myself believe it( because apparently, that's supposed to help). But, alas as soon as I opened my mouth to speak, it was like fkjdskjn. I forgot everything and I just stood there like an idiot unable to remember what my project was even about in the first place, then I studdered over some incoherent sentences and ended it as soon as I could. That was traumatizing. I went home and cried. This situation repeated numerous times. It was the junior year of high school and I ended my final presentation of the year with a banger(nope you wish) and at that point I literally thought to myself, im never getting better at this and all of the work leading up to this point was for nothing.   
So, this year, I had my first presentation of the year for psychology. I emailed my teacher beforehand and told her about my condition and that I would most likely studder and be anxious. I was supposed to go the next day but people ended up not showing up, and I was just like sweating in my seat, as I do, because that meant I had to go. So I told myself ""well fuck me"" and went up, quivering as I pulled up my powerpoint. I stood up there and of course, I had some moments where my voice wavered or my leg shook, but, I finally fucking did it, I gave a good goddamn presentation. My teacher even told me afterward that she liked it.   
Moral of the story: those breathing exercises probably won't work. And don't give up or chicken out because if you do you will never get better. Also what I personally think helped me the most wasn't even forcing myself to do presentations, but being more social in everyday situations. In my senior year, I talked to some new people, even if it was a 5-minute convo, I did it every day and I truly believe that that helped me the most. Even if you can't force yourself to talk in front of 30 people, if you just say hi to people in the hallways, it really does make a world of a difference.

​

I hope that your guys can also get better at socializing and I wish you all the best of luck in the future!",5.529955123410616,5.829256879581156,6.3428501620543525,78.74679581151834,67.46422338568935,9.340892545499877,30.3330341560708,9.23628265651192,2.4387251957117924,2284,80,453,40,35,755,243,573,0.081,0.8370000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.782,3,0,1,0,0,0,69.0,0,9,0,11,26,24,5,1,23,0,49,15,11,3,6,82,86,51,1,17,19,0,3,6,0,8,2,3,1,3,31,25,0,1,8,2,0,12,11,8,1,3,42,7,92,16,65,26,12,94,1,1,1,3,35,37,4,17,51,340,123,9,0.06133979097782773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981068173670255,0.0,0.06646163789698238,0.07453456001275681,0.0,0.0,0.04692477220364717,0.06929650412760115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435300346836667,0.0,0.0,0.1382178783422229,0.06437232626686369,0.16275018118394374,0.0,0.0681346797103445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979496636631532,0.0,0.06737888009445665,0.11867727199920605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366101873093173,0.06408702606282887,0.0,0.0,0.053678864446253985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298654457543998,0.0,0.0,0.2025717671575427,0.0,0.10336283892462313,0.0,0.1102564978366337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779163740495124,0.1343894855018287,0.0,0.15652678461088054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341529668555632,0.0961425272382189,0.05884271684824855,0.10458245036621193,0.05144890642553073,0.04905903434151519,0.0,0.0,0.0607360368962491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629523220733768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334430671541102,0.12961771391258775,0.06152881169161421,0.06092425293004421,0.0,0.0,0.06566551490149718,0.0,0.06625750021703335,0.06402280520283897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254481843456338,0.04332610840077248,0.17980514087547472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150997560025319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804119335731911,0.04094478678898302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193570287878706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892361131210619,0.05924235235881705,0.13047112717935247,0.05756323856129336,0.0,0.058857183786536815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010115065625625,0.05355953949580601,0.06408702606282887,0.0,0.17395778773995102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613466934139049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524241816903455,0.0,0.0,0.039295840795511655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948602570025729,0.052383846340141066,0.0,0.04877986378450324,0.0,0.12415828648941885,0.0,0.0,0.06399077970120302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789699019114673,0.06138408984128351,0.18758457659960728,0.0,0.04722236788577843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860520095598413,0.05361368097535006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039304061266387934,0.0,0.048696942315254406,0.0715354508014071,0.0,0.0,0.2930639946915379,0.0,0.0,0.06672007841948847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055151838701817606,0.22745040309406014,0.0,0.0,0.14107546482701666,0.0,0.0,0.08931219677048644,0.0,0.0,0.217870137930342,0.0,0.07453456001275681,0.19750407142838133
socialanxiety,steelers_Pa122,2018/12/21,"16m4r 16 male from Pennsylvania here.  looking for female or males to talk to and hopefully for a long term friendship.  I have kik, fb , ps4 and texting.  i do have social anxiety but is getting alot better.  I would like a really good female friend.. Everyone that starts to text me, disappears after a couple hours.  it hurts.  message me if your interested.  ",3.102656249999999,6.1332614531250025,4.308125,78.42437500000003,82.90625,7.575,25.1875,8.472884824447931,2.4579125000000004,279,11,46,7,8,91,53,64,0.113,0.642,0.245,0.879,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,9,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,7,8,2,6,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,4,6,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121011381116174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24521162302913596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067800193283933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26493130981584584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142083653326705,0.0,0.1448555385604228,0.0,0.0,0.23255033738032774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753791393804159,0.2730426717253466,0.0,0.29680976148053434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545395188600673,0.0,0.0,0.245364058021131,0.23282637156981634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761817829630602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826289847950162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624420180126886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228489810853407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695568905486965,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ramo3213,2018/12/21,"Don't Tell me I am Quiet it just reinforces it I have become more aware of this lately. I have been dealing with some personal struggles in my head about myself. I have a had a few bad days where people have commented on how ""quiet"" I am or how ""shy"" I am. I wish I could change this perception about me so bad! I don't want to be known for this, I am frankly tired of it. And to boot, anytime someone comments on it, it just makes what self-confidence I had plummet. I just want to be outgoing and be seen as at least normal...",1.4113636363636353,3.157985590909096,3.1818181818181834,91.84272727272727,79.45454545454545,6.581818181818183,22.81818181818182,7.554174236665415,0.8472909090909089,405,13,91,6,10,135,68,110,0.14800000000000002,0.805,0.046,-0.8678,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,2,0,17,2,1,3,0,18,22,7,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,3,16,0,14,14,4,7,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,2,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741904019887575,0.0,0.2474757931085875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370440910802548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890750525800564,0.0,0.0,0.1445113327951861,0.23101387587849015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22996797479730635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527689750684351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957334989795476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195481957320456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553469984852794,0.1956556712009807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337615123463368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985998456588607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23425426540100885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585345272822546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25754391418396105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643332158536373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25767785739533555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Insane8ear,2018/12/21,"I really need help. Im going to my brothers friends 21st party. Im only 16 and have no idea how im gonna fit in and have fun as I barely know anyone there. It would be awesome if you guys could provide me with some tips in mingling with older groups and just genuinely having a fun time.

Im not sure if this is the right sub for a question like this, please tell me if it isnt thanks alot!",3.819302325581397,3.2635948837209336,5.113348837209305,89.0374651162791,71.09302325581395,7.810232558139535,25.339534883720933,6.742157984588678,0.7688632558139528,304,7,72,2,5,102,65,86,0.067,0.653,0.28,0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,20,13,8,0,6,5,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,7,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,6,3,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354523615235112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107199372577198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650968102963326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041657609378908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495014266555536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843108396918275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994606635394015,0.7634188668209879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710379437443167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632144565150603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101284463758495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438014124929665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395174450012054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793240415985108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319166189722672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089165936581206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652753292016542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443419779735962,0.16267172814224132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302892617713663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551497812934032,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MysticSpaceCroissant,2018/12/21,"Who wants to be my internet friend? Just so I ((I guess you guys would probably want this info) 17M) can practice talking to people, cause I’m hella bad at that 😂",-0.7138235294117656,1.4652246764705907,1.985529411764705,92.9388823529412,96.35294117647058,5.072941176470589,18.564705882352946,6.742157984588678,0.3293129411764708,125,4,27,2,5,43,31,34,0.107,0.765,0.128,-0.0754,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28261262459970754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34770723165865625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615050728011924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728685541982247,0.33514362827061084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23465606136488054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36493347558078093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27205351635959396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992828437300319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404430458395702,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DisastrousProgram8,2018/12/21,How do I stop being so anxious around someone I have a stupendously huge crush on? So I’ve had this heavy crush on this girl. Just seeing her makes it difficult for me to speak...I’ve also done A LOT of fucked up stuff that I wouldn’t be able to blame her for hating me or saying anything negative about me. She gives me every opportunity to start a conversation with her but I get so nervous to the point that my hands start to shake really badly. I try to hype myself up when we approach each other but the best I can get to is saying hello with a friendly wave and then I bomb and give off a creepy awkward silence. Is there anything I can do to get rid of this anxious feeling?,4.488409272581934,4.999156194244605,5.459232613908871,83.43083133493207,69.79136690647482,7.904396482813749,26.955235811350928,7.793537801064563,1.4242175859312551,537,16,111,6,9,177,92,139,0.228,0.672,0.1,-0.9267,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,10,10,2,3,7,0,12,2,1,2,0,17,24,12,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,8,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,2,5,19,3,21,19,3,15,0,0,1,1,13,8,1,2,5,85,27,0,0.17290208449805022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382697345052882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906602817222149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845673666590561,0.15391951257390102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436601843097766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814500704697948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176938862763047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567746339536386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874244890485711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358372158102866,0.15984519101137595,0.2710026086395919,0.33172686891835945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707050124127073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699516920318909,0.0,0.0,0.11541348400913805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344835674328134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076550274035672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749973547487378,0.0,0.0,0.1377805756366023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649937510672628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24476197065972996,0.0,0.0,0.14455388468321653,0.0,0.0,0.1979315202889793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173891657832707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Milosk345,2018/12/21,"Office potluck tomorrow! I am scared I have a potluck tomorrow at office and I am shit scared. The very thought that I am going to be alone petrifies me. I badly want to avoid going to it, but worried that people might think that I am just rude. Also planning to go out during the potluck time so that I can avoid it, but I cannot afford to stay outside for so long during office hours. I hate this anxiety",2.7501916376306643,4.5475070853658535,3.944425087108016,87.64743902439025,75.70731707317074,6.636933797909408,25.12891986062717,7.447530270364453,1.2152139372822297,319,11,64,4,7,104,50,82,0.342,0.645,0.013000000000000001,-0.9790000000000001,1,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,3,4,3,0,9,1,1,0,0,11,16,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,8,0,0,1,0,10,0,8,13,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23231475411195304,0.0,0.17937849677070028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159449924275885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728725750123987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824370872231108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214570573044968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208975441798894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850493516046386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379546381087485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550646490516548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491415511677608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302482585760474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390817767500223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437270847462602,0.0,0.1780749706141381,0.13079541233679548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850770448145993,0.13230227926904012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277949893837057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gigsllama,2018/12/21,"How do you reach out to an old friend to hang out without making it awkward? I really want to reconnect with an old friend. We were roommates, left on bad terms, and have hung out once or twice this past year. It was kind of awkward and I would like things to go back the way they were but I’m so bent on “impressing” (idk if that’s the right term) her that I probably come across as fake or something..I mean I’m pretty socially awkward to begin with. How do I successfully rebuild a friendship? ",1.3902545454545459,3.7584170800000014,2.5874545454545452,92.70372727272728,83.2,6.036363636363637,22.090909090909093,7.348242739294969,0.7780000000000005,388,13,83,6,11,124,72,100,0.055999999999999994,0.677,0.267,0.9636,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,1,1,4,11,0,3,5,0,7,0,0,3,0,20,15,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,0,1,3,0,8,6,16,11,2,21,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,9,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043675009880135,0.17421162331172846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973101209713746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224004822960383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185789620156195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217273859649667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266956976648391,0.0,0.0,0.10193443974312526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927356742131905,0.0,0.0,0.22727787194843696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378800916122784,0.2222023647588668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917727730244347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122691228794413,0.2249568761189187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366468265219286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781834936066806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268945511824866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861587006780948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306547250898013,0.16561436576998126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011283703639203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821692197600153,0.0,0.0,0.13436189935401982
socialanxiety,ace9224,2019/04/03,Uber eats and social anxiety Anyone here do Uber eats ? Also for the people who do Uber eats does anyone feel more comfortable around people you don’t know rather than people you do know? That’s one of the reasons why I do Uber eats. Since I’ll never customers again.,3.1534615384615385,5.552113576923084,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,76.69230769230771,5.6984615384615385,18.09230769230769,6.742157984588678,0.09041846153846178,214,4,40,2,5,66,35,52,0.033,0.8909999999999999,0.077,0.5028,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,1,8,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,4,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152415105047889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538281492740306,0.0,0.0,0.24748536131526144,0.0,0.0,0.15754227362237205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548690687149575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7243446467040681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948217509702178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451796268537652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649143340038744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992055864915142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680695427506685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195631340874108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639276367316315,0.0,0.0,0.18040029338026314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596893726943799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MayoisanInstrument1,2019/04/03,"I really need to get a massage due to my autoimmune disease that causes aches but my SA has been keeping me from doing it. Honestly I'm making a bigger deal of it than I should but being in a 1 on 1 setting with a massage therapist has me anxious, especially since I've started getting back hair at 26. I mean I can deal with the anxiety but it's just something that's kept me from actually looking for a good place. There's so many out there and finding a good one is tough so any excuse I can make I'll use to keep me from making an appointment with one. I honestly really need this massage though, I have muscle and joint aches due to arthritis from an autoimmune disease. 


I don't know what I'm making this post for, maybe just motivation? Someone to tell me I'm not the only one? Idk.",2.972065527065528,4.509518438271608,4.857654320987656,82.43098290598293,74.49382716049381,7.9475783475783475,27.893637226970558,8.617729084823388,2.1202976258309585,625,25,125,12,13,214,96,162,0.07200000000000001,0.794,0.134,0.9277,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,10,0,11,1,1,7,0,28,30,8,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,2,15,4,20,26,0,12,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,4,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.1449647258876312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102003788064727,0.0,0.11364140521302835,0.16782078496268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422684783808768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260319583381274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30629991630625825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577327739198428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522393798974918,0.0,0.0,0.2491957125544229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640785983476054,0.0,0.0,0.08163995788754735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474575229257286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39663682002796974,0.15060779136446614,0.1492398359044573,0.16181601085805367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029794382075235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019867951363411,0.1129800245519958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520458290339426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227116630267278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903316460503693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288324323702368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586710898055875,0.114362116042608,0.0,0.0,0.10514543701255036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984046077496433,0.0,0.0,0.17247961105924633,0.0,0.0,0.1459509844683435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830070339074529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Purplepimpp,2019/04/03,"What can I say to people sitting next it me, or standing next to me at a line? Im really awkward and im trying to change that. I talk to no one even though i go to a university campus and attend classes full of people my age (20, m).

I just stood at a line where it was me and a girl waiting, she was in front. We waited there silently, and I wanted to at least say small talk but I dont know what to say, and im scared of coming off as a creep. Same happens with the students i sit next to in class, everyday for 3 years.

How can I have a talk or small talk with someone that they would enjoy, what are some lines i could say?

Also  how can I use these small talks to make that person into a friend or at least make them feel comfortable enough to talk to me daily?


",2.77069550930997,3.030596343373496,4.299069003285877,91.11893209200441,73.51807228915663,7.000219058050384,22.31982475355969,6.574015621080383,0.2942240963855429,587,12,140,4,11,197,96,166,0.044000000000000004,0.871,0.086,0.8655,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,2,0,8,5,0,2,8,0,10,0,0,5,0,29,22,14,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,2,9,10,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,3,5,19,3,25,17,6,26,0,0,0,0,17,13,0,4,6,96,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370839650003933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396036387736507,0.10093975558938262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355828846484718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733349057340188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107773810438276,0.0,0.0773959485628687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924947142545878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090532583957389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659580505466899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362143677084752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379721874671233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439878366484446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643644011720614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738651536862255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940385563162773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247500936837966,0.1023166115899184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506818239332456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37274333746943183,0.1173171124721621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928580233864592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5651066164086024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512825481113555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955718242596946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120545692942176,0.0,0.0,0.06911549972152073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324094825873665,0.0,0.0,0.07545975022935954
socialanxiety,ErinF11,2019/04/03,"Anxious Tics? Does anybody else get tics when they're anxious? I also get them because of PTSD, but mostly from anxiety. I've had these tics ever since my first anxiety attack, which was triggered by social anxiety. They've worsened gradually over time, and sometimes they are quite violent. Several times I have involuntarily banged my head against a wall because of my tics. They occur mostly in my neck, jolting my head backward or forward. I sometimes have tics in my chest, in which my chest is pulled in as if I were quickly exhaling. When I get tics, my neck and/or chest feels tense. Sometimes it feels like an itch that I have to scratch, like I have the urge whip my neck back. Sometimes my head snaps back violently and I feel something similar to a craving joint in the top of my neck. It doesn't hurt though. Does anyone else experience this? Is there some type of muscle relaxant I can take to lessen my tics so that I don't accidentally hurt myself?",5.019258089976322,6.8594371491712725,5.228938437253358,80.60089779005527,69.77348066298343,8.044356748224152,30.60812943962115,8.634040054169528,2.422126756116812,768,32,141,13,14,242,105,181,0.16,0.733,0.107,-0.8939,0,0,1,0,0,2,22.0,0,0,3,3,10,8,3,0,5,0,13,11,11,1,1,13,20,11,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,3,4,26,3,17,17,3,20,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,5,12,88,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492902829193944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27242895943396706,0.2682076527363754,0.0,0.08300189293401103,0.12162817509277953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504504548205115,0.0,0.1825549483929632,0.0,0.14472397321757352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776058498093025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983270174761729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737624068208368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611710275585285,0.0,0.0,0.18006373898076913,0.08480348557975954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097113849002708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605672741602972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654793575123425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541541429712772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598736807690345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387607905660532,0.0,0.0,0.12625828716943938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341038263681877,0.0,0.09819470882752827,0.0,0.0,0.12100566883500287,0.0,0.09138556559777117,0.46961249831825397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892520288334006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662789852735675,0.0,0.13843667576328605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fleexio,2019/04/03,"Anyone else decides to not send/post the text you've just written? Whatever it's private message, respond, answer or comment on social media. It happens really often that I write something and just a few seconds before I want to public it I decide to delete it and not post anything. ",5.456886792452828,7.260647094339625,6.27561320754717,73.66926886792454,68.62264150943396,6.809433962264151,34.00471698113208,7.1686216300943375,2.726437735849057,228,11,33,2,4,75,42,53,0.0,0.972,0.027999999999999997,0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,3,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160024212329606,0.31652266450204763,0.25421292524420586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26286618878127865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580610782263931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27317488001291146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917154803260086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790057305838366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149026670036855,0.0,0.2378199187644505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220764864718267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emcian,2019/04/03,"So hyperaware of myself that I forget how to move my body normally Hey there, so just a forewarning this might be kind of a mess because I have a lot of pent up feelings about this and I've been dealing with it for a while now.

​

Basically, one of the biggest challenges I'm facing with anxiety right now is being so nervous when people are looking at me that I completely forget how to function like a normal human being. I somehow manage to completely forget what to do with my hands while I'm talking, I forget how to interject simple things like ""Yeah"" and ""I understand"" during a conversation with someone to maintain a normal flow, and often when I try to interject something myself I've thought so hard about it that it ends up coming out with really weird timing. 

​

I work at a grocery store and a couple days ago I was talking to a coworker and it was going pretty well before a customer came up. I started ringing up the customer and had to turn my back to the coworker while we were still bantering back and forth. For some reason I just got suddenly anxious and forgot how to maintain a conversation with someone while multitasking and having my back turned to them. It's like my mind just blanked on how to function at all. It just felt so awkward and terrible. 

​

A day before that I was trying to explain something to a customer and things just were not coming out right. Usually when this happens I might get a kind of weird look from the other person, but I've learned pretty well how to kind of block those out at this point. This lady just pauses and goes ""Is there something wrong with you?"".

I think that's honestly the worst thing you could say to me. I'm still extremely upset over it.

​

To make matters worse, this doesn't just happen with strangers. I'm now scared to look my best friend of 12 years in the eye or have a face to face conversation with her because I can't fucking act normal.

​

Another little unfortunate layer to all this is that I'm interested in someone more than I have been in a very long time or maybe ever. PLEASE know that this is not supposed to come off as a brag (I'm only mentioning this because it's never happened before) but these past couple months I've gotten some really nice compliments about my appearance, and as someone who has felt that they are MEGA DISGUSTING their entire life I can honestly say I feel pretty decent about myself in the appearance area. 

I've pushed myself to try new things with my clothing style, I've lost a little weight, I'm *trying* to maintain a workout routine I dyed my hair and have a hairstyle I really love, and am generally feeling pretty solid about myself for one of the first times ever. I can honestly say that I feel like there's a possibility of someone finding me somewhat attractive, and I also honestly feel like this person and I share a mutual interest in each other.

However, this person and I have not had a full conversation where they can see how absolutely embarrassing my anxiety makes me. Whenever that happens, I'm scared they'll look at me the same as everyone else does.

​

This got off on a bit of a tangent like I thought it might oops.

​

Does anyone else do anything like this? It would really help to know I'm not alone. This is really getting me down and I've been cutting myself off from any social interacting this week because I am just so highly embarrassed of myself.

 ",7.070022396416576,7.260944224924014,7.302975523916171,73.54518796992484,64.19756838905775,10.087410014397696,34.03311470164773,9.811843763644266,3.322266869300912,2772,110,482,52,38,900,280,658,0.105,0.743,0.152,0.99,1,1,3,0,0,1,77.0,1,2,5,5,49,43,3,7,35,1,42,11,7,10,5,112,95,47,0,6,16,0,11,7,1,5,1,4,0,4,45,38,1,2,17,1,1,11,7,17,2,3,20,21,59,26,84,66,13,80,0,1,6,2,33,34,1,13,42,354,104,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039812121396296564,0.0,0.0,0.04651568827410557,0.0,0.03591641981913294,0.0,0.34063786938506235,0.3820142644942448,0.030541963408819636,0.047094553964596934,0.06871570655801694,0.05073821373562842,0.0,0.031403785396735134,0.046018048188935366,0.03695906788394425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360456044663667,0.0,0.10951269750681078,0.0,0.11465140066613215,0.0,0.04713277949452603,0.0,0.049032694618407965,0.04988753740861642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136780616274915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606413428024295,0.09417956697498606,0.0,0.0,0.035858886626681144,0.09938940438376644,0.0,0.05792954847254835,0.04630269910907657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860626539961484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503707295143125,0.0,0.03977904435829667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125165101401226,0.0,0.04291571064969122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354526217816592,0.06417083678222074,0.08624586983373632,0.0,0.04104910824623551,0.038202453610615535,0.0,0.0,0.03469919894236072,0.04152077825978977,0.0469297372453671,0.0,0.025524744653331287,0.0,0.07184107774036713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886350270957575,0.0,0.040232677241216167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030103826429086926,0.047452402940200665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030801989996278,0.04936534689177194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0317229472979404,0.15359346642253915,0.09002802176798039,0.0,0.03974604936346825,0.1508603751040694,0.0,0.049027176063978405,0.038182905517073235,0.040535182946577895,0.0,0.05995873441562805,0.0,0.04512052957966062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429348361272416,0.04534870799172968,0.0,0.035848638975560614,0.04773475987849007,0.0,0.0,0.034639201771116734,0.043376663426601694,0.0,0.0,0.17601841462144116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086759181973982,0.0341578942968863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287395552695897,0.031136594289017813,0.1176472924600667,0.0,0.049300314211170634,0.042456722872456096,0.05063196836020527,0.0,0.18276817631682946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386012644537982,0.04617741419130002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767098665469837,0.0,0.10714839886304564,0.08993026923722558,0.0,0.03578935777371255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04578252280226877,0.1902705996507347,0.10372724966670163,0.0,0.0,0.03178921882444543,0.0,0.07173418087060966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219775116413951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935117758626132,0.028778044236403517,0.0,0.07131083735229338,0.07856632246021147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197025113484962,0.09770356071851337,0.0,0.046755378997807635,0.0,0.0,0.04946464932885943,0.037057423047439655,0.0,0.0,0.03602600794010271,0.054691188144618264,0.08076325971113875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03269675278708978,0.0,0.04576955953153846,0.03190447126904209,0.04910464494085295,0.3820142644942448,0.028922104847706506
socialanxiety,vojtarin,2019/04/03,Almost passing out when having argument with someone. When im in an argument (which is pretty rare) and the other person say something offesive to me and i respond in the same way i can't see for a while and i feel like im gonna fall to the ground and pass out. Does anyone have the same problem ? ,2.546451612903226,4.004820741935486,4.091161290322585,87.81674193548392,75.45161290322581,6.250322580645161,25.30322580645161,6.742157984588678,0.9644090322580642,234,8,48,2,5,78,45,62,0.12300000000000001,0.785,0.091,-0.25,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,7,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,8,6,2,12,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,4,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690660766180756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878825725917435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351427889748032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586372275907668,0.19196064658596804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5804881884985219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312741452761769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346200804202899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733663690578311,0.0,0.2571113697618907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368248628999356,0.0,0.0,0.21412057575168966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276701951648816,0.20685980229283746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132830117740131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,suspendedfromthesky,2019/04/03,"Preparing for my first real interview for an intern position. Any tips? This is going to be my first ""real"" interview, my only other jobs have been retail and fast food. I am legitimately terrified and shaking just getting the interview setup email. I have my outfit and everything, I'm more worried about the questions and looking very shy. Anyone here ever interviewed for an intern position?",6.2628431372549045,9.085503911764707,7.397647058823535,62.21107843137258,68.70588235294117,10.415686274509804,33.392156862745104,10.504223727775694,4.754933333333334,318,15,41,10,6,107,49,68,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.8704,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,9,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,6,0,5,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,4,33,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052171588070965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505125913345192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135202354925144,0.0,0.0,0.21214601902444044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015670716610433,0.2854319237328538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332609150926087,0.0,0.13415233835250204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342426493850012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822208174671355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952623837617265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644293988770931,0.0,0.0,0.5373518884044629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947655117671515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23971966771867614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mjm8991,2019/04/03,Heading into my senior year of college still haven't made friends It kind of hit me today that I haven't made any friends. My school is so big and I have a hard time trusting people. My anxiety keeps me from striking up a conversation with a person or people in my smaller classes. I can't even bring myself to go to a club meeting. I tried a few times and couldn't walk through the door. I try going to events but I can't talk to anyone. I try to push myself but it doesn't work. I feel so lonely. I feel like I wasted my college years. ,1.1457655502392328,3.0584696052631597,2.8395374800637967,93.16327751196172,81.01754385964912,4.847208931419458,21.767145135566192,5.565023196281405,0.03736140350877193,421,13,92,2,11,139,72,114,0.14,0.8079999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.8058,0,2,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,6,0,8,1,1,2,0,13,17,7,0,1,3,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,5,6,1,0,0,2,3,19,5,13,13,1,17,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,9,59,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777607376856726,0.0,0.14374032004243906,0.0,0.0,0.1313816124312016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410387637651435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001224776477915,0.13423330819831886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903367635159265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357183964185408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831837122809484,0.0,0.19283603302262967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701105627692356,0.0,0.19566530657163705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179674644113238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555844521788727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26052757090440426,0.1640639898056754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016130497616776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005439997357725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102410174471292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191279383935978,0.0,0.17810392650672416,0.0,0.0,0.3827082004674777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367909011019686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419983910723705
socialanxiety,Jameson122,2019/04/03,"I wish I had real friends. I'm a black guy who moved to in South Africa. I just got here from the US like 2 years ago and I don't really fit in. My friends never hang out since they were ""busy"" but I used to hear them talking about what their plans for the weekend with other people. I just wish I could be like everyone else and have real friends. I get jelous when I see people on Instagram hanging out with their friends. I wish I can count on and hang out with. Friends who will text me first, ask me how I am. Friends who will agnollege my existed. Does anyone have a similar   problem. Do you have a solution.",1.6133333333333333,3.594130253968256,2.646269841269841,94.79178571428574,79.7936507936508,6.4222222222222225,23.198412698412696,7.492282038375204,0.7997269841269841,476,16,108,7,12,151,81,126,0.038,0.687,0.275,0.9854,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,4,2,6,9,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,1,22,23,6,0,5,3,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,3,3,22,8,15,16,0,19,0,0,2,0,19,9,0,0,8,71,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627243590723745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171565083005573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262428728063522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472690102350406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478591990370825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957395573780694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533655683050207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157135523435596,0.0,0.0,0.6080400004155656,0.0,0.06852981798795872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049069581588628,0.0,0.0,0.12987685075607144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783576490731548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816402825530546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941072753373565,0.0,0.0,0.10116477661963257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818706231603249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255099730019089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985955904155001,0.08402952038262143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452384002557276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850344865441328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542779561176538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777884261656638,0.11328695773296893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525098613689773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844678320135982
socialanxiety,DrunkIrishlad25,2019/04/03,"Medication Hi, is there any over the counter medication that helps you through the day?  Thanks ",5.236875000000001,8.797568937500003,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,78.375,8.200000000000001,33.0,8.841846274778883,3.2626000000000013,77,4,14,2,2,22,14,16,0.0,0.718,0.282,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723485608549407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582844617140613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684416091540859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8069079044530264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36871958782157377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PM_me_ur_launch_code,2019/04/03,"I want to shave my beard off, but I know I'm going to get all these questions if I do.. I've had a beard for a few years and I'm contemplating shaving it off. I know I can grow it back but it makes me anxious thinking about what my face looks like, how many questions/comments I'm going to get about why I did it. 

I feel like my beard is a safety blanket but typing this all out makes it seem ridiculous.",2.7094696969696983,3.162258886363638,3.941363636363637,92.9278787878788,73.77272727272728,6.321212121212121,24.89393939393939,5.46131890053228,0.3366984848484842,314,9,75,1,6,103,53,88,0.068,0.797,0.135,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,5,1,1,3,2,18,21,6,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,11,2,9,19,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,4,46,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293987466028774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001019215578186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315808399612291,0.18590939953906774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719203834421462,0.0,0.2957910596050439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28603279803980464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542718828816693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852887663767104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474130265797071,0.2638338448796789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915187802357133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369049380400149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674580517176044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349125129562075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348184067857735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675805214724208
socialanxiety,hatul_adom,2019/04/03,Literally me (I don't have any pictures to use to make it a meme sorry ;_;) Ahaha that moment when people in reddit are being passive aggresive towards each other for dumb reasons and you just wish it would all end. I have nothing to live for 🤣😭😂😫 ,0.7364705882352958,3.0848315686274503,3.4583333333333366,85.40750000000003,86.25490196078432,4.968627450980391,22.225490196078432,6.42735559955562,0.7128666666666668,194,7,37,2,6,68,45,51,0.09,0.8220000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,1,9,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22980552778046126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993076823843277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984003804081392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22557241037511325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32425512148942137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234279682288126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474506500359527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782875027402178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918649752651005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886054262515072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240057384667731,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nunyabusiness0,2019/04/03,"“Just be yourself” What does that even mean? This phrase is used everywhere like a blanket term, but how do you be yourself exactly? I guess it just means to behave and do things as you want without a fear of being judged, but are there certain steps you could take to become more comfortable with that? 

For example, in school I’m really quiet and shy, and I’m a loner. Now that’s just the way everyone sees me. In lessons I am constantly conscious of people watching me, or judging me. I try to challenge this with logic, but it’s become like second-nature to my brain. I obsess over the smallest interactions I have with others and how they see me. But at this point nobody cares who I really am, or to get to know me. So how do I become more comfortable with expressing myself, so that I am more at peace with my identity? I am getting tired of suppressing myself to meet other people’s expectations. I just want to live my truth, but I don’t even know where to start.",4.756153846153846,5.704806073298433,5.5850261780104695,81.18932339911397,69.41884816753927,8.808860249697947,27.257752718485705,9.057496981413335,2.0957946838501806,764,24,148,14,13,250,109,191,0.06,0.753,0.187,0.9779,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,1,2,14,10,0,2,5,0,15,2,1,4,3,41,32,17,0,4,12,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,14,9,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,25,8,25,28,4,13,0,0,3,0,8,7,0,3,6,112,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952265366706951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685556773865534,0.0,0.0,0.1523924484243552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152166109188745,0.0,0.1193379267528878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080033465954696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974442284509353,0.0,0.0,0.14282294894929332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819290106007986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561815793174344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465570288242562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428725779561168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604489645744445,0.0,0.13198286191382474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256286428750045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724439368580025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129544336022126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915058814974576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512694576450304,0.2382130711974925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579412314437232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123812319023252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929980702511848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179132156705465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147886803833253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129092244035373,0.0,0.0,0.17632003702921842,0.11864063294846082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408168671194532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,earringthrwy,2019/04/03,"I cannot stand anyone watching me do anything I am a very anxious 33 year old man. Situations in which I am being monitored or watched closely cause me to want to run away.  I work for a small company. I was promoted to a new position a few weeks ago. I am now being shadowed by my Manager for all of this week. I absolutely hate it, and I considered just not showing up on Monday. I know what to do for the most part, but when someone is lurking over my shoulder I look like a dumbass. He is a nice guy, and has for sure picked up on my sensitivities, but he still has to do his job, and tell me when I am messing up. It  is beyond frustrating. 

Does anyone else have this issue? ",3.1988571428571433,4.093261171428573,5.294285714285714,82.04071428571429,73.0,8.742857142857144,29.714285714285715,9.120678840339163,2.4083,524,22,112,11,10,183,93,140,0.105,0.802,0.09300000000000001,-0.4005,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,2,0,7,0,17,1,1,2,2,16,21,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,3,18,3,20,18,4,24,0,0,3,0,6,11,0,2,12,84,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237095255104173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196766694568097,0.0,0.27193227653763113,0.19924019425913847,0.16001834398974538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269510120486934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975691221258568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016723008224338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244062470988285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253915431008892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198219189874946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295853006298892,0.1929647106114062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686634583027876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499996908454944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632916411314047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780402880075586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404583215807415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057377267962588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857344691969616,0.0,0.0,0.16475949210436164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552905076829933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326975828243666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699605921288274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044418347343575,0.11469348449052587,0.0,0.3119571169510477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415641826049709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522142974385742
socialanxiety,YouKnowCranjis,2019/04/03,"Will be traveling alone soon, social anxiety really kicking in I'm taking my first solo trip in a couple of weeks.  I will be on the east coast of the US for about 10 days and I already feel overwhelming anxiety about the trip.  I'm staying at a hostel for the majority of the trip in hopes that I will meet some people and maybe make friends. 

​

There is where the anxiety takes hold.  I feel my mind racing about what will happen once I am there, with nonsense like: ""will anyone talk to me? will I make friends? will I be liked? or will I be lonely for all 10 days?""  I wanted to go take this trip because it was going to be a challenge, but I am terrified of messing up with the people I meet and potentially souring the whole experience.  I don't mind being alone, but I don't want to be lonely for the whole trip. 

​

Have any of you taken trips alone and met people without much of an issue? ",3.521813186813187,4.958052280219782,4.651428571428571,84.86857142857146,72.9010989010989,7.397802197802199,25.08791208791209,7.957251820313856,1.3603032967032973,713,22,143,10,14,234,100,182,0.139,0.8009999999999999,0.06,-0.9245,0,7,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,0,2,7,10,0,1,13,0,22,0,0,2,1,22,39,7,0,3,4,0,2,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,1,0,9,3,4,0,1,3,3,18,6,26,21,6,23,0,3,0,0,9,8,0,3,7,100,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526257262800542,0.12523956511392115,0.0,0.0,0.24593377201825264,0.2758067069919501,0.07717741711563049,0.0,0.2604597161830745,0.0,0.0,0.0793551813330275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918274229629534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557505580641493,0.0,0.146383939563458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101546506152922,0.0,0.0,0.11476839184605135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653494301206572,0.0,0.0,0.17536492428508968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899850861004228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003592553051656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272165270516267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845457377329326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089143031232902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151155129679578,0.0,0.1140164397827164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918606151705226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342856005910099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086365564467826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360400239668047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270490659926775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568925060974385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096574966302676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559921472410029,0.09121934765327253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365150718883606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387924927996475,0.0,0.09103521619050284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25341613247179523,0.0,0.10940077133031564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758067069919501,0.0
socialanxiety,betterself1,2019/04/03,"Scared to join voice chat I always have this fear of joining a voice chat weather it’s a discord with friends or in game. It at its worst when I see people I know in a discord channel and just feel so anxious to join when there’s already people there for the fear that I would have to say hi and that it might be awkward. I used to join voice chats and just mute my mic and pretend I can’t talk because I was too scared too. 


",2.357252747252748,3.5042429670329724,2.9657142857142884,96.95428571428572,75.37362637362638,5.2,25.08791208791209,3.1291,0.06354505494505512,334,11,78,0,7,104,58,91,0.278,0.627,0.095,-0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,5,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,11,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,6,8,1,10,7,1,5,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,2,2,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24676245367719785,0.0,0.18606388981941396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526189875362397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363123804016904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032534795421294,0.11306542764962756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276281247919567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289183076243973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23721800544170515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100501316661467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778259950704886,0.4477511502857007,0.0,0.1781905719518633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973162098798115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312979496529628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884822575464358,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,armeniaman,2019/04/03,"RUN Seriously, take all that energy from your anxiety from an interaction you can’t stop thinking about, an upcoming event, or that situation you’re catastrophizing in your internal monologue, and just go for a run. Sprint your heart away. Run like your life depends on it. Use that pent up energetic anxiety until it’s all gone and you’re breathing heavily and feel pure mental clarity. It won’t solve your problem, it won’t fix whatever is wrong with your life. But it will make you feel good, and you’ll be proud of yourself. And most of the time, our problems are created by ourselves in our own mind. It will alleviate your self-created problems. I love you all. ",4.941119999999998,6.950937072000003,5.710600000000002,76.38430000000002,70.28,10.12,31.7,10.355215969177356,3.618360000000002,534,24,98,16,10,174,84,125,0.131,0.6970000000000001,0.172,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,11,0,1,2,9,0,0,4,0,9,5,2,3,4,25,18,8,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,5,3,5,0,0,1,2,14,4,14,11,5,14,0,0,0,1,15,5,0,3,5,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29579357994434163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816397383180353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955067408470394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987379707431973,0.1621558880433559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290967781408619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731091512453849,0.09445118895327599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744877187189199,0.0,0.12904916204824693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483099591057765,0.0,0.19520801509039165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554971609595915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016851752535241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173108279309813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163239373062335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535997116888486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238779480684726,0.0,0.0,0.11273217797227747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697489921998454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113758185210148,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FeelingThought,2019/04/03,"Why do I feel like people are watching and judging everytime I go outside? Especially in public space with a lot of people. I know it just my anxiety and depression make me feel this way, but I can't help this feeling, it makes me feel scared, nervous and paranoid.",4.339117647058823,6.089776196078433,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058825,71.35294117647058,8.237254901960785,32.357843137254896,8.841846274778883,2.8811137254901964,210,10,38,4,4,69,40,51,0.27699999999999997,0.657,0.066,-0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,11,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,5,7,1,3,11,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036183056296238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292506872688807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5383315123733893,0.1901509525394889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126979022043555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840725032154464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627934128035974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003656849474765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262870867474301,0.0,0.0,0.3553393109361087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690556869616967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664812742839124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21127230279023335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401758266920597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mordiimort,2019/04/03,What do you guys do whenever the teacher asks you a question out of nowhere and the whole class is looking at you? I cry ,2.718,4.175647400000003,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,75.0,6.6000000000000005,32.5,7.1686216300943375,1.8362000000000005,95,5,21,1,2,30,21,25,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734216356606157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43876509216867693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955075060521129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354282404244173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474632049075445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459594873425709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AIRNYD,2019/04/03,"I can't even start facebook Just thinking bout requesting someone as friend and posting or commenting where numerous people can see mine really terrified me. Honestly, I don't have enogh friends to do that in the first place.",7.0204166666666685,9.174460875000003,6.4250000000000025,72.74666666666668,65.25,11.333333333333336,38.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,5.128583333333332,185,10,29,6,3,57,37,40,0.151,0.706,0.14300000000000002,-0.0985,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,3,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237766589354788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881862675603028,0.0,0.0,0.5235178207377041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23488383715223116,0.0,0.3539777722898936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244803057152748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704633589046174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26998269640776473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870672889165895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398070138387385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709174077420695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toxicmanbad,2019/04/03,"High school senior with no friends in class Throwaway account cause.. you know why.

Yeah, can you believe it? Almost 4 years in this class and I can't call a single person my friend.

Ninth grade was the source of my anxiety, I only have memories of me without anxiety now, I don't even know how I did it, I look back and its a completely different person, it feels like that person has died, I barely share some characteristics with younger me, I don't know why but this change from eighth grade to ninth just hit me like a train, for 2 months I just sat there, everyone was shy at first but I could see them starting new friendships and engaging, I never managed to engage. It seemed so hard how are they even doing it? And here I am, after all this time still a pathetic classmate who doesn't leave his desk, or talks, just looks on the phone. Every time I try to engage now I can see the discomfort on people's face, I don't blame them. 6 hours just waiting there with everyone talking but you ITS HELL, its torture, how am I supposed to have a good day after that? I started skipping school now and then, I usually stay only 4 hours I just can't handle 6, this ofc destroyed my GPA, from first in class(eighth grade) to last(or almost). I'm just so lucky that old me wasn't like this and managed to make some solid friends, now I have only a few left, very few. Haha all I can see now is my future ruined but I also fell numb, careless, I don't think I'm depressed, idk. Everyone keeps saying that in college it gets worse. How can I prevent that from happening? Is a therapist even worth it? My parents think I'm normal and told me to stop reading bullshit on the internet. I just can't see how a therapist will change this. Also ""go make conversations, get out of YoUr ConFoRt ZoNe"" is the worst thing I've ever heard. I now have developed hatred towards society and how society works, I'd gladly push an ""erase"" button. Wouldn't all of us be awkward if we'd be ourselves? Our true thoughts? It just feels so 2 dimensional, fake. 

Well you've just wasted your time reading this hehe, sorry ",3.0007246376811594,4.946957502415465,3.8302657004830927,88.08423913043482,75.42512077294684,6.725603864734301,25.02657004830918,7.594959193182576,1.223935265700483,1642,56,330,22,36,524,217,414,0.196,0.6709999999999999,0.133,-0.9883,2,0,0,0,1,0,59.0,3,5,3,3,37,27,3,2,14,2,34,2,1,9,6,64,66,26,1,4,16,1,3,3,3,2,1,2,0,3,25,12,0,4,9,2,2,3,13,11,1,2,8,11,47,16,31,51,9,47,1,2,6,0,29,12,1,8,34,214,72,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128871482460584,0.0,0.0,0.13679409208785984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085801338378847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576607511656675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636124015419124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733407879452007,0.0,0.0,0.08786124654740095,0.1809554539915512,0.0,0.08967492042948579,0.0,0.0,0.06828748333046919,0.0,0.0,0.0551587548833342,0.0,0.07366550224968915,0.0,0.0887649960767459,0.08935899441196485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947214300479282,0.07736535188552214,0.07206138210263609,0.2451782097516784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864914773173803,0.061101519864362436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550085959316236,0.0,0.0,0.19823713385406894,0.0,0.08937013809742232,0.0,0.04860777171291012,0.07173718027223695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563249875853824,0.0,0.07661666423311303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036547086653283,0.0,0.0,0.16845652931941402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602158890099085,0.0,0.0,0.1410125475200806,0.06971707708643071,0.0,0.09056224674995733,0.09292687786337613,0.0,0.0,0.12535459644345426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364466272193546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418176809418085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826796832677275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596478965316999,0.08260388035783213,0.0,0.0,0.08379969154824365,0.0,0.0,0.08974768866636804,0.0,0.0,0.19514465089390068,0.0,0.0,0.09496918806868422,0.0,0.0,0.059294636936575634,0.22404035034272327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110312908562697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680156319168639,0.0,0.1731186530286217,0.2726203072420144,0.07786186074241842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574206313392254,0.12107491083940936,0.0911619150958727,0.0683031061647883,0.07150558827556555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374890074096772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861017390722932,0.05682128139353231,0.1096063152509983,0.0,0.06790001133712324,0.14961692735172671,0.0,0.0,0.08172606991722613,0.0,0.05806818249752128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288015762694436,0.0,0.09419747053659762,0.07056990321443206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769003205349823,0.0,0.15435219071560485,0.0,0.0,0.08244634415294767,0.0,0.06226570791652927,0.0,0.08716076620257641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507749789421262
socialanxiety,anyonehearmenow,2019/04/03,"How do I tell my girlfriend about my anxiety? I've been together with my girlfriend for almost a year now and I haven't had the courage to tell her about my anxiety. I've been thinking about telling her for a long time, but every time I do I just can't say words.

We have a kind of long distance relationship for now, since she is studying and I'm working for a year in a different City. We live 2 hours apart but I only have free from work like 1-2 weekends a month. In the start I didnt wanna ruin a weekend with telling her, but now I feel like its eating me up not telling her.
We met at school last year for anyone wondering..
How do I tell her, what do I tell her?

About me:
I was always shy, i got bullied really hard in elementary school, and still struggles with taking initiative and talking in front of a group. Ablut 1,5 year ago I started getting a heartbeat and panic attacks. Before that I only got a really loose stumach and was swetty and nervous. I dont know how, but I got a lot of friends, even though I talk very little. My gf notices that I dont talk much, I just haven't told her why. Even though I trust her, I haven't opened up to her yet. I really wanna Open up to her and be more talkative with her.

Hopefully someone can tell about their experience in this😁",3.3475939849624083,4.2789406766917315,4.553458646616544,87.35206766917294,72.6842105263158,7.705263157894738,27.157894736842106,8.032893268588372,1.5108751879699245,1004,35,218,14,19,331,136,266,0.124,0.772,0.10400000000000001,-0.3496,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,1,2,19,13,1,3,13,0,21,1,0,3,0,37,36,17,0,3,7,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,17,1,0,4,2,1,1,8,5,0,0,11,3,44,9,32,24,3,35,0,1,0,0,36,13,0,4,23,144,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736279112992256,0.0,0.08739191563570275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261863641497593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335281483967199,0.0,0.0,0.0610237386285708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992863327241458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426341569188638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118234915753898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456804625171715,0.0,0.0,0.08930269281900295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152867950796181,0.0,0.07353178207629424,0.0,0.0,0.08537033889713289,0.0,0.0,0.044128160437584114,0.062348285754462475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674273760353598,0.0,0.04559686011398042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094020400138821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818001394669037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668238868477607,0.08594692775668325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088203673218953,0.047963294678886194,0.07113964192379955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527495679367214,0.08747108668924479,0.07706419820350321,0.15446880032027724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419690387374554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966096435183386,0.0,0.06415614655127354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936158555392996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275102904583255,0.0,0.10239677937345673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677291315878504,0.0,0.0,0.09369919790555888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940347906135046,0.0,0.17665110904633258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219363359536493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394664811965629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354542334575246,0.0,0.06969681917132528,0.0,0.0,0.09123732825399923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561889478748667,0.21044167005432501,0.6102478680814586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592140652910947,0.17149176109010378,0.0,0.1017798898285768,0.0,0.0,0.08339367616549814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200986982067567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875086016621981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464450922458108,0.12707245772287046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480537865324374
socialanxiety,LostBoy613,2019/04/03,I volunteered to present first in my English class. I don’t know how I did it but I just said fuck it and went first. I barely felt nervous too. It was crazy. I doubt any of you care but I was proud of myself after that and I felt like sharing.,-1.410330188679243,0.5900214339622636,0.5748820754717023,102.74081367924528,98.81132075471695,3.4047169811320765,16.058962264150942,5.148860815047168,-1.016733962264151,188,5,46,1,8,61,38,53,0.20600000000000002,0.556,0.23800000000000002,0.4709,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,3,7,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,10,11,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,7,3,11,4,5,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,5,33,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280824897133545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040677931744224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5726997183468167,0.0,0.0,0.5073526295261211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757110347517273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390071962583347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570127926071494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836872931494852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764644092305546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,euph934,2019/04/03,"Sweating problem when anxious Hi all! Long-ish story for a short question:

I’ve always had mild social anxiety, and one way that would manifest is when I gave presentations. I’ve had severe presentation anxiety for all of my high school and university years — to the point where I’d shake severely and stumble over my words and be completely incoherent when standing in front of people.

After university, I decided to confront that fear directly once and for all, accepting a teaching assistant position in which I’d have to teach 13(!) lessons each week. I’m happy to say that after 6 months of this, I’ve become much more comfortable when speaking in front of a group!

However, while I feel more comfortable, there’s one side effect of my anxiety that hasn’t gone away: sweating. Even now after I stand in front of a classroom for an hour my armpits are completely drenched. I always take an extra shirt to change after work, but I’d still like to work on making this better somehow.

TL;DR Anyone else have severe sweating when anxious, and any tips to work towards a less sweaty life?",7.462483333333331,8.089508815000002,7.371000000000002,71.90133333333334,63.35,10.666666666666668,35.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.923866666666667,873,38,146,20,12,279,124,200,0.109,0.8079999999999999,0.083,0.5471,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,6,11,10,1,2,8,0,9,6,5,2,3,22,15,13,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,0,0,5,1,4,0,2,4,3,9,6,29,9,9,39,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,2,19,92,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123330218832452,0.0,0.0,0.08676672753301401,0.0,0.29282189106592993,0.2882845943977405,0.0,0.08921507941552037,0.13073276905496678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198765969994254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091500215194214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284448511374995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134975094675311,0.0,0.2675549281987589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106586488506034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427311083963522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357612886109933,0.0645141944164114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358237313021022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480763045869634,0.0,0.0,0.12565211764561585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012178712615823,0.0623348570038334,0.0,0.0,0.1129146345135725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516844681247375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018424732158392,0.0,0.09379457631076454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358809904489786,0.17291886851940227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845601564046987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061539253744565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208801995586645,0.0,0.0,0.14293189851731844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146603658388152,0.0,0.12912960658091868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324268915966107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006366449287746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018948920063008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593307524562933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101276348151495,0.1023463610770496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786648195124707,0.0,0.0,0.09063747895416767,0.0,0.0,0.08216486796908247
socialanxiety,MDRoberts95,2019/04/03,"Need advice So I’ve been out of the dating game for a few years now, I told myself what everyone tells themselves after a bad break up stuff like I need to focus on me or the hustle or just bs reason to keep myself from trying to get in a relationship well I’ve done it for so long that I’m genuinely scared to go on a date now, my brother tried to set me up with a lady yesterday like the opportunity was in my lap to take a cute lady out but I panicked in the moment when he tried to set us up (blind date of course shoulda mentioned that earlier) I told him I have to work which isn’t a lie but not all day like I’d have plenty of time to go out but I suppose I’m more scared of what she would think of me! Since my ex I’ve done everything I could to not get close to people cause I can’t get hurt if we aren’t close",5.234535519125687,3.339627535519128,6.525792349726777,84.49174863387981,68.72677595628416,9.663387978142076,27.43715846994535,8.167268648758528,1.398722404371584,641,13,156,7,9,220,106,183,0.096,0.835,0.069,-0.8290000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,2,7,10,0,2,11,0,11,1,0,2,1,25,25,9,0,5,9,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,1,0,2,5,4,1,0,6,1,20,6,32,17,3,31,0,1,1,0,13,13,0,3,16,99,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494276815323313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767841810842148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570867874919471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209093091464468,0.0,0.0,0.09861812741302417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129721847983217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461177286019177,0.13743098196392287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396767934062113,0.0,0.1738112991921547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636996706978825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359187087568515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241210047256516,0.0,0.0,0.13532579015865515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22677045586627015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060126551567068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722304890671238,0.0,0.1641744865954974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061910539187788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649364131087534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505216032798135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149737522145903,0.0,0.13365526690427318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798235643242334,0.0,0.0,0.08916651119679196,0.0,0.0,0.2922354572038354,0.0,0.31145964583295205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393904131058444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748978969270864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132462162647086,0.0,0.0,0.10862709258459208,0.0,0.0,0.09847284835218716
socialanxiety,Pandamidian,2019/04/03,"How to fix the anxiety? I've been like this since I can remember and I'm now 21 working a job with amazing people but cant seem to make friends because I have such bad social anxiety, I'll choke up on my words and say gibberish and sit and think about it for hours and hours and continue to embarrass myself. I dont say much more when people talk to me besides yeah, yes or any simple answers to questions. I never wanted to be like this. I love people and the people I work with I just dont know how to speak, I cant even speak properly to my own father. My anxiety kicks in and forces me to speak in a much deeper voice than I usually do? Now I feel like I've spoke with a deep voice for so long to him it's the normal thing and if I try to speak normally itll be awkward. It's been eating at me for the past 2 years now, I realize how many great friends I could've made but no matter how hard I try, I've never been able to change, I've always just gave simple 1-2 word responses. I just dont know what I can really do. ",1.5926240079365073,2.7948652366071443,3.6972619047619055,90.71996031746036,77.4375,7.29920634920635,21.81944444444445,7.984000788550335,0.8147736111111112,799,21,187,13,18,274,120,224,0.10400000000000001,0.726,0.17,0.9607,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,15,11,0,2,7,2,16,2,0,6,2,42,28,19,0,4,7,1,2,3,2,1,0,9,0,0,8,12,1,0,9,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,6,11,24,8,25,19,4,20,0,0,0,1,16,6,0,4,16,113,32,3,0.11632553603271673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679216462362124,0.0,0.0,0.07910535347484808,0.0,0.2669661500041041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712696366643232,0.07091096707095412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305699290697525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287647502710902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089979856488744,0.0,0.0,0.11903006406337625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683191945735035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881768620942269,0.08310298618471394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974564116181696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824931414128776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420483162149397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229114441994776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543514518780575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785894485599586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049234322740148,0.0,0.0,0.10294443883781172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498833792167793,0.1100700348279505,0.07764819858442921,0.11793583552233695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710253071435367,0.0,0.17943484926050934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22794865412435505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110458866519898,0.3225819197366239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031122270620948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452111706814411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177415601705084,0.0,0.0,0.18501347043671307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589839912259334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622568548118432,0.0,0.0,0.11857923476517353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349805953010773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728151727038435,0.07453670647048606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579548063149742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811614359209447,0.0,0.06861181504281022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937275132453064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490983132255874
socialanxiety,boipanda1,2019/04/03,"I dont know what to do I used to think i had social anxiety for the past few years. I never dared to lift my head up in puic. But today i decided to take that step. I was always very conscious of people staring at me because im beyond ugly. People always told me it was in my brain, my brain fooling me into negative thinking. But today when i looked up, i will never forget what i saw: a look of disgust just staring straight at me. I felt something break inside of me. All these years of wanting to kill myself. But today i felt something different: i actually wanted to kill that guy. I really dont know what to do anymore. Ive lost hope in myself and this world. My patience is wearing thin. Why are people like this? Why am i made like this? Social anxiety may be in some of your heads, a figment of your imagination, but for some (for me at least) its a real problem.",2.417209737827715,4.069139410112364,4.417775280898876,84.52516479400751,76.24719101123596,6.544419475655433,24.78801498127341,7.3011,1.1929830711610494,677,23,134,8,15,232,101,178,0.132,0.821,0.048,-0.9264,1,0,2,0,0,1,23.0,0,2,0,1,3,9,3,0,4,0,14,5,5,2,3,30,31,6,2,4,5,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,2,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,9,8,29,3,27,19,5,25,0,1,5,0,6,14,0,4,11,99,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.11071033540005466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879812520777006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357709621332593,0.0,0.1125114077131018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915775513299592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532942981220333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853056889287332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659239109712591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178586002531014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233283002636453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328638105681313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126809403215532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254491550981443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510300999650762,0.0,0.12469774373640073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085137896157664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053799455666395,0.0,0.1238435182142794,0.0,0.0,0.1073486490248385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499847879760935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830037376193692,0.23595477191653474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855583871768572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913035506136308,0.07267864731388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312949328005143,0.0,0.17467791763289062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529989631923539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538770256363698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226105491288172,0.10840584794417173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979839324185849,0.0,0.0936077093275978,0.13383089527500447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474103469691932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611550189340378
socialanxiety,sunflowerglow38,2019/04/03,"Interview advice? Freaking out TLDR BELOW
Hi redditors, this is my first time posting here. Ive had social anxiety for my entire life basically, but for the last 4 years have mad a big effort to overcome it. I can expose myself to way more things than I used to, but my anxiety comes reeling back during stressful situations. As anyone with social anxiety knows, an interview is probably one of the most stressful situations there is. Your fear of being judged is 100% real and present and theres a big position at stake.

I have an interview tomorrow for a spot in my schools graduate program. There are two other universities that offer similar programs but the one im interviewing at is my far the best, academically, economically, etc. Its also the only program that allows me to finish my degree in two years except of three. I desperately want this spot, but am not the most competitive candidate due to my gpa. Also getting an interview isnt a big accomplishment, because they give everyone that applies an interview.
Anyway, ive been preparing for my interview for the past week and feel pretty okay about a one on one interview. But today I passed by the classroom were tomorrow interview is and I saw like 30 people also interviewing for the spot and tney were answering some type of test?? Now im freaking out because I dont think I can stand out in a room with 30 other candidates as qualified as I am. 

If anyone on this subreddit has had a successful inteeview or has some tips to calm my anxiety id really really appreciate it. 

TLDR: I have a group interview tomorrow for a position I really want but dont have the best credentials for and am up againt at least 60 other people. Advice on managing my anxiety and acing my interview??",6.597326007326008,7.615991446153848,8.163868131868131,64.09651282051283,65.30769230769229,12.344322344322345,35.168498168498175,11.944058876818428,4.969726739926743,1400,64,226,50,21,488,169,325,0.11800000000000001,0.777,0.106,0.4338,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,7,11,12,1,3,23,1,29,1,0,2,0,36,39,21,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,13,13,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,6,0,8,6,2,28,6,41,32,9,40,0,0,1,0,20,19,0,6,17,175,41,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199290633225382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24463958497245064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390039384449051,0.0,0.0,0.14260161164371968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840974745922162,0.0,0.12432169372761312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402548235048888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783937134383615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23901954994809105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137251169444034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974380863034072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474622621698485,0.051559826869784026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673685966190213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053275871687600763,0.09782030250118863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029331959357648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056040839799919716,0.08312033823294232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202544778638995,0.04981809761624815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27639396272493244,0.0775538795013899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734328327694436,0.14138832215979266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976604575163794,0.10374161972314737,0.10994246539422768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606582965282893,0.1959765578245856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320054709358388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292403549157829,0.0,0.20789409474813247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336158931596932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774529750299661,0.06533918500939775,0.0,0.0,0.059460370048845065,0.0,0.09665700736179184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992225709322485,0.0,0.0,0.08807058885113027,0.0,0.0,0.12029080138355415,0.08094018725539122,0.0817953429570021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133253559427166
socialanxiety,Dorrez,2019/04/03,"I love being car guy with social anxiety. Because in the 10 years i have had my license, i have driven whopping 8 different cars from which 5 of them has been my own.
And not even talking about buying a new car.

Every time i have changed my car, i have had my brother with me and he has limited time to help me, its hard to buy new car let alone even test drive it.

And it's not that i haven't thought about doing it myself. I have played the scenarion in my head, i know what to look for etc but still...",4.609937694704051,3.916376925233649,5.4808878504672895,87.53042834890968,69.46728971962617,8.628660436137071,28.113707165109034,7.793537801064563,1.3824342679127717,389,11,91,4,6,128,71,107,0.055999999999999994,0.882,0.062,0.3919,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,3,0,14,2,1,0,0,11,19,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,1,2,7,3,0,0,0,5,2,17,2,12,12,2,15,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,0,6,64,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809857679848035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610940132250862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836832235423473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227669482721783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001249530454567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485366123916784,0.2781737441015848,0.0,0.1774237120261556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850845878465896,0.0,0.0,0.18863935959400965,0.0,0.2161170257924072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114811462495952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572989995132744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533350636561926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683514060673708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005772114600966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40676119866745897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466097645549229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817038870296686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692571620585403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717792119074215,0.2455831390603681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356073647267237
socialanxiety,silentobserver89,2019/04/03,"has anyone here ever deliver a presentation in stage? I got presentation coming up this monday already shaking with fear, thinking about skipping a day but it could deduct the marks for my semester ",6.678431372549023,9.604314294117652,6.877058823529412,65.94343137254904,67.82352941176471,9.239215686274509,34.86274509803922,9.725611199111238,4.232286274509805,162,8,22,4,3,52,32,34,0.106,0.894,0.0,-0.3506,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283534776131941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714163679801019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343727025380984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099208788070465,0.0,0.0,0.25033650317169986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35112053741302623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436797362950544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31045372629017154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487226347250289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rauchenfox,2019/04/03,"Social Anxiety in public. When I was younger I used to be able to walk around in public like a normal person, but that was because I was too wrapped up in my own internal monologue. Everyone was alien to me, they were just strangers. I have never been confident, but i didn't realise that I had social anxiety until two years ago. 

So when I was 23, I sought psychiatric help. Since then I have started meditating/working on myself and increasing my social exposure, which is the best way to overcome social anxiety (in my opinion). The weird part is I have become much more confident making new friends/talking to girls, but now I have developed an unhealthy fear of public places. See as humans I believe we should be curious and sussing each other out like every other animal does. But that it's socially unacceptable, and it's something I struggle with. I feel like I'm swimming upstream when i walk in public, and I hate it. On the outside I may seem confident, but on the inside I am like ""get me the hell out of here"". I will always force myself to walk with confidence and not avoid interaction. I've come to the put in my life now, that it is easier much easier to deal with the pain of discomfort than to avoid people or not try altogether. Anyway I try do lame things in public like ask for high fives and laugh at myself when someone ignores me. Little things like that helps me take myself less seriously, and helps a little overall with social anxiety. Anyway, anyone else feel this way in public? 

​

P.S I understand this doesn't apply to everyone, every city and country is completely different, in terms of public culture and social interaction.

​",6.22741758241758,7.46095067948718,6.769670329670332,72.98961538461539,66.24358974358975,9.78901098901099,32.164835164835175,9.957137785484203,3.387768131868132,1340,54,222,30,21,438,171,312,0.17300000000000001,0.6679999999999999,0.16,-0.5821,1,2,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,1,1,13,20,2,5,10,0,25,2,0,2,1,43,39,23,0,2,9,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,0,3,16,19,0,3,5,1,0,7,5,12,0,2,9,3,35,8,39,25,10,44,1,1,1,0,27,21,1,4,20,166,51,0,0.08231970263172693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297144949638745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849658708348162,0.1783867268173353,0.20005489807601665,0.0,0.0,0.2518973887773465,0.0,0.0,0.057559850108525414,0.08434626343859165,0.0,0.07328198813269235,0.07695780961764817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018132666044501,0.09091564402617436,0.0,0.09274611522260308,0.0863894491899422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091113473262045,0.08631064201148206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486799876729778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860065683945804,0.0,0.0,0.07203852651571091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876754851528033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871579977378318,0.15732000719594072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263255170032964,0.08324663016182661,0.05880921200836005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04300864700464817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127366364815447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553148434756426,0.08697528549571809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814484045162071,0.2413034914624195,0.16501193639766615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494904072964461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102890652140245,0.0,0.06349002951828009,0.07950488176825725,0.0,0.0,0.08065583045128498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759396757073802,0.0,0.0,0.0891442159537003,0.0,0.05707011678764561,0.07187838911907429,0.0860065683945804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827540379993179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559814502965787,0.07494076556411483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680957086852994,0.0,0.0,0.5874019904791145,0.06974921690233017,0.06337372886269585,0.0,0.0,0.05826630921992052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605842671435031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189417156566127,0.0661654587604673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937910518353333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177934895948938,0.0,0.08041438795057493,0.08569771359986737,0.0,0.07109779244158895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068309656460972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059929723938823676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005489807601665,0.05301118953736441
socialanxiety,vikramxngH,2019/04/03,"your dad when give you free lecture 2 hours what you will do What is your opinion what I should have to do, I'm getting angry because without any reason he is giving advice  of life",15.400810810810812,6.2832842162162175,13.510270270270276,64.10162162162163,58.189189189189186,14.8,50.51351351351353,3.1291,4.589508108108109,144,5,28,0,1,46,30,37,0.08199999999999999,0.775,0.142,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,4,11,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222054014005118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422566203095134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099851449112333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226874484012938,0.6326083533864904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247146696175567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328959263109984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390142647126516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317845054875109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ZorrinObscene,2019/04/03,"Company Outing I started at a new company last month and i got the information that there is a company outing next month.

The outing includes a bike ride from the office to the location and its 17 km (about 10-11 miles).

Now, im really anxious about the outing in general because as it is with my situation i really havent settled down or got into talking to people and such but the worst is the bike ride, im not the fittest person and there is the option to travel there by car... 

But if i go there by car, i think i would distance myself even further from my co-workers and i would shit on their fun idea they had, but if i go by bike, maybe im a nuisance if i cant keep up or something. 

I havent rode a bike in 14 years and even tho im not neccesarily ""Fat"" im a huge guy who weighes about 120 kilogramm, is there even a bike that can take that weight??? And thats the next thought here, as im not neccessarily looking overweight, they may think i take the car because im lazy...

Im really at a loss here, so i thought i may would get some opinions of people who may have similar experiences ",3.704623188405797,4.076168621739132,5.42217391304348,83.49862318840582,71.47826086956522,8.568115942028987,28.81159420289855,8.648137234880735,1.95603768115942,853,31,187,14,15,293,115,230,0.075,0.878,0.047,-0.7929,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,1,17,4,1,0,19,0,17,5,2,0,0,37,31,19,0,6,11,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,8,9,4,1,6,6,0,9,6,3,0,0,5,2,19,1,23,20,2,30,0,1,1,0,9,12,1,11,9,120,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015739656381458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096179600592287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815632672000706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795032121560656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046974845657808885,0.0,0.10219711517038907,0.0,0.14382026138778553,0.0,0.0,0.0890261377880899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149870268758966,0.7769554479021719,0.0,0.0,0.07991712850197426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732895574644548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755026903234197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032779799816153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353238537134275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683671331726843,0.19124297763250614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466608993689322,0.07850691593798641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727980840996944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229246555427643,0.0,0.10106385826828676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921796753483618,0.0,0.0,0.0636395486321652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520393497152594,0.07226714694873243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522282166385715,0.0,0.14275876128770731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948751357815252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545636118330075,0.0,0.0,0.19161082524132853,0.0,0.0,0.05789980899388485
socialanxiety,oCuHo,2019/04/03,"My first date was an absolute nightmare I'm 25 and never had been on a date before because my SA is so bad, and now I see why I avoided it this long. There is this girl I like at work and I had my co-worker ask her to exchange numbers with me because of couse I couldn't do this myself. Then I waited for her to text me because of course I couldn't text her first. Then I managed to ask her out over text because I couldn't do it in person despite seeing her at work.

Anyway, so to do the date itself. We went to this park with a trail and she brought her dog (I thought that would help, but it didn't) and it took about an hour or so to walk it. This couldn't have been any worse because all we could do for an hour is walk and talk. Now to where it all went downhill.. She had to lead the entire conversation, there would be long pauses of awkward silence and when I did talk it would come out completely different than I would have wanted it. Oh, and I couldn't make any eye contact so it was like I was ignoring her the whole time.. I had planned to take her out to eat after but that never happened and we just called it a night. She basically told me straight up she didn't have a good time. The worst part is now I work with her so I actively try to avoid her because I am so embarrassed.

I know this was long and probably nobody is going to read it, but I feel so depressed and wanted to share this with somebody, anybody.",2.7764178205900047,3.6941435231788087,3.79078868151716,92.33426851294399,74.03311258278144,6.682962071041541,24.654425045153523,6.782984794422108,0.6421867549668874,1112,33,256,9,22,359,139,302,0.11699999999999999,0.831,0.052000000000000005,-0.9714,1,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,0,7,17,12,0,4,11,0,37,2,1,2,4,52,58,25,0,12,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,21,22,1,4,3,1,1,9,9,8,0,2,19,4,44,4,34,28,5,42,0,1,3,0,29,11,0,1,24,189,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605600400537944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078788577026732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966508315271789,0.3927789474008351,0.0,0.09137987851210716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965587471277248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250586062202787,0.11259501417115245,0.0,0.0,0.08574114274628752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249373436858456,0.0,0.0,0.11219834033805133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988545496562832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429895598230301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268955544476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061031475897955725,0.09007255083880933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496347728809594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198038539058506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151248548759205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901802388111629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492939382509854,0.0,0.0,0.2851068741385681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716827945599397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564957939686362,0.0,0.0,0.10077702505228943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629150270076655,0.0,0.0,0.09376767514236696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578318724971402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741776603679096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114978864907687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807429415670466,0.17262994674016086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852546364369118,0.12523843511452082,0.0,0.0,0.10261450979171434,0.11931280274016985,0.07290988160221072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668128125987482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910081107021385,0.09690160313349726,0.11989565420372232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127210253061232,0.0,0.10943826499923748,0.30514341996199884,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pointlessusername-,2019/04/03,Finally got the nerve to invite people over and make friends but... But then my roommates decided no. Decided they didn’t want to host. So end of story. It’s pointless to try. I’m not sure why I want these people to like me so much when all they do is make me feel bad. ,0.5073684210526324,2.5410438596491254,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,84.08771929824562,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.3433999999999999,208,6,48,3,6,69,45,57,0.12300000000000001,0.72,0.157,0.0356,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,13,10,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,6,3,6,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892283359023386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534434740692395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468575690926547,0.0,0.0,0.3134627294481607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210783509065714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288598509229823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397981645592118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820139522261349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035276639918246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967599903212468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696924648922012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427668939378687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375567123481025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582053658575085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emptynites,2019/04/03,"funny thing is... when your anxiety, paranoia, and fears are proven to be true time and time again, it's hard to trust anyone, especially yourself. pardon me while I drink myself into oblivion. if I'm lucky, I won't be back. ",3.004069767441859,5.2397763255813965,3.969941860465117,85.7470058139535,76.44186046511628,6.16046511627907,22.377906976744185,7.1686216300943375,0.8210046511627911,174,5,33,2,4,56,37,43,0.154,0.5660000000000001,0.28,0.8166,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,6,6,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001675354035673,0.0,0.0,0.27435930843327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017138984527996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38438034224383577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415335129433792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514929606373697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260678021212909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575966798059934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stormada14,2019/04/03,Too anxious to post Ack I just joined Reddit and I want to say things but I don’t know how things work on here and so I figured if there’s any place where I can just post it’s here? ,-1.3057142857142845,0.5563970000000005,0.3288571428571423,107.66614285714287,90.90476190476193,3.3600000000000003,13.16190476190476,3.1291,-1.889329523809524,142,2,39,0,5,45,31,42,0.043,0.924,0.033,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,4,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422224205370266,0.0,0.0,0.3558793440603615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731250075406149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291255321628063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6033980755572941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505140215301037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41856635920949536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580508403287932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933599900467974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nootsama,2019/04/03,"Need help online chatting Hello, I need help with online chatting. I struggle with really bad social anxiety so I dont really have many friends. I wanna try meeting people online and potentially becoming friends with them. I just get so nervous, even typing this now I'm nervous. I wanna try maybe talking to people on r/MeetPeople, but I just don't know. Should I face my fears and try it? Another problem is I'm so bad at conversation because I'm really introverted and keep to myself all the time, so I'm worried with how to keep the conversation going. Any advice will help.",3.3948181818181813,5.989295390909097,5.366363636363637,74.39954545454545,76.9090909090909,8.0,28.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.830909090909091,463,20,76,11,11,159,66,110,0.212,0.6890000000000001,0.099,-0.9233,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,4,2,0,6,1,1,1,1,21,17,9,0,6,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,11,2,11,15,1,5,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,0,2,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428836725148065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737067454569016,0.16556152461197005,0.12078548563265284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636632578541072,0.0962483325419486,0.17437719809018404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504600796249496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428491443880357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767024575877385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439709816141356,0.0,0.08249105463259089,0.0,0.08973257594314549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174911946719234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806799307595062,0.0,0.0,0.08677226352482864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007576803470194,0.1586218158924236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23414700019226695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892221447046328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107949129026815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034453013366177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609490617837466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506100224266665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690607246515487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206698039470858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215910179928285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034504916425502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,birdsop27,2019/04/03,"Am I the only one who feels like people don't like your presence because you got no personality? I've always felt that in my group of friends I'm the one least liked and I'm not sure why. Like, I feel it has to do with me not having much of an outgoing personality. I'm usually serious while my friends are smiling and having fun. I just feel different because it feels like I have no personality or humor. They always joke around about stuff and can tell good stories while I can't. Also, I've always felt girls get turned off talking/texting me because I'm boring. How can I be more fun to be around with?",3.0782258064516093,4.668674887096773,4.662129032258068,83.72319354838713,74.3225806451613,7.218064516129032,26.10967741935484,7.908726449838941,1.4580380645161293,482,17,99,7,10,162,76,124,0.105,0.655,0.24,0.9621,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,6,15,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,1,1,19,26,8,0,0,4,0,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,6,13,13,11,21,3,7,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,1,8,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226911776531087,0.3504449488921029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499521380490919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567396888756593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466767360184406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839398019149527,0.20058801150230027,0.2695911164279616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169285508989738,0.0,0.07334751381161476,0.0,0.0,0.1177517218355056,0.11228199327544837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429351305974558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320214667208427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026258375733104,0.10677224168621904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732812982607676,0.3677470582670135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071193916945406,0.0,0.0,0.13231507146116175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227062670015116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270303415032566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546187668115855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266793325084093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amber240,2019/04/03,"Trying to befriend someone with social anxiety. Need help from you guys. I work with this guy who is insanely shy. He always has a very stern look on his face. Honestly being around him is pretty intimidating. When he talks though, which is very rare his voice is barely audible at all. He also has trouble keeping his head held high. I'm assuming he is just really shy and self conscious and he has a wall up around people.

Anyway I wanted to know the best way to get to know him without scaring him off. I figured asking people with social anxiety would be a big help. Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks! ",3.0554022988505736,5.67161431034483,4.455862068965517,80.33367816091955,78.3103448275862,6.9701149425287365,23.459770114942533,8.07648339933343,1.635404597701149,484,16,85,9,12,160,81,116,0.098,0.716,0.18600000000000005,0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,1,4,0,13,2,2,0,1,21,24,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,3,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,10,3,15,18,2,11,0,0,1,0,22,9,0,1,1,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063734108260154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327676421575585,0.12826833770821974,0.0,0.0,0.10482989231097016,0.0,0.2358545199641288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744591870038076,0.14411302421959493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177493675148175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053901505548443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052730605600056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820630560343465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665212910300468,0.1628719877478973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370190093331711,0.0,0.0,0.16943782982412187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945039472794126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143031135780329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374171545929785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682986703167312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875489248184226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433487876081595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081606707708762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142808385200573,0.13061404209246347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239030113801624,0.0,0.14192413781421925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514553578229018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466033339490552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25438611233902314,0.09092392444065003,0.12236013702752525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485987936096839,0.0,0.11222582607767924,0.0,0.0,0.21901291954310426,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,saubesas1,2019/04/03,"How do I overcome social anxiety? I'm turning 24 in a little over a week and I feel like I am missing out in my twenties. I was in the Navy for 5 years and now I am out going to school. I am still a virgin and I've never dated of anything. I don't even have a group of friends. I just have one friend who i've always talked to since high school. I don't know why I am so scared to approach a woman. It is so awkward to me. If I approach them I'd feel like I am being a creep and they think I wanna get in their pants. My sister was with her friend one day and I got nervous talking to her and I said some stupid shit. Also when I'm walking down the street I hate looking up when I pass by people. So I take my phone out and look down at it, pretending like I am using it.  I do the same whenever I am at the airport or grocery store. I hate crowded places. Also when I am in class, I always sit in the back of the class and I never raise my hand or speak. Even if I there is a group of people of 6 people I would keep my mouth shut and not say a word. I don't know how the hell I snap out of this. I think I am so self conscious it is scaring me. I feel terrible, men who are younger than me have no problem going up to any woman and talking to her and I can't even make eye contact. Eye contact would even scare me. ",0.11082736974262276,1.562427854237292,2.4711111111111097,96.80620213433777,82.32203389830508,4.912743251726303,20.07846829880728,5.3279370663704135,-0.3588292529817956,1007,27,249,4,27,345,143,295,0.166,0.769,0.064,-0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,0,20,19,5,5,15,0,27,6,5,4,2,44,51,26,0,6,6,1,4,3,3,2,0,3,0,4,7,16,0,1,8,1,1,6,8,13,0,2,4,11,48,6,35,44,2,41,1,1,4,1,29,22,2,5,15,175,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745707246796301,0.1816392311205194,0.0,0.0,0.07422416700029963,0.0,0.08349767843728402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981924279305226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392783063365163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039122571335298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883640598392204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556504352771154,0.15595025251379546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529816864685261,0.0,0.057025159253095474,0.0,0.12406228665978784,0.0,0.08729537260434754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552147930241267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532051928861516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970154753263696,0.0,0.0,0.11996942379495212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599721333652426,0.1093946520884696,0.0,0.0,0.18331312767238114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285692567994903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836284312186645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792258898554694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22700778041610045,0.0,0.11403609741508812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443959152996954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382444071871272,0.08679861806929348,0.32782761374395764,0.22092656381210787,0.0,0.0,0.1138648371749975,0.0,0.1120385276927152,0.09028809094626766,0.0,0.0,0.11126231711708916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716548031473798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206547371715261,0.26318631849511503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987485563734273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872133612079265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426855339315747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755168729355921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848880670886424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507076423553096,0.0,0.0,0.07028752904590388
socialanxiety,Unicorn-Overlord,2019/04/03,"Is this social anxiety? I feel so embarrassed to talk in public, when I have to make a phone call I practice before, and now I realized I’m embarrassed to “post in public”. Does this happen to you?

It took me like more than a day to gather the courage to post this, damn. ",3.343,4.390827618181824,4.790681818181817,85.20602272727272,72.81818181818181,8.40909090909091,24.65909090909091,8.841846274778883,1.6301818181818182,209,6,44,4,4,70,39,55,0.184,0.718,0.09699999999999999,-0.6213,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,2,9,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,4,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222844891983251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24725281704871374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967034359219637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739296642228448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542788894615946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692041670475345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569492065270403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195733588676265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395706338700194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565695614192209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961985026442454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335483551382648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228328497238689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cjones528,2019/04/03,"I stood up for myself and put a bully in her place at work today! There is a woman I work with who has constantly been harassing me and talking down to me for months for reasons unknown to me. She has a history of doing this to other employees but my boss refuses to do anything because he’s really good friends with this woman. I knew talking to my boss would be pointless since others have done that in the past and nothing has changed. Either they quit or transferred to other departments. I did take it to HR thinking that maybe, just maybe, they might step in and discipline her but instead they just threw my complaints about her to my boss. He said he’d talk to her. He did keep his word but he also defended her by saying that she gets like that when she’s having a bad day or drama with her girlfriend. Fast forward a few months and I’m still getting treated like shit and still crying on my drive home about how I’m being treated and feeling helpless since I wasn’t having luck finding a new job. Finally today I just had enough. I was having a good day for once and I wasn’t letting anyone ruin it for me. She was trying to start a dumb argument with me, yelling, screaming and putting me down as usual and finally I just clapped back at her to never raise her voice at me or talk down to me again and that I was sick of her bullshit behavior towards me. She kept talking over me so I told her I was done and walked away. She was definitely shaken since I tend to keep a low profile and I used to let her talk to me like shit. Not anymore. At this point I’m done caring about this job so if I get canned for standing up for myself then so be it. 


TLDR: After months of being bullied and harassed by a coworker and dealing with upper management who refused to discipline her I finally defended myself and gave myself a major confidence boost. ",4.6572432432432445,5.528761589189191,5.394432432432435,82.74759459459462,69.5945945945946,8.082162162162161,29.93513513513513,8.238735603445708,2.0985870270270266,1468,56,284,20,25,477,184,370,0.17300000000000001,0.721,0.106,-0.9842,3,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,3,3,19,20,5,0,12,0,34,3,2,6,1,56,56,31,0,2,13,0,1,3,2,2,1,5,1,2,17,21,0,7,5,1,0,8,4,10,0,0,21,6,59,10,54,26,4,53,0,3,0,0,46,21,3,6,28,220,76,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067232882076946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764285561266552,0.06179286963876796,0.0,0.07272393550238618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302989785643748,0.06795383652832349,0.07378825714537776,0.053871720839836434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010276584946572,0.0,0.09348754139315256,0.0,0.0,0.09550045661352573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707424004585284,0.11398731050330713,0.09110929188389262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27131059884731634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131354328728007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468434295570355,0.0,0.0,0.29042684792967793,0.08077186118177382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682772172120972,0.0,0.13851466148820185,0.0,0.0,0.14824715060408028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864591734850204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539430566335346,0.15710101646312224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073596865089972,0.0,0.12952461796897852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756630082168426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375041452346218,0.0,0.0,0.2116168716884405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815916146389557,0.0853517649105886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479684404530805,0.0,0.0,0.09411499024838292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436259232147038,0.0,0.0,0.09233159326967952,0.0,0.08354160839539204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776797358760357,0.0,0.09399619218417113,0.0,0.0,0.056614385351010724,0.09086277018295542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406352242131163,0.07027822664583658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181428442465952,0.2193106431905208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255128258969209,0.0,0.14115052791190655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644594222787885,0.42618806964223777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056626228764881874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675356620934426,0.08444475339928786,0.0,0.05999986731668914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632640828049295,0.09733102519619673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867405359315148,0.0,0.0,0.06277806350780557,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,harborium,2019/04/03,"how do yall come up with things to say i can sit in silence with someone for hours, trying to reach into my head and just be able to come up with fucking anything meaningful to base a discussion off.

i'm such a conversation killer too. even if i relate to/am super interested in what someone's saying to me, it's sooo draining for me to hold the convo, i just literally don't know how to respond to people.

it's different when i'm alone, everything comes to me easier, but as soon as i'm in any sort of social environment, i can't stop myself from closing up. i watch it all go down while not being able to change it - me embarassing myself, or just killing the energy in a room, or making my friends feel bad for me cuz i'm so fuckin awkward. 

i'd really like to change. i know it starts with working on myself, i know i treat myself like shit, my mental dialogue is pretty much just me degrading myself all day. i'm so used to being like this that i've just rolled over to it, i'm in this state of defeat telling myself it's acceptance. i don't want to accept it anymore though, nobody deserves to restrict and damage themselves like this. i just want to open up, to be able to dance around other people, to make my friends laugh, to find the motivation to take care of myself. how do i do it.",5.4444486215538825,5.011223319548876,6.541789473684213,79.74619298245617,67.6842105263158,9.49934837092732,29.3874686716792,9.029198982220553,2.1838855137844617,1017,31,210,16,15,343,143,266,0.14400000000000002,0.657,0.198,0.94,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,4,19,22,4,1,6,0,12,4,2,8,2,48,35,17,1,3,11,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,16,13,0,3,9,1,0,5,4,9,0,0,0,4,29,13,49,31,3,32,0,2,1,2,10,18,3,4,11,142,45,2,0.37401866637043735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912351341060604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478183959282269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364200507525926,0.0,0.0,0.10259516465571936,0.11098530321059144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409665454972797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711231913402635,0.0,0.2637747706097165,0.32218396320211184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040369933889023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025663351396688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234526722787343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204795349030694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303835857346607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394876171437518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264392922958876,0.1152580767343242,0.0,0.0,0.07085447578728947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795035202797633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277768201728832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793207962107146,0.0,0.20555087760404106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24363550396802494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664402427365391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564094852407728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164891830719683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172864966612854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683714861215786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986864499073637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828977033854253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797492874553187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708830969445226,0.211269868186149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824411237350219,0.0,0.0,0.10423211751098026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373849663774,0.0,0.1089695999825998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828271275317788,0.0,0.12249048023748745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846447077451558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767734681877744,0.0,0.0,0.1470705999431887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907633478861652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Saltythebaker,2019/04/03,"Oh no. A road trip??! Okay, I’m kind of freaking out

So backstory.

A guy from my work and I are friends.
I am biromantic, but asexual. He knows this

He has tried to flirt with me a lot but it’s always been harmless

So last night he called me (calls give me so much anxiety) and basically said he needs to go to a funeral in Arizona, and he doesn’t have a car.
I do have a car. And have mentioned I like driving.
He asked if I’d go with and we could take turns driving.

Without really thinking too much I said “well maybe, if I don’t work.” I always work weekends.

Correction: I always work weekends except for apparently this weekend.

So me being the non confrontational, anxiety ridden person I am, said I’d take him.

He said he was gonna call his family and make sure we can stay at their house, and he’d get back to me.

It’s been a day and he hasn’t gotten back to me.
I texted him once but don’t want to keep bugging him, but I need to know if it’s happening or not, and what the plan is.

I’m so filled with anxiety and don’t even know what to do. If we do go, I don’t know how to act around people, and I feel like we are gonna be stuck in the car 6 hours each way, and if I ruin things it’s gonna be horrible.
Uhg...


TLDR: I may be going on a road trip with a coworker I don’t know that well, and I’m very anxious",0.1198817733990154,1.7800441655172463,2.6906650246305444,94.21905172413796,83.20689655172413,6.349753694581281,20.01231527093596,7.447530270364453,0.3688866995073892,1008,28,249,16,28,350,143,290,0.11,0.81,0.08,-0.8817,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,4,0,1,5,13,13,1,0,12,1,30,0,0,2,2,55,65,29,1,9,13,0,1,2,1,4,0,4,0,2,10,24,0,1,7,3,0,14,10,3,2,0,9,5,33,10,24,46,4,33,0,1,0,0,32,8,0,8,11,149,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532359729740742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328199223229737,0.11460618027953375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030929547696252,0.09483920599200417,0.0,0.0,0.15601288861812854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107660419917032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099713653251812,0.0,0.0,0.06542489168371031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700475517105929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956351580036834,0.0,0.05129462718132735,0.07247372293466726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783776636336554,0.0,0.053001845465412464,0.09731716051404482,0.2306185631659009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004484321630223,0.08970920481275757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999048130024634,0.11705616233115368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017071233733827,0.0,0.1056413896575422,0.2787629593603225,0.08269280600209404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912371314054902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624657099848332,0.0,0.0,0.0677166283540731,0.0,0.10191709890022152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915036503245374,0.15044325928010815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520109245167152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803769324192028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033054330551078,0.08857956568548245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498951528858554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859971307108539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812895311799584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956125518901908,0.0,0.15255096567805834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739684730673096,0.06500311073296025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688758214032515,0.11034515278762633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370435996424455,0.05983604081813273,0.08052386870377998,0.0,0.0,0.182425986666496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779124179531244,0.0,0.2954183577685737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Yvsh,2019/04/03,"Social anxiety during entering a class late. Anybody else feels terrible anxiety when they enter a class late? When the teacher has already started teaching, and you enter and the whole class looks at you. I am terrified by that. I hope someone is late too and let him/her take lead to enter the class, I just keep my head down go to my regular seat.",2.8284008528784668,5.417222373134329,3.99360341151386,83.4782089552239,79.0,7.410660980810236,27.4818763326226,8.418075326091056,2.3408652452025582,277,12,50,6,7,90,48,67,0.151,0.807,0.042,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,4,1,1,1,0,8,11,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,5,10,1,14,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,6,31,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209793510745713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30637931929816914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728204135961391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012517279620986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138059154720988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551287389713968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889208050333004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799018995604224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6776675562430141,0.0,0.0,0.20476779919252985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681584216645837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412826811391527,0.16967002079569066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417370163578393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056205421464675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357045257425684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Elastrator,2019/04/03,"How can someone be more comfortable with pit vipers than social interaction? I am a very experienced snake handler and have free handled many venomous snake species. It’s strange how I’m more comfortable handling venomous pit vipers and literally risking my hands, fingers, and possibly life (although that’s not a huge risk with most species) than I am being in social situations. How is that even possible? Socializing seems a much easier and safer task. It makes me feel really silly 😂. No matter what I try I can’t seem to shake the anxiety. I’ve tried forcing myself to socialize or “stepping out of my comfort zone” but it doesn’t seem to work no matter how many times I do it. I really just don’t understand it and it’s really frustrating that I can’t do what seems like a very simple and natural thing. How can something so simple and safe make my heart race and make it hard to breath? It just makes no sense to me. Do you guys have any effective coping techniques or tips?",4.23604946524064,6.413347106951875,4.99593248663102,80.06095755347597,72.58288770053477,8.739171122994652,28.79979946524065,9.354420925462401,2.7465831550802142,787,32,144,19,16,254,112,187,0.102,0.728,0.17,0.9231,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,9,11,1,3,5,0,16,5,4,10,0,37,27,18,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,14,11,0,1,7,0,1,2,8,4,0,0,0,5,14,8,12,25,4,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,7,2,90,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393256812306446,0.0,0.09441903987318284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152040324211758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062406894574879225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220918760262688,0.0,0.0,0.11056368178171903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625806168051386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717803762347144,0.06029874331638273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295459753880259,0.2502651745883772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907308583556044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782840825728048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720576902235554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494423807261854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873377326952496,0.0,0.5032609937365757,0.10457677427764824,0.09501784296284503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199743668439217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196954044072265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675936198883471,0.0,0.0,0.12848876086728475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367549019433875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985415881655237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justanothersaadgirl,2019/04/03,"How to stop being socially awkward? I’m at a new school now and I don’t know how to talk to people. It has always been that way and I’m hoping things can change this time but idk, I seem to mess up convos due to my awkwardness. Any tips on how to not be awkward?",-0.8021428571428579,1.2077958793103498,1.6793596059113334,97.78017241379312,90.20689655172413,4.693596059113301,15.182266009852214,6.1826913282559595,-0.6904906403940885,203,4,49,2,7,69,45,58,0.196,0.7709999999999999,0.033,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,11,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,9,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552778020398301,0.0,0.0,0.2086309449031056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245481573542305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047164027228755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860636674926202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963042734450595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269284494350996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104926577493976,0.0,0.2792944105824349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31273860375089946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564941415520818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24658999232682036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382079421201812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788944811550945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351938596673184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SmilingDaisies,2019/04/03,"Coping with Rants Because of childhood trauma, which I’ve overcome for the most part with years of therapy, I am extremely sensitive to people raising their voices. The effects on my anxiety last for days. I feel extremely tired, drained, and ultimately can’t breath and have to increase my medication.

This weekend I went out with a friend. We were in the car for 35 min or so, and she went on a rant against Donald Trump. She was extremely agitated and I had no way out. She does that in public as well, and it looks like she is arguing with me. I have another fried who does the same thing when she’s complains about her coworkers. Another about her husband. It’s like a self-induced anger. They get angrier and angrier, and I just sit there taking it all.

I don’t understand why it is acceptable to dump a huge amount of negativity on someone in such an aggressive way. I honestly need to know if it’s just me, if I need to learn how to cope with this behavior, or if I should ask them to stop doing that, or if should stay alway from unhappy people in general.

I don’t want to end up with little to no friends, but this is making me physically ill. And I get angry as well because I feel they using me to release themselves from bad energy and transfer that to me!

help :(",4.811117881415517,5.738106338645422,5.9642512303726285,78.59942113897355,69.2788844621514,9.889946097961099,31.49777361143661,10.056822442137396,3.124734520740569,1005,42,197,25,17,336,147,251,0.195,0.7120000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9757,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,4,1,11,15,4,0,9,0,15,4,1,4,1,48,31,22,0,9,10,1,2,2,2,2,3,1,0,0,14,18,0,1,7,1,0,4,6,7,2,0,5,4,32,8,40,24,6,29,0,0,1,0,21,12,0,8,11,143,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198404192478159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30204574632176256,0.11017880584953693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464402478523865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025494099976004,0.17559272604545825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928842733898018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25207466786968225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275634880224207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145646834161275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254686707918486,0.0,0.15049433870439713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653698735261164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791524273463069,0.11739967774345965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072677590769994,0.14435098506943808,0.0,0.0,0.12094480877487508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961378713698564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509013414941846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358557064459985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596514612310625,0.0,0.1996977371739039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024958804832195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203199825992304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351159144930832,0.0,0.12041143104724053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828894964335896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470525161462315,0.0,0.09568387550586936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553566334376485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499352064632144,0.0,0.12439144221024935,0.0,0.0,0.08494973443415854,0.2286408381459697,0.0,0.0,0.2589917198617853,0.2670254177701857,0.12996024938440776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274744114243937
socialanxiety,quinncyxcii,2019/08/21,my worst nightmare: debates i get very nervous talking to even a small group of people so if i have to participate in a debate i die a little. last year i even lost a scholarship because i couldn't participate in the debate required. i'll probably talk to my professor and tell her that i have major anxiety so she'll feel sorry for me and let me not participate. hope so at least,3.743333333333332,5.382762105263161,5.652631578947371,77.09675438596494,72.6842105263158,8.750877192982456,29.771929824561404,9.2995712137729,2.791156140350877,304,13,57,7,6,105,53,76,0.247,0.753,0.0,-0.9465,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,9,6,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,12,1,8,5,3,7,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,41,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881011446205244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498890485403082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551895284441292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248090889372462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243267069598879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846462235152714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24421901637704585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042887188106406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514337945379117,0.0,0.0,0.2464410946306844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684122276283395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704655112700963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651053253541116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752478231654468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952656623427538,0.21491409089886115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028806525048285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834170378776966
socialanxiety,atunee,2019/08/21,How tf do some people “fake it to they make it” I can’t say a word yet alone a sentence in class without completely making a fool out of myself. When others introduce themselves they sound so confident and care free and I envy that so much. I like to think I don’t care what people think of me but clearly that’s not the case.  I just wish s/a would leave me be,0.0973881673881678,2.274942259740264,1.9986147186147207,95.97189033189034,87.44155844155844,4.9806637806637815,17.646464646464647,6.42735559955562,-0.2294461760461761,282,7,64,3,9,93,57,77,0.08,0.654,0.266,0.9289,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,1,17,12,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,10,5,7,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514451858972455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950574821000798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25454851475271234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570672523874407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860925436485455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241129107336866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784700454033782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366239232266736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930671139877828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111251687878321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791831581260988,0.2340296969365724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246279710889378,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peeposanjou,2019/08/21,"Do you have a famous person that you admire and aspire to be because of their charisma? It's gotta be Emilia Clarke for me. Everytime I watch interviews of her, I just get this strong desire to be like her. I want to have a contagious smile just like her and her ability to make people comfortable just by the positive energy she brings. I don't have a crush on her. I just **really** admire her. [This video explains what I mean perfectly](https://youtu.be/ZtqszmRCHFw). 

Anyone have someone they idolize just because of their people skills?",3.4157823129251703,6.495606938775508,3.970510204081634,81.14175170068029,81.65306122448979,7.348299319727893,22.452380952380953,8.344100000000001,1.9153646258503405,432,14,72,10,12,136,63,98,0.022000000000000002,0.657,0.321,0.9822,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,3,2,5,6,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,12,16,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,19,6,10,12,0,2,0,0,1,0,15,1,0,0,2,54,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23312282676310644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064782204869946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418908051491186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32576730673356663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254880231035384,0.0,0.0,0.36317313565149695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622787211624793,0.2911142614691285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135862216083767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28249091299103124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966494721125304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,belafonte33,2019/08/21,"I can't enjoy my free time because of my anxiety (17M) Not sure if this is the right sub for this. 

Basically whenever I have free time to do stuff I can't enjoy it. I'll start obsessing over things I did wrong (specifically screwing up with this girl I really like, or my friends excluding me) and my mind starts racing and I feel like I should be doing *something* to fix it but I don't know what. I really would like to put it out of my mind but as soon as it starts to wander that's where it jumps. 

I would say my social life is decent, I have a few good friends and I would say I regularly hang out with about 7 or 8 people. But I still constantly worry what they think of me, worry they hate me, and am anxious that im socially inept and unlikable because of the times I've failed. 

It's really starting to impact me and I constantly have thoughts like that taunting me throughout the day. I just want to turn my brain off and play a game or draw or run or edit or write but I just can't because I feel like I'm missing out on stuff.

Any advice on how to deal with this?",2.6078560371517057,3.629947004385965,4.287079463364293,88.2141640866873,74.5701754385965,7.820846233230134,23.93808049535604,8.313332769828598,1.195868111455109,839,24,190,14,17,283,120,228,0.16,0.716,0.124,-0.6597,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,7,20,2,1,5,0,18,3,1,1,1,42,32,21,0,6,14,0,2,5,2,4,1,2,0,1,18,13,0,0,5,2,2,4,5,6,0,0,2,4,32,16,26,25,1,26,0,2,0,1,12,10,1,7,17,125,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130702912490516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745957139683941,0.0,0.08713731181862955,0.12868066917623547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830700611424266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715608636645725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461825225997003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345955359569739,0.11743145584642364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518797563515785,0.16274806720159904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760060440065075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553843719204076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245799103080734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303736780390405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259942363411951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045474576246159,0.2782421006233658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300239468838761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896765561863428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450637814703342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218912129251056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727458096099767,0.0,0.18116427641305272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23222440196531044,0.0,0.08768993437878199,0.0,0.0,0.32249128613268113,0.0,0.09096499184358636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26078884057085994,0.0,0.0,0.10735448235747924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567367999391791,0.07298597481612437,0.0,0.09042815655497914,0.1992574472876384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389635590709408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718435039500982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313529059293199,0.0,0.2427453635245797,0.12453766314231365,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,schwertfisch,2019/08/21,"People keep forgetting about me - and I really wanna change that. Disclaimer: This has gotten kinda long and english is not my first language, sorry if it is hard to understand my thoughts

The title pretty much sums it up. 
People who I don't meet regulary through some kind of obligation (like work or school) anymore tend to just forget about me after a while.
I mostly form loose bonds with people and i have a really hard time making friends. I guess that is part of the issue since actual friends would make more of an effort to stay friends.
For example I got invited to a birthday party from a guy who is something between a good aquaintance and a friend who I met in Class. I was pretty anxious about the whole thing but it went pretty well and I was really happy he thought of inviting me.
That guy is pretty chaotic though so nobody but him had any idea who was gonna be there.
All of this somehow lead to the situation that the other people from my class who got invited had a group present which I didn't know about and nobody thought of asking me if I was also there because they kinda forgot I was probably going to be there.
While this was kinda awkward and stung a little - I could've also asked someone if they were going and if there was a present already planned, i get that.

I also got an invitation to another birthday which was neat - though that came with some bitter aftertaste because that guy told me that he didn't think about inviting me earlier because he kinda forgot about me even though we get along really well.

This hit me a little harder than I thought and i know he didn't mean it in a bad way - but this is nowhere near the first time this happened to me.

People tend to forget about me after a while even if we got along and I don't really know how to change that. But this bugs me to no end and I want to change that. 

I know I'm socially awkward and that I likely misinterpret some social situations because of severe bullying in my teens and resulting self esteem issues. I'm also have issues building friendships and relationships because of fear of being rejected or embarassing myself in the process of forming a relationship.
But I honestly don't know how to work on that if I can't even keep up contact or at least be somewhat memorable to people I actually get along with.

Do you have any advice on how to transition aquaintances into friendships or how to at least keep contact above those weird ""how's it been""-conversations so to stay more memorable (for the lack of a better term)?
I feel like I never really learned how to do that and since I don't meet many new people I get along with (anxiety paired with introverted hobbys and being average-looking makes it a little harder for me) i'd like to keep those I've got :/

I hope you get what I mean. I had a short and structured post in mind when I began this but it did turn out pretty long...",5.44476885411166,6.306775916518652,5.979848303009941,79.29178387979455,67.80994671403197,8.786308866593059,29.24818779703327,8.918530864059932,2.309240161298065,2303,79,428,38,37,746,239,563,0.09300000000000001,0.78,0.127,0.9662,0,1,1,0,1,0,41.0,2,2,2,8,34,24,1,3,26,0,39,0,0,11,2,106,93,52,0,11,18,0,3,4,4,2,0,0,0,4,40,31,0,6,18,0,0,5,11,7,2,2,33,4,56,17,71,52,17,46,0,1,0,0,37,18,0,22,23,316,96,7,0.0,0.0,0.1130640340299789,0.0,0.0,0.05660922000843158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392797977012646,0.1853086735935035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787897395777561,0.06074540121624385,0.044316835104355384,0.06544521374346689,0.05745169854497927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831478882323066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048369723647651526,0.17657011767552958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123500590428163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625730009674052,0.0,0.0,0.1838490316735352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625295861052306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051309414913665016,0.0,0.0,0.11478806413326745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518815520755998,0.02929150794124235,0.0413857112825451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855166581538492,0.0,0.0,0.17902849346194086,0.0,0.15133202663336473,0.0,0.06584671578265171,0.04858953161167274,0.23166240699649626,0.0,0.06381720897646752,0.17208153426990402,0.05122793613230482,0.06166831873254594,0.10378907603025793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057538266978458735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539672100366724,0.0,0.18139383322602196,0.0,0.20596590961932995,0.0,0.06032592055185498,0.15918601784476033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320807617366865,0.17418537312547328,0.0,0.10253371195147172,0.048647206746128116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160075976481341,0.05873264804160496,0.0,0.12620705379343214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849350359421075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04258573794038308,0.0,0.044679735388909486,0.05594984136067381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273331435633311,0.0,0.28113302438556964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055481607300796015,0.29468179612320755,0.062459104184115176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267137996075406,0.0,0.0,0.12439180660706348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862897197786749,0.0,0.0,0.060434365454350186,0.06544521374346689,0.0,0.0958417650224417,0.13023309200450375,0.0,0.11810612829697074,0.04908450316411488,0.04459789131738383,0.0,0.06484868774543809,0.0,0.12349285931010592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038486590050087234,0.0371196602620612,0.17074988732875288,0.1839620534165279,0.06755972652404872,0.0,0.0,0.05535527661766302,0.0,0.0,0.06301197799392441,0.0,0.060307912850697136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03416903409008229,0.045982701682544765,0.0,0.0,0.1041733321940554,0.05370234918026509,0.0,0.06467756964560012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843484946481585,0.0,0.0,0.04115231475144672,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ginger_Mongo,2019/08/21,"Personal vow for myself This school year, I will not wear a sweater/hoodie unless necessary. I will not look down when I walk in the halls, nor when someone else is talking to me. I will participate more in class and attempt presentations. I will not speak in a high pitched, quiet voice.


I’m hoping I can at least accomplish one of these things this school year. This is my final year before I go off to college so I need to gain at least some confidence",3.184185393258428,5.3233321797752815,3.863356741573035,87.17908005617979,75.51685393258427,7.1466292134831475,24.608146067415728,8.07648339933343,1.3929651685393258,360,12,72,6,8,114,62,89,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.9112,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,0,0,8,12,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,11,1,13,8,4,18,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,2,7,52,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542234863787795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166729326074626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644531373227265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371990127797447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25506319165361346,0.0,0.23977485688304484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027238157812381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900264722185136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358583839660204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079012543780656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488640138238998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045461279839587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403642071978225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038224829800524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663808731304645
socialanxiety,anotsoseriousserpent,2019/08/21,"My uncomfortable college experience / vent / rant I (F/23) just dealt with the first day back to classes this fall semester for my college. It happens every time, I’m extremely uncomfortable with introductions , grouping up, talking about myself or to others along with upcoming presentations and etc. And when I mess up or make a mistake in what I say I often think about it non stop for quite some time even though I know better. 

Take for example these two instances. One, I’m in my class, trying to figure my lock combination to the assigned drawer. I asked the professor if “you have any classes right after in this room?”. When I meant,  do you know if there are any classes right after in this room so I can practice my combination lock).  Professor says. “Nope.” And I like an idiot say, “Oh I’ll check”, and then had a pause and tried to explain what I meant although poorly to my new professor. I felt like a complete asshole when I didn’t mean to say what I did.  Part of me is saying, oh it’s a simple mistake. It’s okay. Other part is like well, the professor hates you now and thinks you’re rude as all get out. 

Two, my last class of the day, is a seminar. Where students all sit around a big table and discuss/ share ideas, write papers, and etc. I was so uncomfortable. I couldn’t focus, my anxiety causes me to be fidgety  and look around a lot, and there’s no doubt my new classmates and professor think  there’s something odd about me. And all in all, today was really disheartening.  I’m trying to be better but it feels like  I mess up no matter what I do. Also , im medicated now only for depression, but I do have disability paperwork on file that all my professors know about but I’m so afraid of contacting them and telling them more about my issues. I’m a mess. And if you read  this far, thanks. I hate being a burden, and I have nowhere / no one to talk to about these issues.  I hope things turn out better.",3.900637241379311,5.461876218666671,4.934703448275863,82.71480000000003,72.14666666666666,8.052413793103451,26.264367816091948,8.641336200584522,1.8284822988505751,1502,50,296,27,29,492,189,375,0.168,0.7759999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9864,0,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,4,2,5,27,26,4,2,15,1,20,1,0,2,5,64,48,34,0,7,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,2,0,19,23,0,1,14,1,2,1,6,14,1,5,8,8,42,12,44,36,12,42,1,2,1,0,21,20,0,10,24,205,61,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684743810128387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069630293722326,0.0,0.07351270022033439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109051749354826,0.0898362053770446,0.0,0.0,0.07389141313849583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549656549904458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871642265393203,0.0,0.0,0.10075417427408108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394713651576178,0.0,0.08276680721996436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434349357477406,0.0634700900732274,0.0,0.08096449950584894,0.0,0.0,0.09399971775849844,0.0,0.0,0.04858870984842666,0.06865055638009784,0.0922666314865934,0.0,0.0,0.081738678407892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020586818277045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497682433623185,0.0,0.0,0.18974857978717974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544439176725653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847998362732728,0.1037994969834918,0.20059721401376826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843451791900087,0.07833055776357452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778938854001756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069591426517017,0.0,0.0,0.08169685294432813,0.0,0.0,0.06414441020067586,0.0,0.0,0.10467603665019376,0.0,0.09680598237033017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561902742546066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023342856266315,0.0730848642729095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812385727661706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220926183073002,0.09612138156447936,0.0,0.06156115903492679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412985344621653,0.0,0.38209450305016296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397891584888211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034003786322995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722517641294675,0.15447564767250366,0.08399159489032583,0.08847171212790764,0.0,0.0,0.06384149838752617,0.18472211185884427,0.09441321979406472,0.0,0.1120679739705074,0.0,0.09108718106017596,0.0,0.0,0.19572735892422424,0.10452417546627624,0.18774243984045344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640128432571985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,piperwestly,2019/08/21,"Holy cow, that was a big panic attack! I am selling my furniture and have to obviously meet people to hand off the item, which always gives me a panic attack. This time, I was selling a large piece of furniture and the buyer sent 3 men to come help move it to their car. 3 strangers had to come to my apartment to get the item. It doesn't help that I have claustrophobia, so the elevator felt like a death trap. 

It has been 30 minutes and I'm slowly coming down from the panic. I wish I could be calm and cool like normal people.",3.3313888888888883,4.492531398148149,4.6435185185185235,85.81583333333336,72.98148148148148,7.251851851851853,22.75925925925927,7.645422480735847,0.8447925925925923,413,10,87,5,8,137,70,108,0.183,0.648,0.16899999999999998,-0.5707,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,1,9,2,3,9,1,11,1,1,0,1,12,20,5,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,5,0,0,6,3,9,4,11,12,3,11,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384573953414847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37860603560323136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300143160631473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285615494555994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597692472347958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693667078868207,0.15962519552682156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223067641232406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258840689377885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685592753421006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630358048318354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5857005334989331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307203923203151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702866329848783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135077256141386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Danielpaul128,2019/08/21,"Got hired at sonic and Start this Friday, can anyone share their experience of their first day on the job? Just got a text from a manager at sonic that I start Friday and needless to say I’m terrified.",7.41,6.239236000000003,7.845000000000002,74.44000000000005,64.0,11.0,30.0,10.125756701596842,2.6830000000000003,160,4,31,3,2,53,31,40,0.1,0.846,0.055,-0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,1,6,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,19,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361784594911036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178353874288685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304064218300501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873092058345792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402952177435435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351871919627885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686103332311797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781543776033872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,seriouspuppy,2019/08/21,"Do you ever wish society was more accepting/understanding of social anxiety? Alright so I just posted a few minutes ago so sorry about that but it got me thinking. I think society is starting to finally take mental illnesses more seriously, which is great. But I feel like social anxiety is just ignored.

When I was younger at school Every fricking teacher always told me I needed to talk more. Constantly. One told me I needed to change my personality. Another one told me that it sucked that I was like 'this' because I was quite smart. It's fucking not helpful. Constantly hearing that kind of stuff as a young, impressionable teenager made me absolutely fucking despise myself. I started thinking there was something wrong with me, and I NEEDED to fix it. I started thinking I was ugly. Spent a lot of unnecessary money on makeup. Then I thought maybe I was fat and that was the problem. So I got an eating disorder. Lost a lot of weight and I still wasn't good enough.

Only now am I starting to think that maybe there's nothing 'wrong' with me. Maybe it's them. Don't get me wrong, I'd still love to overcome my social anxiety. But hating myself has never helped me change, it only made me even more isolated. The first step to that is acceptance, and you can't accept yourself when people are constantly telling you there's something wrong with you.",3.4410714285714303,6.251824456349205,4.43888888888889,79.8616666666667,78.24603174603175,7.066666666666667,28.777777777777786,8.167268648758528,2.4583111111111107,1081,49,182,21,27,350,133,252,0.23600000000000002,0.659,0.105,-0.9891,0,0,2,1,0,0,28.0,0,4,1,3,16,23,5,0,7,1,19,7,1,2,2,34,51,14,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,16,7,3,1,9,0,2,1,5,13,0,3,19,3,36,10,18,32,8,23,0,1,0,3,18,2,3,2,21,132,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264069684640638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818611733334129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592813187737446,0.18806672315878611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995387322643682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733772271685609,0.0,0.0,0.26566541564110424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939178776777172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385180707529934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467272056875677,0.0,0.05412494178052736,0.0741253711505048,0.06904352612368647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041434651955005536,0.058542651554246726,0.0,0.0897684704631687,0.0,0.06970371721452072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151658141366034,0.042813704680395824,0.0,0.0,0.06873290152985577,0.1310803284585224,0.09034639132168246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090528012540935,0.0,0.0,0.09235974887682263,0.0,0.10985412747965542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533475049988877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006991726341223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945436989524842,0.13933610001695146,0.07395998587279233,0.15507966660003816,0.0,0.0,0.2469790553072861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258287638192338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228704729285347,0.06320225264588032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862995151082898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105824382319457,0.12464813014272205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681143901034344,0.07155259090838256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848216940637555,0.0,0.0,0.07841180782783283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716027249427909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293431165291107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506026488746207,0.0,0.12617295827649266,0.0,0.09173248478231456,0.2320088381751416,0.0,0.13088528577208566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380922603439587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061613628128399024,0.06586555515469718,0.07162492093910088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625402909832784,0.0,0.0650564292518861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23491040049493364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530927749141541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978885522419187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942345202834303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583828745413937,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the_great_shatsby_,2019/08/21,"Is it worth getting diagnosed and treated if my symptoms aren't severe? Hi everyone. I just discovered this sub today. I've always known I'm an introvert, but reading about social anxiety disorder really hits home for me. Looking at the checklist, I meet almost every one of those.  My question is if I've made it this far in life (I'm 45) without any medical diagnosis, do I need one now? Might it actually help me, or just reinforce my belief that there's something wrong with me?

Career wise, I've done ok, I worked my way up to lower management which is pretty good considering my crappy people skills. Right now I'm in a sort of temporary retirement (caring for my elderly parents) but I plan to get back in the workforce one day. Would a diagnosis+medication help with that? I'm not trying to become a different person. I'm mostly happy with the way I am, I'd just like to stop this feeling of tightness in my chest and nervousness/restlessness around people.",5.4264943253467814,6.837724032786888,6.793989071038251,71.42561160151327,68.23497267759565,10.002353930222784,31.563261874737293,10.214889679676881,3.5205741067675493,770,32,131,20,13,262,122,183,0.1,0.7190000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.945,3,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,9,8,0,0,7,1,9,5,1,1,0,29,22,7,0,4,10,1,2,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,10,6,0,2,4,1,1,0,3,1,0,3,2,3,16,7,21,17,1,17,1,0,1,0,8,9,0,8,7,82,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.13757320099408948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116808619786922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730414478765548,0.0,0.0,0.095869183973469,0.0,0.10784700750402798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549940533194304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840259932427687,0.0,0.0,0.1556980037167601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373543163111446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091849246356888,0.0,0.0,0.14308867203376865,0.0,0.1472909436984235,0.16157183825847848,0.0,0.0,0.14426840161809307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187791899848056,0.13470955041611118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128219940130599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473093118991638,0.0,0.0,0.11824480624579332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007262178016062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898780249354316,0.0,0.14141141031908286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957621355176803,0.0688742337526395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838516127439044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339583170236502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565936491309156,0.14201948065893405,0.0,0.14955430246879206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453264791922352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865889602485534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565382581234218,0.0,0.0,0.19547138121049026,0.12309566539499416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342427568649488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579264870790502,0.0,0.14101513517815908,0.0,0.09031346638740306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039357473739527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592638653250925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370828235727606,0.0,0.10853097041437924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786307182759392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652906633468052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362969758795873,0.0,0.0,0.09571411870954293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380193719769995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135896782575551,0.0,0.10263292396504416,0.0,0.0,0.1001460051774144,0.15413620194525807,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,moonstar212,2019/08/21,"Stumbling over my words in conversation Ugh I hate it. I have terrible social anxiety and anxiety just in general. Sometimes when someone tries to have a conversation with me, I for some reason cannot get out what I want to say. It’s like my mouth can’t catch up to my thoughts and I stumble over my words. Then I have to start all over or try and blurt it out. I always feel so crappy about it.",3.4040740740740745,4.5832698395061735,4.6799382716049385,85.55472222222225,72.82716049382717,8.362962962962964,27.08024691358025,8.841846274778883,1.872076543209876,311,11,67,6,6,103,55,81,0.21100000000000002,0.743,0.046,-0.9302,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,1,17,11,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,12,1,15,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,4,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23513173816340766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323505256535956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288248276034926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763798251633034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789922624496312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805580635063114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905424436271493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472138657395094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880578370040683,0.2394317046160749,0.0,0.2794818660109381,0.0,0.20001374005027467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433938002246348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383710688819956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667480670873586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Aurigael,2019/08/21,I'm gonna try to ask someone to hang out with me tommorow and I'm scared There's this guy I play DnD with and he seems really nice and understanding of my anxiety. I'm gonna try and talk to him a bit and ask him to hang out with me. I usually never initiate conversation and I'm probably gonna end up failing and saying nothing. I have no friends and i just wanted to tell someone. Wish me luck!,0.4899870801033615,2.502775569767444,3.2296899224806204,88.92680878552973,84.0,7.078036175710594,23.50904392764857,8.167268648758528,1.4078051679586563,313,12,71,7,9,110,51,86,0.11900000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.152,0.444,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,20,14,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,13,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,12,11,1,8,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,2,3,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585536135344414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387520930289883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22627464090805674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357116711387236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012884548939813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522034885686627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598519723033661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887191207485133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22346173058604415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277629836886526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648217627394191,0.2075037843298401,0.0,0.0,0.1886820540522636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35122207291595514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665880321912984,0.18115469621531344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28143236866531895,0.0,0.0,0.2157653515798664,0.0,0.0,0.22826801283584086,0.0,0.12224753444615058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383391935532502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StaedtlerRasoplast,2019/08/21,"Looking for advice on a situation Sorry if this isn’t the right sub. 

So I live in a small town with very little rental properties. The place I am living at the minute is a staff house and I am quitting that job so I need to move out soon. 

There is a guesthouse with summer cabins in the town. I heard from a friend that she knew of a girl who rented one of the cabins last winter, during the off peak season. I want to do the same. 

Apparently the owners live in their own property on the guesthouse grounds but they work during the days at another job outside the town. My friend suggested that I just call by the guesthouse in the evening and ask them. 

But I have pretty bad social anxiety. How can I ask them this? And how should I introduce myself?",2.4845428571428587,4.604329473333333,3.535238095238096,88.80000000000004,77.6,6.419047619047619,21.38095238095238,7.447530270364453,0.715895238095237,591,16,120,8,14,190,94,150,0.054000000000000006,0.862,0.084,0.644,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,2,8,3,0,0,19,0,9,0,0,2,0,17,16,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,6,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,17,2,19,13,2,25,0,0,1,0,16,18,0,1,6,87,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606110079234467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234613221312609,0.12573519919595358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073094348115599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723400652527604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783026900490114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599881280967093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855844492751868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396875966190485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896497482814747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32620452385097026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339756022294618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473222523961675,0.4353995361280072,0.0,0.13802127828279911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468901485646515,0.0,0.12187109881665616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113748102927728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717215579207385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167213539720175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748174377684389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036281999715142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847478923814432,0.0,0.1675446535466047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839879281105864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561448181063454,0.09694397845724312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965627454545748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway84394737,2019/08/21,"Did I hit them? This may seem like a weird scenario or the wrong subreddit but I need some reassurance. A few moments ago, I was merging into traffic and there was a car in my blind spot to the right. I didn’t see them (100% my fault) and thought I was in the clear to change lanes. Well, I was wrong, and heard the car blow its horn at me. Somehow, I still managed to merge in front of the car. 

After that whole ordeal, we stop at a stoplight and the car decides to turn onto another street and I continue straight. I eventually stop and park at a gas station to see if I caused any damage to my car. I didn’t see anything but my anxiety is off the roof right now thinking that I hit the other car. I know I didn’t but I can’t shake that feeling away that I did. 

Again, I know it’s totally my fault but I don’t know what to do or how to stop this feeling. :(",0.3726747195858522,2.3333126120218597,2.22314639056658,96.27861949956859,84.08196721311475,5.382686223756112,21.653436870865693,6.5966054737557815,0.2293890710382516,660,22,157,7,19,218,98,183,0.18899999999999997,0.721,0.09,-0.9629,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,2,0,7,10,0,1,13,0,14,1,0,2,2,35,30,14,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,8,0,3,9,0,0,8,5,7,1,0,11,7,27,3,20,16,4,32,0,1,4,0,5,14,0,7,11,108,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643066907396235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233463528024808,0.1732157645690604,0.1263696398770211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359370173903716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552011258860019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969528725424976,0.17474875984574684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704971378364136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723517557307122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070332517851042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248604183523908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821421388535724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39490432215598903,0.15038246489829638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319206780743556,0.4143178643439753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584686583841904,0.0,0.13114214037702826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967891769077246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852534531350475,0.0,0.0,0.1844283592226148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612179286681936,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lightningboltsrcool,2019/08/21,"My stepbrother is taking me out for dinner for my birthday and lets me make a reservation Okay this is my first post ever here, so I hope asking things like this is appropriate here.   
So, like the title says, my stepbrother and his girlfriend want to take me out for dinner as a birthday gift. They told me to make a reservation at whatever place I like. And here I am, worrying if I'll make a reservation at a place that is too expensive and they'll think I'm rude.. Right now I'm thinking of a restaurant that is not even THAT expensive but there are cheaper ones. I kinda want to go to the cheapest one ever just to make sure I won't come off as rude, but I don't think they meant that and I really like the restaurant I'm considering now.  
It kind feels weird to ask him directly for a price range, I don't want to come off as if I want to take advantage of them and reserve at some kind of expensive restaurant or as greedy or something, plus it kinda takes out the spontaneous character of them saying 'hey lets go for a dinner for your birthday, we'll pay!'

Do you guys have any suggestions on how to handle this and/or how to politely and strategically word asking them for the maximum price they were thinking of? (without coming off as taking advantage or greedy or something)  Cause I'm honestly overthinking this so hard rn while it should have been a fun and relaxed birthday gift. :(",7.41879120879121,6.5243723260073265,7.402545787545787,76.7216208791209,63.83516483516484,11.316483516483517,34.15201465201465,10.608840637214634,3.3876344322344325,1107,40,217,24,14,356,129,273,0.065,0.75,0.184,0.9845,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,7,4,16,17,2,0,14,1,20,3,0,7,3,52,53,28,0,8,11,0,2,4,1,4,0,3,0,1,12,15,3,0,6,1,6,5,5,3,0,3,4,5,29,14,39,43,1,25,0,0,0,0,22,13,0,10,10,150,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252837297878692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991212603947109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956303063622172,0.0,0.2756189151253653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704439569042647,0.1929492865604302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053927463765175404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907198324838348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212278448261461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560422179483107,0.0,0.0,0.09554102929883812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593148068088903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221274439804774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21812186899888625,0.0,0.20842301591393586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847694756766632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445430125997674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286144636243352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021450439953167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832527934070498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108192779881967,0.0,0.16963107299937982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421490985345574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052012678300926,0.0,0.4009526497221891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085617423775459,0.2733582904333091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191246145464483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25162915497286664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028106438872406,0.0,0.0,0.10831230762304853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emanresu1228,2019/08/21,"SocialAnxiety at Work Hi Reddit, 

I am looking for some advice about how to improve my customer service skills because it is required for my job. 

I am a cashier at a small hardware store... the computer runs slow and I noticed that the best employees joke and are friendly with the customers in those small interludes. 

This may seem unimportant but many customers come in repeatedly throughout the day and the week, so ideally, I feel I should be able to help the company build a rapport with these clients by making them feel positively on their way out the door. 

I feel my social anxiety makes me a little frazzled with customers and co-workers. 

Does anyone have any advice on how to make better small talk so I can get to know the customers?

I am willing to power through all the small humiliations of the day but I am at a loss on how to improve.. 

Thanks internet..",6.052895622895623,7.306583728395065,6.1054882154882195,77.52015151515155,66.65432098765433,8.853872053872054,35.714927048260385,9.095868883498916,3.2802395061728395,692,34,122,12,11,219,105,162,0.065,0.769,0.16699999999999998,0.9570000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,8,6,7,0,0,15,0,12,0,0,6,1,28,24,11,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,1,5,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,15,6,24,20,3,22,0,1,1,0,7,14,0,3,5,85,20,5,0.17820645260174145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482825659968927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211864987288319,0.0,0.13632744846782166,0.0,0.0,0.12460609516554433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863299945352944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701667754111295,0.15760912553247838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350907943870604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298568385522665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559496675838759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703196108206781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768186321988646,0.0,0.0931055162843228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944802874814628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684240650049654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793760584855718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860968202185165,0.0,0.0,0.1496485377434922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35686257272233585,0.1806733723294176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288922743149768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223246148234394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165903635971534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323559626083082,0.0,0.16406855876368756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414519872476692,0.14294646702960195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25947283984534925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Flowerbear18,2019/08/21,"Is it rude to make some noise while getting ready if roommates are sleeping? I'm in college and I live in a suite style dorm where everyone has their own rooms and we share a bathroom. 

All the girls I've roomed with in college take night showers and simply get up and go in the morning. But I just can't do that, I like taking morning showers. I always get super anxious to use my blow dryer and stuff because I hate to be rude and wake people up. But I have to use my blow dryer or my hair will look terrible. 

So basically my question is, do you think I'm overreacting?",3.9576282051282057,4.7406905213675214,4.939391025641027,85.69831730769235,71.13675213675214,7.217521367521367,29.15491452991453,7.1686216300943375,1.5171376068376068,449,17,93,4,8,147,80,117,0.142,0.7879999999999999,0.071,-0.8257,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,1,1,3,7,3,0,4,0,10,3,3,3,1,20,24,12,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,13,3,11,22,3,12,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,4,3,58,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718264850185065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541379264659204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713199488597327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495651727418585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35259300342947963,0.0,0.12784852288196855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209894336149846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990286413742573,0.0,0.1986415806814633,0.0,0.18890763042322692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501608680717956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110736064971847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595719532130664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520038671571371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22511994662149185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575224997367734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382800648554454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414367301323638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885820785678488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Klocknerline,2019/08/21,I dont want to be me I just have a bad anxiety attack. I dont think I will ever be a normal person. I'm so tired. I dont want to be here anymore.,-3.8545945945945945,-2.4773618648648643,1.3284324324324324,98.71859459459463,100.08108108108108,4.0410810810810815,12.805405405405404,5.6839178017228535,-1.153395675675676,109,2,31,1,5,44,23,37,0.42,0.58,0.0,-0.9097,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,1,6,12,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646544860967948,0.0,0.21345567383221944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486133129861015,0.0,0.0,0.1797125623049135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7567628308750499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469273492709888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088498579721465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879352426686366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791414865581486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473814212125461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25390282204396136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,XTCYanxiety,2019/08/21,"Just had the worst day of my life (M20) SA I’m trying to keep it short. Yesterday I had a date with my crush and everything was just perfect. We chatted, mad out and just go along very well. However she then eventually wanted to have sex and well...her comes the „worst day of my life“ part. After we made out for a bit she took her clothes off. So did I. However just before it happens I got an anxiety attack....naked with my crush right besides me I’m stating to shake like I’m about to get killed. She obviously noticed and tried to calm me down asking me if it’s ok and telling me that she had way worse experiences before. She said that there was one guy who couldn’t get an erection and that this is way more embarrassing than me being nervous and shaking a bit. I actually calmed me down a bit and my shaking got better and we kissed however...now I couldn’t get no erection. Awesome right? I just laid there and stared shaking again. She then took her clothes back on and went home.
After she was gone I had the worst anxiety attack I’ve ever had in my entire life.
Now we’re still texting and stuff but I know I messed it up...even if she really doesn’t mind (wich I doubt)...I can’t...I just can’t speak to her again. Every time I think about her I think about that situation i don’t ever want that to happen again...
Right now I just want to forget this night...I so fucking embarrassed and so disappointed and disgusted by myself...I put so much effort in it and I fucking blew it like I always do. The thing is I’m not only afraid of what she thinks but also of myself...I know what’s going to happen now. I won’t leave my room until I’m literally have to bc I would starve otherwise...I will cancel all my plans and appointments and worst of all I will loose all the progress I’ve made...like I know I won’t ever talk to a person again. Never ever go on a date again...wow I’m such a fuckup",0.8318268209184261,3.0419538401015283,2.658615275646324,92.32156947231735,84.20304568527919,5.695573131861647,19.061267855034824,7.025160622230231,0.2174500767323813,1479,39,326,20,43,490,186,394,0.168,0.763,0.069,-0.9875,3,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,3,0,0,5,32,28,6,8,14,1,25,7,0,1,10,64,62,29,1,8,12,0,0,2,0,5,3,2,2,2,18,26,0,1,6,1,0,13,10,19,1,1,17,3,51,9,37,37,12,55,0,1,1,4,25,14,2,2,27,210,69,0,0.0,0.0,0.08785875180456694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199897341434072,0.0749142686807759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774926216289388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416825235035423,0.20484997717450013,0.0,0.06922945021400455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322208598085996,0.0,0.0,0.07962644719108898,0.2948765796292111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755504363076964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161270539041288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946563009381264,0.32575827383066736,0.07585628085277225,0.0,0.0809154233064159,0.08806908007694003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646722725280294,0.14111482664279446,0.0,0.1535026671052594,0.0,0.1440144611387702,0.0,0.0,0.08914634931894617,0.2388463792959121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030995798441772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002504018496479,0.09960764353486172,0.0,0.1484385546923451,0.0,0.0,0.09533143861074404,0.0,0.0,0.19077789356211627,0.08797068273875311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703818939243173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090717943250914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618426119709085,0.0,0.06943862946172748,0.0,0.0,0.08448942069566942,0.0,0.0,0.1025026203218536,0.0,0.0,0.06100836535619639,0.06847378819370166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749644514628814,0.0,0.0,0.0786129234182859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050754936949372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057677137484660586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306618394851153,0.08564154340063464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120032427050278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190008647035602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306569487627988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236472890141694,0.07869239049409006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059813605485156435,0.17306760966106433,0.0,0.0,0.052498686214282435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005888405344666,0.12225234186788858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428625765687455,0.15931053820667682,0.1429272468151611,0.0,0.0,0.16190009522330367,0.08346104768736738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175082918876727,0.06395651878071329,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SniffinSnoffin,2019/08/21,"I’m tired of being so socially anxious So I just moved into college and now have to actively make friends for the first time in years. A few nights ago I met some really nice people. One of them was super nice and welcomed me over while I was by myself during a social thing and we had a great time just wandering around campus. Next day we have to take a bus down to this camp and the super nice one came and sat next to me. While I had a great time with them while in a group, I just couldn’t think of anything to say the whole time other than occasionally responding to them. I got along with people fine at the camp and was far more talkative than usual but wasn’t able to muster the courage to step in and establish communication or talk to the super nice friend much at all. So now I feel like absolute shit having gone from like 3 potentially good friends to three that have probably meet new people and I feel like I’ve been ignoring and a bunch that I’m simply familiar with and won’t see more of unless that somehow works out. If I could just initiate these conversations without overthinking so much I’d be great but apparently I’m not there yet if I ever will be.

TL;DR: I can’t initiate conversation for shit and feel like I’ve missed a great opportunity to make friends and screwed up the few that happened to work out already",5.8025746268656695,5.974134966417915,6.2208582089552245,80.29569029850748,66.8731343283582,9.834328358208957,29.06343283582089,9.673873057562805,2.3545552238805967,1073,33,220,21,16,347,145,268,0.077,0.659,0.265,0.9955,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,3,7,15,29,3,0,15,0,19,4,2,2,2,48,37,25,0,4,12,0,3,4,4,2,1,1,0,0,8,23,0,1,4,0,0,4,6,5,0,4,12,5,19,24,40,18,10,37,0,1,1,1,20,13,3,5,24,150,27,4,0.10258559495049148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093594026300003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320575498028446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589252246537245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844192037850854,0.09132292891507243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733059150903848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190625010213354,0.0,0.0,0.06615922204854242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279454376886914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556110774776378,0.21986150859060652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725925465901258,0.0,0.0,0.31702950473671504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604392990388607,0.08204707165435399,0.4524039223675253,0.0,0.0,0.09071610282058952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047255957702784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695336243930564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903225250345032,0.15082443187689906,0.0,0.0,0.09907780685448828,0.21820188807609636,0.09626963152225064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390293081490357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335980442299016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060462210725376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657189589795716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158018258891712,0.0,0.0,0.08174743737378959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060527804413584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914619028685225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713160046795413,0.08245441534793299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681533109430874,0.06573270701950086,0.0,0.0,0.2392739415485319,0.1179070504449394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129835396542781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453315321942335,0.0,0.09888885275678104,0.0,0.1493670698249937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606175974726929
socialanxiety,Erarayy,2019/08/21,My mental illness stops me from getting a job I suffer from social anxiety disorder I got fired from 4 jobs in less than a year and it's getting worse now that i can't even success in an interview becauae of it i am from egypt i figure that i have to work from home but i need a laptop i am 200$ us dollars and still have to get my anxiety bills my family and friends don't know about my condition I am keeping a secret but now I got no way out I started a donation https://gogetfunding.com/help-a-mentall-ill-friend-to-me/ (I tried to make it like it's myfriend cuz I didn't wanna be open about it) so I am asking if anybody can help me out?,1.76498364231189,4.152641381679391,3.5524154852780825,86.25963740458016,81.74809160305344,6.185605234460198,23.097600872410034,7.447530270364453,1.0073768811341326,515,18,106,8,14,172,82,131,0.16,0.752,0.08800000000000001,-0.4308,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,2,0,18,22,8,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,3,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,21,3,17,18,1,12,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,76,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27596262503011554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862008186536614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067177831294284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913161001437934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700352507500737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787043168505089,0.0,0.2827050931493507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28851413150333544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417942383465916,0.0,0.1809241855848775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579755600431329,0.1603196983477724,0.0,0.0,0.09912574137816436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811887683859147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039729031127755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176889802284307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374086397371926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386284309465767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276656635560307,0.0,0.14404241656690775,0.15079603712899067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245828633929895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169609458992513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431680199230276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131032453938052,0.0,0.18381078253384994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615131932654395
socialanxiety,imlazythough,2019/08/21,"whatever I do, anxiety follows me i've tried so hard. go out of my comfort zone, be friendly to strangers, etc. and it's worked. i think ive got more friends and feel safer in social situations. but my anxiety is relative. i feel the same amount of anxiety back when i wasnt as social and now when im considerably more social. last time, when i had little friends, i feared of making more friends. this time, when i have more friends, i fear of not being seen with friends all the time. it's so exhausting. it's like my anxiety follows me every step i take. it's what defines me now.",2.134992295839752,4.163195796610172,3.593636363636364,88.40444530046227,78.32203389830508,7.3417565485362095,27.67642526964561,8.296473431620573,1.9047016949152549,456,20,97,9,11,150,70,118,0.161,0.618,0.22,0.8766,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,2,2,0,8,1,0,1,1,14,18,11,0,0,2,0,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,4,4,16,8,9,12,8,18,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,12,61,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936920102271657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893004504605887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434876569144587,0.0,0.0,0.10839989713327468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895519931221639,0.1301066808676434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5964050172440473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311929496512401,0.0,0.10289953974573318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525227908805652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897269623315986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487342546161373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628557902682641,0.128949095636113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588020070358776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446169600915206,0.0,0.3934518250222384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673478928584134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243883861013858,0.0,0.0,0.2250645083551696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735032309652667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936645417578716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nataliecostner7,2019/08/21,"First day of (hell) school. So today was my first day of school and I was planning on drinking before school, since that’s the only way that I’d be able to be there without having a panic attack every five minutes. But (for some reason) I decided not to... and the first thing I thought when I arrived was, “wow, i really should’ve gotten drunk before this.”

It felt like someone was suffocating me and even if this happens like every time I go to school (or anywhere else), it’s still as overwhelming.

If you also have social anxiety, you know that when this happens, you start to think about every little thing you do, like walking, typing... whatever. It just feels like everything about you as a whole being is judged by everyone in the room.

So, yeah... that was my first day back at school.",3.623188996434031,5.677563066225169,4.178410596026492,85.79372898624554,73.96688741721856,6.765359144167093,23.535914416709122,7.61054688173877,1.1262976057055525,617,18,116,8,13,195,96,151,0.027999999999999997,0.847,0.124,0.9286,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,5,0,5,12,9,2,2,5,1,12,2,0,1,0,18,22,14,0,2,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,12,3,2,0,7,2,0,2,2,4,0,5,8,2,14,5,16,11,2,22,1,1,0,0,6,5,1,4,18,84,26,6,0.11026132605158873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817594260713561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843496126309444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254381762255378,0.0,0.08478415370819373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764853467900824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332830083407864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801412260531908,0.0,0.0,0.0921091894917685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282656595774177,0.0,0.2786997681913846,0.10535942218761396,0.09909577016382164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557514394338418,0.07877071336250965,0.10586816429446684,0.0,0.0,0.3751529104498274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266405256837386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950074529675972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060596741215161926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547245757639694,0.11051081539339007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385870702787554,0.0,0.12936790899168227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063622887126234,0.11336700717895487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579517426773102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120930831897843,0.0,0.0,0.11239753637338414,0.09342406375198388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804353409124518,0.0,0.08805483741516001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465054512384064,0.07065100557664619,0.0,0.08753517657532492,0.06429426591877717,0.0,0.10451484457845138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752030837747574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310283287763793,0.0,0.1062879836291357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LifeWastedOnLiving,2019/08/21,"Thoughts on Anxiety Medication I'm not diagnosed with anxiety and  not sure if it's just me or something that I should fix. Though I do relate to most of the posts here, I am having a hard time understanding what exactly is the issue with me.if any. And would taking medication make my life easier.",5.443947368421052,6.7770077368421076,6.735921052631582,72.15019736842106,68.12280701754386,11.314035087719299,30.03947368421053,11.20814326018867,3.747073684210527,239,9,44,8,4,81,48,57,0.091,0.831,0.078,0.066,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,1,2,17,11,5,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389143046908147,0.0,0.3687358043338801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24461465271286206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589283362050266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515462458690987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022871587402202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608724792993393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48557367185080297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308158405899444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855371585965795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714403608942446,0.0,0.18120550789842688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23678585085414985,0.19133077636784207,0.14053175301079768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508943463622233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120279284772744,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MentalRoutine,2019/08/21,"Completely new to dating and approaching 30 I have had some interest from girls in the past but it seems like the opportunities pass me by without any idea of what to do about it. Even when a girl is interested and I let her know that I haven't had really any experience regarding intimacy and relationships in my 20s, never had a girlfriend, only kissed four girls, etc. they seem to understand... but then when they say they want to help nothing ever happens... it's like they're waiting for me to just figure something out without telling me. I went to a psychologist for 6 months and the same thing happened, she understood the problem and assured she could fix it... but all she did was recommend a book that I read four times that assumed I would just meet a girl who would be prepared to deal with the inexperience, make the first kiss happen (it even said 'have confidence' as a heading ffs) and then literally ask to have sex at some stage. How the hell am I meant to achieve any of this if I have practically no social circle and no self confidence regarding this specific situation with girls?",10.04768115942029,7.852450386473433,9.569371980676332,67.42043478260871,59.6280193236715,13.451207729468601,40.39130434782609,12.06081838636515,4.692049275362318,878,36,164,22,9,284,132,207,0.067,0.738,0.195,0.9813,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,3,9,10,1,0,13,0,18,4,1,2,4,42,33,17,0,6,8,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,6,13,10,0,1,9,2,0,3,6,2,0,3,9,2,19,8,25,19,5,20,1,0,0,3,24,4,1,6,14,120,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28197023325332543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292111825429171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491446905454158,0.0,0.0,0.1103524189652024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249228941488282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414484705213086,0.1825777337777615,0.1250222340651427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519955166516406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756453038340008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666658419668261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184716435911446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926417515731385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602648072560835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595865286165969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133290589889988,0.0,0.13504849665248206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225873978939364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032088276326632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659895122405366,0.13348768425518592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261980412020824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511777182770732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319406470218209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225187597128873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825113524640187,0.0,0.08854325629884653,0.0,0.0,0.1483898238178657,0.0,0.0,0.13147291037402642,0.10991310769427336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516491825149406,0.14418706644632495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535802642412008,0.0,0.14089149476829405,0.0,0.10640368390403483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208048943507331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918230625096263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059353899212125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438853700550721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152204050979743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812551486831664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664662122071745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963661402540568,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lostinsaudade,2019/08/21,"I can’t stop worrying about starting university and it’s driving me insane I’m 18 f and have anxiety for the past 8 years. Over the years it got worse as I faced more and more rejections due to my lack of confidence. It’s not that people don’t like me, but rather that I tend to give off the impression that I’m not interested due to my social anxiety.

University is starting in a week and my anxiety is worse than ever. I keep getting panic attacks and numbness in my hands, chest pains and overall feeling shitty about it.

I get flashbacks of when I had to sit alone in class. I suck at making new friends and I’m afraid that everyone will already have friends to start with and I’ll just be the odd one out, as usual. Moments like these really make me so nervous that I’d rather just take a gun to my head and end it all. I hate flashbacks, and most of all, I hate how my anxiety has taken over me completely already.",4.039492635024551,4.9220517872340475,5.239361702127663,83.25653846153848,71.02127659574468,8.763338788870701,29.88707037643208,9.057496981413335,2.3581819967266773,728,29,151,14,13,242,110,188,0.314,0.599,0.087,-0.9936,0,1,0,1,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,10,16,4,3,6,0,10,6,4,3,3,30,30,16,0,3,7,0,2,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,11,12,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,10,0,1,3,2,19,6,24,25,6,26,0,1,0,0,4,8,1,1,18,98,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939146693637874,0.29704004101797804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118345226775387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311205890598692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411118321921538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192040696840979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174158059433395,0.0,0.12860357621339874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805119410648823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079630516737058,0.0,0.14063222883046372,0.1291080439404056,0.0,0.0,0.10764146016189156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657534533188671,0.1381250152905205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962704449136287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150474843374824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967563753099905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998489262826765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119958477924303,0.0,0.1432099792658546,0.1579087603000893,0.0,0.0,0.1284784505186985,0.09330562901216198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621983164349951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371944230052171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28578395864569417,0.0,0.0,0.1125206972609154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119261945107616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822848564151145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795751457101507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667955723401826,0.2743111531119547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333913658776584
socialanxiety,mangomelon789,2019/08/21,"Restaurants while travelling solo Ok. So maybe I'm making a bigger deal out of this than it is. I HATE eating alone in restaurants while travelling solo. Like it's becoming a serious issue. I'm only eating once a day and it takes me forever to find a restaurant to stop at because of this. At a restaurant in Italy my menu was taken before I had even ordered and no one noticed for over an hour. I didn't speak up about it either and then i felt super guilty when they figured it out because they acted super apologetic when I know it's my fault. Now I'm sitting in a restaurant in Croatia. I asked if I could get a table for one and a waitress said I could sit anywhere and now it's been a half hour and I still dont have a menu and I'm close to tears. I probably would've brought this up in one of my travel groups but I know the inevitable influx of answers would basically be ""tell a waiter"". I just have so much trouble doing that though. I'm just really struggling. It's probably a culture thing too because I'm from the States and waiters there would never leave a patron alone this long (unless they've forgotten about you completely, which, incidentally, has happened to my dad on multiple occasions but I digress). I just needed an outlet for this. I hate the thought of avoiding restaurants but it's becoming harder with each experience. I'm just so tired of this awful feeling and why put myself in this position at all? I can't help but feel it wouldn't be happening if there were someone with me too. I think solo travellers are often a bit invisible. Anyway, that's it, I guess.",2.8755172413793098,5.0118772239747615,4.3443968236701815,83.3847949526814,76.44479495268139,7.0222560643968235,26.388447731969976,7.990435384864732,1.7739623409115632,1268,49,239,21,29,421,171,317,0.156,0.807,0.037000000000000005,-0.988,0,3,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,2,22,11,2,2,19,2,20,3,0,1,2,50,47,25,0,8,12,1,3,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,22,15,2,2,10,4,0,7,6,7,0,4,10,5,28,4,35,30,5,42,0,0,0,0,12,17,0,4,15,172,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234078710481722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564465131121456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066608489917756,0.2496108337698091,0.09615914192470908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337246156701855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848385141225568,0.0,0.0,0.18045098873784626,0.0,0.0,0.07287903559190789,0.11650344756168432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244130780621016,0.0,0.0,0.231265158841311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463889983259303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105408155238785,0.0,0.0,0.11427769657133036,0.0,0.10850275866117796,0.0,0.10328474844961534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059040577411797975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448801983959285,0.0,0.19986033334461126,0.0,0.0,0.2231385716291286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574503498219763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225748101443863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794811813089293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420945676237073,0.0,0.0,0.11965623985046572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055208655544253665,0.0,0.0,0.1000060874829914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543187983923333,0.0,0.11352895949879872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830718590585965,0.08379195872912325,0.0871566130003168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865722264628274,0.0,0.12034689990944145,0.22972583979624794,0.08594558251691116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24367753856808416,0.0,0.0,0.11360148544337052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239405486088017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749386779059356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574897902482857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024613618908016,0.09447744649018168,0.0,0.11813762018175132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496588202987633,0.0,0.09877156674216117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507566473927517,0.07240919929366367,0.11102708136937513,0.08971354326970679,0.0,0.1298829076256185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019696585305838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24082705546300304,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AdventurousParsnip2,2019/08/21,"I was raised by parents who constantly compared me to others. I am still comparing myself to others and it breaks me. I was never good enough for my parents because my peers or my friends or my siblings or whatever always did something better. This feeling has stuck to me to this very day.

I am boring. Everyone does cool shit every once in a while. People go to concerts. People are invited to the craziest parties. People win medals and prizes. People excel in their field and get promoted. That girl used to be a model and made a lot of money. That dude is a DJ and lives his dream in the club every friday night. Everyone is better and more interesting than me. I can't even talk with people about dreams/hobbies/passions/interests any more because I am sooooo insanely boring and I never did anything memorable in my life. Others just seem to... live life. Do things. Explore the world. In 60 years I'll be dead and I will never have done cool things and I will die unsatisfied.",2.8658021390374344,5.5289196844919815,3.9581042780748703,83.33833288770057,79.42780748663101,6.520748663101604,24.323262032085555,7.734863291789972,1.5798708021390369,779,28,137,13,20,252,118,187,0.122,0.708,0.17,0.8426,2,0,1,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,1,7,4,13,1,0,7,2,19,3,1,2,3,24,26,13,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,11,10,0,0,4,4,1,2,4,3,0,0,7,4,21,10,19,15,4,18,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,5,9,100,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788682365535793,0.0,0.0,0.08817268787945817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669845658664112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807806405329464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229346014255684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011551016306506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361944397773986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456575719163666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346562124504153,0.1326863567573574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397259192457409,0.0,0.08563866484265949,0.0,0.21848690081691874,0.24778980379157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555957669267337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017436001277166,0.0,0.06774156950901566,0.0,0.07368829938651372,0.1087519676537837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316422512051592,0.0,0.0,0.228982860934257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102315972756204,0.0,0.12268665013742434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000034560917858,0.0,0.0,0.12167635607815995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808279394945214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879423481591379,0.0,0.0,0.4494467453068352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803684684551173,0.0,0.0,0.1330932839257587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998179705195993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354598778620744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421513662668104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172279594283063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198390054211532,0.0,0.1069824016302564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349626019188351
socialanxiety,Shownhealer,2019/08/21,"How are you guys overcoming your social anxiety and improving confindence Hey, 19 male here. I am looking for tips for improving my social anxiety to be more confident around people and just get out more. Whenever I get an invited to social events or want to go to a social event by myself I always get extreme anxiety (worst case is when I'm myself) which sometimes prevents me from going to that event. I also struggle to make conversation with people especially girls (even tho their just regularly people lol). Is trying to get an appointment with my university counseling worth it, or just talking about my anxiety to someone. basically looking some advice on how others beat their anxiety or just tips in general",8.091909448818898,9.280889244094489,8.719360236220473,60.824237204724426,62.07086614173228,12.649212598425198,37.922244094488185,12.161744961471696,5.523237007874017,582,28,84,20,8,195,84,127,0.081,0.8170000000000001,0.102,0.5849,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,1,13,2,0,1,3,1,5,0,0,3,0,20,16,10,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,14,0,19,15,4,10,0,0,2,0,14,4,0,4,4,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391474299132747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959152676296237,0.11402897418842567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5241794165601344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199542034225615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051419600663986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863927741798291,0.0,0.15576695844852534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569199759259012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301596166731644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147583863416213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850206331964053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5587835979451359,0.1161142765277532,0.0,0.13553691532423642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143264862328793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101482527876508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304174879374713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083025022697275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OddPizza,2019/08/21,"First college class tomorrow... This is the only class I have in person and it’s 3 hours long. 5:30-8:30pm. I’m really considering dropping out because of it and it hasn’t even started. I guess it’s a good thing it’s only once per week, because I would not be able to go everyday.

This sucks... :(",-0.12016666666666966,2.202535316666669,2.153333333333336,91.49833333333332,95.83333333333334,5.333333333333334,20.0,6.937597516519254,0.6430000000000002,229,8,48,4,9,77,46,60,0.054000000000000006,0.892,0.054000000000000006,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,7,27,11,3,0.2639789842041627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218382772130197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435562942175525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454038911033425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500253401213039,0.2214130475523768,0.0,0.0,0.2908026123547177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25996612492408394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23361309408649564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811290028353927,0.0,0.4015358256717447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304962668629932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691116968493951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684568371208155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753759073248955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174801816171396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752309645157272,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rosequeenofamerica,2019/08/21,"Mental health needs to be as important as physical health. Having social anxiety for quite some time now has made me realize that this condition very serious. While reading some of the posts made here, I’ve come to realize there are a ton of people who feel the same way I do. Social anxiety is often combined with depression, at least with me it has been that way. 

I think it should be important for people to have annual mental health check ups too. 
Wish there was a universal healthcare plan for mental health. 
I wish people who don’t suffer from mental illnesses become educated on those people who do. 

Sorry random rant here. But for real though.",5.764416666666667,7.606500608333337,6.228333333333333,74.1566666666667,67.91666666666666,10.0,26.66666666666667,10.25414643259724,2.997666666666667,523,16,86,14,9,169,79,120,0.14800000000000002,0.782,0.07,-0.8439,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,4,0,14,5,0,2,0,20,22,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,5,0,17,15,5,11,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,4,4,64,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105576275128415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069449711313227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019372979520802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192393536616423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983500739559493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5031490139742725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239476515452835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770255605793686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774577403420107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32816135412742464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133346357525157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586652242090884,0.11836954705583028,0.13469400882962992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241260404697847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324691688330451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758259066333408,0.11626601575227287,0.0,0.0690035614472256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976408499821854,0.0,0.18786163558145624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272164623185557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pomers,2019/08/21,"I hate this I'm going to move to a different country soon, and every single member of my family knows someone who lives in the city I'm moving to. Everyone gave me their numbers and expect me to be very friendly with them. I don't even know how to address these people. Do I speak more officially, because they're not my peers, or should I be more casual, because they're family friends after all. How do I even find the social energy to meet them and engage in small talk with the stress of moving to a whole new place? 

I don't know how to handle this situation and I'm freaking out. It doesn't help that my parents just casually interprets my anxiety as not being grateful for these people and being a spoiled brat.",5.354444444444448,5.856463496503498,6.532540792540793,76.52735819735821,67.88111888111888,9.432478632478633,29.175602175602172,9.444778638647367,2.546587257187257,572,19,107,11,9,193,89,143,0.109,0.7879999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.2148,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,7,8,1,1,6,0,10,0,0,3,1,23,19,10,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,7,8,0,0,5,2,0,4,5,3,0,0,1,1,15,5,18,13,5,12,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,3,76,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975547236281728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085512580128408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355480736645414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679122368919375,0.0,0.13189478625980364,0.14958417683737418,0.0,0.0,0.295150863558904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430780703375254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418904886873478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896737022762548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455445613125424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492791632433464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25809690672628754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823092087973576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991434130897955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119084350212744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382321010365392,0.0,0.0,0.21705532802475108,0.0,0.16355480736645414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596163414585564,0.0,0.15957654861681667,0.1326389361575841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793202350342071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582386512892438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916491509398978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477540726789495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FlickaCkick_7,2019/08/21,You know someone on Reddit has social problems when... They are a redditor for so long but don’t have a lot of karma,2.428750000000001,4.028024375000005,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,76.08333333333334,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,1.1063999999999994,91,3,18,1,2,31,23,24,0.085,0.915,0.0,-0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259631684896799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41808006684740223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40163769598893895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520456339809542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815764208054367,0.40028302835144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SubRedGit,2019/08/21,"Hard to talk to people I’m so used to the mindset that no one cares what I’m doing or what’s on my mind that I just naturally don’t tell people anything about my life. I feel like I can spend my whole day next to someone and not tell them a thing about me. It doesn’t help that I’m also a very private person and deliberately hide a lot of stuff about myself.

Because of this, I’ve become very comfortable spending copious amounts of time alone. With that and working on my self-esteem, I actually quite enjoy my own company. But I feel like it’s so easy and comfortable for me to avoid people, which plays off of my anxieties.

It’s hard because I avoid conversations when I have nothing to say or offer anyone. It’s a weird dance between pushing myself to talk because I know I need to talk to people and not talking at all because I know it’s unnatural and forced. I’ve found a good spot when interacting with myself, but I still struggle interacting with others.

Anyone else feel this way?",4.422469490308688,5.518894854271358,5.5485463029432855,80.59945979899497,70.30653266331659,8.097774587221824,28.28463747307968,8.418075326091056,1.9464024407753056,792,28,155,12,14,263,110,199,0.095,0.799,0.106,0.6232,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,11,12,0,3,6,0,5,1,0,1,1,29,17,15,0,1,7,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,17,9,0,2,6,2,2,2,5,4,0,1,1,6,23,8,25,16,5,13,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,3,8,101,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.1177046118698702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492264380284406,0.0,0.09645722306202352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227153303014272,0.0,0.0,0.16867616250499234,0.1235861803985964,0.09925736120132428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941075626338239,0.13321179534946054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297688117917273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778786704016473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075987139093792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296245678230347,0.17233735290848926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225011154220878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116766146472857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609794865862944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084690833644946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325756938094719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519522321855194,0.1178545660508028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025441024791266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178859876235952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943583969955463,0.0,0.0,0.12827735070042465,0.0,0.0,0.11573508666704845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173307516409606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344820486954675,0.10531795010573083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829082934967465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591933217840573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582964318290754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219823559852216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632474395070396,0.0,0.0,0.12609488334337848,0.1380773954027469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877889067833039,0.21084882473228275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080132452072941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033263457094795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417420101870123,0.0,0.19904300812780454,0.0,0.09574001318291664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466436603178894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878104775718232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,minorumgentium,2019/08/21,"Brewing Herbs Hi everyone.
I’ve recently heard from someone about soothing Effects of drinking brewed herbs.
I know it sounds really like an advice like „just stop stressing about things and go for a walk idk” but i have anxiety as long as i know and i havent done anything besides going to talk with a therapist that is a friend of my family once or twice or coping with it by reading relatable posts that make me feel like im not the only one.
Anyways, my anxiety is highly connected with gastric pains, and from what ive read it „relaxes” stomach and bowels, and i think id give it a try.
Has anyone ever used it before? Does it really help or is it just another shitty „DIY” solution that only bases on placebo Effect? Im thinking about trying Lemon Balm.",3.4205509355509385,5.51700452702703,4.8756756756756765,80.38366943866946,74.67567567567569,8.067359667359668,27.600831600831604,8.841846274778883,2.4451968814968823,602,24,108,13,13,201,102,148,0.11,0.758,0.132,0.6686,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,6,0,8,4,2,4,1,25,19,11,0,0,6,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,12,8,1,1,7,3,0,3,2,2,0,2,2,3,9,4,16,17,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,7,65,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409821839523517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128311831981334,0.2207373356473623,0.0,0.0,0.10087923511146832,0.0,0.1187246203431498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227659389628906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625452359171058,0.14764166075768065,0.0,0.14133289349238068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050344571979006,0.0,0.13785930612861844,0.0,0.0,0.136008012724935,0.0,0.0729489076196232,0.10306886334356236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146518179461062,0.0,0.0,0.1384000809099826,0.1639876648317244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670334151533266,0.15243264633015566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116798095703003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857764828478255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145391798761945,0.0,0.0,0.1276773168532157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630353776919304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536463395256144,0.0977633114651648,0.2194526682790616,0.15351694683454392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817392582494406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886246539943809,0.0,0.18485032088339026,0.0,0.14245246328121128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224228585488968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061892605348865,0.16526456005779844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596140118451635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675124032800438,0.09584875957188586,0.18488899054024271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959041797890476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246057956387748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vangoghbleepyourself,2019/08/21,"seeking advice Does anyone have any tips for when it comes to doing tasks such as, ordering food, making important phone calls, talking to a receptionist at like say a doctors office or something? Or even just talking to someone outside of casual conversation? 

I never learned how to do these things for myself and it's what I struggle most with when dealing with my SA. I want to try and get better because I hate living like this, so any advice would be appreciated.",9.912558139534882,8.530298976744188,9.534534883720934,64.99854651162794,59.2325581395349,11.390697674418604,40.1046511627907,10.125756701596842,4.201427906976745,376,16,60,6,4,122,68,86,0.065,0.757,0.17800000000000002,0.8156,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,1,2,0,5,2,0,2,1,15,10,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,12,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,5,44,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38878964295079294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705622398088087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909843322257112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126758326050753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593988796472132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313262212342256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713629851492822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509097290921768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036161415867939,0.17408742641103345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313932325945569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24055032110262475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393417290159178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640494640624664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437702687014224,0.0,0.17566129949701567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327891830532187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342923260912913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819934036472635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855510866207765,0.1531481818603168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796774659759884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197892847073441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321621071774023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506230712544093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117335714587464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413161474087665,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PapaBred,2019/08/21,"Ah fuck. Not clapping caused me to shut down. So today in US History, my teacher who is a super cool and funny guy (sincerely) made a small announcement that the quiz was moved to Thursday instead of Wednesday. He had everyone clap. I wanted to but I just couldn't. I felt that I would look stupid despite everyone else clapping. 



He paused... He looked at me and he said, 



""PapaBred... Would you like the quiz to be on Wednesday?"" 


In a joking matter but my dumbass self couldn't process it because I'm a dumbass and was scared. Everyone... looked at me. I felt like a deer in headlights. And I *shrugged.* I fucking... ***shrugged.*** Then he said,



""The quiz won't be on Thursday until PapaBred claps."" 



I stared a good solid 2 seconds until I gave a simple *clap clap clap.* The rest of the period, flatline for me if you know what I mean. I just wanted to fade out of existence. I was so disconnected from everything. Plus, what made it worse was that the girl I kinda like sits diagonally from me so that... that fucking destroyed me. 



Though I'm getting a little better every day. I do think some other girl likes me though which is a slight confidence boost. But fuck, man... Shits rough but I'm trying my best to plow through.",0.760641025641025,3.2923486111111164,2.12363247863248,91.41442307692309,94.94017094017092,4.993162393162393,21.884615384615387,6.691623216298621,0.7935948717948715,941,36,184,14,36,301,129,234,0.145,0.6809999999999999,0.174,0.3962,0,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,1,2,0,3,8,19,7,1,15,2,15,5,1,3,0,31,38,18,0,7,8,0,3,4,0,3,0,2,0,5,12,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,8,1,1,12,10,27,11,25,19,3,25,0,0,4,4,17,12,5,3,15,117,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073312530065351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621087389582747,0.10636476772526504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354545595540732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756108397935835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046611565614323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132859091458407,0.3447555652167973,0.1080865781280467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23094684248116198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447328390307688,0.06283358644409294,0.0,0.0,0.10087271685711063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908142424224832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609459104894086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350219447487191,0.12053729298702845,0.0,0.0,0.30297735433279915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22759561943483095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131004024739525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782284058107402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287994301587055,0.0,0.12040641345409613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546279893447915,0.0,0.1234504665494114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706106346881368,0.23631983360189576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113997316892479,0.0,0.0,0.08165215456267946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446641890737095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187102393149312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225604805881109,0.17086584934027832,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brodude31,2019/08/21,"People look uncomfortable when I look them in the eyes I usually keep my eyes averted when speaking with someone because every time I look them in the eyes their demeanor changes and they look uncomfortable or frown.

They could be smiling and it instantly goes away if I look at their eyes.",8.376163522012575,8.706422339622645,7.107547169811323,75.57125786163523,61.45283018867924,10.085534591194973,38.42138364779875,9.725611199111238,3.7015081761006297,236,11,41,4,3,71,35,53,0.11900000000000001,0.826,0.055,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,4,0,0,8,8,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,5,6,0,8,0,0,9,0,7,4,0,2,4,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831463220601202,0.0,0.0,0.122182895055461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203292341435648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003048710368856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887455089598255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781552241916299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8415716989448482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389559135702207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982734048949555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687485805260188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207500753975069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,internally,2019/08/21,"I am extremely self conscious and clumsy.. For some reason, I carry this mentality that someone will hate me as soon as they get to know me. I don't know exactly when it started, except it's been like this for years, but it's been stronger than ever recently. I'm just.. I get very scared of how people see me. I hate to gossip and when I catch myself doing it, I feel guilty for days. When I make a bad impression or say something off, I assume that person will talk badly about me or get disappointed in me. At the same time I am also very clumsy and feel like I can't use my brain to the fullest potential.. which I think will make people assume that I'm dull, vain, or inexperienced. I just think about myself too much, but it's like.. I'm the only person who understands myself the most too, you know? So I should do that.

At the same time, I wish I didn't think through life this way. I wish I didn't care what others think of me. I also wish I didn't get so distracted easily and that I could actually impress others with my thinking skills. I just feel really stupid most of the time and sometimes don't have the will to improve myself, but then again, I think people think of me a lot and what I should be. Sometimes I just feel like a nuisance or something because I'm slow. I feel so up and down right now aaah..

Anyway I think this should be in r/vent or r/rant but I think this is a big social anxiety thing for me, too, and other things like social cues and low self esteem in my mental state (and even physical state. I gained about thirty pounds in a year or two. I'm disappointed in myself because I let my social environment influence me..). That's all.",3.4065294117647085,4.5400313000000025,4.637529411764707,86.03688235294119,72.76470588235293,7.55764705882353,23.011764705882353,7.9765259561132025,0.9991847058823532,1302,32,275,18,25,430,155,340,0.16399999999999998,0.718,0.11800000000000001,-0.9624,0,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,1,2,25,21,3,2,12,0,25,2,1,6,3,69,63,32,0,7,15,0,5,5,0,7,1,1,0,4,25,11,0,0,22,0,0,1,6,13,1,1,5,7,50,8,31,47,8,34,0,4,1,0,13,13,0,12,22,195,75,0,0.0,0.0,0.08246616070341113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351596463668179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464724661448602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111880715132344,0.103028764714265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433720988518933,0.0,0.0,0.08616001603520804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747156954920353,0.0,0.0,0.05449970602003122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581575092887954,0.07644097374596784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364514558955588,0.12074293109146995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766046482949432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686536061774504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932769877120782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864136289840248,0.059689445107481975,0.20642805386252114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184441034120069,0.0,0.0,0.11281749936419308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170325365995395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212200614978601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427100664614284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575851495068331,0.14757564483497093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054137032350549716,0.08688676382083875,0.08343998080409487,0.0,0.0,0.0721680953136994,0.0,0.0672029662757258,0.08460575587005686,0.0,0.06734074505128798,0.0,0.17631743414517367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584312254491075,0.07160208921796851,0.13011447553472102,0.1671581926629777,0.0,0.059814140666389515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792312934421665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228473659997856,0.4873352176438278,0.0,0.0,0.14782927159135653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825505781449575,0.08797425415608676,0.0,0.07298648936420084,0.0,0.13945343716272518,0.0,0.06707733186884693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915349378685916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883883981436353
socialanxiety,Rambo1421,2019/08/21,"Ugh Does anyone have to have people order food for them? I'm 19 years old and when I go out to eat with my mom I always have her order for me and I don't know why, like I know what I want and I know I can say it so easily but when I start. Nothing comes out or I mumble and mess it up or don't tell them I don't want certain things on my food. One time I was out with my family and I almost didn't get food because of this because I couldn't speak up and say ""Hey this is what I want"". Am I the only one?",-0.8222536287242193,0.437874184873948,2.0156455309396506,99.87975553857908,84.46218487394958,4.999541634835753,14.179526355996945,5.565023196281405,-1.1903176470588237,384,4,105,2,11,135,67,119,0.08800000000000001,0.867,0.044000000000000004,-0.6836,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,0,1,24,23,12,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,12,4,0,3,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,2,3,22,2,13,20,0,16,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,7,69,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602392134408891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331513687008799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118913094870958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509621172572392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784503794726868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003658887516626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374275756949191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085477826745056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5804987835336713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360504455006522,0.0,0.09094435806079308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638322054439024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817881038209802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741617806816224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354570804152953,0.0,0.16791648013428548,0.0,0.21687049723453986,0.12170416635816644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093931078540722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545123038888649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326460415211055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986653924742926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631170239704664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331028717929044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831558871792905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439523151582226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304911155294684
socialanxiety,_1shushu1_,2019/08/21,"Advice So I want to ask you that how do you guys overcome shyness..especially when it comes to females...
Guys thing is that I don't go to college because I am afraid that some might or teacher might ask me questions..and I am not able to answer, and everybody will laugh.
I don't have many friends .in college...
I can't talk to teachers.its just that I am afraid all the time....
Whilst online..I can share...but only anonymously..since no one knows me here.that is why..(I am learning English so sorry for wrong English)
:)",3.8157673267326717,5.491485762376243,4.054542079207923,88.48003094059406,72.56435643564356,6.6341584158415845,29.45668316831682,7.1686216300943375,1.5628306930693068,406,17,81,4,8,126,69,101,0.102,0.8140000000000001,0.084,-0.1695,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,15,0,0,1,1,14,21,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,0,0,11,2,7,18,2,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,4,3,52,17,3,0.20768934457954816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295162381699028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883230023624222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660549675289068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890598028392093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046027242646424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803464072738125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112902080119851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141406322353234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056439727203646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406511474478596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407356749295868,0.1579571053930461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180277203866992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23249121747972065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669328280404928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797957196161054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110532701780083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250055647838685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270756946782127,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxioushippie,2019/08/21,"What anxiety medication has helped you? Im at the point where Im tired....i want help....

Therapy is expensive yes I know it’ll help but I just want medication at this point to help me....

 
I’ve had social anxiety since I remember the rides to middle school where I felt like a knot was in my stomach every time we’d get closer.... i still remember the street where it would happen.

Im turning 26 and I’m tired...I need help. W

I’ve successfully been in relationships, gotten jobs, have friends etc.....but regardless i still need help. 

Today I wanted to go to the gym but just couldn’t my mom was running with thoughts....I can’t even enjoy a movie or walk to work without feeling like people are watching me.

I always feel like I’m being watched or listened to which is m biggest problem....

What medications have you tried and what’s helped....",1.0786460126219168,3.621422951807229,2.847074010327024,88.72973895582331,87.55421686746989,6.0534710269650045,22.36259323006312,7.447530270364453,1.1007123350545038,654,24,133,12,21,216,101,166,0.03,0.733,0.237,0.9877,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,2,0,2,8,7,0,0,6,1,16,4,1,0,0,25,33,6,0,9,7,1,3,3,1,2,3,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,1,1,4,3,1,0,0,6,6,15,6,12,22,0,21,0,0,2,0,15,13,0,2,7,68,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897885899577263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650995495935117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203466004562102,0.07127260495357841,0.0,0.09091763981880133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912364920974707,0.1541798342834233,0.10360916722749787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336990774885715,0.0,0.056377783696440815,0.0,0.06132693756406898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542320838269314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063019655049379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349679378161392,0.0,0.10708262345699282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059303738152483125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815605691332216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32611965087791683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263812345918096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002570204496736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481022826495261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401699042534988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032539457625738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585344032121014,0.244478790357644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920925246447984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926309945301804,0.0,0.0,0.1099992166642052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235187623658976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340287520630536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292236569644538,0.0,0.1022847244197534,0.0,0.0,0.07326284824405185,0.11737355749001553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094184382867346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402002852787952,0.0,0.07855873756840706,0.0,0.0,0.07665516517814867,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EvenEvna,2019/08/21,What would happen if I told someone I didn’t hate them when I don’t have anything to say them? I’ve been kinda put into situations like that before I don’t really have anything to talk about. And I think that they might think I’m giving them the cold shoulder or something and I just wanna make it clear that I don’t hate them and I just don’t know what to say.,3.760769230769232,4.012794564102567,4.714512820512823,89.04715384615385,71.30769230769229,7.2656410256410275,23.29230769230769,6.742157984588678,0.5021661538461535,288,6,65,2,5,94,46,78,0.102,0.7959999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,5,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,10,1,1,1,1,17,20,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,3,13,1,6,15,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,4,2,44,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559736159853585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404537780852748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748340618734729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126299290476168,0.0,0.0,0.4270797544272323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886637057931315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566751808058797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437409221776545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294476627777391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742943925607736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385597969290767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34400220905723905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431170649515477,0.0,0.0,0.1832603397522326,0.16650926846972985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384430952515087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27717756573264285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667270006001034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364497339874286,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,godhelpmepls00,2019/08/21,"i think i’m a bad person i really like this girl and she’s told me that she likes me that same way but nothings official. basically my problem is that pretty much every time she interacts with anyone else or for the most insignificant thing i straightaway think she doesn’t care about me anymore.

i think it’s that my ego is hurt that she’s not always putting all her effort into pleasing me, which i think makes me a bad person. it’s like i’m trying to control her to pander to me all the time. that’s not good but it’s how i feel.",2.6229365079365095,4.0810826428571465,4.013333333333332,88.45388888888891,75.25,6.763492063492064,22.265873015873016,7.3871296695380915,0.6865146825396828,424,11,91,5,9,140,66,112,0.174,0.6609999999999999,0.165,-0.2761,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,3,2,21,13,5,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,21,5,7,12,5,5,0,1,0,0,12,1,0,2,5,59,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429757335241407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040848292229072,0.1201470341985936,0.17605941257270713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869405582400165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751914121028588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927211587146324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354132242597833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447735870392536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868820514830462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412225534754772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394680788522025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25184133372752865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469738477909415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631429845133982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648748371940405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000694150296312,0.0,0.18861696011165388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481216080272005,0.0,0.16441742365724155,0.0,0.17273589515659835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007824256526734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415574455388562,0.4404050812803325,0.0,0.0,0.20039008062737407,0.0,0.0,0.16419024935832924,0.0,0.1166608081571701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639009172646116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,calboard,2019/08/21,"Afraid to come out with “social anxiety” to manager Would you tell your manager you have social anxiety? I told mine that I am introverted, that’s why I’m this and that. I feel like “social anxiety” is a heavy term that others without SA can’t relate to. But it is not introversion, I know. It’s worse. It damages relationships. *sigh*",1.8515625,4.5714260312500015,4.123750000000001,79.74625000000002,85.5625,8.200000000000001,23.625,8.841846274778883,2.4043187500000003,262,10,49,8,8,90,45,64,0.177,0.7829999999999999,0.04,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,11,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,1,8,1,6,9,1,3,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,33,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808000518792343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046542641162636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592933441364087,0.14966661529304565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513554680816633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235096280619184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249242563207844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6406756312665731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311195688931164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001859248815212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904087818726376,0.0,0.0,0.2019502182605162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349807488989567,0.14882256386205414,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ecks_-dee,2019/08/21,I really want to skateboard But i dont like going outside to do it because i feel like people are watching me :(,2.3408695652173925,4.12321026086957,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,76.82608695652173,6.339130434782609,28.89130434782609,7.1686216300943375,1.869973913043478,88,4,16,1,2,31,18,23,0.28800000000000003,0.647,0.064,-0.6733,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718615804463235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5226781477802872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254978290606244,0.3186038788806682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534572731718869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357606897620399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30918218346696863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28570233208777696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630469904065044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,scrake1,2019/08/21,"How can I 'be myself' if I have no self? I feel like a husk of a human with no personality. I don't know if it's from being so isolated as a child, I don't know if it's from the emotional abuse I suffered from my father, I don't know if it's from the years of smoking marijuana... I feel like I am just an acceptance seeker. I look for validation from others. Social interactions bring me very little enjoyment and I always feel the 'imposter syndrome' and I can't even take myself seriously. I change how I behave depending on who I'm talking to. I lost all my old childhood friends (I'm 21 now) after just becoming an awkward, cringey person to be around, I had a hard time finding enjoyment out of spending time with them unless I was stoned, and when I felt uncomfortable or awkward, I would always try to overcompensate and it would become even more awkward. Also I lost my first ever chance at having a girlfriend because of this. I come off completely normal, if not quite charismatic over text, but then in person I behave like a submissive child with no personal opinions on anything. Uggh. I am so lonely and frustrated with myself.",5.707789269553977,6.349800221719459,6.958283775048482,73.29123303167422,67.1447963800905,9.753199741435036,32.07530704589528,9.784248007369934,3.1436926955397566,903,36,162,19,14,307,129,221,0.17300000000000001,0.741,0.086,-0.9368,0,2,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,13,16,1,3,11,0,16,0,0,3,2,41,31,21,0,8,11,1,5,3,2,2,0,0,0,8,7,12,0,0,9,0,1,2,8,9,0,1,5,6,31,7,28,21,2,22,0,4,1,0,16,9,0,8,14,125,38,0,0.0,0.15102104612273573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193092311379323,0.21211637330110225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488996191176417,0.11346776688345192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769935314936621,0.28154244624863584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483737628075015,0.10979680423943786,0.13364096767662453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337704236156326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837424984168958,0.11529623267136065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334510701179675,0.18211705574039094,0.1223830377745738,0.0,0.11649751054273698,0.10841869488527182,0.0,0.0,0.09847644607438967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418047653936418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014853667975128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681376566806115,0.1277499178806019,0.0,0.0,0.1070355659966092,0.0,0.2782785889590054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488521669016835,0.0,0.0,0.13374941290909856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451778947783592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557100492347635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297015275326454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993095735080984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583519237960952,0.10244873319723796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486476624406237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653799817189392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516909420441976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810899986294604,0.0,0.0,0.08208103314212252
socialanxiety,purpled1,2019/08/01,"I’m awkward as hell When I see a neighbour and I’m in my car I don’t know if I should wave so I throw up a hand and it looks pathetic. Help me

I also tend to avoid contact so I don’t have to talk fml",-4.239622222222224,-3.134170339999999,-0.2073333333333327,106.44411111111113,112.4,3.0222222222222217,13.555555555555555,5.033348758259628,-1.4645111111111109,153,4,45,1,9,56,36,50,0.24100000000000002,0.637,0.12300000000000001,-0.7128,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,10,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,5,9,0,5,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351699849875805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647435284804159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990598363364061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456963051299774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336304777461426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373806527550793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MRantiswag,2019/08/01,"I’m dreading going back to school I’m starting my sophomore year of college later this month, and I can’t stand thinking about it for more than 10 seconds. Last year started off super well, but as the year went on, it became obvious that I wasn’t an interesting enough person to hang around. I was almost totally isolated by May. I essentially have to play catch up in having a social life, and I’m terrified. Even if I get by, I know I’m just gonna push everyone away like I have my whole life.",3.209529702970297,4.734673257425747,4.755532178217823,83.45428836633664,73.85148514851484,7.822277227722773,26.48638613861386,8.472884824447931,1.8170881188118813,393,14,79,7,8,132,76,101,0.10400000000000001,0.76,0.136,0.3022,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,0,2,12,19,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,5,2,1,1,1,3,0,9,5,16,14,4,21,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,10,52,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345690275771564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976466339951026,0.0,0.0,0.20027829940373684,0.16391299000974233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025946838724253,0.0,0.1407954158433916,0.0,0.0,0.20369110454188089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113714519770844,0.0,0.12114825440095388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715152658843925,0.17376032460082005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011336443749579,0.10414308936683203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014861827314515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613002545976406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573733869692632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172978729032201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017627342923392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365894104589485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166358109792836,0.19760881869627586,0.0,0.2379943955693832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118194987048045
socialanxiety,Pischaaa,2019/08/01,"What bad childhood memory was rather ""small"" but got a huge impact on what you are today? I dont know how to describe this but small as in ""not bad intended"" or something ppl actually forget fast but you didn't"" ... for example things ppl said to you",2.1177551020408174,4.459495877551023,3.644244897959183,86.39004081632655,80.0204081632653,7.185306122448982,22.044897959183675,8.238735603445708,1.3286620408163268,194,6,39,4,5,64,40,49,0.172,0.773,0.054000000000000006,-0.7506,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,7,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,4,0,6,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.32722647768948404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599607136549895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929955789859079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681881081102455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428452642312285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31896857188704153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581477127252764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277342938303332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178466077728126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nazail,2019/08/01,"I’m terrified of being alone again I just moved to a country where I know no one. To a school with ‘posh’ people I won’t be able to relate to. I’m terrified that I won’t be able to make friends from scratch. 
Previously all my friends came to me and we grouped up, that’s long gone now and when I changed schools everyone left me. For two years I didn’t have any friends except an ex I made and a boyfriend I currently have. I was okay with that.

I moved this summer and I need to talk to someone. I feel like I’m going insane from lack of socialisation. I live with my grandma now but I’m not close to her in any way and almost all of our interactions are painfully awkward. 
Whenever I need to talk to someone I try and text my boyfriend. He’s not the type of person who uses his phone much so he almost never answers immediately. And honestly, I think he’s just getting annoyed with me as I keep getting annoyed with him not being able to converse with me (when in reality he’s going through his own thing and is just too tired for socialisation and hates texting). He just told me now that if I really want to talk to someone I should attempt to make friends. This made me realise how fucking terrified I am of ending up alone again, not being able to make friends, being too anxious to go up to anyone or not be awkward if they come up to me and since it’s not time for school just yet there isn’t anywhere I can really make friends. I’m terrified I’ll be stuck in another two years of school and no one to talk to. 

The only person left in my life is my boyfriend and that’s not gonna last long either. I love him with all my heart but we now live 3 hours away from each other, and as much as I want to try long distance I don’t think he would be capable of doing so because of him not being able to be online often. This alone breaks me because I feel like I lost everyone already and now I’m going to lose the only person in my life I truly love and care about. 

I’ve tried making friends through a camp I went to a few weeks ago, I ended up going to a nightclub for the first time with two people I met there (who also just met each other) and I felt some hope that I was able to make friends. But then I saw them go out together again...without including me.

I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m not gonna have anyone and I’m so tired of feeling alone. I just needed to rant a bit. 

This’ll probably get drowned or not a lot of people will see it but if anyone can offer me some advice for when I go back to school? Or something to keep my hopes up and help me not spiral downwards.",3.0623451928936376,3.910701685557591,4.376526508226693,88.6662504101627,73.27787934186472,7.219031547367928,26.457085266957296,7.419758726546812,1.152628312942389,2030,68,453,22,39,672,218,547,0.135,0.727,0.138,0.6979,1,5,1,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,2,4,31,27,4,2,13,1,33,9,1,10,4,106,96,40,1,13,30,1,6,3,8,7,5,0,0,3,17,34,0,2,10,0,0,13,20,9,0,6,15,8,67,18,77,63,15,63,0,2,2,3,46,18,1,14,33,300,84,6,0.3377254299860273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550035635825176,0.049895536082700684,0.0,0.1127277445979063,0.2331877952033161,0.062114735010733675,0.04501315072383148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655495782965446,0.05902242669384172,0.0,0.06358893436041127,0.0,0.11807273657680133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288402645220005,0.043281668185428376,0.0,0.06862476248845731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061451449904209324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437798680381407,0.05738893068179406,0.0,0.05954478735521303,0.048486758946618885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970816291640132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757037375233164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384274994313465,0.12063555733137478,0.05404489586773691,0.0,0.0,0.04787817970316648,0.0,0.0,0.3479011059240711,0.052036952997834215,0.08822379903231042,0.0,0.22392666887108875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055572323766578426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670104343633143,0.03772837279551725,0.0,0.0,0.11181251837443264,0.055431919821494036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006195990591753,0.0,0.0,0.06186835467909953,0.045881883508549416,0.0,0.0,0.12231322261703008,0.0,0.07951515297555768,0.0824977929603883,0.0,0.0994059140314562,0.1494381889690669,0.0,0.06297139488916734,0.06144453363795655,0.04785368056640914,0.10160346208117367,0.106521322570685,0.2254343469966157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964956150956635,0.082755683408583,0.12520956351562715,0.04341244528626096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628383058711957,0.08561846933169995,0.059893944819734486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706814477748115,0.14744440939334996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068752241748567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721185194676418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848301378717075,0.04485390704000698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0465616609404564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307683043335825,0.04333292262915063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096727187390066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037394961502365945,0.07213360625995678,0.0,0.0,0.06564347138027228,0.12938856678373112,0.0,0.05378518687616582,0.0,0.11464669904052892,0.0,0.16495433583602462,0.0,0.0,0.04861438949962596,0.0,0.0,0.06639973625664249,0.044678454416349135,0.045150494775148264,0.0,0.0,0.05217914285389059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425921045774276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03998507594101878,0.0,0.0,0.07249470138261117
socialanxiety,fishgirl0929,2019/08/01,"My boss is upset with me for being uncomfortable My social anxiety has gotten worse once i started at a new job. My job mostly consists of restocking food in the office and sending out things to clients, so a majority of my day I’m spending in my office on reddit. I enjoy this, but my boss is upset with me for for being more proactive at work and for being nervous and uncomfortable when interacting with everyone, particularly my 2 bosses. I don’t know how to socialize without being nervous, especially since i know it’s important for me to feel comfortable in a place where i spend 40 hours a week. Any advice??",6.773553113553118,7.204799273504275,8.17472527472528,66.22384615384617,64.81196581196582,10.788278388278387,34.663003663003664,10.608840637214634,3.9403978021978014,493,21,82,12,7,171,76,117,0.156,0.74,0.10400000000000001,-0.5529999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,4,5,0,8,1,0,4,0,17,14,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,3,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,15,2,21,9,3,16,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,6,62,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266305064858092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103505559922036,0.0,0.1586558690616311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375199525162648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981738880549976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486465555584648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250781690269068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424134806244001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116131564937054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22795667555365354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030245129273005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086787859501905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668262493522006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155848884774846,0.0,0.0,0.4228242017358958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679456537711552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778338135466753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663589850082498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992044880242316,0.0,0.1509853274825657,0.0,0.21135223976525044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,milky-grandeur,2019/08/01,"experiencing the world Am I the only one that when going outdoor feels like the world and its experiences are too inmense, unreachable, systematically complex and untouchable, as if it was the generic and static map of a videogame, impossible to surpass, rigid and unbreakable in your regularly scheduled life?
The life of a secluded social outsider.",16.53526315789474,12.76661138596491,14.984649122807017,38.39171052631579,49.17543859649122,17.71578947368421,58.32456140350878,15.247664890283005,8.691077192982455,287,17,37,9,2,94,46,57,0.027000000000000003,0.929,0.045,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,1,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879730172446664,0.0,0.0,0.200544308147302,0.2833472709220303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254097687099793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5602925561329257,0.1937697724411907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687617443458017,0.3016493664345505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043068017321731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,purplewolf_,2019/08/01,"I thought I was doing well I have been trying to improve my social situation this year and have been going to regular meetups. I went to a meetup this evening (one I have been to before) and had my worst experience. There was a realisation in me that I couldn't speak to these people or approach them. There were times where I thought of hurting myself because of how frustrated I am that I can't make relationships/connections. Went home home to cry halfway through. 

I thought I was doing well.",5.126413373860185,6.766324042553197,5.715227963525837,78.00500000000002,69.21276595744679,8.350151975683891,32.577507598784194,8.841846274778883,2.7901507598784194,396,18,72,7,7,128,59,94,0.146,0.777,0.078,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,2,0,16,0,0,2,0,9,23,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,3,2,1,13,1,16,2,10,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856041914419815,0.0,0.1654982290079577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364015124295332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846002460242806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902503374730753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053419351520884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901823425134997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082075349922064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298248120174451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317927028141648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483615155764794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186169746297726,0.0,0.19825993575140335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632143829067402,0.11340975471112645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320471911192904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34974303951224783,0.3605917644309696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524636690876034
socialanxiety,Brocolli123,2019/08/01,"Wasted my best years? I'm 19m and I feel like I've wastes my best years of my life to SA and introversion. I struggle to discern whether I've missed out or I wouldn't want to do the typical things anyway but I probably lean more towards having missed out. 

I spent my childhood past 12 or so on video games and hardly ever socialising. At the time I didn't care or think I was missing anything so I carried on but my social skills and confidence got worse and worse.

Then I got to college and that just flew by and I didn't make any friends. As this went on I became more and more aware of my SA. I'm so angry with myself for wasting the chance, I did gain enough confidence to ask a girl out which was huge but my confidence still stayed the same besides with one person. 

Now I'm in Uni second year and uni's supposed to be this great place you meet loads of like-minded friends and go party and do fun things. But I've only got two or three people I know a little and I never went out besides a handful of gigs. I'm not one for partying and getting drunk but I still feel like I'm missing something, this isn't what it's hyped to be. But then it wouldn't if I'm locked in my room again. I don't know it it's FOMO or I just haven't found my confidence and my people, but if I'm going to find it this needs to be the time or I've wasted it all.

Now",1.0515914549361651,2.7646067542662145,2.7377853621539643,94.76234989255468,80.4334470989761,5.569409682720263,20.408165845025913,6.42735559955562,0.01663099481734287,1061,28,247,9,27,350,142,293,0.163,0.674,0.163,0.6136,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,4,12,14,0,1,8,0,16,3,1,1,3,56,48,36,0,6,19,0,4,2,2,2,1,0,1,2,15,20,1,0,8,3,1,5,9,5,0,5,13,4,29,9,30,30,8,37,0,4,0,0,9,15,0,8,18,157,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468591172652316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247908159730333,0.0,0.11642044629312055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613769357438551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269684957207403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867466520935222,0.0,0.0,0.11264616575730545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593406548327354,0.1779311220570379,0.0,0.0,0.11381983243386852,0.0,0.0,0.1365427189273863,0.1924259589522828,0.0,0.06506273896855015,0.0,0.1415486125512058,0.0,0.2987984311824967,0.13729677726311548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155605511554788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687886902577362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796051120285041,0.18251987879928427,0.12481360484760246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312596053483652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574164373435467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233877068023158,0.09604662097849674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877197575202466,0.09471206492097024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887971852112335,0.17266937558198284,0.10873638662078307,0.13010925241225493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426637051474646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694451344705832,0.0,0.095870683353783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327343565093354,0.19890255343664806,0.0,0.0,0.13018770278345987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546682271592275,0.07979496541346405,0.0,0.0,0.14523101782910033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164949834340368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345209719541197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088449976147885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538171384967625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405832380806437
socialanxiety,hejqkocesns,2019/08/01,"embarassed myself 😭 At the course I'm doing everybody was getting on the forklift, to try and drive around to big blocks in an eight. I was one of the last people, my anxiety was WILD. I was so anxious cause I don't know how to drive a car so I don't really u understand how to actually do it. ugughguru. The instructor looked so annoyed at me. 😧😧 I ooo fucked it up so bad cause the steering wheel really confused me. A couple people were watching but I did tell them I was scared about it. CrInGe. 

How do you get over embarrassing moments?? I feel like my anxiety causes them.",0.05615384615384755,2.4128837179487204,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,96.43589743589745,5.676923076923077,21.029914529914528,7.1686216300943375,1.0135094017094015,453,17,92,9,18,153,76,117,0.203,0.77,0.027999999999999997,-0.9472,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,0,9,7,2,3,8,0,12,1,0,6,0,14,20,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,6,0,2,7,3,16,1,13,13,0,13,0,0,2,1,4,8,1,1,3,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1820353580245025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854039664848735,0.21073620832639434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605944338275522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575244660758958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5748814524194863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640208518955105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431982824437002,0.13326364718986128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172452491583969,0.19491807371015124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251707008148113,0.15205435125965353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911336343795886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664595329360687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640379475010466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25864559816213284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390035860104921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675828884686274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304348950073555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664787721294596,0.0,0.0,0.1941938937819305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chase_with_a_face,2019/08/01,"Waiting rooms Currently in the waiting room at a brand new doctor... anxious as hell to say the least. I’m coming here to get professional help for my anxiety and depression. Wish me luck!

Are any of you on anti-depressants or any other medication? What’re your experiences?",4.1998,6.99421538,5.774000000000001,71.477,75.2,9.6,30.0,9.888512548439397,3.745600000000002,219,10,36,7,5,74,46,50,0.21100000000000002,0.649,0.14,-0.643,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,7,1,8,1,1,0,0,4,5,1,2,2,21,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36284897907247776,0.0,0.20409152840858594,0.30139367282159696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22981360686608585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595669628891907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730680716926851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609691387992437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938533534736489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882188089477868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687601032452653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25766480414562826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215994213325373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067921897685812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jayeky,2019/08/01,"The first are in overcoming social anxiety. The first and most important step in overcoming social anxiety.

“Congratulate every attempts and forgive every failures.”

You know you have a problem so there’s no point in punching yourself in the face for every little mistakes you do.If you said hi to someone you’re afraid to talk to, well congratulation it shows you’re determined in overcoming your anxiety.

A lot of times i talk to the girl i like and says to myself
« Damn I could’ve done better »
« Damn should’ve said this »
« Damn should’ve acted that way »

But then i remember than I’m the one who made an effort to start the conversation something that I’m scared to do.",3.5644871794871804,6.2992360714285764,4.391587301587304,80.84016483516486,77.17460317460319,7.686446886446888,26.35897435897436,8.617729084823388,2.2846014652014657,539,21,95,12,13,173,79,126,0.19,0.659,0.152,-0.5093,0,0,1,0,0,1,7.0,0,5,0,5,3,11,3,2,9,0,4,1,1,1,0,12,11,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,7,1,3,4,3,10,4,15,7,2,15,0,0,0,0,17,7,3,2,6,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660098402876276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104885336091166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733338586419074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632054390655126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031113459889813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713105856967637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764712677125583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791484090644114,0.1598428438913442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558587839712338,0.0,0.1509057079604004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806911877236278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076202260069507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526027187462507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066199702507701,0.0,0.3034077727398618,0.12682647362701238,0.15966928634552038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32514359425090456,0.1351285662389252,0.12277702171799422,0.0,0.0,0.11288216806716135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25637115293674306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299522651950648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658937443818646,0.0,0.0,0.143393455289218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,doctordisconsolate,2019/08/01,"I cannot work in public because I ffeel like I'm messing up and everyone is judging me and making fun of me Offices, colleges etc have become a nightmare for me   its ironic because im a remarkable orator. my public speaking skills are exceptionally good. I have bolted from my 3rd internship this summer because I cannot work in front of people. I do all my college work when i get home and always discard the stuff that I do in front of my teachers and peers. I dont know whether this is a social anxiety or bpd or depression thingthing but I'm going fucking insane. I want to cry I want to scream I just freeze like I'm not good enough and working in front of people is just hell. Maybe its anxiety or low self esteem or maybe I should really start therapy and I keep fucking quitting on my first day I'm such a pathetic failure. I can only get anything done when I am alone. Maybe its years of trust issues fucking shit up for me. I dont know. Fuck me. I dont know what to do. I cant graduate from college unless I do an office internship. I'm going fucking crazy. I dont know what thr fuck my problem is. My impulsiveness and wrecklessness is disgusting its apalling but i cant stop. I feel like screaming and crying and I dont have anyoneto talk to no one understand I just wanna kill myself and end this hell. I am sad. i feel horrible. self hatred mixed with a constant need to be perfect has destroyed me. bulimia is killing me physically. depression, anxiety, bpd and bpd are killling me mentally. i want to quit. i dont eeven know whether this is the right forum to post this in. i dont know what to do anymore.please help me",1.5696237574960958,4.033717386018239,3.5155278074427017,85.69544401544401,83.34650455927053,6.596270434568307,25.60921711985541,7.824948511530503,1.7456452969687004,1296,55,252,25,37,436,157,329,0.3,0.586,0.114,-0.9979,0,1,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,0,9,6,29,13,0,8,0,35,7,1,1,2,47,66,22,2,7,14,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,1,2,14,12,0,2,9,0,0,5,13,21,0,2,1,6,46,8,29,63,3,26,2,4,0,6,8,10,9,4,13,164,60,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051824666330712,0.0,0.0,0.05665435944368862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562605432004063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056030314979489765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451675502534396,0.07519743384346611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572619453048173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357853542683168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958212062066606,0.043910886196166066,0.0,0.1172875454752827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967728119439823,0.5585873362979767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060305427398148925,0.07035271890795435,0.07593570144360431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506064473328993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885429929400523,0.048641813812723575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791530012373521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37767548003020096,0.07114594902716452,0.0,0.07739153417981566,0.11421734104153275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04563770066404669,0.0,0.06829744067576507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354632026826663,0.07106579210651165,0.0,0.06051941066733061,0.15065774089605424,0.0,0.22451507252048505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997925248718398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04544901924513428,0.0,0.20520951656532715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861631290079974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048611214494328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04613793768300899,0.05178370792522295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440677404963103,0.0,0.0,0.07473976731539025,0.0,0.0,0.06520912480956159,0.0,0.0,0.06515066290679189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483914322208144,0.0,0.0,0.04361867687266815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814646081116796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206048712084945,0.0,0.06989096992194531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940676050656487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819277231987156,0.0,0.0,0.056924304324841725,0.0,0.0,0.07794404225870392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472625488337739,0.0,0.0,0.07786413453662963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088162018746798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204795381930314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198274411380706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384619897816218
socialanxiety,limpiatodos,2019/08/01,"Need some advice/help, or just people who can relate Soo, a little background story. I'm a 24 year old man(boy) from germany and I've been smoking weed since I was 17. Started of weekly, but at 19 developed in a daily habit. Mostly nights only, but burning through a gram a night most days.. during this time I've had long periods of inactivity, depression and anxiety. At first I didn't really aknowledge these mental issues. But after friends and family started telling me I had to get help, I knew something was wrong. 

I dropped out of college at 21, and since then I just have no clue what to do with my life. I've had a couple girlfriends, but the relationships never lasted longer then +-6 months.. probably because my inability to feel and give love. Weed made me so paranoid and reclusive, it's crazy. I used to be quite social, outgoing etc.. now I'm a turned into a shell of that. Lost most of my friends and live at home with parents.

In the last two months I've found a full time job, which helps a little. At work I function okay at best. I just feel so dissociative about everything, like I've lost a piece of myself from smoking all that weed. Now I'm not even sure anymore if it's because of the weed, because I've quit 2 months ago with 1 slip up. 

Man I just have this feeling of dread throughout the day, dark thoughts pop in my mind, my self esteem is extremely low, even though I'm quite good looking and fit as well. I just hope it gets better soon. I'm tired everyday and the loneliness is killing me. But on the other hand I don't feel like going out and meeting new people, because I think I've got nothing to tell (probably because of the low confidence and zero self worth).

I'm just excisting, not living. Anhedonia is a bitch and I want to get better.

Sorry for the long post and bad English, It isn't my first language.. 

Hope some of you can relate and tell me if it got better for you after abstaining for like half a year or longer?
I'm also on some anxiety/depression meds called moclobemide, which helps a little with the motivation and social anxiety part. I just have this dreading feeling I fucked up my brain for good..

Thanks for reading!",4.313225806451611,5.575596074766358,5.0132077178173065,83.71117123907149,70.72897196261681,7.859029243292133,28.52607778112753,8.259297600419973,1.9057284293035883,1712,63,336,25,31,552,223,428,0.162,0.647,0.191,0.9271,2,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,2,0,13,18,30,3,2,23,1,19,6,2,4,3,68,57,31,1,6,18,1,6,3,3,0,2,0,1,3,16,22,0,1,10,1,1,1,7,12,1,5,15,7,30,18,48,41,12,59,0,5,1,2,23,23,2,12,36,200,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663401732209875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059848644802450376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145031140311314,0.0,0.07422008334177538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248735914285813,0.2281055074339512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785388129642428,0.19856678764275384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354496801138428,0.07641888887372958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280782424926479,0.0,0.09652980412744197,0.0,0.12891727737785905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346516116624217,0.0988607810546818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726038162567799,0.0,0.07055145856734407,0.0,0.18920399358630194,0.053464928250020964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731586768600214,0.0,0.08205699583207605,0.11564070377218585,0.0691873611708844,0.1173007160463456,0.07179229648612873,0.04253267402829203,0.12554264458979472,0.11971101701005378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065176030593976,0.0,0.07506952309485404,0.14866383687991866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811237242579311,0.07426606477508292,0.0,0.08279815940180679,0.0,0.0,0.12200739138736945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05286093142028323,0.10968752527821506,0.22502472925442613,0.1321682473780218,0.13246015068504652,0.0628458310282236,0.0,0.16339100949906848,0.0,0.06754503311824385,0.07081438086320123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312915155443013,0.0,0.07542001332735321,0.0,0.07556595926081901,0.0,0.1792070984388611,0.0,0.0,0.055492099325166334,0.05772037673798474,0.072279880210978,0.0,0.14046248408793985,0.0,0.07180994717900065,0.0,0.07853084089895501,0.0,0.0,0.056918359159087974,0.0,0.0,0.08309974673832002,0.08104324045680862,0.0,0.10376774641489968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167498302207452,0.0,0.1613779935285404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23880116076605346,0.07485915686078308,0.0,0.04794371851215869,0.0,0.0,0.08034897563717965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614659807551215,0.0,0.0,0.12381503015127332,0.0,0.0,0.152577676681095,0.0,0.05761464489778668,0.0,0.08377602631370416,0.10594272344250223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053478170589758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962375032863367,0.06890160823876998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795374807085373,0.07352884358569467,0.059413730499235325,0.08727833397713616,0.0860163113491838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140323744436777,0.07310673507129567,0.0,0.0,0.06463678464326421,0.0,0.0,0.044141924818609145,0.0,0.0600312548888542,0.0,0.06728916283806656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448361372325964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182459354286767,0.0,0.09638760147510723
socialanxiety,DearlyDemented,2019/08/01,"Meltdown incoming My anxiety is out of control. I need somewhere to put my thoughts down because I’m currently having a freak out. My heart is pounding! 


Last month, I had some unexpected financial difficulties that forced me to reach out to my landlord and let her know I’d be a week late on the rent. She was super kind and understanding, but the whole ordeal was so awful for me. I vowed to get it under control and not let it happen again. 


Yesterday, I opened my bank account and it was completely cleared out. An online school program I was signed up for in the spring (but stopped attending/paying for) suddenly forced payment for the last four months without any notice. I read terms of service and I’m unlikely to be able to get the money back. 


And the rent is due today. I was psyching myself up to reach out to the landlord, because I have zero dollars to my name... but a few minutes ago, she text me first to ask if rent would be on time this month. Eeeuugghhhh.


I’m so overcome with shame and humiliation and frustration and SO F’ING anxious about texting her back. I don’t have the money, I can’t get the money and I cannot freaking deal right now. What the hell do I do?!",3.6370735027223233,5.447568905172414,4.685036297640654,83.22148820326679,73.3103448275862,7.470417422867515,29.02087114337568,8.20500826718156,2.046815517241379,934,39,181,15,19,305,133,232,0.17600000000000002,0.7759999999999999,0.048,-0.9885,5,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,8,7,2,1,14,1,23,1,1,2,1,35,35,17,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,6,17,0,3,3,1,9,1,5,5,0,3,7,0,26,2,31,22,4,37,1,0,0,0,7,14,1,2,22,128,32,5,0.14254517410488676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635769616033038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693560647362426,0.0,0.10904666802693944,0.16103547286783926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332604956040067,0.0,0.0,0.2192168801963328,0.0,0.1737884301557339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945590301354522,0.0,0.3197530672416117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469578153645474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124885227438073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342191040412088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605222669828453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891671764254504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484388633878583,0.07833909980968858,0.2323866842928671,0.1607971652210684,0.0,0.0,0.2915241965065393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413345940306992,0.0,0.0,0.1056954404154308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622886255014662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329727121668198,0.0,0.0,0.14258374885341515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173279983197427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426332631778865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917414830206505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131649457888223,0.08311923733848407,0.0,0.13511615768170665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839455336875468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143411404745843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914659630646474,0.0,0.13740846110071064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126000186326722,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DCT1997,2019/08/01,"Why is it that my body still gets nervous when I know logically there is nothing to be nervous about? When I am in a social situation, my body reacts by getting the physical symptoms of anxiety, but yet in my brain I know it's not a big deal. What's up with that and how do I overcome this?",3.7223770491803294,4.139803491803279,5.639467213114753,81.79231557377051,71.45901639344262,8.722950819672132,31.643442622950825,8.841846274778883,2.443160655737705,227,10,49,4,4,79,46,61,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.4234,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,0,5,4,3,2,0,9,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,8,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919395220159188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573916395184885,0.0,0.28008987113801165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586691858444173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26217212298044873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757786119409778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407474600870394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820246230483072,0.0,0.2557632303738613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037084792082255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260783489543435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264002405505984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway19841984-,2019/08/01,how to avoid feeling left out in friend groups i just got introduced into a new friend group were everyone already knew each other.  i felt very left out and not wanted there.  joining in convos felt difficult.  feeling inferior was prominent.  any tips to properly fit in when people already know each other?,4.613888888888886,7.806594462962966,4.9644444444444495,75.50000000000003,76.5925925925926,8.044444444444443,29.37037037037037,8.841846274778883,3.1812814814814807,247,11,37,6,6,78,42,54,0.11599999999999999,0.66,0.223,0.7003,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,17,10,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,4,2,2,8,4,2,11,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,2,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765366740579322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683007574806808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631669814838088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834692450243728,0.0,0.4146258520167265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336318586271931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726875044875941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866161854799792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691860658276558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853272238507103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968875565718048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815305978372445,0.12735267029874822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,derrdi,2019/08/01,"""Just stop worrying about everything and enjoy yourself."" Wow thank you. How did I never think of that? I'm cured.",2.0314285714285703,4.891810238095238,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,89.4761904761905,6.609523809523811,21.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.499685714285714,89,3,16,2,3,28,20,21,0.16399999999999998,0.498,0.33799999999999997,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288904098764759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36805791818356104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989734235123232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393558032889995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057803445077376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846353799901894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,getoffmyporchpls,2019/08/01,"Job interview surprised me with a mental maths test and I messed it up (but I’m laughing) Probably laughing about it because the anti anxiety tablets have just kicked in AFTER my interview but they gave me a mental maths test, I’m really bad at maths but I got so nervous that I fucked up a question and wrote 7.25 when then equation was 8.25 + 15.75 WhY Am I LIKE THIS AHAH",1.0972000000000008,3.695231320000001,2.439000000000004,90.9345,89.13333333333333,5.666666666666668,23.5,7.1686216300943375,1.1718000000000002,299,12,59,5,10,96,55,75,0.23800000000000002,0.667,0.094,-0.9201,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,1,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,9,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,8,4,7,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,4,35,12,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013884263551228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24027110594247064,0.1754183991594978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660333868129155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301513365666931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28556158817193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058706362480675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799973070050974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310258502773604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223617872361996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434912961476094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25966245202526234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,themanganut,2019/08/01,"Trying to figure out how to keep friends A couple weeks ago I was at a party with friends, and I just had a moment of realization. As usual, everybody else is talking and interacting, and there I am, slightly outside of the circle, just watching.

I just remember thinking, “I’m not like them, what’s the point in trying?”

With the thought came a flood of relief, but another part of my brain was analyzing the thought, and it’s like “do you want to stop having friends?”

And I don’t know, and that concerns me. I love my friends, and will not let others give them shit, but when I think about what it would be like if I just left (like moving away) I don’t feel anything. 

I’m hoping other people here get it, but I just don’t get how to make friends. It’s a minor miracle I have them, and that’s largely because we play dnd together, so I see them every week. People I don’t have consistent contact with I just lose.

I have no idea how to reach out to people. It never occurs to me that I should take the initiative and call somebody, or even initiate a text conversation. A lot of it was for a long time, I firmly believed “who would even want to talk to me? Nobody.” I think I still do to a certain extent, but now, I don’t even think about doing it. I’m terrible at conversations to begin with, even when people reach out, I feel like I can barely carry the conversation past two sentences.

I see people start forming friendships after a week of classes, and I’m just confused how they did it. It never occurs to me to try, and I wouldn’t know how. I feel like the rest of the world is dancing to a tune I can’t hear, and I’m guessing at the steps, when I manage to realize I should be dancing at all.

I’m worried that maybe dealing with the stress related to people has just made me reach a point of apathy, where I just want to avoid it without consciously realizing I want to avoid. 

We’re doing dnd less, and I’m wondering if we if I’d ever see them again, and would I even be sad if I didn’t? That doesn’t seem right, but I’m so damn tired of being scared that this not feeling anything is liberating. Does anybody know what this feels like?",4.659857420062433,4.800594665148067,5.695985826373072,83.18469923226189,69.31890660592255,8.508259512359741,28.78773306335949,8.285830014693849,1.8162360752552105,1674,55,352,22,27,556,196,439,0.155,0.7240000000000001,0.121,-0.9666,0,2,0,0,0,0,53.0,2,1,6,1,33,27,2,5,22,0,39,4,2,7,5,100,84,35,0,15,23,0,5,7,5,7,1,1,0,0,24,25,0,4,22,3,0,5,16,10,0,1,10,10,48,17,47,62,7,42,0,2,4,1,27,15,2,11,29,248,72,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955932055381688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228311028578238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291489908170884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372557220485534,0.0,0.0,0.04783485885342728,0.0,0.0,0.08840932725626705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759897552880931,0.08012710442927509,0.08974929166556242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682606197200096,0.0,0.0,0.08089958979515205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867002084670176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555199305875578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25914496547499954,0.07098101583373909,0.06611473972996347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838509007341995,0.16817791853549832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30313038059017594,0.0,0.08199514424419878,0.0752760073136715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644404908362534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844190181678797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779388640563507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858358820477019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974814272766255,0.0,0.0,0.1293759237738543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525837507674541,0.08024135311972612,0.0,0.2683568921009859,0.0,0.0,0.069443880191687,0.0,0.08778836318255845,0.0,0.06671277167323382,0.07082264610372936,0.07425063847625217,0.052379635660482704,0.0,0.07883411560383582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340167133762033,0.0,0.0,0.12104249938058242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497585200564083,0.0749089250036108,0.3264091840087788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835988097958847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889172456635512,0.0670133367632918,0.0,0.0,0.07856261115923772,0.0,0.18759237055088115,0.07143655183498543,0.0,0.0,0.0805487907390032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055541789405141435,0.0,0.06266660387391941,0.0656048110670917,0.08988763698550863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900001370483824,0.1261431528981083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112278710554984,0.0,0.12459354639691965,0.04575675126966703,0.090190240445467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982885674941275,0.0,0.07665422884151353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642411602483313,0.0,0.18513562140345666,0.0,0.18883278860993324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564271495092141,0.08509785724709935,0.0,0.0796905524703515,0.0,0.16722947179924308,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Llmaths,2019/08/01,"Do I have social anxiety? I don't really know if I have social anxiety so I'm here to ask people who actually have it and can say whether I have it or not. Ever since I started high school I got really concious of myself. At first I thought it was pretty normal since whenever you're at puberty you tend to get really self concious so it didn't really matter to me that much. But after some time I had a habit of overthinking a lot of things such as what I would wear, who would I hang out with so people don't think of me as a loser, how I talked since I mostly hang out with girls and I do kinda talk a bit girlish but deep inside me I know I'm a guy, I just felt concious if they thought of me as gay or not, I also had a habit of when passing some people I try my hardest to avoid eye contact like using my phone or staring at the opposite direction. Well now the big problem for me is school will start tomorrow and my heart is beating so fast. What should I say when I introduce myself? What would people think of me? Will they laugh at me? Will they like me? Will they think I'm a loser?",1.7279741379310352,3.317846883620689,3.785724137931037,88.58168965517244,78.00862068965517,7.053793103448276,21.944827586206884,7.908726449838941,0.9381837931034488,855,24,187,14,20,292,117,232,0.094,0.8390000000000001,0.068,-0.5727,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,4,4,14,8,0,1,9,0,23,4,3,2,1,42,41,22,0,8,11,0,1,2,0,8,0,2,0,3,11,7,0,1,8,0,0,3,5,4,1,1,8,5,37,4,24,25,6,23,0,2,2,1,19,9,0,10,13,137,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.1169369479659045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582813362155757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333948492364946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202502133615423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130823496199774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083932378220388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505574303277348,0.0,0.0,0.10192747071408402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260631146172786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583912360821158,0.0,0.0,0.1186506955487852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419993135412765,0.0,0.12660714048105576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171104141341067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170859241527711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187531469938513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808895356243553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174081119522716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33230057261539786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191034984873067,0.0,0.11466127726606877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30706506916322884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058750167361496,0.0,0.24254903353802235,0.0,0.0,0.12500898820953069,0.0,0.0,0.2973742336068973,0.0,0.0,0.24430350991112404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696328044150493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926298829497351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960983201570257,0.23034697909818666,0.0,0.19026351971808805,0.06987392845932491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135681105232906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349478181348827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774170257343872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553717172778651,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,redicefan,2019/08/01,"How do I gain social confidence Hi, I'm 18 years old male and I think I have social anxiety. 

Some background info:

I've been raised by very strict parents, I am the 6th out of 10 (5 boys / 5 girls).

On elementary school we were always playing football and having fun, but once I went to high school at the age of 12 and on the introduction I felt somewhat paralysed. It just was so different from my old school, where everyone knew everyone, and now I suddenly knew no one and I just didn't know how to make friends. After a while I managed to make two friends there (well actually they did it because I was very silent and all). I would always go straight home after school without socializing once. I just wasnt comfortable with myself those 5 years. Maybe it was due to the fact that I never knew what to say, like small talk. Once home, I would always sit at my computer just playing games or watching movies.

Then, during the last year of high school I got a job at the local supermarket and I had a female coworker (who was about two years older than me, I was 16) and I had lunch break with her once every week. She thought I was cute and wanted to chat with me, but I was not able to start or maintain a conversation, so she often led the conversation, and I felt very awkward when there was silence. Since then I´ve become very ""conscious"" of my social skills and am trying to improve it, but I was so socially inept I didn't even know where to start. When it started to improve even a little, I began to understand the fun you can have by just talking to people.

Now, two years later, I am still trying to improve my social skills because I now know how important it is. I always thought I was an introvert, but since I really enjoy the rare times I am with others (at work, staff party, etc) I suppose I am extrovert, but because I am still socially insecure I sometimes feel depressed. Is there anything you guys would suggest I should do?

TL;DR: I thought I was introvert my whole life because I was socially inept, but now I realize I am extrovert and want to go out more, but I'm still too socially insecure to go out, because everything is somewhat new to me. What do you guys recommend I should do to make this 'transition' go smooth and isn't too big a leap for me?

​

I'd love to read your replies and experiences, it will help me a lot! The loneliness and insecurity is killing me.",4.576363636363637,5.683057140127389,5.459166184134335,81.34436016213091,69.95541401273886,8.766415749855241,29.98397992665509,9.095868883498916,2.4593405520169846,1887,74,370,36,33,618,224,471,0.073,0.785,0.142,0.9859,3,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,1,4,1,4,32,18,1,4,18,0,46,3,0,7,3,78,78,35,1,7,16,1,4,1,2,6,1,1,2,5,14,23,1,0,17,5,0,6,8,6,1,4,31,6,62,12,44,41,8,61,0,1,1,1,38,18,0,7,36,257,76,11,0.059387751988228925,0.0,0.05795387915429567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976614684313076,0.06434660446730534,0.07216261897907958,0.0,0.0,0.04543146771956974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048871059721902886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181011111974196,0.06558910621229098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115058376573612,0.0,0.0,0.062047560789018325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623304191014147,0.07845010017799338,0.0,0.05003674242282328,0.11349508406190555,0.053373882142666085,0.05809261706064513,0.0,0.0,0.030028231807539163,0.0,0.11404311030373787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917656597368346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350057121847685,0.0,0.04749781043937765,0.0,0.0,0.11760642279482705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03980635831762485,0.12549284117881052,0.1191415148510318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893318016785674,0.0,0.0657037485474893,0.0,0.0979138661065216,0.048408944248076506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04194732553376755,0.02901385583022575,0.05952212921445304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504893430142838,0.05359976482201955,0.0,0.1189253568167839,0.0,0.05966297912857845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045803495472100345,0.05735706093873765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463491123294787,0.2529840706436529,0.04024267771432576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594307051631726,0.0,0.0,0.041171989613306696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940382315733723,0.0,0.03804531463395963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047227524030866185,0.0,0.3005178778642376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825232428151713,0.0,0.0,0.5448450084843567,0.0,0.0,0.05873600525724471,0.0,0.12610486957305125,0.0,0.14228140635625872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546725096015056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038053273501732814,0.0,0.14144172420715193,0.03462947576798675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806407705711678,0.0,0.1740396129438903,0.06182474424130981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600445991528848,0.07005686961250937,0.0,0.047637272430979226,0.0,0.05339672121970998,0.05505304107351516,0.0,0.06630430423596574,0.0,0.057247673659780875,0.0,0.04323499075214312,0.0,0.0,0.12656206528377628,0.0,0.07216261897907958,0.1912188258824344
socialanxiety,tantrabanter,2019/08/01,"How to Get OUT of your own d*mn head!!!! Hi [r](https://www.reddit.com/r/suicidewatch/)/socialanxiety  \- my name is Annette and I want to share an article I wrote on how to get out of your own damn head. I used to live there and not speak up. I was SO nervous and anxious to be out THERE and engaged with the world! I used crutches like drugs and alcohol to appear confident and less anxious. It never works. The only trick around it, is no trick at all. It is literally just to share your experience. For example, because people can sense anxiety, if you just share that you feel nervous and socially anxious, they realize ""Oh! That's why I feel so funny!"" and there's clarification as to why the interaction is ""off"". I write in greater depth below. I hope this helps anyone out there. Thank you for reading! 

Let me know if you would like a link to the article with pictures. can def send that as well! 

 

Hello, my name is Annette Kim. I am a 29 year old American woman of Korean descent living in Cape Cod, Massachusetts. About two months ago, I quit my job in Corporate America and put my Graduate program in Data Analytics on an indefinite hold to create a life outside the box of conditioning and social mores. My passions are science, philosophy, art, spirituality, nature, exploration, health, and consciousness. This is My Story of the years I lived in my head, self-conscious and afraid, and how I got out of it.

Since graduating high school I’ve read all the self-help books, studied psychology, listened to insightful and motivational podcasts, went to therapy, traveled, and sought jobs that forced me to engage with people, all so that I could learn how to live a freer and more expressed life. But this past January, when I turned 29 years old, I found myself still caged inside my own self. Granted, I’ve gotten really good at faking it, but who wants the bootleg version? I want the Real Thing! And I’ve found it! What’s the secret?

The only way to break out is to **Share my Experience**!

That’s it. It is SO obvious. The way to be more expressed is to share? Duh! But it took me years and years of soul-searching to get this. Maybe I resisted it because I feared it. It is confronting. I spent years searching around it, wanting to avoid it, pulling on masks and faking it till I made it (heads up: I never “made it”), doing everything but the **thing I needed to do**.

I wasted so much of my time when all I needed to do was **Share my experience with the world** — **Open my heart by opening my voice.** I thought it was better to listen. *Shh… Be quiet, let others open themselves to me.* And I did that. I listened. I learned. And I thought, “*Yes, this is the way — Be a* ***Good Listener***\*. This is so selfless of me to be a space for others.\*”

But it was inauthentic and it drove me insane with all the wonderful (and, I suppose, not-so-wonderful) thoughts in my head that just lay there, rotting and withering away like a raisin in the sun. A thought deferred.What is actually true is it is Selfish NOT to share my experience!

It is selfish because I am taking and receiving others’ experiences, while never giving back. It becomes tiresome and draining for a person to constantly put oneself out there and to get no substance in return. It took me until now to realize that **sharing myself is the bridge by which others can connect with me.** It is the oil in a car’s engine that lubricates relationships. And it needs to be an exchange. Like how a tree takes in carbon dioxide and releases oxygen. All things biological have this exchange, it is how life is kept in balance.

Sharing myself means others get validation or support for their own experiences. Sharing myself is how others get to know **Who I Am**. Sharing myself is how I get to know myself! Sharing myself makes a difference in another person’s life. Here’s a story of one of the first experiences I’ve had with this new lesson.

This past June, I was at a meditation retreat where I met an American who is currently teaching and living in Korea. We exchanged pleasantries and sat down to lunch together. Another in our lunch group was asking about his experience and, although he was polite, he had no good things to say about the country. I found myself feeling insulted and angry. Ordinarily, I would not have spoken up so as to not make the lunch tense for everyone there or hurt his feelings, but having recently stumbled upon this phenomenal lesson, I decided to speak up and share my experience. My voice shaking, I shared that I was hurt by his judgement of the country and that it might help his experience if he learned the language and explored the country.

The rest of the lunch was terse and the man and I avoided eye contact, as I expected, and I silently chastised myself for the outcome. Later, having finished my lunch, I returned my plate and silverware to the kitchen and was walking back to my table, when the man called out my name and pulled me aside. He thanked me for having spoken up and said something. He shared with me about difficulties in the relationship with his girlfriend who is living with him in Korea and how upon retrospecting on what I had said, he realized his feelings on Korea were parroting her feelings. We ended up having an in depth discussion where he was vulnerable with me as I had been vulnerable with him. He said he is so grateful because he has a completely new perspective on his situation. **His current life experience had the potential to now be completely different because of my contribution! Wowzah!**

So how did it get so bad? How did I forget to share my experience? I want to share my journey with you because maybe you can relate to a life of ***repression, oppressed feelings, shaking voices, clammy hands, feeling your tongue thick and heavy while forming words, or wanting to DO or SAY or BE the person YOU know yourself to be! And you’re going to DO it! And then… you don’t.***

As a kid I was joyful and extroverted by nature. I remember a peer of mine asking me with a big grin on his face too, ***“Why are you smiling all the time!?”*** All I could do was laugh hysterically and smile back.

I loved it all. I made myself and everyone laugh all the time. As time went on, I grew up in a home environment that was **tumultuous** and **angry**, a place where **expression was not encouraged**.

Our family fought violently with words, fists, and silent treatments, one lasted almost a year between family members under one roof. In addition, I was prevented from expanding my social life. The fear was I would be exposed to bad influence so while I was caged inside this broken home, I learned an important lesson. The crucial lesson I learned was that to freely self-express is dangerous. Self expression was not free; it cost people anger, criticism, shame, judgement, deaf ears, and beatings.

As time went on, this lesson continued to present in different ways and I burrowed ever inward. I expressed myself through my clothes but otherwise, I was my own worst critic and never allowed for full expression. I never shared what my home life was like with anyone and **never asked for help**. I never reached out. I dove inward.

I cultivated a **super rich interior world** through **books**, **music**, and **art**. These mediums were my **escape** and my **teacher**. I learned about a whole world outside of the house where people had *friends, love, romance, drama, daring experiences, and fearless adventures!* I dreamed of the day I went off to college so I could do, say, and be this person I was inside. But it doesn’t work that way.

I thought my external environment was all that inhibited me and that these habits and conditioning would be like stepping out of old clothes and into new. But it wasn’t so.

Despite having my newfound freedom, my inner critic continued to police my self expression to an extreme, so I turned to unhealthy and self-destructive behaviors as a crutch. I abused **alcohol**, **cocaine**, and **psychedelics** in order to get out of my head and speak my Truth. **I self-harmed, feeling like I wanted to crawl out of my own damned skin.** I was fearless and reckless, because I was SO disconnected from my Inner Truth. It seemed as if I was constantly playing a character. I could never quite be comfortable, never quite known by anyone, and never quite heard.

**If a tree falls in a forest**, and no one is around to hear it, **does it make a sound**?

I was uncertain of who I was even. I’ve never really had an identity that was congruent with what the world knew me as so I’ve never felt tied to one. This allowed me to wear many masks and compartmentalize my world. ***But if I never speak my Truth, and so no one hears it … Do I make a sound?***

No.A thought is just a thought until it is crystallized into word. A word is just a word, until it is crystallized into physical form by action. These are the growing manifestations that start from somewhere in the ether.

A thought exists, but it exists in that dimension. Transformation into word opens into another dimension. It colors our physical world in a way that brings it to life. Consider black and white cinema versus color versus three dimensional. Essentially, they can all tell the same story, but the experience becomes richer and richer as it becomes increasingly complex. It is reaching out into new planes of reality.

*A bit metaphysical so I laud you for bearing with me, but sharing is existential. Without sharing,* **IT DOESN’T EXIST.**

It wasn’t until I met someone who pulled me out of my shell even when it hurt that I realized the enormous strength in Sharing. I resisted, kicking and screaming, telling him\*\*\*, “\*\*\* ***I am sharing, I am engaged— Look how good I listen! Look how carefully and intentionally I choose my words! Look, I am just a private person! Look, there’s nothing wrong with me!”***

It wasn’t until I dipped my toe in and had experiences like the one I shared that I realized the answer I had been seeking. Sharing is important. Sharing is everything.

Share Your Experience! Bare your soul! Get in front of the camera and talk about what you’re going through! (This is why we love Reality TV, as well as the ever-so-addictive drama of watching dumpster fires in action). We see ourselves in others’ experience. It is how we connect and feel connected. It is how we Learn! It is how we Grow! It is how we make Self-Discoveries! It is how the world evolves!

If this resonates with you, please share your experience here or send them to me. I would love to know you!",1.9272495638994551,4.759718057851238,3.3694959821556267,82.83658669106923,91.30371900826448,6.233303783350968,24.984085904658407,7.536274411976211,1.8967709814407048,8224,354,1444,172,289,2682,652,1936,0.099,0.762,0.139,0.9976,9,2,5,0,1,1,441.0,11,19,4,17,81,109,10,12,96,2,148,39,14,33,31,347,263,168,0,28,41,0,15,8,2,6,14,27,4,12,119,134,8,6,62,13,7,36,31,34,2,10,85,54,221,76,237,153,34,226,1,3,11,5,169,108,2,21,82,1066,340,23,0.0,0.032881820044066395,0.027082144817329797,0.030253995406667962,0.0,0.0,0.024600651664051558,0.05931732564980977,0.02778982044737217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730180734338111,0.02123035776034041,0.0940562631472209,0.0,0.058214952510637276,0.0,0.0,0.07411602794285073,0.07783368483008762,0.0,0.026074106332612916,0.06401918845228816,0.04634385715452487,0.11842238875798874,0.09195037668581124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02454456647546456,0.030298215672814606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028338100044962507,0.0,0.028295218448704168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819530936219764,0.05998054013891802,0.0,0.08863149694361779,0.0,0.0,0.01789787372598436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698542969193361,0.0,0.0,0.02428613806406957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03218374235330113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024580212745918716,0.0,0.0,0.03666013397132479,0.05020690919300611,0.0,0.053036834591109784,0.049883777470783285,0.4886455995392032,0.05232461033300155,0.06245788326419013,0.1403234665715808,0.01982617789888697,0.026646465031630377,0.0,0.0,0.02360600794496384,0.0,0.09128656768828612,0.02144128160631121,0.0,0.14499379562905404,0.02662243995255091,0.03154443069134602,0.0931089178271939,0.02219597030598353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708905880665845,0.02949929185106967,0.06255749486275461,0.03288649173918539,0.07440686120342505,0.029321723997925007,0.08351316096618512,0.027564197442939847,0.0,0.032022313806488865,0.08912791528271252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055079554402300335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625941927780071,0.022621747805526768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056757011466875874,0.17641980230565246,0.10846658850377368,0.0,0.14703421125977478,0.0,0.0932194368870934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018977947757664,0.07877941065746108,0.09262404814438352,0.028136375876103226,0.05576163199331652,0.03023028266350368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029440699556656957,0.0,0.0,0.02215154202132383,0.0,0.0204010609023292,0.06173371605729343,0.27825470707087274,0.10721299442293952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026628985285881968,0.0,0.08736379940122299,0.0,0.13163926714144766,0.04221359875856106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298523205431949,0.07695952722381462,0.12116075705602095,0.02899514323064454,0.030463582805967226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557972543142559,0.0,0.11807152715560165,0.05551942216557592,0.03158808040322605,0.03555754111970947,0.0,0.027401950380821403,0.05959095568319345,0.03143783370025633,0.0,0.07919609486081022,0.0662089922451569,0.0,0.028086708973691376,0.022114911062064625,0.025264561438805032,0.2605643830238285,0.0,0.0,0.0229569074034457,0.031194636631657988,0.0,0.0848696218331798,0.02351434979977407,0.021365000135846458,0.0,0.0,0.019643150667305053,0.0,0.0221629435221216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03149286875174478,0.0,0.0,0.04173240261034579,0.02230616788335836,0.048513293704043614,0.05110099600519837,0.03173706040670463,0.0,0.07374931660303585,0.0,0.0,0.17625718078301605,0.0809126577359848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166743276732053,0.0,0.06037285076191005,0.027109867768872184,0.0,0.0,0.047937982265931454,0.0,0.0,0.11458277005672166,0.13217043209994345,0.0,0.0,0.04990512310634807,0.10290627324654797,0.10016817908961327,0.030984341264714436,0.0,0.0267521313695272,0.03009607809313491,0.040407865627357736,0.0,0.0,0.09857183650209313,0.0303426751177652,0.0,0.1251005526098525
socialanxiety,TheLostMember,2019/08/01,"i dont want to live anymore Im 21 and still a loser.

0 friends, 0 girlfriends, i talk with 0 people
social anxiety, depression, ocd
stuck at my room, i dont go out
still staying with my family

I dont remember last time i was happy, even medications dont work",0.4518787878787869,2.5665818545454577,3.6468181818181833,85.24356060606063,85.0,7.303030303030304,23.71212121212121,8.344100000000001,1.746757575757575,202,8,43,5,6,73,39,55,0.228,0.644,0.129,-0.4976,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,5,6,0,9,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149618522967436,0.0,0.15750588217194725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367906676088057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7445392612088901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489852497552396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497205233386269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227032512126742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026056078526842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690658969190616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155189340691554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945877279249351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024018473904287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999354574317287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010517439606757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991109285973705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189608313115078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928004080111064,0.2536662944445193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276527854835955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926087008300969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936756265458068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156222043551312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,West_Clare_95,2019/08/01,"Trying to get back on the horse.... Hi all!

I (F28) used to be a very sociable and outgoing person. In secondary school, I loved chatting to people, and was able to make friends with people who had similar interests. Sure, we were always the group of misfits (geeks, nerds, artsy folk, etc.) but we had a nice little social niche and we got along great.

Roll on college: we all go our separate ways for college, but stay in touch. I went to art college, where I met some wonderful friends and we used to hang out and do art together and listen to music we liked. Of course, this was back before very prevalent social media and smartphones (mid '00s) so we had better quality social time together.

Sadly, art college was a really traumatic time: my early 20s didn't treat me very well, with systematic bullying from college staff (which was reported, but never amounted to anything) and quickly declining mental health. I eventually had to leave college because I was really, really ill (BPD). 

After college, my social group all went their separate ways (some even migrated) and once again I was without a social group. That was 5 or 6 years ago, and ever since I have struggled massively with finding new kindred spirits. I used to be excellent at striking up conversations, gravitating towards people with similar interests, and meeting up with people frequently to spend quality time. Now, I spend 90% of my time alone and the only people I have actual proper contact with is my husband and my family. Even my family is going through a weirdy phase as we all grow up and move on.

I really, really, really, wanna go back to my old ways of being outgoing and sociable. I've ditched my smartphone, reducing my internet time, and throwing myself back into my hobbies of dressing up, drawing, and listening to music, the only thing that's missing is the people to do it with.

How does one fix the social dearth that is one's late 20s?",6.560810276679845,7.656201909090914,7.240627470355732,70.40960968379449,65.42045454545455,10.553557312252968,34.05434782608695,10.568078804390687,3.99294945652174,1520,66,244,39,23,503,191,352,0.09699999999999999,0.76,0.142,0.951,0,1,0,0,0,0,63.0,9,0,1,2,14,18,0,1,11,0,24,3,0,5,7,57,41,24,0,1,5,1,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,8,35,0,0,2,4,2,9,3,5,1,2,17,3,34,13,47,21,8,51,1,2,0,1,33,16,0,4,23,169,42,11,0.07897577816220393,0.0,0.07706896709334972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000726221501251,0.0,0.0,0.08179508832754677,0.0,0.0,0.06571417404863435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649903362550889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24290999409151506,0.0,0.04814290134100858,0.0,0.06720257037512045,0.0,0.0,0.06984765788593184,0.0,0.0,0.09946722791711747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911223567812197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807886895500057,0.10432551327566504,0.07143811279634267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890266997412965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218243047339762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203298060046115,0.0,0.04126158448471517,0.0,0.13465126418130735,0.0,0.06316414437095066,0.08707107423281905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394755911254173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908811770973171,0.08362394587161913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038583575989410174,0.0791544773998924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712787232116337,0.0,0.052716945180238964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958900908623767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393875368557918,0.0,0.0,0.0609109888209794,0.07627529867827966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287179402539306,0.08410662625217975,0.10703206238382623,0.120129276154435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32851116359900906,0.06895860325346631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035634346865049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992770381571776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532957980894798,0.0,0.0,0.4830351610926266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417767145926057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256263081496305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443373627793394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246799775990566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23025705676382674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361936926590559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462914603114452,0.0,0.19548986398921847,0.0,0.1880618900558092,0.0,0.0,0.07100870917748682,0.14642267516165325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612983189114869,0.08564586253576464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085781181386186
socialanxiety,bush-potato,2019/08/01,"me and eating out i think i need help its 1am ive been posting on a lot of channels and commenting on memes anyway

my parents are bscially forcing me to meet up with an old friend of mine i havent seen in like 3 years and it's at a RESTAURANT FOR LUNCH.  I CANT ORDER FOOD ITS LIKE 'oh uh hi random person i havent seen in so long and im about to EAT IN FRONT OF ALONE' 

and then the ordering \*um what should i get i cant take too long and cant take too short but have to have time for small talk that i'll be remmebering for the next few decades of my life\* 

then the talking to the waiter WHO'S PAID TO TAKE MY ORDER AND PROBABLY DEALS WITH PEOPLE LIKE ME ALL THE TIME i'll be like \*could i get, uh, can i have, uhh, can i geT-

help me i have issues the best i can do is order mcdonalds using those screens",-1.075272639923135,0.9377514751381212,1.3001249099207328,99.75788854191693,92.25966850828728,4.473792937785251,16.15685803507086,6.0469075449839425,-0.6793191928897429,631,15,157,6,23,212,106,181,0.035,0.85,0.115,0.9401,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,9,0,21,5,0,1,1,19,33,11,0,3,1,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,10,4,0,1,1,1,1,5,0,3,0,4,3,21,6,23,25,4,25,0,0,3,0,12,10,0,2,13,98,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584117685872434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605133071268953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221194367076414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576864221165357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31301541903805463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184949727116692,0.0,0.11817005567302148,0.0,0.2397327531487391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504051698745968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521401506770755,0.1596417714041604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803426484101147,0.2988977766697686,0.0,0.0,0.2707147720537068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003401254897354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341170111842523,0.0,0.0,0.1626658016156852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049701425823995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698346927709232,0.0,0.0,0.10603740699355736,0.1335514701927246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464853889296132,0.0,0.16490773453987653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450017888656845,0.24587346493806064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980052333549668,0.0,0.0,0.17837465959122628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210110610995385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849583979479387
socialanxiety,idrownedinclouds,2019/08/01,"I have pretty much no friends I’m 14 and, yeah, people say that there are plenty of people out there but, like, I want to find some friends where I live at this moment. My social anxiety makes it harder and everyone seems to already have their friend groups. The few friends that I did have I pushed away back when this whole anxiety thing began. Is there any way I could find friends? (Yeah this is pathetic, don’t bully me)",2.1346050870147266,4.652023879518076,2.365702811244983,94.52745649263723,81.28915662650601,5.616599732262381,20.065595716198125,6.937597516519254,0.28743748326639906,334,9,69,4,9,101,60,83,0.146,0.591,0.263,0.9032,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,1,0,11,14,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,9,6,6,11,4,10,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,5,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537414270993816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423464718488575,0.0,0.25701407567165235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782617546275007,0.12916906324309896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412128118321426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051558307284308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30706803848823844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6489187835962917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206832964218698,0.0,0.1483326467600216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213039548144506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234873163637435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329174333381433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089977041349044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358734643989156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292601233442502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123818366048146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160087745644157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908111322228204,0.13333760795412827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754775403082827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KillerBees16,2019/08/01,"Turns out I'm awkward in any language Know some basic sign language
Meet my friends deaf brother
Hang out with them all day
Too anxious to try and sign to him
When I drop them off he signs thank you for the ride
I sign thank you
Think about it for the rest of my life",0.8378947368421059,2.953664982456143,1.1571052631578986,103.68723684210528,83.3859649122807,3.8,20.026315789473685,3.1291,-0.8471263157894735,212,6,51,0,6,63,44,57,0.092,0.777,0.131,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,2,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,12,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,11,6,3,9,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267082458171397,0.0,0.0,0.3766218719448061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500101580564954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575667588289659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832156474058969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23547450561049524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6138587308193689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361494804879128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263415526576195,0.3626191702886107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mninp,2019/08/01,"I thought I had low self esteem, but it's really just social anxiety, and I need help to fix it I don't have low self esteem like I thought I did.  I always thought I had that.  I wasn't able to talk to girls, I would get nervous in front of authority, I wasn't able to perform common skills and tasks if anyone was watching, I felt uncomfortable talking in groups, etc.  And I made excuses to myself like ""it's because I feel like people are judging me for this or that"", but today I went on a bit of a binge watching youtube videos about self confidence and anxiety and stuff, and I realized something.  I don't have low self confidence at all.  I love myself.  In fact, I think my ego might be a bit too big at times.

It all comes down to the fact that I'm just way too hyper aware of my own physical body and what everyone is doing and thinking.  I know this to be true because I feel so much more comfortable over the phone, and that's when my charm and charisma comes out.  But in person I always feel so awkward.  My brain is constantly overanalyzing everything.  What my arms are doing, how I'm standing, how much or how little eye contact I'm maintaining, I get sensitive to any itches or sweating that I have, and I'm also trying ot think about what THEY'RE thinking about and what THEY'RE doing.  So it's too much for my brain to process, which means my brains freezes up in conversation, I never know what to say, and I can't keep a normal flow going.  This make sme get even more nerous and anxious until I just want to get away.  Then I hate myself for acting so pathetic.

Also, depending on the day, it can take A LOT of effort for me to speak up and say something when there's other people around that will all here me.  Like if I have to get a room's attention, like make an announcement or something, it's like gaining the courage to climb the side of a skyscraper, it's so terrifying to me.  Even sometimes (though this is much more rare) at the store when buying stuff, getting out a simple ""hey how you doing, just this"" is difficult for me.  It's like my brain is trying to prrepare ahead of time what I have to say word by word, and it's building it up as this huge thing I have to tackle, something so simple like saying ""hey good morning"", my brain is like ""don't fuck it up"", and that makes me nervous becaudse I can't stop thinking about it, which makes me even more anxious.

I'm just way too aware of my own physical self, the space that I take up, how my extremeties are moving individually, how my mouth is moving, what my eyes are doing, etc.  That's my problem.  Not low self esteem.  Btw it's not crippling social anxiety.  Like I'm able to hold a job, talk to people, interact in basic levels, especially one on one conversations.  I just had a gf for a year and it was fine (though she did say I am a bit neurotic, even though she loved my ego she said I think too much).  It's more in ""socal settings"" where the dynamics haven't been put in place yet, it's like there's too much pressure and I get hyper aware of everything.  It's too much analyzing for me.  I hated bringing my gf over to my family's house because now I have to ""act"" the part of boyfriend around my family but also be ""son"" and ""brother"" and I can't manage how to be all three people at once, and that causes my anxiety to fly through the roof, so I ended up just being awkward.  My gf hated that.

Does anyone have any advice for me?  Also maybe this post can help somebody else who thinks they have low self esteem but actually suffer from social anxiety.",4.744297958547605,5.117289566619917,5.5999925198690965,83.13409505999691,69.18232819074333,8.525716066697834,28.186660433224247,8.447377352677275,1.8146399189652491,2763,88,571,39,45,907,275,713,0.121,0.743,0.136,0.9311,1,0,4,0,0,0,92.0,0,1,1,6,54,37,4,5,23,0,53,15,12,14,8,101,105,60,0,7,20,2,5,11,3,3,1,7,1,9,50,28,0,3,19,1,2,13,12,17,0,3,17,16,78,20,80,80,25,79,0,6,4,3,46,43,1,9,29,394,128,2,0.14960015952550856,0.0,0.048662725204815065,0.0,0.0,0.04872918149371532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951359136466695,0.08298621129609046,0.0,0.0,0.0678221589902704,0.0,0.1907395209389514,0.11267039884758688,0.0,0.06973593994479925,0.0,0.0,0.08878390603557193,0.0,0.0,0.046851424803442634,0.0,0.0,0.09119486870827076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332462810023862,0.055390684097001985,0.0,0.2783387562895262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122685769773889,0.0,0.0859115272852171,0.0,0.05388820867224674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03215990892718112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043638702579485766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04165724567012352,0.0,0.044167112553254194,0.0,0.1112291485914558,0.1317459926051882,0.0,0.0,0.0476497878002056,0.08963398473837023,0.0,0.0940198108849391,0.0,0.07564233563794771,0.03562479461884953,0.047879871194108456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610097895215926,0.18237312061079267,0.0,0.02834040606512522,0.04182583869283416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769918571475005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684922232928392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753949946351278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494850248819228,0.044323831832798685,0.0,0.0,0.054810890195369416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679859649434905,0.04997955373887558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04239490195875225,0.09001332316797353,0.04718509604118925,0.13314569086340491,0.0,0.05009782262382733,0.05431947683761807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290070937979622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600086282948154,0.2566044377545124,0.03697554090380873,0.03846028852778868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885879773786656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310642915787928,0.06758195985136274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054000798112334734,0.0,0.13828521893098067,0.04354169631684165,0.052100108644431466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047758533173939695,0.0,0.0,0.04771571624101823,0.0,0.05012982672148509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031945897641018864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743466993352726,0.19828008560903126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641530502576695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249852304392938,0.0,0.1535593488070036,0.04931946101230069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04169081067168014,0.0,0.0,0.11417092742141635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498713466240872,0.12024294147327767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03312923285898636,0.22366806381326848,0.14698139717231498,0.11876581616327735,0.058155370714625676,0.0,0.04726781964755439,0.0,0.0,0.0677124588702947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029412683364875382,0.0791637622113979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046226948886669804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03542388702955219,0.0,0.0,0.032112532633510715
socialanxiety,sadpieceofshittttttt,2019/08/01,"Social anxiety only with people I know This is what pisses me off. I'm not anxious with strangers and small talk with them but when it comes to people I've known for years my anxiety is really bad, ""friends"" and even relatives, especially my age. That's why I can't keep my friendships and I always let them die by basically ignoring everyone... Its so frustrating.",2.74641304347826,5.566419202898555,4.362155797101451,79.15019021739131,81.6086956521739,8.667391304347825,26.01630434782609,9.188382445141503,2.8823173913043485,291,12,52,9,8,97,55,69,0.327,0.6559999999999999,0.017,-0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,13,8,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,7,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033996465022981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740028665203384,0.2761557485147144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204103195257736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056961159412427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536975926877581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145506527812825,0.0,0.0,0.2335797680867961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885929462786447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727589645590398,0.0,0.0,0.13434178420842827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499638162409249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591310518721202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389378091584169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659913100980308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24918312889825905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647739391948366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057556999593692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741597752052822
socialanxiety,rubbingribbiy,2019/08/01,"No matter what I wear, I will still be screwed and have crippling social anxiety. As time goes on, bad life events will always occur. This life is exhausting. Basically, I have to socialize tomorrow. 

I am extra insecure because one of the people that will be there has made harmless comments about their opinion on my appearance in the past which for some reason made me feel uncomfortable and rejected but I know I am blowing it out of proportion and their opinion doesn't matter. Unfortunately, I cannot stop taking their opinion personally and am doubting my self image. 

I realized rationally that everyone has their own opinions and preferences. What is attractive to one isn't attractive to another. What is fat to one person, another finds thin or average. It doesn't stop my panic and negative thought spiral. 

I picked out a very flashy outfit to help boost my confidence tomorrow, but now I am having second thoughts. What if it is too much, like I am trying too hard? What if I look even worse? What if I look ridiculous? I will stress over perfecting every detail from my hair to my posture to my voice to my facial expressions. It goes on and on and is utterly exhausting. 

However, if I wear my normal daily baggy clothes it will hide my strengths and accentuate my flaws. Then they will continue to have an inaccurate impression of me! I know this is true because I have heard from other people that they are so shocked by how different and slimmer I look when I am not wearing loose clothing.

Now I am currently crying when I should be sleeping because of general anxiety due to life stress and this social anxiety over tomorrow. I have work tomorrow. Now on top of my regular anxiety I will be exhausted and less functional. I hate myself. 

I feel like I am fucked no matter what I wear tomorrow, I will feel insecure regardless of what I wear. I am brainstorming ways to get out of this event. 

People can't continue to form a negative opinion of me if they don't see or know me.

Fuck my life. This is no way to live. I hope I survive tomorrow and I hope I don't make a complete fool of myself tomorrow. Sometimes I wish I were invisible.",4.51701805474665,6.683990049504949,5.751048340128127,74.99421374490392,71.77227722772277,10.000465928945836,31.93185789167152,10.261626798366184,3.838610599883518,1716,81,298,53,34,572,193,404,0.198,0.644,0.158,-0.9614,3,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,7,5,13,29,5,6,6,0,46,19,9,6,2,65,71,28,0,12,10,0,6,2,0,9,8,2,0,3,23,16,1,2,12,0,0,1,13,18,0,4,6,12,62,11,39,52,6,40,0,1,4,3,17,13,3,17,26,227,85,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994062785598208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014823275297449,0.29398304749988946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802171383131247,0.17569605716236533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073095911540232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553193748779904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037608251666123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345546568448099,0.0,0.08094584416261459,0.0918020932504531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573254300802962,0.06863473834008875,0.0,0.0,0.08780919635303695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776363154626699,0.050194300054652016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606274792842288,0.09485242954179517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439586433968039,0.0,0.0,0.1908448001121717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839801240942586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27143746865072005,0.09387305963062753,0.0,0.08483442672211096,0.0,0.2420319624230974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818136359795563,0.06412963043922286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062488211457979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413137210271692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530513146261308,0.0,0.0,0.11272124123576215,0.0,0.0,0.09171277380047266,0.19981525337568928,0.16777488631520665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987792866406844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655792971797913,0.0,0.10022533698624743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614261802503188,0.29380369313994664,0.0,0.0,0.09501888608397492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672420964064776,0.16064305280923208,0.22010313238145066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223511632126331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254283434381932,0.05602107597775808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522742020900922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927048054712857,0.0,0.1525169243367772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047947898745024,0.0,0.0,0.06994245936759352,0.0,0.09790683431632023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Head_Measurement,2019/08/01,"Will I have this type of social anxiety forever? I'm perfectly fine 1 on 1 convos with friends and strangers, but as soon as 1 other person joins in the convo especially if my friend knows them or is friends with them, I can't speak. My mind like shuts down and all I do is feel 10 seconds behind their conversation and just let it happen. It's distressing because I appear uninterested in talking to the group or other person, but in my head I'm just incredibly shy and don't know what to contribute to the conversation. Even when I try and ask a few questinos or respond with a couple words, it's a lot of energy for me lol. Anyone else have similar situation and what you did about it, thank you.

​

 I've had no problem finding boyfriends  because that's a one on one relationship- however the issues that came about was my social anxiety and how I'm not too much of a social person in groups.",6.601067415730334,6.419754837078653,7.460988764044945,73.27474157303371,65.23595505617978,10.715505617977527,33.530337078651684,10.355215969177356,3.3639128089887635,723,28,137,16,10,243,111,178,0.08800000000000001,0.762,0.15,0.9101,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,3,1,9,9,0,1,9,1,12,1,1,1,2,32,23,17,0,2,9,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,11,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,4,2,15,7,22,17,4,12,0,0,0,0,23,8,0,6,3,98,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509331579142293,0.16926661563638365,0.0,0.0,0.21313059013322602,0.0,0.0,0.09740287409214553,0.14273088728275268,0.0,0.0,0.13022813343783954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698338488814167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932384879245048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413450192364064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163685599776652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200735187641862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043504301140306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731908181102938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228720674577449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318388975065045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296356618980968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539461369836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311296415604225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244526028113869,0.0,0.0680556949349084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184291858948453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406548426871857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024026584606078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878865421512514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36489818886486985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329275850929584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495577193603342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658076489687506,0.0,0.4260011251312824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196529936655084,0.0,0.1282501401757928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457660011514286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926661563638365,0.0
socialanxiety,Railguhn,2019/08/01,"Time to wear my heart on my sleeve. Finally have met a girl I feel comfortable talking to and I think I'm just going to spill my heart out completely about how I feel and what has lead me to feel this way etc. I'm so, so fucking sick of hiding my true self away from others and just displaying ZERO vulnerability to anyone. Like seriously, I think we can all agree that jumping out of an airplane with a parachute seems like a more viable option than revealing our true selves to be examined and judged by others... but here I am. I know that nothing will come of me just hiding it away forever, so what do I have to lose? She will either throw me away, and I will have made a mistake like usual; or maybe, by some grace of God, she will somehow just validate my entire existence and tell me that it's *ok...* and I will feel like the most colossal weight ever conceived has been lifted off of my fucking shoulders. I'm this close to breaking out of the shell that has kept me restricted in life for so long, and I hope to god this works out. Wish me luck, friends.",4.5748893360160965,5.2217974647887315,5.1905197853789415,84.9474295774648,69.65727699530515,8.33923541247485,27.420858484238767,8.418075326091056,1.6708942991281015,832,26,174,12,14,268,124,213,0.086,0.721,0.193,0.9765,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,3,13,17,2,0,7,1,16,9,4,3,4,50,36,15,0,3,7,0,5,4,1,5,2,0,0,2,13,16,1,2,10,0,0,5,0,5,0,1,4,5,26,12,32,26,6,23,0,1,0,2,10,11,2,8,9,123,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998408234651984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024626185518893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229993836191008,0.1497107020951045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592465778405567,0.0,0.1291600939609861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887919996452025,0.10200791251512384,0.0,0.15641748432146524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103178025267046,0.26401076430768744,0.0,0.0,0.08114981976639221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384093887756849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418208923398624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847265579696787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085552238230297,0.2790363913643697,0.0,0.0,0.12636305616677834,0.0,0.15974346244775528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351096392409964,0.0,0.0,0.14344993036691378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700912073230528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998900676298664,0.1489592246484947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476773958136555,0.12480317298727578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298581511636156,0.0,0.0,0.08326094271717249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726101993818986,0.0,0.0,0.11333862014401035,0.0,0.1738775498452002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641993733759999,0.0,0.0,0.10395150398781076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DesiNoel05,2019/08/01,"Trying to fight it makes it worse? And a poem. So bummed, but thought I would share, maybe it will make someone feel less alone. I just started a new job, basically as the face of a big local real estate franchise. Figured it would push me out of my comfort zone and I could finally face my social anxiety head on and defeat it. Little did I know, everything with my anxiety seems to be symmetrical. The more confident and happy I feel, and the increasing frequency of such, seems to make my demons equally powerful when they come out to play. 


“I’ve got these shadows. 

I’ve been gathering wood. Tossing it in heaps, ignoring the splinters that stick in my fingers from my haste. I’m tired and sore, but my weariness is nothing compared to how tired I’ve grown of the darkness. Dousing each twisted branch, saturating it with hope, faith, dreams. Ignite.

Warmed by the flames, I smile for a moment and watch them dance, graceful as women in flowing evening gowns. They stretch to the sky, lapping up the stars. Surrounded by light and warmer, a sign of relief, finally. Contentment.

But the whispers trickle in behind me, slowly drowning out the crackles of twigs and roaring flames. I turn around only to once again discover the shadows. Just as opaque, Just as boisterous, Just as merciless. But now taller. Darker. Nourished by the light I’ve fed them. Devilishly twisting in complete juxtaposition to the waltz of the flames.

Symmetry is a bitch.”",4.059561775515974,6.913747099236642,4.2730703986429175,81.7101682216568,76.09923664122137,7.240260107435678,29.93271133729149,8.285830014693849,2.5621920836867407,1148,53,195,22,27,357,162,262,0.128,0.6970000000000001,0.175,0.956,2,1,0,0,1,0,44.0,0,0,4,2,13,13,2,0,20,0,9,8,4,5,0,44,25,21,1,4,8,0,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,9,17,1,1,7,3,1,6,0,4,0,0,5,8,20,9,39,15,5,32,2,1,1,0,9,18,1,3,8,125,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283014448633872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257696650613415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136182154211407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271119420126609,0.15471636949270426,0.0,0.0,0.11781656958359385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746357387428684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261957074284195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922396695214324,0.0,0.0,0.3232947940358425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180191318079096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708291930547444,0.0,0.0,0.15144159472590166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656275920141235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643291330169156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109643625640632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478962913925007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29549714463946564,0.0,0.14824626509500466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251668597824899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159010311516687,0.0,0.0,0.1571491406782939,0.0,0.1122278550406465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679583173555697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26867053482330194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042128439739566,0.12502914313454067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444542661432336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714806316280785,0.0,0.3392025442703221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001851837283844,0.16050551819688508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503786927769717,0.20964819116832487,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,twentyonepilotsArg,2019/08/01,"How can I stop blushing and fear of blushing? It’s been 3 years since I’ve developed this. It all started one day at uni. Luckily I remember when and why it all started. Well I blushed in front of a friend (I didn’t even notice it) and he pointed at me saying “haha you turned bright red!” Since then I developed a phobia of blushing, and to this day, I feel extreme anxiety (I want to escape the social situation, I feel like I’m so uncomfortable and my face starts tingling) the overall sensation I feel is: extreme embarrassment. What I feel inside is 1000x worse than what people see on the outside. I might appear calm but I feel like shit on the inside. I don’t know how to explain the feeling I get, but it’s all about being uncomfortable on my skin, feeling hot and accelerated (super anxious) and it makes me want to interact with NO ONE because of this sensation. 

So, I need your help on this: some stuff has happened but I want to focus on what’s happening right now. I started the gym. And I’m doing it for my overall wellness, physical and mental health. The thing is... the first day of course the fear began to appear “what if I turn red? The professor will think I’m attracted to him” and guess what happened: I turned so red, that I felt like my face was about to explode and the professor told me to lay down on the floor, because he thought my pressure was down (of course he doesn’t know it’s all about the phobia) I swear guys I’ve never felt so much heat on my face. For some reason, when I’m working out, and my heart is racing and I’m hot, it’s easier for the phobia to appear and the red face to make its appearance, why is that? Is it normal? I feel like all of my senses are accelerated and I feel so self conscious about myself, I don’t know how to explain it... 

Today I went to the gym again, and this time there was another boy as a professor, and luckily I didn’t go all the way red like last time, but I did feel so uncomfortable on the inside when interacting with him. And on top of all, he stares right at me in the eyes and it makes me so uncomfortable! It didn’t happen to me before I developed this phobia. It’s like my mind is aware at every single situation like it’s under a threat, waiting for something to happen to make my face go red! It makes every situation super stressful because it’s like I’m waiting for something to happen, it’s like my mind acts paranoid in this situations. It’s really stressful for me.

I swear to you guys, this is ruining my life, I wasn’t like this a few years back. I feel like I have no control over this, that I may lose my mind. It’s so frustrating. I want to stop being so self conscious about my reactions and what other people think of me.",3.8073512029410352,4.79204410526316,5.189328493647913,83.02155056075203,71.6497277676951,8.192116897017078,27.19535576341384,8.5409612609427,1.811791251337893,2126,72,438,35,39,713,203,551,0.138,0.7190000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.7916,0,0,2,0,0,0,66.0,0,3,0,7,27,31,3,6,24,1,30,12,9,10,8,92,94,42,0,7,5,0,16,11,1,3,3,1,0,5,43,23,0,5,25,2,0,9,10,11,2,3,15,27,62,20,64,74,12,61,0,2,10,0,23,26,1,10,36,289,105,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536422588150932,0.04768650074106474,0.07042139237443562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04793216569145328,0.0,0.11399745980357505,0.0,0.053042934691246435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699145840669241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060375689363108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117202181719338,0.0,0.10504072504787768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028957637854625,0.3467058202697893,0.1781300263971803,0.11970374581735012,0.0,0.0,0.05302255986773578,0.0,0.0,0.048160266668645285,0.0,0.03256773541344134,0.0,0.07085342293898388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866960097630978,0.12344392662761645,0.3307385568374609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625974082004181,0.0,0.07386788910459408,0.04178218381870237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277391163037193,0.05081176707759518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044029419927590095,0.3349938401062381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973749996691883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804721193764475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281954079341652,0.06612813392380043,0.1888233103238009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045823778233958015,0.046220996834606974,0.048076994436013216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610755726727452,0.0,0.0709694005352843,0.0,0.0,0.08448032066637354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643119897974776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589272132423224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03993372909906814,0.0640912945920069,0.0,0.0,0.07061399044557155,0.10646838375593884,0.0,0.0495717059725642,0.0,0.0,0.04967333733394496,0.0,0.1300590805385116,0.0,0.06398651356348119,0.10312916949068078,0.28027093648542495,0.0,0.06354321062521308,0.0,0.09597785457144878,0.0,0.0,0.17648560225454618,0.0,0.0,0.10423056869409762,0.1428102507907047,0.0,0.07135925460397866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141294838909132,0.07988416602524441,0.0,0.049487438441384216,0.07269668380805827,0.0,0.059086782475799814,0.059564258892454286,0.0,0.0,0.2034094308558548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706841457620612,0.04947903280316444,0.0,0.0,0.11209423396714517,0.05778564980895825,0.1124962188652105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045380999602922925,0.0,0.0635252184353557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028405983652948
socialanxiety,inarose010501,2019/08/01,"Airport travel with my special needs child I have always struggled in crowds. I hate drawing attention to myself and prefer to fade into the background. However, this weekend I am flying with my family. Airports used to not be  an issue for me, but now I have a special needs child with lots of accessories. This means extra luggage for medical equipment, extra screening at TSA (she has a feeding tube, so liquid food and meds are carried onboard), and a bright purple walker. Don’t get me wrong, nothing makes me happier than seeing my 4 year old, with her pigtails, and red glasses, running around in her bright purple walker laughing (if she is in her walker, she is laughing). It just draws a lot of attention to me.... and my luggage....and then people have all sorts of questions/comments (positive and negative) about my child. Ignoring it is hard. I want her to enjoy life and see as much as we can when she can (we missed this trip last year because she was in the ICU), but I just struggle so much with my own crap. It’s not fair to her.",6.2309090909090905,6.638140727272727,6.3995454545454535,78.56931818181819,65.96969696969697,8.620202020202019,33.671717171717184,8.344100000000001,2.6935474747474744,816,34,145,10,12,261,122,198,0.131,0.762,0.106,-0.5357,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,0,0,8,14,2,2,7,0,14,5,1,2,1,37,25,16,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,16,2,1,4,2,0,3,4,7,0,0,1,9,29,7,27,23,8,19,0,1,8,0,16,7,1,4,9,111,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448356913211151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549543979417311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610816462166467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409261363691371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047960539066798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094156930931573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559276919323723,0.17185275590933735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816782191185095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188588118745254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294697476390486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959669968196778,0.0,0.0,0.1161894722113746,0.0,0.0,0.1896073783126993,0.19334653067398747,0.17535177209243066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559150184300677,0.2581333908433341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701967835977696,0.0,0.1826515170046225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067447694352025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774139001458216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639402270361087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033592706060522,0.0,0.0,0.10266781100685048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903123151084238,0.0,0.22418379108556827
socialanxiety,phazedglazed,2019/08/01,"Progress! About a year ago I started to really struggle with my focus in school as well as connecting with others. My thoughts would be all over the place and my brain just felt so busy and unable to zone In on one thought. This came to be a big struggle In my AP classes in school. I went to the doctors thinking I had some sort of adhd only to find out I had anxiety. The more I learned about it, the more I realized that the way I was living was often restricted by myself through my anxiety that i had not even known about. Through learning more about anxiety, I had come to realize all of these intruding thoughts just shouldn’t make sense. I was constantly worried about others thoughts of me which severely blocked my confidence and ability to be me without holding back. I now think of things with a different perspective and am currently working toward deciding what thoughts are truly mine and in realizing this, I have become much happier and confident with myself",7.131958041958042,7.739542725274727,6.877012987012988,75.22707792207795,64.05494505494505,11.013786213786215,38.52347652347653,10.832165505486646,4.388872527472529,784,40,138,20,11,247,110,182,0.10800000000000001,0.787,0.105,0.4777,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,13,3,0,2,8,0,15,2,1,1,2,44,28,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,13,0,3,16,0,0,3,3,2,1,1,15,1,23,1,35,8,7,22,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,3,7,115,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030643073198514,0.0,0.1182403960887291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061243187744052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256712306174297,0.0,0.0,0.14731654413482553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890509971959393,0.0,0.15256031414235358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490193378029807,0.0,0.14414501941843189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393620489025781,0.0,0.136528249649855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810150276973233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280733788165654,0.0,0.12191419718155247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778403011002725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903751241628466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805551310848536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038714734757404,0.1014475694730621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393620489025781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545175557441502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699915139834297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069045000685075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094412698779306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788921566367241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861704687236623,0.1709392632108196,0.0,0.5294757826405639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587716981465507,0.0,0.0,0.11993181326115247,0.12365199380538368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858125274676796,0.0,0.09710803807406222,0.13546196848391975,0.0,0.09475499389499836,0.0,0.0,0.08589748581522925
socialanxiety,tryingtodiesick,2019/08/01,"How to avoid developing tolerance to Klonopin? I take my Klonopin when I'm having a really bad anxiety attack, like to the point of nauseousness, or before I know I'm entering a really anxiety-inducing situation. Usually that's once a week or a couple times a month. Can I develop a tolerance at this rate? The dose is 0.5 mg. Thanks!",3.479270833333332,5.863519218750002,6.270000000000002,69.10833333333336,75.5625,12.391666666666666,30.979166666666664,11.538034831475384,5.072060416666667,266,13,47,13,6,96,46,64,0.185,0.664,0.151,-0.4917,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,5,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026879386893816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014217206112258,0.0,0.0,0.22122427195063854,0.0,0.0,0.22545506437938265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29316490379244625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561096589659048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944240912397814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114825591625524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28216576732960824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25046575444171026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394707143315365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978177131261707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921130762684636,0.0,0.0,0.2439326661893687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449593450584645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918077485529373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252891527562398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fatboyslimzzz,2018/11/28,"Verbal comebacks if being insulted/teased/made fun of? I am an adult and even though it hardly happens I am really afraid of being teased/insulted or made fun of, and I am wondering if you have any good general verbal comebacks which I can use if necessary? As of now I would become totally quiet and freeze up if being teased because I don’t know what to say or do in such a situation.",10.182164502164504,6.489487129870131,10.664155844155848,64.32099567099571,60.81818181818181,14.422510822510825,39.95238095238096,12.45797560212912,4.85906406926407,307,11,57,8,3,106,51,77,0.03,0.8190000000000001,0.152,0.8452,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,1,2,0,11,0,0,2,1,16,16,11,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,7,3,8,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,7,1,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903490461291834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841722395519896,0.3232460738036864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331477692320015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548914214830025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588191669690081,0.0,0.2621870431131286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085126843793798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769443270320183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750062765375528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327537696433187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289886625273199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28756017995300465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527846830875065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174029111507549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079140528969942,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Juklem,2018/11/28,"i hate myself sometimes So i have a crush on this girl who's with me in uni. I started talking and texting her some weeks ago and it was going fine until today where i was going into the 8 am lecture, half asleep and almost not aware of anything, now my crush is not taking this course with me but as i was going to take a seat i see her out of no where walking in front of me while smiling and directly making eye contact maybe trying to open a convo or just expecting me saying good morning but yeah i totally fucked this up. i didn't expect her to be in this lecture so i looked totally embarassed when i saw her, i tried to smile and say something but i was so shocked & my face became red that i even fucked up the smile and eye fontact and couldnt say a single word, then she continued walking away. i don't even know what she thinks of me after this fuck up & even if she didn't think it was that bad (my anxiety tells me that she hates me now lmao), i just totally hate how i always get a brain lag in similar situations and my body's autonomic response is just so awful. like if i was expecting her to attend or saw her coming from a distance or EVEN approached her myself, the situation would've been 100 times better. that's it.

",3.3117960270325635,4.4559100505836575,4.5615277493344255,86.45053655539628,73.00778210116732,7.278230595945118,25.588572598812213,7.669130373188453,1.2462108949416335,981,31,205,12,19,324,144,257,0.193,0.715,0.092,-0.9859,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,17,12,6,0,9,2,16,9,6,2,3,42,38,26,0,6,13,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,14,14,0,0,3,0,0,9,7,8,0,1,11,10,41,4,26,25,5,36,0,0,7,3,19,14,3,7,14,150,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082567493748248,0.0,0.12229089165709857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161806997261896,0.26464551972228056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342555435462474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049875286001414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474078138129006,0.0,0.10196956157001673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800994289638607,0.0,0.13565372667315764,0.0,0.13633227386079405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052001706641961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226505532925049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387087395701449,0.06380545202083462,0.0,0.2082199431640281,0.10243294486085612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617204823415621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711689554378994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966427458684957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255453141811556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151961584579283,0.0,0.1226913234223954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913569273580463,0.0,0.0,0.09731808803223306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27454800838523435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401805678502537,0.12078508855593295,0.0,0.08644094749041885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364612091960475,0.09815972597141326,0.1067429340813032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650597924117468,0.0,0.0,0.07121227054790047,0.0,0.11576054694822778,0.0,0.0,0.16583018494360038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796158495864384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675434086339036,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peachdope,2018/11/28,"How to turn down social invites...? So basically, I'm supposed to be hanging out with one of my best friends on Saturday night. We're going to see a film, maybe grab some dinner - the usual, I can handle that.

Now she's suggesting we go out with a load of other people afterwards, people I don't even know, and I am mildly freaking out because I've been in so many situations where I've felt left out and awkward at gatherings that I really don't want to knowingly put myself in a potentially awkward situation again.

It could be fun, but it also might not be... And I'm so scared I'll just be mute the entire time, unable to talk to the people / they probably won't want to talk to me... So yeah... I have these fears and don't know what to do. I thought it was just going to be a relatively quiet night... any thoughts on what I should do? I'm half thinking j should just do it and if it turns out to be awful, tell her I feel ill and need to leave... or is that stupid? ",4.449328358208955,4.284774791044774,5.912649253731343,82.5053917910448,69.74626865671641,9.088059701492536,27.695273631840802,8.841846274778883,1.8323661691542288,747,22,164,12,12,255,121,201,0.147,0.8190000000000001,0.034,-0.9696,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,1,1,13,9,1,4,7,2,23,2,0,1,0,38,43,15,0,7,7,0,3,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,12,14,1,0,8,1,0,5,5,6,0,2,5,5,15,3,27,27,2,26,0,0,1,0,11,13,0,4,8,111,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120830795401668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953112067211112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543808407913316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708556976550108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190353777575243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925720275114838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771499614169884,0.07086732316980528,0.0,0.1345721920122453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828454212924883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896245780859485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23107899381653796,0.0,0.0,0.14840546621402678,0.15228041626666866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209666356993692,0.14080601382985053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486838674101926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392424762571736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630547078952971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497365229754964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29150054976638845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111238144486233,0.0,0.0,0.14089596523255415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978782448937984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032107836392788,0.0,0.11168656158500573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31508349235552224,0.0,0.14287187227003711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225304925354522,0.12250293364874812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980660760182423,0.0,0.2225371653211161,0.08172636558089677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048999878751005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543625520882123,0.0,0.16533583631947718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SaIvadora,2018/11/28,So like I got put onto a mental health care plan and then taken off it after two sessions Cos I just moved out to my own social house so they said I dont need it anymore lolwtf?,1.8569230769230745,2.8796434102564104,3.3979487179487187,93.85538461538464,76.43589743589743,5.2,18.128205128205128,3.1291,-0.7193487179487179,139,2,32,0,3,46,35,39,0.0,0.8420000000000001,0.158,0.7178,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,5,2,5,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715284423708348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791495495369721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208825967199157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189767548069617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29102846641082897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159196134293252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376111309907202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759182935441037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29099793985434425,0.0,0.2030135593389869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752369350931399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260439223981263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790968227494553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674553437149423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cocour,2018/11/28,"Getting downvoted on Reddit = depression? Disclaimer: I know that this has been talked about on this sub before, but all the posts I found were from 6+ months ago, so it's probably a good time to bring it up again.

So earlier today, I made a Reddit post (not going to link it because I just want to let it be) of a picture I took of a guy stopped horizontally in a parking lot, blocking anyone from getting out. Soon after, a guy comments saying basically ""the car isn't parked"" because the guy's break lights are on and he's still in the car. I don't have a problem with the comment- it's kind of missing the point of my post, but whatever. But of course, I felt the need to defend myself, so I replied to the comment, saying something like ""yeah but he still needs to retake drivers ed"". Looking back now, my reply did come off as a little douchy and didn't even really address the guy's problem with my post (that the car wasn't  even parked so it's not worth posting). 

Despite this, I wasn't expecting my reply to get downvoted to -5 karma. So I edited the reply, saying that I wasn't trying to be a douchebag, and the downvotes eased up a little bit.

I think this highlights a big problem of mine, probably the thing that needs the most work in terms of social skills. I really hate offending anyone. It makes me miserable. Constuctive criticism, while sometimes still challenging, is usually fine for me. But downvoting, at least in my perspective, isn't constructive- it's basically just saying ""Hey, you're a dick, I don't like you"". Having people think I'm a bad person- that's the worst feeling in the world. It fucking sucks.

If you've read this far, you're probably thinking, ""Who cares? Just move on."" I agree, it's not something that I should worry about, but it's been making me feel down pretty much all day. I'm frusturated that I allow dumb things like this to ruin my while day. Anyway, even if no one reads this, just writing it down is making me start to feel better.

Thanks for making it all the way through. Don't let dumb stuff like this get you down.
",4.146055419722901,5.447750716381417,4.960251833740834,83.78249674001633,71.17603911980441,7.89832110839446,27.32526487367563,8.344100000000001,1.8046644824775881,1629,56,320,25,30,528,204,409,0.171,0.695,0.134,-0.9776,0,0,2,0,0,0,68.0,0,2,0,4,22,26,6,1,30,1,24,2,1,6,3,55,60,19,0,11,15,0,4,4,0,1,0,4,1,5,32,7,0,2,10,2,1,8,13,15,0,1,12,10,31,11,46,43,10,58,1,4,1,2,21,23,5,4,24,209,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984356213659236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018514762617568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058549759389052,0.06578728301639501,0.09606065470520607,0.0,0.06704542859164868,0.0,0.0,0.06968433101509558,0.08601948183609988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033278446759044,0.0,0.0,0.06787156181020138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162749123596164,0.0,0.0678626647764938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561223487040951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951745291815745,0.0,0.07565181856043174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863903817080566,0.0,0.07284110855286055,0.16466040514262348,0.0,0.0447788016988573,0.06608624210997302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120623327483577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777899057268885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820488129615794,0.0433015316957041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113848979320772,0.0,0.1539734194313584,0.1579387762283711,0.0,0.0,0.06616468560948659,0.0,0.0,0.06698538134884258,0.0,0.07455405028123455,0.2103747022724045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289030968429493,0.08374247718331262,0.057920529270628525,0.17526782185493595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339089305301626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462383268401213,0.06879735528571025,0.0,0.0,0.07448306340024155,0.0,0.37730050188938496,0.0801588814629431,0.2548504180327516,0.2261773445199285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762485745349067,0.0,0.10095120107114501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506314020742323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031761091755506,0.0,0.12131448669848285,0.07792641924358322,0.0,0.0557687508821226,0.0,0.18876803884984794,0.0658728932620719,0.0,0.0,0.09019696660361956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332930703893469,0.0,0.07254026516188287,0.0,0.0,0.10469062053795686,0.15145847924962566,0.0,0.0,0.045943727958053335,0.0,0.07468475638180087,0.0,0.08753981868257424,0.05349398948849465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677727254409305,0.0,0.04647303615906091,0.06254071310152938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057360864100106386,0.08001619349999471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brydenn,2018/11/28,"I feel like I am already done with h my life I’m a 19 year old guy and I feel like my life is already over. I don’t know why I feel like this just over the passed couple months I’ve noticed I have no motivation to do anything. At first I thought going to the gym would help me get some motivation in my life but it really hasn’t. I know this problem definitely stems from my social anxiety but I don’t get how they would relate. I don’t think I have depression either because I have never thought about killing myself or anything. But I feel as if I’m just an object in this would that walks around like a fucking sims character. I also seem very boring to other people like I just act like I’m dead inside. It might seem as simple as just don’t act dead. It’s not that easy though I never know what to say to people anymore. What also really gets to me is I was never like this either. In elementary school even untill like grade 10 I was friends with everyone! I was the kid that everyone liked because they don’t judge they just want to be friendly.  My anxiety started happening on my hockey back when I was in grade 10, they would isolate me and make me feel like I was a loser even after playing in the same team for like 3 years. I was best friends with all of those guys too. They started calling me nigger and making jokes about banging my sister which they knew got on my nerves. I know that they were just shitty people but it has stuck with me since. Now it is almost impossible for me to actually be myself. I’m good at faking like I’m social sometimes but I can’t ever fully be myself anymore. Even around my family I act like I’m dead inside. I feel like they love me because they still try to talk to me and be nice but another part of me thinks that they think I’m a waste of a human body. In my life I have only one person I can connected with slightly like I can be myself around but even in that relationship it’s not like how my relationships were in elementary. Back then my friends were literally all brothers and I would do anything and everything for those guys. It almost makes me cry knowing that if I saw them know they would think that They old Me is gone. My best best friend from back an elementary actually invited me to his going away party because he got a scholarship in the states and I didn’t even go because of that very reason. I told my parents to say that I was sick or something. That tore me apart knowing that my best friend that I would have month long sleep overs with a couple years ago I didnt even want to see. I don’t know if this post will help but I hope this can give me a first step into getting over this  disease in my head.",2.783931159420288,4.358574023550727,4.050884057971015,87.86802898550727,75.06884057971014,6.863188405797103,23.31739130434783,7.554174236665415,0.9018199999999998,2119,61,448,27,45,695,222,552,0.11900000000000001,0.659,0.222,0.9963,1,0,1,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,13,10,30,39,2,0,15,0,51,10,3,8,6,93,107,31,4,14,23,3,6,16,6,9,5,2,0,6,33,17,0,0,26,5,1,10,16,7,0,3,22,10,87,32,58,71,11,62,0,2,2,2,44,24,2,12,42,310,120,7,0.0,0.0,0.10221846664084368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464261768856608,0.0,0.10488950758940756,0.0,0.11559148978916757,0.08376655154969116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054918452371519766,0.08013156384533729,0.0,0.10388139042735103,0.0,0.0,0.1292974222118761,0.1398712469217033,0.0,0.0,0.04920687017825328,0.12081656241267585,0.0,0.15963278542317308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985211349518927,0.0,0.0,0.05817543890886194,0.0,0.0,0.0534794631970455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590113529871947,0.05753011446368445,0.0,0.0,0.04510944147843145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053596538757430125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075542413648941,0.04737506304523897,0.0,0.10009074140830594,0.04707015708790599,0.0,0.04937331839755677,0.0,0.15889047581079555,0.1870791177953521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909818450205333,0.0,0.0,0.2427830155323441,0.04841869582208736,0.10945250874039944,0.05024168153118976,0.08929564178012757,0.04392862379936892,0.08377615826171605,0.0,0.0,0.1555747654077991,0.046313941701662885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375058608215209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021005270329703,0.0,0.0,0.05201895964679688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057943803996268826,0.0,0.2302659839706611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797253810500818,0.409394766677578,0.0,0.0,0.04634912819356152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047269361881969583,0.0,0.10487967152433314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556028124459226,0.0,0.0,0.08360846876872985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118161395591115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059627871218082926,0.10991489872688942,0.0,0.035489814223895015,0.03983260341450846,0.0,0.0,0.0581548608318426,0.056715676703186814,0.0,0.1089281090818838,0.045730745798926525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050159583228324194,0.0,0.0,0.050114613683245546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710394164293912,0.05384894660667705,0.0,0.11245963265990476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329942982463688,0.0,0.0530050397345417,0.041735104695554914,0.09535820549100303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332411427204347,0.0,0.05241158223270418,0.1067769024781307,0.0,0.04031987806723069,0.05179898638035401,0.0,0.07414083170850423,0.0,0.041825751216521566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042096043224225985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423595882704456,0.05145695184027036,0.08315782813548163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004537070415297,0.0,0.035558344138512485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642767162300659,0.061782799477344615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04725917085688943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604337076854367,0.0,0.0,0.10118095005785016
socialanxiety,Jallhouserock,2018/11/28,"I thought I was bad at socialising I found my hidden strength:
https://www.andymort.com/inner-world-thoughts-ideas/",17.69205128205128,23.505577692307696,6.9769230769230814,52.75974358974361,79.76923076923076,7.887179487179487,35.1025641025641,7.793537801064563,4.301841025641027,102,4,10,2,3,23,11,13,0.23800000000000002,0.544,0.218,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281004539000995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5621718959362566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5787993776682949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40704304588183055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ieatalot89,2018/11/28,"I [f/20] with social anxiety approached my crush and took his number! I gave myself an ultimatum, and promised if i failed to stick by it I will move on.

Low and behold! i saw him, took a deep breath, went up to him, complimented him on a presentation he had made, and asked for help on that particular topic as i was struggling with it (which is true), and i asked for his phone number, he took my phone and typed it in, and here we are .

It was an out of body experience, I'm still shocked that even did it ! I want to build some type of connection first to test the waters, and see if i should fall back or carry on 
then go from there, also i did this for me since my anxiety spoils a lot of opportunities, therefore, i decided to start putting myself out there in every aspect and just hope for the best.  ",10.183148148148147,5.715390401234572,9.799259259259262,72.89666666666669,61.65432098765432,13.269135802469135,36.876543209876544,10.504223727775694,3.3494617283950614,623,16,137,10,6,204,102,162,0.092,0.775,0.133,0.7891,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,4,8,10,0,1,7,0,9,3,2,2,1,27,24,15,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,14,1,0,1,0,0,9,0,4,0,1,12,2,23,6,26,10,3,26,0,2,2,0,15,11,0,6,6,99,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584858127275354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599070646258752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31761946393878115,0.0,0.0,0.13062300957741174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782728138833595,0.0,0.0,0.18869228097567012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220050925234124,0.0,0.14312659814152448,0.0,0.0,0.16616986347288432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444951682343262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654359666041083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386330073728958,0.0,0.0,0.16872371457502186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444212304424282,0.0,0.16073936520581736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180549716245214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707707984329461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536798775338565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052194700325965,0.0,0.0,0.17316566631907265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202380498617937,0.0,0.13566200012569452,0.0,0.0,0.17758971764029105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5662104808064761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001963850819072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747536919197486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sfelte,2018/11/28,"How do I stop irrationally questioning if my friend likes me? I know that one of the hallmarks of social anxiety is wondering if others like you or not, but I generally don't struggle with this too much. I have one friend in particular, however, who I always feel uncertain and anxious about whether they like me or not. I know why this is the case: we dated for a long time (around 2.5 years) but ended up deciding to break up on good terms because we were located in different cities at the time. I ended up getting a job in her city, so we get lunch together every week. Rationally, I know she likes me because, duh, she dated me for over 2 years, and she is still very affectionate with me: lots of hugs, arm pats, and joking around with each other. She has given me no indication that she doesn't like hanging out with me or that she doesn't like me.

And yet I constantly find myself needing to reaffirm that she likes me (as a friend, I mean). How do I override this irrational emotional insecurity and give myself some peace of mind on this? Why can't I assure myself that she actually does like me? My anxiety makes me feel as though any day now she'll wake up and realize she hates my guts for no reason. Agh.",7.368333333333332,6.2330461924686205,7.8779184100418425,74.05556659693167,64.06276150627615,11.648675034867505,33.724198047419804,10.864195022040775,3.413811436541144,956,33,191,22,12,318,135,239,0.11699999999999999,0.6729999999999999,0.21,0.9829,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,1,1,0,11,20,1,3,6,1,13,5,3,4,1,50,27,20,0,3,10,0,2,8,3,1,0,0,0,0,12,17,1,1,12,1,0,1,8,4,0,2,2,2,45,16,30,24,5,33,0,0,0,1,23,14,0,10,25,137,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.11545520907602233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984448603658253,0.0,0.0,0.08045605248423382,0.0,0.1810163419856146,0.13365861037248095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106450962369984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442434990239305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278529793142565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630129618565089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361060567629535,0.0,0.0,0.10353541666471147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330848033585134,0.20957820149437945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968275881118363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964395937301885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081348033616074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27422211210507164,0.0,0.12362602077488645,0.11349541890303914,0.0,0.09923428929918074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168083668097254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740616395460825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506314413695594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624091901854322,0.0,0.0,0.10470218272557798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058442573456387,0.0,0.0,0.07897401713275191,0.0,0.0,0.12887618868017692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946114863136773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697275521338554,0.08772666939182938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034221822896133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325362458138692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164419196077556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206039378717966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448392272273934,0.09891392729011028,0.0,0.12368513763862993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624070147730775,0.0,0.13797707498893474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761959091255712,0.0,0.0,0.09490255576657926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351591865344755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830405464738906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237778622376516
socialanxiety,kidmash5_4,2018/11/28,"Voice making me socially anxious Ever since I was little people have been commenting about my voice. I remember young kids asking me if I was high, why do you sound like that, etc. So naturally, I was a very quiet kid. I always said the bare minimum during book reports etc. My parents took me to a doctor and they said everything was normal. I’ve been ignoring this problem for years. Fast forward to now, I am a senior in college and I still have trouble talking. People often say that I sound to monotone, nasally, talk too slow.  I am studying computer science and speech 101 is a requirement to graduate. I have been talking college classes since my sophomore year of high school but I chose to just not take it; in fact speech class was mandatory to graduate high school but I somehow talked my advisor into letting me skip it. I am planning on talking speech in the winter (Its not really my choice at this point) and I am very anxious about it. I’m thinking about visiting a speech therapist to fix this problem (hopefully).  I just want to have a normal voice like all my other pears. Do you guys have any advice?

TL;DR: My voice is very monotone, slow, and nasally. This always made me very anxious to simply talk in public. Now I have to take a speech class and I’m pretty nervous about it. I was wondering if you guys have any tips that could help me.


",3.007807692307693,5.506160780769231,4.05846153846154,83.7765384615385,77.73076923076924,6.76923076923077,26.92307692307693,7.882392219407189,1.9167692307692312,1073,44,192,18,26,347,133,260,0.075,0.863,0.062,-0.3291,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,1,2,14,8,0,1,9,0,26,3,2,2,3,34,40,11,0,9,8,1,0,2,0,0,1,15,0,4,13,7,0,2,3,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,13,17,34,3,23,25,3,27,0,0,0,0,24,13,0,6,15,130,47,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905678861201416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423788177471576,0.0,0.0,0.12605402724946566,0.0,0.0,0.31411321324744346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664526253681316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399912395071946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948640677950846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673010615149592,0.0,0.08383627547031533,0.0,0.0,0.08329670511012185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835397225259374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212286528883579,0.2937712163365392,0.0,0.09205424859199957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477373781199996,0.0,0.0905595956740794,0.09289182359736077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769805430402164,0.061866028721720215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161758083545215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291251597872388,0.0,0.0,0.12850821187972522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761455231693023,0.0,0.0,0.09429102661718476,0.0,0.17736852629937494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937453351090345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499076436482964,0.0,0.17632382293309284,0.0737045345842582,0.0,0.18759848860809605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333519979277252,0.0,0.0,0.09447774034068733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401605349617725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393708259486496,0.4469662200875336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761107424116602,0.0,0.05938695433238578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297323543964376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058897918310005,0.054666310326213406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363118931733117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005097957292164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193684814490974
socialanxiety,TheHumanCheeze,2018/11/28,"Miconception about social anxiety? Is it a common misconception that if you have social anxiety that you are automatically 10 years younger than you are? People treat me like I'm 5 saying stuff like ""hey buddy"" and "" stop making fun of (my name)!"" When someone lightly roasts me. It really isnt helping anything and I wish I had the skills to ask them to stop.",3.320490405117273,6.031535164179102,4.874200426439232,77.164776119403,77.95522388059702,7.410660980810236,24.49680170575693,8.418075326091056,1.9537010660980807,284,10,50,6,7,95,52,67,0.132,0.677,0.191,0.7496,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,10,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,9,4,5,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,1,7,31,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360794675301146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940551231233021,0.0,0.22045459119410946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580613927419088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23041396677112894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740791442411728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348398334527575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106871546411266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875290415794078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48076608031282,0.1998047394372082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943027230351677,0.0,0.0,0.26995102067117444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27117487275338137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185671442879956
socialanxiety,comfortablynummb,2018/11/28,"I'd like to (re)join the group at uni...  At first there were just 6 of us, we all started our work there at the same time. As long as we were writing proposals it was cool, we all sat at the same place with laptops and had coffee breaks and lunches together, and also made a social media group. Then we started working on actual stuff, and got our individual planning and whatnot. At the same time, some new people started their theses, and were added to the group. As soon as that happened, I got really anxious about hanging out with the whole group because there's so many people I don't know yet (and the group is now \~  15 people, which is too much for me). It didnt help that the last 2 months my depression has also been acting up, so it was really hard to face any groups of people or talk to more than 1 person at the same time. Consequentially, I got isolated. Now I realized that was the main reason why I've felt so lonely recently, and I'd like to somehow rejoin the group and start hanging with them again. 

It's okay as long as I'm not in the open places with a lot of people (I absolutely cannot face the coffee room during breaks cause everybody's there…), I can also say Hi or talk with individual people when we cross paths in the lab… And I assume it wouldn't be TOO weird if I started hanging with the group again, because the dynamics is always changing and whatnot… I especially like 2 girls and a guy there, those were also the ones I'd talked with the most back at the beginning of the year, and especially the guy always says hi/bye to me when we pass each other… but I'm still anxious because Im really not an extraverted person, I prefer to listen to others talk for the majority of the time, and Im worried that'd come across the wrong way or people would reject me… They have formed friendships inside the group in the time I was trying to fix my head and now I feel like a loser, a pathetic loser who won't ever belong…

So basically what I'm asking is some tips on how to re-join the group successfully, without looking too pathetic or weird while doing it… Any help would be really appreciated.",5.998190196078433,5.715750249411763,6.808955882352944,77.7862181372549,66.50588235294117,9.624509803921569,29.237745098039213,9.188382445141503,2.2483509803921566,1676,49,333,27,24,558,208,425,0.107,0.8270000000000001,0.066,-0.9665,0,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,9,0,3,7,31,16,0,0,33,2,28,4,3,4,3,68,50,40,0,5,10,0,3,4,0,4,0,3,1,5,16,32,1,0,7,0,0,7,8,8,0,2,17,8,28,8,48,26,17,62,0,5,1,0,41,19,0,11,37,225,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.07864249985746259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25778555420726657,0.13411174739096607,0.0,0.0,0.1096055370157812,0.0,0.0,0.18208355138390114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533912828843009,0.0,0.0,0.061967384202060376,0.0,0.1473775342257624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278632428078783,0.08525167513096753,0.06941963529421859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941053532924492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289667926389735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04074783690246233,0.0575722566696243,0.0773773508924943,0.0,0.0,0.06854831805120366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336133863085864,0.0,0.0,0.15959006062829395,0.07126391685113018,0.0,0.07219123629315684,0.0,0.08270678669357286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803320067619247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174098262202692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428919060979992,0.06569017374994969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748537880738855,0.0,0.0,0.14263611760731426,0.06767382717980751,0.0,0.0,0.0685132420598265,0.0,0.07625454376168835,0.0,0.0817038292480458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432476644685102,0.0,0.059241630968491985,0.0,0.0,0.0778326269530623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054608678876989294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910881832556583,0.14073309014153115,0.16839512252544667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065075673510988,0.08285813542321313,0.07957116740395657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281740103014453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214956469090096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852038647554142,0.0,0.06435787470068066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225425729523967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25909510733655483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349582618876377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471412682544019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693773336994306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396719596182883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271835431527955,0.08997389497506299,0.0,0.07768419014097483,0.0,0.11733840093811175,0.08184127228329617,0.0,0.1144951508139819,0.08811059241131244,0.0,0.0518961860936581
socialanxiety,cfk2020,2018/11/28,"I think I was misdiagnosed with social anxiety 2 years ago, when I was 17, I was diagnosed (by a psychiatrist) SA and I'm currently on antidepressants and anxiolytics.

I read a few articles and many posts here where it says people that suffer from SA *want* to engage in social situations but can't due to anxiety. Some posts here make people with SA look desperate for being with people..

My problem is quite the opposite, I don't want to have friends because I find most people annoying, specially loud people (with no indoor voices, that laugh too loudly, people that like whistling, etc). They make me want to stab them.

",6.146315789473682,7.653827622807017,6.839429824561408,71.40809210526318,66.63157894736842,10.612280701754386,30.03947368421053,10.686352973137794,3.5223368421052634,495,18,84,14,8,163,79,114,0.21,0.6809999999999999,0.11,-0.8684,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,5,8,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,2,0,18,16,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,5,11,5,13,12,4,10,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,2,6,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216285556975987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22811303901143026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088633257931468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513272949391467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662792468686381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362692359548398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518967232507688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283980860716709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252014290296876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990428361713823,0.15115793808843686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6201781371544501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28558172127638043,0.0,0.0,0.1426628444221252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857984580515758,0.14913436995874038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856555128446405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675879286452188,0.0,0.3039651611882377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553342978477307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26381855297269896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601166257160212
socialanxiety,vodkant,2018/11/28,"Compliements How do I know when someone's compliments are genuine? Sometimes I feel like they over exaggerate how well I did, and it feels very fake to me. Sometimes I feel like they only say that to make me feel somehow better than what I actually am.

I can understand the kind gesture, but it makes me feel even worse knowing that it isn't that true.",4.833382352941179,6.321280279411766,4.984588235294119,83.54864705882355,69.73529411764707,7.792941176470588,31.24705882352941,8.238735603445708,2.229214117647059,281,12,54,4,5,88,49,68,0.14800000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.154,-0.3807,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,6,8,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,4,1,16,16,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,11,7,4,15,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,37,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.19483551405139898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657956039566647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318709447806665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047605152279788,0.28526865864274564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791106282707103,0.2194514984905308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508373202231813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665439411162829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518474306514448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158774512702254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916793192434842,0.0,0.3949298975191275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784899994841874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473715936378105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951477587553866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346658246863872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Redditsbatman,2018/11/28,"Kinda feel like i put too much on my plate... So ive had social anxiety for a couple years now, and honestly ive somehow been able to maintain a group of friends somehow despite ignoring almost every social invite.

Anyways, a few weeks ago my friends planned a trip. Nothing crazy like overseas or whatever, but they rented a house in the hills and we’re gonna chill there for 7 days. A few weeks ago, i was fine. And despite being nervous as shit, ive been under the impression that this will be good for my anxiety and shit, i might actually have fun too.

But here i am, like 4 days before we leave, and im anxious as fk. Ive been nauseas the past 24 hours and having trouble sleeping. Ive never done something like this before, i dont know 4 of the people staying in the house (They’re friends of my friends) and overall i feel like i might’ve committed to something i havent got the mental capacity for. Problem is, ive already paid and stuff. Everyone knows im going including family. So backing out now is almost impossible. 

Idk what to do man shit. Pls help. ",4.222535211267605,5.276124586854465,5.515136150234742,80.81354929577466,70.73708920187794,8.309107981220656,31.570892018779343,8.648137234880735,2.5370334272300483,839,37,162,14,15,281,125,213,0.13,0.6509999999999999,0.218,0.9248,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,1,12,21,3,1,12,0,24,4,4,0,2,27,32,15,0,1,3,0,2,5,4,3,0,0,1,1,5,10,0,1,4,0,2,3,3,7,0,0,8,2,20,14,17,19,3,22,0,0,0,0,11,5,3,7,18,99,25,0,0.10393245557327256,0.0,0.1014230842025558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842597018803514,0.0,0.2081466824890594,0.0,0.11469204916933445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901608807582562,0.11741409160048068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991764296822902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768777294115874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149992852649273,0.0,0.1340556714544739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635898662929727,0.12180806388333665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756757639053467,0.09931191522779692,0.0,0.0,0.09797826936281008,0.0,0.10510274471744882,0.14849873405646494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211918294412288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059067209626669386,0.08717361269290544,0.08312427913245146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966373416862674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235253314078824,0.2398481989859183,0.0,0.0,0.2245297738361085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423711902908255,0.0,0.0,0.11004946379019334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538807398099496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473947004342306,0.22051182210695908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640231346796311,0.0,0.0801591169707555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972599419638267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921528904716667,0.072053678377932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944932359890106,0.0,0.10448082418798924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200555162893365,0.0,0.0,0.10400751434971554,0.21189209986838745,0.0,0.16002456396134293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077816898786967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897779600925874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667366935036021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692909382978023
socialanxiety,The_God_Of_Memes,2018/11/28,"What are signs that you're actually starting to annoy a friend? I'm sure a lot of us have that problem where we get worried we're annoying a friend, whether it be messaging them, asking them to hang out, tagging them in memes etc. 

​

What are some good signs that we're actually annoying them?",5.4720689655172405,6.6918653448275895,5.73051724137931,79.80370689655173,67.9655172413793,9.248275862068963,33.46551724137931,9.516144504307137,3.0838827586206894,242,11,46,5,4,77,40,58,0.20199999999999999,0.625,0.17300000000000001,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,4,0,1,8,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,4,5,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,1,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.44865261401444056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249071095140574,0.2793251125856029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490349941467415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25637306614108146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552040322277449,0.0,0.12010098510222895,0.0,0.0,0.1928095044400596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543278253144447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996076803139952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627077721098096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166558837586796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765131293631736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334507474375773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793251125856029,0.0
socialanxiety,chaosVSorder0,2018/11/28,"Are you looking for company and not necessarily conversation? Are you sometimes talkative and sometimes quiet? Me too.

If interested, send me your username on Discord, Snapchat or whatever. So you can get what you are looking for: 

1. company and not necessarily conversation. 

2. sometimes being talkative and sometimes quiet.

I **call** after texting a bit. I text to understand you are not a weirdo (internet, you know?). If you are radically against calls, you shouldn't message me.

Note. I'm not really socially anxious. I can be a social butterfly when I really want to. I just thought this subreddit is good for what I'm looking for.

",2.4786732186732223,5.032752252252255,4.662411957411958,70.62197174447175,103.05405405405406,8.504668304668305,32.973382473382465,8.296473431620573,4.489771171171171,504,31,76,18,22,172,65,111,0.025,0.865,0.11,0.8079999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,9,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,17,21,9,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,17,2,9,17,1,4,0,0,3,0,17,1,0,3,2,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380979675062487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763119685106904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322790148324538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500639685087956,0.0,0.0,0.13646883276687582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941814966112058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098924584252304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846536490405634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317135386304172,0.0,0.0,0.6436757265257885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916921541758694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938114446371755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596734202568273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,e2bl,2018/11/28,"Wanting to feel more free. I'm 17, and I have a bit of a social anxiety problem.

I can never walk in front of cameras I'm so insecure of how I look, and this seems to be the source of my problems.

I don't like a lot of features of my face, and I tried so hard to get over them, but I can't. One of the main ones is my overbite, makes me look strange. I don't post on social media either, other then all of this I'm confident.

I have a lot of good qualities, including my eyes, eye brows and so on, even girls telling me I'm good looking, but it isn't sufficient for me.

....Enough.

​

I recently got into a relationship, and I want to feel free. I don't dance, because of the way I think I look when dancing and how stupid I look, I don't really participate in PE in school, cause the way I think I look when doing sports, but I do go to the gym and I have a nice athletic body.  There is a party in 2 months and it's one of my good friends because he is turning 18, and I really want to enjoy myself and dance without feeling so trapped and limited and shy and scared. I want to socialize more and I want to become that type of person. (I live in a foreign country and I don't really speak the 1st language here, but I can keep a conversation) I'm hoping I can change, because this is who I really want to be.",2.522553191489361,3.2015492340425524,4.596234042553191,87.22350000000002,74.39007092198581,8.051347517730497,26.5113475177305,8.395991825355821,1.556952624113474,1012,35,233,17,20,351,135,282,0.11800000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.174,0.9598,0,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,1,11,15,1,2,15,0,21,4,4,4,2,47,51,28,0,9,6,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,8,16,0,2,6,5,2,6,9,5,0,3,1,13,37,12,32,48,9,24,0,0,8,0,13,9,0,4,7,156,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340272381774723,0.11596278346047705,0.0,0.0,0.07300676621760985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452708351305113,0.10539938029781222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418923568815222,0.10600568525590466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803702991365368,0.10095654200875474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860885666125513,0.0,0.06303327199107575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476292817787725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373208927086876,0.0,0.04986033801214906,0.0,0.054237354427742114,0.240136591431453,0.07632730608661993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549013926468417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947875180159226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482614438151731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046624242975014066,0.0,0.08426999055322654,0.0,0.4808432608092899,0.0,0.0,0.16226918684102942,0.0,0.0,0.06370295126762124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617452649485729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360460169418118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400569107708035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332930763570623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139941342942086,0.0,0.0,0.18263494232161712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445499149005443,0.0,0.09422958425581883,0.1024604252871784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955461054096205,0.09658432603970647,0.0,0.08687955009401145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29184890382424555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341354234062058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230053668986265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647934370185577,0.10380481222269199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377367555000808,0.15150217040032782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919949923955753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596278346047705,0.0
socialanxiety,Sythan,2018/11/28,"Want to use social media, but can't get myself to. Not sure if it'd just me, but throughout the years, I've wanted to actively use social media but I can't seem to get myself to go through with it. Not even sure if there's even a question I'm trying to ask or if I'm just looking for advice in general.

​

Have had Facebook and Instagram for years. Never posted a single thing on them except for replying to DM's and the odd 'Happy Birthday' message. No profile pictures, statuses. Nothing. Maybe a part of the problem is that, due to be being in my early 20's now, it'd feel weird to suddenly start posting all of a sudden. One work colleague suggested taking a 365 picture challenge and continuously post on insta/faceook. However, I think that'd annoy most people, plus with the backup assurance that one of my close friends said that it annoyed him when someone else tried something similar.

​

Anyone else had any experience/ advice with this sort of predicament? I suppose in the end, I'm after advice.",5.852,6.9220848666666726,6.598461538461539,74.47153846153847,67.0,8.666666666666668,33.46153846153846,8.841846274778883,3.0368461538461538,819,36,136,13,13,270,126,195,0.11699999999999999,0.795,0.08900000000000001,-0.6844,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,2,7,10,2,0,10,0,11,0,0,2,5,37,29,12,0,6,12,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,3,3,10,6,28,21,4,23,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,8,13,93,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33653720029326584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487667039094347,0.2789837477441304,0.07806643030170769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026928036905655,0.11762389678342515,0.0,0.0,0.10732043230030104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179763747328304,0.0,0.10167676361529376,0.0,0.0,0.15164570845817033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229426157982064,0.0,0.0,0.05804520932247094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869248382953196,0.0,0.11995420899119255,0.0,0.06524222666289885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220437666015445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964012267376892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532980478228028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853912875787125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015157070507116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557990004848068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431481406181524,0.0,0.07958632964618892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298336346269969,0.0,0.0,0.10984597634999764,0.0,0.0,0.12859979177210992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919898184843824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045075918508464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23404376971701615,0.0972677905953412,0.08837694331241586,0.0,0.0,0.0812544629985271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163911073455287,0.0,0.08631364746863184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626654728895094,0.07355778521926667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588032081707798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829685533769692,0.0,0.0,0.13542141565971913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357415462715204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789837477441304,0.14785201933809938
socialanxiety,thegrand547,2018/11/28,"group presentation soon i've felt like im going to throw up for like 36 hours, I don't want to do this and i feel like im going to fail this class because of this presentation

help me :(",0.4671951219512174,2.2506380975609765,2.797743902439024,93.26051829268292,82.65853658536584,6.051219512195122,17.567073170731707,7.1686216300943375,-0.13949268292682993,146,3,36,2,4,50,27,41,0.163,0.619,0.218,0.3773,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,3,6,6,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,16,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764618299225785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463677195368291,0.20680165029355688,0.27794227264247817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290316649941543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940296027871284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850754641072239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6253673213360952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242699277192468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074039372004413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hiheyhellogoodbye,2018/11/28,"Tips for presenting? Hello, I have a presentation tomorrow and ofc i procrastinated like a dummy but its fine because I got 6 hours left and it only has to be about 10 minutes long. Do you have any tips for preparing or speaking infront of people? It makes me so so nervous all the time and Id like to be better at it :)",1.3282417582417594,3.627685076923079,4.0068131868131855,82.8746153846154,82.84615384615384,6.791208791208793,24.67032967032967,7.957251820313856,1.6460329670329674,250,10,50,5,7,88,50,65,0.057,0.731,0.212,0.8827,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,7,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,4,7,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,8,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059753754966245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156744558124172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129091763210431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28296783294316386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484237674162921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384406980367008,0.0,0.0,0.3456996368320145,0.0,0.0,0.3131036952724633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361656266477701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690824144376813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24528180501510502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206304830125416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VintageNinja,2018/11/28,"How can I learnt to accept my Anxiety Disorder? I feel too much. I always have and I always will. My entire life has been affected by social anxiety disorder (there, I said it; I have a disorder), simply because I feel deeper and stronger than many other people. My anxiety is through the roof when I around other people, all of the time it is because I don't want to be perceived as boring and weird. For example, when I am with a group of friends or when I am on a date, I am constantly pressuring myself to be funny however, I always get a block and I struggle to make a single joke and because of that I berate myself.   


I never wanted to even entertain the idea that I had clinical diagnoses. I should’ve seen someone a long time ago. Every time someone recommended I go to therapy, I became very defensive and ashamed. I didn’t want to feel like I had “problems,” and I thought I should be strong enough to “deal” with my emotions alone. I didn’t understand how professional help could be different than talking to a friend, and the stigma kept me from finding out.  


One thing I am proud of in my life is that I managed to survive my high-school which was practically the worst school in my city. I was bullied mercilessly - beaten, verbal, cyber all because I was a quiet boy. At one point there, my brother was getting bullied by a group of 15 boys (most older than us) and I ran to him to defend him and instead took a beating for him (even got stabbed with drawing compasses). That experience destroyed me, but, I still fought for my future and managed to finish that school with every possible achievement with high marks. Now, I have just finished my Master's degree.  


I have tucked away my anxiety like that black sheep of the family, and now I want to learn to embrace it because I truly think that is the key. I shouldn't have to feel weak, embarrassed, guilty, and ashamed of showing the symptoms. I just need advice on how to finally accept anxiety. ",6.8383915906788255,6.6603591968085185,7.304027355623102,74.5866666666667,64.74468085106382,10.35339412360689,35.19199594731509,9.957137785484203,3.469607041540021,1542,65,280,30,21,507,192,376,0.17,0.732,0.098,-0.958,2,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,0,0,7,18,24,4,5,18,0,33,6,0,5,3,58,56,22,0,9,4,1,4,2,2,3,6,2,0,2,14,20,0,3,13,3,0,3,5,14,0,2,17,8,56,10,48,31,7,32,0,0,2,0,17,10,0,2,21,211,70,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875542524925537,0.07942333332425411,0.0,0.0,0.0927966379341205,0.0,0.0,0.2236584570424828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34271160862309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976132871548616,0.0,0.0,0.08418038947371928,0.0,0.0,0.2730909322421445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682374470151564,0.0,0.07153681354574758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237173444103194,0.0,0.09094021262778773,0.0,0.09361097246692614,0.3080616470272563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078583301812244,0.0,0.09257881602407136,0.0,0.118357435399612,0.0,0.15098057224859016,0.0,0.0,0.08764416049628519,0.08446513987295046,0.0,0.18121402003371145,0.06400891965436348,0.0,0.09815036833525946,0.08189106464463433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844658094205875,0.0,0.09362264640349408,0.0,0.05092068022294801,0.0,0.07165980690842569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600557357145825,0.18933068038454035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114537918182508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657161331304698,0.08754623790991407,0.0,0.0,0.07929152268712432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598074453479869,0.09083843754471548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586493245550246,0.06643587569305562,0.06910359890064581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214280190101485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423211926751393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846991904548006,0.10100842554724423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573330681058046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522833630596942,0.0,0.0,0.2720342630669266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133400686576093,0.15183240408054985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155317976296975,0.0,0.0,0.09366741592042947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312676020560376,0.0,0.07201558036674251,0.0,0.0,0.10246326649537843,0.0,0.05952501416413888,0.05741086180905256,0.0,0.07113090443341365,0.15673616471486673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954681556438266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327480979675057,0.10777551455658943,0.0,0.0,0.07392783804553765,0.2113891862635913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hereforadviceandhelp,2018/11/28,"Not many friends in college, a close group of friends at home Not sure where to post this. I feel like I’m asking for advice on this situation I’m in. I just began my first year of college and I’m having trouble making friends in my hall. It’s hard to describe. I feel like I’m hella introverted, like I want to be right friends with everyone at my hall but at the same time I don’t. I’m very anxious when it comes to talking to groups I don’t know well, and my whole hall seemed to have bonded well. A large number of them hang out in the common room on my floor, and I don’t have the balls to talk to any of them at this point. It just seems awfully weird at week 9 to go up to the group and integrate myself in. 

I also don’t feel like I can be interested enough to care, as I realize that I am subconsciously uninterested in a lot of people. I have a sense of loneliness and lack of fulfillment being in my dorm room, knowing no one really in my dorm. I also tend to feel fake when I’m talking to people, like I can’t break through the wall that goes from acquaintances to good friends. I usually have a sense of loneliness, and I feel like I have a desire to find my people in college. I don’t feel accepted in any way in my dorm hall.

That being said, the weird part about this feeling that I have is that I am NOT lonely. I have a tight, tiiiight group of HS friends that always play with me online, so even though I’m not socializing in the common room, I’m socializing and playing games online with them. 

When I went home for Thanksgiving break, I had such a great time with them. It’s an all guys group, and they make me feel comfortable and loved, with hugs and arms over shoulder interactions. That alone made me feel special, since I’ve been numb to that feeling of love and affection. They treat me like I’m significant, and I feel completely comfortable and myself when I’m with them. These friends of mine are like brothers, and I’m so grateful that I have them. 

Idek what I’m writing this for. I’m confused by all the thoughts and feelings. I guess I want to feel like I do with my HS buddies at college, but I don’t know how I could develop stronger friendships with people I don’t feel very interested in. I also would like to have more bonds with girls, since I’ve only really had a few girl friends in my life. It makes me wonder if I’ll ever find another partner in my life again. (My first girlfriend lasted six months, and she somehow integrated herself into our gaming group.) I don’t even know how things happened the way it did, nor do I know how lucky I was to find a girl I was so interested in, who also shows interest in me. I don’t know, I don’t even know if this post makes sense. I guess I want to find more people that I connect with, including more girls, but I have no idea how to do so. Also, will I be accepted if I’m not a talker? Like I enjoy listening a lot more than talking to them. I feel like people like those extroverted guys who can talk all day. I’m just a quiet guy who enjoys the company of others as long as I’m comfortable and they’re comfortable.

TLDR: Hard to make friends on my floor, only feel comfortable and ‘myself’ with all guy HS buddies at home, I want to find more people like my HS buddies(including girls) but don’t know how, Also, wondering about the chances of finding a girl who I have chemistry with. Wondering about chances of finding people that like someone that listens instead of talks. Advice on any of these random ass topics would be appreciated.",4.789215686274511,5.162108285714286,5.604162464985997,83.14377871148461,69.08403361344538,8.867675070028012,28.891876750700284,8.841846274778883,2.0167722128851544,2772,93,583,45,45,908,258,714,0.09699999999999999,0.6709999999999999,0.23199999999999998,0.9988,0,3,0,0,0,0,72.0,1,0,9,2,37,58,0,1,26,1,49,9,3,12,6,128,120,49,0,12,15,1,19,15,11,3,3,4,9,11,34,34,0,1,41,6,0,4,20,7,2,4,11,23,84,51,97,99,17,76,0,1,0,4,63,46,1,16,35,378,118,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020558817707452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047803362300502084,0.0,0.22146407281348046,0.03840522132264977,0.0,0.0,0.09416233079882702,0.048398252483848984,0.0,0.05214277813953716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431493281157198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047058789556773305,0.0,0.0,0.03975902945831998,0.04839334994765515,0.0,0.0,0.03685155294288353,0.0,0.0,0.02976659376960465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769115328178247,0.0,0.0914561695012482,0.04175045296598346,0.0,0.04410372802572818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734031597029131,0.19784175234065388,0.0,0.0,0.29529817282952786,0.07851999179094138,0.0,0.0,0.3209378590560449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026231335309946268,0.038713192635640166,0.0,0.05088679763725611,0.10169136530558297,0.1828055101379609,0.04081531338202407,0.0,0.0826928426877288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388937241906547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210414206474851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029276272255881,0.037623037663292384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520224032747962,0.3382399908570489,0.0,0.0,0.04084632235342426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847981332072805,0.08331460237216738,0.043673618262356564,0.15404636643554884,0.046794612794532175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036841021610392925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03127628174576386,0.07020694553090358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998210113977445,0.0,0.2559882831496653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363203428495455,0.0,0.08840876130835842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059137018070463176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03941669658804095,0.04390461906169172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403679103225616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636090714984797,0.05188091561160695,0.0,0.09409980184109984,0.039107555956776834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04350118002716045,0.0,0.0,0.22258911246308247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030663781375904624,0.0,0.04534771902105122,0.03664245247556112,0.05382749371282995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083395819064062,0.07616653587584896,0.10889525830171494,0.07327245721857856,0.037023300604587465,0.0,0.08299899470025301,0.04278677566635725,0.0,0.05153116586729231,0.0,0.0,0.15016159087479095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655753383715488,0.0,0.0,0.02972274318249044
socialanxiety,NervousRegret3,2018/11/28,"Looking back at junior high and high school, looking into the future. Just my thoughts. When I was in 7th grade I moved from a really small town to a huge city and this seems like the turning point in my life that took me from having friends and being carefree to depressed, socially anxious, and a loner. I just had trouble making friends from that point on. Also, I remember being picked on a lot during middle school which I’m sure is pretty normal stuff. I learned from one of my best friends during that time who was also my neighbor that they can’t be trusted. He betrayed me numerous times, and I let him. He would tell me one thing then behind my back say the opposite. He also dated my sister and was a complete asshole to her. I just wish that I had been able to have fun during these years rather than being terrified of going to school or talking to people. It feels like all I have are bad memories from these years. Just things that I recently thought about and felt like I wanted to share. I’m 20 now and trying to put my life together which is pretty hard with severe social anxiety and a bit of depression. The future scares me most of the time. Graduating from college and getting a job. Moving out of my moms house and living on my own. Those things terrify me. Pretty sure I’m antisocial too because I sometimes wish I could just live on a different planet. I hate the thought of getting a real job but I know that it is necessary for survival. These are things that I worry about a lot, I wish that I weren’t antisocial like this and I don’t really know why I am. I don’t know if it is treatable. I just hope to be able to some day move out of my moms house and live on my own and be able to do what I want to do. Mostly what I do is go to work then come home and take care of my animals and then either read or watch Netflix or YouTube. Sometimes I try to play some piano. I’ve been really into reading lately, I’ve been trying to read a lot more. Anyways, thanks for reading if you have read all of this.",3.939038687973088,4.95180947073171,4.860866274179989,85.3937804878049,71.3658536585366,7.606391925988227,26.33305298570227,7.873277556716777,1.4303742640874682,1593,50,324,20,29,519,196,410,0.075,0.78,0.145,0.9781,4,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,3,18,23,1,1,17,0,36,2,0,2,4,70,68,29,0,12,14,3,3,4,4,1,2,1,2,0,29,22,0,0,11,7,0,8,4,6,0,2,14,7,46,17,49,45,15,46,0,2,3,0,21,20,0,14,22,234,75,16,0.20275879426331306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214613451763674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170330754540319,0.07635324150709867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393933149002528,0.056431707989790685,0.04119995968127574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092761511860902,0.0,0.07378669642274416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890870130557142,0.0,0.0,0.05821958258908187,0.07086291271253031,0.0,0.0,0.05396213286200242,0.0,0.0,0.043587549494433164,0.0,0.11642390159574655,0.0,0.0,0.07061326166521427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03417364619988022,0.048283641044944516,0.0648934131059187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665094148289985,0.0,0.07062206762797496,0.0,0.0768216635720588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605440179246721,0.0667274440173965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281719891298125,0.06779453419589472,0.06712841082201734,0.0,0.15597095044202944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413787807409228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111430930726551,0.0,0.07624025049348633,0.0,0.0,0.06911153482094702,0.0954763551187365,0.13207694017967844,0.0,0.17903973004781873,0.0,0.11351088071596895,0.0,0.0,0.17237827615957055,0.0,0.0,0.04511435653953395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831243286020144,0.0,0.21550051022350453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622018953660093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159640428777382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468558060763682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778173200860127,0.0,0.0,0.20627858686812173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794286352979458,0.0,0.0,0.3380227727876758,0.07692796580695649,0.12989247554073116,0.0,0.06673328277727386,0.0,0.07656206281186716,0.0,0.0,0.05374731044676272,0.06766564153840769,0.20520272456987315,0.0,0.06152799706985841,0.0,0.07635324150709867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779137115626267,0.0,0.0,0.13368908803690754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737010327165929,0.0,0.0,0.12739850936093766,0.0,0.050816459880907314,0.05432327948740984,0.0590733743805837,0.06222435208484276,0.0,0.0,0.1796052445575431,0.0,0.0,0.16096783426797318,0.1182302834779688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509082696336823,0.1376599118679829,0.07351444816834106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972826010381172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060986091569874924,0.0,0.2331626069511861,0.0,0.0,0.04920360568975888,0.06863713257349421,0.0,0.04801134333688405,0.0,0.0,0.08704667719825132
socialanxiety,kaj_kate,2018/11/28,"Advice that has helped me I was told by a counselor a while back that when you start to feel bad about yourself or full of doubt or anxious, to just imagine that it is one of your friends feeling that way and not you. Imagine what you would say to your friend if they felt the way you did and said the things you’re saying. Would you tell them that they are being too hard on themselves? Would you tell them that they’re not as awkward as they think? Would you tell them that they have great value?

It’s always easier to critique yourself than a friend. By switching roles it’s a lot easier to give yourself a break and to see your own value. ",5.136461538461539,5.4003184538461575,4.544423076923079,91.42432692307692,68.30769230769229,7.115384615384617,26.25,5.985473137389443,0.6697692307692309,509,13,110,2,8,152,76,130,0.066,0.742,0.192,0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,10,7,0,5,7,0,2,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,21,20,10,0,5,6,0,4,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,12,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,8,19,4,15,10,3,9,0,0,1,0,30,2,0,5,4,81,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546940734623045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317226626128679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883989041149453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172697770396505,0.13217828442410445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600877977336315,0.0,0.15199788062974848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36691876670428736,0.0,0.0,0.15186083576853682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745321142744843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181042372265554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610868265084536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458547582787211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072717449945425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505845591989598,0.2517814023473505,0.0,0.0,0.12614880089194075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204928183821143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150973393635905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517098429611,0.10143562215871932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126746537655042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513107027800538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449822074945106,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RobertMosesHwyPorn,2018/11/28,"Progress feels good I’m on the cusp of progress kind of, and it feels weird but good. I was DMing a girl from one of my classes and then bam, left on seen. At first I went into my standard “oh woe is me what did I do,” but then it progressed to “she’s probably busy,” and then to “lol I’m being ignored but I’m still alive.”

In the back of my mind I’m still convinced that I did something wrong or whatever but in the forefront of my mind is simply “shit happens and that’s it,” and it feels nice to finally not be consumed by toxicity and negative self-talk over something as simple as being left on seen. Someday the background feeling will be gone too.

Either way I’ll say hi like nothing happened tomorrow because nothing happened and 99.9% of the time the reality is nowhere near as bad as my calamitous thinking assumes it to be.

",2.93339285714286,4.658008410714288,3.9804761904761934,87.89785714285715,75.01190476190476,6.466666666666668,30.452380952380953,7.1686216300943375,1.7227095238095234,655,31,134,7,14,212,100,168,0.115,0.716,0.17,0.8236,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,4,12,1,0,7,1,13,1,1,0,0,25,29,19,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,6,0,2,7,7,11,6,25,16,1,24,0,1,2,0,4,11,1,2,11,88,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149706477365441,0.12484186548935765,0.09114520910172194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024045802716573,0.0,0.0,0.1637904226969364,0.0,0.12718052616033262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25081837613309826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966566663795969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570071298974672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249050006755159,0.0,0.0,0.07304728222624594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30194251928765226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869344420852614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131773776430664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120644269005807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890326804255898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559806084059152,0.0,0.15347879247000806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302135935078533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388116470160307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017746391682725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580554288884996,0.0,0.0,0.08718555384616701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868098110517596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860532885535065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347522188361788,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadgirlsmiley,2018/11/28,"Things I hate about having social anxiety 1. I will go awkward and can’t stop being awkward till I’m alone
2. I get tense when I don’t know how to answer questions
3. Hard to find a job involved communicating 
4.prefer typing rather than speaking 
5. I normal will come off as mean because I don’t respond (because I don’t know how to respond )

6. Would rather stay home and dream about how I want to leave the house
7. Cry about why I am this way about all the above.",1.8602083333333328,3.8423204375,3.0741666666666667,92.02083333333336,79.0,5.1000000000000005,23.166666666666664,5.82211442006289,0.2759666666666667,366,12,78,2,9,118,66,96,0.22399999999999998,0.74,0.035,-0.9274,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,2,3,0,10,0,0,3,1,19,19,8,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,6,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,2,9,0,12,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,45,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611377419148775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962797973640608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25440021698295184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974622497082862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22920845432561746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071582168176493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090187312519793,0.0,0.1185889988298038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869226501216248,0.20601326273212756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093077801910088,0.0,0.0,0.2407711314674087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070675890927544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22935340369867946,0.0,0.0,0.22094586514449607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272971093049644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044471732143432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337523002513989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127074576753945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222408883634462,0.0,0.1744530931065755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862760285503595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307588907241668,0.16562838377610328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828750135123848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822946741981005,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MotorPiglet,2018/11/28,"So scared to talk to strangers I recently just finished group therapy sessions so I've been trying to put myself out there and try to go out of my comfort zone. One thing I've been trying to work on is small talk or just trying to talk to people. So I've tried talking to people online where its more anonymous. The problem is that I literally can't. I try playing games like Fortnite with other people and most people usually have a mic but I always end up muting my mic and not speaking. Another thing I tried is talking to small streamers on twitch but I cant even do that. This is such an easy thing for people to do yet I cant even do it, I feel so hopeless. ",1.888500842223472,3.9239196131386858,3.4207299270073013,89.30780460415498,79.14598540145985,5.675238629983156,23.6771476698484,6.67199483983844,0.7433811341942729,525,18,107,5,13,173,80,137,0.08,0.865,0.055,-0.5145,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,1,3,0,13,1,0,0,0,15,15,10,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,3,0,1,2,2,11,3,18,13,2,15,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,2,6,76,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144482002141228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784074257318145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079823916251352,0.0,0.0,0.16105023111237346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616449649079824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928831543718905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059562552199642835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261420357358555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226099410666736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166582296182236,0.0,0.12256039093822844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037845920620352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122060317289932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899618609763153,0.0,0.0,0.1394228651025967,0.0,0.2429889746022656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794161062681931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342744960718205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875712378920866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,luqmanzul,2018/11/28,bruh why it be hard making friends idk bout yall but im gettin realllll tired of feeling so left out and lonely most of the time 😤😤😤 like i try hard mAn but i cant figure out what the root probLem is for FRICKS SAKE,-2.1968,-0.4256783799999973,1.0075000000000005,98.97125,102.8,3.3000000000000003,14.25,5.148860815047168,-1.2176,171,4,43,1,8,60,41,50,0.263,0.61,0.127,-0.765,0,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,11,5,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,2,5,4,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283069212383715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335237282812607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415274746666084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32649043400371075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284041272333124,0.0,0.0,0.1476679578116663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175951650961665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28922001985252105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624903069311906,0.3474010286003544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521329492162876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727407701840246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,randomperson4638,2018/11/28,"Something just resets my confidence every day. I dont get it. I can leave school feeling confident, being able to talk to anybody, make as much eye contact as I want, not stutter, be funny, but once I come home, and sleep all of that just gets reset. I come back to school feeling the same old anxious. Problem is I feel confident like that on rare good days, so most of the time im anxious, and these good days last only till i go sleep again.

Ive left so many times thinking that I could come back the next day and absolutely smash my anxiety, but once i wake up, bam, same old story. So I live for those rare days, waiting till i can get out of school and start truly living life.",6.516273291925469,5.280428391304351,6.54929606625259,83.22065217391305,65.81159420289856,9.334989648033126,31.30848861283644,7.957251820313856,1.948474948240165,530,16,113,5,7,169,89,138,0.092,0.715,0.193,0.9334,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,8,5,4,1,1,26,23,13,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,8,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,4,14,3,14,20,5,25,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,18,64,20,3,0.11440359726734604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751843877310386,0.2584870024455964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593860917193646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295645707177078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134196331254124,0.0,0.0,0.3689042793198769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408016396379674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638996488442968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353768866555833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931347321352675,0.0,0.06501820075896639,0.19191261909188312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147561359583082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235755168045898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325420101761143,0.0,0.12113689093071273,0.12429984317137938,0.0,0.08080664406624764,0.05589181887591728,0.0,0.20204094471626227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763652895344452,0.11598729127446855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409980743811228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166952357433615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400946611512045,0.2436721947204439,0.0,0.08700909094534877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946879204155427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473476444533427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289724363541834,0.0,0.0,0.08807347843046677,0.0,0.0,0.08097545497791116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919532779522493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330520571412255,0.0,0.0,0.13341931515189598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747820576327825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheStiffmeisterr,2018/11/28,"Is there anythiny I could do to cope with the negative thoughts? I feel my negative thoughts just ripping me apart and at my mind and self esteem. I honestly have so many cognitive distortions and maladaptive thoughts that just make everything suck. I’m always quiet and timid, when realistically I’m extroverted and really talkative. I always think people hate me or some other shit. Does anyone think theres hope for me? Or am I just a lost cause?",5.2775087108013965,7.702549085365857,5.815156794425089,74.23524390243907,70.34146341463415,10.051567944250873,30.00696864111498,10.290406445055957,3.5794822299651567,363,15,62,11,7,117,59,82,0.243,0.693,0.064,-0.948,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,3,1,2,0,5,1,1,2,0,23,18,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,2,10,2,4,13,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,4,1,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487205923064101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652047552712102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152629922411371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730661778629646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337641848361447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883277701233044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595350591031694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068847612199585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812793669075114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22874583620714806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398745751124564,0.2124482626120757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158322716660705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527384338819965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424148630413332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860373013906928,0.0,0.21509748470702533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685391377497275,0.0,0.4990718953350196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KNVM,2018/11/28,"A little help- I had to read a paper today in front of my class. When it was my turn to read the anxiety had been builidng up for about 2 hours (my graduate classes are 3 hours long).

I cant really verbalize how bad the experince was; I couldn't speak and I ended up excusing myself going just sitting completely helpless outside. I was shaking, couldnt breathe right.

I feel absolutely terrible, the anxiety hasn't settled yet and my class was hours ago.
 
Experiences like these really do make me hate myself strongly. I really wish I wasn't this incomptent.",4.2764360587002095,6.426818886792457,5.701446540880504,75.16357442348009,72.39622641509435,9.616771488469603,30.645702306079663,9.994966539143718,3.539150104821803,446,20,77,13,9,150,73,106,0.179,0.727,0.09300000000000001,-0.85,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,1,5,0,14,1,1,2,0,9,20,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,5,5,0,0,8,2,15,2,8,10,0,18,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,10,51,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574500609269602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717587459482963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830589108403605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862319569796359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731924695710098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737471575726261,0.0,0.0,0.08981037845214114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094595464551057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753636988366622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905543184230535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247619229138989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677651715124346,0.17802263500860324,0.0,0.1571887574538086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856321712766413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35533759519766656,0.0,0.3413651653723576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168713369096049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836368425242307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320035014941328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425507469210052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mik_e_hun_t,2018/11/28,"Bathroom lunch im in the bathroom, its lunch time and im too awkward to eat lunch with my classmates

i really dont know what to do

my stomach hurts and i also have a ppt presentation in an hour

aaaaaaaaaaaa",1.0527906976744212,3.4577742790697705,2.582604651162793,91.86413953488373,85.27906976744184,5.300465116279073,24.879069767441862,6.742157984588678,0.912687441860466,166,7,35,2,5,54,31,43,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,3,5,1,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422720632465964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35505962492978005,0.0,0.0,0.3099973940066741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29834849080589193,0.0,0.3243183339608152,0.0,0.6544842331635068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649549850153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19407997694843634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665481080785103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bloppitt,2018/11/28,"I don’t feel better after pushing myself to socialize. My problems are shame. I am ashamed of myself for not being more successful. People tell me to get out and meet folks but I do it and feel like I’m walking on eggshells and performing the whole time to not be awkward. After the fact I just feel drained and depressed, and often cry myself to sleep or turn to food. I know I’m depressed but the things that make me feel better are isolation and missing meals, or fantasizing about being good at socializing. It just occurred to me that the real thing is quite different. I’m awkward and sad, and the only thing that can resolve my shame is a better job, which I cannot find and have been searching for for years.",4.110064935064933,5.8138745000000025,4.629350649350652,84.54110389610392,71.85714285714286,7.090909090909091,27.72727272727273,7.686295010490155,1.6434285714285712,570,21,108,7,11,181,83,140,0.22899999999999998,0.633,0.138,-0.9482,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,7,5,17,0,5,6,0,14,3,1,1,1,30,26,13,0,1,8,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,10,2,0,7,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,1,4,14,7,16,22,2,9,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,3,5,79,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214636082075717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448672385500624,0.0,0.0,0.2736305579043878,0.0,0.0,0.16596202257498482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212726509636923,0.11348081842041655,0.0,0.0,0.14518390698317052,0.0,0.1920792521055659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299135959428364,0.0,0.0,0.13323390230779747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576318174809629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729853384798232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760495553816375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603206369319218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081082294387975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012498449205764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519957823892145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895406671548024,0.0,0.18080344253792133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896240362279504,0.3238504228694926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388398788178426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165940322212368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262536296485144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727806678063714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734776833282995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229270158023483
socialanxiety,Autumn1978,2018/11/28,"Jobs without Presentations? Anyone have any suggestions for jobs that don't require giving presentations? I'm  41, female, and I'm tired of having to worry about giving presentations at work. (I'm in a new job, and I'm afraid I'm going to be asked to do them.)  I'm not going to ever like giving them, so I don't want to ""try and get used to them."" I want to eliminate them all together. (I currently work as a graphic designer in marketing, for the last 15 years. I'm over it.) I'm literally consider working anywhere. I feel like I've had my career, and at this point I just want to go to work and go home. If the job has some benefits and a 401K, I'm good. 

Just looking for some ideas, I'm open to any career change at this point. ",2.399705882352944,3.6686610784313767,4.730212418300656,83.85845588235297,75.47058823529412,8.237254901960785,24.514705882352942,8.841846274778883,1.6715058823529407,567,18,123,12,12,199,82,153,0.114,0.815,0.071,-0.5055,5,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,5,5,5,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,1,2,23,33,9,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,2,10,4,23,31,3,21,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,3,10,65,14,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731133219333528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899908526740383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899222543561212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464831325245802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151345693736847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435800234041159,0.09093084961431548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650000364464838,0.3663037469003222,0.2893509679972165,0.10675876419392374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767501497870015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368677542487593,0.0,0.0,0.5052341105504002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375246092353513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436788242438028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688548544179223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293051038748193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406467533365003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629284145102547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641665840358925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993146229364384,0.0,0.0,0.2252240595141429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269606612182442,0.0,0.3706535441511406,0.12926185028566145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196594273381554
socialanxiety,fallsaprt0,2018/11/28,"I wish someone was actually interested I'm the one who has to always force myself to attempt to talk to someone in person and of course this also means I always get the people who clearly don't want to talk to me. I've made my own progress, only for people to lie to me and say they don't have social media or whatever, when really, they never want to speak to me again after that conversation. But at least they're nice enough to not say, "Fuck off, loser" right? I'm so bad at this that I just stopped. My anxiety has been so bad that I have literally been proud of myself for not even trying anymore. Everyone else has friends and then there's just me. Not a single person will come approach me with, "Hey, do you need a friend?" I don't want sympathy; I want someone to understand me. And yes, I need a friend. But I have few friends. But I need a friend, at least one, who actually understands me.. and someone who lives near me. Because no one who actually understands me lives anywhere near me. <br>
<br>
I wish I had someone who would message me first. I'm always the one to initiate the conversation and no one is ever eager to answer me. I know that everyone has their lives and whatnot, but it's so discouraging to have unreplied messages when you can see the person is online/active on social media. I don't even send the "Hi. How are You? What you doin?" messages, because I, myself, hate those messages... because I'm bad enough with conversations and that kind of start to it is hard for me to work with. I would think that people would appreciate the fact that I don't sebd that, being that most people don't like those anyway. So I only message people when I actually think of something to say.. and no, it's not "so, yeah the weather" either. I usually have enough things to say randomly so it's not a 'once a month message' type of thing, either. I wish someone was as interested in talking to me as I am them. And I am more of a messaging person than verbal, so I don't talk to people over the phone unless I have to. Lately, I've been backing off. Unfortunately, when someone takes a while to respond, I immediately think, "I've annoyed them. They hate me. I'm such an idiot. FML." I have actually apologized for being me to someone I do consider a friend. They told me they didn't hate me and I didn't annoy them... but my anxiety will always think otherwise so it just leaves me confused... because yes, I do legitimately believe that everyone hates me. But who would actually admit they do, though? I haven't legitimately conversed with anyone who would have the heart to straight up say, "I hate you." But in my heart, I legitimately feel like everyone does hate me. And people would say, "Hate is a strong word", but it's honestly the first thing my mind comes to. It sucks.<br>
<br>
I don't like to get my hopes up, anymore with friendships. If someone wanted to approach me, talk to me, and be friends with me, they would. Why would anyone see me, this lonely loser, and think, "I want to befriend her!" I smile until the loneliness and depression steals my positivity. Then I'm left with the thoughts, "Everyone has someone. Everyone has friends, family.. It must be so nice. I'll never have that. No one is like me. I'm such a failure. I'm so pathetic. I should die. I can't wait til I finally die."<br>
<br>
I try so hard, but I don't even think it's worth it anymore. Hope is dangerous - especially if you have a life like mine where thinking positive just backfires.<br>",7.134731182795701,10.545493225806453,5.949677419354843,70.81118279569894,68.35483870967741,9.540399385560676,33.835637480798766,9.880844465938662,4.226143471582182,3234,153,456,88,63,966,256,651,0.154,0.6809999999999999,0.165,-0.912,0,2,1,0,0,0,291.0,0,5,11,8,31,42,10,1,26,3,52,3,2,2,6,102,98,52,1,26,24,0,3,5,7,12,1,7,0,4,33,24,0,3,16,0,1,5,11,19,0,8,9,12,91,23,68,73,12,46,0,4,2,0,65,18,0,8,28,362,124,2,0.0,0.0,0.09623532029123084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.013143908308989372,0.05470446212662178,0.9260399286705164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02514707621010869,0.0,0.04890045413809788,0.02298494548668691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01263831278062887,0.04117026150328077,0.04007706953945386,0.0,0.0,0.018517807104033536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02831641436097108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014156351233117244,0.0,0.03411606310398818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014383303655090803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.013730216035106595,0.0,0.0,0.05094851947135285,0.0,0.03256758058165611,0.014867353932549647,0.0,0.0942321370507264,0.0,0.0,0.015494451136455237,0.0,0.00831056392872958,0.01174192192629563,0.0,0.01800489632152714,0.0,0.027961002236022558,0.0,0.0,0.1015876507938158,0.015194869230084937,0.017174322118527898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02944695620257815,0.09736321715227003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03895361177536487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032649425016424094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017115623419297028,0.009032826719010213,0.0,0.0185405874445641,0.01740341047437895,0.01785782329389455,0.0,0.011609272657875305,0.040149134528043764,0.0,0.04354001658594157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015552193906747568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0179036837384898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016595731500412613,0.0,0.013119103353553752,0.0,0.0,0.036561382524744536,0.02535299978499537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017503863576696345,0.0668249828265009,0.02500072295219446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976284376755358,0.05740532167675295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.010529358554331195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014036302300810804,0.0,0.07842367013210239,0.0,0.0,0.02619481782339017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033508979174292484,0.13926217191466478,0.012653279155963195,0.0,0.0,0.011633525266355364,0.0,0.0,0.013741279049839749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01235786886777924,0.06605339745688976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03275815649214666,0.07372092866218245,0.016148341893897366,0.0130483928007837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015705356175121064,0.0,0.022318006714116483,0.0,0.0,0.05133154286484783,0.0,0.0,0.018101993979046226,0.0,0.05816647120213615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01483098437288141,0.0,0.05670196090646809,0.0,0.0,0.011965644760791632,0.0,0.0,0.09340562274721702,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chattybluebird,2018/11/28,"Anxiety around Family Hey, do any of you guys have anxiety even around family? I’ve been in a weird situation for half of my life with my mom where I was sheltered + really only felt comfortable around her. I’m moving to my dads today. His girlfriend lives with him + her kids come visit every now + then. I’m so anxious that it’s hard for me to fake being happy.. shit sucks. He’s told me I can’t dwell on things from my past but I’ve been living the same for half my life... it’s so hard. ",0.9554285714285732,2.7728177333333366,3.226904761904766,90.62892857142859,81.19047619047619,6.866666666666667,17.166666666666668,7.908726449838941,0.3258380952380953,382,7,87,7,10,131,73,105,0.15,0.8140000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.7372,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,2,1,2,0,7,3,1,0,0,9,13,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,0,2,5,3,14,2,15,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,14,6,2,0,4,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181780103414443,0.0,0.25157646550012497,0.18575870229351624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391317507989069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164158451363945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860423353882136,0.0,0.13853907253861067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310019281701374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787825072013198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628112058224966,0.0,0.17503842076647227,0.2945933395709693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322830501560632,0.0,0.0,0.29038878818325137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257801963984947,0.0,0.17476269652540807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250561588693286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696670723126682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533784472396517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878467356396112,0.0,0.18482581676069249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923975359650248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558600826442664,0.15711957775708518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NiloReborn,2018/11/28,"My fiancé is having his promotion ceremony at work this week and I can’t go because of my anxiety. I’m so angry at myself. My fiancé is amazing and understands my social anxiety and isn’t mad at all, but god I wish I could just bring myself to go.  

I’d have to go on stage with him in front of everyone and “do the honors” of promoting him and I just can’t bring myself to get up in front of everyone. 

He should be getting promoted again sometime next year and we decided together that I would try my best to get up on stage next time. 

To everyone else, I just seem like an unsupportive asshole. “Why can’t you just support your fiancé? It’s not that hard”. I just feel like no one gets it. I support him, and have supported his career from the beginning and if I could get rid of my social anxiety, believe me, I would. I don’t ENJOY being scared shitless about normal human interaction. ",3.3029130087789302,4.780392798882684,5.283579409417398,79.95470670391066,73.52513966480447,8.913168395849961,27.310853950518755,9.424239791934726,2.4816541101356737,697,26,137,17,14,241,101,179,0.077,0.6809999999999999,0.24100000000000002,0.9894,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,0,6,8,11,1,1,3,0,18,0,0,0,1,30,37,11,0,8,8,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,4,0,0,7,7,2,0,1,0,2,29,9,22,30,2,25,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,2,9,99,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28719815333296755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628494771160994,0.0,0.0,0.14099134122311155,0.13132802683521325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998302190405123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453946102781728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587334967488685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632751787535778,0.08940093779057028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32690570439649475,0.0,0.21336197780468072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121019845010531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222753924210178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661782894158152,0.0,0.12261186018947287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479895327227596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252882276235795,0.0,0.0,0.11392389884807046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551315007364846,0.0,0.0,0.1237679013450981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42602644056967576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297087232462064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496269786081449,0.0,0.0,0.13027646011047953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038076659732947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292051843093714,0.0,0.14390626768547954,0.0,0.0,0.09110432428339947,0.0,0.0,0.17779351457389306,0.0,0.0,0.08058686549583992
socialanxiety,WHHuman,2018/11/28,"Voicemail (HELP) Just left a voicemail for someone and had to leave certain information for the voicemail. I was having troubling finding one thing and now there is an awkward pause in the voicemail with me explaining that I couldn’t find the information needed, luckily I found it. (Now I feel like crawling in a hole and staying there for the rest of my life.) I’m scared that this person is judging me and now is irritated that they have to listen to my voicemail especially with that long pause in it. please please comfort me ",6.044081632653061,7.645171163265306,5.7638775510204106,78.67397959183674,66.95918367346938,8.048979591836735,34.40816326530612,8.418075326091056,2.828248979591837,426,20,74,6,7,132,61,98,0.115,0.7440000000000001,0.141,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,7,0,8,1,0,0,1,17,14,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,10,3,12,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459012802352332,0.16190337362366175,0.0,0.0,0.41426850217728495,0.0,0.0,0.2484863421589022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190423881773962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399667521250713,0.24623241876458934,0.0,0.1600743405061901,0.11071918837415153,0.0,0.0,0.2005590016535673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804208635967322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356926844211302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197883176658754,0.0,0.4975398540357856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689456317678944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202150714909216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415557196086061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056183825957392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thiccspo,2019/06/30,"is this a good way to make friends I decided to reach out to people from my school who I like on social media. these are the only people I have actually talked to (and I mean like we didn't just talk about school stuff, and I didn't only talk to them if they asked me a question). school is over so it might be too late to make friendships with anyone I went to school with? but there's this one guy who seems to love making friends, and he has lots of female friends and he has friends from different areas.  I figured he'd be open to being friends with me because he's so extroverted.  is it too late to try?",5.331743532058496,4.652565818897642,5.608548931383577,87.1664566929134,67.97637795275591,8.516985376827899,28.37907761529809,7.447530270364453,1.3147849268841392,477,13,108,4,7,152,76,127,0.0,0.755,0.245,0.985,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,2,0,7,9,0,0,3,0,14,1,0,3,0,23,22,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,14,9,20,14,1,9,0,0,0,1,22,5,0,5,4,72,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.11871551926998697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850624198242427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372888390272134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415837719660784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271012140342362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699430006146434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203654107787637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204553323721614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744591643971607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886676133411105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342480367160913,0.10979634161596208,0.0,0.2436124327637265,0.0,0.0,0.13251549049319972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905432561248698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824350406113721,0.18504477140490974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867737579081188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627890304653018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924762440917378,0.0,0.11074807961358316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400964170467252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926327468635394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29333957717062603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259422054561875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656227737695597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277330273326212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dekazer44,2019/06/30,"Me trying to sympathize with myself feels playing a chess game without a second player I could always help my friends out. Give a good advice, make them feel better and not worry. I explain it and break it down really well. But I cannot do the same for myself. When trying to sympathize with myself or rationalize it just doesn't do shit. Idk",3.5522727272727264,5.830645136363637,4.612121212121213,81.58818181818184,74.9090909090909,6.824242424242425,21.60606060606061,7.793537801064563,1.1343515151515149,273,7,48,4,6,89,51,66,0.0,0.6859999999999999,0.314,0.9608,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,16,10,5,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,2,9,5,8,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,1,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681314548246108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283150761322869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426763108379945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907867800218547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774804046804444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211993604574744,0.0,0.0,0.2632205999502709,0.0,0.2301459337956561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391832868520974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315794920255848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757817338111706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281658150853314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725866010900537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467102276886983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645028810877528,0.0,0.0,0.2786571150646669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,49million,2019/06/30,"Dating And Social Anxiety I feel a little out of place asking this here as I don't suffer from social anxiety but I'm in desperate need of advice and I'm hoping someone can help me understand.

​

About a month ago I started dating this girl who has social anxiety and I just want to know how I can help, and more importantly, not hurt the situation.

I've known her for about 8 months and have only noticed it on occasion, but recently it seems to be getting worse and I just don't know how to make it easier.

​

I guess my real question is how can I help make it easier?  I just want to be there for her and I don't know how.

​

Any advice or info is really appreciated, thanks a bunch.",3.071899766899765,4.865690776223778,5.148409090909091,79.37594696969698,74.8041958041958,8.403030303030304,24.50407925407925,9.075114841892004,2.0394946386946398,563,18,108,13,12,195,82,143,0.07400000000000001,0.6559999999999999,0.27,0.9865,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,6,0,36,31,15,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,14,2,15,29,2,12,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,5,7,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073972390590244,0.0940684180343829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34494087699742976,0.3868399472379725,0.07216481013239676,0.0,0.2435430812270967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920728526136474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365714166335733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544299055929736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690244932010024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133887290840983,0.0,0.0,0.10540047813585836,0.0,0.0,0.11360297968039625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749612903669396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635948662693838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167100611590394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940693632218265,0.0,0.0,0.07868616772429257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081760533625592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070856229712653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087215459307362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887798020780085,0.0,0.0,0.12078707478373325,0.06798278533432796,0.0,0.10478007487692717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660708827293936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192826173538119,0.0,0.3245259993128455,0.0899145972626467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511183580492596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097700457691832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047400597273646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518390697736612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814470337827417,0.0,0.0,0.3868399472379725,0.0
socialanxiety,Nekzatiim,2019/06/30,"There's a girl, I need to tell her something important and I want to do it today. Not sure if I really wanted to explain too much, but I am anxious obviously. There's that fear of rejection but if thats how it goes then I hope I'll finish the day stronger. To be honest anything... like anything less than a full on fuck off is fine. 

It's just important that she knows.",1.686623376623377,3.5016132467532515,3.5649350649350686,89.09597402597406,78.87012987012987,6.997402597402598,23.98701298701299,7.957251820313856,1.229654545454546,288,10,63,5,7,97,57,77,0.19399999999999998,0.5670000000000001,0.239,0.2776,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,2,16,11,7,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,8,10,3,7,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,3,5,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30102072901642146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385430522312617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184281460576578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998383668014869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463353362460721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26465206669030306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464378780354562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301775014209735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587665999174889,0.1975745962113349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069926964564808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051317275786904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511327050854116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328952886676075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252570216753578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143266547161455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RNinlimbo,2019/06/30,"Pay attention to me, but leave me alone Does anyone else struggle with wanting to be social and paid attention to, but freak out when it actually happens? I’ve never been very attractive until recently and when I was 150+ lbs heavier nobody looked at me and that was my normal. Now whenever I’m in public and I look up somebody always meets my eye. It’s so annoying. I lost weight so I didn’t have such a spotlight on me and now it’s intensified.",1.2915757575757567,3.8410501777777775,3.5964646464646464,83.85045454545455,86.11111111111109,6.82828282828283,23.73737373737373,8.00094639256281,1.7598888888888893,356,14,68,8,11,122,66,90,0.24600000000000002,0.754,0.0,-0.9688,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,1,1,0,6,2,1,0,1,14,13,12,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,6,4,10,1,10,6,0,12,0,1,3,0,3,5,0,0,7,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.2250131427053781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388116848660016,0.0,0.0,0.19186130787326128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122712959918814,0.2362567991574199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20178240264324102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926202802089888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390142634365813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24415127872683165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872588119713529,0.0,0.2517056708065215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783776709112528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259197688072751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22767026072100385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350476111069901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24105262767044136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902529224678324,0.13600225411695496,0.0,0.0,0.2807847260299605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,audiofbeing,2019/06/30,"i have no friends because is ''boring'' i put in quotation marks bc its all subjective. but i sure am not like the majority of people my age(im 28). i dont want to dedicate my time to going to the movies, or watching sports or playing for that matter..i dont care about cars nor fashion. i never played a video game in my life nor will i ever..i feel its a waste of time. im not throwing shade on people who like those things, i just personally dont like those things. theyre boring to me. i guess i relate to the idea of going out to dance and drink a little. go out to eat for sure(im a food lover lol). i wanna talk about politics and philosophy. and others in their 20s dont talk about the things that interest me as much. im weird lol im boring to most eyes.. and add the social anxiety and it makes it tougher..and add that im a minority(gay..and i dont even resonate with most gay people).. and im like a minority within a minority..within a minority! anyone relate?",0.7184833483348321,2.8952734405940603,3.295859585958599,87.78674167416744,84.39603960396039,6.246984698469848,20.072907290729074,7.520522993642371,0.6794079207920798,753,22,163,13,22,262,110,202,0.154,0.735,0.111,-0.6982,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,0,5,15,0,0,13,2,9,7,1,1,3,28,17,12,0,2,6,0,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,1,14,11,3,0,2,7,0,7,11,4,0,0,0,3,17,11,26,16,5,18,0,0,2,2,9,8,0,5,7,100,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688271653761713,0.0,0.0,0.0611321801697446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329572430746765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913938692120711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123289289333037,0.08564684198230317,0.0,0.08946138715432067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057745832084269824,0.07908426494014648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044206577883557766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571913161671306,0.0,0.06754719708760776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906323577441055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631257033910967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869636094451263,0.6610659952471247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175347669821427,0.17085298737292534,0.08762652618970647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835933644208241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427015450234548,0.0,0.06743040359167002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183615776584386,0.07633936894647046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788999191641211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891225499479024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480103098665522,0.0,0.0,0.1405437553549013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742512311692459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196075662503266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051567712722034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ub_ThrowawayMan,2019/06/30,"Anxiety advice pls I have had anxiety for a while but it really peaked as this was my first semester at a college really far away from home. Since I was a transfer I wanted to meet a lot of friends really quickly and got myself really involved on campus. I met a lot of new people which is great but it caused my anxiety to go crazy. On top of that during this time I was dealing with a concussion. I am back at home now but I was wondering what I should do to deal with all this. I really don't want to talk to anyone about it. The last person I was my mom and she told a lot of my extended family and they all reached out to me and asked if I needed help and it was pretty horrifying and I feel sick thinking about it. I don't have a license and if I want to get therapy or anything I would have to go through my mom.

 One of the things I did during the semester was that I started doing improv comedy on stage. This I thought was going to help my anxiety but, in truth, I feel made it worse. I really want to enjoy it, I made a decent amount of friends there too. The thing is I get so nervous some days mainly about improv but a bunch of other stuff too and I just can't eat and I just try to nap to forget about it. I lost about 10-15 pounds this semester and now that I'm home people are congratulating me for it but only one person realized why I probably lost that weight since I believe I hide the anxiety well enough. I am really scared to talk to people about it and I don't know where to go.

 This post ended up longer than I wanted it to but I would really appreciate if anyone took the time to read it. 

 Thanks!",1.915586811857232,3.473289850877194,4.1215910465819725,86.51763157894739,77.39181286549706,7.875136116152451,21.442226255293406,8.641336200584522,1.2274209316394429,1267,33,277,27,29,438,160,342,0.135,0.721,0.14400000000000002,0.8370000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,18,11,0,2,16,0,27,3,0,3,3,54,57,25,0,12,13,2,3,0,2,3,1,0,3,2,28,14,2,0,7,2,0,5,4,4,1,3,19,3,43,7,47,35,10,32,0,2,0,0,19,12,0,9,13,208,71,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965214604697507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117805740430682,0.0,0.0,0.11398954595456565,0.0,0.06707706274532067,0.0,0.07620229864596459,0.0,0.07658278708075532,0.06267735271898286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918356071405794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373481814781054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256820829333286,0.16806966361651535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834066679273581,0.0,0.0,0.07219504189740418,0.08422322348571841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684183766642991,0.0,0.08242938051873745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933368519766335,0.0,0.0,0.12595124703781913,0.0,0.0851728441776102,0.0,0.1852995756328121,0.0,0.06519223502083349,0.0898667747569925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927095134535683,0.0,0.245288200605159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479661772452862,0.06644279475911731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795897750429987,0.20789462200804096,0.0,0.15425640431075485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093069104704372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043978359488592,0.0,0.07872436565460021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046867546740574,0.06199320897905061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952954241365076,0.14234548776935255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780655357375655,0.08292655316110929,0.08788324035723122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153361101459441,0.0,0.4177471037279502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160728418897023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134854397637529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057694296631284364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331122652308567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310317971252692,0.0,0.07504488642407985,0.09321556446426313,0.0,0.10830530754753433,0.05222931176171339,0.0,0.06471106801883265,0.09506008390834073,0.0,0.0,0.07788778183066439,0.0905623343939788,0.05534099381324625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403881287555221,0.0,0.0,0.09925911200770236,0.07328867513882963,0.0,0.07355149811876684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839580199492747,0.0,0.0,0.08306723606134023,0.1158069369005651,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wetwaterrain,2019/06/30,"At what point should you get professional help? Sometimes we tend to exagerate or undermine our issues to the point that it impacts our lives, but we still are reluctant to get these checked out sometimes. At what point should I consult someone about SA? When I'm about to break down, or when I feel some issues?",6.121724137931036,7.5028792758620755,5.120172413793104,84.17956896551725,66.58620689655173,8.558620689655173,31.74137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.4702620689655177,250,10,47,4,4,74,40,58,0.079,0.889,0.032,-0.4195,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,8,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,10,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,3,33,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237563535675156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322315761532341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489686384417249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639398626946957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624969974958292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6302906589538748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831062710402555,0.0,0.4396193523085294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748812230231936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cally400,2019/06/30,"Can people relate I'm 33 and prefer to stay in after work and on days off. I've never been a person who likes talking at the best of times, and I'm sure some people think I'm rude for not joining in with conversations and keeping myself to myself. I'm not sure if it's anxiety or something else but I've found myself thinking if it's some sort of autism, or maybe it is just anxiety. I find it hard to even strike up a conversation with family, someone asked me at a get together today if a wanted a life in a jokey way which makes me think there is a problem somewhere . It's becoming more and more of a burden were the thought of suicide seems like a reasonable choice. I'm not looking for sympathy. I'm just looking to see if there are other people in a similar situation as myself and if there is a way forward, as I can't afford to pay for my own funeral and wouldn't want to put a burden on my family having to pay for it.",6.008469387755103,4.709082908163269,7.466244897959182,76.44304081632656,66.85714285714286,10.493061224489797,31.84489795918368,9.642632912329526,2.7377832653061227,734,24,152,13,10,256,107,196,0.172,0.745,0.083,-0.9625,1,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,1,0,14,0,10,1,0,2,3,43,31,17,2,10,13,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,9,0,2,2,6,4,0,0,4,4,10,5,30,26,6,20,0,0,3,0,6,11,0,11,8,104,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174323424912372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285661196710855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695280959965485,0.0,0.0,0.14913898389395375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165122542406813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871730178412936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386439568529344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679432613212661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298888450724085,0.0,0.0,0.15581973444592168,0.0,0.0,0.07424825569641137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730546909047122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631669797836062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037872107003043,0.1388586139635457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23867850882308644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948616315673972,0.0,0.14277176110628484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960642275811414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955700947822342,0.12408772156404735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598309234577025,0.0,0.14286296829146586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611598775201795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324578159470886,0.12937447493030566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974113560758949,0.0,0.0,0.1204120113480662,0.1094056463697626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147370980750727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544872088360076,0.0,0.2678799252438084,0.0,0.0,0.11422516732011125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731811059246529,0.0,0.11282196740151094,0.0828673209718196,0.0,0.1347066499358376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764403652415552,0.22560560828336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346006621282984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_An_on_ny_mo_us_,2019/06/30,"Paranoid about thinking everyone wants to bully my Btw im not sure if this is the right sub, or if there is better one for this kind of a problem, so please redirect me if there is.

But yea, as title says it, i have no friends and i just cant make new because i think that every one sees me as someone who is there jut to be bullied/ or wants to bully me/ or they are talking to me just to bully me.

A good example is: a few class mates were talking next to me about what they have for breakfast, and one of them asked me about what i eat and i said muesli (cereal), ok, all fine. But couple of days later they start mocking me about it and bulling me constantly (it lasted a whole school year). 

This is just one of countless examples how others take just small random things about me and them relentlessly and mercilessly bully me about it - my whole life (finishing high school)

Because of things like this i can't even make a small talk, let alone friendship. Because i'm paranoid everyone will just bully me.

How do i start getting out of this mind set and start improving my self?",5.412414529914528,5.556782620370374,5.6400000000000015,84.22038461538463,67.7037037037037,8.683190883190884,29.57834757834759,8.384062270229773,1.920499715099716,850,28,175,11,13,270,119,216,0.136,0.762,0.10300000000000001,-0.7759,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,5,1,18,10,1,0,6,2,16,3,0,4,2,35,31,20,0,6,14,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,1,16,8,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,2,3,27,8,23,26,4,17,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,7,12,125,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631429071846462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401659869975725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230379559589226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786414618047603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317959670625168,0.0,0.0,0.134946967200471,0.0,0.07865442927374981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479603312414125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055375623830341,0.0,0.10275697654794196,0.23307695758260136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422637534836027,0.0,0.06371932453004688,0.0,0.0,0.10229467622964283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885795830769067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317382623534937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700308701112664,0.0,0.09941408069245676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471286848251778,0.08614430391368051,0.059583737045039525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281915394774374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314533219887625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177902053642162,0.12970636928354046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33057434915916195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387599867565764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669972190603607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415359573841154,0.11601235873702807,0.09698788019108737,0.0,0.24686106275253686,0.09718672366657133,0.0,0.12723139413452436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333673103075948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589727967460307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494632252027386,0.0,0.09169911353139144,0.2940816765741551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205026629278654,0.15629472037757594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387091883326214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723290728172991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853855968754579
socialanxiety,throwaway9996888,2019/06/30,"How do you order in a British Pub? I live in London and my friend is coming over to visit me. He is obsessed with beer and wants to try some while he is here. I've been in pubs when I was younger, but I have never ordered or been there with friends in the recent years. I assume it will be packed because it's Summer and it's London. My mother tongue isn't English, and I have a weird voice. I am also a short and quite a small, and an awkward boy. I don't know what to say, or how to order a beer. I'm afraid they won't hear me or understand what I am saying, then I just get embarrassed and go all red and teary. I know it's irrational, and I just turned 20 few days ago so I should act more mature, but I don't know what to do.",1.6305555555555564,2.3692518703703698,3.295987654320985,95.47694444444448,76.5925925925926,6.140740740740743,20.290123456790127,5.985473137389443,-0.20471358024691355,561,11,140,3,12,187,96,162,0.078,0.852,0.07,0.1875,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,9,7,0,4,7,0,19,2,0,2,2,31,30,21,0,2,7,1,0,0,2,3,0,4,0,1,7,12,2,0,5,4,0,4,5,5,0,0,3,5,19,2,12,23,4,23,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,5,9,94,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011116086172476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143240581674056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830131369021645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954333163637881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631604987606567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35056718769461065,0.0,0.11853318309079727,0.0,0.12893868190740174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557053893271088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740548346266808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033538915984625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498051711594365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413102209895621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401237152550266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608413066229976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403369971802794,0.2467755996740353,0.0,0.23618559252742724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381715899595514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610050473371722
socialanxiety,whetsaucks,2019/06/30,"Leaving my room I live with my boyfriend and his family and on sundays my boyfriend works and I stay home. The issue is that I really want to go outside and walk, but I'm too scared to leave the room because I know there are people downstairs. I really like his family too, so why am I so scared to walk downstairs and possibly have to maybe say hi to them? Does anyone else have this kind of issue? When my boyfriend is home I have no trouble going outside with him, but it's so different when I'm alone.",2.4920280474649377,4.3341006407767,3.537411003236248,90.08490830636462,76.5728155339806,6.907874865156419,24.06580366774541,7.793537801064563,1.1358897518878104,398,13,84,6,9,128,61,103,0.168,0.7859999999999999,0.046,-0.922,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,8,5,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,13,12,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,15,2,9,13,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690628319920044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413811321366032,0.16725414238139724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950689469799724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705464385683843,0.0,0.0,0.14284855641028918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636238147014212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30776795516362504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554108418372908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274771930612619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407510719501045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699847375914475,0.08971000599422105,0.0,0.0,0.3456858205174345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974865922299604,0.0,0.14414000808454588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639920808387331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113166998154853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840235902748332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091457853467733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981148530971034,0.32685458526284994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398740949341732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962805745925292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472947216170201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883744663851595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sonotsober,2019/06/30,"Help, I’m barely functioning at work sorry long read I’ve had a rough few years. Started withdrawing from friends & family going on seven years now and I’m in my 20s. I barely leave the house unless it’s to go to my part time job 1-2 days a week and luckily I have the sweetest, most understanding boss in the world. As you can imagine I no longer remember how to talk to people. It’s a skill that grows harder to use the longer you don’t socialize. However lately I’ve been drinking my nights away to cope and smoking cigarettes that I can’t afford. My dad recently cut me off of talk therapy because we fell out (he was paying for my copays) so I’m no longer in therapy and I feel so alone. I live in a family of depressed alcoholics and we all feed into each other’s misery. I’m so sick of it all I just wanna go in the bathroom and cry and not have to deal with people for the next 5 hours but I work customer service job. In the past I’ve even drank at work to cope with the anxiety but I told myself I’m done doing that but it’s really hard. Each time I hit a low point I find out that I can always go lower. Sorry this is so negative but it felt good to write out. I hope your day is going better than mine, try to stay strong and hang in there friends.",0.885682224975902,2.8690693457249097,3.122321354812062,90.4222208453807,82.3085501858736,6.513066226077379,19.628390472256644,7.662118739084242,0.6172386341732068,990,26,218,17,27,338,156,269,0.125,0.775,0.1,-0.2286,5,1,3,0,0,0,21.0,2,3,0,6,9,9,1,0,13,0,13,5,0,3,2,40,32,19,0,2,7,1,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,11,18,4,0,6,2,1,8,6,3,0,1,7,4,26,6,38,24,7,44,0,2,0,0,16,19,0,2,16,134,37,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895680685829227,0.0,0.11528385076437095,0.0,0.0,0.09261904582570524,0.12060461060385246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515203745155223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457964505421552,0.0,0.0,0.06785369594975446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844487160056976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122269084149137,0.1435718070342811,0.11475598130727642,0.09587135620125573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390903300864065,0.0,0.10904166986073932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351937108513233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209866796829814,0.0,0.056281807474559006,0.0,0.10687529687151562,0.0,0.1017355529855485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199604782549036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163009043393437,0.09336175757604837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971212145880376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460891501887848,0.0,0.0,0.11055619502408046,0.10961817562899306,0.12843708501367132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091649760330206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556281161773106,0.1178614840244004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828899105381064,0.09850606952842088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837971487327704,0.10445713033046786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053815487842645,0.1062582297293387,0.15433702574381253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522416597879737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134037327348027,0.0,0.07130819714132933,0.0,0.10990544443071447,0.0,0.12609281590349306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346678340544565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24920542609058596,0.0787859686666921,0.1186419174136822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789339270158288,0.0,0.0,0.25458594592336786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981180514461066,0.0,0.0,0.10636171505904823,0.0,0.07557235392639812,0.0,0.0,0.11587789700223465,0.0,0.09613631826981964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928636933262071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24310556558300456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336030456677573
socialanxiety,wardvdv,2019/06/30,"How do I become more calm and relaxed? Hi! 

I've been a very stressed and nervous person around people for the last few years and I didn't notice it until we played a game with friends: everyone needed to act out like the person next to them for the rest of the night. My friend next to me acted as a very stressed person and that got me thinking: 'shit, am I really like that?' 

​

After this happened I really noticed how I was and realized I didn't want to be like that.  I've been trying to change myself in a calm and chill person but I don't know how to do it in a practical way. 

​

Are there people out with some practical tips that can help me?",2.8645387700534783,4.417593007352945,3.895053475935829,89.1579679144385,74.80882352941177,6.7101604278074864,22.657754010695186,7.348242739294969,0.7602147058823534,523,14,109,6,11,169,79,136,0.049,0.7909999999999999,0.16,0.9156,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,0,5,13,1,3,9,0,12,1,1,3,0,22,18,12,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,12,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,0,14,9,19,11,4,15,0,0,0,0,11,5,1,1,10,76,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665027003230323,0.2988740894646337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948038607379752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582436914935575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009904414138354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751492804587625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900317531845603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836023863510444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875290661280228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243249251064542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758789613551511,0.10024704853272093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024892664228545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118987154754314,0.0,0.0,0.2615862985605561,0.11541062635036348,0.0,0.0,0.28003249439973904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052098553534709,0.4295338590907188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757131504493546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623963895690374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28175178635537795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880213904290401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349695874110169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294667556748475,0.0725381901752049,0.0976176836203365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988740894646337,0.07919661631277151
socialanxiety,SlyFox227,2019/06/30,"Do you feel anxious to use dating apps and websites because your acquaintances may find your profile there? I want to improve my social skills and try to date some people from Tinder. Now I'm morally prepared to upload my real picture and to chat witg strangers. But the only thing that stops me is my acquaintances finding my profile. This thought makes me feel uncomfortable because, knowing them, they WILL discuss it anyway.
Have you experienced it? Did you overcome this fear and how? What would you advise?",5.8610000000000015,8.616530155555555,4.924166666666668,79.79625000000003,69.66666666666667,6.277777777777778,33.47222222222222,7.1686216300943375,2.459222222222222,414,20,63,4,8,123,68,90,0.111,0.826,0.062,-0.7013,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,2,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,3,0,20,15,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,15,0,6,10,1,4,1,0,0,0,12,0,0,2,4,46,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27926707462283434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013832022756725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781701573507639,0.2499847816559041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518749688561646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585535436898868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500876879098625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800770687890844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137823665057644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28136916709157417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25199056629115785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066713325597483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422954102688794,0.0,0.0,0.19625019753400924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783343715509702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350252959401486,0.0,0.0,0.14580571515021978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756046912711303,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SmalllRaspberry,2019/06/30,"Someone just asked for my number... and I completely freaked out I just need to write about this and get it off my chest. This happened last night but I can’t stop thinking about it and beating myself up over it and how I reacted. 

I was in a sex toy shop in my neighborhood, that I had gone to before. I was alone, with big bulky headphones around my neck. It was my first day back in my city, after being on flights for 24 hours. My hair was frizzy, I had dirty running shoes on, and I definitely didn’t look that great, like I had just rolled out of bed or something. I did this on purpose. I purposefully chose the running shoes, didn’t straighten my hair, wore bulky headphones, and wore a sweater on top of my shirt in 30 degree weather because I wanted to prevent receiving any sort of attention because it makes me feel so uncomfortable.

I was looking through the store, and again, minding my own business, when someone approaches me. A tall, in-shape, and pretty attractive guy that seems to be older than me. I was caught COMPLETELY off guard. He tells me that his friend bet him that he wouldn’t come talk to me. As he said that, my eyes widened and I could feel my cheeks going red. I just wanted to disappear. He reaches out his hand to shake mine, and god, I was so awkward. I felt so stiff, it was like I had been frozen. He asked me how old I was, I told him I was 18. He asked me what I was doing later and I told him I was getting pizza with my dad. He asked me what I was doing after that and I said nothing. He asked me if I wanted to get drinks later and I had no idea what to say. I said that I wasn’t legal where we lived in. I’m not sure how the conversation ended, probably because I was panicking, but when I said no, he was really cool about it. 

I keep replaying the conversation and hate myself for how I reacted. I responded to him so awkwardly. I was quiet and overwhelmed and stiff and awkward. He was so nice. I wish I had smiled more and been more friendly. I wish I had been more enthusiastic. I feel bad. I hate myself for being like this. 

I wish I had lied to him and told him I had a boyfriend or something so that I didn’t have to go through the entire conversation. So I could have been left alone sooner. 

Why am I like this? Most people love this kind of attention but I absolutely hate it.It’s supposed to be confidence boosting but it just ends up making me feel like shit. Why can’t I be like other people? Why can’t I be normal?

Do other people feel this way? Feel overwhelmed when people give you any sort of attention, even when it’s supposed to be nice and confidence-boosting? I feel uncomfortable even when people look at me. I can’t even walk with good posture because of how exposed I feel. I was sure that the way I was dressed would prevent looks and stares and would help me feel less anxious when walking throughout the city. Why did he approach me? Was it a joke? Was it because I was an easy target? I don’t understand. Was it because of where I was - in a sex toy shop? There’s no way he could have found me attractive with how I looked. I’m just so confused and I’m so mad at myself for not being able to hold a conversation with regular people. Ugh.",2.1793668839634956,4.110301043076923,3.4112255541069096,90.22818122555412,77.8,6.4375488917861805,23.940026075619297,7.401539286593446,0.939110821382008,2498,84,534,33,59,810,247,650,0.14,0.68,0.179,0.9835,0,2,3,0,0,0,79.0,1,1,0,3,39,35,5,7,15,1,69,18,11,10,2,108,129,52,0,15,15,1,13,6,2,3,2,6,1,1,34,34,2,8,18,6,4,14,15,15,0,1,56,28,104,20,62,59,6,66,0,2,8,3,51,27,1,9,28,361,138,1,0.0640114536783335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259312233278395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705996709508868,0.0,0.0,0.07231472252061909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056983764989987966,0.2992103413908281,0.0,0.0,0.049220856687407416,0.053446890061202096,0.23412472817687666,0.0,0.05446903241392416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514019938242306,0.13422958262572401,0.0,0.0,0.15332381130827374,0.0,0.0,0.041282092087087566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270685518983557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339029670591905,0.0,0.0,0.1268368843444247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29129502877872593,0.04572979529789466,0.061461033867620724,0.0,0.0,0.054448109798524214,0.0,0.07018525498834018,0.0989101806492083,0.0,0.1003300277148272,0.06140561915511674,0.07275836853985164,0.053689770342536684,0.0,0.07057285366064568,0.0,0.06338140300796123,0.056605117086678126,0.0,0.0,0.18959417452549995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042905528097053294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303838774772984,0.0,0.0,0.0722611397019179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689632117793944,0.0,0.06665807865810186,0.0,0.05217787824275565,0.0,0.0,0.06954863171649504,0.0,0.0,0.18763657754290367,0.0,0.05652328634216459,0.0,0.2687674969661644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777283611870546,0.0,0.08545628477474296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463332060087346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746368181629984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060070413022323264,0.06271763368627756,0.061420716202813586,0.0,0.06716925274989663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662648931213339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512266092386218,0.06901517360254036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041007376333288915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435582036939701,0.05090447719663431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827362332668756,0.0,0.0,0.06570683733150276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847339395326676,0.0985582887165155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053516441518246825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206600750947839,0.0,0.0,0.05144998175587417,0.055948831933892364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101595484786033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349706142069175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663818076430679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326684157717508,0.15242793732583254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310415223999389,0.0,0.22083003800554546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094380022952013,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gietsi21,2019/06/30,"I asked a friend to hangout and she read it and didn’t answer I haven’t seen her in about 7 years. We struck up a convo on Facebook about two weeks ago and she wrote this long message about how she was glad that I messaged her and said to let her know next time I’m home. We were best friends in middle school and when we got to high school, one day I looked up and she was gone. I asked everyone and no one knew where she was. We talked for a little during that time but I never saw her again. It sucked because she was literally my only friend when we got there. So I messaged her and she didn’t answer. It sucks because she seemed as though she really wanted to hangout. I really do miss her. She was my best friend in the entire world growing up.",1.413333333333334,3.356287318471338,2.396458598726113,96.52343524416136,80.27388535031847,5.205774946921443,18.109978768577488,6.079149491110277,-0.4315975371549894,587,12,134,4,15,185,88,157,0.076,0.772,0.152,0.9265,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,0,0,2,11,10,2,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,1,23,29,15,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,6,13,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,3,0,3,16,4,31,7,16,12,2,26,0,1,3,0,33,12,2,1,12,92,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859114149186388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27123190381292445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686024113203844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30447299487282364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355475798491612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861557804080465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483066407274152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320430529356041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532688650241055,0.14551176455118436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972378868945794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833852761017413,0.0,0.0,0.14539298182783944,0.0,0.1283777321626421,0.12181784818384253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188287234875266,0.0,0.15427799933796751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659924760224595,0.11032827351429786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510399904715984,0.0,0.1858643772396023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798978957850233,0.0,0.0,0.2936265280284797,0.0,0.13206149329184927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659754504071553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252537294053888,0.0,0.16917683582528645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170717465939794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556294360529701,0.0,0.11636218623717196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341693801476034
socialanxiety,pancake_gofer,2019/06/30,"How to find new friends I'm not someone without faults. I do have a tendency to complain on-and-off, I can overshare if I don't catch myself, I don't reach out enough socially, and I sometimes don't fairly challenge what people say as much as I should. That frankly makes me come off as having no balls or opinions. I need to fix these because it's unhealthy. I've been working on them, but it'll take time.

However, I think I recently realized I need to find new friends. I don't really have anyone to chill and hang out with anymore, so it feels daunting. I recently was in a friend group that imploded due to conflicting personalities. I was pretty aloof from it, but in the end the issues caught up to me, too. It was my fault for getting caught up in the drama, partially cause I was really busy and didn't reach out to try to meet more people and groups in the meantime so I tried to save it.

I recently was talking with someone I stayed a friend with who's still friends with some former friends of mine. And he mentioned that one of my friends is a compulsive liar and the other attracts drama.

Reflecting on his words and what happened, it's true. I never caught it cause I was too busy to think about it. I'd just go over and hang out to decompress. Yet it's true. And this reflected poorly on me and led to where I am now. These issues also make me feel embarrassed to my girlfriend because she only knew my old friend group and I feel anxious that she sees me as pathetic now. Stupid thing to say, but it's still a fear I have.

How do I find new friends? And how do I go about finding new groups of friends? How do I get to hang out with people if most of the people I'd invite them over to hang with are gone?

TL;DR

How do I make friends and find a group of people to hang with when my own groups don't exist? I have my issues but my friend group recently disbanded and now I have nobody to hang out with (weekends, etc.). Partially my fault cause I was busy and didn't reach out socially.",2.717352941176472,4.388309362745101,3.6953921568627455,89.94176470588232,75.47058823529412,7.0549019607843135,25.235294117647058,7.827709963407826,1.245885294117646,1572,54,336,23,34,505,174,408,0.106,0.731,0.163,0.987,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,2,2,21,25,2,2,12,0,32,0,0,12,3,79,56,35,0,5,10,0,3,0,13,2,0,2,0,1,23,31,0,1,14,4,1,15,11,8,0,1,15,6,49,17,60,39,7,58,0,0,1,0,36,20,0,6,22,227,72,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405797647091525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636632988780685,0.06703890342383813,0.047265988665441606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241404425749571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832483886135025,0.0,0.05822956251981639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987163127018511,0.06984664941519532,0.07538947178100742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760663749204277,0.1025385126154711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089160527276383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6267111775945466,0.0,0.07063417357775874,0.0,0.07683483224911324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059776555784289385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166377975402415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536626996460438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969219788659689,0.10024589895204156,0.05213562943478031,0.2611457002351803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093257271855699,0.0,0.04580605281654438,0.05141121123696863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23431919021109066,0.059023835520536985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877131563168823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660982770164062,0.0,0.2669788884649669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751304749198497,0.0,0.0,0.053866734774324375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781499118716636,0.11455087840962495,0.0,0.06685600242968961,0.0,0.0,0.0720503142508683,0.10796746115541454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082517077726265,0.05433259151855893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04490900806806737,0.08662794599486981,0.0,0.0,0.039416850123593264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178900624286247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516191546445542,0.0,0.049212040112591116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TakeTheWater,2019/06/30,"I’m so fucking miserable I’m so sick of being on my phone. I’m so fucking sick of it, but it’s the only thing I have to do. I have hobbies and shit but I’m over them. I don’t want to draw I don’t want to sing I’ve exhausted those things. I want friends that’s all I fucking want. I’m on 5mg of Prozac. I probably won’t be on a dosage that will affect me until the middle of the school year. Every day I wake up and the only thing I have to do is go back to bed. That means many long waking hours of nothing to fucking do. 

I’m 17 and my parents refuse to let me get my license. The very moment i mention I’m bored they get pissed for some reason. My only friend, my boyfriend, doesn’t enjoy being around me. That whole thought has made me feel terrible. I’m so sick of living. There’s nothing I can do to help myself. Not a single fucking thing.",-1.1034929078014173,0.9077475159574496,1.4618085106382992,98.53416666666668,92.45744680851065,3.984397163120569,17.407801418439718,5.46131890053228,-0.6425539007092196,655,18,157,4,24,223,98,188,0.179,0.7090000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.9461,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,7,14,7,1,7,0,19,14,4,3,1,20,43,10,0,4,3,1,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,0,11,4,0,1,4,1,0,1,5,11,0,0,2,1,23,3,22,35,4,15,0,1,0,5,9,7,7,1,7,98,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033968260909667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530808828778856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799359771880476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044312368558546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267165359720253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152328635286905,0.5729380033709993,0.12951505767956858,0.0,0.07044230311259231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307949383892649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206346311964088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674486487440062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944804149240277,0.10968976555164396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728225876835355,0.0,0.12566345782858193,0.0,0.13501532206419434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378622168132483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28280330829109235,0.0,0.0,0.1376291917227349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363652527792758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274388226639808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544163413941206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723047656958775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32938123152895044,0.0,0.0,0.09840058516172888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226978809516192,0.2924301299257476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383831193828962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981821969256878
socialanxiety,Juan-Dollar,2019/06/30,"Yesterday i went to the nearby lake of my town on my own I was on my own this weekend and its just too hot, i just sat in my room on my computer (Im living in the basement so its really cool down there)  but then i packed my things, took my bycicle and went to the lake to swim. And even a girl turned around when ive passed her. That was pretty cool! And now im working out and will go swimming after!",-0.0025883838383826685,1.8195191704545444,2.168787878787878,96.92873737373738,84.56818181818181,5.729292929292932,17.732323232323235,6.937597516519254,-0.15299646464646433,309,7,76,4,9,104,57,88,0.0,0.879,0.121,0.8909,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,10,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,13,2,13,3,2,23,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,6,55,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278089319949337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690222654654069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454362153296611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528407511026976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259680366278841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603465010839464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393873953471186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001133409006208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843189061971538,0.0,0.2783502105138161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744513876664697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630125564461875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StatingObviousFacts,2019/06/30,"Study/Test Anxiety Help... I've been having a serious case of study/test anxiety lately and I dont know what to make of it.  I guess I focus on how others are diong well and are better off and it demotivates me to study and it feels competitive.  I used to not have this weird OCD tick in the past, not it suddenly came full blast.  I always tell myself not to be worried about others or think of others, or that others are finishing their tests sooner than me so it might mean I'm not smart enough, but the thoughts always seem to come back.  How do I shake this problem away?  Anyone else have weird OCD issues that makes studying/test taking difficult?  In the past I was way better and I'd study like a champ hoping to always make an A plus and for the most part I did very well.  Now, I study thinking like I might not be as smart as so and so, so I subconsciously and anxiously study thinking I will make a B and its a freaking self fulfilling prophecy!   How do I stop this!",2.9685342639593912,4.5693981979695435,4.0067988578680245,88.26573128172592,74.63451776649747,7.158502538071066,21.957170050761427,7.865858978985527,0.8425840101522843,763,19,161,11,16,247,110,197,0.154,0.715,0.131,-0.3918,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,3,12,17,0,1,10,0,17,0,0,8,0,43,36,22,0,2,8,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,16,12,0,1,8,0,0,3,6,7,2,0,5,1,17,10,20,26,4,18,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,8,10,112,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200155580032973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614379553176287,0.14482839978084894,0.0,0.08963973406254584,0.13135504365542006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044719733200268,0.09857713148034472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267632266269492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466255238224864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043210236859137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024829415411364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709382928239987,0.0,0.0,0.13246385520579873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482127537892934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122567145660006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592909935147304,0.0,0.0,0.12733055109756294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380646749415126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045482752126772,0.0,0.14461407610096208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526312908663698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422953596098952,0.0,0.0,0.13964631327820326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719977976508858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882704343804905,0.2447609371350229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266914643538147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670757104031905,0.13373953479368525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718011930202896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638970686523213,0.0,0.11205159220908148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24643426258347664,0.0,0.101775700210676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072279018937467,0.0,0.10577761582083343,0.0,0.10175841320325596,0.0,0.0,0.2305326262764316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019232556408172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unhappywhile,2019/06/30,"Help My relationship with my mom is so bad because of my anxiety, she makes me walk and talk to people who I don't want to talk to. since she is literally the opposite of anxiety there is no way she could understand how I feel with my anxiety. The one time I tried to tell her about it she said ""it's easy just block the anxiety away"" I tried to explain it's not that easy but she just doesn't understand. How do I make her understand?????",2.7713186813186823,4.0211529450549515,4.521758241758246,85.7982417582418,74.49450549450547,9.595604395604397,26.186813186813183,9.957137785484203,2.3324461538461545,342,12,78,10,7,116,54,91,0.152,0.784,0.064,-0.6145,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,4,0,19,16,5,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,2,17,0,11,14,0,4,0,0,0,0,16,1,0,0,1,54,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117310663423531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157120883078538,0.0,0.13963254710434542,0.10194366812242582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335219210460131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455801592245425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209273666228847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232586160861325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586123675855088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133213905081086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593828686266608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795456277772091,0.0,0.0,0.15907685326033322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833684337898275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688310580023758,0.14616898946779655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975148913909905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270804223725152,0.0,0.0,0.522286267949264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863834031487276,0.13274174988975224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ale9ix,2019/06/30,"Mantaining a conversation or even saying hello to an acquaintance Every time I try to salute an acquaintance I get nervous and I have absolutely no idea about what to say to create a conversation, creating a very awkward situation which I can later be thinking about days. It gets to the point I get very anxious by only thinking about going somewhere where I could potentially find someone I know.

Do you ever go through this situation? What do you do about it?",10.040714285714287,8.969614500000002,10.159523809523806,59.62714285714287,58.76190476190475,13.161904761904767,42.42857142857143,12.161744961471696,5.422271428571428,374,18,59,10,4,125,57,84,0.11199999999999999,0.835,0.053,-0.5912,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,2,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,15,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,9,0,11,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418197684438546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158439083671626,0.0,0.0,0.12797810307183935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106848544802788,0.17950135021604716,0.16719519876284958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137158478399995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110318779630075,0.0,0.2255573183812673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401586541088167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090580475642084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092341067065135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759099627502007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156166802663885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461122570486048,0.0,0.0,0.16813851345781924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25430610861658504,0.0,0.0,0.1157126104484549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472849161625136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274694059519129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,invinciblegoose_,2019/06/30,"Missed Opportunities So obviously everyone on this sub probably constantly thinks of opportunities that they had to do something/go somewhere/talk to someone that they passed up due to anxiety.  What is, in your opinion, the biggest thing that you have missed out on due to anxiety?",7.138749999999997,9.907875375,7.281666666666666,64.23000000000002,66.08333333333334,11.466666666666667,39.08333333333333,11.20814326018867,5.484733333333333,230,13,35,8,4,74,37,48,0.147,0.755,0.098,-0.1531,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,2,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,10,6,0,10,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368215217866877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37916041263222217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33526653880904594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940466240347932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782918080521365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972867717500209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820119925332284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330991122269667,0.22482012155383105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ExpensiveChaos,2019/06/30,"Does anyone else feel anxious while texting? For me, texting someone is a nerve-wracking task. Even if I'm texting someone, with whom I've been friends for years, I get anxious. My heart starts pounding really fast and my hands start shaking as if I was presenting a speech in front of a huge crowd. I am not great at social situations either but i don't feel as nervous and the conversations feel natural. Texting people however, transforms me into an incredibly awkward person who over thinks the slightest of things. Ignoring texts make me feel guilty and replying to them makes me feel nervous. Group chats are the worst. It always feels like what I text is being observed under a microscope by everyone. I know this may seem irrational but I just can't seem to get over this. Anyone else feels the same way? Has anything helped you reduce this texting anxiety?",4.960705244122966,7.478654075949372,5.017757685352624,79.18886075949368,71.53164556962025,7.805424954792044,31.53887884267631,8.634040054169528,2.8508321880651004,696,32,115,13,14,217,111,158,0.163,0.75,0.087,-0.915,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,2,9,0,4,9,0,11,2,2,2,0,28,29,10,0,2,7,0,8,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,11,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,9,15,3,16,25,3,16,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,5,7,73,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507578235106858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579829711229106,0.31247683422809336,0.0,0.1934036443356215,0.2834071788644191,0.11380822932170435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102631899177925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106200710748498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134513393175213,0.0,0.0,0.1321505470446603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894966341608223,0.0988007778119491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684940439818767,0.0,0.14451095777629988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524750502087129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638848889538192,0.09269885248352433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600547093403451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756586774715084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846312092512852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958790593493517,0.12075728462107164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859783105005034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518042896580531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545378330040882,0.0,0.14097833501559373,0.23436045634295985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577737822235514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918796588106966,0.08861636522249974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097752473338874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905997173170277
socialanxiety,NoobPwn1293,2019/06/30,"Is there any hope for me to overcome social anxiety? I recently graduated high school and after looking back I realized that I missed out on a lot of opportunities. I graduated mainly feeling regret instead of being happy. I felt like I could have done so much more. I could have talked to more people, but my anxiety held me back from talking. When I did talk, my anxiety left me feeling defeated and awkward after the interaction. Instead of going to school clubs and sports teams, I would go straight home from school and play video games. I'm worried that I'm just going to make the same mistakes when I get to college. What is my best course of action? Do I have hope of overcoming my anxiety? In the past I tried to force myself into social situations but that has just left me feeling more discouraged and defeated each time.

I was also thinking about how well does therapy work because I don't have much knowledge about it. I've heard of cognitive behavioral therapy and medicine but does it actually work? If you've been able to overcome your anxiety, I'm curious to hear about your experiences.",6.2075797503467385,7.506020839805824,6.817503467406382,72.39223300970875,66.33009708737865,10.351733703190012,34.61719833564493,10.451354775682146,3.914257697642164,887,41,152,23,14,291,120,206,0.145,0.7040000000000001,0.152,0.3758,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,7,16,15,0,1,4,0,17,0,0,2,0,35,37,15,0,8,6,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,6,9,0,2,7,6,0,4,1,7,1,0,7,7,25,8,26,26,10,21,0,5,1,0,12,8,0,4,10,111,31,9,0.10737373244512878,0.0,0.10478127401933077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586673504330843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301782006486324,0.0,0.410703057128469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512754493068416,0.0,0.06545403069159744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268210776830287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171458376554615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879269536830928,0.10988060765501648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503211373522564,0.0,0.0,0.16287415603180688,0.0,0.1030956215971178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056098343515204256,0.0,0.1830688997316057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430133479428145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101800015083615,0.0,0.0,0.11344624355526547,0.10770460836148188,0.2132926874789812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332374894586685,0.0,0.0,0.05245738201596988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016689248836698,0.0,0.0,0.09128530760384004,0.0,0.0,0.0716728001778202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786409585433833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250037720994792,0.07443942646371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601860712596413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260038489333784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069257405135918,0.0,0.2189079966696716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589088166840932,0.0,0.0,0.2455824415291528,0.0,0.0,0.06880075218954619,0.0,0.0,0.06261048686543773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289971613333505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654188053504152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633871207007027,0.1090432373430328,0.0,0.07627521882613462,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,I_rant_here,2019/06/30,"I can’t even voice chat with an online friend. Even when I’m drunk I’m still anxious. The anxiety is so strong that even being drunk will still make me on edge because I have a fear of being awkward in conversations but the anxiety just makes you even more awkward which in return makes you even more anxious that you’re awkward. It’s a horrible cycle and I haven’t been able to break out of it. I’ve been wanting to chat with some online friends for years but I’m too damn anxious for a lot of reasons even though they’re my friend. It makes me depressed as well since I can’t speak with them. I really want to develop friendships with these people but it won’t workout because of my mental illness. This also applies to people I know irl whenever they want to voice chat with me. I’ve been dealing with these issues since I was 12. What I find that hurts the most is that I’m a really nice guy and I’m really talkative and out-going when I’m not anxious and knowing that kids my age are able to do this no problem makes me so bad about myself. This has impacted me on a deep psychological level and likely will need some intense treatment to fix my issues, I don’t even think therapy and CBT will work. I’ve already tried it but no help.",2.975493063367079,4.6705330472440965,4.039741282339708,87.64258530183729,74.8267716535433,6.885339332583428,25.087364079490065,7.62386473244151,1.2093316835395576,990,33,203,13,21,321,128,254,0.21100000000000002,0.679,0.11,-0.9784,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,2,2,19,16,1,4,9,0,20,3,0,6,0,38,38,17,0,5,6,0,0,1,3,4,1,3,0,2,17,13,2,0,5,6,0,0,8,9,1,0,4,3,23,7,26,28,6,15,0,2,0,0,16,7,1,4,8,132,40,1,0.19565327301642493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795412600023133,0.07823192587182723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967421833100708,0.44206501603705023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168115526302062,0.11926841924278805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085496668677278,0.08425793867774871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522949955208431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008216349561713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941177348955583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267418500903425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055597131943340164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686375042501254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557113235445904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472543768066267,0.0,0.0,0.2042111847129748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752592207469552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779315318363545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316870804565532,0.0,0.0,0.3265001975275683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858624052981303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253721141402925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356413444650734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360687936251516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801074502405687,0.10058207533374512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184640926432275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624895656655285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187328452305137,0.0,0.0,0.06268335860800825,0.0961141736763558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641786468000514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731020544398933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795789472762469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121895648759624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299714653902305
socialanxiety,Phaedra1102,2019/06/30,"(Overhearing conversations) Do you ever think people are talking about you? I think this was one of the ways I realized I had an above-average problem with social anxiety.   


Do you ever hear people talking about something (maybe something having NOTHING to do with you) and maybe they sound angry or frustrated and you just automatically assume they're 

A) talking about you

and

B) you did or said something hideously wrong.   


Anyone else have this experience? Or is it just me?",4.801713520749665,7.981578060240962,5.351244979919682,73.12263721552881,75.6265060240964,7.544310575635875,29.7041499330656,8.515128840125781,2.942859170013387,381,17,57,8,9,122,55,83,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.9292,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,7,1,0,7,3,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,2,17,14,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,3,12,0,7,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,16,0,0,4,2,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289334457572782,0.0,0.0,0.12146725349282267,0.17799401740885254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511860666482768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31427468904609995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699289625419839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957921485459007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490449788102828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666865418494934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177154141079223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408675606221983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622410208644794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524503955134054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770830246261417,0.0,0.4012084521087209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188824260264815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226222062168536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378887956423757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993271923599836,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tebza255,2019/06/30,"Can poor eye vision have effect on anxiety? So I recently discovered that I'm suffering a worst case of Myopia, I always thought it was just slightly but I discovered it's much worse. That's because I live in a developing country where if you are not sick you don't go see a doctor. After finding out it just crossed my mind that could my vision have effect on my anxiety? has anyone had the anxiety improved after getting a good eye vision?",4.100531561461793,5.994036627906978,5.66654485049834,76.31848837209303,72.25581395348838,8.635215946843855,30.890365448504987,9.23628265651192,3.0727760797342203,354,16,61,8,7,120,60,86,0.17,0.636,0.19399999999999998,0.6534,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,0,9,4,2,2,0,12,14,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,3,3,9,1,7,10,2,10,0,1,3,0,2,5,0,1,3,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063619471405724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.569174733819564,0.0,0.0,0.17341247573456525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118295262106346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801365435596047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25384598801042496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266741858583685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295735819500573,0.0,0.14094826808003103,0.2080167627521844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899499606718406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504166814560924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231390696598654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24487729615302925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976297143189253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968900993262383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527406340150897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xchzv,2019/06/30,"Fuck, it actually happened. I would always get this feeling of ""Hey, I'm pretty sure that my friends made another group chat without me"" (Only having one group) and I would always dismiss that thought since they would talk in it occasionally. Well a couple of days ago a pretty good friend of mine told me that they actually made another group chat w/o me. So yeah that happened and even though he offered me to add me in or something I turned that down since I didn't want to look like *that guy*. So it's been like at least a week of me not even leaving the house since there is no point or anything to do in the first place. Great.",4.185714285714287,5.325229952380951,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,70.90476190476191,7.187301587301588,26.698412698412696,7.3871296695380915,1.1556412698412704,498,16,105,5,9,156,81,126,0.049,0.7170000000000001,0.23399999999999999,0.975,0,0,1,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,2,1,7,9,1,0,5,1,8,1,0,2,1,16,21,7,0,4,4,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,1,2,6,2,14,8,13,12,1,11,0,0,1,1,15,7,1,2,6,66,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.25102260810046545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401090614007993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403872376900626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697315583020431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584054985658677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231188463584524,0.0,0.08294710357051331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990017786378858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503244627426391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940126273516804,0.0,0.0,0.19873782029216133,0.11890402688966772,0.06719689482256377,0.0,0.0,0.10787754971053,0.0,0.14180031839246934,0.0,0.12735071150597554,0.2274705700333595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840635376804934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618646897732548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256712038578753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800559894208048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340038133660236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715397540431735,0.0978187633323991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437703189862374,0.0,0.1215843134366926,0.0,0.0,0.2616987573712913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191790832596623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901538619524597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121967710114474,0.0,0.0,0.10337719697932574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636521247407845,0.10210725903316373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228987275034262,0.0,0.0,0.13989798960658045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586143663768383,0.0,0.10316852420335737,0.0,0.11564182087707192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398186764601885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740967488089194,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JupiterMonarch,2019/06/30,"I can't integrate myself into groups I really hate this about myself, but if there's a group talking, I can't for the life of me go and impose my company on them, even if I think it would be appropriate. For instance, this weekend I'm in the wedding of a friend and I know no one. Instead of chatting up the rest of the bridal party I can only stand there by myself like a freaking weirdo. I can only imagine how this looks to everyone else... (Though I'm hoping I'm invisible. ) I feel so embarrassed, ashamed and disappointed in myself. I don't know how to get over that. Had anyone else had difficulty with this? I've never seen anyone struggle quite so awkwardly.",3.902954545454549,5.3435064166666715,5.470121212121214,79.35518181818183,71.95454545454545,8.31030303030303,27.593939393939394,8.841846274778883,2.1875703030303035,525,19,100,10,10,178,86,132,0.237,0.648,0.115,-0.9598,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,10,10,1,4,7,0,9,1,0,2,1,18,22,11,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,7,0,1,3,3,16,3,17,17,1,10,0,1,2,0,7,6,0,3,3,74,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999570323573373,0.21977346035272954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583628125549533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416706256419045,0.0,0.0,0.2049572853297786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845412249167692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657167855472841,0.0,0.11206375708844807,0.0,0.12190133388645638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117674638723391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303997961997387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357595233803544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150277281712168,0.10479046166738082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012012662188465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654302504495431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453460305686989,0.3262632346842759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22813974351148186,0.0,0.0,0.13740972961684314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423468996103696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240137541126055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743847496641615,0.21073831629449352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236969683576315,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chelseala1,2019/06/30,"Summer Break is so boring and incredibly lonely I honestly hate summer break since well for one I have very little friends and the 1-2 friends that i do have never contact me  during the summer anyways, at least at school you are around people and have something to do like study or join groups but during the summer all I do is sit in my room and do nothing but lie around on youtube/Netflix or read books I would love to get a job as I just turned 16 but im socially awkward not to mention nobody around my area wants to hire teenagers anyways. If anybody has advice on what I could do this summer it would really be appreciated!",10.06072,6.723264032000007,9.3584,72.49520000000003,60.68,11.6,38.6,8.841846274778883,3.3054,504,17,97,5,5,161,86,125,0.063,0.7709999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.9301,1,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,8,10,1,1,4,0,16,1,0,0,2,21,21,12,0,5,8,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,11,6,14,17,2,20,0,1,0,1,8,11,0,3,7,69,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204199911925892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497517070333403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487386869026964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878568618704402,0.0,0.0973296740531081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392439062595725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122689984169784,0.0,0.18486567144849986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910126676362546,0.18671312751039693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813544568750002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367956931936424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875181810335045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262360119605772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915114173468525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634201689625995,0.0,0.11934317162664275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853704862155574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410233970018405,0.0,0.0,0.1899008297607166,0.0,0.14341637794533768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263176989126944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537100831226793,0.1098796145363994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674985244867881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646724206630131,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Butterednooodles,2019/06/30,Some encouragement!! You are so loved!!! Social Media and Hollywoods platforms are toxic and our worth does not come from the standards that media portrays or offers. Love does not come from fear!!! I love you guys so much!!! God bless you all!! And take care!!! Feel free to pop in my inbox if you need to talk to someone or you just need someone to pray for you!!! 💜,0.8427142857142833,3.4078478428571444,1.6371428571428588,95.79285714285713,92.0,3.9428571428571435,17.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.5174571428571428,279,7,57,2,10,86,49,70,0.0,0.612,0.38799999999999996,0.9883,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,6,0,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,17,12,8,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,9,8,8,12,3,4,2,0,0,3,15,2,0,4,0,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487387716485936,0.0,0.0,0.3461876769104213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516915959187353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261157433197133,0.10160237039997083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989642847904142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544074309173696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771557437924718,0.2979920625901479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483517983789992,0.3405152019747756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108346206420606,0.16150965956451846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Luism_23,2019/03/27,Whats the longest conversation you guys have had? For me probably like an hour with a friend although that was  him carrying the conversation mainly but i did keep it flowing by adding a few quick things here and there...Also ive had a few 20-30 min conversation with some uber drivers although it was the same thing them carrying the conversation i did add a few things here and there to keep the conversation flowing so im  kind of proud of that ,4.2198029556650285,6.081443689655174,4.990476190476193,81.42000000000002,71.8735632183908,8.649589490968804,28.52052545155993,9.23628265651192,2.4008732348111663,359,14,71,8,7,116,56,87,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,5,4,0,0,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,7,4,7,4,6,5,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,4,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394681860328726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669608104552564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649006912518977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263467069160354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889825959190768,0.0,0.0,0.4755929687398365,0.0,0.278595459804457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070358374419944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884468681118699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533213044404011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spicedfiyah,2019/03/27,"Would it be creepy to add a classmate over “quick add” on Snapchat if you’ve never really talked to them? I really want to start talking to this girl in my class, but I have very few opportunities to do so in real life, and that’s without factoring in my anxiety when talking to new people. I see her name in the “quick add” option, but I feel like it would be a bit weird if I added her through that. What should I do? ",6.985689655172415,4.736237425287361,7.405143678160923,80.71047413793106,65.55172413793103,10.998850574712643,32.0948275862069,9.516144504307137,2.434013793103448,324,9,74,5,4,107,59,87,0.048,0.8490000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.6832,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,1,18,12,7,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,11,2,14,7,2,12,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,3,7,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480068244009025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494611177122298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553567771190595,0.16323933237611668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139520684428005,0.11163279669164697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623208468820625,0.220685218816526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584120488082368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600812512811758,0.29276390552530784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208367420789115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161732373080056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509751761109859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853514465996107,0.13477430107995456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026434377172366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32463747402554555,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,madara1152,2019/03/27,What should i di Okay I've been going to therapy for my social anxiety and it's been going good.but now my therapist wants me to try being around a crowd.any tips on how to do that.,0.3423684210526332,2.742406394736843,2.27926315789474,92.2578421052632,90.31578947368422,6.197894736842105,20.757894736842104,7.554174236665415,0.9622989473684208,145,5,31,3,5,48,32,38,0.048,0.899,0.053,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,8,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,6,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354840068358764,0.0,0.2649052010220045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082648834401707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936007036596317,0.29044537158047656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35299144878877936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39600427189177934,0.4020607273748196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510311917044602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424641838810825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cs399,2019/03/27,"someone made me pay for 3 milk cartons when i only bought 2, im never gonna shop again fuck you whoever was in the checkout",2.415555555555557,3.3492270370370387,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,74.92592592592592,6.881481481481483,28.314814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.4770148148148152,98,4,21,1,2,34,26,27,0.18899999999999997,0.8109999999999999,0.0,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42161750263522985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926200008065829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43153231898035205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517394026826224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34685202667981696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864157581426635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DJIMMIA,2019/03/27,"Joined adult volleyball Last night, I went to an adult volleyball league. I've wanted to do this for 10+ years, and have always been too anxious. When I showed up, I was shaking. The entire first game I couldn't stop shaking. I probably fumbled the ball 20 times. I never fully got comfortable... But I can't wait to go back next week. 😁 ",1.2460074626865671,3.7469955970149305,2.470279850746269,92.26870335820898,85.56716417910448,5.738059701492538,20.315298507462693,7.1686216300943375,0.5936582089552247,263,8,54,4,8,84,53,67,0.09300000000000001,0.875,0.032,-0.3637,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,11,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,4,3,2,0,1,4,0,7,1,5,6,0,16,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,11,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24036259467277474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32634035205193457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212284220666664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24571227961424336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417121421747466,0.0,0.2310353565434937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354672266108569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227939942798268,0.0,0.3072160285165351,0.271084490824404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114502174015338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415078666816673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844214937407384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038273658851238,0.0,0.2317137173069874,0.0,0.0,0.2677849537813313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860225101195436
socialanxiety,mandapanda98,2019/03/27,"I dyed my hair pink ...and no one cares!! I was SO nervous about this, but I decided to take a trial-by-fire approach to improving my anxiety by making myself super noticeable and kinda acclimating to the sensation of everyone looking at me for a change. But it turns out no one even cares!!! I’ll get one passing glance and then people move on with their day. It’s honestly helped my anxiety so much already. If people on the street don’t even give a shit about bubblegum-pink hair, they certainly don’t give a shit about the way you’re walking or the shoes you’re wearing or whatever!! I’ve seriously gotten nothing but compliments and interested glances, it’s so much nicer than I thought it would be :DD",5.50242497972425,6.375770759124091,6.280973236009732,77.14356853203573,67.68613138686132,10.176480129764801,33.47039740470397,10.25414643259724,3.4842431467964317,562,25,106,14,9,185,90,137,0.161,0.642,0.198,0.87,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,8,11,2,1,8,0,5,6,6,1,1,18,16,14,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,4,0,3,3,6,11,7,15,11,2,12,0,0,4,0,5,5,2,4,2,67,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820220815909832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25236657264081624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33634700755547553,0.0,0.17449106303706202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637656465268076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789063725010088,0.0,0.0,0.1576130313084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617750974842879,0.31646258635885943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055986876695133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851314975629872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010277753294548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531156048284016,0.2425086697208265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582701955700111,0.1877921853892682,0.0,0.0,0.33531516232344816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287056621557878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386295255953875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401891119463113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094874895560074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941395052466647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092650678983667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717295025246563,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mexican_lizard,2019/03/27,"Are you born with this? Or is it a possibility that I've developed this? I'm 14 y/o. Ever since I can remember myself, I've always had a ton of friends. I was always good with ppl. In elementry school I was most popular in my class. Same in my school right now. Everyone is a friend of mine. 

I take a bus everyday from school so I can get home (public transportation, not school bus). Everyone on the bus is a complete stranger to me. Ever since the beginning of the school year, I feel like everyone on the bus hates me, including the driver. Even though they are complete strangers. This never happened to me before. Another thing that happens is that I never ask strangers for something cuz I think that they'll hate me. For example, if I eat at a restaurant and something isn't right I won't ask the waiter or say something (I'll probably make someone do it for me). I think to myself that if I ask them for something, they'll hate me forever. This would never happen before and I would always get well with ppl. I also started being way more akward. I am very greatful I met my friends before this started.

So, is it possible that social anxiety developed for me? Cuz I didn't use to have it.",1.7689581304771167,4.224643080168782,3.4991772151898743,86.21073271665045,82.33333333333333,6.852904901006168,24.72719896137617,8.012643519586192,1.6864762739370338,938,37,184,19,26,312,119,237,0.053,0.856,0.091,0.8192,0,0,4,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,4,0,9,11,3,0,12,0,23,1,0,4,5,27,45,12,0,4,5,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,16,5,1,0,4,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,5,2,35,8,22,34,4,22,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,5,13,131,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911156299375824,0.2157298341991999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906208984463798,0.06611251770583132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237843396364675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061601739154904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122343787309464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884311799581545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708085053575888,0.1563471143749798,0.0,0.24773948975905796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369750982523488,0.06173982333108406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030803896498767,0.0,0.09030375266373113,0.0,0.0,0.07248659028629635,0.0,0.09528045093128397,0.0,0.0,0.2292678048830713,0.0,0.0,0.2559712057216663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668821309833527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422213754820863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768728998406801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996169334083386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485541646109292,0.0,0.0,0.0931774261753826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789916687244048,0.1476076624786662,0.0,0.06872616438381676,0.0,0.4373178882059332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429781791069637,0.0,0.0,0.08809624468685577,0.07322499625431407,0.2661272062790881,0.0,0.0,0.12233973265551742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497851420189936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057414870897976214,0.11075132917462248,0.0849090789291001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464077471314842,0.0,0.07130711914568834,0.0,0.06859768239294757,0.0,0.0,0.07770366783793724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278327778752325,0.0,0.0,0.055652870780554406
socialanxiety,doxtoroxtie,2019/03/27,"Anyone just want to talk? I play games,tennis and do coding and maths in my spare time. My social anxiety isn't as nearly as bad as it once was, but I still can't go outside unless absolutely necessary. I'm 14 years old.",2.0336956521739147,3.739741717391308,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,77.47826086956522,7.208695652173913,20.195652173913047,8.07648339933343,0.8784521739130433,173,4,36,3,4,60,39,46,0.085,0.848,0.067,-0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,7,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27470551167184465,0.0,0.0,0.2510864944264028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998280371954623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040810868870706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768081770300567,0.3824228120911835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36605055763798544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867724985667405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886257184644719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939028249080388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180262468982755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312444129234968
socialanxiety,cvmden,2019/03/27,"Made a phone call!!! After staring at my phone for a half hour and writing and rewriting what I wanted to say a hundred times, I finally called and made an appointment to get my car looked at. I’m still shaking but I’m proud of myself for finally doing it. I’ve put this off way too long. ",2.2325000000000017,3.783030583333339,3.84,88.905,76.5,6.8000000000000025,25.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,1.2122333333333333,225,8,48,3,5,75,44,60,0.024,0.887,0.08900000000000001,0.6884,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,3,5,1,9,6,0,14,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,7,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699807401182377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041964307365465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023440398998962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22663353590058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365946355879408,0.1932528110215948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355126804329025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313460926947459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830101002330781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837836090492776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419174435602885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573773972801972,0.18266796704060426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,neighborhood_thot,2019/03/27,"I feel like such a failure. I finally got through 2 interviews, and was supposed to start my training. I had a panic attack and don't go :( I'm 23 years old, and I literally just want to die. I don't wanna do this anymore. I feel so stuck.

I finally managed to get through 2 interviews for a job I applied for. In the end, they said they weren't actually hiring for the position I wanted, but had something else I could do.

They said it was easy and minimal talking and interacting. They were basically going to stick me with something I didn't apply for, and give me crap hours.

Last night, I started panicking. I knew my whole life was about to change, and I'd work 7 days a week full time... And it felt like too much. I originally said I'd start with something small, and part time and work my way up. I was gonna be thrown in the deep end immediately.

I cried and cried and was suicidal and felt like an idiot. My dad was sweet about it, and said life is too short and nothing is worth wrecking yourself over. He told me to do what was best for me, and nobody would think less of me.

I decided to contact them and I didn't go in this morning.

I feel like a failure. I'm a waste to this entire world because I can't do basic things. My 17 year old sister is starting her training today after school, and she's excited. I hate myself :(

Basically needed to vent. Nobody in my family has social anxiety and can't understand. I'm scared they just think I'm lazy. I don't know what to do :(",1.8681007025761147,3.768585888524592,3.7854274004683854,87.32432377049182,78.63934426229507,6.980093676814987,24.33548009367681,7.957251820313856,1.3104824355971894,1156,41,247,20,28,391,157,305,0.171,0.706,0.124,-0.9471,1,0,3,0,0,1,43.0,0,0,6,3,8,13,4,2,10,0,30,3,1,1,0,42,65,21,2,6,3,2,5,4,0,2,2,4,0,0,9,21,0,0,11,0,1,3,8,6,0,0,23,10,42,7,30,38,6,37,0,0,0,0,23,11,1,0,26,153,51,8,0.0,0.0,0.09639596364919713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556716089988785,0.0,0.0979641650333832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237759783553818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021595387432147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036645189324986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044971534711214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886855541888067,0.0,0.2170124833533584,0.06370554462081987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025190367384924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251881337187356,0.0,0.17498121439989628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931218939570631,0.0,0.14983985803932098,0.14113826928660947,0.18969041720248067,0.21641941766060435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160897243217488,0.0947596939322496,0.16841848096417228,0.0,0.07900415425757272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752574328195307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727934366833267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802485659445664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428743002590998,0.08051966318958145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954382092589834,0.19303754176573912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726153684802532,0.07324482716229527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926992355211006,0.0,0.09478299133790592,0.0,0.2073079929756803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589816822075248,0.0,0.1069701491224578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758532387472225,0.0,0.09889696934836813,0.09997160104989343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069474477660584,0.0,0.2281392175935355,0.0,0.0,0.2796706760787397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805033297349706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939639060866324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562567782547134,0.12658969590076516,0.0,0.0,0.11519993953930772,0.0,0.0936327960537568,0.09438943654199797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283445880541142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652713425039872,0.0784077249305853,0.0792361244598965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028540960819723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382742476378454,0.0,0.0,0.07017115691819292,0.0,0.0,0.12722339389727647
socialanxiety,okthisisawesome,2019/03/27,"I give up Guys I really really tried
I got close to someone, I opened up and I knew I was fucking up along the way by just being me but I really really tried.
I could feel myself breaking out of a shell I had put myself in for such a long fucking time and she just decided to say “hey I don’t see a relationship with you”
Out of the fucking blue
I can physically feel myself going steps backward and regretting trying 
I regret trying to step out of the world
I know so well and that I have a strange comfort in alone
I really did fuckinf try dudes",2.710438596491226,4.093321096491234,4.876315789473686,82.66254385964915,74.87719298245614,8.224561403508767,24.070175438596486,8.841846274778883,1.6966385964912276,431,13,89,9,9,150,71,114,0.11199999999999999,0.8240000000000001,0.064,-0.6234,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,3,0,7,0,8,3,0,0,0,22,19,6,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,11,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,5,1,0,5,5,21,2,18,12,0,20,0,2,2,3,7,12,3,0,2,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596517654172118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307534873201605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588462502957928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.427524506029648,0.0,0.14787366542355573,0.087606368881709,0.0,0.12328695238408048,0.0,0.0,0.15263164041712673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471620085746227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641692049883722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496221478431274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937586438537944,0.0,0.0,0.16549822365402955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225853876747188,0.0,0.0,0.12283671087593495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060985774187356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988545978435193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232849024857801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235621709898348,0.0,0.0,0.13859836833705338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socialanxietyhelp_,2019/03/27,"Ive created social anxiety about my looks Like in some mirrors I look really good then I’m under other lightings I look super ugly. In some camera selfies I look really good and in some my nose looks huge, or my eyebrows, and I look bloody awful. Stupidly, by staring at more mirrors and cameras I’ve destroyed my own confidence ",3.5571428571428565,6.020735428571433,5.174841269841268,76.66321428571429,75.66666666666667,7.374603174603175,29.54761904761905,8.344100000000001,2.7067904761904766,264,12,42,5,6,89,41,63,0.212,0.534,0.253,0.5083,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,7,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,9,4,7,8,5,7,0,0,7,0,1,6,0,4,2,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358613248048579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29792010737520386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676499106573332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8948212038637081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227546549043622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103791730856228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,im_naughty,2019/03/27,"Not being able to formulate efficient thoughts and conversation in an IRL setting is killing me. I'm socially weird as fuck. It's almost as if when im having a conversation with someone my brain will always blank out. I'm great at texting and writing things out and can keep a convo going for ages. But if it IRL it's entirely different. Topics don't come to my head, I start to get nervous, I don't know what to say. I'll text people on dating apps and get back to back paragraphs for weeks we'll click really well then IRL I just can't keep a convo going so I'm just a dissapintment to them. It's happened 4 times already. What do I do? How do I get passed this fucking obstacle that's been holding my life back??? I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL",2.023051948051947,3.9216026038961047,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,78.15584415584415,6.997402597402598,24.63636363636364,7.957251820313856,1.3988103896103894,587,21,122,10,14,200,98,154,0.105,0.8190000000000001,0.077,-0.6282,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,0,10,7,3,1,5,0,14,5,2,1,0,25,32,13,1,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,8,0,3,2,0,0,4,4,5,1,0,2,2,12,2,17,26,0,20,0,0,1,2,7,5,2,3,10,75,21,0,0.16476265584712327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649859999145668,0.0,0.18181968781028165,0.0,0.13709572852597454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38007693646392826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839296142072411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192843892971954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721419074165458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046408407611997,0.25824506205685005,0.0,0.1872768285496283,0.0,0.0,0.18165140973472546,0.0,0.0,0.14569907242858404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909401892651116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797194172858855,0.0,0.0,0.2928972378073412,0.1822854670764706,0.0,0.09054924673787793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163767364354399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143242030598925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422568001131185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055511763245907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102587701840718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679547785856288,0.13960286362424015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661985583732948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946098739474233,0.0,0.0,0.13080314457536507,0.09607442961063747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718128327184808,0.0,0.13216266419036676,0.0,0.14814141480606374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bluerthanyouer,2019/03/27,"On Reddit at work (that's a good thing) Hello fellow sufferers of social anxiety! I really, really struggle with the feeling that people are watching (and judging) my every move. My desk is at the middle of my office and I just feel constantly watched even though I rationally know they are busy with their own things. 

I usually work through lunch so I can maintain the image of “she’s such a hard worker!!” But I keep burning myself out working long hours, without a break, and through lunch. 

So – right now I’m taking a break, eating pasta and scrolling through Reddit! This seems really small … but it’s a big deal to me. 

Lmk if you have any strategies to dealing with the feeling of being watched!",3.0952889858233377,5.8133626564885486,3.822644492911672,84.3222328244275,78.92366412213741,6.185605234460198,26.151035986913854,7.447530270364453,1.6530257360959657,552,22,96,8,14,175,91,131,0.064,0.895,0.040999999999999995,-0.4411,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,4,7,3,0,1,9,0,6,4,0,0,0,19,14,10,0,1,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,4,1,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,7,15,1,17,13,1,16,0,1,3,0,9,8,0,2,5,68,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575259498118502,0.0,0.13021463688479185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839428318286065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509700738467196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741732789360873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242594418595746,0.0,0.14341417023336042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581986999790527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276895451395322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247994149473765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762829595972836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129564232516174,0.0,0.0,0.09354616349286328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063564488271164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091247942309432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800621785793206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32713383997242523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536338077907682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495809024721596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735135933539086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794653354490628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798111349747185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616765554241616,0.0,0.16723617954122613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874686785197446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408197692667514,0.0,0.3717574340493462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justmeh123-,2019/03/27,"What cringe moment randomly comes to your head frequently ? Let’s share some stories and laugh.


Ok so here’s mine :

It’s was 1am at night I was hungry so I drove to the nearest McDonald’s to grab some food. The drive back home was when the cringe moment happened.


I’m speeding home (barely any cars on the road). Then one stop light from my house  the light turns red and I slowly come to a stop (there was another car that stopped before me on the right side). Turns out the other car was full of some guys I knew from school years ago and my older brothers friend. 

I honestly didn’t know what to say aside from “what’s up”. So I tried to ignore that they were next to me on the road, I stopped my car a couple feet in front of their so we weren’t directly adjacent.



A second later they go forward a couple feet and beeped at me. I turn in (fake) confusion at first then say “heeeey what’s up?” They were like “what’s up bro long time what you up to.” 

I was getting food to eat so I tell them bluntly “I’m about to go home and eat.” Awkwardly laughing. I guess they noticed my anxiety. Idk. (The light is still red and there are no other cars around 😤). After a couple more second of silence the light turns green. Wanna know what I did? I hit the acceleration so hard my tires screeched (this was the cringe moment). Then I slow down, and let them get a head of me ....adding on to the existing cringe. 


UGHHHH",0.5253310104529589,2.881157979094077,1.7926689895470425,96.81513588850176,87.6759581881533,5.091846689895472,17.25923344947735,6.610729790773281,-0.2325662717770034,1088,26,244,13,35,345,149,287,0.083,0.846,0.071,0.4234,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,2,7,1,14,11,0,2,19,1,16,9,4,0,0,27,35,17,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,2,3,1,13,12,4,5,3,0,0,13,3,4,0,4,14,11,34,7,37,18,5,61,0,0,3,0,18,23,0,6,28,151,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879423879620978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811871101347805,0.10503647944574,0.07662941138487561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917211318431373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702418055966552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523688675727012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257434994683016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325070178558544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049968600020715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520414561022792,0.24225077111969656,0.0,0.07739072545910049,0.0,0.10466888348220857,0.0,0.1138572973491942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103480234673098,0.09918357700302097,0.08857957891254563,0.0,0.08973221785412573,0.0,0.20560566026227986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014345985108132,0.0,0.0,0.11558218122715574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010110103234746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486024916622025,0.0,0.048937769477303085,0.0,0.0,0.08864687624292332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653142475668696,0.0940023122374634,0.0,0.0,0.11404366654802875,0.0,0.0,0.0678774616051352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554422584514512,0.0,0.15931765136839027,0.0,0.10137690568798803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999551094843109,0.33498482812606595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755257878477801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058409654758403866,0.11513013185639773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800853123032133,0.4358227091353479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450588901738759
socialanxiety,Throwawayuglyg,2019/03/27,"Have you ever sometimes just got up and left the classroom when being assigned to get into groups for group discussion because of anxiety? I have been doing this for a bit and its a bit embarrassing. So far for on my class psych classes, the professor loves to constantly put us in groups to discuss her questions,  I have left the room a few times simply because having to put up with and talk with my classmates (who some seem judgmental/rude or just flat out uncomfortable with me) overwhelms me to the point where I list to my ""flight"" instinct and get the hell out of there! Having all eyes on you while you talk, is so frightening and i tend to lose my track of thought cause i am so nervous. I usually come back when the class ended and everyone has left the room (since she tends to put us in groups 15 minutes before class ends)


I know I can't keep doing this forever. but damn the relief when I get out of the room during those uncomfortable situations can be so addicting.  Has anyone else also done this? just abruptly leave the group discussion/work due to anxiety being so high?",8.602548076923076,7.285532620192307,8.0095,74.68550000000002,61.740384615384606,11.396923076923079,35.70384615384616,10.355215969177356,3.461702307692308,867,31,163,16,10,273,122,208,0.125,0.8440000000000001,0.031,-0.9332,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,3,0,1,16,8,2,3,13,0,18,3,1,1,2,28,30,18,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,14,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,4,1,22,2,29,23,5,37,1,2,1,1,19,20,2,4,13,116,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321451729998416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969377417955427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546240001546274,0.0,0.0,0.08475822633551218,0.12420184683601207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320892022824133,0.0,0.14778635576301818,0.0,0.10314732491191764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646766417362628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452395716294737,0.0,0.10441830539939563,0.0,0.13099325802658035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404778134194815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126182452885063,0.0,0.21472578560426756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964833920142113,0.0,0.11582869614737733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899937176867765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969488590368824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807314334110792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774385126278647,0.0,0.0,0.06661807154972592,0.0,0.0,0.12835202979720925,0.3951101200949601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561158728307895,0.0,0.0,0.10940369663507607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458989676645387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655717728433526,0.13579155322690656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035203110264882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027252465639837,0.13625376083216784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988739357453235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948603729383948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623330461793556,0.07068300904178841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29161990854166553,0.0,0.13350415851007824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824792101185873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SnippitySnapMe,2019/03/27,"Thanks guys I just wanted to say that whoever reads these posts and responds, you guys are legends

The social anxiety is uncomfortable but the loneliness is unbearable. When someone replys saying they experienced the same thing, i can finally feel like im connecting with someone.

So thanks guys, you da best. You da you da best :)",7.421034482758618,9.12490713793104,7.1546551724137935,69.59336206896553,63.82758620689656,11.317241379310346,35.1896551724138,11.20814326018867,4.533882758620691,266,12,42,8,4,84,43,58,0.087,0.595,0.318,0.9692,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,5,2,8,3,3,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,0,3,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031655214565808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849780169911898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927431616401316,0.13103598895516969,0.0,0.20092872447423266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448468402545021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812613993940092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961022874448822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566660222047245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347062219426133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917274598871407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869745963456107,0.31082401220904715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33773880080594143,0.0,0.0,0.12185675278830772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081864497403292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,historymuff,2019/03/27,"My anxiety makes me procrastinate making phone calls I get nervous before making phone calls , especially ones based around small talk or to a family member . It’s bad enough to where I will put things off for months and feel like shit about it . I also do this with writing letters , making appointments, and taking care of something  important.anyone have /had this issue and if so, how did you combat it ? ",7.030416666666667,8.685517875000002,6.5787777777777805,73.54400000000003,64.69444444444444,9.093333333333334,26.9,9.3871,2.3593466666666663,325,9,53,6,5,101,60,72,0.168,0.759,0.07200000000000001,-0.765,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,1,1,0,5,1,1,5,0,14,13,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,1,6,2,8,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,2,2,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568461977490483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003997271357888,0.0,0.0,0.13713962469558585,0.0,0.0,0.17459851494601586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376151408753786,0.0,0.0,0.16689336290237228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005441458404014,0.0,0.19996901851079574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265614996111395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489521456105507,0.0,0.09916992136046417,0.14011630065511738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024705536543567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471020943888832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581988774726756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236768899736786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655020032925873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290370241721014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716621380829105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013260482506816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099152230944848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474663926913489,0.15764297796317187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303009772100417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,austingarcia_,2019/03/27,"Something made my stomach flip inside out at work yesterday... Was walking past my very, VERY, close friend, who is a girl, of almost 2 years. Waved hi to her as always, expecting the usual cheeriness and jokes I’d always has gotten from her. She looked at me, looked back at the ground, and ignored my hello, walking right past me. All of this, keep in mind, with an upset/sad face. I cannot stop thinking about this, help???",3.370158730158732,5.379446827160495,3.636437389770727,89.60111111111117,74.55555555555556,6.110052910052911,22.682539682539684,6.868970318607317,0.6338169312169311,327,9,64,3,7,101,65,81,0.027000000000000003,0.795,0.17800000000000002,0.9215,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,4,2,2,1,1,14,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,9,2,12,7,1,17,0,0,2,0,9,8,0,1,7,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140120195822173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355668162791172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433926274832908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512132518767747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325355814258695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899662075135493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589458231712036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022292156490509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579860594424388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080442528029943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825176834809388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453387441296746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786814195428828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694462539374305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353849280697358,0.35268657422310634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559238582153972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376301593475732
socialanxiety,huahuihui,2019/03/27,"Socializing at Work I prefer to keep to myself at work (I'm a software engineer), to the point where I feel anxious when I have to interact with coworkers. I don't think I'm necessarily bad at socializing, but it just takes a lot out of me. When I keep to myself too much, I worry that I'll seem anti social and that my career progression will suffer. Does anyone feel this way, and do you have any advice for this? ",7.349285714285713,5.6096996428571435,8.614285714285717,70.7057142857143,64.47619047619048,11.733333333333334,31.714285714285715,10.686352973137794,3.107985714285714,326,9,65,7,4,114,57,84,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.9359999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,14,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,11,0,12,13,2,9,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,2,46,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192580822900385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335629111862103,0.0,0.0,0.2218830349643392,0.0,0.1373317407172234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399092415522376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718763378718583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861769284338807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34914960553620145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697747784399586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438111268834325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566728767129229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880077460585486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6006339813589995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767297526551001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584912485847755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589805306734686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859720202086591,0.1994599703437698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,phifson,2019/03/27,"Has anyone else ever had a person that made their anxiety go away? So some time ago there was a girl that i knew for quite some time And we got really close friends. But back to the question, she was the only person ever to make me feel comfortable not only when we were alone but also during social gatherings. I cant reallly explain it but somehow her presence made me confident in situations that i cant stand And avoid at any cost otherwise. Sadly we are not friends anymore. Anyone else experienced something similar?",4.880714285714287,6.983269265306124,5.92423469387755,74.4073724489796,70.63265306122447,8.981632653061224,29.5969387755102,9.516144504307137,3.0618734693877547,420,17,70,10,8,139,72,98,0.062,0.787,0.151,0.8847,0,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,1,1,8,5,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,3,2,24,16,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,8,2,11,3,6,8,2,13,0,1,0,0,15,4,0,4,7,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329019003514126,0.0,0.0,0.16741739898924346,0.0,0.12926893721730218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099254093328269,0.0,0.1236594070570324,0.0,0.16031025139232685,0.22605448890947874,0.3312526255208407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518725480291307,0.12429645908701248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700704224189252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924376824478843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173351042083786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497759293470131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186763688293492,0.0,0.12928376234058392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30590833874696144,0.10790053565798073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458794454221877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822876099453629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810814801705652,0.17193133534535748,0.0,0.0,0.10355511906358987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169784573468054,0.0,0.16477861923819834,0.0,0.12444365179316827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885151704363941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FakeCanadian17,2019/03/27,"Feel like a nuisance to anyone I talk to Ok this is just a rant/ venting I guess,

Basically around September of 2018 I had my first real Gf, she seemed great but by November she cheated on me, and I really broke down and fell into the worst social anxiety I’ve had in years.

Jump forward to around 2 weeks ago and I get set up by my brother with this crazy beautiful person who I guess is supposed to be interested in me. But I just hid and ignored her the whole night, but freaked out the next few days. Finally I DM her so very weak message, she doesn’t respond so my brother pushes me to say I thought she was cute and to get her snap. She doesn’t respond for 2 days, I feel like a complete annoyance to everyone and go dormant the rest of the week. Turns out she did write back and apologized saying she just saw the message. But I guess my brother knew what I sent her before (the weak message) and thats why he told me to push more. Now I feel like everyone’s watching, judging me for anything I do. 

So I play it safe and just snap simple photos of me ( first time I’ve ever really taken photos of myself) and for the past 3 days I’ve had her Snapchat she has slowly responded less and less. I feel like an obnoxious failure who can’t do anything right and I’m just some dumb entertainment while this girl just keeps responding to be nice. She probably already would rather date anyone else than me, it’s just pity. I messaged her finally last night just to spark conversation and she just instead ignored ( I think) all of it. Am I just alone in my crazy mind, where are feel like anything anyone does for me is because they feel bad, not because I’m special. Idk but each day I feel like my social anxiety just gets worse and worse about everything.

Thanks for letting me vent

:)",3.5079411764705877,5.052155431372547,4.355609243697483,86.54417016806723,73.11764705882355,7.564985994397758,27.59593837535014,8.192908349453996,1.7459316526610635,1407,53,287,22,28,453,186,357,0.19699999999999998,0.654,0.149,-0.9706,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,25,28,3,0,12,1,20,2,0,0,2,64,47,23,0,2,18,3,7,6,1,1,2,2,0,2,10,21,0,4,11,2,0,7,4,12,0,2,11,11,53,16,36,32,10,44,0,2,2,0,44,14,1,5,30,184,63,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551866268922328,0.0,0.0,0.08823449867346198,0.09401285344506884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303451834015872,0.0,0.0,0.17870727256157265,0.08729053707547238,0.2103203207675836,0.15168008258524265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550833916093551,0.07113279282118237,0.10386601081716168,0.0,0.07249316832903094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893234861790446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977035522876406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455317418133467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116801620539755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706215859223803,0.0,0.16281157411138708,0.07656618645564638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015338162127171,0.36517238525444623,0.0,0.1866500497749813,0.0,0.1449306445844981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335298474244242,0.0,0.04841727881104048,0.0,0.0,0.0939258425044726,0.2815498598431357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572366178842904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944385723174364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711585495271118,0.0,0.24972666848812525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602088163375515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906039720715081,0.15989616006868826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813265827601531,0.0,0.07438744687121551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185271658960624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696855276631394,0.10915393586103413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275455732479352,0.0,0.13549815998470274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755672164068393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368754918384374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847509534611633,0.0,0.07843448484820252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054588385128019536,0.0,0.06763391252739,0.049676860518141776,0.0,0.0,0.08140578705569354,0.0,0.0,0.09266577598303792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029334115091318,0.0,0.0,0.1366737489111031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687364375713028,0.09511520461211988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363836974626054,0.06051882993275842,0.0,0.0,0.05486165026261257
socialanxiety,mwagoner4,2019/03/27,Anyone get anxiety when more than 2 people you dont really know look you in the eyes Whenever I'm talking to more than 2 people and they are quite and making eye contact I get crazy nervous and just want to exit the area. I've heard of stage freight but not like this. Anyone else experience anything like this?,2.7286021505376357,5.044987451612903,3.856129032258069,85.82086021505377,77.70967741935483,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.2430559139784942,250,8,48,4,6,81,47,62,0.163,0.8190000000000001,0.019,-0.777,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,2,1,0,9,10,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,4,2,6,9,2,5,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587218705711665,0.0,0.0,0.3580624247725623,0.2623463017223374,0.21070156506092155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30008047817960704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389106400225896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504591756924178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26754378970126264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407145315803568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25017934403991177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21501162610430585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091068449176405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550159418502559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27233323755316,0.0,0.0,0.1640276961912859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205797657180251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102078975391092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WrightyyNinety,2019/03/27,"Soical problems.... Hello to anybody that reads this, So I suffer with anxiety, maybe my whole life, it's got worse as I've got older but I've managed to control it far better now, I have a huge issue and not sure how I'm really ment to over come it because I feel if I do I will be a better person maybe a happier person?
 
The simple fact is I don't like interacting with people, I'm the quiet one so to speak, when I'm at work I just don't talk to people unless they talk to me, I really have no clue how to start a conversation with someone, online is fine I can talk and say whatever, but when I'm actually face to face with someone the most I will say is ""hi, how's you?"" That's literally it! Then that's the conversation over and that's how it's always been because I just don't know how to really interact with people very well, my social skills are horrendous! 

I currently live in a shared house with a couple, they pretty much have the run of the house because I try to avoid them, I never try to sit and have dinner with them and they have asked alot, I always look for an accuse why I can't do it, I literally wake up play my console games go to work, sleep that's my life, every other weekend I'll see my girlfriend and children, I value my time alone and I'm not sure why, like when my housemates go out I feel a sign of relief and freedom as strange as that may sound. I won't even talk on the microphone to people on the online games either, because I don't know what to say or how to say it, like my brain just won't function! It's like omg human interaction I have no idea what I should do now, then I just feel really awkward...

Part of the reason I'm writing this is because yesterday a co-worker ive worked with for over a year sed to me you never talk do you? I replied ""I'm not really a people person, but more of a solitude type of guy"" but it got me thinking a year of working with the same people and I'm still not comfortable with them, surely that isn't right? It's like im scared to say the wrong thing or sound like a idiot but I just chose not to talk and just fully focus on my job. 

I do like being in my room on my own, I won't lie But I just don't understand why I can't be like everyone else and being able to socialise the way they do and not care or worry about it.

I understand this is a very long post and I'm hoping to reach out to people going through the same thing as me or just give me some ideas on what to do or how to over come it. I'm really lost right now. 

",2.8577054503671877,3.3692146506469527,4.7042993455562785,87.37778788030177,73.4731977818854,7.697077484138483,23.124394264874848,7.824948511530503,0.8769809761702545,1950,46,445,25,37,669,215,541,0.142,0.757,0.10099999999999999,-0.9534,2,2,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,3,7,9,27,29,1,3,29,0,41,8,5,9,6,92,75,44,0,4,28,0,3,8,1,7,2,9,1,6,28,27,1,2,11,5,0,6,21,8,1,1,5,14,58,21,63,59,11,49,0,2,2,0,43,20,0,11,28,292,86,8,0.06515046362050891,0.0,0.06357745442625418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747623195906012,0.0,0.0,0.10842080965417528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983992634502857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060906888819059576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857558959160754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152405813521436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272946395244892,0.0,0.0,0.06642523971189535,0.0,0.0,0.1122427111855488,0.0,0.0,0.07307178480676672,0.0,0.07208774881447036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054424852430038036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04303126677268981,0.0,0.054892075516733856,0.06225405995117792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882609587679217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249826127936189,0.1110795296056756,0.0,0.1563203320963145,0.0,0.0,0.06450920192560289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470911069064901,0.0,0.1503497754987626,0.0,0.14709388657173456,0.0703736805858376,0.06800015739796386,0.06465178226190256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716099819480253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920353983665536,0.2546338051835977,0.0,0.05752905298873497,0.057656110138621985,0.05470998087767598,0.0,0.07111942716823745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090479504858435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789308706949581,0.0,0.1004961078856358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414764025650796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055160323467878,0.0,0.3161698978624687,0.17066061558869822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062396134896909934,0.06628144351652035,0.0,0.062340194922524426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651680942612265,0.0,0.25042233160957755,0.0669855273962765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127627991165844,0.0,0.2590513180958189,0.06522697967440153,0.0,0.05191648444658548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519751450617378,0.06641269306976086,0.11040355280882327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046113833478192166,0.0,0.05202924440562312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421062281478992,0.0,0.0,0.3141928488147899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656614619933195,0.04174578642760062,0.0,0.0,0.03798975926326857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846577641915139,0.0,0.0,0.13564786056690895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075119111908762,0.0,0.05171340551749419,0.0,0.0,0.058578091050974584,0.0,0.17636447973340375,0.07273816597510961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715156727003625,0.06616345828538882,0.06639388838912083,0.0,0.07123180447790535,0.0,0.08390952505950541
socialanxiety,hippocamps,2019/03/27,"Bad group project with no leader is gonna fuckin kill me There is no leader in this group, there is not even someone who's chatty who can start a conversation. We're all quiet people. Nothing has gotten done, we haven't even split it up yet. 

I keep waiting for someone to just start leading but no one's doing it. I'm going to have to do it and it is not going to go well. I don't even fully understand the assignment. It's going to end in judgement from the other team members and embarrassment in front of the class

I hate this!!!!!!!! What the fuck do I do?????
",0.7346419098143215,2.983509758620692,2.640000000000001,92.02807692307691,85.0344827586207,4.948541114058355,19.26790450928382,6.297961479604792,0.0042660477453577705,436,12,93,4,13,145,73,116,0.218,0.7609999999999999,0.021,-0.9756,0,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,1,0,0,2,8,7,4,1,5,0,14,2,0,1,1,13,28,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,2,1,1,0,6,7,6,1,1,2,1,6,1,13,25,1,14,0,0,0,2,7,4,2,0,4,67,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009987067425553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084789620185712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043776525917554,0.0,0.0,0.40367058960786417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883382711142392,0.0,0.0,0.4631210184512737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113390152635835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107801713300906,0.22538888504017426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547733967037406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804771358680032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412356073888486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452270143673399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839182522098483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208242270029853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317109337852736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fluffyricecake,2019/03/27,"I feel like I do everything wrong Yesterday I had to do a research briefing thing for class and I felt weirdly detached whenever I was talking. I was trying so hard not to be nervous and the weird thing was people had feedback for everyone else but me. The whole thing felt wrong. 
Sometimes I wonder if something is wrong with me or if I don't respond right to situations. I always think about what I should have done instead, like how anyone else would have responded. Idk. I'm never going to fit in anywhere. Sorry for the rant.
",3.1564705882352944,5.624924647058824,4.005647058823532,84.51141176470588,77.0392156862745,6.432941176470589,27.84705882352941,7.554174236665415,1.8210282352941176,422,18,76,6,10,135,69,102,0.233,0.706,0.06,-0.937,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,0,15,0,0,1,1,17,22,8,0,4,5,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,8,4,12,2,10,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,4,57,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325745875020206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140662199001956,0.16325150724779253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304900281841786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661980623013277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224579754898815,0.1431947352127361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056158798968048,0.11382475179128175,0.30596187362070115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055040795435723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272759186300574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568031540237318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288443603209755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104587471284224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606619388937005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909260120262674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265933705860413,0.157580569046554,0.17835590008883115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806270758220442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175535534355997,0.10209166364352956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081740106371113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788526723905174,0.0,0.0,0.17278562899581515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318283211905845,0.5226041269644337,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jiffy281,2019/03/27,Just realized I forgot to brush my teeth this morning when my day is already over. Words can not explain how embarrassed and worried I feel,5.5403846153846175,7.477988423076923,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,68.61538461538461,8.276923076923078,36.07692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.3905230769230768,113,6,19,2,2,35,24,26,0.084,0.836,0.08,-0.0232,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,9,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6457132367074024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773649618294409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958628517402117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5942350330336172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,weezer1409,2019/03/27,"Got angry when drinking A little while ago I got invited to my first college party by like my only friend/acquaintance here. The thing is, I am one of those people who has a lot of pent up rage and no one sees it because I’m so quiet, and when I drink it can come out. It honestly only started like last year, I think when it really hit me that I was really excluded socially. So eventually I just started ranting to him about how I hated being called quiet (which happened that night of course) and something that happened earlier that day that upset me and some other shit I shouldn’t get into with anyone unless I know them well. I feel like I fucked things up by being so angry at a place where you should be having a good time. I haven’t really heard from him since but we don’t hang out really, he is just in a club I am in. Honestly he probably doesn’t remember it (hopefully) but I’m still kinda worried",5.284442260442262,5.29191377837838,6.596117936117937,77.72670761670761,67.97297297297297,9.97051597051597,28.16953316953317,9.800150414767053,2.485918918918918,719,21,141,15,11,245,118,185,0.121,0.787,0.092,-0.6378,0,0,3,0,1,0,15.0,1,1,1,1,14,13,4,1,6,0,16,4,1,1,0,26,35,15,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,16,10,2,0,4,3,0,2,5,5,1,3,4,5,22,8,19,25,2,27,0,0,1,1,11,11,2,4,17,105,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397426444017258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779085008917494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525516629169715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280902622754546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047390903931285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019581109163873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740120657122528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071560050308763,0.09991344356402763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896178651325133,0.0,0.0,0.10805271145241084,0.12929499266069708,0.07306919916990623,0.0,0.0,0.1173049169396044,0.2237118861563547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473491138384942,0.0,0.0,0.13807924522092388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890896670293146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686142254040612,0.11400163633223795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049803249583244,0.1401728592479307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890091408462612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124576181188466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895406388668066,0.21273419610719715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695882155408436,0.0,0.1461201761418946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507888589458971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583823766797866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843004330966814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144744738960144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435605897801622,0.11569066332182705,0.0,0.0,0.14256599220444166,0.0,0.10766829321339724,0.0,0.0,0.1979821663688043,0.0,0.11168950556700807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582876184916847,0.08961433706887964,0.0,0.0,0.08155139435900703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257477040323007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203096790888212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006293934614361
socialanxiety,Abyss-gazing,2019/03/27,"Just a rant It sucks when I feel so hyper aware of being quiet and shy and akward, from being told that my whole life. You're so quiet, you're too sensitive, you're shy, etc etc. So I started internalizing it and feeling like there was something majorly wrong with me being quiet, so I started to force myself to talk even if I didn't really have anything to say, which led me to saying things maybe too bluntly ( because I don't think about it,it just comes out) because now I'd rather just say SOMETHING instead of constantly being told I'm too quiet. It led to me saying things I didn't even really mean at times just to say something...it led me to asking too many questions as a way to keep conversation going which seems to annoy people sometimes. and now I dislike going to social events because I feel so much pressure to have to talk and be friendly the whole time and drains so much of my energy because I'm an introvert ,that I've basically isolated myself and don't go out much anymore because I don't feel like I can just go out and chill and observe like I used to. AND when I do go out and say too much , then after I always think way too much about what I said and if I offended anyone or someone took something the wrong way, because I don't know how to properly deliver what my mind is thinking usually. This causes me tons of anxiety..and I feel like people think I'm weird and don't like me and I always feel weird tension around people. Man it sucks, I wish I could just be around people normally and not feel all these intense emotions..It's depressing and isolating.... ",6.6148279689234135,5.9519890880503175,7.141772105068442,77.17683129855719,65.35220125786164,9.872290048094712,32.542360340362556,9.168548406835145,2.7045732149463557,1262,44,243,19,17,416,143,318,0.124,0.8009999999999999,0.075,-0.9255,0,0,4,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,32,17,4,2,5,0,20,1,0,6,1,62,55,30,0,6,11,0,7,5,1,0,1,11,0,1,14,24,0,1,15,0,0,10,8,11,0,0,7,18,31,6,31,41,12,33,0,1,0,0,17,7,2,5,18,161,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896456424399627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685449552123844,0.05418650259281217,0.0,0.06377201354615909,0.1379744607559504,0.0724476269921035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28344242544796483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960900103038368,0.0,0.06675532300386018,0.0,0.08374486846386787,0.0,0.06187367632992503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674657229379716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285544737241906,0.10236980494626637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27428759915299034,0.1660879334969074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059872662155378585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202117714258735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888136677966822,0.0,0.0,0.04258937996729798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473720904328307,0.18930140021111652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856805194941395,0.07785442621549447,0.08441507993816905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824814276784645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848397426618665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759289219418354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490188215954512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868124507689098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929092325850997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371575882900115,0.3697641490959693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054879364506507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899668015144863,0.06566150042779456,0.17897896103933847,0.07664481482961456,0.0,0.109703118047251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457554340113328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029688429600193,0.19862338873250132,0.0,0.0,0.09037624354123384,0.0,0.0,0.14810012468328956,0.0861001090294088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693104146754485,0.08535010398426181,0.0,0.0,0.18453644174238687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304142827946936,0.08911574907310457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945784954213056,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dysentique,2019/03/27,"Do I have social anxiety? I am able to say the names of my family members if talking to them but if I'm talking to friends that are not biologically related to me I am unable to say their names when calling them. The other social problem is asking someone I don't know well about something. Besides that, I don't have problems socialising. So do I have social anxiety?",3.802500000000002,5.742980916666671,5.970555555555558,73.63000000000002,73.16666666666666,8.133333333333335,32.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.1297333333333337,294,15,51,6,6,103,45,72,0.13,0.775,0.096,-0.1265,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,14,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,11,2,7,14,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,0,0,2,1,41,14,1,0.19141640096311768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928660456141116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789484955857643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954575470199749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804503472046029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788783655519205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051974479979745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663192887441693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044440098752812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5853747454383431,0.1621864953663501,0.14736169722064033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077065047395092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210633265144806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,draliyah,2019/03/27,"I don’t know who I am. This is me rambling. It probably wont be sequential, I’m just trying to get everything out because I don’t know how else to do it. Enjoy.

I don’t feel like I fit in anywhere. While some might say that’s the typical millennial trying to be different, its not. At least not to me. ( how ironic lol ). I feel lonely yet I’m always around people, I feel socially awkward but I would say i have a decent amount of social interaction. I’m an imposter. I put this facade to try and fit in and hide what I truly like because I don’t want to be outcasted. I want to say I don’t care but i care too much sometimes. I feel like my skin is wrapping paper. I’m just covering up what’s really inside. Even with the people I’m most close with, my boyfriend for example; I want to say he knows me inside out (no pun intended) but I feel like he’s a stranger or like everyone else. I put this act up as being the perfect daughter/girlfriend when in truth, I don’t a fucking clue what I’m doing. I don’t fit in anywhere. Depression comes and goes but seems to always come when I don’t expect it. When i think I’m doing my best I’m just hit with this thought “who do you think you are?”. Am i suppose to be the studious daughter? Devoted girlfriend? Perfect and relatable friend? I try but no one seems to give me back what I give. And from there I’m blank. I don’t belong anywhere. I have so much to say but i seem to choke on my thoughts too frequently. Recently I’ve just been begging for one person, just one person who will understand me, someone who I don’t have to feel like an imposter around. Ive been looking into imposter syndrome also. I’m fooling everyone. Huh. Fooling everyone to what? I don’t know. I just wish i had one person that can be there, but i always seem to invest my time in the wrong person. 

It feels good to get this out but its also numbing to how much i lack substance in my life.... 

Thanks for reading. 

Goodnight. 

-S ",0.7237777777777765,2.9502730814814804,2.8375308641975323,90.74888888888893,84.85185185185185,5.772839506172839,22.82716049382716,7.123485893559443,0.8744419753086423,1518,56,322,22,45,512,174,405,0.084,0.713,0.203,0.9943,1,2,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,2,0,3,24,25,1,1,10,2,38,4,1,4,3,71,84,25,0,7,17,1,8,6,2,4,2,5,0,4,22,17,0,0,20,1,1,5,16,8,0,4,5,14,49,17,43,68,9,34,0,2,1,1,25,20,1,8,15,214,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320039673290152,0.19228331706855525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714458252116035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059230675990910676,0.0,0.0939125325413283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083736021145209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707274239594024,0.0,0.0,0.1327076163845023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634511011528979,0.0,0.0,0.08047908645160143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869597253631807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050877039436165485,0.0,0.0,0.22081401506922266,0.06922884994340435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726378350780829,0.2201186139950494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951254464588113,0.07121222521655587,0.08048912275103857,0.14778679515053975,0.0,0.0646084120676994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693328664869814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054407979864424215,0.2257953655514181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468510140240498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171577515477407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987590621670193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878783292240985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680465337680743,0.2690355957641181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305047212139118,0.0,0.0,0.15487118025245808,0.0,0.0,0.07705001387066811,0.0,0.049346857903344435,0.0,0.07605701120696262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062834333084585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28049784862541444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704307392208194,0.06526656465656462,0.0,0.07618381745888289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091810932871669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871436198195924,0.0,0.12230511138637827,0.04491632771160762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091909968351053,0.0,0.0,0.0801900811792289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630139833969726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857974248081503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054719311358054135,0.08421930371409991,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anebasxx,2019/03/27,"I don’t know who I am. This is me rambling. It probably wont be sequential, I’m just trying to get everything out because I don’t know how else to do it. Enjoy.

I don’t feel like I fit in anywhere. While some might say that’s the typical millennial trying to be different, its not. At least not to me. ( how ironic lol ). I feel lonely yet I’m always around people, I feel socially awkward but I would say i have a decent amount of social interaction. I’m an imposter. I put this facade to try and fit in and hide what I truly like because I don’t want to be outcasted. I want to say I don’t care but i care too much sometimes. I feel like my skin is wrapping paper. I’m just covering up what’s really inside. Even with the people I’m most close with, my boyfriend for example; I want to say he knows me inside out (no pun intended) but I feel like he’s a stranger or like everyone else. I put this act up as being the perfect daughter/girlfriend when in truth, I don’t a fucking clue what I’m doing. I don’t fit in anywhere. Depression comes and goes but seems to always come when I don’t expect it. When i think I’m doing my best I’m just hit with this thought “who do you think you are?”. Am i suppose to be the studious daughter? Devoted girlfriend? Perfect and relatable friend? I try but no one seems to give me back what I give. And from there I’m blank. I don’t belong anywhere. I have so much to say but i seem to choke on my thoughts too frequently. Recently I’ve just been begging for one person, just one person who will understand me, someone who I don’t have to feel like an imposter around. Ive been looking into imposter syndrome also. I’m fooling everyone. Huh. Fooling everyone to what? I don’t know. I just wish i had one person that can be there, but i always seem to invest my time in the wrong person. 

It feels good to get this out but its also numbing to how much i lack substance in my life.... 

Thanks for reading. 

Goodnight. 

-S ",0.7237777777777765,2.9502730814814804,2.8375308641975323,90.74888888888893,84.85185185185185,5.772839506172839,22.82716049382716,7.123485893559443,0.8744419753086423,1518,56,322,22,45,512,174,405,0.084,0.713,0.203,0.9943,1,2,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,2,0,3,24,25,1,1,10,2,38,4,1,4,3,71,84,25,0,7,17,1,8,6,2,4,2,5,0,4,22,17,0,0,20,1,1,5,16,8,0,4,5,14,49,17,43,68,9,34,0,2,1,1,25,20,1,8,15,214,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320039673290152,0.19228331706855525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714458252116035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059230675990910676,0.0,0.0939125325413283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083736021145209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707274239594024,0.0,0.0,0.1327076163845023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634511011528979,0.0,0.0,0.08047908645160143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869597253631807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050877039436165485,0.0,0.0,0.22081401506922266,0.06922884994340435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726378350780829,0.2201186139950494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951254464588113,0.07121222521655587,0.08048912275103857,0.14778679515053975,0.0,0.0646084120676994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693328664869814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054407979864424215,0.2257953655514181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468510140240498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171577515477407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987590621670193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878783292240985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680465337680743,0.2690355957641181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305047212139118,0.0,0.0,0.15487118025245808,0.0,0.0,0.07705001387066811,0.0,0.049346857903344435,0.0,0.07605701120696262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062834333084585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28049784862541444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704307392208194,0.06526656465656462,0.0,0.07618381745888289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091810932871669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871436198195924,0.0,0.12230511138637827,0.04491632771160762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091909968351053,0.0,0.0,0.0801900811792289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630139833969726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857974248081503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054719311358054135,0.08421930371409991,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alaxoskl4,2019/03/27,"Guys, I’ve discovered something today while walking from school to home. Ok, so, I am 21 years old, I have social anxiety, but not extremely, I mean, I have few friends, but also I am the typical guy at the corner in some classes (other classes I am with friends :D)... I’ve never had girlfriend and I’m virgin...

So I was in the subway station waiting for the subway, passing through social anxiety effects, you know, watching just at the floor, checking the cellphone (even if I do not need to check it) and these stuffs... But suddenly I said on my head; “let’s make little goals day by day for defeat soxial anxiety”, and I grabbed my backpack and put it on backwards... The first moments was like hell, but second by second, and I do not know how, I felt more confidable, and I was there, with my backpack in my chest, beating my first goal, a little emotional tho lol.",3.889484108705666,5.485815940119764,4.894251497005988,82.853638876094,72.23353293413173,7.533671119299862,30.81022570244127,8.139509932561175,2.31389488714878,670,30,125,10,13,219,103,167,0.114,0.784,0.10300000000000001,-0.4469,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,7,8,6,1,0,8,2,12,3,2,3,1,28,21,17,0,2,9,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,5,8,0,1,5,0,2,3,4,2,0,4,6,4,19,4,17,14,3,26,1,1,1,1,10,12,1,2,12,92,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316580272297828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534633407442069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865396871211152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732462335771663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172550687331484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478786282584174,0.0,0.0,0.2620102943797471,0.0,0.0,0.23798333537150135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049982840867585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806390400854967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448968147112158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692853187272426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749085272297625,0.0,0.07524398780836555,0.3087271399670022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028062609210944,0.0,0.0,0.16776757167739098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420022927382174,0.11878592335503547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161291687985346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482769325656726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650360885941438,0.0,0.0,0.15587148202932696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31399795414021964,0.0,0.11856833201250205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631041722756208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598828601499478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918066104429192
socialanxiety,Ladybugsunite,2019/03/27,"My boyfriend (20 m) has social anxiety and I want to help! Hey guys, my boyfriend has social anxiety that hasn't been bad while I've known him because he's on an SSRI but he is currently tapering off and said today that he is starting to feel the effects of it and is experiencing more social anxiety. It is hard for me to understand because I don't really experience it but he says he gets around people he doesn't know well and he just doesn't know what to say. He tries to talk and nothing comes out. I think I am able to help him a lot with self love and lessening insecurities but the best I can do to help him with the anxiety he describes is by telling him to treat people like they are already his best friends. From people who experience this, what advice would you give him? Do you think there is anything he can do to get rid of the anxiety or is it something most people struggle with their whole lives?
Thanks everyone!",4.487878411910671,5.555835521505376,5.3426881720430135,82.24172456575684,70.12903225806451,8.948883374689826,29.36145574855252,9.265573868473778,2.375525723738628,741,28,151,15,13,242,107,186,0.091,0.7020000000000001,0.207,0.9854,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,3,4,11,0,2,6,0,22,1,0,1,0,29,37,11,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,2,10,12,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,6,18,8,21,34,6,9,0,0,0,1,38,4,0,3,5,97,28,0,0.1131318591938782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055114346532373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248438198223352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327278131390057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309788065744252,0.10071134002954893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446037690597284,0.13792826262526978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23744981308585195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745307931611813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810233961906686,0.0,0.22132933318679696,0.0,0.0,0.0572028672404538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740539377747977,0.0,0.1182134541670172,0.10852638802547558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201832716750446,0.0,0.0,0.10134392447595517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274897015012387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434862231847425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527051189119223,0.0,0.09989750433993742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618066105306568,0.10210591988515744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855307007964148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137255461420834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247516590641494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761430502845552,0.17993399042261987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802120228091058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34597105025155683,0.0,0.08709443233001042,0.0,0.0,0.08007531222391068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826998278954208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093110306137787,0.09888223142399122,0.10415661620108277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498065461435422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723577435471136,0.0,0.0,0.07680910622236926,0.0,0.0,0.11777425523013105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667281016979496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171912800538978,0.0,0.0,0.12630768061835573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036562685971889,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anonmute,2019/10/09,"I hate not being able to talk to people ): I have Selective Mutism but that subreddit has a very small amount of people and it’s kinda intimidating. I’ve started isolating myself almost completely. I started homeschool a few weeks ago and really haven’t been doing my work, im so used to the regular school environment now it just feels like i don’t have to do anything.

The only people I talk to irl are my dad and brother cause they live in the same house as me. Me and my dad get into arguments a lot. My mom lives in a different house but I don’t hang out with her much, she makes me kinda anxious.

Anywhere i go i feel anxious. My favorite place to be is a movie theater but popcorn lines and crowded theaters scare me, i wouldn’t know what to say if somebody walked up to me and if I do say something I always regret it. Like even if it went well i’ll still find a way to view what i said as wrong.

I have 2 online “friends” but i’m not sure if they consider me friends. One I met on reddit and we mostly just talk about how our days went. The other I met on twitter and recently added on snapchat. She’s messaging me on snap rn and i’m too scared to open it, i hope she doesn’t think i’m ignoring her. 

When I was in regular school I only had one person I ever talked to. We weren’t really friends but we met in 4th grade and held on to eachother even though we have nothing in common anymore. 

I regret every social interaction, whether it be online or irl. I never have the right thing to say.

I started seeing a new therapist who has dealt with Selective Mutism and you can tell she works more with little kids the way her office is laid out. Our first appointment was about a week ago and I never ended up saying a word to her (that’s part of my SM, therapy never works out.) I also have a psychiatrist who gives me meds and I don’t talk to her either. 

I really just wanna break down and cry rn. Nothing has ever helped. I’ve taken so many drugs, seen so many therapists, heck i even went to a Selective Mutism camp this summer with a bunch of other teens but that didn’t even help.",2.3272941619113325,4.046309993039444,3.928843042578542,87.64224807173763,76.67981438515082,6.979645074308647,22.785539599924753,7.824948511530503,1.0219812002257482,1641,48,345,25,37,547,217,431,0.105,0.818,0.077,-0.88,2,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,6,1,2,4,22,15,1,2,18,0,31,1,0,4,6,74,59,35,0,9,18,4,2,2,3,1,1,5,0,2,17,27,0,2,5,0,0,6,13,7,1,3,16,10,60,8,45,39,10,53,0,2,3,0,50,22,1,11,24,234,77,6,0.07761431386911266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760081253048387,0.0,0.07771952397550626,0.0,0.0,0.062068138759850136,0.06458132669215186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753641652719686,0.07697254376988573,0.0,0.0,0.06386996714615058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973128019030086,0.0,0.0,0.08137713141764852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852556792978114,0.05005481157359404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810904386285953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900079631743511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874324493917769,0.0,0.0,0.2050540892500852,0.14041318079587972,0.06539340691263583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848825828284466,0.05544768133616728,0.0,0.0,0.0709380767745175,0.0660186957277766,0.0,0.0,0.17989387909393942,0.0,0.04055027558394142,0.07445472215616313,0.04411000319438173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662806640471731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404647709389196,0.0,0.0,0.07708852628570066,0.0,0.17911299501540576,0.0,0.0,0.0838367776617706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04265479711280151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758368666120471,0.07778993250871173,0.1370697222131483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598491413739027,0.0,0.0,0.05180815719265704,0.15737746443003311,0.0,0.0,0.08621200581400179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090094635380573,0.0,0.0,0.05705545111120965,0.0,0.1795828308796082,0.07496038798019111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894605485406862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518693550388326,0.11805836626478182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404873846057657,0.0,0.16142397805004022,0.06776982514686485,0.0810904386285953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916515067793268,0.0,0.07663477148515599,0.0,0.0,0.06628219996681607,0.07382898598856352,0.24688807039668675,0.15541093621901955,0.15709965853199953,0.061848559394591086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911801878853919,0.0,0.05975129070873969,0.0,0.0,0.16480743250571725,0.0,0.061982891314369785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731505722939635,0.0,0.0,0.31191722755018203,0.06783833131096621,0.0,0.0887587320638559,0.18023240104951727,0.051563501379592806,0.04973211839869066,0.0762556693070076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703384732388151,0.0,0.06403993737053049,0.0,0.12321325940072088,0.12451504192511907,0.0,0.06978458927270928,0.2158477396236118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951243463619234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848590681167623,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sicarustrait,2019/10/09,"Anxiety an university Hi guys,

So I’m a 20 year old guy just started university! Living at home so I commute in- about an hour each way. 

Here’s my problem, I get a lot of attention from girls, looks and smiles but I’m so anxious I don’t know how to approach or start a conversation! I’ve been introverted my entire life but I’ve done well with girls and had long term relationships. I don’t know why I’m so anxious about it. For example I’m in the library and I have girls purposely sitting by me looking at me etc and I just don’t know how to approach. I know how simple it is but my mind just goes blank!

Any tips?",-0.35332485156912696,1.9026822213740504,2.2910814249363867,91.59920059372351,93.19847328244276,5.659202714164548,21.781594571670905,7.1686216300943375,0.8315391009329947,485,19,109,9,18,167,81,131,0.091,0.87,0.039,-0.7371,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,3,0,24,21,15,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,3,2,12,1,13,18,4,15,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,2,7,64,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677552392548445,0.0,0.1313653697997865,0.3879895612939054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757292331757752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151325018149545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971663971233966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400596986352173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224921340336535,0.0,0.16910966089887872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774913989573628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129095112817075,0.0,0.0,0.15163195201733098,0.1519668423493324,0.2884031898434794,0.0,0.0,0.14599024748572378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338830068628844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801913082045021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431289851223996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843630714662031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430886733584725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630338440677825,0.0,0.0,0.1543969495421298,0.0,0.1549506376296141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058208345713057
socialanxiety,smallpexer,2019/10/09,"My social anxiety comes from being bullied and humiliated in front of my class when my own teacher bullied me. I used to be a really fat kid.

Teacher would call upon me and if I got the answer wrong hed say like, “what’s wrong too much fat in your brain?”

The whole class would erupt in laughter.

Then, that triggered me to be a target to get bullied by multiple kids.

Got punched repeatedly in front of the teacher and he just said “fight back kid. I’m not gonna intervene” and let me get beat up.

Finally, I remember giving a science project presentation in front of 32 kids.

I got nervous and looked around - teacher said 

“looking for a burger? There isn’t one. Let’s go”

Class started laughing at me.

I spent the next 4 years being bullied and known as “fat brain”

This was over 10 years ago.

I’m now an adult, and I am extremely insecure and have no friends.

I lost all my weight and am skinny, yet I feel like I’ll always be a fat piece of shit.",1.4985937500000013,3.748489171875004,3.0883750000000028,90.01912500000002,81.76041666666666,6.131666666666668,24.18333333333333,7.365786028017652,1.0732970833333335,739,28,156,11,20,243,119,192,0.205,0.715,0.081,-0.9778,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,8,11,2,2,10,0,15,9,8,2,1,23,35,13,0,3,3,0,2,2,1,3,4,3,0,5,3,11,6,0,4,0,1,5,3,7,0,1,8,7,19,4,21,16,5,28,0,1,2,0,16,10,1,1,15,93,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221946381927724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470123909927438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545394978372948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271465193198187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599721336858686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077696859479465,0.1407590306692911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874452970706663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970049192935059,0.09847920568056363,0.0,0.15100661537648966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650163597499783,0.0,0.14404061029797205,0.13223712372483554,0.07834264612100915,0.0,0.3307508188704409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28191946196419243,0.0,0.1346919150681566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315165370110434,0.0,0.15047824206897148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133472437039774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466037558380373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340991008796554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830946699059808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615581111539933,0.0,0.2622515395107328,0.1096228935041768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149980567453582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051948535191572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975700856032586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905709813445445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678626939052321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390325517334774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584765577525615,0.30143203183793393,0.0,0.1775402070369292
socialanxiety,lettereddays,2019/10/09,"I almost got hit by a car and I was more embarrassed than anything else This happened recently and I'm still reeling when I think about it/relive it. 

I was waiting at a crosswalk in a busy area and when the walk signal finally appeared, I waited for one car to go before I started walking. Suddenly, the people around me stopped and some of them walked back. I, wondering what was going on and how to proceed, looked around, and when I looked to one side, there was another car coming, which was why nobody was moving. I'm pretty sure I tried to go forward at some point, but then I rushed back to where I started, which was a really dumb thing to do because the car was *right there*. Once it drove away, I crossed the street, mortified and hating myself. 

I felt fear when I saw the car beside me since if I had stayed for one more second, I would've gotten hit, but I didn't care about that as much as I cared about the people around me who saw what happened. And trust me, there was a lot of them. They don't know me, and most of them probably won't see me again, but they must've thought I was so dumb! Imagine what the driver must've thought, having someone so dangerously close when it could've went differently.",5.199876543209875,5.505074008230455,5.344460905349795,85.59940740740741,68.1769547325103,8.290699588477366,28.13415637860082,8.021203637495839,1.592981563786008,956,29,198,11,15,301,133,243,0.128,0.8220000000000001,0.049,-0.9683,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,0,22,10,4,2,12,0,16,0,0,1,1,36,49,24,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,3,7,0,0,19,3,6,0,4,21,6,31,4,26,25,7,52,0,0,5,0,6,16,2,8,18,138,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408784629667086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299407849907073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019754916242502,0.3309448616592947,0.0,0.0,0.11642679394246586,0.19057345672670173,0.0,0.07554040054813084,0.0,0.10544667941888933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526891258216488,0.0,0.0,0.10674599253365212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893993009608924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294698856859437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351914756474533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944430179352071,0.0,0.0,0.118982505247069,0.13574815679742058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112795479134089,0.0,0.09911003768269393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191638577145647,0.0,0.0,0.12234521314150534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810311794520378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812295599775416,0.0,0.0,0.10535223923862397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170720705024105,0.09109536041556647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197061371184265,0.2519139262099168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182086518511844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171443284573229,0.0,0.0,0.1260710544141793,0.13360657539504425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938623974749877,0.0,0.12235591854663813,0.0,0.0,0.10582688906174427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874808978816248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250779427382188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499690090644076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754222389024026,0.13208208982255512,0.09896256560789972,0.10360255731239562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679300781857015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823268531048335,0.07940284690638914,0.0,0.1967570643278085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413345516495598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487495791636487,0.11181840518031028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438580935151995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802911785785883,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sebastian-f-hyde,2019/10/09,"No physical sensation? Hey,
my therapist tells me that my social anxiety should cause physical sensations. However, I don’t feel any physical sensations (like chest pain, etc.), no matter how severe my anxiety is.

What do you think about that? What „physical sensations“ do you experience?

Thanks in advance!",5.220428571428575,8.868246700000004,6.3117142857142845,62.53300000000002,82.0,13.257142857142858,35.142857142857146,10.914260884657429,6.8236857142857135,245,14,33,13,7,81,36,50,0.248,0.6829999999999999,0.068,-0.8602,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,2,0,6,8,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,2,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,22,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859689540377137,0.0,0.41840754975387984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809289850549868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049912997465315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675061007622357,0.0,0.0,0.13827463127084907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336036115074475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909913240655975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30894322057343604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787681906621324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390248032833167,0.2517744021306477,0.0,0.3175197073219925,0.0,0.17522851148297716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mafc9,2019/10/09,"Overthinking bad memories I cannot stop thinking about this stranger who yelled at me a few months ago. I was trying to find my sister's storage unit and talking to her on the phone with two of my friends. He was yelling on the phone and swearing about me and how annoying I was. As we were walking out, I worked up the courage to stick up for myself. I told him, ""You can be nice, ya know."" And he flipped out. He was swearing and yelling a lot! We just kept walking away. But then he followed us out into the garage and kept yelling and following us. We quickly ran away. I can't stop thinking about this event. It can ruin my mood for hours. I can't decide if I was right to stand up for myself. I think I should have kept quiet, but I am tired of always doing that. I just wish I could stop thinking/worrying about it because it happened last January. Does anyone have any advice for moving on/coping with negative thoughts?",2.4947440381558046,4.554807167567566,3.06925278219396,92.44022257551671,77.32432432432431,5.866454689984102,26.017488076311608,6.794906146795322,0.9706915739268678,726,28,151,7,17,226,110,185,0.102,0.8170000000000001,0.081,-0.7070000000000001,1,0,0,0,3,0,24.0,5,2,0,1,8,7,1,0,6,0,18,1,0,1,0,39,32,13,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,7,16,0,6,7,0,0,6,4,3,0,1,12,5,29,3,29,17,2,30,0,1,0,0,20,13,0,2,10,108,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538554501238036,0.13956732369995695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100857126725765,0.0,0.0,0.1070694035889154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100906489820416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29585340164208884,0.0,0.13146172307382056,0.0959782697212056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257086701692721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778298798331948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439037654177821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164321219436852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922991999139528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550536441619442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652878956916757,0.12834037251323638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385586467647914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567274550133326,0.16734131340011135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445893360934158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39489839016144107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654998721158006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026571662996663,0.0,0.12499538295123774,0.0,0.18096224032393501,0.0,0.15044741827337835,0.0,0.1068962223367362,0.0,0.15380290498117938,0.0,0.3787788675561786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810563550060206,0.0,0.0,0.1146233388255902,0.15989513761643054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shinee10,2019/10/09,"Social anxiety and school Could my social anxiety get  bad enough to the point of having suicidal thoughts? I mean,I don't have those thoughts anymore,but when I was in public school I dread it going so much that I would cry and beg my parents to not make me go and would even contemplate running away.Then in middle school I attempted it by taking pills right before heading to school. For 8th grade I tried homeschooling ,but it was difficult so I just basically didn't complete 8th grade.I tried going back for 9th grade because I forgot how bad it felt, and the anxiety came again and I only got to do a semester and decided to get out again.It's strange because I've never really had anything traumatic happen to me in school so I still don't understand why I hated school that much.",6.516075036075036,6.676728558441559,6.791125541125543,76.85033910533913,65.36363636363636,10.480808080808082,32.69552669552669,10.25414643259724,3.260782972582972,634,24,118,14,9,205,92,154,0.191,0.779,0.03,-0.9678,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,1,1,3,0,12,2,1,2,1,23,28,12,1,3,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,5,0,0,5,5,5,0,0,10,1,15,0,14,15,3,17,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,73,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24677797836829715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848713549039709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010269558519058,0.08268309874094698,0.17956430609861776,0.13109725781820605,0.0,0.09149918730602964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298443342891355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274202219481345,0.0,0.0,0.08585308940781915,0.0,0.11811546462970045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110611411705948,0.0,0.07102183463165378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324462177224328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123588406287578,0.0,0.18333348223954804,0.0,0.08600069676743155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950874649550354,0.0,0.0,0.10616254238561997,0.1103556895097042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177638614599992,0.0,0.0,0.11713051228208166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809225081925274,0.0,0.0829329286665143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178058576061355,0.0,0.0,0.1193981355966998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164958166938308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888577677559908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918291064037088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6529500197584172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922437605935716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587273090763999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761918102911699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084836240074625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073189579727693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601015063282755,0.0,0.0,0.11194139336184866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702812128593144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527709129893741,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,personalfinanceteen,2019/10/09,"Does anyone here study BETTER in groups because of their SA? I’m sure I can’t be the only one. Yes, studying in a group is uncomfortable but when things are dead silent I get anxious about disturbing the peace and people getting annoyed at me by letting myself get distracted and goofing off, so I am actually able to keep better focus on my studying?? I don’t even have to be in a group, it works sitting besides people in crowded libraries. But when I study at home I tend to get distracted 😣

I guess I just study with quiet people lmao",4.212735849056603,5.7074789056603805,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,71.26415094339623,7.186792452830187,29.287735849056602,7.645422480735847,1.8961547169811317,428,17,79,5,8,140,75,106,0.201,0.639,0.16,-0.7247,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,7,7,1,3,4,1,9,0,0,0,1,9,17,7,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,12,3,15,14,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,2,53,14,1,0.20384550995666711,0.0,0.19892381264938286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230287403933462,0.0,0.14253352020588486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426233084396547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605695764540286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783865794537299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463803681358702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260034621568151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455881096326927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447366703350006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118725538490746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084458448865365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813099310990065,0.15503369595252325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239624301818297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212198072164072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542589903712787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840195903675985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Synch22,2019/10/09,"People that know I have SA but never understand Ok.

So I thought I'd make a post about this cause I'm not sure on how to deal with it lately?

Basically some of the people I hang out with, legit friends, know that I have SA. I've told them more than enough times.

Although. When the moment comes, and I get anxious, and I maybe ignore them, or make them feel like I am rude, cause I responded with a seemingly rude way, or waved at them very apathetic, cause I'm in my head and trying to deal with my problems, they seem to never sit and think and just judge my behavior for rudeness.

I mean. How hard is it ?

They know me so many years, they knew me before I developed SA, I was the most kind guy ever.

Now they know. They can't just sit and think before they come to a fast conclusion ?

I mean, is it so hard?

It gets me frustrated most of the times, other times I feel sympathy about them and maybe feel bad about myself.

But fuck. Is it so hard? They can't even acknowledge the fact, that even though I have SA, I do my best to get out there and hang with them? Even If I don't talk most of the times?

And when the times comes and I say to myself "" Ok I'll make the effort to talk "".

Words come out of my mouth trembling, with a pitching voice or I shake. They get this face of "" Dude, Wtf, You can't talk? ""

WTF?

They fucking know.

They can't just fucking think?

Or do a fucking google search regarding SA, and how it feels so that they get an idea?

They can't appreciate the effort I put ?

I know I shouldn't care what others think, but I see them very often, and I think I have to find a way to deal with it?

​

Thank you",1.037691622103388,2.9445886764705875,2.2411229946524074,97.3456595365419,81.35294117647058,5.650623885918003,17.65597147950089,6.714681859716394,-0.32486274509803925,1250,25,298,13,33,398,146,340,0.184,0.736,0.081,-0.9871,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,2,19,4,24,22,8,2,16,2,18,7,3,9,5,87,62,32,0,3,12,0,7,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,16,26,0,1,26,0,0,8,10,13,0,0,4,10,55,9,32,57,7,34,0,0,1,4,32,6,4,12,16,189,71,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566032315301005,0.09606525958112233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931409343454844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601090851660472,0.0,0.0,0.13454666161291168,0.0,0.08296747484131603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060585333874791,0.2436459124084565,0.0,0.2724090889368845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445188718732469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168901374629171,0.0,0.15665304303774266,0.07151333300960296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989829217199827,0.056479719033899034,0.0,0.0,0.07225843441025039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610807371459705,0.2923548462539583,0.206525152769039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828077537947739,0.0,0.0,0.2124638312830923,0.0,0.08113727591842369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924791464399026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232771499247149,0.2606923389751458,0.0,0.08918192236036948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03862420226998594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583173592506947,0.0801533514033332,0.15885065310702162,0.17223671449512107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219502491594909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961902230350644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571660591996897,0.0,0.0,0.07564872375062115,0.0,0.07947606600234085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287083838675725,0.0,0.0,0.0629997354818044,0.14394457054261536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451211070997622,0.0,0.0,0.19063373200829445,0.0,0.07278684553940246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532888667687621,0.07767500233400047,0.0627639635025844,0.23049950416671144,0.0,0.0,0.07554420048660575,0.0,0.05367582736975502,0.0,0.0,0.08230313960472724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130463802361986,0.0,0.1255066055875704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606525958112233,0.05091136215696087
socialanxiety,kevin560,2019/10/09,"What is your current situationsn with your social anxiety? ​

a) What was the last bad thing that happened? 

b) Are you making any progress?",3.3011999999999984,6.034636720000003,3.3520000000000003,79.93600000000002,101.8,5.2,29.0,6.742157984588678,2.2674000000000003,118,6,18,2,5,36,23,25,0.188,0.72,0.092,-0.4479,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563630992384893,0.3996495970757468,0.22366333284642573,0.0,0.2516076609407647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746178286125113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908452545115379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268097462887465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195433573334135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33527221216943565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850659861621927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996495970757468,0.0
socialanxiety,spookycakepop,2019/10/09,"Does anyone feel like they just don't know how to socialize? I realized today that whenever I do try to talk to people, I just end up saying the same things. I feel like one of those pull string dolls in that I have only a few canned phrases. My mind is a blank until I'm at home and I think of all the things I wish I would have said. How do you force yourself to speak if you have nothing to say?

I'm fine over text, I have a lot to write. I'm ""normal"" in real life with the few people I'm close with. It's just anywhere outside of home things become manual. I can't drive manual! Has anyone else learned how to deal with this?",1.7321414141414166,3.0429530962962983,3.2689562289562315,93.4848484848485,77.2962962962963,6.390572390572393,18.93939393939394,6.980632752743323,-0.0029999999999996696,488,9,114,5,11,161,83,135,0.0,0.915,0.085,0.8531,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,3,1,27,22,6,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,4,2,0,8,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,14,3,19,20,5,11,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,5,73,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006396880562655,0.16856399108076514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169274113591916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169606666662459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439672730719903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743030173488555,0.0,0.14571053624185465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636640026523736,0.2350576085841972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300418265543194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041256877083596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620107361857494,0.16074641967687667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986388380907416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611219967560714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118874897997634,0.15785557943254874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147891542993804,0.12512027815604904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22810652813742585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872529006149112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564904471429022,0.26165620462815703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770126220068832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223008756605056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32788729030069946,0.1054139013473708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593999584020726,0.0,0.0,0.11169417833629944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891829324076399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686599545359287,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JustAwksLol,2019/10/09,"I know this is very very dumb... and you can laugh all you want, but can you help. So I have this thing where Im just really awkard because I have always been around friends who done stuff for me coz I didnt want to do it because I was too awkward. Now I regret it because Im at my big age.

Simple social interactions which shouldnt be that hard.

\[From the UK btw\] So like what do you say when you go see a movie to the person at the counter ?

also how do you order in nandos, seems very complicated ?

What do you say when yo have a table reserved like who are you meant to talk to and what do you say ? 

Last one for now, How do you get petrol, how do you know what pump to use and after you use it where are you paying ?",0.9097788018433164,2.5045875032258067,2.354953917050693,97.89814516129032,80.41935483870971,5.2027649769585285,16.877880184331794,5.773587663045528,-0.7654055299539166,553,9,136,3,14,179,90,155,0.035,0.826,0.139,0.9411,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,13,0,0,15,7,1,1,5,0,21,0,0,6,1,21,32,12,0,4,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,0,1,15,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,5,5,21,4,13,25,1,16,0,1,1,0,24,7,1,1,9,95,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775681613141948,0.13292979046230868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221671096207614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29215732588093896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348585492985462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342708993576247,0.0,0.08346591673870424,0.0,0.09079301684016793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431099974514354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070810798325798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451277902895306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559544013226486,0.13022246301149415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609742481927902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082548006682772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949277783317512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234378490661512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811331519471193,0.0,0.0,0.12730484896832808,0.1454358631238307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628511242806598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288239964187056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840582200324693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613478825799963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27595578273336496,0.0,0.3954462950163501,0.18845645682881348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,honey-bunny99,2019/10/09,"How do I explain that I don’t know how to make friends? This is something I’ve tried and failed to articulate in therapy and it frustrates me. I feel like I don’t know how to behave or act, like there’s something missing in my brain that everyone else has that tells them how to behave. Specifically in environments where there are a lot of strangers (big classrooms, parties - I’m in college right now) and I don’t have something to use as a springboard for conversation. I just don’t know how to interact! I just stand there looking and feeling stupid and when I do open my mouth I feel weird and unnatural. Does anyone else know what I’m talking about?! I’m so tired of being like this. 

(I have an easier time when I am in a situation where I have something in common with people (like a club) or we are working on something (a group project) but these are not the situations I am trying to explain to my therapist.)

Thanks for reading.",4.1350155279503085,5.659128184782612,4.927018633540374,83.14717391304347,71.5,7.86583850931677,30.534161490683232,8.418075326091056,2.2276487577639745,742,32,147,12,14,240,101,184,0.067,0.835,0.098,0.6677,0,0,5,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,2,17,11,2,0,7,0,17,3,2,7,0,32,34,18,0,0,6,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,9,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,4,19,6,22,33,1,19,0,2,1,0,10,12,0,3,9,100,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607863332832013,0.14079038952066425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533923961031886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024637245520388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229572942467009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129891111676745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843233017605872,0.09816406238420304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061608201002453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020626337379685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685217749681311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538783048192355,0.0,0.0,0.11681908191125805,0.0,0.0,0.09172068249052816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526117275334024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744484813945054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734539399505405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089039422504658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.528915663137341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044307515153606,0.12010035453919367,0.1265065154093774,0.15713763860808866,0.15954088822050705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012351369159038,0.15792989590960504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658156791771136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867610352648696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000344156721988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BlazeHG,2019/10/09,"I hate being alone but I also don’t at the same time I have never had a gf and I have only a small group of friends who I can talk to about stuff. That said, I also really enjoy being just by myself. I have my own crib, have a high paying job, and do what I want. I go to baseball games all the time, eat out when I want (sometimes with friends) and lounge at my place on my off days. It would seem like I’ve conquered it, but something is still off. It’s hard to talk to people, and it’s not good at all.",1.7185714285714262,2.2453080000000014,3.3557142857142854,95.93928571428572,76.14285714285714,5.957142857142857,19.357142857142858,5.148860815047168,-0.4986642857142862,384,6,97,1,8,128,72,112,0.078,0.785,0.13699999999999998,0.8167,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,5,0,12,1,0,0,3,18,18,9,0,3,4,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,0,1,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,2,14,5,15,13,4,17,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,7,71,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997879253955627,0.0,0.30852674740686165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244056009687698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738653808411435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29807066075130345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096304487744054,0.16179674545679582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280198181236972,0.19045043528208352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381117619051906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142511483255428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942419986197416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877763859859353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671039149720205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373371023189082,0.0,0.20154115924658544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357773162593677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349363591785964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561041032733532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850510861181332,0.1907846567782205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405150077148616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208262291908808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100940662924301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249649978703703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275567731486228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703179211544886,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Peachyy-Princesss,2019/10/09,"I could use some advice for jobs So I'm 17 and have major social anxiety among other mental health issues. Lately ive been a bit of a shut in because of it and Ive been trying to get myself out of the house. I dropped out of highschool for my mental health (i dont regret it at all tho, i plan on just getting my ged) so without school making me get out and me almost being an adult I should probably get a job soon. My friends have also brought up the possibility of us being roomates and I think itd be a good idea. However I'll definitely need a job for that to actually happen (id rather not be the slacker out of the three of us) Any advice for jobs that dont require much human interaction and/or good beginner jobs? (Sorry if this is rambly or i tagged it wrong or something)",1.463504601226994,3.515709717791413,3.802756901840493,85.94376725460123,80.65644171779141,6.038190184049081,21.84394171779141,7.1686216300943375,0.7621536809815952,616,19,126,8,16,213,102,163,0.031,0.88,0.08900000000000001,0.8455,6,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,10,0,16,2,0,2,1,27,27,11,0,6,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,8,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,17,3,23,17,5,15,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,5,3,90,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.10958890353401653,0.0,0.0,0.2194771274124185,0.0,0.0,0.11245253922008162,0.0,0.0,0.08980651773432392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636806208212568,0.0,0.08590943015347187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845722694735222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260285354120935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966265997527519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632302550752034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676294131977826,0.0,0.234689108848654,0.0,0.0,0.18838434479147487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930679369818626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387399573256854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957948058935598,0.0,0.12677338131437302,0.0,0.11721234762595475,0.5572036497482113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667964170187185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749613292853351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22634459933931797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255364965725731,0.0832692572841077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660172665768427,0.0,0.0,0.12107872856259813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365390965401904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447602424375765,0.0,0.08645426552011097,0.0,0.12571100344355368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195750448097205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624453924390515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701668927193146,0.09699141167716664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825349187662724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278276033429132,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway_1127815,2019/10/09,"is it social anxiety or just me being awkward and shy? i can talk to good friends, usually people in my class who i kinda but not strangers or 'authority' figures all the time. today i tried talking in front of a class but all i could do was whisper. i couldn't talk properly, i was shivering, lightheaded, nauseous and my stomach and heart felt weird (if that makes sense?) and i've had other times when i was like that. however, i still can talk to some teachers. i have phases where i feel uncomfortable even when i'm talking to acquaintances/friends but i'm usually comfortable with good/close friends. my ability to talk to others has gotten worse :/ sorry if this is rude, i don't want to seem rude if i end up being just awkward and shy",3.2428365384615385,5.415016798611116,4.299444444444443,83.9669230769231,75.45833333333333,7.764102564102564,28.43803418803419,8.617729084823388,2.297964316239316,585,25,112,12,13,190,88,144,0.205,0.6759999999999999,0.12,-0.8516,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,2,2,0,16,2,2,1,2,29,24,15,0,6,11,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,6,3,16,5,11,14,3,14,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,8,10,76,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781015245996846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252018578905768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482109409320975,0.0,0.0,0.09308214862103252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125783981395728,0.0,0.1353137563675812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32664374265492324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364087958301909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670013161482504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885069705024723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407107373912983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770229094709226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829629398144146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436591722780947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775826266026546,0.0,0.0,0.11254592819651517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6796394259907067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435344264905874,0.0,0.13358403170898586,0.0,0.0,0.09568140989226744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31042634370764793,0.0,0.08312346235888124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436184953422435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jessiccaquinn,2019/10/09,"interview tips?! have an interview tomorrow, any tips on how to not freak out?",2.592142857142857,5.591792500000004,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,88.28571428571428,11.371428571428574,28.42857142857143,10.125756701596842,4.651828571428573,61,3,11,3,2,20,12,14,0.0,0.81,0.19,0.4692,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lovecandymmm,2019/10/09,"Therapy is helping me I never thought therapy would help me, but it is helping learn how to be comfortable talking to someone face to face",11.859230769230768,8.389812615384617,11.342307692307696,60.052692307692354,57.46153846153846,15.015384615384615,56.769230769230774,13.023866798666859,7.431815384615388,112,8,18,3,1,37,19,26,0.0,0.662,0.33799999999999997,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,1,1,6,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5717704335686344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930403057783354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409241972698161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285453621820112,0.0,0.0,0.6503455011341579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573779497826585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199019564560972,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nefertarys,2019/10/09,"how do i know i'm dealing with SA ? i'm 19 years old and i've always been the shy girl at school, the one who's always afraid to ask questions and never talk to people by myself. i never look at them in the eyes or at least less than 5 seconds. whenever i have to talk to a teacher or someone i'm not close with, i get stressed and kinda scared so i always prepare what i'll say in my head. also i often stutter when i talk with my friends, family and strangers. whenever i talk to people i don't know like teachers i always hope it ends fast so i can be my myself only again",1.1701381818181815,2.7159401520000017,3.2850181818181845,91.7505090909091,79.47999999999998,5.505454545454546,21.763636363636365,6.1124844417494595,0.2222800000000001,449,13,100,3,11,153,78,125,0.09699999999999999,0.851,0.052000000000000005,-0.4796,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,3,4,0,6,2,2,1,2,20,15,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,1,3,17,3,15,13,2,14,0,0,2,0,12,6,0,6,9,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121574313635428,0.5044954570337279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170364900097665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626880713583385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425186718015528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289291775649662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710769634655617,0.0,0.07919251144793454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556130974539725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054975366930348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660505804318526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405266475831776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728615888050945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338104190495787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905413180383146,0.0,0.10271221926495676,0.11528082592921607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016824251886546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980046915840302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053978708957824,0.1517546079333288,0.15340359994604905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843035163197036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363047011180324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873260811743139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761035342154914
socialanxiety,PAOK_,2019/10/09,"Please tell me that there is a way to cure my anxiety, i have try everything and nothing works.Please help me i get more deperssed everyday and suicide thoughts come and go all the time.I dont want to die but i cant live like this anymore.. Im a 16 year old guy and im starting to give up, im thinking to suicide soon coz i cant live like this anymore im so sick of been alone,afraid to talk,being jealous of everyone because they have the one thing i never had confidience..
So please help me tell me if there is any cure..",1.9788397246804337,3.2286937079646063,3.5084365781710933,92.27164208456249,76.52212389380531,6.792133726647003,26.714847590953788,7.3871296695380915,1.1388906588003929,411,16,96,5,9,136,71,113,0.259,0.682,0.059000000000000004,-0.9752,0,1,0,0,0,3,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,2,13,17,8,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,3,0,11,2,8,14,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,8,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507916188411296,0.0,0.0957088881938496,0.0,0.24815121294831696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762659590252251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777127780109366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984453707271792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662811176389234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954806719081,0.11244089559236704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536486634524101,0.12001701326135895,0.07110295606550028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387867413427366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677173328910428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405615313596028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224495589128395,0.0,0.2209490303930235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964926260821288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004652037485393,0.0,0.13128200983815305,0.0,0.08477784529779668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119999776273643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855357654424646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27370029824381026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055876363843964,0.21870349315117935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311759482355982,0.0801655038192505,0.0,0.09932344875764317,0.07295270857080856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494154912738168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379318165926797,0.09930657827488447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056680598526092
socialanxiety,tylerbro2005,2019/10/09,"I find school exhausting and have regular panic attacks. What can I do to make myself feel better? I know this may sound completely stupid but I've never been good at making friends. I'm terrified they'll judge me, dislike me, think I'm weird, and yet... Nevertheless... I want to be like everyone else. I want to have those friends everyone else has but I'm too much of a loner to make them. I keep telling myself you're not going to make friends if you act like the loner you are but whenever I try to step out of my comfort zone I get myself into really uncomfortable situations which result, more often than not, in panic attacks...which just makes me look even more retarded. I don't really have anyone I know who I can talk to about this. What can I do to make myself feel better? Admittedly I feel far less anxious on the Internet than I do in face to face contact with people but I just want to be like everyone else.",3.407049180327866,5.1648917814207715,4.836852459016395,82.1142950819672,73.80874316939891,8.377267759562839,25.31475409836065,9.029198982220553,2.002380983606558,728,24,143,16,15,243,103,183,0.20800000000000002,0.625,0.16699999999999998,-0.8675,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,2,7,16,2,2,3,0,17,3,2,7,1,36,40,7,0,4,9,0,3,3,3,2,1,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,8,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,1,5,27,10,22,35,4,12,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,3,5,95,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562304196542993,0.0,0.08394219250458232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365749238232055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235005459964876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587080253443567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008606928955264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929230954459049,0.0,0.0,0.3441405677038405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210361843958686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972410182452637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782524591137916,0.0,0.06272149978533523,0.0,0.06822754015963302,0.10069277351100886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067065168174305,0.0,0.0,0.13195337439401225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759520229307036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008122945077813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808083703664942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825102698047081,0.0,0.0925904475063202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817070982272349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322799174450926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381501656888907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149764775942985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494193915729774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964921497528798,0.104929542931227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692359690652821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150649811199377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124269176879282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,avidaboutit,2019/10/09,"I feel like I was almost taken advantage of I'm a 22 year old guy who doesn't know how to meet people in real life so I've been using tinder to find dates. I was talking to this guy for a week and he seemed smart, kind and attractive. We went out on a date and it went really well, better than the other 3 dates I've been on in my life. He told me that I was cute and that there was something about me that he found interesting and we made out a few times. He drove an hour to see me and said that he doesn't usually do that for someone.

We kept texting for a few weeks and we started to send nudes to each other. He said that he was starting to fall for me and that he thought he could spend the rest of his life with me. Him saying this stuff to me so soon was probably a red flag, but I have no relationship experience and I really liked him so I was super ecstatic to hear him say that. He said that he wanted to go on a second date with me and have sex with me afterward and if everything went well he'd ask me to be his boyfriend. I'm a virgin and usually don't feel comfortable having sex with someone until I've been in a relationship for at least a month. I expressed this to him and he said that we could have sex when I was ready to but that it would delay us dating.

I also found out that he had a grindr account, because he said he cheated on his ex because they didn't have sex enough since they lived an hour away from each other and that made me a little nervous and suspicious, seeing how we lived an hour away. I catfished him to see what he would say. I asked him if he was dating anyone and he said he was dating around. I asked him if he wanted to hookup with me and he said sure.

I felt really hurt about this, especially after him saying that he was falling for me. I texted him saying that I didn't think that we were compatible and should go our separate ways. He agreed and said that his ex called and they might be getting back together, though now I couldn't trust anything he said. I feel conflicted about this. I really liked this guy, but I'm not sure if he really liked me or just wanted me for sex. Even if he did care about me as much as he said, him being willing to hook up with someone is a deal breaker for me. This is the second guy I've been on a date with that's tried to have sex with me so quickly, and it really hurts me and makes me not want to date guys anymore.",4.149528438861186,4.0481080371819935,5.178827094249101,87.29252067419986,70.3894324853229,8.550495549523388,24.89874376617638,8.259297600419973,1.1547235780569411,1881,43,432,25,31,621,204,511,0.067,0.821,0.11199999999999999,0.9671,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,9,0,3,3,23,23,1,1,20,0,44,11,1,6,2,90,95,43,0,15,12,2,4,4,0,5,3,16,0,5,34,43,0,3,11,0,2,9,9,4,2,2,43,24,66,19,62,40,8,58,0,2,4,8,90,17,0,9,35,287,100,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958353817996063,0.0,0.0,0.04758443086607357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059010867101644535,0.04160579653175544,0.0,0.04896579947150538,0.05297017768362329,0.166881478796999,0.0,0.11180982713578512,0.045754041083986285,0.0,0.07254480554732343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262546105582034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060759092314906685,0.0,0.060667150834654425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501641423139327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061344855521895676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148238016479286,0.0,0.03930109041725484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053477350908399515,0.05820523340302439,0.0,0.0,0.0902593305039094,0.042508868671468115,0.05713209517059933,0.0,0.054384553451968166,0.0,0.0,0.13048367120550886,0.0,0.0,0.03108779840475033,0.0,0.06763371479935802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945860263672401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706406920938014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579504972020082,0.0,0.12739812534844852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619630919646845,0.032701226182626365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260859295137325,0.11628040435892427,0.059637516759754365,0.10508426466144627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260612572369685,0.039718633802941716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312315149357851,0.0,0.0,0.0474946303547405,0.0,0.043741462579351735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062438262085058115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04125180421132847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415416758150297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772730317929282,0.22871440780669774,0.0,0.0,0.1277676475043814,0.0,0.0,0.5660086398398065,0.2365953883945217,0.0,0.0,0.14224827218027913,0.054169186301142425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049221396423105454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124978893531574,0.04580822332838957,0.0,0.0,0.0842328880804816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811656055539443,0.0,0.0,0.11216151860469377,0.0,0.0,0.04782616023891487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038127042264342506,0.05846127653875587,0.04723863941728949,0.034696607274481484,0.0,0.0,0.05685755085730448,0.0,0.040398548992848886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157463708221867,0.05139138271910817,0.13106802950609378,0.0,0.140385358883884,0.04723061574652692,0.09545924080624688,0.0,0.10700046852097976,0.16547929499638833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453827609018151,0.0,0.0,0.03831790321968247
socialanxiety,BackIn2001,2019/10/09,"A friend invited me to his bday party next weekend and I'm terrified So this friend that I don't really talk to often nowadays (he's an old classmate) invited me to his bday party next weekend. It's just a dinner with some of his friends and I'm actually pretty impressed that I got invited. He's a nice guy never had any problems with him, when we need something from each other we always try to help each other out.

But I'm terrified. I'm considering to lie and just make up some excuse for not going. I'm an Introvert. I don't know how to have a normal conversation, expecially in groups. Knowing myself, I'll probably just keep quiet during the whole dinner and be shut down by mor3 interesting and extroverted people. I don't think I'd make much of a difference if I was to go to the dinner.

I don't know what to do. I'm terrified and I'm probably not going.",2.7511864406779694,4.513593949152547,5.27866666666667,78.23427118644071,75.61016949152544,8.56180790960452,25.92429378531073,9.21078282632365,2.3312368361581917,687,25,133,17,15,244,100,177,0.067,0.75,0.183,0.9513,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,9,0,9,3,0,3,1,35,28,11,0,4,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,7,13,3,1,4,2,0,3,7,1,0,0,3,1,15,6,20,24,6,15,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,4,7,84,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.15839599594192869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350590573418086,0.0,0.0,0.11037974522574358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958459606781026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762124282117189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767420130206771,0.0,0.1298181088029636,0.0,0.0,0.1607173388528332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879630255214956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442730027463408,0.0,0.0,0.2676121868766668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669300497373706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193201787263386,0.12035449314233625,0.1251873108201971,0.0,0.3452476228110642,0.0,0.15903420730429765,0.0,0.0,0.17032225609364884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252876243793372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513267718898336,0.3500059801602483,0.15531350462326146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039831257253017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495799345446765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304626240411919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400487841564614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020120960443007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121886676008606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Grettyee,2019/10/09,"I feel alone and I can't do anything about it Two years since I've graduated high school. I was alone. I only had two friends I actually hung out with, and only out of luck and as a...third wheel, sort of. I'm in college. I have more friends. But I we share no interests, and I'm hanging out with them less and less. They like football. I dislike football. I'm a dork, I like niche hobbies. They do not. 

I can't find anyone who does. Part of it is the area, but...there's a store nearby. It's welcoming, it's a hobby store. I can't go in. I can't make friends that way. I just can't. I'm paralyzed. I haven't ever had friends with similar interests, and I'm fearing I never will. I'm too anxious. I hear them in my classes, a few of them. They talk in ways I'm familiar with, probably more familiar with than they are - tabletop terms, alignments, ectera. I mutter comments on them to myself, because approaching them would be embarassing and I just CAN'T. I just can't. They think I'm normal. Everyone things I'm ordinary, when I'm not. I'm one of the weird ones, but I can't...I can't be with the other weird ones. The other dorks. I can't. I'm too scared, too specific in my interests. What if I'm judged again? What if they think I'm normal? The ones in high school - they shunned me. Thought I was ""too basic"", then didn't even know what a d20 was when they actually started talking about stuff I'm into. 

I'm alone, and **I CAN'T** make the effort to change that. It's driving me crazy.",-0.7808141205445729,1.3754893601286184,1.4465868509270017,96.47692276116852,97.52090032154341,4.833303687487173,19.478757611000887,6.56484139541529,0.21297367448860927,1145,40,261,17,47,381,140,311,0.079,0.8290000000000001,0.092,0.5331,0,3,0,0,0,0,69.0,1,0,13,1,14,18,0,2,11,0,26,0,0,2,2,43,52,16,0,5,9,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,15,19,0,0,6,0,2,4,16,6,0,6,7,2,42,12,28,41,7,29,0,0,0,0,25,14,0,4,11,163,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.2211082977778528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35200107310612144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798481791909933,0.0,0.07921460887278586,0.0,0.0932275542499969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906018963965102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984520332570547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914035027809498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482660506933649,0.10247678224186664,0.0,0.10825291252838497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748211362598544,0.057282543611678366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354449354504422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501085538183373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438499813788623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276854297882215,0.0,0.0,0.23939302166882226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226091212411064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069499347081643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124315859498294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737579834085203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219991904239498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30707141945571603,0.17232344460786678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268142093367987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214517485920845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342249052866997,0.22930991814876306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371419347428438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018684702295939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968930177881974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211551721266744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526446837190058,0.14518259435994205,0.0,0.08993915889260992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133463785048224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984776473760805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804775660303981,0.0,0.0,0.07295468346713903
socialanxiety,danky_n,2019/10/09,"Anyone have to call into specific places for parents and pretend to be then because they are lazy or don’t know English and end up getting caught over the phone? Have you ever have to call into specific places for your parents because they are lazy or don’t know English (example: calling into your internet provider to complain about the internet bill), and you end up going with the flow and end up saying you are your parents but end up in the end being caught? How did that go?

Who am I kidding talking over the phone is already scary enough and have to call for parents makes it worse but curious to know if this happened to you?",13.393524590163937,7.664239745901643,11.586967213114756,66.31356557377049,57.278688524590166,14.1672131147541,49.35245901639344,10.125756701596842,5.155501639344264,507,23,92,6,4,158,66,122,0.121,0.845,0.035,-0.8836,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,7,2,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,14,0,0,2,1,20,24,12,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,0,3,1,1,5,2,1,0,0,3,1,10,0,22,19,1,24,0,0,0,0,24,12,0,3,7,69,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889796578897825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167324311082072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240730940871554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770866111447379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172757869070543,0.12069148534143358,0.0,0.0,0.1056574193618216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061026143675760335,0.0,0.13276671261610906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329087173981764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258003105387672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796869438952794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.518795511720664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440741369678299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288856018173446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388397622116512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903496076887457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cherrrritz,2019/10/09,"waitressing with social anxiety? will it help me get better? so i turn 17 in a couple months, which basically means i need to get a job so i'm able to start paying for stuff on my own. most of the places hiring are looking for people to wait tables, and i have horrible social anxiety which i'm receiving therapy for. i tend to get very nervous/mumbly around strangers or just avoid talking to them completely. for anyone who has waiting experience, did it improve your social anxiety? i'm trying to push myself out of my comfort zone but i'm worried i'll do a horrible job due to my anxiety.",4.17927203065134,5.828542137931037,5.81425287356322,76.33381226053645,71.58620689655173,9.293486590038317,30.13026819923372,9.725611199111238,3.1218325670498084,472,20,85,12,9,161,79,116,0.155,0.7809999999999999,0.064,-0.8604,2,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,21,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,2,18,19,2,10,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,2,3,53,17,4,0.15131207846846922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630133034760303,0.0,0.0,0.105800923446215,0.0,0.0,0.13469982986048545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382323715973088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586478354414259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674239368236323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801224725363124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371629474721353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142129667568983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30030778008646114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270640369927531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482321210797365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077585743209815,0.0,0.0,0.11219598891598538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490074324258744,0.0,0.15808891686531482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627308264577253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709946793897633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321612874879586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161891707329245,0.0,0.0,0.17303854870709232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273096889440164,0.16458409101656807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484831141929087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366476054780592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,happyxpills,2019/10/09,"I'm in a movie theater with my mom and her husband. This is hell. I wanna see the movie, but I'm terrified that people will judge me that I'm eating nachos and popcorn. Like ""Oh my God, she is so fat, stuffing her face with junk"" I'm so scared of being judged!! 

Or that a +18 scene will happen and you know how damn awkward it is with your parents, especially IN PUBLIC. OH MY GOD.

So I'm terrified. I can be on my phone cause ads are playing and the movie hasn't started yet.

Please distract me from this hell :((",0.4157165109034261,2.586988383177569,2.2239485981308427,94.99953660436137,85.72897196261681,4.68816199376947,20.1316199376947,5.985473137389443,-0.07637632398753924,395,12,88,3,12,130,70,107,0.27399999999999997,0.637,0.08900000000000001,-0.9813,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,5,8,3,3,4,0,10,3,2,2,0,13,19,10,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,13,2,9,15,0,5,2,0,1,0,10,3,3,1,3,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272578692992032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259753712376947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28170930149665663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507705865512144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563660411917918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731038803092795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537329068016993,0.0,0.0,0.22085546594498653,0.0,0.0,0.34969283298214554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189429025311051,0.0,0.2538580556889303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254846072865569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Omiaechan,2019/10/09,"The only anti anxiety life hack you will ever need. Its commonly known that people have 3 different side's to them, one you are able to show to anyone, one you show your family/friends and one that come's into play when you are alone.But what if you create a 4th persona? One that allows for you to completely switch off everything about yourself that is true and gives you the ability to forget who you are.which would be used in pressing situations.

It's not as hard as you think

* Study social ques in the desired situation.
* Memorize 100 common small talk phrases .
* Study up on the basics of interests common to those you are going to be interacting with.
* Giving your persona a name is a bonus, helps you switch in and out of character.
* Few other minor things that aren't that important.

Just think about how easy it would be to manipulate anyone around you,burning the bridge whenever you see fit.

However from my experience switching in and out of this persona is very taxing.The void consumes me and im scared all of the time so i only use it when i have to go outside and socialize , which usually happens once every few months in a ' good year. ' Still working on blocking out any homicidal and negative thoughts whilst in 4th, any tips on doing this? I haven't tried listening to music yet, could be a good idea though.",4.127852227453822,6.3902804541832685,4.796597247374142,80.99421495834842,73.1434262948207,8.228975009054691,26.946939514668607,8.97023862654752,2.3326398406374502,1058,39,191,23,22,339,157,251,0.064,0.8029999999999999,0.133,0.9465,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,14,1,2,12,7,0,1,11,0,19,1,0,5,3,39,33,15,0,6,3,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,18,14,0,1,6,3,1,3,4,1,0,4,1,4,20,6,37,24,3,35,0,0,1,0,25,19,0,1,13,131,38,1,0.1256708554219229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092098224833027,0.0,0.0961378604215134,0.0,0.0,0.17574396820787694,0.0,0.0,0.11187370509408573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825431428797536,0.13176350092180553,0.0,0.0,0.10033795212383052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312992962378039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367648352138335,0.10588311583252016,0.0,0.11294486154968834,0.12293021094916147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709299115894213,0.0,0.0,0.24110987154626484,0.14284328644455696,0.21081350222911646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113032241523288,0.0,0.112576402186425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423452536137456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418670990622552,0.13574608908273947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876504171323571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030927782788213,0.0,0.0,0.0931833469257288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383535957132028,0.3406312960847868,0.19115669698800414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712434771318378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258184497353296,0.0,0.10014340111077157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28251861379335313,0.0,0.2562112219972953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036090747560944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100947326074483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349013221775989,0.1610496195752625,0.12347097738625512,0.09976862163423662,0.07327968641477164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532226157988229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707853913702527,0.13840869260252658,0.1036916170397751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148987947982418,0.0,0.0,0.1785459400374894,0.0,0.0,0.0809279106108758
socialanxiety,MLR94,2019/10/09,Give me a reason to not end it all I used to take some mild anxiety pills. I mixed them with huge doses of pain killers and some other pills. I washed them away with alcohol. I am a high school student struggling with severe anxiety and depression. I cant get an appointment to a psychiatrist until month from now according to my doctor. I am fucking anxious and I skip classes all the time because i cant go to school. I am addicted to alcohol. It brings some color to my life for a little moment. I have a presentation in front of the whole class and previous times I have choked there and had tremors. Thinking the fucking day brings me severe anxiety and I cant fucking go there humiliate myself again. People fucking talk about them all the time and they watch me like I am some kind of kid or some kind of messed up person. I want to fucking end this all. I have tried committing suicide overdosing with pills and I am contemplating suicide all the time.,3.4123624288425063,5.678240381720427,4.410392156862745,82.92970588235295,75.29032258064517,7.8173308032890585,27.60784313725491,8.671277953709913,2.248934598355472,765,31,144,16,17,248,100,186,0.231,0.731,0.038,-0.9898,0,0,2,0,0,2,13.0,0,0,4,0,5,12,5,1,11,0,12,16,0,2,6,29,27,10,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,11,0,0,2,4,12,2,0,2,0,0,5,4,9,0,0,1,2,26,3,23,26,11,24,0,1,2,5,8,6,5,6,14,101,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268265392033464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405370542421484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25827299158735395,0.1271355163246441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573283034150699,0.0,0.0,0.0686019092738391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257747675042105,0.0,0.09692851639133528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151870573838296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993499168001536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52019623806274,0.05879627933649534,0.10795637215221644,0.1279154842724492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890221007940552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23438129752873366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948867307543918,0.05498021319357279,0.11279229389899925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982648166214971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974799823217915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801943939436587,0.09826353859598637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570745131741605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22778822766801204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542710326492882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764879038881185,0.0,0.24619585550788475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461431024050317,0.09045350334520763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210958454060552,0.0,0.0,0.2624864439454631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640567982484353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719640015999677,0.0,0.0,0.06637762401365263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564427161546782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Flo127,2019/10/09,"The story of my Instagram account I created an Instagram account to follow a charity association I volunteer in.

Yesterday someone from this association wanted to follow me. ""OK I accept, what could be happening"".

This morning this person wanted to chat with me, saying ""hi"". 

I'm now deleting my Instagram account, it'll meet my Facebook deleted account in the afterlife of social media accounts.",5.851236673773986,9.190858089552243,8.044349680170576,54.436417910447766,72.5820895522388,10.395735607675906,40.91471215351813,10.290406445055957,6.210417484008527,320,21,36,11,7,113,46,67,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.8531,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,9,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269659038210517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621344221334934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575743414435687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256642576214937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174508847163607,0.3469823211916821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830873288790786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,heyineedsomebooks,2019/10/09,"Baking things for people and giving people flowers is the best thing I've ever started doing. Dealt with horrible, severe social anxiety and selective mutism my whole life. I'm starting to realize there are other ways to communicate, make friends, and show people you care about them than through just talking. On average, maybe about once a week, I'll bake some cookies for friends or coworkers or pick a flower or two for a friend (or acquaintance at least). They seem to really appreciate it. Cheers them up, cheers me up, and always leaves a smile on everyone's faces, sometimes even leads to conversation and makes you seem happy and friendly and pleasant to be around. I love doing. I hate and get panic attacks from starting conversations or small talk or going out to hang out with people but I absolutely love doing these things. It might be worth trying. It's just a simple, wholesome way to show people you like them and be friendly.",6.573245614035088,8.186796573099418,6.3218859649122825,75.11861842105266,65.7251461988304,8.97485380116959,30.624269005847953,9.2995712137729,2.84432514619883,758,28,124,14,12,237,112,171,0.062,0.7,0.23800000000000002,0.9843,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,4,2,8,17,2,1,6,0,9,6,1,4,1,33,24,16,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,2,0,8,14,2,0,3,2,1,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,12,14,25,20,4,19,0,0,0,2,20,9,0,10,6,86,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693086233697684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911623248054182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370277711519696,0.0,0.13252672212449784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225140205294895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877158613280032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694201526503162,0.1053738858826853,0.0,0.11131331216383604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500080163223207,0.0,0.060862378982857825,0.11174995611438776,0.06620521544407684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400813857561803,0.0,0.11501195370653484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334844503040915,0.0,0.0,0.0822819028713431,0.0569122163801361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027756057830035,0.0,0.1555189281481318,0.0,0.11703209659268445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357984051413168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240604166285952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667852517196855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40380520179468254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746279016263183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210029111288806,0.0,0.13160305488801394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874915212137008,0.0,0.0,0.1152137882005569,0.0,0.24736138711538125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726407395326775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321767719791305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909057332231709,0.0,0.1137959758323368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493221023458573,0.09344303536267648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300594078805794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fayezfearcrusher,2019/10/09,"To what extent are YOU going to let your social anxiety/fear prevent you from living a better life? Whatever your fear is:
""I am afraid of getting rejected""
""I am afraid of meeting new people""
""I am afraid of running out of things to say""
""I am afraid i am not good enough""
""I am afraid of the other people that are going to judge me""
""I am afraid i am a loser i am inexperienced""
You can conquer that fear!

You don't want to start wondering “What if…?” when you grow older.
“What if I had overcome my social anxiety?”
“What if I had talked to that attractive person?”
“What would I have? ...Who would I know? ...Where would I be?”
“What have I missed out on?”
“What are the experiences of a life FULL OF ADVENTURE that I am not getting to see?”
So...….. what are you going to do about it?

I was a shy introverted guy myself, all I wanted was to sit on my couch, watch some movies, play videogames and surf the internet.
One day it hit me, I saw everybody around me having great relationships, cool friend and going to awesome events, and there I am ALONE in my house. I knew deep down i am a smart guy and i am better than those douchebags who are popular.
I decided that from this moment and on my life is going to change, I started going out, attended seminars, took massive action until I was able to overcome my social-anxiety/shyness
So please stop waiting and start doing you can change your life!",2.4904395604395617,4.5353079780219785,3.9266754578754615,86.35999120879124,77.27838827838828,7.005362637362637,23.007912087912093,7.9765259561132025,1.2071976263736262,1070,33,216,18,25,353,133,273,0.09699999999999999,0.768,0.135,0.9141,0,2,0,0,1,0,52.0,0,10,0,4,6,22,0,8,8,1,38,4,0,0,1,28,60,11,0,7,4,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,3,21,10,0,3,4,1,0,11,3,11,0,1,8,5,45,11,33,46,5,35,1,3,3,0,22,12,0,4,11,164,66,0,0.1070983925167042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092163546208013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192997713408752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534027551764612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943964984494527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265917970852049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906960314432177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106612686746618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476277845163644,0.0,0.3615464001203357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274395238935632,0.0,0.11190897953367776,0.0,0.3651989073040025,0.08982905039419499,0.0,0.11807635584020575,0.0,0.21208849315364486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357716565884855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058858475662247375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951536248642386,0.3025870476411937,0.0,0.0,0.09456984272575904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343629486495808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257264249750257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484970808517411,0.09351418536801298,0.0,0.117561873939672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498359310842295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516894034400085,0.0,0.0,0.0853435527601906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32751997185654513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22741438036717299,0.0,0.0,0.08953905169253235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608163108992116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115141312207009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189902547469704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633881346004205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161436381728086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282388757226108,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Saharas_dessert,2019/10/09,"Being alone in Public My social anxiety has gotten to the point where I avoid going anywhere by myself in public. Large crowds give me panic attacks, I’d rather have an empty fridge than go grocery shopping, eating out alone isn’t even an option, and I pay at the pump just to avoid talking to a cashier. I’ve lost count of the opportunities i’ve let slip by just because I couldn’t talk on the phone with someone. I cancel plans and I procrastinate with responsibilities. Why do I think everyone I meet thinks the same of me as I do? I know it’s crazy to think complete strangers would even have a negative opinion of me, but I can’t help it and I don’t know how to improve my opinion of myself...",5.991785714285713,5.817903607142856,6.5749999999999975,79.09250000000003,66.5,8.714285714285714,31.07142857142857,8.07648339933343,2.0712142857142846,555,19,110,6,8,182,89,140,0.16,0.7709999999999999,0.069,-0.5023,0,4,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,1,3,9,0,12,1,0,1,0,24,22,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,2,5,1,2,2,5,5,0,0,2,0,18,1,20,16,1,9,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,3,0,74,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841296104815016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186470507836302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109701434393464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304538156078332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194435263239763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897562473768671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449689803951697,0.0,0.0,0.1772003793457758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789547566599775,0.210785018670402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429968844129988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038311393037771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896297929542877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243482084460412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757942548009576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753052037326994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890375409180607,0.15712671152843188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29810688674427194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564764706202234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733501791630653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173461014891386,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,appleythings,2019/10/09,"Dreading going back to my seminar So I consider myself semi-functioning but secretly not functioning person with social anxiety where I'm often suicidal, struggling with basic life and I have one friend but I mask it pretty well imho. I can attend school as long as I dont have to express my opinion on topics in person.

I'm sure many of you on this subreddit agree that seminars are torturous and degrading instead of just uncomfortable. I freak out when I'm called on, or have to be quick on my feet to contribute. My last seminar I went in confident - determined not to let my SA get the better if me. I think my professor gave me an A out of pity because I had 2 panic attacks in class and was a baby that would have to run out of the classroom ALOT just to cry. I was only there for a semester and this man watched me ugly cry more than anyone I've ever known. I skipped like 4 classes and eventually gave up speaking and refused to answer when he called on me (mostly so I wouldn't cry in class because once i regret what I say my freak out starts and it doesn't stop). 

I tried to find therapy when this was all going on but I ended up transferring schools because I wasn't doing well mentally. 

Now at my new school I have to take a seminar to graduate and after one class I'm already dreading that its going to be just like last time. It's a topic I'm not passionate nor know alot about at all while others in the class already have years and years of experience in the field. My biggest fear is ""let's all go around the circle and say what you found interesting"" cause just like that I'll forget what I read and sit there with a lump in my throat and blurt out some broad short (half the times irrelevant) statement out of panic. It's even worse when I rehearse what I want to say but someone else says it, or the opprotinuty never comes up. 

Hell exists and its a fucking seminar.",6.222543033044353,5.8154592427440654,7.0158537504711616,76.90716798592791,66.0712401055409,10.385274531976377,32.295640155798466,9.957137785484203,2.976941851991456,1499,54,295,30,21,500,198,379,0.21100000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.9929,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,1,24,25,4,6,17,0,23,6,2,1,6,66,44,30,1,5,14,0,0,3,1,2,2,5,0,3,19,24,0,2,8,1,0,8,9,15,2,3,9,6,38,10,53,29,8,60,6,2,1,2,20,29,2,9,25,207,57,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010553743736785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282579936520164,0.0,0.0,0.06656428025460391,0.0,0.0,0.08474592596196838,0.0,0.10830085841065876,0.0,0.0732009735992098,0.0,0.17409447132380282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419442073591207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441450884267727,0.0,0.0,0.09779401883889877,0.0,0.08200418584507407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31370983210630243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157071877156956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952526566977985,0.0,0.08431669696740646,0.0,0.0,0.0628770271192619,0.08611155631270283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312138671750793,0.0,0.10712361342939904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700875741521483,0.0,0.0,0.10437910559101868,0.07354932451072231,0.08800852144280821,0.04973674579052987,0.0,0.21641165038762308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052318036565605734,0.15519727793311272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469171345649885,0.06724078412093806,0.13952601684885102,0.0,0.0,0.08424675991825739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651528662624566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593665299277956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342215294618908,0.09194230390894603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138219221206543,0.12901653062287266,0.07240196110630215,0.0,0.2233874250435532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624550719123146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685004495700944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522322574928976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028193771609607,0.0,0.28903474764346976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704182601151776,0.08066050228887232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738125497206164,0.0,0.0,0.07958934253379374,0.0,0.0995210589201282,0.0,0.1041305744024956,0.0,0.08972248316994068,0.0,0.07157664543002333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088665965835753,0.0,0.0,0.0609986910027256,0.0,0.0,0.11102081358974857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646328291056006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614993072694655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711879057180956,0.0882490028367939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701434872573812,0.06762554705103369,0.0,0.0,0.12260809124214203
socialanxiety,secretpepper,2019/10/09,nothing scarier than getting a “woah ok now thats a little too far” after making a joke they stopped responding to me too i feel like a big dumb dumb ((((::::,1.665053763440859,3.7172791612903278,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,79.96774193548387,5.423655913978496,26.46236559139785,6.42735559955562,1.0372494623655917,118,5,24,1,3,39,26,31,0.24,0.565,0.195,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,4,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24250261025331746,0.3426297831214247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505737263314072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343106919328054,0.4806900317958817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32013994517138034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601937650200122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009711093474214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,marianiksi,2019/10/09,"Anyone willing to share their stories about their experience about social anxiety? My partner and I are writing an article for our Capstone Project and for the website, Baltimore Watchdog, and our topic is social anxiety in college campuses. We would like to add stories or testimonials of people who suffer from social anxiety. You can stay anonymous if you want to! We just want to talk or interview someone about their experiences and include it into our story. This could bring more awareness to social anxiety in college campuses and can look for solutions that might help college students who suffer from social anxiety.

Does anyone have stories they want to share??

Thanks!",8.666578947368418,10.800063684210524,8.185043859649127,61.76072368421055,61.280701754385966,10.612280701754386,42.32017543859649,10.686352973137794,5.516722807017545,556,32,70,14,8,176,72,114,0.11800000000000001,0.736,0.146,0.4067,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,2,4,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,20,15,8,0,6,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,4,18,11,1,5,0,2,1,0,25,3,0,4,1,57,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032116677965933,0.0,0.0,0.1839783306167426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503921766128413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512823455465712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573800423811878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818127594540544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427311955518783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047649040244292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956339023809486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120649893021897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6705395551980217,0.11146957873692537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022447123779633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574220245787876,0.0,0.12112192227810395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279085599385416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934557934518689,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tarakerr,2019/10/09,"Tips that have Helped Me Stop Negative Thoughts  Hey all! Just wanted to share this video in case anyone struggles with negative thoughts - especially if you have that inner critic that says ""You aren't good enough."" Just a few tips that have helped me SO Much and hope it helps someone else. ❤️❤️

Here is the video. If you prefer reading, I've provided the tips below:

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsPNeHzYD7A](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsPNeHzYD7A)

​

1. Delete the Negative Pop Ups

You know when you’re on a website, minding your own business, and then

all of a sudden these random pop ups appear all over the screen? They’re

usually pretty annoying and you x out of them straight away. Right?

That’s how I like to think about our negative thoughts. We’re going about our

day, everything is fine, and then negative thoughts pop up out of no where.

And we want them gone, so we can get back to what we were doing.

So what we can do when that happens… is every time you have a negative

thought, a negative pop up, make it a goal to get rid of them, picture yourself

deleting the pop up (click on that x), and change the thought to something a bit

more positive that is true.

For example

When you’re at work and feel like you don’t click well with anyone around you, a

negative pop up may appear and say “nobody likes me,” change it to no actually..

“the right people love me”

or

When you look in the mirror and tell yourself, “I hate my body.” Instead say no

actually “I’m working on loving my body more and more every day.”

When we start to become aware of our negative thoughts, our negative pop ups, and

change them into positive statements, then we start to form new healthy habits.

Because right now our negative thoughts come up over and over again-you may

have even had the same ones for years. And what happens when you do the same

thing over and over again? and it’s become a bad habit. So we’ve just got to learn to

break the bad habit it by becoming aware of the negative pop ups, deleting them,

and changing the statement to positive.

The more you do this the more you’ll improve!

We’ve just got to train our brain to find the positive over over again until it becomes

the new habit. And it will happen. If we work at it every single day.

​

The next tip is one that is SO SO important and it is used by SO many people around

the world like you and me AND many celebrities including Michael Phelps, Richard

Branson, Will Smith, Oprah just to name a few and that is to

2. Visualize Your Future Self

What do you want your future self to look like? If you got rid of all your

negative thoughts what would you be doing, that you aren’t doing right now?

Maybe you’d start a business, or step into your first salsa class, or make a

new friend, or ask for a promotion at work? How would you feel? What

would that look like to you?

When you create a vivid mental picture of yourself achieving a goal, it’s called

visualization.

It’s when you feel, live and experience in your mind what you want to

happen, and your mind sees it as a real memory.

When we visualize, it helps our brain experience the good and see the good,

so we can be more confident before we actually get into any activity.

For example,

Maybe you want to start working out at the gym. Visualization would look like:

""There I am. I’m at the gym killing it. I’m lifting heavy dumbbells feeling the pump in

my arms, I’m sweating, and I’m so focused on my goal that I don’t care what anyone

else thinks. I feel GREAT and I’m so Proud that I’m accomplishing such a difficult

workout.""

When you visualize yourself doing this, you’re more likely to actually want to go to

the gym, right? Because in your mind, in your memory, you’ve already had a gym

experience that was good.

Or

The same as if you

wanted to start a podcast:

""Oh look! I’m writing another script for my podcast. I’m working from home on my

couch next to my beloved dog Henry. I’m reading the new reviews and wow. So

many people are saying such nice things about this podcast. This is amazing. I feel

so excited about where this podcast is going, and I’m proud that I have a business of

my own.""

When you visualize yourself crushing it on a podcast, you’re more likely to start one

and become successful right? Because you’ve trained your mind to have a positive

experience.

The more you use visualization, the more likely you are to achieve your goal.

And you can use it for literally anything. If you’re afraid to talk someone, you

can visualize yourself having a good conversation with that person. If you’re

afraid of flying, you can visualize yourself landing and seeing your best friend

at the airport. If you’re afraid of speaking up at work, you can visualize

yourself speaking with authority and everyone around you is listening.

So if you find yourself with a negative mindset and you keep telling yourself “I

can’t” and you’re “always thinking the worst about the future.”

Use this technique. And use it constantly. Especially if there’s that one thing

you always worry about or think negatively about.

You can start now by writing a comment below what you’d like your future self to

look like. If you didn’t have negative thoughts, what would you be doing? After

you’re done writing, I want you to close your eyes and visualize what you’ve written.

How do you feel? Who’s there with you? What’s happening around you? Try

practicing this every day and watch your negative thoughts fade away.

​

3. Surround Yourself with Positivity

Who are you surrounding yourself with? Are you around people who

complain all the time? Are you around people who gossip? Are you watching

tv shows that are putting negative thoughts into your head? What kind of

music are you listening to? What books are you reading?

If you’re already in a bad habit of putting yourself down constantly, and then

you surround yourself with people who are complaining, who criticize you,

who like to kick you when you’re already down. You’re going to find it even

more difficult to break your negative thinking patterns.

Same goes for the tv shows you watch. If you have a negative pop up that

says “no one can ever love me” and tell yourself there’s no way anyone would

want to be in a serious relationship with you, and you’re always afraid your

partner is going to cheat on you,

And then your favorite tv show on Netflix revolves around cheating. It’s not

going to help your mindset. It’s going to put you in a downward spiral of

negative thinking.

What you can do instead is surround yourself with positive people, who

encourage you, who don’t gossip and criticize others. Listen to podcasts or

youtube videos that are encouraging, insightful, uplifting every day. Follow

people on instagram who post inspirational and motivational content, so that

you’ve got positive posts when you're scrolling in your newsfeed.

What you surround yourself with, who you hang out with, what you

consume, is 100% going to influence your mindset. Either for the better or

worse.

So, choose your environment wisely.",4.883345256160125,6.855994298179059,4.991012789941472,81.63667020738494,70.35811836115326,7.934457692029773,29.547828600332394,8.591530228387361,2.286975090685743,5607,224,1028,96,105,1752,391,1318,0.115,0.7559999999999999,0.129,0.9594,1,0,1,0,0,0,190.0,17,87,5,22,71,65,5,5,64,0,86,11,8,12,7,203,191,103,1,30,28,0,7,13,3,11,0,10,2,5,83,83,0,2,37,20,0,18,34,21,1,6,24,34,132,44,155,150,32,166,0,0,17,3,166,84,0,27,72,707,215,24,0.0,0.0,0.1323863801933789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227965516335524,0.0,0.08466113493345759,0.11024215506543322,0.12363298261467093,0.023063674732126657,0.035563315290345565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948579083869448,0.03475039508856361,0.027909532490361343,0.2113436393822435,0.03170637536671403,0.0,0.0637293792170967,0.02607889404403477,0.08495397337806973,0.06202364597176225,0.1872847960799673,0.028859557118745563,0.0,0.03559218118796146,0.029995466856665386,0.03702689656134206,0.0753448572102521,0.0,0.07572173621104845,0.03463147501624196,0.0,0.034579070199859736,0.0,0.1435122318907277,0.029215164343717268,0.0,0.07330112371633367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936332460571296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034707289153147816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666402713660883,0.0,0.0,0.03504373471513708,0.0,0.04480168083624597,0.03067847383207692,0.1428761823774969,0.032407673929591534,0.030481027141096226,0.13270330478039938,0.0,0.0,0.12004072373726478,0.02422921026757145,0.0,0.0,0.09299434368010953,0.028848471601205617,0.0,0.0,0.05240599807940704,0.0,0.053158281637130704,0.0,0.15419949278965447,0.14223338704807553,0.1085011613189728,0.037391912633491634,0.0,0.0,0.11996531147182,0.0,0.0,0.03348449364475554,0.03480704494272579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366408433852745,0.0,0.034019970086667364,0.03368570276671118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03014561775952318,0.03752242974184648,0.03531773088679937,0.01863904897845645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540193798618545,0.0,0.02994797113954075,0.0,0.17088265944759762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183007609954284,0.0,0.04527766369835546,0.10315485477023813,0.06814527304856137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03417880508033349,0.0,0.17122472393857593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024931764296930618,0.0,0.0,0.13102304430725395,0.07213894957149458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490996180135453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810166807828102,0.02961367010686692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649632681239323,0.03450421403440348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228320965554036,0.0,0.0,0.10177390925605416,0.0386032167138823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0364125098306185,0.0,0.17378169704769986,0.0,0.13485466898808005,0.0,0.0,0.08107868792019968,0.0,0.10614365943723307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747291570867395,0.02610977684645801,0.0,0.0,0.16803875219121667,0.0,0.0,0.02835484186778088,0.0,0.035455800969786316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027259960778420137,0.08893081661446038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759577065903996,0.13038993783290914,0.0,0.3231010270467308,0.039552753084159016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02302636999392807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464603336618868,0.03735308590311782,0.0,0.18003794482610067,0.026920512254365515,0.0,0.0,0.03049407019697497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728360035957286,0.034442794314918264,0.03456274960251179,0.14455541145148107,0.0,0.12363298261467093,0.02184044325661597
socialanxiety,mermaidlouise,2019/10/09,"too conservative in the west, too liberal in asia, I don't fit in I hold opinions that would seem unpopular in the west e.g I absolutely hate christmas and essentially get panic attacks when people wish me, when I see the decorations etc, which makes it almost impossible to make friends as I go against 99% of the culture which denounces me for having this unpopular opinion. even atheists don't like me very much because of that.

I also do not like to drink, don't like the very loud and in your face culture that I see so often in the west, as well as the fact that people do not apologise as often if they made a mistake/inconvenience others. I feel that the culture of respect and humility is lacking very much in the west, and that kids are not taught respect and humility since young. I feel that law and order in the west is lacking, and too soft on many offenders. despite this I also oppose the death penalty.

However, I am too liberal in asia, in that I support to a very great extent, free speech, lgbt rights, not overly suppressing oneself and being an individual too, when collectivism is still mostly the norm. Hence, I get denounced and alienated in asia as well.

I'm someone who believes in speaking my mind, but not being too loud. someone who takes their turn to speak, someone who apologises when in the wrong with sincerity, and someone with basic respect for others. I believe actions are much more representative of a person than loud boasts. my voice is often drowned out as a result.

I feel unable to make friends as a result, and am very superficial with most, and avoid talking too much to most people as a result.

does anyone feel the same way?",8.364988019169331,7.6714175654952115,8.363336661341853,69.94455770766774,61.84345047923322,10.764297124600642,37.77336261980831,9.978442167317967,3.7454666134185306,1330,57,233,23,16,433,155,313,0.109,0.8029999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.7048,1,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,2,0,21,20,3,2,21,0,17,2,1,7,1,57,38,29,2,5,7,0,5,3,2,1,0,7,0,2,18,16,1,5,5,1,1,2,8,6,2,0,2,14,24,15,41,33,13,33,0,0,2,0,16,23,0,11,9,173,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384201442931397,0.0,0.0,0.16586001125617514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072510459361185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797536099737778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632154364655583,0.0,0.0,0.23367202680606936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074983064598746,0.0,0.0,0.10158793351926312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565451996637865,0.06849382434910392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973825963492815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023895355222367,0.0,0.10835944655624416,0.0,0.05893591923738024,0.0,0.0,0.11433120580259093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238370450900916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519898590632906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812481172997872,0.20766455318684995,0.10513698551050532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470889436973484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049299673749145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167129835599773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568056777074915,0.09054809912359586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856046477497682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527324586057654,0.09440589795990437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578290436800774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514635808213682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281610546490048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767916736030633,0.0,0.0,0.07797057851165883,0.08335129086540866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279739017799065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278227503412648,0.0,0.08231337768232336,0.0,0.0,0.18648010063685475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925154037278775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366652899221769,0.11338124740208265,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wodowodo,2019/10/09,"I feel like a socially anxious extrovert... My dialogue is fine and I can keep a conversation alive, but my body always screams ANXIETY. I love talking to people but when I'm near them I get physically tense and it's quite noticeable (I've been told I look like a rock). The stress makes me flex all my muscles or something, it's weird. My thoughts go racing and sometimes I can't even concentrate. But even though I get anxious I still love talking to people and even to strangers, and presentations are my favorite school assignments. 

It sucks because when I was a kid I didn't have this problem. I was an extrovert and I had absolutely no anxiety. A few experiences with bullying, however, made me the way I am. It feels like I'm an extrovert stuck behind the behavior of an introvert. Does anyone feel like this?",3.8269400921658985,6.146301670967745,5.019470046082952,78.79491935483874,74.2258064516129,9.33179723502304,31.71658986175116,9.784248007369934,3.4941428571428563,649,32,120,19,14,214,95,155,0.223,0.606,0.17,-0.8173,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,7,12,1,1,11,0,11,3,1,2,1,20,29,13,0,1,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,9,5,21,7,7,20,2,7,0,0,1,2,9,1,1,1,8,76,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688585251051113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149248764506124,0.3173918996015168,0.0,0.0982228814132363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563181607378295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603525527194426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292998737480942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27834580745391346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741079884894078,0.0,0.0,0.21308404730953812,0.30106455695482026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467840248546999,0.0,0.07983476945578499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485999274805495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27451454653229523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796301422426525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535670408726899,0.1329201584317798,0.09376767140954677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993089663512428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947743540993758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344149126432961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941168604361474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216746896633867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431958361450766,0.0,0.10814396220731634,0.1389326529250351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218293992134563,0.0,0.1609128109112953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258158072763699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138015264972752,0.1115208856550952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342291925847775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111501943389173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iwfaahl,2019/10/09,"Have no one to go-to hoco with basically what title says. have very few friends, lowest self esteem you can imagine, social anxiety, and not good looks 
makes me v depressed. asked someone who I vaguely know what they r doing, they r going to a restaurant then hoco then a party w their friends 
then there's me. who stays inside all the time has no one to go with or anything 
Ong I hate life so bad rn. I'm not even doing good in school, and have nothing. some ppl r just not meant to be happy I swear.
M 17",-0.3011428571428567,1.9798840285714328,1.6371428571428588,95.79285714285713,94.42857142857142,3.5619047619047617,17.476190476190474,5.2151,-0.593266666666667,393,11,84,2,15,129,76,105,0.222,0.664,0.113,-0.8629,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,0,4,8,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,1,15,17,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,3,0,2,1,2,9,5,7,15,3,8,0,1,1,0,12,1,0,2,4,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120738495149538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626552147945282,0.0,0.18478300549856466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503568917693534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702420458370483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305508614680693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054192640837469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369997996594509,0.3315713314688843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104099985467412,0.0,0.19514578067384933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862734860225937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961128085980645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598245113748794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193786239152927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896576249182105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678755658165933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718511342227912,0.0,0.2000398610210456,0.0,0.0,0.20619979608284808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148684765595604,0.16747449017088756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067651009479346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525563086448408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308807149683285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,commedefuckdown_,2019/10/09,I AM SOMETHING OF A SOCIAL BUTTERFLY MYSELF! ATTENTION REDDIT USERS I’m in a php thing after getting discharged from inpatient. Today one of the activities we did was charades and oh my god I thought it would be so bad but once I got up there I just..did it? Like I didn’t even think about it? Idk maybe it’s because of the pressure but I’m pretty happy about it and I’m trying not to overthink it rn 🥳🥳🤠,-1.2058620689655193,0.7249789885057503,1.7271724137931062,93.01006896551728,103.94252873563221,4.1590804597701165,19.593103448275865,6.079149491110277,0.21751862068965533,320,12,68,4,15,111,63,87,0.08199999999999999,0.748,0.17,0.8643,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,13,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,8,2,10,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237062418385042,0.17307578358564726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752733482205106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483371560033995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270777929249373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022394935098359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870960124738568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852370981844718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30236690847174885,0.1923924145602866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28885002425027195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894220008794006,0.0,0.21857648076692288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862468967424745,0.18192529888027625,0.0,0.22540179054815515,0.0,0.0,0.26912418559609946,0.0,0.0,0.192763919343594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016895388566906,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,omarkrump,2019/10/09,"Am I a complete loser? Hello, I’m 27 years old and I have never had a drivers license, I’ve had a permit for a bout a year now, there’s a girl at work that I think likes me but she’s 20 years old and has a car and a license, so I don’t want to ask her out because Aaron Clarey said “if you don’t drive and you’re just sitting there watching YouTube you offer nothing of value to Women” what should I do? I have taken 8 driving classes but my last classes were in July, I have to pay $300 for 5 more classes because the instructor recommended that",2.9080882352941195,3.30842404201681,4.6885609243697495,87.94191701680674,73.28571428571428,6.622268907563026,28.320378151260506,5.985473137389443,1.0706714285714285,427,16,95,2,8,146,80,119,0.067,0.8740000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.1893,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,9,0,12,0,0,1,1,14,18,8,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,5,2,13,1,9,12,1,15,0,1,1,0,10,3,0,1,9,60,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322096999791716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028306254107974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604305967915673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246976417960527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135006534707247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915725093964689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383354468242049,0.0,0.5212838552430045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23627432604914805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915730929132998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465059617590166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808297726352844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798621145470138
socialanxiety,boss-baby-,2018/12/16,does anyone else start to feel really shitty when their social anxiety gets the better of them? ex: u wanted 2 go somewhere's but u couldn't because u chickened out last minute or something similar,2.7648648648648617,5.786212513513515,3.879783783783784,80.42670270270273,86.02702702702703,6.203243243243244,23.616216216216216,7.554174236665415,1.8249827027027041,161,6,25,3,5,52,35,37,0.113,0.83,0.057999999999999996,-0.2135,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529201340524746,0.0,0.0,0.23117421067602303,0.33875489316120194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015402847563328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29240275238465097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893240596376504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761870247780656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716925063924634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273307704584556,0.0,0.18789654251536048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694959525441066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180090717484684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370211086932163,0.0,0.2545241469497866,0.0,0.0,0.23401152048735374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500572778171746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JayKayVay,2018/12/16,"Could someone help put my mind at ease a little please? There's a guy at work - I don't exactly have a crush on him, but I'd like to be friends with him (I'm not friends with anyone in the office, or anyone full-stop, and he seems like someone I might get on with) - for the most part at work we've not talked, we've looked at each other but I'm told he's a loner so I'm paranoid about this but not too much.

It was works Christmas party on Friday, it was sort of pathetic but I thought it'd be a good idea to be social so I went and had a good time. I've some anxiety I've made a fool of myself, was a weirdo, or was a horrible bore but my anxiety isn't too high. This guy was drunk so talked to me a bit and we seemed to get on, I left early to catch my metro. 

I sent him a message via Facebook messenger asking if he had a good night and sort of poking fun at his being 'strawberry blond' (he's ginger, he insists otherwise, I'm sure we joked about this on Friday, literally it reads:

> Yo! So how is your 'strawberry blonde' self, good night? :) 

It's showing as not having been read - we're not connected on Facebook so maybe it's gone into the 'filtered requests' folder and thus why he's not seen it. But it feels awkward he's not seen what was just a casual message on the night, then I'll be seeing him at work tomorrow. So A. Do you think this message was okay? B. How should I talk to him tomorrow? 

​",1.217942794279427,2.831077636963702,3.0790759075907594,92.9751375137514,79.56105610561056,6.337073707370738,21.453245324532453,7.242747475848597,0.4811905390539053,1096,31,254,14,27,367,155,303,0.10800000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.183,0.9736,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,2,0,4,14,16,0,1,18,1,25,1,0,4,2,49,46,24,0,3,17,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,14,12,1,0,6,6,0,5,9,3,0,0,18,7,22,13,31,19,6,31,0,0,6,0,34,18,0,10,10,148,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722660873217032,0.1314658196835776,0.0,0.0,0.16553404595564228,0.0,0.0,0.1513015266940537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101145451770868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811826918260175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638296663321839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054705416240104485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717862858614765,0.0,0.11305230886772392,0.0,0.0,0.3629871916543649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142553165546504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725192017540533,0.1143113946209202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221362468064136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755154822376475,0.0,0.0,0.10571485328179606,0.10843738236216792,0.0,0.0,0.09085451316824507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237442951064586,0.0,0.0,0.10869398265848236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114775223488739,0.109243657509277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953399069088203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045942046135324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716201435817815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876295663742115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876341986460476,0.0,0.0,0.21644370490438194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621547374230518,0.19698891189072654,0.1128684506109656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028870418610023,0.18334243371273445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045383641105392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197022059330868,0.0,0.0,0.2608832781703612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932543279781715,0.0,0.08589281853227679,0.06308795996401949,0.0,0.0,0.10338264095279424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029560003776417,0.09762696976124337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150619297722661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314658196835776,0.0
socialanxiety,-midniight,2018/12/16,"She (18f) seems interested but at the same time not really? Is she just scared or what do you think? There’s a girl I’m interested in who I thought is interested in me too but she also makes me doubt her interest. I thought I’d ask you guys in case any of you could relate or figure out what might be happening. What do you guys think?

• Always making eye contact from across the classroom, caught her looking first sometimes (~2 second glances), side eyeing me, stared for 2 mins straight while I was waiting for my turn to present, strong eye contact in conversation. Stared with a smile and her chin in her palm the entire time I presented but not when it was someone else’s turn, did a double take once when I entered the classroom
• Faked or exaggerated interest in something she knows I’m interested in without me even asking if she likes that stuff 
• Said dumb/incorrect things around me, kind of like people acting stupid because their mind turns blank around someone they like 
• We walk very close in distance when speaking, she didn’t flinch or move when our arms brushed against each other many times, she has taken 1-2 steps closer to me during a face to face conversation, touched my shoulder multiple times (for more than 1 second)
• Copied my exact phrasing of words
• Laughed at something I did wrong like it was super funny when it wasn’t 
• Flirted back through texts, matched approximately my same time between responses but replied much quicker when flirting, tried to continue after I gave a pretty short reply
• Followed me into the library during a conversation just to leave when she thought I wasn’t in sight anymore 
• Said “oh my god yeah!” when I asked if I could get her snapchat 
• Was telling a story in class about a friend thinking her crush liked her back when he actually liked someone else and the entire time, her eyes were only on the professor and on me
• Said yes with enthusiasm immediately after I said to get coffee and that it’s my treat 
• Tweeted love lyrics for the first time in over a year about 5 hours after I asked her to hang out. She doesn’t know I have her Twitter 

BUT
• Same day I asked her to hang out and she said yes, she started ignoring my texts / taking way longer to reply than she used to but never gives short replies
• She flaked on the first hangout but rescheduled without me asking her to
• Flaked on a second hangout then acted like she was ghosting me just to approach me first when she saw me in person to apologize multiple times, saying that she’s going through something personal. Her apology was sincere, reassured me multiples times to not take it personally, and she touched me at least 3 times during it. I also still make eye contact with her and caught her looking in class even after all of this flaking
• She stopped looking at my Snapchat stories after agreeing to hang out. Not sure if she would look now since I haven’t been posting 
• She often leaves class before me, giving me no chance to speak to her but sometimes she would be slow and seem like she wants me to approach her

Any idea what’s going on with this girl? She seems really hot and cold to me. Is it possible she’s interested and just nervous or afraid to act on it or is she just friendly?",4.901876113614924,6.699976553366178,4.751088984383191,84.07826538098733,70.00164203612479,7.350466408133321,29.377808056458093,7.915984808538092,1.8977576843796944,2567,100,479,33,47,789,284,609,0.053,0.7509999999999999,0.196,0.9985,1,0,3,0,0,0,41.0,2,4,2,6,30,36,1,4,19,3,30,11,10,4,4,89,85,41,1,8,28,0,3,8,2,3,0,8,0,7,21,24,0,3,13,2,0,17,13,8,0,7,26,27,92,28,80,52,9,103,0,0,14,1,89,38,0,15,54,319,113,6,0.0,0.0,0.06054438915896203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923049840589736,0.0516242098073168,0.0,0.0,0.08438185839829668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615293452846076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046170010919372,0.3480073632139635,0.0,0.0,0.09541348332243904,0.0,0.037820443999217086,0.0,0.05279347481516871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907154471868068,0.0,0.0,0.04001218660091338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365685368121913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195678122063944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109278325620529,0.0,0.0,0.0958675397680259,0.0,0.06482913999177109,0.11903336133236606,0.07052020068782214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228633722744623,0.054863849987562566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109922259419207,0.0,0.0,0.07003826743199805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460756582054558,0.06819371196681821,0.0,0.0,0.1313877923322049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24248608776788005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083998110984163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599564804925842,0.0,0.12424126200101104,0.06290121044901732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581713461371502,0.06264509267270657,0.0,0.0,0.0659412051351664,0.04560826990836864,0.0,0.047850889279049166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607308366403092,0.0,0.04718600702192445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043012357377496035,0.162518974966122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994343368514623,0.059419426387942925,0.0631193800773631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949184311686819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950824377380146,0.04933857121671295,0.0621152211378864,0.0,0.0,0.1694430906413342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051322077519911635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577048592015302,0.14328970892049558,0.12272295183104664,0.0,0.043913898486667234,0.0,0.04954710517066528,0.051870187192250616,0.0,0.0,0.07102365343646924,0.0,0.0,0.05847418572910459,0.0,0.13994438999689862,0.0,0.05422775325241461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04121818410930005,0.11926270855109225,0.0,0.14776409998221215,0.3617739636868517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212268675355328,0.202452800312886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358467494691838,0.0,0.05119144081110138,0.036594188680500385,0.049246333887401766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196132332496719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814621839666723,0.06783357606441821,0.0,0.039953242742984785
socialanxiety,_sporange,2018/12/16,"No motivation to make life interesting Hey all,
So basically I am the typical socially anxious person. I moved to a new country a year ago and have no friends apart from colleagues at work. Doesn't help that I have no hobbies or passion. I just go to work and come back. It hurts to see colleagues my age leading such fun and fulfilling lives. I want so desperately to turn things around but can't seem to get the motivation to make even the slightest change. Work, the only thing I am passionate about also seems to be slowly slipping out of my control. I used to read a lot but now spend most free time browsing aimlessly through social media or watching re runs of TV shows. I need help. Anyone got any advice?",4.290484406104845,6.15843276642336,4.9431851360318495,81.80531519575318,71.70072992700729,7.901526211015263,29.972793629727946,8.575989854853784,2.33798394160584,567,24,107,10,11,182,99,137,0.10300000000000001,0.735,0.161,0.887,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,7,10,7,0,0,7,0,7,3,0,7,1,25,20,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,4,3,2,5,5,1,0,0,1,2,10,7,17,18,3,16,0,1,2,2,7,4,0,6,7,66,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310969406867433,0.1388908239291417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530005853263498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065504251843073,0.0,0.0,0.17700820914029125,0.0,0.10955702623403103,0.0,0.0,0.13948189026201416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048024787905012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575079106762924,0.13496930644431854,0.0,0.0,0.17573431738857678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348823848578163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105359276921115,0.0,0.08186087106367433,0.0,0.08904707137288889,0.0,0.12531442848766786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004383135155905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773335597977865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106704725380834,0.0,0.0,0.1383547546254871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332070490413052,0.0,0.0,0.20917544035997626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653018972759276,0.0,0.11617912680384458,0.0,0.15132628735474027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916516669268445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368103382397785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672630127751502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485678267695048,0.2852782765565277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194390095551823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818764248783744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136364233529204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704270907084542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532458296918246,0.0,0.0,0.0924162239892263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422032367380054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089929476696144
socialanxiety,fresh323,2018/12/16,"In Some Ways, I’ve Gotten Better, In Other Ways, Well... I decided to go to a different WalMart today (the neighborhood one that I’ve never used) to pick up a few groceries. I did it spontaneously as a way to challenge my comfort being in “new” environments. 

About 10 minutes in, started to feel Mr. Anxiety following me from aisle to aisle. Although this was a smaller Walmart, compared to the Super-centers, I found myself rushing to the register.

By the time I got to the parking lot, I realized that I left some important items. Being so overwhelmed, I decided to leave them and just GO HOME. Please, tell me that no one else has had this issue.",6.85781030444965,6.936683680327871,7.6497658079625355,71.25975409836069,64.65573770491804,10.577985948477751,37.92037470725995,10.290406445055957,4.109630913348947,507,25,87,11,7,170,82,122,0.044000000000000004,0.85,0.107,0.7443,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,4,5,0,1,9,0,6,0,0,2,1,13,15,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,1,1,2,6,1,12,4,19,7,5,18,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,3,5,67,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501328015152249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735695916449351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504233290329987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394397356867968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923127717646923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518098913612552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306989855543,0.0,0.15696123645222168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685748996447536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048368623773236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780330473469605,0.21322916570304867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684705324042226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136220420750846,0.18954210985578326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659718582291601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154265642849705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389086926164395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715335364749455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443654526292033,0.0,0.1860246410987642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949934753374735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673288475079412,0.0,0.0,0.1764547735487168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,k-a-t-y,2018/12/16,"going to a doctor so I'm pretty sure I've had social anxiety for years now, since at least middle school and I'm 18 now. over the past few months it's gotten so much worse and going to a doctor crosses my mind most days now. however, because of my anxiety, I can't. to any of you who have, or anyone that just has any ""tips"", I would appriciate it so so much. my main thing is going in and starting. what do I say first? i feel like once that's out of the way, itll ease up a little.

thank you. ",0.4549999999999983,2.0391115370370367,2.9349629629629668,93.25633333333336,81.77777777777777,5.801481481481483,17.28148148148148,6.742157984588678,-0.2369251851851848,378,7,90,4,10,131,74,108,0.064,0.8109999999999999,0.125,0.7558,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,8,3,0,0,5,0,8,2,0,0,1,11,17,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,2,9,3,12,13,6,21,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,10,60,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448994954700597,0.0,0.2754970537039452,0.0,0.0,0.12590499007162045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976539068555144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612643401339652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686064277070092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104580818277908,0.12863781333815014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531624128044177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070036954040992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797021314782573,0.18047151073774104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181338833289626,0.0,0.14372542918881082,0.0,0.2647356316117174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176236646855896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189153717481684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831899015824614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319418210906004,0.0,0.18223446014995612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489508660946411,0.0,0.0,0.18355265156896225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745028122923294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970826259225108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577881069752984,0.0,0.0,0.11962657239560605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292648386395632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835006788385421,0.12791235475665494,0.0,0.0,0.11595536263215685
socialanxiety,Pettygood22,2018/12/16,"22 and its hard to work face to face I try to avoid jobs that deal face to face, I would get the job because I really need to make money and then quit the day before or the day I start. I hate that of my self or I would only work one days because mfs want to be rude and being in school its hard to find a job to work with my schedule. The only job that would is face to face. Also im so loud with my mom and brother but when I talk to my cousins or people I dont know I talk so low and act shy which I hate so much. Every time new semester start I tell my self to be talkative but its hard I go to a small university where everybody know literally everyone. And my teachers want me to join something at the school but im too afraid. My major is accounting its going to look bad I have no extracurricular activities except volunteerimg",2.721434745030251,3.6418247303370777,4.533146067415731,86.94966724286951,74.1685393258427,7.948833189282628,23.2428694900605,8.384062270229773,1.093230250648228,654,17,150,11,13,223,97,178,0.154,0.815,0.03,-0.965,4,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,7,7,3,2,7,0,10,6,6,1,0,26,24,18,0,6,7,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,8,8,0,1,3,0,2,3,2,7,0,1,0,5,21,0,20,18,2,18,0,1,1,0,9,5,0,3,10,89,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884511931111036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235098787602848,0.13484819483779267,0.0,0.09411714968480196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139942276229402,0.11402943280779165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962884382857626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318991963657997,0.10568831273527868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109144003802394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778681829434532,0.0,0.12571933003415472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972424580701504,0.2184001013956129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23894587976821205,0.0,0.4390356412383552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157180066691145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288077875202944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383004240401654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129539846378051,0.0,0.0,0.08130778246476486,0.0820125904229308,0.0,0.1068234989061422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494916176733797,0.16824096165136607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667993993134269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764258353047442,0.0,0.0,0.07085672730904867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387737915368214,0.0,0.0,0.2307713557359201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514953176806336,0.0,0.0,0.15657431042691447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780105206936164,0.0966740982251388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449496725037783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509388666288586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047600089573813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24156640412162694,0.0,0.0,0.2357129605514638,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SMrocker,2018/12/16,"Meeting people Hey guys, I'm about to meet some people that took their USMLE step 1 last year. I'm extremly nervous about meeting them.  I'm suppose to ask questions but with the fear of seeing them and talking to em I can't think of any questions to ask. Can anyone help me out?  ",3.956578947368424,4.9202126842105285,4.665745614035089,86.99230263157897,71.28070175438597,6.401754385964912,28.285087719298247,5.985473137389443,1.1432140350877185,221,8,44,1,4,71,42,57,0.102,0.836,0.062,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,10,9,1,5,0,0,1,0,14,1,0,3,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988418923290526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439574299114104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395958734155975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645663102532201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279779605943765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759058502547932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164762030347368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259940473856993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267583867621641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735378515855386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889740805920834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065024500413682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26121802881194817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140438820476426
socialanxiety,1234swkisgar56,2018/12/16,"I starting to feel comfortable with how I look. Despite being 5'6"" underbite, skinny, long hair, scraggly beard. I could pass as homeless if I wanted to, but I'm ok with how I look and I'm comfortable with myself and that's all that matters. I'm not concerned if people think I look like a freak, they don't know me.",3.2212499999999977,4.672112375000001,4.336375,86.77112500000004,73.6875,6.995000000000001,26.8625,7.554174236665415,1.4414100000000003,248,9,50,3,5,81,44,64,0.06,0.723,0.217,0.8381,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,2,1,18,14,8,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,9,4,6,12,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487334639041463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752026361278915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121019200975482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219911209201353,0.0,0.0,0.2756965836001374,0.7848268698949353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597750739764834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050440649007474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199617536981234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375002297802015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DryAlgae,2018/12/16,"I need to change my hairstyle, but I'm really afraid to do it Hi people

​

Basically I really need to change my hairstyle, I have a style in mind that everyone I've asked said I'd look great with, but even though they say that I'm really worried about getting it cut, and it's stopping me from doing it. The few things I'm worried about are:

1. it won't look good, and people were mistaken. I'll look worse, and my life will become even worse than it is now in regards to appearance
2. I won't know how to keep it in that style after I've had it cut, like after I wash it, I won't be able to style it properly and it'll look terrible
3. I'll have to wait months for it to grow back properly if I don't like it 

I just, I want to do it but these three things are stopping me. It's really frustrating, because I know I could have such a better life if I just went through with it but I still can't!!",3.0025068332682565,3.2888422690355337,4.635736040609139,88.81729793049593,73.01015228426395,8.498086684888715,24.798516204607573,8.617729084823388,1.2996875439281528,705,19,168,12,13,239,96,197,0.191,0.7240000000000001,0.085,-0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,12,10,3,1,3,0,20,3,0,1,0,27,39,12,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,5,3,2,0,0,22,6,0,4,2,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,4,6,19,5,22,28,1,14,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,3,10,107,41,0,0.1243276419333036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470894809119432,0.1510716932875099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162295622096514,0.0,0.0,0.0956002823593704,0.0,0.07578897655509019,0.13731011258859274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995769591135213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630443198168376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926550545144433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423446987005966,0.0,0.0,0.1188003898113167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495606147596665,0.0,0.0,0.1042801273686367,0.0,0.1370716641466003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050812066040328,0.0,0.0,0.13665444111562378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756325806053635,0.12148041163369099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176156260288761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553547652591002,0.0,0.09923713763627036,0.0,0.0,0.18437474228742776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723862652130519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185898840547691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826405822209912,0.0988703310115162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928821544849847,0.2078869513590586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651955217219448,0.0,0.12215127695355404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333166443039121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525296965751627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525215107812501,0.2534009774752807,0.0,0.0,0.1510716932875099,0.0
socialanxiety,jcheng20700,2018/12/16,"Feeling left out during the holidays I’m 19. I grew up in an Asian household so Everytime the holidays comes around, it’s always this same feeling. In my family, we never celebrate any holidays....Christmas is probably the only thing we would celebrate. But basically, all we do is just go out to eat. Now that I’ve moved out of my parents house and everybody else is going back home for the holidays, it’s just me in my apartment complex (next to university). Anybody can relate? This sucks...it’s like this voice always comes in my head that’s telling me that it wishes I had a happy family and a nice big home with a Christmas tree and alot of presents waiting for me but too bad, that’s not what I have. ",3.2355515587529986,5.206603532374103,4.717428057553956,81.87216127098324,74.8273381294964,8.374340527577939,28.130095923261393,9.075114841892004,2.500366426858513,557,23,107,13,12,186,87,139,0.064,0.8240000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.1159,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,3,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,9,0,8,2,1,0,2,28,17,6,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,12,13,1,1,3,3,0,6,2,1,0,0,1,3,13,3,16,15,3,23,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,1,6,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28658941859632225,0.0,0.0,0.11711049829482105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330575775209399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242088747551198,0.14379035821457364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966918753230559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762165201494062,0.14386156001662526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246934944639444,0.0,0.17415176692748216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957448200161551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833235539164345,0.0,0.0,0.17673984847413707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454866316922911,0.0,0.0,0.19871026089786545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710953352752205,0.0,0.0,0.08413439543490601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303477875752105,0.0,0.0,0.13282100189992682,0.0,0.18315009270865884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309754703148857,0.0,0.0,0.1912217529264727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856743493061356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505214349469002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441042355486312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980360331099691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233491600187606,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jupiter_3,2018/12/16,"It's just so beautiful outside I don't know why, but today in the middle of December is just so beautiful. The sun is out in full force, I can hear the birds singing, just looking out of my window it's so beautiful.





I wish I could just text someone and say ""hey, it's really nice out, want to go to the park?"". But the anxiety and fear of rejection is too much. I just want to spend this day with someone, basking in the sun with the real chilly air of December.





Maybe one day, right?  ",2.388300000000001,3.7640578300000014,4.035,88.39750000000002,75.7,8.200000000000001,25.5,8.841846274778883,1.7349999999999994,373,13,83,8,8,125,59,100,0.092,0.6679999999999999,0.24,0.9639,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,20,13,7,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,6,1,15,12,2,14,0,1,1,0,3,10,0,0,3,54,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749144533069531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825561538891045,0.0,0.0,0.2949170083215063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572916252563928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299454514978318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25770196945554913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565850074745374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920060300531944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970680677446284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808197275313136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549372345938345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602505279052713,0.14647722699972446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526342727752347,0.0,0.1818294006676257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874639972181039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673077482746364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269724040709126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063185001637456,0.0,0.26293295253678384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,m4a1ak47,2018/12/16,Me going to a cafe I kinda like sitting in cafes but usually after some minutes my anxiety gets worse and worse. I get the spotlight effect where I think everyone around me is oberserving me critically and usually I flee after 15 minutes. I'm afraid someone can see what I have on my smartphone screen or finds it weird how I sit there alone just staring.,4.046372549019608,6.318515205882356,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,73.41176470588233,7.4745098039215705,30.450980392156865,8.344100000000001,2.5178745098039217,286,13,50,5,6,92,54,68,0.21100000000000002,0.7659999999999999,0.023,-0.9231,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,1,6,9,1,12,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,3,5,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25403458175419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763740173578186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183498910249504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23437414365095255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418013000830794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562958136340745,0.0,0.13939743929363996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983069875541505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954552296360912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20782369989911856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716457613652113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402792894228587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499919547321433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UNeekChik,2018/12/16,"Medicine for severe social anxiety I've had social anxiety for as long as I can remember. I've been to countless counselors and have tried every technique they've suggested. At first I was completely against using medications, but after hearing that a lot of people have success, I've been more open to the idea. 

Can anyone with severe social anxiety & panic attacks recommend a medication that worked for you? I've tried lexapro and Zoloft and noticed no difference. 

I just want to feel ""normal"" for once. ",6.446153846153848,8.608729000000004,6.596483516483519,70.92351648351651,66.69230769230771,9.595604395604397,34.97802197802198,9.957137785484203,4.047610989010988,413,20,62,10,7,132,62,91,0.209,0.6940000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,1,3,1,1,3,0,8,3,0,1,0,14,12,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,2,4,1,14,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,40,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211475261080555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433799441824196,0.0,0.0,0.10461877996353086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021597217890086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687521854357467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632254492195527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606250456382925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756530886302258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726790856147854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863422130904504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689043780245459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241025373993998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720278591237202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014556915400712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659722988939874,0.0,0.17034498523869945,0.0,0.1593419356250137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554850572905287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372865772656653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169491908757439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380592467748916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575606047534495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316625375519307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922487270754174,0.0,0.0,0.08825059364002699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892618014483504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnAlienFrom1955,2018/12/16,"Kids Anybody here have kids? The mother of my kids is the dominant parent regardless of if I'm able to be social or not. That's just how she is, furthermore her family too. I have hardly any family, and they're not invovled much anyway. Luckily she takes care of a lot of shit anyway but yeah. For a few years I would attend my ""baby momma's"" family events with her and my kids until it got to the point I just couldn't anymore. It ended the same every time. Me sitting there uncomfortable for hours and hours not speaking to anybody and she would often go do her own thing literally leaving me alone. The kids would be running around with all the other kids (they have a million cousins) and would be occupied themselves so it wasn't even like I was there to help with them. I got absolutely sick of it over time and decided to stop doing it. I just feel there's no point to being there if your barley even there when you're there. It's caused major problems but I'm too old to ever want to go through that experience ever again. It will never get better. It's better to just not show my face in my opinion. How can people talk shit if they never see you? Fuck em. Even deeper and more important than this though is I also can't seem to participate or attend birthday parties or anything like that. It's always organized by somebody else. This time, my children's mother for my daughter. I literally had nothing to do with this party. I'm unfortunately unemployed at the moment and had nothing to contribute so I'm not even involved at that level right now. If I show up I will end up sitting in the background saying nothing and feeling terrible about it. There's just too many other kids and parents and even the ones that I'm told suck always appear way more active and involved than me and so I'd rather just not go. Of course this makes my children's mother very bitter towards me but I don't know what to do. I've honestly just experienced in life that it's even worse to show up and seem withdrawn or not involved than to not be there at all. Call it fight or flight but I don't think that's what it truly is. I think it's the inability to have any fight when you actually chose fight so you're only left with flight. When I used to try these things and show up I'd just be a character in the background and THAT will never change so what's the fuckin point. All the other parents are just going to gossip about you. They're gonna wonder what's wrong with you and hold you visually in their memories. I've been there done that. Even the other parents that SEEM like me have other things to deflect. They'll talk about their jobs or football,  whatever. I don't care about any of that. A job is a job to me and I'd rather not bring it home. And IDGAF about football. Its so deep though it's not just about all that. I honestly can't do extra basic things either. I can not play with other people's kids. I just go blank. They're like aliens to me and I become someone else. I don't like playing with MY kids in front of other people either, I shut down and I'm like not capable of it. I have a fine relationship with them when we are completely alone and can be my self. I also can not sing Happy birthday or do any of those normal things I have tried before but usually just lip sync. Having kids with extreme social anxiety is the worst thing in the world. It really makes it like 10 times harder. I feel like a scumbag all the time and also feel like I'm destroying other human beings in the process and there never seems to be an escape from it. I also live with my children's grandparents. We split a house and live in a really bizarre situation that my girl seems to think is totally normal and has just accepted. The grandmother is like me but not so extreme and able to do semi normal stuff but because of our similarities we do butt heads and she does not like me. The grandfather is the complete opposite of me. He's one of those people that can not interact with kids without it being a big huge ordeal/party/game/fun time.......and kids eat it up and love it. He's over the top and extreme and crazy. Im in this constant battle of not being anywhere near as cool as him and it makes me dislike him even though he's a good person.",2.7435310077519404,4.6392103220930245,4.002465116279069,86.79028682170544,76.01162790697674,6.772713178294572,22.74573643410853,7.651440234878397,0.9770406201550396,3367,97,680,47,75,1102,324,860,0.158,0.763,0.08,-0.997,10,2,0,0,3,1,73.0,4,6,7,3,71,41,11,0,35,2,65,12,6,7,12,154,110,73,0,17,53,10,5,11,0,9,2,2,1,19,66,48,1,2,16,7,0,11,31,16,0,3,9,11,75,25,93,80,18,79,0,0,1,4,77,36,6,21,40,489,141,4,0.10688384146483894,0.0,0.05215160554509569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069942527755944,0.0,0.17094993880672674,0.0889359183847649,0.0,0.0,0.14536935479837726,0.0,0.04088292308333133,0.0,0.05300002509408192,0.0,0.0,0.043978147216027684,0.04757463979701077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032577698848508224,0.059022402730486485,0.04547513835983713,0.0,0.0,0.09453007195240412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457017623274258,0.0,0.10897519980802076,0.05489957384677837,0.05653446598909164,0.0,0.11206567422570128,0.05775173072158193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046767384971688836,0.05468963954783226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468442669940217,0.08928773450889528,0.0,0.09466735873293187,0.0,0.0,0.2823830769680373,0.0966825538203534,0.04502712314820453,0.0,0.0,0.052276453176896574,0.15114085997214155,0.0,0.1080873634894482,0.07635783769888227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940619456548387,0.027921197848753687,0.0,0.15186137560890278,0.04482454757559806,0.08548477204416932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688991836813857,0.047873463913243736,0.0,0.05484682866596695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03582099295959957,0.0,0.05360660388249106,0.0,0.10525905373256657,0.06166480127558585,0.0,0.0,0.05772644507065385,0.0,0.15909858030983806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02937028200756849,0.0,0.0,0.0565872776514405,0.05806480324472343,0.0,0.03774760907866879,0.2871992531559222,0.0,0.09438039021620452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04543440990553243,0.04823341997290037,0.0,0.1070186912166164,0.0541817195815349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039285960844538746,0.0,0.16487081543500062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708520657084196,0.15383689283798746,0.0,0.05607830590997569,0.0,0.07242725715213381,0.040644988902183966,0.0,0.0,0.23736371419372,0.0,0.0,0.14819959548200792,0.04666342383257205,0.0,0.0,0.1515596671424253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113670065187949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847252575955481,0.0,0.0,0.05737662278610468,0.0,0.04563910830379229,0.0,0.04249916036805446,0.0,0.0,0.04258629167493616,0.2432575874831144,0.0557515785737442,0.0,0.10971472730158346,0.0,0.06007095803194298,0.0,0.10895461617385616,0.04528116601099126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04467983870310642,0.0,0.0,0.06117821337110711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04018167346168231,0.08590918308148128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302662481005366,0.10273027474546087,0.15751924734045,0.0,0.18697448248569545,0.0,0.0,0.05106604546302616,0.0,0.07256711231500676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046156660756072734,0.058858725469069124,0.044095181494955935,0.031521429480402416,0.042419709160740435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051516104506663725,0.05795548335459792,0.0,0.0,0.05446188289735433,0.1518544286587912,0.058430350867634914,0.0,0.034414844789480765
socialanxiety,OpiumDesVolkes84,2018/12/16,"Pretend life is a video game and interact with people like you would in a game Anyone think of doing this?  I remember when playing video games especially RPGs I would think about why can’t I do this in real life?  When your ego is not attached to a character in a game it is easy to be socially bold.  

Sometimes I think of experimenting with this in real life.  Just talk to people like they are NPCs and get over social anxiety by constant interactions without an expectation of a positive outcome.  ",5.276732522796356,6.953978861702132,6.342887537993921,73.50500000000002,68.8936170212766,9.626747720364742,31.51367781155016,9.957137785484203,3.3392996960486325,399,17,70,10,7,133,62,94,0.033,0.797,0.171,0.9211,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,10,3,0,0,0,16,14,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,16,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,5,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842316118084336,0.0,0.0,0.12652161974033355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955382963652509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769998659175796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094536793817369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834224401007973,0.1768021084793219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508902855420554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119122244107761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497649500737167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689032304585809,0.0,0.0,0.1789601774045315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543750543917155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478285872626631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632755810787006,0.0,0.0,0.17442544465325974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570776313060528,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,isinstrumentamayo,2018/12/16,"please help recently im dating this guy i met online and i've been friend with him for a year now and we have a lots of things in common but idk i just suddenly think what if he actually regret of me being his online gf because i might be annoying, clingy and weird to him like recently he text me said "" that he's going to sleep at 8"" i know its a normal thing to said but i just have this some sort of feeling that he's trying to avoid me even if i tell him the truth he would ended up saying of how much im overreacted over it and he doesn't think im annoying 

​

like what do i do now ??? should i stop being so paranoid or what  ",2.4624460431654684,3.2211578705036,4.347546762589928,88.65024100719427,74.61151079136691,7.5743884892086335,21.8136690647482,7.908726449838941,0.7210224460431651,500,11,116,7,10,171,88,139,0.18100000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.109,-0.9139,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,7,9,2,1,4,0,12,1,1,1,1,29,20,11,0,6,7,0,1,2,2,3,0,3,0,1,11,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,4,16,4,14,10,3,15,0,1,0,0,20,4,0,7,12,76,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.15241826673556844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923108627662764,0.18978714571646205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952115728906815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833739712990156,0.0,0.0,0.1031615870141038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897402403476105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067149781031992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876600216794198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465200415345545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046904232876988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061338731863341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583757739265642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526124456720129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278659277261354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569220895077924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481713738972515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530323925478073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144899420483908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084362638476314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29714366156076377,0.12420803335411368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630213958982453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305812832025583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365163688082838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753051660765215,0.2001596467876383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604231035125614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095242692134898,0.0,0.18978714571646205,0.1005808150671508
socialanxiety,dingleberrywomblecok,2018/12/16,"We don't have to be alone, talk to me. I'm lonely, you're lonely, let's talk.
I'm a guy, from the UK, 21 years old, severe general and social anxiety, depression, OCD. 

Tell me about your day. What's your favourite kind of music? Tell me about your interests. Where would you like to be in life? How are you feeling right now? Talk to me about anything.

I'm here for you. <3",-0.5541608391608364,1.6614672435897442,1.2446853146853163,98.76849650349656,94.51282051282051,4.887645687645689,16.065268065268064,6.574015621080383,-0.3419641025641025,287,7,67,4,11,93,55,78,0.188,0.7390000000000001,0.073,-0.8604,0,5,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,6,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,6,11,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,11,3,11,7,0,7,0,3,0,0,14,3,0,0,5,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319969348207444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486184780040722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734344968666724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898383472727824,0.0,0.18561539344801584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896653862312752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338527179916889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441680930103128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203699507018582,0.1522185820733069,0.10528556800125616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261377718758203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840413346078434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434609520746257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968169096169232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519647774584312,0.3767242800718705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308960207135136,0.0,0.0,0.13877909102031102
socialanxiety,oh_daisy,2018/12/16,"Feeling shame the day after a party or big gathering Does anyone know what I’m talking about? 

So I was at my company’s Christmas party yesterday. For your information I’ve only worked there since September and I don’t work a lot hours either because I’m in college, it’s just to earn some money in my free time. So, I didn’t want to restrain myself and not go (but boy oh boy did I want to stay at home lol) and went. I talked with some people but I felt s o awkward. We were all sat down on a table but you know that feeling when you feel SO awkward you don’t know what to physically do with your body? To the point you think your every move is being watched and judged? Well, as a consequence I was quite shy and didn’t talk much obviously. But it’s not like I didn’t talk a t all. Then one of my co-workers literally screamed at me from across the table why I’m so silent and that I’m usually much bubblier when working (which I don’t agree with but she was tipsy, so yeah). It embarrassed me so much, I was like yeah I’m taking in all the impressions around me. What am I supposed to say? ""Sorry sis, I’m incredibly anxious right now and feel so uncomfortable with all of you drinking and laughing and knowing each other for so long but don’t you worry I’ll act like I’m outgoing and actually a stable person hehe xxx!!!"". They all know each other for a longer time so for me it was hard and I didn’t feel like I belonged to the team. They also made pictures together and nobody called for me to be in it so I literally just stayed on my seat and watched them. It was unbearably embarrassing. Should I have just gone for it and stand with them on the picture? I’m not that kind of person to just invite myself to a photo (I technically should’ve been on because it was a photo of our department but well lol) but I guess I’m also old enough to not be grabbed by someone and drag me on the photo but I wish someone would’ve asked me to come by and stand with them. Well, whatever. 

I feel so ashamed today. I woke up and immediately felt shame about my behaviour, the way I talked, what I did what I didn’t. I hate being shy, I hate being myself, I’m so awkward, fuck. They probably think I’m a fucking bore with a 5 inch long tree-trunk up her ass but guess what, I AM. I’m shy as fuck. I just needed to let this out, I feel like nobody likes me there and ugh. The feeling of not belonging is such a hurtful one. I also left not saying goodbye to anyone (because I just don’t feel uncomfortable with them and I didn’t have the guts to go up to them and say hey I’m leaving and I know you dgaf) most of them were dancing (!) by the time I left and I just thought thank the lord I’m leaving right now, literally just the dance floor and all those strangers from the other department drunk-dancing triggered me to the point I was close to drinking acid lmao. Some people are so open, it baffles me. 

",1.1403161611298351,3.262563922056384,2.9775255443214057,91.03793331728457,82.25041459369817,5.946707323597069,21.831942438345905,7.1686216300943375,0.6263455518108381,2267,73,496,31,62,755,245,603,0.17300000000000001,0.736,0.091,-0.9958,0,0,2,0,0,0,63.0,2,10,9,6,37,31,5,8,27,4,39,8,3,2,7,108,95,55,0,5,26,1,13,6,0,1,0,4,1,4,24,39,2,1,21,5,2,11,17,17,3,2,27,20,76,15,67,61,18,63,1,1,2,4,42,30,4,8,23,328,100,6,0.0,0.0,0.06995449584609954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198008564384554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098396580738568,0.0,0.10024803380123082,0.0,0.0,0.06381510036506713,0.06701606315229093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310960501572379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962618953763267,0.0,0.0,0.07319868921951724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175052417749843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623107740038418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273227455875717,0.0,0.0,0.14044857366726032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407006040896276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060397943003100835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262160985787021,0.10242396153086264,0.13765822758436988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988156680726244,0.0,0.0,0.08148079705833694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579388430124563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421593347805073,0.14154875256256605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190618408437237,0.0,0.07059556422219912,0.0,0.07674057848163647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464919140489751,0.23637814205976265,0.0,0.0,0.1518087291094736,0.15577254026725054,0.07330305907595508,0.0,0.21013085095661788,0.0,0.0,0.12687843996248285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094426443416452,0.0,0.06783034840565351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619011149990232,0.15809079448184452,0.053153729300529064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522164613788394,0.0,0.09715160648720987,0.05451988826813738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939509894451068,0.12518564882294092,0.0,0.0,0.13553152703845572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728885992233864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624612278367117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243768063848465,0.0,0.17102104372562496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929880718184469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147741594967305,0.0,0.0,0.08024580577605102,0.0,0.15281394809141804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538984117532872,0.28808957692676634,0.0,0.06599817770876347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186607012173208,0.0,0.056910107674710414,0.12540079563861295,0.0,0.06794926669790878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895121201536838,0.0,0.08456367487068837,0.05690044126660305,0.0,0.0,0.19336103642767105,0.06645297587136413,0.06468481831202501,0.0,0.08243453810292271,0.0,0.0,0.20875096025407414,0.07279988495225928,0.0,0.05092316855728233,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BBQNibs,2018/12/16,"Social Anxiety, self conscious after starting new job? I have posted this in a different sub but someone messaged me saying that this might be a better place, if it breaks any rules please let me know and I will remove the post.

""Hello Reddit, 

Throwaway account for obvious reasons.

I would like to share something here, in hope that I will get some advice.

I am what most people would call an introvert, but I do not shy away from conversation when the occasion arises and so on, or to be a self-conscious person, I have friends, I date, go out, stable relationships, you name it.

A couple of months ago I started a new job, which was going fine for a few days. After not even a week people passing my desk were looking at me or talking/laughing but I didn’t think much of it as I was the new guy and so on.

The following week I went in the cafeteria once people that were close to me said that I am weird even though I was doing nothing off.

Long story short, it’s my 2nd month here but things do not seem to be improving, I get along with the colleagues from my team, I go on socials and so on, but people around the office think I am weird, some of them maybe even creepy, and given how offices work, some of my colleagues probably heard various things as well.

What am I supposed to do in this situation? As stupid as it might sound, it has been affecting me badly in the past weeks, I go out and I wonder if people check me or consider me weird or to be anxious when I pass people on the street, and I am thinking about constantly, even when I am at work now (which probably puts me in an even worse position than before).

I went from being appreciated/promoted from pervious jobs that were mostly customer oriented (sales for example) to a desk job where I am probably seen as something bad even though I have done nothing wrong but to mind my own business.""",5.731262764632626,5.967475457534249,6.204290161892903,80.1311176836862,67.02739726027397,9.266500622665006,30.56351183063512,9.095868883498916,2.430287671232877,1462,51,285,24,22,474,192,365,0.075,0.823,0.10300000000000001,0.8847,5,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,1,4,22,14,1,0,19,0,36,1,0,3,1,51,59,33,0,5,15,0,0,1,1,6,0,4,0,3,20,13,1,0,8,1,3,11,4,7,1,0,15,6,41,7,48,32,9,59,0,0,2,0,19,23,0,16,23,215,61,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607922910392323,0.0690139633444656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294422575935287,0.0,0.059559037389366326,0.08795424860831591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930766043025595,0.0,0.0,0.07314755085566235,0.0,0.13001172906233407,0.0,0.0,0.06624906590802042,0.0,0.0,0.06885662356330173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794988939505494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413384440090865,0.0,0.0,0.08614533049735444,0.0,0.05021018215846438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813421440787016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967293043114991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30853586847831377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060150757103668615,0.0,0.08135228800740195,0.0,0.17698768416251395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708891748449401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732780976393716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090372076691414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278719798629592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961224691133402,0.0,0.038036132463705165,0.0,0.0,0.06889942805491604,0.06537878435267885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821604238309297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518419006010354,0.07861158765961263,0.0,0.12428660264451345,0.0,0.057232551744105985,0.0,0.0,0.22557919709401755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940838474662615,0.0,0.0,0.08291327838770797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432162596201268,0.3238500790566261,0.06798018329303722,0.0813421440787016,0.08546166239101415,0.0,0.0,0.14912757717779784,0.0,0.25182331585604,0.0,0.0,0.07826600930236664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004814258998616,0.0,0.08358737986586061,0.0,0.0,0.07405815182443051,0.061913603296376074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087647680486403,0.16243996771080468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751253984816622,0.0,0.15872720365947926,0.06596648321808248,0.11987351850393813,0.0,0.0,0.11021266417134737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344710990235333,0.14965946202314007,0.1529847351793979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735230660104624,0.0,0.07000120126483107,0.14434515529787348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443067519902077,0.11335906850425595,0.0,0.07934113011359817,0.11061224237556204,0.08512247142666128,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RichardUK235,2018/12/16,"A Guide to Defeating Anxiety Here's a guide which should help people remove their feelings of anxiety.  Some of the interventions in this are well known, and others are not.  If you're in a place where you are willing to do whatever it takes to remove your anxiety and feel rock solid in social situations, then this guide should help.",6.755322580645161,7.801305661290325,6.822741935483871,73.75411290322583,64.96774193548387,10.716129032258065,30.01612903225807,10.686352973137794,3.305148387096775,269,9,47,7,4,86,43,62,0.11699999999999999,0.745,0.138,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,8,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,1,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6284638338047165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27692491029389554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36710027672915785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984716788125336,0.0,0.2861060104301568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307809241103159,0.0,0.2791468524717641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058946755588364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462163328252283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thelonelyfatman,2018/12/16,"Making friends after dealing with social anxiety Heyo,

I've been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder a few years ago, and I've been taking meds for it (primarily Sertraline). They worked like a charm! Before, I couldn't even talk to my closest friends without having the dread that I might somehow disrespect them, making them hate me and I felt totally broken in groups. The meds helped me a lot, and I'm much more relaxed and outgoing now.

But I still struggle with making friends, especially with people that I admire and people who are popular. I usually feel inferior to them, even though there is nothing that I can pinpoint about them being better than me (except for the obvious popularity thing).

I find the whole comparison (being better/worse than others) toxic, but it seems to be built-in and I can't control myself doing these comparisons. It makes friendships hard, cuz I'm either afraid of approaching people and making plans, or I think that I'm better than them and better off without them (It is not consistent too, I do think I'm better than someone and worse, at the same time!).

Any ideas would be appreciated! ",7.25365944734877,8.249050699029127,7.430776699029128,70.01134802091113,63.85436893203883,10.221956684092607,32.83644510828977,10.214889679676881,3.5391856609410013,908,35,146,20,13,294,125,206,0.092,0.708,0.2,0.9734,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,7,7,9,18,1,3,8,0,17,1,0,7,2,43,33,14,0,2,8,0,3,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,12,13,0,1,7,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,3,23,13,22,23,8,12,0,1,0,0,17,4,0,5,8,112,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940017226231886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211364458942164,0.0,0.16224693789675831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023574383705464,0.0,0.0,0.4689370755784784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893750854962234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932684131625456,0.0,0.10763255941211627,0.0,0.0,0.12153575984391292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400822950530675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053619098234951416,0.0,0.10181899443143806,0.0,0.09692241337460658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24578829460693236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499471100198348,0.10469662367337744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107914480907015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197109146710124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051807805264944204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015492687855664,0.0,0.0,0.3539264000322524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558224426970314,0.0,0.0,0.11249606357385876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795463690752041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175220245235538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055294195344832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653859292018142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619727150982784,0.08985084695024524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468697894390473,0.0,0.0,0.11086034898883088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973198816333467,0.08523425455520632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045100773792416,0.13589759284718245,0.10418781899350922,0.0,0.0618351847997379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679262703889147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839448373166475,0.0,0.20444551363264474,0.0,0.07720138938531654,0.0,0.21613605549135192,0.07533070716877115,0.0,0.0,0.06828894271948516
socialanxiety,cutmeupdaddy,2018/12/16,"how to talk to a socially anxious ex it's been a year and a lot of things lead me to believe my ex is not over me and ive been texting him to see if i could gauge his interest and ask him on a date

he does reply and talks way more than before the time when we were talking before getting together 

but he doesn't initiate much. i don't know if it's cause he isn't into me or because yknow he's socially anxious because before as well, he wouldn't initiate much. 

any tips on how to get this guy back, really love him",4.909321533923303,3.7540263185840734,6.374469026548674,82.90500737463127,69.0,10.011209439528024,31.222713864306783,9.2995712137729,2.3882696165191737,406,14,93,7,6,140,73,113,0.037000000000000005,0.863,0.1,0.8355,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,4,0,19,16,12,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,3,1,12,3,12,11,4,11,0,0,1,1,20,4,0,4,5,60,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961496246667092,0.0,0.0,0.3641984190610869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069121404731456,0.0,0.0,0.1239454260871624,0.0,0.19652027713723336,0.0,0.4114833356502613,0.1816063213142849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558688686476902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869737479107834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410587576851032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843060538917898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960378446305534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858599845504987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703826761555865,0.14548058020348786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23698690164314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326266291188828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128447836066063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286265163392223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886760820564935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070877032065096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399138678309438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279453935515043,0.0,0.0,0.1449294788848778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380129773919447
socialanxiety,urinaryinfection,2018/12/16,"I have selective mutism and my mom just told me to learn how to talk in the rudest way? mate,,",0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,1.8800000000000023,99.395,83.0,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.5299999999999998,72,1,18,1,2,23,19,20,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6206567577041221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259439376348136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063782870180387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42063996665204495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mysterymagic444,2018/12/16,I wish I had social confidence It’s the one thing that would make my life complete.,1.382941176470588,3.89186994117647,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,84.88235294117645,5.752941176470588,20.264705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.5173764705882355,67,2,14,1,2,21,16,17,0.0,0.667,0.33299999999999996,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349658744465059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930232099099351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769178515412613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28111538576470546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228907756678265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756101508664643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477060911642038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946999373649301,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,niggawiggachigga,2018/12/16,Is love possible? I cannot confront the people i feel most for. It makes me cry,-1.41901960784314,0.42207376470588187,1.1964705882352966,96.57745098039216,105.47058823529413,4.6196078431372545,17.43137254901961,6.42735559955562,0.04364313725490199,62,2,14,1,3,21,16,17,0.156,0.555,0.289,0.3855,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193210242225518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23904919306611774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266978026332045,0.0,0.31558091470235106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277625854585448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5329826602920871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,president_gore,2018/12/16,I’ve been told I’m attractive by several females but I feel like I’m an ugly piece of shit no matter what. Anybody else get this? I just feel that like 90% of females are completely out of my league so I just don’t try. Now I’m 28 and single af :/ ,-0.4901212121212133,1.390611654545456,2.3595454545454544,94.47265151515153,87.0,5.848484848484849,20.075757575757574,7.1686216300943375,0.39312121212121204,191,6,46,3,6,67,41,55,0.235,0.617,0.14800000000000002,-0.8248,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,10,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,4,3,5,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350462695898984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669463470775937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231521889031885,0.4565788561345949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695376610799806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31223586790431634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361005041407598,0.3280175696568294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053475232859691,0.0,0.21695617720629515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,omnommcookie,2018/12/16,"Anxious and boring around my closest friends Hi all,
First time poster here. Tonight I went to a party with my group of friends that I've known since high school. We hang out pretty often and I love their company. However, for some reason I have so much anxiety around them all, even though we've known each other for so long. I get kind of angry at myself because this anxiety makes me act like a very quiet and boring person. I get nervous when the spotlight is on me, I don't know what to say, I stumble on my words a lot... Over and over and over. Every time we hang out. It's ridiculous. 
Tbh I get kind of angry with myself because I know that there is so much fun and joy and goofiness inside of me to share with my friends but it just stays pushed down by fear. Every time I leave the company of my friends I feel like I have failed socially. I'm getting tired of it.
It is also important to note that my friends are (in my view) an exceptional bunch. They are highly intelligent, witty, energetic, and very comfortable with themselves. They can also be very critical and tbh I feel that I'm not on their level. They don't put me down personally or anything, but I just know that (based on what they say regularly about other people) in their heads I'm being evaluated. They evaluate everyone. All the time. 99% of the time it's not mean, because they are kind people, but sometimes it can come across that way.
For a quick example, one time we were playing Cards Against Humanity and one of the cards being played said ""Aaron Burr."" In that moment, I decided to be vulnerable and ask a potentially dumb question: ""Who is Aaron Burr?"" Immediately everyone verbally jumped me for not knowing who he was. They all were saying how I should know who he is, that I should go back to history class, tear up my high school diploma, etc, in a kind of jesting way but also a little serious. Once they reminded me who he was, it all came flooding back. I'd simply forgotten the name. But their reaction made me feel pretty embarrassed at having forgotten and that I shouldn't have asked the question. I know none of them meant it personally, but it was a pretty uncomfortable moment for me.  
A lot of that is my problem. I know I'm kind of sensitive. I always have been. As a young child I was terribly shy and would burst into tears at the slightest reprimand. I never misbehaved. Looking back, I kind of wish I had. Maybe I'd have more of a backbone.
Anyway, I just don't want fear to hold me back in social settings. Life is too short to not be exactly who I want to be without apology. 
Also, around strangers, this isn't so much of a problem.  I'm pretty outgoing with customers at work and my supervisors say I have great communication skills. But with my friends, it's like I shut down and become a dead blob. It can be pretty draining and I worry that I won't have the close friendships I want to have because I don't give enough socially.
Sorry for the long post, but does anybody have any advice or relateable stories? It would be much much appreciated.

Thanks everyone. I love you all <3",3.277019369397607,5.348152465116282,4.422867799160034,83.58354071334546,75.01328903654485,7.666319814454964,26.308656678994545,8.508773641640916,1.899172845232872,2432,90,474,47,53,795,265,602,0.135,0.7040000000000001,0.161,0.9786,1,0,0,0,0,0,82.0,3,1,14,4,30,38,2,4,24,0,50,5,1,4,8,101,89,38,1,11,19,0,3,3,6,6,2,6,0,5,34,35,0,1,18,2,0,10,14,13,0,3,13,11,74,25,70,62,20,71,0,1,2,2,57,36,1,8,23,331,108,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055822902222407385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827346846579658,0.04753343907066408,0.0,0.0,0.038847664107745414,0.0,0.08740252391636953,0.06453616155075027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700986101228245,0.15256285310845027,0.1068102663279821,0.0,0.0,0.17570558514908935,0.0,0.13929400776667786,0.06309121972196055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533696779906446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049209022606288635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049991379960312506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902646699219441,0.0637106318613546,0.03773120868212173,0.0,0.0962623000274368,0.1637591293606519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856534725858204,0.08665392228548449,0.04081085226021835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859137790494373,0.0,0.0,0.26481260695860936,0.0,0.11938398620740336,0.054800500088879184,0.03246604330755782,0.0,0.0,0.06298165748533796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586277948428875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107038364082195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569278605790371,0.21976483179239129,0.0,0.0,0.06048822485382396,0.0,0.0,0.040349809363671364,0.08372668841871017,0.05725529664077445,0.0,0.10110949021934904,0.047971483535329984,0.0,0.0,0.0971330276531404,0.10311695751687927,0.054054037476535935,0.03813207330068393,0.0,0.057390782446163274,0.062227001384575965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997105107268674,0.0,0.04405912145701076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083736503236449,0.07742016223416033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920800245930587,0.1496407562113241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471095236841349,0.2905885841433442,0.0,0.10932380477345097,0.0,0.0574274455207215,0.1279884707365605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873508038287537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054339942935281375,0.18171567003284966,0.0,0.11562919855222495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047255248145742286,0.0,0.0,0.17469840206613635,0.0,0.0,0.0564991113201147,0.06394792146448648,0.0,0.0608887546004589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052593979761354714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612604132577907,0.0,0.1998639094848595,0.0656579759730456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140488978811158,0.10108325015398577,0.09068797837399996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295640863726813,0.0,0.0,0.06569212331518738,0.055067461138287234,0.0,0.041588435317162935,0.058014263555941636,0.0,0.08116139534350003,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DrHousePhD,2018/12/16,Has anyone tried CBD for anxiety? There are 2 chemicals in marijuana.  THC is the psychoactive substance and CBD relieves anxiety and pain.  Congress just passed a Farm Bill that makes hemp legal to grow.  Hemp is rich in CBD and has undetectable levels of of THC.  CBD doesn't make you paranoid like weed does.  I've been using it the past few weeks in vape and flower form.  It has helped a lot.  I don't get anxious doing daily activities or hanging out with people.  I go out almost every day and feel fine.  Check out Groupon and type in CBD to see all the deals out there.  And it is legal now so it can be shipped through USPS.  ,2.57329268292683,4.879839764227643,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,78.1869918699187,6.376422764227643,23.258130081300806,7.492282038375204,0.995222764227642,493,16,99,7,12,156,86,123,0.053,0.815,0.132,0.8009,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,3,1,21,20,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,12,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,1,2,3,4,15,18,4,17,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,3,5,58,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420304922780852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698040402748227,0.27305542467093824,0.0,0.16900425392309715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587834390058547,0.2491850271772873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151579450870936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036450772883583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221222428120675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627976420296172,0.0,0.13736530078193365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620083267543659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808380455807906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548712131372415,0.0,0.0,0.32267706099978144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25718887574489885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307327213909397,0.16756632428359114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926058795944364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410037065150365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875365979089375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387944850679129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,teapsycho,2018/12/16,Too anxious to get a job I’m 18 and my social anxiety is preventing me from getting a job. I’m scared to interact with strangers and I feel like I’ll mess it up. Im really embarrassed about my situation. Does anyone have any advice?,0.7231249999999996,3.16271172916667,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,87.95833333333334,8.200000000000001,24.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5223916666666675,185,8,37,6,6,66,38,48,0.263,0.687,0.051,-0.8173,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,18,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485975597084817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300129719310384,0.0,0.19461594876779803,0.2874005405621667,0.0,0.17788298472128242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226278923134289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863271024207512,0.1817440132562876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658278811910149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747965661241569,0.0,0.5049071644819683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428740173364948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297569449793609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25469962468870605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285957206801186,0.0,0.2593296222494381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MasterLeaz144,2018/12/16,"Flashbacks of awkwardness ruining my day So ive been having flashbacks of when i was awkward as hell in high school and college. To the point where ill physically freeze up and cringe. I was so awkward and socially anxious that people probably thought something was wrong with md. I also did things that could be considered creepy as shit (not like stalking or anything, i wasnt that guy).
 Now i guess im more socially aware and alot better cause people actually seem to want to talk to me. But i still get these flashbacks for seemingly no reason, like im going through a swamp in vietnam where all the mines from 20 years ago, ill mentally step on a landmine and oh theres the time you made a creepy joke or was unintentionally rude. Its really making me miserable because i want to be more social but im afraid that nothings fucking changed and im going to go back to the person i was before. 
If anyone has any advice or wisdom regarding this  id love to hear it. Thanks!!!",4.733174603174604,6.242487052910054,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000005,70.005291005291,8.362962962962964,29.9021164021164,8.841846274778883,2.434157671957672,779,31,145,14,14,252,127,189,0.121,0.7490000000000001,0.13,0.7811,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,10,18,4,5,8,0,14,5,1,4,1,27,30,18,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,9,7,0,0,4,1,0,4,3,11,0,0,10,2,14,7,20,17,4,20,1,2,0,2,9,8,3,8,10,91,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.11472310511742942,0.0,0.0,0.11487977681604745,0.10421121243714394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401392150134166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994587892872382,0.0,0.0,0.13281107825559493,0.0,0.08220176259218563,0.0,0.09674313097746208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039756803954788,0.0,0.07166442395046903,0.0,0.10003621218859772,0.0,0.0,0.10397362907625443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207680859581574,0.12436452179436727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386332405688247,0.0,0.0,0.0758174680289975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868374987395177,0.06142105276197661,0.0,0.2004387980982796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295072909174106,0.1164044081402592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250040030859073,0.0,0.0,0.12421022216400178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079465498081042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486926089661802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610388025234126,0.11123957218437353,0.07847324119521236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847438210159138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280346880679322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300473967327134,0.10265020264532876,0.0,0.0,0.11113365506461174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267512244071318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531293320947449,0.1208728435288856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897855534431565,0.0,0.2140472224219912,0.0,0.0,0.12067523196640415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595175571402308,0.0,0.09050461745002487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388479814098784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449151313938883,0.0,0.10823487164425648,0.0,0.0,0.07810266374817046,0.0,0.0,0.0933307314425319,0.06855107969761755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868168505780215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853508946794714,0.0,0.07570577770553229
socialanxiety,DevilMayCrying,2018/12/16,"When a girl with socialanxiety/depression mentions her boyfriend I get triggered into a blind rage and want to destroy everything in site. I punched a hole in my wall the other day because of this. IF I had a gf, I'd be happy.",4.8053333333333335,5.615451311111113,5.731111111111113,80.69000000000003,69.22222222222223,8.666666666666668,35.0,8.841846274778883,2.973666666666668,179,9,35,3,3,59,38,45,0.214,0.677,0.109,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,6,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013813079727361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31884673624884163,0.0,0.4258255106759456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443343349559803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25830330027156795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262973940541815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29160959741664066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ImmutableTrepidation,2018/12/16,"embarrassing situation with my dad last night so i just met my dad for the first time 3 months ago and have been staying with him due to some problems. he's really chill but i get anxiety around him (like i do with everyone else). i just so happened to look in his direction last night and got very startled to see he was also looking in MY direction. we made eye contact and i looked away really fast and he kinda laughed. not mockingly or anything i just think he acknowledges im ""shy"". i fucking hate it. im such a failure. like thats my dad and i can't even make eye contact with him or anyone else. no i don't have aspergers or anything like that. just been suffering from social anxiety for most of my teen years. im sick of this shit. i want to die. im so tired of being the oddball weirdo whos socially awkward. ",1.5661764705882355,3.744673880952384,3.435546218487396,88.03298319327732,81.02380952380952,7.286274509803923,25.358543417366942,8.313332769828598,1.7499484593837535,644,26,136,14,17,216,102,168,0.27,0.669,0.06,-0.9913,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,1,0,0,1,11,13,4,3,3,0,9,6,3,2,0,29,24,13,1,2,9,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,6,6,20,4,18,17,2,16,0,1,6,1,18,4,2,6,14,78,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687554469982058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641754313032766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844671499596165,0.0,0.0,0.08430338681285521,0.1235353403366384,0.19843305873480174,0.10733036622432747,0.0,0.0,0.11327684952879408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512971440602966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014368429287066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796334959020442,0.0,0.0,0.11520712263005164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255439537778477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146242996456586,0.06299138371441612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642860071302464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661717329754457,0.0,0.0,0.1190351450066308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209330447227978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655671335817484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670912573342348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037382372011676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408359610584876,0.08047953959040008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623558561781792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628829211496884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536652367497036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447686619246842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607644537319483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376049415954872,0.0,0.13552257994015865,0.0,0.2458061459985197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850858902523654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725459094594407,0.0,0.0,0.07030370159893015,0.13857425572119325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948056356864264,0.07111365602516823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764132131254613
socialanxiety,miz-liz,2018/12/16,??? does anyone else get super nervous when someone asks them a simple question? i tend not answer the question and just ramble on about relative stuff and am extremely awkward. the other day my dad asked me a qestion and he said just answer yes or no. how can i fix this bad habit?,2.3461111111111137,4.975555092592593,3.4348148148148177,86.4666666666667,81.40740740740742,5.0814814814814815,23.814814814814817,6.42735559955562,0.9062814814814816,221,8,39,2,6,71,46,54,0.179,0.716,0.105,-0.5687,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,12,7,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,2,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570189004847864,0.2574676250328252,0.0,0.0,0.4698286245818083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20980958352664275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205580040264644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198981623693132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099134765874869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128422942201634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5629856495614197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390262802148705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129100269725261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287657236030796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WillingBook,2018/12/16,"Taking improv classes has helped my social anxiety tremendously, and I'd highly recommend them. I've suffered from social anxiety almost all of my life. Not that you need a diagnosis to know you have it, but I have also been diagnosed. In college I mainly kept to myself and was lonely as hell. Every interaction with someone who wasn't already a very good friend felt like life or death. I was terrified of people not liking me, judging me, or thinking I wasn't cool, so I would pretty much say nothing in any kind of group setting. Even among groups of good friends I would still often be the quiet one, and it was always due to some level of fear of being judged. Public speaking was especially my biggest  fear. I was forced to take a public speaking class to graduate, and I put it off to the very last moment, and then had several panic attacks throughout it. I somehow made it through and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but it was still traumatizing (not because of anything that actually happened in the class, but because of my own fear/anxiety reactions around the speeches).

​

At some point I decided that I needed to tackle, at the very least, my fear of public speaking head on. I didn't want to live with such a handicap anymore, being so terrified of having to speak in front of groups of people (even small groups) is extremely limiting to the things you can pursue. So I decided I would either try an improv class or toastmasters. It took me years after I made this decision to finally stop putting it off and force myself to actually sign up for an improv class.

​

When I got there, I was terrified. I didn't know anyone, and I knew going in that I was most-assuredly going to stick out for being the most reserved one there. I had taken about 5 propranolol before I went (this can help with public speaking to a certain degree, ask your doc for a prescription if you're interested), and I was still a wreck. To my happy surprise, everyone there was extremely nice -- the teacher and the other students. And unlike those classes in college where I could lay low and get away with not talking to anyone, here it was \*all about\* talking and interacting with each other. The idea of it is scary at first (to most people, let alone \*us\*), but it's actually extremely helpful to be \*told\* you have to speak, to be put on the spot. It forces you to open up whether you want to or not. And for me, that's exactly what I needed.

​

One reason I believe improv is such a perfect way to combat social anxiety is that one of the core values of it is to support people no matter how dumb or silly their choices are. You support everyone, and they all support you, no matter what (it really can't work any other way). So much of it involves you doing something silly or messing up in front of a group of people, and then realizing you're still accepted and everything's still okay. And you do that over and over and over again. It's basically exposure therapy designed for people with social anxiety. Each time you do it, your brain accepts a little more the idea that it's in fact okay to look silly or make mistakes in front of people, that it's okay to not know a reference that everyone else does. Everyone will laugh \*with you\* about it, and then you'll all move on. Each time you do it, and it turns out okay, you're just a teeny imperceptibly little bit less afraid of doing it the next time. You come out of your shell just a little bit farther. And if you do it enough, all those little bits add up to where you can look back and see that you've come a long way. That's what happened to me. I've continued taking classes since I started two years ago, and now I'm basically a different person. Public speaking is no longer a big deal to me now, at most I'll just get a few butterflies beforehand and then once I start they'll go away, but it's not actually scary anymore. Which is huge for me.

​

This also translates over into just being in groups of people. But it's not just public speaking or speaking in groups, but also speaking to people one-on-one has gotten way easier thanks to taking these classes. Because the same fears of looking silly or being judged that diminished through repetition apply just as much to one-on-one conversations as they do to talking in front of groups. I'm now much more okay with the idea of messing something up in any conversation, knowing that it's okay. And THAT frees me up to take the initiative to talk to people, and to take more risks in a conversation, to be more open. I speak louder now, and with more confidence. And it's not an act, I actually am a more confident speaker because the fear of messing up is basically gone. I still have insecurities, but when it comes to just socializing itself or worrying about how people perceive me, they've gone down tremendously.

​

If there are any improv classes anywhere within traveling range of you, I strongly suggest you take them. I wish I had done it years ago, it is probably the best decision I've ever made. Just google ""improv class"" and check out what's around.  It might take a few classes before you notice any significant changes, but  if you keep going, they will come. And on top of everything I've said about them, THEY'RE JUST FUN! So many laughs. And don't worry about actually needing to be funny, you don't have to be funny to do improv. It's much more about supporting people and being silly than actually being witty or some great comedic actor (of course that's always welcome, but not needed at all). If anyone has any questions I'd be happy to answer them.",6.514594009695292,6.773661891043402,6.938986466989848,75.45320269217451,65.36195752539243,9.686570867959373,32.249668167128355,9.47609994337876,2.908141747460757,4480,166,810,79,64,1462,390,1083,0.11699999999999999,0.7340000000000001,0.149,0.9883,1,3,2,0,0,0,161.0,1,25,9,7,56,62,3,9,42,7,82,5,2,7,11,179,148,82,1,19,47,0,1,2,2,9,3,17,0,1,68,60,0,4,23,3,2,22,21,20,0,6,37,23,87,43,152,85,40,133,1,3,4,0,90,66,2,27,42,597,155,16,0.0,0.0,0.2539061587285754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589747080721935,0.0,0.037220129504629884,0.03849664502436846,0.04101773684006118,0.08917389265589276,0.06185640930637326,0.20136701072764632,0.2258265372414281,0.15166020334061436,0.0,0.1421737622893162,0.0,0.07372479657283636,0.07796984783169726,0.0,0.030587532283205737,0.06617790529031713,0.034748693137290475,0.042285949851896286,0.06984439617054901,0.02858123882073985,0.031035183697967962,0.0906333238957497,0.0,0.06325742900591462,0.04187757309567392,0.039007353186315735,0.0,0.12173920085993245,0.0,0.0,0.0414937271288174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03932066066950903,0.12807377304958126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029677016091899624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03832037399443463,0.0,0.03772650779070183,0.0,0.03883447135233047,0.0,0.0,0.03252749349798218,0.03803755321953516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031050551633855568,0.0,0.0,0.03840628169939924,0.0,0.04910053077362785,0.03362216149848471,0.03131711247748169,0.1420691332450409,0.06681153846095687,0.0,0.0,0.2509577751407929,0.0,0.0,0.03568878327933414,0.04071763776071236,0.0,0.031616565298174096,0.0,0.0,0.057434504094293674,0.0,0.03883931427985562,0.0,0.08449768847590687,0.06235243560006162,0.029728039835095307,0.040979774032500325,0.0,0.0,0.06573816381152894,0.07913576741314816,0.0,0.0,0.0381468808636011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474228779030435,0.0392718753461749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588035013667778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033038176355517215,0.0,0.03870656859059275,0.0817100770217034,0.030298302377927088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038008581615226716,0.052508178920589885,0.03631851885010658,0.14901539350874846,0.03282156497474733,0.032894053817929564,0.09363967068059212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055127316321466,0.024811092779140457,0.03768428644160361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03943122454788259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03950555553509185,0.13662019340041054,0.13780447117353156,0.0,0.0,0.03953044447549744,0.0,0.0,0.035665371886601474,0.042317999956872035,0.0,0.039584564320801235,0.1511230831605534,0.0,0.0,0.043610685970362814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092258449791099,0.03245518679794515,0.0,0.0,0.03513742244740237,0.0,0.0,0.03781499245995765,0.04007527076410431,0.0,0.0,0.11209757735817368,0.04163862002814505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023811889822176517,0.038216687492406975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03535693837440207,0.029558872350430525,0.0,0.0,0.029619473622444794,0.0,0.0,0.041991230826060086,0.0,0.03074719637718435,0.0,0.0,0.18944936579817664,0.031493803510613136,0.057230169833489185,0.0,0.0,0.052617872296126064,0.0,0.17810283366012195,0.03107557037422495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871914025239312,0.0,0.0,0.22357617353275186,0.11950252920027367,0.0,0.034220906405836644,0.04250684169301671,0.0,0.024693926324940597,0.02381687113681007,0.0,0.029508624872588762,0.06502192999484294,0.0,0.0,0.035517283311260216,0.04129695328842559,0.02523581632180884,0.04043000796240249,0.0363094389588339,0.0,0.04471062549862197,0.0,0.0,0.09200679470775174,0.04384735614751939,0.11801445086121973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03445672511926512,0.0,0.0,0.04274337127120273,0.0,0.0,0.02706001635570401,0.07549535868400621,0.0,0.1056172788756262,0.0,0.2258265372414281,0.07180828952494735
socialanxiety,joshendyne,2018/12/16,"I went to a club tonight with my work colleagues... And I just couldn't take it in there. So many people and so much noise, it made my anxiety go haywire. I couldn't cope with it at all. I'm sorry if this isn't the right place to vent but my social anxiety was really in effect tonight and I couldn't take any of it at all tonight. ",0.5249404761904763,2.3104563750000007,2.18809523809524,97.69500000000002,82.47222222222223,5.7809523809523835,20.007936507936503,6.868970318607317,0.05074365079365073,257,7,63,3,7,84,46,72,0.07200000000000001,0.9279999999999999,0.0,-0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,2,15,11,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,9,5,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017907842094166,0.0,0.4053810331359392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058052774822672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507076520853529,0.0,0.26862366734730325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947730518490052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368704032111874,0.0,0.27682249285314803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697375159382423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262708666633674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270089144429937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965964060142465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39842768257607736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456167474647045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289103014359468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kmlj09,2018/12/16,"Even writing here makes me unconfortable, but I've decided to talk about something that happened last year Last year a classmate invited me to her birthday party at a restaurant. I knew at least half of the people in there from school but I only consider one of then my friend. 

I was feeling alone even w/ 20 people there. I couldn't stand that anymore, so I went to the bathroom. When I returned, I started to cry but was trying to hide it. A girl noticed and told everyone, so said it was nothing and they moved on. 

As the chair was empty, my friend sat next to me for less than 5 minutes to check on me and then left. I asked him to stay w/ me, and he said: ""Ohh, but she's telling me something"", and told a girl close to my chair to talk to me. She did. She was really nice. 

But I've never felt worse in my whole life. The only moment someone talked to me was after my friend asked, so he wouldn't have to talk to me.

I felt completely humiliated, and now, after 1 year, it still makes me feel bad. My father says that I don't a psychologist, because they're only for people who have real problems. Althoug, I don't think that going through this kind of thing every time I'm in public or w/ a lot of people is normal.

(I'm sorry if there's anything written wrong, english is not my first language.)",3.5483257199602747,4.5544063509433945,4.58834160873883,87.00823237338629,72.28301886792453,6.937437934458789,26.40019860973188,7.0608816371341465,1.1133018867924522,1013,33,212,9,19,331,146,265,0.10400000000000001,0.802,0.094,-0.1702,0,1,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,1,13,8,0,0,10,0,15,1,0,2,1,32,37,20,0,5,8,1,4,0,3,1,1,3,0,2,10,7,0,0,7,0,1,3,6,3,0,3,17,7,34,5,34,18,4,33,0,0,0,0,29,9,0,3,19,139,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845835753664472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385411950770718,0.0,0.0,0.08617565272079225,0.0,0.19579816276611914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743684151174619,0.06383635146385726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979694729472247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503002334151398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833316951423144,0.0,0.08823113234797395,0.10006446560900437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589917594548062,0.0,0.20109528061511125,0.0,0.0,0.08907479446635999,0.0,0.0,0.2427192801887928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951479993866216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260356675185738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904978479443588,0.0,0.1707215841784903,0.0,0.0,0.1137786067962138,0.0,0.0739668461935129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902921513179061,0.0,0.0,0.13980285138154194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130080723129344,0.0,0.0,0.08076653425694143,0.0,0.11137092798066027,0.0,0.1026033842257101,0.1004816823207798,0.11922443544503235,0.0,0.0,0.07096099489142553,0.23893287940960925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29039870213006586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020291521188636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919430748579818,0.06708632553101762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922543697948766,0.08327756207673917,0.0,0.10598224972646304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872893207137217,0.1612371732070254,0.0,0.11722548745464845,0.07412136827375873,0.1116176065630092,0.08362954225912211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366799374421391,0.09152991212340413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957132728419904,0.06710035961640834,0.0,0.0,0.0610630850787068,0.0,0.0,0.2001289312180087,0.0,0.07109801873974443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707650654132427,0.0,0.11691616118509372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671864560434256,0.0,0.11449490129698466,0.0,0.20230877611442988
socialanxiety,StevenM111,2019/02/28,"Can someone help me with this? Idk why but im getting anxious over how to respond to this

- are you wanting to order a six year hoodie? the womens asking me to go through the list and message people who haven't ordered.

Do i just say No or just replying with that rude or do i reply saying no im not wanting to order one",1.6221078431372575,3.292121308823532,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,78.55882352941177,5.121568627450982,26.03921568627451,5.46131890053228,0.7593450980392159,251,10,51,1,6,86,50,68,0.192,0.7829999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.897,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,10,5,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,2,5,0,9,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,1,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29494993754586035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440777435912501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640530529600467,0.0,0.14837971791047824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499870554007468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5640297673595018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691687471836093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100236221930235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41524801165270175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212151250582552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079875179375728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558716754714826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681291553339743
socialanxiety,just-breath-for-now,2019/02/28,"What is happening in my body? (hormone wise) Hey everyone, I'm new to this sub. I try to explore my social anxiety more in order to better deal with it.

I want to understand what happens in my body related to social situations. For instance, today I spent a few hours with people I haven't seen in three years. I was nervous but not too much compared to other situations. I prepared myself well (breathing, general self care) and felt ok most of the time during the meeting (kept breathing, manage not to overanalyze, kept myself from talking a lot out of insecurity etc.). So it went pretty well for what I'm coming from. However, now that I'm on my own, I feel tired, exhausted and my mind starts overthinking stuff. I feel that there's a lot of tension in my body and must be realized somehow. It feel as if my body is still producing stress hormones or even more that it did during the social situation itself.

Please share any ideas, knowledge and experiences. Would be very much appreciated.

​",4.9026916221033865,6.917441443850273,5.930823529411764,74.74603921568631,70.3903743315508,8.836934046345812,30.64848484848485,9.3871,3.0345068805704094,798,34,137,18,15,264,121,187,0.1,0.758,0.142,0.8183,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,0,4,6,1,9,8,6,1,1,34,28,9,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,14,8,0,2,9,0,1,3,3,5,2,1,8,5,17,7,24,16,10,19,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,6,8,99,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163123611110986,0.1304405207843101,0.0730008533232993,0.0,0.08212152487223706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494127461471566,0.0,0.4769611897282751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944923829504902,0.0,0.0,0.09247147091009694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067188120454872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972226898240115,0.07090285848525944,0.0,0.0,0.1025763621175244,0.0,0.10500770801169028,0.0,0.0,0.16283630987712325,0.0,0.103071665845406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985634787936348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057169271080255,0.0,0.0,0.1211837090310992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252819229718173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839166874089744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782741385925542,0.0,0.0,0.10367812318002677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442212939143568,0.0,0.0,0.11783672707442767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921230450118116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198819216468668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619935881833237,0.0,0.3282856953682855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598202085447696,0.0,0.08572887646264098,0.0,0.12296766778926176,0.0,0.12288867312041075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628288516453797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259593841755344,0.1233816339695279,0.1017540939532254,0.0,0.0,0.07288277683491969,0.0,0.0,0.11175386855805726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857398812953864,0.06331709329606974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930388952788096,0.09951339696347763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625749518107912,0.0,0.1304405207843101,0.06912909643454071
socialanxiety,Throowaawaay9966,2019/02/28,anything i can take to make anxiety go away? Is there anything I can buy without a prescription that works. Anything that makes me feel less anxious?? Thank you,2.9839655172413795,6.070637655172416,2.699568965517244,88.62107758620691,86.24137931034483,5.658620689655173,31.38793103448276,7.1686216300943375,2.3216827586206894,128,7,22,2,4,38,24,29,0.135,0.789,0.076,-0.1841,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,9,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393048225617535,0.3011558467258875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6581098483748736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504576295337611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478921331819302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150170892079093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35588409804169924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043253830453187,0.0,0.0,0.24542805346827806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569704718664508,0.0,0.19407104716161105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrterrencemiller,2019/02/28,"Alcohol is a great short term helper for SA. I can’t even describe how good it is. I’m not a regular drinker but after a few drinks during a social situation all the anxiety goes away, and I can just speak my mind and have a genuinely good conversation with anyone. Despite having SA I like talking to people, just without alcohol I’m not always sure how to continue the conversation. ",4.3404504504504535,6.2731207027027045,6.122702702702704,73.13288288288291,71.70270270270271,9.798198198198195,31.25225225225225,10.125756701596842,3.6080792792792784,308,14,54,9,6,106,54,74,0.098,0.765,0.13699999999999998,0.4389,0,0,4,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,7,0,6,3,0,2,2,14,8,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,7,8,3,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,37,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884517245499835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015276996141928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748225286162181,0.0,0.0,0.15979139111501373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470863807065896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223869457738287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093992745258275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833552084948169,0.0,0.2519518230059985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164674829471928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307471231165777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843184677167002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568739216160581,0.0,0.23295449624649164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153839919124885,0.0,0.0,0.18368134522873228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029187188878566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Speak_Up_App,2019/02/28,"Improve Public Speaking Skills and Overcome Anxiety!  

Hello Everyone! Many of you are probably trying to improve your public speaking and communication skills for various purposes - ace an interview, deliver a speech, win a debate etc. Some of you might just want to get over your social anxiety and be able to talk to people without hesitating.

To make it easier for all of you, my team and I have created an app ([https://www.speakupapp.org](https://www.speakupapp.org/?fbclid=IwAR1O5NsLikK7HUh0zEFbzdg5BwT49mZGpWO2hAdloKFV4D90Z9IBsCQua6I)) to help you boost your communication skills and feel a lot more confident while speaking!

SpeakUp is a speech coaching application designed to help individuals improve their communication skills through a wide variety of tools such as:

· Live Transcription

· Emotion Detection

· Word-Highlighting

· Live Thesaurus Feed to HELP BOOST ENGLISH VOCABULARY

and more!

Here are a few suggestions for having the best experience while using this app:

\-Make an Account for access to all the features and have personalized data and stats available to you!

\-Please use site on a computer for best experience – mobile app coming soon!

\-While using the app please ensure you are in a quiet location to minimize unnecessary background noise. If possible, please use the microphones within your headphones or earphones for better clarity transcription!

We are still in an early stage launch, and we understand that users may experience certain issues, so please feel free to provide any feedback and any recommendations! We are always looking to improve so our users can have the best experience possible.

Please visit [https://www.speakupapp.org](https://www.speakupapp.org/?fbclid=IwAR0q949N0zANRJsjrisB1TXwmnHZZtgVVhl58dWMdJ62ChnVIWOI82MCKu4) to improve your communication skills and get yourself better prepared to tackle any communication challenge that you come across!

[FreeStyle Mode](https://i.redd.it/frp7juh8qcj21.jpg)

​

​

[Personalized Dashboard](https://i.redd.it/hdymmydbqcj21.jpg)",15.714883818296,18.46253946263345,11.810918986811807,39.82490684530043,45.83274021352313,13.586853673853884,46.42265019886959,12.827911418992354,7.1035930918986825,1723,84,175,49,17,499,165,281,0.011000000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.273,0.9976,0,0,0,0,0,0,95.0,4,12,1,14,7,9,0,0,17,0,14,1,0,7,3,38,29,19,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,2,4,16,1,0,3,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,19,10,34,26,12,18,0,0,1,0,34,8,0,6,6,123,23,7,0.0869883104480527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238124278103916,0.18850359605426575,0.21140063707886847,0.17746510218283465,0.0,0.13309163879056862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738665951888893,0.1538681831224709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498654539591958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785014094756557,0.0,0.0,0.097014960470978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831210584352623,0.0,0.3403650374651566,0.0,0.0,0.08796780693763406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089560379799352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491929257532626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079319583519373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536245436507137,0.0,0.07304827221054748,0.0,0.0,0.07395435081151519,0.0,0.0,0.11613074539875178,0.08819249343912036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228085073667204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060306741614941074,0.15190967477538372,0.0,0.4774352138629902,0.0,0.1961324995927222,0.0,0.0,0.0937881113766378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867362780554333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946897709119633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991790887950898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905935273156426,0.0,0.0,0.09055789898396023,0.0,0.3005198825242846,0.0,0.0,0.05130795929167024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385362708682552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140063707886847,0.0
socialanxiety,sylas69,2019/02/28,"By the end of the day, I'm giving two girls my email Hi. I'm a girl, for starters. I like girls and I've struggled with social anxiety pretty much my whole life. I don't have really any friends and I'm very single, so I feel lonely often. Today I wrote my email on two slips of paper and folded them into little squares. I gave one to a pretty girl in my History class and told her I thought she was pretty and wanted to be friends. She was really nice and was like ""aw, you're shaking!"" I'm going to give my other slip of paper to someone in my Creative Writing class. I hope this works out for me! Even if they're straight I really just want to make friends.",0.9511202466598156,2.9619405611510814,2.798689619732788,92.68124100719429,82.23741007194245,5.410277492291882,20.000513874614594,6.5431188927421005,0.1526110996916752,514,14,112,5,14,171,87,139,0.046,0.6890000000000001,0.266,0.9851,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,4,10,0,2,4,1,6,1,0,1,0,20,22,8,0,4,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,7,2,19,7,17,14,3,13,0,1,1,0,21,7,0,3,6,65,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034971746994372,0.0,0.11642803363742878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981525732034554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479875698293894,0.0,0.0,0.100522736341717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695388589558401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527542424300377,0.0,0.0,0.2919968065819656,0.08649538738500015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511630347120383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749916023826657,0.14870865292771238,0.1525384234805732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159071189214096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188014030610156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313062882988228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464508198619069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29249822167034073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551426703392316,0.12895352684845499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910626861065194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082507749456267,0.0,0.0,0.14426216624646918,0.14542793935700182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973429493870091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557603241526635,0.17953599082744864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991922452388775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079908288844764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bubbahardy18,2019/02/28,"My anxiety is shooting missiles at my brain. So I started off the school day, fairly well, got up not completely tired, took a ""not as warm as I would like it to be, but hey it's better than cold water"" shower and I didn't feel tired when I was getting ready to go out the door. I went out of my house and saw that there was a lot of fog, said to myself ""Spooky!"" And I went to my bus stop. It was running a little late and I was expecting to not be first in class as I usually am but whatevs. Our bus usually gets there at 6:35 and well little did we know our bus was gonna be an entire hour late.

Now it wasn't to cold but I still had to alternate the hand I used to hold my phone so many times. The bus got there I got to school and I got to my class. I was a little hopeful on how the rest of the day would go because a lot of people were like ""Hey Brandon's here!"" And I was a bit happier that I was just acknowledged. Me and my crush are in the same 1st period and I try to talk to her after class usually but I felt like I had to do it then at that moment. So I went up to her and showed her a meme on my phone, and I think she had like a problem getting the joke and I tried to add onto it but it didn't work and I don't think she fully got the joke I was trying to do. She laughed but it was nonetheless really really awkward. 

After that I had to go to the art room to pick up an easel right after my teacher yelled at the class. I went up to him to get the pass and I asked him a question and he said ""No,"" With the hardest tone possible. I felt like I just wrecked my dad's car and asked him if he was alright. So at this point my anxiety has deployed some ground troops to my brain and the troops are slowly breaking down the left side of my brain. I went to go to the art room and just a quick note, I walk pretty fast so if someone is in front of me I try to go around them but this one lady was walking a little slow but the hallway are too narrow and I couldn't pass her and when I got to the stairway she realized I was behind her and mumbled something.

I got outside art room and there was another art teacher. I asked if she was in there, she said yes, then I asked if I could knock on the door (my brain was waving the white flag at this point) and she said yes. I knocked on the door asked if she had the easel while stuttering so damn hard. She showed me where it was and I yeeted out that bitch. I hated myself and I just wanted to go home... And I wasn't even an hour in. I came back to the classroom with the easel, set it down, and just sat and browsed Reddit. At this point the white flag my brain was waving had been eviscerated by a nuke that my anxiety had launched. 

To be honest all of that happened more than 3 hours ago and not much has got better and especially since I am about to go into a math test that I am not ready for. I still have another day left to go as well. Fuck this entire day. 

(TL:DR Anxiety started attacking Brain so that he couldn't function and burned Brain out.",1.613187824445497,2.7796798374233127,3.163190184049082,94.71643699858423,77.3128834355828,6.487777253421425,21.12741859367626,7.010146845296331,0.21903813119395954,2322,56,564,24,52,766,245,652,0.073,0.795,0.132,0.9893,3,0,1,1,0,0,57.0,3,0,1,4,34,25,5,1,41,3,55,12,8,4,1,94,108,61,0,14,23,1,6,5,0,3,2,5,8,0,24,42,1,2,9,8,0,22,13,8,3,2,55,16,89,17,83,43,9,106,0,0,3,1,40,47,3,10,40,387,113,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481317545348056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138720285104423,0.1661507804527024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483365849105122,0.2538057300229674,0.06177162593984095,0.0,0.04175168346733565,0.0,0.03309945620815725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604404508410608,0.059279172743928014,0.0,0.0,0.4243003881950964,0.0,0.06210225806874256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056930246880237685,0.0,0.0,0.04335240294849983,0.0,0.0,0.14007044636672844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035863207886060705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027454616815561158,0.0,0.10426887316947507,0.0,0.0,0.046185710666111116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050197473462948825,0.11347351079297445,0.0,0.2468696871464913,0.0,0.34741551045676194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04801539612046403,0.0,0.04864019492898492,0.05360787069264651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446515562463661,0.053930001667849975,0.16041728986450632,0.0626524113596021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029840670074683863,0.0,0.1225006457302412,0.0,0.1179895130820142,0.0,0.0,0.1326358973225973,0.21768278067159988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232415512248496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055049482251991286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991515627349889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03679361819771032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03764328201581955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398701390271186,0.06121265050081307,0.0,0.05524041856303858,0.0,0.0519556949595302,0.0,0.0,0.06082600178163911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956916688251864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046370054364656035,0.20659870044694106,0.0,0.0,0.10990461557469104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044915730164805365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600637934572027,0.0418011260928236,0.0,0.0,0.07686457408691416,0.0,0.08672464225281677,0.04539542131008189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364254296331711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695837203644818,0.0,0.0,0.03166150420802119,0.1248147474700459,0.0,0.0,0.06032689250028313,0.14745866289650367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046895895824770883,0.1794041821545613,0.0,0.03202626985892445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646082357001294,0.2516731849034861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03952947052401536,0.0,0.0,0.07714324812779955,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayyyyy193z,2019/02/28,"Advice for dating with social anxiety? First time poster so I hope I’m in the right place. I want to get back into dating, but just the thought of it is giving me so much anxiety. I’ve gone on dates before, but never had a relationship. 

I tried online dating twice, but never moved past a second date because I would panic due to my lack of experience and I am a little self conscious about it (I’m in my mid twenties, female). I think I’m afraid I’m going to be ridiculed or the guy will loose interest. It takes me a while to open up too. Plus, my mind starts spiraling into worst case scenarios before I go on a date. 

Have any of you successfully found someone? How did you manage your anxiety while dating?",2.11656941649899,4.346062809859156,3.905150905432597,85.13014084507046,79.35211267605635,6.592354124748491,20.706237424547282,7.7094869923839395,0.9072941649899388,557,15,109,9,14,187,96,142,0.166,0.736,0.098,-0.8839,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,2,7,7,1,2,8,0,8,0,0,1,2,23,24,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,4,0,3,5,0,15,3,18,16,3,33,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,2,17,73,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632756658248862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362501715984995,0.0,0.3834637232859373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847973350646225,0.0,0.10185479864925402,0.0,0.28435778000939305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344333088688298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212427632602945,0.0,0.18320247683320065,0.0,0.0,0.08729615919637056,0.1602852553939216,0.18991899835739096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654425850294453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595527813170094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746525724832986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871042816616513,0.0,0.0,0.1775872375234559,0.12282830810642735,0.0,0.25773587918778496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604081357874414,0.0,0.0,0.15950362677255364,0.0,0.0,0.17457054823639045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793891087344403,0.0,0.14269154517115698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743083769179974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032434586464118,0.14157243174541026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826517130142268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256287707385795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706272306134768,0.0,0.13264856305043213,0.09742988270743093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344123241751425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985523522638268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869394403026524,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CamiPin,2019/02/28,"Can I be a good psychologist? Hello

I know that maybe it sounds contradictory to ask this in this forum ... 

I always look for jobs where I do not have to have contact with people, but I do not see myself studying something else rather than psychology. 
I do not see myself working in something that is not a social reason, I want to help people, I am a good listener and I feel that I am a good adviser (although I know that a psychologist is not a counselor), I love volunteering and helping children and people in need. 

But I am very afraid of not being able to work well with the profession, not being a good psychologist, not being able to address groups or things like that. What do you think? Is there a psychologist here or someone who is studying that?

Thanks",6.134056316590563,6.659912664383563,6.820228310502287,75.0584855403349,66.1917808219178,9.22861491628615,31.290715372907147,9.150863307647796,2.6309856925418567,603,22,111,10,9,199,78,146,0.05,0.7509999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9737,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,5,9,0,1,9,0,18,1,0,1,0,25,31,8,0,3,13,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,12,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,1,1,0,0,6,16,8,13,27,0,4,0,0,3,1,13,4,0,2,1,89,28,4,0.3057424493908573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720110520507655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291395899179662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770429222592386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729628447237064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128845213935825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493271905245766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170110209327833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802805432939535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468515856236381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837332714238756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797224877872405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535796924957083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335207608740568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31794497676462896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571770796534201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436371475561482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558329620497127,0.129527292598562,0.23537547476568454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074328480277334,0.0,0.0,0.1015608489276322,0.09795370811532013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261347703435347,0.09016740908222123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744959009722035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258414453154174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bob2508,2019/02/28,"Daily plan fails I don't know if this is relatable, but every time something in my daily plan goes wrong (like a friend calls that he is sick and can't go to school). My anxiety kicks harder than normal in i just don't go to school or if I go to school just hide in the bathroom. Does anyone of you find this relatable or am I just wierd",3.0399999999999987,3.703977444444448,4.120444444444445,91.169,73.16666666666667,7.426666666666668,21.344444444444445,7.554174236665415,0.4692077777777781,264,5,61,3,5,86,48,72,0.19,0.754,0.055999999999999994,-0.8519,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,12,10,6,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,8,10,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,4,2,35,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782257846290394,0.0,0.0,0.1533932925313392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240081430549142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197803243956651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483433515983927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005063335460202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948989768991468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37403051007378585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205636995829786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717637666110508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494259230080204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6660628106758515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888690488089805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279203205600778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23985398801135915,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NecessaryCartoonist,2019/02/28,"Working retail with social anxiety, should i tell co-workers ? A few days ago, i got a job at a grocery store as a to-go meal cook.   
I'm basically the cashier, cook and maintenance so I have to interact with 50+ customers on a slow day.  
The only reason i got hired is because my CV is 100% BS and i memorized all the answers to interview questions.  


My co-workers are all social butterflies and after only 2 days they're already starting to suspect something is wrong.  
I'm asked at least 5 times a day if i'm stressed by different co-workers and i feel like the gig is already up.   


Should i come clean and say i have social anxiety even if the job requires advanced communication skills ?   
It sounds stupid and like a weak attention grab to me but what else am i supposed to do ? Fake it ?   
I'm already doing the best i can, hell, yesterday i was going on break and told someone working to ""have a nice break"".  
Then they replied ""my name is xxx"" and i just blanked completely, closed my eyes in shame and replied ""good job xxx""... The whole thing was so cringy, i barely had any sleep thinking about it. ",3.930789170506913,5.211896350230417,4.816425691244241,84.68749567972353,71.67281105990783,7.8213133640553,31.534850230414747,8.278499904357787,2.290991013824885,856,39,172,13,16,278,130,217,0.13,0.777,0.094,-0.7691,4,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,6,5,12,2,2,15,0,18,6,2,1,2,31,31,16,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,1,0,5,13,3,1,8,2,2,3,0,7,0,0,6,5,19,5,18,23,6,23,1,0,1,0,12,7,1,3,13,98,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907502552855764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700142000691939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600564095292245,0.0,0.1710034568035278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448739890890936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813234839451297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729295420279792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627768849844716,0.11718595587301747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883228168951297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677310808713673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336729188893277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382129056355176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651293804200558,0.07984662797922193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703993856373375,0.09374516310217892,0.1787811440710635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327355917048959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920777802718057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000823521956762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520502810588696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491546617938855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888189476290027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118480821818666,0.3417982606537385,0.094700125773675,0.0860439781345212,0.0,0.0,0.07910951630067653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802913913097902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768960346741774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425327106107328,0.07161601460526204,0.0,0.0,0.06517244941515415,0.0,0.0,0.10679850706448092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478427172207493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068398647783687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220006823194116,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xxusernamegoesherexx,2019/02/28,"Difficulties even getting help. I have pretty severe social anxiety that extends beyond typical social interactions- I also have a lot of difficulty with things like phone calls, reading/returning texts, emails, even getting something in the mail makes me anxious if it's something I have to reply to. Just checking replies to my comments and posts on reddit is hard for me.


It's really affecting my life. 


I have been really wanting to get some professional help, for a long time. Except I freeze up when I try to get the ball rolling.
I have to apply for medicaid assistance to help me pay for treatment, which requires a LOT of phone calls and face to face appointments with a case manager. Then I have to make calls to find a therapist who accepts medicaid. And then the appointments with the therapist.


For godsake, who the hell is afraid of a therapist?? it's their JOB to talk to you and not judge you. Wtf is wrong with me??


Every time I try to get things going, I freeze up. I recently tried to make the first call to get the assistance I need, and as soon as they started asking me questions on the phone I couldn't even think clearly, and I had to hang up. Then I was too afraid to call back because I had hung up on them. 


How do you get help for social anxiety when the process of getting help is so full of triggers? Has anyone else related to this, and how did you manage to get through it?",5.021152046783627,6.2680717,5.554327485380116,80.5513157894737,69.03703703703704,9.091617933723198,30.877192982456144,9.414487439383343,2.7555555555555555,1109,45,211,23,19,357,137,270,0.092,0.8009999999999999,0.107,0.6217,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,3,2,14,6,1,2,15,0,18,3,2,7,1,34,36,19,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,4,1,2,2,2,4,0,1,5,3,30,2,47,30,4,26,1,0,0,0,32,10,1,5,14,151,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114521205908657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611583614065526,0.10050503346097953,0.0,0.06220633857048796,0.09115507095178256,0.0,0.0,0.08317018810320903,0.0,0.0,0.06840852976979117,0.0,0.05423218771887566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542156361424128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431877250441947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628146608027195,0.0,0.07495677967832215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131232248986804,0.07567351303363493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41832447561744657,0.0,0.05056081258265931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969509122694655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981565431455396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828395270532184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283855194968266,0.04346376470129375,0.0,0.0,0.0787311520667913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126958219800776,0.0,0.0,0.17815431895533335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596635875589972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520379840293628,0.09050930415109557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996610677246582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398640793647613,0.0,0.087842122824181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050503346097953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720655880878395,0.0,0.13697907922533875,0.0,0.0,0.06296982622006994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150663043015228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098853771545865,0.1182086756090442,0.057005126628852563,0.0,0.0,0.10375231719052896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120401669182312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052473813104413417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726917089720873,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,QQOQ,2019/02/28,"I hate being tall I am 6'6"" and of course usually one of the tallest persons around. Which means my face is usually visible to everyone and I fucking hate it. I just want to be short and be able to hide in small groups. I don't want people look at me from all directions. I don't want to be the center of attention. :(",0.8397402597402639,2.9769594242424238,2.9265367965367983,90.87409090909094,83.54545454545455,7.40779220779221,23.064935064935064,8.418075326091056,1.5041844155844162,246,9,55,6,7,83,45,66,0.177,0.7659999999999999,0.057,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,0,8,2,1,0,1,11,16,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,8,0,11,12,1,10,0,0,1,1,2,8,1,0,2,37,10,0,0.22919768709112176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040345342425803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900821206666585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188956847341572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525705301175237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246833224400134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496634728466109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531028445570838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889681754884358,0.20012657980105575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048577430510777,0.0,0.4055602024609559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Markc16,2019/02/28,"feeling hopeless  

I don't know if i'll ever get rid of my anxiety i'm too scared to face my fears if that's the the only way to cure anxiety then i'm pretty much screwed i just keep on avoiding scary situations time and time again i don't have to courage to expose myself to anxiety provoking situations, i'm really hopeless and depressed",3.0917391304347817,5.060577811594207,5.141376811594203,78.6842391304348,75.23188405797102,8.657971014492754,30.34057971014493,9.2995712137729,2.9901188405797106,275,13,52,7,6,95,46,69,0.425,0.519,0.057,-0.9788,0,1,0,0,0,2,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,3,2,0,3,2,1,1,1,11,10,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,6,1,7,10,1,7,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090616052151768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191048184488969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006435789982224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24960256339631395,0.11215588851377224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588872748853772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715858981416687,0.0,0.0,0.1219032444909428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630589072539141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869964061624562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22566471305833935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209981106801134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220746391592574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986567498320969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25868320508632625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760657311946775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NoFaultPros,2019/02/28,"Nofaultpros - Auto injury claims Auto injury claims Services by [nofaultpros](http://nofaultpros.com/services/). At **Nofaultpros**, our doctors are very familiar with best practices, and ensure that you have everything you need to file a claim. 

[http://nofaultpros.com/services/](http://nofaultpros.com/services/)",17.9859243697479,24.281821205882355,8.516050420168071,42.657941176470594,72.23529411764707,9.001680672268911,34.26890756302521,8.418075326091056,5.339173109243698,267,10,19,6,7,64,29,34,0.138,0.6890000000000001,0.174,0.3535,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128502491763073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001951605019141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392032700077496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623576151982949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403220621561656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,seltsame,2019/02/28,"Going to a kid's party on Sunday and think I might just die honestly My son is 4 and wants to go to this... I don't know how it's called in English... all the kids dress up as something else, like Halloween but not necessarily spooky. It's open to anyone, there are going to be hundreds of people and I am just about done with this shit. I had a nightmare about it last night. 

I have not a single friend in the world but there might be some people who I sort of know from way back and some people who I used to be almost-friends with but never really and I think I'm just going to puke and return home after 7 minutes of this. I am horrified. Just wanted to get that out somewhere. Send help.",1.6226472148541116,3.362818055172415,3.1641379310344817,92.24350132625996,78.79310344827586,5.564986737400532,18.74005305039788,6.297961479604792,-0.17600795755968154,538,11,119,4,13,177,91,145,0.14400000000000002,0.7929999999999999,0.063,-0.9429,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,1,0,5,0,13,1,1,2,2,34,26,11,1,2,9,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,10,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,2,0,10,3,23,19,4,20,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,5,8,84,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144838690116607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971841416270045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165476199762516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483097991776012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769548222986895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521371440540912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430292441447227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26456256897790154,0.0,0.0894534472374734,0.0,0.38922466361298985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476267318697705,0.0,0.17174390360894196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819199564040304,0.13956413203487644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364763307333213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632668629716182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205256154664186,0.0,0.0,0.16067489397388576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560994616046651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968554256568687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757510659644579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181066845577424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941697633970303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787590561003136,0.0,0.0,0.20197561323471494,0.13590352519237062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,82brighteyes,2019/02/28,"What is the worst thing you have done to get out of a public speaking situation? I haven't done anything too extreme although its crossed my mind to injure myself before i.e. break a leg. I've avoided part of a course by simply not attending and failed a qualification because I couldn't go through with the public speaking part.
Turned up to job interviews drunk in order to get through them.",8.123918918918918,7.946808824324329,7.411486486486485,74.87641891891893,62.10810810810811,9.562162162162162,37.41891891891892,8.841846274778883,3.243335135135135,319,14,56,4,4,99,56,74,0.12300000000000001,0.84,0.037000000000000005,-0.735,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,6,0,6,3,1,0,0,7,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,13,7,3,8,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,41,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998236714719152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802341171941927,0.0,0.20662555571336705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969870382325121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25373130153142703,0.0,0.1380026197096689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24096560417696755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451832756137177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259100091078535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729446359760129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132164489830012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641230601372109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,InAliensWeTrust,2019/02/28,"How do I get rid of my social anxiety, in this case, fear of performing? I've had mild to severe social anxiety since I was a little kid. Now I'm almost 20 years old and the anxiety is almost just as bad. 
There have been some improvements due having the sole responsibility in and for certain anxiety inducing situations. The anxiety level has gone down from maybe a 8 to a 7 in almost 20 years of having it.

Now, I'm at a point where I have to decide what I want to do as a job for the rest of my life.
I started visiting an academy for nursery teachers and I dropped out because the group activities with the students and children were too much for me.
I started to work as an animal caretaker (my dream job) in a shelter but stopped because the phone calls, appointments and the customers were too stressful. It wasn't providing good income and the schedules were too long. 
Now I've taken on a small job as a mobile caretaker for the elderly while I'm looking for an actual job I can learn that makes me happy and makes enough money. I'm starting to work there very soon and I feel like it's going to be a little better than working retail (which is one my biggest fears).

I've been thinking about going back to nursery teaching becaue the money is good and the schedules are nice for the most part. I love children but I'm scared to death of playing guitar and singing and playing in groups.
I've never worked outside of social jobs because I graduated in psychology/social work a few years ago.

I like computers and repairing them but I don't have the logic to find out complicated errors and all that jazz. The responsibility of having to repair someone's pc software/setting up a network/etc. and not being able to do so successfully is holding me back from pursuing this career.

I'm a chronical perfectionist, which comes with anxiety. If I can't do something perfectly I cannot try. I cannot fail.

Conclusion and TLDR: How do I get rid of my fear of performing in front of people? How do I get rid of my fear of failing and not being perfect?

I'm desperate for help. I won't see a therapist, I'm too scared and I'm probably not ""damaged"" enough. I feel like I can and need to figure this out on my own. ",4.269375,5.561896218678819,5.8341166002277935,77.66946647209569,70.86788154897494,8.85879840546697,30.347451594533034,9.271962702966755,2.748296640091116,1756,73,330,37,32,598,208,439,0.156,0.7340000000000001,0.11,-0.96,7,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,14,19,26,0,7,31,0,36,3,0,6,5,61,66,31,1,3,8,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,11,24,0,2,10,6,3,6,10,11,0,1,10,4,32,15,58,52,10,50,0,3,2,1,14,22,0,6,24,224,43,20,0.07709713815240073,0.0,0.0752356854408612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834196119697394,0.0,0.2316049416032903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353874597974638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185658806337348,0.0643728900076426,0.14099309948381614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818615346332196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787247980304045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641235787114322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932390615105915,0.08598368874801064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470228588069377,0.0779652591193224,0.11015642180162337,0.0,0.0,0.0704653875388709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084021785279987,0.0,0.08763216063251053,0.1293308432665791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207133717868921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051676586565630206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825350666634211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544559887102918,0.1129973021231778,0.15454317314726118,0.0,0.06822854115942283,0.06474217863759907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958317725578331,0.0,0.10292587677163316,0.0,0.07745443783377312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667526745242575,0.057166551045714775,0.059462065830936224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090047735636934,0.0,0.05224301610168488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348868755778324,0.0,0.05344944815987432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288171555133417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312375470466743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543753699900958,0.0,0.06143643730733745,0.0,0.0,0.08709782128431492,0.0,0.06377554937950858,0.08666041352675953,0.0,0.23577246982447544,0.0653241549668594,0.05935314357509541,0.0,0.0,0.16370925360318472,0.0,0.0,0.06445665967673064,0.08831451126953578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951571965634121,0.0,0.04940073308206184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052343896016418194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361321324122048,0.04547388960025725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806381739871573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894408772354228
socialanxiety,JohnT62,2019/02/28,"can u help me interpret her behavior I met a girl in class that's a couple grades ahead of me. I made a lame ass joke that nobody else was laughing at and she started laughing loudly and at great length and then started talking to me. She asked me to repeat the joke yet she obviously heard it. As I told her it she smiled the whole time then waited after class to pop out say boo and scare me and looked me in the eyes. She doesn't talk to other guys in class. After that incident she didn’t do anything as explosive. She started laughing at half funny stuff I say in conversation to other people or responding to stuff I say or asking me to repeat jokes. After I have a conversation with her she scares me. I was joking around with her and gave her a picture she was laughing loudly and saying my name a lot and I had a gut feeling from her eye contact because she held good eye contact and when I moved close to her didn’t flinch. Her friend asked me to tell the girl jokes and chase her down the hall as a joke. Early when we were joking around she held good eye contact longer than most people and I got a vibe from it and she was saying my name a lot.

The girl gets red while talking to me, hides her face, smiles, makes no eye contact. blushes and smiles when I say hi first. She can’t look me in the eyes and say hi first. She continued butting in my conversations to talk to me. Well her friend asked me to sit across from them. The girl had an attitude but found any excuse to talk to me and when they took turns with selfies next to me she had to be between us and asked me to get closer. She giggles and says my name for no reason. I told her friend I don’t take selfies she said “Me and Tina are going to take care of that”. The next day she comes and gets me when the girl is wearing something that shows cleavage for a selfie next to her. From that she blushed and asked me to get closer. When I talk to her she asks for a selfie with me or scares me. She hovers around me with her friend and approaches me with her friend trying to talk to me. Another friend looks at her and says her name when I enter a room. her friend’s comment nice things on our pictures. When she gets my attention and I talk to her she scares me or asks to take a selfie and to sit with her. She has me get closer every time and sends me the picture for me to post and tag her. She likes it then tells me the next day she likes it. When she sees my in the halls she can't say hi first or look me in the eyes. She can only approach me talk to me and flirt with me with her friend next to her. When I am not looking every opportunity she stares at me. She says my name a lot. When I say something bad she giggles and says my name. She compliments me a lot like new shirts haircut and so on. She has listened to my phone call with my mom and asked why I didn't say I love u at the end. Her friend goes around and finds information to tell her then she tells me what she heard about me. She has talked about me to her parents because she told me something that only they would know. She also has asked me where I live. When I looked at her and she caught me she smiled at me.",1.939894630676541,3.5838217276853257,2.803433394378533,95.61796533694296,77.56278366111952,5.6673408180056795,20.06850333094461,6.24893746202806,-0.1544630358043375,2466,56,569,17,57,777,230,661,0.046,0.8079999999999999,0.146,0.9958,1,0,3,0,0,0,42.0,3,0,3,5,23,41,0,4,32,0,28,13,12,3,1,84,82,61,0,1,8,2,1,3,9,1,0,20,1,6,18,50,0,3,8,8,0,9,10,6,1,4,26,37,149,35,89,54,6,88,0,1,16,2,164,33,1,10,46,390,167,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034858194373204573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029642088560196532,0.045706980937526065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03587012231839128,0.15521419221137642,0.4074993241358074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03639508493567108,0.05314303200667013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450935340202927,0.0,0.04444200124647624,0.0,0.0,0.03754815738755049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048230519551962385,0.0,0.05622273797825362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03641310697599017,0.0,0.038607012258030426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345140790209262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02203996299795191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039839655547509296,0.1112306204403016,0.0,0.04779320767976075,0.3030915343668722,0.0,0.13664106091478884,0.0,0.02477269491037249,0.07312095239052148,0.03486219206236398,0.0480571460788586,0.0,0.04316007055181807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029216860653892927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023955434115086563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388631002564098,0.0,0.0384899814546865,0.0,0.21962323799562755,0.0,0.0,0.14823160537162647,0.03934087231468748,0.04124506846722351,0.029096068443853176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051051037134673904,0.0,0.04632832410863672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209863267552312,0.2317875573465284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630296253224847,0.0,0.0,0.048400546641113464,0.0,0.0,0.060438399000337574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041746316865262034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044816863363280814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146322405321887,0.4852933214034185,0.17456120743058556,0.0,0.03473487602747232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067107603953533,0.0,0.0,0.0925577861881895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979820141410987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832075473404096,0.350352743405563,0.1523952086232798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028958666871053893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083431948019505,0.0,0.0,0.12495378361967732,0.048429103469914365,0.029594143453172583,0.04741243319393789,0.0,0.0,0.05243233062145115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03919184344377173,0.0,0.039332390630135966,0.04866568305892498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030964452093806664,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,h3vZa0je,2019/02/28,"I think I've pushed myself too far I've been working in call centers for about 5 years now, but have always been an introverted, socially anxious person.  I thought it would help me break out of my shell and become more social.  In the past year I've been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, panic attacks, and now migraines.  I'm on 3 different medications now, been to therapy, and I'm not improving.  I've been off work for the past month, but I don't know how I'm going to go back.  Even thinking of walking into the building, talking to people all day, and listening to 300 people talk at once sends me over the edge.  I'm having tremors now too, and I don't know whether it's the meds, the anxiety, or what.  I've gotten to the point to where I don't want to speak anymore, at all.  It's so draining to talk hardly at all now.  Having to put on a Customer Service voice for 8 hours is like a nightmare.

I don't know what to think.  The company has been super understanding and allowed me a lot of time off, like I couldn't work most of last year.  I have no energy, I never want to go anywhere, talk on the phone.  I spend most of my time just wanting silence.

I always tried to push through it, but I'm afraid I can't push anymore.  I'm in the process of applying for other jobs I'm better suited for.  I don't want to leave a job without having another, but I am considering it, for my own sake.  It would put me in a bad place financially.

Thanks for reading.  Any thoughts you have about my situation I'd like to hear. ",2.980484994640946,4.3009608360128615,4.5267725080385866,85.68807944801719,74.08038585209003,7.6270632368703115,27.427786709539127,8.212053250817874,1.7218584137191857,1184,45,250,19,24,397,160,311,0.111,0.792,0.09699999999999999,-0.3127,4,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,5,18,11,1,2,16,0,24,3,0,2,4,43,51,14,0,7,9,0,1,3,0,2,3,4,0,1,9,9,0,0,9,1,1,10,11,5,0,0,9,5,24,6,47,39,8,49,0,1,0,0,15,20,0,4,21,156,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450489055688675,0.0,0.0,0.06722247387712603,0.10365451563358972,0.15124239811349685,0.1116741645506128,0.19606843862328086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245795917487043,0.0,0.07601077425781995,0.08253695219132394,0.0,0.1091738195087492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742620205251496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093853003237382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375110052330599,0.0,0.08514073330612283,0.10033228738615928,0.0,0.10327887653497296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529054573143862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853891719843306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885516120444799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141293107045667,0.0,0.06625813994480982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734890823010584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618990854662705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297875307399828,0.08057724288607902,0.0,0.10466956530081813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488168733735646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404009049179281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980183675016954,0.0995825815235918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789023994563904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624044351749105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527372174292238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115981047123699,0.0,0.0,0.1887300640657436,0.13706249779683458,0.08631339924299784,0.10327887653497296,0.0,0.09344670825510497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874631049320124,0.0,0.0,0.0988783449269427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111333369201412,0.0,0.20153350339066373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31781266820699017,0.0,0.0910092668839993,0.11304541306292985,0.0,0.0,0.190020330489733,0.0,0.15695424805879524,0.115282319138184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711374372817216,0.0,0.0,0.10290799583590753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332209258552395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528940936013992,0.0,0.21589541386153502,0.0,0.0,0.14044267277377284,0.0,0.0,0.1909715572216635
socialanxiety,pikelettes,2019/02/28,"i feel like everyone is on the same page and i'm in a different book ever since a young age i've always been the odd one out. all throughout school i've had no friends, no family, no nobody. my mother was the only person in my life until she died, and even we never really had that mother son bond. no matter how many things i try it doesn't seem to change. i don't feel anything. i don't know what i like. i don't know what i want. i don't know who i am. i don't know anything about myself really. i feel like a stranger in my own body. how can i make friends if i have no personality? am i an empty shell without soul? my first and only girlfriend called me that after we broke up. i wonder if she knew what type of person i am? i thought i understood her but i guess we were speaking a different language. bodybuilding is the only thing that made me feel a purpose. i can't maintain bonds with anybody. it's just me and always has been me. i can't click with anybody. i don't feel like i'm on the same wavelength as anybody else. is there a point? i feel soulless. i feel like i'm disconnected from this simulation. i feel like a different species. i don't even know what i feel? i just want a friend",0.1269411764705879,2.3239096745098045,2.301470588235293,93.70161764705885,87.54901960784315,5.282352941176471,19.480392156862745,6.742157984588678,0.1751803921568622,937,28,211,12,30,315,126,255,0.079,0.809,0.113,0.9138,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,14,0,25,2,1,4,3,48,52,11,1,4,6,3,9,6,4,0,1,1,0,3,13,10,0,0,19,1,0,0,17,1,0,2,10,11,43,9,17,42,5,15,1,1,1,0,19,8,0,5,13,139,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927088346619914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575165239762832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630830175449003,0.0,0.0,0.09772699644133853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124474461956966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932819553885174,0.2999786423389044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995046667423457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642642860566525,0.08657197250786977,0.0,0.091451624087738,0.0,0.0,0.09022353297670478,0.0,0.4355285572027409,0.34186357128665346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140786611563193,0.0,0.0,0.22182772111536084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543145590175393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629888378033649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760030318331088,0.2805440526683282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905597666834528,0.06388480532587883,0.09703132887361296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738147221871594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485317430325221,0.21836722693697336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507015683095907,0.0,0.0,0.0904735399076296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262401815771393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686004720026316,0.0,0.08712756684127038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791693728429578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716623891122916,0.0,0.0,0.07598023884722369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497840410777121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290029973584237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225761229580924,0.10378957347314756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TacoMacho714,2019/02/28,"Public Speaking Anxiety!!! Hi I was wondering if you guys had any tips or recomended any vidoes to improve presentation skill. The anxiety kills me leading up to presentations, I get hot and my palms get sweaty. Once I do begin talking I usually talk too fast and stutter along the way.  Thanks ",3.781761006289312,6.809789471698117,4.998396226415097,74.95973270440253,78.81132075471697,8.816352201257864,31.474842767295605,9.2995712137729,3.7496691823899377,234,12,38,7,6,77,44,53,0.16699999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.099,-0.4545,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,7,8,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,7,1,4,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,5,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503290416674468,0.0,0.3940988878766706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691518167120667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550465721066176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28497620186657674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27431631063129364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140691388650854,0.0,0.2371468008497181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836900654329177,0.0,0.0,0.204456518070202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793365764214922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rebel_Redcoat,2019/02/28,"Jobs for people with SA? I've always dreamed of being a teacher, so I'm in school now to get an education major. 

Right now I'm 2 years into the program, so I got certified to be a sub. I did my first day yesterday and it was horrible. I almost couldn't speak. I'm dreading going back tomorrow and I'm thinking of getting another job. I just don't know what to do. 

Where can people like us work where we don't feel terrible all the time. I feel really bad.",0.7061855670103085,2.7286202886597937,3.6424845360824776,86.22455154639178,83.22680412371135,7.178969072164946,23.1020618556701,8.238735603445708,1.5189018556701028,356,13,76,8,10,127,70,97,0.08,0.8340000000000001,0.086,-0.1187,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,0,1,13,21,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,3,8,1,9,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,10,45,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238651134866946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602154631848028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344243166969633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719054274488579,0.18666498513289093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441790363642632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260793935562388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190161777316084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23360390237018705,0.0,0.12705547288376073,0.0,0.1788030052553351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437017043855534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286386364665125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922113184797498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099795719887561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321958274516816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092078101759127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625674403944365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143249543483634,0.0,0.0,0.13036083727765965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26891763635763416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275584510440647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439666393583085
socialanxiety,VixL707,2019/02/28,"Social Anxiety Makes Me Not Want To Go To Classes It’s hard to go to class lately. Mainly because I hate to interact with people. My social anxiety is just way too much. 

Sometimes I just want to be able to come to class and not have to worry about seeming weird or “off”. But I can’t do that. So, I just try to grin, bare it, and fake it as much as I can.

But I don’t think I’m doing a very good job.

I wish I could just interact with people naturally and not feel this crippling fear of going to class simply because I’m afraid of interacting with other people.

I want to be able to interact and connect with people, but it’s hard to do with social anxiety.

Today I literally didn’t want to go to class, but I forced myself. However, after talking to my seat mate who I really don’t like but my social anxiety doesn’t know how to handle not having to interact with her, I left the class.

I didn’t come back until ten minutes until the class ended. By then I just grabbed my stuff and made up some excuse to leave.

I’m trying to fight through it because I know I only have about eight more weeks left of this semester.

But it’s hard.

School is my only real chance for socialization outside of my family. But I think my SAD is acting up too much that I think next semester I’ll be trying more online classes rather than in person.

",3.709467921628889,4.529583857664235,5.365597387629659,82.27938340376491,71.73722627737226,8.250172877449097,25.004994237418362,8.532816995589336,1.5674773722627735,1043,29,213,17,19,356,131,274,0.126,0.802,0.07200000000000001,-0.9138,2,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,13,10,2,2,3,0,20,0,0,3,0,49,44,20,0,7,18,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,13,13,0,0,7,0,0,7,10,7,0,2,3,5,29,3,46,37,7,24,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,3,11,149,42,10,0.1849749567971652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28301067130222035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111716197717259,0.0,0.16913852518211273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593395464787439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384372572665661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191645412317239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718896345939643,0.10407412624797156,0.046764448016114124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025106139476235,0.07757410884203968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24855184275902056,0.09131223717680556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177955125856206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016573987426852,0.0,0.10432990410460376,0.0979308854864442,0.20097583178953907,0.0,0.0,0.04518471022256352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751388831441224,0.06173611000809355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396681510584302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836148252445856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406817899350296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25647668904808,0.08075649872929866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527099850344418,0.059249846939366475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360226581018108,0.0,0.08419712674730917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713966850227938,0.0,0.0,0.0914724810348973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587603533103744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433793177336519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777867250313389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766731524485834,0.0,0.0,0.1883787803853281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631185575114119,0.21820604410968572,0.07341225541502949,0.07418787641264578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635603576212878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392552376279806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheDeathOfAStar,2019/02/28,"Social Anxiety dominates my post-teen/young adult life. Advice? Hey guys. I view myself as a above average looking(6'2), 23 year old male. When I was in high school I loved socializing and making friends, I didn't think in 5 years I would be a shut-in who can barely make it through 4 items at Walmart.

It all started when I had to move away from my home city, Chattanooga, where I had spent my entire life. I had to move because I'm not rich and while Chattanooga is amazing- it's obvious that the Scenic City doesn't care about it's broke inhabitants. I didn't move too far away, but he difference is huge now living in Fort Payne.


Its been 5 years since I moved and I've met under 25 people, none of which I talk to literally EVER despite my efforts unless I see them in public. Is this normal? Because I have nothing to compare my life to. The people I work with are the same people I've known forever and we never talk either unless we have to.


The only place I know people ever frequent is Walmart ffs. I go there and just pray I don't start sweating, but sure as hell.. as soon as I see theres 70 cars there and half of them are women my age I contemplate getting on the highway and getting into a wreck JUST so I don't have to sweat if I make eye contact with one of them. It's like I feel nothing but eyes on me, judging me at all times. 

I've tried to psyche myself out of it, ""Maybe I'm just attractive."" ""Am I walking funny?"" ""Is the back of my shirt dirty?""
But all it does is get me more worked up where as when I'm home I WANT to talk to people and make friends but as soon as I see anyone my ""confidence"" acts like a turtle. 


If I sound self-centered I promise you I'm not.. I'm a ""people pleaser"" and I always have been. Theres nothing more that I like other than making others smile/happy, and when I can't do it I view myself as lessor-than. I'm starting to believe that I'm just not made for this town, like I'm at a disadvantage now that I don't know anyone and nobody knows me.

Can anyone help me get my mind straight? Five years is a long time away from society. And I miss it so damn much.
",1.4196399273247806,3.241536882618512,3.060922755051479,92.3619539723614,79.72234762979684,5.586059571656666,21.18862522711006,6.467335915029111,0.21776071133623365,1641,46,362,14,41,542,218,443,0.061,0.82,0.11900000000000001,0.9727,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,2,1,3,3,25,17,2,0,13,0,32,9,5,6,8,60,68,36,0,5,17,0,1,4,2,1,3,1,2,4,20,18,0,0,6,0,2,8,12,4,0,3,11,9,56,13,50,55,10,58,2,2,7,1,25,24,2,2,30,232,76,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920199418939697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674408354850031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200371098391446,0.0,0.0,0.1700180058743383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228449944856501,0.06232313342729059,0.0,0.09881574366914436,0.0,0.0,0.09131660079614563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263678675248322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468093195153305,0.0,0.0,0.07092818229624921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663034519437484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409817665994234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252394371164026,0.0,0.16938298450040773,0.0,0.0460630900764194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025312646548549,0.0,0.08628018229534881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543267048223712,0.08563471802221292,0.16260130750358878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363035270752105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174592718409298,0.15838948831946878,0.0,0.07156942307655771,0.07172748941769748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315159499895989,0.07669231429553962,0.2705105008655517,0.0,0.08142651558523616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818382965018088,0.0,0.0,0.3445770876727917,0.059581731887544724,0.0,0.06251144499304412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941266600249611,0.2333115521790805,0.0,0.08504927754364347,0.0,0.05492218243134278,0.06164285610641501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371429019692309,0.0,0.08468093195153305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762435056341625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820278303998846,0.1937612030950403,0.0,0.08455375751233482,0.0,0.0,0.06704613590576207,0.0,0.0,0.16524235602814516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210471682172074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763895070664526,0.0,0.0,0.19543691192742066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193413927890676,0.0,0.0,0.09452285452436862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055028235747059805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780591640472922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118012030231344,0.0,0.0,0.057576228630934326,0.0,0.0,0.2087764698755844
socialanxiety,PaulieeeeP,2019/02/28,"First time post I've been in therapy for about 8 years now from having a nervous breakdown (pretty much didnt know my own name) back in 2011 so this really caught my eye. I was diagnosed with OCD ruminating thoughts and social anxiety. I'm prescribed the lowest dose of prozac, zyprexa 10mg at night, 20mg ir adderall twice a day, and klonopin 1mg one in the morning and one at night. I've been on this schedule of medication for a couple years now, but I still find myself struggling with abusing adderall. It's actually pretty odd that the klonopin has no effect to me expect for my anxiety is gone, and I've never felt the urge to abuse it or anything of that nature like I do with adderall. I tried to switch to 30 mg XR and it didn't give me a longer effect, personally i hated it and switched back to the 20mg ir's. I'm in the middle of taking serious exam for my profession, and while the adderall really helps me concentrate because I do have ADD, the burden is I tend to abuse it. I'm thinking about tomorrow taking the adderall dosage with my klonopin which I've been reading works wonders but I've never tried it. Any input would be helpful.",5.008051948051946,5.670078549783554,5.791757575757575,80.96763636363637,68.6969696969697,8.584242424242424,30.984415584415583,8.648137234880735,2.36000987012987,919,36,179,14,15,301,130,231,0.17600000000000002,0.762,0.062,-0.9795,1,0,0,0,2,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,8,6,1,2,13,0,15,5,1,2,2,28,30,12,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,11,12,0,0,8,1,0,2,5,5,0,4,10,2,16,1,28,18,2,28,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,2,18,109,27,3,0.0,0.4574511986291847,0.1255887457115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751770316175375,0.0,0.19690419795860534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590585447653597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791858272727306,0.0,0.07845189604015708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423996924141778,0.0,0.08299828271765401,0.0,0.0,0.1306237458777836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356835632997536,0.0,0.1176258258993042,0.10946876434862876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345694419598224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706067048549338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725244516986741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072796398059186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287437208941785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964769529001832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460637874840463,0.0,0.19851660076897784,0.0,0.0,0.2415449833538111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441550046230822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237239598825637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325520720616502,0.26186022797886543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287308416566064,0.0,0.1648919249169606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118937990241122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277680357269801,0.0,0.0,0.1345410174517258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935267732564105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717510876382392,0.0,0.0,0.08246320969430823,0.0,0.10217026017737788,0.07504368111010004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747522922888092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395653381239409,0.09369223145449246,0.0,0.0,0.09142195636480982,0.0,0.0,0.16575202798807367
socialanxiety,doopk,2019/02/28,"Whats the point of this sub? I just ""discovered"" that i have some kind of social anxiety (and that made it worse somehow) 
But after browsing this sub, i don't really see the point. All I see is people telling their stories and complaining, memes that get upvoted a lot more, but I rarely see anyone helping. I'm just talking about ""normal"" people, that don't have social anxiety,  just helping. 
This is the first time I'm writing in english since it's not my native language, and i'm always scared to post in english",6.073033333333335,6.354952770000002,6.368000000000002,79.09233333333337,66.3,9.066666666666668,32.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.6953666666666667,407,16,75,6,6,131,63,100,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,16,14,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,7,1,7,13,4,8,0,0,3,0,9,4,0,3,3,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490866672260607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27413440417105395,0.0,0.0,0.1252822452051939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240484865823736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361073473646676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24019237914519465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865815806522681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232686350397898,0.0,0.16953825464867087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755519430431904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484326262767622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387536564983025,0.0,0.17159864105865896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147831027940602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793838847707597,0.0,0.4283341361269926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821413288686702,0.0,0.0,0.3652895455350124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401283556009886,0.1566054964082727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447748205066028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825930571019653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WeakVanilla,2019/02/28,"Resources that walk you through the basics of different anxiety-causing social scenarios? So I'm new to this sub (and to reddit in general), so I am not sure if this has been asked and answered already, but I haven't been able to find anything on my own. 

Basically what I'm looking for is somewhere where there are tips for how to do things that might be anxiety causing for people with social anxiety. For me, my social anxiety is its worst when I need to do something that I have never done before (or even that I have done but feel like I didn't do it right). It would be extremely helpful for me to have somewhere where I can post a question about how something works and look through other peoples questions so I can get a better idea of the steps to do that thing and prepare mental scripts and feel more prepared. Having someone walk you through the steps for things like filling a prescription at a pharmacy, going to the post office, ordering a pizza on the phone, etc., anything that is considered easy for most people but might be really scary for us, would be SO helpful for me and allow me to actually confront my fears more often. 

Does anyone know if somewhere or something like this exists? Do other people feel like they would benefit from this too, or is it just me that feels like they need to have a script and a whole plan just to walk into somewhere I haven't been before? I know that the steps couldn't be comprehensive and that everywhere is slightly different, but even just general tips or guidelines for unfamiliar situations from someone who has done it before would be so helpful to me. ",11.191274509803925,7.845732866013073,10.126895424836603,67.87602941176473,58.57516339869281,13.075816993464056,43.147058823529406,10.864195022040775,4.610756862745098,1291,54,230,22,12,409,143,306,0.078,0.782,0.14,0.9733,2,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,2,3,19,11,1,1,13,0,43,1,0,4,2,54,58,26,0,9,14,0,4,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,25,10,1,0,11,0,0,8,6,3,0,0,7,6,24,8,36,38,7,22,0,0,2,0,16,8,0,12,8,186,49,1,0.08770189117618167,0.0,0.08558439463805675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967812177585936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127512009743986,0.0,0.0,0.06132320148092502,0.0,0.1443423675051561,0.0,0.08198942936466604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238835495242696,0.0,0.0,0.07756519572674273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018800167143345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832596197661964,0.0,0.0,0.07674851598089183,0.26924845235842865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781079160938856,0.11585254397126593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986890101503262,0.17737884530264367,0.1879627457397919,0.0,0.0,0.08015793968130691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582061837748571,0.0,0.049843005846299325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635418693661226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900476002702548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639733157565812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423357017523031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729500060455408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883828786006426,0.18607569424597895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300596820810214,0.06764110512516258,0.08470303300303128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432057945745315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679883374097899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649237927604934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618407722273217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489693586946702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858060024722333,0.0,0.2682031004835922,0.1486190555803694,0.20255160166247546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265799452430235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479571851715875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549457663590113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791602948311104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384802130074291,0.0,0.0,0.24920362880549504,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,skorpianmafia,2019/02/28,I’m feeling very anxious about work tomorrow. I start work tomorrow but I haven’t been to training and I don’t know what to do when I get there. My anxiety has gotten better but on my birthday I have felt anxiety all day and am scared to go to work because I don’t know what I’m suppose to do ,2.043750000000004,3.202149625000001,4.152000000000001,88.09300000000002,76.1875,7.620000000000001,28.425,8.238735603445708,1.8442225000000003,232,10,52,4,5,80,37,64,0.156,0.762,0.083,-0.5418,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,9,19,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,2,8,1,7,16,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,33,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934377012516292,0.290506016421518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567560974162676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274280518805949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658403116785327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002263726029967,0.0,0.2469040811010449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435012799126955,0.0,0.14614412576784958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826455489647011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25745175429260125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820119126376886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121754700402306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5616242297130786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Toffeenutwithcream,2019/02/28,"Group introduction I said something stupid during group introductions, now I can never go back. ",7.125999999999998,11.2214406,6.2150000000000025,63.86250000000001,76.33333333333334,8.333333333333334,27.5,8.841846274778883,3.373000000000001,79,3,10,2,2,24,13,15,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434587730138242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277608214347166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447986994793445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485886951009308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439839198872579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LlamaLoots,2019/02/28,"Social anxiety has caused me to hide my true self The real me makes me a lot happier, which is cute stuff and Otaku stuff. Almost everyone I know and in my high school are against it, at least for guys. I wish I could be myself and it would help with my depression but I'm scared of being judged. People have said nothing but someone ripped off a plushie of a kitten off my book bag. Any tips would be useful, thanks.",2.905357142857145,4.623009297619049,3.4185714285714286,91.92642857142859,75.07142857142857,6.704761904761906,21.523809523809533,7.447530270364453,0.5630666666666668,327,8,70,4,7,102,65,84,0.096,0.7140000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,3,1,18,17,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,3,10,10,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,0,47,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890210663314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836679926075098,0.0,0.14440485033202607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391384340295198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507136407606319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625831777806548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037322422141866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869072113914617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652532492679186,0.19944078254333886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374040938480597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048141051360745,0.0,0.0,0.12600222719206425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811252866348237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086601196069814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148561072025348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955891832433682,0.0,0.1889868811660392,0.19104044554735025,0.0,0.0,0.1969232567667886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242233498690187,0.15994012921602488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321819517370776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378962152331184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303251298154658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707064762567946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681867438640745,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NeonReaper86,2019/02/28,"When social anxiety is the boss of you Don’t know what I’m doing this for or why I’m even writing this I guess I’ve had enough. 

I can’t make friends because I’m to scared to make the first move. So beside my kids and my partner I don’t really have anyone else and when she’s playing with her friends it gets lonely, guess you could say I’ve made single player games my life lol 

Nervous to put up a post and when i do the first negative comment or one that I feel embarrassed about I remove the post. 

Take my kids to school and if they see a kid that’s in there class I’m thinking that the parents must not like me or think that they have a problem with me and therefore don’t want my kids near there’s outside of the class room. 

Nervous when I’m out like at the park or shopping. Took my kids and dogs to the park where dogs are allowed but when some other parents came into the park I felt like I was being judged and I got the hell out of there and felt stupid for it. 

When I see someone I know in the street and pass them and say hi when passing I spend the rest of the day thinking I must have looked like a idiot to them. 

I got rid of Facebook because I convinced myself that nobody wanted to see my posts so I stoped posting and then just got rid of it all together. 

I need to find a job but I’m so scared to put myself out there and have to talk to people of work with new people that I feel sick to even think about it. 

I’m a full time dad and when my kids are in school and my partner is at work I’m just on my own, nobody to talk to and to nervous to really go out anywhere on my own and I guess it just makes you think that social anxiety is so easy to get and most times you don’t even realise you have it until it’s to late and your stuck being nervous and scared for most times no reason at all. I worry when there’s nothing to worry about. Most days I can’t even look in my letter box because I’m so scared it’s going to be bad news and I will clam up or shut down. 

I’m sorry for the long post I don’t know what this is really just needed to get it off my chest about what I go through on a daily basis that’s making life hard for me and others at times, 

Thank you for your time ( hoping I don’t get nervous and end up deleting this lol ) ",3.117647727272725,3.275769246464648,4.173721590909093,92.69058238636364,72.6969696969697,6.833964646464647,23.34753787878788,5.985473137389443,0.25822348484848545,1767,39,422,8,32,576,195,495,0.168,0.779,0.053,-0.9949,4,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,8,4,4,32,26,3,10,21,2,30,4,1,9,4,86,85,46,0,10,13,3,5,4,4,3,3,2,1,8,26,31,0,0,14,3,2,11,11,16,0,3,11,12,57,10,65,67,12,67,1,1,5,0,38,27,1,14,28,276,83,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037827832340592,0.0,0.0,0.050444009653058466,0.07391895078033812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602363278721815,0.131932970031545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251228561126094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576002542461741,0.0,0.0,0.09305243509434856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026615556818786,0.0,0.06389721723827517,0.07454292519453819,0.0,0.1905988828138972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295525974355857,0.0,0.13853704053402824,0.0,0.06593732527664715,0.12272946807901422,0.0,0.0,0.11147488777475953,0.0,0.15076680016205388,0.0,0.12300145820812647,0.0,0.17309785937770886,0.0,0.2384206917407516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462588931509157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716542012966376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159071993011015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894359248458693,0.0,0.08138036025090235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191336104896052,0.14098155374735316,0.0,0.0,0.06384421726338041,0.12116377248592565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826337874176032,0.19262384705772168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667651073514596,0.0,0.1069861275982063,0.0,0.06967608525424605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692230809893764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888591216829216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021235844455745,0.0,0.0,0.1000296392957692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34546489376197115,0.0,0.0,0.069031034860068,0.0,0.14504712864250024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386498127296859,0.07417494094394714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474189705209148,0.2889106082081673,0.1460249806095072,0.17246570942383388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470812510659378,0.061126465132911874,0.0,0.0,0.0807580966467768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424250031992065,0.1159714986789968,0.0,0.06641951142954503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311313624962241,0.0,0.0,0.21033559481867656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015344270595191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851035311063174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509776751946751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504181533396273,0.14652928182331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Freefromnarcissism,2019/02/28,"Anyone else have a constant internal battle? I just want to write this because I have been dealing with social anxiety for most of my life. I have been tried to ""deal"" with it as best I can,  but am coming to realize that maybe it is part of my DNA.  

As far as I can remember I hated being in social groups,  whether that was in a classroom or anything,  I found it overwhelming.  So many people,  opinions,  noises,  judgements,  social pressure,  social hierarchy,  fitting in, being teased etc... The list goes on.  The point is I coped with my social anxiety by becoming a perfectionist from about 7 to 12, could have been earlier. 

Just going to school as a kid would make me have a knot in my stomach,  my adrenaline would start running,  I felt so out of control,  worried,  and to deal with all that social anxiety I tried to do everything as ""normal"" And ""perfectly"" As I could.  

At 13 I started having full blown panic attacks in the classroom where I could no longer hear the people around me,  everything would speed up in my mind,  every movement I made felt like I had the whole world on my shoulders seeing if I picked a pen up right?  I mean it sounds completely mad,  but even when I wasn't having a panic attack,  I had this constant negative voice in my head berating every little thing, so I think to myself I need to get a highlighter,  that voice would override my thought and say "" How stupid getting a highlighter,  you look like a loser,  you better not get it or you will look like a loser"" I a lot of times allowed think evil voice to control me,  or would argue with it in my head, then the voice would say something like"" You look insane you think it's not obvious but you are making weird movements and everyone knows there is something wrong with you, they are just too polite to say anyth"" 

I have been in an internal battle with this part of me that hates me for over a decade, sometimes it disappears for a while but it always comes back. It's like an internal bully that won't leave me alone.  

Anyway it affects me to this day,  I avoid so many situations because I know this voice will be there berating me,  it happens mostly in public situations or social situations,  sometimes when I am alone,  but it gets overpowering and loud and strong to the point where I feel paralyzed in public, because my mind is literally shouting at me how everything I do looks stupid or is wrong or telling met of go home and save the embarrassment,  and very harsh cruel critical things, that can then lead to a panic attack.  I am wondering does anyone else have this internal bully thing that gets way worse in public or social situations with social anxiety?  

And if you do where do you think it comes from?  Because I am tired of it controlling my life.  No matter how hard I don't let it win that voice is still there telling me what a loser I am.  ",10.254400333611343,7.096053106422023,9.617051709758133,70.23600291909925,60.1376146788991,12.698081734778983,39.08465387823186,10.637119530657019,3.958431192660549,2233,78,419,38,22,718,238,545,0.245,0.6779999999999999,0.077,-0.9989,2,3,2,0,0,0,62.0,0,9,1,12,25,38,14,7,26,0,54,7,4,13,3,95,94,42,0,14,20,0,4,5,0,9,3,13,1,1,35,22,0,4,15,0,0,10,8,27,0,0,14,22,65,11,63,64,10,57,0,4,5,0,37,32,0,14,19,308,100,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958747733382568,0.0,0.0,0.044021289702798116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188905752678126,0.0,0.0,0.07398496610608761,0.1084150745687063,0.08707279552962707,0.047096764480463085,0.0,0.1805616009395352,0.0,0.04068076399200282,0.0,0.12900185615951204,0.058429537508414786,0.0,0.0,0.05552064901307638,0.046790270552330496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671920331217327,0.055470001327091296,0.11434325816185655,0.1780127386065129,0.12672127634426175,0.0,0.0,0.03411941925262321,0.16362853622233486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046297618327257886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839086162505802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900318254161256,0.03494332622899796,0.0,0.08914967399404422,0.050553099852831226,0.14264310471912833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026750413262701143,0.0,0.10159440455707627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800772245863151,0.0,0.0,0.13820368211992112,0.0,0.06013438648194262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467838140966768,0.0,0.047392586983446935,0.10446568639405927,0.10859181207478777,0.0,0.05962790405424979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053068139000598216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581505297922255,0.0,0.0,0.056018872649623686,0.0,0.05409905945846578,0.07473688763862621,0.12923382215400822,0.05302481894264428,0.0,0.0,0.1777078718030379,0.0,0.0,0.04497803266109289,0.0,0.050060094322715534,0.07062914354849305,0.10727495561357372,0.05315029397677282,0.05762917451048567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683815920076302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03922846874492529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183577503195084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862182428078274,0.0,0.1145821572407363,0.0,0.07335548387015409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002485888280167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993117645343645,0.04518067491531713,0.0,0.1262168009056028,0.0,0.0535427958410789,0.04215852306330642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23787024134013204,0.0,0.4853708747984676,0.0,0.08145787685483352,0.10464901324206508,0.0,0.07489301839102852,0.0,0.04225008922739437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248279614414777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544341291447318,0.1355978332249818,0.0,0.04200074782270245,0.03084939512261798,0.060806641348040334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183819388458987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04365225646378304,0.03120480463247389,0.04199361382865716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906666602202786,0.0,0.0,0.05737333506988316,0.0,0.053727707332389116,0.05391482695241386,0.22549363355267302,0.1156868653158665,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nullcoalesce,2019/02/28,"Awesome medication and supplements I'd like to share a few things that have helped me cope with my anxiety. Propranylol is a beta blocking medication that I've used to successfully cope with higher anxiety events, like interviews and social events. 
 On spot occasions where I feel anxiety creeping in, I've found L-theanine and gaba, taken together, to be very effective. 
 Hopefully this info is helpful to some of you!",7.806986301369863,9.558277369863015,8.369753424657535,61.05983561643839,62.97260273972603,12.963287671232875,39.25753424657536,12.340626583579946,6.015161095890411,340,18,49,13,5,113,54,73,0.09,0.63,0.28,0.9536,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,0,13,9,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,5,9,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,29,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.549712098336411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111196009298285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26262880122642285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210995646304254,0.0,0.0,0.2379041839734977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340414162229573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825961549574699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441674345638477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913097979152593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068742718869465,0.0,0.19763471655153436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FleetFootwork,2019/02/28,"When is something a standard compliment and when is something flirty? When a girl (I'm 17M) posts an incredibly well done picture of her on social media and sometimes asks for opinions, I really like to truly compliment them on how well done they are. However I just never know if I'm crossing the line or not. They'll always respond with ""thank you"", but I feel so bad about saying it afterwards.

This gets worse when it's a girl I actually like. I don't want to flirt or make a move, I just want to give my opinion. Why is it always so awkward when I try to compliment people (irl too, not just on social media) and why do I feel so shit afterwards? I feel like I'm making them uneasy by saying it, I just don't know where to draw the line. ",3.4514593301435426,4.494284815789474,5.014880382775122,83.72007177033494,72.55263157894737,7.895693779904307,25.660287081339717,8.296473431620573,1.5569789473684217,580,18,119,9,11,196,86,152,0.156,0.6829999999999999,0.161,-0.706,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,4,0,18,13,1,1,7,0,10,1,1,3,1,28,26,16,0,3,10,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,3,2,0,2,5,17,10,13,23,0,15,0,0,0,0,15,4,1,5,11,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.14800056814342524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523904357636849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417838167699088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663172055040522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104064636184333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23005511103196905,0.10834760736048683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923731401303202,0.1454883379775916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669931359616713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222836784819376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247158179791966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119306775799158,0.0,0.0,0.11697134776392593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514357180718474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525060020149275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097158779760544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24121596312702984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556792145190468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092013165661007,0.0,0.23351416070017156,0.14999793414006676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963030794785378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296877477589694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789087573826836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727253185752415,0.0,0.2737033480019775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455688327752992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jakethejewler22,2019/02/28,"I thought I’d grow out of it So I’ve been lurking on this subredit for some time now and I’ve seen a lot of people deal with similar anxiety issues I do. With that being said, I was wondering if anyone here thought that the whole “worrying about everything and what everyone is thinking about you” would just one day go away and you’d function like a normal person? ",4.710000000000001,5.692073972602742,5.621808219178085,80.7612054794521,69.54794520547945,9.675616438356164,31.03835616438357,9.888512548439397,3.0003665753424658,292,12,57,7,5,96,57,73,0.086,0.878,0.037000000000000005,-0.3321,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,16,14,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,5,1,10,5,3,8,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,4,4,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786935767475149,0.0,0.0,0.16332960881995834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946287357311695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064442664484973,0.2408181573416289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320258988183364,0.20993312309091394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275299479951685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380435999677605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411891215010207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858749328867092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288658711205727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582847391825025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193996045265746,0.2039593424112881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221949282071629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496732527099713,0.0,0.3708843065328245,0.13620658095550411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26079177874714565,0.0,0.0,0.25331536572507457,0.0,0.2372191509504597,0.0,0.16593365246095446,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Darelz,2019/02/28,"Compliments are terrifying Seriously, how are you meant to react to them? I get so anxious I don't know what else to do other than deny it. Compliments are so overwhelming, the idea people might actually think nice things about me sort of overloads my brain... Especially if it's from a stranger!",5.991666666666667,7.813558351851853,6.7194444444444485,70.93250000000003,67.33333333333334,10.585185185185184,32.01851851851852,10.686352973137794,3.8096074074074084,237,10,41,7,4,78,45,54,0.17600000000000002,0.69,0.135,-0.3629,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,6,1,1,2,0,9,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,7,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.3351120590283389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38794795390562137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38335162420513536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28686937098588866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941403728294952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876604972971321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872545868772053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642966062773888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380725917737969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22814187636794556,0.22003895204293653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jlac7979,2019/02/28,"Social anxiety > salesman job  I just got hired at a company where I would be entering the home of people who requested a demo on our product and present it to them, basically just small presentations. I have severe social anxiety, the type where I'm insanely nervous and anxious during something simple like when strangers in a class go in a circle and say their name and something about them so having a job where I'm presenting a product to strangers multiple times a day will probably be a nightmare. I kinda got the job without knowing exactly what it was, I would never have applied knowing I was basically going to be a salesman. I was wondering if people have any tips or opinions on how I would be able to do this job or if they would bail if they were me. It's very early, haven't even done papers so leaving now would be harmless. The main reason I'm hesitant to leave is the pay, far better than I've ever had so I'm trying to convince myself I can do it even though it would probably make me miserable. ",8.867917364600785,6.882780638190957,9.2212730318258,68.3329257398102,61.71356783919597,12.261529871580123,40.70407593523171,10.980518767755715,4.503837074260192,813,37,145,17,9,273,116,199,0.095,0.855,0.05,-0.6705,4,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,5,1,16,6,0,2,14,0,27,0,0,3,3,30,39,15,0,9,8,0,0,1,0,7,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,8,1,18,4,15,19,1,23,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,8,11,108,26,9,0.11451436444920245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787369469033836,0.0,0.1752063507280818,0.12936863660967113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127864944420063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385229153273241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718795336966265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512713154160104,0.10358479871539547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016230460209216,0.0,0.18317519667261056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486724447311412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545513474381113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586819978385475,0.0,0.0,0.2425083547655603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594593412590584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643922748845561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832053744986207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877968321183414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24693170638370796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773983899424666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910664188800416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936863660967113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23346594684399305,0.0,0.17631750483730946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250978165015586,0.0,0.06677424681045452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774773654070606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094486343585026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103877608744062,0.12418594338941998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488086313562526,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yngminimoy,2019/04/17,"My dad told me I act “suspicious” and “unnatural” in public, and that makes me feel worse. I know he doesn’t mean it badly but it makes me more selfcounscious now",2.4489583333333336,4.5773018125000045,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,77.75,8.016666666666666,20.041666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.1794041666666666,126,3,27,3,3,41,26,32,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,7,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,16,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33599801660373074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347208603635894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211556413119282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372275572583882,0.0,0.0,0.4383456898047881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845228326622596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100931899842073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AtlasCommunity,2019/04/17,"How to deal with unexpected Social Situations? and the aftermath? I have pretty bad social anxiety and diagnosed anxiety in general and had a bad event today. During Lunch (High School) I had my meal on my tray and went up to the lunch lady to pay for my meal. But when I scanned my school ID to pay, the lunch lady said I had no money on my account. (Happens occasionally, not really a big deal.) I said alright and that I'll put back the food, but before I walk away she says something like, ""Nonono, you need to eat."" But what does she expect me to do, it already took her awhile to put in my meal to then realize I couldn't pay for it, so at this point there were quite a few people behind me eager to eat their lunches. So after a little bit of back and forth of me basically saying ""what do you expect me to do, you don't want me to put the food back but i have no money."" So I pull out my wallet and pay with the only cash on me, a couple 2 dollar bills that my grandparents gave me and that I've carried around for years. Obviously I didn't want to spend those bills but I was in a panic because I was holding up so many people from eating their lunches. They wern't super important to me, but I did appreciate them and still after sitting down with my food, someone at my table asked why I was holding up the lunch line. 


Sorry if my story is kinda lame, but all I can think about is the loss of my 2 dollar bills and just wanted to put it somewhere and get advice so that I can avoid similar situations in the future.",3.869218013083831,4.49367014057508,5.453528069374716,82.51050053248139,71.23642172523961,8.134428723566105,24.80891525939449,8.269060116576782,1.3721241137988742,1186,31,247,17,21,404,159,313,0.132,0.825,0.043,-0.9637,1,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,4,3,15,10,0,2,15,1,20,16,0,1,2,43,33,27,0,8,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,11,16,15,3,2,0,14,8,6,6,0,0,14,5,46,4,44,18,3,42,0,2,1,0,20,20,0,2,14,174,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480347435239847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706020308414683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843482879889386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636532054036916,0.09069740143618972,0.0,0.09115026588943112,0.2237992733102004,0.16200957563378315,0.05914040370087705,0.0,0.08255395979501971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591697292797027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734699505470784,0.0,0.0,0.20003965787296765,0.0,0.09846978153566407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489985864629784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978165296013615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519384830938031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050687156274175166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579143695182358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025033381644396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739739809352711,0.09723609541110206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835957978985428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193656113826558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737854770918818,0.0,0.11382804748178865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451815528575867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917120219904055,0.0,0.0,0.0987007349570413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901138165017958,0.0,0.10318906961677043,0.0,0.0,0.06215130225541093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456995896955994,0.15430294894693874,0.0,0.1963719069219957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810139047744487,0.0,0.19779236144209808,0.08220182924488792,0.07468809930694884,0.0,0.10860211295166494,0.0,0.0,0.07747756219000533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062164303961438086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919603693369785,0.0,0.10778898463011287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716686688063994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899353370778914,0.0875423690577111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247549354598188
socialanxiety,Bananaboat87,2019/04/17,"Feeling lost in life.. 31 years old. Hi everyone. I am writing this in hope to get some advice or a different perspective, cause I have no one else to talk about that might understand.  I'm 31 year old, female, very sensitive by nature , currently living in Florida and originally from Europe. I moved to US exactly 5 years ago and was excited to what my future holds..dreaming about job, money, experience, traveling.But it hasn't been that great,  as I am experiencing what is now the lowest point of my life. I am still single, I don't have many friends and even though I do very well at my job and hobbies, I do not seem to get ahead. I've been at my current job for 4 years, I am the top performer at work when it comes to sales, but sometimes I don't seem to be liked by my co workers and I don't know why. I wish I could say I did something wrong, but I'm very careful not to do or say anything wrong, I'm always nice, maybe a little quiet sometimes, but sometimes when I wanna talk, people just seem annoyed and uninterested.  People that suck up to my boss even though not so good at theor job, get ahead quicker, get invited to all the outings(which I'm never invited to), get promotions., I was never offered promotion after being 4 years loyal to company and best performer in sales. I just don't get it.  It makes me think there's something seriously wrong with me.  Coworker I used to be very close and worked together for 3 years, doesn't talk much to me anymore, he's nice and says hi, but kinda ignores me after that. Never had a fight, or anything like that. 

It's even worse because I don't have any family and friends here (everyone is home), no support system, so when I get close to someone it really REALLY hurts when they all the sudden they distance themselves. I spent many time thinking and crying over it only makes things worse. 

My roommate became my close friend the last few months we've been living together..She was a person I was happy to find because she would listen , and she would vent to me about her stuff too and we work at same job.. Became close fast after meeting, talking long every night. But funny enough, everytime I would ask her to go out/ beach / anywhere she would say no. Few weeks ago she started becoming a real bitch, started even blaming me for her breakup, cause I gave her ""wrong advice"" (she never even liked the guy and was cheating on him)- she would nit -pick all the things I say or she doesn't like about me, like ""how can you not like strawberry ice cream"" , she even attacked me for giving her an advice about work, and started to say ""no wonder people dont like you, you always have to be right"" when all I did was giving her advice..using things I vent to her about- against me!! 

 I have never done anything to this girl, helped her with so many things, .. She didn't know where to go when I took her in,..took her suitcases,tried to get her job position in my department.. and now she is spitting all over me. For no reason! I feel like either I' m too nice, or I'm crazy or is everyone around me crazy??

I m just very lost and confused, feeling insecure about my looks and getting past 30 doesnt help. have had few failed relationship-  most guys I fall for don't like me back or person that likes me- I don't like. I just broke up with a man who was in love with me, but I just wasn't and of course I felt guilty. 

I wanna have family but I don't know where to start when it comes to meeting a guy. I tried online dating but no luck. I know I need to start from myself .but how? What is first step to figuring out my life and relationships? maybe I need to move somewhere else??!! HELP HELP HELP!!!!",3.633525224775223,4.990617429945053,4.435643356643356,86.83662937062937,72.50274725274727,7.437402597402597,24.91218781218781,7.9396628663295825,1.2524194505494508,2851,85,587,39,55,917,302,728,0.156,0.6990000000000001,0.145,-0.8911,10,0,2,0,1,0,119.0,2,3,2,17,44,48,6,2,15,0,61,5,1,11,11,122,120,51,0,12,26,0,4,11,3,6,3,8,1,7,25,34,0,1,18,1,4,10,30,19,1,2,23,15,98,29,80,86,16,91,0,5,2,1,71,29,2,19,62,384,123,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581557280830267,0.0821351729751465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709835925059251,0.0,0.0,0.03150509643298423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594560948160098,0.0,0.0,0.11437368798175848,0.04124235446042016,0.043311069249397684,0.0527055706836532,0.0,0.0356239012761664,0.0,0.05648307624178452,0.05116639589711287,0.0,0.0,0.04861909967126807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723518493312793,0.09518464854281923,0.0,0.079816124762823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03698968746805592,0.0,0.05088988820242638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840361827016572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741033267236699,0.054296877150719014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774033479033324,0.0,0.0,0.04786991901314019,0.0,0.18359796842862786,0.0,0.039033917674094976,0.1328071399088377,0.0,0.045318346519369605,0.08734912756068064,0.0,0.0702755298318232,0.03309722387437189,0.044482805667854085,0.0,0.04234358140224223,0.03940715823893274,0.0,0.0,0.1073802879854175,0.0,0.2178434454146212,0.08888539784978589,0.052659321928090766,0.03885830533932784,0.0,0.05107754193614795,0.0,0.13761805434472554,0.0,0.04931774972073589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526571457687058,0.0,0.04647145134832835,0.046014840497198665,0.0,0.0,0.04959581856224531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758444444891097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018441410236173,0.03776406402522663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816996704325966,0.24897242417311424,0.04643351623314386,0.08181816034798546,0.04099943089004614,0.03890442963628681,0.0,0.10114647110647106,0.0,0.041813449599373664,0.0,0.061849517808621364,0.14091005378860405,0.09308678793741396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049147416572888666,0.0,0.0,0.036979116659871705,0.09848012670612373,0.03405691623482261,0.06870427006037146,0.17865770080869972,0.0,0.0,0.043476335178726455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722832920006304,0.0,0.03139351789955105,0.03523505477910188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04422597477640428,0.09635543653885778,0.08090484654224016,0.0,0.0,0.04379558479658696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527321894416132,0.05935868753236985,0.047633607166939734,0.0,0.09947934549932347,0.0,0.03956444630907691,0.0,0.22105459257051568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652769237103886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03925414689369378,0.07133217468121211,0.13746077078775198,0.0,0.16395841864969626,0.0,0.036998149981691576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053035263574711285,0.0,0.052573245980064735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489489776557048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231148865223105,0.059371105038961786,0.0910354012259787,0.0,0.027014630464994045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294575376388436,0.06290827594353487,0.0,0.0,0.048229797946168905,0.11145541442400833,0.04001311143360301,0.0,0.1911300971453491,0.0,0.0,0.037162078909459884,0.0,0.04165505425081499,0.0,0.04180443484020219,0.0,0.05327570466507993,0.0,0.05024148575026082,0.13491134617825418,0.0,0.0944257818290707,0.16455285315486404,0.20261258956551315,0.0,0.17900493627244954
socialanxiety,dipshit_adam,2019/04/17,"Science Project  Today me and my partner got up in front of the class to read the article i typed. I put a lot of effort into it. So we highlighted parts for each other to read.

 Not only were there a ton of mean girls in that class, but my crush was in there too. 

 So we got to the end. It says, “The only good outcome would be for stores, because a plastic bag would have the store logo on it. But when you see a Wal-Mart logo on a bag, do you suddenly feel like you really wanna go shopping? Your answer is most likely no.”

 A bunch of people started laughing. I was pretty humiliated about that. It’s not even a funny joke and I didn’t really mean it to be funny. I’m so embarrassed and I felt my whole face get red. My partner tried to tell me that it’s fine and not that bad but it really feels like that.

 Was that as bad as I think it is?",0.4736666666666665,2.3425999222222242,2.8633333333333333,92.345,83.1111111111111,5.777777777777778,18.333333333333336,6.937597516519254,0.0491666666666668,646,15,148,8,18,222,104,180,0.10400000000000001,0.748,0.14800000000000002,0.8911,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,4,0,1,9,10,0,1,12,0,13,1,1,0,0,26,26,13,0,3,6,0,3,3,2,2,0,1,0,3,15,8,0,0,7,4,3,3,5,3,0,0,8,6,18,7,22,14,7,15,0,0,2,0,11,7,0,2,8,106,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26042269920625405,0.09506539044793552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381250017453742,0.0,0.0,0.10300319857108764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577055436050672,0.2228207611703898,0.14973601193151245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147719664329121,0.0,0.08862971588849353,0.1308030728855921,0.2494541824308088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22856719978277226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258271977791253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397495285188619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23721330089679185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887815169090722,0.0,0.10811577326438697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865674427329246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677235850660712,0.0,0.0,0.3119834788572217,0.0,0.2997158006720205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401733139243905,0.0,0.0,0.12427159034877187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038188514689157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630676932724045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992616651567797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782192663028051,0.0,0.0,0.10587949900920034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411208908183895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221564153730232,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ichgcffee,2019/04/17,"Stuck in room. I live in my ex boyfriends house currently. We are amicable and he i
Has been lee
Tting me live here since we broke up, while i get back on my feet. As i was also suffering health and mental health ossues that made it too difficult to move out. 
His grandparents are visiting and he doesnt know if they know that we are broken up. So im just like hiding in my room. 
Its eleven at night. The food is in the kitchen where they are. Im literally faint with hunger, only had a small breakfast today and I cant get myself to leave the room. 
The more anxious and weak im getting the worse i feel Ill come across when i finally have to talk to them. Also if i dont see them to ight and leave my room once theyve gone to bed AGAIN. It will be obvious that im avoiding them. 
Wtf. 
My ex even offered to bring my dinner up to me. But that seems even weirder. 
And also eye contact is literally paining me today. Like i had an appointment earlier and i felt like i was being stabbed when she looked at me. 
Do i just go down??? 
Its because i always think how i SHOULD act to appease people. I dont feel that im allowed be unwell or tired or not outgoing and chatty. 
Also i look weird. Lol. 
Pray 4 me.",0.5872405211535678,2.678582249011857,2.5695827843653944,93.32960767091205,84.21739130434783,5.8034841165275965,20.042307129263648,7.093109894594671,0.3429907480603132,931,27,211,13,27,311,147,253,0.195,0.747,0.057,-0.9842,3,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,5,0,17,10,0,1,7,1,23,14,2,3,1,36,42,24,0,3,8,2,3,3,0,2,7,0,6,0,9,15,5,1,7,0,0,7,5,7,0,1,9,7,38,3,24,28,1,36,1,2,4,0,18,19,0,5,13,136,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303934533763289,0.08594283627547454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668460928649188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942112243712135,0.0,0.06296263397778502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897237514923419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421025644951289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643982651550432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444975160241504,0.0,0.09917146153941672,0.11314556777004607,0.0,0.0,0.124894727952871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188916551908927,0.0,0.058700230806904376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957793529278413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917902274443032,0.0,0.0,0.5578369805559064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352737493621586,0.0,0.0,0.21873147438282567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138204210218426,0.0,0.1824081556986804,0.0,0.17346968517213532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773240446516236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408873391855296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977745166253114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692760241442433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999700010417814,0.0,0.07855421499166229,0.10990436654130184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160601589280721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230615390205749,0.09402836286406213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543985316334725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301796383536643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618196819562383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871290589434863,0.19580749243144707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052580053168529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,make_space_not_war,2019/04/17,"I had no idea alcohol could give me this much confidence So yesterday I was at a party. I have a pretty strong case of social anxiety (otherwise I wouldn't be here), and I think I've been on a party maybe once before in my life and that was a total disaster where I wasn't talking to anyone. Talking to strangers terrifies me and I was never able to do it. I just didn't have the confidence to do it and could never find anything to talk about, and that's why I always had very few friends. I also never drank alcohol, at least not to the point of getting drunk and never understood why people drink it so much, until today. I was at a party that two of my friends essentially forced me to go to, even though I really really didn't want to go since I hate parties. Anyway it was a fairly small party with about 12 people, mostly friends of my friends. At the beginning I was my usual self, staring akwardly and not talking to anyone at all. I absolutely hated it and didn't feel comfortable at all, at least until everyone started drinking and I, out of anxiety that I would look weird if I didn't drink, started drinking too. Maybe an hour passed and 10 shots later and we we all pretty drunk, myself included. And what was weird is that I suddenly started to feel completely confident. I started talking to these complete strangers that I didn't know at all and I could just do it, and I don't know how. I was cracking jokes in front of them and they were all laughing. We were talking about all sorts of topics, music was playing, I actually enjoyed the party so much I never wanted it to end. There was even a girl at the party and I had no issues talking to her either, just felt completely natural. And I wasn't even that drunk, I was a bit dizzy but I felt like I had complete control over my thoughts and everything, just a lot more confident.

I really don't know why I'm writing this here but I just wanted to share it I guess. For years I've been trying to get rid of my social anxiety by all sorts of things - forcibly going out and interacting with people, interacting with as many people online as I could, trying some supposed medications and none of that worked. I was always a complete idiot of a mess that could never talk to anyone besides my (few) friends and family. But one night and few shots of alcohol and I was a normal person for the first time in my life. I could talk to people I didn't know and I wasn't scared, or anxious, or stressed. I wasn't a horrible, uncomfortable mess. I was normal. And people liked me. They were all talking to me about all sorts of topics and I discovered that I shared a lot of hobbies, music taste and ideas with few of them. I made some new friends at that party, something I wasn't able to do for a while. I think from now on I won't be afraid to go to parties, maybe I could even get a girlfriend, who knows. I know this might lead to something bad like an alcohol addiction, but I don't think that would ever happen since I don't see why I would ever drink alone. I definitely don't want to encourage anyone to start drinking alcohol as a solution to social anxiety, but I still wanted to share how happy I am now.",4.486905440982883,5.3206650424528315,5.633403539564139,81.01772487933307,69.95911949685535,8.746467749012725,28.469942957437482,8.973190933345348,2.2116838964458103,2501,87,492,45,43,833,233,636,0.092,0.741,0.16699999999999998,0.9939,0,1,13,0,0,0,62.0,3,0,4,5,31,31,3,3,25,0,62,20,0,5,18,122,105,48,0,19,16,0,4,3,7,6,9,0,0,3,27,36,16,1,18,11,0,7,29,11,0,3,40,8,78,20,78,50,28,60,0,0,3,0,40,21,0,13,35,373,105,2,0.09461786360339268,0.0,0.04616669304299912,0.0515737187244558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527943026556409,0.0,0.04899778571923664,0.0,0.037832935669570265,0.07872964219704216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447648133522281,0.053445626983855576,0.0,0.13231802041279875,0.0,0.038931219890565895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03950098195901493,0.0,0.0,0.04025641649577067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164910062154119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480125745199239,0.0,0.05306098977572485,0.26440632736586456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780684548033229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0419016715414023,0.0,0.0,0.12498841309543282,0.08558727460418991,0.0,0.045205711716253566,0.042518217405832316,0.0,0.04459865051553176,0.0,0.047841634786579317,0.0,0.09084798712169212,0.0,0.04323950659318655,0.04024095322274389,0.0,0.0,0.2193045801306672,0.0,0.07415089278670224,0.04538303822076216,0.10754702471066092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211612203570079,0.0,0.04183513215209347,0.05036123760891803,0.0,0.09341555151154426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046589768166063035,0.0,0.0,0.10681205108228957,0.0,0.049378233554614265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599851009655968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683139524573697,0.0693382632355807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03972758765448468,0.0,0.0,0.08044072406878247,0.0,0.0447648551528814,0.0,0.04796383141645782,0.14258454224228292,0.0,0.0,0.0476587716381539,0.0,0.050187300473100126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043325249291196,0.0,0.2189253882516112,0.04569126113469181,0.0,0.04439622770096117,0.09270541705670336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038246837230144,0.03205775655360783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967883393675664,0.0413083344586754,0.0,0.0,0.0447222321507317,0.0,0.0,0.09626038302063444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092193937979798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473644938433792,0.0,0.03769909353790345,0.0,0.049353533563814514,0.0,0.0,0.07826887452675017,0.0,0.0,0.1446764946526914,0.0,0.0728414540124676,0.0,0.0,0.16742752713488165,0.0,0.0377809740482732,0.0,0.054192221538647466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38025127351717103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03142995213920996,0.09094095974275636,0.046480785294600126,0.03755800739158464,0.02758621858192074,0.0,0.0448433356598073,0.0,0.0,0.0642393185070178,0.0,0.046213952113605836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052104104624027314,0.03903482332854859,0.13952016854398944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075581006963586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03444146579829329,0.0,0.0,0.10082072337708256,0.0,0.0,0.030465400996035636
socialanxiety,dzdcnfsd837,2019/04/17,"Anxiety from familiarity with others homes/personal lives My anxiety manifests as a deep discomfort of other people's homes and personal lives.

As a kid I hated visiting other kids houses. Something about their homes and unfamiliar environmens made me uncomfortable. As an adult I never visit my colleagues or neighbour s homes.

I simply hate learning about others personal lives including celebrities. photo of colleagueswith their family make me uncomfortable. I absolutely detest people sharing their personal lives with me.

Does anyone else feel this way?",7.858068181818182,11.906672306818185,7.955636363636363,53.69845454545455,70.25,11.247272727272728,34.93636363636364,10.577609850970193,5.86636,465,23,50,17,10,150,59,88,0.207,0.76,0.033,-0.9353,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,2,4,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,10,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,12,1,10,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,1,1,34,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523891263087386,0.0,0.0,0.09836639918094514,0.1441428044579426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231096057806092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175196967190707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262014186294216,0.0,0.07113179792448666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777838241843553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233391203210843,0.0,0.0,0.1623252910157923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968904136919684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311437391545486,0.09390467947416804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850072708372316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505894746606464,0.4913437615448508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083019761020817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166486377778474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,richter3456,2019/04/17,"Does anyone else fear phone calls from employers even though you need the job? So for the past two months I've forced myself to apply to almost 100 places now and I had two interviews so far with no luck. I'm still applying but it's stressful as heck because I constantly fear my phone. I don't know how people apply to like 20 places a day when I can just barely manage 2-4. Every night I go to sleep, I fear waking up to a phone call and that actually happened to me today, and it turned out to be a scam caller.

Now before anyone says that I should put myself in this situation more often and call businesses to ease into my social anxiety of talking over the phone, I've been doing that. In fact I worked a customer service role before for few years and it involved answering the phone as well. I don't have too much of a problem talking to my friends over phone or other people im close too. But the fact that I could pick up the phone and be interviewed on the spot doesn't sit well with me.

I just wanted to see if anyone on here could relate to this.",5.715535168195722,5.1189578165137615,6.326192660550461,82.06372324159024,67.1651376146789,9.101529051987768,27.340978593272173,8.344100000000001,1.6299896024464835,836,20,174,10,12,274,130,218,0.131,0.789,0.08,-0.9115,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,17,10,0,4,12,0,13,2,2,2,2,32,21,17,0,7,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,5,2,2,2,2,19,5,30,14,3,28,0,0,1,0,21,14,1,5,12,117,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.11237845459998984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531498323162713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809622767341778,0.0,0.0,0.2415652985346618,0.11799388097438647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019978412464244,0.0,0.19598344933715264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35277027475109474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444583788229036,0.0,0.18388998955935607,0.0,0.0,0.07426795047136872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077631156065953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620046702270156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606135387197642,0.0,0.09702632280617296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887572667984295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897146469797268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544744510157065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183461689274154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439135130713795,0.0,0.11427741867449455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632883085511606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626081166209555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191871899932293,0.0,0.08465502684030311,0.0853888500341856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806880740746176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993218105598612,0.1596733344883364,0.0,0.2406330376817223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019149520969873,0.0,0.11576648107180705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915789631793652,0.0,0.0,0.09176671735322617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944340561352918,0.11524204594354825,0.11738997543005125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196602998774044,0.0,0.1319141074753025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851206905278556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131430144917689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091571526655396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525979227608694,0.2249869842159947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792369083876272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708332553206527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838370358683843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415854281602374
socialanxiety,Marsbert,2019/04/17,"I hate the push/pull... I want to go outside and do things, I got gift cards for my birthday, I want to go shopping. I like to shop! (I don't get to do it often, lol)

But some days, just opening the door is terrifying and I can't bring myself to do it.

It's frustrating!",-1.6167372881355924,0.3183767118644063,1.286249999999999,98.9764936440678,95.4406779661017,4.3059322033898315,17.54449152542373,5.985473137389443,-0.4935949152542376,202,6,51,2,8,70,39,59,0.179,0.69,0.131,-0.7081,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,14,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,6,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27091418418878416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947230412209245,0.0,0.4774775952318126,0.0,0.3359730479601027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147379531231624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522785126689855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27907974220682114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495543263921592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Indianstani,2019/04/17,"Lack of sufficient help in the UK? Hi there.

As stated above, I'm wondering if anyone else from the UK is struggling with this issue. I've received CBT therapy from the NHS twice but hasn't really been very effective in treating my social anxiety. It could be a lack of effort from my behalf or it could be their strategies to dealing with my specific issues. My anxiety seems to be very specific as opposed to generalised. My anxiety seems to be more intense in performance/all eyes on me situations as opposed to one on one conversations etc. So I strongly believe that I including others would really benefit from group desensitisation sessions aka group therapy as opposed to one on one. I was just wondering if anyone else shares the same thoughts or if anyone could point me in the right direction? I live in the Yorkshire county of England",6.430615835777129,8.084601516129034,7.186744868035195,68.63466275659826,66.09677419354838,11.055718475073316,36.02639296187682,11.022393298168332,4.648096774193546,685,34,109,21,11,227,92,155,0.076,0.807,0.11699999999999999,0.8678,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,3,5,0,1,7,0,12,1,1,1,0,25,18,11,0,9,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,3,1,12,4,27,7,5,12,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,9,0,82,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898947378634191,0.0,0.0,0.2649697599432884,0.25885183431736986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231514872416146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30255972206118553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022649884042165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104202307253095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408759998756442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466711429337079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636826770447304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153955579205768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423806183246361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940967758473885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184283810832722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787338037677628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22998712498440715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198474830496854,0.0,0.12876350120704955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205316219902766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28890726229600816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028098638365897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844825689958185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27396915203582023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973143403443024,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kitttypotpie,2019/04/17,"Easter dinner at my boyfriends! So, my boyfriend has invited me to Easter dinner on Sunday this weekend with his family. I said yes of course. We have only been dating for no longer than two weeks. So I’m still getting to know his family and friends. I have only met his parents and his brother once very briefly. His parents, grandparents, brothers and spouses are all going to be there.  I am so damn nervous to go to this dinner. I want to but I’m so worried about making a good impression, not being so shy I barely talk, ducking up my words, blanking, blushing out of panic, saying something stupid... the thought of being questioned about everything! Kinda terrifies me. I really like this guy a lot. I have even considered taking an Ativan or having a drink before but sometimes that backfires on me! Freaking out! any tips?! Thanks, much love.",3.1019871794871783,6.000793942307695,3.82589743589744,83.06910256410261,80.73076923076924,5.7743589743589725,26.615384615384606,7.1686216300943375,1.733553846153847,669,28,109,9,18,212,109,156,0.157,0.7070000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.5495,3,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,0,10,11,2,2,5,1,11,5,0,1,1,20,25,11,0,1,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,7,4,0,3,2,0,2,2,5,0,1,4,2,19,6,20,18,3,13,0,0,0,1,19,6,1,4,6,79,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434542610996935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308033712820567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471961375465272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105921639034108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511192850748641,0.0,0.3170272223259471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990961437643128,0.0,0.08784963708326618,0.0,0.1911231288352935,0.14103335602822856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664915293725597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240895141299407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214791531575633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429521914824131,0.1517588343758396,0.0,0.11223913381072377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360706805471768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907059762304967,0.0,0.2557660701845301,0.0,0.197283757784351,0.3734137099276562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883626282257916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771899133295937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994588278185098,0.1337168926240665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944743601442396,0.16630124634559526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342820592197232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642528626917998,0.13514983484429693,0.0,0.1548067603228727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348958569166586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425475549062252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873852090574054,0.0991771970242575,0.0,0.1348770271842647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076099269087322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,badvent031,2019/04/17,"Could taking everything personally (including crude but joking humor pointed at you) possibly be a sign of mild autism? Im just at home festering in my thoughts again. I also feel doom when people want to hang out with me. Then, when i socially isolate myself, i feel lonely. I hate this so much",4.108909090909093,6.525536618181821,5.219999999999999,77.23000000000002,73.72727272727272,8.763636363636364,27.363636363636363,9.3871,2.8192909090909084,234,9,40,6,5,77,48,55,0.257,0.642,0.10099999999999999,-0.899,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,8,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,8,2,7,5,1,10,1,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364836707592872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232901129790754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25134528223888525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828145188549928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761117421276165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805272585996037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302086687301979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558629159437247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388481658561454,0.2441930922040449,0.0,0.0,0.2643742552747917,0.315280785296082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28508371705493296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210273620893038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220231360610398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495393400898106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CLtheman1,2019/04/17,"I'm trying to get over my SA I'm usually a quiet and reserved person. I was so bad that one time I had a girlfriend, but when she said hi, I would be too shy to respond. So now I'm trying to eradicate my shyness, since it gets in the way of things.

I started taking steps by saying hi to people in my classes at school, especially girls. I'm so shy around girls I like, so if I say hi to them, hopefully my social anxiety would break down.

Next step is small talk. To me, small talk about sports or the weather is lame, especially if I'm going to be indoors all day like in school. I'm not a sports fan either. Such topics would be short lived with me. I'd like more meaningful conversations, but I can't just pull a topic from my butt. When it comes to small talk, I'd be more willing to say ""Hi, how are you?"" That way, I'd give someone the chance to vent if they want to, or they just say ""good."" I usually hesitate a while before talking to a girl I like, so I feel like I have to push myself to do it.

Another step would be starting my own conversations or joining in on others, but I haven't quite reached that level yet.",2.8105882352941194,3.636355320675104,4.48503350707372,87.73787043931497,73.85232067510549,7.601787043931497,24.911640605609325,7.928766900206844,1.1542769421692731,869,26,196,12,17,294,130,237,0.09699999999999999,0.79,0.113,0.7033,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,3,1,17,9,0,0,9,0,19,1,1,1,1,27,37,19,0,9,13,0,1,5,1,5,0,6,0,4,8,4,0,0,2,2,0,7,3,2,0,1,3,7,26,7,28,24,5,36,0,1,0,1,28,14,1,7,17,122,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582944295474408,0.09179892737636768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106824575502608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019417537127673,0.0,0.0,0.10211033382363514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336853651546964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738944528915434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067511373297819,0.08572732902743549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253890778971217,0.1151140013453426,0.06819821255139571,0.10064949072216801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918611018318152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29312731658898283,0.0,0.10596133952495036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762032681449334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131444644780116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319221619213626,0.10477852199578812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763373642743678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414655439298126,0.3817121714346589,0.0,0.24289084399072586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992644353573587,0.0,0.0,0.12232389642341635,0.10167478635731453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987185820481168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022433441100533,0.3858026904086701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972202158959618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997239778229218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294292508732244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264323950309884,0.0,0.0707785353256832,0.19049928463462212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409754640052093,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trusnake,2019/04/17,"Hit a new low today ... Long time reader, first time poster in this sub. I have been having issues with my friends lately. (I use that term loosely, as they’re the husbands of my wife’s friends ).  

I have been pulling away from hangouts because these guys all work together, and play rec sports together (I’m not into that sort of thing) and I’m sick of these guys talking about inside jokes, other things they’re doing with their sports team, etc. around me. I may be wrong for saying this, but it feels rude to engage in inside conversations in front of someone that isn’t a part of it. It’s sort of like speaking another language in front of people that don’t understand. 

Today I need to see these guys and I’m so worked up and hyper anxious that I forgot my lunch at home today.  As a result of this I’m currently sitting in my car (to avoid socializing with coworkers I don’t relate with), eating fast food that I ordered at a drive thru window. (Because I feel self conscious about being judged for eating this garbage)

This is optically a very low point. My wife is actually an extreme extrovert that is working towards her PhD in clinical psychology so I feel like I have no excuse for being this way. That said, thinking about how I must look like I’m pissing away such a resource just makes me feel worse. 

High functioning anxiety is real, and it’s painful to work through since you don’t appear like you have issues, but each moment of forcing yourself to play that character is debilitatingly excruciating. 

Sorry for the depressing rant. Just wanted a place to vent, as this type of stress tends to eat away at my ability to focus at work otherwise. (And sometimes in spite)",5.830520694259013,6.753800071651093,6.0680017801513175,78.78355140186919,66.97507788161994,8.731108144192259,30.55051179350245,8.841846274778883,2.420522207387629,1337,49,246,21,21,427,180,321,0.151,0.764,0.085,-0.9765,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,1,7,10,20,3,2,10,0,22,9,1,4,2,40,44,14,0,3,5,3,4,4,2,2,3,3,2,4,26,13,5,2,7,7,0,6,6,10,0,1,4,9,24,10,53,34,5,45,0,3,2,0,21,23,1,4,17,156,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.09519566050027116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022906822801144,0.07462621381299925,0.1102048127389271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684103224056583,0.0,0.0,0.2749570011196905,0.0,0.0,0.118932313858717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402049487644646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29945694275280826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087951016150523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729877635720325,0.06969042197399013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297679276338228,0.11795900239363273,0.0,0.15073525219309844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897723481258422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306794021731157,0.0978515620071841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363570564562974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004172662430324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063387712594607,0.0,0.0,0.08632952571086251,0.08191823363498607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511602017334513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233279730796044,0.0,0.0942153205289402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380109431687264,0.0,0.0,0.1056381783430585,0.0,0.06762954960985593,0.0,0.10191998564954577,0.0,0.09221718403503816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103434377902646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279329745568124,0.07757643508109313,0.0,0.0,0.07773548142726328,0.0,0.10176692147418348,0.0,0.0,0.08069515830652185,0.0,0.0,0.0994409140697984,0.08265460787993142,0.0,0.09648038918541244,0.1092003078691844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174428973163963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840776272370585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961704017211256,0.06250671323571637,0.0,0.0,0.11376549306509308,0.0,0.2774006979357211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155398480992933,0.0,0.08425270442272109,0.0,0.08048975450356792,0.05753808090730605,0.07743140771177727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550912865052199,0.0,0.09941275748488664,0.0,0.106656655839624,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sirrandywang,2019/04/17,"Blushing really easily Does anyone else sometimes blush really easily when someone talks to them and then you realise that your blushing and it makes you blush even more until you go full tomato, or is that just me?",9.454615384615384,9.065846384615387,8.656025641025643,67.73480769230771,59.51282051282052,11.902564102564106,32.32051282051282,11.20814326018867,3.7689897435897435,175,5,27,4,2,55,31,39,0.0,0.873,0.127,0.6582,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24431435283574385,0.35801001439822194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057694895268616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918857342389584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307808351584405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857674457056293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23323270125784515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476797080013836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960524524675361,0.0,0.3455736657157244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28084109334310753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,arlj11,2019/04/17,"I got interviewed at an Anime Convention. For those who don't know. I started a group to help people with Social Difficulties better interact with people. So I am so exited that I got interviewed about my group and that they finally posted on YouTube.

Would it be okay for me to share the link with everyone? (I will edit this post with the link.)",3.695,6.008822439393942,4.969696969696969,79.02454545454547,74.60606060606061,9.248484848484848,24.63636363636364,9.725611199111238,2.6010181818181817,275,9,50,8,6,91,49,66,0.033,0.8220000000000001,0.145,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,3,11,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,37,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772090948093186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568382001693051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944438262903851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429948213037264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016275348131688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771871017015684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726871448953036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148487021412421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27399524737520536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024934281771008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093909559092975,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bluebeam1827,2019/04/17,"Struggling to go to the barbers for over a year!.. Hey all, I read though this subreddit and relate greatly to most of these conversations. I have had anxiety most of my life, but in the past two years it has got quite bad. I don't leave my house and rarely go into my garden, even that gives me some kind of anxiety :( 

Ok so I have always disliked going to the barbers even though I know the barber well, I still find it hard to leave my house to go. I have even been offered by my parents to take me and even wait with me whilst I get it cut, but I never end up going.  It has now been over a year since getting a haircut and this is making it even harder to go. I feel embarrassed going to the barbers with hair down to my neck now. 

Back when I would go to get my hair cut it used to take me atleast 4 weeks of trying each weekend to go, but a year ago I couldn't get past the hurdle and I gave up for months as I just made me pretty down when I failed. I don't know how to tackle this and I feel like nothing is ever going to happen as the same result happens every time I try.

Sorry if this is very Jumbled and doesn't make sense!",3.6860881542699744,3.649362429752067,4.7449752066115725,89.77867493112949,71.39669421487605,7.279779614325067,24.39779614325069,6.42735559955562,0.5646834159779619,876,20,202,5,15,288,126,242,0.14,0.795,0.065,-0.9564,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,18,11,2,2,11,1,16,4,3,6,3,37,46,19,0,3,5,1,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,12,11,0,1,5,3,0,10,5,6,1,1,6,5,30,5,34,38,6,39,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,4,22,140,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348925141388094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836940090231727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441024165428778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242239207042532,0.07864047656747883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341988617925529,0.0,0.0,0.31104126669041376,0.08519565500888905,0.07935485975898217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524545398105576,0.06728572778400503,0.0,0.0,0.0860833132846916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683093963590206,0.09035076032955017,0.5352746221243375,0.0,0.0753282868501906,0.10383921006900387,0.0,0.0,0.16657483265188835,0.0,0.08437119117088511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735351117961646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807910369982188,0.10352314102418028,0.0,0.0,0.1994564683776252,0.0,0.0,0.06652559646804991,0.046013995895638114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912005140402195,0.1257383348718049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517750693271139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264121890560539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037297376468703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458121091656322,0.0,0.1798203324292488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581992674467073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001772590227738,0.09421041074104143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791074155536426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543231022417636,0.0,0.0,0.07521620114210062,0.0,0.0,0.09846253122042124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163068122019967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507241721689952,0.0,0.05491998599497568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278907604627033,0.0,0.09200498413055752,0.0,0.0,0.08134553320640298,0.0,0.07771242528779286,0.0,0.0,0.07554946405416868,0.0,0.08468355689851617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690626697565982,0.0,0.0,0.24260800965742202
socialanxiety,wubomber,2019/04/17,"Work leaving drinks Urgh, feel so sh’tty. 

Someone I really enjoyed working with had leaving drinks in the office today. I was invited and wanted to go and say bye, but just couldn’t muster the courage to walk into the room and talk to people. 

Hate being like this, where SA actually stops you doing things you really want to do. But the fear of anxiety just overrides everything. Pathetic.",5.117793427230048,7.454266154929577,5.6447183098591545,75.66923708920191,70.54929577464789,8.67699530516432,28.734741784037556,9.2995712137729,2.90057558685446,311,12,50,7,6,100,56,71,0.20600000000000002,0.662,0.132,-0.8231,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,4,5,1,1,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,14,11,6,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,2,1,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,4,3,8,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,33,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.20175110944401287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815764448985392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050583913796993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858070606274283,0.0,0.0,0.2326430813930898,0.10453535069988444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749667413133474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411567208447007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.437821460231846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100406889782466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433293975091278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648894102882138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441013972771792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517246850121404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284620356197178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617199812890118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735070233321406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959679614069376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438844711476172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30102238118774705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KommanderTom,2019/04/17,"What sucks about having anticipatory anxiety is dealing with it alone. I'm glad I made good friends the past year, though the rest of my life has been soul-draining. Being alone all the time is the loneliest feeling in the world.

Still have anxieties about everything, though at least now I have somebody to talk to.",6.4465517241379295,7.908386241379311,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,65.89655172413794,8.558620689655173,31.74137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.4702620689655177,254,10,47,4,4,76,46,58,0.195,0.65,0.155,-0.1779,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,1,4,12,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,3,8,9,3,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,33,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846986421083656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35801265009690075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412396356673408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030054663658249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831542526316335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078475492507026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626477091944308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527831845010593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214127045567777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337569104937705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686953450980068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880771480060884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597998294355201,0.0,0.1364449688010295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068577362535734
socialanxiety,cyberxx123,2019/04/17,"Fat, ugly, and depressed, please help?  

First time post on this subreddit. I've tried on other subreddits, but didnt get as many responses, but I hope I get some suggestions from this one.

So I am a 17 male in year 12 who thinks that my life is a failure. Since i was in year 7 i was bullied because of things which i couldn't fix, such as my voice, my ugly head, and my name. when i get introduced to younger people in my school they even think that I am autistic because of the way i talk and look. When year 9 came, it started to be daily, and it was so bad that i just gave up and just accepted the fact that I was a failure. I mean, i thought there was literally nothing i could do. My marks from assignments and exams fell from 80s to 60s, and then to 50s and sometimes even to 40s and 30s. I feel like those fucking assholes (10-20 people) in my school took 6 years away from my life.

Not everyone was mean to me, but i could see from pretty much everyone's facial expression that they either doesn't like me, doesn't want to be with me because they don't want to be in a group with someone who gets bullied by other people. People were only my 'friends', because they felt sorry for me but in reality, every single one of them hated me, and i could see it. I was always left out in groups, always the last person to do things, always the last person to be picked in sport. Sometimes I pretended that I would 'hang out' with people and tell my mum that I was going out with friends, but I just went to some place by myself. Because of those fucking bullied, I never got to experience things like 'normal' people do, such as hanging out with friends, going to parties, going to each others houses, playing games, watching movies together, all that stuff. While other people were doing those things, I was alone, in my room, being a loner, just playing video games and watching TV. I never wanted this, but those fucking people turned my life into shit. Sure i could talk to my principle and make him expel all those people, but i was scared that he might make some kind of announcement talking about it and everyone would look at me. Even if i did do it somehow, it wouldn't change anything about me. Maybe the bullying will stop, at least for a while, but i will still be the same ugly shit.

Being bullied for 6 years changed me. Before I started high school in year 7 I was actually a pretty talkative guy, I had friends who actually liked me being around them, and actually liked talking to me. But everything changed when they found out about these things. The friends that i had before all turned on me and they became friends with the people who i hated the most. I have social anxiety every time I go outside, and I cant talk to girls for shit, god, i don't think I've had an actual conversation to a girl around my age since i was 10. I feel like I've missed out so much over these last 6 years but i couldn't do those things because of my social anxiety and bullying. I feel so fucking behind everyone else and i don't know what I'm supposed to do to improve myself. So many of the guys in my grade have a job, have female friends, and many of them even have girlfriends, but i have none of that. For the past year and a half everyday I have been playing the same goddamn movie in my head of what i could have been, if i wasn't ugly, didn't have anxiety or wasn't this fat. I could have done so much more. I just wish that i could have time traveled to my 10 year old body, but with my 17 year old soul. I could have changed so much. I've been thinking of going to therapy or speech therapy for a few weeks now, but I've been holding back ever since, because I'm scared and have social anxiety to even go there. Yes i know it could be the best decision that i make to start improving myself but because of my anxiety i haven'e been able to go.

Hopefully after writing this i can improve my life, thanks guys",5.461628639301697,5.361646551461249,5.851133362797638,83.58530288381858,67.60228716645489,8.825689188442631,29.688111154079884,8.389252357687651,1.937581536931661,3064,99,635,39,46,985,287,787,0.161,0.7120000000000001,0.127,-0.9885,1,1,0,0,0,0,87.0,0,0,9,2,34,37,9,2,25,1,83,17,9,4,8,126,141,56,0,23,25,1,4,6,8,6,6,2,1,8,51,40,2,2,16,10,0,14,17,14,0,4,36,12,100,23,94,79,21,89,1,2,6,4,52,33,7,12,46,453,151,8,0.04219692316639731,0.0,0.16471244012423306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437032864742064,0.0,0.0,0.10533366119843628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140265362118109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03472447235507912,0.0751284157706435,0.0,0.0,0.03964539835260023,0.032446829254336916,0.035232668277283594,0.20578282163644024,0.0,0.07181294732871626,0.0,0.04428306751985775,0.0,0.0,0.04687126902248067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482620387137612,0.0,0.0,0.1785549983908297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032172859813203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03634414809146079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431821028580266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035250114714607886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935334891372442,0.038169532823449336,0.07110545541212543,0.16128387357963225,0.037923873668645205,0.041276687811467504,0.0,0.0,0.06400809668582738,0.06029098068283631,0.040515663600952816,0.0,0.0,0.035892681289029366,0.0,0.046266748245391474,0.2282086671505541,0.15604150206069248,0.08818460296266356,0.0,0.16787038704757692,0.0,0.03374873421845942,0.0,0.0,0.12534476437662892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332145114166206,0.08661243396270375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028283708125470486,0.044583366097143716,0.0,0.08382213173137466,0.0,0.04868958386666975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04187393515059135,0.0,0.0,0.04394160204031819,0.0463806508547501,0.10318837298677554,0.0,0.0,0.04584708048682153,0.0,0.11921973897480286,0.12369171126109928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086957578621529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450032163414563,0.12834317106524054,0.042392480972608566,0.09192963956024536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447642671550738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407837507003792,0.0,0.0650897370074467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413440254479627,0.04048908583546941,0.0,0.08855714515326095,0.0,0.05718745440501175,0.03209266153422703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04028173784370606,0.2925403343545926,0.07368945139539453,0.044086803551606435,0.04631955013849806,0.0,0.0,0.040412988086492206,0.08585888185587913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449296280465611,0.12811661709181504,0.06725096901911859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994360573268138,0.1047171926826483,0.0,0.0,0.12904334755291194,0.03575331606469705,0.0,0.08346767196819692,0.04723600077179888,0.0896015982106429,0.0,0.03369851734867265,0.03527851722025208,0.0,0.0,0.048305381500108255,0.0,0.0,0.039770100704256336,0.0,0.0,0.16958144225054622,0.036881970752106745,0.0388492575161962,0.0965117182781891,0.0,0.16820256450950766,0.1081523381117904,0.0,0.033499643552062884,0.07381609571098025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688233426402568,0.028648940951200668,0.09179627050704572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746665157043655,0.033493953504384964,0.03384782648491549,0.0,0.0,0.039116970528133205,0.0,0.0,0.048524379159697484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599509670570749,0.0,0.0,0.27173435038689764
socialanxiety,WhatTheFuckItsMyNick,2019/04/17,"Lonely piece of shit who lost all his friends Everyday I sit alone at home and don't go anywhre, nobody ever text me or something, my old ""friends"" fobbed me and left me alone. I'm feeling like I got SA by these days when I sat at home and now I'm afraid or talking to people my head is always down I always look at the ground like a fucking looser. I can't talk to people I really wish to talk to someone but I just can't I don't know if I'm ill or something, it's really hard for me. When I see peers I'm scared af. I don't fucking know why I am like this. Sorry if this post seems chaotic and stupid my english isn't very good and I'm at bad mood beacuse I know that I'm a fucking trash.",1.9637126099706776,2.5082266967741944,3.7609384164222877,93.19595307917886,75.58064516129029,6.410557184750734,23.768328445747798,6.1124844417494595,0.34700000000000003,538,15,131,3,11,182,89,155,0.23399999999999999,0.69,0.076,-0.9774,0,4,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,17,5,2,3,0,8,6,2,0,2,20,29,13,0,3,7,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,3,4,20,6,12,26,2,17,0,2,2,3,7,7,4,6,10,67,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733983821036859,0.0,0.0,0.21964826047050132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020400616656496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512098506993611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939020336312227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673681961260053,0.09429185939975324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039463502126964,0.3660608072598931,0.0,0.0,0.07501150849051548,0.1107048094872312,0.1055624196457145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823482865211665,0.0,0.13545720028081445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26478834438027066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176105493591751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340474871005782,0.0,0.0,0.19344720080936945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083621463892238,0.0,0.1440798912403279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849862425628062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300695568929587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640749071975985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910907815715776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214246109141936,0.0,0.1051769077800573,0.12015641578188245,0.0,0.0,0.13548321891460013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118325365839366,0.20322077196715144,0.0,0.14774914234059075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182595339149553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890346764729944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909814270829977,0.0,0.15177905170446346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IvanKrasinsky,2019/04/17,"So Meh, im 21 male who has had SAD since around 6th grade. I entered the university last year so ive been lately tryng my best to force myself to talk to people,classmates etc and though ive managed to kinda make friends with a few people there i still feel like i am a burden to them whenever i  join a conversation as i usually dont have much to say because my mind just goes blank and i end up just kinda standing there with nothing to say. A week ago i had a talk in the smoking spot with a girl who is an acquiantance of mine and she was askng me some wierd things like if i wanted to leave the country or if i had some disorder. I had later found out she did drugs, probably weed. I think Ive depeloped feelings for her. Today i saw her standing alone and all of a sudden I felt the strong will and desire to come over there to talk with her. I regret my desicion now. Lol",1.2504564564564582,3.2189057243243258,2.7696846846846843,93.51116366366371,80.94594594594595,5.408408408408409,21.08858858858859,6.42735559955562,0.16879579579579573,689,20,153,6,18,225,118,185,0.09300000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.126,0.7903,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,11,8,0,0,12,1,16,1,0,1,1,32,25,12,0,5,5,0,3,2,1,1,1,2,0,2,3,12,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,10,6,29,5,23,14,7,21,0,2,1,0,17,5,0,7,14,105,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028179367054747,0.0,0.0,0.1639024487029366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408787794397148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646959956638096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607682826933126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632100280532758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137172288171716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547141356156965,0.0,0.18352331336609376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016524358335808,0.0,0.17649399977294014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003500926355954,0.11305602124968983,0.1519477597855229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735163174837565,0.12226592544798005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094046655206493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899736972249892,0.1785163503276386,0.1675671458862435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462890776659008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056351497363654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979048276270716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633421159907124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184808396717558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109712749345275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062357009323972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516983781867921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090857070221407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638110212525233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815934573594773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513630448018682,0.1014021740672323,0.15548283285849465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500054015658208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429339326244814,0.0,0.093341757926944,0.0,0.1269410630576725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190978532335436
socialanxiety,sabatallica,2019/04/17,Doing work experience next week help me I am really shit in social situations and I am working with an entire engineering team and I am really bad at engineering too,6.831290322580646,7.896141967741936,9.867903225806456,51.92185483870972,64.80645161290322,13.94193548387097,31.62903225806452,13.023866798666859,5.3385354838709675,135,5,21,6,2,51,24,31,0.217,0.706,0.076,-0.7172,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,15,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517991785159673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29499429339244143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213667654489506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207241671958603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863881944110644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095582856927517,0.0,0.3389784260626079,0.0,0.307413644736862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419020562501043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390945422012139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sox_The_Fox2002,2019/04/17,"I had a meaningful conversation with a stranger once. I was 11, my family had just gone homeless and my aunt let us stay at her fancy house in the 'burbs.

I was playing in her swimming pool and notice some kids my age playing in the neighbors yard, so I mustered up the courage and went over to talk with them, it was nice.

It started getting dark and my dad called me back to the house, I asked them if they wanted to play again tomorrow and they sister said ""We're moving tomorrow""

Total heartbreak...

And seeing as this is one of those 'elderly fenced communities' there were no other kids my age around, the only other kids were teens.",6.540348432055751,6.465004056910567,6.420580720092914,80.32682926829268,65.34146341463415,9.304994192799072,31.392566782810693,8.841846274778883,2.3779835075493616,501,17,97,7,7,158,85,123,0.018000000000000002,0.867,0.115,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,4,0,6,6,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,0,1,16,17,9,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,6,9,0,1,1,6,0,4,1,1,0,1,10,2,18,5,14,6,2,19,0,1,1,0,19,7,0,2,7,70,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019192433829066,0.19973194337382627,0.0,0.0,0.16428204511586827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181583901311448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140822314085005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162220820468027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930419765060989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846944979766986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270739031799392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24323954681360466,0.0,0.2275280376203625,0.14477334427631414,0.16248885303174807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322807494850698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024971284379015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122108115517674,0.22772023147321024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172208679154388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25699211435136704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126015065092477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980537409904213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xelad123,2019/04/17,"Social anxiety feels infantilizing Does anyone else feel like that? If I express a lot of the things that give me anxiety I often get responded to like it's ridiculous, stupid, silly, or childish. It feels embarrassing. Luckily my social anxiety has very significantly decreased actually with years and work, but theres still some weird little things that people dont understand why I'm anxious about",9.65282608695652,10.519802652173917,9.26503623188406,59.36103260869571,58.71014492753624,12.697101449275365,38.98913043478261,12.161744961471696,5.405721739130435,329,15,47,10,4,106,58,69,0.223,0.684,0.094,-0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,9,4,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,4,3,4,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,5,4,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.1808321728732604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42527633064967496,0.20934332136509726,0.0,0.1295704411795814,0.1898681554066245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216275137910982,0.0,0.21717754926006885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479959699622994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28108922911832906,0.13238282467692056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681486933031046,0.17776264384817447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810625507653302,0.1857255479177824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754075029056214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846802408976796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777927789826848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479858135832741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462184819407501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291034528895665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528970661522331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721007142999428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490515968827688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193311518855635
socialanxiety,dope_amemes,2019/04/17,"Does anyone else receive comments from people often that they look unhappy, upset, or are too quiet? Whats a good/witty response to that? Tittle says it all. I get told that I look sad or mad or that I'm too quiet all the time. Even by strangers. And it kind of makes me mad, like I'll be totally content, (and even if I am a little anxious, still) I'm sick of just giving a dumb look when people tell me this. So whats a good witty response that gets the message across that I'm fine, that I don't smile for others, and that I do have a sense of humor and can be fun.",4.193957845433253,3.611194180327869,5.425175644028107,87.20893442622953,70.31147540983606,7.627166276346602,25.625292740046838,6.1826913282559595,0.7658604215456668,438,10,99,2,7,147,76,122,0.198,0.685,0.11800000000000001,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,9,11,3,1,7,0,8,1,0,1,3,14,19,10,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,14,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,6,8,6,8,16,3,6,0,1,3,0,8,2,1,5,4,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513732731572852,0.0,0.1393459444326669,0.20419284824503472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439719689927832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647852584942152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632540664013552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082382259277715,0.19117403063820998,0.0,0.3343045780385163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752650566843636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736145029719404,0.19973769977373734,0.0,0.0,0.502052089758464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302546760814635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763207099276029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848083965456647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915067332230054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418542240056115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620571920986532,0.0,0.0,0.19042705062243875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sockeyesalmonella,2019/04/17,"I made an appointment to see a therapist this week I'm super nervous. I made the appointment a few days ago and I'm scared as fuck to go but I know I need to. It will be my first time seeing a therapist and it's honestly overdue. My school offers it for free and I've waited way too long because it's such a scary step but no backing out now. 

Does anyone else ever feel super anxious and/or depressed some days and you tell yourself you're gonna see a therapist but then imagine yourself having a good day when you actually go? And then it's like what am I complaining about I'm doing fine today. And I just completely invalidate my own problems. Does that make sense?",1.3136764705882342,3.805401544117647,3.169117647058826,87.48102941176472,85.02941176470588,6.341176470588236,23.20588235294117,7.645422480735847,1.3276705882352942,534,20,106,10,16,178,90,136,0.17,0.6509999999999999,0.18,0.5439,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,3,8,13,1,2,8,0,5,1,0,3,1,22,22,13,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,6,0,1,2,4,11,8,7,17,3,20,0,1,3,1,5,1,1,1,16,62,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.1387362221171443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602404634164652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061025574251395,0.0,0.09940771723130083,0.14566871681582858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931901699790213,0.0,0.08666476930616959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490612619552085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750613071550945,0.0,0.12244976271305827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488257165413531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876377378689937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859980168850904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188480734385932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209286924518588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314327471140417,0.0,0.0,0.1615955889931224,0.11924442831144028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813224397706724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945648515123838,0.0,0.0,0.12581489735297152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690470760705148,0.09489876524495487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054163496627348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603632305897884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233575127854312,0.1438823963536368,0.3398703352968035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124261780895795,0.0,0.0,0.4952067370335908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289975946487725,0.0,0.13475938098442847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284696090861925,0.1140392205920071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,milyvanily,2019/04/17,"What substances do you use to help you be more social? I’ve tried anti-depressants, alcohol, ashwaganda, and cannibis. All helpful in being relaxed and my general anxiety is not a problem anymore, but the only thing I’ve found that helps me be more social and more fearless in talking to people is Phenibut, but that stuff can only be used occasionally. Just wondering if anyone knew of anything else out there that I’m missing out on.",7.17625,8.074339124999998,7.612500000000002,68.9825,64.0,9.9,38.5,9.888512548439397,4.163449999999999,350,18,55,7,5,115,61,80,0.048,0.7759999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.8755,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,2,1,18,15,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,8,9,4,5,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,0,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118520080329349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164857395421508,0.0,0.19659499905798355,0.1386099193539755,0.0,0.1631298059795115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073877368170948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559918651459105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735350180114832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986164948779352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015319913812213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743059216698464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896832991803092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041494815528683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22693066236689224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933309217302466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316979536944103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458796813666365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34242129741455635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149764679408503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bewilderedgirl1,2019/04/17,"Let’s vent to each other ☺️ I created a reddit account not knowing how much it would help... I love messaging others about social anxiety makes me feel understood and connected to others, less lonely. If anyone wants to vent to me feel free to, I love endorsing others and don’t be afraid to reach out !",2.645988700564974,5.1083580338983055,4.445000000000004,80.7084039548023,78.83050847457628,8.001129943502825,23.39265536723164,8.841846274778883,2.112353672316384,240,8,43,6,6,81,45,59,0.061,0.703,0.23600000000000002,0.9039,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,14,12,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,5,4,8,8,3,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415556048880031,0.0,0.0,0.2207867970003832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193155784779031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116473326627874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735334878479375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228860858418408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5699716193787217,0.0,0.21077231226397705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321199982708207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32187764756413145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862434823839093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430690862557245,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,grapejuice88,2019/04/17,"I'm starting a new job tomorrow. I'm not worried about the work, but I'm super anxious about the social aspect. As far as social anxiety goes, mine tends to be on the mild side, but things like this really freak me out. I have to meet and impress who knows how many people tomorrow, and they're probably going to expect me to do some getting to know the new person shit.

I hope I can sleep tonight.",4.870370370370374,5.093726407407409,5.878617283950617,81.76977777777778,68.87654320987653,8.949135802469135,28.54567901234568,8.841846274778883,2.085985679012346,313,10,63,5,5,104,59,81,0.14400000000000002,0.67,0.18600000000000005,0.6129,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,0,5,0,4,2,2,1,0,12,14,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,11,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,7,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248724591289504,0.2399542411888431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097148146148053,0.0,0.12071317225991088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096349759443456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107765964655076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23346159595132304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376907821396314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534268417362404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102791009579928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725307230474574,0.18546157298894755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290056994630929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607040901517692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802799959999786,0.0,0.0,0.2125557830711142,0.4330349734411377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033950388461412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111070899110106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463146860560534,0.215704935886967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,loser-lesbo,2019/04/17,"Just played my first game with someone I recently got a pc and have just delve into the world of gaming. Ive been afraid to play with others since I started, but I just squaded up with someone on accident and it went great! I was shaking the whole time but I joked some and they can’t see my shaking through text so it’s all good! Also, any game recommendations?",2.3016829745596894,4.4787340410958905,3.1867318982387483,90.78972602739726,78.45205479452055,5.815264187866927,24.127201565557733,6.868970318607317,0.7529037181996094,287,10,60,3,7,91,55,73,0.102,0.691,0.20800000000000002,0.8618,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,9,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,6,0,3,1,3,0,1,4,1,9,5,9,5,3,11,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,4,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621763273036716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236690895343994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406160932466164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372648533609772,0.2262435763512085,0.31187426707602617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27930814322112096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254173392916106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339998099348217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793636431240013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022267990594156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494858125968576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26223096993869016,0.0,0.3158234617355558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ClosetedAspie,2019/04/17,How to deal with people making a big deal out of stepping out of your comfort zone? I fucking hate when it happens. Part of me wants to get out of my comfort zone and part of me doesn’t. Whenever I take any steps out of my comfort zone my family makes a huge fucking deal out of it. It makes me NOT want to step out of my comfort zone. I just want to move FAR away from my family and re-invent myself. But I need to get out of my comfort zone to move away. Such a catch 22.,1.6525485436893206,2.6804340970873817,3.4079490291262147,93.56104975728157,76.96116504854369,6.315048543689321,22.583737864077676,6.6274283507984215,0.3384766990291257,364,10,87,3,8,122,51,103,0.061,0.8,0.139,0.8107,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,3,0,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,21,15,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,15,5,26,15,2,19,0,0,0,2,4,12,2,0,1,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578201221028756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29229609109542604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811078400851476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932848181511392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876142187760854,0.1625410250109021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755583390670806,0.0,0.0,0.15357730963188188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115003851177987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33065843768665104,0.0,0.11534127422660767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336899513098882,0.0,0.10784151474415456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169572026689882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27524922920429995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,joshlefler5,2019/04/17,"Message to lurkers and people who are afraid to talk: Hey folks, my name is Josh. I live in Orem, and I am a proud exmormon who is also gay, I'm also so much more than that, and so are you. I'm 20 years old and I would LOVE to talk/meet any of you. If you are hiding your identity, feel free to dm me. I'll give you my phone number and we can talk.

I desperately needed someone to talk to when I was afraid of who I was. I was so paralytically afraid of who I was. I want you to know that there is at least one person you don't need to hide from. I work a lot, but I'm free most nights and I need people to occupy my weekends.

Anyway, love you guys. I'd love to show you, if you wanna meet, or just talk online/text/Skype I'd love to be your friend.

Sincerely, Josh - trying to figure things out without being afraid.",0.06480225988700639,1.886066807909604,2.378333333333334,95.52535310734469,84.31073446327683,5.289265536723164,15.483050847457626,6.42735559955562,-0.650301694915254,623,10,152,6,18,212,98,177,0.018000000000000002,0.759,0.222,0.9903,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,11,0,2,9,13,0,4,2,0,16,5,0,0,0,26,30,16,0,8,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,4,0,1,4,1,27,11,22,23,5,8,0,0,0,5,33,3,0,5,5,99,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223888166437016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455551436733656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030543862239208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742598831029967,0.0,0.0,0.13338484031162434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767662365862102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641561390132469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122779472406144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821126961875975,0.5019749414513349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221423188463853,0.3093007956003013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304845152394861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590456337984084,0.0,0.09422063630582772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927928895229422,0.12140891864725085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178125595799874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5587963850024481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237546253949573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440257392095604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201247043428297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340346255669955,0.0,0.10122657265158463,0.0,0.0,0.0987737314422634,0.0,0.0,0.08954055978179883
socialanxiety,mysticsoul7,2019/04/17,"Whats a good job for ppl with SA? I havnt worked in a really long time, my job agency wants me to do a certificate in Horticulture.   
Ive thought about it before but i dont know if i have the motivation. They say its a $4000 course they will pay but only if im going to dedicate myself to it. Im scared to even go to the place to learn. Last time i tried doing a course a long time ago Im so self conscious and stressed and can feel myself doing weird things like maybe stress in my mouth or i look worried or anxious, sad or something. Then ill feel embarrassed, freak out my mind races and i can hardly take the focus off my mind. I just want to get the fuck out of the situation and then ill get depressed. I think i also get paranoid. I never feel normal and its like im constantly reminding myself to relax. I hate group situations where everyone has the confidence to be themselves.   


Is anyone in Horticulture with SA and find its a good job for them?  


What other jobs would be good for ppl with SA",1.9244698703279963,3.838251154589377,3.5942130689041463,88.69858123569797,78.51690821256041,6.869972031528096,21.03966437833715,7.85451343220497,0.792107246376812,787,21,170,13,19,262,119,207,0.23,0.649,0.121,-0.9806,4,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,2,6,16,2,4,13,0,14,4,1,1,1,36,31,17,0,6,8,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,9,11,0,0,10,1,1,2,2,10,0,0,1,6,23,6,24,26,0,22,0,2,1,1,6,9,1,5,13,103,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904973976765706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164203296619837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153336256595242,0.0,0.07138431100690823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687181220494625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032396352611908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793071793302143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964974093599035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743005771118141,0.0,0.0,0.09755220262136097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486063618680435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933092069184169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438136552970616,0.16001479996790713,0.0,0.11604118979202732,0.25688693776013705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914533680747327,0.1007935995592769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411026399309187,0.0,0.4052377478989397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056106473009023286,0.08321768606997475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975288590414444,0.0,0.0,0.1806944171356308,0.08573061972464731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256400225705764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616535453586735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873877371858218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002737801782796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764470808297935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666323166825452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540202639862508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118675855689568,0.10221077215794044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650304405154004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22950883376447398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859454050475552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338894964964814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675962991960074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782463859232847,0.06541570813802483,0.0,0.08104874822269653,0.1785900243017152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931300025303637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043168205823054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432337026835838,0.1036782355054112,0.0,0.07252242590528736,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amyyye,2019/04/17,"I have been absolutely terrified of getting my first job for the past 2 years and still continue to feel stressed about it. I’m 16 (turning 17 in the summer) and ever since I was 14 I have been wanting to just walk into a store in my small town and apply for a job position. It has been an ongoing fear in the back of my head for years and anytime I go into a store or hear people from school talk about whether they’re working that night or not, I get stressed all over again. I’m scared of what others think of me, and I replay over and over in my head how the exact situation of what it would be like working in a store and interacting with customers, but I’m just sitting in my house taking no action. I’m overthinking literally nothing, and it’s been like this each summer where I do nothing all day and get so lazy and sad about my life. It seems so easy to just apply for a job, do the interview and get trained for that particular position, but my anxiety-ridden self is making me feel like I can’t even do that because of my fear of basic human interaction. I’m in high school and it would be my first job so obviously employers would understand that I’m young and have no experience, but I have no confidence in myself and so there I go again. It’s a continuous cycle of shit and I’m driving myself crazy. This mess of a post is what goes through my head literally every day and it really sucks. I know what I have to do to get past this low self-esteem bs, it’s just hard taking that leap.",5.200711974110035,5.005579637540453,6.303705501618126,80.44384304207124,68.15857605177993,9.714563106796119,29.46440129449839,9.444778638647367,2.301156634304207,1184,38,252,22,18,398,146,309,0.159,0.785,0.055,-0.9842,5,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,20,13,2,5,13,0,23,5,4,2,5,48,50,27,0,4,11,0,3,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,22,20,0,0,6,0,3,5,5,10,0,2,5,4,26,3,38,40,3,44,0,2,0,0,7,18,2,3,22,170,48,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699187500857975,0.0,0.061036801000470535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914792175386405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613327630562484,0.0905710655806559,0.08436174599073898,0.0,0.0,0.09794391815107477,0.0,0.2253425726488627,0.10125495552416948,0.07153111344858419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033681842168716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615624579123985,0.0,0.11380954321913693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969458228660833,0.0,0.3082791374269968,0.0,0.11285098128616447,0.0,0.0,0.10579021213773104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553370364475099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974444166436734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055027461164763855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072302173005582,0.14675173186204307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683589070644802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939628857031192,0.0,0.19215009339869152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911660767146582,0.06941580849409627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589447717953964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414424708479552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024510531319716,0.20266877219005225,0.0,0.0911523249576684,0.20890966072783526,0.0,0.10277945057243183,0.08282651130638273,0.11254751688734503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996195915928125,0.0,0.22939144977508094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056685362286704,0.08047870011078874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415766570377318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108909978995676,0.0,0.1042362695307832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059057799858500085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578804019346256,0.0,0.0,0.21338313180562204,0.0,0.0,0.12895766779879886
socialanxiety,msxd_,2019/04/17,"I'm about to go to the cinema, but alone so that's it, I'm going to the cinema alone for the first time in my life and I'm kinda nervous but at the same time I feel like I'm making big progress for my S.A., it's normal to see a movie without any friend? any advice? it's normal that I'm feeling really awkward? 

Yes, I know that nobody will notice me because everyone is watching the movie but, idk, it's a weird sensation.

(btw, english is not my native language so sorry if i messed up)",0.979615384615382,2.838336192307697,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,81.30769230769229,6.083076923076924,20.97692307692308,7.1686216300943375,0.6191684615384614,380,11,81,5,10,132,64,104,0.203,0.685,0.113,-0.7976,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,7,1,3,1,0,1,0,15,15,7,0,3,6,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,4,0,1,0,4,7,2,11,14,1,9,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,2,4,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005801372991209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251800877245959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791710746043568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512611352357306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613711304532935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757377274152847,0.14663956949129967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745961758293326,0.0,0.0,0.1585852966782724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23331081563062156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128069007509612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498297257841006,0.1002808882497484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701431121725505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022273331143552,0.0,0.23369271429500976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149641218179786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635676353767406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22977456127659826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393804263698811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978657231368025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,elliebelly278,2019/04/17,"Instagram makes my depressed but I’ll feel worse if I don’t have it. For a while, I was probably the only normal 17 year old girl in America without an Instagram. I had a fan account to look at memes and occasionally check up on my peers for about a year but not a personal one. 

This was because my parents didn’t let me make an account when everyone else was so after awhile, I had no desire to get one. And as the years go by, people are like “omg you don’t have an Instagram??” and I just let the years go by because by I felt like it was too late and I don’t really take pictures of myself anyway. 

Recently though, I’ve caved and finally got one, hoping to increase my confidence by finding out that people don’t find me disgusting but that hasn’t really been the case. For the past few days I followed good friends and people I knew would follow back with no questions. I was feeling pretty confident so I decided to follow people I kinda know and occasionally talk to, but who have more followers than me and are generally more well liked at school. Most of them accepted my request but didn’t follow back. I know it’s stupid and trivial but my mind doesn’t shut up and thinks that it’s because: a) I’m ugly b) people don’t like me c) I’m weird and awkward. I struggle with these thoughts occasionally as is, but having this stupid account has really worsened it.

I know I’m getting in too deep but I can’t stop because I view myself as a relatively average teen girl but that can’t possibly be true if I don’t have an Instagram with at least 100 followers. And that’s at least. Really the only kids at my school with that few followers are the weird cat kids, or kids who people secretly find annoying. I feel like because of my low numbers, I by default fit into that category even though I’d like to think I don’t. I don’t wanna go back to not having an account because before I know it, I’ll be off to college and will feel ostracized all over again for not having an account. 

I don’t expect any advice, just wanted to rant and see if anyone else has the same issue as me.",4.693005664488016,5.1056854988235285,6.12488888888889,79.18614814814815,69.30588235294118,9.402178649237474,29.85838779956427,9.444778638647367,2.543628322440086,1647,60,331,33,27,561,194,425,0.12300000000000001,0.725,0.152,0.9444,5,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,0,17,22,4,2,20,0,42,0,0,2,2,76,78,37,0,10,19,1,5,6,1,2,0,0,0,6,18,20,0,1,20,0,6,11,21,10,1,3,14,8,41,12,48,58,10,47,0,2,3,0,16,18,0,8,24,230,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335472406122639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058007308706793374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964413779450292,0.08740050833172129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677260563818974,0.0,0.3119905930682648,0.0,0.07258449741300388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055011807140759886,0.0,0.07346925091508072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251535164536652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634021813599596,0.0,0.0,0.0815083445260492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252211292901187,0.060938740076622165,0.0819019185041452,0.09344259857382813,0.23388951086461796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590300426942151,0.0,0.08913204824070335,0.0,0.14543482908570649,0.07154606615586599,0.06822265351006902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472270711796165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903162719613017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751583702978614,0.0,0.09622275179857384,0.0,0.0,0.174451212278287,0.0,0.25004128169102896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163099039465619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387757788720335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612925333971366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357644184785641,0.0,0.0,0.08950859298194443,0.0,0.17340560960336734,0.12974984566194114,0.0,0.0,0.0947161818536178,0.0,0.08142904044654392,0.35482002505700183,0.07448116242453494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616356944016552,0.0,0.08678133985261773,0.09196843541746157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555615380547182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185829025754304,0.0,0.08422401636692252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726574498104949,0.06797350573074545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131509114050935,0.0,0.08917467039353165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413540845882301,0.06856136234033204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931431445018094,0.16761474237652227,0.06771911977407284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050312482800385416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669545136181556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222669988827193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692856230563194,0.060595073383393476,0.0,0.0,0.21972306650942905
socialanxiety,SpikyWhales,2019/01/07,"instagram post ... this might be the most embarrassing thing I’ve ever admitted to anyone but I need help. trust me, I know how stupid this is, so roasting me won’t do anything. but my instagram is lacking, I haven’t posted in almost a year and I’m now with a new friend group(in high school). I’m going to a concert and I’m thinking about making posting a picture but I have no idea how to bring it up. The friend I’m going with is actually kinda judgy and I don’t want him to roast me(I know. this post is cringe). i’m open to all ideas, I’ll most likey over analyze most of them but anything helps. I’m not usually this awkward in other aspects of my social life...
anyway, drop your advice. not really looking for the “this is shallow” or “social media doesn’t matter” comments but feel free to type them if you feel strongly",1.2688685786322085,3.6834174311377295,2.9588528206744407,89.50410337220299,84.26946107784431,5.4319571383548695,21.963126378821308,6.8360192770164,0.6846598802395212,649,22,130,8,19,214,103,167,0.08,0.746,0.175,0.95,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,1,7,8,1,2,7,0,13,1,0,3,2,38,32,13,0,4,9,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,8,1,1,3,7,3,0,0,0,4,14,6,16,29,5,19,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,8,5,82,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.14056147987748513,0.0,0.0,0.14075343777289012,0.0,0.0,0.14423445092549225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071555670209886,0.0,0.2370639749378175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302917014853195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566109335785568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256865498514508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372159183755258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309287713984047,0.15218532156545328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325205445295651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832035314169265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017391456787746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095664958016045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614728351269224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280282733234926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680324060839028,0.0,0.13911395552155156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5517989443832213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922751989235482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577535881515724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293659647268919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569324320135206,0.09229450238086068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863882749460234,0.0,0.08495805122984965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927565213535076
socialanxiety,IcarusRiley,2019/01/07,"Always go first in presentations and introductions! It takes a lot of pressure off. In high school I used to want to go last and delay my presentation as much as I could. The downside is that I felt sick while everyone else went. Take away that anxiety and those feelings by going first. Second if needed. 

People are worried about their own presentations and if you’re last then they’ll be paying attention to you the most. You also won’t be worried about mistakes because people likely won’t remember your presentation.

I know it’s hard to say you’ll go first but just do it. Raise your hand or sign the paper. Within the beginning of the class you’ll be done and can cool off the rest of the time. ",3.6307843137254916,5.799704823529414,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,74.29411764705881,7.4745098039215705,23.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.4912568627450982,560,17,107,10,12,180,90,136,0.109,0.8290000000000001,0.062,0.0752,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,2,3,4,4,0,1,8,1,14,2,1,1,0,24,28,14,0,6,5,0,4,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,0,1,5,2,2,0,4,3,6,13,2,18,16,5,26,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,5,15,78,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267663122323556,0.13189918027851058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121265381636955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893232092270464,0.0,0.0,0.09663073933499744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265632499373163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221834230975896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242095212530028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147017445748076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015116334125501,0.0,0.152201568518675,0.0,0.0,0.4045044734552509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360356379245982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200045970023742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748234254931488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871170206976935,0.2584256856996241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774435975022741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476582986529667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652853258748122,0.11753864791262425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979202010503165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956931977012444,0.0,0.0,0.1260594035993361,0.0,0.16042807761738645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383707230136425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243277414706358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690814304700982,0.0,0.0,0.09349767304779254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469472233928964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219642406312961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,destroyerMVP1,2019/01/07,"Even without the social anxiety I'm still just an asshole. Person I had ghosted confronted me basically saying I was a jerk. That's what I get, I shouldn't have talked to people and stayed like how I was in high school. I wish I could speed up the process of me dying alone.",3.8212499999999987,4.870241482142858,4.830714285714286,85.36428571428574,71.67857142857143,7.742857142857144,26.5,8.07648339933343,1.4959785714285712,217,7,45,3,4,71,46,56,0.11900000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.129,0.1326,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,9,2,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,9,1,5,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27633871471535404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041118892953214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302917379504704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276910684856247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762280525645442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393992409173203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819035152479915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303517853705286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849751506575136,0.2329715901194437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218110795324274,0.0,0.2700298929214127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719831518573529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28438809731011,0.2130779106839324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445489148167293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068227964335217,0.25719906080486504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,notuniqueforthis,2019/01/07,"Haven't even started classes yet and my calendar is already the scariest thing I've seen all week I'm all for living on the edge and doing things out of your comfort zone. But the things I need to get done this week (including conferences, socials and projects) are a bit much. I need to pretend to be sociable and get stuff done at the same time. ",6.035,6.003395362318841,5.844746376811596,83.88277173913045,66.3913043478261,9.218840579710145,34.64130434782609,8.841846274778883,2.732678260869565,276,12,56,4,4,86,52,69,0.021,0.898,0.081,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,2,11,14,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,8,10,5,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,5,40,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23864427219462786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23609593657866354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426106803276693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283528704340953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259700462021087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909583289840908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589733082947033,0.3207027033851725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044612648878772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306736555824255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475617947503032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310133514987771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610082333255473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34693561722450106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,intpb,2019/01/07,"What do you guys take or recommend for low level constant anxiety all day long? I mainly have social anxiety when I talk with people but the anxiety lingers And hovers around even when I’m alone. It’s this nauseous jittery tingly feeling in my stomach that won’t go away. I wish I could just relax.

Do you guys recommend any prescriptions? I’m on absolutely no medication whatsoever and never have. I’m gonna order some cbd and see if that helps.",4.4291362126245835,6.404258790697675,5.66654485049834,76.31848837209303,71.55813953488372,9.100332225913624,29.727574750830563,9.606745405546679,3.032892358803988,360,15,64,9,7,120,67,86,0.128,0.6809999999999999,0.191,0.8347,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,2,15,15,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,6,12,3,14,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,3,6,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215184502446938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128904556138835,0.0,0.4768247770142556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495715164091875,0.0,0.0,0.1952044344273734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245228899719023,0.0,0.16588546710506386,0.0,0.0,0.13399286915400144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722849455732547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050535062623905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807907572916265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411445041211909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926219630932926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386772664977427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093039289765717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024312817545155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440398454493965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556382225389904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179283281627925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621532613485425,0.16699567112169034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389224067208021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mushikushi22,2019/01/07,Next semester i will have a class that will have a group project I’m thinking of dropping out from now,7.685714285714287,6.029689000000001,6.647619047619048,84.80571428571429,63.76190476190475,10.304761904761904,40.04761904761904,8.841846274778883,3.2252476190476203,83,4,18,1,1,25,17,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,12,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8565488825079116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160658987711239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,elizaabl,2019/01/07,"Experiencing anxiety in normal day to day activities Anxiety has been a part of my life for a while now. Sometimes it would get so bad that my stomach will start aching. I’ve been doing quite well lately,but I still experience anxiety from time to time. 
Recently I was on a holiday with my boyfriend in Rome. Italians don’t speak English very well but in the capital we got along with them quite well but still I was anxious to speak with them. So we were wondering what to get to eat and we come upon a Subway and we decided to get some sandwiches. I am not a usual customer there and I felt anxious ordering so I asked my boyfriend if he could get me what he got for himself,too and he said no. He didn’t say it out of rudeness,I know for sure. He did it because he wanted me to be confident and brave and order myself because he knew I was anxious. I ended up getting mad and not getting anything. He didn’t get me a sandwich because he was hoping I would get over the anxiety and stubbornness and I didn’t. I get really annoyed with myself when I am like that. Today I was even anxious to go to the hair salon because I get my hair cut very rarely. But it ended well. And this isn’t the first time I am anxious to order food. I am just annoyed that I experience anxiety in such normal daily activities. How do you get over it ? What would you advise me ? 

P.S. My boyfriend ended up splitting his sandwich in two and sharing half of it with me,which I thought was very cute.",2.061092146234575,4.219648989966558,3.8223388305847092,86.02217391304346,79.16722408026756,6.799723215315419,26.363856533271818,7.873277556716777,1.6662140698881327,1164,48,234,20,29,390,139,299,0.141,0.7390000000000001,0.121,-0.1213,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,4,2,2,3,16,16,5,0,10,0,28,9,3,1,1,48,53,21,0,9,7,0,3,1,0,4,1,4,0,0,13,23,5,1,6,1,0,2,8,6,4,3,19,8,39,10,35,28,2,35,0,0,0,0,25,12,0,4,19,165,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019661475117665,0.4459307398794055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496556844754403,0.0,0.07380355438849259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591634565824249,0.19249821635368147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800471342662176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303170201460619,0.0,0.0,0.10182686582481608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078113996716947,0.0,0.0,0.20976732182356825,0.0,0.0,0.0521428774189846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444804804422427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758002336205512,0.0,0.0,0.06715115550797568,0.09546143023252744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537044567106063,0.0,0.04486664953480727,0.0,0.12628014504972607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841087375971542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043386481397537764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576166884169377,0.038568871794301116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470001027927807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549047878631018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679368976655261,0.0,0.0,0.05057462445106593,0.0,0.07794933542064389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509542053900785,0.06278077378502575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807929665508513,0.0,0.05587815899249533,0.0,0.1260922448588754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440536959203559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267405200273805,0.13810158350010796,0.0,0.0748312742424331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711845859717141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694751371432145,0.1954153628309347,0.04656420777379178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839265910756417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561322291020595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682422391051757,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Big-man-kage,2019/01/07,"I feel like nobody really wants to talk to me I just started going to a new school where I know nobody, my attempts at talking to ppl have just made people think I’m weird because I’m not very good at socializing, people come up and talk to me but they’re not sincere, I feel like they talk to me so they can pick on me or make fun of me with their friends, I have no clue what to do; sorry if this is the wrong subreddit I just don’t know where to put this. ",5.384700000000002,3.710900070000001,6.1339999999999995,86.70700000000004,68.3,9.2,28.0,7.554174236665415,1.2749000000000006,357,8,86,3,5,118,64,100,0.135,0.738,0.127,0.285,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,1,6,8,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,20,19,5,0,2,8,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,2,15,6,14,18,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,4,53,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061576850868113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563109265194919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835023221569556,0.2592688003532753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401948320159363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312737463673544,0.15219926371060324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945032524804288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730347739745467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717009652412179,0.1211253423061764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752543063776707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25160175098844706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241649074827326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116247330633214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836462725851296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497467633738895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312857934780806,0.12843766798230766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5833997270771742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627164892686975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972274166067062,0.10702926448798494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983970137212832,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MuciferousBalbriggan,2019/01/07,"I just feel like my life wasn't supposed to go this way 21, don't have any friends. I've struggled with social anxiety for as long as I can remember. I just freeze up when meeting new people and probably come across as extremely weird or awkward which kills my confidence and almost creates this self-fulfilling prophecy. Overall I just like i've missed out on so many opportunities and wasted my life so far. I just want to say thank you to this community for helping me realize that i'm not alone. I just felt like I had to get that off my chest, Thanks",6.74793939393939,6.31856112727273,6.900000000000002,78.2466666666667,65.0,10.606060606060607,34.69696969696969,10.125756701596842,3.250151515151515,444,18,89,9,6,143,77,110,0.157,0.621,0.222,0.7334,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,8,12,1,2,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,19,15,10,1,1,7,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,4,13,7,15,12,0,12,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,2,6,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468874682165788,0.20136586509459106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221579883464746,0.0,0.1487347410093462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748008878262194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830721975418596,0.1388973972216705,0.18667867588636414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021242235401794,0.0,0.10157913910021477,0.0,0.11049631810560204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031910902466518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510267033139507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746565282817034,0.28495898652635504,0.0,0.0,0.17206017821351907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711663016302974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777706360795565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478994889123644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20962324278403066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202458435268284,0.0,0.0,0.15461471767987334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282787958009124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981920004271712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325542668240326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580011930063183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467701662270663,0.15432566900498665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jim_1982,2019/01/07,"I failed all my classes in high school because of SA Grade 9/10 was fine, even got a honours certificate for getting a 90+ avg. Grade 11 was a huge turning point for me. I took classes that required a lot of team work and human interaction. The first project assigned to me was a group presentation and of course I had no friends to do this project with. The teacher forced a group to allow me in. I was completely ignored by them and they were even hostile towards me. They were doing the project online and even had a discord channel set up for it. I wasn’t informed anything until it was the day before the dead line, I asked one of them about what’s up with the project and he told me it was already done. I worked on my own project that night for 8 hours straight. I ended up with a 55% :(. That type of shit happened to me for the whole semester until I fucking broke and just left the classroom without a word. I skipped school for the whole semester staying either indoors or at a Internet cafe when my mum was home. The second semester was no different. ",4.919357484620643,5.792943454545455,5.024487354750517,85.62891148325359,69.0,7.693916609706084,34.06732740943267,7.7094869923839395,2.3237365686944638,838,40,167,9,14,262,122,209,0.138,0.795,0.066,-0.9467,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,4,7,6,9,3,0,20,0,16,2,1,1,1,20,24,10,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,9,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,6,0,3,17,0,23,3,31,7,6,25,0,2,0,1,15,13,2,2,9,121,31,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723823182836686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128548041207524,0.0,0.14603585526160887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952245521725416,0.0,0.13292374349203462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163783876996349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074293550321667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632068640729388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159857713052023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835625534235022,0.0,0.0,0.30952695013574844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287268489526222,0.0,0.0,0.12068794779990635,0.14441421335267493,0.08161360854958763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249359135728302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813654714458914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650451106534229,0.1566920018488289,0.0,0.1538360075768231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972331016003353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280469429706598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659309736514958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585236789542717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766954021900153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31618700119961723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603479702880275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649975062486533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926595438959273,0.1735557613446465,0.0,0.16991231203129747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488071869798719,0.0,0.15058147612367467,0.0,0.2274464030221365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,moon_queen_,2019/01/07,My first day of school is tomorrow I need advice😌,1.197272727272729,2.8907196363636416,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,79.9090909090909,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.2269272727272729,40,1,9,1,1,14,11,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391507090382194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163696888001961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501314499159816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143827963618396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pizzadeliverysivir,2019/01/07,"People being rude on the phone. Is it me or them? I can’t tell if I’m being weird on the phone which is making people be rude, or what. I have a problem with talking over people because I can’t tell when they’re finished and it’s my turn to talk, so I’ve been trying to leave pauses in the conversation so I know for sure if they’re going to reply back or if it’s my turn. Is that weird? I know I shouldn’t be upset if receptionists are snippy with me over the phone but it’s making me a little upset because I’m not sure if it’s me or if they’re having a bad day ",0.1675520833333337,1.7292489843750012,2.8590625000000003,93.56302083333335,82.59375,4.891666666666667,16.135416666666664,5.46131890053228,-0.7623145833333336,442,7,105,2,12,155,65,128,0.166,0.7909999999999999,0.043,-0.8964,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,10,2,2,7,0,14,0,0,2,2,23,23,15,0,8,12,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,13,2,11,17,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,10,4,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465181510724553,0.15707141605213507,0.22935105950008144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132112185177428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691230081966507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206770445253854,0.0,0.0,0.19919074308984616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854454914598884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251141640697017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912538574241383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000437244486528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545996564887577,0.0,0.0,0.30240567714969896,0.32884840439757224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772037837680428,0.4092386668920828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iShagTeaAndScones,2019/01/07,"Please do not self diagnose yourself with social anxiety I’m seeing so many people claim to have social anxiety when they haven’t seen a professional about it. It causes so much damage when people do it, it creates a placebo effect which can be really damaging. Thinking “oh he hasn’t replied for a few hours he must hate me” does not necessarily mean you definitely have social anxiety, many other factors come into play. This often includes having a big effect on your life or inability to control your worrying, if it is left untreated. 


If you still think you have it then go and see a doctor, please. Just don’t self diagnose yourself due to an online test or something, these are often inaccurate and are not helpful. 


**I’m not saying you definitely don’t have it at all, but until you are diagnosed you shouldnt claim to have social anxiety**",4.107552742616033,6.695964860759497,5.620531645569624,73.52721097046417,74.44303797468353,8.517130801687765,27.62194092827005,9.21078282632365,2.8872492827004224,680,27,111,17,15,229,99,158,0.10300000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.065,-0.5996,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,8,1,3,9,4,1,0,6,0,20,5,0,4,2,27,31,13,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,11,5,0,1,5,1,0,2,9,3,0,0,1,4,10,1,11,27,3,14,0,2,3,0,19,5,0,6,7,81,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685210506040172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371698930681635,0.0,0.1037416306617086,0.0,0.0,0.13507489316939167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667082817210897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326740537845855,0.10539098322690756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844436437616376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189018118029374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807231293873219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860140537176253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084987985842794,0.0,0.08506478687388934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419858852827994,0.0,0.13118591373930946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853148498523403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669849735144894,0.0,0.0,0.2643966641435794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715191706995975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577247691353093,0.0,0.0,0.1919376571654104,0.0,0.2512739887379217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910616290658239,0.0,0.0927145503751848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617726798870946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433611364199826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230469097271585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bushcamper101,2019/01/07,"I am diagnosed with social anxiety and need help So lets make this short, I am not gonna put my backstory or anything.
I have severe social anxiety (didn’t tell my parents about it yet I dont think they would understand) and I need a way to overcome it. I am currently doing whatever it takes to overcome it (exposure etc) but dosent usually end well for me. Anyone have any tips?
",2.767142857142858,4.957120533333335,4.6365714285714335,80.90400000000002,77.0,9.085714285714287,28.04761904761905,9.606745405546679,3.0013619047619047,300,13,57,9,7,102,57,75,0.065,0.87,0.065,0.25,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,1,0,12,17,5,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,10,1,5,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328629952478721,0.0,0.2989255953085048,0.0,0.0,0.13661207480612547,0.0,0.16077854573069975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830344605528424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289802777209575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304594700729234,0.0,0.21789689477227495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095702114015206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978612268561535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041560130072674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897389990840604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694293184886265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640775311882386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072029097172072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983243007721563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468991177018181,0.0,0.17076802666919647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518963183356469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033942485768388,0.0,0.0,0.21518005835931625,0.0,0.0,0.15508109324572686,0.0,0.0,0.17566730153479665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879014776700746,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DeforestedMoon,2019/01/07,"Do most people actually love talking about themselves? I'm having one of those days where I desperately Google my social anxiety issues in hopes of finding answers. A common tip I see is that people LOVE to talk about themselves. Has carrying out social interactions with this outlook helped you out? 

Most days I hate talking about myself, mainly because I think I'm not interesting and I hate myself, so it's hard for me to get in the mindset that people love to talk about themselves all the time.",5.824472049689442,7.768205173913046,6.081366459627329,74.87108695652175,67.91304347826087,7.86583850931677,30.534161490683232,8.418075326091056,2.5297683229813654,404,16,65,6,7,129,62,92,0.152,0.687,0.16,0.5896,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,2,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,12,15,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,10,5,15,15,4,9,0,0,1,3,12,5,0,3,4,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.15448496174531412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110455167298287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965025814212049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419005632905932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468988531868948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270896238886151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181212953948313,0.3125911116968503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610995901665587,0.0,0.0,0.15723473957601772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652315558888084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286352046965832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727303535065973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292507766454856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615031831739998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32274844725612506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089652264085237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143684231296927,0.0,0.0,0.09231018384523758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RyeNCheese,2019/01/07,"I knew what I was was getting into when I signed up for a mock trial team but... dear god I am not ready for this Like the title says, I signed up for mock trial. I was trying to traumatize myself into having better speaking skills. Well boy did that go wrong! I’ve made it through the first competition, I only had to be a witness, but now it turns out that my coach wants me to be an attorney and a witness this time. I can’t do it and I know that. Even with minor presentations I completely freak out. Now, it’s high stakes and ohhhh dear I am done for. It’s not pessimistic, I know what’s going to happen because I haven’t fixed the root of the problem yet and, from experience, I know that I’ll most likely start hyperventilating, throwing up, or passing out. My god what have I gotten myself in to.",2.884826454033772,4.333537079268297,4.439756097560977,85.70111632270171,74.54878048780488,6.7534709193245765,22.9812382739212,7.321109707123232,0.7926459662288932,627,17,131,7,13,210,97,164,0.11199999999999999,0.78,0.109,-0.3446,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,6,11,2,0,8,0,15,0,0,2,0,26,28,8,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,14,10,0,0,4,2,0,4,4,5,1,1,9,2,20,6,22,17,1,22,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,10,96,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492680676992785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195757238894936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23207077396882006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265076628616839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461929794302703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165129872805394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827168698446445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115641012105931,0.0,0.25158524029435714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957302269132377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338578575103776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649280187322021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162710828390182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943725538998315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833904043599945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179248294339653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601844824982904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666558794887314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290651312654531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027532771282467,0.2407543555756337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305520639868312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901123769646176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420005383952241,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CoconaCocomine,2019/01/07,"My social anxiety symptoms are clearly stronger in my second language They're already 'decent' in school situations, but as soon as I need to speak English the issues intensify, probably, because I've been training the British accent and spent so much time in English on the internet that I just can not blame myself..

Anyone else experiencing this?",10.863999999999995,10.551126733333334,10.106666666666666,58.225000000000016,56.66666666666666,12.0,46.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,5.737166666666668,284,16,39,6,3,91,51,60,0.023,0.873,0.10400000000000001,0.5932,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,5,0,7,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121188777857367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637037318439856,0.0,0.0,0.19776697660694004,0.2898010588438291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241548122606265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362749404818849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952094939093524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791854808215127,0.2097208681417608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049473106384365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862472583251352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179218760953808,0.0,0.28831782543592044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939770838241588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649251712788455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnxietySucks__,2019/01/07,"Gabapentin Is Gabapentin a good anxiety medication? Not compared to benzos, but compared to SSRI’s and some others? Let me know, thanks. ",4.9294202898550745,8.461012086956522,4.330434782608695,77.67072463768119,80.30434782608695,6.544927536231885,33.7536231884058,7.793537801064563,3.198171014492753,110,6,16,2,3,33,20,23,0.053,0.706,0.24100000000000002,0.7013,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36066835922135776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954412944979007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591040616138628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482103467853612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749499708168908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340603345413557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,charlieyoon,2019/01/07,"Where do you look when walking pass people in the hallway? I am super self conscious when i walk pass people in college especially a group of people. I always look down on my phone pretending I'm busy instead of looking up and staring straight ahead with an uncomfortable face. This is also why im very anxious before going to class everyday. And i hate people looking at me.

What should i do to become more confident and comfortable when walking around? 
 ",6.148214285714285,7.775167869047621,6.446190476190478,73.78214285714287,66.73809523809524,8.457142857142857,34.23809523809524,8.841846274778883,3.2149666666666668,367,17,58,6,6,118,63,84,0.094,0.746,0.16,0.7205,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,7,3,1,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,7,12,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,5,8,2,13,11,1,20,0,0,5,0,4,9,0,0,5,41,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757428290492292,0.15354968210852596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084744399808843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642771773189452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038067710132311,0.15702751297366468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487670841123284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219221932560936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993317762010676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6198588775513479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117392654883216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192512481402866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226246547037636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665160644878523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mimimg,2019/01/07,"Going outside and interacting with people is VERY difficult for me and I may never go to college or get a job ... I'm feeling more like a failure than usual, I was socially & emotionally wrecked in school ...now I can't get the memories out of my head.. I constantly replay my idiotic behavior in my head and then think ""that's why no one likes me"" or recall being bullied, fucked with , abandoned, made fun of, harassed and being consistently alone ... I'm afraid I'll never go back to school or get another job (I've experienced terrible people when working certain jobs I started or even when I went to apply for financial aid (which I got denied )at my local community college,5 years later than I should have, I chickened out after I put in the application because I saw some people from my HS, they recognized me and their piercing stares scared me so much, I knew I couldn't put myself into this situation again .. I know I'm pathetic but this is something I cannot shake .. Just had to get this off my chest .. ",6.8108622305529485,6.768374969072165,7.771686972820992,70.75574039362701,64.77319587628865,10.765885660731023,35.16213683223992,10.436869588844218,3.7318927835051534,800,34,143,18,11,271,129,194,0.14400000000000002,0.8009999999999999,0.055,-0.9352,3,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,1,8,13,3,3,4,0,12,4,3,1,3,29,32,14,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,4,0,0,7,6,9,0,1,7,4,28,4,22,20,3,30,0,1,2,1,4,9,1,6,16,97,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705400382704258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337953367851808,0.0,0.0,0.13875957593622953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175362586115536,0.0,0.08066715886671896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300175278215366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885347413107594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740273767102136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691003992204453,0.09453660083571147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233698164339235,0.2765479186345469,0.0,0.2256186190852973,0.0,0.1058364146473168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716175787557732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393951411761879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272512449949653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929953813700373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521387526765967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972777991292416,0.0,0.2041221561262868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967025396944851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752229454953825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26605646260904475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324854465398393,0.26785011297449524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487444996459793,0.0,0.13489380224535574,0.0,0.10187412319198587,0.0,0.0,0.09366387728695848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479174083524167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574283408367295,0.10918613458400538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267126481733162,0.11940727067175225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633783886431888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521620157752928
socialanxiety,Username_Taken859,2019/01/07,"Inconvenient stores Everytime I walk into a store and realize I don't actually want to buy anything it is an absolute pain in the ass to get out of the store although it's just a simple gesture of walking out.
I feel like I just shoplifted and committed crime despite the fact that I didn't actually do anything and it's extremely embarrassing. ",9.62318181818182,7.888230712121214,10.332424242424242,60.16863636363638,60.06060606060606,14.254545454545458,46.24242424242424,13.023866798666859,6.208096969696969,281,16,48,9,3,97,45,66,0.24600000000000002,0.687,0.067,-0.9045,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,0,4,2,1,0,2,13,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,8,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.6408275633700433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403938886906681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601924584119768,0.2345671171833248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154479710426038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041099238716916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493783329862818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936642279440475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theblanketmanXL,2019/01/07,"Medication What kinds of medication are recommended for SA? Please lmk what you take and if it helps at all
",4.058499999999999,6.817819850000002,5.420000000000004,74.01500000000001,75.5,10.0,25.0,10.125756701596842,2.8654999999999995,87,3,17,3,2,29,18,20,0.0,0.7170000000000001,0.28300000000000003,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470124807391788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38375887912158985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7424941455055369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045264127206042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27708262730784794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aerobic_respiration,2019/01/07,"Has anyone tried sleep deprivation? You'll feel tired initially; overcome it with some physical or mental exercise, and you'll start to feel strangely energetic and euphoric. Its similar to alcohol - you feel super confident and uninhibited, with decreased focus of your surroundings 

Pros of sleep deprivation - no hangover, can easily fix by just sleeping as soon as you come back from the party/social gathering. Only have to stay awake the night before.

Cons - obviously can't do it regularly, once a week is ok. The drunk feeling gets stronger the longer you stay awake, can become hallucinogenic if awake for >48 hours. Sleep is important. 

",8.128611111111107,10.481268527777782,7.81203703703704,63.09916666666669,62.7962962962963,11.696296296296294,35.72222222222222,11.45678717892309,5.039422222222223,523,24,75,17,8,166,82,108,0.12,0.688,0.193,0.8555,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,1,10,8,4,0,1,15,17,7,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,4,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,6,2,12,15,1,10,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,3,6,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488111461011613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144207100877378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582885815483638,0.0,0.0,0.18072723483374906,0.1392453649673332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409611452068727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33096467477133634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549500947112126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115217986947386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491036809664142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356480947683562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427098105449312,0.0,0.1244553951434769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6550316693073751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158250492759284,0.3488363769128823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880798072169609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110064095871797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126192775988035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,disconnectedmadafaka,2019/01/07,"need new job suitable for SA So im currently working as a home based transcripionist but as of the moment, due to ""low volume"" of files in our queue, i have been earning significantly less than what i was initially earning. Can you guys suggest low stress jobs or any that requires low social interaction if it were to be in an office? I really need help pls.",6.649347826086956,6.770332449275365,7.554891304347826,71.62190217391306,65.08695652173913,10.378260869565215,33.19202898550725,10.125756701596842,3.2477507246376818,285,11,53,6,4,96,58,69,0.154,0.769,0.077,-0.7038,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,4,1,4,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,8,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,10,4,1,9,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,2,4,32,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903229275825294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606782032517048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764640011597806,0.0,0.2640807813552455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28437624499652464,0.0,0.5225087253905194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39042200735220506,0.0,0.25426733054185424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865718768146426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683701082288721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015743309458033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166333673008334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emodeath17,2019/01/07,Fucked day (m 22( Fucking fantastic day leaving my head fucked. Anyone feel like talking me through anxiety and calming down my head ,6.231739130434782,8.980478478260874,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,68.56521739130434,8.078260869565218,41.934782608695656,8.841846274778883,4.403017391304347,107,7,16,2,2,32,19,23,0.287,0.465,0.248,-0.3415,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,3,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183315941154522,0.0,0.0,0.16755454507206824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090824567141921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116389479167206,0.17119139027514774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6646009413642765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918580795090875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537330816317157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707088841746575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260514614253227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,andersson_growth,2019/01/07,"Social Anxiety is an invisible epidemic. Maybe you have social anxiety? If you are from the US, there is a pretty big chance. It is estimated that there are 15 million adults which suffer from some degree of social anxiety disorder. 

An as a whole, it is estimated that 12,1 % of US adult gets SAD at least once in their life. With so many cases, and the horrible little attention this problem gets, I would say that it is pretty accurate to call it an invisible epidemic. 

If you have social anxiety the good news is though, that you are not alone at all. You share a disease with 15 million other people only in the US.

I know it is hard to talk about your social anxiety, because it is so shameful. I have been in the same spot as you. 

5 years ago, I could lay sleepless for days or sometimes weeks before attending a party. I would lay down in my bed and speculate about all the things that could go wrong.

Like doing something awkward, like telling a joke nobody will laugh off or doing something awkward when approaching a stranger or a cute girl, like saying something they might find weird or offensive. 

Most of the times, I ended up not making any new friends or talking to any cute girls. Instead, I would just stay safe in my comfort zone around my close friends, even though I really desired to make some new friends and approaching some cute girls.

But I’m now at a point, where I can talk to strangers, make new friends, approaching cute girls, going alone in public and talking with strangers over the phone, without feeling anxious anymore.

If you like to know how I got rid of my social anxiety, send me a private msgs or start a chat with me. I will gladly give you tips on how you can get rid of your social anxiety, because no one in the whole world deserves this terrible disease.",6.7688823529411755,7.050379888235295,6.5882352941176485,78.10705882352943,64.82352941176471,9.741176470588236,34.05882352941177,9.516144504307137,3.092517647058823,1422,58,261,25,20,448,178,340,0.133,0.684,0.183,0.9677,0,2,3,0,0,0,39.0,3,11,2,0,17,29,1,3,22,0,27,1,0,5,2,51,42,23,0,10,14,0,2,4,4,6,1,2,1,6,16,10,0,1,5,2,0,7,4,10,0,3,2,4,33,19,39,32,10,42,0,2,0,0,47,22,0,14,16,181,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628624724652702,0.0,0.0,0.1468945170857467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096450189866085,0.0,0.3797521134211311,0.08011453426818987,0.07032930001404304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312999115386478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645908193502783,0.0,0.060344021407760136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724128392256233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324080175314045,0.0,0.0,0.045734747585189695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127551435795713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281024454277889,0.0,0.0,0.0468391385280478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03585709912911507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481564775628652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915711713709307,0.0,0.111151549274024,0.06802878319362042,0.08060603161439926,0.05948070871366425,0.05671774842610203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352652098351436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794680742662452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050089842768828205,0.13858327873452175,0.07107614265461958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420103033597257,0.07189736995335902,0.07124433335480773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523033090798377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547242005624647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552288590697999,0.0480543008083919,0.05393457104020005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916400414014983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703824058930083,0.0,0.0,0.14429348460081187,0.0,0.06785672941645315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045430401196175516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278999187506353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060272436326798,0.0,0.16378306775377713,0.0701374218920366,0.0,0.05019448406560024,0.07558668039390325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799735283798955,0.06198343099435905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047113227401465785,0.0,0.13934859319440554,0.0,0.0413515039233923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25590849814565714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568842817900927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834965074960666,0.0,0.06836018592392157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112939549529222,0.07753516472494193,0.0,0.0456673735501001
socialanxiety,colakun,2019/01/07,"Might be getting a job as a waitress at a ramen place ! As you can see from the title I might be getting a job at a ramen place.They texted me to call tomorrow so they can talk to me and probably interview me over the phone (which I’m also scared for lmao). I’ve never worked at a restaurant  before and I’m kinda scared because of my social anxiety and how I’m going to be able to do this confidently :/. I’ve been working retail for the past 2 years and I’ve gotten over a great deal of my social anxiety in the process to the point I’m super confident working with people there but in a foreign environment I feel like I’m more prone to screwing up and stumbling on my words or saying the wrong thing. Hopefully I get through tat least the interview tomorrow! (And if any of you have ever waiter/waitressed before let me know any tips you have!)
TL;DR - Might be getting a waitress job, have social anxiety, kinda scared",3.80224378881988,5.243703929347827,5.183540372670809,81.30804347826088,72.20652173913044,7.86583850931677,27.81677018633541,8.418075326091056,2.035148757763975,729,27,138,12,14,244,101,184,0.11,0.802,0.08800000000000001,-0.4694,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,4,5,9,1,3,16,0,15,1,0,1,2,22,30,14,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,2,3,14,4,25,20,2,18,0,0,1,1,14,11,1,8,7,90,17,8,0.1127220756309154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014380315667883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330975366740154,0.0,0.2586962379712846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871433105612627,0.0,0.1918363679774813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510184230276088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162115103657425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196357086878352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699566835840141,0.08052867335366166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355705283402135,0.0,0.06406255326230154,0.0,0.0,0.12427648632696907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111958455303831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355778002862383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061949104829798776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526595948689294,0.0,0.0550703123412959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358740926767496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693821382209825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760597595842704,0.07814729420952488,0.0,0.2355411547269825,0.0,0.10655879646594296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121533462708089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964111887453402,0.3385633866948976,0.0,0.08982490010150967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447178820400179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060173455579386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748875382974731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461890407182432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324389429452084,0.0,0.07258932096788875
socialanxiety,BraverPlanet,2019/01/07,"Do you try to hide embarrassing reactions? Hey all, just wondering what kind of physical reactions people with social anxiety experience. 

​

I used to get flustered with people quite often. I would blush, sweat, tremble, and feel my heart race. I felt really embarrassed by these reactions and would try to hide them. 

Many years ago, I worked in a customer service job. Sometimes when clients came to my desk, I would do weird things like try to hide my face with my hoody or talk to them from behind a big computer monitor. I didn't want them to see me getting nervous. 

I don't have this problem so much anymore. I decided to start owning it when I have these reactions. When blushing I just smile and wear the red face with pride. If you try to cover up your physical reactions, it backfires. You end up looking like a weirdo. Better to just let people see. They don't actually care that much it turns out. 

​

Do others get embarrassed with things like this? What kind of physical symptoms of social anxiety have you experienced? Do you try to cover them up and how?

​",4.051865671641792,6.793048353233832,4.473778606965173,80.88798134328356,75.4179104477612,8.199104477611941,28.457960199004976,8.982922981607832,2.7416784079601992,873,37,152,21,20,275,111,201,0.165,0.763,0.07200000000000001,-0.9328,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,6,5,4,9,15,0,5,4,0,14,6,5,2,1,29,29,11,0,6,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,7,26,8,27,22,4,14,0,0,4,0,15,6,0,4,10,103,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.09594965054776496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715793916376262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196007395537162,0.3584218092745726,0.0,0.0,0.15043457021950435,0.0,0.09751059116296287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869592342870948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245600504285903,0.1002474634353395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708552587945119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617934791791884,0.0,0.0,0.049715366607812346,0.0,0.09440607549229764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411006900715782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651393977103447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757100172224094,0.0,0.0,0.20477779854866893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054254293953606,0.0,0.14410783377632005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256706082463383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996846982099126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455831896516366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449561306683492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408240659955887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045792518154948,0.0,0.0,0.06298861607502276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670235888718773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045705665586103,0.0,0.0,0.09724455482953782,0.0,0.06959395036463166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021958681509991,0.0,0.07902878549332844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064366216057074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337763523821218,0.10694784279919492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492002161213215,0.0,0.0,0.05799380693649705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662775032672828,0.07158075205042587,0.0,0.0,0.20953879384416735,0.0,0.3584218092745726,0.06331717493051901
socialanxiety,sodiumquaff,2019/01/07,"Fucked Up At GetGo Last wednesday i went to getgo to get some coffee and gas, and as i was walking into the store i held the door open for this cute dude who was walking out. Moments later as i was getting coffee homeboi comes up to me all smooth and is all "",heyyy : ), whats ur name?"" He was obvs tryna flirt w me. NOW im not used to such confrontation like that, im paranoid as shit and think everyone is out to kill me, and i was also dressed like a greasy, broke ass prince charming from shrek 2 that day, so i didnt know why the fuck a cuteass bitch would be talking to me in the first place. As so many questions spin around in my head, i get all flustered and nervous and manage to say ""eh uhm eH NO THANK YOU!"" And he says ""damn, i cant even get a name?"" Then he walks away. I get my coffee and gas and get the fuck outta there, beating myself up for letting myself overthink and ruin my chances of getting a boytoy. Im still mad that i reacted like that. Maybe next time ill be a bit smoother.",2.84,3.645272523809524,3.861428571428572,92.31357142857144,73.76190476190476,6.171428571428572,24.952380952380953,5.6839178017228535,0.4533238095238095,770,23,174,3,15,249,128,210,0.22899999999999998,0.688,0.083,-0.988,0,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,1,0,2,9,19,9,1,10,0,13,7,3,2,3,31,30,19,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,7,17,0,1,3,0,1,5,4,12,0,1,8,3,20,7,26,18,5,29,0,2,0,4,12,13,7,2,14,103,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354560490744943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526520314476199,0.0,0.0,0.12165130458276235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135930168075034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153608899612684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350428813355817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552072824471732,0.0,0.0,0.1237242810289276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101361490922526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591082398625719,0.4735379582629507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328844711174431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195838652452775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432511217051399,0.0,0.07115916245432176,0.10554398671921024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240270636865845,0.0,0.18977307160794585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127302573272567,0.13008068600928868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770410812738834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527968918958092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504792725477625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593637173952548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329099955811308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340339026261806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407161759015228,0.0,0.11920835848044856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296595299636071,0.0,0.0,0.07550119068533151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182968281489486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002983180419385,0.1168361199851533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197931735516328,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emptyeggshell1000,2019/01/07,"I can't do anything with ease when someone is watching (over my shoulders). Any advice? I'm one months into my new internship and I am very confident Im going to keep mucking up until the day I end my internship. I want out so badly but I can't because it's part of my graded semester.

My supervisor was next to me while I carried out some steps in an experimeny (it's a lab job). I tend to be very careful with what I do and work slowly. He asked why I worked the way I did. I have anxiety and am scared of being a burden to the company by wasting chemical resources. I did not say that. I don't think he'd have understood. 

I had my first staff meeting today and I was asked to do a self introduction of 'at least 30sec'. I say three ish lines about under a minute, and they were all staring. I hated it. After everything, my supervisor comes to me and tells me I've probably given a bad impression of myself by giving a short self introduction. I s2g they're not interested and they don't particularly care for my hobbies etc. He wants me to do it again at the next staff meeting but I really don't want to. I told him I have issues with anxiety and he just quirks an eyebrow and tells me he'll schedule it w the boss again. Ugh orz

Ughhh there's so many anxiety inducing events in the next few weeks I don't want to do any of this anymore... 


",1.4681494708994691,3.4585765107142907,3.963015873015873,85.12050264550267,80.32142857142857,7.291005291005291,23.941798941798943,8.285830014693849,1.5351759259259263,1053,38,223,22,27,368,156,280,0.149,0.792,0.057999999999999996,-0.9829,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,3,8,10,1,1,14,0,26,1,1,2,1,32,46,16,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,8,16,0,1,3,0,0,3,8,6,0,3,9,4,40,4,33,33,6,33,0,0,2,0,20,11,0,1,18,150,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369329068598825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824038493293002,0.0,0.2670162288962131,0.0,0.11538531465554933,0.0,0.0,0.09574396135627576,0.0,0.2175381460729684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942903664899208,0.07092426891715914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724776916952606,0.0,0.0,0.1002229459382068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503442007464207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304922455809194,0.0,0.12975805806623633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045655023316704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896500241010267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161098650011704,0.06612288419695263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486892754886227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256751108438142,0.12143641269355113,0.11545679910977814,0.10341487672090632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795795853674468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286735032195473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236900237640736,0.3712102022368602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883998018210851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259928496408843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544212916082145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453509612497004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850481762210404,0.1164840012963216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427513354892116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858073800670332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033854364336506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455068845165276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028369027654128,0.11117488554970144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919975087769222,0.27449874240871386,0.0923511164460838,0.09332683180401607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498539299964596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940452314181784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Welbourne,2019/01/07,"Going to get a haircut today Wish me luck boys, I hate getting haircuts, I've delayed getting one for 1/2 months and I look like an emo kid. I always go to the one nearest me so I can have the minimum human interaction as possible even if they fuck up my hair everytime. I always blush when talking to strangers for whatever reason and I hate myself for it.",3.2603286384976538,5.135451676056341,4.979929577464791,80.4354342723005,74.49295774647888,7.550234741784037,30.143192488262912,8.344100000000001,2.4460685446009385,283,13,52,5,6,96,54,71,0.166,0.727,0.106,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,7,12,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,0,2,11,2,8,12,0,8,0,0,1,1,6,2,1,2,5,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691705027247809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652052902047566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508372788763474,0.34770032739443385,0.0,0.2521489242871267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380340765110843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837782222134124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862862969673183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706731012616514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006435129859811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500866615897639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22808426632345905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830330468762898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027450789061394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551003531774039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,36Somalia,2019/01/07,"Antidepressants for Social Anxiety I have a friend who told me that they are on antidepressants for their social anxiety.  I appreciated that they trusted me enough to tell me this, but I have some questions that I didn't think were appropriate to ask them.   I do not have anxiety myself, but I'm just hoping to get a better understanding so I can maybe be a better friend.

​

First question is just curiosity:  are antidepressants really prescribed for social anxiety?  I thought they were just for depression.

​

Second question:  As a friend,  is there anything I should know about either their medication, anxiety or how they affect one another?  Is there anything I should look out for them, for example, in their behavior?   ",7.097795275590547,9.555716456692917,7.109456692913388,66.71142913385829,65.53543307086613,10.749291338582678,33.95984251968504,10.793553405168565,4.431038425196851,598,27,90,18,10,191,73,127,0.1,0.706,0.193,0.9427,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,9,3,8,8,0,0,4,0,16,1,0,2,0,22,26,6,0,3,8,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,1,22,7,14,18,3,4,0,1,1,0,22,3,0,6,1,78,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478183760687252,0.2779202289896769,0.0,0.11991660138051292,0.4374260555738835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882173388526408,0.0,0.1069113142301255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022845402857929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849824018478516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181646180174982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727469560122687,0.0,0.0,0.26506313304860263,0.0,0.05974846474154372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358544494288896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284935440392404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603373395928592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489015404518466,0.0,0.0,0.11520583218216553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749340561465469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843286628665076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326204830592216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497273511413473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995582244732204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327737431809657,0.0,0.09078919468389048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927603584077177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190529620450327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779202289896769,0.0
socialanxiety,Calidoobie,2019/01/07,"How do you guys have a job with social anxiety? ... At 18 I developed social anxiety and anxiety in general. (Insecurity about weight and height) plays a big role in that I believe... 6’4 165-170IB. Trying to change that but it takes time and for some reason I think of myself extremely poorly. I’ve been fortunate enough to work 2 years from home after I moved. Sadly, that’s came to an end and I’m going to college this year... tomorrow actually and soon will need a job. How do you cope with your anxiety? ",2.4061224489795947,4.8194867551020435,4.366693877551022,81.21044897959185,79.40816326530611,8.409795918367351,23.065306122448977,9.120678840339163,2.120090612244898,394,13,76,11,10,134,72,98,0.106,0.838,0.055999999999999994,-0.4234,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,3,0,16,11,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,8,1,0,2,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,1,14,8,2,15,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,47,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.16625004708535046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213099628707221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194114761481426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485027852288744,0.0,0.0,0.18022182700596628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508913549477071,0.17603087380825447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682141357506256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686864935746961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088832311871094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381186598988654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106927183298566,0.0,0.12632225980751802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516189007827385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347327946661333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809203159040733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916195091223453,0.0,0.0,0.09934023504519914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566552662300833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745665502947724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402654236728013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194168139939173
socialanxiety,Mister_4Eyes,2019/01/07,"Is it creepy to start up a random conversation with somebody you don’t talk to often? Trust me when I say I know this post is incredibly stupid of me, but my brain is trying to suggest otherwise so I needed some advice. To make it fairly quick, door to the class was locked in the morning and I was waiting outside when girl I like showed up. We barely ever talk but I wanted to get over my fear of talking to her and basically just had a small conversation about finals with her. Is sparking up random conversations like that kinda creepy or is my brain just making me worry too much? Thank you.",2.9294638694638664,5.188165598290598,4.190660450660449,83.96216783216785,76.77777777777777,6.305827505827506,21.747474747474747,7.348242739294969,0.8214341880341882,473,13,90,6,11,155,78,117,0.085,0.816,0.099,0.1934,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,0,0,10,6,1,1,4,0,9,2,2,2,1,22,18,8,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,17,4,17,15,2,13,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,6,8,67,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987276903287744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540492285800865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395692009286568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288441974516261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277839680994888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062507631129411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176507874234093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870949909931854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714978459665489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494980029857024,0.15079391069638062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194769185531492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172544764108715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394407286799965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903756087182446,0.0,0.18723283288873727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380727127492515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995101194603695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652886438371698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,498w5hjkds,2019/01/07,"Looking For Advice I know this person who says they have extreme social anxiety and wants to make friends but keeps finding reasons not to.

This person rarely leaves the house because they are to scared to which makes trying to socialize normally difficult. Because of that I recommended trying to learn how to talk to people on the internet first and then socializing in person afterwards but they say that they are boring, have nothing to talk about and are to scared to try. I highly encouraged this person to go to a therapist about their problems but they decided that the only therapist they could go to had bad reviews online and never even tried.

The annoying part of all of this is the person I'm talking about will talk to their family about whatever they want but is for some reason unable to do it with anybody else. I have even tried getting her to talk to some of my own friends but they just shut themselves in their room and refuse to come out. Not only that but this person has also implied multiple times that I don't do anything to help which gets me more frustrated than it should.

I really do want to help this person but I'm truly at a loss here, I don't get it because I don't have bad anxiety myself so I imagined this subreddit would have the best people to ask, thanks in advance for any advice.",6.792779973649537,7.1496798458498025,6.7524268774703575,76.69240843214756,64.77075098814228,9.908722002635047,31.88642951251647,9.725611199111238,2.967082951251647,1063,38,190,20,15,338,132,253,0.152,0.726,0.121,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,11,4,11,15,2,2,8,0,22,0,0,5,2,42,40,16,0,8,10,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,7,18,8,0,2,7,0,0,4,6,10,0,1,1,3,24,5,41,35,7,18,0,1,1,0,37,9,0,2,5,144,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402025551757182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711445588700418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057071591941125877,0.0,0.12840414717715273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906277807233993,0.0,0.07845815282595317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014703666329406,0.15347893406901486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807366842649929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722935940297064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700694770756176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010821718658597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086278646659622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911662443504403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670554522044065,0.07138620443063069,0.0,0.0,0.12967984384072,0.0,0.13154138675307378,0.0,0.09539254511945973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250575313905324,0.08867092599708139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683769678724996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459602234106014,0.0,0.0,0.046122754063443135,0.0,0.0,0.08886401191396785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047550981560638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204061697248012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472780947922367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822282690124786,0.08052789746704198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276568489579856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088214118351527,0.0,0.11636547263926485,0.5129579397444397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030448829789125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053764234624932995,0.1725768906435922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348038817288052,0.1680462896363898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25665161971726896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372769898870395,0.0,0.0772664771599847,0.0,0.19488581051944331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893709719689336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28489640255555065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850267416003554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961761334696442,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ashleycb55,2019/01/07,"I froze up I completely froze up in the middle of a very important mock trial scrimmage and embarrassed my entire team. I suddenly became hyper aware that I was presenting in front of other people and my anxiety got the best of me. I forgot fucking everything I studied the night before. 

Im so fucking stupid. I thought my social skills were getting better but I took a massive step backwards. This weekend sucked. ",4.019210526315792,6.925143289473687,5.038684210526316,75.85828947368421,76.63157894736842,7.484210526315789,30.552631578947373,8.472884824447931,3.0748473684210533,334,16,50,7,8,109,56,76,0.156,0.763,0.08199999999999999,-0.6735,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,1,8,5,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,10,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,3,0,6,0,0,6,2,12,2,7,4,1,13,0,0,0,2,2,6,3,0,4,34,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194035537811414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583077390806904,0.0,0.2661817705402073,0.2243258549939012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26593895113933724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279571945718623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689761304096979,0.13251754601496948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286078473972136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739770292939793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380259600181748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584351878516802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585562131068601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136352182818665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818057429255585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928132361832327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anotherone987654321,2019/01/07,"Dealing with severe social anxiety without seeing a therapist/taking medication? My anxiety is so bad that I only leave the house to go to work and the grocery store. 

It was a big reason I dropped out of college, I was failing because I didn’t participate in class and I never showed up for presentations. I got nervous around my professors because I thought they would think I was stupid for failing their classes, which led to me skipping a lot of class, and eventually I just stopped going altogether.

Now I do low wage factory work through a staffing agency just so I can avoid a job interview. 

I do just the minimum to survive, I sleep, work and eat. 
I really want to live a better life than I am now, but I don’t want to have to deal with any mental health professionals. I don’t have good insurance and I don’t want to pay out of pocket.

Is it possible to deal with severe social anxiety on your own or is seeking professional help the best way to go? ",4.929740847387908,6.070489962566848,6.237112299465243,75.96616618675444,69.16042780748663,9.604113533525302,33.101192924722326,9.851270322608157,3.337113039901276,761,35,142,18,13,257,112,187,0.153,0.737,0.11,0.1901,3,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,8,8,10,1,2,10,0,17,5,1,2,1,29,27,9,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,11,1,2,3,1,3,4,6,7,0,0,6,1,24,3,27,20,3,19,0,3,1,0,10,8,0,2,5,100,28,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611284821546028,0.0,0.29061516754714634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272768573341473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573089067221407,0.15438513516368055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328905359572539,0.11199408223451487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916503906747495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957426254374896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590050704821195,0.10621136668200283,0.10127770340568297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134601934026057,0.0,0.0,0.08487752412289037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611419799849926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256608901880168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408305094517758,0.0,0.0,0.08944262387616296,0.0,0.0,0.1118167474634022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765643004691366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756655970917358,0.12761341322459632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976649825845678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630793959035737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275647403183264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112252029789649,0.1301968902919179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009078392388664,0.0,0.0,0.2861120642216505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672160649343311,0.25816699366839985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586848029609056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702737079701572,0.0,0.08113949067700071,0.0,0.100530198907614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406924013482887,0.10051312345354338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206695129622032,0.0,0.2765647845429633,0.0,0.0,0.08995442941930082,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlfromSpain,2019/01/07,"Smartphone social anxiety. I know I'm not alone. Digital anxiety. Smartphone anxiety. Chat anxiety.  Social media anxiety. You can call this type of Social anxiety however you want, it may have different names and even different ways of manifesting, but it is a reality of this new century. Here is my experience.

Hello dear community, it is the first time I post on this subreddit, but I hope it won't be the last one (I suffer from SA and GA but only to a moderate level). And on this occasion I'd like to talk about the anxiety that some chats or messages can produce on us. I don't know if anyone else has done it before.

And why do I want to talk about this specific scenario? Well, because recently I had to install again WhatsApp (the main messaging app on my country) after 2 months of quietness and silence. Two months ago my phone died so I had the perfect excuse to disappear. I purchased a new one, but I didn't want to stay in touch with the people. At least for Christmas holidays. 

After this time, a friend of mine called. That was a nice move from her, and I truly appreciated it. *It's time* -I thought- *I should install the chat apps again*. And I delayed it for three or four days, until yesterday. I know you can understand me.

And... You may laugh at it, but I was terrified, thinking about all the non delivered messages, and any news that could impact me. Fortunately they were gone and I only saw the messages prior to the last backup.

This fear, like all the fears, has its roots in a traumatic event. I have had some arguments with a dickhead of my old friends group, in one of them he even laughed at one illness I had years ago, and the others never said little against him. Then I realized I am not respected by this people, and that has become more evident through time. 

Maybe I have this association between this app and the disgusting messages from people I used to care, but it makes me feel uncomfortable to the point of muting this group.  Sadly, I don't have much more people to talk to, and every once in a while I see how some acquaintances delete my number from their phones. That hurts.

I think those are some of the reasons why social media and chat apps cause me anxiety. To the point of not wanting to look at the screen in order to not see the notification if I don't feel mentally strong. 

And you, do you struggle with chats and messages? Why do you think it makes you anxious? Does this have a trauma at is inception?

PS: excuse my English, not my first language.
",3.098391304347828,5.4711374333333325,4.311231884057975,82.73869565217394,76.75,7.757246376811594,26.68478260869565,8.652420539549441,2.1833206521739132,1968,78,371,43,46,644,232,480,0.166,0.7090000000000001,0.125,-0.972,3,1,0,0,0,0,71.0,1,8,3,5,11,22,1,3,27,0,38,1,0,8,4,74,64,32,1,9,15,0,3,2,2,4,1,2,0,0,31,20,0,1,12,6,1,3,11,8,1,9,13,10,53,14,57,45,11,55,0,3,5,0,46,18,0,11,32,269,84,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311232988685968,0.0,0.0,0.07660092305720992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029577495035142,0.0,0.4526375290723298,0.08355447700828153,0.0,0.05171500279013546,0.07578142126569229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045085722832228815,0.08168372182373321,0.06293506160097488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104417607740114,0.0,0.07540780699365085,0.07597795601136112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059051556954747314,0.0,0.0,0.047698497538462094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675947283116646,0.15454626501318552,0.0,0.0,0.06472345902105542,0.07568741862075916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178462863668504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977006172220468,0.0,0.06231503347221665,0.0,0.0,0.07234770293462496,0.0,0.16645257625263954,0.07479344895741125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258217740380049,0.0,0.0,0.11428362201877805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734596088904655,0.0,0.0,0.07917640037037244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219405090815614,0.1205755944574678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226687069036301,0.07412799664281106,0.0,0.0,0.062108314498281275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873860996131903,0.0,0.07430340908351543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453493462591296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806936273589595,0.07860846102200171,0.05436958423832245,0.0,0.05704300910257795,0.14286330401217734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760925561118565,0.07876567331702478,0.20047058919934707,0.11250080692834423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509999545459612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983343180260965,0.0,0.07083385348496367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604386138725157,0.07302721445012235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035351039659896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787411700483234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30157425476546784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788322069995778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731972493424043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783402950819021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421729851206067,0.0,0.05871649079961155,0.1725081879529479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224880345223599,0.07699564000895394,0.08896554963404514,0.06387825068266909,0.0,0.0,0.17449561915809125,0.05870651757014685,0.0,0.0,0.06649950234560258,0.0,0.2002139353347421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762823060977967
socialanxiety,rqy55,2019/01/07,I think my social problem come mostly from lack of energy/motivation I get anxious too during social interactions but I think a bigger problem for me is that I just don’t have enough energy or motivation to initiate or engage with people. Anyone here feel the same? How do you overcome it?,5.73,7.486899962962966,7.3750000000000036,66.23250000000003,67.8888888888889,9.844444444444443,28.314814814814817,10.125756701596842,3.2736814814814803,234,8,36,6,4,81,44,54,0.14800000000000002,0.693,0.159,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,16,9,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,5,9,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30144245205574194,0.0,0.18657405093425275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22985080118285456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757071774763392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491749011362594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940789424797362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498663315290426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106413983586101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5440000709020975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419483494310936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oKay21,2019/01/07,"How to stop being jealous of new friends' other friends Every time I start making a new friend, I get extremely jealous and hurt/sad when I see them with their other friends. Obviously I realize how unreasonable that is, being that I also have closer friends than these new friends who I hang out with all of the time,  and that everyone can hang out with whoever, and especially that I've literally only known these people for short amounts of time so of course I don't expect to be that close. 

But even though this is obvious, it still really makes me feel bad about myself? I feel like it invalidates the small friendship I've formed, which isn't true either. But that's how it feels. And also- ""why should I even try to become this person's friend when they clearly have other friends and a good life and they don't need me"" and ""I probably don't matter to them at all"".

yeah. all that. does anyone relate to this?",4.190513643659712,5.920036494382025,4.682054574638848,84.14011235955056,71.69662921348315,7.782343499197433,25.07383627608347,8.418075326091056,1.5497049759229538,728,22,142,12,14,231,102,178,0.078,0.721,0.2,0.9734,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,5,0,13,14,2,0,4,1,13,1,0,5,7,38,22,18,0,3,3,0,3,1,8,1,1,0,0,1,20,13,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,4,18,11,18,18,6,20,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,0,12,99,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848481387036452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081166369125234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649902740647028,0.0,0.1276418273408363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011391302552878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267038567929545,0.0,0.09737564064922513,0.11043541191866954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531227063787616,0.08256571644656252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.714334265085747,0.0,0.0603823726260995,0.0,0.0,0.09693755078730984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372379955154834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163296608831756,0.056463363967591315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542923892688617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856962702068972,0.0,0.33486475842911706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878988386733881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801240982380637,0.10091430393247787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460775774432507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403933003626828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209709936547496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180350324632488,0.0,0.09229712957288663,0.09662460343066616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355035625878232,0.0,0.2021754749595624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846680575705207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428708843757782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pingusbeak,2019/01/07,"Allowing others to reach out to you is one of the scariest and best things you can do I’ve had a lifelong journey with social anxiety, over the last 10-15 years I’ve slowly gone from crippling/unable to speak sometimes, to a kind of ‘I can do and say what I want to but I will heavily ruminate about it before and after’. It’s not perfect but it’s better. 

Anyway about a year ago I had a realisation. I was looking back through 10 years of posts on my Facebook wall and I realised people had been reaching out to me all that time and I hadn’t let them. Posts by potential new friends like ‘hey we should hang some time let me know when you’re free!’ or ‘hey there’s a party at X place you should come!’ all ignored and came to nothing because for some reason even though they were literally inviting me, I thought ‘they don’t really want me there. Who would want me there?’

So I made a resolution there and then that if someone reached out to me, I was going to let them. Since then I’ve turned up at countless places and events thinking ‘what if they just invited me out of politeness?’ or ‘what if they think it’s weird I actually came?’ and had to tell myself countless times ‘THEY LITERALLY INVITED YOU’. And you know what? I’ve had such a good year. I’ve made new friends, got new hobbies, gained new confidence. 

TL;DR - if someone reaches out to you, let them. Go to the place. Do the thing. See where it leads. ",2.2013767831435693,4.334810116607777,3.2582018060463303,90.37156131396415,78.57597173144876,6.312733935348778,24.615757099856037,7.3871296695380915,1.0440761418662479,1105,40,233,15,27,354,151,283,0.036000000000000004,0.802,0.162,0.9861,0,0,0,1,0,0,30.0,1,6,8,5,14,10,0,0,11,0,25,0,0,5,3,50,43,23,0,10,10,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,15,18,0,1,6,0,0,7,3,2,0,1,16,4,34,8,34,19,5,43,0,0,2,0,24,15,0,8,20,158,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.09738738377473892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846393521914102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634435945997327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673766014229884,0.0,0.06083526723859215,0.0,0.08491981608944509,0.0,0.10473069521710222,0.08826225289959648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282821471127911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596619736343422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591491479681785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420568308016014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343376229669905,0.08370490940109372,0.0798167018536257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392311979227913,0.1096915385651962,0.08134779760067057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081963887952417,0.0,0.04875572703253122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380426602677325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886048971858752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855378923616294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575782225005308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762496585006737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918660858862387,0.0,0.3127995763023229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115569788388476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393245303258502,0.10260783988231813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936250471309053,0.0,0.0,0.07952521283939634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255303140354986,0.0,0.0,0.10173037731482212,0.1691151881514707,0.0,0.09870169122162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722689402925488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260125901381106,0.1278916546908548,0.09804995283981903,0.0792275954496463,0.1745771342185455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855037565124573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658840132631354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089285826924141,0.0,0.0,0.2570637403800057
socialanxiety,throwaway3948403,2019/01/07,"Panicking because I've messed everything up (rant) I started college(UK college, not uni) a few months ago to try and better myself, but I found it hard to turn up due to social anxiety and my attendance is shocking. I have no one to talk to about this as I just get called lazy by my mother and I have no friends.  
Anyways, I've tried to log into my account online to get information on my assignments and I'm getting an invalid username error. I think I may have been kicked out from the college and now I'm panicking even more about going back after my break on Wednesday. On top of this I'm really struggling with my assignments and panicking that they won't be good enough or I can't finish them. They're really hard for me to do, and what if it's for nothing. I feel like such a failure. I'm scared to even email my tutors. College I guess still isn't for me anyways, but I'm panicking of what to do. I feel like I can't breathe. If I've been kicked out I don't know what to do. Sorry, I know I'm pathetic but I just need to write this down somewhere before my head explodes. It's all my fault again. I should have turned up and started my assignments weeks ago. But I'm finding it so hard. This was my last chance to do something with my life and I've failed. I've let my mother down and anyone else that was proud I was going to college. I'll also now have student debt hanging over me with nothing to show for it. I wish I just didn't exist. :/",1.3563366336633678,3.4113794686468677,2.9919042904290443,91.60132178217823,81.04620462046205,5.888184818481848,23.301320132013203,7.0316486544052195,0.7759312211221121,1141,40,245,14,30,376,150,303,0.233,0.7020000000000001,0.065,-0.9945,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,4,17,12,0,2,4,0,25,3,2,0,1,42,50,20,0,5,11,2,5,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,14,16,0,0,8,1,2,4,9,6,0,1,7,5,38,6,42,38,4,34,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,5,18,163,52,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252664092107613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161180364926403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720243439567616,0.0,0.0,0.08884502663811747,0.13019050619309067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770318892478536,0.0,0.07745609648873923,0.0,0.10812079518009306,0.0,0.0,0.11237642057348927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297449784696614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614438133801167,0.0,0.0,0.1312894874959726,0.0,0.16784711343589054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419554634331733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849319552285526,0.18154689414924532,0.0,0.0,0.11613278684508267,0.0,0.0,0.13931742942650574,0.09816814168765403,0.0,0.19915467369666054,0.0,0.14442504876447976,0.1065739633184248,0.0,0.0,0.13997362524294069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34146902063503304,0.0,0.13040274185747208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966041049482394,0.10357286399996067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992997447055696,0.08974797344074724,0.12415259992528513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142004361853338,0.0,0.0,0.094215204359705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383971523171025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610081154714969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279893146297592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721168905301844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952417699143584,0.0,0.09781888970084547,0.0,0.14223602162425494,0.17987092686962675,0.0,0.10147224498253384,0.0,0.0,0.13283327179370946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212799260271692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141649404603331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253413998078387,0.2764149399510833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192184141712476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461155586986716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,veggril,2019/03/04,"I’m fucking tired of this I’ve (F 20) had pretty bad social anxiety for around 3-4 years now and I hate myself so much because of it. I feel like I’m trapped and can’t do the things every 20 year old can do. I can’t make phone calls, go through drive-thru’s, hangout with anyone besides my bf, avoid college, can’t go to work without extreme anxiety, talk to my parents without extreme anxiety, etc. 

Just now my mom wasn’t able to pick me up from somewhere and she said that my dad could pick me up BUT I would need to call his office and speak to one of his employees so they could ask him. I said fuck that, I’d rather pay $30 for an Uber to take me home. 

I’ve never taken a prescription drug for mental reasons before but I’m considering looking into options because I’m so fucking tired of being in this prison. I don’t want to live life scared of people and social interaction. I’ve tried cbd oil which has helped a little bit but not enough to where social anxiety doesn’t consume my life. I’m also scared about side effects, but then again I’d rather be tired and suicidal than live with this shit. ",4.1551449275362335,4.638589152173914,5.011739130434783,86.44123188405798,70.52173913043478,7.698550724637681,27.94202898550725,7.554174236665415,1.4368202898550724,875,29,186,9,15,285,142,230,0.22399999999999998,0.754,0.022000000000000002,-0.9934,2,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,13,10,5,3,4,0,16,10,1,5,1,34,37,15,1,7,10,3,1,1,1,1,6,3,1,0,8,10,0,1,3,1,1,2,10,9,0,1,5,6,20,1,29,27,4,18,0,0,1,3,22,8,4,1,9,105,28,3,0.10129279953529817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100381519229745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099548575756748,0.0,0.0,0.07082628060997848,0.0,0.0,0.09017206690700584,0.09469509404267082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457525660891083,0.1234943008618868,0.0,0.08619271183733128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058550248747376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686254707892265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617481163176441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174674891254602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466253919204237,0.11296824702417972,0.0,0.0,0.08534355233110986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051216682953134925,0.07236359622727538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28093068287987005,0.0,0.0,0.11513406453878255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000566882804664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789442836793375,0.0,0.10160493684395827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309219979149862,0.04948654535601228,0.10152199570761207,0.17888679551956688,0.0,0.08506044036619767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761373024129037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207931761087093,0.0,0.0,0.11863290258691822,0.0,0.0,0.0744618625573355,0.07510732737902108,0.07812325150463673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628975382938356,0.0,0.06863862244337456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247366668930812,0.0,0.0,0.07022367324489169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305119254616657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041458682142262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270529635152725,0.0,0.20282352601316805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397560310634132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097657590696064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079788220498776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615957920610332,0.08141531536342059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672944351139811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492635168791889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877116185047966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597451175718603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952852882200934,0.0,0.07374236445311705,0.0,0.0,0.07195549855747953,0.0,0.0,0.1304584837716949
socialanxiety,Character_Gur,2019/03/04,"I can't communicate with writing I get anxious enough through normal conversations, and talking in front of a lot oc people but i can usually fumble my way through it just fine and recently I have been getting slightly less scared of it. But when it comes to anything written it all goes out the window, i can't send simple texts to my freinds without wanting to die even though if they were right in front of me I would do it no problem. Then afterward I feel so pathetic for being scared over a simple text or email but i would rather be naked in front hundreds of people than send a random ""how are you doing"" text. And when i text people my conversations feel so much more awkward than just talking.
Am I the only one who feels this way?",4.325736677115987,5.879554689655173,4.7688401253918515,84.35062695924766,71.06896551724137,7.2037617554858935,29.043887147335425,7.686295010490155,1.7721034482758613,590,23,113,7,11,187,95,145,0.154,0.8029999999999999,0.043,-0.9498,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,10,5,0,3,5,0,14,0,0,1,1,28,22,15,1,7,9,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,6,4,4,0,1,3,3,16,1,19,15,6,20,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,4,6,88,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529249800369894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225626326839708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891113320313173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941048440958784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861964378178175,0.0,0.1141781881532547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26222292337053205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063358842428626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696684117265751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707843195849486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937468505091385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714034825786004,0.13147448466639652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595363039215604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541206055992758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068704925054662,0.0,0.0,0.1476289797818725,0.0,0.0,0.34614357961030146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778907284470179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984268277174608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039052065655665,0.0,0.1019624757890236,0.2744303567177057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663931950710673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456020199719119,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sayswhatyouthonk,2019/03/04,"Finally found a GP who prescribes me the amount of benzos I need for my anxiety. After years, literally years of seeing docs, psychologists, psychiatrists I have an awesome GP who does not want me to suffer. 

He rather over prescribed me benzos than under and it feels amazing to know they are there for me and the truth is I actually use a lot less now. Just knowing they are there keeps my social anxiety disorder at bay.

I have literally had to go on the street and buy clonazepam because my other psychiatrist got me addicted and left me hanging. Did not even wean me off at all.

It feels good to have a good doc. If you don't  have one, check new clinics in nicer areas  looking for new patients and shop around til you find a doc who cares about you. You and your mental health are worth it!",5.507597402597405,6.2936991103896105,5.970545454545455,79.68581818181819,67.63636363636364,9.017142857142858,29.685714285714287,9.120678840339163,2.34436051948052,629,22,122,11,10,203,102,154,0.065,0.7909999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9357,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,2,0,8,6,0,0,8,0,11,3,0,1,2,25,25,8,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,6,1,4,2,3,1,0,1,4,4,21,5,21,21,4,21,0,1,2,0,12,11,0,2,8,87,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.1694730642907574,0.1893216856785144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657081859581237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459965047397542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058652441030622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706416561991725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199036399058065,0.0,0.15197637651182466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470482274089465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562159889618514,0.0,0.0,0.19024272643011936,0.15872767135264773,0.0,0.0,0.1904159174377243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869844812197033,0.2913257742952775,0.138896646777202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845989458415821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543624112746844,0.0,0.0,0.19088469621907586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868872838083853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458357870773714,0.0,0.0,0.14764470988864922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501458450029653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877121440286018,0.0,0.3354556077297225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768064548974445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383893989743161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703072109294965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999175296715675,0.0,0.0,0.10243276671989583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236705521374916
socialanxiety,username104_,2019/03/04,"Fuck anxiety, i wouldn’t wish something like this on my worst enemy Every single thing will cause me to overthink and stress which is just an amazing use of my time

It’s so fucking frustrating and I don’t know how to explain it, 
I genuinely 100% want to talk and be social and my mind will be set on it, but idk why I can’t. I will try my fucking hardest to get something out but I can’t. What the fuck is wrong with me, I’m fucking broken.

I can only talk to people who are willing to talk to me and I need them to be the ones to initiate because my anxiety will make me feel like the shitiest waste of a human being





",3.173333333333332,3.7413351212121237,4.880000000000003,86.19833333333338,72.78787878787878,7.987878787878787,27.54545454545455,8.167268648758528,1.6478727272727285,484,17,106,7,9,165,80,132,0.23199999999999998,0.696,0.07200000000000001,-0.9718,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,12,6,1,5,0,17,5,0,4,0,22,32,9,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,0,1,18,3,15,22,2,5,0,0,0,5,8,3,5,0,3,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111748464023545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809911671514291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846364644814095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176580660369238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307453862663643,0.1032463662770001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.668040140237673,0.07550664887482031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794253736144388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121205285495242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646938960746823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592576784973668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716104556641852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979316772936479,0.1099153024229998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019318368848083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732172293061904,0.0,0.2225198059639721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554917505452904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34848332209065336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960138282011349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427179398530484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812078083307307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482038900413965,0.0,0.0,0.08524267191908434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040839944454133,0.0,0.16619287884671602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801184499654242,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shit-life19,2019/03/04,"Social Anxiety is a BITCH!!! It has seriously fucked up my life. I keep running away from everyone and tell them I am busy............ DOING NOTHING BUT JUST CRY AND FEEL USELESS EVERYDAY!!!!! Always feeling anxious when going out and getting  a really bad stomachache and DIE when someone calls me😵😵😵  I avoid any social interactions as I can’t handle and say anything at all. Tried interacting with people but FAILED miserably and embarrassing myself is what I do everyday.

Anyone tell me what to do?😭😭😭😭 ",3.584243498817965,6.074255840425532,5.55567375886525,73.83388888888891,75.70212765957447,8.433096926713949,29.59338061465721,9.150863307647796,3.117481323877069,395,18,66,10,9,136,70,94,0.326,0.642,0.033,-0.9812,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,3,9,2,3,2,0,7,2,0,0,1,16,13,11,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,0,3,9,0,8,13,1,10,0,3,0,1,9,4,2,0,4,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776617878731528,0.0,0.0,0.13711030149703274,0.0,0.1542407591423975,0.22777618090865756,0.0,0.14097922999446336,0.0,0.1659182441150315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943109673896166,0.0,0.16834647323875646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20587924673381208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147299023277564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092524565537287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926590621361101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389291837488493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639687139259892,0.10533950186435456,0.0,0.1145867863243662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921145644952508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241202538861875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934623500956166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397797441314861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916461883148844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033840693636314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110577581859821,0.17083419906527667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524541288412937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368885300767763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theonlyspacemouse,2019/03/04,"Trial day at a job tomorrow, am absolutely panicking about it. It’s a job in a small pet shop, seems perfect for me. I am just worrying about everything. Like am I the person they meant to email and offer the trial to? What do I do when I want to go on break? When’s the best time to go on break? How do I talk to customers? I’ve never had a retail job so I’m completely out of water here. Coworkers; how am I meant to “connect” with them? What do I say when I finish? What happens when my anxiety/autism kicks in and I misunderstand or mishear or anything?  I’m overthinking everything, I know. But. They’re all worries. Unless I’m 98% comfortable in a situation I’m usually unable to reply or respond. I can’t even laugh. I find social cues challenging and automatically think everyone thinks and feels the same way I do. It’s so much stress over something rly small that millions of people go through and survive. ",1.72708791208791,4.17648868681319,3.908450549450549,83.24904945054945,82.46153846153845,7.376263736263738,25.03406593406593,8.395991825355821,1.987234285714286,719,29,141,17,20,246,110,182,0.079,0.8009999999999999,0.12,0.8014,3,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,4,13,7,0,1,9,0,11,1,0,2,3,28,27,18,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,7,1,0,8,1,2,3,2,1,0,1,3,2,17,6,23,24,4,26,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,4,11,93,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168940589593606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793950944186786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778630972806952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320481899225308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056969824647211,0.0,0.0,0.15291360855761396,0.287645689278036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091496336159885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462626896998417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728427948668234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415122288531781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764092815682264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794720181306785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818159579053217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176389905253406,0.0,0.1234234563564162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094326340748513,0.13973027402441646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726068591415124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568347783262312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798781730382504,0.0,0.16312838968720494,0.0,0.12319737000872295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331152937580605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862444187828775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20507895709054366,0.0,0.0,0.0933136117023886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624822962047987,0.0,0.09438865855067233,0.12702277497539555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250323968912017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kbaxo,2019/03/04,Shopping mall Today i went to the shopping mall i wanted to get to the pharmacy to get some medication i got so nervous I went back to the car 3 times. I have never been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder and I'm not sure if i have it but every time i walk in public or even if I'm around friends of my friends I just get nervous i cant sit in the room and i go out to smoke. I dont know how to deal with it and its frustrating me. Sorry for my bad english ,0.8601960784313718,2.3409689411764703,3.5221568627450983,89.99637254901963,80.17647058823529,6.886274509803924,24.07843137254902,7.793537801064563,1.118266666666667,360,13,84,6,9,127,64,102,0.193,0.727,0.079,-0.8366,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,2,4,0,5,2,0,1,2,19,16,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,4,2,5,4,4,0,0,4,0,14,3,15,12,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,5,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138703264899936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616606164716506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216692816003982,0.16523176611838986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401822444608966,0.0,0.20085647220270855,0.0,0.0,0.2268016676557444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192824785407914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307059673954512,0.0,0.1667327590112305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057821290825933,0.0,0.3101716050278089,0.0,0.11246672837246452,0.0,0.15827251331888392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875640746448766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993556265759621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526267059491517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172623178570828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152417666663604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865111074288789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307851294202296,0.0,0.18757871785055005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672197861601563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668962040965677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the-best-avocado,2019/03/04,"I often feel that I am annoying to the people around me, and that they hate me. Today maybe hasn't been the best day, so that's probably why I'm posting. Sorry for formatting, I'm on mobile. 

I've grown used to the feeling of self consciousness whenever I interact with anyone, even if they're my family members, or closest friends. I often feel as though I'm a burden to them, and that I annoy them with every word that exits my mouth. No matter how often they say that it's okay, and that I'm not annoying, I never really believe it. I apologise for a lot of things, and most of the time just close myself off if anything happens. 

After school I went home today, and realised I forgot to ask my teacher something which my parents wanted to find out for tomorrow. My mum had a massive rant about it, and I essentially ended up crying in my room and falling asleep for about five hours after that. I didn't have the energy to change from my school clothes or even eat. When I woke up, my parents refused to talk to me and made comments about how stuck up I am. It made me feel worse then ever, and I'm still sitting in my room with the lights off, waiting for everyone to go to sleep. 

I texted some friends to pass time, and to calm down. I feel very comfortable in my friend group, so that's why I did it. I got a notification from a friend outside of my friend group, and realised that my phone sent the notification like two days late, so it looked like I was ignoring him. I honestly immediately felt like crap, and apologised for replying so late. I made some joke about it, and then he replied with something along the lines of ""What do you mean?"". I told him I was just making a joke, and he replied with ""Omfg lol whatever"".  

I always thought that we were good friends and we've never gotten into a fight or anything, but his replies for a few weeks before that seemed really passive agressive. I apologised in an attempt to try and compromise with him, but he ended up screaming at me, and saying how I should ""just stop apologising all the time!"". I'm not gonna lie, I felt hurt, although I feel like I'm  overreacting. Am I?? 
Anyway, he said that I should stop apologising and that it's fine and I shouldn't worry about it, again really passive aggressively, and I just replied with ""oh, sorry"" because I had no idea what else to say, and went offline. 

I'm just really tired of everything at the moment, and I'm getting a day off school tomorrow to go see a councillor, so I'm really stressed about that as well. It's been a pretty bad day, and I just need to get this off my chest.
 I still feel like I'm annoying and I anger people a lot, but I don't know how to stop, or what I'm really doing wrong. It's just all a big mess right now, and I don't know how to take it. ",5.2630696646177055,5.154741514234878,6.148259462956972,81.31543459506095,68.02135231316726,9.516747546640783,29.66375498759841,9.259372276320047,2.2777869513641757,2169,71,454,38,33,719,247,562,0.149,0.735,0.11599999999999999,-0.9803,2,0,2,0,1,1,75.0,1,1,4,2,38,38,9,1,24,2,21,7,5,10,5,110,76,51,0,7,18,3,9,5,6,4,1,5,3,1,33,38,1,7,17,2,0,8,11,17,1,2,25,17,66,21,70,47,9,69,0,1,2,0,39,26,1,15,38,299,99,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590540690064844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496250033037264,0.0,0.11680718376288875,0.0631797841087474,0.06634887945890752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925833394729187,0.043263637702578316,0.0,0.060391616965441576,0.07996070638911842,0.07448033122697464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507855805391844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795898638699676,0.1830832810768387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262168011613478,0.059287677362358175,0.0,0.12571957060340758,0.0,0.0,0.09375216457196058,0.06419788887015478,0.059796646525956273,0.06781641944967898,0.06378471118749884,0.0,0.06690572220685748,0.0,0.25119766662969484,0.10140427171724538,0.1362877602608023,0.0,0.0648667702507686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32899496167051195,0.0,0.07415947906988547,0.0,0.08066960856763629,0.059527623344748974,0.056762483808395076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275996466037384,0.0,0.0,0.0700697764056241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119031640701418,0.0,0.06989274452407361,0.0,0.07597658161020868,0.08011831451679888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800828695156188,0.0,0.16011814580503378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336573060396807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959828185011711,0.0,0.0,0.12067505802199414,0.0,0.2014651740939466,0.04737410404307718,0.0,0.07130052639097864,0.0773088946576827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052624553163291024,0.10947536932976393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761115882323426,0.0,0.0,0.09840556321085664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797118869879475,0.07220364709983061,0.07651940459185766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727974029857691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060609371334231575,0.06751025809720985,0.1693184302590616,0.0,0.21548118978882605,0.05655518834182891,0.06460989268893454,0.07403887266493492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102286974206494,0.0,0.0,0.10927483300429706,0.0,0.15889382467660235,0.0,0.0,0.11335604665876375,0.1780063438411963,0.0812977450690919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336182187125636,0.057044295692049336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047150387343412536,0.0,0.06972925128741472,0.056343534616800736,0.12415235814389973,0.08157143097039872,0.1345455848462979,0.06781641944967898,0.0,0.048185067811542574,0.0,0.06932895516910596,0.0,0.0,0.0612966881975762,0.0,0.058559015033517826,0.04186089727359453,0.0,0.056929148523398615,0.0,0.06381200513492315,0.13158279607548404,0.12808168702041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207511996554318,0.07232613884817954,0.0,0.07759631957208195,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Valkyrie451,2019/03/04,"How did you know you had social anxiety? I mean, I'm pretty sure that I have, but not like 100% sure, so how did you know?",1.1944444444444429,1.8248212222222229,3.223148148148152,95.9991666666667,77.51851851851852,6.881481481481483,17.203703703703702,7.1686216300943375,-0.3274296296296297,91,1,24,1,2,31,19,27,0.133,0.632,0.235,0.4669,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,9,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572110937825962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695607745303339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426248077669625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662474347823785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420615525462972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427388978720861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6337758935484669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GreenDub14,2019/03/04,"Don you hate it when bad/awkward/stupid things you did one time, flash in your mind after days/weeks/years and ruin your wholE day? Like damn, how do I stop them? I often remember stuff like this that i did looong time ago and it ruins my whole day, or even week because it keeps flashing after that.

Anyone else in this? ",2.375364583333333,4.485429140625001,2.3981250000000003,96.86770833333335,77.90625,4.891666666666667,16.916666666666664,5.46131890053228,-0.7376270833333338,251,4,54,1,6,75,48,64,0.22399999999999998,0.706,0.071,-0.8966,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,9,2,4,3,2,12,0,2,0,0,5,2,1,2,12,35,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105240548673624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070206085510432,0.2208337183237488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995672451726133,0.13138375673171102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779952234715728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800458351032285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423540903780698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278909833726864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915710265749704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105920092237612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176216550053392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604722664223355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441510019225548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019090563389575,0.0,0.0,0.2467277857839953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318710467944945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25135200653849593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288341428801995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812582212767865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879284773325173
socialanxiety,PheniedOut,2019/03/04,"Scheduled an Appointment with a GP, what are some things I should know? I've finally decided to get help for my anxiety and setup an appointment with my GP. I've identified places where my anxiety is the worst and made a list of my symptoms to talk about. What are some other ""precautions"" to take and what should I expect? What questions should I ask while I'm there?",5.107042253521129,6.380321957746482,5.404338028169018,81.60791549295776,68.85915492957747,10.187042253521126,29.69295774647888,10.355215969177356,3.063747042253522,293,11,57,8,5,93,45,71,0.115,0.846,0.039,-0.6531,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,15,12,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,8,8,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528671606148928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27671318784087434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32424549900627514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464395201094555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983976456252216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626698290642676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28007541859080265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092493384876803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33157952846629896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076497148799406,0.2225496490583139,0.2379076939627993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966443758527724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Snickrzz,2019/03/04,"How to have more energy in the morning? Is it good to exercise? Eating a healthy breakfast, etc?",1.1950000000000005,3.767361833333332,3.1388888888888893,83.245,97.33333333333334,6.844444444444445,28.222222222222207,7.793537801064563,2.798755555555557,75,4,13,2,3,25,17,18,0.0,0.621,0.379,0.8192,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5913295486691003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6445042590501214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847098358162871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ABirdJustShatOnMyEye,2019/03/04,"What odd things do you do as a result of social anxiety? Ex: Waiting till someone gets up to turn in the test so you can go with them, Constantly checking your phone, etc",2.661078431372548,4.589147264705887,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,76.35294117647058,6.886274509803924,26.03921568627451,7.793537801064563,1.4687568627450984,133,5,27,2,3,43,32,34,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896739219380045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409197021033189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223060793550036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783426125303374,0.0,0.21520124759115808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859962620089529,0.32083745385803003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515649291195275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118734280458004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xangsun,2019/03/04,"Does anyone else have severe nervous sweating in social situations? More specifically, ANY social situation? I can talk to my parents and close friends just fine but when it comes to other people my face instantly gets red and drenched with sweat. It's very annoying and embarrassing and it has led to me just staying home all the time, not pursuing the career and social life that I want to have. It started when I was in high school and working as a veterinary assistant. I had photoshopped a picture of my principal and sent it to my friends, who sent it to their friends, etc. Well she comes into the vet clinic with her dog the next day and I got really nervous and started sweating while I was holding her dog. Ever since then (I'm now 26) it has just gotten worse to the point that I just get beet red and start sweating even if I am only walking up to pay for my items at Walmart. It has even started happening when I talk to family members other than those in my immediate household. I am currently still in college and am taking it as slowly as possible (I graduate next semester) in order to stay unemployed. The only reason for this is because I know as soon as I go somewhere for an interview I will end up drenched in sweat and not get the job. Anybody have/had a similar issue and know how to overcome it? I want my life back!!",5.473712669683257,6.304187742307692,6.304705882352946,77.10147058823529,67.73076923076923,9.502262443438914,33.3710407239819,9.627879704456738,3.1989841628959272,1063,47,196,22,17,351,147,260,0.078,0.856,0.066,-0.6552,5,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,16,9,1,3,11,0,14,9,6,3,2,37,35,26,0,3,8,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,0,17,19,0,1,3,0,1,7,2,4,1,0,7,2,27,5,33,27,4,43,0,0,2,0,17,13,0,1,20,141,44,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557017630066262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770258798274049,0.11386275230904133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854498098643748,0.0,0.0677419927705187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914521554565793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166772699727768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724799376961774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283235586595992,0.0,0.09842554504404524,0.0,0.1239359892691526,0.1467966817380163,0.1005207410810352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476065330431436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25756935267711795,0.0,0.1741778255987322,0.0,0.06315603969732436,0.0,0.08887842012313789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982692463710162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741178548611304,0.11146944999235442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159877248840279,0.110276408484904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214499499653315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698458465114334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363696679119693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690341946601695,0.0,0.0,0.12339339163937565,0.0,0.0,0.07704147530815925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505094219624962,0.12527900463417388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119080703877463,0.11425707263265066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246646511178217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554188824923115,0.0,0.09192540955875143,0.24982282656863306,0.0,0.3398399709945435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146250735576436,0.2368932096983944,0.08874617231730057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355368025858184,0.17863935959041385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479905215587611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169141994763076,0.13109117730552136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991652621167936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090178550426895,0.0,0.11324791522745488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shadeslayer1997,2019/03/04,"Just wanted to get it all off of my chest. I have never talked about most of this with anyone before because I was always too ashamed, but I feel like it might be good to talk about everything, even if it's just on Reddit. I always had a rough life at home when I was a kid, and was picked on at school. We moved from Michigan to Alabama when I was I was in fourth grade, and was seen as weird by alot of the kids because I wasn't used to an environment where everyone knew each other and their families.( The whole school only had 300 kids K-12) 

by my 11th grade year I had a few good friends, but most people still saw me as the weird fat kid. Nobody picked on me anymore by then but I was already pretty messed up by then. I had already given up on the idea of getting a girlfriend by this point, because I knew even if they didn't mind that I was 240 pounds, or how awkward and shy I was, they wouldn't want their friends to know I was with them.

I was having to walk 1.5 miles to catch the bus, and 1.5 back home after the bus dropped me off for most of my 11th grade year due to my parents having car trouble. (We lived on a mountainside dirt road and the bus wouldn't go down it.)I started myself alot during this time to try to loose weight since I was already walking, thinking it would help me gain self confidence, and I wound up at about 160 pounds in by my senior year. 

When girls started to notice me, and check me out it made me feel good for a while, and I convinced myself it was time to try again, and get a girlfriend. I wound up asking a girl a who rode my bus to prom, and we started dating. she was always very shy, and didn't have many friends besides younger kids so I felt more comfortable around her I guess. She didn't really like me so much as she liked the idea of having a bf. She would never go anywhere or hang out at all.

One day her friends were picking on a kid for the way he was coughing on the bus, and It was clear he was bullied alot, so I stuck up for him. I guess they didn't like that because after that my girlfriend asked if I could pretend we weren't dating anymore while we were at school. I felt terrible knowing my only gf was ashamed to be with me.

By the time I graduated my social anxiety was horrible I could barely do anything without it being there. I have been out of high school, and working for over three years and it has only gotten worse. I don't even have my driver's license because I am too anxious. I worry that someone from work will see me out learning to drive, or what people I pass will think of my driving, or what my family will say about my driving while I'm not there, because I know how they talked about my sister. I worry what my family will think when I get my license but still never have a girlfriend (they think that's why I don't have one)

If someone I don't know comes into my work area (especially if it's a pretty girl) I get   anxious and that starts a loop of me wondering if they notice, and getting worse untill I'm beet red, and dripping sweat. I'm so lonely but I know nobody would want to be with me. I can't even walk or stand in line, because I'm afraid people think I'm walking weird, or that they will think I am starting at them. If you made it this far thank you for taking the time to read this.",5.280701754385966,4.6650733859649165,5.558947368421055,87.26763157894737,68.06432748538012,8.194152046783628,28.52631578947368,6.950104931194217,1.260564912280702,2572,72,569,17,38,819,264,684,0.113,0.778,0.109,0.7325,1,2,0,0,0,0,63.0,5,2,11,4,31,25,0,4,30,0,66,8,3,8,6,112,121,55,0,17,22,2,6,4,10,11,5,1,2,10,28,35,2,0,21,2,1,16,17,11,0,3,43,11,98,14,88,61,13,94,0,1,4,0,58,38,0,23,41,393,126,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002221080143642,0.0,0.15097152621820412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626670083545828,0.13664938474291116,0.11995895206913168,0.04228871729129196,0.0,0.04976952788807038,0.053839634273617286,0.1130804561909644,0.0,0.0,0.04650505145017631,0.0,0.2580744655712459,0.0,0.05146365433941998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052097789064053615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657602099738352,0.0,0.0,0.03900431535910443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978472621008805,0.0,0.0,0.057790815090984514,0.05435513227889895,0.0,0.1710442508744206,0.0,0.061160569419981936,0.04320661252689462,0.11613973159170875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869054441392718,0.0,0.18958845558124385,0.0,0.06874385982075669,0.15218216627058065,0.0,0.0,0.13325011630074493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04053817682049668,0.0638999798075057,0.12133186756635565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654813206637326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618993318156935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271850456819852,0.1181890399021328,0.0,0.05340456295121563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445445137344128,0.0,0.0613167851408266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415925978030321,0.061067118742538125,0.0,0.0,0.06428020507613834,0.04445943832643615,0.0,0.1399367043547941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771276868760648,0.0,0.0,0.08196503542959307,0.13799230095398318,0.0,0.0,0.06715539842521456,0.0,0.0,0.12578674354068373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057172736598011725,0.0,0.0,0.12305891854220455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060495930518201166,0.0,0.038744757295218715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048095776676708175,0.0,0.2448341900230935,0.04819438210422814,0.0,0.0630933752392977,0.0,0.0,0.05002932022778636,0.0,0.0,0.06165129901405311,0.10248827643957906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403873303722026,0.0,0.09659811569324367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045473105270148965,0.14583354758713704,0.0,0.0556814567435851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325171748949893,0.0,0.0,0.14106448027044885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212330779597325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223492484654655,0.0,0.049901974140987036,0.10701724126010832,0.04800586272333645,0.0,0.07364781552777616,0.0,0.0,0.054573399415684606,0.06752327323264581,0.0,0.05830014137100194,0.06558750715246242,0.1320895284585903,0.12283986575492815,0.1232676850337548,0.12888884083046906,0.0,0.0,0.15578742497723494
socialanxiety,AKMatee,2019/03/04,"Making friends with Social Anxiety I’m 27 and from South Jersey, I struggle with Social Anxiety. I’ve been trying to find a group of people like myself that would be interested in just getting together as a group and having some fun while forming friendships at the same time. I feel the group would more likely be non-judge mental, empathetic people that understand, which would make opening up a lot easier for everyone. The problem is, finding a group like this.",8.052857142857142,8.757381428571431,7.819142857142857,68.92585714285715,62.0952380952381,10.529523809523807,34.65714285714286,10.355215969177356,3.835031428571428,376,15,58,8,5,120,63,84,0.09,0.6729999999999999,0.237,0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,7,0,8,0,0,2,0,19,14,4,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,6,10,8,5,7,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,5,41,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896410474597686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089243358884893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572009171909217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34604917289734105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625931728133704,0.0,0.09890590473142703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27745978774179314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609433607392951,0.0,0.0,0.2527298562497057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077849405584804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624854268677763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811427170980079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859524561128969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790640131102294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038733875311113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852807992231602,0.0,0.0,0.1970768784261815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40343809035333256,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BananaBread38,2019/03/04,"Sometimes I’m too scared to say a word, other times I’m the center of attention Hi ! I’m a university student, and have always (like ALWAYS) struggles with being a normal social human being. Ever since I was a little girl I remember feeling anxious in social interactions. Yay childhood traumas. 

Any-who, as I grew older I realized my behavior is a little wack. Sometimes I’ll be super outgoing and I guess hide my anxiousness by being the center of attention, making people laugh and being an absolute doofus. 
Other times I just sit there not saying a word and if someone tries to include me in the situation I lose all personality and stutter and get sweaty it’s a mess. 

I’m wondering if anyone else encounters this, and if they’ve surpassed it ? I like outgoing me (even though she’s still a mess), and I wish to see her more often, especially around people I admire or want to be friends with. 

Thank youuuu :) ",4.1565310077519415,6.403165622093028,6.101767441860464,71.7393565891473,73.01162790697674,8.540155038759691,28.327131782945727,9.21078282632365,2.9361801550387603,725,29,116,17,15,251,110,172,0.11900000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.195,0.9299,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,9,15,0,2,12,1,9,0,0,1,2,33,22,14,0,6,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,5,11,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,4,16,8,13,15,2,15,0,1,1,0,12,7,0,7,8,78,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372342142826008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220929492508807,0.0,0.09967770947534793,0.14606435434615286,0.0,0.12690409563426736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908633725268765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415617532248273,0.12894907989355125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208004711988701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013757187257804,0.0,0.07447905811037107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704030804118296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929025916519094,0.2857549459423449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948248309474078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515651113530832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967354710024393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765925415572105,0.12447345110625835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148692658656005,0.0,0.0,0.22673077651183915,0.1427223364448276,0.0,0.1135978087166615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179228968465618,0.16023769460902446,0.0,0.29063356211875524,0.1207863148603603,0.0,0.2819809074148135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384453736930815,0.0,0.0,0.1490293466672526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124541069005466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005947786483144,0.0,0.16624983189764628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967854281232505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408258093761004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393111422114987,0.0,0.15459472175812888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Harlaylay,2019/03/04,"How do I stop turning red everytime I speak? Everytime I get called on to speak, I turn bright red and I start to ramble.

For example, today I rehearsed what I was going to say for 40 minutes and when it finally came for me to speak, my mind went blank and all that came out was ""um uh"". With everyone laughing at me, my face instantly turns the colour of a fire engine. Please help",2.1759740259740283,4.112506857142861,3.5649350649350686,89.09597402597406,77.83116883116884,7.5168831168831165,23.98701298701299,8.418075326091056,1.4809532467532471,296,10,63,6,7,97,56,77,0.057999999999999996,0.8009999999999999,0.141,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,1,11,12,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,9,11,2,12,7,1,12,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,5,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065738072548767,0.4495072651346156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777250934497344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152657045845808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266769898550246,0.0,0.1116804378020988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171565713116892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841779540054755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570757120839548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627162657703725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908988802508696,0.0,0.0,0.16429009441284015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626729553764407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6412351965160652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821655581806046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,basicallyISIS,2019/03/04,Does anybody else absolutely dread when relatives come over? The thought of having to talk about myself or update everyone about my life or non existence of one makes my insides tremble with anxiety. ,9.788823529411765,10.820402,8.740000000000002,62.680000000000035,58.411764705882355,12.682352941176472,43.470588235294116,12.161744961471696,6.034164705882352,164,9,23,5,2,51,30,34,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.7264,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,7,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30277261508114695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34093167548226483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34635203112857144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306255868351984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781872469142759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795529637280064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26418796699191754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681925410079972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181150717629365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142071847948017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stronghammer_,2019/03/04,"Going to a job fair for students. How do I get the courage? There's a job fair coming up that is available to students in my city. There's a lot of interesting companies that will be there and there will be presentations. I'm very interested in going but I suck at being social and conversing with people. I also don't really have any relevant job experience so if they ask me I'm afraid I'll look uninteresting. 

It would be interesting to hear from people that have been to these events and how they coped with it. General tips and suggestions are welcome.

Thanks!",2.7294648318042825,5.432269339449544,4.407545871559633,79.64110474006118,80.37614678899081,8.037003058103975,23.762232415902144,8.841846274778883,2.127861773700306,454,16,85,12,12,152,72,109,0.034,0.78,0.18600000000000005,0.9336,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,8,8,1,1,4,0,14,0,0,2,0,14,25,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,6,13,17,1,9,0,0,1,0,8,4,1,2,2,59,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970445657697522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431024387142616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838793317163544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828003360328729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758233995478528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087109456665108,0.0,0.2412079456957529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391763695367199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6317577719445642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820315962002248,0.0,0.0,0.18041356192893876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29423972879728305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594731715716699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632162091899626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953746826187341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509567690983302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507480697228139,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ShallowFry,2019/03/04,"A strange interaction at uni The background: So I recently moved cities to go to university and haven't really made any friends, but there's this guy who'll sometimes talk to me in seminars (honestly I think he only does it when none of his friends are around but any human contact makes me feel better).

Anyway, on Monday he sat with me in a lecture and invited me out on Wednesday night. Now, I don't often drink but if it meant making friends, I was willing, so I said alright if he gave me the details. Here's where it gets strange: he asks if I have Snapchat or Instagram and I mention only having Facebook, after which the conversation just drops. For the rest of the week he didn't sit with me. I'm willing to make an account on those sites if I'll actually have someone to talk to but I don't want to make an account I won't use, especially since I don't really sharing pictures.

One family member said I should try intitating conversations with him, while another said that he's not worth it if he's willing to ignore someone for not using the same social media as him. What do you guys think I should: risk an awkward or upsetting converation or just go on with my life?",6.470384615384614,6.150244927350433,7.163333333333334,75.76500000000001,65.53846153846153,10.276923076923078,35.09401709401709,9.851270322608157,3.2968222222222225,939,40,182,18,13,312,137,234,0.096,0.8420000000000001,0.062,-0.6142,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,12,11,0,3,11,1,18,2,0,7,0,42,40,20,0,8,16,0,1,0,3,7,1,3,0,3,10,9,1,1,4,1,3,3,9,4,0,1,9,4,23,7,27,24,3,25,1,0,0,0,32,11,0,9,9,121,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.12771728038503802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800198529000388,0.1372361689691622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650846693335225,0.1223525268018894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575025905888305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453153084883108,0.0,0.0,0.12820984302569527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337938841279544,0.0,0.06617545118972637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033462297611853,0.0,0.06837794190730799,0.0,0.14876107215167975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591780342292221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924424458686395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383918318843395,0.3494462231716212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910176487309922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228193983060585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868578649241804,0.1990760357081721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768658758823554,0.0,0.1292254584520505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37348259973359976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082629828396403,0.0,0.0,0.13341283664879594,0.22178367531126075,0.0,0.12944090993744206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103882921452821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772166668774602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885703645551357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260717813691465,0.0,0.0,0.07719477099520178,0.0,0.10498180568116199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Timberwolf225,2019/03/04,"I don't know what to do I recently began a new semester at school, and one of my courses are a ""stained glass"" course. the weather was pretty bad at the start of the semester and it led to my school bus being cancelled more than a few days. So my first day back after a few days off, my stained glass teacher said that I was behind and that I would have to come in during lunch to catch up. When I showed up I saw almost a full class of students in the room. In hindsight they were probably just there to catch up as well as the weather probably affected a lot of people but at the time my anxiety got the best of me and I was afraid that I had the wrong time or something. So I ended up just leaving and having lunch where I normally do. I haven't been back to school since then as I'm afraid to face my teacher after I said I'd be there and just never showed up. I'm also afraid of her asking me to come in during lunch again and something similar happening. It probably sounds ridiculous but just the thought of dealing with that situation makes me feel sick. And I've been missing a couple of days as staying home is easier for me then simply facing it. Now every day that I stay home I miss more and more and keep digging myself in deeper and I don't know what to do. ",5.857321428571433,4.924608617424244,6.424891774891776,82.58590909090911,66.99242424242425,9.512554112554113,30.599567099567103,8.634040054169528,2.1030658008658007,1001,31,214,13,14,328,131,264,0.091,0.858,0.051,-0.8176,2,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,16,10,1,3,16,0,20,6,2,3,1,34,40,24,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,10,14,3,1,4,2,0,5,4,8,1,2,13,5,28,2,41,24,8,47,0,2,1,0,6,17,0,3,23,158,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358141693817896,0.0,0.0,0.0907080587534358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677184946518603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603955052849767,0.0,0.0,0.17443773819778385,0.0947073582565958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903533128111797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541577110553435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550554840531594,0.0,0.3657572854469697,0.1169389369090566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004632396819726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556769567828148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573524330359049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648150968519263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071846154766164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030370517247647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275543826917741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081971592942213,0.0,0.0,0.12467375113644298,0.0,0.0,0.12010351432081055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643214035421584,0.0,0.0,0.07571384385669178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874824040160255,0.1095491408787966,0.0,0.0,0.11113502386631914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686151797379225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863645759718997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539670824020833,0.3668826061179022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199613027430244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215791358741023,0.0,0.0,0.3443845427216993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382853251390827,0.12749744231724167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464430854523882,0.0,0.0,0.08028468158503764,0.24179758714378016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004889207891946,0.13228116146041655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198508849000618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057575529362543,0.12401534008099313,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,da-yeeting-boi,2019/03/04,"Thanks mom. It was a long time ago. (Kindergarten.) I didn’t know how to do this so I asked my teacher how to do this. So she helped me and I said “thanks mom” She said “no problem” I walked away thinking to myself “did I just say mom?”

I’m guessing she didn’t hear me saying mom and just thought I said thanks (her last name)

I still think about it and feel like I will say it again",-1.6188367729831117,0.3031246585365892,-0.3226829268292661,108.61074108818012,101.1951219512195,2.523076923076923,13.624765478424015,3.1291,-1.8621831144465293,290,6,75,0,13,89,49,82,0.061,0.799,0.14,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,22,7,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,8,16,4,5,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,18,1,0,1,7,46,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866058594748904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514289966129186,0.0,0.12576775516910954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768464914243816,0.09563103931994096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746408438536188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087220243577407,0.0,0.08972487669720743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735670542316745,0.10911539606418882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539821141400227,0.0,0.0,0.11846365732738096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6271102246658181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280878552380359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820002473621048,0.3193573049238966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690236586289416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697264331418828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715467285715681,0.0,0.10627147521729854,0.07805600850444584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,natkkaa1996,2019/03/04,"Presentation... I just found out that I will have to (as the rest of people in my group) make a presentation in April before my group (I'm at university) and I'm already stressed out 😭 I hate presentations 😞 And the worst thing that everybody is so chilled out about it..
You don't have to write anything. I just wanted to cry here a little. 😟",1.7242236024844717,3.9500547971014512,3.4745755693581764,87.70826086956524,80.73913043478261,6.8414078674948255,22.900621118012424,7.957251820313856,1.1183316770186345,267,9,58,5,7,89,49,69,0.201,0.799,0.0,-0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,12,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483608226878057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25977781152860585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686205006329526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467597491899593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461269182964199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116687275998684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163943764027601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210718907433313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188528224860612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36161046976580064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972382078249094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619629259160614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LordChubbyBooks,2019/03/04,"Re-instatment of my insecurities Alright, so today was particularly hard to deal with because one of my only friends, whom I confided in about my anxiety (for the first time) expressed her judgment about me. So what happened is, we have a group in our form class where, today this girl was talking about a controversial event that occurred in school in relation to a girl having an eating disorder and social anxiety. As I was asking someone about the details, my friend (whom I mentioned above) reacted to my curiosity by saying and/or yelling that “I am the kind of person that craves  to have a mental disorder.” This really hurt me and affected me because it made me question whether that’s how people really see me. 

Later, when I confronted her about it, she said that she meant it to some extent because I just wanted to compare my situation to ‘that girl’ so I can boast about how much worse my own anxiety is, and that I spend too much time talking about it. 

To which i replied by saying that it was mere curiosity and the reason why I talk about my feelings/anxiety issues too much is because I think about it a lot and she was the first person I sought comfort in. And honestly it felt nice to get something this..consuming off my chest. If only I’d know she was judging me the whole time I would’ve shut up about it. 

Anyway, this just made things awkward between us as I promised that I was over it. Later that day, I noticed how so many other people behave rudely towards me, which I’d always assumed to be banter. For example, this boy who is very rude to me and openly admitted that he doesn’t like me. His hostile behavior towards me was confirmed by some of the other girls when I asked them about it. 

So yeah, at this point whenever I talk about my feelings/ problems, it feels like I am seeking attention. This makes me question my place in school because I’ve known that I don’t fit in but now that I know everyone hates me and would rather be away from me, I don’t know what I’m doing here, trying to be a part of friendships. 

I hope you can distinguish between all the girls involved in my pathetic life story. Thank you. ",7.2741633728590225,6.714430628019329,7.4254194115063665,75.34324110671938,63.975845410628025,10.425823451910409,35.484848484848484,9.800150414767053,3.339298550724637,1696,69,316,30,22,550,207,414,0.092,0.83,0.078,-0.4297,0,0,1,0,1,0,42.0,3,2,1,2,31,21,5,2,15,2,27,3,1,9,1,49,50,23,0,6,6,0,4,2,2,1,1,4,0,8,40,11,1,0,16,0,1,0,3,9,0,3,13,9,61,12,55,33,12,35,0,1,1,0,45,21,0,8,16,242,101,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518571355262291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764967675569713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894645633943256,0.0,0.08489501447982936,0.0,0.0,0.2754092585214863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827391473145591,0.09315589749494524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071178980327227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245955326672538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634165219585828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137619195449843,0.06455230481669254,0.08675856444855706,0.0,0.0,0.15371820308886852,0.0,0.0,0.139621883044724,0.0,0.04720871435588887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990393896497591,0.0,0.0809436864188174,0.08921055273856088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974662108040707,0.0,0.0,0.09673090436876393,0.0,0.0,0.09431105286824787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409472716863353,0.14897640796335967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382305316074309,0.0882894363103066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681977294732681,0.0,0.17099925684029815,0.0603151633125204,0.09160958411924744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106036141710168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927222110092055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028740290151135,0.0,0.0,0.061229423483137126,0.13744379316929092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784971443028856,0.0,0.12528675181965165,0.15779554004184687,0.09440565567271048,0.0,0.08541821967139952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646111485811245,0.0,0.0,0.20244494585236536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577225043564365,0.09290383812945208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595185755283206,0.14371380003456066,0.0,0.1828957460398097,0.07200422023614468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156701421537216,0.0,0.09210936043234046,0.07656067062358818,0.06956257571234965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905077430137863,0.0,0.08319019145766213,0.0,0.0,0.06003033451103549,0.057898234672584974,0.0,0.0,0.1580667309354234,0.0,0.17129904801162987,0.0,0.0,0.061347655918418564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086904435350609,0.0,0.0,0.07455542698929624,0.05329592836562473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815347121177699,0.10088231085511223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208327976873794,0.12837651853374146,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,laukortabarria,2019/03/04,"I didn't know how fucked up my SAD is until now Ok so on Saturday me and my boyfriend planned to go out because it was Carnival. We bought the costumes and when we arrived to my town it looked that there wasn't too much party, not even a half of what I thought. I told my bf that it wasn't worth to dress up to return home in 30 minutes because there was nothing. He told me that it didn't mind, that we would drink something, dance a little and then go home. I insisted not to dress because people wouldn't be in their costumes and it would be ridiculous.

He has always wanted to have someone to dress up with, so since last year we couldn't, I dressed up. My anxiety was already reaching a point where I wanted to cry. Before arriving to the party zone I remembered that none of us took the wallet, so we returned home, went to my bedroom and told him half laughing: ""Sooo... we're tired and there is no party, are you sure you want to go out?"" and he told me ""yeah, come on"". I didn't know how to convince him so I laid on my bed like ""I'm tireeeed"" and he started to get half angry half upset saying ""come on babe I want my carnival and I want you to come have fun with me, don't do this to me"". My anxiety raised up since I was so ashamed to dress up because I've never liked costumes and since there wasn't the party I've thought, it was more shameful for me, but my boyfriend wanted so much his carnival. 

Anyway, I couldn't more and I started crying. My bf was so confused like he knew I didn't like carnival but he didn't knew why I was crying. I told him that this festive gave me anxiety. He was like ""why didn't you tell me so I could be more adaptable with you?"". The thing is I didn't even know it gave me that much anxiety. 

 I thought I didn't like costumes because I've never had a costume I liked. I've always said ""If I get dressed up I want to prepare it so it looks nice"", but people dress up to look ridiculous and have fun. But this years' costume it wasn't that bad, it was funny. 

I wanted to go out that night because when I used to go out on carnival when I was a teenager there was a massive party and it was fun to look at people's costumes, so this year I wanted to go with my bf. However this year there wasn't the party I had in mind and the thought of everyone looking at everyone's costume (since there wasn't many people) gave me anxiety to the point I cried.   

Worst thing is it doesn't only give me anxiety the thought of people looking at my costume and not knowing  what they think about it but also looking at my partner/friend's costume. This makes me so upset because it makes it look like I'm ashamed of my partner/friend but I'm not. 

It's Monday and I'm still on shock. My bf wants to talk about it because I spent like half an hour crying in the bathroom and he is still confused. He knows I have social anxiety but he thought it was only at the moment of socializing, when talking to people. ",3.6178283531611832,4.157011264274065,4.562672183981224,88.98022997652491,71.75693311582381,7.285544901126009,28.491186885767718,7.11905507035037,1.3290853380018306,2287,83,503,20,41,744,193,613,0.151,0.755,0.094,-0.9863,1,0,2,0,0,0,64.0,6,5,2,1,36,32,3,7,18,2,52,3,0,5,3,88,119,45,0,17,12,0,0,9,4,3,1,2,5,1,38,33,1,0,15,2,3,12,27,14,0,5,50,10,77,18,66,60,8,69,0,1,8,1,48,32,1,3,34,331,115,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057362876765598085,0.041569585982396025,0.08650554266412792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27835993127132863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340238040938145,0.25349951460075104,0.0,0.04423242704398605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343323759364441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04150299719090427,0.0,0.2854961790275624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092207947195245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866657970125271,0.0,0.0,0.09934109985526032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032155438757486,0.048056058221228284,0.05431637555682287,0.04986539046129925,0.17725370282816344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642504547510985,0.0,0.051191305654792005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283836212672518,0.042371859575986964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22855981258888816,0.052099118043434034,0.0,0.0,0.34921093838447753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939610847176772,0.052701081182956425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497299149223976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146371485332525,0.0,0.08018267319722865,0.0,0.0,0.04878111550284832,0.0,0.049877650254272175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906854475487576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622455801791327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827863695017533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888490519707095,0.0,0.049446309207357216,0.041337774401822965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199853259085265,0.0,0.0,0.10597718412379682,0.04404375542959788,0.040017897528495064,0.0,0.0,0.0735855451011313,0.0,0.0830249845222336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899194764645354,0.0,0.0,0.08356151976914337,0.0454341213169687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906839634569234,0.03330764564827531,0.0,0.2476050229717228,0.0,0.059745086331044965,0.0,0.2483527496381508,0.057753358053751765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252734300263345,0.044895325294713705,0.0,0.0,0.3066003491361437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818737036783682,0.09381043531328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385233095726444,0.0,0.0,0.13389752434268462
socialanxiety,Throwaway1875489,2019/03/04,"I finally learned that giving up is the best option and attempting to be social leads to nothing but suffering. Every break and lunch break at school I lock myself in the bathroom and read books, browse reddit or watch anime like the pathetic person I am, because I'm too anxious to sit in the hallway because there are other people there. 

I've been told countless times that I just have to try to be social and that the worst thing you can do is to just stay in your shell without even making an attempt to socialise. Today I finally decided to make an attempt to be social.

I walked to the school library, spotted the group of 2-3 people who I've talked to a tiny bit in the past and walked to them. It was insanely difficult. I was completely pumped with adrenaline and I had to force one foot in front of the other. I kept telling myself that it would pay off and that this was the only thing I could do if I ever wanted to make any friends.

When I reached their table, I noticed that they weren't playing chess like they usually were, and this absence of a clear shared activity that was easy to partake in made me even more anxious. When they all looked up at me I kind of panicked and just blurted out something idiotic and embarrassing like ""so no chess today?"". I said that much louder than I meant to, which made me feel really awkward. They didn't respond immediately and just kind of looked at me which caused me to panic even more which in turn caused me to stutter more about something vague relating to chess. They didn't respond immediately to this either which further increased my anxiousness so then I just said something horrible like ""Is the chess board gone?"". Then one of them finally just responded with ""no, it's occupied"". Then I just said ""Oh, okay"" and quickly walked out of there. 

Why am I like this? This was a fucking disaster. I feel so ashamed of how awkward I was. I'm a complete cripple when I try to be social. That attempt was shameful, embarrassing and an insult to humans as a species. I feel like an embarrassment towards life in itself. 

I wish I would've just isolated myself like I usually do. I'm never going to attempt to be social again EVER. From now on I'll stay isolated and not feel guilty about it because I know that there's nothing else that I can do and that every attempt to be social leads to nothing but suffering and embarrassment. I'm currently writing this from the school bathroom where I'm almost crying and comfortably separated from everyone else and will never be humiliated like that again. 

I've finally reached the conclusion that it's best to just give up and not even make an attempt. Attempts lead to nothing but easily avoidable embarrassment. I'll die alone without any friends but I won't have to go through the unnecessary pain of trial and error with no success in the end because you can't fail if you don't try.

Fuck, I'm so pathetic and this was awful.",5.745941145408287,6.682752179396098,6.16848062983054,77.93938601123327,67.17051509769094,9.07050069607796,32.978205559022605,9.21561531244674,2.930501262541405,2339,100,428,42,37,755,239,563,0.201,0.66,0.139,-0.9934,1,2,3,0,0,0,50.0,0,4,8,16,35,41,4,11,25,2,41,6,1,12,6,83,76,40,1,6,21,0,4,8,2,3,2,3,0,2,36,26,1,2,9,7,1,11,15,22,0,2,23,10,51,19,71,42,11,64,0,3,3,2,38,22,2,5,34,306,87,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403262486002563,0.06622871177566235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697086796806884,0.0,0.0,0.2167221420248996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592341311203206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421464388248208,0.0,0.06981240781240605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138019619482294,0.0,0.0,0.13409220905402108,0.0,0.0,0.05105563209126319,0.0,0.07024161562523068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636579298646736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683725988756744,0.0,0.05663712526389735,0.0,0.0,0.16894276883506085,0.11568553268724464,0.10775442974857828,0.06110308880129702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933196039970868,0.04568299439759811,0.0,0.2801986192545394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880895374730064,0.11823398763292535,0.0,0.12268555052873326,0.07268390599022527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317971856449204,0.035143017896832565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516691058916122,0.2499260614030225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073969737076608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101439467439035,0.17073765378450584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047007625759198084,0.0,0.09863810664134112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454314274456221,0.0728028798429597,0.0,0.0,0.0866628517104475,0.048633771103659414,0.06804299178891521,0.0750267860911462,0.0,0.0,0.06104363814945896,0.08866413054844763,0.05583513084596787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396324759827449,0.0,0.0409654084626983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248170556570814,0.0,0.0,0.1941501244318216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39110901541432064,0.0,0.14768613292308092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631573374422873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139732668819389,0.0558915726418271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496568613439899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03728739355511662,0.0,0.12122655376676185,0.06110308880129702,0.0,0.13024529315809266,0.06955482335498961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085484381874314,0.0,0.037716973915268064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770126732829959,0.0,0.07353467852714657,0.12328321411324862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908507263003804,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,naveen_77,2019/03/04,"18 and struggling to socialise ,feels like my life is gonna get completely ruined. I was normal until my 10 th grade , but after that i went to a  boarding school where i had a group of about 20 friends . I always used to hang out with them  and did not socialise with others . I spent a couple of years with those guys and realised i didnt like all of them , but i dont have any other choice other than to stay with them .I think thats where my SA started . Now im in college , and i just have a few friends , who are good at some sport ,game or anything. They are always super busy with their stuff , and here i am , not good at anything . I find it really hard to socialise and make some friends . I tried hanging out with friends of friends , but i feel too awkward to actually speak to them or do anything. i just remain silent wherever i go , and talk only to the few friends i have . And it gets super awkward when my friend introduces me to a girl .I literally just say hi and then wont be able to continue the conversation . I feel my life is gonna get ruined if i continue like this. ",4.951299376299374,4.741178211711713,5.52765765765766,85.84786902286903,68.68468468468468,8.452390852390852,29.68953568953569,7.882392219407189,1.6903065835065836,841,28,184,9,13,272,123,222,0.06,0.711,0.22899999999999998,0.9933,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,6,2,10,19,0,3,7,0,16,2,0,2,1,39,31,18,0,2,11,0,4,3,7,3,2,2,0,2,11,17,0,0,5,2,1,4,5,5,0,0,6,6,31,14,29,21,5,21,0,2,0,0,23,7,0,5,12,126,42,3,0.11769818212374245,0.0,0.11485644758588667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586863226348067,0.0,0.0,0.08003879988678568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905667260583755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340430465512045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023079986471867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379413928787056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785352119493368,0.08408360482641038,0.0,0.0,0.10757400617874764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6365332648208736,0.0,0.18447732703900208,0.0,0.06689058925659426,0.1974393020259341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653970478433838,0.0,0.0,0.10543445290388384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271342338030977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626741356553984,0.1725041598625304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856445050896048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153192287910222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951477118831767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540046930266714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359831848392013,0.0,0.11911684391527833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833073790964037,0.12545060190247226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304369497083853,0.13473625948832452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946013404631644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754162426605954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990933975043772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016534396488578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910739399633736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579377040120941
socialanxiety,-ineffable,2019/03/04,"How to prepare myself returning somewhere after a long time? I used to get allergy shots once a week but stopped going since last June. I’m planning to return next week but feeling a bit uneasy about it. 

Since I stopped going, I went from brunette to blonde and now wear a lot more makeup outside. Looking better has helped improve my SA a bit. However with the new hair color, makeup, and clothes, I feel like receiving compliments/comments from the nurses will be inevitable. They might also ask what’s new with me or mention how they didn’t think I would be returning, etc.

I already had an issue where I would blush and my chest would get splotchy red spots whenever any of the nurses would compliment me or the spotlight is on me. I’m trying to prevent that from happening because every time it happens, they make me stay in the clinic an extra 30 minutes just to make sure it isn’t an allergic reaction. 

Any tips on how to prepare and prevent any SA symptoms from happening? ",6.877448680351902,7.2332987096774195,6.674437927663735,77.32711143695019,64.59139784946237,9.344281524926686,36.26392961876833,9.095868883498916,3.3023612903225814,784,36,137,12,11,247,117,186,0.057999999999999996,0.8240000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.89,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,2,8,4,0,0,13,0,13,6,3,6,1,31,31,12,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,7,17,4,19,20,6,26,0,0,4,0,7,4,0,4,18,86,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969540388082288,0.10123411569295723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25825697601168823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834472343202372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716819455475413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195872086637673,0.2764073649174304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118150560844,0.0,0.0,0.1066576806268387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801559025778314,0.09043604495713957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227628125692925,0.0,0.1438882252897617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358298160077693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485072462315539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212725155775526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318788684250353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061845564260431175,0.0,0.0,0.11202831963379332,0.10630386285489866,0.0,0.0,0.10762243826288924,0.0,0.0,0.1689998470672047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429216878079858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24452315602814284,0.13463008522692596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481440289606414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094333986715068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492828116699265,0.0,0.21167010609002745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930974001436308,0.1315756603633383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111387143584864,0.0,0.0,0.14763149589258884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594641793825719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933326487501456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308600211989605,0.0,0.0,0.1173503587171353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597041076852864,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Matt321089,2019/03/04,Does anyone wanna talk? I'm always pretty lonely and I've been looking for people to talk to so message me if you wanna talk about life or vent about your problems or whatever.,1.1791428571428604,3.827837200000001,2.9857142857142875,86.12428571428573,91.28571428571428,3.9428571428571435,18.42857142857143,5.6839178017228535,0.08825714285714348,142,4,24,1,5,47,28,35,0.135,0.7809999999999999,0.083,-0.25,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464765095057792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712201215418674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592217411342217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922702765933865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24874791407422775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053597672795332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30135946955321896,0.0,0.2834399354777738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7142646963673928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,templeslapper,2019/03/04,Any communities for social anxiety? Just wondering if there was groups on social media or a website that could act like support groups or just for chatting with similar people ,8.835,10.6459905,8.353333333333339,61.89000000000002,60.66666666666666,11.333333333333336,38.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,5.168333333333335,145,7,19,4,2,46,25,30,0.052000000000000005,0.79,0.158,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,4,3,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,1,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636724241360204,0.0,0.2546493949296779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26577457293920304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262650542899665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23077445588585596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6786507664071598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777439863596053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36099005785431737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,roastmytoast1,2019/03/04,Advice on making new friends? I want to be a more social and fun person. I need some wisdom.,-0.6628070175438552,1.4995949999999991,1.7852631578947395,93.54350877192984,99.0,2.533333333333333,11.596491228070176,3.1291,-1.542908771929825,71,1,14,0,3,24,18,19,0.0,0.514,0.486,0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118583201898507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256288223560242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28133635174331595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31251672402332153,0.0,0.4070610348325517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680137723139031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296384193005336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859556412815764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,joculardonkey,2019/03/04,"Excessive sweating and anxiety. Hello,

I have dealt with anxiety for several years now and excessive sweating has always gone hand in hand with it. I am sick and tired of not doing a lot of things because of my fear of embarrassment from the excessive sweating. It is definitely holding me back more than anything in life.

Does anyone have tips/solutions for this? ",6.373692307692307,8.518269753846155,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,66.84615384615384,10.73846153846154,36.07692307692308,10.793553405168565,4.656753846153847,294,15,46,9,5,95,48,65,0.204,0.677,0.11800000000000001,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,6,8,5,0,0,8,7,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,12,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415198826389032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440967817885806,0.0,0.0,0.2029568017159856,0.0,0.23885955522130045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231923101604386,0.0,0.17694002930283084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540088084731718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266236168517226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501948549374915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24676898934529445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279116021992629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283609426319795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333611599778075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691816367447145
socialanxiety,ilaughatmalesuicide,2019/03/04,"How do people keep jobs? I always get told I’m very soft spoken, inaudible and quiet. I believe I’ll get fired soon for “not mixing well with the team” or something like that. I can’t take it anymore!!",-0.09235772357723347,2.2414661463414656,1.7530487804878057,94.66502032520329,94.85365853658536,3.7089430894308943,16.589430894308947,5.46131890053228,-0.5473447154471547,156,4,32,1,6,51,36,41,0.14800000000000002,0.79,0.062,-0.542,1,0,1,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,8,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,3,2,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,16,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619316726762531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31218849429803325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546621244774307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32893104106749643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123819038683762,0.2798010712879204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379118345545956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182367295438877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423418087167785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366839659813398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007966848045359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597358829976465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830352848333069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mel0kalani89,2019/03/04,"I have more dislikes in common with people than positive interest I've over gone tremendous personal change and independance over the past year. I am comfortable with myself and my darkness like never before. And while I would like to start using this strength in connection with others to help make the world a better place, I am faced with a dilemma.  
I don't want to be around people who just complain about things. I would rather say nothing than repeat a point about the badness and coruption of the world. It's not that I don't agree, it's just that I want to do something positive to change it and am not seeing any ideas. I don't want to be sad about that, I have enough depression without it. So I want to connect with people with a hopeful outlook. Then I contradict myself because of my own cynicism, and the fact that engaging people's intrests in things they enjoy seem so shallow. Maybe I like cartons, or certain music, but discussions about these can't really  build into relationships. 
I'm lonely, but comfortable with myself, except when it comes to feeling fufilled by positive, if shallow interactions. Introductions build trust, and existential debates come later, but how do I engage with the surface personalities to want to build that trust? ",8.377299294591872,8.734974301310046,7.820611353711794,70.36761168962043,61.44541484716157,10.539603627813237,36.39267719180383,10.214889679676881,3.8538294255962384,1021,43,164,20,13,321,127,229,0.09699999999999999,0.688,0.215,0.9844,0,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,12,21,1,0,10,0,15,1,1,4,3,49,31,18,0,10,12,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,16,19,0,0,3,0,0,3,8,6,0,0,1,3,20,15,36,26,3,25,0,3,1,0,10,12,0,4,13,124,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924310207902618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099861146844153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134884556302686,0.08285625161484078,0.0,0.11565885987477904,0.0,0.0,0.12021118285977488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875730395007523,0.23416801478591165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706865928054158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044284831641748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872580094831167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110505992322199,0.0,0.0,0.135000338364439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534383972100715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921257701532144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072840133336547,0.0,0.13655103150444162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483074503781227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304199779927392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297520863877644,0.3769223550618325,0.2373621540465921,0.14200863838555142,0.0,0.12848938956482228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870745482886851,0.0,0.0,0.14592841306816207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080899280593674,0.0,0.0,0.10831153283016752,0.1237374804736585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046387167072888,0.0,0.0,0.09620566650341801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059990166893292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739220486658568,0.0,0.0,0.4008489832926424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102310685200588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931089241184517,0.0,0.0,0.08752874327995952
socialanxiety,ettaj564,2019/03/04,"How to make friends with fellow bridesmaids? So my brothers fiance just asked me to be a bridesmaid and of course i said yes! Heres the issue. Im 15 and shy/anxious as hell, and all the other bridesmaids are 19-21 years old (highschool sweethearts) and ive never met them. I have pretty low confidence, and they’re all gorgeous and i feel ugly. Im just so nervous to meet them all because they’re all friends, and im quiet and have a tough time making conversation with people ive just met. Im especially anxious with new people who are older than me. Any tips on bonding with these girls? I want so badly to be able to just hold a fun conversation with them. ",2.272832167832167,4.537435257575758,3.3881818181818204,88.85611888111889,79.0,5.273659673659674,23.79020979020979,6.297961479604792,0.6261321678321679,522,18,103,4,13,168,79,132,0.141,0.6890000000000001,0.17,0.6281,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,9,10,1,1,5,1,8,0,0,3,5,28,16,13,0,1,4,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,13,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,12,5,14,11,4,8,1,1,0,0,17,2,1,0,6,62,15,1,0.16561555513404774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262425669052872,0.0,0.0,0.18709843670790935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482818759375516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828207077057042,0.10095770522170852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374020086642074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559083341388358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7155728772668777,0.17285961128788108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210993381556772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773292599449285,0.15995253516430888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378566557813732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296339459736599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849055943815247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753831851299427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657176204367753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768434536913467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066509875870606
socialanxiety,iamnotreallytheop,2019/03/04,"This semester is a nightmare for me.. I just want to vent this out, but almost all my class is somehow demanding class participation where a teacher would ask every student some questions. So far, I managed to panic thrice already where I look a fucking stupid shit.

I can do well in other things, just not talking in front for some reason. Doesn't help that I have no friends in the class at all. It is seriously affecting my routines each week. I have to take advance notes to every subject instead of focusing on homeworks and projects.",5.965857142857143,7.4114457000000025,5.911428571428568,78.12500000000001,67.0,8.114285714285714,36.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,3.108171428571428,430,22,74,6,7,135,75,100,0.221,0.7090000000000001,0.07,-0.958,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,3,1,4,0,9,2,1,2,2,18,14,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,5,1,0,0,1,9,2,13,13,5,12,0,0,1,1,5,9,2,5,1,58,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411722597528239,0.0,0.26577930854414905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515829361462408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405845916478507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607685309746969,0.2226580437656029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143385031515756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022497976329312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282580631094657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698023950703283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476295758633719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247224733336512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108605382161555,0.19358271583809755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000723514986304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205708184020036,0.0,0.19319195807068096,0.0,0.2165492816982007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108993274869222,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OOLLMM,2019/03/04,Tomorrow i read a PowerPoint presentation word for word in front of the class (pls read i mean if you want) Its eight people in that class and i know it doesnt seem like a lot but the thought of having eight pair of eyes looking at me all at once makes me so scared. It will be a bad presentation because i basically know nothing so i will have to read 9 slides. I've struggled with debilitating social anxiety basically my whole life. Its a fear that has taken over my life i almost went completely mute at one point because i felt scared to let my voice be heard. If i were to do a presentation last year it would drive me suicidal. For some reason i preferred death than having a bunch of people look at me all at once. Id like to think im making progress. Im taking small steps like asking random people for a pencil in class or ordering food and talking through the phone. Now im willing to go do a presenation even though i know it will be awful but im still willing to do it. Despite all of this it doesnt change how scared I am. Aa pathetic as this sounds i guess i made this post in hopes that a random online stranger wished me all the good luck and give me hopes for tomorrow. I really need it. ,2.623543474069791,4.369905000000003,4.045725853094275,87.00597840755734,75.92307692307692,7.295855022170813,23.502795450163873,8.11559375814309,1.1670965490649703,953,29,204,16,21,315,136,247,0.21,0.721,0.07,-0.9913,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,7,13,0,5,13,1,21,4,1,5,4,42,47,13,2,9,5,0,1,3,0,6,2,3,0,0,15,4,1,0,10,3,0,6,2,6,1,3,7,7,24,7,29,30,8,29,0,0,3,0,7,12,0,13,12,128,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140647667838447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747066171855377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467303276826752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455555296995633,0.12346553018811428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712938703411122,0.0,0.10617883071258027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688735228840123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395600584404406,0.0,0.0,0.09723431426657267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245512004661517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714664552376874,0.057553620781622884,0.08493980126710192,0.0,0.0,0.11155944229312267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116633358242367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375524606367156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16696471365433446,0.08254791518389848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103554619407316,0.1430588633624419,0.14842504917837562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700812473863439,0.0,0.0,0.08609545342438367,0.0,0.09582336674564733,0.13519595631499184,0.0,0.0,0.11031184817127657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508982949937103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717052977998568,0.0,0.0,0.21569678838017026,0.06862263158873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106219393549344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573212821593816,0.0,0.09698790133998517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30388981819941385,0.0,0.06487564342355223,0.10412160517716106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041644108157428,0.0,0.0,0.09219167735126756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323119747424728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087371487903579,0.0,0.0,0.1058685569767678,0.0,0.11077206943710002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614183618158563,0.08139634790126192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488921504656744,0.0994964759899032,0.08039643385929493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973119865191692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387756406880908,0.0,0.11306344658849644,0.1164545835723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193873496466037,0.0,0.0,0.06521404532029237
socialanxiety,HisokaXHuntah,2019/03/04,"How do you cope? Honestly its p silly in hindsight but this situation kind of made me question what my friends think about me. I’ll keep it short - Basically I cooked dinner for everyone (Im a chef) and I get hyper focused when I cook. At one point I was cutting something and I was basically in “work mode” and I guess I looked very serious. My friend pointed at me and said “look” to my other friend and shook their heqda and smirked. 

Now, Im sure it was likely nothing to be worried about and it it probably the anxiety talking. But, Ingot the feeling they were making fun of me for some reason. I have a weird anxiety that I think im mentally ill or crazy and people hang out with me because they can look past it but secretly poke fun at me. Fun thoughts, I know. 

Am I overthinking this? And how do you cope in the moment? I usually keep a poker face but sometimes it drains me from keeping it in for so long. 

",1.9067632850241552,4.05725508695652,3.6597101449275367,87.03118357487922,79.65217391304347,6.914975845410629,25.98309178743961,7.984000788550335,1.650785990338164,712,29,146,13,18,238,112,184,0.09,0.7090000000000001,0.201,0.9793,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,3,1,7,15,1,1,6,0,10,5,1,5,1,34,26,18,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,13,11,3,3,8,3,0,2,0,4,0,1,7,5,27,11,19,18,1,19,0,0,3,0,12,11,0,4,7,96,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705468996074813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851185607670977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230685454624558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512230625508991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298518645822269,0.0,0.06728974557670668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188152537749907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173600813503871,0.0,0.0,0.34343507693195824,0.0,0.13411952300914895,0.07078202068947502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292242637285772,0.0,0.0,0.1139789696824279,0.3244645140015622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218683525232905,0.08597124596786941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979443807105892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358167720755965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727440228362793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294880511230265,0.08928980347274293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435046303516516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886212069572276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427917690154746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324220690210462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251294502481913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447702747000482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991522028339352,0.12738093095453312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138717499618172,0.0,0.0,0.10352004064384407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505247107932364,0.0,0.1022483479336215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184880903881686,0.10626884849378808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376383953417278,0.13079694047800974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DownrightRegular,2019/03/04,"Problem Social anxiety, anxiety, and depression run in the family. This makes me want to talk to people, then get to afraid to talk to them, then worry about what they'd think or what they are thinking, then feel like life is pointless if I can't even interact with people without feeling like crap.
Moral of the story: mental conditions suck.
I just had to get this out considering there is no one I can talk too.
I'm 15.",5.8971951219512215,6.273025060975613,6.347463414634148,78.76460975609757,66.6829268292683,9.974634146341463,29.81463414634146,9.888512548439397,2.706592195121952,333,11,64,7,5,108,61,82,0.209,0.698,0.09300000000000001,-0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,5,7,2,1,2,0,7,2,1,1,0,14,17,6,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,2,7,2,12,15,0,6,1,1,0,0,8,2,2,2,5,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302510611089249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029599888844615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059223560278546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639287695391776,0.0,0.1999464074130142,0.2825025022875683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660114264222146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965552641956175,0.1931920692378653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197967609410746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992553173166437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339802304250064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27414839015461984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891913957785861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155070279934395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767596867863089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25338206311122313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662041477668968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905950832268448,0.0,0.0,0.2007943195895942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Andromeda-2,2019/03/04,"Went on a school trip to make friends and made no connections with a single person. For my whole life, socializing has been a real struggle for me. I really don’t know why, but when I try to talk to people it seems like things just go wrong or it ends up awkward. I’ve pretty much just avoided group activities and socializing altogether for the past decade, but I know that’s unhealthy and I’m starting to get very lonely and depressed. I want to have a normal college life with a few friends to go on trips with or just go out to coffee...anything really. So I’m starting to try and get involved with student life, but it seems like no one is interested in interacting with me at all. 

This weekend I went camping through my college, and although I had a great time because I love the outdoors, I didn’t make any friends which was the whole goal of the trip. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong because I think I’m very friendly and I have a lot common interests with my peers (music, tv shows, books, hiking, etc. ), but whenever I tried to spark up a conversation with someone, they were really quick to end it and go somewhere else. When I asked someone about a book they were reading, they gave me a really short answer and looked back down at their book to read, so I figured I’d leave them alone. Later on the bus I heard that same person get asked about their book and they went on and on over what it was about, the author, the characters and they had a normal conversation... This kind of thing happened with several different people, so it must be a problem with me, right? I was thinking maybe it’s because I’m kind of unsightly, I have a lot of acne and my hair is very long so it gets messy easily, but is that really enough to get a whole group of 20 people to push me away? What am I doing wrong? Why don’t people want to talk to me? :( ",6.22796495956873,5.553046803234501,6.625092991913746,80.6035154986523,66.14285714285714,9.684150943396226,31.21846361185985,8.982922981607832,2.3207378975741246,1448,47,300,21,20,471,174,371,0.128,0.74,0.132,0.5304,1,4,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,8,1,15,21,0,3,21,0,24,5,1,3,2,57,62,27,0,6,10,0,1,2,4,1,3,1,0,2,19,23,0,1,9,9,0,11,6,9,0,1,15,3,36,12,50,45,12,41,0,2,1,1,29,16,0,6,16,197,55,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038918808584658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278313042504059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387327737884786,0.0,0.14512533373143394,0.0,0.07292498212431896,0.059683709628009264,0.0,0.14194625239853093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685255944009318,0.0,0.0,0.08109464135850701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484016032782207,0.0,0.13749361548518696,0.08020049023120455,0.08656496261069004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987093677024876,0.0,0.2027618860547602,0.0,0.17644915725536994,0.0,0.0,0.08557448994136609,0.0,0.0,0.06863763857497199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616551063406818,0.12797102343688874,0.0,0.0,0.08218661108640514,0.0,0.0,0.16447237942243895,0.07584079706147012,0.0,0.0,0.06868978524236681,0.06517985393163356,0.0,0.0,0.13197666796579854,0.07005357905884516,0.07344434667193211,0.10362168457927497,0.0,0.07797805156699228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057058408163299476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209897955495366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259619354975232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740954848293535,0.2152431257087041,0.13554667500036768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896575245463941,0.0,0.07427026538731102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552786821273737,0.08834665968457635,0.24862146927124415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628563521996213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785539003220034,0.0,0.14132163670738426,0.0,0.08768662699556168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824423858498365,0.1315315291683607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987731606255018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114353799421396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477335739950975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313234759325646,0.09946939179876256,0.0,0.0,0.045259876168009236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809326632304746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921297692371743,0.0915626117075604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585892651280653,0.1400769517534527,0.25997430217237305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545903984980762,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MDuncan1182,2019/03/04,"Only recently has my social anxiety been nearly unmanageable. Help. I have chronic depression. Possibly caused by being bipolar or some trauma from my childhood. Regardless I've never been crippled by social anxiety. But in the last couple years anytime I have to experience being around new people it is absolutely crushing to my energy. Tonight I was at a family event for my girlfriends family and I found it difficult to speak. Stumbling over my words and then I think I'm stumbling so I stumbling more. 

This has never been an issue for me until recently and I'm getting concerned.",4.460641025641023,7.696904807692309,5.943846153846152,67.8844871794872,77.84615384615384,8.851282051282054,31.743589743589745,9.2995712137729,4.128201282051282,476,24,65,14,12,160,72,104,0.14300000000000002,0.8109999999999999,0.045,-0.8553,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,11,2,0,1,2,14,16,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,1,12,0,14,9,2,17,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,12,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847601582789569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656848500173003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911948823496652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593648774954365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030351934808684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205952459139266,0.3509117577882814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406923705747188,0.0,0.0,0.09723919082966537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475125132434392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425927166894444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171135028355648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28709199317253103,0.17975432636413835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155144251110685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903107545757955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098205497174659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675389654606421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794485742084828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925716611526295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985415804813007
socialanxiety,Danu229,2019/03/04,"Today I just let myself lose an argument I should’ve won, all because I have no back bone. Uugh I really wish I was as abrasive and mean in the situations that call for it but I just get so frazzled and over emotional in the heat of the moment, and I get the shakes, roll over, and search for the easiest way out.

This weekend overall has been hard dealing with certain customers but today I felt like I made a big mistake but my actions were so automatic and totally against my better judgment just because a customer got angry at me and yelled at me, humiliating me.

I work on an organic farm with a weekend market, this regular lady shows up. She’s been nasty before for no real reason but nothing that’s caused a scene or has even stuck to my memory. We have a bin that we put damaged or old produce in to sell at 79¢/lb, and she comes up to my register and explains that a portion of her basket came from that bin. I look at the produce and none of it is damaged, none of it is even stuff that would normally go in that bin. But I tried inspecting it for any reason to discount, if I can find any blemish or soft spot it should be discounted. I asked “are you sure? None of this seems like it came from over there” and she blows up in front of a line of people behind her “DON’T DO THAT TO ME, I GOT IT FROM OVER THERE” *points in discount bin direction* “AND THAT SHOULD BE THE END OF IT BUT YOU CAN GO LOOK IF YOU DON’T BELIEVE ME” what I should of done was immediately check the bin, catch her in her obvious lie, and either demand she pay the proper charge or ask her to leave. But instead my brain just went into auto pilot and I rung her up how she wanted to be rang up, I throw her change down and rush back to the bin where my co worker happened to be standing so I just briefly told her that I think this woman is lying about something, notice bitch lady glaring and slowly walking towards us, where I make my second mistake. Instead of just baiting her into an argument she would of lost between me and my co worker, I just rush back to my register and start ringing people up trying to look too busy to deal with it, purely just to avoid conflict at any cost. 

I’m so embarrassed about it all, there were so many opportunities to do something right about this or to defend myself and I just clammed up to avoid this lady raising her voice at me anymore or me raising my voice at her. I’ve already taken what she owed out of my own pay. No one I’ve told about my day has really made me feel any better... I guess I felt like someone would’ve had something constructive to say, to prepare me to face this woman when she comes in next week or if it ever happens again, but when there was a moment to tell my co worker the whole story, all she really said was “I think you handled it well” I don’t even know what that means... I don’t feel like it was handled well, I did the one and only thing I shouldn’t of and haven’t stopped thinking about it for hours, in my head, the poor poor decisions I made out of irrational fear of man to man conflict. I felt so pathetic I was shaking after she was long gone even.

My boss asked me if I wanted to work more in the fields a while back, and this weekend was a serious push towards that decision. I don’t want to abandon the only other register person, but then again plants aren’t mean and don’t make me panic.",4.849667014250954,5.011782096350366,5.602539103232537,83.94419099756692,68.91240875912409,8.334028501911716,28.864268335071248,8.037061389416179,1.7399961765728196,2636,86,548,31,42,861,285,685,0.158,0.7809999999999999,0.061,-0.997,2,2,3,0,0,0,53.0,3,4,0,13,46,28,1,7,28,0,47,4,4,12,9,125,101,54,0,17,30,0,7,4,0,6,0,7,0,5,40,36,0,6,19,4,11,19,15,16,2,3,34,17,92,12,96,56,12,91,0,5,3,0,45,42,1,13,32,404,132,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790395505718051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482879416144228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103237813724843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200878056673756,0.0,0.0,0.22029965036689592,0.0,0.08732340859616054,0.0,0.06094727725289952,0.08069642090265668,0.0,0.12669231390636168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799567649624121,0.07313674637511232,0.16383897131048755,0.0,0.07357821589962978,0.07576935216155165,0.1233965382018279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619195532778128,0.14768367889597506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329685504215383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056805845847594,0.06343815508422307,0.0,0.0,0.1892295472233003,0.06478857047757383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059761169894426,0.07243112113260122,0.05116864370857902,0.20631260582602992,0.0,0.06546360620276234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484181677714184,0.0,0.08141184565513576,0.0,0.11456950524153528,0.0,0.07890259530153429,0.0,0.1266748319961965,0.0,0.06416159210092827,0.0,0.0735075250721884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053582421733129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03936301867510215,0.0,0.0,0.07584013208973776,0.0,0.07324102791076399,0.0,0.13996868810872082,0.0,0.0,0.0633855358815073,0.1804399281009868,0.0801296302730643,0.07818673496713807,0.0,0.0,0.20331884521876292,0.0956199816730647,0.07261612398503738,0.0,0.2340606299470296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617359722770976,0.0,0.07017692144548164,0.06872575578426447,0.08154510598015344,0.07515799140892251,0.0,0.09706939399258066,0.10894750392888317,0.0,0.08403606061119928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931098794178404,0.06253985655610687,0.0,0.0,0.06770841817342442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200252717603768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815244995699025,0.13765369921423715,0.1472840793494382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611670351688909,0.06813141665042631,0.056958773593416535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520436512315839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050907520170615,0.0,0.0,0.06068730912633859,0.1654203980253162,0.0,0.0,0.050696275547174166,0.0,0.0,0.05988139047550575,0.0,0.0,0.0819930552527793,0.0,0.0,0.06750535785428749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626030759264804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758421573055418,0.13768249560089013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357835321328339,0.13688078995678174,0.0,0.09725683248522296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615560041683905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673817197089798,0.056852290470222284,0.05745295080958925,0.0,0.12879827249027434,0.06639674144437463,0.0,0.07996633172590471,0.08236477961651066,0.0,0.0,0.10428715458194693,0.0,0.0,0.15264022770497973,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FlamingCheeks,2019/03/04,"I Need A Bit of Advice So, considering I'm posting this here, I struggle with social anxiety. Yet, I always strive to get to know people. I'm 21 now and have never been in a relationship before, but I'm always on the look out for ""the one.""  I'm currently taking a class that meets only one day of the week and there's a girl in this class that, in my opinion, is one of the most beautiful people I have ever seen. She smiled at me the first day without even knowing me. Last week I finally decided to talk to her since she is taking a film class I took a couple semesters back. We talked briefly and had a really good discussion with shared views on many things. I've never had an interaction like this with really anyone, let alone somebody I'm interested in. My mind has now gone a bit crazy this last week, with my anxiety off the charts thinking about doing anything. I'm also overweight which causes some self-image issues with this situation. (I'm currently working on fixing that with exercise.) I just don't know what to do. I'm so nervous to try and ask her out or anything, but I also feel like I may regret not doing so for a very long time. I'd talk to my mom about this, but she would try and find out who she is with even merely a first name, plus I haven't really gotten to know this girl yet, though I would like to. ",4.203643790849675,4.809465867647064,5.443774509803923,82.94795751633987,70.47058823529412,8.544444444444443,25.405228758169926,8.680891452615391,1.5873130718954251,1044,28,217,17,18,349,143,272,0.079,0.807,0.114,0.9277,2,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,3,19,9,0,2,17,0,18,2,0,1,3,46,42,16,0,4,7,1,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,14,17,1,0,8,2,0,2,6,3,0,5,7,4,24,6,37,31,4,37,0,1,3,0,22,12,0,5,25,146,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107757711465012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712968313633943,0.0,0.1654372886816943,0.17213597508948622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825825959342074,0.0,0.0,0.07232565406769803,0.0,0.17023990736585698,0.0,0.09669976391042376,0.0,0.0,0.07953677668720778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880173885429941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258531361220387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062584369481398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445122918529085,0.0,0.13341679769468384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663851227230744,0.09356481598361277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230092646205567,0.07389551424631964,0.0,0.113310332071903,0.0945396730138584,0.17596715870220642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404163699719562,0.0,0.0,0.08675816638547702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796150146150728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22738539046298556,0.16863015108260468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057714848222084,0.0,0.15160248694127273,0.0,0.0,0.09153861486770687,0.086861147187008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486902594115798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444202586379553,0.1211443294728021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669732945427465,0.15955419977742194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102750512847106,0.0786686068379017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342057933104393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906418847593516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879344368158047,0.0,0.0,0.11105277923705192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790749693560872,0.0,0.0,0.08556427198093478,0.11626768040615924,0.0,0.10544113917195602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108134958454844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554371434340247,0.2494165675823037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871904034516302,0.06627834338733644,0.1016264659197402,0.0,0.06031502877589647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492246967196125,0.1404540579851007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534647419441692,0.0,0.0,0.2489131059964734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970971282605567,0.0,0.07530347062752357,0.0,0.0,0.14695755451554246,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ittstartedwithamouse,2019/03/04,"The real reason I don't want a relationship.. I always tell people I don't wanna get married because I want to live life for myself/want to be independent. But the truth is, I really do want to find a partner. I want to get married, find somebody to spend life with, and have a family. But I am not a normal person. I struggle to interact with my own relatives, and making friends. I can't deal with social gatherings. 

If I were to ever get married, I probably wouldn't be able to interact and fit in with my hypothetical future partner's family and friends. I would end up holding them back from everything.

I can't ruin somebody's life like that.",2.7433333333333323,4.944792500000002,5.0715625000000015,77.70052083333336,77.125,8.016666666666666,27.072916666666664,8.841846274778883,2.474560416666667,512,21,93,12,12,179,71,128,0.042,0.797,0.161,0.9397,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,6,0,13,3,0,3,2,29,21,7,0,9,4,0,0,1,4,2,3,0,0,3,1,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,16,4,17,16,1,7,0,1,0,0,13,3,0,1,5,64,17,0,0.15797317461656926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144633624815225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214716201780121,0.0,0.09629898099226504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286340645086292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991734378789608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289578057561592,0.0,0.0,0.14197610317627093,0.0,0.29784609955200136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887692393483647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440993656787171,0.0,0.24760339090446765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33474337516045555,0.07717771358438827,0.0,0.13949320738915574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544832073836442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478017024340593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951870860145756,0.13793608276579156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032180093102972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980805744294184,0.10120166079369487,0.16242273390091205,0.0,0.16960406972797792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610337574906117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514786176272767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807551756440545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727066853306973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221961077580704,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,getfucked_zepar,2019/03/04,"I need advice please? First time posting so go easy on me.
Alright so it's a little bit of a silly question but I need some backstory fill in before I ask...ok so I used to date this guy in a band and we broke up more than a year ago (whatever, not the point), and a little after we broke up he got kicked out of the band, and I stayed friends with one of his band mates on social media. Now I realize when I get invited to their shows I know he literally just pushes the invite button to every person he has on his friends list, but I still enjoyed their music and want to go to one of their shows... which finally leads me to the question: would it be weird if I went to a show? Or am I overthinking it and they won't even remember me😂 
Sorry if it's long and I hope I made at least some sense. Thanks for the read! 😅",0.034476674641148015,2.0189003125000013,2.3033133971291875,95.04766746411484,85.64772727272727,5.523444976076556,17.785885167464112,6.8360192770164,-0.09102954545454534,629,15,148,8,19,213,110,176,0.067,0.765,0.16699999999999998,0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,4,2,9,10,0,0,11,1,5,0,0,3,0,32,18,15,0,7,7,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,5,7,0,6,2,3,0,3,3,0,23,7,24,12,5,31,0,2,0,0,22,12,0,8,11,96,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832834312395093,0.13455350370754193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419040322369527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916290419061774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571638550621046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025647977930932,0.0,0.12789040787849776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662795477970953,0.0,0.12911329020541268,0.0,0.0,0.23454659685499615,0.0,0.07930449763756962,0.0,0.1725325706791176,0.0,0.1214010756155222,0.0,0.0,0.15029688836718666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507626461885035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342032719015087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042687838751405,0.0,0.13433019926652426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362825110938413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510210720782048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571492938199384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325379879880871,0.0,0.16662086265045906,0.1434914950038436,0.0,0.14537375508009193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34008116825753226,0.0,0.15183200994453033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719495373988749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473174087600206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991752236845198,0.0,0.1617889383247015,0.12122043529974927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974869750080726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851051379728267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109863028499913,0.0,0.0,0.08953022514658958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071171576973088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782792382386222,0.0,0.0,0.09774838429528647
socialanxiety,WexDs,2019/03/04,"Debating online vs real life I feel like I am able to form arguments that represent my beliefs pretty well on Reddit, but in real life I can't seem to get my thoughts together quick enough. I end up just asking questions and grossly misrepresenting my beliefs by agreeing with the other person. 

Anyone else face similar issues? How do you resolve this?",5.944218749999997,8.071401234375003,6.733250000000003,69.58675000000002,67.90625,8.870000000000003,33.1125,9.3871,3.56781625,285,13,42,6,5,94,55,64,0.061,0.76,0.179,0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,15,8,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,8,3,7,7,2,5,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,30,11,0,0.2191207190073546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321430154042645,0.22451507111160016,0.0,0.0,0.2048482931490932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304724377410272,0.0,0.1940759185654,0.2264102773949286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079401937105923,0.15653988544124403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448153180718447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870510129362506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095428880088453,0.10705131509195538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913277599570887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292454655093755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454653534206051,0.0,0.0,0.4988146997215646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947927298563367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395737487001295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701584172805886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,commanderollie,2019/04/24,"i feel like over analyzing my day out of anxiety is ruining my perception on how bad i am as a person,, i have crippling social anxiety, i throw up when i cry over a presentation, avoid eye contact as much as possible, too scared to talk to teachers, my parents, or even some of my close friends, my leg shakes whenever i sit down, incredibly self-conscious to the point to where i’m insecure on how i walk in public, and mumble or say something awkward/uncomfortable when a person does approach me. 
i feel like a responsibility or a chore more than a friend to most of my friends. my social anxiety and general anxiety decided to think, “you know what this kid needs? a speech impediment.” whenever i talk (uncommonly though, because i feel awkward around close friends and don’t know how to talk normally or think of a topic without sounding too unnatural) to my friends, i talk simultaneously in quiet tongues, and they usually give me the good ol’, “haha yeah.”
i’m really clingy around my friends because i’m afraid of losing them and being alone again. whenever there’s a new person at school and they become *best* friends with my friends, i feel jealous. i think constantly that i’m annoying because of this, and that i need to acknowledge that new people will come along but i’m just,, they start to favour the new friend over me, and i feel like all of the struggling i try to put in to try to communicate with people is overshadowed but that’s okay but i feel weak and people always talk over me when i try to express my feelings and i think i’m really petty and annoying and assfggjakskjdsjakoajfjskaos

high school is one hell of a drug,,!,!!!",5.844601133057723,7.006371665594855,6.5767110702802025,74.28822079314044,67.07073954983923,10.168182514163222,33.13749808605114,10.290406445055957,3.4870044709845365,1312,57,242,33,21,432,154,311,0.145,0.731,0.124,-0.6809,2,2,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,4,2,16,32,4,7,14,3,8,4,2,3,1,57,32,29,0,3,9,1,7,3,9,1,2,4,1,4,7,21,0,1,16,0,0,6,2,15,0,1,0,12,39,17,45,30,6,39,1,2,1,0,31,20,1,6,15,153,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885935757987768,0.0,0.0,0.0633556079628602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329913487630449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556368597504842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357475170228541,0.13924497238441588,0.08409201313334222,0.0,0.0,0.07990552972128036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558893287407139,0.0,0.08228162652897275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363757251298269,0.04910479826201593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663170879724221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829966060611656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050290568323399336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694950772389399,0.1631859428002762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294387710455088,0.0,0.0,0.0730416117091443,0.0,0.06386365632445419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044739635872189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369046416454003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159628571369516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518256699564883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055972569439104065,0.11291552353718645,0.0,0.22061304080614466,0.0,0.0,0.07460224503978011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159527211608478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454583195512291,0.0,0.0,0.1583602380591313,0.1994507713127296,0.0,0.0,0.07197807911471063,0.08583780324525912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654297260735764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755605107671186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055056701343809,0.07623066025856211,0.15411799179192318,0.0,0.0,0.07943191501430115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523280297597358,0.0,0.05861724345588335,0.0,0.0,0.05389315879170714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959935198187072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059972068974715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515291851772315,0.0748083778549472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550847037617365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385881438540937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339743447135823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Reinalam,2019/04/24,"Where could I go to meet new people/make friends? Hello, 22 yr old here. What kind of places can i go to to meet people? I don't have many friends and i want to change that, just suggestions on how to be more social.",-0.5997101449275384,1.5585783043478258,0.7391304347826093,103.4185507246377,92.04347826086956,3.936231884057971,14.18840579710145,5.46131890053228,-1.2411768115942028,166,3,41,1,6,52,35,46,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,7,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987142333240405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254526490220262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436322878729688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32095928452070555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940490511673712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862828991450848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272718553062597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963039954996937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576256611269102,0.0,0.29502071275092473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878447162105358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655149165701888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jessssrw,2019/04/24,"I don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore. So I'm a 20 yo female, recently engaged to an incredibly supportive man.

However, I am unemployed.

I had a Business Admin apprenticeship which ended because they closed the office and I couldn't travel to the new one as I don't drive. I then worked in a College which I loved because I already knew all the people I was working with because I used to be a student there. That ended for the same reason as the apprenticeship.

I've suffered with SA for most of my life but recently it has been getting worse and just the thought of working in a customer facing role terrifies me, especially having to answer the phone. (I rarely answer my own if I don't know who it is)

Now I don't even know what sort of job I want to do as 99% of the Business Admin jobs out there require you to answer the phone a lot. I've looked at working in a library (I really love books) but there's no job vacancies nearby.

I also love gaming but I'm not good enough with computers to go into a programming career etc. I'm also not creative enough to be an artist or author.

It feels like my SA is ruining the career part of my life and I'm just stuck in limbo because I don't know what to do anymore. 

Any advice or help would be GREATLY appreciated. I'm just stuck.",2.990806828391733,4.4642348264150975,4.916334231805929,82.29081761006293,74.32075471698113,7.462713387241689,26.95867026055705,8.11559375814309,1.770451931716083,1019,38,202,16,21,350,138,265,0.10300000000000001,0.777,0.12,0.7689,8,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,1,1,5,11,10,0,0,20,0,21,7,1,2,1,42,45,16,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,10,10,0,1,11,4,0,3,9,2,0,1,7,2,25,8,30,33,9,18,0,2,1,3,12,8,0,6,8,140,35,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170794037816106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615017397508618,0.18283638476431927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777385691752324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674083531731176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27874306234814944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249948899350054,0.23623727154948296,0.12749217941173974,0.0755044156082331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057801432738330875,0.08166713068595104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972521439422165,0.0,0.06496822425437593,0.09588255233813624,0.0,0.1260334192453687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662337754687289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34032196148223337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512995895409377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24223359513138445,0.05584885740189901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599636366569182,0.0,0.0,0.09718708657064287,0.30952304028495625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104067772344296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746325005160375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379272031654785,0.0,0.07925208529059344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732335393211975,0.11753553821648267,0.2257458471535372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972405680716864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907538652353662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987320269821752,0.0,0.0,0.06742633836583077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328926492801251,0.0,0.1164974242859238,0.08120656532616469,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PoodlesAreAwe,2019/04/24,"A vent about my life I've always hated going to school, it meant me facing people when I
just couldn't do that.

I really hate this because even though I hated school  I loved the
social excitment I got when I went there but I very rarely got it because
of my fucking tendancy to overcomplicate everyfucking thing ever.

I'll be honest, I CARVE social interaction I just want someone to
interact with me but I'm so socially awkward it's unbearable

Everyone knew me at school as the ""smart"" guy (yeah really smart didnt
even get full degrees in anything) so when I made a mistake people
just were like ""oh how did you make a mistake you are the smartest
person ever ahhhhhh"" and the other people that are like ""you are just
so quiet"" like shit man didn't know this

I really think this was what made the spiral into social anxiety very
fast for me and I hate it very much

Now I try to avoid social interactions even though I want them soo bad
but I just don't have anything intersting to say

All my interactions have been just saying hi to people then us never
talking again and im sick of it

I only have 1 or 2 real friends I actually can call them friends and be sincere about it

sometimes I really feel like no one wants to be friends with me and
man it really hurts

thanks for reading my venting",4.235985312117506,5.585272023255817,5.576332109343127,79.26864749082009,71.01550387596897,8.532354141166872,26.757241942064468,8.99025400887824,2.09508992248062,1034,34,198,20,19,347,142,258,0.166,0.6579999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.4463,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,3,2,0,25,26,6,2,8,1,19,6,2,4,4,39,43,20,0,6,10,0,1,4,3,0,2,3,0,4,15,8,0,1,5,1,0,2,6,12,0,1,13,4,33,14,19,26,3,16,0,1,0,2,28,4,2,1,14,133,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.08347528605043676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117663156992386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654383247320756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078525025089494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142282782158113,0.10428951138973867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734651643489635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694962782976543,0.15475273966900344,0.0,0.08173770889574432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04325189747953841,0.061110221607610975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826536569911885,0.07908090615639995,0.04469143285109722,0.0,0.04861469416508918,0.0,0.1368292639269371,0.0,0.0,0.08469864250182048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378145312129073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157298130664424,0.0,0.09239852665285406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04701087658449533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604198553932777,0.1671632650098251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720373107108182,0.16188116768133118,0.05709901461758871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288218329977233,0.0,0.06597418399662132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057964524250312975,0.06505748077483102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372123254138815,0.07469075231343528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556374832728915,0.09736392982272933,0.2739974932043222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605063666003853,0.0,0.2597149614561533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780619647007781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359893457049799,0.0724782726429458,0.0,0.08460184049552162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875429391991532,0.0,0.07875429157786958,0.0,0.0,0.056829373568699736,0.05481096239055122,0.16808641003166055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807645224950329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289480925458024,0.0,0.0,0.2117398601786777,0.1513621861739233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929699303342473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Radiorxy,2019/04/24,"How do you guys cope with crippling anxiety that prevents you from talking to girls you like? There’s a girl in a couple of my classes I’ve developed a crush on. I think she might think I’m cute, but that’s not the point. I don’t have social anxiety in general-I can talk to girls I’m kind of interested in, but if it’s a full-on crush like this one, I’m hopeless. I saw her sitting by herself today (a perfect opportunity) and was too scared to do shit. This was just one of numerous opportunities I’ve completely missed because I can’t get myself together.

How do you guys deal with it?",2.067503725782416,3.942397926229512,4.2108643815201185,84.62690760059614,77.9344262295082,7.7150521609538,26.66467958271237,8.575989854853784,1.9318590163934424,465,19,99,10,11,160,76,122,0.177,0.6709999999999999,0.152,-0.5005,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,4,0,3,5,12,1,1,6,0,10,1,1,2,1,15,18,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,1,13,8,14,14,0,7,0,2,1,0,16,5,1,2,3,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096845082034747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233865864451184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222188013769336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396159742049548,0.0,0.0,0.20867468764191746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575029587070592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008332663782456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107777213110042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777352845678814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472385595878385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27431501737249914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134183436776156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264661891981275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776982664506569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633038308882576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32537721261420777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25939089977584473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185996967676844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Maman0urs,2019/04/24,"Ruining my life **I've ruined my high school years,  I'm ruining my life**

I do not wonder  if i'm happy or not, I just live, let the life decide for me, and I know that I will regret it later but I do nothing  to change

**I terrified by what the others might think of me**

My life, all my actions are dictated by what the people may think of me, i do nothing to change this, i stay alone in my small comfort zone.

**My problem with the eyes of the others:**

 whenever i'm outside, in the street, with stranger, i think of what they could thing of me

Actually even thinking that my existence can be reveal in the brain  of the others make me feel uncomfortable, so i do nothing that could make the others notice me.

examples that i'm very not proud of: 

​

* when i'm in the street, if i need to turn around, i afraid to someone would notice me and think to themself about me

  

*  when i go to the supermarket, i never put the snaks or the candy first in my caddy even if the radius is closer than the pasta, i'm afraid of what people think about me

​

* basically every situation outside, i just say to myself ""shit people my thing something of me if i do that""

​

I no it sound ridiculous, but when i'm outside i just automatically think like that, even the fact that a small think about me can cross the mind of the others can scare me

​

**I can't really realise what my condition is like, I must be afraid of realise that i'm ruining my life so i just carry on**

I would like to cry, to really realise that my situation is pretty bad, i would like to be depressed, to realise that I need to do something, but i'm not, I just live

i never get out of my comfort zone, i like to think  that i'm strong in every days life, but that's a lie, i'm weak, i don't no who I am, i think that i need help, i need someone i can trust

I do not honour the value of life

i just realise i have zero goal, i'm more than lost, it's not that i don't now what to do with my life, i don't even now who I am

​

**life experience:**

I think that I missed basic experience teenagers usually do, but I was to scared, I did not grow up, I faked to grown up since my first year of high school, when my second years started, I was alone, I didn't even tried to make friends, I didn't even thought of making friends, I just sat down and stayed alone, I thought it was normal for me, so I haven't built any social skills in 3 years And now I'm here, making again and again the same mistakes

I'm not really sad about it, i just thing that's normal for me, but it might obviously be me lying to myself to avoid to make effort 

I'm really deeply sink (don't now if it's correct in english) in this situation, i feel like i don't need a lot of thing to be happy, I feel like i need a group of friends that can make me forgot about the eyes of others

​

I'm highly procrastinating every days, i always do my homework and i always study for exam in the last minute but i do it correctly, without to much effort, i afraid of the days i would need to deeply invest myself in something, i've never done that.

That's my first post on internet, I'm watching youtube video every days but I've never commented (maybe one or two times), I obviously haveno social media since I'm that afraid of what the people could think of me, the idea to put something on internet with my real identity is ludicrous for me

​

I've never talk about me to anyone, so yeah, I guess it's a step forward for me

​

Sincerely, your knight stake (just googled it, sorry for the english mistakes)",2.0338742964352754,3.798073421409216,3.6759403794037935,88.93035834896814,77.65853658536584,6.384356889722744,22.464957264957267,7.260789875918717,0.7062628059203662,2787,82,598,34,65,928,237,738,0.132,0.7659999999999999,0.102,-0.9575,0,4,4,0,0,0,128.0,0,1,1,11,37,44,2,8,31,1,56,15,4,7,12,117,116,30,0,26,34,0,3,7,3,9,10,2,1,0,51,12,1,2,22,1,1,9,25,25,0,7,12,8,107,19,87,86,5,70,0,9,3,0,14,28,1,14,39,411,158,6,0.0,0.0,0.03758609334551962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967298671696408,0.0,0.0,0.06409685176976569,0.3338568554538045,0.3744095784558102,0.02619222400691549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02693130663429659,0.0,0.0,0.034287436285038324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0321592797164051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299663215137328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148971421666723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225575762035633,0.0,0.04230805496247708,0.09935862275143068,0.0,0.033173803792809174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0394152754376888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263686389680778,0.0,0.129805679885748,0.0,0.0,0.07535214413218752,0.0,0.0,0.05842459246157695,0.055031725014305324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828515696807752,0.0,0.0,0.08927217737053415,0.0,0.020123038163312453,0.0,0.021889549821355412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04242975397470857,0.0,0.0,0.08200206915412711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025816485821217885,0.12208291433391365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347991439051256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021167405098701055,0.031395708515422005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039385254480318106,0.24484512590063606,0.13171892142913394,0.0,0.06802072763772132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04204480113820671,0.03274495490520013,0.0,0.0,0.17996826323422402,0.0,0.038694533230953176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171885123262622,0.03889021482491151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02831371682688533,0.19991405911682975,0.1485296999517453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547507151710472,0.11087152070885847,0.0877015203709571,0.0,0.0,0.02609946155661601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680867389093876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03688771391995894,0.03918465351546002,0.0,0.036854642996972574,0.0,0.07743850508240863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438396791188304,0.09869743099574224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030629496292662463,0.07712253876197889,0.07796056570660441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953615558556224,0.06372172295882697,0.1298809084980736,0.0,0.07852449279619406,0.0652690215265343,0.11860609930999402,0.0,0.043115546899524425,0.027261847226700883,0.08210593540831987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030957729304668963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102353366644588,0.29615423384462825,0.0,0.061154857696955424,0.02245900926246252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02614985894277175,0.04189438501968712,0.037624568785759455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241997013429985,0.031779761915937815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03712808249231542,0.04176899607370717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109442742382389,0.0,0.3744095784558102,0.09921225283163963
socialanxiety,Zdoupain,2019/04/24,"Paranoia, kind of So I have this issue.I am a pretty good student according to my teachers , I can solve almost any exercise they assign me in a really short period of time without making any errors. So, every time my mom goes there to learn about my performance (they usually call your parents like every 3 months ) they say great things about me. Despite this, I always think that they are just straight up lying. If you are having the same thoughts as me, or even I you have managed to make them go away please let me know. Thanks !
(Sorry about my hideous English ,not my first language",3.2616707616707643,5.792988189189195,3.653562653562656,86.84137592137594,77.01801801801801,6.198525798525798,24.505323505323506,7.348242739294969,1.2531009009009009,463,16,84,6,11,144,83,111,0.045,0.758,0.19699999999999998,0.9479,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,5,2,8,5,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,2,0,13,15,5,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,21,5,13,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,3,7,59,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835133642644435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249111064644413,0.0,0.0,0.2492528864576152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721834432988967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713399339739895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104476407473864,0.0,0.30881723122837346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588506385053436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415368841512017,0.15371393624014673,0.0,0.202050242693684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084223283824253,0.10071761791354293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874008171374656,0.0,0.08953399233142921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24466154027814066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463768210245174,0.14628032619630424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034940272836155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116987005578654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864463283261325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740421296004107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457396355436106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051500955601884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872573379769,0.0,0.0,0.1217530824610498,0.11742877326703165,0.0,0.14549189100786414,0.2137265199079343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184043929657172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766608617771953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kttulu,2019/04/24,"Had a job interview today and I'm pretty sure I didn't even seem human So I arrive at the interview site after sitting in my car and staring out the window for an hour. We got a ton of snow last night because Canada, and I figure mentioning it would set things off on the right foot. The man responded jokingly that we can never trust Spring around here and that we never learn our lesson. He stops talking and stares into my soul, indicating it is now my turn to talk. I do not know where to go from here, so my anxious brain digs deep for something to say. I find the meme folder in my brain, and remember a funny one I saw that was called the 11 seasons of Canada. It was like second winter,  spring of deception, third winter, etc etc

I couldn't remember exactly what the meme was, and I was too anxious to explain myself, but I laughed and said ""yeah, haha. winter of deception"" with no further context. The man looks at me for at least 4 hours, perhaps trying to understand if/what my mental problem is. I follow up my comment by saying ""it'll probably be winter until october"" (?????). I get three confused looks from across the room. 

He then started the interview off asking me if I knew anything about the company. Literally the company I researched last night that makes and produces paper and cardboard. Pretty simple. I get scared and don't know how to respond and say ""nah not really"" (?????). He then explains to me what paper is, briefly pausing for any of my input. I say ""yeah"" multiple times. They then ask me if I have any questions. I had a few things in mind to ask, but I just froze when they all looked at me waiting for me to say something, so I simply say ""no"". They then asked me basic interview questions while I try to formulate a mathematical equation in my head for the amount of time to look in their eyes before glancing at the floor. I mostly end up having a conversation with the conference table. Then at the end, they again asked me if I had any questions, and I again simply responded ""no"". Mercifully, the interview is over shortly after and I shake their hands with my soggy noodle arm. I feel absolutely pathetic",4.428667294560867,5.973367041362536,5.428820343772074,79.75470685189546,70.80048661800488,8.222933835648695,28.343222666980616,8.748949900417786,2.268147413860765,1678,62,307,30,31,552,218,411,0.086,0.865,0.048,-0.9291,1,0,2,0,0,0,67.0,4,0,6,2,16,10,0,3,24,3,21,7,7,3,5,64,50,31,0,6,8,0,3,1,0,2,0,7,2,3,12,23,0,2,17,1,0,4,10,4,0,4,12,19,54,6,54,34,8,70,1,0,9,0,47,29,0,9,36,221,66,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685398606747021,0.0,0.0,0.18665928271475984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679837995181415,0.07354345234737505,0.3861619443324684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050360369580831565,0.0,0.07029792942682682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844477808976321,0.08435753108135413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634192535210086,0.0,0.18427158601914592,0.054565379930655966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041771823707213336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550716252297282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863241967667181,0.0,0.04695110625389077,0.0,0.06607349300048304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478519538162907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271514057363798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198106462795737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080434216501616,0.13468191520189854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040360740471652015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774978397321031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055145094468742537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325488910118768,0.0,0.08341599637191603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274331136310431,0.0,0.0,0.1550541828315687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598098648509065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809508151066568,0.08907123163897697,0.07904987875136324,0.0,0.0,0.27763778751380913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052924267601271835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716978409222948,0.07055140303821136,0.07858427374150738,0.3941850097447736,0.08271043812081619,0.0,0.0,0.07520814816269365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719968241718352,0.0,0.0,0.05847419870505649,0.0,0.0,0.06906851218570388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786216376298627,0.0,0.0,0.13280306354630173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976936099629493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634509058840944,0.0,0.07830785548951752,0.0,0.0,0.11217816864817627,0.08985966995912127,0.0,0.08600347612020075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868619807452216,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,leitequentee,2019/04/24,"Job Interview tomorrow I've got a interview tomorrow. In the past two months I've been to 14, I also cancel 3 because I was too nervous to go.

I just can't get a fucking job because I always behave like an idiot due to my anxiety. Usually I just go completely  blank and don't say anything or I just talk about a lot of things that make no sense and make terrible jokes. I tried to practice but people don't seem impressed buy memorized answers. I just don't know how to react at this kind of stuff. Any advice? I can't stand failure anymore",2.3235135135135145,4.2585048198198185,4.366027027027027,83.53066216216217,77.37837837837839,7.6832432432432425,28.21711711711712,8.548686976883017,2.295334414414415,429,19,84,9,10,147,76,111,0.134,0.799,0.067,-0.5759,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,1,5,0,7,1,0,4,0,17,16,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,1,1,2,6,4,0,1,3,1,10,4,10,13,1,11,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,3,7,50,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727936363414505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326341919792316,0.15946917602078894,0.0,0.0,0.13032940823795494,0.0,0.1466126661944263,0.0,0.19006652170091545,0.0,0.0,0.15771263234995211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233657621639401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009426680868248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717847368696332,0.10012985743714814,0.0,0.21783962095462006,0.0,0.1532809961126337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803685465351632,0.0,0.0,0.19957526370991613,0.10532650376380397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363111018352067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293502202968635,0.0,0.0,0.25585736812286736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297418313557826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295278459522304,0.1328668315757704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240875022278955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447208165731376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193948059209723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404199886206793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732456112193405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011860469036934,0.0,0.18721540346331708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110767532995795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,olegracula,2019/04/24,"Sad hour I always think to have spent my teenage years not doing enough,not making real good memories... I’m only 20 but I feel like I’ve spent so much time in vain",0.3047142857142866,2.489243400000003,1.9825000000000017,96.43375000000002,86.42857142857143,4.642857142857143,14.464285714285715,5.985473137389443,-0.8274285714285718,129,2,29,1,4,42,30,35,0.156,0.7040000000000001,0.141,-0.1406,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,2,2,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860199948829321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551762741586361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380574526937972,0.24556859303369294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883135880541724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385155801700056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679344580803669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294497436662084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526891389621252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614304710392679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912524391143927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025531184449126,0.0,0.0,0.20043810380575688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135789249960436
socialanxiety,scratchwall,2019/04/24,"Remember that the people you’re talking to want you to be confident as well I think this helps me because the only thing holding myself back is usually myself. There are so many uncertainties, but I don’t have control over them, which is only ok and expected. At least for me, this is one of the primary reasons for my anxiety, but remembering that they want me to be confident as much as I do helps. For example, imagine if someone you loved felt uncomfortable while talking to you. Wouldn’t you want them to not be so tense around you? :)",6.7249838187702276,6.908444038834954,7.2583980582524275,73.59918284789647,64.92233009708738,11.138511326860844,35.61326860841424,10.864195022040775,3.946237540453075,428,19,79,11,6,141,66,103,0.09300000000000001,0.67,0.237,0.9422,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,3,1,6,3,0,0,3,1,11,1,0,2,0,19,17,10,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,17,3,15,12,2,6,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,1,3,66,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601086555769202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990992354431567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676306484860224,0.0,0.11634926389810665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407083296273086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325990862900754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558649818901815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226271675085394,0.0,0.0,0.19350670590209249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030741235123276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129334765094919,0.2903221962917965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232145343131232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962405555590156,0.0,0.0,0.4324246780624771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171892184054762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068194061249888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268019323208625,0.1222983029205162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210210347089034,0.0,0.3377305868761972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716101608549677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,800suprfkt,2019/04/24,"weird social anxiety physical symptoms so, im actually not too sure when my social anxiety started but, im 20 now, and its gotten especially worse after being abused and humiliated by my sons biological ""father"", we'll just call him sperm donor. anyways, every single day, its gotten to the point where when im looking at someone i will like.. not be able to focus on what they're saying if im looking them in the face/eyes and i get stuck and like i can feel my facial expression or look in my eyes change to like a frightened or almost angry expression?? and my face gets red, like i cant control the nerves in my eyes or face and i have to look away and people think im uninterested or weird, but my social anxiety has gotten to the point where its physical and very hard to prevent or control. sometimes my vision will play tricks on me like the lights in the room are flickering, my hands get clammy, it feels like every nerve in my body is being tickled and, one time in specific, after my aunts memorial me and my family went back to my grammas house and my cousin was there with her friend and she was talking to me about something and the stuck thing happened and my eyes like bulged out and my vision got shaky so i looked away and rubbed my eyes and just said my eyes hurt, and i can tell people notice something is wrong when this happens but theyre not sure what, and me either. i just know i have this insane anxiety, and that cousin and i used to be best friends i was so comfortable around her, and at this point in my life this anxiety thing happens even when im around my own family. no possible danger anywhere. i dont know what to do and im so tired of feeling like this. i wonder if anyone else out there in the world knows what im talking about?? this anxiety is debilitating and its taking over who i am. i dont know what to do..",3.96969534050179,5.160178801075271,5.0408602150537645,83.4618458781362,71.47311827956989,7.984229390681005,25.60573476702509,8.401726058763845,1.5571659498207886,1462,44,296,23,27,481,175,372,0.177,0.695,0.129,-0.9489,0,0,2,0,1,0,34.0,1,0,1,3,24,22,2,1,9,0,25,13,10,3,2,63,56,42,0,2,17,5,6,8,2,3,3,2,1,0,20,29,0,3,9,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,11,20,45,15,37,38,4,38,0,1,11,0,25,26,0,10,19,198,65,1,0.0649833952282538,0.07699469718205652,0.06341441977531853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507148348910362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29827271689343826,0.0,0.0,0.04543790088279242,0.06658316779370793,0.0,0.11569799806598377,0.0,0.0,0.1221080778790129,0.04996821974492468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819606413516746,0.0,0.0,0.07218190264078725,0.0,0.0,0.06635531210719695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874381566077913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576880679747775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041908913980067915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232011047287936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428528822605675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292091967526485,0.0,0.10950262638131653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252112329425485,0.0,0.09857267147988906,0.09284830107072166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041201991013464,0.0,0.10185342574810302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197315751016368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239380536815918,0.0,0.058212358084889164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498211325575062,0.06956606861039383,0.0,0.5615457444249763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285269821938062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589969383702768,0.2539808357635546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728484275271574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398402617441052,0.0,0.0,0.04403443039015192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010260815749928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429093894082665,0.07325901418530488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061814089909842114,0.05167740412800825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872716364982654,0.05506021989781132,0.10005478489630852,0.06427023950185648,0.0,0.04599558161025771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249216191147215,0.06754262933979514,0.04885942592832637,0.10446238311441708,0.05679835168858064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634416056691213,0.041638735747769565,0.0,0.0,0.037892340340216185,0.07468885337126417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612478906486553,0.0,0.053618106675010165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060240258417368936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047172011899015,0.0,0.0,0.0662236314243608,0.0,0.07104914141780999,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IsabeauB,2019/04/24,"God, trying to be social is exhausting. I didn't use to be socially anxious. I was prettier when I was younger, and I had more confidence in my appeal and my ability to make conversation and charm people. I believed I had something to offer. I know that things changed when I got a little older, I'm not as pretty, I'm 10 pounds overweight, and I stopped caring about my facade. Now, I don't want anyone to look at me, please don't look at me! Don't talk to me! I'm not interesting! Leave me alone!

​

I often volunteer to help out with our company social events, we put on at least a few per month. Our Events Director resigned recently and the girl who was her assistant was new so she's a little overwhelmed. I like her so I help her out by standing at the door checking tickets, doing wristbands, etc. I can handle the momentary social aspect of the interaction, because I only have to talk to the person for a moment. Last night we had an event and it was really well attended. The check in part was over and it was ok for us to mingle and I couldn't. I mean, the thought of having to talk to anyone was terrifying. I KNOW people won't like me, I KNOW it will be an awkward exchange, why would I put myself through that voluntarily? Nope. I left. Once I was in the car I had this big sigh and I realized it was exhausting. I mean, physically, mentally, emotionally exhausting. Sometimes I attribute it to age, but I'm only in my forties. I know it's social anxiety. I don't need to be reminded constantly that people don't like being around me, it happens every day, all day at my job. People leave the room when I walk in, they exit conversations if I contribute. I'm not imagining this. They all go out to lunch in their little cliques. Not once has anyone asked me to go. So you know what? Fine. I will stay lonely with my little social anxiety. At least I won't be tired.",1.7592553191489344,4.133155776595746,3.861638297872343,84.11900000000003,81.65957446808511,7.057872340425532,23.761702127659568,8.158263871857827,1.6413608510638298,1476,54,289,31,40,503,188,376,0.087,0.813,0.099,0.7332,1,3,1,0,0,0,57.0,5,1,3,0,11,17,0,2,15,1,38,6,0,3,2,44,63,18,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,2,2,15,17,2,1,10,1,3,7,14,7,2,0,17,2,59,9,44,34,8,54,0,3,2,0,32,26,0,2,22,204,74,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382671082183353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769561174298916,0.09834776937704726,0.0,0.0,0.12383374032032675,0.09143619557706499,0.0,0.16977988297091282,0.0,0.0,0.07205142326109894,0.07566551966314017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933867242341088,0.0,0.0,0.09118870508297867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825210477665443,0.0,0.08562101058884285,0.0,0.0,0.08746454859219263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439582188340894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091043652738213,0.0,0.0,0.09026656769216364,0.0,0.0,0.06819322904016513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199715056337457,0.0,0.06473301236975425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157265320522252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850123243716588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031785561281572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240532237914287,0.06597476300127614,0.0,0.17140198688434186,0.08793869450212563,0.0,0.0,0.1186257390169212,0.3244820501046898,0.0,0.0,0.13593402040835792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402632614489264,0.0,0.0,0.17632905744789326,0.0,0.0,0.08156583708977368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460344035011302,0.0,0.0,0.06001403783476236,0.0,0.07816982090108955,0.0,0.07595424336915785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723913252299061,0.0,0.1231130413736914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876472895812917,0.0,0.2244471387856671,0.07067139374503373,0.0,0.08884493245488362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234240764783861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627288333842003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051850554794617386,0.0,0.07991589322314624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950327653360189,0.0,0.06230954533673705,0.08004913320625459,0.0,0.0,0.08626847243949158,0.0,0.067667269439577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516318794939055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377119538043215,0.0,0.0,0.06425523477120308,0.0,0.09302560592396802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495116459686554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735769628661986,0.06990390499317475,0.0,0.0,0.0477389606516802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277242010200534,0.0,0.07303339172241219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749558882658312,0.0,0.09834776937704726,0.0
socialanxiety,lune-334-,2019/04/24,"i’m not sure if i have social anxiety i’ve always been painfully shy around new people and i’ve always been told i’ve got no personality but to my close friends i’m really out going and loud, i get really nervous at the dumbest things like people looking in my direction and people laughing even though it couldn’t possibly be about me what do i do??? can any one help??",1.846300000000004,4.249031413333333,3.956916666666668,83.39137500000002,81.53333333333333,6.95,22.708333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.4846333333333341,296,10,57,6,8,101,56,75,0.191,0.633,0.17600000000000002,0.6746,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,11,15,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,2,6,4,6,9,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,2,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466743691295446,0.0,0.0,0.14166331860280587,0.0,0.1593626267709795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854471009883824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375920112462736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609458962816486,0.0,0.10883750711024348,0.0,0.11839186582994735,0.0,0.1666108584519435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963110025060846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017736056074541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493457359665976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119473030194548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411616034163566,0.0,0.22166493791967687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43326421598334697,0.1818951590356845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348471370124057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26690756784793623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123538695716315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963371596743359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383971592600703,0.0,0.20467128350872524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905668504197835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gentlesir123,2019/04/24,"Why am I so awkward and uncomfortable when talking with classmates & co-workers at work/class, but I can be perfectly fine in a normal social setting? I feel overly formal and just try to avoid conversations when I’m in these situations and just end up sitting quiet, not contributing to any conversation. I know these people would consider me to be their friend (or a good acquaintance), but I feel like I can only ever be myself outside of class/work",7.436071428571433,7.987400940476196,7.819142857142857,68.92585714285715,63.404761904761905,10.529523809523807,34.65714285714286,10.355215969177356,3.7571742857142856,365,15,60,8,5,120,62,84,0.07,0.7140000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9443,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,0,2,18,11,9,0,2,6,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,9,5,10,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25446087616148394,0.0,0.15970668052589468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080082096857376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124361046636105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374953655622644,0.16777754579618784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144523997405435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969818111747916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906792499819322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147362978435558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23010404025386955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861470917533692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281605901422128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26398227650107275,0.0,0.2394009397817561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876427532700152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944836020292874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191642862580964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.512922805423895,0.0,0.0,0.16683135697952867,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Zikuhan,2019/04/24,"Do you ever feel like you are in ""performance mode"" when around others? I'm guilty of this. Put on a ""I'm trying to be cool"" dimeanor, attempt to provide witty responses in small talk with a stranger to end the conversation quickly, token laugh at a joke the teacher made just because other people laugh, its makes me sick having to live my life like this. Its like I'm not real around other people, therefore I can come off as ""fake"" or somebody with no personality.  I cant be myself. What are some tips to break out of this habbit?",3.2783547008547025,5.271236365384618,4.233974358974358,85.28880341880344,74.76923076923076,6.160683760683763,24.055555555555557,6.937597516519254,0.9071850427350424,418,13,80,4,9,135,76,104,0.07400000000000001,0.753,0.17300000000000001,0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,6,8,0,0,5,1,8,2,0,3,1,16,15,3,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,2,7,7,18,12,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,7,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253845999455115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564536327491812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058111784938127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161503636353712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611971028084145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080674723262162,0.17068677966261886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875851982633402,0.350177416704815,0.0,0.21097356021045496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260749059050174,0.15948308925410926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312785231017222,0.20861851990683625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401838039961088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719469051093917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203741548379413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221316741981787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Duckling2796,2019/04/24,"Is it bad that I don’t want to have friends anymore? So, ever since I started college two years ago I haven’t made any friends and I stopped talking to my hs friends. I don’t have a single friend right now. And I feel so much better. 
Being around people has always felt stressful and tiresome. To be fair my hs friends treated me pretty badly bc I was so insecure and eager to please. But when I started college and got to know new people this feeling didn’t change. That’s when I started to avoid everyone. Back then being alone felt bad but not as bad as being around people. After a while I got used to being by myself and after a year I loved being by myself. It was a freedom I’d never felt before. I don’t have to stress over if someone likes me or if I said the wrong thing... it was a huge weight off my shoulders. My self esteem is so much better now, I liked spending time in my head and I genuinely don’t care what people think anymore. But I still don’t want to be around anyone, it’s still tiresome and a bit stressful. 
 I know that this isn’t exactly healthy. And will have to rejoin society at some point. And maybe pushing people away became my defense mechanism and I just don’t realize that I actually haven’t gotten over my social anxiety.
What do you guys think?",2.301320512820517,4.331636926923082,3.566538461538464,88.78762820512821,77.80769230769229,5.717948717948719,24.294871794871803,6.6274283507984215,0.8241410256410258,1011,35,201,9,24,329,132,260,0.12300000000000001,0.6659999999999999,0.21100000000000002,0.9707,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,17,24,1,5,7,0,29,4,2,2,3,43,51,27,0,4,8,0,6,2,5,1,0,1,0,2,13,14,1,3,10,0,1,1,12,11,0,1,12,7,31,13,25,31,5,35,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,4,24,144,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.08712468794150466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914159361619844,0.0,0.0,0.09246745888073868,0.0,0.0,0.07428835656232674,0.0,0.0,0.06071366135657508,0.0,0.06829918040954235,0.0,0.17708412229882114,0.062426857316624,0.0,0.0,0.238435170092314,0.0,0.0,0.08388177498145777,0.06865103501212674,0.2981812644329364,0.0,0.0,0.07597095424553317,0.0,0.0,0.15792232921419028,0.09747095746970624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102720978002353,0.0,0.09444671272833734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075913716311421,0.0,0.08531114677813093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902855982669141,0.0,0.25716924929145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448886677211064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281121377286735,0.0,0.0,0.08840152752015112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162733883564804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813222921586656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723568368765029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057895091756513,0.08447917272976255,0.0,0.0,0.08969405524000383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126257737560626,0.0,0.06885846655773119,0.08622746412237323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30947857152408864,0.0,0.0,0.09800295225700552,0.0843987356112112,0.0,0.0,0.09083015567079124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624488311214353,0.08492600441452286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313881777395294,0.0,0.0,0.07385358165381928,0.0,0.0,0.09101001622783518,0.07564690323721159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957915448946894,0.0,0.1425987159624398,0.07464232334935235,0.3068108248091768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176011830365897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059313860093783435,0.11441441461284667,0.0,0.0,0.05206005730576035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721387413847095,0.0,0.0,0.07710950837970704,0.0,0.0,0.10531966094794433,0.0,0.0,0.10871934563454497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761398584849604,0.0,0.11498716411505742
socialanxiety,iwanttorentawombat,2019/04/24,"Dating is hard enough for mentally stable people... how on earth are we supposed survive the dating process!? I have a date tonight (somehow!) and I feel like I’m going to faint of throw up.
How am I supposed to go through an evening of one on one conversation with a stranger!? 
My go to strategy is to drink, but this often goes the wrong way and I end up drunk and making a fool of myself!
Anyone have any advice/tips?",2.2002710843373485,4.370922927710847,3.2417921686747,90.2995557228916,78.75903614457832,5.595783132530121,24.832831325301214,6.6274283507984215,0.8340373493975903,325,12,66,3,8,104,60,83,0.16399999999999998,0.797,0.039,-0.9128,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,0,6,3,0,3,0,12,12,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,2,0,2,0,2,7,1,14,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,46,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847867975750134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351492606983646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571063853907209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245759364094065,0.2711865987694262,0.0,0.17334932397897246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270534192589825,0.1874981983724978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474783758229222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510849715209736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822245689378667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751910251346466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644933245581033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556931583798758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195353607306367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083248893057797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286953791466906,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,-Olive1234-,2019/04/24,"How do I find good friends? I’m 20 years old and I’ve had the same group of friends pretty much all throughout high school. Now I’m 2 years out of school and I’m slowly losing everybody. It’s mainly my choice to lose these friends and it hasn’t been easy. A lot of these relationships were one sided and I’m tired of being the only one giving a shit. If none of them cared to ask me how I am (at least once in a while) or ask to see me every now and then, then I don’t see the point. Plus some of them were being pretty shitty towards me (I don’t want to get into that) and I’m at the point in my life where I’m trying to respect myself and cut out negative people. Now I’m at the point where I only have 1 friend left. I’m very introverted, but I also do love genuine human connections. I like learning about people and going out and exploring/trying new things. I’m not the type of person to go to events alone, because that’s pretty sketchy in the city I live in.. I want to meet new friends who will actually give a fuck about me. I want to find life long people to go on adventures with. It’s so hard because I live in a small city and everybody knows everybody and there’s not many options. I’m getting pretty lonely and I’m starting to feel like there’s something wrong with me. I’m not in school and I work alone at my job. I keep reminding myself that meeting new people takes time and that I was the one who cut off all of those connections. I still feel like a loser and I’m getting sadder everyday because I just want some good people in my life. I even went on an app to meet new people, but that’s not exactly reliable and it’s weird meeting up with strangers... I’m not a very social person, but with the right people I can be open and talkative. It’s really hard finding people who have similar interests as me. Plus there’s hardly any events around here so it’s hard to find like minded people.

What do you recommend I do?",1.8823846573846588,3.627968840294845,3.4894369369369365,90.18148273273277,78.04176904176904,6.487824187824187,21.37926562926563,7.3871296695380915,0.6133232869232872,1526,41,331,20,36,506,180,407,0.125,0.711,0.16399999999999998,0.9382,1,4,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,2,4,20,26,4,0,17,0,20,7,1,2,3,64,60,33,0,5,11,0,6,4,5,1,4,0,0,3,19,29,0,1,8,0,0,4,10,10,0,3,6,8,34,16,51,50,10,56,0,4,2,2,26,32,2,6,24,202,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.06521754598300672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384337985930056,0.0,0.05344483347343623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04544746265234945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949387801500405,0.12495617693679112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221891639573484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813879486741217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044141333508565785,0.0,0.05630811254432585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758365849791131,0.0954883505357032,0.0,0.0,0.2443297818102046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25816784056914843,0.0617843062019177,0.10474952701276694,0.12822102632538193,0.11394502021517508,0.11210956832963503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394702752863873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706107620365443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631958798287152,0.05940258233652272,0.0,0.0,0.036728643295673234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726122223089084,0.0,0.14161441848849185,0.13060126461693947,0.0,0.11802623091818265,0.05914345027022845,0.0,0.14953388773382328,0.0,0.056817439966687436,0.06031770742475486,0.0,0.0,0.06775628000928202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748039362103628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491285729573526,0.0,0.0,0.25818370150947684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012803261005042,0.07117297625687799,0.1358595173927451,0.10165617740818557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169906395397535,0.1167087362974384,0.0,0.0,0.1895310692301368,0.0,0.0,0.2719651567914096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04281373555637659,0.0,0.0,0.07175162673883022,0.0,0.05707342301958916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291002574112024,0.1065115218036492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860119835253037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812592456271498,0.0,0.051449871795046884,0.0,0.0,0.04730342040990557,0.0,0.053371429701085965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024869530422083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04439963561985003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03896977150145939,0.07681255692974608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074790574118813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028536884793004,0.15767493676187078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195313049118305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865386128762294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306935337241123,0.0,0.08607411791436469
socialanxiety,somewhereinnycc,2019/04/24,"Starting Meds Hey!

So, I'll be turning 18 next month (yay!) and I'm finally ready to start medication. Therapy has not really worked because my physical symptoms deter me from actually practicing certain situations (intense sweating, diarrhea, increased heart rate, paranoia, etc.) 

Are there any brands that you recommend? Also, will my parent have to be with me since I'm under my mom's insurance? What's the average cost?",5.00496575342466,8.26181584931507,6.234503424657536,66.61696061643838,75.43835616438356,10.225342465753425,36.52226027397261,10.125756701596842,5.234809589041096,339,20,48,12,8,113,64,73,0.027000000000000003,0.836,0.13699999999999998,0.8087,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,6,4,2,0,1,4,11,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,5,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.2111534045913936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303715396891198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714424353814626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190182648676904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413183120759951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23703117396608955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25640859476359595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403468256350561,0.21797775033761013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534189257873805,0.17271060125780024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23012011935695725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026180907854974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861708363513212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898985437907675,0.24321758022470494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063064737508569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248992609359668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24744673665248995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23535678339457164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575255294039408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thenofapstorm,2019/04/24,Men - Why would you want to be more confident? I really appreciate your input and am looking for common sticking points etc. Thanks in advance :),4.214266666666667,7.4608429600000035,5.124000000000001,73.16866666666667,79.4,8.133333333333335,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.2107333333333337,114,5,17,3,3,37,25,25,0.0,0.589,0.41100000000000003,0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,4,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643952034249947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496704742070139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39363185753306623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667560045449205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833644592217528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456030500543722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757355316911128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957980606974924,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,angelwurmz,2019/04/24,"feel like I'm oversharing when I post my art So, I'm new to reddit and I hope this post follows the rules of r / socialanxiety. Anyway, I'm just going to cut to the chase: I've had around 5 ig accounts (including my current one). On my first ig account, i had this friend who was very toxic and when I cut ties with him, he decided it would be appropriate to bully (stalking, harassing, etc.) me in response. This event shook me, and I ended up having to delete my first real social media account. After that, I had many other ig accounts, and every time, I would block his accounts like it was part of the set up process when you open a new account. And, every time, things would be fine at first, but then, after posting for a while, I'd start to feel very panicked, and would feel like just up and deleting my account and starting over. I often get this feeling after posting art that is kind of personal, or after opening up to my followers about myself. There are some things about me I never share, like my location, my face, my name, etc. and on every account except my first one, i never really had friends (in person or online) there to help me feel less alone online. On my current account, though, I have made friends and started interacting with a lot more users.

​

But, this morning, I posted some old art, and i got that feeling again that I'm oversharing and I should just delete my account. I've felt it a few times since starting this account but it got really bad this morning. I got really scared and I felt very uncomfortable. Since my first account, i've been feeling more and more like my art isn't just something I do for myself, anymore. It's now mostly motivated by my followers, and I feel like sharing as much of my art as I can and sharing information about me/my opinions and stuff because, I want to connect with others and inspire people. But, I think it's been taking a toll on my mental health, because I end up feeling like I'm sharing too much and then I usually wind up deleting my whole account. Lately, I've been trying to avoid that oversharing feeling by not sharing all my art and trying to make art for me; art that I want to make, that makes me happy and by trying to share more of my opinions/personal stuff with my friends only. Last year, I even stopped myself from venting personal stuff on my story because I felt it was unhealthy and since then, I think it's helped somewhat.

​

But, yeah. I'm bad at ending posts like this tbh so

If anyone else feels/once felt like this, please let me know. If you have any tips, r solutions, I'd love to hear. And, if you have any questions, ask away, I sorta rushed through typing this lol",5.684896428571433,6.004782567619048,5.979866071428571,81.41122767857145,67.13333333333333,8.314880952380951,31.45386904761905,7.972316293177498,2.1511726190476192,2108,79,404,23,32,675,223,525,0.106,0.728,0.166,0.985,4,2,1,0,0,0,86.0,0,3,0,6,22,33,3,3,8,2,27,3,1,5,3,96,73,45,0,11,16,0,14,9,4,5,1,1,0,3,33,30,0,3,22,8,13,6,4,8,0,7,18,15,65,25,59,47,18,74,0,0,0,1,30,20,0,15,50,275,98,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059506645494876574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245061777632622,0.1396296190117846,0.07814351917470662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698048922269214,0.04017427225388363,0.05887002388975785,0.0,0.05114764088158382,0.053713204426569815,0.0,0.05398140175713606,0.0,0.09594600636051914,0.10507315127732704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799675834937296,0.0,0.15266575075522598,0.0,0.12815630223434246,0.0379488638101715,0.0,0.14522639380192978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29051263841323266,0.2052313626430277,0.22066543964051888,0.0,0.0,0.2443584034106264,0.0,0.0,0.17756013139065688,0.0,0.03001816527975974,0.0,0.03265332595924568,0.0,0.13785741016689593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116252538939875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107258690480396,0.06475660603720343,0.0,0.07702251837267554,0.0,0.0,0.057066347636208666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983113733639735,0.03157608009484802,0.046833960142724416,0.06481238845454575,0.0,0.0,0.05875221569330725,0.0,0.2526290151089556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884667317356886,0.051855897465345184,0.054365851989229705,0.11505612253334463,0.05825093258356421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790170346192109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447291353283923,0.0,0.08862655918892685,0.11098190004486172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060289958351114135,0.0611883096466197,0.07786676587908134,0.04369755199146012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221878609535349,0.0,0.03983245969308425,0.20067195923518047,0.0,0.0630689651040441,0.0,0.0,0.3301593380448715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436339061085085,0.0,0.0,0.06539702021735161,0.11042253307900272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752305135445498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258353009361846,0.0,0.0,0.058568720690570016,0.0,0.04423210679446591,0.0,0.0,0.16266939996658195,0.0,0.0,0.04803543136394206,0.0,0.0,0.19731865342334592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04319944014307233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634185881729036,0.07363042190498338,0.05644980833824367,0.0,0.10050841924397734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702568688921748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327919593053515,0.14222059382910826,0.06777757065599868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414709492454343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632591611088974,0.0,0.1396296190117846,0.036999504984132486
socialanxiety,cartier29,2019/04/24,Social anxiety physical symptoms I get really red when I am called on or when I am the center of attention or when someone just comes up to me out of nowhere and and that is pretty much what i fear when I’m in public or at school and I have heard that propranolol help with what I’m going through can anyone share their experiences with propranolol,4.719565217391307,6.085885594202902,5.525333333333336,80.028,69.86956521739131,9.577971014492757,28.29275362318841,9.888512548439397,2.715983188405798,282,10,54,7,5,92,49,69,0.07,0.8140000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,12,11,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,1,11,10,1,12,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,3,4,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106986201533724,0.0,0.0,0.20206240617067586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950821619416853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24893175505757664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28267910948812874,0.0,0.3251842430271689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098077363855514,0.0,0.16423470152997602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369803755690196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124344662278594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939978175516729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512878580932626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924644486621845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29457998776644384,0.2448528717366785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300362163267573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thriftedbanana,2019/04/24,"Socially anxious but also good at presentations? In recent years my social anxiety has been getting worse but my presentation skills have been... Improving? I see presentations as a way to ""prove"" myself to my class(es). While I may be too scared to talk to anyone individually, when it comes to presentations, I have no issues. Anyone else the same way?",5.350218579234973,8.37484273770492,6.365163934426231,67.53550546448089,72.44262295081967,9.31256830601093,28.19945355191257,9.725611199111238,3.3427355191256822,281,11,44,8,6,93,46,61,0.20600000000000002,0.69,0.10400000000000001,-0.7461,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,6,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,1,8,6,1,13,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,8,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770545850844119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937143198959306,0.25012051385200584,0.0,0.3096179530977028,0.2268518540967182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907176647120687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184952424048221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567307095113935,0.0,0.0,0.18570095381120325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310854946750876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860712983261005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166138198780547,0.0,0.17642821648071555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513816031605242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779540241032706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514761833684043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256268974792395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257521488404729
socialanxiety,throwaway347335,2019/04/24,Do pity relationships exist? I've been with my girlfriend for almost 4 months now but theres always an underlying feeling that shes only with me out of pity. Am I just overthinking?,2.7270000000000003,5.513166771428577,4.342500000000001,79.51375000000003,81.28571428571428,6.928571428571428,23.035714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.6702857142857144,147,5,26,3,4,49,31,35,0.142,0.8059999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.4606,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,6,4,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818364723115826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003838036933319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24330119096460845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840766400067095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659622693122696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166117557765818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dissociated101,2019/04/24,"How do you approach networking?? I uhhh am too anxious to do so lol and it's affecting my ""career""",-1.032,0.625173800000006,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,111.0,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,2.201,76,4,14,2,4,28,19,20,0.091,0.728,0.18100000000000002,0.4545,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stickfab,2019/04/24,"How should I feel? Should I feel bad because mostly everyone in my classroom except me got invited to a girl's 15th birthday party, or should I feel good because I get to be comfy on my own house, also knowing that I'm shit and bored at parties?",9.3448,5.8295266800000025,9.5,71.48,62.2,11.6,41.0,8.841846274778883,3.7343999999999986,194,8,37,2,2,65,39,50,0.174,0.674,0.151,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,12,11,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,7,1,6,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24869065133208115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596553705861491,0.3791411311212286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971547856828813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717226051308868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247425246121766,0.0,0.0,0.260835330156964,0.24871917225632156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588292502596755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709065148137204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192165751425096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,energyred,2019/04/24,"Is it normal to get sweaty and find it really hard to talk to girls or adults? Is it normal to get sweaty and find it really hard to talk to girls or adults? Its alright when I chat to guys my own age unless there someone I consider to be too cool or in a place of power but when Im talking to someone thats not my age I feel like im being held at gunpoint and im not sure how to respond or when to respond then I think about it all day I never had this problem with adults until like 2 years ago but its been for girls as long as I can remember is this normal or would this be social anxiety?

btw im a teen guy.",2.5801622060016207,2.7276880218978117,4.472214111922141,90.11145174371453,73.8905109489051,7.548742903487429,23.2514193025142,7.3871296695380915,0.6728562854825624,477,11,115,5,9,164,76,137,0.08800000000000001,0.841,0.071,-0.3101,1,0,0,1,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,2,10,0,0,1,3,29,15,19,0,5,10,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,8,5,21,8,2,15,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,5,14,74,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383905131049302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824307987544903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282207289729575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493441933675012,0.0917452640663359,0.0,0.0,0.2347521998829171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341912105884483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25431749772682544,0.0,0.0,0.230083183120574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5548745858941991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254817728283873,0.0,0.0,0.11365012448942613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904756967167024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774811909836933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417447810180574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228832624435757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454185048750536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547798215134006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091085778956033,0.21762441986859968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103695609965387,0.0,0.0,0.30966411275089323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228813586277085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122786263201964,0.0,0.0,0.0827000637567581
socialanxiety,SarahZachary,2019/04/24,"Why am I like this... I’m (21/F) currently on my bed, crying. Just came from a class, which really upset me. I was asking my professor some questions at the end of class, she answered then said don’t ask me anymore questions. I feel stupid. And I feel worse because I talked to her. I should have googled it or something. Maybe it’s the way I speak, I lack confidence so I probably seem like a child. Or a loser. I hate myself right now. And I’m skipping my other two classes because I just wanna give up and not do anything anymore",0.09416666666666627,2.4659511944444503,2.077259259259261,92.9936666666667,92.61111111111113,4.731851851851851,22.014814814814816,6.42735559955562,0.5725437037037038,411,16,85,5,15,136,77,108,0.2,0.723,0.076,-0.9273,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,1,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,19,17,7,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,4,19,2,7,13,2,10,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,6,6,56,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35337035395109384,0.0,0.0,0.14660911405470545,0.0,0.3331079518444271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720731174323432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376565166910235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569854453475394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779538784976302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016439532861545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170905690737657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589445289072506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407830821699732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898397459928625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208479742099668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39915617489277655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413277927995295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214622848475046,0.16946935642807698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218863979329656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371549757398215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319690594138115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174034787386259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141377871071142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076016950132466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155854456784096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LiquidPotato28,2019/04/24,"Too Afraid To Go To The Psychologist Im a 14 yo guy

So ive been dealing with social anxiety for like 2 years.

(Ive been to a psychologist before) I know my psychologist, shes a really nice person. Thing is my mom wants me to start going again. My problem : shes a children psychologist, which I cant be helped by. I need a way to tell my mom that I need an adults psychologist.
Tho due to my social anxiety, I wont just walk and say I have social anxiety, because thats stupid. I changed from depression to anxiety. I know everyday that im doing nothimg with my problem it will worsen, but its just so hard.

As I said before,I need to come up with a way to tell her. Any advice is welcome.",1.1268472906403917,3.0371157586206934,3.992733990147787,84.88387931034484,81.06896551724137,7.453201970443351,23.46059113300493,8.418075326091056,1.5416108374384243,535,19,116,12,14,191,83,145,0.13699999999999998,0.804,0.059000000000000004,-0.6489,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,16,25,6,0,6,3,2,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,4,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,3,3,21,3,17,19,0,12,0,1,0,0,19,1,0,0,6,72,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762991041992885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881881257877047,0.0,0.3996630721017664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961822578868814,0.0,0.11113890672702134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816733646208787,0.11250835941976256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346524681144988,0.11249361111223223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845656653694628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932375562685464,0.0,0.0,0.11700029142192747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754467031863437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821609444538212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355892693526526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638091136863649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059361009605181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29053545505726364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140430155012345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499509494223428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367167124966593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423936722999915,0.10386576908787318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994192440473967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924459449774143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22831659525485154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677102492720344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703675760597227,0.2073431888210219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410811628142381
socialanxiety,generate913,2019/04/24,"How to go about attaining medication? Hi,
So I've never had a therapist or been to therapy before, but I am planning to go see one as part of a university experiment which provides free therapy in return for participating in a study.

Assuming you need to see a therapist would they instantly give you medication or do they need to properly diagnose you or what not before they do? 

Thanks.",7.98,8.034812555555561,9.785555555555558,56.965,62.33333333333333,14.977777777777774,40.22222222222222,13.816669648895859,6.417655555555558,312,16,52,14,4,112,49,72,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,3,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,1,1,11,14,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,2,7,3,11,11,1,6,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,4,2,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102149761520704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850111188284177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783055451889325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486029985854945,0.2071886956787924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672573466324339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703177249568502,0.1405861475165732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351815002971178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739228331446626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905083070184363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678196194726197,0.4169078348367931,0.4232839876246342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948701110104194,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,happ_ines,2019/04/24,"Im traumatised by my neighbours' sexlife Hi there, well the title says it all I guess. My neighbours beneath me are a real pain in my life. I Just have to tolerate their screaming kid, who screams every single morning. But what I cant deal with is their moaning, in the beginning it was so bad i could hear everything from beginning to end. Also, if Im hearing it, I assume so do their children (in their very tiny appartment). The walls are indeed thin as paper, but knowing that they can be more discrete right?

They just woke me up again, so this seems the perfect time for my first post. What ive done to let them know Im witnessing all of this: stumped on the floor, threw a book at the floor, wrote them a polite letter and put it in their mailbox, and after that all didn't work i acted more childish and repeated their moaning, and today i played a YouTube clip of animal sounds. They stopped, then laughed and started talking.

Fyi, i do sleep with ear plugs but those are not good enough. I used to sleep with custom made earplugs, those fell apart at some point. I dont remember if those did work, but theyre very expensive (i live on a tight budget atm, and also making an appointment for making the prototype takes 1 to 2 months). Moving is def not an option.
I know I should confront them face to face, but this gives me a lot of anxiety (this whole situation does).

So my question is: what would you do? Thank you very much for your input :)",4.827368421052633,5.6429593859649145,4.958245614035089,86.23105263157898,69.17543859649122,8.105263157894738,28.684210526315788,8.20500826718156,1.775842105263158,1135,39,231,15,19,355,172,285,0.092,0.828,0.08,0.5293,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,12,4,11,11,1,0,15,0,23,7,5,4,4,46,43,21,0,5,11,0,2,0,2,2,2,7,1,2,17,9,0,2,7,2,3,5,5,5,1,1,8,9,37,6,29,30,11,36,0,0,0,0,30,17,0,9,13,159,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868281910329068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936045975929542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753270361942908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093264458911187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042750304808356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022225102224648,0.11953869648956165,0.13690218043616115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346029665405744,0.12069748085161393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984187069491242,0.0,0.1049826229882643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935978219755287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205621219055892,0.0,0.09797592436561814,0.0,0.0,0.1286810107550238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26331004712357137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37852931855696015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258959772325235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944764889261827,0.08250740034435762,0.0,0.0,0.10314667379324917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993089400622142,0.0,0.11052984340294952,0.15594513517640346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323780605810718,0.12415211318943445,0.08586987569352636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429564676719505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042460205375088,0.0,0.11187310476727977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174277973813167,0.13085558718935494,0.0,0.0,0.1329570334899816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232463178454384,0.0997563626435988,0.0,0.0928931745446005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634078103036096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313009937419171,0.23379167260812625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267976425863797,0.0,0.0,0.09765962478618873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782769292486772,0.09388864003264788,0.0,0.10754431340089736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811371129261819,0.0,0.11072362126978452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088761064636667,0.0,0.2891451046829911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050275458253982,0.0,0.0,0.13041584188119665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700802921511682,0.0,0.0,0.08297952138705647,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Oh_No__Im_Just_Lame,2019/04/24,"I thought this sub was for help not feeling sorry for ourselves. I'm sick of seeing the same memes over and over again, basically pitying ourselves. When you make that a part of your humor, you make it part of your identity. And then you'll just be comfortable being uncomfortable. I'm not comfortable with that.",4.75293103448276,7.094130500000002,4.802965517241383,81.28858620689657,71.58620689655173,8.088275862068969,28.84137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.431761379310345,251,10,45,5,5,78,41,58,0.146,0.664,0.19,0.4501,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,11,11,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,6,3,8,6,3,5,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,3,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623792304073307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525495974463368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287300484334696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6955317784605988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559088886927406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594925884373203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549511680812865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,askmeaboutmekitties,2019/04/24,Do you guys over analyze your everyday interactions? I think remembering something you did in the past that you think is cringy or dumb now is a pretty universal feeling but sometines I just overanalyze every day situations. I hung out with a friend today who I haven't really had the chance to see in a while. I enjoyed the time but now I just keep thinking about things I said and how she might've interpreted it and maybe she doesn't really like me and just spiraling thoughts. I hate knowing how silly these thoughts are but not being able to escape them.,6.225579514824799,7.31789120754717,6.345902964959572,76.53669811320755,66.16981132075472,10.208086253369274,31.18059299191375,10.290406445055957,3.1536781671159035,452,17,84,11,7,144,77,106,0.092,0.743,0.165,0.7189,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,0,8,6,2,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,0,25,20,10,0,0,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,9,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,3,16,4,8,14,0,12,0,0,1,0,12,4,1,1,9,60,21,0,0.2017747414663465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012801583791278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000392215863752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202337193801617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589066473301202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978871703134612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921078364426487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934666120464565,0.0,0.0,0.11089012104454214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857694664458773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027098481715061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140511144978024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261682201752048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052774514002403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25852413224176485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22857144844626665,0.0,0.19193398508536266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078834508483514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680326343843785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533605380275586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340501724657698,0.38786732107399097,0.0,0.3203732125338917,0.11765647437851465,0.0,0.191258862008839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,welumelu,2019/04/24,"I panic every time. Lately I've noticed that I start panicking when I socialize with new people... Especially when I talk to hot girls.... I find them really intimidating and I start to panic and start sweating

It's ironic, cause I'm really social when I get comfortable... I can easily make friends and become one of the most lit people in the room...

College starts in a couple of months and I really wanna get rid of this 

Pls help.",2.4183400267737625,5.0062317710843365,4.7825702811244994,77.19974564926375,80.68674698795179,8.02623828647925,20.065595716198125,8.841846274778883,1.8076784471218208,339,9,60,9,9,118,56,83,0.16699999999999998,0.72,0.113,-0.6826,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,10,9,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,10,2,9,9,1,14,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,11,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278812336895647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002001973777234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312899007344288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394457521247605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512692783130586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786934981793455,0.0,0.1729398709941324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093503106263393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669772109137464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047638878303986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210512914944372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984650708635606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842941975077412,0.0,0.0,0.1121509952420252,0.0,0.0,0.3883707292737611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229481728030385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31808170898446225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374245862836965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685833524922676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330272712492692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096507747313911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sophi_phi51,2019/04/24,I’m wasting my life away We only get to live once and I’m doing nothing significant. Just backing out of things. There’s so much life I could live but I’m not living it.,-1.28882882882883,0.6958542162162153,1.4852702702702736,95.39745495495498,101.43243243243242,3.547747747747748,16.977477477477482,5.46131890053228,-0.5701495495495492,134,4,30,1,6,46,30,37,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.2921,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24248485386783603,0.19845593630405486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606454647286654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348418192990116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645944067247664,0.0,0.0,0.6836968595603279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897264745546652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476451358802436,0.0,0.0,0.2748583371331048,0.0,0.1962897250557344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714640957509265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChocolateAndGreenTea,2019/04/24,"I don't know how to respond to people (mini rant)/would like advice. I don't know how to respond to people and its really frustrating. Someone will take me a really amazing or crazy story about what they did and my mind will completely go blank. I end up not adding anything except for an occasional ""oh"" or ""wow"" or ""omg."" It doesn't help that I have a flat tone of voice and that my depression has essentially eradicated all of my personality and what I can offer. I feel like so boring and I hate it. My personality comes out a lot more through writing, but I don't know how to translate this into speech. It's like my mind and voice are moving are different speeds. Anyone have advice on how to combat this?",4.5294244604316525,5.801524136690649,5.875604316546763,77.69484532374102,70.22302158273382,8.725467625899281,26.849640287769784,9.120678840339163,2.1427490647482013,561,18,107,11,10,189,86,139,0.113,0.8190000000000001,0.068,-0.6356,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,2,0,4,0,13,0,0,4,1,28,21,15,0,0,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,0,2,10,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,1,4,15,5,16,18,3,9,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,4,5,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501337687720623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526840551838456,0.0,0.14742819837728113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154325015869682,0.18783920534298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430478597027356,0.0,0.0,0.18717744515636275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586769682971714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058547412379483,0.12798741143679165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181715432048333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687715024702355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008292277930226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953745009496746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262576288545957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231003625060324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617882539111604,0.0,0.0,0.19041198958145591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484051824060424,0.3128601335548929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295408458543277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179631585275327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470125735722407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726562082530085,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chicharron123,2019/04/24,"Did this happen to anyone else? When I was little (is think it was maybe from preschool through first grade but I can't really remember) I used to crap or piss my pants for many days of the week because I was too scared to ask to go to the restroom. I still remember that horrible feeling of being scared to piss in the middle of class, but still being even more scared to ask the teacher to go to the restroom. I don't remember how but I guess the teacher would find out then send me to the nurse where they would have to give me new cloths and put my dirty cloths in a bag, it was so humiliating. 
These memories just help me realize that my brain has been fucked since I was a kid. And the worst part is that I never remember my parents being concerned, they just shrugged it and thought I was just a careless kid. To this day my mom still shares stories about this, but she just makes it out to be that I would just come back from school with my bag full of pooped pants without a worry in the world.",6.986617647058827,5.490027563725492,6.479725490196081,84.94076470588239,65.02941176470588,9.924705882352944,31.67450980392157,8.548686976883017,2.0467133333333334,789,23,175,9,10,244,112,204,0.213,0.738,0.048,-0.9919,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,16,10,4,3,13,0,21,6,5,3,1,35,35,12,0,3,11,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,12,7,0,0,9,0,0,5,4,9,0,1,9,1,23,1,29,19,4,27,0,0,0,1,13,10,4,2,12,128,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811423620029875,0.11890328116959176,0.0,0.0,0.21697549368799685,0.0,0.0,0.08923254147779043,0.0,0.07074082656564983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954619463182782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996372390943173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968069401333434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694190143240856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664757249185357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867656176470192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606433457420543,0.0987090339942641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072830544992802,0.0,0.11132230982948726,0.13190372081129756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783822572979378,0.0,0.10261947471516553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778347581110483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630900925513535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746189307642642,0.11765286571557662,0.11658423653920268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591217616214446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895021607776842,0.11207836513266277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885582723966182,0.12566697494433327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665871429284826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434231453536906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258319327282387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485481623927922,0.11744518248637535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599480600756724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27802448647461137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435786653321771,0.0,0.09212790283201852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022685606427947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930854462564958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186461730125136,0.0,0.0,0.1178507825955892,0.0,0.2473081628078827,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Loevye,2019/04/24,"How do I get out of a social invitation I don't want to go to My Bf of 2 years wants me to go on a double date with him and his two very close childhood friends, but other couples intimidate me because I'm a pos. How do I get out of this?",7.991454545454545,2.6871627818181807,9.509545454545457,75.8643181818182,66.63636363636363,12.454545454545455,38.40909090909091,8.841846274778883,3.0471818181818184,183,6,47,2,2,67,39,55,0.068,0.887,0.045,-0.0333,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,10,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,10,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025557814843144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676632743881104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567199427522988,0.0,0.3472068470232935,0.0,0.3776865856214747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387192497549522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324590844401703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27416712239061264,0.3919765979540931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397845849734926
socialanxiety,throwawayanxietiee,2019/04/24,"severe anxiety surrounding prom i have pretty bad social anxiety and can barely talk to an acquaintance without visibly blushing and getting really sweaty, hot, nauseous, etc. i’m a junior in high school and my boyfriend happens to be a senior. i’m new to the school and prom is coming up and he’s asked me as it’s his senior prom, we’re going with a group of his friends that i’ve met on one other occasion and didn’t talk to much but we’re all getting a limo and going out to dinner before and the whole nine yards. i have no other friends at this school besides him. i’m losing sleep over how nervous i am that i’m going to mess the whole thing up and look like an idiot or embarrass him in front of his friends and i really truly don’t want to go but i know he’d be upset and hurt if i backed out, especially at this point. i’ve never been to any dance before even middle school i don’t even know how to dance but he’s so fun and constantly dances around so i know he’ll want to dance but i know i’ll clam up and shut down and i don’t want to be a buzzkill. this kind of turned into a rant but can anyone offer any advice? maybe personal experience? i’m really freaking out over this.",1.7218603845487586,3.5784472071713163,3.5688758011432533,88.91284254287201,78.92031872509959,6.596293088515504,20.87320284081067,7.586124646067393,0.7021708297245803,943,25,201,14,23,317,132,251,0.157,0.72,0.12300000000000001,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,15,1,3,11,0,15,2,1,2,2,40,40,26,0,4,8,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,10,21,1,0,4,5,0,10,7,9,0,2,3,2,18,6,33,32,5,37,0,2,1,0,20,21,0,2,7,123,28,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725354067359344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492774240169014,0.0,0.1679280327721161,0.0,0.0,0.07674483997074143,0.0,0.0,0.09770724630758293,0.10260823772941716,0.0,0.0,0.08439657100003374,0.09164274162126193,0.0,0.0,0.18679071722053056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454617544934496,0.0,0.11860862430864601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224083767350111,0.14498729245314626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736367754828054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543945995333335,0.0,0.11468729419922355,0.0,0.2495103592088108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705799745645764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159645891049634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749743494246978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429531395445218,0.24127891586617756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536218614240903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216846949358136,0.12279031799250352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026593699580443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806842273329958,0.0,0.084651578243015,0.10600426194115277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437437134721962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583582062665932,0.0,0.0,0.10375610332847042,0.0,0.0,0.11166260902927314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109399661743158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443208954119205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399448169541062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983654226191844,0.11188372170834612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643748323141142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291785773960736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938439963822765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421305683131834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450801599322633,0.0,0.10580209820434716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,moonlightraindrops,2019/04/24,"I have so much anxiety when i'm around people that I can't function. How do you manage your social anxiety when it hits you during school? I have been isolated for years now, with my 6th school being alright until it closed down. So now i'm going off to ""college"" for the mentally and physically challenged, because I have had social anxiety since kindergarten and am now lacking the proper knowledge and education to getting a degree and pursueing a carreer I would enjoy.

The last time I tried communicating with new people was when I used a VR headset and joined a meditation event so I could be in a safe environment whilst also being subjected to new surroundings. We started with a  simple introduction of ourselves. I was trembling and shaking so much it hurt. I haven't interracted with anyone new, unless over text, in years and i'm concerned that i'm going to have to drop out of this next school also as a result of too much stress.

I am tired of being controlled by my anxiety. It is the only reality I know. I can't remember what being free from anxiety is like.

If you have any advice on how you personally control your anxiety, any medication or therapy methods that work for you, I would greatly appreciate it. Thank you.",6.974722906403941,7.529844366379316,7.962512315270934,67.49086206896554,64.38793103448276,10.766502463054188,35.536945812807886,10.608840637214634,4.045742857142857,991,44,164,24,14,336,131,232,0.134,0.782,0.084,-0.7634,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,8,0,4,16,12,0,3,11,1,25,2,0,6,0,32,37,23,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,10,15,0,3,3,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,4,0,25,9,29,24,4,32,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,2,19,128,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601960409026262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352608113968668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756000869053548,0.0,0.4979881346110129,0.0,0.0,0.07586190160780233,0.0,0.0,0.09658313847003976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613726162396345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433716933201208,0.08662405804497185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056683916674551374,0.0,0.12331988917849425,0.0,0.0,0.11961560803378983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614564382664752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962575914698445,0.08843752672850562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053004949608760635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929682997018704,0.10933697325476208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23926790065250614,0.0,0.0,0.31435409439070905,0.11538516898684062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825149829405439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504328998886294,0.09473324327282956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290315859119764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294067854876012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897478006363435,0.0,0.0,0.22119303111425306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679299040489862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428012346156415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998871912752666,0.1240729563485106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326403594201818,0.1246985079761063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366066760563895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370444371495858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898531376050984,0.0,0.0,0.15414280983544454,0.0,0.0,0.13973384702057984
socialanxiety,memitoroque,2019/04/24,"I [23] male get social anxiety at the gym. Idk how to over come this? Any tips? I’ve gained weight within the past years and I want to get back into the gym. I know how to exercise but I feel like I’m being judged or laughed at. 


Tl;rl I’ve been losing motivation to go to the gym because of my anxiety.",-0.4839615384615357,1.6346889692307731,2.101826923076924,94.46504807692308,90.07692307692308,5.711538461538463,17.35576923076923,7.1686216300943375,0.10457692307692312,233,6,55,4,8,80,45,65,0.113,0.693,0.193,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,3,0,11,10,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,2,11,8,0,10,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099324664222506,0.0,0.4297115976191693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596266423973756,0.0,0.1712085873900768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419345205827146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201037421181745,0.20064519580370888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29347369586497785,0.0,0.15961822053803335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435235364987265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372131582767257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142085502086932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26811098726297417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862996249596696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565747749561333,0.0,0.0,0.3420096948791776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180863510005881
socialanxiety,NoPossession9,2019/04/24,"second guessing, third guessing, fourth guessing I can't stop it. 

​

Every word said before, during, and after a conversation. 

What is the right thing to say? Did I hurt her feelings? Does she hate me? Did I say it wrong? Will the person retaliate? Did that sound stupid?

​

I can't even just sit down at Starbucks. 

Should I rest my hand under my chin? Should I look in that direction? Should I cross my legs? Should I keep looking at my phone?

​

​

What is the strategy for getting rid of these debilitating thoughts/ actions?",2.862833333333332,5.92644095,2.8220000000000027,86.70433333333334,89.5,4.666666666666667,24.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0892666666666666,445,18,75,5,15,134,70,100,0.142,0.809,0.05,-0.8878,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,4,0,12,2,2,0,0,14,23,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,4,0,1,8,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,5,8,15,0,9,13,1,11,0,1,2,0,8,6,0,3,2,54,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476336128787057,0.5020065023758602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788725926671916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038471209717948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821824955661522,0.0,0.08702140529726837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052223602176233536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396173915851205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34133761979103283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197177878588863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105678877582713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180375543828824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346545471069574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901837922117924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820415481659752,0.09824693980205676,0.16427150573263066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635022805259193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861744270480523,0.0,0.0,0.08199612932542921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292507468838385,0.5020065023758602,0.0
socialanxiety,HustleTilliDie,2019/04/24,"do i have social anxiety? today in class i returned after like a few weeks of absences and we had this worksheet where our teacher was making us read aloud our answers. 

i hadn’t done it so i started panicking and my heart was beating fast. then she pulled out the cards  where she was gonna decide who to call on and i saw my name on the top. my heart basically exploded. 

luckily my only friend in the class’s partner wasn’t here and he moved next to me. i didn’t even look at him or tell him to move but he did and he shared his answer and saved me. 

now i’m thinking about how lucky i am and what would’ve happened if he didn’t move. does this sound like someone with social anxiety or is this just normal? 

i have more examples of situations but the thing is idk if i have social anxiety or not because i’ve lived like this my whole life. idk what’s “normal” and what isn’t",2.0477663934426253,3.78225998907104,3.4433025956284173,90.74724897540985,77.52459016393442,6.542213114754097,22.91290983606557,7.413659706084162,0.7791532786885242,690,21,151,9,16,226,110,183,0.069,0.7959999999999999,0.135,0.9328,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,4,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,5,0,18,3,2,2,0,31,26,18,0,4,9,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,1,10,11,0,0,4,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,11,3,25,7,14,14,3,22,0,0,2,0,23,9,0,6,12,100,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083072290307518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189189440384358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371752845537623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175610889355624,0.13747558437634802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872973666753423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103790088286668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879566008962755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183850614642488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948877092591045,0.19689395794407627,0.0,0.11862392407333727,0.0,0.11281104555915406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967242080850661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283437450842475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287120213964702,0.0,0.26324767358441803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217097145814706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437549662362008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100282480862995,0.0,0.41082551428871,0.11382511953034427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508593653225496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741833182065102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924895701031052,0.0860790981652198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733779926785685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159344773780945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775875693645263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499848551227636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543067248479993,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,semenchimp,2019/04/24,Do I have anxiety When I’m in public I start sweating and get some terrible feeling especially when doing things in front of others and when I’m waiting in public like lines at the stoplight and especially at   School I get hot and sweaty,5.9981884057971016,6.9394004130434785,6.807391304347828,73.56731884057974,66.6086956521739,9.611594202898553,32.72463768115942,9.725611199111238,3.21003768115942,193,8,34,4,3,64,30,46,0.105,0.8079999999999999,0.087,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,10,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,6,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760653941169477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24856293217383701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136715029796849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401662916768624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975158402356522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479502927264949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265908908278747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayking01925,2019/04/24,"Does this sound like social anxiety? I know this isn't a subreddit of doctors, so I'm not looking for a diagnosis (more so a small conversation).  Anyone share some of these feelings?

​

I have always been hesitant to put myself into the social anxiety camp for several reasons. For example, when I really need to talk to someone (such as a teacher) I'll approach them to get the help I need.  I was also able to hold a call center job for about a year and a half talking to random strangers. BUT, I also cannot make new friends because I am terrified to talk to new people, and I'm also sure that it's keeping me single. I have trouble eating alone (makes me freak out for no reason at all) , HATE giving presentations (like everyone else I assume), despise being the center of attention in any sort of public setting, feel terribly uncomfortable in group settings, and I am terrified of taking any kind of risks.   

​

So yeah. I'm unsure whether these are normal human feelings or if I should talk to a professional about it.",6.537891156462584,7.107103469387759,7.396326530612246,71.12605442176873,65.3265306122449,10.002721088435374,34.70068027210884,9.928628108626363,3.6141476190476176,824,36,138,17,12,276,127,196,0.253,0.68,0.067,-0.9921,1,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,0,10,12,2,1,11,1,11,2,0,4,2,31,28,15,0,5,5,0,3,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,7,5,1,2,8,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,2,5,15,6,28,24,4,17,0,0,1,0,16,8,0,6,7,94,22,3,0.1124460469418069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646019267829515,0.0,0.2697691893411756,0.09356411892059284,0.2436704897639712,0.27326850973492456,0.15293433571935985,0.0,0.17204183626423455,0.0,0.0,0.07862489052252834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685460665292514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481998614932352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509329379192113,0.09840229343931363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150603782078622,0.0939342434582842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744701662237434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056829987836206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687553693276033,0.0,0.05874841848765819,0.10786849442139927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110171915780314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537021500415134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158535088006467,0.0999472131056478,0.0,0.117095254225989,0.061797406681038586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987091733309023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442635917052676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011721898304084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667546380173251,0.0,0.21720218566413246,0.0,0.0,0.1101732514466124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795593067175025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303933498308072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203581701651171,0.23122652823769926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703202654948634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292491683851447,0.09527517067257847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597906849834914,0.0,0.08454543321703195,0.36151949260507743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27326850973492456,0.07241156754205894
socialanxiety,omegasteele,2019/04/24,"Jobs for someone with social anxiety? I've been unemployed for about 8 months now, need a job but my social anxiety makes me worried about getting a job where I'd have to talk to people, anyone know of jobs that might be good for me?",4.942695035460993,5.454740574468089,5.583829787234047,82.93333333333334,68.78723404255321,8.819858156028369,28.43262411347518,8.841846274778883,2.0610624113475167,185,6,37,3,3,60,36,47,0.136,0.785,0.08,-0.1803,6,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,9,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,22,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809597323907435,0.0,0.0,0.12840149047545016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959414308466274,0.0,0.0,0.15402388016270455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7289155010840276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092070173489552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257743403743787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480715214998784,0.0,0.0,0.14657528122252572,0.0,0.0,0.13616263197837886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273090191049046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743844311296785,0.15559288971164575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759843027418856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864897171518714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,grmarshall,2019/10/06,"I have to train a new hire on her first day at the vet clinic I work at. This is kind of my worst nightmare It's a 10 hour shift and we will be the only people in the building (her first day is on a day where we don't take appointments, I just come in to take care of the boarding animals and clean). So there won't be anyone to pass her off to and honestly, I'm worried about running out of things to teach her. Any tips on how to get through the day?",2.1507571428571417,2.648766390000006,3.5514285714285694,95.045,75.1,6.914285714285715,23.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,0.3837714285714284,349,9,88,3,7,115,66,100,0.064,0.873,0.063,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,1,0,9,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,10,3,20,10,1,21,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,8,60,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887607190542754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307700262245982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320797536769885,0.0,0.0,0.18858395108675213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647524036622742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724338972297631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143789422298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155963954565446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279760317515913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114385109063248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665018407432429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177458594306822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292077462053152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544361685665774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937954131655785,0.2223283142260481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,evidael49,2019/10/06,"threw up at a bus stop going to a meetup with a ton of friends, ended up throwing up at the bus stop whilst overthinking it. IM currently dying :)",4.172758620689656,5.069837482758626,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,70.72413793103449,8.558620689655173,28.29310344827586,8.841846274778883,2.192158620689656,113,4,22,2,2,38,22,29,0.131,0.687,0.182,0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,1,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996391713378293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410554261294844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975021213442075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884267973301666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41593887451859995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6438671843068396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anononymo6s,2019/10/06,"Done I'm in my last year of high school and I really hate school. 
My group of ""friends"" always insult me and are always ganging up on me and then they are surprised i never spend time with them and i choose my hobby friends over them. 
I really don't know what to do because they are my only friends in my class. 
But I really can't take it anymore. 
Any advice?",0.3834666666666671,2.6785641466666696,2.1346666666666683,94.60066666666668,87.53333333333332,4.933333333333334,17.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.15673333333333295,281,7,61,3,9,92,48,75,0.094,0.8009999999999999,0.105,-0.0498,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,16,4,9,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,41,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426493531708694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308348401403852,0.0,0.0,0.13519073094844952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971560551449895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118655753977255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344129217697293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607768667867094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962737171699528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100429809595535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925521127261972,0.16204843016475878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332671787419574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119626187236015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820688680978072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023921702963345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947276373486074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592180479857878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802060046342806
socialanxiety,ps3309,2019/10/06,How are you? I hate that question! It creates so much dread and anxiety.  Literally every answer sounds fake and no one wants to hear a real answer.,1.5828571428571436,4.33182442857143,3.5757142857142874,81.89428571428573,90.42857142857142,5.6571428571428575,21.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.1946857142857144,116,4,20,2,4,39,26,28,0.392,0.55,0.057999999999999996,-0.9036,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804981656955818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089315659713657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620063500192535,0.0,0.0,0.4132587579916527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695413909621953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484620869222877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107493658437029,0.0,0.0,0.4173457042490928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626885952683814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ElectricBoogaloo9000,2019/10/06,"Applying Hello, I’m a sophomore in high school who’s really interested in studying abroad for my junior year of high school. The problem is I have really bad social anxiety, and so far that’s what’s really keeping me from applying to an exchange program. I’m worried that because I’m relatively quiet and introverted that I won’t get accepted into an exchange program. Part of the reason I’m applying is not only because I want to experience a new culture firsthand but also because I’d like to become more independent and step out of my comfort zone. Either way I’m hoping for some advice for applying for exchange.",10.518974358974358,8.213116111111116,11.488136752136755,54.3763076923077,58.82905982905983,14.146324786324787,46.47692307692307,12.688352899677879,6.2497876923076925,503,27,75,14,5,178,74,117,0.07400000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.12,0.8078,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,16,13,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,15,12,4,11,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,3,47,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533425588347148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348792647395034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372613737651805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498142794016057,0.3281316031835613,0.19816332763670305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551430371077228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374334526123722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37914953318752864,0.0,0.17821176875410005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948320562926313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765910302664978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329197965121046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646252744728365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430225306289844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168766937209498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448371193433642,0.1844811216041289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631799616183091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290351039232525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583085521314776,0.1424210187283945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822171067115464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554528192837507
socialanxiety,Tqtics,2019/10/06,"I dont know what to do anymore Yesterday I saw on snapmap that all my friends were together. I felt so bad because they didnt invite me. I went for a walk, I walked for a hour and then got a call. It were my “friends” they asked if I came over. I said sure and started to feel happy again. I got to the place but no one was there. It had started raining and they went to a house. They didnt told me. I went home at that point and went straight to my bed I normally never cry but I couldn’t hold it. My best “friend” did message me one hour later where I went. That message was one of the most painful things ever. They had forgotten me. I’ve always been third wheel but this, i dont know how to describe it. These are my only friends what should i do. Confront them or just let it go like always. I do not know if this is the right place to post this but I just had to tell someone.",-0.3293444976076572,1.7241379315789482,1.1929186602870807,101.89224880382777,88.10526315789473,4.296650717703351,19.16267942583732,5.565023196281405,-0.5497368421052626,677,20,168,4,22,216,104,190,0.079,0.76,0.161,0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,6,1,8,11,1,0,7,0,21,1,0,1,4,30,41,14,0,5,10,0,2,1,4,1,1,1,2,0,15,5,0,1,5,0,0,9,8,3,0,4,23,4,31,8,14,15,3,29,0,0,1,0,17,9,0,4,11,118,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151969784123667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817393821733727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197119990294898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910737824984287,0.06649162856519197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144683799684586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137864296915308,0.12475371953539464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981470448228455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556721784982867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986653552058895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055152029453888064,0.0,0.1047299258044492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370869387914273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199032182930653,0.0,0.17447585040222366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116113275490346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941197567609022,0.0,0.2148354902675972,0.1258588914161561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983571134198847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153745145467213,0.0,0.05328895292854767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412602338889852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068711785216956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173786596850967,0.08295710257767701,0.11606439972532473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279221049118635,0.0,0.10311193903903512,0.0,0.10446451736594244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315018385717827,0.10375611585413227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241961764710388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440890260756684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280270211085192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533710464263914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724651510697233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422665342356513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055720500416377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mysundaydriver,2019/10/06,"How do you deal when you see a familiar co worker at the beginning of the day and nod or say hi as you see them in the hallway, room, etc... But then as the day progresses, you get to see them probably a few more times. Note that, you are not particularly close to these co workers. But then again, you can not not possibly know everyone in a big work environment. How do you go beyond hi, hello or awkward eye contacts and smiles? How do you guys adapt?",4.268717948717949,4.86319786813187,5.496428571428575,82.66940476190476,70.31868131868131,9.583150183150185,28.353479853479854,9.725611199111238,2.341306227106227,350,12,76,8,6,117,60,91,0.018000000000000002,0.9440000000000001,0.038,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,8,2,4,6,1,0,1,7,0,5,1,1,3,0,14,12,14,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,5,10,0,9,12,3,16,0,0,4,0,17,7,0,2,8,52,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183793632627732,0.2544784872038391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275288913169756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23586368254005904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896233663334772,0.0,0.14028336426657112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444078014482181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565536177186152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27827204375504594,0.0,0.0,0.26613243074857856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629498188826144,0.0,0.0,0.5900922710442592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393285394835198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970054329090834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gaylord678,2019/10/06,how to speak less monotone I have aspergers and schizophrenia so my voice is rather flat and dead especially when I'm nervous and I don't know how to control it at all.,5.91,5.978171764705883,5.963529411764708,82.58588235294121,66.64705882352942,9.15294117647059,34.64705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.701517647058824,136,6,28,2,2,43,28,34,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.7693,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,9,5,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8979911930117029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44001342851487896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway83784627,2019/10/06,"Can't approach my lecturer I (17f) have generalised anxiety and pretty severe social anxiety. I'm a student at sixth form, and while it's miles better than secondary school, it comes with its fair share of problems. In my old school, the support system they had was terrible, and did nothing to help ease my social anxiety. I was referred there three times by two different teachers, and they still did nothing to help. My teachers themselves wouldn't lift a finger until I was having full-on meltdowns in the middle of class. Even then, one of them just stood and watched while some girls I barely knew were the ones to reassure me. Because of all this, I sort of developed a distrust for teachers and lecturers in general. In sixth form, my lecturers have all been as supportive as they can, but my anxiety has led me to doing and turning in work late and skipping class (I haven't skipped since last year, though), and sometimes just the thought of work stresses me out. All three of my lecturers have spoken to my mum on the phone about my anxiety, and they've offered support where needed. But I still struggle to approach them or admit when I need help. It's gotten to the point where I have to communicate to my literature lecturer through my mum, and she emails him when whenever I have an issue. This is just until he gets to know me better, since he only started this year. Even though my other two lecturers have encouraged my mum to tell me to approach them in person if I need help, this is extremely difficult for me. Mainly because I worry about wasting their time, in case they're busy if I try to speak to them after class or when I have a free period. I don't want to become a nuisance to them, but I feel like I am.  


One of the A-Levels I'm studying is film. It's always been my favourite class, and I've had almost no problems with the classwork itself. I get consistent Bs in all of my graded essays. The problem I have now is my coursework. Basically, the coursework I'm doing is I'm writing a screenplay and creating a digital storyboard to go alongside it. The screenplay was difficult enough to deal with - I've received positive feedback for the idea itself, but it took me 2 months just to look at what my lecturer had written on the first draft, because one of the things I struggle the most with is criticism. My therapist has tried to help me to not take it personally, but to no avail. When I did eventually look back and do my corrections, I was a shaking and crying mess. It was so draining.  


I recently got my second draft back, which I'm planning to look at soon. My main problem now is the storyboard. The formatting is sort of difficult, but that isn't my main concern. My main concern is that I need to take photos for the storyboard. I doubt I'll struggle in terms of a camera, but for the photos themselves I'll need three girls around my age. I only have 2 close friends at my sixth form (one of which is a boy). I have other friends, but no one I trust enough to ask. Even if I do find 3 girls, where will I find the time? Where will they find the time? Everyone's schedule will probably differ, plus I need to take the photos in the sixth form because of where the story is set. So doing it outside of sixth form is a big no. I can't even ask my close friends to hang out with me, so I just can't see myself doing that.  


The final draft is due in soon, and if I hand in a storyboard with no photos, my lecturer will lose it. He's nice enough in class, albeit slightly awkward, but he's really strict about coursework and deadlines. I have no idea what to do. Even if I do ask him for help, I'm worried he's going to get mad at me and ask why I didn't approach him sooner. I know I should've, but I can't turn back time. I have no idea how to explain my distrust towards him, I don't think I even should. It really isn't against him personally, it's against teachers and lecturers in general. Plus, I doubt there's much he can do about it. He can't exactly go and tell me to find friends. But I feel like this is the only option I have left. I'm starting to severely worry about my future, it's at the point where I've made myself ill with worry and I spent two days off last week. Does anyone have any idea how I approach him about this? I'm tempted to do it over email, but my mum said I have to get used to speaking to him in person, so I'm not sure. What should I say to him?",5.0308845485223435,5.312697371203601,5.725966663258003,82.79943777482359,68.53880764904386,8.895150833418551,30.78680846712343,8.789673983102933,2.298999820022498,3469,130,707,54,55,1131,311,889,0.159,0.763,0.079,-0.9964,1,1,0,0,0,0,101.0,0,0,10,7,47,39,3,8,40,0,78,3,2,5,7,117,138,61,0,19,26,4,4,2,4,7,1,4,0,8,35,36,0,0,18,1,2,14,21,21,0,14,26,13,112,19,112,105,20,103,0,1,5,0,72,43,0,15,46,502,147,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245550731911546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043588098352815366,0.0,0.0,0.03562325463950247,0.0,0.20036998601591965,0.0,0.0,0.03662845865073413,0.0,0.0,0.04663330893150367,0.1958897350925231,0.0,0.0,0.120841335221379,0.0,0.1277324138374606,0.05785456184543394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926596621116344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512460615399898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057541910714892223,0.033783667224764474,0.05400611672472192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946130082662683,0.0,0.0,0.04584202677327176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238156752240032,0.0,0.2075967992842239,0.0,0.0,0.05005563224752231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297435182590572,0.0748469909587698,0.0,0.05738465647489096,0.19151392675139906,0.04455822681104223,0.0,0.0,0.1618885312859122,0.0,0.10947495140891243,0.0,0.08931395138774814,0.0,0.04189666806395237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067334672997567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365428856485107,0.0,0.054675805468036916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057578299703716626,0.08540071425299207,0.059091994885685964,0.0,0.05691590980639015,0.0,0.0,0.05118483886855416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196935357611694,0.05860485326457916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956747813663085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04181280612552942,0.0,0.03850863309845687,0.23305464679860965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052867633380376,0.0,0.05496871810303393,0.0,0.21298254735598435,0.11952231264894475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829604906034623,0.0,0.0,0.09904056460283374,0.0,0.0,0.053293866522115686,0.05647934832200181,0.20049955769811265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711770095769161,0.0,0.05172337156626487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982965304968262,0.04165825497006763,0.0,0.10603181628535137,0.04174366226203571,0.0,0.0,0.11835914303635445,0.0,0.08666599531337191,0.0,0.0,0.10679879652747444,0.0,0.0,0.051809607493510934,0.0,0.07415603390102095,0.0,0.08366865473920149,0.0,0.0600062648950504,0.16429095203569322,0.0,0.0,0.17833592092855385,0.04937176894666502,0.0,0.1181598683617045,0.0,0.09157271950663123,0.0,0.0,0.06082243912980119,0.03480193245739488,0.033565870803323364,0.1029350056420422,0.0415874396081445,0.1527291087798439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820110419574746,0.07113127038463593,0.11395858138107193,0.15351612687063598,0.0,0.0,0.045243386591437625,0.0,0.0,0.03089773385976478,0.0,0.04201968410859986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047268861104449264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627307614958449,0.21279600005236549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674677977908072
socialanxiety,lukasotaku23,2019/10/06,Feeling empty again I dont know what to do with my life . i come home after work and do nothing i have no intrests and i like to be alone . i wouldnt say that im sad about my life right now but im also not happy. any ideas what i should do?,-1.3717261904761922,0.2436433749999977,1.3250000000000028,102.1866666666667,88.46428571428572,3.733333333333334,14.690476190476188,3.1291,-1.4808952380952378,183,3,49,0,6,63,39,56,0.171,0.7440000000000001,0.085,-0.6708,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,11,11,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,8,2,5,8,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442831602301294,0.0,0.18861972945274136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039507568229994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317527672439906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764299337546002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925952943270432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510807803989597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659003780346174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662608626699612,0.5095454974713015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296242557297786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33319433100030743,0.11523085393500608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22631711801708485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142589861838375,0.0,0.18756789704742896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171123112328426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,42racha,2019/10/06,"Cringe compilations / Cringey Friends We all have that one friend who we love and cherish but is in public sometimes so embarassing that you want to hide under a rock. 
My friend says something weird in class and the whole class starts laughing, I don't know if I'm the only one but situations like that (or watching cringe compilations) give me major anxiety.

I feel like I'm watching a horror movie or I'm having a bad dream. Seeing the thing you're basically the most scared of to a friend right in front of your eyes feels horrifying, does anyone feel the same way?",6.170952380952379,7.107539481481485,5.8326984126984165,80.72500000000002,66.22222222222223,8.764021164021164,29.317460317460323,8.841846274778883,2.126046031746032,456,15,87,7,7,141,75,108,0.18600000000000005,0.58,0.23399999999999999,0.5589,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,2,0,0,1,12,0,1,9,0,4,2,1,0,1,17,16,8,0,2,5,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,8,8,9,8,16,5,8,0,0,4,1,13,5,0,4,3,48,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413133051662419,0.0,0.0,0.12916327085706886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423677034995684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165316092639972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802059166048193,0.1319668165432127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5708690178453973,0.0,0.0,0.17720403130994886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151944408902368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049356839158126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667205640347421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503474389889289,0.14049087704676955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577532317369572,0.0,0.14689988791062156,0.18494088494415245,0.0,0.14720106043035086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763744330838976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220951046400365,0.1826966957439432,0.0,0.13074855242716546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272237473071547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895496328285817,0.1466252619333618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623767728939899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CynicalAndGoofy,2019/10/06,"I feel very embarrassed and humiliated I am (almost) 20/F. I have horrible social skills. A guy invited me for a hiking trip and a dinner, and although I almost always refuse to join social activities, I decided to give it a shot. I honestly cannot say whether I had **completely** fucked everything up or not, but I am certain that I have fucked up at certain times. 

The guy shares a kitchen in the floor with me, I used to stumble upon him everyday in the kitchen, and now I really don’t want to see him. I don’t want to see any of the other people who were in the trip (but that’s not hard to accomplish as they don’t live in the same building I live in). It’s very humiliating to me when other people intervene to help me with my (lack of) social skills. My parents have done it. My aunts have done it. My professors have done it. And now, it’s my peers (not really a peer, he’s a graduate student. But still, we’re close enough in age) who are doing it.",2.5016836734693904,4.013344525510206,4.599744897959184,83.90329081632655,75.68367346938777,8.369387755102041,25.005102040816325,9.017664075816787,1.8698326530612253,741,25,158,17,16,256,102,196,0.141,0.78,0.079,-0.9151,1,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,3,4,7,2,1,13,0,18,5,0,1,2,28,27,13,0,3,8,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,13,8,3,1,2,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,5,5,25,4,24,22,3,21,0,0,2,2,18,12,2,3,7,114,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735177811627708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364030733739665,0.0,0.0,0.09287483874207432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431949868205651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192871154373832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111720046306256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274368734825933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905579561842104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525204770699077,0.0,0.13101399339284664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704589849973835,0.0,0.0,0.12234326133272926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154251112466044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411942608922385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164899582540936,0.0,0.0,0.1893660950909824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749852930695452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860893401724518,0.0,0.0,0.21766320569659925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176592413739372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906797954464162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963725657688439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795587675376375,0.0,0.2253753069937817,0.1611094819247129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Militariagamr,2019/10/06,"Friend stopped talking to me Recently, and old friend of mine started talking to me more, and we got to personal stuff and become really close friends. About 8 days ago, she said “I love you” and I said “I love you too” (she’s lesbian and has a girlfriend, so I assume she said it as a friend as I did, but I do have some feelings for her but I’m just happy she’s happy with someone) after she said she was broken and explained why she didn’t go to school for a week and was bullied. But it’s been 7 days and she hasn’t said anything after 3 times I tried to initiate a conversation (and she did open them), so I dedicated to leave her alone for awhile. But when I was talking to my other friend on Snapchat (I don’t have many people on it and I’m not sure how it still works entirely) I noticed she was talking to other people from the weird emoji thing in the friends list turning into a yellow heart and now nothing. I really think I’m just overreacting ( and it most likely is) but I’m really bad with friend stuff so I’m wondering if this is normal.",2.7847004856988704,4.116688954128442,4.242369131138695,87.4870075553157,74.59633027522933,7.147760388559092,25.208850512682144,7.724431198458867,1.2118464112250409,824,27,176,11,17,274,113,218,0.107,0.7140000000000001,0.18,0.9591,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,1,1,11,15,0,0,7,0,16,4,1,1,1,38,36,25,0,2,9,0,1,1,8,0,0,5,0,1,11,18,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,14,7,32,13,24,22,3,21,0,0,1,3,38,6,0,5,15,122,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511476538319758,0.0,0.0,0.09944639359149404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079015191388827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017158615403455,0.0,0.1060450870080802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384820888881815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485499290754562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192865517754263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456962795347084,0.0,0.07679490896604439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204427338235612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378259677354548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166991692118696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046909876405353663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332121300041606,0.0,0.0,0.09734786964718868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940779185972994,0.09213251201440667,0.1093179023016685,0.10075545139434708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313452409939092,0.08383980677669099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845360731498423,0.0,0.09480686160496284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566787583106627,0.0,0.0,0.09717602920963342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135631501464823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796251511002112,0.0,0.0766806409784253,0.08027591496763277,0.0,0.0,0.2198368300783161,0.0,0.0,0.09049646850112887,0.0,0.0,0.30870470781302545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379054369737729,0.061524892355940136,0.0,0.0,0.05598926381119364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651903801215057,0.10444075015345508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702039243254934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664192293057342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412816135252284,0.06990274179472482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,10YB,2019/10/06,"convincing parents, any tips? When i say that i have mental illness, they say that im normal, i dont need any help and im just lazy and nothing more. Im an adult, but still young. Also when i ask'd my mom about therapy she said then go by yourself and thats the point.. i cant. Are they blind or they just dont give a fuck about their, kid? Sorry for grammar, im not native English speaker",-0.35249999999999915,1.7463668452380965,1.7336190476190474,97.59471428571429,88.88095238095238,4.312380952380953,19.114285714285714,5.6839178017228535,-0.34516285714285644,301,9,70,2,10,100,59,84,0.085,0.802,0.113,0.6361,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,0,8,2,1,0,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,10,10,9,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,5,11,1,4,9,1,7,0,0,1,1,14,1,1,1,5,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104093865808348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585726183627245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149929903956265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547808996643892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399280329077194,0.0,0.1451963863807433,0.08602023997395468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145207753239444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6539704566629579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253326515380405,0.0,0.0,0.17726866136817446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223003983794012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829870456309655,0.1452320840383968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680651480189146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308223410649146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439761195161026,0.2407319148067371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943289017698654,0.0,0.0,0.12087469505830245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309106504189284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lord_Sturaro,2019/10/06,I’m on SSRIs and I’m fucking scared Hi I’m 15 and I’m on fluvoxamine. Does it help reduce social anxiety? Please help.,-2.5443956043956035,-2.508687307692308,1.7431868131868136,89.18038461538461,133.61538461538458,4.562637362637363,15.252747252747252,6.1826913282559595,0.2156439560439561,94,3,20,2,7,35,17,26,0.165,0.574,0.26,0.4228,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28412819784782245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250240395721363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433632422954909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978975771368074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076974575914351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718469416998419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37860647436558537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zeaNN1,2019/10/06,"I've only attended uni for the first 2 weeks Now I'm really behind with the material, going to sleep at 5am, literally zero human interaction in the last weeks. I don't even enjoy whatever I'm studying but I don't know what to do in the future. Life's good.",1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,5.434545454545457,75.69181818181819,79.0,8.763636363636364,21.909090909090907,9.3871,2.0523818181818183,205,6,41,6,5,78,41,55,0.037000000000000005,0.884,0.079,0.4653,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,8,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,23,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304338465171271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29675959263687923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982781761268372,0.2926264003392574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173690233746785,0.28438610539968723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24642629013655898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653411453671871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235033014149532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491348309678105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5597055911438668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HiddenInTheGrey,2019/10/06,"Bad breakdown So im currently in the military and yesterday we  were about to take our wing photo. during these events we line up in a formation in front of a large aircraft with leadership standing in front of us holding flags. turns out my unit had the wrong flag. Sooooo our chief walks up to me out of the hundreds of people in the formation and goes ""I need you to run inside the hangar and grab the right flag"". in that moment I wanted to cry. so as she hands me the huge flailing banner I begin to walk extremely fast towards another incoming unit made up of hundreds of other people heading right in my direction to fall in. I feel all EYES on me and begin running to hurry past them. after a while I feel like im forgetting to move my limbs properly so I start speed walking again and now its taking forever to pass the crowd. Im sweating so much at this point. I finally make it to the hangar and a SSgt is staring at me from an open door as if to say ""wtf are you doing in here"" as my eyes dart back and forth looking for the other flag I walk towards him panicking especially after I notice the flags not here. He finally ask what I need and I tell him and sends me to the multiple offices surrounding the hangar. ....No flag!

After worrying that im holding everyone up my panicking increases by 10x. I stand in a corner worried about what I should do next. I finally nut up and decide to face my fate. As I walk back out the formation is basically complete and as I cut through the rows of people to get to the chief I see a very familiar flag, the flag I was supposed to retrieve. As I break to the front I see it in the hands of the chief. as we approached eachother she begins telling me ""Just give it up brother I said ON THE SIDE OF not inside the hangar...."" while shaking her head. Now not only did I fail her but every one else knows it. Also I have to now find my spot again out the massive formation, and as I cut through everyone was staring and laughing at me and now Im lost in a sea of judgment and jokes. THEE ABSOLUTE WORST MOMENT of my military career.",3.0257563025210072,4.623456976190479,4.483361344537816,84.9210504201681,74.47619047619048,7.893557422969187,27.35294117647059,8.583994105835817,1.994840336134454,1630,63,330,31,34,543,206,420,0.077,0.894,0.03,-0.9466,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,6,3,1,2,18,11,2,1,31,0,12,8,8,2,1,45,35,32,0,5,6,1,5,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,13,24,0,2,5,1,0,17,4,8,0,1,8,14,55,3,77,26,4,86,0,2,7,0,26,37,0,1,30,231,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004191169940704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495305904485414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357060945508697,0.0,0.0,0.153926015281883,0.08357094299045857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494242774838757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994413060509924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836123254712727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433011536041796,0.1912805084492307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012169909464009,0.07150429354129835,0.0,0.32893100460972324,0.09148041798515497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229287751376899,0.09601541814368857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544236740732136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5405717078717236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055006829144158234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048898902900949816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405036529132859,0.0,0.10926002416570978,0.0,0.0,0.09470754832979046,0.06681083122805191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637979660631827,0.07357764339418876,0.14843088691016887,0.0,0.0,0.10644681706413063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395309260236595,0.0,0.0,0.06782355304795494,0.07612293131991396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554720041068948,0.20816934510055446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461737223020816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095257254332855,0.09520848047687824,0.0795955603195548,0.0,0.0,0.1595174925077565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084419491009322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051040002023452,0.0,0.17496608833838306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088691442400243,0.0,0.0,0.12039590843013855,0.0,0.0,0.08258470633508545,0.059035656700923624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329244311959405,0.0,0.0,0.1094326682386288,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anonymous_user34,2019/10/06,"I'm going to a party today and I think I'm developing depression My great grandmother is celebrating her birthday today and my mother is forcing me and my sister to go. The problem all of my aunts, cousins, uncles, etc are gonna be there and I am afraid I will be awkward or that they'll judge me or something bad will happen. I also think I am developing depression. Sometimes I cut myself when something minor happens. For example I left my phone over my dad's house once and I immediately grabbed a knife from my kitchen, went into my room and started cutting my arm. I have suicidal thoughts sometimes, but then again I do not feel sad most of the time so maybe I'm just sensitive? Plz help me this is gonna be mental torture😭😥",3.025384615384617,5.0841161643835635,4.631095890410961,81.86316649104322,75.7123287671233,7.232033719704952,29.038988408851427,8.139509932561175,2.1517572181243407,584,26,111,10,13,196,98,146,0.11,0.7829999999999999,0.106,0.3466,0,0,2,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,10,2,2,4,0,14,2,1,0,1,19,29,13,1,1,5,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,7,1,0,4,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,2,2,25,1,8,19,3,14,0,3,0,0,9,4,0,3,7,72,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812303875642187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442128548969595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975246333214443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262694633486266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733173700173942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631997358053824,0.0,0.0,0.19042291689886484,0.0,0.0,0.30546905638471544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576966762055603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929412776507285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765931418138326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735190948102743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405977124810934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393972099893974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526841800161354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659345038278512,0.341646314477339,0.0,0.12225114657408664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889261652873876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213422684897632,0.0,0.1371193120161259,0.10071363141397596,0.0,0.3274341617792385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011191518013645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shithead-hannah,2019/10/06,"Pressure in school Recently my  boyfriend (whom I have tried to break up with but I can’t because I panic and backout everytime) has been pressuring me to “come out of my shell”. I have a couple friends or acquaintances, but we are kind of the outsiders of the school. He is more popular and wants me to ween away from my friends and join his friend circle. (I honestly don’t like these people very much because I have a tendency to naturally not like the “popular” crowd) These people kind of scare me because they have never been welcoming to me in the past before I was dating him, so I feel like they are pretending to like me. Before, they have made fun of how little I spoke, and how I look. I’m trying to not hold grudges and push myself to talk to them, but I’m scared to dEAth. I had a panic attack yesterday when he tried to put me in a group call with them. I’m stuck. I don’t know what to do.",3.6677926421404687,4.6056115652173935,4.615869565217395,87.17862876254179,71.93478260869566,8.270234113712375,26.11036789297659,8.617729084823388,1.6029361204013384,704,22,152,12,13,229,101,184,0.166,0.625,0.209,0.8566,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,5,0,5,21,1,6,8,0,17,0,0,3,1,24,28,13,1,1,6,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,1,2,1,0,3,6,7,0,0,7,3,30,14,26,21,2,17,0,0,1,0,20,7,0,1,10,103,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478647287473465,0.12783167661090258,0.0,0.0,0.2488204577384121,0.0,0.23155195409451976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389311984274644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720256768227075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054642159389112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879539329508269,0.09720039986301483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153559636664949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833685065704237,0.07477433204651777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658857352161601,0.13636661376914436,0.0,0.0,0.11425508469964896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874208123438913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000188380962445,0.0,0.10493689756656087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192712607683054,0.0,0.0,0.12988347448460089,0.1886520149666192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677662578898975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343416036931586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724370934825888,0.27539744241195296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935887132313547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27712488513904904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226271991210847,0.0802509772953874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lina852,2019/10/06,"Alone time - maybe less is more It's so hard to leave my house after a whole day spent alone doing all my favorite things: dancing and yoga, reading, home improvement projects, watching movies. I should know not to spend a whole entire day inside because of how difficult it is for me to break that momentum. I do need to run a few errands today but I'm struggling to find energy to do it. 
Does anyone out there feel this too?",4.553654618473896,5.863126795180726,4.732710843373496,85.77007028112452,70.20481927710844,7.461044176706826,27.086345381526108,7.793537801064563,1.5285357429718878,336,11,65,4,6,105,66,83,0.133,0.789,0.078,-0.3879,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,11,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,3,3,2,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,10,9,6,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268125598492824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407537039067672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256065332287637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657711816364269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031626855491695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418537445569548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883265154205972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458086508066004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668555207531536,0.0,0.0,0.2377547274436071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132400210363766,0.0,0.0,0.2181778339748024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700552271921127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527839089952399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061063601551532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540882543529208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689086283760366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014976183800155,0.0,0.1953118758755324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600962726759074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwawayuser626,2019/10/06,"Making new friends? So I think I might try to go on bumble or something to try to make new friends. Has anyone tried online stuff like that? I’m nervous that it won’t work out but I have no friends due to pushing all of the old ones away. But now my anxiety is better. Maybe even going to yoga class when I have money to. I need friends, I don’t know where to go to make them. I’m not in school, I just work and come home.",0.31969806763284936,2.0760009456521717,1.8640579710144929,99.90509661835749,83.02173913043478,4.523671497584541,18.917874396135264,5.033348758259628,-0.6711705314009664,325,8,80,1,9,105,64,92,0.066,0.7440000000000001,0.19,0.9179,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,7,7,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,3,1,16,19,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,1,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,9,6,13,17,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,7,48,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169800775936684,0.0,0.0,0.11123448510737848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946365155996333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069592585770382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703585998731938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507277641915197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916283154059843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712314894343084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957315189883214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742781919889599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771988511907586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185672777734222,0.0,0.15982018766717151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876185147384806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795797854757993,0.0,0.3072865745946487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693077679044147,0.0,0.10779871200652676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610004204922341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246981335228455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211189719398407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193391951298036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240206056053952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316285387259902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PrincessImpeach,2019/10/06,"I called in sick to my new job and I'm terrified everyone hates me there now Woke up feeling nauseous and barfy. I'm new, I asked to pick up this shift because I need money, and I called in last minute. I'm just a cashier but I feel extremely guilty and worried about what my coworkers are going to think. Especially since I picked up this shift. What if they think I'm lying and unreliable now :(",1.9978750000000003,4.2453850375,3.207500000000003,89.87750000000004,79.875,7.0,23.75,8.07648339933343,1.293,313,11,67,6,8,101,51,80,0.261,0.7240000000000001,0.015,-0.9688,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,15,14,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,10,0,9,13,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,36,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073194156890694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393109314435915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821915233966029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561420867175416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387696634816237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418734023809906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23311076113789825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343037659821206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924620037852496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175073337917087,0.0,0.4560750105571967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953134849509788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025808301540327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23978221333277344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rapunzelie,2019/10/06,"i need help telling my roommates to keep quiet I have been with different roommates for 4 years now, and all of them possess my all-time most hated pet peeve — playing loud music/videos when I’m studying. I don’t know how its already common courtesy to keep it down, considering I am on my study desk, and they can see what I’m doing. I make sure I never do what they do (I wear headphones) so as not to disturb them. I’m having a hard time telling them, because I already told them before, but I don’t think I’m being firm enough. I’d tough it out, but I really cannot focus and I’m on the toughest year of my program. Any tips?",3.4231060606060595,4.0531454015151525,4.611818181818184,88.12106060606064,72.25757575757575,6.775757575757575,27.54545454545455,6.42735559955562,1.0615090909090914,491,17,106,3,9,162,85,132,0.061,0.868,0.071,0.0342,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,6,0,4,5,1,1,2,0,12,1,1,2,3,19,26,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,4,20,2,12,23,3,11,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,1,7,65,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488390499010471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829590728970811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397007404797583,0.0,0.17304955442146294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247426806061004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013152255823744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217606141723208,0.20078189978492367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631199583260087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615222298513208,0.0,0.0,0.11176467841450766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574843674846107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507933705723972,0.15684845707543826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028151755188572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205643489187954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916701225105196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555018331512112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030877171922434,0.0,0.0,0.1185843959627156,0.0,0.0,0.194325003335174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26192217422974234
socialanxiety,lolo-s,2019/10/06,"What does being high feel like to someone with social anxiety? I know it makes you paranoid sometimes, so i guess it would make it worse but some people say it helps so i mean??",1.6504285714285702,4.16920082857143,2.31964285714286,94.01660714285715,83.57142857142857,4.642857142857143,20.17857142857143,5.985473137389443,0.007142857142856673,139,4,28,1,4,43,29,35,0.13,0.718,0.151,0.4195,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,17,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595169802918614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355952466429931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612514937334447,0.1923300139262007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965749363924052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045173311320653,0.2844445164177471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795564981313702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152674070521062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35941137137704104,0.0,0.0,0.293258272740055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664246606428667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409365041669848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744347335852905,0.22810827419792254,0.0,0.2662643455159611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743570276937949,0.1912453603903459,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tangerinedreame,2019/10/06,"No fear but the flashbacks I can do any social thing I have to do. Meet anyone, talk to anyone, public speaking, whatever. I will just pay like hell for it for about two weeks after and maybe even still be living through flashbacks a decade later no matter how “perfectly” it goes. Anyone have this? Any idea what to do about it?",3.0338095238095235,5.3674186507936525,3.301825396825397,90.09178571428572,76.7777777777778,5.469841269841268,20.02380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.18679047619047665,257,6,49,2,6,79,47,63,0.195,0.6709999999999999,0.134,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,7,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,3,2,9,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,5,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34416651789038033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308171248144135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671377032079005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847525643023903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856636139413656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362786570486495,0.0,0.22344854115159796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542235962851914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25795347931927115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020867397544843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339269192581325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681157439280664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471939156961813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298213216141645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DaintyLight,2019/10/06,"I've just learned that you can text yourself on WhatsApp and I'm having a blast I have a hard time talking to others, but it is slightly easier when done through texting, since one of my main problems is stuttering and being unable to get a sentence out from pure nervousness.

But even texting can get pretty anxiety inducing, if you're doing it with someone you're not confortable enough.

And speaking out loud with yourself can only help so much, if you, like me, is a neurotic individual who keeps worrying about some random ninja individuals who may or may not be listening to your conversations with youself and jugding you from the shadows.

So! You can text yourself! It looks really silly at first and I could never ever let anyone know I do this because I am overprotecting my non-existent dignity, but I would 10/10 recommend it since it feels more natural over the time. 
It is a nice way of expressing yourself and getting less intimidated by social media, since you can start having some sort of positive memory of it!

You could just get a diary, of course, but, at least for me, no one ever respects the ""do not touch"" warning on those. I find it kinda weird, to be honest, since everyone is so much more respectful towards messages that you have with other people on an app than they are with your innermost fellings that you put in a book. Like, you are a weird stalker if you look through one's messages, but it is absolutely normal if you read through someone's private rant of a lifetime?
Sorry for the long paragraph, gotta get it out my chest. 

Anyway, it has really helped me to quickly relieve some stress, so I just thought I'd share here.
I've just realized that this may sound like advertising for WhatsApp or something, but you can do it with probably other apps too, idk.",9.129232195845699,7.7969111424332365,8.871259272997037,68.97466339020775,60.721068249258145,11.985830860534124,40.053597922848674,10.9516,4.406531305637981,1433,64,250,30,16,464,187,337,0.1,0.73,0.16899999999999998,0.9852,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,14,1,1,17,16,0,2,14,0,35,1,1,1,4,60,50,23,0,9,19,0,3,3,0,5,0,4,0,0,24,15,0,1,7,2,0,2,5,6,0,4,2,9,28,10,39,37,11,24,0,0,2,0,28,11,0,15,13,194,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219180943545788,0.0,0.0,0.08426521224527947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346336263592519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924390104124737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332623127291302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245217312442748,0.0,0.07959743597152975,0.21802109304590173,0.0,0.11515495411993222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060934791752103735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014633348017022,0.10250795632183998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148142986296795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795561885604296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155411148019055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711713643987104,0.0,0.0,0.06623057349368905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232322988700408,0.0,0.17662910766159282,0.0,0.0,0.10664985902852987,0.2024004648953643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771812552779654,0.0,0.09294674678147784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180767611274608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24498737073028054,0.09165526309698284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835482631540342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260463965135113,0.12993296603631896,0.11531428298428753,0.0,0.12114844918843184,0.0,0.0,0.12054521280411627,0.0,0.15440691541361726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987570735184791,0.0,0.0,0.12284741958078105,0.20421987045259374,0.09277648748774107,0.0,0.13490398961678973,0.08529943882599643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380467765690856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686346325164008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567354331596484,0.14054373283990731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565729278416027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238639550970902,0.0,0.08560869363661981,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wemael,2019/10/06,"Feels like my brain doesn't work, anyone relate? I feel like my brain doesn't function around other people. It's just blank. Parts of it I'm not sure if it's because of my depression or SA, cause it's like that around friends as well, and I'm definitely not anxious around them. Like I've lost my personality kinda.

Anyways, we have classes in uni where we work in groups and sit around a table. We had this logic test once (not IQ test), and I was reading the instructions, over an over, and it barely registered in my head, and when I was trying to answer I couldn't think, I've answered similar things on the internet at home with no problems, but now my brain just wouldn't work. I know that the fact that I felt like people could see how I answered makes me uncomfortable. When I used to go to therapy, I could freely think about things I wanted to say when I was at home, but when I was in the room with the therapist, my brain just felt empty...",5.5975852272727264,5.3497624895833376,5.84435606060606,84.24988636363638,67.33333333333334,9.065151515151516,27.87121212121212,8.575989854853784,1.6772541666666667,746,20,160,10,11,238,105,192,0.067,0.821,0.113,0.7642,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,1,4,17,11,0,0,7,0,12,5,5,4,2,48,27,15,0,7,10,0,4,5,1,1,0,1,3,1,12,14,0,0,11,1,0,1,8,3,1,0,8,6,24,8,23,15,1,22,0,2,1,0,8,15,0,3,10,104,36,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474187918792552,0.0,0.07720743233915417,0.0,0.0,0.3931847723554462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731031049456213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930558494939298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343058264580305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632094526252348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510359993094286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166218385842967,0.15776650733084235,0.21203883785334915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530933518746082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275358116544587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332160335558313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151823360321232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068331622915756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26972538084503844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053522627666866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370544461524046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175924792646846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957286213733302,0.0,0.15310106514044414,0.09641348707640847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565593397346727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104487381375358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878095071550128,0.0,0.0,0.08798953323197042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406846618258102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627358633745656,0.1282048037727716,0.1467147646641295,0.1415038903855397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496715597272052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953664401322714,0.0,0.0,0.0651279028461977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927981341837776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411587294296441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GymLife66,2019/10/06,"Why do I have to exist if I have to experience suffering? Life is a mistake. Suffering outweighs any positive in life, so why exist in the first place and have to deal with any of this horrid pain? I'm not even close to being $uicidal, but I just see no hope for me or anyone tbh. Talking to people is just a horrible, awkward experience that everyone has to do, too. We will just be another failed DNA mutation and everything will return to its natural state sooner than later.",5.463870967741934,6.1890884516129026,7.203387096774198,71.02508064516131,67.70967741935483,11.361290322580645,32.704301075268816,11.20814326018867,4.053804301075267,378,16,68,12,6,132,68,93,0.22899999999999998,0.684,0.087,-0.9242,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,3,0,12,3,0,0,0,14,15,6,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,5,1,13,11,0,8,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,3,3,50,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937739661611832,0.22649417978767414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510317864143835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268587286227468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266555116234342,0.0,0.0,0.20639666087323047,0.19412631204500236,0.4225776748590956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837289594656232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145361183688311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30513349522732297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298385658821004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497467709360654,0.0,0.2256733755128451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212353768502284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361211706909013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898116818101629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,incel_in_a_cell,2019/10/06,"""Were you abused as a child?"" The words my boss told me at work a while back. I kind of wish I had been, maybe then I'd have a reason as to why I'm this way. But alas, I have nothing to point to.",-2.8523188405797093,-1.253524347826085,-0.28695652173912833,110.77507246376813,96.82608695652172,3.066666666666667,9.840579710144928,3.1291,-2.439002898550725,144,1,44,0,6,48,36,46,0.126,0.818,0.055999999999999994,-0.4576,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,1,7,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,27,7,2,0.0,0.354513200937696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23007290339807634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31157965797312986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005952015577024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28709867029165115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828487894139971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30763621915697703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859065887061559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23749781738701056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26998917451626303,0.0,0.344075062353542,0.0,0.0,0.21782738557989126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Flames911,2019/10/06,"Autonomous (A very short story) The machine keeps moving. Through pure ingrained programming it moves ever forward. 

Talking, laughing, walking are all done with crude outdated algorithms. Its imprecise. Its movements are stilted. Its speech is awkward. Its gaze is unsettling. No one would think this thing is a human. But that is exactly its end goal; to trick just one real person into believing that its human.

Clearly, the thing is programmed poorly. For one thing, it takes too much time to process the simplest information. Some ancient, faulty runtime was probabaly installed on the thing and its been unable to connect to the rest of the world to get an update.

Oh! Here, I found part of the problem. Look at the amount of processing power dedicated to its monitoring software. The thing is monitoring every piece of data in its past, present and future at the same time. I bet this is overwriting the memory for the present with the past and future with each iteration.

To be honest, I don't know how this thing is still upright. Its processor should've burned out long ago. Its memory is filled with corrupted data. Its servos are completely rusted. Its battery is empty. I have only one explanation; this scrap heap has inside it, a constant value defined as: KEEP\_GOING\_FOREVER",5.0761472346786265,8.304806156950676,5.283974215246637,73.72862201046341,74.8744394618834,7.84222720478326,30.367899850523173,8.72156446121922,3.14968774289985,1035,47,154,23,24,326,145,223,0.068,0.87,0.063,0.3382,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,2,1,17,0,21,0,0,1,5,30,28,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,28,10,0,1,4,0,2,6,2,4,0,4,4,2,4,2,25,22,9,30,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,3,17,118,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890460140021565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511267754453479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406403813518882,0.14495474173575404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726900436102388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188058120898012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133484524425853,0.1130164399490952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707459911222287,0.0,0.0,0.07008119016607227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384547474991973,0.0,0.0,0.07371833865270414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187072678130664,0.1126415281308335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851333914004821,0.09860633156631866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635795576665974,0.1020174425173882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525759784495204,0.2560984149343949,0.0,0.1171234950994942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283512570722264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267758596948386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712220153111783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085453762811518,0.10781446106213437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534689073320552,0.08594974995041695,0.0,0.0,0.15643304816007225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067730032554517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528727196845564,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MrWanikoff,2019/10/06,"My nickname is Titanic 
Because I'm terrible at breaking the ice.",5.372499999999999,7.702931250000002,7.773333333333332,60.70500000000001,69.83333333333334,11.466666666666667,53.66666666666666,11.20814326018867,7.853066666666668,53,5,7,2,1,19,12,12,0.237,0.763,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MageZaTioN,2019/10/06,"Effexor Does anyone takw Effexor? I been on it for 5months and uping the dose every 2 months. I am always skeptical of meds so i never took them until now, after talking to my therapist for over a year i decided to try it. It has opened a big window for me and the way i think of day to day repeat thoughts and always thinking the worst. I recommend it.",2.625,4.273018166666667,4.823333333333338,81.855,75.66666666666666,8.133333333333335,25.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.0927888888888893,276,10,54,6,6,96,51,72,0.09300000000000001,0.871,0.036000000000000004,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,9,0,12,4,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,9,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177372225260523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755189049349721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32377405407744736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196691489523834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149503714453827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788264479979901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003616372010272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936019714145684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176023468200774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914533754568113,0.0,0.3216867486980639,0.0,0.19928170957651006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788922725864977,0.17042599039714826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924786078563966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164854354824545
socialanxiety,suehirouu,2019/10/06,"HOOKUP ANXIETY I am a lesbian and I use the dating app HER. I used it for the sole reason of chatting on the platform which will hopeful open myself to new information and knowledge and maybe have a few friends to chat there.

But there is this one girl who wants to hook up with me. At first I told her I am underaged but I felt bad and just told her my real age and the reason is that I may not be able to hookup with her js because 'I have a tad bit of issues' and so she's asked me 'what issues'. I'm not sure if I should even tell her.

The thing is that I never date, I've just turnt legal and a hookup sounds fun and everything but I have social anxiety and its turning my life around pretty bad.

The bad thing is that I am really ugly, like really really ugly and I'm overweight, my skin is also rashy and horrible. That's the reason why I never wanted to even meet people on these apps.

But the thing is that I do wanna hook up but I'll feel bad for that person if I meet up with her.

The point is that I'm not sure if I should tell her my anxiety issues. Should I or should I not?",1.4082051282051251,2.8780363589743594,3.2943675213675228,92.28257692307696,78.57264957264957,6.389401709401709,18.53760683760684,7.1686216300943375,0.07000068376068391,844,16,195,10,20,284,114,234,0.188,0.74,0.073,-0.985,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,13,0,21,4,1,5,4,54,35,22,0,11,15,0,3,1,1,6,2,1,0,2,17,16,1,0,7,2,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,4,33,6,20,25,2,17,0,0,0,1,23,10,0,6,8,141,50,1,0.1104509207980404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832756145737433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534839562791089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983247364653064,0.10325670116783818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688876213132796,0.0673298561501027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058379897377675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590358299932493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992661656967926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055847304234332505,0.0,0.10605020498348708,0.0,0.0,0.09394949680693412,0.0,0.0,0.08533410742321072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970268609960623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458461957891185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801475178144637,0.05396074081041497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109627955544084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037311840546165,0.1066741875699986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484440242504986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657276141347166,0.09644148375023176,0.0,0.0,0.104411821046759,0.0,0.0,0.11236829427440063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571732865205604,0.21227306436207066,0.3406858264658029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125908043411622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081973714383945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930779461977718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013605183258053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108117618550576,0.0,0.0,0.12013888504794087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078826552648145,0.0,0.0,0.13029362954273152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966477647847843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,-NinJane-,2019/10/06,Am I the only one who runs to their room when the doorbell rings? When someone is ringing the door I automatically jump up and run into the basement or my room just so nobody will see me. My parents always just think I'm weird but I just can't let the guests see me. Worst scenario is when I run to the basement out of fear and forget my phone so I'm sitting there for hours because I'm too afraid to go upstairs to get my phone to distract myself with. Am I just really weird for doing this or does someone else have this problem?,4.453597402597404,4.820162463636368,5.234935064935065,85.5195454545455,69.81818181818181,7.012987012987013,28.441558441558442,6.1826913282559595,1.1389740259740253,421,14,88,2,7,137,69,110,0.19699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.9721,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,3,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,15,17,10,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,7,0,1,0,4,13,0,12,15,1,15,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,2,4,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091732073971264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532425117212815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998949566770545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000066281036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828790276064833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133875748887602,0.0,0.14286840049675795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475644742495748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25705911527112424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034559215934875,0.1911903052827041,0.0,0.0,0.2791342930917577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405423564590457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610442450230768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006440314590331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259969155869564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107793458154415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rodcro55,2019/10/06,"How can I stop feeling anxious every time I chat with friends? A lot of times, when I do online chat with some friends, I can get very anxious with any message I send and they take their time to answer. I start thinking ""What if I offended them?"" ""What if said something awful or gross?"" ""What if they don't want to talk to me anymore?"" and I start getting over analytical on the topic, even if it's completely non-sense to consider the message as bad. 

The problem is even worse when I chat with one person in particular, who I consider one of, of not THE best friend I've ever had. There've been days I get awfully depressed and nights that I couldn't sleep, just because I'm so afraid of the possibility that I could've said something bad.

What can I do???",5.4245842531273,5.487846807947029,5.957306843267109,82.23469462840326,67.67549668874172,8.830316409124356,32.009565857247985,8.515128840125781,2.2673305371596766,592,23,123,8,9,192,90,151,0.23,0.72,0.05,-0.9778,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,1,8,11,1,1,6,2,10,1,1,1,1,25,22,13,0,7,7,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,8,7,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,7,0,2,4,3,19,4,16,17,3,15,0,1,0,0,18,3,0,7,11,81,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825956481219242,0.0,0.0,0.3264698300025584,0.14329731071594193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412896918393195,0.0880810268677842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163551666700592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149718996930234,0.0,0.0,0.1153651632484753,0.0,0.0,0.09318543386499643,0.0,0.12445081116387255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087130359552865,0.13070135279193448,0.1217408038007461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305953385361652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349026526326869,0.0,0.22647343411206666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284199378908482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559602280150915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958231369515265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616490524553395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289310251815076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825940024165606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748901004668412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459642392958424,0.0,0.0,0.2224741148211518,0.0,0.0,0.2045444666145831,0.0,0.0,0.12080184335784636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864005699816448,0.11613725540249208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925846863531527,0.0,0.0,0.2527634700657613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922109305688068,0.08522516860031157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724976718150393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wutsupdug,2019/10/06,"My friend answers all my messages with ""😂"" Like, I understand that some of the stuff I say could be seen as funny or something, but she never says anything else. It has been making me really insecure about talking to her because I feel like she's just typing the simplest thing she can think of so that she can gently stop talking to me without appearing rude, so I've had to make an extra effort into motivating myself before texting her, since I am scared that if I'm the one to start conversations sometimes my friends will just leave me for being boring. Am I overthinking?",9.352,7.549693836363641,8.973636363636365,69.91045454545454,60.63636363636364,11.345454545454546,38.36363636363636,9.888512548439397,3.778945454545454,462,18,80,7,5,149,82,110,0.11699999999999999,0.691,0.192,0.8651,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,2,4,0,11,0,0,3,2,21,20,6,0,2,6,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,4,18,4,12,13,3,5,0,0,1,0,14,1,0,4,5,63,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350407605310174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111893945864732,0.0,0.16906966190249922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586369587187415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597912210852592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046310280846277,0.14194342523163872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30701317904817177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038290911416946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941387691305929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26525283328910504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324116664922194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346367743000803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728522877901105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31601085488562314,0.1989223000294732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435755223166754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529604603985079,0.196508451531118,0.0,0.14063306111133794,0.0,0.0,0.1661128584946532,0.0,0.0,0.2274513112770897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31939730282896417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200010940730986,0.1273118561394384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684220358463487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915290570983245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spoopygorl,2019/10/06,Guilty I was supposed to go sit in at a podcast my boyfriend got invited to be on tonight. I was getting ready and almost had a panic attacking thinking about how I don’t look good in anything I put on and what other people would think of me and that I most likely won’t be accepted because I’m the only one there that’s not an artist and I’m just so damn insecure I hate it. Anyways I bailed and now my bf is disappointed in me and I’m honestly disappointed in myself. Why do I feel so excluded before I even show up somewhere? Is it the fear of something new? Ugh. Time to spend another night in home alone.,3.5013035870516163,4.418114598425198,5.151128608923887,83.26497812773405,72.30708661417323,8.479090113735781,29.85914260717411,8.841846274778883,2.2976061242344707,482,20,101,9,9,164,88,127,0.26,0.665,0.07400000000000001,-0.9783,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,9,13,3,3,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,16,22,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,4,2,1,2,3,9,0,1,4,2,14,4,15,14,1,17,0,2,1,0,1,9,1,2,6,68,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102799310192804,0.21749177039244216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019835237619192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280821598867446,0.0,0.0,0.23889993764893866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801116862365858,0.0,0.1786905094750694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386998965546881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363030630096441,0.10617991910720866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971386231458796,0.0,0.11934515234419135,0.17613407088272115,0.16795240234413106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732685551191746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064237964915272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259308256266086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763431397064654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281474213121492,0.0,0.19706633717607225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229823093652053,0.15971086700319406,0.0,0.2463842055254177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558428064106516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111032493082635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166461972292215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691129819481434,0.0,0.0,0.12244993176210615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894880701836504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917461607467095,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Glittering_Mess,2019/10/06,"Is it too awkward to say ""Hey, what're you guys talking about?"" Like I'll be in my room and I hear roommates talking together about a subject, would it be too awkward to just walk outside and try to interject with that statement?",3.139666666666667,5.2192829111111125,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000002,75.44444444444444,6.277777777777778,33.47222222222222,7.1686216300943375,2.204888888888889,181,10,35,2,4,57,35,45,0.081,0.862,0.057,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,7,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833471585168566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43635505538107694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914577836515908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078834762724447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6223656585633195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628547788839528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750258415574369,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anonymak3r,2019/10/06,"I've made progress but I still go back to square one. Last year I had no job, could barely go outside, was going to therapy and was on medication. I now have a job that I like and go out way more often than I did before. There's still a few things that say I still have a long way to go.


 Talking to anyone I find attractive is really hard, I can't stop myself from shaking or stuttering. Shaking and stuttering are my biggest challenges every day. I work as a sales representative, so that means I have to talk to people with authority. Talking to anyone with authority really is  intimidating, I try to avoid it as much as possible. I talk to people that I know at work, but I'm generally pretty quiet. 

What can I do to make myself more comfortable around people? One thing that I know helps 100% is being with a friend, I'm so much more confident. Everything goes to shit as soon as I'm alone with my thoughts. Therapy and medication aren't an option anymore because I had my state health insurance taken away, it's too expensive to pay.",5.2946153846153825,5.842333463414636,6.677073170731707,75.27801125703566,68.02439024390246,10.210131332082552,29.915572232645413,10.214889679676881,2.9479568480300182,820,29,159,20,13,280,116,205,0.139,0.6890000000000001,0.172,0.8479,2,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,12,11,1,3,6,0,18,4,1,2,0,26,33,14,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,10,10,0,2,5,0,3,7,3,6,0,2,8,4,21,5,28,23,6,27,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,3,12,110,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116429723431016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148708763516556,0.15720864009935615,0.0,0.0,0.10007463254678772,0.0,0.0,0.10561912244814818,0.08644144779650573,0.0,0.0685281329589639,0.0,0.09565827047335787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975552995983108,0.0,0.0,0.07249942500471508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947158575014299,0.0,0.10103281649720217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274676130847683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685280785979183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194448014100476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007032177290556,0.0,0.0,0.11949361862710332,0.0,0.0,0.07535049604554729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311231405579013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356247749825845,0.09163455579202688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492108601237025,0.0,0.0,0.09948517815311422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637133144637692,0.0750389720576434,0.0,0.0,0.1224546638549649,0.0,0.22649585157533755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527831266992513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235283287056878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338066056525833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673285705692394,0.0,0.11436812508913052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440339408595681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939821458505894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539405307664423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26932819278409875,0.09398533461401136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36142490898329993,0.0,0.0,0.2571164224368721,0.0,0.14936922480485093,0.0,0.0,0.08924624549932379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632351112789793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846217333922665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368128798439746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239262264847282
socialanxiety,t0sonder,2019/10/06,"Bad aura? Does anyone else feel like they give off a bad ""aura"" that other people immediately pick up on?
I try when I talk with people to make my voice warmer/enthusiastic and put a smile on, but it doesn't seem to help. I feel like people can pick up some invisible sign that there's something wrong with me and I don't know what I can do to fix it. Does anyone else feel this way?",2.8402916666666687,3.956093112500003,4.3599999999999985,87.55166666666668,74.125,6.833333333333335,18.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,-0.05104166666666688,299,4,68,3,6,100,52,80,0.149,0.767,0.084,-0.7451,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,15,12,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,4,8,2,10,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24758972014409425,0.36280962720693133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956524602813186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30986874680856785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957988608342792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268559722955908,0.25296376407498583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698389032319648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867037471251644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729999319620744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299171734096275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817975195199547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36822474912815417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798038971969232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117626382295927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629885904861455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230307572746198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020278750982152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053107871628656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357228985434466,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YoMamaSoooooo,2019/10/06,"Any advice? I’m going to checked for social anxiety on Thursday this coming week. I am pretty sure I have it as I am not just drained from social interaction but I fear it. The only reason I am going to try a therapist is because I have started to prefer a F on an assignment to ask someone to join their group ( these assignments require at least 2 people).

Any advice on what questions they will ask or what will happen? I want to be prepared so I don’t seem like such an idiot and I can seem a little better put together.

Sorry for such a long post.",2.3791964285714258,4.289398526785714,4.476214285714288,82.91878571428573,77.125,6.622857142857143,24.59285714285714,7.554174236665415,1.3771935714285717,433,15,82,6,10,149,78,112,0.10099999999999999,0.7290000000000001,0.17,0.6976,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,4,5,1,1,7,0,11,0,0,1,1,14,22,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,11,3,14,19,1,14,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,4,5,58,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213887498165651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365734678464225,0.0,0.12580046349246865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30746894729655755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024453501788233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543880389068115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165535672186838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850470621383357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691649224067314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454187352059618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033983259523515,0.16481773138954434,0.0,0.1455292154406435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506831843013966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400590023267115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749346489459318,0.16730033382482842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531328707642062,0.1842167504883235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907750495862434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29941026663929965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352632390393709,0.13933425601812302,0.0,0.0,0.184083429153828,0.1163954694638056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549880683337488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093406116881026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164779417717224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699429834058404,0.0,0.13190837215133094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway19563846,2018/11/03,"I’m sick of being like this I’m 16 and I’ve always been really shy, and it’s been ruining every opportunity I’ve been given since. I’m okay with friends and approachable people (friends of friends, teachers) but I can’t talk to people that in my head are ""better"" than me i.e. majority of people my own age, older people, attractive people, wealthier people etc. It’s so ridiculous and it’s preventing me from many opportunities and friendships just in case I embarrass myself.

I’m at the stage where my parents keep pushing and pushing for me to get a job for college and I need the money. I’ve been successful in getting interviews but I can’t bring myself to show up, I just stress out about the interview, first day and messing up or seeing someone I know there (retail/restaurants). 

But last week, my mom got me a small waiter job through a friend without an interview (which i realise is a huge privilege) and it’s my first day tomorrow. I don’t know if i can bring myself to do it. I can think of at least 10 things that could go wrong and it’s all I’ve been able to think about this week. What if someone shouts at me? Or I drop plates? Can i even hold plates? What about the pos system and the kitchen and people from school and my coworkers? I don’t want to let another opportunity slip through my hands again, but I know I will and I hate myself for it",2.435714285714288,4.620770904761908,3.8060989010988986,86.47640109890112,78.04761904761905,6.983882783882784,24.419413919413923,8.012643519586192,1.4214424908424912,1079,38,218,19,26,354,140,273,0.10300000000000001,0.746,0.151,0.9267,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,7,12,20,2,2,10,1,19,4,2,0,1,39,40,23,0,5,11,2,1,1,4,1,1,1,1,0,15,16,1,3,5,1,1,6,5,7,0,2,7,3,32,13,32,29,5,32,0,1,1,0,10,12,0,4,12,143,47,8,0.11423150384754842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504976209614037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978169181245553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010284822284606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120456072020183,0.0,0.0,0.14733973969027855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739832252436126,0.07544883094833459,0.0,0.09624496875592184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433051763506776,0.0,0.0,0.3530199060364755,0.0,0.11936249205778388,0.0,0.06492039610260096,0.0,0.09136136887335483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127799606281662,0.11723447873724255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22671428271698604,0.10153420924026024,0.0,0.0,0.1883359413081064,0.0931139219114736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680945210529076,0.0,0.05580774272377855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581281555792405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378655669972833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470121268082757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684056663564067,0.0,0.0,0.5543561917614097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731796264295667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560838042264986,0.09102771896383616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449348041848156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935759650295732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085180170940228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181495578019884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589033533388065,0.14638987039908788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737670060549482,0.0,0.18325924409681965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101150933483158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489421709539787,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JaneDoe_x,2018/11/03,"hate everyone Ii hate everyone, I know everyone says that but i really do . or maybe i just hate myself . Id rather just not even try to talk to them its useless. I could get by never talking to another person ever again or maybe im just the problem",-0.8711764705882317,0.8795517843137297,2.1323333333333347,88.85850000000002,109.58823529411764,5.961568627450981,18.82549019607843,7.1686216300943375,1.1543866666666671,195,7,39,5,10,68,36,51,0.298,0.7020000000000001,0.0,-0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,13,7,3,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501506953106592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087476882208969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165384333175048,0.15960210466344138,0.0,0.5057943554872576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218378632541484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5226005395716399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905878933470071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969680389634044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545198845596869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608313031272234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540625554496439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688313915403876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130334149339158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403139485490644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836351727985664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197926967914373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,moistwhiterice,2018/11/03,"My hands keep shaking when I'm around other people I'm sure other people can relate, but this happens even when I'm around people I know really well/am comfortable with.

For example, this morning while I was eating toast near my mum my hands kept shaking and they wouldn't stop. Yesterday I was hanging out with my friend and they wouldn't stop shaking then either. 

Is there any particular reason than nervousness that this happens? How can I stop this? I keep getting nervous about someone noticing and thinking that I'm weird. ",4.632709750566896,7.221344561224492,4.550544217687077,81.83175736961455,72.77551020408163,6.804535147392291,28.23582766439909,7.793537801064563,2.0111324263038552,429,17,71,6,9,132,60,98,0.12300000000000001,0.7040000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.8033,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,8,9,0,5,0,0,7,3,2,2,1,23,19,9,0,2,2,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,6,3,0,0,4,2,6,0,0,3,2,11,3,9,14,1,16,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,8,47,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675880415501384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318721174563229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907343550897045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311584239927165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440126459519111,0.0,0.0973866233304097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296668809040538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313628467356519,0.0,0.0,0.10244089836234067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221832559663364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876801309109027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941300138248175,0.19165086813540175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793662872780348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675177597121368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568036536889295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943798191681415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759653077327175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ssylviee,2018/11/03,"I get anxious going anywhere alone. I am a 15 year old girl who lives in London, and find myself in difficult situations due to my social anxiety. I get very anxious on public transport as I am scared of negative interactions with strangers, verbal or physical. I have pushed myself to go out alone, but my anxiety hasn't improved. I have taken short bus and train rides alone, and although nothing happens, i still get scared and freeze whenever somebody walks towards me. I am much better when I am with my friends, but still feel uncomfortable and aware of my surroundings. And get stressed if I hear a group of people approaching. My friends don't understand how hard I find it, and it has got to the point where I turn down seeing them because I am too scared of the journey to meet them. Being November, it is getting dark earlier now (4:30pm) and I do not know if I could bring myself to travel alone after dark, which is an issue when travelling back home.

When I have a negative interaction in public, I find myself dwelling on it for months. I am very insecure and overthink everything. I have tried carefully planning out every aspect of my journey, and this does not stop my anxiety, although it is reassuring. The people who scare me the most are groups of younger people. I am quite shy and find myself more likely to ignore/walk away from a stranger making me uncomfortable rather than standing up for myself.

I was hoping somebody would have some advice for how to cope with my anxiety. It is having a large impact on my daily life and I am desperate to find a way to control it.",7.354050757426719,7.471928973244151,7.331619122565414,73.82508164469805,63.615384615384606,10.37977572299823,34.97953964194373,10.056822442137396,3.5114051150895147,1269,52,222,25,17,407,163,299,0.19899999999999998,0.7170000000000001,0.084,-0.9867,0,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,4,13,15,0,7,11,0,27,1,0,4,0,43,47,25,0,6,8,0,3,1,2,1,1,1,1,1,11,17,0,2,8,2,0,12,6,8,0,0,3,5,42,7,37,41,4,43,0,0,1,0,17,16,0,6,14,167,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883356154733768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766101868328002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781753430440911,0.20539874678340445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541040094001702,0.06990210241293812,0.0,0.055416246376874936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040011944517715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268605111755747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196026707959756,0.07258208194464402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955359094099869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659332114358505,0.0,0.08170161960360521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596546239508549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154381268862312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046950912156805,0.0,0.2374765612388945,0.0,0.10332942722575954,0.0,0.07270687243902133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038902526256991,0.0,0.08143508488636635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245913416690997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118743413995603,0.0902914610057648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488360285828157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996027470995675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642105145169656,0.04441271492934988,0.0,0.08027281149733946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060681328731134784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256133964271162,0.0,0.06682732550991435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722800624036088,0.0,0.09539191921308088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907102680213295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859367824414481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669110366926104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640562652730822,0.0,0.07244134838098874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218361419181396,0.0,0.09266854423735238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519737459747212,0.07600257345259842,0.10413400513393896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172008946376081,0.09888103783286624,0.0,0.09463770543413133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500160863491676,0.0,0.07215798344193405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457793774130009,0.0,0.0,0.05854132075885116
socialanxiety,Stankysmoke,2018/11/03,"Help me Someone referred to me as boy. They said ""see you later boy"" but they were at work and the common usage of goodbye would be ""lad"" why am I overthinking of one stupid word. It feels like she belittled me and said that to make me look dumb or she could tell I had mental health problems regarding social problems. Omg I am going to put myself into a early grave thinking about dumb crap like this like its a world end problem. Any Advice would be amazing.",3.995571428571431,5.613362144444443,4.370952380952383,86.625,72.0,6.476190476190476,25.079365079365076,6.868970318607317,0.9979365079365076,363,11,69,3,7,114,69,90,0.285,0.578,0.13699999999999998,-0.9645,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,1,1,12,4,0,3,0,9,2,1,1,0,16,17,5,1,6,2,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,1,4,5,13,4,9,8,0,9,0,1,2,0,12,3,3,1,7,43,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817011817301864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399020167827172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557513953135562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148967460061328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219119130381494,0.1302561149718584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036219641478264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938075594064477,0.0,0.0,0.12221151142995325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672307131285116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531107224839691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217062484336034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837450876433742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355107764979037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233936549376822,0.0,0.18329134365024927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34687390547057234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529287553978967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586179806482728,0.15448705578193245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936387725876788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682927718220976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452386736566674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327379290594381,0.0,0.0,0.25904305981486586,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aronahlam,2018/11/03,"Dating with extreme anxiety... and being flaked on... let's share awful dating experiences Everyone gets nervous around their crushes or potential romantic partners. It wouldn't be real if you didn't get strong emotions. 

But holy nuts, dating with social anxiety truly is an emotional roller coaster for me. Here's how my dating week went and why I don't want to live on this planet any more right now :( -

I had a date last weekend through a dating website and it went incredibly well. We went to the beach, laughed, related, have a ton in common, went to my house, watched movies and confirmed multiple times with each other that we were having a good time. I had my bumbling moments where I didn't know what to say or felt judged and feared everything was gonna go south... but I stayed calm, plowed through it, and would just change the topic when I felt those moments discouraging me. And we made out and got inches away from getting naked... 

But I stopped, looked away for a moment and asked if we can wait. I didn't want to risk getting hurt just yet. I really liked this girl and didn't want to get too emotionally attached before we knew each other better. 

In the moment, I struggled to fully explain this... all I was able to say was ""it's not you, it's just that I really like you and... would rather wait... you get it right?"" And she got it, we left with a goodbye kiss and we texted all week long. We planned our next date for brunch time today. She chose the restaurant, emotes, exclamation points, talking about other cool things we would do together in the near future. I was getting ready to DTR a little and see where we would go from here

But I texted her to confirm last night... nothing. Then this morning I double checked and she responded with a simple ""so sorry! something came up and I can't do this morning."" No explanation, no plans for a follow up date, nothing. Complete abandonment. 

And then in comes the thoughts - ""you fucked up. you didn't clarify fully and left her confused. You said things that didn't make sense. You didn't come off as smart enough. She noticed those moments when your mind went blank and you had nothing to say and she was just in the moment and couldn't acknowledge it to herself until later. 

Holler if you've had similar experiences while dating... and especially please share if you've had success stories. pls :(



",4.102143025725752,6.226025421524664,4.173915506254428,86.04228463535524,72.81165919282513,6.936889308472978,26.535048383290054,7.7627490962704995,1.5178932735426005,1862,66,351,25,38,574,232,446,0.11199999999999999,0.764,0.124,0.8305,1,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,11,10,1,5,19,23,1,5,17,2,35,3,0,3,2,89,74,41,0,14,16,0,2,2,1,6,0,4,0,2,24,44,1,5,7,3,1,11,14,9,1,0,32,10,51,14,44,32,8,77,0,3,3,2,43,26,1,7,41,234,75,1,0.07859897125908506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344999572974793,0.0,0.12025599575671038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996974837018145,0.07347942804604339,0.0,0.1476926416356555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688193545370608,0.0,0.0,0.06951440280101137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989628411553298,0.0,0.0,0.08314728974044422,0.13541210822232094,0.08240952595714378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35365305413664555,0.0,0.08121374814002949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510468532297103,0.07063968727674202,0.15376975170300092,0.0,0.08844569448121171,0.0,0.0,0.15093467674676125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266348240207465,0.2874530290097687,0.0,0.08933921336108301,0.06592508798918724,0.12572555493712162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069265993309923,0.08414182435544022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04319593906331495,0.12813730408220786,0.0,0.0,0.17079602450096398,0.08037277335564258,0.0,0.0767989743395963,0.07877681789224199,0.06940433162167943,0.0695576161989067,0.06600334020088064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437224704896574,0.05246542364645355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936255492361663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359089761992469,0.07375981008631698,0.0,0.2262534982472085,0.08948544972894222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627806761438793,0.07430143327251051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894628367975291,0.10070502726050802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424618399555185,0.07476562065070072,0.1875151700307945,0.0,0.0,0.06263320385037706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012175299678699,0.0,0.06050932807354802,0.0,0.08798511333198995,0.0,0.08377604543628964,0.0,0.06571225940155369,0.0,0.08216871042627329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631748758219372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443532799341727,0.0,0.0,0.06239880358942741,0.13749507665206767,0.0,0.07450263441712959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390791290332012,0.0,0.12609470745435444,0.0,0.07066991451889311,0.3643101690328431,0.07092334627339787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233378162711996,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,squidhandss,2018/11/03,"Social Anxiety made me suicidal I was always self-conscious, hypersensitive, anxious, uncomfortable, awkward, lonely, indecisive, doubtful, and disconnected from people. I have a good family. I have a stable home life. So why did I try to kill myself twice this year? I have no clue. My life is completely good. I went to public school for 12 years and I barely connect with potential friends at school, church, or extracurriculars. I never went to a dance, been kissed, or had any normal teenage experiences. It's killing me. I'm desperate to be loved and accepted. I'm desperate to be happy and have authentic friends. But my anxiety hinders me from doing it. I barely see therapists because the ones from my provider are always busy with others. But when I do see a one, they just tell me I'm messed up and need to ""put myself out there and get over it"". That does not work!! My family just enables this anxiety by saying ""oh I was kinda shy when I was your age too"" that does not help me from my suicidal tendencies!!!!! I can't talk to anyone about this. My school counselor told me that I am being dramatic and need to just be more confident. Everyone to dismisses me as a dramatic girl with a princess complex. Well I'm sorry, is it dramatic to want what everyone else wants: to be liked, understood, and connected to people? Or am I just crazy? I'm probably just crazy. I always been like this and I can't find any other way out of this hell.
I'm planning to commit suicide by the end of this year. I don't want to live to the holidays, I don't want to live to high school graduation. Things will never get better and it's all my fault. I am the problem so I will terminate it.",2.927289330024813,5.240173812307695,4.546709677419359,81.13787096774196,77.03076923076924,8.378163771712158,26.17617866004963,9.11188708381993,2.4120570719602985,1319,51,251,34,31,442,168,325,0.20800000000000002,0.665,0.128,-0.9817,0,2,0,0,0,3,55.0,0,1,1,4,13,22,3,3,10,0,30,4,0,1,4,47,52,20,5,8,12,0,0,2,2,2,2,1,1,1,19,15,0,0,4,2,0,4,9,10,1,3,12,3,39,12,36,33,2,20,2,1,2,2,13,6,1,6,11,171,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22809074835021875,0.0,0.0,0.12427451707307167,0.0,0.20970192224200135,0.10322628779203956,0.0,0.06389062504276748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570056766593722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808126242085989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580360017545232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992350492820487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633101283301193,0.0,0.080929989029914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746229980191105,0.0,0.08938102507041445,0.17227801012208313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351391878932117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119020881738964,0.0,0.09547798801386127,0.0,0.0,0.15327987142001293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726901713683347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124587410195799,0.09654134510630913,0.091655284824837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218295175142972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907991221178694,0.08928116192952935,0.0,0.16136932617682376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246834392611277,0.08646001706325099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355049015763607,0.14094608176562504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952683878015906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383438611243093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669405587233648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851631761820127,0.08743230355581788,0.0,0.09185581968369724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266404446901974,0.0,0.3699003051964467,0.14562603897296084,0.0,0.09532271107515178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314399397773904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102285391417412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998440361342762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344272975828303,0.07986465308208421,0.0,0.0,0.1060919240332487,0.060704635119953936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731149900955525,0.0,0.06203675355677845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557833459813214,0.07252820070148677,0.0,0.0,0.08215594200265539,0.1694086957472586,0.08245056418617534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652115170336118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652502711961604
socialanxiety,Ghero921,2018/11/03,"How do I deal with this crush that I have? I'm a freshman in college and (somehow) have a very close group of friends. I've recently developed a crush on one of them. There's a bit of an issue though. Earlier in the year, she liked one of our other friends but he didn't like her back. I don't want to make any moves on her if she still likes him, but I don't know how to go about finding out if she does or not. It's really hard to get a read on her because our friend group is very close and we all cuddle together and stuff, so I have no idea if she still likes him. I've been really struggling with this situation and it has my anxiety through the roof. I've been thinking about it for days and it's been keeping me up at night. Part of me wants to just tell her to get it off my chest, but I'm afraid if I just say it out of nowhere that it'll ruin any chance I have with her.",3.9307132867132855,3.1247249897435907,4.878508158508159,91.66027972027972,70.8974358974359,8.731934731934732,26.95804195804196,8.00094639256281,1.145461538461538,683,18,175,8,11,224,108,195,0.08199999999999999,0.7859999999999999,0.132,0.8984,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,1,0,13,10,0,2,8,0,14,2,1,3,1,36,25,17,0,6,11,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,13,13,0,1,4,1,0,2,5,3,0,2,4,2,26,7,28,20,3,21,0,1,0,1,24,12,0,6,11,118,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024417532023893,0.0,0.11386733657182628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445394311990754,0.0,0.09073558150324933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250207182033116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599382330163947,0.1534544367723482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025677137373454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360432092974558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449958295697603,0.0,0.1555325399043616,0.0,0.08459302351484613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333742837216706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680298338923251,0.0,0.15535730843116427,0.0,0.13230180752822807,0.0,0.0,0.08180226692080123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908759635466205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935634419127612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582005116885521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968256747155128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017247849500937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118649725906833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888700419854772,0.0,0.19071004587157706,0.0,0.14696818310646526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836888932294401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673099543903243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377383723763808,0.0,0.0,0.15560691418181197,0.17039388789768548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009859760172074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537497067511873,0.1462411507521642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456282718458094,0.17558730879169798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585241022818887
socialanxiety,apple_sauceee,2018/11/03,I want to jog but I don't feel comfortable in public.   I was planning to jog and go for a run alone during the middle of November and December since I have school holidays on those month. I'm worried on how I'll look pathetic or funny to the public when I jog since I feel awkward whenever I'm exercising in public. The fact that I'm in lower secondary and shorter than average makes me more anxious about jogging in public.,5.91,5.978171764705883,7.28235294117647,73.13058823529414,66.64705882352942,10.564705882352943,34.64705882352941,10.355215969177356,3.692223529411765,340,15,62,8,5,117,57,85,0.23199999999999998,0.6779999999999999,0.09,-0.9208,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,2,1,11,12,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,6,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,1,13,11,1,15,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,2,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177675157469992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466132982318198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31026947875805705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743698738965192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576470885424213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480120567402907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489657947330445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31051287308566866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076006079375635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809672690470996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115852376779793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wild_Wandering,2018/11/03,"Waited so long to play this game, can barely even do that. UGH. So I've got pretty severe anxiety, social anxiety, the lot, but I've been waiting for Fallout 76 for months, preordered it almost as soon as it came out. The problem is while I'm sitting here waiting for the beta to go up, all I can feel is anxiety. Over a bl\*\*dy game, just because it's multiplayer. This just makes me feel pathetic.",3.8144725738396623,5.248179329113924,5.079177215189876,82.09868143459916,72.16455696202532,7.79831223628692,29.62236286919831,8.344100000000001,2.2019097046413503,313,13,60,5,6,104,57,79,0.204,0.7490000000000001,0.048,-0.9072,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,15,16,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,2,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,1,10,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412688229836847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529604019637587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468761371229681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27557370472759185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914005976461987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24365524549416184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693301255768184,0.0,0.19270349878103846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322627710971914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048404539073728,0.0,0.0,0.16083079858756508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231777624759036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451248516160052,0.0,0.23054915854824265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721961199995153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24561024429238415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JohnnyLaw9893,2018/11/03,"What should I do The last 2 years I've had a hunch that I have social anxiety. I've always been reserved and don't like to talk to people I don't know. School has always been hard for me especially when I have to do presentations or speaking in front of  the class. My heart starts pounding and my hands get sweaty. I feel like everyone has their eyes on me. I act different when I'm with friends and in classes where I don't know anybody. I have family/friends that always say, ""talk to people it's not hard"", ""how come you don't have any friends/talk to people?"", ""I understand how you feel I've been there before"". I don't like to be the person to self-diagnose. I don't know what to do right now. I want some closure so I can know if it's all in my head or it's a real problem. But I'm 17 and going to the doctor or anything doing with money is a problem with my family as they pay for bills and groceries and there's little to no money for anything else. I have a job but I have to get my car fixed and I don't know know how much I'll have after getting it fixed.

TLDR; I think I have social anxiety but I don't where to go/what I have to do. Money is a problem for my family and I.",0.9673073694812828,2.5031156216216246,3.1986503273459803,92.18668457277157,80.04247104247105,6.203189524928655,20.527278831626656,7.079830092131019,0.3170065804935369,922,24,215,11,23,316,115,259,0.087,0.899,0.013999999999999999,-0.8743,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,2,0,11,7,0,0,9,0,33,5,4,3,1,41,52,22,0,6,8,0,5,3,1,1,1,2,0,1,8,12,0,0,10,0,5,5,10,3,0,0,4,8,33,4,27,46,3,21,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,5,11,141,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27579240901177604,0.0,0.0,0.07513230740453368,0.0,0.16903856243720736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183638114369965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401299412118254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951714214599375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213803693502536,0.0,0.11543134092928467,0.0,0.11308415064152635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922944664077383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557135184326492,0.0,0.0,0.2083072977531352,0.0,0.1117271660385115,0.0789291600378205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071796247884186,0.0,0.1731686040253747,0.0,0.12558020164234288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794234140962588,0.0,0.1133875512403724,0.0,0.0,0.13092302423607058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963744465530756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36431178652381774,0.09005848540166056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619294090576718,0.11073310703628013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121780249897093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297852442234143,0.096469595226572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171522623892266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257539736680028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943519772652277,0.0,0.08786060819038283,0.0,0.11181481165084416,0.0,0.0,0.11525798530234165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252472462816081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820051805112578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664064304792085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079311952310073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150168199947602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651658042463393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114750427526685
socialanxiety,SociallyAwkwardGorl,2018/11/03,How can I be a good friend Every time a friend is ranting to me or telling me about a problem they have I always panic when they're in the middle of speaking and start thinking of how I should reply or what to say to make them feel better once they finish talking. I always end up staying silent and getting even more panicked and there's this awkward silence and it ends up getting weird or I say something really dumb and hate myself for it later. I feel terrible because they are always there for me and they know exactly what to say to make me feel better when I'm going through something so I really want to give back. Sometimes I force myself to think of something but it usually doesn't work or I say the wrong thing and they get annoyed/mad at me. Why is this so difficult. :(,3.3284615384615392,5.1188927133758,4.151847133757961,86.80622243998043,74.09554140127389,6.3594316511513975,26.72660460558549,7.010146845296331,1.284452621264086,624,23,120,6,13,200,93,157,0.174,0.7559999999999999,0.07,-0.9516,0,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,6,3,11,14,2,2,5,0,8,0,0,4,1,26,25,18,0,3,5,0,3,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,8,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,0,8,22,5,18,23,1,17,0,0,0,0,16,5,1,4,10,84,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32826013740868965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111677984343193,0.0,0.08016228684421793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326053408035656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329431554028029,0.0,0.0,0.08685570964177089,0.0,0.110795952113161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947380898282405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031959546030989,0.0,0.20611281491004807,0.12614852505901428,0.07473551283488415,0.1102974847034638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983081898827725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226995933428518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555696741897672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004514292501954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428904813203162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582947877887266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684868620220817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183020906301249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037095690507239,0.13005865911110334,0.0,0.09307766262630228,0.14016343962318864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569617898357922,0.11493838388643765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736396372913796,0.1685221085345433,0.0,0.0,0.07667976676962178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483067254925686,0.0,0.07756317852583723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865993568323502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573488866458307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377659295214865,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bruhz98,2018/11/03,"Why you should stop looking in the mirror. Hello, this is my first post on reddit, so excuse my Inexperience with writing posts. 

I am a 19 year old Student in Germany who has been suffering with anxiety for about 3 years. There have been times where I have absolutely despised myself, sometimes contemplating with suicidal thoughts. But one thing has helped me more than anything else(SSRIs, Therapy, etc.), and i would like to share it.



I stopped looking at myself... Like, literally... i sometimes forget what I look like.

This all started when I realized that one of the most intense symptom of mine is facial flushing. When I am with other people, my face flushes to a beet-red shade, often accompanied with a period of excessive sweating. Now i know, these are only two symptoms from countless of other social anxiety symptoms, but that doesn't mean that this method can't work for others. 

The Idea of this absurd, yet pretty effective method is to view yourself as basically a spiritual ""Shape"", rather than a human. I like to compare it to losing a sense. If you can't see, all your other senses strengthen, to compensate for what is missing. If you can't judge yourself by your looks, your other aspects strengthen.

So what I am trying to say, instead of physically trying to impress other people or look a certain way, just go into situations and try to focus on properly articulating your opinions and philosophies, try to focus on making yourself interesting, rather than attractive. Don't focus on how your hair is laying on your head or feelings that may arise in your body. Your body is just your little brother who you're bringing to the date and don't want to give attention to. 

I think this method has potential to be effective for many, because it reinforces self control. In my opinion, many trends in the ""battle anxiety without the use of drugs"" movement work as good as they do, because they cause you to build up distractions. Things like the keto diet/really any other strict diet(focusing on diet, focusing on not eating as many processed carbs), exercise(focusing on going to the gym everyday, focusing on the right exercise and right form), meditation(focusing on doing it everyday, focusing on other parts of life where it may be applicable). All these things require us to shift our focus to properly do the things that we set out to do. 
I think it's similar with this method, as one will figure out that it is actually incredibly difficult to not look at oneself. 

This method hasn't really reduced my ""physical symptoms"" thus far, but it sure as hell has made me stay in situations I would have ditched half a year ago + allowed me to hang out with friends without giving a fuck or needing a drink to have fun. So, yeah, try it out, i would love to hear yalls feedback. ",9.058279112192153,8.59207831225297,8.860474308300393,66.20051079355427,60.34387351778656,11.57908178777744,39.02675585284281,10.891193690592663,4.4062814837336575,2230,99,363,48,26,723,264,506,0.077,0.782,0.14,0.9902,1,0,7,0,0,0,80.0,3,14,2,8,18,24,4,1,20,1,41,19,7,10,5,76,69,25,1,10,16,1,2,5,1,7,7,2,0,2,41,18,3,4,12,3,0,5,11,9,0,6,4,12,46,15,81,56,8,60,1,3,8,2,36,32,2,11,23,275,87,5,0.0,0.0,0.07332137669817783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660305747004064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109469359637586,0.0,0.17243527821920288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183008681728917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160376576194948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691712998614364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718482091808979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427081436611701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360415261396779,0.08713328698890535,0.07688233962583756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379590610026875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0379907493349837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391018926112979,0.0,0.0,0.058049474890263124,0.06946152788770604,0.0,0.14415357140668775,0.08540243400403565,0.0630200643635772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711066501759803,0.0,0.08468313121180994,0.0,0.05036171928057862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481879594467921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04129248732230365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307040187515197,0.18353696800267785,0.07530547603882075,0.0,0.0,0.3785692101027891,0.08405736789399827,0.0,0.0,0.06781269183009872,0.07109499492300136,0.050153507199021806,0.22852670958466864,0.0,0.08184454952935627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055711996231538365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884203274749699,0.0,0.1527412094803702,0.057143907863265016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136438811702579,0.0,0.10417894380507453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391801472936694,0.07643978092597116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552060990882865,0.04813370367237073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833055539268926,0.0,0.05975073852727105,0.0,0.0,0.059873238828216775,0.0,0.07838267779865067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891082437229846,0.0,0.07659114587163406,0.0,0.0,0.14862179478087195,0.0,0.05318126977501858,0.08008440999558278,0.0,0.12563322835886742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218600516453582,0.0,0.07081428780635822,0.3123780734132653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592395384739877,0.0,0.1996666608334577,0.0962875459498048,0.0,0.05964916753787115,0.0438120946293338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550602480179993,0.0,0.07339643297554935,0.0,0.09037871478612032,0.0648929189246076,0.0,0.0,0.04431684472300924,0.05963903588955341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779807177144596,0.0,0.0,0.1448558166167905,0.0,0.10939902866692397,0.0,0.0,0.16012223857638533,0.0,0.0,0.1451543306736873
socialanxiety,aerdnaa,2018/11/03,Social anxiety or plain awkwardness? I have this class where I get really socially awkward for some reason. There’s a seating chart and I just happen to sit at a corner where I just face the wall. I get really uncomfortable because everyone socializes and I’m just sitting awkwardly. I’ve tried taking to some people around me but it really never works out. I’m usually not that awkward but I don’t know how to help it. ,2.2740740740740755,5.082119925925929,4.4677654320987665,77.45794444444448,84.30864197530866,8.672098765432098,24.14938271604938,9.120678840339163,2.8472212345679013,338,13,58,11,10,116,58,81,0.135,0.818,0.048,-0.3618,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,4,3,0,2,1,1,2,1,17,9,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,7,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,2,39,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870396294538994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468062707002111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264638025114135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823396116790876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677533867856846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345345416850614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905398906383995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140128884112312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000355289077134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382449526638552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987066128602821,0.2133002481621138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.634428560773639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598177271102698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084961929483872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22848446934227554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103109616942353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheAdorableAnus,2018/11/03,"guys I've finally done it. i have mastered the art of being normal in my class i noticed a feeling of connection with this cool guy, he would always laugh at my jokes and when class ended i cant believe he asked me to eat lunch with him! out of all people!!
so then i went and i start making small talk with him then we eventually start laughing it was awesome i felt like the big man. he then asks me if i wanted to join a birthday party with his friends and i couldnt respond i just started smiling and then he just laughed it off and so i laughed it off. and i never really did go to that party but at this rate ill get a girl pregnant in no time!",0.8368322981366418,2.842256782608697,2.619503105590063,93.83869565217393,82.62318840579711,5.102277432712215,22.175983436853,6.1826913282559595,0.2541287784679085,508,17,113,4,14,168,89,138,0.047,0.754,0.19899999999999998,0.9229,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,5,1,8,3,0,1,2,25,20,15,0,5,4,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,7,12,2,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,3,19,8,17,12,1,23,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,1,13,76,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878248979154042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35679303569098125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499551613556792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952812157544272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526260214886332,0.0,0.0,0.16901516501547495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648734168127628,0.0,0.1832228520946336,0.20904051737157064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474316673453393,0.0,0.09969869076309604,0.0,0.10845079360637956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37789541431700624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322792760243118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737781355552838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717674840593672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696892970230625,0.0,0.2172566261604236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229469703639662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224799968198186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40520280102249934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337868246460493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127215488693266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255409840225236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768975815392479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555729061007354,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,c0rner0ffice,2018/11/03,"Not-social ""social"" group? I work at a university where we have a high population of students with social anxiety, depression, and general anxiety. The majors we offer attract students with a perceived awkward personality. I am one of those social introverts, and while I enjoy being in a large group I prefer not to talk to anyone. (I need to absorb their energy in silence, and figuring out what the hell to talk to strangers about takes too much energy.)

Anyway, I want to do something that may help our students, and selfishly provide me a comfortable space to just.not.talk. 

What do you all think of a not-social ""social"" group? I think a lot of anxiety for me and many ppl comes from being or feeling obligated to talk to others in a group and/or walking into the middle of something. Most other social groups try to encourage or force ppl to practice interacting with peers, and I hate doing that. What if you could be part of a group, but the expectation is NOT to interact. I picture bringing a book or coffee or something to hold, sitting in close proximity with others (a group) and just being silent together for like 30 minutes.

I figure at some point someone will want to talk to another person, but if everyone starts talking then anyone new will find themselves walking into the middle of something, or feeling left out if they are not part of the conversation that's started. Could use ideas on what to do about that?

I could also use a nonthreatening but funny group name. 

Would you be interested in joining a group like this? I figure I would like it, so maybe I am not alone (or I will be the only group member haha).",8.266738410596027,7.9228051688741745,8.416283112582786,68.3404511589404,61.88079470198676,10.993708609271524,36.09354304635762,10.411451182825502,3.852058940397352,1299,52,215,26,16,426,156,302,0.048,0.8270000000000001,0.124,0.9675,0,1,4,0,0,0,43.0,3,3,2,1,8,14,2,1,20,1,24,0,0,2,1,66,39,23,0,13,17,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,14,19,0,1,11,1,0,4,4,5,0,1,0,2,25,9,45,24,8,30,1,1,0,0,37,20,1,13,8,167,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757867605937126,0.0,0.07534397156699807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879299642718976,0.21622342652129065,0.0,0.0,0.1317551095539478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115817108345236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256698424868307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114753235694427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002679273855059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095276211250452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861111118571856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301814057562374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315055492593152,0.09954367712362162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635764839985228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236524014576907,0.0,0.0,0.1380865650858957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009851099054198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551956480587154,0.09465197018125047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925911380874163,0.06985947915026446,0.0,0.09099376030080106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384275117776525,0.07165500987161744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040520591512265,0.0,0.0,0.16453039775275982,0.0,0.0,0.08906394727088568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802033601414302,0.07982834994307464,0.2901262798080133,0.0,0.0,0.13337220197934066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083820875149127,0.4543603180638606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073876837503475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396602988132666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274360364948093,0.0,0.0,0.11114129449125587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685898879879818,0.0,0.0,0.13385574554812876,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MajesticBaguette,2018/11/03,"How do you deal with the anxiety of going to a shop and buy something? Later this day I'm planning on going to a bakery to buy something sweet, and I'm terrified of going. Thinking that the baker will judge me for what I'm buying, and simply walking in and order. How can I get myself to just go and buy the damn thing?",4.519626865671643,4.372533761194036,6.088768656716423,81.24270522388062,69.59701492537313,7.894029850746268,27.19776119402985,7.1686216300943375,1.4179880597014924,250,7,50,2,4,86,45,67,0.127,0.8290000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.6966,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,12,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,10,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335671861837532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690464249544826,0.3147691171446813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951588400664482,0.0,0.6940762844900811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470096926380307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283949705882914,0.19563523837139815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sittingonmyfloor,2018/11/03,"Should I make a new friend over text rather than irl? I’m 14 y.o. I have no friends. I’m thinking of making friends. I never had them irl. Only online. I’m kinda scared. Should I start the conversation online rather than starting talking with them irl?
Also, I’m introvert, have social anxiety, don’t wanna act like a creep. And also, I don’t really know how to start the conversation, what to say, talk about. ",0.8022083333333327,3.3540061375000008,2.4975000000000023,89.03083333333332,93.875,5.166666666666668,17.916666666666668,6.816661863887847,0.3739166666666671,321,9,62,5,12,105,52,80,0.083,0.762,0.156,0.7752,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,3,1,14,18,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,7,4,9,15,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,1,6,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32970383554311306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769829042206146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777950741964868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132904135148737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071071203820864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752031634931015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589896451483884,0.1990935117814104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678050346432773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320600319007631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639326258730202,0.2063843977785833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21013610828642512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377257294067352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313787342429319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208765812339082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cn4557,2018/11/03,"Ruminating over birthday anxiety I know a lot of folks get super anxious around birthdays and other events where attention is on them. I am the type of person who seems like I don’t have much anxiety and have a lot of friends, but secretly feel like everyone hates me and that I don’t deserve friendship and love (more nuanced than that but that’s the gist).

Anyway - my bday was coming up which always gets me very anxious cuz I don’t like calling attention to myself but friends want to celebrate. I planned a low key bar gathering, my preferred option. My SO threw me a surprise dinner party  beforehand with some close friends. I was very touched but so anxious I could barely eat - was everyone having a good time? Did they really want to be there? Was the food good? Finally the bill came, and my SO paid and said he’d Venmo everyone to split. It was very expensive, and I could see a look pass over everyone’s face like WOW when he asked for the amount. And I honestly wanted to shrivel up and disappear. People paid and were polite about it but I was feeling so ashamed for the rest of the party at the bar, like I can’t believe people had to not only come to my dinner but also had to pay like twice the cost of a normal dinner! I felt so guilty and was ruminating over things I should have done, like I should have intervened and told everyone to pay less and my SO and I could have split the remainder. But at the time I was too paralyzed by embarrassment and anxiety to think of it. I mentioned to two friends later, wow thank you so much for being part of my dinner I’m sorry it was so pricey! And they were like “ah yeah well, anything for our friends right!”’or “if you think about it, it’s not too bad” ... which to me means it was bad. Anyway - now I feel kind of sick about it and embarrassed and I can’t talk about it with my SO because he hosted such a beautiful evening on my behalf and I don’t want to make him feel what I’m feeling.

Anyone else have these moments where you should feel so grateful and happy but your anxiety and embarrassment kind of ruins it?",3.756043689320388,5.306386970873785,4.524939320388352,85.55279733009709,72.49514563106796,7.965533980582522,26.95266990291262,8.567472430010655,1.8464135922330096,1640,58,330,29,32,527,193,412,0.11199999999999999,0.619,0.26899999999999996,0.998,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,4,3,2,28,35,1,4,19,2,40,11,1,2,0,72,75,43,0,13,11,0,8,8,5,3,1,1,0,1,20,28,8,0,16,2,7,6,8,9,2,2,23,11,45,26,44,43,10,28,0,2,2,1,28,14,0,6,16,234,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333604412834548,0.06590057054984746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423504928823981,0.2684196610076348,0.0,0.05537833524891469,0.08114954512370717,0.06517467960971507,0.07050460518690863,0.07404111325851143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322570343639191,0.04827945739604735,0.0,0.0,0.08923104302995832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087184152493121,0.09058346166694067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644721397640955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897037653433612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104888361922041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104115828862346,0.06616126255966652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231071490515743,0.0,0.0,0.37839397094642935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24027476364612174,0.05658034640783561,0.07604421940138874,0.08675949962056681,0.0,0.0,0.09576870147013003,0.0,0.305947809734207,0.0,0.0827572437362156,0.0,0.0,0.13285805391207253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430965007354806,0.0,0.07819339668065603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494878915540626,0.043526133797483685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095441381853134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650787733665013,0.0,0.0,0.13466565993804994,0.07148090340806673,0.0,0.05286647538857678,0.0,0.0,0.08627179044952728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644191823840533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759897932481444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060235009820396375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576565552686309,0.0,0.10981432558292388,0.0691542024915466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05073741404481611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763618864527103,0.0753371376676021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311197927565948,0.0721005150533772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865768167377039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365779185016827,0.0,0.07291652658684819,0.0,0.0,0.05261682183552846,0.10149605605809144,0.0,0.0,0.09236406990452094,0.0,0.0,0.07567879418928586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736668748036994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960443657720949,0.18685635455572225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121012348631688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DarkLordBogi,2018/11/03,"I was just walking my dog when a man yelled at me So as i was walking my dog, a man(most likely the father) walked down the stairs i was next to with a child. The first reaction of me was tightly hold the leash but give enough space for my dog to look around/turn the other way. The girl(like most children cause i have a boxer) screamed, so the guy reassured her that it was okay. But when the girl screamed my dog turned around to see what was happening and the girl screamed again. And the guy turned to me and said with anger ""hold your fucking dog damnit"" (curse words are common where i live so it was not a big deal). I was holding the dog?? Did he get angry cause my dog turned around?? What did i do wrong?",3.1238746081504694,4.379178917241379,2.978495297805644,97.1864890282132,73.6206896551724,6.100313479623827,22.83699059561129,6.1124844417494595,0.09499999999999977,553,14,128,3,11,165,82,145,0.18,0.78,0.04,-0.9755,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,10,9,2,0,16,1,13,1,0,2,0,19,23,11,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,7,6,7,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,11,8,17,3,13,12,2,18,0,0,2,1,15,8,1,1,7,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932988196964836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30256929164929514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518266839082937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216705328905294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526595555901826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614675165318188,0.07694137188273438,0.14127273818360067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916366442046329,0.13022847088045353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194763133409618,0.0,0.13004020711071893,0.0,0.12366790125590242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662102616762974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008544664295267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735340735082815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6407405147151194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689436231832907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610142723710553,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ladyhijinx,2018/11/03,sometimes I think I'm genuinely socially retarded seriously I just wanna disappear off earth right now,11.174117647058821,12.549769941176475,11.863529411764706,40.2858823529412,55.470588235294116,18.564705882352946,52.29411764705882,15.903189008614273,10.31269411764706,87,6,10,5,1,30,15,17,0.39899999999999997,0.601,0.0,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806243724689628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5736992458045578,0.0,0.0,0.5566192449895442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36061669964016796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheGeekofSpades,2018/11/03,Afraid of being judged for who I am I feel terrified of going out with people because I have this subconscious fear of being ridiculed for being a video game geek. I have so many moments where I want to share a story but chicken out because I fear being judged for it. ,6.421069182389934,6.2657294716981164,6.439622641509434,80.35993710691825,65.60377358490567,8.576100628930817,30.874213836477992,7.793537801064563,2.0541496855345907,214,7,40,2,3,68,35,53,0.228,0.72,0.052000000000000005,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,3,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,1,10,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066998573296639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7507502903525805,0.1686702746974064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958367833538808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382021812859741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312653919293262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967566974592153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blueflamingo2,2018/11/03,"I have no friends because if my social anxiety I just started college and because of my social anxiety i have made no friends. It’s already been two months and it makes me so sad seeing everyone else find their groups and make all these friends. I try to talk to people in class and say hi but I can never continue to carry the conversation because I think too much about what I should say and I am not being myself. At the beginning of college i tagged along with  suite mates and some other people for about a week. However, I didn’t talk the whole time even though I had things to say. I felt like I was just a nuisance in hanging out with them so I stopped talking to them so I’m sure I missed a great opportunity to make friends. I am just always sick of being alone and not having anyone to talk to... it’s embarrassing sitting in my dorm room all day while everyone is out partying. I want the college experience, and I feel like my social anxiety is taking this away from me. I just wish people would just give me a chance but it’s such a large school that they usually never see me again after the first time we meet. I’m in clubs and meetings and I also never talk :-(. I’m feeling hopeless right now so any advice would be appreciated. Thanks. ",2.429933333333331,4.643027080000003,3.7653,86.62048333333334,78.2,6.566666666666666,24.416666666666664,7.645422480735847,1.2536266666666669,990,35,198,15,24,324,142,250,0.115,0.7,0.185,0.9692,1,1,0,0,0,1,20.0,1,0,4,2,18,14,0,1,10,0,18,1,0,4,6,48,39,20,0,6,10,0,3,2,5,3,1,3,2,0,10,16,0,1,5,1,0,1,8,4,0,2,6,8,34,10,27,27,5,30,0,3,2,0,27,10,0,2,20,143,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583394437858032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015720834239787,0.10822389809668476,0.07842742363957338,0.08160301192996998,0.0,0.0,0.06669171134289498,0.0,0.2250723703555501,0.0,0.0,0.06857359373786971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214102722512248,0.0,0.0,0.1793496978094637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632477466042637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192582026091183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477503695118919,0.0,0.0,0.1874222785492509,0.0,0.09593235466001723,0.0,0.0,0.09917539024164827,0.07006201379437267,0.09416363608450036,0.0,0.08963520915130947,0.08341922798760804,0.0,0.0,0.30307795588876235,0.0,0.0,0.09407873593730806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812373452518033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582517188558266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279724655528024,0.19638966335957525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827941676805712,0.0,0.07209354307463707,0.0,0.22691543579682005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397045835544025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375218397757142,0.0,0.2339702262155185,0.0,0.09925318947449614,0.15629993958428867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999134097315473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941522970470919,0.0,0.0,0.08199183135310838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243085159961333,0.0,0.07373726247867736,0.39412917858241897,0.0,0.09029069307461887,0.0,0.0,0.0651540814311155,0.06284000126439351,0.09635435830933137,0.0,0.11437209473957502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658383968494981,0.0,0.09580121490249374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080114618225623,0.0,0.0578448760108519,0.0,0.07866672126535129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949288138990433,0.11277692562124565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933379199899146,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KingJodeg,2018/11/03,I just found out that my major requires me to take a public speaking class at some point in college When I heard that today in lecture my heart dropped. I’m in therapy right now and growing as a person but the thought of being in an actual public speaking class frightens me so much. Has anyone with SA had experience with this?,5.9251562500000015,6.512503703125002,6.321875000000002,78.23562500000001,66.65625,8.275,33.1875,8.07648339933343,2.5350437500000007,263,11,47,3,4,85,51,64,0.057,0.9209999999999999,0.022000000000000002,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,10,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,6,0,11,3,3,13,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,3,35,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.28988813155112936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771156205776306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905821053287928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257114324015113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35201804391222746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183735987872216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25938171232150764,0.0,0.0,0.2808181280148553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536879870439606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335247631700333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397144947078841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358328021760055,0.0,0.0,0.2815785565328242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HeavyNectarine09,2018/11/03,"idk what to do :/ Keeping it real, I don't have SA. I'm just in an awkward situation.

​

My normal friend group is overflowing with people I don't really know.  I'm now kinda hesitant if I should hang out with them. I have other friends, but they also hang out with people I don't really know, and I don't know who to hang out with.

​

And now, to make things worse, I've just seen a few of my friends from my main friend group on TV at a soccer game. 

​

Any advice?",2.6499257425742577,4.036077099009901,4.054542079207923,88.48003094059406,75.03960396039605,7.030198019801983,22.525990099009906,7.645422480735847,0.8231277227722775,381,10,82,5,8,126,60,101,0.09699999999999999,0.778,0.126,0.7092,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,22,17,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,3,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,1,11,4,15,15,2,12,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,2,2,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484336456947333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216780186987894,0.0,0.4152763060616083,0.4657188377451991,0.08687963004060649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948211876839796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355693091893575,0.0,0.0,0.21063690392338316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527926960695137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251754392632538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714223256342215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541625414998216,0.1636897326589064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360502919583054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487655176918643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019603049073442,0.0,0.0,0.4657188377451991,0.0
socialanxiety,LaBayadere,2018/11/03,"Another Friday night you had awkward happy hour drinks with your colleagues... .. and felt so bad you posted on Reddit to make sure you are not the only one feeling this way?

Seriously, I joined this team 2 months ago, they have nights out pretty often (I guess, not that often for normal people, but for me it's always one too many). They are all pretty social (except for one person, who is another new hire like me), and they've been together for more than a year. I always brace myself for these events.

I don't like bars in general, they are too noisy and crowded, everybody drinks up and becomes super chatty, and it's very hard for me to sustain conversations like this. And then, there's social anxiety. I feel like a moron for not knowing when to start talking, often people don't even hear me, and I just awkwardly stop mid-sentence. And when they finally listen, they stare at me, and I forget all the words in the world and start mumbling, which is really frustrating, because in a relaxed setting with less people I behave like a normal person. But my coworkers wouldn't know, cause they only met my socially anxious self. Sometimes I feel like nobody wants to start a conversation with me because they don't want it to be awkward. Then, you know that moment, after 20 minutes or so, the conversation goes from one speaker mode to a group mode, and covered in cold sweat, I realize nobody's talking to me, and I'm just weirdly staring at other people talking about stuff you I have no idea about.

It's always like this. Those awful moments of preparation to say something funny or witty or at least relevant, and then I either blow it or miss my chance cause the topic has suddenly changed...

The worst of all, there's a guy on my team who is very perceptive, and he always notices my struggles. Other people also notice from time to time, but he, I think, just pays more attention to everybody, being a very subtle people's person. And I'm acutely aware of that every time, and have to suffer from shame of my failures being seen. I become paranoic just casually talking to him, because I always search for signs of patronizing and pity when he addresses me. This adds to my stress.

And, the today's cherry on top, I almost cried. One senior guy on my team told us about his daughter's college achievements and how he's proud of her, and I got so emotional I almost cried because I never knew my father.  But nobody knows, cause they never asked me, though they know a lot about each other's families. I think only immense fear of being embarrassed in front of my coworkers stopped my tears from flowing. That was scary.

Well, thanks for hearing me out. I think I'll go and sit in the darkness for a while, dreaming of a life where I just enjoyed myself for 1.5 hours instead of feeling like I've been tortured.",7.736045490822022,7.0956272700186265,7.666924048949188,74.25366620111733,63.078212290502776,9.906065442936953,33.51749135408353,9.04235418022936,2.8853815376429903,2232,77,392,30,28,718,262,537,0.171,0.703,0.126,-0.9783,0,0,3,0,0,0,77.0,1,6,9,7,29,35,3,8,19,1,22,5,1,5,6,93,56,42,0,5,18,2,6,8,0,1,1,5,1,6,23,28,3,2,18,9,1,3,10,18,1,5,10,15,64,17,64,41,11,59,0,3,3,0,55,19,0,11,41,272,87,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057369561802190674,0.0,0.1296136251509958,0.0,0.0,0.051755826975822684,0.2692573063194719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357272021415004,0.049509921047915656,0.07311414178772369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060503605800505074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054037730656207685,0.15780860821764772,0.14295428403142224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945297657738306,0.06846420795061024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218174653234628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680012427910908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280025697879819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042746343679542366,0.0,0.054528618404766215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061011391227924386,0.07282696090516573,0.1308956510211423,0.1387059766307139,0.062140468607011924,0.07089659154859361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03678134609552966,0.0,0.05176176255889455,0.0,0.0712953659818709,0.12816413379468114,0.0,0.06889466687809538,0.057975585889584125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588621946805613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274705193964579,0.0,0.0,0.07305996662577395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778395762438283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571300201365619,0.25294779738429074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502184965337493,0.0,0.0,0.04320049018988588,0.06561499169847307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165815427821335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983069261772584,0.06250609326878867,0.0,0.12146894966537353,0.1268219195785903,0.0,0.14736620899901978,0.0,0.0,0.21927662657646715,0.14766533602101936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692083779097053,0.1695306197945042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198299112753905,0.13168514787631244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146070154275636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051467212120235424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751611786311204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791886334466635,0.0,0.0498239116766304,0.0640088275577218,0.0,0.13742549932257825,0.0,0.0,0.10821610197076707,0.07413549045958949,0.06765843715674902,0.07408786567639038,0.0,0.0,0.06099696943511064,0.0,0.0,0.20807498832632326,0.0,0.05958463597851914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440812467130488,0.06358617006141022,0.0,0.1132146525698886,0.0,0.061346122904611715,0.061841856903194825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784908772179419,0.0,0.0,0.16020006323610114,0.07634598346655196,0.05137099534548912,0.0,0.0,0.058190227710090824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04167696729831345
socialanxiety,thatguypeetza,2018/11/03,"Debilitating Anxiety & Facial Blushing - how can I get it to stop? So the furthest back I can remember me having extreme social anxiety and blushing was in junior high. If a teacher would call on me to answer a question, or to present something, I'd blush like no other. My face and neck would instantly become flaming hot. I sort of dread being put on the spot. I anticipate it throughout my days.

​

I'm male, and just turned 24. I feel like these past few years it's gotten worse. The blushing happens legitimately for no good reason at all. At my previous job, every single time my supervisor would come to my cubicle, I'd blush and breathe all shallow. Even though I was great at my job, and was never doing anything I wasn't supposed to. Plus, she was a nice lady and she never had any problems with me. I'll blush as if I got ""caught"" doing something. 

​

I don't want to have this weak energy coming from my body language and facial expressions. It could change the way people treat me, if it's not already happening. I can't pinpoint why this all started. Perhaps some tragic events in the past. Maybe some confidence issues. I don't know. 

​

I don't always feel inadequate though. I know I'm freaking out in my head over absolutely nothing. The blushing happens for absolutely no reason. There are plenty of times still that I can hold a great conversation with someone and have no feelings of anxiety whatsoever.

​

I want to kick this asap. It's time. 

​

I've tried many supplements before. I just started using l-theanine (200mg x 2/day) and ashwaghanda root powder extract (1200mg x 2/day.) I've been using them for about 4 days. It's not enough time to assess how I'm feeling though. I don't feel anything yet. I've tried phenibut, and I did have a noticeable difference in my anxiety levels. But you can only take phenibut 2-3 days per week I'm pretty sure. So that's not a long term solution.

​

Helping my facial blushing would be a huge step. I think a lot of my anxiety comes from knowing I could blush at any moment, even over something like somebody saying my name, or a stranger at the store saying something to me. 

​

Would beta blockers help with that? If so, how much would they help? Completely get rid of the flushing?

​

I'm so lost right now. I need help.

​

TLDR: Have had social anxiety for 10+ years, facial blushing for no reason at all. Definitely need a solution to get rid of the facial blushing. ",3.1378991596638666,5.75988186554622,4.188067226890759,82.33844537815129,78.03361344537817,6.490756302521008,27.78151260504201,7.6729893032291185,1.9483252100840345,1992,86,350,31,49,645,234,476,0.102,0.778,0.12,0.9319,2,0,4,0,0,0,106.0,0,1,2,1,20,15,0,1,19,0,36,11,10,9,7,79,73,29,0,17,12,0,6,3,0,6,1,2,0,1,15,18,0,3,15,0,1,6,16,6,0,0,13,8,43,9,44,50,12,52,0,2,0,0,19,19,0,11,29,214,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678554136612386,0.0,0.03527724612949292,0.4593654031623531,0.4636469904123276,0.05766208526370178,0.0,0.19459902810437968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697773386427254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032600256234439164,0.0,0.0,0.046823552645386686,0.03607625980208087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709290292092138,0.0,0.0,0.04329151985508793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04484982688025579,0.10956237353412096,0.044451875509106606,0.0,0.0,0.06770023755355599,0.0,0.0,0.13671102765233634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442952709207371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043806870383236114,0.0,0.05600491617968986,0.0,0.03572084113260374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718460534721418,0.03028803528812252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645119227168067,0.0,0.0,0.035560134222179886,0.03390831734237034,0.0934844806600545,0.0,0.0,0.11247313306179693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351099329521043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366979804686862,0.04479418149514328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04425088314731746,0.08414387764999283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989994724905882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062138297853081025,0.0,0.0,0.03751952774964345,0.0,0.0,0.046280737891645884,0.036043949173640184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04298335008197094,0.042592936625260654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031166271970129576,0.06287286703959913,0.06539751813781297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04068054115821119,0.0482686440071985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0322444138088189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094442541548479,0.029392363069169536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043132435631287054,0.0,0.04056768081804798,0.0,0.04262014636077194,0.047493731488677325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130771847836759,0.0,0.0,0.04802691781298636,0.036206340160518734,0.0,0.06743072395629421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643569170963848,0.0359223779865708,0.1305554467120136,0.0,0.0,0.06001685686625894,0.0,0.033857863018790436,0.035445334024358274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03995815625820851,0.0,0.03187685718766927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02716593590055337,0.12496290271655727,0.0,0.09888685334154566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756881873008427,0.046115167624515806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323384799212533,0.0,0.0,0.0500130541778539,0.033652331880822936,0.03400787817316823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038256205488596776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320560876953199,0.1807033475206361,0.0,0.4636469904123276,0.05460385285029151
socialanxiety,pancake_bitch,2018/11/03,"Are there any particularly helpful resources out there? I really want to get better. I’ve had social anxiety for probably around 7 years, and I really want to start living a life where I’m no longer dealing with the constant crippling fear of social interactions.

I’m a junior in college, and I can get free therapy sessions once every two weeks through my university. However, I tried this freshman year, and I stopped going after two sessions because the therapist fixated on my suicidal thoughts/eating habits even though I went in because of social anxiety. I haven’t tried therapy elsewhere because of the cost.

Does anyone have recommendations? I don’t know if I can change my outlook on social interactions without help, so I’m not sure if I can get “exposure therapy” to work on my own in an uncontrolled environment. Would trying therapy again be my best option?",7.685769230769233,8.9126703974359,8.269641025641025,63.55869230769231,62.97435897435898,11.624615384615385,39.31794871794872,11.407655852321104,5.192422564102563,706,37,106,21,10,235,101,156,0.139,0.757,0.10400000000000001,-0.5491,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,2,6,0,10,1,0,0,1,17,22,7,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,5,2,0,2,2,0,15,5,19,18,2,19,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,3,8,69,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392789397410818,0.0,0.16632877856536388,0.0,0.0,0.07601396433226904,0.0,0.0,0.09677673624259796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19880949486774446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408654638654105,0.09614693752138964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150028907625322,0.0,0.0,0.11747906101744668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207730769078078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513461162233644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123952513032473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180325661873449,0.0,0.09159455624402993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233123379716725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039261324828844,0.0,0.061783539950897574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573473608588178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974527704980689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678650691170465,0.0,0.0,0.09599469559200953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577474154694505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720993257717648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928739331649745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432728107605473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694691946669943,0.0,0.0,0.090888107276937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891329310937035,0.0,0.10245978187393924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4972866262822423,0.12622302135887575,0.0,0.0,0.10680899682437613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142495408355106,0.0,0.21239167252698887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824231900989522,0.0,0.08720221616588017,0.0,0.0,0.100777121428131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479449722288307,0.0,0.07914363726346361,0.0,0.0,0.07722589205239569,0.0,0.0,0.14001393899069706
socialanxiety,Ljj47100,2018/11/03,"What do you look for in a relationship? For me, I look for humility, class (not too much or too little), good conversation, good communication skills, passionate (not too much or too little), silly, good energy/kindness, and others.

I want to what qualities you look for in a relationship in this section.

How about you?",6.5126785714285695,8.230156339285713,7.57,65.72500000000001,65.96428571428571,11.314285714285715,30.07142857142857,11.20814326018867,3.86205,249,9,42,8,4,84,34,56,0.0,0.752,0.248,0.9163,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,5,9,5,3,6,0,0,3,1,6,6,0,2,0,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042526683861861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868354013808613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017026177313149,0.0,0.0,0.5048512096662523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29463098023188583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303046241063284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819985392329108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,uxxandromedas,2018/11/03,"My teacher forced me to socialize I’m a 9th grader in high school, around 14 years old. I’ve had social anxiety for about as long as I can remember, and it’s always been a huge problem.

 Today in math, we were doing a worksheet, and the teacher told us to do it in groups of max 3. I only have one friend in that class, and other people seemed to be working alone, so I decided to as well. She then came up to me and asked me why I wasn’t working with others. I told her that I worked better alone, and she told me to go find a group anyway. I felt so awkward, and the only people I knew in the class were already working in groups of 3. I tried working up the courage to ask someone else, but then panicked and ended up not doing it. She gave me a huge lecture in front of the class about how I have to be more willing to collaborate with others and the entire class looked at me, while I started half-crying. I sat with my friend for the rest of the period but I think I embarrassed her because no one wants to be forced to work with the awkward, shy girl.

My teacher pulled me outside after class and tried to give me a therapy session. She was really nice about it, but I ended up crying in front of her anyway while her daughter (who gossips a lot) watched in the background. I just feel so embarrassed. I know it’s my fault for not socializing, but I do t want to ever go back to that class.",3.841837552358406,4.308539128027686,5.000236751047169,86.30496630850487,71.21453287197231,7.606701875796759,26.97523219814241,7.475848149327749,1.3055356401384088,1084,34,232,11,19,359,142,289,0.141,0.784,0.075,-0.9565,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,0,7,14,13,0,4,17,0,17,0,0,1,1,38,39,24,0,3,7,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,12,16,0,0,9,0,0,6,4,7,1,2,14,4,40,6,48,21,3,39,0,0,2,0,29,18,0,2,15,169,52,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515094110152366,0.11462043870845826,0.0,0.08642613315396032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945840147142147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246415235877303,0.1942043008112432,0.0,0.0,0.07986774465978881,0.0,0.06331670240025564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186241885158812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879682154879002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22818728163475185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676802097321301,0.0,0.18399166275630804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395415735172978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251856077307799,0.0,0.09972914918243617,0.0,0.0949330709513801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049564318870554,0.0,0.0,0.09963923103784206,0.11806065947426655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974178313724192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570828963068382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191952481952437,0.08722259328751576,0.0,0.0,0.08830448780612858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899153506586663,0.0,0.14076669773679965,0.1579919243743098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401738021165125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938723026332708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665402206010953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766170121792136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511951907902099,0.0,0.09455712845094212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176397006811622,0.08800664914937018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351799576369075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878161054965927,0.0,0.0,0.06655414044437842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984543049008763,0.2977497230583317,0.0,0.14103851459433595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493988953033584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252755966111928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338941321734316,0.0,0.09372432012935752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537009379492946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688730520284497
socialanxiety,AYellowNoteBook,2018/11/03,"I guess it does get better after all? I just started college this year, and had a large spike in my anxiety over the summer and towards the beginning of the semester. My experience in high school was essentially the same familiar story we've all lived, and I was under the impression that this would be the formula for my life indefinitely. This was partly in due to the fact that I had the absolute worst orientation experience imaginable. Everywhere I went I was surrounded by the same sort of characters I was familiar with from high school, and it felt pretty discouraging. To give a specific example, during group activities the cheerleader types and tall sporty dudes all chose each other, and I was shown some hostility when attempting to just make basic talk with them. Came home already feeling like dropping out and just trying to figure out something else for a livelihood. Now that I've just completed midterms, I've noticed that all of the same loud brash people I met at orientation are no where to be seen, they all got weeded out. What's left are a bunch of smart down to earth people I can relate to. I don't feel comfortable just talking to random people, or asking women out, but I feel a lot more comfortable just walking around and being in crowds. Everyone's just an adult tending to their business, it's comforting.",8.755525902668762,8.548601877551024,8.568979591836733,67.19431711145998,60.83673469387754,12.43642072213501,36.80533751962325,11.807384569943707,4.558974882260597,1080,44,181,30,13,349,150,245,0.064,0.866,0.071,-0.091,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,2,11,10,1,0,17,0,16,1,0,1,6,50,33,11,0,1,9,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,12,17,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,14,6,18,7,34,15,15,32,0,1,1,0,12,20,0,7,9,133,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612672006030896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179536663862866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300940318765027,0.136619543119051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292474125535771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671432343794058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322318211115693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788657354521565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207976170647518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964136722042575,0.0,0.28590251423881496,0.0,0.0,0.2216756811702691,0.10440120003014053,0.14031564429872098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635120766997656,0.14018913241632455,0.0,0.0,0.11688011413980788,0.0,0.1609877659038203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088061842225067,0.14658858719762774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877964387018936,0.0,0.10322177277000956,0.07139577066191073,0.0,0.12904275834449042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424152018302433,0.0,0.0,0.09754842135726044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637937423941598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825349130658814,0.0,0.30394160072966875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486751450628112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957994361500522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250436993969,0.0,0.0,0.10343741050334428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492079078208306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921828376394153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547162837387192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381242489074066,0.0,0.0,0.0941082462036615
socialanxiety,prefer93,2018/11/03,"I'm so bad at confronting people. Okay, so I'm living with this family and the wife talks too much and tries to interfere with my life. I'm basically just a tenant who pays money to live there.

In a way, she treats me as a brother but I never asked for that, I feel bad telling her off as she's a friend of a friend. 

However she's very irritating. A couple of times, she knocked on my door while I'm on the toilet. And also many times she knocked on my door while im in my room. The reasons that she knocked on my door were so trivial. Like remember to open the window or whatever. 

I paid money to live in the room and I'm entitled to the whole house but I'm afraid to go out to the living room because I'm afraid she will ask me things.

Now, she has been borrowing money from me. Although she did return me the money, I just don't feel like lending her any. I tried to say no, but she kept insisting. Im socially awkward and don't like to be firm and scold people, so when she asked me, I just said I don't have money but she ended up asking me when will I get paid and I panicked and said tmr. Then she said okay! I will borrow from you tmr.

Gahh, I want to leave this place but I don't want to pay more money to rent elsewhere.",0.8260000000000005,2.575406769811323,2.7485283018867928,94.23675471698117,81.30188679245283,5.900377358490566,19.65660377358491,6.918507183188421,0.11109358490566068,954,24,224,11,25,319,127,265,0.128,0.7859999999999999,0.086,-0.9063,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,13,14,1,3,14,2,13,1,0,1,1,30,36,27,0,2,9,2,2,3,2,3,1,4,9,0,6,12,0,2,4,0,13,1,6,6,0,0,9,6,39,8,32,23,3,29,0,0,0,0,32,16,0,1,14,140,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281353781816057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892511809808192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340035921152233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381133491347452,0.07074940196435298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284187328379415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279515209231076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941150780407442,0.0,0.11736734939969942,0.08291364251367964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793361047406546,0.0,0.060636819657326986,0.0,0.06595985527262517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391823138846853,0.0,0.0,0.25073050648964723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289130890574053,0.0,0.0,0.08197696161164833,0.17010388972371915,0.0,0.4099341820310618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766712792144925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531781966157438,0.0,0.08951301047722439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609234709987997,0.0,0.12125851753774307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932952114859635,0.0,0.0,0.1314739188824639,0.0,0.33120033176628144,0.09229596583874952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830906122930356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328503149539108,0.10144199027801604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771054373621299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535161870467805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575949186110749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576206517178826,0.13691097674948988,0.0921234206436775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295774005583098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HipsterWhoMissedOut,2019/07/18,"About to be fired for having social anxiety I got hired at Starbucks earlier this summer. The other day my store manager pulled me aside and lectured me for being too shy and not outgoing. You're supposed to not only greet them and take their order, but also ask them how their day is going and etc, which is my problem. Our location is ranked #1 in customer connection in my city. 

Some things he said/highlights of the conversation were:

- ""You look like you had the soul sucked out of you""  
- ""You don't say THANK YOU, you say *mouthing the words* thank you. If you don't believe me I can even record you!""  
- ""From now until the end of your shift, I want you to promise me to yell out WELCOME TO STARBUCKS at every customer who walks through the door."" I didn't keep that promise.  
- Me: ""Okay I'll try."" Him: ""No you won't TRY, you'll DO.""  
- I got secret shopped before the convo. A man came up to my register and I was a little busy so when I finally greeted him he said, ""Sure takes a long time to get someone on the register here!"" He asked for two pounds of Sumatra (a type of bagged coffee we have that customers usually pick up where the mugs and tumblers are). So I said, “you can pick it up behind you on the shelves.” He responded, ""I can't see."" So I assumed he was blind and went out of the counter and got it for him. Later, my manager asked me to describe that specific transaction. So I told him and he was like “why didn’t you get it for him in the first place?” and I said, “I thought customers were just supposed to grab it themselves” and he was like, “you’re supposed to give them an ELEVATED customer experience” and I replied, “well I did it anyway after I found out he’s visually impaired” and then he said, “he wasn’t visually impaired I think he was just wearing sunglasses.” They never revealed that it was a secret shopper but I'm 100% sure it was.  

I wanted to cry multiple times in that conversation but I just sipped my water every time I got teary-eyed. I went on break immediately after and I had a full-blown panic attack (and I NEVER have panic attacks). 

So then I look on my schedule and the week after next week I'm only scheduled for one shift, and the week after that I am not scheduled at all. I think I'm about to be fired over this. My last shift, my store manager is scheduled on it too. So I think that's when he'll break the news.

It really sucks because other than the whole customer connection thing I was starting to get comfortable with all the roles, making all the drinks, and etc. And it just makes me feel so defeated because these extroverts think I'm choosing to be this shy. I used to be extremely quiet growing up, and to even have this job is something I never would have imagined. I can greet people just fine, I can upsell and tell customers about promotions, I can communicate with my co-workers - I never would have been able to do these things years ago. It took so long to develop these skills and it still doesn't help me because I can't make small talk with the customers.

I'm prepared to be fired and I know it's not somewhere I want to work anyway. I just hope they're not too harsh in dropping the bomb. Thank you for reading my rant.",2.463230318802861,4.4841761037735886,3.5293190197354143,89.28990566037737,77.27044025157231,6.461678594664932,24.95922793320321,7.438213257848477,1.1449753632617656,2486,89,512,33,58,800,276,636,0.11,0.785,0.105,-0.5957,1,0,2,0,0,0,89.0,2,17,6,6,33,24,4,2,27,1,52,5,2,7,9,88,107,42,0,8,15,0,5,3,0,5,1,8,1,1,34,32,2,1,14,3,3,9,19,8,1,3,32,17,87,16,70,64,7,79,1,1,4,0,67,26,2,4,43,348,121,10,0.0744713131288818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601432574684038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059554682203422415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056970350706646834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088618746615795,0.16944373942386998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361910637968849,0.0,0.06336960240128957,0.08390366786344318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517534283525316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180324056861274,0.0960556722202179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295353534129065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595947917537713,0.0,0.16611039948257844,0.09837519993188956,0.0,0.1254905864649619,0.0,0.0,0.07284723416466438,0.0,0.0,0.03765493353055587,0.0,0.0,0.08157968340366223,0.0,0.06334526090373893,0.0,0.08165395098715357,0.0,0.0,0.1167245622592274,0.07143966945280307,0.042323763443228066,0.0,0.23824604877236424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991655140238144,0.0,0.0,0.07396681737530747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390128716828959,0.06619352485909782,0.0,0.0,0.040927486102541016,0.06070405975379638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914876571033913,0.07463982007107943,0.0,0.1318095372870065,0.12507429389754873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913053937825665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229747470783282,0.0,0.07920108637119301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046368910886271,0.11327757888081555,0.0,0.17475208043191198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051629031710770296,0.0,0.07780667180866152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125898909381513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449146612385035,0.0,0.047708230137318786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35419636272338284,0.11844515451945513,0.0,0.0,0.059343994730304724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591412534129019,0.06309930194555609,0.057331655185786826,0.0,0.0,0.05271117873436765,0.0,0.05947288686324186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037666258436365,0.0,0.11198631880729372,0.0598572205697909,0.06509121013063915,0.20568953877782634,0.0,0.0,0.1484262940365701,0.1908728417326333,0.0,0.0591219040979333,0.13027446470366094,0.0,0.0,0.07116053109265867,0.08274036904115939,0.1011222663782605,0.0,0.07274765182189308,0.0,0.0,0.06431930381693535,0.08201963018359304,0.0,0.13177532990581595,0.0,0.17920918605488542,0.0,0.06695865414802711,0.13807130673326592,0.06719877682704176,0.08314456158448211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843200581376916,0.0,0.0,0.10580456832080164,0.0,0.0,0.047957084017089695
socialanxiety,breadslappers,2019/07/18,"Overwhelming sensation of being alone To preface the post, I don't consider myself to be lacking in company, which seems to only reinforce the issue at hand.
A while ago, I found myself taking a step back from all of the people within my life, mostly because I've always been the ""shy/quiet"" person in a setting and I just wanted time alone to work on myself and be able to be comfortable within myself in all settings. While this certainly helped (I no longer feel nauseous when attending a social event or find my heart beating out of my chest when attention is called to me), I also feel like I'm just unearthing more and more underlying issues.
I frequently get so frustrated during some interactions that all I want to do is cry and breakdown, but instead I just clam up and sit silent because of course I'm not going to have that reaction in front of somebody. The only way I find myself being able to describe it is as if everyone around me speaks a different language, and I can't get through to them no matter what I say. Whenever I'm alone after being around others, all I do is sit for hours and wonder why I don't have relationships with people in the same way that others do. It frequently leads to me taking that frustration out on myself, bruising myself, leading more and more to me wanting to stay out of discussions and avoid being in social settings at all due to me not being able to even explain to anyone what's wrong.
I have brought this up previously, but it's met with similar confusion and sometimes such an embarrassingly awkward tone that I don't know what to do. I've been to the doctors to no avail (mostly because of poor waiting times and it being quite dismissive).

I feel defective, but I feel I can't say this to the people who know me as I'm not ""typically"" anxious in the way of having frequent panic attacks, etc. The responses to me saying this have always felt like people talking at me, not to me, and it feels like the problem is only getting worse.",11.74983258928571,7.420814794270832,11.270684523809528,63.11062500000001,58.609375,13.992261904761904,43.313988095238095,11.35114627814755,4.86538005952381,1587,61,278,29,14,526,184,384,0.155,0.7979999999999999,0.047,-0.9922,1,4,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,5,13,17,3,6,17,0,30,5,3,2,6,67,58,25,0,6,12,0,7,3,0,0,2,4,0,1,21,19,0,2,15,0,1,7,12,12,0,0,6,11,38,5,60,43,15,54,0,1,0,0,17,22,0,8,18,218,59,4,0.2767881520539324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178533211811978,0.0,0.0,0.2866690505887893,0.0,0.07378246173224158,0.15353994369695484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423060906858704,0.0,0.06451223718706584,0.0,0.0,0.16426675854931636,0.0,0.10496216046545498,0.0,0.07094433460549204,0.0,0.16872748843733187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421055000589623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134626268696924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963949025137396,0.0,0.09443480071514514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028973183946097,0.06093865466012965,0.0,0.0,0.08816098026106756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332540103864982,0.13182500742147807,0.08858667738344136,0.0,0.1686529043580842,0.0,0.0,0.10116130740850082,0.0,0.0,0.14461038543849666,0.0,0.05243502846590565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933176428896743,0.0618417546259701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086019168191073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259661261652208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014103531555424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516788579794221,0.13522470998395658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050986218883166,0.0,0.10825041969879064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25585340500758724,0.08056024605225863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836217945186885,0.0,0.0,0.08828296015305567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813275674547838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905563007722933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011304797624104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399251273130749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881004428433825,0.0,0.0,0.09125018661202038,0.0,0.0,0.0983397807513357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874016242267725,0.07415727735736524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759826488933616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325682341514774,0.21970155167241215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325275186188004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005498130347207,0.06716835707541449,0.0,0.09402359120544472,0.0,0.10087479777964288,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,garbage_day92,2019/07/18,"How would you respond? First post. I'm female, middle aged, always had SA. I'm working on more exposure, getting more active. Joined a great gym, it's boot camp style with kickboxing. Not that it matters but I don't think I'm unattractive or particularly awkward looking. I tend to end up trying to blend in with the scenery, I'm pretty quiet, but I try to smile when someone cracks a joke etc, I say hi to everyone I make eye contact with. And everybody there seems nice. Anyway, at one point I was sprinting and as I slowed down I took a deep breath and kinda made a high pitched ""hoo"" sound, wasn't that crazy. I made it twice at the most,  trying to catch my breath. It wasn't that loud, it's kind of like when you're tired or hot and you go ""whew!""

As I was packing up I saw two trainers imitating my sprinting and repeatedly making the ""hoo"" sound I made. I thought these were decent people... I don't know if they knew I saw/heard them. 

This rattled me so hard... This was Tuesday and for the first day afterward I internalized it and was in a complete shame/worthless/hopeless spiral and just a mess. 

Today I realized, wait, all I did was make a fucking sound while I was working out! Tonight I go back. I certainly don't want to be friendly with these people... And in fact would like to let them know that I do know what they were doing, and I'm aware of pathetic insecurity that they need to ridicule others.

Any ideas on what to do/say tonight?",2.3256117496807183,4.396212455172417,3.328544061302684,90.32901021711369,77.89655172413794,6.089399744572159,24.533844189016598,7.093109894594671,0.8935759897828865,1132,40,238,13,27,362,165,290,0.086,0.7809999999999999,0.134,0.93,1,0,0,0,0,1,51.0,0,2,5,4,8,13,2,2,11,0,21,5,3,7,3,49,50,22,0,5,7,0,2,2,1,2,1,6,0,0,18,15,0,1,9,2,0,4,6,5,0,5,19,11,32,8,29,27,5,36,0,0,3,1,12,15,1,6,18,146,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829465276583868,0.0,0.0,0.08850599446545471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007678649367133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645907635132587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393553858782198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527365915184785,0.0,0.1451508851413133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124363244052142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214098748380762,0.0,0.0,0.10055303480133987,0.12032094078801556,0.06799764326389501,0.0,0.14793370542559967,0.0,0.0,0.1434900748050665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658821869366913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750989272631828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469227302496003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553047945327387,0.2145799728215938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308648834612907,0.0,0.12716875848261108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929264226805983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36945127473802897,0.26062702708298163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650406496375802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819254139974181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804582897916204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230331668358242,0.0,0.12464706331089592,0.13240863877211784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069999117785719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848304463521345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027508882918603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339442326678424,0.0,0.10332401508618236,0.0,0.14958748721585852,0.1233663288342299,0.0,0.1446006732950249,0.2650885167579095,0.0,0.12713696537714142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676543565884658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895004969049794,0.0,0.0,0.18490867268511524,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SuqMadiq4,2019/07/18,"I’m too afraid to even say hello Hi.. I don’t even know where to start this but.. I’m a normal teenager playing video games in my room alone with no friends.. I have a lot of friends online but I never dare myself to say “Hi, do you wanna play something?"" 
When I’m feeling happy and I actually dare myself to say hello, the receiver always tell me they’re busy.. and it happens all the time. 
I am also experiencing sudden mood changes, this is common for teenagers I’ve read, but for me it feels so much different.. I want to talk to a doctor/nurse or even an adult but my mom always tells me that there’s nothing wrong with me I’m just a teenager. I doubt that’s the reason for all this... I just want to talk with people but it’s so difficult..
I also have this thing going on.. when I ask something and the person says “no”, my brain automatically thinks the person hates me.. I don’t even want to hate the person but my brain is messing it up.. please help me.. even a reply helps me at the moment.. thanks for your attention...",1.6282857142857132,3.6127964476190506,3.283095238095239,90.22607142857143,79.76190476190476,5.533333333333334,20.02380952380953,6.508806274219699,0.11369523809523807,794,20,170,7,20,263,114,210,0.083,0.7509999999999999,0.166,0.9425,1,1,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,0,16,14,2,2,13,0,8,2,2,1,3,31,26,16,0,5,9,1,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,4,11,6,0,0,6,5,0,2,5,7,0,0,0,7,26,6,21,26,4,16,0,0,0,0,26,6,0,3,8,112,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.10928600506081627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598778047831833,0.0,0.17911659365331908,0.18636916591726624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046954556420495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25003557117239816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847048372943965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700562829187845,0.0,0.11462642631667133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698414226184823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132509347493038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304626542269172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636464511106419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990323144834156,0.1192153499725664,0.0,0.2211337170228116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012896254866706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061546730049207014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095209823340485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311612382461917,0.0,0.0,0.0823254753290916,0.0,0.08637352858882788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972634176101476,0.10745734654129332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763970817663887,0.2933558297862061,0.0,0.12293129983461115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202022389080038,0.0,0.0,0.11514428742223913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562355104137664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243062015356794,0.0,0.0,0.07926704024800116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800265076958165,0.19576824867520656,0.10310527001656224,0.0,0.0,0.07440112518667366,0.07175861738985499,0.0,0.0,0.06530222168489816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816366528201967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244339467370667,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sinhadit630,2019/07/18,"Need help with hoodie Hi, Im new to reddit so I apologise if I'm doing something wrong, but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. Okay so I'm going to an amusement park soon with one of my best friends who I never get to see(first time in over a year). Only issue is, I am very self conscious about my weight and always wear a hoodie. Friends I normally hang out with Im pretty sure have just gotten to get used to me wearing it for no real reason, but if anyone has an excuse to wear it then it would be much, MUCH appreciated. I know you guys are gonna say that it's not gonna matter to her and that's not how good friends work, she should accept me for what I am. And in all likelyhood(I'd bet my life on it), she won't care if I don't wear it. But I've tried this for years and I can't go out without my hoodie.

Tldr; need excuse to wear hoodie in amusement Park in summer",2.1698126463700227,3.2380992404371582,3.8226112412178,90.93799180327869,75.72131147540983,6.102888368462138,21.26814988290398,6.1826913282559595,0.11628056206089,663,15,150,4,14,222,112,183,0.062,0.696,0.242,0.9896,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,6,12,0,0,4,1,13,7,5,3,3,36,27,14,0,8,10,0,1,0,3,5,1,1,0,2,11,9,1,0,4,2,1,3,8,1,0,1,1,2,18,11,25,20,4,19,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,4,8,96,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525423507393788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525509814856916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579734821467404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347685774076875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280419845411228,0.0,0.0,0.34890070202185963,0.0,0.15729295170770133,0.0,0.17110099752387567,0.1262586482736238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904981374321305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100898065803572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251996202290773,0.15711573685820265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272815468882633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063248232410141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221315889647138,0.2232343431526124,0.11609914334040855,0.14538422386490615,0.0,0.0,0.14748887174650493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200401432688144,0.1144859599359318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314461372754495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713377591036734,0.0,0.1547714137499399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970866034475368,0.0,0.0,0.11995408571152714,0.0,0.15703714438991193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158864736254044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187412131647398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777610594020323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220098144393536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300108514437852,0.0,0.12420422094709704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833067671078318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510695748494273,0.0,0.10958869703976608,0.0,0.0,0.10693323153171058,0.16458252269605236,0.0,0.19387465211280186
socialanxiety,mybellysucks,2019/07/18,"I'm 23M, been a shut in for a year, never had a GF I'm socially anxious, generally reserved and introverted. I don't have any friends. I don't know how to talk to people. I've been this way since childhood. I still live in my hometown (I'm a shut in and barely leave the house). I have hobbies but all are solitary. I'm generally a kind person and I have a lot to talk about... but I'm so deep down in this social anxiety, insecurity and depression pit that I don't know how to get out. What I plan to do now is to get a job and move out to a different city but at this point, I am so not used to socializing I might break down at work or have a panic attack when talking to customers",2.0648078096400257,2.8903443154362454,4.58131787675412,86.34273947528982,75.64429530201343,7.834289200732154,25.625991458206226,8.296473431620573,1.3821489932885909,529,18,125,9,11,188,85,149,0.162,0.7979999999999999,0.04,-0.9519,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,1,2,10,0,15,0,0,3,2,23,25,14,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,10,2,21,21,2,23,0,1,0,0,9,14,0,3,6,81,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081397156954433,0.0,0.12165061020356067,0.17964843762078048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090931546329736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696453228804192,0.0,0.0,0.16614307242324086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228592104004336,0.0,0.16616379161499326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834888539639388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780377981422716,0.0,0.0,0.16559587409488646,0.17478753761264712,0.0,0.0,0.16838025113871385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041843384888286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519394584337405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869612402752046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901412960764425,0.0,0.0,0.12264677883688248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865768505476615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024512108368346,0.13885098117493042,0.0,0.0,0.15032622098754153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154379335202646,0.0,0.0,0.4863055724401611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699435562078418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834451069942926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734306459667794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622344771050933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157691633386949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240429384581133
socialanxiety,CutKitten,2019/07/18,"Just one example of the limits i have because of my anxiety My boyfriend bought me a vape for my birthday which i love, but something is wrong with it and I'm out of juice. My boyfriend said he'd take me to the shop but i can't cause I'm so irrationally terrified that the employee is going to laugh at me, or scold me or make fun of me for not knowing about vapes (this is my first one). So the vape is just sitting in my room doing nothing.",1.7818085106382997,3.323985425531916,3.3031382978723407,92.30875,77.72340425531914,6.827659574468084,25.57978723404256,7.645422480735847,1.1296000000000004,346,13,80,5,8,114,62,94,0.17800000000000002,0.713,0.109,-0.8209,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,2,0,14,17,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,2,1,2,1,0,3,2,1,15,3,13,14,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,1,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345644135478317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869134653009634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149844818372545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260811874784305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425991990671866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851101768817978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276737645355953,0.0,0.2046720623238814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942113546774537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155489827412786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916670200286904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360520149441804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305410171307637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352421977441449,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway_cuz_anon,2019/07/18,"Called roomservice to get food but failed It took me a while, but I convinced myself calling room service would be fine and I can do it and they want me to call and they'll be nice and everything. So I actually dial the number on the menu and tell the guy what I want!

But apparently I got the one guy downstairs who only speaks the language of the country there and he does not understand me.

He then tells me to call the restaurant directly because he doesn't get what I want.

No food for me, ooof",3.3027970297029725,4.85110595049505,4.171373762376238,87.64240717821781,73.65346534653466,7.426237623762375,26.48638613861386,8.07648339933343,1.4959990099009897,395,14,83,6,8,127,64,101,0.069,0.785,0.147,0.6476,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,8,0,7,2,0,0,0,15,15,12,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,14,3,6,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,15,2,0,0,2,55,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.15216339698373646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505236264328852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6368803646817838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364537887368557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013818118050295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770979142263891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629320619418932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470999855769913,0.0,0.0,0.3087867984112323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566096064821624,0.11859039653869652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725761795702865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324192962621587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232671977594612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759114165741563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076689523856413,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,indreams908,2019/07/18,"GUYS PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD IF YOUR SERIOUS TRY . STOPPING MASTURBATION AND PORNO .

i've tried it myself and it works wonders.

it may take a couple of months to a year (wich is hard i know )

but you'll notice benefits in just days . 

TRUST . ME visit r/nofap for more x",-0.5620808080808075,1.5941685090909097,1.5969696969696976,94.49767676767678,100.27272727272728,4.6262626262626245,15.202020202020204,6.42735559955562,-0.29413131313131297,208,5,45,3,9,69,48,55,0.073,0.664,0.263,0.9255,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,6,5,1,6,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,3,4,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079887347180804,0.0,0.17951257930834327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756100420041334,0.0,0.0,0.24934672734324126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297375834359336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251221541867325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217613694144508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31690306679149344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055444690356205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23271287782795025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928439176663674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37796245538628587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018584602996933,0.20264195328914664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792481307772824
socialanxiety,Novusancient,2019/07/18,"Why were people staring at me a lot and feeling compelled to say hi to me all of a sudden? I was dressed pretty well, had a nice shirt and thin jumper on and some wine jeans and some aviators...I was walking to the shop to get a refreshment of some form and on the way down, I got a perplexed Hi from a randomer that seemed to be under the impression I was ignoring him, but I said hi anyways.

Then i came upon some tween kids who also felt compelled to say hi but in a slightly shitty way, as if to say ""why is dressed so smart"" I feel like I wasn't being paranoid there and they were being insincere somewhat.

I'm no body language expert but I'm pretty sure these people seemed to feel threatened by me somehow and in different ways. I'm mostly known for my ruggedness on days where I am not dressing sharp, but i just felt like wearing something a bit more upmarket.

Either way, I didn't feel comfortable in the situation, I have something of a selective social anxiety, in particular if I am dressed smart, I seem to draw new attention, which makes me anxious. God knows why.",5.508713156002877,5.7563862336448635,6.103831775700936,80.62093098490297,67.50467289719626,9.014521926671463,33.283968368080515,8.841846274778883,2.698163623292595,850,36,166,13,13,277,126,214,0.115,0.715,0.16899999999999998,0.8473,1,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,0,13,0,15,4,3,3,2,44,33,17,0,2,9,0,8,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,8,1,1,12,2,1,2,4,2,1,0,13,13,20,9,27,17,12,23,0,0,1,0,13,13,0,14,6,114,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980814343005837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547704268100303,0.14099642835817622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625696107464802,0.13863248380895532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274600283093786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049021466926103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303967911904682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524247543680828,0.08916217309297185,0.2396686582338625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520652628669528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998195898615269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859068425890094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194882932429138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610648081338783,0.0,0.0,0.08330966720201692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053941530367553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730509713591408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25394725376501465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187200739392706,0.2977546987110068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408589207077404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028834024940307,0.0,0.12722505821709348,0.0,0.19216511119378707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762915655897767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962640708249208,0.0,0.0,0.1122165161466668,0.0,0.3378568186948919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stovereeeeeeeeforged,2019/07/18,How can you be able to have conversations again I don’t know where it wrong exactly but during high school I was able to have and hold conversations all day long with anyone after being secluded from 8-13 years old but now after high school ended I moved away from all the people I know for family and went back into seclusion and I don’t know how to have conversations anymore. Is there anything that has helped people that have been in a similar situation? Is there something online that can be read that explains how social situations work?,7.433823529411764,7.8804765,7.351764705882353,72.63294117647061,63.411764705882355,10.329411764705883,29.745098039215684,10.125756701596842,2.859262745098038,441,13,77,9,6,141,68,102,0.026000000000000002,0.9740000000000001,0.0,-0.3421,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,9,1,0,0,2,0,16,0,0,3,3,18,21,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,12,15,2,18,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,10,57,11,4,0.32851140368709725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289751940508124,0.1148514058643042,0.0,0.13516844712442086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432363884907865,0.126302495818297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593133915391356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548179815812493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548456573149923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009713458413466,0.3470903345230534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708119142265176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536112730603956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457781638036352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723587283017038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22774844387339024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430015176921434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324710789181448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692605818325512,0.0,0.16743800282120752,0.0,0.12645206408669565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226668121642806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958010721807065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958782467386192,0.0,0.10577528665252063
socialanxiety,Sandraahdzz,2019/07/18,"I have SA & i work as a receptionist Hello im 21 years old & i just started working 2 weeks ago at a Chiropractic clinic as a receptionist I’m only on training basis for the first 3 weeks i have terrible social anxiety i get so nervous I don’t think, i end up saying dumb things i sweat i turn red i sometimes even shake.. I don’t know how i got the job if i don’t have any experience but well at least i got a job and i really want to make it work i used to work in warehouses and i liked it because I didn’t had to socialize with nobody and it was simple and easy to learn but i want a career i want a job where i can see myself working for years i want something better for myself than picking up boxes in the heat/cold .. I haven’t started to actually work check in patients & schedule them or answering the phone and i am so nervous about that I don’t have inner peace i don’t sleep well at night just to think i have work the next day and idk what to expect.. i come home feeling bad about myself.. how do i overcome this anxiety? Any tips? I really want to make this job work",1.1085017557549754,2.9313536952789754,3.480368708544674,88.97363928989466,80.71673819742489,6.4681232930159975,21.749707374170896,7.520522993642371,0.7702206008583685,853,26,189,13,22,295,120,233,0.086,0.762,0.152,0.9357,4,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,10,12,10,1,3,11,0,17,4,2,6,0,32,38,16,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,8,8,0,0,6,0,1,2,7,6,2,1,5,4,34,4,26,33,1,27,0,0,2,0,6,11,1,2,15,118,42,15,0.0,0.0,0.0909306484066352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259882007596964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30288283816513084,0.0,0.1267317616793268,0.0,0.14256553238850395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780175848607176,0.05680191911501985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824105091944415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802666810045006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600936622258377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253019463691798,0.0,0.0,0.061544788552964975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114833060439363,0.0,0.0,0.04711482007088205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925921758435463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048682923529204315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904978800984786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934675586487472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065084335602374,0.0,0.3698687551914155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051209521910588265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045523246449043035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439730771141495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909843369578936,0.0874435118819757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777717607428986,0.0,0.0,0.07086790822116193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938752604601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410080991012134,0.0,0.0,0.07425273056814248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324771370681437,0.1899714072468567,0.0,0.07173483963933379,0.09215781791995738,0.0,0.13190716163546362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061904930568581464,0.11941250125104402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135353944390382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047796509746144,0.0,0.0,0.2748011294569395,0.0,0.14948742461017445,0.0,0.16756077605675415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426916438128848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001027077930412
socialanxiety,aarxnnn,2019/07/18,"Wanting to talk to someone I haven’t talked to in a while Hey, so I need a bit of help/advice on trying to talk to someone I haven’t talked to in a few months (around 5ish months). We used to talk a lot most days and we cut contact which was partly my fault, I want to make up for my mistakes and talk to them again after a while but I have no idea how to go about it. I still have them on social media but I’m too afraid to message them in case I get a negative/no response. Any advice/tips on how to start a convo or something of the sort is greatly appreciated. Thank you very much!",1.7202362204724435,2.842500748031497,3.300007874015748,94.02324015748032,76.95275590551181,5.7099212598425195,21.361417322834647,5.6839178017228535,-0.10423716535433104,453,11,108,2,10,150,78,127,0.066,0.85,0.084,0.6195,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,2,1,3,0,8,6,1,1,8,0,6,0,0,4,0,20,16,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,15,2,25,15,6,18,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,4,9,75,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352009977530314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987693951431824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307458350630188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034448765047604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471928722194883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673374605191312,0.0,0.08346985895225759,0.0,0.0,0.1619251849410537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844416389220112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579885612319056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486400084247358,0.0,0.0,0.09803716300791997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23446117714873355,0.0,0.10796667675863338,0.10890257453728933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590463803301896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971592361395647,0.24888570414804165,0.11306804458153127,0.0,0.0,0.10395565744210512,0.0,0.11729092769874315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7082934056565858,0.0,0.1352185737827871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971539183711883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684890899904153,0.0,0.12118349926373233,0.17325598837447098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,londonpigeon,2019/07/18,"What do people do about employment? Having lost the job I worked at for 7 years and gotten familar enough with people to deal with my crippling shyness and social difficulties, I've now been unemployed for a while. Every job advert I come across, particularly customer service work, seems very daunting. Given my qualifcations retail work seems to be one of only a few options available to me. I'm in my 30's and live with my mum, mainly due to my shyness and inablities to communicate with people (simple tasks like going to the barbershop or answering the door to the postman are very hard for me at this point). 

​

I just wandered what other people did for work and how they manage with some of the problems I've described?

I seems like a fruitless pursuit but could anyone offer advice for me? I'm really afraid I'll just become a hermit given time.",7.888513888888887,8.0387652125,7.863333333333338,70.35055555555557,62.5,9.611111111111112,33.40277777777778,9.150863307647796,3.0648194444444457,694,25,111,10,9,224,102,160,0.068,0.909,0.023,-0.584,5,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,5,5,5,0,1,9,0,8,0,0,1,0,24,19,9,0,2,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,6,1,13,2,24,11,4,12,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,6,7,75,17,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764021163147538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261448842708067,0.17115217298911767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848790024884736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556140022997295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213326433427332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245989629933166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521356433613986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553910823724214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186749776563085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005017463773474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617688768465854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795503264595208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762761225658207,0.0,0.12437604178303335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375801243928322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544583934383477,0.10712527944392844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390599764160206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315189345263248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347775825540638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023422879849476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846826544649533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435821981944636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213269017970616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23243744271383365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101715110167463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115217298911767,0.09070490519667612
socialanxiety,HarryAugust,2019/07/18,I just don’t want to go to my summer school class I missed yesterday and now I can’t do it today. My class is just playing dnd. I love it just my dumbass brain is thinking stupid things to make me stressed about going. What should I do?,0.16366666666666774,2.404171100000003,1.5839999999999996,98.54866666666668,88.0,4.933333333333334,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.2228666666666661,185,5,43,2,6,59,34,50,0.21100000000000002,0.6559999999999999,0.133,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,0,0,7,2,1,1,0,8,14,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,4,13,0,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,29,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890567050687288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961368927199716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31454734682717483,0.0,0.2326356939650032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527146116040264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992214253749428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153710876261666,0.22331359583021204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303503689714596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055624920818623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YaBoiAycha,2019/07/18,I think there is a problem with this subreddit which concerns me because the memes are getting more attention than people who need actual help and support I like meeting people who are going through the same problems as I am but the problem there are just way too many jokes and memes about social anxiety that people who need immediate help and their posts cant get the support they need. I have to scroll way too much to find serious posts relating to solving a problem or someone telling their success story. I usually result to changing the order of the posts by looking at the most recent ones but not many do that' most just scroll through the default popular feed. I usually resort to using other subreddits to ask questions which dont really focus on the subject of social anxiety so not many are able to help. It might just be me but I think a mental health issue as critical and important as social anxiety should be treated my seriously as this is the only subreddit the solely focuses on that issue. Not everyone might agree with me but I think people should tone down the memes. Dont get me wrong memes provide a nice fun escape but it does not solve things and gives people a half-assed happiness rather than actually giving them proper support. Sigh... I just hope that I am not the only one thinks this...,8.359230769230766,7.970559659919027,8.110688259109311,70.75404858299595,61.71255060728746,11.162753036437246,36.813765182186216,10.560738912317856,3.979208906882591,1064,44,178,22,13,341,133,247,0.098,0.688,0.215,0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,1,11,20,0,0,18,0,19,2,0,2,0,47,39,16,0,11,16,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,16,7,1,0,7,1,0,1,8,7,1,2,0,1,19,12,25,33,5,14,0,0,1,0,19,4,0,7,4,130,35,1,0.08444919205701504,0.0,0.1648204590104779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381020232803944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894859477035056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147944364889439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933604763305891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390205706215654,0.0,0.19794764829211575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069482200109764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718503161400164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236365201377928,0.16202272022969566,0.047994421978396304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989773527103799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976554213435334,0.0,0.0,0.16981353996974438,0.0,0.0,0.08387710252353503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628603183723732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04125760954560002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091605225538361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256854677762995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851049229315202,0.17917449475466635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207987301048162,0.1878540175753486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144499162002042,0.1284548319713951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29273218313708194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24263694623344897,0.0,0.0,0.3232258867442206,0.0,0.0,0.09460242220939402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410031487687295,0.0,0.08338338912986112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582559490937979,0.07155352638192243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874958271342941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381231610664367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610429074308039,0.21644652944485304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293698758352257,0.18601770831762954,0.0,0.0,0.13406367573704936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233193445808027,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WatchMidnight297,2019/07/18,"I have bad social anxiety over going to a festival alone. Any tips or words of advice? I’m stressed I’m driving by myself to a smaller festival (probably like 500ish people) this weekend. I’m so close to backing out last minute and I really don’t want to. This is the first time I’m going alone to a festival and my social anxiety is killing me. I have friends I’m going to hang and camp by, but I’m still worried I’m going to feel out of place. It’s not that hard for me to make friends at small events either, but I can be a little reserved. My ex might start drama when he realizes I’m there too (too long to explain). I’m trying to focus my mindset on having a good time, but it’s hard not to overthink and stress myself out. I don’t want to miss out on the music and let my anxiety win, but I’m almost regretting buying a ticket. I can’t get a refund, but it wasn’t expensive. I feel like this could equally go either way. I just want to be okay with being alone at times and have fun as best as I can.",2.0621078431372557,3.2666919537037096,4.169923747276691,87.79686274509804,76.22222222222223,7.119389978213508,23.816993464052292,7.724431198458867,1.0720624183006535,786,24,172,11,17,271,114,216,0.121,0.6679999999999999,0.21100000000000002,0.9703,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,8,18,1,2,9,1,18,0,0,1,0,36,43,16,1,5,11,1,4,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,4,3,3,7,6,6,0,1,1,4,17,12,30,36,4,33,0,2,0,0,7,13,0,3,14,108,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980935094500705,0.0,0.0,0.12277238995167933,0.3809491136382445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337641428844192,0.0,0.2813802017939249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427659292172692,0.10237104829833972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866763335085984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978910670309124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239867482405892,0.08758988741446469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428876351000656,0.0,0.0,0.18945047820074928,0.0,0.06405667446198854,0.0,0.3483996192936782,0.1028362560771786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196621298176356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356455848255312,0.0,0.0,0.09994040977084848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537313721582785,0.0,0.11979838377988584,0.1228836132769451,0.0,0.10850262092516418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184058460702066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006579345358493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499969534449175,0.0,0.12809737429426624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219021091954353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854466552490172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24996314331446734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678129310598019,0.0,0.097913462583464,0.0,0.2808899553071036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144779679969852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324155567015612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694892436996155,0.09731908764090053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451253850072926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,accidentallyhappied,2019/07/18,"I'm going to get hurt again. I know it. I made new friends. But I can't shake the feeling of them, that they're going to leave me out and they don't like me as much as they like each other. That I'm not truly like them. 

They all tagged each other on some shit on facebook without me. I can already feel it. 

Maybe I'm just not supposed to have friends. I'm that one friend that doesn't matter. 

I can feel myself getting hurt again. And for some reason I think this will be worse.",0.2626919682259512,2.2753561165048524,1.4657016769638138,101.23187996469551,84.92233009708737,3.7454545454545456,17.1306266548985,3.1291,-1.127555339805825,372,8,89,0,11,117,62,103,0.23399999999999999,0.6679999999999999,0.099,-0.8993,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,0,3,10,1,1,1,0,8,1,1,2,1,21,22,5,0,0,5,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,4,0,1,1,3,15,6,11,19,6,9,0,2,0,0,8,3,1,2,6,59,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094604555450618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287921468144446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399410469123846,0.0,0.19833616110606084,0.0,0.21574720699097655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063918387649321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431481155532804,0.0,0.0,0.20098176800338224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781952670643941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960315492823525,0.0,0.0,0.19069002191751672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395324566925168,0.0,0.0,0.18332003140441944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862041432471094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515666607341006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948376100093222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162281642759765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297041656911575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934329758877312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CaptMartelo,2019/07/18,"Scheduled my first appointment I feel the need to share this with you in this sub.

​

I've been unable to be in crowds for a couple of months now. I can present to an audience. I can interact with two persons at a time, more than that is a struggle and exhausting. I panic if I am to engage in a social event - like a dinner party - if I am to go alone. If I'm with someone I know and trust, it's ok. Alone, I freeze. Again and again.  


Yesterday was a bad day. I was going on a small date with a friend and she wasn't replying. I had to interact with several workgroups yesterday. I was drained, I was trying to control myself. So I sent an email to the university's psychological support office.

​

They didn't reply.

​

Today seems to be a good day so far. So I managed to physically go to the office. I don't believe to have exhaled during the time there. 

​

But my first appointment is Monday.

​

Thank you all for your stories and for showing me that I am not alone.",1.9599547619047648,4.3473423050000015,3.6412857142857145,85.91933333333336,80.95,6.4095238095238125,25.523809523809533,7.62386473244151,1.5324309523809525,791,32,154,13,21,263,113,200,0.102,0.757,0.141,0.7717,0,3,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,3,1,3,7,13,0,2,15,1,19,2,0,1,1,21,30,12,0,4,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,10,1,1,3,1,0,4,4,4,0,3,9,2,25,9,27,19,2,29,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,4,19,113,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617313886201615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563520388740026,0.5117839328775052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033410937679678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490589246097436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447859960542598,0.0,0.09320628440525194,0.0,0.1086513799710841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042592596525009886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330335424732887,0.0,0.0,0.06508105014430167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436209397337978,0.07065373074771833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629427644411899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041153786973941835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723691445006888,0.0,0.0,0.062460430989911726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988335943775151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355221996770414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668590992194609,0.0,0.09516347157886508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586868726210363,0.07137346575305897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806246786196699,0.0,0.0,0.09559078641161636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755381754930074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823817124577744,0.0,0.07984652326845477,0.0,0.0,0.057191176397227865,0.0,0.08228699646163075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5117839328775052,0.0
socialanxiety,davidb33fs,2019/07/18,"Propranolol Propranolol making me feel terrible

Hello all so I have a few questions in regards to propranolol. I have been taking propranolol 3x a week for 4 years at 20mg for each morning I go to work. I take it for social anxiety and panic attacks that I would have without them in the mornings I go to work and have meetings. At first it did wonders for me and the only side effects were my concentration was a bit down but I was relaxed and in no way anxious. As of the last two months the drug has really been wearing me down and I have been having really bad side effects such as shortness of breath, my body is tense, I feel like I’m about to cry and I can’t concentrate on a single thing and I am in no way relaxed as I was before. Honestly I am way more anxious on them but I don’t have a panic attack or go red in the face but just feel like a zombie on them now. I went to the doctor about this and I was persistent about changing to something else but all they said was it’s the safest drug out of them all and the best way to approach it was to lower down to 10mg that has done nothing and the side effects are at the same level of intensity. On some days the side effects won’t be that bad maybe 10% of the time but the other 90% I feel like the whole world is collapsing on me. Has anyone experienced this? I have tried many ways in taking it and can’t find a way to lessen the side effects or know how. I.e taking before breakfast , taking after breakfast none makes a difference. Is it possible taking it as soon as I wake up isn’t good for me? Also isn’t the shortness of breath symptom something to worry about ?",3.2694955489614235,4.424497290801188,4.618535311572703,85.959328189911,73.12462908011871,7.409804154302671,26.23964391691395,7.839951260653429,1.41912306231454,1285,43,267,17,25,427,156,337,0.15,0.752,0.098,-0.941,1,0,4,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,10,11,15,2,2,24,0,37,12,6,8,3,44,57,26,0,1,9,0,4,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,14,13,2,0,13,2,0,5,10,7,0,2,14,7,31,8,52,40,13,49,0,0,1,0,10,28,0,5,13,199,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142453987067056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683251246576066,0.2017992655268213,0.0,0.0624505708936008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321561083941486,0.0,0.0,0.14914726604901327,0.0,0.0,0.1519996254144849,0.0,0.09372975104910017,0.0,0.09750798296085404,0.09920795064304136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944825894245024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981074636178173,0.0576002753810577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331433780168108,0.0,0.0914168764568381,0.0,0.09139944401648516,0.0,0.0,0.20715225179533994,0.0,0.07461056023661465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063978862948796,0.19141826412683355,0.0,0.0,0.08163156805030072,0.07597061970011028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227796796238896,0.07491252018797666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908475294943759,0.0728030001299786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309032317842608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923585475472813,0.0905505884945202,0.08972812658324808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128974871975467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569939139519636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792747983768845,0.0,0.20958195853783687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068834981563356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000523534787091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443393733385525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849582645575059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104458745435924,0.0,0.1375168816343192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283165991328808,0.4029190147619421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059336391162102174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052079832931659235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063848449460432,0.0,0.08724700335571375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253607664656503,0.07164247030903201,0.0,0.0,0.08279516561838876,0.0,0.09971612363971268,0.0,0.08609570932874877,0.09685744868886913,0.13004361430472505,0.0907029136406111,0.0,0.0634462508146329,0.0,0.0,0.057515421671797275
socialanxiety,lisafenek,2019/07/18,"people who know you as different persons Hey guys. Are you embarrassed to introduce people from different parts of your life to each other? Because I am.

Last week I ""headhunted"" a colleague from my former job and now we'll be working together.

Everything should be perfect: she is very experienced, the paycheck in my current company is better, we get along perfectly, etc. 

And it's certainly not like invite the favorite mistress to the family dinner, but  I can't stop to feel strange and nervous about it.",4.7429181929181965,7.635390373626375,5.5994871794871806,72.92606837606839,73.83516483516485,9.31916971916972,34.28693528693529,9.725611199111238,4.274918437118437,408,22,62,12,9,133,73,91,0.098,0.7659999999999999,0.136,0.5507,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,3,0,4,2,7,0,2,4,0,9,2,0,0,3,15,12,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,6,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,11,5,11,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,7,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959642732285274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253211223560824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785130435240485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553958130122579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581065930718506,0.0,0.21588105585897008,0.0,0.11578940744125372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196431793536276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674625156050016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272474135007684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258525489104326,0.1866657685762957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174964941095402,0.11187795524225098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479849555958921,0.0,0.31751988002872145,0.19995418595925188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914544635371196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889491896733672,0.0,0.0,0.18369018802884649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671490988896145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SeparateTwist,2019/07/18,"What level is your social anxiety (describe)? Mine is somewhat annoying. I can't hold a conversation at all. I can only talk about things related to work, no more.",2.4160000000000004,5.3415896000000025,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,86.33333333333334,8.333333333333334,27.5,8.841846274778883,3.264000000000001,128,6,21,4,4,44,28,30,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.6494,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913976182064439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38911972649109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215451103645709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112309872219295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399060344228315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724747020725728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rpsr15,2019/07/18,"nervous while at interview I just graduated with distinction and started looking for jobs. Attending interviews have been very tough for me. Just a day before interview the anxiety kicks in. I have missed few interview already. 

I don't know how to be a normal HUMAN and attend the interview :((",5.557647058823527,8.622495745098043,6.435058823529418,67.09376470588236,71.94117647058823,11.138823529411766,35.69019607843137,10.793553405168565,5.371224313725492,237,13,34,9,5,78,40,51,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.6997,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,6,7,1,7,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,3,26,4,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148264336036491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287570399081053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31987203213794435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424310860977733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730330317434582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659050481356436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31567002980291103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683123427943317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660712900071069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31016541831437644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shy010,2019/07/18,"I can't live forever like this This disorder is so debilitating and every single interaction I feel so stressed and uncomfortable, it's so tiring and I don't think I can live the rest of my life like this :( I'm at the point where I think about suicide every night because I don't feel like I was engineered to live in this world. I feel like I'm not fixable.",2.0592277992277985,4.125228783783786,4.0004247104247135,85.21040540540544,78.72972972972974,7.4718146718146725,24.08494208494209,8.418075326091056,1.5186239382239384,286,10,61,6,7,97,44,74,0.325,0.675,0.0,-0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,9,13,6,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,9,4,5,12,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163532219255964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875476231206964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32163418765067897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895304173398421,0.27271663590639256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481786901876666,0.3729998196809885,0.0,0.505627908495751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911955269248458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043483946891925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864214560743886,0.0,0.0,0.20878195167080305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24460492665078554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937819643681147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bbtho9,2019/07/18,I'm gonna do what scares me And all because I'm mad. This anxiety and depression I have and bring scared of people I can't even get a job. I'm going to get a job and not give a damn. I was scared to get my license and now I drive. Why should I care what people think so much,-1.2566964285714306,0.4400936875000028,1.4350892857142874,101.05812500000002,88.6875,4.9071428571428575,15.392857142857142,6.1826913282559595,-0.8433455357142856,212,4,57,2,7,73,42,64,0.257,0.659,0.084,-0.8845,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,17,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,1,0,7,1,3,14,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773246638281307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568966211094654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102213558120945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758853365890434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618454795951335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231725426337262,0.19779332794328125,0.117180805659394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092175017121267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157114586931794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858881649028059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192873745952808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321162838149422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605166854977545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway_418_1,2019/07/18,"Tips for college? Anxious about meeting people I was always kind of the ""weird kid"" in high school, and it took up until my senior year for me to realize this. Because of this, I've become extremely anxious around others, avoiding parties and social events in fear of embarrassing myself further. I've graduated now and am about to go off to college, and I can fairly say I'm terrified. I've been trying to work on social skills (body language, speaking, etc) but I feel that its not working. In fact, this has only made me even more anxious and awkward than I was before. I'm worried I'm going to be isolated due to my anxiety. I've made some amazing friends in my high school years, but I fear that starting over with this new mindset is going to effect my ability to socialize. Any advise on getting through the ""getting to know you"" part of college?  I know everybody is in the same position as I am as far as not knowing anybody, but I feel this is making me a lot more panicked than it should. Thank you!",5.212798273155414,6.086170005102044,6.063469387755103,78.44416797488228,68.33673469387755,8.275667189952904,33.954474097331236,8.384062270229773,2.79448398744113,795,37,143,11,13,262,117,196,0.161,0.757,0.08199999999999999,-0.8984,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,4,5,10,0,5,4,0,12,1,1,4,1,28,31,12,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,11,7,0,1,7,0,0,4,2,6,0,0,6,4,18,4,36,23,7,28,0,0,0,0,11,15,0,2,9,100,29,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086804850514164,0.0,0.0,0.08243645198291287,0.0,0.09273600011101613,0.4108457204596153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791502829933272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389700286043571,0.13388234336889854,0.1031526641916108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465249522706166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519676317404228,0.08006728446153444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728213219346567,0.12258895642229285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936573333275436,0.0,0.12666903496719034,0.0,0.20668311583231425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615954574315736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623610331876262,0.19986455982827747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030602785778125,0.0,0.2294100902725109,0.08091793681448152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707885913822524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921962866417928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312737390523081,0.0,0.08404143262370754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640216118051713,0.0,0.2453702453726864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707176934364324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580294515181547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116067384428082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134684283621432,0.08230311372285845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765049780887201,0.1231088190705373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561285157478927
socialanxiety,joeyfatone69420,2019/07/18,"How do I keep a conversation going with people? (20/M) I work at a job that requires us to drive to a campus that is about 15 minutes away. Usually I go with someone and I’ve had trouble talking to them during the ride. Sometimes I wouldn’t even say anything so that the whole ride we would just be silent. Furthermore, I have trouble making small talk with people I just met or even keeping up a conversation with my GF, sister, or parents. So can anyone help me with this?",3.084574468085105,4.950327191489362,4.30739361702128,85.10875000000001,74.95744680851064,6.402127659574468,26.643617021276608,7.1686216300943375,1.3400255319148928,372,14,72,4,8,122,67,94,0.066,0.899,0.034,-0.4208,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,1,2,8,2,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,18,14,6,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,2,1,11,0,12,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,2,1,52,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537314829606848,0.0,0.17108943996718542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533512077773066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746407338248705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363162556889579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935543019631438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063152476696745,0.3695939272162911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877928854325114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308557061899955,0.0,0.0,0.28827255579720595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533569526539976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615861113535572,0.0,0.20562497114970224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342149442824263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500860744932275,0.0,0.22897977780235676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321203252742472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135850126563594,0.0,0.0,0.14769090332607812,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mlayy,2019/07/18,"I'm so awkward at my new job and I feel like I can't connect with anyone? (Social Anxiety at Work) So this summer, I started a new retail job (aka hell for us socially anxious kids). I thought that getting a job would help me get over my social anxiety and make me gain better social skills throughout my experience. However, ever since I started working at that place, it has only proven me that my social skills have gotten really bad and that I can't make eye contact while maintaining a conversation. Whenever a client or a coworker asks me a question, I can't look at them in the eyes while answering and I have to look away to think about what I am going to say.  Don't even get me started on coworker small talk. THE WORST.

Whenever one of my coworkers comes and asks me a question or is making conversation, I just feel so awkward and I never know what to say. However, I am really good at hiding it and fake my confidence, but deep down, my heart is going 1000bpm per second. We're a team of 15 people at work and I feel like I can kinda talk to most of them, but I just can't start up a conversation right away whenever I want to, like the other workers there. I'm often in my corner, folding clothes, and not talking to anyone, besides one of my best coworkers I met through school (thankfully). At work, I feel like I am the ''silent'' kid who doesn't socialize with any of the coworkers. My supervisor even said to me multiple times that she forgot I was working since I am so quiet and discrete.. 

When we're closing the store, we have to stay like another hour just folding clothes. That's the part I HATE the most because there are no clients in the store anymore, so it's just my coworkers and I in the store. I literally dread closing so much because everyone gets into their own groups and start conversing with one another for the whole closing hour. And if you're not talking with anyone, you're considered the ''weird and shy'' one out. It's so annoying because I'd rather just fold my clothes and leave in peace but I really have to push myself and always be talking to people, when it's a daily struggle (stutterring + no eye contact + shaky voice) smh. 

​

Are any of you in the same position? How do you deal with your social anxiety at work?",5.1630184011133435,5.873864542600902,6.0707113035410565,78.93082959641258,68.37219730941703,9.559795886809956,31.971238595948662,9.668497473035632,2.9748960259780426,1790,74,344,38,29,592,205,446,0.115,0.802,0.083,-0.8914,5,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,2,3,3,13,24,22,3,5,23,0,24,4,4,4,2,67,59,34,0,4,14,0,4,5,0,1,0,5,0,2,16,28,0,1,10,1,4,4,11,13,0,5,6,14,54,9,48,51,9,52,1,0,5,0,42,30,1,10,22,230,70,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551888117246745,0.07186454026172227,0.0805937388607409,0.09020834436988713,0.13909785972560634,0.15221836030560396,0.07492986282693925,0.06577788725733509,0.13913071581223202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401231204571858,0.0,0.12463152237589875,0.0,0.05537970694239333,0.12129572758635555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696053810758671,0.05866024029493645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057134251947063536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683795237813801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761581795107963,0.05999595390433656,0.0,0.06337764133473887,0.0,0.06487986821099118,0.0,0.0,0.13414632157118375,0.14215060928146078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861105921552822,0.0,0.07538955255824306,0.055631370580576836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548350964969757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859700882500695,0.04445713435342195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306361300196376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745591553674874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03645121101698684,0.0,0.0,0.07022999636223942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620184489702554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139480857039792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282000136373878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048757476975547734,0.0,0.0511549470517106,0.12811674677318327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797777245144378,0.05044415531573071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182494135972685,0.0,0.09196463837416836,0.0,0.0692968878059402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860131630510207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747101737145855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664231507821246,0.06309151911618463,0.1054907039858531,0.0,0.06712577706913847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973163498820704,0.0,0.0,0.4732793156502932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347305542034322,0.0706950323707703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933867089569694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26655291903505285,0.0,0.061064364448482025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04249922786594131,0.0,0.052655689543219385,0.03867541071006008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978239669600873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03912098212918525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405096789080945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897181064341587,0.0,0.0,0.04711631489850161,0.0,0.0805937388607409,0.0
socialanxiety,TechnicalTechy,2019/07/18,"I'm talking to my role model tomorrow I'm horrible at socializing. All of my real-life friends are ones I've had since I was little when our parents would introduce us to each other for us. As for online friends, I only really have two.  
And yet, here I am. I've found myself in a predicament where I'll be on a live stream, talking to my role model *live*, in front of an audience which typically remains somewhere close to 1,000 viewers, for about 30 minutes. So, aside from the fact that I'm horrible at socializing, to begin with, I'll be tripping over my words in front of someone I look up to.  
I know this won't go away, and I'll just have to get used to talking to him until it feels natural in the 30 minutes allotted for my time. However, does anyone have any tips on how to stay calm while this event is taking place? This may be my only chance to talk to him verbally, and I'd really love to *not* mess it up.",2.738095238095241,4.1571005873015885,4.620296296296296,84.37933333333334,74.87301587301587,8.002962962962963,26.356613756613754,8.648137234880735,1.8540480423280417,717,26,150,14,15,245,117,189,0.05,0.857,0.09300000000000001,0.7902,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,14,1,0,2,2,19,27,9,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,3,3,17,4,37,18,3,29,0,0,2,1,17,16,0,2,8,98,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924579709168532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204627880914804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371176343756874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771512691506495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737928331588685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600182450745253,0.22550938270609666,0.0,0.07624885011280637,0.0,0.08294239616402903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020609440529093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627256704738684,0.257739523431828,0.0,0.1225548107070161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171866156544154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889430791238853,0.22199145491013664,0.0,0.0,0.16205169960664706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247868507759485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611433596640265,0.18698880262111015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207250133748586,0.0,0.0,0.2975396772996806,0.12365647272039547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555511825581622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097304783862739,0.4692117049975274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510015321929619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425644618184289,0.0,0.35110133588145503,0.12604732528889467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367325241999653,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,juniperbreexe,2019/07/18,"Jobs for people with bad social anxiety? Looking for advice finding a job. 

I am currently 18, just graduated high school. I have had no prior job experience. My parents have been expressing their disappointment with me for not even trying to be independent and they say I am wasting my life- because I never really leave the house or do anything of value. I have awful social anxiety and it's hard for me to do simple things like making a phone call or going shopping. I know I have to change that and force myself to get out there even if it's unbearable. Even the thought of applying for a job, doing an interview, or talking with customers fills me with so much panic. I can't live my life leeching of my parents and being useless but I don't know where to start to change it. If anyone has ideas of jobs that require little to no human interaction please let me know.",4.5163598901098885,6.2340876964285705,5.6750000000000025,77.39307692307693,70.84523809523809,8.264468864468865,28.399267399267398,8.841846274778883,2.3962146520146534,695,26,123,13,13,231,106,168,0.125,0.8290000000000001,0.046,-0.8464,8,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,7,5,0,1,6,1,17,2,0,2,1,27,26,11,0,2,8,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,9,0,1,6,1,1,2,6,4,0,0,3,3,20,1,21,20,1,10,0,2,1,0,14,4,0,5,5,92,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314259443392027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771485881649732,0.0,0.0,0.08095872872049206,0.0,0.09528020628015024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667464106963353,0.07058073299839315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822821053964143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24496782708552375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294223341030086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325877867983593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582430037464836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060492259429442,0.0,0.0658026047478886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371954722405424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233194719164595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359896579774533,0.0,0.13070582284518498,0.0,0.0,0.5744878047551382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089525402976332,0.0,0.0,0.12259833187098022,0.0,0.11839678543479995,0.1635630515278855,0.05656611876675732,0.11604579033192325,0.10223922127082842,0.0,0.09722923549203556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728658906329687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851144190953404,0.0,0.08929960843426787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135847348416416,0.2571284272243957,0.0,0.0,0.08026991200196795,0.0,0.0,0.12709584891228226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741740704405529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920759291361336,0.0,0.11717939228948095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360540168558127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819523732738347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306263682681444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769216153929166,0.0,0.0,0.09191940817166044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860960349881242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hauptsoldat,2019/07/18,I'd like to talk with someone who'd overcome social anxiety to give me a little hope please im on the edge of this Please... anybody who overcame this mental disorder can talk to me...,3.1947747747747783,4.842886675675679,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,74.13513513513513,7.095495495495496,28.54954954954956,7.793537801064563,1.8617279279279275,145,6,28,2,3,48,28,37,0.111,0.708,0.18,0.4076,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894874760716787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28307504486285523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369379142860412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24531949223057625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667945116762242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206681623454273,0.2475515833959817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24891055904112505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.542247651574428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251777963993766,0.20927612222173544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970467698240252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tokno-u,2019/05/12,"The worst parts of family gatherings... Today is Mother's Day! Holidays, no matter how small they are, always end up becoming a party at my house with all of my extended family. I used to really enjoy getting together with everyone when I was a kid, but now I feel like I'm not old enough to be a part of the ""adult party"" but I'm too old to hang out with the kids running around in the yard. 
On top of that, I've really grown away from my family over the years. Most of them don't really know me, and I don't really know them. And I hate small talk. I hate how anxious I get when people walk through the door, or how much it stresses me out if I feel like I did something weird. 
These days, I try to keep to myself and avoid talking to anyone. I make a quick appearance, and then disappear into my bedroom for the rest of the night. 
Today, I skipped making a quick appearance and went straight into hiding. I thought it would just be easier on me to avoid all social interaction because I get so stressed out. Buuut...now I have everyone coming to my room, asking me if I'm okay. 
""why don't you want to hang out?""
""are you mad?""
""why don't you just come out for a little bit?""
and it might be even worse than actually having to participate in the party, but it's too late to change my mind now.
What's the worst part for you?

TLDR; the worst part about family gatherings/holidays for me is that there is NO ESCAPE...what's the worst part for you?",3.1029821867321843,4.228361908783781,4.805921375921376,84.57052825552827,73.49324324324324,8.76019656019656,22.914004914004913,9.218907990703514,1.584431081081081,1119,28,240,25,22,380,152,296,0.201,0.706,0.09300000000000001,-0.9912,0,2,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,5,3,1,18,16,3,4,18,1,18,0,0,6,2,52,42,19,0,4,9,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,4,3,8,19,0,3,5,2,0,11,7,12,0,0,4,2,35,4,45,33,16,50,0,0,0,0,18,22,0,7,19,171,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.08980879901850697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657700981839481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396862447437204,0.0,0.06435008508575522,0.0,0.0,0.08192693627069741,0.08603638799565802,0.0,0.08646597937525154,0.0,0.0,0.056101130114607926,0.10164080374914014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047381329406356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735639853393577,0.15855279487240062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870452323163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815119851555395,0.0950924324176673,0.0,0.06078548479135685,0.0,0.0,0.1758787736532165,0.0,0.0,0.34703384424052097,0.0,0.09306708971471947,0.13149366405329355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424690590511455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172275157523948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619120325042528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818012161885262,0.0,0.0,0.10115545730049492,0.0,0.1038147669559306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899232142880824,0.09223905315366948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286256616952285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976301503179372,0.09292488726853483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765323761097337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636468475361424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314171642951355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983020170055921,0.0,0.06380257878043083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23582918454588944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381382532542762,0.0,0.07084981696142457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084197336802035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794176471781556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306218650369467,0.0,0.0,0.1744689018916766,0.0,0.0,0.06248288175535121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948507482905989,0.0,0.0,0.05428215862949051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531348674633894,0.16608699060925902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378726204447448,0.06537604988831493,0.0,0.0,0.059264826972182126
socialanxiety,Cooperrabbit2003,2019/05/12,"someone knocked on my door for ten min straight it was probably important but i was too nervous to open it. i was so scared, why can’t i just open the door like a normal person? pretty soon i’m gonna be an adult and then i’ll have to answer the door like an adult. i didn’t even see who it was.",-0.37344155844155935,1.4624523484848488,1.6750216450216475,99.8468181818182,86.12121212121212,4.983549783549783,18.51948051948052,6.1826913282559595,-0.4067246753246749,229,6,58,2,7,76,47,66,0.11,0.696,0.19399999999999998,0.5978,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,1,5,2,4,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,5,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268090561272329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355307509122131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364540379348282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29983913281966684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34935600948363105,0.3702377221930877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437981450123241,0.0,0.27364123154857745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909573373465561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098604354674405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PersonalRepeat0,2019/05/12,"Imagining that people are saying things about you? I have developed a problem recently, and I haven't been able to find anyone else who experiences this online, so I thought I would post here

I have social anxiety. I often get preoccupied about what people think about me. I worry especially that they will think I'm 'weird' or 'ugly.' When I hear a group of people talking in the distance, I will sometimes hear someone say something that sounds like an insult towards for me, for example 'she's ugly.' However, I'm not actually sure if they said this phrase, or if my brain misinterpreted a different phrase because it was subconsciously looking for an insult. 

This situation happened today at work, and I genuinely cannot distinguish if someone really said that, or if I just imagined it. I'm worried that I'm going crazy. 

Can anyone else relate to this?",6.372832167832168,7.969181294871795,7.187062937062937,68.7943006993007,66.17948717948718,10.031701631701633,33.412587412587406,10.230975488527342,3.8142769230769233,686,30,109,17,11,228,99,156,0.154,0.83,0.017,-0.956,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,8,6,2,0,6,0,11,1,1,0,1,22,26,11,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,14,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,8,18,2,12,18,0,8,0,0,1,0,16,3,0,8,4,76,32,1,0.13591543507569112,0.0,0.13263385859665755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397493581599848,0.0,0.0,0.19007046479238912,0.2785228499561345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285278770068219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172657547761706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200270152836136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22707981143607164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295137563125944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422424534346467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101020512433967,0.0,0.07724387392594571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201895703698162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063731467264861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640141622417575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413473428654608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826799479966963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016941630612425,0.0,0.0,0.13005271558698558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707090802310719,0.0,0.13420009517698292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585734061568773,0.2161708184366068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527746436585734,0.0,0.13854866982532724,0.2303214141547508,0.10463434214863723,0.1344238406385345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809868906573524,0.0,0.0,0.10924367832866347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029617572670914,0.1741782455435395,0.0,0.10790167354867676,0.0,0.0,0.12883194027706668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894805548012224,0.2760574436231684,0.0,0.096550425473432,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ConsciousAnxiety9,2019/05/12,"Allowing myself to be myself. Even when I'm alone I feel like I'm putting up a facade. I don't feel like myself anymore. I can't allow myself to be myself because I hate it. I can't allow myself to just sit, I have to sit perfectly, I can't just lay in bed, I have to have the perfect laying position. The thought going through my mind is that if I'm weird while I'm alone I'll build habits and be weird in public. Honestly, the way I sit or lay probably isn't weird whatsoever but I feel like it is.",0.9155045871559616,2.5767092201834885,3.4921926605504616,89.43938990825691,80.65137614678899,6.5618348623853215,21.90917431192661,7.554174236665415,0.8005075229357801,391,12,88,6,10,137,55,109,0.121,0.742,0.13699999999999998,0.6842,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,1,0,4,0,13,0,0,3,2,16,23,6,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,3,17,6,9,19,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533666332422978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170602320510165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334211230880139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445615735680247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33200175130797177,0.4690823242181056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438886725333168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608881635968488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32078648551705585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209963114266517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359788829792125,0.0,0.0,0.22002480653107664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375833532541665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737288217811635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LukeR355y,2019/05/12,"Medication I believe that I have had social anxiety all my life, but I’ve sort of just accepted it, never really talking to medical professionals regarding it. I’m going to be moving soon to start college in the fall and It’s got me thinking about my quality of life and what I want it to be like. Would taking medication be a bad idea to start taking now as I am just about to adjust to a new lifestyle? I’m just very tired of having to deal with it and have it never get better or easier to socialize, and Im so worried about my social health moving forward. Im afraid I’m cheating myself if I put myself on medication to treat it. I don’t know what to.",5.044191176470586,4.897316801470591,7.1782352941176475,73.87705882352944,68.48529411764707,10.329411764705883,30.235294117647058,10.125756701596842,2.938870588235293,519,18,102,12,8,186,81,136,0.153,0.75,0.09699999999999999,-0.8761,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,1,1,3,0,10,8,0,0,3,22,23,9,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,5,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,2,0,12,4,21,17,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,9,72,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993512613058796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843718966155877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463205882889204,0.0,0.11486069453331305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338917050782092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785244337325043,0.0,0.07380890637216649,0.0,0.10387001814574956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804721927526456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466089963708737,0.2805667841697148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137392197748746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346401335358856,0.06344860328688443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523327067111958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760654784540222,0.0,0.0,0.2003296514856426,0.1254306020715932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055662217529607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319894085294423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971625947552677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384728291897573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529425191354646,0.10438570744447134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321634560765549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926806310433088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715750168122704,0.07660151331789586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189070520502513,0.0,0.09225691244840208,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlrightRealNice,2019/05/12,"Someone complimented my art and I didn’t hear them because I was so anxious and now they hate me Whenever I get social anxiety really bad, my senses dull and I go into panic mode. I didn’t hear this girl at my table compliment my art and she glared at me the rest of class. SHE HATES ME. I’m never going back. Never.",-0.4318181818181834,1.8102603636363668,2.717333333333336,87.33600000000001,96.87878787878788,5.670303030303031,17.206060606060603,7.1686216300943375,0.5927624242424243,248,7,50,5,10,88,46,66,0.281,0.642,0.077,-0.9387,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,3,7,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,11,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,2,16,2,4,8,1,9,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,35,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110137188536975,0.2526752153774163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198282909825838,0.18674903237880414,0.13634272076110038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685454209981384,0.0,0.2542253610400641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416412703869975,0.0,0.0,0.5041682911591999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34500496267462044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624200161210707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432840683876254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279959808963791,0.18950870047275653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nikki_090,2019/05/12,"Anyone else’s anxiety mostly caused by... As I’ve gotten older and moved away from my parents, I began to open my eyes and understand more about why I’m the way I am.  My mom is the worst helicopter parent and control freak. I believe this is a big reason why I have social anxiety and am the way I am. I’m sure there’s other outside factors that added to it but I believe she’s the basis of it.  Now I don’t feel it’s healthy to blame anyone because I know I can’t change anything. I’m trying to get over it.  I was just wondering if anyone else experienced this with a parent.  

Example from my childhood: she would choose my friends for me and refused to let me hang out with a certain person if I asked her to take me there. She was rude to any person I tried to make friends with so I never had any long lasting friendships. My mom enjoys gossip so if I ever told her that I had an issue with a friend, instead of telling me to resolve it with the friend, like a health emotionally developed person should. She would tell me never to hang out with that person again because they are just trying to use me. This pretty much led to me having no friends a lot of the time and then my mother would say “why don’t you have any friends ? You should go hang out with friends”.  There was many instances of her controlling my life but I’ll keep this as short as I can. She never let me do anything myself and I believe this is huge reason why I’m emotionally stunted. I’m sadden by this because I can never get back a happy, fun childhood I missed out on. 

I’ve always been a very sensitive person since from when I can remember. I can easily absorb emotions of those I’m around. I’m also the youngest of four so I think this played a factor in my mother babying me. But it doesn’t excuse her behavior. I think this is the worst thing you can do to a child. It was always so sad for me growing up and seeing other family’s with their healthy life experiences and their supportive parents.  

Mothers days always triggers me because everyone is wishing their wonderful mothers a happy Mother’s Day and I have to force myself to do it. It feels so wrong because I don’t think she was a good mother or the mother I deserved. I’m happy I had food and a house over my head because I know some people didn’t have that. I just know she won’t change so I’m trying to accept her for the person she is but it gets really hard somedays. 

Anyway if you read this thank you for your support and letting me get this out !! 
I appreciate every one of you ❤️❤️❤️",2.5156483573787582,4.18386488910134,4.072068051451417,87.03879215192076,76.01720841300191,6.437145836954635,24.314661915522336,7.1686216300943375,0.9935854684512422,1999,65,407,22,44,666,220,523,0.106,0.7070000000000001,0.187,0.9937,4,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,7,4,3,22,30,1,0,24,0,47,6,2,9,7,81,86,33,0,10,12,13,3,1,7,6,3,1,0,7,28,27,1,4,17,2,0,7,12,8,0,2,13,7,78,22,56,64,7,44,0,2,2,0,60,16,0,10,20,289,106,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748034173300848,0.14820857474614416,0.0,0.0,0.1211264541803213,0.0,0.09083993466580824,0.0,0.0,0.124544356301856,0.12166873340381007,0.09771737729428816,0.05285430743419422,0.055505477302665605,0.0,0.05578262369531346,0.04565395585896676,0.0,0.2171583496313729,0.0,0.0,0.20067816712722825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099213712357296,0.12561692779030542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331831052840791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658098362159847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099196575948272,0.2003589517303368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370602326100078,0.050024076270611284,0.05673317712687995,0.0,0.058077911668278324,0.0559713152001486,0.0,0.06004126110043347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179372718501087,0.0,0.3210985065769549,0.0,0.12407918011156145,0.0,0.03374288431004334,0.04979901956731548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961008941940985,0.0531862940088802,0.0,0.060933538466511686,0.06311042363696398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685081459028323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196969285762066,0.0,0.05277320043598091,0.0,0.0,0.0978890804815644,0.048396690151854826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213788263764746,0.08387341422499217,0.02900651134902237,0.0,0.0,0.05254298774259217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050476562292103705,0.0,0.0,0.03963175080184597,0.06019461789505093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907322123615706,0.0,0.06310380385871449,0.043645779793280416,0.0,0.18316760364574208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040232490802535215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26370551153401195,0.0,0.0,0.041161567458264985,0.3110518073959861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040339984568165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059388785850157486,0.0,0.038035683956126234,0.12209008677316048,0.0,0.0,0.06725771632310071,0.0,0.0,0.0472155689958458,0.0,0.0,0.047312369831348025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911372649013191,0.0,0.0,0.060523009782088334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475091527621524,0.05595808477391041,0.0,0.044640895473424085,0.0,0.10378874629072256,0.05466242244798042,0.0,0.0,0.03944459613854597,0.11413092242764583,0.0,0.0,0.034620709765448204,0.0,0.0,0.05673317712687995,0.0,0.16124071481251914,0.0,0.0,0.06180909410936455,0.0,0.05127896602362842,0.0,0.04898871098226225,0.0,0.0942546011411632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429857534222616,0.0,0.06827569642862681,0.0,0.1287743616259061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653002773885375,0.06491474746677657,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Johny_97,2019/05/12,"Meeting new people I want to know how many people can relate. I feel like all the time when I meet people I have to fake that I'm cool and collected and am easy going with the flow, to fit in , and to avoid embarrasment. I think I've got convincingly good at it. But in reality I'm freaking tf out internally, until I eventually start to feel comfortable with those people, which often takes a fair bit of time. My biggest weakness is meeting a girl I find to be very attractive. In those situations it's hit or miss.. I either nail the act or I embarass myself completely. Am I the only one?

Also to be clear I'm not trying to be fake in these acts. Im still myself but I fake that I'm not freaking the hell out",2.57377551020408,4.103342244897959,4.760289115646263,82.75227040816328,75.53061224489795,7.621088435374148,23.814625850340143,8.344100000000001,1.409050340136054,558,17,116,10,12,194,90,147,0.11599999999999999,0.72,0.165,0.5175,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,15,1,1,7,1,8,1,0,1,2,25,23,11,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,5,0,0,4,2,9,0,1,1,3,14,6,19,18,3,20,1,1,0,0,4,9,1,3,8,73,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580888009121628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582106281058344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726919454219844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991117641899467,0.14122636236459232,0.0,0.0,0.18068071188164453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234906753386133,0.16580898541690853,0.1581069312226104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135339631202582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864262830249972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657901418649778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042178756642773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909256196250652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339566228155579,0.15034851965402604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482001692181081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220647263644494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992261787779306,0.0,0.15787167394966506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863468499706697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666870831893626,0.0,0.0,0.2305436858194625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421528959431533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311101173128864,0.11659986600470268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChicagoRooftops,2019/05/12,Help me I’m at a Mother’s Day thing with people I don’t know Just standing next to this guy not saying anything save meeee,0.33999999999999986,2.4711741111111145,1.905185185185185,97.43333333333337,85.66666666666667,3.6,16.407407407407412,3.1291,-1.0739037037037038,99,2,22,0,3,32,26,27,0.10400000000000001,0.79,0.107,0.0186,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505644498429528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27473691102950937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218102813779227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855410581083723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412029395279346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530593835191127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953370761727088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387749533883197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830176889202102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aldosebastian,2019/05/12,"Tips to sleep well before a group meeting I have missed group meetings before because I couldn't sleep the night before; especially if the meeting is in the morning. I'm **particularly** afraid of not being able to wake up and missing the meeting (so performance anxiety), and also the meeting itself where there's this alpha male that is super loud in talking and intimidates me. They are nice people; it's just me that has this illogical anxiety. Can anyone give tips on how to not stress about this?",4.900652173913045,7.318781456521744,5.568913043478261,75.61902173913045,71.39130434782608,7.643478260869566,28.89130434782609,8.472884824447931,2.4298652173913045,402,16,66,7,8,130,65,92,0.087,0.7979999999999999,0.115,0.5764,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,8,7,0,2,6,0,8,3,3,1,0,9,12,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,5,3,9,10,0,6,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,1,1,48,12,0,0.22134126803571266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700653207976186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33865092841925576,0.0,0.0,0.15476696105139096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349275825791962,0.0,0.5650353496310498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233071313473464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077137859828115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345016579123535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430022361047489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25354567470082656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790572698888832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990123819817703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alfons_Hinkler,2019/05/12,"Love and intimacy, is it possible? Hello there, I need your advice. I hope I'm posting this in the right sub.

​

I'm 20 year old male. I'm in apprenticeship in the IT-Field and I don't really like it.

​

Just to say, I have a long history of anxietys (mostly social) which started to become a problem after primary school. Most of them I managed over time:

​

\- Phone anxiety (this one was a really hard one)

\- Talking/Working with co-workers/intern customers

\- Fear of holding a Presentation in front of class (wasn't that bad but now I don't care anymore)

\- Fear of going to shops (wasn't that bad but still)

\- Fear of going to partys/clubs (some years back, I would have rather gone to war than partying, I only did it with the help of alcohol. But now I start to like it)

\- My insecurity about my looks (I think I look fine now because my head looks more mature now)

​

I still struggle to make new friends and building relationships, but this isn't the biggest problem right now. I have still friends and I'm thankful for that.

​

I'm proud of how far I've improved the last 5 years but one thing is still left and this is the biggest one.

The fear of inimacy and love (including sex of course). I really want some experience on this field but It seems like hell to archive. 

It's not so much about the rejection(still, but that's the smaller part), it's more the potential success. It's the fear of letting yourself go, to loose control of the situation. To be vulnerable. That's why I avoid/ignore women/girls at all cost or keep a cold distance.

I don't have any girl friends or any contact to women/girls at the same age. My life was always a big sausage party.

From my past experiences I learnt that I need some years of exposure and mind training to get more comfortable. I just have the feeling the clock is ticking and I just sit here and wait for a miracle.

​

How do I overcome this fear? Are some of you in a similar situation? Can you share some things that helped you in this case/or similar case?

Thanks",2.6809039900249374,5.089835715710726,3.7392013715710735,86.10999906483791,78.37655860349128,6.9027680798005,26.48385286783041,7.993328176185818,1.7339480798004991,1626,66,319,29,40,524,200,401,0.145,0.674,0.18100000000000002,0.9617,1,1,1,0,0,0,94.0,0,4,1,3,21,31,2,8,23,0,24,6,1,4,1,52,54,21,1,8,14,0,2,3,3,1,2,1,0,2,25,11,1,4,3,1,2,5,7,14,0,4,6,7,31,17,45,45,14,50,1,0,3,3,21,17,1,11,29,204,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055513330915531234,0.0,0.060711799753055073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726983778395925,0.36931672066477594,0.4141766611706258,0.07726446125343259,0.0,0.08691782476107901,0.0,0.0563395000410136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04368279820541638,0.09486668336871404,0.03463038484139516,0.06274134125695488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792080535013758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371639218370702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114067326102756,0.0,0.3835571270479921,0.028724458190996182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316720315089327,0.0,0.02968048268944421,0.0,0.09685799916688924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088991971826122,0.0,0.05830266873252388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076156070897478,0.0,0.0,0.056424392609642327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050494661895682635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04630711205496362,0.0,0.0,0.061723404450856126,0.05809129587368491,0.040126045590746236,0.08326237396492332,0.0,0.0,0.050274388877925055,0.1431163590919558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102545112449197,0.0,0.037920608197731034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736113694819664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04176132725754683,0.08424666185860832,0.0,0.05486671707654598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961174004175775,0.0,0.1539816424633649,0.04320598622088742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615188698726544,0.05423084677387704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404388128535342,0.05440754748706838,0.0,0.0,0.10871753903360186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918035965994766,0.0,0.0,0.06099186247690892,0.0,0.09702955949884802,0.0,0.04517698704951008,0.0,0.05749398282046636,0.0,0.05171699762652422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771192981500235,0.0,0.05790986505665845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041974359215495,0.0,0.1814717267594994,0.0,0.0,0.0593893512646428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460462951296996,0.0,0.0,0.07548306826847867,0.03640106652755469,0.0,0.0,0.03312592413862708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03350756106910295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126150213193456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04135780262413715,0.0,0.0,0.04035565348536682,0.0,0.4141766611706258,0.14633314953995602
socialanxiety,TryingToImprove0,2019/05/12,"YOUR ADVICE DID NOT HELP. So one of the most common answers on how to overcome social anxiety is to set social challenges for yourself in small steps, one of the first steps being say 'hello' to strangers walking by.

OMG THIS DID NOT HELP AT ALL! I did it for a week, everyday I went for a walk and said hello to every person walking past. I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND HOW THIS HELPS, IT JUST WORSENED MY ANXIETY! I would say hello but it would be the most anxious hello, and people would look at you like you're a serial killer trying to manipulate them, and that set's you in a worse way for your next hello, because it went bad last time which is the whole reason why you're scared!!! HOW IS THIS SUPPOSED TO HELP, IM MORE ANXIOUS WHEN I STARTED!!!",2.935682888540029,4.942041877551024,3.991428571428575,86.58626373626373,75.80272108843538,6.427838827838827,23.55259026687598,7.321109707123232,1.011564521193093,584,18,113,7,13,189,89,147,0.244,0.7170000000000001,0.039,-0.9885,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,1,2,6,4,0,1,8,0,12,0,0,5,1,20,18,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,1,9,3,0,0,3,0,0,7,3,2,0,3,6,4,11,2,18,7,5,26,0,0,1,0,20,6,0,2,11,78,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353031622808968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184562977575905,0.3128445993186761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560972871920078,0.08440496188518723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227607104022487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665994675673252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777544391960948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712318122288752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956238679144787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286475867690167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764538841796702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627294825654458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472555795524715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876504509358383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217735164984415,0.09599190282152048,0.12089940816065145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887021049858832,0.14236167945843115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170877587148808,0.2202205887959675,0.138624307867507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822885148559425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800389778802854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073812569908996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400639955493234,0.0,0.0,0.144143503797521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990444572351914,0.11106561691152612,0.0,0.0,0.25671075011881656,0.12494014009487595,0.15458753362772398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110429258748025,0.2950776386012853,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thiswasntgood,2019/05/12,"Solo travelling for someone with social anxiety. I love travelling and exploring new places but I always in the past did it with my friends or my ex. The thought of going about it alone always scared me. It's not the exploration but the idea of interracting with total strangers that terrifies me. I have travelled to different cities for work related stuff in the past and it's usually me just wandering around and exploring places on my own with close to zero interraction with other people. Lately due to circumstances I've become very socially isolated and to break out of this I've been entertaining the idea of travelling solo somewhere, not just in the past for work stuff but like other ""normal"" people do where they travel, explore places, meet locals and fellow travellers and the lot. I've also been entertaining the idea of going off bikepacking for a couple of days too. This is all something I've never done and I start to get incredibly anxious when it comes to interracting with others, also I get worried about getting attacked or mugged when travelling alone.

If anyone here has done such a thing would you have any advice or tips on how can someone with fairly bad social anxiety go about to manage this? In the past I used to rely quite heavily on my friends and especially my ex to get me by different social situations, I sorta became too reliant on using her as my social crutch but once that ended, I just found myself incapable of functioning in any social setting whatsoever. I've never been this bad and I hope to one day be more free and spontaneous like I used to once be.",8.410337837837838,8.304367331081082,8.368243243243242,68.01695945945946,61.5,11.589189189189193,35.05405405405405,11.080906280650957,4.049754054054054,1294,49,212,31,16,420,154,296,0.135,0.759,0.106,-0.8386,2,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,3,17,13,1,1,12,0,15,1,0,4,4,56,31,24,0,4,13,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,17,21,0,0,9,9,1,15,4,4,0,2,8,0,24,10,46,20,5,51,0,0,0,1,16,18,0,7,18,156,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686510112396391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293492904588888,0.0,0.1258078625071212,0.1309019221673425,0.0,0.0,0.10698224245578683,0.0,0.12034852313043518,0.0888627854565345,0.0,0.05500051418391862,0.0,0.0,0.07002358449715491,0.0,0.08948647647600773,0.0,0.0,0.13135470508023814,0.0,0.08687317912353404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677581485063942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870351818495882,0.0,0.10145767181187153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436476036603326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099184827615656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966892257768019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624602347693068,0.12154418707741756,0.0,0.16438525778995644,0.0,0.13411192911403613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781265791886575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663908232108041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873128224851135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685806500992577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668734488515943,0.07099322188186832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133402927469973,0.0759697839577614,0.0,0.0,0.07706955696353672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753948752779613,0.05330167693049219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003573702075241,0.10906511264148973,0.0,0.24654714054904986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366400414290458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875182858146576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841651399826474,0.0,0.48110040167773205,0.13329578816903925,0.06055588516350656,0.0,0.0,0.05567556136182796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800924951467887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225784131411603,0.0,0.0,0.0624468144797233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038095200520542,0.08663226781881321,0.06490228156227545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453002832081352,0.07988248653022899,0.0,0.055877414215988304,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brun2,2019/05/12,"I think I have social axiety? - does CBD help? Hello there, 

I really don't know if I already have social anxiety or if it is coming, but this is what I experienced: 

In come from a rural area, so I am not very used to many people. But even in my village a few years ago I started to feel weird sometimes (fck I dont know how to explain this). Basically the last years I experienced that every time I am alone in public, I tend to try to get away from there. I start thinking about how I look, how other people may see me and even though for example I want to buy an Ice cream, I dont do it because I think I will fck it up or something weird happens. So every time when I am alone in public I start questioning myself and really want to get away from all people. 

When I am with friends or in places that I perfectly know or doing things that I know how to do, then all that is no problem, because I feel like I know what I am doing and nobody will judge me. 

Still, even when I get invited to a party, I dont want to go there alone, even though maybe 5 of my friends are there already. Even when I go with friends, I soon dont know what to do (because I dont know how to Act at parties) and try to get away (weird?) oh god you see there are so many weird things and I don't know if that is social anxiety - so please don't judge me if it is not

So what I was thinking is, that if that is social anxiety, I definitely want to prevent it from taking over, because I don't want to lock myself in my house more than I already do. I know many people take pills or get addicted to alcohol. I dont want that. 

So my Questions for this Community:
Is that what people call social axiety? 
If yes, has somebody tried to use CBD for treatment? 
Are there other ways to prevent that thing taking over your life? 

Kind regards, 
me 😅",3.5102368421052645,3.8998000763157923,4.963789473684212,86.54752631578948,71.92105263157895,7.974736842105262,25.72631578947368,7.9765259561132025,1.2634399999999992,1399,40,312,18,25,471,148,380,0.071,0.778,0.15,0.9851,0,3,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,0,1,31,11,0,0,5,1,39,4,0,7,3,62,83,36,0,13,15,0,2,1,3,3,4,0,0,0,28,9,1,2,18,0,1,5,13,5,0,0,1,8,49,6,43,79,4,37,0,0,4,0,18,15,0,14,17,220,77,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672098578274148,0.0,0.0,0.05425332118486406,0.06540806244187711,0.0,0.19016549389187934,0.20261916797112714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046181794335724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725084625549188,0.0,0.0,0.14923664811819234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062495744604797863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544300804720852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355970511363759,0.0,0.4303811595479717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212208706780108,0.0,0.10313338833861216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189278402576835,0.04372388228188172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185730770321456,0.0,0.15988184117030144,0.0,0.06956686161253604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412216389615003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04102350005148383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062076646386786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063734157684223,0.3027232076251033,0.04988912351658041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322993069255976,0.029900999901767193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139563088788023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861526098857277,0.06148726813498065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121544383115977,0.0,0.0639447621134366,0.06718320168847289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585636038674608,0.0,0.0,0.13712413532168402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841721939954077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754273091701468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31194694318347804,0.0,0.047117541043782366,0.0605319505860868,0.0,0.1299607234136736,0.0,0.04887729437934882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805252845864638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198290767259,0.1568672476895505,0.12026450259989073,0.0,0.0713766524239853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465973259653565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572056319257536,0.0,0.05049940079463209,0.2165969042852441,0.048580589122759414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882625635673356
socialanxiety,santy500,2019/05/12,"Hello, new here I'm 21 and I have great anxiety that I sometimes fight with meds. Cheers.",-0.8633333333333333,0.4903321111111119,0.5872222222222234,98.86750000000002,116.7777777777778,4.022222222222221,15.611111111111107,5.985473137389443,-0.3314888888888885,70,2,15,1,4,22,16,18,0.191,0.489,0.32,0.5994,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34399681097762125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957634712190132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994827132164201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342947089397203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447357638272736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SAD_dad123,2019/05/12,Blog Suggestions Does anyone know of a good place to blog about Social Anxiety? And to read other blogs to learn?,2.4800000000000004,5.451796047619052,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,88.5238095238095,6.609523809523811,16.523809523809526,7.793537801064563,0.8820666666666663,91,2,16,2,3,28,18,21,0.07400000000000001,0.784,0.142,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129162623515128,0.0,0.0,0.2860119073865189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35795569889819906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430852989734603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479896682743114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273621739445703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091530220093943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416967142852945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway800f,2019/05/12,"Is it normal to be constantly anxious before and while working? I'm a student, and I work at a grocery store like many others. I was just wondering how everyone can be so chill at work and be actually *working* while I'm more preoccupied with *not fucking it up**.* 

I'm constantly stressed, worried that I work too slow or make mistakes.   
Can anyone give me insight of how normal it is to be like that?",1.0762237762237774,3.6968002820512815,3.2113519813519846,84.66849650349656,91.05128205128204,5.9132867132867135,27.603729603729604,7.348242739294969,2.0280358974358976,314,16,58,6,11,106,50,78,0.121,0.816,0.064,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,5,5,1,1,2,0,9,1,0,3,0,15,16,9,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,7,11,1,8,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,7,41,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.1677571007543915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942067503613821,0.0,0.1202018490978833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628077674530002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715422682825529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426515817354018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892588297106358,0.0,0.1649095140570245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797082117060652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474971337494667,0.17428740871699774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368660600224133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969196702110722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864265492647146,0.6257542036497872,0.17458059681699808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,f3arxd,2019/05/12,"I avoid talking to teachers/professors Ever since I was a child I have always been intimidated by teachers/professors. I am not sure why but nowadays I mostly think it's because I feel inferior to them. Like they have so many titles and I have none. I am always afraid of asking questions for fear of sounding dumb and reducing my ""worth"" even further. I don't know how to get out of that mindset. This avoidance has done nothing but hurt me in the long run since I end up having to spend a lot of time self-teaching myself concepts I need help with/don't understand very well. While I my anxiety around teachers is not as crippling as it used to be in my teens, I still struggle tremendously and the thought of approaching them to ask anything is terrifying.",7.349534482758621,7.181067151724143,7.266336206896554,75.24915948275864,63.68965517241379,10.00862068965517,37.43534482758621,9.516144504307137,3.5138448275862064,607,28,110,10,8,194,103,145,0.217,0.715,0.068,-0.9683,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,7,11,1,5,4,0,14,0,0,2,2,24,24,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,2,6,0,2,2,4,8,1,0,4,2,21,3,20,19,3,14,0,2,0,0,9,6,1,3,7,80,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28721259295776513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202866243148764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420244815007992,0.15363911345713224,0.3226912900302022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520749691251956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661652870668745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286094788225632,0.0,0.0,0.11399215471146976,0.15611491667735022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942084744581525,0.08726522561859232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090169638749703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568149806176467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475806473165465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484935900475934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431734147111114,0.0,0.0,0.15273415634499832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672738434001872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497623518765998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797115102782286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560198131801945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933370552796456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004598967965088,0.0,0.0,0.2855316723585776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782828446897544,0.0,0.0,0.18042551413817107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266130335974416,0.0,0.0,0.138718976988393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058684770180116,0.0,0.13701488268251272,0.10063692845171862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796692622332532,0.0,0.14905984509734949,0.0,0.14240243586756585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517653368325093,0.0,0.15573301746361268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Necessary_Relative,2019/05/12,"Real tips for overthinking? I've started working out, practicing, some meditation, etc, etc. It's helped my social anxiety tremendously. That being said there's still that overthinking. I'll think something I'm doing is weird, I look ugly, etc. I try my best not to let these thoughts get to me but deep down I believe them, no matter how much I tell myself I don't. I think I do act weird, but 95% of the time it's because I'm overthinking it, not because I'm actually weird. What are some real tips to help with overthinking? For me I don't think logically working it out in my head works, I was on antidepressants for a short time and that helped a lot.",2.3013076923076947,4.624183130769231,3.8315384615384613,85.40346153846156,79.23076923076924,7.384615384615384,24.615384615384606,8.384062270229773,1.7139230769230769,517,19,104,11,13,171,78,130,0.10099999999999999,0.8370000000000001,0.061,-0.4234,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,3,4,0,0,3,0,9,1,1,1,0,20,20,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,2,16,1,13,15,8,12,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,3,4,67,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.14465369803351608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339758284737622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807225132420527,0.0,0.0,0.1670074522927847,0.15556103648719793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959558143883454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744544928449458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521294792177087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298071691830736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515779428363562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244781050879997,0.0,0.0,0.1260221107693957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089680645027976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374424496233241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410032091709697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511045343919691,0.0,0.1141167473618686,0.0,0.0,0.1049198431003502,0.0,0.1183787975955054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956188266125507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28494451870863824,0.0,0.11768017810811585,0.1728713178099664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064024915687736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237454362679432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kaisietoo8,2019/05/12,"Looked like an idiot in front of the cashier I was getting a lift home from my mum after a sleepover. We'd been up all night, so I was really tired. My hair was messy and my face was all spotty. My mum decided to stop off at a shop on the way home and she wanted ME to go into the shop and buy her a newspaper. So after a lot of protesting, I went into the shop and grabbed a newspaper. When I got to the till, I paid a fiver for a newspaper, which was £1.40.  I said thank you and started to leave, but as I counted the change I \[thought I\] realised that they hadn't given me enough change (I was really tired; I had gotten so little sleep). I decided to be brave, and told myself that I should face my fear of talking to people and go back to the till. 

""Excuse me, you've given me the wrong change,"" I said. The cashier and his wife, who was behind the till with him, looked at eachother as if I was stupid. He took the coins off me and counted them out slowly for me. I realised that I was the one who was mistaken. I took the change and the newspaper and sped out of the shop. I am still so embarrassed a year later, I refuse to go back there for fear they might remember me. Any progress I made at getting over my anxiety vanished.",3.1162015503875966,3.8311615503875984,4.269767441860466,89.97968992248066,73.03100775193798,7.593798449612403,24.79844961240311,7.793537801064563,1.0411844961240302,952,27,216,12,18,312,129,258,0.171,0.779,0.05,-0.9848,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,3,1,9,10,3,3,25,0,18,6,4,1,2,31,41,23,0,3,2,3,2,1,0,2,2,2,2,0,6,16,0,2,4,4,7,7,1,7,0,1,26,6,44,3,38,11,4,37,0,0,2,0,21,14,0,3,16,157,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016937914186004,0.0,0.0901856808992779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130057490832796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988488028716405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218120914188567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653185025563264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318552831365302,0.0,0.20099915361248533,0.0,0.09428756302000167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365069670769926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482870060023625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759519722571652,0.11815695202530177,0.0,0.0,0.1979961544598809,0.0,0.0,0.1002260328899519,0.0,0.11155055842188248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506287296901414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063196730903507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988545105517972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173022144416926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510469627118358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133546616136271,0.0,0.22428115500808385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797533964988167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344329087319187,0.0,0.09414726660935592,0.09856148660643232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475567776687446,0.0,0.10853745780886456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935916509376839,0.0,0.27099488684163875,0.0,0.1126491388966805,0.2619607015676626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953469483613597,0.093575754023579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928539719292828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889442781379465,0.0,0.07591742410531628
socialanxiety,ShatesVille,2019/05/12,"How are people so good at talking to other people? At school I see guys who are buff and muscular and their great at talking to people, to other guys, girls, teachers anyone but when I try my throat gets clogged up, I can’t talk and when I try to talk it comes out to quiet so that person I try to talk to doesn’t hear me. I don’t get how they get the chance to talk to everyone when I get nasty looks when I look at someone for a split second.",5.096562499999997,3.7889063645833367,5.787583333333334,87.76575000000004,68.6875,8.513333333333334,26.49166666666667,6.742157984588678,0.9250316666666658,345,7,81,2,5,113,56,96,0.053,0.867,0.08,0.1332,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,2,0,8,14,12,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,12,2,16,14,0,11,0,0,3,0,14,6,0,0,4,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761072359539053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025200133723267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333926314043108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917384355287357,0.0,0.0,0.11708884638317975,0.0,0.1539081647839947,0.0,0.2764495103258043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573379881763015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23445565860527096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903406828620515,0.1218922835892636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128143379491104,0.11124216603739714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828160634907373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6732253431292653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843352557655819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,saffronochre,2019/05/12,"A feat! I have been working on my social anxiety (not on meds) for about a year and half now. I’m apart of a music club at my uni and we had an end of year meeting. I was supposed to do at least some of the meeting’s agenda so I felt extra anxious than regular meetings and because we were in a small room. 
The entire time I was shaking and almost felt tears coming, but I forced myself and pushed through!! I was able to even make jokes without my voice cracking. I’m so happy!! 

I did however mess up a few times. But nonetheless it was a feat :)",0.3485627530364397,2.5393945175438617,2.4247368421052653,93.29738866396762,86.28070175438597,4.911201079622133,21.92712550607288,6.297961479604792,0.3664785425101216,421,15,91,4,13,141,78,114,0.11,0.768,0.122,0.7497,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,9,0,10,0,0,1,0,17,16,9,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,2,0,1,10,3,13,2,16,6,4,18,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,6,66,14,1,0.2343011815894609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346187886262859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923976260540198,0.26469364401624323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282782559199253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182972149487569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075213026131362,0.0,0.0,0.1547537206927673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499317553154595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494179646147495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639785808945722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26025579332547194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388405483869007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27324580637001045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258579779950773,0.0,0.17057405071073226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017645581552506
socialanxiety,A-MinorBish,2019/05/12,How do I get rid of my anxiety when it comes to video chatting? So I have this thing where I can’t video chat or voice chat whether normally or playing video games. I just get terrible anxiety because I feel like I don’t know how to keep a conversation going and I am worried in particular that my roommates can hear how loud and idiotic I’m being . What can I do to make it easier for me to do so because I feel like it takes away from certain games I play,3.1387053571428574,4.152479864583338,5.000238095238097,83.64000000000003,73.27083333333334,8.81904761904762,29.339285714285715,9.23628265651192,2.3661535714285717,361,15,79,8,7,124,61,96,0.126,0.7290000000000001,0.145,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,1,0,10,0,0,4,1,17,22,11,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,10,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,5,13,5,9,21,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,3,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744898146713462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299652073330068,0.0,0.0,0.2984135057889471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108437712121458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24752154242354865,0.34972098778594823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557597015866249,0.0,0.13910585182863502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27586846300371803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755878759260067,0.0,0.0,0.1345166959251004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916008084594845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338284552367272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398181826693203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403316486419646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261129592456813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24857120634350724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aquiedeosasco,2019/05/12,"Need to hear from ALL the socially awkward people How do you live with it? How do you cope?

I'm 46 years old and I just can't get rid of it. Why? It destroys my life.",-2.6459649122807,-0.9761317368421024,0.2326315789473697,104.67508771929823,103.21052631578951,3.5859649122807014,14.228070175438594,5.46131890053228,-1.208698245614035,126,3,34,1,6,43,32,38,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.6946,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,7,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441946709294364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194108706900143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628422348088884,0.0,0.0,0.3285923703785082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27592528184750964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904816121984253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579839745153332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793336254515826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357840918948052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396356997397186
socialanxiety,scootsboat,2019/05/12,"How do I stop being intimidated by a coworker? Greetings,

I recently began a new job at a local hotel. Being in customer service again makes me anxious, and I am also new to the hospitality industry, so I am a bit more fearful. I trained with my own mother on the first day and the GM on the second. Today, I will be working with someone who is very blunt and sassy. I'm not good at talking to other men, so I am afraid of what he might say to me if I were to mess up something. I work alone with this man for two days (Sunday, Monday) and I have already thought about quitting, because I am intimidated by this person.   


If there is any advice you could give, it would be greatly appreciated!",5.52304347826087,5.364281123188405,7.127355072463767,74.68711956521742,67.47826086956522,8.928985507246377,33.19202898550725,8.472884824447931,2.5940550724637683,537,22,104,7,8,187,98,138,0.149,0.805,0.046,-0.9062,1,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,7,5,0,2,8,0,17,0,0,2,0,17,22,10,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,6,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,1,15,2,18,11,3,19,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,12,82,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712808771997957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181536465609135,0.1934250366107708,0.14017077147988638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919591638262733,0.0,0.0,0.19801568749471465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684861808105234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135956943956448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399462370743894,0.0,0.0,0.2260812614890133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972379129287469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490924602727796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814385050806338,0.0,0.14701593832126522,0.0,0.1932460175324892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393763265082948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170002759506542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594360974915106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33857162865053697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304710055262474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643108263831346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306713647111546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938911327187198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851355940981947,0.13493854790730045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654132091130942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088284036594448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915216406428796,0.0,0.0,0.16614425615991552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122238087669486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462375714990006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552107969632337,0.0,0.0,0.12451336669857035,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MisterKat69,2019/05/12,"Super anxious about going to my new job in a few hours It's only a dish washing job, which is why I didn't need to interview for it, but I'm somehow still worried that I'm gonna f**k something up. I have also seen the people around who I'm going to be working with, and they're super nice so I have no idea why I'm so nervous. Sh*t sucks..",2.593026315789473,2.7547764605263154,4.62221052631579,88.99647368421054,73.86842105263158,6.606315789473682,25.72631578947368,5.6839178017228535,0.6617031578947365,265,8,61,1,5,92,57,76,0.142,0.7120000000000001,0.146,0.3336,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,1,1,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,7,15,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,4,3,9,11,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,3,35,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456596997219196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607316564382091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545569308779246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233122783162405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272857128363216,0.0,0.0,0.2605384629004395,0.0,0.0,0.4580550930259198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113091151101906,0.0,0.22290239394137126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755293240489976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000357929667164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767658491288052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843124779587838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165115811940335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802086409167835,0.23438262627516995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,M71071,2019/05/12,"tips and tricks to meet people?  

So sad story time I have been ostracized and bullied by girls at school all the time. the worst was when I switched schools in highschool. it was a small school and I was bullied so badly I didn't even have one person to talk to. the whole school was against me (not even exaggerating) girls from other grades would bully me too and i was the only one from my whole freakin grade to be excluded from prom and from our senior pictures.

that school literally ruined me socially. I became very defensive and always keeping my head high and my guard higher.

I have not made any friends, not even acquaintances since I was 16. I am 23 now

I feel scared of people, I am so so awkward and lonely

I want to make friends, I want to be assertive while not being scared to leave my house. I want to be social. my summers are depressing because I literally have zero people to go out with. no one would ever miss me or notice that I am gone. 

what are your tips?",2.4889473684210515,4.805862590673577,3.2897136623943304,89.56929642759752,78.53367875647669,5.928442868830108,22.593127897463866,7.0608816371341465,0.7124155440414501,772,24,155,9,19,244,110,193,0.255,0.7190000000000001,0.025,-0.9935,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,0,11,14,2,3,5,0,23,1,1,2,2,28,33,15,0,5,5,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,10,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,12,0,4,10,1,27,2,20,17,4,15,0,5,0,0,11,5,0,1,8,114,32,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556980982552432,0.0,0.0,0.07810635930263245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590038080692187,0.07001545697285969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892573604257757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275849070931005,0.10389428084705128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807489797619516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747569557515186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527559640862295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787590616565788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135219940543585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252898126806853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208973545942936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161645062898975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867999839554073,0.07666760631776866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076488769476982,0.0,0.0,0.23348921283752724,0.08735354467105133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23888110811134405,0.10028826648403286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299827888339638,0.58120455472861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501048455241633,0.0,0.0,0.2341634771746436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231730484687704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394749881276913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476864210167807,0.2032360204234505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25646636329213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318152588583842,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,allmyfriendsarequeer,2019/05/12,Do any of you want a relationship but can’t physically or mentally bring yourself to actually meet new people without crumbling apart like a Nature Valley bar? Because I swear I feel like this every day and I’m very touch starved at this point but I can’t do anything about it,4.945,6.5069247962963,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,69.55555555555556,8.362962962962964,32.01851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.7346074074074065,225,10,41,4,4,74,44,54,0.221,0.758,0.021,-0.8956,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,5,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2847674830871049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844290914559934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24013731049398299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788655227186526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881953031392848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458651156670501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754946723450255,0.2084713311144567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28513027324463736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29407896139872264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818349024974172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230645518403967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27585769411162786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313298052630592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407763619037521,0.17211892218121724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812974071551755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,processnotperfection,2019/05/12,"Closing out: Help! I Dont know what I'm doing Alright everyone. How in the world do you end out conversations or texts? 
I texted one of my friends daughter hi and asked how she was doing. I paid her to babysit  at one point and wanted to see how she was doing. 
Once it came time to put my son down for a nap (bath time, reading, sleep, etc.) I texted her ""baby duty calls.  I have to talk put my son down. Talk to you later"" 
She didnt reply and I dont know how else to end the conversation. 
Maybe I should just stop texting. 
Suggestions?",-0.3327027027027043,1.919283477477478,1.5410450450450457,97.1942702702703,92.60360360360359,4.401441441441441,17.309909909909912,6.079149491110277,-0.42429657657657627,410,11,94,4,15,134,70,111,0.021,0.899,0.08,0.7393,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,1,11,1,1,4,0,19,19,8,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,2,2,3,1,3,3,0,0,2,5,1,17,2,14,13,1,18,0,0,1,0,20,9,0,1,6,59,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614957234469194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763946539803278,0.19757727876339315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049178932005157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430848606948324,0.0,0.3060062682536775,0.0,0.1926592814985671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506777220538724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346439753685455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578910120046655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898751695407276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354822245021925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397059788871767,0.23411654214943295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330235602770474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473181812541852,0.0,0.0,0.172794387177439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376575027404514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287239549199704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442476150924494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776960176701433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014610752495368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189103334477984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ninjaoliver2017,2019/05/12,"I think my social anxiety is getting worse So I think i have social anxiety I have lots of symptoms but honestly im worried about going to therapy and I am worried people might judge me at school for having it. But today I was shit scarred to stay in my own home home alone overnight (im 13) and I had to cheack round me house for some self reassurance that no one was in the house . And i just read an article saying fearing to stay home  alone is a symptom of social anxiety
I just need advise what should I do?",1.9422857142857133,4.004786514285716,3.6764285714285694,87.40607142857144,79.09523809523809,6.866666666666667,24.785714285714285,7.908726449838941,1.4386000000000003,404,15,83,7,10,135,67,105,0.259,0.679,0.062,-0.9633,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,3,0,12,3,1,0,0,14,17,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,3,1,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,2,14,2,12,12,3,7,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,3,1,57,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552902255298964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28284728565020323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868539057888346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439065856033988,0.0,0.07004322692962732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708756922831247,0.0,0.0,0.284417393955374,0.0,0.0,0.2662524605557067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477887055437522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307439414704434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138493627860264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351430355902786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854428739335803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327879757272232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980097250549254,0.0,0.12473097071239105,0.0,0.0,0.12857187859876018,0.0,0.126509678828704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768996333875131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26272649337281656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561984156434136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094190799620024,0.0,0.0,0.15794141022117467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682227172166387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25032346497597874,0.12559763822429598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pandaako,2019/05/12,"Overthinking on Social Apps For the past 5 years I distanced myself from almost everyone I know. Recently I tried therapy that didn’t work as I wanted to tell her my true feelings but just can’t and just said what I think she wanted me to say. So I am trying to make friends and found a group on Instagram that I chat with. They’re a nerdy group, but I still feel like I put up a front no matter what I do. When I chat I sound confident, but I feel like I comment too much. I think I overthink every little conversation which sucks, because when I get a reply I have a feeling of elation that someone actually wants to converse with me, but then feel like it’s out of pity or obligation. I don’t know why this has to be so hard.",4.8007431935246485,4.709058596026496,5.801015452538634,83.35522442972777,69.0,9.09521707137601,29.360559234731426,8.841846274778883,2.0519000735835173,572,19,123,9,9,190,99,151,0.083,0.736,0.18100000000000002,0.9348,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,0,6,0,8,0,0,1,1,29,25,13,0,3,7,0,6,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,0,10,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,9,25,5,16,21,1,14,0,1,0,0,14,5,1,2,10,81,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.15346922231513765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747948181734964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586807644443612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250364011645893,0.1502746886122873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975928315973762,0.33705322722557024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243437998769193,0.1215035528299374,0.0,0.08216515052925895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087971404723593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285889060424886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304971102334685,0.1576221473762408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497647606774707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560882537932317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012847786634914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580960681786412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528149794737287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959626438581286,0.12506447352022115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603131872650321,0.13325122516545376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255930698804113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745767750162108,0.0,0.17984771930134508,0.0,0.0,0.2015397890901421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135469881748758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782792141136909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419083740347756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449173902350855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127434065995806
socialanxiety,Anddy24,2019/05/12,"When someone uses ""Hi, how are you?"" as a casual greeting When someone uses ""Hi, how are you?"" as a casual greeting.  
How do you respond?  
Most of the time I panic and just say ""Hi""  
and sometimes I say ""I'm good thanks""  
Do I need to ask how are they in return?  
I can never tell if they are satisfied with my response or if they don't care.   
Anyone else feel this way?",-0.9946650717703348,1.1152367105263217,1.8545454545454563,94.07227272727276,96.36842105263158,4.342583732057416,17.435406698564595,6.1124844417494595,-0.1722999999999999,274,8,60,3,11,95,48,76,0.071,0.708,0.22,0.8868,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,3,0,7,6,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,6,1,17,16,13,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,11,5,6,16,1,7,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,4,5,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803783675731758,0.2315833169694705,0.0,0.0,0.21129738403806594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304415749574919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888099879684903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428206747677876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957412986211525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759032722568018,0.17431989315137347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651847603371989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594789811567629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830105649676989,0.0,0.2235387071455728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755068913502533,0.20808805598519256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179357718322007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39041593383250495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794034717157783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LegaciesLover75,2019/05/12,"STARING Ok guys i have a problem with always thinking people are staring at me or are trying to even when sometimes I know they aren't. It's gotten to the point to where it's getting extreme . For example , whenever I sit next to a random or new person I always feel like they are looking at me through the side of their eyes or just looking at me . So I see them through the side of my eyes and I try my HARDEST not to but I literally cant help it . So when I see their head turn i always flinch or do something to the point where it's so fucking obvious that I was ""looking"" at them and then I look like a weirdo . I have a really great fear of getting on to public buses and sitting directly across from someone because the seat literally has you face to fucking face with someone else so I always go the the seats that are facing the opposite direction.                 example:                                                         =<~2 people facing eachother |<~my seat
Each of the lines are a different seat , sorry if it doesnt make sense to you . Anyone else go through something similar ?",4.6395261324041766,5.583276468292688,5.547055749128924,81.3734756097561,69.6829268292683,8.198606271777004,32.20383275261324,8.418075326091056,2.4952369337979095,816,36,156,12,14,268,109,205,0.07400000000000001,0.862,0.064,-0.2299,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,6,0,10,8,2,1,14,1,13,9,7,1,1,21,31,16,0,2,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,11,26,4,26,29,1,21,0,0,10,2,12,12,2,6,7,108,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130622897660463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677732897640822,0.12716057176211035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565345434145013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966365036803704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734814872381774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197039683320764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965299419070326,0.06275138137182408,0.08866086912441293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22946674669231845,0.12967982032322148,0.0,0.14106383264555256,0.0,0.0,0.13682655916963873,0.0,0.1228837837651382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736786804830058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831851834574426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820504109843976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126318618684072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168688657919309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284126826848996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986169643295558,0.13198742130054536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207801235987036,0.10836398300412432,0.0,0.0,0.23463929341119186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875203543164067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950504922528401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779175243674346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030807861967926,0.1910846851620038,0.12274333999344725,0.1389257509152233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952168123845492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685187386544228,0.13499095608261236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,5ara786,2019/05/12,what do you guys do on weekends? this sounds irrelevant but its really not. i have no life as of now and i get so bored of watching netflix all day. anything you guys do that actually makes you enjoy spending time alone?,1.9290697674418595,4.5517000465116295,3.4058604651162803,85.96181395348837,83.41860465116278,6.2306976744186064,24.879069767441862,7.554174236665415,1.4387339534883723,174,7,34,3,5,57,36,43,0.121,0.733,0.146,0.3128,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,5,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,6,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,4,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.325148619319049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450877965519848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741897147372865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488212879751808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407975910551818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6598275482644017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23534429757701986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240913024448425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134521744757764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428770598298695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nihilistic_rabbit,2019/05/12,"Afraid to Get Closer to People Hello everyone. 

I've been a lurker here for a while, and I've been touched to see how many people respond to questions and give their support here. Which leads me to my first post here. 

Sorry for the long post ahead.

I've had social anxiety for over 16 years. Before middle school, I was pretty introverted and am introverted still, but I seemed to be effortlessly well liked and friendly. This is not the case now. I'm now 24 years old and have tried for years to get better with it. I think I've made a lot of progress. I can talk to people without feeling like they're judging me, and even if I know they are, if they're strangers, I don't care. My business relationships are strong and I can go through life without others noticing my anxieties.
But lately I've been doing a lot of self-reflection. Even with all of the progress I've made, I'm still terrified at the idea of hanging out with people outside of work. I'm afraid to get close to people in general. Even if I accept an invite from an acquaintance or coworker, I get extremely quiet and in my head again and as a result, I can't have fun and the people around me think I dont want to be there. 

Has this ever happened to any of you? What do you think causes this for you? If you're getting better with it, what did you do to solve the problem?",4.054936880947757,5.036702774907751,4.820602058652167,85.90549621285689,71.06642066420666,7.624082346086618,26.440279665954556,7.85451343220497,1.3869217712177115,1056,33,218,13,19,341,144,271,0.092,0.763,0.145,0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,2,9,16,14,0,2,13,0,23,2,1,6,2,49,46,20,0,6,10,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,9,17,0,0,9,0,0,3,6,3,1,1,8,4,24,11,40,36,3,29,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,9,17,147,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069833663486501,0.0,0.1590626669711224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254902188474347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846477016397182,0.0,0.0,0.18389347213594934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599710470703874,0.1067985355871854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184374382693593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599954367787585,0.09404039449979182,0.0,0.09934100561328617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256676567458584,0.07427111610742634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843078912409359,0.0,0.0,0.08032147818888304,0.0,0.2715816201423896,0.0997306863109454,0.05908451155759956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091934048600753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669592808633918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173614590202022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713529064807201,0.0,0.11727467883356475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343207039768201,0.10158204256041284,0.0,0.0,0.09200389445142874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677107865067773,0.0,0.1967444182687841,0.0,0.10540206237398728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836245003361168,0.10909157448308793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324487057840932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913543925978136,0.10576764403149214,0.0,0.09947845423396637,0.0,0.0,0.11646224036042915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161724693157893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521600451177404,0.0828449707035171,0.09464391904452933,0.10845597754488197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597708358636504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637795431552808,0.0,0.0,0.16604981151775455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797586622826008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356144049679187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984568430176014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058398439178705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132001165468541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347513200703864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043305020266375,0.0,0.07568622895871553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084609597707329
socialanxiety,leonoraq,2019/05/02,"How do i stop having fake conversations in my head? I'm not sure if this is the right place for this, so if not then sorry about that. I spend almost all my time daydreaming or having fake dialogues in my head. I'll get so involved I start mouthing the words and using hand gestures which makes me look crazy. I'm pretty sure this is my brain making up for the lack of irl conversations I'm having by inventing fake ones. I've always done this, but this year I lived alone for the first time and its gotten much worse to the point that I feel like I'm never present in reality. Or even when I am, I'm making fake comments in my head about whats going on around me to a fake person I made up in my head. Or, the other thing I do is I pretend someone is watching what I'm doing on a TV screen. Does anybody else do this? Does anyone know how to stop?",5.01804469273743,4.390414519553076,5.761949720670391,85.63409776536317,68.60893854748603,8.500782122905028,26.279888268156423,7.554174236665415,1.1313995530726249,665,15,149,6,10,218,101,179,0.185,0.768,0.047,-0.9698,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,8,0,13,7,7,7,4,29,31,14,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,2,2,2,1,1,3,5,0,2,3,5,17,3,20,28,3,25,0,0,3,0,5,13,0,6,12,95,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346113098471563,0.13922798981144446,0.0,0.0,0.11185576716138207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399594148736692,0.0,0.0,0.11967038579167925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006731662649914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352795954277152,0.13756762618533136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229825050420984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878914245591872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797138424577448,0.09603616479948443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143453105698076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023364827527508,0.0,0.07639914661892776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518520937971495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738787091957547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567526039254305,0.0,0.1187033444344868,0.0,0.11288657411757895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720005007673754,0.2691973732109638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882084468789096,0.0,0.10367999722687846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109262668315156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737829138026196,0.1404497814901156,0.0,0.12707893613613958,0.0,0.0,0.1367627070255638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480170362206765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390132702534672,0.0,0.0,0.1504823541833834,0.09514959788453804,0.0,0.0,0.22477746789148376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533956424041617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930871042391025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677336039910242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610356742799653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369947216642334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656792296253384
socialanxiety,KatTheFat,2019/05/02,"Alcohol Does anyone else drink alcohol mainly to dampen their social anxiety? A lot of other people I know who depend on alcohol do it to lift their mood or have a good time or whatever, but I find that social phobia is the main reason I drink. I get more drunk when I'm with friends or around others than when I'm alone, solely to be able to ""cope"" with being around people. I also aim to black out/pass out so that I don't have to deal with the social situation and to make the night go quicker, but when I'm alone I'm fine just having a couple of drinks. I also drink at work because I have a very social job and I feel like I need the drink to get through having to work with other people. The worst part is it doesn't even really help with the anxiety that much and just makes me feel more ashamed the next day.",6.982176470588236,5.011937776470589,7.41279411764706,79.7650735294118,65.35294117647058,10.382352941176473,28.308823529411764,8.841846274778883,1.8688823529411769,642,12,137,8,8,212,93,170,0.163,0.7709999999999999,0.065,-0.9534,1,2,8,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,2,11,7,0,1,11,0,12,9,0,4,0,28,25,14,0,1,7,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,9,11,9,0,5,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,13,4,23,23,8,13,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,5,8,93,22,3,0.10270345323715813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292762721877733,0.0,0.21273960762561445,0.0,0.1642638288960394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713572122942518,0.0,0.0,0.07181264247765122,0.10523182477405764,0.0,0.18285569555522715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260707183438294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136394175560147,0.0,0.06623523089326963,0.1058827505940118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987648403419507,0.0,0.0,0.5030514227970421,0.0,0.0,0.08579555656036914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678346622438065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385990370039312,0.07337136751374605,0.0,0.0,0.0938690956288278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793484332040973,0.0,0.10731663077541076,0.0,0.0583687392766856,0.08614278384299355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883995980898662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019173299350709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644313197180058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050175719499870285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731480323198834,0.0,0.0,0.13711070508237486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754988553400978,0.07615330922462207,0.0,0.0,0.10922628766299128,0.09638023354034804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112178314773866,0.0,0.2136049287116875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579446201594417,0.1055962551637805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544298454457202,0.0,0.4187729472977551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059887209501879535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847411048964029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495386742977512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,neuronerd1,2019/05/02,"Someone called me out for being too quiet in a large group of people today I went to an all-day departmental retreat that I was super anxious to go to today. It was kind of a big deal for me to go to something like this since I tend to avoid them due to pretty bad anxiety. It was actually going pretty well until lunch time came around and everyone at the table started talking to one another. I was fine just sitting back and listening, until some inconsiderate dude decided to point at me and loudly say ""You're being too quiet"" in front of everyone else at the table. I don't understand why people think this is okay. Like, if you want to engage in a conversation with me, just ask me a question directly. Don't call me out for being too quiet in front of everyone else. How does one even respond to that?",7.41,6.239236000000003,8.435000000000002,70.21000000000002,64.0,11.25,33.75,10.411451182825502,3.4129375,640,22,118,13,8,220,96,160,0.07200000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.157,0.9062,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,10,10,0,1,7,1,10,1,0,1,0,19,22,7,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,6,8,1,1,4,0,0,7,2,2,1,2,6,6,13,8,31,13,1,28,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,3,10,83,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.13396435856623387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394884774100514,0.10501794738486624,0.1550860298872577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220728466192952,0.12833719699134175,0.0,0.0,0.10555896483075304,0.1146221087559198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803541167891493,0.15701043720829574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853350388506444,0.14152847034203953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201336500394971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293577341731751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906713882070022,0.0,0.0,0.3935274831981716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23405620856877785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295480116168546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413502745799466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604740823764945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034374436809195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297728892589914,0.0,0.0,0.2793238938446079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378373396336484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916965448718244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355848643860306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163159273121179,0.10568396846968668,0.0,0.0,0.09716667926838392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103395426293071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879627464182825,0.0,0.0,0.08004840360025188,0.0,0.260248603556732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429121281727804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097062472566559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343017606627699,0.1272588727822428,0.1238728131671178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coop8m6,2019/05/02,"Eye contact causing emotional/physical jolt I have this really embarrassing anxiety surge/twitch I get at a specific time. I’m (back) at school- I avoid being the center of attention or answering questions, but I’m polite. Since I’m polite, I focus on the teacher when they speak. The problem is: when they make eye contact with me, I get this immediate terrible jolt in my head and neck. For a while I thought it wasn’t noticeable, but then saw myself do it in the mirror and saw how apparent it is. It’s really embarrassing and I don’t know what it is. It looks almost like a subdued “no” head shake, but only takes like 1/4second.  I feel like even more of a freak and don’t know how to stop it.",2.615301003344481,4.803569615942031,4.454347826086959,82.03429765886291,77.47826086956522,8.304124860646603,26.557413600891863,9.057496981413335,2.395182162764772,549,22,107,14,13,186,84,138,0.2,0.74,0.06,-0.9563,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,6,10,0,4,8,0,9,5,5,4,0,24,23,14,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,2,7,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,7,13,3,10,18,1,14,0,0,5,0,6,6,0,3,10,68,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492014086514007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655113393428438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735763317313747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022446268589584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516459798230113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034735168260226,0.14619681244617125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383476788664668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200449758866355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493259314568054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999343136830561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184835877626695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660061625221046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329871128259913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564002330297216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958154620302524,0.0,0.0,0.229246700512854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621987554352079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071093755437084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692825870484138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109049171251867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386587037775307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246347463340444,0.11932882583700714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,michaelvanperre94,2019/05/02,"How do you cope with social anxiety? I've always been socially anxious and shy, it has held me back from so much in my life, such as; making new friends, talking to women, getting jobs and others. But I want that to stop and I'm not sure how to do it.

Are there anyways to get over feeling like this? 
It makes it more difficult for me because I suffer from depression aswell and its not a good combination.

Are there any tips or home remedies that can help make me not feel socially anxious all the time?",4.3644571428571455,5.412296360000003,4.967428571428575,84.89300000000001,70.4,8.114285714285714,29.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,2.0040714285714283,396,15,80,6,7,127,76,100,0.214,0.69,0.096,-0.9136,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,5,2,22,17,10,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,9,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,7,4,11,15,3,6,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,1,5,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395634806174654,0.0,0.0,0.11765123595132053,0.0,0.13235049262557216,0.3908991361200542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330323182302922,0.0,0.10546394841726818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901136369328996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495588286665728,0.12359680611231715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366539627608265,0.0,0.1807788685973527,0.0,0.0,0.14511073342912711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159634807637596,0.0,0.17354092850382066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168354488022924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220052482099192,0.084522871587607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464521476067857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718063873381827,0.0,0.0,0.1670920102703823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290789908190062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464226666801705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305780301266967,0.0,0.0,0.1390571153476341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088223883826056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020444822766217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,intheblueocean,2019/05/02,"When you think someone is waving at you but they actually didn’t notice you Just thought an acquaintance waved at me and at first I didn’t recognize them. As I got closer and said “sorry I didn’t recognize you at first “ They were like “Oh, I didn’t even notice you” I just went into an awkward silence.

Do you ever feel like you end up so hyper aware of others and they don’t even see you?",0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,2.779259259259259,91.1666666666667,84.55555555555556,5.575308641975309,18.876543209876548,6.937597516519254,0.2422691358024691,306,8,65,4,9,102,48,81,0.044000000000000004,0.872,0.085,0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,8,4,2,7,3,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,11,15,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,9,3,18,2,8,6,0,13,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,0,7,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.21739269823012772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730929023341298,0.0,0.0,0.2942767456292645,0.20150943606723445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263988590549455,0.1591478938651699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789783856641749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781705956895221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217669653767264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072533071490274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190656386594364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751992020311275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887534382737992,0.0,0.0,0.2493742829293677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427428831986571,0.0,0.1768555646686462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651126929539465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Doomer615,2019/05/02,Too anxious to do anything.. My social anxiety basically fucked my life. I dropped out of school because of it (might be going again this year) i tried therapy and ended up not going to my appointments anymore and the thought of even leaving my house makes my anxious. What can i do? Is there any way to get out of this hole?,2.884285714285713,5.180756714285717,3.86373015873016,86.0632142857143,77.09523809523809,6.73968253968254,29.54761904761905,7.793537801064563,2.036314285714286,255,12,49,4,6,82,46,63,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,8,12,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,10,9,0,10,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,3,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546435287433568,0.0,0.163638559397236,0.4833089037701889,0.2121386412790281,0.0,0.0,0.17602754677599067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039595278402213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945844666515987,0.0,0.0,0.14128380637993246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775392497048788,0.11175777679356083,0.0,0.2431369858957598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24682039553986485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22649702850793801,0.0,0.0,0.1510891077365709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278483645905482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269219255502995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164856874550655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180516348357424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24462173002839366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698185651905877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452290690496967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697897208319595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377493388070924
socialanxiety,sogeking97,2019/05/02,"College and social anxiety I'm studying in a small university, I don't have a lot of friends in there and most of the people there are mean... I started to miss classes and it's been a month since I went to one... I really feel like trash, don't deserve the parents I have.. The thing is im so but so afraid of returning, I think 24/7 about what people will think of me our if they will make fun about me missing classes... I really want to change it but every morning i feel paralized... I'm sorry for my English I'm not a native speaker pls help...",0.4725101214574892,2.6941274385964924,2.73526315789474,91.07107287449392,86.01754385964912,5.612955465587046,22.80431848852901,7.010146845296331,0.81972415654521,424,16,91,6,13,144,73,114,0.076,0.825,0.099,0.6537,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,7,0,9,0,0,1,0,16,23,8,0,2,4,1,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,3,13,3,12,19,2,7,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,3,4,59,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530881738175168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22859534028221146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206576038020586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852393230215494,0.15437526106072913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695116236381213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484106167070446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334150703175419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557101576784987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837126116107768,0.0,0.0,0.14424224059437582,0.0,0.0,0.2353861547050885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248155947554344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464286714726717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23994318362904746,0.0,0.0,0.29962020836486203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768665105814935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875248530645296,0.0,0.0,0.22027728681815192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418958812088843,0.15295013127521126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356107946911914,0.2769244295123721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745591157869351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003182721127809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Maxinprogress,2019/05/02,"Can you relate to me social phobia? 
so I have a weird social phobia, where I end up staring at everybody in the streets, and I feel like I have to stare at people s eyes all the time (yes it sounds creepy)

what I think it is:

I worry others think negative things about me -> I look at them to see if I can read into it.

+

Others worry what I think about them -> I feel like everybody is staring at me

+

Others try to know what I think, and if they think I think something negative about them, they will angry -> I stare at them because I feel it s the right thing to do somehow. They need to know what I think, I want to know what they think.

anyways I have this very weird magnetic connection to strangers. It s like Im pulled to people s eyes like a magnet, and I try to look away, but when I do, my whole beeing wants to look again in the person s eyes.

anyways I feel like a creep,

can anybody relate?

Max",3.2736778846153816,3.816592697916669,4.305416666666666,90.5004807692308,72.54166666666666,7.157692307692307,23.102564102564106,7.010146845296331,0.5549362179487183,706,16,160,6,13,230,84,192,0.10099999999999999,0.8340000000000001,0.065,-0.6472,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,8,0,10,7,0,0,7,1,11,3,3,0,1,27,33,8,0,5,3,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,16,4,0,0,15,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,16,33,5,24,32,2,18,0,0,11,0,12,13,0,3,9,108,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085311367421413,0.0,0.0,0.0704175152800027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023129382325754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336335542140956,0.2475740794912787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477716264508792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045380936787507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821765489938497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910131795916288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565369148925073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016857617649666,0.10086416404140378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554731583187802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865008026787488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920513403565884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550814269991546,0.0,0.0889299031637052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534874688087048,0.5921441924834723,0.0,0.0,0.06735834094479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568556380863486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531284364603723,0.1362687249584791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896955070171748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346243233808883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kalane_Kana,2019/05/02,"Does anyone else have a really hard time open themselves up? I’d like to be able to talk about more things with people i already know have the same interests as me, but it’s really hard for me to talk about anything i’m passionate about.

For example, I recently really started liking guitar. I also like rock music and i have a friend who likes rock and plays guitar, but it’s too hard for me to go and ask him about how to play a guitar and in general to talk about music. The only thing i can talk passionately about with him is masturbation (i know right, weirdest topic ever)

Any tips on how to “break the ice” or whatever in order for me to get a nice conversation with him?",4.653864379084965,5.371510448529418,6.007745098039216,78.90457516339872,69.51470588235293,9.573856209150328,25.405228758169926,9.725611199111238,2.1454013071895432,535,14,106,12,9,181,79,136,0.051,0.705,0.244,0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,2,1,18,13,11,0,0,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,13,11,26,12,2,13,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,1,8,71,18,0,0.15516750744359048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712312029485034,0.12408739964216295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551922598219622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084967290288085,0.158987448223635,0.12768963749760331,0.0,0.1450606733859424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578813141926635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962254180944652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035789399017962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988203134127352,0.0,0.08106861833658327,0.0,0.08818527031680475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169988259948009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055200822021105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032280252935754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801188152652607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757361225015648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982128356784124,0.0,0.15320919405296735,0.0,0.0,0.1325122035359696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098283604113512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988710593697638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061727943025628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047942141439806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fash97,2019/05/02,"As a newcomer, how to greet a group of people who already know each other? I am new at the company and I added one of these guys on Facebook. He asked me for lunch with other colleagues. So how should I greet them at the beginning before the one invites me show up? They will wait each other at the lobby... HELP",1.1623809523809534,3.4978147619047637,2.7168253968254,91.61428571428574,83.92063492063492,5.504761904761906,20.11111111111111,6.868970318607317,0.3971015873015871,242,7,50,3,7,79,47,63,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.8122,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,2,0,9,7,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,0,11,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951848234010201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347858077694931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047264163790912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545865778727814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400345157687284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968086542890884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458662115858888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853310911447149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482693471030099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WhatchuThinkYouDoin,2019/05/02,"Social Anxiety and lack of trust in people prevents me from getting a job I've always had pretty bad social anxiety at a point i had a hard time entering crowded rooms or places i didn't know people but the past 2-3 years i had an injury that forced me to be stuck in my house at all times an in that time period i left my house a total of 22 times in all those years ( mostly for liquor ) now i'm all healed but surprise, i was forced to move 9 states away to somewhere i know literally no one and i feel lost and stupid, i would like a job but i LOATHE people an i really screwed myself when i was younger cause i never got my license cause i had a massive panic attack an never got it now i'm about to be 22 and i feel like a an animal in a cage, human interaction is so unbearable i don't even know where to begin any advice would be great if possible.",1.9399999999999973,3.3334627814207707,3.9986010928961737,88.12413114754101,76.92349726775956,7.0657923497267765,20.943169398907106,7.793537801064563,0.7116159562841533,671,16,148,10,15,230,106,183,0.255,0.649,0.095,-0.9861,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,3,1,14,0,14,3,0,2,6,27,27,11,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,4,1,1,5,1,0,2,5,6,0,1,11,3,21,5,18,11,6,30,0,1,0,1,5,13,1,3,16,96,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387171260673867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547729102855123,0.0,0.0,0.08620344862446372,0.0,0.19394728494295801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421165046473652,0.1190983728962648,0.0,0.10584213147004756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604418297195904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372602018353292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281907524242571,0.0905597874913897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622863663739377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027685178985414,0.13975707935135348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355509399196954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29253585316219993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515861991772393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899752355401147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772878858376786,0.0,0.0,0.12386037357923133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837720897187844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347294168913275,0.0,0.0,0.19553547427842294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589815026123353,0.0,0.0,0.14872951946716922,0.0,0.0,0.121009994450078,0.2636453102447597,0.0,0.13244075699517388,0.0,0.11983237226464576,0.1429066699108821,0.0,0.12896393468899478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120787032022987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258438614404472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956669965256669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009814320826206,0.0,0.0,0.16326292753206958
socialanxiety,Macashoh,2019/05/02,"Does online therapy work? I’m in a new corporate realm after years of being quietly creative and freelance. Meetings, client entertaining, presentations, social gatherings, office life, managing staff. I do the same creative work but on the company’s very social terms. I’m drowning here and need help. Hoping proper therapy might go beyond my book-based coping strategies but can only access it online. Worth it? Who should I use?",5.650171232876713,9.067274890410964,6.072859589041097,67.77586472602741,74.06849315068494,8.581506849315067,29.67294520547945,9.188382445141503,3.6856315068493153,349,15,45,9,8,112,60,73,0.0,0.77,0.23,0.9392,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,11,4,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,5,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,25,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787366584907487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850565457447574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155927994607113,0.0,0.0,0.22458197263942636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971082817556748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987095564838326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766048009934365,0.0,0.2183820681694726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719696954905383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609889846642261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171615568832736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952896804618245,0.0,0.18656752379824448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292270051223735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560984117978532
socialanxiety,lazyspice,2019/05/02,"My family have assumed I smoke weed and take drugs, although it is my social anxiety, anyone else experience this? I day dream often, I’m exhausted from my thoughts and environments/socialising. People around have assumed I’m stoned or a stoner??
I’m currently on medication due to panic attacks and high anxiety levels. Anyone else just look a stoner? Like what the hell. 
When talking to someone I don’t want to make them uncomfortable with me staring directly at them? I don’t know what to do??",4.225335775335772,6.989252901098901,5.729157509157512,71.99639804639806,74.93406593406593,8.87960927960928,29.89133089133089,9.444778638647367,3.4203030525030518,398,18,64,11,9,134,64,91,0.213,0.726,0.061,-0.9378,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,2,1,3,0,6,3,0,1,0,14,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,10,1,9,14,0,9,1,0,2,0,4,5,1,4,5,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966157561470191,0.0,0.0,0.27111290905425633,0.3972797150371014,0.0,0.1725829110610473,0.0,0.22055192863559894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502830636641132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248244043159308,0.0,0.32390233976210364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963932270869704,0.1827607432976736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048313418303712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654434356576163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471372176378053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279962207889087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294078620241947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953008090729052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22746138926931644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344031069677253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976231970757312,0.16426305022505802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457640080284388,0.1558231125484012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390890236185628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434789803443085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DrugHamster,2019/05/02,"Being sick is making me anxious I'm sick since Saturday (normal cold) and back in class (Tuesday) I got very anxious. I could not clean my nose, I tried to sniff as quietly as possible and suppress the cough. I don't wanted to disturb or disgust anyone by my horrible being and felt terrible, because I was sick, anxious and to be anxious made me feel sicker because I couldn't breathe through my nose and had to breathe through my loud mouth. 

Especially today was a desaster.
In class we watched a documentary and the sound was very shitty so we had to be very quiet to understand something. 
I sat in front of the speaker and started to cough, suppressing it because of people looking at me and that only made things worse. I blushed and got out of breath.  Then everyone really looked at me.  I cought for solid minutes until I could breathe again and it started again from the beginning.  All over the movie I had problems with the coughing and how all of the students put me under pressure even though they just sitting there and are annoyed by my coughing. 

Am I the only one beeing anxious, when having a could? 
Any advices?",4.733926193118755,6.705057259433963,5.025416204217539,81.24433407325195,70.74528301886792,7.252386237513874,33.69700332963374,7.928766900206844,2.667629522752497,897,45,155,12,17,283,123,212,0.21,0.773,0.017,-0.991,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,1,0,10,6,2,2,11,0,19,15,7,4,2,37,35,21,0,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,4,16,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,12,14,25,0,29,15,2,23,0,0,3,0,3,8,0,1,12,116,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072707629095822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705597695809556,0.0,0.0,0.6400509646636712,0.0,0.07923031442140416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712985601338577,0.0,0.20722164574233484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714109932615453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484144062682496,0.0,0.0,0.1082743753798082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057293900781605414,0.0,0.10879719272926952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125175375620764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030691367654431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443691722270306,0.07563657247118948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102160263666612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678307530488104,0.17235761045525114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855620347561837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774214070927614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842418424734572,0.0,0.11390975546261292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259050402347605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373277379479317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723303577721635,0.0,0.0,0.16040549066632473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527939074271152,0.0,0.11132836546241832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740643104988383,0.0,0.0,0.07693134144010268,0.0,0.0,0.1179616830292486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804825509985378,0.06683429384678638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547450559861415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mike-Ocksmall,2019/05/02,Why do I always have to initiate conversation with people? I’m trying to make friends at a new job and I try to be friendly and talk to people but they never make the first move. I’m the one who has to try and start a conversation because if I don’t say anything then they won’t say a word. For example one day I would be talking to someone and they would be cool and friendly but then the next day they won’t say anything and so I have to be the one who starts a conversation. Is this how people are or is it just me?,1.9080257936507927,3.1886052589285754,3.8026190476190496,89.9646031746032,76.76785714285714,6.763492063492064,24.051587301587304,7.3871296695380915,0.8305325396825403,407,13,94,5,9,138,59,112,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.8948,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,1,3,4,0,0,8,1,16,0,0,3,1,19,22,14,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,4,10,4,10,14,0,12,0,0,0,0,17,1,0,2,10,68,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246995991817289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665208074280864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135624981341524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933009202520043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747500426860545,0.0,0.0,0.3473557414698751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148717785084963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007196405438465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928266758186724,0.0,0.0,0.11558504693549825,0.1447404507528128,0.15938301743816952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046569968827213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31169234811657137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35753574211907563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698004033922952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215028996021185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409114537940305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30524528167486703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522975895370573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291944505253527,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bananacreampie123,2019/05/02,"Does anyone else ever actively avoid small talk? Sometimes I see an acquaintance and I just don't feel like making awkward small talk so I'll take another route. I know I shouldn't do this, but sometimes I just can't help myself. Does anyone else ever do this or just me? Any tips on how to make myself do some basic small talk with people I don't know that well?",1.5894594594594622,3.9637730135135136,2.6877702702702737,92.26787162162165,82.37837837837839,5.321621621621622,17.35810810810811,6.6274283507984215,-0.09948108108108088,289,6,59,3,8,92,47,74,0.147,0.8290000000000001,0.024,-0.7545,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,3,2,18,14,5,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,9,2,3,13,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748280862625285,0.18115405341503904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415957913720212,0.3540263260988115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023670977256368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886378312823691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125428460139459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735270963649364,0.1234198672193928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579746959768344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898888923421301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440187021389912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306374487630161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197701175646628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376674516272713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34172836051941546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989411310599286,0.4165741312891367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533209927715594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,syuraxx,2019/05/02,"How to open up more- social anxiety I don't know why but I'm a bit insecure and AFRAID of people though I act tough.   Any ideas why and how I can get rid of this fear? At home, I'm carefree and a wild sprit, at school however, I become the opposite- I'm quiet, had no friends since primary school- high schooler now.  Help :(",0.4024253731343279,2.6938879552238824,2.2941604477611968,93.53138992537315,87.35820895522389,6.335074626865673,21.807835820895523,7.645422480735847,0.9784343283582086,251,9,56,5,8,83,52,67,0.237,0.621,0.142,-0.7554,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,8,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,4,1,6,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,27,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510560041057887,0.0,0.1699288273157082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453251119276319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425084078732569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24995798421097945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161707214904265,0.0,0.11605374689127967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888904383137855,0.2346925204977028,0.22281448211425514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507577105693085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207682824696595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539969599139771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496147990471195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837482155458636,0.0,0.0,0.22643354193777265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824157832074592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008755151277985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,negroyverde12,2019/05/02,people who dont use their phones in the bus or aubway i see some peeps not using their phones and its annoying cause theyre looking around and it makes my anxiety shoot through the roof,3.958558558558561,5.79637602702703,3.5713513513513497,91.4247747747748,72.51351351351352,7.095495495495496,23.144144144144143,7.793537801064563,0.8955117117117113,151,4,31,2,3,45,33,37,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,1,0,0,0.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,10,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,6,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,2,0,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541996163422397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295807008695792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34135158537363475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38943937662169703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790384570980355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180499987947366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230366846793308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647907289589378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739807514211893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kastaivaegkonto,2019/05/02,"I feel like shit Class is about mental illnesses and we were gonna discuss in  small groups about social media, pros and cons about it. After we were done teacher asked the groups what they talked about. Then she came to my group and she's like  ""(my name), what did you discuss?"" I turn to my group and one of them whispered ""should I say it?"" And I'm like yes please. The classmate only said a few words before teacher interrupted and said ""(my name) anything? Anything positive?"" And I sit there all quiet before I manage to say something, then she tells me to speak louder which makes it even worse than it already is. When I think she's done asking me she asks about negative things about social media and I say something before she decides to move on. After all that I really felt like crying. 

At least my classmate is understanding and whispered to me afterwards ""why did she force you?""",3.415865384615387,5.82202985798817,3.5412093195266263,88.4868435650888,75.86390532544378,5.8818047337278125,22.396819526627226,6.9077264865688965,0.6733576923076923,702,20,132,7,16,215,96,169,0.11199999999999999,0.804,0.084,-0.7977,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,2,2,2,0,9,5,1,0,3,1,10,2,1,1,2,24,24,12,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,9,0,0,9,12,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,10,11,29,4,19,12,4,13,0,0,0,0,34,4,1,0,10,90,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309443110769046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341526218865428,0.0,0.3636727566616912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310196946834878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483083103543513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243676616256756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26539553168920105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564602851608041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556521385800361,0.09263650804010384,0.1245038496442398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534014889117018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655595066677828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067719156588142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781903708948773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786796996471948,0.09862012740788263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233908057960984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307013234273483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466923517561476,0.3093571475917189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310472800279036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26436513870385825,0.0,0.19965310681210727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422409760514847,0.11333758188760255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614720390500523,0.08308751015142367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104408079894318,0.0,0.13499138423728746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170073018476049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214514200351196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nmkd,2019/05/02,"Work is fucking horrible thanks to SA and I don't think I will ever be able to keep a job like that I'm in the 2nd year of my 3-year IT apprenticeship and I already got thrown out of the first company I work for, and after a somewhat decent start at my 2nd/current company, it's getting worse again.

The whole problem is that I quickly run out of tasks to do, and I end up just browsing reddit all day. I think once I went for a whole 2 weeks without doing any work.

I do *want* to work but I can't get myself to ask if there's something to do for me. Not only do I feel like that's annoying, I would also kinda out myself that I haven't been doing anything. What if they asked what I was working on before? The truth is that I hadn't done anything for hours or even days.

I am trying to work independently as a game developer, but even if I'd quit my job I should finish my apprenticeship at the very least, and that ends in summer 2019.

So yeah, I definitely can't get out of this for another year.  
The worst thing is that I might do stationary therapy for a few weeks but that would mean I would need to do finals one semester later due to the time I missed, so I would need to spend another 6 months at work...

Any advice? The management knows about me having SA, but apparently they don't understand how much it affects me in my job (I don't blame them) and I don't have the courage to tell them.",4.2629931972789095,4.267175435374154,5.550068027210886,84.36278911564625,70.15646258503399,8.846258503401359,27.217687074829932,8.680891452615391,1.6726340136054416,1094,32,244,17,18,368,153,294,0.08,0.8490000000000001,0.071,-0.5103,7,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,4,9,12,10,2,0,14,1,34,1,0,3,3,46,56,19,0,12,11,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,1,6,1,1,2,10,5,0,2,6,1,38,5,37,42,8,36,0,1,0,1,8,12,1,7,24,174,53,11,0.09491523018314756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275006442737896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047413167238177,0.07590367528553495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909122261293918,0.19905378931680864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621429427799086,0.0,0.17746585521397884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076587004882925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122424942654101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971312343414133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813344321878082,0.0,0.0,0.12538122873822702,0.08585625970013619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799199226416938,0.06780745940780035,0.0,0.1039749952458394,0.0,0.0807348463063175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774760086067686,0.14876787086711138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591238024875246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347238251324866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28256616088949105,0.08436501767817703,0.0,0.0,0.05216292826094527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274157422804516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339051102264817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069005989486926,0.0,0.0,0.07576043118807196,0.0,0.0697736152709701,0.14075688102857842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108162244704656,0.06431701639756515,0.07218730959836171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082105670344072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095403064639497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307038133357954,0.0,0.0,0.06718148844964056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296009473818723,0.08738519168929633,0.1085438376587625,0.0,0.06305746142066683,0.12163569398468325,0.0,0.0,0.05534583400785525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444121089501642,0.0,0.0,0.09881010198603322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831500522814254,0.055983461930837634,0.0,0.15227054490898714,0.0,0.0,0.08798736929477774,0.0,0.2119389297624032,0.0,0.09149489483866656,0.0,0.483695926057869,0.0,0.09672672839159736,0.2697002250844624,0.0,0.0,0.18336688895966136
socialanxiety,katiepearlgirl,2019/05/02,"The sad irony... I can't get my significant other's parents to like me... Because I'm too scared talk to them... Because I'm too scared they won't like me.... 
Sigh.",-1.1294117647058821,0.9464142941176484,1.2914117647058845,97.9153529411765,97.23529411764706,3.896470588235295,18.564705882352946,5.6839178017228535,-0.4321576470588235,122,4,29,1,5,41,24,34,0.308,0.5589999999999999,0.133,-0.6774,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,6,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156777059951117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781313579632566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331401288585092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785826182097073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6826972372537503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27404124147383896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thatoneguyhereis,2019/05/02,I have a presentation tomorrow and I’m feeling physically and mentally sick. My stomach has been churning in the worst kind of way and I have been feeling on edge the in the past 24 hours. I have this presentation at 8 in the morning and it’s the last day of class. I don’t want to present sick but I don’t know what to do in this situation I’m pulling my hair out.,0.3544871794871796,2.5708808589743626,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,86.56410256410255,6.5435897435897425,25.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.4153487179487176,289,13,67,6,9,99,48,78,0.09699999999999999,0.851,0.052000000000000005,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,9,4,2,0,0,10,15,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,7,1,11,13,1,17,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,8,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956350133048935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442857191975597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33527683390953494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545285716446004,0.18710362317234253,0.2775139790591857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430957380724288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32500014378146563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826825323745251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008075258465333,0.2702351062154008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,24824,2019/05/02,"Went to the movies by myself and as soon as I enter the theater, I caused a scene and was kind of embarrassing TL;DR at the end

I went to see Avengers, I had nobody to go with, so I had to go by myself, which sounded extremely scary. Just walking through the mall was giving me anxiety. I convinced myself to go and buy a ticket, I got that done and was feeling good. Then as I enter the theater, I look for my receipt in my wallet to find out where I’m supposed to sit. I take my receipt out and I hear coins hit the ground. Don’t really know how to react so I say, “Did someone drop something?” (Even though I knew I did) ... I turn around and there’s just 3 guys staring at me, not saying anything. This lasted for like 5 seconds even though it felt like longer

I picked up a dollar even though I think I dropped more, I was so nervous that I didn’t care if I lost any money. Made it to my seat and there was still around 15 minutes until the movie started. Just sat there awkwardly and pretended I was like analyzing the trailers or something lol. Felt anxious the whole movie, even had to get up and use the bathroom at one point which made me even more anxious but overall, I’m glad I went. Not just because I saw the movie, but because I doubted that I could go, especially alone

 I had an embarrassing moment but I had to tell myself that it doesn’t really matter. The whole reason I’m at the movies, is to watch the movie, so that’s what I was gonna do. There were a few times where I was thinking of getting up and just leaving but I knew that wasn’t the best option, avoidance doesn’t make these types of situations better. If anyone else is anxious about going to the movies, I hope this helps and honestly just go. Obviously easier said than done but it’s a great feeling once you do it

TL;DR: Went to the movies, dropped money all over the ground. Was anxious the whole time but ended up enjoying the movie. Felt accomplished because I never thought I would be able to go see a movie by myself",3.3607765830346463,4.727987086419756,4.2478773397052985,87.8767383512545,73.19753086419753,6.8060533651931525,25.904022301871773,7.233258080335977,1.1069673436877734,1570,52,326,16,31,506,191,405,0.081,0.767,0.152,0.9864,0,2,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,4,30,21,0,6,27,1,31,0,0,9,3,64,79,33,0,5,17,0,5,3,0,2,0,5,0,1,17,16,0,1,13,3,5,14,8,7,0,2,38,16,47,14,45,36,8,49,0,1,6,0,9,19,0,6,15,228,64,2,0.07915662146139255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198238744602074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382921698995728,0.0,0.0605545987567647,0.3576978048594325,0.0,0.05534815020892719,0.08110531298394501,0.06513915488147343,0.1409323505578873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475942521300147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306999064827651,0.07000759908798934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070545109216351,0.08131565493575144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320012120401187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200941269394284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612520007517668,0.0,0.1402185433695824,0.0,0.0,0.2614110096568642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004793240247418,0.0,0.2280083100564764,0.0,0.07234771797260342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827121352890186,0.07593424413526857,0.31490572499096764,0.06639281852134811,0.06330878127766157,0.08727045460860744,0.0,0.07837750023307657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921526531500462,0.0,0.05305701481560244,0.0,0.0,0.07862038572555355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242944030294777,0.04350240903069045,0.06452321138456556,0.0,0.08381543281374883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601578067193755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664716259230266,0.0,0.08640880297795914,0.0,0.0,0.14979981830761374,0.052837659486718584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105046632194942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429921846372883,0.0536385752917047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482859296216565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014195172586034,0.08138619037899919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529607369370656,0.12589704500049326,0.0,0.0,0.1261551577248021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897535905503437,0.0,0.0,0.06706914849129222,0.12187726888721648,0.0,0.0,0.0560274640872684,0.0,0.06321458014984445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595159281758785,0.0,0.06918637612657773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144073365634508,0.2333129360570977,0.0628415155599275,0.09231372506965103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609967375394058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836590589031685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935159245238638,0.0,0.2651266230471709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623059277175321,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Womar046,2019/05/02,"am i supposed to greet my roommates guests? So this's a mix between social anxiety and me not knowing the customs of the country i'm moving in.

i'm an international student who just moved in the the us, i live with 3 roommates, but we have our own rooms. when i went out this morning 2 of my roommates were chatting with their friend(female, which makes it  even worse for me since i'm not used to  dealing with them), anyway i left the apartment without saying anything, and when i got back i just said ""hi"" and i went into my room. 

is this considered rude?",4.199363636363636,5.459891436363634,4.683409090909091,85.97511363636362,71.0,6.590909090909091,31.022727272727273,6.6274283507984215,1.6354545454545453,438,19,86,3,8,139,77,110,0.095,0.889,0.016,-0.8485,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,2,0,8,1,1,0,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,18,14,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,6,9,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,5,2,17,0,14,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,3,63,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606543176529895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281736969327133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148195512612326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650737228699912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870724353106542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225042012727206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796129883477875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541402275918937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22817256305089076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543949461614312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018089964259736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464071264483515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976417298711427,0.16700551464575988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371946040462274,0.0,0.0,0.21407507336102066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25261183623679195,0.18137809822925105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893560649627784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024386710507141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214014458240605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lazyaadmi,2019/05/02,I ran away from a presentation that I had to give..again .. Every time i have to present something i spend days thinking about it and preparing in my head but when the day comes i end up just not going and running away from it.i really dont want to stay like this anymore,3.7711818181818164,4.9253595272727315,4.361590909090912,88.28238636363638,71.9090909090909,7.6818181818181825,26.47727272727273,8.07648339933343,1.3952727272727268,214,7,46,3,4,68,46,55,0.034,0.902,0.064,0.361,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,10,6,0,16,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,8,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514070742151969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763492368328764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183705758637512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269772080218972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971038838640429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245286076797013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135873949290167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431833864650016,0.14407172094864712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601674376647161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384886752334505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624006529692812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951591625005253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270200701040334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243462628073085,0.0,0.0,0.14781976521453302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952276620022795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NegativeCollision,2019/05/02,"How to erase my attraction to females and replace it with an attraction to Dakimuras? I never had a relationship with a girl before, I tried to talk to girls multiple times only to be called  “weird”, “creepy” “future rapist” etc.

Is there anyway I can rewire myself mentally into loving a dakimura since all girls dislike me before I get to know them?  I have been led on and been embarrassed by the nicest of girls at my school and church, I’m thinking if I try to pursue a relationship with a Dakimura instead because obviously I can’t be out “creeping” on people or “raping” women when I’m inside with my dakimura all day. 

I looked differently from everyone, causing them to treat me differently, ultimately causing me to act differently. I have been pelted with rocks by groups of people, spat on, led on by girls that “liked” me only to get humiliated, jumped on by different people almost weekly and for me to be the one that gets sent home OSS because I was the one “bullying” them.

I just wanted to show the world that I had the ability to love others and be loved but obviously it didn’t work out that way differently. I wanted friends, I wanted companionship, I wanted a romantic relationship with a girl my age but obviously since it was coming from me I was asking for too much. Everyone that had similar hobbies to me didn’t like said hobby anymore when I asked them to hangout. Every girl that I asked out replied “Im lesbian.”, “hell nawww ugly ass boy!”, “You just turned me lesbian” or “This is some sick joke right?”

I was known as the school creep and people started taking pictures of me, uploading them to Instagram when it was starting to boom at the end of middle school. They’ve then began spreading rumors about me, mistruths, partial truths, lies and other things about me that other people believed because I happened to fit the narrative.

If you want to hate me, I just want you to hate me for the right reasons, about the things that I actually did because I actually own up to them, however I didn’t do much, I stayed silent and only spoke when talked to, because in the eyes of everyone I was the bad guy no matter what I did and I deserved everything that came my way.

My most memorable experience was when I was walking down the hallway, a group of girls not paying attention to me was walking adjacent to me when one of the girls said “put me on”.
Her assumed friend pointed to me and giggled.
Her friend began bawling and said “fuck no, that’s that scary ass Atrocious looking ass Nigga!”

I’ve been going to multiple therapists for the past 3 years and they just don’t get it. They keep giving me all of this bullshit no sense like “Just be yourself” and “One day all of your bullies will be working for you!”

That’s especially funny when I asked out my crush in middle school, she told me she was lesbian and a guy that routinely bullied me showed me a video on his phone of him having sex with her and her screaming his name. He laughed and walked away

This guy doesn’t really mess with me anymore but now he’s a literal football star and he is respected and loved while no one wants to be within 3 feet of me.

Rant over

On side note: What Dakimura should I buy?",5.987563003600208,6.509925203583063,6.470536602091548,77.45102348705642,66.50814332247558,9.329607406137496,31.95594033944797,9.276330184999452,2.7591570032573287,2521,97,470,44,38,820,278,614,0.158,0.726,0.11599999999999999,-0.9901,7,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,5,8,2,21,29,6,1,27,0,42,18,6,6,9,81,88,36,0,10,13,0,0,3,3,2,1,6,1,14,28,33,0,1,7,6,2,12,12,11,0,5,31,9,84,18,84,48,10,69,2,0,3,14,69,30,5,8,27,331,112,7,0.0,0.0,0.1240547631277641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364820098657456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607292699985126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23768770654577676,0.0,0.059718628392951466,0.0,0.053071647948398776,0.1937341464207028,0.0,0.10817322800452901,0.07161265220455139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490394893537313,0.07269804000454219,0.0,0.1305914469591578,0.0,0.054753068814246623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198451417137566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33204401364764685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562971007354218,0.0,0.07088847584747783,0.0,0.0,0.05355375964067961,0.1822087577431185,0.057125462549186885,0.062175871176313326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732362200821128,0.05876208124182768,0.13283416873428572,0.06097450007141745,0.03612377180435717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888092367804148,0.05620770156433882,0.0,0.0,0.12550870932449654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637579080952349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865790990131165,0.0,0.0,0.05649686115800005,0.0,0.0,0.034932034588024075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315960549057474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675220925016944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294688889072108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405558580931503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934508250681111,0.0,0.049022963295407375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153564146321512,0.1450253856393075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606771588449129,0.22032957472006168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008667234229392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389740559530308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0407194700674949,0.06535236279216212,0.0,0.20472552880408815,0.0,0.1085632687778632,0.1813861652182544,0.0,0.0,0.2573127093346124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515835172176237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997907734235992,0.06774867684989652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779074326921585,0.10217751923722987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380042683938648,0.08445558931663437,0.040727988353680175,0.0,0.0,0.03706353635275006,0.0,0.0,0.0607362525810395,0.0,0.08630890492258861,0.06913724661704107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624337639021451,0.10090517668404113,0.05098563403964874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254784347236626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04093186943924574
socialanxiety,skusey66,2019/05/02,"Surrounded by extremely outgoing coworkers and student peers Social anxiety is something I've dealt with for quite a while now. Somedays I find I can push myself out of my shell, and somedays I even feel somewhat confident and outgoing myself. But my coworkers and other students I take classes with are all extremely outgoing extroverts and I always feel like the odd one out. For whatever reason, I always become incredibly quite and never say a word. Everyone seems to have friends and they joke but I'm always awkward. I find that I'm far more comfortable in one-on-one conversations or at least with few people. I just feel pathetic really and these social situations just seem to highlight my anxiety and how awkward I am.",6.4048854961832085,8.512165404580157,7.173961832061071,66.96140076335878,66.70992366412213,11.346870229007635,36.000763358778634,11.20814326018867,5.018144427480916,592,30,89,20,10,196,84,131,0.10300000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.153,0.6891,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,6,6,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,2,2,32,13,14,0,0,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,14,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,4,15,4,13,13,5,10,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,4,64,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073097218076665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496480961451224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802076436846595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777176665697898,0.0,0.0,0.15591523386817888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24750986301926434,0.11656816201980648,0.0,0.0,0.2982675209335279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606417641077935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971626532687236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258462032525974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113544596833726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312102973333253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471012158166104,0.0,0.0,0.1045304151765156,0.16776518957903144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297587558994387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29708635786258264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834091006129951,0.0,0.3326610531074744,0.0,0.12561567893165893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268298745649013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bluemoon71,2019/05/02,"Panicked last time I met my SO’s friends and want to try again...how do I not act like an alien that’s never interacted with humans before? I’ve been dating him for over a year and a half and he’s got a huge social group of cool, artsy, interesting people that I would definitely not vibe with on my own. Not because I don’t like cool people, but I feel inferior and like a huge dork. 

Last time I tried to meet them I had a panic attack and had to leave an event which caused a lot of weirdness between us. Nobody noticed so I don’t think they already have a weird impression of me, but who knows. 

I was invited to a different event that will literally entail all the things I try to actively avoid in my life (dancing, socializing, cool people) and I feel like I have to try again even though he said no pressure. 

I know all I have to do is show up and be polite, smile but I get so fucking weird around other people and constantly freak out that I’m not responding normally or making the right facial expressions and that I’m being a total weirdo.

Any advice?? His friends are a huge part of his life (duh) and I don’t really have many friends so I’m not used to things like this!!",5.939179910998093,5.1573244628099175,6.688181818181821,80.26765734265736,66.76859504132231,9.925492689129054,29.359186268277178,9.265573868473778,2.1684013986014,928,26,197,15,13,308,137,242,0.203,0.653,0.14300000000000002,-0.9488,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,0,8,24,2,3,14,4,19,4,1,3,4,40,35,19,0,3,9,0,2,5,3,2,2,1,0,1,11,14,0,1,5,2,0,2,10,11,0,1,7,6,26,13,22,24,6,23,0,1,0,1,22,10,1,2,16,127,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848851164343535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380737579860175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824572302352135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079422284714786,0.0,0.13794451909660932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739156287296084,0.0,0.10317866400153104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245617910811404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103305750228705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668516360235066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008746556100622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226198551837575,0.08662425188764869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810428194679995,0.11209784802256917,0.06335048105980398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096978314856351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327662402740514,0.19767723159135234,0.0,0.1283910267926942,0.0,0.0,0.17129130397232106,0.2961941634648195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308625510177674,0.0,0.0,0.08093833232237076,0.12293304960377445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351895938622544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880368286904425,0.0,0.13804907241357062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226605112868634,0.0,0.13130682682846614,0.0,0.3362504616567741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767874913076557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355069584934704,0.11534081362409375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472074223208223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611122277461753,0.07769499909213573,0.11913194829308014,0.0,0.141408969098669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292954334680671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585425548007228,0.10472497200337356,0.0,0.0,0.07151905631317014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613573062576824,0.0,0.0,0.07808393410705378
socialanxiety,T-Span,2019/05/02,"Quick lies to fit in and avoid avoiding awkward moment... RUINED I dont watch alot of sports nor care about them at all, unfortunately its a go-to MAN thing to talk about. Most of the time in an elevator, a stranger says “How bout them Yankees?” 
I think to myself*** okay clearly there was a baseball game on yesterday.
“Yup! How bout em right?”

This usually works until the guy continues the conversation and talks about the different players stats then i leave the elevator. But we stopped at multiple floors and I just kept on giving him one words answers until he said “sooo... not a big baseball fan huh”

So i just said “nah” and got out on the next floor (not my floor) to go down the stairs. I’ll get it next time...

I’ll start keeping up on sports news just to get by in small talk though.",1.1026774193548403,3.6732793161290367,2.1254032258064512,93.62810483870967,88.09677419354837,5.422580645161292,20.65322580645161,6.961326702584282,0.4542193548387092,614,20,131,9,20,193,105,155,0.156,0.785,0.059000000000000004,-0.9142,1,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,1,13,6,0,3,13,3,2,0,0,2,2,27,14,13,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,6,0,5,2,3,0,1,4,4,0,1,5,4,11,2,25,9,3,35,0,1,1,0,16,20,0,2,14,77,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956621260082986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400805292188416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641148330022024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840310000004284,0.16895047907613925,0.2001862596736301,0.0,0.14085935862525473,0.0,0.0,0.17438662047625672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654366575801826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864857902928639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746115173336293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934355962445142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040563062106688,0.3350611537119508,0.1400577980944458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465873607832027,0.0,0.0,0.14724431668245105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424676072925286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170063900400204,0.11285066931425725,0.1730371357060276,0.0,0.2053941308487536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397144358738488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821755384468822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sfdsfdsdf,2019/05/02,"Anyone else seeing a therapist or taking medication for their social anxiety? I’ve gone to therapy a couple of times, most of the time I look away from my therapist and stare at anything besides her and fiddle with whatever I’m holding. Nothing she says has ever stuck with me, and I’ve started to question if it’s helping or not. They’re just a paid listener so I can vent, but it’s not helping. Yes, I’ve tried those super amazing breathing techniques that absolutely work every time! She brought up seeing a psychiatrist, but I felt like taking something would be too much for panicking when I’m asked what I’d like to order.",6.909220779220778,7.076002991735541,7.5348996458087365,71.82884297520664,64.53719008264463,10.220070838252656,36.29397874852421,9.957137785484203,3.728559858323496,506,23,87,10,7,168,88,121,0.076,0.752,0.172,0.9344,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,0,5,1,4,2,1,0,1,19,19,10,0,2,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,5,7,9,4,13,12,2,12,0,0,4,0,11,3,0,5,8,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294187125592091,0.0,0.0,0.11829136827981825,0.1733401823081401,0.13921693372649835,0.0,0.1581561554160651,0.0,0.1589458505971299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718935454026814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413243327038554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302882840425072,0.14253756504171064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243490748373962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267893996705929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653011032398968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206472217297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042641025083854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436337939408924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232835222846986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951515772012384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345350626830177,0.0,0.0,0.26962176995060905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245300836074964,0.0,0.13023948266071242,0.0,0.0,0.11974321387641218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543976827334882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346680562879526,0.3928513408322705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29594259631827835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485898685381422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316170094239395,0.0,0.0,0.1201773452779836,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Unoriginalperson678,2019/05/02,I’m have social anxiety just to post on reddit Lol not kidding even though it’s anonymous,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.22222222222223,5.822222222222222,25.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.5048,74,3,13,1,2,24,18,18,0.159,0.6920000000000001,0.149,0.2033,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385247411611775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326185521983244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823030695752911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513349837762044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947777518521354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KonaRogue74,2019/05/02,"Small talk hard... I feel like most of the time I can't bring anything of value to a conversation unless we are talking about something that I'm passionate about. Which I think causes me to over talk about these topics to what i believe is the annoyance of those around me. One day I'll find the middle ground of just having a normal conversation. Not to much, not to little.",5.097123287671233,6.175349397260272,5.460164383561644,81.92010958904113,68.72602739726028,8.031780821917808,25.558904109589037,8.238735603445708,1.4944761643835616,298,8,57,4,5,95,52,73,0.033,0.85,0.11800000000000001,0.7184,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,12,8,1,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,7,2,15,8,2,9,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973650635426088,0.21607077482004974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734604435323364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24933858688109864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653324460075374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272568156621573,0.17339802493068748,0.0,0.0,0.22184015830179452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174279507987827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857991687457214,0.24326753313134064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842590160321045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378124314505199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447222341277545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685643017495684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5852634039408795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552410665596547,0.0,0.0,0.14153101132114948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,turkishbutter,2019/05/02,"Extrovert with Social Anxiety I've been an extrovert with social anxiety since i was little. I was a bubbly, extroverted child before the age of 6. Then I started to get bullied at school. I learned not to say anything because that way no one could make fun of me. To this day, I'm the same way: an extrovert trapped in her own body because of social anxiety. I'm enslaved everyday. Growing up I just wanted to be normal, like the other kids. Now, when I try to be my extrovert self, I instantly regret it. ""What if I'm being obnoxious or too egotistic? What if I said something wrong? What I have to say is it worthy enough""... Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts...

 What's your story?",2.0331794871794884,4.6665200615384625,3.7653846153846153,83.50294871794875,83.0,7.1589743589743575,27.89743589743589,8.238735603445708,2.4145282051282044,528,25,97,12,15,176,86,130,0.21,0.716,0.07400000000000001,-0.9512,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,9,1,1,1,0,17,20,5,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,9,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,7,3,13,2,14,9,3,14,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,3,8,65,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35512310405830283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273364277977826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886540502428956,0.0,0.13167088745023792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187935651378033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354593308969455,0.0,0.0,0.09979339562345016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988601732615146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084436973733353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559731217379384,0.15508841740318555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328900988164272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161066977463056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485466970267183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719154813723467,0.24610819728671424,0.0,0.1566034101750898,0.0,0.0,0.16142578323719609,0.0,0.0,0.1280011121922791,0.0,0.0,0.47320859883568706,0.0,0.11912509517575838,0.0,0.0,0.10952455782428988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685347525628937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505714136162828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126865234675764,0.2456481036463936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918202847217953,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nightesky,2019/05/02,"How can I appear confident in high school interviews? I had an interview today because I applied for a sort-of subdivision of ASB for my school.

​

It didn't go well. My voice started to get shaky because they weren't asking questions that I prepared for. From the start they asked me if I went to any of their events. I didn't. I started to get nervous and more anxious. That's where I just crashed and burned.

I sounded like I was on the verge of crying every time I spoke, because I *was.* I started to raise my voice at the end of every sentence, spoke quieter, and laughed awkwardly at parts that didn't need laughter because those are my coping mechanisms to not cry. 

​

This happens in every *damn* interview I go to.

​

Are interviews a trigger? Maybe. But this almost-crying issue happened previously when I was at a summer camp giving a presentation. I don't know what these events have in common. Maybe when I'm surrounded by unfamiliar people? I'm totally relaxed and confident in class presentations; my voice is loud and clear and not shaky at all. 

​

I could've prepared more. They were obviously looking for people who were super committed to school spirit, and that's just not me. I don't think ASB type positions are my thing. But I also don't think that's why I failed the interview.

​

I need help. How can I  stop this on-the-verge-of-crying at interviews? And how do I stay relaxed and think quickly when they ask me a question I'm not prepared for? The moment I'm unprepared, I get anxious, nervous, and I think that may be what leads to the almost-crying.",3.4149891774891765,5.9248763214285765,4.198415584415585,83.24809956709956,76.37012987012987,6.833939393939395,28.44848484848485,7.908726449838941,2.0665866666666663,1289,56,231,21,30,412,143,308,0.09300000000000001,0.757,0.149,0.9507,0,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,5,3,12,13,1,5,12,0,23,0,0,5,5,43,54,20,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,16,10,0,1,7,2,0,5,11,7,1,0,13,8,39,6,29,39,5,39,1,1,1,0,21,14,1,7,20,153,55,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470842514441564,0.0,0.0,0.05379022410520375,0.0,0.36439734697572257,0.40865974396764826,0.045741169767098494,0.0,0.0,0.15197616584731558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864557125340034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401168521030354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537040595227912,0.0,0.3694264229038827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957508352722207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001602189699466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542647748601093,0.06452483142705992,0.07645426476496378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896095791170112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508499394424978,0.07106708857223293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020513216366965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036966004486407626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032861320896714334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056484008054723873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351495171321344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997493750651046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283931124544306,0.0,0.09326343734220824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069998422440795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042213446737075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904364870783005,0.07169344476831735,0.0,0.05623490838546895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468657108583123,0.1723977452742652,0.0,0.0,0.03922161612560656,0.0,0.06375749151039402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047754566303822,0.06235350653297503,0.06069442622119184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40865974396764826,0.0
socialanxiety,TheMountainIII,2019/05/02,"I took my lunch in my car during one year to avoid people When I was in high school I didnt have much friends, 2 or 3, but they were one grade older than me cuz I had to re-do one of my grade... well, during the last year of high school, i was VERY alone, and lunch time was the worst part of the day, each day I was going out with my lunch in my car and drove away from the school to make sure no one sees me. I did this the whole year. Sometimes I just walked around the town eating my lunch at the same time and made sure I walked during the whole hour of the lunch time. I also spend lots of time at the Library without even eating anything.

​

That year also, between two classes during the break (another tough moment) I remember having a panic attack when a girl came to me and asked ""Hey, do you know if Eric is at school today?"" ... I frozed in place and my eyesight became all black, i was literally blind for a few seconds and I think I didn't manage to say one word.

​

That was the most painful year of my entire life.  I was probably at my peak with Social Anxiety.

​

Today, many years later. I'm doing way better. But my life is still affected by S.A., but I suffer way way less than that time. So, there's hope. I should have had some profesional help way sooner. The group therapy i did 5 years ago helped me a lot, and like i've said in another post, getting older help too, the S.A. diminish when you get older.",3.1825429975429955,4.3276837162162165,3.968759213759213,90.5725552825553,73.32432432432431,6.733169533169535,21.562653562653566,6.980632752743323,0.3733500000000003,1124,24,245,10,22,359,160,296,0.134,0.78,0.086,-0.9342,0,2,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,2,1,1,13,14,1,2,18,0,22,11,0,4,3,39,37,19,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,1,4,2,0,1,4,13,7,1,3,0,1,8,4,7,1,7,19,6,36,7,32,17,14,58,0,1,3,0,14,16,0,7,29,159,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614663572311492,0.0,0.0,0.07728440936491889,0.0,0.11934809072875233,0.0,0.24255407939805115,0.27201649190854305,0.0,0.15649235440784887,0.057084534191293126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140637359285635,0.06642813055699005,0.06976016283025069,0.08489167449967923,0.0701084848052786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599583294806699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534605650175225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624819291279046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527109506964794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049286184782359535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765166968816032,0.0,0.0779723392092229,0.0,0.04240859133586606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004979168444355,0.15768146491002624,0.0,0.07411506622495205,0.07348623335337892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04100951549016168,0.060825726568005674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054134351743252,0.03645584279568277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687948561931714,0.0,0.07060779053610024,0.04980981199583198,0.07565354898158515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054854707196370464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528241577085433,0.0,0.07940155094124575,0.08755116465564614,0.0,0.0808068089671704,0.0,0.05173250979501108,0.0,0.07796261673098769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146588201734934,0.0,0.08045359872743384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453056293356097,0.0,0.0709812529764034,0.0593412747955049,0.0,0.3020800151987409,0.059462935618452464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760662771054592,0.0,0.0,0.07380165485877266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959208608493855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065801413474174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533512861012743,0.0,0.0,0.047813850208598685,0.0,0.0,0.2175592813450621,0.0,0.14146315632628162,0.0,0.08290620238325494,0.0,0.0,0.07289345714486943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156978772259985,0.0,0.23692135056343736,0.0,0.0,0.0670928568054272,0.0,0.0,0.1666224100683196,0.0,0.07193156964629759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27201649190854305,0.3363724179037237
socialanxiety,meowreesa,2019/05/02,"School is hard School is hard for me right now. I’m going to school to become an esthetician and all the classes are just filled with girls and it gets catty and drama. I already have a hard time because I’m shy and can’t work up the nerve to talk to people, but I had one friend. Now my one friend has decided to shun me and become friends with another girl in class. I just feel like tired and sad and I just don’t know what to do. Sorry this is gibberish and I’ll probably delete it. I’m just feeling overwhelmed because it’s hard to get through eleven more weeks of school every single day without a friend.",4.574761904761903,4.953398341269846,4.787420634920637,88.79160714285715,69.55555555555556,7.887301587301588,26.86111111111111,7.645422480735847,1.2423682539682543,485,14,105,5,8,152,79,126,0.11699999999999999,0.713,0.17,0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,5,0,10,1,0,0,1,21,19,9,0,0,6,0,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,5,10,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,2,0,3,1,6,7,5,15,18,3,10,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,63,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402078128793278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322773342177147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490250189761354,0.2806434516285533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193964897667454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704890577666168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848515717677048,0.09076776842074592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926480017300585,0.0,0.1327614765813412,0.0,0.07220800687249722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552635451110844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698258367720646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207241656025124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219085041301332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808360063708312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698625271041528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850385862900354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5143437951231185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222712354710085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212160362510496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408650741602844,0.14603047052525375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101915465336029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247601516008473,0.0,0.09249719760273438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JSNkral,2019/05/02,"Do you ever feel stupid sometimes because you misunderstand someone? For example, someone will say something and you might take it literally because you didn't immediately pick up on the sarcasm, nuances, or social queue that should of told you that they meant what the said in a different way then you interpreted it. 

This happens all the time to me. I find people saying ""I missed the pointed"" a lot and honestly it's less of a blow to my ego at this point and more of a question of how did I not see what they were saying like that.",8.350194174757284,7.081527320388348,8.253708737864077,72.57842718446605,62.20388349514563,10.958446601941748,38.075728155339796,9.888512548439397,3.611164660194176,426,18,80,7,5,138,73,103,0.096,0.852,0.053,-0.5423,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,2,0,2,4,1,0,8,0,7,0,0,2,2,17,15,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,10,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,6,13,2,11,6,4,10,0,1,1,0,15,6,0,4,4,61,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311158547249253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980565569835706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147367565068805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585047548167833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732602694301212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763295512392826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926125752161598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116258745084105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011000098532568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142148383080487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584030717488892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123577696088983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032107135904468,0.452252466598221,0.0,0.0,0.15105988986187302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932390878829676,0.3212380172779053,0.1459374879854734,0.18748603207424874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253035258197494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053770129779758,0.0,0.0,0.18113883364646585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046899698865931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwavvay77,2019/03/28,"Fear of ""Add"" button on social media Just got to the point where I'm not able to add people on social media. 
Especially those who I love the most. 

I overthink this a lot. And  a couple of times when I decide to add someone I always end up changing my mind because I am SCARED of what they will think of me. Or how they'll react when they see my name on their screen.. I keep making execuses and overthink things.


I've been trying to push myself into clicking that button for months ... but it's not working with certain people. Eventhough we have a good relationship irl. 
I'm just scared !.
",2.5609169278996866,4.760844543103449,3.781347962382444,86.73481191222571,77.70689655172414,5.252664576802507,20.890282131661447,6.1124844417494595,0.2496655172413793,461,12,88,3,11,150,81,116,0.09300000000000001,0.85,0.057,-0.4935,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,4,1,7,6,0,3,5,0,5,1,0,3,1,25,13,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,3,15,3,15,9,2,13,0,0,3,1,11,7,0,3,5,60,22,1,0.18931593101354752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752602038630345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154052343789158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027115261570186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947447681993345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676777229326494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303305535204395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878922090065412,0.1514132443709618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827269802643627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609496345459589,0.17086501912716093,0.0,0.1263698540138395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115512241824187,0.0,0.15111016995567714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624956589321042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789647471244784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325446039919612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790765467515059,0.0,0.15086028620158135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859675011018914,0.1604067739943619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577309240223472,0.12130600435122725,0.0,0.0,0.11039164181238792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128533090134111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782425251971875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,okayamoeba,2019/03/28,"on why i like bball I thought back to how basketball was, among many things, a way for me to interact with people and have fun. Sure I had terrible performance anxiety the more people I was playing with and the more people watching, and my shots would be just ugly, but I still had fun. Been like that since grade school. Fast forward to now, I tend to mostly just shoot around by myself. Stopped playing pick up. Stopped playing with friends. Never really thought about it til now how I still love bball but how I interact with it has changed.",5.590249653259363,6.735360757281555,4.9272122052704574,85.94466019417477,67.64077669902913,8.604160887656034,31.21914008321775,8.841846274778883,2.3741606102635218,430,17,84,7,7,129,67,103,0.11,0.643,0.247,0.9557,0,0,0,1,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,12,11,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,4,2,24,13,9,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,1,11,10,16,4,3,16,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,1,13,62,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402531761350202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923618108584233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481880468892326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129920862637599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555555608969479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673008968265845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817181177522116,0.0,0.0,0.20412817719470164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528659521734842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187535046928104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898420333616167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376784598854766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655135981009414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215823731074188,0.3366601910112365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976151429551752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376201712885288,0.0,0.0,0.3196845356803021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981511799530138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816789402845708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302687308777265,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,adroaweigh,2019/03/28,"Work Presentation an Embarrassing Mess, I Feel Like I'm in a Dark Hole I did a terrible job at my work presentation.





I was prepared, but I've been having high anxiety lately due to stressors at home and a new baby coming, so my breathing was hard to control. I used to have panic attacks and I have PTSD. I've been working on my public speaking skills and social anxiety for about two years. In general, they've improved, but they haven't improved enough to keep pace with the amount of work responsibility and leadership roles I'm getting.





I don't usually have to speak, but they've been trying to ease me into a management position because of my performance. I feel like I blew it all--all the confidence they had in me--in just a matter of 10 minutes. I was required to speak twice because I've participated on two projects that we had to cover during the meeting. No one else--even the highest higher up--had to speak twice.





When I got up there the first time, I couldn't stop my voice from shaking, I couldn't control my breathing, and I forgot everything. The room setup wasn't like I planned (way more formal than our usual meetings), and nothing was right. I know exactly what I did wrong... I just couldn't calm down. At some point during the middle I lost my place and so I said ""sorry... I lost my place,"" but it was really all I could think of to say to give me time to catch my breath. It was genuinely so embarrassing. I can hardly remember what I said. I thought I might pass out while I was speaking.





To be fair, I did a lot better the second time I had to come up to speak. I had collected my nerves a bit, made a couple jokes, and came off a little more confident. But the first time was so bad that I'm not sure the second time compensated for it at all. And I'm going on leave for three months in a couple of weeks for a new baby, so it's not like I have much chance to bounce back. It's likely the last time they'll see me in any capacity for the next three months. Will they have my poor performance in mind when I return to work?




I almost feel like I should quit my job.  I'd been doing so well, people were taking me seriously, and now this? As my last hoorah before I go on leave? How do I get over it?




Of course, my boss complimented me on my presentation (naturally), but I'm not an idiot. I know it went poorly. It was my first chance to prove myself to coworkers who might've wondered why I've been getting so many opportunities despite my relative inexperience, and now I feel completely defeated. I could just die.",3.3324705882352967,4.833102158823528,4.768774509803921,83.58198529411767,73.49019607843138,7.923529411764706,25.10294117647059,8.548686976883017,1.5960352941176463,1991,63,410,36,40,665,238,510,0.135,0.735,0.13,0.3474,2,0,0,0,0,0,70.0,2,0,4,21,19,27,2,4,25,0,44,3,3,6,5,68,79,29,1,6,12,0,6,6,0,4,0,10,2,0,15,18,0,6,11,1,2,9,10,14,1,12,33,17,67,13,57,36,10,73,0,3,1,0,22,30,0,5,39,267,82,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721380375339756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243695339858999,0.0,0.11797677360498073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772293586415879,0.0,0.05929227530116678,0.06438302648053539,0.0940102006353044,0.0,0.06561431642250999,0.0,0.0,0.0681968903914941,0.0841833607190521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819247216981654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328456309774181,0.08084761117781701,0.0,0.17296922458071995,0.12313096848420793,0.1706398994794223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002725683661202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967449703973314,0.0,0.05092995104800697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930084725451036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559550718274474,0.16526065136301002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967673380598548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208592459497593,0.07397024596923073,0.08764595962492308,0.0,0.06167133388170248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814953500919655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147018606236295,0.07734689318918916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303812100901726,0.06853826946431561,0.0,0.0,0.08475448548673105,0.12570870682109547,0.08698262450771142,0.16329518392798326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22603019047185496,0.07728375413893011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834777202233955,0.06555555091272744,0.0,0.07296266350278771,0.0,0.07817670536387719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636015174862641,0.07785838964635496,0.0,0.12309578046456038,0.0,0.056684191819688964,0.0,0.0,0.14894524286085778,0.08200659220264019,0.0,0.0,0.07398843212787402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225124254478055,0.0,0.0,0.09047112390212862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053457864573714715,0.0,0.1611255677921695,0.0,0.07289319186588178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901366198799474,0.0,0.0,0.08201520898562215,0.0,0.0,0.04939817814170569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873497806997555,0.06585090230601677,0.14669716292214718,0.061320393002769286,0.0,0.0,0.06144611139189885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860319857364508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631752396925728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446680934040885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267458219809597,0.0,0.05797658087455763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049408511965248696,0.0,0.06121615373910162,0.2697782414574585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235213834456301,0.0,0.15064912086426918,0.0,0.0,0.06659765870069698,0.16984995214721466,0.0,0.0,0.06120575593194605,0.06185241185073528,0.0,0.06933050159716098,0.07148107346087425,0.06957913003799157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836217229985734,0.2806823646587733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430689094710453,0.0,0.04965584706484106
socialanxiety,inadequate_thought,2019/03/28,Anybody else work in a office setting surrounded by social people? It's super awkward. I'm basically surrounded by people conversing over me or around me while I'm right in the middle of it not doing anything. This just isn't my dynamic: the constant audience or having people around me at all times. Not shit I can do about it really.,3.773645833333333,6.2310099062500015,5.716875000000003,73.07395833333338,74.9375,8.641666666666666,27.854166666666664,9.2995712137729,3.057060416666668,270,11,43,7,6,93,48,64,0.059000000000000004,0.836,0.106,0.6174,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,1,3,0,5,1,1,0,1,8,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,10,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,10,1,2,3,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188346363429588,0.4734614647581998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873717923711884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214724980523667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5530793127352241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035915815724875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270995551408181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27296946290814605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710783118166806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550637285043021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359746918473475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PowerfulEmu4,2019/03/28,"Hate when we have to work in groups at college It's worse when you have to find your own group. I have no one :/  

Today we were told to have a partner ready for tomorrow to do an experiment. Literally everyone has someone and I don't even know what to do. The very few people I do speak to sometimes are already working together or with someone else. Looks like I'm missing tomorrow. I'm such a loser :/",1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,3.3619753086419775,86.98888888888894,83.44444444444446,6.562962962962962,26.28395061728395,7.793537801064563,1.7211580246913578,315,14,64,6,9,106,60,81,0.217,0.727,0.055999999999999994,-0.9246,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,2,0,3,4,4,1,0,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,18,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,7,1,10,16,2,7,0,2,1,0,9,2,0,1,6,44,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262162901770784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984581145872648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691184616416728,0.0,0.0,0.22700701631107176,0.0,0.2323877157788732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171334330514036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345498480235668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056151159345672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116064037453933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949782441847025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098265879629275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470018230233238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025822754841648,0.0,0.2349614595854361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251872925586225,0.22700701631107176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960190082099211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459055987139468,0.0,0.2421027402281005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,queerasf0lk,2019/03/28,"Literally sitting in my car outside of work on the verge of having a panic attack bc I'm scared to go inside. I havent been in a couple months because of health issues and I'm so scared theyre gunna judge me, or tell me to leave, or that it's gunna be all new staff and I wont know anyone. Fuck meee",-1.1876285240464348,0.8481432388059709,1.7551243781094534,95.73859038142622,94.22388059701493,3.574792703150912,13.414593698175787,5.033348758259628,-1.2026769485903812,235,4,54,1,9,82,52,67,0.19899999999999998,0.758,0.042,-0.8608,0,0,0,2,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,3,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,6,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,8,7,1,9,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,2,29,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724033977208403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805023339043736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030322702523352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27281855987643683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279445983204803,0.0,0.0,0.1401280975715961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26208617852366084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573489298497778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550521738526175,0.0,0.0,0.26107585066505856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968051648861712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381332078940048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28928992350183463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937074871254069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155079487785691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795016493622671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anonimous101,2019/03/28,Imagine having an anxiety disorder... But you want to go into counselling as a profession!,4.928000000000001,8.477510133333336,7.001666666666669,58.2225,81.0,11.0,40.833333333333336,10.125756701596842,6.828333333333335,72,5,8,3,2,25,15,15,0.13,0.785,0.085,-0.1759,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772273645295908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7149619107550587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35453631291458804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679504199461471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lllcarus,2019/03/28,"If your introversion was result of abuse, does removing the abuser makes it easier to become more extroverted? I’m thinking of the case where the presence of abuse in your development contributed to an introverted personality, creating a tendency in you to avoid people, with an unconscious expectation that they’ll hurt you.

If you are willing to become more extroverted, I’m wondering if removing the abuser from your life increases the likelihood of succeeding, or if the damage is done in forming your personality.",16.18689655172414,12.037524011494256,15.522298850574716,35.427586206896564,50.264367816091955,20.335632183908046,54.28735632183909,17.505862848430098,9.337018390804596,427,22,57,19,3,146,56,87,0.231,0.691,0.078,-0.9531,0,1,0,0,4,0,8.0,0,7,1,1,1,4,0,1,9,0,6,1,0,2,0,12,11,5,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,13,7,4,7,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,6,0,46,10,1,0.0,0.7859621146601509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36630936896095373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451256682582035,0.16970952066240405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775326626206944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713605530879045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069793680882342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149709639684883,0.2896061249102271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062620868639478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984388599351456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PortlyChief,2019/03/28,"Help. So I got into university, I'm doing Industrial Electronics and I've been here for almost 2 months and nobody said a word to me besides the teachers... wtf am I doing wrong?",0.326666666666668,2.6464948571428586,3.5421428571428564,80.05702380952383,100.42857142857143,5.761904761904763,20.11904761904762,7.1686216300943375,1.276047619047619,140,5,25,3,6,50,30,35,0.19399999999999998,0.73,0.076,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556798891825852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639554745769124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050191555916194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363226967681064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43286914835368573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975399845188233,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Siemathebull,2019/03/28,"Spikey Spikey that's what i call my [anxiety](https://anxiety.So).So spikey and i have been together for let me count here let's say fifteen odd years, Spikey really likes attention and i give it all to him, i try to struggle my attention to somewhere else for example pizza recipies, i'm learning how to cook them in a pizzeria and i could really use that attention spikey... but it doesn't go the way i would like it to go, see spikey is a hog it really likes to take everything away from me, whell i give it really cause hes spikey i just want it to go away and fast so yeah... it really feels like im going no where with spikey.I tried to get into boxing to get rid of it, only thing i got rid of is my teeth well wisdom tooth anyway who needs that it's painfull to live with spikey, agonizing, i don't get into depression anymore, i try to face whatever spikey leaves me with after i give everything away, which is really not much barelly enough to live, i wish spiket would round up and become a wobly circle instead that would mean sooooooooo much to me i'd groove and dance and talk and do whatever's fun i'd enjoy again. How do i round spikey up ?",1.900304005722461,4.2167457596566535,3.186807939914164,89.50636355507868,80.67381974248926,7.14513590844063,19.579577968526465,8.212053250817874,0.8978041487839771,914,23,193,19,24,296,125,233,0.047,0.794,0.159,0.9809,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,1,4,1,16,5,3,4,1,34,36,12,0,7,3,0,3,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,17,13,2,0,6,2,0,5,4,2,1,0,2,5,24,8,30,28,4,19,0,1,3,0,10,9,0,0,8,115,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072122888003166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30470796481300644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939479039862005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038850422737363,0.0,0.0,0.11105483357464188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631399387675455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311170071002864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030884760432488,0.0,0.0,0.11170259008403777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431774083209225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466173652524123,0.0772310818061706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944306283426375,0.31111591679565503,0.2457569501975659,0.0,0.08646239367018806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677323339648055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144688430471588,0.0,0.2210918018605157,0.0,0.21126088983700356,0.0,0.19091948796220806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177593303820694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589409730424045,0.0801593680727774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221962689133129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155335508005389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597037920383183,0.0,0.0,0.08614663472107671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301605933338307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128239886691932,0.08689165836036092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182094719373512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019101469605498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336903584958632,0.0,0.0,0.0637638302029611,0.08580965954815307,0.0,0.0,0.0972004454118652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431678018941572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038660121490195,0.0,0.0,0.06961684021919227
socialanxiety,monsieurninja,2019/03/28,"Started a new job a few days ago. Today arrived home exhausted from social anxiety... Help I haven't worked in an office for years. I was a remote worker for 2 years then a co-founder for another 2 years. When I realised I was feeling less and less comfortable around people, one possible solution I thought of was getting back to a normal job, with colleagues.

I just did that, and I'm proud of myself for this. But today was the second day of work and to be honest I feel completely exhausted. My job doesn't even involve talking that much. I'm a developer. But the office is pretty small and whenever i open my mouth to ask a question, i feel like the whole office is listening to me.
So i try to control the pitch of my voice, the speed of my speech, the volume, i try to control everything which makes me sound weird, non confident, quiet, mumbly, etc...

Even when i don't have to talk, I'm sitting here trying to look like I'm relaxed and focused, while all I'm doing is thinking of who's seeing me right now and how i must make them uncomfortable just by being here. So I can't even get shit done. I'm inefficient af.

I'm so jealous of those colleagues who can just speak loud, and laugh, and the whole office can hear but they don't give no shits. ""They're confident because they have been there for a long time"" you'll say, but no, i know that even after months, I'll still feel like that. In fact the more they see me like that, the more it feels weird to be loud and shit. It's almost like i have to stick to my reputation of shy and quiet guy....

The only times when I manage to relax, speak in my real voice, not to mumble, is when the office is almost empty, like 2 people max. When people start arriving, I hide in my shell and get tense. I can even feel it on my face, and my whole body is almost afraid to make a move. Sometimes I just want to get up and scream and dance and let it go!

Yeah.. it sucks and it is exhausting... Please help... I'm willing to change... I'm tired of living like that... For real....
",2.3239909847434106,3.9920414199029146,3.6362940360610274,89.95835922330097,76.54854368932037,6.553231622746186,21.722884882108183,7.33818517376401,0.6094449930651873,1563,41,336,19,35,511,202,412,0.075,0.7659999999999999,0.159,0.9837,3,0,0,0,0,0,75.0,0,1,4,6,25,25,5,1,21,1,33,10,6,6,3,54,70,31,0,3,9,0,6,7,0,3,4,14,1,1,17,19,0,2,10,3,0,3,8,12,0,2,8,23,39,13,42,55,11,41,0,0,3,0,22,10,4,4,34,213,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038893723586842,0.0,0.23854196473882885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326448043719663,0.0607456395991064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068848568572153,0.0742342171955173,0.0,0.0,0.06105858087822155,0.0,0.04840537329451761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820255279925353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400138827894843,0.0,0.083256046101078,0.0,0.1781219448041207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242105189390166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126026426745782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855906919540013,0.2622357228992529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071365306281905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409014155261553,0.11345582310660465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870649630375195,0.0,0.0,0.1659461597927925,0.07617380549410857,0.045128458026153666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862476970513282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894967263400207,0.0,0.10644880376927564,0.0,0.0796510423909864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363956461853705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363965272540137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119837174222705,0.0,0.27155751787849386,0.0,0.07011726091124476,0.07027212004530717,0.06668133411478866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901306356597505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338139014809624,0.08439638228795425,0.058372803087065786,0.0,0.0,0.07669114662451715,0.0,0.0,0.07780136240302317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053807797098406725,0.06039210656070732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515109250261528,0.0,0.0,0.08716432586386842,0.0,0.08951872741366883,0.0,0.08078480397603333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889532838164157,0.0,0.0,0.18076361872586727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781258813113332,0.0,0.06314711581949094,0.0,0.0,0.12655315867092848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445284282801272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094477287332863,0.0,0.0,0.07853490952287455,0.0,0.11240844497270748,0.0,0.06341401284179593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764763084783012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050880382116881735,0.0,0.06303977128803198,0.0926049612789412,0.0912659169678377,0.1505358681206345,0.0,0.0,0.1617350956944863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683592195602729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659630585026776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156175355157668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534052558458084
socialanxiety,that-one-guy-066,2019/03/28,Any advice please I’m sitting at work wanting to talk to my boss about getting a raise but every time I want to bring it up I get scared and back out. I hate one on one conversation unless I actually know the person. Although I get along with my boss it’s still hard for me to come up with the courage to bring it up.   Any advice?  ,1.7630476190476188,3.3345942571428613,3.2885714285714305,92.26476190476193,77.85714285714286,5.80952380952381,21.666666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.1693809523809522,258,7,59,2,6,85,48,70,0.142,0.758,0.1,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,13,11,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,8,1,17,11,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,38,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.2102016803423591,0.0,0.0,0.42097748486446185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29296205101951106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563115757131686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555010349424692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148582096002205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376166070230265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295825033941744,0.2126652853340174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837953147542978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919244958393877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880810762700812,0.0,0.2364471624479804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565539002697548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720206431619729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313229815093314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560287770255793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540998450314001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568155201740833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shibauwu,2019/03/28,"Part time jobs for someone with social anxiety? I'm a 20 year old woman whose been out of a job for several months now. My previous job was in sales and it was one of the worst experiences of my life. It was extremely toxic due to my boss and the entitled customers; I was constantly being insulted & belittled and I eventually quit because of it.

Because of my previous job I've been hesitant to go back to retail, but I feel as though that's my only option. Working in such environments causes me to have panic attacks, and my depression worsens because of it. Every day I'd wake up dreading the day because I knew I'd have at least one panic attack.

It's hard to justify making $10+ an hour at some retail store and being absolutely miserable because of it. But I need to save up enough money before I start school this coming Fall. Any advice would be much appreciated. 

I should also mention that I am a very small, weak person so I'm unable to do strenuous physical jobs. ",5.646899827288427,6.122700766839382,7.373691709844563,70.84305915371333,67.23834196891191,10.578411053540586,32.663644214162346,10.504223727775694,3.61470328151986,780,32,139,20,12,273,124,193,0.235,0.7170000000000001,0.048,-0.9909,6,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,3,4,7,0,15,3,1,3,0,21,24,11,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,10,8,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,10,0,2,7,2,15,1,25,12,6,23,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,2,12,93,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110528891463052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088211948231699,0.0,0.12313465421566495,0.0,0.07728271308005634,0.0,0.08693835695715359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25857591044228234,0.0,0.08738623438193491,0.0,0.3463856541717069,0.0,0.09670379496458738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674504629129165,0.0,0.09789537832915858,0.0,0.12281021516324467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658365651005775,0.0,0.09788254558363776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742599246212244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957510816199041,0.0,0.0,0.11116692750866353,0.0,0.0,0.057462487274023664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458725298961847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180388241764277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191774579965301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5638772101397889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027104876212755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758591320155302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090710608325159,0.0,0.08354238468579096,0.08426656305821456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925164369525447,0.0,0.15401801683517685,0.0864323851426937,0.0,0.26667658806991035,0.0,0.12306680438198105,0.0,0.0,0.09923070788578572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087578422142142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150151287166683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838686111426678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584708967293,0.09629130886936843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043874077654424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165594760264487,0.0,0.06626749864520655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376928897880007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273514477345288,0.0,0.0,0.08073037302979247,0.0,0.0,0.07318385857181511
socialanxiety,Enrique717,2019/03/28,"How do I approach a group of people? Everytime I come up to a group of people who are all friends with each other I just get side stares and an awkward silence before continuing their own conversations or giving responses.

I went to Target to get some snacks when I noticed a group of people who shared a mutual friend with me (he wasn’t there). Asked them what they were doing and everyone turned and the noise they projected left. Just silence. I confirmed they knew who I was and they just nodded. One of them responded and said they were just messing around while everyone else continued talking to each other. This has happened multiple times.
How would you approach a group of people?",4.4076509186351736,7.052661307086617,4.5186023622047236,81.51653871391078,73.7244094488189,7.697900262467193,27.11876640419948,8.59863814320734,2.269100262467192,554,21,95,11,12,172,80,127,0.013000000000000001,0.893,0.094,0.8708,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,8,0,9,5,0,1,7,0,9,1,0,2,1,22,19,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,11,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,7,2,17,3,13,11,5,13,0,0,1,0,26,4,0,2,5,74,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905661775583875,0.17753649068990354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159603343073373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358721842287666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864210919473487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629266754296071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29344183567218,0.0,0.1984361118504353,0.18217515615879587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793326386960208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633344338695284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620925931444615,0.0,0.0,0.12868523208704846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266276838221264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806441104340187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152639263144089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073572583540636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656321386967375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604478056690384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349037859762923,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JordanLeigh7,2019/03/28,"What is wrong with me? Do I just hate being approached randomly? If you want to tell me I'm a jerk, go right ahead because now I feel like I am. I'm on my university campus. A little while ago, I was sitting in one of the areas where people just hang out and get some work done. I was sitting and this guy just randomly came up to me and asked me what my name was and shook my hand. Any time this happens, I sort of freeze-up and feel kinda paralyzed.  We were talking a little but I had my earbuds on. I wasn't feeling it. I know that was rude to have my earbuds on but I just nervous, I guess. Once I got a good look at him, he wasn't bad looking. Not at all. He said ""Well, I've got a class right now. Nice to meet you."" I said ""See you around"" as he was leaving then he turned around and came back and said ""How about I get your number."" I turned it down. He took it well. But, I feel like I probably should've accepted. I'm 23 y/o and never been in a relationship and I think I'm realizing the reason. I'm kinda crippled by anxiety and shyness.  I rarely approach guys I find attractive. I've only been on one real date and I was fine then, not too nervous. But whenever some guy just comes over to me randomly and I'm not expecting it, even if he seems gentle, I really feel terrible anxiety. And this happens kinda often. In general, I feel terrible about this.",0.5686295005807196,2.5976116759581918,2.9012787456446003,91.30113995354242,83.80836236933798,6.3353774680603925,21.41335656213705,7.554174236665415,0.7857313356562137,1049,34,236,18,30,359,148,287,0.11699999999999999,0.765,0.11800000000000001,0.3582,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,4,0,2,19,19,3,3,8,0,18,1,1,2,2,67,56,24,0,4,14,0,7,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,11,21,0,0,13,0,0,9,6,10,2,2,21,13,39,9,28,34,3,43,0,0,3,0,24,21,0,14,13,150,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921540213950848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069617620743214,0.0,0.159057806271909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509238747104254,0.0971883069744244,0.0,0.0,0.0799386095253882,0.08680202585831563,0.06337288189580673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23780445462928285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955209568124524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638689012706988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866441622107305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315390955912756,0.14853769300320088,0.0,0.0,0.09501730294444016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862932841799204,0.0,0.05908270602997751,0.08719648286856896,0.1662921739143394,0.0,0.11452335481866704,0.3088094092958512,0.18386247848825008,0.0,0.0,0.10263870308701678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713354468550519,0.0,0.0,0.11007833549220053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157893837661053,0.2083899062192497,0.0,0.0,0.17459996789199195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018014687911335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071371154762401,0.14089159688298789,0.07906605353964186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207258180788978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208616398080304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832892384563505,0.06659926025233293,0.10688790916202237,0.0,0.11161383608807496,0.0,0.17756206991879675,0.2966685078052237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284243909448775,0.09464102687862004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355888699359827,0.09086537964523524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661319244638203,0.0,0.0,0.06061975019166702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550307683360925,0.0,0.226156650513665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131813781377673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694455111476194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568391610931742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366363664555565,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,XxPgMkIlLeR123xX,2019/03/28,"While speaking to strangers or authority figures, I blush and can’t speak Hi,

I’m 21 and I’ve been trying to get over this thing but I don’t know what to do when it happens.

At uni we have a project to make and we are a team of 4, and each week we have a meeting with a tutor/supervisor so he can help us.
But when I first tried to speak to him (nothing hard, just telling him what we did last week on the project), I felt I turned red af, and I had to makes pauses after each sentence because my throat tightens, and I have to swallow. I guess these are symptoms of fear, panic, that my brain thinks I’m in danger maybe? I don’t really know.

(It may be related to the fact that my parents beat me when I was a kid, but idk for sure, it may be other traumas, but idk how to revert the damage)

And so I stopped speaking and now at each meeting he tells me ""I feel you’re a little tense"" and looks at me and smiles. I know he does it so I can express myself and talk because he wants me to improve myself during this project, but it makes things worse.. x)

And when I think about it in my bed I’m like ""Ah fuck what’s wrong with me, I’m really fucked up"" and can’t think of anything to do in that situation...

So yeah if you’ve been in a situation like that, I’d appreciate any kind of advice. I know this is the moment to improve myself and overcome my anxiety but idk how...",1.4052901023890776,2.866228955631404,3.1569092150170666,93.30370511945395,78.55631399317407,5.916668941979522,22.982798634812287,6.55674776486733,0.3719560136518778,1056,33,248,9,25,352,149,293,0.151,0.7390000000000001,0.11,-0.93,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,5,0,0,3,13,12,3,2,11,2,23,6,2,5,2,54,47,33,0,2,9,1,3,2,0,2,1,4,1,1,20,23,1,1,10,1,0,0,4,8,1,1,6,9,36,4,32,37,3,24,0,1,2,2,26,11,2,5,15,161,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386879896996444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620142099819866,0.0,0.09697136151511786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431301117481134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454393052718635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150653219087567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109288830928864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264069512749694,0.0640938685987981,0.0,0.12170986578988033,0.0,0.0,0.1078223342348014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23437590039882225,0.06622707884677997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964087525588365,0.0,0.11209380594669062,0.0,0.11355242301656447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496482629276751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200145355125525,0.2786568101846999,0.10332664712091914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385746020916695,0.127047225192727,0.0,0.0,0.10644681329276272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538406604069968,0.0,0.12734786280422428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163002564948815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487260211398416,0.14075242670842045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162411920393975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849680085742222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597737305830242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947017989978645,0.13175259465110606,0.0,0.10188521052032297,0.22158835923396486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684279587404184,0.24366884409376066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212398604824222,0.13787891855190215,0.0,0.0,0.15247715749306456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476657007589692,0.0,0.20335909880845876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917968033911487,0.0,0.13859260175431928,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anthonyybayn,2019/03/28,Anyone of you guys ever get Subway? I really want a subway but I can't order it bc I'm too anxious ahahahaha like bro I just want some meat in bread why you gotta ask so many questions,-2.095304878048782,-0.6359258048780454,1.6624085365853674,92.27214939024392,111.92682926829269,4.001219512195123,12.442073170731707,5.985473137389443,-0.6773682926829268,146,3,32,2,8,53,35,41,0.064,0.77,0.165,0.4471,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,7,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599861740644308,0.0,0.2228089584512273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978967001002725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882390690511597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648257119215154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315515678970712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567732108989346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230632165714449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35696328072269845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413669582195867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758985309997166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28753395850706875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tomeonyt,2019/03/28,"I need to write my thoughts down It helps me to write my thoughts down when my mind is a cluster, hopefully you will be able to relate to some of these thoughts!

​

The first one is a pretty horrible one that I will never be able to get rid of my anxiety. It's like an automatic response which I cannot avoid. I have had anxiety for so long now that even if the anxious thoughts don't come I will think 'Ok, just don't get nervous', and then I will start doubting myself and get anxious again. The only thing I can do is try to mask or minimise the effects that this anxiety has on my life.

​

I also have an overwhelming feeling like I am behind. I am behind in the way I think and act. I still think like a 12 year old and don't have the confidence to do things on my own and be proactive. I don't feel 'filled' by anything and I always need someone to help me to do things step by step. I never have any idea of what I'm doing, even writing this seems subconscious like I'm not really in control of myself.

​

The worst aspect of this all is that it varies so much from day to day. I feel like I'll never be able to live my life to the fullest because all I do is waste years and years just panicking and being nervous and staying alone so I don't have any close relationships and i can't enjoy anything GOd wtf is wrong with me",4.260146302886518,4.630619405693956,4.943884934756825,87.42246243574537,70.24555160142349,7.952629497825228,28.77837089758798,7.793537801064563,1.5695194147884544,1067,37,232,12,18,344,136,281,0.14800000000000002,0.75,0.102,-0.9071,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,3,12,15,0,5,13,1,37,2,0,2,5,47,58,18,0,4,5,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,16,13,0,2,13,0,0,5,11,7,0,3,5,3,32,8,30,44,6,31,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,6,22,166,48,0,0.2599543868933584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974478222679297,0.0,0.06929514309322853,0.07210095813567467,0.2816604695911582,0.3158730335009789,0.1178519315354967,0.0,0.19886439444697293,0.19578297607670972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426135405759989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282192714693509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464256212471684,0.0,0.0,0.0971869830903596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117660493709048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144649472365668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144074876866338,0.1238076439586385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370568956457686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581543793013148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616129728754533,0.0,0.0,0.08606445378492986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781895368195943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240898081822205,0.21166763772137054,0.0,0.07651482873732728,0.07668381737104181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749327536554577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369879503390997,0.12850192267423274,0.200492848851773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092613333663734,0.0,0.11743454682090082,0.06590234174190172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815568891986561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551114558546332,0.0,0.0,0.09303124210332553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788842368745799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341950281029071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061332351007001865,0.09235892946552,0.06919996972326896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727021437026605,0.1665682746231735,0.0,0.2751663280087145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883065494882656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877989747840678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473977124818923,0.3158730335009789,0.16740210221996146
socialanxiety,45KC30Zs,2019/03/28,"High school Problems Hello people in this subreddit. Recently I've been noticing my behavior on high school (junior year) . In periods 0-3 I am a really extroverted person maybe because I have friends in those classes. But suddenly when I enter 4th it just becomes really shitty and I'm the quietest person in the classroom. I start to overthink what I do and hate when someone calls my name because I don't know what to say or react. Then it repeats till 6th period and I wish I could have died during those periods. I've developed social anxiety in 7th grade but kept trying to improve it by being more positive but I just can't anymore when I enter the other half of my classes. Also my classes are block schedule(means you have only 3 periods in one day but for 2 hours) and when I get 4,5,6 in one days it gives me so much anxiety idk why",3.28109090909091,5.492108260606064,5.005454545454544,78.76818181818184,75.48484848484848,8.036363636363637,28.57575757575757,8.841846274778883,2.6643212121212123,673,29,118,15,15,228,106,165,0.111,0.81,0.08,-0.2738,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,8,3,1,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,0,19,19,17,1,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,10,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,2,1,17,1,15,15,2,30,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,18,80,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180778500026873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330440520717398,0.0,0.15105745475504656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570195999328173,0.1682220699738905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553260423216073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161266558770373,0.0,0.0,0.1964636236306573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580809140605499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767967369066858,0.0,0.07957930346745762,0.14611626786075324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038142312799485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218623751583945,0.0,0.0,0.15000148319308654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370939518661917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530228178035103,0.1659177778986237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197046118842488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341382169820824,0.0,0.0,0.2064277724561348,0.11584388047387167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559737306492026,0.2659945168626497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457467205219529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951562370683229,0.0,0.15039458174709966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112852744935218,0.0,0.30830570744389496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552679170794725,0.1290576310826094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781069915637327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341318957651337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374423279108516,0.0,0.1751569396464585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808710185439944
socialanxiety,UndergroundUnderdog4,2019/03/28,"How do you guys deal with basic conversations such as how are you, etc.? Literally 99% of the time somebody asks me ""how are you?"" I reply with something like ""good how about you?"" And I'm blatantly ignored. Idk if im too quiet or if i should just say good and leave it at that or what. Does this happen to anybody else? because it drives me insane. I dont want to not leave it open ended and seem like an asshole(not that it matters cause nobody likes me lol), but i feel like i just never respond correctly. ",2.430196078431376,4.3009192745098055,3.6378431372549014,89.16696078431373,76.84313725490195,6.101960784313726,23.098039215686285,6.937597516519254,0.6758156862745102,394,12,82,4,9,128,71,102,0.077,0.782,0.141,0.82,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,0,9,7,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,5,3,28,11,13,0,4,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,12,6,8,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,5,7,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202150123767494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186894541075622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000141409898968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073077208681564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038635595902854,0.0,0.2281910666896992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264980096724968,0.0,0.17244952109824907,0.0,0.21714588409684565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844794615593072,0.13909622830418505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266161374445761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927870887154576,0.1721756731728951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103132048972152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123258137485101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804892056058871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016735200700745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483604804533665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725076531742506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498922763515341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353318396053284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484117632483724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SamuraiY2J,2019/03/28,"Do you ever forget to buy something important and just can't go back to the store to get it? This happens to me sometimes. Most of the time I manage to survive from it but this time I literally forgot to buy food. The only reason I went in there in the first place is because I'm hungry and I forgot to buy food. How? And now I can't go back because the same cashier will be there and it would be awkward. There are no other stores nearby either, so the only solution here is getting some pizza from the nearby pizza place, although I've been there recently too and I feel like they judge me if I go there more than once a week.",3.690222222222221,4.494279646153848,4.8387179487179495,86.09850427350429,71.76923076923076,7.008547008547009,25.213675213675213,6.937597516519254,0.9665726495726495,494,14,102,4,9,163,79,130,0.049,0.885,0.066,0.4949,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,2,14,2,0,1,8,0,11,4,0,2,1,20,22,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,4,2,2,0,5,4,3,1,0,1,4,1,11,1,13,14,5,17,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,10,78,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726632526395888,0.0,0.21615907769032788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603766717819456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964746447602534,0.1266621059407174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081003985797398,0.4287801747970446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852623293947643,0.0,0.3022885229652251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678450538678929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661910653026357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881714906980526,0.0,0.2696870443392908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37047845756012815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822924188511546,0.17506090986466585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649307115225404,0.17535278062694554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676839839464287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221818705018607,0.0,0.0,0.16435751447396238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594778944760815,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Disastrousitem,2019/03/28,"Just massively embarrassed myself in email, feeling incredibly upset To keep it short, my the head admin of my university subject's division just emailed everyone in every year of the subject program about a change to the number of lecture hours per week of a 4th year class (I'm 1st year). In the email she said to reply directly if we had objections.

I was an idiot and replied because I thought she was talking about one of my classes, and I remember our lecturer saying that they were cutting the hours, which I think is a bad idea, so I said as such, and suggested the hour be taken away from a non-core class to accommodate the changes they want to make.

So like 10 minutes later I get an email basically saying ""uh... this is a 4th year class, don't worry about it"" and I immediately knew what I'd done. The names of my class and this class are similar bar one word, and I assumed they meant the same thing.

I'm so beyond embarrassed right now. I know it's such a small thing, but I feel awful and I want to cry. I know this seems like such a small thing, but it's really set me off in a huge way, and it's completely ruined my week. 

I was doing so well...",9.866538461538463,5.902183346153848,9.82948717948718,70.89884615384616,61.69230769230769,13.476923076923079,39.67521367521368,11.20814326018867,4.093182905982905,909,32,189,18,9,303,131,234,0.105,0.8270000000000001,0.067,-0.8909,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,3,0,15,10,2,3,19,1,12,2,1,1,0,33,31,16,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,14,9,1,1,12,1,0,0,1,7,2,2,12,6,27,3,24,18,1,25,0,1,0,0,18,12,0,3,13,121,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431248280222724,0.0,0.11047588500290932,0.08065681812601827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799393635712568,0.0,0.13872773436552752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533969218057682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540220661070396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147946634876768,0.12643080656124636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380292541884767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912811697412515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579138001953606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909051584261837,0.0,0.0,0.14936534849355634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760593419645,0.0,0.0,0.1454316036998294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292829632009904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832000027260364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931751824004333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476313938715177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988491307616594,0.11299463706784148,0.251720053982548,0.21044132455485684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045284771424535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634823207402716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26370876919827035,0.08478087136347824,0.0,0.10504179642511843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560833511596752,0.10502395465826783,0.21226712418808905,0.0,0.11896533823177124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437034311438198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408211107762025
socialanxiety,dsfmsdf,2019/03/28,I feel like when I look people in the eyes they can see im weak So I'll look people in the eyes and something in me just kind of flickers from almost confident to do that simple move to like they're thinking about me..,7.6568085106382995,4.5830186170212786,7.634574468085108,82.18250000000003,64.95744680851064,10.251063829787237,32.01063829787234,7.1686216300943375,1.856327659574468,173,4,39,1,2,56,34,47,0.059000000000000004,0.779,0.162,0.6133,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,3,8,7,0,5,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,1,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833878542765233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430954409067585,0.2021782768949663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056931298049986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29470535340105963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276523141225312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753045498499653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007887066513053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923989960171697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255177288843284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787048090437314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133768197129715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lacklustereded,2019/03/28,"Am I the only one that makes up conversations with people I want to talk to but can’t? Like the other day I was walking home from work and a lady stepped out in front of me that had a cool grocery bag with a pineapple on it. Then I ended up creating scenarios of talking to her about it but as soon as I tried to build up the nerve to act it out, I panicked and slowed down and made up excuses on to why she wouldn’t want to talk about it. 

Am I the only one to do this? ",5.409711538461536,3.2996720865384614,6.591230769230768,84.85376923076926,68.51923076923077,9.858461538461539,30.415384615384607,8.238735603445708,1.7957407692307696,363,10,89,4,5,124,64,104,0.039,0.843,0.11699999999999999,0.7149,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,1,7,0,0,2,0,14,11,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,3,1,10,2,27,7,0,19,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,6,68,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448168812858207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121588752766984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402753586734735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702578441821057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22665590588135745,0.15989295195298922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324633234146154,0.3643576939945401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660649452712934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775928229895767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263004626824942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825705128012425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161450801284852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743859463798908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Newaccountformound,2019/03/28,"What drugs have helped you the most? For me it was the first time I tried alcohol. It was like my anxiety was almost completely gone. No other drug has come close so far. Second place is currently amphetamine I think, only tried it once, felt a bit more confident but the anxiety wasn't gone. Benzos don't really help I feel, and phenibut was just trash. ",2.214117647058824,4.9294907058823565,3.3426470588235304,86.23691176470591,83.11764705882355,8.105882352941178,20.264705882352946,8.841846274778883,1.7037000000000004,280,8,55,8,8,90,54,68,0.12,0.821,0.059000000000000004,-0.4978,1,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,9,3,0,0,0,10,15,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,8,2,6,1,1,7,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458225742090968,0.2104309505198541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215223626108348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942509956694615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102224628298924,0.22033417394825616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874054877408647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625617573463288,0.0,0.2017731987588376,0.0,0.0,0.17875015418848067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28171298475798845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026667631845625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379872415286325,0.0,0.15982556865472164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955793352600825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462496438469798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465312717690553,0.0,0.0,0.12253787323826305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853507973464796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,michaelovsky5,2019/03/28,"how to start and actually meet with girls?  

over time thing left to another and i became lonelier the ever before, and i have this ongoing need for people and love.

but obviously my social skills didnt get better with time.

i had few opportunities to meet with some girls i met from facebook/tinder etc. to the point where they asked too meet by themselves.

a lot of the times girls wont respond back. those who do, rarely it goes over to the phone number and even more rarely they actually want to meet,

but when they actually do, i dont have the courage and ambition i need to actually make it happen...

so texting to women isnt that hard, maybe i past that barrier. but how do i actually suppose to make the first meeting happen from start to end?

yea im overthinking it. but when it comes to actually meeting, im getting anxious. ''what should i look like?'' ''what faces should i be doing?'' ''should ill try to be funny or is it overdoing it?'' etc... and then i think about that its a girl that i didnt meet yet and didnt even get to feel attracted to first, witch makes my motivation to do this scary thing really low and eventually it just ends there...

im 23y male, i had girlfriends and dates before but never from a dating site or without knowing the person first.

for example, a girl i was talking with about few weeks ago from facebook who gave me her number and we went to whatsup, she asked me if i wanted to meet and i said that i do, we never did, we stop talking for few weeks and than she started massaging me again

another girl i met from online site, were talking in watsup for few months and talking about meeting for a while but it keep not happening. somtimes because of her, but when shes finally up to meet im the one making problems...

obviously this attitude will do me more bad the good...

and i keep trying telling myself that i should step up and face my fears, but this shit keeps happening again and again...

theres also a chance me and the second girl i mentioned will meet today. we set the place but i didnt ask her about what time yet.

seriously, any tips are more the welcome. thank you",3.201141490088858,5.0161301052631595,4.3117334244702645,85.42113397129191,74.50239234449761,7.456568694463431,24.861517429938477,8.238735603445708,1.4572284894053311,1656,54,337,28,35,540,197,418,0.106,0.8190000000000001,0.076,-0.9414,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,4,1,3,7,25,16,1,1,18,1,32,5,3,7,5,73,68,39,0,10,15,0,2,1,1,7,1,1,0,10,27,27,0,5,4,0,0,3,11,7,0,5,14,4,45,9,46,45,11,52,0,1,1,1,56,12,1,5,37,239,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.437833671010604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628594657707518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979972435209933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085142122228956,0.15682194159384066,0.0,0.08447755123666795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972125230663088,0.0,0.0,0.057499459277293975,0.062436281799994185,0.04558381067030455,0.0,0.12726068264306775,0.0,0.0,0.06613482619761482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441439386288961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763894365215841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246174867066685,0.0,0.1667938730181731,0.09877997197458957,0.0676407386685375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414573666390147,0.0378098675421101,0.0,0.0,0.08191534905025795,0.0,0.19081769900726875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172048341116012,0.0,0.0,0.06272001283975541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645028017681456,0.0,0.06698615900714203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323091125006322,0.0,0.0,0.1993976490520376,0.0,0.0,0.04109588527391523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124622337581584,0.0,0.0,0.036532622128995586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279446066943377,0.0,0.0,0.06357335270000622,0.06748982161846756,0.0,0.199658864029942,0.0,0.07512428145878562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596868713510934,0.0,0.0,0.11089347985464823,0.11534639187985395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050671325693458384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138380538225388,0.05184146318377022,0.06529303027520447,0.07812681311973878,0.0,0.07068912596109746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155218947964624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790452918199322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711307459756952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767582661426758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622647962982483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878418834421806,0.0,0.0,0.06251753132389863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404140301398909,0.0653590327333341,0.06884528787068013,0.0,0.0,0.09935800334078483,0.04791455054249881,0.0,0.0,0.17441398484363066,0.0,0.0708805453244808,0.0,0.0,0.10153834142921564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821168617057283,0.0,0.11996437034501127,0.0,0.0,0.0693197056730241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208306409925924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bellsmarc,2019/03/28,Currently alone on a train and really have to pee but can’t muster up the courage to ask someone to watch my stuff I still have an hour and a half of journey left please pray for me ,15.460769230769232,5.150766871794873,13.235384615384614,69.6346153846154,59.769230769230774,17.65128205128205,49.256410256410255,11.20814326018867,5.033748717948718,144,4,35,2,1,45,34,39,0.035,0.726,0.239,0.8658,1,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,7,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578089723057459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32297344801219074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402242942769799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753607125608353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792289315015736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213207883579824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29272071529865584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27589760023819504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954873947887597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mentallyilldumbass,2019/03/28,I hate texting Id rather talk face to face or even on the phone than text someone. I cant gauge if someones being serious or not so I end up over analysing EVERYTHING. Also because its more casual i cant tell if someone’s ignoring me or just hasnt had time to respond yet.,1.9918965517241392,3.647321293103453,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,77.44827586206897,7.398620689655173,28.84137931034483,8.238735603445708,2.0417613793103446,217,10,46,4,5,74,45,58,0.141,0.821,0.038,-0.6815,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,9,6,7,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,5,3,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287142629914018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434307222575515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533112949098427,0.0,0.0,0.18890044003761747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25703854553123523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282365994572856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7269811443433633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298761336778113,0.2499767877426785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676902122502885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cacaphoni,2019/03/28,"Does anyone else have a problem with oversharing? It’s so rare for me to have an ongoing conversation with someone that when I do, I totally word-vomit and spill secrets that did NOT need to be spilled. It’s like I feel a little bit of comfort and RUN with it. I always end up regretting it the next day because obviously whatever I have with that person doesn’t last and they’re just an acquaintance who knows my deepest secrets. 🙄 So freaking awkward.",3.5522727272727286,5.830645136363637,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,74.9090909090909,8.036363636363637,31.45454545454545,8.841846274778883,2.9237454545454544,364,18,66,8,8,120,65,88,0.12300000000000001,0.82,0.055999999999999994,-0.6844,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,2,18,10,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,7,2,9,8,2,8,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307705935004384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939238338276856,0.2841694470053698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690649859964037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027854127513034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886251593209598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24270367658853395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168348468369845,0.0,0.24564251380868396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023234636451726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241979918257398,0.22607058185931836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549519353093792,0.2779693421128803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564542918887696,0.0,0.0,0.2949561487723392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421641606266889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653786450606894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349908056166964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bhawston,2019/03/28,"Seeing a new doctor feels impossible For starters, I’d like to apologize if this sub isn’t the correct place for this, thank you for understanding!

Long story short, I finally have health insurance again for the first time in nearly 3 years. One of my biggest problems I have been dealing with most of my life is chronic insomnia, I’ve never been able to get medication for it, so I’ve been stuck with OTC medicine that doesn’t work for shit.

I work a graveyard shift, which makes it even worse because trying to get my body to rest in the middle of the day feels nearly impossible. But I have absolutely no idea how to convey this as my only medical issue to a new doctor. The very thought of it makes my chest clench, which sucks because I’m averaging 1-3 hours of sleep a night, and then working 12 hour shifts. 

Does anyone have any recommendations on how to actually deal with the anxiety of having to go through with it? I know I NEED to get it done, if not for my health, than my sanity. But anxiety is a fickle bitch that tells me I’d be better off not doing a damn thing.",9.254870197300104,6.419323261682247,9.177725856697824,71.61363966770513,61.71028037383178,12.50176531671859,36.86188992731049,10.746095033038511,3.6161584631360335,854,28,172,16,9,281,129,214,0.122,0.823,0.055,-0.9248,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,5,5,8,4,0,12,0,15,13,4,4,2,26,32,10,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,5,0,2,6,3,15,3,35,25,2,26,0,0,1,0,5,10,4,3,16,109,28,5,0.12219651253243373,0.0,0.11924616917280685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309781881901822,0.0,0.1869599952414977,0.0,0.0,0.08544264277311175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897971970549573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807288514067648,0.0,0.13573277819169569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880664151816227,0.2519584775801592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501466169730621,0.10693499158489923,0.12504945804365394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070964406491532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357245666157138,0.0,0.0,0.13386030656093612,0.0,0.10394029113597077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915279029694032,0.0,0.06944709409191846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25977835731088056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406779004629045,0.0,0.0,0.13794498883849188,0.0,0.12754141143321074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715600757294253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631101058186336,0.0596990436390845,0.0,0.0,0.108140068291205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313424197373996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246200261302592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060716569641143,0.09424548364105703,0.23603630651698085,0.0,0.11467314919291327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828035193625781,0.09293595416665887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276693473944767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692555949404787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737479965253897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543296410347346,0.0,0.0,0.12228476139238505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068051379826576,0.11250213112064028,0.0,0.0,0.08118193318275367,0.0,0.0,0.09701038146784892,0.07125376913598509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296341081977608,0.0,0.0,0.12721087903773715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008249202933238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26688154943115583,0.0,0.12452868581067565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869054770085089
socialanxiety,sayre1919,2019/03/28,"A positive thought on social anxiety: Does anyone else feel like it has made you a better person? I feel that because I've struggled with social anxiety basically as long as I can remember, I am able to better empathize with people. I can notice when someone's being left out in a conversation and try to include them, or ask them to finish an interrupted thought. I make an effort to remind those close to me that I care about them. I give compliments to people about little things, hoping to brighten their day.  

 All these things and more that I am proud of, I genuinely don't know if I would do if I didn't have social anxiety. I do these things because I know how hard it can be and how something as simple as a random compliment from a stranger can give you confidence for the rest of the day. I know what it feels like to be ignored in a conversation, to be talking and have others start to talk over you, never getting to finish your thought. I know what it feels like when you're trying to tell someone how you feel and they don't care. 

Thinking about this has made me grateful for my anxiety, in a way. I know who I could have been, in another world and another time, and I don't like that person. I don't ever want to be that person and if dealing with anxiety the rest of my life is the price I have to pay, then so be it. 



",6.544391927774829,5.588570643122679,7.125132766861395,78.20164498141266,65.61710037174721,10.21359532660648,32.5971853425385,9.424239791934726,2.719152734997345,1049,36,212,17,14,347,128,269,0.071,0.758,0.171,0.9852,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,5,4,10,14,0,1,13,0,29,1,0,6,3,47,55,23,0,7,4,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,21,13,0,1,15,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,7,6,34,12,37,40,4,24,0,0,0,0,26,11,0,6,16,159,55,1,0.09289153362707772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948097447400237,0.35530884484703024,0.0,0.0,0.06495192014778872,0.09517835361451578,0.0,0.0,0.08684104450601852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325163342204628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431002548547965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894182188579804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416633094833676,0.0,0.0,0.11981470892924888,0.09576709231596316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129000706205426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759895676417182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402571030635668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23484375240071226,0.19908519055137106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048531992363485765,0.17822004684670226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321256837320341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226225260209074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25525378778983204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092692308277908,0.0,0.06561203732982296,0.18152844479035316,0.09310172017582913,0.0,0.08220608413387166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175792430282522,0.062005820010654286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716436773146024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575762671536737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879858656432128,0.2433279125090516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522799947721664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840736612784042,0.1574133899956052,0.0715124408558486,0.0,0.0,0.0657491056113453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971103998612898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932539212137902,0.08119129475014583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185139022052418,0.05952114395249757,0.0,0.2212365048447144,0.054165800271874315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261345075447515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054789833269897836,0.0737329756481861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659874803003743,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,3yearstillfreedom,2019/03/28,"Anyone else cry when you socialise too much? I hope it's not just me but I found that when I interact with new people or go to a new place I end up feeling like to cry by the end of it, even if I had fun. Anyone know why this could be? ",0.9327777777777796,1.4981628333333354,3.0046296296296298,97.56583333333336,78.07407407407408,6.140740740740743,19.055555555555557,5.985473137389443,-0.44557777777777785,179,3,48,1,4,61,43,54,0.105,0.695,0.19899999999999998,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,8,5,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,7,3,6,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,7,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902258237372537,0.21264356786432045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569936996530524,0.0,0.4559336934127418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733684015560242,0.0,0.3676278439212512,0.0,0.0,0.13707454598801336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493565291828376,0.14826265153822116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275508109247222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794660976549498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612853477133106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405550544894895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139084860991683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256169893148533,0.0,0.0,0.4008761273495358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387825562650727,0.0,0.2168293273181616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726755993164984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,interstellarjourney_,2019/03/28,fuck you social anxiety all i have to say.,-1.91,-0.8163014444444414,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,119.0,6.2444444444444445,15.611111111111107,7.1686216300943375,0.925177777777778,33,1,7,1,2,12,9,9,0.46399999999999997,0.536,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43369103808881176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5241069422909899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508362804771969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779019334881345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SeptembersVeryOwn32,2019/03/28,"My two talkative friends A thing I like to do a lot is make friends with people that like to talk.... a lot. I just feel like when others want to keep talking, that just makes my job so much easier. I don't feel stressed about coming up with something to say, I just get to kind of listen and make little comments if I feel like it. Recently I have made friends with two people that like to talk like crazy, and they were already good friends with one another so we hang out all together. When we hang out though, I find myself in a situation where my two friends are just talking like crazy, and debating with each other, and i'm just busy analyzing the conversation and trying to jump in to make some remarks. I don't get the chance to jump into the conversation as much as I would want to though, because its almost as if they are talking to fast for me. I feel like I need more time to process the information before I can say something, but in reality I don't have that kind of time, because before I can speak the topic has already changed.",8.761757478632475,6.183964524038463,8.34352564102564,76.40702991452993,62.41346153846153,11.552136752136756,37.534188034188034,9.725611199111238,3.2878797008547007,823,30,171,12,9,263,102,208,0.024,0.818,0.159,0.9537,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,2,0,13,17,0,1,9,0,14,0,0,5,1,46,32,17,0,6,8,0,4,8,5,1,0,4,0,0,9,17,0,1,6,0,0,5,3,1,0,4,2,8,23,16,31,29,8,20,0,0,0,0,22,9,0,6,14,118,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176898447977222,0.0,0.20226453295938834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609751669468343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173158455701526,0.0,0.15596587378751514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694799955668362,0.07894384199946759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853533677965584,0.19641309471665275,0.0,0.0,0.08376164615466794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35402255345303263,0.0,0.09576120440176608,0.0,0.0,0.07686727277703695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094327872088566,0.08145806942537093,0.0,0.19086782015702006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581839866805578,0.09185212085607083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582618759429492,0.0,0.08671648344089697,0.2446943434618521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347388800055217,0.06795342490570301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210085804676847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270698684928115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048813985593328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575917569705416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301254483900256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110522013554247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497875768015427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683029147611269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088470329949345,0.0,0.18008101375749164,0.0,0.10687758772752848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062220773199684415,0.0,0.26857082857822795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810890234221836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510180482262604,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,benhound1,2019/03/28,"Walking anxiety I always get terribly anxious when I’m walking alone in a public place, I feel like everyone is judging me for walking awkwardly. This is coupled by the fact that my friends have told me I walk weird as well. I’ve tried looking in a mirror and made an effort to fix the way I walk but it looks totally normal to me as is, but it must not be considering everyone brings it up. It’s to the point where I’ve been regularly skipping class and avoiding walking to the bathroom as often as I can because I’m terrified of people judging me for walking oddly. I also have zero clue what normal people do with their eyes when they walk, so some genuine advice on that as opposed to advice on how to get over the anxiety on that second part would be helpful. Like am I supposed to avoid eye contact? Look at everyone I walk past? Stare straight ahead without looking around? I’d watch other people but the thought of getting caught staring is mortifying to me. Does anyone who’s been through this before have any advice?",5.6792230382682645,6.553984351758796,6.330753768844223,76.9388983378431,67.29145728643215,8.535137224584462,34.90568225744105,8.617729084823388,3.0269084654039435,822,39,144,12,13,269,122,199,0.11800000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.8131,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,9,9,0,3,9,0,16,2,2,2,3,24,31,15,0,4,5,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,3,2,0,0,11,2,5,1,2,6,10,16,4,31,21,3,29,0,0,9,0,8,13,0,2,6,103,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37178159105897934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134744349512706,0.0,0.10141803975771738,0.10552453624253974,0.0,0.0,0.08624206073079574,0.0,0.1940341574905013,0.14327068799697945,0.0,0.08867560775676986,0.0,0.0,0.11289683387011458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730839519675667,0.0,0.10791461927061377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032409989704833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109811806083332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635463059084617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641240857071799,0.09060035088183196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798094452673203,0.0,0.1987749049767944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500488303174827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391585291319393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42598799093049533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000030606387654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24851366954255985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733387965380206,0.12106419704692885,0.2637634018166812,0.0,0.13250007964030458,0.0,0.11988604738291228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006810446889024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211821019694872,0.0,0.08610256702328227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066394361307593,0.0,0.0,0.11402655840412855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225011302113335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008940623555656,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_alien_incognito_,2019/03/28,"tips for managing? I’m new to this group, but not new to anxiety. It’s at its worst when I’m in public, especially when I’m in any of my college classes. I start sweating to the point where my hands are almost dripping, my papers get that wet hand print where I’ve touched it, and I can’t wear form-fitting shirts because I’ll pit them out. In class I can’t keep my focus on my professor, no matter how much I try to redirect my thoughts. I get hyper aware of how I’m sitting, how I’m breathing (too loudly? too shallow?too irregularly?) and feel like everyone is staring at me and thinking or talking negatively about me. These anxiety thoughts divert my attention from the lecture until I catch myself, and then I get anxiety over my anxiety and start an awful string of thoughts that I’m never going to catch up in the class material. 
Walking to my classes, or anywhere in public, I avoid eye contact like the plague, and mostly just look at nothing on my phone, and I can’t stop thinking that I am the center of negative attention in everyone’s mind. I know it’s egotistical to even fathom that anyone would consciously think of me even in passing for a second, and that I only think this because I am the center of my anxiety’s attention. But even with the ability to recognize and point out the illogical logic of my anxiety thoughts, this doesn’t stop them. It’s like trying to control someone else’s thinking—I can’t. At least not with my current skill set. This has become an increasing debilitating problem: I put off starting college and achieving my goals because of it. But now at age 22 I’ve been at my job for almost four years and I simply can’t continue to live like this; not when I know I am smart enough to be achieving so much more. The last thing I want to have in life is more regrets, and to feel like I haven’t lived up to my potential.
Who else has similar anxiety thoughts, and what tools have helped you? I’ve started taking some college classes, but last quarter I dropped them because I was having panic attacks every morning just thinking about going to them. I’m retaking them this quarter because I NEED to get my degree, but I could really use some advice on what to do to help with this anxiety. 
TLDR: looking for tips to ease anxiety in classroom setting 
",7.0902752976190495,6.566681167410718,7.625267857142859,73.64056547619047,64.33482142857143,10.591666666666667,37.63988095238096,10.02789654360092,3.773410416666666,1825,85,335,35,24,605,209,448,0.095,0.7929999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.4738,2,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,5,5,19,12,1,2,12,1,24,8,7,5,1,72,62,29,0,6,12,0,6,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,23,18,0,5,19,0,0,8,14,6,0,4,7,11,50,6,62,52,11,63,0,1,4,0,15,30,0,7,26,230,73,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547322051194462,0.0,0.0,0.15467954022811947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052522498882204914,0.0,0.5317615824687029,0.0,0.0,0.05400455960603776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786604679044732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540892146474354,0.08530007127669058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662570301939967,0.061665921982707324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290399876216665,0.0,0.0,0.07980447776781302,0.0,0.15303911403794251,0.0,0.06507388103911088,0.14760284625162867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810474822467041,0.1103535047190537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140855379979807,0.0,0.08778894497241295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353808422907253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664389346318301,0.06865008258516737,0.0,0.0,0.08489275369225367,0.1259137876166534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054553416939631935,0.18866577952133326,0.0,0.13639997086065356,0.0,0.12971602016398862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798540758244954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355333246985926,0.05726882879289695,0.0595684505266147,0.14918823166945275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410913662724067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058740754188337886,0.0,0.0906187182138836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602421918734398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390353507596277,0.0,0.0776425819273032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947876617676384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654410276360055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866953186001867,0.0,0.0,0.12914396058761068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058071163689305726,0.06207862693793295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051311551319209336,0.24744558429437316,0.0,0.3065801079150134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487509092232217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670630591515025,0.0,0.0,0.04555524778784855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054865580648351765,0.0,0.0,0.04973685546018359
socialanxiety,Htbrd,2019/03/28,"New here. Depressed [F29] need advice/support. Social anxiety disorder + fear of intimacy: is there hope? \*english is not my first language, please be kind

**Has anyone overcome social anxiety + crippling fear of intimacy, enough to have a fulfilling social and professional life? Please tell me about it.** 

29 years old female, good looking, well-traveled, professional photographer and pastry cook. I have heard my share of « you’re beautiful, talented, you have it all » and « you still not having a boyfriends is unthinkable ». 

I have experienced anxiety and depression for as far as I can remember. Most people around me have no idea, except for the few people that actually managed to get close to me and stick there. 

My father left my mother for another men when I was 8yo. Still in my life but I carry a lot of resentment, even if he does nothing wrong and everyone in the family gets along. I have a hard time letting people get close to me, especially men.

I tend to just let my stress level build to unmanageable extremes, then I crash, need days, sometimes weeks, to get back up and do it all over again. I crave, among other things, meaningfull relationships but can’t seem to get there.

I don’t feel like an adult, most of my friends are buying houses and having kids, and I am devastated to think that I will never be able to have a family of my own.

I have compulsively read about dating, relationships, and intimacy but I am not going anywhere.   


I have managed to avoid a lot of things in my life without much harm-or I thought so- up until now. I can’t take it anymore. Please help/show me there is hope.  
",3.7285137931034487,6.289260010000002,4.728482758620693,79.58700000000003,75.56666666666666,8.13793103448276,26.34482758620689,8.939507131559953,2.3578551724137937,1273,48,230,30,29,414,173,300,0.121,0.7709999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.4649,0,1,0,0,0,1,55.0,0,2,0,1,17,16,1,4,9,0,30,4,0,0,3,42,48,20,0,5,10,2,2,1,1,1,3,1,0,4,9,14,1,1,6,2,1,1,9,8,0,1,3,5,33,8,37,40,10,31,0,2,1,0,18,13,0,8,18,163,42,5,0.09394005244870084,0.0,0.09167194017445356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850433577652393,0.21559164899407654,0.0,0.09316328958401772,0.06568506888714452,0.0,0.0,0.08362656312702686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223410175966836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060583562362773485,0.0,0.16182085904471752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766343869067982,0.0,0.08220757294870032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706518593839876,0.0,0.06204651867263172,0.0,0.0,0.0897637458272402,0.0,0.0,0.17711664199613605,0.21141735178795815,0.04749891310082068,0.06711079223946187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799053606235669,0.0,0.0,0.07257785149349076,0.0,0.2453990008588271,0.0,0.0533882966559549,0.07879245903836983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415183528729248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296603698504426,0.0,0.0,0.18660733675193067,0.0,0.10839420789292788,0.0,0.1060468847920998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782410874057718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206614185039732,0.19212013652415064,0.19905791154576247,0.04589436453110193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888598465012972,0.0,0.0,0.15972894652763953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905674743076355,0.13931071716125834,0.07245235966897316,0.0907278880324736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013801390175354,0.0,0.09857428262719008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537861263672704,0.0,0.0,0.30935390376110017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396547396102288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171292049337908,0.106415766905587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551949560767083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872801599650722,0.0,0.0,0.09290911391268653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500412944656903,0.0,0.10760801268968027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660205827879903,0.0,0.0,0.07063122845764748,0.0,0.08210774641558223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481919333091658,0.060192992476059276,0.0,0.07457790843858468,0.05477720002872776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535304369773461,0.0,0.08446338889814246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055485830195853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102708700396164,0.0,0.060494313831361377
socialanxiety,Snakerspug,2019/03/28,What do you guys take for meds? I can't take this anymore. Literally everything scares me now. My social anxiety just keep getting worse. I took meds for depression a while back but never taken anything for social anxiety. Im wondering what you guys take and what's the effect it has on you. Im scared of human interaction starting from my family to neighbors to strangers. It sucks so bad.,2.6031381381381387,5.470923608108108,4.040990990990991,80.7353903903904,83.18918918918921,7.613213213213212,25.78978978978979,8.515128840125781,2.439755555555556,313,13,55,8,9,103,55,74,0.273,0.727,0.0,-0.9645,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,4,5,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,13,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,8,0,8,11,0,7,0,1,0,0,10,1,1,1,5,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415697671979174,0.0,0.15658376111420022,0.0,0.0,0.12992944221621774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140712704261468,0.1318309718358298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598982415225688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190072356058847,0.0,0.14884398180605904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249064347065291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126704639050045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34109507944080497,0.0,0.0,0.14033926588024495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507588410722921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177396299789775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161494699227256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218965191237519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117548603584722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561393158205551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542082363213066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122421253094253,0.0,0.0,0.16090268724006912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,leloz00,2019/03/28,Social Anxiety and Gym I would love to restart going to the gym but I have never been able to make a routine of going because I’m always afraid of people watching me and judging in case I’m not doing something right. I overthink and worry what people are thinking off me over any little thing and it ruins the whole experience for me. Does anyone have any advice on how to overcome this ? ,4.177149122807016,5.924327328947372,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,71.76315789473685,6.119298245614036,27.14035087719298,6.42735559955562,1.348919298245614,311,11,53,2,6,102,56,76,0.11699999999999999,0.85,0.033,-0.7543,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,11,13,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,11,11,1,9,0,1,1,1,2,6,0,0,1,39,10,0,0.22510340360512385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996844075403751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730406445715087,0.0,0.0,0.3061560671522115,0.0,0.17220348762280954,0.0,0.0,0.15739753371553222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722094550342934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969895054399117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019432268243164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558629035575273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561274719832905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031646103772753,0.0,0.15025826986299565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361362204491734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121167137960406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922370767346745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294645720353634,0.0,0.17329559765249894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954869899278975,0.14423717175310072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25131991121913194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286034331402401,0.0,0.15990699938891306,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,houseoftherisingsun9,2019/03/28,"can't even talk on discord voice Last time i tried to speak with a friend i  pretty much couldn't. I even tried drinking a little bit before lol
My hands got sweaty, could barely talk etc. 
Idk i think it's too much for me. i Seriously can't live like that. Anyone else have that problem? Any games i play its just impossible to use voice.  ",0.5607246376811581,3.0072372463768176,1.5942028985507264,97.288115942029,89.57971014492755,4.22608695652174,14.913043478260873,5.82211442006289,-0.8884956521739129,266,5,59,2,9,83,52,69,0.14800000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.163,0.457,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,5,2,1,1,0,7,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,8,3,5,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130154283330687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452887382506441,0.2129012179156864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768105036915198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268483956357144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590013997500574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355108507842232,0.0,0.0,0.17357846376488748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317362133261276,0.27448126533231004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053487721157966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618537236198155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937324796865744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151369905686312,0.20825606729613,0.1834787637223263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054931013057878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113929689842748,0.0,0.1988230520122306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33402088438237565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314081992366994,0.0,0.0,0.12116163401991335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821459844350298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946031021221626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Number175OnEarlsList,2019/03/28,"Identifying bracelets Would you be willing to wear a bracelet in public, similar to the Livestrong one from before, that was like a bright neon color that mentions that you have social anxiety? I think it's a good idea because some anxious people come off as bitchy or mean and a LOT of socially anxious people are the exact opposite- just anxious",6.027619047619049,8.26366319047619,5.806539682539682,75.87457142857146,67.8888888888889,8.214603174603175,34.822222222222216,8.841846274778883,3.3658469841269847,283,14,44,5,5,88,52,63,0.161,0.7170000000000001,0.122,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,6,1,1,0,1,11,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,3,7,5,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,3,1,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515261544028595,0.6713021048955352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074414091544153,0.0,0.16854648143820045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706233097934094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613516854296667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236015640762337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676900657249396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683955277981443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157607766303933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422014526505785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746393003953745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038232285791526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691789382085175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070616695392035,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tintedvision17,2019/03/28,"A pessimistic and anxious mind has the ability to project a bleak future Ever feel like you’re shackled by your thoughts to the point where no amount of rationalisation helps you get back to normal? The fear of growing apart from the people in my life is a constant black cloud that looms over me. This feeling is further amplified by my imagined scenarios of my friends living happily and enjoying experiences with each other while I am abandoned as an afterthought. The worst part is that these are all assumptions I make, and yet they seem so inevitable. Well, at least these emotions have forced me to use writing as an outlet, so that’s one positive, I guess. ",8.115914994096812,8.582411099173553,7.1448170011806384,74.62553719008267,61.97520661157025,10.220070838252656,37.94687131050768,9.957137785484203,3.8078160566706014,537,25,92,10,7,164,93,121,0.15,0.662,0.188,0.6533,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,7,7,0,1,10,0,7,1,0,2,2,20,15,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,3,11,4,16,14,6,15,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,2,8,69,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443831671214808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633886470727158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23376807467667826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24333401080450945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567633886478655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116051875398045,0.0,0.2434232683672833,0.21875859428022412,0.15454103697251972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713044291028825,0.0,0.1130197239496855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830393017975884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499659928015168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279517665902073,0.10568438322891403,0.0,0.19101697760748407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439713515966401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842434070760344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195039433701984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658591393729248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342564898102815,0.0,0.14997097779939295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449494842748087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693213403618534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717361235167102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683342617850746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945001581855385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,no_usern,2019/03/28,"New here, just want to introduce myself So I’ve always struggle with accepting who I am as a person. I’ve always struggle with socializing with others. Mainly with girls. I remember back in highschool I was the quiet one and the awkward one.   I had relationships that last a week because I was afraid to show any affection toward them. 

I’m now 25 years old. And I still struggle with who I am.  I’ve always turn red when I talk to girls and get nervous. But now I find myself getting nervous around guys. 

I feel like with  guys I’m being judge or not fitting in. But with girls I’m just completely uncomfortable being around them.

I’m still in college, I finally got a job at a grocery store as a bagger. This grocery store is the busiest in my area.   The reason why I got a job it’s because I’m really trying to get out of my comfort zone. You see I struggle with walking into a store. I get so nervous especially when it’s crowded inside. I can’t go out to eat at restaurants or go to main event. The gym I wait until midnight to go, because it’s empty. When I do go out with my friends that are outgoing and loud. I always get ask by them, are you okay ? Or by random strangers if I’m okay? Because I look like I’m not having fun. I struggle with expressing myself. If something is funny I try not to laugh.  Because I’m not comfortable to do so. My facial expressions are always blank ones.  

I can’t even talk to a therapist because I get extremely uncomfortable and nervous.  

It just sucks that I’m still not out of my shell. I hate being lonely. I want a partner to share a life with but I’m too scared to date. 

I got this dating app, when I text on there I have a completely different personality. It’s more like confident, funny, outgoing. But as soon as we set a date I come up with an excuse. That I can’t make it. And I’ll never message that person again. 

I also suffer with an addiction that I am embarrassed to say but I will say it. It’s porn. I’m addicted to porn, it’s been 6 years now I’ve been battling with this addiction. 

I use the gym to get away from my negative or insecurity thoughts.  It’s where I feel safe and strong in. 

For 6 months I suffer from suicidal thoughts and depression.  Now that has gone away on its own.  Im starting to feel depressed again though. 

I just don’t know why I’m like this, what is wrong with me?  I know this builds character once you overcome it. And that’s what I want. I want to overcome everything I’ve been suffering with for years now.  Thanks for reading !

",0.9223307291666673,3.309645738281251,2.9719843750000017,88.95374479166668,85.7578125,6.069583333333334,22.98645833333333,7.42949916751922,1.118296770833334,1966,74,406,34,60,661,216,512,0.168,0.725,0.107,-0.9875,3,2,1,0,0,0,57.0,1,3,3,1,32,40,3,14,20,2,28,8,1,4,1,76,78,34,1,6,20,0,3,4,2,1,4,4,0,9,30,34,1,2,11,4,3,7,11,24,0,3,12,10,57,16,67,62,4,63,0,6,3,2,32,23,1,7,36,266,87,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23329578391872455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704626699589234,0.2967805768821107,0.0,0.0,0.04850998534854413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700586489999444,0.06668823690755002,0.0,0.13404244067780052,0.0548519168205296,0.0,0.2609095204731101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144845566586578,0.14958597628237322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122880801227094,0.0,0.0,0.07452949138235185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729931213263154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047115841386912494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411095357512492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820677631488862,0.050961464239237836,0.0,0.07814358550331148,0.0651985470921185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511294770964399,0.0,0.2608857500412802,0.0,0.16216442572265974,0.0,0.17115842792882427,0.0,0.0,0.1412649709792881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042816528486194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705362683861113,0.0,0.1415771994128815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840727926987602,0.058147233304364214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050385749207968164,0.13940196137091826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990311172873865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761641039716928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056938610271778274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055017653839402506,0.0688954170734664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485368018141507,0.07596903840031971,0.14501454676571776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685990671725075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135392060193772,0.0,0.045698781919762566,0.07334386646559704,0.0,0.0765866818233674,0.08080821457597541,0.0,0.0,0.11345630031249275,0.0714183954825359,0.0,0.056844453580062015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271665808217527,0.0,0.054916872830813014,0.0,0.0,0.05049100867464856,0.0,0.1709037505109225,0.0,0.0,0.3728721475527497,0.0,0.07802849231039896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146721251770892,0.0,0.06567533071148701,0.0,0.0828249878038258,0.0,0.0,0.07008589846828091,0.11326343460136633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686304407334223,0.07759157843773425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061610204987710526,0.0,0.0,0.16830001997384472,0.0,0.0572203264717505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873679189753148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799320478323822,0.0,0.1378114625734393
socialanxiety,CucoCrazy,2019/03/28,"I feel like everyone hates me In my school I have one good friend, we only have one class together so we dont get to talk much. For all the other kids they dislike me and find me annoying really putting me down. I try to ignore it but when it becomes many people daily it’s hard to do so. I have a small friend group where I am one of the people on the outer ring and them all being older borderline bully me but I don’t want to do anything for fear of loosing those few friends. Almost al the girls in my school find me ugly or annoying and when I ask some of the people I know  they say I don’t have a chance at even being a friend with a girl. The thing that really annoys me is that as my dad is in the navy he goes out on deployment and at the moment he is gone and can only send infrequent emails. I talk to him about everything from school to political topics and he is always there to talk for hours and when he is gone I feel lost with no one to talk to. So I have turned to reddit for help on how to make and keep friends and have a better personality.",2.8853359030837,3.6127636211453766,4.4462087004405335,88.45495181718063,73.58149779735683,7.789537444933922,21.67648678414097,8.07648339933343,0.7543746696035245,830,17,190,12,16,279,120,227,0.14,0.725,0.135,-0.1001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,3,2,11,15,4,1,13,0,20,0,0,2,2,31,33,20,0,1,3,1,3,1,5,0,0,2,0,4,8,14,0,2,5,0,0,4,4,7,0,4,3,5,28,8,33,28,5,23,0,1,0,0,30,13,0,3,7,134,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296735410705484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387064186644987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283666222246896,0.0,0.10546626179549924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245946728708876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977519421864936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322176699744126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745128660293725,0.0,0.0,0.10779902096376713,0.101390333996785,0.0,0.0,0.12694759631219665,0.11408472946229645,0.08059465024376643,0.0,0.0,0.20622068764049356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358007379565999,0.0,0.058940882634245864,0.0,0.0,0.09462339016033387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010595689013842,0.111380892075571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561713338054901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109948731157164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027464753825698,0.0,0.0,0.061999859537547324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511543127588234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315027527927318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530450702530471,0.11437612354870433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293158552346619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305783905579453,0.17160091293581695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346339601294445,0.09850520748881368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340966017137367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454362331895595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971456156274124,0.0,0.3425226734740726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627038570936919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494889342327743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765935916007964,0.1227097027019113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654087283547494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,elayyou,2019/03/28,"Help! Phone interview tomorrow and 1mg of klonopin trial has done nada! My psych rxed me five 0.5mg pills that I picked up after work today. I wanted to do a trial run before tomorrow, to see what it would feel like. So, I tried one out. Felt nothing. An hour later, I took another one. NOTHING! I need some kind of anxiety relief before my phone interview tomorrow. Not sure if I should hope for the best on 1mg...? Any tips/suggestions?  I can’t even freaking relax enough o go to sleep right now, and I have to be awake for work in 6 hours! Took 0.5mg at 5pm and another 0.5mg at 6pm. It is now 9pm. 
  
Doc also rxed me a few .5mg Ativan which did nothing at 1mg either. I only have 1.5mg left of that and 1.5mg of kpin. ",-0.22235294117647086,1.7060357643312116,2.5926564256275766,92.92359685275387,86.2611464968153,5.987111277632072,18.152491569876357,7.285733465282438,0.2481220681903329,553,14,129,9,17,194,101,157,0.046,0.82,0.134,0.9334,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,0,0,4,0,11,2,1,1,1,18,20,7,0,6,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,1,0,3,5,3,13,7,18,12,5,23,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,3,11,71,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760487940852395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000673624157724,0.3084132197861337,0.11250150243151648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502766927078488,0.0,0.15433177573254295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049478247991913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195364898615896,0.0,0.09713261070944353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435861888861735,0.10506063186867122,0.14120192341493626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357833358683746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857209863222313,0.0,0.0,0.14606506685641346,0.2896515414344619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531417277805786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597825475958969,0.0,0.0,0.07184672950431202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904410067769524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233278901900755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993051042363212,0.11184675588112114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558955834312013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718882690094347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471675195899798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860354773294742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939692992921535,0.0,0.3267810611452857,0.09984497862242428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674057302864965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141247756842176,0.0,0.0,0.1044681378345408,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justbpositive,2019/03/28,i feel like i'm wearing a physical mask my face feels so fucking awkward and stiff. like i cant show any emotion,0.2324999999999981,2.5502272500000025,2.2800000000000007,92.965,89.0,4.866666666666667,28.83333333333333,6.42735559955562,1.3821833333333329,90,5,19,1,3,30,21,24,0.094,0.691,0.21600000000000005,0.4270000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30200858084515536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995615786921361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491085662451754,0.3172707512092716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105705697428871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339373452513906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cracksilog,2019/03/28,"I spoke in front of a class of high schoolers. For 45 minutes. Twice. And it was all about me. So I just finished speaking to a room full of high school kids on their career day (must be an American thing lol). One of my grad school friends is a school counselor, and she invited me to speak to a few classes about my career as a freelance journalist.

Funny thing is, I had to sit through a lot of these career presentations and I always thought to myself how cool it would be to 1) Be good enough at my job to speak to high school kids about it, 2) Be confident enough to actually speak in front of people, 3) Not sound like a bumbling idiot while doing it, and 4) Not taking five minutes to do a 45-minute presentation.

I presented twice, and like others have said in this sub, audiences -- big or small, young or old -- really do want to hear what you have to say, and those who don't want to pay mind won't. So really, that's the best audience you can have. Public speaking does get easier over time -- especially when you're telling anecdotes about yourself lol.",5.342067307692306,5.784589456730767,5.626923076923081,83.21807692307694,67.89423076923077,9.092307692307692,29.461538461538463,9.057496981413335,2.175969230769231,829,28,170,14,13,264,130,208,0.035,0.8220000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.9666,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,1,1,9,7,1,0,10,3,19,0,0,1,2,20,27,14,0,4,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,10,1,2,13,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,5,11,15,6,32,15,7,26,0,0,0,0,19,13,0,3,12,116,28,12,0.0,0.0,0.13488723935864538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150139136212544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450581564715052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914341140893779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096125104718546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856458572633729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679195845433696,0.0,0.07221663183788797,0.0,0.0,0.11593620972501913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578913413515946,0.0,0.0,0.4381255358458948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716655546566014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505908398881716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751358486455428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956741041357235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450434323745871,0.0,0.09366454464304362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582751144329772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710039556948287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148321739673002,0.10992172450280983,0.0,0.5595625696095747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392767297202728,0.0,0.12081436503777605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836605222420312,0.0,0.0,0.1097348672590421,0.08059985724759906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305686311318335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819076734107823,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HeyaAya0115,2019/10/19,"I GOT THE JOB!! :’DD I got the job that I really wanted!! I was a nervous wreck during the interview but I guess I somehow managed to impress them? I’m so proud of myself for going thru with it! 

Push yourself to do new things guys! You never know what the outcome might be! 😁🍀",-0.6703448275862058,1.508684293103446,2.089224137931037,92.99693965517244,94.0,4.279310344827587,19.31896551724137,5.985473137389443,0.03271724137931065,211,7,45,2,8,73,46,58,0.061,0.7609999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.8712,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,11,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,9,2,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,32,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660784220947568,0.0,0.4407831036011448,0.0,0.3035618489045099,0.2728490195832041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.546904158721757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144128886777447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923270022413439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252986930567555,0.2661388293496675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653163068687447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307068925471973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253319958714296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Darksky230,2019/10/19,"Deleting the account Hi guys, do you feel sometimes like you would like to delete the account to feel ""clean""",4.058499999999999,6.817819850000002,2.4700000000000024,95.165,75.5,4.0,30.0,3.1291,0.7749999999999999,87,4,16,0,2,24,14,20,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798914757508336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698771488987248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636803852064709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693401267058792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371052985092061,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JimGusa,2019/10/19,"When I try and socialize, I feel like I take 3 steps forward and 2 steps back I've been struggling with loneliness for the past 3 years as a result of my severe social anxiety. A little over a year ago I was hospitalized for a near suicide attempt and have been trying to pick up the pieces of my life since then.

The main problem I'm having is that I'll have a few good social outings, and then ruin it by doing something stupid or embarrassing with the same group of people the next outing. It really drains me and gets me into a really depressed mood for awhile. The main problem I have is trying to make a joke or saying something that pops to mind, then stumbling over my words so I either sound like an asshole or an idiot. I realize that after I say it but there's really no way to be like ""oh sorry, I meant this but messed up cause of my social anxiety and I'm actually having a panic attack right now hahaha!""

This happened to me last night when I made a comment about something a friend of a friend did, and it came out as an accusatory attack rather than a simple jest. Everyone got really upset at me and mentioned after they left that that was a ""fun conversation to have."" Also, when asked if I was going out to the bars with them I did an apparently too dramtic ""oh no"" and the person audibly went ""well okay then,"" signifying they thought my response was rude, when in reality I just was in the mood to stay in and smoke with a friend. I find my social awkwardness often gets misinterpreted as rudeness.

It just gets too much sometimes and I feel like I just embarrass my friends whenever other people are around. I find it hard after incidents like the one described above to keep socializing. How do I not let major fuck ups like this get me down?",4.747754562920272,5.807776046109513,5.827424351585016,79.03471962055718,69.51873198847261,8.78045148895293,27.13844860710855,9.075114841892004,2.1302143131604216,1396,44,266,26,24,464,189,347,0.177,0.691,0.132,-0.8493,1,0,4,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,3,1,20,35,7,6,28,1,22,3,0,6,0,52,43,31,1,4,12,0,3,6,4,0,1,4,0,1,15,20,1,1,7,2,0,6,3,18,1,1,15,7,33,15,45,26,8,46,0,2,0,1,21,19,1,5,27,193,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.08310968200040426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549447617951358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810717955715798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130303437494924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581575185435814,0.07961866682249072,0.19377712647947964,0.0,0.0654873586771086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740715849189284,0.0,0.08748889083420623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335330806048844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137971506515591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612492668228998,0.12168514359361594,0.0,0.0,0.15568027103293106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631960072588281,0.07873454855837328,0.1779827754122528,0.0,0.04840177211451833,0.07143315830609702,0.06811499038437635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531196844372258,0.0,0.0762919630278128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569940962325715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942161631185174,0.0,0.0,0.0925330540190592,0.08708795418756715,0.060155229240085324,0.24964668803988804,0.0853586559379346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058608124876958,0.056848933042732634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599333155785625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260677267254319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905749541602765,0.07992247490648348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771065192681694,0.0,0.0,0.09992389245995492,0.0,0.0,0.08130053613653003,0.11808669286746913,0.07436362265820695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298462474190248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823795383328307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273125608051167,0.0,0.13545476372415718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962132821340133,0.0,0.07045015403625683,0.0,0.0,0.5208957657989209,0.0,0.19669472774836136,0.08423130237593164,0.09533630854242886,0.0,0.090775571158749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903394259633794,0.0,0.0931577264598457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403419547183133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761225128202633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346626911532315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760076707226723,0.0,0.0,0.07657441719508082,0.0789496890207029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968815922929867
socialanxiety,kapsbyk,2019/10/19,"I need major help, 21 years old, no friends or job. Hi,  I'm 21 and a senior in college. I suffer from extreme social anxiety due to frequent moving and shifting during my middle school and highschool years. The problem is, I have absolutely zero friends. I was in a community college and transferred to a university. I live at home with my parents, and everyday I feel just so lonely, all I do is study. I do decent in college, and want to eventually go to med school. I've never had a girlfriend, am a virgin, never had a job, and have no volunteer experience. Reality has finally struck me and I seriously need to find a job or something but I just don't know how to take the first steps. My anxiety has turned into a barrier, and I have major panic attacks. I literally just dropped a class this quarter because we had to work in groups and their was a presentation. Please help, and tell me if you suffered from the same, what steps you took to solve your problems. PS: I've started working out hopefully it helps.",3.2389342403628087,5.481388653061226,5.032176870748302,78.37869614512475,75.73469387755101,7.620861678004537,30.276643990929703,8.515128840125781,2.6206732426303856,800,38,145,16,18,272,118,196,0.163,0.725,0.11199999999999999,-0.8085,4,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,3,1,3,5,11,1,1,13,0,16,1,0,1,3,37,28,17,0,7,7,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,15,0,1,3,0,0,5,5,8,0,3,6,1,22,3,18,22,4,27,0,3,0,1,16,8,0,4,13,101,25,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392199787165025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162845867002656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124797512286185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037618117163108,0.0,0.0,0.06739180275380735,0.0,0.0,0.1460048237290434,0.12181809056062698,0.11337030577279095,0.0,0.0,0.20594796524133285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574770289928384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680100112403451,0.0,0.13369354413027193,0.13237992208480806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39678792400919627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324875685661368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117691179356017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804717591999875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165855362524127,0.0,0.19765505691667626,0.2055918678179179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985790784957722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637868176992425,0.14799480800931827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630452153109835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25506733313175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697786759982945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586505887937794,0.0,0.10260763293326697,0.0,0.0,0.0943382719638743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021209972475438,0.0,0.11649506672402042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148082126494109,0.0,0.1449734442013741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861366544549703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406297297196026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165954331614328
socialanxiety,180714jaehyun,2019/10/19,"toastmasters weirdly, i don’t have any trouble giving presentations. in fact, i prefer giving presentations over speaking with strangers just because speeches are rehearsed and conversations are not. i’ve also received high marks from teachers about my ability to give speeches.

speaking to strangers is my biggest issue with social anxiety. networking and making friends is a nightmare for me. i never know what to say and the conversations always end awkwardly.

that being said, would toastmasters help someone in my situation or should i look somewhere else?",9.281238095238095,12.2118616,7.910952380952383,61.24500000000001,60.77777777777778,10.031746031746033,43.96825396825397,10.290406445055957,5.6764920634920655,464,28,55,11,7,141,69,90,0.09300000000000001,0.772,0.135,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,1,2,15,16,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,7,8,1,11,12,0,10,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,1,4,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719476245469733,0.17396461036283226,0.0,0.0,0.14217609502151465,0.0,0.15993946908864934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744831986059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465278625470212,0.0,0.18517569138718346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152846953430952,0.0,0.0,0.6016825943191974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013652068147964,0.2208959934604908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821679664781007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490047572429216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556778143791293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955714974081215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124917630729502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887530093964847,0.16626240575129944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350056309743842,0.0,0.21312252343214988,0.1771459843209138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485187143354586,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,123g1s,2019/10/19,"What are bars like? In advance im not native english and I rarely stop lurking like once a year.

  
My weekends have been completely plan free since some time in middle school (my mom made me go to saturday computer studies at some university when i was 12+). Well since then (im now 26M) my weekends (and regular days) continued to be completely plan free (and social life free). I my free time sitting at the pc. To me, going anywhere except home after (then) school / (now) work was and still is kind of unthinkable. I start feeling anxiety the moment my path changes from these two locations(work and home).

Only recently i kind of started to think about relationships and what are these unknown social places, called bars, are like. And i was thinking of going to a bar to order a drink or smthing not even socialize.",3.8593837535014015,6.241039947712419,4.559724556489262,81.83661764705884,74.359477124183,7.770121381886089,28.575630252100844,8.634040054169528,2.3846100840336137,644,27,117,13,14,206,95,153,0.011000000000000001,0.828,0.161,0.9657,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,4,7,10,0,0,5,0,10,5,0,1,0,18,19,11,0,0,4,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,7,4,1,3,6,4,4,2,0,1,1,5,1,13,14,17,13,2,32,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,23,70,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729574620182964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986953027081352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345442703135213,0.0,0.26670092486234936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202344017248668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124592328659551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400412114727121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430827282248561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684553957633346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551527206340779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27476203388295184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648860389774621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983412915847633,0.1864076747829657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034498950015413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895687548261902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544727457620706,0.0,0.09672949550457724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288066685925018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255792879132707,0.13654848791355234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25743488063623765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104165611826923,0.0,0.0,0.3889455504867537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004359827611016,0.0,0.1015696556956774,0.10633188429152562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298930352094151,0.0,0.0,0.1483245360340015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424071434786114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435408311857982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518356982101075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190260753585614
socialanxiety,SkyR923,2019/10/19,"This is why I don’t go out in public So last night my friends and I went to Hershey park. It was pretty fun, rode the rollercoasters and whatnot. Afterwards we stopped at a restaurant to get something to eat. We got really stoned before we went in, which was probably not the best idea for me. Anyway it was really busy in the restaurant and I could tell the waitress was kind of having a hard night. At some point she asks us for refills. Me and my other buddy had a water, and she came back with a handful of drinks. She puts the one water glass on the table and I put my straw in it thinking it was mine, but I guess it was for the table next to us and she said something like “you just put your straw in someone else’s drink, now I have to go get another one”.  My friends looked at me weird and I was still high as shit so I had no idea what had just happened. After a couple minutes she comes back with *my* water glass, and goes “so *now* would you like to remove your straw and put it in this one?” I was like sure i guess. I felt super uncomfortable during the whole rest of the meal and me being high just amplified the feeling of social despair. 

I know this is stupid and that I was probably in the wrong, but it genuinely ruined the rest of my night. The one night I get out of town to enjoy myself and be a normal happy person something stupid has to happen to make me feel like shit. Why. Just why",1.9572424807026856,3.7953472595155735,3.1173183391003465,92.51067008251265,78.13494809688582,5.830236891136545,20.45794516901784,6.67199483983844,0.18314628693106186,1094,27,237,10,26,352,142,289,0.134,0.736,0.131,-0.2267,0,0,5,0,0,0,26.0,5,4,0,2,13,21,4,0,19,0,22,10,3,1,1,45,45,19,0,3,7,0,5,4,2,1,0,1,0,1,14,22,7,1,7,2,0,12,3,8,0,4,18,7,41,13,35,23,5,43,0,2,1,0,22,17,2,3,18,170,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901875636824119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804064729111534,0.0,0.0,0.13227067826276356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318702219530272,0.0,0.090260766783929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837097709878223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408883207962383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867090457328366,0.0951669299592085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851145684765054,0.0,0.08800831608070968,0.07184918664307083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697711052728208,0.06144459328780188,0.08258178731050725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290013179423554,0.0,0.13480790166089515,0.0,0.0977613902291184,0.0,0.06878897057389208,0.0,0.18949643868875715,0.0,0.15211432173454176,0.09155780209731353,0.07704685224397285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174571162814251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941865827552389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895647685674626,0.047268102059666035,0.07010852522653144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807791824323065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222560010377653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741143851252267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147116987470057,0.32285314838982965,0.08427021089254874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23312673552719235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509943144580901,0.0,0.0,0.08130597012734482,0.0,0.0,0.0875017127940295,0.18546373300255573,0.0,0.0,0.3458497765328711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019868093373128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181391732893116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657327655904978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767498241675784,0.07287484593565234,0.19864097113966914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686866151268488,0.0719070785661378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106213019300303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517534685452368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511086694179125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691562032516733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946175149453592,0.23282827340437046,0.0960255807755924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06109807381323694,0.09403695161938674,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Obv10uslyAn0nym0us,2019/10/19,"People don't understand People don't understand that interacting with people is the closest thing to impossible for me. I'm 20 years old I take anti depressants that don't do anything. I can't answer the door, my phone is always muted so I won't hear phone calls. I barely leave the house to avoid people. I don't have a job. When people come to our house I close myself in my room. When a bank or something calls me on my phone I either don't pickup or I let someone else talk for me. When I need to go to the doctor or something, someone comes with me. I'm intimidated by people, worried about getting hurt. I get anxiety attacks if I'm surrounded by people, I will just collapse. If someone talks to me it's probably our of pety or because they want something. I was bullied in school so many times. In elementary school I was called to play soccer and instead got beat up. So yes I don't interact and I will 99% be so quiet you'll forget I'm even there. So don't ask me why and don't try making me talk. That doesn't do any good. Just makes everything worse.",1.3751161405598569,3.617860607305936,3.371880087353585,87.84714711137583,82.19634703196347,6.000476474091721,21.850506253722454,7.255503002510835,0.8081306730196545,839,27,172,12,23,283,120,219,0.16699999999999998,0.7959999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9785,1,1,3,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,1,1,14,6,1,1,6,1,23,1,0,2,0,26,42,17,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,2,0,5,8,0,1,3,2,1,3,11,4,0,0,3,2,30,2,20,33,1,18,0,2,0,0,17,9,0,6,6,106,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852073550115571,0.0,0.0,0.06963743359864037,0.0,0.07833788202424044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426880096688838,0.0,0.09573281946165932,0.1164979985561558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062423812598081885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136942056992168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642193541908166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819940445783189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481363215636773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554442154139126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763610115424741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203305753353036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700250070636157,0.0,0.05819788620417653,0.08589063244352108,0.08190089507072923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541542793605568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363182259511493,0.10962434377070178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161900433857676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842980751879908,0.0,0.10471382815428573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670936379031498,0.10382039336564236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593039834760132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745454045789757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969525834950755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040756686241997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727425499540253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26029674788606394,0.2365040964900327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699418137890468,0.2469225390997005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803188774107055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059711911664814925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952479733146305,0.0,0.0,0.2132099077427928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039984026675343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240262322337917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399504111613816,0.10435722877580736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659440628916304
socialanxiety,togayther,2019/10/19,"i feel like i've never gotten over anything that's happened to me not only am i a socially awkward individual, but i'm literally so sensitive. i feel like i get hurt so often and i either put out tough skin and pretend like it doesn't affect me or i break down crying when i'm alone. but overall with every single bad thing that's ever happened to me, i just feel like i've never truly forgotten what that bad situation felt like. it's just in the back of my head and whenever i think about it, it really is still there and it could be days later, months, and even years. idk if anyone has felt like this too",2.314891774891773,4.10894284126984,4.423304473304476,83.75149350649353,76.93650793650794,7.121500721500722,21.772005772005773,8.00094639256281,1.0636126984126992,482,13,98,8,11,166,84,126,0.212,0.647,0.141,-0.8782,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,1,2,0,6,2,2,1,3,27,18,12,0,2,8,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,6,12,6,9,13,2,16,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,16,66,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642130946039812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560353755971792,0.0,0.1242846448014526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161325824499906,0.2522071245588907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058499422569875,0.0,0.16589912743478938,0.09740171719193867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975374885200712,0.13661508750055648,0.12724910804942596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290955922862709,0.32368712657205523,0.29002455720845705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890682933997598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26711028086765604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550001319007714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616805089286545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427131459845197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055053378736835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23296696236212824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486495744927383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518266490201458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675354785732217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976380667446764,0.0,0.15395584657226316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061258170285093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033747847431207,0.09677378816027116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725823008293798
socialanxiety,le_br1t,2019/10/19,"Can anybody relate to these symptoms? I've written a document explaining my symptoms and I'm gonna read it/give it out, probably after trimming it down for their own sake, to my psychiatrist. I'm just curious as to whether anybody else experiences this. It would be a big deal to me to know that it is a symptom of SA, as opposed to something else. 

**Every** (seriously) social situation outside of interaction with close friends/close family (in isolation, without anybody else around) leads to overthinking. Overthinking to me is thinking through every sentence I will say (and how I will say it) and every sentence/action they will respond with (regardless of the fact that it doesn’t work like that!). Overthinking to me is also trying to perfect my outer image, worrying about how I am walking, where I am looking, worrying about my facial expressions and the impression they give off, and so on. To give an example of overthinking, it is getting on the bus and worrying about how I am walking up the aisle, worrying about how others will perceive my seating position choice, worrying about where I am looking while walking up the bus aisle, and worrying about the speed at which I am doing it. Of course, these thoughts can not all exist at once, but they are all thoughts that have stressed me out to varying degrees while getting the bus to and from home every day. The average person, I am sure, does not concentrate on all these factors. Another example is going to the corner shop, where do I look while the cashier is scanning the items? I can’t answer that question and so it makes me more and more uncomfortable and mechanical as I fret about looking weird.  The worst thing is I don’t know how to stop it. 

There is not a case where, in public, I am not focusing on my outer presentation and my actions. I want to stop overthinking: it makes me, and my actions, mechanical and unnatural, it makes me trip over my words, and it induces anxiety by making me worry that I look out of place or weird. One final example, this time I will just explain my thought process while the cashier is scanning items: “**Where do I look? Should I stare blankly into space? No, that’s weird. I’ll stare at the display instead. That’s weird but its better than staring into space, I guess. Where do I put my hands? Do I put them in my pocket? If I put them in my pocket, it might look like I have stolen something! Do I put them on the counter? I could put them on the counter but that looks too confident. It would seem out of place because I don’t think of myself as confident and others don’t think of me as confident, so I can’t do that! Should I pretend to check my phone? Yes, I will pretend to check my phone.”.** 

Rationalising does not seem to have much effect. Telling myself that the cashier doesn’t care, even if I do look weird, or that the people on the bus are too busy focusing on themselves to care how I’m getting on the bus does not work to any great extent. It does not calm down the anxiety-inducing overthinking.

The overthinking also causes avoidance: I avoid going to events because I either (A.) overthink the event/situation beforehand and conclude, probably wrongly, that it will be a disaster and I shouldn’t go lest I make a fool out of myself or (B.) I avoid going to the event because I worry my overthinking will kick in and I’ll look out of place/mechanical.

Thank you very much if you read it",5.047244533324594,6.490961773497695,5.540773694390719,79.93245877454679,69.16949152542375,8.851601481821461,32.29849522997738,9.252503621752664,2.9226889879683973,2697,120,500,54,47,866,251,649,0.11900000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.08,-0.9575,0,4,2,0,0,0,98.0,0,2,8,7,32,24,0,4,32,1,55,5,2,16,6,106,101,49,0,11,21,0,1,2,0,15,3,2,1,1,41,31,0,6,18,5,3,16,17,13,0,1,4,18,74,11,87,79,13,77,0,0,15,0,27,47,0,11,16,367,115,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072820934260592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0385759168625913,0.059482606736883735,0.04339556281720277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050498548394126916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373971356735648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016991650968548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156727496991109,0.05827366846175629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045291437579827794,0.0,0.0,0.03658385375969584,0.058482457314107186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856672070130804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216295702934706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03746727126783439,0.0,0.19117785164950746,0.0,0.0,0.05548933238150743,0.05347662861417127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214103005930938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891165336006641,0.10883431907740096,0.12895574714773494,0.0,0.0,0.06254108808921133,0.06249055679259645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690123334522563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235072356350424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542733556492505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763591333320597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893266587877208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060177776626069227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340090448955402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041179539440308,0.038439296292693236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03932696325379451,0.04953132964745759,0.17780113368740305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232136941844045,0.0,0.0,0.2851286447872494,0.0635465827856477,0.0,0.1134835596911966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022226613645562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032832206921004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376288279219387,0.0,0.057825450503617974,0.0,0.08734155269080164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485166915051962,0.0649799326100661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346398787868352,0.17688143926761832,0.0,0.0,0.04958139914947613,0.052226074265873716,0.0,0.0,0.0376865187282824,0.1090440153180428,0.0,0.1351033443535656,0.033077636854975515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038513521581004836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046805244688594635,0.03345871747762925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468225314172775,0.0,0.08259503164929123,0.4608675366573228,0.0,0.08059365501460179,0.06202144490351925,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,camnosirrom96,2019/10/19,"Did medication actually help anyone get a social life? I’ve been longing for a social life for the last 3 years, one where I go to parties and hook up with hot chicks and shit like that. I’m a freshmen and college and I still haven’t done any of that, and I feel so god damn lame right now. I am seriously questioning if I even know how to have fun anymore. I’ve been seeing a counselor and am meeting up with a doc to start meds at the end of this month. Did they actually help any of you out? Or am I fucked",1.7803261977573897,3.1718136788990847,3.639755351681959,90.53855249745158,77.34862385321101,6.6793068297655465,23.120285423037714,7.3871296695380915,0.6754823649337407,397,12,93,5,9,134,72,109,0.161,0.6940000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.2408,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,6,7,3,0,7,0,10,5,1,1,0,15,18,10,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,5,3,8,2,14,13,0,15,0,1,1,1,9,6,3,3,9,57,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.3586441097899636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499245339499821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223932532888487,0.1284884066634341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804902442941945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275573035609214,0.0,0.0,0.12137093647502807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929139569459113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988202455939544,0.09600637451206337,0.0,0.1044343454002367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463392641033708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009890159160704,0.14978792592554604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595885114795247,0.08977525445796122,0.0,0.0,0.16262073152522466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411457131731628,0.1851176313617382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466744994220136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451970027746605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585188089486814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692898807370062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643195072686993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862573976701533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37463785550562495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300654053078864,0.0,0.14674999346304074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833462502329226
socialanxiety,melvinlsj77,2019/10/19,"Social anxiety is stopping me from carrying out tasks 1. My fear of people looking at me is stopping me from joining university extracurricular activities. I'm too afraid of being the 'new member' upon joining an organisation and seeing people stare at me while I awkwardly introduce myself in front of them
2. I can't make new friends. I just wait for them to talk to me cause I'm too afraid that they find me weird.
3. I suck at my F&B related part time job because I get too nervous and mess up my words. I can't even ask for help because I'm too shy and also too afraid that the experienced staff will look down on me.
What can I do to help me with these?",3.812105263157896,5.184526639097747,5.389481203007518,80.11143984962409,72.0827067669173,8.327518796992482,28.33759398496241,8.841846274778883,2.1724442105263164,525,20,105,10,10,178,85,133,0.17600000000000002,0.785,0.039,-0.9294,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,8,10,1,6,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,13,19,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,0,5,22,1,20,17,1,16,0,0,4,0,9,9,1,0,6,70,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235107050967164,0.0,0.20641790149100667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573990820440128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810147479061905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226670118546425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570662392661445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583029970702342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437712629055405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412302273652244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471878358510718,0.0,0.09953380298028117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25539016449883223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890521415876948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199614516192951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716714834923307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36799219640817893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630416080301955,0.0,0.2641517999759092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181209589197794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420132615343408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185503921970341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531250154335829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108812620242428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,miseryqueen285,2019/10/19,i don’t know how to react when people are nice to me... i just came from an important college meeting and everyone was so damn nice and sweet and i just responded so awkwardly to everyone omg. my low self-esteem has caused me to feel undeserving of love and appreciation so when people treat me with actual respect it weirds me the fuck out. i don’t deserve this wtf. 😭,2.6888062622309192,4.962009465753429,4.641526418786693,80.35958904109589,77.63013698630138,8.554990215264189,25.497064579256357,9.23628265651192,2.390300978473581,293,11,57,8,7,100,52,73,0.222,0.526,0.252,0.4369,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,2,1,2,0,5,2,0,3,0,14,10,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,2,9,6,8,8,0,5,0,1,0,2,3,2,2,0,2,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2793211626674527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273731785179493,0.0,0.2940391314236705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470139238274261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472750993939154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646168907891485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730563292305916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583355738608708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968744862618464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986024223990265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Prince_Manay_Bora,2019/10/19,"We shouldn't be giving up! Guys, I do know how much it sucks and hurts to have an illness like social anxiety. But here's a thing,  think about some recent events you're extremely anxious about but wasn't 'that' bad. (Yes, I know most of them were!). It means we 'can' have experiences that aren't that bad. We may not have control over our anxiety and everyday stress it causes, but we shouldn't be giving up on it. Try your best to 'handle' it in social situations. Cry very hard on failing. Be extremely frustrated. But. Do. Not. Give. Up. Keep taking part in social situations a part of you really want to take part in. As little as it suits you. But don't give up.
We've given a life. We are living a life (see, you're reading it right now, you 'are' alive, how awesome is that!). Let's make it meaningful! Shall we.",0.5396640373940969,2.9688514969325155,2.3500262927256803,92.03887525562374,89.24539877300613,5.8041484078293895,17.57785568215016,7.2636822038024595,0.31352667250949473,626,16,134,11,21,206,94,163,0.187,0.6609999999999999,0.152,-0.4062,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,7,4,1,3,6,9,2,1,5,1,21,3,0,5,0,32,37,11,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,13,8,0,2,5,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,2,14,2,19,26,7,16,0,2,1,0,20,12,1,3,5,92,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846623538302897,0.13177566598710405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478743158410844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241174748635568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982656240842315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308273035648584,0.0,0.0,0.12812907245021826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410120771748032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475861112353036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549690438471487,0.0,0.0,0.10449102259551196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487090174992413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367944941365663,0.0,0.0,0.1282101001277414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927743143131014,0.16477964829591465,0.0569868626733349,0.11690894941426125,0.10299968584398236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786145370166157,0.0,0.0,0.12706061768772198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574750784134252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789455548860232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667658143567428,0.0,0.07472578388394117,0.0,0.115172880782847,0.0,0.0,0.09961420601719426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295097538228893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622277696230527,0.0,0.35671471196880256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361647131079804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540507021672266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749376532411698,0.07474141610144025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919430883818672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624435395551156,0.06880025239135437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,antibacterialsoahp,2019/10/19,"Went to a meetup yesterday Hey guys. So I suffer from social anxiety especially when meeting new people. Yesterday I decided to go to a meetup that was gonna have some fellow students from my university. At first I arrived and introduced myself to a couple of the people there , some where standing while others were sitting around a bonfire. Well I said hi to like 3-4 (out of 20 or so) and then just sat around the bonfire for a bit. 

It was kinda awkward (maybe just for me, others might have noticed I was being quiet?) since I wasn’t really providing input to anything they were talking about as a group and I even thought about leaving quite a few times. Well I decided to stick through the awkwardness and even ended up letting the group know at one point that I should have introduced myself to them from the beginning and I let them know my name and said hi to them as a group. They were all really cool and eventually we ended up splitting into subgroups for the rest of the night and I had a pretty good conversation with a couple of the people there and we really had a good time talking. 

I would say it was a success in terms of interpersonal relationships but I was just being really fucking awkward at first.",5.0572247360482665,6.523944350427352,6.066269482151835,76.0869004524887,69.17094017094017,8.924685771744596,29.57667169431875,9.325443323948027,2.727527199597788,974,37,172,20,17,323,126,234,0.036000000000000004,0.895,0.07,0.742,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,5,4,17,12,1,3,20,1,21,1,0,0,1,34,32,18,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,0,1,6,16,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,5,2,3,16,5,25,7,36,8,7,31,0,1,0,1,25,12,1,5,16,142,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418144860150623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131187545404548,0.21919413558783327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344079960553988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724453709167872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180839408809579,0.0,0.0,0.1626305388877864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944046718878392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138163962635613,0.0,0.0,0.06996820805748744,0.2065234335114456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190166661605392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531985957409962,0.0,0.0,0.1303593622883884,0.0,0.2517836778157506,0.0,0.06014701062428712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236840032749038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306039099005374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189037325423732,0.0,0.11553362838648625,0.0,0.0,0.1401654733503591,0.0,0.0,0.0834248566683693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560540844193609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163819994959829,0.0,0.0,0.12525063385065527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094630330346754,0.0,0.0,0.31547850197962624,0.0,0.0,0.1321777662238823,0.0,0.0,0.2342181581605094,0.0979047530347221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018407140884889,0.0,0.0,0.12549865333942653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197907847594312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773832358334132,0.14357687989617246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22138754512995076,0.11412739712101436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745625917261136,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ratjoker,2019/10/19,"I hate this. I get mocked and treated like an idiot by friends because of how slow and dumb I am in certain social situations.
That, coupled with the fact that my own father called me ""slowass"" the other day, it doesn't help my self-esteem at all.
That's probably why I'm a virgin at 26 and will never have someone who loves me.
I don't deserve anything good in this life.",4.26631578947368,4.843670894736842,5.088000000000001,85.65700000000002,70.31578947368422,7.132631578947367,29.673684210526318,6.742157984588678,1.4713084210526308,292,11,60,2,5,95,61,76,0.204,0.6609999999999999,0.135,-0.7063,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,4,0,5,3,0,1,4,9,9,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,8,6,7,8,2,7,0,0,0,2,7,4,1,0,4,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274845225476616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575977035593732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26398839577658906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28605891820062873,0.0,0.16673068996291013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973990936807248,0.0,0.13507143896358992,0.0,0.0,0.2168429941553593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552451998225522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732874459887726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260763393138055,0.1263048715732475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333337372259485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993945460769336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278739446837792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26970354148983666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290598948700123,0.0,0.2635391373258237,0.21905192908214705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332834317030169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SukachevSenaviev,2019/10/19,"Told to be ""More Assertive"" One thing that I CONSTANTLY get told by other people is ""just be confident"" or ""be more assertive"", as if it is SO easy. I had very abusive parents growing up who always reminded me how much they hated me or how ""worthless"" and ""retarded"" I was, and how I would never succeed in life. My mother would make fun of my appearance and call me a freak or say I have no friends. I never even see my mother anymore and my dad is currently held in a Russian prison. I have never heard my parents tell me they love me or provide me with any assurance or support. I would love to see how all these critical people turn out with similar parents. 

One of my current professors is rude to me, despite the fact I make a real effort to participate in his class. A few classes ago he asked me (in front of the class), ""why are you so quiet? why does your voice just trail off like that"". 

I didn't even reply to him...,This annoying girl behind me laughed after he said it. I don't understand how comments like this are helpful? They only make my anxiety worse...and I am really trying to participate. I told the professor that I have bad anxiety after class, and he looked at me with no sympathy and told me I need to be ""more assertive"". 

I also took an EMT class where one instructor commented, ""she needs to have more confidence, or she'll never make it"" right to my face in front of other students. A boy in the group stood up for me, which made me cry a bit in the bathroom (in a good way) because people rarely ever do. I imagine males probably get told to be ""more assertive"" more frequently, but I am surprised how often I hear it (considering I am female).",4.971327254305977,5.490484349544076,6.050091185410338,79.59047619047621,68.72644376899696,9.306180344478218,31.168186423505567,9.362217197678863,2.7107584599797354,1297,51,253,25,21,433,174,329,0.08199999999999999,0.813,0.105,0.7384,5,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,2,3,2,16,18,3,0,13,0,27,4,1,11,8,50,58,24,0,6,10,6,0,2,1,4,1,6,0,3,14,10,0,1,2,0,0,5,8,6,0,3,14,9,49,12,36,35,10,33,0,1,3,2,40,15,0,9,14,186,63,9,0.0,0.11088566875636163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295951099893288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484174468795883,0.07787214600722399,0.0,0.0,0.0636425857371839,0.0,0.14318808478589487,0.0,0.09281347215997028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749150931618993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814150169367078,0.0570499606319911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021731127565969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556311574478624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113464365352097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280127470702816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189889297899859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362708228012805,0.08465508744034718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230533001893016,0.0,0.0977910223479381,0.0,0.0,0.07849660242812947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239810144755907,0.0,0.0,0.10547970952159856,0.0,0.0627296067671018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661034906702275,0.09144407295462648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858977686198729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893241744275406,0.08855458348795542,0.2498810469164349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879744729648116,0.1387876214608258,0.2887212376070498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025156695812195,0.0711773728261194,0.0,0.0,0.3117529252108686,0.0,0.0,0.19464498844535594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090295803509647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652285717601287,0.059954432587777384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079923058535172,0.08902297104970094,0.07442439188737261,0.0,0.0,0.14915395189914404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620177982586164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179944128301672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062175255816838276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471334664926027,0.10397895423258732,0.06353964594000147,0.10179612811107834,0.0,0.09742769895674826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721933891174551,0.0,0.07428525719064319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889599650465656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19944523745515197,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Br1tt_x-x-x,2019/10/19,"Where are you guys in real life?? I honestly want nothing more than a friend I can relate to. Someone who doesn’t see my anxiety and depression like a weird quirk.  It’s crazy how many people struggle in this community. I’ve always hoped I would someday bump into someone who had social anxiety and we’d become friends, but I know the odds are against me. It just sucks so fucking bad",4.0368,5.82200568,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,72.2,7.666666666666668,29.83333333333333,8.344100000000001,2.2679333333333336,306,13,57,5,6,99,63,75,0.259,0.632,0.109,-0.9029,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,4,11,2,1,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,11,13,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,8,5,6,10,1,4,0,1,1,1,8,4,2,1,1,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677152016870512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250401679606978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738296362571304,0.0,0.2346291587059144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297883794034805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282694457286559,0.19640226980750453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035426179958688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100613253187467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675438883533995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005640827144948,0.10379004955833464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153862041283679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038470087893432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728283160243072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24180927791524875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929141013999854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656124409853367,0.3600084508553573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209396936933576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530575066498426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509150559520343,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,speedtrail,2019/10/19,"[Off my chest] My low esteem has fucked up all relationships in life to an extent that I don't connect with anyone Nowadays , even though I don't think about it much, I know that I still hate myself at the core . I penalize myself for every small mistake and it is the same mindset I carry forward in my relationships. I have my guard up , don't get vulnerable with anyone because I feel that even I make a small mistake, the other person will judge me badly or stop talking to me. This has made me into a people pleaser, I don't give a retort if someone makes fun of me , because they might get hurt if I get angry and will stop talking to me , I dont reveal my emotions much , over the time I don't even feel much emotions at all now. Basically I am dormat and because my guard is up high , people think I don't care and am rude. And also over time, people get used to my reactions so much so that even if I express anger/ make a small mistake, people are taken aback (they might be thinking how dare this doormat raise a voice ) and my fears come true

I am tired of being the last choice, invisible person, always feel that I am in the wrong. I want someone to accept me fully atleast once in my life. But deepdown I know I have become complacent of my current lide and dont want to change it",6.803793305930711,5.397726038167941,7.2677099236641265,78.85289195537288,65.33587786259542,9.282912507339988,31.98590722254844,7.61054688173877,2.0740742219612454,1010,31,204,8,13,333,130,262,0.177,0.764,0.059000000000000004,-0.9844,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,0,12,16,4,1,12,0,25,5,1,6,3,47,50,17,0,8,5,0,3,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,11,11,0,4,10,0,0,2,8,12,0,0,2,4,41,4,26,42,8,28,0,2,0,1,10,19,1,6,9,145,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972663104080173,0.0829548252644124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394191305379647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324176167298518,0.18232075619680752,0.11010608973555104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164643062568726,0.0,0.1054648522827948,0.0858790348762401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23368528203310876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428853201536286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633923304886393,0.0,0.08399794370501143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121854017446457,0.15122745423452294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216708640547107,0.20834759505790174,0.09563721872758403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842888315463484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533400155873786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672632991589748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958032057930496,0.08126531778204299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083607038151325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433450054047167,0.19964300118862455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152280767738565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931513005221551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617268778521316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27646583676753395,0.17410091403220246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407178579487265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689437195873877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961713055039264,0.16670017152904318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602632862079604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164297497904145,0.09795053844182423,0.0,0.11626675180063735,0.11458556398500648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610509223604497,0.0,0.0,0.1176062370354615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900161901725608,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xpatrochilles,2019/10/19,"Social anxiety so bad I can hardly post this lol, I legit get anxiety just posting on Reddit, anyone relate? Lowkey my first actual post on any thread, so far I’ve left comments but so many times I’ve typed out whole comments but think I type to much or it isn’t funny or would be well received so I just delete the whole comment. And when I do post a comment I immediately get anxious and want to delete it.
Like is this just cause I’m newer to Reddit that I’m this anxious, or is this straight up my social anxiety? Or do any of you have tips on how you don’t get anxious posting?
Legit anything helps",1.8549731182795703,3.9543699274193567,3.4754838709677434,88.5498924731183,79.56451612903227,5.746236559139786,23.23655913978495,6.816661863887847,0.7485397849462371,477,16,97,5,12,158,71,124,0.114,0.736,0.15,0.7777,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,10,3,0,0,2,1,10,0,0,2,0,17,17,14,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,10,2,9,15,3,18,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,4,5,60,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.12162318673121007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695085318931395,0.0,0.28603020000882595,0.4223972116371752,0.0,0.08714583092177035,0.0,0.10256179757155293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406279913514327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280317461301724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060122058881982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953457630435719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164609756751463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353843127332901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541340355163964,0.0,0.0,0.060889066563379377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635763231459665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161911127700023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5968166572849497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540939533813909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985937190697971,0.0,0.0,0.07267412051090599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351138404386431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205944262072376,0.0,0.0,0.2782951164909585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853523942210731,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Arianaevanz,2019/10/19,"Will the internet break down the education of the future generation.? Hi everybody.  I just have the idea that future students may not be interested in studies. Will this become the extinting of engineers, doctors and highly educated occupations? 

Why I'm asking this is because nowadays a grade 1 student would say that he/she wants to be a doctor, after 5 years the student will want to become an astronaut, finally after 5 years of time the same student would say "" hi guys, welcome back to my YouTube channel"".

So even a student who is good at studies may want to become a YouTuber. We all know there are many benefits in youtube. Being famous, being rich from the very young age are some. If the same student have followed the educational path he/she might have been a astronaut or a doctor. We can say that internet have spoiled the childs interest completely.

In future will there be doctors, engineers? Or  will the  world  be filled with youtubers and bloggers?

What are your opinions? Hoping to know how others think!

Thanks.",4.748121980676327,7.604339114130433,5.262971014492756,75.53661835748792,73.61956521739131,8.001932367149758,31.961352657004827,8.841846274778883,3.236329468599034,823,40,130,18,18,263,110,184,0.012,0.857,0.131,0.9657,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,19,0,27,4,0,1,1,29,38,7,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,10,4,3,0,2,8,5,0,0,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,8,17,21,4,22,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,9,12,93,13,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456225812314492,0.0,0.0,0.10245402995163833,0.0,0.08122241778314307,0.44146232753576015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970055180134866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5455108405624532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880043598192849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595889649362634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175614788066326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192944209392135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077632947296634,0.0,0.1323382806945389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041276137019985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645143149739034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508536267478105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134754221804452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317875541937332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267032202017902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537539062282969,0.0,0.0,0.07769384204544337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099376991070329,0.2357668102604212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022919067808226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930102927312226,0.0,0.0,0.1716055461395014
socialanxiety,Just_Worse,2019/10/19,"Why am I sometimes anxious after being social instead of before or during? I finally talked to a YouTuber who I really admire and took a couple of pictures with her.

I figured that I was in the clear, that I wasn't going to embarrass myself. Well, yes, but no. I was surprisingly relaxed during the whole ordeal, but Immediately after, when I took my drink back from a friend who was holding it, I was so tense that I crushed the cup. Luckily there was barely any liquid left. I wasn't tense during my conversation, which is weird. 

Does anyone know why I would experience the anxiety after the fact and not before or during, like normal?",5.852,6.922084866666669,7.075000000000002,71.05500000000002,67.0,9.0,29.166666666666664,9.188382445141503,2.6599166666666667,504,17,83,9,8,171,78,120,0.154,0.636,0.209,0.7548,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,8,1,11,1,0,0,2,15,15,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,1,2,2,0,3,4,2,1,0,9,0,16,6,10,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,7,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663798930502232,0.0,0.14246004416448735,0.2103789230050935,0.0,0.13021141391520832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431939508076284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169240225765521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605214800547736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296495519521165,0.0,0.0,0.182427591506176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216177481154314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399813510810413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387538632459335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583479186176252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234326110667907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023317759785667,0.0,0.0,0.09097912505203064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245894844697647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929918787701968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983084209040785,0.0,0.0,0.18417925554688389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967895019366595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41380109062289183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743679315299795,0.0,0.3360744877234179,0.2079112690801868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228743801666062,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,luddydrag,2019/10/19,"How I overcame social anxiety Okay first of all this is just personal experience not an advice.
I'm not saying that you have to follow this because is actually pretty harmfull so yeah take care please

Well let's start, I'll introduce myself saying that until I had 18 I didn't had any real friends,So I didn't have any kind of base to start,but I really liked metal,like, a lot and a lot of metal bands came to my city and I wanted to see them but yeah,the anxiety wouldn't let me.
But then they announced my band.my favourite band ever that I wanted to see for years so I had to go yes or yes and to  do this what I did is actually get drunk AF
Like reaaaally fucking drunk.and I went,and it was awesome.it felt like it was not me who was there,but the cool version of me,I kept going to concerts using this ""technique"" and I met what is now one of my best friends.
I started going out with her and having a lot of fucking fun tbh,and I started to drink less and less so I could enjoy better the show and her.and I started to feel how the anxiety was going away not only in concerts but in a lot of aspects of life
(Like going to do paperwork at the bank or going to buy some groceries) and I couldn't really believe that I was doing it

Today I don't drink alcohol and I don't do any kind of drugs and still I can go to parties and social events and have fun,all thanks to that.
Like I said,don't do this please,drugs are really bad thats why I don't do them anymore.im just saying that getting out of the comfort zone is hard as fuck,but with work,you can do it.",2.2447353698109005,3.688621145015105,3.8430748573346776,89.3447219424863,76.22054380664653,6.474700682555668,23.73962179702361,7.093109894594671,0.7859868188430119,1233,38,267,13,27,411,156,331,0.046,0.7559999999999999,0.198,0.9944,0,0,5,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,3,3,11,22,2,0,10,5,38,8,0,3,2,47,68,25,0,5,11,0,3,5,1,1,3,5,0,1,19,17,4,1,2,8,2,9,11,4,1,2,15,11,33,18,35,48,10,28,0,0,2,2,16,6,2,7,18,179,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.16897694889894865,0.0,0.0,0.08460385620097148,0.0,0.09252646690981747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766297732866384,0.0,0.19869776392746288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134368535191397,0.0,0.07228972848163467,0.05277766711141445,0.0,0.0,0.09754472272559134,0.09085916803549067,0.07657196250603958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902314656189094,0.08827291402030628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912617164785766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962863621885516,0.2008079723261333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783155321181576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469073449188788,0.0,0.0,0.043776871071556436,0.0,0.0831292792789846,0.0,0.0,0.07364393080993832,0.0,0.0,0.06689060949115108,0.2401222721848217,0.09046775785275836,0.0,0.3444333141126455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755764928741089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352002164523143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031711112784066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706549261486684,0.06115320653769915,0.211490279232763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944249896284551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058668073603718764,0.065847121492586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559731768553397,0.0,0.09503758490702792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808182236228836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854569281928248,0.166393896678541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235631855450454,0.20655294428714752,0.0,0.0,0.1379842778939742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651248141914205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306404799999406,0.0,0.06914198635758334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509652495106585,0.0,0.0,0.07971017850412589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206663222756796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477633357980543,0.0,0.0,0.10213290507280773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784478937891379,0.08025946704485229,0.0781239511931831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303043842432668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055753944759464914
socialanxiety,YungSavageJoe,2019/10/19,Went to a concert and talked to one of my favorite rappers after. I've been in a fucking panic because ya boi rambled so bad but he was nice so I don't feel as bad :D,-0.5668421052631594,1.2000252105263165,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,86.36842105263158,3.8,25.28947368421053,3.1291,0.17971578947368405,130,6,30,0,4,46,33,38,0.228,0.545,0.22699999999999998,-0.0076,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,2,3,1,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6052762996383293,0.2209516602407504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327017605736015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350875323080432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456116189922439,0.0,0.0,0.4252675751128021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29133083831439915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33600315179074325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DrBublu,2019/10/19,"This Might Work. This guy really helped me. Accept you Imperfections
Live who you are 
DON’T GIVE 2 FUCKS!
[Aanghel](https://youtu.be/eDjrwWMzo7c)",7.584285714285718,10.753754095238097,4.028952380952379,73.65771428571429,103.28571428571428,9.299047619047617,18.48571428571429,8.238735603445708,2.8743828571428574,120,3,16,4,5,32,19,21,0.172,0.7090000000000001,0.11900000000000001,-0.3097,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,9,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758528984097287,0.0,0.3900039293471025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40255267450678217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725047769047527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589948945449029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312898641254528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26044909443544634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959763717992577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Choze334,2019/10/19,"Have you ever felt like that? it's already hard to do this , i sweat a lot , but when i order something and the drink or food has a ""fancy"" name... it's even worse

like  ""can i get a mango and passionfruit green tea with rainbow jelly please""   or   ""can i get the extra crispy special chicken burguer"" 

feels like i'm saying ""i love huge c\*cks in my a\*s""  
sorry , I didn't find a better analogy",1.9796925858951155,3.7572293924050655,3.4494032549728786,90.43316455696205,77.86075949367087,5.5269439421338165,21.4122965641953,6.1826913282559595,0.24893345388788424,298,8,62,2,7,98,61,79,0.11199999999999999,0.622,0.266,0.9392,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,6,0,6,5,1,0,1,12,12,6,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,8,6,3,10,2,5,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,3,5,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565573473298741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205617591115799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22775067023277695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355676468560647,0.2102995735523617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755340312206793,0.16609015867839946,0.22322585966356973,0.0,0.21249069652503005,0.0,0.2811265719185374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429317707752936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826444167241454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407470855156819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765379895716415,0.2098303623654908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552030617277829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488455152606384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898135892980035,0.0,0.26025235531637386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23692611118762466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rossoenero,2019/10/19,"Is anyone else an extrovert but social anxiety is fucking killing them on the inside? I think I figured out my issue. I had to go to two separate events with two separate groups of people recently, a birthday party and a wedding. I realized, I fucking love social situations, but my fucking anxiety traps me. I go back in my mind to all the parties and shit I've been to and I recognize that I had trouble at them because of my anxiety not because of being an introverted fuck. I always thought I was shy and introverted, but no, this fucking piece of shit anxiety has an insane grip on my fucking ass.

Has any other extrovert realize this and how are you working through it? Also, does anyone have any book recommendations on this very specific fucking shit besides general social anxiety/anxiety books?",5.792137592137589,7.585439000000001,7.357272727272727,66.2786363636364,67.78378378378378,10.787223587223586,39.13022113022113,10.832165505486646,5.1322351351351365,644,38,99,20,11,222,88,148,0.28600000000000003,0.6409999999999999,0.073,-0.9906,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,1,3,13,11,0,7,0,11,12,4,1,1,20,23,10,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,12,0,2,5,1,19,1,16,17,2,11,0,0,0,9,9,6,11,0,3,76,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025128600737871,0.08350072392472613,0.0,0.0,0.13648530967679565,0.0,0.3838442032889439,0.0,0.0,0.14033660238291393,0.1028222625002366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716432812569897,0.0,0.1223470331023487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878185230922704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383103929771395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6494152556709498,0.0,0.0,0.11406446376086772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047411910653748,0.0,0.0,0.111024381470487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057140373090153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132669551798484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957129207662786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908528090975437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090289948517189,0.0,0.11279961063241994,0.0,0.3068880208589431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430137163945114,0.0,0.07966810768728111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605822402956088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280073210671979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305729448099108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jamesayres1,2019/10/19,"Social anxiety around family conflicting with nagging feeling that I should be keeping in contact with them. Don't know how to deal with this So part of my social anxiety makes me want to not be in contact with nor be contacted by friends, family - everyone basically.  But because my parents are my parents I have this nagging feeling that I should be keeping in contact with them regularly because naturally they want to know what I'm up to and stuff like that I guess.

What I'm struggling with is that I've sort of put this expectation on myself which i never meet because of my anxiety and this in turn makes me feel guilty that i dont keep in contact with my family.

Its particularly intense with my mum because ive always had this fear of letting her down. My mum was kind of a controlling parent which I didn't realise at the time but now that I do I'm keeping her at arms length because I want to be in control of my own life. So this coupled with general social anxiety makes me not want to talk to my mum and I don't know how to deal with it. Is it okay that I don't contact my mum often? What are your thoughts on the situation?",6.053150822976153,5.833563109170308,6.9961572052401735,76.27852872018809,66.37991266375546,10.190258649647296,35.955995969096406,9.851270322608157,3.428283574067853,908,42,178,18,13,305,104,229,0.083,0.8490000000000001,0.069,-0.6172,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,2,7,8,2,2,3,1,22,2,1,7,1,49,45,10,0,7,4,7,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,22,14,0,7,7,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,4,3,32,4,38,33,2,17,0,0,0,0,27,13,0,3,4,133,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166888522100259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003387439793841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737454714760541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991574603764338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201677417946792,0.0,0.10860140415014366,0.0,0.0,0.2023772320747964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503138253482015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937867867416054,0.0,0.0,0.2775820111704822,0.11044633834562546,0.14888317301346993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758306532047405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812358521952783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489618699754658,0.0,0.1022083998399268,0.1618224605141415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036529841143664,0.0693264365894528,0.04795126294310406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654819713356614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569953707455472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32695277030115905,0.1062871750378744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866812813175356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032501301446772,0.0,0.3001555121105721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260797030760756,0.11235857405137784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888946715721416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792034891041663,0.057232210287703186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675930649034512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23156628304884325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ColorMeDark,2019/10/19,"Missing Out on Stuff You Love... It honestly kills me when I do this. I mean, some things are already expensive, so that's a realistic factor. But I'm literally missing out on seeing my fave band and some other cool bands play live music tomorrow... Just because I'm afraid I'll have a panic attack and people will look at me like an idiot because of the type of event. This is not the first time, I've missed out on special opportunities before. Even ones I payed for already in advance to convince/trap myself into going (didn't work). I wish I could go to things alone without needing a +1 or like I won't be able to handle it.",3.373571428571428,4.950413817460318,4.870031746031747,82.5888571428572,73.52380952380952,6.944761904761903,26.092063492063488,7.554174236665415,1.411640634920635,495,17,96,6,10,166,95,126,0.17600000000000002,0.672,0.153,-0.4867,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,4,4,16,3,2,6,1,9,1,0,0,0,17,22,6,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,1,3,2,3,4,8,0,2,1,3,11,8,16,17,2,17,0,3,2,1,4,9,0,3,7,64,20,3,0.18601241397339727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926527624675656,0.4105386486226695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116159745187148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267828821067537,0.0,0.158282863829707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485157765898758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285944510457115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822206430128605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114302830376878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057951760295964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175253923489584,0.0,0.1642523694439136,0.0,0.15620357931407491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678834660205089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262205022477628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379258480065349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604682574748546,0.0,0.0,0.21824548918425474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289575867019986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482278108283747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293971091940592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471567649419283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846533446009604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139050960768516,0.1793093292018829,0.0,0.13541925276979136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_A_Pancake_,2019/10/19,"Life is cruel... Socially anxious extrovert, what kind of sick power play is this?",3.6014285714285705,6.851760571428574,4.84,72.83000000000003,86.14285714285714,8.514285714285714,28.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.736828571428571,64,3,9,2,2,21,13,14,0.294,0.579,0.126,-0.4927,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5721501878954031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273951264641185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577242658104737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162672686927855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,plethorafeelings,2019/10/19,"Social Anxiety and Karaoke This is completely random but has anyone here ever sang karaoke with others? I have different groups of friends (and family as well) begging me to sing karaoke with them. I know it’s fun but I literally can’t bring myself to embarrass myself like that (I can’t sing at all), which makes me seem really uptight and I hate it. But at the same time, I have a hard time understanding why they would even ask me in the first place, knowing that I don’t do things like this???? Has anyone with social anxiety ever sang karaoke in a group setting????",2.8830775646371976,5.380050752293581,3.755279399499585,85.78828190158467,78.1743119266055,7.266388657214343,24.587989991659718,8.296473431620573,1.7033596330275227,448,16,86,9,11,143,69,109,0.15,0.7240000000000001,0.126,0.2441,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,5,8,1,2,4,0,10,0,0,1,3,21,18,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,4,0,1,3,3,1,1,0,3,14,5,11,17,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,7,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833080880506613,0.0,0.0,0.25894942638159674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310834391073648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941465378850097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346255687632047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230260766612006,0.33499255196196137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745611811960447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575049524104014,0.0,0.0,0.14306137856488105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587536441533526,0.182816394951863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035284616051712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809287798707427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360197733604725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346255687632047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862422555622228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685712195118362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775136617505482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301828658346856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159474712677837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276782112062146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664894813690324,0.0,0.16708653489113146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153899171316935,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bablidook,2019/10/19,"How to cope with constant setbacks and personal rejections I own a small business in the creative/entertainment field and 80% of my job is client facing. I love the actual work that I do but the client side of it is painful for me, because I’m sensitive to rejection and there are a lot of shitty ppl in my industry. One thing that absolutely infuriates me is when I feel like I’m being taken advantage of, disrespected or having my time wasted. I’m wondering how people release frustration and bounce back from these setbacks. It’s very hard for me to cope. 

This was a tough week. Someone reached out to me about a great gig where I would have made a lot of money - I had been highly recommended to them by another client. This prospective new client made it sound like the job was mine, they had me get on a call with the team to go over everything. I was a little thrown by the call because they had prepared me to speak to one person but it turned out to be one of those nightmarish conference calls with a million ppl, where everyone is talking over one other and it seemed like I was on speaker in a large room. My confidence was shaken and I wasn’t at the top of my game. While the call wasn’t a disaster, I felt I came off a bit awkwardly. Part of me was like maybe you’re just being too hard only yourself. A few days later I got an email from the client that they “went in another direction” - I didn’t realize they were even considering other ppl, as she had made it sound as if I had the gig. 

Then there was another situation today where I met with a client whose project I’m helping on for free, including flying myself to another country for a few days to complete some of the work. I’m doing this because I think she’s talented and hope she’ll hire me for future gigs that are paid. I’m good at reading people and could tell from our meeting today that she a) wasn’t grateful for my work - she never thanked me for what I was doing, including spending my own money to fly abroad and help her, b) that she wouldn’t hire me for other gigs. I got extremely sick a couple of weeks back (like had a fever so high I was in the hospital with an IV) and had to reschedule my meeting with her twice. She seemed to be holding this against me, even though I apologized profusely. Unfortunately I can’t get out of this project now as we have a bunch of mutual friends who are clients and it would look bad for me to. I came home and was so angry and depressed by her rudeness. 

I feel like I have no outlet for these feelings and don’t know how to rise above them. There are people I know who easily brush off failures. I don’t know how they do it, especially when it’s a personal rejection. 

Does anyone have advice on how to cope and not be so easily defeated?",6.664160961035726,5.79833663357401,7.110886343831698,78.10637184115527,65.33574007220217,10.818274617204034,33.182870658533545,10.165852483727232,3.0494936636374943,2181,78,446,44,29,716,248,554,0.154,0.715,0.131,-0.9620000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,0,7,7,25,26,2,1,33,0,53,6,1,8,1,63,89,35,0,6,6,0,6,6,1,4,4,4,2,3,31,27,0,1,12,3,5,5,11,11,0,6,35,12,67,16,74,44,10,52,0,5,1,1,43,28,0,9,25,320,98,11,0.0,0.0,0.07626386848347608,0.0,0.0,0.0763680182953754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277915442573546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464482856372705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018622113021543,0.06525262033138632,0.1429199339795146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532038916935936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192026553993876,0.17876729992875415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193958509360479,0.08445320811140462,0.0,0.062397022761620125,0.08647232960913209,0.0,0.10080155003815636,0.0,0.06731113516624675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839025681985703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323567998893037,0.0,0.0,0.07467640036117114,0.07023686399565411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854611743578625,0.1116618372739206,0.07503698538017667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037908339868767,0.0,0.08166109320631308,0.0,0.0444148779547833,0.06554914974153084,0.12500860413356046,0.08616148891633052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001546136757045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476561430716398,0.16514113765875782,0.07839158441258294,0.07762133844346665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510514109567713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884884181049605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290830830506221,0.07832759257032487,0.0,0.0,0.06562695571947262,0.0,0.0,0.13288196309368333,0.07053411220754763,0.2218444164637155,0.0,0.0,0.07851294270535501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060274684037415836,0.07547849110125324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21182791042906526,0.05943717467083814,0.08315791879400135,0.0,0.0,0.08462965746181315,0.0,0.162539690883118,0.20471468793489364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817190881433922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422910337314784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784472875073983,0.0,0.0,0.06621688543135243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281462067724472,0.06830720896924547,0.07195072002239096,0.0,0.0,0.05191989242448331,0.050075851488308634,0.07678272501377742,0.0,0.045570336691184335,0.0,0.14815556530915644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500558544263781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448256169943688,0.0,0.0,0.1253756515561369,0.0,0.0,0.07244653757978442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847511656497216,0.1706840523907197,0.0,0.0,0.11103211545283408,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nrktmbr,2019/10/19,"can't get/keep jobs because of social anxiety, what can I do I have an anxiety disorder, panic disorder, bipolar disorder, and agoraphobia, when I say that I have panic attacks the whole time I'm in public I mean it. A few months ago I turned 18 and that would be fine except now I'm pretty much being forced by my parents to work and pay rent. A couple months ago I get my first job and it went very, very badly, the entire time I was having a panic attack from being out in public and being around so many people, it was just an awful experience. The next day I can't go in because of how bad my panic had gotten, I could barely move. so as I'm sitting on the floor shaking with fear I get a call from my boss asking where I was, I tell her I couldn't come in because of a panic attack and because boss she doesn't give a shit and tells me I should've called. I then quit my job because there is no way in hell I'm going through that again. After about 20 interviews I finally get a new job and my only concern is they have me working 16 hour days, me being the biggest pussy in the world can't possibly say anything about this and 16 hours + panic attack makes for a very bad time, so I'll probably end up quitting this job too. 

tldr; worked one day, quit because of sa, and thinking about quitting my new job

My question is what can I do? Do I qualify for ssdi even if I'm only 18 and worked one day in my entire life?  am I just being entitled? I feel like a gigantic pussy.",4.685866380850302,4.304588327974277,6.135471596998928,81.84789478385137,69.2572347266881,8.711754197927831,28.210253662022147,8.167268648758528,1.7478315827081108,1154,34,243,14,18,395,161,311,0.228,0.733,0.039,-0.9956,8,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,9,17,19,6,8,17,1,30,3,1,4,0,30,50,19,0,4,4,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,10,15,0,0,4,0,2,6,6,17,0,3,6,3,36,2,29,35,3,47,1,0,0,0,17,15,2,2,25,155,46,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276565670806453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731674053538693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234226932753454,0.05662277215052956,0.05946296805285418,0.2894437583817539,0.0,0.0,0.1593249101014072,0.23264154519613034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989755332776995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479088555335507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078416770393306,0.07037876318869926,0.0,0.16408227814045195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869375459080667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633598390338259,0.0,0.0,0.04201112371672458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062218814681582274,0.0,0.07157436639345187,0.03216107458368524,0.045440096492360506,0.0,0.06967719861541016,0.0,0.05410318036532923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329259143699642,0.061016613816115325,0.07229744339638004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527807759994747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787144874157396,0.0565358822960865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044926756717620385,0.031074649592984168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04245745908927929,0.06448644016390223,0.0,0.06928551575732897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153930949646543,0.06760304847759796,0.046757684747719575,0.0,0.0,0.1228620270800349,0.06764563915179568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862020626264576,0.09675036765338874,0.0,0.44776719798463416,0.07062686949885696,0.0,0.0,0.04409635030124622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170614077213694,0.0,0.06471010808036154,0.06857796164420674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125321009098491,0.27061098787235743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116399343754423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529058372340406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483824609795882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118879081568836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04075611827851065,0.0,0.0,0.11126740596379588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918499819105536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744468641559842,0.0,0.050487434833952335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896334394153284,0.0,0.07101376089739879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522352846037493,0.0,0.0,0.04518383507832592,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,o00o088,2019/10/19,"?How to overcome it? I’m a 28 year old female living in ny. I work in the culture industry. I’m an introvert with bad social anxiety that craves connection and friendship. I spend most weekend nights solo but i wish i was experiencing fun nightlife, going out, dancing, meeting new people. 

My constant worry is when a possible new friend discovers I don’t really have friends and then thinks there’s something wrong with me. Everyone is so judgmental where I live and cares about scenes and dumb stuff like that. 

I have 3-4 friends but none are super close and don’t go out a ton. My best friend lives in another state. 

Do any females here go out alone at night? Have you met friends that way? How do you approach people ?",2.72673913043478,5.397351239130436,3.474811594202901,86.53613043478262,80.08695652173913,6.868405797101449,26.591304347826085,8.021203637495839,1.9021530434782603,573,24,108,11,15,181,99,138,0.132,0.601,0.267,0.9808,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,3,8,13,1,0,5,0,11,0,0,2,0,18,20,12,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,1,2,1,5,3,3,0,0,2,1,12,10,11,18,4,26,0,0,0,0,11,9,1,1,11,63,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413866818572435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928337733783944,0.14314617209067385,0.1044323549988454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398296244018452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432623604357126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139184479657001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752245655773505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044437593935795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273494581714959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327510837110572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669353741002472,0.0,0.3616314223385425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636909283502843,0.0,0.25621710162927464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324781862068425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892823653352285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538983140519383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745396095105658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391581899836102,0.0,0.10509466227201826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627514901378142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874722558322567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835795955667372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569836392652433,0.0,0.0,0.0993833597996373,0.13863595455133015,0.0,0.0,0.14925594072806994,0.0,0.08791013502042284
socialanxiety,VeryAshamedGuy,2019/10/19,"Today while sitting at the bus the bus shook really strongly and for some reason i was specially affected by it, my head hit the window at my side full force, if that wasnt bad enough, no one said anything, but i just started laughing.

I dont get it, why did i hit my head? It fucking hurt and now i am the bane of my own existance, people (who i see everyday) probably think i threw my head into the window on purpose

Fuck me",5.086022727272726,4.634358284090915,6.426272727272727,80.33690909090909,68.43181818181819,9.76727272727273,31.236363636363638,9.3871,2.5916972727272727,331,12,69,6,5,113,63,88,0.133,0.7659999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.6025,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,1,5,0,5,5,3,2,0,10,15,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,5,2,13,3,7,8,4,14,0,1,1,2,2,6,2,2,5,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180275634026292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417075491293348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23043895511324675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316258867196552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635468507443262,0.10272662806958127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6053712093247098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104874019871442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323582942017792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631260384681326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119912522094719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596077941907827,0.2021596681031056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870320897992852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668189342919422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916972267402655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598712971208142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637420901898571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742033776519747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mtamez1221,2019/06/16,"Why does it feel impossible? I know it isn’t, I know it can get better(*not as bad*) to find a real job and grow as an adult but I can’t. There are so many things I want to do in life so I know I’m not just being lazy. I want to be there for my parents once they’re up there in age... I lean more towards conservative values so I take full responsibility- so much so that I don’t even want to go forward with disability checks that my family encourages me to claim. I feel there are so many worse off than I am. With all of this I feel like I’d rather die than go at this head on. 

I’m not really socially awkward either. Shy? Not at all. Quiet? Definitely. As a male[22] I welcome the attention of having long hair and it brings a TON so I know I’m right in a lot of places but how do I rewire my subconscious? This fear is all I’ve known ever since elementary school. Is this a hardwired evolutionary advantage that isn’t necessary in today’s societal climate? 

*I don’t feel so good.* :(",-0.14463768115941988,2.126679850241548,2.506280193236716,90.7489855072464,91.07729468599035,6.1584541062801925,18.777777777777786,7.526774132740827,0.5949342995169093,767,23,174,16,27,265,120,207,0.098,0.75,0.151,0.8046,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,17,8,0,2,7,0,16,3,2,1,4,34,35,16,1,4,8,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,12,4,0,1,11,0,1,5,8,3,0,0,0,6,20,5,26,33,9,22,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,1,6,114,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625838118175242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337375617945298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569375105667282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323294462479404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099876217762632,0.13678281153232133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255223889938434,0.1701591476661447,0.30583580770267776,0.10802817375292638,0.0,0.0,0.1382079592658711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790037042298056,0.0,0.17187817324352658,0.12683214087304895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519042747882292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500577595830889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324156915388923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680777233082032,0.07387611173111333,0.0,0.0,0.1338206993061606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855776107731198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066169704945463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116057583769473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103925981454906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790659172852984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798770629849446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211601024283574,0.09687233338409727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291369601431987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303786199397235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508678144911126,0.0,0.0,0.1541448600683074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369501633924625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046066403701036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333433465202935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26757193997121576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644820386452894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410121412154773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,badasswomanarising,2019/06/16,"Why is it so hard to be ok taking baby steps? My therapist has been helping me identify that I have a tendency to fall into “all-or-nothing” thinking. Either I dive in and go big with goals, or I say F it and wallow in my pajamas. 

Lately, I have found a little inspirational energy to try getting out of the house more instead of watching tv all evening and night almost every workday and nearly all day and night on the weekends.  

Today I tried my therapist’s advisement to try just getting showered and dressed and doing something like an art project. So I managed to take a shower and get dressed, and even looked on facebook events for things I could do today that would be fun and easy. I narrowed it down to 3 things but then my mind started doing its crazy swirly overwhelming thinking thing. For a minute I remembered that taking the baby step of finding possible activities was a good thing, but then I couldn’t help but to feel guilty and weak. So of course I am continuing to watch tv and my dinner delivery is on the way and I just don’t understand why this stuff is so hard for me.",7.401384876805438,6.527469775700936,7.546805437553103,75.60639337298218,63.85981308411215,10.585556499575187,35.80968564146134,9.800150414767053,3.3493887850467283,868,35,164,15,11,282,128,214,0.068,0.8370000000000001,0.094,0.3573,3,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,10,1,18,2,0,0,2,38,32,23,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,13,16,1,0,8,4,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,7,19,5,25,24,4,29,0,1,3,0,4,12,0,2,13,117,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258572532649519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035074515153562,0.0,0.0,0.08105763873866077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602999557675766,0.0,0.1058966158652164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355106217674562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487552982893698,0.0,0.0,0.13780917477787225,0.0,0.0,0.19699861925583032,0.0,0.07143074943823312,0.10542019041104347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225181511218099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684905304239761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502578260645574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178027334698612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140426008669859,0.12597127126380694,0.0,0.0,0.10554532278945088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269079178616612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23589724219275346,0.0,0.12059994959884095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169307057222014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237873201115803,0.0,0.0,0.09995125038916798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675989948172653,0.0,0.0,0.08896181942371625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388140542216074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835026718487791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29186430622745874,0.3340031086348061,0.1610701533035429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827292904535394,0.0,0.0,0.2559994203486009,0.0,0.0,0.13084447297873925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976439381489233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268257167880089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928435226797934,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bitchcraftmra,2019/06/16,"How can I learn to love myself? I posted this in the self love forum but I think it suits here as well.

I feel like all the YouTube videos and blog posts are more geared towards loving your appearance and making time for yourself. I used to have social anxiety so I still can’t be myself. This was like 6 years ago and it still has lasting effects. I’m falling in love with my appearance, but I don’t know how to be okay with my personality. I’m still sooo afraid of judgement and I can’t ever just act normal and laugh, make jokes, or even hold a conversation because I’m so afraid of being unliked. And then the fact that I can’t cut normal makes me nervous too. Ugh. If I posted this in the wrong forum let me know.",2.2430509355509365,4.0470417770270295,3.4405405405405425,90.67285862785864,77.17567567567569,5.905197505197506,21.51975051975052,6.67199483983844,0.32330498960498977,565,15,121,5,13,183,94,148,0.10300000000000001,0.682,0.215,0.9663,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,14,16,1,3,5,1,13,4,0,7,3,33,30,16,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,6,3,0,4,4,6,1,0,1,1,17,10,13,25,2,20,0,0,0,4,9,4,0,4,11,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262238279663891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893113980073976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680215601071159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940499972686329,0.12880366657040035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719987638785236,0.10172641369484696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651220872012553,0.1160702424593246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560767229085342,0.0,0.13913318429901525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.514065141910364,0.0,0.2851476150677316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790320800157122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433308486103688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091227209944957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854816000680146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451529102038362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411484714187055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124042571724997,0.0,0.0,0.08303117762765996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298283210588333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802944734228455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556856564780146,0.0,0.09169716806556227
socialanxiety,croking2092,2019/06/16,Can you become social in only 12 hours So i have a job interview tommorow and i am really anxious tommorow and i probably won't sleep and i don't really talk much outside od home and tommorow i will have to speak with at least 2 people because to get to the manager you need to speak to an employee so they will call him.So im asking for tips that can turn me into a social being.,2.8807407407407415,3.929953061728393,5.262654320987657,81.37694444444449,73.93827160493828,8.362962962962964,25.84567901234568,8.841846274778883,1.9541753086419755,302,10,61,6,6,107,56,81,0.033,0.9670000000000001,0.0,-0.3167,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,10,1,1,0,0,7,14,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,10,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,1,42,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245792896228876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339918021842046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326290438321756,0.2402896802264618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221639511482372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367168045077478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824109336533293,0.0,0.2142632559185371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350136284687896,0.0,0.2159052902997032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993945573224727,0.16132587407754734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547227720821345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083608833527215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457795055039146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27876264872156925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177277687295781,0.4435717400249081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487504046072191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366543813111615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Canthinkofone121,2019/06/16,"Idk what is wrong with me lol Had an interview and was a total mess and it made me think that I might struggle to get a job (just got done with education recently). Around people I am comfortable with I can be a total boss obviously you can't get like that with an interviewer lol. So was wondering what kind of summer job I could do?

Also is it weird that I never message first? I get told that it is the guy's duty to do so first if a girl shows interest but I never take action on that",1.1881553398058244,3.133470582524275,3.6638932038834966,87.1397233009709,81.03883495145631,7.226796116504855,20.00873786407768,8.238735603445708,0.9424998058252428,382,10,84,8,10,133,68,103,0.10099999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.081,0.1913,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,5,8,0,1,7,2,15,0,0,2,5,22,24,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,4,0,2,7,0,10,4,9,14,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,7,65,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551760272963836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273930965492845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492745652325796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857324450752856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301055625322522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041382002077984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519382355729952,0.0,0.0,0.19213296633663413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38511524973616185,0.0,0.0,0.20206580755672296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479955351162876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360807223081366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058488396503028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993156749268397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452490614710974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915939422292643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285575759364927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589610271703787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433484741666255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854162948522121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043123454231533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215543648540008,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jimm_rustle,2019/06/16,"Using Anxiety as excuse I noticed that large percentage of people on this subreddit use anxiety as excuse for their lack of effort in trying to socialize, even going as far as portraying socializing as something bad or unnecessary. This kinda makes me sad, because i believe you miss out alot by not alowing yourself to come out of your comfy little shell. I had severe social anxiety, like i would sometimes get panic attacks in clubs and in large groups of unknown people, i would have to leave my friends and flee home before it gets too bad. Then the day after i would have to explain them why i just suddenly vanished. It sucked, i would always feel defeated  and like im some sort of an alien or a creep who doesnt belong to this society. I wanted to get rid of that feeling and the feeling of anxiety so bad that i just continued to push my self in social situations despite how hard and awkward it was, i  just felt like i had nothing to loose. With time it got better and social situations were easier to handle, until the point they started to feel enjoyable and fun. 
I still have social anxiety but its nothing compared to how bad it was before. If i had surrendered to my anxiety, i would miss out a lot of things in life that im grateful i have now. 
I just wanted to say its possible to beat anxiety , it just takes a bit of time and exposure to social events... i hope my short story encourages someone, feel free to ask for details, i wanted to keep it short as possible.
Sorry for my bad english.",8.33698085419735,6.9619442027491445,8.776909671084926,69.15811855670104,62.29896907216494,11.888168875797742,37.62420225822289,10.914260884657429,4.142158370152184,1197,49,211,26,14,401,158,291,0.152,0.722,0.125,-0.5279,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,3,4,13,23,2,2,8,0,16,1,0,5,0,51,43,23,0,11,10,0,7,3,1,5,1,1,1,1,18,13,0,1,7,1,1,4,2,13,0,0,8,8,30,11,48,30,5,30,0,4,0,0,22,14,1,9,15,149,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061530966653738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395992097646142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913174245538682,0.0841269449499257,0.0,0.0,0.3087189952708013,0.045078239206589536,0.0,0.12584923044872234,0.0833144885900739,0.0,0.06540132278068686,0.08073246618054633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369997181456376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769058022724448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884220011460716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695258561862985,0.0,0.07100203062213423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057132326234717985,0.0,0.11590491164647745,0.0,0.04202656208330278,0.0,0.05914326577588061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624321343151139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417624320566392,0.07344741558007786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975385563858782,0.0,0.0,0.0657287078389205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783006451708955,0.0,0.0,0.05223191973864603,0.10838231303779283,0.07411569238901593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286825866540961,0.0,0.0,0.049361110337802785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419109083670352,0.08419070791200596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676247762453143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025329758023052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990511066366273,0.16673134956609828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880671087479512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771442761128997,0.08354060808510284,0.0,0.0,0.16624212950859935,0.0,0.5276673455928423,0.06265621284329065,0.05692906702958851,0.07313682751705934,0.08277914453775713,0.05234103598881214,0.0,0.05905526278124956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055599970287948317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912801031576302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862397769530655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050206088261159014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773529549862156,0.0,0.0,0.1308499914182511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672690083508037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626539972748272,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DBe6251234,2019/06/16,"What does this mean What does this emoji mean 💝
A sent a girl on Snapchat happy birthday. We’ve talked numerous times but never had deep convos and I’m pretty sure I’ve been awkward around her. We went to same high school and now the same college. She defineitldy likes me as a person and thinks I’m nice but I don’t think she likes me like that",1.125,3.451149277777777,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,84.0,4.155555555555557,17.333333333333336,5.148860815047168,-0.791033333333333,276,6,61,1,8,84,53,72,0.024,0.6759999999999999,0.3,0.9721,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,15,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,7,6,4,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,32,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522899319752465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838326268558544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23345550346760396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317090168139311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32142576159338204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777774372655139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691424435495805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148969477967176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311322406905215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219495593878992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669347650187053,0.0,0.0,0.17626999795459544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810450861360185,0.0,0.0,0.12787919546022533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329902327392785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lunayoona,2019/06/16,"Having a Job with Social Anxiety Hello all! I’m new here, and I decided to make a post in regards to how people with social anxiety find jobs. I’ve never had a job before, and I’m nervous to have one because I know for a fact that most job requires you to talk and interact with people. Does anyone with social anxiety know how they deal with the stress of withstanding a job or have any general advice?",7.302407407407408,5.9671367407407425,8.33219135802469,71.3923611111111,64.30864197530865,11.556790123456793,33.830246913580254,10.686352973137794,3.562528395061728,320,11,59,7,4,110,52,81,0.135,0.865,0.0,-0.807,5,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,2,6,0,4,0,0,3,3,22,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,12,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,38,5,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379582866569115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310973102605688,0.0,0.3142283717605476,0.0,0.0,0.09573706746848028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346465543414093,0.0,0.11650812943153885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115765257519772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198188886934404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251416412398287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6793557482053246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049439060533915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913946094325058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056005050066504,0.13223738796348625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277997335468002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898450260392052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113071728260564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187155547356777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684044708427278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005044275637507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Caligator06,2019/06/16,Recently got a job interview for the first time ever what should I prepare for? I applied recently for a job as a dishwasher and I’m looking for advice on what to do for the interview. Should I talk about pay? Is small talk something I should prepare for? Do I act friendly or professional? Any would help.,2.1830992736077484,4.905854186440678,3.6971428571428575,83.56813559322033,83.40677966101694,7.439225181598062,28.767554479418894,8.418075326091056,2.64595205811138,243,12,45,6,7,80,37,59,0.025,0.851,0.124,0.755,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,7,10,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,10,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,5,33,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23555103528464705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392210248245725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180433079253452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503680238292374,0.0,0.0,0.18623444632398145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278951307377265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157057275492312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784093836473226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242108813811632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476015114308034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557188157260016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874933319418972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055805329871224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123483317062393,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pilfton,2019/06/16,"I once came upon a card game which gives you social challenges? Does anyone know what I mean? I completely forgot the name, and my google skills are letting me down on this one!",3.6307843137254916,5.799704823529414,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,74.29411764705881,5.7098039215686285,20.15686274509804,6.42735559955562,0.13669803921568668,140,3,27,1,3,42,32,34,0.0,0.937,0.063,0.2387,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,1,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,18,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394105086434005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663049007422432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33579823151701244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802714617955111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30723329260421545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601266088729875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274989734679192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34886919815080397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410783467658715,0.21702403553412636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264761282130842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lavendergrenade,2019/06/16,Has anyone tried Toastmasters? I realize it isn’t specific for the kind of anxiety we go through as we don’t usually need to make inpromptu speeches but I imagine it might help?  Has anyone tried it?  What’s it like?,2.0585714285714296,4.756290571428573,3.9812380952380977,81.48042857142859,83.76190476190476,9.074285714285717,29.82857142857143,9.3871,3.581622857142857,172,9,32,6,5,58,33,42,0.035,0.7859999999999999,0.179,0.8054,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441978491635383,0.0,0.0,0.44640372535506456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141668206611256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396242675228214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324122765735518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595184451041136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307783498525285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33863562690571863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366931487486141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334507273663759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515691413443488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GlaciarRain,2019/06/16,"Greetings to the community! Hello there 😊👋 I'm grateful you did took a part of your time today to see this.

Very briefly, I'm Randy, diagnosed very recently with social anxiety disorder. I'm learning that the disorder makes thing like communicating our needs or focusing a matter of difficulty. Nevertheless on our everyday life, even on me, I get to motivate myself in the mornings do a run on the city and desire to make meaningful relationships or a good impressions on others. Stepping out of the confort zone, To make an extra effort to be friendlier and achieve my own potential and imagination. Now on the other side, I'm starting a hobby on photography and seek to practice english. 
recently got out of a Psychiatric hospital where I was diagnosed with SAD 😯 and now, I'm beginning to understand more of the irrational fears of anxiety. It was a nice thing to do this, best wishes to you all. 😊",4.981890504704879,7.245124473053894,6.656154833190763,68.587380239521,70.7365269461078,10.998973481608212,34.6830624465355,10.914260884657429,4.753169717707442,725,38,119,26,14,249,105,167,0.111,0.701,0.187,0.9185,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,3,0,4,5,7,0,1,15,0,6,3,0,4,1,24,23,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,5,1,10,5,27,17,6,23,0,1,1,0,8,11,0,2,10,84,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443664444287468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676133495243486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242191956194719,0.0,0.0,0.36609950103220346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054917054623213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972625605404716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344564585785902,0.0,0.0,0.13396321114135398,0.1277404367262125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281298303253492,0.07802975717364383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198374172844435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842828136788418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295816522535673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31540293670806724,0.1714765022426489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727393118146024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281157357703385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130486574963524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221802384083852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931323847832591,0.0,0.15139323206737346,0.0,0.17745168796153726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627123980696035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635668368526212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366689978961329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lycheebobatea,2019/06/16,"Anyone else dread plans, get there, and then love them? I have a consistent trend where I will*dread* going to a function, to hang out, or to just do something that I have to do - but then I’ll get there and I’ll have a great time, little to no worries.

I think it might be because I expect so little out of social interactions. So much so that I expect them all to just be awful, and then I’m pleasantly surprised.

Maybe it’s because of all the bad social experiences I’ve had before now, maybe it’s a sign that the only thing holding me back anymore is *me*. I’m not really sure, but I’ve had this trend of thought ever since middle school, and it just stuck with me for a really long time.

TLDR; getting there - even just *thinking* about getting there - turns me into a shaking, stuttering mess. But then I get there and I have the best time of my life. What about y’all?",2.214204545454546,4.160232920454547,3.45,89.92000000000002,77.75,5.990909090909091,21.795454545454547,6.9077264865688965,0.5142568181818183,678,19,141,7,16,220,95,176,0.156,0.735,0.109,-0.6971,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,2,19,11,0,2,9,1,12,2,0,0,4,30,26,16,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,4,0,16,6,17,19,4,21,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,2,11,100,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434935296897497,0.10117056218834572,0.14825193037298615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125762381024301,0.12081004656259772,0.17640327485294435,0.0,0.1231204722035387,0.0,0.15184315326063466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208698690230742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556633314528487,0.13088032394772234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415345138553799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779725788215606,0.0,0.08223062072510437,0.0,0.0,0.1595211569285878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219877546155816,0.0,0.2900346394520365,0.0,0.12804603356147878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058830950803416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907209615745706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349314893734126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636374565538904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004321057248573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853841463389788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643393222916012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968900400741593,0.0,0.0,0.2949863216673131,0.0,0.11138937583962004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363685452395387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612555924148634,0.1854229276691413,0.0,0.11486764117620135,0.2531095825535993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738109340670167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693964576842475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheSpicyMemeJesus,2019/06/16,I can’t feel more emotions that aren’t negative Ever since March all of my emotions have felt melancholic. It’s been cycling from anxiety to the point of not being able to take a blanket off myself then becoming angry at everyone and everything to breaking down and crying in my room without a direct reason. I constantly get reminded that I’m disposable and nothing would change if I didn’t exist. I put on music to drown out my thoughts as loud as I can which helps but it’s only temporary and as soon as I’m taken away from it I’m completely negative.,6.962030303030304,6.585827081818183,7.758181818181818,72.09393939393942,64.54545454545455,11.333333333333336,36.51515151515152,10.864195022040775,4.1053333333333315,449,20,80,11,6,151,79,110,0.156,0.8270000000000001,0.017,-0.9127,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,2,16,17,11,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,3,9,0,20,10,2,16,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,1,5,60,15,0,0.19781726717709136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513296679408044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585583425911475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847362988373534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926443903978328,0.0,0.20740764100417464,0.21377018994679006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729297921077387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450356001959556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893704341395686,0.0,0.18902287606045792,0.17778540440774876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002235402857104,0.0,0.1899355983800541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335135749342073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325927443797736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981100301761808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504489456756326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870012576737144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886099100879148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338909707737388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363648759612465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873396625451699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704481373544502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190688786433075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405237109479387,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,falloutmanir,2019/06/16,"I'm not sure if I have social anxiety. I guess what makes me ask this is how incredibly awkward and shy I am with (attractive) girls. 

I'm a 21 year old male, for starters I've been incredibly shy ever since I remember myself. But I think few years ago I've been able to hide my shyness by laughing about myself and joking whenever I meet new people. 

However I'm still incredibly shy with attractive girls, it's hard for me to keep a conversation, holding an eye contact, and flirting is basically something impossible for me, even when the girls are showing signs of being interested in me which I often don't catch but even if I do catch it I'm not sure how I'm supposed to flirt. Last night at a club my friends were really trying to set me up with this one girl friend of theirs but as always I failed and I've now been cringing and kicking myself all day. 

I'm fairly attractive, but I've never even kissed a girl, I've been on 1 date from Tinder but I was so incredibly nervous, I couldn't even talk (it was totally not the girls fault), that I couldn't bring myself to try dating on Tinder again, often even if I matched with a girl I couldn't bring myself to messaging her.

I also recently started working after graduating and I haven't made any friends at work and my hands are always sweating whenever I'm around people (that aren't my friends or family).

I'm scared of talking to a professional because the career I'm working towards to is very sensitive against any mental disorders.",5.791343843843844,6.118017128378379,6.769279279279277,75.81956456456459,66.9054054054054,9.956156156156156,32.66066066066066,9.861636050157227,3.1043084084084085,1194,48,227,25,18,400,157,296,0.105,0.7909999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.6682,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,4,18,20,0,3,10,0,22,4,3,4,6,45,40,22,0,6,12,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,12,0,2,2,3,0,4,10,5,0,1,8,3,32,15,32,28,3,33,0,1,1,1,22,8,0,7,20,145,41,7,0.12135181286450593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757106015497747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704500090454296,0.2019488591886236,0.0,0.0,0.16504678815768295,0.0,0.09283380468682874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802884152778756,0.1134475637377214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397493877539793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826188011260883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907969097074174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40075863950400653,0.10976966225834676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439968913388678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37502443837172017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368270319460787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870738840139396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078630670529694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891792409527896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482601949647896,0.08100327739932774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229408511642638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359399918306838,0.11720233705554894,0.0,0.1138804557760878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733831402915213,0.0,0.08223112900659099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826013484408964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774107871176221,0.0,0.11982027521191235,0.0,0.13746794785335748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149433467228912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038347361655196,0.0,0.0,0.12370289102121565,0.0,0.09342255425626128,0.0,0.0,0.08589343773985031,0.0,0.09691171451012152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22874529497016494,0.0,0.0,0.1950759809110348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775734171213332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477983038559108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012795460317768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265036695175428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629317761854372
socialanxiety,quietlavender,2019/06/16,"Responding to emails, texts, calls, etc I have a really hard time with responding to people in any format, it's made me seem really hard to get ahold of. It makes me really tense and nervous, I essentially shut down or get wound really tight with stress even thinking about responding or even reading it or listening to a voicemail (and what responding might/could lead to) and tend to spiral until I just end up forgetting and never responding - or responding days-weeks later.

Other than ""just do it"", because if it was that easy I wouldn't be losing job opportunities, does anyone have help or advice?

Due to multiple other chronic illnesses, approaching this with a doctor cannot happen or we will circle back around to ""it's all in my head"" instead of the actual diagnoses I need. Thanks!",11.182436781609194,8.602934979310342,10.680517241379313,61.53204022988509,57.82758620689656,14.908045977011495,38.64942528735632,13.295006501635747,5.211666666666666,632,21,105,19,6,207,99,145,0.10099999999999999,0.809,0.09,-0.1814,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,3,8,5,0,2,4,0,8,6,1,3,2,29,19,12,0,3,9,0,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,11,9,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,4,9,2,21,14,2,15,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,8,7,73,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.1587762846652771,0.0,0.0,0.15899311762314816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064475301300362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376688631261167,0.0,0.0,0.14484164911713926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510984584495366,0.0,0.09918325489783196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661396565877937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990643728506032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514181220647908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653512117028316,0.14238395063205805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441080417523541,0.0,0.18145871285981666,0.2149297962387961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001294635103087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387919978161748,0.0,0.2915028465472381,0.0,0.1669819287485806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905750869411383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614592763609355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202490424982806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395509005017669,0.10860662871584913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260393979436486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064344903591274,0.1254878696968791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279892974331933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274869729986038,0.0,0.4169311041574242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812021817356938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637764644848995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979659740997833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425458095515476,0.0,0.0,0.09487439982591103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051186975838314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,darkandsummer,2019/06/16,"Do you ever have those people in your life that you just click with? People who make you feel like yourself, and you could talk to hours about anything because they bring out the best in you. They are such a relief- all of the anxiety goes away. I feel like they are so rare.",2.567454545454545,4.6012217454545485,2.4309090909090934,97.22636363636366,77.0,5.127272727272729,20.090909090909093,5.6839178017228535,-0.29925454545454544,216,5,47,1,5,64,43,55,0.027000000000000003,0.774,0.198,0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,3,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,2,10,9,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,4,8,8,2,7,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0,4,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762660515418827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334590383430344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25499703026120546,0.0,0.0,0.1654479793889559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28482626427386004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669744132284127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455043440318672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27446438083252905,0.3877882847569023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26728250257068303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917037074310096,0.26519277015864257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811671464885205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37632068079421177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814770923327206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SosoTheLoco,2019/06/16,"2 minutes ago.... I’m so socially awkward It’s Father’s Day and my sisters birthday. We just had dinner and as soon as we sang happy birthday I flew outta and ran up to my bedroom. I am filth. I wish I could have stayed longer for the occasion and I did put in effort but it always ends with me leaving as soon as possible to avoid conversation, embarrassing moments, and awkward situations.",1.942090643274856,4.601675460526316,4.16122807017544,80.26915204678366,83.8684210526316,6.5356725146198835,28.181286549707604,7.793537801064563,2.2579637426900594,309,15,55,6,9,106,56,76,0.132,0.812,0.055999999999999994,-0.6962,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,4,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,9,11,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,8,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,1,10,1,10,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24959816276978425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429193760066305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248137478507283,0.0,0.0,0.1815917911645906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493907895471303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997405198369892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981459721851556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174321246116935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830594155517388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165007211134392,0.0,0.28702900467582304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30012018007418073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32379594570753034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Soflysoangry,2019/06/16,"And still, I just feel like there's something wrong with me. Hey reddit. Hope you're all feeling wonderful. This is more so a vent and I'm looking for support more so? I don't know if this really has a solution past therapy which I'm already doing on a weekly basis. 

I'm having difficulty. But honestly, I've always been having difficulty in a somewhat cyclical manner. I am 26 and I have never been great at being likable. 

Elementary school I had no friends and never spoke. I wasnt disliked persay, in fact I used to draw cool things so that earned me some positive attention but when I would hang out with people suddenly they would ask if they could just hang with their one friend that day and then I'd never join them again. Middle school came around and people weren't as forgiving and I got bullied nonstop. I had a major awkward phase, and even today the things that were done to me and said to me have an impact on me. By highschool I was a ghost. I grew into my looks and only had a few instances of being actively pushed around but I just did not involve myself with anything. I had a few friends but practically none stuck. 

Growing up I got better at socializing over time and tried on many hats. But I always felt like I had to force myself to pretend to be this person to get in with a crowd and even that had i's limits. I developed a bit of a binge drinking issue for a bit and a pot problem which momentarily made people want to be around me but not for the right reasons and they were never people who made me feel understood and accepted for any real reason. 

People are always leaving without me, forming a group huddle and excluding me and I've had a few people call me out on things like being too quiet or just getting bitchy with me before I even had time to make a bad impression. Friendships are tricky too, while I've gotten better and forged some long lasting bonds I find that my friendships have a countdown. I was always the temporary starter friend until someone more interesting came by.

I can think of some reasons that I'm difficult. I'm anxious, neurotic, emotional, distrustful, and opinionated. I also have some unusual interests like reptiles/amphibians, entomology, death related things like mortuary science and collecting bones, and I tend to absorb a ton of useless information so I find that I am (politely as possible) correcting people on certain things and sharing strange facts. I also dont really dabble in substances and have a great deal of discomfort around those who do despite trying to remain totally composed since their late night party didn't cause me any pain. But I'm also an amazing listener, an active problem solver who wants to make it right when there's hurt feelings, I'm deeply compassionate, funny, and empathetic. 

Despite seeing my good qualities, I can understand why I'm not everyone's favorite flavor of person. I guess I just hoped i would get more comfortable with this... I go to therapy, and I'm on medication for depression and ADD. I work to be the best version of myself. I'm just having trouble coping with the fact that being my real self is going to involve a ton of people not understanding me, feeling uncomfortable around me, and not wanting me around. 

I guess this could just be my warped perspective lying to me. I've wondered if I have autism spectrum disorder at times,  I have been diagnosed with ADD, and I've had bipolar 2 and OCD suggested to me as possible diagnoses by therapists. Regardless of what's going on it just sucks to feel so alone and to never be first choice or even second choice when it comes to socializing or to feel like sometimes when people are interested by my eclectic personality they still approach me like a project that has a few busted parts that need fixing in order for me to fit in enough for them to want to have me around.

But yeah, that's my vent. Thanks for taking the time to read it",6.341200137453108,7.129008751009426,6.853919418115176,74.08007502648837,65.79676985195155,9.822731307809057,32.497608888634346,9.847296233982592,3.218169519773204,3134,124,547,65,47,1025,335,743,0.146,0.6809999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.9556,0,1,2,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,8,7,39,48,2,2,31,2,61,7,1,9,12,150,125,62,2,18,28,0,8,7,4,3,5,4,0,4,32,54,1,1,24,3,0,12,18,14,0,3,33,17,75,34,88,78,26,75,0,3,3,0,37,32,1,18,37,400,107,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055415964022250866,0.05904507854032856,0.12836591926426144,0.1780847422157322,0.0,0.0,0.07277167803939566,0.0,0.0,0.06044642423343621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044030787292310886,0.33342109311347845,0.05002078304479247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044675182009805615,0.0,0.0,0.045529570274408085,0.0,0.05615112899858647,0.0946432206526936,0.11682914481995625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463549454243783,0.1223929647753492,0.0,0.054965286432190716,0.0,0.046090585264098274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544019641168453,0.0,0.0,0.034506871693082614,0.055162221675436086,0.04608454341859245,0.1086147012079267,0.0,0.0,0.06132238382895381,0.0,0.0,0.054755100850318664,0.06270850290780193,0.05241540088975235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060186922940569675,0.0,0.055285885913827236,0.0,0.14136053908606386,0.0,0.0,0.05112716946889779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937929451580468,0.07644923496447298,0.05137404386677286,0.0,0.09780682561608768,0.045512081480391375,0.0,0.0,0.165354067114705,0.0,0.08386385520422432,0.0,0.0912258885465247,0.04487820075912463,0.08558709388368098,0.11798086207187675,0.11788553712441617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628684044244023,0.0,0.0,0.057279160344568585,0.0,0.0,0.055846246396202136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029405437055773306,0.04361444051676889,0.060356972854443434,0.0566550103505376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298192126423804,0.0,0.0,0.04735102764842225,0.0898629411854181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125713095803933,0.07143119219512463,0.05424657292421706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390155362485536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03967393840072955,0.20633519897589905,0.0,0.0,0.05021165183050746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036256974835320886,0.04069363932180787,0.0569340378794213,0.0,0.0,0.05794166320575224,0.051077424953339085,0.3338482150054632,0.14015783423141542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063969990042382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239581845835004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352036801891809,0.12180283023479095,0.0685544846233874,0.16503889451573622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138747296760394,0.05089635275106545,0.0,0.0,0.10830163154286268,0.04263726575602639,0.0,0.05581831097460265,0.0,0.0,0.04426062393604863,0.0,0.0,0.1090850304743638,0.04533536574844956,0.0411914470789909,0.05291869193339231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545974344970131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060717848270760426,0.0,0.0,0.04022976931132827,0.0,0.0,0.04926103344834964,0.1223772933183478,0.062124460590645934,0.17773467427158876,0.03428441291973867,0.0,0.0,0.12479885562220334,0.0,0.050717326080838974,0.0,0.0,0.07265397223452884,0.0,0.0,0.11140303396656696,0.0,0.046211908425585584,0.0,0.0,0.1262366374630131,0.0,0.04291919638186724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048280742121853695,0.0,0.0,0.05157776721513855,0.11604970748196332,0.03895292412780362,0.0,0.0,0.11402714423415695,0.058500289651363536,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway_8816,2019/06/16,First psychology appointment I have my first appointment with a psychiatrist/counseling center coming up. I'm nervous as hell and have no idea what to do or say or how to explain my problems. I have anxiety about going to get help for my anxiety. Damn this disorder.,4.136326530612243,6.9794320204081695,5.8115918367346975,70.85126530612247,75.73469387755101,10.450612244897961,32.248979591836736,10.355215969177356,4.498662040816326,215,11,35,8,5,73,37,49,0.35100000000000003,0.602,0.046,-0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,0,1,5,0,8,9,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,2,2,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580309329358824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578787605125435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431013132697835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092840150871897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640726414406272,0.0,0.17013755940419012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006598548559329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379496873109685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864544526219669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380692059701115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,do-I-suck,2019/06/16,"people think I'm a serious person but I'm actually just socially awkward and a bit unhappy. awkward convo inside. had to call my work to get my schedule. my boss answers (didnt know it was him) and he goes ""theres no one named _____ who works here!"" 

Me: ""no I'm on the schedule my name is _____."" 

Boss: ""Haha I know why so serious man?"" 

Me: ""... I dont know. Just... busy I guess. Doing something right now...""

Boss: ""You work Tues and Thurs. But really man why so serious hahaha?""

Me: ""I'm at my other job."" (I wasnt)

Boss: ""... okay."" 

I hate this. his little joke isnt even funny. I'm really not serious. i just cant relax around highly social, high strung people. but the only ones who get this are my close family and a particular friend.",-1.3330769230769235,0.5255253129251685,2.10751700680272,90.02287676609106,105.39455782312923,5.526844583987441,15.17765567765568,7.010146845296331,0.3269897435897437,539,14,115,12,26,193,89,147,0.193,0.74,0.067,-0.9419,1,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,0,3,10,12,1,2,5,2,10,0,0,4,0,25,23,9,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,5,2,0,0,8,7,0,2,4,0,18,5,5,19,1,11,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,1,3,65,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.15355847276310922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008176647921086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179391652863318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606798646585809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844221205381671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039333151398948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148342889842296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157421355497805,0.0,0.16442586779667898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733473112029977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535820823332272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325142219180197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615329420064286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594391257506453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577138129691939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325937866065445,0.1196776658370747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181841125356092,0.13739872478962026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161481841202253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343826656178476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208128356792551,0.0,0.1211416899796224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082849755415994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839818024793209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34367496602688463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itsataxishepard,2019/06/16,"Texting anxiety, any advice? I get really anxious and nervous about opening texts or snaps from my friends. I get anxious thinking about why they’ve sent me a message, what they’ve said, and how I’d respond to it, and then I just ignore their message for far longer than I should for no apparent reason. Then when I finally decide to open the text and reply, I get anxious about opening their new message because I'm afraid that they will call me out on ignoring them so I ignore them AGAIN. And I'm sure they know that I'm purposely avoiding replying to them.

Aaaaand then I feel shitty as hell for being such a shit friend and probably making them feel like shit because being ignored sucks so much, I would know (which is why I feel so shitty about doing this and not being able to stop doing this). I want to crawl in a hole and disappear so that no one has to deal with me. How do I stop doing this.",6.279166666666669,5.911533027777778,6.442222222222222,80.93500000000002,65.94444444444444,9.2,32.44444444444444,8.548686976883017,2.432211111111112,715,26,140,9,10,229,103,180,0.276,0.662,0.062,-0.99,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,8,0,14,15,4,3,4,0,12,2,2,4,1,38,29,20,0,3,3,0,3,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,7,8,0,0,2,3,11,0,1,2,4,24,4,20,21,1,18,1,0,0,0,18,7,4,1,10,96,33,0,0.1463095057452431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297195569166626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994954810734988,0.0,0.11192637142838326,0.4958642884411198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837783341313018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493983637493022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083867599450715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219354466406869,0.10452354013842324,0.0,0.16027491199177207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260767224047072,0.0,0.2293220341492029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081575606690246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147943412852972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766273119688114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075543213102478,0.0,0.0,0.141306632360993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914310761274704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577463931603797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937296158494128,0.15043053971988146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917384450341594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003692102467978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24464259621803197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789497766301434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374922356263986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086297137237126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640431438944603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393407505662533,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lavender184927,2019/06/16,"Anyone else bust their ass off at work because they feel like they have to compensate for their personality And then completely burn out and have people take advantage of your generosity/inability to say no and then burn out even more and also feel like shit 

really hope it’s not just me lol",8.11812121212121,8.029063236363637,8.079999999999998,69.78666666666669,62.09090909090909,12.424242424242426,31.06060606060606,11.855464076750405,3.687787878787878,238,7,44,7,3,77,43,55,0.174,0.6729999999999999,0.153,-0.3483,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,4,2,3,5,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,11,6,7,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,4,8,6,1,6,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,1,4,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204317805242026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854015097254384,0.2716811206375648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163512770325802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780084260839742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150174628342031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513140246344355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681391783067182,0.3788514623146456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633572784942484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590812376729109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382406821225208,0.231521830480498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698641376847442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086072547098528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27217628293490753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936245194945795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193034924078806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,midnight-milk,2019/06/16,"Scared of making work phonecalls So I have been putting off making calls at work to customers which is optional in my role but in some circumstances is the thing I should be doing to do my job well.

I need to call a customer tomorrow to read them something over the phone.

I’m slightly worried about how to get into the conversation but I’ve worked through it in my head so I’m mostly okay with it.

What I’m really worried about is the physical symptoms. I want to do my job well but calls trigger bad shaking, sweating and worst of all my voice trembles making it obvious to the person on the other end that I’m nervous when I’m meant to be professional.

I don’t know if I should make the call and struggle through it or write them a letter instead. I don’t know if I should let my work mates who sit near me know about my anxiety before I make the call if that will help. 

I can make calls by myself at home now through necessity and I’ve even made a couple easier work calls to other departments- I was nervous but not voice trembling nervous. 

The idea of calling a customer is just messing with me and I’m not sure how to approach it. 

Any advice or sharing similar personal experiences would be really appreciated 👌🏻",4.605773866923818,5.681288897540983,5.483056894889103,81.31594503375122,69.86065573770493,8.528061716489876,31.15621986499518,8.841846274778883,2.492639633558342,977,41,191,17,17,320,131,244,0.13699999999999998,0.755,0.10800000000000001,-0.6872,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,5,14,16,0,8,13,1,22,3,2,10,3,47,42,18,0,9,12,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,1,2,13,7,0,0,5,1,0,4,4,11,2,0,4,2,23,5,32,29,4,19,0,0,0,0,21,10,0,8,4,133,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377385977293254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829898905116259,0.0,0.06558282076770315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158053839127834,0.0,0.0,0.07294947678669463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7003151080639038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948580436760255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593087714984185,0.0,0.0,0.05662351578579401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385988575433997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479011714504787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798318375487188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746266616509135,0.0,0.0859936626161663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677815264288783,0.0,0.0,0.17014656960133576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134404750412286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766420595360963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111931081043812,0.3433505784577874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356732626636677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971135774128072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618181027212048,0.0,0.0,0.0857526838246043,0.0,0.10984100562593394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583016932230259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659987453074698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962307076150719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079902429988506,0.08910575932602786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695485995945768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056547096060958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416220400146982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120604276856454,0.17412490524416208,0.0,0.06089976588276256,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coolboss56,2019/06/16,"I really like this girl at my job Iam Male  who is 26 years I hate having depression and ADHD I get so sad a lot lately because I'm all alone and having depression and ADHD and anxiety sucks donkey ass I have no girlfriend no friends just staying home and I do have a job but no one talks to me there's this girl.  she is one of the most beautiful girl I ever seen  that I have ever seen.  that I really like about my job we did talk last week she is a nice girl but I just t want to ask her but her number I'm scared if I ask her for her number she might think I'm a creep or something I'm a really nice guy if you get to know me
I don't know why but every time when I talk to her I look on the ground maybe it's because I'm scared that I might get rejection she's a brand-new co-worker. She came to my job 2 weeks ago and every guys trying to talk to her but I don't know what to do I think it's because of my ADHD made it because I'm antisocial trying to find a girl I get butterfly in my stomach a lot when I talk to her and I feel like the whole world is against me I don't know what to do I mean when I try to talk to her I feel happy when I see her at work I be happy I just don't know when I see her I feel happy a lot like she's making my day good that's the problem I don't know why she's so special for me maybe because I'm talking to her she did talk to me 10 minutes ago and the whole time I was looking on the ground and after 2 seconds I look up a hoe she asked me how long would I hear you at work for I told him 7 a.m. until 2 she's leaving at 10 a.m. because she's only work part-time I want to stop this habit when I talk to her I look on the ground maybe because of my ADHD I don't know but I'm just scared I'm scared hey can I get your number problem is she doesn't even know my name I don't even know her name I'm scared if I ask her hey can we get together after work maybe go eat for dinner I'm just scared because it's happened to me before at High School I don't know what to do like I really hate having depression I cry a lot and sometimes I can't sleep I do have fresh back of my old life when I'm trying to go to sleep because seriously I hate having depression depression sucks like why does no one wants to talk to me like I just want to know why it's because I look ugly is it because I'm not good-looking I wish I really had a girlfriend like I really wish this is girl that I really like at my job and I don't know what to do to be honest I have anxiety when I talk to girls but when I try to speak to this girl at my job I feel happy like but I do look at the ground when I talk to her",-0.7591697514542588,0.8557282622950879,2.0395557905869914,97.9637916446325,86.04918032786884,5.246959280803806,16.723955579058696,6.3737218528115,-0.538312004230566,2040,42,529,20,62,713,177,610,0.172,0.679,0.149,-0.9134,6,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,2,3,0,4,26,41,5,6,20,0,45,7,4,3,3,78,116,37,0,12,19,0,4,10,3,3,1,2,1,11,21,14,2,1,20,0,0,3,16,21,0,4,9,16,111,20,56,102,8,52,0,7,10,1,71,19,3,11,39,318,132,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869988252103385,0.0,0.07327950820435575,0.0,0.0,0.04280915762542931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324020180138802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456539455324605,0.0,0.0,0.03178299711656921,0.0,0.2771624560364353,0.0,0.03517186039951579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727464200756066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540303313389107,0.026656761017032973,0.0,0.17800290206178868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036171323382435186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229460516820768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054600923276559216,0.07477723891966011,0.06965070351315925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359806691561668,0.02952874147081088,0.0,0.0,0.0377781735689086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031934246963009456,0.0,0.12957064123516068,0.0,0.04698168973763527,0.06933734724786597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185355089772409,0.03655117757446972,0.17600159904086854,0.0,0.12242515689093915,0.0,0.0,0.046585986020219364,0.0,0.0,0.043671231632689336,0.04146098409482375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461033988347745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725904736317048,0.033692411415555006,0.04662611596330177,0.04376632819006189,0.0,0.0,0.029195153325866387,0.20193515528329395,0.0,0.0,0.03657894691705546,0.2429687741823475,0.0,0.0,0.14056143907793814,0.0,0.039110864137822665,0.02759050771746568,0.0,0.16610067997156205,0.045024422050114365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769686324434166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03992026111603941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043372673905902326,0.0,0.08402617791454052,0.03143607534067551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476027507630527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910137105633096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535559680022876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482929446332726,0.04183182317236228,0.06587507634926876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272692751943893,0.0,0.0,0.03182063475636758,0.040880000272096866,0.0,0.0,0.04405613197226031,0.0,0.03455675136387138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986687104240126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052969820616567666,0.0,0.0,0.048203924411194414,0.0,0.0,0.0394960386479474,0.0,0.14031405048970486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751854373747663,0.0,0.06631066247734589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918862722931214,0.0922950058771029,0.09506323042087914,0.0,0.0,0.15045681315667225,0.0,0.0,0.029362212840194,0.0,0.0,0.02661749167267307
socialanxiety,MarginCallGeorge,2019/06/16,"Dating Spots So I finally took up the courage to text this girl I like and I would like to ask her out sometime and I've been wondering if you guys know some dating spots for people with social anxiety like places with no large crowds etc. 
Thanks",2.502244897959187,4.939483714285718,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,79.20408163265307,6.3689795918367365,20.00408163265305,7.554174236665415,0.5356008163265304,198,5,41,3,5,60,39,49,0.07,0.685,0.245,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,5,7,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,6,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962325219898688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24394962270235301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910241709721162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858539839127714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583779236751321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434092958666807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824556337523307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090735075615624,0.0,0.27263340801958746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26600195365660273,0.0,0.0,0.2580826237664642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402443502911929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899210089330475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829851976686588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536880819345292,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HarrowsOfHarlow,2019/06/16,"If I wanted dessert after dinner I would always ask my siblings to ask my parents for me I've never been good at asking people what I want because I feel like I'm intruding in their daily life for trivial reasons, plus the act of figuting out what I want to say without looking like an idiot. So I ask either my siblings cause I found that easier.

However they sometimes started of with saying 
""HarrowsOfHarlow asked me to ask you that she wants chocolate"" and I would die inside ;-;",7.48032608695652,7.197089858695655,7.618608695652174,73.21334782608697,63.45652173913044,9.099130434782607,35.791304347826085,8.238735603445708,3.0236539130434785,385,16,64,4,5,125,67,92,0.113,0.778,0.109,-0.3195,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,1,18,18,4,1,7,3,1,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,4,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,17,3,14,14,1,7,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,1,5,45,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181377755732347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7537552253865534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191596013249401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804386010921513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394637929977766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794586842674946,0.0960001137255204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733922198522292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271041178305664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491559409288343,0.13130121303367892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284419755827388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364107673003836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921155603416594,0.0,0.0,0.09316121598711233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816360316322027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137265460377006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290389226713073,0.0,0.09511387961946424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170399692922576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953619537625813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909174337604544,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cringe4lyfe,2019/06/16,"I’m literally cringing all day as I randomly remember things I did. I randomly remember something I did 10 years ago that may have been “rude”

An awkward moment yesterday,

An awkward conversation last week

Some stupid thing I did X ridiculous  time ago

I’m ALWAYS beating myself up for EVERYTHING.

I’ll probably regret this post and cringe about it later.

Is it normal ? I have to wonder if normal people rethink their interactions that much or if I need therapy lol",5.476252100840334,7.772290305882354,6.637478991596643,69.10294117647061,69.47058823529412,10.033613445378153,33.31932773109244,10.290406445055957,4.174697478991597,376,18,58,11,7,126,63,85,0.20600000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.032,-0.9201,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,1,6,3,2,2,1,8,0,0,0,1,17,12,5,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,0,9,0,5,7,3,12,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,8,10,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575407587820007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678075595923158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006198860016244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125011373051308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438989067883558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825238970468968,0.14953749994768845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39519218843490944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981422186935166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314637399297765,0.0,0.2174369143742954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569109415941707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525723595181426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306299201802231,0.0,0.2679643102344625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759677522797712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176940292346378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870507222184726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298703880896874
socialanxiety,Jalaliozz128,2019/06/16,"I think I’ve recently developed social anxiety, and it’s seriously messing with my life. **TLDR:** Breakup has me go from confident extrovert to the point where I fear going anywhere because I know there will be people. (Example: Gym, work, out w friends). As well as cutting everyone off.


I’ve always been a pretty shy kid until I got comfortable with the people I was around. Whether that be school, work, fitness clubs. Still on the shyer side though. Here’s a timeline of stuff:


2017 dated my first girlfriend at 21, became pretty confident. 


2018 broke up, became stupidly cocky. Became a borderline alcoholic for majority of the year. Partied every weekend, basically lived at the club. Drug and alcohol abuse for that summer.


2019 no more alcohol, drugs, parties, clubs. Cleaned up my act and have been sober since January. Still very confident, but humble, polite, respectful, kind. Generally a good person.


My ex and I dated for a month (2 months ago from this post) She broke things off after I caught her lying. She didn’t try to explain or even meet up and talk face to face. I felt completely abandoned, used (she liked sex more than I did), and just... hurt and confused.


I’ve always been fascinated by psychology and a bit of research tells me I may have developed social anxiety. 


I can’t get myself to go to the gym (fitness is the one hobby I’ve loved more than anything for the past several years). Recently when I go I sit in the parking lot and try to convince myself to go in, then end up driving home. I know it’s because there are lots of people inside, **I just don’t understand why I care now.**


I don’t go out with my friends anymore when invited, not because I’m upset but I fear the social setting. If it’s just us at a friends house I’m fine, but if they want to go out to a bar, or bowling, or anything that involves large crowds I get anxious and overthink and decline the invitation.


I work as a bouncer at a nightclub on weekends and ABSOLUTELY LOVE MY JOB. The people I work with are amazing, we’re a tight little family over there. However after the break up, the next few shifts I’d have to leave early because my mind would race and I would get stressed from the amount of people their. It’s never been a problem before. I haven’t picked up shifts there for at least a month. 


I’ve deleted majority of my friends on social media. I have 10-12 friends left on Snapchat (that I don’t really talk to) and deactivated Instagram. I’ve cut off anyone who isn’t an immediate friends, and even my immediate friends seem like they’re getting distant now. When I say I have 2-3 friends I genuinely mean it. Never realized how lonely I am.

Sorry for the text, I guess I needed to vent. Any advice is appreciated y’all!",2.7749428949912307,5.233946497153703,4.207848626973616,82.60469191937273,78.33586337760913,7.16521427804232,27.40070172926139,8.214576434517982,2.111900175432315,2152,92,400,42,53,711,276,527,0.095,0.7040000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.997,2,2,5,0,1,0,90.0,1,1,2,5,22,37,3,5,30,0,30,12,2,3,2,64,60,34,0,7,13,1,2,2,9,4,6,1,2,2,13,23,4,2,9,8,0,10,11,16,1,2,10,3,52,21,65,44,11,77,0,5,0,3,35,32,0,11,33,249,65,7,0.0,0.07957502099264688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562913190075724,0.059534337514658024,0.21532464265142087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176697084061736,0.0,0.0,0.04567190830755746,0.0,0.10275624416145107,0.07587302146900292,0.06660584797263405,0.04696066156427007,0.0,0.11053586417701296,0.05978769293123135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637633380701388,0.0,0.05714922109476558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332261854644606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068475303344818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041722383317574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577130280220108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948487470094185,0.0,0.0,0.08871865749681451,0.0,0.056586194322184674,0.06417538962738595,0.0,0.0,0.06331358726646917,0.15115000827945596,0.0,0.0,0.06448526910706842,0.0,0.0,0.057127268966732786,0.0,0.0,0.4151085144666385,0.0,0.14035578706437893,0.0,0.2671847409557461,0.056331614861740174,0.053714934291465066,0.0,0.0739856162093553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736814373556031,0.0,0.0,0.0774949893275236,0.07189743674111224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664711217254532,0.0,0.0,0.06993803829734102,0.07382006083344038,0.0,0.0,0.07111399675276639,0.07297082313854987,0.0,0.04743793058892299,0.06562312431019239,0.06731315043928435,0.059304556093883215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419607419137402,0.12123118176689092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315821856387922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781365053519724,0.0,0.1608222494074894,0.0,0.0,0.04979916708411938,0.10359769121330152,0.0,0.07142668131812081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551015655545946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411294976026702,0.2328055436945136,0.0586425555112036,0.0,0.0,0.0634890274772002,0.0,0.06432184939251279,0.13665413841520174,0.0,0.06426418295831153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04302517435555357,0.0,0.13262713401333207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340926932420095,0.0,0.06797070396956831,0.0,0.06114101969321231,0.0,0.07587302146900292,0.0,0.055556425590410456,0.0,0.0,0.27384947791667713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518144713886674,0.0,0.0,0.10727001690710378,0.0,0.07693290958111126,0.0,0.07688348773042998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796323167056883,0.058701835235217464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044618906503769866,0.0430341749822249,0.06598552247536751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119607098461743,0.0,0.0,0.0699171613130911,0.08078663524776195,0.058005699502710374,0.0,0.055415010648866496,0.03961340652433434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038597032503507,0.0,0.06060252248179274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955765679184345,0.0,0.0,0.09541875660685342,0.0,0.0,0.08649920131097852
socialanxiety,TheGreat_gabby,2019/06/16,"Been seeing this amazing guy but i feel like my social anxiety is preventing me from keeping it going.. He's beautiful, unique and very smart..but I feel like he gives me too much attention.... it's not like he's clingy or gets mad when I text back late or don't text back at all...he likes asking me out on weekends sometimes and we talk a bit during the week..I can't seem to understand why someone like this is so interested..I don't feel like I've earned that. My brain keeps telling me there's something wrong with him? Like he doesn't value himself?...I think I annoy him..I'm always trying to find a flaw in him.

He politely reassures and talks to me about that but each time I'm left asking myself what's wrong with me? Why'd I ask that? Why can't I just accept him? 

 Like he has these beautiful green eyes and I couldn't believe they were his not even after he showed me baby photos, they contrast so well with his dark mocha skin tone and he has these beautiful almost perfect  small somewhat faint and dark freckles with a reddish undertone on his cheeks and I can't even believe those are his either.

 He has such a beautiful smooth, deep and soft Spanish accent and it's all hard to believe this guy is even real and his smile is so infectious..my brain keeps telling me he's just trying to get me to like him more..he opened up to me mostly because I asked and I can't even believe that someone so angelic could be hurt so much.

Is it just a made up sob story? 

..idk maybe I'm overthinking and perceiving things the wrong way?...we get along so perfectly and so well everything feels so good but it's just ugh...idk maybe he isn't for me..he deserves so much better I'm just toxic to him and I'll just end up hurting him anyways...

He's such a amazing and great guy and so sweet too..the way we met it was just a instant connection..but maybe he likes me more than I actually like him...? 

Idk have you guys ever expirenced this? Any advice?",1.4380449868389569,3.7099145226130688,2.6630007178750894,92.84832495812395,82.16582914572865,5.800526441732472,21.285235702321128,7.07126945348624,0.5267557310361335,1532,47,327,20,42,491,191,398,0.094,0.6579999999999999,0.249,0.9978,1,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,2,1,2,4,33,31,2,0,9,0,24,6,5,1,4,67,49,32,0,2,15,0,8,11,0,0,1,0,0,4,19,26,0,4,11,2,0,1,11,8,2,0,5,13,42,23,26,41,10,23,1,3,4,0,46,12,1,6,20,184,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.07131244874153281,0.0,0.0,0.07140983664317223,0.0,0.0,0.0731758935474529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080578013663007,0.0,0.0,0.04969475318302951,0.0,0.055903578160466864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27326790140385465,0.0,0.0,0.11238314950734532,0.0,0.04454695986765852,0.0,0.0,0.3293302706529834,0.0,0.06463052134425769,0.07978097623733661,0.0,0.0,0.16315582990584193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834590581090696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472438476799072,0.0,0.0,0.19306623920088672,0.06610218028237494,0.0,0.0,0.0656767465781169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779937238525828,0.15661831491095562,0.0,0.0,0.0667909025813011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453888923916485,0.07010195821994017,0.04153124894520894,0.061293381439295636,0.0,0.08056746771469189,0.0,0.2894302200169283,0.0,0.0,0.06546248971070964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646052489340928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486214380521494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243385200634264,0.0,0.07939819420316813,0.0,0.0,0.3927181494264508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914706746568858,0.0,0.0,0.220246506513198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115964444654532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317743590075727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058232775586070935,0.06652640530262585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744926297075639,0.12383552898763307,0.056258117195926466,0.07227485761631186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747278249425272,0.12774474820542078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048549001523428933,0.04682468465682863,0.0,0.0,0.042611689703736785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922874709600618,0.0,0.0,0.07607556161907042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029604145913665,0.0,0.11600997911906112,0.058617828486962224,0.0,0.13140970028282353,0.0,0.13188095302351727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23969413928752015,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,scaredychat,2019/06/16,"How can I help someone with social anxiety? My partner believes they have social anxiety as they gets nervous in social situations and due to this they have been putting off going to the doctors even though they know that they should go. I just don't know what to do. I want them to seek medical assistance but I don't want to make them uncomfortable by being pushy, as I know that will make them feel worse. It's a shame because I know it is troublesome to them but their anxiousness prevents them from seeking help. How can I help them go to the doctors, and how can I make them feel less worried on a daily basis?",5.2449793388429775,6.1025728677686,5.52197314049587,82.41205061983474,68.25619834710744,8.694628099173555,30.827479338842977,8.841846274778883,2.375470247933884,491,19,96,8,8,156,69,121,0.212,0.69,0.098,-0.9457,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,13,0,6,2,0,2,4,0,13,3,0,6,0,22,28,10,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,6,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,2,22,0,15,24,1,8,0,0,0,0,20,3,0,0,1,71,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286909029384392,0.16886049047443918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111656901508933,0.0,0.0,0.16840343551982925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059812642200364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872465686150532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115477862391025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809280092496239,0.0,0.2548446575506719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005632158707712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285829781875824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29932058766605857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057702581838806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026035612138808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801246824622493,0.0,0.4571027645452771,0.12664689753288486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685519930104235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632457823747585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517957802753114,0.1523244454675697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bringbackaolandaim,2019/06/16,"I am no longer afraid to stand out by the way I dress This may sound silly, because so many people tell me I’m ridiculous lol. But for years I was so afraid of standing out that I only where trainers, jeans, and a t shirt everyday. I was 5’10 by 14, and as a girl, my height was rare and I stood out already, and I was afraid if I wore make up and blouses that I would be more easily spotted somehow.

Well I’m proud to say I now give into my love of make up everyday, where cardigans, blouses, skirts, and even dresses. I’m no longer afraid of ‘sticking out’. I’m sorry if this is lame, I’ve just been reflecting and am very proud of how for i have come.",3.4042753623188418,3.701221601449277,4.32768115942029,91.34557971014496,72.1159420289855,7.292753623188408,26.20289855072464,6.937597516519254,0.8869942028985509,503,15,117,4,9,163,84,138,0.08,0.78,0.139,0.8439,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,10,11,1,4,3,1,12,2,1,3,0,24,23,14,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,4,13,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,7,2,14,5,18,13,1,18,0,1,0,1,5,10,0,4,4,74,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943025890759921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257370551116399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297325858578901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614835001782306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558364284625089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24070103450016,0.0,0.3560395772774087,0.2703850558720564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283220392623794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489149206642672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208514494154346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985412141958766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331016205936825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004982869287465,0.0,0.2116886566186437,0.0,0.0,0.239789224433701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894512046426421,0.0,0.0,0.17174168341462406
socialanxiety,theoriginalloaf,2019/06/16,"Is anyone scared of calling someone a friend? I rarely call people my friend. I may know the person and hang out with them on occasion but I never really refer to anyone as my friend, let alone a best friend. The reason I consider myself to have no friends is because even though I may be in a room full of people I know, I always feel alone. There’s no one I can really connect with. They may call themselves my friend, but are they really? They don’t know anything about me and friendship to them is going out, drinking. It’s fun to drink with others but what’s the point if it’s all superficial? Am I putting too much meaning behind the word friend? I always try to be that person people can depend on and trust and confide in but none of that is ever reciprocated.. I made so much progress these last couple of months, trusting people, socializing, voicing my opinions, but maybe I just suck and no one really wants me in their life the way I want them to be in mine? I thought I was passed all these insecurities but I guess I’m back at square zero again, I don’t want to open up to people anymore. I don’t want to trust people who are just going to hurt me in the end. I’m tired of being taken advantage of and not having any real friends.",3.564904592157685,4.916708589641439,4.65294191654435,85.23269029146573,72.66533864541833,7.037198574124553,23.569092052841267,7.475848149327749,0.94579203187251,980,26,198,11,19,321,133,251,0.10800000000000001,0.659,0.23399999999999999,0.9905,0,2,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,7,3,11,18,1,2,9,0,23,4,0,3,4,47,41,16,0,5,10,0,1,0,8,3,2,1,1,2,9,12,2,0,8,2,0,5,9,4,0,3,4,3,34,14,33,29,7,28,0,1,1,0,22,15,1,7,7,146,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826911422020596,0.0,0.0,0.1467740638378503,0.0,0.0,0.059977035568846024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746779937563479,0.12333889138197897,0.0,0.07257867804355374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678181067779486,0.0,0.05376411844981081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925573891358092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701772245284204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758838621635886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279911351326085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781164303825767,0.0,0.0,0.05825333638868575,0.07977930393118783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044595091266249415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451267323764669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100248860721016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715902180153088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441679317824772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541241799510046,0.07189238782630361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018748496616404,0.06229620253843175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834542051068534,0.0,0.0,0.08860581656983466,0.0960724707934556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039806400629221,0.0,0.12966999677186408,0.0,0.06802302160124926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195292414798825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36686848153826457,0.15402056835717914,0.0,0.0,0.08337474391455146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866242081045883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038758041862572,0.2260052192521881,0.09068128254744624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830065841804101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990581128619395,0.07472909563936131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866531786209408,0.07001862603056516,0.0,0.10136956367290678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988002467895924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808368033266628,0.0700067330884854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EquinosX,2019/06/16,"I live on my own and I’m going to need to get a new job very soon, but I haven’t applied at all because I get so nervous in work environments. I’m afraid I’m gonna run out of money, not be able to pay rent and end up homeless I like my current job and I get zero social anxiety from it because I have no manager or boss over me. I’m fine when talking to other people because I don’t feel like I’m being graded on my work performance. I’m scared to get a regular job because I don’t feel like I can handle being surrounded by other employees. I’m afraid I’m gonna be homeless because I’ve been putting off get a new job for months do to my fear. I’m seeing a therapist and everything, but I still can’t face my fear. I don’t know if any of you guys can give any advice, but I just want to know I’m being heard.",1.9261664564943213,2.4679986994535525,4.537158469945356,87.60593947036574,75.66666666666667,7.597982345523329,25.55233291298865,7.882392219407189,1.256202522068096,634,21,149,9,13,227,96,183,0.13,0.792,0.077,-0.8782,7,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,5,10,0,6,4,0,15,1,1,1,1,20,42,11,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,5,0,0,4,0,3,3,7,6,0,1,2,4,19,4,20,33,2,20,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,2,11,80,22,10,0.12198092693567318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919835004734446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659024264409519,0.0,0.09331507522931076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717922043697791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803889540771876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962859175420936,0.0,0.0,0.2745249110379552,0.12335444355088232,0.17428639715157315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318649998733972,0.11701522013919485,0.06932457182910742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078029548032995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4841889920714327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407505473402673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878115821846927,0.0,0.1077113932783789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973640121141288,0.0,0.0,0.09044731170808867,0.0,0.23561987869148046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456621590614333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262452292844188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221241876073646,0.0,0.09720300584388213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434419359056754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741412582001548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804364851550416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162925785143876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064703959804618,0.07194751112349974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776071351899964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rayti_Nekoson,2019/06/16,"Pizza Anxiety I have crippling social anxiety, and I work at a pizza place and have just had the strangest social anxiety interaction I think I might have ever had. I answered the phone while working only to hear a lady explaining that she was having a medical emergency and that she needed to cancel her order all while apologizing profusely. I immediately started to panic as it was much more important for her to get to the hospital than apolagize to a pizza place that would barely be inconvenienced by a small pizza not going out, and in my panic and haste to get this woman back on the right track to a hospital I canceled the wrong order, the order being for one of our best customers who was ordering over 100$ worth of food, and had to go home. By the end of the ordeal I was sweaty and stressed and I can only imagine how the lady who called to apologize about an emergency is feeling.",10.560776942355893,7.676517976608189,10.912581453634086,60.33473684210529,59.29239766081872,13.981954887218047,40.80284043441939,12.28987398476788,5.056182289055973,718,28,121,18,7,246,102,171,0.146,0.7909999999999999,0.063,-0.9119,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,3,5,5,0,3,16,0,17,6,0,1,2,22,27,12,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,7,9,5,0,5,0,1,2,1,4,0,1,7,2,15,1,25,16,4,21,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,1,6,100,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508463018061592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755124832022475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043262118477394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610221478165415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540165513404773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828396593163372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729806826466144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848567576100224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597414970755412,0.0,0.17376448975522754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230095672916992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533458414590704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400522996046778,0.0,0.16217595386506425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238053312311302,0.11335469195129685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359188876161957,0.2325362762379995,0.0,0.3587311668378381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319443157377059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055420338934287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116731165185244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820553670114984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751175125429922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979559686259072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225892811805254,0.0,0.0,0.10859783802483357,0.16714454323924674,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ZBPlayer,2019/06/16,"Why Does This Happen? I feel like im a horrible listener Idk if this is all social anxiety even tho my case is bad. Cuz this happens even when im not anxious.  
So what im talking about is that i have a hard time understanding people. Not my english, but when a lot of people speak to me especially at work all i hear is gibberish then I ALWAYS have to ask them to repeat themselves. It happens more often than not and sometimes it takes multiple times for me to understand what they say. If they have an accent i sometimes have to ask them even more times and it's humiliating and i feel stupid as hell. When i was in high school teachers talked to us and i hear what they say but nothing stays in my brain and I forget everything.   
I guess customer service cashiering isnt the job for me because this gets really annoying.",1.639630937098843,4.1832471158536615,3.2458279845956355,87.16541078305521,83.9390243902439,6.379460847240051,23.875481386392806,7.669130373188453,1.3890536585365858,653,25,129,12,19,215,98,164,0.172,0.81,0.019,-0.9758,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,5,1,10,5,3,0,5,0,10,1,1,1,2,23,25,17,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,11,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,9,22,1,15,24,5,13,1,0,0,0,17,4,1,5,9,91,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973796830732598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169702772180856,0.13541426333273038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411673058371234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008295673124504,0.0730690941138295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380990224728154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489539085755616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23751073997444624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077276741457418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121552495239918,0.08563216903522386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262494606720387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204571957505334,0.0,0.31799085845776043,0.0,0.10737623478252543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701949917844874,0.0,0.0,0.12664482476652514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884269788979492,0.0,0.11894833530237255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585603872365047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190563762135328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150144914903214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619974050748776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678911657023975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064422954688245,0.0,0.12131061381292768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218811310713895,0.0,0.0,0.23710073095533565,0.0,0.0,0.1277610203542185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012418260343992,0.1926872187324677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968417875619005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24956910138067626,0.14418382828835874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816026275334042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726374789436256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hodorjohnson,2019/06/16,"Desperately searching for friendship Like many of you I've had bouts of social anxiety and depression over the years. I feel that I've lost the few meaningful friendships I've had as a result of it and feel so alone now. I recently reconnected with some of those friends that I ghosted for a while, and it was super awkward. I feel like they think I'm just being an asshole to them, when it's way more complicated than that. And I can never really put it into words around them.

I just feel that I have nothing interesting to say about myself. My friends have gone on and lived fulfilling lives, gotten married, travelled. I've just alternated between staying at home feeling sorry for myself and going to work. What complicates things is that these old friends don't live close to me anymore. And they've continued to hang out without me, which has caused more than a little resentment and bitterness on my part. I almost want to blame them for my isolation and loneliness...and sometimes I do. I often get angry at them for ""ruining my life"".

I'm in a city that can be really isolating if you don't have a friend group. I don't know how to make this better. People say: join meetups, join sports leagues. All those things just seem so overwhelming when I'm coming from this place of weakness and isolation. I've tried signing up for them a couple times, and ended up just not going and losing the sign-up fees. Every single time I psych myself out of it.

I don't know what the answer is to make this all better. Everything feels like it's just gone way off track for me. Maybe you don't know either. But if you relate to this, I'd love to hear your story too just to know I'm not alone. And if you've managed to get over the hump and meet new people and/or reconnect with old friends I would love some advice on that too.",4.263288847506725,5.766367896648049,4.809044072004968,84.2003155390027,71.15083798882681,7.985267949513759,26.108421270432444,8.515128840125781,1.7207470308297128,1449,46,283,24,27,462,184,358,0.11699999999999999,0.736,0.147,0.9271,0,4,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,5,6,6,18,23,2,2,12,0,20,5,0,5,3,67,51,25,1,5,15,0,6,3,5,1,2,3,1,0,25,22,0,0,14,2,1,8,9,9,0,0,7,10,35,14,49,41,10,43,0,5,0,3,24,18,0,8,17,189,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521444629308838,0.0,0.0,0.097569221743751,0.20183098472593167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453914601357903,0.0,0.09663146153122898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673971318402743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235046578181776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009478389564383,0.0,0.08393346912373739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781234300937116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392246659360443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630038587175902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820949935520593,0.0,0.08757021936647713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956028762770014,0.13921822571044926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763984663877542,0.0,0.1018137689949489,0.0,0.11075154511102143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981873919546747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773739675963254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141956175256685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882273410448916,0.14280859576199995,0.09765761273532657,0.2581163413684284,0.0,0.0,0.10900723709801946,0.10636414928458522,0.0,0.17588164754100746,0.0,0.13008009618943467,0.09878596740558053,0.0978887043738314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514952979290468,0.09410539775233144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349356449026593,0.0,0.20448777715319968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055149283045916,0.0,0.13510128989884596,0.0,0.10180107369603728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795123882124432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484145483205307,0.0,0.09620742163414886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497185040668046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870311349976663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993248944954691,0.0,0.0,0.09636782371083764,0.1090729018275754,0.0,0.10385502766696554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946581354706324,0.06243378548429564,0.0,0.0,0.11363276073653147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615342266019937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057470950152153234,0.15468213408033732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939259266771613,0.0,0.07093539897196734,0.0,0.0,0.06921654921502696,0.0,0.0,0.06274632407200999
socialanxiety,idontevenknow0987,2019/06/16,"Coming out of my cage and I’ve been doin just fine ! Hey guys. I’ve struggled with social anxiety that can get on the severe end of the scale since I was thirteen (22 now, I’m also female, should I mention that ?) and it’s now gotten to a point where even online interactions I’ve begun to avoid. 

I deleted Facebook years ago, and decided this year to delete Instagram and Snapchat believing it would help my self esteem (in regards to my appearance at least), and it definitely has, but it’s also enabled me to completely shut off from online social contact. I now struggle with posting and commenting anywhere, even anonymously, and when I do post I’ll usually end up going back and deleting it months later or ghosting an interaction I was having. Some of this is related to intrusive thoughts (which I won’t go into rn), and not just social anxiety, but the basic gist is I isolate myself aggressively from everything human interaction based. 

BUT, I’ve decided in the past few days I want to put a stop to this and try to engage more in communities online, and just start having ACTUAL conversations with a strangers (even if it is just online, gotta start somewhere) and try to learn to drop that “I’m a normal human social mask” that I feel I have to use in every interaction ever, or running from it and deleting posts.

So here’s me making an online post I’ve SWORN not to delete (THE ABSOLUTE BOLDNESS). I’ll even respond to any comments and do my best to be myself. So comment whatever you’d like if you’d so wish !",9.27400892622736,7.14836056996587,9.4703071672355,67.30863218692575,61.04778156996587,12.428353898661067,38.9207140981885,11.051253699011982,4.269744762404831,1209,48,215,25,13,404,165,293,0.071,0.846,0.083,0.8162,0,1,0,1,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,2,21,9,1,3,11,0,19,0,0,2,1,50,36,27,1,7,13,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,4,15,20,0,2,5,0,0,6,3,4,0,0,5,1,21,5,34,24,5,44,0,0,0,0,23,13,0,6,21,147,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.10723609940518726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741022895610983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575685771876265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472848831157743,0.0,0.1681300185455565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844980841684295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380760394612647,0.11532203461849955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465989667896173,0.11521683422368532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086950383608444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465859555815485,0.0,0.0,0.29032336967940925,0.09940115787290248,0.09258646983888576,0.0,0.0987614119126216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556332894476474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741262069931461,0.0,0.1249052365724239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880767801528386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365647752659395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368635841708347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335195717413114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771258621498929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076681765968456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490176553424356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038809023654984,0.0,0.4209742704980918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046909228458238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463849980151505,0.124143623687216,0.0,0.09090155971606344,0.0,0.0,0.4480731869537776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556041604520776,0.0,0.0,0.0918723704571474,0.0,0.2297602996158784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723982483115031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921523486042035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490906769437296,0.12102753250436182,0.0,0.06481555284489049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636726511293422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806220171251955,0.0,0.0,0.14153020518870307
socialanxiety,ElliotIsRami,2019/06/16,The less I look at social media the better I feel I didn’t realize how shy I was until I needed to actually meet people for my career (Acting) and after every performance I would lay awake thinking of how I did. Nope not anymore. I’m learning more so what I want and what I need. Looking at social media makes me feel I ought to be doing what they’re doing but no. We all have our own unique journeys. I’m guilty of having a big ego and thinking I can achieve something I see someone who’s sacrificed a lot achieve. I think we’re all a bit delusional at times. Im truly delusional and getting back to baseline by staying off social media and staying away from toxic people.,3.8983088235294123,5.15395691911765,5.418411764705883,80.43835294117648,71.72058823529412,7.2047058823529415,28.30588235294117,7.554174236665415,1.8036258823529407,535,20,98,6,10,181,90,136,0.065,0.875,0.059000000000000004,-0.1972,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,3,2,26,26,10,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,5,17,1,15,20,7,14,0,0,3,0,7,6,0,1,4,71,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.15957667375706214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217271980708484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363698805287465,0.1257405228764783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462444918533265,0.17852679359236018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777674657833802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653661642871384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543498965078272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663490885681793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746393937460569,0.0,0.0,0.13902298751992292,0.0,0.0,0.10915411325425464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425032220437239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267350952283857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030814108413294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000790021066686,0.13855408247454878,0.12588942565272454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34859148429518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143403806399474,0.0,0.0,0.09535266038522816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645119869226046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616336816176792,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,onogomo,2019/06/16,"what do u do when u see a person u find attractive? what do u do when theres lots of strangers i went to a wedding today and i coulda talked to ppl but instead i went to a more secluded area to accompany my friend (it was close to the end anwyay) and ended up only meeting her friends... 

i just assume that i wont get along with people, and judge the fact that for example theyre christian or whatever, so yea.. i feel pretty disappointed in myself. so how do i change this fear and mindset? and what the hell do i do when i see someone i find attractive..",1.9722608695652184,3.6630480086956574,3.978478260869569,87.02163043478264,77.6086956521739,7.034782608695654,24.54347826086957,7.908726449838941,1.3013652173913042,431,15,92,7,10,147,75,115,0.138,0.767,0.094,-0.7958,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,1,6,1,9,0,0,1,1,18,15,13,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,3,13,4,11,11,2,12,2,1,2,0,7,4,1,3,6,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775848791836053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646381111459664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316347382246623,0.10408226391085892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37628026355569694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31807326105312983,0.0,0.10754639171062727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500348198921215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655567218952582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270816597304373,0.1797373767859613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942007175149036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328066297927841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744132197805898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654517600797236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511857893688056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816438601403313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Palmetto2418,2019/06/16,"Anxiety attacks help Hello all. I'm a 26 male and I've struggled with social anxiety all of my life. Outside of the regular symptoms of social anxiety, I will get anxiety attacks that will pop up out of nowhere every few days, even when I'm all alone in my house. It's hard to describe, but it's like a weird paranoia feeling. It also makes me feel scared, like impending doom and really sad for no reason. My heartbeat elevates and my hands get shaky and sweaty. also get shaky. It'll usually last an hour or two and I'll calm back down. 

I can't figure out what triggers this or how to make it go away faster. Does anyone struggle with this and what can help? Thanks!",2.2826521239954083,4.497156358208958,3.576268656716419,87.78164753157293,78.70149253731344,6.809644087256029,25.233065442020674,7.882392219407189,1.5215804822043628,528,20,105,9,13,172,90,134,0.257,0.613,0.129,-0.9221,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,14,2,5,4,0,5,3,1,5,3,26,16,13,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,10,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,10,0,1,0,4,7,4,15,13,4,14,1,2,0,0,6,6,0,4,9,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623819768867408,0.0,0.2258314429673252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43206330822120576,0.0,0.0,0.09872869019927996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212654552094394,0.13265985397129254,0.10857228857758434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106081276948544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356302793305593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093259725897509,0.0,0.11896512235342616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278756362090825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130985633247047,0.0,0.0802458867763268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648537356418854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892836367197448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905125767067755,0.16292314755494886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509494216885235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973208632078014,0.13796409365023235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885010752709092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045483960880564,0.14517471579622598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136349454201386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878664755336526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952209129835829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467584372908122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999583919311808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792960163322449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550927946134485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,robitnebudem,2019/06/16,"People not responding to my ""hi"" Pretty sure its because they just dont respect me enough to respond. It happens everywhere :/ i have very low self esteem and Im down to earth person and dont talk to anyone at work because im anxious but Im still nice and say hi to everyone. I cant be alone in this.",1.197864583333331,3.0154663906250008,3.504375,88.93645833333336,80.40625,6.1416666666666675,24.729166666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.084716666666667,235,9,50,3,6,81,47,64,0.102,0.7509999999999999,0.147,0.5976,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,8,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764690125379505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046808063236486,0.0,0.12668463557094034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089018885416453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246810990489624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720643695082184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312438915371287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021607500522886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5871135379833702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256067716229692,0.1581985970048151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432427427260165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440808880255342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890093093643425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468985898938627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075915249782342,0.0,0.0,0.14562489330062328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494917276581291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190053870436386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fallendionysus,2019/06/16,"What are some of your proud moments when you overcame your SA? *(Hi I'm new to this red alien app and I kinda don't know what I'm doing but anywHO)*

I've been scrolling through this sub for a while and I think that we could all use posts like these to feel better about ourselves and motivate each other, or even just have good things to think about when you're feeling shitty about yourself. I'm a few days into summer break and I'm spiralling into this deep pit of self pity and loathing because I don't feel like socialising *at all*, and these things really help me get back on my feet.

​

My 'uplifting' experience was back in March (yikes). There was this popular art festival being held in the (notoriously active, and full of people, may I add) downtown area. I signed up as a volunteer online, and regretted it immediately. But I forced myself to go each week, mainly because it was a responsibility and I couldn't just bail out of it after I was accepted.

​

Two weekends of volunteering later, I sat at my desk to appreciate what I've gained from this experience -- not only the participation certificate, but also a bunch of new friends, good memories to cherish, knowledge of different backgrounds, literature and culture from my interaction with different people, a heap of confidence, and better socialising skills. I felt so much confident about myself, learnt how to deal with people, and said a huge f-ck you to my anxiety. I don't know what happened, really. It was like an extroverted, friendly, lovable ghost with no social anxiety possessed me. It took a bit of my energy, but it gave me so much more, if that makes sense. The weirdest part is, not all situations go like this. Usually my fight or flight mechanism makes me sit in a corner and isolate myself.

​

It didn't make my anxiety go away, obviously. But it made it a little better. I can't go to a therapist, so thinking about these kind of stuff makes my anxiety subside for a while. Just long enough to get me to create another experience like this one (I'm planning to go out with my classmates next week to celebrate finishing high school).

​

I've rambled too much but the point is, it's doable, guys. It's so difficult, but it's doable. It's like lying, in a way; once you start, it becomes easier and you become better at it. If I, a literal hermit, with detrimentally severe social anxiety, can do it, then so can you. SO CAN YOU BITCH! THROW YOURSELF OUT THERE (at your own pace, of course). YOU'LL THANK YOURSELF LATER.

​

It would be great if you could share some of your experiences, too. :)",4.961511139812721,6.814195247443763,5.765289527499733,76.64839925734583,69.9406952965235,9.073748789150793,29.43283823054569,9.549672527348893,2.8367840490797542,2072,81,372,48,38,677,248,489,0.109,0.66,0.231,0.9974,2,0,0,0,1,0,100.0,1,12,0,9,25,28,2,0,19,0,28,1,1,8,4,79,63,40,1,8,17,0,4,6,2,3,0,1,0,2,37,28,0,1,12,2,0,7,9,5,0,2,14,6,44,23,58,41,19,59,0,2,1,0,28,24,1,9,30,257,81,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049662154993365536,0.0,0.3364320901375242,0.3772976201916783,0.0,0.0651183233215056,0.2375355120824822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834594282137045,0.0955036863330771,0.0,0.07571239818323416,0.13717137229495965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196931858579671,0.06779821853470366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916520602619198,0.0,0.0,0.04005001374617562,0.06402341411938761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976467514950885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416694363117667,0.0,0.04101713119577411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24298681481105475,0.0,0.0,0.09420040924096534,0.04436497371370718,0.05962670801808277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595817203936136,0.0,0.06489042885159159,0.0,0.17646717455738026,0.10417476109066584,0.0,0.06846658239250841,0.0,0.061489763076099685,0.054915717755845896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416249977459691,0.06561312629407755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466864520622648,0.06825818166137076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820364988776617,0.0622415262058748,0.0,0.054957439349537285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876147688549715,0.16581162469699884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695416261462864,0.0,0.0,0.1199550842224757,0.06604512830030825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613554853651121,0.04208125133639505,0.04723061622960826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724934176898581,0.0,0.12915906256806353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058705526954528825,0.0,0.05947560095535146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956699395845396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059072281180417775,0.0,0.0,0.06284953719659274,0.0,0.0,0.06478489680851839,0.0701564645728689,0.0,0.0,0.06980413679481046,0.0,0.12660831757971427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043955414273686204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109079853109737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717426616660577,0.0,0.07210405865704386,0.0825143027865506,0.1193754583951767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689965067313244,0.0,0.0,0.060663662813981535,0.0,0.0,0.053635333395137284,0.06839548858245845,0.0,0.0,0.049292890908745585,0.09962736815769796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411477550166346,0.0,0.3772976201916783,0.0
socialanxiety,KrysBeta,2018/12/06,"Has someone ever told you something that made you self conscious that you still think about today? Three years ago I had a guy in high school comment on how my walk was weird (at the time I hurt my foot bad so I walked with a bit of a tilt) and my friend agreed with him, and to this day I still think about it everyday whenever I'm in public. I guess the same goes for any photo my friends have of me, it seems the photos my friends take of me are terrible, but the ones I take turn out nice yet I proceed to worry that the ones my friends have are how I really look everyday. I hope someday I forget that one person told me my walk was weird because it sucks having to recall it everyday and obsess over something so trivial. If anyone has something similar to this I'd love to hear how they deal with something that's already happened years ago :)",9.2028073089701,5.8991332674418615,8.46843853820598,78.11244186046514,62.25581395348837,11.456478405315616,37.36212624584718,8.841846274778883,3.018168438538208,670,22,140,7,7,211,102,172,0.12300000000000001,0.722,0.155,0.8767,0,0,4,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,0,11,14,1,1,8,0,10,2,1,4,1,22,27,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,11,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,4,6,2,25,7,20,21,2,25,0,1,1,1,19,7,1,4,15,93,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336808188126656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903497492154568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567867704922756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809632671988404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519780757182563,0.0768033714538984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755030581468222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125422404497051,0.12989191134740635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396670662200795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893635023072435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879406296759705,0.12475159227466324,0.1114140450089098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420018037084121,0.0,0.0,0.13311714942167813,0.0,0.1251381873030427,0.0,0.0,0.1348767216321832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580129693245573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371242910363458,0.11921639374027605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561257116552175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100110934964898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071350979626556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275103276832783,0.0,0.11469811257893887,0.13143682180414512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675235931119338,0.3879782669912464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123427017233053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946015842725208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161460789225305,0.0,0.0,0.07346677399124557,0.0,0.11942540062709965,0.24078093892491476,0.0,0.0,0.13704279114786327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795068804322948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226904915451296
socialanxiety,Mr_Veso,2018/12/06,"Don't wanna be a shut-in anymore. All my life I've been a shut-in and most jobs I've held down have barely if any interacting with others. Recently though, I've got a job that forces me to go outside and interact with people. Multiple times throughout the day I have to calm myself down before going back to work. To say its hard would honestly be an understatement, but I don't feel as uneasy as I did before working this job. Honestly, this has inspired me to try and make a friend or two and try to go outside more. I'm trying to stay hopeful and optimistic. Which is hard for me to do, to be honest.

I'm petrified and feel that if even the slightest thing goes wrong. I will go back to being a complete shut-in.

Any advice would really be much appreciated.",2.813141858141858,4.571898006493504,4.507922077922082,83.8423226773227,75.42857142857143,7.595604395604397,24.183816183816184,8.384062270229773,1.5187288711288711,599,19,121,11,13,202,93,154,0.069,0.718,0.212,0.9777,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,0,8,0,17,1,0,1,1,23,29,13,0,6,4,0,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,4,5,9,7,18,17,4,12,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,5,5,79,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989854320769052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471333088496284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198056306115636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016909205005106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24364462990922706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010509427258606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232916028324624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455870114139964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477639115062724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060841954836446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254543910561485,0.0,0.1145016068052864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25649426957910154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421944999027123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262055720638467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112121233316657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556331347661873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052422679273219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925213230852138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917147467789282,0.0,0.14135752143067898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385003512680465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259414554257136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511203087124072,0.0,0.14065824428489393,0.0,0.08348028217679597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915975826780495,0.0,0.13985076466685978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845069974964303,0.0,0.0,0.2033996893966834,0.15652773939863807,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pluteoh,2018/12/06,My life is so fucked Everyone I go for help on getting a girlfriend which I've never had begire. People tell me to get confidence or join a club how is this supposed to help me. I can't just get confidence and joining clubs won't do much good either if I can't talk to people. Anyway what is actual advice for someone who can't start a conversation with a girl.,6.031400000000001,5.199835573333338,7.141166666666668,77.25975000000003,66.6,10.166666666666668,30.75,9.516144504307137,2.5776,288,9,58,5,4,98,54,75,0.10300000000000001,0.716,0.182,0.6343,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,4,0,9,2,0,1,1,8,15,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,7,13,2,4,0,0,0,1,8,1,1,2,2,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2507911798219553,0.0,0.0,0.2511336729936743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455708440162931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375888085531047,0.4028096591087412,0.0,0.1460568400925228,0.2155561857390747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34451821733326266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152398794532504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889217478093068,0.0,0.19821128174758565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563375567405178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775201221351934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190320465761328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065637784048161,0.22462597122848046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yohannb,2018/12/06,"Why is there always something going on inside my body every time Im in class? Do I sweat? Yes -> It stinks so much help

No -> Do I have bad breath for no reason? Yes -> Im keeping my mouth shut at all costs

No -> Do I feel like I have to take a shit? Yes -> Im holding it in silence for 1h

No -> Is my nose running because I stayed in the cold for 0.1 sec? Yes -> It. Won't. Go. Away

No -> Is my nose running ALL OF A SUDDEN EVEN THOUGH I HAVEN'T BEEN SHAKING OR FEELING COLD AT ALL?? Yes -> It. Won't. Go. Away

No -> None of this happened today? How about my fucking eyebrows or nose starting to peel??? Yes -> Go to the bathroom to rinse the peels, come back 2 hrs later to repeat

No -> Im kinda thirsty so let me have so water and chill oh wait no here comes the FUCKING BLOATING ROTFLD FOR 10 MINS AND EVERYONE CAN HEAR ME FFS

I'm so tired of always having with AT LEAST one of these every single fucking day",-1.8188841316564075,-0.1459388316831678,0.38374364463473576,102.03523280706452,108.10891089108914,2.3818035857639823,15.36044955846936,4.0682697023061,-1.3018318437249137,724,20,168,1,37,237,114,202,0.16399999999999998,0.721,0.115,-0.9,0,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,0,0,11,8,4,1,6,6,16,13,8,2,3,18,34,10,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,5,1,3,3,0,1,9,12,7,0,1,1,9,13,1,24,30,7,29,0,0,0,3,2,10,4,3,10,95,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697385457286013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337019568034156,0.09563389200133372,0.10384488316368196,0.07581562125010488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381485335446833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426981274057186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020923246660366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214610441948186,0.0,0.2095764547680706,0.11884215578175232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125771784102143,0.08885091806784459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449379299628376,0.0,0.0,0.2827324198489042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998117502443172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017555171065668,0.0,0.08336349499872776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373696056241964,0.0,0.0,0.11054697136541974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717813290433075,0.0,0.06076155990199985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142725340075357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842772462531001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787446293774618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766540462750162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574714230200423,0.0,0.0,0.08803068243592371,0.13256331212499708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351177781256316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219422097612853,0.0,0.07252193498732938,0.14294657231082214,0.117889498471055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222579963075052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WhyMe996,2018/12/06,"This sub has devolved into a place where people only come to share their SAD memes. Just memes and maybe the occasional suicidal posts. Nothing of any help here. At least not anymore.

I missed the times this sub was more about people sharing their stories and offering support to each other along the way. Although those kind of posts still happen, they're becoming increasingly rarer. 

It's just mostly memes now.

Oh well, time to move along. ",4.1836990154711655,7.325036962025317,3.6662447257383977,84.41163150492268,78.1139240506329,6.042756680731365,23.967651195499297,7.3871296695380915,1.3453026722925463,356,12,59,5,9,106,64,79,0.11800000000000001,0.748,0.133,-0.1629,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,6,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,5,10,5,5,14,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450992697888558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116062205987906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23565097469836085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379980910543794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868284539135835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430177613090063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219256132395945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435936540362213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267790943628454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473476773090926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227789463502182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29584850420871794,0.0,0.22292677888097168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086999525166762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170397972191622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333927164812889,0.2421303365429731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488361311589309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936358649774466,0.0,0.0,0.19184572145859374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pooperscooper29,2018/12/06,"Embarrassed about being embarrassed Does anybody else get embarrassed about being shy/embarrassed/anxious? It’s the worse and ironic kinda. If you do, I think we should just start being honest about being who we are. I used to always be like “Nooo I’m not shy I just don’t have anything to say. “ but I’m trying to instill in myself that there’s nothing wrong with the way i am. Thought this might be able to help some people. ",2.4183400267737625,5.0062317710843365,3.2187148594377533,88.41179384203484,80.68674698795179,5.616599732262381,21.27041499330656,6.937597516519254,0.6800880856760374,339,10,63,4,9,107,59,83,0.10300000000000001,0.75,0.147,0.6809,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,0,0,6,6,0,3,2,0,13,0,0,1,0,16,20,3,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,8,2,9,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,4,2,44,12,0,0.2715034012321859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22591257950917765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342416562505787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375944560474199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680625317397704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418493212541805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198300679986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264284767552625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880222033806267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605148359695065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822627294807565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591040200842196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217150481247827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396841668273394,0.0,0.21554337335414486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843329874853321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344917662585396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155067624550127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766851610400809,0.0,0.29684634792943143,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ZippyGuide831,2018/12/06,"What kind of music do yall like to listen while feeling down bc anxiety? My favorites are:

Highschool, Stars shopping, Cry Alone - Lil Peep
Numb, Sad!, Falling Down - XXXTentacion
Introvert, Slow Dancing In The Dark, No Fun - Joji

This are the songs that I listen at 3 am in my bed
What do you yall listen to?
",4.864830508474576,5.812341203389836,5.162500000000001,84.32137711864408,69.16949152542372,7.255932203389831,30.00423728813559,7.1686216300943375,1.731538983050847,237,9,45,2,4,75,47,59,0.19899999999999998,0.655,0.147,-0.3720000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,3,8,9,0,9,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913417417176687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629194385410337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211129257544538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987402509731925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940210456048239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317709023360548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,grindelwald_,2018/12/06,"Am I going to die alone? I haven't been texting in English for a while so I hope I do not make many grammatical mistakes.

I'm a boy 17 years old and I feel like I'll never be loved. All I do is doing my school works and playing games. Sometimes I go cinema but always alone again. 
I might be the most successful student at my school because I couldn't a get any friend so I gave myself to study. Actually I have 3-4 but they're like just friends to say ""hi"" and ""what's up"" I always walk around alone and there is no one I can talk about my personal stuffs or to have long conversations. The reason I don't have one cuz in here I'm not interested in anyone to be in a relationship as a friend or in other way. They don't look like funny or fun to be with. Not only at school, 1 year ago I participated in a MUN conference but again I sat alone.
Last year I honestly have fallen in love with a girl in a platonic way. I haven't told her for 4 months and there was a friend I've been talking to about this girl. I was telling everything to him any situations about me or her without overstating. After 4 months I decided to tell her my feelings. When I did, she told me that she doesn't interested in relationships and we're good friends. After 2 weeks I learned that my friend and she are dating. Hopefully I was accustomed to these kind of situations so I got over it. They are still dating btw.
After that incident I started to think why I've been rejected all the time and I've found some reasons such as: I have never had a girl friend, I'm 1.65 cm (5'5), I look like 13, not handsome, not fun, not funny, unable to eye contact and etc. 
Also I'm afraid of falling in love for the first time.
I'm a virgo so I may be overthinking about these but as I texted I haven't told anyone about these thoughts. I live everything inside of myself, even saying ""I love you"" to my mom is so hard for me.

Will I be loved by a girl?
Will I be able to say I love you to my mom?
Will I be able to find some friends worth to be with them? 

Please help me in a honest way. You can ask me any questions if you have about my past or anything else. I just feel like I need some moral. I'm not thinking about suicide or hurting myself, don't worry. I'm not depressed in that level. Just when I imagine that I'm together with my friends in a cafe, when I'm at cinema with my girlfriend and we hug each other warms my heart. If you have any recommendations I'd be glad to hear them, thanks for reading.",1.7843678160919545,3.388247398467436,3.5370651340996164,90.36444827586209,77.8888888888889,6.785593869731803,22.51954022988506,7.635375032292933,0.7686579310344825,1930,57,439,28,45,646,229,522,0.122,0.6629999999999999,0.215,0.9965,0,5,0,0,0,2,55.0,1,5,4,3,28,42,0,1,18,0,49,9,2,4,4,73,90,36,2,7,24,2,5,5,10,5,0,4,0,6,14,18,0,0,14,5,1,5,20,5,0,3,16,12,75,37,65,58,8,57,1,3,3,7,62,20,0,17,34,287,89,8,0.1285807812314716,0.0,0.06273814724061813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056989552220650073,0.0,0.0,0.2663418228422477,0.0,0.051413002147925546,0.10698951037620906,0.0,0.0,0.17487868092053224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990667188912002,0.0,0.05290551358045754,0.05723207800234094,0.06010283666091805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039190825397520834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537321923170105,0.0,0.06672327531547474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370637179670759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170077993380508,0.042463196664578866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556011523421135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975214596162454,0.0918581358034182,0.0,0.0,0.05876025230415305,0.054685373414983605,0.0,0.07049109494278999,0.4470353667945736,0.0,0.03358907560870425,0.0,0.0730754211191116,0.05392372941155639,0.051418898414356866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759156207205113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245994270720166,0.07618442242580893,0.043092493646455766,0.0,0.0,0.12770972826628105,0.0,0.0,0.068824192839631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694854855443398,0.0,0.052405249075955625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704518710891555,0.0,0.05676959276825243,0.056894972594316875,0.10797547233717597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481475255708171,0.0,0.04291433495906833,0.06518036530854003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820194471711187,0.0,0.15059225694583928,0.10263195284675228,0.0,0.0,0.04767051002098654,0.09916942523943599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746195014345699,0.0,0.08712966505921876,0.048895739099221416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613724524520501,0.0,0.05613588928969383,0.0,0.07057154285411486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201995103671899,0.0,0.06430778850848361,0.0,0.0,0.13220245820482615,0.0,0.1380476390285382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337889713489652,0.0,0.19519592280980694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453018542772136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358484021999411,0.0,0.04550506937864232,0.0,0.051342388993009726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735971159138247,0.07032325258097602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334836140042948,0.11238527022365033,0.05918995399258175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238937274873569,0.0,0.05103938884257559,0.07497648755532296,0.0,0.0,0.184296670012495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309215879822524,0.05156987341536197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058012077800125114,0.0,0.0,0.0619736423456301,0.0,0.046804170063112376,0.06529001240010457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420271113983986
socialanxiety,YallNeedJesus420,2018/12/06,"So I actually socialized yesterday, and then lost my voice the next day. So yesterday I felt no social anxiety for some reason. So I actually talked to people a lot. I was able to keep conversations going. I was even told to be keep it down by one of my teachers. Usually I’m way too anxious to talk to people, and have a hard time having conversations, even with my best friends. Today I woke up barely able to talk and my throat hurt like a motherfucker, so I stayed home from school. I guess not sitting silently in class all day was too stressful for my vocal chords. I don’t know how people in my school can yell all day and not lose their voice, and then I lose mine after one day of being able to socialize normally. So wtf.",4.465103448275864,5.43479375172414,5.60844827586207,80.67887931034484,70.10344827586206,9.110344827586207,26.91379310344828,9.3871,2.1448482758620684,574,18,116,12,10,191,88,145,0.162,0.746,0.092,-0.8732,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,10,8,0,1,4,0,9,1,1,2,2,20,19,13,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,7,5,18,3,19,10,5,21,0,4,0,0,11,4,0,3,14,78,19,3,0.3445315881037342,0.0,0.22414208714011127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785524062497685,0.12974087584653024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052154860168432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962591625863576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517065763918142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102681181158476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872808344046282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652684137509719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651346237698666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287754334679672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519775808555785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229427302789473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415700385123056,0.0,0.0,0.06311518351412608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056106910328254114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569618128805972,0.12536564247148538,0.0976361452132039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213775085798985,0.0,0.1125226017863705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564234709778232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388548226185525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807861807520248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245624054973885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35120656618578083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240827717737335,0.0,0.0,0.13155325670736678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769214398931764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696637989097512,0.0,0.10885855350037896,0.10973823233665407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264842897467096,0.0,0.0,0.09115771267044903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,historykiid,2018/12/06,Fucking class presentations I am completely and utterly drained after going through a presentation. I prepared what I was going to say and then everything went out of my head and I stuttered and rambled through the whole thing and I probably failed it hahahahaha. Someone asked me if I did it last minute. I didn’t I’m just overwhelmingly anxious please kill me lol.,3.5743939393939392,6.802073712121214,4.433636363636367,76.33712121212123,84.6060606060606,7.781818181818181,33.09090909090909,8.515128840125781,3.609618181818182,299,17,49,8,9,96,50,66,0.23399999999999999,0.667,0.099,-0.8576,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,2,1,4,2,1,0,0,8,10,7,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,4,1,10,0,6,6,1,9,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,1,5,35,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877795969061778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814412455516454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26708624353706945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22894062913539726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23549967472431155,0.0,0.0,0.289545105617732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26143301308858385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28182805756584905,0.0,0.0,0.2076441455450294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796240448070018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746488978656585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257659046109452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583730462365672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923552903840972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361431725258021,0.0,0.2844040664981416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pinkietim,2018/12/06,Buspar Has anyone taken buspar for social anxiety? Did it help?,3.15727272727273,6.0808179090909125,5.8640909090909075,62.81613636363636,97.1818181818182,5.836363636363638,14.590909090909092,7.1686216300943375,1.4964181818181819,51,1,5,1,2,18,10,11,0.124,0.654,0.222,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778870840785576,0.0,0.0,0.4367986355376752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187173661572415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6367940437391523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tomatflesk,2018/12/06,Have any of you gone to therapy? Did it help? Just curious if anyone here went to see a psychologist and your experiences with that. Did it make you feel better? Did you feel the therapist could relate to your situation? I'm seriously considering it at this point.,2.9351700680272077,5.895622142857143,5.174591836734695,72.50909863945581,82.6734693877551,9.797278911564627,24.493197278911573,9.725611199111238,3.2312829931972766,211,8,38,8,6,73,39,49,0.032,0.8029999999999999,0.165,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,12,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,3,5,1,6,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007306546978415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571865428486752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602050659278002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349029522333128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877940884719697,0.0,0.0,0.29752309462849913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972029353652644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638763290442585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27812379254047703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444748541980706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33070465878663297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364550726017601,0.3416007877212488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272735858273042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,megs0831,2018/12/06,"I just had a major breakthrough in understanding my anxiety! I was thinking about how I'm outgoing and less socially awkward in some situations but completely shut down in others, and then I realized there was a common theme! I just realized it's not so much the PEOPLE as the LOCATION. I am a very territorial person. If I'm in what I consider ""my territory"" (my house, my school, my hometown, etc) it doesn't matter who I'm talking to, I'm fine and outgoing. But if I'm in a place that I consider to be someone ELSES territory (like my boyfriends house), I have to be very comfortable with the people there before I'm outgoing. Like now that I've warmed up to my boyfriends family I don't really get nervous around them anymore. That's why I don't really reach out to people to make friends and they have to come to me, because that's not my ""territory"" and I don't want to overstep my bounds. And now that I understand it I feel like it'll be easier to navigate!!",4.637843762455162,5.4819500103627,6.52435233160622,74.72884814667202,69.62176165803109,10.912554802710245,31.944599442008773,10.891193690592663,3.6897121562375457,764,33,150,24,13,267,100,193,0.034,0.778,0.188,0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,0,10,9,0,2,7,0,14,0,0,2,0,30,28,14,0,3,8,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,12,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,2,25,7,22,21,5,16,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,3,7,104,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219250025754528,0.0,0.15806179472352064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418816865896205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971563605643002,0.0,0.1356203505884545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729146343069296,0.16710653970042774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314125359583176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775044943123292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024895768662933,0.0,0.08058714420299116,0.11386085993797306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313632886366327,0.0,0.08326929345732152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678054545667261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335945518198807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063871597081532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716238751779627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314813624748865,0.13916417031553874,0.16651782098914916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204205380876626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613007233608863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914941399434195,0.0,0.16246749077270745,0.13504186751168445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810333237565485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212404975207612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33183969082299314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630098198398916,0.0940062520174096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381535195198344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChiibiAngel,2018/12/06,"Year End Performance Review Social Anxiety Hello everyone,

​

This is my first post on here. I actually just found out about this sub today and thought this would be a good place to share and ask for advice. So anyways, I'm 23 (F) and this is the first real  job I've had (past jobs were part time) in a corporate setting. I started back in June, right after I graduated college. I've never thought of myself as someone who was socially anxious or introverted because I talk to many people and like making new friends. Sure, I get nervous public speaking or during an interview but nothing where I felt like I had crippling anxiety or something.

​

When I started my job, I swear my first panic attack happened and I had never experienced this in my life before. The first incidence was when my boss called me in to his office to talk to me more about my position and opportunities for promotions in the future. Out of nowhere, I began to experience a lot of anxiety for no reason (it wasn't a stressful situation or anything). I felt really strange like I couldn't control myself and I started to squint really hard and put my hand to my head as a way to ""gain control"" of my body back I guess????? My boss and a supervisor who was in there with me asked me if I was okay, and I lied and said oh I had a headache from looking at the computer all day to avoid the awkwardness. This was 3 months ago. I haven't had any serious talks with my boss since then.

​

Now fast forward to today, I had my year end performance review and I knew that it was going to be good because many of my peers have said I have been doing very well in my position. I really had nothing to worry about. My boyfriend tried to console me and reassure me that there's nothing to be nervous about which I knew was 100% true. SO IDK WHY I WAS SO NERVOUS..... 

I went into his office again today for my performance review...had small talk...and before he could even start telling me about my performance I freaked out and had another panic attack and did the same thing I did last time (squinted really hard and put hands over my head). This time my boss goes ""oh am I giving you another headache again?"" as a joke, and I said ""no haha, I'm just super nervous right now, sorry"". My voice was pretty shaky in the beginning but later I calmed down and felt comfortable talking. It's so embarrassing to have a panic attack and then admitting it  (because I can't keep lying that I have a headache every time I talk to my boss in his office) and I really hope this doesn't happen again.....but I'm sure it will....ugh now my boss probably thinks I'm incompetent or a ""weak"" individual.

​

Does anyone else experience this? I have no idea where to begin to get help for this spontaneous social anxiety that came into my life. My boyfriend just dismisses it and thinks I'm just psyching myself out, but no way everyone who gets nervous starts ""losing control"" of their bodies. Any advice would be appreciated.

​

​",4.687584046270637,6.201669044905009,5.61890830220509,78.76065309073387,70.12262521588946,8.63302405912359,29.70000401654817,9.10164783776728,2.579079013535768,2383,94,438,47,43,783,251,579,0.145,0.701,0.154,0.8977,3,1,1,0,0,0,106.0,0,1,1,16,30,40,3,13,19,2,42,9,6,11,6,84,85,41,0,6,13,0,7,3,1,2,3,5,0,0,25,30,0,5,13,1,0,6,11,20,1,4,36,14,75,20,61,41,5,82,0,1,1,0,34,26,0,10,51,294,100,17,0.0,0.0,0.046649581313879626,0.0,0.0,0.09342657670248786,0.04237515558377225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107721727525237,0.34852085945010264,0.06501640233634992,0.10025283664405757,0.1462790052034592,0.05400465048541592,0.0,0.033425505736296574,0.04898060900238945,0.03933842751617414,0.0,0.08938013917609272,0.16315106015741554,0.0,0.0735162929302056,0.0,0.08742219892761187,0.0,0.08135497047517626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619841823239436,0.0,0.0,0.048812991409838975,0.05467477496303513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084797029963818,0.03816741852916721,0.0,0.0,0.030829475337255736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041833399092340594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0399339137095512,0.0,0.08467989820876025,0.0,0.0,0.03157393759261447,0.0,0.04027673588718054,0.09135709688346247,0.0,0.09352251489815118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769734032568967,0.0,0.0,0.1626474408954519,0.0,0.052414363669782034,0.03693307219623771,0.0,0.07492648648947553,0.045857729722562315,0.02716798271447015,0.0801910643068349,0.0,0.0,0.05266123935721606,0.0,0.08454542747033213,0.0,0.08564557214511154,0.0,0.09812091370606163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03204185770211428,0.0,0.0,0.04747992740750127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053964634824771485,0.0,0.0,0.1423135890355067,0.04249018501377058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03896645080491257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753042943605006,0.07006351843218969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04014312502231955,0.053480188114078564,0.0,0.04064105365852135,0.0,0.0,0.031909386015595086,0.09693103431529257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03815651115233396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373842502576583,0.046169176545768166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760701260318434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682622638294064,0.0,0.05176682177073175,0.04563410519781098,0.03314111333611729,0.0,0.04994476253520388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045782795093211724,0.048633617322816236,0.05154054663672085,0.0,0.0,0.09611197967446436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441115300353639,0.1531215877632483,0.0491502347070271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164831251723301,0.1364169895652804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039543770475186285,0.053733437581142685,0.0,0.1461897627196682,0.040503977082555286,0.03680167571035412,0.0,0.05351240397591124,0.16917876344285504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054759054171203525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010897028858653,0.0,0.0,0.2305371453024465,0.04178259984051815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03175869899634839,0.06126144797838975,0.0,0.075901703341375,0.11149904505234356,0.0,0.13593714615638935,0.0,0.0,0.0324556202179157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03944311461169709,0.0,0.07588881113521831,0.0,0.0,0.0429813279936204,0.04431457140768358,0.043135464777830826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485470463570049,0.0,0.06791684976472584,0.0,0.34852085945010264,0.06156811793735481
socialanxiety,danzoh,2018/12/06,"Work Christmas Party Nerves - Help! I started working a new job and I speak to people when I get a chance but most of the time we are all sat at our desks on computers. I’m not friendly with anyone enough to call a work buddy and most of the chat with colleagues is small talk. The Christmas party is coming up soon and it’s a good time to get to know people better but I got put in with a group of people who are a friends group already. The reason I got put with them is because we got asked who we would like to sit next to and I named one person in that group who I met on my first day at work and get along okay with. I know they picked their group together and I feel like I am now intruding. Although, I am happy with the group since I have some short acquaintances with most of them and I could be on a much worse table of people. However that doesn’t stop me from feeling nervous that I don’t belong and that I have to eat and drink with people that I barely know. Also I think they were surprised I was on the table with them when we all found out the seating arrangements.",2.5623795476892823,3.957170823008856,3.404011799410032,93.02031465093414,75.28318584070797,6.084169124877089,21.40511307767945,6.42735559955562,0.16561632251720715,850,20,188,6,18,270,120,226,0.061,0.773,0.166,0.9724,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,5,0,6,6,5,10,0,1,14,1,16,2,0,2,2,47,35,15,0,2,3,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,9,25,2,1,8,2,0,3,3,1,0,2,8,3,31,9,33,24,8,28,0,0,0,0,30,12,0,4,14,131,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526674025417554,0.09802476281884487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570867114903828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459292518019168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472178639196132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084093734933602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516479665418093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558921046778612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786774055513656,0.0,0.0,0.07905200849388855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007877019978914,0.0,0.1254268470526642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665478232059338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395720342136228,0.08756901560819112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042639125262601,0.0,0.13439932651134764,0.1894053340203403,0.0,0.19212423116476185,0.0,0.0,0.10281175121162736,0.2941080141734331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048546945957246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216076269603416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163873399466535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020952997920255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976983700660015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010818069376934,0.0,0.0,0.11838560651862158,0.13036200378019794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306133074413287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248972037772072,0.10702948677096846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464474322210933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602954571987798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139694059947847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867606139797552,0.0,0.0,0.10247983993975933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852272956989852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785423762966746,0.0,0.0,0.14295124000840226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569499914569442,0.0,0.1249164098202249,0.08707516630993654,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,redhotchillipuppers,2018/12/06,"How do I get past severe social anxiety without medication? Hello, I’m a long time reddit lurker and first time poster. Sorry if my post has broken any rules but any help would be greatly appreciated.

Essentially, I’ve been struggling with depression and severe social anxiety for a few years. I’ve been to a therapist but stopped treatment because I felt as though the costs couldn’t really justify the treatment. Most therapists near me cost too much but I’m willing to go back to my previous therapist despite the costs. My question is, how, on top of treatment, can I improve on social skills with others (from a cashier at a grocery store to new friends) without being paralysed by my anxiety?

I usually find myself panicking in social situations and not knowing what to say, or talking and then stuttering over my words. How do most people make small talk? I have no idea where to start. Thanks in advance for any help. ",5.777278106508878,7.7737205739644955,6.237396449704143,73.49798816568048,68.11242603550296,9.223668639053255,34.301775147928986,9.661875296680813,3.6859964497041418,743,36,120,17,13,240,115,169,0.183,0.703,0.114,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,7,6,0,1,8,0,13,1,0,4,0,29,22,15,0,3,8,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,5,0,4,2,5,3,0,1,3,2,12,3,23,14,4,25,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,5,12,82,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23099668196886,0.0,0.2598572331709372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706531032828213,0.0,0.06902271207136297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752307405436622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871659590903622,0.0,0.10348830204241538,0.09631164297897522,0.0,0.0,0.08747963924663825,0.0,0.059156934587795,0.0,0.06435005770147809,0.0,0.0,0.12483422309649768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178862660976308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782058209142105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062227124386226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020317949042333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755805409957295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406525519967307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323557708691899,0.0,0.0,0.10935626711686286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080888976372322,0.07849800914127107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108441084380327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684122606194395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253672907159854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004341660225118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558307262933965,0.0,0.0,0.12727296852274733,0.0,0.4616865749778585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674942853819654,0.08014333124272788,0.0,0.0,0.09466364265137996,0.0,0.118370445815679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201668680446464,0.0,0.10424509079631768,0.0,0.39439915780904783,0.0,0.0,0.11124589355268466,0.0,0.13204826538255446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470459868361725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829542135168453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043389248284058,0.0,0.0,0.07291509243581057
socialanxiety,just-a-box-of-rain_,2018/12/06,"UUUGGGHHH Do you ever just...do something super embarrassing and decide, ""Hey, maybe I'mma just stop being a part of society for today."" Because thats me today. And yesterday was good, which makes this feel even worse. ",4.638947368421054,7.698807894736844,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,75.3157894736842,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.646821052631579,172,6,25,4,4,56,34,38,0.177,0.6709999999999999,0.152,-0.0258,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266554035412305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791782094973087,0.2710530755799552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151343829612338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25133451696821274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000205431940694,0.0,0.3010414720620069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244947365941739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23068733326424495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505231237353561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.568071555313201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053717610445572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PM-WHY-YOU-DOWNVOTED,2018/12/06,"Anyone else think about leaving society and living in the woods all the time Can't have social anxiety if you don't have social interactions

This is probably a pretty common topic sorry",16.90352941176471,9.96124817647059,15.71705882352941,42.93676470588238,52.529411764705884,18.30588235294118,48.70588235294117,14.554592549557764,6.973917647058824,154,5,21,4,1,52,30,34,0.038,0.823,0.139,0.5296,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115192622729168,0.0,0.0,0.19333296133937347,0.2833036023851384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23097756115488915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927701426453407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441517020550441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812966042113108,0.2981102691142514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5637072473352355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095154822988193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716795741311528,0.0,0.0,0.16122748251400262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,applesandpeas,2018/12/06,"Work Problems. Help! I've always worked very people-oriented jobs, mostly retail. And it's pretty much a living nightmare. It starts out okay, but as my coworkers and regular customers start to realize just how awkward and weird I am, going to work every day gets more and more miserable. I really struggle to let go of all the embarrassing interactions, and after a while it really wears  on me.

I'm studying computer science to get out of retail. But right now, I'm not qualified to do anything in that field, so I'm still doing the retail thing. I got a new job about three months ago, and I'm already starting to dread facing my coworkers. 

What do you all do for work? Do you just deal with being miserable every day? Or have you found a niche that works for you? Any thoughts on entry level jobs with less social interaction? I'm a hard worker, but the social aspect of my work is so draining. I'm not built for retail, but I don't know what else I can do without previous experience or a degree.",3.7694423076923087,5.622609646153848,5.25953525641026,79.06161057692309,73.05128205128206,8.157051282051281,26.03365384615385,8.841846274778883,2.1315192307692308,791,27,144,16,16,266,119,195,0.152,0.82,0.027000000000000003,-0.9792,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,7,8,9,0,6,9,1,13,2,2,1,2,30,30,17,0,1,11,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,4,0,4,2,4,8,0,1,3,1,13,1,23,25,7,21,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,3,12,96,21,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090195446622557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357179551385697,0.0,0.10233408800697316,0.0,0.0,0.08363460240605332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120688399749064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863141112482326,0.12679302173469534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273890512544344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724178337100385,0.0,0.0,0.12030377056326355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484764792768786,0.0,0.0,0.12851007196228315,0.0,0.1397913972996866,0.0,0.09836302749781503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017117399297634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243482976508577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36613346811743264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758981249283423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576137475965898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859876789861828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816614038157644,0.0,0.09040875829516867,0.0,0.0,0.11878051030397828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512083419564474,0.0,0.11768085875621018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757578275232295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502925275959424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507371933140431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611500748914299,0.0,0.09821666694658024,0.0,0.0,0.12857152433587116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170634080157686,0.0,0.0,0.0976370354677255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014762149138896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185539806212749,0.0,0.5372110265565185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wheres_my_nailpolish,2018/12/06,"What job to have when you have SO? Hello.

I need to get a job, but i have crippling anxiety, and I'm not even sure i'll be able to work. But i would like to hear what other people in my situation works with, or any tips?",0.7474489795918373,1.8234000204081653,3.15484693877551,94.26247448979592,79.40816326530611,6.53265306122449,18.37244897959184,7.1686216300943375,-0.11251428571428557,167,3,43,2,4,58,37,49,0.10099999999999999,0.8320000000000001,0.068,-0.1538,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,9,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,28,8,4,0.2671499110102922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167110044779575,0.0,0.20436895070141164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644999667148076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395748022969236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30109736557272965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302101295404148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051595225639406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808827396990053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185208110983754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002876931180617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517856295378691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889766339111532,0.0,0.0,0.18977563187631247,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anillusionofhope,2018/12/06,"Should I even keep trying to be more social or do people just not like me? I've been shy for a long time but now I've took the initiative to try to start conversations with people at work. However, the conversations never last long. The people will move somewhere else and go talk to someone else. And they laugh and have so much fun. Then i just do my job all bored and sad. Then i go to the bathroom and just sit down and reflect and pray. So i dont really know if i should even try anymore. ",2.7691176470588243,4.1298258627451006,3.8432843137254906,90.21727941176472,74.68627450980392,7.060784313725492,21.573529411764707,7.645422480735847,0.5926823529411767,386,9,86,5,8,125,67,102,0.091,0.792,0.11699999999999999,0.7062,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,8,5,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,2,22,15,14,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,8,3,9,9,3,16,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,10,56,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970381261898705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123675351656032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027422398928644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393645826589593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596268124809727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981514419533415,0.1610607700273374,0.0,0.0,0.09958394632994697,0.14770391255857349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885262029796281,0.0,0.0,0.3207163482769945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258917702874595,0.1332044076136139,0.0,0.13975424573232542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768682036862217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608271804401255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847127420611976,0.15353196828801188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825579320752878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456434002749993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566041338501596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132222265670152,0.3690730352657823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191730149700634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kaitlynjauregui,2018/12/06,"I can't work because of my social anxiety. Im 18 and I just got out of high school just a few months ago. I've only had two job my entire life and one lasted a day while the other lasted 2 weeks. Even then, the whole experience was unbearable for me and no one really understands why I can't just pull through. I've been trying to find a work from home job but all I keep finding are scams. I just dont know what to do anymore. When I am socially confronted in any way I feel like im shaking in my own skin.",0.4186977886977914,2.2438889369369406,2.9094185094185114,92.17651105651106,83.05405405405405,6.55888615888616,20.000819000819,7.686295010490155,0.578055855855856,396,11,93,7,11,137,79,111,0.121,0.848,0.032,-0.7992,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,1,1,5,0,9,2,1,0,1,16,14,7,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,4,2,11,1,10,10,4,16,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,10,57,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352896125428142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378774732311524,0.0,0.11675491018552732,0.0,0.15135936236939934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930365545378415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842814063608636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887107814890324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080495810596256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929295987583135,0.0,0.0,0.07716993713168623,0.10903271843261292,0.0,0.0,0.2789862863413175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220652307798974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125282910953934,0.15309165171223332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297144822945362,0.0,0.3029062675200217,0.1356568628054057,0.0,0.0,0.08387669910313683,0.24881353042555404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780096860283626,0.07456307932870647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182090044671623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684034472156487,0.11607540926301982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777314086541583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544609478864383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31115647968096843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036198740424226,0.0,0.14908887604376586,0.15888420126977326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114371868820074,0.1224236359365224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771702395546553,0.17039627981575087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222031184628346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,polyastral,2018/12/06,Does marijuana work? I've heard a lot of people use pot to ease their anxiety and help them in social situations so I'm curious to know how well it actually works? I'm 22 and wouldn't be opposed to trying it out. ,1.8836666666666664,3.651322644444445,5.055277777777778,78.85625000000002,78.1111111111111,8.944444444444445,24.583333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.269333333333333,169,6,36,5,4,62,38,45,0.036000000000000004,0.746,0.218,0.8195,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,19,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.2983842874310735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391076352905066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675785854325315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049490393940279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804143567353952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599519973127364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198019808438448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436946920486288,0.0,0.31169074441294403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759558476412235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640843399919777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749210724942106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452037411791113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Flozza2018,2018/12/06,How do you cope meeting your partners friends/family? I’m close to having my first relationship but I’m in absolute despair thinking of the day I have to meet her friends and family. Like I don’t know if I’ll be able to do it. Just the thought of them judging me. I might shut off and be quiet. I feel like this is the true test of our relationship. I’m even nervous introducing her to my family and friends. How can I feel more at ease about it?,0.996451612903229,3.209463752688176,3.009043010752688,90.05356451612906,83.51612903225806,6.730752688172044,24.35376344086021,7.908726449838941,1.346304086021506,351,14,78,7,10,118,60,93,0.055,0.725,0.221,0.9579,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,1,1,5,7,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,2,1,16,18,7,0,1,3,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,14,5,11,14,1,7,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,2,4,52,17,1,0.2106859404122984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587500195295646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915607661589535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5958478621565912,0.0,0.21305828375331806,0.15051407792758734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920935328573845,0.0,0.0,0.3255508698669394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578748293725165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586101665506928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350448835436504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523957059813892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349990434907867,0.0,0.16726110283945014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tiddlywumps,2018/12/06,"How delivering pizza helped me with my SA. Hello, all! New to the site as a whole but I found this place and felt like sharing my story: 
It’s 2014 and I can barely even force myself to call someone I haven’t known for years, let alone make eye-contact. I’d dropped out of high school three years prior and had, pretty much, shut myself in. My only social interaction was with strangers on the internet or my family and even that was occasional. 
Was unemployed the whole time and my mother was, understandably, getting a little fed up with the whole situation and ended up telling me I had to get a job. 

Worked at a grocery store as a stocker for a while, figured that way I wouldn’t really have to talk to anyone, but then ended up getting fired a few months in for calling my ride home when it was nearing close. Discouraged by that venture, I kind of reverted back into my hermit-y ways for a while until my best friend (who also had a touch of social anxiety) got their first job as a waiter. A month or so goes by and they seem to be flourishing; so I figure since easing myself into things isn’t exactly working, why not just kinda throw myself into the thick of it, immersion therapy style? 

Obviously I wasn’t going to be a waiter - that’s way too much, way too soon. So I thought, what’s a job that I could realistically do that would put me in abnormal (to me, at least) social situations? Pizza. So drove up to the nearest store, waited for every other car to leave and walked in. Asked if they’re hiring, they ask what my availability is and, obviously, it’s wide-open. So I did my interview on the spot, which (with no mental preparation) was terrifying,  and walked away with a job and the need for a nap. I started off closing, figured I’d deal with less people at night, and then slowly worked my way up to opening shifts. 

As of today: I can say that, while at first answering phones and knocking on a stranger’s door seemed intimidating, the fact that I felt like I “had” to do it because it was part of the job helped me sort of “bypass” my brains self-defense mechanisms about avoiding interaction at all cost. I can now joke with customers and compliment them (for that potential extra tip, haha), have even started learning how to keep control of phone conversations and just generally feel more comfortable in my own skin in public now. 

I understand that this is not something that would work for all, or even most, people but I hope that my little journey can help spur the thought processes necessary for y’all to start yours! ",6.310051372273043,6.5315017897959216,6.7731245601688945,76.5972448979592,65.79591836734693,9.779028852920481,30.774102744546088,9.581879112588783,2.6752258972554537,2007,68,380,37,29,655,255,490,0.055,0.8490000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.9739,7,2,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,2,4,8,22,13,0,1,27,1,32,5,2,4,7,81,59,41,0,7,11,1,7,2,1,3,0,1,2,0,26,29,3,5,16,2,3,9,7,2,0,3,21,8,47,11,72,31,17,79,0,1,0,0,32,37,0,10,29,275,73,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805054123120057,0.0,0.060265603068177936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576504216849698,0.0,0.0,0.05269367256225515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090341143887353,0.0,0.07080348066210702,0.057947417433515475,0.0,0.04593893817999025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908598336975432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841270156932871,0.15390258004929214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845229822014709,0.06016906581426997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769315815844169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334937117786716,0.0,0.0,0.19909906430521435,0.0,0.0634943013116746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104298204136576,0.0,0.038104430982602,0.0,0.1447154082685286,0.0,0.0,0.1282028619289826,0.0,0.08262867699187328,0.058223179280527025,0.0,0.11811793593984073,0.0,0.04282899402113615,0.0,0.0602725145893397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153725762852008,0.0796222923839966,0.07559252337768324,0.07484977992041944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37391733730514576,0.06698369544171143,0.0,0.07847615359172233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797956743934511,0.0,0.07706101050158648,0.0,0.07363446999529492,0.1510616328744475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030358408436954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759454554332175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203037417379038,0.0,0.11079698016555428,0.055878706065763006,0.0,0.07278344538942515,0.0,0.07072053460822443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057314902479348076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160785890558643,0.0,0.10449068374667103,0.0,0.07873547176794976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666851556246447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575791412449508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048277736597101883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599295336950709,0.0,0.07626864485068248,0.0,0.1372103698934166,0.07861722626407615,0.0,0.0,0.06233881724140239,0.16941626480586014,0.0,0.23046100033541236,0.06385253592557097,0.05801603915652698,0.0,0.0,0.16002122036402858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057175291947226,0.06586822207465383,0.0,0.08618106845593469,0.0,0.05006603337940158,0.0,0.0,0.11965531753928747,0.0439431957839637,0.0,0.07143275083727366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690545584296056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990874840194023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800094738298923,0.2524112442719133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194527778668407,0.0,0.0,0.10706758698571173,0.0,0.0,0.09705912223019468
socialanxiety,drowzee_,2018/12/06,"You can run away from your problems, literally /Sorry in advance if this sounds incoherent, but I feel I need to spread this message./

We all heard ""you can't run away from your problems"". Except you can.Move to another country. Make yourself a solid plan and change your environment.

One month ago I moved to another country, had some savings so that I don't need to stress so much while adapting and getting familiar with the new place.
Good thing I chose a moderate size city, this way I don't feel so lost like I would if I moved to some metropolis. I have interest in music, thus I've been going to all these gigs I could find, alone. It's a bliss. People here are friendly , and always curious about me since I approach them in English and not their language.

So why is it so easy for me socially now that I am all alone in a new place?

Because I was forced to ask people directions, how to validate a tram ticket, i was forced to find roomies and my new home. I stepped out of my comfort zone. surviving in a new place became my primary need whereas back in my hometown I only cared about what others think of me. Back there I felt like everyone who I constantly saw in bars or clubs-including old and new crushes, exes ,etc.- notice me and judge me. Now, where No One knows me, I feel FREE. 

I am going back home for xmas, and I already know I will bring this new me with me. I know I will meet old enemies and other people I avoided earlier. But this time I might even give them a smile . I am sure of this because I feel with my whole body even, that I changed. I am proud that I managed to break myself, and I sure as hell am not going back to the old me , not after seeing and feeling this freedom. 

Go ahead to this other side and see it yourselves. Just save up some money and go. You have nothing to lose. Sometimes you just need to break yourself, so that you can rebuild a better version of you.",3.54628835188705,4.926406023622049,4.399934835731743,86.91732283464567,72.75328083989503,7.354909946601503,27.31115938093945,7.873277556716777,1.5493786043985884,1489,54,306,20,29,480,199,381,0.092,0.7,0.209,0.9945,1,3,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,10,3,8,22,21,1,2,10,0,23,2,1,3,5,64,53,27,0,10,11,0,6,2,1,4,0,2,2,0,23,18,1,1,12,2,2,13,7,7,0,2,8,11,61,15,42,40,10,54,1,2,3,0,22,16,1,7,24,213,84,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817054560078803,0.0,0.0,0.15929821056643967,0.08486521456572133,0.0,0.06399009126855837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128060128395846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189463695847742,0.0,0.1445072333059038,0.23653698638070375,0.0,0.09375963999682538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680151286647527,0.0,0.08542274374109242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840851152574586,0.0,0.16270796790156725,0.0,0.0,0.08310564700761655,0.0,0.06140139686716245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857680240961502,0.10158842004478848,0.0,0.0,0.07348484097878658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944242658164438,0.0,0.07383967239343432,0.0,0.14057729191150267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059415656359147424,0.0,0.04017904196906095,0.07377309680953048,0.21853090319123936,0.06450322754919037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428148884447487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679289045737605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514258787464814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603563933498994,0.08394954160514051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133385882605007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158273931332294,0.0,0.0,0.06138384974976423,0.16347305850132265,0.0565331143068443,0.2280926626421853,0.0,0.4456447998887476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379123449752388,0.08755544364467609,0.24209268731047576,0.0,0.10422395989538284,0.0584887770137613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994615808366658,0.0,0.2410441919342837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717302980916944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256468435076885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361558727676081,0.0,0.0,0.07839370143941908,0.0,0.0,0.0760597878178325,0.08608746623327215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809300043876657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496177261117932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109144281186705,0.0492768259543621,0.0,0.0,0.0448432025232252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104262732269659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939368429774934,0.08586030475701331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463022660524653,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PlusMinus0o,2018/12/06,"Does anyone else ever wonder how much of their avoidance of social interaction is their social anxiety and how much is just their introversion? This is something I’ve wondered for most of my life. There’s such intense societal pressure to socialize that it makes dealing with introversion and social anxiety very difficult. 

I think that even if I didn’t have anxiety in social situations I still wouldn’t socialize much. ",10.148150684931503,10.607949808219178,9.631609589041098,58.513989726027404,57.767123287671225,13.32739726027397,41.53767123287671,12.602617957971056,5.9176328767123305,348,17,49,11,4,112,51,73,0.175,0.807,0.018000000000000002,-0.8588,0,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,15,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,7,8,4,3,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,4,2,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29124667763261336,0.0,0.0,0.08873515357719537,0.13002950191452034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083381715217465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105570465861364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601311447346573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838197699511561,0.11479313146558805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963698372160794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471028953118118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798700462355616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264690184824175,0.0,0.7761839805018776,0.0,0.09769791882341856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013467560657453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131580771896607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471018330266398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27524682197525924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ukr_mann,2018/12/06,"When i told my mother that i have autism i felt like i want attention I am not diagnosed. It felt like i dont have it at this moment maybe not talking to people is okay,so i dont have any social illnesses or disabilities and also my mother is less judgeful so its much easier to tell her than to father.",2.6325000000000003,3.9371310000000013,4.889500000000002,82.80550000000002,74.9375,8.245000000000001,22.175,8.841846274778883,1.4381287499999995,240,6,50,5,5,84,44,64,0.052000000000000005,0.7959999999999999,0.152,0.6326,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,8,12,5,0,1,3,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,10,2,5,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,4,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844327053190396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024502169778487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917223871545584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.552342651967231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525076236212259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23024610463283698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236734624579517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322439538052387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336488131597873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24020791530744695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940056418389792,0.20596198428193693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516656484008954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898808749720518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theZiemniak,2018/12/06,"I don't know, i need help? For the last two weeks i thought i was getting better, but now is the third day in a row when i had panic attacks from the simplest social interactions (e.g. somebody said ""hi"" to me and i couldn't even fucking respond, i had to calm myself down in the bathroom for 15 minutes and i missed a bus). Is there any way to be less 'socially awkward', or however you call it?",3.0551851851851843,4.147725320987654,4.388580246913584,87.64361111111117,73.56790123456791,6.881481481481483,29.549382716049386,7.1686216300943375,1.5563975308641982,305,13,65,3,6,101,62,81,0.162,0.778,0.061,-0.8477,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,2,2,6,0,8,1,0,0,0,8,15,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,1,11,2,9,8,1,9,0,1,0,1,9,3,1,1,5,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165798902530443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773686408222385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562979635660284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489568820837219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723703535803252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103395491920014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22539806545950775,0.12738046384203675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342044933719774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399139125624931,0.19873738154683948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807817443027863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860580579433892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319187809400423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970664088674255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355760488081367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381665723083707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352472835188927,0.19556937119822507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,l1p4p4s,2018/12/06,"Does getting uncomfortable work? Hello, so the commonly held belief is that ""Throwing yourself in uncomfortable situations will make you more confident!"" I've been subscribed to that for since I can remember. But it doesn't work!!! I've purposely thrown myself into many uncomfortable situations, but it didn't help me at all! I only felt worse after them. I only got seldom comfortable with being a loser.
What helped me however, is to change my beliefs about things.

Anyway, what's your take on this? ",4.53965909090909,7.764050011363636,5.40790909090909,71.96436363636367,77.29545454545455,8.520000000000001,26.981818181818184,9.120678840339163,3.106587272727273,403,16,61,11,10,131,69,88,0.235,0.765,0.0,-0.9687,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,3,3,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,11,14,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,1,10,1,10,7,2,7,2,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,44,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336990564443446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332443579394484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211329708136445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541910722759165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766861171991699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29614968883488474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746265380872647,0.2239734031480895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33603202540071864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502539286671375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274338882685606,0.4966360242787698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661007848939761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676628479235665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216578858045684,0.0,0.22513152680614185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peridotisadorable,2018/12/06,Had my first phone interview... My voice kept shaking amd I didn't get the job.,0.5268750000000004,2.9177179375000044,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,88.375,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.4319749999999996,61,2,14,1,2,19,15,16,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.1779,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6043066666534389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711797332539524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7050099703264726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,puncakeking89,2018/12/06,"Is this considered severe or normal by anxiety standards? This is what I experience I what I assume it to be 

Can’t talk to girls (15 yo boy) (normal)

Avoid new people, friends of friends are sometimes ok. (Normal)

Will not speak up when uncomfortable ask to avoid annoying others (normal)

Almost in tears cause I don’t want to see my family because they will try to talk to me about school, girls, life. (Severe)

Constantly need to be the center of attention when with friends but talk as little as possible if one person I don’t know is around me (severe) 

Play video games as to avoid having to talk to people in person(severe) 

There’s probably other stuff I’m forgetting. Just want some advice or somebody to talk to cause obviously don’t want to talk to friends or family IRL 

",4.496224489795921,6.503281428571429,5.402465986394559,78.14818877551023,71.44897959183673,8.70952380952381,25.855442176870746,9.2995712137729,2.3114993197278912,618,20,111,14,12,202,89,147,0.09300000000000001,0.782,0.125,0.7131,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,6,10,1,3,1,1,13,1,0,2,1,30,21,10,0,9,7,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,4,8,2,0,3,3,3,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,2,9,6,26,17,1,10,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,7,4,69,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968692675384782,0.0,0.0,0.09926496884226067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583463180632094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824724408699679,0.09267372218985287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042908899244289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036688502193625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712495352942583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696874097602548,0.1869030001192389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30635219894555005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447958106008989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001886900833924,0.0,0.09935489606385653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350407813956286,0.0,0.09574094380200393,0.0,0.0,0.3885077322949248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717345488822417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744934204332826,0.17311401916895675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175484821606599,0.0,0.0,0.10687954493143648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032545177594897,0.0789942476124488,0.0,0.0,0.4479574117632808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804269058511206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348081144075585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780644907278302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730316509462339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540937523837485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,annebonnys,2018/12/06,"Inappropriate smiling Does anyone else do this? I’m sure this is an anxiety thing.. 

When people tell me bad news I get nervous and end up grinning like an idiot. It also now happens all the time. If a colleague talks to me I’ll start smiling and can’t stop. 

It takes so much effort to try and stop myself and I don’t really know how to reverse this. ",0.5595833333333324,2.958550236111116,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,88.30555555555556,4.866666666666667,20.5,6.42735559955562,0.3467666666666673,275,9,56,3,9,93,55,72,0.182,0.6559999999999999,0.162,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,2,12,10,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,4,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906424274055973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042599678973765,0.0,0.0,0.17405328233350184,0.2550518108781297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784094392929606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783486181579476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794386216339475,0.0,0.22047256886971714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300523918281225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012246087754686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680198981582198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161157661222932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298760679160084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257239432204072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594669361569014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618952012670128,0.0,0.0,0.41622282262457305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23460770003233736,0.0,0.1871596902702954,0.20007549103494904,0.21757033996862996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537388683258192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514944756196824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690028947853305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GonePathless,2018/12/06,"How do I better myself? So when I get around people in public settings, I always get hyper and annoying for no reason. I try to tell myself to calm down and act like a normal person but it's extremely difficult for some reason. It's like everything I feel gets amplified to a point where my emotions and behaviors are out of my control. I realize that me being this way is a Social repellent, but I don't know how to fix me.

Thoughts? ",3.3535960591133005,5.0000917816092,5.3973727422003295,78.50275862068966,73.71264367816093,8.649589490968804,26.221674876847292,9.23628265651192,2.4034019704433502,343,12,63,8,7,119,62,87,0.086,0.8059999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.2073,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,5,0,18,11,9,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,13,4,11,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415066627131013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701604875399584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195733917733874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24822205074322076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489480417564213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989024170681827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119028192635208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34688170631103704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162818124553193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162453178007269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684036458878994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343100259605275,0.19324252215156096,0.0,0.0,0.2092129118810312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550945354459222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256013714835325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343786431018667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569829842927814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502574249515219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175668455374577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jonnyraxa,2018/12/06,"I Wrote a Free Kindle E-Book on Connection for Introverts and Shy Folks Check it out here! [https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07KZNPJWZ](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07KZNPJWZ)

TITLE:  

# Communication & Connection: Simple Guide to the Art of Communication, Relationships, and Human Connection for Shy, Awkward Introverts.: By a recovering shy, awkward introvert

I was once a super shy and awkward kid growing up and I became suicidal because I felt like I couldn't fit in. Eventually, I came to learn to grow from it by what I talk about in the book, essentially realizing that a longing for human connection rather than just small talking was the key to my growth and happiness. 

​

I hope to somehow help folks overcome their shyness and use their introvert superpowers to their advantage. ",9.45951612903226,12.634924629032259,8.468580645161293,56.432870967742005,60.774193548387096,11.411612903225805,37.4,11.20814326018867,5.293844516129033,650,31,86,20,10,202,80,124,0.165,0.6509999999999999,0.184,0.7705,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,3,2,5,9,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,18,8,6,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,3,2,2,4,1,3,0,0,5,1,12,7,20,2,0,12,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,2,56,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768143205083533,0.267365857293184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413091658051882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516607144267071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112675120866916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342306904607764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748440768754348,0.0,0.0,0.21854378843586286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749768435757644,0.0,0.0,0.19472350340909056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343294349833976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23623457999235914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24068190016243804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537106019362181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003905838461624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267365857293184,0.0
socialanxiety,toosadtothinkofaname,2018/12/06,"What do people without social anxiety even think about What fills their mind if it isn’t constantly occupied with replays of social exchanges and picking apart the nuances of the behaviors of everyone they interact with. 

Today I obsessed over someone I know unfollowing me. Definitely a low point. And every day it’s always something of the like, even if not as extreme.",7.025846153846151,9.33240296923077,7.270769230769233,66.0892307692308,65.46153846153847,10.123076923076924,39.153846153846146,10.355215969177356,4.959369230769231,303,17,42,8,5,98,52,65,0.057999999999999996,0.8390000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.4438,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,4,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,10,4,0,8,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025906800175474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625768618533786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26310994728716536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702121393670507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32162584379520004,0.0,0.20513816382630973,0.23265076841965104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380747649061714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894957230107292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458403135214117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879488834383388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301625454017305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963841422588519,0.20629555259027132,0.18743892757596112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560089301529989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307858034674723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347011833555854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SlaveMasterBen,2018/12/06,"Does everyone feel this scared? Are we just cowards? Everyone's afraid to be judged, everyone's afraid of social interaction to some extent. Maybe we're not different from others, maybe we're just inept and craven. How do you quantify your fear? What's the benchmark for social anxiety? How do you know something's wrong and you're not just weak and lazy?",3.83701298701299,6.718682787878791,3.999264069264069,83.18318181818184,77.18181818181819,8.013852813852813,24.58008658008658,8.841846274778883,2.192063203463204,288,10,51,7,7,89,44,66,0.21100000000000002,0.755,0.034,-0.9087,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,0,0,5,6,0,4,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,14,6,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791380789560985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156691625132688,0.0,0.0,0.18064304822691069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917409826689695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23228440826777666,0.1043741852755068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344524121549512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147613404324038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666645184442006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208465792122672,0.0,0.15891529314895722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22569225745863486,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,makingintheprogress,2018/12/06,"Braces and isolation Hey guys, I’m 22M w braces for the past 6months, I realised that I’m having social phobia. I’ve been avoiding church because I don’t want this girl I like to see me with braces. Funny though, I’m comfortable with my braces with other people/my workplace but I keep avoiding this girl perhaps because I fear that I will tarnish that image of myself in her head, what do I do ",2.1156250000000014,4.392381312500003,3.0599999999999987,90.935,79.625,5.0,23.75,5.985473137389443,0.5298749999999997,315,11,62,2,8,100,54,80,0.168,0.7390000000000001,0.092,-0.775,0,3,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,9,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,11,2,7,10,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,35,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39118013678922703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361050779809622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176966323670393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292895247110233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851904308592594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567534165260054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062921500347118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255679682598427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270709961506263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152381480764353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924843576697895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ahren_with_an_h,2018/12/06,"I've been thinking a lot about empathy I think feeling empathy strongly is a prerequisite for social anxiety. When we feel something negative from people it hits us a bit harder. When we make eye contact with people the exchange of emotion is kind of overwhelming. We teach ourselves to be scared of these things and it gets to the point where if we get any at all we're at defcon 4. The only exception being very close friends that we've trained ourselves to allow vulnerability with.

So we're getting these really strong signals and we're assuming everyone else is exactly the same. I just had a conversation with my mother. I think her empathy signals are incredibly weak. I cannot possibly blame her for this any more than I can blame myself for being sensitive. I must however acknowledge the difference. She is almost completely unaffected by other people's emotions. She was completely oblivious to my suffering my entire life and thought everything was just great. I was transmitting but she just wasn't receiving. I think normal people are somewhere between my mother and I.

We like to blame ourselves for being weaker than other people. We can't do normal things and consequently we shit all over our self-esteem. If there's anything I've proven, at least to myself, it's that I can train myself up to do almost anything no matter how weak my starting point. Just like with weight lifting, that can only happen if you acknowledge the reality of how weak you are and train appropriately.

At the beginning that meant struggling to try to make eye contact with people. Right now it means aggressively grabbing people's attention and greeting them pleasantly, giving people compliments, starting conversations, and generally just sticking my neck out more in unknown social situations. I could hate on myself for being weak or I can acknowledge that I'm different than other people, work on myself where I am, and make progress.

You are different than other people. Where are you? What do you need to do to make progress given where you are?",7.316639344262295,8.926709428961754,7.464955191256831,67.61802295081971,64.0,10.664743169398909,34.85857923497268,10.70791436637684,4.260977398907103,1665,74,253,44,25,538,184,366,0.12300000000000001,0.764,0.114,-0.7634,3,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,9,6,1,5,17,20,3,3,11,0,34,10,4,7,4,69,60,19,0,8,11,2,4,2,1,1,5,0,0,0,19,23,1,0,14,0,1,1,5,11,0,0,9,6,45,9,44,43,8,25,0,2,2,0,32,18,1,8,8,192,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998868774151848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544164986169653,0.0,0.06493242125831172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969683994320056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266619647444113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779886323829618,0.0,0.0,0.0677692029647347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660423638570529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090575175501204,0.19095554401251388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110579493649854,0.07628402896581342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858350344041156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557752560250622,0.0,0.13303777059114905,0.0814239451561379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357971216707026,0.0,0.0,0.07505847205252697,0.0,0.0,0.08380072204516474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838871451096753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995274968950365,0.08293546317829521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216133341531238,0.0,0.0,0.2266303292918159,0.0,0.0,0.09245842537478677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293691486696369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632735687247555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291090432089017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5884460942613332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604767208483333,0.09568864131307674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437584389669976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724864462405284,0.0,0.0,0.08497897232643169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854760650033353,0.0,0.08712736705330895,0.0,0.09540787346271744,0.0,0.17304748540162396,0.0,0.06534422098134374,0.0,0.0,0.12015599062137405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873425871330473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278005173625825,0.21754887608070134,0.0,0.06738467176107127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762746338774375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209932982188856,0.0,0.0,0.07003430000482448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336010340592562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179313091855259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rooftopslocked,2018/12/06,"Are we all fucked when we grow up? I'm probably gonna live in a cardboard box in a few more years or in my mom's basement. Most jobs require networking/teamwork so I pretty much screwed in that aspect.  Pretty much everything in life is dependent on your social skills. I'm awkward as hell, can't even speak a fucking sentence without sounding like a pussy. I can't just spend all my days surfing the web alone in my room forever. I wish I could though.",2.890467032967031,4.859065450549451,3.7583379120879137,88.37728708791211,75.8131868131868,6.747802197802199,28.957417582417587,7.645422480735847,1.7832736263736266,360,16,72,5,8,115,69,91,0.19,0.6890000000000001,0.121,-0.7625,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,0,2,5,6,4,1,5,0,5,4,0,1,2,12,11,5,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,0,2,10,1,10,9,7,13,1,0,0,3,6,9,4,3,4,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691607781628144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722033641816406,0.0,0.0,0.13507110085403728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833276311963116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823064797787725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872467419989522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783630954071253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793325778805,0.10232152251287048,0.0,0.18493884694647425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452929200348748,0.0,0.0,0.30792414751113795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261503745001132,0.2258111205813475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349711564584112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577316896928602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408449994259343,0.20189212917665328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487212118170874
socialanxiety,throwawayacv,2018/12/06,"Just wondering First let me start by saying I'm not looking for anyone to tell me to do differently.  

I was prescribed zoloft for my anxiety but I have strong feelings against me being medicated for this.  Personally id rather have started with therapy but that wasn't the route chosen.  I'm just curious if somehow the doctors will know in not taking it,  I'd really prefer not to have my parents mad at me about it 😆",4.587967479674799,5.983910073170732,6.144878048780488,75.34869918699188,70.21951219512195,9.369105691056909,31.959349593495933,9.725611199111238,3.2378715447154467,334,15,61,8,6,114,59,82,0.068,0.843,0.08900000000000001,0.4118,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,0,15,18,3,0,3,9,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,3,8,1,12,13,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,3,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905629773314335,0.0,0.0,0.17417848536932634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602594306020017,0.0,0.25496729414331865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259538717209048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211886733501266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690039660368686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25472451316309697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091836326888085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509448866480565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765992049724845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175069761985549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958164668837085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809656264829376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526325196765375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729432123554726,0.0,0.21772684645161164,0.0,0.2848707869703001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27014138490594897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,polo_polo,2018/12/06,What do I do when someone tells a joke People at work will tell a joke or say something they intend people to think is funny and all I do is laugh a little I don’t know wtf to say after ,1.8307142857142864,2.3853044523809537,3.917619047619048,91.91071428571428,75.90476190476191,5.6000000000000005,18.761904761904766,3.1291,-0.5637238095238097,145,2,34,0,3,50,30,42,0.08,0.675,0.245,0.7479,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,6,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,4,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652103249675704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012955376386633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168176410995244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478122756427455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25471039568699394,0.2314283696888109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525502101510586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262216674587151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885154236563376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Theflash62694,2018/12/06,"I'm 24 years old, I have social anxiety and have no friends So i've always been the shy guy growing up. The older I get, the worse my social anxiety is. I've never been in a relationship, get scared of any type of interaction, avoid people as best as I can, Suck at small talk and socially awkward. I feel like I'm going to be like this the rest of my life. The thing is, it's ironic that I have severe social anxiety but am in Nursing school where I have to socialize with people as a living XD ",4.76330128205128,4.372067701923079,6.487307692307692,79.42435897435898,69.09615384615384,9.625641025641023,27.91025641025641,9.2995712137729,2.119094871794872,387,11,82,7,6,135,68,104,0.177,0.677,0.146,0.5789,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,3,7,0,11,1,0,0,1,7,18,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,1,8,4,13,15,2,12,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,6,52,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754777121691455,0.0,0.0,0.09606829259840052,0.0,0.3242129778311064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825391514117506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143024385226134,0.10092315680167396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914467915190428,0.0,0.14761525540797646,0.0,0.08028686974156969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398792894744721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978302122587598,0.1380345543041297,0.0,0.12474380113218705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895596090465236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823886665946176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587735147448096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516708715882693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143569132886696,0.14297255619571392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959463698613985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7200337348304225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135472954201133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385336247742347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396597161484456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097310457351727
socialanxiety,Psychadelic_Kitten,2018/12/06,"Please leave me alone.... Does anyone else notice as they get older they are losing any desire to socialize? It’s like I get anxiety about being around people because it takes so much energy to put on the act of wanting to talk and interact with them when I don’t. Also I am horrible at being disingenuous and when having to socialize that’s what I feel I am being. 
 
I believe I have become asocial but wasn’t always this way. Many things have caused this including depression, anxiety, insomnia and ptsd. Though I am the happiest I have ever been and for the first time in life don’t feel like I am alone, thanks to my fiancé. I still feel myself wanting to retreat from everyone else. I do realize this is a major symptom of ptsd, but I don’t see it changing.

Has anyone else had to deal with losing all desire to socialize or make connections? I would be fine with it if it wasn’t for having to function in this world. How do you deal with it?
",4.5771205265322905,5.630287213903745,5.795401069518718,79.13301110654052,69.9090909090909,9.176306046894283,27.218839983545863,9.466822959209583,2.3847066227889755,747,24,141,16,13,250,110,187,0.1,0.755,0.145,0.8699,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,3,3,10,7,0,0,4,0,26,3,0,3,2,27,37,15,0,6,4,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,4,4,21,4,25,28,3,16,0,3,1,0,11,6,0,2,9,108,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23776764954061896,0.0,0.09179443578246774,0.09551126494587377,0.0,0.0,0.07805851231608238,0.0,0.17562216792907115,0.0,0.0,0.16052227791319945,0.23522393326427654,0.0,0.10218400189445162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997256637268336,0.12677227485400888,0.0,0.12932467384003155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791698648480925,0.12142851747022852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23667894301975356,0.0988651353641674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045012584300994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287667276235947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383063649974457,0.0,0.10968307713101984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411796604289834,0.08200324233005618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763703321076192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994204248506672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154194990037473,0.0,0.0,0.08107684627909822,0.11215742120281258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568326620702753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662064069344479,0.1163751309518497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438102136962336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068478274712386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957825750286593,0.0,0.0,0.12600071359289605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683577132922487,0.1153917762217943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146969326003744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510300473011077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916683607733549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930675171194775,0.08630489299865947,0.09226075241141868,0.0,0.10567965696900064,0.0,0.0,0.07625881185871808,0.0,0.11277680109491504,0.0,0.06693272211852136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540768037275375,0.0911118961643834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154078145393424,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PeculiarMrCup,2018/12/06,"I feel like everyone hates me So ive conquered the feelings of being anxious before and during social interactions, but not so much after. I have this unshaking feeling that everyone hates me or thinks im weird, when it's obvious they don't (usually) think that. How am i supposed let go of this feeling?",4.1844827586206925,6.38449331034483,5.616758620689655,75.45410344827587,72.79310344827586,8.777931034482759,32.289655172413795,9.3871,3.438140689655172,244,12,41,6,5,82,46,58,0.16,0.7509999999999999,0.09,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,12,15,7,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,4,7,1,3,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24442973633749335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410982947072346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134901513678706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376005610476096,0.15457048603408294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229646482669644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272293153691633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337102500670045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124685083072754,0.0,0.10570452225456674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905243639829247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205558523548451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27727463176628964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382943801781817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blankemerald,2018/12/06,"Putting on my headphones gives me anxiety I have no clue what it is but as of a while now, putting on headphones when I listen to music is giving me anxiety or panic. I have absolutely no clue what it is either. I’ve never had it happen as much as it has been. When I do put on my headphones I almost instantly start to have a change in my breathing pattern and can’t calm myself down. 
Does anyone else have this happen to them? What do you guys do to combat it 

Thanks so much ",2.5508333333333333,4.021075131313136,4.135239898989898,87.4561931818182,75.46464646464645,6.566161616161617,23.48611111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.8406656565656565,374,11,78,4,8,125,61,99,0.14400000000000002,0.762,0.09300000000000001,-0.5346,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,14,1,1,0,1,6,21,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,1,13,2,13,19,3,14,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,6,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333807701179905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28012652859161585,0.0,0.0,0.12802070776054847,0.18759722831117714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368482619289454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602231960851194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294810906013973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512730105979737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812877759141917,0.3238115691669785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691842706876732,0.0,0.14121020988316396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481653635775735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5521677260142923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959196611640186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685645713098987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chrisk722,2019/07/13,"Wearing a mask because of social anxiety and a lack of stable identity. I’m 19M and I have really bad social anxiety. Its the worst kind because it’s with everyone that is (was) close to me. I feel this ill heightened discomfort whenever I feel another persons gaze including my own mom. I’ve sort of hidden all my anxiety from everyone I knew my whole life and would overcompensate my social inadequacy with arrogance. This led to an unmasking of my fake personality followed by a sort of mental breakdown when I was on vacation with a lot of my friends. They all thought I was a psycho (because of the unmasking) and were scared I was gonna kill them, and everyone there including my friends’ parents constantly psychoanalyzed me. I wanted to die, surely no one else on this planet draws such negative attention from the people closest to them. This was about a year ago. In the year since I’ve had lasting ptsd from interacting with my friends as they messed with me to dig out my real personality. I started seeing my friends less and less because it was so weird now and they all approached me a lot differently than before the vacation. In the past they would look at me with a carefree expression and laugh but now I could tell I made a room tense just by sitting there quietly. Something in me doesn’t want to see any of them ever again just because I feel like I will always be looked at this way by them and the past relationships I’ve had are now ruined. They try to reach out to me and I don’t want any part of it because of how sick I feel when speaking to them. I’m unsure wether I need to explain myself and I don’t want to because it’s very personal. I feel like maybe I owe an explanation but I don’t think it’s worth it because I want to be a different person then before and maybe the new me isn’t compatible with my old friends. I feel very awful about this whole situation because I never reach out to anyone and have always been a terrible friend, even to the friends that never stopped checking in on me. Right now I haven’t spoken to anyone other than my close family for like two months. I smoke weed all the time and am still very scared of seeing my friends or really anyone. I’m alone everyday and have no motivation to better myself. Sometimes I don’t think I deserve to live and I hate myself. I don’t know what to do. I wish I never went on that vacation but part of me is glad that I discovered my mask and decided to never wear it again. I need advice. Thanks for reading :)",4.05026740237691,5.594087040322582,5.321090831918506,80.16117572156199,71.74193548387099,8.76943972835314,28.778438030560274,9.276330184999452,2.512178225806452,1996,78,387,44,38,665,220,496,0.136,0.7170000000000001,0.147,0.7828,5,1,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,10,2,20,29,2,3,23,1,32,5,2,4,10,81,68,27,2,12,6,2,6,3,8,4,3,2,1,5,20,29,0,1,15,1,3,4,15,12,0,2,14,13,70,17,64,47,15,53,0,1,5,0,34,18,0,5,32,273,90,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185976320080747,0.056115019570008993,0.0,0.0,0.06556366921097258,0.0,0.0,0.1053477038265132,0.0,0.0,0.08609754086361451,0.06637957799480725,0.14528175401231488,0.0,0.0,0.13279051482100235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285604801632245,0.34730480651413703,0.0,0.10773378168032724,0.0,0.0,0.05598708712748162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840894358569949,0.0,0.050542951599713774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569937390640293,0.1322780430406587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052882221161134224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04181157806982333,0.05726193213068735,0.0,0.18146854715400465,0.0,0.0,0.059677210443983525,0.0,0.19204988990520724,0.09044852762337703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912670130449941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062499419397833114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003630092607635,0.06592119021694089,0.03479012559187252,0.05160106480715389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044713362313013615,0.09278115097875038,0.0,0.05589843550336967,0.0,0.10631853571725572,0.0,0.0,0.10763729312498696,0.0,0.0598996079606175,0.0,0.0,0.12719439766439342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379536438255576,0.0,0.0,0.07414067242438846,0.05052850757806893,0.0,0.0,0.09387796529380964,0.19529524346889202,0.061139226740423665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642671340659076,0.0,0.0428963087917961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029140395744969,0.13710374282869758,0.12086132409225495,0.043886900184982286,0.2763722825786308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399878149319157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633209539300429,0.07205360956337034,0.08110810002279763,0.0,0.0,0.06796461512530548,0.0,0.05406111896987726,0.0,0.0,0.12675634056145835,0.0,0.15133485291166274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052365576562904664,0.07115614939675602,0.0,0.1935908265807217,0.0,0.048734375703071056,0.06260909963788032,0.0,0.044806771754066665,0.0,0.050554514833857575,0.0529248305993493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059663104023077465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533033154536469,0.05828165509674134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112506738526068,0.0,0.05025616436945147,0.0369129682767798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04297914045612551,0.0,0.06183863668187381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566968511038413,0.18669117480314945,0.05024762816007576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058683278150157926,0.0,0.14135291537613992,0.07279627233004309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899384391910162,0.0,0.0,0.081531173050521
socialanxiety,picklesrmylife,2019/07/13,"advice? am i over reacting? lately i've been sort of re-evaluating some of my behaviors and thinking they may not be normal. for instance i get uncomfortable walking past people and i don't know what to do with my hands, or if i'm picking me feet up enough, or too much. and i don't know where to look. or like when i'm asked a question in class, or in a large setting i just can't seem to get enough air in my lungs and i can barely get words out, like i'm so quiet. 

i'm really nervous meeting new people, and i'm especially bad at forming real connections or friendships with people. i have maybe one close friend, but that was because i befriended her when we were young. she moved (not too far, maybe 30 mins away, but a different school) and i feel awkward trying to hang out with her because she has her own friend groups now. 

i get nervous for things really in advance. currently i'm about to go into my senior year of high school and i'm already just dreading at least seven things off the top of my head, for social reasons. one of those things is a weekly hour long class, so that's really getting to me.

i don't go out of the house much because driving makes me nervous, not the idea of crashing, but the idea of looking like an incompetent driver and inconveniencing someone. like going too slow, or having inconsistent speed, or like misjudging when i should go for it at an intersection. 

i've been on a few college tours recently as well and every single one the night before and day of i was so nervous just like heart beating fast, sweaty, everything. i was scared they were gonna ask me where i was from. only one of the colleges did. and i've only toured three so far but it's felt like such a nightmare. it doesn't help that i'm not very optimistic about the future since i'm really lazy and unmotivated, and have basically no ambition.

but at the same time, i don't get super nervous ordering from restaurants. like i do go over it in my head if i'm waiting to make my order for a while, and once that starts i might get nervous, but usually i'm totally good. and today i had to let some like plumber into the house who i'd never met before and i made normal eye contact and i didn't feel bad. 

i've been able to talk to strangers and i don't feel horrible after every social interaction. i don't like phone calls but i can do it if i need to. i've never had a panic attack or anything. i've done presentations before and i hate them and i get so nervous from the moment i find out they're required until i do it, but at the same time i've never thrown up before one, and i always get through it at the end of the day without like major voice cracks or mess ups or anything like that. i just don't trust myself and my own perceptions because i genuinely don't know if these problems are a majority of the time, or just sometimes. 

i have been known to get paranoid about stupid things, and to worry especially about getting/having incredibly unlikely illnesses. i once got sleep paralysis and genuinely thought i'd had like a stroke or something. i don't want this to be another thing where i'm just blowing something stupid out of proportion.",5.085990566037734,5.515697976415094,5.991817610062896,80.42385849056606,68.44968553459121,8.938616352201258,29.89371069182389,8.912814788092511,2.2751152201257865,2507,89,500,41,40,829,281,636,0.157,0.745,0.098,-0.9923,2,0,2,0,0,0,58.0,1,0,3,5,27,38,4,11,26,0,47,10,8,6,4,114,99,59,0,10,35,0,6,13,2,4,2,2,0,0,22,36,0,2,17,0,0,10,21,19,1,7,21,11,57,19,73,71,17,87,0,0,3,0,26,36,0,23,51,327,79,8,0.062239857099399186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608200680204967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868323000127755,0.0,0.051788547037697336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526391696183123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243619842658233,0.0,0.11637172924964215,0.07080682268807371,0.05847639455569498,0.0,0.10393536183486098,0.15176335679330413,0.0,0.21184613683801864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355385293168453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027911770840636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502740359056237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369298302951598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512603962174704,0.12862082029242256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487952797853804,0.0,0.05593717031178673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944110255437507,0.0,0.05976002332840065,0.0,0.05688610181876823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617271840470966,0.0,0.3251775647906819,0.0,0.17686172553829135,0.052203839184956975,0.04977889944154087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061448973328241625,0.12775209916638294,0.0,0.0,0.07375453033601607,0.04171806425384678,0.0657598262307933,0.0,0.0,0.06129372197843465,0.14363287721906526,0.0,0.1405224456075556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261619324684176,0.0,0.07020926978547698,0.0,0.0,0.06364447076346916,0.0,0.39529425418794617,0.0,0.0,0.055080314958885664,0.10453160890985587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588928576842384,0.08309117582851988,0.0,0.12505660412346253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602665269940332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615111817907186,0.09150691275560316,0.04615006540083878,0.14400964428161314,0.060111641827697765,0.0,0.05840788964423695,0.12196369036898295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256683304333675,0.2108766897535759,0.09467243191893668,0.0,0.07302506197978349,0.0,0.0,0.05941498618800314,0.12944784055160416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955513756781925,0.0,0.0,0.06972288421178098,0.0,0.0,0.07084258341792833,0.15948978480200227,0.06399293913174416,0.06145435021334875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231295478735774,0.12598011642395324,0.0,0.056660828337739985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514854529615596,0.0,0.0622848059798437,0.1268913925256235,0.05273562894435055,0.09583056551883254,0.061556810140330966,0.0,0.04405369120174117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002603953261247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674697729227126,0.03988078729401381,0.0,0.049411494277420746,0.10887768358299564,0.0,0.0589961070147587,0.0,0.0,0.042256777438972055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854840941420969,0.05135440039214844,0.036710680296318285,0.0,0.04992505911483175,0.0,0.055961106238706065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059997001209340775,0.0,0.0,0.0632075960789992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04008042735814132
socialanxiety,LFCDash1994,2019/07/13,"Is it normal to... Hi all, this might sound a bit odd and hard to get across but lately I’m trying to become a better version of myself. My confidence was knocked a few years ago and ever since I’ve struggled to retrieve my old self again. To get my old self back I am actively starting conversations with strangers whenever I’m out. I also tell myself each day to always switch negative thoughts with positives and don’t care what other people think. 

The strategy of taking action and stepping out of my comfort zone is working to an extent. However, I find myself in a situation where I am constantly reminding myself to be positive and not care. When I mean constantly I mean pretty much every minute of the day. This results with me not inputting a lot to the conversation because my mind is preoccupied and constantly going ‘right, remember to be positive and not care what he/she thinks’. 

Is this a normal thing or should my mind just be clear going into conversations? If so, how can I achieve this?",5.331269841269844,6.989134798941798,6.219973544973545,74.5134523809524,68.73544973544972,9.421164021164019,30.96031746031746,9.784248007369934,3.2217238095238088,803,33,137,19,14,265,117,189,0.051,0.718,0.231,0.9922,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,0,1,10,0,14,0,0,2,3,40,30,14,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,9,14,0,0,7,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,2,2,18,5,22,23,8,26,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,4,15,101,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523427558848696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493687572624612,0.09878094476348248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912850197702152,0.0,0.07236796850859582,0.13111212679458778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499435982231962,0.12960676088965348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631156023909547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848683833942181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531235677695851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738511708174786,0.10002306931421412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850396859906636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240480720284764,0.0,0.13493769831739186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063459191817554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339164428674808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092781447025888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25863232733608604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593856183047292,0.23973796256069035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726967458469509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23263229518139145,0.0,0.0,0.2491442440413103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230249555609492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077651203183284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448170807410784,0.10138253066454614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476926624738553,0.0,0.0,0.09820282622365732,0.13344138330187474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402755987842432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410739071337605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925940697100097,0.0,0.10376272525367183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886941384572528,0.1521364113168343,0.0,0.09424697864850637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060014495180681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642641921526217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644899707418717
socialanxiety,punkin04,2019/07/13,"This is why I don't go out It's a beautiful day and I decided to order online and take a walk to pick up food. I am trying to push myself out of my comfort zone and do things I normally wouldn't do. Well i went to get my order from the pick up counter and I realized they forgot to put in my drink. So i stood there for awhile, waiting for someone to notice because I was too afraid to ask someone for help. All the while thinking how if this were anyone else they would march right up and depend what was missing. After telling  one of the workers I waited another 10 minutes, it was obvious she forgot about me and she never reappeared.  I wanted to cry and was feeling a bit of panic. Finally I made eye contact with another worker passing by me and asked him for help, got my drink, and left. Why couldn't things go smoothly? :(",3.185384615384617,4.538062923076922,4.491834319526627,86.01278106508877,73.61538461538461,7.093491124260355,27.201183431952664,7.61054688173877,1.5217360946745564,650,24,131,8,13,215,106,169,0.079,0.8420000000000001,0.079,-0.0036,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,7,5,0,2,6,0,13,4,1,5,3,34,31,13,0,6,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,12,3,4,4,2,0,7,4,3,1,1,11,3,23,2,26,17,2,23,0,1,1,0,11,8,0,2,6,94,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31196203060599514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401190622216176,0.15241554011039965,0.0,0.0,0.278128885392223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906787532085112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240029569810913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16339873534376578,0.09593370173528976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29144359882968796,0.0,0.0,0.12426446201325132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521423938194399,0.0,0.0,0.1629521887549505,0.0,0.0,0.17987332323292596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771756442303432,0.0,0.16908008468959485,0.0,0.11897176321945813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941267155621006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162111351121838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075415885710413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472786992750575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574684710527208,0.0,0.16935684622052974,0.0,0.0,0.10079922169162754,0.0,0.0,0.1745301820733891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953835396828782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703467662896645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25207671645551616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184411975444727,0.0,0.13001711598968896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765043184726055,0.09531523670026157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009938623852208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773866864951346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337472615028186,0.13789598523639165,0.2684537941006604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567021878987427,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stereonmymind,2019/07/13,"I am so glad i found this site and also stunned at the number of members. So it’s not just me after all! 
Wish me luck. Heading out tonight with a big group.",-0.5564705882352925,1.4707548235294112,1.26029411764706,101.16632352941177,89.0,3.4000000000000004,20.264705882352946,3.1291,-0.7170352941176468,120,4,29,0,4,39,31,34,0.038,0.6759999999999999,0.28600000000000003,0.8475,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,9,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,5,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38940891091864777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5339089211743768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997449889070201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599615255085727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,agirlisn0one,2019/07/13,"I refused to let an old man get in line before me I qm extremely nervous around people i don't know in general,  it takes me a lot of time to perfectly adabt and blossom in a certain setting.  I was waiting in linr and this nice looking old man was so much in a hurry he had another engagement in a few minutes.  I'm usually nice and polite and selfless,  but once he asked me if he could take my place I declined (i had a long day and was tired).  He was nice,  didn't feel entitled,  he was really polite.  I feel bad, it's been a few days now and I still can't forget it.  I had the chance to maks his life a bit easier but i didn't.",1.4369807564698078,2.5961872700729955,4.081871267418717,87.98049767750501,77.75912408759125,7.609555408095554,24.863304578633052,8.296473431620573,1.4385678832116793,484,17,111,9,11,172,83,137,0.079,0.758,0.163,0.8523,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,9,0,15,2,0,0,2,21,25,10,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,11,3,15,6,11,12,5,18,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,2,9,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229516073941914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174116140681486,0.18035569093905615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108151109892355,0.0,0.0,0.16416210633180128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106204646671949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540322314026858,0.0,0.0,0.2488369956455205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509395571130264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079359437873693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060246880343679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727544779148048,0.13626625973757425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072958055371,0.1620055890848269,0.0,0.0,0.16401507942682755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181960328468254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048776166377201,0.20545525037136134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374757411037402,0.0,0.20156205257360316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359054265654025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540674709504571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29010612784554624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249415974751156,0.22173504531701144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124759307503563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WorcesterDahkness,2019/07/13,Am I the only one that assumes people are laughing at me if I see someone laughing and they happen to look over at me ? Doesn’t matter what I’m doing. Driving I think is the worst. Anyone else?,-0.31641666666666524,1.957541525,2.055000000000004,92.20333333333336,96.25,2.666666666666667,19.166666666666668,3.1291,-0.5098333333333334,151,5,29,0,6,51,33,40,0.095,0.722,0.183,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,6,2,4,10,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26417814380912746,0.38711774388624537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156172798716185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341019620296731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172707793491445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560182987803475,0.2873465411185097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619304513737307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301070905476354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201227699282807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24208961476409885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gutteralz,2019/07/13,"Haircut Anxiety I haven’t gotten a haircut in over a year (Male) 
Main reason is because I’ve been depressed, second reason now is because I get anxious before. Example: “Today I’m going to go get a haircut!” 20 minutes later: Nevermind I don’t want to deal with the small talk. 
With this being said, do y’all find a barber to be anxiety ridden compared to a big franchise like Supercuts or Sports Clips.",5.6326923076923086,6.349658423076924,6.9837435897435896,72.77792307692309,67.33333333333333,8.804102564102564,34.83076923076923,8.841846274778883,3.2879353846153836,319,15,52,5,5,109,57,78,0.125,0.8220000000000001,0.053,-0.636,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,7,16,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,3,2,1,0,1,3,1,4,1,8,11,1,11,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,31,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554223754602681,0.26243630977296434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832195508174641,0.0,0.19767277485630128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23949423111403664,0.2000822656711819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232076761205246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24273749812048726,0.0,0.26404633910135816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349152996875975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776924248207336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097338537858732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867163819379662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019611692506005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701835019223196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495955396980995
socialanxiety,throwaway321_123_321,2019/07/13,"Went to college orientation and completely blew my chance to make friends because I honestly forgot how to approach people. Went to college orientation a few days ago and was really looking forward to making some new friends since it’s been a few years since I’ve even had any friends and social contact.

Well it turns out that it’s been so long since I had any daily social contact that I’ve completely forgotten how to approach people, how to start a conversation, and definitely how to hold one.

So I was that guy who was walking by himself during all of orientation. And the few times when someone walked up to me to talk, I didn’t know or have anything interesting to say to carry the conversation on.

I’m really nervous about college now and definitely do not want to be that person who sits in his room all day because he has no friends. Pls help!!!",10.093102541630149,7.746598012269938,9.779772129710775,66.42085889570554,59.674846625766875,12.749868536371606,42.917616126205075,11.20814326018867,4.759046275197196,688,32,123,14,7,225,98,163,0.046,0.767,0.187,0.9742,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,5,0,12,0,0,6,2,22,23,14,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,9,7,0,2,1,0,0,7,3,1,1,1,11,2,8,7,20,11,6,23,0,0,1,0,20,6,0,2,11,80,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423420561470445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061313132442326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533121767404415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086784755895548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938884761203065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076985560420372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256751983345816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331170774006313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387701844854505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939393539257232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702258057220862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402802703833404,0.11769040560052794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710195484537812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535740206804334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496902767543662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943242370100532,0.12237326563610185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956690476921167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114526242157349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477997079408701,0.0,0.0,0.2857298306091293,0.11874834080879385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919864124935483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264697720779253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172238601868831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244257057753366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266389274981582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601136363962684,0.2598402530985857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025177745977264
socialanxiety,quietlily_girl,2019/07/13,"I’m so bad at presentation I really don’t like presenting. I know the information, but when I present my mind goes blank and get so anxious :(",2.0766666666666684,4.548534285714286,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,81.14285714285714,9.447619047619048,27.190476190476193,9.725611199111238,3.079819047619049,112,5,23,4,3,39,24,28,0.315,0.625,0.059000000000000004,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5501315915151563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40659525012380543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25441899841709265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26762310743508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23790639359019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916956089671718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31196210701991994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xanaxmuncher,2019/07/13,"Which job should I apply for? My anxiety makes me completely stupid. I'm stupid anyway, but the anxiety makes my memory super bad and also effects my common sense (if I have to do things in front of people for example) and so the main thing I look for in a job is something that a monkey could do

I've been unemployed for ages and really need a job. 

I also can't drive and public transport isn't great here so I only have 2 places currently hiring in my area that I could walk too for work

1 is an estate agents. They are after an administrator. I imagine this would be way too hard for me. Lots of answering phones and questions that I have no idea how to answer. The job advert seems to suggest that the main role though is uploading property details onto major property portals. I imagine I could possibly do that.

The other place is a care home for old people. They have 3 jobs going. One as a housekeeper. One as a receptionist. One as a carer. 

Trying to work out which of the jobs too apply for.

I'm leaning towards houseskeeping? Depressing to think i'll be hoovering carpets and cleaning until I die, but at least I think I could probably do it

I imagine receptionist might be a bit too difficult.

And I imagine an actual carer would mean lots to learn and remember, too",3.904919999999997,5.657369852,5.427400000000002,78.41470000000002,72.47999999999998,8.68,26.9,9.255337874911486,2.43,1013,36,186,23,20,342,137,250,0.13699999999999998,0.8240000000000001,0.039,-0.9698,9,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,4,13,8,2,0,17,0,27,0,0,4,0,41,39,21,1,9,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,12,9,0,0,15,0,0,5,3,5,0,3,1,2,23,3,29,27,7,22,0,1,1,0,7,10,0,6,6,141,35,12,0.0,0.0,0.09821750427181686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097564178055748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399022256790568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403651222510163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988107283766094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026168997176052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055270563767133,0.0,0.0,0.32143556163642145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668759974015874,0.0,0.10445628164939552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720033027437268,0.0,0.0,0.11096429507164796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016044850891196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009577133972108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361884934757267,0.0,0.0,0.5992630649773353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845186053618591,0.0,0.0,0.17113392012928189,0.0,0.0,0.13436606156056916,0.0,0.0,0.10963470347965044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677116062908387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462889370431787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561268809848266,0.0,0.20460418325715315,0.0765470080815875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395526968939546,0.0,0.21031056611848944,0.0,0.0,0.11346500629017435,0.0,0.0,0.1085150973896899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127483064087899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447740698487088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401407039872832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162576257451946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774834122726903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373153912586655,0.12898179059808546,0.09888572101055174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833308955013412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988935186475872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654525118447825,0.0,0.0,0.14299428406468026,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pugsarebest,2019/07/13,"What should I do? I feel like I've been struggling with social anxiety for the past few years, and it makes life quite hard. 

I don't want to sound like I'm seeking attention or otherwise being desperate, but I've never had a conversation with a woman, and people used to tease me about it. I just don't know what to say. But that's not my main concern.

I'm more concerned about the way I find it challenging to speak to store employees. (I know they don't think anything of you, if you behave, but still), It's making it quite hard to get stuff at times, such as in a aquarium store. I know the people there know what they're doing, and they know a lot about their products and they could provide me with valuable information and tips, but I just can't bring myself to speak to them, so that's what usually causes me to buy less products that I came in for, then afterwards I get irritated about it.

I don't know where the roots of this lie, but I suspect it's from me getting bullied for pretty much the last 3 years at school and also almost every time I asked a question, that seemed logical I'd never really get an answer, instead it was just something along the lines of ""Are you stupid, how don't you know"" etc.  but those people hopefully shouldn't be coming to the same class as me in the next few weeks when I start in a new school.

Sorry if this isn't the right subreddit, but I just needed to get this out, and possibly get some advice.",8.124937205651491,5.670337663265308,8.000068027210888,77.98650706436422,63.52380952380952,11.359079016221877,33.15960230245945,9.661875296680813,2.7233671376242805,1139,31,240,17,13,368,157,294,0.109,0.83,0.061,-0.8905,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,5,3,17,8,2,1,16,0,18,1,0,6,2,64,47,24,0,8,15,0,3,2,0,2,1,4,0,1,21,14,0,0,17,0,3,3,11,3,0,0,4,7,31,5,35,38,10,30,0,0,0,0,19,9,0,9,19,165,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063241013697346,0.0,0.0,0.10895363284806228,0.0,0.0,0.08701223136845962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323639978292373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895381828722036,0.0,0.10171905375985812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244452386187532,0.0,0.1117738784799786,0.0,0.09372685581718862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687284967400925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213476084308176,0.0,0.0,0.09167386626928772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055015653972147464,0.07773112862195414,0.0,0.0,0.09944684136606728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34108030609550977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493786063946128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080690482918738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41857906562976255,0.08869152679314589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685299492204446,0.10631436862377706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250308983752756,0.0,0.0,0.1452578875568617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998503277388108,0.08067837461551383,0.16783600671253804,0.10508564865523344,0.11571656496166426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386777292333314,0.2262974338710646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266257516156474,0.0,0.110694961556272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218877789848142,0.23145744759099185,0.0,0.0,0.06970399984183855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291984960976186,0.0,0.08652701020481239,0.0,0.2202352464439414,0.0,0.0990530239763089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091415811385176,0.0,0.08376428286063049,0.0,0.12179956636945825,0.07701354637529162,0.0,0.08689272447494045,0.0,0.0,0.11374780255489972,0.12455699940493445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697185815301053,0.0,0.0,0.12689147121943406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397357081112608,0.11983459191190457,0.0,0.0641766808261749,0.08636524994022103,0.08727772294543404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401351744602833
socialanxiety,TA_over9000,2019/07/13,"Let's quit the bullshit I don't know if this will get posted because of the tone, but still I think this is worthy of this sub. Social anxiety are not always a teenager finding the courage to ask a girl out.

There has been a lot of talk in recent years regarding mental health. If you are depressed you can/should get the help you need, and all that. Maybe we could also asume that some people are just not meant, or ready, or however you wanna call it, for life in modern society? Our ancestors built what we are today because of natural selection. Only the strongest survive. Maybe we have some weak people, or just people not suitable for living on today’s conditions. 

I am depressed most of the time. Sometimes someone or something (mostly someone) that makes me reevaluate my life and make me think life may be worthwhile appears, but my base of life is that I am not happy here and I want to go. And what the fuck is living based on someone else’s attitude towards you? What is being so dependant on someone else to be alive? It hurts every day to deal with all this, fuck. This has been going on since I was a teenager, and I am on my way to my 40s now. It was not a phase, and I had no traumas as a kid. I'm not one of those who are broken because their uncle or gym teacher fuck them when they were 5.. I am just not fit for this. For more than 20 years I’ve been thinking about suicide almost daily, I am not capable of thinking any other way without other people bringing light to my life, which is something that by definition is temporary. I never did anything because I am a coward, I don’t want to do this to my mother and some close friends, and because somehow I am curious about what this thing we call life is going to bring me. I don’t really know why I am posting this, I guess I am just pissed off, on the edge, and I wanted to publicly support that people who just want to go but are constantly told that there are solutions. If you can’t move because of an accident or a health problem euthanasia is something everyone with an open mentality will support. What if my disability is mental, and through the years I still can get pass it? Am i not able to just go and find peace with society's approval? Fuck this shit. I don’t want to find a job, I don’t want to build anything, I am a burden to everyone who cares about me, I am just to scared to finish this. I am scared of the nothingness. So I have to keep fighting to stay alive, to find money to support myself, to please all this bullshit modern society way of living. Man I wish I could get sick or killed. Everything hurts all the time. Now destroy me reddit, but probably a part of you know I am just right.

I know the go to response can be that you can find help to be complete by yourself. But is this really true? Again, not everyone can run a marathon, the bullshit people say about ""if you want to do it, you can do it"" is just not true. Not everyone is fit for dealing with life in modern society. A guy with a humble IQ can't be an engineer at NASA. I know even the most open minded people who can read this could agree, in a deep way, that this can be true.

I don't want this. I just keep drinking and smoking because somehow it numbs the feelings that live with me. Luckily I don't like stronger drugs and hell, how do people can even afford that? You know, if tomorrow I won the lottery, I wouldn't be happy because my life is solved. I would just think ""Ok, now I can fuckin rest and let these emotions go without being obligated to find money all the time to just be alive"". I would destroy myself with alcohol and tabacco.

I don't know. If this pass the moderators of this sub I'll be entertained with the responses this might have, maybe I'm so fuckin worthless I can get something from what some random people on the internet can tell me. But I guess this is just an expression that I need to get out. Fuck this life. Fuck this society. Fuck human relationships, in all forms possible. What we have built as a species is not a home for everyone.

Cheers to you with my fifth beer and my 10th cigarette, I hope this stuff makes me sleepy enough to get through this night so I can be back to being sober and just fighting a fight I don't want to fight because there's nothing else I can do.",4.118717500970121,5.0906784842840525,4.911777066356232,85.34712233216919,70.90919674039581,7.961823826154442,28.28639891346527,8.238735603445708,1.80044631742336,3354,120,686,48,60,1086,314,859,0.192,0.6859999999999999,0.122,-0.998,3,0,9,0,6,1,94.0,6,12,3,4,40,48,19,2,42,1,104,29,2,5,10,161,171,46,2,28,49,1,1,1,1,7,16,1,1,5,61,36,3,2,20,6,2,14,30,31,0,1,11,3,89,17,92,135,19,71,1,5,0,9,51,24,12,33,27,497,150,2,0.0445472377039166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047607449425408,0.044607623725318186,0.0,0.0,0.03562440989734842,0.037066870374466834,0.0,0.0,0.03029364922853477,0.0,0.03407851491234469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331716191936086,0.0,0.04164565381810361,0.0,0.0,0.034254076057430916,0.0,0.24440024368616356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909754207509206,0.0,0.04541887775690289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670693118589176,0.04813973826180668,0.0,0.10670203339456402,0.0,0.0,0.028729283018000373,0.09185249202018901,0.07673694111735306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363933363932013,0.05166065292459991,0.0,0.11164050277479283,0.050109646522632584,0.0,0.046029204775396224,0.0,0.05884606073686411,0.0,0.037532969072157515,0.2128339732801226,0.04003618482581131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02252442187782917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442922093207377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034417085345844985,0.2882824240285207,0.16291865156605184,0.0,0.17722055245042084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814760926170156,0.04410876903361228,0.0,0.09484272577667684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470326111303053,0.0,0.0,0.05971814883493101,0.0,0.0446845115767776,0.04424545851793397,0.0,0.0,0.09537747861985507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04420625966959674,0.07919126338635085,0.049284918297017005,0.0,0.17137397781812275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911051374398994,0.28318528267748233,0.021763530174242214,0.0,0.15734410814314773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03787246847157443,0.0,0.0,0.08920688124700246,0.0,0.13426106348787534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467941395026073,0.04725757946225522,0.044980011090970114,0.0,0.0,0.047346663749513004,0.0,0.06606242460290958,0.03435757596735346,0.0,0.0,0.04180456487248376,0.0,0.042744276022552784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03018636115974727,0.03388018164923972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048240317336717936,0.0,0.2779510104321884,0.0,0.0,0.04889948971448494,0.0,0.05022031716570665,0.08532787945298065,0.0,0.04802945671408906,0.04262569024678412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04738147072599032,0.04455929281909573,0.0,0.05707620234068536,0.0,0.04398502301381749,0.04782706195569118,0.0,0.038043097597173225,0.0,0.035425751417353345,0.08919911254014204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04572709934206323,0.03684993536713234,0.0,0.0,0.045410298873215946,0.1509789197811128,0.1371785598623875,0.04405835715909216,0.0,0.0,0.04748142819379637,0.07115096314872123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099592933774135,0.048727447738831135,0.15165503231326238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0358053822470349,0.038936249252205235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02959520529520612,0.14272035591024196,0.0,0.0,0.07792755763364928,0.0,0.08445114514305423,0.04256679465602452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364760347921056,0.14143809514452393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04019695314820105,0.0,0.051227124886285315,0.08588389494938206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329015908434547,0.0,0.0,0.08606088162828955
socialanxiety,paxhominibus,2019/07/13,"Getting coins? Hey. Does anyone know of any easy way to buy coins without directly interfacing with any humans?

I have really serious anxiety specifically talking to clerks, tellers, wait staff, etc., which I take to be the ordinary channels of coin acquisition. But I need quarters to operate my laundry.

Thanks!",5.638141025641026,9.16686755769231,6.3976923076923065,64.63064102564104,75.34615384615384,10.389743589743588,37.51282051282049,10.125756701596842,5.5263743589743575,251,15,34,9,6,82,44,52,0.065,0.818,0.11699999999999999,0.5968,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,8,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282328118483321,0.0,0.24086794817018056,0.0,0.0,0.22015826460001006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27553714876147073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511534561119489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450197610808778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730394754289703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334655824377776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170814048834754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236736429560872,0.2530734974066664,0.0,0.28988188037551393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499221566593224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30351495084997665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xXMasterGamersXx,2019/07/13,"Any suggestions? I have extreme social anxiety. To this day, I have no friends and no one talks to me at school because I am seen as the person who doesn't talk. I hate my school but I stayed in it for 5 years. My mother asked me if I wanted to transfer schools after the 3rd year but I refused.. I'll try keep it as short as possible and summarise it so bare with me please. When I was young in primary school. I never quite fit in with other groups. I never talked to anyone because I felt like my mind was going blank when I am in a large group of people like a class. I rather have one-on-one chats with people. I had a friend ( I'll call him Jake, not his real name) I chat to often. He was the smartest guy in the school and from a rivalry, we formed a friendship.When it was time to choose the secondary school to go to, I basically followed him because I didn't want to lose the only friend that I had. 
Moving into secondary school was daunting mainly because I knew most people but never actually spoken to them. The problem persisted and I couldn't talk to anyone. Everyone saw me as the guy who cant talk. I saw everyone as people who prejudge others first before actually trying to talk to you. So I just don't say anything to try not be intrude in people's space. The parent teacher meetings were held each year, I had to go with my mother because it was mandatory, I was an excellent student but the only problem most teachers brave enough to say to us was me being quiet. 
After the third year, my life is was falling apart but I try to maintain a strong desire to stay and finish college and never see any of those people again. Jake and I drifted away from each other probably because the first days after the holidays he would ask me 'what's up' and hold out a hand and I just shake the hand a walk past him because I was too shy to talk in front of his friends. My mother asked me if I wanted to move schools, she had asked several times over the three years but I refused and adamant that I was ok and my excuse was"" I have friends and I like it there"". As my college years are coming to a close, I started to search up what was wrong with me, because I always thought that I was born shy and I was never meant to make friends. I know it's radiculous so that's why I decided to search up my condition on the internet at age 16. That's when I came across anxiety and autism. I identified myself more with having social anxiety but I could very well be autistic because after school everyday for a number of years, I sit inside all day playing PC games.
But this is the question I wanted to ask? Should I continue with this secondary school or transfer for the final year before I reach University to see if I can change because I really want to but in this school I am in right now I know I wont. 

Should I seek professional help?

Any feedback or tips on how to improve will be very appreciated. :D",4.054291442744937,4.974891188135596,5.0221951219512215,84.68652955766848,71.01694915254237,7.6544026457213725,27.78007441091361,7.8500785054351265,1.6088114923522117,2291,79,465,28,41,750,260,590,0.06,0.7609999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.9977,2,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,2,1,1,7,16,21,1,1,29,1,47,3,2,2,6,89,79,41,0,17,19,4,3,3,6,5,1,3,0,3,25,29,0,5,9,5,0,13,15,6,1,5,30,11,80,15,76,38,9,81,0,1,5,0,58,27,0,9,41,324,105,21,0.0,0.0,0.0959342682656407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040899998013472036,0.0,0.0,0.10027905086813353,0.0,0.11280783984210507,0.0,0.0,0.0687391257092915,0.0,0.04044948692135704,0.0,0.22976139356014916,0.0,0.046181724685614434,0.0,0.0,0.2996377262160767,0.0,0.08365272894728748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019164675082116,0.05621898826246004,0.0,0.0,0.051998328428857835,0.042341748591976806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039245404407249086,0.0,0.0,0.0951006335167237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050789137708594084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393735156397412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719547033512034,0.05384571533332838,0.0,0.08362059630609017,0.0,0.0,0.2278571740295954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380591428344092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734021500202727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048529318368896346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03294683559795999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043690261444586265,0.0,0.0,0.05402741648510117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03471886644609823,0.07204236547894274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549906619623448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03281062243211585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049631445700197965,0.0,0.0,0.10448567325681396,0.0,0.0,0.1895526617996386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661593487634015,0.07476754029412215,0.0,0.0,0.05457960976459959,0.0,0.04692297730019198,0.2044628291098803,0.04291930587138211,0.0,0.05395624210993285,0.0,0.055413657844937014,0.0,0.0,0.0529962379976796,0.09406732366686467,0.0,0.0,0.055063638369302566,0.052281243034299776,0.0,0.0559479206658068,0.031489258990133134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197717801453553,0.0,0.07817833812015465,0.0,0.5472102894196523,0.07833861848125488,0.0,0.0,0.05552993704702966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021246007243567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03479139666393385,0.10478307443731792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765564056491993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03902272091777629,0.057324090582093486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348913705199264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059126112057924375,0.0,0.0,0.08111426151782257,0.14496127397624167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04419527607771523,0.0,0.044353766241930784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034917533563949985,0.053742093809021146,0.0,0.2532280966498384
socialanxiety,ArtisticElection,2019/07/13,"Am I suffering social anxiety? Would welcome an opinion. I feel like a bit of a fraud compared with some people here, who really have crippling social anxiety. My line of work means I have to be able to interview people, and I don't have difficulty with that. I don't even find it too tricky to talk to people who come up to me, asking questions about my interests, when I'm out and about - I've even ventured into asking for the odd phone number, which is quite a big deal for me.


Which is why I find it hard to understand why I can feel so intimidated in a small group of colleagues during a social occasion, like a group lunch or a leaving party. Usually I'd be the first to make polite excuses and leave.

There's a new girl who's joined recently and we were getting on really well when we found a moment to chat by ourselves. Yet when we're in a group it's like I clam right up and can't bring myself to say a word to her. I don't understand why I can be so confident in some situations and not this. My reluctance to engage with her is causing tension, she's being cold and formal towards me and we're not really speaking. I don't think she understands why I'm like this, and nor do I. Does this count as social anxiety or am I just being rude?",4.199095902952621,4.800555245136188,5.77903410391394,80.55595788509959,70.47859922178989,9.315541313801788,27.56900892652781,9.478462496947786,2.2785460746166164,986,32,202,21,17,337,138,257,0.10800000000000001,0.764,0.127,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,3,15,11,1,1,14,0,23,1,0,2,0,40,39,18,0,1,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,12,17,1,0,11,1,0,2,8,3,1,1,2,6,26,8,32,31,3,23,0,1,0,0,29,12,0,6,13,137,38,2,0.1039214274645526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23849882269478184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430501263567296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345528337755476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675593248076984,0.0,0.08951910792866451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713842854138662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094234148837144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727824546802406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105091592431196,0.0742414885451594,0.0,0.0,0.18996460401440546,0.0883955131130626,0.0,0.11394448127992912,0.0,0.0,0.0542946566514866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930931867596406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007557323078414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030830407404825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936835979569808,0.0,0.0,0.11320090011930314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036796222066777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613809862774186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641578229626008,0.1105332300499052,0.0,0.0,0.1997241824820768,0.0,0.10260987244682128,0.0,0.0,0.08874833123769513,0.0,0.08264249022048968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681203860728305,0.0,0.4237392326646247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352810692229902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658865455595839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245576129297464,0.0,0.0,0.11445477044352036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343784375234293,0.0,0.3750916973709032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756560368924218,0.0,0.0,0.07382280041940212,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,devozzin,2019/07/13,"Crush invited me for a party tonight My crush for the past 2 months invited me for a party tonight. its now 9:40pm here and she lives 30min away. my heart is beating so fast and i feel like im passing out thinking about it but i barely have any alcohol left. might get a little tipsy. Its so late and i feel like its now or never but at the same time im almost passing out, feels like im having a heart attack. should i try to get as drunk as possible on the little i have? im gonna regret this later if i dont go but at the same time i am going to pass out when i get there from my heart beating. help",-0.9447014595311812,1.1073652330827102,1.5679433878814706,97.75577178239719,92.15789473684212,4.332419283502875,16.094206103494027,5.900188976854957,-0.6413419725785059,468,11,111,4,17,159,78,133,0.14400000000000002,0.742,0.114,-0.6187,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,1,0,8,0,8,5,3,0,1,22,18,13,0,3,5,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,4,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,3,14,3,16,15,2,28,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,4,16,69,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328351797982435,0.12446501103171108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845258964843788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140523649032347,0.11678067292577825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456745967189532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854416689645745,0.2663923779833177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948194059764756,0.0,0.1412811544220931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44187592699963374,0.08331333786464808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370462876135966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021188948929492,0.0,0.13504853358554228,0.0,0.0,0.1821750048762575,0.2491555355100796,0.10975610512456146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185896620095294,0.0,0.0,0.09921229708104123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586513951363808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865509359169425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401256513580655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964419168437238,0.0,0.0,0.14495660174251632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438917861630385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,forever_a_mistake,2019/07/13,Social anxiety causes me to ghost people. Every time I feel like I've done something wrong I get really anxious and it results to me ghosting people. I've hurt a lot of people doing this and I feel really guilty. They don't deserve to be ghosted at all. I'm such a bad person. I hate myself so much. I didn't even say sorry to them. I'm a coward that deserves bad things in life.,0.1147500000000008,2.403230975000003,2.870000000000001,88.73500000000001,89.25,4.7,18.0,6.2581,0.07360000000000033,298,8,59,3,10,104,57,80,0.33899999999999997,0.619,0.043,-0.9773,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,1,8,11,3,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,10,1,7,8,3,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498842337905989,0.22134264990049965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271830648790512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127182551703876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005021681840793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940846671028067,0.0,0.16507762517634658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813396935977845,0.13997086233384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236419097396783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343814340252505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097447664692357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838960224666758,0.0957204283442303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665708125257619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402947969030966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074950090705597,0.17107660117489626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25103273653547303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580965371594901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19972372241926956,0.0,0.1508347956942786,0.0,0.21932513574498336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016572702646115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424707812860335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142162964243136,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,H820012,2019/07/13,"My family makes me feel insecure They are always telling me what I am doing wrong in any situation. Like I drive fine by myself but as soon as one of them are in the car with me they nitpick tiny things I do like for example if I don't park super straight or if I'm too far from the car behind me... It makes me feel super insecure about my driving and then I start making mistakes because I get anxious about it. They also try to boss me around and tell me what I can or can't do in any situation. Like what time I wake up, etc. and then they get mad at me because I'm not acting ""adult"" enough. Do you guys have any advice? I'm so tired of always feeling bad about myself and feeling like I'm inferior to everyone else. 😔",2.886898395721925,3.746750797385623,4.642388591800359,86.5525668449198,73.70588235294119,7.655139631610218,25.02020202020202,8.00094639256281,1.2319071895424831,564,17,125,8,11,192,90,153,0.235,0.6729999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.982,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,5,2,8,14,1,2,2,0,11,2,1,4,0,21,25,15,0,3,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,7,0,1,0,4,26,7,20,25,2,18,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,4,9,84,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458002443443235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931823952454712,0.2482990584551503,0.0,0.0,0.3043911384192749,0.0,0.0,0.16855784541003646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282303126207182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457895596591155,0.18190652545407807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464064470688567,0.0,0.0,0.15416742891575427,0.1664016975632649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257064229821206,0.0,0.0,0.14065608101789234,0.0,0.30176773426030123,0.10659123754858252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559056737187329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773523782852074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915737960249805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987841217451274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101104368650926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354226861480386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560723048383697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608214270972605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991243870247065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700194626930781,0.17148784027536956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129959857541618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313095281560772,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imadethis28,2019/07/13,"I live with my parents and I figuratively cannot leave the house I never leave the house so if I left the house now my parents would think I am hiding something because it's so unusual for me to leave the house when I don't have to, so now my plan is to just wait a few years until I move out and then try to socialise.",4.208714285714287,3.591960014285714,5.395,87.55250000000002,70.28571428571429,8.142857142857144,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.0980000000000008,251,7,60,2,4,84,46,70,0.036000000000000004,0.907,0.057,-0.1916,2,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,8,9,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,8,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932171464251082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7057854928933636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857529598233848,0.1661454141183558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502903773766164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252720287102249,0.0,0.0,0.11793947613595182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395937847681456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772343531036165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798342016901676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382100905547867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862827188480106,0.0,0.0,0.09847391741376173
socialanxiety,Vroniekins07,2019/07/13,"Had a bad friday night. Feeling worthless. I've been diagnosed with SA going on 11 years now. I have a best friend who just doesn't understand : She just does not get what anxiety or depression.
Shes always inviting my clubbing and I dread it. I dread the whole point of spending hours on my makeup and changing my outfit 14 times before finally bussing to the clubs. I usually get to them at like 10pm and my 12:30 I'm done and heading home while I guilt tripped because she is staying till 3am or ""when the club closes"" 

Yesterday was bad. I got invited out after having a really bad day at work and decided dammit let's go. My bf and I head down and we get in line and the whole time I'm checking my phone to see if my best friend and another best friend are on their way or where their at. 

They were already in the club. Because they got together before the club and had drinks and partied. And I had no idea because I was never invited. And that was when I started crashing. 
I asked my friend why I wasnt invited and her response was ""you were never not invited"".
As this is happening I'm in some dumb lineup where the girls are pushing and shoving me and standing right against me to the point their able to reach past me and bribe the bouncer to get in and he let's them. I'm fuming. I'm devastated. I'm going home. Then she told me she left me out because I always bail on nights out. Shes the same person who refused to go to a mutuals birthday party because she had a pimple on her chin.

I like going out I just HATE clubbing. Why cant we all go over to someone house and play music and have wine? Why not go to a small pub where theirs a cute dancefloor or live band and not 200 creepy sweaty people pushing and shoving and stepping on my toes. Am I boring? Am i no fun? Does everyone hate me?

I changed up my life a month ago and stopped taking my meds. I was feeling okay. I was feeling alright. Now I feel like I need them or people wont want me. I'm having really bad thoughts. I know this is a lot of rant I'm sorry.

Tldr: I hate clubs and clubs hate me.",1.422745293466221,3.4475983465116333,3.0293687707641226,91.57868217054263,80.65116279069767,5.955703211517164,23.72646733111849,7.07126945348624,0.8398327796234772,1619,58,348,20,42,533,208,430,0.159,0.7120000000000001,0.129,-0.9493,0,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,2,1,9,4,12,31,6,3,19,2,33,7,3,0,3,65,73,37,0,3,13,0,4,3,5,1,2,0,2,2,7,33,2,2,9,13,2,11,12,16,0,0,19,5,64,15,37,51,9,68,0,2,1,0,36,29,1,8,28,218,71,1,0.07599555847281228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736547727653333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838629885240223,0.0,0.12646878505327766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968796923355224,0.05813639422271066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104558852577145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538124679528008,0.23163093539877255,0.0,0.1293332458460002,0.0,0.2392579501915495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078644842556808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901084825927297,0.0,0.06545486315525054,0.0771338921559658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300845068917852,0.07776984141202575,0.0,0.07444671549207951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261701283888343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370255109958125,0.05429124215760766,0.0,0.08324941967341422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348559198438447,0.0,0.1588181708041583,0.0,0.3023301903890203,0.0,0.1215611808741887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720262137832184,0.0,0.0,0.300119522331342,0.1559867354245112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245948289464856,0.0,0.07484031695621285,0.08768867111863203,0.0,0.08578973530463535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041765171481105715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256939664071361,0.15542121479013166,0.05367791040501702,0.11138277355765366,0.0,0.06710547043466725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460870618669645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441393349099395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065892973307928,0.0,0.0,0.056349743671365374,0.11722491934360894,0.0,0.0,0.14263336709283744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254635963897985,0.10537150302372912,0.06635639037312167,0.0,0.0,0.14368073338420845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736940147034663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489979170310475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055862092470735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439079007910528,0.0,0.0,0.08507080586230173,0.053790047434049366,0.08100115380121628,0.0,0.06353568973912181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713920220760897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033198464115697,0.08862724257117838,0.0,0.0,0.07261701283888343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911405649751453,0.0,0.0,0.08369837108617227,0.0,0.04482414936429062,0.060321737013638826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057225135062256,0.16969265415408222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532567167094039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048938648044234284
socialanxiety,stagnantriver35,2019/07/13,"How to get rid of this feeling when walking Every time I’m walking in public or I’m doing my job as a waitress I feel horribly awkward. This feeling of being uncomfortable in my own body which probably comes across that way to others as it looks strange. 

I put on a stone, and while I’m not overweight I don’t know if this is part of the reason or the whole reason. I’ve started to exercise more and mind my diet to see if it will make a change in my gait, but has anyone else had the same and then managed to walk normally? It doesn’t happen all the time I’d say 70% of the time I feel awkward and self conscious which leads to me being clumsy and jittery in front of others. I feel like a lot of it is “exposure” but I feel I’ve actually exposed myself a lot and it just feels the same every time. Uncomfortable.",3.412803921568628,4.281179123529412,4.997352941176473,84.46642156862748,72.47058823529412,7.549019607843138,27.10784313725491,7.793537801064563,1.5051960784313725,641,22,134,8,12,217,97,170,0.08199999999999999,0.872,0.046,-0.5747,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,11,0,10,4,1,5,1,36,28,18,0,3,8,0,7,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,13,7,2,0,11,1,0,7,3,2,0,0,1,10,12,1,20,24,9,22,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,6,9,93,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.14010940406153827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039163390679016,0.147110515134552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594804998431113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188430453631205,0.12367795719707578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119939272638775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419378396872271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081741563256397,0.1025706785399643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501250154015764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696372749085985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247696398003132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890558049342201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014395083161576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205676270961854,0.0,0.0,0.24412625571986585,0.0,0.0,0.09583805326210752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497076812036058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067393483212415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547874909434833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479914440578965,0.0,0.0,0.14433347327125196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952399528712337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417734832986015,0.0,0.0,0.11441143346213364,0.0,0.14978101571010788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016237876449874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348811353868773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396389639118278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160297406986043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jehovah-Fitness,2019/07/13,"We got this! Hey everyone! if you're reading this I hope you have an awesome day, and you're able to tackle any obstacle you've got going on in your life. I've been having some bad mental days recently but after some reassurance from my girlfriend and some attentive self-care, I've actually been having a pretty good day so far. If anyone needs someone to talk to or just a little encouragement, feel free to drop a comment or leave me a message and I'll try to respond as fast as possible. I know I'm not really anyone special but I figured maybe we could all try and help each other and spread some positivity. Hope Everyone has an awesome day!",3.993984375000004,5.6367754296875,5.627000000000002,77.51800000000003,72.046875,8.557500000000001,28.425,9.120678840339163,2.502113125,517,20,96,11,10,176,85,128,0.07400000000000001,0.647,0.27899999999999997,0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,0,1,29,16,14,0,6,8,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,9,8,11,11,6,13,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,10,7,56,12,1,0.16067035107468994,0.0,0.15679108567211708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926134835189248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246888904863212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415303194231826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828220146768382,0.0,0.0,0.4144763380666733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070548116569925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123975710725283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131266316543983,0.1347626675282752,0.2570055145406581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076939495397193,0.0,0.0,0.3191638233906504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830022305796417,0.0,0.0,0.17012670282081546,0.0,0.0,0.11348622055084008,0.0,0.16103390139257626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141496321751034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191792381340986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191350294752564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113167967285526,0.0,0.16345950907683454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071383075351875,0.0,0.10292954109791737,0.0,0.15864258827067593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676142170724354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613546707058835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291407421091067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181692434017564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bluedenim72,2019/07/13,"I need your help, you wonderful people Hi guys. I know how reddit has helped so many people to better their lives, and now I joined reddit because I need help. So here it goes...I just landed a job that I am so grateful to be in but with how I think about myself and the way I act towards other people at work, I just realized that I've been manifesting symptoms of social anxiety for a long time. Growing up, I always strived for perfection in school. I was the top of my class and a model student. Though I felt this was a good thing, I think this contributed in large part of me being a shy and anxious person. I wanted to be perfect, so everytime that I felt wasn't doing the right thing, I feel like I'm judged or is a failure. I had a few friends but never intimate ones whom I can share problems or connect to a deep personal level. Never had a real conversation in private message or in call. And now that I'm in my early twenties, my being too reserved of a person has taken its toll on me. It's no longer cute, it's problematic and I feel like it's been LEADING my life. And I'm afraid that this can cost me my job as well. Now, I am always always always mindful of what I do or say at work. I beat myself up all the time whenever I feel like I  wasn't being effective or snappy as an employee. And what hurts me the most is that because I never had a real relationship besides my family, **I'm afraid that I will only connect to people at work because I need something from them, and they will see it like that and judge me for it**. Trust me, I never want to be someone who only talks to people/coworkers because I need something from them. But somehow  I can't get past my self doubts and overthinking. I've always wanted to be that down to earth normal guy whom you can have an easy casual chat, but I feel like people will never like me for who I really am. Also, I feel the loneliest whenever there is a team meeting at work. Yes, most of the people there are people that I'm acquainted to, but I feel sick to my stomach knowing that conversations will be made but I'm not going to be involved in them and that my anxiety will get the best of me and I will end up being completely silent and looking forward to the bathroom break which serves as my relief that I will have time alone. Sorry guys for this long text but I really have no one to talk to. Hope someone can relate with me. Thank you for reading this, whoever you are. You have a lovely day ahead.",3.4322253144233343,4.549497928712874,4.944458121487823,83.92300776023548,72.68316831683168,7.598073320845599,25.727856569440732,8.00916892397051,1.4764599946481134,1934,61,391,27,37,651,221,505,0.094,0.725,0.18,0.9939,3,1,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,6,5,14,20,26,0,3,24,1,47,5,1,5,8,75,83,37,0,10,15,0,8,6,1,7,3,1,0,7,35,16,0,0,15,4,1,5,11,5,1,2,13,11,68,21,54,53,6,47,0,1,2,1,42,23,0,11,25,289,103,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232463243458766,0.0,0.055844424927733234,0.2905280488712045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684219461626623,0.0788900002337423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702751456116678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328411293141536,0.06176050770661672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130602400198463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321726085375732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045035701457211766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061850202986559716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583115865883092,0.0,0.21185418485048046,0.1995512634767426,0.13409886139852487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539518365178727,0.0,0.07296841393643162,0.0,0.03968699257249439,0.05857155842179437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743323311600684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042024930567598,0.0,0.0,0.06935868393940213,0.0,0.0,0.07475633224424896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138594472529827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675540664719901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932422991454601,0.20469759310764973,0.0,0.06166271427611189,0.12359780184269853,0.058641082090683326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302588042993726,0.06607648993510773,0.0,0.0707984335705994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051016030458518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711742998195265,0.2692927514219081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842028792628553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463960158129782,0.10622038462395744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562097976536272,0.06666230662291088,0.3388877977605239,0.18292317065069533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681955338596426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985064706585045,0.15896763832686492,0.08947201387921817,0.0,0.0,0.07497316527051974,0.0,0.059635932606476615,0.0,0.055533010125233775,0.0,0.07067345873707617,0.055646863286222883,0.0,0.07284974457426521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118467460032198,0.11833642965148693,0.10751978502947568,0.0,0.07817092647063427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258192593654028,0.0,0.11225623030191784,0.0,0.06429169284268464,0.0,0.0,0.09278622299099508,0.08949073092584311,0.06860933942945767,0.0,0.12215836429610147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356572558168613,0.05542919243420125,0.0,0.0,0.06278712934877638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572955362108577,0.20335338161144897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hy3ro,2019/07/13,"i need help and advise plz  

im 21 skinny 5,11 i go to college and work part time rental so recently one of my coworkers who is 40 something old came up to me a said “ why you always look tired and sleepy and look like shit, you don’t look like someone in your 20’s, Im in my 40s and look better than you and in better shape than you,” man i almost cried when he said that, i couldnt even say anything back to him i just looked at the floor while he is talking like i do with everyone else for some reason. This is just an example of what happens when i talk to people everyday. Most poeple talk to me in the same way, showing me no respect EVEN when im very friendly and respect everyone but for some reason i never get the same treatment from these people. and since i cant do anything about it, i start laughing at what they say about me. I can never keep eye contact with anyone. I always feel inferior to everyone else. Im always thinking of what others think of me. Be it in college or at work, im constantly thinking what should i say or what if that person wont like what i say. Im constantly fighting with my mind. I keep remembering situations and say to myself i should have said that instead of that, and that goes on for weeks even months, hell sometimes i cant even sleep because im thinking of those situations. I feel like people always interpret what I’m saying in opposite way, like if i give someone a compliment or laugh and being nice and friendly with people, they always take it the opposite way. They never actually say that but i can feel it in their face. Sure the laugh and the smile sometimes look forced and not real but i there is nothing else i can do, if i be myself i will look depressed and sad and that will turn people away from me And if i be happy and friendly it still turns always people from me. Im not sure what to do anymore, i know im lonely which is why im trying to make friends with everyone i see but nothing is working. Just why does all is happen.Every time i wake up for the past few years, crying and thinking i don’t want to go through the whole thing again and just end it all. i need any advice because i really cant go on like this ,",2.1159437086092723,3.9118947196468032,3.6483835540838885,89.07654884105963,77.52097130242825,6.296004415011038,23.2455298013245,7.1686216300943375,0.8058247682119211,1720,54,362,20,40,569,196,453,0.08900000000000001,0.746,0.165,0.9868,1,2,1,0,3,0,32.0,0,5,4,5,19,30,3,0,11,0,30,7,6,3,7,80,68,36,0,10,17,0,3,7,4,5,1,10,0,2,29,26,1,2,13,1,0,4,13,7,0,1,4,22,53,23,48,54,10,47,1,4,9,0,37,17,2,11,30,237,82,6,0.0,0.0,0.04780303054567545,0.0,0.0,0.04786831279188918,0.0,0.0,0.0490521575992203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445604336847353,0.0,0.0,0.033311993155335604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858070603987796,0.03425197883268955,0.0,0.08062220492491362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046023729282752494,0.037667021842078506,0.0,0.059722523089588885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664783892642057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056026653702426064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587239717336068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761710322525396,0.0,0.0,0.04219135895412058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042867764261061016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227639376238992,0.0,0.04338683913840045,0.0,0.0,0.1294185165805919,0.0,0.041272611278981526,0.18723195235130802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430600867148439,0.03499543312012812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138509102263653,0.0,0.02559303514599728,0.04699159977306698,0.08351920023628129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663588263886521,0.05214624702477358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032834118963863665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291302133775293,0.0,0.0,0.08708157950821079,0.0,0.0,0.026921289829300938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752375849859066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879498774298545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03269837180603805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946164822486751,0.0,0.03909996224529315,0.0,0.0,0.07264463319011764,0.11334250226747206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940063060446234,0.0,0.05140230952326631,0.0,0.03319401531165833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053046798977862575,0.046762445948180034,0.203763327580316,0.04277247174883978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557565134733501,0.031381528969354595,0.10073102929770902,0.04836752332212955,0.0,0.05549131114983055,0.0,0.13979001173152986,0.2726880693324123,0.0,0.0,0.03903530448364995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050283173506258966,0.04052152269486898,0.1101240819604642,0.04902113187082455,0.0,0.08301094239929004,0.037711627383688384,0.09689632840513332,0.0,0.034672369477975154,0.0,0.03912008717611301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923369886250846,0.0,0.03683119136580039,0.11811868283078013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032543958926414984,0.1569404690515391,0.0,0.0,0.05712797528222395,0.056301919212980514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033258112097873334,0.10656486953183802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0404183780324421,0.0288930674433806,0.1166478365270714,0.039293417841245085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260607377175196,0.054690846013311166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069866390512446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03154522012315949
socialanxiety,9luto,2019/07/13,"hxgakhdjx there was this comic about social anxiety on instagram and it was so wholesome,

i wanted to thank the writer bc the comic came in its right time (aka my depresso mode)

without thinking twice i dm-ed the writer “you have no idea how much i needed that last comic!!!”

after a while, i regret sending the message and feel weird about it

so i unsent it..

2 seconds later, the writer dm-s “its my pleasure really!”

and thought it was sweet of the writer to dm back,

i wanted to throw my phone.

did i have to unsend that message?

why did i send it in the first place?

now the whole convo is the writer saying “it’s my pleasure”

i feel so bad for him

i don’t want to imagine what he thought of me unsending the message...

but since the message i sent (and unsent) was about the comic which is about SOCIAL ANXIETY....

i can only hope that the writer realizes it’s my social anxiety that made me do that...",2.4855000000000023,4.4026369388888895,4.2030555555555535,84.96625000000002,76.83333333333333,6.5,23.472222222222207,7.413659706084162,1.1243888888888889,699,22,134,9,16,235,97,180,0.061,0.853,0.086,0.7455,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,11,8,0,0,14,0,13,0,0,2,0,23,27,10,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,17,5,0,0,8,4,0,5,3,3,0,3,11,4,21,5,17,16,2,18,0,1,0,0,15,5,0,1,8,101,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37113008373544976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243473407235606,0.1350236281189165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495662934927906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353393722532147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755302358650487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061753049696306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255433091407425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181770576017465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301678224686222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887768647839067,0.11990816519689015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299004895798987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689557010231297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359751008558356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381020469261539,0.0,0.12860069483398534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377069231280442,0.0,0.0,0.4945382176018331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888363431006438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036191821072854,0.0,0.2567641699738295,0.09429617022880962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861476107928428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592085977703764,0.18054682666947267,0.0,0.15588559344050024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cosmonaut52,2019/07/13,"Do you ever go somewhere to just turn around and go home? I've had a bit of unfortunate luck when it comes to friendships, meaning I have none. In an attempt to try and meet new people I figured I should get out more. I cant begin to explain how many times I'll pump myself up to go out to some live music or a bar, drive there and sit in the parking lot halfway to a panic attack, which eventually leads me to not getting out of my vehicle and coming straight home. 

What do you guys do in this situation to overcome the urge to flee?

Also, suggestions on meeting new people?",6.515897435897436,5.397221401709405,7.244059829059832,77.85788461538465,65.75213675213675,9.509401709401713,34.029914529914535,8.344100000000001,2.5535196581196584,452,17,91,5,6,151,84,117,0.084,0.853,0.063,-0.5329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,7,3,1,1,6,0,7,1,0,2,1,23,18,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,10,1,0,3,1,0,8,3,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,21,16,5,25,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,4,6,63,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432312672895647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065804565794356,0.0,0.20531257470881215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702831838225104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109207217713996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324695480902926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857799440833167,0.0,0.307698621623021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786953238366517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620555931003256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935978816934987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343055737656666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829699439763928,0.0,0.19658655221582996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486013207508976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174461618463875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502326604996513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285771493783736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523448021966472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252841527874275,0.19630134972329086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tubu_,2019/07/13,Do you ever feel like people treat you like a child? Can you relate that people treat you like you're special.,2.91,5.0288472727272815,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,76.27272727272728,4.4,15.545454545454547,3.1291,-0.9730727272727266,88,1,17,0,2,27,14,22,0.0,0.473,0.527,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803853713988051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262808169531405,0.30042032719024475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6163360414264971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5830727048576239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kokomo123m,2019/07/13,"Lost all friends , don’t go to college anymore , uncooperative garbage family , can’t afford to go to therapists , depressed , that’s perfect I don’t know what to say or what to start with ,in my college there are 100+ students in the class and we sign attendance signatures on the paper so I told someone to sign for me and no one notices so I don’t go to college anymore , I only attend for exams, I don’t wanna see anyone.Very low grades and  I couldn’t continue studying and had to delete the rest of the year , and currently sitting in my room playing video games , I will never talk to my family again , don’t get me started on them .

The only thing prevents me from suiciding is the video games I play which kills my time .",3.79191287878788,5.2542990625,5.002954545454545,82.51022727272729,72.2638888888889,7.736363636363637,29.75757575757576,8.296473431620573,2.164216666666668,571,24,111,9,11,189,89,144,0.095,0.8190000000000001,0.087,-0.2732,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,2,4,8,1,0,6,0,11,0,0,0,3,17,21,8,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,1,1,6,0,5,9,4,0,1,3,2,17,4,20,16,2,21,0,3,1,0,8,7,0,1,8,74,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660609334939846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895825218603554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479669062563246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258790231282673,0.0,0.09642315952343096,0.0,0.31466315431961706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041844347077779,0.0,0.10142743168127873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014652327535463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423413585581252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210118810602708,0.0,0.0,0.12506026797371952,0.2807270855622194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676674482157678,0.0,0.0,0.1470676443728227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637413256178267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612600962846733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187486791285236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483395323808262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142843335517404,0.12261114499256552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761638552178558,0.0,0.0,0.17635165491769686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522784496042874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884834193309304
socialanxiety,broskisendhelp,2019/07/13,"Obsessive/social anxiety/is anyone out there Ok so basically I’m a 20 year old female in college and I’ve never come close to dating anyone let alone barely even talk to the male gender unless if I’m black out drunk. And what I’ve found what has happened to me about four times ever since high school is that if I get a crush on someone all of four I’ve never even known them personally or ever talked to them except for the last one but who I met once and talked with him normally but I was seriously intoxicated. And these crushes are essentially obsessions since I don’t even know them at all really and will just stalk on social media obsessively and then have all of these hypotheticals and what not in my head like I’m talking to them and sometimes dreams and it’s just the creepiest thing ever and I always try to get myself to stop but I can never find a way. Literally the only way I will completely stop is if I meet/come into contact with the next guy to obsess over. And then after I meet the next guy I legit don’t even think about the past guy for another second ever again and it’s just so stupid I can’t. 

But it gets even worse because the last guy who I met one year ago at an outside day party in college when I was superrrr drunk and it was fine at first that day bc I was basically blacked but then he started snapping me a few days later and asked me to hang out and I literally couldn’t respond even though I straight up think I sorta liked him (honestly I did but I always tell myself that I didnt to justify myself) and definitely after bc when I stopped talking to him I kept obsessing with him the entire year and beat myself up over it and I regretted it so much. 

BUT it gets even worse. WE MET IN AT THE BEGINNING OF THE FALL SEMESTER and maybe snapchatted for a few weeks, and then I saw him like once in person at a party a month later and didn’t say anything, but over the course of that semester I cried drunk and sober about it like 10 times because I don’t know why I’m holding myself back but I JUST COULDNT talk to him without being super stressed and anxious and uncomfortable that I don’t want to at all. And ok then it’s the end of the winter semester SO LITERALLY APRIL and I’m still obsessed but probably not as much but still I haven’t met anyone else New the entire year who I’ve become obsessed with over him. So my friend convinced me to make a tinder and I just got it as a joke AND I SAW HIM COME UP ON MY TINDER AFTER A WHILE and whenever he would come up I would close out of it because I just couldn’t I was so stressed. Ok and then eventually after like a few weeks I went out with my friends drinking and my one friend swiped on him along with a lot of other people and of course it was a match AND THEN HE MESSAGED ME. it takes me like multiple days to respond to him and then he responds in like 6 hours to whatever but the convo makes me cringe to look at it and it just hurts but then I’m legit been obsessed with this guy forever it just makes 0 sense. And then i said when I remembered meeting me and he didn’t exactly remember the time I met him but obviously knew who I was still, and then I’m the one who didn’t respond to him after that when he asked what I was doing this summer because I just can’t. I’ve sorta forgot about him this summer but not really, especially when I am doing nothing productive and just laying around and have nothing better to think about, and it got especially bad tonight that id figure I’d write it out on here . 

So yeah I’ve told my friends the outline of this but definitely not the details of how I’m super obsessive and creepy because I just think it’s so embarrassing and hate myself. I’m just wondering if anyone else is like this at all in terms of social anxiety or obsessiveness? Or any advice or support that I’m not insane would be greatly appreciated.",2.7184461821872965,4.451783546599497,4.309372908755972,85.27399883454268,75.62468513853905,7.259190195120118,24.06737095379525,8.064161130139013,1.298396917177338,3072,97,634,50,67,1028,289,794,0.125,0.755,0.121,-0.1445,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,4,5,51,42,2,12,34,4,43,6,1,4,14,160,96,97,0,13,44,0,0,8,4,5,1,2,0,8,45,65,4,6,14,6,0,6,23,18,0,8,30,7,81,24,93,55,12,121,0,2,5,0,69,40,0,12,81,447,126,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557877108085403,0.05060686174347298,0.0,0.0,0.059128047509900465,0.0,0.0,0.09500694686365302,0.0,0.0,0.038823174083562534,0.05986386803237737,0.043673712168853546,0.06449547719576139,0.0,0.15967468901992315,0.11699095254032675,0.04698022544320855,0.050822225230726534,0.10674293188032788,0.0,0.0,0.04389870457061318,0.047667785465729466,0.17400774398313942,0.06305144627528864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050491486938632896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753400197967148,0.059857804078315625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271071072511844,0.1472733704004419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592648921194158,0.0,0.0,0.0953827789955755,0.0,0.0505648161294681,0.0,0.0,0.2639519573919568,0.20656478103061016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521792477479821,0.04856074532902691,0.0,0.06259626469960547,0.1764304439851992,0.0,0.11930872513890875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132021508020048,0.06294195310798813,0.0,0.2826404976642045,0.050484519762712336,0.0,0.0,0.05636457940761201,0.058590835191735524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060318744914047526,0.0,0.0,0.05622217382196308,0.0,0.0611160515554863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627503684167626,0.09307197867956506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837841760253295,0.0,0.22313041634656536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04794124174811183,0.0,0.0,0.04853589692526072,0.0,0.0,0.11432410318007692,0.0,0.057354602622169674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045568712560407135,0.0,0.08393547314139004,0.0,0.13209403820653245,0.05513790101944663,0.12143177659014916,0.0,0.05593610225126813,0.10955883568733583,0.0,0.059906376709833564,0.12159802488437466,0.15474271130732867,0.043419535897715085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449888786761449,0.03957903440165621,0.09969761394619484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155270185784085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314666261514126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293437365245101,0.0,0.05430568639638395,0.04540027858451053,0.0,0.057778152273006485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445091576346894,0.0,0.0,0.11639218009303773,0.04837219214984182,0.0,0.05646349361608227,0.0,0.0404086128937447,0.0,0.1367765009605061,0.14318944939134245,0.13079285942287755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478508279330711,0.0,0.0,0.04292459317675037,0.2753207930055055,0.049899197401925534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037928075239357095,0.14632392897854452,0.05609065880945723,0.0,0.0998689564632669,0.0,0.0,0.05455196456006599,0.0,0.03876037887152253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03367317536155326,0.09063080760622057,0.09158834742042324,0.0,0.0,0.05292302429465829,0.051514866958697454,0.0,0.0,0.05503274596336125,0.06191169583144309,0.0,0.0,0.11635922377588688,0.12166534536849967,0.0,0.0,0.14705641498363026
socialanxiety,Pocahotmess86,2019/07/13,"I wish people would respect personal space. I mean, if someone (me) has been avoiding guests downstairs, you’re not going to want me to hangout with you more by overstaying your welcome. You’re underestimating how long I can stay up here. Like I get that I seem like a snob and it’s totally rude to not even say “hi” so you have the urge to force it out of me but why not just respect that I don’t want your company? Do other people never want to be alone? So much of my energy gets sucked out of me when I’m around people and it’s literally torture. Like I rather go the whole night without eating than to say “hi”. I rather people think I’m a snob or weird af than to even acknowledge you.",1.2477699530516446,3.475183260563384,2.9766478873239457,90.58267136150236,82.59154929577466,6.04018779342723,20.734272300469485,7.3011,0.5650801877934271,541,16,117,8,15,179,89,142,0.17300000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.128,-0.6940000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,0,11,13,5,1,4,0,8,1,0,1,2,29,22,9,0,8,10,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,6,6,1,1,4,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,1,2,18,6,19,19,4,12,0,0,0,0,12,5,1,3,7,78,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457146115783728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004909668859062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247316772526158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226571015565579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612536988381572,0.0,0.19158662959280565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470414070656631,0.0,0.0,0.14916528530643566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360508781435728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390683276674574,0.0,0.1299994967480951,0.0,0.0,0.15817682831757132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674174208479671,0.1471751467662027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680823501957782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344553913692707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428155438684427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796564977674649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080028140615628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29825314747825005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209407337229605,0.18818489929788068,0.193829170643376,0.1624803672528408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973616587342678,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,illslut,2019/07/13,Boyfriends Birthday I (24f) have had horrible social anxiety that started within the last couple years.  I have stopped going out as much especially to busy places.. or anywhere for that matter. Leaving my house is a struggle. My bf’s birthday is coming up and he mentioned he might want to go downtown. This is something that is completely out of my comfort zone because we live in an extremely busy city. He is well aware of my fears but thinks we would have a good time. I’m torn between going and possibly having a good time but suffering each day prior at the thought of it- or not going and planning something we can enjoy equally. What are your thoughts/opinions?,5.818243727598567,7.467862258064517,5.580107526881722,79.59571684587816,67.54838709677419,7.769175627240144,35.551971326164875,8.167268648758528,2.9717089605734768,536,27,90,7,9,166,89,124,0.113,0.757,0.13,0.5023,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,3,1,0,1,1,8,0,2,6,0,14,0,0,0,0,22,24,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,2,0,0,5,1,3,1,0,2,0,10,5,14,20,3,20,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,3,8,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567810672273534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811556923509646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277789980724066,0.1859561078418739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624285175186773,0.0,0.11438100332159505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995766497874377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031857288663751,0.29751834218722684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464690040513264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457014562169362,0.0,0.18779612897766387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661004265994585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881484250775076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037827009839625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853009818344818,0.0,0.0,0.19994408704676614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079377557029808,0.0,0.2730771474777213,0.0,0.0,0.1255346482002314,0.0,0.0,0.14827892593585826,0.0,0.18541271048206093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364361229064067,0.0,0.14080215259961235,0.2068373286112176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461012937792913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946581530253431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598977656203728,0.0,0.0,0.11421250321744518
socialanxiety,Aandy_Les_Chats,2019/07/13,"So tired I just moved into a new place after moving to get away from harassing aggressive neighbors and my new neighbor is extremely nosey and won't stop coming to my door and has asked twice to go grocery shopping together. She's actually very nice, even gave me a little bit of a rice dish she cooked, but I'm so anxious about having people come to my door or show up at any minute. I think I'm going to try and exchange numbers and ask her to to text instead, but it seems like it'd be so weird because I think it's just the way she is... And also she is so nosey to the point where she has already, after my living in the new place for one week, asked me if I'm married, if I want to get married, how much my rent is, and about a let's say friend that stopped by, how late I stay up, what time I get up, where I got a Lyft to, how much I work, and it's alllll a bit much. I am also stressed and anxious because of my job (and interviewing for a new job) and I need private, quite, non-social time/space when I get home. I really can't relax if I feel like someone might stop by at any moment and hate feeling like I want to look like I'm not home... I don't know what to do... I have to enter the building in a way that I walk near her windows and door to get into my apartment... Help?",6.9432973621103145,3.882235500000004,7.621978417266187,81.67910671462832,66.3021582733813,10.417745803357317,33.238609112709824,7.793537801064563,2.120948681055156,991,28,233,8,12,334,143,278,0.12,0.768,0.11199999999999999,-0.5019,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,18,12,3,1,12,0,17,3,0,3,0,42,46,29,0,6,9,0,2,4,3,2,1,1,9,0,8,17,2,3,6,4,3,8,4,5,0,2,2,4,33,7,36,39,5,43,0,0,1,0,17,18,0,6,18,146,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.09060034901459164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245339870741726,0.14849134516596896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262714171797682,0.0,0.0,0.209769950536896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603840670028935,0.0,0.08722806668054812,0.0,0.0,0.11319118001898862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271872357168969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995023549661608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061321231296982526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388735738675588,0.13265261295812295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172945902013206,0.0,0.2425304306130263,0.0,0.10552843762484278,0.0,0.0742541873992495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166220290517328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223000098017398,0.0,0.18625608820579764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426261605481725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102350680731673,0.0,0.1047297616922544,0.0,0.0,0.0949371824611478,0.0,0.18143154541762227,0.09305202273972966,0.08198114136991899,0.0,0.07796385380368738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849063554818713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735259642319866,0.2047485437899529,0.06884112833362048,0.0,0.3586693291515863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291210699619566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436491712072458,0.0,0.19400015132800547,0.0,0.08776565039635909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098748840251919,0.0,0.0,0.05947692949128841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383164376106019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451982291268224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786646815856136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989571639672686,0.0,0.23286007811879006,0.10635013819821508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897874346687826,0.0,0.0,0.1082737734403889,0.10670816206962933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303358864987961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660433061548308,0.10952117322232124,0.14738723438676454,0.07447221085682912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759004416870798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,louisguan_15,2019/07/13,How do I prevent silent awkwardness in conversations? I get extremely anxious whenever I run out of things to talk about which leads to silent awkwardness. Any tips or advice would be appreciated!,7.049090909090908,10.195989060606065,6.936363636363637,64.9245454545455,67.48484848484848,11.672727272727276,35.24242424242424,11.20814326018867,5.248442424242422,161,8,24,6,3,51,28,33,0.16899999999999998,0.7070000000000001,0.124,-0.1494,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576810206563041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185043745684963,0.0,0.0,0.5291193240026729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447014687615525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764541799749817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31116100545248826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33271317666991906,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iridescence0459,2019/07/13,":( Does anyone else feel like everybody thinks you’re weird and completely unlikeable and you freak them out but they don’t say anything about it to you and the only people who interact with you do it out of pity or because they haven’t spent enough time around you to realise how weird you are and the only people who even come close to being friends are just waiting until you mess up and say or do something to make them not want to hang out with you anymore and you have some sort of mental disorder that was never diagnosed so you don’t know if you’re normal or not but everyone else can tell there’s something wrong with you and is silently judging you every time you speak breath or move in the slightest, or is it just me?",7.994522167487682,6.574103427586207,7.136847290640392,80.7893103448276,63.0,10.21674876847291,33.128078817733986,8.841846274778883,2.4940837438423653,587,18,117,7,7,180,87,145,0.145,0.818,0.037000000000000005,-0.9316,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,12,4,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,13,2,1,2,1,39,21,18,0,3,12,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,6,16,0,1,3,0,1,3,6,6,0,0,2,4,17,2,18,18,2,14,0,1,0,0,24,7,0,8,5,83,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885262526976053,0.11905007189143,0.17445196099721175,0.14010985086789074,0.15156790608549142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378919568535264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666430979067072,0.17851485222927124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281078222919538,0.0,0.0,0.19513323702569074,0.0,0.1489960752934243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844615327908557,0.0,0.0,0.17592456794062955,0.0,0.11245542759924587,0.0,0.14345178022883806,0.16269116520738652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608880397359528,0.12163410613949167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154280850144087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357069573246132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831806602232019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136501786730746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158249728124456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095992325323945,0.0,0.0,0.13131536243213288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681910039001754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25898150304688755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23607432936713646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707959019705391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621496394763705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488151459567314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909602749975407,0.0,0.0,0.1985604860256933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042403018816473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615308430363472,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stubkoihjvxtyuJBLoo,2019/07/13,"Walking in public So I get really self conscious when I'm walking alone in public and my worst fear happened today. I was walking back from the library and waiting at a traffic light. Right before it turns green a car turns and a man yells something out the window. I couldn't hear what he said because I had headphones in. Now I'm even more self conscious than before and don't want to go outside again. I assume he yelled something rude but I wish I knew what he said. Sorry for the rant my anxiety is through the roof right now it's so annoying because I want to be able to just brush it off! 

Any tips on how to stop dwelling on others perception of you or how to be more relaxed in public? My mind knows that most people dont give two shits about what I'm doing when I'm walking around but then something like this happens and my social anxiety gets worse.",3.3535960591133005,5.0000917816092,3.905418719211824,89.1993103448276,73.71264367816093,6.120853858784894,26.79638752052545,6.5431188927421005,1.0479422003284071,686,25,137,5,14,216,109,174,0.16899999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.087,-0.8807,0,1,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,14,8,3,2,7,0,9,1,1,2,0,27,30,15,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,3,9,7,0,2,6,1,0,6,3,6,0,1,5,8,13,2,21,22,4,27,0,0,1,0,15,12,1,3,10,85,22,0,0.13670512123103146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158527748792185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296417025545634,0.0,0.2091580871267355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169654106439465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511779992312202,0.0,0.1666683461027515,0.0,0.2326519787193291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021738395615231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902924432763916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383126767093974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428455670948218,0.13114000899042422,0.0776926707663502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417757744580101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407660705295315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512955948079485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678721699108657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803320219389462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477411828158527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757680119528785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334908531744172,0.2600757508969546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28522651144615874,0.0,0.1403258424382747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935365541317418,0.0,0.31572684339477936,0.0,0.15303019100501825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429160259926475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958047041675075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973918320711925,0.13354103941169596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612644448192434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720414281222905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931419757966462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anulittle,2019/07/13,"Is it just me or do you guys also initiate about 95% of your conversations in DMs? Been lying in bed for quite some time,and realised that I always have to message people to talk to them and no one actually thinks of talking to me. Am I being annoying again?",5.623782051282049,5.446271250000002,7.054615384615384,75.3570512820513,67.26923076923077,10.01025641025641,30.794871794871803,9.725611199111238,2.742171794871795,203,7,40,4,3,70,44,52,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,7,0,10,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.3314102562235435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715859005162697,0.28258262800638584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362671772859144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301284457062548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354427318083617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612169136831414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5459311190787765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21760830000314255,0.0,0.0,0.198029253686374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MarilynMonMeow,2019/07/13,"Can anyone recommend some exercises that would help my trembling hands ? Whenever I have to write something in front of someone I get real nervous and my hands start to tremble in a ridiculous manner...I feel like this is getting out of control and ruins me inside out... Last year I had to renew my ID and had to take a new photo for it, the guy who took my photo asked me to lower my head more and that gave me panic and my head started to tremble uncontrollably,  I felt such a shame , I can't live like this anymore",7.435631067961165,5.939808679611655,7.795456310679616,75.86386407766993,64.14563106796118,9.793398058252427,35.16310679611651,8.238735603445708,2.733300582524272,406,15,78,4,5,134,69,103,0.221,0.69,0.08900000000000001,-0.9201,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,11,1,7,4,0,7,5,4,1,0,14,17,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,9,0,0,5,4,14,2,13,11,2,11,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,7,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021657100368794,0.14253756656386876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057344468936246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286365632891701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307334075346766,0.145631407229268,0.19572921316617792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300777794551565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184483337583853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184204834183901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663722730410813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166166014635096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918289346694112,0.0,0.18000442988231052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968808528137045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917557468424974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320274045887245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272254233200438,0.15693468761881205,0.0,0.0,0.2885739943104985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327080565397894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264862915061741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481011253085788,0.0,0.0,0.1312735516695305
socialanxiety,syrxinge,2019/07/13,"Struggling With Social Anxiety Rant I want to apologize for the long post but I am feeling so shitty right now and just feel like I need to get this off my chest...

My whole life I have suffered from severe social anxiety. As a kid they originally just thought I was shy but at the age of 8 I was officially diagnosed with it. My mother would order my food for me, ask questions I had because I was too afraid to ask myself, she would do everything I was afraid of. I guess in a way that only helped my anxiety get worse but my mom was only doing what she thought would help me. 

​

I started to skip school in 4th grade because my anxiety was so bad. My mom was literally have to drag me out of the house and force me into the school. I was so afraid that I fought the entire way to the school every time. When I was at school I would stay in the guidance office and have someone bring my work down. It was so hard for my mom to get me to school that they had to literally have the police take me to school some mornings but in the end the school just was done. At that point I had missed 74 days of school and they just told me to do homeschooling. I ended up taking the end of the year assessment and passing. I was never bad at school, I just couldn't function in that type of setting. 5th grade was the same struggle unfortunately...

​

I thought maybe middle school would be different because it wasn't one classroom for 8 hours a day and at first I was doing okay but then all of the sudden is was like I couldn't do it anymore and I stopped going again. I made it a month before quitting all together. I started to stay in my room constantly, I felt like my room was the only safe place I had. It was a place where I didn't have to constantly analyze everyone's actions, words, and what they mean. I could be myself without having to stress or worry about people thinking I am weird. It was then that I started to get depressed... 

​

While I enjoyed being alone, I hated that I couldn't be normal. That I couldn't go out and do the things kids my age did. I stopped eating, I stopped showering, I stopped everything. My mother became so worried that she made the decision to send me to a residential treatment center (RTC). While I think my mom was trying to make the best decision, I don't know if it really did me any good.

​

If you don't know what a RTC is, it is where you are basically locked in a facility 24/7 and you are monitored while you ""work"" on your mental health issues. A minimum stay is 6 months. If I am giving my honest opinion, I would never send my kid to a place like this. If you ever watched a prison tv program, the structure of how the units and everything are set up are EXACTLY the same. It always amazes me how similar a lot of things are despite the fact the show is about PRISON.

​

Anyways, I feel like it might have prevented me from commiting suicide but it did nothing for my mental health. In fact, I felt even more alone and disconnected before. I actually got PTSD from being in these facilities ( I was sent to 4 total ) and for the longest time I would sleep with the lights on for fear of being jumped even in my own home. While I was there I would mostly read and listen to music in my room (which was locked btw, you had to ask STAFF to unlock the bathroom or your room)

​

Even in this placement I isolated myself from the real world, mainly to try and numb the loneliness I was feeling. I used books to escape from everything. This became my go to method whenever I was in these placements. Even though I isolated myself mostly I still communicated with people a bit more but nothing to actually simulate what I would encounter in real life. I think that is why when I ended up leaving after 6 months, I went right back to where I was at. I didn't really learn anything that I could take with me into society. 

​

I bounced back and forth between placements until I was in 9th grade (so like 3 years almost) I tried to go back to High School because I really had thought that this was it, this was my turning point but then something I'd rather not go into detail about happened and I had to leave school. People I had opened up to a trusted turned on me and it broke any trust I had in people at the time. 

​

Fast forward to 11th grade and I was in another placement about 2 hours from where I lived and I was able to go back to school for an entire year. I was actually able to do it. I think mainly because of the wonderful supports this school had for people like me. They had this room where kids in the program could go to do their work (Albeit it was mainly for trouble makers mostly)  In the beginning I used this room almost every class period. I would wait until instruction was done then leave to go do my work.  Slowly I was able to start staying in class as I got to know my teachers and felt more comfortable in class but I still was considered ""quiet"" I would of course talk to my teachers but that was the only interactions I had at school.

​

I wouldn't talk to anyone there, it was just too much for me. Also because I knew I wouldn't be permanently at this school so what was the point in making friends when I would just up and leave one day. I would always be the first done because I never talked to anyone so I had no distractions. All my teachers loved me and didn't care if I was constantly on my phone during class (mainly reading books because that was my coping skill but I also watched Netflix lol)  because they knew my work would be turned in on time. I was always a top student in class despite my lack of attention and input. At the end of the year I became really sad because I knew my time was up at that school, I knew I had to go back to my hometown and I knew there was no resources there for me. 

​

12th grade comes along and of course just like I said, I struggled with no supports. I begged the board to help me, my mom begged, shit even the teachers from the OTHER SCHOOL begged them but still nothing. I would come home from school so emotionally drained from holding in all my panic attacks. I  would literally pass out and sleep for until the next morning. I was still working on things in therapy but nothing was helping. I ended up quitting school and enrolling in a GED program and as of last week I now have my GED. 

​

I am slowly working on things but I feel stuck. I can't get a job because of my anxiety. I lost my old job because I would have severe panic attacks before work and not be able to come in. I really want to work but I can't and it's so frustrating. I don't want to live off my mother forever, I want to be my own independent person. I am trying to go to college but if I can't even hold a job how am I supposed to go to college? I mean the college I am going to has some really good resources for people like me and I went in and talked to some of the staff so I think it might be okay but still, the fear is there. I want more out of life, I really do.

​

Lately I have been really wanted to travel for some reason. I  don't know if it is because I barely leave the house or because my mind is in some way  trying to get me to push myself outside my comfort zone more. Like I went to a concert in May with my friend and then went to New York for a day and had so much fun. It was my first time going somewhere by myself without my family. I did have some uncomfortable parts during the trip but I tried to look past it and enjoy myself. It was ever since that trip that I have just wanted to leave and go everywhere. 

​

I started taking trips to nature spots by myself, going to see my sister 3 hours away by myself, even just driving by myself somewhere and back. While most of the places I go to don't have many people, I want to start making trips to more populated areas but until I can get a job I can't really do that. I want to start making connections with people, I want to try to have a semi average life... but honestly at this point I don't think it's possible. 

​

I hate my anxiety so much, I feel like it really limits me as the person I aspire to be. The passions I wish to pursue are just not something I can do with my anxiety and it really fucking sucks. Again I am sorry for such the long post. If you actually read this then thank you for taking the time out of your day and I am sorry if I wasted it. I just really needed to put my thoughts out there, and I am sure some of this might not make any sense but my mind is going a mile a minute so it's hard to get everything  out the way I want to right now.",3.560167807694832,4.860591106590261,4.590023841291369,85.8798523589755,72.60458452722062,7.391281524092829,25.35499464117763,7.864215127130022,1.3100513790765338,6791,210,1388,90,131,2216,486,1745,0.126,0.7759999999999999,0.099,-0.9938,6,2,3,0,0,1,196.0,0,11,8,19,81,68,9,12,77,3,182,17,4,16,15,264,314,116,1,52,52,9,11,11,2,23,8,4,9,6,72,65,2,10,38,10,0,41,32,32,0,5,101,20,250,36,226,170,39,256,0,6,4,3,65,102,3,34,113,1021,322,61,0.07765281456368983,0.0,0.07577794546099338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03887903842985574,0.040212448512215886,0.0,0.031049463875696792,0.0484600217656998,0.2944787724786414,0.33024834226646144,0.0396049325488377,0.02035643668591446,0.10395733354321456,0.0,0.01925268152836526,0.027148326730400747,0.0,0.015975412484328953,0.0,0.05444617444321068,0.044170643445244434,0.018239343864232524,0.08956533176593626,0.032418428300224886,0.16567752253730494,0.0,0.049557619345243636,0.0,0.02037295952166256,0.0,0.021194190400226312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019793054934119914,0.0,0.0,0.05016826792238759,0.0,0.06293632940668242,0.0,0.04649959032155791,0.0,0.0,0.06259955167064166,0.0,0.01672056384948056,0.01970399305080997,0.0,0.020282665914993333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959934233501385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01986455383626572,0.0,0.02183724115026284,0.10316601769044223,0.0,0.0,0.08975566540181644,0.035120708240195635,0.032712922704169214,0.018550148013466616,0.08723667830932089,0.0,0.018301040661782703,0.04369050257583643,0.05889539437412548,0.04160638968004951,0.055919159676463215,0.0,0.0,0.049538583299186895,0.02347452290115794,0.0,0.02999718595288585,0.01794719394583691,0.08114078121560085,0.018622913882655717,0.18756050711202485,0.03256574832159504,0.031053024763097105,0.0,0.02138583247440705,0.0,0.017167031866578142,0.0,0.034780834640936294,0.038333038934894426,0.0,0.04127065533594407,0.0,0.0,0.05204904475096125,0.020511115505475474,0.03894605221543837,0.0,0.057354285282682126,0.04480046107002136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020262340892473613,0.07705843642861179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042675956087660984,0.015824352013126222,0.02189893928659238,0.1233346776624846,0.0,0.0,0.054848479392889116,0.10432741770178408,0.0,0.03428442896262561,0.03436014864864838,0.01630220171810039,0.0,0.0211918050266664,0.016504411512780478,0.017521174228006822,0.036738485353335466,0.06479232088156263,0.019681941469098716,0.019503172369224768,0.04229333988125499,0.0,0.0,0.039127886471647326,0.0617830236596584,0.0392036031901112,0.11368254737746696,0.04648630180025429,0.0,0.042812815163752925,0.0287892890318677,0.04491797830176488,0.01874939304773169,0.020646162310114544,0.0,0.01902081775469191,0.07450996988185059,0.0,0.020370891568795915,0.0,0.026309778409496463,0.05905846464552459,0.0,0.04555442332846249,0.0,0.02102260774023459,0.01853209952503947,0.10766936843455402,0.033901721234164316,0.08113066365997333,0.0,0.07340700937049129,0.02188547021769344,0.03718496556573603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02269299618655021,0.01951563162195173,0.02174723099820271,0.041296663381181306,0.05825537138859755,0.04419295166905371,0.14923914427037094,0.019960006607368914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973630951221556,0.01846640224141919,0.0,0.0,0.3929439701218293,0.015469809865866841,0.0,0.0,0.043862788731034746,0.01992737456217442,0.016058802662282125,0.0,0.038854447248842496,0.03957863269907691,0.016448744446726636,0.029890465212199475,0.0,0.04346298418724229,0.09618535819378987,0.08276756828915244,0.07751704752349063,0.06492123003811094,0.0222377591803082,0.06088468651170233,0.0,0.021234893892717543,0.044059746869694855,0.01829671468574137,0.0,0.07298156567485453,0.06241439090995715,0.0,0.017873069666395427,0.022200690240868425,0.0,0.05158907953030987,0.0746351821337787,0.01907337401098774,0.07705957607501505,0.07923996611909061,0.0,0.0,0.018550148013466616,0.0,0.09226203669222027,0.06334797275869597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03353354978123172,0.0,0.0,0.1259545153479661,0.06163718975965597,0.015572100974355813,0.0,0.0,0.07198493707079892,0.017517396755265868,0.021674148579619728,0.022324226116246668,0.037427271096123614,0.021052791236756224,0.12719739114657908,0.03943010127337289,0.01978371302648623,0.2344399088662999,0.0,0.33024834226646144,0.05000586663148416
socialanxiety,eercree,2019/07/13,"OCD + social anxiety = hell Anyone else struggle with this? I wanna get over my anxiety but I can’t when it’s also my current obsession. Fuck this, all I can think about is anxiety. It’s literally meta anxiety.",1.4978571428571428,4.056308309523811,4.824095238095238,75.43757142857146,84.95238095238095,9.074285714285717,27.447619047619053,9.3871,3.42852761904762,167,8,30,6,5,61,33,42,0.424,0.5760000000000001,0.0,-0.9442,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,6,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049033265220026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7671608103271349,0.0,0.0,0.1753001945192691,0.256878993949441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943356538651595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317746225042443,0.13098408303201453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555642592582158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26209343691139003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064295080331767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dellwei,2019/07/13,"Is social anxiety for other people a thing? I feel like an asshole. I almost had a panic attack at the event I was at because the host (a friend) was 

Currently at a bar next door self medicating (I know I know) to calm down so I can go back and support my friend. 

My chest is tight and I'm a tool and Im being irrational 

 Is there a name for this so I can learn about this?  how to not care what people think about people that aren't me",-0.3215280464216619,1.7541944680851067,2.1788974854932306,94.66136363636365,88.36170212765957,5.120309477756287,15.992263056092842,6.574015621080383,-0.3703489361702128,336,7,78,4,11,115,62,94,0.13699999999999998,0.75,0.113,-0.3062,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,9,0,10,3,1,1,0,13,18,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,6,3,1,1,5,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,10,6,10,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083895310394915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920161506104016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23675224606889103,0.0,0.16002176869483498,0.0,0.12686035832328466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121793954859108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522537001656887,0.14867199025192948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32156656983707704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827224884605073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479173683956796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22874080314034664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167077884940186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096463426691557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213246137417889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441692309679891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328264683527732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710143702423645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121393182659411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23615784645650464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825732996812948,0.13334683874247324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThrowThinkAway,2019/07/13,"How to do one on one hangouts? I'm not the kind of person that people would invite to hangout with just me and themselves. Likewise, I never really initiated a one on one hangout with others due to anxiety. And also, what else is there to do? I'm such a boring person, I don't want to start a one on one hangout and fully display my mediocrity or quietness. That's why I find it more comfortable when there's more people, because I can just act as an observer.

I feel a little jealous when I see friends hanging out with each other, going on adventures or bonding with deep talks. Why is it that no one goes on an adventure with me? Or no one wants to have a deep talk with me? I'm also extra jealous when it's a guy hanging out with a woman. I've never dated, and I know a hangout between a guy and a girl isn't necessarily a date. But even as friends, I've never had a woman hangout with just me. 

Obviously I can just message and ask someone on Facebook to go do something. In fact I did that once with a friend and I never got a reply back. It's not that easy when I'm involved. How do I hangout without fucking up?",3.110709416813936,4.121452931330474,5.100358495329463,82.90722039888921,73.33476394849785,7.027417318858872,29.15652612976521,7.285733465282438,1.6979540015147685,875,36,176,9,17,303,113,233,0.087,0.821,0.092,0.6425,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,17,11,3,0,17,0,14,1,0,2,6,44,29,21,0,3,11,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,12,19,0,0,3,7,0,5,11,4,0,8,3,3,16,7,31,25,4,31,0,0,1,1,15,13,1,3,13,138,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085195806610074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865020103861578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057097936449976,0.0,0.0,0.08694763989890845,0.0,0.06892942655804721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944595928488537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468492347946723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717408109566367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334843562615192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620842265314601,0.10453594882961033,0.0,0.0,0.12852617473952999,0.0,0.09043634947714853,0.0,0.0,0.22392391258129796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775013702678065,0.06214302323942476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133307836607046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488414211494445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204211079060258,0.6129799806774767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567838351660793,0.1974653311746475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243869429720869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901060777201428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580801951456094,0.08705060388118586,0.0,0.0,0.08003501600025979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177068777673827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338904435686105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406506959949866,0.0,0.0,0.1090001954607474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032518454130835,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RavenJolice,2019/07/13,"I can never be myself I can't be the only person who creates different fake personalities for different people 'cause I don't know how to behave like myself or think, that I have to do this in order for people to accept me to certain degree. That's also one of the reasons I don't like to hang out a lot. I always feel a part of the real me crying while putting on such a facade.",6.232500000000003,4.769273250000001,7.992500000000002,73.38250000000005,66.5,9.5,28.75,8.07648339933343,1.95875,300,7,58,3,4,107,54,80,0.079,0.769,0.151,0.5574,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,3,2,13,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,10,4,12,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148781058820903,0.17843148740401707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202892329046979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355525729482576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480888925591786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842744634154863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785076714255015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095293733148412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823094535032476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165389560044279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531028022152054,0.16309149232508088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322179209702481,0.0,0.2973317725255334,0.37448195388450417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557170535972206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440799801084,0.0,0.2204803178648808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740466961805894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bicyclewaffle,2019/08/24,"Social Anxiety wins again. I’m sitting here on the beach looking at the waves in a quiet, lonely place. I came here to join a meetup of about 140 people so that I could challenge what I’m feeling. When I walked to where the event was going to be, I just felt myself being pushed away. I got close, looked over at all the people just functioning like normal humans. Tried to imagine myself over there talking with them. But I couldn’t even get myself to take a step forward. I felt like an outsider. I always feel like an outsider. I always feel like I just don’t belong with other people. That I’m supposed to be alone in a corner. And that’s basically where I am now. I sometimes wish someone could just come up and talk to me. Or I wish I could see someone that I know to make it easier. I’m also in a place that is bringing me lots of pain. I’ve had bad memories here on this beach.  I sit here and try to imagine what it would be like to not be me. To be someone else. That’s what I wish. But it’s not going to happen. I’m stuck being this person. I have no friends. I don’t think anyone out there even knows I exist. I’m here but I’m not here.
I hope someday I figure all this anxiety out. And that I can just get to a place of peace. I don’t want a million friends or to go to every party in the city. I just want a friend. I just want someone I can talk to, and feel comfortable with. At this point in my life, I can’t see it ever happening and I’m miserable for it. If anyone out there has overcome this stuff, I could use the support right now.",0.7400909090909096,2.675197554545456,2.6487878787878816,93.88318181818182,82.54545454545455,5.090909090909091,19.393939393939394,6.1124844417494595,-0.1224242424242421,1203,31,269,9,33,401,150,330,0.068,0.763,0.16899999999999998,0.9799,0,3,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,2,29,17,0,1,16,0,25,2,0,2,3,63,69,15,0,15,16,0,6,5,3,1,2,1,0,2,22,15,0,0,12,2,0,10,9,4,0,1,7,11,37,13,41,49,3,44,0,2,4,0,10,27,0,5,12,188,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928688364307236,0.0,0.07170733662382628,0.14922164657281606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371912993085941,0.0,0.0,0.12539567262249746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424588427718166,0.0,0.07486889822787432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025561174161772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724090159595863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863698851103498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490597164877424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844952094374255,0.08110969188804976,0.07554901977335443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135500983788008,0.12811744092945626,0.17219037007936766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783144464289016,0.0,0.0936954875588292,0.0,0.15288089400146307,0.0,0.07171556033269663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858594374664334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906039418374151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855819608263236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333504486384044,0.2190358786045948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505967988354659,0.0,0.0,0.07623238822177858,0.0,0.0,0.059853977288539126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785544169500002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541290031590137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649316323110132,0.07829449636868438,0.28105141361879216,0.0,0.08476508890058994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657584261673972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429073130536826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140506739264256,0.3039010682574629,0.0,0.08868378331046939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026482201951774,0.0,0.10175399849073508,0.0,0.0,0.06741905390871407,0.216214831779488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057455529137563376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175715035439233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744422100108345,0.0,0.0,0.15866523992179224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093407609341254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369745850547373,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,girlwithelephantat,2019/08/24,Making friends Any tips for making friends when you’re a 28 year old female who  has social anxiety?,8.149473684210527,7.708703947368424,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,62.15789473684211,9.705263157894738,34.78947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.958642105263157,81,3,14,1,1,25,17,19,0.078,0.639,0.28300000000000003,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439220807856836,0.0,0.2743975215661768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5542473281316871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478857860713461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763857130264999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656401546968848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23098514986489285
socialanxiety,ashravx,2019/08/24,"best self help book/materials? I have serious society anxiety that has been crippling me for almost 20 years, I'm 35. Currently I don't have time to seek help by going through sessions and such. So I need books or other materials that can help with reducing my social anxiety. Please share your resources and experience if any.
Thanks",4.500874316939886,7.314541737704919,5.5913934426229535,73.08304644808746,74.24590163934427,9.968306010928963,31.478142076502728,10.125756701596842,4.031587978142077,270,13,45,9,6,89,51,61,0.068,0.648,0.284,0.9432,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,5,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525971916364284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715422181344262,0.0,0.3859491469442542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647263187735012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675403551465486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336247007233596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072441241765189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870440693068909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769005103341269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631572374053789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25714245702433225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322427398403368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470920630858697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244410852968666
socialanxiety,cakepuke,2019/08/24,"can't go on I work at McDonalds.

That can't be too bad, right? it is.

I have co-workers that shout at me constantly, are aggressive, whack my arm if they want to grab my attention and are extremely unhelpful. I've tried to talk to two managers about my severe anxiety disorder - one completely ignoring me and walking away, the other brushing me off. I don't know how much more I can handle. I can't quit because my family wouldn't let me hear the end of it if I did. I'm not allowed to choose my happiness and wellbeing over money.",2.199444444444445,4.216834129629632,4.355333333333334,83.07300000000002,78.07407407407408,9.134814814814817,27.46666666666667,9.642632912329526,2.847982222222224,418,18,85,13,10,144,77,108,0.11,0.816,0.07400000000000001,-0.4297,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,1,0,2,0,13,1,1,2,0,14,18,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,1,2,6,3,0,2,1,4,16,1,12,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,2,60,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883526462218898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735536782509734,0.0,0.18427568377848366,0.13453696534024054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23140025634168235,0.23849881572541334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529418729290647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954751196505672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805677256009636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542916994735356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23493976696435245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487454832010577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212912130737028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256811957280214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224024836983794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955235835528502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347421291329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847700571423126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493287247298945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739068742068134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984114009655514,0.0,0.21559230184902445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017486241739046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213451588063776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jakeyam8,2019/08/24,"My hair is awful This is all because I’m waaaaaaay too scared to talk to a barber and communicate what I want, so I always get a shitty haircut or wait so long to get one that my hair is overgrown and uneven or messy. 

Any tips on how to make a haircut a little more effortless and/or how to not feel like I’m dying every time I want to look slightly presentable?",5.968599999999999,5.121437560000004,6.511833333333333,81.77175000000003,66.73333333333333,8.566666666666668,30.75,7.1686216300943375,1.7599999999999998,287,9,59,2,4,94,51,75,0.18899999999999997,0.777,0.034,-0.9148,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,1,3,2,2,3,1,13,13,8,1,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,5,1,7,13,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,4,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383453908655357,0.0,0.0,0.19479258953278733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461436293837249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297284940906355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241342473574723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483532281671996,0.2046365405847644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993116363134184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399426780192055,0.2870933878081153,0.0,0.2534950283180629,0.2405418631004201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120442562242312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941027115789156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867816614736909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023383794057897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670285261542069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379056546149723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iloveciroc,2019/08/24,"I went to some bars with my friends after nearly backing out Wanted to back out bc I was real down and depressed. I made my concerns clear and they said to come. I was very worried they were just lying to invite me out of pity. But I asked if they wanted me there and they said yes. I trust they’re being honest but I ended up going. Alcohol certainly helped to loosen me up and made me more open. Went to a couple different bars and even danced (though only with the people I know). 

A little success I just wanted to share. Persevere and go for it! You may have some fun",0.8219950738916246,3.235330706896556,2.391428571428573,92.675,86.75862068965517,4.693596059113301,16.9064039408867,6.1826913282559595,-0.26954236453201963,446,10,91,4,14,145,74,116,0.062,0.716,0.222,0.9578,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,4,2,7,9,0,0,3,1,6,3,0,2,2,30,20,10,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,13,3,0,1,3,0,6,0,2,0,0,9,2,20,7,19,9,3,19,0,2,0,0,11,9,0,4,4,68,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937230396956856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565754958601736,0.0,0.0,0.27251085204671976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264162112373822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606780210452185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262161189436296,0.0,0.0,0.18513569239217392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694610196141606,0.0,0.0,0.11703855421548473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690384228778885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014130425466248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877304466171335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738417415023674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760038371604378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353407758050991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476815362429045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284777527583328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169174852049587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33711447787840354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409754312271195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620808995924892,0.31355044979066393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285312991463778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995462556387104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,minibabymochi,2019/08/24,Finally getting my life back together Got a job (even though its minimum wage) and started making some new friends. On top of that I just met an online friend who lived near me today and I’m actually really excited about it. It’s my first meetup so yeah!! :D I’m able to actually speak to strangers now. I’m still quiet but sometimes I do intimate a little bit and that’s actually a huge improvement for me since I wasn’t able to do that before.,1.5959999999999999,4.039134377777781,4.0466666666666695,82.08000000000003,83.0,8.044444444444443,24.555555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.254022222222222,354,14,70,10,10,123,67,90,0.0,0.782,0.218,0.9479,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,4,1,3,1,0,1,0,7,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,7,3,8,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,42,14,2,0.3623833083061952,0.0,0.5304507517292563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393251977503925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418075228837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978143581081928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967537870893187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984866005466326,0.0,0.15412152846082536,0.0,0.0,0.2799764450667032,0.0,0.09466516088525606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491551799884453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980475841606167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798102380215173,0.0,0.18160163821689712,0.15999555020217476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094683612344545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499602865772368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607601332794235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988360869833253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920317901601354,0.0,0.12824838539788833,0.0,0.144699889061465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801988024514198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174850195310748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Brizzle93,2019/08/24,"Advice? I’m a 25 year old female and last night, I was out and intoxicated with my friend, which helped me become more outgoing. We talked to a few guys that were playing pool and sat down at our table. One of the guys recognized me from high school, even though I was very quiet and didn’t know many people. At the end of the night, he asked for my number, and I didn’t know what to do for a second since I have a boyfriend, but I gave it to him anyways because we were leaving. I also get along with guys better as friends due to some past issues with females. He messaged me that night and said how he’d like to take me out, and I had such anxiety all day about replying that I didn’t reply pretty much all day. I told him I’m really sorry and didn’t mean to lead him on, but that I couldn’t go out with him because I had a bf. He was nice about it and pretty much said it was fine. However, I didn’t know if I should try to be friendly and reply back and say we can hang out in a friendly way, or if that would be insulting. I don’t like missing out on opportunities to befriend good people, and I feel like I don’t have many friends. I’m sure I’m overthinking this way more than the average person, but does anyone have any thoughts? And please don’t judge me, I already feel terrible enough about it:(",4.6335681818181795,4.2866561454545495,5.444761363636363,86.63914204545456,69.36363636363636,8.620454545454546,27.00568181818182,8.07648339933343,1.3578409090909096,1020,27,232,12,16,334,144,275,0.052000000000000005,0.727,0.221,0.9938,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,0,0,3,10,18,1,0,10,0,27,1,0,2,3,48,48,23,0,5,6,0,2,3,6,2,1,4,0,4,12,26,0,0,7,2,0,3,9,3,0,2,19,6,33,15,34,23,9,29,0,1,0,0,32,12,0,4,15,152,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154483904416964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467312948684948,0.08310103650402792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066597475255475,0.0,0.07949492833408599,0.0,0.0,0.07266000146341273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714678806314572,0.0,0.0,0.07990445969666962,0.0,0.1266916179145462,0.11476629656842192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190464781536396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340335575350035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093698875491643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203812167139214,0.10737229437100893,0.0,0.06863508273545288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508540689348672,0.07423711879952738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401423556759068,0.0,0.05429146094725983,0.0,0.059057465857511,0.08715923247138913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30867748570477616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965224238919886,0.10979223120776667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846058643096106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132741158829853,0.08470484769462894,0.0,0.110031309951914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523033156768862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070762999858828,0.0,0.113194237279582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277942017534607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925524393117191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904163824890613,0.0,0.07041570394816958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919892242210401,0.14408358470319502,0.0907348411910846,0.0,0.1140678060773776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143845862649954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657080900275647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769451387705173,0.08263762600416351,0.0,0.10516784230432703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595981892581646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632468276996798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979389506427963,0.0,0.07813138130239093,0.08352319057986668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209626525517584,0.08249714932317535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929553266321037,0.0,0.07055167485376107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574101430260071,0.0,0.1649662737085801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381845531714196,0.0,0.0,0.06691805315857907
socialanxiety,ausdem_EffEff,2019/08/24,"I am at a party feeling totally uncomfortable Context: I am an Italian living in Germany. My level of the language is C1, still I have very poor sociolinguistic competence. 
A good friend of my boyfriend is celebrating her birthday. I know few of them, but I would say they are all nice people, really, I truly believe this.  Nevertheless, I could burst into tears at any moment. Before I was even afraid of eating in front of them because I didn't want them to think I am glutton. I feel like a total socially handicapped person. I have nothing to say or if I say something it is repetitive because my vocabulary is limited. I don't want anyone to think I am boring or stupid or illiterate, I don't want to feel like I am boring anyone, so I would just shut up and be on my own.
I feel like I lack the abilities of being in a group with more than 4 people. For this reason, I feel sorry for myself and become even sadder. I apologize for this rant, but I have nobody to talk about this or even empathize. Thank in advance to those who will read this post.",4.310000000000001,5.5745942028985525,5.8103574879227065,77.98452173913044,70.73913043478261,8.418550724637681,27.809661835748788,8.841846274778883,2.2030363285024155,828,29,155,15,15,281,122,207,0.172,0.6709999999999999,0.157,-0.3297,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,3,7,11,1,1,7,0,23,2,0,1,3,32,35,10,0,8,8,0,5,3,1,3,0,3,0,1,8,4,2,1,9,1,1,2,3,4,0,0,2,8,33,7,27,27,7,17,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,5,6,120,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304622077245103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134353021138786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681544819516844,0.15111332158275956,0.11642865910372455,0.15415579667620194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924424985582204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400069291507728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27111640715212143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459161217266277,0.2932450887227779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571125641797344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476297065579025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519586910503012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005384908999013,0.0,0.12081966844837473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312880238874212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971553253066756,0.11947099144647012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310412728709597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136862804670113,0.0,0.08765409680062773,0.14067968774737882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32642805056686736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394766494595937,0.0,0.10533516835419532,0.0,0.15316525601181874,0.0,0.0,0.10926924279351097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099753772239987,0.0,0.12597079295692162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534486709826425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128955961336293,0.24211016611290698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439421346895916,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MrSirCR,2019/08/24,"7 days from now im moving out. anxiety levels keep rise as each day pass. moving alone to an apartment. feels like im going to die before.
also starting college in 2 months so that doesnt help.",-0.19866666666666788,2.1045378000000032,2.055000000000004,92.20333333333336,96.0,3.6666666666666674,16.666666666666668,5.46131890053228,-0.4320833333333334,152,4,30,1,6,51,36,40,0.237,0.7040000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.7665,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,13,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398053545819825,0.0,0.18516225621103385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712727670924236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702327544524498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986479707743445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24030170740966506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707345572223644,0.16541204526204412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158937703205187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519621527604838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002053296741623,0.0,0.0,0.2058031703973624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311862741843047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184812821217598,0.4921802275005556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388502836201346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jayhoy-hoy,2019/08/24,"Help about how to deal with hairdressers? So got over my first fear and booked a hair dressers appointment on my own (yay) now I have to deal with small talk for a hour or so. I always feel like they’re judging me, any advice?",1.1908695652173904,3.480008521739133,1.3371304347826083,101.86221739130436,83.34782608695653,4.5495652173913035,17.895652173913042,5.6839178017228535,-0.7028469565217392,176,4,41,1,5,52,39,46,0.068,0.8079999999999999,0.124,0.3866,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,6,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,2,8,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,24,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813819857061515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395979596305736,0.0,0.0,0.19581627668034896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5937288325852458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240244708210428,0.14559647116859534,0.20571196032747924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493062629772816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230300393061172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300721195524173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835733297075631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406781142143258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314437783258825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cuddleboi420,2019/08/24,"I want a job,but the social anxiety... I'm 17 an I have pretty bad social anxiety,it's just recently last year I have been able to go threw school with out constant anxiety attacks an constant depression.

Iv gotten more confident enough to start talking to guys that I like an talking to more people in general .

But a job always has me a bit on edge,I really want one an kinda need one to I'm 17 almost 18 so tell time is coming..

Any advice or anything is greatly appreciated thank you.",1.1569047619047588,3.675678397959185,3.850102040816324,82.00501700680273,86.44897959183676,6.940136054421767,23.472789115646247,8.07648339933343,1.8502625850340133,385,15,72,9,12,135,69,98,0.114,0.7120000000000001,0.175,0.6558,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,8,0,6,1,0,0,0,12,17,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,3,0,6,3,9,14,4,13,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,3,8,39,7,2,0.15392139237045135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041020320515455,0.0,0.0,0.15413004055994453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807492883787386,0.0,0.0,0.10467182500135497,0.0,0.2354988877240353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266641909682951,0.0,0.0,0.17510780463506526,0.0,0.0,0.12851793332847242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680422951774216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325896503956387,0.0,0.33266868715206155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325722697054441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590419441004018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747707440400665,0.0,0.0,0.16969887847867246,0.0,0.1524063779335825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054864629344156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546647839649436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519821744236167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413076211180873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086022379743248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670971295896192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659339178017265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986059853350178,0.0,0.15197880575068504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577666654984682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138069514873291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894635374886424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474323694973035,0.1345340812917668,0.14171013810345734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975280169425867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157365037171166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912033017549128
socialanxiety,0_1_T_1_0,2019/08/24,"AHHHHHHHH I sat alone by myself in class and didn’t really care. I kept telling myself that I have friends and people in this classes opinions don’t matter. Of course I felt self-conscious towards the end, but I didn’t feel super self-conscious. I do still need to socialize in that class, but I’m so proud of myself",5.359761904761903,5.933373507936512,6.285833333333333,78.04875,67.8888888888889,8.204761904761906,30.035714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.9893523809523816,253,9,49,3,4,84,42,63,0.024,0.718,0.258,0.9401,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,12,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,9,4,8,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,32,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28829505236837777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838046435808959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465426633883271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074622356628982,0.0,0.2672674368887581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505878441010767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639901065883406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297846413082945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783233323041256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5807764303829878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837510375221965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229714530750708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24329725627620946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sezzag,2019/08/24,"I'm so proud of myself. I've never posted here, but I just am really happy that I was able to do this! So, I know this girl, (let's call her Jenny), and we were reaaaally close friends for years. Up until about a year ago. And yes, it was my fault that we drifted apart. Every time we hung out, I felt as though she actually hated me and only put up with my presence. I slowly pushed her out of my life because it was just too difficult.

Well, today she texted me. It was a short text, just saying hi or something like that. I panicked, didn't know what to do, but then I realized. I couldn't keep avoiding this girl. I genuinely liked hanging out with her. And despite me being kind of a shitty friend, she had been nothing but kind to me. So, after saying hi back and small talking for a bit, I apologized to her and explained things to her as best as I could. She didn't even hesitate before telling me that she completely understood and that, no matter what, she'll always be there for me, and that she loves and cares for me. Not gonna lie, I almost cried.  And, on top of that, I actually took a leap, and asked her if we could hang out soon. She said she'd love to, and we're going to work out the details later. I'm freaking out right now. 

(If you actually took the time to read through this entire thing, you're awesome.)",3.1017647058823528,4.159570352941177,4.247088235294118,88.83614705882354,73.41176470588233,7.05764705882353,23.894117647058824,7.365786028017652,0.8356847058823531,1024,28,223,11,20,335,154,272,0.10099999999999999,0.701,0.198,0.9833,0,1,1,0,0,0,46.0,4,1,0,4,17,18,1,1,7,1,20,3,0,0,1,49,38,27,0,5,10,0,1,2,2,2,1,3,0,2,18,25,0,2,6,1,0,8,6,5,1,0,14,4,44,13,34,15,2,38,0,0,0,2,37,15,0,4,16,159,62,2,0.12185445897171546,0.0,0.35673712271809543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801662560108806,0.0,0.12201963882004302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139267142165023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139174699957255,0.0,0.0,0.09369855732238264,0.0,0.07428134717696037,0.0,0.1036891695799457,0.0,0.12787873686812504,0.0,0.13303350916893722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442702675538672,0.0,0.12423874209563593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127762081853744,0.0,0.0,0.19458174020269076,0.0,0.13385140133584567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048372091404489,0.0,0.10266763722339116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169993899438058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882889054569851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925269717073487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297163374498486,0.0,0.12030605062800726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830984200825082,0.0,0.2537853350993769,0.13393604776289034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460444019076257,0.08606940803620249,0.11906386709422055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219956813475376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398167084809796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692263981629325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267580702020888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670288801130935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249738769397835,0.0,0.0,0.12188743451888087,0.0,0.07806308667902981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406304216039278,0.11591149487242927,0.19380711330833164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380951578665814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794199835659627,0.10650616809396887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190937599199884,0.0,0.11972138725082945,0.0,0.1421086299080168,0.0,0.1155037790372794,0.0,0.2707695750491714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956179274778642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887114974110108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569405528448297
socialanxiety,MADuddy,2019/08/24,"I’m terrified of hanging out with people For as long I can remember, I’ve despised hanging out with any of my friends no matter how close we may be. Just the thought of knowing that I have to meet up with someone makes me want to throw up from nervousness. It has happened before though, I get so nauseated that I get sick and embarrass myself enough that I stop talking for a while. Whenever someone messages me to ask if I want to hang out, I always come up with some full excuse, but I know that they’re not fooling anyone. And even if I happen to enjoy myself, it just doesn’t seem to matter. The nerves return just as bad as they were before. I just don’t know how to admit to my friends just how much hanging out with them affects me in a negative way without making them think that I don’t like them.",8.607334494773518,5.810378792682926,8.44104529616725,76.27329268292685,62.90243902439024,11.078745644599303,37.45296167247386,8.841846274778883,3.115001045296167,638,23,129,7,7,207,97,164,0.141,0.718,0.142,-0.2054,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,4,0,11,9,1,2,4,0,9,1,0,6,0,45,27,14,0,4,10,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,7,14,0,1,8,0,0,6,7,5,0,0,2,0,23,4,31,23,4,21,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,5,5,98,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530182507357506,0.0,0.0,0.1187508542419833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221017225505982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325061827504753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580441649864034,0.0,0.0,0.29718569141304746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042380552669446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043410174594726,0.0,0.11533803551630152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698293793861308,0.0,0.1824685044848773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088402733333777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28790767483813395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853128581510761,0.0,0.0,0.15453745561403326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23312682409500698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836932285973554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106285115053192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781586083192995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897186228571628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29591805796132203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599415456570888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035680205510168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189252278062947,0.17156798241900614,0.13863258787499222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599646647220354,0.13860904057863074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833207867973268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway1409524,2019/08/24,"i’m scared to get a haircut i’m going close to my second month of being in sophomore year of high school, and my whole anxiety of getting a haircut started in 8th grade when i got it cut and she shaved the sides bald. my ears were sticking out super far and all i ever heard was people making fun of me and laughing at me. i wore hoodies every day of 8th grade from then on even in the 105°+ heat where i life just because i was super insecure about this haircut. i only got like 2-3 haircuts all freshman year and it got to the point where my hair was to my shoulder blades. i got it cut in the summer, but only enough to keep it off my shoulders because i’m still scared of getting it cut. everyone’s telling me i should get it cut now and i really want to, but i’m scared to death because of what happened last time. i know everyone tells me it would look so much better, but i have this underlying fear that won’t go away that it’ll look horrible and everyone will make fun of me",4.119278846153846,4.258089677884616,5.1730769230769225,86.47192307692309,70.49038461538461,7.938461538461539,28.5,7.61054688173877,1.508805769230769,775,26,169,8,13,256,118,208,0.161,0.743,0.09699999999999999,-0.9348,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,10,16,4,5,6,0,11,6,5,2,3,23,36,13,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,5,1,2,0,0,13,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,9,0,1,10,5,23,7,27,20,5,32,0,0,2,0,4,17,0,0,14,105,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934388450117952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475710432846804,0.0,0.0,0.2233712017613388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802530831896186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877194854657595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620607858315022,0.0,0.08067411333635813,0.11048508130584024,0.10291050795454204,0.35013780430957736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744451553683765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552581157678589,0.0,0.13883304292968904,0.0,0.39075475839253104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801040221552613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905048775196995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085660599483028,0.0,0.0,0.06712644354867127,0.09956261740653033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627301396914115,0.059672762386834666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513824151497206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306242554415326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749315226186553,0.0,0.08978895170998606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579008212285786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467838151413876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546434860096275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824775284502307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668585063022585,0.12361495158535032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645324452206635,0.0,0.0975433324367816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135162385200968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122240115810362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204293973222314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636798276826598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676668247817049,0.0,0.0,0.15731181167426694
socialanxiety,jphuxley,2019/08/24,"Is this sub intended to help people with social anxiety? It just seems like most of the posts here are so self-defeating. I understand looking to relate to others on this issue, but most of the posts here have that underlying theme of hopelessness. If anything, thinking that way is only going to make your anxiety worse. Several years ago I went through cognitive behavioral therapy to treat my body image issues, which in turn improved my social anxiety issues. It didn’t cure me, I still have these issues, but I’m more capable of functioning in society without being totally overwhelmed. Was seeing if anyone else has methods for coping. Some positivity here will go a long way. Also, don’t feel bad if what works for some people doesn’t work for you.",7.083884833738848,8.350027299270076,7.486812652068127,68.49831305758316,64.32846715328465,11.052392538523925,33.47039740470397,10.980518767755715,4.170520519059204,608,25,95,17,9,199,100,137,0.138,0.737,0.125,-0.2401,0,0,1,0,0,1,16.0,0,2,0,2,7,5,0,1,3,0,12,1,1,2,1,19,24,7,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,3,3,8,2,19,19,6,15,0,2,2,0,5,4,0,8,5,70,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463340655036808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034162815384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967858248942885,0.0,0.0,0.09042278513044336,0.13250250028593985,0.10641844005973887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079758839492444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364415049961646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802935121652683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538752392304634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698982763635618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667973603858875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399013544973325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317868479097025,0.0,0.0,0.11444316142061416,0.10859531032962316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632137320810553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983528545204253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793068917979776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477035277218981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305042424170366,0.1177270741556572,0.13490782123089445,0.1460935533904207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636486760930141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327424451266712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788743802391566,0.0,0.0,0.08286233260061841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066183368849294,0.0,0.13462554069200647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529465484296772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987992044630252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465880958158344,0.0,0.18829140591679236,0.0,0.13178701213088806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327713487802042
socialanxiety,michael_scarn88,2019/08/24,"Invited to a bbq this weekend and its crippling me Invited to a bbq this weekend by a group of close friends.

It kills me inside to smile and reply ""sure i'll be there"" knowing inside I feel like I've committed to absolute hell on earth. I hate alcohol and I hate gatherings this is my worst nightmare but I have to go otherwise people will think I'm rude or weird.

Anyone else had similar scenarios, it's so difficult knowing 99% of people would love this event but I would rather do anything but attend this.",2.285154545454546,4.875588770000004,3.7674545454545485,84.2437272727273,81.3,7.636363636363638,27.09090909090909,8.575989854853784,2.4294,407,18,76,10,11,134,68,100,0.204,0.665,0.131,-0.8466,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,12,5,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,2,17,17,8,1,3,5,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,8,4,9,12,1,7,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,4,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493708525359357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315764046883413,0.23908570468923104,0.19201998210377308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492668822842169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798435653130356,0.16669904892080795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027888530224212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261322030432635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607523879262671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25815754133494484,0.0,0.2564765176565105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399875732149305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059960517446896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235389105008773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992138418712492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951566301963964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33151788466901183,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,assabi27,2019/08/24,"Accepting social anxiety One good thing about accepting your social anxiety is that nothing awkward happening to you could phase you.

You can't feel awkward if you're already awkward.",9.566129032258065,11.310249000000002,8.725967741935486,60.10895161290327,59.0,12.651612903225805,47.75806451612904,12.161744961471696,7.017245161290322,153,10,19,5,2,48,23,31,0.092,0.57,0.33799999999999997,0.7925,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,4,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196944253500004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432439499249827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313042438834959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648252349883262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429891018373513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561833748317011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27797780786006204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963102263805176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.590631378497866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246577686306485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,potatojellybean,2019/08/24,"I’m scared of screwing up an afternoon prayer in school. Afternoon prayer is basically a student leading the whole class’ prayer before we go home for the day. 

I’m a non-religious student in a christian highschool, and a country where being an atheist is literally illegal. Most of my peers know that I’m a non-believer because I came out in front of the whole class 2 years ago. This, however doesn’t stop teachers from choosing me to pray because technically I’m still listed as a christian because my parents are christians and again it’s somewhat illegal to be an atheist. I’ve only prayed 3-4 times for the past 2 years in this christian school but most of those times I screw up when praying which is why I’m so so so scared of my next afternoon prayer this week.",7.381599999999999,6.885392860000002,7.377166666666671,75.56775000000002,63.73333333333333,10.433333333333334,39.41666666666667,9.827888789773867,3.852466666666668,619,31,115,11,8,199,89,150,0.10800000000000001,0.857,0.035,-0.7992,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,7,4,2,2,13,0,7,2,0,1,0,13,15,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,18,12,5,28,7,0,0,2,2,8,2,3,16,67,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612194006160393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220878628763548,0.0,0.14986724708455162,0.19842970835390472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143718228445928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358442073961272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009445653970668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666519419578836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967923016691398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730824134561636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394907226785355,0.0,0.0,0.19556315652353592,0.0,0.1681288230876945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526586278540808,0.35649067795435685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065162937149298,0.1472462683594646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205396853283228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127481920133966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892313205223715,0.3932688886324691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22683418823841384
socialanxiety,onedayiamgonna,2019/08/24,"International travel is a NIGHTMARE for social anxiety I just moved to Canada after going through a 26 hour journey but holy shit I felt like it would never end!

I literally had to give myself a pep talk each time I had to get up to use the restroom. Then there’s the questions at customs where I managed to say the stupidest things possible!

I’m relieved I’ve finally landed here and now I have to go get things sorted! I’m trying to enjoy myself in a new country but it is so hard with anxiety. 

Thank you for listening to my rant.",2.5839252336448624,4.733626130841124,4.6839345794392555,80.53898598130844,77.41121495327103,7.270654205607477,26.58785046728972,8.238735603445708,2.007124112149532,424,17,79,8,10,146,77,107,0.165,0.713,0.122,-0.6092,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,0,7,0,6,1,1,1,1,12,17,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,3,4,10,4,16,13,1,19,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,2,10,55,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137418687649711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162298461006826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689050531737534,0.22463405970689834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427158653428324,0.19671298421074335,0.2330815322556139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369417961845025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194356061071664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018233842279538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794715530837205,0.0,0.0,0.15815551408208775,0.1980489778237381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23117521696684604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297150024390695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630725617103931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104919424699385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903363990925733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648200863054561,0.0,0.18879241418592554,0.0,0.0,0.272466539099021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195725890792588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922280815257074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710667326849397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456692936636882,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AmatureProgrammer,2019/08/24,"College students with social anxiety, how did you pass public speaking class? I'm going to be taking this class for the 3ed time and just the thoughbof it males me wamt to quit college in general. I'm almost done with college, I just need 7 more classes to graduate. 

How did you guys pass this class?",2.811781609195404,5.367484086206896,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,78.82758620689657,5.935632183908046,26.90804597701149,7.1686216300943375,1.5540252873563218,239,10,43,3,6,76,41,58,0.037000000000000005,0.963,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,7,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,26,7,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36409009201210907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27815087632720803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37208619195947024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664067791715085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600184101910308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696027297971116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386730397084648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706415745625695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733798574744654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120164616092344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MemerBoi21Savage,2019/08/24,Is it social anxiety if you don’t want to talk to random people on the street or not Personally I hate it when random people say hello to me or try to start up a conversation with me as I feel really awkward and try to find a reason to leave the conversation and don’t really have many friends and like to be alone or in small groups and am also an introvert,15.2808,5.832033680000002,14.925666666666668,54.84450000000002,58.86666666666667,18.733333333333334,46.83333333333334,13.816669648895859,5.839133333333335,286,7,59,7,2,101,52,75,0.087,0.7829999999999999,0.13,0.6563,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,16,10,11,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,12,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,6,3,41,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24588682326616504,0.0,0.1898579748058204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816192280599514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200424409476285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21698990596672785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342361715772787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343948085373629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25138461024718195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159873181173603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406981043234465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32918262810338794,0.2072986561609502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30418390696813524,0.2440986708663943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879923736150767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420112334278278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804115602449746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082245516932206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32237379148079714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400315157971427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mayaisme,2019/08/24,"So today I went hungry... Went on my lunch break at work and saw that there were 3 colleagues from my department sitting at a table for four in the cafeteria, and all the other tables were empty. They obviously expected me to sit with them and it would be super awkward to go and sit by myself, so I just turned around and walked out (pretending to have forgotten something). And now my tummy is rumbling. Fml",5.813846153846152,6.575806538461543,6.378615384615388,77.11638461538463,66.94871794871794,9.316923076923075,29.70256410256411,9.3871,2.619345641025641,322,11,58,6,5,105,62,78,0.067,0.884,0.049,0.1531,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,6,2,0,1,3,0,6,2,0,0,2,14,11,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,1,5,1,9,1,13,4,1,17,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,47,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30971144800334305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197723857653119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26783620138548875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297756433725626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784234709119594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6450275017515366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532808136417541,0.0,0.0,0.2471435158852724,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lorenlorenson,2019/08/24,"Like living in a goldfish bowl Something happened to me. Not sure what though. Because I'm quite the introvert I have to step away from social circles to recharge. This includes work. I have work but I shut myself off whenever possible.

I run. I run a lot. I'm hitting ten hours of cardio on weekdays. I get space and time and this makes me happy. 

But I also want to play tabletop rpgs with people. I can't though. It eats into my down time, or is in environments that are overwhelming: clubs, spaces, where people are, huge amounts of people. Lots of extroverts ""over compensating"" in public by being loud and, well... Extrovert. That sort of thing. Even online contact is intimidating.

I made some progress. I post here which is a recent development. I have also started going to a reiki ""share"". There might be a room with eight people in total. This is okay.

I want to game. I want to roleplay but I can't get out. I buy the games with the naive hope that somehow having the book will magically create a social life for me again (old group from 8 - 9 years ago dwindled because people moved away). Hasn't happened yet.

It's almost as if me and the world are on different wavelengths. Culture shock even. I can't do post-work social stuff until late (late to me is 9pm because dues to sheer habit I'm lights out by 10 and up by 0530 most mornings). Everything I see is 7-11pm not including travelling times and is just too overwhelming. 

I want change but I can't. I know. Stop running so much and make time. There is time but never on my terms, and always with extroverted overbearing strangers who think they're being nice but they are really just too much.

Even the meetups with ""introverts meeting at a place near you"" is just not good either. Scares me. 

Sorry. I'm whinging, and apologies for the blog post. Just getting it off my chest.",2.039349790907864,4.731318050991504,2.9977721570214517,88.5398607176582,83.78753541076486,5.628193713746121,22.285781734790234,7.07126945348624,0.8795113179549441,1444,49,275,20,42,458,204,353,0.046,0.838,0.115,0.9676,1,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,1,1,4,22,14,0,3,14,1,28,4,1,3,3,55,51,24,0,6,16,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,14,17,1,1,2,7,1,7,9,4,1,2,1,3,32,10,46,44,10,56,0,2,1,0,15,27,0,11,21,187,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828941325151957,0.0,0.09364032669525532,0.0,0.0,0.14956552725851782,0.07781077675890022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571814397984545,0.0,0.0,0.17101500260804814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892495163156513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770177140349312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095687722022209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529448192735415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404396185293217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465709332365288,0.0,0.05314591364394361,0.07843474106005395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653874722518646,0.09954692813367501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288006946779252,0.09209202401670877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139260937858245,0.0,0.2109747475134436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605139602866422,0.04568600399131775,0.0,0.08257419057347934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900377667600984,0.0,0.08848479565619623,0.12484206070352336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920311395473244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939011969647736,0.13748645921924632,0.0,0.0721234257590367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981267551159829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32415265534001714,0.0,0.09770177140349312,0.0,0.0,0.10542249313914924,0.26868043534637337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946318650381683,0.0,0.0,0.059907183877548585,0.0,0.09233336324020502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936233914926631,0.0,0.07451820354902895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859759072575521,0.0,0.07199131049995744,0.0,0.10468077922726507,0.0661893821622191,0.0,0.0,0.07818152706109878,0.0,0.0,0.10705065826234374,0.0,0.0,0.08813542771711264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212625692686979,0.05991971612651885,0.18375320436918646,0.0,0.2726425569581343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062689243820008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407992488284073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423696577508235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060219669482048425
socialanxiety,fixingtofixme,2019/08/24,"Started new job. I started my new job at a school campus this week and part of my job is to mingle and network with faculty at the college. I did just that today at a school event and can’t help but reflect back on my interactions with them and nitpick every word I mouthed. I keep thinking I wasn’t professional enough or joked too much or was at the event for too long. Why can’t I just be happy about my new job? 
I keep thinking I’m going to get fired for being so weird while meeting faculty or for staying long. 

Goodness. I’m so tired of this.",3.5434210526315795,4.404436280701756,4.665745614035089,86.99230263157897,72.15789473684211,7.1035087719298255,28.285087719298247,7.1686216300943375,1.3679508771929818,432,16,92,4,8,142,67,114,0.10099999999999999,0.782,0.11599999999999999,0.20199999999999999,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,8,2,1,0,0,18,18,11,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,12,3,15,13,3,20,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,13,61,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087832826742007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617845730112336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919631337692455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391331304211615,0.0,0.08040183272357881,0.11866005301324475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059964003200366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948257406592785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615567658043593,0.2514937368575048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25039664496135194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399824311951304,0.0,0.0,0.4099037954306163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532004561540323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863545579572752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026930643576304,0.15079039400509545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812991691186292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626013232085062,0.13409897232162926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348035419897627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276565308499615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_taterthot_,2019/08/24,"I feel like people think I’m rude or better than them But the truth is I’m just really anxious, so I try to be “invisible”and stay out of people’s way. I sneak out without saying goodbye because I don’t want to interrupt or draw attention to myself. I’m closed off when asked about my life because I don’t want to make it about me. 

I wish I could be free and open with people. I’m tired of feeling like I have to apologise for taking up space. I just want to exist and connect with other humans without feeling like I’m not good enough.",4.4007142857142885,4.6094269285714295,5.7160714285714285,82.57892857142858,69.89285714285714,8.185714285714287,27.607142857142854,7.957251820313856,1.6002000000000005,424,13,88,5,7,143,71,112,0.11,0.6509999999999999,0.239,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,6,8,1,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,1,28,23,7,0,5,8,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,13,8,20,20,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,4,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129291974346815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829921716361833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206442069129748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497572291676142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351949668017394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496152454308855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568526141453048,0.3629047761046641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202464686567376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960167228413808,0.2481759420332381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302803672052256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521730226914685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847612320682493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465675773259692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804815682740261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731390036324536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849881580720046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461811217968786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496288371029932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996228718051256,0.13440502000690552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947193289955446,0.32645311313469244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pearlsandpancakes,2019/08/24,"So... I’m about to drop one of my classes take an 8am class and the bus for 30 mins just to avoid like 6 people from my past in my 44 person class... soooo.... 

i have a class that matches my schedule perfectly but with all my anxiousness i went through the roster before the first day of class 

and i found two girls i spoke to a few times who are friends w people who don’t like me, a mutual male friend i haven’t talked to much, two girl from my middle school, my distant friend’s brother. 


i’ve had a LOT of anxiety since then and i’m about to drop this only class that fits my schedule at a closer cc and take a class at a farther cc and take the bus at 8am just to avoid these people. 

as much as i have anxiety going to class on the regular knowing these people from my past in it. i’m so scared and freaking out and i can’t believe things are this bad i’m going to drop this class because of these people. 

one of the guys is someone whose friends i’ve known well before, the two girls are people who are friends w others who don’t like me and i feel so judged and insecure around them. the other two are from my middle school which for some reason is terrifying to me. 

basically! my problem is that i always feel like people are making fun of me, hate me, judging me and it’s worse for me when it’s peooke i kinda know or have some history with compared to random people in class i don’t know at all. 

I FEEL RIDICULOUS AND SOUND SO DUMB. but no one i’m actually close to  understands and i just wanna talk. 


what should i do...",2.724708462332302,3.754388647058821,3.9794930340557286,90.50234584623324,74.29411764705883,6.8694014447884415,23.055856553147567,7.1686216300943375,0.6156048503611973,1195,31,269,12,24,392,144,323,0.196,0.6990000000000001,0.105,-0.9878,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,2,12,22,3,4,16,0,20,0,0,2,3,47,42,23,0,3,6,1,3,4,5,1,0,2,0,6,22,17,0,2,10,0,0,3,6,10,1,8,4,5,33,12,42,37,8,32,0,0,0,0,21,16,1,6,14,175,55,12,0.0,0.0,0.08895600137103142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758498573061963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946958387341904,0.10298136933532112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114898244790847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611221800163295,0.05556841046680818,0.0,0.1551356445502926,0.10270262950130203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058788670190125285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827502846165085,0.06512251966200043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753802696502328,0.0,0.09994885431230263,0.35213803944124744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361315319576124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025967942133242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999858318416776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029237274049004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813866037446527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774983509635903,0.0,0.0,0.06084794988947737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402164517167844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531085819459905,0.0693289430060173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403918364148174,0.5055738277313131,0.0795947037687636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722485848235585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937244927573221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126397629012717,0.18451133311809773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754059436662043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723695989134192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561597071773471,0.14653695371607026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056060508780565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053154331320836114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35618824885289113,0.09489756533555484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196101581712717,0.08450337524735073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289668609524908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UtmostBroken,2019/08/24,"How the heck do you message a girl you're interested in? (dating app) Like, how do I introduce myself. I don't even know where to begin. I started using dating apps months ago, but stopped because I just didn't know what to do. I've come back, and still I'm lost. I literally don't know what to say. I've typed some stuff to some I were interested in, but clicking that send button was so damn hard, I didn't want to do it. How does a normal person do this? What do they say? Also, is it even OK to message a girl that didn't show signs of interest in you as well? Like, there's this whole swiping features, but some allow you to message anyone nearby. Would I be troublesome if I just messaged them directly? But more importantly, the heck do I say?",1.2132142857142871,3.3846288116883163,3.105308441558442,89.94224837662338,82.31168831168831,5.927922077922077,21.313311688311693,7.1686216300943375,0.6012480519480516,583,18,125,8,16,195,88,154,0.11,0.718,0.171,0.8693,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,2,1,14,9,1,0,5,1,17,0,0,5,0,25,27,12,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,3,10,2,0,1,3,1,0,2,5,2,1,0,6,5,16,7,12,19,5,15,0,1,1,0,16,4,3,4,11,85,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717127943539704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549103286645595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544698334682104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895152496413416,0.0,0.11808420806662187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686456387784854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695174862843817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558881013223677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352668461603915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193749049941774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927446781055915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114580460917852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461798458327788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979529834357814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691406589081021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621394272408418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710938787560162,0.0,0.15469756717273728,0.16195076866340172,0.0,0.0,0.2217523377096601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730379753725774,0.0,0.0,0.11425555422529884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416912889531586,0.0,0.0,0.2162710115340463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760648068612588,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,3atsy,2019/08/24,"My Social Anxiety makes me think mean things about people Basically when I was in high school I was really into anime, games, comics, etc. I knew other people who liked these things but I never made an effort to meaningfully interact with them because I thought that they were too “cringey”. Looking back at things I realize that they really were actually pretty cringey but so was everyone else, including myself. I was just so ashamed of my self as a person for liking weird things and not being more of a “normal person”. I apply the standards I use on myself on other people, and before I know it I’ve pushed the only people who ever had a chance of understanding me. 

I find that the mentality still sticks with me sometimes. For example, I have a really hard time watching Terrace House on Netflix for the same reason. The people on those shows have normal conversations and they even end up becoming good friends sometimes, but I can’t watch it like a normal person because I keep getting caught up on what these people should have said or how they should have acted, how they should be more “normal”. I guess there’s a certain risk that comes with being yourself around a stranger, and watching these people take that risk with each other makes me uncomfortable.

On one hand I think recognizing that I’m like this has already made me less of a dumbass, because at least now I can catch myself on it... but I still miss out on a lot of things because of it... 

What do? :V",6.6452898704608225,7.261295682310475,6.696835846251857,76.07119983011258,65.10108303249098,9.261329369292843,30.01252919940539,9.168548406835145,2.5122645572308344,1172,38,207,19,17,374,154,277,0.091,0.7909999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8775,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,6,1,17,12,0,3,15,0,21,1,1,8,3,53,43,15,0,7,7,0,2,4,1,3,0,1,0,4,27,13,0,1,11,4,0,5,3,5,0,1,13,7,34,7,32,24,8,31,0,1,4,0,18,17,0,3,13,163,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0897611093046745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015043630630028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036593579854994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188343193494613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072843763572306,0.0,0.22428535855580825,0.1015868310772252,0.07826986000331101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923430057321228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683911178812589,0.0,0.08146870116456681,0.0,0.10258418247808747,0.06075320685860919,0.0832029348916174,0.0,0.08789268979649319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406983090550331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710650221715403,0.0,0.048056769601316864,0.0,0.0,0.07715009101659784,0.0,0.0,0.10132848203412056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239775520226847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718397455341372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061348142534686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175777861187655,0.0,0.0,0.05055087117712693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975092763632014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724166715913383,0.0,0.0,0.07819975993255683,0.0,0.17407107988624,0.12279732444838436,0.0,0.0,0.10019530302243997,0.0,0.0,0.09269616570035703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094214612729023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604911040871733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232934612385885,0.0699564136789899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463808911034579,0.2409452581595396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357870569132383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767779669915222,0.09457275854639302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749589289983292,0.0,0.0,0.09309063854436124,0.0,0.0,0.0959572286597916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376400888725904,0.0,0.0,0.18194499022157998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691379943655658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915897499109654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055435838539153,0.11787663197128825,0.0,0.0730233894726196,0.05363541155369641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575644817153567,0.0,0.0794428671554914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,943z,2019/08/24,Any encouraging words? Started a cashiering job recently and having to interact with customers is completely draining. Tomorrow is Saturday so its going to be extremely busy and I have no motivation to go. I should be sleeping but the thought of going is killing me. Any encouraging words to get me through the day tomorrow?,4.774285714285714,8.220083571428574,5.862142857142861,67.28285714285715,79.35714285714286,10.342857142857145,40.142857142857146,9.957137785484203,5.867957142857144,264,18,38,10,7,87,41,56,0.11900000000000001,0.743,0.13699999999999998,-0.1431,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,0,8,1,1,1,0,9,14,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,7,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,28,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39490727814173504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044352122424369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725711904189185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170025704800436,0.0,0.4950520355249531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28813586556127785,0.0,0.3212385010350593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866938477162196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29056804959498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551713902892996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305121015293832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Plushy2,2019/08/24,"I'm about done at this point, I'm crippled. All my life I've had social anxiety, and just anxiety in general about anything. Social anxiety has completely ruined my life, even online and that's where I spend most of my time. I can't even talk to people online anymore via text and voice without getting extreme anxiety to the point where I feel like I'm having a panic attack. I do have a few friends online, NONE in real life, I think the last time I've actually been outside for more than 5 minutes is when I'm riding with my mom to get food, and that was over 3 months ago. Anyways, my point is I feel like I'm fucked and I'll never ever be able to talk to anyone, it's bad enough that now I can't be myself online without having a panic attack. And I just recently realized that Dentist's, and doctors have prescribed me with Anxiety medication before in the past, but my mom never told me, and she told me that she doesn't want me to get on Anti-Depressants because it'll just make me a mindless zombie. So at this point, I'm 18 now, no education, no nothing. I'm fucked, and I have no intention on trying anymore. I've tried to put myself out there multiple times, but nothing works and there's no helping me.",5.087916666666672,5.194065399193551,6.369290322580646,78.84560215053766,68.39516129032258,9.032688172043011,30.64623655913979,8.841846274778883,2.4113088172043007,961,35,188,15,15,326,128,248,0.184,0.7809999999999999,0.034,-0.9841,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,17,11,4,2,7,0,19,9,0,2,4,34,38,14,0,1,7,2,2,2,1,1,6,1,0,0,9,13,1,0,4,0,1,2,12,8,0,0,6,3,25,3,25,29,6,31,0,1,0,2,12,15,2,1,16,123,34,2,0.09407680167372272,0.0,0.09180538769176204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339340841435329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598424789043409,0.0,0.18659781613925305,0.06578068712485767,0.0,0.0774171919144776,0.0,0.0,0.21405188654382892,0.0,0.0,0.07855019980692737,0.05734834511099768,0.0,0.08005242914048638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863773666884464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810282114294895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629159288846832,0.0,0.0962732308801108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972064844432184,0.0,0.12427368049209205,0.08509785311242339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513611523569243,0.13441697182628262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375804201127525,0.0,0.07268350360552156,0.17394497442794124,0.1474537379931697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305769710802647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668514962754039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934768161112654,0.09192234658995492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279699563554708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477248030476733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036322620855914,0.07509120555092362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511565820326472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053845694261808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207577135696772,0.0,0.0,0.08980695220956257,0.06522100890653933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35573194356501725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457316986906884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707999633769942,0.0,0.0,0.09288949214288154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917989038707292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512307392388543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060280615857761614,0.0,0.0,0.1645708188046385,0.0,0.0,0.17978883114401584,0.0,0.12774394594601954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548893507304525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137335934994428,0.0,0.06848903206777038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BodomBlueMoonX,2019/08/24,Question Anyone here with SA and in a relationship? If so what’s it like? And how is it possible?,-0.19866666666666788,2.1045378000000032,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,96.0,6.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.5041666666666669,76,3,16,2,3,27,18,20,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.5112,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33311092365090444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23274565161213875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370709783440569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336785781754109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114767967535885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cookies_N_Milf420,2019/08/24,"Girlfriend with social anxiety; possible? Is it even possible? I mean honestly, the only time I can talk to women is when I'm super drunk. I see all my friends and siblings with so's and it just makes me even more depressed than I already am. I'm not jealous, in fact, I'm happy for them, but I just want someone to cuddle with and treat like a queen. 

​

I don't want to die alone, bro.",3.1714814814814822,4.292906827160497,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,73.32098765432099,7.375308641975309,28.314814814814817,7.793537801064563,1.6755333333333329,307,12,64,4,6,102,59,81,0.08900000000000001,0.627,0.284,0.9435,0,1,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,1,2,6,8,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,2,16,13,6,1,2,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,9,6,9,13,2,3,0,1,1,1,7,1,0,0,3,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882021410844853,0.2224955599056411,0.0,0.0,0.21845800987544725,0.24499353555757375,0.0,0.0,0.1542407420857876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365725551389025,0.0,0.2092524334136875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663396600534188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577312561381734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146310137466464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985026211710172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458465544530102,0.0,0.0,0.2196261261405688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153343077684616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545983888879073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066711319137694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552885636471915,0.17083418017369245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16205661375365302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175677632399119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23784447431765784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24499353555757375,0.0
socialanxiety,HeresyGunner9th,2019/08/24,"Handicap battle There is a girl I've been trying to talk with, but I Just can't , I always run away when she looks at me... I mean I just want to get closer to her to be her friend but everytime I got decided... Her other  two friends take sit next to her and I just stay away... I Might be able to talk her... But when she is with the other two girls my guts dissapear... How to get her number or something... Any ideas?",-0.6773863636363622,1.4143469431818223,1.6095454545454544,97.7718181818182,90.9318181818182,5.0181818181818185,14.818181818181818,6.574015621080383,-0.5976272727272725,313,6,76,4,11,105,56,88,0.021,0.847,0.132,0.8608,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,2,0,7,1,1,1,0,16,14,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,1,17,2,12,9,0,10,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,2,3,54,19,0,0.2010831316815903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731727399290666,0.0,0.0,0.13674342497788125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778484429335539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107126574578433,0.0,0.2101152738068698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082454969943416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699837974560502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885918653171164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903847994128767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133174258103641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385419178176296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480361880145355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432786341056773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511894899200478,0.3232460087040226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652224696837387,0.0,0.3928580022622156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860404095009708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,3nem,2019/08/24,FUCK Being normal shouldn't be this difficult,5.53125,9.165059625000003,5.230000000000004,71.81500000000003,77.75,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,2.45885,39,1,5,1,1,12,8,8,0.5870000000000001,0.413,0.0,-0.7968,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6862816524600173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7273358876727781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,minihero6,2019/08/24,"Anyone here really hates their birthday? Most people act like it's their favorite day of the year but it has always made me feel shitty. Every bad interaction becomes worse, because it's suppose to be YOUR day right? Don't get me wrong, I do celebrate it with some friends and family (althought it's never on the same day because of summer vacation). But i wish this day was nothing special and that I wasn't pressured into ""making the most of it"".",4.2648338870431886,6.199147709302328,5.1177076411960165,80.2533720930233,71.90697674418605,7.239867109634551,28.564784053156142,7.957251820313856,2.0581249169435227,357,14,62,5,7,116,61,86,0.175,0.616,0.20800000000000002,0.3691,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,0,1,7,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,15,12,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,1,8,3,7,8,4,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,8,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119175969345282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438578540527919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717839030503597,0.25083380006316386,0.2272231325268132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307398725488928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334441664674813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939529063932172,0.0,0.10402808163700404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895384056846476,0.0,0.1074904061101146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312517877283665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051393576071964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467570567295694,0.13733272527155718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867899904234428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974126155027116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263387615036366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180200292890307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570042347940004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659029113394875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966614476461048,0.0,0.2249438644409346,0.0,0.13248950359065526
socialanxiety,FanaticalMunky,2019/08/24,I have no friends. The only friends I've made over the past 8 years have been online through gaming but they've all moved on to do things with there life so now I'm lonely. Honestly I just want to try and become friends with people no matter where they're from. I love gaming and it would be great to find people to play with 😰,3.2178260869565207,4.2111504927536245,3.4731594202898566,94.74104347826088,73.05797101449275,6.0997101449275375,21.046376811594204,5.6839178017228535,-0.14343710144927524,260,5,59,1,5,80,50,69,0.094,0.562,0.344,0.9696,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,1,13,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,7,11,6,1,7,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,35,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635332568184841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809122406687134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5530637152518413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630756132165897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854194165962533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536077260349407,0.2257847701020361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25361165338817804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814786556158114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277865181716971,0.33085337303950796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852624774130966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200498930559912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074223661270718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695063666312367,0.0,0.0,0.1536612491309153
socialanxiety,Lynnberry19,2019/08/24,"Embarrassing interview moment ever... So, long story short, during a interview today, I accidentally spit water in front of one of the interviewers..smh. I am so embarrassed I could fall off the face of the earth if it was possible! If anyone can make me fee a little better, I would be highly thankful. I really like the company and the job position I was interviewing for. I think that I blew it!",3.714092664092664,6.191122378378379,6.392316602316607,68.06175675675678,75.21621621621622,10.174517374517377,25.43629343629344,10.290406445055957,3.3990293436293424,312,11,52,11,7,112,55,74,0.109,0.755,0.136,0.4587,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,7,0,7,3,2,1,1,8,10,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,9,3,6,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,39,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099914327546806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542355505349605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22951390731145366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26002458043213583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037179186154492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852603009038092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043873452843286,0.2881110512242663,0.0,0.2543935952215538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188219027053185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479074981643013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32406864759080617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415462850556893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646551094160348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419315262745345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27247904770992665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042037706830382,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fyre88,2019/08/24,"Haven't talked to anyone my age all summer. By myself I'm a perfectly happy, self reliant, introvert but now that I'm going back to school my stress levels have gone from nothing to though the roof. Schools in two days and I have no friends and haven't even talked to anyone all summer including social media & the phone in general. My main concerns are the school assemblies and lunch times where I have nowhere to sit. I don't want to be the only person sitting by myself what should I do? btw I'm a junior.",3.785,5.398029019607847,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,72.52941176470588,7.060784313725492,24.514705882352942,7.645422480735847,1.1985647058823532,408,12,79,5,8,130,66,102,0.077,0.82,0.102,0.3647,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,6,0,10,1,0,0,3,10,16,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,9,3,11,13,3,15,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,7,52,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954213281288225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704509235932264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870791693462648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247230205675149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773480004709106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941559247316416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991016972578724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058713270065271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556659468891432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470847215373139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886403184680712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.587174638948379,0.0,0.0,0.2017519411684283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971406539032841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215319775941611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108852680818133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000845497907892,0.0,0.1127694968629297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889176696118238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406869094590755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Neat_Platform,2019/08/24,"For those of you feeling stuck There is always help. it took me years to go seek help for social anxiety and depression, and I wish I had done it sooner. my life was at a standstill until that point in time. I felt hopeless, worthless, inadequate... all because my social anxiety kept me from living the life I wanted to live. I started treatment for my social anxiety and depression and now things are looking hopeful. I want the same for all of you, because everyone deserves to live the life they want.  

also, I want to say that taking that first step was not easy (I had someone else make the appointment over the phone for me, I had a family member come to the clinic with me and I was visibly shaking and sweating while talking to my doctor), but it was definitely worth it because I am now on the path to getting better.",6.724360056258793,6.703105050632916,7.164261603375528,74.96674402250352,64.9493670886076,9.8070323488045,34.64416315049226,9.444778638647367,3.2230736990154725,650,27,116,11,9,213,93,158,0.105,0.76,0.135,0.7093,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,2,1,2,4,7,0,1,9,0,11,6,1,1,2,23,29,10,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,2,0,1,5,1,5,0,1,12,4,22,2,21,17,3,18,0,4,1,0,11,5,0,1,8,89,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359021605860967,0.10778466567647757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29728498517437313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368925700213115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456442331525585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158414273370916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231390311566981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258599916379385,0.0,0.13256071611309644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821104439958168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377758587569634,0.0,0.0,0.12211539393022301,0.0,0.06549749836258398,0.0,0.12437526255721268,0.0,0.0,0.11018359968563853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676774250510295,0.0,0.07361852397300724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736510431542941,0.0,0.0,0.1286588780190905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27448618051225904,0.0,0.0,0.34314905576817223,0.0,0.10877795539206614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646655602080623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224537723315992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301254824814313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39613815514001904,0.10975577536222626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168653398478463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739525534895094,0.10411645536639544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605823141108371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553371929949579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439197119122608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056157107180083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489604726175873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341719762523944
socialanxiety,shittup,2019/08/24,Any advice appreciated I was just wondering how anyone here who has had treatment for social anxiety has managed to get over the social anxiety enough to seek treatment. I know I need to see a doctor or seek therapy or something but I'm too socially anxious to be able to do so. I feel like I'm stuck. I promise myself I'll call and make an appointment but the thought of doing it makes me feel so anxious so I keep putting it off,3.4077339901477863,5.067676275862073,5.126108374384238,80.44758620689656,73.59770114942529,8.189819376026273,30.81937602627258,8.841846274778883,2.6645513957307068,344,16,66,7,7,117,61,87,0.11599999999999999,0.784,0.1,0.145,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,3,0,16,21,9,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,8,2,9,16,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,3,1,44,11,2,0.17230272492230056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837222863727322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717176145936367,0.0,0.2636222259045253,0.38930607028286174,0.0,0.12047807150357352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594034674520628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635914004957232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803477426637493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742428696766636,0.12309310111220385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002106223918899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531505787429352,0.0,0.0,0.09469307151175367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417840805022464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300268136764436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776028728998584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321182887886913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730296365407568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269227883934495,0.0,0.13264705559469622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704318228002635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367891171871672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685495523607776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,arapente,2019/08/24,"SAT testing tomorrow :') There's nothing better than sitting in a near-silent room for a couple hours around total strangers at some rich private school testing center. My math is... not the best, but studying tonight won't do me jack shit, so I'm not going to try and cram tonight. Wish me luck!",3.682857142857145,5.916857285714286,3.3172857142857133,91.2277142857143,74.35714285714286,5.194285714285715,29.057142857142853,5.6839178017228535,1.0899614285714292,232,10,44,1,5,69,51,56,0.135,0.6759999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.5431,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,1,9,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,6,5,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,4,24,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818613250681791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33227598269436626,0.2800270422748326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503369880282492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799439732531249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118095742508177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038080137141403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32043906943717704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250086448227958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496602518432886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641004716462402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,salviaAaccount,2019/08/24,"I want to go to college but can't I'm 15 and have to start thinking of my future, I want to be a vet or something closely relating to that.

But I can't even get myself to go to driving school how am I going to go to college?! I have been home schooled my whole life and hardly ever leave the house. I can't even talk to my grandparents.

 Am I just going to work as a cashier or something my whole life? Because even if I did I would probably not be able to do it. Also for some reason my parents don't want me to do online college so that's not an option.

Is there a job that doesn't involve eye contact, talking, or college? Because I literally can't live my life waking up everyday to a panic attack because I have to leave the house. I just want a steady career :(",1.6132690622261163,3.1572897177914108,3.718812445223488,89.13774539877303,78.20245398773007,5.884136722173532,25.753286590709905,6.5431188927421005,0.9275139351446096,596,23,128,5,14,204,86,163,0.08800000000000001,0.861,0.051,-0.9108,3,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,2,1,1,8,0,19,5,2,2,1,24,32,12,0,6,10,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,6,8,2,0,0,2,2,20,0,19,27,3,12,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,6,4,93,24,9,0.1253694965845119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025794112388263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262590129305244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22927224444096456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24841611031856306,0.11340388719982608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550038753025804,0.0,0.3562518702508033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230644386101284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575582707820435,0.0,0.0,0.2893191332554176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440988052945627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654963899134513,0.0,0.0,0.2656565491623981,0.0,0.0,0.11070356235977737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709409187487696,0.13920798947746485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351695216097214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289007227490489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537612474030195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303112694037813,0.0,0.0,0.08873717495577517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015345048850075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803317112129548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29578470918878835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279941131467544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127048665702253,0.0,0.0,0.08905889334705537,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unholymanserpent,2019/09/03,"I have a declamation speech due Friday. I'm terrified I'm taking a public speaking class and Friday is when first speech is due, and my life is pure apprehension at this point. If I even answer a question in class my hands get sweaty and I get nervous, how am I supposed to stand in front of 50 students and recite an entire speech by heart? I can't even pick a speech and I get procrastinating on it because I try not to think about it. Any advice?",3.4441758241758222,4.861131659340664,4.521758241758246,85.7982417582418,73.06593406593407,6.958241758241758,23.98901098901099,7.447530270364453,0.9512373626373632,355,10,73,4,7,116,60,91,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,5,0,6,3,2,2,1,13,13,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,6,9,0,9,13,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,4,44,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797378342703859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467209677969788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450635182065044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37815470643530896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434994648824735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486897369000372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33922902843307473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219959613790192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706158459213154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206857417837068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523795398974024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342901331293576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435722104158226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DefeatAnxietyyy,2019/09/03,"Was first day back to college today, and as soon as i got home I burst into tears We did tons of introducing ourselves and it fucking makes me so anxious.. felt like I was having a panic attack all day.. 



Honestly considering dropping out..",2.7473333333333336,5.4764312888888895,4.440000000000005,79.26000000000003,80.55555555555556,6.266666666666668,26.777777777777786,7.554174236665415,1.900244444444444,188,8,32,3,5,63,39,45,0.166,0.7190000000000001,0.115,-0.3687,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,3,5,2,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,8,8,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,1,5,2,6,3,2,9,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,7,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270666882021468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293622335775537,0.0,0.22261722130832584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37342318881552666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27797737583561977,0.0,0.0,0.2462591617577255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676496162786512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315495722400191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29040461596639605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414411705376788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932518239239967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396805082859892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744239727343983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,just_that_gal,2019/09/03,"I feel awkward Idk why but I can't stop cringing. 
Today I needed to tell my teacher something but I'm too shy to raise my hand and speak in front of the class so I just got up from my desk and walked to the front of the classroom towards my teacher to ask personally. I felt like it would be easier to talk, especially since it was a short break, but I still feel like all eyes were on me and it was totally unnecessary for me to ask a question the way I did. I could've just stayed in my seat but I feel like I just made a big scene and everyone will prolly remember me. I don't like being remembered for being awkward, even though I am. Now I can't stop cringing.",1.848617021276596,3.4073875673758884,3.721578014184399,89.30875,77.58156028368793,7.253191489361702,23.80673758865248,8.07648339933343,1.151869503546099,521,17,118,9,12,176,83,141,0.049,0.768,0.183,0.9673,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,7,0,13,2,2,1,2,25,23,10,0,2,7,0,5,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,7,7,21,4,16,11,2,18,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,9,79,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166290925588902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520805858666693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185065609222722,0.0,0.0,0.16181623206043586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25687748681077466,0.24195994564845674,0.1625975834489698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544052202699222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309332993087886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023816271354074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255670378331682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786536437588654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970495412340596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836693371870874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140083784578222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036991542224818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049904544740852,0.13523899153359786,0.2831597035740495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611295117516667,0.14801483634065685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638042526112984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051908783204466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441803529628155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280735961713246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029770096965572,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,idkyimhere499,2019/09/03,"at this point, i’m ready to become a recluse every social interaction i engage in leaves me sad, tired, and with a lot of self hatred. i just over think everything like how annoying i sounded or what negative things the other people thought of me. 

i think i’d be better off if i just stopped trying to socialize.",5.343852459016394,6.164014491803278,6.219795081967213,77.6316598360656,68.01639344262296,9.378688524590164,30.004098360655732,9.516144504307137,2.7085704918032785,248,9,46,5,4,82,49,61,0.261,0.593,0.145,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,12,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,3,9,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,3,2,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26464237470949464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192514677161656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018908794799497,0.0,0.215355746303079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537238547269032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170666311801485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371705614610755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661229086963578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265191315344101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499767794091807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885265090185383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033373886894976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591934284216052,0.30707869786709496,0.0,0.1902321688199885,0.0,0.2754088882209008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268681077375471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wishmealuck19,2019/09/03,"I want to go to concert but it doesn't allow I feel so anxious about it, you know there are lot of friend-groups, couples attends to concert halls. And I don't have anyone to be a buddy to me.  The singer I'd like to watch is writing a love songs especially and that means lot of girls, couples will be there so on.  Not even being in there but buying a ticket makes me nervous about being in that place. What people think about me, alone loser guy without someone listening love songs which he'd never experience in his life.  I am not needy btw just feel bizarre and anxious about being alone in a romantic concert hall...",5.059207317073174,5.746420398373985,5.372103658536584,83.93181402439026,68.59349593495935,7.450813008130081,29.196138211382113,7.1686216300943375,1.565374796747968,491,17,96,4,8,156,79,123,0.163,0.68,0.157,0.2561,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,11,5,0,1,5,0,13,3,0,2,1,21,24,7,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,0,2,6,3,0,0,5,6,1,2,6,2,0,0,0,9,10,3,18,17,2,11,0,1,1,2,9,8,0,2,2,68,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633933733618453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963809057085023,0.0,0.1226675121348666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882287060078544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587248382548128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160808757329635,0.0,0.0,0.17740937469971155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355398514401612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970316905895696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370721378491005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964139229138582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391420249064625,0.08570817711577003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29829537851490945,0.3166720179221023,0.0,0.11710353845248468,0.0,0.0,0.1910990255358292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530549422370935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162382685826137,0.0,0.1832911613273606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864463501264005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241100542464426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347550191295343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911208845212367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,octopus7pe,2019/09/03,"Exercising is a great distraction from anxiety. I can’t believe how long it took me to realize how good of a distraction it is. I find myself focusing on how tired and sore I am rather than the judgement of other people and my anxiety. Also it’s obviously good for your health, and good for body image issues because you will look better. Don’t even have to go to the gym just lift at home or run around the block. Even a short walk is helpful!",3.55545746388443,5.127247595505622,5.0135152487961525,81.76370786516856,73.04494382022472,8.681219903691815,26.19743178170145,9.23628265651192,2.16700834670947,352,12,70,8,7,118,65,89,0.165,0.652,0.183,0.5983,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,9,7,0,2,6,0,8,5,1,3,1,14,11,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,2,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,5,12,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659517708742046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995996898167356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431908302245008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193685252160396,0.0,0.0,0.2206192568114307,0.0,0.1731846581613498,0.0,0.21750908899878746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586712124787286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897363956291792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128759295129806,0.4927272637447526,0.0,0.2158894755122412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814483646864645,0.0,0.0,0.13125233679779494,0.0,0.19642090980856364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438258599023107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732923178295759,0.16443737484040474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575519278206322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250634003926625,0.0,0.0,0.21756043795216976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,isle_of_cats,2019/09/03,"I feel so drained today So the day started horribly with a shared pipe in my garden bursting and flooding my garden with waste. Had to call sewage company and I. Hate. Talking. On. The. Phone. They made me wait 9 hours before coming, telling me they're on their way. Then I was so horribly awkward when the sewage guy came and I had to speak with him for 40 minutes and then he wouldn't even fix it, telling me I had to hire a private plumber. Cue another horrible phone call. Then had to ask my neighbour to split the cost as it's a shared pipe. My hand was shaking as I showed her pics of the damage. I felt so anxious speaking with her and she complained a bit and I was falling over myself to apologise.

Honestly this sounds like petty nonsense but I had so many weird conversations with strangers and on the phone today about bloody poop, I'm exhausted. Can someone please tell me something nice or that I'm not a moron?",2.063516483516484,4.596478043956044,2.67658241758242,92.0809175824176,81.74725274725273,5.618021978021978,25.583516483516483,6.961326702584282,1.1001463736263737,732,30,147,9,20,227,114,182,0.182,0.708,0.109,-0.8465,3,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,8,13,2,2,11,0,10,3,2,1,0,22,21,20,0,1,3,0,3,1,1,1,1,3,2,1,4,14,0,1,2,3,1,4,2,8,0,0,11,6,24,5,21,9,1,19,0,1,0,0,25,5,0,1,10,90,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180630344453835,0.0,0.1958724800661237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208890689704972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753544083191855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892884039882626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35408512418661264,0.1983029919239819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149353371317939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181714424902033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451727594068108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766722541112391,0.0,0.16647405550987698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167558920937634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711789793095521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074649417339813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470576141202034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640583840703058,0.0,0.1757822883405027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032153679861025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690613442344255,0.13347805100456936,0.0,0.0,0.12272077931148145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935800587503405,0.4546309279373731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286920133906323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762268168311798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sunflwerr,2019/09/03,Did my first speech ever and I almost got a perfect score!! Ok to be fair it was in front of 4 people instead of 20 but I was pretty confident and I didn't stutter as much as I thought I would! 😊😊 Wanted to leave this here as inspiration.,-0.9589835164835137,1.1349935961538478,2.057142857142857,93.54500000000002,93.80769230769228,4.509890109890111,18.96703296703297,6.1826913282559595,-0.03332747252747259,185,6,42,2,7,65,40,52,0.022000000000000002,0.604,0.374,0.9654,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,2,10,9,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,1,6,3,8,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575330105617299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229712733979232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037057077749174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28556471247684745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37806335060545615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624721068952675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24753282871911955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36324720731817933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28345703329487426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105967584911937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536373743611182,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Seaturtlesnstuff,2019/09/03,"Curious on how others show signs of their anxiety... If someone were to be actively looking, how would they be able to tell you are having an anxiety attack or feeling anxiety? For example, when it comes to myself I tend to stiffen a lot, start pulling at my hair, rubbing the back of my neck, I squeeze my eyes shut really tight, sometimes I'll start to scratch at myself or use other forms of not that bad pain to distract from it (which I know is slightly unhealthy), and it's very clear that I'm taking deep breaths in and out. It all depends on the severity of the anxiety, though. How about you guys?",7.363079096045197,6.363649771186445,7.380000000000003,77.1801129943503,64.0,10.917514124293788,38.31073446327685,10.125756701596842,3.757758192090397,475,22,92,9,6,153,85,118,0.083,0.7979999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.6709999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,0,7,4,1,1,5,0,7,5,4,5,2,21,17,10,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,8,12,0,19,13,3,14,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,5,4,67,21,0,0.1910431366390256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.584589906483179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733914780957145,0.0,0.14690037968634806,0.15951303921643795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456674609914304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965971500886764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916274103179095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499231168715888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042811933332313,0.0,0.0,0.1624180430032827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032833669265628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238712527005398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582436613521264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618702297158354,0.0,0.1889465470963513,0.0,0.2704426308134605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364066314083893,0.0,0.16698012198961126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769891176885767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499993126696033,0.0,0.15763059538302107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357115629729969,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snowolf18,2019/09/03,"Why do I never want to hang out with someone unless they ask me to hang out?  I’ve noticed that I never initiate hang outs, I’ve never had that drive in me. I only hang out with people if they ask me to do something. I’ve lost multiple friends because of this but I can’t change it.",0.6402185792349719,2.4949917377049218,2.8831967213114744,92.4994398907104,82.44262295081967,5.3781420765027335,21.642076502732237,6.42735559955562,0.3209322404371582,220,7,49,2,6,75,37,61,0.05,0.912,0.037000000000000005,0.0744,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,13,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,2,0,9,1,12,6,0,13,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540552050494424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480362596055246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568981597730039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762170011986395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26509436544859083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5618918700014606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27648101860670565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846948170516008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835837525102595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576206066656885,0.18695419994711185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323646797145606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913013881096954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sophii1,2019/09/03,"Shrooms as a cure for chronic anxiety I tried shrooms for the first time last weekend. I had a very intensely emotional experience where I faced all of my worst fears, but when it was over I had a clarity like nothing else. Has anyone else had this experience? The effects have gone down, but even now a week later I still feel less anxiety than I did before tripping.  

I love not worrying about what others think and being at peace with myself, and wonder if doing shrooms every few months could maintain these effects, has anyone else noticed this or had success with it? I’d love to hear your experiences, I’ve been smoking weed for anxiety for 3 years, but I’m a newbie with shrooms.",7.710175824175828,7.391868215384619,7.446703296703298,74.75115384615388,63.0,10.505494505494507,37.032967032967036,9.957137785484203,3.622835164835165,548,24,99,10,7,174,91,130,0.069,0.703,0.228,0.9814,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,4,6,6,0,1,7,0,13,4,1,2,1,18,21,9,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,8,2,10,4,15,11,4,17,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,3,12,70,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33686516034703035,0.0,0.0,0.20526779554139055,0.30079250598376245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249012922760387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719406618402026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678544088084711,0.16511081497338478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694860890555812,0.0,0.12367078081614055,0.0,0.0,0.43074502637482004,0.0,0.16517137941681548,0.0742177586779219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248533152589074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543480469287253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964751588052798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171062765617367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649542894334023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716057479550746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140841988305453,0.16711311111478974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722087788346908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405244663615152,0.0,0.0,0.08559019033035792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965583868228224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111112468281425,0.0,0.0,0.11774025230713635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917960948668256,0.0,0.14906498744351074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452326573857704
socialanxiety,subtle_lurker,2019/09/03,"Does anyone else avoid joining others because they feel they have nothing to contribute? What approaches have you've done to fix this? I'm literally typing this up during lunch at my desk. My coworkers have invited me to lunch with them before but I avoid it because I feel as if I have nothing worth sharing.
I know this is irrational since the main purpose of lunch is to eat so the expectation of sharing anything interesting is unfounded. But the dreaded question of ""How's it going?"" or ""How was your weekend?"" or ""What have you been up to?"" scares me off. Even if these questions don't come up, deep down, I feel on edge as if I'm preparing to get attacked.

I feel like the way to overcome this is to compromise my time and find things worth socializing over or forcing myself to go to events just to talk about it later. However I feel this approach is backwards since people don't force themselves to do things just for the purpose of talking about it later; it's supposed to happen organically.

Am I misinterpreting this whole thing?",6.730136054421767,7.3470973877551025,6.8544897959183695,75.01074829931976,64.91836734693878,9.594557823129252,35.21088435374149,9.516144504307137,3.31603537414966,832,37,148,15,12,267,114,196,0.14800000000000002,0.8190000000000001,0.033,-0.9713,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,3,0,8,9,1,4,5,0,17,4,0,2,0,27,30,14,0,4,10,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,18,3,4,2,9,1,2,5,2,5,0,0,3,5,19,4,31,27,2,21,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,8,6,107,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056324929263704,0.15479029322078022,0.1243187223289925,0.0,0.0,0.17186529496339745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418319795833596,0.0,0.12855046100188466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013445872290375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220342179921504,0.1545982844575543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458354862401996,0.1262005993484731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978110026882246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819306797678264,0.10792529271299132,0.0,0.0,0.13807633639303518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892846475321799,0.0,0.17171448441503748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335917598326564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302477854938868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380575553663912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899137742318041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047337457709121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384686279045502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124862192656924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499353091592109,0.0,0.0,0.15399805962770435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24285060997578636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010949698307415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809082935579307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991328371625393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866559543487458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lajos93,2019/09/03,"What would you say to a person that tries to commit suicide due to being unable to overcome social anxiety? Let's say he set himself the goal that if he does not overcome it to a tolerable level which he able to maintain then he will kill himself because life doesn't make sense this way

And he's standing on the edge a bridge just about to jump off, then you try to convince him, what would you say?",10.619259259259259,6.259821049382719,9.65358024691358,73.94111111111114,60.72839506172839,11.787654320987654,40.580246913580254,7.793537801064563,3.294832098765431,319,11,64,2,3,101,55,81,0.132,0.8190000000000001,0.049,-0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,2,4.0,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,1,8,7,4,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,11,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,1,3,41,13,1,0.2287018569976773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495629461871293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941452929189313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001385362532848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530247197687769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338631438050054,0.16153888511490067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266026544497366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969364008851834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456186883148415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331327421051504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25016271174201593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31054709703450634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153288888955524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249264748686229,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DWJM3,2019/09/03,"Need an answer if possible... I have been housebound for 2 years while shamefully not paying rent because i cant get a job so its understandable that tomorrow my mother wants me to start claiming universal credit, but i really can't speak on the phone due to my really bad social anxiety.
Is there any way she can speak for me at all? 
I'm nearly having a panic attack just thinking about it, please can someone answer me?",6.207777777777778,6.763313728395063,7.1897283950617314,72.36977777777777,66.03703703703704,10.430617283950617,29.78024691358025,10.355215969177356,3.164627654320987,336,11,58,8,5,113,67,81,0.21,0.736,0.054000000000000006,-0.9413,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,11,15,4,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,9,1,8,14,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,40,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170772234978821,0.0,0.1921083892018666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856886383645049,0.0,0.0,0.20967719545425176,0.15308223526321427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120139018380628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24920080465975245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620450465459465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29463870473885656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756576167126355,0.0,0.2831034233952469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32175161745258296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559882492575625,0.2127756825465479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774613485764634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090946304882436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26142787422866665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811883755174254,0.1993297294489217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171496308283725
socialanxiety,incognitorosie,2019/09/03,"What do you think caused your SA? For myself personally I’d say it’sb  emotional/physical abuse, frequent moves and school changes and just general instability in my life growing up as well as major betrayals when I’ve been vulnerable. I feel socially clueless to this day at 40. I actually want to like people and very much want to connect, just struggle to trust. Do you agree with the chemical imbalance explanation for anxiety disorders or do you believe it’s rooted in life events?",8.654482758620691,9.194652839080462,8.963816091954024,61.78779310344829,60.839080459770116,13.396781609195404,41.53793103448275,12.688352899677879,5.910831724137932,395,21,63,14,5,131,69,87,0.13,0.7140000000000001,0.156,0.1179,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,14,8,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,8,3,13,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,38,11,1,0.0,0.2610659926692345,0.2150193332021476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855893061875746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482468925437619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263491150125565,0.2330897208793051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210059433087513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25252788097934753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114101501869527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31126427074435353,0.10764663255118734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23418576280426026,0.16197470848129575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275549941513733,0.1923917427380602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522262312880135,0.0,0.22299509422538186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460812734461996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303464350799675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118450074269198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818029650932716,0.2599236083956773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811145620253068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AmericanLion24,2019/09/03,"DO I or DON'T I have social anxiety DISORDER I know I have issues with social anxiety. But, I'm not sure if it would qualify as having SAD or if I'm just really shy. I know the only way to truly find out is to be diagnosed but, you know, thats scary and expensive. See, I avoid social interactions like the plague but I don't seem to exhibit the physical symptoms that most others with SAD seem to experience. I do get butterflies in my stomach and sometimes sweat excessively however, most times I just feel afraid. I don't tremble, or get nauseous. Sometimes I think maybe I only avoid social situations because I know that I'm terrible at them. My social skills and conversational skills are horrible and its ruined my whole life. I'm 24 years old and I've never had a job other than a seasonal retail job which I hated. I do have a degree, but I have no life anymore. It's gotten especially depressing since I graduated from college. Now I go through long stretches of weeks where I don't leave the house. I don't have any friends at all other than a couple of online-only friends. If it wasn't for my brothers inviting me out once in a while I would never get out at all. I've never had a gf, kissed anyone, or anything like that. I don't even drive yet. I avoid all of these things because I'm afraid of having to interact with people. But, again the physical symptoms don't seem to be there. IT's all mental. I'm just confused and sometimes think I just use SAD as an excuse to not do things.",2.932448249424993,4.830803498338874,4.723671096345517,81.81598453871713,75.47840531561462,7.820138001533349,25.862637362637358,8.617729084823388,1.9468409404548936,1187,43,231,24,26,403,148,301,0.222,0.718,0.061,-0.9951,3,3,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,1,1,2,10,20,1,7,12,0,27,8,2,1,8,58,51,21,0,5,18,1,1,2,3,2,5,0,0,0,16,12,0,3,11,0,2,2,14,14,0,0,4,2,31,6,29,43,7,26,0,5,1,1,15,10,0,13,15,157,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552117491943728,0.0,0.1474146821811858,0.0,0.09555312176325824,0.06737002754439074,0.0,0.07928768426799895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746790003636645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066092323960898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298595035220582,0.09779302921686593,0.0,0.0,0.11042522985820437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363814094784105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942486024656814,0.0,0.0,0.04871735903069435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806198100911346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887924872637626,0.0,0.15101639743086992,0.0,0.05475781752531165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512549022080813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111747448106608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005641693939958,0.19122463923015512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180534370756704,0.0,0.0,0.10202053719939014,0.0,0.0,0.1361094407092522,0.09414330090465277,0.0,0.0,0.0852665500852631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679633465191302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970979469757458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293274023695794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011029180341178,0.1026094033573684,0.0,0.14655674470879945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679682682800821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061724155599231535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677832428640087,0.26313974571162163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970155865822763,0.108301223576265,0.0,0.4910824894633894,0.0,0.0,0.2858772778716377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080855587095396,0.2002886889858864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280210652929414,0.12347413589711792,0.0,0.0,0.056182349158839684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321530070186507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647799463119187,0.07728600602051904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757112225079253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688828152596216,0.0,0.0,0.06204611882344337
socialanxiety,throwaway83638e9r,2019/09/03,How do you find a relationship? So I'm a 21 year old girl and have terrible social anxiety. I don't tak to men. I haven't been on a date in over a year and everyone who does ask me out I end up bailing on and they think I'm a bitch. Men scare me. Problem is I'm TWENTY ONE a girl has needs emotional and physical lol. I'm lonely as hell. I have tinder but I can never talk to someone long enough to get a date proposed and if I do I will not end up going. How in the actual free world do any of you get yourself to go on a date?!,-1.0112778130959938,0.7008903388429779,2.375537190082646,94.6091799109981,87.7603305785124,6.037126509853784,18.3986013986014,7.321109707123232,0.1962048315321044,405,11,103,7,13,147,74,121,0.133,0.799,0.068,-0.6488,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,3,7,2,1,9,1,12,0,0,2,1,16,23,11,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,6,0,1,1,0,12,2,15,21,1,22,1,1,0,0,12,10,2,1,10,63,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.19806847961097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380258900277037,0.0,0.15527074061345292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974862984202492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761955245488004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22831282253526386,0.35954060506927965,0.20972124911273968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939455914901825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551000224478292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120858657759884,0.0,0.2307039368325981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962119085289582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504989525100819,0.15654221669740306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298183775268809,0.0,0.13753705716798345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421393540187096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179127626402406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320739183903705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690134988741404,0.1719749874057787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631388056006804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005434902194907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614107815954282
socialanxiety,MJAllawati,2019/09/03,"In need of advice It has gotten so bad especially in the last few months

I’m also close to losing my friends I have had all summer to go out with them but since I don’t have my license yet, I’m afraid of asking for rides because I think I will burden them. I’m also too scared of asking my parents for a lift because I feel like I’m burdening them as well. 

Also my driving instructor. I’m too afraid of asking him questions about my driving or anything for that matter even when he strikes up a conversation I get nervous.

Plus every with every social interaction I start sweating profusely and my hands also get clammy.

All this has made me despise the idea of leaving my room. How can I combat this anxiety?",4.443661971830983,5.552173929577466,5.653633802816902,79.82059154929577,70.26760563380283,7.651830985915493,28.9887323943662,7.908726449838941,1.9532540845070416,566,21,105,7,10,189,92,142,0.19699999999999998,0.742,0.06,-0.9668,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,13,12,1,4,4,0,8,2,2,2,2,18,25,12,0,1,2,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,9,1,0,3,2,20,3,19,21,3,16,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,2,7,73,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505710630952957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928900977543434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787537390000845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267996551017767,0.0,0.4321488504777268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286553799923014,0.18785879985844064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017723546601464,0.0,0.2596482137990926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791051510196129,0.11007907446595536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904646708123975,0.0,0.1610071583897992,0.0,0.08757062891213603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173944346927974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560066160681638,0.0,0.16315483356097685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527864002499783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238282859311435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579990583449054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298998103098514,0.0,0.0,0.1142528220616247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109427635500424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261159251416985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542669739168918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274615375923672,0.0,0.0,0.15707128002378018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906286910568093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873209181405944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854182562753967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,XDanniX,2019/09/03,IF YOU HAVE SOCIAL ANXIETY DO NOT VISIT THIS SUBREDDIT! This sub will not make you feel better it just makes your social anxiety more bad!,3.0114102564102545,5.8877198846153895,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,80.92307692307692,8.082051282051282,20.2051282051282,8.841846274778883,1.9136820512820512,111,3,19,3,3,36,21,26,0.255,0.6579999999999999,0.087,-0.6818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,6,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834725639183931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638436866360965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27947302203088303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977720895503011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421859928526685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6442368067095942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snxppet,2019/09/03,"i haven't left my house in a year hi , i'm 14 and i really need help . haven't been anywhere for about a year , last time i saw a friend was in december and the last time i saw my bestfriend was over a year ago , i havent been into stores , i havent been able to walk past a block in my neighborhood . i cant eat most things because i get very bad stomach aches and i only eat a little bit . i dont know what to do , i need help , im so alone , everytime i try to do anything good for me i will get a panic attack . (like if i go in my backyard for too long , talk to my moms friends , try going in the car , etc. )  it started from trauma we think , due to my birth parents being abusive and neglecting me & also a few family members passing away within a year . i didnt always have anxiety , it mostly came after the family members passed away . ive seen therapists , ive tried medication , ive tried technecs and none of them have helped me . please someone help me , im having terrible thoughts , im losing hope in everything , like my entire life i gonna be like this . i just wanna be able to live my life .",2.9140517241379307,3.4984979913793133,4.713275862068965,87.09681034482759,73.39655172413794,7.868965517241381,25.27586206896552,8.07648339933343,1.2839689655172415,842,25,189,12,16,288,132,232,0.14300000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.129,-0.6366,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,1,1,5,14,1,1,12,0,24,6,1,0,0,21,41,8,0,5,2,2,0,3,2,2,3,0,1,0,5,8,2,2,3,0,1,7,8,7,0,0,11,3,34,7,25,25,6,35,0,2,3,0,12,13,0,4,18,112,39,0,0.2007800439669496,0.11894576015254076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898969730103212,0.0,0.0,0.10397378672835264,0.0,0.08028186431026885,0.08353254036723748,0.1087725468765868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679809203778462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261243430817146,0.0,0.0,0.11420814278033327,0.18863946058183453,0.0,0.08382147506218184,0.06119682561463016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095999032182186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148194409420837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765635809876235,0.0,0.0,0.2054481097711161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119614114154282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022407857276156,0.0,0.1892775564857292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551221639124318,0.0,0.10489928608201922,0.0,0.1141079259643464,0.08420238746740638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691572624187224,0.0,0.0,0.0997099434718438,0.0,0.11583660674657052,0.0,0.0,0.32531535226925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055171730656230274,0.16366253358855706,0.0,0.0,0.10907405262228537,0.0,0.1418168828251848,0.14713648153574072,0.10061717543251243,0.08864622864187192,0.08884201036561545,0.0,0.11231075582638472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113238558238004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757558042922825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887585852679372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635113546607758,0.0,0.11778606055902788,0.11147123905452852,0.0,0.09583363535098903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019809758004907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643124187160418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506013984866341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105657426451092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068969696387084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656055308308265,0.0666946698230399,0.0643258725155874,0.0,0.07969846378060677,0.11707645826747093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27263294061066584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828322818299934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25859153096479154
socialanxiety,CovertButtTouch,2019/09/03,"Asshole I’m not an asshole

Man I swear so

That may not seem true

But I’m telling you

-

When you’re looking my way and I don’t have much to say

It isn’t out of malintent or some natural dissent

I just don’t know what to say

I just don’t know what to say

-

I’m not an asshole

At least I think so

-

You’ve got an energy

You’ve got an entropy

You always have something to say in an interesting way

And I just don’t know how to match that

-

I could try

I could die

-

Tell a joke or cross my path

All I need to do is laugh

All I need to say is hey

But instead I look away

I’m sorry

-

I’m not an asshole

At least I think so

-

Maybe I’m an asshole for real

Maybe my anxiety is no appeal

I care what you think but do I care how you feel?

Do you just bid me adieu or does my silence kill you too?

-

Do you see me with distrust does it build into disgust?

Do you know that I exist do you even feel dismissed?

Do you hate me?

Or do I just hate myself?

-

Am I an asshole

I still don’t know

I don’t wanna be

But all I can see

Is that I’m causing pain

For you and me the same 

I’m sorry",-2.1041942771084337,-0.3342760642570255,0.9981011546184746,101.76594691265062,94.78313253012048,3.9157128514056234,16.214984939759034,5.3872612403679225,-0.9675894578313252,816,21,219,5,32,286,103,249,0.16899999999999998,0.768,0.062,-0.9825,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,11,0,0,15,12,5,0,10,0,27,1,0,3,4,50,58,17,2,5,17,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,9,6,0,0,11,1,0,1,12,6,0,0,2,11,40,6,18,52,8,11,0,0,4,0,20,6,0,7,2,143,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425417145219693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665533817489406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642592684337744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23098355205161145,0.11636499493084924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088231077631026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756193685386468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825605679010205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481730507520036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455084824193565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811933020344985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236719274408545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532239955101346,0.0,0.3112658694279534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190245541764124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276006430090115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327042113818811,0.16798448404642347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053296651887535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893215557350118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504055527458538,0.0,0.0,0.1805315876843884,0.10312163082855813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872049040707615,0.0,0.2536049766887244,0.0,0.0,0.0904618465473156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980153099329802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774682501842046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690653191816768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798254119507095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jellyoscar,2019/09/03,It feels like I've faked it all. I don't like getting helped or the idea of it. with what the counselor says it makes me constantly think that I've been faking everything the whole time even if there is clear evidence that i do have something wrong. People have it worse meaning mine is nothing or it is just fake and thinking this hurts a lot and i feel so stupid omg i don't know.,2.337414104882459,4.203800354430385,2.7025678119349017,95.78759493670887,77.10126582278481,6.033273056057867,22.678119349005428,6.868970318607317,0.4096929475587703,304,9,68,3,7,93,56,79,0.22699999999999998,0.688,0.086,-0.9259,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,2,18,17,6,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,6,2,2,16,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493104702389545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237867512106273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073430480908084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333030636636217,0.164815912746525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205339974808116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463689984007153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24697479570414985,0.2604382026749213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678959966859038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22542191286091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613739635242966,0.0,0.0,0.1539975795138171,0.0,0.0,0.2513057057785465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213679579488092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994200683337614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346611475941174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760821153616546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29565328212748776,0.0,0.0,0.13452611598176134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25757422900358506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23510841087510803,0.0,0.2522400293294299,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OrangeDumpsterbaby,2019/09/03,"Interesting shit on tinder I went against my instinct and got someone's number and a date and yeah I'm panicking. People, gang, what do I do? Should I be writing a script for m'lady?",-0.01857142857142691,1.96551777777778,2.149047619047621,88.81500000000004,107.33333333333334,4.27936507936508,21.809523809523807,6.1826913282559595,0.7690523809523815,144,6,27,2,7,48,29,36,0.185,0.648,0.16699999999999998,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412942910696646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35794663107240504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529988180991995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374705820740885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786276001630619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bullmanic,2019/09/03,"Introducing myself to a teacher My 3rd year of high school started this Monday and tomorrow we will be introduced to a new teacher. She is a native English speaker and we will have a class with her every week.(I'm from a country in Europe)
Basically I am extremely terrified of introducing and talking about myself. I hate to say my full name, nobody calls me that and I feel like an idiot. Also it's in a different language so that is always a problem.
When I was in elementary school we also had a native English speaker in a class once. I was already having problems with anxiety but this was one of the most traumatic social interaction I ever had. He wanted everyone to say their name and what they like to do or something like that. When was my turn I said something really quietly. The guy said 'You don't like to speak?' and i just mumbled 'no' and then he took his chair and put it right in front of my table and said that he couldn't hear me and i can talk now. Which made me the centre of attention and I just couldn't handle it anymore and I started to cry. My other teacher was there and she let me go to the bathroom. My friend at the time went after me and I had a breakdown. I returned to the class almost at the end. He then came to me and was apologizing a lot and he said that the teacher told him that I'm really good and I shouldn't be afraid to speak. I hate that I'm like this.
That was like 4 years ago and now I'm scared that it will happen again. The biggest difference is that now I am in a different group of people. I loved my classmates in elementary school, I had so much fun with them and they knew me and supported me. I feel really insecure in my current class. I didn't make any friends and we only do the dumb small talk sometime. I am not able to talk in front of them. I just don't belong with them.  

I know for some people this sounds so dumb but I guess some of you might understand. If you have any advice on how to deal with introducing let me know...sorry it's long, nobody will probably read this",1.939234939759036,4.045051667469885,3.639864457831326,87.44557981927713,79.31325301204821,6.752409638554218,23.1460843373494,7.822599999999999,1.1669048192771077,1602,53,331,27,40,534,189,415,0.113,0.794,0.09300000000000001,-0.7782,3,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,4,3,6,0,18,22,5,3,23,0,38,1,0,3,1,64,68,35,0,7,8,0,2,6,2,6,0,13,0,1,23,31,0,0,6,1,0,7,8,10,0,1,22,15,61,12,42,34,6,47,0,0,0,1,49,17,2,9,29,240,84,8,0.08643007707658809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445847101512069,0.0766150484359544,0.0,0.08654723739343595,0.0,0.09537773927403104,0.13823620282364146,0.0719167478968376,0.0,0.0,0.11755083245142192,0.0,0.0661187723940658,0.0,0.0857154120054625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825477215712728,0.09885298294036247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493938122487404,0.0,0.0891056143340134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27090310452256616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655139448385137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818095293107001,0.07282106763568326,0.08258764252626226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740328780633687,0.0617456643330605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355132630059166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912020458453285,0.07249344800460981,0.0,0.0,0.09521247411291113,0.08557936482318299,0.0764298317191139,0.0,0.0,0.17066361487801027,0.0,0.0,0.09741297841198253,0.0,0.0,0.09131812177193074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949994200390091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676121925538274,0.0,0.2533522194467773,0.0,0.0,0.07648789841686816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347976076171024,0.07800651901712605,0.08178222872170432,0.057692747589170076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168865334643626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353605142341938,0.0,0.0,0.08347470702046851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204521131400044,0.05856725705507205,0.06573396830518048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983946576660798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931862413857458,0.1654038222508423,0.0,0.0868860996094429,0.0,0.0,0.08645346628291832,0.0,0.16610796163161382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381081357748827,0.3288591823533357,0.13746533268116426,0.0865315850025187,0.2624155568493005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810457918332128,0.0,0.13307619185015246,0.08548155624009397,0.09675139515260817,0.1223513068159488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807982722376002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27787688816411993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050398072995626673,0.0,0.0,0.08258764252626226,0.09602699580705144,0.0,0.09401110483791557,0.0,0.08997675835710832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097869878585247,0.0,0.06932899444895703,0.0,0.0,0.08012154735588582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113162718318704
socialanxiety,MyNameJeffLmao69,2019/09/03,"Had the most intense panic attack today I spoke infront of my classmates and i swear(didn't actually check) my heart beat felt like it was around 130,it was the worst feeling ever and i hope I don't have to experience that again.",2.5268217054263538,5.504512418604653,3.395697674418604,83.48176356589148,87.6046511627907,5.657364341085271,23.44573643410853,7.1686216300943375,1.3511736434108528,186,7,32,3,6,59,36,43,0.21899999999999997,0.613,0.168,-0.6756,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,2,0,5,1,1,0,1,8,9,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,5,3,6,2,3,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.2956304560064097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26968512878034684,0.0,0.3446434812761143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740309447334282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29633817654415423,0.0,0.0,0.1531780096841192,0.0,0.2908745471008242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589910848968343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008925738515589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800354272675276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554404875923869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871562786099896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwthephobiaaway,2019/09/03,"Hitchhiking! So I've tried many things to deal with the anxiety of talking to strangers. One I didn't take into account and generally was sort of aware of its existance, but not quite intrigued by is hitchhiking.

Now if your first thoughts surround rape and murder, the truth is very different. The only danger there is to it is getting involved in a traffic accident.

But while you might be afraid of that and browse this subreddit, you might also be afraid of talking to strangers. Which just happens to be a crucial part of hitchhiking. You can simply start by finding a place where cars can safely pull over, stick out your thumb, smile and make eye contact with the drivers of the cars passing by.

Odds are that someone will stop pretty soon. Even if you don't ask where they're going, they likely will in return. If your route matches you simply board the car and get to where you want to go for free (in most western countries).

And most drivers will be as curious about you as you are about them. A conversation will usually start, and just like online it's quite likely you'll never see them again. Some may just make smalltalk, some will be socially awkward, some actually weird and make you uncomfortable, some you will very much click with. No matter what, you can always leave prematurely and have someone else get you to your destination.

Sometimes you'll experience extreme kindness and be very grateful for the rest of your day, sometimes you'll find a new friend, but most of the time it's free travel with social skills practice included. Which is incredibly convenient I found.",6.933046142754144,8.088958541095892,6.083136265320839,78.82235400144198,64.61643835616438,9.024080749819754,33.176640230713765,9.134995656068208,2.8762438356164384,1282,52,225,21,19,388,167,292,0.11199999999999999,0.752,0.136,0.8435,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,20,3,4,15,16,3,3,13,0,32,2,1,3,2,51,49,21,1,4,10,0,0,3,1,12,0,0,0,0,11,16,0,2,4,1,3,8,5,7,0,2,4,3,25,11,36,27,10,33,0,0,3,1,33,11,0,14,17,159,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.11613089425690053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951675842924002,0.09902099490159157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103785718347507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125282584516548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674783866326655,0.12268806419512072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433401915519568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941270595901938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860112576725169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640890424288945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753529381959355,0.1012248782721944,0.0,0.13048191973948425,0.09194231933069094,0.0,0.1865242867026864,0.0,0.1352656139208999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523498626278503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392452048367725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600822330470496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441826531236546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830860398808,0.12065154047729942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524892167975938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874817508863234,0.0,0.09178334508213216,0.11493495993648975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064029912155565,0.09050802672203256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886990913429694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433401915519568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107001416894027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531511467674417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948309085329898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24261951051049,0.20166367830438134,0.0,0.2353963156613389,0.0,0.16846351486588676,0.0,0.0,0.09949280697329876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894763185729524,0.19130207309735286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906107645567076,0.0,0.0,0.0944760106778629,0.06939228309250946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079601345634095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106627019630068,0.29457268702887257,0.07019173725437107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,icybutnotfrozen,2019/09/03,"So nervous about school I'm an incoming freshman and I'm freaking out. Tomorrows school and I don't have lunch with anyone I know so I'm just going to be alone like a dumbass all year because I can't speak to anyone who I don't know. God I don't want to be looked at then walked by, that's the worst feeling in the world, just when you think someone's coming to talk they just turn away. People make fun of people like me behind my back. I'm going to have the worst year",0.8938235294117618,2.800290343137256,2.50172549019608,95.29376470588235,81.84313725490195,5.2564705882352944,19.023529411764702,6.2581,-0.1810305882352936,373,9,85,3,10,122,65,102,0.20800000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9048,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,1,1,15,23,6,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,4,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,0,3,9,3,14,21,3,15,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,8,51,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356737155635645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018707029205177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280894685635856,0.16598413796663386,0.0,0.13158714211304887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594553361647084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914603979742167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453580838432587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372636256723952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091801098507587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126925982087566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408920035920258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993023129483609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43692664246679536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289871407555566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350126440063854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383153070970872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23479528167806016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273206815475886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27801540515003514
socialanxiety,Aprocalyptic,2019/09/03,"The relief when you finally get home, go to your room, close the door, and lay on your bed. I get a high from it.",0.6456000000000017,1.5885129599999992,2.501000000000001,99.3955,79.4,6.6000000000000005,16.5,7.1686216300943375,-0.5005999999999999,84,1,23,1,2,28,22,25,0.0,0.8759999999999999,0.124,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032987344024651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800813307733727,0.0,0.26111276346495044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854280907821357,0.4608600581814958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ansdhuskansjak,2019/09/03,"Participating in class I want to participate in class and I love engaging in discussion—it’s an opportunity to learn from my professors and from my peers! The ideas are in my head and in theory I know exactly what to say, but then when I start talking I don’t make any sense and everyone is confused. My ideas aren’t validated and I just feel like a complete idiot. Sometimes a person will say a variation of what I said later in the discussion, but their point is better validated by others because they just say it better. This mostly happens when I’m put on the spot. If I just voluntary raise my hand it works out better. I don’t want to avoid speaking altogether because you don’t learn then. I just hope no one thinks I’m a dumbass for saying the wrong thing. I’m so tired of being anxious all the time before, during, and after discussions.",6.078855421686747,6.396703993975907,7.233397590361445,72.7691325301205,66.28915662650603,10.736385542168676,31.660240963855426,10.577609850970193,3.3337127710843366,677,25,127,17,10,230,99,166,0.158,0.6509999999999999,0.191,0.2915,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,5,7,12,1,2,10,0,9,4,2,1,2,30,23,14,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,0,1,7,7,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,8,18,8,19,20,2,18,0,0,0,1,14,9,0,4,9,85,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009351734086578,0.0,0.0,0.16767980281098505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095894761808026,0.0,0.12630009901327854,0.0,0.0,0.3938137808239892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562245944914355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182797086095306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750489454412428,0.10603598812055627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125314652878034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232850610068513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742109787970387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33511111524101594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157137414847218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251373631317191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396079567965902,0.0,0.09907590377535208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057770112969756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960037644563946,0.0,0.0,0.1403111066611124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492097222621574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141187679855779,0.472139138532636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467976963225912,0.0,0.10505710689328517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929967363138134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860803351887694,0.09510576797183302,0.0,0.0,0.08654874033968167,0.1705945349022805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750917010043006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805632788859622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622811796979726,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ar629,2019/09/03,How is your relationship with your in laws? I feel like with my social anxiety establishing relationships is so hard for no reason. I want a closer relationship with my bf’s mom but i let my social anxiety hold me back from communicating. I don’t get to see her often because I only see my bf once a week because we live an hour apart. So most of the time he drives to me but when I’m at his place I just feel anxiety because I don’t wanna be rude and say nothing. His mom is nice too so I really have no reason to be so anxious.,1.664285714285711,3.396921142857142,4.476214285714288,82.91878571428573,78.64285714285714,7.694285714285716,22.807142857142853,8.548686976883017,1.4303185714285718,416,13,90,9,10,149,72,112,0.17,0.7709999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.8918,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,0,10,3,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,3,0,19,16,9,0,2,3,2,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,6,20,2,12,13,1,11,0,0,2,0,17,5,0,2,6,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278358250532458,0.16137799245556458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098415753015166,0.0,0.26123711258531185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444568510718874,0.1020509006098165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463237494510387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796407690129205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406768650666325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460721316447365,0.0,0.06978849566553298,0.0,0.1261377235360159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346045575990433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706685900878388,0.0,0.0,0.15212884682471806,0.0,0.10864261869491328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924613786321445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915123205602994,0.2937438214837383,0.0,0.4600970540073906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359875348551066,0.0,0.0,0.22766330477811225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912318379152232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329603047851841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425566684246151,0.0,0.11458434204749204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,elougeeice,2019/09/03,"Dating advice for a non drinker/smoker? Hey Reddit!
I don't know where to start, but I would like to ask you guys who have overcome anxiety how to date. I know this might be weird but dating is extremely hard for me, because of various reasons; I am different, I live in a country of alcoholics, but I am strictly against alcohol and tobacco (I hate alcohol more, but cigarettes stink), it's very hard and almost impossible to find a girl that neither smokes or drinks. Even kids nowadays think its cool and they start at 12. The second reason is that I attend a electrotechnical school where 95% are boys and the girls are either unattractive or if they are attractive they do the things mentioned above. Last but not least I am not from a town, but a small village where there are like 10 girls in my age (there are even ones that are attractive and smoke/drink occasionally, because of friends telling them to do so), but for them I'm nobody. They take me for granted.
Hope you don't judge me and understand my English, thanks for advices.",6.502952622673432,7.02066663451777,6.146510152284264,80.23502749576991,65.39593908629442,9.612351945854483,33.167935702199664,9.516144504307137,2.9098159052453467,825,33,157,15,12,256,122,197,0.081,0.77,0.149,0.9461,1,0,11,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,6,0,9,11,1,0,9,1,19,4,0,3,0,31,31,18,0,3,13,0,2,2,1,2,3,0,0,6,8,6,4,0,7,1,0,1,5,3,0,2,0,4,22,8,18,28,5,16,0,0,0,0,20,8,0,6,9,110,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27624655432954603,0.0,0.4531729193420087,0.14153924307010946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813055712961088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321409621563999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723284178731398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147678198689582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27693374968492684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671756526734876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918918153280048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920483544532293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399563854872709,0.0,0.0,0.2532394424983741,0.13955153045286162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039009893198762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536193192736775,0.11521719139498575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811063357079806,0.0,0.12481255505369175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994750824659495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578081845159088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29065782910021026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430513570965746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009317312630406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627583377430476,0.0,0.1235440668411649,0.13013391555375092,0.0,0.0,0.09390509079304443,0.09056985985454742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714787733632664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662660549154576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040930745096724,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ashtonxxxx,2019/09/03,Anxiety is getting worse I’m in high school and I’m in 11th grade and I had to go to the counselor and when I tried to talk to her I was stuttering like crazy and shaking really bad luckily she was nice. Another time I ordered dominoes and they didn’t bring my other pizza and I literally cried because I had to call them. I can’t talk to stranger it’s literally so awkward and I feel like I’m gonna pass out. I don’t eat school lunch because of this reason.  Like if I’m not comfortable around a person I’m shaking and sweaty and my mouth feels all weird idk man. But it didn’t use to be this bad like I could fully function in society with out this happening I would only have panic attacks when I was super upset so I don’t know why it’s been so bad lately. Before you say well tell your parent I’ve tried my father tells me “get over it you’ll never get a job like that” he’s no help. I need tips.,-0.16996153846153916,2.0266790358974376,2.222852564102567,93.5973557692308,89.41025641025641,5.30128205128205,18.89423076923077,6.816661863887847,0.18949999999999967,712,21,160,10,24,242,119,195,0.22,0.648,0.132,-0.9351,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,2,1,7,20,1,5,3,0,17,4,1,2,2,26,34,16,0,4,3,2,2,5,0,3,0,1,0,2,9,13,3,0,4,0,0,5,8,11,1,0,8,3,25,9,16,21,1,19,0,0,0,0,19,8,0,1,10,90,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216366634440702,0.10371556748448876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206917312238098,0.0,0.1542377164003497,0.0,0.0,0.3396018685926677,0.1652922182949001,0.0,0.11536552246551915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843865283730278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824671569688678,0.0,0.14892429855893352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872849395166767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710299309274415,0.09685580031405557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249920465527095,0.0,0.07705118696208957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988975418731955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087399658508016,0.14324390000385856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345386475846122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450923847557285,0.0,0.15293607354128602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311788803434132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005281755193217,0.10456487021254192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031119541231996,0.0,0.15906968244252145,0.15054153703520884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838007457782942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685370725294315,0.13939510943610328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781578719805897,0.0,0.27442109010709165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179423339486574,0.2369994817730232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905568345572069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840949390805712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170944712966702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218994569424338,0.0,0.12233660468000238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816392432261984,0.09630957778677494,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ExoHU,2019/09/03,"Remember: Slow is smooth, smooth is fast This ia something I've heard in a video about guns and gun safety, but it totally applies to other stuff and is a perfect thing to remember for people with SA. 

As most of you, I too have felt quite uneasy doing simple tasks, for example putting change in your wallet in a shop while there is a line behind you. I get nervous and fuck it up almost always, but this little sentence can help so much. All you need to is slow down, try to keep calm and just do everything by your speed, don't rush it. Most of the time the thing you are anxious about (in this example, dropping the coins, having trouble to pick them up) mostly happens when you are in a rush and not paying attention to where you should. If you take your time, not only you will be calmer, but you'll need a lot less time do to the task, than if you messed up and had to restart everything, while the anxiety got worse. 

So just keep your cool, take your time, everything will be easier. 
I hope I could help",7.085074626865673,5.77854817910448,6.749497512437812,82.47230597014928,64.72139303482587,10.229054726368163,30.54776119402985,9.120678840339163,2.1991528358208967,788,21,166,11,10,247,118,201,0.121,0.743,0.136,0.5235,0,0,1,2,0,0,25.0,0,15,1,2,10,8,1,1,11,1,22,1,0,1,3,36,35,17,0,7,9,0,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,2,4,2,3,3,3,4,0,0,4,5,20,4,28,24,8,26,0,0,0,1,19,11,1,8,11,121,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503560486919764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051787377137615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080164354396192,0.16362714593193853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322074049606196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564236978450505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905165842472894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390684110682652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390156931661112,0.07567253948677173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584119390348495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280808863146151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416541646057398,0.0,0.0,0.14385807409017665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257479592643632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516699713305953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313716611510075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647352736755264,0.21479296387560284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015678998804866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041331143621073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456034691701974,0.0,0.1540543900892844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32814931173296463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150434467906016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580630931856302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178022080674771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924495475324799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33782776764713096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833635544299303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760358801217924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cchigu,2019/09/03,"Correlation with low blood sugar? I think Ive might conquered my social anxiety. I always was connvinced that I didnt had it before. But since starting Intermittant fasting I notice when I go out at night my anxiety always spiking up despite that I am normally confidant. I did the trick to eat some little pieces of döner kebab and my anxiety went by a mile. I notice being social again and having my confidence back. 

Could it be relatrd by the lowering blood sugar by having skipping a meal? (I mostly notice that anxiety when going night out)  
It also might be by the caffeine,alcohol and/or weed especiallh by not having eaten enough.",4.539720279720278,7.198371068376073,6.106899766899768,70.22370629370631,73.35897435897436,8.698989898989899,28.585081585081586,9.339509955726095,3.2851948717948725,513,21,75,13,11,174,76,117,0.111,0.8590000000000001,0.03,-0.6322,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,5,0,15,7,2,0,0,14,21,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,2,14,0,12,9,4,18,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,4,8,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499714551404326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598356793641465,0.2413596683091861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438021862983612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152212679323184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234131778272034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579777812303865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840590089534275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985880227937962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485223028728674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453620827394545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307716124638402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722090052248622,0.14210244125884855,0.0,0.4953662141546141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997355168609833,0.0,0.0,0.2956876197837908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265575020388062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929318753255021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444789051067274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Matesuchti,2019/09/03,"I’ve written and then not posted this many times in the past few months.. Hi, 



first of all: I’m not a native English speaker, so sorry if I can’t really get my point across. 
Second, I hope this is the right place to post this. I’ve never been to a therapist or anything so I don’t know what exactly is wrong with me. But I can identify with many of the things posted here. 
Third, I’m actually posting it this time because I don’t know what to do. The whole thing is really starting to take its toll on me, mentally. 

Does anyone else just completely zone out when stuck with a group of people? 
An example:  After years of not really leaving the house except for work, I’ve finally decided I needed to get out and go on vacation (solo, I don’t have any friends). Now im lonely in Indonesia, ha! 

Anyway. Yesterday, I hopped on a boat to go to a different island together with ~100 other people. The whole trip took around 3.5 hours but I barely remember any of it. Only being uncomfortable and feeling like people were staring at me. All in all, the whole thing seemed like minutes to me. And this is what happens every single time that I’m stuck with a group of people. Even relatives that I don’t see every other day. 

Second thing I wanna talk about: When I actually do end up in a conversation with someone and I’m actually feeling confident enough to not wanna end it ASAP, I just can’t think of anything to say. Like the titles says, it feels like there is an invisible wall inside of my head and behind it is.. idk, I can’t really to put it in words. It just feels like my own brain is trying to hold me back... 

Yeah, that’s it really. I mean, there’s more but these are the things I couldn’t find any posts about on this sub.

Thanks for reading.",1.9874087652058,4.102620776203967,3.936171471421432,85.33430553241129,79.19830028328613,7.212431261456425,21.4305115814031,8.219915518859313,1.217190034994168,1366,39,276,27,34,463,181,353,0.040999999999999995,0.857,0.10099999999999999,0.9701,1,2,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,2,17,11,0,0,18,2,23,2,2,0,5,52,51,16,0,6,13,0,4,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,29,15,0,1,12,1,0,5,13,2,0,4,6,9,24,9,50,43,11,50,0,1,2,0,8,19,0,4,26,190,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.2340561616115482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310424599792178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055902220714641626,0.08191722921983566,0.1315824792555406,0.07117158691827011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614758691450983,0.0,0.04873618665504883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892495582613645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382503690769075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156051036045809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835297201128505,0.0,0.0,0.06996393495893352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678715576670062,0.0,0.14162222098016305,0.08260871975880762,0.0,0.05280558032712106,0.0,0.1347210119717374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169852716024707,0.17134680911505165,0.0,0.08758025453601631,0.07307196506185665,0.06800460411385673,0.0,0.0,0.061768422290224084,0.0,0.08354013684743232,0.0,0.09087375240080067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069866323261031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820507701213663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940742624477573,0.07873369008810585,0.09225044650908676,0.0,0.0,0.08635867177047826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787579212936496,0.0,0.0,0.08465447908847505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952952884912025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211153593729755,0.0,0.08708793157972915,0.0,0.0,0.08056981807228976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381455302326834,0.0,0.0,0.05928119274750319,0.06166162067166876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080483999010058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632039559877281,0.2217063636446687,0.0,0.0835297201128505,0.0,0.07557767520227564,0.0,0.3828453541474376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037085726497599,0.0,0.0,0.0799706653874435,0.0,0.2560869792920559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056666590842624,0.0682760348239103,0.0,0.12715735522094446,0.0,0.0,0.06370902590963942,0.07278259427692395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774055371228213,0.0,0.0,0.08949639361130278,0.056588334960884765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060111720813897936,0.06426000193432259,0.0,0.07360632537401722,0.0,0.09282698595259767,0.2655729153225433,0.051228110252160966,0.0,0.0,0.13985676705602065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888263140857367,0.054280143408042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26778071070060816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582038460607362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741171374464493,0.0,0.05148455411673352
socialanxiety,1x42y,2019/09/03,is everyone staring at me because im ugly?? i hate everything about myself more than anything. well there are a lot of reasons one of them is bcz im insecure. everytime im out in public i get stared at.   i immediately panik and think theres sth wrong with my face. i hate it. anyone else?,0.2193644067796612,2.6105220169491545,3.08625,86.0714088983051,91.54237288135592,6.339830508474578,22.62923728813559,7.645422480735847,1.4269135593220343,225,9,46,5,8,79,46,59,0.27,0.693,0.037000000000000005,-0.9411,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,8,1,9,7,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174969981627802,0.2077152303298687,0.16682500889154595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357898738598536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693503256308609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371196895990828,0.18219572920445565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059151959381175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002969918571312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6569318164917692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234913965884938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737138309900787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843457300498644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298976884561779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822736920980905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164744128822356,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iscoutz,2019/09/03,"Anyone having trouble showing emotions? Whenever I'm around people, especially around strangers or people I don't really know that well, I'm afraid to show my emotions. I have a hard time smiling because I think my smile is ugly even though I have good and straight teeth. Whenever I see myself in a mirror I think I look retarded and therefore try to have the most neutral facial expression since that's the one that makes me look 'least' retarded. Sometimes my face tenses up so much from anxiety that even when someone says something funny I'm physically unable to smile or just smile very quickly before my smile gets 'dragged down'. People have told me to smile and this makes me even more anxious. I read about people with SA having nervous smiles but I don't even have that. I just stand very awkwardly ...",5.892381818181818,7.626413486666667,5.540181818181819,79.63009090909092,67.46666666666667,8.121212121212123,30.96969696969697,8.575989854853784,2.523333333333334,653,26,111,10,11,201,93,150,0.136,0.733,0.131,-0.1744,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,3,4,0,10,3,3,3,0,18,23,9,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,5,18,2,12,22,4,10,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,3,3,72,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095612175802183,0.16385527277615142,0.0,0.1014161801043551,0.0,0.0,0.2582348387932845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841576989647834,0.0,0.123419379248697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32630365819154844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831933813368281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577804115966577,0.0,0.0,0.12165367795274172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992842708700225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797108509060567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435961585343704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363225584125646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662197137818567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828367148297466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022132254896326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508045119348673,0.0,0.09291710734296857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534258455051992,0.0,0.0,0.11557905863715985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997958026890598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289293891779493,0.11165980258992687,0.14344945646771134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587309016788933,0.14250224355300478,0.0,0.08457469068458247,0.0,0.0,0.13859308314493715,0.0,0.09847345471408793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393483615114209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040945843317334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,traveler_out_of_time,2019/09/03,"Why everyone is staring at me? I am living in a girl's hostel for more than a month and I don't know why some people here stare at me.

Today, during lunch there was a girl who was continuously staring at me when I noticed that I told my friend, who was sitting in front of me, about that, she ignored that. The last time I looked at that girl, she showed me middle finger.  I didn't react to it fearing that everyone will notice me and there will be some drama and I didn't pluck up the courage to say anything to her. I never really talked to her before. I have also seen some girls saying things into each other's ears and laughing after looking at me.

Help me! I never pluck up the courage to stand for myself.",3.2075965130759663,4.442324616438358,4.457596513075965,86.74400373599005,73.38356164383562,6.404981320049814,22.86176836861768,6.574015621080383,0.5647479452054798,558,14,114,4,11,184,87,146,0.042,0.847,0.111,0.8687,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,6,0,12,3,2,1,2,14,17,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,4,10,6,1,1,1,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,7,10,24,4,21,7,5,23,0,0,6,0,16,11,0,3,9,89,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435349342618867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854405282290756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360040798150812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449693920689878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031235290121849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394612996407781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099180632194848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920337708920003,0.14713944842625715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939331869593978,0.0,0.30316526919335035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440810720209843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784403239708001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110228417743141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514265568917562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563909722461385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870970207831199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508681058052375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199225835694818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525662236466704,0.0,0.17110203173006616,0.1724846960344939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325763746192666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChanceLWhite,2019/09/03,"help! overthinking about a friend wanting to cheat i'm currently a college student taking a Literature class with one of my friends. this friend is not an extremely close friend, more like a close aqutintance as we just started talking to each other last semester. last week, I missed a day of class because i knew we were having a quiz on a specific chapter of the book that i did not read so i figured to myself, ""why come to class?"" 
the next day i got a call from her, asking why i did not come and I explained to her that i would have failed the quiz anyway. then, she said, ""you could have just cheated off me! i got all the answers right.""
i just kinda laughed it off at the moment/did not give it much thought. but, today i have that class again and it got me thinking.... what if SHE hasn't read a chapter/studied and she expects ME to let HER cheat?????? 
i absolutely hate the idea of cheating. why should one person put in all the work (i.e., study and come to class) just for another person (anyone!) to mooch off of that? i don't think it's right. i've never cheated off of anyone in school, and i would not want anyone to cheat off of me. 
i guess the problem is, if she does expect me to let her copy off my tests & quizzes, is there a way i can tell her ""no"" without making it forever awkward or doing real damage to the friendship we're building?? i need anwers :-/",2.983053359683794,4.486737496376811,3.838959156785248,89.88397233201584,74.39855072463769,6.322529644268775,25.58893280632411,6.782984794422108,0.9032521739130436,1063,36,223,9,22,340,150,276,0.16,0.777,0.063,-0.9843,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,2,1,0,2,9,19,7,1,20,0,20,0,0,1,3,53,44,12,0,12,14,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,2,12,14,0,0,8,3,0,4,10,13,0,2,9,1,37,6,34,29,5,31,0,3,0,0,26,14,0,5,13,155,49,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734114745124785,0.0,0.0,0.1135601953952039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717403854062476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012442780579341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601762985417696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110584658307607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798681515732745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646736892426211,0.0,0.0,0.13968687013457795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477255973990106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346839479497985,0.0,0.0,0.10388958401574176,0.0,0.0,0.2598480972470108,0.0,0.11930277149945427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069221361946583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259005816257066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225558259044285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655511466371115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214846693909223,0.0,0.052909072099268435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228994674210558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961170104619622,0.08030180670102458,0.08352631441034553,0.0,0.11517645559844099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677144252138638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891237718558741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362683353720724,0.0,0.10886968944732588,0.0,0.0,0.21665518577020465,0.12326715878769465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497228873563745,0.10301646988311257,0.0,0.0,0.10960364703042214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076654084119338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142683305687867,0.0870460598847309,0.09465747525638928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878633733465384,0.0,0.08597674191382851,0.0,0.0,0.10265411198151862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277542697898098,0.08596213842230413,0.08687035244165826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931670747247884,0.0,0.0,0.1043956829076575,0.0,0.0788424419112634,0.0,0.0,0.15386399004932572,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,awaydays1,2019/09/03,"How do I open up to my friend and ask for advice? I feel like my social anxiety makes it very difficult to confide in people and ask for advice.

I'm 26m, a virgin, never dated. I want to ask my friends for advice, but my social anxiety often tells me that my friends secretly hate me and don't want to hear about my problems or worries. My friends are pretty much all guys, I have one ""close"" female friend and some aquaintances. I say ""close"" because I never talk about dating, sex, advice, personal problems etc. with anyone.

I feel like she could be honest with me, but I don't  want to freak her out by talking about aspects of myself no one really knows about. These are some things that are constantly on my mind, but I don't know if they're appropriate to bring up:

""I've never been on a date, kissed anyone, had sex and I have no idea what to do about it."" (I honestly don't know if she knows or suspects this stuff)

""What is flirting and how do you do it?""

""Am I attractive?""

""Has anyone you know ever had a crush on me, flirted with me, or wanted me to ask them out?""

""Am I boring/awkward/annoying/aloof?""

""What do people think of me?""

I don't know it's relevant, but she's the only person I've ever asked out. It was over 2 years ago and she rejected me. I'm not planning on asking her again, that's not what this is about.",2.171595795508839,3.761320483516485,3.821548017200193,88.80497372193028,76.76556776556777,6.652587991718428,22.12597547380156,7.423996415210882,0.7500674948240169,1024,28,218,13,23,342,134,273,0.14,0.711,0.15,0.8358,0,1,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,1,1,12,19,1,0,4,0,26,4,0,3,6,59,51,18,0,9,11,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,17,16,0,0,12,0,0,1,12,6,0,2,4,4,40,13,34,45,5,27,0,1,0,4,31,14,0,8,14,157,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387753166213145,0.0768285495222883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260604758285338,0.0,0.0,0.18180698718793845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861537158553244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283379413501976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366048431087624,0.0,0.06919968467865596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666099674906696,0.0,0.15679763536234012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764685218796625,0.12383545861658465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348087254369323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581784652789387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556959928223933,0.0,0.0,0.09768443652809096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784092971389348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28579245707154755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468607641147545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057853518410768814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751293162786583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371310562200291,0.0,0.20053789162807625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746092969716307,0.06591714737937926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201734191693554,0.1513554250636202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881754940001895,0.0,0.16586474861524778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552361673407166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892420180561032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670019566938222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921747836850044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932562009187294,0.07575421250480376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575803143372717,0.05553523196522763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151259370050672,0.20448303899590925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880185359514838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581323694013288
socialanxiety,taavihunt,2019/09/03,"I found it difficult to meet new people online, so I created this app. Random video chat with 3D avatars. Hi everyone,

I found it difficult to find people online for a casual chat so I created an app to help. I initially liked the random video chat concept, but almost all of the platforms out there are taken over by perverts. We thought there must be a better way so we created it.

The app is called Howl, it works similarly with random video chat apps, but with 3D avatars. Each user creates a personal 3D avatar from a selfie. So you can remain anonymous while still expressing your personality. We use face tracking to make the avatar face expressive, much like Apple Animoji does.

Our goal is to create a safe app and a community for people to meet online. Would love to hear your feedback on this! App Store DL link below.

PS! Face animations are optimized for iPhone X and up, we're working on expanding it to other devices as well.

[https://apps.apple.com/app/apple-store/id1465587389?pt=118684109&ct=Howl\_launch\_d\_r&mt=8](https://apps.apple.com/app/apple-store/id1465587389?pt=118684109&ct=Howl_launch_d_r&mt=8)",8.842662013958128,12.650246180790965,6.5372549019607815,66.73824526420739,64.59322033898306,8.458491193087404,27.360917248255234,9.168548406835145,2.739575872382851,942,30,130,19,17,271,110,177,0.044000000000000004,0.7440000000000001,0.212,0.985,0,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,4,3,0,4,8,9,0,0,11,0,8,4,3,2,2,27,16,10,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,8,10,0,1,5,8,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,12,7,24,9,3,11,0,0,0,1,22,7,0,4,5,79,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484418238281938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6269046436088351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792949381634452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770188742559026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658253110300546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382174627049192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220574708425736,0.0,0.0,0.31719836128205986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302892658973508,0.0,0.0969545754630914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133551490046092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055056184176267,0.0,0.09655373303233243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633300030621108,0.0,0.0,0.1397020407833626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30084234850703684,0.252602291200802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155161631842016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483443770338785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492951977758322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481493261747296,0.0,0.0,0.13005601757560947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106110858007689,0.0,0.0,0.1027538633519219,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YouNeedToChillDude,2019/09/03,"Rehearsing everything Since i have anxiety i'm rehearsing almost EVERYTHING. It doesn't matter who i talk to, it doesn't matter what kind of conversation it is. I even rehearse the way i greet someone etc. As you can guess it makes everything more awkward than neccesary. I don't know when this started, all i know is that i somehow can't stop it from happening. What's ironic about that whole situation is, that even though i plan everything in my head, i never say the things i want. For example, when i plan to come into a room full of people and say ""good morning"" to everybody with a loud and clear voice, i say something like ""Hey"" with a very quiet voice and anytime i say something i instantly regret it because it never comes accross the way i want it to come accross.

Any advice?",6.41220760233918,6.663019723684214,6.833508771929827,76.1506725146199,65.57894736842105,10.176608187134505,33.994152046783626,9.994966539143718,3.3482959064327487,626,26,115,13,9,204,91,152,0.07200000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.106,0.6953,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,1,6,0,9,1,1,1,4,25,21,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,16,9,0,1,2,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,8,17,3,15,21,5,15,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,3,7,79,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636189886083374,0.0,0.0,0.12948699078670262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793639183080923,0.0,0.0989230982948489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882721347595886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341717443949209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421673003580926,0.1708183195632377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648680797342852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846052071190848,0.0,0.0,0.14245141878061546,0.0,0.11434991125889747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271111295601812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465823889332534,0.14213265954883306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317516594273873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631656538704277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946631320838865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964845249226318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113354233471336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696797638799613,0.14535177129940738,0.0,0.0,0.10956538570102804,0.19910093201122875,0.0,0.0,0.09152748843037807,0.0,0.0,0.10811037329244803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393584804439394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859089490843214,0.0,0.1270480909288922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066956969897586,0.1525427846990392,0.20528322059523807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437189759732733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Danny1641743,2019/09/03,"Started a new job, need advice on how to talk to people, what to say, and how to get them to talk to me? I must have a face thats always looks grumpy as f*ck. When im silent I feel people dislike me, what do I do? Im a new starter should I be the one who talks to people first? Everyone else knows each other as worked together for a while, how do I break in?",0.3571607142857154,1.6753005375,2.4371428571428595,97.94500000000002,81.125,5.571428571428572,17.67857142857143,6.1826913282559595,-0.5310178571428574,273,5,70,2,7,92,53,80,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.5514,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,3,1,10,13,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,8,0,12,10,1,10,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,7,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562565627977426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580610371630758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868630108884044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815138867691816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604893662565013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157895870779607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924569444971196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41037645735574496,0.0,0.1885049150869191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043964535409474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951764884029332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408521308213302,0.0,0.36692701364821656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287210790899546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950807872870718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106295607749196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445389995476262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580453485939697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829235478728907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blackcatkitty,2019/09/03,"How do you stop overthinking? I feel physically sick and I can't concentrate on anything else but all the times I messed up today. I don't see my school counsellor for another two days and I really can't cope with this I feel so ashamed. I'm sorry that this sounds childish but the nicest person I know was just trying to be damn nice and asked if I wanted to be introduced to her friends because she knows I am a damn loner and all I said is no. I bloody panicked and just shut it right down and she just apologized. Nicest person in the school now thinks I'm an asshole. She's so sweet and was trying to be kind and I made her feel bad. 

I wish there was a way to stop thinking altogether because I'm so tired",1.4204279279279284,3.5677562229729776,2.84854054054054,92.2135765765766,81.36486486486487,6.3790990990991,21.353153153153148,7.554174236665415,0.7014634234234225,563,17,124,9,15,183,90,148,0.27,0.5529999999999999,0.17600000000000002,-0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,9,9,2,1,6,0,12,2,0,2,2,30,28,15,0,3,6,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,4,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,7,20,4,11,20,2,13,0,0,1,0,12,6,2,1,6,77,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671647433765167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868431955351798,0.0,0.1575510838370274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071397762722782,0.2054664092705668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868672388039308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407836560737197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556387104753613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020444155908967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549614913476547,0.1852373432335097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946542374577802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943045849780211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796345735563168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392213134968107,0.16030887665435792,0.0,0.0,0.3411189987893002,0.13429512740122282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865348214594785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817941828182793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597208541833707,0.0,0.0,0.09827012777514793,0.19369833317958488,0.1597449941196791,0.0,0.0,0.2288391219378762,0.0,0.16462752826061336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940227762143247,0.13376981235060767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379907163759175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ruthless_clueless,2019/09/03,i have school in less than 12 hours and i'm freaking out title basically says it. i'm crying and thinking about the entirety of my existence. i have no friends in school and i know i'm gonna be bullied and have to do a shit ton of presentations. is this normal???,0.2252987012987013,2.5631632181818205,2.7070129870129875,89.64909090909094,89.54545454545455,6.051948051948052,22.402597402597397,7.447530270364453,1.0570779220779216,207,8,45,4,7,71,40,55,0.27,0.6779999999999999,0.051,-0.9223,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,6,1,1,0,0,8,12,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,29,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434509236747327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415663857513449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30791482518504226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183405948096267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063480825336484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486460037630339,0.0,0.6328730622545805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209490288894688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003449170895288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayish_boi123,2019/09/03,"Plz help Hey so I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety because I cant breathe in large crowds,I will slightly trip and think that everybody is judging me when in reality no one cares,and I will instead of asking for help set there like an idiot and never do it.I also have severe anger issues that I cant imagine that helps.",7.9439800995024905,5.603965686567168,8.442388059701496,74.31293532338309,63.77611940298507,10.724378109452736,35.76616915422885,8.841846274778883,2.9786855721393035,259,9,51,3,3,87,51,67,0.207,0.593,0.201,-0.1134,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,8,1,1,0,2,6,11,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,4,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172877738346753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078587311967325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540137909399818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563294982987786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463679393677111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28359645518073184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274462751723662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956083813917836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411890149117102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764285134744397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069569173787654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769758932080663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256085091740653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410190656343896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheHuntyGuy,2019/09/03,"Does anybody else hate faking it till they make it? ‘Fake it till you make it’ is something I almost always do when I am not talking to someone I am comfortable with. When i am with my friends, i can say whatever i want and my words just come out and i can say whatever comes to my mind. It gives me energy when i talk to my close friends. But i hate being in classes where i dont have any friends in. Whenever i am not with my friends, i have to fake it till i make it. Im good at it by now because i have been doing it for soo long, but i always hate doing it. It feels as though it drains my energy. I always have to think of things to say, thoughts dont come to my mind very easily, and i start to not be able to speak english very well. It takes so much of my energy to act confident and appear confident, when i am not really confident on the inside. If i dont put energy into faking it with people i dont know well, i naturally become silent and i cant even get a sound out of my mouth, and things become super awkward. Honestly, it gives me anxiety when i realize that i have to ‘fake it till i make it’ in a certain social situation. This is what makes me dread going to certain gatherings, parties, or even certain classes.",4.586046511627906,4.22077993023256,6.1652868217054255,81.49560465116282,69.46511627906978,9.825736434108528,29.21550387596899,9.558583805096642,2.3479717829457365,954,31,208,19,15,329,120,258,0.08900000000000001,0.6779999999999999,0.233,0.9899,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,1,14,23,3,2,3,0,25,1,1,5,3,45,48,22,0,2,9,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,22,17,0,0,5,0,0,7,9,10,2,0,2,6,39,13,34,44,1,29,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,4,12,152,61,2,0.09411442768038986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424200452099847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23493222953907866,0.0,0.0,0.06400103814390644,0.0,0.07199727957298163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737128157543,0.2078839823558764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243213737957143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236016988904532,0.0,0.4412056332549375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862052782737658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432338373718065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758708245735212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908502934597489,0.0,0.049170904033250654,0.18056626966120332,0.053487398118602564,0.07893871670953374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787555382927201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165973201169574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172282814822436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328830688882127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31411055643584057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005748589938048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691849332899263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524709404200625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461099439814206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602921123097095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245307111039236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578855995270063,0.0,0.09593780691080696,0.07974284916073279,0.07245388444328618,0.0,0.0,0.0666146763164808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076233693061228,0.15129122395667674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505088764222433,0.060304725083562334,0.0924669473509338,0.07471634289464335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553085185930896,0.05551112786663374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924034634610868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,repopkernels,2019/09/03,"How to get diagnosed? Hi all I’m an early 20s female and I believe I have social anxiety. I’ve been to 3 therapist in the past 5 years but I’ve never been able to get far with therapy because I was to nervous to speak to any therapist. 

I’ve been working on getting myself to a more calm mental space and in a few months I think I’ll be ready to start therapy again. I believe I may have an actual mental condition due to various reasons that I don’t feel like typing right now. I understand it’s not up to me and google to diagnose and treat myself so I would like the help of a clinician.  

What I’m wondering is do I need to have a doctoral level therapist in order to be formally diagnosed or can a master’s level therapist diagnose? I’m asking this because I know a master’s level therapist will be cheaper but if a doctoral level therapist can offer me the most assistance than I will splurge with one of them.

Also, can psychiatrists diagnose mental health conditions?",3.885846153846156,5.412502302564106,6.2420512820512855,73.4646153846154,72.12820512820512,10.533333333333337,30.948717948717945,10.650279960617883,3.8588564102564114,779,35,140,26,15,277,110,195,0.022000000000000002,0.862,0.11599999999999999,0.9570000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,5,5,0,1,12,0,20,8,0,2,2,24,34,11,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,4,8,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,2,17,4,23,23,5,22,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,5,11,97,21,4,0.09106632375659747,0.0,0.08886759551130817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282570620679442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192822295179029,0.0,0.06966548841430778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513471966234089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102637142992784,0.0,0.0,0.2052011240568564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621520084094538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642048235083747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604586952820725,0.0650577998876251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273518661675738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679924369998116,0.0,0.0,0.061039837218328376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004766994651229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898081169956662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753203059561408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726882707991089,0.0,0.0,0.06752452516831857,0.07023596294186871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061708897792453574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693311039498983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363134789658607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777701429101948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928306488172791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445721267071575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828455544896254,0.6344101249062,0.0,0.058351623166238265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480325465701904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875754348473938,0.06629736828948424,0.0,0.0,0.06469090357621463,0.0,0.0,0.05864372677254295
socialanxiety,KerubimTheFlower,2019/09/03,"Trying to understand if I’m being anxious or I’m being gaslighted I have a friend that recently kicked me from our gaming group. She didn’t tell me for a month, the reason being she doesn’t like conflict, which I try to understand.

But something about the way she treats me makes me feel like she just feel anxious or uncomfortable around me. At parties we attend she will drink, before I was booted from the group she asked me 4 times if I was still participating in our Dungeons and Dragons campaign. I told her I made 5 different characters and just need to discuss the finishing details. 

A few days after I told her I had a crush on a mutual friend of ours she kicked me out of the group, and didn’t tell me for a month until I saw I had been removed from our DnD group chat. 

She told me it’s because her social anxiety makes me avoid telling people what needs to be said. 

But she also will ask to take pictures with me but she will post pictures of herself with our friend group, and the guy I have a crush on. I told her I think she’s pushing me out the way to get to our friend, so she can get closer to him. 

I told her it makes me feel like she doesn’t like me very much, and that if she liked our friend then I didn’t want beef, I just want to play dnd. 

I just don’t think social anxiety is to blame here, but I don’t know how to feel, everyone handles things differently, but it really rubs me the wrong way, about what she’s doing. 

She’s also been making out with the guy I like when I’m not around as well. I have anxiety problems as well,if I’m overthinking can someone tell me, because I really don’t know.",5.77610119047619,4.9260977410714295,6.229285714285716,83.64904761904766,67.125,9.490476190476194,29.380952380952376,8.680891452615391,1.8994595238095235,1275,36,279,17,18,414,145,336,0.08800000000000001,0.785,0.127,0.95,2,1,2,0,0,0,27.0,8,0,0,0,17,17,0,1,16,0,28,1,0,7,0,53,63,24,0,8,15,0,5,6,5,3,0,1,0,2,9,14,1,2,11,4,0,3,9,3,1,0,17,7,68,14,37,39,2,28,0,0,1,0,60,10,0,5,17,189,77,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319032773325134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892691478897074,0.18633640856825529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683248092259893,0.1541975920749787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054651732699643,0.0,0.07017633148840867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053186657637375054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232826421342154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807897049273196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880410843082712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679827535484162,0.1178339005303042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31858256504675986,0.0,0.0861748773707128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633175457895624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064727323145423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417455585576953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803559252645455,0.22019882866827534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165435175884616,0.0,0.0606253155130998,0.1223016793648619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057174669028487515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898395355960344,0.0,0.0,0.07891314211677465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056654435557462,0.0847934218004754,0.08142968130260014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844834248781374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681366024949076,0.06987699720723546,0.06348982929732007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586105743031383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200756145684235,0.0,0.28833145016017586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054789743647891284,0.10568754817760426,0.0,0.0,0.048089218768887526,0.0,0.0,0.3940205421541356,0.0,0.1119841283093731,0.0,0.0,0.17170942298233433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804680942685212,0.09728648945283336,0.19638376126427254,0.0,0.0,0.1483017892318048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016855845550548,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wasteoftim3,2019/09/03,"Anithing Hi. It's my first post and o mobile. I'm not native.
This is some thoughts I wrote and I want to improve. Correction are welcome.



Everebody are alwas on their phones, responding to someone. Except me, probably because I'm boring or because that particularly text it's not up their interest. But I'm steel here, trying to make friends.
Nobody teach you how, it's just natural for them.",1.855663390663392,4.671267391891893,3.2985012285012303,83.3960073710074,91.29729729729729,6.4746928746928765,26.997542997543,7.686295010490155,2.2788540540540554,313,15,55,7,11,102,57,74,0.063,0.767,0.16899999999999998,0.7918,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,15,10,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,8,3,7,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,1,34,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455060747433468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108210379453334,0.0,0.0,0.2823180191792502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439167422976136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34996568805672496,0.0,0.3939781926773223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096141723079732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900979699957228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480921804303455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553069760107288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TGC_YT,2019/09/03,"Can someone explain these weird things that happen to me in literally every conversation that i have? Whenever i talk to someone, even if its family, or someone that i have known for years, my throat tightens up, i struggle to breath, i need to swallow every 10 seconds
I cant make eye contact
I struggle to show emotion in things that i try to say and express",9.660869565217393,7.36956407246377,9.455362318840582,68.23782608695653,60.44927536231884,11.518840579710146,44.73913043478261,9.725611199111238,4.542339130434783,287,15,50,4,3,94,47,69,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,4,4,3,1,0,7,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,10,0,10,8,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,1,37,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400431947982521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094687750579984,0.0,0.35959279027344243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011719446773688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887064920930828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424443279788261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582313642008899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970206613829153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424324172055146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461782989280573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152063408926504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28354331442201514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488273164571527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374208388124647
socialanxiety,bunionfunyin,2019/09/13,"SAnxiety prevents me from working Just got offered a new job 2 weeks ago and started today. During those two weeks, my thoughts raced back and forth between going or ditching. The amount of workers and loud noises give me intense anxiety. I had a mild anxiety attack last night before bed thinking about it. Almost was on the verge of another attack during lunch break today. Took my locker lock with me in case I don't go back. 

I got through the day though. Not sure how I'm going to do tomorrow. 

I really hate anxiety.",3.766363636363636,6.097911090909093,4.671717171717173,81.16090909090913,74.45454545454545,7.228282828282829,28.171717171717173,8.167268648758528,2.2144020202020203,414,17,71,7,9,134,76,99,0.171,0.8029999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.9281,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,3,0,5,0,4,1,0,1,1,13,16,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,1,2,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,6,1,9,1,10,10,1,21,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,13,41,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954524173321745,0.0,0.15763554823704165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507085497632046,0.3612825521299388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581808540885681,0.0,0.2420958395773828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395465886507332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152426649952236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101367514322758,0.2683999147424808,0.0,0.2518097556234961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542178644659366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621719779192744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832006684453084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203929786089254,0.0,0.14773002801188653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084866325389627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142421126496506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483685176847762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086976023216183,0.15466646760704625,0.12497560651778795,0.0,0.0,0.2984355913205814,0.0,0.1749018060598283,0.0,0.0,0.15377857069904086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25254911370546024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460520342907747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,andiooops,2019/09/13,"Socializing is exhausting. When I was in high school, my only friend was my boyfriend. That was it. I was very lonely and wished for friends. 

So, when I was off to college, I promised myself I would change that. I would get friends no matter how much I would have to go out of my comfort zone. 

It's exhausting. I can't enjoy socializing because I think too much about what I can say without them judging me for. 

My first friend was my roommate. Nothing was wrong. She withdrew. 

My second friend was a guy I met online who goes to my college. He loves to talk but as soon as I try to tell a story of my own, he zones out. He never invites me to hang out. He seems to enjoy hanging out but never asks me himself. He'll show me all of his jokes and memes but when I show him mine, he doesn't laugh, he ignores them half the time. He doesn't ask about me, like when I told him I was getting a piercing, he only said ""lol nice."" Not even asking what piercing I'm getting? Not the least bit curious?

My third friend is from high school. Now this is the only person I don't have totally bad news about. We were always just acquaintances that worked on projects together but we've been hanging out a lot more in college, I have a class with him and we each lunch together after that class. The only thing is that, because we were always acquaintances, I never showed my true personality. I put on all of my filters to make sure he wouldnt judge me, and because he was an acquaintance, it didn't matter to me. Now I feel fake and trapped inside a personality that isn't me while we keep hanging out more and more. I'm trying to slowly show my true personality but he seems taken aback every time. 

My fourth friend wears me down. She's very nice, I'm glad she spoke to me, but it's hard. We can't ever hang out without her bringing her boyfriend, who is great and all, but I just have nothing in common with him. We're only really friends to eat together at the dining hall. We don't even sit next to each other in class. 

My fifth friend I met in class. I really like him but I just can't seem to make him connect with me. He called me cool and asked to eat together the first day we met, which we couldn't make our schedules work out, but has never said anything good about me or asked to hang out since then. Now we mostly only talk in class besides our streaks on Snapchat which I didn't even want to do. I think I disappointed him. I don't know how to respond to his humor (dry, sarcastic and dark) so it's always awkward even though I do actually think he's really funny.

I'm exhausted. I'm such a disappointment. What's wrong with me? What don't I understand that everyone else does?

So now it's a Friday night. All of my friend's Snapchat stories are them going to parties and hanging with other friends. I'm stuck with a mountain of homework that's stressing me to no end but I can't focus on it because I hate myself.",2.25817842218564,4.120695238255036,3.446667088767885,90.38076927947323,77.32214765100672,6.24307965050019,23.66139040141827,7.130331461381254,0.7767717234392808,2286,74,489,26,53,740,239,596,0.107,0.7390000000000001,0.154,0.9828,1,3,0,0,0,0,68.0,11,0,3,4,29,44,1,2,16,2,45,9,1,5,13,95,89,35,0,7,18,0,2,2,11,5,3,4,1,5,27,36,4,2,9,5,0,11,25,14,0,5,24,7,94,30,67,59,17,64,0,3,0,1,82,25,0,6,29,326,121,14,0.0,0.0,0.060174664824528226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539268740740072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074379284526338,0.0,0.28823516553678186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051486433031050965,0.15035794878976666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732055327191942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296531103690099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523178924924196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03976784556013711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053962129947420216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619427583730286,0.05151192797284356,0.0,0.05461554368303869,0.0,0.0,0.1629125971392893,0.05577815112028018,0.051954144366908435,0.05892210100788915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031178910034324624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490185511631897,0.0,0.0,0.5240515982200711,0.0,0.09664987517566996,0.0,0.0700895574089712,0.05172040434959123,0.0,0.06798420824201777,0.0,0.0610565433769235,0.0,0.0,0.05523836926703201,0.060879923718708435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303017117406013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480933739431235,0.0,0.0,0.03388863788822522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025132658342884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242408855853036,0.055653701355373286,0.0,0.12348256216869573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065951091708893,0.0,0.19023471961125055,0.0,0.06557981425154695,0.05786700205905033,0.0,0.11833555096935128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813871471555021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536870125786448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198883247867434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850961952764535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117312187194551,0.0490372770644651,0.0,0.12481347470193364,0.0,0.16840835836007706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051008670758089514,0.0,0.0,0.12571631191062094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063531200182423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058117103434600165,0.0,0.0,0.09912554452052358,0.0538966025007496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040966478445107625,0.1185344110795288,0.060584059449056975,0.0,0.07191294621848511,0.0,0.0,0.05892210100788915,0.0,0.08373091518847918,0.0,0.0,0.0641938609955369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175766360793233,0.0363707202098132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090996283099876,0.11888279524101353,0.0,0.08978350078258565,0.0,0.0,0.13141190838451053,0.13483867820710493,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,marienum,2019/09/13,"Unable to make friends in my sport, should I quit? I’ve joined at club sport at my university. I’ve been to 3 practices so far (they’re 2 and a half hours long so a lot of time together) and managed to make zero friends. Everyone is friendly and kind and no one has been rude, however when I try and converse and be sociable, no one makes an effort to turn it into a friendship. They’ll just respond to what I have to say and then go on their way, even the people I’ve spoken to multiple times. I’m very frustrated and sad about this, as I wonder if I’m doing something wrong. 

There’s a group of other new people (to the sport) who are already tight knit and have not made any effort to include me in the group other than talking to me occasionally but they won’t ever ask if I want to practice something over there with them or whatever they all do together (it’s a very individualistic sport so you work on whatever you want). I’ve tried to integrate myself and make jokes, ask them about themselves, stick nearby etc. but to no avail. I think if I do anything more it’ll be taken as me trying to be their friend against their will lmao.

I wonder if I should just quit, as the club dues are 150$ and I’m a broke college student, who does not want to be in a club where no one seems to want to get to know me despite me trying to build connections. I’m very socially anxious and it’s pretty painful for me to show up to these practices and events (we have a social tonight) and be left out every time. I’m not sure if I should keep trying (albeit very anxiously) and pay the dues and stick with it or if I should cut my losses and stop trying to fit in when it seems I do not. 

Please help !!",4.734047619047622,4.6833951285714335,5.5420000000000025,85.01433333333338,69.14285714285714,8.495238095238097,28.095238095238088,8.11559375814309,1.5784380952380954,1325,40,289,16,21,434,177,350,0.13,0.77,0.1,-0.8704,1,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,1,2,8,6,14,15,3,0,14,0,26,1,0,5,3,64,53,36,0,14,16,0,1,0,4,8,1,1,0,0,13,22,0,3,6,9,1,1,9,8,0,5,4,2,33,7,46,36,4,33,0,3,0,0,28,16,0,13,15,187,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396823192280688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406920684036421,0.0,0.0,0.2128715215210992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753064638273041,0.0,0.1761559981331664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244789323829403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507426236321847,0.06222790144310949,0.08522256354734838,0.07937992351716956,0.09002615534279275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911600835185435,0.0,0.049223276877954525,0.0,0.053544368541464535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631501078157481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927824725474822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374232822816767,0.0,0.0981100813985518,0.051777919094781286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236451539297237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833770188140563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800979438876878,0.0,0.08914819943962836,0.251556097146788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099311605884773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915268975003572,0.0,0.10025105226181663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306331798715676,0.0,0.0,0.10341941630308936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958501908958614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041779882264552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492328764722801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153899551453608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207998410771532,0.0,0.145062112847203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876768336583112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879621215774268,0.0,0.0,0.07572618352703295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036895676821015,0.0,0.0,0.16481199643296215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38379346198515374,0.10247850730688243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109478811714744,0.22228101520680624,0.07478322027629747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434358290873947,0.06858940236695384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300895235273744,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hellofrommyhome,2019/09/13,"Can't think clearly when I talk to people I don't really know if it is related to social anxiety, but here I go. 

As the title says, when I'm talking to people, to strangers especially, sometimes my mind goes totally blank. For example, I was asked today what I was doing in school and I was like ""eeeeh"".
Another example, somebody said to me ""see you Monday!"" and I was so caught off guard that I said ""yes"" with an awkward smile lmao.
This is really infuriating, especially when I am in my bed (like right now) thinking ""Oh I could have told them /this/ and /that/"" :(.

Does it happen to anybody else ? I am actually thinking that I only have a short attention span ?? I am so sick of it.
On the bright side I went to the doctor by myself, so :). (It might seem silly but I am so used to do everything with my mother so I see this as an absolute win!)
Sorry for the eventual mistakes, I'm still perfecting my English lol.",1.652715905786568,3.9630456353591192,4.032445478336726,83.11938063390522,81.59668508287292,7.56743239313754,23.89095667345159,8.532816995589336,1.86901546961326,704,26,140,17,19,244,113,181,0.105,0.762,0.134,0.8245,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,1,2,11,8,0,1,7,2,18,2,0,1,3,23,36,16,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,11,5,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,9,6,24,6,20,25,1,18,0,0,3,0,11,8,0,3,9,98,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.15607187916874182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770406256979228,0.122348575174915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951609305683108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276937662695515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369856092447224,0.1399587525647301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360379192423036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373778263157727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089380860551646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142853342708728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789518667212283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627071276103333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966401054430344,0.16148709186674556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216365197284526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175529513587014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049147989793532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365822072419098,0.3042664808892408,0.12718541936356045,0.0,0.16186108887448816,0.25489234699737706,0.1455973153797354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303190968549042,0.0,0.0,0.1581781728701382,0.17903229165472526,0.0,0.0,0.12772298009405808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25709673750665857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074364990197888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515981155094256,0.15282316994515596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813106432792902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825981797390286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,howeverlongittakes,2019/09/13,"I feel like i am too ugly / freakish to be out. I have posted to r/amiugly in the past, they said i didn't look 'too ugly' or 'freakish' but the reactions I get from everyday people really makes me think otherwise. 

​

In class ( i find this to be the case alot ) people tend to avoid making eye contact with me, and when we are forced to interact it is much colder than the interactions they have with others.

In the gym, i avoid eye contact with people because i think i look like some creep leering at them. ( even if i glace up for a second or two like a normal person does)... 

I can't even think about concepts such as dating, social lives, etc etc. Sure i might be anxious, but is there a point in me 'putting myself out there' if i am too ugly?... i am usually very unsuccesful with women as-well. before i realized how ugly i was, id have to work super hard and maybe get a gf every 1\`-2 years. and they have been consecutively becoming worse and shittier for my mental health.. its been about a year since my last date, and i feel like i am simply filtered out and unwanted trash",4.70998015873016,5.283696810185186,5.778068783068786,81.11666666666669,69.32407407407408,8.764021164021164,26.539682539682538,8.841846274778883,1.8414626984126987,845,24,169,14,14,281,128,216,0.156,0.7559999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9239,0,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,4,2,12,8,0,2,11,0,20,3,2,3,1,38,33,15,0,4,6,0,3,4,1,1,1,1,0,2,4,14,0,2,7,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,5,8,29,6,26,24,5,21,0,0,4,0,14,10,0,7,13,118,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400273006212406,0.15703605225251413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600004938965278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878114968778004,0.14273115992831448,0.109970434033983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309541453783087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882649099323639,0.1707184994815368,0.0,0.10888701946826554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069134812156374,0.1846526444229292,0.0,0.0,0.11811948805645828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504109528506564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577019433324692,0.0,0.0,0.13737197044947272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534470070485996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25255299459256714,0.0,0.11411787683024728,0.0,0.2170516125271993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253225018199092,0.0,0.12983507029716188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023962959590124,0.13709911851196635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500343091493696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662397498915667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337051629530052,0.2687881954837138,0.11284401010007244,0.0,0.0,0.12216992242966312,0.0,0.12377249523372758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991801310887632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279197874669526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229331612191268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690546815018108,0.0,0.0,0.13173996674661131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218035298287614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24842789510160634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262449272625364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423353467405209,0.10663334786223012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408544704923777,0.0,0.13170266472063266,0.0,0.0,0.15703605225251413,0.16644767031885996
socialanxiety,zobot04,2019/09/13,"Overload of Anxiety Just need to vent.. if you can’t help, it’s okay. I’m desperate. Lately my anxiety has gotten ten times worse. I just graduated college so that comes with post grad life looking for jobs. I was super excited about getting out of my part time job and getting a full time job to start saving money. It has become an anxiety overload though with the amount of phone screenings. It’s getting to the point where I don’t want to get out of bed to hear everyone asking me how the interview went.. that I probably didn’t go to because I was too anxious. I have noticed feeling the sun on me has made me feel “happier” but I’m too anxious to leave my house most of the time. I got a lava rock bracelet to put essential oils on and I feel a little bit of a difference, but not enough. I need help with new coping mechanisms. I tried going to a therapist and her advice was just to tell myself I have anxiety and it isn’t a real fear every time I feel anxious.. which does not help. No one in my life understands the anxiety I go through every day. Thanks for reading my vent and if you have any suggestions.. please let me know!",3.29805434255216,4.802409550218339,4.675596797671035,84.20054706453179,73.58515283842793,8.232993692382339,28.00606501698205,8.841846274778883,2.1851249878699663,893,35,180,18,18,297,131,229,0.10800000000000001,0.768,0.124,0.7666,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,1,10,6,0,1,13,1,14,2,0,2,0,34,42,12,0,5,9,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,7,11,0,0,6,2,1,6,7,1,0,2,8,8,26,5,28,33,6,25,0,0,2,0,12,9,0,3,9,115,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473013266931868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592355876012977,0.0,0.3707999923240967,0.3285489773344594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906272362854109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059094651614520835,0.10706429398311412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583503364131104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350653682334097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251926147575426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128325682239178,0.0,0.0,0.08483417857951876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016650561975382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335482552163855,0.09263177795343268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090861628257822,0.19606618377324425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259177509190626,0.0,0.1652823017434384,0.0,0.0775329903715443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926014001636963,0.0,0.19493357489220015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185749997889344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885985047469143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053276524874529815,0.0,0.10935425851797502,0.1026470738211506,0.0,0.0991292735328771,0.13694532681133198,0.0,0.0971608718083568,0.0,0.0,0.08140646255797393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172841141550643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376181942597865,0.0,0.09362672536619553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036856454039574,0.0,0.0,0.06569008370885364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497822070108684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641267941059898,0.09164107191080796,0.0,0.09284318030752997,0.0,0.10451935612055363,0.0,0.0,0.09745300434871247,0.0,0.0,0.09696775506671323,0.11034067445560904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861570774152609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847311624992022,0.0892507283220527,0.0,0.11255657801299272,0.0,0.0,0.09524455249230186,0.0,0.2826369033071289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581692956381874,0.0,0.0,0.1009195425145469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717862093937812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986576147388853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987916921651254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,clumbodumbo,2019/09/13,"Skipping class because of social anxiety Senior year of highschool started 2 weeks ago and I’ve only gone two days. I just can’t do it. I get anxiety attacks everytime I need to talk in groups or to people in general. I get ready in the morning, stare at myself for an hour, picking every bad thing people might notice, and then lose any sort of motivation to go. 


I’ve sat alone at lunch for all of junior year, and now senior year. I’d rather skip class and not sit alone at lunch then worry about what people think of me for 8 hours straight. 

In terms of academics, I’m really not stressing as much. I have more credits than I need so I only have to go, depending on the week, 2-3 days. 

The teacher made everyone say their name and 2 things you enjoy doing which gave me an instant anxiety attack. I was doing breathing exercises before it got to me on the low which didn’t help at all. 

I’d rather fall behind with 4 days of missed lessons than risk looking like a bigger loser than I already am.",4.190213219616204,5.160493597014927,5.214260838663826,83.25055970149256,70.74129353233832,7.732906894100925,27.292466240227434,7.957251820313856,1.644270504619758,787,26,155,10,14,259,128,201,0.161,0.7440000000000001,0.095,-0.8982,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,4,6,12,2,2,7,0,10,4,1,4,2,26,26,10,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,6,2,0,3,1,1,4,4,9,0,1,7,3,15,3,32,18,5,36,0,4,2,0,9,13,0,4,19,91,22,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293208971911994,0.0,0.0,0.2638952006213145,0.14058866539653486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663612063143536,0.0,0.29238111657789856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898709540160008,0.0,0.0,0.10637337387596107,0.07766163511555843,0.0,0.1084077060983982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464866755165616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107339687327219,0.12173581099101045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312210229474314,0.0,0.14480829717935004,0.0,0.10189312641913276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539328998164636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509259558694051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224102653718914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069836071200773,0.14252760418435928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054861518686776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515088011202978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365339063573527,0.1889304303989792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504532903376988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378632677991472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649685977388507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161546854041726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131330332966673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986788423574008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901741174916884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593585164238826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239900093273803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692773133223202,0.08163254204154634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244509316646099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438460540270886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938051363490705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24612356425428916
socialanxiety,hemareddit,2019/09/13,"Techniques for disengaging from an interaction? Working on engaging more with people, friends, co-workers etc. It occurs to me that it would be immensely helpful if I had techniques for ending an interaction in a socially acceptable manner.

1. The longer a conversation goes on without me imploding, the more scared I get and I'm more focused on my own fears than the actual conversation - if you are here, chances are you know how it is.

2. More over, the worry that I can't control how I exit an interaction means I am apprehensive of starting them - sometimes I skip greeting co-workers in the morning because of that.

3. Sometimes, I legit want to just save time.

Any tips on how to disengage from a conversation in a way that is not rude or abrupt?",3.4326139088729017,6.260072597122304,4.917525179856117,76.31134772182257,78.42446043165471,8.023213429256595,31.56882494004796,8.841846274778883,3.2555377458033568,597,31,102,15,15,199,90,139,0.063,0.762,0.175,0.9237,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,2,5,8,1,3,12,0,9,0,0,4,0,18,15,7,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,13,4,20,12,6,14,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,3,4,77,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.19660968956305425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370093184100359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281676067950326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259703704139504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784462800108974,0.0,0.22469691414615947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22671441132461695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565841438649064,0.0,0.10526191828409236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504386359759005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072491378801716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194643936056189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967679497370655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017107532953377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537750504996732,0.0,0.0,0.3985261358969732,0.0,0.14260442741107576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748118641632847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188346629015418,0.15992078790817832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421387335419246,0.0,0.4400267023062757,0.20460676054586732,0.0,0.1431214425966391,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NuclearWinter153,2019/09/13,I'd rather be in a wheelchair than have social anxiety I could still enjoy life in a wheelchair,2.6557894736842123,5.2230811578947405,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,79.52631578947368,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.3702421052631577,78,3,14,1,2,25,15,19,0.095,0.726,0.179,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149706566289747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330999846998376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831465302424909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529566528824978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43319906946580894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Effurun,2019/09/13,"Will I be able to cope at university this year? Social anxiety nearly ruined my year at university, I didn't go to lectures because I was afraid to go outside. Barely went to see or talk to any of my friends and I stayed locked up in my room until exams. I passed (barely) but now I have to do it all again. Is there any way to not repeat what happened last year and actually get out and do my best? I don't want to be scared of people and what I think they think of me.",2.857257142857143,3.530744040000002,4.613428571428571,87.43100000000004,73.6,7.314285714285713,23.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,0.7407714285714277,364,9,83,4,7,124,65,100,0.08900000000000001,0.833,0.078,0.3873,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,10,0,0,0,1,12,19,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,3,1,14,2,18,13,2,21,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,1,8,58,18,2,0.21506861153579335,0.0,0.20987594083874395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925080617225571,0.0,0.1645268991562055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110382939753815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257012391279221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616147577179616,0.0,0.11236447289786199,0.0,0.2444568963877783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018446290610505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530962322687393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910149557530086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532119916996184,0.0,0.17138183836702425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192353652318446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923452410784245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728640032982584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27561456436443704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268530393193945,0.17071145321725395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937075757389705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154914035829249
socialanxiety,kittyopuppy,2019/09/13,Cashier: Your receipt is in the bag. Me: Y-you too Kill me now,-4.204285714285714,-4.934802142857142,-1.5821428571428573,112.63964285714287,141.85714285714286,1.4,17.785714285714285,3.1291,-1.4733714285714283,46,2,13,0,4,15,13,14,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,uuuKIRALuuu,2019/09/13,"Working through SA in a generally toxic society is not a good idea ; we get punished for trying. I’ve made a similar complaint in the past, “It’s NOT ok that people can see that I messed up”. 

I always find myself feeling or thinking that way when I embarrass myself in public. And I don’t think I’m wrong to believe that.

I’m an employee, I’m trying to make a living, I’m labeled as an “adult” and I have the responsibilities that come with that. 

How am I supposed to survive if my livelihood is threatened by social anxiety? I always feel like I’m this 👌🏻 close to losing my job.

How is it fair that I have the adult label when I have the social skills of a fetus!?

Something has changed recently, maybe I’ve become more aware of my social anxiety, but whatever it is has made my awkwardness worse. 

As a result, when I’m at work or running errands, I can see people staring when I’m feeling anxious and stiff. It’s like, I’m trying to not exist right now, can you pls stop making me exist in ur eye?

I realize how unreasonable that sounds, but it isn’t an unreasonable expectation if the people around us understood the consequences of their actions.

Despite what people like to believe, they are not understanding, they openly judge you, especially in groups. Hell, they got off on that. 

Society is not a safe battleground to fight social anxiety. I feel like I’m at a huge disadvantage.",4.7848999805787535,5.947971195571959,6.257502427655853,75.6036511944067,69.51660516605166,9.10009710623422,30.86832394639736,9.414487439383343,2.8803904059040586,1098,45,201,23,19,374,144,271,0.174,0.736,0.09,-0.9659,2,0,1,0,1,0,32.0,2,2,4,5,9,15,3,2,17,1,17,2,1,8,0,44,43,18,0,3,11,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,16,9,0,3,11,0,0,3,7,8,0,0,4,9,27,7,27,39,1,27,1,1,4,0,18,15,1,4,12,127,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008247208220302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24834615716030184,0.12224900762469873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633181844483747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951189558703824,0.0,0.2438362320877588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447418071422172,0.09321524607672016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886140011302632,0.15461366369633073,0.0,0.0,0.0989040089808549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653641884425844,0.0,0.0,0.09076327634530623,0.08654719799764682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215842515153655,0.0,0.0,0.10738393128938764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114680994332276,0.0,0.09555337311909183,0.0,0.0,0.12106179497067365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047860387363856,0.144464994746087,0.0,0.1087137200642339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033008088031242,0.300082913638122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068465127875633,0.0,0.0,0.09241264492729667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246225868962264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412349246897017,0.0,0.08330705400513105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047026164479142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867604277955128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204069831665208,0.0,0.0,0.11265273770536832,0.13016597727575893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589382365879758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755957044916735,0.0,0.11027749737711272,0.0,0.1183130755264872,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mifesa,2019/09/13,"social anxiety or shyness???   ever since i was little i was perceived as shy, or stuck up, or aloof. it was always just that, the extreme shyness (and the day that i'll eventually over come it), until i found endless memes on social anxiety and i related, perhaps a concerning little too much. and then it came the whole studying of the disorder, and now i ask myself: am i really just shy?

  i'm never truly comfortable and i'm never not remembering what i said—and i'm never not cringing at it. i blankly freeze when strangers approach me and i never approach strangers. i don't answer phone calls, i don't make audios. i rewrite all my texts and still regret sending them. i don't order, and when i do, i rehearse every single word and feel my fingers tremble through each one of them. i leave the stores when i don't find what i need (bc i definitely won't ask where it is), if i'm asked if i need help i glitch before declining. i, surely, will be late if there's a neighbor i have to go through and i hate arriving late to events and having all eyes follow me. i can't internally handle conversations, greetings, eye contact with higher figures. i'm constantly afraid of being judged for coughing and sneezing, laughing at jokes in the cinema, standing up to put out the trash, tying my hair, even helping people i don't know—i will literally ask my friends to give money for me, which is the dumbest shit ever. crowded lines... public transportation... the beach... all eyes are on me, even if they aren't.

  i never had panic attacks regarding social situations, but i'm certainly worried to the point of tears before events. 

  for a long time i was a performer, and standing before a crowd as i danced made me feel nervous in the best way possible. i never had any mutual watch me, however. if it were to happen, i'd skip the damn show. and as ironically, i'm impressively good with public speaking, scoring the best grades with oral presentations and surprising everyone with how confidently i manage. it's weird, and i wonder if anyone relates? 

 my anxiousness doesn't restrict my life, but it makes it mostly non enjoyable.

  i know that i can only be diagnosed by a qualified doctor, but even that makes me anxious. still, i wonder what are everyone's opinions on this? am i just shy or is this something more?",4.732634508348795,6.304565578231298,5.836784168212737,77.0178478664193,70.08843537414964,8.52005772005772,30.597196454339308,9.0124134603493,2.7426879818594108,1824,76,322,35,33,606,233,441,0.11199999999999999,0.765,0.12300000000000001,0.9388,1,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,0,3,3,18,22,4,4,19,0,32,10,6,5,13,78,63,38,0,9,18,0,5,0,2,3,4,2,1,0,19,24,0,1,11,5,2,10,17,10,0,1,11,11,53,12,35,46,11,54,0,1,4,0,25,15,2,14,25,226,72,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061139444446614,0.0,0.0,0.05770858972522936,0.0,0.12983731479066388,0.19173821411984585,0.0,0.059336989669629636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173354166607435,0.09654197254361224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663213179523666,0.0,0.17811338439845414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665286891632976,0.09705871267186368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310049037928268,0.0,0.09170491094924772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472851402874625,0.0,0.0,0.08613242677657333,0.0,0.0,0.09725839460352573,0.08685912997001986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815025240393622,0.15352379708211966,0.07149929996927028,0.1621772055384308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581683976991733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756168503837801,0.0,0.0,0.0930460283877415,0.0655636249953911,0.0,0.0,0.08140668554987829,0.0482286288318641,0.07117762692823314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504256174909484,0.0,0.0,0.0837829586284696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376147271881196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327509539213977,0.0,0.1914544711544655,0.0898558570115102,0.0,0.0,0.05994004137806237,0.0,0.17010662027321138,0.0,0.07509957448422429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029780794731607,0.1699367174853737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238281512588016,0.12584714799140764,0.3927015673474809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750420883016578,0.06454083784566178,0.0,0.09956644375507756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883213600953272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022135212881591,0.09566835798893401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530903900248983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436431773380146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613130302735122,0.0,0.080722523337492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871088984806195,0.07019813907067926,0.09538764965353114,0.0,0.2595162062389683,0.0,0.06533036982830373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554067751721524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799807650082728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494833027856044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735894496102007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474460383053812,0.0,0.0,0.18405690612724307,0.0,0.08618076300483808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,twinkle6,2019/09/13,"Anyone here with a perky personality? Yes, I'm that annoying person you want to punch in the face and some might go to the extent of calling me a Pollyanna but I just can't help being this way. Anyone else have this type of personality and have social anxiety??",2.8794117647058783,5.27905105882353,4.815450980392161,78.70552941176472,77.62745098039215,7.217254901960787,21.964705882352945,8.238735603445708,1.3733811764705879,208,6,39,4,5,71,41,51,0.14300000000000002,0.799,0.057999999999999996,-0.6516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,1,5,1,1,0,0,8,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906092158674056,0.0,0.0,0.34844149668670515,0.25529720992203353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25442355186461946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081439361200739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160522556744662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700888450916435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643228494041299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6526792574213997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539905709738774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696294939656365,0.19777420229887546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cartoon4Reel,2019/09/13,"I think this wierd thing I do might be from my social anxiety...does anyone else do this? Ok. So I've been having this problem for years where when people ask me out/hit on me I always think they are joking, even if they are really obvious (unless I'm super not into them and creeped out). 

I'm not sure WHY I think this, since I tend to get asked out 3-10+ times a week (depending on how much extra time I spend in public or at events) and no one has ever been joking. 

Anyway, my response is generally to laugh. On several occassions (I dont know exactly, definately more than 7, im hoping less than 15) I have literally laughed until I'm falling over and unable to breathe and then people's face get all crushed, I realize they are serious, and I want to fall through the floor. Twice this has happened with someone I would actually like to date.

Later, I feel ultra bad and beat myself up because I have never had to ask anyone out but if I did and that was their response I think I'd die. But, even when my boyfriend who I live with hits on me I still laugh, even if it isnt in a funny way.

Like...wtf is wrong with me? Does anyone else do this or used to and know how not to anymore? I feel like me being super awkward is crushing people and even if I'd still say no, I dont want that to be my reflex. "" I'm not single"" HAS to be better than falling over laughing then a surprised gasps of ""oh! You were serious? I'M SO SORRY!""",2.5289991245987764,3.7381482348993313,4.312036766851474,87.22439889115847,75.04026845637584,7.061803326524657,23.694776772687483,7.586124646067393,0.9705586227020722,1106,32,239,14,23,375,166,298,0.114,0.748,0.138,0.8605,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,5,4,15,21,0,1,4,1,30,2,2,4,6,55,55,27,1,9,13,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,11,16,0,0,9,2,1,3,10,6,0,2,6,3,35,15,36,42,6,36,0,0,0,0,13,16,0,9,18,165,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.10863533606311254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262977889967433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040265160140282,0.2335192050905945,0.2281274459356115,0.0,0.0,0.3122163538220322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295018046763187,0.0678615591136557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845627979506524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553585427583893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741963895625746,0.0,0.26093980594666044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599241467840047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941115632425945,0.100698162750061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257665928135772,0.07952928076488293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632350259902037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844269409451636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056900672828616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024810539258694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236058402465187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631606041527408,0.0,0.09830038118423058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180962701382489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183532442195528,0.0,0.08585927630882413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543544765892107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315323664247084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065212202464614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131646062696229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852863724380358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576347288048526,0.0,0.09208766024865282,0.0,0.0,0.11347993240054124,0.09432374392922632,0.0,0.0,0.12461715251747645,0.0,0.0,0.1778056231449435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492075163265288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739581544190415,0.28532551853215243,0.0,0.0,0.12982684826769894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614745893971,0.0,0.0,0.13132255657334188,0.08836313498328895,0.08929671620240255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004518278706174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908077190334498,0.12171438897125238,0.0,0.07168845887270449
socialanxiety,NiMeNiX2,2019/09/13,"Yesterday I had to enter the hospital by myself My parents took me to the hospital because I have facial paralysis, but there was a moment where I had to go all alone. I was scared because I didn't know where to go, but I finally figured it out. I had to ask people where I had to go. That same day I explained twice or more what was happening to me, they made me do weird faces, (even though I accidentally I did a funny noise when I had to inflate my cheeks so I awkwardly laughed 😅). Anyways, I was put under pressure but I managed somehow to make social interactions. My social anxiety isn't that bad but I feel awkward and uncomfortable, and I don't talk to much with unknown people. Maybe this is a success? I felt kinda proud (feeling good about myself it's an uncommon thing about me).

P.S. My English it's not that good so sorry if made some mistakes",2.2190608875129034,4.5020937543859665,4.066274509803922,83.82529411764706,79.29239766081871,6.8305469556243565,27.017887856897143,7.928766900206844,1.8783557619539044,676,29,130,12,17,228,102,171,0.16699999999999998,0.684,0.149,0.1811,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,13,12,0,4,6,0,16,3,3,3,1,26,30,12,0,2,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,6,4,7,0,1,15,3,29,5,16,15,5,16,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,5,5,102,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516810577826486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938430668867032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811410971725887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121683428289128,0.20620066576135185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907512767230564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170904585165063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103484208288422,0.0,0.1623917242818104,0.18527410567322647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883621421476586,0.2837171402289807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495614699010477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294965448175904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200705814544632,0.11289586720244632,0.0,0.16991423735594066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124330317480193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779931373426928,0.0,0.0,0.2345074723974281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002278402645402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932905326033332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448143237079876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932765581874736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594062328336054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236273435853347,0.0,0.16616977676900985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791011729380352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rouge_27,2019/09/13,"I made friends with a stranger! Took a lot of hyping up from my brother but I went up to them, I told them I loved their outfit and we talked about college and mental health and before I left we followed each other on Instagram!",0.8337681159420285,3.3480981739130438,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,89.0,3.936231884057971,20.71014492753623,5.46131890053228,-0.11095942028985516,180,6,37,1,6,56,36,46,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.8395,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,2,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,10,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,11,2,8,2,2,7,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,0,28,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597419350023569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583236726168194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32446231328510017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331650763346234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595093048683472,0.27549650836482553,0.2888312251720469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076162579732648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453452397603173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916757142447592,0.3391396307249435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28296617794837725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Existential-Question,2019/09/13,Sarcasm? Does anyone else get really nervous when someone is sarcastic or joking?,6.094615384615384,9.95115423076923,6.91423076923077,57.06826923076926,83.61538461538461,8.753846153846155,37.269230769230774,8.841846274778883,5.6702615384615385,67,4,6,2,2,22,13,13,0.379,0.513,0.10800000000000001,-0.5794,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332019442438264,0.488262893569941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170159764182583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980809682959764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24896807017783795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30527831740785444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037636414535853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bagelswearingsocks,2019/09/13,"Today I reached my breaking point I just found this subreddit after my social anxiety got to the point today where I can no longer pretend it’s just a side effect of other anxiety and depression issues. This post turned into a wordvomitty vent fest, I hope that’s ok. I’m just really overwhelmed

Lately I’ve been skipping classes because I’m constantly either embarrassing myself or panicking about embarrassing myself. my anxiety attacks cause dissociation/depersonalization so as soon as I start worrying I stop being able to act like a normal person because at that point it’s like I’m watching myself try to be a person instead of actively being one. Sometimes I even have memory gray-outs). I order almost all my meals on Grubhub because interacting with people in grocery stores or restaurants daunts me. So today I started getting into my first real conversation about social anxiety with my therapist (previously we’d only touched upon it as a side effect of normal anxiety). I burst into tears trying to explain what it feels like when I talk to other people and couldn’t explain why. Then time was up. 

Cut to five hours later when what I imagine is at least one other person here’s worst nightmare comes true: I let a friend pressure me last-minute into attending an alumnae reunion for my high school that I didn’t even know was happening. I haven’t spoken to a single other person from high school in almost a decade. My reason for agreeing was basically “well, why not?” 

Within 15 minutes of being in the bar making small-talk with the two people who awkwardly acknowledged me, I had a full-blown tears and hyperventilating and literal-running-away panic attack. Ended up sitting on a curb crying in the rain for a good ten minutes before bailing with no explanation.

I’m in my late 20s and right now based on trends, it really feels like I’ll be a full-on agoraphobe by the time I’m 30. I love hanging out with my friends, but that almost always happens at my house and I’m utterly incapable of making new ones due to aforementioned depersonalization which I’m pretty sure is happening right now...",7.033615384615384,8.098537182051286,7.7704102564102575,67.13792307692309,64.35897435897436,10.034871794871796,33.292307692307695,10.078955797065145,3.6418584615384617,1711,69,265,37,25,571,219,390,0.11599999999999999,0.7879999999999999,0.096,-0.3701,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,3,18,24,3,6,18,1,19,3,0,6,3,52,45,17,0,4,8,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,4,19,17,2,2,11,2,1,4,6,11,1,7,8,4,35,13,49,29,5,62,0,2,1,1,16,30,0,6,28,180,54,3,0.07884032748495559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368415985434192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560146823443623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015631736526255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793845085467204,0.07407308293699423,0.0,0.0,0.1441809955960972,0.0,0.0670873118251959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080990733894765,0.0,0.06791396112860718,0.0,0.08519838547177074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660239768565058,0.0,0.0,0.0679050585369287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982912910269404,0.0,0.0,0.10414658548595153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972807692635983,0.11264709141658916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706154228310326,0.0,0.08644434972063132,0.1218236828859769,0.0,0.04119081709637345,0.0,0.0,0.06612752614037888,0.06305581209070031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915472366229876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659826924440554,0.0,0.0783062344395203,0.07764184139809435,0.09097115261264664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228881853415303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332858213304278,0.06426538957857475,0.17787064689195872,0.0,0.0,0.08061957644897977,0.0,0.15406960652153848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115647368706955,0.0,0.10525306160276787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614447957014661,0.0,0.0,0.15449356309748274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602727389225557,0.05996162173352886,0.0,0.092502137206078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397386846518489,0.2753613317866769,0.0,0.0,0.223588778757554,0.0,0.07550724025115416,0.08020895666156169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973755302217215,0.10101426521765207,0.08106098749253461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465841779184268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958124099795182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073557054871154,0.0,0.0,0.07797509982457489,0.0,0.11160717916558033,0.0,0.0,0.06591404401359784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743060756176203,0.0,0.0,0.1267377376277612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153969682774347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919448579471927,0.0,0.2241942356946363,0.0,0.0,0.10705481429453988,0.0857556367336789,0.07701554400516174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088692275166819,0.0,0.14228226545337316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006617956154011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,phokingawkward,2019/09/13,"New state, new school, crippling anxiety (F23) I (F22) just moved out of state to attend graduate school. My class is small; let's say only 40 people and mostly girls. Although I can become extroverted once I get to know someone, I am typically introverted. However, moving here and trying to talk to new people has given me the worst social anxiety I have ever had. My typically day goes as such: I wake up almost dreading going to class knowing I will have group projects throughout the day; walking to class I think about who I want to sit next to because some make me feel the most comfortable and are friendly; and again, throughout the day I try to make small talk with some of the other people. However, if I am sitting in class and everyone is talking, I start to get anxiety is no one is talking to me. Everyone treats me with kindness when I do talk to them, and there are some people who say, ""Goodmorning,"" to me. I just feel like no one wants to be my friend, or try to get to know me. I moved out of state with my boyfriend, so luckily I get to come home to him everyday and he is really supportive and tries to keep my entertained when I have down time. But at night, all I think about is my social interactions throughout the day with other classmates, and wonder if they do not like me. Having most of my classmates on social media also makes it hard because whenever they post a story on Instagram or resources similar, I feel as though I am missing out on something. I think a lot of my insecurites come from many of the classmates being roommates and essentially bonding, while I do not live close to many. I do go out of my way to have study sessions with some, and have made potential plans with some others, as well, but they do not follow through.

I do not need advice on how to hang out with them. I just need advice on how to eliminate the thoughts that no one wants to talk to me, and to eliminate the worry that I will have no friends. I am always worrying what they are thinking about me, or the idea that they do not want to hang out with me, or that I will never have any friends in the class. This anxiety is getting in the way of my focusing on my school work, or sometimes coming home irritable because I cannot stop thinking about it. I tell myself that I am the hardest on myself, and no one is thinking about me at all. I also tell myself that I should just be myself and friends will come along in the process. But, the internal thoughts are hard to deal with.",8.558818926974666,6.457040463114757,8.342876304023843,74.75652011922506,62.401639344262286,11.577645305514158,37.1408345752608,10.125756701596842,3.5026729508196723,1958,73,385,33,22,632,201,488,0.077,0.848,0.075,0.08800000000000001,2,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,7,2,23,16,0,1,17,0,45,1,1,6,4,99,87,37,0,9,19,0,5,2,5,5,0,2,2,1,15,35,0,2,16,1,0,14,12,3,1,4,5,7,67,13,77,73,12,65,0,1,0,0,33,24,0,18,21,292,82,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821790180525966,0.0,0.0,0.06569444753292643,0.0,0.0,0.10492941481500656,0.0545890448238134,0.0,0.0,0.044614000559175915,0.0,0.20075216054500644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199775407954333,0.07245613800994112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260533715473248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924052153115735,0.06763640622223939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059343945168998616,0.0,0.12537776391742142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951636027785248,0.04686859370766672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534332944309663,0.0,0.17138087159633786,0.0,0.07457025319516318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753931212021786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161536330162898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406064198363156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583131969731893,0.0,0.06831804921952271,0.10816522751108272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708608497484844,0.0,0.06410308246711331,0.0,0.0579308725380405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577546359045624,0.0,0.06207752547271109,0.13137657400770675,0.13302739197324656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091848427101552,0.0,0.0972913175940038,0.0505990183571415,0.19008664837285102,0.0697722104977037,0.0615663324853024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986773336087264,0.17782398198390825,0.049895951182414584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819304170366381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628319492463586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04202857344674776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043442790018384,0.0,0.19918885397684025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062968485952767,0.055587340771689316,0.05050633137854811,0.06488553280931951,0.0,0.04643592186349178,0.0,0.0,0.054849148959875034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444836204648718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163873717966039,0.11468422525166452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522241935403816,0.06445708632950703,0.1041669029238574,0.03825510393960768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816735550019144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478333236494718,0.10414920976114722,0.0,0.0,0.05898723775029345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114638351048677,0.0477615969739922,0.13325117204197182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rebeccajtaylor2004,2019/09/13,"Lets start a support group on Snapchat! Hey so I think it’s a good idea to start a group of us on snap chat just for anyone who needs advice on life and how to deal with social anxiety whether it be high school, collage, or a first job or you just need to vent on life in general. I think that it would be good for everyone who needs it so Just comment ur @ and I’ll make it but let me make the group so we don’t get confused about things. I’ll make it in about 2 days Just so we can get most people’s usernames and stuff like that.",1.1798275862068976,2.633553879310348,2.2598620689655182,99.52134482758623,79.17241379310343,5.67448275862069,20.220689655172414,6.2581,-0.2486696551724141,414,10,104,3,10,131,72,116,0.038,0.8759999999999999,0.085,0.6435,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,1,0,1,11,5,0,1,5,0,7,2,0,4,0,28,20,12,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,4,15,15,1,11,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,4,5,64,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651094549666694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225254430739279,0.0,0.0,0.11199077802350288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329288526894256,0.16512261920987215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304409211731898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623588520332974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673587346286485,0.0,0.0,0.26867685273354425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692226417045353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080628270697274,0.0,0.0,0.15893860300515625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275582096182005,0.2262579179046533,0.07824830936179895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32073324433726697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35627995523701683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103793301911258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209507632125855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326758967846874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22673058702529214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335009178495854,0.0,0.18175283436272704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640621080425763,0.20525395415322614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926582342311265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377630163718998,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dyspthrowaway,2019/09/13,"Please help: I have no interests. (Yes, I’m using a throwaway account. Feel free to remove the post if it is not allowed.)

My life story is an incredibly long and boring, so I will keep the background short. I only need to provide some background to add context to my request for advice.

I’m 21 years old, a new senior in college. Due to an abusive home life, an overprotective mother who would not let me interact extensively with other children, and many other things, I was left behind socially. To this day I have a mild social anxiety, combined with intense social awkwardness. Up to now I have never had a lasting friendship, nor a relationship. This eats away at me every day, and I fear I will die old and alone.

Nevertheless, I have gone to multiple therapists and they all tell me the best way to make friends is to join clubs or find common interests. But the issue is... I have no interests. Never really did, in fact. I’m not an athletic person, and in fact I have a condition known as developmental coordination disorder (albeit a mild form) which makes succeeding athletically basically impossible. At least I’m scrawny instead of morbidly obese.

Not really in board games or reading either. All I basically do is dick around on reddit and deal with my classes as the hope of a fulfilling existence dwindles away from me.

That said, I do not think I have depression. Depression is often observed through a loss of interest in things, but I never really had interests in things to begin with. I also don’t see my deep upset as a chemical imbalance, but a natural response to the circumstances at hand. 

I have always been a boring person by nature. If I had a girl to cuddle with in bed all day, and do literally nothing else, and maybe a few friends to have some drinks with, my life would probably be made. Nevertheless I am well aware that the world doesn’t work that way.

I can’t help it. I’m boring. But I do want to connect with people and don’t have interest in that many things. Please help me reddit. My youth is slipping away and I don’t want to die alone.

Thank you.",4.795000000000002,6.457114560606063,6.095878787878789,74.8688181818182,70.06060606060606,9.522424242424243,30.119191919191927,9.888512548439397,3.1427470707070704,1650,67,295,42,30,555,205,396,0.10400000000000001,0.748,0.14800000000000002,0.9448,1,2,1,0,0,1,55.0,0,1,1,4,7,23,0,3,25,1,39,9,2,5,8,61,60,25,2,8,14,1,2,0,2,4,4,1,2,4,16,20,3,1,4,4,2,2,16,9,1,0,9,4,35,15,51,45,10,44,0,3,1,2,23,21,1,8,18,212,51,6,0.0,0.10700414611220437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825117645617311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707058162732115,0.0,0.0722219297921959,0.0751462527383626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690879124317748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039622170776745,0.0,0.0,0.25455137337480205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947761583338928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472998994944075,0.09310700512703912,0.15557001476838075,0.0,0.1874577832072392,0.0,0.10350459666324753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847071149694409,0.0,0.09241102637131332,0.07544351917313369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609118200225351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162534278370053,0.0456641168276997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825429101430812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954860325614227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160132188451966,0.0,0.0905896172651214,0.08969951805274923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426155422330486,0.0,0.08027285056685282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361577930455318,0.0,0.0,0.09812351317842227,0.0923494432448482,0.1913686679316155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992267606573639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545475440357075,0.12056701445191395,0.18312300665107134,0.0907298593762683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696469927953383,0.20896097197070465,0.08722323540017489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665614702992808,0.0,0.18953307620072365,0.0,0.0,0.06868582826968765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261049787349933,0.1577127219078893,0.0,0.19826941825619407,0.0,0.0,0.08649327998593474,0.0,0.09737087746176082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903357592966098,0.0,0.17356723199621182,0.0,0.0,0.09696055936601017,0.0,0.0,0.08590674618624447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196642921140818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761830520012185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893607411230444,0.08314652953655667,0.0,0.10485840299836116,0.2399953116612991,0.05786784709791872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799998375749326,0.0,0.0,0.10653591257295948,0.14336984397641972,0.0,0.0,0.08120072242751113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574771639583178,0.0,0.0,0.12830914081377473,0.0,0.0,0.058157528959522385
socialanxiety,sasuke1925,2019/09/13,Why is it so hard? I’ve been struggling with this all my life and I’ve felt myself make progress but I’m still the quiet guy that can’t keep a conversation going or even start one. I wanna make friends and deep connections but my confidence or overthinking always gets in the way like wtf do I do :((,0.7592213114754109,3.2599549836065584,2.085389344262296,93.69234631147543,89.32786885245899,5.67295081967213,19.100409836065573,7.1686216300943375,0.4231786885245903,238,7,51,4,8,76,49,61,0.121,0.6829999999999999,0.196,0.7365,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,2,1,13,13,7,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,5,2,3,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23561906001837454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870302695713292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718863789143284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218775451389233,0.0,0.14794396934765058,0.0,0.1609313097516582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803815534808771,0.0,0.0,0.2536635539819053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516933700128696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001044191343487,0.13834193366022046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780346401741381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918824537917878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042827816231992,0.0,0.2261389063487241,0.0,0.0,0.29602942967629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476615028509472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25551572659627336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,carryonalone,2019/09/13,"Got my hair cut today. Got it talked about around two pretty girls, the barber, and the shop owner. Went in and two receptionists greeted me. Went to get my cut by my usual person and it looks fresh! I’m chubby but the cut makes my face look quite good.

As I’m approaching reception to pay, my barber is behind me and the franchise owner is by the reception area. He sees me and compliments the great cut to me and to the barber. The receptionists are looking at me and the cut and smiling. 

I smiled back but it sure was hard to say a thank you when you have 8 eyes on you.",1.4396153846153832,3.62864930769231,2.9372863247863243,91.36951923076923,81.56410256410257,5.951282051282053,18.29700854700855,7.1686216300943375,0.17297777777777767,447,10,96,6,12,146,68,117,0.099,0.6629999999999999,0.23800000000000002,0.9744,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,4,10,5,0,10,0,5,3,3,1,1,13,18,12,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,9,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,5,0,2,5,8,14,5,14,13,0,12,0,0,5,0,10,5,0,0,4,60,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342300413089506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115985960502386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591173051116016,0.0,0.0,0.15397619939673687,0.29364758859993906,0.2023949761364336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444949082611582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624769013560517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225394880647804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602928984494651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676443873171766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195257397815855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598829313311015,0.0,0.0,0.14628759671134453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301973600826076,0.0,0.0,0.14755273861778004,0.0,0.1690136097354621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17401012031225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586573232820776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218481477762607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403565892150827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jameypullthatup,2019/09/13,Does anyone else find it much easier to be sociable in a work setting than a classroom setting?  At work people would probably mistake me for an extrovert and I have a lot of friends. In college its a whole different vibe and everything feels awkward. I feel much more afraid of being judged and also of starting conversations. Although I am an introvert I have a naturally loud/deep voice so if I talk in a classroom it kind of stands out and makes me feel weird since everyone can hear what I am saying. I barely ever talk in college classes while everyone else seems to socialize the way I do at work.,6.566285714285714,7.093605330434784,7.13192546583851,73.19130434782609,65.26086956521739,10.745341614906833,36.42857142857143,10.608840637214634,4.0680310559006205,483,23,85,12,7,159,77,115,0.053,0.866,0.081,0.6249,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,2,9,0,9,0,0,1,1,16,16,9,0,3,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,10,2,15,13,5,14,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,3,62,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220969242533204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559851536432225,0.16939416644841215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272858770910787,0.0,0.0,0.1446763099373693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762142882103505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495451919165187,0.0,0.3159486905311041,0.14858271889854488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507786287919286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110331160228585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277290565896294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633237387914045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215969974360387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055271153804091,0.0,0.0,0.11035517842844013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430645994328125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461497484586353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824743533501036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147242894185224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050493048789718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675787570433712,0.0,0.0,0.16852718864031338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701731031060678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26576263790431376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122664424593175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457855045512706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610739308976552,0.0,0.0,0.11744155889462835,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,samneedsleep,2019/09/13,"How do you know when you suppose to go to therapy? I don't have a high self esteem and I struggle with have a negative emotions and thoughs. But I know that normal, I don't want to go into therapy cause I think I'm being dramatic and this is something everyone deals with so I want to deal with it myself.",0.8775223214285717,3.1044011718750006,3.2788392857142874,87.83937500000002,84.15625,6.7821428571428575,24.767857142857146,7.957251820313856,1.6372794642857142,241,10,50,5,7,83,41,64,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.7539,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,16,15,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,8,14,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149788206837973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43149813752770094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354015516741219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999672759075664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378669060487573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22110615454269286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300195847333757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504101148836146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831514842891486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611069329407581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877534161978604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786389356582307,0.0,0.0,0.1340923178198019,0.20560755852592405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468667518213185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hannah122,2019/09/13,"Friends So on my team there are kind of two groups.  One group (group a) is really annoying and I don’t really talk to most of them. The other group (group b) is smaller and those people are my age and stuff. I got really close to this one girl and we were really good friends. Then she started talking more to this other girl within the group. Now the group b is more like three people and I always feel left out. I am pretty shy but I do like to talk to people. They never really include me in conversations, I have to fight my way into them and I feel unaccepted. Any advice would be nice :) 

Sorry there’s probably a lot of typos. It’s late at night and don’t feel like spell checking ❤️",0.2930359937402187,2.6430628732394372,2.444413145539908,91.58834115805948,89.28169014084507,5.690766823161192,15.635367762128325,7.1686216300943375,0.026909546165883924,536,11,115,9,18,180,86,142,0.055999999999999994,0.775,0.17,0.9521,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,1,0,3,1,4,10,2,0,5,0,13,0,0,0,1,20,18,10,0,1,1,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,11,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,2,0,4,2,3,16,8,15,14,4,16,0,0,0,0,22,8,0,2,10,78,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438859440124694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225194943393028,0.0,0.0,0.10013153383807023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335423122134468,0.10519173618060053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752198125203654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350197766420275,0.11776514185472625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333283210282786,0.0,0.0,0.16609858210130618,0.0,0.15998193894342905,0.0,0.0,0.21580915936915013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251822891882123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356429047605768,0.0,0.0,0.13817929858948774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955381546230705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30624307641132875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498009278776937,0.1587548312159404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716440435180041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482853239865258,0.10422064874475584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856010266587704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550494511579276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438368036833899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687609260207554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045985027779618,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,khrgosh4,2019/09/13,Forgetting who you are when you meet me people I can never act myself when I meet people. Obv cause I’m scared of being judged but mostly cause I forget how to be myself. Why does this happen with anxiety? The more I suffer with SAD the more I lose myself.,1.1998717948717932,3.6262387307692334,2.9938461538461536,89.03448717948721,84.76923076923076,5.005128205128205,12.512820512820511,6.42735559955562,-0.6353564102564104,202,2,39,2,6,67,37,52,0.34600000000000003,0.654,0.0,-0.9689,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,3,1,10,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,11,0,4,4,3,4,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213924745738699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945931254580332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25325848318444943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559180844240501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237678892000538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223205406202038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012711506431588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28974285273067435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611411603674793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnotherNameForGloom,2019/09/13,"Every time I speak, text, or am spoken to, I get a panic attack. And usually, I freeze. It’s like every time I speak I get a panic attack. I even get anxiety opening text messages because I feel so embarrassed about what I have said. I am literally afraid to see the words that I typed out and to think that the other person has read and then responded to them. 

I want to talk to people, of course. And sometimes I do. But I wonder how long this will last. I know it’s not sustainable. The amount of stress my body and mind are out under from the simplest things. 

I would think, everything can’t give me a panic attack?? But almost everything does. Even posting on here gets extremely difficult for me. Even when I get replies on here I become so fearful. And I don’t know what it is. 

I’m afraid of what others will think of my words? I’m afraid of my being or existence being acknowledged? I’m afraid of how strangers who have no idea who I am will perceive me? Maybe I’m afraid of being rejected even behind a mask. 

I don’t know. I just want to calm down.",1.5077124735729406,3.706531181395352,3.0948520084566624,90.28033298097256,81.37209302325581,6.3276955602537015,20.470401691331922,7.520522993642371,0.6852790697674425,824,23,173,13,22,271,111,215,0.19,0.769,0.040999999999999995,-0.9869,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,0,13,18,3,11,8,0,19,1,1,2,0,35,41,16,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,4,0,3,0,1,14,9,0,0,11,1,0,0,5,16,0,0,1,6,28,2,24,33,1,15,0,1,1,0,11,7,0,4,8,118,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436812300569875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737286274979167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898023552126199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962336828002605,0.12613961781603392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268652300110739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994882948974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017472329033589,0.0,0.1924592643645905,0.0,0.20529510108104804,0.0,0.0,0.12852171696039036,0.057749676777642416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298358679304365,0.10956380567378177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893291488629524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883059300974661,0.09309908426813998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579884979601017,0.0,0.0,0.10107517741809782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474261229732373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532287559020984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020141007409119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918112220859948,0.09972664913534486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093847710111834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142442088725034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864300395853063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101321375559522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295987524527384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083095055928995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180032512627953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587824225794705,0.219549814901644,0.0,0.0,0.13319738873724404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578981526233854,0.0,0.13473192834351602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385945306351374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113385218388512,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bobby-boi,2019/09/13,"Feelings of worthlessness Whenever my anxiety acts up, it's not just fear, it's accompanied by feelings of worthlessness. Like, I'm unable to do something so basic as have a good conversation or connection with other people. It makes me feel that I don't really deserve to be with other people since I can't do something literally everyone else seems to be able to do. I'd come home from school or wherever and just slump in my bed and feel empty, being angry at myself for everything I've wasted.

The emptiness consumes me, wherever I'm at or whatever I'm doing- it's always nagging in the back of my mind, and really makes me think about how isolated, how alone I am. And it's all my fault. It gets to me, and in the end I feel so meaningless- not to the point of suicide, but to where I can't find any hope for my life.",5.397891566265064,5.546605054216869,6.877975903614459,75.31732530120482,67.73493975903615,10.736385542168676,31.057831325301212,10.577609850970193,3.2555802409638552,653,24,127,17,10,225,96,166,0.14800000000000002,0.818,0.034,-0.9262,0,1,2,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,1,5,0,12,1,0,4,1,31,27,14,1,1,8,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,9,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,0,5,15,3,25,24,1,12,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,5,3,86,24,1,0.17068840240000244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176781707957614,0.0,0.0,0.14202642435962906,0.0,0.0,0.11607396678672292,0.0,0.13057616064129965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124884547930135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703294488356675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258825794778773,0.0,0.15117926152446245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631000831839903,0.15340373002540025,0.0,0.0,0.19207190690058504,0.43152592433046655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600610751246655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917764534999321,0.0,0.0,0.14316533367672155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121438468886266,0.1695320970983065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205622664708838,0.08338973160841005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22787166803833594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234662863006353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366676931000093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135571163533874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186947226075552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172745775847696,0.0,0.1553883109368994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119521031056345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26280854249673696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670540837685765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937023616230712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yeeeitsnah,2019/09/13,Need help When ever I go out of my house in public or at work my eyes will always get narrower makes me look mad and  every-time I go out  I would like for it to stopwhat is that about,-1.0173170731707302,0.9553531219512196,1.4226341463414656,99.46809756097562,90.95121951219512,4.255609756097561,13.078048780487805,5.6839178017228535,-1.1907892682926828,142,2,35,1,5,48,36,41,0.075,0.802,0.12300000000000001,0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,8,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,8,7,0,9,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,1,3,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29736031853679434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232614619954942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671098105299447,0.0,0.4062030085899223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395374573114092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41235679088590776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459284260361255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001006429082897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23854712987004895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649851933111403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601694852117433,0.0,0.0,0.2538652666847391,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AdoreLeigh,2019/09/13,"How Did You Manage To Get A Job? I just recently applied to a local grocery store and had my first interview. They told me that if they called me back it was for a second interview, but it’s been 2 weeks already and I’ve heard nothing. I know it can take a while before I hear back, but my anxiety is just eating me alive right now. I keep going back and forth between feeling confident and ready to take on a new job and feeling like I’m making a mistake. A few days ago I applied to a few other places, but I don’t know what to do next. 

So for those of you socially anxious introverts like me, how do you do it? How do you go to a job and talk to others even though it gives you anxiety?",3.878503401360547,3.787187598639459,5.389523809523811,85.51380952380953,70.97278911564626,8.710204081632652,28.578231292517003,8.515128840125781,1.8277700680272104,535,18,120,8,9,182,86,147,0.066,0.7879999999999999,0.146,0.9151,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,2,1,12,3,0,0,9,0,11,1,0,4,0,22,27,16,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,6,1,1,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,6,4,19,2,12,21,2,18,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,1,14,88,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195248558105951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642670731564076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277499404900465,0.16816570384973298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433848483577301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666609031500795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199933679162153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600025873341538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523175691368191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831844833443447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505328432134821,0.10634325826227108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661743540460424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777148340766712,0.14279691334782502,0.1691973892726163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677723226927183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431519258512855,0.13231067704948365,0.0,0.0,0.16361550189954155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454477319444894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936300504665782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376673120175815,0.15831079222829594,0.0,0.0,0.14283202107642434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552357194883618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697803586243513,0.0,0.0,0.1271228108985854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174066259360047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238434302027635,0.11964537916280492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462509547678407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422389586913868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940386813202432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vysv,2019/09/13,looking for some advice for going to thr hairdresser i dont know if anyone else has this problem but tomorrow i have a hairdresser appointment and im really nervous about it. usually i just get a trim and its over quickly but ive decided to go out of my comfort zone and get bangs and im really worried about it because i know shes probably going to ask me about what i want or tell me that they might not fit my face shape. usually i reply to whatever she says with like 3 word sentences. in general ive been anxious about the hairdresser even when i just get something miner but like i said im changing stuff. does anyone have any tips for talking to her?,2.641840796019899,4.630197985074631,4.5276865671641815,82.4903855721393,76.61194029850745,8.34726368159204,28.33084577114428,9.075114841892004,2.6063950248756216,526,23,102,13,12,179,88,134,0.10300000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.095,-0.2632,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,1,3,0,9,1,1,0,0,23,21,10,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,3,18,3,17,18,1,13,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,4,7,67,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408425010120582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026953684434643,0.0,0.0,0.1665740058516276,0.0,0.20619781215379146,0.1510776604837695,0.0,0.0,0.13784375690162468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988278938226345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598018518637474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903253335715664,0.0,0.17280768321334333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317368812023975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738785860175876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311061156170293,0.0,0.25139388946952923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778066672112393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206687182295226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407106084886648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381898748101815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564187783821652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897362986137106,0.1410875984755814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889176285881069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025659033595622,0.11725638136837888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351249364685186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879241510547005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851292881094147,0.12887584620532302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247857652098752,0.0,0.08696851242286616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974036330694884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spiritlessspirit,2019/09/13,"I am intimidating I am a tall female. My bf calls me a smol bean trapped in a large beans body. I do wear black and have piercings and tattoos..

Anyway, at work today, I was asking a woman for directions because it's easier on my general anxiety to ask rather than ramble around without purpose (as someone with social anxiety does instead of talking to someone) but I have all kinds of anxiety. Anyway... this woman, told me the directions, and I had to step forward to see the place she was talking about and she jumped back like I had just touched her without permission.

I was like 3 ft from her. It made me self conscious of myself. I'm not that tall.. I'm above average and overweight, but I don't feel like I push people away. I'm the nicest person there is! YET this woman acted like I was going to jump her or something.

Just made me feel bad, when I already feel like I repel people.",3.1160984848484863,4.996507352272733,4.473500000000001,83.88816666666669,74.9090909090909,6.966060606060606,27.074242424242424,7.793537801064563,1.7048815151515155,698,27,133,10,15,231,108,176,0.095,0.778,0.127,0.8335,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,13,7,0,0,7,0,13,3,2,2,1,24,26,10,0,1,9,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,7,1,0,4,0,0,7,4,1,0,0,9,6,25,6,21,17,1,19,0,0,2,0,18,9,0,1,10,91,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559248653198549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235844427076753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255162477362966,0.2636242750325227,0.0,0.1324702934351923,0.10841714728493032,0.11772569072673815,0.08594979461315325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661466447796754,0.0,0.0,0.1439725826252635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338646604853708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138752970719888,0.2014550044753682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013122169219024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682553734288847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444173844281775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26682746766261745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549761406819333,0.12311218521009025,0.1473107105939305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123554809631439,0.0,0.14708947829787594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437275684486644,0.23893074440811896,0.1085455356028259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266543341680873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364763110242014,0.1347276288501276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718300406795148,0.0,0.1026466976176032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vincitopusme,2019/09/13,"How long does it take for people to 'forget' you? I was pretty quiet in middle school and high school thinking that being so wouldn't draw attention to myself, but I ended up being berated by my teachers and peers for being quiet, awkward, and basically having no redeeming qualities all throughout grade school. 

Senior year, I had a mental breakdown in class in front of my peers (I was psychotic at the time), and I'm afraid I've left an impact on them that they will remember for a very long time.

Someone please tell me they will forget me.",11.199563106796116,7.711298058252428,10.491334951456311,65.70845873786409,58.70873786407768,13.018446601941747,38.37135922330097,10.686352973137794,4.033118446601941,432,13,74,7,4,140,74,103,0.069,0.8809999999999999,0.049,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,2,4,0,10,0,0,1,1,13,13,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,13,0,13,4,1,17,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,7,52,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119260181179166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732655295774132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668836714876587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254694371240587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34624362664634994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714381118491967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562162152843482,0.0,0.0,0.21473731176625785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902077444470234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216047908595093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939482975249689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575227858444294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470855218700249,0.0,0.17098471872606916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534848826207926,0.0,0.0,0.22814081614438686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141096732379634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259759728714085
socialanxiety,kc_dan,2019/09/13,"Advice about therapy Hi all! I've recently started going to therapy for my anxiety and panic attacks and I was wondering if anyone had any advice for how to start opening up and tell the therapist what you want? For example: I comprehend stuff best if I read or write so do I tell her that? Should I start with my main problems and go into depth one by one? This is my second time in therapy (first time did not go so well, lady kinda sucked) and I really want to improve and get better. All advice, if I do receive some, is much appreciated!! I wish you all the best:)",2.171230893000807,4.370115584070799,4.4977795655671775,81.11260659694287,79.0,8.002896218825423,24.432019308125504,8.841846274778883,2.1029539823008854,443,16,85,11,11,154,74,113,0.084,0.732,0.183,0.9085,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,4,5,8,2,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,3,27,20,13,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,4,1,4,3,0,14,4,12,16,8,16,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,7,7,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930728773195212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911809938218296,0.0,0.10257307841119154,0.0,0.0,0.09375390586103882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152538695607699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814235364223512,0.11858546003212345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405087616739072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005279956222826,0.0,0.2286072660149053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856638513719301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171613394254388,0.0,0.0,0.15731743465088094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282992606708556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341192199260036,0.0,0.08589696166577099,0.0,0.13239072260393728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847137749234082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349288171935288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343887905829733,0.0,0.4600065654643175,0.15568062218473544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636967553914646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817117827587104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055666143954633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418875826180534,0.0,0.14540722360709635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kws4e,2019/09/13,"My whole life feels like a dead end right now. So, to summarize it real quick, I'm 22 years old, from germany, unemployed, without parents, I'm living alone, I basically have no friends and everything is getting worse. 

Social anxiety became a topic for me when I was 18 years old and it got worse quick. When I was 19 and heavily depressed, I made the mistake to end my vocational training, mainly because I couldn't stand the school part of it anymore. Too many people at my age, public speaking and all that good stuff. Since then, I'm unemployed and my life is getting worse and worse. I had some up's, but now that I life in my first own apartment,  in a city that is basically foreign for me, without amy friends, stuff is getting worse quick. 

I think, or I basically dream about working everyday. Back then I hated it, but right now I don't want anything more than work. I think it would change my life drastically. I'd have a daily rhythm and my anxiety would get less. The problem is, I don't even want to imagine having a job interview. I basically don't even buy bread from the baker or something like that, to avoid the huge fear of speaking with strangers. 
I don't know what to do anymore. I tried to find professional help, but it takes so much time and afford. Right now I'm in the state of getting help, maybe. But I need to get even more diagnostics and all that.

Are there people in a similar situation? I feel alone. The only person that is there for me is my girlfriend. Well, at least sometimes. Other than that, I'm sitting a week in my apartment, without seeing any fresh air and I can't get myself to change anything, even tho all that is making my crazy. I wish I had someone to talk to. God I hate everything about my life right now. Everything.",3.4163553916683256,5.289722638728328,4.307612118796096,85.42962427745668,74.05780346820809,7.200159457843332,27.53797089894359,7.990435384864732,1.7195221447079931,1387,54,275,21,29,447,168,346,0.156,0.748,0.096,-0.9508,7,3,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,3,24,13,2,2,14,0,25,6,0,2,3,44,53,23,1,9,9,1,2,2,3,2,5,2,0,1,18,11,1,1,7,1,1,0,10,7,1,1,6,5,37,6,34,44,13,44,0,1,1,0,13,16,0,3,27,183,55,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898658692549092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052194890590005316,0.0,0.11743216169838305,0.0,0.15223734135106842,0.0,0.0,0.12632288754258594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901856651839904,0.0,0.046788112375690624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623896739973949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610752332306002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359613224771724,0.0,0.0,0.2027793798391445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694280879070492,0.0,0.0,0.08636882535866301,0.07761757103921411,0.0548325882014169,0.0,0.0,0.07015114532914543,0.06528633604151428,0.0,0.0,0.11859885156134699,0.0,0.2807030981778014,0.0,0.0,0.06437704452082899,0.061386642736984486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155602934472964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289226699505287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616582833720119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042181618212692285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27106570413386777,0.0749955918303075,0.0,0.06777458905295759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726258486021383,0.05123343808727065,0.07781582107064924,0.07710902777433787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056422522638225885,0.0569116153396835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610793991899428,0.0,0.0,0.05837435962273816,0.0,0.0,0.08522548036043706,0.08311636760636361,0.0,0.1064221779397042,0.06701803980279708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344256289396417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736208328487652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26218766868390153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767845900212156,0.06116245993360245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349114067527177,0.08627394918173124,0.0,0.07824034547526146,0.06503284021613995,0.059088456703389726,0.07591099752115997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572838004685598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770894568431392,0.061691412441554086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836085848231103,0.0,0.0,0.044755478988902996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211046706464005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054219523789414,0.0,0.061566884802347926,0.0,0.0690104537139511,0.0,0.0,0.08569234241339245,0.0882625318101871,0.22196238887443487,0.0,0.11175466433030858,0.0,0.3910909590395765,0.1090467148381655,0.0,0.0,0.09885324515337338
socialanxiety,Adamn12,2019/09/13,Have now avoided the girls at my schools advances because of my anxiety so much they have began a rumour I’m gay Will keep you updated,2.0844444444444434,4.648896703703707,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,81.96296296296295,6.562962962962962,31.222222222222207,7.793537801064563,2.523133333333333,109,6,20,2,3,36,25,27,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.4767,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,4,1,5,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203843297124945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349847090456549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884421498910062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403963343890062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561475910590513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ClarkKentsFedora,2019/09/13,"I just left a party due to anxiety I was going to a house party, I assumed maybe 10 or so people would be there, so I went and there were perhaps 70 or more there. I was sweating, blushing and couldn’t hold a conversation. My hair is a major sticking point for me, it’s odd but I can’t stop thinking about it looking bad, whenever I saw someone else I couldn’t stop comparing myself to them. I had to leave, I was feeling so bad. 

Maybe this sounds so trivial, but it’s hard for me. I can’t or won’t leave the house without trying to look ‘perfect’, sometimes I won’t leave for days because of it, or I cancel plans. I don’t know what to do.",1.9294652406417119,3.250269647058825,3.7215240641711236,90.40208556149729,76.79411764705883,6.12192513368984,25.59893048128342,6.574015621080383,0.8330823529411768,496,18,110,4,11,167,79,136,0.21899999999999997,0.738,0.043,-0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,9,3,0,0,5,0,16,2,2,0,1,21,24,12,0,3,8,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,7,7,19,1,12,11,2,8,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,5,4,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245384909735148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673051370425143,0.09757777374682583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323252924636532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371875031429042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093668884126277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909720175077731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339214233411815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694008011426887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797081543241721,0.0,0.0,0.5084761144086073,0.17391757042186012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688385892120073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216255960738997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109730514159433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513188002047911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562760809348234,0.0,0.15831427610369092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26765298631373585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256701015701992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086776770185914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838738703268034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430269686157566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370981995248836,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,archTL,2019/09/13,"New City Tips? I'm moving to a new city in the next few weeks and want to make this the catalyst for overcoming some elements of my social anxiety. Due to my work I've moved around frequently over the past 10ish years but this (hopefully) is going to be a long term thing. Whenever I've moved previously I feel i've got it wrong and rarely felt like I developed a social circle away from work, so what tips would you guys have for starting the first few weeks/months off right and not going straight to a vicious cycle of not having friends so not doing the thing for fear of being the only person on my own and being juged then not making friends by not doing things?",14.070413533834591,6.872966398496243,12.37148496240602,65.58700187969926,57.94736842105264,16.006766917293234,43.776315789473685,11.698219412168324,4.72830977443609,533,14,107,9,4,169,86,133,0.17800000000000002,0.8140000000000001,0.008,-0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,3,7,1,1,10,0,9,0,0,2,0,19,20,8,0,3,6,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,3,0,1,2,2,6,4,19,14,5,26,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,14,69,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111561044816053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298213562587908,0.0,0.0,0.13701392025268067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410149071930666,0.07373701715088307,0.0,0.14002154429711508,0.0,0.0,0.12404458464641475,0.0,0.0,0.22533881013194415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657593190741269,0.0,0.11663513474404615,0.0,0.0,0.1443965610472427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448440342345432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712461259350432,0.0,0.0,0.12905668926085184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468792194134252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640167349426547,0.4649888608734501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28169081771255594,0.1550939363465401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109117716270458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392131002814087,0.0,0.12733483627980968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453969097234095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973146218804316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322060686218804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906528086189671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601546420155537,0.0,0.11697759617609226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233479713638254,0.0,0.0,0.10359483522367488,0.15944434742288882,0.0,0.09391099638523996
socialanxiety,phillyvert,2019/08/31,How to filter? (I’m super social but sometimes overly social) And this is a downfall because I’ll say something to someone and not realize that it may be something in bad taste or that I’m being overly blunt or cringy. I feel like I make ppl uncomfortable or have them look at me like I’m crazy (oof) And I just don’t want that. For some reason I just can’t think before I say something. But then later I’ll think “Damn should not have said this.” Or “Maybe I could have said this differently.” Any advice?,1.5384224598930487,3.8937133235294112,2.8342067736185403,91.25847593582891,82.43137254901961,4.885561497326204,19.07664884135473,6.1124844417494595,-0.08067843137254904,397,10,81,3,11,128,65,102,0.14400000000000002,0.758,0.099,-0.7757,1,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,1,0,1,0,11,1,0,3,0,25,22,11,0,3,10,0,1,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,7,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,7,8,3,7,15,1,6,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,6,4,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808279048819352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583977956167627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450832542155274,0.11280425499332855,0.0,0.15746321209654332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774670272591658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933369944149134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356641923450824,0.13219916229470485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081135217151886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539469494457742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352175629090195,0.0,0.185906761134124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026136416899056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520482684057442,0.2943170507808845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772686451160657,0.15679155918445106,0.42737966966548585,0.18301835843294087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714406925649226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091467934981037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CheddarCheeese6969,2019/08/31,"Fellow redditors with SA, how do you cope when you are forced to go to a work/networking event? Hey guys!  


So I live in Florida and people here are crazy enough to have hurricane parties. Funny enough, we are on the west coast and will be completely fine but my boss and coworkers invited me to their ""hurricane"" party. I feel I need to go in order to move up at my job. And to those that wills say this is unprofessional of them to have a party, they do a lot of other unprofessional stuff lol",3.246632653061223,4.9433209591836755,4.840561224489797,82.17676020408162,74.10204081632655,8.981632653061224,23.47448979591837,9.516144504307137,1.9341183673469395,386,11,80,10,8,130,71,98,0.115,0.736,0.149,0.4288,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,3,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,11,0,0,2,0,12,15,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,1,16,12,3,12,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,2,60,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705532937192563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5332550284538162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304743508819848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29330369459591704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555032506085616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560679722034659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278567956863869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193790263265724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742589910920581,0.0,0.1913356980815306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889460337678947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520623995394632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953976272534026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878584589971826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,modeelo,2019/08/31,Careers What kind of jobs/careers do you guys have?  Has anyone changed careers in their 30s?,1.9056862745098044,4.572556823529414,1.1964705882352966,96.57745098039216,98.41176470588236,2.266666666666667,29.196078431372552,3.1291,0.6236431372549025,74,4,13,0,3,21,15,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36485193236503216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5519910360005046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166601287673462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433702926795879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Superplant79,2019/08/31,"Awkward silence eating with coworker I never know what to do other than eating obviously

This isn’t a date type of deal it’s just sometimes we go and order some food but sometimes the long pauses start to make me anxious",3.6612790697674416,6.060220651162794,4.793197674418604,79.84468023255816,75.04651162790697,6.16046511627907,27.02906976744186,7.1686216300943375,1.6524000000000003,180,7,30,2,4,59,40,43,0.09300000000000001,0.907,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,1,2,10,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29314358218801034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675170858897835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5310347689780502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137696408496272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747099929648566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260587393960766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22963558293434794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320789298613504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013041342423327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132735348628754,0.0,0.18366443741421648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socialanxiaty911,2019/08/31,"Anyone socially anxious but not shy? I react extremely anxious in most social interactions, people say I get very ""emotional"". But I would say I'm not a shy person, usually I don't care much what people think of me and act generally weird and speak my mind always.",6.6853333333333325,7.119333400000002,8.138000000000002,66.40233333333336,65.0,11.466666666666667,32.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.019866666666667,210,8,35,6,3,73,39,50,0.187,0.73,0.083,-0.6454,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501366681472552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752321942602716,0.0,0.14706952357380096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144482190846328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365959923812917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989016150322684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237608125179974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546187454206415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916364399988964,0.18365441228674784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345300314044734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288154266419335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477270977891884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316517680475807,0.17354651624343187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941432474251526,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Reitanna,2019/08/31,"jobs? i have social anxiety disorder, and after actually developing agoraphobia for two years, i've found that it's gotten worse due to the addition of depression and PTSD. i'm a youtuber, but ad revenue sucks, and i haven't been very productive on making quality content, so i'm making pretty much no money from it. i can't talk to people on the phone or through instant chat, which drastically limits my options... does anyone know how to legally make money in these circumstances?",8.19034090909091,8.509714625000004,8.83990909090909,63.03236363636366,61.84090909090909,12.04,38.054545454545455,11.602472056035307,4.909879090909091,389,18,60,11,5,131,71,88,0.155,0.775,0.07,-0.6922,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,0,14,13,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,11,10,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,2,3,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.22074694190693486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173048943604585,0.0,0.0,0.15817029789257364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483311743427645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592546290710598,0.0,0.19795665168079365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480260308072652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244771098802368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431831903063455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529879486168995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628933329403603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682454620792835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230135448068633,0.0,0.0,0.26442572336381337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305911589454833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818178869925833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097291207343736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866457679701896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305258673136888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145670908193048
socialanxiety,Piistachyoo,2019/08/31,"How do you hold your phone in public? The title explains it, do you feel ""monitored"" when holding your phone/texting someone in public ? Or it's just me?",2.7305747126436763,5.266107344827585,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,79.0,5.2459770114942526,26.90804597701149,6.42735559955562,1.2767839080459782,119,5,21,1,3,38,22,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124464557451973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8587191799384625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,03earthling,2019/08/31,"Latch onto friends and can’t branch out I have been struggling with social anxiety forever, and am usually able to set my anxiety aside and just live but it’s starting to get a bit out of control. I tend to latch onto one person and ride the wave of that friendship, and have a hard time branching out and forming new friends. I am sociable to an extent, but am constantly overthinking and feel like nobody really likes me so I don’t try/give up.

My specific issue right now is that one of my closest friends ‘seems’ to genuinely care about me, and I love being friends with him, however I feel like it is on his terms and only when it is convenient for him. This is giving me terrible anxiety and depresses me deeply. I feel like a pawn, and that I am merely here for others’ entertainment and feel utterly alone. I feel like the right thing to do is break off my friendship with him, but that is hard to do because he is friends with everybody in my circle. That, and the fact that he is one of my only ‘real’ (or so I thought) friends... What do I do?",4.083700159489631,5.229378645933013,5.088019138755981,83.40080063795854,71.15311004784691,9.018309409888356,29.72280701754385,9.3871,2.5561844338118016,823,33,167,18,15,270,109,209,0.085,0.659,0.256,0.9939,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,7,17,0,1,7,0,22,1,0,1,1,35,35,20,0,0,5,0,7,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,13,20,0,1,7,1,0,1,2,3,0,3,2,7,25,14,27,32,4,23,0,1,0,1,16,12,0,2,13,121,38,0,0.11106918241374396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150341762678374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549028616103792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770674269253875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125878052977047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132424338437815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002632813931807,0.12457353248129074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956637240616904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807995794195761,0.3173913844362028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148706488830342,0.0,0.05802906359973301,0.10654768050482608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899234246392813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159273697604234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713139610312362,0.0,0.09807612295308846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024427355880804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727130849107708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257900574897609,0.168946236389393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969813259456019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642104572542,0.07115376234320338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970494981927008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011132122027161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132210441988508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861533898239254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611362516380205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378942948950673,0.0,0.0,0.08817652428844487,0.06476533346015867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232701269284173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnxietyNauseaMyEnemy,2019/08/31,"Anxiety makes me nauseous and throwing up / vomit. Hey,

Everytime when I get anxious, my stomach goes crazy. I get nauseous within seconds and have to vomit. This happens when somebody text me and says he wants to hang out with me (eating, swimming, birthday party). After vomiting (at home) I feel fine, like finally there is nothing I have to be scared about. Of course I am sad because vomiting is not the solution. I got this problem since I am a kid. Now I am over 20.

I am not afraid of the act of vomiting. But I know that I have to vomit when I have panic and throwing up in public is not my favorite thing. This results in avoiding places and meetings with friends, where I would like to be, but the fear of not being able to escape and vomit in front of others is too big. I already vomited a lot in public. It is really happening to 50% and not only a feeling.

I was 3 years in therapy. I took Sertraline (50 mg) for 2 years and gain weight (which is good). Anxiety wasn't much better. I stopped taking Sertraline. Benzodiazepine is not working for me somehow (2 mg of Lorazepam = no effect).

Propranolol takes my strong heart beat, sweating and shakiness away, but my main problem is the stomach and nausea and Propranolol is not working for that.

I am feeling lost. Sitting home and trying to find a solution makes me sad, because I can't find any. Checked the whole internet for the 100th time, nothing helps me. I am still a student, but finding a job, applying and interviews will kill me. I can't eat with friends, can't swim with them, can't do anything. Life with anxiety nausea is horrible and give my life no sense. My life without nausea and vomiting would be perfect, really. There would be nothing else I would fix on myself.

Anyone else have this extreme anxiety nausea and vomiting? How did it start? What helps you?

Thanks for reading.",3.332224225255388,5.668892784702552,4.4265773886170505,82.37870890205171,75.8271954674221,7.451592411365786,30.243711906601423,8.391295532112219,2.5658279508970727,1455,69,261,28,33,474,179,353,0.18600000000000005,0.728,0.087,-0.9831,1,1,0,0,0,1,60.0,0,1,1,9,12,22,1,6,12,0,39,20,4,5,1,59,58,24,1,7,12,0,4,2,2,5,13,1,2,1,12,22,3,2,8,3,1,8,15,12,0,1,6,5,38,10,40,42,4,37,0,3,0,0,15,16,0,3,14,186,50,6,0.09500628796654297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484180125208976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646075337216829,0.0,0.2907182010030392,0.10733006293747166,0.0,0.06643060555243037,0.0973451693454037,0.07818207993610386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892615349603232,0.0,0.0,0.11582990265584205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402534110230829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443030187113206,0.1587311253108903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690848728267052,0.1441141014463031,0.0,0.0,0.10407474459667976,0.26050207805217546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680324481932805,0.0,0.09927372844517963,0.09113868848426956,0.0,0.07968676680353429,0.0759852074764206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802749337145914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258290867779504,0.12736142435474745,0.0,0.190598106339348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427908109607047,0.0,0.10511038128234522,0.0,0.052212971237332616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131725258150945,0.09283054669496656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371058626563873,0.08077094857214619,0.0,0.0,0.12683486990716786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984055321900857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27348328691296203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225656314585477,0.0,0.1114694086804536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926134986741826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181637340905574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950319980173387,0.0,0.12172692169281395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555281346417421,0.09511786823544986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785901831738147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724593961739966,0.0,0.07587214429470644,0.07942951083999789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286580974483462,0.0,0.0,0.08746902546224779,0.10864797016983964,0.0,0.06311795616584552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553989305336204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555548166551383,0.06450303315275202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603717017071007,0.0,0.0,0.11569206390025227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607112764450163,0.0,0.09158267129245512,0.0,0.13833141831814366,0.0,0.0,0.269958964431457,0.0,0.0,0.12236186909389415
socialanxiety,Eykhar,2019/08/31,"This is ruining my progress I used to not even be able to walk into stores a few years ago. Now I have a social job (elderly care) and am doing so much better. I have a very specific issue when I try to small talk with someone. I get hyperaware of myself. I don't know how to stop it. I've been told that I have a poker face, and that's a big thing I'm focusing on. ""Am I using my facial expressions properly?"" I think about what I'm going to say or how to react. I'm thinking about what they think of me.

So I tried to stop this behaviour, by telling myself not to think like that. But as soon as I try to tell myself not to think about it, I obviously start thinking about it even more. Idk what to do.

My social anxiety makes me unable to let people close. I have 0.5 friend and I've never had a boyfriend in my 21 years. I want a social life but idk how I'll ever be able to get one. (I am aware that improvement is possible because I've improved so much but I don't know HOW to improve. I'm stuck.)

I think much of the issue is that I hate failure. This issue has crippled me for years. In school, I didn't try because if I got a bad grade even though I tried, that'd be absolutely devastating. I don't date because I might prove unlovable. Etc ...",0.9947368421052616,2.771579706766918,3.1543368421052658,91.39855789473684,80.8796992481203,6.361263157894737,21.166315789473693,7.404127859558343,0.5831809323308272,966,28,220,14,25,329,135,266,0.14,0.7859999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9517,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,2,19,8,1,0,9,0,25,3,2,8,4,39,51,19,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,16,6,0,2,10,1,1,2,8,4,0,1,6,1,34,4,30,39,6,22,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,3,14,147,50,3,0.19583284141693336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679699901929798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490579383294786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175612131994435,0.17906682370956656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659911702311099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099832316699635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109202692126827,0.1940186172185545,0.08857100835168756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756499837471779,0.0,0.10231457693789098,0.0,0.05564815837342234,0.0,0.07831270647582231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966721937504181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065979112046558,0.09716693880158128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076246081714956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100126174214878,0.06916126367897363,0.04783701720870453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653599711563691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387384876802687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593950688546212,0.0,0.07551918000623208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635070076894269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678829172921079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038605213623888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786706782472748,0.0,0.09909664526518083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994403800199778,0.08296426551548858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693057465505043,0.0,0.0,0.16372502423872884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787015099573703,0.17116653508028642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505131904921825,0.4391862208874283,0.0962023861972463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356333610296463,0.0,0.33239411129194035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913669835028708,0.0,0.08079130172162934,0.057753641860836126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916489386088844
socialanxiety,HydraForce,2019/08/31,"I did it! Yesterday at school when we were doing presentations in class I wasn't nervous at all. I felt like a star, everyone laughed when I did my part and it felt amazing. I had no problem talking to anyone throughout the day, not even chit chat was a problem. Sorry not sorry for this humble brag, it just feels so damn good. I think I beat this piece of shit illness!

Best of luck to you all.",1.7035000000000018,3.877894350000002,2.9125000000000014,91.9925,80.5,5.5,23.75,6.6274283507984215,0.6491250000000002,308,11,65,3,8,99,59,80,0.193,0.5670000000000001,0.24,0.6815,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,2,5,11,2,1,3,0,7,2,1,0,2,14,11,4,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,8,3,10,6,8,3,5,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,1,6,47,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177972606499188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278005746754519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999157883600494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337205954063573,0.0,0.0,0.20741877846903714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975663329536964,0.0,0.4168406557434434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206721940686624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604897268853804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350646266837148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154115278744009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196854662029523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281825928184368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48598205697293295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447187903883712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908908164114675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iiPack,2019/08/31,High school coming up need help Okay so this year ill be a freshman in high school and i don't know anybody in my class. I need some help or ways to approach people because that is the hardest thing to do for me.,-0.2006666666666668,2.075005711111114,0.9705555555555564,101.4625,91.88888888888887,3.0,18.61111111111111,3.1291,-0.9412222222222222,167,5,38,0,6,52,37,45,0.065,0.7809999999999999,0.154,0.5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,23,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526796912865053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157513736735525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357596355764816,0.5292550286243921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764770835305631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714297251792456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363924775808756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069630954471827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663962386408933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988055733844984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612897185453455
socialanxiety,FOX14,2019/08/31,"Obsessing over social interactions after the fact I'm an introvert, but when I'm put into social situations I'm very chatty (the more nervous I am, the more I talk, it's a nightmare) and sometimes I say stupid stuff and present myself in a way that really doesn't feel representative of who I am or want to be. I've really wanted to work on talking slower and allowing myself more time to really think about what I say before some nonsense comes spilling out. I do think I've improved, but now I find myself obsessing over every social interactions after the fact and I feel like it's gotten kind of out of hand.  I initially started doing it as an exercise to help review what I said/how I acted toward others in an effort to improve myself, but now I feel like it's consuming me.  I don't know if people on this sub can relate at all, but if you can how have you dealt with this kind of issue?",10.031642857142854,6.273991005555558,10.565238095238096,65.11500000000002,61.16666666666666,13.396825396825399,37.38095238095238,11.20814326018867,4.026428571428571,711,21,133,14,7,246,103,180,0.08800000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.131,0.8299,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,5,8,1,3,9,0,10,2,1,2,3,31,24,14,0,4,7,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,12,9,0,0,7,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,6,20,4,25,22,5,23,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,4,10,96,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783220445680607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940735182659618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265728180272365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278780194044979,0.21464455244459185,0.0,0.0,0.1373048554386937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069406407571274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567980708897058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128768315532649,0.08256088997106667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678675375128178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414856157317162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510197368978628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887179971826043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290038170285602,0.2389332524696549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886156405491035,0.0,0.4594128552520282,0.0,0.0,0.1485784514557245,0.0,0.10633152050507122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197409754039236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414937183805949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251893025228314,0.0,0.0,0.08759863497350087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395309744459157,0.1772156815104202,0.11924328611220175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936712407529044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ACDH_2002,2019/08/31,"How do i stop getting anxious everytime i speak infront? Im a student and whenever im speaking infront of the class i get all nervous especially when i speak in fluent english. I know exactly what to say but the thing is my heart rate rises up and i get all hot and i stumble all over my words and stutter and shit its not even funny. Not to brag but whenever the teacher asks questions i can think of answers right away especially if its opinion based but i end up saying lots of things that are indirect and really different from the message im trying to relay, because im trying to salvage what im saying because my nervousness is making me say words that dont even fit the context nor the message im trying to say.
 
Ps. Infront of the class* for the title",3.6002941176470564,5.167446627450979,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058827,72.92156862745098,7.714379084967319,32.357843137254896,8.344100000000001,2.692290196078432,606,30,111,10,12,207,86,153,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.956,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,2,9,0,6,2,2,2,4,28,13,13,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,9,13,0,16,13,4,11,0,0,0,0,12,7,1,5,3,73,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390460041464599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025338589369256,0.0,0.10304582443131599,0.0,0.0,0.13371703520755931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145898693743052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854146616490714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971419021917639,0.0,0.0,0.14488219387648302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190623928690976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996862138585996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7108245235933837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060276004323150924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324407192208667,0.0,0.0,0.07321072700594022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286414270102172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026235324598569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936641700857772,0.0,0.4361006090127107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258259923141714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169548151196276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457300018965676,0.07027705173867256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233919089280842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gekkemandem,2019/08/31,Any Programmers/Software Engineers here who suffer from Social Anxiety? The reason why I am asking is that I'm a programmer myself and at the company I work it seems I'm the only one (or people are good at hiding it). It feels like I'm the only one who can't hold a damn conversation and is always anxious.,4.856129032258064,5.430398000000004,7.013064516129031,72.38959677419358,69.0,10.070967741935485,28.403225806451612,10.125756701596842,2.9420838709677417,244,8,44,6,4,87,44,62,0.149,0.7290000000000001,0.121,-0.1882,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,11,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,3,2,3,11,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,2,1,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852430063048509,0.0,0.0,0.17859340279698518,0.0,0.20090672782764696,0.29669049502789696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551809427022014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279064264754278,0.1876187190041176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027664610507786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830487609368735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559217918519991,0.3994749448949341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207049269069164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700213284391722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390831292609117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677122104575184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23697741367012715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911934823080797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FreeKebabman,2019/08/31,"Considering benzo's Hello everyone. While this year has been a major turning point for me, as I finally started seeing a psychologist, I'm not actually feeling better. She diagnosed me with ADHD, depression and (social) anxiety (I also suspect Asperger's but she doesn't think so).

I'm considering asking for a benzo for the (social) anxiety but I am hesitant because of the associated risks such as abuse & addiction, in addition to the fact that it doesn't actually cure the anxiety. I wanted to hear some of your thoughts as to how much it actually helps you, and how you experience these risks. 

Thank you!",6.299391891891893,8.022878432432435,8.424853603603601,59.373496621621655,66.47747747747748,12.396846846846847,36.39752252252253,11.93303328291395,5.4687738738738725,490,25,75,19,8,175,74,111,0.22,0.7240000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9385,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,4,0,1,5,5,0,2,7,0,5,2,0,2,1,16,17,12,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,12,2,13,15,3,6,0,1,1,0,12,2,0,1,4,55,17,0,0.0,0.1894990123966117,0.4682258788827689,0.17435477242233002,0.19221301144796865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279014399558635,0.0,0.1732915085207184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367053753991081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951936345295974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749601836087278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145114536148778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775337324883372,0.16233253457567903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282651267765482,0.0,0.15644892730075075,0.0,0.0,0.0808688761624129,0.0,0.0,0.17520299987214505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802604521071408,0.0,0.10720229822045077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757198621163722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511920179834136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744896115494614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260709514316893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320412455343573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724836189862486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248107454710127,0.0,0.12697199258370964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396536413765915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433489706173637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102994086693617
socialanxiety,Datsnootboi,2019/08/31,Another night of hell. Started a new job in January. It pays well but the 40 strong staff love to socialise. I’m happy just to go home when work is done but seems there’s no escape from my colleagues outside of office hours either. In two hours I have to go to pizza and karaoke with them. I say have to because if I don’t go to these things I get teased and made to feel like I’m not part of the team. Have been in bed all day (it’s a weekend obviously) trying to forget what’s coming up. In my mid forties and still being peer pressured into doing things I hate. FML.,1.036249999999999,3.0449154583333367,2.666666666666668,93.755,81.91666666666666,5.0,20.0,5.985473137389443,-0.09275000000000012,445,12,98,3,12,146,86,120,0.134,0.7020000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.7184,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,5,9,3,1,4,0,9,2,0,1,2,18,22,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,6,1,0,2,2,1,4,3,4,1,1,3,2,8,5,19,18,3,20,1,0,0,1,5,7,1,2,10,63,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993996936457551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591997638195067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380629230956625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263768574118525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460004692788213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615078002553497,0.13585058269142564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935092746219272,0.0,0.3242175051548305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242921466835603,0.0,0.18774396369227286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074632265684108,0.0,0.3745392539665005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887047921716835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290273524943993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162712842547342,0.17993430867822505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836580383613244,0.0,0.17845259438484565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059251138947232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122313239577384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311482880912052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459646522180496,0.0,0.15186229070437246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25266815633131456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910638631628124,0.0,0.18575901779311388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097698022938956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843899007638666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,diirtnap,2019/08/31,"One main reason I don't like going out in public, and find it uncomfortable. In doors, especially in my room, or in privacy, I can be 100% me, completely relax, and not care about anyone around me, I don't have to think ''what if someone I know see's me do this? I look stupid if I do this! I hope my parents don't find out I'm doing this'' in private, because there's no one watching me.

If I go into public, I mostly worry about what happens if I walk past someone I know, or someone who knows me, and I worry about how awkward it would be if they saw me doing something unusual or if they saw me doing something I wouldn't want particular people to know.  

So, what does this mean, it means, in order to avoid this, I constantly have to, not be myself, and not relax, I have to act a certain way. This is very stressful, and takes a lot of energy and focus to get right. 

It's just very stressful and difficult to not be able to at least mostly freely express yourself, or relax.",5.441159090909097,4.768333125000002,6.663909090909094,79.66945454545456,67.75,9.072727272727274,30.181818181818183,8.296473431620573,2.0579,755,24,155,9,11,257,102,200,0.163,0.741,0.096,-0.8989,1,1,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,0,8,13,1,4,2,0,19,0,0,2,1,46,39,19,0,10,15,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,14,11,0,1,10,3,0,4,9,6,0,2,2,5,27,7,23,31,5,21,0,0,5,0,7,13,0,14,3,118,41,0,0.1349428219303865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435515867061556,0.0,0.0,0.120127721057672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225989175477336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375832004256659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148498139938465,0.14582525119099032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118089372834911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24667058909805814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050205489904522,0.0,0.15338223092318076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193294917775276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340286701882063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966441834930749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592624656996754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331798420337033,0.0,0.0,0.11472356160423655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29398458585201964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288149697542186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498380343473866,0.0,0.12881819263112476,0.09355236184069372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874369563969285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524043261349765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753195797246642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430098453468233,0.20777115406360547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30915309319410794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146020825025187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646591154065611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268392089628866,0.07959277262250089,0.1071113309769963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740819719015236,0.0,0.09585950900064202,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,andimsorry,2019/08/31,Feeling more lonely when you're with people than when you're by yourself. Anyone else? I'm an introvert as well as having the anxiety so I rather enjoy my own company and rarely feel lonesome when I'm on my own. But as soon as I'm in a group of people I just feel so lost. I truly never feel more lonely than when I'm surrounded by people. :(,1.3099404761904765,3.2904315416666705,3.6630952380952384,87.12000000000002,80.80555555555556,6.336507936507938,20.007936507936503,7.447530270364453,0.6828269841269843,269,7,55,4,7,93,44,72,0.168,0.675,0.157,-0.2048,0,4,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,10,12,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,5,2,12,9,4,9,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,38,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568483999063014,0.0,0.0,0.1880001792304633,0.2754891233034404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246064126598102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437950710867976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293503403196408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736914544216567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592018827994675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24174645045353485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,monwoo101,2019/08/31,"Do you find it easier to talk to people around the same age as you or older? Whenever I rarely get brave enough to go somewhere on my own I try to push myself to be friendly and talk more. I usually find that older people are easier to talk to. I’m 25 so I’m talking someone around 15 to 20 years older. I guess they look at me like some cute young kid who reminds them of their own daughter or something but believe me when I say I don’t mind. People my age just don’t seem to want to engage in conversation as much and that makes it even more difficult to talk to people especially when you have the added social anxiety to deal with. I feel like I can have good conversation but the other person has to put in some effort to keep things moving and to open up a little. Older people talk about their interests and hobbies regardless of if it’s cool or not. It’s kinda awesome because I love music,movies and stuff from the 70’s and 80’s so I can keep up when they talk about retro stuff. Younger people don’t like to be as open so I end up over sharing on my end and embarrassing myself.",3.6180309734513294,4.5572266769911485,4.9037057522123915,85.06361172566375,72.05309734513273,7.7738938053097355,24.301991150442475,8.07648339933343,1.2151955752212389,863,23,181,12,16,287,123,226,0.064,0.777,0.16,0.9636,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,5,1,13,14,0,1,5,1,12,1,0,1,0,35,25,22,0,3,8,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,11,12,0,2,4,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,4,26,12,37,23,9,32,0,0,1,1,27,14,0,9,17,122,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977911508999122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856747207627174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357226415793829,0.0,0.0,0.1174955093644712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751510960835146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473429828454055,0.10775614004080007,0.0,0.06888044658334393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273053857977559,0.07450250938986447,0.0,0.0,0.1906324882712485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057172150637308,0.0,0.05448554772088539,0.0,0.0592685906422708,0.0874708183806076,0.0,0.0,0.11488366548890265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853897956548838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284778544499425,0.10452276880668976,0.0,0.0,0.08757464509067643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941229069007251,0.0,0.06961224752241932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529993724215048,0.0,0.0,0.11084036220813198,0.0766627959857208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43379600916072175,0.09105920955905523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483703628297113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293304760327655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493878423894553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630725750214144,0.08836186559450651,0.08028507215829618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387668668204186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5867524459127179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692835147139256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080389033493127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485717456346906,0.0,0.06151105548867599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715727879016539
socialanxiety,Foral1,2019/08/31,"Are there transgender people with social anxiety here? I think I might be trans but I reaaaallyy don't want to transition because it would bring a lot of attention and possibly hate to me and uhhh I don't want that as I'm very anxious and even now barely getting by in my social life. 

Are some of you also trans? how is your life",1.2460074626865671,3.7469955970149305,2.998638059701495,88.48064365671644,85.56716417910448,6.335074626865673,21.807835820895523,7.645422480735847,1.173658208955224,263,9,52,5,8,87,52,67,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.8851,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,14,15,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,8,12,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228914355949375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839448980391937,0.2716419875392264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465771290576737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881608500389194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256260928542845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23739628021703366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396763039201593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442344302312285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550812633156949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666989382389728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27107317159514965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4902204698560506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407174510716165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983978407702564,0.2836492938630548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080999406222785,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,--Sillvaire--,2019/08/31,"Do I have social anxiety or just introversion? I have no problem talking to people on a daily basis and is comfortable in most social situations. However, I do have the tendency to avoid very big social gatherings and kind of get a bit worried when meeting new people. I don't mind if it's just random people, but if I'm meeting a friend's friend, I get a bit worried and have an uncomfortable feeling. 

I work in a food shop in a shopping centre and if I'm on my lunch break from work and I see one of my co-workers getting their lunch as well, I actually go out of my way so that they don't see me to make sure I won't have to eat lunch with them. I feel like I need my peace and quiet in the 30 minutes I have before interacting with customers again for another few hours. 

So judging from these two things, do you think this is considered as having social anxiety?",5.647966101694911,5.282953824858758,6.979666666666668,76.54746610169494,67.24858757062147,10.017853107344633,32.389265536723165,9.642632912329526,2.8798072316384182,685,26,137,13,10,235,105,177,0.09300000000000001,0.78,0.127,0.8723,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,2,7,9,0,1,9,0,15,5,0,1,1,27,28,16,0,5,7,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,9,5,1,3,2,2,1,4,2,1,2,0,5,21,7,21,27,4,15,0,0,2,0,15,8,0,6,5,94,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.12120841957518518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024219666404596,0.1900365077067295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056912743710741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712044309946977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709508875768274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256058981086979,0.0887337286448161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019197492470765,0.0,0.1919245225735934,0.0,0.1946795824512301,0.0,0.07058987787500498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231918284732148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934280210751628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068141878132185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290934537099574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541397778518695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209814816217513,0.0,0.11996019609580642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416608924901277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25832913333593194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118849623199885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795429327764166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396142229815549,0.0,0.5064548519195464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170639218039164,0.0,0.0,0.09983313264725373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082517819124908,0.07958703037854241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133249597921734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248404059704302,0.0,0.09858998304024158,0.0,0.0,0.11167729035543036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271273207724176,0.2522771093864055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NifflerOwl,2019/08/31,"This subreddit might be making your anxiety worse. This subreddit has a ton of self-depricating posts. Self-depricating jokes, memes, etc. can make your anxiety worse because eventually you will start to actually believe them. Even if you just relate to a self-depricating post while laughing at it, you're training your brain to just think your social anxiety is funny instead of serious.  The /r/socialskills subreddit is a lot better since there are social skills guides, more success stories, etc.",8.39107142857143,10.575096916666666,7.850952380952383,63.710714285714296,61.97619047619048,11.790476190476193,37.80952380952381,11.538034831475384,5.290680952380953,407,20,58,13,6,128,60,84,0.136,0.7020000000000001,0.162,0.659,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,6,1,3,5,5,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,2,0,8,12,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,6,9,5,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,2,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.1500416306933688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528639463437259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372695257178563,0.0,0.0,0.17322799776711198,0.0,0.1359828330983571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164020594026408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429524911532435,0.1015530032720147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307160705900474,0.0,0.0,0.20526384920756285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310859424279095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945074763808019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811965619563197,0.0,0.0,0.1271868179467655,0.0,0.0,0.3134654841673001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882780436917323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851929314722227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313376726761916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,47equilibrium47,2019/08/31,"I've got good news ! So today I went to get haircut,and believe it or not , I didn't have panic attacks , I didn't feel anxious at all , and I participated in small talk . I feel great at the moment , this might not last long , but I need to admit , it feels good ! 
(Also I'm sorry if my grammar is not on point , I'm not native English speaker )",4.382083333333334,3.5432597083333337,6.18,82.81500000000003,69.97222222222223,7.755555555555558,29.11111111111111,5.985473137389443,1.2557111111111103,257,8,57,1,4,90,52,72,0.044000000000000004,0.7509999999999999,0.205,0.8787,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,16,15,6,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,4,7,3,6,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,4,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546183845024887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478704811494753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496101812082929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471995697290915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328203737915457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146324997943241,0.0,0.0,0.3680608524443929,0.17548196117611214,0.2418999421309817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884816997953487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417065864491947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327589929783849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268949446051367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25742998007154994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074130630861336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456111687002997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635318630067362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797471773886173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033949676189764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,somedude6942069,2019/08/31,"One of my biggest social anxiety triggers One of my biggest social anxiety triggers is looking at my past Facebook post history/timeline, or looking at any photos of myself on Facebook. 

I'm 25 and have had Facebook since I was about 15 which during the time was way more popular. I have a really strange and quirky sense of humor that I feel like not many people can really understand, and I've posted random text posts or images/videos/meme videos that I found really funny at the time. I look back and still think it's funny sometimes, but some of it i don't find funny anymore. I also used to look way geekier and nerdier back in high school, and like I literally don't have pictures of myself since that long ago. 

When I look at my facebook history, my anxiety is telling me I'm really socially awkward, odd, ""that weird kid"", ugly, thoughts like ""why does this not have photos of himself other than when he looked way different in high school"", and various other negative thoughts. 

I tried exposure therapy in the sense of looking at my Facebook history and just telling myself mentally that it's okay, like 3 years ago, but now I still get this feeling. I actually never look at my Facebook timeline anymore since no one really uses Facebook, but I kind of want to update it, and add like a profile photo and add some colleagues that I've been talking to recently more, but this feeling kind of holds me back.

Anyone can relate? Should I try and just force myself to look at these anxiety triggering posts and like mentally tell myself it's okay?",10.711439135381113,7.871441324232084,10.162534129692835,65.69099118316271,58.96587030716724,13.316154721274176,43.18799772468715,11.538034831475384,5.004326734926054,1240,55,211,26,12,403,141,293,0.09699999999999999,0.768,0.135,0.8646,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,1,5,2,15,0,0,5,1,45,38,21,0,2,10,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,18,14,0,1,9,1,0,0,7,2,0,3,7,12,29,12,27,30,5,40,0,0,9,0,10,15,0,5,24,136,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.07022196138856163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757527315052655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057545879349211286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893483677556563,0.0,0.22019487348106798,0.0,0.14272871091307793,0.0503156621581296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599693303267976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518222216636411,0.0,0.0,0.06297212650310756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915445343745356,0.051407785767673325,0.0,0.0,0.06576955727842948,0.0,0.0,0.07889973110498984,0.0,0.0,0.03759579895507077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205804298858805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498692134971433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093426982711874,0.0,0.0,0.0636817748761117,0.5438496994710067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295550310776988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450362327092853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549949955790974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628458708194594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869335764539443,0.04988756416491893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756687265992158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304950638531645,0.0,0.07105119312344936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456534411425384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857659459681902,0.0,0.0,0.2200605361070876,0.0,0.0,0.07116965341200751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114933685996052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783821297749061,0.18868697403560308,0.0,0.08229180685275564,0.0,0.0,0.0461086564271684,0.0,0.11425539803887312,0.08392017051391629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771137256085928,0.0,0.0,0.07491223825435947,0.0,0.12429957680344818,0.0,0.0,0.04244349873315152,0.17135398695772194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493213565467226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633947271116224
socialanxiety,Peepwinkle,2019/08/31,"Hi. I used to have a lot of social anxiety. Now I don't! AMA Hello. Social anxiety has been a huge defining part of my life growing up and well into my adult hood (I am 25). Even though I feel very comfortable in a lot of social situations now (few people have even told me I am very social. What??), it's a topic that's still very near and dear to my heart.

I want to share my experiences in case it helps anyone.

I made a long [post](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialanxietydefeated/comments/cpnbly/victory_my_experiences_with_overcoming_social/) on /r/socialanxietydefeated, but felt like I was just rambling to myself and thought this would be a lot more fun, and more effective, organized way to get out my thoughts.",6.091406249999999,8.255146578125,6.456687500000001,71.56956250000003,67.59375,8.557500000000001,26.08125,9.120678840339163,2.0448475,574,17,102,11,10,185,86,128,0.022000000000000002,0.76,0.218,0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,6,0,10,2,1,3,0,20,19,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,2,15,6,15,10,7,14,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,3,5,71,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132432934604709,0.0,0.0,0.09657739431506993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245519723880127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510881286154744,0.0,0.0,0.06983811295009543,0.0,0.13261779230991855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216250655437932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367401552483865,0.09257957531885984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755892645820616,0.06747892961450884,0.0,0.0,0.12223271281942273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522765305803694,0.0,0.1306934022764034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957155167770494,0.0,0.09575569015929708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228170994468408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552537583161542,0.0,0.563187743331487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030358576660106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357031526156808,0.2193052452404753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319805067244401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929217193262492,0.0,0.34189279853425103,0.08146732721871666,0.10963399768622156,0.0,0.0,0.12418734048704776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811717483219194,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jshminnie,2019/08/31,"just an anxious freshman wanting to make new friends :( hi I’m going to be a freshman soon and I just want to make new friends so bad. My high school has had tons of get ready programs but I feel like the people who I’ve met so far wouldn’t be interested in hanging out with me because I can never hold a proper conversation. Of course I hate asking teachers questions myself which sets me back. I usually play the “no, you ask the teacher” game with my close friends. But I know I cant do that anymore because we’ll be in different classes. All these changes are really stressing me out and I feel like I put too much baggage on my boyfriend who’s going into his sophomore year. He’s really helping me get through this and I appreciate everything he’s done for me. But I always bug him so here I am turning to reddit.

I’m determined to overcome my social anxiety because I really want to make the most of the next 4 years. It would be super nice if I could get some on advice on how to make friends?? maybe on how gain some more confidence approaching people and how to make conversations less awkward??",3.1731578947368426,5.1516670319634725,4.315308819995194,84.6535976928623,75.02739726027397,7.16760394136025,29.334534967555875,8.032893268588372,2.0605561643835624,876,39,170,14,19,286,136,219,0.085,0.6759999999999999,0.239,0.9906,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,2,12,14,1,2,8,0,16,0,0,8,2,40,39,14,0,7,6,0,2,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,4,2,0,5,4,4,0,0,3,2,28,10,24,28,8,27,0,0,0,0,22,12,0,5,11,112,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131547713404723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635176988179367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858382683986547,0.13081682092364705,0.11483878087369165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165077554550073,0.0,0.0,0.08904018117678797,0.09668504562219082,0.21176498762737567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249709580340212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245389628428964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098245239835892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849978412172454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407021764477782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710014315036445,0.16544975169209872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578556326707535,0.0,0.18149630962205254,0.0,0.13161937343064015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432483968483363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761579648053495,0.12234511309699515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363859967383875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314441332541125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38647453493962575,0.0,0.11633291366459413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512357948566678,0.0,0.08930921925318605,0.22367351130292148,0.12315064298553507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055710201001802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640723086511776,0.12971831957707616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254616014647194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719200365407688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180397110167009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264423191475175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259530860971306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753322785505544,0.0,0.20489891428351376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225834528611296,0.0,0.0,0.1491379980505932
socialanxiety,connorheyz,2019/08/31,"I found my social calling Long time social anxiety sufferer here to share a story of how I put myself out there.

Last week, I was making a presentation for school and I was dreading it like I had in the past. I was one of the first few people to present. I started the presentation and I kind of got into it. Afterwards, I was thinking to myself, “why do I like this?” Then it hit me. During a presentation, people have no choice but to be quiet and listen. People can get to know me better without me being awkward. It’s hard for me to talk about myself during a conversation but for some reason it’s easier during a presentation. I just kind of forgot all of the eyes focused on me for a short while. It feels amazing. I wish I could feel like that all the time...",2.017450980392155,4.202999895424838,4.121333333333337,83.68200000000002,79.4575163398693,6.432941176470589,21.31111111111111,7.554174236665415,0.930570718954248,596,17,116,9,15,204,89,153,0.055999999999999994,0.753,0.191,0.9718,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,5,11,0,2,11,0,11,1,1,3,2,23,24,8,0,2,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,8,6,22,8,21,12,4,22,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,1,19,91,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666867279923089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644254679906732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907626159050046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220260125608388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744500939511614,0.1182907829195804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084273709520032,0.0,0.1815505341298427,0.0,0.0,0.08650900688430375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242989740861494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832765562854006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34485333953571656,0.09099874375554766,0.13497025359967582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426828888836345,0.0,0.0,0.14653358232247887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052630747144797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220167060033312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806537737243254,0.34437812881234403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664541933210133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024438987537194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675763634865233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375770513757354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171987703980624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330873795400671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060973349988061,0.0,0.0,0.19310270856050396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281873506385314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494106981760248,0.0,0.1904094687622572,0.15961374807629938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,joefrazer115,2019/08/31,Identifying with ur social anxiety? Anyone else do this? I feel like social anxiety has been such a huge part of my life that its a part of my identity. I just identify myself as a depressed and socially anxious person which is terrible and NOT the way to get rid of it.,2.8877358490566034,5.1492283396226455,5.24211320754717,76.35901886792455,76.9245283018868,9.52301886792453,27.581132075471697,9.888512548439397,3.2492067924528305,214,9,39,7,5,75,43,53,0.21,0.7070000000000001,0.083,-0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,6,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135693610960104,0.2315329356440654,0.0,0.14330442654382622,0.20999347445124064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652143631055175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120777914165167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362788101909604,0.14641491224286712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107076885777263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447608532977682,0.10012725421697873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438774848391033,0.0,0.0,0.17895271294456155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6267561148781955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267820517994244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,carro179,2019/08/31,"I think I got Social Anxiety I never was an extrovert, but lately, I have experienced episodes of thinking that I am being watched by everyone at all times, and that I will be judges by every single thing that I make or say. Even happens when alone. Also, sometimes I remember weird stuff I did in the Past and feel extremely embarrassed by it. Sometimes I even think that something I said made someone uncomfortable.  What can I do?",5.489666666666667,7.263509300000003,5.982500000000003,75.9191666666667,68.5,9.333333333333334,33.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.471708333333334,344,16,59,8,6,111,60,80,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.8998,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,2,2,13,18,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,5,12,0,6,10,2,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,5,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201832372170656,0.0,0.15584196388228452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907931683457334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25742701979890725,0.0,0.1641911157937086,0.1862120072861207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853496944563472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585983651570098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232786825741994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982818891972794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843960246929017,0.1300809903977419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503000927851349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860308310897874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075609010924147,0.0,0.1853713418475832,0.15497291572812533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986511545672004,0.16511748146364244,0.15002477397589964,0.3854739446848263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308596271197045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946670353261344,0.3746052880334652,0.0,0.0,0.11363354188108475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LifesPotential,2019/08/31,"Looking for recommendations of self improvement audiobooks. As the title says, looking for recommendations. I have no idea where to start. 😬",5.940454545454546,9.555275318181817,6.400454545454547,58.970681818181816,91.27272727272728,9.472727272727274,32.77272727272727,8.841846274778883,4.87050909090909,115,6,15,4,4,37,19,22,0.095,0.7759999999999999,0.129,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491583564092935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6682383792535626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31641033349087605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41507586070855657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816216789906581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwayayboi,2019/08/31,"My whole life is in a downward spiral and I need help This is entirely about social anxiety, but if I ask anywhere else I feel as if I won’t get relative answers and you guys are the only ones who can relate.

I made a post the other day where I first realized that I had social anxiety and have been dealing with it ever since I left college. I’m self employed, work from home, and all my friends are off at college. My job in no way requires me to sit down for any period of time, I just have to be constantly attentive to my phone if someone needs me or something happens, which requires about 5-10 minutes of work.

This leaves me with essentially my whole day, every day, to do whatever I want as long as I have my phone. When I type it out, it makes my life sound so great, and something I dreamed of being able to do when I was in school. But, sadly, I literally do nothing. And I mean literally.

The *only* things that bring me joy is spending time with the one friend I have that isn’t off at college, and he is in school himself, plus works, plus has other friends. This means, we hang out only once or twice a month. Along with that, I enjoy driving/modifying my car, and that usually pairs with eating, as an excuse to drive my car. The car is a fun little “hobby”, but there’s only so much I can do with it, and so many places I can drive, and it’s definitely not cheap. My car guzzles gas and mods are *not* cheap.

So the point of this is essentially that in an ideal world I would have more things to do and friends to spend time with, but I cannot bring myself to meet new people. I have gotten to a point where I throw money out on my car/gas/food to keep myself from going insane throughout the day and it is not sustainable.

My business, also, is in decline. I have no motivation to do anything anymore, and this all is taking a serious toll on my mental health, as far as I can tell. I’ve been considering getting therapy and seeing if just having someone to communicate with makes me feel better and maybe they can help me. But I’m even too scared to do that.

If you actually read all that, you’re something special, and if you actually read all that, and have some advice or anything that can steer me in a better direction, I am forever in debt to you. Thanks",5.5499833138661785,5.144329498915403,6.401355748373102,80.74846445853498,67.45986984815619,9.34827298514934,30.52903387285166,8.841846274778883,2.216330819289171,1773,59,370,26,26,589,216,461,0.052000000000000005,0.797,0.15,0.9947,3,0,3,0,0,0,58.0,1,4,1,10,17,16,0,1,16,0,46,4,0,4,5,77,70,47,0,11,19,0,2,0,4,2,3,1,1,2,27,33,1,3,8,3,6,11,8,3,0,4,6,4,56,13,59,60,9,59,0,1,1,0,26,28,0,10,17,269,83,16,0.08541374229912377,0.0,0.1667029828069838,0.0,0.0,0.08346532043319925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830533885747415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058084273725430687,0.0,0.13068255814227242,0.0,0.0847074810035193,0.0,0.0,0.14057646437935786,0.0,0.07985031904201054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510830279788624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230191163749116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203391907213436,0.08805781780555802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739958193614497,0.07135222163889181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641497123238224,0.07726161993858942,0.07196476175151006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863755090044785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726528855660042,0.1032826362284587,0.0,0.2639617816894173,0.0,0.08925031005817023,0.0,0.04854259810905575,0.0,0.0,0.09416895242178316,0.0,0.08457303360556723,0.07553109023189936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079081393731216,0.0,0.0,0.11450206203737424,0.0,0.08567694773688586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475995967523511,0.07591965867985921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044082032397953,0.092802280925235,0.0,0.12066050434065355,0.0,0.08560700877895032,0.0,0.07558847412100256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082054818132074,0.11402867246648755,0.08659612847434972,0.08580958452672988,0.18608121052065146,0.0,0.0,0.0860769627109277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817643420852619,0.0,0.06278892842100482,0.12666641528240286,0.0,0.08249312455921062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195678935737796,0.0,0.0,0.09096284794557982,0.11575712461382293,0.25984399963647914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921513431709295,0.0,0.0892391813142358,0.0,0.1614871892680197,0.0,0.08180275458344312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087371294165865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551405658924148,0.17288653445756422,0.06806369405790702,0.0,0.0891051612630082,0.0,0.0,0.07065513027109377,0.0,0.0,0.1741371077355059,0.1447415733439546,0.19726701527927848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422050433755609,0.0,0.07465537553251958,0.07863749821084376,0.09767805820050132,0.0,0.11349019012921426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494163200412184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407116997986577,0.0,0.050379238201777934,0.06779745295459237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072278595276634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654666499956948,0.0,0.0,0.060675471889310315,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dibdab5,2019/08/31,"Did I Screw up? This chick I did very attractive kinda hinted a compliment towards me.  She asked if I got a haircut and all I said was ""yes""  I could've played this so much better like saying why yes I did I appreciate you noticing and compliment her back. I rarely get compliments from girls and I messed up what should I do?",1.76301098901099,4.170440553846156,3.0991208791208815,89.3823076923077,81.92307692307692,6.791208791208793,21.59340659340659,7.957251820313856,1.0960329670329672,256,8,53,5,7,83,47,65,0.087,0.586,0.32799999999999996,0.9508,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,9,1,0,2,2,6,1,0,0,1,7,10,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,14,7,4,3,2,4,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,2,2,37,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132781441094023,0.0,0.0,0.25767522878436394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29637333438045066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675542498027921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507864609471374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680142562701059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637154833019271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463408938416587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815195131664849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187618018197182,0.2664891204778029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649690093013546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023803380809655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thaile18,2019/08/31,How are y’all dealing with going back to school? It really sucks that I’m still dealing with this but I go back to school on Tuesday and MAN just the thought of walking into that big ass school just makes me more anxious than you can imagine. I feel PATHETIC to still feel this way as a senior bc I really thought by one everything would be better by now but it’s fucking not. My school has 3300+ kids and it’s just sooo overwhelming. And of course on the first day they wanna ask that dumb ass question of what I did this summer ugh MAKES ME WANT TO DIE! I started losing sleep around Tuesday. How do you guys cope? The only good part about this year is that I have a half day which makes my suffering a lot less but 3 hours is still enough!,3.0153921568627453,4.437269052287583,3.4962254901960783,92.70551470588236,74.16339869281045,6.668627450980392,23.20751633986928,7.1686216300943375,0.6149045751633988,587,16,129,6,12,183,100,153,0.244,0.6990000000000001,0.057,-0.9894,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,3,1,3,14,9,3,1,6,0,10,4,3,5,0,29,25,9,1,3,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,13,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,7,0,3,3,2,14,2,19,20,5,25,0,3,0,3,11,5,5,2,16,89,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506909707345375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431397434438595,0.12004795855568938,0.0,0.0,0.1974819231253529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357004767715613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563033406287053,0.2647744276854904,0.0,0.0,0.13327146329152334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268400326629154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154084956305238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985800995661406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922724793109743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871489688855888,0.0,0.0,0.1459590863479331,0.10770595854049078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271481461190969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264600301677428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366026872302384,0.0,0.10917135663988124,0.0,0.0,0.2571481775648614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701534737046486,0.0976631717742201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390577667875194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438509158230928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645281306673155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5198395140407408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850481564774754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089072972812294,0.0,0.3076501540562445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388969229685067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574077063527235,0.1019275304108951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122025587502798,0.0,0.0,0.08269316806425757
socialanxiety,_emma_stoned,2019/08/31,"How to combat SA to land my dream job? So I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety, I've never been diagnosed but I have so many of the symptoms.

I want to work in the entertainment industry, specifically filmmaking, but I know that industry is all about networking and connections. I'm currently in my senior year of college trying to figure out what to do with the rest of my life, and I know I'll be miserable if I never even try to pursue my dreams. So my question is, without medication or therapy (as I'm not sure I can afford either), how can I combat or lessen my social anxiety so I can go out and make the connections and friends I need to succeed in the world of film and LA?",5.557173913043479,5.406888739130436,7.298369565217392,73.46103260869567,67.40579710144928,11.247826086956522,32.46739130434783,10.9516,3.5981130434782607,538,21,105,15,8,189,79,138,0.08,0.741,0.179,0.9390000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,1,5,0,10,4,0,3,5,30,19,17,0,3,8,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,16,5,20,17,3,13,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,4,5,76,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827040393546777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875422717145502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204184302934447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275635360155464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501163094206144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336022278995684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030945131687744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051172418334106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333844227870187,0.18733238513377626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614091284746415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370079823962714,0.28501903716724314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798213792152094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069897758483206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767087548498471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482956402012997,0.19205149913008268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130579323018786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508995716125948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898481282979304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811606579801367,0.0,0.1345180679891179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898874764800345
socialanxiety,prez1965,2019/08/31,"I prefer to exclude myself but I wish I didn't I'm 25 and I've always preferred to be on my own although I wish I wasn't this way. My ideal Friday night is staying at home playing videogames or watching movies on my own. I have friends that invite me out all the time but in most cases I make up excuses just so I dont have to go out. It gives me anxiety. I hate being this way becuase RTI feel like I'm missing out but I cant help it. Sometimes when I get home from work, I think to myself "" I should hit up so and so and go for drinks"" but then the next days comes and there's nothing I want more than to stay in. I wish I wasn't this way.",-0.4066666666666663,1.3700077777777793,1.8387222222222241,98.9785,85.80555555555556,4.395555555555556,19.322222222222226,5.2151,-0.5332827777777784,496,14,123,2,15,167,88,144,0.106,0.713,0.182,0.9214,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,2,0,11,1,0,1,1,27,28,15,0,8,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,8,1,0,4,2,0,3,5,2,0,0,3,2,23,4,18,21,5,24,0,1,1,0,4,10,0,2,7,82,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777809845102409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747654413613025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322823565515091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903650124263258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997663715766854,0.1504349035613002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764690590765999,0.10970662337778804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864367493911833,0.0,0.08023119640263894,0.1473132142850511,0.17454866970181449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161330859378988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293115420932647,0.0,0.30807574860306985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502393574510549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250560261614974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633177574529021,0.14411003011622034,0.0,0.14734943238126175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187937481074254,0.0,0.0,0.3273589890405961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839803309116787,0.0,0.0,0.08954478784572878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057641485273832,0.365677436418091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529775339079472,0.0,0.0,0.11179690100858193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bebeq114,2019/08/31,Counseling :) I finally got the courage to set up an appointment with my college's mental health counseling! I know it's something small but it's a big deal for me I've always been too nervous to actually go through with it. I had my first appointment a few days ago and it felt really good having someone there who understands you without you having to explain why. I also got some books which include certain activities you can do that can help with being anxious in certain situations. Hopefully this is the start to finally overcoming my social anxiety.,5.816764705882353,7.934435333333332,6.735441176470588,69.48198529411766,68.21568627450979,10.590196078431372,37.25980392156863,10.686352973137794,4.815427450980391,452,25,71,14,8,150,75,102,0.065,0.753,0.18100000000000002,0.915,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,3,6,0,1,5,0,9,1,0,0,2,14,18,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,1,11,5,12,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,6,53,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.1854961556663056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849944276375806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520114104282838,0.1581664724277851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541498742165548,0.21474265729726047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258950659796433,0.19596993892074088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182512015159936,0.4164590348790713,0.0,0.16168674061653573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803004461785896,0.15943480872444166,0.3040576875143795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205213693969606,0.0,0.0,0.12741039162082676,0.0,0.0,0.18879792181085026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446609162450904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156160742242112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177372263425873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213664213510782,0.0,0.1937683627484102,0.16105893828836387,0.1463372054813628,0.0,0.0,0.1345435879815361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978858455925376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152271604174674,0.0,0.0,0.18323576505476172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,poethoe,2019/08/31,"Just making friends and knowing it’s gonna be ok.. I’m a sophomore in college and thought this would open myself up to new friends. It’s done the exact opposite and brought out more of my social anxiety to the point where I will talk to close or even best friends and feel like I’m not a good enough friend, or that they don’t see me the same way or that I am annoying and not fun to be around. 
I desperately want a good close knit friend group like I did in high school and just be able to chill and hang with them. I’m not the biggest partner and whenever I go out, I feel like I need to go home and lay in my bed. I’ve joined a lot of clubs and have new, cool people in my classes but I just get so invested in trying to be their friend that I don’t even end up saying anything to them or just get so anxious when I try to go up and talk to them. I put so much pressure on who I want to come off as that I feel I’m never coming off as myself. I miss being myself with people I love.. it’s made me so depressed and disappointed in myself for being so pitiful. I started seeing a counselor at school and it was almost beautiful how relieving it felt to talk to someone who wanted to help me. 

I guess I am just asking for some other outside encouragement and that things like this happen and I will feel myself again and I will make those awesome friends I’ve been dreaming of. 

I know it takes time and self love but I just want to be able to chill my brain out and be like “fuck off, I’m gonna talk to this person without anxiety and ask them to get coffee!” But, I just haven’t been able to do that:(",4.78850237839497,4.022563731778426,5.555482584011049,87.38621451588153,69.11661807580174,8.50385146539819,28.256713211600427,7.475848149327749,1.32270029154519,1252,35,290,11,19,410,157,343,0.132,0.713,0.155,0.8104,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,6,1,19,29,2,1,9,2,24,4,1,4,2,73,68,35,0,6,18,0,5,5,8,6,0,1,2,3,20,30,0,0,8,2,1,8,8,7,0,0,9,9,41,22,47,45,7,42,0,4,2,3,31,25,1,8,13,196,61,4,0.2577871396958646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604552771007652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314709708486044,0.09707536388809516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071228369396325,0.07649506945891303,0.16066411793982316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017723296938994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592523440878648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804052987646074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401056189361736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793524856403022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610763016457424,0.08878767538397699,0.0,0.11351064968046712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737932312894911,0.12277545607135447,0.08250536017664505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647199775408782,0.07944001890739957,0.13468314071927032,0.0,0.14650637219612542,0.14414641476592616,0.0,0.0,0.09466053251803501,0.0,0.07598677209265009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759642860614937,0.0907887555282585,0.08619383993119048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444871350714798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099029585400188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305380253802371,0.1551086388382814,0.08130814153750142,0.11471661166462345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316773634830446,0.06371529922516568,0.06627377806883802,0.1659816172610727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914476282478666,0.0750299290229745,0.0,0.0,0.08123072372659361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863824255600307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833422676810423,0.0,0.1739295653138446,0.13694864968274365,0.0,0.08964273599630224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759384167331112,0.07280740230447286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082102143328645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460794901530455,0.2762660507789824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570874403217473,0.0,0.0,0.06821806460519564,0.050105918075307065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668036417414912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273271203613946,0.06820647749563442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283253450376034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104152925519184,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,m_t_g_999,2019/08/31,"what are some good jobs for people with social anxiety? (no food service recommendations please)

i was thinking about trying to get a job in a library. is that a good idea?",2.5874999999999986,5.490152750000004,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,84.0,5.7,23.625,7.1686216300943375,1.2460375000000004,136,5,24,2,4,44,29,32,0.052000000000000005,0.7609999999999999,0.187,0.6662,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,16,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486448149510375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238220007195626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991322754363664,0.0,0.0,0.4492319533321999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023109684693971,0.0,0.0,0.5314957232933457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565718273324927,0.0,0.0,0.2939614191375533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27298599593109474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159393117660193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818170365131269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YeahOkayHoldUp,2019/08/31,"DAE feel physical pain or irritation in their eyes when making eye contact? Whenever I look at people's eyes, there's this sudden and painful dryness that goes away when I look somewhere else. The irritation makes me feel really irritated at myself when I make efforts to put in more eye contact in conversations. When I don't look away though, my eyes force themselves close and water. Does that happen to anyone else or is it just my personal eye problems? Also, if it does happen to you, any solutions?",6.8819354838709685,7.959366172043015,7.076505376344091,71.93475806451616,64.6989247311828,10.070967741935485,32.704301075268816,10.125756701596842,3.429610752688172,406,16,68,9,6,131,63,93,0.193,0.79,0.017,-0.9561,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,9,6,3,0,13,12,11,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,11,10,0,10,12,1,14,0,0,9,0,6,8,0,3,5,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401604627368902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396217112111096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717791411536785,0.1717085641210799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31489944703669803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29330598523589085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799881472469089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946997709522366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963861464692167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221824818416951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355888156345182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566402063131156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161809356849986,0.1463269916628636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035427654862427,0.0,0.16846717875569495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107357946363977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464942417589795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Char_Col,2019/08/31,"Coping Mechanisms I was diagnosed with social phobia a while ago, and I don't know how to deal with any form of interating with people - what can I do to help alleviate anxiety?",3.769313725490196,5.972641617647064,6.182941176470589,70.91990196078433,74.0,10.415686274509804,26.03921568627451,10.504223727775694,3.36846274509804,141,5,25,5,3,50,28,34,0.13,0.7879999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560730053598237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731622510721022,0.0,0.3072909366720271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141236550528104,0.0,0.4077058146909735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692436266516709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075773422637301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27848053096189523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094712845087163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,clubby789,2019/07/30,"Does anyone else ever feel like your voice sounds wrong when you speak to someone you don’t know? Whenever I’m speaking to someone new and I say my name, I spend so long thinking back over it and how my voice sounded off or weird.

Anyone else get this?",1.2905882352941165,3.776578745098038,1.8387254901960801,97.01926470588238,85.07843137254902,4.184313725490196,20.264705882352946,5.46131890053228,-0.24144705882353,200,6,42,1,6,61,41,51,0.1,0.852,0.048,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,6,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,7,1,4,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164636052150262,0.463735095971689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400807100932822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980336273683546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780834433014188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469817638800247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144223302064836,0.16166629357903667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823060224140045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436666036194395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055705889202218,0.0,0.0,0.2002653169946391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855860872760066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996009169403251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834806484071597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450016855457907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474197421499656,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ScorpionKitty1,2019/07/30,"Has anyone figured a way to calm the anxiety? I've recently started a gaming YouTube and figured the other night I'd try it with a mic and camera.  It's not like a person is standing there, it would be like talking to myself(which I do all the time anyways), so it would be really easy right? I was so worried about the camera and mic the entire time, wondering if someone was watching, if I messed up(I studered a few times out of nervousness and messed up some words), if I was making some weird faces and then just stopped talking all together fearing I'd sound stupid or mess up me words.  After I was done I watched 30 seconds of it and made it private in fear people would think the worst.  I dont leave the house much because people always want to talk to me and it freaks me out.  But I figured if it's not face to face it would be easier.  But it's not.  I freaked out the whole time.  Does anyone have any tips to even just calm it down some? I mean I'd like to show the people in my life the goofier side of me without feeling the way this makes me feel.  Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. 
Thank you",3.930641592920357,4.947482274336288,4.642643805309736,86.93529314159296,71.38938053097345,7.242920353982301,28.28429203539823,7.413659706084162,1.4748415929203538,878,32,181,9,16,282,123,226,0.174,0.737,0.08900000000000001,-0.9546,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,8,18,1,3,16,0,19,4,3,3,2,49,30,17,0,10,13,0,2,3,0,5,1,1,0,1,13,11,0,1,8,2,0,0,5,11,0,1,6,5,17,7,22,15,9,23,0,0,2,0,7,10,0,9,13,122,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003697232606248,0.0,0.0,0.1640583712034636,0.0,0.0922778501753754,0.0,0.0,0.16868771050664402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353192449751278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555981368345814,0.1234413291352387,0.14137168641476444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967172263895134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714734842994756,0.12198332190680905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329895680996539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918513804906574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772453472342327,0.0,0.0,0.08520105590150981,0.17679395201389736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413836004110435,0.1610363449130522,0.0,0.0,0.1313960662308364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867330746920288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319845902534965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250878711144233,0.10532516044205642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727551012302605,0.0,0.11910270661938975,0.0,0.0,0.1030131526948514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220523235121064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853790470566633,0.0,0.0,0.10084796171011057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29086159185302995,0.0,0.11105536012183864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729167572904327,0.0,0.0,0.2813497988922412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189650608170486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114779295446645,0.1914931355783497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467358549883315,0.0,0.11627826522079338,0.13081274543251836,0.0,0.12250061624243976,0.0,0.4284429524425452,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shyguy4real,2019/07/30,"Tomorrow I have two interviews... 😭😭😭

I'm not trying to brag or anything like that, and I am grateful, but at the same time I think I'd rather be thrown into a snake pit or something...

Wish me luck! If you have some advice, feel free to share ☺",0.4883018867924527,2.1538325471698165,2.5704150943396264,95.51373584905664,82.01886792452831,5.749433962264153,20.033962264150947,6.742157984588678,0.07467849056603804,187,5,45,2,5,63,44,53,0.0,0.669,0.331,0.9574,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,8,5,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,5,4,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,5,3,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922185269047922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33029702330373195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029470127626372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609131190974008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30899770802280924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571845799151362,0.0,0.0,0.23404470518588916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27250694611640003,0.0,0.3920845753390889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615608793193196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxius-dad,2019/07/30,"Raising a kid when having social anxiety. How do you do it? Do any of you have any tips in terms of how to handle social interactions?

I'm lucky I have friends with kids, but when it comes to interacting with new parents for my oods birthday or calling them to come over and play or vice versa, I struggle with my anxiety and overall fail to make anything happen.

I'm glad for my friends, but at the same time worry about my kids social situation at school since none of his friends come over to play.

I'd love to hear how some of you do this.",4.753324675324674,5.1943348000000045,5.342207792207791,84.75045454545456,69.18181818181819,8.103896103896103,29.350649350649352,7.957251820313856,1.7251558441558443,428,15,90,5,7,138,67,110,0.111,0.6759999999999999,0.213,0.9399,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,1,6,10,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,4,0,19,16,11,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,8,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,11,8,21,16,4,13,0,1,0,1,20,5,0,4,5,58,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997486531774885,0.0,0.2474583590613029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309664921038514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515265110466554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179690736441799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37487529101233535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430244396237529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229055770602007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459749212902418,0.0,0.10796141648748532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562076341896972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959098440487492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368755987347522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379140142874027,0.18180036529586785,0.0,0.4946147773407861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908374605624887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431076827183243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425285928172753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sealevel552,2019/07/30,"23M never been in a relationship Isn’t that just annoying? No dates, nothing. That’s the crappy part about social anxiety. Feel lonely and feel unappreciated.",3.06964285714286,6.005066678571431,5.5582857142857165,65.18671428571432,96.5,7.954285714285715,23.457142857142852,8.238735603445708,2.922748571428572,129,5,19,4,5,45,26,28,0.361,0.55,0.08900000000000001,-0.7829999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003367958901167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970192194973801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027961842565003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767088717415291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251459425065503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42150388834599867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002047536130705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kamikaze613,2019/07/30,"I’m surprised there is no sub for inferiority so maybe what I have to say is I’ll placed...at any rate: I do not see purple but I do see brown 
I have tried many things 
Many things have let me down
When I have failed at something I have simply moved on
To stacking more miss upon miss 
It’s always just been like this 
Nothing has come easy 
Nothing easy is worth trying for 
So I keep trying and trying and missing and missing again some more 
I barely edged by and success did not call
These papers I tuck away that take space on others’ walls 
What you see as accomplishment I feel is a facade
I struggled to get that degree but I should still be proud
I was never good with friendships 
I was awkward and nervous most days 
Made fun of by some classmates 
But I always put on a brave face
I never really felt like I was capable
Always having to make adjustments
To accommodate my deformed bones 
I thought if I chose art I wouldn’t have to prove that my sensitive body wasn’t capable that I’d have to bend the rules
Music gave me purpose so I tried my hand at that and even if I did come close I still failed at that
I had to go through trauma when I broke my hip that day
Then I had to sue my insurance company when they refused to pay
What they did to me was atrocious 
They hired a PI to follow me 
Imagine knowing you’re being stalked 
Can you say PTSD? 
So now I carry a diagnosis of inferiority 
Because I never quite amounted to something I fill in the blanks you see
Inside my adult body there is a broken child who doesn’t see any accomplishment and of nothing to be proud 
I’ll tell you things that make it seem that I really did ok
But I’ll dumb them down or talk them up because to me they have no value 
When you struggle for even the simplest of things accomplishment just feels narrow
So now I overcompensate by trying to please 
Telling people what I think they want to hear so they don’t look down on me 
But in doing so I’ve forgotten what I’m really doing here
But aside from loving people and trying to be a good person wholeheartedly 
I’m married to this diagnosis of inferiority
I do not see purple but I do see brown
I wonder if being colourblind keeps me from seeing my true colours now.",4.057193791946311,5.179566013422821,4.983986996644298,84.2097388842282,71.19239373601789,7.4666946308724835,25.37814597315436,7.756953410329674,1.2231924496644293,1756,51,359,21,32,573,210,447,0.165,0.708,0.127,-0.8956,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,8,9,24,29,1,4,9,1,44,7,6,3,5,55,83,32,0,6,16,0,4,2,0,2,0,3,0,3,25,12,0,3,11,1,2,7,12,16,0,0,16,21,62,13,50,59,6,43,0,10,14,1,27,20,1,9,18,247,87,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744138827891589,0.0,0.0,0.10757531095002687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743128303008634,0.0,0.0,0.09643177101598377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571454976313902,0.0,0.0,0.08076535367412363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362675473546157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020201142066964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448366973216107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998612742880365,0.0,0.07594408831326582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041324136642731095,0.0,0.04495179805973496,0.1326831133102907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914638224759347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140607437536574,0.0,0.0,0.04346882083966475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088051240794793,0.0,0.0772841366255444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642030320966341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138678105801037,0.07484207896663977,0.10559372710578048,0.16038085440703465,0.07946206559792131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840660040141783,0.0,0.0,0.18300998785064432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276828098409803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966972776866976,0.06906314382070668,0.0,0.08682311219175277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924584122752491,0.07951282851683256,0.0,0.08412780527307467,0.0,0.0,0.15201181694038984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579983994699695,0.0,0.0,0.5042310135303361,0.07200557683080949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178316750110275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263315444002023,0.0,0.0,0.1653755899095326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059469975953709994,0.06357397056808221,0.13826591471153446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101901549228223,0.050681205655081725,0.0,0.06279299565319127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759045899324349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665257794734996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577570082466343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Siri_Miri,2019/07/30,"I hope that customer comes back I’ve had this haunting me for a while now like every time I try to sleep or so;
I think a few months ago a customer came into the restaurant when it was empty and I did the usual greeting and settle him down, Randomly at times I will talk to these customers without having anxiety so with him I did just that- the conversation went fairly nice, and I found out his name is Steven and he seemed like a really nice guy. Occasionally he would make self-deprecating jokes and I wanted to be more kind to him. Suddenly more customers came in the restaurant (like 4 tables) and I joked with him how he brought all these customers in to make him feel good about himself and how he’s our lucky charm and he laughed too. I like talking to him but after I gave him his food, I found myself getting anxious again because I don’t know how to continue a conversation so I avoided coming up to his table again. This is where it went wrong. By the time he is about to leave I came up to his table to clean up and told him to have a nice day but right after saying that I cleaned up his table and avoided eyes contact with him (again anxious and awkward) he said thank you, you too while he was walking out but I didn’t look up at him just the table. I can see in the corner of my eyes that he was standing at the door way for a sec thinking I’d look up and I... didn’t.. he left.
It seems like a little thing and it was only one customer right? Yet It haunts me nearly every day about the fact that he was one of the rare customers I’m able to talk with and yet I got too anxious at the end because I didn’t know how to keep talking to him and in the end it felt like I was thankful that he left and that I was only nice because I was a waitress and it kills me everyday to know that I might’ve made him felt like I didn’t care about him.  I really hope he comes back just once to tell him that Im genuinely happy that he’s back and that I do remember and that I do care about him.",3.301881026311488,3.9576221706161117,4.317873835594053,90.02376777251186,72.55450236966824,7.0529171433240725,25.21523124693577,6.953978226594392,0.8018634417388455,1564,45,353,13,29,509,175,422,0.07200000000000001,0.76,0.168,0.9892,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,0,0,29,30,1,3,21,0,27,4,3,7,2,72,68,33,1,4,8,0,3,7,0,2,0,2,3,1,24,32,1,3,13,2,0,10,6,5,0,2,30,10,58,25,53,35,4,65,0,0,5,0,52,26,0,7,34,238,82,0,0.08126563183124817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203707933075583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062167985917089025,0.2754210978805801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874647639504264,0.0,0.14861632465201385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278838700210816,0.1657114554448086,0.0,0.0,0.21000943821544554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481921918634617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395445777008184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693959955157478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04109034521290738,0.0,0.1560555014217566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826672458523998,0.1782071415070922,0.0,0.0,0.04245793851656593,0.0,0.0,0.06816175635826376,0.06499554953219898,0.0,0.0,0.08046575207737165,0.0,0.08650877621264731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143021778461725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778082763018506,0.0,0.0,0.07223262750184821,0.0899083811162189,0.08462565005989278,0.133984397923731,0.0,0.0,0.08604857027836825,0.17659069352936152,0.0,0.0,0.2779159797899009,0.08144951234241819,0.0,0.0,0.13648532693174148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689550575950169,0.10849088057066228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620999307164533,0.0,0.0,0.06486545200835017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654524567697268,0.1101353905998725,0.12361234995456767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412168935305632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205811907665117,0.1388008111120348,0.07730222551395438,0.06462569219583378,0.0,0.0,0.06475818707268291,0.14796235819097922,0.08477777737573625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132432089866676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261272946314139,0.07102974414822645,0.14963695081648293,0.0,0.0,0.05398927478906222,0.10414347103013936,0.0,0.0,0.1421599303251014,0.0,0.0,0.07765279377690112,0.0,0.05517402959724415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950261234013349,0.0,0.04793257517398858,0.06450487594384204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066810974618575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833716911448861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772877322803504,0.08885121111486105,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CoffeeLint,2019/07/30,"Trying and not succeeding I’m constantly trying to treat people how I want to be treated and it backfires. I’m extremely socially anxious so I pretty much want people to treat me like I’m invisible and give me as much space as possible. Everyone always takes offense from my behavior and it’s not what I’m intending. I’m only trying to make sure people around me are comfortable but it does the exact opposite. 

For instance at my work our bags are hung over the break room table so when someone’s eating I have a hard time hanging my bag because I don’t want to be in their space or hit them. I also won’t be in the break room if there’s more than one person in there because I don’t like watching or being watched while eating. On the other hand, I don’t want to hear people talk about me or make them feel awkward because I’m the odd one out so I’ll leave a room of two people. 

I get that most people are social and don’t mind everything that I overthink but I’m just trying to be polite and it comes off as rude in the end.",3.678480620155039,4.533097251162793,5.1479069767441885,83.68387596899228,71.83720930232559,7.9658914728682175,26.426356589147293,8.238735603445708,1.6300449612403098,819,26,167,12,15,276,117,215,0.08199999999999999,0.8009999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.6638,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,3,2,11,11,2,1,8,0,14,3,1,4,2,31,34,22,0,5,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,8,9,2,0,1,0,0,2,7,3,0,3,0,6,20,8,25,27,4,24,0,0,2,0,10,15,0,5,7,106,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477287817273393,0.09861030681957596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388323706215471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549955321578353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672887201966248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208638197382967,0.0,0.12806784905911062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370941830848568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425318450865364,0.0,0.0,0.10496520933270573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324194999337978,0.1065096791197682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992251651858677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191689334614981,0.1136861593287422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616221321462307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335700510706315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548560610015524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579657879276747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821348176625716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966191506375025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423784328944186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606116893958046,0.0901326460470714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929619386554158,0.10347887838689253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360288673569956,0.0,0.120567878112258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416132497520505,0.10041364062097342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169483111302997,0.0,0.08910521689196993,0.0952543253180731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910447964559129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218436528393359,0.0,0.1157676288141209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796024723335251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627712294653946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brownsfansince2018,2019/07/30,Just shot my shot Just slid into someone’s DMs. I thought you guys would appreciate the anxiety I feel rn lol. Hoping for the best,1.7433333333333323,4.30468307692308,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,83.61538461538461,6.5435897435897425,24.051282051282055,7.793537801064563,1.416758974358974,104,4,21,2,3,34,22,26,0.053,0.5589999999999999,0.38799999999999996,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318696035207596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371934949264331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106442715086464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124971362472039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41377543129086825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529818072906731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307319719156432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959389929361677,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SubToPewd1ep1e,2019/07/30,I need some help So my social anxiety is getting so much worse everyday. I feel so bad. I can't even talk to my friends anymore. I need help but I cant even say it.,-1.690540540540539,0.22419129729729906,1.3284324324324324,98.71859459459463,95.4864864864865,5.122162162162162,20.913513513513514,6.742157984588678,0.3328205405405407,126,5,32,2,5,44,26,37,0.177,0.664,0.159,-0.1696,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193391819183474,0.0,0.2747480398982046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313158200571855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659630196385288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007913771632655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140394840810817,0.0,0.1447413348755496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713865261530345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036553891888607,0.41084150900823374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031236754539296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824061609262409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226732875974485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823261979339041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thendsel,2019/07/30,"Ugh. Another friend on social media friend getting engaged. What can I say, I’ve probably now had half a dozen Facebook friends get engaged this last year. Meanwhile, I’m a man in my mid 30s and I can’t so much as get a date. I feel life passing me by. A lot of my problem is that I’m an introvert working a job that requires me to be relatively social. Working 6 days, 50 hours per week, I just don’t have a lot left in me to be social, let alone find someone that I don’t think is completely turned off to me. Work has been absolutely useless to meet people in. I just for once in my life would like to be loved and find someone to love. I’d love to have hobbies, but I just don’t have energy or money for them.  Heck, I would even like to make friends of any sort, but my social anxiety just holds me back in every situation.",2.6676525198939025,3.717066994252874,4.346091954022992,87.74271883289127,74.45977011494253,7.4228116710875325,27.177718832891244,7.882392219407189,1.465321485411141,643,24,143,9,13,217,105,174,0.054000000000000006,0.7809999999999999,0.165,0.9513,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,8,14,0,0,7,0,19,5,0,1,0,22,31,7,0,3,7,0,1,2,4,2,2,1,0,1,5,2,0,2,4,0,1,1,4,3,0,2,2,2,18,11,21,23,3,18,0,1,0,3,15,9,1,4,10,88,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191109631104105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782076501904104,0.12059324258351428,0.08797885501238595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843209273618577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058102700327833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416900154692081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596001555430486,0.0,0.09689705237089273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815021140811216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102257969062212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35541170375287073,0.0,0.1802568039692732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132572028693089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141251642014041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937447919048769,0.0,0.0,0.12495375870207905,0.11760086521265795,0.16246350190896458,0.1123717081382408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955470431262732,0.3113907281456701,0.0,0.07676703138350048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454223897148766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224770516384493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973029898834348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399532724478625,0.11004468450784008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145695038850266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927094514193893,0.0,0.4689342960996891,0.1948874903662178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736908491009087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509290573022672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225043554085607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25117601348411844,0.0,0.0,0.16339314503917646,0.0,0.0,0.07405973965794954
socialanxiety,bioexist,2019/07/30,"social media social anxiety In 2017 my mom passed away (from suicide) and basically all of the news was plastered all over facebook, mostly from my family members. I hate the stigma towards it but at the same time I deeply feel the stigma. Since then, I have developed a FEAR of posting on or being tagged in photos/posts on facebook and instagram. My friends/followers are mostly people from high school, college, and the various jobs I worked. I absolutely do not want any of them to know what I am up to and I am not sure why. Most likely due to the fact that all of them got to see the details in real time of the worst thing to ever happen to me and I never want that to happen again.

I still keep those apps and kind of ghost around the social media world, occasionally liking or saving things here and there. But I can tell it hurts my family that I untag myself from photos and NEVER post. 

Is this response normal?",5.184087523277466,6.129275150837993,5.916885474860338,79.20966713221604,68.44134078212291,8.201303538175045,25.531191806331467,8.344100000000001,1.6288432029795157,728,19,134,10,12,238,112,179,0.151,0.8320000000000001,0.017,-0.9752,2,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,2,1,6,9,1,1,10,0,9,0,0,0,8,36,19,13,2,3,6,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,2,19,5,28,16,9,25,0,1,1,0,7,13,0,5,11,107,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126191642745896,0.0,0.10266411142612752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194681728413292,0.0,0.0,0.12608713372078134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139333161358838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25302727755209725,0.1510144849950015,0.06785652964697972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733354540832632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237348652304849,0.0,0.0,0.13249662493578213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179171042291766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366594491805268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133174710814872,0.11928484426601388,0.0,0.1397506616805018,0.0737538726987743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112857133483366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571756819718787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070096080487523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148940058186495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303872275020382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855850649499414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275118030805512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358195209058047,0.106941565426465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101322579072974,0.0,0.0,0.41040591076856026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717383705782543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679513285826973,0.0,0.12648373364768128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729840464074508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831560218638134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650845272346595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831155428346932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109637076652195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977006055688938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,woakahsgsgsuajak1827,2019/07/30,Dating help I think I’m an okay looking guy. And I have had the chance to be in relationships but I am scared of my parents teasing me or asking too many questions that will make me feel awkward. So because of this I have never had a gf and idk what to do. My parents wouldn’t care if I got a gf but I just don’t want them to do anything or even know. And I don’t go out that much so if I do they always ask where I’m going. I’m on 12th grade. Please help,-0.7611888111888092,0.970806307692314,1.7126573426573408,99.62325174825176,86.88461538461539,4.166433566433567,18.10839160839161,4.851557810540192,-0.8155461538461535,352,9,90,1,11,120,68,104,0.086,0.7490000000000001,0.166,0.8047,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,2,4,1,13,0,0,1,1,19,28,11,0,4,7,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,2,14,2,8,22,1,8,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,5,2,60,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445867622653326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264717350200508,0.0,0.3695477405198822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048417162463605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015149494989547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305444073395156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993658939567357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465542611956707,0.0,0.15807687943456786,0.0,0.0,0.1957022454813632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649581042282183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862197832078868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597424535419975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193133969290136,0.2003836928856159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529376279285253,0.0,0.15243805060585122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389286458102118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169577648545368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141059937091426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21219960621373335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787977539962898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664463207417834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657770357050785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yagurlkeyll,2019/07/30,"Social anxiety over the internet. Anyone else have/had extremely bad social anxiety even over the internet? 

Mine is awful. For example I play a MMO that I'm kind of new to while most people have been playing it for years. There's a part in the game where you have to fight mobs with a lot of other people and work together. I guess I didn't know what I was doing and died. Somebody in the chat said ""that is the dumbest death I've ever seen in the game"". And I got so embarrassed I quickly turned my laptop off. My face was bright red. For the longest time I could barely talk to people over the internet even if my name or face wasn't attached to the account. I was anonymous but still terrified of interacting with people. Thankfully being on sertraline 100mg has helped with my anxiety a lot. (Obviously, I'm here posting on reddit). I literally could've never posted on here without being on meds so that's kind of exciting! I try to challenge myself everyday by talking to people on here.",3.43150090964221,5.51991084020619,4.979144936325046,79.69020315342631,74.61855670103094,8.276046088538509,26.87568223165555,9.007467420416297,2.40686149181322,789,30,144,18,17,265,115,194,0.134,0.7929999999999999,0.073,-0.8657,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,12,11,1,1,13,1,15,2,2,0,3,20,24,9,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,5,1,0,4,3,0,0,9,4,17,8,30,12,4,24,0,0,3,0,14,13,0,6,9,105,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044284281384465,0.0,0.0,0.09275128404453363,0.13591460407797598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107563969378794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181890889993227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766874762753026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108112410536368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522686281314184,0.11998863938026184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060915447514006,0.0,0.1461278584172439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891184679417231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27626709844180103,0.07290043626383484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22554691866082105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473431656092623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230710731078868,0.1281132570343937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364596987760847,0.0,0.4598106668663483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540822009123413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261796011653644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704379566388223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059336844519958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323652677545846,0.0,0.12212540226423815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734871448118581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005998214125861,0.14428405043978088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786892860549715,0.0,0.09657007162596867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542162443175716
socialanxiety,uhwheretheydothatat,2019/07/30,"Having such a hard time in the corporate world I'm a great individual performer and if everything was a matter of the work I got done plus maybe a few meetings with same-level coworkers, I'd be sailing.

But as I get increased responsibility (due to my individual performance) I'm expected to speak in meetings with superiors, and I just cannot make myself speak up. 

I try to make myself say at least one thing per meeting, but every few meetings I'll have someone tell me to ""speak up,"" and my confidence will take a hit because I feel like I'm being clear and realize that, once again, my public speaking skills aren't up to par. I'll then get flustered which will cause me to make some embarrassing social mistake that I'll ruminate over until the next time I'm required to speak.

Right now I'm in the car trying to get a grip because I've left work because my post-meeting anxiety was spiraling out of control. I've gotta get a handle on this before it snaps my upward mobility all the way in half.

Any tips for when you have to speak among superiors? Tips for when you feel like you're spiraling out after an awkward experience? Commiseration?",10.359087301587305,7.1598093928571425,10.499702380952384,64.11474206349207,59.98214285714286,13.526984126984127,41.85317460317461,11.645159339076185,4.71807400793651,920,38,171,20,9,311,134,224,0.065,0.825,0.11,0.8717,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,7,6,8,0,2,13,0,12,0,0,5,2,28,30,13,0,3,4,0,4,2,0,3,0,7,0,0,6,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,4,11,16,5,32,20,6,30,0,0,0,0,16,16,0,2,13,100,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040925421696264,0.0,0.11709778587025177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799293286440798,0.0,0.13025091193274754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724459157616316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716805147588944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664329304536329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896769670835087,0.0,0.13756904048939142,0.14973139048025413,0.0,0.0,0.1547931262078453,0.21870583250992373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198900861633673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242370135315382,0.16875971794655206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371202498107542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631051265806138,0.0,0.0,0.14956409941449747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065253373066005,0.0,0.1537789357258684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279120169613473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301407383353445,0.10372388774505344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659831542906174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072055832635993,0.0,0.12172704897593198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603512850948126,0.12969533197767424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508925096510132,0.0,0.1337895324738429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016926066572468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851216972821096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784835178651226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149948304474285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287290916714048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ArabianFairy,2019/07/30,"a sexual experience had ruined my life and made my social anxiety way worse I’m 25 gay male from the middle east, I have struggled with social anxiety since my early teen years, where I realised my considerably feminine behaviour was not accepted by my peers and I had to “toughen it up” and act differently in order to find a place for me in society, and obviously that didn’t turn out well, I have oppressed my identity from everyone around me and only tried to please others to the point that I feel now like I lost myself. 

when I got in college it was a new phase in my life where I had relatively more freedom to express myself and explore life, but being gay made me more anxious and picky to whom I can be friends with, I made a friend at that period who I liked a lot and later on found out that he is gay as well.

but he dropped out of college and went to the US to get his degree, I used to visit him every summer and we would just spend the whole summer drinking and smoking weed, it was a great escape from reality at first, as I was mostly depressed the rest of the year. with time our relationship got bad and tense, we used to be very passive aggressive towards one another, he was a narcissistic control freak and I was his dummy for awhile, I hated that role and tried to change that, but it didn’t go well. the last summer we spent together was the worst summer of my life, things between us were shit even before getting to the US, when I got to his place things have calmed down a bit, and we decided to travel to LA to enjoy the summer, before getting there we spent the night  at a friends-with-benefits of his as he didn’t want to pay for a hotel and also to get some weed, shit happened that night and his FWB made a move on me and I didn’t stop him, he found out and got very angry and we left from there, tbh the same thing happened between me and his fwb the year before, but he gave me permission at that time as he didn’t really care about him, but this time he actually told me to not do anything with him 2 weeks before we got there.

I fucked up, and I know that, it’s been two years since that incident, we have not talked to each other after I got back home, only one time where we had a fight on an online chat where he threatened to ruin my reputation for doing that to him. 

the past two years were very horrible to me, my social anxiety got way worse, and I started to have intrusive thoughts that I could not get out my head for more than a year of the whole thing, till I was started on an SSRIs again, now things are better but I still have fears of not being able to recover from that.
now I hopefully have a big future in front of me, but the idea that anyone might find out about what happened kills me, making new friends was already hard because of my social anxiety and now it’s worse, I’m scared that they might find out about that incident.",9.54769899665552,5.831665449572654,9.276231884057974,73.85869565217394,62.02564102564103,12.567075436640652,36.71683389074693,10.176274734539398,3.349131549609812,2268,66,474,35,23,741,250,585,0.17300000000000001,0.718,0.109,-0.992,1,0,1,0,1,0,43.0,13,0,1,4,26,32,7,3,32,0,41,12,3,8,1,92,85,39,1,4,13,0,2,2,3,3,4,0,1,1,33,46,1,2,13,4,4,8,10,17,3,5,41,2,74,15,85,36,13,89,0,4,0,4,53,36,3,6,43,340,107,3,0.058744619140324715,0.0,0.057326274267769824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482614799884111,0.04697805070267135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061598855206329885,0.17975789140502016,0.06636469863751776,0.0,0.041075603583343126,0.0,0.04834181618654775,0.05229516561739427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451709860299728,0.04904930321779039,0.035810174580100065,0.0,0.1999493765710887,0.0,0.0,0.05195484179877891,0.06413390937826995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059894054337192824,0.0,0.06214401779193825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588708552222804,0.04690279829038478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059665438622802,0.0,0.0,0.06137562384680741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754736244743704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038800266908486314,0.0,0.0494948752603717,0.0561330010339276,0.0,0.0574635097278768,0.0,0.0661040285091485,0.029703044515658868,0.04196716765157789,0.0,0.0,0.16107455293724626,0.0499681430310576,0.0,0.12882088553324536,0.13615784107645956,0.05430845379704848,0.15345819453039256,0.0,0.03338592082772586,0.0,0.32888406844723433,0.0647661499889317,0.0,0.0,0.1558430180961154,0.0,0.052623640130612895,0.05799814946500529,0.060288927061005436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892564274122077,0.05834666173019625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663155245898093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499221733934213,0.0,0.03228450637500938,0.047884705139236816,0.0,0.0,0.06382620058039863,0.0,0.16597224713437955,0.0573993072132694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412669120532555,0.049942574465643916,0.0,0.2223423160641753,0.03921248943561017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463751514539975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062436233375826614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347183845323465,0.0,0.1102556911871167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961374850435389,0.08935585998027527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607838606164778,0.0,0.0,0.12275124769361485,0.06448395113803174,0.055532653026541534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03763330726323443,0.0,0.0,0.06306973639671429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881361184113225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060101472936555,0.09718831200604147,0.0,0.0,0.23953096531692245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315948756883441,0.0,0.046913528728981364,0.049113132011232234,0.0,0.06141263074973281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047216699658369166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513657333839016,0.0,0.0,0.04663666575978426,0.1370178393297458,0.0,0.0,0.0561330010339276,0.0,0.07976748059641164,0.06389727668263813,0.11476991394617092,0.0,0.21198763137489351,0.10147297925464777,0.0,0.14541138907494167,0.03464909838956327,0.09325748867328268,0.04712139005356583,0.0,0.15845540265688227,0.05445685048023568,0.0,0.13117253875775756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179597356791626,0.04173049197182381,0.0,0.0,0.2269776522502515
socialanxiety,Damian_is_,2019/07/30,"Cashier with SAD I'm a cashier/ sales retail worker at  a high volume mall & store...everyday is a battle and drains my energy like no other. It's so mentally exhausting but I love it, if that makes sense? I love the exposure therapy that it gives me every time I work. It's like practice for the real world . Because I get to try something new every time and honestly nobody gives a fuck about what you're feeling...what you might remember for the entire day/week ...that person forgot about it a minute after",3.9781060606060574,5.802848161616164,4.969583333333336,81.47437500000005,72.43434343434343,8.182323232323233,25.506313131313128,8.841846274778883,2.0166252525252526,404,13,74,8,8,132,72,99,0.11699999999999999,0.675,0.20800000000000002,0.9135,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,3,9,2,0,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,10,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,5,8,9,0,7,0,1,0,3,6,3,1,2,6,41,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097099298938399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798548786331725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482289622735722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32614624602104736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893264949084994,0.10112120457716917,0.3713390886976487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449482256020926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891162314616979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493705073082233,0.0,0.1291952566734097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505156116544545,0.20532457887923106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869305354642452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899925473130425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22030078782313275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192529410844408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900324114939315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213398003784152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257196007678958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140685886275036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525308824819736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090575492914498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BuhrskySoSteen,2019/07/30,"I went to my moms cottage for 7 days, and 24 relatives mostly cousins all came down for 2 days over the weekend and i knew it was going to be hard, I haven’t seen these relatives since my anxiety started 15 years ago, I’m 29 now I sat with with them at breakfast, around the fire, I played horseshoes, badminton...I spoke very few words, I never have much to say even when it’s about something I’m super interested in, I don’t know how to socialize I think, I just straight up don’t know how to. Only really realizing this this past weekend because I was in a social scene for 2 straight days with no break with people whom I want to connect with.., it was extremely mentally draining, I was dead tired by night from the anxiety.....anyways i feel like I just typed a jumbled up mess ...I’m back home now and depression has really sunk in like in an instant after everyone parted.....even typing all this is just futile for me, I’m still not getting what I want to say I feel like... Fuck this is sad, my min dis broken",2.7731190817790505,4.433236882926831,4.0787948350071765,87.2977331420373,75.29268292682926,7.360114777618362,26.2051649928264,8.124751697461798,1.5711377331420369,791,29,165,13,17,260,125,205,0.16399999999999998,0.738,0.099,-0.9359999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,1,13,10,1,0,6,0,12,3,0,2,3,30,33,6,1,2,4,2,4,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,10,10,1,0,7,3,0,3,6,4,0,0,10,8,21,6,30,22,5,34,0,2,1,1,9,12,1,1,21,101,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447556457323318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160523869408468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350478412475641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665025013980752,0.0,0.09247674645727376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350782857973185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29350767290598617,0.0,0.13066157968025305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003968138912441,0.0,0.0,0.1449587265454181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341119940868075,0.2167533204153413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024698765548954,0.07925856108651481,0.0,0.08621631622382314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589609889033685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152170487508317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674401314977552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234328269378603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288095251924974,0.0,0.0,0.1776727310888681,0.0,0.0,0.11151916706103247,0.0,0.11700271302222975,0.0,0.0,0.1423629976527466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537697462747863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448176879997111,0.10517176550890542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943696647636441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412806439325016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549029700887873,0.0,0.0,0.309284227290371,0.0,0.11678838815369742,0.0,0.0,0.1073761708452193,0.0,0.1211502192479374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972051629070898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436029285990934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517087035701527,0.1789567308351179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063020953606167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769176425759044
socialanxiety,Psclly,2019/07/30,"How do I approach a neighbour violinist? I heard this person playing the violin beautifully down the street, like 5 houses down, and I really want to know who it is, and also want to know if I can hear more of them, because they play amazingly.

I was thinking of just sending a card down with a nice message and my details in it, because I don't know if just ringing the doorbell is my best option..

I'm really scared of being offensive or intrusive, since it's their house after all. I'm literally standing outside listening to the music, even though he's practicing, not peforming.

How do I do this right?",6.290476190476188,6.6017376324786365,7.4687423687423715,71.28538461538463,65.83760683760684,10.788278388278387,35.51770451770452,10.608840637214634,3.9674063492063496,481,22,85,12,7,164,78,117,0.052000000000000005,0.77,0.177,0.9145,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,7,8,1,1,7,0,9,0,0,2,1,20,20,10,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,4,12,6,12,17,3,10,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,4,2,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532986028324787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26729899652863354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300837245235173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480901770644974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471046447440031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059577589795442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361473363030928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711185717083703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143596395556944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809074623474843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872337255739585,0.0,0.0,0.2195021332860992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813614327362352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048311331147492,0.2154067467228733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586323395166836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tempcsgobig,2019/07/30,"I wanna reset myself Up till my 18th bday my life has been pretty alright. Ive had several friends even though i am introverted. I even managed to get a beautiful girlfriend which made me feel so satisfied with life. Then it all went downhill when she broke up with me. I realized the number of fake friends I had, realized I couldn't function properly without her but also realized the value of certain friendships I had. As of now, its been about a month since me and my girlfriend split and I cant move on at all. Im not a party goer but hearing news that she goes clubbing and parting every time kills me inside because it shows she can be happy without me while i cant be happy without her. She was my ""first love"" so it probably explains why its difficult for me to move on but I know i eventually will.  I just miss that feeling of being loved by someone and I know i wont get an opportunity like this for a long time. With university starting in a couple of weeks, I wanna change my identity, change everything about my life and leave behind everything that has caused me to feel this shit. Now you may ask what does this have to do with social anxiety? Well since i have always been in the same school, making friends was pretty easy so my introverted and social anxiety nature didnt really show a lot. But now that me and my ex broke up, my self esteem has been at an all time low and i cant bring myself to meet new people. It even makes it worse that im an Asian dude moving to Europe for university. I feel like i just wont fit in and that scares me. Im sorry if this post didnt make much sense, its only because I cant think straight since my break up. I really need your help guys and i would appreciate it so much.",4.212585470085468,5.058973054131055,5.410046296296297,82.32395833333334,70.59544159544159,8.471082621082621,27.44551282051281,8.72156446121922,1.9111547008547016,1366,45,278,23,24,455,180,351,0.129,0.685,0.18600000000000005,0.9761,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,2,18,22,2,1,12,1,33,6,1,5,4,54,56,26,1,6,11,1,4,2,5,5,3,1,0,2,21,14,0,0,11,3,0,5,13,9,1,1,13,5,52,13,40,34,8,37,0,4,0,2,25,14,1,3,18,200,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017813451618284,0.07301970257833981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342656122878418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203965494678392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699001815276896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014919116540153,0.18566761177814087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709992011246678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767955310524894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388527043839522,0.0,0.07393789146058675,0.0,0.15773817853076474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774875051119601,0.0626926296996856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464488225259679,0.0,0.0,0.20339931401098926,0.0,0.09169737489982363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689185688980308,0.0,0.1868349703648699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890695726559663,0.0,0.05882073968482985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843733730883308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970885871747332,0.0,0.09645638323793357,0.0,0.0,0.092920526573973,0.0,0.0,0.1859531607495046,0.08574592267021132,0.0,0.0,0.07766095876934916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460668666559077,0.1584057395357452,0.0830364858269016,0.17573266560654685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004569555980042,0.2798109959221906,0.1290209502964523,0.06506967741510927,0.0,0.08475492090093101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674210048851999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503078054947713,0.0,0.06083869476396085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404562236240183,0.17855802064112192,0.09461539668258206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243698961131768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785868083996176,0.08881336857515651,0.0,0.0,0.09154824641525527,0.09913886758704578,0.09007987887824699,0.2177770575197436,0.0,0.0,0.17891159864415404,0.07435504877159765,0.0,0.0,0.0982352276025754,0.06211387677448525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056230255401434434,0.08621944729089304,0.0,0.1535130164370493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039226192458048,0.0,0.07890283792921947,0.08135033534101747,0.0791857940469386,0.0,0.0,0.25377984715671303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943047001137003,0.062339071869123124,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,foreverrickandmorty,2019/07/30,"I'm going for an application in the morning I finally went to a thrift store(a month into summer lol) for non-winter clothing, and on the way in I noticed a 'volunteers needed' sign. I asked about it and they told me to come back tomorrow, I'm super nervous and can't sleep, but really looking forward to finally getting out of my shell. I wont be paid or anything since its hard for me to get hired at a normal job. But I'm getting there.",5.625,5.094887055555559,7.032222222222224,76.705,67.33333333333333,9.866666666666667,34.66666666666667,9.3871,3.1156,345,15,68,6,5,119,67,90,0.04,0.93,0.031,0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,6,1,3,1,1,0,0,12,17,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,3,2,8,1,15,12,0,17,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,7,42,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001144549291187,0.0,0.20450039652488464,0.0,0.0,0.16820415803612804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884325352150474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792567613822828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34286131882445303,0.0,0.12431986096921258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595576406263526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707421549436026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369371675823426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460303223035525,0.0,0.0,0.16219930278555886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432716694095152,0.0,0.2490467119764373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401359438584534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095108861561604,0.0,0.21890656094023297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090236456358928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363244353847804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027821282946848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,newmummaf2019,2019/07/30,"Anyone in Melbourne,VIC I literally have no friends and want at least a one. I’m in my late 20s and would like a friend similar age.",0.730952380952381,2.8685768571428567,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,84.0,6.590476190476192,23.619047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.1176761904761916,104,4,24,2,3,35,24,28,0.073,0.594,0.33299999999999996,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928877411854822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6472449018983736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725102158746105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204641587325614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838411238368885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470638353698599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975573933414517,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StFunkJr,2019/07/30,"I actually felt better A man in line at the grocery store made small talk to me, and instead of feeling embarrassed or afraid I actually felt glad. I made a little chatter back, and it just felt good, even though it was pointless bullshit about groceries that I usually can't stand! My anxiety even lessened for a moment. Guess the Paroxitine is finally kicking in.",5.867462686567162,7.704568283582091,6.367343283582091,73.278776119403,67.65671641791045,9.53910447761194,37.280597014925384,9.888512548439397,4.141748656716418,293,16,48,7,5,95,53,67,0.08900000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.172,0.5873,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,11,10,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,6,4,6,3,7,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,4,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.3784710991358296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483463900440651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911062117833054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150430873254244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256161417276589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805053659175494,0.0,0.5585737564341073,0.21242719035006846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264883517855805,0.0,0.0,0.21362203668321653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435632260889932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669789368839449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558635760436672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052300196983107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135727777618488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mysticsurgeonsteam,2019/07/30,"Hello everyone. I just need help with a small thing. So I currently found a new job but it’s kinda far away and I have been taking the bus lately, but since I’m not very good with people around and and can get very anxious I was wondering if there is another way of transportation, in case you’re going to say drive, I don’t have my license yet and i would really appreciate if anyone could come up with some ideas. Any idea that avoids being around people. And no I don’t have anyone to drive me either. So hit me up with some ideas guys, it would be highly appreciated.",2.154882445141066,4.253960836206897,3.679623824451412,87.4641222570533,78.56896551724137,6.97680250783699,18.304075235109718,8.00094639256281,0.5791482758620692,451,9,94,8,11,149,82,116,0.096,0.812,0.092,0.1294,2,1,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,14,0,0,0,0,32,23,11,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,12,0,1,5,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,3,1,10,1,13,14,3,19,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,6,4,63,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419007769194896,0.16065716439900196,0.0,0.1730870527314977,0.0,0.21426015063342507,0.0,0.0,0.2727840636558908,0.0,0.0,0.1439486345738263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319794125658086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232809441785295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640156452762046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799012023694962,0.0,0.0,0.08004745641607262,0.0,0.08707446515143755,0.12850777527039445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170493451741135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269542833535636,0.1618779212989781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5188764028427709,0.0,0.0,0.1520402376979833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283091060648406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360548047496795,0.0,0.14797404711479928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124371727260109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815215577653004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184110816840807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673935714645887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519709048916925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017878934213119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528335022011852,0.0,0.12161332900616993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615293702761674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767620475127256,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vibes302,2019/07/30,How to make small talk with co workers? I really want to have conversations with my coworkers but most of the time I don’t have anything to talk about or I feel like it isn’t the right time to do so. Anybody have some tips?,2.082446808510639,3.699295063829791,3.3031382978723407,92.30875,77.08510638297872,7.253191489361702,22.388297872340427,8.07648339933343,0.8519404255319145,176,5,41,3,4,57,34,47,0.0,0.8909999999999999,0.109,0.6002,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,10,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,3,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993058275629176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390484721530576,0.2598375244313353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776924048603129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427820782743663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23300465441524676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106099721072792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846794548017225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241693943936317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145280811911877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LumpyB33fBr0th,2019/07/30,"Hearing from a colleague about why they've never felt embarrassed I was talking with a co-worker last week about introversion and extraversion (I'm certified as a Myers-Briggs Type Indicator interpreter) and how my introversion and SA make me worry about bring embarrassed ALL THE TIME. Like, 24/7. He mentions that he's never felt embarrassment and I asked him to elaborate.

He says that when he is out in public and something stereotypically embarrassing happens, he immediately sees it as an opportunity to make a joke out of it and ""win people over"". It's not a trained thing or something he had to practice. It's an automatic response. 

Just thought it was interesting to this group.",6.890236794171219,8.909616803278688,7.493387978142077,65.4826684881603,65.39344262295081,10.668123861566484,35.686703096539155,10.746095033038511,4.4141118397085615,558,27,89,16,9,184,84,122,0.044000000000000004,0.79,0.166,0.9205,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,4,8,0,4,0,0,3,3,22,15,11,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,9,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,6,5,5,5,16,9,1,11,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,1,7,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046190749744488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203096670558901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935509087563156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24668863024047966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17841277026946625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693152836265712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922022323840874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376206047099274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174073383572315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405860685857502,0.0,0.0,0.17441545988245252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33700215330953537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592386054244094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541117682132576,0.0,0.0,0.17376272256746916,0.12762808197353653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755687481829348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750112234762596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159343992984749,0.22227872567397086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smelzlikhotdogwatr69,2019/07/30,"SA made a comeback Anyone else work their ass off to get rid of their social anxiety and it ended up coming back? ;(

I seriously got rid of my social anxiety by working on myself for over a year my senior year of high school and now it’s back.

It makes me sad dude. I just feel it well up in my throat and I can hardly swallow. I just think about all the stupid shit I’ve ever said and I hear it like a broken record in my head. I push everyone away, including my family, and I trust no one. I really want new friends (since I moved about 2 years ago I hardly have any) but I just say stupid things and then they don’t like me and it hurts me even more. 

I live in Utah County which is near Salt Lake City so I am surrounded by judgmental Mormons which I think is my trigger. Every since I moved here, I’ve had a hard time. I think it’s mostly because we’re close to my husbands side of the family who is all so judgmental and I know they all talk about me for a fact. It just makes me sad because I try so hard to be a good person but I still get judged. For what I wear. What I say. What I drink. How I act. And I’m always being asked about how involved in church I am (which I’m not). The culture here is just toxic bullshit and it’s hard.

Ehh sorry for the rant but I am struggling",0.08163043478261045,2.0952610036231896,2.106695652173915,96.34482608695654,85.70289855072464,5.2742028985507226,16.808695652173913,6.588339656340683,-0.35110782608695645,991,21,234,11,30,330,149,276,0.174,0.767,0.059000000000000004,-0.9811,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,2,24,14,3,1,10,0,13,7,5,6,5,39,31,19,0,1,9,1,6,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,17,12,2,0,5,1,0,5,3,8,1,1,4,11,42,6,28,25,5,34,2,3,0,1,18,15,2,1,16,151,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940899450542026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832002323599518,0.0,0.0,0.07218132463673801,0.0,0.16239920977951097,0.0,0.0,0.07421811093813355,0.10875671714397388,0.0,0.0,0.09922998828157817,0.0,0.09972545710071412,0.16323583635503294,0.0,0.12940837274890665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143335944085533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398037174681593,0.0,0.0,0.08866940297842459,0.0,0.09401177246307173,0.0,0.0,0.07010688249535522,0.09601301200923716,0.08943060655188967,0.10142481021790327,0.0,0.0,0.20012558116128606,0.0,0.053669420793549916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200632388846453,0.0,0.11091135674160556,0.0,0.0,0.0890282611417429,0.08489277662373737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754193268587834,0.0,0.10893401159342292,0.0,0.11963161250249076,0.0,0.0,0.112146598290758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362897707299895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833377641941662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371285578026102,0.0,0.0937267912482187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043569199421512,0.1417034267159338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256278126671484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251420259215947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192568706516725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268054464415026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799834280619653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096692174012424,0.16881938813418046,0.0,0.10742304472973338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895493565023627,0.17560625512705488,0.0,0.0,0.21640017682197454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881913070166868,0.0,0.0,0.08476645930819136,0.0,0.0,0.11096439356607826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531424854821716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051712736846477,0.204037703041554,0.0,0.0,0.06189321831415656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206457370915707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260627729949501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543589241298532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545476887586454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505909963082747
socialanxiety,badboyriled,2019/07/30,people always ask me why i’m sad All the time people will notice me being quiet and will ask me why i’m sad or why i’m being grouchy but i’m not and if just really bugs me,-0.7964634146341467,0.6731170975609757,2.797743902439024,93.26051829268292,85.34146341463416,5.0756097560975615,12.689024390243905,5.985473137389443,-1.004858536585366,135,1,33,1,4,50,24,41,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.6187,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,10,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114481217319144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751356232222612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893172011331049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523494969774569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627957210658118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817936274203775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.687911077196395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SheriffShugaroff,2019/07/30,"Successfully conversed with a random lady on the bus. Guys, not to flex but I just wanted to share the story because I kinda feel proud as this is the first time I actually behaved like a social being, maybe it will inspire or help someone else down the road, idk.

So I was riding the bus, and about midway to my destination this kinda older stranger lady sat down next to me, after a while she actually spoke to me randomly. We talked about the heat, the A/C turned off, the rain outside, her military missions in southeast Asia, her next shift as I presume a nurse and so on. It was actually kind of humorous and I learned some historical stuff also (I love history). When it was time to get off the bus we said goodbye to each other, and I was left with this ""wow"" feeling as I am a socially awkward and anxious person that never had any experience like that.

I hope this may be an inspiration for someone. So what do you other socially anxious people think about this story?",5.669237588652479,6.36173886702128,6.7763829787234044,74.38333333333334,67.24468085106382,9.245390070921985,32.156028368794324,9.2995712137729,2.9063815602836875,769,31,139,14,12,259,119,188,0.040999999999999995,0.754,0.205,0.9892,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,0,3,9,13,0,1,15,0,12,1,0,0,1,30,23,16,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,2,14,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,4,19,12,25,11,2,21,0,0,0,1,18,9,0,8,13,104,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.4098144542077412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194566804587043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951943571895631,0.0,0.0,0.31628560199997136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533333878795007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693920638604274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369318413286516,0.0,0.0,0.14156088264907854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907086541386165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731361980621349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386068044460789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382875512959246,0.0,0.0,0.1390363356490189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577246376440012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209372368437055,0.0,0.0,0.13677885087288666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634160523702728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063338862321226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796478608866457,0.0,0.2977505108161713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970477254111092,0.12222919038656754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315745119435102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42809014309341603,0.23721706667481604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024892464979107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251435313123356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969650659283268,0.0,0.0,0.16325234155679774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226309345660008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256656903361444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rjfinesse,2019/07/30,Does anyone else jump even when they expect someone to pass them? It’s like knowing the toasters about to ring but still makes you jump. This mostly happens when I’m walking through a door. Im probably just in my head too much but this usually happens earlier/in the mornings where I’m less aware of things.,4.038,6.0369734666666695,4.036666666666669,87.495,72.66666666666666,6.8000000000000025,30.33333333333333,7.554174236665415,1.915233333333333,248,11,47,3,5,76,49,60,0.0,0.968,0.032,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,7,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,6,3,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371513393603467,0.26920996242013845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299270676076377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194870098187811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353844155651224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646833066320656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269648826642293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283806166338864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439598923261593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836234276052874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753821519387188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314541064464985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832800348094514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22262022401005507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982589327918885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745539375164231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893729071749153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Plane_Telephone,2019/07/30,Fear of failing I have a fear of failing not because I will have to retake the test instead it is because I don't want people knowing I failed or talking about me failing. Anyone have any advice?,0.6600000000000001,3.166710769230772,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,95.15384615384615,2.6,27.012820512820515,3.1291,0.6084666666666676,156,8,27,0,6,51,29,39,0.445,0.555,0.0,-0.9629,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,4,2,6,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,7,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,21,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30545713550228176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257039184436327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856862565857785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811011870676534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7034962557482203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179005474950296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670899018902584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25124619609116505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437235620773088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Soriah02,2019/07/30,Just wanna talk Hey I’m 17f I just kinda want to talk with someone who understand social anxiety or someone that could give some advice to me. I’m here to listen if anyone needs it,1.6531081081081105,4.043230459459462,3.6445270270270282,85.4084121621622,82.24324324324327,5.8621621621621625,20.06081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.7334918918918922,145,4,27,2,4,49,29,37,0.049,0.922,0.028999999999999998,-0.1761,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,8,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28135124783010285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025735126953133,0.0,0.0,0.2013197546177216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298800022145953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761982711019087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21348839142355186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934973010384673,0.487905899861805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462836991295546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997339749963965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698221663708157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,entitice,2019/07/30,"Jobs for social anxiety?? SO I’m 18 and I recently had to quit my pharmacy technician job (very first job too) after two months because before every shift I would have a horrible anxiety attack and actually ended up in a psychiatric hospital. When I came back from the hospital I tried to lessen my shifts but I still would have suicidal urges and awful panic even hours before I would go in, so I did end up resigning. The panic attacks were usually in regards to my skill level in the data entry part and the customer service :/ Are there any jobs that don’t give y’all overwhelming anxiety? I know that I can’t completely avoid experiencing things that make me anxious but I don’t think that it’s normal to be suicidal and sick before going into work. I was thinking maybe night shifts/graveyard shifts would be beneficial? Any suggestions will help 💗",5.489666666666667,7.263509300000003,6.498750000000001,72.2179166666667,68.5,10.333333333333336,30.833333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.692520833333335,688,28,115,20,12,229,107,160,0.298,0.662,0.04,-0.9934,4,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,8,7,2,4,6,1,17,1,0,1,0,19,26,10,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,7,0,2,5,1,16,0,14,14,1,23,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,12,77,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.10757943769120372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993549367544995,0.0,0.2530024817361228,0.1245410948672856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250830394273176,0.0,0.0847686220521364,0.0,0.06720196793108067,0.0,0.28142123886007725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608648096625874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558572446309184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952818348304523,0.0,0.0,0.07281322481880459,0.0,0.09288290434218384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093771046495116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575333450807706,0.12530514621178165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389230379114724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856530392593623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375892331164162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058564046459021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358680845454707,0.0,0.11075202970530988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799341598388398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345382995554003,0.10801289826628643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586884200256228,0.0,0.1193803978579145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172550086451544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884981353931346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123769462064686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803870660074363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411718006355125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732393064118417,0.14127612595963934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074846488963531,0.0,0.10768956262991104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141502688173415,0.09096047533986283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025685358035592,0.0,0.0,0.3132485352134674,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the_kush_man,2019/07/30,"Who do I go to see to find out if I really have social anxiety? After following an app to track my mood, doing research, and observing the way I interact with others, I think I have social anxiety and possible moderate depression. Who do I go to get an official diagnosis from? A doctor, a therapist? I want to be able to treat or or take meds id I need to. Whatever the proper care might be. I have already been to a counselor for a breakup I was struggling that brought the situation into light and want to see someone else about it.",2.532264150943398,4.705466000000001,5.130792452830188,77.15713207547172,77.67924528301887,9.52301886792453,29.467924528301893,9.888512548439397,3.4630747169811333,420,20,79,14,10,149,69,106,0.107,0.81,0.083,-0.5373,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,9,0,11,1,0,0,0,15,24,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,3,11,2,16,18,0,8,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,4,1,58,16,2,0.18508207032958973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042426669659328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28317455442046463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887035057743897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594109159714613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943934158116327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461232054782972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916165923682844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669774276646703,0.0,0.2103728115725807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558445637012887,0.0,0.0,0.19634282834264935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723600998299307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086522252045364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856831355040286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949728947925153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080400016852193,0.0,0.3773357255325982,0.1568194375762417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348796553427355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391586831399988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489454885197806,0.0,0.1185931173807487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183324007829656,0.146909532566373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,friendly_potato1,2019/07/30,"Moving to a new state I recently found out I got accepted into grad school and I will be moving to seattle from chicago early september. I was looking into apartments but I think roommates will be a better option. I've never had roommates and I've never moved on my own this far away, I also don't know anyone there. I'm scared that no one will want to room with me and that I won't make any friends in the program that will actually hangout with me outside of class. It's an exciting opportunity, but I'm scared I won't be social and will end up just being in my apartment the majority of the time there instead of exploring. I feel like I'm boring and hard to talk to. I'm having a lot of nerves but at the same time I think this will be good for me and hopefully force me to put myself out there more. If anyone has any kind of advice/tips in regards to anxiety or just moving somewhere new by yourself it would be appreciated. I also do plan on starting therapy there to help me. I'm just scared I won't make any friends... I didn't really make any during my undergrad.",4.599553975436329,4.9663058687782815,6.103985132514545,79.41611990950227,69.49773755656109,8.848222365869425,29.360374919198453,8.841846274778883,2.2206157724628315,851,30,171,14,14,291,120,221,0.11199999999999999,0.743,0.145,0.8631,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,10,14,0,3,8,0,23,0,0,3,2,38,41,13,0,4,8,0,2,1,2,10,0,0,1,0,7,12,0,0,7,1,0,6,8,4,0,1,5,3,22,10,30,20,5,33,0,0,1,0,5,16,0,5,11,119,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.1124319477199358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427270245807026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133970570597121,0.0,0.0881381622425529,0.0,0.0,0.16112019047586035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824706018692004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189715155101244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204513760023952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058255506585137874,0.08230868758915334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632587109932494,0.1780276317750588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663578209939404,0.0921469178260468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320884152285167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722531196527324,0.0,0.0,0.11443319673349865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997733503555633,0.06331843433543621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056287592296846316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675048750076172,0.0,0.0,0.0979505644321498,0.0,0.0,0.23071811059619585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898157025835089,0.0,0.0,0.17771981042369234,0.2225482114722368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807178230194327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582158692176503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380884400378915,0.0,0.11375962551789312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460470272770107,0.116602411524453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174458540774173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154884717505975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260440479178897,0.0,0.0,0.13175690258283165,0.0,0.0,0.14764856880515187,0.0,0.0,0.1343640655614846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795602310524695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184450414111699,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vital_viktor,2019/07/30,"I am immutable. I'm successful. I try a lot. I put in  the work. I am disciplined. I'm consistent. I meet my goals. I do all  the right things that people say make greatness and conquer obstacles.

It has fixed nothing.

I lift. Hard. I meditate. I stretch. I put myself out there. I try new things. I meet new people. I face my fears.

Only to remind myself of who I really am.

I improve my looks. I gain confidence, money, strength. I see light in the narrow, dark, twisted distance.

It is close enough to touch

yet I feel nothing.

The  warm hope that gave me momentum begins to tighten and whither like a  cold dead vine around me. I try to yell for help but each breathe makes  it grip tighter.

The light rushes back. 5:30 AM. As I roll out of bed to head to the gym, I tell myself that tomorrow will be different.

I am a liar.

Ignore that thought. It offers nothing, just keep working hard.

I haven't been touched in so long.

Forget that negativity. Everything will come with time and hard work.

What's the point? I'm so fucking sad, I'm so fucking sad.

You've been happy before. It will happen again. Just stay focused.

The day melts and tomorrow comes. Only to remind myself of who I really am.",-0.1450399584846913,2.031130421276597,1.709195640892581,93.01731707317074,102.23404255319151,4.675661650233523,19.77426050856253,6.467335915029111,0.4692563570316559,919,33,186,14,41,300,137,235,0.157,0.743,0.10099999999999999,-0.9369,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,8,10,14,3,1,11,0,16,5,3,2,1,26,35,9,1,1,3,0,8,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,15,12,0,3,2,1,1,5,2,7,0,0,4,15,33,7,19,27,4,28,0,2,2,2,9,11,2,2,12,113,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667102723424604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213921447833184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196356174551817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643991182603144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727820669768104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519323278907427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381284971623825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769236964309566,0.0,0.0,0.13483817370390624,0.06058790010631475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215554147555029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321091857681899,0.0,0.0,0.10596221550842816,0.12755758230634134,0.3220231363606573,0.0,0.12297660222551997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031720538199992,0.0,0.0,0.1190147936041516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106507336378471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058541195832229574,0.0,0.0,0.10604271909979957,0.10062411633768012,0.0,0.0,0.1018722411159373,0.0,0.0,0.15997029473474975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314584422300579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449303968578617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226696982340213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614527354507475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132748137126812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409175423894099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535279024972043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233121229278172,0.0,0.09529087581947754,0.0,0.0,0.09548624011543416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771915052534738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473367942593972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921486036600907,0.0,0.0,0.09512888972899014,0.06987182035933444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440630695395528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617054494827707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,namowrepus,2019/07/30,B-day's are tough So it's my 40th bday...my long distance friend of 10 years (I've known him 14 years...it takes me a long time to make a friend) said he was going to call today and so far he hasn't called...it's 6pm his time which means it's likely he won't call. It's been a couple months since I've talked to him but a few days ago he said he was going to call me today. He was fairly tipsy when he called a few days ago so he probably doesn't remember but it really sucks that he doesn't remember. It's been a tough year and it would have been nice to have him follow through. It sucks having social anxiety and only having a small number of people in my inner circle...when something like this happens it just hurts all that much more.,1.6715002388915463,2.9191912670807483,3.238757763975155,93.90064022933588,77.32298136645963,6.196082178690874,17.353559483994268,6.67199483983844,-0.32112460582895386,578,8,136,5,13,191,88,161,0.10800000000000001,0.823,0.069,-0.7252,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,2,0,7,0,16,0,0,1,1,13,27,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,0,0,12,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,8,2,8,5,9,17,5,21,0,1,0,0,23,4,2,0,16,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22904526067478145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988330084471263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276858190965091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295063436074953,0.0,0.2499582049130927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962983102172568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684778373360785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142457721218306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383047819769735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262352638947304,0.0,0.0,0.22866513810276795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862379563830215,0.0,0.0,0.14073007226578024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312136820417236,0.0,0.0949724091911822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825781105022624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956680911904892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929291559048906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276494446099572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927030923106749,0.0,0.24578603905204505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068705600224546,0.0,0.0,0.1316969493438026,0.0,0.09945980481042588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713776249715557,0.10384119305597728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066804762826194,0.0,0.2449214926988936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177566633247272,0.0,0.0,0.1663933197170077
socialanxiety,IchMalWieder,2019/07/30,"I need some advice, PMs prefered My story probably isn't relatable for most people who have social anxiety and some people may feel offended reading it, so I don't want to go into too much detail here. That's why I'd prefere it if someone would be fine PMing with me a bit.
Basically I got somewhat of a problem related to social anxiety and I told my only friend two days ago and he had some valid points in the conversation, which I didn't realise at first but I am concerned about after thinking about them after the conversation. He also suggested seeing a therapist, but it would freak me out if I just went to a therapist and it turns out I don't have anything serious. I'm just really unsure about it.
So I figured it might be a good idea to talk to someone anonymously who also has a bit of knowledge in terms of mental health. I'm not asking for a diagnosis or a professional, just someone who may have some kind of advice.

(Also, English is not my native language so please excuse my mistakes or if some word choices may seem weird)",5.5473470919324575,6.157837663414638,6.849756097560973,74.03996247654786,67.48780487804878,9.624765478424015,32.354596622889304,9.661875296680813,3.1406397748592862,831,34,149,17,13,283,122,205,0.087,0.8390000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.1688,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,14,10,1,0,10,0,19,2,0,0,0,46,33,17,0,11,12,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,8,1,0,2,6,6,0,2,5,2,16,4,23,20,11,15,0,0,1,0,16,7,0,17,6,113,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246017483435532,0.11158526304679613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30199921626808285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259612205533067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358873546934247,0.0,0.1176810586737167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748573014949782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118235951491826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364884614788036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707369227428563,0.0,0.0,0.0972547833599394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154065763019654,0.10558239706035964,0.10067795028337656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338048392313889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421035011952249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108492890282444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685770352289572,0.1335390724267594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253648148462074,0.09333862423890504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573761674998996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453905706439546,0.0,0.0,0.13817873392837873,0.11899754204679583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572022036980064,0.12045041667130435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591433371671126,0.0,0.08064212349581715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031027640308326,0.11459666891794465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25663816298482023,0.3199738295896064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117779174393668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923133884287292,0.0,0.0806589933785879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028399125024895,0.0,0.0,0.13692158494721776,0.12296673142906718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424744394122462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166922702515352,0.11358736310394404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884346244639848,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ssteel678,2019/07/30,I'm scared to approach women while other people are around me I'm not scared to approach women but I'm scared to approach a woman when she's around other people. I'm scared of all the strangers perception of me and what they will think if they see me talking to women. I'm more scared of people laughing at me if the woman rejected me. This has been killing me for 20 years and I feel like I'm dying instead because of it. I don't even have no friends because of this. Can someone please help me to over come this with some advice?,2.836020202020201,4.442571490909092,3.65848484848485,90.60217171717173,75.0,5.616161616161616,24.949494949494948,5.82211442006289,0.5848282828282825,424,14,87,2,9,135,64,110,0.196,0.649,0.155,-0.7556,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,10,1,5,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,15,17,7,2,2,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,7,0,0,1,2,12,3,16,15,3,11,0,1,1,0,11,4,0,3,4,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639615506530726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26673180375425715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182650008767309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290511853966407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548290572780293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895049625012398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575027774670097,0.10702689430282034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574564658397946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041692491156684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657465958492476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319137709235808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115857439007686,0.0,0.0,0.16445038845548274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7499479438721782,0.0,0.11938207458981485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693661095219208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041452893889275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599453125986986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647507228418126
socialanxiety,tfestg453,2019/07/30,"Does it feel wrong to talk? For me, it feels completely unnatural for me to speak, even when I'm completely alone. I've gotten over a lot of my social anxiety but I still struggle with this. It just feels wrong. Does anyone else feel this way?",1.3118750000000006,3.8976931041666703,2.5258333333333347,91.2025,86.70833333333334,6.533333333333335,18.416666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.7011416666666666,191,5,40,4,6,61,35,48,0.243,0.757,0.0,-0.8887,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,7,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537260574458555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516942373102143,0.0,0.0,0.13865165660166234,0.20317546226877345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158146164273116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34705653408457005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656490505812936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097120466002982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010532743459524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858232333855386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021355881064546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835770890389764,0.0,0.0,0.2072997654785433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938106943730512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739641255454215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336063491628327,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wisestarfish,2019/10/07,Roommate Says I’m too Quiet Me and my college roommate had a meeting with our RA and she says she’s not comfortable with asking me questions because I always have my headphones in. She then said that my quietness was jarring to her and she wasn’t used to it because her and her roommate last year were close. Why do I have to go through this? I don’t get how my quietness creates so much stress for her. I’ve also never had this problem with any of my other previous roommates.,3.311875000000001,5.130496437500003,3.962916666666669,88.02375000000002,74.20833333333334,5.633333333333334,30.75,5.985473137389443,1.4798375,382,18,73,2,8,121,63,96,0.095,0.883,0.022000000000000002,-0.7786,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,2,1,14,15,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,6,19,1,10,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,1,4,56,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035028760051338,0.21174286809098689,0.0,0.0,0.17305113994762306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23789896729571025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102501448354862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295223393215153,0.0,0.14462351683177804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074303864621268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870677714024223,0.0,0.1962661428517224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434973823263303,0.0,0.0,0.2850692734019345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420631789741085,0.4047360963366272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914992649933946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978395023056865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22962332838280636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387300143693398
socialanxiety,culturallycurious,2019/10/07,"How I Made New Friends while Depressed, Broke, and Unemployed This was originally a comment on another post, and I thought it'd be really helpful to share with others. I'm a 25-year-old male living in a city of >1 million. I moved here at 23 with no friends or family. I am incredibly introverted and have never been in a relationship and suffer from social anxiety. My social anxiety is so bad I even get migraines from mundane conversations.

Basically, I moved to this city for work and was at a company whose culture I didn't particularly vibe with. Working at this company felt like I was working in a frat house (and I was in a fraternity in college). I quit to try and grow my own company on which I had been working on the side. I tried to build this company and failed, and decided I needed a new job 6 months later. I also lived in a depressing part of town in the basement unit, and winter was fast approaching. I had no money (and was in considerable debt), I was depressed due to my living situation and the weather, and dejected due to my failure as an entrepreneur.

I decided with all of this free time, I should pursue a hobby that I'd long been wanting to pursue - meditation. I was lucky enough to find a meditation studio that I could go to. Since I was unemployed, I'd go every damn day. Not because I wanted to necessarily meet people (though there were always plenty of pretty women around), but because I knew it was good for me and I wanted to deepen my practice. People (other members and staff) noticed and I became well respected there. I started getting invited to their birthday parties and started hanging out with them more outside of the studio. One of the girls who worked at the studio was married to the VP of product at a company where I ended up getting employed. Another regular at the studio was very well connected with small companies and landed me an interview.

Another thing I was doing was going to networking events. Now, I'd go to these networking events with the intention of finding a job, of course. And I did land one very promising interview. However, what was even more notable was that I got to know a girl who was approximately my age who was the co-founder of a non-profit. She asked me to become involved in her non-profit in certain small ways, and I obliged. Eventually, she asked me to be on the planning committee for her gala. I decided that I'd help make this gala the best gala ever. I've been hustling as best I can to make good on my goal, and the rest of the committee has started to notice. The rest of the committee also happens to be (quite attractive) girls about my age, and every time I meet with them, they show a massive amount of respect for me and absolutely love me for what I do for the non-profit.

Now, what was my strategy? It was finding hobbies and meeting people that way. But I'm sure you've heard that advice already and hate hearing it repeated because you've already tried it. Fair enough - I hated hearing it too. Through this experience, I realized it actually DOES work, but this advice leaves out a key detail - get really damn good at your hobby and make sure others around you notice (without being flashy). I would always just dabble in stuff and never fully commit. And because you're well respected and people see how dedicated you are to this particular craft, they WANT to be around you.

Curious to hear everybody's thoughts and if you've experienced something similar.",6.339804878048781,7.042541986259542,7.250564140755912,71.53395457084343,65.77862595419846,10.359709551293989,34.90690746602123,10.322093796472897,3.785389126792032,2751,124,478,65,41,922,304,655,0.065,0.7909999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9956,9,0,1,0,0,0,82.0,0,4,5,13,24,34,4,0,36,0,46,2,0,8,8,89,85,44,0,9,8,0,1,1,2,2,1,4,4,5,36,43,0,0,13,1,3,9,7,11,3,3,36,7,66,24,87,40,12,76,0,6,1,1,46,36,2,3,29,345,102,20,0.0,0.0,0.062028072772064874,0.0,0.0,0.12422556291673753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028614547048934,0.10166221282981047,0.1057785960750616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999532494768613,0.09725065610702298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975296476052204,0.11884517762097126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307223935748962,0.15498904425286372,0.07020006102368252,0.0,0.0,0.13341036451747065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050749681934329695,0.0,0.0,0.040992713886907166,0.0,0.16423950450534286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562418890200183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629772808766071,0.13135461964835404,0.0,0.08396519083495492,0.05749614438017929,0.10710871284445836,0.0,0.0,0.062176564039204664,0.05992130164351884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061030205814519164,0.0,0.1742855997347901,0.0,0.0,0.06969327210324601,0.0982168424822519,0.0,0.13283564898481495,0.0,0.14449669741254162,0.1599402513076923,0.05083693594700607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620832792034933,0.0,0.0,0.12551010794305364,0.0,0.0,0.2149195089582792,0.0,0.0852095399496138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334287681113692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261524385074773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034932423856562284,0.0,0.0,0.06730377213605594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03105354787457822,0.0,0.16838121237296627,0.05625103155995197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736786150404495,0.0601446088085128,0.12728588309741254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05073517883387498,0.13511428317701707,0.0,0.04713097205951325,0.09804701917517096,0.12277859573222615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709982882960024,0.06669841136358261,0.0,0.08614352579095404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883226167387048,0.0,0.1762656239873525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087554198273891,0.06466616568691172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521361266095225,0.0,0.0,0.0814398476577709,0.0,0.0,0.06824260339433595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065128046386158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257976178206123,0.07144719165109986,0.0,0.12958843338083748,0.0,0.04893370861651434,0.0,0.0,0.13497012004949085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276413892505372,0.0,0.0,0.11981427504930893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042228265227870085,0.0,0.06245007694336871,0.10092344337893784,0.07412789874777259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946480007144676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489184745430127,0.14996382191909555,0.10090630113072993,0.0,0.0,0.17145163143200906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127222059365985,0.0,0.2776466243648892,0.0,0.0,0.04515315230066592,0.0,0.0,0.04093232556752944
socialanxiety,Can_You_Hear_That,2019/10/07,"Biggest fear turned reality A horrible day where my biggest fear became a reality. 

My first day back at university and I have to group up with others for a presentation for some coursework. Of course due to years of anxiety and isolation, I have no friends to group with, so I’m stuck working with strangers. After finally getting the courage to ask the groups around me if I could join, the 3 I asked all said no. I eventually got a group, but only because the lecturer forced a random group to accept me. For the rest of the lecture I couldn’t help feel stared at by everyone. I just feel so utterly, completely worthless. And now for the next few months I’m stuck being the odd one out in a group of people who don’t want me there, and just that thought is driving me crazy with even more anxiety.",6.408782051282053,6.426246416666667,6.752051282051284,77.52628205128207,65.6025641025641,10.523076923076925,34.641025641025635,10.25414643259724,3.3842871794871785,635,27,125,14,9,206,97,156,0.20800000000000002,0.708,0.085,-0.9549,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,2,14,0,7,0,0,0,1,24,21,8,0,4,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,5,4,13,3,25,13,5,22,0,1,1,0,12,9,0,3,12,86,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811754590344714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359912861487752,0.34361050824002315,0.0,0.0,0.14131199061965175,0.0,0.11202781916235804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268508105567864,0.0,0.0,0.1467297567435958,0.0,0.0,0.2370399461682913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138196296564893,0.0,0.0,0.175605334590126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41359698680952667,0.18584479626753075,0.0,0.0,0.20131704162245334,0.0,0.1563193186573546,0.0,0.0,0.1419844702100125,0.0,0.0960150966445511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469820294587524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231808219529256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668782472903655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544729442793127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453101283174875,0.13976952416939725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740676958029867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481255362092726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589719316743546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989493603719086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839553210896123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379072899562594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183453756664926
socialanxiety,ding3,2019/10/07,"My struggles with social anxiety I had pretty severe social anxiety coupled with depression in high school and a fair bit of college. I experienced most/all of the things you mention. 

I wouldn’t go anywhere for weeks for fear of people seeing me. I was terrified if I went outside to get the mail that a neighbor would see me and judge me. I’d only go grocery shopping at bizarre hours and only use the self check out because of fear of what the cashier would think of me and my purchases. 

Going to any social event caused panic attacks (sweating, trembling, trouble breathing, chest pain, dizziness). I lived a solitary life and would go months without social interaction. Going so long without having so much as a conversation made me really awkward in any social interaction that I did have. I would be really quiet and keep to myself. Afterwards I’d over-analyze everything that happened, even for days or weeks.

So how did I climb out…? Very slowly.

I have been on and off antidepressants (SSRIs) since I was 15, never on for longer than 3 months, then I would hop back on when I started to feel really down. I think they helped with the depression, but not so much the social anxiety. I have been on and off therapy as well…and couldn’t really commit to that either. 

It’s hard to go tell someone your most intimate feelings and thoughts when you’re afraid of how they’re judging you. However, I think it does help some people. I was recommended this [book](https://amzn.to/2lnjT93). It might help.

I made one friend towards the end of high school. I had no idea why he wanted to be my friend, but I was so desperate for a friend I just went with it. I found it much easier to just hang with 1 person than a large group that I didn’t know. Then I made one really good friend in my first year of college. She much more actively took action to become my friend, than me becoming hers. We became basically inseparable, and she was my only friend for a while but that was okay because all my social needs were met through her. 

I transferred schools and she got a boyfriend and our very codependent relationship kinda fell apart. I felt lost for a while, but that is when I realized that I shouldn’t be that dependent on someone else. I made a friend at my new school. I moved on campus and started interacting more with my roommates. I became involved with clubs. I started by just attending talks and meetings, then eventually went onto becoming an officer. A lot of classes were team projects, so I befriended some teammates. I took a teaching assistant position and met people that way. As my circle of friends grew, I met more friends through them. I threw some parties. I went to parties. I learned that sometimes you have to be assertive when making friends. I faked confidence and asked people to hang out, chatted them up online, said hi and talked to them when I saw them. Eventually, it starts to feel less forced and more natural. By the time I graduated I had a great group of friends ranging from very close to not so close.

It wasn’t smooth sailing always. I had a really hard time during my internship. I didn’t fit in with the other interns at all. It was like they just looked at me and labeled me as a loser. I felt very socially awkward since most of my friends were also very nerdy/geeky and the interns were a different breed. I did try, but I failed and it was a hard summer for me. I spent most my weekends alone while the others were out doing what interns should do when spending the summer in a beautiful new city.

About 6 months ago I moved to a new city, and it’s been tough making friends and adjusting. I feel the insecurities and low self-esteem creeping in on me. I hated constantly meeting new people and small talk. I’m so paranoid that people will see through my confident veneer and find me to be just a giant loser. I miss the easiness with my friends. I tried organizing events with some people at work, but those fell through. Sucks being in a new city with so much to do, but no one to do with it. In the back of my mind, I still fear that if I go do things alone people will see me think of me as a friendless loser.

As you can see it’s still a struggle sometimes, but I know I’ve come a long way. I don’t think I’ll ever be the life of the party or 100% not socially awkward. I still have fears and insecurities, but I think the best way to get over them is to just face them. Sometimes you’ll fail real hard, but you’ll learn and get better. I know it’ll be a while before I build a social network like the one I had in college. I’m gonna try taking a fun class after work, meetup.com, and finding a place to volunteer. I’m planning on facing my fear of doing things alone…and I’m gonna go out there and do things alone and hopefully make friends along the way.

[part II (Julie)](https://sadbuster.info/2019/09/26/my-social-anxiety-and-how-i-overcame-it/)",4.553374021909235,6.105402664550265,4.997035546613013,82.94263581488936,70.5026455026455,8.075266413294584,28.336314181384605,8.595135396678884,2.0592761755719504,3878,142,743,65,71,1233,373,945,0.132,0.7120000000000001,0.156,0.993,2,4,0,0,0,0,132.0,2,7,8,14,33,56,3,15,49,1,67,8,5,12,5,144,145,76,0,14,26,0,11,2,16,16,3,3,1,2,36,52,0,1,24,5,5,26,15,32,0,5,50,22,115,24,113,70,24,125,0,10,7,0,78,43,1,16,54,495,151,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032675915374684415,0.0,0.0,0.11453366263832875,0.0,0.029478506882097414,0.030672114894817193,0.0,0.0,0.050134812048279034,0.0,0.08459792647259975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03446096921251149,0.04193581641216304,0.0,0.05668916451997276,0.0,0.04494143379808488,0.12213346086463348,0.03136682442736368,0.0,0.03868436697472891,0.032601419995412814,0.04024372788366114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03786740087216199,0.0,0.03175332617944858,0.0,0.03983469788670552,0.0,0.0,0.0407870725407557,0.0,0.023772923386076474,0.0,0.0634983275051348,0.0,0.0,0.03851291662593937,0.0,0.0,0.0322581614095642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030793448825777364,0.0,0.0326487672987562,0.0,0.0,0.024346985836600298,0.0333437654095246,0.0,0.0,0.033129164899049934,0.0,0.0,0.2073998420745978,0.07455408549970388,0.0,0.0707865505595833,0.0,0.06738235191782695,0.03135477581965528,0.0,0.040417251290225616,0.42719203917455256,0.0,0.05777657918004483,0.0,0.16759607215108446,0.030918074458934536,0.02948188760532525,0.040640455906935095,0.0,0.0,0.03259692141867958,0.0,0.13208435127029047,0.036393567263442304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412341143990404,0.07789339770995769,0.0,0.036612257078244316,0.03630161860855171,0.0,0.0,0.04161268121538792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03276461574329528,0.0,0.0,0.06077512981866112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207340402812592,0.036017796554035586,0.0,0.03254979793434061,0.06524337312000307,0.030954773806353083,0.0,0.04023919851393135,0.03133873166456075,0.0,0.13951876240592007,0.07381696062749211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0391047286235342,0.03722008505748391,0.0,0.08826862666795729,0.07835688828003609,0.13548895954094073,0.02733268626647288,0.028430226424078917,0.17800761849074104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991450892881408,0.08410557570988658,0.03922373875574424,0.043249583534650464,0.0,0.039917925116588336,0.0,0.20444360850129847,0.03218645341887834,0.03851291662593937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03750187915802485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195699594465744,0.14168834473486486,0.0,0.0,0.039575964319798616,0.0,0.0,0.035064178095992216,0.0,0.0,0.14922514055492786,0.14687110167871142,0.0,0.07691015529555689,0.04164353770011031,0.0,0.06098521078412075,0.0,0.0,0.4133375381881107,0.06246606103292161,0.0,0.10937230301952654,0.0,0.1043643782550638,0.0,0.08831405893702478,0.0,0.0,0.0770722765685449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027715616535284388,0.08888477395359537,0.03221898958751941,0.0,0.04215487923867195,0.0,0.09795782897015846,0.14171798514687334,0.0,0.02926428942867359,0.0429890263563272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191001775060874,0.07508058094868487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03183690971169826,0.0,0.1520749431371243,0.02174214702520916,0.1170372750909463,0.05913690330744392,0.0,0.033143341112567754,0.13668567491819691,0.0332621975615318,0.0,0.0,0.07106725404355768,0.0,0.053671911449426436,0.0,0.0,0.13092844172808216,0.0,0.0,0.02373790236029269
socialanxiety,Justwant2benormal,2019/10/07,"Applying to jobs makes me feel sick I’ve been a neet for 2 years. My dad doesn’t care because he has the mindset that men work and women take care of the house. My mom doesn’t really clean so I do most of the house work anyways. I also get money by helping her post things on her online shop and making things out of clay and resin or doing nails and hair. I do mostly friends or family members nails/hair and they just pay me. I’m not trained or anything, I just learned from YouTube.

I hate living like this. I haven’t left the house in MONTHS. The last job interview I went to I left crying. It was embarrassing  and they actually called me to come back in for another position but I never went. I hate that I let myself pass opportunities just because I’m a pussy. I did apply to two jobs though. One at a mall and the other as a stocker. However, the only option I think I’d actually have a chance at is working fast food.

I just can’t deal with people like that one on one. I’d rather be a cook, prep or a cleaner. I always make excuses that I’ll be too slow or my memory is shit so they’d fire me anyways. I’m doing this all alone and I want to not live so pathetically. All I do is play games, eat and clean the house. I literally have no social life. Middle school me thought she was depressed but this doesn’t compare at all.

I feel really pathetic.",0.8261415707283675,3.0439872826855137,2.8975310612105325,90.54853755841788,84.30035335689047,6.054439758349483,20.083095862304802,7.359569317364363,0.5422222500854899,1063,31,233,17,31,358,159,283,0.149,0.7440000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.9505,4,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,4,14,12,3,1,15,0,24,7,2,3,4,42,44,22,0,2,14,2,4,2,1,0,2,0,2,2,11,12,3,0,5,5,3,4,9,5,0,4,7,4,34,7,22,33,5,23,0,1,0,0,19,11,1,8,9,148,45,11,0.0,0.0,0.1936539000566276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027646954248112,0.0,0.07934828184661147,0.08256115641269683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404355334527617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165175009122197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629605905703997,0.0,0.12097035884022175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131737406540756,0.0,0.2023281184893265,0.0,0.0,0.08547148895063046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899137311207803,0.0,0.10229414951900817,0.08546028480712839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152949647487763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353824196971533,0.0,0.10033986138964793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998036853923072,0.0,0.07665913895079726,0.0,0.051839716161647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592356181221665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665068210079277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579582599008628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29538937726309444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808796666251201,0.0,0.0,0.2156113026019549,0.10146183675864176,0.0700838606931882,0.09695030633316064,0.0,0.1752307571665275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986955791335426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620831646511745,0.07919853714748329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765265903148853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170741635825776,0.07546326269725423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878846142878788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502782849903073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271290837690485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004185741047797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185057877666348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011449510072866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460305100221812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318381804969706,0.06357783923240502,0.09748570621693067,0.07877166557026066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692606805835677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585240635493141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839606989116221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167057158272418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389610486261615
socialanxiety,Jacktre1996,2019/10/07,"How to deal with social anxiety talking to females? Hey guys as the title states I suffer from social anxiety that only really applies when I’m near women or trying to talk to them. This is a serious issue for me as I feel like it’s severely hindering the possibilities of my dating life and even just making new friends who are female.

I can make new male friends very easily and I can talk openly and freely with them. I could never do the same with a woman, I feel like I have no idea what to say and I get super nervous and my heart starts pounding in case I embarrass myself.

Just last week I was in a big club and I caught women staring at me and quite often they will bump into me hard enough so that I know fine well that it’s on purpose to get my attention. Despite this I will ignore them as I have absolutely no idea how to initiate conversation as I’m terrified I’ll embarrass myself! It’s embarrassing to start with as I’m considered by friends and family to be attractive and they always ask why I don’t have a girlfriend. 

I have a feeling this specific anxiety could be caused by various reasons throughout my upbringing. I have never had a female friend, I have never had a sister, I never spoke to girls in school and my mother passed away when I was young so my contact with females has been very very limited. 

I need some advice or suggestions on how to overcome this as I’m soon to be 24 years old and I feel quite embarrassed about all of this. I need some help on how to just talk to the girl who’s nudging me in the club, staring at me or even messaging me out of the blue on Facebook! Please guys any advice is greatly appreciated!",4.799400328587076,5.5631827680722905,6.076177437020812,78.37796823658273,69.21084337349397,9.409857612267249,29.247535596933194,9.573946990214177,2.60464578313253,1317,47,255,28,22,444,169,332,0.11599999999999999,0.7559999999999999,0.128,0.8044,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,4,17,19,0,5,13,0,26,2,1,8,5,56,46,28,0,4,6,2,5,2,5,2,1,2,0,8,14,19,0,2,9,2,0,2,7,8,1,0,7,10,42,11,47,32,6,36,0,1,3,0,38,16,0,6,19,184,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866660868221628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947348410128861,0.0,0.0,0.0649513116702829,0.0,0.21919883867082815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892906569441778,0.0,0.08973649733096152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811694731488536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251683005856365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984684907369284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868924020173707,0.0,0.12616931036120424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004004194034562,0.0,0.1931745805258448,0.13646732412695126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951687755036209,0.0,0.0998019658928707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530211684016244,0.0,0.1891434328879792,0.0,0.0,0.08555982874596472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131819645334078,0.0640195584904373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564243419953671,0.0,0.09968952353500686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249079747691027,0.07785487969086265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746282187128441,0.0933244998467412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750976072679682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416416060576959,0.2946584094977893,0.18449181853348648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022358646778444,0.0,0.0,0.07264104172939234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048432948108353,0.0,0.10767522419642278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317715104599388,0.0,0.0,0.06118731651012275,0.09820205666282628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759548314600253,0.0,0.09666305923208902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790116829832168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472454129935168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520751315058802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070751264407193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484625505178404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364217586636942,0.0,0.0,0.07661381944023912,0.0,0.08587659514206894,0.0,0.08618456008480184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150647949442309
socialanxiety,MOD3RN_GLITCH,2019/10/07,"19, jobless, nearly friendless, college dropout, struggling with work ethic/motivation, been a musician all my life (good luck with that), suicidal ideation is back... I need income fast to get out of my toxic home environment! I’m absolutely stuck. I’ve been dealing with depression, anxiety, OCD, mood instability, low motivation and work ethic, and more since I was 14. I just had 14 days of outpatient therapy (second time in three years), yet my ideation is back. There's an urgency to get out of my home environment. It's toxic and making my symptoms worse, but I need money to do so.

There’s pressure from the black side of my family to graduate (I’m half-black), but I dropped out after a terrible first year experience (music business degree). I couldn’t even bring myself to complete a single English assignment in my first semester. Always hated academics. My dad thinks I burned out when I was 13 from working on hobbies literally all the time, and spending time away from friends. I was somewhat prodigy-like.

My social and general anxiety make it tough to drive. I’ve almost gotten into several car accidents. It's also hard to get/keep a job. I denied one after being hired, and I lost one after not coming in. It's tough to even speak to people sometimes. I fumble over the phone (no call center jobs) and especially when counting (no cashier jobs). I can’t be a music teacher, as I have no teaching qualifications, and I hate music theory. Tried it many times over years with different teachers and tutors; never stuck. My only other options are a night shift job where there aren’t a lot of people, but once again, I’d have to drive, and I’d have to sleep during the day. I considered working online or from home, but my mom doesn't want me on the computer all the time, and neither do I. I don't want to be a hermit, but it's how I've been nearly all my life. Even if I did want to spend my time online, I've tried programming and web design. It would take too long to learn all the necessary skills, and the web design market is over-saturated. Same with Fiverr/freelance music jobs.

I feel like I've weeded out literally every option available.",5.035991869918701,6.543212973170732,6.029756097560973,76.17406504065042,69.26829268292684,8.783739837398375,29.27642276422764,9.21078282632365,2.6306520325203246,1709,64,302,34,30,566,222,410,0.151,0.821,0.027999999999999997,-0.9914,9,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,0,0,0,10,18,15,2,2,17,0,26,4,1,4,6,62,48,26,1,8,9,2,2,1,1,1,3,1,3,0,9,25,0,0,4,0,3,5,11,10,0,6,12,4,35,4,48,31,11,52,0,3,1,0,8,20,0,8,27,195,44,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840614634280518,0.0,0.0,0.07060265783612074,0.07346141518260242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507781517517825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294804439504083,0.13577369103622725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015035647302676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760509761356961,0.09256668364738864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138749382595628,0.09101947350402437,0.07604100689261213,0.0,0.0,0.0922405699070053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493714154901566,0.0,0.07438515839591428,0.0,0.0,0.08636110810679466,0.0832286262372561,0.0,0.0446402917375811,0.06307187151737187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019285186847875,0.0,0.0,0.06820990740312931,0.0,0.13837810941732495,0.0,0.0,0.07405050197103283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908733552500391,0.17432922143672985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656755823201067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380534912242222,0.07847307069208184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471868882859305,0.04313230952107591,0.0,0.0,0.0781307473762082,0.0,0.0,0.09637511070834452,0.07505799929353672,0.0,0.0,0.11786380801736655,0.08950862305748249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034000461529678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092659705812873,0.06809196803796412,0.0,0.0,0.08285087102311746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940222087573776,0.11965039333537608,0.06714583846580237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241344342447914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973858089508804,0.0,0.07303147997414147,0.0,0.08835022902501137,0.08999693757229868,0.0,0.0,0.08731757590619105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229618706577916,0.0,0.0965710682603676,0.0,0.0,0.09176344619208912,0.0663804377468723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096327222117378,0.0,0.0,0.056570404863493275,0.0,0.0,0.3088833024023021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198814351545158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562209415676741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570944054005499,0.0,0.08997145503889421,0.06271617493597118,0.0,0.0,0.17056077549594084
socialanxiety,shadowvendetta,2019/10/07,"I feel nauseous and paralysed I feel fucking sick. Physically ill. I feel so paralysed and crippled by anxiety sometimes. 

I hope it all stops. What’s the fucking point.",2.765000000000001,5.727312166666671,3.27,82.305,94.0,5.066666666666666,36.0,6.742157984588678,3.0202000000000004,135,9,21,2,5,42,22,30,0.303,0.609,0.08800000000000001,-0.7233,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,6,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,6,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435984007565989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4830239664069289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887675868523319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162732578997114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010196739915437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149358289680081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662220906258312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CorrectMyGrammarGuys,2019/10/07,"Can positive thinking make me hold my anxiety inside and blow up worse than it was?  This is the longest I've ever gone without being overly negative for a longer period of time. Until a while ago I just couldn't bring myself to stop putting myself down in my mind, because I felt like I didn't deserve it. Deep down I know I know I was always right, because I barely pass half of the subjects at school, I have no hobbies and barely any friends. Yet for some reason after one positive incident I convinced myself I might try to keep fighting my anxiety. For the longest time in years I'm still very calm, but I can't keep thinking (quite calmly) about how it might be bad for me in the long run.

If I may show you approximately what I mean, you might remember the Flanders episode of The Simpsons - also the Homer one, very similar - where holding back their anger didn't go too well for them. I get that it's not reality, but that's just how I feel right now.",5.919200380771059,5.7991286020942425,6.379723940980487,80.2496525464065,66.64397905759162,9.249119466920515,32.02332222751071,8.841846274778883,2.4758963350785343,757,28,150,11,11,246,124,191,0.11699999999999999,0.8079999999999999,0.075,-0.8323,0,0,0,0,2,0,19.0,0,2,2,1,14,9,2,0,9,0,15,0,0,4,1,34,30,10,0,2,7,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,5,9,1,0,6,8,3,1,3,6,2,27,6,23,17,1,33,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,6,16,108,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532481359854816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306151144658053,0.11763946129094,0.0,0.0,0.09614322816518037,0.0,0.21631058114067492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871247056214466,0.1180463700442484,0.1723678357289441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278862776055512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148596115152331,0.0,0.1357469431604204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922981461306462,0.0,0.07386519941953641,0.0,0.08034949542093107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513300278551843,0.0,0.0,0.15539746892298215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907111227956744,0.0,0.0,0.12511682505365598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437222823979488,0.0,0.0,0.1540042349923288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499454202923215,0.14275346745343725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916054541045132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212591990933554,0.0,0.15037500158679415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536215662514204,0.0,0.0,0.16015594636397934,0.2414754448896192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308407821034236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290622718599942,0.11819998603623627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118115303413806,0.0,0.0,0.16487959566279836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598771964375324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333065645828628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711757266282153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628524654690802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407826851726865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091044065771729
socialanxiety,Cakexcombat,2019/10/07,I wonder why my mood goes down when something of mine falls to the ground? Either someone falls my items down accidentally or I fall it down. My mood just goes down why is that? As it I something really sad just happened,1.321937984496124,4.0003644883720915,2.2980232558139555,91.35153100775194,90.16279069767442,4.7271317829457375,18.794573643410853,6.42735559955562,0.0697782945736436,175,5,35,2,6,55,29,43,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.7313,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,7,3,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995652314978327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701896960286546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870310940370226,0.5215895328011211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6113582190578871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673718514376776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,karmarell,2019/10/07,Any Berlin people here? Just curious. 😊,0.5952380952380949,-2.4417267142857124,2.1771428571428584,83.60952380952381,173.2857142857143,6.647619047619048,16.61904761904762,6.42735559955562,1.7965619047619057,31,1,5,1,3,10,7,7,0.0,0.685,0.315,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7002571613860891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7138906834575564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toddles822,2019/10/07,"Love interest (close friend) has social anxiety and unsure what to do. Hi guys!

I need some help regarding my friend, who is a love interest, who has social anxiety.

I'm relatively inexperienced with dating. I just got out of a long-term relationship with another girl but I never felt the kind of attraction towards her I do now towards my friend. I've recently developed feelings for her and I want to invite her out somewhere to ask her out. 

I've known her for several years, so we're pretty close friends. Last time we met, I suggested a place that we go hang out at (an older hangout spot neither of us have been to in years), and suggested it just be the two of us, she said that sounded like a good idea and we decided on a date and time to hang out. She texted me the next week saying she hasn't forgotten about it but she's not sure what's going on that particular night (she did give me reasons), and she'd let me know. Well that day passed with no response. No biggie. So I called her yesterday afternoon, and playfully chided her about leaving me hanging, then laughed about it, said it was all good, and suggested another day/time to meet. She hasn't responded yet.

I know it's nothing personal since I know she has social anxiety (I'm still trying to learn and understand the affliction as best I can), but I'm trying to figure out the next course of action so I can make her feel more at ease. I know she doesn't harbor any bad feelings towards me.

I'd like to try to get some perspective from those who have social anxiety what the next sensible course of action should be, and how to help her feel more at ease about hanging out. Should I try contacting her again, or just wait it out and give her more time and space?

And I apologize in advance since I still consider myself a ""beginner"" in understanding chronic social anxiety, especially in regards to the dating world.

Thanks for any and all help you guys might have!",3.993174182139697,5.738488657824937,4.992167108753319,81.65383863837313,72.23607427055703,9.058496905393458,27.951282051282053,9.558583805096642,2.5871546242263483,1532,58,298,38,30,501,181,377,0.045,0.742,0.213,0.9969,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,5,1,0,2,17,21,0,0,14,0,24,3,0,3,4,69,55,24,0,4,8,0,5,2,4,3,1,4,0,4,17,30,0,1,17,2,0,10,8,1,1,1,8,9,49,20,50,40,9,62,0,0,0,2,64,25,0,4,29,199,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086232216542456,0.16749290494294214,0.30548631258035586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466391802937382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668476430168054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838144274761353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155210369973538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030139107272798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153057373916896,0.0,0.07668387351456142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468170580580549,0.0,0.04172668258703826,0.15322946706417293,0.09077936342973236,0.13397560369195002,0.06387612681294035,0.0,0.0,0.15815977003922455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059746554653584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015897957159502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316813679950956,0.17556903417398545,0.0651014401099035,0.0,0.08456654996739897,0.0,0.08166838421576783,0.0,0.07803697548160712,0.0,0.0,0.07067888648969232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416434539797954,0.0,0.053311167420363605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472519256505498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921961841344836,0.061597573828924376,0.0,0.2548151541402168,0.07494881983425421,0.0,0.07663356985850625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973590048799007,0.08344295925917401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125242253446725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211553772723451,0.07885802843119671,0.08574618251984785,0.0,0.0,0.1519416881737627,0.06351263955434495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022583393171993,0.0,0.13213194181829654,0.0,0.0,0.4070665870162528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756216299185066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752727488830972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352987177622221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971150028766774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689505430451306,0.0,0.07801746567572693,0.16628662108018016,0.19213790078848667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710702920924905,0.0,0.06406367844487287,0.0,0.07180911508286586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028621560286641
socialanxiety,Caspian009,2019/10/07,"How to deal with/get rid of social anxiety tics I got this tic that I begin to focus on swallowing, even if I just seconds ago. It’s one of the worst things and I get obsessed with it. Often even before a social anxious situation. 

My mind can’t focus on anything else once I think of it. 

It also happens at standard places (like when walking in the busy train station, sitting on the train and standing in line at the cashier in a supermarket. 

What can I do against it. It’s a part of the reason WHY I sometimes get anxious, instead of the situation itself. 

On google I can’t find any answers. What can I do against it?",2.5642981818181814,4.456376047999999,4.134618181818183,85.65930909090909,76.52,6.1454545454545455,28.963636363636365,6.980632752743323,1.5703600000000009,486,22,96,5,11,162,76,125,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,9,0,6,1,0,2,0,13,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,3,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,10,1,19,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,4,72,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935364504350193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473907013151973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457700323190514,0.0,0.12889216758911762,0.3806849220105766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865052431973107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337010938937064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370279816177778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074934926393973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256827628682102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399415372351535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26408266148741505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475452259340706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899258292388134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082314284697104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012393710846713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943325885954714,0.11417121701211125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824551064713243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603315510472026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732327966023873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787731114093877,0.0,0.3435027534323833,0.0,0.0,0.16663804655976402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193534021525804,0.10795972817288332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203339802442606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jay_Jay_Strikes,2019/10/07,"Group for the Awkward and Socially Anxious Do you struggle with having conversation?
Are you an awkward and socially anxious person?
Are you friendless and lonely?
Do you have weird and nerdy interest?

If you are any of the above then please join awkward/socially anxious/weirdos. Its a brand new telegram social group for the awkward and anxious to meet new friends and chat buddies.

If you are interested please comment on this page or send me a PM for an invitation",5.3213554216867465,8.267209734939765,5.089984939759038,77.04895331325305,72.13253012048195,7.523493975903612,36.881024096385545,8.472884824447931,3.6050012048192777,380,22,59,7,8,117,51,83,0.221,0.623,0.157,-0.3313,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,0,0,9,0,4,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,8,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,7,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,18,1,0,3,3,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589687352602747,0.0,0.0,0.7036899535210392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031108258064835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30079618519492074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359711804112502,0.0,0.3418738388839894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762194848443468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627953270530387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zeus113,2019/10/07,"I feel anxious going for a haircut at a barbershop. So I got me my own hair clippers and after watching some self hair cut videos on Youtube, I'm my own barber now.",4.94029411764706,4.7676142058823565,5.963529411764708,82.58588235294121,68.70588235294119,7.976470588235292,34.64705882352941,7.1686216300943375,2.3247529411764707,129,6,26,1,2,43,28,34,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,4,3,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5968331177131359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671263642841401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002473246231384,0.0,0.4225329515054124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511362663207054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fake__smile,2019/10/07,"I'm scared to leave the house? Anybody else have this problem? I haven't left the house in years. At first I wasn't scared to leave the house until I started not leaving the house for years. I'm scared when I finally leave the house I'll embarrass myself, get in trouble for staring at someone, acting weird, or being in someone's business. Due to me being away from society for years I act weird now, stare at people, and get into people's business. Not on purpose. I don't know what to do. I can't go out in public if I'm going to do this. I don't want to get in trouble. This is embarrassing. I hate being like this now. I didn't use to act like this until I started not leaving the house.",1.3542266009852213,3.3209706344827623,3.097561576354682,91.30181034482763,80.58620689655173,5.246305418719213,22.77093596059113,6.1826913282559595,0.4071280788177343,542,18,115,4,14,180,68,145,0.23800000000000002,0.728,0.035,-0.9729,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,13,1,5,6,0,13,0,0,1,0,12,27,6,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,9,11,0,1,2,2,13,2,25,22,0,31,0,0,2,0,1,13,0,2,15,73,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903289883815854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031467294606036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531934499746937,0.0,0.08177871142334067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069137227990634,0.0,0.1092799299456098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492075631544757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6656128133127734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283737137571618,0.0,0.0,0.5090048171208309,0.1044590437404974,0.0,0.0,0.09394068091696067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330612661798594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199533196773248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28876606766420354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292235697509908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610022953579942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830362005105399,0.0,0.0,0.05670730282127634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573774005753574
socialanxiety,bravesoul123,2019/10/07,"Never going for another social gathering Had a company bbq party last week. I got my food and joined a group of colleagues in table. The person next to me and the person opposite to me literally turned their body away from me and did not converse with me the whole time. When I tried to start the conversation, the person opposite to me sounded annoyed to reply me back. This incident has triggered my social anxiety to the highest. I still keep on replaying the incident again and again in my mind. 

This is not the first time. I join this group for lunch as well and I have seen the same happening. I have started feeling very anxious and self conscious. Whenever I see lunch time nearing I get super anxious now. This is also affecting my work life and personal life.

Should I just eat at my desk?",3.801002838221379,6.221469615894043,4.792587511825925,79.91266556291393,74.69536423841059,8.28779564806055,28.66650898770105,9.04235418022936,2.7442654683065286,636,27,112,15,14,207,94,151,0.057999999999999996,0.86,0.081,0.5445,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,9,3,1,0,11,0,8,7,1,2,1,20,19,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,4,8,4,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,4,4,21,2,18,14,2,23,0,0,2,0,13,6,0,0,16,84,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179192684421917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465845136593141,0.10694079865513874,0.3158512294211544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133955569215647,0.10749172198958047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527783561131478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304251810254706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068323461442179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890733878304208,0.16903751751560986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303575606048752,0.0,0.07944723893338962,0.0,0.11180474762802882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361795219678745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242539027130266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394945881775738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197479003835744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115046744137558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781651205324147,0.0,0.14867079675361405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882453050107946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139643890422282,0.0,0.14583395435811644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28500148208695164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978915517277785,0.0,0.11163838629379813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24454220707745716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490985920020993,0.15205398209602855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534336515767635,0.0,0.0,0.1121330261871977,0.0,0.1256901504492195,0.0,0.0,0.15607321544254585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177052763122817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Michael_Dennis,2019/10/07,"I've come a long way, and so can you. I'm here to help! Hey everyone! This is going to be a bit of a longer post but I hope you find it worth reading.

I \[22m\] have struggled with social anxiety ever since middle school. Basically, I was naturally introverted, then after being homeschooled for 6th grade, I struggled to assimilate into any of the existing friend groups, and spent the next couple years with just one close friend and very little social interaction. I would get extremely nervous at the thought of having to be in any social situation, dreaded talking on the phone, never spoke up, etc. I won’t get into too much detail here, but this slowly started to change and get better throughout high school and the beginning of college. However, it is only in the past year that I would say my social anxiety has almost completely gone away! I have the internet (particularly YouTube) to thank for a lot of that progress, as I did a ton of research on the subject.

<cut to parallel plot> In terms of my career goals, I grew up in a fairly entrepreneurial household so I’ve always wanted to forge my own path and not have a “traditional” job. And because a key part of my self-improvement was through watching YouTube videos, I decided to make a channel myself, so I could hopefully have the same impact on others as YouTube had on me. My goal is to help people overcome their social anxiety and live life to the fullest. 

I’ve just graduated college, so this is my full-time gig now and I’m taking it very seriously, making three videos a week. However, at least for the time being, I don’t have any paid services, so I just want to make it clear that my reason for posting here is that I truly believe I can provide value because of my research and experiences over the years (and maybe it’s some lingering SA speaking, but self-promo of any kind still makes me uncomfortable so I really want to make sure it’s justified).

With that being said, I would like to make a post here every week summarizing the key points of each of the week’s three videos, in an effort to further share the things that have helped me come so far. **If this feels too self-promo-y and would be unwelcome here please let me know**, because the last thing I want is to come off as insensitive or self-centered — as I said, and can’t emphasize enough, my goal is simply to help people along this journey because 1) I really believe it’s worth it and 2) I really believe I can help, even if just a tiny little bit.

Also, I would LOVE feedback from you guys — if there’s anything you’d like for me to make a video about, I will gladly add it to the list. I’m always listening!

So, here’s my channel in case you’d like to check it out! [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJyDJ0CRwmjPzDXY4ZSTc9Q](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJyDJ0CRwmjPzDXY4ZSTc9Q)

And for a more detailed version of my story, I recommend starting here: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCRrh-YMD4Y&](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qCRrh-YMD4Y&)

Good luck on this journey, and I wish you all the best. I’ll be here, so don’t be afraid to ask questions :) much love and gg!",7.171763961860286,8.139238952714539,6.652926152948044,75.61478132905238,64.02626970227671,9.216598560031136,30.92240708309009,9.225670689056813,2.588588986184082,2506,86,442,41,36,777,277,571,0.052000000000000005,0.741,0.207,0.9985,3,0,0,0,0,0,125.0,0,6,1,7,30,25,0,5,33,0,44,3,0,8,5,79,86,39,0,16,12,0,1,3,2,7,1,6,0,1,25,30,0,0,7,7,5,8,6,7,0,3,11,8,51,18,73,56,19,62,0,0,1,2,36,29,0,11,24,298,76,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628854460149284,0.0,0.0,0.05022139083687325,0.10450978918892216,0.1360882345207932,0.0,0.17082547637030504,0.0,0.14412621189948166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167930997892271,0.0,0.058709819000027225,0.0,0.059002965106314025,0.0,0.0,0.15312996147127095,0.0,0.0,0.21226335565140653,0.06590505824753166,0.05554177699620949,0.13712336210661688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664344083890451,0.16229073719442166,0.06584493757613671,0.0,0.0,0.050140943037266135,0.06948735630857872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488951507117333,0.07003895399851798,0.04147901711203368,0.05680648213637079,0.05291197565019593,0.06000839416717614,0.0,0.061430760487856215,0.0,0.0,0.03175372722693927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057398352038448765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703873830333158,0.0,0.09843172097636901,0.0,0.03569086739997037,0.05267392638087445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062182187307902474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104686436445974,0.06635198291504273,0.0,0.1247497696881832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231962440080645,0.0,0.0,0.06539686620983047,0.03451341186752721,0.051190640223164836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421757901113752,0.044357721141757664,0.09204318819765678,0.12588483179138385,0.05545383048944506,0.05557630435762582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053390583775246435,0.11335947600878625,0.0,0.2934378948729756,0.0,0.06309135938932625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233091782296883,0.0,0.048435476007490375,0.0,0.06678884961162734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042555120102060036,0.04776247098923525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800662349336006,0.05995000860567703,0.08707566505751292,0.0,0.0,0.06893588951371236,0.05936659844627878,0.0,0.18043603230079225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703507275972889,0.0,0.0628173116840611,0.0,0.1206944735433796,0.06456918528115818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194749652399804,0.0499413327195419,0.0,0.12711454715923445,0.0,0.0,0.2620577075949892,0.0,0.0,0.05194907120479822,0.07059018756779824,0.0,0.3200850728899722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889007752454712,0.0,0.050152414299750425,0.0,0.0,0.13130505353333152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591885555861473,0.0,0.04721802280795806,0.05047651599208175,0.0,0.05781809442921114,0.0,0.0,0.08344348026035238,0.0,0.0,0.04985643685546889,0.03661936988485866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363367705605298,0.14816501632909024,0.049847968541401055,0.1511238787855227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221726529019476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230577169321323,0.0,0.0,0.12132403552716575
socialanxiety,Abdallla,2019/10/07,"New here. I had this interview in the college to apply for a community, I was so nervous I couldn’t talk well, I forgot what I should say 
I seemed silly. 

In the lectures when it’s crowded I feel I’m anxious from no reasons. I feel like there is a shake in my legs and hands I can’t stop it. And a little heart pain like my pressure is high or something. 
Plus I have Hyperhidrosis in my feet, palms and armpits. 
It gets so bad when I’m nervous and it happens every time I walk in the street. Like whenever there is people looking I’m anxious. 
And it happens to me too when I’m at home alone thinking 
Like now I’m too anxious and sweaty. 
I’m like this from the morning since I finished the shitty interview. 


Help me please. I wanna die💔",0.7466195569136787,2.963418512987012,2.578006111535526,92.71432009167307,84.64935064935065,4.922230710466005,23.99388846447669,6.2272716619740125,0.5719729564553093,577,23,124,5,17,191,88,154,0.20600000000000002,0.664,0.13,-0.9041,0,1,1,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,0,12,13,0,4,8,0,9,7,6,1,0,18,24,13,0,3,1,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,8,7,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,6,1,0,3,5,18,7,13,19,0,19,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,2,13,76,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966051954194044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.522461767173511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128714945163677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999098735189424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988421317086288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558931725921272,0.11013003913556983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805408509319337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272641664779828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267719783102554,0.10332841985580267,0.1628757003938285,0.15463238775264976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765674635368371,0.15450615977245005,0.0,0.0,0.12945334553297488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888612585664854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403428556794605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687329383705203,0.0,0.0,0.16921847386526218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584994270629892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259210935280868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033905850077175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752055003577176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867785677562782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888244437587276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390583573330885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877780303087393,0.0,0.0,0.08989038843969244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860596804884134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CoolFix721,2019/10/07,Everyone hates me It’s true,-1.875,-3.1238018333333297,1.313333333333336,90.99000000000002,150.66666666666666,7.866666666666667,19.666666666666668,7.1686216300943375,2.2882666666666682,23,1,5,1,2,8,6,6,0.33299999999999996,0.345,0.322,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6954582754039637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7185664806906488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lydialynn12,2019/10/07,"I don’t really like my classmates I know this sounds rude but I feel like my classmates don’t respect me. I’m a senior right now and I hate that I’m required to take classes that have class discussion/participation as a grade. I see how interacting with others will be important in the future but I can’t deal with the amount of anxiety and stress I get. All I want to do is try to get good grades without worrying about what others think of me and leave high school for good. Then I’ll try to improve my social skills with people. 

I don’t have any friends and I think one of the main reasons for that is that I don’t have social media. I think that already outcasted me because people who don’t have social media might be seen as weird. I might be wrong. I wouldn’t say I’m an unpleasant person but most would probably view me as a burden. I try to talk to people when I’m in group projects but I only talk about the project. I can’t think of how to go to another topic. Over the course of my high school years, I’ve never been able to talk to anyone due to my self-esteem issues and now I’m not able to make any friends because of how people perceive me as weird and quiet. People already have their friend groups and they seem pretty exclusive. 

It’s not that I dislike my classmates individually. It’s only when they’re all together that I feel bad. I don’t like how loud the classroom gets when I’m trying to do something. This sounds really whiny. I should be more considerate of others. I don’t want to deprive anyone from talking to their friends but I don’t want to be in the same room if it’s too loud. 

Thank you to anyone who reads this :) I know I wrote too much, sorry about that",2.3102643497550592,4.180727123209174,3.5760033274794374,89.4762593585359,77.19484240687679,6.337036694703762,22.146316665126168,7.233258080335977,0.6456864959792954,1342,38,284,16,31,437,156,349,0.109,0.6990000000000001,0.192,0.9852,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,3,2,14,20,2,1,11,0,31,0,0,6,3,51,60,25,0,7,9,0,2,3,4,6,0,6,1,1,20,10,0,1,12,1,0,1,15,9,0,1,3,11,40,11,42,46,8,20,0,1,3,0,24,8,0,5,14,180,60,12,0.17630391048040453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455574928958444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989270484537355,0.09243501117992063,0.06743600447624286,0.0,0.0,0.18491369021699686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360320051593865,0.10747322743512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088079511328316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914455447868355,0.062975774437194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724239277928027,0.0,0.13816727482568178,0.0,0.05009878762561265,0.1478753554285865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703180564403687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627476117892075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920077386737896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689201845444533,0.0,0.0,0.09334019246184468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919977780933764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058842114633985615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870305879437621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480182999551656,0.0,0.0679882222769047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973404626129415,0.1340870684788215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055673319863712,0.07697088713632487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089682229679253,0.09504271727491123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817581041121758,0.0,0.11294479957338552,0.09063489167434084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528128812103234,0.0,0.07010197296741708,0.0,0.17842896982273113,0.070245695254322,0.08025022929478183,0.09196171454260567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269579451389687,0.0,0.06786368185878228,0.0,0.09867889678453264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097776689328428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627929969444198,0.2834128099414299,0.0,0.08115847679647796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259368539919009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23939756464713424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598292141723105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497533914169646,0.0,0.0,0.08952258954416058,0.0,0.06262061979948516,0.09638032472939297,0.0,0.056766968999309574
socialanxiety,Mythraaa,2019/10/07,"My first weeks at university 3 weeks ago, i started studying Physics. It's the first time that i enter a new school without knowing anyone. Before, I always knew someone from my previous class but not this time.  It's the first time I'm all alone and it's somewhat killing me. 

There were so-called PreStudy-Events, events that happened in the months before it started and served as an introduction to uni life and you were also able to find people that study the same as you. We were seperated into groups and despite me talking basically nothing because I've generally a lot of trouble speaking to others due to me being scared of being judged, we made a WhatsApp group and become kinda friends already. When it finally started, i was hoping to maybe meet up together. However it turned out that they literally forgot about me. 7 of them were standing in front of the doors and I went to join them and they just left. No one noticed me and i just stood there, all on my own again.  And on the first day, literally everyone who introduced something said the same thing: Find friends, work together, it's very important. ""Just sit at a table and talk to someone, say hi my name's xy""

The others did so. I wanted to but never managed to do it. I never talk to the person next to me except if they ask me something. I can't get over myself to talk to them. I always feel afraid because i can't do smalltalk. I'm afraid to just let the conversation end in an awkward silence. In addition to that, i never eat with others because I can get very anxious in certain situations, like eating in a restaurant. That's why I always eat somewhere outside. Everyday i get intimidated by the amount of people in a room and i feel very uncomfortable. It makes me wanna go away but at the same time i want to make friends. I have a bit of trouble understanding the theories and i have no one to talk to. Plus there's that one girl in my physics excercise class that i'd like to get to know but i can't because she's usually around with two friends and i feel kinda bad wanting to jump into an exisiting friendship",3.5753021306322026,5.589213760391201,4.57574152986378,83.07033251833742,73.98777506112471,7.217073000349284,29.045127488648273,8.052868069273773,2.0419810129235074,1664,71,315,26,35,541,204,409,0.099,0.8079999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.5751,1,1,2,0,0,0,39.0,2,2,6,5,13,16,1,4,23,0,17,4,0,3,6,68,48,24,1,6,12,0,3,2,4,0,1,3,2,2,23,23,3,1,9,0,0,5,10,8,0,8,12,6,46,8,58,33,10,58,0,0,0,0,33,22,0,6,31,218,69,5,0.0798602597200363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079130174946749,0.0,0.0,0.0827111444757799,0.08812778245221843,0.06386422084539588,0.1993504006772736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090219362164458,0.0,0.055840150439775305,0.0,0.0,0.07109256250911042,0.07465856249560604,0.0,0.07503134284596866,0.0,0.06667998110095331,0.19472829235680875,0.08819938255882809,0.13591039807138172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871867199883526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150326084497536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451509484878782,0.0,0.0,0.07073248633104955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630990049873945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211392405403144,0.0,0.0,0.08748301098464359,0.14598166118704387,0.27171638448492114,0.0,0.0,0.246799354231042,0.0,0.1668947583722101,0.0,0.04538642597930408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062016392787017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931925728278404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835354509836423,0.0,0.0877782204318217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676840585378574,0.08166252626187291,0.056407663188725615,0.07803137800335579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789433698406186,0.0,0.07556570868739694,0.10661468697640784,0.0,0.08023036483724419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374369739721289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847794665748145,0.07712953647838759,0.08493229220715194,0.0,0.0,0.07662807304449011,0.09092143500149884,0.0,0.0,0.1623461363581889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073009749084343,0.06973089843372146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596539480921666,0.06350808388549188,0.0799540517147059,0.08082284637246084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976627793903731,0.0,0.0,0.13533067780889724,0.12296065910353444,0.0,0.0,0.16957650860502807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209432585504603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053055608005413014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626863864779872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686503012453259,0.07801186959688547,0.08313734679188457,0.0,0.0,0.08795479350910995,0.1976792337360603,0.1413109508725799,0.0,0.12811816650161031,0.0,0.0,0.07403126084617878,0.07206146292853598,0.0,0.0,0.0769824405501011,0.0,0.058139220207289184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ocdandanxiety,2019/10/07,"How To Stop Hair Pulling and Skin Picking! Real Treatment From A Specialist! Hi, My name is Nate. I am one of the few specialists in the world for BFRBs. I wanted to share what I teach my clients who struggle with hair pulling, skin picking or other BFRBs. This is not just some gimmick but the real deal.

👉👉[https://youtu.be/DJifRDUEceA](https://youtu.be/DJifRDUEceA)👈👈

How To Stop Hair Pulling and Skin Picking! Let's go through how to use a research based treatment called the Comprehensive Behavioral Model or ComB.

The treatment for Body Focused Repetitive Behaviors or BFRBs is called the ComB model or the Comprehensive Behavioral Model. A researched based treatment that is specifically for BFRBs. Follow along with this video and discover what your SCAMP profile is. This is the first part of the treatment.

https://i.redd.it/tvtw0rfqr4r31.png",7.389249743062695,10.999146964028784,5.175668036998975,75.63951438848925,68.56834532374101,7.424665981500514,32.230729701952725,8.418075326091056,2.9015319630010272,704,31,104,12,14,199,79,139,0.061,0.861,0.078,0.5149,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,12,0,8,7,7,7,0,27,12,11,0,1,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,2,0,6,6,1,15,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,5,4,67,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24619428080838204,0.0,0.0,0.4526424974787533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285031552725459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885285600438684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596424837075906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266439473626938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019034583585997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400166719562948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045542072894755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37060524949134,0.0,0.2317083273748359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142751262889146,0.0,0.0,0.13073018587347773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lololololonely_01,2019/10/07,"Scared of people seeing me Work out / Gym I want to improve myself a bit, so I went to a gym but that ended pretty quickly once I realized how much I'm scared of people seeing me there for some reason, even at home I can't do exercises because I'm afraid of my family seeing me do it there. (I know it makes no sense)

It's not like I'm very fat or anything, I'm not ashamed of my body, I mostly just want to have a healthier lifestyle and maybe loose a bit of weight as a bonus. I already started eating better and moving more in general.

I know the easiest solution is to ""just DO it"" but you know, if everything was that easy I wouldn't be here. I feel like the only way I could start working out is if I had my own place with a little home gym setup lol.

Does anyone have a similar experience with a solution?",2.55464237516869,3.6812497543859664,4.721286549707603,84.64174089068828,74.84795321637426,7.834637876743139,24.26495726495727,8.384062270229773,1.4285920827710306,632,19,135,11,13,220,104,171,0.09300000000000001,0.6990000000000001,0.209,0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,9,8,0,4,10,1,13,5,2,3,0,30,30,10,0,6,9,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,6,6,3,0,6,4,1,2,5,4,0,0,3,5,20,4,17,24,7,13,0,0,3,0,1,6,0,5,6,90,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993711006913174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500421490016404,0.0,0.11181031787718933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282574629773272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201669245185924,0.2966720475134597,0.15092213454308304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084819975720511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189016934770662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903003012286266,0.0,0.0,0.12034144390541128,0.0,0.0,0.08974156370163165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211216132144817,0.13290798310554114,0.12808715742924015,0.0,0.06870049806155812,0.09706632323081772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725795332384302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240135686897779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327594884039961,0.13617851190594152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069499771445394,0.0,0.13650075729535915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440945027522947,0.09988087375672416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469826067560648,0.0,0.1033360752317411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839179148132928,0.0,0.14195635484071803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822972995415025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969809454309445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27206129823862685,0.0,0.3248149668058301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923404926222644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112107866563477,0.16028056083557504,0.10784813517090944,0.0,0.16545436564398391,0.0,0.12595384789204678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783152184227845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thetachibabe,2019/10/07,First day of my internship The social interaction hasn’t even started and I’m already tired and ready to go home,3.9804545454545455,6.365177045454548,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,74.0,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.5546545454545457,93,4,17,2,2,30,21,22,0.124,0.769,0.107,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175784629654538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440394153003253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499324164469053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218704335867681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150558367925444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795702827440912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857354455622599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678364523572295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43491998181684943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fecking_fecker,2019/10/07,"Physical symptoms meds Hi. I struggle with social anxiety for years now. Recently I started taking Opipramoli dihydrochloridum (50mg 4 times a day) and Hydroxyzini hydrochloridum (10 mg once a day). It helps a lot with psychological symptoms, but physical symptoms are killing me. Are there drugs that could actually help me? I'm going to a psychiatrist soon, and would like to ""know my shit"" beforehand. Maybe I just should try harder and not be a wimp.",5.85500904159132,8.595081481012663,6.1380108499095885,71.15721518987344,69.63291139240506,10.083905967450272,34.070524412296564,10.290406445055957,4.219313200723328,363,18,59,11,7,116,61,79,0.16399999999999998,0.705,0.131,-0.5921,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,1,5,0,6,5,1,0,0,13,11,4,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,5,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,9,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.1786477641635351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004636530300935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461647412921344,0.0,0.0,0.2361271713149076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123005268826933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404164907970144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454129737891449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025373960545667,0.0,0.10060927479917316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943767957332295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563769630628824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391621027263289,0.0,0.20334705522079885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949612314524784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180757366237898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879164651152629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661456700431325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957633051263978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138221199574476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5708326163055325,0.13764420192340268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674830590089317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242910187651856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004611207398986,0.0,0.0,0.11788966056585752
socialanxiety,cclarai,2019/10/07,"I’m tired of feeling anxious How can I stop being so anxious when I’m around other people? I know I shouldn’t and should be more confident in myself, but I can’t stop myself from feeling uninteresting, like I have no sense of humour.

I feel like people can see right through my facade of trying too hard and I don’t know how to just relax in social situations. 

Any advice on how to overcome this?",2.8887857142857136,4.835720450000005,4.502142857142862,83.14000000000003,75.75,6.071428571428572,22.67857142857143,6.868970318607317,0.7681071428571431,316,9,60,3,7,106,53,80,0.157,0.615,0.22899999999999998,0.8540000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,0,17,17,8,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,10,4,11,13,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,5,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026213140907818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100601074999458,0.0,0.0,0.4684959519907985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458663945915246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145291789855665,0.1481318273490078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574605841934108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279097300106229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026027664449496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875026002923985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707689781055672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523215942031508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23307157593875985,0.0,0.2113685625251712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34670998300660144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383198444107292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407779381476643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,n8dogg55,2019/10/07,I’m in two friend groups that hate each other and I’m just here in the middle trying not to choose sides What I do? Am I overreacting?,-0.5891379310344824,1.6100610344827615,1.4788793103448263,97.37280172413796,93.82758620689656,4.279310344827587,10.698275862068963,5.985473137389443,-1.3672827586206897,106,1,25,1,4,35,24,29,0.134,0.76,0.106,-0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470401283631637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712671406217943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928447801805428,0.0,0.5652273492708453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fababo,2019/10/07,"Turns out, my friends actually do hate me and its not just my imagination Basically they were talking shit about me for 20 minutes straight while I was outside smoking one cigarette after another. Feels bad man.",6.631801801801803,9.133588756756758,6.760540540540539,68.55990990990989,66.83783783783784,10.33873873873874,42.06306306306306,10.504223727775694,5.2717279279279285,172,11,27,5,3,55,35,37,0.231,0.662,0.107,-0.7783,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,6,1,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.34679239135032075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37263915323824776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967212743935095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968706268709522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27455998673746995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508568663107885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408096686976794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647848637599853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28563503202233714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865433374937385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,butanicpanda001,2019/10/07,"I'm sick of being invisible in social settings Hi everyone, tonight I went out with a group of my friends and some of their friends who I'm not familiar with.

I have been apprehensive about going ever since the idea was bought up in our group chat, while I love the thought of going out, hanging with mates and meeting new people, the reality is I shut down and spend a lot of time in my own head once I'm in the situation.

The other problem I have involves an old friend of mine who strives to be the centre of attention in large groups of people, we're fine 1 on 1 but it seems like I cease to exist once there are more people in the vacinity such as when we're at the gym or out somewhere, despite the fact that it's obvious I've shut down socially and need a bit of encouragement to join back into the conversation (I don't enjoy sitting there awkwardly while two or more people ignore me).

Normally I would get really envious about his ability to be loud and make people laugh but tonight I didn't feel that at all. I wasn't cut up about feeling excluded by this particular group.

I guess what I'm trying to ask is should I expect my friends to at least try to pretend that I exist in the group or should I be making more of an effort to add to the conversation, even if I don't particularly find the conversation to be very interesting to me?",6.8321978021978005,5.792083190476196,7.661886446886449,74.86228021978026,65.08058608058607,11.16996336996337,33.785714285714285,10.451354775682146,3.2452901098901097,1073,39,219,23,14,362,153,273,0.078,0.7809999999999999,0.142,0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,1,10,17,2,2,18,0,19,3,1,2,4,44,38,15,0,8,7,0,2,1,5,3,1,1,0,0,10,13,0,1,7,3,2,4,5,6,0,1,7,3,24,11,48,23,9,37,0,0,0,1,27,21,0,8,11,149,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164133806934027,0.0,0.0,0.10005153632966987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420534889334935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594070343338138,0.11769779937623405,0.0,0.1243318662229961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158159689001744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892409930490015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402110657904509,0.0,0.06798048692120774,0.0,0.14789638058280433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333796476152674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353704017261267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468856604838302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356833640000313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106203725601875,0.11743519720731588,0.0,0.17370751254978126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647971622562886,0.0,0.12566730068572154,0.0,0.0,0.12748651745590014,0.0,0.0,0.13653535074415707,0.27713959496835266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510318968479811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245038923003792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335594459582349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845315042684355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763369127075932,0.14625636761558922,0.0,0.26527471707818057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329794562074864,0.07587196192937072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668108855366782,0.0,0.1271048877161883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735971734249704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061927429716507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243100938295902,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlwaysConfusedOrAmI,2019/10/07,"How do I know if I’m being too hard on myself or if I’m just plain dumb? So recently I made a really embarrassing careless mistake, which, by the way, I tend to make often for some reason(talking about mistakes in general, not just one particular mistake) I believe it’s due to my IQ being low or some shit.
And now I’m beating myself up over it, because frankly I do think I deserve it, but then what if it’s a normal mistake, and I think I make dumb mistakes too often is because I’m always hyper focused on my shortcomings and mistakes? 

I don’t know how to make myself feel better about this. I’m always making the dumbest of the mistakes that no one else has made; at least in my surroundings, it makes me feel really stupid and worthless because being stupid is the last thing I want to be. On top of everything...",6.23391598915989,5.736380304878054,7.130081300813012,76.39920054200543,66.07317073170732,9.727913279132792,34.075880758807585,9.150863307647796,2.9553531165311644,646,26,123,10,9,217,91,164,0.299,0.643,0.057999999999999996,-0.992,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,12,17,5,1,6,0,10,1,1,9,0,42,30,14,0,12,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,16,0,2,2,3,17,1,18,24,3,17,0,2,0,0,0,11,3,9,5,89,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653895943429068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916408501442553,0.0,0.0,0.1796721190342556,0.0,0.14104142569326575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321971635012714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332457451383274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126927157797746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285700759010755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752850225035877,0.12999225573425466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30179552245668684,0.5322492787487002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625025301456805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612685565146086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043257231161107,0.16396540478941984,0.15746092530705524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369734242828582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817882618408122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594716317350776,0.20436846691856272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406165174705812,0.12658270821029147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,23_-X,2019/10/07,"[Vent] Last night I tried to start a chat with a new friend It just turned out into a very short exchange and was extremely awkward. No doubt that she thought it was very weird, and most likely thinks that I am weird. I look like a fucking creep.

You know when people say that 'you should talk more', and how you shouldn't worry because 'we accept you' and all that? Yeah I tried that, and look how that turned out. Literally almost every single fucking time I try to chat with someone it turned into some fucking awkward conversation that sometimes also leads to whoever I was trying to talk to to think that I am a creepy weirdo.

I kinda have a little bit of hope that she just shrugged it off and it's all fine, but if not then it's fucking over. Again. I fucked up yet another potential friendship. I genuinely fucking hate myself and I wish I could just disappear after that.

If you're trying to 'break out' like I tried, think again about the possible consequences. It could've turned out a lot worse and hurts more than mine.

Anyways, I hope everyone else is having a decent day at least. Just wanted to vent for a bit.",3.4493191694833416,5.517497220183485,3.7159295026557215,88.8571004345727,74.50458715596329,6.607822308063737,23.400289715113484,7.475848149327749,0.9416568807339444,886,26,175,11,19,274,123,218,0.146,0.738,0.11599999999999999,-0.8345,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,4,0,1,13,21,7,3,10,1,11,6,0,3,2,49,34,16,0,9,8,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,17,17,0,0,6,2,1,2,3,13,0,0,4,3,23,8,25,27,11,27,0,1,2,6,14,12,6,10,15,121,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382937282198603,0.0,0.0,0.07493373909366903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825508882251996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712008563035949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045974049806633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962741098386295,0.0,0.0,0.06043026689346656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782762936173812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894827507228792,0.08953661531515612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723942066998855,0.5197579013865555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925116758767344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613516149270426,0.0,0.0,0.1003103085623908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149636354186324,0.0763799252589424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733471205836678,0.09391437576814493,0.0,0.0,0.1573727565908361,0.0,0.0,0.07966239102513234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049831793733984,0.0,0.0879333121897472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496141443017052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563532573704387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451587328896965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793937009491627,0.0,0.0926740246299723,0.0,0.06632300884604292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062880643803192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012205581425786,0.0,0.0743892028717914,0.054638596482514325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38170648780224464,0.4076850178426428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462851164476654,0.05526807646803363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775308340008233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515928948353104,0.09549070452009356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dietdior,2019/10/07,"How have beta blockers affected your depression? Hey guys,

So I (20 F) have had depression (as well as social anxiety) for about 7 years now. Like anyone, I've had my highs and lows over the years. For the past year now, I'd say I'm doing pretty decent depression-wise (about an 8 on a scale from 1-10, 1 being terrible and 10 being great). On the other hand, however, my social anxiety has definitely been worsening. My occupation requires constant public speaking and my love and passion for it has been completely overshadowed by my social anxiety. It's more so the physical symptoms that I have the hardest time dealing with. I can talk myself through the nerves in my head with ease, but it doesn't translate physically. My hands, legs, and voice will start shaking and that's if I even manage to get anything out! Basically, it's been ruining my life. This is why I've been strongly considering asking my psychiatrist about getting me started on beta blockers. 

My question to you all is: if you do suffer from depression as well, have beta blockers worsened it for you? My second question is: how long do you have to be on beta blockers to notice a difference?",6.34080602883355,7.248004509174311,7.208545216251639,71.11532110091744,65.8348623853211,10.26526867627785,35.2961992136304,10.290406445055957,3.9145979030144176,925,43,155,22,14,309,129,218,0.147,0.77,0.083,-0.9391,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,5,0,2,12,15,0,1,9,0,25,8,4,3,1,23,32,16,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,9,9,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,8,2,1,6,5,22,7,27,22,2,21,0,6,0,2,19,9,0,4,12,113,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30469840389774905,0.0,0.0,0.09283353851232208,0.0,0.10925565209537988,0.0,0.12411890874444315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920332130971616,0.1434735976626971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687660091492682,0.34305519971445714,0.0,0.0,0.13871290603288694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769112948100415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873020449292328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637571586971107,0.0,0.1314598709969765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625690054263842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027527000962514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377702122540564,0.06486308577245696,0.0,0.0,0.11749431979877775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982709790031808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115572704107486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267408037376705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507142785961102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974580977246423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055813801502236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060166830267741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794585638217984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379953994400726,0.0,0.10671281548586813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741730951368928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23874635130942354,0.0,0.11980126381008785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564921362489106
socialanxiety,conrailfan2596,2019/10/07,Talking to a girl Im 17 M and for the first time i told a girl i liked her. it didn’t go to good she got mad at me. I don’t know what i said wrong but i still want to talk to her because i have to see her a-lot and i don’t want her to be mad at me. Should i apologize or anything what would you guys do?,-3.0777777777777797,-1.6650078421052594,0.2796491228070188,108.0980994152047,94.52631578947368,3.9040935672514623,13.707602339181287,5.033348758259628,-1.6237467836257309,228,4,72,1,9,81,46,76,0.12300000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.121,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,2,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,16,4,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,2,16,2,9,9,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,2,0,1,4,45,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060149696219236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526097405982037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129457740868219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227846629886978,0.20997991938454869,0.20022606488295047,0.0,0.0,0.24788375530724024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704186642787492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758464461575567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230732587940887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212836810302618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381381576547129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949484325990235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999281358950643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024402768910978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597985881545253,0.0,0.0,0.2392181224256532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29532332523904226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778399471527418,0.27371610040468264,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,luna2408,2019/10/07,I need help I dont know what is wrong with me. Feel i like people but then sometimes they annoy me. Feel they dont like me and it makes me dont want to be at the gatherings. I like having. Fun but sometimes or more likely i dont feel welcome like before i dont know why im such a weirdo 😕,-2.637679782903664,-1.0004078208955214,0.3466485753052915,103.42586160108549,104.82089552238807,3.033378561736772,12.061058344640436,4.851557810540192,-1.6242119402985074,224,4,58,1,11,77,41,67,0.191,0.568,0.24100000000000002,0.5643,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,9,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,16,5,0,2,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,12,7,3,15,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535722932877825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7944154872537625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056397060125395,0.09684883776251517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908674640399682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464352391774534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900776464663856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311550733022653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049178775044077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052094897634703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398484171270252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26815775524991675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996071920812768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232781042181028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822084391395085,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Torontocinephile,2019/10/07,"I am only social on vyvanse. Why? It seems without add meds like vyvanse I barely want to speak. I combine vyvanse and pregabalin as prescribed.   

Does anyone know any natural alternatives , scientific studies that show ways to increase talkativeness in people? I'm a male so I obviously don't have the protein women have for more socialness. 

But I am so confused why I'm only really social on vyvanse. I'd like to know things similar to vyvanse maybe strattera which increase social behavior?
I tried l tyrosine and l dopa. 

I might get a full panel of hormones done from an endocrinologist to rule out any other issues",4.221398809523812,7.225966437499999,5.644642857142857,71.21702380952384,76.58928571428572,7.661904761904763,32.54761904761905,8.59863814320734,3.4655333333333336,499,26,73,11,12,167,79,112,0.068,0.85,0.08199999999999999,-0.1641,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,14,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,7,2,14,12,4,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,2,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129913655890954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377183745449587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423901471903402,0.16651061054015734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501017266245238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698287910970684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788442428675934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898548239269114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346582083482256,0.0,0.18073607131604807,0.0,0.0,0.1726114515284326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474992328878433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280383875967415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423731225617522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812666437456748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6634565453447531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809845536772857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104705962281926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597160470018788,0.12915301197246168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936440887952438,0.0,0.0,0.1568483187122255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,raquela19,2019/10/07,"It’s the little social interactions that scare me: like opening/letting someone hold the door for me. I literally DREAD when I’m walking behind someone and I’m like 10 or more feet away, and they hold the door for me. I don’t know why, but that little social interaction of saying “thank you” makes me want to explode inside. 

The thing is, I just assume that everyone thinks how I do, so I don’t really hold the door open for other people when they’re several feet away from me. My boyfriend finds this so strange. He says it’s rude and that kills me because I don’t want to be rude but I also don’t want that social interaction! Agh!!",2.375364583333333,4.485429140625001,3.7809375000000043,86.95364583333338,77.90625,6.454166666666668,22.385416666666664,7.492282038375204,0.8808104166666673,502,15,102,7,12,165,73,128,0.161,0.754,0.085,-0.9329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,7,8,3,2,5,0,7,2,2,2,0,20,16,12,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,10,4,0,3,4,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,2,16,3,10,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,4,62,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998795889874468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054345917282892,0.0,0.0,0.0990865187433208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531964656095149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485640780014303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983304010875634,0.0,0.08933101788964491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662142740767699,0.0,0.15882350747325938,0.3258275421727164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850070168585584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268891384691035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413111494809164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585261696946073,0.16273687912421395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836306868801326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970854602661637,0.2754493572754578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965049667142902,0.0,0.0,0.10798832431465773,0.10415289859695663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28762148556442746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667246162783562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yuhayebruh,2019/10/07,"I don’t laugh as much when I’m with people in person The same stuff I laugh at when I’m talking to my friends on PlayStation doesn’t make me laugh as much when I’m with my friends in person. 

I just have a fake smile. I feel like I make people feel awkward because I don’t laugh as much. I also hate how I just don’t know what to say to people. I wish I could be more charismatic.",0.3397941176470596,1.959401964705883,2.0196323529411764,99.5070955882353,82.29411764705883,4.720588235294118,18.86029411764705,5.148860815047168,-0.6495588235294121,297,7,74,1,8,97,45,85,0.092,0.6,0.309,0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,13,17,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,13,7,12,15,5,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988520349999566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187642876770312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962908927064087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218281712082609,0.14283115284537365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089332685230935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973910324318381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987716166289893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767646568220092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669117496098004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409181229194877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158221286475036,0.3491450686700685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899360833834847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288738133019026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069742189297032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299114374319235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nogoodnamesleft02,2019/10/07,Fuck this shit Idk where to start..my kids are it.,-3.325757575757578,-3.5578496363636365,-2.3599999999999994,118.51333333333336,136.27272727272725,1.4666666666666668,3.6666666666666665,3.1291,-3.5319333333333334,38,0,11,0,3,11,11,11,0.5479999999999999,0.452,0.0,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5955950529074424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6613092688741898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560006401895345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Digital_D3fault,2019/10/07,"How to start a convo with someone This is my first post here but I felt like I needed some advice and who better than random strangers on the internet! 😄

So basically I, like most people here, struggle talking to people especially when I don’t know them; but there is this girl who I have class with that I want to get to know better. I just don’t know how to start a conversation with her and get to know her. We unfortunately don’t sit near each other but I have noticed her staring at me a couple of times, now whether this is a good thing or not I have no idea, but do any of you have any advice?",5.208171428571426,4.65054808,6.100685714285718,83.12920000000003,68.2,8.742857142857144,27.457142857142852,7.957251820313856,1.4091942857142858,470,12,104,5,7,156,75,125,0.05,0.778,0.172,0.9401,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,1,3,9,6,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,2,0,28,22,12,0,2,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,17,5,15,21,3,11,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,4,8,79,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521505170311423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450647396742377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187189969513642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937191157012946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730064088862684,0.0,0.0,0.1532657580602553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188279052120388,0.0,0.0,0.15113111147621394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034075819288156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961011190743247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605914085514926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360532075078801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051424714169826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498359804719381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256797297140006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267065298625634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550725548119297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836908548876932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482633988910473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970728958008252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506765780548996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062781205913544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Appius246,2019/10/07,"yoga youtube suggestions? I did yoga once a week for a year and it was the most calm (and flexible) I had ever been.

I havnt done yoga seriously for about 6 years and I am up to 260 pounds and i am 6 foot 4.

​

What is a good begginer youtube video for yoga?",1.4119642857142836,3.0819291249999985,3.738714285714289,88.20628571428574,79.17857142857143,7.337142857142857,23.7,8.238735603445708,1.3149614285714284,205,7,46,4,5,71,39,56,0.034,0.851,0.11599999999999999,0.6313,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,1,6,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,5,2,6,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403886990383597,0.3817348280742683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214914202732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841727592313007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634997703829965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33456667759203856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519975890375989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817348280742683,0.4046132840270457
socialanxiety,BoringDude4454,2019/06/14,Should I ask this girl if she likes me I really like this girl but every time we talk I feel like I’m incredibly boring and annoying. It’s one of the biggest builder of stress in my life rn. Should I ask her if she enjoys talking to me? Will it make me feel better or will it just make me seem pathetic?,1.1600512820512847,2.9069038000000016,3.158076923076924,91.71608974358976,80.23076923076924,6.7948717948717965,20.06410256410256,7.793537801064563,0.5574102564102565,237,6,55,4,6,80,45,65,0.2,0.608,0.192,-0.3938,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,14,12,5,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,13,5,4,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,4,4,34,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550188160311148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523276718897505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504189013262125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461009693688577,0.17385693637017374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189286306394128,0.3566812437065037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248903208013689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490751202019774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559030993128589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154644596088585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787688654956728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39120823288659795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190558421587132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Foolalot,2019/06/14,"Who gets super attached to co-workers.. because that the only social interaction you get. Basically the title. I work 1 on 1 with a co worker, and I've grown super attached to this person, because it's the only time I get to socialize lol. I'm trying to play it off and be cool when were working, and I don't want to seem clingy or anything. 

He knows though, he asked me about my social life and is completely understanding. 

Anyone else get this way?",4.720823970037454,5.591820426966294,6.105112359550562,77.7117509363296,69.4494382022472,8.18052434456929,28.316479400749067,8.344100000000001,2.016032209737828,354,12,66,5,6,120,64,89,0.013999999999999999,0.813,0.17300000000000001,0.9334,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,5,3,4,0,0,4,2,4,1,0,0,0,10,14,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,9,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,2,36,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099391131530565,0.17730039774295392,0.14239755256738,0.0,0.16176946907161502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109677136472936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142962751665664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455309822282586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616259883693431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509851007473323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222359258722228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632101309483996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109225305769486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752953361535274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291788649438961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001137097594082,0.0,0.1009012823563283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748311200765164,0.0,0.0,0.18014121891695192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206374519112801,0.1373514608388978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779265420114839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,athiest93,2019/06/14,Parcopresis It is killing my social life. Cant go on vacation with friends for few days. Does anyone else have this problem. How did you cope with it? Dm me,0.35806451612903706,2.756785451612906,1.6731612903225823,94.10974193548388,97.70967741935483,5.060645161290323,22.32903225806452,6.742157984588678,0.7593819354838707,123,5,26,2,5,39,29,31,0.2,0.718,0.08199999999999999,-0.6625,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,4,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469680748935387,0.3618986892185619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277870149247133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090907321372113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29505617266107736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728841206523361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073366855442026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907673022209406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494780525705681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33796801452848196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600464522796466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RubysMagic,2019/06/14,"I’m glad I talked to a teacher about my bullied friend, but also not. So, these girls used to be friends all the time and hung out with each other. As soon as I get back to school from hospital for 2 months, shit hits the fan. Apparently, let’s call her ‘Georgia’, isn’t friends with me at all? She never speaks to me and always puts her back towards me so I can’t talk to my other friend and it’s really pissing me off but I’m too scared to say anything and ‘Nicole’ (my friend) has been dumped by her best friend who was also my friend, Georgia. I don’t know if I should’ve kept to myself and stuff but she is slagging her off behind her back and bullying her sometimes in public.

After school, I caught up with a teacher I’m close with who is head of my year. I told him shakily that I needed to talk with him and he looked surprised, because I’ve never said it myself, he is the one that would pull me in because he was concerned for me. So, my legs shake as I walk into his office and wait for people’s reports to be signed and he closes the door. I stutter and shake what had happened and he wants to talk on Monday, but I’m dreading going through that again. I felt like I couldn’t breathe and I didn’t know if I was intruding and should’ve just kept to myself and it wasn’t my business, but she was also being bitchy to me for some god forsaken reason.

Your thoughts?",3.386986062717772,4.161196783972123,4.150054006968642,90.86765940766551,72.44947735191637,6.715609756097561,24.80296167247387,6.508806274219699,0.6403130313588856,1075,30,238,7,20,344,150,287,0.13699999999999998,0.732,0.131,-0.4292,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,14,19,3,4,6,0,21,5,5,2,4,52,43,30,0,6,9,0,1,1,7,1,0,3,1,1,13,24,0,3,5,0,0,7,9,8,0,1,15,5,44,11,41,21,5,31,0,0,1,0,38,12,2,3,13,168,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632206389025216,0.0912928834489066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028729766351497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530955547287153,0.0,0.1337642706355599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514065520520758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203277211461228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534500689220712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5933666507506286,0.0,0.057322321672832424,0.0,0.06235439231143816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702190273066327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260074057552008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059459353996108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219251328575358,0.0,0.05360192008555658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213419312563192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757463116174534,0.0,0.0,0.08135336445587837,0.1692401946367273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434671239473498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760635783788776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029534561759234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702871733620072,0.11280679354558408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436547773528418,0.0872509322357619,0.10984531608153364,0.2220778288527752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262236893803575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851238381986422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559909661555996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35274373642008605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710261334077109,0.06397654981061167,0.0,0.0,0.10483877878189717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475979395781912,0.0,0.0,0.06471361042784858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793942486077794,0.0,0.0,0.07065380267814238
socialanxiety,pheize2,2019/06/14,"5 Tips To Combat The Fear Of Public Speaking Copied from: [5 Tips To Combat The Fear Of Public Speaking](https://aphid-inc.com/boost-your-youtube-game-5-secret-techniques-to-combat-the-fear-of-public-speaking/)

It is more than excessive shyness. Social phobia is the fear of social situations, which often prevents normal life.

According to one of the psychological schools, shyness from social phobia differs only in the degree of intensity. The range of anxiety can range from light (slight shyness) to completely impossible to control, escape all self-control (extreme, severe cases of phobias). Are we afraid to call fear of social situations in this case a shyness or a social phobia is of little importance. The core of the problem is important.

The second school distinguishes these two concepts. – According to her, shyness is a character trait of a given person, whereas social phobia is defined as a neurotic disorder – explains psychologist and psychotherapist, MD, PhD Mateusz Borowiec from the Krakow Center for Therapeutics “Arche”. – As a character of character, shyness is accepted by us and does not make life difficult for us. Quite simply, we know about ourselves that we like more intimate bunches, loneliness and peace. On the other hand, in this juxtaposition, social phobia will be what often prevents a normal life.

Therefore, an important factor in a decision about treatment, which can only be talked about in a phobia situation, is a subjective feeling of how the problem with social anxiety lowers the quality of our lives. This is the best indicator in assessing whether the problem of social phobia concerns us.

Where does this fear come from?

This is an important question that should be posed when we begin to face our social inhibitions. However, the final answer is probably only after the therapy. It is thanks to her that we will be able to reach the source of the illness. – There may be many reasons for social phobia. In some people, unresolved internal conflicts may find an outlet in the formation of a phobia. For others, there may not be enough social interactions that would make us “socially fit” enough to relate to success and feel safe. Still in others, the phobia may be a derivative of, for example, low self-esteem, that is to say the tip of the iceberg – explains Dr. M. Borowiec.

Regardless of the type of therapy, which will be selected only after the discovery of the underlying condition, it will always be its main element to get accustomed to social situations. You can not overcome any phobia, without confronting the object or the phenomenon generating anxiety.

Together and gradually

Most social anxiety and fear of public speaking can be overcome by practicing very basic techniques. Then again, therapy with a good specialist experienced in the treatment of phobias is one of the basic medications for social anxiety that can bring long term recovery. It is often supported in parallel with anxiolytics and antidepressants. However, before the psychological and pharmacological effects begin to take effect, let us try to help ourselves by following a few important tips and tricks.

1. Do not strain yourself

If you have discovered social anxiety at home, it is important that everyday, routine activities like professional work, are not a source of constant stress. You should feel safe in the everyday activities. As much as possible, adjust your repetitive activities to the degree of social discomfort you feel. Humans have this incredible way of overthinking at the most inopportune times. I have an issue where silence brings on a mini panic attack. The quieter it is, the more I think. This is why I will always have music playing softly or a fan on low. That static noise helps settle the stress I am pointlessly creating for myself.

2. Gradually, the difficulty of social situations

Do not jump into the deep water right away. As has already been said, it will not overcome social phobia without getting used to situations that spark fear. However, this taming should start with the least stressful circumstances, for example, participation in a family event or going to a restaurant. I have a natural fear of people because of the environment I was raised in. So public speeches before the large gathering was not my preferred method of easing into my uncomfortability. Starting a YouTube channel was one of the best things I ever did to work on my social anxiety. In no way is it cured, and it probably never will be, but sitting in a room and speaking directly to a camera helped ease into becoming more comfortable while recording.

3. Reward yourself

Rewarding yourself strengthens positive associations with a given social situation on a subconscious level. So always, when you manage even the smallest thing associated with overcoming anxiety, treat yourself to a prize. It doesn’t to be extravagant, but have some Starbucks, go to a movie, or even shop for something cheap on AliExpress. The subconscious will “write” in you that behaving in this particular way in the social situation is a good thing.

There used to be this girl in school that would randomly click her pen every time she had a happy thought. So, throughout the day you would hear this pen out of nowhere. Eventually, she had rewritten herself to associate happiness with that sound. Sitting in class must have been the happiest place on earth. It’s the little things to go the furthest.

4. Tell others about your problem.

This may sound scary, but one of the biggest issues in society today is lack of communication. We tend to sit with our fears and allow them to eat us alive. The art of reaching out takes practice. Most of the time we don’t reach out because with feel we are a burden to someone’s happiness. Well, this is generally not the case. Which is worse? Wallowing in fear and stuck in a never ending loop of anxiety, or, placing ourselves in a mildly uncomfortable position for a few minutes by sharing our feelings with someone that cares?

Some would like to argue they would rather sit in fear and anxiety. This is because they have found comfortability and solitude in the anxious loop because they are so familiar with the feeling. In reality, it does more bad than good.

YouTube is a great place to reach out and connect with your audience. Simply opening with “Hey everyone! I don’t know about you, but I have severe social anxiety so forgive my stuttering. I just wanted to say thank you for being here”. Simply opening with that statement strengthens the connection with your audience and is an amazing ice breaker.

5. Relax as often as possible

Try to unload the cumulative tension as often as possible. Light physical exercises, preferably in the open air, breathing exercises may be helpful. I found that the gym is my safe space and allows me to create necessary stress to truly relax later. Under stress, breathing becomes shallow, which causes the brain to believe we are in a dangerous situation. Breathing as regularly as possible tells your body it can feel free and safe. Basic meditation also works.

Remember, you get good at whatever you practice. So retraining yourself interpret information in a healthier way will relieve stress and anxiety in the long run.

There is social trait that most people feel but never actually put their finger on what it is. It’s called “The invisible audience“. Its natural human behavior to believe that we are the center of the universe. That all eyes are on us. That’s simply not the case. Although you may feel this way, it’s really just you and the camera.

TRY TO REMEMBER

Starting a YouTube channel or increasing the quality of your episodes starts with you. Your audience is perceptive and has feelings with similarities too. Did you ever think that maybe a majority of your viewers are just afraid to start their own YouTube channel because of the fear of public speaking? So, if you have even taken the leap to put yourself out there, be proud of yourself. Treat yourself to something nice. I know first hand what high anxiety feels like. Merge that with depression and alcohol, you end up with a failed liver and near death. Thankfully I am still here to write this for you.",7.526563672219773,9.650875561789775,7.709443954104147,64.13732127096208,63.97869318181818,10.752052074139456,36.96535745807591,10.805945415532383,4.8167228238084725,6613,328,935,186,103,2144,555,1408,0.126,0.7290000000000001,0.146,0.9940000000000001,4,0,4,0,0,0,190.0,21,26,6,16,44,84,5,24,114,0,114,23,12,13,8,203,172,64,1,23,31,0,16,4,0,25,9,13,2,4,72,65,3,8,41,11,3,12,19,41,1,7,17,35,79,44,208,113,29,140,0,4,3,0,122,80,0,31,43,715,151,15,0.024919897620615868,0.0,0.024318225339272723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02663179193163551,0.0,0.0,0.02749972669685919,0.01992843312389548,0.06220605333518633,0.0,0.0,0.016946384921720143,0.0,0.2478274951231544,0.028152391144446638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02834998109667785,0.02341306412743555,0.0,0.020807073608395253,0.07595469145700058,0.05504413813009648,0.04240999487591501,0.056152382046296176,0.05230379023466095,0.0,0.0,0.02768038846772359,0.0,0.027818847249565324,0.05089200336446608,0.0,0.02540749644833256,0.02559959935809777,0.0,0.021466285241627445,0.026128038534322856,0.026929556372066468,0.05589956832685013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016071272393603942,0.0,0.02146347130515276,0.0,0.0,0.026035989083704462,0.028560361631906873,0.0,0.06542271102008271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0254992765251512,0.0,0.0,0.04414326534876351,0.051497831501251035,0.0,0.049378072059794664,0.04508294817782112,0.020996088531740176,0.02381203009524982,0.0,0.0,0.023492261662623887,0.36454356857268616,0.1512029879535394,0.017802779839398958,0.0,0.02729852976841209,0.02277633496323241,0.02119685218576026,0.0,0.05464676298636407,0.0,0.0,0.03905885392778255,0.0,0.04248765629118608,0.08360651123055235,0.0,0.027474275101695863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958308320227685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028086535741426846,0.0,0.06681312834480604,0.02632924003350062,0.02499668915773469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052019797446524685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108597206199747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025482283691799182,0.05280498197510442,0.048698412899134,0.04995256821572355,0.02200472615269261,0.04410665042159801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03326845033587481,0.025264864854711227,0.025035386621803938,0.0,0.0,0.02510417514657394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018318992071322343,0.0,0.05765928392393034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488324173459082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754547023899532,0.07581082029628895,0.0,0.02923813056590228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182895790721413,0.021759093397062054,0.0781079672511134,0.0,0.0,0.1123737611352936,0.0,0.0,0.053735728892733134,0.09537990606897302,0.0,0.05010276006125304,0.027915988521580462,0.026505378570354662,0.0,0.0,0.015964324526213925,0.02562180515708095,0.0,0.0,0.056458772320883976,0.02128145640799864,0.02370452923634047,0.03963460559873128,0.0,0.07566080040570547,0.0,0.0,0.051993776092056576,0.056304782288893275,0.0,0.0,0.25209908125517777,0.0,0.6350674346877726,0.042229096771646935,0.038369109328788634,0.0,0.0,0.08819215898940531,0.0,0.03980212486033576,0.0,0.17127395117322086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028278804505727482,0.0,0.0,0.0374733233823577,0.020029669758506227,0.043562177818735004,0.06882868090568467,0.08549422415936066,0.0,0.06622269070145312,0.03193532834785304,0.0,0.01978361513119313,0.043592978109267724,0.0,0.023621149137196144,0.0,0.0,0.0507569240980712,0.0,0.024343118972595525,0.0,0.209828979720746,0.04304558087685174,0.0,0.02056152535981334,0.014698401268923269,0.09890127402744037,0.0,0.0,0.02240598072032567,0.0,0.02248633156048176,0.0,0.0,0.04804378407530667,0.0,0.054425946787069725,0.0,0.02539550464182197,0.08851190141446831,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,-AvatarKyoshi-,2019/06/14,Are there any extroverts with social anxiety disorder here? I’ve been feeling pretty lonely since I took a gap year last year and now starting college I’m not able to make friends because I’m always feeling inadequate and I think it’s starting to develop into depression. Could anyone give me some advice or share a personal experience? It would really help me to feel a bit more “normal”.,5.241666666666667,7.539602055555558,6.462222222222222,70.10500000000002,70.1111111111111,9.8,32.83333333333333,10.125756701596842,4.026816666666667,316,15,49,9,6,106,57,72,0.166,0.649,0.185,0.1414,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,15,15,3,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,3,4,2,5,11,3,8,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,2,6,27,6,1,0.19811518948462653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935958702653399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484770832814052,0.0,0.0,0.1347251225088713,0.0,0.15155757769061962,0.0,0.0,0.13852674689524674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076918067112125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629047553300015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581788580237859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063632240207793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22705717104446316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379467064031536,0.0,0.0,0.3005189774964737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306330394984638,0.0,0.0,0.1900501422053236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327924354225817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149032151207401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224342737064654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941108218573386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729865417988863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015543714021452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269176634132086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388293200756193,0.0,0.0,0.2019534864454621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804539016210057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694421388101007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201132651206059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407353464074031,0.0,0.0,0.25515937313293185
socialanxiety,tinysatan3,2019/06/14,"Idea to help the socially anxious I am a person with social anxiety. I have found that, often, it can help my anxiety once I know what will happen in a situation and rehearse parts of it in my head.
For example, riding the bus, I was anxious because I didn't know how the payment systen worked, I didnt know what the bus looked like, I didnt know what social expectations there were, and I didn't know how to signal stops or when. I looked that information up and felt, thought still anxious, somewhat better.
I thought, maybe others could also beneit from this, so I wanted to hear from other people with social anxiety if they would support a blog (not financially or anything, just on a personal level) that would help explain social norms in situations like the bus, or ordering food, or checking into hotels or flights or anything that the readers suggest and need help with. The goal is to provide socially anxious people with explanations of things so that they can walk into stressful and anxiety inducing situations armed with information, and would feature things like a submissions page, so that reader concerns can be addressed, as well as optional submissions for recommendations of edits/additional information.

Ideas are welcome, but it's still in the planning stages for the time being, and I likely wouldnt be able to properly set it up for a couple of months, but I'd love to hear what peers think!",15.488453307392993,9.31426291828794,13.789333657587552,53.4180082684825,54.05836575875487,16.74105058365759,51.580252918287925,13.22790407523584,6.560774708171206,1138,50,184,25,8,367,138,257,0.059000000000000004,0.8370000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,4,13,10,0,1,15,0,22,4,2,3,0,56,42,25,0,9,11,0,1,4,0,5,0,2,1,2,19,14,1,1,17,2,1,2,6,1,1,0,10,5,16,9,32,23,3,21,0,0,2,1,23,10,0,10,10,136,35,2,0.08156518762277909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522765107324581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495885811107597,0.36858178162449534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342423992183149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972138131414552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213778012768275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512316529706674,0.09025032870994196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831537124736919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986289486374126,0.08943201821729972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212782604165477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370941405817023,0.0,0.1838597888562878,0.0,0.21868570377273652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415433735471548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413047001770836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939452262289286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698842977140552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736157663470979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194319407343477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651045545832212,0.0,0.0,0.06047955311355106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686426281850967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832714972596065,0.0,0.11309406216548128,0.14243915143252325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750480650061973,0.0,0.4988726222108292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027612839519898,0.06819214909997852,0.0934326468418908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255920832312586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837657269267308,0.05226367877074997,0.0,0.1295072961052349,0.047561316832705994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810926094105645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333689925811855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938042802607925,0.0,0.0,0.17382470720298915,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iwonderwhy1,2019/06/14,"Brooding After Social Interactions I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Social interactions are fairly easy for me in the moment and I’d like to think people enjoy my company. I tell colourful stories and infect them with my energy.

However, once I’m all alone, I start overanalysing the things I said, and think of how badly they would perceive me as a result of what I said. I would go over and over the whole event and I would feel so anxious and upset about myself, making me self loathe. 

Does anyone else experience this? And if so, how have you coped with it?",3.9408766564729873,5.868993036697256,4.722324159021408,82.77708460754333,72.76146788990826,7.046279306829766,22.202854230377174,7.793537801064563,1.0340144750254852,447,11,83,6,9,144,76,109,0.15,0.748,0.10300000000000001,-0.7536,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,4,1,24,16,13,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,5,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,4,17,2,13,11,2,8,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,1,5,59,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910721543241776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20841699144380804,0.0,0.1289971008131602,0.18902800176663132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403834295855282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614451922626235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411461933577222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804629880216997,0.0,0.0,0.09328180948260044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484780792121523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138883814841908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013068066269704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314602858110192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647187379502168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278995618437921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509774101731618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245943144419225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761210716985134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058034290015638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124914567890775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256449097427095,0.2364227259020101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597235012895013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39316129358511054,0.20170679278964224,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Drummerboy860,2019/06/14,"Don’t be embarrassed about who you are. When in public, it’s not fair to yourself to feel ashamed in “presenting” yourself to others.  Other people in public are not “socially higher” than you.  They are not superior to you.  They are *equal* to you. 

Don’t give others your power by feeling afraid and anxious around them.  Keep your power where it belongs - inside of you.  Power is calm, power is relaxed.  Powwr is not letting others dictate what you do and how you do it.

Be proud of who you are and all that you have to offer, and boldly display yourself in crowds of any size.  Wherever you go, you will connect with someone in a friendly manner.  

You can do this, you can socialize confidently.  You are so much stronger than you realize.",3.5368227424749143,5.953975246376817,4.368840579710145,82.64734113712376,75.52173913043478,6.564994425863991,27.282051282051288,7.61054688173877,1.79003723522854,576,23,101,8,13,185,79,138,0.08,0.78,0.14,0.8543,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,17,3,5,6,9,0,3,1,0,21,0,0,1,1,16,26,7,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,2,20,6,20,22,3,10,0,0,0,0,30,7,0,0,2,89,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770668188514267,0.0,0.0,0.31183004241121426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457210542225626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791333893234576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325647635548334,0.0,0.0,0.2647886371957968,0.1568715495042078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24534398567179946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28225458944420045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029103689708424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913612010126265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627461030264445,0.2338753566211288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,phillyfilmgod,2019/06/14,"Brain is an overdrive mode 24/7 except when... Curious if anyone else feels this way with their SAD.

​

My brain is thinking non-stop. I can't shut it off. Can be random news stories, vacation plans, self-criticism, whatever. I cannot stop thinking for a second. Yet when I'm around strangers, specifically females, my brain turns off. I literally go brain dead and even struggle to remember my own name. I like to think I'm somewhat interesting- can have ""meaningful"" conversations on art, history, politics, philosophy, society, etc. But put me in front of someone I don't know? Just drool coming out of my mouth. All this to say, it makes finding someone to date, or even just making a new friend, really, really, really hard. I have a very wide circle of people I know- heck, even get along with. But almost no one I would ask to go to a concert with or get dinner with or share secrets with. Just me.",3.0742222222222217,5.761799376470589,4.196862745098041,81.79477124183009,78.76470588235293,7.777777777777778,25.91503267973856,8.680891452615391,2.2747581699346404,714,28,130,17,18,232,116,170,0.086,0.828,0.086,-0.2686,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,1,10,6,0,1,5,0,11,7,6,2,1,40,28,9,1,2,10,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,10,1,1,10,2,0,5,4,2,0,2,0,5,15,4,23,26,4,20,0,1,0,0,8,8,1,7,7,81,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323772145134552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334726078509146,0.14954460536962486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605402969282383,0.12610067338150086,0.0,0.10955918701716412,0.11505467129336548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495512728125515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060146765901486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280993871038832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725657764379914,0.24386149168990134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222834119847982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248456627947592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508426638317137,0.0,0.12859892370838516,0.0,0.13988804894379867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024734624181187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352730880546248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012622160567875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430155303134308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886263504005727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083396021970191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853218609040397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372023953793455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23652709575638275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941533015382515,0.0,0.0,0.09787091355190224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838978181494815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855513595145106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578555403704535,0.0,0.12866041857008803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365765759065145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386579052408878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015463754759782,0.0,0.09768794611971572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742603107348414,0.0,0.14954460536962486,0.0
socialanxiety,K0dane,2019/06/14,"Why am i only really anxious with attractive females? I'm a 17 year old guy in highschool, i used to have social anxiety where i couldn't go out in public without stressing  to the fear everyone is judging me.  i switched to real school from online and was forced to be around people and it helped, I don't feel anxious in  public anymore and I can  talk to strangers freely


My problem is, i can talk to guys perfectly fine even when i don't know them, i even met numerous guy friends from school and i hang out with them comfortably. But when I have to talk to an attractive girl, i get that anxiety feeling back and can't say shit. I haven't tried to talk to any females, could this be why?  should I just say fuck it and talk?",5.0640136054421765,5.2671500952380965,5.46979591836735,84.93829931972789,68.45578231292518,8.982312925170069,31.29931972789116,8.841846274778883,2.3123278911564618,572,22,120,9,9,183,86,147,0.13,0.69,0.18,0.8323,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,8,11,2,2,3,0,17,2,1,1,1,24,26,9,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,4,4,11,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,2,4,18,6,21,19,0,14,0,0,0,1,19,7,2,0,5,77,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483582143766454,0.0,0.19087028995115207,0.2818691112241225,0.1237207297592949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105596918630524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592679501890912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996045362930434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479539534247226,0.0,0.0,0.11920613998562805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403809867801779,0.1261569920479709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638329422705176,0.11533146324781487,0.06517791203814335,0.0,0.07089958987465382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705730820352254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361881681748652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685605849575043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090652162015465,0.0,0.0,0.0948797227757945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648751614041067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937107408727606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199539484037854,0.07991949853227695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841602435317052,0.0,0.2525119145941392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805641226582778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271692286913517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290330362270326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013557448792869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469860227613232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774590656997968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513903913608446,0.0,0.0,0.12025673634317255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033637162150825
socialanxiety,krakronyz44,2019/06/14,"“Step into the feeling” I’m a regular lurker of this sub and lately I’ve been reading similar advice in the comments about “stepping into the feeling” and “letting yourself feel vulnerable”, which definitely makes a whole lot of sense and it’s opened my eyes on how I could cope with this whole social anxiety thing a little better than I have been (which is not very well.) I guess that the problem comes into play for me when actually attempting to do that in various situations where I feel myself putting a guard up. Does anyone have a mantra to tell themselves or some way of thinking that makes it easier/more habit forming when it comes to allowing myself to step into a feeling or allowing myself to show/feel vulnerability?",12.619555555555555,8.756942955555559,11.89703703703704,57.856666666666676,56.48148148148147,14.651851851851854,45.51851851851853,12.340626583579946,5.579251851851852,589,25,96,13,5,194,89,135,0.063,0.8440000000000001,0.094,0.4601,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,10,0,8,1,1,5,0,31,20,8,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,6,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,2,6,9,3,20,16,6,21,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,5,3,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.15762088909315114,0.0,0.0,0.1578361441841516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356288205833747,0.0,0.0,0.11293901861828155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285192019921114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782715365210689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896112405552965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134784006649792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900182694723451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793324472479227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822023682247444,0.0,0.0,0.1651658439540315,0.0,0.0,0.16188615955320576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373191105025558,0.0,0.0,0.2156326231677544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455348186873888,0.0,0.1623729009148105,0.0,0.0,0.16156439496764535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155601758961815,0.0,0.16464999775775102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117619815649565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730716613649044,0.10349593314157624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332714810850617,0.0,0.12820760172392365,0.0,0.0,0.1452264938279972,0.0,0.0,0.3606641535263325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bigbrotherzoom,2019/06/14,"I need help. My cousin has having a party and she’s invited people that I know (we all go to the same church) and I don’t really f*** with them. Whenever I’m around all of the people that she invited (they’re all in the same clique), I feel left out in conversations and just having a good time with them is hard for me, because I’m not like them. Social anxiety is very heavy on me and I need to know what to do. Also, my other cousin (no one in that clique really likes her) is going and I was asked by the host to “watch her” because that cousin just gets under everyone’s skin. I don’t want to miss the party, but at the same time, I don’t want to be there. What should I do?",0.5273679060665373,2.2637216780821947,2.7018003913894333,94.2664383561644,82.21917808219176,6.36320939334638,15.908023483365948,7.447530270364453,-0.16004148727984324,519,8,125,8,14,176,80,146,0.04,0.8690000000000001,0.091,0.6948,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,8,0,14,1,1,0,3,28,28,7,0,5,4,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,4,21,3,19,25,6,13,1,1,1,0,15,9,0,0,4,88,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637355108695218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915389358234536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852042023521301,0.19449403745973354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25364466259542645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879596057081692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051938281867233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869495172971023,0.0,0.2364735922983173,0.1744983170646173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636750032614827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394482114178981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867223694295286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604155523943806,0.0,0.0,0.20328060505199946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30852553645858943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409767099304068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28846448430575605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665579722819222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120757284464969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426254830775151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716589542493782,0.24542072115840405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,borderlinemo,2019/06/14,"Afraid to call my therapist Im okay with calling the front desk of my therapists office, but I HATE calling him directly on his office phone. Mainly because I always have to leave a voice mail and I haye doing that. I have to call and ask about my notes. I said I was gonna pick them up next session, but now I want to pick them up sooner, like asap. Maybe Ill try the front desk first, but I dont think theyll know anything. Ugh, I hate this so much",1.200409356725146,3.0587994736842106,2.5624561403508785,95.4916374269006,80.57894736842105,5.485380116959064,18.976608187134506,6.42735559955562,-0.1605321637426904,350,8,80,3,9,113,67,95,0.201,0.737,0.062,-0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,3,6,2,1,3,1,6,1,0,2,0,11,14,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,2,2,17,2,10,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,4,47,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441651229015653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293592224880296,0.0,0.15102066836828934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984749634834976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6598128537925787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932690463943047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740818407112698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31898005065022345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449389525021886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887796729181126,0.0,0.0,0.1710504516070604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892162978934253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229140926555372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875251157456206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180255159520166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366415202039385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751271767184199,0.0,0.10351007398498496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967692605535867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528210176736936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,h_lee170,2019/06/14,"I hate texting so much It’s just so stressful in a myriad of ways. 
I never know what to say and how to say it and I feel like I need to plan ahead or save responses so I’ll have something to say later. It’s ridiculous but I’ll take forever writing it out in notes and then copy and paste so they don’t see the little typing bubble taking forever (which is a feature I hate). I just don’t want to talk most of the time.  
And it’s like a constant conversation, it doesn’t end! It just goes on and on all day, and then it starts over the next! 

I also feel bad waiting very long to respond but I detest feeling like I have to be glued to my phone, even if I’m not doing anything else. Even if I do respond quickly, they’ll answer quickly too so then there’s that much more texting. But if I tell myself I’ll wait awhile to get back, I feel like I need to plan out the amount of time to wait and then I spend that time stressing about it! It constantly weighs on my mind. Then they ask what’s up or what I’m doing and I’ve got to make something up so it seems reasonable that I wait so long to answer. 

All this is constant until the conversation ends, except that it doesn’t end. It’s almost worse than face to face conversations because those usually don’t last all damn day! I don’t get anything done all day cause I’m using all my time and energy for this. It’s just so draining.

I don’t have any friends or talk to people on a regular basis other than my immediate family so usually so it’s not an issue. But I met someone recently who asked for my number and we’ve been texting for the past several days and I don’t think I can take it anymore! After I gave them my number I was hoping they would forget about it and not get in touch but I have shit luck. (I feel like a bitch for saying that but it’s truly nothing personal) I’d like to just be left alone or at least only talk every few days but I don’t know how to say that without seeming rude or like it’s something personal or anything other than my own shit.

 I used to think I was missing out not having friends and people to talk to but now I think I’m just better off and happier by myself. 

Sorry if all this is a jumbled incoherent mess - I’m a train wreck.

Also sorry for the length and run-on sentences",1.31933148916551,3.1508706473029067,3.2516486860304314,90.82753757491936,80.07883817427387,6.027183033656063,21.499492853849702,7.0316486544052195,0.5055658275703085,1780,52,391,21,45,599,203,482,0.11,0.759,0.131,0.8104,1,1,3,0,0,1,33.0,0,0,5,4,30,26,8,2,15,0,29,5,4,7,7,93,73,54,0,9,30,0,6,7,2,2,0,5,0,2,36,19,1,4,15,0,1,0,15,13,0,0,7,12,42,13,54,62,14,57,0,1,1,0,31,17,4,16,46,260,78,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149214576444758,0.0739440672064828,0.0,0.11418969639972655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048551296964832964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080501832192475,0.0,0.0,0.17625690821094603,0.0,0.13349005863003288,0.0,0.0,0.05489862929269621,0.0596121482190312,0.0435219522964403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314339912746772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334270738903956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23145908013849625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022052260376266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306224710893794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964166683509186,0.0,0.18970530837508776,0.0,0.0,0.0943119314709341,0.0,0.06015367490548941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730519680900995,0.0,0.1804982105822975,0.2040194542434516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103197649569499,0.0,0.11190339561585463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710139608508254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097628530973338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091170758740947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451821274989412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847405173769217,0.058196752102880986,0.0,0.0,0.07757127379286226,0.0,0.0,0.2441611857208036,0.07155691272211155,0.0,0.12636530402412893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047656961035584144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208896688161713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496761737203736,0.10587751811992198,0.05506450745496628,0.0,0.07592978144324078,0.0,0.0,0.06850577898561501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429939285509721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630991033440404,0.09899311419927144,0.12467935905931996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734063268775472,0.07049431048199126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28388230224277033,0.0,0.0,0.05689286291759479,0.1299913191219404,0.0,0.08065644142027563,0.14657263393713044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049306171751899,0.16489092186061374,0.0,0.15984253347614155,0.05053400735134195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356630050525406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104128935465534,0.22953956234202186,0.06240269654802516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724180267191854,0.0,0.0,0.16652484767232467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332534577903513,0.1572638174357366,0.0589086538754786,0.042110836512459816,0.056670318155610175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882258483828177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275797718111424,0.05071721939925894,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snowjodn,2019/06/14,"Need some advice what should i do About two hours from now i have a meeting with an non-profit organisation to join them but i don't feel myself ready and i'm too anxious and afraid that i can't talk or maybe feel frustrated. 
The step that i took to contact them im proud of it and i know that i will improve by joining them 
Guys please help what should i do?",0.8156168831168813,2.8882777532467587,2.1092045454545456,97.08380681818184,83.15584415584415,4.888961038961039,18.715909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.4293363636363639,285,7,67,2,8,91,55,77,0.121,0.68,0.19899999999999998,0.7457,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,1,3,3,1,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,14,5,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,2,12,1,7,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739810232988243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31674604647042776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835339302859816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776171728626406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793069962472064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761147301542925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028551224476513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408779014258214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816762417667419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789588955356472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077695974380115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535630012964705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31150900862055186,0.0,0.0,0.27388745253526675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,neilisonreddit,2019/06/14,"Created a Server on Discord This is mainly for discussion related to Social Anxiety and how to overcome it. 

https://discord.gg/XNGF4SB

Join if you want :)",7.493749999999999,11.614997541666668,7.196666666666669,57.715,73.58333333333334,11.533333333333333,37.16666666666667,10.504223727775694,6.369266666666667,127,7,14,5,3,40,23,24,0.142,0.583,0.275,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5447285283680897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.72586159759566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199949660624653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alskm,2019/06/14,Class trip [advice needed] I’m going on a class trip on the 19th with my classmates. I rarely talk to them so it’s going to be very awkward. All of them seems so close to each other and feel like I shouldn’t be there. Any advice? What should I talk about (if I’m brave enough to talk at all.) I’m so scared. The other thing I worry is about that I’m afraid I will talk in my sleep. I did that before. Sometimes I even sleepwalk. I don’t know if I will say weird things in my sleep. I’m so nervous right now.,-0.9170656370656368,1.1264029369369408,0.7904311454311461,103.51722972972976,91.70270270270271,3.171428571428572,12.433075933075935,3.1291,-1.8226761904761903,390,5,97,0,14,125,65,111,0.124,0.82,0.055999999999999994,-0.7249,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,9,7,0,4,3,0,9,2,2,0,2,14,20,7,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,1,2,14,2,13,13,4,12,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,2,61,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473964350203198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087816543583844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125474844411702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836664109941417,0.0,0.1174042092343542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987728000528329,0.12698681025983927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204230262563555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768842442293688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684115872022179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318016299390113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518001284807666,0.0,0.14135635519546966,0.17796180646670098,0.0,0.0,0.16181969545969305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557628305518835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580230580116182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5714846548990502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618244832727656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466648772311977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805168446757464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,abusive_skindiver,2019/06/14,"Freaking out about lunch tomorrow My roommate(R) and i are supposed to meet one of our friends(F) and her parents tomorrow. The thing is R knows F really well and he knows F's parents too. I know F too but i've met her a few times last year and i've never met her parents. I'm freaking the fuck out. I considered coming up with an excuse to not go but couldn't come up with one. Plus we're in a new city just for a month for an internship. So i can't say that I'm busy because we're always together and we're the only people we know in the city. Also, I don't speak the same language they do. I mean I can manage but it'd be easier if they just speak in english for me. I'd be just sitting there while they have a conversation. Which makes it even more awkward. I've been freaking out for a week now. Any tips on how to get through this?",0.1394751381215471,2.2077971325966885,2.2820414364640875,94.82052071823205,85.96132596685085,5.3879558011049715,20.652209944751387,6.742157984588678,0.2702041988950281,655,21,151,8,20,220,109,181,0.098,0.861,0.040999999999999995,-0.8896,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,3,0,13,6,1,1,12,0,12,2,0,2,1,32,27,14,0,2,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,14,1,0,5,0,0,3,5,5,1,2,3,3,17,1,22,20,3,24,0,0,0,1,20,9,1,1,11,97,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371519084824947,0.14270529751876018,0.0,0.0,0.11662878960142573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454741551191607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954714974945619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132769575691756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855294065181458,0.08960390623838486,0.0,0.0974698330279527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770170620124107,0.13979887625678775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448043675719775,0.0,0.0,0.18681843602952566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689307778329607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227467144952088,0.16563989959244416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23243147353912216,0.13043673105930342,0.0,0.0,0.5713056108718729,0.0,0.0,0.11889947138074833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098700315670448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363870848757019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393982103464605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000552321317294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375703861596603,0.0,0.1542029420029964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044313150278573
socialanxiety,rileyt1021,2019/06/14,"Psychiatrist recommended Effexor for battling social anxiety I’m sure someone has already posted about this, but I haven’t seen anything that really has answered my questions. 

I have had social anxiety as long as I can remember (22 year old male now). From daily interactions, to family gathering I have paralyzing social anxiety. Has anyone had any success taking Effexor? Any improvement in social gathers/ improvement in confidence. I’d love to hear from real people who have taken it, or know people who have taken it. 

Thanks!",6.803000000000001,9.792500355555557,8.201944444444441,56.29625000000002,67.66666666666667,12.055555555555555,35.694444444444436,11.45678717892309,5.905777777777778,432,22,53,17,8,148,62,90,0.065,0.654,0.281,0.9808,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,1,8,20,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,5,4,10,15,0,7,0,0,1,1,13,2,0,2,4,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067593565306646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035409801232266,0.0,0.35495337051866704,0.0,0.0,0.10814489662762107,0.0,0.1272755664728851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580376685463334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743179421295419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499947170624142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368730662710321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395905975715628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622941984452382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444954665064567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812567629462925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325944774371824,0.0,0.0,0.17604186944484732,0.09908193109031717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520453744711018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6306432340246221,0.13104658607585204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576930195103546,0.0,0.11628832898627155,0.0,0.0,0.14239413652894925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995987585411794
socialanxiety,Divide573,2019/06/14,"How to pass change at a counter? I know it sounds silly. So my parents never taught me. How do I hand off money in a situation like at a fast food counter? Do I drop the change into their hand? What about money? My hands shake like crazy and I can barely hand it off. Whenever I hand someone something, I also don’t know when to let go. How soon, or how early.",0.06946666666666701,2.2865740800000007,1.9773333333333305,95.72866666666668,88.2,4.4,17.666666666666668,5.82211442006289,-0.4583333333333335,276,7,62,2,9,91,50,75,0.076,0.679,0.245,0.9282,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,4,0,5,6,5,4,1,10,9,9,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,1,6,10,3,9,7,0,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,7,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099292484859753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5554017996842444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317428279659551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919055100296494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885373939392086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26843438377056633,0.0,0.25649836991239977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246398813087896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29148642278757403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950723741348805,0.0,0.0,0.2224239731844124,0.20209311581076075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,parolebabyy,2019/06/14,Does anyone else feel nervous driving behind someone because you know they can see you in their rearview mirror? I've had my license for about 9 months now and I've been driving for over a year and this gives me sooooooooo much anxiety daily and I'm wondering if this is a common thing or if I'm just insane,5.2359677419354815,5.904579532258066,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,68.19354838709678,7.490322580645162,31.62903225806452,7.1686216300943375,1.9011161290322585,249,10,48,2,4,78,49,62,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,11,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,6,9,1,8,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,4,4,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419170780967087,0.0,0.0,0.2211171909566259,0.3240176755857563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927724615111702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767372846485072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641717643114589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598967073687867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033591311945433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379317011322526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524138491507548,0.0,0.2324673516705424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519964442849536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26794286093151826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009089184502566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429407717312448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036434302325459
socialanxiety,galactic_markers,2019/06/14,"I'm doing a science presentation today :( It's in a few hours I'm extremely terrified, but trying to think positive thoughts. I've always been absolutely terrible at presenting, and coupled with anxiety, this is going to be sooooo greatttt :/

Any tips for presenting? It's gonna be like 5-10ish minute thing, and I'll be doing it alone. Anything helps :(",3.5745494505494517,6.431921707692307,5.096043956043957,75.06538461538463,78.07692307692307,9.252747252747254,30.824175824175825,9.606745405546679,3.785879120879122,281,14,47,9,7,94,51,65,0.258,0.598,0.14400000000000002,-0.7984,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,13,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353796413819037,0.0,0.0,0.2694440042400037,0.0,0.0,0.22020856006233336,0.0,0.2477212514509976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664760942519881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35830043622018776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403424792414333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170495780373226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188972626055985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820199162498932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513147833862672,0.2074906448508992,0.0,0.2570767406140815,0.0,0.0,0.3069432957263198,0.0,0.0,0.2198523799315596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,veelively,2019/06/14,"How To Love Yourself When I was in middle school I was bullied in a very unique fashion. I was somewhat popular and had a large group of friends, but I was the one everyone picked on relentlessly. It made me feel worthless, stupid, weird, and inferior to everyone else, and it taught me that I should be punished for being myself. In high school I got really good at reading people and I started changing my personality according to who I was talking to, apart from girls I dated, and things got a lot better for me! But, I’ve fallen on hadd times and I think that behavior was just a way to mask my underlying socially anxiety. I think on top of heaps of self consciousness, awkwardness (which a lot of people see as the endearing kind of awkwardness), and over analyzing conversations the belief that there’s nothing good about my personality, that I’ll be picked on if I acted like my true self, and that no one would like the real me is holding me back. Does anyone have any advice on how to find and become comfortable with myself?",8.147193877551024,7.3790152499999975,8.429510204081634,69.53691836734697,62.31632653061224,11.921632653061225,35.926530612244896,11.20814326018867,4.0082934693877545,823,32,149,20,10,272,118,196,0.139,0.6990000000000001,0.162,0.7371,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,7,18,2,2,9,0,14,1,0,5,1,33,24,16,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,5,10,10,0,1,6,1,0,2,1,7,0,2,11,2,23,11,28,8,3,23,1,2,1,1,12,15,0,4,7,108,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540321375828787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422832489493548,0.0,0.10600114072993892,0.0,0.0,0.09688722541131324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654722326008616,0.0,0.0,0.1530331381956465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254866707810687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658242203442107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212583587981368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575250737139332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648078299398652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006216143730458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664505738215548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705426326948543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324419497124491,0.22164470317474105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640055655372242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429316486663646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539081915476556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23560444876025416,0.12505949068299949,0.1311126813466894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295597034437293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187789211217067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212577027317926,0.2419776172332441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386015758342958,0.15771625678705958,0.08876769677621484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804684899020148,0.11041763055444656,0.0,0.28910510700352565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412486281702575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807636789588467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137255752545552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205581667797902,0.17757253296725478,0.0,0.0,0.08079782843346663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432987630634338,0.0,0.10998571582823152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843194571676747,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MEGAnTiC31,2019/06/14,"Why does she keep kicking me under the desk? I am a girl in high school. In one of my class, I sit with a group of girls that I'd call as my acquaintances because I never really talk to them. 

One of the girl, who I thought was nice and friendly when we interact (I help picked up her pen that she dropped and she smiled and said thank you, she has not been cold to me), has started kicking my legs under the desk. I don't think she did it accidentally because she's been doing it for a while already, and she even extends her legs and keep them near me so I always have to keep my legs under my chair. I even heard her giggling with the guy next table and looking downward to see under the desk. 

The last time she was doing something like this, she unintentionally kicked and moved my desk, so I only adjusted it and pretended my legs were numb and I couldn't feel her shoes continuously brushing against them.

Maybe this is kinda dumb, but I just feel conflicted about the whole situation. Is she a two-face? Is she trying to get some reaction out of me because I never talk much? She is friends with the other girls at the table but she's the only one acting like this, I didn't say or do anything mean to her, so why?",4.4762903225806445,4.956216467741938,5.205000000000002,85.35250000000002,69.80645161290322,7.974193548387097,27.19354838709677,7.865858978985527,1.3884951612903231,956,29,205,11,16,310,131,248,0.022000000000000002,0.882,0.096,0.9388,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,3,0,8,9,1,0,14,0,20,6,5,1,2,35,35,18,0,1,5,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,0,5,10,14,0,4,6,1,0,2,6,2,0,3,10,9,47,7,27,24,3,25,0,0,2,0,40,12,1,3,11,147,57,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479050819845149,0.0,0.11152342857677276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110295004516997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451097421634945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685928614769222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172902739936408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705067585454315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553886417427607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071019927289044,0.0,0.0700249746248045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271045284464972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983726760645501,0.1416097130226989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573952069712251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925207586836344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309602606556962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255117286634528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465082586565674,0.14599761094800462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245233599906365,0.09852723461764676,0.0,0.20674389991692424,0.0,0.14254208255883974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27246593457569435,0.2038712187004496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586284343497681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749291579343947,0.10658577910837556,0.0,0.13564518913683116,0.10680430008969116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065497313763224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318259384002262,0.0,0.0,0.09486689558415984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154559556472229,0.0,0.12339651959042924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858808054632608,0.0,0.10640459267776674,0.07815378279058564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909973530859907,0.0,0.13092751964737745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24188187392887014,0.14963934845727625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reduserGf,2019/06/14,"So, after two years out of high school I got my papers together, just started college, and am 3 days in... It's actually better than I'd expected!

But then there's the small talk. At first, it's okay. But literally, I blank out mid-convo. And there are times when I blank out too long and that makes me begin to get anxious. I get worried that I might seem inconsistent with the small chat, since my voice tends to go child high when nervous and bro low when I'm calm. Please tell me it gets better (I'm in it for 4 years) and any tips I'd really appreciate.

It literally feels like I went from talking to barely anyone to talking to everyone! I don't sweat or tremble as much, but I screwed up at least one class intro when anxiety got the better of me...",2.9703030303030324,4.344033844155845,4.509805194805197,85.58708874458877,74.1948051948052,7.730735930735931,24.52164502164502,8.344100000000001,1.3677463203463212,588,18,126,10,12,197,100,154,0.083,0.7959999999999999,0.121,0.5701,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,9,10,1,2,3,1,4,2,1,1,0,19,19,16,0,1,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,9,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,4,0,3,3,2,13,6,21,15,2,29,0,1,0,1,7,13,1,3,15,72,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.1486525583231554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358993873103008,0.0,0.11653238753715606,0.17209006447430575,0.0,0.10651300185340423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041717475614217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982405468938292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555828573602309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770228593020866,0.10882491347412176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957221433105062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387591397205528,0.0,0.08657291279447459,0.0,0.24366517443167265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218909961627456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442096989744934,0.0,0.0,0.13480766652916687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168176717007367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159854906026402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198041795039584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322306432813384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672131048091342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975867954842205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416656147357558,0.0,0.13867593272700035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600933344563886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078202860193551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673123688628837,0.13314353922910144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882511820469542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880472823801416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121186568476984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546989798567482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961916481296796
socialanxiety,cookiesfam03,2019/06/14,why am I so cringe ;/ today was the last day of school only had to go for 3 hours simple enough right but of course I couldnt handle that come the end of the day I say the stupidest thing I remember doing in 6 months. dont really wanna get into it but basically tried talking to this girl who Im sorta friends with now but we have a complicated history just embarrassed myself x 1000 and make it weird for her. so many intrusive thoughts now I dont think the summers gonna help in 2 monthes I’ll still be thinking and reliving this like it was hours ago. sigh,1.4312643678160877,3.6440794827586234,3.3368965517241382,88.356091954023,81.75862068965517,6.9701149425287365,21.73563218390805,8.07648339933343,1.1580770114942531,444,14,94,9,12,149,87,116,0.085,0.809,0.105,0.3233,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,18,18,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,4,1,8,2,12,11,1,20,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,15,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435496794402756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999682758213706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459776781259325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081560884809271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422672546507665,0.1799219395810439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345317343709736,0.0,0.09097528383408524,0.0,0.0989615977386962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671508576999692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34296423603670395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880893417783608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419384821607156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507069761877124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623254682366226,0.17653960780085134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779764215440381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243305039559694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155157990634468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725436054703066,0.14870532612401488,0.0,0.13847447370051294,0.0,0.17622797649797564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139059748644844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399583992980626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156836570389528,0.22314983175024092,0.0,0.13823907929958898,0.0,0.0,0.1650540554428661,0.0,0.0,0.11822224955460435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712445633078884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nottryingtobe_cool,2019/06/14,"Social anxiety and getting your haircut Hey guys. So I’m a 22 year old male and yesterday I decided to be brave and go to the barbershop after months of putting it off and looking homeless due to my social anxiety. I’m proud of myself for being able to effectively communicate what I wanted for the cut and it turned out well, but I felt like the barber was judging me the whole time for struggling to make conversation. He was talking to me and trying to strike conversation a bit here and there, I’d comment, but almost per usual, I had a hard time keeping the conversation going as well as finding things to talk about. 

Meanwhile,  the other barber and guy getting a haircut at the station next to us were having a great conversation and the barber who was cutting my hair would join in with them often. It’s 5AM where I am and I’m losing sleep over this situation because I keep thinking I did a horrible job trying to have a good conversation as well as I was being judged the whole time. This happens to me every time. I always feel like saying I don’t want to talk, but the other side of me doesn’t want to be rude. While I like having a clean haircut, I avoid going to get them like the plague because it becomes an uncomfortable social situation for me. I have a hard time trying to make conversation, but I also start to get anxious when awkward silences occur. Does anyone else have this problem or I am I alone on this one? What are some tricks you guys use to hold conversation and avoid awkward silences?",7.1077330508474565,6.711817118644071,7.600625000000001,73.40907309322036,64.25423728813557,9.815677966101696,34.03072033898305,9.188382445141503,2.972224576271187,1210,46,220,18,16,400,156,295,0.158,0.706,0.136,-0.6483,1,3,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,2,3,11,22,4,5,21,0,22,2,2,4,0,40,47,24,0,5,5,0,5,4,0,1,0,1,1,4,14,13,0,5,6,0,0,4,2,11,3,1,8,7,29,11,37,34,4,28,0,1,1,0,27,8,0,4,20,154,43,1,0.09326087564672464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338729545461856,0.0965901411615204,0.0,0.07458068856045938,0.07760051951105565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426886292070048,0.10535824382794168,0.0,0.06521017267555558,0.09555678816046463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370192835618248,0.10299931001693244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181672185120036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161322075239925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790749462865403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857631004094989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04715550090276195,0.06662558819642417,0.08954506587916214,0.0,0.08523875077788817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948998332988864,0.0,0.1590069144832689,0.07822279776019732,0.0,0.10282044464032744,0.0,0.27702878803271863,0.08247028433562696,0.0,0.16708685255328226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254702869018996,0.16578910270640992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225021220880705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831564719151829,0.10433506464057034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450471735351284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443994118056213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991839992718581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978616008233515,0.0,0.06319598294865307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923806283754443,0.0,0.09375293885165494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416479153173387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096582634088653,0.0933282275357706,0.2852031543084825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601052779384436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749651633297476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487867755696409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061958381777122824,0.059757803405310235,0.0,0.0,0.27190583286850145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899540382784074,0.10144105216903672,0.0,0.0,0.11218135049425948,0.08054745301152416,0.1027136787275993,0.0,0.16502304228722212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251558182161933,0.0,0.0,0.20824487424338384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624985027419125,0.0,0.0,0.06005694623857485
socialanxiety,legadric,2019/06/14,"Need help/advice, urgently I had social anxiety since my school days, and I kind of really avoid outgoing extroverted people. During my college(3 years graduation) I had two friends, they got me into a group. I had really bad experiences being in the group. Also I have been really nervous around the girls from the beginning, this group also had girls. We were all from different different courses, so I didn't had to hang with everyone, except my other two friends which had same course as me.
Time went on, fates changed, I became very good friend with this one girl of the group, this one was very much outgoing, fun loving, extroverted. I usually don't go out. But somehow I agreed and went places with this girl (of course with a friend or two) and I incredibly enjoyed. In the course of 3-4 months we had a lot of outings.
I think I kind of like her, but she's got a bf who is also a friend from the ""group"". They are in a serious relationship and make a good couple. And I am ugly. She is very sweet and caring. I enjoy spending time with her in person. This is the closest I have ever been with any girl.
Now all of the ""friends"" have went their own ways. The girl is pursuing higher studies in some other city. Man I keep thinking of her nowadays. (It's so weird coz she considers me like a bro).
I suck at texting, and now when I text her something, like a meme or a fun video, she's just plain ignoring those texts. She remains online most of the time though. My heart is really aching seeing her ignore my messages. It's worse than anxiety and panic attacks, may be it's depression. I don't understand why. Am I in love? Please help me get out of this. This pain in my heart and brain isn't going away, neither reducing. I am very frustrated.",2.8873309508135026,4.975961271137031,4.137406188281767,85.1065569453588,76.23032069970843,7.691112574061883,24.184049656729048,8.558390810932622,1.663062898523465,1368,45,272,28,31,448,177,343,0.155,0.667,0.17800000000000002,0.7322,2,1,1,0,0,0,57.0,2,0,3,0,13,34,3,3,20,0,30,6,3,2,3,46,50,21,0,1,6,1,0,3,7,1,1,0,0,8,15,21,0,4,3,1,1,6,5,13,0,5,17,2,46,21,37,30,9,35,0,1,1,2,43,16,1,7,15,187,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474941038036297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806859054599366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058977883569519475,0.0,0.1326930717101732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720613662216655,0.0,0.09866540221064599,0.0814836306676683,0.0,0.07241409718750766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681691651062603,0.0,0.0,0.0884247805207197,0.0,0.09174652133234414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596267013562322,0.0,0.05593226144823072,0.0,0.07469853408148182,0.0,0.0,0.1812242009005584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784502677380564,0.0,0.08287213733187088,0.0,0.08483643813844209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40203413666336413,0.0,0.045311700203369006,0.0,0.09857882403664807,0.14548634141696118,0.13872830183722362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554574048655955,0.11626364332680793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708766079135812,0.0,0.18062733232010064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711247882303392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373288107868048,0.1565504658814491,0.0,0.0578914853967687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922530903877025,0.0,0.06375491802435301,0.06430757082379758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753801467999303,0.0,0.09228450264338596,0.1017563963212018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060126142126107285,0.07572737683453752,0.0906121004502792,0.09520108948357622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224021878938835,0.0,0.0,0.09311320898368314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777317203082867,0.06911083441336204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174213912729614,0.0,0.0,0.0884080785248846,0.0,0.06676730385602975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114335510224377,0.0852096311723889,0.0,0.15171504714741438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541613995757689,0.09028670691109396,0.0,0.0,0.0955184278716719,0.28623809839903025,0.0,0.06884049726725364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119264114873645,0.07825835721339729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838304587516334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055849864969744985
socialanxiety,hiraeth_love,2019/06/14,"talking to a romantic interest i’ve liked this person for awhile now, and that liking is mutual. we used to make really small talk in class, but now i’m just to scared to talk to her. how do i overcome this? thank you
:)",1.9883333333333333,3.781986,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000002,77.8888888888889,8.055555555555555,20.13888888888889,8.841846274778883,1.1902222222222227,170,4,37,4,4,57,36,45,0.071,0.645,0.284,0.8612,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,7,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29483004840412946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014139319729406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634679110702542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193302503822936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020945873356132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7275820487189799,0.0,0.2778018435637937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26060665919015513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ceilingmushrooms19,2019/06/14,"Anyone else hold their breath? I tend to hold my breath in large crowds so when I finally reach my ""destination"" I'm usually winded. Just wonder if any of you guys tend to do this in public or not or if I'm just psycho.",3.745579710144927,4.127297760869567,5.268260869565221,84.60210144927538,71.3913043478261,8.742028985507247,21.85507246376812,8.841846274778883,1.095255072463769,171,3,38,3,3,58,33,46,0.0,0.968,0.032,0.0935,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,10,6,6,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522365853787294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593541053798613,0.3800487606379289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098539344824511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063219362979589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672665911711136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085131684777287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022441523693344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AEROSPACE2015,2019/06/14,"How to stop being shy at work? I'm not sure if this is ok to post this but here goes. 
So I have been at my current job for a year now and I'm very happy. This is my first job out of college. Everyone is really nice but I'm just too shy. I do my job well. I clock in on time. I have no problems with anyone. But despite having being promoted twice in this year, my confidence is not really good.
I focus too much on my appearance, how I present my ideas, and the correct way to start a conversation with my coworkers, that I get nervous and anxious. 
I don't start conversations with my coworkers because I'm scared that they might say that they are busy and blow me off and leave me embarrassed.
Sometimes I walk with my head down so I don't make noise in the office when everyone is working. 
It really sucks and I feel like if I could overcome this shyness, I could accomplish greater things. 
What do you do or started doing to be more proactive and not give a damn about nervousness and anxiety during social interactions at work?",3.1341773231031524,4.8342455265700535,4.436118215402104,84.9454475703325,74.41062801932367,8.15561238988349,26.669224211423696,8.841846274778883,2.007427621483376,812,30,166,17,17,268,121,207,0.191,0.66,0.149,-0.6363,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,6,12,14,2,4,5,1,22,1,1,3,2,36,35,19,0,5,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,7,1,2,1,2,27,7,22,28,3,28,0,0,0,0,9,11,2,5,14,121,38,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536988617218376,0.15560575809226995,0.0,0.09631024574667958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396435872313072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219946617236598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263230854933486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964492952424285,0.09840070205212068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716064317988313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196289348287142,0.13213170965335194,0.0,0.11552885947350755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662562680699415,0.0,0.0,0.14135985535228235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549045936976788,0.0,0.0,0.4100538325802522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458456136507787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729227206829033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194178939379373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611921269218706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125394443827536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191579751055213,0.0,0.0,0.13179753110918005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647172107960597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953550657978987,0.13790067377040968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404074689176764,0.0,0.0,0.13622730012525494,0.0,0.2924769200654019,0.0,0.0,0.11515589305446093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981728894306854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150760886204712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031666382425462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364902273241972,0.0,0.10933073245799192,0.0,0.0,0.12384381837756647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30082669234872883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773986791849264
socialanxiety,sheberelapsin,2019/06/14,"I quit my job today Today, i was called into the break room by my managers and the human resource manager to discuss my recurring performance issues. I continue to get orders wrong and I don't know how to box things properly. At every job I've ever had, I've been bad at it. And this is the easiest job I've ever had. I've been working at the same job for 9 months yet I'm still having beginner problems. I just feel stupid. I also feel as if my social anxiety and appearance hinders me from being able to perform my best. No one really talks to me at my job. I'm too socially anxious to initiate conversation. I feel like i work in a toxic environment. Management plays favoritism. Everyone is trying to impress the favorites. Management picks on me and laughs at me. No one finds me reliable. I dont plan on coming back in tomorrow. I've almost had a break down every day this week. I'm mentally exhausted. No one likes me there or gives me the time of day. I'm just done. I struggle with depression and this job is making it so much worse. I'm going to look for another job but I feel like i have so many triggers. I also feel like I'm not smart enough to hold a job.  I really don't know what to do. This is my 5th job. The human resource manager said that the owner wanted to suspend me. My managers were looking at each other and smirking.",1.530303145130734,3.8433397289377353,3.987606416571936,83.24043956043955,82.11355311355311,7.428520904382973,24.432108121763292,8.433251757073789,1.9633451812555256,1058,41,205,25,29,368,146,273,0.111,0.802,0.087,-0.5149,9,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,7,14,16,1,1,11,0,19,1,0,4,2,37,42,16,0,3,6,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,1,2,10,11,0,1,8,1,0,3,7,7,0,3,9,8,30,9,30,32,5,35,0,1,2,0,11,13,0,4,20,136,40,17,0.0801254485928239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023406266864376,0.0,0.0,0.12815258458230808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840185191161375,0.06129574886051321,0.0905189501076964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161152411910498,0.06690140273278435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408671495082967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181704157548161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902097917063618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033485714587906,0.0,0.06901193146402927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199615287202115,0.0939064290075869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279100727889388,0.0,0.0,0.14495611104142553,0.1350182924434302,0.07656329983110749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025691715444348,0.1717249094536051,0.0,0.0,0.0732332084189483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04186223983381697,0.07686363140022229,0.04553713892698925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363015108582167,0.7156092975195391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880697021702135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565809875588582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457039341616164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053484359120014986,0.08123462868667987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807476064749315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395536862542253,0.0,0.05890142406800191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288523288821746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666923312513389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852232774148854,0.0,0.0,0.1026608281958663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762176501548785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335560880942046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398828674849055,0.0,0.0,0.08376451596925942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440180048086278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323178770895192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672179342626456,0.0,0.1518991128864085,0.0,0.0,0.05439992002194749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726006555883687,0.0,0.06427180176860915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666456173012557,0.0,0.08165467742466746,0.0,0.0876045997326075,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cantstopxxdd,2019/06/14,"alcohol etc.. hey.

i drink once a week usually alone in my room/ playing games. i set this as a goal to make most days/work go by with something to look forward to. i dont leave the house unless i have to go to work or go to shop for booze. i dont even go to the shop for booze unless i have no choice, i usually ask family member to buy for me. My hair is also getting a bit long now by the ears and i dread going to hairdresser, i would honestly not leave the house if i didnt have a part time job that i hate going to but i do so my parents wont kick me out/get onto me even though they still do!

the thing is i although i drink once a week it is to the point where i usually passout. i like the effect and can feel somewhat normal and not care what people think/ i do  but i want to stop, i have went 3weeks without it but to me i would rather have something to temporary relieve me even though the next day i regret it

i just want to not feel like this and be normal as i once was but i guess i will be stuck in this state of mind for the rest of my life. im not one to take any hard drugs or even prescriptions but i want to know what you use instead of alcohol to help and i dont want to keep drinking as i think it will be the death of me but i just need it to do basic interactions that many take for granted

​

sorry for ranting but just needed to get it out",1.7274515712440817,2.6395053267326745,3.4507963839862263,93.7862505380973,76.59075907590757,6.721710431912759,21.754771129286837,7.079830092131019,0.3263581288563646,1066,26,261,11,23,357,145,303,0.095,0.815,0.09,-0.6636,2,1,8,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,3,16,9,1,1,15,0,26,11,2,3,0,53,57,25,1,13,21,1,4,2,0,5,4,1,1,0,14,7,7,2,6,7,3,8,11,3,0,1,4,6,41,6,44,45,6,29,0,1,1,0,8,8,0,6,15,183,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796328838918588,0.0,0.0862342127451173,0.0,0.06658450734889428,0.0,0.0902142284448126,0.1011723158921688,0.05662094377126325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783863229429724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090042469701512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489105106575047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053697034189551365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29274696250928195,0.2446948768931977,0.09655736429651653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285902221169022,0.2199747855404532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849190448603438,0.0,0.08419943170289776,0.0594823144236989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305027108867581,0.0,0.2839179221938524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091722364370288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458630361610802,0.0822038835480102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580869313231472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214609574534866,0.0,0.0,0.08993713441168537,0.0,0.08262458326520881,0.07400699792797373,0.0,0.0,0.04575856000470449,0.0,0.0,0.17632464947044482,0.0,0.0,0.058810338784465475,0.08135511235135283,0.0,0.0,0.07368415697495473,0.06991902175493862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557796145094962,0.08441449305767124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407077865065116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347528026802802,0.0,0.0,0.08854996991689189,0.0,0.16315795784938855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26601360239849264,0.05642041488600692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924524810152824,0.09016451847132956,0.0,0.05772331434193309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787094033967461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819814915653846,0.0,0.0932048746994787,0.0,0.0,0.06649305689986403,0.06961067243990934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520516593691708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531550333462114,0.1067017206946031,0.16360877818529768,0.0,0.04855068054825809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191154413428108,0.27510364256796604,0.0,0.1964400916465652,0.0,0.1335753397760012,0.0,0.0,0.07718461082917395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026149557124923,0.0,0.12123130240710706,0.0,0.0,0.11829372261343632,0.0,0.1011723158921688,0.0
socialanxiety,Irish_Pat,2019/06/14,"I have friends but can’t talk to them I joined my church’s youth group about a year ago and I have a few good friends that I’m comfortable with in there and the rest I’m still friends with but for some reason I can’t talk to. It’s really awkward bc I’m always the one who will kind of float outside a group of people having a conversation or maybe start saying something then trail off. The thing is I know all these people but for some reason I keep telling myself I’m the outsider/new guy here and I don’t really belong. And this also goes with other groups of people where I will find excuses why people don’t want me to talk to them or why I would mess something up even though I know those people well. Is this just me or has anyone else felt this way? If so any help would be nice.

Ps: I always find it easy to talk to people online or one on one but if I’m in a group chat or a group of people nothing seems to work out.",1.6674029411764693,3.1751326050000017,2.922235294117648,95.06582352941179,77.95,5.7058823529411775,18.264705882352946,6.2272716619740125,-0.3606411764705881,731,13,170,5,17,236,110,200,0.027999999999999997,0.8,0.172,0.9829,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,11,10,0,1,10,0,15,0,0,2,1,35,27,19,0,5,12,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,11,8,0,1,8,1,0,0,4,2,1,3,1,2,17,8,23,21,5,14,1,0,0,0,22,7,0,10,6,110,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667144369084976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872119353189055,0.18148643084262686,0.0,0.0,0.0741617274420939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625439602779904,0.11174062065110904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110218092052304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203036987200406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471073201811318,0.0,0.19935016860240426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527688708132535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147088489530213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798245144384162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309784707401462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693386304746758,0.0,0.1135649007506846,0.1198685019776696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956127384277582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532683335813747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464204309556252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169722821202012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292392344787068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397279584736396,0.2242551835581695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672560051201872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928036305129384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791306472629622,0.0,0.0,0.07719030209350629,0.0,0.08709215414212332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506198912032527,0.09531963227261356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245187042796063,0.0,0.10714683301579077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432397433291444,0.08656346898739467,0.0,0.0,0.09805431913232712,0.0,0.19681191004030726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793939680949736,0.0,0.0,0.15494031413550555,0.0,0.0,0.07022840110363973
socialanxiety,BigBoy12912,2019/06/14,"How do I know if someone wants to keep talking to me? Should I stop? This is very fucking stressful Ok context

​

So there's a friend of mine I've been talking to, I wanted to get to talk to people more via text (Since we all left College I don't seem them face to face as much) So I started talking to them on the great app known as Snapchat and we talked a bit and it was never bad we always had decent conversations. 

​

But one issue that was always present that hasn't bugged me till now is they never messaged me first. It was always me starting the conversations.

​

And recently they told me about a little social misstep I had, I got mixed feelings about whether they were trying to be nice or scald me (It wasn't something, I can see their point) but by the end I said in a very nice way, trying to just share my appreciation for spending their time, they didn't respond, I felt a bit awkward but it was ok, it wasn't really a good thing to respond too, and they didn't open it until the next day.

​

Fast Foward to now; We went out to a bar, the person didn't come, so when we were finished I asked her why she didn't come out, in a very overly-jokingly way in case it was a serious issue (They were considering coming so it wasn't out of the blue/context)

​

They just basically said ""Because I didn't"" and sensing they didn't want to talk to me, I asked if they were good they said the one word of ""Yeh"" and I ended the conversation there to avoid further awkwardness

​

But now post all this I feel that 

A. Maybe they don't want to talk to me/Never did

B Feel awkward after I said how much I appreciate them

​

I DO understand that people are people and have their own life going on, they might be going through things or just be tired, but ever since that conversation about them scolding me slightly and me saying how I appreciate them I feel that it went downhill? Am I overstressing? I think (while reasonable) that they didn't respond to me admitting, makes me feel super awkward and I have no idea how they felt about it?

​

What I was thinking was 3 options

Try to talk to them again tomorrow, see how they reply, try to get a conversation rolling

(I'm trying to be more assertive and confident) Ask them DIRECTLY if they enjoy talking to me

If it goes wrong, idk? I guess stop? But I've enjoyed it?

​

Feel free to ask anything about anything, the other person etc. Honestly didn't know where else to go but here this has been stressing me out beyond belief 

​

I tend to think im, someone who might over-think, I don't know I just want to take steps to continue this friendship but also get closure :)",3.693433729673021,5.4487227838345875,4.251281692603602,86.61905490470362,73.04135338345864,6.753348487497815,27.03374715859416,7.397020576406223,1.3742906452176955,2139,78,422,24,43,677,229,532,0.08199999999999999,0.8,0.11699999999999999,0.9817,0,1,1,0,0,0,96.0,5,0,26,2,31,25,1,7,20,2,48,6,2,7,5,89,102,41,0,10,19,0,8,0,1,3,2,5,0,2,28,23,1,4,21,1,2,9,18,11,0,3,37,15,76,15,55,58,10,56,1,0,2,1,68,16,1,11,28,292,104,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031259884623612316,0.0975768660816867,0.4235349159852088,0.4749805995140962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433470839612453,0.0,0.1461737429116788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03263812645528768,0.023828615895756786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535128970397764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101651180185556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02520951434843673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03265428813294158,0.0,0.06924344594142955,0.0,0.04359516103932086,0.0,0.035358719618582404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858905135159872,0.0,0.07506416156850593,0.0,0.0,0.03324953595654826,0.0,0.0,0.03020047546309565,0.03613764246046036,0.06126800133869938,0.0,0.0666464455751729,0.06557288971494757,0.031263469642978096,0.04309634703626495,0.043061526498892784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04412732364210005,0.04222340236529939,0.08159863127283226,0.0,0.03474457210363052,0.0,0.0,0.06444775353497259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042470890900403915,0.0,0.027610092471585617,0.0,0.039177980259880264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026092566150091204,0.0,0.03927068889157805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829356323845378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574706074491889,0.0,0.060296513754542515,0.0,0.041572160750879966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297615706642917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129927898841617,0.06826294319054882,0.0,0.0,0.0369522426002676,0.0,0.03743696631836994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02504175514857547,0.04019054925590978,0.03859619706097105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487323854069671,0.031085564791170393,0.0,0.0,0.06229859214216332,0.03558564183933461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467052963310235,0.0,0.0,0.03984685522064297,0.06624086723898956,0.03009303148099798,0.0,0.0,0.055335543895027255,0.0,0.0,0.06536119814303233,0.0895538536893349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02939046331723935,0.2827681662811097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519386962819066,0.10018797497672224,0.0,0.0,0.022793420463170403,0.04492766673998457,0.0,0.037351722978107904,0.0,0.13269613164357366,0.0,0.0,0.04069358138603072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675887307906968,0.11528009376391048,0.06205490207895916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247277558413782,0.0352722226488597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273826687249052,0.4749805995140962,0.0
socialanxiety,simonthepimanwilson,2019/09/14,"Social anxiety ruined my life – until I found the one place I felt at home Social anxiety disorder seems to be rooted, as Sartre plausibly pointed out, in the fact that most of what we are is a projection of what others think of us. We should all be afraid of “the look” of another person because it’s an unfathomable abyss into our very essence. And yet, despite its roots in our imagination, social anxiety is an unremittingly “physical” disease. You can have long-term therapy, or read as much philosophy on the subject as you like, but your body won’t care. The next time you interact with another human being on the bus, at the checkout, or on the phone, waves of adrenaline flood your body all the same, resulting in a racing heart, faltering voice and glowing red cheeks

Current scientific opinion attributes all this to serotonin imbalances and overactive amygdalae. There are also genetic factors at work which try to explain why social anxiety tends to run in families. Whatever the ultimate cause, the stubbornly physical basis of social anxiety suggests that there is no immediate cure. One doctor informed me that it’s just something that has to be lived with. A harsh conclusion indeed, and one that I and other social anxiety sufferers have found to be made much harsher by the nature of the modern world.

In the past I imagine it would have been quite easy for a socially anxious individual to make a life for themselves doing some form of manual labour that wouldn’t require the cultivation of “people skills”. But in today’s world, where selling one’s attributes is of the utmost importance, such skills are an absolute necessity. Whether it’s in a corporate environment (meetings, group presentations, conferences, the importance of “leadership”) or an ordinary retail job, there is a clear correlation between success and one’s ability to produce confident spiel. Not the best state of affairs for the social anxiety sufferer who finds just eye contact with another human being a nerve-racking experience. 

This was all painfully driven home to me after I graduated from university. Many graduate schemes bring in prospective hires by making out that everything “will be exactly like your first year at uni”. Cue induction weeks in swanky hotels, team-building exercises, group nights out – all designed to relax us and coax out the productive happy loquacious people we all are. For me though, a person who spent the whole of his first year at university locked in his dorm, venturing out only to attend seminars and avoid starvation, it took no time at all for this set up to become a maelstrom of torturous discomfort. I tried to focus on the “job” aspects of the exercise, but I could not avoid that which an social anxiety sufferer fears the most: the conversational banalities that make the world go round, the simple stuff like “what are you doing this weekend?” Inevitably I got asked a lot of these questions, and rather than freeze up and, god forbid, have people think I was weird, I simply walked away.

It was at this point in my life that I became suicidal. If I couldn’t do small talk, then what chance was there of me ever becoming a functioning member of society? But then I discovered that there exists a place where all manner of oddballs and misfits of the world can be happily accommodated. The City.

There was a firm looking for a trainee broker with enough smarts to manage a bank of clients but not enough gumption to ask uncomfortable questions. They thought I would fit right in. And they were right.

No one cared about who I was or what I was doing that weekend, just as long as I made money, which (hidden behind a phone and computer) I did pretty well. Ironically, shallowness and anomie – an anathema for most right-thinking people – became my nirvana. Dialling phones all day, working long hours, not distracting myself in horseplay. For the first time, it didn’t mean I was weird; it meant I was super-focused.

By no means was any of this a redemptive experience or a model of overcoming adversity, but it did confirm that survival is possible for someone who does not do well in social situations. It also made me wonder how many people there are out there who are perfectly capable of doing all sorts of jobs, but are passed over by employers and overzealous human resources departments worried that anxious dispositions mean smaller profit margins, or imagine social awkwardness means having Norman Bates running amok in their organisation.

I think that all of society, and not only social anxiety sufferers, could benefit from a new outlook; one that does not make being the life and soul of the party the ultimate imperative. I felt great relief the moment I decided to stop apologising for being a quiet person who likes doing quiet person things. Such is the nature of social anxiety, that once I accepted who I was, and crucially, let other people know, the weight and shame of the condition evaporated leaving me feeling less, well, anxious. There are still down days, but being truly comfortable with my quietness has at last got me to the stage where the reaction of most people who I tell about my condition is to exclaim: “What? You’re not shy!” – which is as humorous as it is gratifying.",9.888025531914892,9.507962873513511,9.409207590569297,62.65699022426686,58.64324324324325,12.975043128234615,40.43760782058655,12.180942953292101,5.299595054629096,4218,192,644,118,47,1358,438,925,0.12300000000000001,0.741,0.136,0.9728,5,2,1,0,0,0,100.0,7,7,3,16,30,42,2,8,66,0,72,14,5,15,16,143,111,49,1,9,28,0,6,4,0,6,8,4,3,7,59,34,1,6,28,7,7,10,16,20,3,10,30,15,58,22,123,60,26,101,2,5,6,0,66,54,0,19,38,491,117,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841882900020092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02909039072270303,0.1345688511314828,0.3272492219642429,0.1449803120759968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998299130828486,0.0,0.04019117862771098,0.0,0.0,0.026076967588226124,0.09448950278160018,0.0,0.0,0.04489269248966589,0.0,0.0,0.09503304918445662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722969558190112,0.0439446142119219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830923139342338,0.0,0.0,0.05517632173475661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490270982803531,0.04378492076643586,0.07487033309282791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840186545174103,0.0,0.0,0.03869499552507117,0.0,0.0,0.03844595449174736,0.08368985062207829,0.04032713017451851,0.04813695071573773,0.02162975573810536,0.0,0.08214684884856717,0.0,0.0390981608391519,0.1091603988148802,0.0,0.09380736330181946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02431162611006903,0.0,0.06842667556873126,0.04716270763488817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553779455944329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069193348633122,0.0,0.0,0.08581930101687386,0.0,0.04212754475562322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735118405278087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023509576152997542,0.034869640221791794,0.0,0.045295544417807684,0.0,0.043743228572076895,0.12086098322104795,0.08359634608532966,0.0,0.037773606847998714,0.11357109792095894,0.07184520519534811,0.0,0.0,0.03636818057672609,0.0,0.12143224874248353,0.11421813247839335,0.08674000898419752,0.0,0.18639038669185565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289325298138845,0.0,0.0,0.04131509393933207,0.04549470658370329,0.04014409478893801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455569919061964,0.2029115488221106,0.06506893339242689,0.04551862625558592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04083627831689657,0.20759732341443876,0.14940780151430008,0.08938745328819242,0.0,0.08087775108843293,0.048225574857200464,0.0,0.04352043113244244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584191758354534,0.04549948690688135,0.04278940541814436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095960970289371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03894332901709986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808407226296155,0.0,0.566885925567511,0.03624551580259254,0.03293246279995609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034162429601635964,0.03576418061711653,0.0,0.0,0.0489703798479614,0.046792001945658336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034383198659369944,0.037389708168809765,0.0,0.048920175734993084,0.0,0.028419688861558694,0.10964122245401704,0.04202899992537669,0.03396081799938075,0.0748322885277715,0.0,0.04054838013501976,0.0,0.04752774216395099,0.05808667593770973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291292269655426,0.0,0.0,0.035296189088983736,0.0,0.0,0.034313794209253574,0.05209187146614083,0.11538721739600333,0.0,0.03860033712418854,0.047759918539355815,0.0,0.0,0.04639073091152457,0.062285538176331076,0.0434429619668105,0.0,0.06077628491622612,0.0,0.0,0.05509503886706947
socialanxiety,hhhhhhhlnhhh,2019/09/14,"Anyone else anxious around family I am soooooooo anxious around my family idk why... My town is also small and everyone knows each other...

These days I don’t care what people think about me except my family I can’t even be myself...",1.8259848484848504,4.619401749999998,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,88.31818181818181,6.56969696969697,16.424242424242426,7.793537801064563,0.9111333333333334,183,4,32,4,6,60,35,44,0.124,0.8029999999999999,0.073,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,4,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633687617676291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615737979471603,0.0,0.14284267643925833,0.20931684141815854,0.0,0.3637186441565564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082848766169407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174863546222104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706561199094275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349300676865351,0.0,0.0,0.1952056063640021,0.0,0.0,0.5777526524665075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122711511413243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162733591693136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089927884434654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433783132339807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,outerspace-cowboy,2019/09/14,"Tried to make friends - immediately found out they were dicks I feel like I’ve made some progress in trying to be social and making friends, and I feel like, with my medication and practice, I’ve done well. Then I tried to make some friends who were making fun of me behind my back. Which honestly has set me back a lot. I don’t trust anyone, really. It’s so hard for me to make friends. I don’t know how to overcome this stuff like someone without anxiety would.",3.827841614906831,5.275659641304352,4.285714285714288,87.745,72.15217391304348,7.431055900621117,27.27329192546584,7.957251820313856,1.469985714285714,365,13,77,5,7,115,61,92,0.021,0.637,0.342,0.9845,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,5,11,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,7,0,21,18,6,0,1,1,0,3,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,3,11,11,12,11,3,6,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,3,6,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379054977299245,0.0,0.0,0.10400690567681148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287535214821826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221915855551715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504212466646279,0.21252884275232556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630926939840856,0.4596842407201305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324751185530026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174710330317997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180098578149346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645882661628788,0.0,0.1407473918668607,0.4964467146304241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498462976086879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529071997425094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162817063566755,0.12603229872410046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027898224004534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30296702081203986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374083138081708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338617231521433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566513851838974,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IbVraf,2019/09/14,"I'm going University in 1 day... wish me luck. I'm beyond terrified and I feel sick thinking about it as I know no one there and I have 0 social skills but I'm going to say fuck it and I'm going to head into the deep end.

Wish me luck boys and girls.",-0.8147368421052619,0.8905593684210515,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,86.89473684210527,5.203508771929825,14.76315789473684,6.42735559955562,-0.6787052631578954,192,3,48,2,6,69,38,57,0.17600000000000002,0.6409999999999999,0.183,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,13,14,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,2,7,14,0,9,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,2,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992840484241348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333727685505505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322779678486651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435910447617289,0.0,0.0,0.4492400777132836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27041540871767783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480649121210354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854675303448858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209536779073915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685935338556151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883291102791292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6059979715564408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,-clever_name,2019/09/14,"I just asked a girl out at a cafe with a note, and, despite feeling like it was the wrong move, am ultimately happy I did it. She was cute and was smiling at me. There was plenty of opportunity to talk to her alone, but I hesitated and a bunch of people came and sat down in the vicinity. o just said ""fuck it"" and wrote a note. 

When I went to go put it on her table, I kinda hesitated a moment, and I'm pretty sure everyone else around saw me do it. 

I'm kinda beating myself up for it now, but I'm glad I a) did it in the first place, and b) had a slightly embarrassing experience. 

No it isnt ideal, but it is *something*.

Edit: The major area I have difficulty with is introducing myself. I am not shy when it comes to looking at girls I'm interested in, but I have trouble approaching. Yes this could have been an opportunity to practice that, but whatever.",2.1526893939393936,3.7938105568181872,4.9428181818181836,80.52339393939396,76.95454545454545,7.875151515151515,24.80151515151515,8.648137234880735,1.7198246969696966,662,23,140,14,15,238,104,176,0.182,0.655,0.163,-0.4156,0,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,5,7,13,1,1,13,1,18,1,0,0,1,28,34,14,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,12,13,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,4,0,1,14,4,16,9,21,19,2,25,0,0,2,1,9,13,1,2,6,102,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799204305165645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873703120100908,0.19676879908828604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407311044504689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130841941381884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680497966889055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758276126208005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011210365933215,0.0,0.20588816613912564,0.0,0.0,0.10642415322416432,0.1503657403934186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903273543090112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945837978062341,0.0,0.0,0.11961966901495932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240580653967764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282906626971336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767487626469379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237051243695132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591915232418534,0.0,0.21990502667353987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413210057944226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115888271474142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021306343471065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203647926070475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837330792062335,0.0,0.0,0.16917448568386806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951154938531207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301249808646103,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pinkhippo01,2019/09/14,"Worried about making friends at uni This is very long so there's a TL,DR at the end.

​

I'm starting uni next week and I'll be living in catered halls for the first year. I was invited earlier this week for a house search event by my uni as I wasn't offered a uni accomadation (but was offered one during the event). I had to stay 3 nights (4 days) at a catered hall (the same one I'm moving into) and was given two meals everyday and time to socialise and maybe find a house to share with others in the same position as me.

​

Well, you can figure out where this is going.

​

I couldn't even say fucking hello to anyone and in ten minutes of all us meeting at lunch, three massive groups were formed and they were all talking to each other as if they were old friends. I was the only one by myself and I was trying so hard not to cry and pretending like I didn't care while scrolled though reddit and tried not to get my tears all over my fucking sandwich.

​

Fastforward 4 days, and the longest fucking conversation I had was an exchange of 'good morning's with one guy everday in the communal bathroom (I didn't even see the guy's face because I washing my own face). I just feel like a pathetic failure because I coudn't even say hello or get to know anybody to the extent where I don't know a single person's name from the event (there were 40 of us). I avoided the common room and all the get to know each other activities like the plague and just locked myself in my room and watched Netflix. I sat through every single meal in the dining by myself and when the resident adivsor (an older student) asked if I wanted to sit with him and the some other people, I automatically said no like an idiot.

​

The thing is this is the first time in a very long time where I've been put in a situation with so many new people as I've been at the same school for the last 7 years. I don't even know what happened over those 7 years because I was definetly able to make friends back then (although I did lose pretty much all of them except for one but we're living in different cities for uni). I've been telling myself throughout this summer that it'll be fine if I don't make any friends as I'm introvert but I came to realisation this week that I will 100% be a fucking mess if this happens.

​

Fresher's Week is just over a week away and thinking about it makes me want to throw up. I checked my uni's Fresher's events and most of them are club or bar events which I definetly will not be attending. There are a couple of movie nights which I might go to if I'm feeling up for it. I see a lot of posts on tsr and here where people say just to join a society or club and you're good to go if you don't like clubbing, but the thing is I'm not big on societies/clubs as I don't really have interests in anything unless count binging tv shows and staring at a wall while I think about how empty my life is. I also have this thing where I don't really think I'm commited or talented enough to join any of these (My low self esteem has entered the chat). Let's not forget about that the socialising part of these things make me anxious.

​

I already feel like my life is spiralling out of control and I haven't even started uni. I had even considered dropping out of my course because I didn't want to houseshare with other people but I was luckily offered a room at a uni accomadation. I don't what I was trying to achieve with this post but I guess I just wanted to vent. I don't really have anyone else to vent to about this so if you stayed until the end, thank you for listening to my ramblings. This probably didn't make a lot of sense anyway.

​

TL,DR: 4 days at a uni event made me realise that I'm more socially anxious than I thought and I'm fucked when uni starts because a fucking goldfish can outdo me on social skills.",6.362216603455543,5.5677856662452605,6.598236409608091,81.30070901812053,65.91529709228824,9.353813737884536,32.866203118415505,8.418075326091056,2.3454251158870627,3086,111,636,36,42,995,322,791,0.054000000000000006,0.86,0.087,0.9651,1,1,0,0,0,0,85.0,2,4,4,6,37,30,7,1,48,0,60,17,2,9,6,109,118,60,0,12,29,0,4,6,4,4,3,5,3,4,34,35,6,2,13,9,2,9,21,11,1,10,31,13,73,19,100,77,23,105,0,2,4,6,40,44,6,17,52,427,107,3,0.04207510894559045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464309289853221,0.03364744942247051,0.0,0.3647069037100193,0.4090069017524978,0.057225033799931366,0.0,0.0,0.09506579380980572,0.0,0.05883978893953536,0.04311092132109378,0.03462422963059935,0.0,0.03933454714192068,0.0,0.039530949882273236,0.03235316163767955,0.0,0.12824297943094942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048122715696836856,0.04289837772904442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471908124016115,0.0,0.046555307766933535,0.04621753148182208,0.08140489344896848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04395953361769853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035148354563983165,0.0,0.07453211594363808,0.04347483492637332,0.0,0.16674127583255538,0.0,0.03545009397122866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638233178953841,0.06011693247546821,0.0,0.0,0.03845588732140146,0.07157813235007973,0.0,0.0,0.13002849919817094,0.2333865613855523,0.06594752351397258,0.0,0.07173676210513563,0.07058121028707667,0.0,0.0,0.046350476093293916,0.08332194579067934,0.07441375977080891,0.0,0.03769103322161473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709805322189798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249351806934676,0.03429682948064011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04302464957271344,0.05943778751414066,0.12333463760982567,0.0,0.07430618410137302,0.07447029478076744,0.0,0.04707128451405864,0.0,0.07154150601081305,0.0,0.03981248541789155,0.1685127716385422,0.042657556521346666,0.04227010221486397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044635041516939415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447191821120673,0.03093004629909255,0.0,0.0,0.040636402406250216,0.04474735569533928,0.07896927899877894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415074904325121,0.0,0.14255591366955164,0.0320000163301444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556324279863955,0.0,0.1166783311703703,0.036738362218682236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059264747103992,0.04280551207237609,0.045364083790657685,0.0,0.0,0.04229710571338816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808631765558528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040023063710255734,0.10037944621424856,0.0,0.042582256535797613,0.06705682869383311,0.0,0.04389351487054486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472941853328026,0.0,0.0857805498532359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934293601325853,0.08969293572923676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033818378793665366,0.036775499753942426,0.03873710734793395,0.0,0.0,0.1118113311841495,0.08088009268169166,0.04133858091204619,0.03340293666752274,0.07360300315571076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856987112741048,0.0,0.04110126768739564,0.0,0.10122235098004258,0.0,0.0,0.06943274268397948,0.09926795753836926,0.0,0.16875057232352375,0.0,0.0378305759595333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042729315508637934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090069017524978,0.08128497202297877
socialanxiety,plzmakesandwiches4me,2019/09/14,"An embarrassing moment with a girl this evening... Warning: sounds like a cheesy scene from some Hollywood romcom, but this actually happened this evening.

I was closing up shop at work as the sun was just beginning to set, and went to pick up the big signs laid out front. But something caught my eye - across the road a (very cute <3) girl sat alone at a cafe table, slurping a smoothie and gazing at me. We made eye contact and she radiantly smiled. As if in a pleasant dream, I smiled back... and in that moment clumsily dropped and knocked over all the signs I was holding with a tremendous noise. Cue everyone's gaze jolting in my direction.

Blushing red as a tomato, I scrambled to pick up the signs and darted back into the shop; I caught another glance of the girl before I turned my back and she was giggling away. In a flurry I finished tidying up, and as I slinked out, locked the door and whisked around, I mustered the courage to look up in her direction one last time. Sure enough she was looking at me beaming, and I warmly smile again. ""Should I go and say hello?"" a daring part of me thought, but cue my anxiety as doubts and fears came flooding back, and, somewhat defeated, I self-consciously looked down again before swiftly walking down the road... and that was that.

Sorry, just felt like sharing and getting that off my chest. Hopefully it amused at least someone here, and maybe you have similar stories! Have a great day, whoever took the time to read this (:",6.5515601023017895,7.17442355072464,5.8337936913896025,82.15400255754477,65.30434782608697,8.812958226768966,34.713554987212284,8.671277953709913,2.775084654731458,1164,51,218,16,17,353,162,276,0.06,0.7070000000000001,0.233,0.9959,0,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,1,1,0,2,12,16,0,3,23,0,9,3,3,3,2,48,27,25,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,1,3,9,25,0,2,2,5,2,8,0,4,0,1,15,11,26,12,40,11,6,53,0,1,7,0,13,29,0,5,16,145,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.13390173021470214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211302244205098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388155163974814,0.10496885148356573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215015274366815,0.0,0.0,0.12891770483055962,0.4220384640149617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335191656897241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693703481260732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849211446281073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177943999035522,0.0,0.18125799864721226,0.0,0.0,0.1311145030196462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440465832808314,0.0,0.0,0.1317476069900382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168900482617499,0.0,0.07798226242232767,0.0,0.0,0.15127966458023664,0.0,0.0,0.12133848473202498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628513378406876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184827465003323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407231931873834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456773080478475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983584404017245,0.0,0.0,0.13785058483851562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298021552749576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859012251744946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725180813105342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911861766238076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431448323632156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626154960402894,0.10563456120345988,0.0,0.15360059572904902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932320815832282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893312562946036,0.16002196192652368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245055369763705,0.0,0.14925016518338696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321647789348195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719937924601096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989391826758327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,titwankthethird,2019/09/14,"Today I was in a situation which makes me really uncomfortable. I was sitting on a chair in a shop waiting for my husband to look at books. My husband is a bookworm so this I am used to the long wait and I don't have a problem waiting for him as he is enjoying himself. What caused me the problem was a little girl about five years old came and sat at a chair very near me. She started talking so I looked around to see who she was talking to and it turned out she was talking to me! I filled with fear and realised I really had to talk back to her as it would have been really obvious I was ignoring her owing to the quiet echoing atmosphere in the shop. I had a little conversation with her the best I could because I couldn't understand her particularly well, she was still a bit immature in her pronounciation. She talked pretty loudly and very confident and I at 43 spoke very quietly and awkwardly and not wanting to create any attention from anybody. After a while she went to pay with her mum and the lady that was serving had a loud confident conversation with the little girl. I felt pretty inept with my bad communication skills but I enjoyed the very quick conversation I had albeit while feeling like I stood out like a sore thumb. Me and hubby have nieces and nephews but I'm not 100% comfortable with children but they are not a complete unknown species to me as my first nephew was born when I was eleven. It doesn't make me stop being awkward though.",4.962456445993031,6.127976212543558,5.876883275261324,78.48717160278748,69.10452961672473,8.945574912891988,30.72630662020906,9.255337874911486,2.6696161672473875,1171,47,222,23,20,386,152,287,0.075,0.8059999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,10,14,0,3,21,0,28,1,0,4,1,47,50,23,0,6,6,5,2,2,0,1,1,5,0,3,8,21,0,5,4,3,4,3,6,7,1,3,21,10,43,7,37,25,2,34,0,0,3,0,34,15,0,0,17,168,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624189728279346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980592692869496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620934799191107,0.09361116109038367,0.06834413134082283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765754823203378,0.0,0.1224003059841174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822944447545992,0.0,0.11517276597672385,0.0,0.0,0.11755021730808825,0.0,0.0,0.08951453167144044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261603010753632,0.056688603152708364,0.08009482365315394,0.1076477739972354,0.0,0.0,0.09536477747498542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954724005271692,0.33710539969208514,0.0,0.09921805525087224,0.1882963624304314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967497699255736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764560542795124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281220813932232,0.0,0.21455741253795949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547080330214208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934096680937623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602171395209408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935542073283104,0.0,0.0895350108373029,0.09373297907908293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450568080269151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015220543972667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627170541319507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194868975438862,0.0,0.11671544344590305,0.0,0.09683117581864717,0.0,0.37002575161648493,0.066128204035435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080465470897153,0.10393152742955376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964312538773191,0.0,0.0,0.07219824467356475
socialanxiety,HishRush,2019/09/14,Just for the fun of it Hello fellows! Who here is in their 20’s and still a virgin? I’m 22 and haven’t had sex!,-3.2272222222222204,-1.6734627037037022,0.15361111111111114,105.98375,101.96296296296295,2.7,10.453703703703702,3.1291,-2.172696296296297,85,1,24,0,4,30,26,27,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.5972,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ifhts4412,2019/09/14,"SA triggered...am I wrong? If you want someone to do something with you, you invite them.

If you don’t want someone to do something with them, you don’t invite them.

If you don’t want someone to do something with you but you also don’t want to feel bad about not inviting them, you invite them but while doing so, say that “I know this isn't your thing and you won't want to, but I’m inviting you because I felt like I needed to let you know about it...I mean, you SHOULD go, but I know you probably don't want to.""

That way, you get to feel good about yourself for making a effort to try to include them. But you also have made it known to the other person that it would be weird if they went. So they are more likely to stay away.

You also get the bonus perk of being able to talk about that person to others people after the fact...how weird it is that they aren't there, again! They're even weirder if they had the gall to acknowledge that it made them feel bad when you assumed outright that they wouldn't be interested in joining. Especially after you were so, so polite in trying to include them!

​

Edit: Sorry, if it's not clear this post is /s/...I was the person who got ""invited,"" and now I'm struggling to decide which would make me feel less bad: going somewhere I know I'm not wanted, or staying home knowing they're satisfied with how it played out.",2.7324216923796163,4.3522169032258065,3.605385694249652,90.8193828892006,75.30824372759857,5.71238896680692,22.166277076515502,6.0469075449839425,0.2456101293439299,1072,28,224,6,23,342,131,279,0.13,0.767,0.10300000000000001,-0.9199,0,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,0,20,13,2,17,13,0,1,6,0,27,0,0,5,1,55,59,24,0,18,15,0,5,2,0,5,0,1,1,3,20,7,0,0,15,1,1,3,12,7,0,0,8,6,40,6,33,42,2,17,0,0,0,0,39,4,0,8,8,159,60,1,0.10067392829603974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24152671225756356,0.0,0.10908015924763607,0.12232984219025918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458646961719634,0.0,0.2521755749231969,0.06136989226764662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664941801611034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036150522382628,0.0,0.09666275894439907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519594474304772,0.0,0.1144306269644548,0.08444051461254208,0.08051813719671658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098415853130553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766387907041223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294591255002644,0.0,0.09836839225780873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052021029492766,0.1344012577669429,0.0,0.0,0.1096634214877886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464844219679992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979462585074596,0.2637137730409968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641779446346273,0.0,0.10854352212520743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005994853661591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559020782379666,0.23251112545625566,0.0,0.11269622043150895,0.0,0.21461002494237907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524624850832917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091789010373054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688328456186636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670197780559648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156606389638133,0.07991027829575358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332574013935636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303174037078725,0.11007113653368887,0.12232984219025918,0.0
socialanxiety,SadElvenMermaid,2019/09/14,"Does anyone have that spongebob oven meme of ""me doing anything vs me doing anything when anyone is watching?"" i can't find it and have been scrolling through the posts here where i saw it weeks ago",7.777631578947368,7.244505184210527,6.104210526315793,85.13947368421054,62.94736842105264,7.6,34.78947368421053,3.1291,1.768115789473684,159,6,30,0,2,46,31,38,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020623953070073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765333926429471,0.0,0.5608314343368294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982005979585243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114476578288529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263530377455749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733364078596669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,-thewhy,2019/09/14,"Moved abroad and pretend I have friends to my roommates Hello everyone! 

I just moved to a country in Europe from the US, and I have two temporary flatmates. I’ve been here for a week but I feel a bit like loser because I haven’t been able to make any friends. Sometimes I go for walks alone and tell my flatmates I’m meeting other people. Ugh anxiety sucks",2.481428571428573,4.801544225352114,3.3234607645875265,89.30056338028173,78.5774647887324,5.74728370221328,28.45271629778672,6.868970318607317,1.4801814889336011,284,13,55,3,7,90,50,71,0.228,0.649,0.12300000000000001,-0.7988,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,10,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,3,0,1,2,1,9,3,7,8,1,6,0,1,0,0,6,1,1,0,2,33,10,0,0.22921497145531355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373975828092084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155874040705904,0.0,0.17534882577434865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972731910271194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25024338267207896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902472801735628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589797670709732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541818367081089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026815053914476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198285695764232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530027733298449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872384793858853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589088003506698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669946778094904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003439881107719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390972087384065,0.0,0.2757173881656909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386242406751072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1rkedphaggot,2019/09/14,"Am I Ugly? im 18, ive been been getting anxious af recently about my looks, can u guys tell me if I look weird or its all in my head

 [https://imgur.com/a/zP01G8d](https://imgur.com/a/zP01G8d)",9.085454545454548,10.201686787878794,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727273,59.90909090909091,9.024242424242424,28.62121212121212,8.841846274778883,1.8541030303030304,156,4,28,2,2,42,28,33,0.21899999999999997,0.7809999999999999,0.0,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,3,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,0,2,6,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702641926708247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123583975531306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245240138810676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33636604043303403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540262259272515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504548828322505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32361357008666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864679330128329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iknowicanbewhatiwant,2019/09/14,Time to recharge after doing an activity outside my house that deals with people I have never met. I have such little energy now. Hopefully after a nights sleep and shower. The headache and thinking is making me want to vomit and cry and just melt.,4.6958695652173885,7.063135760869567,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,71.82608695652173,7.208695652173913,24.54347826086957,8.07648339933343,1.7267130434782612,199,6,32,3,4,64,39,46,0.065,0.8190000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.1137,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,1,1,11,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457482923720915,0.0,0.32450299969597435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31262698912594683,0.0,0.36318995214326577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154714917545413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101042655203604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427617633115051,0.0,0.0,0.2953802646775053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821445491332456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149865983478241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168503909669014,0.0,0.0,0.1835386691199183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565318022045169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,l_arthur,2019/09/14,"Strangers smirking at me Why is it that EVERY time I walk outside there's always a person who smirks as they walk past me. Is there something wrong with my face? I'm 99% sure it's not my SA because why would anyone smile for no reason? I know they're smirking at me becauze they look at my face first, _then_ they smirk as if I look weird. I hate going outside because of this and it's getting to the point where I'm beginning to have really dark thoughts. Even though it seems really petty I just hate having to constantly put up with this every single day.

Honestly, I wish I had bad eyesight or something so I could at least hide behind glasses and feel a little less anxious. I've noticed whenever I wear sunglasses I feel a little more.. safe? I don't know how to describe it, it's just too bad I can't wear them 24/7.",1.7063550420168063,3.919669446428575,3.0141176470588253,91.05441176470586,80.72619047619048,5.619607843137256,22.97759103641457,6.794906146795322,0.6932817927170873,649,22,133,7,17,210,106,168,0.161,0.7609999999999999,0.078,-0.9192,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,1,10,9,2,0,4,0,9,4,4,2,1,22,25,10,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,7,0,0,4,4,6,0,1,2,4,22,3,16,21,4,20,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,3,7,83,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216277575671035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658604297493132,0.0,0.10265724703666854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451706608370841,0.17899549209722693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865607187368078,0.0,0.11722072789600092,0.0,0.0,0.09468425371559384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697066476531052,0.0,0.2473978319682445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846928651447364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488171945409965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670536479758998,0.0,0.08343898623435796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899010525904041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137260355391198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942966509960603,0.0,0.0,0.24657713392591546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715112943586874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015260225373172,0.0,0.12819417587923299,0.0,0.0,0.1387886916568417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475907547736918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881083360194545,0.1509514269144027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365588459885386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260524489631714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837245868639705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424609568855284,0.1165556023578474,0.08560966214388283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649574309315996,0.0,0.16883129616615986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429396161205627,0.16052038321676707,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Antares_1,2019/09/14,"Why is he like that? Hey. 

Yesterday me and my friend went out to eat and he lost he’s phone on the ground. Later that day he calls me to say that the screen is f***ed up and that it’s very difficult for him to call me back. 

I remember what I saw and the screen was not cracked and it worked normally. He even used it during the movie to send a text message. 

I sent him a picture on snap and he still says the same thing «No point in sending me snaps because the phone doesn’t work» 

Why is he lying? And does he do that because he don’t want anything to do with me on social media?",1.7759999999999998,2.9996772000000007,2.8786000000000023,96.6883,77.0,6.28,21.3,6.742157984588678,0.09796000000000003,450,11,110,4,10,144,75,125,0.07200000000000001,0.873,0.055999999999999994,-0.4648,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,1,0,15,14,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,10,9,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,5,5,11,2,13,9,1,17,0,1,3,0,24,8,0,0,6,62,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717133356252322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686217177418662,0.0,0.23285566566807284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900513284068617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317497311749827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713965295366928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543397831718426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261493707446934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756106372724115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933097509768878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849190967090372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713302676141955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805505423868463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635834402382234,0.0,0.0,0.3037713106704177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946937673126536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252761385720515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688755978907765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495701576943778,0.0,0.15758959660578706,0.11265288378102288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705283927614068,0.3446837584030749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27809100894254585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RomanLegionsAssemble,2019/09/14,"What is your experience with medication and social anxiety? Hey friends,

First post here, it’s a little daunting.

For a long time I have known I have a problem. I have got the age where it is obvious my social anxiety is holding me back professionally and socially. I hate the feeling how I can’t act myself with others.

I’m visiting a doctor soon and I was hoping for some medication that could then help me focus on CBT.

I would ideally only be taking SSRI’s or SNRI’s. However there are so many and it’s so scary. So thought I’d ask:

1. how did medication help your social anxiety?
2. what medication did you take?
3. what were the side-effects?
4. Which is better: SSRI’s or SNRI’s?

I’m honestly would love any sort of information.

Thanks!!",0.6547866419294976,3.170574741496601,3.5519635126777978,81.49785250463823,94.10204081632654,7.026468769325912,22.328076685219546,8.00094639256281,1.8862136054421768,585,23,112,16,22,206,95,147,0.10099999999999999,0.706,0.193,0.9353,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,3,10,9,1,0,7,0,17,6,0,2,1,24,29,12,0,6,2,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,6,1,14,7,6,19,1,13,0,0,0,1,15,3,0,5,7,72,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664755518479003,0.0,0.2924197061113753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191171806403506,0.0,0.0,0.09797538497588908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126894954920656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173166722324237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041613550451794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463773723953547,0.0,0.0,0.0644255854730874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838036713986486,0.0,0.0,0.09844163307320278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190657464813956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579736510406372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080912100329562,0.0,0.0,0.12655328447514513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770475623819816,0.0,0.11275954854310401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499832064741865,0.0,0.0,0.12918028133121412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134346732779405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690595170548222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220297377831105,0.0,0.0,0.12192033452572708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195400987040608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160262620782825,0.0,0.0,0.11730794806916367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115442861430672,0.07429755655537794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102598041405424,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lysergic98,2019/09/14,"Crippling social anxiety Background:
I just moved to the states from Germany, my social anxiety is pretty terrible in public I feel like I’m always tweaking or look like I’m on drugs because I’m constantly trying to try things that will stimulate my brain enough to forget about the anxiety or to “look normal”. This tends to be muscle spasms I’ll jerk my head which really makes me look crazy sometimes I try to control it but it gets worse. This makes me not even really want to socialize with anyone or even find a job because of this. 

The same with my family there’s no one that I don’t have this problem with and it’s really uncomfortable that I just pretty much plan alone or want to be alone as I accepted I’ll stay like this. 

Talking to women is a whole other issue it just makes me depressed because a little part of me wants to date again and try to grow into a bigger person, but past relationships have really took the toll on me so I thought it would be a better decision to stay out of them as for it can make things mentally emotionally complicated. So I have even a bigger fear for women and I don’t want to feel this way I’m at the point where I don’t even feel masculine because I’m just weak incapable.

Question 
My question is have any of you been this far out from shore, and if so what have to done to combat it therapy’s or medication? Would really like to be a functioning normal human being again.",3.6004975505205152,5.34315074295775,4.972835272504592,81.40266074709125,73.26056338028171,8.460257195345989,24.67176974892835,9.085049710711278,1.9697325780771584,1137,35,219,25,23,379,142,284,0.182,0.741,0.077,-0.9813,1,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,3,16,12,1,1,12,0,22,5,2,6,0,49,45,17,0,10,13,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,0,4,22,10,0,1,9,0,0,3,5,6,0,1,4,6,22,6,37,33,5,25,0,1,3,0,14,13,0,8,9,150,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795384074627525,0.0,0.0,0.07212057837248262,0.0,0.0,0.058942000802960026,0.0,0.1989185097682198,0.0,0.0,0.060605204691451836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113452045626108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665703111430018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675801207723682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366492857549123,0.0972134297794493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465308670530361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869866094165006,0.0,0.0,0.10051553126504877,0.0,0.0,0.0974977561564612,0.0,0.08955848812943555,0.0,0.228992191269988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817095157567784,0.09753351939424977,0.13147651665141746,0.061920667353887876,0.0,0.0,0.07921941817636123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452841320869429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889535988861752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046622500982486,0.08601160504911733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938018966656854,0.08687116247747285,0.0,0.0,0.2183556169464654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142505442527464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873159861812471,0.08734805619171472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212185272524373,0.06371612885963521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698462766960943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058733251655938665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386062411119436,0.0827411351153129,0.0,0.0756813034995744,0.0,0.0,0.08193593057991529,0.0,0.0,0.17635935599528696,0.0,0.08293630951487041,0.0,0.0,0.1941917672064066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776312568696517,0.0,0.0,0.09305655792502612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650628703517085,0.0,0.0,0.08572383285544218,0.0,0.0,0.1847681246726972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966611560178479,0.0,0.0,0.09912046438078853,0.0,0.11516609313814108,0.0,0.0,0.06881030168585796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629916089797286,0.23538665619157664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044927418790543,0.06879861398247339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676958909661712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883292726976431,0.123142926077559,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,desertedpage,2019/09/14,"21 today, I'm going to a show later and I'm very anxious about ordering a drink. I'm in the US, and it's my 21st birthday today (hoorayyy, I don't like birthdays). My best friend (20) is taking me to see one of my favorite bands. I haven't left the house in a while and I'm reallllyy anxious about ordering a drink. I'm the type of person who asks my friends to buy stuff for me, and then give them the money for it because I'm too anxious to do it myself. So, you can see where I'm having trouble here.

I really do want to drink, though. I've gotten drunk before and I'm aware of my boundaries and I dont intend on having more than 1 or 2 beers. But a lot of the times when I'm faced with anxiety like this, I just opt to not do the thing I'm anxious about. I don't want to do that but it's probably what's going to happen.

How do I even order a beer? What do I say? Can I prepare for this in some way? Is there a way for me to deal with the anxiety? I'd really appreciate reading some words about this. Thank you.",0.0744363636363623,1.7680989911111131,2.7684141414141443,93.4303181818182,83.53333333333333,5.690909090909091,19.560606060606066,6.782984794422108,0.08726666666666638,783,21,188,9,22,274,115,225,0.077,0.825,0.098,0.846,0,0,5,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,1,1,14,7,0,0,14,0,16,7,1,2,0,21,38,15,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,13,8,6,0,0,9,2,2,5,1,0,1,1,3,22,6,28,37,5,20,0,0,2,0,13,6,0,4,9,121,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390362080170133,0.5431620621474382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236972249969016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327211857401136,0.0,0.10228038958694403,0.0,0.12614130366502432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391976224331545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408721863432386,0.35324741202574994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939022333618441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573070536736566,0.0,0.0,0.1153057135710624,0.13662358132993216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629146822810097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386933635772888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059642941965607,0.0,0.0,0.11744619772208405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102188785199936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144986849316048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495302139138453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959471704648656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023140255484717,0.0,0.1540049544274638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558696985519607,0.0,0.0,0.19156588239971664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759895458298138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037459508965318,0.0,0.0,0.11066297490149517,0.0,0.0,0.07985479159167412,0.0,0.11809478443612242,0.0,0.0700889306450284,0.0,0.22786895808995106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458444696661407,0.0,0.0,0.09917666014611437,0.1417928214789268,0.19081654440692192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wahab_khan0,2019/09/14,"how to make friends ? hey, im a person with social inxiety in some situations, and the biggest problem i have is that i run out of things to say in two cases.
1: When i meet an aquintance
2: When i meet a stranger

im goin to a new college and am shifting to hostel, and i have to make new friends but i cant bcoz my mind blank out in convo when im in these two situations.

Plzzz help me overcome this. How can i make anyone a friend instantly.
Help would be appreciated. Thanks",0.997,2.9959167000000018,3.2960000000000003,89.24300000000002,82.0,6.0,24.0,7.1686216300943375,0.8662000000000001,370,14,83,5,10,127,64,100,0.018000000000000002,0.75,0.23199999999999998,0.9718,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,5,0,16,12,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,9,4,13,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,5,52,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928849646517824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36227065301665456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952900338095215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064920109007466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129941112888981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781830280784576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019107580618122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647500923563302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955785753709844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429592231696272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35137518333921464,0.0,0.15932802425668335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438999118034342,0.0,0.0,0.1038386820646394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30536450448414915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110309362855533,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PoorMansThread,2019/09/14,Book Recommendations What books would you recommend to improve your social skills?,9.044999999999998,13.567113500000005,6.416666666666668,59.74500000000001,80.66666666666666,9.066666666666668,31.0,8.841846274778883,4.415700000000001,70,3,8,2,2,20,12,12,0.0,0.649,0.35100000000000003,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8204364960827598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5717376635271141,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,muizzrahman,2019/09/14,"Wish I could be comfortable around my family Currently hiding in the back guest room of my sisters house on my own while all my uncles, aunts and cousins etc are socialising having fun in the living room and kitchen, my sister just had a baby and everyone’s happy but the thought of sitting with all my family turns my stomach upside down, I hope one day I’ll be comfortable in social settings without even thinking about it.",12.156333333333334,8.373032300000002,11.035,63.44333333333334,57.25,14.16666666666667,44.16666666666667,11.855464076750405,5.175791666666666,344,14,58,7,3,110,60,80,0.019,0.787,0.19399999999999998,0.9349,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,6,2,1,0,2,15,11,5,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,9,5,11,6,4,14,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,4,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205368006691884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739068710773656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419167583559476,0.0,0.0,0.14877958600112778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25728659114311186,0.1523722772465701,0.0,0.0,0.22043954533603746,0.0,0.0,0.4349585868243212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455797707765873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22913279794013,0.0,0.26619176466815664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20370845362366752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632531843602945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351651261993377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478204343140432,0.0,0.18314654849581027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25093058202283297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652885708228188,0.22238233941876448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,matchamilk7ea,2019/09/14,"If you get an open invitation from someone, do you need to confirm with them before you show up, or just show up? My anxiety says confirm so they know I’m coming and aren’t caught by surprise if I show up. But deep down I feel like that’s not necessary for an open invite, unless they specifically tell you to let them know.",5.08909090909091,5.212722303030303,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727273,68.39393939393939,9.024242424242424,28.62121212121212,8.841846274778883,1.95319393939394,256,8,54,4,4,84,49,66,0.026000000000000002,0.878,0.096,0.5423,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,16,11,7,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,11,2,11,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,1,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26638880387576425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963111930394481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999623371180373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760714578514236,0.2487697982074857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819315728121362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827473039314058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560804901853353,0.0,0.17012363320827584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582021299397512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769200351230806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29504728972488564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043612931016054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alexeeveea,2019/09/14,Being socially awkward literally everywhere at any time I've (17yo) started going with my boyfriend out sometimes to his friend's parties or something like that and I know them through internet where I normally talk to them but as soon as I get between people (as if I'm willing to go out because it makes me even more uoaet to just sit at home when he's going every weekend out) I can't help myself but just sit in the corner like I don't know how to approach people because I feel like I'll be annoying or I won't have anything to follow up with.. Yesterday we went out to someone's birthday and they were all nice to me and all that but as soon as my boyfriend left i was just walking around alone as I'm new here and everyone knows each other for years it was still very awkward.. I tried to talk to some people but the conversation lasted like 3 minutes as ghey walked to someone else then.. I just felt very anxious even though I really wanted to have fun like everyone did.. Thinking about it now it makes me upset how useless I am that I can't even make myself talk to people.. I'm very attached to my boyfriend like he and my family are only people I feel comfortable around.. Do you have any advice..? Or anything I could do about it.. I can't even make friends as I've made maybe 3-5 friends irl through my whole life..,5.4135362453531615,5.456023594795543,5.8375069702602245,83.1554426115242,67.69888475836431,8.658085501858736,32.05413568773234,8.278499904357787,2.2466076208178443,1053,41,214,13,16,339,141,269,0.09699999999999999,0.7859999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.7588,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,3,0,22,17,1,3,2,0,20,1,0,7,2,47,43,26,0,4,12,0,3,6,3,2,1,0,1,0,9,15,0,0,7,1,0,8,5,5,0,0,7,3,32,12,40,31,6,36,0,1,0,0,17,13,0,5,19,141,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784615338099864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037047751542984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618405168673614,0.0,0.0,0.1131187184886443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479738200286104,0.17827436089483953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220769819051214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994588305325796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364600275082673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645404294640514,0.0,0.08436408175058599,0.1913575521998975,0.0,0.0,0.09439391915383093,0.0,0.10125775901355497,0.0715330939612045,0.0961407739082465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320812240687616,0.0,0.05231393998087285,0.0,0.17071904146916553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711521783179539,0.0,0.10043883766298516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508695420105313,0.08161954460371626,0.0,0.0,0.10879184512068636,0.0,0.07072497986869411,0.2935115900803804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474569453087983,0.26735096488168925,0.0,0.10059432738752803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670645097395164,0.0,0.0,0.09810641736486067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615359202961294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34708865219680485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414602307407832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207021349932112,0.16968012717754322,0.07708518353829813,0.09903140990578994,0.0,0.07087272945620612,0.0,0.07996417310034304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144278507723674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415944206458303,0.0983774943543882,0.0,0.058386773063343826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798188922259965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785390913403665,0.05905943501713677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928217752166437,0.0,0.1117918847656094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448061915253088
socialanxiety,noone_11,2019/09/14,Social anxiety for first job I am 25 never worked before and I forced myself to apply and go to many interviews and I got job offer and I accepted it but I am going to say I can't cuz I don't think I can do it. I know I shouldn't accept it if I was going to say no. I am wasting their time. But I don't think I can really do it. :((( I am embarrassed that I am so weak and no working experience till now. What should I do with myself. I hate it so much. Living is just hard. Andalso need to earn money tho. Tried hard to get a job and I don't think I can live more with this anxiety. I just wan a give up.,-1.8786050283860511,-0.03145569343065624,1.8484063260340624,95.36665652879157,94.98540145985402,5.380210867802108,14.180454176804542,6.937597516519254,-0.36534193025141937,458,9,115,8,18,168,72,137,0.256,0.732,0.012,-0.9840000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,6,5,1,1,2,0,19,1,0,1,1,24,31,14,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,8,8,0,0,6,0,1,3,8,3,0,1,2,4,24,2,11,27,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,5,86,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417764299128786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580257063290846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611336174104726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357504062226049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083381174412426,0.15309691696374747,0.2721025060904842,0.0,0.12764174241434853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859293978646648,0.157565838401083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751166674669051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770857969206068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818485016423264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180306571606398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731980736938336,0.11833678177672585,0.12308857853960507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102239876020785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25383079352296395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626857827418881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067837920990221,0.0,0.0,0.0930604292078438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108353715362068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323723768242021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AstonMartinHypebeast,2019/09/14,"What can I do about my social anxiety interfering with my happiness now? So everything was perfectly fine yesterday, I was happier than ever. Then, after school, one of my old friends who I cut off was added to a group chat on Snapchat, by another old friend I cut off who didn’t even use Snapchat for the last 8 months until now (I added him when we were still friends but he never even used it then). He joins the group chat and attaches a photo of some ugly beast and says its me. I laugh at it and tell myself not to let it get to me, but that I should make a comeback of some sort because he usually goes for people he knows won’t say shit. I make a comeback which I later realized was pretty weak and that I could’ve made a better one. He sees it a little while later and deletes what he says. I don’t know why I’m caring so much about what old friends who I don’t even hang around anymore say about me and why I care about the shit I say back to them. I slept it off but this morning, this anxiety is still making it a struggle for me to enjoy my life like I used to. Before shit gets worse, what can I do?",5.0211538461538465,4.341060004273505,5.700940170940172,86.24961538461538,68.61538461538461,9.251282051282052,28.256410256410252,8.617729084823388,1.6902410256410256,867,24,198,12,13,283,127,234,0.139,0.6759999999999999,0.184,0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,2,17,20,5,1,10,0,16,6,4,7,3,30,32,16,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,2,2,5,0,0,19,9,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,7,0,2,8,6,29,13,27,21,3,30,0,0,1,0,27,7,3,3,23,132,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537069497056917,0.15374647694625238,0.0,0.09965734494655512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945584988955448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726926376376875,0.0,0.06125670631188624,0.0,0.08550810196738293,0.0,0.0,0.08887369366015017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490894218652667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023169319248014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911463007695576,0.09089737787185236,0.0,0.0,0.09031236224891567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105478998889913,0.0,0.10500192935361324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697161385736807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045143167423464,0.08191133815850002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275604694862073,0.07097782486296718,0.04909348454311767,0.10071562868658766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950844146639295,0.20123006748338512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020876480629778,0.0,0.07387042825906563,0.0,0.07750273559427218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163365526432321,0.0,0.13618688173694876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966590195793865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223267944890843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995614603219402,0.0,0.10169947681678873,0.08007612735861927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094492428541896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243511911817883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050009725461764,0.0,0.0,0.10505214034246084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783116229427022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26036875950815497,0.11067361377231852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135003671391706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102406114727417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pr0t0star,2019/09/14,"Being self absorbed Just wondering how many of you have identified SA as ego based self absortion?

I went out last night for the first time in ages drinking, down my local.

Being around so many people was a little bit scary at first but needless to say id had a fair amount of booze by that point.

What Ive realised this morning is the condition is about a self imposed bubble we almost create where our worlds are tiny and we are the centre of them. And we really inflate our sense of self importance, when really most people dont care.

Actions to get out of that -

Drop the phone usage and endless articles to understand or think itl magically go way by applying concepts, 
Do lots of things for lots of people, 
Interact with loads of people socially, 
Keep busy including working on ourselves but not analysing to the Nth degree everything we do,
Being present.
Get out of the house whenever possible",9.33982142857143,8.09463667261905,8.684523809523814,70.20214285714287,60.25,12.20952380952381,38.26190476190476,11.20814326018867,4.3043547619047615,723,29,124,16,8,229,119,168,0.057,0.894,0.049,-0.125,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,6,1,1,3,7,1,0,0,9,0,14,2,0,1,0,26,23,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,12,2,1,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,1,11,1,28,17,5,26,0,0,0,0,16,13,0,6,8,83,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301428479115886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569789221493602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188994426095627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325096834709162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231997111659354,0.1273178592914299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680566409074385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109916885567252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580444341777162,0.0,0.07386305452559502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996408931059227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552034928243532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594018373470188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026074836388069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209860330011285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26353161175413425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196491706689727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604101028937653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286051355648013,0.14651789432259613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651995556487995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335471369764103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423343324224503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248465455743286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634408157142373,0.0832773953057367,0.0,0.0,0.07578461134571624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529988860551453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316149442663053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048040660820712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094331129010676,0.09461728478476734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tomachki,2019/09/14,I am just interested if someone relates So whenever I see girl/woman in the video I can not watch it. I feel uncomfortable and I'm cringing for some reason. There have been interesting vids on yt and other platforms but I can never watch them. Does anyone have idea what the heck is this? (I'm 18 btw never had a gf and idk if this is some young adult shit),1.914559686888456,3.995458616438357,3.6716634050880645,87.31301369863014,79.27397260273972,6.36320939334638,21.38747553816047,7.447530270364453,0.7074242661448138,281,8,59,4,7,94,55,73,0.051,0.894,0.055,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,9,1,1,1,2,15,13,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,6,2,3,11,2,6,0,0,3,0,3,3,2,4,3,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380480913132001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29792700477412104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213996718993865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843226313402077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525146619240649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500356779014569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712917630701695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494634145607849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884591937415567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kosikokos,2019/09/14,"My friends want me to do something for my birthday and I just wish I had never been born They mean well. They just don't get it. They want me to invite people and throw a party and.. I just can't. They are my only two friends in the whole world and they are extroverts. I don't even know how we became friends. But they care about me so much and when they see me isolated and stuff they make me go out of my way and literally go out. They think I'm throwing my life away not socialising but they just don't get it. So about a month ago I told them my birthday is coming up and I have never regretted anything so much in my entire life. They want me to get non-existent friends and have a party. I'm really sad about dissapointing them. I guess I'm scared of all the judgment I'll receive for not having friends, something that's pretty uncommon when you're in college, and sad about dissapointing them after all the progress they have made with me. I feel like a burden. And I can't invite people if I don't know anyone. It doesn't seem like a big deal but it is to me because I promised I'd do something about my social life.",2.2427872340425523,3.8994602042553232,3.5542021276595754,90.50875,76.74468085106382,6.402127659574468,23.239361702127663,7.1686216300943375,0.6758553191489365,888,27,196,10,20,290,111,235,0.07400000000000001,0.715,0.21100000000000002,0.9776,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,15,1,17,15,0,1,8,0,19,3,0,3,4,45,44,21,0,6,10,0,1,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,6,16,0,0,6,0,0,6,11,5,1,1,4,2,43,10,22,40,5,24,0,3,1,0,25,9,0,3,10,135,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994203791534757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672223543190699,0.0,0.10206326867551672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652701018558373,0.0,0.0,0.07560542316784066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645331603374865,0.0,0.0,0.10683787587061752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786590923804855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191835513338831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271154151891661,0.0886045797502614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791129575561984,0.0,0.1943962330050844,0.0,0.14097427346421978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366292086558716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632347760760974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26281082386188825,0.12118619812067935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173569040870533,0.08278867366626236,0.0,0.0,0.13510125374602475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899679512760956,0.0,0.18234754443637333,0.0,0.1913138160395416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432776697616636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196876276964376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617957211024794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945457273540776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241721958470693,0.0,0.09883308880117772,0.11290909726910353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642943106908947,0.0,0.2864450528067581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198070686588118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947119418917832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185126670454527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115590069838557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194621872284452,0.09844648870591938,0.0,0.0,0.1115147478947838,0.0,0.0,0.13847119452876636,0.1426243917213746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IAmHandsomeSquidward,2019/09/14,"I need help... So i have this problem where I'm awkward to my family (aunts, uncles, grandparents etc.) But i feel good while at school even with people that I just met or I failed at something in front of in the past. I don't usually find myself awkward, only in front of family members that I rarely talk to, is there any explanation or solution to this?",5.958142857142858,5.775904671428576,6.743571428571433,77.8839285714286,66.57142857142857,10.428571428571429,30.357142857142854,10.125756701596842,2.807857142857144,277,9,55,6,4,92,51,70,0.142,0.784,0.07400000000000001,-0.5796,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,7,5,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,1,9,1,11,6,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,2,3,38,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645195761078564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893833122469446,0.17138084844730822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892200405246113,0.0,0.1311984008400827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715552963218064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763539309098914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739206819773014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239748994515804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973424968090752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247698331701395,0.1798873550494616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24828261632709955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626026417562438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975659953792052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085562469819805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857751510529231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Satoko5218,2019/09/14,"Can't bring myself to start a conversation, any good convo starters? There's this guy who sits next to me during a class and I pretty much wanna become his friend, we've never talked to each other before though. My friends don't share this class with me so I get bored out of my mind without anyone to talk with, so I thought ""hey, why don't i talk to this dude next to me?"" but then I get very nervous and end up not saying anything. I have no problems when it comes to the actual conversation, but I usually start them with people I'm comfortable with (friends, family, y'know). But when I want to talk to someone I've never had any interaction with, I get pretty nervous and keep to myself. How would I get over this? I really wanna say something to him, but I'm such a nervous gremlin all the time and it's bugging me. I see him a lot during breaks, so there's another opportunity to talk to him.   


I won't have problems with the actual conversation, but getting it to START is my problem. Any advice friends? I appreciate it \^ \^",3.1341773231031524,4.8342455265700535,4.664137539073604,83.31066496163686,74.41062801932367,7.382665529980107,25.219948849104856,8.124751697461798,1.5087319693094632,812,27,162,13,17,272,109,207,0.12,0.736,0.14400000000000002,0.7433,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,1,10,15,0,3,7,0,9,0,0,1,3,35,25,17,0,7,7,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,10,13,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,2,3,28,8,27,21,4,21,0,0,1,0,24,3,0,1,14,109,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.2072079709503612,0.0,0.0,0.10374547233932516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659224628344775,0.11132568759439512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423465577328743,0.0,0.08736665492407182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725345924224627,0.09034056621785927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145374193025572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940327297369536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000850967583976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280984195443861,0.0,0.2773402032532394,0.0,0.0,0.08904810748229251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051223343184963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436638844376194,0.0,0.0,0.0583467802900698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025965537831547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719872413468254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804519293651667,0.0,0.16376555802139922,0.0,0.2258202897513382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360304911643069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602065616907914,0.0,0.30476334925133663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801350111942014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885702165667454,0.0,0.0,0.08460160522415215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995522221545772,0.08173278662682047,0.0,0.0,0.22543731785083684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266663347719032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043088488068996,0.08428498980098661,0.06190701566201691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692829923159545,0.08759915433818277,0.06262023360375048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579948930812564,0.0,0.0,0.10234150391460363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541821510894381,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rodranimations,2019/09/14,"I think i have SAnxiety Im not going to be the type of person that says: “im nervous talking in public”, i have other symptoms:
I got really nervous when talking to strangers, if its a very large convertation i feel very uncomfortable to the level i want to puke.
Its hard to me to interact to people, even if its close family, i feel uncomfortable just talking to them, thats why i think i have SAnxiety.
Can someone help me to know if i have SA? Pls",4.372234432234431,4.99242536263737,6.274450549450549,77.09138278388279,70.09890109890111,9.583150183150185,30.551282051282055,9.725611199111238,2.8419655677655684,352,14,70,8,6,123,53,91,0.168,0.772,0.06,-0.8586,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,12,14,4,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,13,0,11,12,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,1,46,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221162786715776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870421791289613,0.0,0.20242581718771568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376228289584946,0.0,0.1600957251569548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179314671787531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417098055186122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324399241326538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000922114260124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877396604859818,0.17478235007568224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823522134609114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918470003452434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960497022174734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080552104429543,0.0,0.4826716841204738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565240948793373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303255018900882,0.11806655126930388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062397191845544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pleasebegentletome,2019/09/14,"social anxiety is holding me back i’m 23 and live at home, can’t drive, can’t go to school, can’t work, don’t have friends, scared of doing simple tasks like shopping or making phone calls, hell i don’t like leaving the house altogether. 

i feel so pathetic throwing my life away like this, being such a coward and letting my fears and anxiety control every aspect of my life.",3.7676126126126133,5.558003689189191,4.6875675675675685,83.42207207207208,72.91891891891892,7.095495495495496,27.1981981981982,7.793537801064563,1.6864576576576569,299,11,56,4,6,97,56,74,0.249,0.628,0.12300000000000001,-0.8966,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,1,2,2,0,10,2,0,2,0,8,14,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,1,3,5,3,0,0,0,1,6,4,5,12,0,6,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,4,31,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208704419026335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970388373951644,0.16126172971130295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141475614013007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352188054938821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766981396207862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359932982467372,0.10604073006306844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202914669737462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191887052700437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036625294152936,0.0,0.0,0.2419887148823095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220631918744544,0.0,0.2144529022547815,0.2962628670448132,0.30737578628349016,0.0,0.1851865964542772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399897241224003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996629938024552,0.21224782977549106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137831226486528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267865297603705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Not_A_Bot_Haha,2019/09/14,"My severe social anxiety has ruined college for me I was one of the idiots who thought that life was much better in college than compared to high school. I had hope and now I feel very stupid.

My social skills are so bad and I can’t speak properly. Dropped a few classes because I had to do speeches. I was in a class once where I gave speeches and people laughed when I stuttered. Dropped the class the next day.

I have no friends. I don’t fit in anywhere. I’ve tried so many clubs and just can’t find anyone who I click with. I don’t fit into specific types of personalities like nerd, frat, jock, or stoner. I sit in the back of all my classes now to avoid being called on by professors. 

I’ve been to counseling. Nothing works. You can’t fix a bad personality and social skills. Plus being ugly doesn’t help so people naturally don’t want to be around me. When you pick a seat you don’t choose to sit by the guy with acne and an ugly face. His nice clothes don’t matter.


I hope my depression is low enough before I’m 30 so I can kill myself. I can’t keep going on in life with no friends and family. I don’t even feel real anymore. I have nothing to look forward to in life.",1.489562841530052,3.5552927377049213,3.125,90.76583333333336,80.63934426229507,5.706010928961749,22.461748633879786,6.816661863887847,0.5590469945355183,924,30,198,10,24,305,136,244,0.185,0.687,0.128,-0.9506,0,1,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,3,0,4,13,19,3,1,10,0,27,4,1,1,1,29,38,15,1,3,2,0,2,1,2,0,3,3,0,3,3,13,0,2,5,1,0,2,13,11,0,1,8,7,29,8,29,27,4,28,0,3,2,0,18,16,0,3,9,125,32,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896279910571801,0.0,0.1282939291129633,0.09045403623266962,0.0,0.0,0.11516102973268208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947262244680624,0.21602640318830868,0.07885884920459545,0.0,0.11007889461906313,0.0,0.0,0.11441159064148493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209469823566442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342881933308026,0.0,0.11142067820908788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366717877525267,0.0,0.08544343704302115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195248801560425,0.0,0.1308202451310799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823598581239154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998919912822496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352031446317622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280903014671174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670969350216366,0.1366797448350411,0.0,0.2569744857669571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498431063661975,0.14312165541587688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27412000700335554,0.06320052003453275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863284205505616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115438490590595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095097129987712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757965507122152,0.0,0.0,0.2482557242778751,0.0,0.0,0.13776801090046145,0.08766012259831722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793688622183464,0.2259106096163958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724409689032034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092286852068666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614404491824765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956096939329467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270024750450882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878293920309246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067385171779629,0.07630200235036455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417824074168908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jckzy,2019/09/14,"Didn’t even make it to the first day of classes before dropping out I was mapping out where my classes were going to be at a university I transferred to a few days before classes actually started so I wouldn’t be aimlessly wandering around the first day. Everywhere I looked on campus there were students way more attractive than me laughing and having a good time with their groups of friends. Then there’s me who literally looks and feels 12 years old, walking by myself. I felt so vulnerable and intimidated. All my classes were on higher floors meaning I had to take an elevator which I was immediately anxious about. One of my classes even had 80 people in it when I’m only used to 25-30 max. By the time I got home, I was so overwhelmed that I bursted out into tears and dropped all my classes. I feel like a complete failure for not even trying.",8.435426829268291,7.24334229878049,8.594024390243902,69.9604268292683,61.987804878048784,10.882926829268293,40.012195121951216,9.827888789773867,3.9286975609756087,683,32,123,11,8,225,108,164,0.079,0.8190000000000001,0.102,0.5653,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,12,6,0,1,8,0,13,0,0,2,2,20,26,9,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,11,5,19,5,23,12,4,29,0,1,2,0,4,12,0,0,13,91,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.16426309406731684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016185639632027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984692130787125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864681480867137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764878971092843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325671412137386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335356417855848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702226093595804,0.1202530060734432,0.16162053713158342,0.0,0.0,0.2863581100959301,0.0,0.0,0.13004919961758726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956642433770025,0.14118489350377822,0.13462666206385882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884593530998387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223618158168937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28270495622799585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235973247953908,0.0,0.0,0.18335769926387555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766311112101967,0.0,0.11406288675361312,0.12802044281515598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669690625511644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914287910377346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656112767057898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630592183256965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428313924186045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145380680582345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361031943980475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839721668929904
socialanxiety,Gregorvitch,2019/09/14,"Im sorry to the girl sitting by the bridge by the fest. You'll never see this,  but I wish I could go back and tell you I wasn't laughing at you, I was laughing with you very sincerely.  I found that dark joke you made as we walked by incredibly relatable, and didn't consider that you might think I was making fun of you. I know realistically you probably forgot the encounter already, but I assure you my skin is still crawling from inadvertantly sounding like a derisive, rude, old piece of shit. I wanted to go back but my dumb friend stopped me. I'm sorry, super big mood for real.",4.538189655172413,5.526032818965518,5.73051724137931,79.80370689655173,69.94827586206897,8.558620689655173,28.29310344827586,8.841846274778883,2.0794,461,16,92,8,8,154,79,116,0.17800000000000002,0.6,0.222,0.8483,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,9,0,1,3,13,3,0,5,0,8,2,2,2,2,21,20,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,2,3,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,7,3,22,9,12,10,1,12,0,0,1,0,13,2,2,1,7,59,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115815698224021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948608988711868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530827913995522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022477833730985,0.14813204572482835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179319844462438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071039900506664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537116195594327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367080955603732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814219174014778,0.1279829255253463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033978720569556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478759157856664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011909947862355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672005216644607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823354856143112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527859703909679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681064513558608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292576491057609,0.0,0.0,0.15311781373410752,0.16029694638060482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675826467181448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285443741163307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819938363494035,0.1130887898865396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048290056388564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,superyadi,2019/09/14,"What insults have you recieved directed toward you because of your anxiety? Mine was today by some person who seriously annoyed with it.  He said in a annoyed/slightlt agtessive tone,  ""I dont like the way this guy is answering my questions. He always sounds like im trying to kill him.""    Because I didnt make  direct eye contact and there was visible nervousness in my tonality.",6.084782608695655,7.790190231884061,6.722434782608698,71.44539130434784,66.97101449275362,9.577971014492757,38.43768115942029,9.888512548439397,4.363519420289856,302,17,47,7,5,99,58,69,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.9511,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,1,7,3,1,2,0,6,1,1,1,0,6,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,3,9,2,7,4,1,5,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,2,3,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382085682139571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057762721758085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279470702937761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152537533801434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663419484489497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905548766263215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29759708683712943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628294173123731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955261570380854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348713027112645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013298610787525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25587066337277986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25497064460136976,0.0,0.0,0.1826262498929971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351138714046872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ScintillaAeternalis,2019/09/14,"People: ""Do this."" Me: ""I can't, I have anxiety."" People: ""I have anxiety too but it doesn't stop me from getting things done."" Fuuuucck youuu That is all.",-1.032,0.6251738000000024,2.879999999999999,83.32000000000002,111.0,6.0,18.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.1183333333333336,114,4,23,3,6,42,23,30,0.047,0.872,0.081,0.2458,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5900352170173887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946490478852835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014837588605762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347158048354409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224167493081951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562056096626669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tonijimmorrison,2019/09/14,"My [24f] social anxiety has met a new challenge. I've made some great strides in my anxiety over the years. From trying to kill myself during freshman year of uni to now, I've made a ton of friends, started a great career, and really fell in love with myself. The rest of my life seemed peachy.

However, with this newfound comfort comes new challenges. I started this new job and it's amazing. I really like it and am doing well at it. But there's one coworker that I just cannot get along with and it's hindering my attempts to get to know the other coworkers in our particular section.

See, we all work closely together but she's *very* extraverted...and kinda domineering. Like she very much wants everyone to be her friend and doesn't react well to people she can't control or manipulate. I don't like her. I have *tried* to like her, but I really don't like her, and she doesn't really like me. (We've had run-ins in the past.)

And that's fine because we're just polar opposites. We were never going to become friends or whatever. I just wish we didn't sit so closely to each other because she constantly tries to monopolize the attention of everyone who passes.

It's triggered my social anxiety all over again. Suddenly I feel like it's freshman year of college and I'm nervous and quiet and not talking to anybody or putting myself out there. Recently I've started putting myself out there more and more—visiting other coworkers' desks, going out to lunch together, participating in the funny online chats—but I still feel myself holding back and not being as outgoing as I can be because I'm afraid of being rejected. And then I come off as nervous and cagey. 

This isn't what I want; I don't want to end up back in that place. Overcoming my social anxiety in college has made way for the life I have now: busy and rich and full of love. And I want the *rest* of my life to feel this way. I want to be able to find friends wherever I go and get married and have Christmas parties. And I know I have that in me because I've seen it.

So, I don't want to run away from this challenge. I can't: It'd be easy if this particular girl that's making me nervous/making it harder for me to be myself sat at the other end of our huge office, but she doesn't. And I'll run into a million of her kinds in the places I want to live in and the work I want to do, so I can't let them hinder me.

How do I let myself be myself near an antagonistic force?",3.3807942583732067,4.770179501010106,4.937535885167467,82.86419856459334,73.18181818181819,8.119617224880384,27.36975013290803,8.6894789155246,2.0140707070707067,1923,71,387,36,38,648,207,495,0.079,0.754,0.16699999999999998,0.9943,2,1,0,0,0,1,59.0,5,0,1,7,18,30,1,3,16,0,37,6,0,9,3,83,75,38,1,10,13,0,3,7,4,0,3,1,0,1,26,38,1,2,8,0,2,11,16,5,2,2,9,6,62,25,63,55,11,66,0,1,2,2,30,29,0,7,30,268,88,10,0.07457706151146776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282049917195161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006760421676833,0.11469031387007513,0.0,0.1818459379925268,0.08236450521726665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848306997563005,0.0,0.08059130950741468,0.08364451590136528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210628170913086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252315640793387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312520927052415,0.05327786764499405,0.0,0.0,0.06816208314409591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230472210909441,0.0,0.11689030975512027,0.0,0.12715158805807228,0.0,0.0,0.16444294719309702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400622612076302,0.0,0.08250846905151983,0.07766053333677299,0.08197120529610227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252019629196314,0.15802795215384133,0.2550420965513452,0.0,0.06585291162973099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461741939396035,0.21169985640018255,0.049780767659278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054822721157605336,0.0,0.057518427367651774,0.21608097218058087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050535346949692604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119224378309974,0.051702344324292285,0.0,0.15583431272213585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499410902832607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110390103618174,0.0,0.07363585119883627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942826249993648,0.06789215588149447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280657675003862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583580839515378,0.0,0.059557337658175766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994221711403595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518987881981999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306777217734867,0.3518998648360051,0.11839160030264465,0.0,0.0,0.13410746928768416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575994024797305,0.0,0.0,0.10858597797772862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440755475251344
socialanxiety,synthoceps_god,2018/11/14,"Social anxiety causes narcisstic and psychopathic traits I feel like my social anxiety causes me to manipulate and do whatever just to save myself. I've screwed people over and yet I didn't feel empathy for them because I'm so self centered, because I only care about how I look and not about others. It's like social anxiety makes me a bad person just to defend myself. ",5.8229999999999995,7.369178157142862,7.2328571428571475,68.14214285714287,67.42857142857143,10.171428571428573,31.142857142857146,10.355215969177356,3.7050857142857145,301,12,47,8,5,103,48,70,0.157,0.691,0.152,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,0,15,8,6,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,10,4,7,7,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,2,1,0,3,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42905208480691626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609666712955095,0.227927759807749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060948167600086,0.38410131235740336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905655935244126,0.1335581663656001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267008833444093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699214850902915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479155684583475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421850160590736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960860878981112,0.16323881113543878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503115412095934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5717204359806404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,-Regolith-,2018/11/14,"Medication for a 16 year old? Hi, I've been suffering from undiagnosed social anxiety for as long as I can remember. Situations such as going to the hairdressers, ordering a meal at a restaurant, going to the shop, talking to strangers, even walking down the street all make me feel horrible and awkward and I get all shaky. I've been too anxious to even go to the doctors to talk about it especially since I have never been to the doc's by myself before. I haven't even spoken to my parents about it because I'm too scared to 'come out' to them about it. I think medicine might help out - I'm just more worried now because I'm at the age where work experience and jobs are starting to become important and I don't want to be disadvantaged by my social anxiety. I'm from the UK btw. Will a doctor actually prescribe medicine to a 16 yo or am I too young?

Tl;dr I'm 16 and I'm wondering if medicine is a viable/helpful option for my SA.",3.401081560283689,5.013878930851064,5.115021276595748,80.7136666666667,73.52127659574468,8.20482269503546,30.08652482269504,8.841846274778883,2.501637163120567,741,33,146,15,15,252,110,188,0.14,0.835,0.025,-0.9491,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,13,4,0,3,13,0,13,4,0,1,3,23,30,10,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,4,1,1,5,3,4,0,0,3,1,13,0,31,24,3,21,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,6,8,94,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.14432816265372414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262847753528318,0.16708385712772886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031580693046176,0.16334290866909565,0.1258512196757555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740195736739976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30276194088421915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930578328125028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467367510959495,0.0,0.0,0.0747822162686241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727116245955533,0.0,0.25216335823924985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826726499610814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467670108901967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308860274001748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872378112146164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899275844734244,0.0,0.15689754644298362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406888444871965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519520007340212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422442028472195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675408209495977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807277543296316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234364331553255,0.16624475720315804,0.0,0.30152896350270064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468372662745183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775134858525185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476775545675706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723470645964114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039023805402702,0.10767228818271517,0.1501986900124008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524215533851282
socialanxiety,BluerGold,2018/11/14,"What are some good jobs for people with social anxiety? This is not for me, but for a friend. Open to suggestions as either a job to help with confidence and boost yourself is good, but a job to keep you out of attention and shielded from too much communication is fine too.",6.68767295597484,6.598551226415098,6.8849056603773615,77.16748427672957,65.0377358490566,10.840251572327047,30.874213836477992,10.504223727775694,2.9643383647798767,217,7,43,5,3,70,39,53,0.02,0.625,0.355,0.9735,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,12,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,33,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030978851865474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220051843349534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173160589407316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667465308381792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7406030412910558,0.22111985552108385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287593782951933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246708128748198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25359157807666444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,QsXfYjMlP,2018/11/14,"I'm halfway across the world in Galway, Ireland on the trip of a lifetime... And I'm sitting in a corner of a bar by myself. I got dressed up to go out, found a cool bar, amped myself up to go out and have some fun and make some friends, and what do I do?

I bolt to the seat closest to the door with no one around the second I see people. Someone looks at me with a smile, I immediately look down and get on my phone to avoid them potentially coming over.

I want to make friends. I've already seen someone else sitting at the bar just strike up a conversation with another group sitting close that didnt know each other like it was nothing. Why can't I do that? If I make a fool of myself, I can quite literally never see these people again. But instead I just sit here with my heart pounding, hands sweating, and avoiding everyone like the plague.

FML. Social anxiety sucks. How do I kick its ass to the curb??",2.7619639639639644,4.302576043243247,3.9540540540540574,88.68099099099098,75.05405405405405,6.446846846846848,25.84684684684685,7.0316486544052195,1.0029711711711706,708,25,151,7,15,231,115,185,0.10099999999999999,0.7829999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.5661,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,1,2,15,1,9,7,4,4,1,33,28,9,0,2,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,16,3,3,2,3,0,4,4,4,0,2,5,7,18,6,30,23,3,29,0,0,5,1,7,19,2,3,4,100,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613250665306308,0.0,0.0,0.1827548243830176,0.0,0.0,0.1768661208547859,0.1290327589666582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015284052318958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452950250960172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090287406898486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611722508730691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493891025268785,0.2606294017910168,0.0,0.08812357141721877,0.0,0.191719092446968,0.0,0.13490150843681087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998758009518001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269710268369977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480814087466794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28328211108457235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377673597490639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008937830410722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184425522675705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429575125632065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23387029645371404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940223942850908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688177016000237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193871752284173,0.28582857285993146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948645316135883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219923110226338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,krerryberry,2018/11/14,Anyone else dread using the bathroom at work?  I'm always so anxious that my co-workers will either hear or smell me and then judge me or make fun of me. I even have hidden air fresheners in the bathroom for emergencies!,4.90527131782946,6.064593325581392,5.367441860465117,82.10992248062018,69.23255813953489,7.593798449612403,28.286821705426355,7.793537801064563,1.7978124031007745,175,6,32,2,3,56,37,43,0.128,0.8009999999999999,0.071,-0.3835,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27398241730140643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719859932445156,0.0,0.23023609706305415,0.33738021310582283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750662474780717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748242846606008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711158260399914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197930093823915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28438708945015184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4794309127534498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cheesepie4,2018/11/14,"DAE have anxiety about the clothes they wear? Just wondering if anyone gets anxious about clothing as well. For context, I'm a 26 y.o. female. It happens to me all the time, I'll buy something I really like and the next day I can't even wear it, I get so anxious about it attracting too much attention. 

My fiance bought me a gorgeous bright red trench coat last year - it's warm and very well-made, but because it's bright red I've only worn it once this year! When I wore it I felt like a HUGE sign was on me that said ""hey everyone! Look at this weirdo in the bright red coat!!!"" (It probably doesn't help that everyone in my city wears black or beige coats in the winter...) 

Also, when I'm trying to fall asleep at night, all I can think about is how dumb I probably looked in certain outfits, or worry about bad purchases because I'll never ever wear them... Ugh. :( I know I shouldn't think about it, and that most people don't give a damn about what I wear or even who I am. But I can't stop worrying about it.

Anyone else have similar issues?",3.6254929577464807,4.530791361502351,4.407154929577466,88.75721126760565,72.00469483568075,7.933521126760564,24.998122065727703,8.238735603445708,1.272573333333333,812,23,177,12,15,261,129,213,0.15,0.684,0.166,-0.5076,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,0,19,14,2,0,9,0,11,6,6,1,5,26,28,15,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,17,3,0,1,6,0,3,1,6,4,1,0,6,12,19,10,19,21,4,22,0,0,9,0,7,8,2,6,15,100,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806817947268747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337864055353913,0.30533034281911003,0.0,0.18898041249469189,0.13846276203775326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283288309893676,0.16475525551129205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715151555512468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288875544467032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851205595535882,0.1222382137258137,0.0,0.2582564043990908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975171504991148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120592455422615,0.12963472785438404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950028433327198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057878635275783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104683423011105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426719025025967,0.11015384486120253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204120947442366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269603453540585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934048053926596,0.0,0.104225184265096,0.0,0.14371862798559346,0.1268159453710262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391538848290272,0.0,0.10277698807046942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368626039952177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913988449554745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657155719836519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854524507281806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403426519716694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297971468096335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731793349712368,0.0,0.0,0.07879886580098583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174844720288644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115013207010312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430069168701825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654918557583224,0.0,0.27447425682428017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404625701277848
socialanxiety,2eau,2018/11/14,"Had the courage to ask to join a new group but now my classmate is back and wants to drag me down with her It started as a success story but it’s back to help. So I wrote here a few days ago about my situation at uni (can’t link as I’m on mobile). But I finally had the courage to go up to a girl and ask her if her group had a spot available to which she replied no but her friends had spot for one more. So we agreed to discuss more tomorrow at class. As if there was a signal, my absentee friend of several weeks decides to give me a call and be like “had to take a break from life lol”. 

I was too flustered to even get angry and talk about how her behavior lost me the first assignment as it would be turned in tomorrow. So I said that she’s been too absent to even know what we’re doing. She was acting very strange over the phone and we were about to start class so I told her that the ball is in her court so it’s up to her what her plans are.

After talking to my family they suggested that I call later again in the evening, she didn’t answer but she called back a little later. And I told her what she was thinking about doing with the assignments to which she replied “oh I thought it was meant to be returned on a set date in December” but she knows and I know that the teacher has messaged us saying that if we need extra exam points each assignment has to be done within a week. She refused to accept that and was very defensive about the whole thing and STILL she won’t tell why she was absent from every class.

So now I’m in this dilemma.. I’ve already asked a new group and they were kind enough to consider me, and my friend here who hasn’t been to any class and thus cannot do any of the calculations and have to rely on me who is already insecure about my engineering brain are my two options. I already know which one will drag me down but at the same time she’s my friend and it’s not guaranteed that the new group will turn into something more.. 

Should I see this as the opportunity to find new people and not stay locked to one safe person? With the safe option being probably failing together too",3.734693877551017,4.425892299319732,4.484950113378684,89.09001020408165,71.58503401360545,7.875464852607711,25.81111111111111,8.021203637495839,1.2234749206349207,1668,49,373,22,30,536,206,441,0.071,0.792,0.13699999999999998,0.9876,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,4,0,2,6,29,17,1,1,26,1,42,2,1,2,0,61,70,37,0,7,12,0,0,1,4,5,1,2,0,2,24,23,0,4,12,1,0,2,8,4,0,5,25,3,53,13,62,35,9,52,0,2,1,0,61,20,0,5,28,272,77,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918615731205585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957355044630111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149569700321575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505360628368506,0.0,0.0,0.20606907479531936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972245561588652,0.2736494884846001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761082526476841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141618444870044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230235476917814,0.0,0.17700599004719214,0.0,0.07526485507937067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421290788763391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785726916675053,0.08164651942934112,0.07598453423780932,0.0,0.0,0.27606629636246377,0.0,0.04667153401766197,0.08569401928462016,0.05076861957064077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987639572329472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302403846093503,0.19637497262829565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309682094384553,0.04364240253497462,0.08953269562364542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975148658300131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623748316274658,0.0,0.3451040711526113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159811127870268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193056704989301,0.0780000050348727,0.0,0.0,0.08444625954158297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631345956609724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849738252437251,0.0710392519541658,0.0,0.0,0.07118489584004635,0.0,0.0,0.10091811322005888,0.0,0.0,0.10041129955986164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068771034395054,0.0,0.0,0.12645726951360428,0.09521449808825908,0.07133950580689186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716546868841446,0.14360105115604396,0.07807885253275611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059347259027271775,0.05723942000862919,0.0,0.07091849148684673,0.05208937170864367,0.0,0.0,0.17071836895289091,0.0,0.0,0.1943320088872204,0.08726298324007058,0.0,0.10745367252748712,0.0,0.0,0.14741414564695518,0.05268948260203677,0.0,0.14331118423323802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060694179336594,0.09973438732858432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345787142865855,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxiousstudent10000,2018/11/14,"Going to college counsellor tomorrow. Shoutout to anyone who's SA has hit them like a tsunami since they started UNI. I'm finished with home remedies for this, I'm gonna stop telling myself to chill, and go talk to someone like I should've weeks ago, YES I'm pumped!",4.212735849056603,5.7074789056603805,4.271839622641512,88.03530660377363,71.26415094339623,6.809433962264151,32.117924528301884,7.1686216300943375,1.9264377358490568,214,10,42,2,4,66,44,53,0.042,0.79,0.168,0.7597,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925191373052949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073897823561115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750855781638886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310101717774765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224361017836023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729738561627804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279602240284395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23357094623450625,0.0,0.0,0.2758891631434933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26523610329241354,0.28842867692977325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647007090702997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ok-shax,2018/11/14,"Told an obnoxiously loud girl to shut the hell up today I go to a coffee shop near my house almost everyday to study, and 9/10 times i go there’s always this one 16/17 year old girl who comes in around 3 every damn weekday, and is so unbelievably loud. She’s genuinely so loud that my noise cancelling headphones don’t do shit. She usually comes with two or three other guys and the guys just sit there while she bloody yells her trashy ass stories about beating this one girls ass or getting her hair done here etc etc. A lot of the time she’d go on facetime, without using headphones of course, which particularly pissed me of since talking loud is one thing, but being on the phone on speaker in public is the most disrespectful thing ever tf?

Anyway, i have a bunch of deadlines coming up and i was trying to write an essay when she rolled through and i literally was so over it, and for the first time in a looong time i initiated a confrontation. Upon reflection i could’ve went to the baristas and told them to kick them out since they didn’t buy anything and that’s the rule, but i didn’t think of that till after. 

I was kind of incoherent, just started ranting lmao, telling her she comes here a lot and is always loud, and she needs to be quiet because i’m trying to work. I then sat down and she started ranting how i was “so rude”, and her and her (*non-black*) friends proceeded to say fucking nigga this and fucking nigga that a couple times (i’m black, guess they wanted to piss me of), then after like ten minutes they left. 

My anxiety has been so bad lately like i pretty much haven’t gone to class in about three weeks, so this just felt like a big achievement lol. I know she’s for sure gonna be back next time i go, but i guess future me can deal with that. ",5.2393649167733685,5.586888794366203,5.361773367477593,85.36194302176699,68.09859154929578,8.03201024327785,27.40396927016645,7.686295010490155,1.3670281690140844,1402,40,291,14,22,441,194,355,0.111,0.8059999999999999,0.083,-0.6466,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,5,4,21,16,9,0,18,1,22,8,6,2,2,48,51,31,0,2,9,0,2,3,1,1,0,9,0,5,15,22,0,0,4,1,2,10,5,10,0,8,14,12,40,6,44,32,7,57,1,0,1,4,35,18,9,8,31,193,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979151603339498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272593125079166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074803429838188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046675730554363,0.08704725498416535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518879216493693,0.08164439587460638,0.059607372132781236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33692424474675003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807145830887287,0.10819459931192364,0.0,0.0,0.1008095784098562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006556053865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181069180541084,0.0,0.08844996988762686,0.0823860671695815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388664100389296,0.0,0.0,0.08317383903767518,0.0,0.0,0.07554660276496511,0.18079689660242806,0.051087378464114055,0.0,0.22228844512583965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154371404410607,0.19364031667116108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282800464883552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182554225270696,0.05373876581678914,0.0,0.11030304441601292,0.0,0.10624109305324496,0.0,0.0,0.1433149337587908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626255841249554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718814701598092,0.07250456712147157,0.0,0.0,0.10399291620973962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260640152933738,0.0,0.19878008371767966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948006895793517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776065704239796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003724451061338,0.1617735726962987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842207082233826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215895373910088,0.0,0.0,0.07859395885163292,0.08546631203240841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992484376393876,0.06265514889526898,0.0,0.0,0.3421069612278458,0.0,0.0926864818891318,0.1868709505492596,0.0,0.13277594861676406,0.0,0.09551940266214662,0.0,0.0,0.08445278062418311,0.10769373148824073,0.0,0.05767471747875175,0.0,0.07843531245719458,0.0,0.0,0.09064546011899294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425894770650957,0.0,0.07118690545605101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296879561069496
socialanxiety,hplkj2014,2018/11/14,"I really have difficulty that I can't respond naturally and immediately to what new people asking/saying. I always leave an little awkward silence of thinking what I should say before I can response back. Need your help! Although I can manage to keep the conversation flow smoothly by finding   topics and asking questions, then when people suddenly tell jokes or  ask  me (especially with new people or new group), I don't know what to   say/how to react and usually leave some awkward moments before saying   anything (or even worse if I reply silly). It did prevent me from making   relationship :((  
If you guys ever experienced this, could you give me some advice ? I really need your help, thank you !  
P/s: It's my first experience asking in reddit. Sorry for my bad English. ",5.24195652173913,7.744857615942031,6.595000000000002,68.26250000000005,70.66666666666667,8.078260869565218,28.89130434782609,8.841846274778883,2.8534521739130434,613,24,90,12,12,207,96,138,0.11699999999999999,0.8029999999999999,0.08,-0.4899,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,0,1,4,6,0,2,2,0,8,0,0,2,1,24,19,11,0,6,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,2,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,4,19,3,10,16,2,14,0,0,0,0,20,2,0,8,11,63,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203266562487625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391133468840673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276675739874082,0.0,0.3502417734617876,0.0,0.0,0.096026093535474,0.10427075856869893,0.0,0.0,0.2125297588615273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970764181945113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248299155753246,0.11296238225249645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215797893684015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141393436063394,0.106224061022499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979762493856586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365222678477188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741074948785334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100033252072518,0.0,0.0,0.06863155537176402,0.0,0.0,0.2644627571823404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516397736504878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335930891134803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519596188970971,0.0,0.36183372327944296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25973113079341803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989575632422555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600044542269098,0.0,0.0,0.1340758955863825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972428289659565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139794510976699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915185411348123,0.11497402124539917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001896313346897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375392267292807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272648226788255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ViscountOfVengerberg,2018/11/14,"Do any of you also feel like you have no close friends? I have plenty of friends in school and am fairly popular but as soon as it's over I become a complete loner. I don't have any social media which I feel might contribute to this. I never get invited to out of school events and am too scared to invite others. 

Did any of you have this problem?
How did you deal with it?
",1.7737362637362608,3.55567717948718,3.278791208791212,91.40192307692308,78.48717948717949,5.995604395604397,20.117216117216124,6.868970318607317,0.2551369963369958,292,7,63,3,7,96,51,78,0.157,0.728,0.115,-0.7563,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,11,0,0,1,1,12,14,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,9,4,13,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,4,49,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291032339971055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411091748739296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23879699086630604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670159588978026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291238151094755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186537311079416,0.1544669568503737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341006559700765,0.0,0.11296554730431595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056337228207021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293742793621481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667614871057104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689246241397874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647302286165204,0.4376505128960584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040812708113688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hipstagramz,2018/11/14,"Met my birth mom I am 19 and adopted and my birth mother contacted me last year. At first I thought it was cool because I now knew where I came from but it became annoying very quickly.

The first red alert was when she said she wanted to call me son and me to call her mom. I was a bit unnerved but I thought sure. She wants to be basically my mom but I dont want that. She treats me like she raised me her whole life but to me she feels less than a distant aunt because at least I saw the aunt occasionally and had interactions with. This difference in relationship is the worst aspect of this whole thing. I have trouble interacting with new people but she also knows everything about me because my parents kept in contact so that makes it even more awkward. 

Thanks to her I'm in contact with two of my sisters as well. One is great because she rarely ever messages and seems to understand the situation but the other is just like the mom. The first time I met them was at a nursing home next to their dying grandpa and all I could think was ""I'm right there with you buddy"". 

I'm conflicted in whether I should tell her the truth or keep acting like everything is fine. It feels like telling my real mom that I dont want to interact with her anymore because of how much she cares for me and I dont want to shatter her feelings. Currently I've been keeping conversations one sided and quickly trying to bring them to an end and to be honest I've gotten quite good at it.",3.8826781326781297,5.20171562162162,4.606597051597053,85.99958230958235,71.83783783783784,7.543980343980343,27.98157248157248,8.00094639256281,1.6423027027027026,1168,43,241,16,22,375,159,296,0.06,0.7809999999999999,0.159,0.987,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,4,14,19,1,1,12,1,20,1,0,2,4,52,51,22,1,7,9,12,3,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,12,15,0,4,10,0,0,3,3,4,1,6,17,7,47,15,33,30,9,31,0,0,2,0,47,11,0,2,21,168,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894399308623514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549949509576282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627712720875945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941215682352108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606491721104,0.09860397252214599,0.0878992466985269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883355423841568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947481842833148,0.09007356675863608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30312073127610883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635856171150117,0.0,0.0,0.056942450643884326,0.07798401530504337,0.0,0.0,0.15496422019528905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077467871253787,0.06159012715814384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999656793780176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231083718935022,0.0,0.09504943117627196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864780263332994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325901344418275,0.0,0.0,0.04738005836807939,0.07027457995119035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060894339419073074,0.16847601722398853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575474197014532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5048543699044332,0.0,0.0,0.06337600426787413,0.0,0.0,0.08326443444105425,0.0916878228406372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683945256037025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572862315438853,0.0,0.0,0.05976879522516885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169745687188133,0.0,0.09812853988491572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255981048695328,0.0,0.0736248843216264,0.08200769672268426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848449456806776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690630471462518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125412895015803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070680508017464,0.07937275802525348,0.0,0.0,0.05727566113060785,0.05524139913892651,0.0,0.13688596753652832,0.0502711203750718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853253326273794,0.0,0.08421694850317263,0.08975010712654523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113422582880502,0.25425141785187905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751526526288645,0.0,0.0,0.1925060420760391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551793320996387
socialanxiety,gllg212,2018/11/14,Any Artists/Musicians? Any advice you would like to share?,3.2070000000000007,5.917039700000004,1.6999999999999993,91.78000000000004,102.0,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.874,47,2,8,1,2,13,9,10,0.0,0.58,0.42,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187845249185123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7220537150876034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25936851808745953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771326305935067,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whyamihere189,2018/11/14,"Saying things without thinking A new girl started at work today, and turns out she commutes the way I go. We talked on the way to the train station and wasn't a nervous wreck for once, got through the the ticket barrier and she makes a motion to go left. I usually go right and I said well I go that way, cya later. I think she looked surprised and I'm thinking she would have walked with me. 

This situation seems stupid, but I missed out on a chance to bond further. Do words just come out of your mouth without thinking sometimes..?",3.2433333333333323,5.182547428571431,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,74.71428571428572,5.80952380952381,26.904761904761905,6.42735559955562,0.9577619047619046,420,16,85,3,9,129,72,105,0.051,0.862,0.087,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,1,2,5,1,1,9,0,4,1,1,1,0,24,22,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,11,0,1,5,1,0,7,3,3,1,0,3,3,13,2,15,18,0,24,0,1,1,0,10,9,0,1,5,52,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799430440126215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641713511550345,0.0,0.1281230366085604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405296250772373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452393790703918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693179120028616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547178859495571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060306067070607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368061469700712,0.15238267759457902,0.12739395214988394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583603624891436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800665398291339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843752127099445,0.0,0.113387253513136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875913622689358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642682276025396,0.41058742782771146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184667527033818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742467858286451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643279516754848,0.0,0.0,0.3814673762188549,0.0,0.0,0.14403506191810125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088456381554049,0.0,0.11662428755484723,0.0,0.0,0.11379834125409807,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,offmychestitgoes,2018/11/14,"Physically I ""have social anxiety"" but mentally I don't care? First off, I had very bad social anxiety almost whole my life and it has actually improved over time, so I'm not that anxious in general anymore but there are moments when it's very bad and gets noticeable. My heart starts pounding very fast, my hands are shaking A LOT, it's probably also seen on my face (and I get very anxious over simple unimportant things) - typical stuff. The thing I noticed in the last year or so is that I don't actually give a shit and I'm 100% sure of that. I don't understand why my body is still ""anxious"". It's like my mentality has greatly improved over the years but I get still anxious. Basically, I can't control it... no matter what I actually think, my body reacts independently and goes crazy. Off course I've tried all the breathing and calming down exercises (which should help with this) but nothing works... so is it even possible to cure this without medicine?",2.9979206212251914,5.610606612021859,4.415496117342538,80.56058671268337,78.50819672131148,7.787057808455566,29.303710094909405,8.6894789155246,2.6706459016393453,762,36,141,18,19,252,112,183,0.125,0.698,0.177,0.8533,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,9,9,1,1,6,0,14,9,7,3,2,26,25,16,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,16,7,0,1,2,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,2,17,5,13,22,3,21,0,0,1,0,4,9,1,3,12,92,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.2973970608589053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172275224864133,0.0,0.0,0.08123752666823254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542456826556011,0.4590487595593655,0.10074507149991564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963854475072498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256761765818318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035727273419966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393626996319273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709596653258881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640819044917873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592219853844981,0.09744963515241956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199787471440152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203787717105772,0.06809031675941223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280537298939057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175252405693654,0.04962932348969186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636397560876721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204747671872044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747359390098652,0.23131050227729266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452187886878808,0.0,0.0,0.10952586392068063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427559257727596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071063282931668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190242025842065,0.0,0.1622519020783807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629057664347214,0.0,0.0,0.0957427061011114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349771848206853,0.06509159732198623,0.0,0.0,0.05923505876724721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896957978548299,0.0,0.0,0.1057536181875884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33527321578624203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166470582300744,0.1134160789569239,0.0,0.09792436178488692,0.0,0.07395512525696768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308348814107216
socialanxiety,WanderCooper,2018/11/14,"I hate my luck After some months of mental preparation, I finally manned up and asked her out last Sunday. We are going to have our date today, but this morning I woke up and realized a damn mosquito bite me right in the eyelid. My eye is now swolen, and my self confidence on the ground. This girl hasn’t seen me since 5 years ago, and now she’s gonna see me with a fucking swolen eye. I just can’t do it. Should I cancel?",3.3977902621722857,3.940176887640451,4.5141011235955055,89.11849250936329,72.25842696629212,8.18052434456929,22.698501872659172,8.344100000000001,0.9567063670411984,329,7,75,5,6,108,70,89,0.09699999999999999,0.8290000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,4,0,7,3,2,0,0,13,15,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,4,15,1,9,11,1,19,0,0,4,1,8,7,2,2,11,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25827836220436146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27238786078746097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191771904094118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693631544936093,0.0,0.0,0.16559000157575599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876635846247331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23750216267438945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29362837891200105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325655462992868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24882495584012135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23218096363486626,0.0,0.30395826281900123,0.0,0.0,0.24102095043699445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761808815277643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876301390024229
socialanxiety,awky-dawky,2018/11/14,"Any tips for job interviews for people with social anxiety? I've just graduated from college and have been looking for a day job while I work freelance for the past few months. I've been to sixteen interviews over the past month and feel like I've been getting good practice, but worry that I might be doing something wrong in interviews or that my social anxiety might be getting in the way of me acing them.

Does anyone have any tips for overcoming (at least for a few minutes) social anxiety while in a job interview? I have one tomorrow for a team member at a museum, so it's obviously important that I'm as smiley and as friendly as possible, but I have a tendency to *look* really nervous when I am nervous because I feel too tense to smile, or I might go silent or fluff my speech because my mind is just constantly thinking ""ohmygod ohmygod they're judging me they're looking at me"". 

I have all of the necessary qualifications and experience for this job, so any advice on how to feel more at ease and confident going in would really help. :)",12.590614285714288,7.8002168900000015,12.072857142857142,59.39500000000001,57.6,15.82857142857143,47.57142857142857,13.25671669890799,6.091492857142858,838,38,147,22,7,280,111,200,0.10400000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.163,0.9325,4,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,7,6,0,2,10,0,17,0,0,1,2,25,29,19,0,1,7,0,3,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,3,0,1,3,7,15,3,29,20,5,23,0,0,3,0,11,10,0,6,11,101,20,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898604917968463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22753314118787266,0.0,0.2559609602173568,0.0,0.0,0.07798452946922205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597558507806146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052455593402588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192777117350067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976008551688654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909796513850296,0.0,0.0,0.16917910498797964,0.07967721803098303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616797842339907,0.0,0.11653988304144587,0.0,0.12677039894808514,0.0935462647437796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475636168178454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427061723689918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448803638154373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28097190878613737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35494784464111623,0.11261373780562955,0.0,0.1780447297867317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557576973635427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293644737502584,0.07732101796732961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573357570713908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289824145075314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410730700337844,0.0,0.08586141931831383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714640674832056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885275046404484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119533518203711,0.11326436156687465,0.0,0.07922787487075457,0.12194079733024007,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nerdynurse818,2018/11/14,"An ear to listen I realize that there's a comfort in online lurking (I do it too), but seriously, if you have social anxiety and want to chat let's connect. It'll be one interaction more to get over the fear. ",1.7991860465116292,3.7356283953488396,4.793197674418604,79.84468023255816,79.0,8.020930232558143,27.02906976744186,8.841846274778883,2.32426046511628,163,7,33,4,4,59,38,43,0.215,0.713,0.071,-0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,5,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,1,5,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34156176087701795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024226352939696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332713217099743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456563779979193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30255152546151576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455137839339025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263349930648102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fjdjxudbsvjdjanxpawm,2018/11/14,"Good news Fellas ive been on this medicine recently and it helps a lot

Thats all ",-1.4216666666666669,0.5007779444444438,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,102.88888888888887,4.622222222222223,17.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.2623555555555557,65,2,16,1,3,21,18,18,0.0,0.703,0.297,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967925703983845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970057508468779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035517033035469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5848241256066387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spooky__noodle,2018/11/14,"Panicking about a presentation I have to give in class. I don’t know how to calm down about it. I need some advice, please.",0.8230666666666657,3.22735024,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,86.6,6.533333333333335,16.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.2263333333333337,96,2,22,2,3,31,21,25,0.11800000000000001,0.6940000000000001,0.188,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928062288170815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837804325990495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771557747052536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37393972795598496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535813131574235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AvalonAPV,2018/11/14,"Meeting the people i work with Hello...
 
So, i work from home and this year one of the companies i work for is doing an end of the year meal, but i dont want to go because im afraid of...well, you know, people. The people from my works had always been the ones im most afraid, i think its because i depend of my job and dont trust people. But, there is this but, but i think it could be nice, to have an office reunion, to celebrate the start of the year... Any advise? Any outlook? Everything is welcome.",0.4781558441558466,2.4910341142857177,2.4051082251082256,94.82064935064938,84.04761904761905,4.961038961038962,18.11688311688312,6.1124844417494595,-0.2927142857142857,382,9,86,3,11,127,61,105,0.046,0.83,0.124,0.8813,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,4,2,5,0,2,9,0,11,1,0,1,0,14,17,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,10,3,11,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,56,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650077151895606,0.0,0.0,0.20677062621256684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535161556748292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138323171691033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35635502064633856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346530640811274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663436427126469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640190162694504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524980429236304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284360232000612,0.0,0.15086587828098325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355146944371544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603832681208947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215926142723162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760730400915852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948288048245054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967097256251741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427173170505301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937061535974568
socialanxiety,Imjustathroaway,2018/11/14,"6 hour coach journey with my bf We're going away for 3 days (travelling there and back via coach). He specifically wanted to go on a train, but I didn't listen to what he wanted at the time we talked about it, forgot about it and booked a coach instead. He is very very anxious about being cramped in the seats, being stuck on a coach, being with all of the people on there. I have a present for him which may fill up at least a little bit of time, and we'll bring headphones/music etc. and we'll have a laptop and phones so maybe netflix/amazon could be watched on the way. He's basically dreading the whole trip apart from spending time with me, and I want him to still enjoy his weekend even though I could have made it much more enjoyable for him. So I was just wondering if anyone has any ideas of how to help him feel more comfortable or a little less anxious?

Any and all suggestions will be appreciated as I just want to make him happy",6.513368421052629,5.666229389473685,6.47684210526316,82.46789473684213,65.63157894736842,9.284210526315787,29.52631578947368,8.238735603445708,1.796957894736842,744,20,156,8,10,236,118,190,0.069,0.7829999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.9487,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,0,15,5,0,1,12,0,18,1,0,3,2,32,32,15,0,7,5,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,5,11,0,1,3,7,1,7,1,1,0,0,5,3,17,4,28,16,10,29,0,0,1,0,19,12,0,4,9,109,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204642086172522,0.0,0.0,0.3399641918413126,0.0,0.1052083009739685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136638312128896,0.11569793938364595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642683016651383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402673747225075,0.0,0.0,0.097037177110814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780772943408034,0.0993804059505946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607938957989817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102492478824274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017229481671078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085320579692783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817725767754775,0.0,0.0,0.16985614480709754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30160998397477856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237318059286508,0.10043624513294283,0.0,0.15116184868004182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060874550442963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043131629476714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016117158826363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209376933092621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783064116360334,0.0,0.2632112401542248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482979977120872,0.35499152332106754,0.119431743912266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679882793340379,0.0,0.0,0.1631723692420789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DaftSeagulls,2018/11/14,"Had a job interview today For the first time in a long while I went to a job interview to work in retail.

It's difficult for anyone around me without SA to understand that the anxiety you feel for this sort of thing isn't the typical interview nervousness. It's the difference between having butterflies on the day to isolating yourself in the flat days beforehand repeating that you're going to die to yourself over and over again.

I think it went well and I'm proud of myself for not turning and running away when I was panicking in the shop. I don't usually post anything online but I wanted to get this off my chest.

Thank you for reading.",5.070364444444444,6.482053192000008,5.96906666666667,77.0049777777778,69.08,10.355555555555558,32.28888888888889,10.504223727775694,3.696662222222223,519,23,94,15,9,171,82,125,0.077,0.866,0.057999999999999996,-0.0644,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,3,4,5,0,1,10,0,5,1,1,0,0,12,16,6,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,2,2,4,4,2,1,1,4,1,10,3,26,12,0,26,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,11,69,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471352969067805,0.0,0.0,0.13227114609010468,0.0,0.15566971324226175,0.1684002397469236,0.0,0.0,0.1777302108385184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24399631038565364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632723381748166,0.1976410180252216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564937329478017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090679065255342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883283261446453,0.0,0.10750892563749348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37544147024391933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740833741674935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117131348626503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892198812347884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416111367741086,0.0,0.0,0.1256752716838051,0.12121165793524258,0.0,0.0,0.11030578410224927,0.0,0.17930979873251596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576121302028547,0.0,0.1969312771625353,0.0,0.0,0.2083425859340376,0.0,0.11157659425934402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008537010757485,0.35072254073457904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235186617839266,0.0,0.1377170589448372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the8ballclub,2018/11/14,"I feel like i dont have any outlets to make friends after high school. Im 17 and had alot of friends in high school and was fairly an extrovert, but since i graduated in may, its kind of dwindled away. My family and i moved states and now i live in Mobile AL. Im not in high school anymore and i moved so i dont have any friends i can see IRL anymore, Im not in college yet because im starting next year, and i dont have a job yet so i cant make friends from that. Ive never really had any problems making friends as the fortunately come up to me, but now i just sit in the house all day and play games. My mom works from home and recently has started making passive aggressive remarks about me not having a job yet or saying how i dont go out with my friends, but we moved and i dont know how to make friends with no outlets or general opportunities to make friends. Has anyone else dealt with this and if you have, how did you evenetually make friends?",2.7909570957095724,3.8332507029703,4.2075445544554455,88.88217491749177,74.14851485148516,7.366864686468648,27.823102310231015,7.793537801064563,1.4284088448844892,750,29,171,10,15,249,106,202,0.040999999999999995,0.754,0.205,0.9882,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,0,2,12,15,1,0,6,0,20,0,0,10,2,44,34,22,0,2,10,1,1,1,9,1,0,1,1,0,3,16,0,0,2,2,0,5,11,2,0,0,4,3,22,13,23,29,2,32,0,0,1,0,15,12,0,5,14,106,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945730962139772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530785935205426,0.05122488049746029,0.07506321258486419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882989283837936,0.0,0.0,0.044658428688378084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310673839089405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047246441158119566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42929907108055215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611990727591695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906271831694152,0.0,0.03704230182858172,0.05233673909154009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094023115532876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04163517162268651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23220866267113985,0.07348544499244097,0.0,0.0,0.08453184932289527,0.0,0.0,0.3165321581010831,0.0,0.14539788166600248,0.0,0.0,0.07628869642530517,0.040261611192732014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03579098535546617,0.0,0.06468965081989933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423098961625776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580086665211062,0.0,0.23359037830561946,0.0,0.0,0.056502391314817164,0.0,0.0779125142826933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009963196112821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046932035055113085,0.0,0.07233510841042583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825904805119818,0.0,0.2224281604340834,0.058378490104886376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060117483310959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370717509482964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333392879279465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717684017522323
socialanxiety,overthinker356,2018/11/14,"I am actually incapable of approaching her I'm 17 in high school, currently on a school trip touring universities around the South. There's this girl I kind of like. She's very pretty and seems to have some of the introverted qualities that I like in other people. 

But I can't force myself to talk to her. No matter how hard I try. I don't know what to say, and I don't know how I could engage this girl in an entertaining conversation.

Meanwhile my friends not only have the ability to talk to her without any thought behind it whatsoever, but they can also entertain her and draw her attention. I had a pretty heavy depressive spell for a while yesterday, and that's mainly what accelerated it. The whole morning I'm just looking at this girl, trying to find something to say, something to approach her with, and I just can't. I'm utterly complacent and incapable of talking to her. Then two of my friends show up, and they not only talk to her, but it seems like she actually initiated it. I very nearly yelled at them, ""Do you realize what you've done? You just had a conversation with that girl that I've been trying to talk to for MONTHS!"" I held my tongue though. No use burning bridges or making my own envy more known. 

We're in the same Lit class, so I have actually managed to break a fair amount of laughs from her, among others. In fact I did that yesterday. But I can't seem to actually have a dialogue with her of any sort. We make eye contact a lot (I think) and I smile, but she doesn't noticeably reciprocate most of the time and I could be the sole initiator of that (again, not sure). Maybe she notices when I stare. She doesn't seemed to be creeped out or anything. I don't know. It's all I can do. Imagine something that I'll never have.

I need help. I've been stagnant for far too long, and I have a dreading feeling that I'm running out of time. This trip is a great opportunity for me to get to know her, draw connections, yet if things persist as they are, I'll certainly fail. I can take and appreciate harsh criticism.",3.5913362068965533,5.183844152709362,4.849258004926111,82.89364070197045,72.99014778325123,8.523275862068965,27.712130541871918,9.103633062298675,2.197212068965517,1610,61,331,35,32,533,200,406,0.08900000000000001,0.77,0.142,0.9579,1,0,3,0,0,0,52.0,1,2,4,3,14,17,0,1,17,0,32,1,1,5,5,69,55,28,0,4,15,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,23,18,0,1,16,3,0,5,15,3,0,1,8,9,53,14,53,43,10,36,0,2,4,0,40,17,0,11,16,228,76,5,0.0,0.0,0.36365003612075264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745014831903779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670648048785638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666424962604139,0.08293378171097215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876428400696015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802401491731239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533689897525308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047105421331595836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514822644872254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395320022107225,0.0,0.04867321197548823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271124839225207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834547023975266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244441205350675,0.09843059018118314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970137116365536,0.20479722534512387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654249561845566,0.0,0.0,0.08244528946504126,0.07823247526137518,0.0,0.0,0.0792028578534611,0.0,0.0,0.12437249221044673,0.0,0.0935935817920614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436088528547917,0.0,0.0,0.06907831779180726,0.07185214788875527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213072583496612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170754215444042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458668396545315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955815034145865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817205569616476,0.0,0.18856949480345805,0.0,0.3392441308384627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151615886645592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780392389743384,0.0,0.07004610334142998,0.3743997572576039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061892581411732935,0.059694340074180785,0.09153102668388696,0.07396008813026947,0.10864682655964787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897523053608021,0.0,0.09100557267412923,0.0,0.0,0.0804619108832864,0.0,0.15373653577669968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401185814575066,0.0,0.08980468131728714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,REV1VAL_NED,2018/11/14,"Starting group therapy tomorrow, any advice? I'm starting group therapy tomorrow, I've been dealing with Social anxiety, depression and self hatred for as long as I can remember and it's been controlling my life. (No friends/human contact, hobbies etc.)

In an attempt to actually make something of my life I reached out for help a couple of months ago, It's all come down to group therapy which starts tomorrow, however I'm completely freaking out, not wanting to be locked out of the group, not wanting to over share, not wanting to look like the freak that I am.

Does anyone with experience in group therapy have any advice for me?

Any advice will be greatly appreciated.",9.584207650273221,8.769653868852462,9.556393442622953,62.76387978142079,59.491803278688536,13.379234972677596,44.92349726775957,12.45797560212912,5.9467005464480875,540,30,86,16,6,178,77,122,0.122,0.7829999999999999,0.095,-0.6767,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,2,1,18,19,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,1,6,3,22,14,2,17,0,1,1,0,11,7,0,0,10,52,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.1222677865217957,0.0,0.0,0.3673042848614997,0.11106458687986144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556103841893697,0.0,0.09584871759350504,0.0,0.0,0.0876077016050861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079287301898886,0.13136721093659293,0.0,0.1405266295441822,0.0,0.13863419922086034,0.0,0.0,0.12917146757345355,0.10791458220913046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109644652012805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973469157082424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256048783814505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813585309410986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398118283042845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769961465346639,0.0612117770646463,0.0,0.0,0.11088026454854573,0.10521447143377437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363397671557546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000075891056715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419324195146832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070780920471026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772032242986234,0.0,0.09645658766200224,0.0,0.0,0.2660488563891733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731333545123392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170297751844265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MiserableSlip,2018/11/14,"Anybody else feels like everyone is against them? I hate when people who you initially thought were actually nice, give a remark(which they know would be offensive to you) about your insecurities. They very well damn know it's your weakness, and it would hurt you. Yet, they still don't think twice before commenting on you, with apparently no guilt at all. I don't understand how they found out i am that sensitive about these things, and i fuc\*ing hate them for saying this. It takes a few seconds for them to say what they have to say, but i later am stuck overthinking and resenting what they said the whole day. And at night, i want to simply kill myself. I hope they rot in hell. Ugh...",3.42446153846154,6.026301446153848,3.3776923076923104,88.6573076923077,76.84615384615384,7.384615384615384,23.84615384615385,8.384062270229773,1.4883846153846163,548,18,109,11,13,166,92,130,0.23399999999999999,0.6920000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9692,1,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,6,10,0,7,16,7,2,3,0,10,1,0,1,1,20,25,7,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,10,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,12,1,2,5,5,24,4,15,17,3,11,1,1,0,0,23,5,2,1,7,78,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.1721781938732589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150135879942619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378801764399835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473914436774454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685942241695838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921243570364881,0.1260474576539412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345533690768926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925556149438872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483923122661506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524290499526318,0.0,0.0,0.18888070080336325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520268393924994,0.0,0.19393159833741555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619877335298459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557526208814327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232000537728067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783309528502888,0.4209321226155269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090374349198911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265953926298865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721767439162005,0.1130544494709264,0.0,0.14007219170189578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367834829147692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557996113369953,0.10406779886279773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863909633876716,0.0,0.0,0.19698690607021185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25067321499352263,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,idkwhatname2have,2018/11/14,"No one probably cares, but just wanted to share my story :) I developed anxiety about 2 years ago after a bad experience with a girl. After that my looks went to shit, i lost my hair and got lots of acne on my face, shoulders and back. My anxiety is almost purely physical, my heart starts racing and I start sweating lile crazy. One time it was so bad you could feel the sweatmarks through my winter jacket. There have also been times i have had difficulty breathing. It actually took me about a year figuring out what was wrong with me, after my mom proposed i might have anxiety, therefore i started meditating in december last year. I downloaded the headspace app and ive been going at it ever since. It has been really helpful, and ive made much progress. Its such a good feeling to finally be able to wear a sweater at school without having to worry about sweatmarks anymore. My hair has grown back and my skin has also cleared up. Its still not perfect but im happy to see how far ive come since last year :)",3.6766787330316753,5.802563907692307,4.61686274509804,82.39235294117647,74.02564102564101,7.665158371040722,27.880844645550518,8.4952907291091,2.1611387631975867,802,32,149,15,17,260,128,195,0.17,0.675,0.155,-0.5344,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,3,14,10,1,0,7,0,20,10,10,3,4,30,36,12,0,2,5,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,5,0,2,11,7,23,5,23,22,2,33,0,1,2,0,5,7,1,3,21,103,31,1,0.12239925263928993,0.0,0.11944401427148647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849955231642387,0.0,0.12256517098283662,0.0,0.0,0.19576527622801634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809052797427093,0.0,0.12138716895786887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823494004928246,0.2043965266672176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479419554832268,0.0,0.0,0.10543611817824487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772584351463938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071713150169772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972995565639152,0.0,0.0,0.1237774796409416,0.0,0.0,0.13408239843813896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956231596679244,0.10266268592062837,0.09789386372016244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302962804393787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504370370698275,0.08204163897860257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221219666763967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954345462330475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278454517750177,0.0,0.1336132430957316,0.10405946755522892,0.0,0.11581713233741385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984626445678224,0.0,0.1433525253688777,0.0,0.0,0.08997753412838932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588180261187813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196709626641484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841209545271714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387457825518898,0.09753635726885324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564107390970775,0.2024998532443945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599044630107561,0.0,0.09774820126729716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427439770453714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599007333481958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219425046193814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346533346225998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798851171675928,0.0,0.0,0.12430238245631026,0.0,0.0,0.13382436820448118,0.0,0.3152844227302831
socialanxiety,blueastheocean,2018/11/14,"Seeing people you know! Do you just hate it when your shopping or going about your day and see someone you know, But then try to avoid them by pretending your busy?",5.704374999999999,6.236885687499999,5.031250000000004,87.48875000000002,67.125,7.65,25.375,7.1686216300943375,0.96395,130,3,26,1,2,39,27,32,0.16899999999999998,0.7929999999999999,0.038,-0.6996,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,6,1,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,3,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416711485585593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296883955371035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699702833287461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118858301814558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597919957064631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5972257977080574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31750921985044817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25441843980281875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mustard071,2018/11/14,Failure I had a bad day yesterday and my anxiety about going to work to face people and pretending to be okay was too much today and I couldn’t go. I feel really relieved to not go but at the same time I feel stupid. I wish I didn’t let people get to me and I feel defeated.,0.3689999999999998,2.211936566666669,3.256666666666668,89.525,83.33333333333334,7.333333333333335,20.0,8.344100000000001,1.036,214,6,49,5,6,76,42,60,0.228,0.644,0.128,-0.8102,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,2,1,6,1,1,0,0,12,14,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,3,3,9,2,7,8,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308805686857032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166098196632872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120975718455916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40269721990724267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870000941440114,0.0,0.4526275915682947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714667200287953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951550634936152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680946175717611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700704249674947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480091877085134,0.0,0.25163976498893226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30528376247847083,0.0,0.0,0.1932693505475528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,myexpandingmind,2018/11/14,What are people's experiences with weed here? How has weed helped you? Or how has weed made your social anxiety worse? I feel like all my emotions come back so fully when I'm high whereas when I'm sober I feel so emotionally numb and unable to relate with anyone which makes it hard af to interact with people.,3.8960655737704935,5.7753681147541025,4.6434098360655724,83.50118032786884,72.77049180327869,7.50295081967213,22.036065573770493,8.238735603445708,1.1363154098360655,249,6,48,4,5,80,46,61,0.15,0.8109999999999999,0.04,-0.7112,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,1,13,10,8,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,1,5,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807822282780474,0.0,0.0,0.16523867932854794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171355803491526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356658731415705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5316507236238334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311638449268704,0.0,0.0,0.2389784407109654,0.16882525764560136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116940480010235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158398628032763,0.2496823963655045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545278572778415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360931708982515,0.15774375547222347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276655762423472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408959145722133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24082770516025245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ForgetAboutMeAlready,2018/11/14,"Jury duty and severe SAD/SM So it's making me sick just thinking about this and reading through the summons, but I followed the instructions, (I haven't filled anything out yet) and I went to the site and found the numbers that need to report on the day, I couldn't find my number? what should I do? do I show up still, do I just skip it? and if I do go and they want to pay me can I just deny the money? I really don't want to take money from jury duty, and how do I even not be anxious when I go? It just eats at me, all I think about is jury duty I can't stop worrying.   
I know this could fit in the law area but it's a two part I suppose.

Also do I check the box saying I have a mental disorder? even though I personally don't have any medical person that I'm working with (which asks I need proof that I am disabled)",1.1663873370577278,2.479959307262572,3.500871508379891,91.21763873370578,78.83240223463687,6.114115456238363,20.87188081936685,6.742157984588678,0.26103545623836105,632,16,146,6,15,219,104,179,0.08900000000000001,0.831,0.08,-0.3285,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,15,0,0,0,10,0,19,3,0,2,2,38,35,15,0,8,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,11,9,1,4,5,2,4,5,6,0,0,1,2,1,26,0,14,29,2,18,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,5,107,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367194285310714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626102502695156,0.0,0.0,0.19314006300057607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068837221470915,0.0,0.1598277699818897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650042270495655,0.0,0.0,0.1102572973881255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959389529863735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493831516007155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22583952459652146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562575181322985,0.0,0.0,0.18745262510402932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943249644579536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395705432596893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411944656555205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222771396252173,0.17229097093104676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535344996622402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851367822635714,0.0,0.0,0.2985574225635879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100973932002975,0.0,0.10952357932703782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595701663608029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314006300057607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653165131940245,0.1429331196486813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854325591340082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909298209879127,0.1679707453488591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700647230546398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167737315965648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848485337082016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446344536521092,0.1736217067901574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reginafalangegeorge,2018/11/14,"Tips on how to get over stage fright/public speaking for an hour? I’m doing a group project. I’m pretty nervous/anxious/scared/on edge all the time anyways, but can... sort of pass off as not being those things 1 on 1, but definitely can’t hold it together to present in front of a class.

I just did one 2 weeks ago and stuttered, almost passed out from not breathing and then nearly cried at the end... then of course have been obsessing about it for 2 weeks and counting.

Anyone know of any tips to help get through this whole painful ordeal? At least temporarily? Just the thought of it makes me want to puke and I’m sort of hoping I get hit by a car or somehow lose my voice or SOMETHING so I don’t have to present. ",4.032534246575345,4.846341979452057,4.1670136986301385,91.19134246575344,70.98630136986301,6.935890410958903,27.61369863013699,6.742157984588678,1.0068734246575346,563,19,124,4,10,174,102,146,0.14,0.768,0.091,-0.8584,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,7,0,9,2,1,2,1,25,21,13,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,4,0,1,3,2,5,1,27,16,3,24,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,7,10,76,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904342150843749,0.0,0.21512164460115996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609206002861505,0.0,0.0,0.24269723814381974,0.0,0.15021443251355404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23598114095390385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027599694507705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33672010042406786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439963095659784,0.0,0.0,0.21337509169106636,0.21156470038381145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806518665665695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403403009561917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340098097554255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455746599997373,0.0,0.2285947254108677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185597814095367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538696156138366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272379256553375,0.0,0.0,0.17055136553784306,0.1252693520217526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671255435440953,0.0,0.3446480269868317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398505043374341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Virgeana81,2018/11/14,"Medication for social anxiety? I’m hoping maybe there’s something I could take to help me talk to others properly. I usually blurt our words too fast or don’t say anything at all, I just kind of freeze. It’s been affecting my mood lately since I lost a few of my friends and the ones I have left are most likely leaving me out cause I seem “boring,” or since I just can’t communicate right. I usually am a funny person to be around if I’m used to someone, but for new people, not so much. I really really want to talk to people but I just can’t. I even got made fun of last week about it (as always). I’m tired of being a quiet kid and I just want to boost my confidence. I’ve also been dealing with this emptiness and inability to get happy. Is there a medication cover all of these problems? ",1.8714837398373945,3.757600091463416,4.14351219512195,84.82913008130083,78.57317073170732,7.300162601626017,21.908943089430885,8.238735603445708,1.2203094308943092,621,18,129,12,15,215,107,164,0.12300000000000001,0.7020000000000001,0.175,0.8754,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,12,10,0,0,5,0,12,3,0,4,2,30,25,11,0,6,10,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,2,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,3,18,6,21,17,5,12,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,6,8,86,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317431226190028,0.11775682950031215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826319647749708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164597448930046,0.12598371611519896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538107604952388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299302249190782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590196222029653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347330204776688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933879256663992,0.0,0.07393889430130186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318729158367492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065176228530786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948585596704883,0.0,0.0,0.14056230974515949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737236930417644,0.0,0.11535852362833025,0.15964187999813464,0.14985033105429754,0.1537630073392117,0.0,0.0,0.06914002412835216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448691604356585,0.0,0.0,0.13391061533471746,0.0,0.0,0.1421768909536623,0.0,0.0,0.28513508708409946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403423671664193,0.0,0.0,0.1366818874554541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589830887831824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962257186313551,0.12357069998153405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354165077335822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813239844545165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085818177139535,0.0,0.11254319901923264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883542565998135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23413530801424404,0.0,0.0,0.14426286244157788,0.11991030491107067,0.10894979884746933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640619800863484,0.22749847774372506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265759922187564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222872669829404,0.311730829367774,0.0,0.16694553401343046,0.0,0.1135196295369874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ripponlea,2018/11/14,"Being avoidant to prevent cringe/ social discomfort ended up leading to actual cringe/social discomfort (meeting online friend) So I've been talking to a person online for a while now and we get along very well. It took me ages to finally meet him (about 3 months.... but this is the case with meeting all friends I meet online) due to anxiety and self doubt, as well as general awkwardness surrounding discrepancy between IRL interactions (especially initially) and online conversations.

This person is very great and also very reasonable and understanding and fair. Despite disappointment over me constantly postponing a day to meet, he's been quite patient. So it's been probably over 3 months since talking everyday online. Also I've met him twice IRL after taking xanax and impulsively deciding to meet, the first time was a very brief 15 seconds (I'm retarded) and the second time we talked for about 25 minutes and it was actually smooth and comfortable.

So we were planning on hanging out properly last week but I fell sick and then again this week, either today, tomorrow or friday, but then I postponed again today, then changed my mind after I realised I may as well conquer my anxiety. But by that point it was too late as he stated that it was depressing feeling like having to beg someone to meet you. And this made it incredibly awkward, and I cringed incredibly hard at myself for so long, and couldn't get over how awkward I had made it.

I had been so selfish for being absorbed in my own anxieties and not realising how it would make him feel to be organising a day and having the other person show reluctance and anxiety, and constantly postponing.

I really hate this. And obviously we can't hang out today now because of the awkwardness this has created. I sincerely do want to hang out with him but I can't fucking get over whatever fucking irrational anxiety I have over this even though I've actually met him and talked before, but fuck I realise I have so much shame and social anxiety about these things.

I didn't want to create disappointment, I didn't want something cringe to happen, so I constantly avoided it. But I ended up creating this by BEING avoidant.

I guess the moral of the story is that you just have to step outside your comfort zone and meet people (and this situation is especially pathetic given we get along well and consider each other good friends but now this has created a sense of distance.) I procrastinate and postpone everything in my life, but I hate myself for doing this and not getting over my anxiety and seriously considering how the other person may be feeling.

I'm so so regretful about this and I've told him all of this but now it seems kind of irredeemably awkward. Sigh. Well more awkward for me, but I guess depressing, but now this is just so depressing. And now obviously there is less enthusiasm or motivation to even hang out, sigh.

I'm such an ultimate fuck up lol.",6.982777185501067,8.17802671268657,7.466153518123673,68.81040298507465,64.52238805970148,11.274968017057569,35.836673773987215,11.150228224882083,4.471164243070364,2362,110,388,69,35,776,240,536,0.184,0.6779999999999999,0.138,-0.9831,0,3,1,0,0,0,55.0,5,3,0,6,40,44,6,13,15,1,39,7,0,9,4,98,73,67,0,6,19,0,5,1,3,3,3,0,0,5,32,43,0,4,8,1,0,9,7,27,7,4,20,5,46,15,60,44,8,68,1,6,0,4,43,19,4,8,40,289,78,3,0.0,0.0,0.20151110983663392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100902888012418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685955067886877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041959515162704776,0.0,0.058571195172769513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281541872910192,0.0,0.0,0.223149704233541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878224435486541,0.0,0.17785540940206734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192992797431915,0.0,0.0,0.0909261351978069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186200926098043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441099726661544,0.04917379007670939,0.0,0.07540239133126403,0.0,0.05854869683681959,0.0,0.0,0.15953893171868716,0.25453731150773296,0.17981011027568444,0.0,0.0,0.057733245445167884,0.0,0.07588782474131678,0.15165301937501566,0.0,0.06086815230104505,0.0,0.06166019718887952,0.13591523975636016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167822085136667,0.0,0.05610748997766656,0.07764580284392147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861827051866136,0.033627972071969665,0.0,0.0,0.060914396189367524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026152331843213,0.045946077178724766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950097455026942,0.0,0.10988252832061354,0.0,0.050599641104280536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047719631784388386,0.2404067456024365,0.0,0.0,0.06506874719307447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421283294034815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321159580021717,0.0,0.0,0.04409571707622768,0.0707710413512132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626623168069964,0.07180707321864345,0.0,0.0,0.05693876808857189,0.07737035958557069,0.0,0.14033166954647994,0.05832136212745862,0.0529904471263703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517533035319195,0.2212990970838972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045729104109648575,0.0,0.06762735941883047,0.0,0.08027330464499301,0.0,0.19573484133178096,0.0657721872520574,0.07647518873620235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165682441068565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717533796891196,0.12179717521334127,0.0,0.11042619610902754,0.0,0.3094424023504887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048896472334203786,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SimpleInvestment,2018/11/14,"Please repost any and all dating advice solicitations to the right subreddit, eg r/dating_advice. I was run out of subreddits about sex and romance. I am here. Therefore, this is the wrong subreddit for advice on sexual relationships.

When I resigned from r/dating_advice, it was amicably and without prejudice. r/dating_advice is aptly named, and when you encounter a serious problem during any sexual relationship or are considering a break or divorce, please post it to r/dating_advice or r/relationships. Please keep a spiral bound journal in secret from myself, your friends, family and workmates.",9.168061224489797,11.545072336734698,9.014897959183674,55.36581632653062,60.3265306122449,12.946938775510207,39.51020408163265,12.28987398476788,6.2597795918367325,491,25,62,18,7,159,67,98,0.08900000000000001,0.752,0.159,0.8021,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,4,7,1,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,1,17,7,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,6,2,11,5,1,10,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,3,3,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359129677528413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337648818169155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203059816423362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279195628857704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527724192848747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660089024491028,0.0,0.0,0.16461091816255582,0.0,0.0,0.1644633396216606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535956101580177,0.0,0.14678225371038806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568355962466647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792081844262348,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KittyKatt9000,2018/11/14,"How to participate on social media when you have no friends? I’m 20. Don’t have really any friends or any accomplishments. I want to be on social media as I haven’t been in 5 years. On Facebook, I won’t know who to add and on Instagram/Twitter I’ll have no followers. I have Snapchat and only have 6 friends. ",1.0247098214285728,3.2881465156250016,3.2788392857142874,87.83937500000002,83.84375,6.7821428571428575,24.767857142857146,7.957251820313856,1.5350919642857144,243,10,52,5,7,83,40,64,0.07200000000000001,0.754,0.174,0.7351,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,7,14,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,9,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711010673716782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6324205287044737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995379207856996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751827351549695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479768985869626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5562819538309032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093675508820515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570946300918044
socialanxiety,bossman5377,2018/11/14,Very insecure about my voice....I think I sound gay and i’m not. I’m super insecure about my voice and for or as long as I can remember people have assumed I am gay when I talk and i’m finally tired of it. I am straight but my voice has not seemed to change at all since I was little. I have read about the “gay lisp” and there is nothing on how to stop it I am 17 turning 18 in a week does my voice even still have time to change? ? I just want to sound normal and have people not make assumptions when I speak. This just is awkward in social settings because i’m a very social person and like to talk to people but I don’t want to be portrayed that way. (not that there is anything wrong with being gay) I just want to be known for who I am. ,1.1519732142857144,2.6675253937500045,2.7321428571428577,95.83,79.4375,5.821428571428572,20.17857142857143,6.5431188927421005,-0.02451785714285704,573,14,137,5,14,188,84,160,0.113,0.828,0.059000000000000004,-0.851,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,3,3,0,18,5,0,2,1,30,29,14,0,4,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,6,7,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,6,17,2,21,25,1,16,0,0,0,4,7,6,0,3,9,89,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288008816747366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541184884416144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311503337617474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696985433210887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033785856895219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145769049737314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764667317013781,0.15687203767638375,0.0,0.1385134012897076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447690240842326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335429362979042,0.15018313022832014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255293782868591,0.1366653784224627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565602391487748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773042503127243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248800245261695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129473210383239,0.0,0.0,0.31910054229412266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499538369531417,0.1308559587509819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25160629142690416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029033963092948,0.0,0.0,0.09126683636965648,0.1798942820123932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024651166557905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582872910156607,0.2769549082261622,0.124236610365842,0.1255492048792193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112773467575298,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Y6Y1Y9,2018/11/14,"Already Difficult Social Situation Being Made Even More Difficult Due to Annoying Work Circumstance This is mainly just a vent session. There's a coworker i work with who i'm crushing on pretty hard, we actually have a lot in common so i find it easier to talk to him than other people. My social anxiety makes it a challenge for me to figure out how to keep conversation going sometimes and i overanalyze everything he says and every reaction he makes to what i say, but other than that the interactions aren't going *too* terribly. I'm planning to make a move, somehow, because i'm feeling a spark/connection and i know i'll kick myself later if i don't do anything and it turns out he was interested or i could have just at least made a new friend out of it. 

However, what IS truly fucking me up, is the fact that i work in a ""bullpen"" or open office type set up at my office. There's 7 of us all in the same room (and it very much is a *room* and not a big open office to give you an idea of proximity) full of computers, me and the guys desk are right next to each other and facing each other, so it's very easy for us to chat. Still, any kind of ""moves"" or flirting i do basically has to be done in front of a small audience of 5 other people. Before this, having conversations with people in front of other people has always been tough for me because i become overly aware of how i come off to other people who can overhear my conversation and it makes me paranoid and antsy when i otherwise should be trying to focus on the conversation i'm already struggling to maintain.

Workplace relationships aren't necessarily frowned upon in my industry long as they don't interfere with the work and you aren't doing gross PDA in the office. So i'm not really worried about the whole ""don't shit where you eat"" mantra, but i am worried about embarrassing myself in front of my other coworkers who have a front row seat to watching me try to woo this dude. I want to try to be more forward and ask him to hangout outside of work, but i also don't want to be that guy that invites someone to something in front of others and then doesn't invite the others. I'd feel like a dick. I'm frustrated and don't know how to go about this without looking like a dumbass.",6.701266666666665,6.036081048888893,7.718055555555555,73.12375,65.17777777777778,10.611111111111112,33.19444444444444,10.02789654360092,3.1677777777777774,1792,65,340,35,24,610,224,450,0.07,0.8,0.13,0.983,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,3,3,1,7,20,18,4,2,24,0,35,5,3,9,2,65,63,31,0,5,12,0,3,2,1,1,0,2,2,2,30,26,1,2,7,2,0,12,12,11,0,0,5,7,37,7,68,51,12,52,0,0,2,2,33,31,3,6,12,247,67,10,0.0,0.0,0.0890325307342983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201360932236196,0.0729608682309667,0.07591511137780542,0.0,0.0,0.06204315961912295,0.0,0.06979478518215909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507891085467627,0.0,0.08529272679520998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123243258443777,0.10076226475079904,0.07763455432196971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859116666050135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728439948985321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336542879163508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335652948578983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026008144002092,0.0,0.0768697086823734,0.0,0.08199644047336396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226265817973978,0.06517854494289496,0.0,0.0,0.08338744765860072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048819716727538,0.08434560144677697,0.0,0.08752125133681342,0.15555343828746912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806746606927553,0.0,0.0,0.08172894396372077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299359336741014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109416197523286,0.0,0.09500756667117953,0.10028111342622914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914595704793657,0.0,0.0,0.08074040466485202,0.0766147071775982,0.0,0.0,0.07756502324384194,0.0,0.1726581688882611,0.2436011909329428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393745496181405,0.06706847238467735,0.0,0.0,0.08811565964827506,0.09702981886025326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162554848899388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281914021649418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584476948544865,0.0,0.0,0.09795261101246183,0.0,0.07791448164006665,0.0,0.14510800816587746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365176516029604,0.0,0.1025523444832976,0.0,0.18600587866378268,0.07730340729534,0.07023742189044928,0.09023408388854898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286066017316134,0.0,0.0,0.09537898641659644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333151015309175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185828420523844,0.0992378507542988,0.0,0.0,0.21948976040221052,0.0,0.0,0.15055742045331202,0.10762593441447213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186099862251108,0.0,0.08794761177265778,0.0,0.33210206970692185,0.18530783235790552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,evolvingrosebud,2018/11/14,Tomorrow is my first day on the new job. I'm nervous because orientation was only one day and didn't have much to say about my actual job title which makes me more anxious but I will try to go into it with an open mind I came too far to give up now.,4.435757575757577,3.432088818181821,6.149090909090912,83.63030303030305,69.9090909090909,9.515151515151514,27.424242424242426,8.841846274778883,1.689969696969697,195,5,46,3,3,68,48,55,0.061,0.9390000000000001,0.0,-0.2952,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,10,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,3,1,5,0,8,6,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,30,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.23989813582590044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777219990509521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498578834068064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811681524444944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170846748713569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910593819232728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23582599379895205,0.13971290253386506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879038389447592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409583976722056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482218610111869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807159851020244,0.0,0.0,0.2374276268724252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658321246462535,0.18696753371987596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954967491393184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669048803452991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stripedandbleached,2018/11/14,I just admitted that I am trying to improve my conversation skills to a woman that I have been taking to. Wish me luck.,3.017500000000002,4.763005750000001,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,74.83333333333334,8.133333333333335,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.91265,94,3,18,2,2,33,19,24,0.0,0.615,0.385,0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906099251563839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430147188323425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7503598205100991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,therightpath123,2018/11/14,"I feel like I’m just scared of people sometimes Sophomore in college here. 

I’m chill when I’m with my siblings or friends but it’s like the moment I need to be in a group/interact with people for a research project or class, I freeze up. Like, I made up an excuse just to not attend a project meeting Friday. The same goes for class presentations. I have to stand up and speak for a minute in two weeks for a class group project and honestly? I am seriously skipping class and lying about a family emergency just to avoid doing that. Just to avoid a solid minute.  

I feel like that’s a big part of why I’m scared to be an intern- I feel like I will never live up to the qualifications section. Like someone will ask me things I don’t know about and I’ll screw up. 

I hate that anxiety makes me wish I was a completely different person. Someone sociable with charisma and confidence. Because that’s not who I am. Not one bit. ",2.5513946869070168,4.603428908602151,3.7759835547122087,87.47809297912715,77.11827956989248,6.9571157495256175,25.99493991144845,7.928766900206844,1.5181281467425682,731,28,150,12,17,238,99,186,0.15,0.648,0.20199999999999999,0.8555,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,15,2,4,14,0,10,1,0,2,1,30,24,9,0,2,10,0,4,6,1,2,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,2,5,16,8,26,18,4,17,0,0,0,1,8,10,1,2,11,96,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165530616560174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243368496695513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287571083804086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633491716176574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974392793450673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918114780898454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436290806568968,0.0,0.23110957199679305,0.32653266060860164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771101765005546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042147719231402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373169116859076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466050379441002,0.0,0.13453445363442335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416433943687107,0.10169980662661393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297114718311467,0.11750748764652465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324137722763116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649883128802541,0.0,0.21125099781152698,0.13303268222658274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050728498672687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581840111176989,0.0,0.15068545186416965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121954540469506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883112782274546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221198718571802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747893564954572,0.0,0.17520359266503366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwtheeeegirlaway,2018/11/14,"I feel like a total jackass I've had a crush on a customer at work for literally the past 3 yrs. I've talked to a few co-workers about this and they say he is just as awkward as I am, so I have no reason to be this nervous. But. I. Can't. Help. It. I completely freeze up when he comes in and I honestly hate myself for it. There have been a few times where it seems like he is flirting, so I try to be flirty/funny back..but I just spend the next couple days stressing over how stupid I must have come off.. Then the next time he comes in I freeze again and don't say a word. It is painfully awkward and I don't know how to change. I'm 26 years old and I should at least be able to make small talk with someone I find attractive. I'm honestly just exhausted with my social anxiety at this point ._.",0.21614987080103631,2.160923767441865,2.1320155038759734,96.79657622739019,84.5813953488372,5.450129198966407,19.439276485788113,6.691623216298621,-0.021613436692506042,616,17,148,7,18,204,104,172,0.184,0.7090000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.9047,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,12,14,2,4,9,0,17,2,0,4,2,26,27,14,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,10,0,0,5,0,1,3,4,8,0,0,2,5,16,6,21,20,4,26,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,1,13,93,23,1,0.1572744104120233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031449348620625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093431363685653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637547237330425,0.4064339356258363,0.16489922704613008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402114371380886,0.0,0.10142898372840983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952266747160852,0.11235687022326256,0.0,0.0,0.1437459618504083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527591966011495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541772209689076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643390288128341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367266537998092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498189020583704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345262394249432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503303732394156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735106134880734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013622070875393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867515342131987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617042879196249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501418473845032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317671642534896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032145538152834,0.1332580975673549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801573057522073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25282242728080256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834159469571122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677900090632717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22899528781828116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127956386124888
socialanxiety,sweaty-cat,2018/11/14,"Medication Does anyone have an experience with medications you can get without going to see a psychiatrist? My mom saw something online about CBD oil, and was considering getting some for me. My dad thinks it may cause me to fail a drug test. Are there other medications or supplements that you guys use to help the anxiety?",7.096206896551722,8.719400172413796,7.765000000000002,65.21750000000002,64.51724137931035,11.317241379310346,33.46551724137931,11.20814326018867,4.25388275862069,262,11,43,8,4,87,51,58,0.091,0.865,0.044000000000000004,-0.4329,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,2,0,9,12,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,7,9,1,1,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,29,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636187171285264,0.0,0.0,0.14955087670546213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971515650687504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871690905497781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480345689736375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092170901625346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348845083278687,0.0,0.1215537519558266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177625321882207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143360221635162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6463891517381178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504953589993789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043581734387378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646563827675196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704659139181855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184724893678758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617407697729093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BurnAccount345,2018/11/14,"Can't ask someone out despite knowing they like you. Anyone else ever had this type of situation? I really like this girl and learned through a mutual friend that she likes me to. I'm being pushed to ask her out and I desperately want to but the fear is still there. Despite knowing how she feels, I'm still afraid of rejection ir humiliation, and I can't bring myself to talk to her. I just don't know what's stopping me, I've never asked anyone out before or even held a girls hand at the least. I'm afraid of offending her and that eventually she'll just give up, thinking I don't like her. ",3.665114784205692,4.934767504132235,4.8665564738292035,84.11781450872363,72.30578512396694,8.022405876951332,25.841138659320478,8.515128840125781,1.5846466483011938,472,15,99,8,9,156,76,121,0.204,0.71,0.087,-0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,9,10,1,3,4,0,8,1,1,1,2,23,23,7,0,1,4,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,2,6,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,2,17,5,14,19,1,12,0,1,0,0,17,5,0,1,9,63,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25212574721009995,0.18472828415761533,0.0,0.0,0.5056400915808231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341340593416894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506090575334372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907976308131987,0.1630825150945966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287623464436907,0.09115997866872776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392915113641705,0.0,0.0,0.17295047774108646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29724780342884444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35232210747978426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905066728376295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154983114792006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265337504828868,0.0,0.0,0.15275902730516894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287959456543529,0.15073040960963022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449101734805511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552247308222405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633964031593053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,javachip22,2018/11/14,"I feel so anxious and shy at my new job I just started a new job and I’m so intimidated by everyone. I think I’m the youngest one there, I literally don’t know what to say to people and I just feel uncomfortable the whole time. I felt like this at my last job too and I just want it to stop. I feel like people don’t like me, and I have a tough time being engaged in the convos and the smallest things make me anxious af how do I fix this? ",-1.1413957176843788,0.9042944639175304,1.674639175257731,96.3460745440127,94.05154639175257,4.634099920697858,17.770816812053926,6.297961479604792,-0.32413180015860465,341,10,84,4,13,118,54,97,0.17300000000000001,0.708,0.11800000000000001,-0.6587,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,19,16,9,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,5,14,4,7,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,10,53,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879126662446508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405334871116828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604288295631387,0.12265252636328962,0.16484550231762007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111156471655824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435414613065388,0.13994702020992292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516313502376204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460175092589465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316308542173689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163388898243105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805093674296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653161337586636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152024799570466,0.0,0.0,0.14353719957474662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406056231640414,0.11000946867401117,0.0,0.0,0.20022299682166864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126486230791272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168130908544392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ferretsxunicorns,2018/11/14,"I have a new job and I am beyond anxious about what people think about me and thinks I say.... I obsess over everything that happens and worry nobody will talk to me again. Helloooo, I just started a new job a few months ago, and always have anxiety about what my new coworkers think of me.... like to the point of not being able to sleep. I have struggled with really bad anxiety for almost 2 years now, but have had issues with it my whole life. The last year and a half has been the worst mainly due to leaving an abusive relationship with someone who would always tell me how ugly, stupid, awkward, etc... I was....

​

Ok so, I started a new job and have had the hardest time feeling normal and comfortable around all of my coworkers. After talking with them, I replay the conversation over and over and then get concerned with things I said and obsess that things I said were awkward or weird or offensive, etc. I literally feel this in my whole body, it's like I am always on edge, always tense, always on the edge of a nervous breadown. I isolate myself a lot because I am sooooo terrified of people. Whenever I am about to say something in conversation, it's like the whole world slows down and I replay what I am going to say over and over in my head and then say it and feel instantly vulnerable, insecure and feel like I am going to have a panic attack. From the outside, you would never guess I was going through all of this. 

​

On the other hand, my coworkers keep inviting me to things, and I'm even help planning a work thanksgiving party. I think I need to remind myself it's all ok... but.... that doesn't work with bad anxiety. haha. (I wish it was actually that easy). 

​

I don't know what to do. I have tried meds in the past and hate them all. I know I should try meditating before every shift and before bed... I heard anti-anxiety breathing work can help as well as working out more intensely. 

​

What works for you? Have you felt like this before? ",4.374127155172413,5.9128830937500005,5.123096264367817,81.91687500000002,70.92708333333334,7.796551724137932,27.04346264367816,8.326086129247049,1.8433857040229888,1564,53,293,24,29,506,185,384,0.195,0.685,0.12,-0.9846,3,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,0,3,2,6,13,26,4,8,20,3,31,6,5,1,5,59,58,28,0,6,6,0,6,5,0,4,1,7,1,0,23,26,0,1,11,0,0,3,4,16,1,1,11,13,46,10,49,42,14,42,0,0,0,0,21,18,0,5,26,217,69,8,0.06368079064476402,0.07545132375409892,0.062143265604802676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056449178627541126,0.0,0.06376711315958086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649375958911026,0.2759924402321941,0.3095165233730672,0.0,0.0,0.1948625221650223,0.07194116741217613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056689404785477,0.0,0.0724460926158469,0.0,0.0,0.10634160047995148,0.03881921891331881,0.0,0.16256298758051926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073500259971305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204182965139328,0.042060561633026274,0.0,0.05365381264819312,0.0,0.05723218847042929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879568457464846,0.04549356956064304,0.06114354550050586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03327058478418245,0.0,0.1085737825434471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701515703310265,0.0,0.05631271285812409,0.0,0.0,0.06287159688689609,0.0653548631100737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536778327145858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646620064431268,0.1895800758232084,0.05660241268065425,0.0,0.0,0.06999459428362408,0.05190834373738935,0.0,0.06742876251250664,0.0,0.0,0.0449796256971147,0.15555608834025111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541391309595548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073500259971305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082939954246945,0.0,0.0,0.04721849936672416,0.049114551541458426,0.2460132176993456,0.0,0.0,0.0623936541197891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471568702879301,0.0,0.0,0.06079052030208306,0.08829648414754128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601989306098677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04079554512687344,0.0,0.0,0.06836933728186594,0.0,0.0,0.12115002931499035,0.2025660827219901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372678015018228,0.0,0.053956527261332085,0.04902458380028179,0.0,0.0,0.09014718276318932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657298896391001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236841466956828,0.05565981786798948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692006303639794,0.16321631731014852,0.0,0.0,0.03713278113231473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647015346182547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725667854515109,0.0,0.0,0.21329198574821465,0.07322976649862857,0.0,0.0,0.2318018701197216,0.06467093403889597,0.0,0.09047401316579648,0.0,0.3095165233730672,0.08201668263698852
socialanxiety,at0mknight,2018/11/14,"School dance coming up and I don’t want to go alone. My school dance is coming up in a couple weeks and I would really like to go, but I don’t want to go alone. Many of my friends have dates already and I’ve asked them to help me find someone that doesn’t have a date either. This isn’t a normal dance though. The girls ask the guys to the dance. It’s not uncommon to find guys that have asked girls to go with them. There is one girl that is also looking for a date that I would like to go with, but I don’t know her very well. We talk every now and then and I’m not sure if I should just play it out or bring up the topic of the dance. I feel like if I do bring it up, she will feel pressured. Any suggestions or advice?",1.6627916666666671,2.486130362500002,2.811250000000001,98.65541666666668,76.625,6.083333333333334,17.708333333333336,5.985473137389443,-0.6584166666666667,558,7,144,3,12,179,83,160,0.054000000000000006,0.7859999999999999,0.159,0.9515,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,0,6,8,0,1,9,0,16,0,0,0,1,33,35,14,0,8,10,0,2,3,1,4,0,0,0,5,8,11,0,0,5,6,0,14,7,1,1,1,0,3,16,7,19,31,1,26,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,4,9,90,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929520356077676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740737280000929,0.14601121789660085,0.10581104398842166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997770518379565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710857348181867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22795269832291315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640235151766887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147981546792514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380334444816416,0.09452477818961666,0.0,0.0,0.2418642515150756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222506820396553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759840057705489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620222995378271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886869381343818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271602957328213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392505211277794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111000112644187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341451036257294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296391198376073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965903990348313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476340483904868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678166159261122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210878417576801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470389119806563,0.0,0.0,0.1063485651237483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999732456339885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917247988290296,0.15608383996438369,0.0,0.10613389447148576,0.0,0.11896571079436065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798340312736905,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Writersface13,2018/11/14,"Incredibly scared of having new college roommate My roommate has decided that next semester he will be living at home with his parents because his classes are in the afternoon. This means that next semester I will either have a new roommate or have the room to myself. Not knowing which will happen makes me stressed already, but having a new roommate that I don't know is even worse. I don't even know if I'll have any say in this, which makes me want to scream and punch a tree. I like being by myself when it comes to living just in general.

​

I suffer from anxiety, anger issues, and depression that I have been fighting for the past three years due to my time in the military. I even quit drinking because of how badly it affected me. It isn't so bad that I need medication, but it keeps me awake at night sometimes and even causes me to breathe fast due to me being unable to control the sinking feeling in my stomach. I've tried many ways to regulate and deal with it, but none of them work. It's hard just getting ahold of my therapist, seeing as how he never picks up when I call him.

​

A large part of this fear stems from not only those issues, but a horrible experience I had with a smoking and drinking roommate while in the military. We didn't get along, and I was scared that my stuff would be stolen or broken if I left him alone in the room with them. 

​

I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this, but I'm at my wits ends and just need some advice while I'm freaking out. ",7.478910891089108,6.215072270627066,7.281399339933994,78.83695049504955,63.91749174917492,10.192211221122113,34.72145214521452,9.029198982220553,2.8175555115511544,1210,44,240,16,15,385,161,303,0.21,0.7559999999999999,0.034,-0.9959,1,1,2,0,2,0,35.0,1,0,2,3,12,14,2,4,14,0,25,5,2,8,2,55,44,25,0,7,17,1,2,1,0,4,1,2,3,0,21,15,2,2,6,2,0,1,9,12,0,1,4,5,33,2,36,32,4,39,0,2,1,0,14,17,0,6,20,169,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687146999505446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207297325302943,0.09810270439369824,0.0,0.0,0.2889674055653357,0.3240675239635956,0.060454644107688985,0.0,0.06800780174095973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845458022209748,0.1083845046965026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907762323804755,0.0,0.0,0.09132417773124286,0.0,0.07657896599134942,0.0,0.0,0.09970824233556193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165138332450168,0.07656892753601491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741751457118461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873848637151971,0.0,0.0,0.23486887513278565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696067686081052,0.0,0.10003654649018366,0.04495021045774051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289254018347576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861345052914083,0.0,0.07963640554342613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917335194980264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855757647256664,0.0,0.07901787612881232,0.0,0.0,0.1465703647297059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658946399566533,0.0,0.0,0.04343175895664126,0.0,0.15699960721925554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868208673177524,0.0901300436804542,0.0,0.096837514146524,0.0,0.08955679816749779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183556520810435,0.06856470185680913,0.2575787988741711,0.18909105219786876,0.08342606968137264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761200370602262,0.0,0.0,0.0987122690718631,0.09626939277709194,0.08486454155474221,0.0,0.0,0.09288095728485676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851410562306038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455546040126822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759196064046598,0.0,0.07069637527083568,0.17800762670271425,0.0,0.0708413161947457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792378501278357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183396843362227,0.0,0.10176855009432363,0.0,0.0,0.08378663743227732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032190614968768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183795815181549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035686070163945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243517256154503,0.07056421001582004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471982585932233,0.0,0.09059608890913076,0.06315158689034885,0.0,0.3240675239635956,0.05724830234419225
socialanxiety,Kapak-urku,2018/11/14,"Tips on situation!! I have been faking an accent since a young boy because I moved to a different country and was insecure. I want to go back to my native accent, what do I do?",2.3633333333333333,3.9463597777777792,5.151111111111113,79.50500000000002,76.22222222222223,8.133333333333335,25.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.0927888888888893,136,5,27,3,3,49,28,36,0.179,0.7829999999999999,0.038,-0.7081,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192096053785136,0.0,0.2530596008832864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337228471169435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359281377109025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412178517421306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34340010534933896,0.46662389307881497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24485462894953855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cosmic_Crossing,2018/11/14,"Accidentally opened up to a friend when I wasn’t really ready. Now I’m freaking out. How do I make things less awkward? So I (20F) was at college today talking to a friend (early 20sF) about random stuff for an hour. I usually try to hide stuff that I get really shy or ashamed of (disabilities, flaws, health, being vulnerable etc). But there are rare times where I blurt it out randomly. Today was one of those days and I’ve said too much.

I kinda just exploded. I wasn’t emotional when talking about it and it wasn’t anything too serious. I accidentally opened up about how I feel about myself (not great), a few of the things I dislike about myself and how I sometimes hide in the bathroom from social situations. She reacted fine to it but I wouldn’t be surprised if she thought I was weird or something. What if she finds me in the bathroom freaking out of something? 

I didn’t mean to say all this and wish I could take it all back but I can’t now. How would you make things less awkward in this type of situation?",2.9464676616915426,5.0104868557213935,4.0873880597014915,85.64710199004976,75.96517412935324,7.252736318407961,25.59452736318408,8.167268648758528,1.5593303482587069,802,29,163,14,18,261,113,201,0.128,0.795,0.077,-0.5770000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,20,12,0,3,7,0,15,1,0,7,2,38,25,18,0,6,9,0,1,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,15,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,9,3,24,5,26,11,7,24,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,7,12,122,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766047134833035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994290092548126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415800625087022,0.0,0.0,0.09221036092791997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083341129423168,0.0,0.0,0.15946064960175846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229505413504496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068125635221692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209322007680429,0.0,0.07470122111686096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763610754109245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198120125051773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080663533887358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088070551305453,0.0,0.0,0.15574728697005627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051068533568386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688704225221484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831934759712603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360068539053133,0.11370354499589212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214313327783069,0.0,0.14575024536186304,0.0,0.22014619210228112,0.14141101304148956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32735610193554543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750327010918756,0.2298440387873646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849689524409985,0.0,0.0,0.11351025899059465,0.08337286861780081,0.0,0.2710569062770575,0.0,0.0,0.09707412862835636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574724225564631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442010307407867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156898814175784,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pi-16,2018/11/14,"Can't talk with new people ! Hi guys ! I'm suffering and i need your help :
Since my childhood i can't talk with strangers  specially girls , so i decided to change this and i need your advice ! Anything will help .. thanks !",0.7464285714285701,3.2073760238095232,1.3595238095238111,96.00214285714287,98.28571428571428,5.257142857142857,20.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,0.6382000000000012,171,6,35,3,7,52,30,42,0.07,0.718,0.212,0.7482,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26838001214305346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260095152174896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905380981265533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719418276744402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36817764121075536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072917218213487,0.0,0.26525394805904484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904043306200819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271892640165635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414986544476331,0.0,0.2528563074482723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChowderChuckler,2018/11/14,F R I E N D S I want some friends so I finally mustered up the courage to ask people to talk to me. I'll talk to anyone so shoot me a message! See you later :),-4.089924812030076,-2.9926077368421016,0.5008270676691708,101.14078947368424,113.21052631578951,3.2240601503759403,18.586466165413533,5.288315135182226,-0.5052375939849627,118,5,32,1,7,45,29,38,0.084,0.621,0.294,0.7767,0,0,0,1,0,1,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,5,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604501150744101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482231161651734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080390202848815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877809233299393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582341416217617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29682225352271563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987785345383457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197012551373888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Neymars_Lawyer_AMA,2018/11/14,So theres a girl I'm talking to on snapchat that wants to video call I've made excuse for a while but I cant keep doing it. Help,-2.20951612903226,-0.4615836451612907,0.37443548387096826,106.18165322580644,95.12903225806451,3.1,14.201612903225806,3.1291,-1.6959741935483872,101,2,28,0,4,34,27,31,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999651573279299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32818747559666417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352040598565057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463298061397506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935446172288095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887954105582443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadthrowawayboohoo2,2018/11/14,"When you really, really, just REALLY want to talk to someone but you freeze up and it feels impossible. Like, wtf are you even supposed to do? So far in my life I’ve been okay not socializing much because I’m a loner/introvert. It doesn’t mean I don’t like people, I just don’t know how to act. 


So many opportunities have come and gone for me. Friendships missed out on, faded friendships. Crushes on others come and go because I’m too chickenshit to do/say anything. 


There is this guy who I can’t get off my mind. He’s even invaded my dreams. Every week, every day, I try to psyche myself up to talk to him. There have been times he’s stood right in front of me, and all I do is make a stupid face and keep walking. He’s said hello before and I make a weird squeak and keep walking. 


So I think to myself, be a fucking adult and just talk to him! And what happens?? The perfect moment comes and I’m about to open my mouth, but someone comes along and takes his attention away. And then I don’t see him for the rest of the day. 

I’m so fucking sick of how my brain works. 
I’ve been medicated before, and had bad experiences. This guy is making me reconsider meds again. ",1.248375000000003,3.4361220875,3.0023333333333366,90.63600000000002,82.29166666666666,6.006666666666668,20.016666666666666,7.24861992348623,0.4315366666666671,911,25,198,13,25,302,132,240,0.11199999999999999,0.763,0.125,-0.3019,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,3,17,11,3,0,7,1,18,8,3,5,2,42,47,23,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,3,7,20,0,2,5,1,0,10,6,6,0,0,7,4,25,5,27,39,3,31,0,1,1,2,20,12,2,0,11,120,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767205209075094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151349899453117,0.0,0.0991014917688632,0.1447050819716502,0.0,0.2019935064975805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132497693506006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40896493763983627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309092463509918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678772497899193,0.0,0.2000034924629701,0.0,0.0,0.11610194564887673,0.0,0.0,0.06001341157709013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194546480324229,0.0620108136280408,0.0,0.06745446603826072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504423106002506,0.10495749216871836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099488851222206,0.0,0.0,0.06522911709017619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383451040177903,0.1159722279045766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376802081235447,0.12033339447746158,0.0,0.12928859583519198,0.13183823162841266,0.11956804947565973,0.0,0.0,0.11984342741340212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725107029166883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228495017447864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22810824896467535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136091776960636,0.11290171088990306,0.09438733707656023,0.0,0.0,0.09458084894741466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098987360911695,0.20113191143003134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924037850354602,0.2861964431035736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605198931299377,0.0,0.0,0.06920930260839661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058296248009739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700066486898919,0.0,0.09520624641283572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640799468880504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fizzletar,2019/09/26,"My roommate won’t even look at me Every time I bump into my roommate in the common area, she would avert her eyes and force her lips into a line. It’s a look of disdain. This happened a couple times when I ran into her on campus too. She always pretends to not see me. One time she was sitting and when I went over she literally got up and said she needs to leave. When I confronted her about it, she said, “You’re a quiet and clean roommate but I just want my own space and I really don’t want to talk.” When I commented, “I like you but you seem to hate me. Can you give me an explanation?” She made no response. As a people pleaser and social phobic it hurts so much to live with someone who arbitrarily hates my very existence.",1.7623428571428583,3.702752320000002,3.535238095238096,88.80000000000004,79.13333333333333,6.152380952380952,21.38095238095238,7.1686216300943375,0.5650952380952372,568,16,121,7,14,190,97,150,0.166,0.76,0.07400000000000001,-0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,9,5,3,0,7,0,5,2,2,1,0,21,22,14,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,5,10,0,1,1,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,7,7,30,1,17,13,2,21,0,1,4,0,21,10,0,1,9,85,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544639593712236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341127021147464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545279332740264,0.0,0.14727531688580844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768269641988845,0.0,0.0,0.1398023681224031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457377997086405,0.0,0.0,0.3451547577932006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871254624234971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850864249174987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539774183074318,0.0,0.1543503215955741,0.0,0.29357351474603804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539861391313504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284970464024331,0.12961090953041224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844802090887947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118330497776685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198042673099616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33254689792657377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929181264310425,0.1591300344174065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818510823310446,0.14810624368067266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404964527722731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057793195781693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422710965636776,0.2062014266441112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204000654389306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241718742924433,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_good_bot_,2019/09/26,"How can I be more assertive? I am a classic pushover. Always putting myself last, always taking the fall, avoiding conflicts, felling bad after confrontations. Is there any path to become more assertive? To not care what people think and just ""do me""?",4.667441860465118,7.9702180697674425,3.4058604651162803,85.96181395348837,77.6046511627907,4.370232558139535,29.53023255813953,5.6839178017228535,1.4461758139534884,199,9,30,1,5,57,38,43,0.28800000000000003,0.7120000000000001,0.0,-0.9212,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451186150798887,0.0,0.0,0.2227546046691612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735020759512973,0.0,0.3617684622756626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33397310713316164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26700820200738035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270914825859349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292920750305192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462871985451581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988964531273552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tomatoskinn,2019/09/26,"Help on fixing social anxiety when you have no support from parents, and no friends? A while ago I finally got the courage to bring up my feelings of anxiety and depression to my dad. It was in a more joking way since I was too nervous to actually bring it up seriously. He straight up told me I have nothing to be depressed about or anxious. That if I did actually have anxiety he’d get me help, but I don’t. I didn’t dare bring it up to my mom cause she would just blame everything on me. I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t leave the house unless with my sister. (I have an amazing sister but she’s going through the same issues as me. So I don’t think it’s fair to bring it up all the time.) I haven’t had a friend since I graduated high school. I self doubt myself all the time, and I’m tired of it. I just don’t know how to fix it. Especially since I can’t go to therapy, and I don’t any money.",1.5885204081632658,2.8733734132653086,3.877295918367349,89.08288265306123,77.62244897959185,7.348979591836735,25.005102040816325,8.07648339933343,1.2594244897959186,703,25,165,12,16,244,106,196,0.132,0.7290000000000001,0.14,0.6754,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,2,9,0,21,1,0,2,2,23,36,14,0,2,7,5,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,4,1,1,6,11,5,0,0,7,1,29,6,25,26,4,23,0,2,0,0,17,10,0,3,6,113,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.2714474130340937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328756267647185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458034628563232,0.0,0.3191914302229684,0.15712276780622414,0.1379317046154057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287524939664667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23958178194467966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499769163544786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032390205013925,0.0,0.0,0.15235723787176794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490840047662527,0.0,0.07266446397612422,0.0,0.1580867055499963,0.0,0.11123636550908224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644710492734165,0.14694748474728092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048164391645814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516519242681486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287136393418255,0.0,0.0,0.14726747114087652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289084221014544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334526717941149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443380288248004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075813682731972,0.0,0.0,0.1450925778624761,0.0,0.0,0.3451495349405075,0.0,0.0,0.14177630961400547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782829996192002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590520803063215,0.0,0.0,0.08911795724685803,0.0,0.0,0.16219935143461545,0.1598539898491926,0.0,0.13289855403237366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039660421753282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879967113753503,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,browniverson400,2019/09/26,"Everytime i say hi she completely ignores. Is it okay to call her a stuck up bitch? I have new neighbors. They are seniors in college. One of them is a snob comes from a wealthy neighborhood. My neighborhood is middle class at best. The projects are in my back yard. I've had conversation with her before which left a bad taste in my mouth. I told her that me and my family are moving soon to granville. She replied oh Granville is the trash version of Westlake (which is where she came from). It completely caught me off guard however I played it off and just laughed. 

​

I said hi to her today even calling out her name and she completely ignored me in front of her roommate. I feel utterly disrespected and want to call her out on it. I've lived in my neighborhood for over 20 years and she just moved in a month ago. She needs to learn some respect. I want to call her a stuck up bitch to her face next time it happens. What do you guys think?",1.861137284701116,4.38236206914894,2.3375987841945296,94.24833333333332,82.56382978723406,6.134143870314086,24.37791286727457,7.447530270364453,1.0746572441742654,751,29,160,12,21,230,110,188,0.132,0.769,0.1,-0.8182,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,1,6,11,3,0,8,1,11,3,2,0,0,23,24,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,9,10,1,3,3,2,0,6,0,6,0,1,7,4,33,5,29,17,3,34,0,0,0,0,31,18,2,1,10,104,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835983686194484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467181363501208,0.16224472216961075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267073144678096,0.11148589572483412,0.0,0.0,0.11361800211345688,0.0,0.14012385917071624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453665120913042,0.15271442324961268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501800219911835,0.4199881013094504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819049867942454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258733391995627,0.0,0.06751310021427108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220848731418827,0.118073702207763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507282826879722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790300988423445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657656291746392,0.2838270453172969,0.0,0.09900540659389853,0.0,0.1289570770590901,0.14200292976001322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047845210571996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701068513462885,0.10618262784181773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855559689251677,0.0,0.0,0.07785817303117981,0.0,0.1265639281704501,0.12758668297902834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751032192511485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224472216961075,0.08598425533277518
socialanxiety,cierra-mist,2019/09/26,"therapy success stories? has anyone had success getting over social anxiety with therapy or medication? i have really bad social anxiety (but i’m not shy nor an introvert, just very uncomfortable and anxious), and i think it makes it so that when people like me back romantically i immediately freeze and don’t feel anything (i know this part is not due to me being addicted to a relationship high or being manipulative). anyways, this girl i like and i are going out tomorrow and i’m just really worried my social anxiety and depression will make it all go wrong and i don’t want to ruin this but i also feel like my feelings have faded ever since i knew she liked me back because im afraid i’ll fuck it up and then it won’t hurt as bad. i want to know if therapy will help me get over this",3.222967032967034,5.364862102564104,5.623663003663005,74.59038461538462,75.41025641025641,9.072527472527472,27.809523809523807,9.606745405546679,2.9509062271062274,632,26,116,18,14,223,95,156,0.185,0.667,0.149,-0.8469,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,9,14,1,1,2,0,13,3,0,3,2,33,31,19,0,3,9,0,4,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,10,10,0,0,7,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,2,4,17,6,10,24,2,15,0,3,0,1,7,5,1,3,12,80,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348652293727733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989330936980211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839198952595158,0.13976026783446613,0.0,0.08650287692295792,0.0,0.10180510597567824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025503725641735,0.2065900665730418,0.07541418394514347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655366653845527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190532412985704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765874970736515,0.08838045996825535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437050426173866,0.1292696798706564,0.0,0.1406176877941978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292209234037512,0.13070938166777604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243712746637612,0.0,0.13363106974809724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597865583688595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417593303167417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515852971503925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124627646164991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396892324245954,0.0,0.08576688923186311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585071946558343,0.0,0.0,0.13282126540194686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233651922789824,0.0,0.0,0.3783289070239508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244291579178751,0.0,0.0,0.07927017673875263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207602887542093,0.14593804750317954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563636909861198,0.0,0.0,0.13526054276583355,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anxiety19uk,2019/09/26,"Thinking of quitting my running club. I go to a running club with my older sister on Wednesday evenings. We get to the clubhouse about 20 minutes before everyone sets off and it is very loud inside. Anyway, my sister goes off and chats with her friends (they are all like 20 years older than me) and I stand around awkwardly for the whole time. I occasionally chat briefly with a couple of other guys I know, but I am basically on my own not knowing where to look. Everyone has their cliques basically. Once the run gets going I just focus on that and after about 5 minutes I am able to stop shaking (with nerves). I run in the fast group and my sister in the slow group, so typically when I have finished my run I am waiting outside in the car park for 20-30 minutes. Again this is so awkward. I chat a little bit with one or two people who know me (before they go to their car and leave), but others ignore me. I am getting really uncomfortable with this whole situation now and am thinking of quitting. I'm a 31 year old man and this 'outsider' feeling / situation has been going on longer than I can remember. The running club is good for fitness, but to be honest I can do it on my own. I am unhappy and would rather quit than feel like this. Perhaps I will find myself in this type of scenario for the rest of my life or maybe I will eventually find somewhere I belong. Does anyone have any advice? Thanks",3.716857707509885,5.4028012391304365,4.779538866930171,83.14049407114628,72.84057971014492,7.047167325428196,27.76284584980237,7.686295010490155,1.6542304347826091,1106,42,213,14,22,362,152,276,0.071,0.8440000000000001,0.084,0.5627,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,4,3,13,10,0,3,12,0,22,1,0,0,1,40,40,17,0,2,8,3,2,2,1,3,1,1,0,2,11,17,0,3,10,6,0,13,1,4,0,2,1,4,36,6,39,35,7,45,0,0,1,0,18,15,0,2,17,153,47,1,0.12032048662321565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757578699122495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182205686908034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413088183761143,0.0,0.0,0.10711074251917864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047677441875488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135880865973046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313232991635704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529326866942698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947054664509852,0.0,0.0,0.22994276237931885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121675306525627,0.08595697968479525,0.0,0.0,0.2199414899684292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295930949722453,0.0,0.1885874646470457,0.0,0.2735236213387031,0.10091911561273087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913619851694295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837497838665696,0.0,0.0,0.12740202242719975,0.0,0.0,0.08498591800150519,0.117565024283139,0.12059273692246199,0.0,0.0,0.1010389052745988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120878100985607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262561106266652,0.12813739141784464,0.08153227565455977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834150756624182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839269441957052,0.0,0.0,0.07708038471297397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629965626701104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704905363905292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059331441175852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107749385154622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541930189996859,0.0,0.0,0.0701598433417193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753563218038375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927700244489157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686670528450508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547222153372327,0.0,0.0,0.15496489704647992
socialanxiety,sadmonad,2019/09/26,"I have a molluscum pump on my lip that looks like herpes (I think) and I can’t go to my first day of class like this. I’m currently treating it so it’s so gross looking I’m hoping it looks better tomorrow because I already missed the first day Sorry if this is tmi it’s just a nightmare!  I’m an idiot, it was tiny until I decided to treat it and now it’s gigantic because it’s trying to heal but I’m so scared it will spread  I will literally not be able to go to class I’m so insecure of people looking at my face and now with this omg my lip omg. I think I’m going to skip tomorrow too if it’s still bad and maybe I’ll tell the teacher I’m recovering from an illness.",-0.6322520507084269,1.4214136979865764,2.4477293064876946,92.25721662938109,89.8724832214765,5.727218493661447,20.358314690529454,7.1686216300943375,0.5672323639075314,527,18,122,9,18,187,81,149,0.183,0.7559999999999999,0.062,-0.9645,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,9,12,1,2,6,0,7,5,3,0,0,14,25,12,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,14,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,6,0,2,1,4,11,6,13,21,0,16,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,3,13,70,25,2,0.17375526833740015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174325930877748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507839129932207,0.21183919768077128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367241477232094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411554732583935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955922849697452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962473695636241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725781869707042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977609478408076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836426560833959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745605213403198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046002523656227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395933545737755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450479735037746,0.0,0.0,0.1387611817430779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186976310035052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226707200407451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796842160573122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nbv2024,2019/09/26,Everyone calls me a “ghost” whenever I take off my shirt when changing in the boys locker room I’m a freshman in high school. I’m always scared to take my shirt off because I’m always called a “ghost” or “pale”. I’ve been pale all my life and don’t really tan. I’m not sure what to do since they all make fun of how pale I am. I can’t tan no matter what I do. Pls help.,0.5012220309810687,1.6812083132530162,2.682478485370055,96.94939759036146,80.32530120481927,6.1886402753872645,17.881239242685027,6.868970318607317,-0.28778691910499177,282,5,73,3,7,96,53,83,0.146,0.7490000000000001,0.105,-0.5043,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,6,3,2,2,3,9,13,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,9,2,7,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908942699933543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318664540414106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47969750780829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484822691846823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244472753556962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744168551565094,0.2481739760980818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590961630333145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679076927344734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047642424732285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23516567239280575,0.23772102356614275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430327458343816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213808620930654,0.0,0.35321580302264644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HappyPotato135,2019/09/26,Anyone else like this Do you guys also like not being around people and not talking but when you realize you are alone you get really lonely and sad. It’s confusing to me because I like being alone but I don’t want to be alone I want to be in a relationship and be happy but I don’t know if I can do that I have really low self esteem and I’m not confident,-0.06820512820512903,2.0432019230769285,3.069487179487183,88.49217948717953,87.46153846153845,6.5435897435897425,16.358974358974358,7.793537801064563,0.4609897435897437,282,6,62,6,9,101,47,78,0.267,0.574,0.159,-0.8983,0,5,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,0,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,12,0,0,0,0,17,17,10,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,11,4,5,12,0,4,0,3,0,0,8,3,0,2,4,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6222684901825221,0.0,0.16015855555307426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003580906358962,0.20520375261304588,0.0,0.17828577521660338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220847980932958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730271665927438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046345789412364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830214047063635,0.0,0.2131947449638948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100650161176547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293530382663418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884435005725973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566005205329608,0.0,0.0,0.2150186678528261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892882106894886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609721625771443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23625286559509154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OhioIsForLovers-,2019/09/26,"Anybody else do this? Whenever I go to the doctor or something, even though my pain or symptoms are bad, I like unintentionally keep myself from showing how bad they are or I feel, because my stupid anxiety tells me if I do that, the doctor will think I’m faking/exaggerating.",11.496923076923075,7.9375163846153844,11.342307692307696,60.052692307692354,58.23076923076921,13.476923076923079,43.30769230769231,11.20814326018867,4.752969230769232,220,9,39,4,2,74,40,52,0.266,0.691,0.043,-0.9169,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,0,8,10,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,1,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,27,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935460291758972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224926226023928,0.1542278236554895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179170481298138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113509157978272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710560036960392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792553974696064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378700942876696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488002504326668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360411998319056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692122325740172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477349304778194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629662111567614,0.0,0.0,0.2211351185094476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211362637162285,0.24857342660633014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YouWantALime,2019/09/26,"I finally met someone online who goes to my school. We've been messaging back and forth for about two weeks. I think we connect really well and he says he likes me. He goes to my school and we even share a class. I thought this would be my chance to experience a relationship before I leave college.

We planned to meet for the first time on campus today, but at the last minute he backed out because he was too nervous. It seems that he's too anxious to meet in person, despite my assurances that I'm nervous too, that he's worrying about it way too much, I won't bite, etc.

I know I can't fix him, and I guess having a relationship won't fix me, but I still wanted to try it. I know that for my own sake I need to let him go, because there is a good chance that he will never have the courage to move forward. 

Looking at his behavior over text chat is like looking in a mirror. I've said the same things to other people because I was scared. They all gradually stopped messaging me because I couldn't find the strength to push through my fear. And now that I finally can, and I've finally found someone who is close by and connects with me, I have to do the same thing.

I need help understanding how I should move forward with this person. The fact that he won't even meet me despite sitting in the same classroom as me twice a week is very depressing.",4.898780748663099,5.1412234727272725,5.393732620320859,85.20424598930485,68.81818181818181,8.652406417112301,30.721925133689844,8.4952907291091,2.060578609625668,1065,40,228,15,17,342,146,275,0.129,0.795,0.076,-0.95,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,0,1,3,16,13,0,4,14,0,22,0,0,1,4,40,39,11,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,2,0,2,17,14,0,1,8,1,0,6,6,5,1,3,7,4,36,8,29,23,7,32,0,1,2,0,33,11,0,2,19,151,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511620786624228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703201428976033,0.0,0.270049188105998,0.0,0.09424026732357957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538898928932894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351575407822205,0.1462989317951472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833495179577872,0.0,0.12462477102353607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639643084762828,0.10122368096796916,0.09420406780284243,0.0,0.12143188338671385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629418937453928,0.0928920174526326,0.0,0.0,0.12200383690457728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423352790258153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173083260838208,0.09027619871428924,0.0,0.1172684760360226,0.0,0.11324958817640672,0.0,0.10821391191572097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600455810928496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23541988176885725,0.0814141437626243,0.16423974740502162,0.08541738563556213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678024740110324,0.19340561435647866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094941724905447,0.0,0.0,0.23780854614231275,0.0,0.0,0.10534880650414773,0.08807300820991885,0.11088027574225452,0.22417024027824276,0.0,0.1008228271522728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876765786101716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884452567810787,0.09259213045240412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715503014917594,0.07096425947170139,0.0,0.08792329185822516,0.06457933516958808,0.0,0.1049782446657972,0.0,0.0,0.07519211936588986,0.0,0.1081868576584028,0.1152948692288484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138051783117848,0.06532334035245196,0.08790835773745173,0.17767426821570026,0.0,0.0995777348669111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247220912827552,0.0,0.07867376805890593,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MortalAsStrongAsGods,2019/09/26,"Had my first panic attack today Sitting in my room, randomly started worrying about stuff, heart starts racing, hands shaking, legs shaking, arms and hand start to go cold and I get this tingling feeling running up my arms, all sounds start to dim out. Next thing I know I'm on my knees shivering with my dad and mom freaking out thinking I'm having a heart attack. Lasted about 10-15 minutes.

Guess it was a long time coming, given that I've been living my entire life with anxiety without anyone knowing about it, don't know why but would've liked to kept it that way. Now its out in the open.

2/10 would not recommend. Its like experiencing death without dying.",4.644523809523811,6.5370402777777805,4.870031746031747,82.5888571428572,70.82539682539684,6.944761904761903,27.679365079365077,7.554174236665415,1.6694184126984122,529,19,94,6,10,166,92,126,0.184,0.763,0.053,-0.9264,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,2,3,3,0,6,10,8,0,1,24,23,4,2,1,4,2,3,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,10,10,0,1,5,0,0,5,4,6,0,1,5,6,8,2,17,17,1,27,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,13,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232704007092237,0.0,0.0,0.10266922767240808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33408805583868983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264838498127688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523897392812344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424330682698754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248962938015958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671431671342092,0.0,0.08344872399890364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617533872406334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479962341737103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420871548666387,0.11968870241897245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371267213253384,0.14347062553957024,0.0,0.12965645646369275,0.1299428122955183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196933652646054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561588351156072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227719065859842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41571734156026985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808895026406773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754949180304724,0.09408482252528444,0.0,0.0,0.08561965323761989,0.0,0.13918075932767313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654940526104618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249417642232314,0.0,0.0,0.28308404090494976,0.0,0.0,0.14911630042557214,0.0,0.2086122665218334,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DCF_,2019/09/26,"Would you be open to taking this 30 second survey? Hi everyone! We're building an app that explores the ***connection between music and emotional wellbeing***. We'd love some feedback on our first versions of the app.

In exchange you'll receive an invite to our closed Beta, early (and free) access to the app once it launches, plus free perks within the app! Thanks y'all! [https://forms.gle/TxKu5fbZbYfptjd27](https://forms.gle/TxKu5fbZbYfptjd27)

​

https://i.redd.it/1008xi22ezo31.png",9.062202304737514,13.652135169014088,6.206145966709348,62.06391805377723,77.59154929577466,5.962099871959026,27.58130601792573,7.348242739294969,2.4149042253521134,411,15,47,6,11,116,57,71,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9257,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,3,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,6,9,3,2,9,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,2,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282554653276248,0.3681278020547871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407875947350125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28948988015419097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576963902009322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734319221466153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32264097117899804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277871280093425,0.0,0.0,0.27892353160503963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521306356660036,0.0,0.3681278020547871,0.0
socialanxiety,Gothblessyou,2019/09/26,"Tomorrow I’m going to a giant flea market with a friend. First off, I fucking HATE crowds. Like severe panic attacks in the midst of crowds. So that already is making me nervous. 

Second, I’m going with a friend from work. Who is bringing another friend of hers. I hate meeting new people. 

But my regimen of antidepressants and anti anxiety medication has been helping a lot. 

So I hope tomorrow goes smoothly and panic attacks do not ensue. 

Wish me luck!",2.955714285714283,5.87626219047619,4.683619047619049,76.4447142857143,81.85714285714286,6.6933333333333325,27.447619047619053,7.908726449838941,2.432456190476191,360,16,56,7,10,121,61,84,0.292,0.519,0.18899999999999997,-0.8839,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,14,5,3,5,0,5,2,0,1,0,11,16,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,0,2,1,1,7,6,9,15,1,10,0,0,0,1,9,3,1,3,5,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889008936378844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949668698122218,0.1309518896814489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894829081622271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560524052981133,0.0,0.0,0.3967586945873763,0.15825273861000674,0.0,0.0,0.1945705698692391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33800873880332805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473804621954667,0.0,0.0,0.17001992069339766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362968309466644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553073471688271,0.0,0.0,0.11426368101163872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724453908762447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653262791962656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016846460391105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867434869345135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338417082656376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684803824525265,0.0,0.0,0.1246207534896416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LaurensWitt,2019/09/26,"Starting my new studies in a few weeks Hey folks,

I changed my study major and will start studying history in a few weeks. I'm looking forward to study it. I'm just afraid I will have a lot of problems making friends in the beginning. The same happened in my last studies. I spent the first weeks basically alone while at the same time everyone else connected. I always have to wait until someone approaches me because I always have this fear of annoying everyone. When I got to know someone I can be quiet talkative and even very funny at times. I can at least bring my friends to laught a lot of times. It's just this first barrier I've to get over first if that makes sense. I just never know how to start a conversation with someone I don't know. 

There is a clubtour through the city a week before everything sets off. I'm thinking about attending but at the same time afraid I will have a attack while I'm there. We went to a restaurent after a business meeting at work with all our colleagues. It was super loud to the point where you couldn't talk with a waitress. That made me super uncomfortable and I had to get out and leave far earlier than anyone else. I'm just also afraid something similar could happen there and that I embarres myself right at the beginning. 

Stuff like this ususally doesn't happen to me. I eas just iff that evening. I even go to concerts a lot. So I usually don't have anything against being with a lot of people and a loud surrounding, but I guess there I don't want to have a conversation and just enjoy the moment so I'm in a different mindset. Apart from that evening I would even say my social anxiety got only better over the last years.

So yeah. Sorry for the rambling but I wanted to give you a decent picture of my situation. If there is any advice you can give me I'm happy to listen to it. If not thats fine of course. 

Thank you for reading and have a nice day.",3.285526315789472,5.1496731184210525,4.288092105263161,85.46976973684212,74.39473684210526,7.276315789473685,27.13815789473684,8.07648339933343,1.7478684210526318,1515,58,298,24,32,491,188,380,0.067,0.816,0.11699999999999999,0.9793,2,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,2,4,0,7,24,18,2,4,29,1,26,0,0,4,2,53,65,23,0,9,13,0,0,1,2,4,0,6,0,0,14,14,0,2,4,2,1,6,7,7,0,3,7,7,37,11,49,50,12,57,0,0,1,0,18,22,0,8,31,210,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616965551391595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132913703206837,0.0,0.07051847987357256,0.1467476575758084,0.0,0.0,0.059966245043079326,0.0,0.06745838246562205,0.0,0.0,0.0616583506821009,0.0903520679782184,0.07256562034425075,0.0,0.0,0.10031885391857888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375444569589834,0.0,0.07503571283056616,0.0,0.0,0.07798911216879206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328402524957337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040551891325399,0.0,0.0,0.056869583864681036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213059354808298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732816759978062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912142798764262,0.0,0.0,0.16852184560434136,0.07925158345047416,0.0,0.0,0.0992283744059091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250206704588784,0.0,0.0,0.1362571645263181,0.0,0.0921420828711474,0.16918289901285588,0.05011541242635675,0.0,0.14105313447837242,0.0,0.0971415418291002,0.0,0.2339350520225565,0.0938705352328539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453862567080629,0.14375890719625847,0.0,0.0933711665068194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308088383758522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405000539494716,0.0,0.0,0.2998740373099084,0.0,0.0834391907810868,0.11772328164738058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801078351444892,0.08516595980989361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706578199131724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113374631321211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335974388472389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437750655874633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820507070568799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753062694923207,0.0,0.07012523563279455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911937201103237,0.0,0.08988963624579625,0.22414695316912286,0.06788620176878679,0.0,0.09871164242718074,0.1872453378558125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094638555417333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087671443902395,0.0,0.08118540845629216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650295724086995,0.0,0.0,0.2056766851874857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711914204467346,0.07275873136846588,0.10402312189947513,0.0,0.2829345829726553,0.0,0.0,0.08174486291212335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419696937942827,0.0,0.0,0.06264139984978136,0.0,0.0,0.05678580657189744
socialanxiety,banzai92,2019/09/26,"Weird Uber encounter - am I over-reacting? I’m traveling for work right now and am trying to get out and explore and not be so shy/anxious about meeting new people and trying new things.

Yesterday, I decided to try Uber Pool for the first time (I’ll usually pay significantly more for a solo ride because the idea of being forced to sit next to a stranger is terrifying.) 

The driver picked me up and the other passenger was a guy, probably around my age (late 20’s/early 30’s.) Very clean cut, well-dressed, attractive, etc. We were quiet for the first few minutes but I couldn’t stand the silence and asked him if he was from the area and he told me he moved here from Spain a year ago. As we’re talking, he said his business relocated him but he didn’t go into detail about it. He seemed like a really nice, genuine, charming person and nothing told me there were any red flags in what he was saying. I was proud of myself for challenging myself and talking to a total stranger in a situation where I couldn’t escape if I felt uncomfortable.

When the driver dropped him off, he told me that the guy had been picked up across town and told every other passenger something totally different. He told two different people that he was a teacher; he told one he taught English (he had a heavy accent and was clearly still learning English himself) and another that he taught math & physics. He told someone else he was a chemist and he was from Portugal, not Spain. And he told one of them he moved here for school, not for a job relocation.

Am I overreacting to be totally creeped out by this? I even woke up last night thinking about it and had my first nightmare in weeks (content unrelated to this guy but I wonder if my adrenaline or whatever lowered the threshold?) I can’t stop thinking about it today. I’ve always felt like my instincts on bad people were decent but I’ve always erred on the side of caution, resulting in being shy and socially anxious to the point of really isolating myself. To go out on a limb and do something really, really difficult for me and to feel good about it just to find out he was a pathological liar(?) and I couldn’t pick up on it shakes me. Maybe my instincts aren’t as good as I thought they were. Or maybe there are just people out there that can fool you regardless of how aware and confident you are. 

Or maybe the Uber driver made it up? But why would someone do that? Why would someone attack someone’s character with no merit for no reason? 

Once again, I don’t understand people.",4.349824921647033,6.0739904825462006,5.060724629849776,81.60602912568898,71.27926078028747,8.329601210418245,28.83221657840701,8.916525866297963,2.3633236139630402,2003,78,377,39,38,646,240,487,0.081,0.823,0.096,0.9159999999999999,5,0,2,0,0,0,57.0,1,2,2,6,21,18,3,1,26,0,39,1,0,7,4,77,66,37,0,9,16,0,3,2,0,2,1,3,1,4,17,29,0,1,15,2,1,8,12,8,1,6,34,7,37,10,61,23,6,61,0,0,1,0,49,28,0,8,24,243,54,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628694281556703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180281134683162,0.07684561279081391,0.0,0.04823043100743976,0.07436950288401332,0.0,0.08012339888765302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313697644502828,0.06630392456455192,0.08068575177901431,0.0,0.0,0.0592181832746051,0.043234324287216686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819998259364456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059247506807947166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909848133743531,0.04684432124729876,0.0,0.059756131117869274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03586106669307503,0.0,0.13619541805526014,0.0,0.06482281956422208,0.18098254966636926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037054616039457665,0.0,0.08061495061771401,0.11897458042834852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067632944942785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006403009791459,0.0,0.0,0.07038065770838715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781214123256394,0.08000482862297682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929930644066498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710955690810347,0.0,0.0,0.21375664947747408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076097185758466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699677029444135,0.07542797647528925,0.06655692639298078,0.0,0.06805303778743221,0.0,0.0,0.07553124246363277,0.09611923596906773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458472205211044,0.061927688868105485,0.0,0.0,0.06704565832564206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646755862584237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817417121583436,0.07292119892371841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056830526186518,0.06746451630706314,0.05640123600599348,0.0,0.07177839660772206,0.0,0.06456611605059724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972101687948817,0.0,0.07229760502966627,0.2403730999572594,0.10920079349355484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663962095436311,0.05929524502554279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401129029605205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047118440448466685,0.09088986575578842,0.0,0.0563053588756733,0.041356079439556236,0.0,0.06722721152862515,0.5421637617514712,0.0,0.14445725959666164,0.0,0.0692819811149723,0.07383389374139812,0.0,0.0,0.07811224592305792,0.058519338186585834,0.0,0.0,0.05689057599770572,0.0,0.06376876910783644,0.0,0.1279949048658982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691354055505407,0.05163317296784075,0.0,0.0,0.1007640785743347,0.0,0.0,0.04567242661434246
socialanxiety,macnfly23,2019/09/26,"Doing a presentation tomorrow and don't know what to do  

I'm in 12 grade and forever I never raise my hand up in class and whenever I have to do a presentation in front of the class no matter how prepared I am I always do badly because I feel that I'm not prepared or that the presentation is bad. I'd really like to do well for my presentation tomorrow but I don't know what to do because I know as soon as I step up I'll do the usual which is stress and go through it really quickly (not even willingly) just to be done with it.",3.982857142857142,3.941886859649127,6.39125313283208,78.24710526315792,70.7543859649123,10.373934837092731,29.44360902255639,10.290406445055957,2.782708270676692,418,15,92,11,7,151,64,114,0.107,0.8240000000000001,0.069,-0.7199,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,0,16,1,1,1,1,17,23,9,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,3,1,0,1,2,10,2,16,20,0,18,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,11,70,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096437657032094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233881826640467,0.30910948253494525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25945795403267435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674598150795506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819670425524773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409179558630006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180144544040117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386612435294968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554455289036315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248465630402544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29042754197328235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27923688313613776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796159701566016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JustAskBrain,2019/09/26,"Went to the supermarket and had red face pretty much entire time I fucking hate getting red in the face for absolutely no reason, noone else in the store has this but everytime I go inside one I can feel my face getting super freaking warm and it's so annoying, I have to hide in a corner until it goes away (if it does) otherwise people will lock onto me and look at me like, wtf is that guy red in the face? ......................",1.818928571428572,3.8507904166666687,3.8169047619047625,86.39892857142858,79.35714285714286,6.5809523809523816,21.214285714285715,7.645422480735847,0.8527428571428568,321,9,66,5,8,109,63,84,0.195,0.677,0.128,-0.7833,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,5,0,6,5,4,1,0,7,14,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,4,0,1,2,6,7,3,11,11,1,13,0,0,4,1,1,8,1,1,4,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26529174437132497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24710000982857075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23588019822013695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277251441766078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610424159938332,0.2950487082837362,0.0,0.16047485840081202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795863040105522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787775383201803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379495528202501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23711596004114505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757118057139504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913382153501067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575673047767567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28726729310091226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903188299945396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464963238759878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617557087870587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mindeduse,2019/09/26,"So anxious going to work Does anyone else get super anxious going to work everyday, even if it’s a job you’ve had for a long time? 

Right now I’m working in a setting where I’m dealing with customers and other coworkers and I don’t mind dealing with the customers, I just get anxious that coworkers and supervisors are going to call me out for doing something wrong all the time, even though they say I’m doing great. So irrational but my brain doesn’t get that. I’ve only worked here for a few months, but even prior jobs that I had for 2+ years I had the same exact anxiety and fear of being called out for doing something wrong and that gives me anxiety every single morning before going to work.",5.187777777777779,5.816560571428576,5.985238095238099,79.8575396825397,68.28571428571428,8.222222222222221,29.12698412698413,8.167268648758528,2.0244603174603166,560,19,104,7,9,184,82,140,0.155,0.809,0.036000000000000004,-0.9244,2,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,6,10,5,0,1,7,0,10,1,1,0,2,17,21,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,3,1,8,2,15,17,4,18,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,8,68,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744393844817893,0.3930624711312821,0.0,0.08109370684085566,0.1188319835356493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868775326556027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946851521816788,0.2368506521124229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391340699890386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149211889012556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688377243769936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298048375824489,0.0,0.09771549421898056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305061944626975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181779344729402,0.1112555579516772,0.2636492555219334,0.0,0.0,0.12786488139502694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23017824691047964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263585852609873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710355248686745,0.0,0.09257161144751737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820561697955727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904359221307417,0.0,0.09222944236493484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785692832804004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394666167627955,0.0,0.13525406232958787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221626233377347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25360494800552474,0.0,0.07468528593321233
socialanxiety,NoSwan0,2019/09/26,"Hating my muscular body? Hello guys, i train at the gym everyday(Weight lifting+cardio), i have an athletic body.

But i don't feel comfortable with my body, everywhere i go alot of people keeps staring at me and at every move i make-I still dunno why- which me made me more self conscious about my body movement-which is real bad for anxious person like me-

Also i dunno but i feel like my back is very broad, which annoys me, as once a person told me i look like someone who is entering a fight because of  my muscularity!

I think this maybe related to my childhood as my parents humiliated me because of my body, even they prohibited me from eating healthy food so i wont get too much big.

is there something wrong with me?Maybe BDD? please lemme know if someone can explain why people keeps staring at me.",4.6524458874458885,6.443980629870134,5.429285714285713,78.99488095238097,70.62337662337663,7.990476190476191,29.71645021645022,8.59863814320734,2.379499567099568,643,26,116,11,12,209,102,154,0.14300000000000002,0.767,0.09,-0.8214,1,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,8,9,3,0,5,0,8,9,7,1,0,19,21,8,0,1,3,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,3,2,2,6,1,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,5,28,4,15,18,3,12,0,0,3,0,11,6,0,4,6,73,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962847872384921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266158746665321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618081635499805,0.09358017976734333,0.13664302466544506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6224651716025842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468344497027448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402624938818897,0.0,0.09443027771183236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333968325994813,0.08006831566439966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552477329863266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855596099769837,0.0,0.06369632732364068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097452219576427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065350365955604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923957999558572,0.0,0.0,0.0615949608266305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642664768453981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411702216129612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605060899023264,0.07481272046242858,0.0,0.2251941839306104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912083475196952,0.08238998926303588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935906940982878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444899808638316,0.0,0.0,0.15540110026666512,0.1957238110456729,0.0,0.12302763431340415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756893466087224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692146154359932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899261059810343,0.08628287225965682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950537854707316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718148506600999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070950244555187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247582219758972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364804180841733,0.0,0.0,0.202265343925052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225393468081379,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hugeriska,2019/09/26,The fuel of my social anxiety I have recently realized that my social anxiety fuels on other people's social anxiety. Anxiety is contagious. I find myself having a good time and being not anxious around non anxious people and When I'm around awkward anxious people I get very anxious and awkward and that feeling lasts longer within me which makes me the anxious and awkward person on interactions with others throughout the day. So I recommend you guys to start your day with interacting with some authentic genuinely positive people so you get on the right mood to get through the day instead of anxious oddballs.   This has helped me a lot to keep my anxiety checked hope it helps you.,8.837909407665505,9.33322405691057,8.72301974448316,63.819512195121966,60.463414634146346,11.581416957026715,41.14866434378629,11.20814326018867,5.196520092915215,561,29,80,14,7,182,74,123,0.115,0.6890000000000001,0.196,0.9008,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,6,6,0,3,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,19,14,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,15,2,15,13,2,15,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,3,8,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841199887925249,0.6807024385329618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879709890985715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942952954248729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077733405651248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917856122816656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574020064496309,0.0,0.0,0.08423079082321687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994354355547678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462402760323672,0.0,0.0,0.09974357787447127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926136389063109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185887031784941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537679650809356,0.0,0.0,0.06703372357031523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784851114465222,0.08768626354359911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991564719916022,0.0,0.0,0.08576144975945309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071085146599445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108054324237739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855797539272657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286022301841069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iyoteyoung,2019/09/26,Do I have existential social anxiety? Literally just speaking to people gives me so much anxiety cause I’m so embarrassed of myself. I can’t deal with them seeing me because I hate it. I’m a skinny female and I absolutley hate it. I’m too scared to wear clothes I would like to school but feel uncomfortable in the trash I wear to hid my body anyway. I don’t want people to see me it’s too much. My mind is always racing about what other people might me thinking. My mind always jumps to conclusions——-> they hate you ———> they don’t want to talk to you —-> you should kill your self. So is this like social anxiety or something less serious?,2.4066706730769236,4.805514546875003,4.014062500000001,83.82084134615386,79.3125,7.063461538461539,21.564903846153847,8.139509932561175,1.2482300480769233,514,15,100,10,13,171,79,128,0.231,0.711,0.057999999999999996,-0.9705,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,3,0,8,9,4,2,2,0,10,4,4,1,0,15,23,6,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,6,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,0,4,22,2,12,20,3,2,0,0,2,0,14,1,0,2,2,65,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23789506763683216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32807371629165943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714222568084297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878747003753718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685110437618076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473772575146139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228083746986404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371326052781016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234065783549131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815523206163382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967827417078124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516495046513336,0.2886815820351196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017236864538824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973147978166851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311991204347607,0.14467507794607984,0.2278285066913144,0.0,0.1491301354564193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29144316778613,0.0,0.11005145041616997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114899420228481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159788344528703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863361248056874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154901482111438,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OysterPancake,2019/09/26,"Is there anyone who can review my apology to a friend?  I'm....not good at apologizing, I apologized to a friend last week and today I see tweets from her talking about getting rid of toxic people from their life? xD;;; ( We've been friends for over 17 years, without really any issues. And then i had to say some stupid crap that came across pretty hurtful. ) and I think my last apology failed and wasn't good, due to the tweets, soooooo I figured I needed to write a new one. xD;;;;;;  
I have sent it, but I just wanted someone to review it?  
Just tell me how bad it comes across, just so if they never reply to it, I'll have a better idea as to why? xDD;;

I just need a way to move on, and I think even hearing how someone else thinks they would feel receiving it during a quarrel might help me with that.  
I don't want a friendship to end on bad terms, if it has to end, I want it to end on understanding terms if never talking again has to be the end result.",2.7747692307692304,4.02546052820513,3.8820512820512825,90.3846153846154,74.48717948717949,6.635897435897437,22.743589743589745,7.0316486544052195,0.5571128205128208,733,19,161,7,15,238,120,195,0.129,0.753,0.11800000000000001,-0.6411,0,0,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,3,2,11,12,2,0,9,0,13,2,1,3,2,38,29,14,0,9,9,0,1,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,10,8,0,0,7,0,0,5,5,6,0,1,5,4,20,6,28,21,3,30,0,2,1,0,21,7,1,5,17,104,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826230228568377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495444919158032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289204172707345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074553891556405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389617087113935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466004309256256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149625468718204,0.0,0.43044578991141264,0.0,0.0,0.08024849341552816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143320039158415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816078981845092,0.0,0.06347785669813308,0.0,0.0,0.2038140500257564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693743504899378,0.0,0.08143776173900047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006646271940395,0.13715681263080828,0.0,0.1268126781400881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19807469129703806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581785540765546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889051558670842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913348443627676,0.0,0.18017892716612535,0.18741398654489444,0.11734383300041995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233040493904173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423163590336531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360746923171985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778349338998409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662033936537424,0.0,0.0,0.09681842931273672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589026178175798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953114920871264,0.10619488552386873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355364960258276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516619940373853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648403430738273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149885682895162,0.09643970985299824,0.09745862234306042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963333448816356,0.0,0.0,0.1171200432457813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630891942383029,0.0,0.0,0.07824093356126066
socialanxiety,OrgasmCreator,2019/09/26,"How to talk to a different ethnicity girl I'm white and I want to speak to chinese girls, how do I open up and her?",7.692692307692307,3.1884059615384612,9.073076923076924,76.3219230769231,66.30769230769229,13.476923076923079,37.53846153846154,11.20814326018867,3.5645076923076933,89,3,23,2,1,32,19,26,0.0,0.9420000000000001,0.057999999999999996,0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7234722194632629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565722734294868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084302291878416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coconut1231,2019/09/26,"Feel like going crazy If the key to overcome SA is to do what you're afraid of, why am I still worried that I'm gonna make a fool of myself every single day? Not only I worry about it, but it actually happens. I go to work, walk in public, eat at work; sometimes I still mess up while doing those things and feel so embarassed. People can actually see that I'm really shy, easily embarassed and very clumsy (because I think my every move and feel worried all the time). So, idk what to do I feel so weird and tired, I just want a normal life",4.232500000000002,4.39943225,5.610714285714288,83.33428571428574,70.25,7.828571428571429,24.92857142857143,7.447530270364453,1.0800214285714291,420,10,88,4,7,142,79,112,0.19899999999999998,0.73,0.071,-0.9321,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,4,0,6,3,0,1,1,17,20,10,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,5,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,5,9,1,10,19,2,12,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,6,53,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.3092794721151225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659926475206634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219731441679328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215004740251648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670284976384376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205002259558965,0.1132079803130018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011950194854398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013076024109913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192906227367876,0.07741837255885707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057771343757444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684240389418515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526281264506447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052036155361097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986021470306492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151723230741327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627670491540113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672670203617606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25310194296918603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527761861960457,0.10153846914659853,0.0,0.0,0.09240266692615784,0.1821330954804305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075085908705042,0.0934672189678128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299071288726295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307299409781422,0.4827890555657217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Well-I-Exist,2019/09/26,"So I think I completely fucked up and I low-key wanna cry and I just can't stop thinking about it I'm 14M year 9, so for my English work my teacher made us watch over a child from year 3. It was meant to be an interview to find words to describe this child as we get to know him. So I was not expecting it to turn out badly so I was pretty chill about it I thought that I might be able to pull off a conversation to extract simple information from him. 
Boy was i fucking wrong. I fucked up beyond what I imagined. So the conversation went something like this
Me: Hi what's your name
Kid: ""insert name here""
Me: cool cool so how old you
Kid: am 8
Me: cool, right.... What am I supposed to ask exactly... Hmmm
Kid: wanna know my fav color?
Me: yeah sure what is it?
Kid: blue
Me: *is thinking of a reply*
Kid: insert other questions
Me: cool 
and then that's it conversation always ends after he states one random fact.
I've never been this awkward to anyone not even my friends when i first met them. That 20 fucking minutes of trying to socialize with the kid. It was nothing. It was just dead silence staring. I tried to look away every few seconds but like that's so insincere now that I think about it. Things just went fucking downhill. But I was calm I thought that it's okay I'm not the only one suffering from this kind of anxiety I'm sure some other guy in my year will be going through the same thing.
Then it fucking got me my teacher was like how was the interview. He asked everyone in the class if it was okay. Everyone was like it was excellent and interesting to get to know the kid. But for me I am usually honest about these things. I told him the truth. It was an awkward interaction I asked him one question and we just do then nothing came out of either of us. My teacher offered a second chance and that's when I just broke. I couldn't imagine having to talk to kid again not after what had happened. I was a fucking fail. My friends told me that but in an encouraging manor and tried to help but I kinda pushed the help away fsr. Then it was PE lesson I was enjoying my time. But the English teacher came. He called me. I was kinda chill then. But he asked me do you wanna redo it. And at this point I just wanted to bloody cry but I knew I had to keep my composure. And the teacher was like ""y'know what? Talk to me tomorrow about this since you can't get the interview done alright?"" I was just trying to keep cool at that point. But now my brain is just flooded with my fail and how I'll redo. I don't even think I can. I lost all sense of composure. But I guess I'll see what can happen for the few upcoming days.

FYI: don't get me wrong this English teacher was one of the best teachers and he is very encouraging but I just couldn't take it. He had no plans to cause me any suffering he was expecting this to be a fun activity but it went otherwise for me.",0.3530589680589671,2.6963127861952887,2.240877240877244,93.29362817362819,88.64646464646465,5.298352898352898,20.484939484939485,6.826614815495782,0.4062940030940028,2241,74,488,31,74,740,238,594,0.11,0.741,0.15,0.9715,0,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,4,4,1,9,34,47,7,2,23,9,50,8,1,5,7,98,102,42,1,9,27,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,12,48,19,0,3,19,0,0,8,12,19,0,7,41,11,75,28,64,53,7,50,0,6,6,7,63,17,7,9,29,336,123,8,0.06888108688929641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057314582240717914,0.0,0.0,0.046841501117837234,0.0,0.05269384293448609,0.0,0.0,0.048163257518038516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25757807191301074,0.0,0.12943209711843914,0.0,0.057512830387641024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228645106496581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689407331160683,0.07033529108117417,0.15756322654086055,0.0,0.07075985040394121,0.0,0.0,0.07222050908590767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513252790824594,0.04442260265345445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048926689031428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100819799415975,0.0,0.0,0.0909906165147559,0.0,0.05803528652114955,0.13163766071370467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295606553071217,0.058590217320115975,0.0,0.0,0.10643471372749327,0.4457561842587531,0.1439500997505535,0.0,0.03914670904445743,0.0,0.055090497592408916,0.0,0.07588028293096154,0.06820310548945732,0.12182263530584395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233908118179822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244934984394792,0.0,0.07172905228797181,0.15142097583324454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825909868009628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057842764841978075,0.0,0.07519184315904467,0.0,0.0,0.06517694988965764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307194800164317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312534059333617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218652120693294,0.0,0.07227911364432547,0.0,0.1867024285309097,0.05238717047996103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022978289048492,0.0,0.0,0.0700768285641521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432516298660967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058824071843594526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054889308186386265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697914687233761,0.0,0.0,0.07021559368382341,0.0,0.05302802591281043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057587672930352975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298392184379653,0.0,0.05179000498371815,0.11072801694483712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728460029294445,0.22068109591137156,0.0,0.10936777779606584,0.04016511569217617,0.0,0.0,0.13163766071370467,0.0,0.18706294609815816,0.07492284283353143,0.0,0.0,0.1657109328465775,0.0,0.07586278576190401,0.0568341104946631,0.04062784969473028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915603729093716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014625162519323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062131075854485,0.0,0.13307148480469033
socialanxiety,TimmyTalk,2019/09/26,Does anybody else hate recieving compliments? Like obviously it makes me feel good to be complimented. But I never really know how to respond so I always try and deflect it or awkwardly tell a self-depreciating joke about it and then I end up stressing about how I handled the situation for the rest of the day instead of getting a self-confidence boost or whatever normal people get from compliments. Does anyone else do this?,6.212251082251082,8.391204012987009,7.19162337662338,66.35981601731604,67.31168831168831,10.847619047619046,34.91125541125541,10.864195022040775,4.605278787878788,347,17,54,11,6,116,59,77,0.098,0.6829999999999999,0.218,0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,2,5,0,2,0,0,3,2,13,8,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,6,9,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021046905292594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303324446877294,0.2095960933826809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192440280624693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580240099605718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417675883366291,0.0,0.18117961591426301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343178083931874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137485177493836,0.0,0.0,0.17157538610934786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019608421415522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124209333533192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999377784469498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654551846798008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157769432969262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042555866666228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181628254691542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104649885494282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268017922038415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22993422969649524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343230120118546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879462661473258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888294458844375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ermargad,2019/09/26,"Overthinking greeting co-workers at new job (and i’m a fucking hostess...) Just started this new job at a restaurant & my co-workers have been soo genuinely nice & friendly, but I get the worst feeling before each shift because of how they always greet one another with soo much energy! I can never seem to match it when they talk to me so I always end up just smiling sheepishly or saying “nothing...” when they ask me what’s up! And when they don’t say hi, i’m actually relieved.... I’m not like this with guests though, just to my co-workers, which really sucks cause the only thing I want the most is to really feel included and comfortable with them like they are with each other but I just can’t see that happening with the way I’ve been acting around them, I feel like i’m just not doing my part to make that happen...",6.34879403794038,5.879791304878053,6.698373983739837,79.49432249322494,65.82926829268294,9.97181571815718,31.636856368563684,9.444778638647367,2.6373653116531166,650,22,129,11,9,211,101,164,0.10099999999999999,0.767,0.132,0.2958,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,7,0,12,10,2,0,6,0,9,1,0,3,1,31,27,12,0,1,10,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,9,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,6,18,7,16,25,6,15,0,0,1,1,14,5,2,3,11,85,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.13766381732236174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347628207022305,0.30569823217933106,0.0,0.0,0.14792403062479206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558206892651927,0.13188126029465533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599486700722862,0.0,0.12004004621611228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491758836807522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494600926266565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139874540784832,0.10078032411696282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899021086098627,0.13041679680167464,0.07370317059076259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249495192773657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27998010373917515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675879891640425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941652157125069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370256640247634,0.0,0.10880175969945348,0.2724922671076344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353603191549935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559257661904044,0.10728997254861808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276489295060305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074590761377807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436880276687066,0.0,0.0,0.11241440059799926,0.12842468696997986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984996104773547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133865962747386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372053540228392,0.0,0.13860040462148882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320664846986474,0.1119746752134469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081015777903727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xena190,2019/09/26,Seeing someone about my social anxiety My university offers counsellors that you can book an appointment with anytime. I’ve wanted to see someone for a while but obviously it’s been difficult to work up the strength. I was wondering how to bring up my social anxiety. Do i just straight up say it or just tell them about what’s been going on the past couple of years. Idk if this is a stupid question but i’m just really nervous about it.,3.442852941176469,5.8331861529411775,4.796102941176471,79.60121323529413,75.70588235294117,8.485294117647058,28.27205882352941,9.188382445141503,2.7770294117647065,353,15,64,9,8,117,62,85,0.174,0.753,0.073,-0.8068,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,2,7,4,1,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,13,13,6,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,3,7,1,13,10,0,10,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,4,3,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429935842452527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480504804007699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740644161461415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140048092869032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251132475087368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436152020290019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827662802315694,0.0,0.0,0.3572842575744192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570457724532593,0.3798933211614343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594286491696128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322269454165484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24311322996574544,0.1632054299282537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443643222566048
socialanxiety,Unapologetic_infidel,2019/09/26,"joining a group didn't help me I joined marching band at my university this year hoping the exposure would help me. But even after all my very hard work, I was chosen as an alternate. I worked ask for nothing. Sometimes I have to stand on the side and I feel like all 200 members on the field are looking at me and judging me. I don't accepted in the group at all. I feel like I'm not important. I could quit and it would have no effect on the band. I feel like an outsider. I've talked to many members and made friends, I think, but still can't control my thoughts about them. I'm also angry because many of them have been performing poorly recently. I work hard and I'm punished, while they put in little effort and get chosen over me. The first 2 weeks of class I came close to crying at the field. I almost cried at the first football game in front of thousands of people. Now I feel like crying again. Yes I've been diagnosed with depression too. I should have just dropped the class when I could. It feels like elementary school all over again when everyone bullied and mocked me and I was always chosen last for everything.

I think I will begin marching on the field in the next show, but at this point the damage has been done and I don't think my feelings will change. I'll still keep feeling judged by everyone because I'll probably then feel like a stranger, an alien, unaccepted, unwanted, as I always do.",4.093488095238096,5.5205534678571455,4.486428571428572,86.64523809523811,71.46428571428572,7.6190476190476195,27.261904761904763,8.11559375814309,1.6272261904761909,1121,39,226,16,21,353,146,280,0.174,0.7440000000000001,0.083,-0.9812,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,10,12,13,2,0,17,1,24,1,0,3,4,47,47,19,0,7,5,0,10,6,1,5,1,0,0,0,4,12,0,2,15,4,1,3,6,4,0,3,10,11,34,9,31,30,4,45,0,2,1,0,13,20,0,2,26,144,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195028366938866,0.0,0.0,0.07343306641453247,0.1528128584771133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584473599741096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195232194284972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502426301155343,0.0,0.0,0.0971395304301503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299045308703343,0.14663087337037564,0.0,0.30259901868406114,0.0,0.0,0.07908943488125086,0.09320126338568822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396968401710312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065008092450382,0.0,0.0,0.17548699153398592,0.08252711631630777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714391053706554,0.3936022584963784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621397273522286,0.0,0.0,0.07094439237810875,0.0,0.04797519531888012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451577717191287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309780855836228,0.0,0.0,0.09120374774630917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161899832807439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485029029801632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691687123472206,0.09203358429026004,0.0,0.0,0.07711055277868342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688780088832593,0.0,0.18619391572793545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765778978944348,0.0,0.0,0.0881093404508254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366045412827548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680507038665451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990037531822283,0.0,0.0,0.09231030067079836,0.0,0.09766805111061913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090666908603553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293262122226836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908180732453232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666441963286778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380610710803487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651481225028087,0.0,0.07289943543561822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576590933889345,0.0,0.0,0.07365712526577492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055084813950785,0.0,0.0,0.13046084044112105,0.0,0.0,0.059132810475678824
socialanxiety,MidnightKfox,2019/09/26,"I moved.. Hi, so obviously by the title I moved. I’m 23 years old, and moved in with my boyfriend of 3 years. I moved away from everything I knew, and on top of that I’ve worked from home for the last 4 years. My social interaction is zip unless you are my neighbor and I awkwardly say Hi as I run away. I don’t have any friends where I am currently and where I work I’ve pretty much isolated myself to the point i have maybe a few friends outside of virtual. 

Well I want so badly to go out and meet new people, but I’m petrified. We work opposite schedules, so I would have to go and do things on my own. I’ve managed now to make it to the grocery store and my hobby which includes fabric stores on my own, but the thought of going to a group event or doing something out of my comfort zone... I’m so scared. Hell posting this is a step out of my comfort zone. 

Any advice on how to get over this fear of another human being and not caring if I make an idiot out of myself? Lol. 

Thanks for reading. ❤️",1.6770492662473797,3.1818067783018904,3.5863522012578635,90.32772536687632,77.91509433962264,6.5979035639412995,23.570230607966447,7.3871296695380915,0.8525935010482182,775,25,174,10,18,262,123,212,0.155,0.737,0.107,-0.9505,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,4,9,13,2,3,9,1,12,0,0,3,1,28,26,19,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,6,14,0,0,2,1,2,9,2,6,1,0,2,1,25,7,35,22,4,36,1,0,0,0,13,16,1,2,10,113,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245054478776988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328894149812835,0.13360250121468678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941537493763465,0.0,0.10638362629929173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299049380144168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114509612852341,0.0,0.0,0.14337382601684553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968762575957473,0.0,0.06656746640006903,0.0,0.21723338102627568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780453840481698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385771545754956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009688410292576,0.0,0.1280023930687526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416748033705118,0.09366241708824084,0.0,0.0,0.12305522062058692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369737088846734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833137860158763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044544202293693,0.0,0.12202539383039275,0.12962372208011352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744639360339832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013230680559033,0.12756155323220256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988040109477844,0.0,0.0980879162801532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730377220032145,0.0,0.0,0.08464681426025289,0.0,0.0,0.10115082777025773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515084808270481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145586123585641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782721728655104,0.0,0.0,0.09050976817150573,0.0,0.0,0.24614728600796146
socialanxiety,Romulan-,2019/09/26,"I’m going to hang out with friends for the first time after starting high school. I’m 16 and a junior and am the quiet kid. I’m rather ok will having no real friends but my parents think I’m a total weirdo and get pissed. 

Some kids I talk to occasionally in school asked me to go see a movie with them this weekend. I only talk to people just to not seem like that one kid who doesn’t have any friends. I’m excited and scared but the biggest problem is the movie.

I think we are going to see It 2 and I’ve never watched a scary movie before. I don’t want to seem like a bitch and I don’t know what to do.

I’m tempted to make an excuse to get out of it but I know deep down I shouldn’t. It’s days away and I’m already getting scared about going with them. Any advice to help me calm down or prepare myself?",0.5668993020937201,2.3189825593220377,2.3372549019607867,96.85010967098705,82.16384180790959,4.6166832834828835,18.886340977068794,5.0885558068054335,-0.5875427716849448,631,15,150,2,17,208,102,177,0.172,0.6920000000000001,0.135,-0.9019,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,1,3,13,2,2,10,1,11,1,1,1,2,34,37,11,0,4,7,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,3,7,13,0,0,6,1,0,5,7,5,0,2,0,4,14,8,24,35,2,21,0,0,3,0,16,9,2,4,9,86,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854588166634232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564578759269441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283067200777296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254526305770548,0.0,0.13320707957211353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064443020657525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143644116411498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205980883330098,0.0,0.0,0.32861688166327746,0.0,0.22222276566768914,0.0,0.322307613197347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503221850252576,0.1497984694837952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558372801319046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853319938779635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463932373419716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934956056899132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607387119311647,0.10783016179203818,0.0,0.0,0.15743003255988494,0.0,0.0,0.09829247583753707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566441654279554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137680371963067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838932458063009,0.28697807928302466,0.2259607811670259,0.2581425727887028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100352690926704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22791496224520294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169393810394768,0.0,0.0,0.08267312175487647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362558171606434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EscapeYourSoul,2019/09/26,"Advice on attending networking events? I was told about a luncheon this Friday for my college major and a chance to network with employers. I looked at the program and it shows networking at least 30 minutes out of the two hours. Panicking over not knowing what to ask people, where to sit, what to talk about at the table, and if it will even be worth it if I don’t get any internship from it.",7.279675324675324,6.4870452467532465,7.242175324675326,77.42612012987014,64.06493506493507,10.816883116883119,34.83441558441558,10.125756701596842,3.324638961038961,312,12,60,6,4,100,58,77,0.039,0.909,0.052000000000000005,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,9,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,4,0,16,5,2,11,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,2,2,46,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34610460046931657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408573314875136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311143194076779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339352557149612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504657230165514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487999906457561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194650317027001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974254379818191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24554665696104375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846797609575524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384380829619485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459863978604397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crystalgabe,2019/09/26,"Anybody got speech impediments because of social anxiety? Resulting in isolation I always feel like i'm drowned by my own words before I speak and that they end up ""stuck"" in my throat making me unable to say what i want to say, because of anxiety. I end up sounding like an idiot trying his best to talk like a normal human being and it really affects my self esteem. Any advice on how to cope or find my way around these difficulties speaking? I go to therapy and all but the problem never goes away",6.0274570446735405,6.555246195876293,7.137680412371132,72.68356529209623,66.42268041237114,9.765635738831616,31.630584192439862,9.725611199111238,3.1035305841924394,399,15,69,8,6,135,74,97,0.14400000000000002,0.767,0.08900000000000001,-0.6868,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,4,2,18,8,6,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,7,12,4,15,5,3,12,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,6,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825204178585824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554169134178514,0.0,0.0,0.12701761469738512,0.0,0.2857741993340334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662748596630919,0.0,0.0,0.17548707715308495,0.0,0.0,0.2277201604592088,0.0,0.15893703622779098,0.0,0.1960153361890198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308653907871072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444218218069853,0.13343651997924896,0.0,0.0,0.17071462450203698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615205506695592,0.0,0.14938598101449796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737555653271672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467789519300948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440571689873138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300590951509207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872437417926704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965681358834784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29707179943552625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485351739704865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039990204079568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012764596424438,0.0,0.0,0.21360056974368308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681216786734054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101683856272366,0.1482582152538855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VeXedZenith,2019/09/26,"Medicine for Social Anxiety? Sorry if this is a frequently asked question, I've seen answers to to this question dotted around the place but for the life of me I cannot find them now. For the longest time I thought that I could just DBZ style power through my social anxiety, and that if I worked hard enough, I could overcome it with sheer effort. I'm tired of doing that though, I feel like I haven't gotten anywhere from it. I'm ready to throw in the towel and take some kind of over the counter medication to help me. So, any recommendations? I'll take vitamins, drugs, diets, anything to help me get this demon off of my back.",5.2739516129032245,5.95199768548387,5.395322580645161,83.98798387096777,68.11290322580646,8.135483870967743,29.20967741935484,8.07648339933343,1.7939387096774198,499,17,100,6,8,157,84,124,0.08,0.8079999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.7882,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,0,6,0,6,6,0,0,0,17,16,7,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,13,2,19,11,2,10,1,0,1,0,8,5,0,5,5,64,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400596390793954,0.0,0.25649956608551283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379595051846367,0.1492417071026797,0.15672766494031626,0.0,0.0,0.12891048315911888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26770557477387164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441773053986727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322455339556975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476755006564791,0.11976731823376376,0.0,0.0,0.1532266636080779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758883407376826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017911874510814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474100328299754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745789428421887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841429892022234,0.0819040392537753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888709296521706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515582500311974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756068559220133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417907730648803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766751087652755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25209992412977555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471269479511708,0.13309328939675896,0.09775653257655204,0.19268599569565803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204928570752432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,feh61,2019/09/26,"scared of starting therapy So, I've had social anxiety for literally as long as I can remember. I've never seeked help for it because, well, that's *terrifying*. I'm 19 and I've never mentioned it to my family, my friends know but I don't talk about it. I only talk about it with my boyfriend but not even that much cause I'm scared it's super annoying and whiny. I've even been to therapy short-term for something unrelated and pretended I have zero anxiety issues. (I wonder if he saw that the back of my shirt was soaked with sweat or flushed my face was.) Now, I'm really thinking I should finally seek help but everything about it is playing into my worst fears. First, I have to make that phone call and say out loud on the phone to another human that I need therapy. Then I actually have to *go to therapy.*
For my whole life, I've just been making excuses to put it off. First it was that I'll wait til I'm moved out so my family doesn't find out. Then it was, no I'm a broke college student I can't afford it, I have to wait til I pay off this medical bill. Now, I'm on the antibiotic doxycycline for acne and apparently a side effect is anxiety, so my excuse is ""I'll wait til I'm off the doxycycline in a few months to see if it gets better.""
Also, I'm convinced antidepressants will make me have zero libido or other side effects and I know doctors don't really prescribe benzos for daily use, and what if I just fake getting better in therapy cause I'm scared of frustrating the counselor?
I'm just... really struggling to make that call. Does therapy really help? Do you get anxious just talking to your counselor?
I've lived my whole life like this and I guess I have a hard time imagining anything else. *What if I can't get better cause this is all I know?* I swear I didn't intend for this to be such a vent.",1.5855086778608758,3.7900530884718537,3.802769154790465,85.28162515874136,81.11796246648794,7.572428390009879,23.220615210949624,8.532816995589336,1.6824198391420913,1434,50,295,34,38,492,173,373,0.163,0.765,0.07200000000000001,-0.9855,2,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,0,8,18,19,2,5,10,0,28,7,3,11,3,56,61,28,0,6,14,0,1,1,1,2,4,2,0,1,25,14,0,3,10,2,2,3,10,10,1,4,9,5,33,9,43,49,6,33,0,1,2,0,20,13,0,8,18,187,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.07642464800907807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626288911142935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212064863864166,0.1797334697696359,0.08847424323984683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444699805397268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060219798890795,0.0,0.047740412618555016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779113317005135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993779929841118,0.0,0.0,0.2413548286712135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015925075598787,0.06853443719341988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542256571055886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345332150101046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038493738738667,0.0,0.14765780014413535,0.08812673028768725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857908214768861,0.0715789642631033,0.13323027849248748,0.0,0.0,0.060506374612445436,0.0,0.16366650232753932,0.0,0.04450851342265611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627337198414695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015532101655532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574797218413061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174105334351435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291204810031125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063313226385732,0.03826100602010839,0.0,0.06915403683013911,0.0693067686128879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910486445905815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889464475175959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251069895891992,0.08323700117806097,0.05757091652041466,0.0580699639534212,0.12080351031277616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956248015214573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872872605923212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068370378133515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871621472065201,0.0,0.0,0.06227964293450911,0.2352224860509469,0.0,0.06240732796720184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983280766735873,0.0,0.060291111583272335,0.0,0.0,0.055432126431044296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187238309674308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888411394757264,0.0,0.0,0.5373637177081743,0.0,0.0,0.05018142142341035,0.0,0.0,0.04566640809774195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676394621927227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041505562018494,0.0,0.0,0.1748729571399159,0.0,0.0,0.0849298380994457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sativafairy,2019/09/26,"regret vs silent anxiety Every time I try to just “act naturally”, be active in conversations, and give people the chance to know me, i end up regretting it! i try to just accept my physical and mental feelings of anxiety, but it seems like they still manifest. just in an oppositely negative way. 

when i try to contribute to conversation, i end up feeling like i’m too intense in behavior or words, stupid, or like i’m dominating the conversation (i.e. talking too much, accidentally cutting someone off because i thought they were done talking, and in the past have been basically silent because i find it hard to know when to jump in)! 

i hate that every time i try to do what i know i should- not be passive, talk, try to make friends- i end up regretting what i said, how i said it, how long i was saying it, and so on. it seems like it may be better to just keep being silent and friendless, when i always end up hating who i portrayed myself as.",4.808789407313995,6.066596032786889,6.149180327868852,76.04856242118541,69.54644808743171,9.34661622530475,31.563261874737293,9.661875296680813,3.0425413198823046,746,32,140,17,13,252,101,183,0.209,0.654,0.13699999999999998,-0.9457,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,1,13,14,4,0,4,0,12,0,0,3,0,34,29,15,0,4,9,0,3,4,1,2,0,3,0,0,11,5,0,1,10,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,7,6,22,7,23,16,1,26,0,3,0,0,14,11,0,5,16,96,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895071772065478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194649159014936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498469195768496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517481165942373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216961421982445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213102315226997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038995417511254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025874796213215,0.08495625818146371,0.0,0.0,0.1086904523349539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187706602741147,0.0,0.0,0.11407861331438993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652869391858266,0.2348171695027817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570129431108652,0.0,0.0,0.1960654730117308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323926362404551,0.0,0.0,0.10524019323218664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793798238682034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984308843219185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741966333769986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352231068359984,0.08244394731166049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262397360456922,0.0945697193511994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165200590232845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007602767788644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094969426862263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867494532837901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440895916314937,0.1386860680020961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40369335454657795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439292342599216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alt89639,2019/09/26,"Do sports help social anxiety? I'm still in high school and wondering if doing exercise or joining a sport help with social anxiety? I'm interested in joining cross country because I've always loved running and a bunch of my friends are there. But of course, i've never got the guts to join due to the fear of people judging if I'm slow or run weird. Anyone here ever joined a sport and if yes, did it help drastically?",5.88024096385542,6.148758469879521,6.664722891566267,76.84624096385545,66.71084337349397,9.531566265060242,32.26265060240964,9.3871,2.8487127710843376,335,13,63,6,5,111,58,83,0.08800000000000001,0.6659999999999999,0.24600000000000002,0.9427,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,1,4,3,1,0,2,13,10,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,8,8,1,11,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,6,5,34,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804645305994461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318307229638061,0.0,0.0,0.15165005693713654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322102304104226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618363434288927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440543488751471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756373248650158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346162878320687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361175190495981,0.2291494326806066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574591802059849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672740038974072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035978106158426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194977835424049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44217103778907024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320352428751756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23520101415050285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TaurusBarbie97,2019/09/26,"Trigger warning: sexual assault related SA Hello all!

I’m struggling a lot with leaving my house for social events alone. I look like if Zendaya was curvy and 5’7 and obvi NOT Zendaya lmao. I love going out with friends to bars and clubs, dancing is one of my favorite things to do. But I haven’t been able to do anything alone since I was assaulted years ago. I’m terrified of people physically harming me when I’m alone and put up so many guards that even when I do manage to get the courage (to go like grocery shopping mid-day) I’m on the defense constantly. I tried going to a bar alone and when two guys sat down near me, I moved and panicked in the bathroom. My friendships in the past have almost all turned sour, either because of my bs or just mean people. I haven’t ever had a solid group of friends that didn’t end badly, snarky girls/guys after one thing only. 

Idk wtf is wrong with me? I’m a very confident person, I say what I think and I love myself for the first time in years. I’m tired of not having friends, any advice on dealing with this kind of social anxiety would be much appreciated. Thanks for reading💕",3.827811035918792,5.206820703539826,4.579661634565333,85.90695731389904,72.05309734513273,6.9105674128058325,27.453409682457057,7.285733465282438,1.3937941697032792,893,32,177,9,17,287,142,226,0.221,0.6409999999999999,0.139,-0.9651,0,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,7,17,3,1,9,0,16,5,0,1,3,30,34,14,0,2,7,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,2,6,12,2,2,2,5,1,6,5,7,0,4,6,3,19,10,29,26,5,29,0,0,1,2,13,9,0,4,16,107,25,1,0.11211528813384104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095577619908067,0.09938343828125512,0.0,0.11226726604622457,0.4644705052195191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624224052806029,0.0,0.08576788854935004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226132929249974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361158253304334,0.06834443902990765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211567967868774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230508577995595,0.11558593910020838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930086770603087,0.0,0.0,0.07405109042793659,0.10141469683843993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536520681252368,0.0,0.0,0.2598599804946258,0.0,0.05857561066206238,0.0,0.1911531058328724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220235239859865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936598961972526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167508198260292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871390196408628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954773324049144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414860507556988,0.0,0.0,0.0953164086907472,0.2023768496277797,0.0,0.0,0.11366730497741499,0.0,0.122126416500725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191608082129418,0.0824176369287626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194444161190715,0.08526872873415943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702672863303313,0.15545324832144908,0.09789474511021204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270683102487924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915857710219367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274292491173304,0.0,0.0,0.22857483448258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720724199635045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322069414962982,0.0,0.0,0.14896883129346022,0.07183894961924561,0.0,0.0,0.06537532611810662,0.12886003088470055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611892120208094,0.1219492387741802,0.10952034551823607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250685437325562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964348394551707,0.12258046742156713,0.0,0.1443971394281648
socialanxiety,ohhhmyyygrapes,2019/09/26,"My social anxiety is PEAKING \*\*I do see a therapist, but it's been a month and she's booked until the 7th

I have always felt like the ""unwanted"" friend and the person who gets left out. I've never had a close best friend and when I thought I did, they were actually closer to someone else. I try to be positive but I get into my head thinking ""there must be something wrong with me if everywhere I go I struggle to make friends"" I'm not close to anyone from high school, I went to (no exaggeration) SEVEN different colleges and keep in touch with nobody/nobody kept in touch with me, and now I'm in my second year of grad school and don't feel like I have made any strong bonds. Not one person texted me over the summer.

At times I think of myself as funny, caring, open, non-judgmental, supportive, and all of these other good qualities. But next minute I'm in my head feeling like I'm awkward, mean, a bad person, unworthy of friendship, boring, etc. During every social interaction I'm super judgmental of what I'm saying and really hard on myself after the conversation.

My boyfriend insists that it's all in my head and that I should ""be positive""... but it's REALLY hard.",3.3443043478260885,5.375874169565222,4.696739130434782,81.87206521739131,74.69565217391305,7.730434782608696,24.108695652173914,8.548686976883017,1.7094521739130435,929,29,175,18,20,308,140,230,0.11599999999999999,0.6659999999999999,0.218,0.9847,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,3,3,17,0,2,9,0,14,3,3,2,4,41,38,17,0,4,7,0,7,3,3,2,0,1,0,3,9,17,0,2,7,1,0,2,5,5,0,3,9,9,25,12,27,24,4,28,0,0,1,0,14,16,0,1,13,112,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.11412209626239718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730815890523717,0.0,0.0,0.07952706023382956,0.0,0.0894631111513857,0.0,0.0,0.08177112582405953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764474274532244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227272570422427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192338961832253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122183325922997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769309426019908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042532605102222,0.0,0.0,0.09853176385710412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826248081878578,0.16709200825514786,0.1122861748175287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710557845365519,0.0,0.12219856302991827,0.0,0.06646291459154907,0.09808847263422096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952068493451692,0.0,0.3600599633673196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355951241089952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039466775001012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706180367968806,0.0,0.0,0.17140122954590392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106568127843,0.0780621373221684,0.0,0.0,0.12738810945122167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334491148944772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019570382000662,0.0,0.12437303800044627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924540698550457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063373231308667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983677097542844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299988408602826,0.0,0.2367105062623009,0.09319055141616102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384227496979649,0.09908767970549832,0.09003048387028005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222569972960623,0.0,0.0,0.13270855109547475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578292688844806,0.0,0.14986811599279068,0.0,0.0928417924795725,0.06819195582385107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939842781960314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840980007916708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786172269607046,0.0,0.07530917195875134
socialanxiety,nockeyboy,2019/02/16,"Going on the bus for the first time in 4+ years tomorrow I'm currently getting cbt and started sertraline about 4+ weeks ago ( haven't noticed a change yet).

I started cbt around 7 months ago and i can now go into shops and in shopping centres ( i'm still anxious but i push through it).  Yesterday i was up all night worrying about getting a job and getting on a bus which was my main goal. Today my sister suggested to get on a bus with her and get off after a few stops and get her friend to pick us up so i know what to do if i get off the wrong stop or get lost.

​

I'm feelings quite sick and nervous about tomorrow.",4.411136363636366,4.366380113636364,5.416212121212124,85.61931818181819,69.83333333333333,8.721212121212123,31.65151515151515,8.472884824447931,2.1996333333333333,493,20,108,7,8,163,84,132,0.182,0.7859999999999999,0.032,-0.9586,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,4,9,4,0,1,8,0,5,1,0,1,1,19,23,11,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,2,2,2,3,1,3,0,1,3,1,11,1,21,20,3,35,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,2,21,66,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542377229868574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537801273689628,0.17425137540173252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620055334424683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765983084746013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170225977564625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250929591209372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197924247484873,0.0,0.0,0.11079345961949157,0.0,0.5993807473290549,0.0,0.16299942662908606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230619462445296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881100622151174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654224354069607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446358578335213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457479979980652,0.0,0.0,0.16326623493438233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252764755763618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300396778679974,0.0,0.11452250071863597,0.2397840814125829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361993879077509,0.0,0.13593008305621065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249717600455247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502991935328233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456335717652084,0.0,0.0,0.1567895992475533,0.17425137540173252,0.09234737841867498
socialanxiety,maman12345,2019/02/16,"Starting my 2nd semester in my 2nd year tmw and i still dont have friends. I am starting tomorrow . I dont like talking to people but when i go to uni i always feel left out. Its my 2nd year too everyone has formed their social circles and groups are arleady established . I set a goal that this year i want to break out of my shell and get a girlfriend i am 19. And i dont know how thats possible with my personality . I am not bad looking ive been told. Like the other day i was talking to someone and he was shocked that i was not in a relationship he told me there is no way you dont have a girlfriend . you are probably hooking up with girls. 
If anyone has any advice or how to deal with this i guess let me know!",1.2119327731092433,2.9360256601307206,3.2486134453781514,91.23661764705885,79.98039215686275,6.462931839402429,24.65406162464986,7.447530270364453,1.0085316526610641,558,21,128,8,14,189,90,153,0.067,0.873,0.06,0.1742,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,20,0,0,2,0,22,32,11,0,2,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,6,2,24,3,14,25,1,19,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,3,11,87,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105669896762356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111595337525811,0.0,0.0,0.0912035458185209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377709422175036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119813399706484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649378819628542,0.13826780823450205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6287322730215343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815367925701954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781312899190949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361776478625788,0.0,0.07007012587594481,0.0,0.07622126931839303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774400255889614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741340027245164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571753312157235,0.13714279706150148,0.0,0.13104470223743112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262374449238947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297921570592577,0.11710500385630253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511957494156512,0.0,0.0,0.1445998375110241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399049792695107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367144724847135,0.11363613478858454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985612920700867,0.0,0.1071052892738627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559487902442126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563073585140391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910514955145824,0.10645511616711414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590991102311529
socialanxiety,geo_metro,2019/02/16,"How do I stop myself from thinking I'm a faker? I've never had a panic attack (thank god) and I don't experience anxiety quite as severe as others, but that constantly makes me think I'm a faker. Does this happen to anyone else? If so, how do I prevent it?",1.3272222222222254,3.1279728333333345,4.573851851851857,81.50633333333336,79.92592592592592,6.542222222222222,20.059259259259264,7.554174236665415,0.8450192592592596,199,5,39,3,5,73,41,54,0.073,0.7829999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.3471,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,3,1,11,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,4,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924440843832644,0.0,0.0,0.17589785595060986,0.2577547868578643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28618785810018377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27184893109551245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014342177861046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014759975939826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460757061310572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245526424915815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791945136520847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401996435797356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29515356405262755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675669340066406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841932237821456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103169245527103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160430215792016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223812808351092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kylecat22,2019/02/16,"Always saying yes I think it's attributed to SA, but I've noticed how much I get anxious when someone asks me to do something and I can't say no in fear of what they'll say after that and the disappointment they may feel. I feel horrible that there's a chance they'll feel bad.",3.6673728813559294,4.31746383050848,4.762500000000003,87.18917372881359,71.71186440677965,7.933898305084746,26.614406779661017,8.07648339933343,1.398149152542373,222,7,49,3,4,73,45,59,0.308,0.593,0.099,-0.9522,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,2,0,10,11,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,8,0,5,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040459306176471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27703320861209635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925124521299825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047517148360901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759450656153821,0.3719777184252435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811936734853233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026778350794093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791890373173611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5850356673836615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077774160534814,0.18878534001612532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712957444525558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wtfplstellmeimnormal,2019/02/16,"being myself feels like a crime Hey, long time lurker here who is going a bit insane. DAE have this thing where they feel like they should be ashamed of who they are despite having 0 reason for it??? Like I know what my interests are and what I want to do in life but whenever I see someone who I consider to be more socially successful than me I always think that my tastes, how I spend my time etc. are outright wrong. And most of the time it’s to do with really inane stuff. I know how dumb it sounds but I honestly can’t stop feeling this way. Here’s an example - I thought I listened to some pretty solid music but this morning I just saw someone else's (someone of “high value” in SA terms) playlist full of songs that I don’t know and don’t really like and for some reason I thought “well if you want to be cool/liked/interesting you have to listen to this too, the fact you don’t know or like these songs means that you’re uncultured and dumb.” I also always feel like my personality/core values are shifting based on whoever I am around at the time. In other words I constantly feel that being me is “wrong” and everybody else is doing it right and I just kind of missed out on the “normal person” gene. I am really trying hard to just be myself and I'm trying to convince myself that my social anxiety is creating these irrational feelings, but I honestly can’t help but feel that my subconscious is right and I really am flawed in terms of my personality/interests/values (which I know objectively are not weird at all). Hopefully this makes sense but my inability to believe that I am fundamentally ok as a human being makes it really hard for me to open up to people and is honestly the root cause of all my social struggles. If someone else out there has the same sort of experience maybe I could convince myself that it really is just a SA thing and I’m actually doing ok, lmao. And if anyone has someone advice to help me get over this I'd really appreciate it!",4.941276805036393,5.766197368286445,6.118989769820974,77.97761115482983,68.923273657289,9.595947275231163,27.314676372221125,9.757249324022393,2.421348927798544,1565,48,304,35,26,525,184,391,0.10400000000000001,0.691,0.205,0.9913,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,3,1,14,26,2,2,11,2,39,2,0,8,3,72,69,26,0,9,15,0,9,6,0,1,1,5,0,2,33,17,1,1,18,2,1,1,6,8,1,0,3,17,46,18,40,57,12,30,0,1,2,0,19,19,2,9,15,214,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.07983181218222771,0.0,0.0,0.07994083455924184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542101276048495,0.1361399224153734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258211617716708,0.0,0.0,0.0572013428819793,0.0,0.0,0.07282555674394303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216845297228986,0.0,0.0,0.08931203489839565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403830375712185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840428347267787,0.0,0.06531621724532799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501770492934676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123640797108072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002292447089361,0.0,0.0,0.28954847160603275,0.17532876967365316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427407708596258,0.0,0.04649279226834749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656597202285493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966698924192853,0.08643356642726435,0.0,0.08125279028160727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518938140733126,0.2247948852638692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778268965642276,0.2398005506917785,0.0,0.0,0.07239660343877485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921358946856263,0.0,0.08218610753119537,0.08911178431717827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801534716364975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671465982850438,0.07143069994192917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322710932246333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668535255301937,0.1682224018021943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972542874532168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518957188367484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501757433121622,0.34657394557641463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839429878327202,0.0,0.08552241823232484,0.09364942053918723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869784559777154,0.05241860989186437,0.0,0.12989120919841934,0.1908092328465996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108313963467284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650375330511617,0.06493457332999432,0.0,0.0,0.07355430010490842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888618183281813,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,P30xy,2019/02/16,"I can't let go my social anxiety As the title says, I can't let go my social anxiety. Everytime I get an advice, I don't want the advice. It feels like my mind doesn't allow it. I don't want social anxiety, but I can't accept advices. It feels like my anxiety is controlling my entire mind.

I don't know, why it's be like that.

Does anyone feel the same?",0.8914285714285732,2.508911129870132,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,80.55844155844156,7.5168831168831165,20.090909090909093,8.418075326091056,1.1030311688311685,275,7,60,6,7,100,38,77,0.17300000000000001,0.711,0.115,0.2069,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,2,0,13,20,2,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,12,4,1,17,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,35,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176086925749656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359029751510132,0.0,0.0,0.09960607385942473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977254950358394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466110977216115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608473554430715,0.20353613513151467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442553206900035,0.0,0.16191803434289126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828814785349349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913345884037363,0.0,0.20878523265632046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876727566813215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328391568341735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356370377108436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804430621941535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854119020720234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lady_in_space,2019/02/16,"may be unpopular, but klonopin has changed the game I know some people are against using potentially addicting medicine as solutions to their problems, but I recently started using a VERY small dose of Klonopin, and it has changed my life completely. I have been back at university for a year and a half now, and going to school/the prospect of interacting with people has been very difficult and a source of anxiety. I would mostly just walk around with headphones on/put my nose in a book so that no one would talk to me. Then, before this semester started, my doctor suggested that I try klonopin. Again, a very small dose, but holy shit. I didn't even know what ""not anxious"" felt like, and it's amazing. I've struck up conversations with people multiple times, and even have a classmate that I talk to regularly. My normal level of anxiety is not extremely debilitating, but it definitely stops me from doing things I wish I could do. It's even hard for me to talk to my brothers and extended family. I now feel like anything is possible, I can do the things I've always wished I could do and talk to people like a normal person. My brain no longer freaks out trying to figure out how to sound like a normal human making normal conversation. Everything's just.... easy. I hope this post doesn't offend anyone... I know using medication can be a touchy subject for some. Just wanted to share my experience with anxiety as of late. Thanks for reading :)",5.841040935672518,7.291601318518517,6.2535867446393825,75.53798245614036,67.29629629629629,9.68421052631579,30.877192982456144,9.93914555978268,3.1027777777777783,1156,45,206,27,19,373,149,270,0.147,0.7170000000000001,0.136,0.24,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,0,13,13,2,0,12,0,25,9,3,5,0,53,42,17,0,13,9,1,3,4,0,3,6,1,0,2,12,15,0,1,6,3,0,2,6,5,0,2,4,5,25,8,33,31,3,24,0,0,0,0,14,9,1,5,16,141,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234776157115368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781192712824892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546373279808634,0.106062553231606,0.0,0.06564609620807925,0.0,0.07725879206659512,0.08357694528751937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219124336714257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988863745178132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480594533196386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986343140374682,0.0,0.09843591841507647,0.0,0.0,0.149917972732959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609457497437572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860291145233372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084377168936222,0.0918368753948101,0.08850577701689709,0.0,0.047470730746328384,0.06707097364123131,0.0901436657576247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053356619975292674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410190578999621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324830885537964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478909327947024,0.0,0.10590559702176598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631326841702742,0.18346853678992006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626685095162477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457857057887203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679467820409322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361844182275156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603502524891533,0.0819761628721411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584045917356237,0.08991522207845433,0.0,0.0,0.08983461043114242,0.0,0.0943796679433264,0.0,0.0,0.0939097217737763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269943511470148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501593937322356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637090054747716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329036032418044,0.0,0.0,0.07849149148953398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30184262559766484,0.0,0.0864360638138362,0.0,0.0,0.1247451348204318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474469927516256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748257478148406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432577142228159,0.0,0.23239317756087724,0.05537540164904247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592465862833107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333854478965571,0.0,0.0,0.06045842096380155
socialanxiety,thstephens8789,2019/02/16,"I'm going on my first date ever this weekend! How do I not fuck it up? 

I'm 20[m] and never been on a date. I met a guy on tinder, and we're planning on going on a hike this weekend. As you can imagine, I'm crazy nervous. I have social anxiety, so I'm pretty worried I'm going to screw up the date. What do I talk about? How do I keep the conversation going? My mind goes completely blank around new people. Help me!",-0.6970909090909103,1.358446422222226,2.4164646464646458,92.31045454545456,90.33333333333331,4.606060606060606,18.18181818181818,6.1124844417494595,-0.14466666666666672,318,9,71,3,11,113,57,90,0.127,0.7709999999999999,0.102,0.4747,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,6,3,2,1,5,0,6,2,0,2,2,11,18,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,2,0,4,2,3,0,1,2,0,9,0,11,16,0,21,0,0,0,2,7,8,2,0,9,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753165348386074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040123446752136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028327964167265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729988265005386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493423337475305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186652463982453,0.0,0.0,0.520976645301217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269170638116086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360967089742214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369927976757732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313991587296093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767521612823766,0.22133648057279975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887953688775136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331510869613539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23361276936260686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420038432625632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23273606303573816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,free-floating,2019/02/16,"Possible correlation between lateness and social anxiety Hi guys, I'm new around here, and only beginning to understand how social anxiety seems to hinder my daily doings in the most sinister ways...

Can anyone relate to the following?

I think that there might be a correlation between the fact that it takes me forever to leave home and how anxious I feel around people outside. Like... I'm always late. It might even include mundane tasks that need to be fulfilled, such as dropping something at the post office, or making it on time for a class. I believe it has to do with the fact that I feel anxious around people, so the forethought of having to face the outside world makes me want to delay ""my getting ready"" process the longest as it is possible. It's just so bad... for a year I had a job within a cultural institution where I had the choice to begin work between 9 and 10am, and I always arrived so late. It drove me nuts, and always had to apologize to an overly empathetic team. They were so nice to me, and I always arrived late. I asked myself a million times why the heck I cannot make it on time like everyone else, and it made me feel so frustrated. Anyhow, the examples that I could mention are limitless... What are your thoughts? Thanks for listening :)))",5.773500000000002,6.824087349999999,6.38666666666667,75.99000000000002,67.16666666666666,9.333333333333334,32.91666666666667,9.516144504307137,3.171291666666667,1004,43,176,20,16,328,140,240,0.091,0.828,0.081,-0.3406,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,2,16,6,1,0,18,0,18,1,1,6,2,37,42,18,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,15,12,0,1,7,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,7,4,21,4,31,30,1,28,0,0,0,0,12,11,1,6,14,127,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433728305941789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578449436070855,0.2330986869519469,0.0,0.07213676440642458,0.0,0.0,0.2755215051739398,0.09644721748155677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614013482094887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623387918505165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823704538731982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861827895086788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814082980435816,0.0,0.0,0.0985804886054569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564930034465899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539004988818388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215154883651388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348491165311373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237732751229783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655074737401146,0.1092389557317619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080436902489454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761910886444236,0.20659431867872255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188877650453288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649702248480518,0.0,0.09963933044412056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846315157185517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304601424762098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23261058034190946,0.09880546698565956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391936114744928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210331526572104,0.0,0.07942299606245509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756874390646866,0.0,0.0,0.09498231169441568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610524721567261,0.0,0.08190307328749696,0.1804725201752486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074004842692814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060850568935681575,0.08188916172478881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309216993719502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510680393652848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643616485017183
socialanxiety,tulolas1,2019/02/16,"Mild social anxiety but only around friends? As weird as it sounds i'm experiencing difficulties speaking my mind out when hanging out with rather close group of friends, but with strangers i can be more ""free"" with what i say , thus extending the duration of conversations. I must mention though there's 1 dude in the group who i've been friends with since we were in elementary school (now im 20) and 2 other dudes from the same neighbourhood who hang out with him, threfore i'm hanging out with 3 of them almost every day. We can joke around for hours but i feel slight sense of judgement or unwantedness if i say something stupid or goofy. Also yesterday the oldest friend from elementary told me that i am a quiet dude, which got me thinking for the rest of the evening. I guess my problem is i'm afraid to be myself or i'm suffering from fear of unacceptance, threfore i sit out some of the conversations instead of participating.  Is there any way to help dismiss the shyness and just start being myself fully?",6.6506369982548,7.4605104293193785,6.494986910994768,76.84607547993022,65.12565445026178,9.50802792321117,33.19415357766143,9.516144504307137,2.961606980802792,816,33,151,15,12,257,122,191,0.126,0.763,0.111,-0.2523,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,1,0,12,12,1,2,9,0,11,0,0,1,1,38,21,14,0,4,9,0,1,0,4,1,0,5,0,0,7,18,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,4,7,18,7,32,13,4,22,0,1,0,0,21,10,0,7,7,100,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989995612611772,0.0,0.0,0.13568500568083458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538139100439927,0.0,0.1297970549631494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30208447297166546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942308772934453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206540835881247,0.0,0.1429542590726067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909258760129831,0.08579022976821983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243463607256925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570056662671998,0.0,0.18691058965759214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372619767267565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709073315094486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832726722693122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131829209209007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904165017164151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235123725417516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698567244292345,0.0,0.17171505772749385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035274420082097,0.0,0.0,0.17295715713846285,0.0,0.13062022450231628,0.0,0.0,0.12009327094696765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871765937037056,0.16669987420035454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621269177892403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467611673056493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,daddycorn420,2019/02/16,"memory I keep forgetting words when talking in public, does anyone have any advice?",8.447142857142854,10.645095142857144,8.412857142857145,59.682142857142885,61.85714285714286,11.314285714285715,28.285714285714285,11.20814326018867,4.214371428571429,68,2,8,2,1,22,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821200531540864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355117190059023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449790663657356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317555305112295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385341083961719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965559004377217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xrhea123,2019/02/16,"So I get really sweaty, and I start get really stressed/angry/nervous in public. It’s always so f*cking awkward when I go shopping and I’m standing there at the cash register sweating and looking like I’m about to have a nervous breakdown. It’s such a horrible feeling and I get even more worked up and my anxiety is getting even high and ugh! It’s just horrible! It’s to the point I don’t even wanna go anywhere. I have no idea how to control it. I just wanna be confident and feel great walking into a store and actually not feel nervous and not feel my anxiety is gonna give me a heart attack. Any advice???",1.0875268817204289,3.5704757096774244,3.4307741935483875,85.18949462365593,86.25806451612901,6.2098924731182805,26.815053763440858,7.554174236665415,1.8912189247311824,484,23,92,9,15,166,75,124,0.204,0.706,0.09,-0.9082,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,12,7,1,3,6,0,6,2,2,2,0,23,22,13,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,5,1,3,3,4,5,0,0,0,5,10,2,10,20,1,12,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,3,61,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.17231477984543328,0.0,0.0,0.17255010165988155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692714669705256,0.0,0.0,0.12007918119939205,0.0,0.2701635670430286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088311063583295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198047383707318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34988456178315513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571328255206341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690191325878536,0.16938982899303404,0.20070683716492835,0.0,0.0,0.1946780079348988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092459301930991,0.0,0.18656448554834848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993352117504001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626715334346889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482811539933502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669234047167323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22624093886267715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498290683910004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855097918881367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CorporalAIDS,2019/02/16,Anyone else terrified of not knowing how to do things that they’re “supposed to know” how to do? Sometimes I even go so far as to avoid doing said thing just to prevent people finding out I don’t know how to do [thing] and that just makes it worse... I feel like I lack so much life experience ,3.968,4.570144466666669,4.616666666666667,88.68000000000002,71.0,7.333333333333332,26.666666666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.0661666666666676,228,7,50,2,4,73,42,60,0.139,0.802,0.059000000000000004,-0.7096,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,4,0,17,12,7,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,9,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677686825581706,0.24584257028322254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043556394624565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847532584479987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347032418562909,0.0,0.0,0.12131874425771247,0.1714101757097065,0.0,0.0,0.21929696447914984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636103829598514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955873045604569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947374362044418,0.11722050695351145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015900238910302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763804123904784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634126546285274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22823388022385235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23730263061091275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782080306350991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445150674310836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Slipryfrog,2019/02/16,"How to deal with pushing the limits big time? Hi, what do you do when you really want to do something but your social anxiety causes you to become physically sick to the point you cannot function?

I got into a leadership course for a week where I will be with strangers for 4 days, taught how to speak in front of people and drive conversation etc but I can't eat in front of people and vomit and/or faint from public speaking and engaging with groups of strangers???

Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated! :)",5.640892857142859,7.27615070833334,5.737738095238093,78.35250000000002,67.95833333333334,8.81904761904762,28.29761904761905,9.23628265651192,2.4013619047619046,412,14,74,8,7,130,69,96,0.062,0.795,0.14300000000000002,0.8575,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,3,0,15,12,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,2,8,2,17,6,1,14,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,4,49,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719439408645884,0.0,0.19342648713717228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792485263170468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597424771429731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306474347356165,0.2606731090242499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587245666366784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28199011108701866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222403283789703,0.2787635920702263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505831406771676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390211837126925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197961305364927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577446409706509,0.0,0.19465319287656352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474365277069447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913511349246514,0.0,0.20281779844747747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796145338716501,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dananddarcie,2019/02/16,"Blushing Ive been a chronic blusher most of my life which I self medicated wkth drugs and alchohol 

Im 4weeks without alchohol and plan to stay away from It for good as it effects me mentally and makes my blushing worse the days after and causes anxiety

I feel so much better im also doing a keto diet which has took a bit of weight off me in thise 4 weeks 

I do need a small bit of assistance when out with 2.5mcg of xanax I was wondering if going to the doctors to get propranolol for the blushing which hasnt totally gone but has reduced since I changed my lifestyle 

My job makes me speak to people in public and I need to talk in meetings which triggers blushing but it also happens with friends and family for no apparent reason it stops me from going for a meal with my lovely partner and children 

Has anybody found anything to work that reduced it  ",7.133326758711372,6.560450248520709,7.443392504930966,75.14241946088102,64.26627218934911,9.641288625904009,37.12097304404997,8.841846274778883,3.2942894148586466,688,31,123,9,9,225,104,169,0.049,0.871,0.08,0.8068,2,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,8,0,9,10,0,6,1,29,23,15,0,3,4,0,2,0,2,0,6,1,0,3,10,11,3,1,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,3,16,4,28,18,5,17,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,3,5,88,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318865652437431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109120094115506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930909803059908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621680612292072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822615702758206,0.31656894526138424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893803064846406,0.15337335862893936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350238755050036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839679419196775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813487436638566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136677576026315,0.0,0.073308032868491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896696558901194,0.11201392148733932,0.0,0.07574791441087912,0.0,0.16479497110765967,0.1216053126250219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820846346679005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31321419977340864,0.0,0.14387378972161974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240616026557604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085330320147165,0.0,0.1935552743009652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460556610704188,0.1461093053889937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657958214117597,0.21500691207214448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051332982835412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490672236066532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124944943090549,0.0,0.0,0.11993188050497737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453316038711956,0.0,0.12121272935021513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653227562826532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108204488791314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629704857475835,0.1765508899803952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975895647782358,0.1572284619222083,0.10554974210407074,0.0,0.14775061108448329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jt_hiki,2019/02/16,Is alcohol a solution? Do people do this or hell nah?,-1.1245454545454552,0.7354988181818172,3.718636363636364,78.19795454545455,106.27272727272728,9.472727272727274,23.681818181818183,8.841846274778883,3.542781818181819,41,2,8,2,2,16,10,11,0.406,0.447,0.147,-0.6199,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8389376498850443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442275439605745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whutttttt,2019/02/16,"Anyone who's isolated themselves for a long time, how long did it take to sharpen your social skills? What I mean by this is, when I spent like a year avoiding talking to people when I had no job, I noticed it became almost impossible to start a conversation (who saw that coming?!). I'm also less articulate and more awkward than ever now I've tried to talk to people at my recent job. So anyone who's put themselves out there after being isolated, how long did it take for your social skills to improve?",10.044489795918366,6.990943755102041,9.979285714285718,67.1532142857143,60.42857142857143,11.840816326530616,37.765306122448976,9.516144504307137,3.5600734693877567,400,13,71,5,4,133,66,98,0.12300000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.055,-0.6731,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,9,3,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,9,13,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,5,1,7,1,13,7,2,16,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,1,13,50,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302426693981512,0.0,0.0,0.13818013363831647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241637628957564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884332074505235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562984848154209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34293490819336536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441648624030006,0.0,0.0,0.4587412476212462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821901016387216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672260731887325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23958171675043025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737017164839487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706093202848003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522753743816492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230168061126084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598332142147793,0.27776418012945353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075526265046283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731309583878935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127112148378836
socialanxiety,sleungcy,2019/02/16,"Anonymous valentines chocolate I secretly left a box of chocolate on my crush's desk the night before valentines day.. She didn't know I like her. But at the end of the day, I couldn't hold back from revealing myself. There was an awkward silence, and that was all..

The next day I found a box of subway cookies on my desk...

What should I do now...? ",1.929006211180124,4.205700492753625,2.619503105590063,93.83869565217393,80.30434782608695,5.102277432712215,24.349896480331264,6.1826913282559595,0.5597809523809518,270,10,56,2,7,84,49,69,0.061,0.9390000000000001,0.0,-0.4039,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,10,1,7,2,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,9,38,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23421710518597255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591905129829669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5893216466790239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26978347024010074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33397604910671946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673991269638293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309466816828132,0.0,0.0,0.14881122548721534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239434906875798,0.28584464376081914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CallMe_Nick,2019/02/16,"I Have no Friends Outside of School  

Hello my name is Nick and I am a senior in high school, I have a rather unique problem that I have no idea how to solve and I am getting so tired of it. To give you some context I've struggled with social anxiety all of my life. Middle school was a very rough time for me, I was the painfully shy fat kid who had very few friends. This really messed me up because I had absolutely zero confidence in myself going into high school so I didn't really change much other than joining the football team because I thought I would make some friends and be ""cool"". This didn't work at all because I was still treated like an outcast on the team until I was an upperclassman. Basically my first two years of high school I was a ghost, no one knew me or cared to know me except the same few friends from middle school I mentioned earlier. Junior year I completely turned myself around, I lost a lot of weight, I hit the end puberty and actually became pretty handsome, and I got a nice looking haircut. For once I had a bit of confidence in myself, and one thing led to another and I got into a friend group outside of my school that had no connections to my past hermit self. I actually figured that I can be pretty charismatic and sociable when I have some confidence. This new friend group even led to an attractive girlfriend for a couple of months. 

I could go in further detail about my past but I don’t want this to be a TLDR post so I’ll get into the meat of my problem. This senior year I’ve been slowly transferring my new social skills to my social life at school. I’ve never had any counseling or even told anyone about my social anxiety so this has been a slow “learn as I go” process that I’ve been doing solo, but to clarify my social anxiety is nowhere near gone, just way less of a factor in my life now. I was late to the party when it comes to making friends and forming friend groups, but I’ve made a ton of new friends this year and to my knowledge, I’m liked by everyone who knows me. I’ve made friends with people in multiple friend groups (the school is kind of cliquey) I’m even friends with most so-called “popular” guys (I hate using the term popular but like it or not there is a social hierarchy in high school to an extent). But my main problem is that while I now have friends in school, I don’t do anything with my new friends outside of school. I think explaining this with an example would be best. As I am writing this, I am at home on a Friday night, Mostly everyone goes to the basketball games and this night was no different. So I show up to the game as usual, and my friends are there. We have a fun time and I’m fitting in with everyone, life is great. What sucks is when the game ends because then everyone makes plans on what they want to do after, and I am not included or invited to any of them, so I go home to solitude while everyone else has fun with there friends. From my understanding, they don’t deliberately exclude me out of ill will, they just don’t think to invite me or don’t consider me close enough to hang out. This is agonizing because all these new people I’ve become friends with are fun and interesting people that I want to spend time with. I also feel like I have come so close to finally having a normal healthy social life, but I just can’t get over this last hump. I’m not confident enough to just flat out ask if I can hang out with them, also I think that would be awkward and give off some bad vibes, but that's probably just the social anxiety speaking as all signs point to them more than welcoming me. I don’t know what to do to finally make that plunge into these friend groups and become a regular, and I need your advice. 

I could see this being read as just some dumb high school kid venting about is minuscule problems, but I needed to get this off my chest, and I actually want some advice because every week I feel like I get closer to these people and when the week ends I think “Ok I’m closer with them now, this weekend is the weekend I’ll be finally included and my problems are over.” but that thought never becomes a reality. I know this doesn’t matter in the big picture at all, and when I go to college and beyond, I feel like my social skills have developed enough that if I was given a fresh start I wouldn’t have any problems. But I’m in the present and I want to solve this problem now. 

Thanks for your time,

Nick",6.158228158679202,5.673423221348315,6.515471222196744,80.7006340288925,66.2247191011236,9.827103875257967,31.75877092409997,9.290569792184328,2.530133914239853,3497,121,717,57,49,1133,328,890,0.08800000000000001,0.727,0.185,0.9984,1,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,1,3,7,9,38,58,3,2,42,2,76,12,2,10,7,149,142,65,1,24,28,0,5,6,19,5,9,1,2,4,41,49,2,0,20,9,1,12,21,16,0,5,29,9,99,42,111,98,30,119,0,1,2,1,66,50,2,16,61,488,140,23,0.0,0.0,0.1008224230531522,0.0,0.0,0.06730674084959345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508167604536038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025905739264462,0.03611227090619989,0.10538289470156073,0.0,0.0,0.024080533952600708,0.0,0.028340344254432506,0.030657991638550288,0.03219579522742843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02875510786082225,0.12596208692222569,0.11410543540334478,0.0,0.0,0.03614158237803949,0.0,0.03759844402926118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03511283300071952,0.0,0.036431871959068,0.0593322597027887,0.0361086128874477,0.0,0.0,0.054993442733564726,0.03810607378308081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035981401731718765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02876934675363329,0.0,0.09150813663102793,0.10675401024337984,0.0,0.06823985990350695,0.0,0.029016324051545743,0.16453959520232192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052240145698916975,0.07380963764618569,0.0,0.1131786501128879,0.0,0.02929377683681157,0.0,0.0,0.4789344373190058,0.0,0.08996472215425833,0.0660740110432626,0.09786232336180543,0.0,0.05508799305125147,0.03796909449238492,0.0,0.03410000240944192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034001360553261036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819333538454236,0.06909020522752342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038877413894339116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035862895659859874,0.07570704594311824,0.02807236333304336,0.038848666899696266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216263421485544,0.10095086953989894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02892006758819992,0.0,0.03759421238216412,0.029278787289395317,0.0,0.06517398679510142,0.09195314014600338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02748886343158045,0.0,0.025316611207636727,0.05107213117682202,0.05312292539275107,0.1663068963182078,0.0,0.06463729521860216,0.03374288605678113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0366763872817941,0.046673485151910034,0.0,0.03664550039920525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657518021287054,0.09550260345658808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03255596558600318,0.0,0.0329830208220268,0.0700736427098035,0.0371310427735257,0.230674154000597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034448297374526746,0.0,0.04412498194760375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453103092516206,0.02744340639588177,0.0,0.03592736460102898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31595580684401503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024376085671133658,0.0,0.027503012076313317,0.0,0.0,0.03600309699373889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0317067836417983,0.0,0.0,0.02287972650303202,0.08826842529578696,0.0,0.0546814028422451,0.08032657938664893,0.039582538685642994,0.0,0.03290791904046438,0.0,0.0,0.037459718334095296,0.033641877031827326,0.035852190339463776,0.0,0.029744219305933513,0.037929668432294235,0.056831526684839234,0.10156500664730728,0.027336057494258298,0.055249741164547485,0.0419373969216295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025071985930433856,0.0,0.0,0.07339338496248432,0.0,0.0,0.08871029004526071
socialanxiety,screenprintloser,2019/02/16,Im at a party and im frozen Im visiting my best friends at their school for the weekend and they threw a party. Im just sitting here texting my other friend who isnt here. Theres a lot of people i dont know. I dont know what to do with myself. ,-2.375689655172416,-0.6202272758620673,1.0719827586206918,100.29004310344831,97.6206896551724,3.589655172413793,15.870689655172415,5.148860815047168,-0.9736620689655172,190,5,49,1,8,68,38,58,0.0,0.716,0.284,0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,6,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821974886021414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204004043802436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771351310329686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7749274120842303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713526963640626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247937771230907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434068222354568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151465744047832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alnaris,2019/02/16,"I went to a valentine's day party and left realizing how much approach anxiety I really have So it is the start of the second semester break at my university. And I find myself sitting here studying (gettng ahead) because I don't really know what else to do? I have hobbies for sure but unfortunately they aren't the most social kinds. What do normal individuals not crippled by social anxiety do on a regular Friday night? I went to a Valentine's day social last night and it was kind of embarrassing. This guy thought I was gay because I approached him only because he was alone. (I just thought he was similar to me?) I attempted at talking to a few woman and they don't seem to be interested in me. Granted I don't really know what to say besides the standard ""what are you studying?, etc."" Frankly I'm not so concerned with fitting in at parties but I am worried that if I don't deal with this now (my struggle to meet people) I will have issues finding meaningful relationships. For context most of the friends I have now I met through student residence where it is extremely easy to meet people. Also I am an open book and once the initial getting to know someone phase i generally have almost no issues with this anxiety.

tldr; I (single) went to a Valentine's day party and have self realized my poor social skills (approach anxiety)",5.416862745098037,6.782998078431376,6.64009803921569,72.68877450980393,68.21568627450979,9.274509803921571,35.34313725490196,9.586721724236666,3.6516666666666655,1070,54,182,23,18,361,138,255,0.10400000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.113,0.6422,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,3,9,7,0,2,12,0,25,1,0,1,1,35,38,13,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,11,10,0,0,11,1,1,6,8,2,0,1,10,1,29,5,28,26,6,28,0,0,0,1,21,10,0,5,10,133,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648308155630394,0.11013506525451497,0.0,0.08503920692689833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253959731254916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446968109506846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057394452682012,0.10963077140314287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883253406156971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859602059548024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438371797050352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215719645545283,0.0,0.05555770392387183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529226302831506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198043829376732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214712713175309,0.17532329101094918,0.08668042390140121,0.0,0.0,0.11553756269852199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817135184488982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958377151643414,0.10418957721367532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324749395131245,0.0,0.08087555095768892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744405472909344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043703318358263,0.0,0.0,0.1141682186476957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456498827635048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968069715048094,0.1109346995951614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43359660565539787,0.09010063351127448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526724465494701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116854224764072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002231866206909,0.0,0.0,0.08547120692738623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884247049873313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957317709425047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799234907110504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MithrandirStrider,2019/02/16,Going to a networking event tomorrow and I am absolutely terrified. Any words of encouragement are highly appreciated! Thank you I'm going to throw up! :/,4.283076923076924,7.6896730769230786,7.3680769230769245,53.81442307692311,87.46153846153845,11.830769230769231,29.57692307692308,10.125756701596842,5.532184615384615,124,6,17,6,4,45,23,26,0.18899999999999997,0.536,0.275,0.47,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526598373266027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894547234410933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479201345914491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774491535850143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,One-of-the-Nobodies,2019/02/16,"I'm a socially anxious, shy, quiet-voiced, introvert... I have social anxiety, though it isn't as severe as I know it is for some people. I'm an introvert and I'm shy. I'm a quiet speaker, like my volume settings are a bit lower than everyone else's (my dad has called me a ""low-talker"" when I'm being too quiet for as long as I can remember).

My family is loud... My brother never got the hang of ""using his inside voice."" My mom can be pretty loud, my paternal grandmother is loud, my dad... Well, he isn't loud, but he commands attention without even trying. And pretty much all the rest of my family are, at the very least, not quiet. My in-laws are definitely loud. Even most of my closest friends are sort of loud people.

So, throughout my life, I've often had that experience of beginning to chime in on a conversation, no one hears, usually trying a couple more times to no avail, and just deciding it's not worth saying anymore. I'd say at least half the time, one person notices I was trying to talk too, and tells the rest of the group that I was going to say something. I hate that moment... 1, I hate being the center of attention like that and 2, I don't even want to say whatever it was anymore.

Does anyone else get that? When no one heard what you said, so you just don't even want to say it anymore? Then I get irritated if they realize I had said something, and try to get me to repeat myself when I don't want to.

To be fair, for the most part, my closest family and friends are pretty good about trying to pay attention when I'm around so this just doesn't happen, and they genuinely feel bad when it does happen. But no one else I know seems to have social anxiety, except my husband (very mild for him, but he understands), so no one else I know really understands how drawing attention to this makes it like 10x worse. ",4.4592886178861795,4.9974962872628765,5.915735094850948,80.0342530487805,69.86720867208672,9.293631436314364,27.29911924119241,9.408791572840183,2.2285184281842816,1426,44,286,29,24,485,171,369,0.139,0.757,0.10400000000000001,-0.8279,1,0,2,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,2,0,24,10,2,0,15,0,28,1,0,3,2,47,60,28,0,4,11,5,1,3,2,0,1,20,0,1,15,9,0,0,14,0,2,2,15,3,1,6,9,21,35,7,37,47,12,25,0,0,0,0,34,8,0,7,17,190,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183171714960992,0.08736287868764844,0.2300769827137472,0.05407216557214767,0.07923552812323946,0.0,0.0688416628656265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456879055737967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442625461740516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896437452309057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855661230336086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353470909318482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584030543719701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043075960904419,0.0,0.0,0.07389381192681754,0.0,0.07564530137841935,0.21870450668292374,0.0,0.03910126208586948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949265394147572,0.0,0.12120796062627025,0.0,0.04394942207270368,0.06486221241968175,0.06184927392324052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676844229703233,0.0,0.0,0.15269820853085025,0.0,0.0,0.08715851531561994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749854087347898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462170999643503,0.11334117721721365,0.0,0.0,0.06843617528489558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051619551176071456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090570024230251,0.0,0.0,0.05684774248110797,0.0,0.059643021686474174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804272282111156,0.0,0.0,0.26201001418104874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374276159092757,0.0,0.10722421265326793,0.06752311116477665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360226076157333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954070649835352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876018106564266,0.0,0.14712042763236005,0.30748660238029063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039993113335316,0.0,0.08736287868764844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364899761605433,0.0,0.11906753591356325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431268095756168,0.0675913679342764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597806286799491,0.0,0.0901855438294808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625159487511052,0.0,0.0,0.16101018158281066,0.0,0.06678981264661729,0.08517000975163902,0.12761360386232926,0.13683682928076493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953054060325277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454505832792366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880767142839136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RestlessSleep1,2019/02/16,"Would a social anxiety group be worth looking into? I'm been seriously losing my mind over the last several months because my thoughts and feelings have been spiraling downwards and I have had very little support through it. I have a girlfriend and she has tried her best to help, but I know my issues are too much for her to handle on her own, especially when she has her own problems to worry about. She's not a therapist and I don't expect her to be that for me.

The last counselor I saw was awful and judged me the entire time I spoke to her, which made things much worse for me since I was already going through a tough mental health experience after a string of bad social incidents. I won't go into detail, but basically I was trying to put myself in uncomfortable situations more and ended up being disrespected or treated as if I was a moron. Since then I've mostly been alone with my self-depreciating thoughts.

All of this alone time has been spent reflecting on these bad experiences and it has made me extremely bitter towards people. I've become even more closed off and isolated than I used to be. I've had these feelings for years, but this is the worst it has ever been. 

I'm fed up with my life and I want to do something about it. I can't deal with ""normal"" people anymore since the majority of them just don't get it and I don't get along with them because of it. These are also the kinds of people who have made me feel bad about feeling this way. I've started thinking that if there is a social anxiety self-help group in my area, maybe I should try it out and see if I can find people who actually understand my feelings. I can't deal with this on my own anymore and it has been a huge challenge finding people who understand me.

Anybody have any experience or tips to share with me?",6.466932773109241,6.225751008403362,6.972620448179272,76.86514915966389,65.5266106442577,9.717030812324928,31.85560224089636,9.255337874911486,2.6262987114845946,1438,50,278,23,20,472,176,357,0.182,0.77,0.049,-0.995,0,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,3,10,16,2,0,14,1,41,3,0,4,2,61,71,24,0,9,10,0,5,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,22,23,1,0,14,0,2,3,7,10,0,0,21,10,44,6,46,43,12,34,0,1,3,0,25,18,0,6,12,207,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0834824690832174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720377448921806,0.09440430178348423,0.068412673167224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058175546758138276,0.0,0.13088791137540426,0.0,0.16968117894282256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428692122774373,0.10429848548272397,0.09448100129734947,0.0,0.0,0.08977730673768723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763923819167587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577010109284198,0.0,0.0,0.056503621140252834,0.07738302805668057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510469624380107,0.0,0.0,0.21627809648620916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563785722740505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939055708110122,0.0,0.0972377549008924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093348169225768,0.0,0.0,0.11468198940468237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928984478631788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908503646794569,0.04701492186164897,0.13946601161181085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060425054510554514,0.0,0.08574153075557374,0.0,0.0,0.07183874108174315,0.09570628556680844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428426462883829,0.0,0.0,0.08594442482880812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621222316834551,0.0,0.08637905320232939,0.0,0.0682835659588312,0.0,0.1257751885998116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838188378153352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965409218627477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185784476945464,0.0,0.08599932888693483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817064864949429,0.0,0.17849036040121882,0.09664484519515508,0.0,0.21229847105699806,0.0961594920095902,0.0,0.2616161175040697,0.0,0.0658589995487512,0.0,0.0,0.06055128681059758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707881187560156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932777584044987,0.05683426372568585,0.05481567886363227,0.0,0.13583104979925278,0.09976740754392437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424434915213122,0.0,0.0,0.1781168879467632,0.0,0.0738859708014446,0.0,0.07058602678470545,0.05045840362059525,0.06790398917763729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687810656457805,0.08718068039651658,0.06077081670426796,0.0,0.0,0.055090081812672616
socialanxiety,bbts95,2019/02/16,"Looking for advice I'm looking for advice on how to open up and actually achieve my dreams. I'm not very smart and my social anxiety gets in the way of me trying new things. I want to become a successful person with a good job where I can actually afford a home of my own and be able to travel when I want to take a vacation but again my social anxiety has left me with crippling self doubt and low self confidence. I have a friend, well a hold friend from second grade, that is a year younger (23) than me (24) but has already completed college and is working her dream job as a journalist for new York times magazine. Her life is so successful that I find myself envious and proud of her at the same time. I want to be able to do what she did but I have no idea how to handle my social anxiety. If anyone has any tips as to how I can get started I'd be truly grateful. ",5.389499999999997,4.800894505555561,6.573333333333334,79.995,67.83333333333333,10.088888888888887,30.777777777777786,9.642632912329526,2.5733777777777767,681,23,144,13,10,231,107,180,0.092,0.684,0.225,0.9814,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,8,11,1,1,10,0,15,1,0,3,0,25,26,17,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,4,9,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,3,1,1,1,2,21,8,24,22,2,18,0,1,2,0,12,8,0,2,8,97,25,8,0.2483667677764437,0.0,0.24237013801283455,0.0,0.0,0.24270113098219226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370394521361139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444895947367607,0.0,0.2849998463088621,0.0,0.0,0.08683190942213886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715079091157892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020391531905015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350136310214573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918875486836747,0.0,0.12976138520288533,0.0,0.0,0.10415913056469872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456605933410746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018792475636405,0.0,0.0,0.2464656933971597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492560995023034,0.0,0.08771439657922325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085655321633348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398741719897793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843214083478443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591007055701756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37976796327524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789763828445253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337044987112987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250192222585756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482465960308266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431236604869509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246429724385056,0.21973973189341475,0.0985709898697434,0.0,0.0,0.11165577594036416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040698248758933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997002771184221
socialanxiety,Bipolarapparently,2019/02/16,"Introvert, unconfident or socially anxious? I feel like I might have one of those things. Sometimes it can take a lot of persuasion for me to actually go to a social occasion. Like dating for example. I hadn’t dated in years mainly because I would get talking to a girl online and I wouldn’t feel particularly nervous before a date I would just lack so much enthusiasm and I think I just hate meeting new people and having to make an impression. I did go on a date with one girl in 3 years and managed to make her my gf. So I don’t think I portray nerves too much on dates. I have a couple of weddings to go to this year which I really don’t want to have to do. I think with my friends wedding I have a fear they will see how I’m not as outgoing as I used to be because I feel like I lost that about me since they last saw me. I don’t want them giving me weird looks thinking I’m boring. When I’m actually there I’ll probably feel fine except I don’t think I’ll be on the same energy levels as the others. I worry I won’t fit in or I could even be mocked. It’s not like a huge fear of mine but I do think they’ll think wtf happened to you. I was a high flyer at school and I’m far off that now. The only physical anxiety symptom I can sometimes show is having a twitch when I smile but this is so rare so wouldn’t say it’s like a big problem. It’s pretty embarrassing and I feel really self conscious over it. It can happen where I’m under a lot of pressure or stress or having to smile when I don’t particularly want to. Such as meeting someone for first time and they’re very smiley and jokey or when I’m under the spotlight in a big group and have to smile. My sister says she can sometimes get this too and she’s the least timid person I know so I’m unsure if it’s necessarily an anxiety symptom. It happens so rarely I wouldn’t call it a big deal. But I always turn down offers for big social events. I hate meeting people I haven’t seen in years or for first time. I’ve been refusing to meet my gfs friends and she’s ok with it but I don’t know if I can keep that up forever. I don’t know what puts me off. I guess it’s the mystery of how I will be in the day. If I will be withdrawn or if I can come across as friendly and normal

Tl dr I hate meeting new people, often avoid it and going out in large groups unless I got my own group to go with and there’s not much mingling required. When I’m there I’m usually fine except for a very rare twitch but this can happen even when I’m not anxious. ",0.8968214133371255,2.7336291922366023,3.1248012939001875,91.18969874164654,81.47689463955638,6.009967297028296,20.75504763258921,7.090176849505991,0.4054657756291764,1967,56,446,25,52,672,223,541,0.13,0.7490000000000001,0.121,-0.7235,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,4,4,28,28,4,8,24,1,48,5,0,5,0,88,105,50,0,16,25,1,5,5,4,11,5,2,0,4,24,20,0,4,16,1,0,7,17,16,0,4,8,11,63,12,61,80,10,63,0,1,4,0,39,30,0,16,31,294,87,3,0.0,0.0,0.14156511234132596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035395816544625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097636474737163,0.1638851667602702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843190059264915,0.0,0.061720948026048675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406515147644037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248147303895365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791236212287674,0.08025730466443151,0.0,0.04677832058317118,0.07477919507060908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581582291772026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324145152710756,0.18337642239305424,0.10363636707824746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339447961745773,0.0,0.0,0.1681183742912312,0.0,0.07579186621100895,0.06958106029090103,0.20611323921555,0.0,0.05801193094353116,0.0,0.07990419266013506,0.0,0.256565709716712,0.0,0.0,0.21483642490661475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663597510104582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447140194469955,0.0,0.0,0.11958809019702912,0.05912475343159125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718183062110418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609101501391797,0.0,0.07917924512376129,0.12333133899160285,0.0,0.0,0.09683379118981368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694693253169553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599621354586579,0.0,0.0,0.14010725241950986,0.0,0.0,0.07106775423603702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830160249285104,0.05516524716649607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085747718645107,0.06333374368864647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379298276596857,0.0782037380535917,0.06940508059994756,0.0,0.07291653438652924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293405926941084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536362781224935,0.0,0.07340810962310586,0.05780007252077545,0.0,0.07566860503626972,0.0,0.0,0.06000073475529544,0.0,0.0,0.2218173196808964,0.06145767983834415,0.0,0.2152134413794344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308725863253076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507808467568465,0.05453641415456344,0.058299946027381325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048188254477374536,0.32533725194822405,0.0,0.0,0.08459012060891351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889597978782407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264594154808702,0.07988576762120035,0.11969601427988287,0.12834699887696902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366162651200651,0.0,0.10305190524777258,0.0,0.0,0.18683763684396465
socialanxiety,Imnotveryfunnytho,2019/03/11,"My first panic attack (yay) So I was 9/10 and I went to a brownie trip. This was the last night so there was a disco with just over 40 people. 
I went up to the room to get changed into something warmer. I came downstairs and took 2 steps in, I ran upstairs and cried in the bathroom for 3/4 hours. 
Now I panic in social situations and I avoid them at ALL COSTS. Is this anxiety?",0.5356410256410236,2.7970289743589767,2.1617948717948714,94.9998717948718,86.17948717948721,4.4923076923076914,18.923076923076927,5.82211442006289,-0.2826,292,8,64,2,9,95,56,78,0.20600000000000002,0.767,0.027999999999999997,-0.9213,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,1,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,1,10,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,4,0,1,8,0,9,1,12,2,1,20,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,5,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099411689817206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394179152322401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24069939768969575,0.0,0.0,0.2226288078196267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23117007902175304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790091549794849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995174149453102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725142826346735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154531034080645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974936120681676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938368206669922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589993327201708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23655526831746715,0.0,0.2145278626131439,0.0,0.16201513739091955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338183367380281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901795902742324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_dirtylaundry,2019/03/11,"Hives from anxiety I just can’t shake my social anxiety. As an introvert, I believe that I have been anxious my whole life. It was not until around 2010 that it started to manifest as ‘hives’ on my face, neck and chest. 

These hives causes more anxiety because I look like I’m having an allergic reaction. I am fair skinned, so any bit of redness is extremely red. It becomes a never ending cycle. I get nervous about new situations (meeting new people, work meetings, presentations, my work review @-@). Then on top of that I am nervous about getting hives and how other people will perceive them. Then once I have hives I get more anxious. 

I currently take cbd (I joke to my bf that I need a horse tranquilizer instead). I do yoga 3-5 times a week. However, these have not helped like I’ve needed. I am looking into finding a therapist so I can talk through my never ending thoughts and figure out how this behavior came about. 

I think my social anxiety would be much more manageable if I did not get hives. 

Anyways, thank you for reading! I was wondering if anyone else experienced hives of any sort from their anxiety, and if you have any advice on how to manage it without drugs? ",4.385924265072248,6.305969717488793,5.486509715994022,77.79301320378677,71.5560538116592,8.542999501743896,31.222969606377678,9.150863307647796,2.9844491280518186,929,42,163,20,18,307,134,223,0.10099999999999999,0.835,0.064,-0.4926,2,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,2,3,12,8,0,3,6,0,19,7,4,4,2,32,35,17,0,6,8,0,1,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,3,0,0,6,6,29,5,23,26,6,23,0,0,4,0,11,7,0,5,16,116,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998216792099297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296127653958511,0.0,0.4305006851753311,0.25429802729969386,0.0,0.0786972982311058,0.11532036716549945,0.0,0.10019300717728344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860919238642457,0.12430219221055908,0.0,0.1268048592150283,0.0,0.0,0.122875014674529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287267604843517,0.0,0.11561944388711233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130521805529671,0.0,0.09402074994853897,0.0,0.19937108075759047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286829670256224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352100857427241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543962539731275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949711197985752,0.10997210032120662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902663772590508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273690717697597,0.1669082067047122,0.17361038217720268,0.2174022128114828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986165230539506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605544463557128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258005895438884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651046765505775,0.0,0.2294602899125101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966318718447726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846232933075103,0.09046310632937507,0.0,0.1036205514844184,0.0,0.13067876202443773,0.0,0.07211724004506975,0.0,0.08935181162597608,0.06562857769597942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028050138290662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565761062287414,0.0,0.10849379944030928,0.12205524171041675,0.16387490060620907,0.0,0.0,0.07995200765276485,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WaffleFlipper,2019/03/11,"Progress? I've got one friend, and he's the only person, aside from family and one professor, that I've talked to for the past 2-3 years. He's a great friend, puts up with all my bullshit, but I feel like my social skills have severely regressed. I mean, I post on reddit occasionally, but I don't really count that.

But I've started using twitter recently just mainly as a vent, and people find me through searches and comments I make, and follow me *voluntarily*. It sounds a bit silly for that to mean something, but people are following an account where I post nearly without filter, and interact with it occasionally. It baffles me, but it's nice.",5.020582437275987,6.4720810403225855,6.1510752688172055,75.50216845878137,69.24193548387098,8.736917562724015,29.90681003584229,9.150863307647796,2.6549347670250905,515,20,92,10,9,172,82,124,0.053,0.809,0.138,0.81,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,22,12,12,0,0,7,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,2,11,6,13,11,3,13,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942845529390676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776340290196612,0.0,0.08998114695639158,0.12713356295208675,0.0,0.0,0.16265081301840562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749805372242137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423296412737637,0.19619983590845352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694151696856274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878865725604305,0.0,0.0,0.3876978773882264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411785229673303,0.13534543174625052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988149126027258,0.24674798513789556,0.15538646745794488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34087003440888697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788974097804621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400474956440745,0.0,0.17571251511597144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104241158414005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814062442271352,0.0,0.13700112061914185,0.0,0.0,0.1259599174725124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303627321824644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536989761033053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715456097950789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145994168610092
socialanxiety,dondadondadonda,2019/03/11,"When Will Loneliness Be Considered As ""Normal"" By the Society? Hi everyone,

I initially asked this question on r/loneliness but I also wanted to ask here as well

​

Unlike most of you I actually like loneliness. Sure I'd love to meet with a small group of close friends occasionally but not always and I'm fine with being alone. But still, I have the social anxiety.

​

I've lived abroad as an international student for a year and I was mostly alone which I enjoyed overall. This also includes most of the outdoor activities such as going to shopping, watching a movie, eating out, travelling etc. However, I seriously think that the society is not ready that people can go out alone. By the society I mean one of the most liberal and open-minded countries in the world (at least I think) so I dare to generalize.

​

First, most of the event in the town has been organised for families. I think this is fair enough but I just wanted to mention it anyway.

​

Second, some weird looks by the people. I should first note that I don't think those looks were weird because I'm a foreigner but because I am alone. Whenever I go to a bar or a restaurant or even to a cinema I had some weird looks that lasts few seconds because I'm alone. Initially, this was irritating but I'm now used to it.

​

Third, weird questions by the people. When I was travelling around the country I met a few people and after a while the topic eventually comes to questions of ""why are you travelling alone?"" or ""don't you have any friends to travel with you"". Well, I couldn't answer that because I want to go wherever I want rather than mutually agreeing on everything. While travelling alone may sound extreme(?) to some, I've had similar questions because of going to the cinema alone or even shopping. I've seriously heard the question that ""why are you going shopping alone?"".

​

All these questions, obviously, make my anxiety worse by making me  think about myself as weirdo or a freak , if nothing.

​

So my question is, when will doing some activities alone be considered as ""normal"" rather than attracting negative thoughts on people's mind?

​

Thanks",5.344176349965824,7.629366716791981,5.805153793574848,74.97776486671225,69.80200501253132,9.046889952153112,32.1410344041923,9.573946990214177,3.4072516290726806,1756,80,290,42,33,564,190,399,0.155,0.731,0.115,-0.9037,1,10,0,0,0,0,88.0,0,5,0,2,21,18,0,0,26,0,28,3,0,3,3,70,62,31,0,11,17,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,15,12,2,0,15,11,3,12,6,7,2,6,10,6,31,11,49,44,15,38,0,0,4,1,24,13,0,23,14,210,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.04197387842623575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454785399115485,0.0,0.0687939697488447,0.035789745943486065,0.3728311674683204,0.4181179986771803,0.02924989346651677,0.0,0.06580870618547119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03829013749701276,0.08042153841113094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310997385968681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03705135693186711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401240295669013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04444328663978342,0.047970173688192036,0.056818542873208776,0.0,0.0,0.04110017249843338,0.03865675383399154,0.0,0.040548244011533764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317261718330627,0.0,0.0,0.06646251643038999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466695611954774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035060830616729766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02101367630718743,0.0,0.03798071970507337,0.0,0.10835869917023436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03882035241030999,0.0,0.057422195507504624,0.0,0.0,0.04685309150613105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686048502168213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428600032857725,0.04127153881432621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029146301965915826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909684319786226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33728596737792943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438457048968906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03434974235754722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405386592706792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039600020756281364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780298221535353,0.0,0.0341470253179656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03714888634562073,0.0,0.0,0.10147926492406872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773465906870043,0.0,0.07762396589420832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04383329003400952,0.0,0.0,0.4181179986771803,0.027698562607096574
socialanxiety,allizer,2019/03/11,"People act different when they’re alone with me and when there’s other people around I’m an 18 year old guy, who doesn’t have trouble socializing. I’ve noticed something kinda weird that makes me ask myself questions. When I’m alone with a friend, we’ll chat and laugh as usual. However as soon as other friends join us, I’m not as noticed anymore, and other funnier friends are the center of attention. I wonder, what could I do to not be too retracted when there’s more people? We’ve all known each other for a while and get along really well (obviously I get along more with some and less with others) and I don’t really mind not being the center of attention, still I’d like to know your advice on how to be more heard.",6.375051724137932,5.964546255172415,6.778060344827588,78.74984913793105,65.75862068965517,9.732758620689657,29.15948275862069,9.188382445141503,2.2393620689655176,577,16,113,9,8,188,91,145,0.055999999999999994,0.7879999999999999,0.156,0.9402,2,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,0,12,8,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,2,2,31,20,16,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,8,14,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,1,10,6,18,14,7,15,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,4,11,78,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467821340588853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32787940635878554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698018956536566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091080071342574,0.1479788806321482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638091465571555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537835186935568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668811482473565,0.0,0.16539897569515893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673103119390838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699151422951258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773320271991589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565916025133903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598268026031068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604262318279237,0.1660977155506202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292130600548602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773199457743033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280801857496733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613557377626924,0.0,0.12185863273889765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640982812557075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904022199484985,0.0,0.17433300956572578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423208525564797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165770671254008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101932949075501
socialanxiety,LtJosephus,2019/03/11,What are some things that you all do when you feel painfully alone? There are days where i feel like I'm broken and trapped. Sometimes i want to call up people who's bridges i burnt long ago. I live in a very small town where i feel almost entirely alone. I want to know your suggestions.,2.885172413793104,4.762465448275865,2.56503448275862,97.33341379310345,75.55172413793103,6.019310344827588,21.944827586206884,6.742157984588678,0.1981406896551725,228,6,51,2,5,67,44,58,0.23199999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.085,-0.8689,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,10,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,1,4,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,5,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115524777494133,0.0,0.23897762759040106,0.4943473878546826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24369253957540266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391216398998964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620120813667401,0.17049455096098973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311580629672892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659434811096095,0.0,0.2107359602414504,0.21120138612795372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539448099685724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545271740110526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360350269775618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855119279723034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691464282090068,0.281528766495617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,integratethisd,2019/03/11,crush struggles There's a really hot guy (yes homo) in my class at community college and I really want to at least be friends with him. He looks like a jock but he is also soft spoken and innocent\\thoughtful looking. I can tell he is shy but not to the weirdo level like me. Unfortunately I sit on the other side of the room and I can’t switch seats without taking someone else’s seat and everyone noticing. I feel that he is definitely super nice and approachable but I would never be able to go to another class if he rejected me and that would f\*ck my grade lol. Although he probably doesn’t know I exist…  maybe it’s better off that way. ,2.8500131233595813,5.1081436535433085,4.5186023622047236,81.51653871391078,77.03149606299212,7.697900262467193,23.969160104986877,8.59863814320734,1.7576041994750669,512,17,99,11,12,172,89,127,0.092,0.687,0.221,0.9606,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,1,5,2,10,1,0,0,1,19,17,12,0,4,6,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,5,12,6,12,13,1,13,0,1,2,1,10,8,1,1,3,60,17,4,0.2009426609047316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069377332693008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070590047197285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777174541381034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786180878683002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200932370302395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160264700484016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524780135517344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420034491759673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896482645582786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043283132866523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634086822439065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33748245291523904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201873911408135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549793678118334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22877455127902602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216650174766934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574580280129429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025806450099762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006889850682656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108387337765392,0.0,0.17563274253703284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952602724532428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852118764643348,0.15949893111519722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370155445658493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28548780196025514,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Polkadotstripes1981,2019/03/11,How can I accept the person that I am? I want to joke around with my coworkers and make fast friends like everyone else does but it just doesn’t work for me. I think I’m boring and small talk is incredibly difficult and painful. I don’t think I sound interesting at all and it gets me down. I struggle to continue conversation with people and so I avoid people. Any suggestions? ,1.1555282555282569,3.7972354864864886,2.82012285012285,86.8257371007371,92.78378378378378,7.015233415233415,21.592137592137593,8.00094639256281,1.6183135135135136,302,11,60,8,11,99,54,74,0.22,0.635,0.145,-0.8777,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,2,1,18,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,8,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,11,5,8,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867348818146396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444890058679755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403010488030468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293899505042255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623885062296679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215239920342807,0.0,0.14346521899726808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415386849889355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832951443721604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921897947409827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807409613352575,0.23976687374109604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28706764557834785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071008255849695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35190040780347903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619639962443349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990935702766807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Simpulsive,2019/03/11,"Shy? Social anxiety? Family. Family from a different state came over today and i am in my room on youtube. I do not know what to say to anyone. I can't think of anything or even keep a conversation going. Its just awkward for me. Everything feels so awkward to me just sitting or standing by everyone. Everyones laughing i laugh with them but i never talk. What can i say? And if i do speak out then everyone is going to be like what the heck, he is weird he just asked a question and thats it. Well yeah idk. Im in my room trying to see if this is normal or if i have something or if im just a pussy! Thanks for reading.",0.059499999999999886,2.3131333153846185,2.646442307692311,90.56043269230771,88.92307692307692,6.01923076923077,21.201923076923077,7.413659706084162,0.9031923076923074,481,17,104,9,16,166,86,130,0.071,0.7979999999999999,0.131,0.8905,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,2,5,1,10,0,0,0,1,27,20,14,0,5,14,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,7,6,0,1,4,1,0,3,3,3,1,0,1,5,13,5,16,18,0,16,0,0,1,0,11,7,1,9,4,73,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366750234641885,0.0,0.0,0.11303464371593745,0.0,0.13303030247968484,0.0,0.15112788818748812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489305014418225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889762216861434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677321727446352,0.0,0.0,0.4634118468668847,0.14528728712571193,0.0,0.3047925025182509,0.0,0.08173886105638735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374730188606733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492355606116702,0.0,0.0,0.14368856412665792,0.0,0.0,0.08884270363160138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789776616091478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468018684173385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838997220258078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810933345617465,0.0,0.16170119101240926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571129761844291,0.0,0.0,0.12882005317723244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647894063723047,0.0,0.124451798422669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993413018258068,0.0,0.1488324552679578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358356280964606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323235500431395,0.0,0.0,0.10975479314672427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534945662530524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,psykid85,2019/03/11,"Seeking out Therapy (expectations) Decided to seek out treatment for my social anxiety. Couldn't deal with driving to the grocery store just to turn around and go home empty anymore. So I talked to my GP and she referred me out to a psychiatrist. The initial appointment went great, I was prescribed a new a low dose of Zoloft, and given a list of LPC for therapy. 

Was wondering from others experience did anti-depressants help with Social Anxiety? I've been prescribed Lorazepam   
 in the past but all I did was sleep. Subjectively, what differences between SSRI's and Benzo's has anyone noticed? Did you talk more or less after beginning medication? 

Lastly, does anyone have issues with talking too much when in a comfortable environment.  I drive my girlfriend/friends bonkers talking too much. Its like I'm afraid all day to talk to someone or make any type of infraction. Though when I get home or in a comfortable environment I talk everyone's ear off. 

Apologies for going off on a tangent. Excited to seek out treatment, and just trying to gauge expectations.",5.535648926237164,8.261673507936514,6.0400622471210745,71.56011204481796,70.53439153439153,9.314783691254279,34.39807033924681,9.773937934552695,4.074293868658575,859,44,132,23,17,277,121,189,0.031,0.8590000000000001,0.11,0.9555,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,10,0,10,5,2,1,2,28,20,13,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,13,0,0,3,0,1,5,1,2,0,0,9,1,12,5,32,10,6,25,0,1,0,0,13,12,0,4,9,90,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824069123026328,0.0,0.18540553953072786,0.0,0.12017851839606848,0.16946448101710093,0.0,0.0,0.1078763588108152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815141346364579,0.12493180002157342,0.10437260841908598,0.0,0.0,0.12660785642743186,0.0,0.0,0.10604589384965617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579318449753025,0.0,0.1185378059472352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362377283802918,0.0,0.0633118226519745,0.0,0.13773936966912625,0.0,0.0,0.13360195636663522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122475137924741,0.0,0.24310789360596266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648098417386092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877830143886612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592026833391583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808889412679129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207662987060625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781632578355069,0.0,0.0,0.11703690594903153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796483063272594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568052275764393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126803989835107,0.24705656876469015,0.1026758653941654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844018934531708,0.0,0.0,0.2771609821298662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905925032195845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227362182204337,0.13180961308892908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112335560519935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314151099007935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ifykyk,2019/03/11,Just got prescribed Lexapro Just got prescribed Lexapro 10mg for Anxiety. This is my first ever anti-depressant and I am scared to take it and experience side effects. I have a job interview this Thursday and I am wondering if I should wait to start the medicine till after? Will my anxiety increase the first couple days of taking it? I know everyone is different but I just want to start. ,4.043737769080239,6.653473452054797,4.641526418786693,80.35958904109589,74.75342465753424,8.554990215264189,32.34637964774951,9.23628265651192,3.3682461839530333,314,16,55,8,7,100,50,73,0.075,0.879,0.046,-0.2287,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,15,17,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,8,0,7,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,9,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259463860359757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357220699011883,0.0,0.13739163806298724,0.0,0.18348898636715708,0.0,0.0,0.22257896582126505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270472017276968,0.0,0.20356657147405124,0.0,0.2083916670177574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624193744285788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34077128550852825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140696149076404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170799022578638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328781818147605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015782419987626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32035554852615034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256551054444299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103020681636724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,braveontheinternet,2019/03/11,"Anyone try antidepressants for social anxiety after benzo withdrawal? Have antidepressants helped with your social anxiety after benzo withdrawal? If they did, which ones helped you?",10.619871794871797,15.385940730769232,9.12076923076923,45.10756410256415,64.76923076923077,12.6974358974359,31.743589743589745,11.20814326018867,6.3975282051282045,153,6,13,6,3,47,19,26,0.14,0.782,0.078,-0.4098,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911626682429084,0.0,0.0,0.2244663964179027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303492302956369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175331543921652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6544840236625826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795320529474016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Toddwurdd,2019/03/11,"I keep going to do things and then staying in my car and not doing the things I’ve been getting bad again. I keep going to do things (gym, shopping, etc.) and I end up just staying in my car and then going home 15 minutes later. 

Currently I’m sitting in my car at the World Series of Bowling practice session because I’m too nervous to go in by myself to watch professional bowlers. I love bowling!!!!! I was so excited this event was 20 minutes from my house and the worlds greatest bowlers would be here. I told my girlfriend for a month how pumped I am. 

And here I am. Nervous. Shaky. High blood pressure. All because I think people will look at me weird for being here by myself. *Fuck*.",1.6662745098039196,4.109423470588236,2.7827647058823537,91.26027450980395,82.67647058823529,4.509019607843138,25.978431372549014,5.6839178017228535,0.7366084313725496,536,23,105,3,15,171,84,136,0.105,0.813,0.08199999999999999,0.4912,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,1,4,4,0,12,3,1,1,1,15,26,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,1,2,1,7,1,7,0,0,4,2,17,2,17,18,3,28,0,0,2,2,3,10,1,1,8,74,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521788605914902,0.2222070939921283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614275978927712,0.0,0.20326724156041628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849573953423305,0.09522293553638957,0.0,0.4143285272617906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256690411867075,0.1828208880391952,0.0,0.0,0.21030270364963893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32400079102045165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305186664931195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449608880172414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547759431890284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263556152170255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885282197991133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632548408507452,0.1167843679524093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415652371236404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294717417696389,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lettuceleaf-,2019/03/11,"I went on a first date! And it wasn't even a total disaster! I said some kind of weird shit and was very obviously nervous but we seemed to mostly vibe with each other. I'll overthink every sentence for the next week, but still! I've never been on a first date before; my one other relationship only started after we were friends for years and then fwb for a while after that, so there was never a first impression stage. But I did it! I'm 31 so I really can't brag about it anywhere else, but this is substantial progress for me. We didn't kiss or anything but we might go out again, who knows? ",2.8371900826446317,4.495869289256202,3.9521404958677695,88.27911983471077,75.11570247933885,6.823471074380167,22.843801652892562,7.554174236665415,0.8526654545454542,468,13,98,6,10,152,84,121,0.084,0.76,0.156,0.9018,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,0,0,4,7,7,1,1,6,0,10,2,1,0,4,25,17,13,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,4,9,1,10,4,13,7,4,23,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,5,17,74,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193579227538035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674479946360488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438709840534493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997343620843085,0.0,0.16579831853917346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021510238075535,0.0,0.0,0.15203419874377422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183641754827907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491940287776853,0.1081468908384028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087558593622047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30354264345661963,0.0,0.20928114716375248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334537732627652,0.14966247776578595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606434570223166,0.0,0.0,0.21127149407438686,0.0,0.0,0.18718586955882827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914401878994785,0.0,0.0,0.2019951091002783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928414948982834,0.0,0.15715130382866033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236673445647154,0.0,0.0,0.15784759931226613,0.0,0.0,0.18241998176710728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267219178116661
socialanxiety,lily12313,2019/03/11,"Working or claiming benefits Hi! 
Do many of you work? Or if you struggle to work does anyone sign on at the job centre? 
I was a good worker before I went off sick with anxiety, I am now struggling to hold down a job or even bring myself to go to interviews I am offered! My bills are getting on top of me and I just don’t know what to do! ",0.6241487279843447,2.38454053424658,3.0250880626223093,91.94863013698631,82.01369863013699,5.815264187866927,22.757338551859107,6.868970318607317,0.6200270058708415,261,9,59,3,7,90,54,73,0.14800000000000002,0.757,0.095,-0.6169,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,5,3,4,0,2,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,10,12,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,10,2,13,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,1,42,11,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292949141395247,0.0,0.0,0.15806111613056625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235396971289564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782000620234694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930549909694288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810306552228747,0.0,0.1284708062383042,0.1896020546111368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44864431573027824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242325046059138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291816852740741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726381654317765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955286878247867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937065873507634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jeffersson91,2019/03/11,"i want to work, but i cant  And its all because of my looks and low iq, i am ashamed over myself.  


and another problem is in todays society its accepted to laugh, mock and bully guys like me and i cant accept it. i wont sit there and take it so i rather stay home.  


what should i do ? ",-1.930952380952384,-0.0547310793650766,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,97.88888888888887,4.704761904761905,16.523809523809526,6.42735559955562,-0.35079047619047543,214,6,54,3,9,75,46,63,0.278,0.565,0.157,-0.88,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,10,8,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,10,4,5,8,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535804325649784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055521482639186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338780226177156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382360626641845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473741115331916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831605366000003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226519688515102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594071134546804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535301630509822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196233080850443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888751431389165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454834162485164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ladybrevity,2019/03/11,Small victory. I met someone at my friend’s party and thought we had a good rapport so I went to the event page on Facebook and found their profile. I was going to add them but I went back and forth on it and figured they probably don’t give a shit about seeing me again but I took the plunge and sent the friend request. They accepted like 30 seconds later. It’s not much but it’s something!,1.1540740740740745,3.4874446543209885,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,83.93827160493828,5.0814814814814815,23.814814814814817,6.42735559955562,0.6035037037037041,311,12,66,3,9,99,59,81,0.059000000000000004,0.769,0.172,0.8122,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,4,0,4,6,1,0,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,15,13,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,9,1,12,5,6,4,2,13,0,0,1,0,11,4,1,0,5,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900458541744852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27099115359618753,0.3819004997700608,0.0,0.0,0.2370922435901628,0.14046308036970515,0.20730070445502385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207467594478814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168632588048395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664733712700851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196949411468178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25369960756827153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941243404168652,0.19027090775827274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962123424599838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27459673150372904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582277065327479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yeurodin,2019/03/11,"Social Anxiety which shows off in Eating Situations Hey Guys, 

​

i'm looking for some tipps or advices from you people.

As you can read in the headline i have social anxiety which most of the time shows off when im in eating situations. It all starts when i was a kid (10-12yo i think). Wasn't a good eater since i was born but at this time i didn't want to eat so my parents sent me to  a psychologist. I really don't know the reason why i didn't eat. It wasn't because i feel fat or something like this. I think it hast something to do with the strict education from my father (""you have to eat what is on your plate and you arent allowed the leave the place until you eat it"" and stuff like this). After 2 years my eating disorder disappeared. I didn't eat well especially when i was around strangers but it wasn't this bad.

But the last years (im 26 now and it started again when i was 21/22) it started to appear again but more in a social anxiety way. My baddest fear is to eat at strangers houses or in restaurants with strangers. And in this situation strangers are  people who aren't my parents or my best friend or friends from the university. 

If i have an invitation from work colleagues in a restaurant or at their home i think about it the days before and really often im searching and finding an excuse so i don't have to go to the restaurant or their homes. I think the biggest problem is that i am afraid of the fear (i really don't know if this is the right way to describe it in english - it is like to be afraid of being afraid). So i am afraid before i am in the situation because i know that there is the possibility that i am to afraid to eat. And because this fear is like a self-fulfilling  prophecy. In some restaurants my ""trick"" is to eat salad. I dont know why but salad works everytime but in some situation you cant just eat salad (e.g. if you are invited to eat at people homes).

Now my university master degree in Management and Marketing is coming close which means in the future will be a lot more situations where i have to eat with strangers in public places (like business lunch oder dinner with colleagues or customers) and furthermore i  have a new  girlfriend and the time will come where i have to meet  her parents (and most of the time it goes hand in hand with a dinner invitation)

So i think now is the time to fight my anxiety if i want to live a happy social and a successful professional life.

​

If there is anyone with some advices who maybe suffered the  same way like me i would be very happy.

Thanks in advance 

​

​

​",5.460794245647968,5.853159936170214,5.957359163442942,81.12731534090909,67.62669245647969,8.86095261121857,30.27617263056093,8.751876143730069,2.2057253868471958,2065,73,413,31,32,668,197,517,0.081,0.7959999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.9840000000000001,5,0,2,0,1,0,65.0,0,8,2,6,22,28,2,8,33,0,50,24,3,2,1,71,74,41,0,9,20,4,3,6,3,3,2,0,3,2,28,22,21,0,13,3,0,7,13,13,1,0,11,4,51,15,61,56,12,67,0,1,1,0,32,31,0,22,32,286,79,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437296483973403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338803594070376,0.2622891977331253,0.0,0.0,0.13210366684123706,0.0,0.0,0.030186367945597432,0.0,0.0,0.03843159864710472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03604622172874932,0.07895044832714301,0.0,0.07347117175552961,0.0,0.045305602689171005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437648292839001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027841908913574256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947803556678913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059642733176599,0.0,0.0,0.6184500665429498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573910203519966,0.02182870007095249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03945777458689255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670805913738552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024535237522766387,0.036210027638962285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042746361924669934,0.0,0.09191327644810574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299129637577835,0.0,0.0,0.04981386939319909,0.0,0.0,0.13989719592699262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490324215449553,0.035190361241230886,0.0,0.04571215993461045,0.0,0.0,0.030493157030489087,0.1265478622009658,0.0,0.0381210377253787,0.0,0.036253008465149325,0.0,0.0,0.03670268474354637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337136082752144,0.04702618809556841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04169509840631718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438098171032126,0.0,0.0,0.08978860477235287,0.0,0.0902096136248436,0.0,0.0,0.0486691399594745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130909164999401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318297018220876,0.0,0.08296989655327124,0.04438727363420824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036868043571678215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503706808565865,0.0,0.0,0.03571173507253809,0.2911580151880532,0.0,0.17603076333984485,0.0,0.06647073242640426,0.0,0.0,0.0916705783090964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942079545441043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03974632120976721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831208898865266,0.0,0.0,0.12586762434075666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03562083338341668,0.05092708769809567,0.10280207548486288,0.0,0.0,0.03881617205261724,0.0,0.07791074406237107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285842281675652,0.0,0.0,0.030667643937509908,0.0,0.2622891977331253,0.05560178734279479
socialanxiety,hedonistsoup,2019/03/11,"Had to leave school early I'm a 22F in cosmetology school. We're learning all the basics right now and we almost always have to partner up to practice on each other. And surprise surprise, everyone already has friends and partners up right away and socially inept me is always the leftover with no partner. The other day was the last straw and after everyone partnered up and I was the leftover I had a breakdown. I went to the bathroom and cried for a couple hours. I texted my mom, which was embarassing enough on its own since I'm 22, and her only advice was to just suck it up. She ended up calling a friend and having them drive me home for the day. It was humiliating. Everyone else has grown up and it's so easy for them. I feel like a stupid child that can't overcome the most basic obstacles. I'm a funny, nice, interesting person but I can't get up the nerve to talk to people so I'm always lonely and friendless. ",3.1544877049180333,5.163864322404375,4.474996584699458,83.35052766393446,75.17486338797815,6.542213114754097,25.645150273224047,7.413659706084162,1.3658199453551911,733,26,138,9,16,242,108,183,0.105,0.8,0.094,-0.4614,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,2,0,4,10,2,0,15,0,14,0,0,0,1,21,22,14,0,0,2,1,1,1,6,0,0,0,1,6,8,14,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,8,1,14,7,23,14,5,24,0,1,0,0,17,13,1,2,9,96,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245098686283453,0.0,0.0,0.1459739825829873,0.0,0.1608678551841108,0.0,0.3638928666386617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696170332844695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885397803242992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129878664004976,0.16012850321679298,0.18802740467482207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217774560088182,0.0,0.12911459986054538,0.1506259642424949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178867213367437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370891547894574,0.10414267169448384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525293199960644,0.0,0.07616213943475897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622559037897506,0.0,0.14356036532845892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882720244322248,0.0,0.15435613307381107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712189735584596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707315289786046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086950240677244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106298372671167,0.12728630811941494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24898445612115105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950669490149045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058772412063995,0.0,0.0,0.14860065664167565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716952861444074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513616044244886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway28262632211,2019/03/11,"Got prescribed Lexapro, too afraid to take it Hi, I am 21 years old, my psychiatrist has wanted me long time to start taking this medicine, she prescribed it to me, 5mg, for my OCD, anxiety and social anxiety but I have allways declined to take it. I can live pretty normal life, I go to work and gym and hangout with my friends, moved to my own first apartment month ago but I rarely feel good and always overthinking things with this OCD. I am afraid this drug will cause me to become emotionless zombie and won't hangout with my friends anymore or do anything.

 I also drink like 7-9 beers once a week when we go out with friends to clubs and I don't want to stop doing that, I love going out at drinking and party till the morning. I also play as a DJ in clubs and bars it is big part of my life and can feel happy there. With this drug I would have to stop drinking, would probably become zombie who would not want to even go out, I have read that you just pass out after couple of beers.

I also have bad insomnia, which I use quetiapine 12,5 mg for a night. I don't want to combine too much drugs and Lexapro causes insomnia?

I am 50/50 should I start taking it. I want to live my youth to the fullest and it is not possible if I become zombie. Also sexual side effects, I can't bang girls anymore? Or can you get hard but not finish?",3.5000367647058823,4.656763636029414,4.290470588235299,88.52511764705883,72.56617647058823,7.05764705882353,25.364705882352943,7.365786028017652,1.0504641176470595,1047,32,221,11,20,336,145,272,0.062,0.787,0.151,0.9864,0,0,8,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,0,3,10,11,0,2,5,0,24,14,0,4,0,49,45,24,0,11,10,0,3,1,3,6,7,0,0,1,15,21,6,2,3,14,0,6,7,3,0,1,1,3,34,8,32,38,3,33,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,3,19,144,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799236985327513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884119719646132,0.07502250009236221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794827361093176,0.0,0.17883412954993888,0.0,0.0,0.07419613163046951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528199900240196,0.0,0.29873250052756395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524363873645572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976319415695334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26497504744088696,0.3136799492096076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955154228649982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117783213626113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669225548654833,0.0,0.0,0.20897818691885986,0.0,0.04710623348205782,0.0,0.2049659174392124,0.07562410521431058,0.07211126207561462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597975674042818,0.08076797352706667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736901162201308,0.04404888861704173,0.0,0.1592304428246694,0.07979105749158068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813752603018432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196692147529397,0.09582856738743413,0.0662798800443452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461148568311483,0.08834019774016325,0.0,0.0,0.09461047429924256,0.09602021888158478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976373018624872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164477634988033,0.0,0.09172777104692197,0.097210524772303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018699220797888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190940904891652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763509468013345,0.0,0.0,0.15075992980603167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27116419604043623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990002041074706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257453300576098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778715315190086,0.0,0.0,0.2659011667112869,0.0,0.07232299352455802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563944148422977,0.0,0.0,0.19214675737859171,0.0,0.0,0.05806175375009653
socialanxiety,Sage_7,2019/03/11,"Too Scared to get off the bus So today I got on the wrong bus, when I realized it was the wrong one, I was to anxious to get off and ended up going to the airport. 

I was praying for a quick end to my life the whole way. I didn't know why I was too scared to get off the bus. 

Sometimes living with social anxiety is like living with some who hates you and wants you to suffer for no reason. Knowing that no one in my life would understand made me feel worse.

I've had so many similar incidents that I wasn't frustrated for long.
I got off at the airport, went in used the the toilet bought a chocolate and ubered home. 
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever find someone who understands.

I like that I don't get as angry at myself like I used to. I just accept it now because I'm really tired of being mad. It feels good to do something this foolish and forgive myself. I do wish I could tell the people around what I go through but no one would understand. It feels really lonely sometimes. 

I just wanted to share my story.",2.2564761904761887,3.950578647619047,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,76.80952380952381,6.571428571428571,22.619047619047624,7.3871296695380915,0.8327619047619046,796,23,166,10,18,264,116,210,0.155,0.748,0.098,-0.8745,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,11,16,3,2,12,0,15,3,0,4,1,36,42,10,0,7,4,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,11,7,0,0,14,0,1,3,6,9,0,3,12,3,25,7,29,26,2,23,1,2,0,0,8,11,0,3,11,116,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234378111212884,0.12160178728103488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958218109294306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561592715986943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859412340850793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906729675390111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736592259948652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327701511253442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838038357132324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249483970957658,0.0,0.12234780616872976,0.09028275024493408,0.17217798598396425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627153861511203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797100900214676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831150467901665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520576624692186,0.15776139624962118,0.0,0.1900949738207218,0.09525740628437038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185092216452707,0.0,0.10912937043192238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881755607338554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462354774879099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791300249854718,0.11067114279854258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155314636595544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097247259826433,0.0912024420296712,0.08286600322549323,0.31937410366031715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408150542937747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237155578473472,0.10202948438649882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361689680736541,0.0,0.18593161562434649,0.0,0.0,0.12697691327917449,0.08543907779911981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978272310497796,0.0971277392786548,0.1201754508240674,0.12377989972538213,0.0,0.11673024518993792,0.0,0.0,0.1096936575477546,0.15292776165857247,0.23537338621029755,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HairyBenefit,2019/03/11,"Approached a girl for the first time. Was super awkward. It felt very nice though. Hi,

I do get anxious when I've to walk up to someone(esp of the opposite sex) and say hello. All the thoughts ranging from what if they don't like it to what if I muck it up cross my mind. As a matter of fact I've never even approached someone unless we were either colleagues or are someway related.
But today, I don't know why, I saw this really cute girl walking  on the street. I noticed her and I'm sure that she also saw me. I did notice that she was looking at me. I was contemplating on whether I should walk up to her and say hi. Finally after walking up and down the street for multiple times I decided what is the worst thing that can happen and I just walked up to her and introduced myself. It was super awkward and her reaction said it all. I just apologized and walked away. Didn't even look back.
So although this was embarrassing for me I don't know I feel a bit more confident. Happy to know this is what it feels like!  ",2.2202669717772707,4.207517159420291,3.6512178998220186,88.28988558352405,77.8888888888889,6.869972031528096,24.421306890414442,7.85451343220497,1.293894685990339,800,28,166,13,19,263,116,207,0.076,0.7929999999999999,0.131,0.9264,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,3,9,12,0,3,9,0,17,1,0,0,5,34,32,20,0,3,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,0,2,17,9,0,0,8,0,0,9,5,4,0,1,13,11,26,8,25,18,6,30,0,0,4,1,17,12,0,3,11,124,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307165333266783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465992546329216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357326681262656,0.12568837174953498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845274925675192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592366250048603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529757834818584,0.11677373979763347,0.1569443888781523,0.1790591941703261,0.0,0.13903647205651415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539955532230407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454451787582445,0.17400305521555826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26949513807291503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971370335817114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745254865222023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504501087173892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606814363807106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37219383971673853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471476337326996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548507334477432,0.2599751928024926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849661689878728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405632281203205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859359215852278,0.0,0.16059570880455518,0.1297666289437451,0.1906262253669639,0.0,0.1549381584197112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348691740205414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474945516562463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,willyboy0101,2019/03/11,"No friends I’ve never liked the way I looked but I used to have friends but I’ve only gotten uglier and uglier over the years and I just hate the way I look.
One guy who is pretty honest about most stuff told me that I was ugly and that really destroyed the little self confidence I had. 

I stopped talking to my friends and am very alone.  And I can’t talk to people anymore, my mind is just blank I never have anything to say. I see that a lot of people say that it will get better over time but I really feel like it’s going to be like this my entire life.
It just gets worse every day and I don’t know what to do.",0.7192943898207034,2.5719305187969934,2.506766917293234,95.3124233661076,82.15789473684211,4.994563331405437,16.99768652400231,5.8734145424116955,-0.5547913244650093,481,9,110,3,13,159,81,133,0.214,0.579,0.207,-0.0586,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,2,0,5,0,12,1,0,1,2,21,24,9,0,0,6,0,1,3,3,1,1,2,0,2,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,6,16,8,10,18,2,12,0,0,3,0,11,3,0,2,9,72,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240413171788186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459343223370271,0.0,0.0,0.12109279382823634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014316470941545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490026766606456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398112438163406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440400318692426,0.10512475494045907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410656586410501,0.0,0.15376072293033358,0.0,0.08362934507790863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570269592484164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528121840692199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087038060856476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393715363266216,0.21567174206192352,0.14748403169888866,0.0,0.0,0.2471396783692089,0.0,0.0,0.12510257888702309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858063424280754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269839559599237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971337440372713,0.11191502081946236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403204997447566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970554156420646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885374889481146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340408766673284,0.0,0.0,0.11726035233750755,0.0,0.15351066011641132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302488483149007,0.0,0.0,0.1684527713761306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365489147084098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580497319711998,0.0,0.0,0.14060915491737527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709127961393485,0.0,0.12141504496217975,0.0,0.23360334260663124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995951340995506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476046556150862
socialanxiety,cat2300,2019/03/11,"Does anyone know what this smile/smirk is? A smirk which is pointed downwards. I’ve only seen it when I’ve seen people I know in the street or when I approach someone I know. It looks very awkward, like they’re trying to be friendly but dislike you or are neutral to you. Is anyone familiar with this smirk?",1.7671428571428578,4.3233383606557405,2.510210772833726,92.58672131147543,83.42622950819671,4.141451990632318,23.46838407494145,5.288315135182226,0.29334004683840753,244,9,47,1,7,76,42,61,0.08900000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.069,-0.2998,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,2,4,8,0,7,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,2,3,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256743165458815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663744822278967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351716139929835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018557484488009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487099928954161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556116494198036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315029561847852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102628753350866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877477390574316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579093776176484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666140496614469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511543278841545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sunshinemckenna,2019/03/11,"I need help lol I have severe social anxiety, I sweat, stutter and shake when I talk to anyone who appears aggressive towards me. I've fainted multiple times in the past and because of that it's further alienated me from social interaction. I don't work but I school from home (majoring in NetSec, hoping to work from home) and I have a college fund that covers my living expenses. I've worked multiple jobs in the past but it's the same every time- just constantly being uncomfortable, sweating through all my clothes, stuttering, and my hands and legs shake so much it makes a lot of jobs very difficult.

I've gone to multiple doctors and been prescribed so many medications I couldn't possibly list or remember them all. I've never noticed a positive effect from any of my prescriptions (I'm still taking what my most recent doctor has prescribed me but it doesn't fix anything, I still can't even bring myself to wash my clothes when my roommate is home). I've gone to 3 separate therapists and they only seem to force me into a deep depression. In the past I've self medicated with xanax and other benzos, but I have an addictive and abusive personality with substances so I've forced myself off them. I've been coping with weed (I can't hold a conversation with anyone without a buzz) and I've smoke multiple times a day for over a year now with the exception of 2-3 intentional multi week tolerance breaks.

I was diagnosed with depression when I was 14, but I really don't think it means much. I think depression is a state of mind and through positive psychedelic experiences and healthy living I've been able to overcome it with the exception of brief episodes during stress.

The reason I'm bitching about this on a website I never use is I honestly have no idea what the fuck I'm doing. I'm 20 and I have no friends or bank account or drivers license. I honestly don't have any close family, my father won't talk to me because I'm gay, my brother doesn't understand my health problems and thinks I'm a freak and my mother wants nothing to do with me. I'm not exaggerating any of these facts. This is the truth and I really need to crowd source some answers because I feel so trapped. I have no idea what to do about this crippling social anxiety, I'm afraid I'll never be in a relationship or work or live a normal life. I feel like I was just born broken and I'm just trying to make this shit work.

Am I just supposed to keep chucking opioids and benzos in my body and live life geeked out of my mind? Do I just submit  and become a hermit? I really don't know what to do but I want to get better and I really am trying. Feels really pathetic posting this on reddit but nothing else has worked so fuck it.",4.771484328799527,6.031554490636707,5.866930810171496,78.02888231815496,69.63670411985018,9.291464616597674,30.157500492805053,9.616208734778699,2.846659925093633,2174,86,407,49,38,723,247,534,0.204,0.74,0.055999999999999994,-0.9981,2,1,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,3,8,19,25,5,4,24,1,38,21,6,6,7,97,74,41,0,8,21,3,4,1,1,1,12,0,3,2,21,32,0,2,16,0,4,7,18,18,0,0,8,4,53,7,56,62,9,47,0,3,0,3,20,16,4,11,22,257,74,12,0.0720796289592046,0.08540257376850638,0.0,0.0785774349183649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704985822416786,0.0,0.11028143772634244,0.0,0.0,0.10079950500625144,0.0,0.0593153930510132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181721838380886,0.0796062871766025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374857432549963,0.0,0.08006421858449245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789247214758675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648539767976186,0.0,0.18624623640974391,0.07315930612932273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475531090302834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021328093944212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476079151283836,0.0,0.0607301961670355,0.0,0.0,0.0705077081185092,0.06795025926003898,0.0,0.10933687845689526,0.05149370133064663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568854253263104,0.13327291099423488,0.0376586311542099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661727498822841,0.0,0.0,0.048313455917985394,0.0,0.216905234579398,0.07159133534383354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627382550647018,0.0,0.0,0.14305581934561287,0.06406768607783911,0.0,0.0,0.039613079030831035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182394716352364,0.035214465826775856,0.0,0.2545905317239888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612795229491918,0.0,0.0,0.09622742407552147,0.07307743041951661,0.0,0.07851584680388013,0.0,0.1452252860296635,0.0,0.0,0.14555975531263896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597364174683896,0.10689226311117596,0.1667767602645398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062273242571815,0.13832469596940009,0.0820631353106185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481980585595196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064244854647428,0.0,0.06293715176628202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125895148824121,0.0690323598931684,0.0,0.0,0.06897047034743653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308802800782516,0.07410986341531317,0.07116993784598445,0.07738654645408055,0.0816521685268656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294843265444774,0.0,0.065618587082921,0.07519477298740966,0.08142946407321401,0.07398870331452273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204283135665816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512576959174653,0.0,0.0825669714411236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419491055681703,0.11586975085918108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369000475855322,0.0,0.13855714736760982,0.0,0.0,0.12609063388540082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787467326438304,0.0,0.0,0.07503743577117727,0.0,0.06225365659949743,0.0,0.0594732426807616,0.0850288653578592,0.0,0.057817930574878613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948219014911554,0.0,0.3148489700792316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641691782626325
socialanxiety,Megananderson1337,2019/03/11,"22 [F4M] looking for friendly encounters  Hello, my name is Megan Anderson. I am 22 years old. Female looking for a male. I participate in anything, I love to role play. I love to chill out, I love to just hangout and be myself. I love to make friends , I love to help people out. I am a happy person. I hate not being in a good crowd. I don't like drugs or smoke. I am looking for somebody who is the same way. Kik me - megan.anderson143. I've been searching for awhile now trying to find the correct guy for me. I have been heartbroken multiple times and it's not an enjoyable experience. I am just hoping somebody can lift me off of my feet and be my night and shining armour. Anybody who is able to help me out would-be grateful. I am a great girl with good intensions! I am a college student and I am trying to pursue my nursing career. what is your career? ",1.2547703072710659,3.585452913294798,3.239665348341955,88.0532735016733,83.4508670520231,5.723030118649224,24.134164891998786,7.0608816371341465,1.0704635838150292,666,26,134,9,19,224,101,173,0.09,0.657,0.253,0.9869,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,3,16,1,0,8,0,19,7,1,1,1,20,30,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,4,9,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,26,15,21,25,1,12,0,0,4,5,20,6,0,2,6,90,30,4,0.13940531589799676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471869688133846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166590818306653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636514873110125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741393319053018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540840250590898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338531298696507,0.0,0.15369485292153956,0.0,0.13803318001156056,0.0,0.14839955100473348,0.0,0.13763388827757755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688088941697065,0.0,0.0,0.13846093359907702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810639571326495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511960656850138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6290937017243045,0.0,0.09305413086193144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082244539518367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462824285367098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664609327744368,0.12172334472843173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128836076797569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929411737894586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106534509764886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902953668002554,0.0,0.0,0.08977245285549247
socialanxiety,AnxiousTailor,2019/03/11,"Incredibly scared to get back into sports Howdy, well as my title explains I am incredibly anxious and scared about getting back into sports as I stopped playing when I was 12 but now that I'm turning 17 and as I'm severely missing it, i'm wanting to get back into playing. 

It's not the sport i'm scared about it's simply asking to join the team and getting permission to come to training, all though they most likely wouldn't mind me just turning up, which I can't convince myself to do. There are a lot of people I used to know who play for the team i'm thinking of joining that I used to know but have since lost contact with them, which is another problem i'm having.

What can I do or is there anyone who had the same issue? 
",7.4962857142857136,5.553880133333338,7.713809523809527,77.92500000000003,64.33333333333334,9.904761904761905,36.095238095238095,7.957251820313856,2.704523809523809,580,22,117,5,7,190,91,150,0.174,0.755,0.071,-0.9427,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,3,12,12,0,3,5,0,13,0,0,2,1,28,36,11,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,4,8,0,1,3,6,1,0,3,0,12,6,21,32,4,11,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,3,7,82,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997326903514214,0.0,0.17235024504943722,0.0,0.10667403737957397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426237254670545,0.0,0.0,0.3519294446244641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141759443142068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31882682179112953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592338070206726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676868184220871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453348592682565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653810188779058,0.12970171076294734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540428871969073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057664285084762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459800528082543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582198346937645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235024504943722,0.0,0.12619984520439712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754763467720978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775478108140104,0.1498901816239241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331884616982758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263527043736895,0.0,0.0,0.08998429467450758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717045376029638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anonymous7337,2019/03/11,"My anxiety makes me quite nauseous on dates On dates I get extremely nervous, and one of the ways my anxiety manifests is loss of appetite. I literally cannot eat or put any food in my mouth without suppressing a gag.

What can I do? So much of dating revolves around getting food. And you can only say “oh no thanks, I’m not hungry” so many times.

It takes me a while to feel comfortable enough to eat with someone.

I can barely eat at work functions and parties.",2.4655555555555537,4.7923854945054964,3.784102564102565,85.94145299145298,78.67032967032965,7.121367521367523,27.69352869352869,8.167268648758528,2.033160195360195,364,16,71,7,9,119,67,91,0.10800000000000001,0.777,0.115,0.3905,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,3,0,6,6,1,1,0,11,13,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,5,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,2,10,2,12,13,2,12,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084103090224475,0.0,0.2718776363031411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581892834524135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454895914605321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360998751613386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984966913890695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297473114718174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568019851218867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861508674792845,0.1801583245483898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306287976588661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041305998537084,0.1351476689639964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863601012300956,0.0,0.18900416140027168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413129296330303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056330927004846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336071100053135,0.0,0.0,0.16360084652674764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361738780190904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410487483463603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129495237252065,0.0,0.12936657873170027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,J01002802,2019/03/11,"I can’t stop thinking about the past. Most of the time I think of things that happened to me in the past. Things that made me anxious, depressed, angry. Even the little things like that one time I got made fun of at a printing shop for my looks and they were using code names in front of me. The woman tugged her friend to look at me and when I looked back at her she looked away and started snickering with her co-workers. Am I really that ugly? I tried to shrug it off but things like that kill me inside. It eats away at me. I try to be empathic and kind to others, but some people just make it so difficult to respect them. It’s already bad that I have social anxiety and they’re just making it worse. There have been (and still are) some times where I don’t even want to go out anymore because I don’t want to get made fun of and I don’t want to encounter any bad things again.

Has anyone felt this way too? What did you do? What do you do? ",1.5540909090909096,3.3361628939393952,2.466666666666669,96.97000000000004,79.15151515151516,5.410101010101012,19.080808080808087,6.139981653823899,-0.3066585858585857,735,16,170,5,18,231,115,198,0.168,0.7120000000000001,0.12,-0.9277,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,2,2,0,13,12,1,0,6,0,16,1,0,6,0,30,37,11,1,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,20,9,1,1,3,1,1,2,4,5,0,1,8,5,26,7,27,28,3,26,0,1,4,0,12,12,0,3,13,120,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263456188769942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785900980997874,0.0,0.0875866557658061,0.12934424117089746,0.11354606283979485,0.08005600696151717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513945280957664,0.08803787300986937,0.19119336137781484,0.06979372998526508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861245514152164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715468699017285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124278972222435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993101418483008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845683018765946,0.0,0.05981774687595265,0.0,0.06506887974946103,0.0,0.09157032738326598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124557850413644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266692866291252,0.11922660146395272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187076846060458,0.11475183399607547,0.0,0.0,0.3845803646589713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32500748223743,0.1528496262199115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758326413347731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859260842425984,0.07937487082110474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334700029757184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671096072880735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103857198615222,0.0,0.0914340741188688,0.09572108247211576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803195451998107,0.14672468816245882,0.0,0.0,0.20028496496060624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546615082531856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988849928538871,0.0,0.0,0.20259240667689346,0.09087903172613937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335210025395219,0.0,0.11667791414927185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LordOfThunder72,2019/03/11,"Feel like I'm only invited to social events due to social norms and they don't want me actually show up. I'm at university and most of my friends graduated last year and are in different countries or cities, so I don't get invited to as many social events anymore. But when I do get invited to events I feel like I'm only invited due to neccesity/pity. For example, everyone on the sports team is invited so they can't deliberately leave me out. However, I went to one or two such social events earlier in the year but didn't enjoy them at all and didn't feel like anyone cared that I was there. So now, I just decline the invite and the host doesn't really seem to care when I tell them.

Does anyone else feel like this? Am I over thinking this? Or should I trust my emotions and try and mingle with new social circles? Thanks!",5.449760479041912,5.5596110119760525,6.67988622754491,76.9156377245509,67.62275449101796,10.51233532934132,29.87365269461077,10.355215969177356,2.875503473053892,657,22,133,16,10,223,95,167,0.026000000000000002,0.784,0.19,0.9801,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,1,9,10,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,0,1,25,28,18,0,2,6,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,6,3,0,1,6,0,0,2,4,4,17,10,19,23,2,22,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,5,17,80,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.11529678697450375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717247319704745,0.1652256378663876,0.1210580391715052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092240816833124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234409931306342,0.0,0.0,0.10339335033075484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869867665154024,0.132902190773105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128968303821383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389595793384082,0.3376238662255209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128194589083326,0.0,0.12345638707736625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963075434134662,0.0,0.12510317235015167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308873472341875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978496376497445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410944242283888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006110216296558,0.17971591010688895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568954142053276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755879114678517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6021922546575965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326779742436483,0.10877610858254824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570537525073694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021569808338362,0.0,0.11541481186728265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968758683356717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952569252616104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521687007324174
socialanxiety,StinkyCh33se,2019/03/11,"Online gaming anxiety Gaming with teammates gives me social anxiety worse than IRL social anxiety. The less teammates on a team, the worse it is. I feel great pressure to not let my team down. It's so stupid, but I can't control it. Has anyone overcome this issue, how?",3.3411764705882376,5.855507039215688,4.352705882352943,82.02317647058824,76.6470588235294,6.432941176470589,25.88627450980392,7.554174236665415,1.694949803921569,213,8,36,3,5,69,40,51,0.235,0.7170000000000001,0.048,-0.708,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,25,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150988510595904,0.0,0.0,0.1569369856086949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517338685339209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134860078253044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530785282037615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474511257788385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426200315172516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22950996026687615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575863088719476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45745674381433793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hlove316,2019/03/11,Baby shower So today my friends sister had a baby shower I never go to events bc of my anxiety so today I was like why the hell not I miss seeing people .I went I sat and felt so akward didn’t know anyone there and my friend was busy with her child thank God I had my kids with me sitting next to me I would been a more akward mess without them ,-0.2445333333333295,1.8945840133333365,2.1346666666666683,94.60066666666668,88.86666666666667,3.866666666666666,13.666666666666668,5.033348758259628,-1.1043333333333334,271,4,59,1,9,92,54,75,0.111,0.7,0.18899999999999997,0.6478,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,15,5,0,1,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,9,2,15,4,6,5,1,8,1,1,1,0,7,0,1,0,6,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345098021747573,0.0,0.0,0.1768181794771603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24280253954688585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907458358151878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371639674020428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897513717516807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354341895557958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503510542864844,0.0,0.26893862514012323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531376704272894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151102824892306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23281609002750106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793975573886919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23442044235425205,0.22818306514461964,0.0,0.0,0.24376537102023565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796372779811405,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lyss-reads-lots,2019/03/11,"May have a date soon, will be my fourth ever, how should I handle my anxiety? So how do I make sure I don’t get too nervous. And what if he tries to kiss me? Ive never been kissed, and I don’t know how to deal with it. 
The other three dates I’ve ever been on have made me super anxious but the first two dates were with the same guy and before I started taking medication for my depression and anxiety. The second date with a different guy was just about a year later and after I had started to take the medication because I had basically a break down a month or so prior that basically caused me so much anxiety that I shook and stuttered just leaving my apartment. 

So how should I handle the nerves that I have now? I’ve never been kissed and my roommate just asked me what if he tries to kiss me. And I don’t know what I would do, so I’m coming on here to ask. 

Has there been anyone on here who’s had their first kiss and how did you handle the anxiety of it all? ",5.3205213903743305,4.422662308823533,6.334884135472372,82.67606951871659,68.06862745098039,9.37896613190731,27.859180035650624,8.575989854853784,1.6893784313725488,757,19,168,10,11,254,103,204,0.131,0.802,0.066,-0.8433,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,3,22,11,0,2,12,0,26,7,0,8,6,41,39,23,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,10,13,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,5,11,0,25,7,16,22,3,27,0,1,0,5,10,5,0,4,19,132,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287667288037457,0.15829610884087295,0.0,0.09797540483153218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619872198423354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541606319805638,0.0,0.11923209524855907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394219466048974,0.0,0.12070127214356285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444579254600319,0.12068544985720067,0.0,0.0,0.14639593989112545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534937524492142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837259176067435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732070982393463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774823471437575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401295688618502,0.0,0.0,0.14836721606881498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258526063632745,0.0935314199123303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823130171055682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184272443331454,0.0,0.10300457776032114,0.0,0.2161389000524198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835580610782086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206176912665213,0.0,0.2107061260383579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026503622685756,0.0,0.13687721908383718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953747451239947,0.0,0.0,0.09023290967109536
socialanxiety,ToastTheCrunchyGhost,2019/03/11,"Too scared to post I pretty regularly browse this sub and r/lonely to try to find some people I can relate to or maybe have a friendly conversation. Any time I want to post or comment on something I'll type it out multiple times and always end up just not saying anything at all because I feel like what I have to say isn't really important or interesting enough. I dont really know what I'm trying to say here but I've come too far to delete it now so... Hello, I guess. ",3.44877551020408,4.405253265306122,5.282244897959185,82.12704081632656,72.46938775510203,8.457142857142857,24.20408163265306,8.841846274778883,1.5687591836734691,372,10,78,7,7,128,72,98,0.038,0.861,0.102,0.5758,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,17,11,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,7,3,12,11,3,12,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,5,5,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505493213182597,0.0,0.0,0.12672177817287236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334701109991014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359488889770825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052071572495585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183963104638995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504738636564745,0.19254539567082726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422221704428572,0.13312573319264628,0.0,0.0,0.17031701334143926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439705801585904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528130294292493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241097558972853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103932055835487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720976329849046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918896345125738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569362188896383,0.18958103631276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387562421879981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445698349694302,0.18656501346628415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345837721476415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173198876879508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25303361969742616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991179261537133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hansen_9952,2019/03/11,"I Have a negative view of people before even getting to know them This is a crap by-product of my SA (then again, nothing useful has ever come from the disorder). I secretly and unintentionally loathe people. Every-time I'm with a new group of people or meet a new person, I look towards them with hostility instead of the potential of becoming an acquaintance. Of course, I'm not so dull as to outwardly express my distaste, but inside I feel as if I've already been rejected, and that there's no point in me introducing myself. I tend to stigmatize relationships and only see the negative side of even good ones. If I'm forced by some circumstance to engage with them, then, I realize that they are just like any other person I know and are likable and well-intentioned. Does anyone else feel this way? Is this a problem of pride? If so, what can I do the get rid of this view? ",5.580566844919783,6.357526682352942,6.749037433155081,74.20157754010695,67.47058823529412,10.181818181818182,31.33689839572193,10.230975488527342,3.241823529411765,696,27,128,17,11,235,109,170,0.17300000000000001,0.743,0.084,-0.9433,0,1,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,4,1,9,9,2,0,10,0,9,1,1,1,1,26,23,16,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,1,6,16,4,22,22,1,13,0,2,4,0,11,5,1,5,7,92,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636680120258894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484636137018335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180870541225141,0.17304078723147268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865182163688771,0.14370715700504005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547791540929642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935547686419573,0.0,0.1477908188351405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108023575609965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309151022425486,0.15276451532229626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078483183854787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646899416861953,0.0,0.0,0.141651208296608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856275705791636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250779667467628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181934641634886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32621687716944603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204797690629358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443962119088953,0.1284432771906179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35124702151801124,0.2949245771189414,0.0,0.0,0.1596492036984032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159840594986807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813173447411416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457803812637809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586085349790834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340516164290455,0.0,0.0,0.15184627108061027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,klattz,2019/03/11,Does anyone else snort coc before social events? I learned that it is much easier to talk to people while on cocaine anyone else?,4.98,7.212943666666668,4.823333333333334,81.855,70.66666666666666,6.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7022333333333335,104,2,17,1,2,32,21,24,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.4871,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38575121845366783,0.56526682804255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472179625081205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413917802656544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608623125290602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027761020516932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912345762421184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811868654008521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217118902175164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throw-away3690,2019/03/11,"Does having sex for the first time help get rid of some tension? So for some background, as a 22 year old male, I use to always be nervous and awkward around females. Recently having sex for the first time has kinda mitigated that a bit. I’m a lot more free I feel like and don’t view every female I see with some weird attitude. Is it possible that I built up a lot of sexual tension and frustration and releasing some of that has helped? Anyone else have similar experiences?  ",4.407373271889401,5.934169860215054,5.578525345622122,78.73064516129034,70.82795698924731,9.185253456221199,28.3394777265745,9.606745405546679,2.674973579109064,379,14,71,9,7,126,66,93,0.141,0.765,0.094,-0.3784,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,1,4,6,0,8,2,0,1,0,15,13,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,0,2,0,3,4,3,11,12,8,9,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,7,8,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461080860547884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673098906972462,0.21501464363346245,0.0,0.18680970467143626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291002720602195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363988486499272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530154075319312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768064585125665,0.0,0.0,0.2052721538389833,0.0,0.0,0.10610573479027527,0.14991584981767878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569941478302587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963720895110483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813141263653183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252140424706224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568114748777052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202007584338084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365727157469463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072001320150228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722212936957082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24472876027563775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124177505603292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513558944150256
socialanxiety,potensic,2019/03/11,"How do I help someone overcome selective mutism without them feeling overly pressured and miserable? My brother has had SM since he was very young and is struggling to overcome it. He has had therapy sessions but not many and has refused to go back. I am really worried for him, especially since he’s in high school now. SM hasn’t really ruined his life; he still has many friends and does well in school, but I’m worried for his future career-wise. He says he wants to be able to speak to other people one day but I don’t know how to help him if he refuses to seek help.  Any advice on how I can help him or how I can convince him to go see a therapist? Am I going about this wrong?

Sorry if I come off as ignorant. I don’t know too much about the condition but I really want to hear from personal experiences so I can really help him. My parents don’t seem to know/care about this either :(",3.2757774269928994,4.682917718232048,4.772584846093135,83.87272099447516,73.47513812154696,8.265351223362273,26.740726124704018,8.841846274778883,1.9912980268350435,701,25,143,14,14,235,105,181,0.162,0.703,0.135,-0.5561,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,3,2,0,19,1,0,4,0,28,32,17,0,4,10,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,4,5,0,3,4,0,0,4,6,6,1,1,3,5,20,3,23,28,2,16,0,2,1,0,29,6,0,4,6,93,24,3,0.1239809026999634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211527032173592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431126532228453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533366129186734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679856965664766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799574255573035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084965234452976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127711291058195,0.0,0.0,0.06268846961441428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578733787806518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138361243623935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973548800040486,0.0,0.4155089283725981,0.13099263072641576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440998522954734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757137812787617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513943515312295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114022890997278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401266832047671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376661202976808,0.0,0.0,0.08595274728066889,0.10825534207126067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177013639281961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985945900560703,0.0,0.2509505851137145,0.09879672759028632,0.11286755742099032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511656779341425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504861652444272,0.0,0.0,0.13878647010660228,0.0,0.0,0.09901130904885166,0.0,0.0,0.12961175864199018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178296728021889,0.14395138386189826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229722905799184,0.1462542972937268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147372103510672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951316593393448,0.0,0.0,0.2518172497360903,0.0,0.0,0.13555365425424146,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mayjailer666,2019/07/20,Making more (guy) friends How does one (socially awkward 22 year old guy with mostly all female friends) go about making more male friends? Guys aren't as talkative as girls are so I find it harder to initiate a conversation or talk with online,6.584666666666667,7.836728355555558,6.255555555555558,76.93000000000002,65.44444444444444,9.555555555555557,32.77777777777778,9.725611199111238,3.1881111111111107,196,8,34,4,3,61,37,45,0.034,0.8240000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.7316,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,9,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,2,2,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845699620449105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968288812000081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991439374560132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239016016850555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6397004403637876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874998049264269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22597690870311105,0.0,0.14592887045624006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952542032410227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309270766067586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868037047176202
socialanxiety,i_hate_snow_mexicans,2019/07/20,"Does anyone else feel like they're missing out on life because of social anxiety? In my city (Ghent,Belgium) there is a yearly event called de gentse feesten (the ghentian parties literally translated) and a friend invited me to go out and experience it.

The second i got out of my house and it started getting busy , i felt a great deal of anxiety. I even took a route that was twice as long to the same destination , just to avoid people.

When i arrived at that friend , it was extremely busy and i only started feeling more anxious. I always feel like i'm being watched when i'm outside and i hate it.

I convinced him to leave the city and just go to my house and game. But right now i feel like i let him down , and i feel like i'm not entertaining enough as a friend. I'm also 17 and lots of people my age do nothing but party or do really chill/crazy things with a group of friends. I don't have that group , i have a select few friends and right now i feel like i let one of them down. That i'm not entertaining enough anymore.

I'm afraid that once i'm old i'll regret not having lived life , not really having experienced being young. Because right now is the time to party and have fun right? I feel like once i'll turn 25+ life will get more serious and i won't be able to afford going partying.

​

Any tips on fighting fear of crowds / people ? Cause i'm kind of clueless at the moment.",3.5914470154258886,4.8061786443662,4.642032193158954,85.86889671361506,72.41549295774648,7.522199865861838,26.199865861837694,7.957251820313856,1.415547149564051,1101,36,229,15,21,360,146,284,0.131,0.7190000000000001,0.15,0.7635,1,1,0,0,2,0,34.0,0,0,1,0,10,25,2,3,13,0,19,3,0,1,0,38,47,20,0,1,9,0,8,6,5,2,3,0,0,0,10,16,0,1,8,3,0,4,6,8,0,3,5,10,25,17,28,35,7,33,0,2,1,0,16,14,0,2,21,134,35,0,0.0849269881590974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791608174755448,0.07066605750754268,0.09201835618826117,0.10319558633538566,0.05775326421870205,0.0,0.1299378269726414,0.095943323113685,0.08422475169135224,0.05938292477167089,0.0870177355761314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035414074359614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671995031695356,0.0,0.0,0.08724341105495585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755599566049338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432017965089993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709456010138268,0.0,0.0,0.17550456236657086,0.0,0.05609347471358244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307489063095483,0.0,0.09556647278714588,0.300591458886015,0.3640311438604427,0.08154322696295936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280719019060789,0.0,0.08874169216191516,0.0,0.14479789354207562,0.0,0.06792387065884588,0.093632304264011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384781831844282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959886836398022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843838925065609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992541797144109,0.0,0.17368719874433458,0.17995932997858813,0.2489462195199847,0.0,0.0749920864790343,0.07515771202433871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072201888315028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814897356321909,0.0,0.08911658781585734,0.18088894134477665,0.057548725104333426,0.06459080145164811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663304085338166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881280658907062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901087354187581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657236932039031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022351867163655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056421717242661824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952160976031697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435700871390557,0.0,0.09237617571853377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319558633538566,0.05469019593377713
socialanxiety,Juggernautmess,2019/07/20,"Friend has reconnected with someone who has/still does give me bad anxiety (Sorry if I'm too vague, Im just scared that the person I'm talking about may find this post; which is stupid I know but I don't want to take any risks)

​

For some context, I use to play on my console with 2 friends I had met at school **alot**. I was quickly introduced to new people that they had meet online or knew in-person and, while it was scary at first talking to strangers in parties, I soon got over that fear after a few sessions playing with them (I was still shy, but not completely silent and would still be part of the conversation.) Although, about a year ago, I was introduced by one of my school friends to someone they had met online in a party. We'll call them 'Q'. At first, it was normal chat and they seemed nice. But, as they got more comfortable talking with us, 'Q' started being more vocal and, because at the time I wasn't 100% comfortable in social situations and wasn't the best at making jokes; it was easy for them to pick on me. 

For a while, it wasn't that bad; but soon the banter that I was apart of felt more targeted and I began to feel more uncomfortable talking with 'Q'. Alongside the fact I was not (and still am not) really good at multiplayer shooters or just those games in general, every mistake I made in the team was exaggerated by him and he'd get pissed at everything I did, right or wrong; they'd just shout half the time and, me already feeling unsettled, I hated it. It eventually got to the point where I'd begin to avoid appearing online. I started joining parties less and, when I did, if 'Q' was there I feel incredibly nervous. My heart would start racing at the thought of speaking in the same chat as 'Q'. I began noticing my hands would tremble when playing with them and, with this effecting my performance in our games, when I'd mess up it felt ten-times fucking worse. I'd take any excuse to get out of talking in the same chat as 'Q' and would have to almost mentally prepare myself before joining a party (reminding myself 'its only for a couple of hours, you can do this').   

I felt so small in the presence of 'Q'; feeling like shit and so anxious after talking with them. As much as I wanted to just leave it all I couldn't; I didn't have the courage and just went along with it. I had rooted it into my brain that If *I left*, *I'd be* ""over-reacting"" and be a bad person (even though it was negatively effecting my mental health.) Scared by the idea of even confronting 'Q', I just continued like this for many weeks. But (thankfully) when their account got hacked at the start of last summer, they set up a new account and sent out new friend requests. I declined it and, when asking me later in a party with friends why I hadn't accepted it yet I just said 'I didn't want to'.

For the rest of that summer, I was just put off playing games on my console. This central hub which I'd played them on for years suddenly felt like an unwelcome atmosphere and I didn't want to put myself in that. Now, a year later, I've stopped going online. My 2 school friends have accepted I don't come on anymore and, in all honesty I have felt **so** much better and am glad I finally stopped talking to 'Q'. 

But today I checked and one of my school friends was talking to them again. Just seeing their game-tag put a pit in my stomach and just leaving my console on after seeing their name felt wrong. 

​

Now I'm just in a limbo and am questioning: Was I over-reacting? Was I right to stop using my console because of one person? Can't I just get over it? *Why* can't I get over it? Am I a shitty friend for not playing with my 2 school mates anymore? Is it stupid to have gotten so worked-up over this?",3.1884272930648763,4.799047425503357,4.141090604026847,87.48845917225952,74.0738255033557,6.95324384787472,26.376398210290827,7.615212626762728,1.3522612975391493,2912,104,597,37,60,940,293,745,0.161,0.701,0.139,-0.9207,0,1,0,1,0,0,111.0,3,1,16,8,39,51,7,7,32,0,59,8,6,8,3,122,117,53,0,14,28,0,11,3,9,6,1,3,0,3,35,39,0,4,21,14,3,8,17,22,0,6,49,16,84,29,102,55,17,108,0,0,2,1,65,46,3,14,55,411,119,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681845515070796,0.0,0.0528878860620899,0.0,0.05828409039393845,0.0,0.0,0.1144528582975794,0.1283551490054357,0.07183377795102383,0.0,0.04040431799164306,0.059667375183617526,0.10475913687000747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937610233792815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322981903485842,0.06439264144729319,0.0,0.044942773471938,0.0,0.05542743881761465,0.04671171725114588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058960448066344415,0.05393133824784406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045496557956264234,0.055376876160907765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844022132452612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046219892109527975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976932406483823,0.0,0.04450000305067922,0.0,0.0474678766676038,0.0,0.0,0.059433011091443715,0.10682201457083572,0.037731968788672465,0.3042715319199392,0.05785766506637573,0.04827313305594688,0.08985102015598614,0.0,0.0,0.3264458828058391,0.04882780988805304,0.11037732838125608,0.05066619892603461,0.030016715283512338,0.044299798974364826,0.16896805084487576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521451526960996,0.0,0.0561412474501698,0.0,0.06258755904442581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201340752765366,0.0,0.0,0.05962316363117842,0.057050657517998586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029026452226011763,0.043052326398789885,0.0,0.11184965203441588,0.0573850546263539,0.0,0.0,0.07741011567340335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049976051515947285,0.0352552843164045,0.05354742915138898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645279745261184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765210189763365,0.0,0.0,0.15303090867807556,0.0,0.0,0.05174875114428878,0.0,0.060131697279993915,0.0,0.0,0.10736905687758118,0.040169169240254515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057194896159763975,0.0,0.0366161659348747,0.18446859205904168,0.0,0.0,0.04992846665626388,0.0,0.05058340693305774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928488100553032,0.059166333409916186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03383546840377478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020964773007137,0.050240387476811546,0.0,0.10575664218098664,0.2672645307069864,0.08417549143498151,0.048081967615251055,0.0,0.0,0.054215163642090086,0.0,0.059367723913431474,0.0,0.05383955728376928,0.08950214380763842,0.0,0.0,0.059123513555008826,0.14953457023737374,0.0,0.12653747447036925,0.13247035250605654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794225554113625,0.3396138719877081,0.0,0.04862614458953448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189173766901154,0.041930235356013326,0.06159520794926611,0.0,0.05006366814831952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353149488213755,0.0912326349473342,0.0,0.0,0.124609667237478,0.0,0.04236604274897161,0.0,0.0,0.04896123082951015,0.09531697501916454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05382431267263057,0.15007671079347687,0.11549264576836253,0.1283551490054357,0.10203587911311716
socialanxiety,monicalcium,2019/07/20,"Scared to get a haircut because of my social anxiety So the last time I got a haircut at a salon, I went by myself. I was proud of myself for booking the appointment. I was proud until my hair stylist began to chop away at my hair.

I began to feel my face warm up and then suddenly I began to sweat. Like a lot. 

I wanted to run away, leave, anything just to get away from her. 

I felt so embarrassed.

And so annoyed at myself.

Don’t get me wrong, I loved the final look, however, I was just so embarrassed by my own sweat that I don’t think I can book another appointment at that salon or at any other salon.

Does anyone else sweat profusely when you sit at the salon?",2.0525669099756705,3.7965361970802927,4.107755474452554,85.94635340632604,77.54014598540147,7.194403892944036,23.095498783454985,8.07648339933343,1.2897060827250608,517,16,106,9,12,177,76,137,0.131,0.7659999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.4167,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,7,10,1,3,8,0,6,7,6,0,0,10,20,10,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,5,0,0,9,6,23,5,23,11,2,23,0,0,1,1,4,10,0,2,11,76,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610895969017402,0.1944552525340613,0.14186491798861225,0.0,0.0,0.12966745633557164,0.1900103181448745,0.15260543467931753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5226950480428234,0.0,0.0,0.11304555121905276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622841698483041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491550234403229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937665643781214,0.0,0.1780562823797678,0.20314593384181528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906620767955001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831730782315072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116242662594995,0.0,0.1963594796501596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059906017774096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572709511325816,0.0,0.0,0.15765870806183405,0.16737135343327886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566279689289428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890378246252021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882566853978542,0.0,0.0,0.10813447124663136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093802661567596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190937358939226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027549966764124,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheSalmon0fKnowledge,2019/07/20,"How can I leave the house again? I hate this.

I used to be bullied when I was a teenager by other groups of teens who would make fun of me and say horrible things as I walked past them in my hometown.

About 2 months ago (I'm 25 now) I stopped going outside for fear of this happening again even though it was about 5 or 10 years ago.

The only time I go out is to get the bus to mental health day treatment in the morning. I forced myself to walk with a friend tonight and I had my hood up the whole time (it helps me feel like I'm more invisible & it's turned into a bad habit).

I feel so lost because staying indoors all the time is driving me crazy and making me more depressed.

If anyone has advice I'd really appreciate it because my mood is getting lower and lower as the days go on and I feel like no one is taking it seriously on how much this is effecting me.

Thanks.",3.771177536231885,4.159253472826087,4.883478260869566,87.3607971014493,71.33695652173913,7.655072463768116,26.74637681159421,7.492282038375204,1.2038420289855072,685,21,152,7,12,226,120,184,0.203,0.698,0.098,-0.9606,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,11,12,1,1,10,0,12,1,0,6,1,22,31,14,0,2,2,0,3,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,11,8,0,1,4,0,0,6,1,6,0,1,4,4,21,5,21,25,5,30,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,2,18,98,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148476338661126,0.25669093625609435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568773000893618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012388538057566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089159512080265,0.17652234965786492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675204325703787,0.0,0.12470534452584245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563084182566928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292629917489745,0.21962687719525814,0.20687257544002088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186253773303832,0.0,0.15129108634847047,0.0,0.2468583828104233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803519323149198,0.0,0.0,0.14294777586842705,0.0,0.15390244428378197,0.0,0.0,0.09704807380211727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706544656468528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153309158793327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147181208731816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805276489267506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932936896363148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591184265494775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556807800499885,0.0,0.10643554274801724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811182237902684,0.11011749135804752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382161437174885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275464168211787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514090791895995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543243130432111,0.0,0.12104891365842915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088622533719264,0.0,0.0,0.13330096583743303,0.0,0.0,0.09619044540771032,0.0,0.1422530782288402,0.0,0.2532804352443514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748732795938336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504999581018622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165018059541958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102852954245838,0.0,0.0,0.09323846496340324
socialanxiety,CUNT_FARTS,2019/07/20,"Left for a new Job and now regret not getting to know crush. I have just started a new Job which I am pleased with. I regret nothing about leaving my old company (did not make any friends :| because I have the social skills of a rock and I ran away from the few work gatherings that took place) apart from the fact I left without really ever getting to know the girl I had a crush on. I was there for two years but I was in a different department so never had much opportunity to interact with (apart from when she came for help with some work related matters) 

Would it be weird if I added her on FB? Just to get to know her a little more at least...to see if we are even comparable or do I just bite it and move on? ....I am just happy to be friends in all honesty, she was just nice. 

She has a slightly different (abbreviated) last name on FB but I found by literally searching her first name and she was on top of the search results.

I want to add her but I having a panic attack about sending a friend request -\_-.

​

would it be seen as weird to add her?",2.5044598054275475,4.099223811059908,3.902450076804918,88.5562147977471,75.86635944700461,7.0342037890425,25.419610855094728,7.793537801064563,1.231610547875064,825,29,180,12,18,272,125,217,0.126,0.758,0.115,0.5624,4,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,6,13,12,1,1,14,0,20,0,0,2,4,44,35,13,0,7,14,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,4,1,0,6,4,6,0,2,12,2,26,6,33,18,5,33,0,2,2,0,22,16,0,4,11,129,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725717280328426,0.15392944422081753,0.08614639616689196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411620615014378,0.11901954942719305,0.0,0.0,0.07722264035915273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448875869795079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647062061392163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367060737476023,0.11458884983546745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077535081564878,0.0,0.13889752048024764,0.29361677559005983,0.0,0.19855441262725534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485267104448942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491059081521245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514196906305021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208859201682492,0.10326069076821083,0.0,0.13413528718836473,0.2752752697078582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696612731692328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455954221892928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464024825058848,0.09312399993532666,0.0,0.09770303103099856,0.24469567865875316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155238572701713,0.0,0.1329288133386653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863108506884215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235310306960815,0.13905603717544027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115412411111796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094715104146053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913378534482484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089664393936635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074557280450226,0.0,0.0,0.12374745296049458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471884443682777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221145062922327,0.0,0.18444835266577408,0.0,0.0,0.17997894795751396,0.0,0.15392944422081753,0.08157743720796377
socialanxiety,CK702,2019/07/20,"I use Omegle to fight against my Social Anxiety I know it might sound weird, but I use Omegle to fight against my Social Anxiety. I live in a very rural area, so there really isn't much option for me. I have an event coming up in September that involves in Socializing. I was thinking to myself ""How the hell am I going to attend this event, if I keep having panic attacks just thinking about it?""

I thought to myself, what are some exercises that I can do to start socializing? I wanted to warm up, before hitting the big stage. I thought of using Omegle.

I feel like Omegle is a great way to communicate with random strangers. You can type in your interests, and Omegle matches you with other people who have similar interests as you.

I've used it 4 times so far, and have matched with someone each time where we had LONG conversations. I'm not gonna lie...at first I was having anxiety. I kept exiting out and skipping people, and logging off before I matched with someone. It took me awhile to calm down, but I had to fight against my mind and not let it win me. 

I have met great people and even exchanged Snapchats with them. I haven't had anyone say anything mean to me. They just skip me. Which is fine! Not everyone is going to want to talk to you. And we all are going to get rejected in our life at some point. 

Have any of you tried Omegle to fight against Social Anxiety?",3.5690909090909098,5.316680590405905,4.3233160013418335,86.00658419993293,73.35424354243544,7.436497819523653,26.34032203958403,8.150884317080207,1.5986959409594093,1084,38,217,17,22,347,149,271,0.153,0.75,0.09699999999999999,-0.9472,0,1,0,0,4,0,34.0,3,6,2,2,9,18,6,1,5,0,25,2,0,5,1,48,51,14,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,12,17,0,2,7,1,1,6,5,9,0,1,10,4,40,9,41,37,5,32,1,1,0,0,26,17,1,6,8,150,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991474075514151,0.0,0.31459934291079705,0.0,0.0,0.07188756941895927,0.0,0.08460437251756575,0.0,0.0,0.11696191181441686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496851457540874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856223758500366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679054386918139,0.0,0.0,0.09823994430984706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198413384824265,0.07344792077731804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745065288190418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371430070322965,0.0,0.17528891787914788,0.0,0.0,0.2266981223480352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138279459104708,0.0,0.0,0.05650202287304836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105130815002181,0.07261817475965064,0.050228071189772586,0.0,0.09078365276487688,0.09098415514719307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199089494045136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906581085341498,0.10380940872671053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557762835425964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062609979193972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382779704523566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718925837241628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586310978636144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175912408952593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240123514640609,0.17422219350920962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276987936793096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826352744284836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317537759636721,0.0,0.16324028156873285,0.11989938767993184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422637130399753,0.0698016559527245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35518143150428155,0.0,0.08482952096875293,0.12128072376246996,0.0816062772788691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wishingugodspeed,2019/07/20,"Job? I’m starting a job next week and it could not have came at worse time, my anxiety is super bad these days. Has anyone got any tips that’ll help with making new workmates and making it easier to talk and make eye contact with customers. It really doesn’t help that this is my first job as well so I’m xtra nervous",1.2679220779220801,3.5114913333333355,2.5689610389610387,93.4377272727273,82.63636363636364,5.58961038961039,18.51948051948052,6.868970318607317,0.08463896103896129,252,6,54,3,7,81,52,66,0.139,0.677,0.185,0.5478,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,1,0,7,1,1,3,0,11,15,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,2,1,2,2,5,11,0,9,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,7,28,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067910965321028,0.0,0.1470060590407203,0.0,0.0,0.13436656512399495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045014120674794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978610491846487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342849163969982,0.0,0.0,0.12393083109416365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634558511376412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369228150092046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576089285583946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5720837339015691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848158314752424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559460897914645,0.20437015806915812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231061211542918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601570917179448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445532618196542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205323126958984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541435492851326,0.0,0.1727798362284543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583303171248886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Syter6,2019/07/20,"I had to go to a neighbor to congratulate them In my country, it is tradition to hang out our national flag at our house with a backpack on the top. I graduated so I put the flag in the holder, and then we saw somebody else I know (and hate) doing the same. And my mother said that I should go and congrats them. That was total hell I don't even know her name. I was in an other class. I want to die now 😭",0.05093434343434211,1.8863356590909104,2.705151515151517,93.08328282828285,84.45454545454545,5.729292929292932,20.005050505050505,6.937597516519254,0.21609444444444392,310,9,74,4,9,108,60,88,0.096,0.794,0.11,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,3,0,2,1,3,2,2,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,15,6,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,5,2,16,0,12,9,2,14,1,0,1,0,10,8,1,0,2,56,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34067432714344564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742128888105663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680771640282728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731069825749928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240814392013216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787593758249809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607980387798509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299844812046785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31224334837809403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936118613559084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spann31,2019/07/20,"How I beat inferiority complex and SA Only someone with anxiety can describe that feeling of heart racing, knots in stomach and no matter what you try to tell your mind that feeling just paralyzes you. Although I was well liked, did different jobs in public service, volunteered and constantly exposed myself I still would often have symptoms such as blushing around women, new people and authority figures such as supervisors. With great help from a Life Coach (she lives in Serbia, we meet by Skype, a lot cheaper than U.S.A prices, please message me if you are interested) we discovered that I often felt inferior around just about everybody. Even the homeless man asking me for money on the subway would cause anxiety. Could it be possible I felt inferior to a homeless man? 

What we finally discovered is I felt inferior due to being short. I had no idea this was the cause for all my anxiety. Being short made me feel like a small person, it made me feel not masculine. Around women I would want their approval to prove I was masculine but when it came time to make a move I could never do it because I did not believe I was masculine enough to do so. Once my life coach told me ""there is no logical reason to feel inferior to being short"" everything changed. Those anxiety feelings just stopped, I no longer lust after and women or value their validation because I know I am enough. I don't need women's approval to see myself as masculine and it is a great feeling.",7.529857011070111,8.032951900369008,7.82300507380074,69.14306849630998,63.20664206642066,10.907841328413284,36.49469557195572,10.686352973137794,4.139828228782289,1179,53,195,28,16,386,158,271,0.10400000000000001,0.775,0.121,0.6956,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,4,2,3,18,11,0,0,9,0,26,6,2,7,3,61,46,16,0,8,8,0,10,2,0,3,3,0,0,7,12,15,0,1,17,2,2,2,8,5,1,0,14,11,35,6,29,23,4,23,0,5,1,1,24,11,0,5,12,146,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059220583702661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26699653489661096,0.09346302333728383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188752585508852,0.0,0.0,0.11263746167620553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434463663707807,0.0,0.20540349574104294,0.10576017380774223,0.0,0.0,0.10803733566689996,0.0,0.1596436238116575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044524779091292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660156562360688,0.0,0.06603246970234743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898509816427467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35385214595859266,0.07142207895070027,0.2879747078260132,0.10951760151763996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204453307998476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847072196096416,0.06701105909630672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128594779669956,0.0,0.0,0.09920964855539133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054943583096764254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412304380042085,0.09768535931558132,0.0,0.08827965647746899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499507343694505,0.0,0.1891973099526055,0.06673401311175574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094613581211527,0.0,0.0,0.10625748267252848,0.0,0.07413011162397991,0.0771067957889365,0.09655636844464678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646999138338653,0.0,0.0760354062871692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930999834436609,0.08729421475298624,0.0,0.10974240357296164,0.0,0.11270666311940188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027908342009961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966704081431479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470839697086192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984007356787333,0.08358348176233209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039121868599472,0.0,0.0,0.08738245744489237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829616034318871,0.0,0.0,0.09553028845953536,0.0,0.06787638546583166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058967778366547076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988942953916769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305787302644688,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ob113,2019/07/20,"Wedding I’m at someone else’s wedding right now and panicking soo much cause I have to talk to family friends and I can’t at all, please someone tell me what to do, dying right now

I’m actually just sitting having a panic attack for no reason

How should I act???",2.112222222222222,4.107948,4.136814814814816,84.6396666666667,78.25925925925927,6.542222222222222,25.61481481481481,7.554174236665415,1.4444637037037042,208,8,41,3,5,71,41,54,0.21,0.696,0.094,-0.7677,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,3,1,8,7,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.23039366826809465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685909867627738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425335533337934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450282776097291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722622601775916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222568393246401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824056238886298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355624118960974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770054171469893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591602931967357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24274393363141716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032459391687659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000833275097476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976339866413874,0.20635654545887064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gy0pp,2019/07/20,"Places to go alone Being home all the time is killing me. I am scared of people but I would like to change. I started taking meds and I don't have a clue if they help me with my problem. I would like to go somewhere, but I don't have any idea where. I would like to go somewhere to not be overwhelmed by amount of people and don't feel like a loser because I am alone. I am from a small village so I would have to drive to actual city and don't want to go blind just to get scared and go back (which is a bad habit of mine). Maybe I'm asking for too much but if any of y'all have any places which you would recommend I'd be grateful.

Have a good day.",0.5607532051282078,2.0667683125000025,2.004999999999999,100.41692307692308,81.15277777777777,4.986324786324786,18.021367521367523,5.369823440869387,-0.7601606837606841,503,10,128,2,13,162,77,144,0.158,0.6459999999999999,0.196,0.8781,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,1,5,12,1,3,6,0,22,1,0,0,1,22,34,10,1,9,7,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,6,5,7,0,0,0,2,17,5,17,26,3,14,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,2,8,81,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.12658385050844054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686927728157474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26463345400355603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126670655159615,0.0,0.0,0.09974339717646154,0.10830722466041562,0.07907351111909078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372220532146334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365592117723297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558817566013768,0.0926689505662979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777112032432142,0.0,0.3686022216796589,0.10879940838085228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694572622392183,0.0,0.1301154635835476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643328139301046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351124731161458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534902334533038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031689579903438,0.0,0.14408494480702402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535599417596832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985712274653065,0.0,0.2710506794004073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412044467576536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597361696448152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181346840719233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753009314841474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563829113371061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650970426422157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607316998075799,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smacwack137,2019/07/20,"I don’t feel close to people that I should So I’ve always had a hard time making friends since I was little, but I began to finally find a few friends my sophomore year of high school, it was a group of friends that already existed and they kids adopted me in I guess? Anyway, I’m now going into my senior year and I don’t feel close to these these friends in the way I would expect to after hanging out with the same group for two years, almost as if there’s no connection. The way I can tell I’m comfortable and close with someone is my personality begins to naturally come out, that’s how I feel with my boyfriend, and how I used to feel with some past best friends, but when I’m around this group it’s like I don’t know who I am I just morph with my environment, acting how they act. And I don’t even do this on purpose, it just happens without me trying. With some people I just click, and it’s amazing, but that happens so rarely and without it I just get anxious and feel like a strain on social situations, like no one really wants me there. I guess the reason I’m posting this is because I’m wondering if anyone else has a similar pattern in there life and can help me make sense of it or just understand it better, because I’d love to have close friends that I feel confident to be myself around but it’s like there’s a wall holding me back.",6.568928571428572,5.189262607142859,6.917857142857143,81.08714285714288,65.78571428571428,9.857142857142858,32.85714285714286,8.634040054169528,2.3605714285714283,1070,36,229,13,14,349,138,280,0.035,0.733,0.23199999999999998,0.9965,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,2,21,16,0,1,10,0,18,2,0,7,0,67,46,23,0,6,14,0,7,4,6,2,1,0,0,2,19,25,0,1,11,0,0,5,8,1,0,2,4,8,31,15,32,39,5,38,0,0,1,1,18,17,0,9,17,154,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029231246942071,0.0,0.11342447486483485,0.0,0.08552435218399539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611643333578972,0.0,0.07186882006748435,0.10531414551989828,0.0,0.18299873989824444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903439472707907,0.0,0.12531209618188388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786525273875656,0.09090391500382557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853913923109759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586267270342783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788772793949076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118234536596851,0.07342876446291087,0.0,0.11259462458286325,0.09394252753956528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764630353512026,0.0,0.053700291211585205,0.0,0.05841439997069477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264558786785805,0.0,0.181782742865002,0.0,0.09207409250041387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889381192879243,0.10859672378966136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648728630183787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259923485539402,0.20085988383535594,0.10301636595292772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276638891733853,0.0,0.13721796403687225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964896029522533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811876359557233,0.14251468504203496,0.08974684618878545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843846458746502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584593170391134,0.1056788609962055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402268900670412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502381826297965,0.11553329327589153,0.0,0.10477513624372913,0.08708837687989464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983756816068468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993405806468927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978345063862684,0.0,0.1004048337089182,0.10700155659355064,0.0,0.08877219872091162,0.0,0.0,0.06062454596942062,0.16316998628654394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815982316229916,0.11146464239495396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301465973020542,0.0,0.0,0.1985681843459071
socialanxiety,canadianwhitemagic,2019/07/20,"feeling guilty I feel really guilty today. My social anxiety has me in complete fear of speaking with my parents. I grew up with a crippling  lack of self esteem and I've worked hard in my 37 years to be the man I am today. I've been married 13 years and I have two awesome kids. I'm a system admin making enough for my wife to stay home with the little one, and while we struggle sometimes, I feel pretty successful.  Regardless, I struggle with depression and social anxiety, and two minutes with my parents and I can't breathe. 

I don't want to be like this anymore. I have hurt almost all my family relationships because of it, and I want to do something about it before its to late and my parents are gone. How do I get help? How do you get therapy when your anxiety prevents you from picking up the phone and calling?  The first step is admitting you have a problem, right? Well, as the great MJK said, ""Here I am""",3.3392449355432774,5.136674011049728,4.501635359116023,84.28015101289134,74.0828729281768,7.257605893186003,28.64125230202579,8.021203637495839,1.9750881031307557,720,30,138,11,15,236,109,181,0.165,0.695,0.14,-0.6009,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,4,0,3,6,10,0,3,8,0,16,1,1,4,1,31,28,14,0,5,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,15,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,6,1,4,3,6,25,4,21,23,3,19,0,2,0,0,21,6,0,1,9,96,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117705967604354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777238882281221,0.0,0.1200123991078467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376841405795814,0.0,0.10297316736430616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356782393600635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687984956224638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422833718282988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250387989338975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140803057877875,0.1361732916172873,0.18356345750663164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293361336670794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644861710331326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341728224855764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084038969346233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111247675591877,0.0,0.12138592629987514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295469412318074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650795801244334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059120849183201166,0.121286837742011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077713082518341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200155449170826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031119148194297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311374675360612,0.0,0.11579311739565798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752403960932837,0.0,0.0,0.12992269609387902,0.0,0.10334445825182376,0.11511109414125395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624297227798448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467150696190737,0.0,0.09316173529595287,0.1196849715100503,0.0,0.0,0.12898377849429812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25301816741503985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383889352624122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22941238739201866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23642427418050596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275322958948228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088052384550416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809892013841521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585683519123278
socialanxiety,DKdriftking05,2019/07/20,"Birthaday coming up My birthday is coming up next month and one of old highschool friends(more like acquaintance) is planning to have a party for me at a local club. Problem is i don't really feel like going and it parties are not exactly for me but i still feel like i might miss out alot and dissappoint some of my friends. It being a party and my birthday party at that is making me very nervous and anxious as I'll probably be the center of attention. I feel like declining this . But i don't know what to do.
I need advice.",3.1984761904761894,5.1265488476190475,4.9180952380952405,80.58190476190478,74.80952380952381,7.7142857142857135,27.857142857142854,8.515128840125781,2.2518571428571423,419,17,77,8,9,142,66,105,0.085,0.698,0.218,0.935,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,1,5,0,12,0,0,1,1,23,22,8,0,2,3,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,3,12,5,13,19,2,14,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,3,8,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902190776010764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990990495600135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335363964149518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952771803584914,0.4171945042622555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039349988203554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062951880780802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697980815460363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380403330474086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993677364487125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065030405644152,0.0,0.0,0.15537541055336287,0.0,0.0,0.1443376036478364,0.0,0.0,0.20702265964731145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042624720572453,0.0,0.13190636156136928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987593865314405,0.1862629178701019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470390423440075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545538299346084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061453055361208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Morganisacunt,2019/07/20,"Create and post your fear ladders These are situations that you rank and put them into order as to which are the easiest to hardest to be in. I'll start:

Simply going out with core friends 1-3/10

Interacting with customer service (like a barista) 4/10

Meeting with new people one on one 5-6/10

Big party knowing 5-7 people well 6/10

Complete silence when speaking with others 7-8/10

Going up to random people in school and conversing 9/10

Big party knowing only 1-2 people 9-10/10

Big party knowing no one 11/10",10.700360824742267,7.953314474226807,10.16853092783505,65.3511469072165,58.89690721649485,11.349484536082475,41.77577319587629,8.841846274778883,4.025682474226803,412,17,66,4,4,134,71,97,0.052000000000000005,0.772,0.17600000000000002,0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,0,1,3,3,15,8,0,17,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,4,36,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534698547360306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203878317329614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513146881011907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226142904622682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229052382596889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568334294449132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915498044117154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981429378372813,0.1489541914299637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5431161752410772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875719767670927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688524894377774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982125735847835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201457356429628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862497919308467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760943743042358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BeepoeTheHeepoe,2019/07/20,"Need some guidance Hi y’all, this is my first time here and I need some guidance.I’ve read up on the symptoms of social anxiety but they don’t really apply to me so I would like to knows what wrong with me. I get really anxious when I’m alone, going as far as to hide in toilets just to avoid meeting strangers. I’m also very introverted when it comes to meeting people if I don’t already have someone I know with me. I also find it very difficult to date. I can’t bring myself to touch females(I’m a male) and even have trouble simply patting their back. I find a lot of difficulty in physical interaction with the opposite gender, and essentially force them have a gap with me. However, amongst people I know, I’m extremely extroverted, and have no difficulty in talking to strangers when surrounded with friends. I also enjoy being the center of attention amongst the people I know, and am usually the loudest. I don’t know what’s wrong with me cause I’ve been in states of extreme depression whilst also have states of extreme happiness. Like I’ve had days when I want to kill my self cause I feel so ridiculously alone and then subsequently having days where I’ve never felt better. Please help cause I don’t really knows what’s wrong with me and I’m honestly terrified for tomorrow because I don’t know what type of person I’ll be. Thanks",4.964168179068364,6.4208069655172455,5.8171768501714025,77.82313974591655,69.38314176245211,9.326154466626335,30.59507965315588,9.682069395223575,2.9685432950191566,1082,44,199,25,19,355,140,261,0.23399999999999999,0.655,0.111,-0.9887,1,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,3,2,15,17,2,1,8,0,19,1,0,3,1,42,40,22,1,5,3,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,3,7,15,0,1,12,1,0,3,8,9,0,1,3,3,29,8,31,34,3,30,0,1,0,0,15,10,0,4,17,125,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452238124673234,0.1142855770251124,0.3312807438236658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922626508830773,0.11699797245429415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963441238743693,0.0,0.06313172371941506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915940443403798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191666247998801,0.0,0.0892113155330101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335805740382548,0.0,0.08919962114937982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684031217224877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236512868133642,0.0,0.09943779215091383,0.0,0.18931145116344397,0.08809158395898913,0.0,0.0,0.08001337893363088,0.0,0.05410797603291618,0.0,0.05885787362191532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024592699253412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941684375549767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457834978720338,0.0,0.39841290709936655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119239146875518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804650773061197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358295915854367,0.07987503059868327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539495378740411,0.09042819122673562,0.0,0.11368229938328055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359214167969484,0.0,0.1990374733981875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108039959231192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557057387983336,0.08774953920447855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764277026546187,0.0,0.08324091330823195,0.0,0.0953479235132655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038906873972396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406124208064886,0.17090248322585222,0.06108479872846865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356897643566547,0.3396933084461483,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LORD-THUNDERCUNT,2019/07/20,"Being around/looking at photos of my girlfriend sends me into a full fledged panic attack. I hate anxiety so damn much. I finally have a girl that I really love but I can’t even look at her without feeling like I’m literally going to die. I feel like my relationship is already over before it even began. But I just CANNOT accept that. I have my dream girl and it’s gonna end over my mental illness. 

The only time I don’t get like this is when I’m drunk unfortunately. But I know going down that path is very, very dangerous. I know for a fact I will get addicted again if I do that regularly (drank everyday for 4 months straight in the past  but I have been sober since February). But it seems like there is no other option. Don’t know why I’m writing this. I really needed to get it off my chest and maybe if anyone else has similar experiences",2.2647093023255813,4.316776459302325,4.38156976744186,82.79584302325583,78.01162790697674,7.555813953488372,22.959302325581397,8.472884824447931,1.533388372093023,669,21,134,14,16,230,109,172,0.265,0.693,0.042,-0.9892,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,4,1,5,0,16,6,1,0,1,23,37,11,1,3,9,0,2,4,1,2,2,0,0,2,11,3,2,0,7,2,0,3,6,5,0,0,3,3,21,6,14,31,2,22,0,0,1,1,8,10,1,4,13,86,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818410900175325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012519487524268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110036932631958,0.0,0.0,0.10145966143968042,0.14867556666750395,0.0,0.12917277740562413,0.0,0.16507604958610225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234722942708289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059440598587845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121525989456546,0.0,0.12851853118975926,0.0,0.0,0.1916788361401288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193895484205182,0.0,0.0,0.14673726384430286,0.2073237761617742,0.0,0.15895366696403726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743159107483565,0.0,0.16493119655126193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325955300712065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392350787914381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283560740131991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24370059834113786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096147124298185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577585463972095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462300845900048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582013848279098,0.0,0.10666768465279107,0.1075923222550403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035766379981626,0.0,0.17024755941256708,0.0,0.0,0.13851760090034926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859138895444791,0.0,0.0,0.15578673333227516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209667307732226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003102050611958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461095137278732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394509801108962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093323664059173,0.0,0.0,0.13987448625227974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MatthewHLC,2019/07/20,Alcohol & Social Anxiety Anyone here use alcohol to numb their anxiety in social situations? I know I definitely used to... hopefully I can help any of you that are struggling with this,5.621818181818185,8.414216030303034,7.651515151515152,59.79727272727278,70.51515151515152,12.884848484848485,35.24242424242424,11.855464076750405,6.0329878787878775,151,8,22,7,3,53,27,33,0.217,0.579,0.204,0.128,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747522612076827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406642928153704,0.0,0.15104756340720513,0.0,0.339838664085221,0.0,0.0,0.155309768479712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888072421807474,0.0,0.0,0.22061286346028453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207000684508015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496694535061045,0.0,0.4528417785950564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322055096309981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38367652670055497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AriSveta,2019/07/20,"Any ideas for app for people with SA ? Hello everyone, I am a programmer with a social anxiety. And looking for some fresh ideas for a useful and cool application for us. If you know any ready-made solutions, post links. Or share what you would like to appear. I will appreciate it very much.",2.764060606060603,5.453054163636367,4.0759090909090885,82.16719696969697,80.0909090909091,8.03030303030303,21.89393939393939,8.841846274778883,1.8627575757575747,229,7,43,6,6,75,43,55,0.028999999999999998,0.691,0.28,0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,14,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,8,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,4,1,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395179600992928,0.0,0.1909685389661493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385350008602767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5636104759664955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719175198350586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195805981601635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096288233403038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350895627181227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306406984945008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390793805734871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544693761491607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30027772671442204,0.21560273589481235,0.0,0.2059733441362518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733209974614236,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThatsTits_Janis,2019/07/20,"My new study has a sporting day at the beginning of the introduction week, and I suck big time at anything that has to do with sports. Should I sit this event out? Because on one hand I maybe should participate because I already suck at connecting with people, especially when people have already formed in groups which will probably happen during this event and I don't want to be that one person who doesn't have any friends in school because everyone is already in groups.

On the other hand, there's the fact that I majorly suck at sports. If it wasn't competitive it wouldn't be bad, but I just don't want to make our team lose because I'm so bad at sports. And I'll be super awkward during the whole event because of that.  


Any opinions?",8.221901477832509,6.857958303448278,7.706502463054187,76.70517241379311,62.51724137931035,10.768472906403945,35.886699507389174,9.606745405546679,3.141325123152709,594,22,116,9,7,187,84,145,0.11599999999999999,0.78,0.10300000000000001,0.59,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,3,4,9,3,1,6,0,17,2,2,1,1,17,26,7,0,6,3,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,7,0,2,1,2,9,2,18,18,3,22,0,1,0,0,7,12,3,2,9,74,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093645887433764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925997996251128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661356608452187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25693313508951776,0.4689577536970438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922688982318516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470197025388027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887175651085985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605777790377885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721298424857093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027026602255756,0.0,0.15457292298718306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859882447619746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085188642601633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213334126879976,0.1343445067872751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658869665020992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557144060516083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971692947876228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150107938794688,0.0,0.12341710974446027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177905398082122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jubjubjub4,2019/07/20,"Was this my fault? When I was 16, this senior 18, John took me out with his friends. We went to a party I had five shots of vodka. Him and two of his friends had sex with me. They called me a slut, gross and ugly after. They ignored me for a while. John kept hooking up with me. Before all that happened, he was helpful to me and would hang out with me after he would only have sex with me if he was drunk and ignore me the rest of the time. He would never want to talk to me only about sex.



He left for the military over the years he kept in contact with me and saw me when he came home sometimes. He would only want to talk to me about sex or photos. He cheated on his girlfriend with me (I didn't know they were dating). He would have sex with me and ignore me. I went on vacation once, and my phone broke. He sent me at least 30 messages and was mad I didn't respond.



He would also imply that I'm weird or annoying. When I was 17, I tried talking to him about trouble I was having at school. At first, he was sympathetic but then told me to speak to someone else. Because of what happened I was bullied in school, I tried to talk to him because I was lonely . After three years knowing him, he told me he wanted me for sex and nothing more.



That he felt no connection to me. It's been four years since all that, and I feel broken. He still tries to contact me trying to cheat on his girlfriend with me or see me again. I try to ignore him then he'll bombard me with texts it works to face time me. I moved away and didn't talk to anyone he knows. He still keeps photos of me and sends them to me, asking if I miss this. I feel so used and dirty. Something must be so wrong with me.



I blew up at him calling him a rapist, coward, douchebag and blocked him finally. He was messaging me begging for pics, and he now lives with his girlfriend. I feel sick. What's wrong with my personality? Have I treated this way because I'm ugly? Will every guy be like this?



tl;Dr: the guy who used me as a teenager still tries to contact me I feel worthless and alone.",1.3514018691588774,3.1949735327102817,2.616177570093459,95.3637523364486,80.02803738317758,5.0276635514018695,20.746728971962614,5.6839178017228535,-0.15640392523364532,1584,43,358,8,40,509,185,428,0.218,0.754,0.027999999999999997,-0.998,0,3,2,0,0,0,53.0,1,0,4,2,14,24,5,0,10,0,32,11,1,2,4,70,64,32,0,12,6,0,5,1,5,9,1,1,1,3,14,33,1,8,8,2,0,8,5,20,0,5,29,8,73,4,63,24,5,49,0,4,2,8,70,16,0,5,25,240,87,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785313117156095,0.0,0.06783453193230883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931162109190509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929993624894538,0.0,0.07969589160932826,0.0,0.0,0.15512562109674044,0.0,0.07217983806789524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732316437455682,0.09701721677680784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086041352205315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146873159095145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156030031443414,0.0,0.08144531443735048,0.09292165509289467,0.0,0.07215211238736452,0.0,0.0,0.13107118863930955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798019729321126,0.1500209570121249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685641791336756,0.0,0.08508640384974228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539636867558523,0.0,0.0,0.13985282568290155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216262438796337,0.0,0.0,0.04144121648101419,0.0,0.07490204019485698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015556421170877,0.0,0.0,0.06542227901570484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139188733596671,0.0,0.0,0.0903358700334301,0.0,0.19353973333847452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406592915181351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169488269136346,0.06759455271330934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701681269828223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187195791108167,0.06530243887707092,0.08389410643447477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322409391344204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34089566008022426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892429398716067,0.0,0.0,0.16210786927673707,0.09424371011908453,0.34554369298486604,0.0,0.08286171175688188,0.0,0.0,0.14652315173912694,0.0,0.0,0.15009597052090246,0.0673301467250428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726727301711807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617536194361199,0.0,0.0,0.3615435312286388,0.18548567045596975,0.0,0.16387358105744745
socialanxiety,S3VENx,2019/07/20,"People avoid eye contact when talking with me and I've noticed they become nervous or they hurry up and leave. Also, people stare at me from afar. Im a shorter guy around 5'5"" (height has nothing to do with this though), and I always catch people staring at me.  

Theres a difference between glancing vs staring. I've seen people in front of me in traffic stare through their driver-side mirrors (and when I stare back, they'll keep staring then turn their head). 

When I walk into places, employees at the counter will often avoid eye contact or talking, even if I make a joke (not everytime but most times). 

Idk if its my beard (its scruffy), my height, my lips (they're dry sometimes but I put on carmex all day), my teeth (I have a minor gap), my posture (I have apt from sitting for years), idk what it is. 

When I walk into places and see people who recognize me, they always move or walk away quick to avoid me. 

I've had people mid convo, lose eye contact, look down, then look back up towards my forhead and keep looking there. 

Idk if its a subconscious thing I do, Idk what it is. I've had anxiety but even if Im feeling good people do this.",4.159889380530974,5.2336697123893865,4.486006637168142,88.05830199115047,70.90265486725664,6.711946902654868,28.28429203539823,6.6274283507984215,1.2469212389380533,889,32,179,6,16,279,125,226,0.1,0.867,0.033,-0.8658,1,3,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,6,1,15,7,0,4,6,0,12,6,6,1,1,33,22,24,0,4,12,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,11,0,5,1,1,0,7,1,5,0,0,3,16,27,2,24,17,2,39,0,1,15,0,13,19,0,9,12,114,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404473000548716,0.19570535071653716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996372832993846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468899108239113,0.0,0.0,0.11048913282728896,0.18085438291839812,0.0,0.0,0.1298800331327246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584231352784243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286703869692747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553474684866794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946212667477198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863735556246613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644255404071173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069159496756973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25405650233003085,0.0,0.0,0.20905668347694134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452148940496377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962633104155653,0.13156439252063468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849895699493717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499025869660672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128404346739846,0.1338884541804262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707035480047562,0.0,0.2457340773938549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822054732542853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371202658416396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630947194498086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904495630207166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812825810910587,0.0,0.115541467404275,0.0,0.06857354399002567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279151017086136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573058660328946
socialanxiety,anon012345678911,2019/07/20,Going over to my friends house I am having an anxiety attack because im going to my friends house to bbq with him and his family. This was planned a week ago but its a few hours before the event and i am paniking please help,8.15787234042553,5.208534680851064,7.885638297872344,80.38250000000002,63.8936170212766,11.102127659574473,36.26595744680851,8.841846274778883,2.8199446808510635,178,6,39,2,2,57,36,47,0.068,0.72,0.212,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,5,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208420781567702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798670953029272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26748433921683523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332771782465262,0.0,0.2000708469061876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216513678124568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633081538836433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672496236514641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575968024932324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315470472918636,0.5425966565680352,0.0,0.0,0.2539712724517942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580925019579917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860006621849884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,intheaterssoon,2019/07/20,"So I was just visiting this subbreddit for the first time and looking at the ""top"" posts from ""all time"" and while they are incredibly relatable/too true/funny, they made me feel worse and more anxious.  haha  I'm tired of feeling this way and I want to be done with it once and for all.  What is your best advice to say the hell with this anxiety and power on victoriously?  I fail often, but not always.  My best tips I've had for myself are to remember to smile, laugh at your awkwardness - laughing is a fantastic ice breaker because it releases energy/anxiety, truly listen to the person you're talking to, pay attention to what they say, ask them questions, and simply be mindful of the present moment - do not invest energy into your overanalyzing thoughts.  We are alive to have fun and to help others to have fun.  We will all die one day and it hurts to be human but maybe we can choose to hurt a bit less and to help lighten the load of those around us.  What do you think?  What are your most positive thoughts and tips about overcoming social anxiety?",5.762151561309977,6.5421724504950545,6.242277227722774,77.98425361766948,67.06930693069307,9.77974105102818,29.89489718202589,9.851270322608157,2.767783244478295,833,29,157,18,13,270,127,202,0.134,0.638,0.228,0.983,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,4,5,4,6,5,12,1,1,8,1,18,1,0,1,3,40,29,15,1,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,12,18,0,0,9,0,2,1,2,5,0,2,6,6,19,7,28,19,9,16,1,3,1,0,25,6,1,3,7,114,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927944169113315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185970379871102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32710700041088464,0.16101922673001495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688262438173026,0.13324705155755184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688544871497092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29915454837999883,0.0,0.15560671120751332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091920570444902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792446080720453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458584872513491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441357033974318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212366200280936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910707727506138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051643243877841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968996913267267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486608293650335,0.0,0.0,0.14319133938024384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391547034116578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179064323649874,0.0965825543130081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445239110114575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650510089753246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966710827813815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145960416985747,0.0,0.0,0.22669241530894735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529219451401507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145608527398013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132797724989652,0.0,0.2263070581823259,0.16622170363191074,0.1638181798513673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144699506963426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406835477477219,0.11313430951426046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525105518972267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SA_in_LA,2019/07/20,"Anybody in the Los Angeles area? Interested in a social exposure therapy group? Disclaimer: I am not a psychologist, just a guy looking to find support and accountability among others who also feel their lives are inhibited by SA.

​

I was wondering if anybody in the Los Angeles area would be interested in getting together in a public area and decide on a social exposure that each of us will practice. For example, we meet at Third Street Promenade and we will each take turns asking five strangers for the time, make eye contact and say hello, etc...

​

With just by myself it's so easy to just throw in the towel and go home, but in a group we could make a game of it, and support one another in our successes and non-successes.

​

Let me know if that sounds like a good idea!",9.506951102588687,8.1438495704698,9.421495685522533,65.42731543624164,60.00671140939598,13.07804410354746,41.41994247363375,12.031772070788634,5.089004985618409,642,30,110,17,7,211,98,149,0.008,0.835,0.157,0.9717,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,5,0,1,1,5,7,0,0,12,0,9,1,1,2,0,30,22,12,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,6,13,0,0,6,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,5,10,7,20,15,3,18,2,0,2,0,19,15,0,3,2,79,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622739406082516,0.0,0.39113063035660256,0.4386402496780064,0.0,0.12617588905829505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249176484390401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607325093605062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341991114486427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060842170474561814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997891034093976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286715577195777,0.0,0.06838598263487347,0.10092660888359566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914504441100245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070021977358082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135837269141758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612990259365092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230449849787879,0.0,0.058786876758549274,0.0,0.10625308279539196,0.0,0.10104640743987747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064164504858178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153832944746107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569078481191147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453213814170739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730968007192485,0.0,0.0,0.09047274899799043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760717909867098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016505272853167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088385598775298,0.0,0.0,0.14474147703176102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304921235696644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547856786864186,0.0,0.4386402496780064,0.0
socialanxiety,Cili0c,2019/07/20,AHHHH I can’t make friends i just feel like i was too awkward then i dip 👌👌👌👌👌👌👌👌👌,-8.173846153846151,-12.25475146153846,-1.4144615384615378,109.83446153846157,179.0,2.5784615384615392,10.292307692307693,4.935628992294339,-1.7168184615384612,66,2,24,1,10,29,15,26,0.09300000000000001,0.581,0.326,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533901852374557,0.4993018524570424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399765743898276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341452402259731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46652823409959704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lydsrey,2019/07/20,i need help i have an appointment at a new dermatologist's office and i'm very nervous about how to act. i hate my mannerisms and the way i speak and i genuinely can't think of how to act normally since this is the first time i'll see her. any tips would be appreciated,1.085789473684212,3.2631308245614083,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,82.85964912280701,8.010526315789475,21.780701754385966,8.841846274778883,1.5319964912280712,215,7,49,6,6,75,45,57,0.111,0.78,0.109,-0.024,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,9,10,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,2,7,0,5,8,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274642883155301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845165455190213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302390709621278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242012198956774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480196803517621,0.0,0.3230519840445175,0.0,0.0,0.3277286309033772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266544775995527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276693120050478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143273261029473,0.0,0.0,0.1950434814855399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27598881733514435,0.0,0.2655021470840925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23761170014368785,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mangos_bro,2019/07/20,Unable to talk to others Whenever I talk to my friends or people I’m even somewhat close to I barely even open up or try to have a discussion with them. It’s not even because I don’t want to but I’m afraid that they’ll judge me and how I say something. So I normally just respond by saying “oh my god” “wow” or just laughing. I only talk to four people and am close to two of them . I always feel like I’m being judged by others with everything I do and honestly I’m just tired of feeling this way . I always try to tell myself to just have confidence and talk to someone instead of waiting for them to talk to me but I always freak out in the end and end up just sitting in awkward silence. If anyone has gone through or is going through anything similar do u guys have any advance for what I should do?,3.2605357142857123,4.170259220238098,4.690238095238096,86.37142857142858,72.86904761904762,7.2666666666666675,28.285714285714285,7.492282038375204,1.555621428571429,631,24,132,7,12,211,97,168,0.055,0.78,0.165,0.9595,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,1,11,8,0,2,2,0,13,1,0,1,0,32,23,14,0,4,13,0,2,1,1,2,1,2,0,1,6,11,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,1,4,20,5,29,19,1,15,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,6,3,96,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562854787430563,0.0,0.0,0.09706050361796492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979932152094097,0.0,0.11745367165983454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700617434358736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528307710396054,0.0,0.0,0.2828131524184306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827547558961172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433597713320784,0.10196550975288604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027194550016813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111608731928735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132398853876796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973010030191387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984395617031084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855171223299974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790040883669024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270073999783657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093368051419733,0.10987963191051378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5736001640002879,0.12475129466587676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404580200253133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380702286709486,0.0,0.13942533454930678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418516610655488,0.11329150742065555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nathann_xdd,2019/07/20,"I can't/don't laugh out loud If something real funny happens I just kinda smile and silent laugh

I always knew that I didn't laugh out loud but I never really cared until today they were talking about it at work",1.9464285714285687,4.6162941190476205,2.8574285714285743,89.53757142857144,84.0,4.312380952380953,15.542857142857144,5.6839178017228535,-0.4969485714285713,171,3,31,1,5,54,34,42,0.221,0.6940000000000001,0.085,-0.6864,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,6,4,5,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,20,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042014786184783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727449776919697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232914237566393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819667618395731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161232522935997,0.2342073254439636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28145025681502484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29384866086646244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465380670664503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661550219015777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,luciepur,2019/07/20,"Grocery store anxiety Grocery stores give me the worst anxiety, and I don't think it's necessarily the people. I struggle ther, more than anywhere else and I cannot figure out why. Does anyone else go through this?",2.9407500000000013,5.9311415750000025,3.7550000000000026,82.39,83.25,6.2,28.0,7.554174236665415,2.05535,173,8,30,3,5,55,33,40,0.24600000000000002,0.754,0.0,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515952962473488,0.0,0.0,0.2063837000286538,0.30242771479124797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582977130568068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493138918107829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28314569148849605,0.16774701448535506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462773689463026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30856676121402377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891274944744308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663372364067859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rambalo,2019/07/20,"Massive anxiety and depression around college. I've had anxiety and depression my whole life, I'm currently attending college for a CS degree and am having a super hard time due to anxiety and depression around attending class.

Actually, having a hard time is an understatement, I failed 3 of my classes because I barely showed up.

My anxiety is far less in other aspects of life, I live away from home, am able to go to parties, go shopping, take the train without any problems now, in the past even taking the train would have destroyed me. But something about college classes just ruins me mentally, I'm afraid to speak and get constant anxiety just being there and doing my work. I'm not sure if this is related to being bullied constantly in school growing up but the whole environment is just impossible for me.

My question is - would it be a bad idea to finish my degree online? I'm able to take my classes and graduate in 2 years and I know that I will be able to get far better grades and education doing it online without stressing about being in class, I'll also be able to pick classes I'm more interested in that don't run in certain semesters physically. I feel if I take the rest of my degree physically I'm going to completely mess it up and likely it will take me 4+ years longer.

My major fear is social isolation, however at my university nobody really does anything with each other, there's virtually no clubs or atmosphere (I live in Australia and this is quite common at a lot of universities), so I don't feel like I'd be missing out on much.  I have a handful of friends outside of university that I grew up with but we only hang out every few weeks.",6.600423340961098,6.867526642857148,7.693386727688786,70.08994279176201,65.18012422360249,10.754102647924157,35.89146779993462,10.5429385540328,3.9724509316770185,1337,61,233,32,19,455,169,322,0.16,0.775,0.065,-0.9741,3,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,5,13,21,1,3,12,0,29,3,1,1,2,43,49,19,0,5,12,0,5,2,1,4,2,1,1,0,11,19,0,0,5,3,1,9,6,13,0,0,1,6,26,8,45,37,10,44,0,6,0,0,5,22,0,5,15,160,37,14,0.3741999499449168,0.0,0.09129129303862853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481189119405794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636171994563982,0.0,0.3578274218469474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698366872564827,0.16655864522370534,0.0,0.0,0.0878932927205881,0.0,0.07811033196541359,0.05702720407201412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273736167247403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808538201631704,0.20218860446139034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417234014252492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186622447143999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061788884443709474,0.0,0.07881989923502387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526974436668377,0.09460336907130852,0.06683212975233349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227648827108316,0.0,0.0977520146564232,0.0,0.15949984124619507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760482739496926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383826504843598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560654892833976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141262657889999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215424552667146,0.09140759698676118,0.0,0.1652127057311257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953285398158144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427638419423884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877000480189709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114898100716323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930404845733217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951470382254349,0.0,0.0,0.10479739590499283,0.09950192698717704,0.0,0.0,0.059930517468012985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467758173153236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536243121448994,0.0,0.07201935080576842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716119459306096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816975608714515,0.0,0.3516897407502617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909950002458244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750401571131957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889044033143947,0.0,0.180357699195273,0.0,0.0681055050649484,0.0,0.0,0.13291045405990273,0.0,0.0,0.12048624956862355
socialanxiety,NoteRemedy,2019/07/20,"Growth and Friendship (Discord Group) So, as I've gotten used to Reddit, I've really realized how many people are currently struggling with SA, as well as how crippling it can be for some people. While I know this isn't a cure all magic pill, I thought it would be good to provide a place where it is a bit easier for people who have SA to make some friends, share their experiences, and get a bit of advice. If you are interested in joining the Discord group, whether it be as another member or to be a moderator, please let me know and I will send you an invite. 

Please note that this is still extremely small (i.e. I'm the only person present as of now), but hopefully it will grow. Have a wonderful day, everyone! :)",7.510928571428572,6.365232807142861,7.8028571428571425,74.74214285714288,63.78571428571429,11.428571428571427,35.0,10.608840637214634,3.503785714285714,563,21,110,12,7,185,93,140,0.025,0.757,0.217,0.9732,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,0,7,7,0,1,9,0,16,1,0,4,1,22,26,16,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,7,6,15,16,5,13,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,6,6,74,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701603908404654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259324560870804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38021546432082737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230114080920256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639119039161246,0.0,0.17033512571192053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453443809385734,0.0,0.09097711219047944,0.0,0.0,0.14605418849731394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295299239027348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913974791298468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806241216791788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623488278252098,0.17654315576802607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243571194062645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621649211949585,0.1520458960322612,0.18193153625842348,0.3822906736992939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115538217904676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390625433685304,0.0,0.0,0.1820412332729612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138241857530048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039468316115126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656614698677976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888394093894533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236988243443921,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PINKFLOWERPINK,2019/07/20,"I gained the courage to reach out to a therapist and begin therapy again... And the therapist ends up dumping me after the first appointment. Her specialty is anxiety and depression, yet can't work with me, which was confusing. Of course I'm taking it harder than I should because I wasted $150 on that appointment to sit for an hour and tell someone my life story, while they looked at me like some alien. I know the first appointments is to asses, but all she said was that she'd give me a workbook and then suggested group therapy, which I don't want and is lazy to me. I'm wanting more talk-based. I scheduled a 2nd appointment during the first one, even though I could tell she wouldn't be a good fit for me, plus she seemed really hesitant and awkward when asking if I wanted to book an appointment, like she knew she'd never see me again.

What a waste of time.

 ""It was nice meeting you yesterday. I wanted to provide you with some referrals to other therapists and some anxiety-focused treatment programs because after reflecting on what you've shared, I realize I am not the best fit to help you. It is my clinical judgment that you need more support than I am able to provide. Therefore I cannot continue to work with you at this time and have canceled the appointment for next week.""",8.428132530120482,7.095578208835344,8.188443775100401,73.3135090361446,62.092369477911646,12.316064257028112,38.01907630522089,11.374738998889045,4.255524497991968,1030,43,192,25,12,331,142,249,0.138,0.767,0.095,-0.845,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,5,1,7,6,12,1,2,14,0,19,3,1,1,2,37,37,16,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,12,14,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,4,0,4,5,3,35,8,30,26,7,31,0,1,2,1,23,8,1,6,24,140,47,4,0.12967543785995592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920135502558453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122902950168613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809788663106042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360863716952807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353528534476117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168926461349957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148539482347933,0.0,0.0,0.0856494037083191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309055835968511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439649614919925,0.0,0.10876560486745344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691871255661315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770418516427864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126622934215418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159359671879096,0.1267057375580032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889470820878604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615269406165043,0.10001369191476367,0.0,0.13791129929983084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787143272061594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307340602244663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233510367812903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033345348388478,0.1180516483588642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987357768603932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471541501600149,0.0,0.0,0.09749979096332388,0.10422820493354903,0.22668409673177914,0.0,0.2965903290386612,0.4516895342667261,0.0,0.0,0.12740545929924693,0.0,0.15122958127677516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30594373209818204,0.0,0.1040178143494241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881052637811768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WreckItBaymax,2019/07/20,"Anyone else just want a hug? I get the value in gradually coming out of my comfort shell and conquering social anxiety little by little, but to be honest, the thing I want most is just to have someone I can hug every now and then. I feel really fucking starved for some physical affection and the road to get to that seems really long.",8.678102564102566,6.895788707692307,9.38,66.40333333333334,61.92307692307693,12.974358974358973,35.512820512820504,11.855464076750405,4.262897435897436,266,9,47,7,3,91,49,65,0.091,0.638,0.272,0.9041,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,15,12,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,9,11,2,9,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,3,3,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372403501162565,0.0,0.0,0.16792755126096304,0.24607537112326325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068791560494604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062536658135052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202347682744984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143362715022105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202682038264135,0.250950506678543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814128312677036,0.0,0.2125366944648172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077091306397314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186353721748096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448159305512733,0.2034893276249733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955362338465806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833087155568449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kevinisboring,2019/07/20,o o f when ur social anxiety gets u too scared to post on the social anxiety subreddit,5.625,5.0948870555555565,8.474444444444442,66.36500000000001,67.33333333333333,13.866666666666667,34.66666666666667,13.023866798666859,5.159600000000001,69,3,13,3,1,26,15,18,0.364,0.636,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190173328240072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723274834303634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248868717073401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396266357258619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6916009181896585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayxlost,2019/07/20,"Freaking out because I have to go to wedding tomorrow, any tips on dealing with being a wedding guest with severe social anxiety? My social anxiety has gotten worse over the years and hasn't improved at all despite exposure due to constant negative social experiences. my cousin invited me to her wedding, I tried to get out of it but then my mom said how its going to cause drama and how my cousin my got sad when she found out i may not make it and thinks it unfair i attended my other cousin wedding (which i also forced myself to go to) so then I just sucked it up and said ""fine l will go"". It not that I have anything against her, I am happy for her it just my personal issue of my horrible social anxiety and depression.

Tomorrow is the day of the wedding and I am freaking out, I went to the nail salon and it was super awkward and I was looked at strangely and then tomorrow have to go hair salon to get my hair did and ugh I just feel so ugly regardless of what I do with myself which makes going to these events even harder!!! ! then a lot of my relatives some I never seen are going to be there and it just eating me alive.


I know most of the attention will be placed on the groom and bride but its all still so overwhelming for me, I remember when I tried to go to a wedding of my other cousin and how horrible and panic inducing it was for me, especially how her husband was so cold and rude to me for no reason, now he and her are going to pick us up to go drive us to wedding and its gonna be more awkward for me, especially the hostility he displayed to me when I just tried to thank him.

For those of you who went to weddings, how did you cope despite the strong feelings of anxiety?",6.9290588235294095,5.476695924637681,7.7502131287297535,75.64342710997444,65.1159420289855,11.01619778346121,34.49701619778346,10.056822442137396,3.2222924126172203,1334,49,268,25,17,451,157,345,0.225,0.726,0.048,-0.9968,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,2,0,2,22,17,3,4,11,0,24,3,2,11,3,59,54,36,0,1,9,6,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,21,24,1,0,9,1,0,14,6,12,0,0,14,9,49,5,52,32,6,44,0,3,2,0,37,12,1,4,18,213,70,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761136272954194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659977640458353,0.0,0.29697389961178844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986440848312283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916117010334634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969774237443436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487726529949842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258963479520424,0.10005494963050396,0.08358957508314656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930703469915128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641010332271266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493414968257094,0.0,0.0,0.09814344050445857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641101881322833,0.0,0.0,0.101409908852107,0.0,0.5515611594486742,0.0,0.07762026353777397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331221224046193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129565489768763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053336494327394096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149809580602671,0.0,0.0,0.08250898461139937,0.0,0.0,0.12956411326544962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113664538052613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485143750012087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138680167565717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474087650576201,0.10139726391107214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978422294763686,0.0,0.0,0.10993945762365626,0.0,0.18463476836908807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096396002250524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957236274410144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750476745304201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935119128126068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621861321681209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976730444747179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334799437428585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993383346106648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890289468331953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062497431022939365
socialanxiety,Climbing-Mountains,2019/07/20,"Has my social anxiety led to psychosis? I feel that none of my friends or family understand my mental health and  I’ve ended up completely isolating myself in order to not get hurt or emotionally hurt them. The only person I talk to is my partner. 

I’ve recently been experiencing psychotic symptoms and am currently housebound whilst I wait for my first DBT session next week

I’m terrified of leaving the house in case my delusions become worse.",5.463492063492062,7.992713938271606,6.550017636684308,68.71222222222224,70.1111111111111,10.060670194003528,33.79365079365079,10.290406445055957,4.349372486772487,363,18,55,11,7,121,62,81,0.132,0.8029999999999999,0.065,-0.7005,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,9,9,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,2,11,1,9,8,1,12,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045733996393582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172142558155244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621205595911246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212351137284244,0.17419741425211205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854095388834996,0.0,0.09944578303017627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729332603153674,0.0,0.0,0.15195213534882626,0.0,0.10275559671620073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905841685922608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269388113569632,0.421093517793297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082525081164684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820412189301626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916818362280726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958169455303993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717307397308154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941947757387222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048739779315994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442267299156835,0.0,0.158081494546857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474765684251212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577623980220894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004306300080636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_throw_away90175499,2019/07/20,"How do i go upstairs Im downstairs with my aunt and her bf but i dont know what to say to tell them i want to go upstairs to the bedroom

What do",-1.9830000000000003,-0.3666842285714261,0.9710714285714308,103.68517857142858,91.28571428571428,3.5,20.17857142857143,3.1291,-0.8260000000000001,112,4,31,0,4,39,24,35,0.0,0.9520000000000001,0.048,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833796448504588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688012583303683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455087737015551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266676616660829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32799090253598423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604930036103928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432693261458628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pistachiyox,2019/07/20,"I'm socially anxious because I have nothing to say. So what do I do? I meet up with people and I genuinely just don't know what to talk about. It doesn't matter who they are or how long I've known them. I'm not even nervous, my brain just won't produce anything . If I talk, I convince myself that I'm talking too much or that the other person is annoyed. This causes me to be so anxious about an upcoming hangout that I will cancel just because I feel like I won't have shit to say. This is why all of my friends have stopped inviting me out or keeping in touch with me. It hurts like crazy, but at the same time I understand. My social anxiety (albeit never professionally diagnosed but seriously it's past a possibility and is a sure thing in my life)has led me to a dysthymia diagnosis where I just feel even more hypercritical about myself and unwilling to put myself out there or even leave my house. This is the worst punishment I have ever been put through. My life thus far has been robbed from me and it puts me in a mindset that there's nothing better ahead.",5.486703810208482,5.728910294392524,6.2141121495327125,79.83027677929549,67.55140186915888,9.014521926671463,32.349388928828176,8.841846274778883,2.5158271746944645,849,34,170,13,13,279,124,214,0.14300000000000002,0.7859999999999999,0.071,-0.9228,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,3,18,13,3,1,8,0,20,4,2,5,4,38,28,14,0,1,12,0,3,2,1,3,2,2,0,1,16,8,0,2,5,1,0,4,6,7,0,0,2,5,29,6,22,22,5,20,0,1,0,0,13,9,1,5,9,128,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682311877723533,0.2859685123616824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415354505892192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430767504900675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193789110935587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129020733544947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001878433573807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846245629471925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507881788402344,0.11448675493620965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799177314358862,0.0904192194626376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778505756422702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604088768581638,0.13549218568996724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249822829278372,0.0,0.0,0.06955770499930658,0.0,0.0,0.1340157770558163,0.0,0.0,0.1787954951230352,0.12366811596647813,0.0,0.0,0.1120074769280231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304102951189078,0.0,0.0976159808413456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428881730922711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208221612312692,0.08774535890477382,0.1105130917151984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426848484000177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817032366740141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013017143545015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991881783355588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25803746277209083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058153625874758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928754261093183,0.0,0.0,0.305188367546482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408523918676981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380201463385448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317603162635668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142066894394329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VapingVeganViVi,2019/07/01,"What is the underlying source/fear of social anxiety? Started counseling, but my free sessions ran out and I've been trying to pin down underlying fears deeper than the surface fear of judgment by others that I experience when it comes to anxiety. Please bless me with your wisdom! :) Thank you in advance.",5.4266666666666685,8.245620925925927,5.8849629629629625,72.10633333333334,71.22222222222223,8.764444444444445,31.170370370370367,9.3871,3.4216859259259254,246,11,38,6,5,79,47,54,0.149,0.5479999999999999,0.303,0.9305,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,1,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,5,12,4,0,11,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34656741919073336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951230147756161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215755882356294,0.0,0.7646786145340749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486459576317092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23090398929721906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032881095060478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085450055001053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378913086690355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thatquietuser,2019/07/01,"Couldn’t even water the flowers without being nervous. I was struggling to get the hose out and felt like I completely embarrassed myself in front of my grandma and neighbor, I’m so fucking weak I couldn’t even lift the watering pail up without struggling. I think it’d be fine if my face didn’t go completely fucking red. I still have to turn the water off and water the flowers in the front garden. I went inside to cry, I’m pathetic",3.113604651162792,5.37651704651163,4.24436046511628,83.77956395348839,76.2093023255814,6.625581395348838,29.3546511627907,7.645422480735847,2.064958139534884,350,16,63,5,8,114,55,86,0.20800000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.068,-0.9267,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,4,6,0,8,8,1,0,0,11,18,5,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,2,1,0,4,5,7,0,0,4,2,9,2,11,9,0,10,0,0,1,2,1,5,2,1,2,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307106532927211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561946266461394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713261674461473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721377010447366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797732799991759,0.10731169422968563,0.0,0.11673210865034173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034682285158512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403067511663444,0.0,0.0,0.429452038910226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161039736825592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234134527146044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190405501163686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959916393751992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IAteUrSub,2019/07/01,"I just realized how bad my social anxiety is I needed new glasses and the place where I went had zero customers. There were five employees (I think) and I felt like the center of attention when I walked in. After trying 5 or 6 frames with the help of an optician, I just wanted to get out of there. So I end up buying pair of glasses that seems comfortable without thinking much about it... 

I picked them up yesterday. they are a little too big, they slide and doesn't sit very well on my nose because the bridge is too narrow. Now I have to go back to try and adjust them... I feel like I've wasted $300 (no refund policy). 

​

Feel free to share a similar experience, I'd like to hear it. 

Also, I'm trying to improve my english, critics are welcome.",3.8369476219145113,5.018083483443711,5.236484045755571,81.96936785069236,71.78145695364239,8.139915713425648,26.972305839855515,8.575989854853784,1.9291403973509944,590,20,115,10,11,198,107,151,0.081,0.759,0.16,0.9056,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,0,15,9,0,0,7,0,8,1,1,2,0,23,21,9,0,2,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,9,0,3,4,3,1,1,2,4,5,18,9,19,17,1,23,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,2,10,78,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345657930872502,0.0,0.19436690504977672,0.21797614695234827,0.0,0.0,0.1372313868870632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793835723144685,0.14978155014636504,0.10935330591350598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888458984910706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547595988622178,0.0,0.0,0.18140800214296268,0.12815487710793408,0.17224068445795407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372286557207524,0.0,0.10195037740774386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218339881754527,0.0,0.1202400457887469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26291985760399017,0.1797939787679774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318708762800042,0.13301398509732731,0.0,0.1732541213278529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742235827808265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330816675248716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286355228085585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298892710431228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653781841288365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801394947360705,0.1058077348197751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612914236765071,0.16629454336591026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292370347537012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797614695234827,0.0
socialanxiety,Kushking-_-,2019/07/01,Why am I so awkward have drugs made me like this? I hate meeting new people and having to interact with people every time I just think I’m going to run out of things to say and there is going to be awkward silence and I always think people are judging me I used to weight 19 stone then lost 5 stone in 9 months because I thought my weight had something to do with my anxieties which it did because now I lost weight I met a girl and I’m in love with her and she makes me feel good and I feel more confident in myself but I met her on Instagram through chat I still think if it was real life I would of never went up to her and asked her out even now tho after losing all that weight i still find myself thinking the worst of situations and that people are judging me i get told I’m good looking by my family and I do notice girls looking at me and my girlfriend is hot but I just still think that I’m unattractive somehow and that people judge me and my family and girl just say I’m attractive because they feel sorry for me I’m doing some work experience at the moment trying to get myself out there and we were all asked to tell us about ourselves in front of the whole class and I just felt so nervous when it came to my turn my voice went all trembling and I was just dying inside I don’t know if people noticed they probably did but I just can’t do it and it feels like I’m just gonna be the one who isn’t talking to anyone by the end of it there’s just always so many thoughts in my head around people I don’t know and it’s just so frustrating 🤷‍♂️ I smoke weed aswell I know that doesn’t help I’m dangerously paranoid aswell I done pills and coke I think this has something to do with it also my mind just feels like it’s completely fucked I have family issues aswell my brother was stabbed and there is just constant shit all the time think I have social anxiety depression paranoia and probably other shit idk what to do,1.7700297426613218,3.7137257346437385,3.1414050174576498,91.61688704254496,79.12285012285012,5.954972197077463,21.52133712660029,6.950104931194217,0.4587729729729726,1542,44,332,17,38,502,188,407,0.175,0.764,0.062,-0.9936,0,0,4,0,0,0,1.0,2,0,2,4,31,22,6,4,7,0,33,13,3,3,5,79,83,34,1,3,16,1,11,3,1,2,3,3,0,3,21,31,5,0,19,1,0,7,6,15,0,1,20,16,56,7,41,59,8,36,0,4,2,2,30,13,3,4,19,224,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058427576473744976,0.12158671033075845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178430979713608,0.0,0.0,0.05108658051311064,0.0,0.0,0.06504058262561578,0.13660603110439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133613571605557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835633517476517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660401397752714,0.07895396013077903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062928108962573,0.0,0.07582671908279022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476769209295046,0.0,0.0,0.08472861047055051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471115907434509,0.0,0.0,0.048256697076372944,0.0,0.061557803401352994,0.0,0.0,0.07146855944119437,0.20662877602580104,0.0,0.1847114640756076,0.10439087449022703,0.07015088336520249,0.0,0.06677725461818762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754455091125057,0.0763436563444936,0.0,0.08304552501142523,0.12256171366450215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213350197626643,0.07498258960703587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897185269843756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625764340225821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045873148813127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160578193920163,0.10708306416232087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270719280538328,0.08173757960464853,0.1595113930171791,0.0,0.06594121890252475,0.06913293804701473,0.048769386787152286,0.0740733009073079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377169321205135,0.0,0.05831731296637928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634984279232829,0.07056364003696097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636291890299273,0.0,0.0,0.049508635517257926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545634635023136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754617484141042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316043953548638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620351360438134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999398454203133,0.0,0.08212463879804242,0.0,0.07447740798389822,0.0,0.11249324297599687,0.0,0.08178681740024983,0.0,0.0,0.17504198746862382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872438913201521,0.06385932250777705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853908108581872,0.3277058159466385,0.0,0.11600597787278273,0.08520596497686092,0.0,0.0,0.06981377816989996,0.0,0.04960423541370768,0.0794703689062728,0.0,0.0,0.08788447199194056,0.06310202495356554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558788536108385,0.0,0.1354582298908515,0.0659270023235633,0.0815710041699149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318993467419998,0.0,0.0,0.051901078791080836,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,noelbs,2019/07/01,"Scared to continue taking my medication for SAD (Zoloft) Recently I (18F) have decided to seek professional help for my social anxiety and see a doctor as I want to get it under control before I start college in the fall. I don’t consider my SA to be very severe and it’s only bad on some days, but I do feel that it does interfere with my daily life and ability to communicate effectively.

Anyway, initially she prescribed me 15MG MIRTAZAPINE and 0.5 MG CLONAZEPAM to get me though the rest of my HS year because I had been missing a lot of school due to SA and the Mirtazapine would take awhile to take effect. 

The Clonazepam worked really well for me however I stopped taking the Mirtazapine after the second night because it increased my appetite immensely and made me feel very apathetic and like a zombie - I could barely get out of bed or stand and just felt really drowsy during the day. This was especially inconvenient because it was the week of final exams and graduation.

At my follow up appointment that was a few days ago, she switched me over to 50MG ZOLOFT to take once a day and told me to continue taking the Clonazepam until the Zoloft kicks in, but twice a day instead of once like I had been doing even though I don’t leave the house much.

I’ve been on the Zoloft for about 5 days now and all I’ve felt is drowsiness which isn’t too bad, but I’m scared to continue taking it because of the other associated, more serious side effects such as seizures or serotonin syndrome. Furthermore, I just don’t know if becoming reliant on a pill is the best solution.

My questions are:

*Could I cut the tablet in half and take only the 25MG half if I feel that’s all I need?

*What side effects should I expect and when?

*How will I know if it’s working?

*If I stop taking Zoloft now, will I experience withdraw symptoms? How long would I have to be on it to have symptoms/become dependent? What should I expect when I come off it? What is the withdraw period like?

*I start therapy on the 10th. Should I stop taking the Zoloft now and see how therapy alone works for me? 

*I know that the Clonazepam is only temporary because it’s habit forming, but it really helps me so could I stay on it and just take it on days when my SA is bad?",4.354553082310517,5.887971372997714,5.424888703973373,79.75503779210875,70.96796338672769,8.775230566534914,28.34539907079953,9.259372276320047,2.4439159420289847,1778,66,339,38,33,587,201,437,0.11,0.8,0.09,-0.7412,1,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,9,22,14,1,2,27,0,35,11,0,10,2,71,69,37,0,16,13,0,5,3,0,7,11,0,1,0,23,18,0,5,14,0,0,4,4,9,1,4,12,7,44,5,47,45,11,56,0,2,2,0,7,18,0,10,35,236,67,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162902462659444,0.0,0.0,0.07200612269896556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318583666445623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414945462854478,0.211906590721132,0.15356807363156955,0.05915998902940393,0.0,0.07296137774909423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059888957926658326,0.0,0.0,0.0779773225307073,0.16652829310448902,0.0,0.0,0.3138615842294701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116098337139108,0.060841111905281735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592009045505364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680080260992179,0.0,0.0,0.10546060114740216,0.0,0.1335083047450929,0.07616038277501781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897060358670234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320123596958113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802216133593111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462607640306745,0.0,0.0,0.07361610862122604,0.0,0.0,0.0491070114247866,0.10189806369789113,0.0,0.0,0.06152674535094941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910700414586635,0.0,0.0657854963326293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700383355673068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110829997221427,0.051551326893583806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524376912713327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480820468206745,0.0,0.1586289025792461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778830358038818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361698343930056,0.0,0.06864677805686367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921174213069706,0.07036222058901916,0.11080360122740444,0.0,0.0,0.07854257733960728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087118511376565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984191990318904,0.0741035661620212,0.0,0.17437607863415278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226228310860196,0.5750091570041794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901400532723836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661438287213248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643336993199397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472952244143585,0.04100718523373866,0.0,0.05576813424328126,0.0,0.06251062172894939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184337674450132,0.0,0.0,0.09877601979386988,0.0,0.0,0.04477131711142773
socialanxiety,Acelinaa,2019/07/01,Someone told me to kill myself Because they said I'm not funny:),3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846157,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,72.84615384615384,5.2,28.384615384615394,3.1291,1.0301384615384617,51,2,9,0,1,17,13,13,0.299,0.701,0.0,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999082194533722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443062037290469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679884165072228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168555285712208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701107601417475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Overthinker323,2019/07/01,"I’m so happy 3 hours ago I made a phone call and I’m still happy that I did! 

I was so anxious and scared that I’ll mess up or not know how to talk. Kept repeating what to say. Wrote them down. I thought about not doing it. But wow! You don’t how I’m literally happy that I did it!

Seriously getting out of your comfort zone is the best thing you’ll ever experience! Please do not hide. Do it. 

The phone call was asking a guy about serious things in career and life. I knew he could help. He’s a very cute guy and I was super scared that I’d look so dumb. I faked my name to make it easier for me. But you know what? When the conversation started I’ve never could imagine that I would stop being anxious, but I did! I talked to him for half an hour. And what do I regret about? Just faking my name! I wish I told him my real name! Because it was great! I may felt a little bit awkward, but Idgaf. I loved what I did!

I know this is a little thing, but I also know how a lot of people here feel anxious just like me about these little stuff. Please guys do it. You may feel worried, that’s alright. I seriously can’t describe how I’m super happy! Like I’m gonna explode from positivity. I thought the guy was arrogant, but he turned to be down to earth and so so sweet that he kept motivating me and encouraging me. 

There are a lot of good people out there! How small it seems, but I just feel like I wanna do more, I wanna go out more, I wanna see humans. This gave a real positive dose to not stay on my bed worrying about life! Do something about your life. Live it! 

Whenever you feel depressed, do something out of your boring comfort zone, believe me, you’ll get so much better!

Love you all ♥️ I believe in every single one of you.",-0.08293759512937983,2.137751452054797,2.2182648401826484,93.60550989345509,89.27397260273972,4.888280060882801,17.700152207001523,6.42735559955562,-0.17654824961948234,1340,35,301,15,45,453,172,365,0.114,0.626,0.259,0.9969,0,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,11,1,5,27,35,1,3,13,1,31,6,0,8,3,72,68,28,0,8,15,0,5,3,0,6,4,1,1,5,26,11,0,3,15,0,0,1,7,13,0,2,19,9,49,22,34,39,9,26,0,2,2,2,42,14,1,6,13,202,75,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170343871207621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468710324735327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27414548167920155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562052862342891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930933543900655,0.0,0.0,0.18226896778242851,0.08488827641648676,0.07153996739686794,0.0883101098397137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519393449726255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916696670972685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966979168564075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316895677003771,0.06815268105622944,0.0,0.0,0.0791252070088784,0.0,0.0,0.16360013909524754,0.057787295689606666,0.07766636422404108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452258810453754,0.0,0.04597122433324506,0.06784606434558173,0.0,0.08918068265078867,0.0,0.3203722958289125,0.0,0.34443243900766785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421835857151307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931923284781693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781846338305504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714034063672794,0.11855520364812112,0.2432168337735328,0.07142668887812294,0.0,0.067926596730925,0.0,0.0,0.13753829384470528,0.14601141080430427,0.0765393632790787,0.05399420186165424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946290529405344,0.0,0.062386775537702326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481264859204886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215684078131308,0.0,0.0,0.1775842097605786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413934867706094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432637750779906,0.16196849910167704,0.0,0.06445825873299693,0.0736385343548452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454499163229613,0.0,0.0,0.057253826818066476,0.08621717683897716,0.06459825878677268,0.06762703419345613,0.0,0.0,0.09259883758834528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003142872535225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121766839709326,0.0,0.0,0.12843405667080707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729314390771402,0.0,0.0,0.08798427504271637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674210188047768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301864441074838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429391775235788,0.0,0.057461401705003363,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SubarashiiJoJo,2019/07/01,"So much to be proud of, but still dwell on the negatives I’ve moved out for the first time into some other blokes’ house to do a placement year as an engineer as part of my course. Today was my first day and I was shitting myself, barely slept etc. I felt the day went so much better than I thought and I am actually looking forward to bettering myself this year and overcoming some of my SA. 
But this evening the extrovert I’m living with is wondering why I’m locked in my room for a few hours and now I’m wondering why can’t I just be normal and relax and watch tv with him. It’s so easy to talk to him because he just talks all the time, but I really feel like I’m gunna need to be alone to recharge my batteries in the evenings from the unusual amount of anxiety provoking situations I’ll experience in a working environment.
I’m going to bed fuck this shit",6.631299435028247,5.4501135988700575,7.48,76.46316384180794,65.55367231638418,11.482485875706216,33.790960451977405,10.746095033038511,3.3524757062146904,685,25,143,16,9,231,109,177,0.11199999999999999,0.779,0.11,-0.0972,0,1,0,1,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,6,9,9,3,1,11,0,9,4,3,1,1,26,25,14,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,10,0,0,5,2,0,4,2,4,0,2,6,4,15,5,26,16,9,23,0,0,2,1,5,8,3,4,14,95,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.1373402353357238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576238794798824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766438000881526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579273408335579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24894309949901405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152906323452114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696035702323538,0.18591258044817344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376690191373618,0.0,0.0,0.07116149053945439,0.1005434376341812,0.1351307956956002,0.0,0.0,0.23942377595025024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011024910438665,0.0,0.0,0.07998479374330521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385988318072573,0.1623930506184776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875760252581134,0.0,0.12427445778407042,0.0,0.1181846885308784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958249240581242,0.2069176222432284,0.10435563294125366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789360853294666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240581553642865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016053008873301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889315929950549,0.0,0.15819569554412838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239375240002317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22624015691536026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117304540114402,0.16413121678587472,0.0,0.13340340983532348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130465772564655,0.2539887697616045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052492685400985,0.10245912596856853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812616441249401
socialanxiety,ToyaTodoroki,2019/07/01,"I can’ttttt Oh my god, i have to go to this course that’s going on for about 2 months, so each day i have to spend 4 hours, 20 min break in between, so i’m most worried about that 20 minute break, like i’m legit freaking out, Wednesday is my first day and i’m already panicking out, My friends won’t be with me and I’m horrible at making friends and starting also maintaining conversations, i really don’t wanna meet people, there gonna be like 50.. please help, btw eye contact freaks me out and makes me feel dissociated",2.221226415094339,4.3171739528301885,3.460981132075472,89.12883018867926,78.33962264150944,6.504150943396226,24.75094339622641,7.554174236665415,1.1441124528301887,413,15,87,6,10,134,74,106,0.12,0.716,0.16399999999999998,0.6051,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,2,0,14,18,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,2,10,4,15,14,2,18,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,10,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27083946155533506,0.1962712632170925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165656742392243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409740253761513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876367594282394,0.0,0.0,0.3792391136607864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789684440504461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645073777024256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24170031981682966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398106001851145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276544990819069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959008634986113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015110983105686,0.0,0.0,0.2694097851610321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722952836721235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737174853946538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24924732409825265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Osculum____Infame,2019/07/01,"Does anybody else also cry when overwhelmed? I started my driving lessions 2 weeks ago and today was my second lession. While i was driving i got so overwhelmed by everything. I mean its really stressful checking the other cars, the signs and your speed and the most stressful thing overall is giving speed and stop and pressing the clutch...and also listen to the teachers commentary...
So i got really overwhelmed by everything and i just started crying while driving which embarrased me even more because the teacher noticed it..
Also i don't get why people always have to say calm down to me...i mean it makes everything way more worse...",6.931315789473686,8.633802789473684,6.425394736842108,74.37651315789475,64.96491228070175,8.156140350877193,36.17982456140351,8.472884824447931,3.3600561403508777,514,25,76,7,8,159,72,114,0.133,0.7959999999999999,0.071,-0.883,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,5,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,15,14,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,5,0,1,4,3,11,1,6,11,3,17,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,11,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292820744763617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498946375472489,0.12135404920443114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890526439329481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204059882443109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762923327475578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183410621642395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632871183896204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932260609724396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619756964616335,0.13990703627244128,0.0,0.0,0.2332898433228481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735212915520113,0.0,0.0,0.3177341566488316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604457667639758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110999767491702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868630450124217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598115344441945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645853631852012,0.0,0.0,0.12193227309949604,0.33412805319953715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968923991512284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382432387672029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576432933337748,0.1169874118295945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160169663461013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862768917049116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DrLoomis89,2019/07/01,"Anybody Ever Accidentally Make A “Joke”.... .... where it seems like you’re throwing shade on somebody? Everybody laughs like “Oh, burn!” But that was not at all your intention and you don’t know how to explain yourself. This happened to me twice recently.

I was on family vacation at the beach, sitting out with my mom and dad, their best friend couple, my aunt and uncle, and my sister. I’m already at peak SA around my family, but especially my dad. He is my number one that I cannot be myself around. Completely different from me and incredibly critical and a perfectionist. I can always feel his eyes on me when I’m talking, like he’s judging me, like he’s not proud of me, and I can’t get it out of my mind

So, we were sitting on the front porch. My sister has weight issues, but she’s always joking about it and seems like she doesn’t care at all. But I would NEVER say anything or joke about that, to anybody.

The got to talking about shark attacks and my sister said something like “I read that they can only eat 100 pounds and then they’ll stop eating.” Idk if that’s true or what her point was. The implication, as I read it, was oh don’t worry, they won’t eat your entire body. Right? Haha. So I blurted out, “Yeah, they’ll just eat half of you.” I meant the general “you”, as in everybody, and the point was your still gonna be dead if a shark takes 100 lbs out of you. Idk why I said it like that.

I didn’t realize until she was like “Well, thanks!” that it came off like I was saying her specifically, as in 100 lbs is only half of her. And everybody was like “Oh man.” And some laughed, I have no idea what my dad’s reaction was. My aunt said “Oh, that’s a joke only a brother can make!”

I was mortified. So much for feeling at ease in the situation. I was in my head the rest of the evening. I kinda froze, in the moment. Somebody obviously changed the subject and I couldn’t explain myself. So that lingered.

But I just couldn’t allow that. I would never make a cruel, mean spirited joke about anybody and I did not want people to think that. So, I approached her and pretty much everybody out there (except my dad lol), and apologized and explained myself. Uncomfortable, but I think it turned out okay. I may look like a dumbass, but can never be seen to be outright mean.


Different day, same group of people haha. My dad’s best friend Lou. They’re in their early 70’s. You know how there’s certain people that remind you of an actor and every time you see that actor in a film, you think of them? Well, Lou reminds me so much of current day Robert Redford

So, they were talking about classic actors and I said “Lou always reminds me of Robert Redford, every time I see him in a movie.” Complement, right? Normal thing to say. I continued, “I was just thinking about that the other night. I was watching this really good new Robert Redford movie on HBO. It’s called um...” and as the title came to me, I realized in the moment what was about to happen, but it was too late. “.... The Old Man And The Gun.” 

Good joke. Everybody laugh. Roll on snare drum. Curtains. Everybody thought I was trying to be funny, and Lou was like “Well, gee, thanks! HAHAHA!” Because he’s such a good natured dude. And I just died a little inside and reminded myself to never open my mouth in public again",1.4894969278033798,3.8953203210445473,3.0170487711213525,89.53604934715824,83.11674347158218,5.8900921658986185,21.023233486943163,7.2243418019778325,0.6936330261136723,2543,78,517,37,72,832,274,651,0.066,0.7090000000000001,0.225,0.9989,3,0,1,1,0,1,111.0,1,11,8,3,35,42,2,0,28,5,47,9,4,7,10,108,90,53,2,8,20,12,4,12,2,7,0,7,2,2,30,38,5,1,20,14,0,5,17,2,4,4,31,17,87,40,68,45,10,69,1,0,6,0,66,37,0,9,37,344,117,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252229902629535,0.0,0.164049848602143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054080949696682507,0.11700728041413495,0.0,0.07476459054110939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04006155338935587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137935593230457,0.0,0.0,0.07299874037837413,0.0,0.0,0.06710621394042025,0.1503295348161852,0.06700466790988,0.0,0.06952174670447693,0.0,0.06890488201736009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271657115027982,0.0,0.0847663422338745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820570960806238,0.13732425827995096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689868415779446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340662905171568,0.05944639168200061,0.11074179955798187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390761871065205,0.0,0.06645877143261647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015483203423648,0.0,0.034335345891498864,0.0,0.0,0.16536536366832186,0.05256130543703557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162297859574492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744641986704053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741884941933272,0.0,0.06859332362264996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223463671747472,0.0,0.07413363724602783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852824685832635,0.0658674744154071,0.0,0.0,0.05518721672611582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316033717350724,0.0,0.0,0.14317401750136555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635722533402125,0.07696903140551073,0.0,0.0,0.1449325772035954,0.0,0.20274547338687693,0.06347159945024096,0.0,0.061672615545241866,0.06439044307559033,0.0,0.0,0.06896079605389302,0.0,0.044532740675415766,0.14994626236369502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668336507495382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425096331765224,0.0,0.0,0.06685961737849169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147311272739834,0.0,0.042101128124125635,0.0,0.06488935890982787,0.0,0.0,0.112246944295066,0.2500544062136861,0.15678661559291573,0.0,0.0,0.1047387051813366,0.11965580348247268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387065315869103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050593521360938414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248309615624095,0.054943836025860684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494123376897924,0.1584667784851373,0.0,0.12101003119660415,0.0,0.0,0.043660631888435934,0.16843974178190238,0.0,0.052173364054901535,0.07664228881828948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461873224744585,0.0714831522401586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03876263439938399,0.0,0.0,0.08002775947133138,0.1772672054187129,0.0,0.059300969766362586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674060296071123,0.0,0.09336946003174912,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dent18,2019/07/01,"Online ordering at restaurants is a godsend Not to mention that it's so crazily better: you can just peruse the menu at your own pace, see all the substitutions/changes you can make, take ages messing around with your order without wasting anyone's time

welcome to the new age",24.84941176470589,9.559572372549024,20.264705882352946,40.61117647058826,50.764705882352935,21.968627450980392,72.56862745098039,11.20814326018867,8.900239215686273,225,11,36,2,1,69,43,51,0.055999999999999994,0.731,0.213,0.84,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,7,6,2,9,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637061565284661,0.0,0.0,0.3357359582556432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33355107286497443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39896577660502536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517449282515504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642456809186842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005330046647536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835635267346973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991428386541412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635510176417424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1TCTO665CON,2019/07/01,"Crippling distrust of anyone I interact with Hey,

Just looking for some advice (and maybe to rant a little) really. It doesn't matter who it is I am interacting with, I have this habit of over analysing their behaviours. I then take my analysis and warp any interaction into something negative and sometimes sinister. I assume that the smallest tilt of a person's head means they think I am weird or that their choice of words means they're making some private joke about me at my expense. If someone shows someone else more attention or affection, I assume its because they are better than me and that I dont deserve that from anyone. This makes me anxious in most interactions I have with people.

I cannot fathom why anyone would want to know me or be interested in me and this results in thoughts that vary from ""Does that smile mean they like me? If they do, why? What do they want from me?"" to ""Did I go too far? Did I say the right thing? Did i do the right thing? Probably not. They're laughing at me behind my back, they must be.""

The worst thing of all is even people that do not warrant this reaction illicit it. If anything, people that I believe are  showing genuine interest in me make me worse. I become convinced that its either out of pity or because they are committed to getting one over on me. I struggle to open up as a result of this and I come across aloof and cold

It makes it nigh on impossible for me to make new friends as it causes me to retreat into a shell filled solely by these self deprecating paranoid thoughts. The thought of certain social situations gives me an unease in my stomach and makes me short of breath. Family events get me anxious, God forbid I go somewhere I know no one. I wouldn't make it out of the house without talking myself out of it on the grounds that I will make a fool of myself, again.

I cannot being myself to explain that the reason I wont socialise with colleagues after work is because the thought of it makes my heart race and I want to vomit. They just think I am not interested in them. 

The truth is, I am so interested that it hurts.

Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this.",4.005787951110147,5.6970641575179,4.682104577999566,84.10891227308892,72.10262529832936,7.274491936067115,27.9714327041296,7.898369717300924,1.7470025457438343,1698,64,326,23,33,544,209,419,0.125,0.773,0.102,-0.8948,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,11,2,8,22,1,2,17,0,33,5,4,14,5,80,65,21,0,10,15,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,2,37,20,0,1,16,3,1,4,12,10,0,2,7,3,61,12,60,50,7,39,0,2,1,0,25,28,0,13,7,247,98,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310582889070676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783410029953673,0.0,0.0,0.19215522610169167,0.0,0.17839812556668552,0.0,0.06998549537781752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539501581431753,0.0,0.15552949838809568,0.09392646928010473,0.0,0.0958175596247981,0.0,0.0752161508895793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736552390041555,0.0,0.07325947684166789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442420410962414,0.0,0.09967311307127652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104490214279331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056171987620473283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017366674574751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570621950802821,0.0,0.0888659021212664,0.08158373717953123,0.09666704282505567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728158681253081,0.0,0.0,0.10077975210342976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813150252663964,0.09104335075653114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347795965978142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041549110754987024,0.08523829282034161,0.0,0.0,0.07141710200657067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109189399923815,0.0,0.08543999605882432,0.2779196166930493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213782033898002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525854979177785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688027056345362,0.07425876349236958,0.08885482130968643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145042383969582,0.0,0.09169381991517957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448255484153682,0.08744130716696806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525739738661386,0.0,0.0676318803720685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872137849310778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955951085213851,0.0,0.08669354292224822,0.14411816027617813,0.06547245703362106,0.08411252892476277,0.09520187606818377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890839700538718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394390169535538,0.06835663978665625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950206875203042,0.1089879045766946,0.0,0.2700676485445292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048675286613164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348131897685416,0.0,0.0,0.08198117297038633,0.0,0.061914398064259524,0.0,0.08666899574138788,0.060414137974005876,0.09298429582501368,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fornax55,2019/07/01,"Anxiety & Self-Expression Over the last ten, fifteen years of struggling with anxiety I've come to recognize that there's an intrinsic relationship between my social anxiety and my self-expression. 

The feeling of anxiety, for me, is something of a 'tightness' in my chest, along with some other symptoms like a racing heart. This *tightness,* however, can be seen symbolically as *confinement,* a *closeness,* or a *closed-off* feeling. 

I came to realize over the last two years that this I have had my associations with anxiety backwards. I assumed that it was social anxiety - the tight feeling - that inhibited my ability to enjoy socializing. Rather, it was the other way around: the closed-off, tight feeling of my anxiety was the *result* of me inhibiting myself!

All emotions are reflections of thought patterns, beliefs, and behaviours. I was aware of this for sometime, but always grappled with the feeling of anxiety. It's just so damn pervasive and it arises at the weirdest times. How could this ever be a reflection of my own thoughts or beliefs?

Turns out, that's exactly the case. Refusing my own self-expression is equally as pervasive, and my urge to deny myself arises at pretty weird times - when I'm around my friends, for example, or around people that I respect.

Realizing this hasn't completely eliminated my anxiety, like I hoped it would. It has, however, opened up an entirely new avenue of thought for reflection and contemplation that I truly believe will help me nip this issue in the bud within the next year or two. 

Anyone else have similar experiences?",6.838882516510253,9.07758517883212,7.284702815432747,66.0741484184915,65.82481751824818,11.204449078901632,38.5950643030935,11.111384760643409,5.283788182134167,1265,70,187,41,21,413,147,274,0.11199999999999999,0.752,0.136,0.9155,2,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,1,19,0,18,3,2,2,3,56,32,15,0,4,7,0,9,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,21,18,0,6,16,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,10,10,23,6,38,17,5,29,2,0,1,0,8,15,1,7,13,144,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419013896876649,0.09660726626154108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6138799306466023,0.0,0.0,0.06234432196407485,0.09135726716396322,0.0,0.23811993188123645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045532880042587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197786685714537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680538789230765,0.09348492819811643,0.0,0.0,0.0711888055813644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448362317194031,0.10029553619263036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065236446713313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721779448454105,0.0,0.0,0.225415576284852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888653719379091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565770171582768,0.05976358020331974,0.0,0.0,0.08855823766668698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930622293514417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535827663727754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712034826604627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611346168084934,0.09482506993279644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618138811832893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907100679514566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572689404619236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790470332281004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27266907213762065,0.0,0.0686414601294227,0.08818375026935656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932117483399514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926737227743513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212354613333399,0.10398245606620367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698293007544256,0.17419713510310594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077284801927912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333830790658528,0.0,0.0,0.17225270715532326
socialanxiety,dhruvansh26,2019/07/01,"Dude this social anxiety is weighing me down a lot Aight so i have been goin to a new school for two weeks now and things are not bad. The people are friendly so ive practically shared a few words with more than half my class and they seem friendly ie they don't intimidate me. Anyway, my question is that most of them have diff groups, so how do i approach them, cause one person told me i seemed too quiet and depressed(i hate when people say that i am cause i aint). So should i just say hey, and sit with them all of a sudden?.. like what to do i do?",1.3022100313479612,3.18950505172414,2.4589341692790008,96.21584639498433,80.3793103448276,5.252664576802507,18.304075235109718,6.1124844417494595,-0.4240413793103448,430,9,100,3,11,137,80,116,0.047,0.812,0.141,0.8740000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,0,10,6,1,0,5,0,15,1,0,3,1,19,19,10,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,1,5,6,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,2,3,18,4,9,16,5,8,0,0,0,0,16,1,0,5,6,74,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499725553267644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636879312073167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027808559270395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30292506874153435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355212973415067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957768330444444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666689668790954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933979963209727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284398486226204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718234210837459,0.17117741063187253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196133149094545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118029337896219,0.0,0.19840624275170576,0.0,0.3569408373575022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984141262274616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024242913632506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732773370711506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150577629282775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725407594951546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lylefromdallas,2019/07/01,"why i procrastinate to do nice things but i can do boring stuff i would like to join an arts team  but i always dont do it 

​

however i go to university ,which i dont like 

( in my country its not obligatory to attend the courses  )",4.6154421768707445,4.707164285714286,6.433061224489798,78.03217687074832,69.40816326530611,9.798639455782316,30.619047619047624,9.725611199111238,2.68572925170068,186,7,39,4,3,65,34,49,0.059000000000000004,0.718,0.223,0.8047,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,29,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173044898068631,0.2829647308712813,0.3173357200030229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.612150779966293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484221868842323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551773469479482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989635837882393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350186089177327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356545968789751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551924657621865,0.0,0.3173357200030229,0.0
socialanxiety,skywacca,2019/07/01,"I hate going out at night Being out at night gives me really bad anxiety. I’m 25 and I know I should have some sort of affinity for nightlife but I just don’t. I get sensory overload really easily, especially at night. I hated parties in college because I got bad sensory overload and panic. Nights in are my favorite. I put on some music and I write. I’m basically living a 90 year old’s life. There’s a part of me that feels I *should* be living it up more, but it’s not enough to motivate me into action. I think it’s mostly societal pressure and FOMO. I want to relieve the pressure I’m putting on myself to “get a life” because rationally I know that I’m happy with the way things are now. I’m just afraid my friends think I’m lame. Thoughts?",1.0524637127578274,3.345227019480518,3.5741100076394225,85.57276165011461,84.0,6.7404125286478225,23.99388846447669,7.928766900206844,1.557687242169595,587,23,119,12,17,204,90,154,0.23399999999999999,0.622,0.14400000000000002,-0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,12,2,4,5,0,8,2,0,1,0,28,28,6,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,9,0,0,2,1,19,3,18,22,6,23,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,4,7,73,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968749294424487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239437392531464,0.17480971726517291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815281965827612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724986805367686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077723943499472,0.0,0.1498232494671455,0.13754590136530934,0.0814877817403243,0.0,0.11467636880223728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263371718516058,0.0,0.28312177275770445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759893654909105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255110409004615,0.0,0.0,0.25321937878105993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382203920895331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045618854816106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682288888133094,0.0,0.15526966128393774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882787472539063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370945910146988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525719886418756,0.18374789009639628,0.0,0.11382997222510995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457092382256387,0.1138106377516511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233385874413017
socialanxiety,cancerbabyy,2019/07/01,"Social Anxiety for Girls Eye contact.  I either feel the need to make eye contact with everyone or avoid it. The need to make it with people is to see their reaction to me. I avoid eye contact especially i noticed with men. I'm black, I feel the need to make eye contact with other races to see if they find me attractive. I need help with what is social acceptable eye contact. For instance when I walk into a room i like to look around to make myself feel comfortable because if I don't I find myself unable to focus as I'm trying to steal glances at everyone. This one especially, when I'm walking past someone, do I ignore or make eye contact as soon as we are passing each other because I will look to see if their looking then look away then look again until we make eye contact and smile. So with guys, I can come off intimidating but really its just my anxiety, if I walk into a bar what do I do? Make eye contact with everyone and smile. 

​

\*\* Sorry, I just went on and on. I never noticed until now how much this affects me, I think because i care to much what people think. for instance if I walk into a room sometimes I will avoid contact because I want to but them the anxiety kicks in and I start to wonder is any one staring at me, how do they hate me for not talking, is my hair okay, on and on.",3.1590100250626563,4.6533069060150405,4.654511278195495,84.25276942355895,73.92481203007519,7.171929824561403,27.70426065162907,7.793537801064563,1.691550877192983,1031,40,205,14,21,345,115,266,0.09,0.8240000000000001,0.085,-0.0772,0,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,5,0,11,12,1,3,7,1,13,10,9,10,1,62,47,26,0,10,13,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,10,20,1,4,9,1,0,7,3,6,0,2,1,23,38,6,43,44,4,34,0,0,19,0,23,15,0,8,13,145,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081912852490237,0.11306536557406095,0.06327687223715872,0.0,0.21354791077227145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283381069798634,0.0,0.0,0.08742309786515598,0.0,0.0,0.22688852303725845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487019880957676,0.0,0.0,0.08015393223482792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667384447487622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114591688446082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009117214751646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213366543008676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186714827077257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062369139577086376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045459300986686775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39069085676207066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347789938116228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368042241652241,0.2759801943793372,0.07176553502893564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187501672452133,0.0,0.0,0.12610554139584232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882630660861814,0.12901765825293882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960991256035041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244528837100352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970455875914027,0.07884056609870993,0.0,0.0920283659424225,0.1041613324579122,0.06586093733229494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478968878117705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924476524363595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317452396958001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054883024520001454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625784794126355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100908247704835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306536557406095,0.0
socialanxiety,tallforbrains2,2019/07/01,"My personal coping stradegy: Act like you are the only normal person in cohen brothers movie For some reason, it helps me take the edge off that feeling that I'm the freak in some situation lol. No idea if anyone can relate to this, but I tell myself this before I walk into a social event.",3.2752631578947344,5.329535122807016,5.003368421052631,79.49557894736844,74.96491228070175,6.665263157894738,20.171929824561406,7.554174236665415,0.8924835087719307,230,5,40,3,5,78,49,57,0.062,0.821,0.11699999999999999,0.2846,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,5,2,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,6,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,2,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961448733187552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23870035809774606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183844899281867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880254608400466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166709441857036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704704081934155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748483120866065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133467594767968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898754079982853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28841946734491064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153142510537887,0.0,0.28595301559402536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109148029056072,0.0,0.24518530302287356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SubterraneanStar,2019/07/01,"Terrified of entering shops It’s an irrational fear of mine, but I don’t like entering clothes shops very much. I feel anxious when the people just look at me and follow me around, or even talk to me. I know they just want to help, but I’d much rather just look for someone when I need help, otherwise I can’t look around at ease. Hope I can get some advice on dealing with this.",3.064615384615383,4.387297512820513,3.7005128205128233,91.68615384615387,73.87179487179488,7.764102564102564,24.538461538461537,8.344100000000001,1.2266769230769232,298,9,67,5,6,94,55,78,0.107,0.674,0.22,0.8935,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,17,13,6,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,11,2,11,13,3,10,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,3,3,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996733500609065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308398715202889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638021285438944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065994102737504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496103820238645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299331687072376,0.10331768425871926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675636486384954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739222733132915,0.0,0.0,0.20295030602040615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229692075313646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982753613360107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147686582145894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004187995561725,0.15151147415701552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165984365762405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313199477742686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423636521402402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859739721457925,0.1205218072973954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Big-Gay-Idiot,2019/07/01,"I think I need help. I might have social anxiety. I'm 16 and I used to be ok. I used to not feel too bad about being around people but now I do.

I can't play my instrument any more. Once a year, they split my music school into large bands and get us to play three songs at the band concert in front of various family members. We only have two more rehearsals and I haven't actually managed to go into the room and practise with them yet.

There was also an art exhibition at my brother's college and I freaked the frick out and had to leave because there were many people and the boards of people's work were arranged like a horrifying labyrinth.

I struggle to ask for things when I need them and I'm not good with going into cafés and shops and the like. I tend to just freak out when people ask me simple questions.

This is happening more and more these days.

My mum keeps getting angry with me and says I'm doing it for attention. She says that if I actually had problems I'd have had them from a very young age. I don't know if social anxiety is something you always have or something that can be developed.

My friend keeps telling me I have 'crippling social anxiety' and he wants me to get help. I don't know how to get help, I'm scared to, my mum wouldn't want me to, and I feel like I'm not mentally ill enough to deserve it.",3.4115090909090924,4.476352723636367,4.490318181818182,87.35947727272728,72.67272727272727,7.536363636363636,25.75,7.908726449838941,1.290036363636364,1049,33,225,14,20,343,149,275,0.14800000000000002,0.75,0.102,-0.9057,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,4,1,12,14,0,2,9,1,25,1,0,3,0,51,53,22,0,8,8,3,2,3,1,2,1,4,1,0,7,24,0,2,7,9,1,3,8,6,0,2,6,6,36,8,30,42,6,21,0,0,0,0,27,10,0,5,11,146,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.2130928765368549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873132615558334,0.09084864443755708,0.0,0.0,0.0742478914371744,0.0,0.25057310096221913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719563509682892,0.20414192824310734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911628851544235,0.06655668110329954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041372501861252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281478085789495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292760972899832,0.0,0.11041197563579673,0.07800004962128762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435418252401357,0.0,0.228173545330287,0.0,0.12410194096656355,0.0915771593463966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965497858194646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954832503383945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940929692004245,0.0,0.0,0.12000776989079598,0.0,0.0,0.11560857661139735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002326561681413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106939888107459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003035025992797,0.11582545249095035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191498399516502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627587341464235,0.0,0.0830382642245366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30277378589573595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447297379071584,0.0,0.0,0.12230946568758355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365272341229915,0.10931079933965916,0.11049858953245748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338936404227248,0.0,0.16810815269123508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414132794527225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543037834891856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253604784429714,0.06995978207549262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665550576529867,0.0,0.13133318807390168,0.1885973693243706,0.0,0.09008705453995827,0.12879741688344307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948621111185449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030999520636515
socialanxiety,MariaK1712,2019/07/01,"Could social anxiety explain my random bursts of crying and feeling stressed out or my difficulty to talk without feeling uncomfortable? (I am not diagnosed with social anxiety so I might be posting on the wrong page but I just wanted to type all this somewhere and get answers as to why this is happening.) 

At least once a week, feeling overwhelmed for no reason, I break down crying when at school or when hanging out with friends. I feel weak and numb and I can't talk to anyone other than my best friend, and I've spent multiple school hours locked up alone in the bathroom because of that

Also, me and my bestie have a lot of common interests and we can talk about a lot of topics. But if I want to say something related to our interests to her I feel like it's too irrelevant or sudden, off topic, so even though I have a lot of things I want to talk about, I don't talk. I think too much before talking, and I end up deciding against talking in the end. My best friend has other really good friends too, so I hang out with her friend group, but when she's with them I feel like an outsider and I don't talk. If I can't find her at school, or if she hangs out with others without me, I get really anxious because I'm alone. I've always been a bit of a loner, or at least I thought so, but now it seems like I need to be around her 24/7 so as not to panic. And this is why I'm not looking forward to the summer, because we meet up like only two times and I get super isolated and sad. 

(This went a bit off topic, sorry. The last paragraph is probably a the reason I feel super overwhelmed all the time, holding back from saying things and being isolated. I just wanted to ask, could social anxiety be the reason for the above? Or am I just being clingy to my only friend? And why?)",3.999447513812157,4.863145441988952,5.051675138121549,84.63503756906077,71.09944751381217,7.780950276243094,27.18718232044199,7.9765259561132025,1.5818847292817682,1398,46,285,18,25,460,167,362,0.11699999999999999,0.674,0.21,0.9923,0,2,1,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,1,4,22,25,0,4,18,0,22,3,0,3,2,79,48,39,0,10,21,0,7,4,6,1,3,2,0,0,12,26,0,1,17,0,1,5,10,8,0,1,4,10,42,17,53,36,13,40,0,3,1,0,33,19,0,15,20,208,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441346279592826,0.0,0.05575338933768609,0.05801088808129318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000203642105926,0.0787613965686604,0.0,0.04874838535461752,0.0,0.0,0.0620637230692836,0.06517683684399908,0.0,0.0,0.05360877118626476,0.0,0.1274981768561098,0.0,0.05932480846401748,0.0,0.1463292955678039,0.0,0.15222780706442698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113281600661256,0.0,0.15316370608536867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707622135098277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349875398258668,0.0,0.0,0.046048023598219766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467602989988231,0.0996129810616138,0.0,0.0,0.0637209088640294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231833169477579,0.0,0.10927419514524253,0.0,0.0,0.05847607715597763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061651319666035036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865810008511428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682940371121779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362426015940626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058545487489860826,0.0,0.0,0.17781502789457526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395968759925657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125068744123989,0.05169494863340455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424730133257681,0.0,0.10604722794087244,0.0,0.08179894860836924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677048824400696,0.0,0.0751677012355919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932615979285699,0.2150448762694043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108849643849846,0.0,0.21167474815479526,0.0,0.06346856900428975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320589564692333,0.0,0.053672255055093786,0.0,0.07804349501395805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798616330730189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482929367938125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092634966199128,0.04467242316381,0.06849749493099991,0.05534823485915586,0.0813061507246132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810426998123335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644857241897662,0.0,0.05592350398736391,0.0,0.0,0.0646292032452528,0.1887287159718418,0.0,0.0,0.13441115927947572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622559268053195,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,becknick13,2019/07/01,"How do I (21F) push myself to meet new people while in fear of just being hit on? In context, I’ve been trying to attend this Meetup group that’s very casual - just hanging and playing board games in a restaurant/bar scene. I’ve attended a few different Meetups before and everything was fine, besides the fact that I had a COUPLE guys try to get my number or PM me through the app post-meetup. I was single at the time of those occurrences but never saw much potential with the males I had met. That was summer of last year, I got hit with a wave of social anxiety due to various circumstance and it hasn’t gone away, so I’ve been attempting to reform my social life with attending these events again. I’m down to basically no friends, my closest few (and even my own sister) will all be living about 6 hours away by the end of summer. 

This past weekend, I RSVPed to attend one again, but after receiving a PM from a stranger (male) just hours before the Meetup asking if I was attending, I became completely disinterested and fearful of going so I cancelled. I decided to just keep hanging out with my bf for the rest of the day who I’m very grateful to have due to my lack of friends and him being so understanding about my anxiety. I’ve cancelled on this particular event (that occurs weekly) three times now because my anxiety kicked in. The first time I tried to attend it, I parked a block away but was unable to get out of my car so I went and had dinner solo and stuck my nose in a book. How do I build up the courage to ignore this unwanted attention and attend the events? Help!!",6.645978199586544,6.149194063897767,7.16055628641233,76.51830482991922,65.23003194888179,10.30400300695358,31.51080623942868,9.773937934552695,2.806482202593497,1254,41,241,23,17,413,175,313,0.12,0.799,0.081,-0.9134,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,17,9,0,2,19,0,18,3,1,2,3,37,34,21,0,3,9,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,13,15,1,3,3,5,0,15,3,3,0,3,16,2,27,6,48,12,9,58,0,0,1,0,18,16,0,2,27,168,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288201760038081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739900011474508,0.0,0.35395556783865645,0.0,0.0,0.07655152353786132,0.0,0.21371620756448734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166672910459273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895028617343178,0.0,0.08098778122341782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120286534907674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122532892839733,0.0,0.0,0.08294345337179282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286191081279574,0.0,0.0,0.28262158192200554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681705750496058,0.0,0.0,0.1940433652027144,0.0,0.13121922725502913,0.0,0.07136918861873053,0.0,0.1004366448609306,0.0,0.0,0.12434251611118335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417266051994086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473391680256923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161999256858303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236328572960543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869984949891639,0.0,0.0,0.11088816765029366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231468957593114,0.0,0.09685392580342407,0.1212845540979895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509528107627823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987894337016405,0.08706036048308821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026954569430727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560230513326611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967760159399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557787935984577,0.0,0.0,0.13073170791541142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723092443172708,0.0,0.0,0.10073154465510034,0.0,0.0,0.11641258162567455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086847426531532
socialanxiety,bigjonnhald,2019/07/01,"Feel like venting everything This will probably be a mess and I'll repeat myself alot but idc

I've concluded all my anxiety spawns from the 7th grade. There was this kid we were sorta friends then at a certain point every single thing i would say he'd respond with ""shut the fuck up, no one cares"" and eventually i just thought i guess nobody does. So i didn't speak to anyone i didn't know for 4 years. Cause if nobody cares what i had to say why say anything at all. I've only got two friends, their best people i know but i don't think they fully understand that i can't talk no matter how badly i want too i am internally screaming and i fucking hate it. Even skme of my relatives i can't talk too cause i think they'll tell me to shut the fuck up even though i know they wouldn't. They say ""oh just talk to people"" if i could then i fucking would be i would love it to no end if i could just say anything at all. Then the times that i do talk its so quiet people can't hear me so then i figure well I'm right no one does want to hear what i have to say. Just makes me feel like an waste of life. Now all my friends have got jobs and girlfriends and shit so i just stay at home writing songs or whatever. I feel like nothing is ever going to get better no matter how positively i think of shit i just know deep down I'll never get better. Ever. I abused codeine for a month or 2 and i was talking kinda fine. Glad i ran out of that shit though cause that would have ruined my life but I'm doing a stellar job of that already.",0.9349713302752284,2.8452771559633017,2.5047926223241603,95.30517058486241,81.7217125382263,5.310741590214068,19.087251529051983,6.322622252153567,-0.1844372324159016,1198,29,276,10,32,391,160,327,0.187,0.638,0.175,-0.6532,2,1,0,0,1,0,20.0,1,0,5,4,23,28,8,0,10,0,29,10,3,7,8,67,63,26,0,12,14,0,3,3,4,7,2,12,1,1,13,9,0,0,14,1,0,2,13,12,1,3,10,15,44,16,25,41,7,29,0,1,0,5,30,13,7,9,16,175,57,3,0.0,0.08962295798081325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347241540779272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786563696664876,0.0,0.0,0.05289038376144039,0.0,0.12449322647900687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315759828474424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938121992987505,0.1337977427611881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424335822577162,0.2331143595113901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207873669357278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323889935724594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699602914725064,0.0,0.0,0.09992116136150188,0.1368443628400452,0.06373133243031018,0.0,0.06798181618591702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474003687824676,0.16211517851239354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532159818543644,0.2797178580213151,0.07903925534369118,0.0,0.04298887930458914,0.0,0.12099503685687912,0.0,0.08332777911963536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468044569164775,0.0,0.0,0.17050722028026302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587471847246419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012528452451235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662826381366045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685583508072573,0.1108640331964007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826952084915182,0.0,0.050491372823840315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037642433194858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058339485247367664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258018035954053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251344700360364,0.057528865231414324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732113821618807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150578624864708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155446659197242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459753543565883,0.0,0.3609195428955864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329351267393883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062390904026588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30398936923869313,0.06611411529716922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050252935316306334,0.14540429929112927,0.1486350272832058,0.060051001913682865,0.04410724050353571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389087759311773,0.07874560047027737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923078182374221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801090610546426,0.0,0.06825480230057228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149345638186559,0.0,0.0,0.048710727234266685
socialanxiety,unicorn_eclipse17,2019/07/01,"I will be like this forever I've come to a conclusion that I will always have social anxiety, I know that to overcome it you have to actually do something about it to make progress but mine is far too extreme to be able to make any progress. I can't even order anything for myself I always ask my dad or someone to do things for me and pretend that I'm just too lazy and laugh it off but really I'm just too scared and don't want to have to interact with anyone :/ I'm turning 18 this year and I haven't done any of the things that most people have done by my age due to this stupid disorder, I feel hopeless in my life and there's nothing I can do about it. Sometimes I think I'd be better off if I was never born at all, I mean I don't do anything with my life I'm practically dead already, I've lost all my friends and slowly waste the days away by myself in my room until I have to work (which is actually hell). Sorry to anyone reading this I just wanted to get this out :/",7.466135034556088,4.50331177511962,8.033173843700157,78.8299946836789,65.22009569377991,11.011376927166404,34.70547581073897,8.841846274778883,2.639286656034024,767,24,172,9,9,258,112,209,0.195,0.716,0.08800000000000001,-0.9733,0,0,1,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,0,6,10,9,2,1,3,0,24,2,0,2,3,30,41,11,1,3,7,1,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,16,10,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,1,25,4,30,32,3,18,1,2,0,0,6,9,1,3,8,120,41,2,0.14427818096520598,0.0,0.2815893844884533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921456039934972,0.0,0.2401020088943009,0.0,0.0,0.1962282211319576,0.0,0.1103724135316353,0.0,0.0,0.20176531753134067,0.0,0.2374572992732797,0.0,0.13488062307967527,0.0,0.13555410036410234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760232642171215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428287763831165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304749088644948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535529506152716,0.0,0.0,0.2952933428838161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529437780758652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295138337029505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146896471621592,0.0,0.07537939469200337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929151505807522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038158920568971,0.0704870314471815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574966778884236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926136122654219,0.0,0.0,0.15716123566920776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127622762808953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843880584017393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002432436411536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431722469000285,0.0,0.09242829718027733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444762867834227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707343611426466,0.1222464345314252,0.11107239250118407,0.14269481015812344,0.16150761136189426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170402500214986,0.09244763266489177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569332303675319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019801850409969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050362340875119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929104181956184
socialanxiety,QuietInterloper,2019/07/01,"I downloaded tinder to help me with my interconnected anxiety/heartbreak issues. The hell do I do now? Counting this as a success because I took the plunge, made one, and even swiped left(? I clicked the x) on a couple of people. But...


How do I work this crap? What if I think a person is cool but I don't wanna swipe right? Wtf even is swiping right? I'm so scared but excited but confused but I also don't think I'm ready for a relationship but I'm also afraid of being an antisocial and awkward piece of melted ice cream halp",0.6151668891855842,3.078040803738322,2.8299666221628854,88.38591121495328,89.56074766355141,5.300133511348465,20.72696929238985,6.868970318607317,0.6178389853137518,414,14,84,6,14,140,71,107,0.213,0.703,0.084,-0.9455,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,2,4,8,1,8,1,1,2,0,16,15,14,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,2,3,10,3,9,12,1,6,1,0,2,0,3,4,2,2,1,56,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603985244935698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373613196746723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24932743067505506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976615405411019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103641567406334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518981808085515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448257023135515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132161760743702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526919330474674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621800134905306,0.19675267759049106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419240432243147,0.0,0.3848674625262104,0.0,0.0,0.2255983231598444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28876944675553384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25035400925012113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404560253414824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spell_bound,2019/07/01,"Wonder sometimes if I'm ""too far gone"" ive finally reached the point where i can finally be wanted in a group

invited. but I'M the one who keeps them at an arm's length, can't get too invested. am i just build to be the loner, even after all you did to get here you cant/wont even- like you're in the final stretch and you're just gonna? say 

""nah, I'm good. thanks tho :) """,-1.117811447811448,0.942125703703706,1.1213243546576876,100.13868686868686,94.43209876543207,4.9207631874298565,16.005611672278338,6.574015621080383,-0.4336765432098768,286,7,71,4,11,95,62,81,0.035,0.77,0.19399999999999998,0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,0,9,3,0,0,6,0,7,1,1,0,1,9,18,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,6,3,6,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,5,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903139244048942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7222466045412921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296430114322941,0.0,0.0,0.18433385535803493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953429521397924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736922360939813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892281423860534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077550454842934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477106861838435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735957189868005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023360130499252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962688831871544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383327498816126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mynewthrowaway1x3,2019/07/01,"How to fix this Okay. I’m guessing there are already a ton of threads just like this. I know the number one way to fix this is either exposure and/or therapy.

I’m already trying to expose myself to more social situations, and a therapist just isn’t in the cards for me.

Are there any more tips (no matter how small) you guys have on how to get rid of this plague?",2.8765315315315334,4.445599445945952,4.04972972972973,87.99504504504505,74.81081081081079,7.095495495495496,23.144144144144143,7.793537801064563,0.9838900900900902,285,8,60,4,6,93,52,74,0.022000000000000002,0.8759999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.5703,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,3,0,10,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,10,10,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5727322791417868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764697839804223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355787197288764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858699404938793,0.2569470876315546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261512898666462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267792281981766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584479812349316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916903360298144,0.0,0.26452889753191444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29676235450152,0.3013010125834001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618434988686127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20598005466807692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Whatifdinoswerelive4,2019/07/01,"Hate feeling like I'm inadequate and unattractive I'm tired of getting into this cycle of going to get help, just to be told I'm getting better and for me to stop seeing my counselor, just to find myself back at exactly the same spot. I automatically assume everyone doesn't like me and thinks I'm weird or awkward and I try to challenge these thoughts but it's impossible because it's like, I know it's the cold hard truth and I feel like I'm trying to trick myself into thinking I'm something I'm not. 

I feel like I've failed at college dating considering I haven't been on more than a couple dates with anyone in years. Any time I find out a girl might find me attractive I fail to do anything because I don't know what to do, I don't want to come off as creepy or weird  and its like, I know I'm unattractive and I know I'm wasting girl's time when I'm trying to talk to them but I want to date someone. I know I need to feel better about myself before I'd be successful in any kind of relationship but I don't know how to feel better about myself",2.5061484803188847,3.959302726457402,4.216554559043349,86.89794593921278,75.54708520179372,6.569905331340308,24.048081714001004,7.1686216300943375,0.8647630293971096,840,26,179,9,18,283,111,223,0.158,0.66,0.183,0.87,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,7,7,21,2,1,4,0,11,1,0,1,2,47,46,15,0,3,8,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,12,0,1,18,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,8,25,14,32,40,2,20,0,2,1,0,7,9,0,4,15,99,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542586550321909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930573475870617,0.0,0.09333480016832063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721279602413286,0.0,0.13827926842998498,0.0,0.09651186373525236,0.0,0.0,0.3009316876937162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770108212479747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549680941814473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083774431256823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867421978480835,0.24308130198966926,0.0,0.0,0.3109908231950745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777143331248488,0.0,0.06445906452638175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016018288755801,0.1119785336479564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760228757089743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810922866072222,0.3739952102026593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324670000736145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032044394733644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409931641556187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177037826919855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038086583923634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610019631486792,0.08731607400608421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482399966562093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116250846296996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453496076510448,0.0,0.09004262194885224,0.13227195068537367,0.13035933174317355,0.0,0.1083774431256823,0.0,0.231013720067935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379582851098154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303860814034742
socialanxiety,Yuevie,2019/07/01,"Mind goes blank around people. I love talking to people and learning more about them and I constantly think of things I would like to talk to them about, but whenever I get the opportunity to speak to them I literally forget everything, and just sit there in awkward silence.  Its like I dissociate from the situation so much that I can’t even fathom thoughts. How can I break out of that in the moment? Does anybody else get this?",4.3586772486772505,6.61348962962963,4.947548500881833,80.20111111111113,72.4567901234568,8.085361552028218,27.62081128747796,8.841846274778883,2.22986631393298,344,13,64,7,7,110,57,81,0.052000000000000005,0.8059999999999999,0.142,0.8131,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,1,8,5,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,14,8,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,11,4,14,6,2,8,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168932802338328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632907441618077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132129970452323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035318575706662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092342503129362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896996695037546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545860658246973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23806261778994295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989666594334886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24600924350982176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910510623025908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33782175262459324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738641257175773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916608638605421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186510162184362,0.15611613220780066,0.0,0.1934247515308375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307648197847855,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rawrxraver,2019/07/01,"5 years later... 5 years, an engagement, a bought house later.. and I still have issues socializing with my fiancé’s close friends whom we hang out with relatively frequently. 

What tf is wrong with me? You’d think after 5 years of multiple beach vacations and endless amounts of group hangouts, that I would’ve gotten it together by now and idk why I haven’t. It’s emotionally defeating.",8.009788732394366,8.20489585915493,7.9522183098591555,69.66382042253524,62.23943661971831,12.170422535211268,36.059859154929576,11.698219412168324,4.4333633802816905,310,13,54,9,4,100,56,71,0.106,0.804,0.091,-0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,8,4,1,12,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,9,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166815525408898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175081402007442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32484596997801835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938425017971681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869827457677373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482894051686994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039202838291865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25403558823022704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998969490173776,0.3078071056926873,0.0,0.5438851697901113
socialanxiety,liberator19,2019/07/01,"Are you a social person? Hey everyone

We're working on a mobile app that's going to be optimized to get users to socialize more often in the real world.

If you have 5 minutes to spare and are inclined to become more socially engaged with people, we would love your input.

[https://forms.gle/jnnXqcnCPyeEVsdq6](https://forms.gle/jnnXqcnCPyeEVsdq6)",10.527222222222225,13.475637092592592,9.560185185185183,50.56583333333336,57.7037037037037,9.103703703703703,30.16666666666667,9.516144504307137,3.1555333333333326,289,9,36,5,4,91,45,54,0.0,0.8190000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.8801,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,8,6,2,4,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,2,0,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27214832607114553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354620982696317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874276384744113,0.0,0.14004451616632355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240105280450004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083458978711133,0.21516190628111026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28047660647154044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.753573601828054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939458303964914,0.0,0.0,0.17504763722806674,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Silent_Kiya,2019/07/01,"Calling People This attack was brought on by my supervisor sending me a text asking me to call him a couple minutes ago. I know he just wanted to run something by me, but I just couldn’t dial his number without panic setting in.",5.1193333333333335,6.0074413777777815,6.5177777777777814,75.05000000000003,68.55555555555556,6.888888888888888,32.77777777777778,6.42735559955562,2.1887777777777777,182,8,30,1,3,62,38,45,0.047,0.84,0.114,0.4503,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,7,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25195549515016824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657195815857659,0.32335618658258136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5804675523191107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31449852100221953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562070794415545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334863035835203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705144454093698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188165281807034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764804769963512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27399056730603233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JessieTheNerd,2019/07/01,"I was actually able to carry on a conversation! Last night I was able to carry on a 4-hour  conversation (over text) with my friend. 

The best part? No once did I ever feel like I wasn't being interesting enough, or like she was bored while talking to me. I felt like she was actually having a good time, and so was I.

This may not seem like much to some people, but to me it was a huge step. Most of the time I can olny hold a conversation for like 45 mins, even over text, so this was a big improvement for me.

Have any of you experienced a similar success recently? 

Any advice on how to keep improving from here?",3.5392114695340524,4.622773064516132,5.294623655913976,81.64249103942653,72.38709677419354,9.059498207885305,24.261648745519715,9.444778638647367,1.7887250896057345,476,13,103,11,9,163,78,124,0.036000000000000004,0.713,0.251,0.9811,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,6,11,0,0,9,0,14,0,0,1,1,15,18,7,0,0,3,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,10,3,14,10,17,6,6,16,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,5,13,75,17,1,0.3458817754495387,0.0,0.33753071879280605,0.0,0.0,0.16899583394202694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352114680971548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149079206226765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786941670329952,0.0,0.11422582529785252,0.15643493399973024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744410912590679,0.1235490047457985,0.16605037296858285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361370085773625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505461149869364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703119381199225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371780716357905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409699056084929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224509108033131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713145131128353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229330779267176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841764012468889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727812843944502,0.0,0.119895436259846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075826288405785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743888897913474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390033346687732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168644477218306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BURKETheBrotherhood,2019/07/01,"Feeling extra lonely tonight friends, just need a place to feel ok rn Yeah, title pretty much says it all. I think i've finally fully drifted out of my last ""group"" since high school to the point where I'm no longer seriously considered about for plans and such. Still have a few close people in my life, not trying to complain, things are relatively pretty good right now, but i feel lost and lonely. I guess I just needed somewhere to say that where maybe someone else might understand, idk, i'm not entirely sure why I made this post tbh. Anyway, how is everyone else doing tonight?",6.294779220779223,7.118649672727276,5.878571428571429,80.90500000000003,65.9090909090909,8.83116883116883,29.350649350649352,8.841846274778883,2.1958831168831163,464,15,86,7,7,143,88,110,0.133,0.743,0.124,-0.4702,0,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,0,0,3,2,5,1,0,2,2,22,17,4,0,2,5,0,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,5,7,4,9,14,4,17,0,3,0,0,5,9,0,2,6,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750190501811401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572907566419353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496934562760988,0.0,0.0,0.18032088760640733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717634576912748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806604643790318,0.0,0.0,0.1813351445430616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391822831194007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417813699955547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626805912955755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796899434351095,0.0,0.0,0.155756820778728,0.0,0.0,0.16537165830948913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462391732219568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100640358214175,0.24411066972179926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141190114489648,0.0,0.17198115433736094,0.0,0.155608516416205,0.0,0.1576497223982502,0.334932642472129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405750105079963,0.0,0.261807039504488,0.0,0.16659288738149067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616609526135232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394724968209009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145679537184612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514184010244195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935876829517267,0.10547466846273844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175856579311587,0.0,0.0,0.1713635595988558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853383315499707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_diomedes,2019/07/01,"Advice on making a doctor appointment for something embarrassing? I need to have a doctor look at something on my private parts.... I'm extremely nervous about calling because the receptionist will ask me what I'm coming in for. I kind of know her, she is an attractive young lady and I see her often and chat for my normal routine appointments. I really, really don't want to tell her I have weird genital stuff going on. What is protocol for this type of thing? How can I be vague but also not misleading to the doctor or obviously hiding something embarrassing? It's killing me thinking of what to say",5.0215830875122895,7.027181522123897,6.432330383480827,71.30881022615539,70.06194690265487,9.623992133726649,31.13962635201573,9.994966539143718,3.574642871189773,484,21,79,13,9,164,78,113,0.175,0.784,0.042,-0.925,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,3,5,0,8,3,0,2,1,15,20,6,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,3,14,2,17,18,1,8,0,0,2,0,9,5,0,2,1,60,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184066539659695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062888416995298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439800248884873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719782574640384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795646853373733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148103827512086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399763171189845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994081752571538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945543262748242,0.1831229316840788,0.09664373126569796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767149901898266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738266174041907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039212557118476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229774965203493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043071923479146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253107538049766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984467130991948,0.0,0.0,0.14013137930288094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061386811966083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013086156554167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537025118978418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168283407202571,0.1126789437794436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372214196069483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Oblivion-wow,2019/09/28,"Anyone else feel horrible looking even when people tell you you're not ? 22 male and always feel horrible about my face which makes me very anxious and makes me very self concious.  
I've spoken about it with a few people close to me and they say i've got nothing to worry about or even good looking, but i still feel like shit about it. It kinda screwed my thoughts even more because now i feel anxious that i told them and that they know how i feel. It's pretty severe that when i'm in social gatherings, i feel that everyone is looking at me and judging/thinking about my face, when i know that is really unlikely.

Just wondering if others on this sub feel like this.",8.552727272727271,6.551900939393942,7.918787878787877,77.47318181818183,62.33333333333333,10.921212121212122,35.63636363636364,9.2995712137729,3.021809090909091,532,18,104,7,6,167,78,132,0.149,0.75,0.10099999999999999,-0.7778,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,3,0,15,5,2,0,1,0,2,4,3,3,0,27,21,12,0,1,5,0,7,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,13,7,0,0,11,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,11,17,3,11,18,2,9,0,0,3,1,11,4,2,4,7,65,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010239247396382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989720889860524,0.0,0.09252252524154912,0.13557938864179872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066218125727477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053793974981348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621920333174386,0.0,0.0,0.12643921335221842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683413784199981,0.18906153481011906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098530310970056,0.10582988395571334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544127391491612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292915596410309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333511236108887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665174590697688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696639902710538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347064181256492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461890814270916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476877556091626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052276587376881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804056441207105,0.1494860444930262,0.13582649378254116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348854785523752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567241299790638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156551430784786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478650871629885,0.0,0.10504878099201233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643921335221842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835879439234454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349741904547125,0.0,0.1343792778306757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Insanitymaniac,2019/09/28,how do i know of i have social anxiety? so ive stumbled upon this reddit cus reddit recommended it to me (maybe its telling me something) but how would i know if i have social anxiety? i can relate to some of the stuff here but not all.,1.1565306122449002,3.2595262857142906,3.644244897959183,86.39004081632655,82.06122448979592,6.3689795918367365,22.044897959183675,7.554174236665415,1.0004987755102044,184,6,38,3,5,64,34,49,0.083,0.8859999999999999,0.031,-0.3313,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,11,8,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,5,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437747111934156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188076446738217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913940783858791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5913386284438175,0.0,0.22329455942198226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320377057525208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535163696436939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604310473390516,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LeviathanThanos,2019/09/28,"I’m sorry if you think I’m inappropriate with you. I had no idea you thought that way but it makes sense as to why you don’t want anything to do with me. Tausha said you said that to her but I’m only finding out that today. Im really sorry that I made you uncomfortable, I wouldn’t do anything to intentionally make you so. I am socially awkward and this is the first time in 15 years that I’m in a social environment. I hope you tell me what I did one day so I can avoid doing it again in the future. I’m sorry.",0.10014880952381232,2.0810968125,3.010714285714286,90.10095238095242,85.33928571428572,5.8761904761904775,18.261904761904766,7.1686216300943375,0.13571190476190464,401,10,94,6,12,142,67,112,0.136,0.8140000000000001,0.05,-0.7402,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,8,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,0,10,0,0,4,0,19,24,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,2,18,1,11,17,0,12,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,2,7,61,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722680579297549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668806440746416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511991727854974,0.14071388225178127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643083931172772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674928369452407,0.17869178314141854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653298574051744,0.22085037732189186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209901902599748,0.12581626209278984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059780981593102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31472185648745504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33726820734874463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555528992490912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459229857569486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600026818676872,0.0,0.13133220280487706,0.09646302093843917,0.0,0.15680741504514906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975743514800813,0.13130989550795175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927400463743226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653089713805616
socialanxiety,sipsip_slow,2019/09/28,"Does getting into fights reduce anxiety? A bit random I know, but I was wondering if there were any studies that could shed some light on a theory I have. I don’t really know where to find proper studies relating to this, so anyone posting links would be really helpful. Basically I have a theory that a good treatment for anxiety, especially social anxiety, can be effectively reduced (or even eliminated) by the sufferer willingly exposing themselves to confrontation. This is one of the main themes in the movie fightclub (“how much can you know about yourself if you’ve never been in a fight?” “Maybe self improvement isn’t the answer. Maybe self destruction is the answer” “after fighting, everything else in your life got the volume turned down. You could deal with anything”

Fight club is a movie I relate to strongly, and from personal experience as well as those of people I’ve spoken to, getting into confrontation or even physical confrontation greatly reduces anxiety and boosts self confidence and self esteem. 

There’s a couple of explanations I can come up with. One is that maybe winning fights or at least sticking up for yourself boosts testosterone, which results in more risk taking “winner behaviour”. Another is that maybe when people walk around with social anxiety, that anxiety is there because of their baseline fear of death. Social anxiety is basically a drawn out fight or flight response, where we’re scared of appearing threatening so we instinctively appear nervous and weak, lowering our voices and expressing submissive body language etc. SAD sufferers are basically scared of fighting and that’s why they fear social situations. If you think about someone who’s too nervous to go into the shop to buy some groceries , think that in their heads, what’s the worst thing that could happen to them? That they get confronted and get into a fight. Their baseline fear that causes the anxiety is that someone will confront them or challenge them in some way that will humiliate them and embarrass them. 

So what happens if we actively embrace that scenario? If we deliberately put ourselves in the worst position possible, and realise it’s not all that bad, surely everything else will get the “volume turned down”.

Obviously it’s not a clear and cut case. Repeatedly getting your ass kicked, or suffering abuse, would surely increase anxiety levels . But I’m just curious if there’s ever been any research done into this? If you took someone with extreme social anxiety, some high school nerd or someone, gave him a couple months MMA training then told him to go fight his bully, wouldn’t that be a life changing experience for that person if he won the fight? Idk. Just wondering if there’s any studies like I said . Thanks",8.203697892113947,9.633647665970775,7.729657215974142,67.16580914539699,61.90187891440503,11.191083574651492,37.16351269445754,11.076767947671922,4.681870846521651,2228,104,332,60,31,702,245,479,0.262,0.5870000000000001,0.151,-0.9968,1,0,0,0,14,0,47.0,4,6,10,5,22,46,17,9,24,0,34,6,3,4,7,82,65,36,1,15,22,0,0,1,0,7,3,2,0,6,27,25,0,0,12,2,2,9,6,35,1,2,11,3,31,11,50,41,14,42,0,4,0,1,52,24,1,25,8,231,58,3,0.0,0.07465440671466796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854319769048436,0.06606958519534516,0.4820109594950375,0.0,0.0,0.044056794258751725,0.0,0.0518503750164926,0.05609065117346642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052609210136540144,0.03840921024189714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687886288695626,0.06998789935418727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472677164452413,0.06665431466433477,0.05427598000480125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092074765838648,0.13943473645348214,0.0,0.0,0.06495868133417937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513889517471527,0.0644792584403932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527052210539706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702707917746415,0.08323263578602808,0.05699451876079234,0.0,0.0,0.1132554039520041,0.12326820811434056,0.0,0.21270520671422696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575883478269357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751508478828508,0.0,0.0716180173499658,0.0528482837242479,0.050393408650401074,0.06946675632420696,0.0,0.0,0.11143587573407747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466458490909957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422330642829237,0.06657161635161198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388296684842402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900910159269433,0.030782620921916026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25320079900223696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029253931810209,0.0,0.046318272406214604,0.0,0.048595803545267414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539196583946694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736389649714632,0.11003264932409954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103227158064522,0.06034443277912535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334063795063402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072932498769443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993522122588271,0.0,0.12616438812597755,0.06376765617561496,0.0,0.0,0.2629251516768374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082384999659762,0.0,0.3211445948735632,0.2135465532298088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876895434857465,0.0,0.04737432042201122,0.0,0.0,0.05800947961797984,0.0,0.0,0.04185984435497642,0.08074621311253126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060207029524476825,0.07000442190686681,0.0,0.1370696436287109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001297160771125,0.0,0.0,0.05665193338650337,0.0,0.05685509478795647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366593972882437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951842644935258,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_throwaway1255,2019/09/28,"I wonder if anyone can relate Hi all,

I am in my early 30's, have a specific and severe SA with regards to public speaking, and other social related activities with large groups.

On the paper, I am a quite successful guy, very decent career, not bad looking, reasonably intelligent.

But when you start digging deeper, things start to unravel.

You just can't be a fun guy with SA, almost every activity will induce anxiety and will either start skipping it, or your aura would be sensed by others, which is not better in any way.

Romantic relationships with normal people are useless because of this, why would I want to induce my fun sucking attitude on a normal woman even if she wants to date and knows about my condition, your negativity just start rubbing on people around you with enough time.  
Romantic relationships with other SA suffers could be better, but the dating pool becomes very small and being around a depressed partner could affect you more negatively than staying on your own.

Short term relationships are also extremely difficult to me, anxiety and sexual desire are mutually exclusive, and trying to pickup a girl in a club is too anxiety inducing for me, so everything just feels forced and you just want to get the fuck out of that place, and the girl senses that.

In the end of the day I lead a some what escapist life, chasing goals unrelated to any social activity because I needed to invent meaning to my life, I think all of us need meaning in order to continue living.

This is the glumly version of my existence, I usually repress this understanding on a daily basis, go to work, come home watch some stuff, work on my projects.

Frankly it is not that bad, so maybe I shouldn't complain.",13.478837412587408,9.03116825320513,12.717972027972028,54.399755244755276,55.57051282051282,15.576223776223776,46.312354312354316,13.023866798666859,5.999098717948718,1373,56,214,33,11,456,185,312,0.12300000000000001,0.802,0.076,-0.9386,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,8,0,8,13,15,2,1,16,0,23,3,0,6,2,64,45,18,0,15,13,0,2,0,1,5,2,1,1,6,15,19,0,1,11,2,0,3,7,10,0,0,0,5,27,5,41,34,10,37,0,3,2,1,26,17,2,7,14,159,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964370235722828,0.0,0.0,0.07957716192912856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533881049705546,0.0,0.2283719090897047,0.0,0.0,0.06957887585366583,0.0,0.0,0.17716788160430602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617140499833813,0.12131929778469687,0.10989966612015764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601491747670953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571803142122479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588993803981299,0.0,0.0,0.06417495232675684,0.0,0.08570679495937594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813527267547629,0.10281920437237492,0.0,0.06572463259942052,0.0,0.08384046686365919,0.0,0.08943210489909738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031464583685445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919942942988602,0.05198924779908909,0.0,0.056553151697925484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705873955506867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998154530479372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468744133012773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057203511429256,0.0,0.0,0.08786810510251808,0.0,0.08356234111584833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999699777085234,0.21678853906966356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475690481668266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499501834224106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797376342832635,0.0,0.1039655303765286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583987157308784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023116330935635,0.0,0.3205056755867092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241663480846098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287340714395927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817314004828297,0.10606315475516856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391378378839878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610923383400982,0.06376122948044972,0.0,0.0,0.0580243891798095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675599522027243,0.0,0.0,0.10359218386194194,0.11969685002939087,0.0,0.10959489919185472,0.1642103845189722,0.1760786285511711,0.07898546412905649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897912262673038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791306310565997,0.14488720224329654,0.0,0.0,0.14137641163707074,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cooguy1,2019/09/28,Trying to reconnect with friends but don't know how. I have a decent amount of Facebook friends and my EX wouldn't let me talk to any other women so I lost contact with them. I still have some of them on Facebook and want to know how would I ask if they would want to talk and catch up without sounding like I'm either crazy or like hitting on them. I just want to see if we could still be friends or if its pointless. The guys are easy for me just message and maybe they respond but with girls I'm nervous that they will think I'm being creepy or something.,3.8073275862068985,4.6136421465517286,3.797758620689656,93.66060344827585,71.5,6.1448275862068975,27.431034482758626,5.148860815047168,0.630779310344828,443,15,98,1,8,135,71,116,0.11900000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.147,0.3576,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,6,1,7,7,0,1,2,0,12,0,0,2,0,33,25,15,0,10,12,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,0,3,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,15,5,15,15,3,6,0,1,1,0,20,3,0,7,4,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075394214520808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975164922694462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351635140858969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44565475279997824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038298723300565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113391868448425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966147389520693,0.0,0.18787220673288255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098914354917077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316659624169533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321868974562491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480230835223572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30710294586631104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090875479211657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232023848883384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305424519279373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402272374942784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534673301820268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731740153471034,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwawaybaconn,2019/09/28,"I fucking hate small talk in large groups of people. I hate it. When you just sit there with a bunch of strangers, for no reason or purpose, and you're just expected to... talk. What the hell is that all about? What are you supposed to say? 

I am fine if it's a work situation, or a classroom, or somewhere I can learn or contribute somehow. But if it's just a ""gathering"" with people I don't know... I feel like the walls are closing in, and I have to escape!",1.3294562647754131,3.2594335531914886,2.7939716312056757,93.63388888888888,80.48936170212768,5.879905437352246,23.21040189125296,6.937597516519254,0.6022685579196216,350,12,79,4,9,114,62,94,0.18899999999999997,0.774,0.038,-0.9437,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,7,6,4,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,1,22,12,10,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,9,2,11,12,2,7,1,0,0,1,7,5,2,7,2,57,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489437493901787,0.1905910636647408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466381829982213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267893744412064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661791000500832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033754274557205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699098794414088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742991342897865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215792441237408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998772131766535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288629190008649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422246006307606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SteamPunkChewie,2019/09/28,"Why do I find myself in this situation so often? So I remember seeing a screenshot a few times about how there's that one person in the group that always gets left behind, left out, and just generally thought less of in said group and someone explained to them that they aren't a friend, they're someone who is tolerated.

I've always felt like I was this person since about the end of primary school (I'm in my mid 20's now), but recently found a group of friends after getting into D&D. This group is about 20-30 strong and there are some really meaningful connections being made. However I've just looked back on myself and my position in said group, and whenever there's something happening not in the group chat, it's usually localised around 3 people. Fair enough, two of them live together and the third is related to one of them. But there are plenty of times where things are organised by them or someone else where they're invited and me and a bunch of the others aren't invited. But I get invited to things fairly often, so it feels kind of personal when I only get invited every 5 or so meetups outside the main D&D.

Tonight was the party for one of that group of 3's birthday. Open invitation, so I go along with a bunch of other people. Turns out that that group of 3 and another person had something on earlier that day. Night goes on, and it's reaching the early hours of the morning and I'm falling asleep, as I was told some hours earlier I could stay if I needed to. But about an hour ago now, I'm awoken and told I need to go home as there's no room for me. Far too tired to drive, I have been resigned to having to sleep in my car, and I said this out loud to the other 4, and so collect my things and tiredly walk across the road to my car. As I reach it, I hear the fourth person call out my name and ask what I was doing. I mumbled a little bit because exhausted, but he just thinks I'm sleep walking, though as I try to correct him by saying I was told to sleep in my car, the door closes with all four of them inside. 
I haven't had a single message or haven't had any of them so supposedly love me check on me.

Am I that guy again? Am I the person who gets tolerated and not actually liked? What do I do? Do I bring it up to them? I don't want to just stop seeing them because they're cool people and I have fun with them when I get to play D&D and board games with them, but I don't know how long I can just ignore this nagging feeling. I just...I don't know what to do",5.133862024500324,4.887180661508708,6.012237911025146,82.65225757575756,68.3036750483559,9.214416505480337,29.03217279174726,8.841846274778883,2.0093920567375894,1970,61,419,30,30,652,231,517,0.06,0.8540000000000001,0.086,0.9406,1,0,2,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,11,1,36,14,1,0,23,1,36,8,4,3,2,78,76,45,0,5,17,0,3,2,2,0,3,6,3,7,29,32,0,2,12,3,1,10,10,4,0,6,19,13,54,10,70,55,11,64,0,1,3,1,48,31,0,8,24,291,83,1,0.0,0.0,0.07437634211592135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756135811183182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268365225392563,0.24774174590365286,0.0,0.05182985620790546,0.07991968058791013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784887346420253,0.0712521701427557,0.0,0.0,0.058605809527859674,0.0,0.09292178254458222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832087144346573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778256019999803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085270002974889,0.0,0.0,0.049153358730271435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366913366499087,0.0,0.06750522622206527,0.07875205284366503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421571648203102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707473855572547,0.0,0.07317982429900767,0.0,0.06966053064063173,0.0,0.0,0.08356749480476347,0.11776940910044573,0.0,0.2389199575099779,0.0,0.08663122454947586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546635069526134,0.06739802867211712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590157225748818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645139719790994,0.0,0.22517379789320027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936779089684659,0.08377322691425475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656189728344551,0.0,0.0,0.07447109663136113,0.07638898915007476,0.06730059523943756,0.06744923355994835,0.06400269233228698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878839697894422,0.07211792662990535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302718738451605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152405343539685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493888635337025,0.0579661080093237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585168428632519,0.3992960223175329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048826262856185514,0.0,0.07525463178467781,0.0,0.08633847468304942,0.0,0.21749812968444746,0.06061044637332508,0.0,0.07713520068768154,0.1214694184755095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304710393061674,0.08567057675629125,0.2288147278518505,0.0,0.193734063952976,0.11735042184647007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123668354594879,0.0,0.06372043457402113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190463420126232,0.0488364770382384,0.0748823569768792,0.06050741395635674,0.08888494694746868,0.17519938620487452,0.0,0.21848449121557675,0.0,0.0517460231136929,0.08290170208210294,0.07445247832087439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839417436191714,0.0,0.044954486031883435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877356656340812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ifeelnohappines,2019/09/28,"Just me or you too? You guys ever want to post something or reply to someone, but you decide “nah” and not say anything because of your anxiety?",4.41,5.605222857142858,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,70.42857142857143,7.028571428571429,31.857142857142854,7.1686216300943375,2.1372285714285715,112,5,20,1,2,37,24,28,0.133,0.8290000000000001,0.038,-0.4329,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968595135556549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193345877695287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365535314884029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35101619125823336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38423351934604505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716475446817615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085953528241794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287960816269597,0.2987421888524118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22888373717940755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wungan,2019/09/28,"Anybody else here has trouble finding something to say in a conversation? What I mean with this is not about the anxiety we get in social interactions and all that stuff.

What I mean is that I just don't have anything to say, ever. And I don't know how to follow a conversation because I sincerely ""don't care"" in the moment, the conversation doesn't motivate me to expand it or to follow it, no matter the topic. I can only answer to questions people ask me, but nothing else ever comes out of me. It's like my brain doesn't activate in social situations, I just go isolation mode on autopilot.

Plus I hate talking about myself and it seems unavoidable when you want to know or get closer to someone. I've been socially isolated pretty much all my life and thus I apparently don't have the basic social skills I should have by now. I don't even get sometimes what motivates people to start and expand on conversations with other people when they are clearly leading nowhere, that thing exhaust me mentally. Is my brain full of shit from the isolation and from not using it properly? Is there any specific name for all this crap? I don't have autism by the way.",6.768402897550883,6.9693616457399115,7.45067264573991,72.19783718523631,64.82959641255607,10.62835460503622,33.297343911693694,10.389873798559362,3.489625319075542,929,36,165,21,13,309,126,223,0.134,0.764,0.102,-0.8899,1,3,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,1,4,13,8,3,0,9,0,21,6,4,6,6,43,39,13,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,16,12,0,0,10,0,0,5,11,5,0,0,1,2,23,3,28,37,5,22,0,0,0,0,18,9,2,4,8,125,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345223112359335,0.0,0.09387868993132084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098619508766847,0.0,0.1147244658939242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480755920121558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27398703392924184,0.0,0.0,0.12511885429679614,0.0,0.0,0.1057104158570852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502975106611807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105387080108012,0.22201033603611905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216173704775713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234476972290565,0.0,0.06974328603790403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115830348605378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488485606393194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866791271534565,0.05995366013730018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26735106065944514,0.0,0.0,0.12367055875615153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902116154772253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775092445728688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933323261311966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552309648427832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484799919268826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747188777475502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518005062415705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171756766129748,0.0,0.0,0.12596793585735813,0.0,0.13793981490666538,0.0,0.5003808855605952,0.10397829272163008,0.094474066135737,0.12137092421018368,0.0,0.08686020610613493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048238458663453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863582337692127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152817423261596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059886748937286,0.0,0.0,0.07238206765086243,0.09740758299402558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TypicalLooser1234,2019/09/28,"I Need An Advice From You Guys With A Girl So long story short, I'm a 17 year old boy and there is this one girl who goes to the same school as me. She's the same age as me but we don't share classes but i have noticed since day 1 that she was giving me some looks and i dont know it just feels like she's trying to show me signs but if you haven't noticed im exremely shy and socially anxious that i cant bring myself to talk to her just to see if she's really interested in me cuz i really like her and i find her pretty and all but everytime the chance comes for me to talk to her i just get nervous and chicken out and this has been going on for almost 1 year. One example is last month when we had a test and for some reason she ended up in front of me in class and i could see her glancing at me and at one point our eyes met and she smiled at me and i smiled back but i was really nervous and looked away. 
idk i just wanna say something to her but i dont know what to say and im scared if she'll reject me or something so can you please give some advice on what to do. thank you for reading.",0.2373930575035033,1.773893044354839,2.3184431977559607,97.64549088359048,82.26612903225806,5.4420757363253855,17.23422159887798,6.280692351149826,-0.537268793828892,857,16,216,7,23,288,129,248,0.083,0.7759999999999999,0.141,0.9575,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,3,4,0,0,9,9,0,3,7,0,17,1,1,2,1,50,34,30,0,6,14,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,4,8,19,0,0,5,2,0,4,5,4,0,3,5,9,43,5,31,27,6,28,0,1,6,0,34,13,0,8,13,148,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221063684507695,0.0,0.0,0.1189767519513454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422791163320327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111631253154845,0.09136193255894864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234919739933657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486466138659773,0.0,0.0,0.0766262915151114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785022106337558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523543613103876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060076783536104475,0.08488195360910207,0.0,0.0,0.10859538932543092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207629477027906,0.2279576754065537,0.06752569547756065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764621456875955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566826709697331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059599328539745,0.09685064653300264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609469031890095,0.0,0.0,0.10514814789355284,0.1995505124001004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483755123218388,0.0,0.0,0.08810032959482382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27054490411267995,0.12467708107447545,0.0,0.2415377622084728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304239493709131,0.11231923290901508,0.0,0.0,0.12087827306970353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884784451891588,0.0,0.22834912289975665,0.12216231938743236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897401327747626,0.1189552345616783,0.12024782286812136,0.18936144570204533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828556765533336,0.0,0.0,0.12111763447306415,0.0,0.18294024795280264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099910402583054,0.0,0.10938952516247892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066805512957931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302681935048634
socialanxiety,eire188,2019/09/28,"I went on a ""lad's holiday"" with SA Hey guys,

So I thought I'd share this little story to maybe motivate other sufferers of social anxiety.

I don't know what I was thinking when I agreed to go on a holiday to Magaluf with my friends. All I knew was that I needed a holiday and I had plenty of cash saved up from my dreadful bar job. We went out in June, and the trip to the airport was terrible. As was the flight itself. And the bus to the hotel. I was looking forward to a good sleep after travelling for ~7 hours, but it was decided that we'd go down to one of the bars on the strip.

Needless to say my bowels were turning to water. I hated nightclubs - the noise, social contact, and general madness of it made me nauseous. I downed some vodka, picked up a pack of Marb Reds, and headed out. Now, we are all Irish, and Magaluf is infamous for being a place that the Irish tend to avoid - we usually prefer Santa Ponsa, but Magaluf had a better party experience (or so my friends said). And yet I had so much fun. Everyone was surprisingly nice, I got drunk without spewing everywhere, and talked to lots of new people. 

The rest of the holiday went just as smoothly as that first night. The watery bowels returned, however, when we were pushed to buy some tickets for a boat party. I was sweating like crazy on the bus ride. Being stuck out in the ocean with loud music and strangers for 3 hours is hell for someone with SA. That boat party is one of the best memories of my entire life. After consuming what I can only assume were near-fatal amounts of nicotine and alcohol, I made new friends, got with a few girls, danced and didn't give a sh*t.

The whole experience definitely changed my outlook on the social party scene. If I survived a week in a foreign country, I could survive a night out here in the local clubs. Since June I've been out every two weeks or so, having fun and meeting new people. It's genuinely amazing.

I guess what I'm trying to get across is that despite your nerves, despite how much you're dreading that trip to the bar or club tonight, that if you push yourself (and I mean really soldier through it), you may be able to change your entire view of socialising. Most people are just as nervous as you are, and most people wish they could have as much fun as you when you manage to break through that anxiety and find your social rythm. 

I don't in any way imply that curing SA is as simple as ""pushing through"". Not at all. But it can help you, slowly but surely, to win those little battles where you are thoroughly terrified, and eventually win the war! :)",5.871258234519104,5.999274215415023,6.542545454545454,78.19715151515153,66.72727272727272,9.35536231884058,32.08405797101449,9.120678840339163,2.6797904611330696,2027,77,387,33,30,667,259,506,0.098,0.701,0.201,0.9959,4,1,2,0,0,0,69.0,5,10,1,8,17,29,5,4,33,0,38,12,5,5,4,75,64,42,1,7,13,0,1,1,3,1,2,3,0,2,22,30,6,1,10,15,2,14,5,11,0,4,27,7,44,18,75,30,16,64,1,1,3,0,34,27,1,13,24,270,66,3,0.08976297367321945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592932019320936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061041900201314475,0.0,0.1373368583358993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942007029346582,0.0793880557032801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899146480014101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333686079684266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756291767649967,0.08577236805248938,0.0,0.17561082483326432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204173174394169,0.07635233955100411,0.0,0.0,0.20805195237973725,0.0,0.046897448914145004,0.08610882363813838,0.10202873305406134,0.07528892354165621,0.14358330010034695,0.0,0.09888403546818536,0.0888794564511045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862235281646495,0.09212270760725484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016622913088074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767968953880189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907590071661481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049331382826237086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340224291190304,0.04385365483380047,0.17993216239974574,0.0,0.0,0.07537829050289738,0.0,0.0,0.07631327026265605,0.0,0.16987179213501058,0.0,0.0,0.09017897201843796,0.09777819324758348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979583417298226,0.0665581075961827,0.0,0.26008091796626504,0.0,0.16847294016343614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216514280899827,0.06826878635299123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24892137493036154,0.0,0.09378320241345496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750445944736818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538514347737132,0.07138311948689753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425285940746264,0.0,0.08982779941929303,0.366008190168086,0.0760558763014593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460054038585102,0.0,0.0,0.07214807807752302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575164890597794,0.0,0.07126177447507935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060943166927774926,0.09763633926970017,0.08768538220853005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886123388365184,0.0,0.0,0.07124967037929257,0.1440048861231022,0.0,0.0,0.2496335276754757,0.0,0.10021715448555436,0.10322298978636936,0.08652830342179818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,doveyhub,2019/09/28,"Social anxious but desire fame? Anyone else feel this? 
I'm really conflicted because even if I'm talented enough to achieve some level of recognition, I simply won't do it or try for it. I'm too afraid and I know I'd just freeze up and chicken out constantly. I'm currently pursuing a career that I don't know if I want because I won't pursue a dream that deep down I've always wanted but can't even try for.",3.6456201550387632,4.4920750348837215,5.504651162790698,81.12620155038762,71.90697674418605,8.989147286821705,27.124031007751928,9.2995712137729,2.2459519379844965,327,11,66,7,6,113,57,86,0.061,0.7709999999999999,0.168,0.8902,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,17,14,7,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,7,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,2,37,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20919519766145497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840243697042513,0.0,0.1757933458223427,0.2576016412399692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065172440446283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27168741140839325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002274006462146,0.0,0.0,0.2597761422507768,0.0,0.3321109438990057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712162746246555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763392816551149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106117551604351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562832079611414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34138493603410885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965790106173345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BibbaMlem,2019/09/28,Is anyone else to anxious to even wear headphones in public? am I the only one?,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,87.75,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.16427499999999995,62,2,11,0,2,21,15,16,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5058967707098454,0.0,0.3131185047832574,0.4588332985953139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740870055797008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295773658807614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034470064608198,0.34057896695146633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tfamidoing__,2019/09/28,"hello, i just experienced a weird sensation whilst having a panic attack. So, want to preface this with the fact that i’ve had many a panic attack before and have passed out during them before but i’ve never experienced this before and it freaked me out.

okay so, i was having a panic attack and hyperventilating (you know,the usual ) and started to feel dizzy (lack of oxygen yah de yah) , but this time it felt like inside of my body was vibrating? if that makes any sense. like you know when your leg feels fuzzy right before you get pins and needles, like that, but all through my body. 

i don’t know, this was a weird post but i just wanted to see if anyone else has experienced this bc it freaked me the hell out :) 

on a better note, it’s my first panic attack in like a month and i’m doing really well atm :)",3.3097611084567617,4.964356832298137,4.484720496894411,84.96772097467749,73.84472049689441,6.692976588628763,19.838031533683708,7.321109707123232,0.4242791208791212,634,12,127,7,13,208,93,161,0.22,0.619,0.16,-0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,1,2,6,20,5,4,9,3,10,3,3,1,3,30,22,15,0,5,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,13,1,1,5,7,14,7,12,17,2,16,1,0,1,0,6,6,1,2,12,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515931591134045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728013408475151,0.1132437026120172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029427090599704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37618715937365577,0.0,0.0,0.09774846357193567,0.0,0.24553190205514194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232764435488663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117673296382823,0.0,0.10611925124319724,0.0,0.0,0.09401066464114227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774361818274903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222137452892986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598349243063145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377484874281225,0.11205280464500487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821827024315337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524202173853113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186989206277535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585032195148217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080375643061224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438589484487132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880723878544653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822862951604731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444675227912912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172528516217945,0.0,0.130378460003789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937329944063517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cweinand14,2019/09/28,Social failure Pretty sure I just blew it with a guy I've been trying to talk to because I was too needy and had to ask if I was a boring person... And now I'm feeling really down and anxious as a result. This is such a frustrating way to live.,1.991037735849055,2.9339642830188666,4.4944811320754745,86.43908018867926,75.98113207547169,6.809433962264151,22.683962264150942,7.1686216300943375,0.7645509433962268,189,5,41,2,4,67,40,53,0.23399999999999999,0.6409999999999999,0.125,-0.7322,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,8,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,3,1,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501433408430196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897515330145751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893620284684834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671469099450028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068887692986389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273682199494426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27062715975603674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153198306744061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855513853974524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159442224303517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921142495431065,0.0,0.0,0.24911757758840344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042853143364312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24601549704192704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YourEverydayEvapiloT,2019/09/28,"Anyone here also feels physycal pain in some social events like parties? Everytime I go to a party, I feel stomachaches during the whole event, and as soon as I get home or somewhere safe where I feel comfortable and alone, it just goes away. On top of all the difficulties I have maintaining and starting interactions in social gatherings (like having my brain go numb when i try to talk with other people and avoiding deep and meaningful interactions that expose my inner feelings and show the other person's true thoughts and emotions like the plague) this pain is literally draining my confidence and energy. It's just as if everytime I try a different approach to form meaningful connections with people I dont know I just get paralyzed by a different mental barrier.",8.791624087591241,9.510202496350367,8.487290145985405,64.71443886861316,60.53284671532847,12.105474452554743,37.56295620437956,11.698219412168324,4.93778905109489,630,28,94,18,8,202,91,137,0.12300000000000001,0.6709999999999999,0.205,0.91,2,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,7,0,4,4,1,0,2,29,15,15,0,1,5,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,6,10,0,3,8,1,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,4,12,6,14,14,4,16,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,8,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687557374660286,0.0,0.1288505746474825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266144606985568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138103173104495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986734992421524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366799721879125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883579102455386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124248986659036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32587596099680377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836097925605809,0.0,0.18314063778483755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161620220828933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854937862276448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23615072171491536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237480546514182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34289398026259743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340578971450065,0.1406870108948959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284906681451199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404419298335415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950513682323786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791423000548366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187848486536948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988887090993266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,themattchatter,2019/09/28,"When people are too nice for your social anxiety Do you ever experience a time when a random stranger talks to you, or makes a joke, and is just being nice but you’re so socially anxious that you can’t even respond well? Then the interaction is awkward and you feel like they may have felt wrong for talking to you when in reality they weren’t. You actually kind of appreciated their interaction with you but you’re just so socially anxious you can’t help but make the situation awkward.",6.324838709677419,7.263899924731183,7.203387096774198,71.02508064516131,65.88172043010752,10.501075268817203,33.77956989247312,10.504223727775694,3.6364924731182793,395,17,72,10,6,132,61,93,0.14300000000000002,0.679,0.17800000000000002,0.5755,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,9,3,0,11,9,0,2,5,0,10,0,0,2,1,16,14,12,0,0,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,2,12,6,7,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,21,1,0,3,7,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.17780902459397974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938885677665294,0.41168704866783307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034686888526472,0.1648178460698285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782346881071421,0.0,0.0,0.09212999519437162,0.1301696515326215,0.17494854961118014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221303879633516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974191365249046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901777551676453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325092071673635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632029849537513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480977224851946,0.0,0.5572152714492982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929042718382868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062471295858058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382715109225854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992161810909996,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,holybovinebatman,2019/09/28,"Where to look in crowds, question + tip For me at least, but I would guess for most of us, what to do with your *eyes* lol, is one of the trickiest aspects of being very nervous in social settings.

One of the elements that keeps social anxiety elevated is degree of confidence. We all know that if something super great has just happened to us, or it's just a good day (or we've had some substance assistance), it's some degree easier being around others. So I've noticed that the more hiding/avoiding I do, let's say in line at a restaurant, the more I feel, well, cowardly, and therefore more vulnerable, therefore more anxious. If I use my phone for too long, if I look below eye level too much, if I don't at least glance in the direction of people entering the store (people who stare are annoying but it seems to be normal to at least check out who enters), basically if I feel I'm appearing noticeably withdrawn, anxiety will boost. So yeah I'm curious what tips and tricks you guys have found for making these situations tolerable or even pleasant.

The tip I came to post, this works for me, is to look at something in the direction of the person who you need to give off the vibe of recognizing/being aware of... Making eye contact... Is a whole other level, so unless I really want to for whatever reason, instead of looking at their face, I'll look at something in the distance over their shoulder, for example. A bird on a tree outside, a smudge on a window, a random tile on the wall, whatever. And at or above their eye level if possible. Even with no poor intention we are always checking each other's bravery levels, it's super instinctive. And the lower you look/feel, the more vulnerable and anxious you'll get. Hope it helps!",6.267664670658682,6.580662982035933,7.033179640718561,74.38270359281438,65.88622754491018,10.153053892215567,32.56826347305389,10.008157457239328,3.227419640718562,1372,53,248,29,20,456,180,334,0.107,0.722,0.17,0.9842,1,1,3,0,0,0,55.0,4,5,3,3,13,10,2,1,22,2,19,6,6,7,1,54,44,21,0,11,15,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,18,13,0,1,7,0,4,4,2,3,1,2,3,14,24,7,51,34,15,36,0,0,11,0,26,28,0,19,2,180,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625924457761391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860993512366828,0.23422839382737715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228560438737712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856742528056362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685663573303036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694214521619955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572514428194671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366550940990247,0.0,0.0,0.05416172628286866,0.09944682801332476,0.0,0.08695095710771357,0.0,0.11429322815996652,0.11420088270852533,0.102646623727606,0.09167238147005843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948580166108448,0.0,0.0,0.10296471725803297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214398852457388,0.0,0.0,0.05697266942347865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060065262229257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174202852209958,0.5223250004957654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839704853694035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620716953289243,0.07686776336447748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157164468688908,0.0,0.2360511222198716,0.0,0.0,0.1404948777105533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373928312833215,0.0905180215666883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686896081051573,0.099284325175911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613075990532905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641173165590425,0.10658693675625684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244015545375508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094374538949657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652604605647368,0.0,0.2113508929820796,0.0,0.2394237527966252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493972620364412,0.08953499916240971,0.0,0.08553612790755763,0.06114547967498854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320907857029948,0.0,0.0,0.11574049795398166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547080715725953,0.0,0.0,0.07364205902278276,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,soccerblake98,2019/09/28,"Tired of people looking at me in public Hey guys,

Anytime I go out I get so much anxiety because I find a lot of people staring at me. Between shopping in the city or eating at a small town diner. I get so many stares and I have no idea why. I know staring isn’t inherently negative, but I’ve definitely seen girls laugh at me and it makes me angry. I’ve seen some crazy people in public and I’m like whatever. 

I see a group of guys I feel like I would get a long with but they will stare at me and I definitely feel like they would poke fun of me after I walk away. 

Maybe it’s dumb to assume the worst. Whenever I see a group of girls staring at me I assume they think I look gay or something.

My friends say I’m good looking. I’ve modeled before and I workout and play sports. I’m a bit on the slimmer side and am 5”9 so kinda shorter. I live in a pretty athletic conservative area, which is most of my friend group. 

While I like sports and the culture around me, I am also pretty into high fashion so idk if people don’t like the way I dress. I make sure to stand straight and confident, and talk with my deep voice. 

I’m not sure if any of you have experience with what’s going on, If this is social anxiety or something I’m doing wrong in public? 

Tl;dr why do people stare at other people",0.6099877450980387,2.7907804154411804,2.869529411764706,90.6382156862745,84.91911764705881,5.391372549019609,20.46372549019608,6.742157984588678,0.364034901960784,1011,31,217,12,30,344,140,272,0.111,0.662,0.22699999999999998,0.9904,1,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,0,6,16,1,0,12,0,13,4,0,2,2,44,36,24,0,5,9,0,2,5,2,3,1,2,0,4,6,16,2,1,8,5,1,3,5,3,0,0,2,17,35,13,32,31,6,33,0,0,13,1,21,25,1,12,8,130,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584601784458963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300020294354688,0.0,0.16424158646905787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556232439677023,0.0,0.0,0.10085681640822684,0.0,0.0,0.06543823849733152,0.0,0.0913450935723914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719602338922044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984362563745613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500677247622688,0.0,0.0,0.10855657275642963,0.15337861700163627,0.0,0.0,0.09811396839541384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587332849985462,0.0,0.16825442574575114,0.0,0.1220164869451272,0.0900382635503823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258245031838136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341887220627392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118262938028568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899555790243177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26222362771520924,0.0,0.09479009725577987,0.0949994481657834,0.2704354133522197,0.0,0.0,0.09126328305781783,0.0,0.0,0.14331101514302533,0.1088338468797152,0.10784531996670453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891300387103538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44652879809543866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842266301219013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536730003655359,0.0,0.0,0.17108463825516676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109427590200965,0.0,0.1652832023291724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234811160639016,0.0,0.0,0.08628211645240738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068784152526657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338053473694495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852077078235709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937294325549204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251363157445705,0.117367996227706,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NammRoxo,2019/09/28,"Average looks is a bliss I have below average to average looks, somewhere between there. So people most of the times don't notice and don't want to. So, people generally don't take to me which helps my anxiety and I feel good. So, If you have social anxiety and have avg looks it's good for your anxiety",3.2783606557377003,5.004240114754097,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,74.08196721311475,9.47016393442623,26.95409836065573,9.888512548439397,2.7794301639344265,241,9,47,7,5,83,40,61,0.098,0.7140000000000001,0.188,0.8307,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,13,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,7,13,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,1,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5051128283176977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128589836534562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692080098712062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147524049182194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544693823787438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505779348544177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051702731597504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435762980087284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654829384174152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833830328277304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981686236907508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nck_max,2019/09/28,"We trained job interviews in school with real personnel manager and everybody had to do it in front of the whole class I want to die right now, I’m new in this class and right away I fucked everything up, I hate my life",2.407,4.304639422222223,3.4819444444444483,90.13625000000003,77.0,8.944444444444445,24.583333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.051333333333333,174,6,39,5,4,56,36,45,0.239,0.736,0.026000000000000002,-0.9136,1,0,0,0,0,2,2.0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,6,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,9,5,1,10,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,2,23,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525040195819965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27892509359238793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153952129036155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248459519447312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653397645744012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26669770971154066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898294919180685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595650997379889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30590184648888696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590303307871452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719942467909736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851856816482207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000551817055007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kellyrva512,2019/09/28,I have not worked in along time Does any one els have issues with this ? Any advise with how to get started . I am 37 and I am so depressed trying to find work.,-0.2794117647058805,1.8166284117647078,1.26029411764706,101.16632352941177,88.41176470588232,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.4799764705882352,122,2,29,0,4,39,27,34,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.6418,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,19,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427516235451062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803838934134628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28487896439924737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975342331110792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007925358141332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33977526596862123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205917866079992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23041623187999585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982280411820746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221017743650383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739885313645741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Annabelle111,2019/09/28,"Just moved 1,000 miles away from home to start a grad program and my boyfriend broke up with me. How do I make new friends? I’ve talked to some people in my grad program, but I only see them 2 days a week. Any advice for making some friends and not feeling so alone?",3.257363636363636,4.283921236363638,3.0743181818181817,97.51147727272728,73.0,5.5,24.65909090909091,3.1291,-0.014909090909090759,208,6,48,0,4,62,45,55,0.126,0.7659999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.1731,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,12,6,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,8,6,2,9,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,2,4,26,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25428904068694663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695148135865624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696205044176386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24449012897170425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782371751364578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157767327554046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020986674192436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610270797011457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474046655762384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765781908769993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25132710685774345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791298066333587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040737903466872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736578231251385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841887265011687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915914789553047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873694821043684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Llleeeoooo,2019/09/28,"please help me...  

I (22 Male ) recenty realised I had always been alone since the begining,And that make me feel awful. Even I have siblings and friends, I had never really connect to another human being,mainly because I just can't trust people. I always anixited about people would betray me, laugh at my back or no one ever needed me.I don't want to be like this sad needy boy anymore.I don't want to be a sad lonely fuck that feel sad when eating dinner alone at home, going home knowing no one is waiting.

I scare I never lived a life as human,And I scare I had wasted my life all this time and I will never have a chances to love and be loved died as a virgin and forgot by people.I don't want to bear this pain anymore.What am I suppose to do?",2.2324999999999977,3.783030583333337,4.066923076923079,87.27807692307691,76.5,6.082051282051282,21.615384615384613,6.67199483983844,0.5042846153846154,585,15,119,5,13,198,91,156,0.32899999999999996,0.5489999999999999,0.122,-0.9856,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,14,1,2,5,1,18,9,0,1,5,22,32,8,1,5,2,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,2,3,5,4,2,2,3,0,0,1,9,8,0,2,5,2,17,6,12,22,1,10,0,4,0,4,7,2,1,1,8,75,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993803594097498,0.0,0.0,0.2405221810656007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155300303286762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111351592471578,0.0,0.08810455127074719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500000107514015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789095136071942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546114045076667,0.13073626009717626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615809272716704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166403245910173,0.13361626990380598,0.0,0.0,0.08214010704438349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968758574831823,0.0,0.2899520805430885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794302731142907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417256448252707,0.07061038188972063,0.0,0.12762322420967265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608891341728685,0.0,0.09647534049870847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716765599206704,0.3344128742584915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587543677757235,0.0,0.15379081663314115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039872857757812,0.0,0.0,0.1586512672948046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259004425809073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894008164235194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955725877432635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427699244548653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25574379080895643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267043689667432,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Meraval,2019/09/28,"At the hair salon after getting asked the second time whether I would like something to drink I thought if I just say yes, I would avoid getting asked more often. so I said yes to tea.

""green or black?""

""green""

""black? okay""

and I just... smile and nod in these situations",1.0337087912087917,3.6226228653846166,1.3763736263736277,98.42576923076923,89.57692307692308,3.740659340659341,18.96703296703297,5.288315135182226,-0.5312120879120883,207,6,44,1,7,62,37,52,0.04,0.7290000000000001,0.231,0.8577,0,1,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,3,2,3,1,0,0,12,8,6,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,7,6,2,5,4,1,4,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,3,3,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360002474268649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28082994843090964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995491367350406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005372096241306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27269122959617664,0.227973507246628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222319421750484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206945241784683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275859723766207,0.16716106141368814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072878898367549,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,loco_feugo_gato,2019/09/28,"When you have a date I recently started talking to this one girl and have been internally freaking out all week about the date we went on last night. Figuring I would be an awkward ball of anxiety, we ended up having a good time and she’s coming over to my place tonight to get owned at mortal kombat lol I just hate how I freak out over meeting new people and making a bad impression on them. I need to stop worrying so much over things like that, but it’s hard not to.",4.821249999999999,5.1344136250000005,5.522916666666667,83.96375000000002,69.0,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,1.97395,372,12,78,6,6,121,76,96,0.16699999999999998,0.76,0.073,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,1,1,0,5,8,1,1,5,1,6,0,0,2,1,18,13,7,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,5,0,1,2,1,11,3,16,9,3,25,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,14,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791932029261234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419049970212973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034286109980198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059925128803643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151089424012425,0.0,0.0,0.1950729653263438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834161349314112,0.22961976801992906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957975361625198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362444947289282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552456899184603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096946410253994,0.17245149491496625,0.0,0.22462248763771164,0.0,0.2182559828787148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759891161524875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123829527828862,0.0,0.24299148575914065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296398601230855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461785781401042,0.0,0.0,0.1944432035017907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693506124299927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451256674732575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356164152292116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655772214603009,0.0,0.0,0.2155994542879772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23619131065427826,0.0,0.1652146831289735,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snjn43210,2019/09/28,"19 and lost I've always been labelled as 'quiet'. I rarely participate in class/extra-curricular activities even though I have been described as smart by teachers throughout school. Now, I'm in college - still not any different, feel very socially impaired when compared to peers.  I 'm really quiet, speak slowly and even appear dumb among others.Will I ever improve and live a normal life?",7.049852941176471,9.08826898529412,7.066941176470588,68.61923529411766,65.02941176470588,8.969411764705884,32.71764705882353,9.3871,3.421861176470589,313,13,45,6,5,100,56,68,0.086,0.828,0.086,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,7,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,4,4,1,7,4,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,4,26,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285629690027436,0.0,0.0,0.1867977074852026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869911839847486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36285853702389625,0.24847161814132696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889083937912686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402072324590555,0.0,0.0,0.2425551182833296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998551196803527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26913656373652073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597258865661694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27799958767148225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800104953266767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193667177777001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698802126376741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266469112647845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Silver-Knight-Archer,2019/09/28,"Hyper-Sensitive to Social Situations I’ve never tried to put this into words before, but I’ll try.

So it happens especially when I’m the center of attention at any social situation. I become HYPER aware of myself, I just start trying to keep track of every detail in my mind and process it, body movements of my own and theirs, any surrounding environmental details and movements, words I’m saying or words they are saying, how long to make eye contact, is it my turn to talk, am I talking for too long, do I seem not interested enough in what they are saying, do I seem too interested in what’s being said, 

This is super anxiety inducing even in a one on one conversation. And don’t even get me started on group conversations... there’s just an incalculable amount of variables to keep track of and that gives me anxiety and social stress. This is a reason why parties are actually living hell for me.

Do others deal with this or just me?  I think my brain is trying to take in all these small details while I’m constantly thinking of what the right thing to do or say next is.

Plz help, thx",6.038796937659497,6.536618639810428,7.013933649289104,73.684939846883,66.39336492890996,9.71505650747357,29.974845060153108,9.661875296680813,2.7007751367116297,867,29,160,17,13,291,124,211,0.091,0.831,0.078,-0.4261,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,1,11,5,1,1,5,0,15,3,3,4,2,33,33,14,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,14,8,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,1,6,18,3,27,31,4,26,1,0,1,0,20,14,1,5,9,108,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.1095790093051436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272233439064367,0.0,0.17180334764942332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401567220060634,0.09555066536113377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472906649878855,0.0,0.12535296795262169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134578354747297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576623614321598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602576418594593,0.0,0.14833319844745185,0.0,0.0946093125009254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866697998844365,0.10771896446766857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929782778910423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526573496275747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961732765288215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991542786614853,0.1987465363749914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495456140533399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133810628575476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660510270904545,0.0,0.11942187126517477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218145256442722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288263708328675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154529981753313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589519289440193,0.1068136672608316,0.3571906054094455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044495095692461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524377150175844,0.0,0.3433970663442811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895912264508633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286280120328082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442823426301953,0.18050917270692146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460060036604628,0.14390201560229726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30495062203741924,0.12213946162757545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132441413499403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,astracon,2019/09/28,"i keep doing self harm I've had a really bad social anxiety since I was in pre-school, and i just can't stop scratching my self until it bleeds or burns when I feel very stressed or embarassed. 

I never had any friends in school, and I only talk if I have to, I usually just talk to myself when no one is around. Some people saw me doing it on the bathroom but they didn't even give a fuck.",2.737751004016065,3.59619628915663,4.021867469879517,90.86645582329321,74.06024096385542,6.979116465863456,22.26706827309237,7.1686216300943375,0.5127526104417672,304,7,69,3,6,100,61,83,0.146,0.7859999999999999,0.067,-0.4824,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,1,3,0,9,2,0,0,1,14,14,9,0,1,6,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,3,12,1,7,9,1,10,0,0,1,1,8,4,1,4,6,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446337782107556,0.0,0.15126313081896725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760218795660073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509653314735345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059899186212426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997837587381132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276593174517308,0.1827984671397712,0.0,0.1896809117736808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575176711984122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250178951576926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398716196407412,0.15038279579263275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708128668429806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667108709865615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002272200705128,0.0,0.0,0.4125516321802609,0.0,0.0,0.1635645393716929,0.0,0.0,0.2015611301330345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531137641363675,0.22649937940446965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178562348029109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777197957000916,0.1631481974359384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PregnantTamara,2019/09/28,"advice please so i had plans to go shopping with two friends today in a busy place which, i’m sure you’ll understand, was scary enough. then they invited another person along who i kind of know and don’t really like, but i was trying not to let this stop me and i was still going to go anyway. but now they’ve invited yet another person who i don’t know, so suddenly i’m not going shopping with two friends, i’m going shopping with 4 people, two of which are practically strangers or worse.

i really want to cancel right now, and i think that might be the best thing to do, or i’ll end up having a bad day. i’m not going to be able to be myself around these two strangers, i’m not going to be able to joke or even really talk. i just don’t think i’m going to enjoy it. plus they’re all boys and we’re all teenagers (i’m a girl), so i’m not trying to be sexist but they’re going to want to go in different shops to me, and do different things, and they’ll probably be pretty loud and annoying. it’s not like i’ll be able to say no to them if they ask if we can do something. 

anyway i just needed some advice on what to do. i really think i’m going to cancel but i’ve posted here before and it comforts me a little, so i’m not too sure what i’m trying to achieve but any advice would be welcome. thanks.",2.287051671732524,3.2217330141844016,4.292532928064844,88.20500000000004,75.24113475177305,7.499088145896658,21.584599797365755,7.957251820313856,0.7903280648429578,1018,23,230,15,21,350,125,282,0.08900000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.172,0.9739,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,4,3,16,15,1,0,5,0,27,0,0,0,4,51,60,24,0,6,19,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,0,4,14,15,0,1,6,5,4,11,11,2,0,4,4,2,20,13,31,43,5,30,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,7,12,146,34,1,0.2574406990076673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25156807156361044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835616778098152,0.17996601305172746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639226757151743,0.0802241005441085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165074345540692,0.0,0.0,0.07302102448403049,0.0,0.09005604359319956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055342651107432236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793138246688945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600534895767468,0.08866835343719658,0.0,0.056679051237835426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325986969627056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5364681005540782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936162399145905,0.0943217836791303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775018562544604,0.0,0.08384834780210211,0.08600773750133246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103463287693912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362967209831091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949232196164489,0.1498581922818866,0.08965691233444725,0.09419752650647843,0.0,0.0,0.08218567548909239,0.08730324749758052,0.09252153853411264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989747190687897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328431677348879,0.0,0.06824239225464905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606347583689652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853082492574364,0.0717439839339447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175654141946624,0.0,0.0,0.06897369406066793,0.0,0.0790056024658438,0.0,0.0,0.114021440777287,0.16495760492429087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134122696947962,0.0,0.0,0.17478533577490174,0.0,0.3353095404451569,0.08933494893362164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012301295554914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745135535434477,0.06095949541351636,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tamableharp,2019/09/28,"Who else has issues when starting a new job? How have you been able to handle it? I recently graduated and got hired as an RVT at this amazing clinic. The first while it was great I felt included, but as the weeks have been going on my social anxiety has hit me. I am afraid of asking questions as to not annoy anyone, I kind of hide away from others during quiet times, and just feel like a waste of space. I was invited to go out for someone's birthday but it felt like some of the others didn't seem happy, but more than likely I'm just imagining it. I don't know how to cope. 
Has anyone else been in a similar situation and how have you been able to cope?",3.2402941176470605,4.332507147058827,4.811058823529415,84.79276470588236,73.11764705882355,7.792941176470588,23.15882352941176,8.238735603445708,1.1801699999999995,516,13,108,8,10,174,90,136,0.086,0.805,0.109,0.496,1,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,6,9,1,1,7,0,15,1,0,3,0,21,27,14,0,0,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,10,4,10,7,20,16,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,11,77,18,3,0.3347248567519208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803179961649871,0.0,0.0,0.2340474025815127,0.17148258584793002,0.0,0.0,0.15646127826438969,0.0,0.15724251069346326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796196668607316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462347246519987,0.11956375227238053,0.32138835434896024,0.0,0.0,0.14235839607945575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902318498294675,0.0,0.1338550228210508,0.1845176681257717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816041709791994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468289310052132,0.16608138571679648,0.0,0.0,0.17428221472920236,0.0919780137298015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24529448610510085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163967622680436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748422247216592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525020726745934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236046910025985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881223817054456,0.0,0.1706049192817037,0.14180564245134314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184599882141962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975903778790193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424804489713835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,penguinopuppino,2019/09/28,"No one reaches out to me anymore I mean I haven’t reached out to anyone to hang out either. But I used to be the person that would get my “friends” to hang out. Now that I stopped being the person to make plans, no one does. We don’t even text anymore.

I stopped making plans cause I knew it would mean I’d stop being friends with some people. I wanted to see if they would reach out and make plans but no...

Earlier this month an old friend reached out to me but that was the only time I hung out with someone since January...

And I don’t want to hit them up to hang out cause I don’t want to feel clingy. They know I stopped hanging out with my other friends too and I just felt embarrassed and ashamed that I don’t hang out with anyone anymore.",2.1419230769230744,3.6699565256410303,2.7053846153846166,97.0396153846154,76.69230769230771,5.56923076923077,23.538461538461537,5.8734145424116955,0.1702461538461537,582,18,135,3,13,180,77,156,0.111,0.759,0.13,0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,3,3,4,6,0,2,4,0,12,0,0,6,0,48,28,8,0,7,6,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,7,19,0,4,6,0,0,5,8,2,0,2,3,3,21,4,26,18,2,24,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,2,8,89,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663513228512557,0.17219809781176176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529876978615904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775651093408807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132968932122259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226089598947102,0.0,0.11822917637051973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805360390781177,0.0,0.06433310015309618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767192812259389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24658126121903376,0.0,0.0,0.2682608305838276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828540353886604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920975991305714,0.0,0.1668793012900863,0.0936499270529112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536649708259139,0.21503394912845636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812287360711948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185877380364863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104332120842878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117864217260911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180117040455275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063493441519901,0.0,0.0,0.2178851305788807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624153041494587,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slatt69,2019/09/28,"How to not give af? My entire life I didn’t really care what people thought of me or said to me, but the past year I’ve been a little more isolated (moved from the place I grew up so I just stay home). This has caused me to be very socially awkward. I feel uncomfortable af making eye contact with strangers. Voice shaky too when I talk usually. Now I hate going out of my house because I feel this. It’s taken me a while to understand this weird feeling and now I wanna get rid of it :(",0.7884338433843361,2.982597960396042,2.594869486948696,92.81248424842484,84.24752475247523,6.0489648964896485,20.072907290729074,7.348242739294969,0.5026752475247522,378,11,84,6,11,125,76,101,0.209,0.753,0.038,-0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,2,4,0,4,2,1,3,0,17,17,7,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,5,6,14,1,12,11,1,15,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,7,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262415230511987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111443669263828,0.21274080313368784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31413621599583824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819716144567174,0.19866177177629935,0.11769530707903834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446073800159825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077304278364603,0.0,0.0,0.2389566699563229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627539175777649,0.0,0.2075608553897504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382356954978753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201063046289793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976930006537753,0.14357170173544145,0.0,0.2163673403855488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132668608351453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699216839695805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110448520639166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073280080584876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645291870863815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440812658915566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155903521654073,0.0,0.0,0.2280828729684177,0.17087280771512114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333606293678906
socialanxiety,Bacon021,2019/09/28,"I went from bad to worse to bad again. I never really thought of the term social anxiety until recently (30 now).  I was always terrible at socializing in school, I was always picked on, and I always just avoided everyone I could.  I'd sit at the lunch table with people who were considered ""the rejects"".  I always felt shitty that I couldn't make any real friends and that I always got picked on non stop.  Well drugs changed that.  I made a smart comment to a teacher one day, and impressed a member of the ""Wrong crowd"" and it was invited to come smoke some weed.  Well that turned into other things, and I found some sort of satisfaction in being associated with someone.  Friends who kept me around strictly for reliance on money and drugs and vice versa.  I didn't have to impress anyone, all I had to do was want to get high, and get high.  Well at 25 I was homeless in the streets and got sober at a recovery homeless shelter in the worst part of a bad city, and for 1 1/2 years I got accustomed to people around me.  I was sort of involved in AA while I was there (enough for people to leave me alone and not question me) and I even spoke in front of crowds of 30 people about my success story while I was living there.  Well that was 5 years ago, I graduated trade school since then, I now work full time and have a decent job and a financially good life.  Every time I go to an AA meeting now I have to leave because the fear of everyone there is crippling.  In fact, I went 2 years without a meeting, living in total solitude and being miserable that I have no one left in my life, and when I recently tried to commit going to a meeting, I only feel worse about myself for not being able to talk to anyone there and being afraid of everyone in the group.  I decided to stop going and just accept I'll never be able to have friends again.",6.744276856524872,5.840147421917813,7.096625811103097,78.39932948810385,65.1917808219178,9.766402307137707,31.81326604181687,8.841846274778883,2.42554794520548,1439,46,285,19,19,470,179,365,0.14400000000000002,0.754,0.102,-0.9403,1,2,3,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,21,24,0,4,18,0,26,5,0,4,6,58,47,23,0,3,5,0,2,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,11,24,1,4,7,0,2,7,8,11,6,2,23,3,35,13,57,17,9,57,0,2,0,0,18,25,0,5,24,200,46,7,0.1597639643207608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081055738217548,0.0,0.0,0.08273364237283116,0.0,0.0,0.3323410418480295,0.0,0.0,0.05432248713894725,0.0,0.061109497706090865,0.0,0.0,0.1117106785502716,0.0,0.0,0.1422238001728829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009435529388112,0.04869531488721555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450454515284025,0.06881125439707733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637792626990164,0.0,0.0,0.051517270021944665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185275476910375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253944137149997,0.0,0.05276129583201463,0.0,0.06730401525176033,0.2289919716641489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988943844343203,0.04039073036529575,0.0,0.07669923004160141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758647030692307,0.18514986378385653,0.0,0.08347007734314332,0.0,0.13619631402823645,0.06700121666115386,0.1916667554748092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879939995519858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927054130212431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691669701203202,0.08679200734877862,0.0,0.11284601278149907,0.0,0.0,0.1410745075067452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558626298567718,0.05332184338581112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321981842015504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082601969476426,0.06075384705294681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650440223735775,0.0,0.22152043340178404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948610187007514,0.0,0.0,0.09092318409003604,0.05117444326699554,0.0,0.15774764069848365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168966128358964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607920112069328,0.0,0.0,0.16285924207456978,0.06768374425766019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356982792892358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420611138480924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307003942955135,0.0,0.0,0.06341737093134753,0.09315965238320313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542346222958747,0.0868886579018712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047116462748983935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872939816102902,0.14810279553201114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700338020742573,0.0,0.05815503440257271,0.0,0.1628131286601766,0.0,0.08733840740873139,0.0,0.15432413243286708
socialanxiety,all-da-nicks-r-taken,2019/09/28,I cannot keep a friendship alive ...and we all know why. * finger guns *,-0.4357142857142868,1.8118882857142853,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,94.71428571428572,2.8000000000000003,14.142857142857142,3.1291,-1.581028571428571,52,1,12,0,2,16,14,14,0.33799999999999997,0.662,0.0,-0.5559,0,0,0,1,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6437695198192024,0.0,0.0,0.3980429827800383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6535461645601814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ur_moms_peepee,2019/09/28,"Am I the only one that wants to talk but I just can't? This happens to me a lot, that I want to joke around, discuss about something, tell or hear stories, But when the thought of having to text or call someone comes up it terrifies me and I can't do it.",2.229727272727274,3.00104465454546,3.503409090909092,94.43511363636364,75.18181818181819,6.227272727272728,26.47727272727273,5.985473137389443,0.6321818181818184,196,7,47,1,4,64,41,55,0.09,0.831,0.078,-0.3919,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,11,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,6,1,8,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,1,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668100716307757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060427297334353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581781065105902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650371618516011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33780081344031593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548071454270645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309477645268087,0.2279469155561568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539477166504313,0.2307354039951593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408997250374521,0.2619642955947689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23794039057120386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535595810480124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jakeintherake,2019/09/28,"Everyday activities Does anyone else find it nigh on impossible to do normal activities like going grocery or clothes shopping? Whenever it go i feel extremely anxious and uncomfortable. I measure every move in make and assume i look ridiculous at all times. Right now that kind of thinking seems completely illogical, but in the moment it's all in can think about. Anyone that can relate? I feel as though it's getting ridiculous and i haven't updated my wardrobe in 4 years because of it.",6.211282467532468,8.505441329545459,6.744675324675328,69.09772727272728,67.52272727272727,9.574025974025977,36.435064935064936,9.957137785484203,4.254215584415584,399,21,61,10,7,130,66,88,0.106,0.8740000000000001,0.021,-0.7342,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,16,14,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,1,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,2,11,14,2,16,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,3,7,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24751054560132024,0.0,0.3063871384196815,0.22448469065345128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355588182221292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297128169305877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19172807046495324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830224745721903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845936745237979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155805435797907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002452674312218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446604063606325,0.0,0.24902900635794964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228149633191198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703682934727092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839813180366665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624498948763545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328591330241625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466272968257816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710257539788064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945228026895545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807694203585839,0.2152558624060951,0.0,0.12775376392068508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108746492523253
socialanxiety,tridatoot,2019/09/28,"Can’t talk in groups Whenever I sit down for lunch with my coworkers (usually 5-6 people) I get so nervous I end up not speaking a word the whole time. When I actually do try to say something I usually get interrupted or am too quiet for anyone to hear me. It makes me want to just eat lunch by myself at my desk but I really want to make friends. One on one socializing is fine, but in groups I just shut down and am quiet the whole time. Considering going to a psych to see how to fix this problem.",2.0102777777777803,3.6881995576923146,4.3474358974359015,84.4753418803419,77.46153846153845,8.083760683760685,24.055555555555557,8.841846274778883,1.6802619658119655,390,13,85,9,9,136,73,104,0.075,0.838,0.087,0.0751,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,5,3,0,3,0,15,14,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,6,12,2,18,14,2,16,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,6,56,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.18255092726394095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080196851866782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141678758558653,0.0,0.0,0.1656863095363515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452791185337555,0.0,0.1954701299925468,0.0,0.10631478990234017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108387051973353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497380615862796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535236032354384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968907329222987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899836493331198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984025169371115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876361047827524,0.0,0.0,0.149068603981327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069179178985649,0.0,0.14401372609518234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035779692775805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181611655461231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700657538257512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120569175060704,0.0,0.2206745552773692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177084397626151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,juunhoad,2019/09/28,"Question about alcohol Hey all,

Anyone else drinked their anxiety away when you were young and when you became older all those social events became way harder to manage? Like before you just get drunk, but when you don't.......",6.313916666666668,8.292483225000005,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,66.75,7.333333333333335,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.2480833333333328,179,4,29,2,3,53,33,40,0.075,0.882,0.043,-0.0772,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,6,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,3,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,7,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385254412979083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423243513088071,0.0,0.0,0.2214894470590871,0.32456316712587696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976111365777556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695436767391693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103090977672324,0.0,0.0,0.2646165038223826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549663395332675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475537432391126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548492853126241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229020174586593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25143330588501256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iamastrophel,2019/09/28,"I think that my anxiety is back I've been closing myself in my house for six months when it started years ago, then they took me away from home and hurt me, then they left me home to get hurt by my father. Then I got sick. So I stayed on the Internet. More than 10 years later and a few months anxiety-free, it kicked in again. Annnd I'm exhausted. And sweaty. And my heart is having heart attacks for no reason whatsoever.",2.78611295681063,4.353147976744186,3.6084053156146174,91.0743023255814,75.04651162790698,7.239867109634551,21.588039867109647,7.957251820313856,0.7349853820598016,330,8,73,5,7,105,61,86,0.212,0.7879999999999999,0.0,-0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,4,4,2,1,0,7,10,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,13,0,10,7,2,21,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,13,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094274543686318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889355904945422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655168640627475,0.17058240225870092,0.13960909235055444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485805440654813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521080365932676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303009806870721,0.0,0.0,0.36424068732155696,0.0,0.0,0.2094968527515949,0.3887293062138737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972664029361957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898402885628882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866748004494514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850970944179296,0.19351971667634307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633686639318665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172079319587372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23383847907364705
socialanxiety,ArcticRogers,2019/09/28,Not gonna graduate because I can’t do a presentation I am sitting here shaking and crying having a panic attack because I have a presentation on Tuesday. I was going to skip it and get an F but I realized I would risk not graduating if that were the case. I’ve emailed the teacher and she allowed me an extension because I was suppose to present last week but didn’t. I don’t know what to do :(. Every time I practice presenting I start having a panic attack. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Any advice is welcome Thankyou,3.768396226415096,5.152775981132077,5.719009433962263,77.65983490566039,72.20754716981132,7.941509433962264,33.06132075471698,8.472884824447931,2.812381132075472,418,21,77,7,8,145,68,106,0.225,0.735,0.039,-0.9517,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,4,8,0,15,0,0,1,0,14,21,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,4,0,14,1,5,15,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,9,55,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036935211006089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175216933569085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742806609956313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38120492370451897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22897095602577786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756269027693186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089057696101446,0.0,0.11846612078987885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291157552070428,0.16991339829397678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891389466463416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754096419848578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154803208936638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672048620338435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807587689627588,0.22790577840895185,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CheersSonsCrying_,2019/09/28,"18M, Don’t have very thick skin (Long-ish post?) Hi all, im quite new to this whole reddit thing. Basically I’ve had this problem pretty much l all my life where I’ve felt like the whole world is against me and even the slightest look/comment can ruin my day. I suffer from very bad social anxiety and getting a job hasn’t made it any better tbh. I work in retail, and while they’re not bad people at heart, I feel very disconnected to my co workers and always feel like I’m at the butt of their jokes etc which makes me often get very defensive/ lashing out at them which leads to comments like, “stop taking everything to heart” “can you not take a joke?” and all the rest of it. Occasionally I’ll get pulled up for stupid mistakes by my boss and they’ll all make a laugh out of it but I feel like it’s a different story and nobody says anything when it’s another person. The main point is that I always feel like I’m the target of these things no matter where I go and I’m always “that guy” and makes me question what it is I’m doing wrong and how I can possibly not be like this. It may sound like I’m making myself a victim but every day I come home I feel so mentally drained and end up wanting to leave my job all together just to make myself feel better. Sometimes I also feel like I’m this way when I’m out with my friends and makes me wonder whether I actually trust them. Hopefully someone can relate to me here as I’ve held this feeling in for so long and felt like I thought there was nowhere I could vent to :)",3.570857632933105,4.34039423899371,4.556077758719268,88.14288164665525,72.01886792452831,7.417038307604347,24.83190394511149,7.520522993642371,0.9743471698113204,1200,33,263,13,22,391,174,318,0.1,0.732,0.168,0.9769,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,4,6,13,27,3,0,11,0,17,5,4,10,5,64,53,24,0,5,7,0,12,9,1,2,1,2,1,2,20,18,0,3,13,2,1,4,6,10,0,0,7,14,31,17,29,42,11,30,0,2,0,1,13,15,1,5,18,152,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.07932768434210805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500788730385494,0.20292032392564288,0.0,0.0,0.05528024578500262,0.0852400509898523,0.06218691799493744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689505613182173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574814315287936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378946976412438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700244641986857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649037535591785,0.0,0.0,0.1048511398861786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493114504664127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199914818129065,0.0,0.09066026154481964,0.05369152914646033,0.0,0.06849065095120346,0.0,0.07305855167095328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32882286796894084,0.232295454098152,0.1561030251569719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280474573296388,0.0,0.12741260482292682,0.0,0.04619919614035439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049025639193143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265898276535853,0.0,0.0,0.08154087888560847,0.08073968914374433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780755961189203,0.0,0.1613363171492135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607477473404143,0.0,0.0,0.057417799248244326,0.3574293606210277,0.0,0.0,0.14387885601099842,0.06826344547124312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691892282344154,0.32557175821543344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192158307048378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975778249544336,0.0,0.0,0.07851075529949196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056356513894184335,0.07097962406759274,0.0,0.0,0.07684568422138062,0.09164268904606074,0.07785371304871995,0.08270154060849798,0.0,0.07778391489982887,0.0,0.0,0.0910638294794284,0.08646232507770865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464537272139062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286530499987642,0.06887707495134444,0.0,0.08039826414652937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796239739985603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222404976947348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108011432391946,0.0,0.0,0.06453548128524646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682923067912163,0.047947172128213214,0.06452451967710694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151561185232312,0.0,0.0,0.08815594920605828,0.05918036461008409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887826906150252,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sanguine_sno,2019/09/28,"Is it normal that breathing exercises don't seem to work for me? I've tried them a bunch of times on my own, others have suggested it, and the therapist and I did them together today. During and after each time I feel like I feel exactly the same. I don't know if I'm doing them wrong or something. 

I feel like I can never be 100% calm. I always  have this layer of anxiousness even with people i've known for years. It's like it's almost ingrained in my personality and nothing helps it.",2.9534999999999982,4.469639950000001,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,74.5,7.800000000000002,23.5,8.472884824447931,1.4455999999999998,385,11,78,7,8,132,69,100,0.098,0.823,0.079,-0.1891,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,9,2,1,0,2,19,15,6,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,13,4,9,13,4,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,4,9,54,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135037576794876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741173928248055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24087196069093084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082632118357952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32342332826922743,0.3046412976903309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291334208286988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717724196959042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124978479811512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444434742720865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890516992029964,0.20458528807318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781625058209924,0.18617088198709889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410268639642195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641431192570847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24755874014228166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486544524918018,0.0,0.20210263765007655,0.0,0.0,0.1447588088629653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522286600567944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23311684103750116,0.0,0.1373032984226609
socialanxiety,laminatedstudyguide,2019/04/22,Should just smile and nod Today I was at a stoplight listening to earl sweatshirt and the guy next to me heard and bobbed his head at me approvingly. I panicked and almost choked on my water,4.213153153153153,6.114205810810812,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,71.97297297297297,7.095495495495496,25.84684684684685,7.793537801064563,1.4228090090090086,153,5,29,2,3,48,30,37,0.14800000000000002,0.789,0.064,-0.5118,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,5,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448961754666826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399208253825757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559737332479783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725116165826127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211386793352275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MightyMooMooMilk,2019/04/22,"Just when I thought I was getting better at this. I’m not sure if this is the right place for this kinda thing but i just needed to get this off my chest. Any words of wisdom would be much appreciated. 
Ive never been diagnosed with anxiety so I’m not going to claim I suffer with it when there’s no professional opinion on it. However it’s seemed to be a big issue that’s plagued my life for a while. Im grateful that I’m at a point where I can go out by myself, sit in a shop if I want to and not feel too uncomfortable. 
So I’m sat In greggs getting myself some lunch and decided id make a change and eat in. Just when I start thinking ‘wow I could really do this regularly’ these two girls walk past, spot me in the window and start laughing, then as they walk, keep looking back at me and keep laughing but a bit more this time. Then 5 minutes later walk past the opposite way and do the same thing with increased laughter. 
It doesn’t feel good being laughed at like that. It reminds me of when I used to get laughed at by girls in school. Idk I was feeling pretty good about myself that day and it just seemed to ruin everything. For anyone’s curiosity, I’m 20M.
I wasn’t dressed weird and I don’t stand out as odd... I don’t think. I was wearing a grey Jordan’s hoodie and some sunglasses, im not overweight and im underweight, im just a normal-ass slender 5’10 guy so why has this made me want to never ever step foot outside again? 

TL;DR.
thought I was doing good with my ‘anxiety’
Got laughed at by some girls when I was in greggs eating my lunch. Then realised I was doin actually doing poorly and now I wanna never set foot outside again, all over something so small.",2.070203588361068,3.9061636916426536,3.6360026029562182,88.93118527470484,77.78962536023054,6.3217997582969225,23.297294784791298,7.233258080335977,0.8200195035790645,1319,42,280,16,31,437,179,347,0.055,0.7440000000000001,0.201,0.9949,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,1,23,16,0,0,12,0,24,12,5,3,6,64,57,30,0,8,13,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,1,4,20,17,5,2,10,1,2,7,12,3,0,1,13,5,31,13,40,39,9,58,0,2,2,0,5,23,0,9,25,183,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.1018603353483922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098233637475516,0.0,0.15970163187745876,0.0,0.0,0.07298529006252341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026218071557867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923160919873638,0.1139564990035784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042075510813658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333935570835856,0.0,0.0,0.06731680345292883,0.0,0.0,0.10594403570315973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361467144550814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441816077900493,0.0,0.0,0.09381048539344501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833378920288269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813806470395905,0.0,0.11864371563874625,0.2626482962605405,0.08348264120143471,0.0,0.0,0.10335313045320052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509955152412599,0.1089461492097702,0.0,0.1855564132675366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372705172093783,0.05099505206111196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765335211035019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876737659004063,0.06967481097933781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673169606731002,0.07739683670197495,0.24151408725351306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227075243632093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928604406958852,0.0,0.0,0.10905543238429953,0.0,0.0986733349118013,0.0,0.0,0.10619251942210953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686883714432039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914039804212791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056386639311597,0.0,0.19004821944087608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080357227731948,0.0,0.0,0.14776214570644666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983774095391811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869156544966466,0.13376565146470554,0.0,0.1657329548972035,0.060865123545482215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196460586167698,0.0,0.0,0.09015125985162836,0.0,0.0,0.1231326761266481,0.0828524022478656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941871884790384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414893015109471,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ehho,2019/04/22,"I wasn't as unpopular in highschool as i thought i was Yesterday, a person from my class asked me and one more friend to come to his wedding.  Which was surprising. 

Because he wasnt one of my ""best mates"" And he seemed good with everyone. Now that i think about it, he may not be the person i spend the most time with, but i was the person he spend most of the time with. 

I was as good friend with him as with bunch of other people too. So I grabbed my yearbook and looked the photos.

I was friends with 13 people out of 30. I could not believe it. I was sure i only had 3 friends in highschool 

And those awful guys that teased me were only 3 people in the class. And now that i think about it, they never really tried to be mean on purpose. 

And everyone else were just people i never even tried to talk to or make friends, yet i presumed they all hated me. 

I remember myself as a loser who everyone disliked, failure, victim of being bullied, lame, embarrassing. 

Yet when i meet highschool  friends now they tell me how much i changed. I was more enthusiastic, positive and open minded. Thats not how i remember myself, yet its how they remember me. 

I may not be the most popular kid in highschool, and i still was the most teased one in class, but it wasnt nearly as  bad as i made it in my head by rethinking it over and over again. 

Actually next year it will be 10 years of my graduation, yet it took me so long to get over it. Finally i came to peace with my highschool years. 

TL/DR: i looked at my old yearbook and realised i had way more friends than i ever thought i did.",3.8731960227272735,4.673875109375004,4.869602272727274,86.05698863636366,71.34375,8.068181818181818,27.67045454545455,8.296473431620573,1.6602187499999994,1225,42,263,18,22,401,147,320,0.12,0.705,0.175,0.9636,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,4,2,21,21,4,1,10,1,25,1,1,5,5,58,41,26,0,1,8,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,0,5,18,21,0,0,11,0,2,3,9,8,0,3,21,3,49,13,45,11,11,41,0,2,2,0,31,14,0,8,23,199,67,9,0.0,0.0,0.0899204500815936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614334916526313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769374161825126,0.05617087551690828,0.0,0.0,0.10381611726005074,0.09670073151428883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538959266764517,0.0,0.0,0.09747743283695944,0.07937495452802387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357046635645025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769755138877093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086105382324863,0.08335063382705034,0.0,0.2641461414616555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094059287201293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983382201665131,0.0,0.048142078295291504,0.0,0.0,0.15457409031122815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123826242969603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097433542310167,0.09456758747201384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154562683273943,0.1547575677218208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719004238478475,0.0615076549785864,0.0,0.0,0.10037316621453857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304041227904744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773734469160543,0.0,0.14213616028000473,0.0,0.0979974949750398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669091592737182,0.0,0.1873199729871301,0.14016119570797975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25552759475696424,0.2413729757415472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903059234867306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31314774088074576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083885554523647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735872978334737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684578657009158,0.0,0.0,0.07406284358924475,0.08053899043506876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808588243916245,0.0,0.14630603607122544,0.1074612465148918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237673838642093,0.12512112201118214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314059270458613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780155165280033
socialanxiety,sociallyawkwardcunt,2019/04/22,"I'm so socially anxious I can't even ask a girl to prom that I know for sure would say yes. I've been friends with this girl since middle school and she doesn't have a date to prom. 3 of her friends have said that she wants to go with me, yet I still can't get myself to ask her. 

My fear of rejection is so strong that I can't even ask out a girl that I know for sure would say yes. Every time I even think about asking her I feel nauseous and lightheaded. 

I'm not even trying to date or hook-up with her I just want to go to one fucking dance",1.678351548269582,2.4032243032786877,2.8507650273224066,98.76791438979966,76.45901639344262,6.405828779599272,20.11293260473588,6.42735559955562,-0.2573635701275045,423,8,111,3,9,136,68,122,0.07400000000000001,0.752,0.174,0.8783,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,1,1,3,2,10,1,0,0,2,19,27,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,0,3,5,6,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,3,0,1,2,4,17,5,16,23,0,10,0,1,0,1,19,2,1,1,5,65,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667482615762608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5517087519395302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897872136609364,0.0,0.1243062938441816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602015357984884,0.074599145067177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797345533927174,0.13639558803624655,0.0770819981735188,0.0,0.16769736514489836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216496414849768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099974896022646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034148180676936,0.2346547035418599,0.0,0.14931533038482725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220441389829686,0.0,0.0,0.15039540155839878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782324648308284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781037711215025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453575849657614,0.0,0.0,0.08603001678466264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016794496466357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740423016803726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096121172150959,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mesemoa,2019/04/22,"Anxiety in exams help :( Is anyone here homeschooled because of social anxiety in school? I had to leave school 4 months ago because my anxiety was too bad. I was always shaking and felt like I was going to have an attack at any moment in class. 


My mum had to get tutors for me in order to study for my GCSE's which are coming up in a year and i'm extremely nervous. I'm fine with learning, im a bright person, but i absolutely HATE classroom environments filled with people. I have no idea how i'm going to take these exams with other people in the room. I also have IBS which causes stomach anxiety and sometimes causes it to make noises.


Does anyone have any help for coping in classroom environments? I hate being with people and I dont know if theres an option where I can take these exams on my own.",2.9844720496894404,4.926668161490685,4.7260559006211205,81.66187888198759,75.45962732919254,6.587577639751553,22.68012422360249,7.447530270364453,1.083017391304347,638,18,117,8,14,216,97,161,0.187,0.7490000000000001,0.064,-0.9563,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,2,5,0,14,1,1,4,0,20,28,8,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,5,2,6,0,0,6,2,14,3,24,21,1,22,0,0,1,0,5,12,0,2,5,77,20,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216311649572505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972929425713034,0.11417231999718025,0.0,0.0,0.1866192736889432,0.0,0.4198706899497027,0.0,0.0,0.1918852283127873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609974946858055,0.0,0.0,0.11456723608981252,0.16728770671089455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28191137289776697,0.0,0.11819696587493668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007613885131167,0.0,0.16081277197482866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174612721848786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168819962483404,0.0,0.15596277307191347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709391264143153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839421437402388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489692745206568,0.14821373138336796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540875040539224,0.0,0.0,0.1452888976496204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703540671816458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915908328991184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952221503913484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853789325976589,0.11980921667502825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777340355806425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987151118352215,0.0,0.0,0.13570729876302054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063344018393936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836076004655012
socialanxiety,Cifer_21,2019/04/22,"Yesterday I asked for a girls phone number for the first time We were having a little party at one of my friends apartment. I started to talk with a girl we didn’t know (friend of a friend) and I really enjoyed it (I think she too). Later we would go to the club and usually I would go home because i don’t like dancing in a club. The girl insisted that I go with them into the Club (of course I did). In the Club we talked for about 2 Hours and she gave me her number. I could have probably kissed her that evening but I’m way too shy. I never had a girlfriend before and never experienced someone having interest in me. She is the first girl that said I’m goodlooking :) 

She is very pretty and I really enjoyed spending time with her. Maybe I have a chance this one time in my life",1.7820082815735,3.7203134534161535,3.3276770186335405,90.32203312629404,79.06211180124224,6.529358178053831,21.913457556935807,7.554174236665415,0.7906692339544508,610,18,131,9,15,201,87,161,0.016,0.785,0.2,0.9788,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,0,1,2,4,8,0,0,13,0,14,2,0,0,2,21,25,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,1,4,5,13,0,0,2,5,1,4,4,0,0,4,6,2,28,8,18,16,0,25,0,0,0,1,26,8,0,0,13,93,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777442136998967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635820649870927,0.0,0.1345062090791356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620629684234216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440396269530032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268909085253068,0.0,0.0,0.3663742363924345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26950503517416075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585574300574062,0.0,0.15566743499266258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687131991031354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164974933769692,0.07722517918709923,0.15842799802552282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880289338312265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438271676764525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142250940821133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081435373130398,0.17042655172708898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252780306272308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036108233044926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393247832755473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188299372236964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25410188859548183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012850853751604,0.0,0.0,0.2765162431687674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740921373658996,0.13042457737261548,0.0,0.12546887101919993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457725547913213,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,egyptianpurp,2019/04/22,Podcasts Does anyone know of any good podcasts that you listen to for your mental health / growth ?,8.957647058823529,9.782781235294117,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,60.17647058823529,6.8000000000000025,28.764705882352942,3.1291,1.1850470588235291,79,2,12,0,1,22,16,17,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30821091836466674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31690790168583705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39662331009531415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801465581990736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817606961046164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490825278199001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567477223281659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,abysiss,2019/04/22,"Have you ever said ""It's okay"" to someone, while it actually triggered your anxiety deep inside so badly? Maybe furthermore adding a ""hahaha""?",6.74625,9.417887791666667,7.773333333333332,60.70500000000001,66.91666666666666,11.466666666666667,32.83333333333333,11.20814326018867,5.014733333333334,113,5,15,4,2,38,23,24,0.225,0.705,0.07,-0.6311,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.40928228632524505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208464256529205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501886564242339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793790839396218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42135230398826495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989536155191821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553635397941127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,novyuva,2019/04/22,"What kind of mindset should you have? Analyze the difference in the posts between these 2 sub-reddits and you will know what is the mindset you have.

[https://www.reddit.com/r/wowthanksimcured/](https://www.reddit.com/r/wowthanksimcured/)

[https://www.reddit.com/r/getmotivated](https://www.reddit.com/r/getmotivated)

I used to think one was stupid and the other one made sense. Now Ive almost done a 180. It only took like 4 years.",13.105535714285715,18.716459910714285,6.315000000000001,62.25500000000002,65.96428571428572,5.6571428571428575,21.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.9027214285714288,369,8,45,4,8,91,45,56,0.063,0.8909999999999999,0.046,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,5,0,8,0,0,2,0,8,13,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,5,2,4,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915062678589387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041497157280054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979082911609207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031479874369103,0.15998735036709294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422224482432569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754568833142009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945295779979224,0.22140352886242706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788044913221656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865325916263982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234357560619557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514269987007253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874663590136773
socialanxiety,McFlyMaverick,2019/04/22,"Just walked out of my job Got hired at McDonald’s, not the most glamorous job in the world, but the hours and pay are good for me and it’s a job. 

They gave me the wrong uniform during my orientation and after emailing them my sizes, they obviously never listened because today on my first real shift, I got the right uniform, but still the wrong sizes, I’m a skinny guy and this uniform made me look like a kid wearing my Dad’s clothes lol. I spent a good 15 mins in the bathrooms trying to not look ridiculous lol. 

I felt like I was getting no direction or help on what to do on my first shift, I couldn’t wear the shirt and they said to find someone from the management team to get me a smaller size for now, I was just wandering around and on the brink of an anxiety attack, also self conscious about wearing oversized uniform lol. So I quickly went to the crew room, grabbed my stuff, and discreetly ran off 😭

What do I do? Luckily I have a supportive family who told me to leave if it gets too much, 

Most normal people would tell me to get a grip, getting anxious over a uniform, but it’s so many little things built up and it’s become overwhelming. Plus, my role was a lobby staff, so I would’ve been so embarrassed in huge clothes among customers and wouldn’t be  able to focus on doing a good job.",5.198940114068441,5.382049034220536,5.581841730038025,84.32051924904944,68.16349809885932,8.552186311787072,30.50594106463879,8.278499904357787,2.0185971482889737,1028,37,212,13,16,329,152,263,0.102,0.733,0.165,0.9642,4,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,3,13,13,2,2,22,3,14,5,5,1,2,34,34,20,0,5,9,1,3,2,0,2,0,2,1,3,10,12,1,0,3,1,2,3,6,6,0,2,14,7,28,7,31,16,3,34,0,1,2,0,18,21,0,4,12,139,38,9,0.11463377548977514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167258884313084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769452448323661,0.1295035370965169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020483639576431,0.0,0.13041246868877068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698796855463306,0.12660399871012207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806652138700573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006640144676257,0.0,0.1047731940317086,0.1950148617418228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994570817940284,0.0,0.0,0.2884481163545499,0.18336620450771485,0.0,0.0,0.11350546043138607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683660333451586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289117764180087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550253355674816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213806164331535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200854465729004,0.11489315841413585,0.0,0.0,0.19252700031461145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846925009716052,0.0,0.11622065586411108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426901491624338,0.0,0.08841263460580888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231676092486886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947262618619799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304783330346826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789661791996,0.10904297136122457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958802853330405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712882597182447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154668118461888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312282470452957,0.0,0.1300850499540973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019497246624558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761575867382274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865941538875867,0.10953748500300524,0.0,0.07782880879890837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626665834567338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286509020848075,0.2506680759730249,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gingerbreadclan,2019/04/22,"Tfw people you've barely even spoken to start hating you just because you're shy. Not indifference, not mild dislike, but literally HATE. This happens to me all the time and it's exhausting, does it happen to anyone else?

I have been having some issues at the company where I'm currently working and it's disappointing because I was really enjoying this job up until recently. 

I am most comfortable with the people in my immediate office, everyone else is an acquaintance at best. I'll greet them when I see them or smile when we pass in the hall, but that's about all I can muster right now. For most people this is fine, but there's always someone who takes it as a snub, decides I'm a stuck up bitch and starts hating me for no reason. They glare at me, stop greeting me, and generally become very unpleasant despite us never exchanging any harsh words or anything. 

This happens even when I make it very clear that I'm shy, or even literally say it, but it rarely makes a difference. I used to feel bad for hurting anyone's feelings, but I'm very annoyed right now. I'm so tired of people making negative assumptions about me without any cause. I try to see it from their side, but I just don't get it. This almost always happens between me and other women around my age (rarely with men or older coworkers), it's very strange and disheartening.",6.770746460746462,6.913136061776066,7.18106563706564,74.33172715572718,64.83011583011583,10.304350064350064,32.32458172458172,10.047579312681364,3.1466584813384806,1076,39,195,22,15,352,154,259,0.239,0.642,0.11900000000000001,-0.9911,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,1,4,2,16,14,5,0,8,0,9,2,0,6,4,45,34,22,0,0,15,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,19,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,7,10,0,0,3,5,24,4,26,31,6,29,0,3,2,0,11,13,1,8,15,126,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415803593765133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310101252350182,0.0,0.0,0.14147030222717027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546225963555412,0.10657774515100783,0.0855971574844174,0.09259721458854556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086849879943122,0.1268156389180216,0.11487864363210196,0.0,0.0,0.10915946153566013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685414838662112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867566331902667,0.0,0.0,0.09102600882415278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378577216184715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610681304485196,0.0,0.0,0.09939273508120948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051882771372178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434460796343708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36792768428732703,0.0,0.0,0.30808586386597026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135238795617523,0.0,0.0,0.10856676070664023,0.10322085775489626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082965369333804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022435031227751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28844926211391675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666359765226808,0.10694683662390174,0.10270427396004364,0.0,0.0,0.1776599601496787,0.0,0.08271852165827674,0.0,0.0,0.16577622050654922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813329672761419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724758636051785,0.0,0.0,0.08696289934775503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820786570184488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065316994930435,0.11955228091409338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062073932429408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511968656371947,0.08983732171082694,0.0,0.34329979170674435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026871047522268,0.0,0.07572564076383051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,superjohnny6767,2019/04/22,"Embarrass myself every time I participate in class Because of my social anxiety I get anxious at the thought of answering a question in class. I know I need to overcome this by participating more, but every time I do my voice sounds nervous and  then sometimes an akward silence follows. I really don't know what to do anymore, I just feel less confident than I did in the first place.",10.783750000000005,8.200753208333335,10.650555555555561,61.45000000000003,58.58333333333334,13.488888888888884,46.22222222222222,11.855464076750405,5.585022222222222,309,16,51,7,3,103,53,72,0.10400000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.057,-0.0617,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,11,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,3,11,0,10,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,38,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226920706847972,0.2839349724151873,0.2492549952623962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532103835371844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235181152107892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708161565330856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378388818812147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313112215542826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27625230326425515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186360380258553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625896963548689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815506999085293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101048116020505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562025422631656,0.0,0.0,0.24857495749176398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995304834934445,0.2931088155991894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FlyingTalkingDonkeh,2019/04/22,"Difficulty eating in front of other people Hi,

I’ve been working real hard on getting over my SA and have made massive progress over the last 4 months, however one thing has really stuck with me. When I eat in from of others I get so uncomfortable and forget how to act normal. I’m sure many of you have forgotten how to act normal in different situations when your SA kicks in and it sucks...
I’m fine cutting my food etc but when I try to bring the food to my mouth my hand shakes and it’s as though I’ve forgot the shape of my mouth or some shit. I pretty much have to hold the fork still and move my head to my hand. It’s ridiculous and I look like a child still learning to eat lol. When I’m with family or close friends I’m fine but with big groups I really struggle.

Does anyone have any advice on dealing with this issue? Maybe ways to take my mind off of it and just be a normal f human when eating.

Thanks for reading. Any thoughts or advice would be greatly appreciated",1.9964886095836607,4.044202736318411,3.3885257920921714,89.61080125687353,78.8507462686567,6.221628698612203,20.529196124639963,7.273561745256523,0.4789741293532339,774,20,164,10,19,253,120,201,0.10099999999999999,0.721,0.179,0.9696,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,12,13,4,2,6,1,9,12,6,3,1,34,24,22,0,4,6,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,12,6,2,2,1,0,6,0,6,0,1,5,4,17,7,29,16,3,28,0,0,1,0,8,12,2,4,10,97,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264181295422221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575664305183613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100629130312073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943814685921765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104050167290545,0.0,0.0,0.10138271473912222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741813668730108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920541143246664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921479218374967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801769787459618,0.0,0.08950683435131483,0.0,0.12105559626172815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772704853721356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378048159905023,0.0,0.11889739801259705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091920840048208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443470174704983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565993508930561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728635686264132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962180012498314,0.0,0.11745556916930824,0.11638873201767128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697731988004635,0.0,0.09247182322092226,0.12313215795964193,0.08516442311164715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405305791022649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850419641419892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031706991047924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786295779807845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158831784008703,0.13186474260453454,0.14843529418526435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892023583775915,0.0,0.13022230783151553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850388377892649,0.0,0.0,0.12111348397132787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918897613410107,0.0,0.08710615615502923,0.0,0.0,0.1066607973489368,0.0,0.0,0.07696680620490041,0.0,0.1138238320623481,0.09197341006269108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865578598982867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919577880132342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843415100274021,0.0,0.0,0.08229781412787139,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IDCIUDHMB,2019/04/22,"I don’t know if I have enough social anxiety problems to be helped? I’m trying to get a therapist because I want to get better and I’ve been feeling really bad recently but it’s really hard to tell people what I’m going through. 

All they care about is if I am able to function on a day to day basis. But I personally always just get myself into routines where I don’t have to have much anxiety because I’m used to doing them. 

So like no I don’t have terrible anxiety at work or when I’m in town with my parents. 

But I have no friends and don’t know how to talk to people. I’m 23 and I feel like my entire life is ruined 

What if the therapist can’t help me? I’ll just be like this for the rest of my life? 
Fuck",1.3484615384615353,2.6471082165605107,4.001528662420384,87.88392944634985,78.29936305732485,7.378539931406173,22.904948554630078,8.139509932561175,1.135981283684468,558,17,127,10,13,198,90,157,0.184,0.6559999999999999,0.159,-0.5175,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,7,11,1,0,4,0,17,3,0,2,1,23,34,13,0,5,9,1,3,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,1,3,16,6,19,31,4,11,0,1,0,1,10,6,1,4,7,82,20,1,0.1485304125837397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358920179294322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408760772428314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240166903879443,0.1810855218032012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131363079734368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143665466220604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157965700411772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347162088099472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020287888378034,0.10611015642760337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475422831657844,0.13731397304648504,0.23280303062489816,0.0,0.08441325635604048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305407532879565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911360933631192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325686070031478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098228459480956,0.2176933710824448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918694337735882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649254457849927,0.0,0.0,0.2059445727250287,0.12969102718303546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212354537226207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030477127944695,0.0,0.1466558635839547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140805075320504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938311940277785,0.12982212734112822,0.0,0.0,0.3449105139805431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084240035201446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828258737018666,0.0,0.0,0.08760708563218332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813190934963858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,joebos617,2019/04/22,I hate myself so much for struggling with this. I’m so angry that I’m beginning to learn how different relationships between different people work like 10 years too late. I understand why one of my best friends and her ex are probably going to get back together someday. I could be jumping to wild conclusions but the signs are unignorable. And I understand that she doesn’t see me in that same light but still cares a lot about me. I know I’ll always come in second place to that guy because they have known each other a lot longer and have that history. I’m a little afraid because I know I am going to have to have this conversation with her soon. It hurts that I got hopeful because we were there for each other at our lowest points the past two years. I just want her to be happy and I want to learn how to be okay with all of it.,5.585714285714289,5.677459476190478,5.9929523809523815,82.01871428571431,67.33333333333333,9.577142857142855,29.3,9.3871,2.29021,664,21,136,12,10,214,103,168,0.083,0.774,0.14300000000000002,0.8624,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,3,11,11,1,2,5,1,13,0,0,2,1,33,32,10,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,12,11,0,0,8,0,0,4,1,4,0,3,2,2,21,7,21,26,8,18,0,1,1,0,12,6,0,3,9,99,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282601592664605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350544701720235,0.0,0.26995092850848473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491095708412164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050150569449006,0.0,0.0,0.12715571001267875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178571369412944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084487735587178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404560002317968,0.0,0.07712180981423443,0.0,0.16778397819863727,0.0,0.1180597689131358,0.0,0.0,0.14616028580495288,0.0,0.15713700710482756,0.0,0.14573748460633076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661322463169196,0.0,0.0,0.15802299451851373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224871980406344,0.0,0.166514130674337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211635826807959,0.1479472159931465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25099094521210497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085126940840476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002653148533958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409135119102118,0.10233641370995174,0.0,0.1542243867793589,0.0,0.13954219643658705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915200705416216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848134504338793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762861697549065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117884100338303,0.0,0.0,0.15431737755570551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441966573182842,0.3073411153366166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413219179412162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319796243128615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746417508390856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011613534762464
socialanxiety,lil_remains444222,2019/04/22,"I hate high school Hated everyday of high school since I started. Tired of dreading everyday, tired of being the lonely, awkward guy that never speaks or when I do its something awkward that comes out of my mouth. I'm so glad that I'm graduating in about 2 months. I don't know what to do next year, but all my ""motivation"" right now is that in 2 months I'm fucking done and will hopefully never see my classmates ever again. Been counting every single day until graduation since February, I really just wanna drop out right now but I have to graduate. 

​

Don't know why I wrote this here, just felt like getting it out since I'm so anxious for tomorrow (Easter break is over).",5.34992424242424,6.458538992424245,5.952727272727272,78.50742424242426,68.16666666666666,8.896969696969698,29.81818181818182,9.150863307647796,2.531054545454546,545,20,100,10,9,177,86,132,0.162,0.77,0.068,-0.8242,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,3,3,1,0,11,4,1,1,4,21,27,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,3,10,3,16,21,2,30,0,1,1,1,3,10,1,2,18,64,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194749616567474,0.1704041629143003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584286910223953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080236646666714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904417189758066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351186301797378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685303409212545,0.11815631594512305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465019023966926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964749969726436,0.07326841343438531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388573773597913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769114029026111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963376725422334,0.0,0.13928768506779168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414195167927372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851305960914655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238727984168025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163199289298232,0.0,0.14914439159282325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983986563584337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23952446983775816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838560913820676,0.11175129526958387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34801823943841553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796183769019313,0.0,0.0,0.09926097030579666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32236522714197785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265427173394981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704041629143003,0.09030848497169434
socialanxiety,earthmilitary,2019/04/22,"Did my anxiety make me do something odd? Or am I overreacting? 

A few days ago me and my new partner since 3 months and her teenager went shopping and my partner told her teenager yo buy her some intimate groceries. I was gonna buy some stuff myself and decided to pay for my partners stuff too and so I followed along my partners teenager to pay for that stuff too. So essentially I went shopping with her teenager, is this wrong? We've met maybe 10 times before and I'm afraid I might have done something weird due to the anxiety. Should I have bought things by myself and let her teenager do the same? Please help.",3.841750000000001,5.791979675000004,4.036666666666669,87.495,73.08333333333334,6.8000000000000025,29.5,7.554174236665415,1.7526499999999996,491,21,96,6,10,152,75,120,0.12300000000000001,0.835,0.042,-0.7773,1,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,1,0,17,21,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,6,9,0,0,1,2,7,3,0,3,0,0,8,0,20,0,8,9,4,9,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,4,6,65,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351966691650745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649748873643429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736922846997522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169117186200203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723024659520684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608347518843062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770952577712357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560354753010993,0.0,0.1739894391262024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837238481097446,0.0,0.0,0.1382360678587236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726491047575273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010712193000914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326192761633755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666553511929285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5947724248136097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505762809489604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098662779010296,0.0,0.0,0.1654874287869192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210918354556162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893526009411386,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the_flying_clutchman,2019/04/22,"Afraid I'll never have a real college experience because of my anxiety My junior year will be over in three weeks, and I only have one person that I might could call a friend, and two other people that even know my name. I should add that I spent my first two years at a community college, and transferred to this university as a junior. This is a great strategy if you want to save money, but for me it was social suicide. I'm about to be a senior, but there are freshman who know this school better than I do. I told myself that I was going to get involved when I started school here, because it was a chance for me to start over. I finally moved away from my hometown, where I ruined any chances of a social life years ago. I never realized that social anxiety was the reason behind my lack of social interaction, I always thought that people just didn't like me, so I should avoid them. When I got here, I just couldn't bring myself to join any clubs or talk to people. I mean, I get stress sweat just from sitting in class. That's the worst part; I hate being alone, and I get energy from positive social interaction. I'm an extrovert stuck in an introvert's body. I want to go out almost every night, I want to socialize. But my anxiety stops me every time. 

My 21st birthday is this Friday, and I'm not even excited about it. I have nobody to do anything with, much less have a party. The last time I made plans with the one friend I mentioned earlier, she took a nap while we were supposed to be hanging out, and she didn't even apologize for it or say a word about rescheduling. What a confidence booster. I doubt I'll be seeing her this weekend, even though I plan to ask her to go get drinks. The odd thing is, sometimes she shows interest in me, and sometimes it seems like she couldn't care less about me. Maybe this is just what girls do, I wouldn't know. On the plus side, I may be going to a club with my one remaining childhood friend, so hopefully I can break out of my shell in that environment. Moral of the story is, even if I do make the most of my senior year and find friends, it'll just be one year. At best, I'll only remember one year of college. I hate to focus on the negatives, but I just don't know where to go from here. I'm considering graduate school, but literally only because I want to put off officially becoming an adult for as long as possible since I never had a childhood. All I can think about right now is how social anxiety stole my youth from me.",6.226519259259257,5.568180886,6.7834222222222245,79.4123037037037,66.14,10.047407407407407,30.51851851851852,9.444778638647367,2.4387962962962955,1953,60,400,33,27,642,232,500,0.132,0.745,0.12300000000000001,-0.6671,0,3,1,0,0,1,55.0,1,1,1,5,29,22,2,4,26,0,43,4,2,4,4,75,84,28,1,14,16,0,0,2,4,7,1,1,0,3,25,17,1,2,12,6,2,10,11,8,0,9,15,2,65,14,63,52,9,63,1,1,1,0,35,20,0,11,33,286,90,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867425129028539,0.0,0.06628063884273894,0.06855382448897426,0.0,0.0,0.05507614266675738,0.0,0.0,0.09002418223885372,0.0,0.20254347132326647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446948216828721,0.0,0.061879569220827574,0.0,0.06218854232080904,0.0,0.0,0.1210480999435517,0.07310266385860917,0.0,0.0,0.06946328030459295,0.058540484246478765,0.0,0.07352318348047038,0.0,0.0,0.06758832350596113,0.0,0.0674860479407058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528480586095938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484189631118786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859237128586526,0.0,0.11153739921615237,0.0,0.0,0.06474741466831323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250891060471829,0.060497295999549436,0.05630195740494344,0.0,0.0,0.2045557430160019,0.0,0.13832808197846394,0.0,0.18808910821431926,0.0,0.052938920364782927,0.07297571606158268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069964752200866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574251241260554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455071805758823,0.053954429073377656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04675259986525058,0.06467507403239107,0.0,0.0,0.058576875744309365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263144300049804,0.04418294889552533,0.0,0.06649766950509782,0.07210130958305883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021809940398104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703504660932863,0.04865793761556556,0.0,0.1531515396265066,0.0,0.0,0.062115688639973216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426338088819808,0.15102351770500844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167830931194287,0.0,0.13766533610093742,0.05779535276632086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462030986283526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654015035151772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533975085972912,0.0,0.06805528339537233,0.0,0.0,0.0749814021084046,0.05652667866426059,0.0,0.052637671306699836,0.0,0.2009662153764352,0.052745588476179,0.0602577219027686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475380783533877,0.0,0.0,0.4723131065046425,0.0,0.0,0.13092901235215298,0.0,0.09370053884146394,0.0,0.0,0.05533856771105298,0.07582146804175884,0.0,0.0,0.07240211640040381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053201749188781934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397430192038949,0.04241246484611497,0.0650322366699259,0.05254819190466888,0.07719290817817542,0.0,0.0,0.06324825461813736,0.07354054063339874,0.0,0.0,0.12931780959620692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561644634611586,0.0,0.053094358419695634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557486697259249
socialanxiety,pm_me_if_need_talk,2019/04/22,"I Organised Something For The First Time and Now I Want to Die This is a boring story and it is a pretty petty thing to get upset over so I don't expect anyone to read it but I have nowhere else to get this off my chest.

Because of my anxiety I never organise things and always assume I'm not wanted when I get invited to go somewhere/do something. One of my friends noticed I never organise stuff so she's been trying to get me to come out of my shell. A few days ago she wore me down enough and I did it. I asked her (S), her sister, (C) and one of my mates (L) to go somewhere. So far the entire experience leading up to it has been terrible.

First off today C and L complained to me that it hadn't been organised well and they had no idea what was happening. I'd told them about a week prior (over text) the date, time, location, and how everyone was getting there (I said I could give them all a lift). I'm not trying to complain about their complaining, but isn't that everything they need to know? I genuinely have no idea what extra information to add. This really was just a minor annoyance but now I feel like such a fuck up.

Second thing that happened was C mentioning it Infront of all our mutual friends, so now I'm being bombarded with people asking me why they didn't get invited. I can't really explain to them that I hate groups larger than about four or five and I didn't want to invite lots of people when I only just got the confidence to invite three. I spent about twenty minutes apologising and avoiding the topic.

But now the worst bit, which is making me regret everything, is C saying she didn't even want to go. She ""wished [I] hadn't already bought tickets so I don't have to go"". I told her she could not go and I'd use her ticket to bring another friend (who, to be honest, I'd prefer over her because he also has anxiety so I'm alot more comfortable being around him because I can share how I feel). And this is literally the exact fear I have about organising things - not people saying no, but people saying yes when they want to say no. I'm going to feel guilty the entire time now and I so badly want to cancel.

Another thing, S and C are very close (twins), and share everything, including how they feel about most things, so now I know that S probably doesn't want to go either. So yeah, never organising anything again. Thanks guys...",3.3227383987761314,4.757926385744239,4.849577879766558,83.25539010708825,73.40251572327044,8.09176723893705,24.42229021474305,8.685302888712808,1.6456396283075532,1854,55,372,35,37,623,218,477,0.16699999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.975,0,1,2,0,0,1,61.0,1,0,9,3,36,24,3,3,16,2,37,2,1,6,6,75,90,37,1,14,13,1,4,1,4,0,0,5,0,1,26,21,0,1,12,3,2,10,21,14,1,8,21,9,57,10,49,64,12,46,0,1,0,1,48,12,1,5,25,264,83,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066631149903907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294882758412961,0.06011114879205912,0.06254509665580141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576386374208434,0.11500533967642397,0.0,0.0,0.05255862433180042,0.0,0.061856166064861974,0.06691470664519951,0.14054229110972255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276143687894152,0.1374636048275799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820630679985707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474985053516433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002971790555522,0.0,0.0,0.04847659824149783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801164224649075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279251495302532,0.0,0.0,0.07766776726987816,0.0,0.04964719869006833,0.0,0.0,0.07182544032426957,0.20266618338931575,0.07352790359966811,0.0,0.08458395003694759,0.15202709365345354,0.05369943242327505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787429174586834,0.0,0.0,0.17422187855247032,0.0694908259928166,0.23563042468050224,0.07210718689530993,0.2990345953253553,0.0,0.06011804259973352,0.0,0.0,0.07442730380809448,0.13294013848111785,0.0,0.0,0.07421200624564807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970914315160407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261980807458312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0367228763736439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390442940605247,0.0,0.0,0.05017466139430463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055735494936089584,0.17392063759589016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557830715563551,0.0,0.0,0.10187042269011516,0.05716801053232395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844577066538056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764720223811234,0.08104290926534795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518749892098454,0.0,0.0963080118736782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150118000309932,0.239103762914824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573470054281693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604841189070385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692038197109401,0.0,0.0,0.2996263170378721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149172226054798,0.0,0.07124967635929548,0.14365088064853915,0.0,0.10206713184516898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492029004092767,0.0,0.062020777178584126,0.31034875954976754,0.0,0.0602945598302035,0.0,0.0675843019136585,0.0,0.06782666824914316,0.0,0.08643852165136046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dinosaregay,2019/04/22,"i hate compliments so basically, my teacher makes us write random compliments to other people in my class, and whenever i get mine back i just rip it up before reading it because people literally write some short effortless sentence like 'ur so friendly!' or 'ur so smart!'. i get these compliments from people that i have never spoken to before, like wtf? stop lying lol. no one really tries to write something meaningful or true, so that's why i hate compliments",6.483052208835344,8.271740457831326,7.0074096385542175,69.46163654618478,66.10843373493975,10.35261044176707,31.90562248995984,10.504223727775694,3.867571887550201,370,15,57,10,6,121,57,83,0.182,0.574,0.245,0.555,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,6,11,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,14,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,10,9,6,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,5,36,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525205865245865,0.0,0.1310067720491831,0.0,0.36574413145114143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603846493137084,0.0,0.22456257692856127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243570680863833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099877491255951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345368949490406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575137362905792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562816747739152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469733431766376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496755183551014,0.0,0.13767646105895198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544775125617026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967387664154078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459093717074324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585095402486523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939223013389565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iAintGotTheTime,2019/04/22,"What to do about sudden brain blank? Hey fellow socially anxious redditors, and others reading. I (23M) would rank my level of social anxiety as a 5-6/10. 

- I don't mind walking in big groups, so long as there is someone i know with me. I'll do it without them, but it's a bit awkward for me (I'll constantly scratch my leg)
- Giving a speech, or acting isn't bad, if i know what I'm talking about
- I'll wear what I want, but nothing that attracts attention
- I'll even go out to social events, but i need to know someone there
- Asking someone something isn't hard for me either, but only if it's something specific like ""Excuse me, where's the bank?"".

Doesn't sound too bad right? Well my one problem is that my mind will go blank like it's nothing. Some days I could talk to everyone and there mother. Most days (like 90%), I'm talking to myself, and/or friends and family. Even then,  sometimes talking to my friends and family I just can't think of anything to say. And, it's not like I'm not interesting, or don't know about stuff. I'll learn something new and interesting, then when i go to relay to someone, my mind goes blank...

Here is some info I think may help - 

- Began in middle school. I think when this girl (my best friend at the time), I liked stopped talking to me for no reason. Probably chopped my confidence at a young age. 

- I work from home, so i don't leave the house too often during the weekdays. Usually only to hit the gym, visit my 2nd mom, or generally do a quick stop. (Especially since my friends are in school or working).

- I smoke marijuana everyday, and definitely drink more than the average person (maybe 3/4 / week).

- I take a variety of supplements that's suppose to help, but so far nothing is working for me. I don't take them all at once, but mix and match from day to day -
• Ashgawandha, gotu kola, lions mane, tulsi tea, sulbatiamine, relora, fish oil, NALT, l- theanine, etc.

2 years ago, i began this journey from a depressed, socially anxious guy to currently just a socially anxious guy. Because of it, I am now able to do all those things i mentioned before. I'm a social introvert at heart (meaning I like to meet people, but it's also very draining sometimes), but when I do want to talk to people, my mind goes blank. I believe fixing this would greatly improve my life. I just don't know where, or how to start on bettering myself.  Any advice, or comments is greatly appreciated, thanks.",4.531578710837189,5.612625862288136,5.513181818181816,81.01106831022084,70.03813559322033,8.263585002568053,30.40472521828454,8.575989854853784,2.3268056497175142,1885,76,362,30,33,621,237,472,0.069,0.7509999999999999,0.18,0.9957,1,0,5,0,0,0,105.0,0,0,2,6,28,24,0,1,15,0,26,7,4,2,2,68,54,36,0,9,23,2,2,6,5,4,1,3,1,4,20,10,2,2,13,3,1,7,13,5,1,1,2,6,46,19,47,46,10,53,0,1,0,0,37,16,0,13,36,218,66,7,0.06394133914053075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248273657887735,0.05668013914844167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051133865809312895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04348230325750852,0.0,0.04891494942736452,0.21670653915063515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261827395747694,0.0,0.059776520650086935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106776694701646,0.038978046858014495,0.0,0.054409370106433735,0.07203999307365813,0.06710249056085375,0.05655091833198976,0.06980738167981519,0.0,0.0,0.07137968115131914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909787203402595,0.0,0.051051956349594314,0.0,0.0,0.16494749604254313,0.0,0.05507258170757708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626381696356722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131149527136095,0.08446530291437761,0.0,0.0,0.061098689694667564,0.0,0.0,0.12055640781647795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760368002649756,0.0,0.0,0.061338358901550434,0.1090180096869071,0.0,0.0,0.1409911042703842,0.0,0.12662395718428915,0.0,0.0,0.057278880510964275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757707947470736,0.08571706360063028,0.0,0.064138376616077,0.0,0.0,0.07377972043964671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570243890576803,0.0,0.0,0.06770464574929069,0.0,0.0,0.045163658805009166,0.18743105101361385,0.0,0.0,0.056586073022769766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423766946677809,0.06965086336993065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582500996204026,0.07488732360380956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741169277493718,0.0,0.061754943785628326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406031823837693,0.0,0.0,0.06809543936510691,0.043328306216487256,0.0972605394469322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865774718924037,0.0558311110050878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893957827201037,0.06118322609101321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395864257499216,0.0,0.0,0.06574234605146119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460555425647179,0.0,0.050848719301982086,0.0,0.12942409775078514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528929364886139,0.0,0.0,0.3910808575863564,0.2167091566251336,0.14767550028471246,0.12647923877158646,0.0,0.045258008947934095,0.0,0.0,0.1069156452502451,0.0,0.0,0.0731975354845487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615185887167774,0.30836175807767885,0.0,0.05886859429075762,0.0,0.0,0.04247978452203849,0.12291308484941185,0.0,0.0,0.037284709055471814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042235149894396,0.052758301269696634,0.07542851697611454,0.0,0.0512898853764129,0.0,0.05749094293346179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163716917946337,0.0,0.13965016929594026,0.0,0.0,0.09084418551757872,0.0,0.0,0.04117612600735005
socialanxiety,2ThePointOh,2019/04/22,"Compliments make me suspicious Whenever I get a compliment I feel good about myself for a short while but then I start to doubt it. I start thinking things like: Were they joking? Perhaps part of an inside joke and everyone is laughing behind my back? Maybe they can see I have low self-esteem and feel sorry for me so they make something up. Maybe I misinterpreted what they were saying. Maybe I'm misremembering the entire event.

It's exhausting.",3.8610433604336047,6.837497109756104,4.368211382113824,79.97258807588078,77.90243902439025,7.546883468834688,23.74525745257453,8.515128840125781,1.9617924119241188,361,12,62,8,9,114,62,82,0.166,0.629,0.205,0.5588,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,3,10,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,9,15,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,14,7,7,13,1,9,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,7,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609021835014889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999496408348765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160860717276286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932574533463764,0.0,0.0,0.17551098987713826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102230155613158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793552111761392,0.0,0.6306665004833707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265999637318725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640591168409494,0.0,0.0,0.16674707523726418,0.0,0.21829589526114346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109272495367444,0.0,0.2342409362863883,0.2962198593542289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901800022833954,0.13408049224603655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway17596,2019/04/22,"I used to be an imaginative kid I use to be very creative and loved to draw and write stories. I also loved playing Roblox where I built a lot of cool stuff. Now I’m 20 and can’t even do any of that anymore. I feel like my social anxiety is the culprit or atleast part of the reason.

Nowadays if I try to draw something from scratch, my mind is literally empty my pencil is just frozen. If I try to write something even when I had a million thoughts in my head, most of those thoughts would dissipate and I’d write something mediocre. If I try to build in any building games, I’m unable to imagine something most of the time and have to look at other people’s builds. My creativity has been sapped. 

Ive been dealing with social anxiety for a great deal of my youth. It began around middle school at a mild stage and severe in high school. It’s caused my to adopt maladaptive daydreaming, where I imagine myself in situations like hanging out with friends, being in a relationship, and being in another world where I’m acknowledged. I’ve gotten depressed after realizing how pathetic that was and that peers around me are actually experiencing those things.

Nowadays, I’ve been dealing with brain fog. I didn’t know this, but apparently, anxiety and depression can damage the brain if it’s pretty severe, I’m pretty sure it has damaged mine. My major in college could have been something else if I hadn’t lost my thinking. I’ve hardly been imagining stuff these days. 

Anyone else experience this? Is there a way to reverse it? Is it related to my anxiety or depression? I miss the time when I was an imaginative kid.",4.980983537357531,6.5819146148867365,5.688400168847617,78.20840439003798,69.51779935275081,8.610158998170817,31.23413535950471,9.085049710711278,2.758512480652877,1292,55,235,25,23,420,163,309,0.13,0.7659999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.8868,1,0,5,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,14,16,0,0,13,1,30,5,3,5,1,51,48,21,0,7,9,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,18,15,0,0,13,2,0,1,3,7,0,1,15,6,28,9,35,27,5,30,0,7,1,2,15,18,0,10,11,157,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.08931276232973802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319051396090835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447688330427414,0.09596932619638243,0.2800578624202993,0.0,0.09076573185469324,0.06399466330663355,0.09377562171805956,0.0,0.1629488662027547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043387671612076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401882338485963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307327276742183,0.0,0.0,0.05902444407850675,0.2830670508895187,0.2364845976263485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291061756973334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089950240064155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895265714109718,0.0,0.0,0.046276528331585125,0.06538369566125761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071006011769294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090388456006416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198618737993799,0.0,0.09392849408917237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669855117417013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502983750755498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942654565487053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768558534355946,0.0,0.09990762532135783,0.07780916063985517,0.16520526757954046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241163963702588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991099538121613,0.0,0.06345018101697067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622258047558368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410037790700328,0.0,0.09826091873139466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525132186625293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678875898375734,0.0,0.0,0.10287512995141378,0.0,0.18659133572884887,0.0,0.3522924776044038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095427426811224,0.0,0.0,0.08625887757718706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080348537916295,0.0586439255098054,0.0,0.1453172911743488,0.1067350170170748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641331903601646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580921173549234,0.0,0.07551565140866527,0.0,0.0726463042272742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501496144636046,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RangerLIS,2019/04/22,"First day at new job nerves Hey, 

​

I'm starting a new job this week, and I'm feeling more nervous about my first day than I was for the interview (maybe because I thought I never would get this job).

​

My previous role was working in an extremely small team for over 2 years, and now it's going to be a bigger team (open plan office). The thought of going in and introducing myself is killing me, and also worried that I won't be able to perform well with all my new responsibilities. I think I'm going to make an awful first impression...",6.6661773700305815,6.305716733944955,6.975733944954129,77.40684250764528,65.14678899082568,9.468501529051991,34.68042813455658,8.841846274778883,2.8194391437308868,440,18,85,6,6,143,73,109,0.126,0.84,0.034,-0.8687,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,8,4,4,1,1,6,1,7,0,0,1,2,14,20,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,2,1,3,4,1,10,2,13,12,2,23,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,13,53,14,7,0.13127652614764407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049817905313684,0.0,0.2844761224684381,0.31903069640242604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800249518749407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932499825837702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637735603851894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349912382356247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858656667334033,0.0,0.22382242523531515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39081508770375256,0.0,0.14523802594687066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762810058248413,0.0,0.13188491527969606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012485499061908,0.3803630609676202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291820088387442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411669724161006,0.0,0.20843779606192592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053021107976508,0.0,0.11803336268372472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955708745313653,0.13331768461715446,0.0,0.09325507766774667,0.0,0.31903069640242604,0.08453777876910612
socialanxiety,JayceMordeSylas,2019/04/22,"Parents (environmental influence) “parents who either model anxious behavior in social situations or are more controlling or overprotective of their children.” 

That would be a factor that could cause social anxiety. 

Do you feel like this description fits your parents?

Personally 1 parent was controlling (example: i couldn’t choose my own clothes till i was 16) and the other parent did literally nothing in social situations (social anxiety i assume).",12.056408450704224,13.256598830985922,11.774753521126762,42.25818661971834,53.64788732394365,14.987323943661973,47.32746478873239,13.816669648895859,7.902236619718312,371,21,40,14,4,123,55,71,0.078,0.885,0.036000000000000004,-0.2263,5,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,4,0,14,10,4,0,3,3,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,7,1,4,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,3,2,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882755400248746,0.13901864754759544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641276764958062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760363177472417,0.09825048133106153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622209873831707,0.08791148017098525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011911620771364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807588552227673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6831975630301955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744805726806186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766409838216015,0.0,0.5017618030032547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741569952883194,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DrColdFingers,2019/04/22,"How tf do you people post the things you post?  *I Usually can't post something that I'm dealing with. If i'm in a good mood, I would not want to ruin it by thinking about my S.A.D. But when I'm in a bad mood, I have no motivation to write and my focus and articulation would go downhill.*

​

I think I jut contradicted everything I just said by posting this.",1.3439000000000014,3.6218473066666697,3.484916666666667,86.77537500000004,82.6,6.416666666666668,24.041666666666664,7.645422480735847,1.225166666666667,288,11,61,5,8,98,54,75,0.124,0.764,0.11199999999999999,0.0387,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,15,13,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,10,1,8,10,0,9,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976934250489464,0.22170673067488705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234500775732468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810643205014976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398169967622436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369522162020332,0.1530373136763716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649356885443602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6989782249904578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355956721068844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404652660039963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212171461314146,0.2338237436197357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009519720641864,0.0,0.107618596323459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25922619511783834,0.0,0.22170673067488705,0.0
socialanxiety,yrexi,2019/04/22,"My attempt of trying to explain this complex feeling/state of mind that I live with... Basically, I feel like I’m missing sometimes or forgotten something very important about life. I’m keeping a “secret” that I don’t know what it is, and it’s making me feel guilty, embarrassed and worthless. I’ll try to explain this very complicated and weird  feeling, or you could call it a constant state of mind that I’ve lived with for as long as I can remember. An awareness of myself and my surroundings. It never goes away and is with me every conversation or situation I’m in. I don’t have a word for it, but I’ve always felt it and I’m sure it’ll always be with me...

It’s definitely a feeling of disconnect to the world and other people. Like, they’re are something and I’m TRYING to be like them. Sometimes I don’t feel human. I’m just acting as one. It’s like I’ve missed a VERY important lesson that everyone else went to... it definitely causes resentment and paranoia. The constant feeling of hiding something, a secret that no one can know about... I don’t know what though?! 

I’ve always had a “problem” or disconnect with authorities. Not as I’ve been a problem person, I’m a great employee and student. However, I feel like they can see through me. They know, they hate me. They know the “secret”. I feel guilty and embarrassed for nothing?! I keep up the act though. 

I’m not a dumb person, and psychology is one of my favorite subjects. It’s one way to try to understand your own brain, and try to make sense of what you’re feeling and why you behave a certain way. I can diagnose myself with anxiety and specifically social anxiety. But, how can you objectively think about own feelings? It’s impossible. They’re real, and you’re instinct is to trust them. 

This feeling though... It’s definitely some kind of anxiety symptom. However, it’s very hard to separate your own feelings,  and connect them and explain them as “just a symptom of anxiety”. It’s so much more than that... and it’s exhausting, let me tell you. The drain of energy. The constant feeling of feeling “off”, the awareness in public of what I’m doing, saying and acting, the body language. Is this normal? In the back of my head I’m just waiting for that moment when they will find out. It feels like I’m lying or being dishonest with every conversation, even though I’m not?! It feels my feelings are staged and even when I’m in shock (example when my mom died) I actually think of the most appropriate reaction to the situation. It’s crazy. 

Sometimes it makes me feel superior to other people and sometimes it makes me feel so, so small. It always make me feel guilty though. Are my feelings real, or is this just how I’m suppose to act? It’s like I pretend to live, to act, to be a person. I’m hiding something, I don’t know what though. The “alien spy” is a very accurate way to explain it. At least that would make sense. That’s where my social anxiety comes in. Stay away from the public as much as possible so that “they” won’t find out who you are. They’ll see it. They must, right? It’s so obvious... 

I constantly evaluate what I’ve said and done. The common question: that was normal, right? That was an appropriate reaction, right? Why? It’s like I have that answer on my tongue but I’ll never get it... the feeling is of me hiding something but I’m not! This makes me feel constantly guilty, embarrassed, and not worthy of experiences and things. 

The problem is that I KNOW I’m not acting weird, or strange. I’m not awkward at all. I’m the person you want at your party or as your friend. I’m fun, I can talk to anyone, I try to not make people feel left out. I’m caring and sweet... however, to me It’s because I’m super aware of my surroundings and me trying to act as a normal human being. The thought: “keep on acting, they mustn’t find out”. No matter what I do I still feel selfish and dishonest. I only do it to keep the “secret” intact right? 

I don’t think it’s a “cure” for this, and it’s just how I will go through life. Even though I know I’m a human (the ridiculous doubt though?!) like everyone else, I’m still waiting for that “answer”. I feel like there’s something I really should be doing, but I don’t know what it is! I also need to keep this “secret” and never let anyone know. The only things that help for me is getting high or drunk (not recommended obviously), but it gives me a break from the thoughts, and I don’t have to think before I say or do anything. It makes me feel more connected to other humans.

All this has made me very sarcastic and cynical individual. I guess it’s because I’m sort of questioning reality, and what my part of it is. It’s also has me thinking of what the point of anything is, including life. I’m not suicidal or anything but it’s just so EXHAUSTING to constantly try to belong be aware, be normal. Not good, I know.

Even though I know this is anxiety, I can’t ignore it. Then gut feeling of something being off. Please, just let me know the secret, what am I missing? I’m so tired of pretending...

ALIENS TAKE ME BACK! I’m done here.",1.9141229545802148,4.2448956848906585,3.735979125248509,85.50629014375289,80.7196819085487,6.771815262272519,24.08659580975684,7.915287367752201,1.4707579446398538,3953,145,783,73,104,1326,296,1006,0.14800000000000002,0.727,0.125,-0.9772,4,0,7,0,0,0,167.0,0,10,13,3,45,46,5,5,44,0,72,14,4,14,11,207,189,85,2,14,36,1,30,10,1,9,9,3,0,8,83,45,1,8,70,3,0,11,27,24,0,4,12,36,92,22,101,155,13,69,0,4,2,0,60,31,1,18,30,517,175,1,0.0,0.0,0.033840816482414535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546411703313764,0.11541980582558893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917187778213535,0.0,0.0,0.04849545799106055,0.0,0.08561134754829174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516241998531005,0.05333062607312848,0.0,0.042278887356533484,0.0,0.029508503058778338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038519543808380206,0.0,0.03871222062427918,0.0354102102898522,0.0,0.03535662708072163,0.03562395412553702,0.0,0.029872106590274856,0.0,0.22484819408302906,0.0,0.027687635551592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03519753451993314,0.03599038566434965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097545841909883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793819396477281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916182137206851,0.0,0.05843557816726745,0.06627280809226847,0.0,0.03392182924802122,0.0,0.0,0.4909600031634877,0.09909614653483542,0.03329640761921706,0.0,0.0950854465175131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0267922086999049,0.0,0.03623574470978935,0.03326638679562323,0.019708359460972262,0.029086339194320767,0.0,0.03823272005800347,0.03820182918327343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031064759938496795,0.03423743750024884,0.03558972814216576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023243994816525216,0.03663930931079129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411741251009167,0.0,0.03611189754624791,0.24775624968517584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03767784961084438,0.1063820990968073,0.0734824881111229,0.16941964626454606,0.0,0.09186417459622016,0.030689021130189682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032813250164563164,0.2083310677665384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002997681898683,0.04061456350816005,0.0,0.0,0.05098477706983582,0.025713366622960768,0.08023764968679722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590867349409771,0.03327456559481238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399509342011028,0.05274850490189483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037552995462790416,0.0,0.07212427011194374,0.12111829316500874,0.0,0.0380661325787571,0.03278200692190045,0.03909433948163965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954675512990936,0.0,0.0,0.07769480143424377,0.0,0.0,0.07894252387818994,0.022215674417855016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928351938264011,0.11845960808966248,0.03298680773360324,0.0551548230064907,0.0,0.0,0.05526790081244652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795925918039068,0.0,0.07069989758346212,0.0,0.1868782319622273,0.13719008313687467,0.0,0.0,0.036962233168629406,0.05538793987707385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03793220536003585,0.0,0.03268369234053687,0.07208763345390946,0.02607361026301078,0.027872937644275016,0.030310181860955805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460771682911504,0.111101609065613,0.3066394535305452,0.055061064668417786,0.0,0.039857366655314835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835319103550344,0.0,0.0,0.03610111789708042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167835150608035,0.02045403778388529,0.08257756849142744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03214693972093778,0.06258317036581476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024634322369233942,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,loneybunnyneedslove,2019/04/22,"People have made my Social Anxiety worse My social anxiety has messed up my career and potential to have a good relationship. I can not land a good job because people judge my personality(I'm accounting major and if I want to make good money in this field I better know how to socialize). I failed at first round interview because I do not give them good first impression. I have good GPA, enough experience but it is sad that companies want their accountants to be well round person. I mean I can find more isolated type of accounting job, but the pay is shitty.
I tried to go to networking events to practice my social skills, but people can sense my nervousness and give a look like ""she is a weirdo, I want to stay away from her."" I know I make people uncomfortable, and I can tell this from their faces. I do not receive any understanding but dirty looks from people when I try to get out of my comfort zone to socialize. This ongoing frustration has made me more scared of social events. Of course you can say just be yourself and do not care what other people think of you, but hey it is hard and I do want some encourage from people so I can feel better about myself.  
Any tips?",6.231694058154233,6.822373079646018,6.473855878634641,77.40044247787614,65.99115044247786,10.350948166877373,28.532237673830593,10.290406445055957,2.7391299620733247,940,28,178,22,14,302,122,226,0.193,0.667,0.14,-0.9570000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,3,6,6,19,1,2,5,0,21,1,1,5,0,35,42,15,0,5,11,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,7,0,5,2,4,6,1,2,2,7,33,13,25,38,5,14,0,2,4,0,23,6,0,2,6,119,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868399029741418,0.0,0.1335122785206498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198668590879732,0.0,0.0,0.10638972153136618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543544876837857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897068831744093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016625319301363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536019259678627,0.0,0.0,0.04412291578733055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975701986806233,0.14845213364214874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455914409081584,0.16742170141306467,0.04959370991036464,0.3659613249936257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817072221945989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319060025193128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591518844266038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042632410914764135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465582865077469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651411740383682,0.11649777976576807,0.0,0.0,0.09505524975814064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234813989394061,0.07619489470900409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368806171684896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939523042894775,0.08736572579443755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337232992512717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301100241419252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627191748351042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559147602466444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184920228317856,0.0,0.0,0.09084410967706977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588047794813308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846013207828327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889286960148311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fullofregrets2009,2019/04/22,"Don’t you hate it when you stay quiet and socially anxious for so long, and when you actually decide to say something without thinking too much about it, and you get told off? I sure as hell do. 

Also hate it when people say things like, why don’t you ever think before you speak, and I’m like (in my head) you have no idea...",2.9149253731343268,4.018691537313433,4.07779104477612,89.69370149253733,73.92537313432838,6.554029850746268,22.35522388059701,6.742157984588678,0.42025611940298496,251,6,55,2,5,82,47,67,0.20600000000000002,0.701,0.09300000000000001,-0.872,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,0,0,8,6,3,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,11,11,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,4,9,3,7,10,1,8,1,0,0,0,12,2,1,0,7,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.1967722214137115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125198283900674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277965791629652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158137128536646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239554361112773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534893543172363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39815686101651615,0.20694151601463887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22762778942864026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970229067252183,0.0,0.0,0.1784456608468004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822910445331328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139792261958225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32070553174469113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055472850137796,0.0,0.15523285048474458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149221409235881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900439591695952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396111121926732,0.258406417940169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926763155140904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181949354892094,0.0,0.0,0.19437442464914506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lmichellef,2019/04/22,"What’s your MBTI? If anyone here has done the MBTI personality test, what’s your type? I’m curious to see if there seems to be a pattern among people with SA. (mine is infp)",0.7325000000000017,2.9611616944444457,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,84.83333333333334,5.822222222222222,17.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,-0.030200000000000227,135,3,31,2,4,45,30,36,0.0,0.9209999999999999,0.079,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,19,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394545655169932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968082455158131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365664028246823,0.4238969924777972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868597603673239,0.441957110140382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SupermistUnc,2019/04/22,"TO ALL WITH SA FIGHT BACK WITH ME  To everyone out there SA is tough and hard to break through. I have made leaps and bounds from were I ever thought I could be at and everyday I push further into the unknown. I still have my moments but in my 24 years this by far has been the best opening I have ever seen. Just know if you are going through dark times with your SA it will get better if you just trust your self more and fight for it. I will not lie I was too sacred to go to college even with high grades but it's in the past and I am moving on and fighting SA just as all of you should. It may not be easy and it will hurt sometimes and even hurt a lot but what do we have to lose if we just keep are heads down we will miss everything in are life and is that not what we are all most scared of, is that not was SA holds over us with a big dark cloud. I know some may not be ready to fight I know I was not ready even 2 years ago at 22 but at some point we just have to say screw you to SA and just jump and take the leap of life for the first time. 

Just trust your self and go for it even if it does not make sense to your mind I know most of what I did at first to break the wall I was terrified, just bit into it and see what happens.  At worst you fought back harder to live and that's always a win when living with this curse at best we will live a better life together having won a battle with SA.",1.2522829581993555,2.3719163762057893,2.275747909967848,100.9035768488746,78.16398713826365,5.619086816720257,17.584694533762054,5.6839178017228535,-0.8027811961414795,1087,16,284,5,25,343,145,311,0.185,0.71,0.105,-0.9756,0,0,0,0,5,0,11.0,7,9,0,9,21,22,7,1,11,0,35,5,1,2,5,79,54,24,0,6,23,0,1,0,0,8,3,1,0,2,17,31,0,3,5,0,0,6,7,14,0,2,12,4,34,8,46,30,13,46,0,4,2,1,24,22,1,11,16,206,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994891013653907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381969625538897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734005044801889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366550576539693,0.19944208816072406,0.12309729339425515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002425671745028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867108660687808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29788970519409125,0.2039834522960232,0.0,0.10774051612257747,0.10133530728749196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918156314713691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890889415283605,0.0,0.19224072871318276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970728385860554,0.0,0.10100472170540402,0.0,0.11571731420707655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912994813871305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414092687977132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002202263359388,0.0,0.0,0.2478648435350028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892276253153555,0.0,0.0,0.29868942841207274,0.0,0.0,0.1261419915103803,0.0,0.0958587399623704,0.0,0.1066898056731573,0.07526363765390419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384859135627905,0.0,0.0,0.11983880934132515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763568927931123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658822062834863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896658715456177,0.11288562482106712,0.0,0.08984970352024485,0.0,0.2352523597909191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151579953792966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004485249838705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477637534249706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951344746663939,0.13149459725540608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562821866664554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452187302258092
socialanxiety,JD_Shack25,2019/04/22,"Social anxiety has me contemplating suicide lately I've dealt with a problem of not being able to talk for the longest time. When I get around people who I don't know, my heart races and my thoughts become muddled and confused. Nervousness sets in. Outwardly it doesn't show; I'm not shaking or trembling. My eye contact is fine. But inside I'm thinking, ""Oh, no. What am I going to say? How's this person going to receive me?"" The biggest concern for me is if I will look like a fool and embarrass myself and thereby risk rejection. 

I'm not an anti-social person, nor do I hate social interaction. To the contrary, I would love to be able to talk like a regular person. I'd love to prattle on with unrestrained access to my mind, but I just mentally cannot do that. Instead, I struggle to an uncommon degree. The problem is, no one in my life knows how I truly fight to get the words out of my mouth for simple everyday conversations. It feels like there's a ten ton anvil resting on my tongue and I can't get the words to form properly. No, not in the sense of diction or articulation, but rather in finding the proper words without seeming awkward in conversation. Once I sense others picking up on my weakness it exacerbates the problem and reinforces the nervousness I'm already feeling. I clam up or stumble over my words. Focusing on the subject of the conversation and listening to the person becomes extremely difficult as well. And when that happens I feel like the lowest, most embarrassing failure ever and I cannot stop scrutinizing how I screwed up. 

Here lately — and I don't know what this is an indicator of — I have been very dejected over the thought that I'll forever struggle to socialize in a normal manner. I've begun to hate myself. I think: ""You stupid fool, you can't even talk normal. You can't even hold a regular interesting conversation. You ride for miles and miles with another person in the car and don't say a word because you're too afraid. What's wrong with you?!"" Over and over these kinds of thoughts assail my mind. 

As a result of not knowing how to properly express myself, I keep it all pent up inside. Now I want to die because I'm so lacking in confidence in my abilities. It's an awful and lonely way to live, especially when no one in your life truly grasps the struggle you're engaged in. 

I feel so much like a failure at life because something that comes so easily for others is a daily grinding mental chore for me, fraught with paralyzingly fear and anxiety. 

And yes, I do mean it when I say I want to die. I'm at my wits' end about what to do, and the gun is looking more and more like a plausible solution to end this torment of the mind. 

I don't know what to do :(",4.476966215888709,5.892988113421552,5.760491493383743,77.92187824148128,70.51228733459357,8.677058795017205,31.52251466240124,9.127657967737557,2.8409519751829775,2148,95,397,43,39,720,241,529,0.21,0.6629999999999999,0.127,-0.9951,1,2,1,2,1,3,60.0,0,6,0,0,24,42,5,14,34,2,29,10,3,6,2,89,68,39,3,11,15,0,4,6,0,2,4,4,1,5,22,26,0,3,18,1,0,7,21,29,1,3,4,11,50,13,71,60,9,54,0,2,3,3,33,31,1,7,20,275,72,0,0.1497749340218824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264018204140786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852603871950604,0.114577414574718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666657227047378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695211442859306,0.1654146474082271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450892184043011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554427351022053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265613598773093,0.0,0.0,0.09892493136040856,0.06774000129979492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426922034244738,0.15146141374940075,0.10699924279167966,0.0,0.0,0.06844578814714489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173768319410013,0.0,0.08512054656934477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662227397581175,0.0,0.0,0.1478717393462435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874200897706085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665634215505881,0.0,0.0779837728979894,0.2057809669637832,0.0,0.16895264931361587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868569790601925,0.2195174020168564,0.0,0.06612700537265842,0.0,0.12577322279734165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351777255585896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157440558815234,0.0,0.0,0.1509379060536197,0.0,0.2268449809917601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505090491543285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674763511190686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975270830412674,0.10149137149898656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191754041392988,0.3269442382484801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497157646840973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786605585898049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817473739019986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22901502544966684,0.0,0.05765203077563531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260927565994642,0.0,0.23486592099643536,0.0,0.08191473418223305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805751278896841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596973007444944,0.0,0.17835685138634627,0.04366748424313669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179000313403365,0.08834113662083852,0.05944218558861763,0.0,0.0,0.06733282646607057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218884583305507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053197907938177635,0.08187768914494307,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yikeeees5689,2019/04/22,"Well, my dad is a supportive person and this is what he told me couple of months ago “You are not doing anything wrong, you are not stealing stuff, you are not harassing anyone. These are the only things you should not do in your social life.” I hope this motivates you guys,  because it helped me a bit. I’m now not afraid to ask questions to my teacher. Even considering joining a sports team next semester. Yolo",3.5894394213381564,5.766798721518987,4.046871609403259,86.14962025316456,74.44303797468353,7.0459312839059685,25.20976491862568,7.957251820313856,1.4762752260397831,325,11,62,5,7,102,60,79,0.0,0.7909999999999999,0.209,0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,0,2,3,7,1,1,4,0,9,1,0,1,0,10,14,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,11,3,4,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,16,1,0,2,4,44,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966252852412044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509794617126355,0.0,0.1825345399857436,0.0,0.20736673551150292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352161391405625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421641255817676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454336682085143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465064705913027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963135653677573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867767028916834,0.0,0.0,0.22031197623040188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667423242935902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705032077829086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23590237456745444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870002084312313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936799784128715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484831493468245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261120806764001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253924681728631,0.0,0.2517126125737679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736378340137435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119533838407688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994379905009199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242519475966971,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sarinawashere-,2019/04/22,"Any tips for stuttering or getting tongue-tied? How to lessen these occurrences? Or how to limit brain “freezes”? (Ex. I was at a store yesterday, despite only shopping online normally, and the cashier asked my phone number since I’m part of their rewards program... I couldn’t remember it despite having it for 5+ years and reciting it repeatedly) I don’t know how to stop my brain from just turning off in social situations.",4.611813186813186,7.098664320512822,5.094175824175828,78.38653846153849,72.46153846153847,8.046886446886448,32.93772893772893,8.841846274778883,3.1618036630036626,339,17,57,7,7,108,62,78,0.08199999999999999,0.8590000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,3,0,14,9,7,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,10,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909066534223074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245437548944484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551517225899784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990946896465216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136651649388875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436244065454336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891096847978744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692639402156476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816722097439163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056860182819244,0.2794932474029209,0.0,0.2534675697845276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788270441649245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27046002031794314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012257909994834
socialanxiety,bobbyjo2368,2019/04/22,Training new person I have to train a new person tonight at work. I used to not mind training but I’ve gotten more and more nervous around new people and now I’m so awkward with honestly almost everyone I’m terrified to have to show this guy around and make small talk with him. I don’t know how to get through this night without making a fool of myself,2.291190476190476,4.515400499999998,3.171428571428572,90.64500000000002,78.72222222222223,5.7809523809523835,24.174603174603178,6.868970318607317,0.8636603174603179,284,10,57,3,7,90,50,72,0.147,0.7559999999999999,0.098,-0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,17,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,13,10,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998715767266944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553744291298125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072731639977894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042832882020564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763637867169964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096954937163504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26647044489526794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154011774524916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5783276905697732,0.0,0.1873120242155896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837820650456312,0.34856780159552003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043172909376513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723911840080648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924082484718853,0.0,0.145311910711969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Luna387,2019/04/22,"Feeling like I need someone to take care of me I'm wondering if others are feeling the same. I'm almost 22 years old and I'm worried about moving out. I don't plan on doing it now but I eventually will have to. 

I can hardly order stuff at the restaurant by myself. I don't think I could handle it on my own. I feel like I need a parent with me to go outside the house and have them deal with people for me.",0.9085674157303352,2.482505292134832,3.333019662921348,90.981327247191,80.34831460674157,5.348876404494383,20.11376404494382,5.985473137389443,-0.02287752808988719,317,8,71,2,8,110,61,89,0.02,0.86,0.12,0.7184,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,17,22,4,0,4,2,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,14,3,13,20,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,5,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075979909937366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113734601417819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552572496022055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373468500112805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144770561368442,0.2962145587581554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782300736642287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571527712987546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23921593972827204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256919171150145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034512161373293,0.0,0.30744580146633665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175442775964236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302009524626667,0.0,0.0,0.14372747810432918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565898949227182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373283218259603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587655482798898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284033842879153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248264021985151,0.0,0.21054043874567505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335053266469811
socialanxiety,RevolutionaryFact1,2019/04/22,"What should I choose people??? 11 years old(Reserved): ""You should speak up more!""

17/18 years old(extroverted): ""STFU. You're fucking annoying""

""Hurry up, you look awkward""

-giving me a dirty silent look while I try my best to talk to you-

23 year old me:  *Being paranoid on bumping into certain people that either hate/annoyed be me* 

*Tries his best not to go to that certain street to prevent bumping into former best friend that currently despises you*

*Having emotional episodes about the past and why I regretted past actions*

*Tries to rehearse conversational cues to non-friends in hopes that they would like/accept you*

*Decides whether you should go back to being an introvert or not*",3.4704865103936307,6.6509584369747925,3.0156567890314,84.59722246793456,90.68067226890757,5.1943387881468395,27.27156125608138,6.8360192770164,1.834636974789916,550,25,86,8,19,163,84,119,0.109,0.684,0.207,0.9279,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,6,1,3,2,12,3,1,3,0,8,1,0,0,2,19,15,4,0,6,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,0,3,15,7,15,8,5,20,0,1,2,1,13,7,1,2,10,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149087277823687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564844664838819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630979103348281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404287754005284,0.13404393937851647,0.0,0.13909075407953025,0.16480603053997647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315083357014702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401103034765989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083638658925027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435156543615872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564381311264667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768249602459161,0.20104015060683492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654009613884506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953227329965936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308338716246476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299905714514786,0.0,0.0,0.2801127313641566
socialanxiety,ughughugh333,2019/04/22,"Are goodnight snaps weird? I’ve been snapchatting with this girl that I’m going to prom with for the last 4 days and I just sent a goodnight snap with a  🌙 emoji at the end. Is that weird? I thought it was totally normal when I sent it, but the moment I lifted my finger I felt instant regret. Is that creepy man? I’m really new to this whole quasi-relationship sorta thing",2.2188345864661656,4.2197911842105285,3.3942857142857146,90.06500000000004,77.94736842105263,5.9218045112781965,20.06766917293233,6.868970318607317,0.2741300751879701,294,7,61,3,7,95,54,76,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.7131,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,5,1,1,0,1,12,12,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,6,2,6,0,7,6,2,10,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637521600051612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29716093227964085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32214075901645245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906772030284261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734841938583881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32403618415083263,0.0,0.0,0.3287270787362597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493532578270624,0.0,0.0,0.3602105508462854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228969283472064,0.0,0.0,0.2663562593206138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745832402456269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,candiheart,2019/04/22,Isn't it wild that people can live without worrying about anything at all???? But I'm still out here traumatized by my past and I overanalyze everything in the present so there's literally no room for happiness and peace hahaha 😊😊😊.,3.8723333333333336,6.1339264,5.579722222222222,75.09625000000003,73.8888888888889,10.722222222222225,31.25,10.686352973137794,4.066666666666666,188,9,35,7,4,64,41,45,0.1,0.636,0.264,0.8602,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027534163152652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306481433521758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39164035390680185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32486572741188685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35120573244690645,0.2550581178893224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938083881518675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546460599632201,0.0,0.0,0.37362408882652304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,memebigboiii,2019/04/22,Does taking medication help? I was thinking of going to a doctor and asking about what type of pills I could go on to help but I'm not sure what side effects some have or which ones will help me as much as possible. The only pills I ever went on for it was Paxil and I remember it didn't really help and they were a bitch to get off of. I'm sorry if this post isn't very helpful for research but I don't really know where else to go for information.,1.8215721649484529,3.2174332577319618,4.101636597938143,87.2518363402062,77.24742268041238,7.32422680412371,20.37242268041237,8.07648339933343,0.7557020618556698,354,8,79,6,8,123,66,97,0.124,0.768,0.10800000000000001,-0.3851,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,3,0,9,4,0,1,2,17,20,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,5,0,7,1,16,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,3,1,54,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547452473678112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132301649476695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117074232789054,0.15489709227887924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786384207678935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601099406128308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247710476720856,0.0,0.3017857704748247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5932090981079085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972765803590912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831256181375654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011805355131034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994225827883677,0.13461925657093807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995450269894246,0.16952057423506528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22678614909869935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051063758552445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981411015257192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668238511426808,0.0,0.13308472102688185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134167957485411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604655362306151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408416254876435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kipododle,2019/04/22,"Get social anxiety from being bullied. I got social anxiety at the age of 9 (now 13) and can never talk to anyone unless they approach me ( and still won't talk very much (barely))can never speak up for myself, scared of dads, low on friends, can't leave friends side scared they will ditch me, losing my two closest friends and don't know how to stop it as it is getting worse as the bullying continues. Any tips/help would be much appreciated.",8.699941176470588,7.156354023529418,8.245735294117647,73.79330882352943,61.70588235294117,11.323529411764708,36.54411764705883,10.125756701596842,3.4884705882352947,352,13,66,6,4,112,66,85,0.259,0.61,0.131,-0.9091,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,3,7,0,2,2,0,9,0,0,1,2,10,13,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,1,7,3,12,7,2,14,0,2,0,0,11,6,0,0,7,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779849879868512,0.0,0.2650323087640093,0.0,0.0,0.12112249388862842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40149811165185206,0.0,0.18100514765611256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854333784335354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610863106523747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519957310353892,0.0,0.0,0.18341957609124607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937937397002832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546796588741411,0.0,0.26720259687325737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34685558917432296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35316082238291585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383371904746472,0.14482331391215833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784623434301123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921502044805845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292823109976002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765304126431946,0.123053608903665,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pm_me_ur_toebeans,2018/12/04,"What Comes after Social Anxiety? Observations from a psychologist about adults who have 'recovered' from SA but are still finding social situations difficult. Hi guys! I am a psychologist working in the field of social anxiety (mainly adults) and I wrote an article that you might find useful (also applies to my own experience).

Feel free to leave comments and your own experience, since this is just a hypothesis I have about 'what comes after' social anxiety. In a nutshell, a lot of my adult clients who have 'recovered' from social anxiety will still find social and interpersonal situations really difficult, because there is still the underlying feeling of responsibility and of needing to control the interactions - exhausting and taking away from their enjoyment of social situations! Also contains tips about how to manage this if you recognise some of these features in yourself. 

[https://theghostinthemachinesite.wordpress.com/2018/12/04/what-comes-after-social-anxiety/](https://theghostinthemachinesite.wordpress.com/2018/12/04/what-comes-after-social-anxiety/)",17.094362068965516,19.346276117241377,12.88150862068966,34.99122844827588,43.0,14.422413793103447,45.021551724137936,13.427899808715575,7.061431034482758,907,39,91,26,8,263,87,145,0.12,0.7859999999999999,0.094,0.2462,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,1,2,11,5,0,0,9,0,9,1,0,3,0,24,17,10,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,8,7,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,9,3,24,14,5,12,0,0,0,0,21,5,0,4,5,79,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339775416868727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190226426072861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836165927822943,0.0,0.0,0.05084285952612254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369189106713814,0.0,0.0,0.0935456995971702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317201394466094,0.0,0.0,0.0843440579397247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869173256620626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258397465647807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831375788623656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090787262848783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847943005762389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061843684585651926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534313216040928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899340414902727,0.2812518430187589,0.0,0.7651872287770978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982180866282012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271011310028084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203506392298054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071976845647418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,joinedbcfnaf,2018/12/04,"Heavy Anxiety About First Job.  Tomorrow I start my very first job, I am SUPER scared. I don't know anyone there & just found out I'll be working along side another teen I don't know and that terrifies me. (More nervous around other teens then adults) I'm scared of being judged for my looks, I'm already ashamed of my body. I'm scared of messing up. I have no clue what to expect, there wasn't an interview I just got the job (I know the person in charge, but they won't be there tomorrow.). Someone who I've never met will be showing me the ropes & I just keep getting more and more stressed. ",3.4542531876138436,4.6202173032786895,4.011420765027324,90.4466029143898,72.68852459016392,7.38943533697632,25.850637522768675,7.793537801064563,1.2038659380692165,469,15,102,6,9,148,79,122,0.159,0.8170000000000001,0.024,-0.8961,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,8,8,0,6,4,0,11,1,1,0,1,16,24,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,4,1,14,1,11,14,3,12,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,7,61,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963449117895466,0.0,0.0,0.33311238538786664,0.0,0.0,0.16118943948850198,0.1175958289409603,0.0,0.0,0.10748500919495356,0.0,0.0,0.13684391382909916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170748919257237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615093069661401,0.0,0.168546690226335,0.0,0.0,0.0803126625597731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294439673348308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576318918471235,0.1366339215008815,0.0,0.0,0.25344244479803146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908657826088735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855879391092172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422288801683044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461703375584434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024695522925556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880422326415272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608641399574812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683558388503818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191041874623313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chaddyj64,2018/12/04,Anyone else with adhd find medicine helps your social anxiety? I was recently diagnosed with adhd and began medication for it. I’ve found when I take it I tend to be more sociable and less worried about my interactions. Not sure If that’s just me or there’s a connection. Has anyone else experienced this?,3.0514285714285663,6.045024719298251,4.768170426065165,75.38052631578952,82.50877192982456,8.871177944862154,25.686716791979947,9.23628265651192,3.0682401002506263,247,10,42,8,7,83,47,57,0.098,0.7929999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.3786,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,1,5,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871981012953836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550605156493317,0.0,0.0,0.2834570086445884,0.4153683423353881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573035620210048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33865000616246976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852588355831701,0.0,0.0,0.22224373885407864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586165617524604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419309179628484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001360789023011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662122094177454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103689388842127,0.0,0.15240082011557154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584580899764485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chinoiswaifu,2018/12/04,"Am I anxious or just shy? I feel okay with family and close friends, but sometimes I struggle to join in the conversation even with people I know, and I hate being the center of the attention. Other times its fine, just some awkward situations sometimes where I can't think of anything to say. When this happens people sometimes tell me ""stop being anti social"" ""why don't you talk to anyone"" and it makes me feel very worst. I dont like being like this, I was looking at pictures from me 3 years ago and I was so happy, how did i change like this. I was always shy when making new friends but afterwards it was really normal",3.148487332339794,5.291871926229511,4.2108643815201185,84.62690760059614,75.63934426229507,6.403576751117736,24.205663189269746,7.348242739294969,1.1661213114754108,493,16,92,6,11,160,80,122,0.252,0.615,0.133,-0.9447,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,8,12,1,2,3,1,12,0,0,3,0,23,21,11,0,1,5,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,4,15,8,10,13,2,13,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,11,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877363043375146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302635500253689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685885290382378,0.0,0.10946458405185001,0.0,0.1288287046210886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561093363126736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834774187594567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340091703388993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758300381840628,0.0,0.15831448009682786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419028999957948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843814547697478,0.16665218871921278,0.0,0.15456238626127838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603671652661496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944974902984136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314639939265879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089989420117621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119860104647426,0.0,0.0,0.15338742048598136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170664650506044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029102354410582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449619013747308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759706626699951,0.0,0.15958473642848525,0.0,0.0,0.4645008834451556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308842256251898,0.0,0.16366182098600854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258303211033142,0.13683308034979536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031200386725214,0.0,0.0,0.09128655139224802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291715424963753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412635532590041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008141578176538
socialanxiety,mrvorn,2018/12/04,"Co-worker took my cheese from right in front of me, and I said nothing Even writing this it sounds so stupid.

But within the group of people I was in we all had little pots of cheese to put on the pasta we had bought.

He, I am positive of, just accidentally took mine as it was halfway between us, maybe some part my fault for not keeping it closer to me!

But instead of saying something, I just watched him poor it on, and I really wanted that cheese as well!

​",4.842482269503545,5.329637361702133,5.332765957446809,84.73333333333333,69.0,7.543262411347518,27.368794326241137,7.1686216300943375,1.2707432624113473,368,11,75,3,6,118,67,94,0.13,0.813,0.057,-0.8151,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,14,11,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,4,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,8,4,14,1,17,3,3,12,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,1,0,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22948442892125445,0.257359305016482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989142540776506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825692962687052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122785179425629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278084222795854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322711923083647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22935797808225605,0.0,0.14683495115522727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291677346204624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568404073815293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808754259216328,0.2014696146586752,0.16843128664380344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305343156565935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706335813069175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547684529404065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492470152955965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043298674133952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419239669767734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257359305016482,0.0
socialanxiety,jonesthechaos,2018/12/04,EYE CONTACT?.... no thanks id rather look at this amazing floor. whats the weirdest things you've spotted on the floor mid conversation?,2.0422000000000007,4.86618752,1.9515,92.20325,93.8,4.1000000000000005,26.25,5.985473137389443,0.9220000000000002,108,5,20,1,4,32,23,25,0.13699999999999998,0.603,0.26,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5946588812220289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6519597656567677,0.0,0.0,0.4704564580793182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sleepwithmythoughts,2018/12/04,"Why do people think it's okay to invite people over without a heads up? My mom's friend just arrived, I can hear them downstairs. I don't wanna say hi cause I'm exhausted, stressed, and haven't showered and look like shit. So I'm just gonna stay in my room like a weirdo. UGH",0.8098870056497169,2.8162127288135608,2.0450000000000017,97.91518361581923,82.72881355932203,4.611299435028251,20.002824858757066,5.46131890053228,-0.35510395480225965,217,6,50,1,6,69,46,59,0.23,0.589,0.18100000000000002,-0.6289,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,1,1,2,1,4,3,2,1,0,8,10,3,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,5,4,6,9,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,0,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26333299792405235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804855500011054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26307999875455274,0.0,0.28891513318748124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504706984567668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215262024821998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002236846109619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554293871053346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038527901912228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631305311893716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732255839978656,0.0,0.0,0.2936379485074189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425307357142185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23130803804016625,0.0,0.0,0.2471037439920787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Outsider6,2018/12/04,"How to get over crippling loneliness from lack of social skills? Making friends isn't even an option anymore. I've been on this planet for nearly two fucking decades and have not made a single friend. No one likes me, I have no social skills. I have nothing.

 My question is: how do you stop wishing that you had friends and just go on with your life? I'm honestly so, so tired of being lonely. I just want the feeling to go away.",2.5562647058823518,4.726390670588239,3.130220588235293,91.54474264705885,77.58823529411767,5.191176470588236,24.742647058823533,5.985473137389443,0.6103235294117653,337,12,67,2,8,105,65,85,0.20600000000000002,0.628,0.166,-0.6071,0,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,2,7,7,1,0,3,0,9,3,0,4,0,17,19,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,3,1,8,5,12,15,2,8,0,1,0,1,9,5,1,2,2,50,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301148581976425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923262633727183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520514359161911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350455599493674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474461696289031,0.18924566449986854,0.10694945617631467,0.0,0.23267614267178266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445885769223883,0.10000809520374908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369599209751134,0.1366415926269553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641912831485905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871281251474973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293154681287474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173401517662019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114181408789325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352772778672489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996618491941176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073979630424668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353996406660781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,betterplacetoseeu,2018/12/04,"Fear of sitting next to people? This is a very specific phobia I've had since childhood, and I'm honestly reaching my breaking point lately trying to manage all the stress from socializing during the holiday season.

Basically, my anxiety is at its worst when I'm at someone's house (or my own) and we all sit down to watch a movie or TV show and no one is talking. It seems like it'd be great to have a break like that, but I find myself tensing up to the point I become very self conscious and sometimes can't even move. I literally feel frozen from fear, and try to position myself in ways to avoid seeing others in my peripheral vision. 

 When I was little, I could ""watch"" entire movies with friends and not remember most of it because the negative thought patterns were so persistent. It's a bit better now at least. But still hard because of how painful the self consciousness is. i'm having a hard time finding ways to distract myself or manage these fears lately, though I am in therapy and take medication. 

Has anyone successfully managed this type of self consciousness? Any tips for how to get through it would he so appreciated. I have family in town right now and dressing our daily ""movie night"" because I know I'll end up feeling exhausted and nervous.


",7.049312612074118,7.363159564853562,7.261999402271368,73.40373430962345,64.23012552301255,10.175851763299463,34.64465032875075,9.957137785484203,3.4424390914524814,1012,42,178,20,14,328,153,239,0.16899999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.122,-0.8907,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,3,11,17,0,7,10,0,17,3,0,2,2,36,28,21,0,2,6,0,4,2,1,1,3,0,0,3,11,11,0,1,11,3,0,1,4,10,0,1,4,7,17,7,28,20,7,35,0,0,3,0,9,15,0,5,15,117,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553619508748903,0.0,0.08497363032401094,0.0,0.0,0.07766764790008306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313459483689086,0.12267586200312805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823861386101278,0.1212673572024451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868597671985162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838128658665377,0.0,0.0,0.07336533625277257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471354617467138,0.3749776482730189,0.11232777618577472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304480148514026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581784430836133,0.0,0.0580331680141262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246282694246673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900641725652135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281679887936296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061045035374210174,0.0,0.25059947491964585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853326046209898,0.1113283734346156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189843026353384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805731302771608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813169045105798,0.10423827594798678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526867589779501,0.0,0.11819380034222368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700683250429388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000740906808935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582863130190045,0.09485918385579237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851401839052797,0.10112036397284237,0.3476327280744449,0.0,0.0,0.09188407398046912,0.0,0.0,0.11322905235984107,0.09411521415470696,0.0,0.10985803118327128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887062663286225,0.0,0.12723837216596826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351610914839931,0.0892795159206694,0.0,0.0,0.1270262738392442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913262623240304,0.08818276104246056,0.06476991433309276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082803553375246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330037917226324,0.0,0.17633556569962866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890594110415411,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ajaydoubleu,2018/12/04,just a little rant im so thankful that this subreddit exists cause i relate to everything on here and my friends dont get it at all so im glad i've found people who do !!! ,-2.106766917293232,-0.5168809999999997,1.1218796992481188,96.68815789473686,109.0,4.276691729323309,15.954887218045116,6.1826913282559595,-0.2512902255639093,134,4,31,2,7,47,32,38,0.05,0.685,0.266,0.879,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29280867167766683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340579960768661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25617038783912083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31252532232423463,0.22021673992405866,0.0,0.14891862141881926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6157717635108327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28567918078583765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760684671872347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26242122448092703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lahuchi,2018/12/04,"Any tips on how to improve my current situation in high school ? Hey I am currently in 10. grade at a German high school and I'm having trouble to start conversations with people from my class or course.

Background story : When I got into 5. grade I was not good looking and had no outstanding personality, that is why I did not get into any major groups in my class and because no one was from my elementary school I had basically no friends, so I just joined some groups but they never saw me as a friend more like a group member and I hated girls so I had never talked to them in class too. All in all I had no friends the only friend I had was one who I ''accidentally'' annoyed so much that he changed seats.

Fast forward, I quickly became defensive to others and that is why I got not much social interaction and that is why I became very bad at it and became very anxious when doing it. At the end of 9. grade basically in summer holidays I wanted to change my personality and my looks : Cut my hair, washed myself more often, became more friendlier and helped people. -> My reputation got better, sometimes like once in a week some people even asked me something, I even began thinking less of my actions and just accept them. 

Now my problem:

I am in a situation where I can talk to people in class over things in class, but I can't talk to them about something other in the breaks, because I feel out of place. An other thing I have problems with is start talking with girls I can keep up a conversation with them if they ask me something, but asking them something other things then '' and you?'' is out of question. Additionally I cannot look people in the eyes.

​

My questions:

How can I get people to be friends, so even they start a normal conversation with me ?

Any tips to look people in the eyes, not something like look at the nose ?

Any tips on how to talk to girls ?

How can I make a conversation interesting ?

​

Thanks for taking your time to read this post and sorry for an mistakes in my writing, like I said I am German .",4.351021775544389,5.872513884422113,5.20862311557789,81.34873031825798,70.95979899497488,7.31671691792295,26.583249581239535,7.793537801064563,1.503940435510888,1618,53,309,20,30,527,182,398,0.099,0.7559999999999999,0.145,0.9745,2,0,5,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,8,1,21,23,4,0,16,0,27,5,4,5,4,58,55,29,0,6,11,0,2,4,5,0,1,1,0,5,15,22,0,2,5,2,0,2,12,9,0,2,15,12,54,14,53,39,11,52,0,0,8,0,45,31,0,7,23,225,69,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780534855262545,0.16575887941519266,0.1855334457492972,0.0,0.0,0.07705493176330208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129409587795124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056950318317993576,0.08315717890238741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060323890136899476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430874090485693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041149900564099,0.0,0.0,0.13515100559837992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03448770378386856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634842862892651,0.0,0.07127108809847954,0.0,0.0,0.05720911933184732,0.16365503243560842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734067269458384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045717973111826835,0.14412969639072332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060625858651383084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329073412167658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863851290173491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045528959819942594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028055356190672,0.0,0.105211481930212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682875651875654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263864008307211,0.09243818000185428,0.051874790625048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33100489357945284,0.11911211721514242,0.07126220120846359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532382156224413,0.0,0.0,0.13053051366090873,0.0,0.0,0.152815764714169,0.0,0.06822584392615459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488084345715409,0.0,0.0,0.20708854826949535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533359193701562,0.0,0.06952884050790772,0.0,0.2625468904203268,0.06745884885073447,0.07635258444951194,0.14483261669929076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05128346578726254,0.27411256624068703,0.0,0.06279619711322239,0.0,0.0,0.13594186956449633,0.0437045388801348,0.0,0.0,0.03977227530850257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255647347471263,0.04023048347813003,0.0,0.05471185087423557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463967075937326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575887941519266,0.0
socialanxiety,psychopaththrowaway6,2018/12/04,"Anxiety killed my ability to skateboard I just now made the realization that anxiety was the reason I got worse at skateboarding. So I started skateboarding when I was like 13 and when I was 15 or 16 I was decent. 

So there was this one skatepark id go to every once in a while and the best or most difficult things to skate was a big 3 stair and a small 10 stair along with a small handrail for grinding. The 3 stair was bigger than a normal 3 stair so you had to Ollie pretty high and far to clear it but I could do it pretty consistently. The last time I went there I just couldn’t do it. In my head I was so confused because I’ve done it a million times and I KNEW I could do it but every time I rolled up to it it’s like my legs were paralyzed and I had this nervous feeling in my stomach. Same with the handrail that I would boardslide down I knew I was capable of doing it physically but mentally I couldn’t do it. I had this same feeling with the 10 stair. It was a really small 10 stair it was more like a gap and less of a stair set. This 8 year old could even do it but every time I tried it I would kick my board away even tho I knew I could land it if I just kept the board on my feet. 

So yeah I’m now realizing this was 100% anxiety and I guess this is kinda stupid cuz I’m sure every skateboarder gets anxiety when skating down stair sets and stuff but I went from being able to do these things easily to not all of a sudden. At the time I was so confused too because I knew I could do these tricks if I just did them but mentally I couldn’t and if I tried I was just kick away the board because my legs turned to jello 

But fuck that place anyway it was $20 to get in ",0.5507773062318506,2.499897256198349,2.4417258580894945,95.0307460352915,83.32506887052341,6.017988236170055,19.45268408904773,7.2228458231874715,0.21814993671357288,1316,35,312,19,37,437,154,363,0.1,0.799,0.10099999999999999,-0.2272,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,23,13,4,3,20,1,41,6,5,3,3,64,61,34,1,14,18,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,29,14,0,1,8,0,0,3,4,8,0,2,30,2,42,5,32,20,7,50,0,0,0,1,2,29,1,10,19,221,71,0,0.10101951046056296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091185959990854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982231087327028,0.0,0.0,0.18474166784268686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601374381984403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40327929535190205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337803242605388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344486784301593,0.0,0.34045317799513725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215699957106177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339090961408547,0.10555704957821883,0.0,0.05741171579027005,0.0,0.08079453082321733,0.0,0.111284379812623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367516186201106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673265915757624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176312103894533,0.0,0.0,0.08234438391981322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480590903553831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558710334736288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036078130036284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897767177840508,0.0,0.0,0.10600298291761956,0.10758248172033748,0.06845343469355712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105543887524502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554631861593006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471568515343816,0.10386488152916727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150212944855333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564317077121852,0.0,0.0,0.09520969309228138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422574799239365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29452644463468897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717123301580092,0.10988021889842096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872921965362179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294751149753753,0.1435227236796685,0.0,0.0,0.06505325268185225
socialanxiety,Pocket_Stenographer,2018/12/04,That awkward moment when you've been working at your office for over 2 years and someone who's worked there the entire time you've been there introduces themselves to you as if you just started... Yup. Just happened to me. And it's happened many times before. And will probably happen again.,4.467222222222219,7.0478735000000015,3.9182962962962975,86.20633333333332,73.25925925925927,5.801481481481483,27.46666666666667,6.742157984588678,1.3868711111111107,235,9,40,2,5,70,42,54,0.032,0.968,0.0,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,6,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,6,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922729195746288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6834738555044696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612001213381481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27777268922058823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182921868805828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235444964044886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004565493650678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37512078497094586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590764752895384
socialanxiety,PrinceComplex,2018/12/04,"My mom harasses me non-stop in effort to win over her siblings Growing up Chinese my parents has always been very strict to me, always compared me to my cousins and their friends' children. But I (24M) grew accustomed to their behaviour, so usually I'm like whatever. And I turned to be quite alright so the toxicity has gone down a little bit lately. 

But at large family gatherings where my aunties hype their children with hilariously unbelievable claims, my mom always went all out to bad mouth me in front of everyone calling me ugly, stupid, useless etc.. as if she does that to please her sisters (who are always jealous of my mom/bullied me since forever). 

She does not do that in front of my dad's family though.

Her behaviour gets me so upset, and sometimes I teared up secretly after we attend her family gatherings. I wonder what make her to do such things?",5.9947474747474745,7.233992975308645,6.761043771043769,72.82015151515155,66.77777777777777,10.088439955106622,33.86307519640853,10.230975488527342,3.718017283950618,690,31,118,17,11,228,107,162,0.128,0.773,0.099,-0.7969,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,3,3,6,10,3,1,2,1,7,1,1,1,1,14,14,11,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,6,0,0,3,0,29,4,23,10,3,21,0,1,0,0,25,11,0,2,4,81,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453475071118862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172198522057936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608092685602544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663035356967407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23418815130660856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492284780499314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785686850745318,0.0,0.0,0.3784196893325748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033777805219519,0.0,0.06990783973087256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093840754186508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537059786229993,0.1341082410953577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931619570078611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701340765932839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857514870659375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687823400913724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231859648481393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068527425700264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233703931586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118673711700167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889441411921546,0.0,0.13146320294296146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455419370480215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473678303181673,0.11040353274065258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403901881129048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510633332514178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bv_,2018/12/04,"Social Anxiety and Technology/Internet: Tell me about your experiences? Hello everyone. I'm working on the initial stages of research for an article about the relationship between social anxiety and digital technology/internet use. Right now I'm just looking to supplement the hard research with real human experiences in order to shape my thinking. 

​

I've never been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder, though I have been diagnosed with a whole bunch of other anxiety disorders, and have found that in some ways, digital tech can exacerbate my avoidant behaviors. For instance, during an agoraphobic breakdown, I felt no pressing need to go to the store, because I could get things delivered via Amazon Prime or Instacart. I believe that digital tech reinforced my agoraphobic tendencies.

​

I'm wondering if any of you feel the same--or if you feel differently (e.g., that the internet is helpful, offers a therapeutic outlet that brings you closer to your goals, etc.). Thank you in advance for any insight you can offer. ",9.684156594850236,11.343315502890176,9.641902259590122,53.946962690488704,58.710982658959544,13.689753021544929,45.207041513399886,12.872792785125622,7.115929479768788,854,51,108,32,11,280,109,173,0.077,0.882,0.040999999999999995,-0.4767,1,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,7,0,3,5,2,0,1,10,0,8,2,0,1,1,24,24,7,0,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,7,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,4,6,15,1,21,19,4,15,0,0,1,0,17,7,0,5,2,75,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25262391988012595,0.28330948969613107,0.15855375598050914,0.0,0.3567266853080537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106472365921992,0.0,0.0,0.13134322042457555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307785953108896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366479555672005,0.0,0.12179895237118972,0.26721643759528196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001502419157335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139505052442623,0.0,0.2280708478628729,0.0,0.0,0.11789044175818185,0.0,0.11193293647254646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278215023984184,0.0,0.0,0.06090707077203356,0.0,0.06625383052584671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443077945513304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813961869161833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789596194751944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644093577957111,0.08991195935018509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326910189725701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251608918651583,0.0,0.09955677455133467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565090520572181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189410519937266,0.10732914352324026,0.0,0.0,0.07744908715304592,0.0746983247667928,0.11453706245809095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068575920342733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253400380519937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301549116668996,0.0,0.0,0.12642361353646125,0.08487000153471179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28330948969613107,0.0
socialanxiety,mythosapiens,2018/12/04,"Public speaking tips Hello, my last practice debate during classwent very badly and I lost my train of thought and stumbled over my words. In a few hours I have my real debate and I am feeling very anxious; do you have any tips?",3.4452272727272732,5.69701215909091,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,75.13636363636364,4.4,26.90909090909091,3.1291,0.7237454545454547,181,7,31,0,4,57,33,44,0.18,0.787,0.033,-0.775,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,8,0,3,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132784259277908,0.0,0.0,0.3543114178703308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618670547058345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585802095612783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088613184789502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556494359275869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34236302357661985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35697838233114176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489863362500445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175534231840414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thrownaways7777,2018/12/04,TFW you finally get the courage to post something But theres a 10+ karma requirement 😔😔😔,-1.7385000000000022,-0.2568038499999989,1.6999999999999993,91.78000000000004,112.5,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.874,73,4,16,2,4,26,18,20,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.4939,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6342715906371075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025061742568481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5545266636402888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457462766632257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Twink-le,2018/12/04,Guy gave 50cents to cashier because I didn’t have coins. I wasn’t able to say thanks or anything i was staring into nothingness. Am i a material for needing a therapist? Its only 50cents and im overthinking ,2.234250000000003,5.0491639250000055,4.3450000000000015,78.16000000000003,84.75,7.2,35.5,8.238735603445708,3.67535,167,11,28,4,5,57,31,40,0.0,0.912,0.08800000000000001,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,4,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,19,5,0,0.35023453379391456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882131793961117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349972104135612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34678725225093865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37831339704517297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25969446900252385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663691451228041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27852055865778186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224489032238222,0.0,0.40664928805906864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lara_the_lobster,2018/12/04,"Quitting my job I’m not a native English speaker, so sorry for that.
To start off, I’m a college student and have recently started working as a cashier. I know, probably not the best job for someone with social anxiety but I thought I could do it. And while I’ve actually gotten used to the job (I don’t make mistakes anymore and I don’t mind talking to customers as much as i did in the beginning), my anxiety has gotten so much worse. My progress in the last couple of years was really good but now it feels like nothing has changed since I was 16. 
A few days after I started working, I got another offer for a job that’s objectively much better than my current one. I can work from home, get more money (minimum wage at my current job) and it’s work that’s kind of got something to do with what I’m studying in college. So to sum it up, I really want to quit my job so I can start the new one, but even the thought of that gives me so much anxiety and I just really need some advice on how to approach this. I have to give two weeks notice and I cannot imagine going back to work after I told my boss I quit. I’m thankful for any kind of help. ",2.4697894736842088,3.808313400000003,4.332149122807017,86.50144736842104,75.41666666666666,7.219298245614036,28.464912280701753,7.85451343220497,1.7499583333333328,896,38,190,13,19,305,126,240,0.071,0.8220000000000001,0.107,0.9065,10,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,11,10,8,0,0,11,0,15,0,0,4,0,29,42,19,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,10,8,0,0,5,0,2,2,5,1,0,3,10,2,25,7,33,31,8,27,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,19,127,35,16,0.0,0.0,0.08459598187367805,0.0,0.0,0.08471151044277353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895150865910523,0.09090099967308984,0.19895059704978016,0.0,0.0859722172558323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666585080613927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097478185364087,0.0766693965585407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170549228663233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921413129806261,0.09591975562810354,0.0,0.05590724854007465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725728242432791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04383257498477382,0.06193065569479241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045291436810360464,0.16632002102122528,0.04926736979253237,0.07271063996145194,0.13866626253856745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810582511188678,0.0,0.08695615874052633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161528768037962,0.0,0.0,0.180546555774386,0.04764202019032045,0.07066312436534501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04235187804020114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786559632363356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753120145123654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549056272962365,0.06427881247716351,0.0,0.08372479906966232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831804560441391,0.098696027801994,0.0,0.0,0.11748545167807045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346542940444848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766133416986944,0.0,0.0,0.16660562472016674,0.0,0.08559495244394565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171005604160559,0.0,0.0,0.08836854243084621,0.07345132827737172,0.06673744551674689,0.0,0.09704126445002473,0.24543574801799706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967735335069583,0.0,0.07981160578198404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376428027691176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283507691081679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846825795313593,0.0,0.0,0.07487148278290022,0.0,0.0,0.05113143208315488,0.0,0.06953670563368793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155532077705479,0.0,0.08834352097572627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582488890929534
socialanxiety,cmccx,2018/12/04,"How do you stay grounded? I’m constantly stuck in my head, questioning every word and move I make, overanalyzing every single thing I do. This panic makes it hard to stay focused and present, especially in social settings/situations. Help?",4.841463414634148,8.269314121951222,5.739707317073172,68.51687804878051,78.51219512195122,8.158048780487805,30.151219512195123,8.841846274778883,3.4696985365853665,193,9,28,5,5,63,34,41,0.18899999999999997,0.693,0.11800000000000001,-0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,7,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25556010857789274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985036062791123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184728981804052,0.0,0.24270547936651785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851329017750418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31571588713111737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513499027107592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774683592555301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649212990762261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107029513704076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041306572398725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571124844405012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kumadoki,2018/12/04,afraid that no one will clap for me during graduation graduation is literally 6 months away and sometimes i find myself thinking of when i have to walk across the stage and getting zero claps other than my family. the dread is so bad it almost makes me vomit every single time. i can’t not go to graduation but it is currently the biggest thing i’m not looking forward to. any similar graduation stories?,4.263966165413535,6.772884381578948,6.033759398496244,71.14131578947371,73.60526315789474,8.553383458646618,29.27819548872181,9.23628265651192,3.085972180451129,327,14,53,8,7,112,60,76,0.08199999999999999,0.9179999999999999,0.0,-0.6119,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,9,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,2,0,1,7,0,8,11,1,11,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,5,40,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091414506116028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994220011573814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900553845005987,0.0,0.2577707771595458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601124098466967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29103653209390473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28216719346586483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612950051092777,0.0,0.17545437332183272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592495334671896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607497381352324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24641972216857105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091986682606786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30533490256275003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510181740336464,0.19781720779201506,0.0,0.0,0.1800188413071072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gifthorse1,2018/12/04,"Experience with Shame Attacking exercises? Hi everyone,
I hope this is okay to post here. This is my very first post so I have no idea how formatting works, sorry! 

The thing is, I have a therapy appointment scheduled for today and the plan is to do a whole bunch of these exercises (for example pretending to recognize a stranger and talking to them like we're friends).

My therapist and I planned these exercises last week and I was pretty okay with it back then but now I just desperately wish for an excuse to back out again.


So I would love to know, have you done something similar in the past? 
How did it go, how did people react to you? 
Have people ever gotten kind of mad at you in the process? If so, how did you deal with that? 

Do you think those exercises actually helped you?

I'm kind of worried that it might make my anxiety worse actually?? ",2.9945121951219487,5.405680097560975,4.452621951219513,81.39588414634147,77.29268292682926,8.734146341463415,26.713414634146343,9.354420925462401,2.583921951219513,672,27,132,19,16,223,101,164,0.142,0.741,0.11699999999999999,-0.7686,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,6,1,4,14,11,2,1,8,2,17,5,0,6,1,25,26,14,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,3,0,1,6,0,17,8,20,18,2,19,0,0,0,1,14,4,0,3,13,98,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.2860060306430645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210357217131632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671170385884,0.0,0.22536218478669395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107748231966686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996246578497135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255485215447071,0.0,0.14002634061658198,0.0,0.14334535545884292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464782012663027,0.0,0.0,0.11321732243668445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328270777462618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822343821427826,0.0,0.0,0.1455484185556878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542711174069266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305200097094539,0.08053517900411046,0.119450588934283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159259967361413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225910158087573,0.0,0.09781734988329173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545699346099076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989010106818164,0.203186352575788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806918117496236,0.14908502342950256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112814530103832,0.0,0.16404081044522545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778421868372076,0.0,0.0,0.16758256652908105,0.17014555997626887,0.0973554229481473,0.0938976464218168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890386756650067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091178879385273,0.0,0.0,0.11754646451165793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360795123472832,0.16851508073605792,0.0,0.0,0.10668369633194348,0.14881964250213642,0.1493379425811802,0.10409862247365544,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hypnotizereal,2018/12/04,SA to the point you wanna vomit Everytime im with people i dont like or i  dont know them very well its so bad i think im gonna vomit and i dont know if i wanna just burst out crying or punch the fucking wall about it. Its so bad im anxious about writing this.,-2.908548387096772,-1.321175725806448,0.7215483870967745,100.93232258064518,104.64516129032259,3.1251612903225805,12.651612903225805,4.935628992294339,-1.4320696774193549,203,4,52,1,10,73,40,62,0.245,0.716,0.039,-0.9129999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,6,5,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,13,8,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,7,2,7,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,3,1,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457605414363344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876173650916542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891916018917104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6055729455525993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592280966148717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5581287156670413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931124496579987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414511733970477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940577348260173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628173520541448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036096624659733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211156882409004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485957464182526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mildlyintrovert,2018/12/04,"I will be going out with friends for the first time I'm 16 and in a couple of weeks,I will be going out with a couple of friends for the first time.I will also be using public transportation alone.I've never even ordered food from the counter as I always just leave it to my parents.I feel like I might regret this but fuck it.I can't stay like this forever.

Wish me luck bois",2.7814166666666686,3.882594975000005,3.770000000000003,91.78166666666668,74.25,6.333333333333334,22.083333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.2752083333333335,298,7,66,2,6,96,54,80,0.09300000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.2,0.836,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,1,0,5,0,8,2,0,1,1,14,15,4,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,1,5,5,12,8,0,12,0,1,0,1,3,3,1,2,6,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096546297736825,0.16748308163252534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454302954537648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329451272062852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177442956415672,0.1437961871521616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424214141203684,0.2433914776812181,0.0,0.3110205666838503,0.1860823358626464,0.0,0.0,0.22878685354456701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131289992701556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667282745809456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352881856150746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524139595016245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454025748255187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473877283095795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384336771223746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314648270127311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,big-smilez,2018/12/04,"Only place I don’t have social anxiety is at work and I really want to be like that in my normal life. Hello reddit! This is my first post so that’s kind of exciting. Anyway, like the tile says I’m only confident at work. I work at a restaurant as a cashier and I’m always talking with my coworkers or having small talk with customers and even joking around. Outside of work though I’m a mess. The type where I can’t even go to a restaurant by myself because I have to talk to the cashiers or I’m too awkward to talk to people so I just want to stay at home and avoid all social interaction. I don’t want to be like that but I can’t help it. Any ideas on how to incorporate my attitude at work to my personal life?",1.8307591093117423,3.408680355263158,3.8752631578947394,88.10414979757088,77.6842105263158,7.045344129554657,22.87651821862348,7.882392219407189,1.0301512145748992,562,17,123,9,13,192,84,152,0.042,0.8270000000000001,0.131,0.8585,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,6,11,9,0,2,7,0,11,2,0,1,1,19,19,12,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,5,7,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,1,14,6,24,17,1,15,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,2,4,80,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302536772033855,0.0,0.0,0.0923722669072339,0.0,0.10391318825729703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092169856405105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280358394468104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943510165506146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554094261051898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719800113360266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104714888872066,0.0,0.13625329846697792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334086391914178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145095705364522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191888158312918,0.19908594731516696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308918420176566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661684952905954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417069098500908,0.11860563726229985,0.14191837043376074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009211264047238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701919925346814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080212205742028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27693277995064786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478173709500491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367152072947687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334569217704296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403565099095111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944464661654225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brainrad,2018/12/04,"You guys ever get confused when people often say something serious but it turns out they were only joking? Like say I heard this person talking to me and then all of a sudden they make a random statement about something and I can't figure out if they meant it or if they were just joking. And when that happens I feel like I might look dumb for not getting the joke, so to speak.",2.652650375939849,4.761356407894741,3.3942857142857146,90.06500000000004,77.02631578947368,4.869172932330828,21.383458646616546,5.288315135182226,0.06465639097744358,301,8,58,1,7,95,57,76,0.11699999999999999,0.746,0.13699999999999998,0.3855,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,4,0,7,8,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,22,13,11,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,6,10,5,7,8,1,7,0,0,1,0,12,2,1,7,7,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459860593806655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554628627393866,0.1773832322580183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25944958485905656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245852798101588,0.21956797675936265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242610478919892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850671658243905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573999414779209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26340359064316643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888408504963784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721376878795127,0.21680312583730055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949110483754687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823019041408079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995715048366551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27007554011153545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chriserie,2018/12/04,"I don't feel better after leaving my comfort zone. :( Looking for new friends but it's so hard, so I have to go out of my comfort zone. It's come to my attention that my best friends of 4 years really hate me. They don't care if I die. Please don't ask me to explain because it's triggering, but in short, they proved to me once I lost my ""cool job"" and had to move to a ""normal person job"" that they don't care about me... they were clout hunters.

​

It broke my heart and I've been dealing with it for a year now. I joined new activities and went back into my old college circles to try and make new friends. I am 24 and a lot of those people are around the same age so it's not super hard, nobody is settled down yet. 

​

However, I feel a fleeting courage at every event and after I go I am still sad. I don't like socializing at all by nature, it makes me uncomfortable. A lot of them are ""cooler"" than me and I don't have a lot of life experience to reference thanks to a past filled with depression, my parents locking me in my room, and hospital visits. 

​

After I leave the events, I don't feel better, I feel worse. Now there is a new circle of people to make fun of me when I leave the party, now there is a new circle of people who know how boring I am. I do keep getting invited to their parties so I know some of them like me, but it seems out of obligation a lot of the time, plus I am not good at making meaningful relationships outside of talking about comedy or games or something. I have been a permanent acquaintance background character most of my life. I'm probably just there for that.

​

I am convinced I wasted my youth. I worked way too hard and took life way too seriously... and for what? No experiences, no great memories, I've never even been high or had sex before. Humiliation. All I did was work really hard to get a 4.0 in college, then I moved out to LA and can't even get an industry job. I just do Doordash and Uber right now. I wasted all that energy... for nothing.

​

I don't feel better when I leave my comfort zone. I don't feel better after socializing. I go to therapy, I tell her this. No matter what, I always will hate talking to people. I just want to feel safe and I don't anymore. I guess I am gonna waste the rest of my life this way, I can't change, I'm too far gone.",1.996646646165672,3.7900936012396715,3.8179492600422873,87.73762156448204,77.86363636363637,6.981664424370557,23.859119738612343,7.900780265707199,1.1925712665769743,1829,61,392,30,43,616,218,484,0.201,0.6579999999999999,0.14,-0.9835,5,0,1,0,0,0,87.0,0,0,7,9,28,32,2,0,18,1,37,6,1,6,5,72,76,29,1,3,12,1,11,2,3,2,4,0,1,1,18,22,0,2,15,1,0,11,18,8,0,0,12,13,68,24,58,62,12,60,0,4,1,1,25,17,0,12,31,263,86,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046847403054381835,0.30501355055027785,0.3420627524021032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583601277344296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050120319578762944,0.052634352729813316,0.0,0.0,0.043292419648768315,0.0,0.034320904675152634,0.0,0.04790847554933477,0.0,0.059085007270723584,0.1991765964502644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480637297186072,0.0,0.059559578688938686,0.048498803390216894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804442986078615,0.048492445860243635,0.0,0.05843212406190448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437329069468708,0.0,0.04743648741281956,0.0,0.0,0.11014744623814984,0.0,0.0,0.19927430121080028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304953226046711,0.0,0.08824571442930812,0.0,0.09599241162515752,0.04722307218821233,0.0,0.062072661918325424,0.062022509095806665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174053410909176,0.11117225662618588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671761243316791,0.0,0.059485682847553775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676118142707955,0.050043407991649885,0.0,0.0,0.061883723202890824,0.0,0.0,0.2384608650393264,0.0,0.0,0.15906981017024682,0.0550121906521271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727912535331832,0.0,0.06145979688169331,0.1914622709959754,0.0,0.0,0.15032689762343468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967928328158076,0.0,0.0,0.043423229235530034,0.27188195788858005,0.0,0.0,0.055163568853906365,0.0540228594123677,0.0,0.059079009859791164,0.059959317401814025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251621274775736,0.0,0.0537462038352577,0.1561296337438237,0.04916034519876125,0.0,0.06180219912458755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060702597614441314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213643420269465,0.0,0.0,0.060446798602359325,0.0,0.04808121938990632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125482011690875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478468792438955,0.0,0.04334368682444605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044962493658915435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050611269294023,0.04921003968547665,0.05183490646345448,0.06438573359467158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03282988883447692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255309796721484,0.03822505935572685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0332081152033541,0.13406865855291727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052192104510985216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197640355068048,0.0,0.0573760933834348,0.0,0.0,0.3420627524021032,0.07251270956383274
socialanxiety,CaramelSweetie,2018/12/04,"Cant find a decent app for people like us So I cant expand my friend group for obvious reasons but i thought ""gee, they got apps for everything! Maybe i can make friends on an app?"" But no every ""social app"" is either a dating app or full of people who are intimidating and too interesting to wanna talk to me. Has anyone else had better luck? ",2.61391304347826,4.4640711884058,4.6283333333333365,82.36250000000003,76.2463768115942,6.918840579710146,21.644927536231886,7.793537801064563,0.9735971014492756,268,7,53,4,6,92,56,69,0.124,0.654,0.222,0.871,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,1,12,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,7,6,8,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,2,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704177710749334,0.2497244552687765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155544304524632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360046661284892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053483232301149,0.0,0.2190437800618882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227596910232486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766017419325237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949286715831272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190714334444672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268793310260524,0.0,0.2448539239312781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379356297696885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505892809120868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24844633828637436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589644488040744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934899535443963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931704506063049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mattercompressor,2018/12/04,"How can I ask a group of people I sit with in class to hang out? I have a group of people who I sit with in one of my classes that I get along really well with. We all have similar senses of humor, and I’d like to hang out with them outside of class, especially since the semester is almost over. How do I do that? I only have one of their numbers. Is it cool to just ask for the rest? Do I ask them to study together? I am clearly not the best at making friends, so any advice is appreciated. ",1.991037735849055,2.9339642830188666,4.3831603773584895,87.23719339622644,75.98113207547169,7.564150943396226,22.683962264150942,8.07648339933343,0.944550943396226,378,10,88,6,8,133,64,106,0.031,0.7909999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.9323,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,3,1,5,6,0,0,5,1,11,0,0,3,2,17,16,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,14,6,22,16,3,10,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,1,68,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231163653918719,0.0,0.0,0.2286343194452789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526870289100206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6403586376078283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396128054311459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640318466170934,0.0,0.11929029138643235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154797083016256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240858609980976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094376056786462,0.1736513095105717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165833540552998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462707222316912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887264531611672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529142820229512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boopboopwow,2018/12/04,"Trying to get past my social anxiety in little ways I’ve been on Reddit for over 3 years, just kind of watching. I don’t really know why, but I’ve never posted anything. Only this year have I started commenting, just little things, but I really want to make some progress. In theory, it should be easier for me to post things online, but in my case not knowing who’s listening scares me so much even though I know nothing truly bad can come from it.

I’ve dealt with social anxiety for a long time, and I think I’ve gotten better, but still little things like this choke me up. I don’t want to feel like what I have to say is unimportant anymore. You have to start somewhere, and this seems like the best place to start right now. 

So here I am, making my first original post on Reddit for the first time. Hey. Feeling my heart rate rise as I’m typing this. Heh. 

If there are other lurkers out there scared about saying something even online, maybe this is something for you too. Keep moving forward, friends.  
",4.589166062364028,5.795032416243657,4.872476432197242,85.19209390862946,70.01522842639594,7.659028281363307,24.223712835387964,7.957251820313856,1.2204839738941264,794,20,154,10,14,250,126,197,0.10800000000000001,0.705,0.187,0.9567,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,5,14,11,0,2,3,1,13,1,1,3,1,29,33,11,0,4,8,0,2,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,13,5,0,1,7,0,0,4,4,3,0,2,2,6,17,8,25,29,3,36,0,0,1,0,11,14,0,3,19,98,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872813662282227,0.0,0.10936834747431884,0.0,0.0,0.09075122657887827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920793793240328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157322896949522,0.0975338949152434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499664674825678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456780936796017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152198802465252,0.07878421294154729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876086017305732,0.0,0.0,0.08520222629022894,0.0,0.057616864573195814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068259456230702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802212876907013,0.0,0.11483988128667795,0.1818213785174885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163203863547426,0.33158926359707186,0.0,0.09759452653746012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722580962869114,0.0,0.11079130610384247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172104237862314,0.08106865249367154,0.0,0.08505490610080338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581684769902283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387307857784877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527495078007833,0.0,0.0,0.11521936049418813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168539064666579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129666875481245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417870739734012,0.0,0.17539851840633158,0.22081948239263924,0.0,0.0,0.10039497266799784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248335977102004,0.0,0.16979820606706145,0.0,0.0,0.2341707271429363,0.0,0.08806992809019125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197958386071485,0.07066311361519449,0.10834975861767518,0.0,0.1286105691021007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487303204844889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009226490667594,0.08753530744591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951074775494388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203369513615444
socialanxiety,peelynips,2018/12/04,"I almost cried at a job interview So I'm 17 and I went to my first job interview. It was a Mexican 'restaurant where they sell burritos and stuff like that. 

I got there and sat down with the manager lady in the shopping centre. She asked me questions. I answered them so badly, I was so nervous. It felt like she was interrogating me. She was asking things like 'why do you feel that way?', 'what about this situation is making you nervous?', 'is it all the people walking around?'. She had this blank expression on her face and her tone made me feel like she thought I was the most dumb and annoying person. 

She asked what about you/something you have done that shows who you really are. I said something like 'even though things like this make me uncomfortable, I still try.'  I swear I almost cried. It was so bad. She then got me to look through a folder to learn how to do everything.

She said she will check when she is next on and text me so I can come to a trial. I apologized for acting like that. I don't even understand what happened to me, my anxiety went from 0-100. 
 
Has anyone else had a situation like this where your social anxiety sky rockets and you cry/almost cry about something so stupid?? Has anyone else had embarrassing social anxiety moments??? Why do I do shit like this??? 

",3.280218181818185,5.3501134000000015,4.134618181818183,85.65930909090909,75.0,7.585454545454545,24.56363636363637,8.438071523408619,1.5785599999999995,1010,33,201,19,22,324,130,250,0.16899999999999998,0.74,0.092,-0.9673,2,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,6,2,1,19,18,4,3,9,0,24,2,2,4,1,26,46,17,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,0,2,0,1,20,10,0,0,8,2,3,5,1,9,0,1,20,6,43,9,19,25,2,21,0,0,1,0,34,9,2,4,15,141,63,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736684762400685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090722273397516,0.0,0.0,0.12739754734727818,0.18668407005445656,0.0,0.08109772293738624,0.2554967440678326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521282801446997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847401120325527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002050276529889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322624941606593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220361070110006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203405040788107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187420879155544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212512269878073,0.06508138361344931,0.08746964853791894,0.0,0.0,0.07748904839265927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572092165455044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055884168307041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808040676118013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005588042796242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650049801857224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620039411172492,0.1216190279308174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688517699682117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315680888553861,0.07954442605199777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205210502580496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058360567169447326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331265954234062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351215894454087,0.0,0.20479894043733626,0.0,0.18572860063507687,0.0,0.21039815795567127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275204715314204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428694403033778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104470134259605,0.0,0.08950463477058967,0.07232269663665566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061850469010365235,0.0,0.0,0.09483762123518394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231041233902069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889999372408052,0.1644059617148344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NoOnesKing,2018/12/04,"Someone send me words of encouragement OKAY SO IM FREAKIN OUT!

I have some social anxiety and coupled on top of the bold (for me) move I just made I’m absolutely losing my shit.

So I texted a girl I’m in love with a few minutes ago ~10: 15 EST a happy Hanukkah (she Jewish) and I’m losing my mind.

I haven’t talked to this girl (outside of some isolated texts) in a few months and have wanted to ask her out , or at the very least talk to her SO MANY TIMES in this time period.

There’s a few Jewish people in our year and community (friends with a few outside of her) so I’m thinking I can play this off as me just wishin all my Jewish homies a nice holiday but I’m WIGGING out rn.

What if she thinks I’m being weird texting so late? Is she even awake; will she even see my text? What if I get left on read (I would actually die)? 

I know I’m being paranoid and freaking out but I’m watching my messages like a hawk rn because I cannot think about anything else.

Send help.

Tl;dr texted a girl I’m in love with a happy holiday wish and am losing my brain to paranoia, send words of encouragement.

",1.4936687370600412,3.278761965217392,3.2518633540372686,91.25572463768115,79.34782608695653,6.12008281573499,22.69151138716356,7.07126945348624,0.6045859213250524,852,27,191,10,21,284,126,230,0.098,0.7120000000000001,0.191,0.9741,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,4,11,18,1,0,12,1,11,4,2,1,1,34,32,17,1,5,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,13,0,0,4,4,0,4,2,6,0,0,1,2,26,12,28,27,8,26,3,3,2,2,25,15,1,5,8,111,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.1312060614141536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918386209190925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285565057481004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064279659649794,0.0,0.1256947618783325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196088137982807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009324610553942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876892576959908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954027244731568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231765403056164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760896789145048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387752263386664,0.0,0.07024578364193464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28625397225026045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012055051898904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523156896122127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389147437663939,0.0,0.1516680641293172,0.0,0.1460828302580296,0.0,0.0,0.06568660813518347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512532362674306,0.0,0.0,0.24269692167796206,0.1272220284202339,0.0,0.13631354111988295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575850695148706,0.0,0.1073185525914554,0.14290152945423276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321230393161704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448869658346913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714108496757843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380133660115321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705719998113125,0.11392100754031932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613535064959455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584548375158003,0.0,0.0,0.15680044858628353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093723828488168,0.07930345708515814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546135232362271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551106473312704,0.0,0.0,0.08658288065748354
socialanxiety,mon89diaz,2018/12/04,"should i tell my manager that i have an anxiety disorder ? ## Hi,

im new to reddit, i just posted this in the careerquestions subreddit but i thought i might get help on this one too.

So i have an anxiety disorder that i've been taking medication for, for the past 2 years. I never thought about discussing this at work since i have a desk job where i feel my anxiety is manageable since it only gets really bad when i have to talk to strangers or present to a large group of people. This past week though my boss has asked me and a few other younger entry level coworkers to help out at the front desk at my office since the receptionist will be out. The main part of this job is answering the phone and transferring calls and all that. I thought i could get through this if i just take a klonopin (i only take it when i really need it) but i realized if this turns to a daily thing, i would have to be on klonopin everyday and i hate that since it makes me really sleepy. When i don't take it though i end up feeling anxious as hell all day knowing i have to be on the phone that day and feel so nauseous i end up not eating anything and then getting a bad headache. I've only had to be at the front desk once so far and even on klonopin i felt horrible, stared at the clock until my turn was over, and prayed the phone wouldn't ring.

if i tell them i don't feel comfortable being on the phone without saying anything about my anxiety i'm scared they'll think i'm being rude or irresponsible. But if i tell them i have an anxiety disorder i'm scared they will tell other people and judge me. Then my coworkers who were asked to be on the phone will notice that im not being asked to be on the phone and wonder why i'm getting a special treatment. thinking about all this has been giving me more anxiety lol. Any help would be very much appreciated. thanks",4.147771883289124,5.038644639257298,4.96367374005305,85.30158488063661,70.77718832891247,8.77082228116711,27.4973474801061,9.057496981413335,1.9660843501326264,1467,49,312,28,26,476,167,377,0.17,0.75,0.08,-0.9886,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,1,16,10,3,2,23,1,38,2,0,2,4,53,73,31,0,10,14,0,5,0,0,9,1,2,0,0,23,12,1,0,14,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,9,8,42,3,40,44,8,43,2,0,1,0,28,21,1,8,19,211,65,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052279633627976135,0.0,0.3528684697104234,0.08685018672606404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652798396360726,0.0,0.21561148088000975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837973292144714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850096946275284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061380777327782014,0.0,0.0,0.09915981922446936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264326329650083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866532246678379,0.0,0.0,0.13618206775286906,0.0,0.0,0.05077715254052423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548718011109494,0.0,0.07381487588862434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008277461245736,0.07374832266183197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590104700564773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458898258568182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608272923134482,0.0,0.15257898064078676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225010381412688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131662012175962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744643387117227,0.0,0.08155534256680144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651412961209426,0.057004016398967176,0.05929300462839865,0.07424919091127974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752604117160029,0.0,0.08187249421128842,0.052094479938285296,0.17540740673161914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325131440702636,0.14677738016569666,0.10659496379219166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736278129188219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477499256396911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061136421403812785,0.15393645342492107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543768967118868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312105651207497,0.061791573925713036,0.2687788229666916,0.07077887579893395,0.0,0.0,0.05107428551462603,0.09852055606709352,0.15106436615401805,0.18309748462694736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672422394769023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343234959012539,0.0,0.0,0.06166684410483087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937038082455267,0.0,0.0,0.0741075881717809,0.08337084362004674,0.055968053973895614,0.0,0.0,0.10922376185927556,0.0,0.0,0.049506871085811616
socialanxiety,whatvr4,2018/12/04,"Cashier Job and Social Anxiety Hey guys.

I'm 20 years old about to be 21. I have such anxiety whenever I talk or even make eye contact with people shit is not okay since I'm an adult now and still can't talk to people. So I was thinking about applying for a job as a cashier to challenge myself...I am so scared lol I usually stick to merchandising jobs. Have any of you guys been in customer service while struggling with anxiety?",2.675465116279071,4.8295541627907,3.832732558139536,86.73072674418606,77.13953488372094,7.555813953488372,28.19186046511628,8.472884824447931,2.13600465116279,342,15,69,7,8,111,63,86,0.192,0.759,0.05,-0.8892,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,8,5,1,2,3,2,8,2,2,1,0,8,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,5,2,12,9,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,1,1,1,6,39,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919108049085035,0.0,0.4022481725410521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576560996240676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470939932377303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217917275065629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699552913809935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391865005597607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302329659930025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547801062656462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991435555275248,0.14498694360959774,0.0,0.0,0.17866789660364876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997257497245644,0.0,0.0,0.18323251937691976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28175424923004033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230732422264364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930375241660217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286952579716378
socialanxiety,Takeshi_Daigane-Sama,2018/12/04,"Social Help So I’ve liked the same girl for the past couple years. I don’t talk to her that much during classes  and I don’t have her phone number. I want to ask her for it, but I get EXTREMELY nervous whenever I’m around her. Does anyone have any ideas on what I can do?",0.33090395480225965,2.2182617796610167,2.245000000000001,96.48128531073448,83.7457627118644,5.289265536723164,16.612994350282484,6.42735559955562,-0.4667988700564969,211,4,50,2,6,70,43,59,0.076,0.813,0.11199999999999999,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,6,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,3,31,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747963590414056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213334220623316,0.0,0.0,0.2716052212529905,0.28522892788469595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375892564313404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26699657626115003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940305910284072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450325551188225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444227112789237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905729192530676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242848738917348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29125412022250696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110127870510355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452292101218965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179956902769302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647550823961374
socialanxiety,ElectricGeckos,2018/12/04,"Is this weird to say Happy Birthday to someone? Background:
I met this girl last year at the beginning of the school year. Btw we are in college, got her snap at the same time with my other frinds, we basically just all traded snaps at a party. We've had one conversation before last year because she was hanging with a friend of mine, just cause she recognized me from my story.

I was wondering if saying Happy Birthday over Snapchat to her would be weird or creepy? 

I'm terrible at being social, hence why I follow this sub. Lol",3.6307843137254916,5.799704823529414,4.3319607843137256,84.19049019607843,74.29411764705881,6.886274509803924,25.058823529411764,7.793537801064563,1.437776470588236,420,14,78,6,9,134,74,102,0.059000000000000004,0.7909999999999999,0.15,0.8992,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,1,8,0,0,1,1,13,14,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,5,2,13,3,14,6,2,15,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,3,7,51,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734296347977514,0.0,0.1777577633805046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459693822866951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139494046960856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707570806518213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44475399142275496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34056132533764355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155544879571502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33224992666528314,0.0,0.2114170601379464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294634364599424,0.17699954488723318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218107557030846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884989619319048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265421825708611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839593991016392,0.0,0.0,0.4035725491448877
socialanxiety,stoprequest,2018/12/04,Help pls I made this on a separate account so if anyone I know found out they wouldn’t know it was me even though I want them to know but to scared to tell them how I am doing. Let’s start from the beginning in middle school I was very confident and was even class president and I was the smallest in my class. Fast forward to freshmen year I am still 5 feet and 80 pounds and a male so I was self conscious about my body and what people thought about me. I would get comments like short stuff and had to lie about my weight to people. If I wore shoes that I liked people would say why are your shoes so small. I didn’t really take it personally b/c people are mean. But now as a sophomore I am only 5 feet 3 inches. And I feel like people judge me for my size and how I dress and I start to breath really fast and start fidgeting with my hands whenever I walk by someone. I don’t say anything in class b/c I’m scared. I can’t go to the gym b/c you have to be 13 and I look 12 eventhough I am 15. I am afraid people will send me out b/c I don’t look 13 and scared to make plans the only time I can be myself is online where I play videogames I am very confident and almost a different person. I used to love school it was so fun but now it sucks I can barley focus I keep all my emotions in side me and I feel it affecting me on a daily basis I hate it but I won’t do anything about it. I’ve been feeling very depressed. I just want it to go away. I wish I was tall. Also at school I look mad all the time and boring for people won’t want to talk to me  I also don’t have any friends but I really want friends. I just don’t know how to get them. What should I do? I am scared. My parents and family and very open about everything but I don’t want them to worry about me and I would feel very embarrassed if I told them. Lately it’s been tough I just want lock my self in a bathroom at school. ,-0.5052428057553975,1.4927975059952059,1.720427158273381,98.20136016187051,88.3285371702638,5.009772182254197,16.36136091127098,6.42735559955562,-0.4998840527577939,1468,32,359,16,48,492,180,417,0.10800000000000001,0.75,0.142,0.8523,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,6,1,25,20,3,6,11,0,45,9,7,7,2,69,85,38,0,15,12,1,6,3,2,8,0,2,0,5,14,22,1,1,12,2,1,5,10,12,0,0,16,11,70,8,40,58,2,38,0,1,3,1,25,21,1,4,17,228,84,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597390512778364,0.0,0.0,0.12134811548987612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159492123219212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305080790809034,0.0,0.12487083235367165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128335660020417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427564163482436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534763115993032,0.0,0.0,0.07926910737488381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534472838858005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022423662592032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681880148192741,0.0,0.07152448121815079,0.0,0.1534507465667214,0.05420229906087909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318869909127301,0.11723558255159705,0.0,0.0792789927815504,0.0,0.08623854152612524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490696223245333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050854770945989766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743768249696235,0.0,0.0,0.16678699731172575,0.0,0.08558585823877006,0.0,0.0,0.07758329732081279,0.0,0.11120029976614093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113774054975455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847659213216284,0.07179102965235384,0.050644520425018325,0.0,0.0,0.0826458246253365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540671711999174,0.0,0.0,0.08424583127710393,0.0,0.0,0.3681960703684434,0.13249536288608896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581482781016986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067142127254175,0.30384065985388503,0.3071422454074441,0.0,0.0,0.1583001209063528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428530131069933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110577627172615,0.0,0.060590724999135974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685420952404888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057045593415712276,0.060982282549973565,0.06631464892490586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454292935726257,0.06023314524584185,0.08848204822499063,0.0,0.0,0.0724980473899383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552823404502503,0.0,0.3130078439306471,0.2685042948849545,0.0,0.0,0.0923905089743421,0.0,0.0,0.06846182894010695,0.0,0.08724797245522861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705074236151185,0.0,0.16168986846526193,0.0,0.0,0.04885847388107685
socialanxiety,therealizer,2018/12/04,"Dear stranger- do I fucking know you? It's mad annoying when you know you're projecting shitty judgmental personalities onto everyone you come across (as in you think they're all constantly judging you) because of this shit disease, but then they *actually* react to your weird behavior by slamming their books on their table or their laptops shut and obnoxiously loudly *SIGH*ing at you. When they do that I just wanna be like ""Do I fucking know you? Not everything's about you gtfo."" when I know I'm the one who started it by acting so stiff/uncomfortable in the first place. Can't be anywhere and can't stay anywhere once someone comes and sits near me for more than a minute. fts.",4.259304461942257,6.8674691496063005,4.611515748031497,80.8503969816273,74.03937007874016,7.697900262467193,29.480971128608928,8.59863814320734,2.523982152230972,550,24,97,11,12,173,91,127,0.124,0.836,0.04,-0.8653,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,9,5,1,6,8,5,0,3,0,7,3,1,1,1,17,18,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,6,0,2,0,1,19,2,16,16,2,21,0,0,0,2,16,9,3,1,8,66,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.2006196535514699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532167683390635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541836337257268,0.0,0.22216252190630975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644366155088286,0.1847650217796502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486905736584965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801169123528929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519328399945276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043762022133314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893951426204167,0.13930857051927073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795074154470853,0.21479080142444532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102831207856806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741900703263381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551292403592628,0.21912445335450131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172948313074392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chortiz23,2018/12/04,"Join The Community Have you ever felt alone

Have you ever felt like you were living in the dark

Sitting at home reminiscing the past, traumas, and the future

From taking antidepressants and going to therapy, I have fought and taught myself how to overcome my fears and dominate my life.

You see, I was diagnosed with social anxiety and Tourette's syndrome. I was afraid because I thought I was different.

I want to show you how I battled and defeated my social anxiety. I want to show you what worked for me that can potentially work for you.

Self development is key to overcome any obstacle without fear.

Rewiring your brain is key to changing your view on your life.

Follow me on IG- @theresilientsociety

Follow me on IG- @theresilientsociety

Follow me on IG- @theresilientsociety

Join The Community. Become Resilient

​

​

​",7.801391849529778,10.218479220689657,6.9660815047021964,68.59752351097181,63.68965517241379,9.962382445141069,35.94043887147335,10.230975488527342,4.249137931034483,697,33,102,17,11,214,82,145,0.14800000000000002,0.774,0.078,-0.8712,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,10,0,3,4,8,2,3,5,0,10,4,1,2,2,17,23,8,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,7,0,0,3,2,0,4,1,7,0,0,9,4,26,1,17,14,0,15,0,1,2,0,14,6,0,0,5,70,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787510964360118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36994639589658507,0.4148828214134198,0.07739619511444702,0.0,0.17413203470264085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693788574615586,0.1256966271656919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705204912622792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039821092833658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551698179111923,0.0,0.1189095196661839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058992917736092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561407211971321,0.0,0.0,0.21855510990296975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468209299423082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416291086292875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077783774488538,0.05560288940555204,0.0,0.1004982529678608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864661786394576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906935837816872,0.0,0.11873094048512894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23203439937412695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855726062368154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301541633562064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035416956689356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425876229471942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971089419675947,0.0,0.16571326633098352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148828214134198,0.0
socialanxiety,Shakermaker91,2018/12/04,"You Hope A Lot AND You Know What You Have To Do But You Don't Do It? Anyone feel stuck in this cycle? I feel like I've been stuck in it for years but I don't change my own behavior to break it. I know I have to, but I just don't change it. It's too comfortable not to and too scary to change it. And when I think I might do it, I convince myself that I actually don't know how to change it. But I do, I damn well do. But I don't. Gahhh.",-2.706865464632457,-1.0411043980582484,0.4540429958391137,104.91118932038836,97.83495145631069,4.107905686546463,11.240638002773924,5.773587663045528,-1.5936235783633843,329,4,95,3,14,115,47,103,0.11,0.7509999999999999,0.139,0.4234,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,6,6,1,0,1,0,14,0,0,1,0,20,23,10,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,3,2,18,5,9,19,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,3,3,70,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.18342353968197647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142721553189088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7953543717293793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007820180131946,0.13427990113439522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668841399303204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098965620125202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182860947122796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979834563345124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939769762770387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204382903099736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900017318003704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210411948570586
socialanxiety,FallOutFighter,2018/12/04,"I Get Nervous When Talking To Strangers I have SA (Diagnosed) and part of the condition is I get nervous when talking to strangers. An example is yesterday I was at the grocery store and I had to get some meat from the deli section. To do this I had to talk to one of the employees and describe to them what meat I want and how much. For someone without SA this would be extremely easy but when I have to do it my heart starts racing and I start awkwardly fidgeting with whatever is in my hand at the moment. I think in my head ""what am I going to say when they hand me the meat"" and wonder what they are thinking about me. It's even worse if I have to talk to an attractive woman who I don't know. Even if she's just an employee.   ",3.1725777511961724,4.146135743421051,4.471459330143542,87.61612440191385,73.14473684210526,8.422009569377991,28.949760765550238,8.841846274778883,2.087636842105264,571,23,126,11,11,189,84,152,0.067,0.831,0.10300000000000001,0.7577,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,0,9,4,0,3,9,0,16,5,4,1,0,20,27,14,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,3,3,22,1,22,22,4,14,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,8,99,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587971113114715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419198863361893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870438164694397,0.0,0.10408070376064778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795090271323914,0.0,0.0,0.21701765601191705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064704105107593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346264129446334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240980444438561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831900284889672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563750995300556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517097769692545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25924994057229045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887927854446958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346929724594927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801866342601403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653706844686007,0.1986037420690082,0.0,0.0,0.18663175798844528,0.13009492819196075,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NdN124,2019/01/28,Creatine... Had anybody used creatine powder and expected reduced anxiety and depressing.  I don't know if it's just a placebo effect but I  feel I have had less anxiety and depression. I've only been taking it for a week.,2.507142857142856,5.3162763809523845,5.386000000000003,71.40900000000002,82.80952380952381,10.026666666666667,32.20952380952381,9.888512548439397,4.66257523809524,176,10,28,7,5,63,32,42,0.247,0.726,0.027999999999999997,-0.8296,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,9,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,6,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279286818921599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5943867020133183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744689928967203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963191838621835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26242809709220755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25943665847484443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980147117150741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27678043111725786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RegularDebt,2019/01/28,"How do you as a socially anxious person deal with confrontation, when necessary? When I am not socially anxious I am fierce in my confrontations. I am focused, attentive and strike back with facts on shut off the emotions.

This is however only with the few people I do feel comfortable with. 

I recently had an incident where I was ridiculed in a threatening way by a colleague and had to stand up for myself (as the high road was not possible) and I started shaking, uncontrollably. My whole mouth was quivering and my body too. 

It sucks because a situation like this will automatically condition my brain to some form of trauma-response where I will avoid any type of confrontation at any cost, which can result in that a person can make a complete fool out of me. 

So, people with SA - how do you deal with these types of situations?",8.604068627450982,8.20836381045752,8.450449346405232,68.54077205882353,61.22222222222222,12.617320261437907,38.732843137254896,11.93303328291395,4.78956274509804,665,30,116,19,8,215,99,153,0.19,0.757,0.052000000000000005,-0.9536,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,9,11,5,3,10,0,16,3,3,4,1,22,20,11,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,11,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,9,0,0,5,1,16,2,24,13,4,21,0,0,0,0,8,13,1,1,6,91,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219324960137962,0.0,0.0,0.3643562974679162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123999155882187,0.0,0.0983027339048953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791237519190772,0.0,0.18001973849522498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690782735224752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325044136961313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139604349402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153801302076517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703802771943705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878359836937147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764244966511227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264566466768027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359506525041214,0.2816124096079138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179666928521387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922501357291025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625264896876918,0.0,0.3287689744832617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414081436354355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800085731476596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004127771411405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kitty_throwaway_,2019/01/28,"Crush invited me to a get-together and I'm freaking out. I have to respond soon. Need advice? I am posting on a throwaway purposely for this sub.

My crush whom I've kept in contact with through social media over the winter break has invited me to a get-together next weekend. So far, it looks pretty big like 40-50 people might show up/or are at least entertaining the idea of going. 

My stomach feels sick and I've been having a panic attack over the last few days just thinking about it. I do know that this might be my only chance to get to know this person better but I'm also extremely intimidated by the fact that most of these people will be their friends and I won't know anybody. We do have a friend in common and I'm tempted to ask her to come with me but there's always the off chance she will say no since it's sort of last notice and I have to accept she just may not want to go. I'm gonna have to respond soon because this person needs to know how many people will show up to arrange accordingly. I keep going back and forth between going and not going. I feel like I should go just to get experience with putting myself in situations like this.

I just need advice on how to tackle this. I do want to get better from this anxiety and I want to be sociable but this seems like a drastic step that could backfire. My biggest fear is that I will show up and my crush will ignore me and just talk to other people and I'll sink into the background like a wallflower and I'll have to awkwardly leave. I was thinking of taking some shots before I go into the party so I'm more relaxed but that can also backfire and I don't want people to smell alcohol on me and know I got wasted before I arrived. 

How do I deal with the not knowing anybody aspect of this? This would be the first big social gathering I've gone to where I pretty much won't know anyone other than the host? Any advice is appreciated.",3.3123188405797066,4.68153912787724,4.703230179028137,84.55655029838023,73.32225063938618,6.952463768115942,24.54228473998295,7.42949916751922,1.1041477578857628,1513,45,303,17,30,504,188,391,0.105,0.7440000000000001,0.151,0.9798,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,3,18,18,1,3,17,0,36,3,1,3,1,72,79,25,0,10,12,0,2,5,2,13,2,1,0,2,22,23,1,3,14,6,0,11,7,6,0,1,5,5,35,12,51,56,6,44,0,0,1,0,20,20,0,7,16,207,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504295391206963,0.0,0.09129355526320904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662899705553452,0.0710806064976793,0.0,0.0,0.05809206276220935,0.0,0.06535004126429465,0.0,0.0,0.059731283408953416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798610268813604,0.09718349304486876,0.0,0.0656867028854158,0.0,0.05207440670781655,0.0,0.14538110018490924,0.0,0.0,0.15110328804559095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735862424516161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820506804413781,0.0,0.0,0.05509218449069881,0.08806962626140234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835622336812318,0.0,0.09612709532903034,0.08638709186457574,0.06102777722501911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266262823749606,0.0,0.0,0.13199858933600306,0.0,0.2231556960647624,0.0,0.33984375332391115,0.0,0.0683223331312258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643464850492467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759298394220077,0.0,0.0,0.3286321763388749,0.13926587288352302,0.0,0.0904529483378224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086721793190952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717356499119611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660774091927352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812452670459741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279734834676777,0.19002510166261505,0.0,0.0,0.09085066527299013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725715205370992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496971110726374,0.0,0.1002280618391418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29611537500512264,0.14917997261478447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181372424223678,0.17381627086989776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587591676581571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793354472451109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776789026299212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066460504581308,0.0960214996900194,0.0,0.1741604593287976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064229116236064,0.06866153684648882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947403279725164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154397600730453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068360840289301,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emma9797,2019/01/28,"How to fight the “others think I’m weird” mentality? (20F) I’ve been socially anxious since I was 12. A lot has improved since then. Physical symptoms (blushing, shaking, etc) have decreased, I can keep conversations going, even go to parties, but the mental aspect of the anxiety has been much harder to deal with. In pretty much every social situation (even simple things like grocery shopping or walking in the street) I find myself assuming that others think I’m weird and ridiculous. I manage to act composed and like I don’t care, but it is extremely exhausting to have these negative thoughts. 
Any advice is appreciated. ",5.521909090909091,8.28949191818182,6.078181818181817,71.07727272727277,70.72727272727272,8.4,32.81818181818181,9.120678840339163,3.5292000000000003,501,24,74,11,10,162,81,110,0.171,0.648,0.18100000000000002,0.6554,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,1,5,0,11,2,0,1,0,14,20,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,1,1,5,2,6,0,0,4,0,6,3,9,16,4,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,3,51,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040376161560258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858552368998933,0.0,0.13340150956956762,0.19700166509912795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779374691975486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977985726105136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448167135466232,0.2303549129036863,0.0,0.14692408826301212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159381698328576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821025722887708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499845148230942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038816311535052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825307024760478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514714412706847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25638120204223663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740886213078888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885006590316955,0.1960123170845042,0.0,0.35552032917360776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124933734610693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585144107824978,0.22347348144370527,0.0,0.13843957703373105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,screwtxpes,2019/01/28,"Advice on severe social anxiety and trying to get a job? Alright, so, I really am trying to get a job, obviously. But I can't seem to overcome my severe anxiety to even do it. I get anxious even stepping outside of my house alone if I see other people around. I can't walk anywhere by myself, my anxiety is so bad I refuse, I can't talk myself into doing it.

For additional information, I'm 17 and I'm just now getting diagnosed with ADHD. I'm also going to likely be medicated for ADHD and anxiety next month (which I'm anxious about to, it's a vicious cycle.)

But, my main point is that I really want to get a job. I'm only willing to work 3 days as of right now, it's the only days I have transportation and I want to ease myself into it. But I just have the anxiety of getting a phone call, getting an interview, working around lots of people, etc etc.

Part of my anxiety stems from not wanting to see people who don't like me, a fear of getting harmed, I also get sensory overloads and meltdown fairly easy some days (not a every day problem). I would hate to get a job and then get fired or quit because I panic and can't handle it or I have too many meltdowns.

My main question is this: how do I start the process of getting out of my comfort zone and shell to hopefully ease this constant anxiety? My counselors agree that medicine would help me unwrap some of it, but I want non-medicinal ideas as well, if that makes sense. I know I could ask them about it but I can never get what I want to ask out when I see them. And I figure people who experience social anxiety as well might be able to give some form of insight on coping mechanisms and actually being a functioning human and being able to get a job..
I don't feel much like a functioning human being neurodivergent with anxiety on top of it, lol.

I just want to be able to work and get a job. I want to be more independent instead of (always) depending on people. I want to be able to walk to the store by myself without panicking the second I step off my property. I want to be able to talk to people. I want to be able to do things without being scared for what feels like virtually no reason. I have the mindset that I want to get better, I just don't know where to start with baby steps.",4.5952310119450095,4.939731718954254,6.316091954022991,77.97000000000001,69.50108932461873,9.119705506723763,29.335211479227706,9.130062681391069,2.3931153331830823,1765,62,348,32,29,612,194,459,0.10300000000000001,0.774,0.12300000000000001,0.9048,6,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,2,6,23,18,2,3,19,2,36,2,0,5,2,78,85,31,0,18,17,0,3,4,0,4,2,0,0,2,22,22,0,1,11,0,1,7,13,8,2,1,0,6,50,10,67,69,12,36,0,0,3,0,20,15,0,13,18,252,72,10,0.31452360602694346,0.0,0.05115494481777903,0.0,0.12599875108152825,0.05122480460835137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429193341455943,0.0,0.08384147136849923,0.04361813936252805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609145465824667,0.11844071640844238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333089741359506,0.0980123713564404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043769012228782884,0.031955111821909764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046361761673516313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352729460013601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056648046926171335,0.0,0.04185358439896037,0.0,0.0,0.13522780399910414,0.0,0.0,0.053205806574575465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692565376016928,0.06924662514600677,0.0,0.044166617228265766,0.0,0.0,0.0512774065070914,0.0,0.05898774992463743,0.053010861861393935,0.037449287831739404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382016071092493,0.050286617100427033,0.0297918355840762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051754490821387694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03513642387446473,0.0,0.0,0.052065484792684136,0.0,0.06048633543456744,0.0,0.05917647787658568,0.0,0.0,0.3121161471931753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761798278983427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244023113584327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044566120395586384,0.0,0.0,0.03499115822313527,0.05314626167988497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280824058509427,0.0,0.055609973706878965,0.0,0.0,0.04184162360007865,0.0,0.03853517332995697,0.0,0.040429999122207336,0.0,0.05574990386702805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973645845332901,0.0,0.06150428062932326,0.0,0.05676640253758694,0.0,0.2180510662038156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955441178487243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015943560449364,0.0,0.0,0.05872307014315665,0.05575576174759575,0.0,0.0,0.06716395861935978,0.05389710847138488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447669068365372,0.0,0.0,0.05248216645327858,0.0,0.1253172962474633,0.04772174637440279,0.0,0.11844071640844238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687240248426144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420714239666218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426738686067019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034825918022961665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118029420685466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34010931507727066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426483152826637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106317746963953,0.0,0.11448846557284162,0.0,0.0,0.0744761818661433,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tisht0sh,2019/01/28,"First Week of Spring Semester at My Uni and I Already Missed The First Day of Class... I’ve been struggling with a lot of personal stuff the past few years. Really struggling.

I’m trying to work on myself and turn things around, as my struggles have wreaked havoc on a lot of areas of my life. 

School is one of those things. I somehow got back last semester, without failing any of my classes, but it was really tough and I was prepared to fail multiple classes due to late assignments and absences.

I had a higher (400+) level statistics course today at noon.

I had fully intended to go and I woke up early to get ready for class. I left myself 4 hours to get there. 

Somehow each hour slipped away and my anxiety increased immensely.

I felt short of breath and foggy headed and my heart was pounding so fast, and I wasn’t even at the school yet. 

Eventually I left myself so little time to get to my class on time, I resorted to going late. More time slipped by.

It got so late that I felt it would be rude to go so late so I decided to skip it. 

Immediately after skipping, I felt the heaviness. I felt like I had failed before I had even begun. 

I felt ashamed.

I left my house around the same time my class would have ended. 

I smoked a cigarette and I noticed my hands were shaking. I could hardly hold the cigarette to my mouth, because I had no control over my body.

People walked by every couple seconds and I found myself becoming more unsteady and more nervous. My jaw felt very tight and I knew it looked tense and I looked like I was in distress. I didn’t want to give off this energy so I became hyper aware of my facial movements and then i got more and more anxious.

I slowly made my way to the train because I still had to go to my uni to get my school ID sticker for the new semester. 

I got on the train and the feeling worsened. I was hyper aware of the fact that I probably looked timid and afraid. I was afraid but I didn’t want this to be obvious. I was at war with my anxiety and with my natural response to my anxiety. 

My brain goes on autopilot in these moments and I disassociate. I block everything out and stop feeling anything. I still feel the anxiety but it’s anxiety mixed with brain fog and distance...

By the time I got to the school, I card hardly speak. My jaw felt tight, my tongue felt thick in my mouth, it was hard to swallow, it was hard to stay still, my heart was racing and my whole body was visibly shaking.

I had to speak to a few people and other students asked me questions about where to get The I’d sticker and I could hardly respond. It felt hard to move my mouth normally to say the words. It felt like the world was my audience and I was a terrible performer.

I wanted to hide and it felt like there was no where to go. No where I didn’t get the fight or flight response.

I’m still at my uni. I’m hiding in a random hallway, while putting off dealing with my new school ID.

I feel so drained. I feel so deflated. 

I don’t know what to do to overcome this. This extreme anxiety and this extreme fear of leaving my house, is keeping me from living my life. 

It’s not only school or the train that causes this.

I don’t want to turn to depressants in order to avoid this but sometimes I get desperate and I need that Xanax. I’m afraid of getting hooked again and it’s just a bad option, pertaining to dealing with this extreme fear and social anxiety I feel on the daily. 

I’m tired of hiding from the world and feeling so lonely. 

I’m tired of isolating from my friends and falling off the face of the earth for months.

I’m tired of feeling drained before I even go out. And then feeling depressed because I didn’t accomplish anything and I let the fear overcome me once again. 

Has anyone else experienced this? 

If so, have you overcome it?

What did you do to overcome it?

I feel so hopeless about this and I need to find that glimmer of hope, so I can hold on a bit longer and somehow get through this. 😔


",2.085352971965065,4.249470918136023,3.322742320651642,89.60641973895123,79.11335012594458,6.341300009813862,24.92126010010141,7.447530270364453,1.196973227779777,3095,116,636,44,77,1002,307,794,0.201,0.735,0.064,-0.9989,0,3,3,1,1,1,79.0,0,2,0,9,36,36,3,16,33,0,47,23,16,4,2,120,116,60,1,13,10,0,31,4,1,2,6,3,0,1,39,48,1,9,27,0,0,14,12,30,0,4,49,38,103,6,102,60,14,100,0,8,3,0,15,40,0,12,47,423,142,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048922418842242216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030147868382158844,0.0,0.23740164221890564,0.05008351850771491,0.0,0.03099856994029849,0.04542425912288407,0.07296434084330453,0.07893129777830768,0.04144524420037545,0.0,0.041652185938033326,0.034089236616602715,0.03701609042054723,0.08107470891157019,0.048962166244335366,0.07544800554886343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840000637783103,0.0984876375872208,0.0,0.0989802780117834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045542064319260785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049723077704242065,0.07079237047607476,0.049053471805903685,0.0,0.028591030304946825,0.0914104741593686,0.07636766318256237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037034419969034164,0.0,0.03926575962486016,0.0,0.0,0.08784431749307507,0.0,0.0373523507532134,0.0,0.03984352038761375,0.0,0.0,0.14966039490462532,0.22416028555495945,0.0,0.4682315290593907,0.0,0.04051943537641503,0.07541902450159979,0.0,0.048608698127479616,0.034251461462315516,0.0,0.2084588293276942,0.04252812368264417,0.15117233270103986,0.0,0.17728520979135814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23828123462026096,0.0,0.04549830943650433,0.0,0.0,0.10506931676172836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440325379700536,0.08731788353498082,0.1023083477392772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03940508731017705,0.0,0.0,0.02436418315370957,0.03613720193587456,0.2000376105194351,0.04694210278655927,0.14450336234503916,0.04533335802095157,0.06262722713866484,0.08663519383543505,0.04443317730816604,0.039146731937296717,0.0,0.11168532303838152,0.0,0.0,0.0753804327880713,0.0,0.04194882870813271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03538606981641,0.047118819402917116,0.0,0.06574451519227356,0.0,0.08563391438448004,0.0,0.0,0.04343679486001125,0.0,0.05047326054405963,0.0,0.04721305426823316,0.030041096611205124,0.03371714148465156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232073593133955,0.06146965301012167,0.038709747647059936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779832659180058,0.0,0.0,0.04456677406086616,0.04966295475961829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680153694721037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03525527357276735,0.0,0.26920335668717543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045191772813381416,0.0,0.0,0.04384633699116418,0.0,0.0,0.04725293532596752,0.14161713275870216,0.037064260164753116,0.0,0.1390390083240532,0.050750523784765585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890557108203499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925425024229234,0.15286231978202772,0.04202237223531979,0.0,0.0,0.030099105192844724,0.09644285305375673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03657925646959472,0.10459468941147496,0.03518936464597245,0.035561150119091216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949606046175986,0.0,0.042735299757848975,0.0,0.03227485366132407,0.0,0.0,0.06298559052976238,0.0,0.0,0.028548911496366437
socialanxiety,bosayn,2019/01/28,Travelling Alone I like discovering new cities but I don't have any friends. I want to travel alone but I'm nervous. Have you ever travelled alone? What are your advices? Thank you.,1.0853361344537829,3.1835323235294126,1.5748739495798318,92.42264705882354,108.11764705882356,4.295798319327732,22.504201680672264,6.1826913282559595,0.7674084033613449,145,6,27,2,7,44,26,34,0.319,0.521,0.16,-0.75,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25355019537884804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8061951878590087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644788128871186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347046501354307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004651781498445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676349289047756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505968675473972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23888428070459386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530415940752496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,My_name_is_something,2019/01/28,"I don't know how to initiate plans with schoolfriends For the last 2-3 years I've been hanging out with the same guys in high school. While I know some of my friends hang out in their freetime, I have never really spent much time with them after school. 
Its not like I'm not included because I am sometimes invited to their parties and stuff. But i am never able to initiate hanging out myself. I never dare to ask a friend to hang out, or invite people over to hang out.

Though I really want to. I'm just so scared of making a fool of myself. Even though I know they will think its fun to hang out outside of school, i'm just anxious of the slim chance that they will laugh at me or reject me or something. 

J
",4.68234398782344,4.84762982191781,5.122968036529682,87.22697869101982,69.27397260273972,8.132724505327245,26.496194824961947,7.793537801064563,1.2774240487062405,558,15,120,6,9,178,87,146,0.08900000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.14,0.7678,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,1,7,8,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,2,3,30,18,10,0,1,8,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,4,0,1,6,6,3,0,0,2,0,18,5,28,14,3,25,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,4,9,83,22,3,0.16012420707232866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808947764482492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496945184335468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761023041213453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576052860390953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474231303576231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854813969357925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691800162009295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640002297914979,0.13052260025717433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822859938942615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688415160562456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770971632556294,0.0,0.3704929795152759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110099636660366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515933453037652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031226517317693,0.4861627385418567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327143756523842,0.1583669351599061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330390771691787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260112635984513,0.3146424409071155,0.0,0.0933697128286378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444540600641042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311473947623184
socialanxiety,richard_patrick69,2019/01/28,"(20m) Social anxiety+dating Hey, my name's Luke. I suffer from pretty bad social anxiety. I was wondering if you guys were aware of any subreddits, apps, websites, or forums dedicated to dating like minded introverts. I'm tired of this anxiety holding me back. I also just want to find someone that gets it. 

And if any ladies reading this happen to be introverted like yours truly... Sup

TL;DR Dating sites/apps/subreddits for introverts",3.829090909090912,7.083287558441558,5.342870129870132,70.47144805194809,82.50649350649351,8.274805194805195,25.881818181818186,8.841846274778883,3.117764675324676,350,14,51,10,10,117,61,77,0.157,0.696,0.147,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,8,5,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,7,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,4,5,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569029645888273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988007508963019,0.0,0.3361326913248849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893216743228331,0.18343644520238045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079757485494248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478175568300647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217532942448221,0.19427587735703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466410696049476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221829680998718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350915849947528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197548082324247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44790349618762976,0.18614716181839072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525074927113291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958201281325638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382502415165881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,waymentsis,2019/01/28,"Lying about how I'm feeling So as the title says I'm so fucking terrified to tell my friend that I have an eating disorder and depression. She even suspected that I have depression and wants me to talk to her but all I can do is nervously laugh and say ""I don't know"" when in fact I do know.

Its gotten to the point where I asked her to text me when shes right next to me because I can't carry a conversation without crying. I had a panic attack while texting and I couldn't move for about 40 minutes no matter how much my body ached. She's so sweet and I just lie and lie constantly about how I'm feeling.",4.121569767441861,4.197261031007752,5.517354651162794,84.22626453488374,70.47286821705426,8.93062015503876,27.752906976744185,8.841846274778883,1.8676116279069768,479,15,105,8,8,162,80,129,0.174,0.664,0.162,0.1123,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,14,9,2,2,5,0,11,3,1,3,2,22,22,17,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,1,0,5,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,5,20,3,13,19,2,10,0,2,0,1,12,4,1,0,5,73,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122211542897196,0.2205305752019888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181682043397537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532190691008649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094812880620273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293339910133585,0.0,0.0,0.3339227392508836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221670962383571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835533929104204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803506048883892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960311824779364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976681697724192,0.17920975088549165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130680562752805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603020427214605,0.14250090131745438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616000559771724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227439366874388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832494247044429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554550095773982,0.0,0.3083121057747876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580802604016109,0.1694320729642868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143368270804644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868629700470788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrsanonymous999,2019/01/28,"Why does this happen..?? Everytime a social situation happens out of nowhere my heart literally beats out of my chest and my voice shakes until I can get my
Composure back after like a minute or so. For instance I just heard someone walk into my dorm room (in the main area not my
Room) and my heart beated so fast. Is this anxiety or what? I’m sick of this happening and just want to be N. O. R. M. A. L. ",4.7453012048192775,4.731926903614461,5.9538795180722905,81.94262650602413,69.12048192771084,9.531566265060242,28.648192771084343,9.3871,2.1829296385542176,315,10,68,6,5,106,62,83,0.068,0.8859999999999999,0.046,-0.4432,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,4,0,3,4,3,0,0,12,10,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,9,1,11,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,5,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417214057161912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506941736080792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992415154085963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895173901163356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6040015677260876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395962448456588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123139158478036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559182797493563,0.0,0.2320878412421649,0.1929098268154104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342896846022602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054429129992144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anonymous_Llama42315,2019/01/28,"I've been invited to eat lunch with someone but I have extreme anxiety when eating in front of people and I don't know how to respond. Pretty much the title. I was talking with a family member whom I don't know all that well about how we should hang out sometime. I received a text yesterday from them asking if I wanted to eat lunch with them this week. I never responded. I don't know what to do. I get way more anxious when faced with having to eat in front of people than doing other things. They sent the text again today. I know I'm being really rude by not responding, but I don't know what I'm supposed to tell them. I need advice. ",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,3.80757575757576,87.35636363636365,78.0909090909091,6.521212121212122,20.848484848484848,7.492282038375204,0.7408666666666672,504,13,102,7,12,169,82,132,0.077,0.866,0.057,-0.3567,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,4,0,7,2,1,0,4,0,12,7,1,2,2,23,24,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,6,0,5,0,0,5,6,1,1,0,3,0,17,1,19,19,3,16,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,1,7,74,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245487311354725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935012479631743,0.17625117879495866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458518363608152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6385642374627294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470759193900245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151076773348671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287055032441561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468808920491885,0.11568225084022728,0.12032745528817593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632064052133493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872211569120515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994643090789508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218998072420132,0.0,0.15430163077187287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539797730491667,0.1363629318737671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364863182685152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788283377284586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202097742806004,0.1238364872256908,0.12514485432625566,0.0,0.14027513662169028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UnhappyComplaint,2019/01/28,"When you back out because you're petrified of being ONE minute late. Leaving the house is a huge deal for me so I always want to be early to avoid attention but I'm always late to everything -___- 

So I feel pretty disappointed in myself bc I left the house to go the gym class for the first time by myself (I've been twice before). And I had 10 minutes to get there bc I left it slightly late and I was a nervous wreck driving there I didn't feel safe on the road and then I decided to not go because the thought of a class starting and me walking in and everyone looking at me or me disrupting the class OR not being able to find a place where I feel comfortable (e.g. right at the back in the corner) is just too much. So I drove around for a bit (more relaxed with the knowledge that I'm not going) feeling like shit.

This is also why I missed so much school.

Anyway I'm home now about to go in and sound like an idiot to my mum saying 'there was too much traffic'. 

However I'm going to try again tomorrow and leave EARLIER and prepare beforehand and try to be proud of myself for leaving the house and the meantime I'll be safe in my room watching Netflix.

Tl;DR - social anxiety is fun :)",2.7290740740740738,4.339753131687246,4.1048786008230485,87.27312037037039,75.2962962962963,6.999917695473252,25.730246913580245,7.734863291789972,1.3693195061728392,933,33,192,13,20,308,135,243,0.161,0.732,0.107,-0.8883,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,20,14,2,2,18,0,14,1,1,0,0,33,34,20,0,1,7,1,4,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,13,0,3,9,3,0,8,4,6,0,3,7,8,21,8,31,22,5,41,0,2,2,0,5,19,1,2,16,129,24,4,0.10772997783478784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615162435271087,0.17927994325426752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824131381736965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959025203546039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656754063605487,0.0,0.13134238914916693,0.0,0.0916702764496124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761323397595395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106487674021363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294061048791606,0.0968207576088363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788605486769425,0.07696231769063984,0.0,0.0,0.09846324804789026,0.09163506411238588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056284467027814915,0.0,0.3061271452091169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806195153378356,0.0,0.0,0.3729177909529473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645723221555608,0.3422114746386295,0.23409787226231596,0.0,0.0,0.10526285103741524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046604889298657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23758178783606546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300062105459257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255489768039192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960011708412007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200081244431038,0.0,0.08567120233891945,0.0,0.10902848899782808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058327412602967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981714564655344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625183279461575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552556884552469,0.06281821641699747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628316673670408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354193211443811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972095486697478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aminoacid4,2019/01/28,"my anxiety is pretty much gone now. bye I always came here to lurk and let out my frustrations with social anxiety but honestly I think it's to the point where I'm get actually excited to go out and see people because it's more practice for me.

At this rate I feel like it's gonna be almost non-existent and I suppose this post is just going to be some kind of closure for me.  I realized how toxic it is to wallow around in self pity and post/read memes about others with anxiety. But  When you're down that path it doesnt feel wrong to do because youre relating with other people. I truly believe everybody can get better  because I was in a reeeeally bad place for years and all it just took a couple weeks to a month to get get rid of my anxiety.

yall are always going to have a special place in my heart because of how terrifying it is to have sa.


bye yall
✌


",4.4922877122877125,4.444241615384616,6.163826173826179,80.34026473526477,69.65934065934066,9.475324675324677,29.182817182817182,9.339509955726095,2.3433230769230766,682,23,143,13,11,236,109,182,0.11900000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.142,0.8037,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,10,10,1,0,5,0,14,1,1,2,1,25,30,10,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,0,4,0,0,6,1,4,0,0,4,3,16,6,28,22,4,24,0,1,1,0,7,12,0,2,8,94,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.12660335973501918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991159521526927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159010437156051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969899192202229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154923069679362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832391707558167,0.31634279202318194,0.0,0.0,0.14616774301997806,0.0,0.11474071200759915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838311530605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355011973988852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119656834756113,0.09268323279539854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711262611021055,0.0,0.2211954186082788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373746696068866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509980050681036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266357573768364,0.0,0.06338232540386872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355382345553696,0.0,0.09537069053485248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798848425018182,0.0,0.2710924539956458,0.0,0.12264220094470747,0.0,0.2485019377927835,0.1319878801849787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977084023660862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103382581386498,0.0,0.13534266268875567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224924067123792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312941850550573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441411717431685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406617859552443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184565658178916,0.0,0.08354555779380443
socialanxiety,SoloWhoa,2019/01/28,"How far have you gone to avoid social interaction? I just realized I get to work early to avoid running into coworkers in the elevator, and at the end of the day I stay a little bit late AND use the stairs to further avoid interaction (if I wasn't on the 19th floor, I would use them in the mornings too). I can't be the only one who does weird things like this. Tell me your stories! ",6.331075949367089,5.029653974683544,7.198575949367092,78.62925632911396,66.21518987341771,10.431645569620251,31.14240506329114,9.516144504307137,2.4389721518987337,300,9,65,5,4,101,58,79,0.113,0.8540000000000001,0.033,-0.6239,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,1,3,5,0,3,8,0,5,0,0,3,0,13,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,2,0,10,1,10,5,1,17,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,5,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28786626724357256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700494232641822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23074493844001004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335389703351196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776000267455954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974383918414576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881893892039442,0.2642729588426714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786739092111396,0.2005377351717824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687848189182545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810438908292928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23046473959198685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517484124757512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554633897620651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919595129138962,0.0,0.0,0.1873081037881812,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dyljam2345,2019/01/28,"I got a 67 on a history quiz. Why am I taking it so hard? Hi all, today in US History we had a 15 question quiz on the north and south during ~1830-1860 (industrialization and slavery). I nearly freaked out during the quiz because I couldn't fail it. It was the first grade of the quarter and if I didn't do well I would be struggling for the rest of the quarter. It went into the gradebook and now I have a 67 in the class. I feel like less of a person to be honest like academics is what I'm good at so if I don't even have those what's the point. I've lost pretty much all of my motivation. Why am I taking a bad grade as a personal attack?",2.3241428571428564,3.0012888428571434,4.451428571428573,88.08357142857143,74.85714285714286,7.028571428571429,24.0,7.1686216300943375,0.744442857142857,498,14,116,5,10,173,84,140,0.126,0.731,0.14300000000000002,0.5314,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,4,5,11,1,1,16,0,14,0,0,1,2,16,21,9,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,6,1,3,6,2,13,5,15,11,5,15,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,3,5,84,20,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106551083962855,0.0,0.0,0.16224795144066825,0.11845484207095873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283456320123572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825334526808656,0.1388212784389954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652873397219407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298525959922985,0.15541437133193453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740713373772471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986854855236146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212175501320188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428465622782562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393430902705177,0.0,0.0,0.18369392836458887,0.0,0.0,0.19769192024386706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768135372194525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314403830536631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922068747816646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841913538787237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337414034787005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471579811325147,0.18013533022267955,0.3506847046123552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803838976012014,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,happysisyphos,2019/01/28,"Just got fired for not being ""open enough"" (again) I can't even keep a job in fucking retail, it's not my life goal and just a crap job for the time being but still. If I'm too stupid to keep a minimum wage job, how am I supposed to thrive in future jobs that are actually demanding? It's not even the first time I got fired for being ""too shy"" ""too reserved"" ""not open enough"" ""not fitting into the team"" ""not excited enough"" yada yada yada. The worst thing is I used to be much more socially anxious to the point I couldn't properly talk with people, now I can actually feel more at ease in social settings and hold conversations. And *still* I'm shy enough to get freaking sacked for it.

I've already been on antidepressants against depression and social anxiety for years, which is why it's not as bad as it used to be. I have forced myself to become more open and social and less panicky around people and still I'm failing at it terribly. I have stopped making progress, like I don't know what else I can do other than put on a smiley, bubbly fake persona and hope someday I might actually care to connect with people. The truth is, even if I try not to and pretend to care for their company, all I want is to be left fucking alone and everyone around me is sensing that. No wonder people don't want me to be around at their job.

I used to be so much more outgoing as a child until years of bullying turned me into a socially inept moron, I don't know what more I can do if even years of meds and therapy can't seem to reverse that damage. ",6.6014423076923086,5.504013567307696,7.143205128205127,78.58096153846154,65.57051282051282,10.235897435897437,32.0,9.354420925462401,2.5857846153846147,1211,39,248,19,16,400,152,312,0.233,0.655,0.113,-0.9931,6,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,5,19,19,5,0,12,0,30,4,1,5,2,56,55,21,0,7,14,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,14,21,0,4,5,2,2,1,15,13,0,1,3,3,23,6,43,42,14,35,0,3,0,2,11,19,3,7,15,177,37,9,0.0,0.0,0.23253773085080176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226590179239555,0.08765338144388479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076401077831405,0.08973370196524398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121295915784415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632103583545647,0.0,0.08772459611968221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619690989855691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841325581738614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635387654413852,0.0,0.0,0.3282911948814104,0.0,0.209852024248912,0.0,0.0,0.07589911637669408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016237847453594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675634267398116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468641825328071,0.041499086637394635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705543581817588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889227348053497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39411189805974906,0.14120271362568754,0.0,0.0,0.08730570115215906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086301322510904,0.0,0.056104014877717864,0.03880566349453135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053020384520229176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822922771641205,0.0,0.0,0.0842630635515548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678091330838655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202680517451084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508736780740645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984945427734072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231041986700422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048462641749414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902995730349533,0.06640734066385323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384311752952472,0.0,0.0,0.09083554325342104,0.0,0.05277000415569436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263296760746782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053928002969264366,0.08639742664316334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580699373840752,0.0,0.0,0.09370017289570798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167354858729144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613884110104174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534516498827325
socialanxiety,dropbearfanclub,2019/01/28,"Chewing gum when nervous Hey friends, 

I just wanted to share something that I’ve figured out that helps me feel less awkward in social situations. Whenever I’m about to go somewhere that I know I’ll be nervous at, I grab a piece of chewing gum. 

Having something to do with my mouth helps me to not feel so awkward, and keeps me from biting my nails or fidgeting. It makes me feel less self conscious for some reason, and it keeps the small part of my mind that needs constant nervous moment satisfied. 

I wanted to share this here in case it can help someone, and to see if anyone else has the same experience. Do you have something like this that you do to help when you get nervous? ",5.18843776106934,6.202756699248122,5.167318295739348,84.33630743525481,68.47368421052633,7.414870509607352,31.319131161236424,7.3871296695380915,1.91170910609858,543,22,104,5,9,169,83,133,0.076,0.762,0.162,0.9244,0,0,3,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,6,10,0,6,3,0,8,3,1,2,0,25,22,8,0,4,4,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,5,2,2,7,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,5,14,4,17,21,6,10,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,3,5,69,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191154267639937,0.17454772982370906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840920758685644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230884676501293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663882907294952,0.0,0.0,0.258408192334442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161502150685694,0.0,0.08900289581785828,0.0,0.09681606258650637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567385857505802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028367954176001,0.0,0.0,0.09362206320161218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322632387852172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137125691683176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200890393908366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631527840803555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844767021951276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515220947937854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575002411232348,0.0,0.17771629879058304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148495162554807,0.0,0.17365437551650942,0.14434032962404916,0.3934403274959655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095831985943616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jmets012,2019/01/28,"Can’t stop worrying about group work and presentations this semester One of my classes this semester I just found out is almost entirely group work and presentations. The class is centered around doing cases with our groups and there’s 5 in total that we have to type up and then present.

There’s also a 3 week long business simulation we have to do in class that involves working on a project with our groups and doing 2 presentations.

The first day of class he also told us we could make our own groups and get in to them and I didn’t know anyone in the class. I had to have him put me in to a group and now next class we have to submit our groups and I’m worried I’ll somehow end up in a new group again.",4.140275862068965,5.029286786206903,4.794655172413794,86.51336206896553,70.79310344827587,8.006896551724138,26.224137931034484,8.238735603445708,1.408848275862069,564,17,121,8,10,181,84,145,0.051,0.9490000000000001,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,9,0,1,4,10,0,0,0,7,0,13,0,0,1,1,26,19,12,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,17,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,16,0,22,14,2,28,0,0,0,0,22,12,0,2,15,84,20,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437082496663352,0.0,0.0,0.3104557186608005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572461861607005,0.0,0.0,0.17279700819206745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497920552944489,0.0,0.0,0.12518340979771156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192180994214953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510791234224767,0.0,0.2128290765503721,0.0,0.0,0.1014132629062296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667651678119536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177920824516454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956839849805812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747042835878044,0.20643574340718954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153240256621554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513185363096716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228273061745874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854782277671697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23348766591100475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570149031900773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239381570674968,0.39425158761838397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vvunjo,2019/01/28,"Is this a social anxiety symptom? I’ve been pretty much isolated the last two weeks (only seen my family) due to having been home from school (because of stress). I’ve met two other people during these two weeks: a doctor and a psychiatrist. At the doctor’s I bawled my eyes out. At the psychiatrist I tried so hard not to that I barely could speak. 

Today I had my first day of school and while talking to the teachers about what would happen next I also tried painfully hard to hold my tears in. At the train on my way home I couldn’t stop the tears (or snot for that matter) from getting all over my face and my entire head felt like it was gonna explode. I’m not even sad, or especially anxious so I don’t know why this is happening. 

The way I see it, there are two prominent options. The first one is that it’s just my social anxiety playing out more extreme since I’ve been isolated from people. The second one is that I’m still in a state of severe stress and am not ready to go back to school yet. But obviously it could be something else, I have no clue. 

Does anybody have any experience of this? What do you think? ",4.457944199706317,5.115932709251105,5.282925110132158,84.14074596182088,69.92511013215861,8.167870778267256,25.70602055800293,8.238735603445708,1.413310954478708,883,24,183,12,15,288,132,227,0.146,0.8,0.054000000000000006,-0.9462,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,10,6,0,2,13,0,21,7,3,0,2,26,34,11,0,4,7,0,3,1,0,2,4,1,2,0,15,6,0,2,3,1,0,1,6,4,0,9,8,7,18,2,24,20,3,27,0,1,3,0,6,9,0,3,15,124,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360137834721454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109144651013696,0.0,0.15994711642424586,0.11810154309741305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038555531623537,0.0,0.0637272068332225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669349207456398,0.0,0.0,0.06742027913312397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140042313139774,0.09148450997103592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873305685459546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904832672431042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102261131444645,0.0985519254463532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037572830427048,0.0,0.0,0.17784499647660498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461834362866092,0.0,0.059413044109770774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489047436337167,0.0,0.1872963557560665,0.0,0.10728919838064142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972623935975568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745298478416309,0.08521484590169484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051073438844618416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768496438015432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111805107885878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167933770768398,0.07950812077146202,0.11123896597024532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495109549940316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635575271031107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31740313758967664,0.0833056205242953,0.0,0.0,0.11810154309741305,0.0,0.08647737317123487,0.0,0.0,0.2131327136589221,0.0,0.08048074843363988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834865560875958,0.08740093447202657,0.2395026627538468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865809898199463,0.0,0.08402607416449599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698563432591395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909261875921642,0.0,0.0,0.14195291684943195,0.0,0.40848536093667626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595951678861048,0.16771292547014172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433196783417153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426290779990706,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JohnGreen32,2019/01/28,"Anxiety around certain people but not others Around my close friends I am fine, I am very talkative and always have a lot to say but I find the second I’m talking to someone I don’t know or I find attractive I freeze up, I don’t start conversations and I don’t know what to say if they say something to me, I can’t keep the conversations going and I end up never talking to them again most times because they think that I’m weird and boring, I need to a way to not be a pussy and get to know people because I know that once I do I will be fine around them, doesn’t help that I hate talking about myself too",4.0495384615384635,4.043429761538462,5.179807692307693,86.86894230769232,70.61538461538461,8.038461538461537,27.01923076923077,7.645422480735847,1.2663846153846148,479,14,108,5,8,159,69,130,0.092,0.757,0.151,0.7506,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,0,6,8,1,0,5,0,12,0,0,0,2,28,25,9,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,5,9,0,1,7,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,0,4,22,5,14,22,2,13,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,4,5,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275382321841347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725601604539646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093454410797744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868717249555096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357573834916143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801836806323722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842095589929327,0.0,0.08008058563442075,0.0,0.08711050263592117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132869864275764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273793086349407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623909483980348,0.0,0.0,0.3369467737243459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303101024855125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136524983433264,0.11821619836636668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323434909546214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252509403913689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656746035410742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298705847797811,0.1179996506426532,0.0,0.0,0.1084898151895642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695932600996975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821331936359676,0.0,0.0,0.0893766935146945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646907116593362,0.0,0.12166366108055522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lil_Jxw,2019/01/28,Job interview tomorrow Okay so I've got a job interview tomorrow. I'll be interviewed by two people and I'm nervous as shit because now my anxiety is going to spazz out over what two people think about me instead of just worrying about one. Pray for me please 😂😂😫,1.0054761904761909,3.556553462962963,3.5889417989418,83.07166666666667,88.44444444444444,8.27089947089947,26.232804232804238,8.841846274778883,2.8422359788359786,213,10,41,7,7,74,44,54,0.171,0.716,0.113,-0.5106,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,1,9,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,24,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271420524495492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356498187526788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316904027739386,0.0,0.2014793544906164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499973324600036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070405254163767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492921384648184,0.0,0.0,0.2765269062178873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585870197257522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141689291487393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921684957314872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558318042337613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unoriginalname44,2019/01/28,I hate how I have no control over my body I remember I was talking this girl and she could I looked very in comfortable and I legit made a massive and loud gulp. The most embarrassing thing that's happened to me in a long time. This was 2 years and it's burned into my mind. Couldn't sleep yesterday after remembering it.,1.1826538461538476,3.7152516307692345,2.82798076923077,89.25889423076927,86.53846153846153,6.3269230769230775,21.971153846153847,7.645422480735847,1.1015,256,9,53,5,8,84,49,65,0.14300000000000002,0.7979999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.6387,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,3,0,5,3,2,3,0,14,9,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,10,1,6,4,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,5,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26982710660165915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27245316299486444,0.19395023541015974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481156170141025,0.0,0.0,0.2398312073503179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497476234894372,0.2039899172701065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298548600197665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24527790508694344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503574198530317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24309340593752216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524826551572436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138390763721824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416474238320847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043276855107445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564312105439502
socialanxiety,boehan_,2019/01/28,Does therapy really work? How does therapy work? Do they give you comfort... prescribe you medicine...? I just don't see how having a chat with another person will help the situation at all,2.472352941176471,5.442770941176473,4.0678823529411785,78.00947058823533,89.58823529411768,8.60235294117647,27.388235294117646,8.841846274778883,3.373430588235294,148,7,25,5,5,49,28,34,0.0,0.903,0.09699999999999999,0.5007,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,0,16,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625182604578334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381733834724572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24016260962379696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780717688141475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859967493911636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038334356909026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994999241891316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814086670146561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572603808114285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36452175216434657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ihavewavyhair,2019/01/28,"Can’t communicate anymore. I can’t communicate normally anymore. I don’t know what has happened to me. Somewhere around my freshman year of high school, (i’m a senior now, about to graduate soon), i lost most of my ability to charm others, and come up with anything interesting to say. Before freshman year, i was a talkative kid. Really talkative actually. I was outgoing, and had a good sense of humor. I had the ability to make friends and be the center of attention in any group of people. I hung out regularly with friends on weekends, and generally had a good time. The past three years have been miserable though, as i have lost my ability to do this. I partially blame it on my love for soccer, which i was very passionate about starting freshman year and until sophmore year. I was so passionate about it that i often avoided hangouts to practice on my own. I don’t know if that’s what caused me to lose my social skills, but one thing is for sure is that i’m depressed without them. Life feels close to worthless, as any conversation i have that isn’t with my parents or my girlfriend feels dull and pointless. 95% of them come to an akward silence which is almost impossible to get out of, as i never have anything to say. I am not shy, i know this for sure, because whenever there is a task at hand, (for example a group project), i become very assertive and talkative, but only because i am focused on the task. I am also very talkative around my girlfriend, in an inexplainable way. I just always have things to say around her for some reason, and i have a lot of fun. Other than that, regular small talk is horrible with most any other person. Random one on ones with friends i used to be close with before freshman year is close to impossible for me. I never have anything to say. As a result, i am never invited out to parties or hangouts anymore, and have lost touch with so many friends. Everyone wonders what has happened to me, and i am now seen as the “quiet one” to most people. This is really fucking ruining my life, and i’m afraid for my future if i don’t figure this out. Things i used to enjoy like watching TV, reading, and playing video games have all become dull to me. Even getting my homework done is difficult at this point, because all i do is worry about my social skills, which distracts me from anything i am focused on, or want to be focused on. I am constantly thinking about new strategies when it comes to talking, and none of them work. I’ve even tried not using ANY conversational strategies, and clearing my mind like everyone says, but that doesn’t work either. That just makes me even more quiet. I’ve heard it all, “ask more questions”, or, “be a good listener”. Nothing works. I don’t know what to do anymore, but i don’t plan on giving up yet. Please help me, i want to be happy again. Anyone out there, please.",5.673239656518343,6.357138978142081,6.260761904761907,78.11400000000002,67.23315118397085,9.115815768930524,32.98990372105126,9.159459690764724,2.8828244704657817,2245,95,417,39,35,732,231,549,0.08,0.747,0.17300000000000001,0.9932,1,1,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,0,3,10,26,36,1,4,16,0,53,7,1,8,9,93,89,35,0,5,16,1,4,2,6,0,2,9,1,2,29,35,0,1,12,9,0,3,16,15,0,5,14,15,60,21,84,70,13,57,0,10,2,4,34,29,1,16,26,307,89,9,0.0,0.0,0.06449609355207689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661814221679453,0.0,0.0,0.05285361366519478,0.054993698202864684,0.0,0.0,0.17977884685782006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26218134924145475,0.04621294520283825,0.0,0.21755178330141872,0.17650722659350127,0.06178694058593586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086690087582724,0.14598647034489226,0.11247856119841018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067894516645882,0.0,0.1707967816537607,0.0,0.07142179015356845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05692479751036185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763489008130942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309590938713192,0.0,0.0,0.12630715434714634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683603155213272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042495398624665,0.061100833108429925,0.06906050809814859,0.06340130699934599,0.0,0.1663040773326966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168895764109353,0.07035598346188464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04429996140872182,0.06982964853168556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528936827250982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336523012315948,0.06457826075630375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393985366299577,0.21644112379491245,0.056188911561251005,0.05965045820533401,0.0,0.08823362129678235,0.06700674348216099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673390901656061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292228434522726,0.06383190257770342,0.0,0.0,0.064755962114338,0.06341689470237677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914214161499145,0.05026581596594592,0.0,0.0,0.07338715729120185,0.0,0.06309213148559685,0.09163950826329252,0.05770883786815272,0.0,0.14509796767114574,0.06247814340881613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403797695627425,0.0,0.06610971675435581,0.0,0.08468023910244775,0.0679534102233794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627943851711891,0.0,0.06688846181702689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474459787442702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678013841375511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458153779581398,0.0,0.0,0.106244221076081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317254280019424,0.042348976868248345,0.06493488875069278,0.0,0.038538678366034855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04487201511586905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124636599736048,0.0,0.1635980477208107,0.07796534904012792,0.05246061941692783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371016694447308,0.0716737718278262,0.14434692115342446,0.06711946292617225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25536583496397713
socialanxiety,DarkRain117,2019/01/28,"Advice for asking out a girl.         I have fairly bad social anxiety and so it is tough for me to talk to this girl I'm interested in. I've had a crush on her for a while now and don't really know how to approach her. We've only talked a few times and she is very outgoing and extroverted while I'm the complete opposite. I don't have many chances to talk to be though because we only have one class together and she is always surrounded by friends. I've  been trying to build up the confidence to ask for her number but I'm scared it would weird her out and she would reject me. I also wouldn't want everyone to see me get rejected if she said no. I gotten much better with my anxiety and have several friends but this a challenge for me.
           Some additional details: My phone went off in class last week and she got everyone to start fake coughing so the teacher wouldn't hear it. Not sure why she did or if it really means anything but thought it was very nice of her. She asked me about it and made a small joke. Another time I was talking to one of my friends about girls I like and one of my crushes best friends overheard us. She cut into the conversation and immediately assumed I was going to say my crushes name when asked who I liked even though I had never told anyone I liked her before and hadn't mentioned up until that point. Again, not sure if it means anything, but I thought it was worth mentioning. I have never caught her staring at me  but it does seem like she tries to talk to me from time to time. I'm also 16 and in highschool if you're wondering.
    
          Sorry for the long post and if anyone can offer any advice it would be greatly appreciated. I'm just not sure where to go from here and I don't want to miss another opportunity because of my social anxiety.",3.3544880952380964,4.81304909166667,4.66595238095238,84.50999999999998,73.3611111111111,7.920634920634923,26.468253968253972,8.527137837955566,1.7496587301587296,1403,49,290,25,28,465,177,360,0.134,0.7020000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9579,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,4,16,28,1,1,11,0,28,1,0,2,5,60,60,37,0,12,15,0,0,4,4,5,1,3,0,3,14,21,0,0,8,1,1,5,12,9,0,3,18,5,44,19,44,35,4,37,0,3,2,0,47,15,0,10,20,196,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989479924958136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085277079875973,0.0680755513889714,0.0,0.0,0.055636120718655487,0.17157759339132242,0.18776176702308264,0.0,0.0,0.1144120809764948,0.0,0.13465140632355793,0.0,0.3059390574904886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831102116622549,0.09974574288428173,0.0,0.0696174318444097,0.0,0.08585842942258193,0.07235756809929593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857801066570908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159571918275476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540371764767387,0.0,0.0,0.15635299057058147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528362430871544,0.0,0.04274428090507189,0.0,0.09299322089001737,0.0,0.06543388878147849,0.09019989179263524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220998462486488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496266926630886,0.06668908407894464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988016272370453,0.0,0.0,0.07240254894146707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741410000957248,0.0,0.0829462494502663,0.0,0.17823820507663146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060142482248109426,0.0,0.1261995363912458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631723905603535,0.12444600926002394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734038992294633,0.0,0.07835490808814867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482390086558643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782356274001531,0.06506153707452439,0.08190978504837453,0.0,0.0651949255157063,0.07448011871118537,0.0,0.0924261923393308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679752583922464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158373765891158,0.05790815712777238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23132532877815,0.0,0.0,0.3287937603762223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076308742788495,0.12990187639131656,0.19082490287466305,0.0,0.0,0.07817649528529072,0.0,0.11109226223261788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984118062427168,0.0,0.0,0.13500973952409825,0.0965116785847264,0.0,0.06562601427870215,0.0,0.0,0.07584211847584607,0.0738241378912151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872346644715062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435431290675188,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mustangparts,2019/01/28,"Parents fighting and anxiety Anyone else here remember vividly feeling distressed and scared over parents fighting harshly/ threats of divorce by mother? 

I have social anxiety and I feel like this type of stuff while I was growing up has something to do with it, the unpredictability of my angry father yellling like a maniac combined with threats of abandonment by mom. I remember throwing up over it because of the stress many times as well. 

Can anyone else relate? ",7.785791666666667,10.129936662500004,7.0150000000000015,68.51666666666668,63.625,8.833333333333334,42.083333333333336,9.2995712137729,4.691708333333334,383,23,51,7,6,118,57,80,0.32299999999999995,0.574,0.102,-0.9697,2,0,1,0,5,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,12,5,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,7,5,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,3,5,3,15,6,0,8,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,0,4,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662726028740314,0.0,0.0,0.2433786421340547,0.35663885548800633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609012289015342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907678277302834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599465402378062,0.1243306413809482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004942387098532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644417782651595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038276928801338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864905517970328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942954660766854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423939930487956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774067694757268,0.0,0.133980648390276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199356508677455,0.0,0.19922844166870876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014812101803736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647836904448853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jennana100,2019/01/28,"Having Anxiety is like have mental allergies. Probably one of the most frustrating things about having anxiety of any sort is trying to explain to people why you can't just, you know, stop having all the problems you have. 

I like to think of it as your brain having allergies. When you're allergic to peanuts, your body completely overreacts, freaking the heck out, and causing all sort of unsafe things to happen. Are peanuts actually going to kill you? Well, no, but your body sure thinks so (which then makes it so peanut CAN actually kill you). And yet millions of people suffer from allergies and no one says ""hey but like, maybe could you stop overreacting to peanuts?""

So I say, well you see, anxiety is the same way. Your brain reacts in the same way your body reacts when it comes into contact with an allergen. Except instead of a peanut, it's a social situation, or the idea of failure, or talking on the phone. You brain sees these things as harmful, dangerous. And if your brain is freaked out, of course your body is going to play along: heartbeat elevating, adrenaline coming out of nowhere, that frozen 'headlights' feeling. It's no different, and for the person crippled with anxiety, it's as uncontrollable as an allergic reaction. Luckily, we don't die, but we sure as hell avoid our allergens. Of course I don't want to go through massive panic that I have to choke down when I'm in a room with strangers and it's loud and I lost the person I came with and someone is walking towards me with that ""I will save this friendless person"" look. People would be amazed at what is happening inside an anxious person's brain when we look fairly normal but on the inside are on the verge of bursting into hysteric sobs. Sure we can work through the panic. Sure we can pretend that we don't feel like we are about to die and force a smile and resort to ""yes, no, grunt"" interactions. But that doesn't change the mental hell we go through when our brains totally screw us over and react as if a stranger were a zombie bent on throwing themselves upon our necks and tearing out our throats. 

But luckily, friends, even though our allergies are something we cannot control at the beginning, there is hope to reduce our allergic reactions. That's the hope for us. Luckily if the brain can be predisposed to freaking out, it can be trained to act normally. But this takes work. Time. Oh so much effort on our part. Tiny steps of progress. 

So next time when someone doesn't get you, just say: it's like allergies. I have brain allergies. Mental allergies. My brain reacts like death is upon me when the reality is just a new person or situation. Just like your body reacts if you have a peanut allergy. It's instantaneous. It's illogical. It's hell to live through. Please, give me time. 

Good luck to you all.  ",4.6103927452451305,6.643323111954462,4.908173513966727,81.70236971007458,71.2011385199241,8.393786681964611,29.333612814968447,9.037768484169169,2.540339075945457,2228,90,409,46,43,702,231,527,0.19899999999999998,0.647,0.154,-0.9796,1,1,1,0,0,0,75.0,18,19,0,6,25,41,8,4,28,1,42,20,16,8,8,97,71,46,5,12,19,0,2,7,1,2,3,4,1,5,26,37,0,4,7,2,0,11,11,20,2,3,3,10,49,21,72,62,9,54,3,3,4,1,54,24,6,13,24,283,75,2,0.0,0.0,0.10998907872019688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03832346396938145,0.0,0.17244627459977208,0.06366532759994813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312989577128527,0.0,0.5661993018846194,0.0,0.06445532797985787,0.0,0.05789230730698387,0.0596163221159281,0.09709001805565852,0.0590873480087984,0.0,0.06320714130399226,0.044995036213778886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697558668726182,0.058879182443076265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03722207369894871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056989758068040124,0.04026016137846486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04353988257513117,0.0,0.02944326254244688,0.05406103658730722,0.12811182031173915,0.04726806241493845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966942269962352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194684552718824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361815369693873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469734341615962,0.0,0.030971340441009867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272610596726747,0.0,0.0497626681893652,0.0,0.09464833796570274,0.0,0.061518350678981815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037617529156024836,0.0,0.05661636635731801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037833999472468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04142755141250769,0.0,0.0,0.054428196893894484,0.05993438744696687,0.0,0.1104322482546178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637547497464464,0.0,0.0,0.1322413539466197,0.0,0.06102718260776058,0.0,0.11720878583265963,0.2460359054927185,0.0,0.061861079134335875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060760430015066424,0.05392430908600896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444773501428078,0.0,0.0,0.08981558551223362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126691196996031,0.0,0.057447022627676585,0.0954991448656096,0.04338498109453517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423093009231064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245641112578234,0.0,0.042372091897195985,0.04529616970548588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231965900584934,0.07222026473154622,0.055368691320198456,0.0,0.0985834992894153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03826147702207815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355767174989208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03323975314139827,0.08946425870118388,0.0,0.0,0.10134017358870384,0.0,0.05085179649478983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205450386925435,0.0,0.0,0.04003311243533946,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_WhoAmI-_-,2019/01/28,"I hate my social anxiety and I want to face it now! So I was diagnosed with social anxiety disorder a few months ago and have been in therapy since then. But after I got the diagnoses I realized that I carried this disorder around with me for years and years without really knowing about it. 

And especially in the last few months I started to hate it so much. So damn much! I hate being the quiet person in a group. I hate thinking 30 minutes about a one line WhatsApp text. I hate me being in my room 24/7. I hate the feeling of wasting my life and my youth while others have fun. I hate counting my money at least 5 times before paying. I hate that I am not able to make or answer a call. I hate the disgusted feeling I have when I look in the mirror. I hate myself for having social anxiety disorder. I hate watching those confident people and imaging myself in their position. I hate that I can’t talk with anyone about my disorder because I am afraid they will say I am just overreacting. And I hate that it took me days to upload this text because I am afraid if someone will answer and what they will say. 

But since I hate this disorder so much, I decided to throw myself out there and face my anxiety. I decided to leave my home and my country to study abroad. I am excited for this new chapter but my anxiety keeps interrupting like “What if you won’t make friends and end up alone in the back of the classroom again?” and “Maybe this is a bit too much for you. You can’t handle this.” and “It will make it worse. Just wait until your suicidal thoughts return.” and “You have to take tests again and maybe even make presentations.” But since I want to do this and already paid the tuition anyway there is no way of cancelling.  

So I need tips and I want to hear your stories. Maybe someone already did what I am planning to do. Tell me your experiences and opinions please! :) 

",3.1657905405405407,5.127917129729736,4.291266891891894,84.89041385135134,75.0,7.543918918918918,26.427364864864863,8.376592526197632,1.8352770270270282,1478,55,290,27,32,482,172,370,0.2,0.731,0.069,-0.9908,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,7,3,1,21,22,16,2,14,0,27,5,2,4,0,55,63,34,1,6,11,0,2,1,1,5,3,4,2,1,22,23,0,2,10,0,4,2,6,18,0,1,7,8,60,4,38,49,8,38,0,0,2,0,22,12,1,4,24,215,82,3,0.054535051939429716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834203308755902,0.0,0.0,0.05648186689811936,0.12036157183026774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085958273233124,0.0,0.0,0.03813217631916476,0.0,0.0,0.048547758328524114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193408869356071,0.0,0.06648812297244926,0.0,0.04640531250408512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953815226323887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556863854144959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03517059692865036,0.0,0.0,0.11070385952939234,0.0,0.0,0.3125094710895613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048301869157345086,0.0,0.0,0.036019887473668966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334574525278578,0.0,0.0,0.05514912171108837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04213364584835798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04361666290776695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.753789027089153,0.0,0.0,0.061464967022585526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470310361159305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048473259898043033,0.0,0.0,0.029971038331090532,0.04445334602705745,0.0,0.0577447457639782,0.0,0.0,0.038519719977910566,0.026643071705729902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04579570862531891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561028256475095,0.0,0.1643633690470241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705871632661691,0.0,0.16035815223592,0.04043705000195311,0.0,0.052670292992519394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03695436257239505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03780773841138792,0.047617903838497184,0.0,0.05986311046075445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03493655072221247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673692435788599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353358755419197,0.0,0.0,0.16677485307364825,0.0924147450706924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03860019045310025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965249542463477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04100357208749676,0.043833208997861285,0.04766603912477619,0.0,0.0623655846696419,0.0,0.0,0.03494385925390222,0.0,0.043294739615492885,0.03179982734515188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059044930949724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649855976505008,0.04328738583179567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256984398174351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557587698610947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023757089416184
socialanxiety,TheBenignRevolution,2019/01/28,"Are we all just narcissists? *the following is a random thought which might not make sense to you. 


It’s the pressure to be seen as that cool “perfect” person that has us all fucked up. We place how other people view us higher than our sanity which is why we’re so scared of social interactions and people in general. I turn super red when I talk to my crush which makes me avoid him even though I want to talk to him so bad, because I don’t want him to see my flaws. This feeling of needing to be “flawless” in front of other people is definitely not it, chief.  You’re not perfect but neither am I. We’re all just imperfect people. I think once we all truly understand and believe that, maybe we can finally beat our social anxiety! ",3.903460815047023,5.3523956344827575,4.931598746081509,83.18373040752353,71.9655172413793,8.031347962382446,26.285266457680247,8.575989854853784,1.8146551724137927,577,19,113,10,11,189,94,145,0.113,0.754,0.133,0.2905,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,8,1,0,4,8,10,1,3,3,1,11,1,0,3,6,32,25,9,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,6,21,5,15,20,5,8,0,0,4,1,18,4,1,2,2,80,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880884945146393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967422428362813,0.09467324315529728,0.0,0.0,0.17497695064128171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257830760643263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852750199788984,0.0,0.0,0.17013039596178872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357811744859222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733624399167472,0.0,0.15602599389629054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475537910655313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515760999612397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653960782658868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306791711664224,0.13560741940378285,0.16226196684016905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554886408671964,0.0,0.12375896669596305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166303095220586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496585476146503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995139683910166,0.15258759347868753,0.12329580766361192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892859315180145,0.0,0.16167927429245296,0.3736285717006547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320728985051354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013972637235392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pamplemousseroyale,2019/01/28,"Have I made a mistake? I was at brunch today with a group of girls in my grad school cohort. We’re in a small program and there are about 40 guys. The topic of “who’s the hottest guy in the program” came up and I way too enthusiastically brought up the name of a guy I’d never even spoken to before, but have had my eye on all fall. Obviously a couple of us had mimosas and idk...the way I said it was along the lines of “[name of guy]...holy *fuck*” and “he is sooo hot.” It just seems a bit cringe in retrospect. 

Was this a bad idea, especially if it gets around to him? ",-0.2537780401416754,1.816994041322317,2.0187308146399094,95.98316115702481,87.92561983471073,4.779456906729634,16.90731995277449,6.1826913282559595,-0.5829721369539551,433,10,106,4,14,146,82,121,0.069,0.91,0.021,-0.7541,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,12,0,9,3,1,1,3,20,16,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,8,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,9,3,8,0,20,7,2,17,0,0,1,1,12,10,1,2,2,67,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362996867568626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440944459769902,0.0,0.0,0.14685017293989575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840920326975066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738192053604076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095298187395948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139853697638224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954450009219118,0.09016427174633468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6835127837162019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481823692810687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329637094053442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331018916742565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416008669655885,0.0,0.0,0.17465696717416487,0.0,0.15710746609794415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635826576251848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758867977734735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739669125148373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bung_Chung,2019/01/28,"I think that people think I’m a creep (I’m not) I’d like to preface this by saying I’m not crazy. It may sound like the ramblings of a crazy person but please hear me out. I’m a 16 year old male in my junior year in high school. I don’t have that many friends and I tend to get bullied a lot which is why I have poor social skills and a lack of confidence. I’ve struggled with depression and I’m seeing a therapist regularly who I plan on discussing this issue with soon. 

I don’t know where this idea came from but I always have this thought that people think I’m some sort of perv or creep. It started when I began high school. These thoughts got so abstract that I was afraid to tell too many people that I got my drivers license in fear that some girl will hear about it and think I’m out to get them. I hate skipping school when I’m sick because that people will think I’m planning something malicious. I avoid eye contact because I’m afraid people will think I’m going to hurt them. I don’t have anything to prove that people think this, which is why I know it’s in my head but I have no way shaking the feeling that people say/think this stuff behind my back. I’ve never hurt anyone before, never been in a relationship, never been in any drama, but I still believe I’m on some sort of radar. 

Does anyone have thoughts?",4.1551449275362335,4.638589152173914,4.626956521739132,89.1999275362319,70.52173913043478,7.0028985507246375,25.84057971014493,6.42735559955562,0.7827188405797103,1050,29,227,6,18,333,133,276,0.182,0.748,0.07,-0.9897,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,9,13,1,6,9,0,18,3,2,0,4,43,56,12,0,1,7,0,1,2,1,4,1,4,0,3,24,9,0,1,15,1,1,3,9,10,0,0,10,7,23,3,26,42,5,30,0,3,2,0,15,13,0,8,15,128,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226595461634061,0.0,0.0,0.05906081247745816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214547379009248,0.0,0.07146994934205632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678210166607806,0.0,0.10588561063959964,0.0,0.07390274580999341,0.09784993441132857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933298414863748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748035678243203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760028069933992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773012148785136,0.04391384631986011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709990626408073,0.0,0.09075082613269783,0.0,0.049358717949026035,0.0,0.13892336795142193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574615376884451,0.08913290610161284,0.0,0.19577197475784225,0.0,0.0,0.18352307179090335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594892074058966,0.09804280345479567,0.0,0.09064858128434078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095460709471536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486080793842954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383655701509856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761040425253082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095165848918425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113420951744032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214747992172427,0.07583385723501758,0.0,0.09533495190636287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324413563395163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813282418036052,0.0,0.2636897701366609,0.06920801128166852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853238928277038,0.0,0.06686118548181348,0.0,0.0,0.061472704510322586,0.0,0.06935832755597686,0.0,0.0,0.09079422237071848,0.09942219232185008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591051504927226,0.0,0.0,0.10083926098889913,0.0,0.4451985358933179,0.0,0.20684701583026455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893729401401379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673679285986114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185679113023292
socialanxiety,realthrowaway_,2019/01/28,"My social anxiety has ruined me the last4 years To afraid to get a job now because i cant hold a conversation. I speak to fast and cant slow down and sometimes just freeze up when talking. I really have no friends at this point and the only getaway for me is video games, reading or taking a walk. 

​

I envy people who can easily hold a convo and make friends with ease. This fucking sucks and I feel it will never end.

​",3.6242857142857146,5.338014252873566,4.447947454844009,85.3096551724138,73.13793103448276,6.810509031198686,26.221674876847292,7.447530270364453,1.3634019704433502,348,12,67,4,7,112,66,87,0.134,0.725,0.141,0.16699999999999998,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,1,6,0,7,1,0,1,1,13,13,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,3,8,2,8,12,0,12,0,1,0,1,8,4,2,1,7,44,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888774886738978,0.4361134247413849,0.0,0.0,0.13728210851073208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939372361499038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894331463908346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073752586717107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772920156423763,0.16590268141092082,0.09375750615995057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780807805863872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119787191262637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384062798583795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364831415188635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441107077115213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964239264470146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950294159493071,0.0,0.11496307018173642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829311398531448,0.0,0.0,0.177484969162435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492735940299078,0.1442386319811461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361134247413849,0.11556273623438088
socialanxiety,ParticularIdea,2019/01/28,"So many missed opportunities I can say, with confidence, that I would be more successful if I didn’t have the roadblock of social anxiety. All of what I see as being proud of myself for has happened when I have fought to suppress my social anxiety. 

I have passed up a number of incredible opportunities (meetings with high-ranking government officials, interviews with companies I could never even dream of interning with, etc), because I’m too afraid to respond to that email. I’m too nervous to get rejected. What if they don’t like me? That’s what plays through my head until I decide that not responding is just easier. I regret it, but I still continue to do it. 

This also applies to relationships. I’ve only ever gone on first dates, if I can even get that far. When they’ve asked me out again, I’ve said no, or again, just immediately deleted their message. What if its a joke and I’m the punchline? What if I do something wrong? Why would they like me? I can’t imagine anyone ever liking me. If a guy approaches me on the street and asks for my number, I’m terrified he was put up to it. If a guy sits next to me in classes (happens a lot as a female in engineering) I’ll do anything to avoid making eye contact. 

I want so badly to become more confident and overcome my social anxiety, but I have no idea how to get there. ",4.02522988505747,5.564016302681996,5.594519157088126,78.19614655172418,71.79693486590037,8.744904214559389,29.14195402298851,9.255337874911486,2.6185691954022996,1049,42,198,23,20,356,148,261,0.146,0.728,0.126,-0.8155,0,2,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,5,18,18,1,3,9,0,20,2,2,2,4,38,38,22,0,12,13,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,2,15,8,0,2,3,3,0,4,7,9,0,1,5,4,29,9,33,28,5,27,0,3,2,0,22,9,0,9,16,147,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378480798751233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29784342844150696,0.0,0.0,0.0907450089372488,0.0,0.10679766477418312,0.0,0.2426530683585021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083606586530883,0.07911252249092666,0.1433315221310655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361855891921468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447387113589337,0.17143658328643666,0.2347864024761585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110390577139804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341366678981584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570046851532389,0.22952758387340555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331914505861731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711941648124107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650552509521522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902114707392483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033409057613686,0.0,0.0,0.08662898153319377,0.13157628256446185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009413306670814,0.0,0.13802222155026922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870333732349354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046448007913186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933486774886122,0.0,0.0,0.1234502481922708,0.10320605504084487,0.0,0.0,0.1034176469493893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968822918997784,0.0,0.09991078123360744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364226480936363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654745076718905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171060257893448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438360177740973,0.14189376814686153,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mr_Geek007,2019/01/28,"Its hard for me to get talk to people Having social anxiety whenever i try to socialize. Don't really know how to start conversations with people. Most of the time get freeze on the spot, hart beat increases etc. Over the years i improved but still whenever i try to talk with someone; there is always a thought of being judged goes on my mind and get really hurt if someone even said a minor thing . I really i want to get rid of this but how? It seems impossible to me often.",4.1242857142857146,5.51529191489362,5.58969604863222,78.90500000000003,71.34042553191489,9.626747720364742,25.130699088145896,9.957137785484203,2.4070656534954407,376,11,73,10,7,127,64,94,0.08199999999999999,0.8640000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.5499,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,15,14,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,8,0,16,11,3,8,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,4,4,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547861606682244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375003438314384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498977421250535,0.11547836910019013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653810335114685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661985400078185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716691554188225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608599219649593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765358040233192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424203004135022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33601569985495183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631028282263938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916528582611325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564491616646912,0.2962781060705616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375072086883193,0.0,0.13962527111309073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810551527236744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615411457898163,0.0,0.0,0.13880126430348486,0.10194901919585923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374060618765995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031235527903972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258947077980162
socialanxiety,concinnity1410,2019/01/28,"I just have to rant. I don't have social anxiety (I think) but I just have to rant and I didn't know where else to post this.

My birthday is coming up and my parents want me to have a party. I will not have a party, no matter how much they want me to, because it causes me to feel so bad. Last year I had a party and by the end of the night, I felt sick. My ""friends"" spent the night talking to each other about things I don't care about and basically ignoring me. The thing is, they don't even realize they're doing it - they're good people. But I felt so embarrassed and hurt because it was happening right in front of my family; I'm pretty sure they could see what was happening and felt sorry for me, and my friends probably left a bad impression on them because of that. I felt disgusted and humiliated. I was furious with myself for letting this happen and with my friends for doing this to me.

Now I never invite anyone over. I haven't hung out with anyone at my house for a year. I'm terrified of doing it. I never want to feel that way again. And my parents are noticing, telling me I should invite someone over or have a party or whatever. I don't want to tell them the real reason I keep saying no, and I don't know how to get over this fear because I can see it happening all over again. I don't know what to do.",3.3561884856545703,4.012222566787006,4.962937488124645,85.44747672430174,72.42960288808662,8.142048261447844,25.409272278168345,8.371475516178862,1.4406505415162458,1029,30,224,16,19,349,125,277,0.20800000000000002,0.639,0.153,-0.9786,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,0,13,15,2,2,11,0,30,1,0,4,4,53,57,19,0,6,7,2,6,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,16,17,0,2,12,0,1,2,13,8,0,0,10,9,42,7,35,43,3,27,0,1,2,0,15,12,0,2,11,168,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556686859837716,0.0,0.0,0.1381393479560958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495530614561765,0.24086288381140145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071337839015868,0.10147485967503768,0.0,0.0850907177166205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886825034723817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251849418065979,0.0,0.08749026877732713,0.0,0.0,0.0652436373866736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312153375204868,0.111155608182322,0.09989285229561196,0.0,0.37937936692107416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895287889377625,0.0,0.05160877280338868,0.0,0.0,0.08285245870807034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494053408065223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397951965516682,0.10574664730328813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878007127048853,0.0,0.0,0.16286166010972722,0.08051935173128515,0.0,0.0,0.10732538248405264,0.1010098293201166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261508759657763,0.0,0.15237133631919342,0.0,0.0,0.18539775390194446,0.0,0.0,0.11246233800789644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193682746698309,0.0,0.0,0.06848201225298124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460448424743163,0.1004953558327892,0.1065021657692682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243391882753098,0.0,0.10156288176883176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435807031483795,0.0,0.07855427706399805,0.0,0.0,0.15743065634189665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069435527902958,0.08369645964304807,0.0,0.0,0.11057676510737804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309952180576714,0.0,0.0,0.07939608349530022,0.17267715089833513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125084795726888,0.06329460311943412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23305336702303986,0.07840742164148229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272229017841709
socialanxiety,ktlene,2019/01/28,"How to mix friend groups? Hi everyone!

I'm a PhD student in grad school, and next week I will be go through my candidacy exam, which is an extremely stressful process (the day of and the months leading up to it). I'm planning on going to a Korean spa with friends afterwards to relax/commiserate, but I have different friends from different parts of my life: 4 girls are from my person life and 2 from my grad school cohorts. They've met each other once or twice at my Christmas party, but the mixing didn't really happen all that much. I'm a bit anxious about getting everyone together and having it be complete and awkward silence while we're at the spa. Is there some ways to do ice breakers or some sort of games to make sure this event goes smoothly?

​

Thanks in advance!",7.533725165562912,7.007729019867552,7.322243377483447,76.18415976821194,63.43708609271523,10.463907284768213,37.41804635761589,9.827888789773867,3.5834827814569525,626,28,116,11,8,199,108,151,0.043,0.83,0.127,0.9312,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,2,8,0,10,2,0,3,2,19,20,11,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,2,0,1,2,1,7,5,21,15,7,18,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,5,7,71,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026413531987145,0.1909456765373414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752661128009334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155921497144186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476121394430868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134409231375796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283615156979169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003133189518201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642243635813406,0.0,0.08210061616324674,0.0,0.17861572524827327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896084043806756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198918404830606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489402517116148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542986691440985,0.0,0.11551802359531604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167123128140738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735193097768236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701703161319477,0.0,0.0,0.13721101328437116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066968805502316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180737634646468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800065223372208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810520943554056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467595804291478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473262352238115,0.12605045855339586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909456765373414,0.0
socialanxiety,traderhoez,2019/03/26,"Why do people not respond? I have a lot of acquaintances that I follow on my Instagram. I respond to people’s stories sometimes to become friendlier with them, including old friends that I try to reconnect with. But there are times where I don’t even get a response back, even when I ask a question. Or worse, when I tell them a compliment. 

I’m not overbearingly messaging them either - just a simple “that looks so good! where is this?” to a food story for example. And when I check back hours later I see that they’ve read it. Which hurts even more loool

Am I thinking too much into this? I feel like I’m being creepy/annoying whenever this happens. 

If you’re one of these people, can you explain why you do this? Is it on purpose or are people not as conscious to replying as I am?",2.2225,4.644596883116886,3.5650487012987035,86.64614448051952,80.16883116883116,6.707142857142857,25.209415584415584,7.865858978985527,1.6109233766233777,616,24,119,11,16,201,97,154,0.043,0.8420000000000001,0.115,0.8884,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,3,0,14,5,0,0,6,0,12,1,0,0,0,19,23,11,0,1,9,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,0,5,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,3,18,4,15,22,4,15,0,1,2,0,13,5,0,5,10,90,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435698615065593,0.0,0.0,0.2539211398478241,0.0,0.0,0.1823527056649488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271638124059981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348534737942384,0.11795570545219518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965350973152507,0.0,0.12756475355815294,0.0,0.0862639563552823,0.0,0.0,0.13848771233427815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460075750321721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260159156441314,0.0,0.17675530093382322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806651503267925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865209542595175,0.0,0.0,0.1403719129225612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137596782295255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325676927260644,0.0,0.11188384151261196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4578701639443121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849626939817044,0.0,0.16515620512530552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315725072498634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329951873322085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431474921324236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057967974131187,0.0,0.0,0.09627785720409486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209988632078037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979749371925204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682627484226497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,parisinsalem,2019/03/26,"applying to jobs. I recently applied to a ""job"" as a library page. It requires almost no talking but I'm still extremely anxious about this. I'm only a freshman in high school. Will I get better? If I'm afraid to go to interviews, how will I ever get my dream job? Or even a job in general? How did you guys get past this?",-0.2737479270315113,1.989009850746271,2.635721393034828,89.42515754560532,92.28358208955223,5.96285240464345,23.862354892205637,7.3871296695380915,1.4052334991708126,248,11,52,5,9,87,46,67,0.068,0.8190000000000001,0.113,0.6016,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,9,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,8,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,32,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836787010631941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722374792425302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622289750633801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211538196406799,0.16592298396517952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875038947495457,0.0,0.10424752592657144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162459070851464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380392137012292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7281040931454257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950682052550933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751047405595888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111504757934885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856410058926963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464874767935095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743412791284274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lemonfruit1,2019/03/26,"Love for language with SA Anyone else love language but have SA hold them back? People say the best way to learn is talking with native speakers, obviously people with SA have a hard time with that:/ especially because I’m mainly learning Spanish and they tend to be pretty outgoing... I try to post on the Duolingo forums for Spanish speakers learning English so I can write in Spanish, but when I mention I’m learning Spanish someone usually offers to talk to me and it stresses me out 😅 any sites or anything yall use for this? I think I’m going to try out italki, you can submit journal entries in your target language and natives correct them for you",7.482626728110597,7.565731225806452,7.495990783410139,72.8711290322581,63.354838709677416,8.376036866359447,40.294930875576036,7.447530270364453,3.4245705069124437,528,28,84,4,7,170,81,124,0.043,0.836,0.121,0.9013,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,3,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,6,2,0,1,2,22,15,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,13,3,19,14,2,13,0,0,0,2,15,6,0,1,4,55,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384400185422681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234646851046834,0.20858971505137466,0.16752734507175324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565389131155647,0.0,0.12409925706576087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364254746263525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700632934383301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569806681365573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236589798515224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674741799420779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28227069969378216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497144639999545,0.2071120099545711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189339376362052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249097571827782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331979070635263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32725656422557464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304445599770263,0.0,0.0,0.1187079668345597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27643219269651825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582602549987295,0.2242124017572694,0.0,0.0,0.16159073777043634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tunderstruk,2019/03/26,"How do I progress even further I have been depressed and isolated myself for the first 17 years of my life, but last year I started doing some changes. I have progressed quite a bit and have a few really close friends now, and I can even handle situations with alot of people (I don't enjoy them, I handle them). My issue now is that I feel like I'm not enough to get a girl to like me. My best friend went through a similar period like me, but suddenly, without too much effort became like super social and loved by everyone (he just says fake it til you make it when I ask how he did it). I wish to become even more outgoing and have an easier time talking to and getting close to people. ",8.451175059952043,5.764633841726623,8.555791366906476,74.98414268585134,63.10071942446043,11.856594724220624,35.3968824940048,10.125756701596842,3.2498335731414865,540,17,110,9,6,178,94,139,0.067,0.633,0.3,0.992,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,7,10,12,0,0,7,0,11,2,0,3,0,21,21,12,0,1,5,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,2,19,10,13,18,8,16,0,1,0,1,13,3,0,2,16,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235441994311374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998693411598826,0.0,0.0,0.17102636478261252,0.0,0.17792041135736994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240005039654788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036533323749814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839098803990465,0.0,0.32291931909608423,0.0,0.0,0.15572427646308382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240224165381854,0.11642539499708683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862171586037644,0.0,0.0,0.2518195582617763,0.0,0.17028960412170197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009774653216614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328418385638915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511012961133038,0.3184745308687881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708627540110406,0.0,0.10878336153782253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198012842428214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259649691815961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733380515536974,0.0,0.0,0.10440239140141423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295998336780484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183184470055384,0.0,0.16612681300406795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535060298014722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309886565093882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502878653888172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510742964618523,0.0,0.0,0.187406804356874,0.15709671715827864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098939424753974
socialanxiety,Kanye_MidAtlantic,2019/03/26,"Breaking out of my shell in high school? I am a sophomore in high school right now and I am pretty shy and reserved when it comes to people that I am not comfortable with. Even with my own group of friends, I am not the one to initiate things and I hardly ever raise my voice to a yell if I ever had tbh. I do mumble a lot and I don't speak loud so that may be why it is hard for people to understand me but I don't really know. I really have not made any good friends since 7th grade, only people that I spent my time with when I had too. Also, as embarrassing as it is, I really don't have any girl friends (I'm a guy). Outside of school, I am part of a program and the ""officials"" of that program are constantly telling me that they are going to get me to break out of my shell one way or another. School is where I spend most of my time so that is where it really counts for me. Finally, I have an issue with eye contact. It's probably just in my head but whenever I am talking to someone I do not look them in the eyes until they look away.

The way that I have kind of addressed it so far is that I am probably not going to see these people ever again after 2.5 years so why not go for it but I am still to nervous and I hold back.

So, if anyone has any advice or a similar experience, I'd appreciate some feedback. Thanks in advance",2.476977443609023,3.3928547929824577,4.442506265664161,87.3842105263158,74.75438596491226,7.954887218045112,24.44862155388472,8.418075326091056,1.33070426065163,1036,31,235,18,21,356,138,285,0.05,0.877,0.073,0.8458,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,1,20,9,0,2,11,0,29,3,3,1,3,38,43,24,0,2,14,0,2,0,3,1,0,4,1,2,17,13,0,1,2,0,2,5,9,2,0,2,4,11,36,7,36,37,5,39,0,0,5,0,13,14,0,8,16,175,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712778334150576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948625991230245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277631684649974,0.10422447381266507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949939500777662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338500869620638,0.07642872963797183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562011461009884,0.0,0.10741083876516326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656495545052336,0.2697257918520197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722752224462576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088825207132782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037732266498695,0.0,0.05192985981183693,0.0,0.16946565091343413,0.08336793014178383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841681840962603,0.0,0.0,0.17807704978765812,0.0,0.10200809217340354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100328514123683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374270557833833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350474605311204,0.0546249711616591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669337735550362,0.0,0.0,0.08450219613816283,0.0,0.09405008754000607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470544246847407,0.07559448513553997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763525383654747,0.0,0.2756323084432116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112059358626614,0.2143295504865005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25470029494560475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488290899951367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023727645039708,0.07920506020425434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822206893751647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842171820781053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937708955946605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989005088780407,0.08687573596275444,0.09150969347627193,0.0,0.0,0.06603371640487993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591621434568128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347384917630864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779047603249394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793773131865053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400721326659113
socialanxiety,KopiteJB,2019/03/26,"Do you ever.... ...think to yourself that’ll never be me? Having friends, your own family, a wife or girlfriend? I constantly see others living their lives and can’t help feel jealous knowing that’ll never be me. I can only see me dying old alone or suicide if it comes to it. I know social media is fabricated but I see old friends and others around me who are at a stage in their life where I could only dream. Here I am barely ever leaving the house, no friends, no life experience in general, basically I’m 23 and feel like I live the life of a 10 year old except they have people who care for them, I’m alone. ",3.577195340501792,4.6701912177419365,5.104301075268818,83.0070071684588,72.30645161290323,7.446594982078854,25.068100358422946,7.793537801064563,1.2976767025089608,477,14,96,6,9,161,83,124,0.10099999999999999,0.727,0.171,0.9054,0,2,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,2,4,0,5,6,1,0,5,0,13,3,0,0,4,21,25,7,2,2,5,1,2,1,4,2,3,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,5,17,5,9,20,1,16,0,0,3,0,15,5,0,3,10,66,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26416390628283937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352816563651147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300246789766999,0.0,0.0,0.10985524894358714,0.0,0.13781392941974344,0.0,0.1018218145073734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235533840857466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23071520942903026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247481822348753,0.12022332807685075,0.0,0.12896534958331846,0.09110699821282983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955865948973416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548023987850037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715175570487754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401735989919484,0.0,0.0,0.13503517541157825,0.0,0.0,0.2702332692890714,0.062304402135420114,0.0,0.3378322763668227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671700430307332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014618226723412,0.0,0.0,0.19398364557544134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841279878803485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048731590451718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000011943995082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394964178442853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171566263699324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212472477533071
socialanxiety,throwaway57473643,2019/03/26,"Assignment anxiety I'm getting so much anxiety over this assignment that I have to hand in tomorrow. I have no idea exactly what I'm doing because I've been too afraid to ask for help from my tutor :/ What I've wrote is a complete mess and and I don't know how to fix it. I'm way under the words limit too and I've stretched everything out as much as I could. Basically I ramble of about crap. I'm so embarrassed handing in this piece of junk. I hate how stupid I am.  

I'm also panicking about friday. We have to do a task in pairs and as I'm always sitting alone have no one to ask. Last lesson we were told to sort it out for then but I have no one.  

Just needed to rant. College is stressful :(",0.4437837837837861,2.533538986486491,2.8472297297297287,91.1246283783784,84.81081081081079,6.402702702702705,21.41216216216216,7.645422480735847,0.8830189189189181,542,18,121,10,16,186,87,148,0.22699999999999998,0.747,0.026000000000000002,-0.9723,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,2,10,7,3,3,3,0,14,3,3,2,1,22,28,14,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,4,2,11,0,24,23,3,13,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,3,81,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835112388221212,0.0,0.16859668048164198,0.17542329315730154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32256110383420544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941858411382413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285169663570063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210460068283672,0.0,0.0,0.16832661165758514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947592059015925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101473637306924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814604538970327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131155697862385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23799576915192824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586390930233888,0.17185051766863704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30996127330162543,0.15632406999460674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857209594218241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414993311420573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201452327166368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734307602375384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peggyt3,2019/03/26,"Blotchy redness Hello. I’m completely new to this group and have recently realized I have SA. I always just assumed I was Just shy in highschool and college, I’d get super red when I was embarrassed. But recently I find it’s gotten so much worse. If I am brought up in a group setting at work, no matter what it’s about, I get so blotchy red spreading from my neck up. Then people call me out on it and it makes me even more red. If I run into an old friend/acquaintance in public this also happens. It’s causing me to avoid forming any sort of relationships and has become debilitating. Any advice? ",2.2891736694677864,4.636187714285715,3.944726890756304,84.44353291316528,79.42016806722688,6.655742296918768,26.723389355742306,7.793537801064563,1.7631507002801117,474,20,91,8,12,158,82,119,0.107,0.8490000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.7414,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,2,2,0,6,1,1,2,0,19,13,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,4,12,1,14,9,3,18,0,0,4,0,6,9,0,4,6,61,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20638912919984545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890223787947056,0.17574122281536209,0.0,0.0,0.2872561349355045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23326164316381184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566605876607972,0.0,0.0,0.21696786664155854,0.0,0.0,0.22144662113734367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950029456610574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303945885086227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317807797946518,0.0,0.2206939801838356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867697369346712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409823762253942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526151691437162,0.0,0.0,0.20398512884613226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216263177582776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464244064927296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41708305297524395,0.22675737840411486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537612809111162,0.0,0.21523807413333448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Linn2345,2019/03/26,"SAD or just me being an awkward potato So I've a lot of problems with being social since I moved to the UK 2 years ago. I don't know weather I am just awkward or if it could be SAD. A list of the problems I have and how much they affect me:
I have very negative thoughts that sometimes get too loud - I can't sit in lessons where I don't have     someone to talk to because the thoughts get more annoying and louder and I can't concentrate. 
I can't stand crowded places - can't walk in certain parts of my school like our lunch rooms because there's too many people
I can't talk on the phone - I can't talk to my nan who has cancer
I have really low self esteem - it especially effects me when I have the intrusive thoughts because I start to scratch my hand to the point where it goes numb
I can't talk about things with adults - I struggle to talk to my parents about my feelings because I have mental breakdowns and start crying, I also can't ask teachers for help
I struggle to text people - I can go on for weeks without texting important people in my life
I don't like talking about my feelings - I hide my feelings and once they get too much I cry them all out
I hide a away when I get annoyed with myself - always scares my friends because they can't find me but I don't know how to stop it


",3.901701776125567,4.514723806691453,4.5825712515489485,88.82549669558037,71.15613382899629,7.0186699710863305,29.442585708384968,6.691623216298621,1.3454583230070218,1020,39,219,7,18,327,135,269,0.165,0.797,0.038,-0.9653,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,4,2,17,17,2,5,10,0,26,5,1,4,2,37,42,15,0,4,7,1,5,2,1,0,3,1,1,2,7,9,1,1,11,0,0,3,15,13,0,0,3,6,45,4,29,35,6,26,0,3,0,0,21,13,0,4,10,147,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905701746281851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170768853680523,0.08501609734219055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955179361815758,0.0,0.09599487022002286,0.0,0.0,0.31141847599830863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157680399449695,0.0,0.22446442343025227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498517330407086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338424509422566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893858446739516,0.0,0.2135246426714216,0.0,0.058067254381654165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848438920194302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230318636033867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216779150991043,0.09983310601143194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868638067805779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358735659944844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029663241120001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859369926545788,0.15021778071222744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088108802719883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345099369240938,0.11064337164385073,0.0,0.2125016213538641,0.0,0.10674900899500056,0.0,0.09658648345869136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955314702691992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545462194538006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229296886868347,0.1034045020927422,0.0,0.0,0.10658869255727316,0.0,0.0,0.08451853799838409,0.0,0.0,0.10415247767997793,0.08657082733892993,0.0,0.10105168154564637,0.0,0.14463711047015138,0.0,0.0,0.08542117932561584,0.0,0.21362674825669853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927365863482957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787918237555136,0.0,0.0,0.2433417800418989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430340205356035,0.0,0.0,0.08195699490143242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849109864657887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579604388815936
socialanxiety,Lderan,2019/03/26,"Think I've massively overreached A friend has known he's retiring but the day has been unknown until today...and his retirement ceremony is tomorrow. It has been complicated as he is stationed abroad but I live in the next country over so not a massive ordeal to get there.

He has said he didn't want to cause me hassle by having me attend as it is all last minute but he's one of my best friends and has been through so much. So I've kinda pressed him into letting me be there. He did invite me initially but that was with the thinking that'd there be more than 22 hours notice. Heck even his parents can't be there due to last minute nature of it all.

Now I'm sat in a hotel feeling just god awful as now he has to spend precious time picking me up from the train station and having something else to deal with as well as a thousand other things.

I got overly excited by the thought of seeing him as the last time I saw him was briefly in November. So I pressed through his objections. I honestly don't care about the expense of the last minute travel or the hassle. 

I've said sorry to him already, several times. I don't know if I can make it any better. The proverbial milk has been spilt as it were.

I just hope I haven't damaged the friendship. I don't have many to begin with and he means so much.",4.209250936329589,4.953184925093634,4.95604868913858,85.9499531835206,70.53558052434455,7.731086142322098,29.065543071161052,7.793537801064563,1.6998149812734078,1033,38,214,12,18,334,146,267,0.048,0.797,0.155,0.9842,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,16,11,0,0,15,1,33,1,0,3,2,31,52,22,0,3,9,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,9,7,1,0,7,2,2,2,7,1,1,2,15,7,23,10,36,32,6,25,0,1,2,0,21,7,1,4,16,148,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499873780592022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551615920386214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740185526578314,0.12422356025011635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432061461450717,0.14428890994380628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058369791828684,0.14480588299028438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733451628966053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277108979937701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101971274002722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703478365558693,0.0,0.07338343305115533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233697924024752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950634431543088,0.13832269597553362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771919648673726,0.4579676001679478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362767500130702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402686095865174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937567101604774,0.14240222117424362,0.0,0.15299978280658222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065053722338208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937852428330065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599122010403041,0.0,0.0,0.09517787892004184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596182803172542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672151728937686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119267268171357,0.0,0.0,0.15867739856869814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813132039924664,0.0,0.1572310713564923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093313958952994,0.1799994465363246,0.0,0.11150784909157896,0.24570631768894366,0.0,0.13313762504443233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284568314303448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628848167247098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OhTheIrony111,2019/03/26,"Don't Let Your Diagnosis Define You Senior year of high school was rough for me. If you browse my (short) post history you can see for yourself. This is one of the only communities I've been active in, so I feel like it's my duty to show you guys what my life is like a year later. 

This time last year, I was absolutely miserable. I had just been diagnosed with social anxiety, and I let it rule my life. Every interaction, conversation, even a simple ""thank you"" at a restaurant was overrun by one thought -- ""you have social anxiety"". It made me rethink my relationships with lifelong friends, significant others, even my parents. Socializing felt like more of a a chore than a time to let go and be myself. Because of that little bug that was always in the back of my head, I wasn't fully present in conversations, which led to the vicious cycle of having anxiety about having anxiety. But I felt like it was my duty to the people in my life to act like everything was ok, to be talkative even when I didn't want to be. 

That's where adderall came in. I had a friend who had a prescription, and at first it was just for fun. I felt the anxiety melt away, I would get lost in conversation, feeling connections to people in a way I had never felt before. I felt like myself, but better. More attentive. More empathetic. I would say what I wanted to say without thinking, without caring about the way people reacted. I started doing it more and more until I was doing it just about every day. This went on for about a month, until the friend who sold it to me told me his honest, loving truth -- he was worried about me. 

He refused to sell it to me. At first I didn't understand -- I thought everyone loved me when I was rolling off an adderall. But this made me take a hard look at myself. Why did I take the adderall? Because of my social anxiety. Why do I have social anxiety? Because my therapist told me I did. 

It hit me how much worse my anxiety had gotten since that woman with the clipboard and glasses sitting across from me had told me I have diagnosed social anxiety, and there's nothing (but drugs) that I can do about it. I was supposed to see a psychiatrist the next week to discuss perscription drugs, but I decided not to go. 


A year later, I realize that not going to the psychiatrist was one of the best decisions of my life. My friend refusing to sell to me that day was (whether he realizes it or not) one of the best things someone had ever done for me. It made me realize how much he loves me, and how much the other people in my life love me. I feel closer to my friends now than I ever did on adderall. I know first hand how consuming and torturous social anxiety and depression can be. But however bad it is, your mental illness doesn't define you as a person. Your therapist isn't always right. I'm sure a majority of the people on this sub suffer from real, biological social anxiety, but I guess this post is more directed at the people who are considering, starting, or in the midst of therapy. Don't let your diagnosis rule you the way I did.

",4.789321722815888,5.7981984632107055,6.160500040786363,76.87299412676403,69.38461538461539,9.513076107349704,29.96998123827393,9.745691949364133,2.8506965821029446,2403,92,455,55,41,814,236,598,0.096,0.753,0.15,0.9912,2,0,2,0,1,0,79.0,0,12,0,7,25,32,2,1,34,1,61,16,2,9,5,76,107,30,0,5,19,1,11,6,5,2,10,2,1,3,36,13,0,4,20,1,3,7,13,7,0,7,48,16,81,25,75,48,12,69,0,4,3,4,54,26,0,4,36,348,117,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313612337430952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203849894391516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04693606048387812,0.038413697520376634,0.0417118434417884,0.09135960947757993,0.0,0.04250955948743936,0.0,0.10485316439694094,0.04418273216911922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057137273486263074,0.05093428965777467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443600965797182,0.0,0.04302772084377215,0.10141020603491382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112315365176424,0.0,0.0,0.11586806147236535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898799081406967,0.09037757599553987,0.08418152155452678,0.047735865699223536,0.04489795290902252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577898122713322,0.03568914973175357,0.2398318236590574,0.0,0.0,0.12747969221501973,0.0,0.0,0.19298250867891525,0.0,0.026100367447379213,0.0,0.0851748064519465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503305020117786,0.049465088733163104,0.0,0.0,0.044751482579042885,0.0,0.05127009196595365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278210472497806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027454952204527483,0.0407214617332137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204336861184112,0.17642983523668204,0.14643822189579714,0.050069840289525824,0.0,0.0,0.04195113220940079,0.0,0.054533751317924366,0.0,0.18035185902207312,0.14181100346584055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034470701659837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03987504318886595,0.0,0.11017199395815852,0.0,0.03852976587459192,0.0,0.053129626271689184,0.0,0.0,0.04793489940014396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540808923145084,0.03799439948773562,0.0,0.0,0.05547111725551676,0.0,0.0,0.2078025404883923,0.0436203530729713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568961503636582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056861778250900025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363491013956798,0.0,0.04266283642816154,0.0,0.07945530903222553,0.0,0.05055895125860502,0.07961820742491638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04132478331819929,0.0,0.0,0.4073973520233837,0.04232823669437966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071936395851684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708369519970962,0.0,0.07512259665086876,0.0,0.0,0.04599351189050034,0.05712995750755252,0.1160073963881698,0.03318907981512675,0.032010301914111645,0.0,0.07932024200961803,0.05826042663111189,0.0,0.0,0.1432075970976706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200679328775604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893163297375354,0.11896015372661067,0.0400723336669313,0.0,0.0,0.046310456470268255,0.09015648805630384,0.0,0.0,0.09631314991319613,0.0,0.0,0.05073355796207374,0.050910249739179285,0.07097575841795767,0.0,0.0,0.1286821718059014
socialanxiety,deedh,2019/03/26,"Confronting the fear of posting My anxyety got to the point where I'm too nervous to even write something on the internet under anonymity. I've been ghosting on Reddit for a while, wishing so badly that I could get myself involved into some communities. Today I finally got the guts to post a couple of comments. I feel so proud of myself and I wanted to share this little win. This post is also me confronting my fears.",5.077541666666669,6.749022337500005,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,69.375,6.833333333333335,30.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,2.060708333333334,337,14,56,3,6,108,58,80,0.172,0.6970000000000001,0.13,-0.4005,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,2,3,6,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,10,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,9,3,12,6,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593188450362758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280688896069895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556821029506305,0.21575058431906846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878777743623945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388315642959154,0.09859182400172374,0.0,0.0,0.21359989340370172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187321571555838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118995348990631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542926554356227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432674639312566,0.0,0.5602339975093302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011133808582675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482588551769924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500901223917702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242266508901724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tswanzey1231,2019/03/26,"I need some help😔 My friend who is very distant from me when it comes to location randomly blocked me on Instagram. I always go to him for advice because he is such a nice guy and is very helpful when it comes to me dealing with my mental health issues. Idk what to do. I don’t see him, only in the summer. Help",1.4113636363636353,3.1579855909090924,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,79.45454545454545,6.218181818181819,23.12121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.7899575757575765,243,8,53,3,6,82,49,66,0.051,0.779,0.17,0.8516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,2,9,10,1,8,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,2,3,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008024029463644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873992622422824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729068841116307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880104075100936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321896759262905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400272365006186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799647327679306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300104356822348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393960035636732,0.0,0.0,0.4528762580067911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23506888335152304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269665837132317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699615461802705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712882954929901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946943791575676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716565648917767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thisisme201,2019/03/26,‘ see you. Have a nice weekend. ‘ It’s Tuesday. ,-2.66,-4.103776999999997,0.002222222222224346,100.39000000000004,152.33333333333334,1.2000000000000002,25.222222222222207,3.1291,-0.03451111111111072,33,2,7,0,3,11,9,9,0.0,0.682,0.318,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cairanmac1,2019/03/26,"Relationship advice when your head is poising your own thoughts I was going to post this over on /r/RelationshipAdvice but was worried I'd fuck up somehow and get no help. So here seemed like the next best place.

I've been talking with this guy online for about 4 months now. We have plenty in common and it feels good to talk with him. He says he feels the same way. And we've made plans of what we'd do when we met. But he very often just goes what feels like long periods of not replying. I'll send him a message, then when I check it an hour later it just reads ""opened"", and then that gets my brain running off on ideas. He doesn't care about you, he's talking about you behind your back. He's avoiding you. When he does reply he says he's been busy, but my brain just won't take that and keeps filling me with horrible thoughts. When he says he cares about our conversations all I can think is that he's lying in some sick game to get close to me so he can hurt me more.

It's not the first time I've done this in a relationship. When I'm paranoid someone is avoiding me I try to not message them first because I worry they only talk because I messaged first. So I try to not message them at all to see if they'll be the one to start. And it usually ends with long stints of nothing. Furthering driving home that point that nobody actually cares.

I hate feeling this way. Like I can't trust anyone, or that they all have some secret agenda against me. ",3.4493341441167544,4.597686929765889,3.9572772879294615,90.89775235633934,72.6789297658863,6.774156278504107,24.627698388567964,6.980632752743323,0.709105685618729,1148,33,253,10,22,361,161,299,0.161,0.7390000000000001,0.1,-0.9692,0,3,0,0,0,0,28.0,4,6,5,5,21,14,2,2,7,0,19,5,3,1,3,48,43,22,0,1,12,0,4,3,0,2,1,3,1,1,17,14,0,3,10,2,1,5,8,5,0,4,9,8,33,9,31,30,9,47,0,1,1,1,50,14,1,7,28,153,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.09859903208251647,0.0,0.0,0.098733683928129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064849071832655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769239424080683,0.0,0.12318430239548743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603370557340963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558483394171455,0.0,0.0,0.30904655119712193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841950009097245,0.10339749789093636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894901493761703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435247024552888,0.07218194732771449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578299706767961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340849456350628,0.15836538800848746,0.0,0.05742252607279655,0.08474632675822387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004403176691956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975463211014488,0.10369468327458828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772399808472042,0.0,0.10134988560369527,0.0,0.0995026011900859,0.0,0.10816383805249934,0.11406020398356324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980768953050237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808696899609824,0.0,0.0,0.17883184234452618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560510182692143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064799214278284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745562485822197,0.0,0.0,0.0969491963150358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846632406567849,0.07684435642723626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556376080693887,0.0,0.0955140711188632,0.0,0.0967669838631493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010658742915276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695514114063894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410496877025031,0.0,0.0,0.08051462836559409,0.09198168463604928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560962013702259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715155928716534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596840153562995,0.3248437784531572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474141143947944,0.0,0.16042661631878827,0.05891638044034826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719706153813294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112796681943482,0.0833673703707173,0.0,0.16039936722002565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521906720056926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WillMOnReddit,2019/03/26,FML So for the past three years ive been feeling worthless and because of it my grades have dipped i sleep for five hours (11pm to 4 am) because sometimes crying before school is sometimes necessary for me to not breakdown in tears in school and my brain always tells me thatr im too fat and that everybody hates me the weight hating started last year and because of it ive started to skip P.E giving me straight F's in everything remotely physical because i always feel like people are judging me from behind and laughing and everytime someone laughs or wispers i feel awful thankfully ive gotten a spot in the back of the class and since we have an odd number of students in out class i got the luck of sitting alone all by chance (or the teachers just doesnt like me and puts me alone because everybody hates me) but i think its good because then nobody sees me cry when i work which is great because sometimes people snitch that i cry and its so fucking annoying because i can see that hatred towards me in the teachers eyes and i just feel more worthless. It got kinda better during january because then crying only went to only like 10 hours average of crying every week which made me pull of the mask that i have all the f\*ing time in school so people dont f\*ing ask why im sad and actually could be happy but then it just went down hill and the crying after school started again and everything that was buildt up during january crumbled and right now im just crying thinking of ending it all for everyones better,8.69906204906205,7.175204959595963,8.178520923520924,74.21159090909092,61.69360269360271,10.505916305916307,37.03920153920154,9.04235418022936,3.2795706589706586,1231,47,220,15,14,390,159,297,0.175,0.695,0.13,-0.9648,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,3,12,20,5,0,12,1,17,6,4,1,3,38,41,25,0,1,9,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,16,2,0,6,0,0,4,3,8,0,2,8,8,27,12,31,31,4,38,0,3,3,1,4,13,1,4,23,138,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.06792650166406174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418395400741296,0.0,0.0,0.11583738880165108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507325469470555,0.0,0.0,0.05352357356070725,0.0,0.3818866519493637,0.0,0.0592305266383769,0.0,0.0,0.12312367035807766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770455893170003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555756160122931,0.0,0.535221018469625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157901841698385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165124192527896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864699511139119,0.06651257973490134,0.12511677033831525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078179183920614,0.04972733567169189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435065464025573,0.0,0.06677348577580762,0.0,0.05838314417476272,0.1113423345229352,0.07674208818191858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409806647966376,0.0,0.2061678408269832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709797069124208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556288111368886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056739087702271734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201955874699696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586393366320586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587869260947813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644786588330652,0.14477042409198493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997437451117416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944409445770885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817844593488251,0.11093571452262993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575797234473106,0.0,0.0696573827556,0.0,0.058977881241577615,0.0,0.20652964480036068,0.0,0.1478048192441874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083968510884255,0.06408487794440054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920285522067098,0.0,0.0,0.04058846754877465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583462767762674,0.08476271177141942,0.0,0.12905298284298206,0.06280959308716515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050674807521550715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896493976523768
socialanxiety,chronicthebonghog,2019/03/26,"I got a job that will force me to work on my phone anxiety! Hi! This is my first post on here, but I was feeling quite proud of myself and I wanted to share with people who would understand how hard this was!

My therapist consistently tells me that the only way to get less anxious is to do the things that make you anxious. I have almost crippling phone anxiety. I avoid phone calls at all costs. Recently, I’ve had a few successful phone calls with the help of my therapist so I decided to take it a step further. I got a job as a receptionist at the college I go to!

I’m so completely and utterly tired of dealing with this heart-crushing, lung-collapsing anxiety every time I need to call someone. I want it to go far far away. So I’m taking control of the situation and it feels really good!

I haven’t started the job yet, but just being hired feels amazing. It’s going to be scary going to work KNOWING that I’m going to be anxious, but for some reason I’m strangely calm about it right now. My new boss thinks I can do it, so I must be able to, right?


",2.5695750128008217,4.1805120737327215,4.283095238095239,85.82718253968255,75.72811059907833,7.77153097798259,25.880440348182287,8.515128840125781,1.7384769073220685,828,30,174,16,18,279,123,217,0.121,0.737,0.14300000000000002,0.8787,3,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,7,10,7,0,1,11,0,17,1,0,5,2,31,42,12,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,15,6,0,2,8,0,1,6,1,1,0,1,5,4,22,6,27,30,4,25,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,2,7,112,37,9,0.1059127771641514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060563472609337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24306895390366964,0.3589538739661303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995085405811464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244463617289569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104753178170183,0.0,0.11879018553583474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919142264180112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923608274141992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065804737123662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008935415025987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055335054679599115,0.0,0.3009633601164739,0.0888346124876131,0.16941624642899486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487704494953833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255071508896591,0.07099110198760522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153062661774179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820689247100451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069760118326411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853298225129174,0.0,0.10229122016942567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805514396458618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734265840233053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143516352753056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265127557550812,0.0,0.0,0.06785043710301186,0.10889597467287483,0.1045760900369573,0.0,0.0,0.1808978660012052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905039910391385,0.0,0.0,0.08973955239123271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496560880685874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592664548393818,0.0,0.09257243553608936,0.0,0.0,0.24594579502833305,0.07036374296408712,0.06786463103628461,0.0,0.0,0.061758592092408665,0.12173115695126548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025893624258357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494020015370165,0.08406863267891777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421152638118035,0.0,0.0,0.07523739811138305,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ScaredChicken112,2019/03/26,"Tried to socialize Yesterday I desided to try to talk to people online. I thought that joining guild in the game was good idea, so I at least have something to talk about with those people. Joined guild. Joined VC in discord after 2 hours of pondering. Said ""Hi"". Said 3 more phrases in the next 3 hours. My thoughts never go anywhere. I have no idea what other people are talking about, even though they are talking about the game, so I can't enter the discussion. I leave VC without saying anithing. I said to myself: ""OK. wtf was that? Just be more confident tomorrow and just talk about anything what comes to mind""

Today I join VC. ""Hello guys, i want to try to make new build"". No reaction, everyone talks about something else. I wait for discussion to end. I try to say again: ""I'm tired of my old build so I'm making a new one"". Another guy says sarcastically: ""We are happy for you"". \*Screaming internally for 30 minutes\*. After I relax, I do the following:

 ✓ Leave VC

 ✓ Leave Discord

 ✓ Leave guild

 ✓ Delete account

 ✓ Delete the game

 ✓ Block Steam

 ✓ Hide under a blanket

Why am I like this?",0.7332061177815881,3.251708561320761,2.1663979416809624,90.97288450543171,95.46226415094335,5.022527158376215,21.518582046883935,6.714681859716394,0.7829540880503139,853,32,166,13,33,274,123,212,0.135,0.775,0.09,-0.6561,0,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,1,0,13,6,0,0,8,1,11,1,0,2,1,19,25,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,7,4,0,2,5,4,1,4,5,1,0,1,7,7,20,5,30,17,3,23,0,0,0,0,25,5,0,0,15,92,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071153862867413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903683716108206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273424815217095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023325878414428,0.0,0.08506734696996984,0.0,0.0,0.06343680522094082,0.0,0.0,0.09177509684288544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458457699957151,0.08055797462655642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019926599558065,0.0,0.1022416699840216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891699222508059,0.0,0.0,0.21684618956103788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067910753180491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046922727105115775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282215434456683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697805313333822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407581160787231,0.1855216854821562,0.10214492865874426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078305278992693,0.0,0.06508256590981136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975649334280365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27408231775006897,0.22913647550857655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790576458554016,0.0,0.1478802399601911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631839136264045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943637078102134,0.15249797579668098,0.0,0.11038957877267473,0.09103941331062193,0.0,0.0,0.2608329546543912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056649819208825884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666565800351993,0.0,0.0,0.0925839359049342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,uhst3v3n,2019/03/26,"Grocery Store Hell ""10 Items or Less"" when it's really busy. I had a lot of items, but the grocery manager told me to just go in the ""10 Items or Less"" lane. I try to pretend like I didn't hear them. The manager then escorts me over there, unloads my groceries and then leaves. Now several customers get in line after me with less than10 items.

I'm now the asshole. ",2.7492342342342373,4.286684554054059,3.7308108108108087,90.28153153153154,75.08108108108108,7.095495495495496,27.1981981981982,7.793537801064563,1.4655117117117111,283,11,61,4,6,91,53,74,0.061,0.893,0.045,-0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,8,1,8,4,8,10,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,7,43,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973362146966444,0.0,0.21465947975168165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257030165864247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999369666091076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845284646795624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211128160152951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24196864900465154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267011761309887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609150354432286,0.0,0.2564381251348944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SpaceMenSteelStars,2019/03/26,"It seems like I’m into all the things that nobody else likes. It’s like, I meet everybody who doesn’t play games or share any of my interests. It is upsetting when I want to go see the new DCEU movie but everybody else won’t because it’s not Marvel and DC movies “aren’t good.”

It feels like everything is black or white and no in between. Anybody else relate to this?",2.9376754385964894,4.3769981184210565,3.789473684210528,90.45464912280704,74.39473684210526,7.698245614035088,23.19298245614036,8.344100000000001,1.1274719298245612,291,8,64,5,6,93,57,76,0.095,0.68,0.22399999999999998,0.7651,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,11,6,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,4,3,8,6,10,1,5,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,3,6,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630976865403774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908202808744378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6128976423021152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219795528295058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236573171923831,0.17471432462828035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898957055992922,0.20512604317902192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779203246288408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236198398999424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948833390948246,0.2226390185401453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624753660010787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442483294171932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LastLeigh,2019/03/26,"Have a Gym Membership, Too Anxious to Use It Just moved back in with my parents a couple of weeks back. It's a nightmare for several reasons for me, but one of those reasons is that they don't have running water 95% of the time. If they leave the water on, it leaks out to the street after a few minutes etc..

Well, out of frustration I summoned up the courage to go and get a gym membership! Which I wanted anyway. The catalyst was that they have showers.

My problem now is, I've been spending more time at work/away from home because I hate going home. I'm too tired to work out, but I feel like if I just go take a shower it'll be too strange. I wind myself up thinking about it, and end up not going. ",2.820473225404733,3.959049191780824,4.053486924034871,89.64126400996265,74.2054794520548,6.678953922789539,26.97135740971357,6.980632752743323,1.1407068493150685,546,20,118,5,11,179,92,146,0.146,0.7859999999999999,0.068,-0.8932,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,1,11,6,2,0,11,0,10,3,0,3,0,20,22,6,0,4,7,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,9,6,2,0,4,2,1,6,2,3,1,1,2,1,13,3,23,18,3,24,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,9,86,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825946311448698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185565540011278,0.2485652674366291,0.0,0.0985274664532302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788392840130536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431552157067406,0.0,0.18025892840841554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172441928562095,0.11546770579626628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444442000552949,0.0,0.3674296741565641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957505912127762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32425389468204235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114164896693534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896370769212614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717859228986093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952391362171232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794697462840196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546570118852224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33236282047365506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825946311448698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152480451245384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356526147720846,0.0,0.0,0.18849420208576226,0.1857686236125025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395954596236109,0.0,0.0,0.09533290242906232,0.0,0.1296489400616407,0.0,0.1453237760187189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23533550258200506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BecaBeast,2019/03/26,"Got meds for social anxiety yesterday - can't stop feeling crappy about crying in the doctor's office I should be happy I started getting help right? I just feel like I need to get this off my chest since I'm feeling so embarrassed and terrible today.

I went to the doctor yesterday after developing chest pains and a weird heart flutter over the weekend. Turns out the doctor says it could be acid reflux and/or anxiety induced pain. I have this issue where when I have important conversations where I really have to open up, I get teary-eyed. Of course when I'm talking to the doctor about events leading up to the pain, my anxiety comes up and I basically just start crying and can barely get my thoughts out. Hard to describe, but it's like I involuntarily cry when uncomfortable, and it pisses me off since I have so many thoughts I'm trying to get out, but *tears* as if I'm sad. I guess embarrassment tears? No idea. The whole convo I have tears in my eyes and the crying feeling keeps coming back. I felt so stupid.

Long story short she gave me a prescription for a low dose daily anxiety medication, which I think is great since I have dreamed of trying something like this for my anxiety as a whole, but I have been too afraid to speak to a doctor or psychiatrist or anything. I've needed to speak to someone about this since I was probably 12, and I'm 27 now. I just feel so embarrassed today about it. Now I'm struggling with the idea of having to back to get a refill if I want it, and having to discuss the issues with the doctor again. 

How can I stop feeling so embarrassed by this reaction? If I want to continue down this line of help, I need to be able to just cope with talking to someone about my problem. ",4.710358555885262,5.960446587537096,5.572896884273,80.11742643422356,69.77151335311572,8.58402571711177,27.98825420375865,8.959647251330699,2.184547082096933,1368,47,261,25,24,448,159,337,0.233,0.6809999999999999,0.086,-0.9935,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,26,21,2,6,17,0,20,16,5,3,0,56,57,27,0,11,12,0,8,3,0,1,11,3,0,0,12,17,0,3,13,2,0,4,2,16,0,0,8,13,33,5,49,44,2,43,0,2,1,0,12,18,1,6,24,171,45,7,0.07369553713442012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818844209713796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064514779491598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333463820468075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696435958498234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883988974140045,0.0,0.3238043482653236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525830300262017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357606726977305,0.05264810645389432,0.0707592726525472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310172588896577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894105326183425,0.08124958985879906,0.08118394266188532,0.0,0.0,0.07845026964253493,0.06601672599374872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732956633446473,0.0987931302118998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638658234630027,0.0,0.15383798813338095,0.0,0.06550397951046645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080117508155344,0.0,0.0,0.06521823130065152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471570768236815,0.0,0.0,0.08185912828673506,0.07424050049919924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393292097723644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352517422981765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945625347961756,0.07051667623795185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047211248170386994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293558604722094,0.0,0.05860564905156319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24384683946504,0.0,0.0,0.07512331941071115,0.12488397892587393,0.0567344249242643,0.0,0.0,0.10432416098518107,0.0,0.0,0.12322553782417582,0.0,0.07704257642948349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846736242262998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722112450036901,0.0,0.1170120492267004,0.0,0.0,0.13970950442090085,0.0,0.0,0.10006886442432893,0.08015958219603576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693507437481776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831650124759987,0.0,0.16455687078244716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ManualHannah,2019/03/26,I’m so tired of living in constant paranoia and panic It’s getting super fucking old at this point and I wish it would stop ,1.0187179487179492,3.4000906153846167,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,85.15384615384616,3.466666666666667,24.051282051282055,3.1291,0.1798358974358969,100,4,19,0,3,33,23,26,0.312,0.496,0.192,-0.4754,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368231600579413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28814981598057865,0.16284371004150233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27522552902681946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270633099872673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36569780041416206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946451727443751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605844755616216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358238612763075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584249251843328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141366107376728,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the_king_of_diaper,2019/03/26,"Can't leave my house because of anxiety I'm a 21 year old NEET, whenever I go outside I feel like people are staring at me and silently judging, I think interactions always go negativiely and that people are actively disliking talking to me and want me to leave. The thing is I know all these thoughts are irrational, I know people don't care about me, but I still get really stressed and extremely desire to leave the area and be alone. I dropped out of HS because of this, I just can't leave my house for long periods of time, I see everywhere else as a threat. I know it's irrational, I tell myself it's wrong, but it never works. 

I take Abilify and Prozac and it helps a bit but not enough.",4.895027977617904,5.506769230215831,5.713908872901679,81.60493205435655,68.92805755395683,9.918784972022383,31.27178257394085,9.994966539143718,2.935008952837728,549,22,112,13,9,180,87,139,0.17300000000000001,0.71,0.11699999999999999,-0.8973,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,5,0,8,1,0,0,2,23,22,11,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,3,19,2,12,20,3,13,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,8,68,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237055301984144,0.0,0.0,0.11438050244632322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051590711306328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759274005431304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007435357592758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401530262981478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148329732340274,0.0,0.0,0.14203636606561632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950558991550991,0.09820383035712936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181891629042265,0.0,0.1562471564677667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213877243880976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172284530818961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22663875343247375,0.0,0.0,0.5822152729644606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671576394550506,0.0,0.0,0.12165072125528385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602019437526183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424464092385034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858992941452166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806252909272629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954047650424442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977839283804952,0.0,0.15746377997652916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335531657294107,0.1104878175665895,0.12014900928647852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913245282774012,0.08808095128298976,0.0,0.10913052914886913,0.08015597312374771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810794335354252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000749413578472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502945719060549,0.0,0.08852187755239636
socialanxiety,ChknOutMyPowPow,2019/03/26,"Getting stared at a lot, starting to make me anxious. I get stared at so much it’s not even an anxiety thing but it’s got the the point where it’s making me anxious. 

While I’m out in public no matter if I’m doing the most mundane thing I’ll get stares which range from old to young male to female, Asian, white etc...
Sometimes people look away when I catch them staring and other times I’ll just catch them and they’ll just stare until I look away. 

It’s making me self conscious, I don’t dress weird or anything. Maybe i just look weird lmao There’s a post of my appearance in my history of that helps. 

Anyone else having issues with this? ",1.7376048951048944,3.869270371212125,2.5836363636363657,94.6243006993007,80.13636363636364,4.9706293706293705,19.244755244755247,5.8734145424116955,-0.233867832167832,507,12,108,3,13,159,89,132,0.086,0.826,0.08800000000000001,0.3091,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,3,0,19,18,9,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,10,13,0,15,16,4,20,0,0,9,0,7,9,0,5,7,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227098896910325,0.3611291730948366,0.0,0.11175820173195344,0.1637667003464006,0.13152805982517715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003347191567082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351906832787752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825485161019045,0.10556748235272856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505167598126836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783219534393467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713197356505244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682300927864574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026556994939115,0.0,0.0,0.13588339124024296,0.0,0.0,0.32006716316646805,0.0,0.1605726565543443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174948590459693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771672390813586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080733554368938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109283609328475,0.0,0.15307480731170367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673956103641954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807786565971352,0.0,0.11312986270288733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123704644698393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319928371606297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bublysmiles,2019/03/26,"Do i have social anxiety or am i just overreacting? sorry for my bad english sorry if this was roo messy and long 
•when i was a kid i feel nauseous when i wear certain clothes
•i laugh a lot because i think they know what im thinking(when i think i look ridiculous i laugh and they stare at me weirdly because im laughing out of nowhere )
•slouch and have a low voice
•im lonely all the time
•i pee a lot
•i avoid situations that i know people would tease me
•when anxiety comes in, my mood changes (my friend thinks i have 2 personalities)
•i hate when people observe me i immediately become awkward
•i have bad hygiene
•i overanalyze things
√when talking to someone im not comfortable, i cant hear them properly and i panic so much my mind just shuts down 
•i daydream a lot to the point that it sometimes annoys people (i cant focus)
•im always tired and dead all the time
•im monotone and sometimes cant match someones energy 
•im addicted to my phone
•i dont like facing rejection even though i face it almost every time
•i have so many cringy moments to the point that •i cry because of them
sometimes i stay up all night because i dont want to face the next day
•i always think someones mad at me, talking behind my back and hates me 
•i feel inferior, useless and boring
•i feel like im annoying
everones thinks im awkward someone said im so quiet its intimidating lmao
•im very sensitive to criticisms
•sometimes i sound narcissistic because i always think they are paying attention to me
•i had sharp pains in my stomach that i dont know the reason why
•i have that all or nothing thinking
•i always shake and blush when im  talking to certain people
•im indecisive
•i jump to one interest to another
•i palpitate
•im out of words and feel pressured to entertain them
•everything annoys me
•didnt have friends in elementary school i was a loner
•their facial reactions is also something i cant understand  i cant seem differentiate if they're angry or what
the list goes on i just forgot them ill delete this later lmao",2.7587750754482485,5.45380935114504,4.068057281495946,82.17516598615303,80.1704834605598,6.6074678975087275,27.20569264453518,7.8205782467293705,1.9779139475708631,1637,71,294,29,43,536,197,393,0.24,0.674,0.085,-0.9946,1,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,7,0,13,38,8,7,13,0,24,11,7,1,6,57,48,23,1,4,9,0,5,2,2,1,4,5,0,2,13,13,0,2,18,1,1,3,9,25,0,1,6,12,46,12,26,41,8,31,0,5,2,0,19,14,0,11,15,160,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546983329580482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502431771818052,0.0,0.0,0.0401250591040526,0.16699901768067646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261303244656376,0.07676772353430318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03858160262358284,0.08378832928095599,0.1529315659186398,0.05541452461592283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053078668645632564,0.04322145944489512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511505966074977,0.032358828747928864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641474933000126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03314022143680602,0.0,0.04227473821209859,0.0,0.04509420049526276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148027846488276,0.0358451459194643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753041174130673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990751698037859,0.0,0.0,0.056551054448004914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7587689942665162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272487089606416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902609963621035,0.0,0.0,0.04440343964941036,0.04213449933201376,0.0,0.0,0.12797138593035906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050869739193676614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066261051696614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03688451746400005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053361854251766414,0.04708599079005275,0.0,0.048144421387104216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033999988467494316,0.0,0.053389910220044884,0.05886974202914703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914055938060998,0.043811016309196434,0.0,0.0,0.094863492697798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158842342941967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047728069273114036,0.0,0.0,0.0507799428964074,0.0,0.0456775832429143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056398984598499985,0.0,0.05114725918185957,0.17005300851689548,0.03862729121792982,0.19849807366691172,0.11233397242112372,0.0,0.0534800469147621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098668438679792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03333414827329123,0.22505152578952825,0.04929684213347203,0.0,0.08777262177519965,0.057668967913827834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052234113399020315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04139976360423034,0.02959461067430586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452752796613889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03564299564935775,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MortyDC137,2019/03/26,"Have I cured my social anxiety disorder? Hi so im new to this group. Im not sure if this group is for people who have actually been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder/ social phobia or if this is a place that includes people who are just shy/ introverted/ socially awkward. 

This is a question for people who have actaully been diagnosed or a psychologist if one is here.

I developed my social anxiety (SA) when I started secondary school at age 11. I was diagnosed with SA and depression when i was 16 and was given medication and went to many therapy/ councelling 1-2-1 and group sessions over the course of 2 years. 

Im now 19. I still take my medication (sertraline, propranolol, quetiapine). I dont feel like i have SA anymore. I thought SA is a life long thing that you only learn to manage and live with.  I still feel i have depression and i think i will have depression for the rest of my life. But my SA has seemed to have disappeared... do i still have SA or have i just become good at managing it? 
What are your guys thoughts? I feel like its wrong to say i have SA but im not sure if i can say I 'HAD' SA. ",3.2876283009466865,4.9348833856502266,5.010276532137522,81.20736297957151,73.88789237668162,9.260488290981565,28.08395615346288,9.725611199111238,2.7044491280518197,877,35,178,24,18,298,111,223,0.125,0.865,0.01,-0.9405,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,0,10,10,0,1,6,0,28,7,0,0,2,33,39,18,0,4,13,0,3,2,0,1,7,2,0,1,13,9,0,0,9,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,10,5,26,5,16,28,1,17,0,3,0,0,18,4,0,9,13,118,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.08842005533201941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079439520632049,0.0,0.08985850200460098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000690977911632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341208653931621,0.2758947572751737,0.0,0.0,0.2076885727115491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061915621392568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744194297381293,0.12946033326875098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599744888850947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971587892532551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914875037052804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799781132342158,0.08853270135977223,0.0,0.08000826856575233,0.08018497271858009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186199721580374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825554722482194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750949161457951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139812972201295,0.06891124693357371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844793409146984,0.0,0.09466577282213186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015013725421784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410977656510987,0.0,0.09169984055173422,0.0,0.08248585684132674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618157528458514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413260399475089,0.0,0.21707830444349874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707933900889602,0.0,0.06812572218400656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361781373537264,0.0,0.06019573688423607,0.058057762442952625,0.0,0.14386480264598026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399425558651903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906530782294264,0.0,0.05834839500573932
socialanxiety,DenseReward,2019/03/26,"When should someone seek Therapy? How severe should the social anxiety be? What are some general guidelines to social anxiety therapy? Does anyone mind sharing some anecdotes?

Thanks in advance guys!",6.587419354838707,10.533362580645164,5.860258064516128,64.09038709677422,84.48387096774194,8.931612903225806,38.45806451612904,8.841846274778883,5.6732529032258086,164,10,17,5,5,50,26,31,0.18600000000000005,0.667,0.146,0.4501,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623891063932231,0.0,0.0,0.16561555279474402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727469527672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345251463467609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391575170857763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675803954677893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828906914530121,0.2006877205639034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806561725399973,0.5417320372159862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Up_Doot_That_Post,2019/03/26,"Does anybody else get this feeling? That feeling when you are sitting in a public place and people are socializing around you but you are just sitting there thinking yourself ""I must look like a loner over her by myself""",4.529499999999999,7.40580495,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,74.5,5.0,30.0,5.985473137389443,1.5857500000000004,178,8,28,1,4,54,33,40,0.069,0.794,0.13699999999999998,0.2323,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,9,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,4,8,0,7,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246807143011462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31917147504201804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046791898201689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688297224573701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055266630198595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818519022144982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30627538531803794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528529418485612,0.0,0.3810578120557987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717890745644443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336997128934296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,doyouevenexistbro,2019/03/26,"Out of all the YouTube videos I've watched, this one helped me the most I've watched a bunch of self improvement videos over the last few months, and this guys series has helped me the most. This guy goes really into depth and you can tell he really cares about what he's talking about. I have a feeling some people don't give it a chance because of his accent and because people don't search the term ""inferiority complex"" which is a major part of social anxiety.

 The advice in this video is so much better than the usual ""No one is judging you, everyone is only thinking of themselves"" which never really helps. If you really want to change and take in what he says, it will guaranteed help you gain confidence in yourself.  Dont just watch the first video, watch all 4.

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uXW-waG3A5E](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uXW-waG3A5E)",8.946133333333336,9.941661880000003,6.6433333333333335,77.11833333333334,60.2,9.6,29.333333333333336,9.444778638647367,2.401133333333333,702,19,118,11,9,200,96,150,0.064,0.795,0.141,0.9214,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,0,3,4,3,0,0,12,0,11,0,0,0,3,18,17,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,10,6,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,6,8,2,15,16,11,13,0,1,4,0,20,7,0,4,6,77,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992291887378914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736797067869452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705014783006024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568993942226448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642470120962856,0.0,0.16230090820606466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981030024422295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660199600612697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757514355632787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305012981694154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717706536171912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038252531793867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113440952149672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250600043160703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224605616068958,0.0,0.11278336167616433,0.0,0.11832906977019192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079264287546936,0.11668490181056487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614186871904618,0.0,0.21272801044182774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931461250587631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200791508424852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600533705967326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639515514015884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153548013937002,0.1233153810991673,0.13409823087436726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830709225922442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897346481214792,0.0,0.09049270286925253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GroundbreakingPlan1,2019/03/26,"Ever feel itchy when social anxiety creeps up on you? For example: i'm at the checkout at the supermarket and just when i'm about to pay a coin falls off my hand and goes underneath something i can't reach so i don't know what to do, and then all of sudden i feel the urge to itch all my body and it's fucking annoying. 

It also happens after i pay and i try to put my wallet away as fast as possible to not make people wait for too long and at the same time i check if i still have my phone and keys in my pocket because i'm too anxious of losing my stuff due to my childhood when i used to have my head in the clouds, leaving behind and forgetting pretty much about everything, and all this while i'm being watched by the people waiting for their turn. I also hate when during all this people is looking at my sideview because i'm even uglier from the side than the front and my nose is fucking huge and ugly looking.

​

I also get itchy when i ride my bicycle at the gym (which i hate when it's overcrowded due to SA) and when i try to unlock the locker to lock my bike for some reason it won't open, so i try to twist my key even harder and still the damn locker won't open, and people on the treadmills look at me through the big ass window that faces the gym's entrance and they see this ugly guy who looks like he's about the steal the bike because he's taking too long to do a simple task such as opening a locker with a key.

​

I dunno if i'm crazy in the head (which i probably am) but i hate the feeling of itchiness and heat i feel when i get anxious. I can't take this shit anymore. Fuck my life.

 Sorry for any mistakes.

​

​",6.600631932773112,4.903938451428573,7.037697478991599,81.27565546218489,65.91428571428571,9.606722689075633,32.01680672268908,7.928766900206844,2.0970672268907564,1318,40,280,12,17,433,173,350,0.16,0.813,0.027000000000000003,-0.9897,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,2,1,26,13,9,0,22,0,13,13,9,3,5,45,45,37,0,3,5,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,14,20,0,2,6,4,4,4,6,12,0,0,0,12,38,1,48,42,7,47,0,1,6,4,9,21,6,4,23,187,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703519499057653,0.0,0.3378811173933969,0.3789226570156334,0.05301588252513394,0.0,0.059639646897412676,0.1761465785900614,0.07731596822766841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324655158414495,0.0,0.0,0.1425721775393874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659665350655492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029844842909796,0.07051982754795874,0.0,0.0,0.07006596186109022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767689065293986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621996003742405,0.08146239334493201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719325261122925,0.06894030259650934,0.0,0.0,0.23090986177642794,0.160020137914983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042845107837286435,0.0,0.0,0.08254902055654982,0.0,0.0,0.05506587853526674,0.038087612038598895,0.0,0.0,0.1379853584189232,0.2618690821267043,0.08721797172996977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203930699518661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731001249637047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216192260197999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788886459820043,0.0,0.07931395925047108,0.08405471442845089,0.0,0.0,0.0783719375507594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015648284659604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212450594558759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002543730025258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947101560237094,0.0,0.06001787998341417,0.0,0.0872705108519449,0.0,0.0,0.12451887441443077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924623701271045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723334029307372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045459453781978715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879039321664012,0.08479874767717469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733292880856148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789226570156334,0.0
socialanxiety,Skyentiss,2019/03/26,"ADHD and social anxiety, a weird little mix. I no longer have much of a problem with strangers. I've built my skills and exposed myself lots, and I also found that as I get older, I care less, which is nice. 

I can usually make myself go to social events and push past the fear and lack of energy. The pre-event anxiety is low. Once I'm there, I can be talkative and engaging. Almost too talkative. If I'm relaxed and in the moment, or when my ADHD is in overdrive, I don't worry about anything I'm saying or doing. 

AND. THEN. And then I leave. And it starts. Why did I say that? And that? And THAT? Did I talk too much? I know I interrupted people, it's so so hard for me not to. I definitely talked too much. Except when they said X and I didn't say anything. And I didn't say hi to so-and-so, so they probably think I'm rude now. I could have been way more polite. I was too honest and open, oops. Why can't I shut up? Why can't I control myself? I DO THIS ALL THE TIME. When will I learn? Well, I guess I can't go to anything anymore. I can't handle it. I'm staying home next time. I can't see that person for a while, maybe they'll forget how weird or annoying or immature I acted and I'll have a chance to make a better impression. 

If I drink, ADHD is magnified by 1,000. So I try to never have alcohol while out socially, but that gets a little tricky.

Even when I talk myself down off the ledge, lots of these scenarios play and replay and I work up the anxiety more and more so that next time I see that person, I'm either preoccupied or I'm a little weird, which exacerbates the issue. 

The thing that I find difficult and frustrating is that I can't go out socially and just be myself without constantly watching what I say like a hawk and reminding myself every 5 minutes to be calm, listen to people, smile, ask questions about them, think before you speak, on and on like that. Because if I don't do all that, and I just ""act naturally,"" I always regret it afterward.  Which makes me want to stay home, because it's pretty exhausting to redirect yourself constantly and then still sometimes it's not enough to avoid the post-event anxiety. 

Does this resonate with anyone?",1.9972017139090321,3.9534944639639633,3.861793012524721,86.66356295319711,78.45945945945945,7.124500109865965,22.090529553944187,8.096554002634818,1.1621851900681168,1698,50,351,31,41,573,209,444,0.11699999999999999,0.779,0.10400000000000001,0.5115,0,1,2,0,0,0,69.0,0,1,4,4,25,25,3,2,17,0,34,3,0,5,3,72,62,51,0,8,16,0,1,2,0,2,2,8,2,2,26,30,2,2,7,3,0,6,15,13,1,0,8,12,52,12,34,48,14,51,0,2,3,0,25,16,0,13,28,241,78,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751946718521836,0.0,0.0,0.08157153838685173,0.07643157814529036,0.0,0.0,0.06103956323061499,0.06351110332782478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335631856686387,0.0,0.07569697668302634,0.05337039031333366,0.0,0.1884345966892422,0.0,0.0713564807623563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305781669894128,0.0,0.06494960109870525,0.0,0.0,0.06750601192852031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782159672804564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649671450560935,0.0856084674153218,0.06094178619837722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679524478420194,0.0,0.0,0.07477249090426198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886734302234286,0.0,0.05041399781176138,0.0,0.06430972598603515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589034597285031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697625111571307,0.0,0.0,0.0836898346176294,0.0,0.0,0.07975657591736787,0.0,0.13013707432908014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408402018062952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837499558054293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312663859860187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966671779312089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04194793395577226,0.0,0.0,0.08082044922305767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458011964380258,0.2295024596649713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978286184284024,0.0,0.0,0.15284882147304454,0.0,0.07668184724829892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832983324481854,0.0,0.058868945106821974,0.0,0.16235162511571652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128694772156139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286381918111694,0.10583260388765496,0.13329352578736056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310123182689089,0.07765312989862905,0.08229461395934409,0.07303569441751928,0.0,0.0,0.08550495344588588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260551304651353,0.3034958894564787,0.0,0.0,0.12164724534419742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31122759000132666,0.0,0.0,0.07549045402853377,0.0,0.05402543021431462,0.16271122226958545,0.06095572848153739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840489344212464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070900571111564,0.09781594377542244,0.0,0.0,0.13352260697911447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051821777434186464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840646313188685,0.0,0.04502029778586114,0.060585702167901025,0.0,0.0,0.0686281389218883,0.0,0.2066227457890029,0.0,0.0,0.07357757575999169,0.0,0.055567774272428434,0.07751490233457647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,barry_diller,2019/03/26,"Shyness program? I don't have anxiety to a point where it would even make sense to call it social anxiety, but are still more shy than I want to, so do any of you know a social skills/confidence exposing program that could actually be fun to use then you get into it? I want to get over initial shyness, and I like that the tasks are already planned ahead. An example could be day 1 compliment 3 strangers etc.",5.509999999999998,5.892224691358027,6.0242962962962965,80.72533333333331,67.51851851851852,9.93679012345679,34.71851851851852,9.888512548439397,3.28364,324,15,65,7,5,105,59,81,0.115,0.677,0.20800000000000002,0.8036,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,0,11,17,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,10,12,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.21259463330692446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240407934032832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814857737554102,0.0,0.3333162977657689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245387240595005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34787829249245616,0.0,0.0,0.14049817425518227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296543153220465,0.1438908880959332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276400412260783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972717365567595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643273808513667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541961638176953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059429843912924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441505957577543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739789401049395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815640027849864,0.0,0.0,0.2569925382604607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475763516442764,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justgonnatrylive,2019/03/26,Do you ever think that you get a way with it? I don't know why but sometimes I actually feel like I blend in. And that people can't read my awkward fuck ups. While it's true they probably don't care they definitely notice. It really gets to me and sticks in my head when people say that I'm shy or have low confidence. I start to get angry at myself for not hiding it well enough. ,1.7420105820105825,3.3469057407407448,3.782116402116405,88.55666666666669,78.01234567901234,7.097707231040566,18.978835978835978,7.957251820313856,0.510113227513227,299,6,67,5,7,102,60,81,0.235,0.606,0.158,-0.8177,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,2,0,3,7,1,1,1,0,5,2,1,0,2,11,15,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,12,4,8,15,1,10,0,1,0,1,5,5,1,1,5,43,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.21757816067605112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273240036016883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037872419810596,0.0,0.0,0.2016813481562509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273598144558693,0.15928366639985064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612421855863636,0.3494643822547801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288227174470532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253375271865652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892767624499423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538430279969586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091467181199985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039009615118306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230217332870429,0.0,0.14283478002153746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730785172398958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205145225103178,0.0,0.15781322420740876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428646602614182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697637875455374,0.0,0.0,0.2004690722804742,0.0,0.2011879811550336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jean0_,2019/03/26,"i can’t take this anymore 
about a year ago i first got really depressed because of social anxiety. i was halfway through college, and i didn’t have a social life and barely made any friends. i went to therapy and eventually felt like i might be able to get the life i wanted. 

now a year later and nothing’s changed. i still can’t join clubs because i’m too anxious. i still can’t get a job. i haven’t made any good friends in the past year. i never get a chance to go out and meet people. people assume i’m just introverted but really i’m dying to be social and i’m just so anxious all the time that it’s impossible. 

everything feels pointless. like all the things that used to make me happy just feel like distractions from being sad now. i hate this feeling so much. i’ve been holding it in for weeks (maybe months) and i just broke down tonight. 

my 21st birthday is in two months. i remember last year when i turned 20 i promised myself how hard i would try to fight my social anxiety and how great my life would be a year from then. now it’s coming up and i feel worthless. it feels like a lost cause. i’ve already missed out on so much. nothings gonna change and i’m having trouble finding a reason to keep living like this",1.7771428571428558,3.9433752539682563,3.044374603174603,91.1895142857143,80.19047619047619,5.778031746031747,23.17523809523809,6.918507183188421,0.7063283809523813,972,33,204,11,25,314,137,252,0.16899999999999998,0.687,0.14400000000000002,-0.6801,1,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,17,21,2,1,12,0,17,3,0,8,3,44,47,18,1,3,5,0,7,5,2,4,3,0,0,0,10,13,0,2,10,1,0,3,6,10,0,2,9,7,23,11,21,30,4,34,0,6,0,0,8,8,0,2,28,118,33,2,0.0907350163626302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043111736785752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012834682527524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340584512575585,0.0,0.13882407832950205,0.20500948358835205,0.08998475500552276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062244760537104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320985591498483,0.1919712325556812,0.07816018236899228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814993663781149,0.0,0.09416862177278576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154678207910272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293917527757201,0.12964222763835306,0.0871198448588009,0.0,0.08293016115202499,0.07717915856604865,0.0,0.0,0.1402032971276567,0.0,0.14221590329933892,0.0,0.05156680078815536,0.07610422683128093,0.07256908138668483,0.10003567586254668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658911212879334,0.0812807524874172,0.0895820437296385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004050309720746,0.08064945156527807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073961148576856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226647623045412,0.2216427289603689,0.0,0.08012068179076319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904798875106616,0.0,0.0,0.1717113327264694,0.06056632799100459,0.0,0.09115551955136858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625551362501272,0.0,0.0,0.1448476487962023,0.0,0.13340135426264618,0.0,0.06998043825518817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174125390673735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661683999923503,0.12580847148367813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162543497695606,0.09329070871641916,0.0,0.0,0.10278508580451416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699716906066136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492220254879049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682214401925847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376339884575403,0.0,0.06028031310412391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290831771272251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061603120107326916,0.09869364258669416,0.08863492667275738,0.0,0.0,0.07836592157523352,0.0,0.0,0.053517863513890984,0.0,0.07278215707428523,0.0,0.0,0.08411226920338798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289111046184276,0.0,0.0,0.2921518783658381
socialanxiety,pinkcat98,2019/03/26,"College social anxiety Hi guys, I'm hoping to find some advice here.

I'm currently going back to college after taking a semester off and the break put me right back into the habit of panicking about almost every aspect of college. It's like I fell out of practice, like it reset my social anxiety. I see my advisor in a few days to sign up for classes and I'm terrified. I don't want to see him but I know I have to go. I'm also afraid of meeting my new teachers and my new classmates. I'm afraid that they'll talk to me, then realize how incredibly quiet and awkward I am and be put off by it. I'm afraid of asking questions and I'm afraid of participating in campus activities. It's all a cluster of anxiety, so I was wondering if anyone is/was feeling the same way and if anyone had some coping mechanisms to share. Thanks for reading!",2.9938095238095244,4.642932812865499,5.389945697577275,78.17434210526315,74.67251461988305,8.160568086883876,28.003759398496236,8.841846274778883,2.408982957393484,665,27,125,14,14,235,102,171,0.077,0.836,0.087,0.5401,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,5,6,0,7,0,0,1,1,27,26,14,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,6,1,0,5,1,5,0,0,2,4,15,5,26,22,5,23,0,0,2,0,11,8,0,8,10,80,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517641760543052,0.0,0.0,0.15551749889528105,0.0,0.0,0.12419892978319375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35642822656513834,0.0,0.0,0.2171884924531295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519105437069516,0.0,0.0,0.2388429506231173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016014902578674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085282265109574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852787173942105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194775922574127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652906302449906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377832008486064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425486657964574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853526504480284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175028379326594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29999288360472165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122528068365967,0.17397935285052066,0.0,0.15534900075466404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263130591696307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24751909881368755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31663180035485605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677151511544916,0.12482986155767585,0.0,0.14298579411184506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160407623493907,0.12327544581188213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842378670510588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ronsoness,2019/03/26,"How Can I Learn to Love Myself (video) Hey guys, I spent the past couple weeks on and off making this video about ""how can i learn to love myself""... if you type it into Google, it seems to be a popular search, so that's why I made a video about it.

It's my first ever video, so I hope you enjoy it! Please comment if it helps you! 

Take care all.

 [http://socialshiners.com/how-can-i-learn-love-myself/](http://socialshiners.com/how-can-i-learn-love-myself/) ",7.037542857142856,10.288185440000003,4.479238095238099,82.03200000000002,67.93333333333334,5.352380952380952,14.714285714285715,6.1826913282559595,-0.8827714285714291,368,3,65,2,7,101,49,75,0.0,0.682,0.318,0.98,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,4,2,14,12,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,11,6,8,9,1,7,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,4,4,43,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016520289726921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884212801581387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890522961629673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823335033363032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583537089407585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256917028544174,0.0,0.0,0.19644224876543645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7140242564518944,0.1871462019769572,0.13202108528576947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888053907184408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171053492213713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005339257147845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870752235996432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586488678629088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846757914715414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ghostofchildhoodpast,2019/03/26,"This is a cry for help I always thought of social anxiety as something that would get better as I got older, thats what everyone always told me, ""It gets easier when your older"". I'm almost 21 now and it hasen't gotten any better, in fact I would say its gotten significantly worse. I was a shy kid, but I was fine with being alone, that just meant more times for video games and reading. I'm not happy anymore. I can't remember the last day where I didn't almost break down in tears. I have pretty much no social skills, and hardly any friends. My self confidence has plummeted to the point of being practically not existent, and I can honestly say I hate who I am. 

For the people who have social anxiety and have felt improvement in their condition, how did you achieve this? I can't keep on living like this, and I want to know what I can do to help myself. I've been letting this anxiety eat away at me for as long as I can remember, and I'm just getting afraid that there isn't much left for it to feast on. I want my life to change, but I don/t even know where to start. ",5.057993006993009,4.954650100000006,5.974545454545456,82.36989510489511,68.45454545454545,9.496503496503497,27.37762237762238,9.265573868473778,1.96922027972028,842,23,179,15,13,279,128,220,0.11900000000000001,0.71,0.171,0.9229,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,4,9,9,1,1,5,0,23,2,0,1,1,30,43,15,0,4,6,0,2,1,1,2,1,2,0,2,16,8,1,1,7,3,0,0,7,2,0,0,12,4,25,7,26,26,3,22,0,0,0,0,17,12,0,2,10,119,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485909788606904,0.12145695679187175,0.0,0.0,0.19515703842942247,0.0,0.0,0.15949603532574042,0.0,0.2691350245048208,0.0,0.11630090656170652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017957282343603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743260113353326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405672704572925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288162285699175,0.07562982433304903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999708280624595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745611391402439,0.0,0.0,0.11205706735664217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259814994186425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060296134543022,0.0,0.18380711799670932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379199791235436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248367159957211,0.10505140787152367,0.11578042188110604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720799934515964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423548222330116,0.0,0.0,0.12889769079881466,0.09559117685329582,0.0,0.0,0.1274148313081177,0.11991711620684678,0.08283168071322836,0.057292483175221065,0.0,0.10355207308211127,0.10378077546094724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724147433234987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130065634893577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085860591930648,0.0,0.0,0.11930634221207385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730231785463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26568941948787034,0.0,0.0,0.18651654862963427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233879359231993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586277727022389,0.0,0.09028062393823644,0.0,0.0,0.08300472207260418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309974346774552,0.06838141987792007,0.0,0.0,0.11205706735664217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833845618692175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950874254825725,0.16661131468407026,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yaBoiWEEHEEHEE,2019/03/26,"I'm okay.. but sometimes my mind feels like it's crashing down. A few months back, I was diagnosed as having moderate (with mild leaning) social anxiety disorder. It had been worse before but opening up with family and talking with previous doctors, councillors and a psychiatrist has helped me gain more of a grip on my anxiety. With that, my recent psychologist considers my anxiety to be high functioning so I've been able to lead a  
 r e l a t i v e l y   
normal life (even if the anticipation of various social situations slowly kills me inside).

Given that, I've been able to make a strong group of friends who I'm extremely grateful to have. I love hanging out with them and can talk to them for hours on end, in group chats or on the occasional calls.

However, other times I find myself feeling.. I guess this disconnect? It's like this feeling where my body just suddenly chains itself. I'll find myself looking at notifications for messages from my group chats but feel completely unable to open them. And it's not just like some feeling of introversion or wanting time to myself. A part of my mind will be screaming to open up the messages yet... I just can't.

This may put me in an episode, for lack of a better word, where I will avoid responding to any messages from my friends, (on certain occasions for several days) even though typically, I respond within a few hours at most (usually if I'm busy with something). I'll find myself trapped in my head with a weird spiel of worries, guilt, and self-loathing which can sometimes manifest itself into an anxiety attack where everything around me feels like it's closing in on me, where my blood feels like it's boiling, and it feels like my body is pulsating. Sometimes, after all that, I will just shut down completely. Like. I lose any feel of my senses and kind of go through my day on this auto-pilot where I don't really feel present or like myself. There is kind of more to it.. like weird thoughts that begin to prick in my head at these times.. but I don't want to really talk too much about that. It's usually around this point where I may slowly start to regain some feeling of self-control and peace which I can't really explain why (maybe because I've exhausted my anxiety by then?).

These don't happen often. But when they do. It's just... idek.

I am lucky though. I have a close friend who goes through similar experiences. Some cases worse. This friend has helped me recover from these moments and I can't thank them enough for it. I feel like the discussions we've had, along with therapy I'm taking, has helped me avoid going through those episodes again. At least to the same extent.

Anyways

I don't know what I just went on about or how to end this or why I'm even posting about this on Reddit. I just felt like getting this out. Sorry if this seems attention seeking or anything. One thing I was wondering was if anyone else went through similar experiences?",4.731457328935125,6.284218497335707,5.273381121542759,81.13041000592068,70.06571936056838,8.843254673094819,29.74579210014379,9.2995712137729,2.608407629197328,2326,92,441,49,42,746,261,563,0.121,0.723,0.156,0.9809,1,3,1,0,0,0,77.0,0,0,5,5,33,35,3,3,18,1,34,12,6,3,2,97,74,31,1,8,23,0,14,11,4,5,4,1,0,0,39,28,1,2,22,2,0,7,8,11,0,1,13,16,54,24,80,54,17,73,0,1,1,1,33,41,1,21,35,296,93,2,0.12434327383518624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455769012047178,0.0,0.2378056603535261,0.0,0.0,0.0434718540953414,0.06370218912621174,0.051161959816400975,0.11069187601824887,0.0,0.07072921238268409,0.0,0.04780615116350921,0.0,0.03789925280869389,0.0,0.0529034838594415,0.0,0.0,0.05498576052912713,0.0,0.13811734604636078,0.0,0.0,0.06348419249858693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037155688640878,0.0,0.0697307773646709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019112496130618,0.0,0.0,0.06310290276868108,0.0,0.0,0.07125408220558282,0.06363530482298171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193642495444577,0.0,0.1101312335789792,0.0642399204620015,0.0,0.123191339488193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587585841124215,0.1216315814143991,0.05860988615191785,0.0,0.3772301720905036,0.22207714918204485,0.0596945212555137,0.0,0.17047124942553085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213460983647573,0.0,0.03248211424975868,0.0,0.07066714801240634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848906735705207,0.0,0.05497817320124357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761207199027105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501701311200564,0.06568774786316729,0.0,0.0,0.12245307768252965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687837047549636,0.1294843852408435,0.034167905721138515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391366578863585,0.3341131352597912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220851668390267,0.06955415882195784,0.0,0.0,0.0561123296608951,0.0,0.041500050413165984,0.0,0.0624597657196914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555126029065716,0.0,0.04962480743560802,0.0,0.045703306694659385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609150038908376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0421291101899712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732582419996405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877229253609788,0.0,0.05954324233927138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249966702352217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119486227815474,0.0,0.061386991013959315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056598723246394575,0.1297171528704734,0.07023625326400293,0.0,0.0,0.06988352478484827,0.0,0.12675230875726107,0.0,0.04786276353052543,0.18446801590841766,0.06959605746236121,0.044005404605931484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674533360634885,0.14991362020383392,0.0,0.0572392902508688,0.0710986851271519,0.0,0.04130407300099356,0.0,0.1221666352177862,0.04935733507333498,0.10875834437312576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694654904404996,0.0,0.07334088453113019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152674605871708,0.11220046427721532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742248817265792,0.0,0.0631383151728887,0.12671641898112948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LenKagamine14,2019/03/26,Aftermath of social interaction Anyone else absolutely love that feeling that comes after you have to socialize for hours it feels like a literal high and you feel good for hours afterwards. Usually I feel this way only when I voluntarily put myself in a situation where I have to socialize rather then being forced to.,9.93940476190476,10.123466035714287,10.232857142857146,54.94547619047623,58.28571428571429,14.609523809523811,38.30952380952381,13.5591,5.9717809523809535,262,11,39,10,3,88,44,56,0.049,0.758,0.192,0.8251,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,8,8,0,14,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,9,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125406067235354,0.1923352746399089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616990725825787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681104047518604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796555489782628,0.1341029878723626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744567790458944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983302489135462,0.0,0.0,0.3697211453739571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170762562545336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694193007187031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276502892385273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870451371859875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109985091041092,0.0,0.5740526452184135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674055697826124,0.0,0.0,0.1489987122360641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,asknallthoseqstns,2019/03/26,Social anxiety with roommates Hi I have intense social anxiety around my roommates. I just moved in a week 1/2 ago and I don’t do much but sit in my room and play computer game and talk to my long distance partner... I hang out with them one night and a few times came out and had brief interactions but that’s it. Now when they come home I get scared and don’t want to come out of my room or even use the bathroom when I have to or get food when I’m hungry. I don’t know why I am like this. Any tips to deal with this? ,1.6870698131760091,2.8644551504424816,2.9863126843657817,96.01500491642088,77.14159292035399,6.438151425762046,21.40511307767945,6.937597516519254,0.16322694198623378,404,10,100,4,9,131,71,113,0.062,0.8540000000000001,0.084,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,24,17,13,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,16,1,0,1,2,0,6,3,1,0,1,2,0,14,2,14,15,2,24,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,2,10,62,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139946744137732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148950820221006,0.0,0.29583541634628074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212887815268935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114909507801608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33312016720831633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934275517235603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771058923200412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338082612120515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204228483458667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939530099910196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626404560415673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094464547924439,0.0,0.0,0.17111501359058115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550807479393224,0.14213977018373186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145260857224715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102382460977094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935842616961627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942065758476032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541317149140566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274812256684914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699851578731786,0.0,0.0,0.11404707040097632,0.0,0.15509946112911324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447477393069033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheDoyler,2019/03/26,"My experience with social anxiety I don't consider myself to have ""Social Anxiety"" to say, I have general anxiety and stress but honestly I've always been pretty great in social settings. I have no problem at all talking to people, communication is one of my best skills and I am going into such thing as a career. I LOVE public speaking, because everyone gives me all the attention, and I always just succeed at presenting myself in a energetic way and it just feels awesome. I have absolutely no anxiety when it comes to talking to people in anyway besides the minor stress for a job interview that everyone experiences.

​

The odd thing is however, I find myself stressing out about a lot of other things socially. Because I love attention so much and find that I conquer social situations, I set myself up at extremely high standards and when I fail to meet them I freak out. I always feel like everyone is watching me, and most of the time I don't mind it because I feel like I always present myself in a charming manner. However I find myself as I've gotten older being scared to do things like grocery shopping. Not because I have to talk to people, but because I am scared at what they will judge me for buying. I don't have any weird taste, I just feel like the cashier or customers are just watching every item get scanned and thinking ""Wow he is really going to buy this? Its so expensive for such a stupid thing."" or ""Ew how can he like those?"" 

​

There are many other social situations which causes me great anxiety but I just thought it would be interesting to share because I don't have any of the anxious feelings when it comes to communication or talking with someone, I love it. However I still find myself uncomfortable in certain social situations. It goes to show that social anxiety isn't just about talking to people it, and those who may be skilled at socializing can still experience it in some ways. Most of my anxiety comes from not feeling like I am good enough or not succeeding at something, I'm pretty narcissistic, so social anxiety isn't that bad for me, but its part of me.  ",7.0515909090909075,7.6626602196969715,7.740454545454543,68.95568181818183,64.22727272727273,10.64040404040404,36.196969696969695,10.504223727775694,4.072663636363636,1701,78,281,40,24,567,176,396,0.139,0.631,0.23,0.9957,4,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,2,7,21,32,1,5,12,0,32,4,0,2,3,63,52,26,0,2,17,0,6,6,0,3,0,2,0,0,28,17,1,0,14,2,4,5,11,11,0,1,3,12,45,21,47,43,11,35,0,1,3,3,30,17,0,9,15,217,73,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745580854021933,0.11553773037491764,0.12957179766943444,0.07251467365837401,0.0,0.32629840914682473,0.06023294838316549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044517404728742466,0.19500901304681845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595282264451097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477116806364718,0.0,0.13778342780580896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055090635298872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044921808250385366,0.15283981800336244,0.0,0.1564625479997896,0.0,0.0,0.1617518334776061,0.1523584854503419,0.0,0.0,0.19492281151666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02785589236412941,0.051146452065163786,0.06060247352058425,0.04471970648610237,0.0,0.11756419449946255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563322578096053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052908820416700836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562877363833214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532814239603763,0.14436181739734374,0.0,0.0,0.054054992803041525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383489458145914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039194074073570666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03612892774851021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057737033304549476,0.0,0.14785296829013386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084849595566919,0.0,0.051017095933047325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034156186954983674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04239975817625042,0.1067590848442961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979137036443055,0.0,0.5434988995018072,0.04517525692690689,0.04104597314400494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515792921290895,0.0,0.183223069888904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427062065630975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710697691489835,0.03416333223892273,0.0,0.04232768232422873,0.03108952731405836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846409855981164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03787481327492968,0.0,0.12957179766943444,0.0
socialanxiety,Coolfool791,2019/03/26,"I cant get included in conversations Okay so I am a middle schooler, seventh grade.  I have this one friend that I kind of hang on too.  He is extremely friendly, nice, and charismatic, while I am an awkward kid who basically is his shadow.  I sit with him at lunch and at the start of the day in the cafeteria (we have a thing where at the start of the day, the buses come in and people flood into the cafeteria until the bell rings).  So he always has a friend group with him.  Thing is, I'm always listening to the conversations, but can never say anyhting.  I don't often have anything to say, but also if I do, I just can't bring myself to do it.  I always feel like the third wheel in our friendship-group.  Can anyone help me at all?  
",3.2976266015863342,4.429365718120807,4.898096400244054,84.07159853569252,73.02684563758389,8.10274557657108,24.28370957901159,8.575989854853784,1.4695986577181204,568,16,119,10,11,192,91,149,0.009000000000000001,0.872,0.11900000000000001,0.9251,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,14,1,16,3,0,0,2,16,24,11,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,1,6,8,3,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,5,17,7,19,24,1,23,0,0,0,0,19,12,0,2,8,90,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546548762409368,0.4852812238072592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593239065952314,0.0,0.15997862647903766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746256375599833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507500899722392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829693293946064,0.1388828630725549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505901126202317,0.0,0.10156850991360472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030547250302355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244273455951733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497638952363613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993700433881485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173375701716294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477584454331015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091970777575572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752015056410895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583078869692009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thepastpassed_,2019/03/26,"Social anxiety is ruining my life What has helped you? 



I’m struggling right now. I can only go places with drive thrus or I have to bring someone with me to stores. I barely talk at work but I make it through. But I’m exhausted. Always. 


I’ve tried therapy but I still feel terror with every social interaction. Mentally. I feel trapped. I just want to be able to go out into the world with ease and feel “normal” for a day.",0.12511312217194615,2.5017394117647065,2.0917647058823547,91.71140271493212,96.05882352941177,5.4389140271493215,18.303167420814482,7.010146845296331,0.4939954751131226,330,10,68,6,13,109,63,85,0.196,0.7509999999999999,0.053,-0.91,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,2,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,18,15,5,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,3,10,0,13,14,0,13,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,40,12,1,0.21006054947217775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478720476062026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069574538520826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354716765338803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698507276751935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186387762793165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387645022246017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407991584248555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837197832068175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021704791957748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169162709943828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058147384050664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976051356447565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946856508953105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939056149789714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282605532762313,0.17798362189552802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775462615475478,0.0,0.0,0.2196008953433744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883871271354356,0.0,0.0,0.24022254527984965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261732435500213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389915455986016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152926581824815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BashBeats,2019/03/26,"How does nicotine and weed effect my social anxiety? My social anxiety has recently gotten way out of control, and now I’m basically trying to eliminate anything in my life that worsens it.

I smoke weed almost every night before going to sleep and I’ve been vaping for a couple of years now. 

When I have to do something with my hands while someone is paying attention to me, my hand start to shake out of control. This is something I fear everyday and it has really got a grip on me. I am seeing a therapist and challenging myself a bit everyday, but has anyone noticed any improvement after quitting weed/nicotine?",5.990021739130434,7.398745165217395,7.254510869565216,68.65480978260872,66.91304347826087,10.271739130434783,33.50543478260869,10.411451182825502,4.036065217391305,494,22,76,13,8,168,78,115,0.076,0.857,0.066,0.3736,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,2,4,0,9,4,3,4,0,15,15,9,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,4,12,1,15,12,1,18,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,11,55,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710345135381625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615188450752242,0.0,0.2613276266867235,0.0,0.0,0.11942941603575083,0.0,0.14055630042179668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534075702713015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647261821960398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831401348613767,0.0,0.1889902503111675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947084013641315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390887859054113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220084024911796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707127054580922,0.0,0.13660674745922552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064319708157875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028702763159378,0.0,0.0,0.19446032651851095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816699953856292,0.0,0.0,0.1094207636127026,0.0,0.16864733841142293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610786232329253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092633337600344,0.3482242598363227,0.14472081195295552,0.26298495968316443,0.0,0.0,0.12089522942768935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983154261664944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159640126400446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557545649465907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999152009379903
socialanxiety,StillLost86,2019/03/26,"Just started therapy for anxiety, am now anxious about therapy! Hi, everybody. Today was my second therapy session to deal with my anxiety (of which social anxiety is a major component). My therapist and I are absolutely on the same page, we have a good solid rapport already, and I'm optimistic about the course of treatment.

And then the anxiety came around, because it has to attack and distort everything I feel positively about, right?

A few hours after the session ended, I began thinking, and that's never a good highway to ride on. I thought of how I had forgotten to thank my therapist as I left the session. Then about how I had forgotten to wish her luck teaching a course and being evaluated on it tomorrow. This spiraled into worrying that she'd call and cancel our next appointment because she naturally she must be put off by my rudeness, right? Of course, it really was only genuine forgetfulness on my part, as I was in my head a bit too much by the end of the session.

I've spent most of tonight talking myself down with reminders that nobody would cancel an appointment due to such trivial non-offenses. I can simply explain myself next week and even use this as a perfect case study to show her exactly how my anxiety operates. This method is only half working, hence why I'm getting it out posting here! I'm not freaking out about it quite as much as a couple hours ago, but it's settled deep in my stomach and is making me feel so burdened, with the worst case scenarios still floating in my mind.

It attaches itself to everything I deem positive and important, like some kind of parasite. The more I value it, the more intense the anxiety response. I do despise it so much, and am happy treatment is finally underway. Thanks for reading!",6.967752293577982,7.635175217125387,7.71065902140673,68.90213532110096,64.41284403669725,11.188318042813457,39.285779816513774,11.00357731598739,4.8021144954128445,1404,75,228,38,20,469,186,327,0.10800000000000001,0.763,0.129,0.9245,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,0,3,18,15,3,0,20,0,21,2,2,5,4,45,39,24,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,17,20,0,0,5,2,1,3,2,6,0,2,9,2,32,9,46,25,14,42,0,0,0,0,13,17,0,3,22,176,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085430559613801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635213064821153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423593412976386,0.10887623771896256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857941194672002,0.0,0.10964039485572667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174985243777295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521646156270548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840957785564262,0.11022724418360524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663702584029322,0.0,0.0,0.09935831997352004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707191629706837,0.0,0.0,0.06365473166029521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323114375895676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746011967379176,0.0,0.0,0.10557402393260304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035192266560935,0.0,0.0,0.16166943590840147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259290398793564,0.0,0.0,0.09890848130521608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898197835962108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035965796314132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471164233029637,0.0,0.0,0.04708392221585947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433101346037373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731120486979884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253998553396614,0.0,0.07433028655833313,0.0,0.20499166064832086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659495262583574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436465642134687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230054147564924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968834225628679,0.0,0.1025065999989236,0.0964010094084408,0.0,0.06174024732821309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460732553725266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982421033181432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682146707738759,0.0,0.0769651427791521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746251729987122,0.0,0.17745817245670978,0.3306393913544705,0.2237974412947332,0.0,0.06175316304384053,0.0,0.07651092842922297,0.0,0.0,0.09135216385211906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323699525650112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730615478482168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696338324673218,0.0,0.11082641208376293,0.0,0.0,0.07016209612017885,0.09787341853357898,0.0,0.06846198441839993,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,78787878420,2019/03/26,"Coworkers are increasingly comfortable with shaming I don’t understand why people are so rude.  I’m weird, I know, I smile too much or not enough, I whisper or mumble when I speak sometimes, i trail off, I keep to myself.  I’m respectful and considerate and empathetic.  I don’t speak negatively about anyone.  I don’t know what to do when my flaws are exaggerated and projected back to me.  I would never ever do that to somebody. It’s so toxic and demeaning and cruel.  All the incremental progress I’ve made to be more open comes to a crashing halt and I just withdraw again.  I think I’ve become pretty proficient at bouncing back but sometimes it all adds up and I just don’t know what to do.  I’ve never done this before, post a rant and I’m sorry if I’m not providing any substance or contribution.  Just know that I get it if this happens to you too.",1.8573684210526336,4.392219408284024,3.938118966054186,82.67074743070695,82.72781065088758,7.108190594830271,24.279352226720647,8.20500826718156,1.7903065088757404,676,26,131,15,19,230,96,169,0.07,0.84,0.09,0.4651,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,14,6,2,1,3,0,13,0,0,1,5,39,28,18,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,9,12,0,2,7,0,0,2,9,4,0,0,2,3,18,2,13,24,6,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,8,93,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448946815206195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800226657570132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28152908738463706,0.0,0.0,0.202179270456722,0.15577356854639493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576930091742188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873375347969451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915354762060074,0.0,0.0,0.16559143048233796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564313125502416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188246230576128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627152639631575,0.0,0.0,0.4024276826894568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321912479118484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457274755501505,0.0,0.28237973754189233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691319190000175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532424455550807,0.1862414079298685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621089957840158,0.2049246181305538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117299709042669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905755758650524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518634915860012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300430691632896,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emmalion_18,2019/03/26,"Survey for a school research project on social anxiety. I am doing a school research project on finding ways to treat social anxiety disorder (SAD).  This is a 10 question survey, and it is totally anonymous.  I need 100 responses. I would really appreciate it if you would participate in my survey! Thanks. :)
Here is the link: https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/JJSZVNN",6.1510344827586225,10.024330568965516,6.158189655172419,63.82452586206901,79.51724137931033,9.106896551724141,33.11206896551724,9.188382445141503,4.5516827586206885,295,15,38,9,8,93,42,58,0.095,0.7190000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.7773,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,28,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561541705320405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667875788493073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275792436441565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260441144738478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26076837138284703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912568486370614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711742802651422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745825154177626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143137794831574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847709898281916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307223652425156,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NitroVinyl,2019/03/26,"How to avoid face going red? Okay so, I used to have really bad social anxiety when I was younger (around 2-4 years ago) and while it still somewhat persists it has mostly calmed down a lot and nowadays I can normally talk to anyone really well. Despite this I still run into a problem where my face will occasionally go red while I am talking to people. This used to be a part of my social anxiety when I was younger but it's still happening now. It's not overly common but it can be really annoying. This will happen in situations where I am not nervous at all. A few Fridays ago I went out and met a few new people I had never talked to before. I wasn't nervous talking to them and actually flowed through the convo well but yet my face still went somewhat red. I wish this would stop as people occasionally point it out to me and it's quite noticeable. Could it be something else causing it?",2.893117977528089,4.9599706011235964,4.52627808988764,82.42627106741574,76.13483146067415,7.371348314606742,25.73174157303371,8.278499904357787,1.7759988764044945,709,26,137,13,16,238,101,178,0.08900000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.091,0.0953,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,15,10,1,3,6,1,17,3,3,4,2,31,27,15,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,6,2,0,7,3,16,4,19,13,8,34,0,0,3,0,8,11,0,4,17,106,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.1152160433726459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931796711366812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806413662603954,0.0,0.0,0.08255496427188594,0.0,0.0,0.10510437224316413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858074188708044,0.0,0.0,0.10046604431216376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212869980771862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426663272902884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862955688801024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420002437819795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088119413728252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037606488950508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106029825686204,0.11402953033136624,0.0,0.0,0.11568027346615516,0.0,0.13441969190596506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278547033952925,0.0,0.24555769916947445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161117029545653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297386261955683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255784418626377,0.0,0.0,0.22690960561872975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271188937912948,0.0,0.2407082131322323,0.0,0.09089349454822744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771527963289331,0.09870902688601947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795900839703041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394339817629187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231223993230053,0.2188979809698217,0.0,0.0,0.13577084935849684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387117834536628,0.0,0.0,0.0760310676628933
socialanxiety,emilyy250,2019/03/26,"Can anyone else relate? Anytime I’m in an uncomfortable situation, usually when I’m in a crowded room, such as school assemblies, or in public, my eyes start to water, and my face goes bright red. Does anyone else experience this? Or is it just me :/",2.8114893617021286,5.446739510638301,4.897276595744682,76.69400000000002,79.42553191489361,8.01531914893617,24.293617021276606,8.841846274778883,2.2517863829787244,195,7,35,5,5,67,39,47,0.107,0.836,0.057999999999999996,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,5,5,0,7,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,2,3,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651062617519052,0.5350144046369637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284727728501421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43619749740345504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255386231651106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642267890648295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934647373940376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847936913078832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875426159167157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WillowTortilla,2018/12/25,"INSTANT REGRET Okay so I’m supposed to meet an online friend I’ve spoken to pretty much all day every day for the past two years in February but I’m so fucking awkward. I’m dreading this shit. I love him, he’s great, but I am so going to fuck over our friendship in this meet-up FUCKING hell and my mum is against medication and counselling so I’ve never had access to anything that calms me down and I’m going to completely fuck this entire thing over please help I’d literally rather fucking kill myself at this point",3.1984761904761894,5.1265488476190475,4.243809523809528,85.4161904761905,74.80952380952381,6.19047619047619,25.952380952380953,6.937597516519254,1.1742380952380949,419,15,80,4,9,136,72,105,0.27699999999999997,0.518,0.205,-0.9494,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,1,0,0,0,5,16,8,2,2,1,3,8,1,0,2,9,15,9,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,11,0,1,1,0,7,5,13,14,2,14,1,1,0,6,8,7,7,0,5,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984184707146354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165432323277491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035137790084561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293886186606854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190264366849815,0.7293385425769607,0.0,0.0,0.17934326710959847,0.0,0.0,0.17395615650473722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575852290824196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456335343392526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240518840167465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894962849994151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598855438305228,0.0,0.12169186607102615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506215901970428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731981953246918,0.1491557994825882,0.0,0.0,0.16052188919765245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196183497457328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482391896770844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413092422405278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160698658345003
socialanxiety,Gravel_Bandit,2018/12/25,"F*ck going to the busy shops I'd like to thank all of the people who work on Christmas night, the guy at the garage has sacrificed his family time and Christmas just so I can buy peanuts. He's the best",7.0128571428571425,5.1897102857142885,6.647619047619048,84.80571428571429,65.19047619047619,10.304761904761904,30.523809523809533,8.841846274778883,1.9900095238095243,160,4,36,2,2,50,35,42,0.0,0.7959999999999999,0.204,0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,20,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081522883371254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666434234611302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103476712396966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850964207967861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000887482525072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649793149541934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696312915635125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580694437738148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22678501488963426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831416821661003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cannedpeachess,2018/12/25,"I’m supposed to be taking photos of my relatives with my new camera, but... I can’t. It’d be so awkward and horrible. I’m somewhat close to them but I would hate it. 
It’s not that I hate taking photos, I love it, but I just can’t. 

I feel really bad about not wanting to as well. I know the camera cost my parents a lot of money and I’ve already been horrible this Christmas. I have depression and basically had a breakdown in the middle of christmas, my parents thought it was because I didn’t get what I wanted, but of course that’s not why. So I feel like a bitch not doing this but I just can’t. 

They know about my anxiety but I don’t think they understand how bad it is. I think they just think it’s me getting nervous every once in a while. They’re 43 and 45 so I don’t even blame them for not knowing much about it. They just think i’m shy. 

I feel so bad. If I told them that i just couldn’t they’d think I’m lying and that I’m just making up excuses for being lazy. What do I do reddit?",-0.3905504587155981,1.6283839449541304,2.20896513761468,94.7566770642202,87.99082568807339,5.139376146788991,19.270458715596327,6.55674776486733,0.05023170642201835,772,23,180,9,25,266,102,218,0.27399999999999997,0.674,0.052000000000000005,-0.9951,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,8,0,16,12,3,2,6,0,21,1,0,2,0,46,50,19,0,5,18,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,0,13,0,2,0,12,9,1,0,6,3,33,3,17,37,3,7,0,1,0,1,13,5,1,3,3,125,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565322321688562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851294138322733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35531018683132515,0.086468913153373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217303504588928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368892916545564,0.0,0.119512627922356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215167058529998,0.10133587499944527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482189176804047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800900586467833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386701215566116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692995184844209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059366324690955,0.12802289756932508,0.0,0.09468430085285157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427422612658804,0.0,0.0,0.1369971894805951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106294715204574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150097016339549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087113412809636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330331826518806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544507193143963,0.0,0.11261106232044515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554135516943686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766823932039605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733064915884305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753792845823106,0.0,0.12799529650791833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076438689478956,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SeattleBarber,2018/12/25,"Can barely go anywhere I just told my boyfriend that I couldn't go to his family's holiday party.  I feel like shit. He looked at me like he was so tired of dealing with my anxiety.  He's always been supportive but I know there must be a limit.  I'm on meds and I see a therapist but nothing really ever changes.  I go to work and I come home, that's about all I can handle.  I used to think that one day it would get better, and maybe for some people it does but I feel hopeless.  ",-0.701848739495798,1.4670680588235283,1.8278991596638683,94.93411764705887,93.90196078431372,5.267226890756303,17.089635854341733,6.868970318607317,0.06003417366946717,370,10,84,6,14,126,72,102,0.10300000000000001,0.768,0.13,0.1604,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,1,0,2,0,8,2,1,1,3,21,23,7,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,4,1,0,4,1,2,0,1,3,4,14,4,9,16,2,8,0,1,2,0,6,2,1,1,4,51,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500279452523488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250636731181798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475261722606993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970632422637059,0.16046674023503668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013744639104793,0.1920501084041266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301794584022736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685040903176683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561150461373354,0.0,0.18838106917889902,0.13308096933374206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732543997184784,0.0,0.31760761717877883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868575387245749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237653964446383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201741672075744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643122296376186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871468135499421,0.0,0.2069189734440684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874404195768231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623052038220905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914552334097046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933797990385685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484438309733051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121733537113544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139230778403315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628950083231246,0.0,0.11936294474411407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141054793776488,0.0,0.17800186686952085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088913305403266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561660633283878,0.0,0.0,0.13233045337943958,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,severinal,2018/12/25,"Advice for Coping in a Crowded Holding Cell with Social Anxiety or Any Anxiety Disorder Just a few things to say to anyone with social anxiety, panic attacks, generalized, or any other kind of anxiety disorder who may end up in this situation:

1. No one will be interested in you, or in talking to you. Don't engage anyone else in conversation, keep to yourself, and anyone around you will very likely do the same. 

2. If you are given a blanket, do not set it down anywhere. It will be a lifeline. To further reduce the (again, already unlikely) likelihood of having to interact with others, position yourself with the blanket covering your face and close your eyes. Try to get some sleep if you can, but if not, start with a simple breathing meditation, employ any relaxation techniques that work for you, and pray in some form--even if you think it's just you talking to yourself inside your head. 

3. Any physical symptoms of your anxiety will draw little to no attention to you, as many people around you will be detoxing/withdrawing from various substances. At the very worst, someone might look in your direction and think, ""poor guy having to withdraw in here."" 

4. If you are on any medications (i.e. benzos), the medical staff is legally required to ensure a safe taper. In the case of benzo dependence, you will most likely be given chlordiazepoxide, or Librium, which, including its active metabolites, has a half-life of around 260 hours. So rest assured that you will not be going through a dramatic/rapid/dangerous withdrawal. 

5. Remember that, while it might at times seem like you're going to be there indefinitely, you really will be out of there before long. You might not know at first when you will be released, which can compound anxiety, but know that it will NOT be as long as you think. Before you know it, you'll be out of there; just do your best to accept the uncertainty, and again, try to at least close your eyes and induce a light sleep. You'll be surprised at how quickly the time seems to go by once you get good at inducing stage 1 sleep this way. 

6. If you gotta go, you gotta go. No one is going to watch you on the toilet. Depending on how crowded it is, it might as well be another seat in the holding area. Explosive diarrhea? No one cares. Puking? No one cares. You're all in the same boat, and everyone in that cell has an excretory system. 

7. If you're up to it and have the space, try to do some pushups or some kind of physical activity that doesn't require much room. You will feel those exercise endorphins like you never have in your life. It's a great way to cope and immediately improve your mental state. 

8. You will make it through. Don't count the time. Clear your mind. Meditate. Get some light sleep. No one will say more than a few words at you if at all. No one will pay any attention to you. You're just in an uncomfortable waiting room with 99.9999% regular guys that made a mistake. Many of them are some of the friendliest guys you'll meet, of course partly thanks to that instant sense of camaraderie. Wait it out and distract yourself however you want. Trust me, you'll find plenty ways. 

9. When you're released, nine times out of ten, you'll look back on the experience as ""Wow, that really wasn't so bad. Uncomfortable? Boring? Even completely terrifying at first? Yeah. But in the end, I'm totally fine and I made it through alright."" If you take nothing else away from the experience, you'll absolutely realize you're stronger than you ever even realized. 

10. Finally, and this goes without saying, do everything you can to STAY OUT OF TROUBLE. No one thinks they'll ever end up in this situation until one, even very minor lapse of judgement lands them in that place. Always remember how easy it is to be at the wrong place at the wrong time, and be aware of how you can even accidentally get into this place. ",4.567678790741613,6.4471449232876745,5.305196032120924,79.44438356164385,71.0,8.9248937175248,28.88757675956542,9.449726292080394,2.6947973547472848,3054,119,565,71,58,989,322,730,0.11199999999999999,0.7559999999999999,0.132,0.9785,2,2,0,0,0,0,121.0,0,48,3,6,30,34,1,2,33,2,66,14,9,11,8,122,105,45,0,11,27,0,1,4,0,28,5,3,2,3,37,30,0,8,20,2,2,6,19,10,1,12,5,11,53,24,109,58,22,98,1,0,5,0,69,58,0,31,30,397,90,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463879299131709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061702804816826565,0.0,0.04652516501560342,0.0,0.0,0.2281417905062603,0.0586310039554422,0.25664565372247355,0.0,0.0,0.11728970618530372,0.05729079348358344,0.0,0.14932670673312484,0.0,0.06361057218684378,0.052533312128661865,0.04299463442499834,0.0466860931317833,0.0,0.0,0.0951578779293858,0.0,0.05867859334758626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401668180322172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058625064885244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816523150921375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341842210306243,0.0,0.1485703830342008,0.0,0.0,0.1846542922724565,0.10115534538388388,0.0,0.053428496270379607,0.05025215473543633,0.10938980131574014,0.0,0.0,0.028271942954993624,0.0,0.0,0.061251367064642126,0.05110464428141033,0.09512132593655688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685162628907934,0.0,0.1906642631149413,0.04689825012391654,0.0,0.061645697528963275,0.0,0.16609180142741956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738418853959384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506430847328874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496991863572874,0.0,0.116452248752147,0.09218708763169496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039493913667852834,0.10926758287920306,0.05604080361762345,0.0,0.0989647668897994,0.09390783545901546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058148984177976,0.037323219977077486,0.1133766194870435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265552099711558,0.05634844894231032,0.2372648848427134,0.0564574893232042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04110343366964785,0.0,0.04312454424310815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053651265276273626,0.0,0.0,0.05954688957046497,0.3031117372445381,0.0,0.0,0.06560336702265505,0.0,0.06054972275301401,0.0,0.038763925533529066,0.0,0.17525558384858336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164024654732001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667997202717773,0.0,0.0,0.13339585299568074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180453166277288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569999999281714,0.22381866585812712,0.1139951459155057,0.04737599294013002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395764193039731,0.059597189068721725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058116352181280535,0.04204058432994397,0.08988356991895173,0.0,0.05147836207657231,0.0,0.0,0.03714696698479848,0.14331046657521146,0.0,0.0,0.16302034860874628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388638931758778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840542489729835,0.032979694475267315,0.13314647250252734,0.0,0.0,0.05027365800234422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389937623996429,0.0,0.040706266024540826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226698798005588,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway45784214574,2018/12/25,"Just venting I’m currently locked in my room because my family is hosting Christmas this year. All the attendees are my step-family so it’s basically a house full of acquaintances aka my nightmare. Everyone arrived before I got dressed so now I’m too scared to go upstairs at all and I’ll probably just starve today because I don’t want to face my mom who will lecture me about being rude for never coming up to say hello 🙃

I like the idea of this time of year, I just hate my reality. I really long for the day (if it ever happens) where I get to spend Christmas with people I love and feel comfortable around and where I feel at home.",3.6260156250000013,5.177412070312503,5.166062500000002,80.82268750000003,72.828125,8.557500000000001,28.425,9.120678840339163,2.451019375,507,20,98,11,10,171,89,128,0.098,0.8140000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.29600000000000004,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,12,6,2,1,4,0,5,2,1,0,4,18,17,6,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,1,3,15,3,16,14,3,21,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,11,63,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880705641209828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23118810655260136,0.0,0.16135748540001213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334573100528652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222928749790195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715272820399115,0.0,0.1811954615736569,0.0,0.0,0.3575244259595836,0.0,0.19176088083744872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907159025183138,0.0,0.10776864274163826,0.0,0.15166097734430092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768536082063332,0.0,0.0,0.18721609871486802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021001618221936,0.0,0.0,0.21880257279893686,0.0,0.2140643091625727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264152791537257,0.0,0.0,0.16781275787156974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114457788969767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208730226815898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462510129377454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314625690363784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444855312143265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147906497968147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079795017528966,0.18984838416044691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105722577801098,0.0,0.17974297041008086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184613792541212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442254390397511
socialanxiety,JusticeBear,2018/12/25,"My social anxiety is getting critical and I'm feeling completely drained and hopeless So I'm a 30 y/o man, looking for a job at the moment and living with my folks, who almost literally turns off when faced with any social situation. Hell - even with people super close to me like family and close friends. I just can't think of anything to say, mouth gets dry, can't speak right. It's terrifying. When I try to hide that, I have to end conversations quick because it just takes SO much out of me. I feel like I'm distancing myself from everyone I know when I really do just want to connect with people. I don't know what got into me because, while I've had this issue for a while, it has never been quite this bad. Even writing this and reading it over makes me panic. I just don't even know where to start. I dunno; I needed to vent. I really need a therapist but right now I'm just writing this for maybe a little support and to know that I'm not completely alone.",5.047993197278913,5.247150602040815,6.192244897959185,79.75870748299323,68.48979591836735,9.390476190476187,29.08843537414966,9.2995712137729,2.323127210884353,762,25,154,14,12,256,115,196,0.099,0.8140000000000001,0.087,-0.3264,1,1,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,0,2,16,9,1,1,6,0,10,2,2,1,1,37,34,14,0,3,7,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,12,14,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,5,18,5,23,31,1,22,1,1,1,0,10,11,1,2,13,97,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143695818678675,0.13594476939608938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892606414431395,0.0,0.10041279865484896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801499767067194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959580733112836,0.16002857273418852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752451912307907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625654080874577,0.0,0.0,0.2600860540842389,0.0,0.0,0.12542362811794286,0.0,0.0,0.12373933170066535,0.0,0.1327370188902238,0.09377147723695414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141040095227877,0.0,0.13715485128470184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497983700713642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700032512148508,0.13025433364407668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885461206040356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825306378672569,0.13155603101381333,0.11590412823991245,0.0,0.11022452674287887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761642174766529,0.0,0.1318673380170325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649048988508646,0.19465381509040344,0.10123505577494593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540041903312197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199696865526013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396101353658472,0.13129455052706904,0.0,0.1681757913559367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418898881347388,0.0,0.10438244898338757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754064922340834,0.0,0.2676041024288299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290581699888124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895119171942905,0.0,0.0,0.09869045514917772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240185058335776,0.0,0.08410548639707435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911626528022752,0.14277213262744656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741997668016933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FuegoDeDios,2018/12/25,"Difficulty dating... 37 year old Male here... I've never really had a serious relationship in my entire life. The longest I've ever been in was 6 weeks long. I've always been terribly awkward around females I like so I've found it easier to retreat into my shell and stay single. Now I'm pushing 40 and I'm sort of pressured to be in a serious relationship: pressure coming from within and without. But I've not been in a relationship for so long (about a decade now), I can't shake the feeling the ladies I'm trying to get with see me as terribly weird. 

I live in Africa where the norm is for most males to be married by 28 - 32. 

I don't really want see a way out... Just needed to get that off my chest.

Merry Christmas everyone ",2.0274034749034726,4.085500060810812,4.399073359073358,82.35229729729733,78.79729729729729,7.4718146718146725,24.08494208494209,8.418075326091056,1.7174752895752898,571,20,113,12,14,199,97,148,0.13699999999999998,0.762,0.102,-0.6283,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,4,9,0,10,2,1,0,2,20,22,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,9,0,0,6,3,8,1,24,14,2,26,0,0,2,0,5,11,0,2,11,69,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590810075172006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610172948791745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510514528026916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861721630537826,0.0,0.16755771665112792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866396281970483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226598470907216,0.0,0.0,0.18322985910819775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385731318945795,0.08566882829050029,0.0,0.15484029101802846,0.3103645344059413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002234620142092,0.13524337515375118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400392681164845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467179444927887,0.0,0.0,0.5647918778136218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27946796071600033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690342450675945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905346824116432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342799606716968,0.13918739043783784,0.14065794412150662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903444869541165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292185951629086
socialanxiety,BubbleMass,2018/12/25,"Do you get so anxious you have trouble producing sound If you do, please pm me. I have never met anyone with this very same symptom. Maybe we could help each other.",1.5571875000000013,4.203935343750004,2.2800000000000007,92.965,86.1875,4.45,20.5,5.985473137389443,0.1338499999999998,129,4,25,1,4,40,28,32,0.142,0.7240000000000001,0.134,-0.0814,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,8,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072514635756057,0.0,0.2520632206579634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28782219525897423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834131881325727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416290694889558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621609898284608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780323661349581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957101292893555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746874823071609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974422759745833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blueleef22,2018/12/25,"GROUP 👏 CHAT 👏 Honestly, the Social Anxiety Discord (huh that spells SAD too) has too many people, which, of course, gives me more anxiety. So I propose that a few of us get together and start a group chat. ",2.2922499999999992,4.612875725000002,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,79.25,8.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,2.0615,159,6,32,4,4,52,32,40,0.237,0.6940000000000001,0.069,-0.7372,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399362234904524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843760791156885,0.3385345609892162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35778597574154725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446569492605365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35973787801849394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24978497085365636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244961569015883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Strawberry_Swisher97,2018/12/25,Shoutout to all of those going to Family Gatherings today! Just breathe you guys got this! We’re all struggling in this together 💕 Happy Holidays everyone. ,3.4244444444444437,6.377147000000001,4.4345185185185185,72.88733333333334,97.51851851851852,9.567407407407408,31.325925925925933,8.841846274778883,4.793805925925927,127,7,18,5,5,41,24,27,0.08800000000000001,0.6940000000000001,0.217,0.6229,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645778894098841,0.0,0.0,0.3596820237570884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168380155556086,0.0,0.3051524499886488,0.0,0.0,0.3777846570006287,0.0,0.4061565014344751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988685245656736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36165537601907377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,satanhoe,2018/12/25,"how will i cope? Its xmas and ive gone into my room as i always feel i need time away from everyone, usually a good couple hours.

Im going to london with my mum in a couple days and we are staying with her friends that i havent met. I'll also be sharing a room with my mum who can be over bearing and irritating at times, though i still love her. 

She just asked me how i will cope around the other family as she knows i find it draining to be around people for a long time. She said she doesnt want me being antisocial and isolating myself from everyone for hours in our room. I have no idea how i will cope, i dont know what she expects from me. how do you guys cope?",2.12378787878788,3.171851833333335,3.93767676767677,90.1477272727273,75.80555555555556,7.180808080808082,21.424242424242426,7.686295010490155,0.5875500000000007,520,12,121,7,11,176,87,144,0.047,0.855,0.098,0.8376,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,15,1,0,4,0,24,26,12,0,3,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,6,11,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,2,28,4,20,16,0,23,0,0,0,1,20,11,0,0,9,86,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707627828201906,0.13222169709819878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829182956466256,0.14855473281032142,0.0,0.14929648678326074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516507400614445,0.0,0.10248058491798444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623548707867751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036810916374029,0.0,0.0,0.14980150029627878,0.0,0.08034714710886103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452362994139118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227696157681515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903093785788839,0.13328198234741134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157340941914376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129788497659361,0.0,0.0,0.1793844131704998,0.17164467795039526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466007443663567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140625932511023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341797468320822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782605069128585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016472523015164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511550524345808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937159660381285,0.12690174544889182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612336453219455,0.0,0.2779763658745901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501141747675378,0.0,0.0937262913917121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Yolodunni,2018/12/25,"Social Anxiety App Development Hi guys,

So a few months back, I submitted a survey on here about the experiences those of you who attend university/college have with anxiety. This is for a university project I'm currently working on. As mentioned, I am using the results you gave me to develop an app to help students who suffer from anxiety. This subreddit is one of the many I visited to get some feedback. This app would allow people with or without anxiety disorders to learn more about what they may be experiencing, chat to a doctor, or chat to someone else who is feeling the same way as them. These are all features most people said they'd find helpful.

I've just finished the prototype for this app and I'd love if you guys could provide me with some feedback on it, as this will help me develop the app further and also help my project. Any form of feedback would be great, as long as it's constructive! :)

(If some iPhone users are having trouble trying to load the Adobe XD link below, you may need to update your version of IOS, as I experienced this problem myself).

Thank you! :)

[https://xd.adobe.com/view/a24ffb53-8de2-4cfb-7465-35aaf5ba7403-d47e/?fullscreen](https://xd.adobe.com/view/a24ffb53-8de2-4cfb-7465-35aaf5ba7403-d47e/?fullscreen)",8.940938511326864,11.386951475728154,6.6640582524271865,71.74518122977345,60.941747572815544,9.376828478964402,33.636245954692555,9.725611199111238,3.468446343042072,1028,41,152,20,15,295,126,206,0.071,0.769,0.161,0.97,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,6,3,1,7,6,0,0,12,0,17,2,0,3,1,31,26,14,0,7,6,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,14,5,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,4,18,3,31,15,10,14,0,1,0,1,27,5,0,10,6,112,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877272452765818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099982750945367,0.0,0.4544746790932109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142039952729579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858246686688115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021869925384728,0.15201822096785536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407079603009954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528269072929875,0.0,0.0,0.07509701809935909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357461141836562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759644171201706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374566369385254,0.0,0.2941196044385999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982037743957626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143700279377907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404660436749372,0.0,0.0,0.15057766031886388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854857870515112,0.0,0.0,0.11012693517731206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064212625135788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593244843679664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421151783305583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127811772967627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139913711773653,0.12584192762993832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673879770993555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083646359771352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827503516794192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788958722911805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316958829042306,0.0,0.1081255434502187,0.0,0.0,0.21101106381543575,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AustroBorks,2018/12/25,"what does a panic attack feel like? (idk if the flair is right and I hope this is the right place to post this but-)

anyways yeah uh what does a panic attack feel like? i mean I’ve known I’ve had borderline crippling social anxiety for about a year or two now, and it’s slowly gotten worse, but I manage through nights of lying in my bed feeling like I’m about to faint, throw up, and die at the same time without killing myself.
so uh I think I may have gotten my first panic attack please correct me if I’m wrong but holy fuck I feel like dying rn

(In a voice call with friends)
I start breathing really fast like hyperventilating but a lot more shaky all while crying a bit (not like full on sobbing but the tears were there). my heart is like fucking sonic now and after the vc (since this... thing started near the end of it) this continued for a couple minutes before I began calming down. my legs and arms (mostly my arms) feel weirdly tingly, stiff, shaky, and ache at the same time, and I couldn’t breathe that good a couple minutes ago.",2.8707585470085446,4.762403105769239,3.4397435897435926,90.98303418803421,75.63461538461539,5.583760683760684,21.651709401709404,6.139981653823899,0.1905504273504275,818,21,168,5,18,256,130,208,0.242,0.6,0.159,-0.9723,0,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,0,1,7,25,6,5,15,1,8,10,6,0,2,38,25,17,3,4,10,0,5,7,1,1,2,1,1,0,10,8,0,1,8,0,0,1,3,14,2,2,5,6,16,11,20,18,8,30,0,1,0,2,3,12,3,9,23,100,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966291286310263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737907694126467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452164148754005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607075924801423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042903695713142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032849304049246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383995607946425,0.11110795646313186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995438593337226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703318682423227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958841837569685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557210867353098,0.28904484086556964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603769779431991,0.0,0.0,0.0781478389513242,0.1870221325840752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483938657321062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198626232935365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046425872039826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119069153910626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459156938436113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599367253401098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018143898381128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492193688851827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560313700809641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567968021519858,0.11103175671646004,0.0,0.0,0.09687324354377026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479894830797392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276221006857084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367189683553553,0.0,0.0,0.1031091589370742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431882480749944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719922137219438,0.06481250388679842,0.0,0.0,0.11796215285963405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880834640826314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097504491207984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030799636926826,0.0,0.11059107995473104,0.0,0.06513695015053021
socialanxiety,youarebae123,2018/12/25,Anyone have experience with tinder? So does anyone here have any actual experience with tinder? I’ve been too anxious to even give it a go because I already assume it probably won’t go well. Even if I do end up matching with someone then what? Going on the date is the actual scary part. What do you guys think? Do you have any success stories? Or has it been as bad as I think it’s probably going to be? Also merry Christmas :P,1.8591731266149871,4.2120345813953515,4.190155038759691,82.04076227390182,81.09302325581395,6.612919896640828,23.50904392764857,7.793537801064563,1.4869912144702848,338,12,63,6,9,117,58,86,0.092,0.765,0.142,0.6901,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,8,19,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,2,0,5,2,9,15,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.3299030929470148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653180414938048,0.13517540103026038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298960850123173,0.0,0.0,0.19095885457990533,0.0,0.23638320891942316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113525643461053,0.10304077409396224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792166789441055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497128138275303,0.0,0.0,0.22328902800292375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306928600011203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215158255343606,0.3842607489370131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736896302985393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304595811152596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644917117953867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322087079712215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166186769233688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198071070196947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kafnn,2018/12/25,"How does exposure therapy for social anxiety work? Is it in a room or do you go out and do stuff? Has anyone done it, if so how did it go?

Thanks",-1.239374999999999,0.7127738125000036,2.2800000000000007,92.965,92.125,6.95,17.375,8.07648339933343,0.7335375000000002,110,3,27,3,4,40,27,32,0.05,0.8490000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.4098,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,6,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25201814396032923,0.0,0.0,0.2303497731579485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882922420791547,0.3371280821728617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374452892638904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33581918895667984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771261598190762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033010162412779,0.3767395325478636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23983381278266785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ithinkimjesus420,2018/12/25,"Baby face anxiety To some this may sound absurd, but my youthful looks give me severe anxiety.
Some people may think that looking young is a gift, but when you're in your twenties I can assure you that it feels like a curse. I'm 22, but probably look like I'm 17. 
I've had genuinely hundreds of awkward and uncomfortable experiences due to my baby face. From being laughed at and called a baby face by bar staff who nearly refused to serve me alcohol even with I.D., to not being let into parties because I look like I'm ""fucking twelve"", my physical appearance has been a true burden. 
My worst nightmare is someone asking how old I am. I've seen the shock on peoples faces when I tell them my age countless times.
It may seem petty to make such a big deal about a youthful appearance, but when you're a student it's almost impossible to avoid embarassing situations if you have a baby face.
I've tried using minoxidil to grow some more facial hair,as I had barely none at all. I'm also going to the gym which helps. I've tried using natural testosterone boosters, but so far I still end up shocking people with my age everywhere I go. As I get older it gets worse. Its completely emasculating. My baby face makes me not want to leave the house. I just want to curl up in a ball and sob until the day that i can pass as a man. A right I've been denied by my genetics.
And before you assume, no I do not have a hormonal condition. I have a very high libido and I have the body of a fully grown man, except for the baby face of course. 
The main purpose of this post was to reach out to others who may be facing similar circumstances. I just want to let you know that you're not alone and that you're not being ridiculous. 
And to everyone without a baby face, just remember that next time you joke or comment about someone's appearance, that anxiety related to physical appearance comes in many different forms.
Be kind to one another everyone :) ",5.516291448516578,6.044420659685862,6.494986910994768,76.84607547993022,67.53403141361257,9.822164048865618,30.838132635253054,9.827888789773867,2.919277137870855,1540,57,289,33,24,514,209,382,0.14400000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.142,0.2485,1,2,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,6,1,0,14,17,2,2,22,0,27,14,11,5,3,60,59,23,0,4,17,0,1,3,0,4,1,1,0,2,18,12,2,2,6,4,0,10,8,9,0,1,6,7,32,8,44,42,9,44,0,1,5,1,19,15,2,16,21,185,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148450783338464,0.10760849620914152,0.1112990775503379,0.0,0.0859379822829685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268414181075635,0.24662630083185794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004632349081862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550834065236456,0.0,0.0914429490168252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936697275374772,0.0,0.0,0.10973155933258202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256970828098522,0.11267272738863685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930463191158913,0.11078945384110128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227577977076744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518016624462222,0.0,0.0,0.07097818236988572,0.0,0.0,0.20537066890556246,0.0,0.10511926329524472,0.0,0.0,0.05433643318861175,0.07677146361252886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993476500284158,0.112289781338069,0.10308813380559537,0.1221471997956078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203006634125278,0.11354037467250246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239976717510365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190599535478683,0.05905875819390211,0.0,0.0,0.1137876152093611,0.0,0.2197760386700536,0.0,0.15750272433296544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609668309977028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346454022609906,0.10895043753652384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428793346777864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276415758648388,0.0,0.07281959134224808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235035759552096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291968082844404,0.0,0.11586310094818468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173443203651757,0.09177266533581116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978301198081456,0.0,0.12140240411042083,0.0,0.0,0.120792717753624,0.0,0.0,0.18210580569106816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581995081616871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392724561734607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885783906582685,0.0,0.0,0.12532487483671548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592040818461746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562675468546155,0.0,0.08866808499679184,0.19015307525438466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359032842676898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951379942455466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nole7,2018/12/25,"I feel more at ease around anxious people I've noticed that I feel less anxious whenever I'm talking to someone who seems anxious themself.

I think it's because I empathise more with them, know what they're going through and their (presumed) thought processes are more 'logical' to me (even though anxiety isn't about logic).

It's possibly also the fact that I know that they're not thinking anywhere near as much about how I come off, as they are about how they themselves come off.",6.287289377289376,7.383134010989012,5.626098901098904,81.73973443223444,66.03296703296704,8.264468864468865,37.14468864468864,8.344100000000001,3.0951523809523813,389,20,69,5,6,118,62,91,0.092,0.8740000000000001,0.033,-0.4445,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,20,15,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,11,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,11,0,14,14,5,8,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,0,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888101389711622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242043213845662,0.6309612769587547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573180799501636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348821459326472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32073994894722346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296429908032964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826747032613708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580536374698993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046296076736105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685722787113827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195710601047402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290676451159725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098800165226504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948323709479995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774222449489975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963733089959586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385819313543847,0.18291222499448292,0.14779910999378232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Spacepeachjam,2018/12/25,"Looking for a support chat where anxiety doesn't define me I've been struggling with anxiety a lot lately, and I would be really interested in joining a group chat where we all can feel safe to speak our minds, to talk about our true selfs under the anxiety. I know that when you can express passion it's a lot easier to forget about those anxious feelings and it slowly helps overcome them, but I don't have enough chances in my daily life because I've been isolating myself more and more.

Thanks!",7.893124999999998,7.280067895833337,7.631333333333334,74.54700000000003,62.75,10.596666666666668,35.86666666666667,9.888512548439397,3.4553441666666664,402,16,72,7,5,128,71,96,0.11,0.703,0.187,0.862,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,3,1,1,0,5,7,0,1,5,0,9,2,0,0,2,17,15,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,11,6,10,11,6,7,0,0,1,1,13,5,0,2,2,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890575043622036,0.2407397612401956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990238870020826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018690342124897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549721438090375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428349059491169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117112930760504,0.0,0.24038350354762866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051721761696132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894840993218405,0.0,0.0,0.3623361124036744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516794405425155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651585242200148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223073908385753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277599939954995,0.0,0.0,0.24182076079920906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127987070945247,0.0,0.19619174469283285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137850212512502,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepm,2018/12/25,made 0 friends my first semester of college :’) College makes me feel like I’m just living in a world made for extroverts. There’s such an emphasis that college should be some of the best years of your life where you’ll be making 100 friends and going to parties every weekend which makes me feel so bad about the fact that I have no friends. I’m so sick of doing everything alone 24/7 and sitting in my dorm every weekend while I hear groups of people outside going to parties and laughing with their friends. I feel like I don’t even have the energy anymore to keep trying to make friends because I just end up feeling defeated everyday. I don’t know what to do when winter break ends and I’ll have to be there for a straight 3 and a half months before our next break,8.46170868347339,6.518655189542488,7.665004668534081,79.03823529411767,62.4640522875817,10.572922502334269,38.19701213818861,8.841846274778883,3.1766384687208213,616,25,122,7,7,191,95,153,0.09,0.6829999999999999,0.22699999999999998,0.9658,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,2,1,3,11,11,0,0,7,0,12,2,0,6,1,23,29,9,0,1,2,0,4,2,5,2,2,1,1,0,4,6,0,1,5,2,0,2,3,2,0,2,2,5,14,9,18,22,2,23,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,1,14,75,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137001723649995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536862440430691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396952777423623,0.08320747530877605,0.0,0.11614913225869515,0.0,0.14324547473705895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417921520776221,0.0,0.0,0.09015516647483413,0.0,0.2300096919062169,0.0,0.12267495437386497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760685053465891,0.19502736901419335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610451711655677,0.0,0.0,0.527287301831137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514910024914988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384235551380376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132505463490365,0.0,0.0,0.0750153356847195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641206596525737,0.13337135307748668,0.0,0.12052959948254745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583140544682908,0.3644519787761456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895082708474703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516640640580747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463002773141264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267269358493374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789977344293631
socialanxiety,1girldaily,2018/12/25,"Guys: Overcome Your Social Anxiety. It is Your Number 1 Problem In Life Right Now. If you have social anxiety, You are Lonely. 

​

You are disconnected from society at large... you don't experience intimacy. 

​

You're deathly afraid of intimacy. 

​

As a result, you now are feeling the pain of separation from humanity. 

​

The best gift you can give yourself is the gift of social freedom. 

​

You can achieve social freedom through two processes: Examination and awareness of your psychology/story/identity/chronology/blueprint and Massive Action and Loss Of Ego. 

​

I have been teaching this to men in NYC for years... it IS possible to become extroverted. 

​

It is possible to begin speaking to the girl of your dreams. 

​

You CAN overcome social anxiety. 

​

You CAN have love and intimacy. 

​

\-Brad Holiday

www.luxlifepickup.com",6.65041016333938,10.613612393103447,6.347695099818512,63.14549909255899,76.79310344827587,8.845735027223231,39.3557168784029,9.134995656068208,5.310931034482758,747,46,89,21,19,233,83,145,0.096,0.718,0.18600000000000005,0.9509,0,2,0,0,0,0,70.0,0,13,0,3,2,7,0,1,5,0,16,3,0,1,0,9,20,6,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,5,0,1,1,2,14,2,18,19,1,9,0,2,0,1,25,4,0,1,4,66,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052293863927526,0.5665982845422579,0.0,0.0,0.1070140969312981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051498512097125713,0.0,0.0,0.04893468161421626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561250358814465,0.0,0.0,0.023577227199752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044731172248574584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617044000718612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0329357263148371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042084856716230135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961697238022311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513529131017917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0446180412063717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03982125535988841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23766402075702026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455501511869992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665982845422579,0.03002780670933845
socialanxiety,maggier98,2018/12/25,"Told by a cousin I was their least favorite because I was so quiet So this was partially a joke I think, but one of my (20 F)  younger cousins (15 M) told me that out of my three siblings, I was their least favorite because I was always so quiet.  i just felt like it ruined my whole Christmas Eve because it made me feel like such shit.  I feel like my social anxiety got so much better, but it made me realize no one would ever forget my younger years when I was riddled with anxiety and was so shy.  That will always be their impression of me.",5.80593939393939,5.142590927272725,6.256363636363638,82.86121212121216,67.0,9.151515151515152,32.878787878787875,8.344100000000001,2.3404242424242416,422,16,88,5,6,137,63,110,0.20600000000000002,0.6559999999999999,0.139,-0.8279,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,9,8,1,0,2,0,10,1,1,2,1,16,19,9,0,1,3,2,3,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,13,5,20,6,6,3,4,5,0,1,0,0,8,1,1,0,7,64,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983686549666396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743139778172629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278820648801917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856816309196672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621788140609127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130965446218109,0.2561707996516204,0.17214730670365122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433952497381411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627773194693912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392986237207481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179938442357245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429842035915489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403945340386133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276441549497066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488231997765873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426401295672337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001718011141772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736305660450856,0.0,0.0,0.11545741177708513
socialanxiety,EtherLibrary,2018/12/25,"Cannot sleep because I'm afraid of going back to my sport club on Thursday. Send help! I've been at that particular sport club for more than a decade. 

I got sick this autumn (autoimmune disease, I just needed to have my meds adjusted) which made me miss like 3/4 of my training sessions. Then the same week I was cleared to resume training, I was injured and couldn't train at all.

I've been cleared to resume training. Next session is Thursday. I'm afraid to go because a lot of people will notice that I'm back. And will ask questions about why I have been gone for so long. I don't have IRL friends at the club, just acquaintances so they don't even know why I didn't show up for 2 months. They probably assume I just quit. 

My reasons feels like shitty excuses. No one there knows about my illness because it's invisible and rarely affect my life. I don't want to be seen like I'm fishing for sympathy, nor appears like an hypochondriac. Plus it's a rare illness and nobody really know it exist in the first place. I sounds worst than it is and people always kind of freak out when I try to explain it. 

Then my injury wasn't that bad, it just the meds I got made training impossible. And it's kind of a stupid injury. I required a minor surgical procedure to get it fixed which itself had some complications which made me miss another week. It sound way worst than it really is and I feel silly missing classes for a month because of it. Like I know other people who trained with way worst injuries.

I already suffer from bad SA each time I go to the club since I feel like I'm very bad at the sport and that my training partners are annoyed at me. Doesn't help that most of them are younger, more advanced and very highly rated in the competitive field.",3.8241957671957683,5.352154814285715,4.400984126984131,86.59816402116401,72.28571428571429,7.128042328042327,27.24867724867725,7.662118739084242,1.4784645502645506,1395,50,279,17,27,443,178,350,0.157,0.736,0.107,-0.9691,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,4,13,25,2,2,14,0,25,6,1,5,3,45,56,16,0,3,4,0,3,6,2,2,5,2,0,1,23,13,0,1,12,8,0,7,10,15,0,2,15,6,32,10,39,37,11,37,0,4,1,0,13,12,0,6,22,170,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173629299987202,0.0,0.08425142885292625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617363434758166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946588099897015,0.0,0.0,0.15571613263920586,0.2536285504368037,0.24689396379560674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668773037669517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359117520213755,0.14467173774308748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612659000620516,0.0,0.0,0.07822857953872395,0.0,0.05290102934262216,0.0,0.17263492341442205,0.0,0.1619641269959994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573682690137334,0.10698039697911582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108808931083709,0.22258617394565988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151868577778883,0.29680550241329434,0.0,0.0,0.0896065926232183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608251925998868,0.0,0.2874269134554429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494070797678795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163993353927553,0.0,0.0,0.07507854871553743,0.0,0.0,0.10768476436309317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527833582791527,0.0,0.0,0.06861232237537572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059029751229985,0.0,0.10578886608100488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916892400981344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342763901666825,0.10769607926132338,0.0,0.0,0.12973179424432707,0.1041059629346864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375834475514543,0.0,0.10132711187686637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590420143497943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874481099772882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709028765662615,0.05972222520312091,0.1607414045180726,0.16243968238497256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273194926124284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,madzero4,2018/12/25,S.Anxiety vs self confidence/worth I'm trying to better myself as a person and need to understand the underlining issue. The 2 issues listed are my main problems and don't know which one to tackle first.,8.645263157894737,8.32763563157895,9.20947368421053,62.876315789473715,61.105263157894754,11.810526315789476,32.1578947368421,11.20814326018867,3.893905263157895,166,5,25,4,2,56,34,38,0.07400000000000001,0.847,0.079,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201895123320241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25456264956256835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448284403015229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6008404343258851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818409214817733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342263731563751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950413672643751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513224535460333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754148756891809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002699408961382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954179871069356,0.0,0.0,0.2996416573766604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SlowJamm,2018/12/25,"Did therapy and or medication help you? I've had worsening social anxiety and anxiety in general over the past 5 years from an abusive childhood. When I had to go live with my grandmother I had it but didn't fully recognize what I was feeling. Now, I'm fully aware and tonight it got the absolute best of me for the first time. I've always thought I could become mentally stronger to power through it, but tonight I was damn near shaking as I got in my new car. I was feeling to much anxiety to even drive 25 miles to the next town over to visit all of my family members. I feel ashamed, sad, and angry with myself that I am still not there. So, how did actively seeking out help work for you? I realize now that this isn't going away or going to get better on my own. ",4.606153846153847,5.068152435897439,5.924769230769233,80.3702307692308,69.51282051282051,9.82974358974359,32.266666666666666,9.888512548439397,3.0532558974358976,604,26,123,14,10,204,101,156,0.16,0.696,0.14400000000000002,-0.1936,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,5,8,6,1,2,5,0,12,1,0,1,1,21,23,12,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,7,3,4,0,1,12,3,18,2,24,10,4,30,0,1,0,0,6,10,1,2,13,88,25,1,0.0,0.19999687924950613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404526514253735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873877989474142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859036661455667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642305847966864,0.0,0.0,0.17714206956204784,0.1492872563333298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477069371601286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148884668348556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912681780574311,0.0,0.2560465512144254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357866791451387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818948159648572,0.0,0.2877937270891723,0.0,0.27000481038837515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262821829128266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490508704377208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004524988192032,0.17010770526016422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240852394538065,0.0,0.0,0.16302522389915516,0.1795175568988311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113586539573302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206731548491486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348015266024557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303411518546326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400598740686326,0.09842690591514566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288624856797202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869975341488794
socialanxiety,Cantknockpinaplemon,2018/12/25,"Does anyone else get super anxious when they dance? At the few parties I've been invited to where dancing was involved I always ended up being forced by friends to go out on the dance floor despite my complete inability to do so. I try a simple two step to fit in and try to let loose yet my group still laughs at me. I feel like they don't mean to be rude but I wish they could understand how much I scrutinize myself about it.  Times like these always end up with me awkwardly leaving the dance floor and hiding in the bathroom. And when my friends find me and ask ""what happened?"" I just feel even more stupid. All my friends say that it doesn't matter how you dance as long as you enjoy yourself but I how can I enjoy myself when it feels like everyone is watching and laughing.

Just found this sub and feel like I've found home :)",3.5792445877475814,5.098520365269465,3.905029940119761,89.94585444495623,72.89221556886227,6.5755872869645335,25.421004145555052,7.010146845296331,0.9360505757715334,659,21,136,6,13,205,105,167,0.095,0.645,0.26,0.9876,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,3,1,14,15,2,1,5,0,11,0,0,3,1,28,24,17,0,2,4,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,7,8,0,0,9,5,0,7,2,3,0,1,4,6,22,12,19,16,4,28,0,0,1,0,12,12,0,0,13,90,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318037542785476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736000620480425,0.0,0.09739601576502713,0.14272083732145524,0.0,0.0,0.1302189638199257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460447279516947,0.0,0.0,0.11121311151144388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189513091129987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636036623946125,0.0,0.24674225622756715,0.0,0.0,0.092000873458586,0.0,0.0,0.13309921648615075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28172033416833914,0.2985301175608878,0.0,0.0,0.12731011702513767,0.0,0.0,0.3054523830137605,0.32284933340316324,0.0,0.07277417946362527,0.0,0.07916269969519668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317521613173005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972096156161196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474898291065883,0.0,0.1424352304313978,0.0,0.2722036120005916,0.0,0.0,0.123268797105089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517295278908542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239544808888043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077037383681736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123855488599098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122212746291511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891398815830203,0.0,0.13606777956861232,0.14500760250526107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017861434717565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HistoricalEchidna,2018/12/25,Does anyone have some advice? (this is a throwaway acc) I'm 14 in junior year of high school and I don't really have any friends bc I find it really hard to talk to new people and keep a conversation going. I keep on thinking of what could go wrong if I say this or that and it constantly stressing me out and I'm wondering if I'll just sit in my dorm all day in university. of the friends I have I never hang out with them outside of school and I haven't left the house to hang out with people in months and its just really really depressing and I rlly don't want it to spread to university. idk what to do about it and some advice would rlly be appreciated. thx merry Christmas/happy holidays.,1.484988344988345,3.751564538461544,3.723804195804199,85.34468065268068,81.93706293706295,7.169976689976691,20.022843822843825,8.238735603445708,1.0963859207459208,551,15,114,12,15,189,83,143,0.09,0.782,0.128,0.8196,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,0,2,30,20,11,0,5,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,10,13,0,2,3,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,2,11,2,21,17,3,21,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,6,6,74,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975925680281231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354868399405244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647058300529998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454955648370131,0.0,0.12157504316217314,0.0,0.0,0.0982014225544166,0.0,0.13114975364120784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325232610073234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917183650346626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352865359724515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730768701905683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209403110360593,0.1364038299084062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088140146858956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756989024185436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27068878515167394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654415807431737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154029979046002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743985512626905,0.14706311947779066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112941034782864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901917260063347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109105479811501,0.0,0.3082103291503356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442453880647885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238869551880002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756833798516353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981267186152317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651301002176511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816809545654037,0.16648312007839708,0.0,0.09805675736135512
socialanxiety,quinnpenskey,2018/12/25,Feeling extremely out of place at this family party tonight :/ I'm at my aunts house for christmas eve and her boyfriends daughter who is the same age as me (20) is here and is so social. Shes talking to everyone and theyre all having a great time and im just quiet saying nothing. It really sucks and im feeling so anxious about what she must think of me. ,1.914559686888456,3.995458616438357,3.510019569471627,88.47191780821919,79.27397260273972,6.36320939334638,25.497064579256357,7.447530270364453,1.330027005870842,281,11,57,4,7,93,58,73,0.064,0.7809999999999999,0.155,0.7278,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,13,11,8,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,9,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,0,4,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755772361535342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23309044717319355,0.0,0.0,0.22996030805214826,0.0,0.24668183781499725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689393152787564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814683607051458,0.0,0.0,0.5269835474133121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340623129531585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25486026658968874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627107507207044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398698694708055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24866112086098105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606579792089865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630376610998764,0.0,0.0,0.14224052184904434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blue_shoes_christmas,2018/12/25,"Did anyone else develop social anxiety later in life? Throwaway account. 


I never had anxiety as a kid. I had an organically developed social circle of great guys that lasted till high school. My dating life was also phenomenal. Having everything going good, I could easily make new friends using that. I fed off other people's energy. 



And then I went to college. Building a social circle was new to me. But I wasn't afraid cuz I never found it hard. 

But oddly, I was being shot down all the time. People in college are always flaky, just talking with you until they find something better. I slowly realized nobody had my back. 
And the more I tried and failed at making friends,  the more my self esteem took a hit and brewed up fear of talking to people.




I don't know why, but I couldn't handle not having friends. Most of my energy came from having friends. The fear of talking to people became bigger and bigger and I slowly put my shields up and kept to myself. 


 
After 4 years, I've not made a single friend. I spoke so less, but my speaking skills have disappeared. My voice has gone nasal and quiet. I spent my entire 4 years of college alone just overly focusing on my career because I had no friends. Never going out, I haven't had sex since highschool. 


I'm so scared of social situations now while craving one at the same time. This has creeped into everything. I can't even talk to cashiers without my voice choking. 

If anyone has had a similar situation or any advice, please share. Honestly, I just wanted to talk to someone and feel up. I feel much better just typing this out. Thanks. ",3.2372277227722783,5.7594387788778905,4.432828382838284,81.27062871287131,77.05280528052805,6.4162376237623775,23.301320132013203,7.554174236665415,1.3443470627062704,1262,40,216,18,30,413,177,303,0.087,0.754,0.159,0.9688,0,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,4,10,18,0,4,11,0,25,5,1,5,4,48,47,24,0,4,13,0,3,0,6,0,2,5,0,3,6,14,1,1,6,0,2,8,12,5,0,1,21,9,34,13,35,22,8,44,0,1,0,1,23,17,0,3,19,154,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469381981406082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976493441265414,0.0,0.0693107033137588,0.0721171484018168,0.0,0.0,0.058939197590086485,0.0,0.13260603295712894,0.0,0.0,0.121204644757079,0.08880459971131258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664458751021267,0.0,0.05283378830774018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533067707904565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912844294487166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919967704630785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240243218923208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724532516705351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578846842783284,0.0,0.0,0.19505776162744493,0.08764684252099607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921565059314657,0.0,0.0,0.09503019010219099,0.4017704262112253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851416219854203,0.07269545552042027,0.0,0.0955549951416351,0.0,0.08581783706265307,0.0,0.0,0.07764012030783385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157258541568586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047632070925032834,0.07064836751482619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243646774806148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201012000452018,0.115707024059682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371309859479457,0.0,0.2005378695098396,0.16741462899931886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873045837093133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403468118297643,0.0,0.0,0.09513864323818973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712821314692351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677271066292858,0.08771559805695169,0.0,0.0,0.09041667165888316,0.0,0.0,0.07169508055634073,0.19484349062599007,0.0,0.3534003523606271,0.07343598915556622,0.06672350848075613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483140118125408,0.0,0.07979493841910178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107702074083992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629458102209723,0.058843865369125614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485584708479784,0.0,0.0,0.051120754110636095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034481104646407,0.07820702439142432,0.0,0.0,0.0835476739042029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111626461568474
socialanxiety,easeof29117,2018/12/25,"Are all disagreeable people mind rapists? You know they type. They go after what they want and they get it. Regardless of who is in their way. Beggars asking for money, cell phone salesmen, aggressive advertisers, basically anyone living in a city who rather be in the city than elsewhere. Isn't being disagreeable the same as forcing others to bend to your will? Sorry for the hyper confrontational title. I guess that's disagreeable of me. ",5.158603896103898,8.309958545454545,5.174139610389614,75.10978084415588,73.93506493506493,8.005844155844157,26.508116883116887,8.841846274778883,2.641183116883117,356,13,54,8,8,111,62,77,0.21600000000000005,0.769,0.015,-0.9429,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,5,0,1,3,3,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,9,12,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,12,9,2,7,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,1,1,41,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474396856127508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308281064202485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848866192909645,0.0,0.2011169899607917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898364504438189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448206260405715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124807067547601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573158428723889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453344080846803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961373844466193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087263792699454,0.28089183925844124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Brandawg451,2018/12/25,Good luck brothers and sisters getting dragged to Christmas parties tonight I snuck out early after I couldn't find the cats to pet.,11.96125,9.670715958333336,9.011666666666667,73.20000000000003,56.08333333333334,9.6,53.16666666666667,3.1291,4.604466666666667,109,7,17,0,1,31,22,24,0.045,0.634,0.321,0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6790138646380709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38814414752052817,0.0,0.0,0.6231246202605335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bloom170,2019/03/29,"Dealing with patronizing people There are some kids at school who are patronizing and belittle me. They make ‘jokes’ about how I’m going to die alone (statements which ruin the rest of my day), say lewd and disgusting things to try to make me uncomfortable, etc. because I am more quiet and don’t have a social life. How do I go about standing up to these people and no longer appearing like a pushover and a passive person?",8.410875,7.488704337500002,7.992500000000002,73.38250000000005,61.875,11.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,3.3314999999999992,337,12,62,6,4,107,61,80,0.233,0.718,0.048,-0.9477,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,4,0,13,12,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,10,12,4,7,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644460844275384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556475090732731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466747923784505,0.26323522089294976,0.0,0.0,0.2649934390185316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847617441610111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29022117182532425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803479537915707,0.12474191057479025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408710723575425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540289630293745,0.2229453258237984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030495916778404,0.0,0.258408771767684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26027796942250603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963068136558432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335310153418726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LucySkyDiamonds17,2019/03/29,"Ever wish ""normal"" people could experience your own anxiety so that they might better understand where you are coming from? I do. Don't like the idea of bringing pain to others but this sucks! Sick of being alone",3.975769230769232,6.794722923076925,4.550961538461539,79.80028846153847,76.1794871794872,6.976923076923077,20.006410256410245,8.07648339933343,1.226225641025641,170,4,28,3,4,54,37,39,0.32899999999999996,0.593,0.078,-0.9064,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,3,4,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,9,11,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849359765192794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046207931981087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24331669558953145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369870515163786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965679229894164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488570994484167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26911507801554874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105711373729552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344072012994688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918533411103718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695541048430297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927415586209923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072997150866092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864042233184713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163684582169913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MarshmallowYEET,2019/03/29,"I (13F) get really anxious whenever I do anything social online I can't even join discord servers with alot of people, I get really nervous and think that I'll screw up and embarrass myself. I can't even make reddit posts either, I can think of a good idea then not do it cause I might be stupid or something. Anyone can relate?",2.826666666666668,4.987466461538464,4.247307692307693,83.90685897435898,76.69230769230771,6.7948717948717965,23.14102564102564,7.793537801064563,1.3086410256410257,260,8,48,4,6,86,48,65,0.21,0.711,0.08,-0.7518,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,2,0,8,1,0,2,0,13,13,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,4,11,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,1,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28070714016039056,0.0,0.17374018791556445,0.0,0.20447456630525052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552532851718675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282320928127823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596368961522016,0.0,0.0,0.2084098695728855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804991454495617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658596512004196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635937565561673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226196378819536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23797131105653985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31836016055281874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25328997808467224,0.0,0.19128895472721166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184267597240035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mywoolgatherings,2019/03/29,"I’m isolating myself I’m 18, and in my first year of college, commuting to my university from my home.
I’ve always been a bit of a loner, but it’s not because I don’t like people or that I don’t find them interesting. I like meeting new people, and enjoy the company of my friends. I had a lot of fulfilling friendships in high school, and a pretty high social self esteem. However, lately, I’ve noticed that I’ve been feeling very isolated and lonely, and I’ve become oddly comfortable with the feeling. I don’t spend time with many people on a regular basis, and I only chat with ten different people at the very most over the phone. Although the loneliness is agonizing at times, so is the thought of going out. I find myself finding excuses not to see people, and spend entire days without leaving my house. I don’t like living life like this, especially not now when I’m supposed to be having fun. Although it’s easy to say I should just get over it and put myself out there or whatever, I feel so trapped inside my head. I’ve just been feeling very disconnected from people lately.",4.797464788732398,5.993852877934277,6.179924882629107,76.04735211267605,69.51643192488262,8.872488262910796,30.16244131455399,9.21078282632365,2.7343573708920195,865,34,155,17,15,293,118,213,0.145,0.6940000000000001,0.161,0.5508,2,3,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,0,11,0,13,2,1,0,0,33,24,16,0,1,9,0,4,4,1,1,1,1,1,1,6,13,0,0,8,1,2,2,8,1,0,2,5,6,20,9,24,17,3,23,0,1,1,0,9,11,0,4,14,101,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957871324018803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017466979877053,0.12713843422773255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567869233526055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742413807385236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027347500105988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282783346863184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156464244560589,0.09791904057375876,0.0,0.0,0.08893963470895504,0.0,0.060144236968172275,0.0,0.06542403094888825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181439520649328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432563005603761,0.1154724200742484,0.0,0.0,0.13283034777390956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259715516478403,0.12189300240225595,0.0,0.0,0.08131102246069025,0.2249627362949377,0.0,0.10165102129680573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786893566206337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671126000779206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118137356610623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106224271036113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755218373307729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788486316493235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711606703833885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572506503090413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154620034465027,0.0,0.11650523892011905,0.09173388734851116,0.0,0.12009284742196764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734797857587558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913905798724353,0.1342520909804377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849524285476428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109693364127719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413201222431763
socialanxiety,hamburgermp,2019/03/29,"Feel free to pop up if anyone needs advice I've had plenty of personal life experience and followed case studies about anxiety. So if anyone wants to message me direct to get advice or something off their chest, free feel to do so. Should be available for the next hour.",7.1105882352941165,7.476957313725491,7.0047058823529404,75.12117647058824,64.09803921568627,9.15294117647059,32.68627450980392,8.841846274778883,2.767792156862746,217,8,37,3,3,69,42,51,0.031,0.85,0.11900000000000001,0.7096,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,9,10,6,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,9,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,22,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325950973211058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847248117755424,0.0,0.0,0.38109628135729373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26657100517827825,0.0,0.0,0.2755825556388927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423773290651106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683714182239631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248471316765803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206569454387796,0.0,0.0,0.2898217543504429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379487329413195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979460821894688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073583096415256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Racheleatspizza,2019/03/29,"Nothing like a beautiful day spent inside to get those extra suicidal feels. I’m just crying and sunbathing on my bed with the balcony door open, listening to people having fun outside. It’s so great.",5.35882882882883,7.544439837837842,5.803783783783783,75.41936936936938,69.54054054054055,8.176576576576577,31.25225225225225,8.841846274778883,3.0003765765765773,162,7,25,3,3,52,36,37,0.26,0.5670000000000001,0.17300000000000001,-0.513,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410377348571616,0.2589394735570029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301453188255988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977138225481592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426640378533255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961565501836344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852577985994378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783551243240541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391846346239764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Qudao,2019/03/29,"I always feel like I get judged on how i look I always think everybody thinks I look stupid or what I'm wearing is bad. And them thinking ""what's this dude wearing he looks stupid"" and so on",0.2325000000000017,2.5502272500000025,1.3949999999999996,99.31,89.0,4.2,18.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.5361500000000001,150,4,34,1,5,47,28,40,0.24600000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.06,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,8,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,10,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,17,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43278250339569607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171397377372175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149445298924708,0.18578734415399875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587092956651978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705247268493988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6551562166108427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499908993872653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cupofshytea,2019/03/29,"I have been friendless for a while and I don’t know if I care. There’s this part of me that wants to hang out with people again and have a good time and another one that realizes I have social anxiety and I am awkward in most social scenarios and just doesn’t care. All my life I’ve felt odd with most friendships and like the one that had to put the extra effort in for it to survive. Social anxiety has made me more isolated as of late and I’m trying to fight it but I don’t think I care. I’m tired of being anxious and burning up inside all the time. Anyways, I’m just venting. I’m hopefully getting therapy soon and I’ll see what happens. ",1.864534313725489,3.5947606985294134,3.6667647058823536,88.95960784313728,78.04411764705881,6.886274509803924,24.568627450980397,7.793537801064563,1.253977450980393,509,18,109,8,12,171,83,136,0.127,0.742,0.131,0.5395,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,1,1,5,0,11,2,0,1,2,27,27,13,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,4,2,10,6,16,22,7,12,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,4,7,76,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644802773304749,0.2399933223726603,0.17720595618683865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797844360011262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060918295908526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195232301135097,0.0,0.0,0.1315658383158176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387098442582378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579632235931412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620557223429302,0.0,0.17694371872039347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107941095105758,0.0766333557449418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842372348495214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125833571005907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986294824949322,0.0,0.1087462399077838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576865613066312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499626807220808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796938125627117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793818704170704,0.0,0.0,0.10050887626179976,0.0,0.0,0.1829314208575029,0.1802862787934241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649692503622077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251946798811024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Master_Vicen,2019/03/29,"Anyone else on here try CBD? I've been hearing a lot about it lately and actually just ordered myself some of the oil. But, TBH, I'm a little anxious (no pun intended) about trying it. I've heard great things, but considering the lack of research to back it all up, I'm left wondering if it will be mostly a placebo and just a huge waste of money (it's expensive). 

Has anyone tried it here specifically for social anxiety who thinks it definitely works? If so, how much? And at what dosage do you use? I want it to work but also don't want to be scammed...",2.959365079365078,4.5010720000000015,4.750833333333336,83.16638888888892,74.53571428571429,7.8349206349206355,24.94444444444445,8.515128840125781,1.6106218253968256,432,14,89,8,9,147,79,112,0.087,0.8,0.11199999999999999,0.4323,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,10,1,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,3,1,22,16,11,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,12,11,6,9,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,6,2,62,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.1898265218292908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556008272147387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880966769877366,0.21975577648331207,0.0,0.27203020115502496,0.19931194197530047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957628548503266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249912065683875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144624457407871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924171339176216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943057184966586,0.0,0.2113499579819646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496328676413952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653766152276122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299688812824668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829184173097308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923252896390955,0.12464257196348914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962053244374747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800553461395326,0.0,0.0,0.2294695727508529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095204473859688,0.2832303216131667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boldheart,2019/03/29,"Going to the dentist (with wisdom teeth & cavities) I haven't been to the dentist since I was a small child, so I pretty much have no memories of it. I'm 23 and I'll be going to the dentist next month and I'm terrified. I have a wisdom tooth they'll need to remove, and probably at least one cavity. I feel like I might literally cry in the chair when they tell me they'll be removing my tooth. I'm also really scared of the recovery, in case something goes wrong. :( I looked at the location on Google and it has a few bad reviews, too, so that's made me even more paranoid.",1.687045454545455,3.536469916666672,3.807878787878789,87.19227272727277,79.0,7.696969696969697,22.57575757575757,8.575989854853784,1.4314166666666668,450,14,97,10,11,154,77,120,0.18899999999999997,0.7070000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.8711,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,6,6,0,1,9,0,11,6,3,1,0,9,20,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,3,2,13,3,12,12,4,13,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,4,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181843278973083,0.0,0.2463763984085995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986071143988126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497766581107812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018860199894907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497494956519602,0.1624470845603236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584613547834669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109101035827694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094988736474447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215161416889527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24122429622019198,0.0,0.0,0.1815001074958361,0.0,0.1671574260264776,0.1686064125878938,0.0,0.0,0.24183128363902925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408499142501528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313368414832805,0.24516431068899716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567151869838973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276565303471283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880989213972716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750555251445624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874842152715208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486146919381141,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,6d0nnies,2019/03/29,"Today we had a guest lecture from a Palestinian ambassador and I was too afraid to ask questions and now I'm super disappointed in myself. As the title says basically. He talked about so many interesting things also in relation to the G77 chairmanship they've assumed recently. Later we talked more about the Palestine question in general and I was wondering if there could be a prospect of support from within Israel for the Palestinian cause by Jews from Middle Eastern descent (Mizrahim), as they have Arab roots they might sympathise more with the cause and pressure Israel from within. Although I do also think since Israel is mainly a Jewish democracy with discrimination and oppression against those of non Jewish-European descent there is less space for other voices except the Ashkenazi Jews, which could mean that even though the Mizrahi would support the Palestinian cause they wouldn't be able to do much. (and considering I guess the extensive Israeli indoctrination of the Mizrahi Jews to lose their Arab identity, they maybe wouldn't be so enthusiastic to help the arabs they were taught to ''hate'' by the Israeli state) 

​

So I thought that was really interesting to ask about and then I just walked away at the end of the lecture because I was too nervous. Damn. now I really feel bad and disappointed about myself :( ",10.46705459770115,10.420702400862073,8.988793103448277,65.052183908046,57.31896551724138,12.216091954022989,40.45402298850574,11.538034831475384,4.911585057471265,1095,49,167,26,12,335,133,232,0.091,0.809,0.099,0.4512,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,6,2,18,14,2,3,18,0,20,0,0,4,0,35,33,19,0,6,3,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,6,12,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,8,3,18,5,36,16,5,18,4,3,0,0,18,9,1,7,7,128,24,3,0.13227974713455018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156813198428692,0.0,0.14332505075439053,0.16073437150831296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473274142350433,0.0,0.12428117681591185,0.0,0.11044806352862037,0.08063650607699813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076632153215818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122922877190067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716059325213785,0.0,0.0,0.08736952542236287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688461471291658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572105481926498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059886433473167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866432616689025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798720119465555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411090146714616,0.13289278560310874,0.1440914237662157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032790771465556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724083444667304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963671808660029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948358646180392,0.0,0.13061029194776758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519416424167934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942317377088942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002189789247266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264290015797185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788078620867601,0.08475952074173149,0.1299641799387354,0.10501534343369474,0.0,0.0,0.12538573321869784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345174309119127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939677370730285,0.0,0.16073437150831296,0.0
socialanxiety,j_r2000,2019/03/29,I just didn't want to embarass myself while talking to them In university I waited in the stairs so I wouldn't go with the rest of the class who were waiting in front of the classroom,3.247543859649124,4.763830421052635,3.944736842105264,89.3414912280702,73.73684210526315,6.119298245614036,25.824561403508767,6.42735559955562,0.7910245614035087,148,5,31,1,3,47,28,38,0.037000000000000005,0.963,0.0,-0.0572,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,8,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,25,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952399789297141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7004029472364321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139776987109616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fridersano,2019/03/29,"What is a genuinely good and useful video on social anxiety out there on the internet? I would like some recommendations from people who are into this topic. It seems to me like mental illnesses are often treated the wrong way on youtube videos and other social media. I don't think I suffer from it but want to get a bit informed effectively in a short time, pls.",7.127173913043477,7.366839072463769,7.7259057971014515,70.39581521739133,64.07246376811594,10.378260869565215,30.29347826086957,10.125756701596842,3.013982608695653,292,9,50,6,4,97,55,69,0.076,0.703,0.221,0.8213,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,0,14,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,10,9,2,9,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,3,3,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018449938915104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880565286010927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785105330502004,0.0,0.0,0.2213053727382613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25780816014880625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658993558064863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292079056956168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401996851326505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379249372956493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906481659188566,0.0,0.0,0.15385341208874528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278822110975845,0.0,0.0,0.15562592547394385,0.20943233239406644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743190257309086,0.2884792212610928,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Marvelous89,2019/03/29,"Does caffeine give you a boost in mood?? I have a strange experience. I tend to notice, specifically when I drink Dunkin’ Donuts coffee that I get a boost in mood, confidence, I talk more confidently and have better eye contact. I don’t notice this at any other time with other coffee brands although I think I’ve noticed this slightly with pre workouts which I don’t take anymore. It’s more noticeable with Dunkin’ Donuts, I don’t get a surge in energy from caffeine which is not why I drink coffee, I just really love the taste. Just wanted to share this and see what you guys think... ",6.124910714285715,6.761872383928572,6.0321428571428575,80.31285714285715,66.23214285714286,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.0615392857142854,465,14,88,7,7,146,69,112,0.017,0.762,0.222,0.9696,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,6,5,1,0,0,11,16,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,5,3,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,13,3,10,16,2,6,0,0,2,1,8,4,0,0,2,53,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070005094251713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614399537235904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439709737343866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424551111475954,0.0,0.0,0.31893658109831485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923592803456985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009791525979234,0.15615914858326896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118371683109284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692070568896815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7413316845669785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428486939711107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971935286930095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239480061896715,0.1308412073059042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086133704210997,0.0,0.0,0.09492181606329553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601539070187744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688903035981504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,movieman994,2019/03/29,"Car windows and song volume. Anybody have this thing where they reduce their songs volume when their cars window is open?  

Just realised this today, I always imagine others may hear it and laugh about my music taste. As soon I raised the window however my volume went up by 100%. ",4.17235294117647,6.893127803921572,3.889960784313725,85.34082352941176,74.88235294117645,4.864313725490196,20.003921568627447,5.6839178017228535,0.1731850980392151,222,5,36,1,5,67,43,51,0.0,0.93,0.07,0.5574,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,5,3,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,4,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078702365770896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524701229200238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256547764447426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646347021035641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544031179196945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alexis_t22,2019/03/29,"Interviews Ugh okay so I HATE interviews. I have stuck with the same job for the past 3 years, which I hate, just because having a interview makes me more anxious than the job does most days. 

Currently waiting for my interview for a position at my college which is so nerve racking. Doesn’t help that I have major social/ general anxiety problems AND I haven’t had my anxiety medication in 2 weeks due to other reasons. 

Basically wish me luck because I’m dying right now!",3.077191011235953,5.9136985730337095,4.586617977528093,78.0307134831461,80.12359550561797,8.503820224719101,31.37191011235955,9.120678840339163,3.531057528089888,379,20,65,11,10,126,64,89,0.225,0.669,0.106,-0.8912,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,5,1,7,1,0,2,0,12,14,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,10,2,8,12,4,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,7,42,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113825045752102,0.2299182073800428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481262271797137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125272805761942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122028435447768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810059025420955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018651732056617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641429798691151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039218225684725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358503159516731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050236840572412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428163256618824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473991490578046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092511247563721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380386208255588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746169005634585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325042911061827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340364668223905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310593734121327
socialanxiety,kickin_monstar,2019/03/29,Managed to talk to someone new today but now I am freaking out and being anxious So I managed to muster my courage to talk to someone new today. The conversation went all right but yet I am still thinking about it. Now all of a sudden for no reason I am starting to freak out and got kind of anxious. I tried to distract myself by watching shows and it did not work. I'm panicking and could not easily go to sleep.,2.155357142857145,4.270779773809527,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,78.64285714285714,5.628571428571429,27.16666666666667,6.6274283507984215,1.2419095238095241,327,14,64,3,8,108,54,84,0.215,0.708,0.077,-0.9061,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,0,6,1,1,1,2,15,12,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,1,7,2,15,7,2,15,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,10,48,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367903340249285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434929527713798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986750342770513,0.0,0.1546146682775861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131173451042791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734169162066499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198763877204275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509316038720073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345836736741745,0.0,0.32759670732440105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683200970643206,0.0,0.15438460736289336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107645847678814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387085225446375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664871509048989,0.0,0.0,0.13125074478352527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920842254650676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073835596398704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LonelyNaiad,2019/03/29,"Got a job Sorry for the mobile format.

I just finished my first week at a fast food restaurant. This is my second job, I had to quit my first job due to my anxiety and agoraphobia. In that job, I had the constant feeling of having something stuck in my throat, I was so anxious because a phone call could come at any moment. I could hear but not understand people on the other line and I would come home crying and cry before going to work each day.

 The agoraphobia, well, I developed that in high school. I dropped out, got my GED years later, had a  few semesters in college. At my worst, (before college) I would hide my shoes so I wouldn't have to go outside.

I'm okay when I go out with my family, but I get really anxious when I have to go anywhere alone or some place new. I have to constantly check if someone is following me too.

Getting this job was like going in the deep end, stupid maybe... I took a chance, it's just a 15 min bus ride from home. There was a limit of about 150 characters in the online job application, I made them count. I feel the tiniest bit proud that maybe my words counted for something.

The job interview was short, they got my information and asked about hours. I have no social life, hours were no problem and I don't ask for much. The area I live in is not the best and they just wanted someone who looked decent enough.

Before, I was just so frustrated with myself and my inability to interact with others and not helping my household. I find myself having to relearn social cues, it helps that the restaurant has a standard greeting. Learning the menu was a challenge, but I'm getting it. Having a list of tasks and knowing where things go really helps me feel more organized, efficient and in control of my situation. I try to be the same at home now.

Sometimes it gets so busy that I feel like crying. I try to cheer myself up by thinking of something funny. People can also be so mean, but I remind myself that they just got out of work and are grumpy because they're hungry and tired. My managers were so annoyed with me at first because I kept messing up. I try to learn from my mistakes. I'm not fast at cleaning but I'm trying to be.

Other coworkers complain about the work, I'm just glad I found something. Any time that I feel like quitting, I remind myself that a few days is not enough to list in a resume.

I have some goals, maybe I could do something. I want to go out with my family. We always say we'll do something for the summer and never do. We should. I would also like to go back to school and get my associate's degrees at least.

It's not the best story, but I hope someone can relate or that it can bring someone hope.",3.74101123595506,5.07289702434457,4.620619850187269,85.71283988764046,72.20224719101124,7.062846441947565,26.27134831460673,7.461004344511776,1.3067829213483149,2097,69,418,23,40,679,237,534,0.142,0.748,0.11,-0.9659,7,1,6,0,0,0,63.0,3,0,4,15,25,22,3,0,28,1,44,5,2,2,1,87,92,33,0,15,21,0,5,4,0,6,2,2,4,0,22,28,1,3,14,0,1,14,11,8,1,4,20,8,69,14,60,60,15,72,0,0,1,0,23,30,0,7,31,294,91,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060262808887887924,0.0,0.09306212264314508,0.048415140724098665,0.0,0.0,0.07913650522037577,0.0,0.04451188024457528,0.13146649619135534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879149870389264,0.0,0.0,0.04474119060876745,0.0,0.10640833779176598,0.0,0.14853516530503588,0.0,0.12212454715476105,0.0,0.06352368447468937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059414077228434774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002436095918499,0.0,0.125756082389525,0.06526017940033757,0.13936957477542636,0.0,0.19174268734403868,0.0750498904367754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153523546251222,0.1202427075232254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970454738814947,0.0,0.14710212164219594,0.08313571220089998,0.0,0.0,0.05318065059435438,0.1484781100573232,0.07035834621694746,0.06379758668771103,0.0,0.0,0.15199806192864154,0.0,0.2645460688259237,0.0,0.18614559082328835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557948177711062,0.0,0.11700188943996223,0.06147635767110124,0.1750949212319429,0.11558300330764598,0.1146023337140388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041821127107365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03197732395028555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041098261281464016,0.11370632215714922,0.0,0.051379014878376206,0.0,0.04886131051140743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505669024371791,0.0,0.0,0.1753659863070144,0.06338125512850333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042773164258358864,0.0,0.044876377708547084,0.05619608513299591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067723818259953,0.0,0.060791643632484085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556758304898995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377524995980073,0.0,0.0,0.07455046353805257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627158221886355,0.0,0.11777401402407105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654031338376814,0.0,0.11862593135376095,0.19720212615009908,0.2687650405727926,0.05754711796222771,0.06513409669588775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03865597539394649,0.03728302953975623,0.0,0.0,0.033928533584510964,0.06687587114554809,0.0,0.0,0.06464642313887592,0.1580170090321742,0.0,0.0,0.060573337159329166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863883442529851,0.0,0.04667303681920396,0.0,0.052315907446698964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270795878275627,0.0,0.0,0.1240002970670242,0.0,0.0,0.037469665434211145
socialanxiety,BoartterCollie,2019/03/29,"My therapist gave me a simple exercise to do and I can't fucking do it So my therapist gave me an exercise to do to try and overcome my social anxiety. He told me to go to a public space with a lot of people, and stand around doing nothing until the anxiety wears off. And he stressed the importance of waiting for the anxiety to wear off, because backing out early just reinforces in my head that running away is an acceptable response to anxiety.

I just tried it, and I couldn't fucking do it. Didn't even make it five minutes before leaving. So of course now I feel like shit because I'm too much of a coward to stand in public and literally do nothing. It just feels so shady standing around and doing nothing but looking around. And the longer I stood there the shadier it felt and the worse my anxiety got. It doesn't help that I'm a large/tall person and have been told that my appearance is intimidating. I seriously think if I actually stood there long enough for the anxiety to wear off (which, given how bad five minutes was for me, would probably take at least half an hour) it would start making people feel unsafe. And I'm not okay with making people feel like they may be in danger.

And my therapist says I'm supposed to do this every single day. And I have no idea how the fuck I'm going to do that, especially considering that failure will just make my anxiety worse than if I hadn't tried it at all.",5.708229014025543,5.9704716797153035,6.603801549089386,77.15729118693744,67.07829181494661,9.885786058195519,32.187774754029725,9.773937934552695,2.9781838392296422,1126,44,217,23,17,375,141,281,0.19399999999999998,0.774,0.032,-0.9929,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,18,12,5,1,16,1,25,10,5,6,1,49,58,22,0,5,8,0,5,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,16,19,0,1,8,2,0,4,7,8,0,3,13,7,22,4,35,39,6,29,0,0,1,3,13,14,4,5,10,156,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.08823782261690125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842025579399738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414814990024621,0.0,0.0,0.08495347709680268,0.06952814400820337,0.07549773244634699,0.11023956720856204,0.0,0.07694158502185743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058314044833056765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934290322950506,0.0,0.059722197416277864,0.0,0.07618356642663839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828782356175677,0.1291935170137387,0.08681831039186821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507781871725275,0.0,0.0,0.10277664116591784,0.0,0.07231790923059117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927980009118296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606072697032748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904644080464469,0.0,0.0,0.10207426821722164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574275068988168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835023648248898,0.0,0.0,0.08001971241383009,0.07593084107602978,0.0,0.0,0.07687267458106012,0.0,0.0,0.24142679644763115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646981637674483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26028407601825204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188059545070914,0.07895210265914776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748909815737164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190638398813938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281582556195347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921727911802072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400042743695893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357691478766463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798531585564181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149571435221079,0.0,0.05793810606359461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280222206838106,0.0,0.18416970821930334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429338511251706,0.12846492451703026,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChickenPie34,2019/03/29,"I (24f) am a quiet person. How do I accept myself? I'm a quiet person. Somehow other people seem to use it against me - bullied in high school, heard people whispering about it at my first job, got rejected romantically because of it. Someone even said ""she has no personality"". I don't know why it's a problem to some people, but in hearing their criticism I've gone through phases of absolutely hating myself for it. I've torn myself apart over it. And I'm super conscious of the way I'm coming across to other people ALL the time - overanalysing every word I say, body language, everything.

The thing is, I'm not super ""shy"" or socially inept. I CAN talk to people. I CAN carry a conversation and look people in the eye. I just find it exhausting and prefer not to spend too much time talking, **especially** small talk. I prefer small groups or one-on-one conversation to parties and large crowds. It's just TOO MUCH. So I guess I want to know how to not take these insults to heart and accept the way I am. I've spent years trying to change, but maybe I shouldn't be trying to. ",2.45613179869104,4.801761000000003,4.2110358835477335,82.76747235387049,78.81042654028438,6.293929135635297,22.369893929135642,7.447530270364453,1.055009298126834,845,26,158,12,21,284,122,211,0.105,0.773,0.122,0.6784,1,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,3,10,9,2,0,9,0,10,4,3,3,1,35,30,12,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,3,12,6,0,0,9,0,2,2,6,5,0,1,5,9,19,4,24,23,4,18,0,1,2,0,18,10,0,6,4,101,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548211005223453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375408212797593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098963199877242,0.1066636223477042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178474556976742,0.0,0.10432726634907563,0.0,0.11128524657596818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317311605791602,0.10532483897668687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903355975561244,0.0,0.13640636520501553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225080586946535,0.0,0.0,0.13955892263880704,0.1467323257288326,0.0,0.13082711256390867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287645610929313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361011328068044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398117930953676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243980965452973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182050133974459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390651255880821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150648405779803,0.3243556620917277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848307900022505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778521183031873,0.09847000903736164,0.0,0.12531674592908987,0.0,0.11272494153025367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262232235459224,0.10491588040116144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310042162344256,0.2985757116551622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822633258656576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144405825281212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681370677347589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694439048733101,0.0,0.0,0.07303474748500956,0.19657184321976204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173212088421176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973875361516237
socialanxiety,alpacalmao,2019/03/29,"dear bike-rental guy: FUCK YOU for making me have a panic attack i wanted to rent a bike today at school, and the guy lashed out to me (because my previous bike from him was stolen) he blamed me for everything and talked down to me about how to lock my bike properly next time, and where to park it, like I’m a little child. I’VE RIDDEN BIKES SINCE I WAS FOUR YEARS OLD DONT TREAT ME LIKE IM STUPID. 

so yeah, after that I got a panic attack.

thank you for ruining my completely fine day. fuck you",0.7789273927392735,3.1553853663366347,1.945965346534656,96.10198432343238,86.42574257425743,5.346864686468646,14.357260726072607,6.816661863887847,-0.4912976897689774,386,6,85,5,12,122,70,101,0.28600000000000003,0.613,0.10099999999999999,-0.9748,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,4,14,5,2,5,1,4,2,0,2,0,7,11,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,8,0,1,3,0,15,6,14,8,0,13,0,1,0,2,9,5,2,0,9,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39171832784094585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494837590102582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050861356002984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103026712488018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177261766242088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472813202772026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31832204620769605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376937031682918,0.0,0.0,0.3409349551315385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596453619627948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821934381811735,0.17255158324529693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491949228279692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830962726743243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065509033957886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40399009704498895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423716625513352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241421078221006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837731881111978,0.0,0.15850366707435692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100389064530807,0.0,0.16318947462699285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154562620982767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086670314982283
socialanxiety,Linky1999,2019/03/29,"I'm having trouble with getting accepted for a job because of bad social anxiety. Hey there, I'm a 20 year old woman with bad social anxiety. Yesterday I had a job interview at a store as stock clerk. I had a hard time with applying for it and getting called but still grabbed myself together and just go. As I walked inside the store I already felt my heart beating inside my throat... So I told one of the cashiers there that I had a job interview and she walked with me to another room. We sat down and she asked some questions about me and asked if I would be interested to become a cashier instead because they would have busy days. I said no I can't because I got no experience for that and I applied for something else, that's also not where my interests are... She asked why I was so insecure and didn't want to try. But with social anxiety that's pretty much a no go plus I don't have good money counting abilities and social skills. I already freak out a little inside if I have to pay, let alone being the cashier itself! So I was super stressed and as I was back home again I cried and felt so useless like I can't do anything... Not even a ""simple"" job. I'm afraid social anxiety will take over my life like I can't find a good job and I don't have many friends and barely any support from family as they don't really understand... It's a terrible feeling, I might have depression too as I got no motivation or anything really that interests me...

Today I got an email and they pretty much rejected me because I didn't want to become a cashier and there were better people suited for the job. Probably has something to do with my insecurities too.

Also I wanted to start college next school year (there's a heavy pressure on me) but same problem... I've been rejected before at several ones so my confidence/self image is non-existent. Also because I've been rejected to what I found interesting I have no idea anymore which education to choose... At times I feel like my life is going nowhere. Does anyone have the same problem?

A little backstory about me, I've been bullied alot throughout my whole high school years so when I graduated a few years ago that was like a weight of my shoulders because I got rid of the people there this way... It was hell. Also my home situation isn't exactly positive either so I've been through quite alot. It's so painful when people don't understand why you're acting a certain way... Also I'm a complete introvert so making friends and such is already a huge step for someone like me. Thanks for reading, needed to type my feelings out. :)",3.926889763779528,5.5972340905511775,5.1350472440944905,80.8669409448819,72.26771653543307,8.308346456692915,29.629133858267714,8.912814788092511,2.5147392125984247,2050,86,387,41,40,679,236,508,0.23,0.649,0.121,-0.9956,6,4,2,0,0,0,60.0,1,0,3,6,33,38,1,5,29,0,45,7,3,2,2,66,81,43,0,10,10,0,8,5,2,4,3,1,3,1,14,25,1,0,14,1,4,7,17,19,0,2,25,9,57,19,45,49,10,41,1,5,0,0,26,14,1,8,23,259,71,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054129599051011966,0.0,0.0,0.06324394349137631,0.20215710453845168,0.2441645076891501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04152565036898218,0.06403098438826256,0.18685533521147432,0.0,0.06055913269083851,0.04269740603090357,0.0,0.10050102610423244,0.0,0.17125994099871772,0.0,0.0,0.04695448789753479,0.1019718680833782,0.22334448149715486,0.13488089910684814,0.051961011965164665,0.0,0.0,0.05400619302045747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062353226014040364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402449832311807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707599544428308,0.0393812628170688,0.0,0.05259437981844127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534375647384416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101118114746258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04033223144092471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05973236161542096,0.05756575509673612,0.0,0.0926274606871548,0.04362417203561349,0.11726213500243644,0.0,0.05581143864835628,0.0,0.0,0.06695358284526833,0.09435587254669654,0.0,0.0638068952763057,0.0,0.10411232651064976,0.10243526185577438,0.19535400762846036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470139775114795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236119743274097,0.0,0.0645175251926932,0.12250444907760966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893388368154571,0.0,0.0,0.36357990468134177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244213194004682,0.08626269375907368,0.14916406042608818,0.12240444745830285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0407607298945136,0.06190936588674108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477931091198946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977821091398562,0.04527822194500857,0.0,0.0,0.06494231367473204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407645208943234,0.0,0.08275716603008397,0.0,0.06497645828079822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270023780874444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424819070599605,0.06583737772479296,0.11686010467548448,0.0,0.0,0.0684057151071724,0.06494913744106899,0.06108057831976042,0.0,0.078238392638285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058085898424740524,0.0,0.0,0.1236001644322285,0.0,0.0,0.06370312539621957,0.06898499928540851,0.0,0.0,0.06863855463963611,0.0,0.3112355629284741,0.051739374386856746,0.09402018343832123,0.0,0.0,0.043221451376167584,0.0,0.04876583202044688,0.0,0.0699486669928594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929476429232675,0.0,0.0,0.045912568731550994,0.0,0.0,0.056219576266566235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712138813428376,0.0,0.05788158270426137,0.05834931998055054,0.0,0.04145848399009707,0.0,0.0,0.12713966650693778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805148264288754,0.09693960677233364,0.0,0.07435956643513683,0.0,0.0,0.1102016207910842,0.06817583503161963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675630321414764,0.0,0.0,0.15729299361207252
socialanxiety,vtrainyu,2019/03/29,"Anyone else here appreciate self-checkout options? Whenever I go grocery shopping, I always head to the self-checkout stations (if its available) regardless of how many items I purchase. Just wanted to see if anyone does the same. People tend to complain about self-checkouts, but I honestly prefer them because you know....",7.997777777777778,10.317939333333333,7.1564814814814826,67.7991666666667,63.074074074074076,8.362962962962964,41.27777777777778,8.841846274778883,4.4199777777777784,260,15,33,4,4,80,43,54,0.034,0.853,0.113,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,11,5,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,5,5,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884409202094682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167057391735455,0.2320449554548893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805381809317332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981851476864084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918636204421527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870794110524197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324232335392704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446181630178987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296047149882431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570055645373788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046701798962927,0.0,0.7087718186558826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357768796869868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AdmirableAra,2019/03/29,I feel like i put people off with my weirdness when I'm anxious Maybe my anxious brain picks up on any little flaw in what I say and that makes me act more awkward. It just sucks ,2.3799122807017525,3.680699973684217,3.0131578947368425,96.02043859649126,75.57894736842105,5.066666666666666,23.19298245614036,3.1291,-0.14555438596491266,141,4,32,0,3,44,33,38,0.252,0.6859999999999999,0.061,-0.6997,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,1,5,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310600398747002,0.0,0.0,0.6415994658103762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31699896188573634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358128557382507,0.2028647225077943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873100308595318,0.2846076281639999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954890771371333,0.0,0.2852811081035683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686564417777502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854633548353717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22582044318433656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,haru-haruu,2019/03/29,"Social Anxiety Improvement Podcast/Book Recommendations? Hello! 

I am a socially anxious individual & I am actively seeking ways to deal with my anxieties. I am attending therapy, but I’d also like to learn ways to cope & just about social anxiety in general. Anyone have any good recommendations? Much appreciated! ",6.543910256410253,10.297608134615388,9.12076923076923,45.10756410256415,73.42307692307692,13.466666666666667,39.43589743589744,11.538034831475384,7.452912820512822,261,16,31,13,6,94,40,52,0.10400000000000001,0.623,0.272,0.9177,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496517168305548,0.0,0.4055211852381235,0.0,0.12725815330488535,0.0,0.4294730729600921,0.21140917810542886,0.0,0.1308490774767086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292787116467086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695988071514128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914246625910104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756568803151473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722814110673472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400507414041428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29707795616281657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ItzDomos,2019/03/29,"Deleted social media. Recently started new adhd medication.. it just makes my SAD way worse. 😪 Is deleting social media a good idea or bad idea. It just makes me more depressed and makes me feel worse about my SAD. people socializing on the weekend and having fun with friends but I can’t get myself to leave my room if I need to. My case of SAD is severe. I lost all my friends because I isolate myself. not sure what to do with my life, it kinda controls it. I only sit in my room and talk to online friends and ignore irl relationships. I have no idea how I’m going to succeed in life with extreme social anxiety. I need to beat this but I can’t find motivation to put any steps towards it. I’m 15 btw. Sorry for ranting and jumpin all over the place.. adhd.. ha ha.... well I just need solutions and coping methods. Social anxiety has taken over my life and I need to beat it ",1.2747727272727258,3.6882442045454593,3.262454545454545,87.34618181818182,84.22727272727272,5.3381818181818215,22.43636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.7548827272727272,684,24,134,8,20,230,102,176,0.20800000000000002,0.648,0.14400000000000002,-0.8390000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,6,6,17,0,0,3,2,8,4,0,6,3,38,23,12,0,5,8,0,1,0,3,0,4,0,2,0,8,10,0,2,6,1,0,3,4,7,1,0,2,1,22,10,20,21,3,18,0,5,0,0,10,9,0,3,4,82,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480946757846783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019141746331631,0.0,0.15792216043018684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618227407102805,0.06292041023478122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157671667017357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889010536200523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218985296949095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433889546787756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23923667833704934,0.0,0.05392686669060175,0.0,0.058660865499208875,0.08657391472492684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495598718285162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092923947899145,0.0,0.0,0.2187166496617748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126740588380272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066953834109503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398073960464008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061377775229469,0.0,0.09968807342173527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850153528663527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155799576052288,0.0,0.10784028495082396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376206381976873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191479703238668,0.11081693217117196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660635873304853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260860488114311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554350446852747,0.07305785484292142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972812417087492,0.0,0.0,0.08296229066942294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192922142369535,0.0,0.0,0.09280489931511353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103748352512668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DutchessDine,2019/03/29,"I screwed up and I hate myself I had an appointment for some volunteer work I was pretty excited about. I was nervous but went there anyway. So far so good, right? But when I was in front of the door I just couldn't and I left. I didn't call or email to cancel and now I can never go back. I guess I could send an email and apologise but what would I even say?",-1.3930769230769258,0.6036987948717965,0.8629487179487221,100.45288461538463,99.51282051282051,4.651282051282052,14.192307692307693,6.42735559955562,-0.6489692307692305,278,6,68,4,12,92,54,78,0.111,0.7170000000000001,0.172,0.7695,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,2,1,3,0,9,1,0,0,1,15,13,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,6,1,14,2,6,4,1,13,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,3,4,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207985564662835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949110096252736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305941842146201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907586801042979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413944280807607,0.2422431718954953,0.0,0.0,0.3181607768423798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28514366838070343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31379685628209003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275087783436745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938272941721407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466452637217761,0.0,0.2296761923383558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26773313041242996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025976388781972,0.0,0.0,0.20516491774202245,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,48996,2019/03/29,"Finally broke down hard I dont know what to say Im 23 year old man and crying like a child right know in my bed

I cant talk with anyone literally I dont know whatever the fuck it is social anxiety or what even is this 

I have to find a intern job as a computer engineer student for summer and its mandatory yet the university dont find us or led us to anywhere unlike some of my friends school thanks fucking sake I have to find it myself

Im on my 4th year (5th actually I failed so many class I missed classes I couldnt ask anyone any teacher for help or even go to photocopier to ask whether they have notes for some classes I take like fucking idiot oh btw I didnt attended some lab sessions because idiot me forgot the school computers database software password and I cant even ask the teacher or anyone what the password maybe teacher shame me so I skipped all of them brilliant idea fucking retard)

I have no motivation, nothing I barely pass the classes, even if somehow I got something like B I tell myself probably everyone got high scores.

Last summer I lied to my mom that I told I applied some internships and got no return but in fact social anxiety kicked and too scared to even apply for it them I saw the requirements I realized how fucking Im incapable of doing anything and learned nothing all this years

This year I have to do it otherwise I cant literally graduate I feel like Im wasting my parents money thats the only reason I want to graduate (in my country if you are successful you can study in governmenta universities for free but guess what another fail by me to achieve that)

I have no passion, no motivation I cant see myself  10 years in the future my country is going backwards every year, I really dissappointed my parents. one side of me says end it all you useless garbage (sorry for long post I vented a little bit if thats the correct word. If not, sorry..)",3.8395124113475174,5.5612054867021286,5.428851063829789,78.4636666666667,72.59042553191489,8.311205673758867,31.150354609929074,8.936278230431713,2.7954403546099296,1517,70,280,31,30,514,195,376,0.139,0.7659999999999999,0.096,-0.9354,3,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,3,3,7,11,23,7,2,14,0,22,6,0,5,5,50,48,21,0,6,12,3,2,4,1,0,0,2,1,2,17,7,0,2,13,0,2,5,14,14,0,1,7,6,52,10,31,40,8,34,0,5,2,6,25,12,5,14,20,177,69,21,0.0,0.0,0.07283639514688292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050756729623531865,0.0782649599282674,0.11419647427277226,0.0,0.0,0.15656689354266098,0.0,0.06142111398055721,0.0,0.20933072554853752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549892801007426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814858950011401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198687160208297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262427247490268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610754430389701,0.0,0.0,0.24649007880317794,0.0,0.06288614319101052,0.07132027148651111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0377394609198305,0.053321748976531344,0.0,0.08176281259841611,0.2046546707543637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057665508772168764,0.34501038582251004,0.0,0.0,0.08483754274322186,0.0,0.17908564570269087,0.0,0.08222270662921367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686142254278059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002860353940651,0.07885965790028876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425776513635783,0.3224894896058573,0.0,0.07406717998186475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305807904775908,0.0608403275733955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458583755788762,0.07480737073536135,0.0,0.06605271095841038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567170935448599,0.07498439080979552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741569216971358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432352797553842,0.0,0.07832053501967168,0.0,0.05057696945471905,0.05676593158498725,0.0,0.0,0.1657544106249611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148303715527206,0.0,0.08047291133568253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781532505854998,0.0767407941476622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374085882537142,0.0,0.11871103892675687,0.07472614480520218,0.15107626423105364,0.05947720949058598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521690731046388,0.0,0.05746035266792991,0.0,0.1671033476173744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611885224487277,0.059991587413909586,0.06523732617815797,0.06871708947978539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132027148651111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795618161979462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044023712582423095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883884253769813
socialanxiety,Jesslynngarr,2019/03/29,"Needing advice. Did treatment help your SA? I’ve been dealing with depression and probably generalized anxiety but mostly in social situations. I’m so socially anxious that the idea of being referred to a psychiatrist and having to meet and talk to a stranger triggers my anxiety, like literally only THINKING about it because I’ve never had the courage to do it. My heart rate increases so much I worry people will notice me trembling. It’s also so hard for me to talk, I’m always self conscious about coming off as rude. I avoid social situations at all costs. I will never do anything extra if it involves more social contact, every move I make and every single word I try to say are carefully planned. I can’t do anything spontaneously. Even hypothesizing it right now is giving me the feeling of impending doom. Sometimes when I remember a social situation I have planned (like my meeting today) my heart and stomach will “drop” so severely it feels like I might throw up and my heart will stop.

I’m a mom with a 3 year old boy and he has pushed me out of my comfort zone. Phone calls, doctors appointments, school, I know I need to do these things for him. He also has a speech delay so we’ve met with speech therapists and had tons of extra appointments and he also is eligible for free preschool provided by our town. My husband works all day so I do these things alone. We have a “play session” at preschool today which is actually a school with pre-k to first grade in it. I am so incredibly anxious about going to a building full of kids and strangers and acting like I know what I’m doing. I literally dreamed about my alarm going off, and have now been awake since 430am worrying about the whole thing. The only thing saving me is that this is not a strange new school (going places I’ve never been before is a huge trigger) I attended this school as a child. 

This is getting to be enough to push me to go to therapy and try a new SSRI or whatever on earth they think would help. Did medication and treatment help alleviate some of your symptoms? I could really use some encouraging words right now",5.231482243952655,6.695807850746268,6.019191971178589,76.59783582089555,68.75124378109453,8.927912163321325,31.275004288900327,9.314750747691287,2.8811956424772687,1684,70,302,34,29,552,218,402,0.135,0.758,0.107,-0.9005,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,2,1,4,22,17,1,3,18,0,38,7,4,4,5,60,61,30,0,5,4,2,3,4,0,6,3,3,0,4,20,21,0,3,10,2,2,12,5,6,0,1,8,6,37,12,43,44,15,45,1,2,0,0,36,15,0,7,21,207,57,8,0.0,0.0,0.07268599260023867,0.0,0.0,0.07278525628312764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714333549729062,0.0,0.17869535161826144,0.061976955819899586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396066578013905,0.16829225536450848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225885665342474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540497560305989,0.0,0.06338070584346163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605686122965112,0.0,0.07594177095857609,0.0,0.0,0.0641616823785139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594697020347285,0.0,0.0,0.04803625141146305,0.07679010639922168,0.06415327165927256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623790045586229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696225664508577,0.0,0.049196218477835466,0.0,0.12551257456993886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532306264262419,0.05321164293927587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335636008086272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038915004802093985,0.07145218690925698,0.1693247171725289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672335793644726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647929820173589,0.14977589291723187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408377818346831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186931460137195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555718726371836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497188898695994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503515834241957,0.0,0.07901613718392361,0.0,0.08723518429734449,0.0,0.07916508887258374,0.05475457618980137,0.11045842094590017,0.17234079486308435,0.14387492149972855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480093956709323,0.07815880807124505,0.0,0.0,0.11329742705720976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516380780034134,0.0,0.077820304873227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030673986637303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771658943821997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084376262039709,0.12721847597126934,0.0,0.059232954071905076,0.0,0.3015286026120695,0.0,0.0,0.07770343377364873,0.08414612768225424,0.0,0.06161423376568965,0.2511706302439807,0.0,0.37963713399613147,0.0,0.0,0.07366693836195465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622722616381511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741777144358257,0.0,0.11973541716474186,0.0,0.0,0.0851793590734704,0.08648208490983048,0.19793640116165115,0.09545314296555732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120493148179047,0.0,0.0,0.10113998473524063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433057366309841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315912993896896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054225502481290364,0.1512849698918439,0.0,0.05291155354873033,0.0,0.0,0.04796548692146254
socialanxiety,JPMXCV,2019/03/29,"Feel anxious to lose weight, (Exercise, Change diet, Gym, etc) So I'm a mid 20's year old male, and I've always been between overweight and fat, feeling self-conscious about myself, can't wear the clothes I want to and have gained weight over the course of 9 months. I've always wanted to become lean and muscular, but I feel so anxious about joining a gym, having a big diet shack up or at times exercising in public, but feel exercising at home won't help, too small, what advice can people give to get I started and to beat the anxiety? Fat to lean and muscular stories are welcome also!

​

Side note: I usually have the problem of feeling hungry quite often and find it hard to control myself at times, overeat sugar regularly, but have changed some habits over time, no soft drinks or fruit juice for example

​

Me:

90Kg

6ft

Caucasian

Belly fat above all else",8.806445783132531,7.567855397590362,8.14105421686747,73.65326807228917,61.28915662650604,10.468674698795182,37.61746987951807,9.188382445141503,3.3885566265060234,700,28,124,9,8,220,114,166,0.125,0.816,0.06,-0.8698,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,7,0,9,18,6,1,1,25,20,15,0,3,5,0,9,0,0,1,7,0,1,1,2,7,12,1,6,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,11,7,1,20,18,3,19,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,4,8,66,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200901876195341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827795443947243,0.20451461278222194,0.2663102930666553,0.29865831099977624,0.0,0.0,0.0940132551127416,0.2776695384985999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572630787573456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600102327742851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378356039096987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038892589469286,0.0,0.0,0.10266181977391417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705883121422538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31069344214590305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123225090451651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420682520811373,0.11789072361551585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008851218472296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237297863066949,0.0,0.12327228452476048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748648513580075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809248599105763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895614310793832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519893715314923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759256240582168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071245347507265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282048098348544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698471103266797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149807107196233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534992010858735,0.0,0.1449716393917835,0.0,0.0,0.29930255430716063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29865831099977624,0.0791394386419989
socialanxiety,yusuo85,2019/03/29,"I'm a cynical asshole through SA I really want to change who I am, I find that I'm incredibly cynical through my anxiety, I mock radio adverts, I'm sarcastic to people's comments and well I dont really know why I do it and although I catch myself sometimes and stop myself I don't know how to correct the behaviour and think more positive, I so desperately want to be more positive and sometimes hate who I am.

Any advice,?",4.382509803921568,5.491736682352943,6.732647058823531,72.02524509803925,70.41176470588233,10.84313725490196,35.34313725490196,10.864195022040775,4.359196078431372,338,18,62,11,6,121,51,85,0.23800000000000002,0.615,0.146,-0.8033,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,14,15,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,13,1,6,14,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324522755619123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176564747802558,0.0,0.18197652545248105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516440829839031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787920204276897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21741678768203587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485593071482996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261463783321108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491511262727365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047823244262984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705361588425159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988772130700119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242304159492126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806139963351968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388148536376653,0.0,0.21464849294345356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slimy_unicorns,2019/03/29,Does anyone feel awkward when it’s silent sometimes? I feel really awkward when it’s silent when I’m with other people and I think it’s because I don’t want people to think I’m awkward or shy for not talking. I’m also very honest about how I feel when trying to start a conversation because I’ll talk about how I only know a few conversation starters and how weird conversation starters are. I’ll also talk about how I don’t like silence and how I’m socially anxious and awkward. To me talking about my SA is like an excuse for me rambling. Does anybody relate?,5.564791403286981,5.989827805309734,6.3694310998735775,78.14911504424781,67.4070796460177,8.227054361567639,32.95701643489254,7.957251820313856,2.4302804045512008,454,19,84,5,7,150,57,113,0.11800000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.106,0.3513,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,5,0,19,16,16,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,9,3,10,16,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,9,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857496066210728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018356045594544,0.0,0.12492363337881107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781966570004285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312694159509825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710084760492765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818718378719217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456907227082086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587942377736525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477215049387284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445454404207225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212196464386385,0.0,0.0,0.1766998844732917,0.0,0.1264568798841902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5744024348186553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895697458953074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129880795736465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741369144699168,0.10537864051934304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StardudeFlipFlop,2019/03/29,"I’m at a party; I always forget how goddamn stressful these are It’s for one of my best friends and favourite people in the world, so it was important to me to go but goddamn I know almost nobody and I feel too awkward talking people I do know because they’re involved in conversations with people who are just acquaintances to me but with whom they’re friends so I don’t want to intrude. I’m currently hiding in the bathroom but I’ve been here too long, I probably have to go out at some point. What the hell do I do, Reddit? ",1.7521464646464653,3.99732089814815,3.316868686868688,88.76954545454547,80.75925925925927,5.779124579124581,25.558922558922557,6.980632752743323,1.1606740740740749,419,17,84,5,11,138,69,108,0.182,0.696,0.122,-0.8339,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,2,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,17,17,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,1,10,3,15,15,2,12,1,0,0,0,7,8,1,2,2,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344538666794923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948203100554037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427274267995904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457117937305061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838644076841667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617865317758032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661303178189002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573505756076761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720341952108404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865694031286146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869622701310543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213346559398597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524387290942421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682025500973781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819003602269785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809976388153028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Amel221,2019/03/29,"I reached out to my friend to hang out, but I can't stop panicking about it now I've had social anxiety a long time, and being 20 now means trying to go out into the world of your own accord and make some friends so you feel like a functioning human being, and so you don't feel so lonely and isolated. I have a good friend whom I have a lot in common, and I reached out first and invited her to hang out, but I rarely ever hang out  with anyone, and thinking about the span of time to fill while hanging out when your life is kinda boring and you have nothing to really talk about gives me such a panicky feeling inside. Sometimes sharing my worries with the reddit community makes me feel loads better, I'm glad I've found this subreddit. Go r/socialanxiety! ",6.724078947368422,5.929275355263162,7.0357894736842095,78.4605263157895,65.18421052631578,9.96842105263158,31.5,9.188382445141503,2.5087078947368417,602,19,119,9,8,196,94,152,0.11,0.662,0.228,0.9621,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,2,11,10,0,0,8,0,9,1,0,2,1,34,22,15,0,0,2,0,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,18,0,1,7,0,0,7,2,2,0,1,2,4,16,8,22,18,3,29,0,1,0,0,15,11,0,3,12,81,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816230735763207,0.0,0.0,0.1262831939743952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973041884757164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163367534775109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652771966785792,0.12902422632322105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536224948253771,0.0,0.19802402711794967,0.4186048543609488,0.0,0.0,0.17325274368223678,0.20528393246112644,0.15148287970220015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756663110689234,0.08823446540598885,0.0,0.0,0.15982971473256122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354388660482518,0.0,0.0,0.2411104391719349,0.0,0.0,0.1967317579859814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732953392129222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570016813942212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410402232200815,0.0,0.0,0.17862293292838813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099384148744693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516343331852002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572437196973386,0.0,0.0,0.2106244202464683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226189190935024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341311333782867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,schizhoe,2019/03/29,"Alcohol as a coping mechanism for SA Idk if it's only me, but I use alcohol as a coping mechanism for my anxiety. I just find solace and feel like I could do anything after drinking at least three shots of it. I know it's unhealthy and I'm only 15 but my family can't afford to send me to a psychologist for better help and I'm kind of always in the situation where I either ride or die. I'm not expecting to find better options to cope with my SA atm from y'all, i just want to express this and let this secret be known for some reason. ",3.123065217391304,3.81970542608696,5.71538043478261,79.68959239130437,73.0,8.880434782608695,25.67934782608696,9.188382445141503,2.006760869565217,424,13,88,9,8,153,75,115,0.111,0.755,0.134,0.4118,1,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,0,5,3,0,2,0,26,12,10,1,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,7,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,12,4,18,9,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,2,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178084873633541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265157269887484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953849595980764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085997511428193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457650215940248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607156621229706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028730784451791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149192193079584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427724156153366,0.0,0.09883846695310744,0.13964799166830427,0.0,0.0,0.3573227848541847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310233468396335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035580249689055,0.10742841915620953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998873082060132,0.0,0.0954996301160165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29733639624284913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098173798591185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972305396685224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882837887891486,0.0,0.0,0.11529672536855272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nocturnflate,2019/03/29,"How to get over intense self consciousness? I notice that whenever people laugh I immediately assume they are laughing at me. They could be across a room and I still assume they are laughing at me. I’m already aware that I get paranoid over it and they probably aren’t even laughing at me but I still end up assuming they are laughing at me. How do I get over this paranoid feeling?

I like to think I have good self confidence but it’s like I’m wired be paranoid over people laughing...

",1.7649649122806998,4.4764047157894735,3.023815789473684,87.48379385964914,86.05263157894737,5.692982456140351,25.811403508771928,7.1686216300943375,1.4789824561403515,388,17,73,6,12,125,49,95,0.062,0.645,0.294,0.9734,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,5,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,0,13,16,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,17,9,12,13,0,14,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,3,5,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24892522784300025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180101550243538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997905743901444,0.0,0.0,0.14898872721446965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405640088044937,0.1611492752859721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35355748151381416,0.0,0.0,0.1891997881164448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204069818609133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568161627785394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127675970052958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432056635577584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706433159428934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602855078783823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453796164705654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,91377,2019/03/29,"What is your definition of healthy? Are you working to eliminate anti-social, reactive, learned behaviours?  

What will it look like to break the social anxiety cycle?  I will still be introverted.  How do you define success?",4.928918918918917,8.487765675675675,5.7932972972973005,66.70778378378381,81.43243243243244,9.446486486486489,34.42702702702703,9.3871,4.884442162162164,178,10,24,6,5,58,32,37,0.04,0.728,0.23199999999999998,0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,19,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957841092215397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527592363013542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344577256655263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273901968805921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131697147382195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766491192330013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oat_cat,2019/03/29,"I take getting downvoted way too personally if i get downvoted i just delete my whole post or comment. most of the time i am not sure why is happens, because i only asked a question. either way it takes so much courage to actually post and when i get downvoted it reminds me of how socially inept i am and i take it too personally. anyone else?",2.267142857142858,4.672850588235296,4.683865546218488,78.78382352941179,79.88235294117645,8.003361344537815,30.302521008403357,8.841846274778883,2.958934453781513,272,14,51,7,7,95,48,68,0.031,0.9129999999999999,0.055999999999999994,0.3646,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,11,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,2,3,11,4,6,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,2,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.18215140768687932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051570348608407,0.1912533109164551,0.0,0.0,0.17450015318069412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378506265399226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592891493919767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925635043808901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650611666114566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721520162934472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196191788474335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32596535618611616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35753378011936204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20909982267352084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027445562428968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759230771316454,0.0,0.4210310482923326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088418558109568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963210684133389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842992818398442,0.2083971345580768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThrowAwayaccountvvv,2019/03/29,"How do I deal with coworkers sexualizing my social anxiety? (Perceiving my symptoms as sexual and acting repulsed/spreading rumors) I work in a kitchen and all I’m trying to do is my job. I’m not trying to make friends or anything but I still feel uncomfortable in my environment.



Basically the way I navigate the kitchen is I look down and avoid eye contact. There’s a lot of foot traffic so I have to do a lot of looking around. As a result I’ve developed a habit of looking at peoples feet/legs to see where I’m going. Which was fine at first until one of my coworkers spread a rumor that I’m doing it to look at peoples asses/bodies and now everyone is uncomfortable around me or laughing at me. Some even make jokes about their butt to try and get my attention.



Now I’m paranoid about people watching my eyes/where I’m looking so now I’m looking at the ground when I walk (not at people) and now I’m bumping into people while I’m trying to navigate the kitchen and it’s making things worse and one of my coworkers yells at me when I accidentally bump into her.



There is also another rumor being spread about how I have a crush on one of my coworkers and people keep gossiping about it. (The rumor was spread because my boss told me to teach him how to follow a certain recipe) I was nervous the whole time and he followed me a lot as I was helping him (some of my coworkers saw) and spread it around the kitchen.




I try to ignore it. I interact with people only when necessary. I’m basically a loner there and I don’t understand why people are picking on me when I haven’t done anything to them. I just want to do my job and now I don’t even want to come to work and at times I want to quit.



I’m currently looking for other jobs but I’m not in a place financially where I can leave until I have a place to go. ",3.1654060066740826,4.5901500752688165,5.019210233592883,81.92467741935484,73.78494623655914,8.034260289210234,27.61253244345569,8.641336200584522,2.05141219873934,1436,55,289,27,29,492,160,372,0.102,0.8390000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.946,5,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,4,31,9,0,2,19,0,23,8,3,9,2,56,60,34,0,3,8,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,9,22,4,3,4,1,0,7,6,4,0,4,7,13,43,5,54,52,7,49,0,0,11,1,18,24,1,7,17,205,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587359122970173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637518473810625,0.06301505533760936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557178261519248,0.21998807815415986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021376508539613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914977401216652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095697340758789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492285949721416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429609241677885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881306838845108,0.0,0.0,0.07871085132945091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04165022139990334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006636033853116,0.0,0.0,0.06364111062956021,0.0,0.043036448835746616,0.0,0.09362885298719904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055212829302746375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452272265836868,0.07321683261993348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722102441995022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842075235147556,0.0,0.0,0.21009152270690265,0.0,0.0,0.16495368336133406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745405929354154,0.06264831454558847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568560663470583,0.0,0.17212433024696033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761373573512245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564054925940008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396881447895822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578311718796066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561699983472662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472490524314957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606461958490096,0.0,0.0,0.07871085132945091,0.0,0.2796290145949154,0.0,0.0,0.08575311067754733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575704034024667,0.06538378664169475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432874447588132,0.09196641909834906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199369279277658,0.0,0.08394503880194508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Confused_Underscore,2019/03/29,"How do i stop overthinking everything? I do it all the fucking time and I'm sick of it. Whenever I'm not distracted and start thinking, all I can think about I how I fucked up. It may be about something that happened months ago or just now, it always happen. What do I do?I'm desperate.",1.912105263157894,4.294683631578952,3.2272807017543883,88.84513157894737,81.10526315789474,7.308771929824562,25.28947368421053,8.344100000000001,1.819715789473684,225,9,46,5,6,73,40,57,0.214,0.7509999999999999,0.035,-0.8891,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,1,1,0,6,3,0,2,2,13,15,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,13,2,7,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,6,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435742316284045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286374148132153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24695286397480876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50805590390782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859707828817356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193252805214371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153762765699444,0.0,0.0,0.19448937352913293,0.0,0.0,0.2297268190598603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521334591982971,0.0,0.0,0.1602253363544335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwawayyyy24,2019/03/29,"Does anyone else sometimes say or do something out of character because you're too socially anxious? This is such a bad trait to have... I'll be joking with a friend and I'm so anxious that I'll say or do something that gives off the wrong impression of me.  Or you could be trying so hard to be funny that you say something you shouldn't. 

The other day out of anxiety I made a joke that kinda made me sound gay. I'm in no way gay, ( obviously there's nothing wrong with being gay, )  and I normally wouldn't even joke about something like that, but I was so anxious and nervous that I did anyway. 

I feel like most people don't truly know me because I'm never completely calm and anxious free so I'm also thinking/saying/doing stuff that I normally wouldn't out of anxiety",3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846153,4.835128205128207,83.55153846153848,72.84615384615384,7.507692307692308,27.743589743589745,8.07648339933343,1.8327666666666669,612,23,119,9,12,203,87,156,0.188,0.6890000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.8177,0,0,4,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,11,13,0,1,5,0,15,3,0,2,2,27,24,13,0,6,4,0,2,2,1,3,0,4,0,0,10,9,0,0,2,3,1,0,6,4,0,0,4,6,12,10,14,12,1,8,0,0,0,3,9,5,0,5,4,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605699030340806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377733615361816,0.5427890785728278,0.0,0.08398813480116285,0.12307338066896005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029212308956653,0.14644360678883686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259396927262251,0.0,0.0,0.09590312014214768,0.0,0.0,0.07746509958300624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511461486558886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034178552858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793357069195334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607344284478815,0.08581113426104515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280158303993327,0.0,0.0,0.11522653437167077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760064358031952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601279681530611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736554867513553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731396235858836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264112306854866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235377011846628,0.11525486370877848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327354315276345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865639939181929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244347769151495,0.0,0.3698856944579907,0.11879812742470178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750446685359152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155110733171718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534275636409403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626567139313318,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sunstorm9G1,2019/03/29,"So when Someone talks shit about me i just can't think of a good comeback so i just stay silent and this is becoming way to often. Just a few hours ago my friends were saying stuff like i can get knocked out with one punch (since i'm skinny) and that i'm retarded and that kind of things. And whenever i try to make a comeback it just gets worse as they just use that comeback to insult me  like after one of them insulted me i didnt reply. Then the same kid did a fortnite dance and i said that it depresses me and he said that my face depresses him, funny insult i know but after he said that i just started to remember all those times where someone has told me that i'm ugly and it started to make me want to leave the class and go back home. Then his friend said that i can get knocked out with one punch and they started laughing at me and i just couldnt think of a reply.this happens waaay to often. Like i fear that everytime i reply to someone i make myself look like the one who is salty over a joke (which is true) or just get roasted harder so i just don't reply to them and by doing this i know they are going to keep making fun of me. ",4.172658402203858,4.2567850537190095,4.842495867768594,89.07950137741051,70.36363636363636,7.77564738292011,26.46391184573003,7.3011,1.0725346556473827,901,25,202,8,15,290,122,242,0.11599999999999999,0.76,0.125,0.6366,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,0,18,19,4,1,9,0,14,3,3,5,2,44,44,20,0,2,11,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,1,1,19,15,1,1,5,2,0,3,4,7,0,4,8,6,33,12,26,35,3,22,0,2,1,0,23,5,1,3,16,140,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892390706362353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858111177328022,0.0,0.0,0.12324999410516024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223647070894506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557752379474613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243895632628026,0.0,0.2332190701203289,0.0,0.12684616540648594,0.09360217424027936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868475872844136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119407768383174,0.0,0.10990045433505044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919244084210704,0.0,0.11621098494687852,0.12266146130408045,0.0,0.0,0.11816499014474502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808240828707492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371327878904863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979671548743859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30248375545858897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264175185972948,0.0,0.4246167803357252,0.08874632381123666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455260094134402,0.09231409823851217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836670409410553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369665532749401,0.11894743323475415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775173643445195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969735065447093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414001304999307,0.14301355836715848,0.0,0.0,0.06507304231978303,0.0,0.0,0.10663560802550782,0.0,0.07576696094441905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638387972913612,0.0,0.0,0.06582273540075853,0.08858041459066802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372676196707455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zestycitrusfruits,2019/02/14,"Going to a party alone I have a birthday party coming up. My friend and I don’t really have many mutual friends and I am the only one going to the party so I won’t know anyone else there. I’d rather not go but feel I have to because I’ve bailed on her parties in previous years for the reason that I would only know her (I’ve not told her this and have used the usual excuses). 

I’ve decided that I probably won’t be trying to engage strangers in conversation when I get there - it’s just not me and it would be actual torture for all involved. So my question is: how long should I stay in order to not seem rude and are there any surefire excuses I can use to leave almost immediately after arriving and saying happy birthday? If not I was planning on just waiting until she’s busy with someone else and then slipping out and hoping she doesn’t notice till much later. ",5.003081664098616,5.315111033898309,6.418787878787877,77.70272727272727,68.6045197740113,8.922239342578326,28.520287621982536,8.841846274778883,2.1913887005649717,691,22,132,11,11,236,109,177,0.046,0.782,0.172,0.9669,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,2,0,6,0,18,0,0,4,1,38,32,17,0,6,10,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,1,7,0,0,4,9,2,0,1,2,2,19,5,19,23,2,22,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,5,9,96,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.15271886829982434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670952052003845,0.16208408900480792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064235852292545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942660715537222,0.16035006027493556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539935056562288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480863603185148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614669601200029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912977777523375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24181897585292805,0.0,0.08176342209349577,0.0,0.2668232033783722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659437154506826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554372102901167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201373506953738,0.0,0.0,0.16570812945774435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849525701211934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586637805402825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504358144949535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178173304898993,0.0,0.0,0.1060466751763734,0.2380466197472297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687306452110087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531288221108965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025622926016664,0.1609053717036174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445299827806318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246933753033922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259972260135655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680538491973634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953995356705035,0.0,0.10625144856711184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27032697925554955,0.17235975478134807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223424978837289,0.0,0.0,0.1007791820410764
socialanxiety,ElectricMan68,2019/02/14,"I asked a girl out and got her number, but I keep getting this feeling that she wan't to be rude and just said yes. Aaaah why must you do this to me brain do this to me",-0.6907894736842088,1.0452922894736858,0.8465789473684211,105.91355263157897,86.63157894736842,3.8,14.76315789473684,3.1291,-1.6158105263157898,129,2,35,0,4,41,30,38,0.0,0.759,0.24100000000000002,0.8341,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,4,1,1,0,1,8,10,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,7,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882630039867835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636283464817161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999549531744666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216984690265957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33216495375552063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691506194882603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950592055586973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747567476933712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,calestinee,2019/02/14,Can't come up with an original idea? Social Anxiety? Depression? Learning Disability? Anyone else? Why can't I come up with any original ideas about anything? I suck at writing. I don't even know how to write a simple essay in any language. I don't even know how to text or talk. I don't know what's my problem but It's like I can't produce ideas or think. even in the simplest topics. ,-0.013776371308015456,2.3311876962025337,2.2129430379746857,90.92253691983123,96.08860759493672,5.164978902953587,21.77320675105485,6.816661863887847,0.854214345991561,304,12,62,5,12,102,50,79,0.11699999999999999,0.792,0.091,0.2523,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,5,0,23,13,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,10,13,0,9,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,2,3,36,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433479177978912,0.0,0.13687581154389328,0.0,0.0,0.12510731030901104,0.1833280339250663,0.1472386056672369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082531077002942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410634996639572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946743285589054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35453139640491443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6059477784418867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949946492474263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874128717851002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712054049348763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238974106440972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381174664764804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464680658353014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614504211202824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,quiltmeknot,2019/02/14,Been trying to make a success at a tiny business for a year and half And it has not been going well... Feel like my social anxiety and general anti-social personality is getting in the way. I keep on trying but it's so frustrating!! Can anyone else relate? Just needed to vent,1.3543650793650777,3.9920979814814856,4.025978835978837,79.93833333333333,87.70370370370371,6.048677248677249,20.67724867724868,7.447530270364453,1.22834708994709,217,7,38,4,7,76,45,54,0.128,0.7979999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.6054,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,11,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,1,2,3,6,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,28,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22358784423876985,0.0,0.0,0.2043638937733889,0.2994679588123794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441563686030444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778187791757574,0.2087997021033433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270044225659413,0.0,0.16610533217656567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597854382540137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427896962998684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509432184847636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216716531517637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552012809421322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979352491567253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968680070178326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319924948896953,0.0,0.0,0.2627882916005998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821406044298086
socialanxiety,subsidebud,2019/02/14,"Is this what social anxiety feels like? Hey all introverted dude here 22 years old. I'm posting because I guess I need input from someone i dont know. 

Last year I was depressed and overall disgusted with myself so I changed what a look like, how i dress, how i act, have a girlfriend now and generally I'm a lot happier with how I look and feel (usually). 

However despite changing all this, I still feel really shitty about myself as a person like I'm just not good enough. I always feel like people will judge me for anything I say so I just prefer not to talk to anyone unless we have common interests or it's necessary like work. small talk absolutely kills me because I just dont want to talk to others. 

I've thought about trying antidepressants because my best friend has been on them for over a year with great results but I'm also hesitant. This is something I dont feel comfortable talking about with my gf or anyone because I dont want to disappoint them? I'm just tired ",4.571302738712063,5.907493476683942,5.5605218356772745,79.75027202072539,70.19170984455957,8.623094004441155,29.8478904515174,9.04235418022936,2.526499925980755,783,31,147,15,14,258,113,193,0.133,0.747,0.12,-0.5213,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,2,16,15,2,0,5,0,12,1,0,4,2,38,30,14,1,4,10,0,5,5,3,1,1,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,8,24,11,19,26,5,14,0,2,2,0,14,3,0,4,14,93,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374839662945076,0.08713943531635437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011419674446663,0.0,0.0,0.14645205108505266,0.0,0.08617959951984104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553571005391723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099022322167327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156993627200214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019932960777596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909468123934176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820872848633532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26476006517850026,0.14963085736118642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091013220089924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783820609239447,0.0,0.11545947812447477,0.11536619037854072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586249140075927,0.0,0.057554019471620414,0.08536470156811052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558162734963814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588493777368272,0.0,0.0,0.08903329262247972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776521232757242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989107661433134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260300055903253,0.09144166893529493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029742404954303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708939804903673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328137614477826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675376047082412,0.08873299580925685,0.0806222788918897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836333724476663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366953572041588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313980514528761,0.0,0.12036576907049415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110127499117824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533958818810858,0.0,0.1235388182940081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624091250458047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023180417487468
socialanxiety,70x1cNature,2019/02/14,"Glances Why is it that when I’m in my please-no-one-look-at-me mood, everyone I pass by is glancing at me? 


Maybe it’s my loud boots... ugh",-2.9224999999999994,-1.3143007499999992,-0.18774999999999945,107.80775,103.375,3.8100000000000014,15.775,5.6839178017228535,-1.0499199999999995,104,3,30,1,5,35,26,32,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838001440042461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251722160425677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086556502902676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34308822156011154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568653073077752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bingoradar,2019/02/14,"Do interactions repeat in your head regardless if they were positive or negative? It’s a common scenario, it seems, that negative or “cringy” interactions with others “replay” over and over again in the minds of those with social anxiety - however, for me at least, social interactions PERIOD repeat themselves over and over again - regardless of whether they happen to be cringe-inducing or nothing bad even happened.",18.98147058823529,12.555300088235295,16.23764705882353,39.20441176470592,48.117647058823536,20.658823529411766,57.529411764705884,17.122413403193686,9.160388235294116,338,16,44,12,2,107,50,68,0.12,0.794,0.085,-0.3919,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,13,6,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,13,4,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,5,6,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136123595271111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331477591691492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844306583665674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938493592856016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28657345415433844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819455696767238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679314424628313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542030917369842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5692854347725784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ukriva13,2019/02/14,"Happy Valentine's Day!!!  I just want to wish you all a Happy Valentine's Day! If you don't like Valentine's Day (like me) then have a good day or if your day sucks, then I hope it gets better! If you want to a new friend feel free to message me (just be warned, I have social anxiety, so I suck at talking, but I want to get better at it). I am always looking forward to meeting new people. (I am a male if that means anything...)! I understand making friends is hard and talking is also difficult, but reaching out and practicing will make us all better communicators! I hope your day is good and happy! Feel free to message me if you want! ",2.9837209302325576,4.331086635658913,4.442550387596898,86.18801162790699,74.11627906976744,6.710387596899222,26.853488372093025,7.1686216300943375,1.2814148837209296,492,18,101,5,10,164,67,129,0.087,0.56,0.353,0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,6,0,3,4,19,2,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,2,29,28,15,0,12,10,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,19,18,9,26,2,14,0,0,1,0,16,4,2,8,13,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644486540946393,0.10034999413931588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225971162879884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924464480803853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199863116735253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666674073140527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219593443199693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863526258276698,0.0,0.12601846774047987,0.0,0.0,0.20230940066524586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851471764285614,0.10803513159528404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956872852284236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178394670697873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127476963045244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100469088950084,0.0,0.0,0.13137023843291126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329550933615972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360979910123739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293790060384475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386961253254165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255502708042712,0.1450685889162849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28453523130543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386856141395151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,w33dwick,2019/02/14,"When I remember to make eye contact, I forget to actually listen to what they are saying So someone will be talking to me, then I'll remember I'm suppose to make eye contact. So then I look at them, but I'm like ""I dont want to stare, so I should look away"". So I become hyper aware of trying to focus on looking/not looking at them, but not looking away/at them for too long. So I'm doing all this micromanagement, that I don't actually hear what they are saying.",5.847525773195876,4.617439938144329,7.547134020618558,75.50688659793816,67.14432989690721,9.821855670103092,32.802061855670104,8.841846274778883,2.575999587628866,362,13,75,5,5,128,54,97,0.032,0.93,0.038,0.3542,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,2,2,1,11,20,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,13,1,13,17,1,8,0,0,7,0,12,4,0,0,5,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.32930710203874924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170497924945941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634609802888671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774719353960254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901679822906361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243165877631774,0.0,0.0,0.1493183921558213,0.5667539041318721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252536280214153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822703844188469,0.0,0.0,0.2683575163909827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429621331899465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561664987771105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455479275279262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951976056934904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,roommaate,2019/02/14,"I don’t have anybody to room with at college next year I don’t know if this post technically fits this sub, but here I go. I’m a college freshman, and I have had some major social anxiety issues this year. I barely made any legitimate friends, but I did get involved in a lot of groups where I’d say I’m friends with people. Even so, I mostly make friends with girls easier (I’m a guy). Now housing selection is coming up and I have nobody to room with. I was going to room with one friend in a group, but I waited too long and was indecisive (I was considering a different option) so he picked someone else.

My school is small, so the only people searching for roommates right now are transfers and commuters. That means I’ll have to go random, and that scares the shit out of me and to me solidifies the fact that I have almost no real friends at school. I’m embarrassed and scared and everything, and I don’t know what to do.",5.456631016042781,5.412196802139043,6.247486631016043,80.55005347593584,67.6096256684492,9.15294117647059,30.368983957219246,8.841846274778883,2.23408449197861,730,25,149,11,11,241,107,187,0.08800000000000001,0.758,0.154,0.9516,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,4,8,0,17,1,1,3,1,36,32,16,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,2,7,16,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,6,1,16,5,20,26,4,24,0,0,0,0,13,13,1,8,6,95,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377904806725172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357540572499214,0.0,0.10526664633140632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853362001232084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376684190835745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495044460400294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088611225455732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366955893934314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5315623583037208,0.0,0.0718923853145992,0.0,0.2346104903268177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362495461412549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877648508015174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362277483593106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124706628450074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177516701752365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698595888198188,0.0,0.13020418612331175,0.0918517062016918,0.0,0.0,0.14989104326739625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634336360381262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324399881886132,0.10465400585934567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907945081649824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178654838230727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156623422253677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751302280669942,0.0,0.10942818532635043,0.2755311214995785,0.27852509067650305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124847889009345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402698997766095,0.11659138164453163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772248666085016
socialanxiety,Matteratzi,2019/02/14,"What to say to yourself if you get scared and ""pussy out"" I know you're not meant to be hard on yourself, but what if you want to go talk to someone but get too scared and stop yourself from doing it.

I currently just get angry at myself and call myself names. Is this a case where you're meant to go easy on yourself? I find it hard to do that when simple things like talking to a stranger at age 24 feel impssoble. I feel pathetic ",3.7586666666666666,4.308817755555555,4.026666666666667,92.91,71.44444444444444,6.888888888888888,26.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.7064444444444447,338,10,77,2,6,105,56,90,0.20600000000000002,0.71,0.084,-0.9072,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,19,15,8,0,3,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,5,8,1,14,12,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,5,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22929278832661334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708056550582806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052365403727424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519575938799207,0.0,0.2552362528863357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023091287337585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234079550473148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970480765667434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785728332774592,0.4496316271311465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902622555048811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773560038590567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609729249837968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918242943477006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244663947530988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,doug_on_a_rug,2019/02/14,"Anyone else get this? What helps? I'm a uni student (20m) and often get anxiety and depression

One day everything's fine and you think the people around you enjoy having you there and like you, then the next your perception totally changes. Often because of a trigger which makes me spiral into anxious thoughts. Sometimes I think they only put up with me because I don't have other friends and they feel sorry for me, and they just lie to me when they say they like hanging out. Sometimes when it's really bad even as far as they think I'm actually a terrible person (sometimes that they think I'm and arsehole, or they just don't care about me because they think I'm a useless waste of space). I end up looking far to into every word that is said thinking they are secretly taking the piss out of me, when I'm like this I often think I'm the only one that can't tell that they are taking the piss because I have some kind of mental disorder that I don't know about but everyone else does. Sometimes I even think my own family hate spending time with me and don't really like me but are obliged to since I'm family. Then the next day my perception might change again. This goes back and forth to the point where I'm never sure what to believe. I think it plays a large part in my suicidal urges (though I'd never act on it as it would hurt family and you can overcome this eventually)

Thankfully I no longer get this, but about a year ago I used to scroll through instagram and think the posts (memes, jokes ect...) were actually insulting jokes about me as my brain would make some connection to my life, this would really freak me out. I thought a panel comedy show called 'mock the week' was actually a play on words for 'mock the weak' and the content show was actually taking the piss out of me and my brain would make connections to what they were saying to me or stuff that's happened my life. In this delusion the reason it wasn't so obvious that they were jokingly insulting me was because (again) I was mentally deficient and the people on the show were so much smarted they were able to make jokes that I would find funny but had a secret meaning underneath that would insult me which I was only just seeing a glimpse of every now and then. Definitely thought I was going insane, was an awful time in my life and I suffered it alone as I was far to afraid/incapable of speaking to someone about it, I didn't want everyone to think I was crazy. This was definitely a severe case and thankfully I am doing a lot better now, I was doing drugs like mdma and smoking a lot of weed in the period before this due to depression, which I think is what amplified it.

Does anyone else have similar experiences? What was your experience and did you find any ways of helping?",8.10682427664079,6.576814669724772,8.109036697247705,74.25958892025406,62.853211009174316,11.76076217360621,34.723006351446706,10.727762888450028,3.4798426252646433,2205,75,428,46,26,717,230,545,0.17600000000000002,0.723,0.102,-0.9929,0,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,8,14,1,27,39,9,0,30,1,46,10,5,7,5,90,93,39,1,7,9,0,1,5,1,7,5,4,0,1,36,28,0,0,25,9,1,4,10,18,0,2,25,7,66,21,55,61,8,54,0,5,2,0,37,23,3,10,30,295,102,1,0.059608020439643535,0.0,0.23267531755508095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283891357759428,0.0,0.0,0.06173593233709005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405354979450753,0.0,0.04559997248200066,0.06734009634833896,0.0,0.08335862769381397,0.1221509221807464,0.0,0.05306377582549345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045834888334567364,0.049770207238425235,0.1816824799918185,0.0,0.050722035055981975,0.06715782680385615,0.0,0.05271845008446405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308452873318266,0.060866453445095066,0.0,0.060774349504528535,0.0,0.1261147637673816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688448387015061,0.0,0.10268060132035403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831595562053687,0.0,0.10432676075618658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691263794159821,0.0,0.14938455702960124,0.0,0.05279501351171029,0.0,0.0,0.07874107064750961,0.0,0.10044465618648103,0.11391603595135312,0.05357184522380582,0.11661616374466133,0.1685794100775922,0.0,0.030139606154900838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896130158298556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605300872758072,0.0,0.0934281913481944,0.0,0.03387661168321952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527111756162662,0.0,0.0,0.058850579497559535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990799923509677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638116187230408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620725805585696,0.032759009149220336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630872296534112,0.14560733934698844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005572450573366,0.0,0.0,0.10135321474960428,0.0,0.0,0.15915526602930585,0.0,0.0,0.06493060894875691,0.0,0.0,0.1201417292942578,0.06323468990910121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04381875360987392,0.0,0.0919467601619012,0.0,0.1267876119516179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078387463519328,0.13600375675386667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454967737694672,0.0,0.08264939204626616,0.05204742425936714,0.0,0.0,0.056348846330360663,0.0,0.057088006402443325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059922524387560426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455927273269564,0.06128697271373865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670087753743309,0.09480538068871876,0.0,0.0,0.047499874813973435,0.0,0.0,0.06734009634833896,0.0,0.04930837047996012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050505682283172364,0.0,0.235815425551774,0.06672629870166906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823692230944876,0.06520149958776322,0.0,0.05617985383241848,0.0,0.13445343918281394,0.0,0.05210003719410082,0.1097581132614182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583329515761885,0.05856457743549945,0.14196632984574722,0.06951583214671718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148219113510738,0.0,0.0,0.03515835484585782,0.047314072100018166,0.04781395849631587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540629648959986,0.0,0.0,0.038385610837413035
socialanxiety,josnuijten,2019/02/14,"Living with flatmates Hey Guys, it is my first time living with flatmates and I am having a hard time adjusting to this. They hang out together quite a lot in the evenings but I just really need my alone time in the evenings. I rather see them as flatmates and just talk to them when I see them in the kitchen or hallway then hanging out together. Does this make me a bad or rude person? I talk to many people about this but I just can get rid of this feeling that I think they except me to be more social.. ",4.126948682385574,4.908610932038837,4.3543966712898765,90.05145631067963,70.74757281553399,7.439112343966713,26.36477115117892,7.447530270364453,1.1174615811373094,398,12,86,4,7,124,64,103,0.125,0.856,0.019,-0.8981,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,2,8,2,1,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,21,12,9,0,2,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,6,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,4,16,0,15,11,2,13,0,0,2,0,11,5,0,3,6,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470078041162454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502545401477853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296061253276002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26108552996304885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999353321096699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811687320738145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326143925926733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569978338319052,0.0,0.0,0.17705124302999076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490485968535041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803084825209993,0.0,0.0,0.13192967988613946,0.2003811718909136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465513827273882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702226897651199,0.17257613128985685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021995763217324,0.0,0.0,0.12661655130180052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149952086504163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147435187053825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177193879229516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664303877862654,0.0,0.0,0.34574544886675396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reddituser987789,2019/02/14,"Haircuts are one of my least favorite experiences. Waiting in a cramped lobby elbow to elbow with strangers. Forced small talk with someone staring at you in the mirror. Making eye contact with the other strangers via mirrors. The entire salon listening to your conversations. 

It’s all just an overall social anxiety spiking experience for me. 
",6.622105263157895,10.174534631578954,6.3325438596491255,66.58197368421054,71.10526315789474,7.308771929824562,39.324561403508774,8.344100000000001,4.328487719298246,282,17,34,5,6,88,49,57,0.121,0.86,0.019,-0.7253,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,3,1,1,7,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,10,4,2,4,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,0,0,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753201491288605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7040964686039896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402339803775548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24387545870282906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366869574273351,0.3049394817847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892715015670632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DeletedForgottenSoul,2019/02/14,"Fear of asking too many questions I fear I'm really a let down for people who try to do Smalltalk with me.

I ask nearly no questions, especially no follow up questions out of fear of overstepping a personal boundary, asking a too personal question.
It is so hard for me to decide whether a question would be totally okay for Smalltalk or not.

For example: I noticed that the father of a good friend of mine is not there at the moment. When I asked she told me that he is back in his hometown for a few days. That's were the conversation ended because I could not device if it was too personal when I ask if there is a special reason he's doing so.

Anybody got any advice how to handle such a situation or anybody at least has made similar experiences?",6.819121621621622,6.3179311824324325,7.730405405405405,72.58993243243245,64.87837837837839,10.643243243243244,36.06756756756757,10.125756701596842,3.635227027027028,597,26,110,12,8,202,91,148,0.107,0.818,0.07400000000000001,-0.5958,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,3,11,1,13,0,0,3,1,22,23,10,0,4,8,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,1,12,4,21,14,3,14,0,0,0,0,22,7,0,9,6,88,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037258657414091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218377101844604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961667570059311,0.0,0.0,0.08162068438585472,0.0,0.06470637933972206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474994310579606,0.0,0.0,0.0684561959257813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940149587260234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383238010545924,0.0,0.35833550615866433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200910326071509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903127850268289,0.08489565382413404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508708797026323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854275643640962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043909597773806,0.0,0.10761665263173688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084934946255968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735891390598578,0.2780510573667081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945460735441596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800064741757425,0.10913705342355932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193139581709104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142824772478896,0.0,0.07206701613392284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540396200867981,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NoblePieceFries,2019/02/14,"Ice/cooling patches to reduce anxiety I have a really important interview coming up for a medical program I’m hoping to get in. I know that I will be nervous but I can’t let that lose me the position. 

I came up with this crazy idea of using those cooling patches during the interview. I noticed that whenever I feel anxious it can be reduced when I step outside in cold weather. This might not be for everyone but have any of you thought or even tried anything like this. I will try it and report back with any news.",3.923529411764704,5.570965813725493,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058825,72.23529411764707,8.629411764705884,33.338235294117645,9.188382445141503,3.230035294117648,411,21,75,9,8,138,71,102,0.127,0.8059999999999999,0.067,-0.7076,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,4,1,11,1,0,1,0,17,20,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,3,11,3,12,11,0,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,55,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296273590312276,0.0,0.16664489460187668,0.24609407961547994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926149000311575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750339352984728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491477734189801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764749616459275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387944448949652,0.0,0.0,0.20815282083854394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014505530695357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138109685351922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636153424813406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24591173203822536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971765178342104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275333983027948,0.0,0.10642427351602643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437041542404037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194481046211449,0.0,0.23109089022463794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480091449020161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395521158683685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293843823771413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957943774873414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18814143624692006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thepalebloodskies,2019/02/14,"I don't know how to text/interact with classmates. I was hoping this girl would send me pictures of her notes, but she wants to meet instead. How do I respond? We were put in groups and we met, but I was overthinking our interactions. I'm trying to be more confident. I also missed the first week of school. 

I sent her a text asking if she could send a picture of her notes, but I also said I could meet up before class to take pictures of them. She said ""can we meet up later?"" and immediately followed up with ""just text me before class.""

What do I even say to that? Should I tell her when I'm on campus? Do I even respond to it until I'm on campus? The notes aren't urgent. What do. ",1.5447778981581806,3.3536092957746497,3.2122535211267587,91.48751354279524,79.28169014084506,5.777681473456122,20.07800650054171,6.67199483983844,0.12577508125677106,528,13,117,5,13,175,78,142,0.039,0.904,0.057999999999999996,0.5448,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,4,0,1,1,9,2,0,0,4,0,15,0,0,2,0,21,29,12,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,7,3,25,1,19,17,1,16,0,1,0,0,29,6,0,2,5,85,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393921465904337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837813294614468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611327370380968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33884848678846163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28031188347293706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804970094628056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076224401400265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661943989093522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133193711414351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037011345257572,0.16874976810506492,0.0,0.21475748831496053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595478127099464,0.0,0.1854719453875037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406970948555914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516091774736324,0.0,0.17021384967443334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074062287334095,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Esmeraud,2019/02/14,"crying while tik tok plays in the background So there's a party happening right now. I managed to get past my anxiety and ask people I didn't know if I could go get costumes with them, but fast forward to the actual party and I didn't have anyone to go with since I haven't made any friends yet. I tried really hard to gather the courage to go but I also spent two hours taking off and on the costume, and running through scenarios of everything that could go wrong especially being negatively judged. When I FINALLY got the courage to leave my room, I walked down the stairs, opened a door to the other floor (a large part of the anxiety was also that I had no idea where the party really was in the building since I only arrived recently and haven't had anyone who can show me around), I realised it was the wrong floor (people were in there facing me too to make it worse), started panicking, and went straight back up to my room. Even worse from my dorm the music is REALLY loud and I can hear everyone having a REALLY good time. It's like a constant booming reminder that i'll forever be left out of all that. So yeah, anyway now i'm crying while tik tok blasts through my walls and windows. gr8",5.343333333333334,5.853855462184875,5.868588235294119,81.24798039215686,67.90756302521008,9.203809523809523,29.31204481792717,9.21078282632365,2.334629355742297,952,32,187,17,15,308,139,238,0.134,0.718,0.14800000000000002,0.7865,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,16,8,0,0,17,1,19,1,1,2,1,23,37,18,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,9,13,0,0,2,2,1,8,6,2,0,1,12,4,21,6,26,21,2,43,0,0,0,0,6,21,0,1,17,125,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.11823607891147606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937855051958694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239392788391167,0.0,0.1853763261663241,0.0,0.0,0.1694377794004719,0.0,0.0,0.10785936130691932,0.11326958239600457,0.0,0.0,0.0931656615917876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093246352630095,0.0,0.19347508731956253,0.0,0.2661802853065494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002598247619541,0.0,0.0,0.1157749395815328,0.10889208165048817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272642533880633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936090210382734,0.0,0.12660369388986634,0.0,0.2754353336189943,0.10162445985937672,0.0969038646797178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071426532933583,0.0,0.10853684364745862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365577384839157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931960342533883,0.0,0.0,0.13677650778126624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665871538335743,0.0,0.0,0.12829246110162199,0.13164224929730975,0.0,0.0,0.059193355087335586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464587557499968,0.08087619602781126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921487280202559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131206022679982,0.1156622955931574,0.16799616121988525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310476460862714,0.0,0.11963229609059425,0.0,0.0,0.10347120006095463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045197554518346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575868447772693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109831738741946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065020477172386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226065840519407,0.0,0.1183571126445254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231786040335123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469476986034885,0.0,0.26494200912135074,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,randomnguy_2803,2019/02/14,"I am not sure. Need your help. I am a 16M and I think I might have social anxiety but I am not sure. Psychiatrists and mental health is a very big taboo where I live and what I am trying to day is... 
Please help, i don't know what's wrong with me.",-2.2019642857142863,-0.3930558392857115,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,98.46428571428572,4.228571428571429,10.571428571428571,5.985473137389443,-1.52835,187,2,51,2,8,64,38,56,0.1,0.68,0.221,0.813,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,0,2,14,12,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,2,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979838883721226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000614003544875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26372226640621405,0.0,0.0,0.3325969004918387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635111641525105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907980948855574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500298290878068,0.2631984540803293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396549533574386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723429816892955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529101278304403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676689551386013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897461304116256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844589331202747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471125281742286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27126207270613906,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UnablePitch,2019/02/14,"Annoyed thoughts Does it ever feel like it's just hopeless to learn how to be a cooler/more fun person, sometimes it just seems too obvious that lots of people find me weird and I'm too eager when I should be calm and vice versa. SA sends you into such a small corner of loneliness. But also for me at least makes me so empathetic to the point where seeing people being made fun of especially for things they cannot control so fucking angry.",6.4348275862068975,6.423688574712646,6.793701149425285,77.34641379310345,65.55172413793103,8.799080459770115,28.894252873563207,8.238735603445708,1.9716363218390804,354,10,65,4,5,115,69,87,0.139,0.688,0.17300000000000001,0.5299,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,1,1,1,12,9,2,0,3,0,5,1,0,4,2,19,13,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,6,5,10,7,2,9,0,1,1,1,4,6,1,2,3,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042333344989719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864388576228939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349136935027147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101266361880804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913162073494586,0.1824489194582898,0.0,0.0,0.2334195974308085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236101678221056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476945865944895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712136548913175,0.0,0.24165387841128905,0.17047317527342576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541071470158169,0.2229945612145484,0.0,0.0,0.2414237868865017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351081523465925,0.23249523728707835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25258482094373697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966814271557842,0.0,0.0,0.20274919064475266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toastmuffin_,2019/02/14,SELF CHECKOUT APPRECIATION POST Those normally social hooligans don’t understand how much of a blessing self checkout is,8.853157894736842,12.95972721052632,7.988684210526317,54.70828947368422,66.36842105263158,10.115789473684213,46.342105263157904,10.125756701596842,6.653926315789473,103,7,11,3,2,32,17,19,0.09,0.6,0.31,0.7297,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464982995600523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285417612581641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32114323991873456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6996224106926482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418158425900789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490792619003973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KungFuKittyA,2019/02/14,"Fainted in an escape room? A fairly small casino themed room, 8 people counting myself.. And though I'd felt fine up until then whenever the door locked my body basically shut down n i fainted. I was overheating and suddenly showing signs of severe dehydration when i came to approximately a minute later (I've fainted a handful of times for various reasons before, none in this environment, but it was the longest I'd been out)

Is there any basis for this? ",5.148214285714285,7.422938345238098,6.368571428571428,70.77642857142858,70.30952380952381,8.609523809523811,31.04761904761905,9.23628265651192,3.1868761904761915,367,16,58,8,7,123,66,84,0.024,0.934,0.042,-0.1053,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,4,5,2,1,0,8,6,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,5,1,11,1,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,6,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22963527598157374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28734243092831074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750884731123924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38621814147497097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242275857717417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341061158045972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471932406569679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814844369379526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317707585674061,0.0,0.19690503520803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fortnightkid,2019/02/14,"Any advice for my social anxiety? I'm in high school and I feel my anxiety is getting worse and worse. I pretty much have no friends but once in a while will get talked to by a couple people I used to know  but I dont think they really understand what I'm going through. They always point out how little I talk and how I always mumble when I do talk and how I never do anything in gym class. Is there anything I could do to make these people understand and possibly make my high school/ out of school experience any better? Any help would be highly appreciated, thanks.",3.6877777777777787,5.3620909734513305,4.865958702064899,82.53889872173059,72.89380530973452,7.854080629301867,24.059980334316613,8.515128840125781,1.5397756145526065,452,13,88,8,9,149,70,113,0.07200000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.179,0.9491,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,6,1,23,25,12,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,14,3,12,21,1,14,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,3,57,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179527619900674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087455872263385,0.0,0.0,0.2462531915725987,0.0,0.18467991971761927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866193717682248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675487943637656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637412805742386,0.13355918276761508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146683980935587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807388571693656,0.0,0.0,0.061032712763202275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325735841092414,0.0,0.12612807960470868,0.0,0.06860015023508463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090686287891037,0.3825983783491471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633700472182097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097938495625442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114473404852672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873299103406175,0.0,0.09309611037428683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285482293481493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736504713724767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410643307492292,0.13607817368526812,0.0,0.12280166289431015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732752214391557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664835433025428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304483296630858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910573627921973,0.0,0.11113010843086116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734369863055768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513189508541718,0.0,0.1042514546414658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24601998591569904,0.08574626512244399,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Henry_Myth,2019/02/14,"Spending Valentine's Day alone.........again It's not that I want to be alone, but uh well you already know. ",1.7628571428571431,3.7807921904761934,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,79.47619047619048,4.2,24.785714285714285,3.1291,-0.06939999999999946,80,3,18,0,2,24,19,21,0.136,0.727,0.138,0.2591,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075063398141471,0.5407422251466925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160182532304424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26929867582595285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890227345119143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405811012182378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bigawgie,2019/02/14,"Things i have noticed that probably influence social anxiety I have been hanging out a lot with some friends that are very introverted just like me. I really enjoy my time with them i feel comfortable, able to be myself.

But I’ve noticed we mostly just talk to each other and sometimes cringe at people’s behavior.

I don’t want to stop hanging out with them but also i feel like im missing out on relationships and life itself.",5.219796747967479,6.772670573170736,6.144878048780488,75.34869918699188,68.87804878048779,9.369105691056909,30.739837398373986,9.725611199111238,3.119578861788618,345,14,60,8,6,114,59,82,0.071,0.767,0.162,0.7487,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,22,10,5,0,1,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,12,5,11,8,4,9,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,3,4,46,17,0,0.21687356109417605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343370845275308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590768062800404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931557762123124,0.15493451537906586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755597532323166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342606616716424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318420991398987,0.2119069344878138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437814617033185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493823973468008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503528203347395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23382637963402325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893475660184285,0.0,0.0,0.2328410419506345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107528400395807,0.0,0.0,0.2144934973647382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131600802996428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743147533830123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440811573176457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646071752499308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789434007394097,0.12791764533355912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,33yor3,2019/02/14,"Oof Today was my third day at my first job (fast food) and everything went so horribly. Everything was so fast paced, things kept getting mixed up, customers were pissed, and the girl who was training me kept getting annoyed and wanted to work by herself. I've definitely made a new record of how many social interactions I can fuck up in a day. ",9.257794871794873,7.619462676923077,8.472307692307695,72.91102564102566,60.69230769230769,11.743589743589745,38.5897435897436,10.504223727775694,3.865358974358976,274,11,51,5,3,86,51,65,0.2,0.763,0.037000000000000005,-0.9179999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,3,0,3,0,5,3,1,2,0,8,13,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,8,0,5,0,7,5,0,12,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,7,30,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129803648015751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43615915246456655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063992933249204,0.2934152300244435,0.0,0.0,0.2243274575625679,0.25355085047931025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24079423195550634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296027735278667,0.0,0.2460105965858997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343543891001732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473527080049787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120691462901365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000530676507966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312217721411946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494042752069826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665322594357352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JustYourFellowMemer,2019/02/14,"I’ve got to present in a couple weeks.. I’ve got to present in a couple weeks, I’m stressing about it a lot. Any tips?",-2.3550000000000004,-0.5846014074074048,0.15361111111111114,105.98375,100.11111111111113,2.7,17.86111111111111,3.1291,-1.2119555555555557,90,3,24,0,4,30,16,27,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213560921522854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6252461082871716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519430874027588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24020380467785735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236464601287737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532700724253673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fathrowawayyyy2,2019/02/14,"My social anxiety is keeping me from solving my own body dysmorphia For a few years, my biggest source of anxiety and lack of self confidence has been my thinning hair.  I started taking finasteride with good results - stopped the thinning, no side effects.  

But that of course won't fix the hair already lost, so I need a hair transplant.  

I'm anxious to even go to the doctor in the first place - I normally wear concealer but I would have to go in with my bald patch completely visible.  I have never, ever done that.  I also look very awkward in a hat and it would be weird to wear one indoors.  

How am I going to hide it from my coworkers?  Getting a HT is embarrassing and the kind of people at work WILL give me shit for it.  

I can't believe it.  I've got the money to get a procedure that has LONG been a HUGE blow to my confidence and my own mind is stopping me.  

",4.182726396917147,5.122501872832372,5.3793208092485525,82.17318159922932,70.73410404624278,8.772447013487477,31.75770712909441,9.075114841892004,2.686911753371869,676,30,135,13,12,225,107,173,0.149,0.77,0.08,-0.7423,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,5,7,1,2,12,0,17,9,8,3,2,22,31,9,0,5,2,0,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,3,1,0,1,3,4,5,0,2,5,6,19,2,21,21,4,21,0,1,1,0,3,10,1,0,8,95,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490017517257198,0.12674622125180215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424923249793605,0.1790511664704234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785665283970999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760491966053842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661761430192943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222356728552048,0.0,0.16219263259632355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468265797866193,0.14336534359989594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481345473953413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561135241607813,0.15204023958506233,0.27022445022514346,0.1329358071535063,0.12676075705905795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087522318683024,0.0,0.16504532303235056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402606827706028,0.13309360020680822,0.0,0.1730130490747248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003202450432588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752001940913698,0.122239019194474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528878599500684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739847260248682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987859281790527,0.0,0.1655907021087294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653420167885304,0.0,0.16269005064540504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615629228576636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218165348425818,0.0,0.0,0.2650132903837424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916647201845387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077273192163638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538426947444022,0.0,0.0,0.2251767405967132,0.0,0.0,0.10206383371603332
socialanxiety,pixie_led,2019/02/14,"Spent all day in meetings and feel like a basketcase All day listening to people talk and interacting with a group of nearly 200 staff members. I had to leave the room twice just to get some air and stop myself from having a panic attack. It was sooo tiring and yet I still can't wind down. Ugh, I feel like I have to go to an isolated sanctuary in another country for about a year just to recover from today.",5.380243902439023,5.627675560975611,6.347463414634148,78.76460975609757,67.78048780487805,9.974634146341463,28.59512195121951,9.888512548439397,2.5484214634146345,324,10,64,7,5,108,61,82,0.14300000000000002,0.77,0.087,-0.5815,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,6,0,5,1,0,0,2,13,11,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,3,3,5,2,16,8,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,9,46,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25998175993885675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28206217516625515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31979549006193303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507270553277965,0.35425002848381165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953595113875155,0.0,0.14090733382784648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625276634848657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24225730914303475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908986315401733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718871058391664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19800143562813105,0.2072849966711308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928098719642773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28496513268498425,0.2350136560177392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966219204656673
socialanxiety,AnxiousBody1000,2019/02/14,"Anxiety Being Reinforced At Home Gonna keep things vague for privacy reasons, but a member of my family is going through a tough time, they are extremely irritable and small things set them off. Their mental stability is decreasing and they aren't really making sense anymore, believing in things even when everyone around them says it's not true. They also have gotten into outbursts of verbal anger with people outside the house and I just can't feel calm around them anymore. I'll get glimpses of the mentally stable person they once were only for them to flip and become angry. This person just sits in silence and away from people and will get angry when provoked. 

My question is now, what do I do? I tried so many times to help, I tried to avoid them like my counselor told me to because I myself am in no position to help them as they won't listen to anyone. The few times I do have to interact with them sucks so much and makes me so anxious. If I'm ever happy it just gets ruined by them. If I've had a rough anxiety inducing day, I can't even relax finally when I get home because of them.

I don't have enough money to move out and can't really stay with other family members because I'd be anxious knowing that the suffering family member knows that I left because of them. What can I do? Some days aren't that bad but why do I have to suffer from them without them caring, and what can I do to not take it personally when they get mad since they are mentally unwell. I've always been sensitive to negativity and my anxiety makes it 10x worse.",7.249558823529411,6.51742626797386,7.794893790849674,73.24077205882355,64.09803921568627,11.048692810457515,32.52369281045752,10.411451182825502,3.246784967320261,1242,41,230,26,16,413,166,306,0.23800000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.063,-0.9959,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,20,0,17,15,3,1,7,0,31,0,0,6,2,42,52,23,0,2,10,0,2,1,0,3,0,2,2,3,15,17,0,2,6,1,1,2,12,9,0,0,5,4,40,6,37,42,4,29,0,3,0,0,30,12,1,4,13,167,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598924192051815,0.07906610630851454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807523448905414,0.2146961427440349,0.1884730351718264,0.06644175164867949,0.0,0.0,0.16917985876105188,0.0,0.0,0.08927651175681242,0.0,0.07933959184129323,0.23169867448148304,0.10494458602615668,0.0,0.1070575121787417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968814950078548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225629529723302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818336323788464,0.0,0.1255225716941884,0.08595304593884134,0.0,0.09079781156286393,0.0,0.0,0.2687355012272468,0.0,0.048046093903763736,0.0,0.0,0.10409220683581988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24822596285785944,0.0,0.05400332232969949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115292932868608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738279376245462,0.0,0.19063008594905492,0.0,0.0,0.10964289393303446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446012283146326,0.0,0.0,0.10444346363973744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324192945910443,0.0,0.0,0.04642306116004135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902842264499645,0.0963376255221899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872801710363689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009935910842684,0.06985227145523115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119557232179108,0.0,0.0722686867536521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175289786254188,0.2489092346358975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644664294621296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217473457123456,0.09769867698164622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755654901351719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860336947158526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128105263067554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144489028225126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893856393421024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622467702234847,0.0,0.0,0.09079781156286393,0.0,0.12902771166037938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574278159408158,0.0,0.0,0.09159803754210002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968357689700709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MissPoppyMcKorn,2019/02/14,"Going to the gym is hard I got to the locker room, started changing into gym clothes, and then just left.  It's a small facility, and I could hear through the wall that there were only two people there (a boyfriend and girlfriend). I didn't want to be the invader in that situation, especially since they were kind of bickering.

Now I'm parked in front of my home, frustrated. I've had a good streak going to the gym the past few days, but I guess not today.",6.199450549450552,5.7052427912087955,6.549758241758244,80.5202417582418,66.14285714285714,9.917362637362636,31.386813186813182,9.3871,2.4591389010989007,358,12,75,6,5,116,66,91,0.054000000000000006,0.9229999999999999,0.023,-0.1434,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,15,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,5,2,6,2,10,8,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,6,47,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494479002280285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826920054520568,0.0,0.0,0.1520731791315077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680241202150208,0.19778004577883093,0.18859289209527685,0.0,0.25976316490794943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123282657529927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26576668457746744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365292488908133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24555213710950305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25620023101208034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933851428609238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510027752131412,0.16347584283701871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950583597425412,0.2650520188630681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690230447873966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235133072265325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303448912739742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908249168904185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thoughtzoos,2019/02/14,"I don't click with anyone Just wondering if anyone else feels this way, although I know my feelings aren't special or unique it just seems like nobody else I know can relate to my situation. I am on the ""lower"" end of the autism spectrum and also have anxiety/ depression and don't seem to have much in common with anyone. I don't have any particular interests or anything interesting enough to keep someone around long enough to become close to. People have said I'm too closed up to become close to but I don't feel comfortable sharing every single thing about myself to someone I just met. I tend to feel almost violated in some way by telling someone my thoughts and feelings. 
I just feel I'm missing out on celebrating being young and carefree with other folks my age (early twenties). 
(Also, apologies but I have only recently started using Reddit despite having an account for a while. ) ",7.298915662650603,7.919797927710848,7.446650602409639,71.2402168674699,63.6987951807229,9.290602409638556,34.672289156626505,9.120678840339163,3.2613633734939764,720,30,115,11,10,233,105,166,0.10400000000000001,0.815,0.081,-0.5846,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,0,4,0,14,0,0,1,0,37,35,13,0,1,9,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,1,12,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,3,8,15,6,23,31,5,21,0,2,1,0,5,10,0,8,10,83,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011553325241684,0.0,0.0,0.20782497266113234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836324364203399,0.0,0.09940328064938947,0.0,0.0,0.2725699363020519,0.13313826454508573,0.10692904959961952,0.11567360929394994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870157034153913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191660953659646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709538023602296,0.0,0.11508773491177765,0.2685242577105087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947954357403754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942075706901253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549610362453952,0.0,0.0,0.14282258532244613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634818243516824,0.0,0.0,0.11499227461906608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095520405511386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882476433008264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008361481269868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829947543953968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360211939042028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365838879904973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460573229550092,0.0,0.0,0.3302916802656903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197177177428112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357275755140135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632595949097548,0.0,0.0,0.10315736436018612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222591627371227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062796853432314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091372980658914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,scythentic,2019/02/14,"I have a valentines day formal at my college and I'm scared to death My college has a formal tonight, and since its valentines day, they are pairing us up randomly with another girl. Problem is I have never talked to any girl, not romantically nor in a friendly manner. I literally don't know any girl in my college as I was too scared to talk to them previously. Its essentially going to be a blind date. But now I'm pretty much going to be assigned someone quite soon and I'm freaking out a LOT. I need to also get her a small gift. Any advice on how to survive this night will be appreciated.",3.1621008403361337,4.985221386554624,5.015705882352943,80.29767647058827,74.63025210084034,7.1129411764705885,28.70672268907564,7.908726449838941,1.9321589915966395,471,20,91,7,10,161,78,119,0.183,0.742,0.075,-0.9092,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,2,2,5,5,0,2,6,0,11,1,0,1,1,14,19,8,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,1,12,1,16,14,2,17,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,2,8,62,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887726380459804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544854670398079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39410577434648064,0.2025654060424064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491694160011872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924989688594226,0.0,0.10092824414174902,0.0,0.21957656797079486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616632599464952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642341865209971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420090595302947,0.14324005012251734,0.14899183410943584,0.0,0.0,0.1812857461311182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653286171411732,0.0,0.1848465612383032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054700317908261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868124861578659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979996558488668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636802476360945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105405094378136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323709885061339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,masterpuppet660,2019/02/14,"Speed Dating Fail Went to a speed dating event tonight at the request of my friend who wants to help me get out of my shell and I noped out before it even began. I just couldn't face speaking to people I didn't know even though I knew it would probably be fun and good for me. The anxiety was overwhelming. 

Really hate myself right now. I'm considering seeing a psychologist to try and discover what's going on. Is this a good plan? Has anyone managed to fix it through counselling/therapy? What should I expect and what are the best ways for me to approach getting better?",3.4305357142857105,5.601865267857144,4.2654999999999985,84.42950000000002,74.89285714285714,7.337142857142857,24.59285714285714,8.238735603445708,1.576747142857143,458,15,87,8,10,147,80,112,0.076,0.737,0.187,0.9253,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,5,9,1,1,6,0,9,1,1,0,0,14,20,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,5,2,11,6,15,11,1,17,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,0,8,60,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907395258867838,0.0,0.0,0.15453707425069527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880653536280407,0.0,0.2319389765395756,0.1954675901097873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919533350747916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707537042318705,0.0,0.2309398117975581,0.0,0.12560649329020007,0.370749587359891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182040809720698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814001564873472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146268645082207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322223492381815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23828884880180834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158626268357682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887434618561078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761183427344373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527470477455187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714365272071293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005297544449706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303588949017649,0.17542943005444564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488079570267995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700093422322645,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ayylml,2019/02/14,"Forgetting how to walk in public and its ruining my life Whenever I'm in public, I completly forget how to walk. I don't know how to swing my arms, my legs start to feel stiff and awkward, I feel dizzy, a burning sensation in my chest, my eyes widen, I apparently always look either scared ot angry. I've heard people talk behind my back of how funny I walk. I've had people think I was glaring at them, and it's frustating. 
My walk is so bad that I actively avoid meeting with friends, because I'm nervous that they'll see my awkward gait. It's been like this for 2 years, and I want it to change.
Does anybody know how I can fix this?",3.752968617472433,4.518892778625954,5.0393384223918565,84.85805767599663,71.59541984732823,8.264970313825277,27.53265479219677,8.515128840125781,1.80250568278202,498,17,105,8,9,166,84,131,0.18,0.727,0.09300000000000001,-0.8634,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,5,1,0,7,6,4,5,0,21,19,10,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,5,0,0,4,1,7,0,0,4,6,19,2,13,14,1,11,0,1,3,0,8,4,0,0,4,59,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114367166733009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539198483963985,0.2121680652347533,0.154900782639922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26881066918086977,0.0,0.2664255189624383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223700503778478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25696746224861017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196321821871505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793002471097437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794827257831125,0.12414345524114875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338521198894986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35233049200057404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544046380922869,0.0,0.2024897443142052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985767815141604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424094036167872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282099433403027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987842201957824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363606334233516
socialanxiety,Ry_Dog566,2019/05/16,"Nervous about changing hairstyle Forgive me if this is the wrong subreddit for something like this.

Next week I’m seeing a new barber and I decided I wanted to change my hairstyle. Normally I just have long hair that goes about halfway down my ears and then I just get a regular trim. Nothing dramatic. I’m not nervous really if my new style is going to look bad. What I hate is the attention I am going to get from my peers. I don’t know if anyone else has been in the same boat that is willing to share some advice?",2.9160470085470074,4.818940134615389,4.233974358974358,85.28880341880344,75.53846153846155,7.314529914529915,26.94017094017094,8.167268648758528,1.839492735042735,410,16,80,7,9,135,71,104,0.11800000000000001,0.8,0.08199999999999999,-0.6990000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,2,5,0,10,2,2,0,0,16,21,6,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,4,12,3,10,19,2,10,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,4,7,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981500524179048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417854736309903,0.20776765207165984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930922692088274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42901957499345017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693930651017623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188385217420555,0.0,0.23048418935883536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019900802994972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144021336255368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906595703227083,0.0,0.0,0.1794501001317487,0.1702805049300133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39168404004646995,0.21565424129980484,0.0,0.1986771178186666,0.1945687385237437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990329609622742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158596738539546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561066289369718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960235267347875,0.0,0.16265442316238496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170337914563254,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,poppynotpapi,2019/05/16,"I'm supposed to have a job interview tomorrow But, I haven't slept the past two nights due to the anxiety of it. I already know I'm not going to make it. It's downtown and I hate driving downtown. Plus, going downtown would force me to be apart of the world which, I've avoided doing at every cost. I already know it's only going to lead to disappointment from me and my mom. Which, will turn to self loathing and spike my depression/suicidal ideation. I feel hopeless like I'll never be able to do what normal people do. It's all too hard. Or at least to hard for me and I don't why. Why am I like this? Why is existing so hard to do? 

If anyone has any advice in any realm that would be helpful, I guess. How do you do it? How do you get yourself to the interview? How do you keep the job too. Like, the depression sometimes makes is hard for me to get out of bed and then I don't care about losing the job. So, if you also have depression how do you get yourself to work? 

Long story short, how do you do the whole having a job thing and how do you get through the interview portion?",0.9753552959203232,3.0112096651982405,2.7622141352231395,92.8376556215285,82.30396475770925,5.886152078145948,22.20436697950584,7.079830092131019,0.6188917448764601,842,28,187,11,23,279,113,227,0.147,0.8,0.053,-0.9633,4,1,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,7,0,3,12,11,1,1,11,0,28,1,1,9,2,33,48,21,0,5,5,1,5,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,8,0,2,3,0,1,5,5,7,0,1,1,5,22,4,26,41,4,19,0,5,0,0,13,7,0,4,10,127,34,9,0.1087376169359682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062571407879428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23998932844195145,0.08695743297787484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478906165764522,0.0,0.08318397932806998,0.0,0.0,0.0760318700371535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086524744849574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187311100264317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161613208351596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498100632264773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22724366747764574,0.0,0.1853942806922292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978674424229985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896301861200355,0.10735588470590117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288453254158725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316212252776274,0.09665099012439213,0.0,0.0,0.1195187010673056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937112125718206,0.0,0.0,0.09622936921507816,0.0,0.12164957934613027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516640733238434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735218274822235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386515364246798,0.0,0.0,0.10204288740622204,0.10653977741513422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269985758448375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380235928320107,0.07538497224058538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343704925728393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754428356333814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894130409856107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224044098807329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827530243359533,0.106220851552735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943563586909804,0.12140166606483717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916228018815212,0.0,0.0,0.15448816647333846,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,momma-wolf,2019/05/16,"The one time... The one time I get my shit together, gather up some PDFs for knitting projects I'm planning and go to get them printed....

I get charged for all of them. As expected. Except the ONE I need because I'm actively working on it didn't print. So no I get to drive back into town, about 20 minutes one way, and go confront whoever's working at the store because I was over charged for what I received. And I still need the thing. I could call and let them know ahead of time, but my quota of public exposure and human interaction is quite overflowing.

Just the thought of having to deal with it has me shaking already.

I'm not having a good day.",2.8971408743927825,4.650675244274812,4.007217210270646,87.54421929215825,75.18320610687023,6.9010409437890345,29.466342817487856,7.686295010490155,1.831314503816794,511,23,104,7,11,166,85,131,0.094,0.88,0.026000000000000002,-0.7511,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,5,5,4,2,1,7,0,8,1,1,0,1,19,21,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,1,5,3,3,0,4,3,0,14,1,20,16,2,20,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,1,7,71,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090094708530336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330201512829818,0.0,0.21090860566798966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766441490208452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381200162432213,0.0,0.0,0.11156551316400133,0.17834713106491534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615246696364111,0.0,0.1966306529717533,0.1450974618070785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950718658045359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689601588718482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565427162614496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688953596553048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183998260335915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757377726419962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381516153888433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492818194888085,0.0,0.0,0.13733630544580114,0.3026190368749583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731297832816533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25188043750879885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kaedex_,2019/05/16,"Anxiety is a complete mystery Does anyone else feel like they have compartmentalized bits of their life where their anxiety is in check?

I feel like socializing at work is easy I'm confident in what I do (construction work) and over a lot of years I've become one of the most social and outgoing people there, yet if I see the same people in a different setting I'm crushed and the same goes for any other interaction in the rest of my life",5.124341085271318,6.338074767441863,6.0534883720930255,77.1913178294574,68.76744186046511,9.919379844961243,29.449612403100772,10.125756701596842,2.921533333333333,354,13,68,9,6,117,57,86,0.07,0.777,0.153,0.8107,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,2,3,2,0,0,7,0,5,2,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,2,11,10,6,10,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,3,4,45,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122942289045675,0.0,0.29525025599744315,0.0,0.0,0.13493240689952665,0.1977253991678659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131254103362457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067840765206264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233031610914026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161750353360666,0.0,0.0,0.16887347263645025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120561155478755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514762725808907,0.2757223484491751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726074948469713,0.18855539544140856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640602009836541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076466041685048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675687377807656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537758625206176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393426838045125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28097578018855685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426938887778888
socialanxiety,iheartthatart,2019/05/16,The most nerve-wracking part of AP Exams is the 10 minute break where everyone clumps into groups to talk abt the test but you have no one to talk to,4.400322580645163,4.861380161290325,4.158225806451615,92.85733870967744,69.96774193548387,7.490322580645162,21.951612903225808,7.1686216300943375,0.3295032258064512,119,2,27,1,2,36,26,31,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,17,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42192149961610986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992068082972624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781573805859584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7098049404036528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,isitweirdthatilike,2019/05/16,"Can't let my face rest in public. Whenever I'm in a public face I'm always doing something with my face; biting my lip, moving my mouth like if I was chewing gum even though I'm not or trying to finding a spot to stare at. Does anyone else this have this? If so do you have any tips to let my face be?",3.324552238805971,2.880631268656721,5.032052238805972,88.81882462686569,72.13432835820895,7.2970149253731345,22.720149253731346,5.985473137389443,0.30440597014925386,233,4,55,1,4,80,46,67,0.0,0.9540000000000001,0.046,0.4329,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,9,7,6,0,0,6,12,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,7,8,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,1,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307896108693341,0.0,0.0,0.18861747556873973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939398147246865,0.2841928648729612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427236773402763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317025772822329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319673769935066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535062683467509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5672483003160479,0.0,0.13550635943401027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947947315843086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352886101806104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725093637335201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831239298205332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ukulela,2019/05/16,"Just got told by a client that I come across as shy and she probably wouldn’t have continued with me if she didn’t get a good recommendation... This is long... sorry. I need to vent and I thought you all would understand. 

I’m (26F) a music therapist/teacher and I just saw a new student (80F) for voice lessons. My boss used to teach her but she moved to me since I live closer. She asked if she could give me some advice and I said “sure...” and she said something along the lines of “you come across as very shy. If youre going to be a therapist, that can be off putting. When I first talked to you in the phone you were shy and I don’t think I wouldve wanted to continue if you weren’t recommended to me.” or some shit like that. I tried to be nice about it and say being shy has nothing to do with passion or talent etc but she was defensive and said something about how it’s important to make a good first impression. Like it’s a choice for me to come across as shy and not make a good first impression. 

This was just the tip of the iceberg on a shitty week. I just started my internship as a counselor and was already so stressed and overwhelmed with all that going on and have been constantly thinking that maybe I’m not cut out for this. Maybe i’m not cut out for anything because of my apparent shyness and anxiety. Then this happened. 

She could tell it caught me off guard and made me a bit sad and she kept saying I didn’t mean to hit a nerve etc etc but why even say that in the first place?? I guess she was really trying to help me out? But I told her it’s something I’ve always struggled with and and have been working on. Almost this same situation happened to me with another job I interviewed for. I don’t understand why people think it’s okay to say this?? I don’t say hey can I give you some advice... “you’re really loud and talk too much.” Also it’s the first time we met... she’s really going to judge me based on like 30 minutes? 

I really thought I was doing an okay job and coming across as kind and everything. I thought I was getting better. I thought our conversation on the phone was going well. Everytime I start thinking that, something like this happens and completely destroys my confidence. It makes me feel that everyone is secretly thinking that and no matter how confident I feel, I’m never going to be the person I want to be. I’m never going to come across as confident and intelligent and fun. Even if I FEEL like I am. I feel like crap and I don’t know what to do. 

tl;dr i had a voice lesson with a client today and she told me I need to make a good first impression and that I come across as shy and if I want to be a therapist I should work on that or some shit I don’t even know.",2.301333333333332,4.00657722857143,3.6257142857142886,89.84761904761906,76.71428571428572,7.238095238095237,23.452380952380953,8.07648339933343,1.1270952380952388,2128,66,466,36,48,696,220,560,0.09699999999999999,0.7190000000000001,0.184,0.9936,4,0,4,0,0,0,56.0,2,7,0,11,16,34,7,3,25,2,43,4,3,9,5,121,112,54,0,16,20,0,4,6,0,3,0,11,0,1,27,45,0,3,21,0,0,15,15,11,1,6,30,16,75,23,66,69,12,56,0,2,1,1,49,21,3,15,26,315,102,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499985054469784,0.0,0.0,0.05892197221708961,0.0,0.06493384044236983,0.04705609299314458,0.04896143134249005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061701186309449874,0.04501412855411017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842212403253975,0.0,0.055009521967432015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035869664235474774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052041151783857126,0.06424045184033507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30412411500717224,0.06169493624289665,0.06358752346608901,0.0,0.0939614311355642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687385061887086,0.11659417156493945,0.0,0.0,0.05622625198636815,0.05288358296130896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900955480290952,0.0840737712243664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003069156758978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148525078731376,0.11289361658208726,0.20064829914816765,0.197416211442128,0.04706148959030704,0.0,0.06482132675013384,0.0,0.15610191232234585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039440692113248486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678362515396905,0.0,0.0,0.06127510541923512,0.06467627802759489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248398545085386,0.0,0.05195874827149381,0.052073502993223116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567792056361354,0.15711052474723886,0.0,0.11822981502568355,0.06409641539739287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253995557349741,0.04325579382431249,0.08726150424455162,0.09076547762601116,0.05683017177695353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056460686176631775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040793778548421235,0.05137874693775851,0.061477584106813615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344185315801143,0.0,0.0,0.05915267201385165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507833023916971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791724545064166,0.2339684303333653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080136317469475,0.04867488304855296,0.06614110790725045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119842793608265,0.0,0.06586903509388048,0.08329763627418467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740355119411892,0.06151465248745944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554580852776131,0.0,0.0,0.09459027680887812,0.051430683929796085,0.0,0.0,0.2049610184939987,0.0,0.18851855677269508,0.0,0.1868565636979757,0.03431136505656263,0.0,0.05577553355522244,0.16867875595910442,0.0,0.07989999432990867,0.0,0.0,0.12251362875976475,0.0,0.05082077562476018,0.0,0.04855098458554315,0.10411997762107177,0.0,0.04719967046654717,0.0,0.052906212235724136,0.0,0.1061918819614532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567565739965778,0.0,0.0,0.04179981675493728,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kreansnu,2019/05/16,Instagram Probably sounds dumb as hell but I want to start an Instagram but I’m scared I won’t get followed back I don’t know why,-0.2674999999999983,2.021882964285716,1.8900000000000008,93.98000000000002,94.35714285714286,7.085714285714286,21.285714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.4186142857142858,105,4,24,3,4,35,22,28,0.312,0.637,0.051,-0.81,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440803824549955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337870341366217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459203634278217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824533526340538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480001840656881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31672485816957513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26393214037193946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037762685401093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slooptheloop,2019/05/16,Nervous about first job interview I just got a call and I have an interview at chipotle next week. I never expected that I would get any calls but I just got one today. I’m really nervous and have very bad social anxiety. I get nervous around new people and it’s been a long time since I’ve done anything with my friends. Tips please? I just feel like work is the scariest thing ever.,1.504271284271283,4.0312613896103935,2.7648484848484856,90.47838383838385,84.45454545454545,6.01962481962482,22.841269841269842,7.3871296695380915,1.0743200577200582,305,11,61,5,9,98,58,77,0.18600000000000005,0.6890000000000001,0.125,-0.6142,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,3,4,0,6,0,0,0,2,14,12,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,1,8,2,4,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,10,36,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858294203407944,0.0,0.14464799782041554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559921998932402,0.16832398162035545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787642922343942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861498218551668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934975844557333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103642278431638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560605956775796,0.13508095199707976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083392584888273,0.0,0.0,0.14608507732499418,0.0,0.19757615458844627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024539389005976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763572792957148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237641585337912,0.0,0.0,0.16733252846183055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583248672729715,0.18261756535939927,0.20109194390931215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812755234412238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108636288416525,0.0,0.0,0.2075563826602676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113142859964228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564114335491938,0.0,0.0,0.19274633385089104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256183610713918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102558333868708,0.0,0.17922860033667518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601329933704633,0.0,0.0,0.15167099864129333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765469534649916,0.0,0.0,0.13431915705296624,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chonkity_chonk,2019/05/16,"I can't even queue into a competitive game in csgo because i think they'll judge me I mean it's Just. A. Fucking. Game.

But it still makes me so anxious because im quite bad at the game and im overranked",-1.3643809523809516,0.6335304666666701,1.3393650793650806,96.91,99.88888888888887,3.4603174603174613,19.761904761904766,5.288315135182226,-0.3294761904761905,161,6,37,1,7,55,35,45,0.156,0.8029999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.6917,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31059618025776464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295576795573375,0.3351933683807894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181590739386628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25417124844039624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5939499182511204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351999914323736,0.0,0.0,0.2994827779421788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924252259070403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956195273667745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616604836916824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,louisagoth,2019/05/16,"Anyone else get jealous of your friends who don’t suffer from social anxiety..? How do you stop it from affecting the friendship? I’m at university and my friends that I live with love going out and socialising/going to the pub etc. I really struggle as I’m so jealous they can be so free and easy to enjoy themselves and always feel so left out if I don’t go along. But if I do go along I end up feeling awful and anxious and really don’t enjoy it. It feels like I just drag them down cos I find it so uncomfortable and stressful.. also just boring sometimes? I get so jealous of them that they have no fear or anxiety about it when I’m terrified of any social event and avoid it like the plague. I wish I could be more like them. They don’t really understand and get offended/annoyed at me for never going. Plus, I end up being off with them afterwards because I struggle to contain my jealousy and feeling left out. Does anyone have any advice/anyone else struggle with a similar situation? Thank you 🌺",2.9851144611948652,5.1014575979899535,4.613123953098828,81.67994276940256,76.03517587939699,7.4372975991066435,26.63344500279174,8.344100000000001,2.004091903964265,798,31,149,15,18,268,107,199,0.21899999999999997,0.599,0.182,-0.7783,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,7,0,11,21,3,6,4,1,13,1,0,3,1,40,31,24,0,4,6,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,19,0,3,6,1,1,4,6,11,0,0,0,4,25,11,26,27,2,22,0,1,0,1,16,11,0,3,10,105,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042076292979744,0.09408197099508067,0.0,0.0,0.1537807858748933,0.0,0.17299404126371454,0.1277351144343931,0.0,0.2371801740336968,0.23170388623017105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892545045505183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027592123395263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894692350027914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890828814382304,0.0,0.20029009336723316,0.0,0.12610116027892287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272333909374065,0.2286831323370246,0.08077609139373268,0.0,0.0,0.10334247410804596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747127390325075,0.0,0.17722072525003682,0.0,0.3212969021919345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24569830655241515,0.0,0.0,0.1657185346848752,0.0,0.09984147345743767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204865033836133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720532467311988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730354730020635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709362502464716,0.0,0.2305180004843772,0.0,0.0,0.11182754406986363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453024976353376,0.12951947634151867,0.3546109412496983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409819645213617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770819756933265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002308608802238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jeremy1051,2019/05/16,I'm freaking out about getting an oil change today I never got one before. I drove to the place and started wondering if I go into the garage part with my car first or go inside? Then I freaked out thinking about looking like an idiot and left. Still need one though regardless. Oh social anxiety sucks,3.0554022988505736,5.67161431034483,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,78.3103448275862,5.935632183908046,25.18390804597701,7.1686216300943375,1.3304045977011496,242,9,43,3,6,76,47,58,0.20199999999999999,0.758,0.04,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,13,12,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,4,0,3,2,2,5,1,7,10,1,15,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,3,7,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856071252638495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861772337602626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469205665342143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854143044307612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194893629062332,0.0,0.2653085776542089,0.0,0.1866821236736122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536044846634123,0.0,0.0,0.11403406119655915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600857955114454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307317585079166,0.18002290478883828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163340991312236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25276410836268515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24386746062000705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379357006516822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652112987925873,0.0,0.18640434756991145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956196600058164,0.2293276093492638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124873529847425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25312701788750863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wishkh,2019/05/16,bad at interviews because of my social anxiety I've been applying to jobs recently and I usually successfully get to the in person interview.  but when they start asking questions my anxiety kicks in and I'm mush.  how can I be better with my social anxiety when it comes to interviews?,4.3984905660377365,7.035218283018872,6.577962264150944,66.78166037735852,73.71698113207547,11.787169811320755,33.241509433962264,11.20814326018867,5.263735094339624,231,12,36,10,5,81,39,53,0.136,0.759,0.105,0.0644,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,8,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,5,25,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285366692676661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152994363663944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192290902316824,0.14038875846115725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036816581237685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838308049419245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032225845547585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285372402196097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010890998736562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579887360861225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273934923629689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695237488807473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630075439585036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536429424200134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IAmHavox,2019/05/16,"When someone messes up your drink and you don't want to upset them by asking for a new one so you drink the bad one instead. UGH. Looking at you, Dunkin. ""No milk, no sugar, iced coffee with the sugar free hazelnut shot.""

She hands me my drink and it looks like it has cream or milk. So I ask ""No cream, right?"" and she says ""Our syrups already have milk in them.""

 so I said ""I don't think they've ever had milk in them any other time I ordered them..""

And she just says this is iced coffee with hazelnut syrup.

I guess I must have looked at her funny because she starts huffing and I just told her it's all okay I'll drink it anyways no worries

Even though I'm lactose intolerant. And now I'm dying. My entire body is cramped up. If I could just fucking not worry about upsetting everyone around me, then I wouldn't have this issue.",0.6902941176470563,3.0271859705882385,1.8850000000000016,96.68750000000004,86.35294117647058,4.105882352941177,18.5,5.341637118332708,-0.5082705882352947,645,17,140,3,20,204,107,170,0.113,0.785,0.102,-0.2102,0,0,4,0,0,0,27.0,1,4,4,0,15,9,1,2,3,1,12,14,2,0,3,23,26,14,1,5,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,7,9,10,0,1,4,1,0,8,6,0,2,3,11,28,4,13,20,1,16,0,0,5,1,21,8,1,3,8,93,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522936673911235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384919120105874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228550948120739,0.2580350025434917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522971055059555,0.08412751621178108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329417346689686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101870060623764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432290177323191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407755448287984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091152029322388,0.12483483182377428,0.0,0.13187117934694167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758483813108495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202978152351426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404299027050818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742303276584348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476722501012361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332875927161764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703362931111345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785684561616402,0.1312758388829628,0.21949670659530368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693250789112918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768175135479852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842902925994761,0.13559074154709236,0.0,0.08047273320137632,0.0,0.0,0.13187117934694167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139984294048744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803047152461681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jessi2591,2019/05/16,"How Would You Describe Your Experience With Dry Mouth in one Sentence? Hello everyone!

I am an advertising grad student taking a campaign course, conducting research for a popular dry mouth brand. Our objective is to find ways to help find relief from dry mouth and return to a better quality of life. My group would love to learn about the impact dry mouth has had on your life and what symptoms caused you to find a solution to dry mouth, especially because social anxiety can trigger dry mouth. This project is solely educational and not for profit and all answers are confidential.

If you could describe your experience with dry mouth in one sentence or less what would you say?",7.658367768595044,9.115389082644633,7.2773450413223175,69.82692665289257,63.13223140495867,10.347520661157027,35.78615702479339,10.411451182825502,4.0343958677685965,553,25,88,13,8,174,79,121,0.033,0.805,0.161,0.9421,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,7,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,0,11,11,7,3,1,22,13,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,10,5,16,8,2,5,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,2,1,58,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138625893702955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126641300960624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345765202693996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898603323351383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756317248991524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766027617939402,0.0,0.3615774796783897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067644768582498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238804812377122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610866752640013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680663444261964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504766822308146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469757257854682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840000191941086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920980191668513,0.13896111285870555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467009580310377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938709848484442,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thitr,2019/05/16,"Girl in Bio class Alright so the girl in  my bio class that i've been crushing hard on yesterday asked for a  ride home yesterday. I gave it to her and asked what she was doing later. She said going to  work, then studying for the final. I asked for her number and she put mine in her phone. Not sure if she has a bf. Should i ask her to hang out sometime or keep talking to her through text first?",1.1788253012048209,3.0957745180722926,2.2466114457831345,97.43449548192774,80.92771084337348,5.113855421686747,20.01355421686747,5.985473137389443,-0.22114337349397584,307,8,71,2,8,97,57,83,0.07200000000000001,0.887,0.040999999999999995,-0.374,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,0,1,9,13,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,2,14,2,13,8,0,15,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,2,6,47,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7667292245775269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460846731381529,0.0,0.17440472148907402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652748872410047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367325147577224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566924619271307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224667643210615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611923501044424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503753591634024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278724742980106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324533826449675,0.0,0.0,0.16480130847433727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926968098836774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WorldlyAnnual,2019/05/16,"I have severe social anxiety, I think i've given up on fighting it. Just gonna rant abit, 2 weeks ago I quit therapy I went there for over 2 years I just felt like there was nothing else they could do for me, they would try to get me to do things and I would say no, so fuck it you know..  


I dunno life is so strange I wish I was normal but I care too much  


\- Eye contact is very hard  
\- Holding a conversation  
\- Thinking I look weird, ugly, pale etc.  
\- Any sort of social thing makes me uncomfortable and i'd rather stay home and alone  
\- Worried what questions people will ask me  


Like I dunno, I have no friends anymore, no job.. I just stay home where its comfortable. I feel I cant win this fight anymore, i'm starting to like just being by myself, i'm not bored, im not lonely, in fact I enjoy it. But I know my life will be very pointless if I keep this up, time flies extremly fast when you just sit at home in a daily routine, this last year felt so fast, scary, I'm wasting the better part of my life, I cant win..",0.34544494108086354,2.3955354299065448,2.1545835026412057,96.18734863876476,84.88785046728971,4.843234457537586,19.11743193823649,6.0469075449839425,-0.2544999593661115,778,21,180,6,23,256,133,214,0.21,0.6409999999999999,0.149,-0.8741,1,3,0,0,3,0,37.0,0,2,2,4,14,16,3,0,3,0,17,5,1,1,1,34,39,10,0,7,11,0,4,3,1,5,3,1,3,0,10,3,0,2,8,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,6,7,31,10,15,25,3,22,0,1,2,1,14,8,1,5,13,104,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333421755222824,0.0,0.0,0.12073363797577452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927309022153099,0.0,0.08917741031732268,0.0,0.2312165876696022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897926649746363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309863358648412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188531222178477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307341236548246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973811109393295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000881220574956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058942404536297024,0.0,0.22385517686102252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006338890374965,0.10776911611733556,0.06090416069404408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044257898585416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507942497460153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591797479189967,0.0,0.1156799164309155,0.10361472333399127,0.0,0.0,0.12813005979957895,0.09502189783711436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470151669276417,0.17085385897483327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789128457787233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781284554755143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569397649974078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421600075412132,0.11185416534096916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623632761109554,0.0,0.08081648239915526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058753751415692,0.1239888788357748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270288855223577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169339971058666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376613456111672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825103998132138,0.24850089948942225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331046467061394,0.0,0.1548907734286248,0.1493895115133853,0.0,0.0,0.06797418451672209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914486859547816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923685390683702,0.0,0.0,0.09350718352745636,0.0,0.0,0.10806359291171444,0.0,0.0,0.13405227155911545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838472285619102,0.0,0.16561908581493928,0.0,0.0,0.150137343581961
socialanxiety,MrGenderNeutralGuy,2019/05/16,"Social anxiety returned when I returned yo my old school I (23M) graduated from high school 5 years ago. Yesterday, I had to pick my sister up early from the same school. They allow students to sign out early but only with an adult present, which had to be me.

High school was where my social anxiety really developed. It was not a fun time for me.  

As I walked into the school, and when I was in there, I felt all the familiar feelings of dread and worry that I felt back in my teens. Something about being in the place again made me so uneasy and nervous. It was awful.

I hope this is relatable to someone!",2.629045454545452,4.71244011666667,4.0045454545454575,85.78227272727275,77.0,7.03030303030303,23.40909090909091,8.00094639256281,1.3259999999999996,474,15,93,8,11,156,81,120,0.204,0.7559999999999999,0.04,-0.9698,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,2,6,1,9,0,0,3,1,18,14,8,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,3,16,2,17,3,2,25,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,14,67,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529987871399526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162675435393138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086908409037786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714717381565929,0.0,0.2714398693347561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29869196237545226,0.0,0.14039427262392146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375053007185533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832497960427626,0.0,0.0,0.10750444493830616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768258905123402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055360911796533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7152780495285493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288180802888772,0.11976695650935075,0.10881955333150573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242339543842954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143549656317602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102595145578424
socialanxiety,madkidinamadworld,2019/05/16,"I wish I could tell people I don't dislike them, I'm just too self-conscious to interact I come across as a mean or unlikeable person because everytime there's a social situation I awkwardly stare with a big stupid smile on my face and leave at the first chance I've got without even saying goodbye. I know this does make me a douchebag but it's not because I dislike anyone or that I'm not interested on what they have to say. Quite the contrary actually. 

I'm just too anxious. I can't stop thinking about my stupid face and my horrible voice and how awkward and dumb I look until my chest hurts and my brain tells me to gtfo of there. Most of the time I end up crying because my actions make me even worse in the eyes of people and it's just a vicious cycle. 

I wish to tell people ""sorry I just bounce everytime there's everyone approaches me,I don't dislike anyone, just myself too much""  but that's not possible either. Fuck this.",3.1346808510638304,5.012878797872343,4.370159574468087,84.65875,74.85106382978724,7.253191489361702,26.643617021276608,8.07648339933343,1.7169404255319152,746,28,146,12,16,245,108,188,0.222,0.6679999999999999,0.11,-0.9729,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,15,9,5,2,9,0,5,6,5,3,0,33,19,13,0,3,14,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,7,8,0,1,1,6,24,1,18,17,3,15,0,1,3,1,10,7,2,3,5,94,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.13180373900953676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258475333332072,0.0,0.18888086496149573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470027032732757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507769597194436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163463459203372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783823410199304,0.0,0.14836231536524355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819609652548227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196273030594254,0.0,0.0,0.17841802274534754,0.0,0.0,0.12906018248350534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488603030599386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248652099182746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802364055749572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458963723914034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422806918215939,0.0,0.0,0.1430140970133956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342039573450095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803135748660069,0.0,0.0,0.147125137733379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928815183676362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809107303610098,0.11793335357243097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522652421954983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365801577609993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481786352413704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090201892920415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181846832402288,0.0,0.13768153102827774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511939599191083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292020136024812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541577049190604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654405541564418,0.0,0.0,0.0787573576224101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106356557666521,0.13019762521621647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764254665493966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anon660throwaway,2019/05/16,"Existence I’m realizing how incredibly negative I am whenever I do talk to people. The other day, I was trying to talk about an internship that’s on the horizon for me and I didn’t realize how uninterested I sounded until one of the people I was talking to made a joke about how unexcited I sounded. It’s almost like I’m trying to be funny and have this really depressing humor but I guess that is not what is being conveyed to the other person :| You might be wondering how this relates to SAD but I believe my anxiety makes me sad and depressed and in turn leads to me being not who I want to be. Anxiety makes me dissociate and makes me not know who I am. I have been doubting if I am even a real person a lot of the time the past few days. I hate myself, my family and my life. I don’t understand why I need to lead this drab old life with no happiness. I’m just a zombie and that’s it. I have no views, opinions, or the ability to reason at all.",2.8835845896147383,4.04060050753769,5.653346733668343,78.1602881072027,74.07537688442211,9.1257621440536,26.83450586264657,9.558583805096642,2.4527344053601348,747,27,152,19,15,271,109,199,0.191,0.737,0.07200000000000001,-0.9761,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,8,10,1,1,12,0,20,2,0,11,1,42,35,16,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,13,8,0,0,6,1,0,2,8,6,0,1,5,3,27,4,20,24,3,11,0,4,1,0,8,3,0,9,7,119,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467826285085037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427260529733647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651498889539165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906901217216693,0.0,0.252505042417545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681730106848857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381862803846838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614787211931379,0.0,0.0,0.15604131560711762,0.0,0.14472128017605124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805586925710858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707312475095685,0.07161350230781922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462041252396874,0.0,0.13870125562165952,0.2935377277908916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550238168105476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869012423269073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381517292019484,0.0,0.09932906230151588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993094427858152,0.20324567616541486,0.2559828614429884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684459980244007,0.09390541689058833,0.15071269008684593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534558231570993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547426641052533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990417283105977,0.15944121953157034,0.0,0.15259903717426462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645899778076814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226919410587895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896401557086232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dangerous_pineapple,2019/05/16,"Going to a wedding for the first time. Tomorrow I'll be going to a wedding for the first time. I'm going with the person who was invited. I nervous about being dressed appropriately. I saw the save the date so I know that my dress isn't the same color as the wedding party. But I didn't get to see the actual invitation so I don't know if any sort of dress code was specified and I feel like it's too late to ask now because I don't want my bf to know I've been putting off getting something to wear this long. Yesterday I got [this dress](https://www.macys.com/shop/product/b-darlin-juniors-open-back-fit-flare-dress?ID=6740823&CategoryID=5449#fn=DRESS_LENGTH%3DShort%3B%3BKnee%20Length%26COLOR%3DBlue%26PRICE%3D55|60%26sp%3D1%26spc%3D8308%26ruleId%3D133%7CBOOST%20ATTRIBUTE%7CBOOST%20SAVED%20SET%26searchPass%3DmatchNone%26slotId%3D24). Do you think this will be okay with some not too high heels? I'm shorter so the dress is a little longer on me.

I'm also just generally feeling anxious/uncomfortable because I've never been to a wedding before and I don't really know what to expect or what to do. I know the guy a little bit but haven't seen him in 5+ years and the same with a handful of his friends. So I won't *really* know anyone there other than my bf.

Any opinions on the dress or what I should expect would be greatly appreciated.",6.656889433885143,9.67001567811159,5.145726548129981,77.93213161659516,68.18454935622317,7.013202534232577,24.829143674637237,7.957251820313856,1.4248019211117922,1115,32,184,15,21,324,133,233,0.013000000000000001,0.897,0.09,0.9342,0,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,1,0,2,11,6,0,1,18,1,21,3,3,0,1,35,44,14,0,6,7,0,3,1,3,4,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,0,9,0,0,4,9,1,0,2,8,7,19,5,23,28,4,23,0,0,4,0,14,7,0,6,13,116,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.13844561727256252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345417630689672,0.0,0.15371715413823506,0.0,0.19295427098761775,0.0,0.0,0.1602738322930641,0.0,0.09919949212775264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263022080393236,0.0,0.0,0.10909003111764884,0.0,0.17296647262379486,0.0,0.12072175985720725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488637252969334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346846661049462,0.10135266079851336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24135077655963605,0.0,0.0,0.1096091719146665,0.0,0.14824346942943026,0.0,0.24188565241223514,0.0,0.1134671877246958,0.1564132629952937,0.0,0.14047458113803352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989448604494562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678115021971099,0.0,0.16003665175679774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931099761550652,0.2843839977832223,0.0,0.12555135825601918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941965052922473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387627282088864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261952603377587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177237298659685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305280780258495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921921626912276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090519937695224,0.0,0.0,0.16545222575213267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367918333701714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078107802960874,0.0,0.0,0.09136026360874244
socialanxiety,cratercat22,2019/05/16,"Everytime I try to calm myself down before a situation, I always become nervous when actually doing it Sorry if the title is confusing, but I recently did a presentation with three other people. I had to read two slides that didn’t have a lot of info but had to elaborate on what was on the screen. Before I had to present I tried taking deep breaths and calming myself down. It worked, but as soon as I began walking to the front of the classroom I could literally hear my heartbeat and my mind started becoming blank. For the presentation I just started taking out of the side of my head and my mind was completely blank. I couldn’t hear myself and I stumbled on my words so much.  It was so awkward as I think some of my sentences didnt even make sense and I felt everyone staring at me. It doesn’t help that I don’t talk to any of them, or anyone at school in general (im sorry Its pathetic). 

This happens all the time and I hate it because I can never calm down. I’ve read so many things on breathing techniques and what to think but whenever the situation actually happens everything is blank and I feel like I’m not in my body. Idk what to do",4.413195652173915,5.430273308695654,5.817989130434783,78.9539402173913,70.26086956521739,8.880434782608695,30.02717391304348,9.188382445141503,2.556456521739131,911,36,177,18,16,308,127,230,0.068,0.858,0.07400000000000001,0.5148,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,7,8,1,3,11,0,19,4,4,1,2,35,35,21,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,14,10,0,0,5,2,0,3,7,4,0,2,11,6,29,4,31,22,4,28,0,0,2,0,5,14,0,5,12,133,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.2382121346685641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155782715464416,0.0,0.0,0.08300018753010803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853422565600873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440234201977076,0.2695957756379957,0.2077161320312182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355733063033772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797018999392346,0.0,0.0,0.09744934452301618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061481863279776,0.0,0.0,0.11662681878806848,0.10969331636025978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171363594274752,0.08719464782919335,0.1171899670312331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586203120093064,0.0,0.0,0.12050201384405118,0.12526153317584315,0.0,0.2751250776348921,0.0,0.08180951583048872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183812428571734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962890347584045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376504862966032,0.0,0.0,0.0814712881086089,0.12374252860125713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464773608153005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972295768718913,0.0,0.09413475500614686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461614371167395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417194721527616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051255796624763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352409577539153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743852465290118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732565571506141,0.17277940442445067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353724894597528,0.0981015333831684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108655286007498,0.15641319691198918,0.0,0.0,0.07117005337281196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657318748925536,0.0,0.11922799164106734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885599712853945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,uglyfishbitch,2019/05/16,Do you feel awkward when standing at the pedestrian crossing? I don't know what you call it. That thing with the lights where you cross at a main road. I feel so awkward like everyone in their car is staring at me.,2.456395348837209,4.556072720930231,2.872267441860465,93.61677325581397,77.6046511627907,6.16046511627907,27.02906976744186,7.1686216300943375,1.1961209302325582,169,7,36,2,4,52,34,43,0.076,0.858,0.066,0.1477,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,4,7,1,5,6,1,11,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,2,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130982685539032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801505385876372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081478830346537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761552533887771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454911350308057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338318958929113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nalalyn,2019/05/16,"Any tips on finding friends? I have really bad social anxiety, i can't go to school because of it and i quickly lost all my friends. The only friends i have are online friends and i can only meet them once or twice a year. 
I'm a really social person, i love going outside in big groups of people and when i can't i get depressed really fast, seeing all my old friends going out with huge groups on social media makes it even worse. I've been sitting at home for weeks now, i'm not confident enough to go outside alone because i feel like everybody will instantly know that i don't have any friends. I know two people that could go outside with me, but they pretty much never have time because they have friends to hang out with wich makes me feel even more worthless. 
Being social while having social anxiety is the worst for me, i want to have a normal life, with loads of friends but i just can't no matter how hard i try :/
Does anybody have tips or tricks on how to find friends in real life? I would really appreciate it.",3.6094695121951226,5.1512090780487805,4.3727286585365865,86.53275152439026,72.85365853658536,7.076219512195122,25.983231707317074,7.645422480735847,1.3512500000000005,811,27,161,10,16,260,113,205,0.134,0.667,0.19899999999999998,0.9416,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,1,8,17,1,0,5,0,20,3,0,4,3,34,38,11,0,4,6,0,3,1,9,2,2,0,1,1,5,9,0,0,6,0,0,6,7,6,0,2,2,4,23,11,22,32,6,27,0,3,1,1,22,10,0,2,11,102,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899326725357994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686504974723645,0.0,0.13146608091017795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174449605540709,0.15713880281831866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860479978666771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400780914076073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751942908303475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878437301035906,0.0,0.11350642775920115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868933836073062,0.061385444777188325,0.0,0.0,0.15706934138656958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5974748906410374,0.0,0.04489271043574111,0.0,0.2441682050502751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697268450497674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619063403282919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444520057657077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138393869701915,0.041979030279596916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379821612956332,0.0,0.07755143485957433,0.0,0.11471234488874198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316538688408975,0.0,0.06627131307833896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418908971985196,0.0,0.0,0.0901647258323418,0.09150822648279286,0.0,0.13070096256855993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914033134801055,0.07502713835572154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741748087530464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780242944952468,0.2201852003899416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869615480840754,0.06847177800361665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379529185160452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050104054433070255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833801217917513,0.0,0.08393707043940155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068129289616074,0.0,0.0689245343162624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756578252624299,0.06103925887323916,0.0,0.0,0.05533343054241837
socialanxiety,AlexaCurtis,2019/05/16,"What Fearless People Do Differently Than The Rest? :: Life-unfiltered-with-alexa-curtis  

Fearless people succeed since they think, speak as well as act differently than the rest. Well, if you look around those with a fearless attitude towards life are more successful than those who simply make excuses and stay stuck. Life is something that you need to live in a bold way. Without this, you won't be able to enjoy its aspects wholly.",7.736842105263157,9.176192684210527,6.485368421052634,75.63857894736844,62.94736842105264,9.237894736842106,33.62105263157895,9.3871,3.1738084210526316,348,14,56,6,5,104,58,76,0.023,0.682,0.295,0.9719,2,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,2,3,9,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,1,0,8,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,2,4,9,12,7,3,6,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,0,39,11,2,0.21003479437949504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697549696004945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388833129987391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450613602111539,0.0,0.0,0.18546457145290904,0.0,0.17637632866409092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019985619522016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573813869117947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29122336115162545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374295235039544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169504608497096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386914478991304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458181540509076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667158434634865,0.0,0.0,0.37769300862386346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024660466727172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GarlicBreadLady95,2019/05/16,"Anxious going out at busy times I try to avoid going out when it's busy. Meaning rush hour traffic or shopping at busy times. When I do find myself out during these times, I get really agitated and stressed out when people crowd round me or stand close to me. It makes me feel like I can't breath and that I'm trapped. If someone is standing by something I want in the shop I walk around then come back when they have moved. Does anyone else feel like this? Any advice?",2.3816903073286038,4.573017287234045,2.668439716312058,94.53388888888892,78.25531914893618,5.028841607565012,21.08274231678487,5.82211442006289,-0.05060378250591047,371,10,78,2,9,113,68,94,0.14300000000000002,0.792,0.065,-0.8233,0,2,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,2,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,19,14,10,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,4,2,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,3,11,2,11,14,0,27,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,3,12,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406369795714745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505068804394926,0.0,0.0,0.22435462263499567,0.0,0.1388614991198928,0.20348295841912667,0.0,0.17679070934697655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270647999410944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107109303965895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379089360898328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589975233826088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083012445576828,0.2837510982444664,0.0,0.0,0.18151126167100948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037571360405464,0.0,0.2257310233423352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557502541239627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940459336624347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256299584748826,0.0,0.0,0.21632701849435587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110739273343898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376800314305553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272243620914543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826799936474432,0.15288731603886052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22748868521512544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34740516722216874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483224798097002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117135850134617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lalala-160519,2019/05/16,"Social Anxiety in the Workplace - but is it really my job to do this task? I have not disclosed to my manager or HR dept that I suffer from ""social anxiety"", as my opinion is that disclosing this would do damage to my career prospects and I would be treated like I have a disability or mental illness. My current role is that of an analyst in information security, which is quite technical and fortunately, interaction with people for the most part is manageable. 

In recent times, there has been the expectation from my manager (under the pretence of furthering my career) that I should chair meetings with other IT departments - in essence to ""nag"" them to do their jobs and keep track of their progress on fulfilling various tasks allocated to them. These people are not my juniors, not my subordinates and they are not accountable to me at all. My opinion on the matter is, that my manager, needs to communicate with their managers and then those managers should be the ones who drive meetings with the various teams, to get them to deliver on their tasks. But is this line of thinking just my social anxiety-ridden brain trying to get me out of the situation, or is there method to my madness?

Obviously this causes me some distress as I struggle to deal with people and in this context of nagging other people to perform their tasks that my manager wants them to do, makes the situation even more uncomfortable. Invariably, this is a task that I keep slipping up on - by postponing and eventually cancelling meeting after meeting, I am apparently not doing MY task that has been set for me. So far I have been lucky in the sense that I have not been penalised for it yet, due to my other (technical) work being of a high standard and exceeding expectations, but I can't help to feel that I am failing at my job and will eventually be nailed for slipping up on this side of things.

​

Has anyone faced a similar challenge? How do you deal with it?",14.050158286778398,8.878413187150839,12.920977653631287,55.561987895716975,55.396648044692746,16.514338919925514,50.2243947858473,13.688670185381598,6.580786964618249,1563,73,262,41,12,512,173,358,0.11699999999999999,0.833,0.05,-0.9815,5,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,10,7,7,13,3,2,15,0,40,3,2,3,2,54,49,20,0,8,13,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,29,16,0,3,3,1,1,2,7,8,0,1,4,1,44,5,58,36,7,31,0,3,0,0,26,21,0,8,8,223,73,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364882100586768,0.15306707757369464,0.0,0.0,0.1927330823659328,0.0,0.0,0.08808100302891944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062394142939666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294056697768241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597386352600489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320185533378621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369410856357623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162802752069885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443489195280705,0.1330939946984816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750167242280807,0.22393546679135085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061542474260318225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408581005368494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694791546637282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340499985867616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536038684041759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364130021295095,0.0,0.34932635301556225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398437290386933,0.0,0.0,0.08069947029056948,0.0,0.12437996616335342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831906338637359,0.0,0.3852309979838404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316909708729073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836887281395503,0.08071635216997007,0.0,0.0,0.07345399500053476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552521554267521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430024330641995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170750420345497,0.0,0.0,0.17897064286885156,0.0,0.15306707757369464,0.0
socialanxiety,Big_Nigga42069420,2019/05/16,"Holy FUCK boys We in boys got a gf kissed her lifes gucci, it gets better hang in there. I just had to share somewhere thanks.",0.6564102564102541,2.9477943846153885,0.951538461538462,103.67679487179493,85.92307692307692,3.466666666666667,12.512820512820511,3.1291,-1.819779487179488,98,1,23,0,3,29,24,26,0.125,0.562,0.313,0.6561,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,4,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,2,1,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480713536973445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683694833351437,0.2646922541906364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051967457469571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578463857984431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664350555594495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rudzinsky,2019/05/16,"Freaking out right now because I just found out Instagram story posters can see who viewed their story Just found out a girl's I like Instagram and checked through all her stories, including some that happened to be posted a few minutes ago before I checked them.

A few minutes later I see that girl has added me on Facebook. Seem like quite the coincidence, so I immediately realize she somehow found out I stalked her, Google stuff along the lines of ""can someone know I viewed their IG story"" and essentially the answer is ""yes"".

Now I'm legit panicking and feeling really bad about it. Do you think she thinks I'm a creep now or something like that? Please tell me it'll be okay.",6.567848837209301,7.251137131782948,6.249137596899228,78.97975290697677,65.27906976744187,9.240697674418604,34.7296511627907,9.188382445141503,3.023890697674419,546,24,101,9,8,170,85,129,0.07400000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.1796,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,1,8,6,0,0,7,2,8,0,0,0,1,24,21,5,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,10,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,17,4,10,15,4,12,0,0,4,0,12,6,0,4,8,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272359246306498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327315364981295,0.1119024742567906,0.0,0.15620441834456605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281842976853016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6038245832148917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623302085239594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088518656734748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690488627787867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150456586183926,0.0,0.0,0.17580916902688098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524912722571736,0.0,0.0,0.11759954388946778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567676454318337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29256280070652924,0.16711509335070598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553813476590714,0.14132103582276556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014355491073128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044813652789305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352482901172002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RealRNGR,2019/05/16,"Film: “Knight of Cups” by Tarrence Malick If you’ve seen it, do you think it paints a pretty accurate picture?

It’s not exactly what mine feels like, but out of any show, film, or song; this is definitely the closest thing I’ve found.",4.871884057971017,5.533349086956524,5.268260869565221,84.60210144927538,69.0,8.742028985507247,28.3768115942029,8.841846274778883,1.94112463768116,182,6,38,3,3,58,40,46,0.0,0.841,0.159,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,6,3,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185839072971169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368786367503128,0.3346837209342909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136664649644985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22887670043257266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766147395403666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112387044914339,0.3001844267338488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FioFio21,2019/05/16,"Anyone else get anxious/hate when people ask about your life ? I just feel like I've failed at life and I dread when people ask me these things, I just have no clue what to say... I feel like I will be judged when I tell them what course I'm studying, or if I'm working (I'm not working), what are my hobbies etc... My mouth just gets so dry and I feel very tense and don't know what to say. Anyone else experience something like this?",1.5965109890109872,3.2437217692307705,2.3319642857142853,98.60366071428572,78.56043956043956,4.9895604395604405,19.06730769230769,5.148860815047168,-0.6374956043956042,335,7,80,1,8,104,57,91,0.128,0.7879999999999999,0.083,-0.6191,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,3,8,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,13,16,9,0,1,6,0,3,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,12,3,4,14,1,4,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,2,6,43,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136670370359085,0.0,0.23688807518930025,0.34712779754821177,0.0,0.0,0.3167205501184778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28301345768895203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891879091062336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569957621485126,0.0,0.0,0.2569516852612924,0.24202983520272384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770024693639386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930943663200848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23929560815053785,0.2482716664533314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23487257335042214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694173928994043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040757246194656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480575900737553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253767011207652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397675711109693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466413120209177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayyacc1897,2019/05/16,"Is anyone bad at giving directions? I am super bad at giving directions today I was at a grocery store and as I was leaving, a man comes and asks me for a highway. I knew how to get there but I am so bad at giving directions. I ended up being embarrassed. And told him I always pass the highway going home if you want you can follow me until we get to the highway I’ll just signal my directional and you can go to the highway idk I couldn’t think of anything and he said he was lost. So I felt so bad. He denied my offer so I tried my best to let him know where give or take the highway was. I hope he doesn’t get lost but I feel bad for not being to explain it clearly. I keep cringing at myself 🤦‍♀️
He did ask me for my number. Since I do have a bf I didn’t give it to him. I felt so embarrassed I wish I did to apologize and to make sure he went on his way okay but then I thought about it most phones have gps these days? That’s why I never ask for directions only one time when I went to adopt my cat I had no signal and I was desperate to get home.",-0.7234247438928278,1.2166507063829783,2.1652955082742342,95.04074074074076,88.7446808510638,5.013396375098504,17.63987391646966,6.42735559955562,-0.21914499605989013,816,21,194,9,27,286,125,235,0.17,0.682,0.14800000000000002,-0.8571,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,0,4,11,14,0,2,8,1,22,0,0,2,3,35,58,22,0,5,7,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,5,9,0,1,8,0,1,7,6,9,0,1,19,4,40,5,25,35,2,24,0,2,0,0,30,8,0,4,8,129,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714525247458757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732309138847083,0.0,0.08618535260241568,0.0,0.293730302541096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43723341676025207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990956894863448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021717727340532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754335061807969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276129406110603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05295554794773474,0.0,0.2011179157835772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887218393772112,0.5023414578608059,0.11904299778023587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010908143700685,0.10402231465581906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309044130063507,0.0,0.0,0.057557861599320775,0.0,0.0,0.11089586046550848,0.0,0.1070953674227782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22865427610041544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990929375481345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077562529131938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096898221996434,0.07965325785210299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996239308397178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663523218439971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870848769653257,0.0,0.07874528407117874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710791239407371,0.0,0.0831453553006249,0.061069958304242375,0.0,0.09927350611085088,0.10007572880737273,0.0,0.07110602149160834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061773532681035186,0.08313123273137656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417486683349666,0.09450416491655413,0.0,0.12043640821744918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wns98,2019/05/16,"Feeling disassociated Does anyone feel like they are between themselves (who they think they are, the smoothness from the comfort of being alone) or does anxiety tell one who they really are? Does it put us in our place? 

If so then what are we? 

I caused my own heavy social anxiety years back as a kid  and I abused drugs to mask it and I screwed my head up.",3.3106190476190456,5.266545300000004,3.962857142857143,87.43047619047621,74.57142857142857,6.9523809523809526,24.523809523809533,7.793537801064563,1.1395238095238098,281,9,58,4,6,89,54,70,0.13699999999999998,0.777,0.086,-0.6046,0,1,1,0,1,0,7.0,3,0,4,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,5,3,1,1,0,9,8,7,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,12,2,7,7,1,7,0,0,0,1,12,3,1,2,4,41,17,0,0.0,0.2366740321045243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068833332656578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056202100387114,0.0,0.0,0.1396715826658566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359733172471388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520082744436888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.524414239738022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316494665064456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200171759271848,0.14270321588837745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050036791973458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758897475644293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535745412726993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869883268773565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080642040524024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796655746619273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362250402123014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459247718374027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799332735678398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24027764574529106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863405182124907
socialanxiety,LordChayChay,2019/05/16,Eye Contact - I'm gonna go cry now How do you make eye contact with people in like one on one conversations when the other person is looking right at you? Any tips? Also any advice on what to do with your body when talking to people would be helpful.,1.8635294117647088,4.010847901960787,3.427215686274512,88.6584705882353,79.78431372549021,4.864313725490196,21.964705882352945,5.6839178017228535,0.23514588235294154,197,6,39,1,5,65,40,51,0.057,0.84,0.10300000000000001,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,2,0,5,10,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,8,7,0,9,0,0,3,0,9,5,0,0,4,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570844163546514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038963347818956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578147554597195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29222903517062343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889874173414624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495177330948235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763408780886539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853044161978233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092582713115735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561182630458275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35654751776883137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36478116099622376,0.22971638844683656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467385096082695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114584148679708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868886166942916,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gibby1928,2019/05/16,"What is a good summer job to help social anxiety? I’m tired of social anxiety and I feel the only way to help it is to force myself to venture out and talk to people, so what is a good job that does this?",0.7323333333333331,2.214025733333333,3.4819444444444483,90.13625000000003,80.55555555555556,6.277777777777778,17.916666666666668,7.1686216300943375,0.11466666666666647,158,3,36,2,4,56,30,45,0.121,0.6559999999999999,0.223,0.7399,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,7,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444927444067179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703856258985708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384738931298426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777061483503153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30183928255016185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468720468807429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124391698648825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609722078672075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590434331836656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097464673181046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587876793671011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787211006895487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jrm19,2019/03/08,"Help dealing with physical effects of anxiety? (Medication?) I've dealt with social anxiety since I was little, was always very ""shy"" around people I didn't know well. Now at 21, I'm finally starting to gain confidence to put myself in normal social situations (my anxiety is mostly in classroom environments/the workplace). My problem now is that, though I feel confident and secure in my ability to interact with people, I get intense surges of adrenaline before/while doing things. I assume most people on here know the feeling, like a burning in your core/chest, sometimes shaking a bit, etc.. I don't consciously worry so much anymore, but my body still reacts like I'm scared. I know that if it wasn't for this damn physiological panic, I'd be MUCH better off in these situations. It clouds my head and makes it hard for me to be normal. I've worked through the insecurities I have had, but I can't shake these stupid mini panic attacks. I'm starting to wonder if medication could be the final step in solving this issue for me, perhaps even just something I could take prior to situations I may feel stressed? I've only ever tried Zoloft, and I didn't like the numbing effect it had on my emotions. Does anyone have any recommendations for coping with this kind of physical reaction, medication or otherwise? Thank you for any help.",6.782378048780488,7.897585398373983,7.5306402439024405,68.45620426829271,64.9349593495935,10.052439024390246,33.66768292682927,10.125756701596842,3.6564317073170733,1072,45,173,24,16,357,147,246,0.141,0.6859999999999999,0.17300000000000001,0.6737,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,0,5,11,20,3,7,6,0,20,7,2,4,1,36,36,10,0,7,6,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,11,0,0,4,5,12,1,0,7,4,23,8,30,23,6,25,0,0,0,0,8,12,1,8,12,114,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301570408906564,0.0,0.0,0.13569252514322458,0.0,0.2289687703205812,0.0,0.09894392456573692,0.0697607236722113,0.0,0.0,0.08881545929387036,0.0,0.1135015090398532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823747056580879,0.10892178178412518,0.11082073921608857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593146717540063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285733891690813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873084230160536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222656635711123,0.0,0.0,0.11126867875196056,0.0658964071634138,0.09024666776140852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151338436924677,0.07127491090683101,0.0,0.2185838722585399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052125124258489884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937332376209453,0.0,0.10239165865605024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374596026974991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413279448041576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038939401899198,0.16449110895359378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622611210167458,0.09999463233443256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659650501463099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30151996425889865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668321908883694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550464742546084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758787322982223,0.0,0.23411457873056896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075015469806146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546534823065976,0.0,0.10029528511185318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998860580463317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252985210875262,0.3364332184496151,0.0,0.20340362678429386,0.0,0.07680696143114793,0.09867397769543068,0.0,0.14123385968610971,0.0,0.07967555991016433,0.0,0.11428491992690565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501378463237192,0.0,0.0,0.09185378432736936,0.0,0.0,0.06628201357226987,0.0,0.09802242230916387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773652346488351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231977822283285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970420878244716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819509921040524,0.07263293604075871,0.1013201449435506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fukbitchesgetpaid,2019/03/08,"I got offered a job Hey everyone, I just wanted to post about how I got offered and accepted a job today. Before, during, and after the interview I was super anxious and I cried for a while after the interview because my anxiety convinced me I didn't do well and I would never get a job. But, my anxiety was wrong and I got it! 

I'm still pretty nervous about starting the job and interacting with new people, but I'm trying not to let my anxiety get the best of me.

Anyways, I just wanted to make this post to let you guys know there's hope. If I can do it, so can you! 

Good luck and I hope everyone is doing well",1.9402911931818208,3.568171367187503,4.435681818181821,83.98659090909092,77.515625,7.467045454545455,24.91761363636364,8.296473431620573,1.6501312499999998,477,17,98,9,11,168,72,128,0.11199999999999999,0.6659999999999999,0.222,0.9683,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,11,12,0,1,8,0,12,0,0,2,1,25,26,13,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,6,0,18,10,11,17,1,10,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,4,8,75,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907623597921385,0.14312848785600807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723166446523759,0.0,0.10780751101080367,0.0,0.13295784303035282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916773064905125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421236507284861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238507690491486,0.0,0.0,0.10626516115404487,0.3039869971527284,0.0,0.0,0.1254472679216203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516720375843889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028981422137383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962786953756261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25910699472818943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456942370285578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977144484406175,0.12236213668927295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783386976912344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426762203852228,0.1288936423773772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967487196482928,0.0,0.10117822524357123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009137483495942,0.0,0.0,0.08601710783173455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945515190718045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278267677496152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899999899952507,0.13852031949156302,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bluefox2003,2019/03/08,how to survive a service trip  im going on a service trip this summer and my anxiety makes it really hard to talk to people (new and people i already know) i often feel as if everyone hates me and is judging everything i say any advice on how to survive the week long trip where i know i will be expected to function as a normal human?,13.840869565217394,5.838414898550727,13.94036231884058,56.56532608695652,59.43478260869566,16.69855072463768,50.44202898550725,12.161744961471696,6.04108115942029,264,11,49,5,2,94,47,69,0.099,0.9009999999999999,0.0,-0.6478,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,3,0,13,9,8,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,9,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,33,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366679602387463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672657311322466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469938069127438,0.0,0.1852767970804488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142555936299056,0.2176672343535765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224599356030402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764372579572318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695713980414075,0.2391152073598305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261609739297039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26620561199208725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433296960855186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166554672832328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391127502798786,0.0,0.0,0.2372974806036849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358119271897128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551548825762815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260140219308064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466536490910008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427242175270365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toomuchsweg4u,2019/03/08,"Said hi to a girl earlier today, currently riding off that high still it was like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I finally spoke a word to another human being. ill try to say more next time i see her although i probably wont get myself to do so lol",3.343,4.390827618181824,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,72.81818181818181,9.136363636363637,26.47727272727273,9.516144504307137,2.336727272727273,209,7,42,5,4,73,47,55,0.051,0.797,0.152,0.6825,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,6,3,1,0,0,1,10,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,6,1,6,4,1,11,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,7,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000457360584814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31345551458517856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494978332887775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30232564000158924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979494687331906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30431617589573784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308510397713281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721873841855887,0.2275522857591165,0.0,0.0,0.22801881092974105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22851405616936624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668522017054129,0.0,0.27122997174963803,0.0,0.0,0.1942722177945729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34844491392998195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,danger1954,2019/03/08,DAE do that thing where you tighten up you jaw and neck when in social situations you don’t like I did that to much yesterday and now my neck hurts,0.37338709677419146,2.7628507741935517,1.8970161290322598,95.26552419354843,89.64516129032259,5.680645161290323,17.427419354838708,7.1686216300943375,0.07628387096774157,118,3,27,2,4,38,25,31,0.095,0.828,0.077,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,3,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954282194802702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260967087797469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402052402871564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201974006034212,0.0,0.4717579840098834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30745832405564816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nekoloff,2019/03/08,"Another missed chance because of anxiety Hey guys, that's my first post here. I wanted to get this off my chest because I don't really have someone to talk to about it right now. I'm a 24 year old gay guy from Bulgaria who's always been very nervous and shy in social situations. Part of it I think has been my bad time at school together with not very good experience with friends there, together with growing up generally in a very homophobic environment and having to hide my sexuality the whole time. So the result is that I have very difficult time making friends and am very socially anxious. I'm planning on seeking therapy as soon as possible. 

Anyway, today I was walking alone around town where I live (Sofia) and while I was waiting to cross a street I noticed a nice looking guy who was also waiting. I looked at him for a bit longer and he looked back. Then we crossed and I managed to throw him a look which I thought came out pretty weird and long and then kept walking, and after a while suddenly realised he was walking next to me. My anxiety really kicked in then. I know most people would get slightly nervous and tingly in that kind of situation but I guess people here would know that the anxiety is different because it paralizes you. So we walked some more, then stood for a while next to a building sort of looking at our phones but looking at each other from time to time and after a while he started walking back. I did as well and he saw me and even stopped for a while but then got away and eventually I lost him. Throughout the whole time I sort of imagined that I might go and say hi at any moment but never managed, despite really, really wanting to. I kept thinking ""what if you're imagining this whole thing"" but since it was actually pretty obvious it was more ""what if you go and have nothing to say to him, what if he thinks you're boring as hell or the whole thing just crashes in very elaborate ways which will leave you scarred for life"" and even stupid stuff like ""you already told your sister you'll meet, how will you tell her you can't"" as if I couldn't just call her, but they were enough to make me even more anxious.

Those things never fucking happen to me, which was why I felt so sad and angry for not doing anything about it. Most of the time I'm in school, studying, and fter that I go home (I live with my dad and sister), watch some youtube and go to bed. So yeah, not in a position to miss chances like that. I read in some blog post someone describing social anxiety as the illness of missed opportunities so yeah, that's another one gone.",6.354053760521317,6.26105255905512,6.4795194135215874,79.80775590551183,65.73228346456693,9.762802063535162,33.06842248167255,9.40505699530331,2.7841780342112417,2052,79,407,35,29,656,247,508,0.127,0.805,0.068,-0.9783,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,3,8,1,4,25,23,3,2,19,2,29,5,1,4,3,83,73,55,0,9,16,3,1,2,2,6,2,2,2,3,30,31,0,5,9,2,0,15,8,14,1,2,22,11,51,9,63,44,16,77,1,5,8,2,46,23,2,14,38,277,81,5,0.0,0.0,0.06246152230708354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662918672309777,0.07063322954494594,0.051186312025129334,0.05325888620329687,0.0,0.0,0.04352690153351885,0.13423367618795948,0.19586047911335455,0.14461920497354716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267224267875752,0.056979730420052215,0.0,0.0,0.060136609759564336,0.0984347434952838,0.05344310590942066,0.11705407582782865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987898066704633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535822328836179,0.07320686659565596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687360982351295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613626007254564,0.0,0.12682790402730434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261105122488406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061456682297669075,0.0,0.0,0.054444254758287916,0.0,0.0,0.09890317760121284,0.05917336756375825,0.06688194942579008,0.0,0.14550643418987716,0.053685968994322535,0.051192182293752594,0.0,0.07051084027308842,0.19013074641555447,0.05660110932580716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420416110330249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665335912649184,0.07035306029820171,0.0,0.0,0.06777408803390074,0.0,0.0,0.04520998158853546,0.06254109749337887,0.0,0.11303856875016352,0.056644111376627525,0.32249816119721064,0.0,0.06987111589515697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545023429075979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790122881691256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873216757608312,0.0,0.1361441743867498,0.0,0.0,0.061416367487437076,0.07287230440070024,0.06716449702609006,0.0,0.04337274654312449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931325859161219,0.0,0.08874868033636882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215818681213165,0.12260187536321768,0.13023610020608853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402424271530471,0.0,0.16401789170055509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054661561261574634,0.0,0.1018017461060195,0.0,0.12955684351633706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294718692163595,0.14389292317666466,0.0,0.1957409877645567,0.10846571380973556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045304428503098515,0.0,0.0,0.05351265244207652,0.0,0.0,0.07327261163383829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051446338989384034,0.05594487063938505,0.0,0.07319749303187174,0.0,0.12757006364904874,0.12303915249700012,0.0,0.05081434605493836,0.2612606547327333,0.0,0.06067107748069123,0.06116135648144596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168744816725316,0.07550588136500692,0.05080571503618361,0.0,0.0,0.05754990938070485,0.0,0.057756291044036887,0.28584576829200586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093736121794704,0.0,0.0,0.0412183589181008
socialanxiety,Whattheeffami,2019/03/08,"Social anxiety and being hyper conscious of yourself Does anyone else find it completely awkward to walk without a bag/coat/pockets to put your hands? Especially when anxious. I end up waking incredibly weirdly because I’m so conscious of what I’m doing I look unnatural. 

And is a socially anxious trait talking quietly/ really slowly as if there’s NOTHING in my brain. People must think I’m slow. As in thick. Lool 

Or is doing that something else? ",4.602804878048783,7.413434097560978,6.107500000000003,69.53125000000001,73.87804878048779,8.002439024390245,34.640243902439025,8.841846274778883,3.816360975609756,364,20,52,8,8,123,65,82,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.8403,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,6,3,3,0,1,10,11,8,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,10,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,3,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518329570003925,0.4484408826034032,0.0,0.13877844925501245,0.20336125994756127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098861762783313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215639223964316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20809743301926856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736869532776233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316010630335508,0.0,0.17579008451206313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814027039652985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666915028298507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044227250038454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759768817429274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952235875323615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714827213024724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046408697049405,0.0,0.15279587765587152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952681849781425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127174870840107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913229752296528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RedFaux1971,2019/03/08,"Feeling in need of physical affection Hello everyone. I'm 17M and I'm currently on high school and going through a crisis of loneliness. I haven't ever had too many friends throughout my teen years and currently I only hang out with literally two people. One of these people is a childhood friend and maybe the deepest friendship I have, but he's currently going through severe depression and it's difficult for me to be around him because I feel very bad for him and don't know what to do or say. I also have a friend from my class which I really value and trust. Unfortunately, she is never able to hang out with me because she takes school very seriously and is always studying at home. We've had many meaningful conversations and I feel that we can connect on a deep level, but the fact that we can't advance in our friendship because of not being able to hang out and be around each other as frequently as I'd like is just depressing for me. Important note: I am attracted to women, but I'm not romantically attracted to her. I just see her as a potentially very good friend and that's why I want to be with her more often.

These are the two people that I trust the most and I'd do anything for them because I value them a lot. Unfortunately, I have never been one who shows his feelings and I often get misunderstood by others.

The thing is, lately I've been feeling really lonely for the last couple of weeks. I've tried hanging out with my childhood friend, but for some reason I cannot open up to him. I think it's because I'm afraid of making him feel sadder because of my own problems, because he has already many of them himself and he even talked to me about suicidal thoughts and all kinds of really dark and worrying stuff. He's currently receiving psychological and psychiatric help and is in heavy meds to treat his depression, so he's very weak and sleepy now. I feel guilty for not being able to be with him throuought that, but I honestly don't know what to do and it's really difficult for me because I'm going through a bad phase too.

Specially, I've realized that I'm totally in need of physical affection. Sometimes I feel that I'd kill for a hug or a simple tap on my shoulders from someone whom I trust and feel comfortable with. I've tried opening up to many people, but it's difficult for me because I'm a shy introvert and can only open up with people who I know that enjoy my company and like me. Also, I come off as a cold (and even weird) person because that's just my default attitude towards everyone whom I don't trust. I just can't be myself in those situations. I am in therapy and frequently talk about these kind of things with my psychologist, by the way. I haven't told him yet about my yearn for physical affection and I wanted to know your opinions on this and possible advices, if you have any.

I don't receive physical affection from people outside my family. And as much as I love and appreciate my family, that's just not fulfilling for me. I want friends to hug and show them how much I love them, but I don't how to do that with the only two people I currently have. I'm worried because it can come off as weird that all of a sudden I want to hug them like that, out of the blue. Ironically, I'm also usually uncomfortable with physical contact, which I'm pretty sure is one of the reasons why I never receive it (if I don't give it, then the normal thing to expect is that I won't receive it either). 

And right now, with my childhood friend going though depression and stuff, I can only feel that my other friend is the only person that can give me that. Do you have any advice on this? Thank you for reading.",6.756272893772894,6.149720579670332,7.558406593406595,74.11992673992677,65.04395604395604,11.093040293040293,34.05128205128205,10.560738912317856,3.4758331501831514,2914,112,561,66,39,979,261,728,0.129,0.6679999999999999,0.203,0.9961,5,2,0,0,0,0,59.0,3,4,6,1,27,50,1,1,24,0,52,7,1,9,9,131,100,58,2,12,21,0,10,3,8,1,1,1,1,3,47,58,0,0,20,3,0,15,19,18,0,6,6,14,88,32,99,86,12,72,0,6,2,5,63,32,0,10,27,401,135,4,0.16002808167867674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425172621399087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588649891609187,0.12797439910188435,0.04438539451299943,0.0,0.0,0.07254972209216498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04389649198177144,0.09497261374503983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907784254950521,0.3576893219693493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919000150076334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059022676198232114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837759363445322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046469245865508,0.04825152055298057,0.0,0.10194245993117024,0.0,0.0,0.10057348884807367,0.0,0.2697166880086415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296994638350013,0.0,0.027869355920537492,0.10234234524199264,0.1212635288887753,0.04474132081038816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03575448330067649,0.056359484814962,0.053507071271983286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901578741486908,0.11109641418910618,0.11726299812628148,0.043481415077220885,0.06017288215538559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818163737756903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04535005079495175,0.09628772775230518,0.0,0.035606662386312014,0.2163244765620904,0.05358990576078028,0.0,0.059251707665468036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842603540059953,0.07910586323751906,0.12342352200889845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226451428873019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843916970477742,0.20284761209695445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25886775231658643,0.093153565567309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060135872477200175,0.0,0.0542686967336911,0.0,0.05104175396732934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335712918342851,0.0,0.13669078250211136,0.109690347070031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04555436912500229,0.0,0.042420251202588716,0.0,0.10797130810023556,0.04250722073077519,0.0,0.0,0.06026206070480936,0.0,0.0,0.05995942290687279,0.0,0.0,0.045197091431863116,0.0,0.05275728822922148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212924475932363,0.058348249249264836,0.0,0.0502748577091994,0.0,0.040107067227290384,0.08574967353154908,0.0,0.04911078571962925,0.061002019328392165,0.0,0.10631554669577314,0.034179844362988765,0.05240892591411669,0.04234814051422839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050971229965585126,0.0,0.07243237529377043,0.0,0.15632418281034605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587494411239922,0.17605323584188268,0.12585161167828202,0.04234094751415293,0.04278829145918344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962669686261108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083441899284238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034350945958104964
socialanxiety,Banker-Bloke,2019/03/08,"Advice responding to a text Hey everyone, 

I need some help replying to my crush who I ghosted for a week since I have S.A.
She messages me last night saying ""Bonjour, c'est la terre ici lol"" which roughly translates to ""hello, this is earth lol"".

Is there a funny way to respond to that without butchering the convo? 
Thanks in advance!",4.825483870967741,6.849909935483872,4.852451612903226,82.35867741935486,70.61290322580646,6.895483870967742,31.754838709677426,7.554174236665415,2.2715058064516143,264,12,45,3,5,82,52,62,0.025,0.794,0.18100000000000002,0.8748,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,8,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32980121284577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32249582953446826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262192173783772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751076447268132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502520637921499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167210013303421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683936430389477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791835883003922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107247674901097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26789188726800583,0.270722239934348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253380735990193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Oneandonlyinigo,2019/03/08,"Scared to take antidepressants(ssri)- what's it like? I've just bought them for my anxiety but I'm scared to take them since I'd be taking them for a while. How am I gonna be, how will it affect me, it's gonna mess with my brain but I'm so scared. Anxiety just has been unbareable lately that's why I got them. I have this urge to cry but I just can't, will I be able to cry when I'm in them? U just read so many horror stories, idk how it's gonna be once I'm off them. 

Ive went the spirituality route and have been 2 years doing great progress, along with therapy, but I can't handle anxiety anymore. All this ""just feel it"" stuff ""just breath"" doesn't work for me. I guess I need to do it every day but still, it's unbareable. Today at uni I couldn't focus bc of of my neausea and anxiety feeling in my stomach. ",0.030277942046126324,1.98384326966292,2.2502010644589028,95.61594027202841,85.40449438202249,5.769840331164992,17.79538734476641,7.0608816371341465,-0.1030943820224719,634,15,156,9,19,214,96,178,0.203,0.726,0.071,-0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,6,2,13,6,0,3,2,0,19,3,3,4,1,26,36,14,0,2,11,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,4,4,0,0,5,2,22,2,17,21,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,8,93,34,2,0.14223954593518615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352514532546382,0.0,0.14106340866155434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878637470584767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31248692431055525,0.09173273994415476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984295219170665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384117648997616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376195871417599,0.15681960154325186,0.15669289607581094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604524033334201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694910573469467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442085741987552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546882100019828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148047422438468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227803797639132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272197981116079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766202226049642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359268512215152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283024958257794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208393098400633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626633170762326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482645791299436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185748411894854,0.12834906626040646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355208350563144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159760407556056
socialanxiety,skywind,2019/03/08,"Anyone else in college feel like this? I'm a sophmore, and have been in a number of classes so far in my college career. In every class I've been enrolled in, it seems like everyone is already talking to each other and friendly on the first day, while I end up feeling isolated and alone for the rest of the semester. 

If someone is to occasionally talk to me first, I think I can hold a conversation relatively fine. But to reach out to someone first? It feels impossible to do without dealing with extreme anxiety. ",6.441768707482993,6.9871065102040815,7.396326530612246,71.12605442176873,65.53061224489795,9.798639455782316,38.78231292517007,9.725611199111238,3.9780761904761897,410,22,71,8,6,138,70,98,0.06,0.7979999999999999,0.142,0.7399,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,15,13,7,0,1,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,5,4,19,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,8,53,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975091685463034,0.21044376967923756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458860716880005,0.0,0.0,0.13334287362073796,0.1953961506999784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298664577048884,0.19660480026852245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930657417613456,0.0,0.16890486346189126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606741793416826,0.1822233883339704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28927311826103874,0.1362371394258454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866316158495983,0.0,0.0,0.14733545147054405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633417162397192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360741928299495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231614049382422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065571709766623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219377591548908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382937295914292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ghtrcn514,2019/03/08,"Social anxiety at the gym I have a bad case of social anxiety. I've been working on it.

​

Recently started going back to the gym (PF). The elliptical and treadmills are stations facing the rest of the workout equipment. When doing cardio, I'm left facing the other people working out. I feel so awkward and don't want people to think I'm staring at them so I just look forward.. but it never fails as soon as something catches my attention I look and end up making eye contact leaving me feeling like the other person thinks I've been staring at them (especially the females).

​

Oddly enough, I feel I have better cardio sessions when there's a lot of people in the gym. I feel this is because the whole anxiety keeps me on edge. Does anyone else deal with this situation or am I just overthinking!?",4.434115884115887,6.595483090909095,5.504025974025973,76.70076423576424,71.98701298701299,7.0761238761238765,31.326673326673326,7.882392219407189,2.533599000999001,652,30,105,9,13,215,97,154,0.065,0.8540000000000001,0.081,0.7558,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,4,9,5,0,1,12,0,9,5,3,1,1,21,24,11,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,7,4,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,9,13,2,16,22,4,20,0,1,5,0,7,10,0,2,10,75,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776699646603772,0.3113978123259377,0.0,0.0,0.2940703897415058,0.0,0.0,0.08959546391507474,0.13129017167409932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852844744314236,0.10698796105557856,0.07811033617251473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332561782448312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321022849566769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213241853070002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704093912531544,0.0,0.11349020152680248,0.1323984356185378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25915704904209946,0.09154017292321937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282247377625997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389290167155824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567720976841946,0.13921981789833987,0.0,0.0,0.06260063285183506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520344001676486,0.0,0.0,0.10893639382032287,0.0,0.0,0.0855315777678103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882615465375508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664994912062461,0.11188315477628163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265185498226911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440299005739919,0.0,0.261236428529295,0.0,0.0986451254959124,0.0,0.0,0.09069511118140944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420837114733153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557775841694214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430589381245908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865686379821194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113978123259377,0.0
socialanxiety,neonliberal,2019/03/08,"Posting online is harder for me than socializing in person Something I've noticed personally. There are people I'm happy to talk to in real life about a common interest, and then I struggle to say anything at all in a Discord group I'm in with those same people. I think it's because when writing a post or response, I have far more time to think, which ends up being counterproductive; I stress about exact wording and conveying the ""right"" meaning far more than I do in person. Additionally, having tone of voice, body language, and other context cues takes a lot of the anxiety out of interpreting other people's responses, whereas online, even a slightly critical response feels miserable to receive. 

A lot of the strategies that have helped me get better at socializing in person haven't done much for me online, so I was wondering if other people had the same problem with online posting, and what has helped you in that area.
",13.543784313725489,9.130045535294123,12.53529411764706,55.65549019607846,55.41176470588235,14.392156862745097,47.74509803921568,11.538034831475384,5.647686274509804,751,33,115,13,6,246,107,170,0.10300000000000001,0.84,0.057,-0.701,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,3,10,0,12,2,1,0,2,26,21,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,9,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,3,10,3,28,17,8,24,0,1,0,0,14,15,0,5,5,88,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956834937971616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710661559479732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934138403762912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151116715879374,0.0,0.14457305332954512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319392859581194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152788491904408,0.0,0.0,0.08596626276319379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581036506069718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680007047646348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385525994977556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744805348120493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193244625226496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213065435714763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177713725155086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567902635322388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818252457096576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609328293578264,0.454585899148649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739580261225123,0.0,0.0,0.12454092057591225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814507891611467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115180467180068,0.0,0.103504615833018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653536115218355,0.0,0.10019980925604216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909230835519136,0.13606644419386255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786049039936816,0.10461379606526316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166796355972904,0.0,0.0,0.07589452674931044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114773063948738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fake_it_till_umakeit,2019/03/08,"I cant focus when people talk to me I have this problem . I can't focus when a stranger talk to me or when someone i feel anxious about is talking to me . I mean i can hear what he say but i can't process it in my mind its like my mind freezing . And Sometimes i give a stupid response that is not related to conversation .

Anyone have this problem ? ",1.2693542074364004,3.1899995753424686,3.0250880626223093,91.94863013698631,80.64383561643838,5.267318982387477,26.866927592954998,6.1826913282559595,0.8879722113502937,271,12,59,2,7,90,47,73,0.196,0.758,0.046,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,12,6,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,13,1,6,12,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,4,42,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408534728991425,0.0,0.14907325698129156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779950145407384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451930275767807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029005707967954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415795421472154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322355255012936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305391541061477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780490515170605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40800409286082506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954390048898746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064228652299533,0.0,0.210858638787554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140823204970405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wyrenfire,2019/03/08,"Is counciling a good idea or nah? My College sent me to see an in-college counciler yesterday. I was supposed to talk to them about my problem with SAD, but I ended up sitting there crying for half of it and only communicating by typing notes on my phone and handing it to them.

Should I still go to the next session or give it up for another student that might not be so pathetic about it?",6.918461538461537,5.899772769230772,7.748333333333335,74.24250000000002,64.8974358974359,10.876923076923077,37.44871794871795,10.125756701596842,3.686425641025641,308,14,60,6,4,104,60,78,0.19399999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.023,-0.9397,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,11,9,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,2,9,1,15,4,0,10,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,3,4,47,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029413705363613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173478306497298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25588347700645303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771433498916864,0.16419098339234095,0.2423192374309941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32613781278536136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30648182934505164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072530228667227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972475460143065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27644241775785794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302193392198836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307193638948366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221034966961904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,artsyaquarius,2019/03/08,"My best, and only, friend just left me I woke up to a message from my best, and only, friend. I've included it below, for context and so I can get it off my chest.

""i didn’t say that. just said i miss you. you’ve changed a lot. it’s crazy that you can give someone everything you have for 13 years and then get told you’re the bad friend. you act like i haven’t been there for you through all of this shit. the only thing you’ve given anyone was drama and worry and sadness and act like nobody’s there for you when everyone is all the time of every second of the day. if anyone’s should be upset it should be me. i lost my best friend then i had to turn into a parent. i know this is probably going to make you mad but what doesn’t at this point. you always take everything everyone says and makes it about you so that you’re the center of everyone’s attention. and when i needed you most you couldn’t have cared less about me. but i was always there for you no matter what. every time you ran to everybody else to twll then about our business i was still there. everytime you had everyone else in mind besides me i was still there and anytime you needed ANYTHING i was there. so DONT even try to tell me i was being a bad friends because that was you. and you may or may not have depression but even if you do that doesn’t give you the right to walk all over everybody like you’re better than them for having a worse life  that you created for yourself. and you have amazing friends. especially for being there for you for this long. i think you’re going to realize how much you really had but weren’t thankful for once were all gone. i’ve been wanted to tell you""

That's all I copied. There was another sentence or two, but it didn't get copied, and I already deleted the message.

I honestly feel so alone. My BEST friend, who I've known for most of my life, basically broke up with me. She says this sort of stuff out of nowhere, and it's happened in the past before.

What really gets me is that she doubts the fact that I even have depression. I have been hospitalized for it FOUR times over the last few months. 

She was my CLOSEST and ONLY friend. I know that you guys understand how hard it is making friends. I don't know what to do now. I don't know why she kept this in for so long and exploded on me for no reason. I literally was balling my eyes out over this and it makes me so sad. 

What do I do? I know I don't want her in my life anymore, and I blocked her number, but we have a class together. 

I feel so betrayed and alone. I should've seen this coming. I know how rude she can be, and know her viewpoints on certain things. I feel so alone and unwanted :( Please help.",2.1258213429256614,3.82124295503597,3.2105935251798563,92.6753986810552,77.18345323741008,6.647721822541968,21.655275779376502,7.492282038375204,0.5724347721822545,2097,56,471,28,48,673,221,556,0.12300000000000001,0.72,0.157,0.9745,2,3,0,0,0,1,56.0,2,25,1,6,32,36,3,2,16,0,56,6,3,8,7,89,100,47,0,10,13,1,4,3,9,4,3,4,0,1,37,27,0,2,16,2,0,8,14,14,0,3,29,10,86,22,56,61,15,48,0,7,2,0,60,22,1,11,21,335,123,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053219138892372,0.07292272028792282,0.0,0.10997041722346756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929234925924885,0.0,0.0,0.06553521882165524,0.0924116222614146,0.0,0.05437954974657482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035079915383476,0.040282747394045464,0.0,0.05623059872267404,0.0,0.2773943688477451,0.058443830353198924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737462437871279,0.0,0.06990560085554097,0.056923471696711435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04261718359417909,0.0,0.1138320196158368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744717646698875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040544242654893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093887720653447,0.0,0.11135324419899947,0.25257531164072633,0.11877981347902394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023857072089956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594905203994356,0.0,0.13809969391770147,0.12678303898587492,0.07511142467136915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543120156673975,0.05843576585614744,0.0,0.059196159393052276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044293122651341166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542171439281554,0.05386534703559205,0.0,0.0,0.07179788273164822,0.0,0.14002622545405669,0.09685243733844767,0.0,0.0,0.1169603235329148,0.0,0.0,0.0721359036455406,0.05618023746038428,0.0,0.0,0.17644000065882354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672360704341401,0.0,0.05274572542359413,0.0,0.048577600406708346,0.09799738045028207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037477769533551,0.0,0.20103222494555434,0.0,0.0,0.0733758282302363,0.0,0.06308239170781517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253778416670438,0.06246849841476241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124717221207838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466716668451006,0.06794291999108737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643334968624812,0.06285876125656087,0.15765228994776834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783184205011228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055990749396104864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554574778325863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564765475632025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049685160681663294,0.0,0.11551651197214205,0.06083908518801375,0.0,0.0,0.08780339535678447,0.042342439291941016,0.0,0.0,0.11559818700099103,0.0,0.0,0.06314382791018157,0.0,0.044865088048332176,0.07187783600486848,0.06455214902106489,0.06879330577586802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795331322589179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059628391393205527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710910143356874,0.06734282496624741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042554402191099405
socialanxiety,YoRt3m,2019/03/08,"Going to the army again, this time it's not a such a big deal 15 months ago I posted here and said I was worried since I have to go to reserve duty for 3 days. I was really nervous and couldn't think about something else. eventually it wasn't that bad, even though I ran into some social obstacles while I was there.

Yesterday I got an order to go back for 1 more day to do some things, and I'm not as nervous. 

Just sharing... things gets better...",3.8938709677419356,4.229138118279572,5.046397849462366,86.48959677419356,71.04301075268819,7.920430107526883,25.177419354838708,7.793537801064563,1.1317612903225809,347,9,76,4,6,115,68,93,0.11199999999999999,0.8540000000000001,0.033,-0.6943,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,2,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,16,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,7,1,7,2,10,8,3,17,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,9,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970599624545522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709388169204986,0.1856153827870944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661070016231136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867366582498025,0.22918668556124305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570729541536124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683035072856954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614518311544075,0.0,0.3790231502344956,0.0,0.17779761019627852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744172384714765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290673173570027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241427043709753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211462954897027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838929867701963,0.0,0.0,0.2266119440027883,0.0,0.17114124382175075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953791175800429,0.14244406270871698,0.21841352611572146,0.0,0.12962782867130948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257615105029701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Frosch_LaFrog,2019/03/08,"I'm struggling to keep my social anxiety under control at my first job I started my first job yesterday at a retail place and my trainer and boss are laid back and fun (the boss even had me prank my trainer) but I feel so awkward with them. They're so nice and I wanted to get into it the prank and be enthusiastic but I was so deadpan and I fake laughed the whole time even though I wanted to enjoy myself. I want to be part of their conversations and stuff and during my whole shift they made an effort to check on me and include me but I hold myself back and I don't know why. 

I want so badly to be able to relate with people and I try so hard but ""fake it till you make it"" really doesn't work for me because I feel like the fakeness is visible to everyone, customers and coworkers.

Quitting isn't an option because I need this job and they're the only people who were willing to hire me without any past experience. I'm so grateful to them because I brought in my papers and was hired on the spot because my boss apparently had a good first impression of me, but I don't know how. I hate when people think I'm a certain way and then I end up not living up to their expectations.

I'll be there until I start college in August or September and I just want to be able to make the most of my time there and improve my social skills.

Please, any advice is welcome.",3.6081914893617046,4.556834039007093,5.01467375886525,84.22350000000002,72.08510638297872,7.625815602836879,26.86595744680851,7.908726449838941,1.5130519148936163,1077,36,223,14,20,361,143,282,0.075,0.741,0.184,0.9866,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,5,8,16,16,1,2,12,0,18,0,0,8,1,54,41,35,0,7,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,20,0,3,5,0,2,1,6,7,0,3,7,3,43,9,32,28,4,30,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,3,18,159,49,11,0.214257582721303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046850150555908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570250345606198,0.0,0.08195323216650191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475085578137974,0.08944806601353945,0.2612188675198442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201540488569955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488431163564086,0.0,0.0,0.14151511267603206,0.0,0.0,0.1023661510485984,0.0,0.10479251435409773,0.0,0.0,0.10833507154393557,0.07653282995339407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733710856138052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597037190813532,0.0,0.0,0.08985454750223461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596635482007272,0.10576750252646357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189263855452911,0.09522099203198063,0.0,0.0,0.11775036414376475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233771617454635,0.0,0.09459668546189716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136785265125904,0.14301860020386584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943464136993664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147627323799843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601004141907792,0.10226655322915293,0.2228088454700766,0.0,0.11192678577093784,0.11759524274172466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394465635563206,0.0,0.0,0.0686294469351129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184086234907386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165261982786446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199427288448822,0.12263683576917048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864380383290065,0.10525349358925727,0.0,0.12493531949863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273341721533004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159366837789401,0.08503384814729771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666707138541404,0.23921093952893924,0.0,0.10326833197183334,0.0,0.07799103600830144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hehehehe44,2019/03/08,"I Think I Cured My Social Anxiety So lately I've been feeling really tired & ANGRY with myself for not being able to have a girlfriend and being a forever alone etc for all these years.. And one day I started adopting a ""Not Give a Fuck"" attitude,

I think having this attitude comes from all my anger, as if I would intentionally pick a fight with someone but deep down I do not.. maybe I'm feeling suicidal?

I began talking really loud & confident and I'm able to maintain eye contact with anyone. In the past, I always had trouble maintaining eye contact with girls.

I realized people are actually aren't that scary anymore if you are willing CHALLENGE your ANXIETY. 

This works for me and I hope my advice can help all social anxiety sufferers out there (:",5.095734265734265,6.9228975944055975,6.231048951048951,73.54349650349653,69.55944055944056,9.395804195804196,31.88111888111888,9.800150414767053,3.46762097902098,608,27,101,15,11,203,95,143,0.192,0.642,0.16699999999999998,-0.4647,0,1,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,2,7,3,0,6,0,13,4,2,2,3,28,25,9,1,4,6,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,4,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,5,17,2,14,18,4,11,0,1,2,1,12,4,1,3,6,71,21,2,0.3044749142904105,0.0,0.1485617976565138,0.0,0.0,0.14876468119217795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576720931875865,0.0,0.0,0.12667375983323073,0.3298984424253842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34938371407151336,0.0,0.15097865006301034,0.10644796973311474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131139089304904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818056556805924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697850068712872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539516651127869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074107600903968,0.0,0.1460400409210837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204155849656064,0.0,0.0,0.1512061452555949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173048265668142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294298780736035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316004089794943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532787887243406,0.1055422843009946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950544266201987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103738316889789,0.1289903034099111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107754455729268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652306897770516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236270140093156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509523091909803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497456195376893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083068194107314,0.0,0.0,0.1081451216499238,0.0,0.0,0.09803593110041783
socialanxiety,lifelongbruxr,2019/03/08,"Going to a festival. I’ve been invited to a festival this weekend and I’m not sure if I want to go. I know it would be good for me, but I’m really anxious thinking about it because it’s in my hometown,  and I’m afraid of running into people I know. The fear is irrational and I shouldn’t let thinking about others views on me matters, but in these situations it’s so strong. ",1.8008318264014456,3.5339439113924063,4.345605786618446,84.00784810126581,78.24050632911394,7.552260397830018,27.74141048824593,8.418075326091056,2.090958770343581,295,13,61,6,7,104,54,79,0.158,0.682,0.16,0.0594,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,17,16,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,7,5,11,11,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169939596589056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104890505455012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157488570990658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189386965454136,0.2353508704842954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084167854764235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869287360767718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453014970918892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975718008743954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154020068981081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26445869972142017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35958956857524904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550297255338348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932756661663306,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whambanm,2019/03/08,"Do i have anxiety? So i'm 23(male), i was always shy when i was younger and it took a really bad breakup when i was around 17 for me to finally start coming out of my shell. I felt like i was doing great the past few years i have more friends than i have ever had things are going well but the past few months i feel like i'm trapped in my own head and i'm really not sure why. When i'm on the bus i keep taking out my earphones to see if they are too loud or if people can hear my music and its annoying to them, or sometimes i will go to walk into a shop to get some lunch and just walk straight past it and have to psych myself up to go in. At first i thought to myself i'm just being conscientious and thinking of other people etc, but now its gotten to the stage where i'm feeling like this more and more in everyday situations. On the flip side i can be very confident in some situations i just don't understand.

​

I never felt like this before so any ideas? Thanks for your time.",4.096759022967554,4.112225099526071,5.224360189573464,86.5152716004375,70.5165876777251,8.577615749179731,26.183375865840322,8.384062270229773,1.3953248997448044,780,21,177,11,13,259,121,211,0.075,0.782,0.14400000000000002,0.9323,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,14,11,1,0,7,0,19,2,1,0,3,36,45,18,0,2,10,0,4,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,8,12,1,1,8,1,1,7,3,2,1,1,10,7,25,9,26,32,9,39,0,0,1,0,5,15,0,6,20,123,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560225473675024,0.1375107970274495,0.15421387551915594,0.08630557774149555,0.0,0.09708853152335578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297998203870123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596752742118744,0.0,0.0,0.10799409805357414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932480043975903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154217550428316,0.0,0.11480058746304606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834262579551592,0.1813341555194672,0.2437138544167389,0.13902760937151384,0.0,0.10795261541878326,0.0,0.0,0.09805310718900084,0.0,0.0663071006929499,0.0,0.2163837148767356,0.0,0.0,0.13992265587225675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302499345029201,0.0,0.1430408140212926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326996938607314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280660984547435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24801423311037596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130119850574554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978835669908886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634600813596207,0.1759717751636249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260816190026273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113368149623887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28531233398525585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552076312334468,0.0,0.08983007607828908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961453511708288,0.0,0.09542320793926568,0.0,0.0,0.11684496129390776,0.0,0.0,0.08431573469778618,0.0813210893107121,0.0,0.1007551959665804,0.07400432164090577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100564290487072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212149929310413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471698439651483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411053861133655,0.0,0.11451975424722108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421387551915594,0.08172817624621365
socialanxiety,AdventurousKiwach,2019/03/08,"I just dropped a class because I was anxious about sitting alone I was really interested in the subject of this class. I went in and sat alone because I didn't know anyone there. I knew of some people but I didn't feel comfortable enough to come up to them and sit with them. So I sat in an empty row thinking someone would come and sit there eventually. But no one did, people kept comming in and my row was the only one that was empty (except for me sitting there) and every single person sat somewhere else. Then a guy I know kind of well came in, saw me and said hi and then went and sat with another friend. I often sit alone in classes but this was a smaller class and I felt like it was really noticable that I was alone and awkward.
My face got really red, my heart started beating and I just wanted to run out and start crying. I sat through the class, met up with my boyfriend after and cried and then went and switched to a class that he is in too but I'm not as interested in. I feel like a failure.",3.0596195652173925,4.4090777004830946,4.21987620772947,87.85126358695653,73.92753623188406,6.91413043478261,25.497886473429947,7.413659706084162,1.1046234299516913,792,26,168,9,16,259,104,207,0.17300000000000001,0.742,0.086,-0.9447,0,4,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,10,9,0,1,9,0,12,2,2,0,0,42,39,24,0,2,8,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,6,22,0,1,7,0,0,7,4,1,1,2,26,6,23,8,27,12,3,30,0,0,2,0,9,11,0,2,8,115,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101844501794881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291333634541288,0.0,0.13912428601110866,0.0,0.08610924389517714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014202046185673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085062973612758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216539598565015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27054867206888883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287590388110897,0.0,0.0,0.12724672305757626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375906653956067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453653660565407,0.08797828296222412,0.11824317588855067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951452745886376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849419117290227,0.0,0.0,0.1219377207366134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593317434256084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824162600549996,0.13535988231264462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032959988556152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020692924685935,0.0,0.0,0.16689906146992614,0.09366101614176917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075321066083698,0.10752970565032936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366788568647672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714371572611013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043444748104162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433220628720214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890945625415899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263697678650298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072651179432333,0.34248345567835137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748212558280426,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GreenBlueSalad,2019/03/08,"I haven't spoken to a person in 2 years I'm so lonely I can't even express it in words. I haven't talked to any person, excluding family and therapy, in the last 2 years. I'm suffering from severe social anxiety and therapy hasn't helped even a bit. I feel like a complete failure. Never had a girlfriend, no job, no money, I even quit uni cause of how nauseous I get around people because of my social anxiety. My family is clearly disappointed in me on how I didn't turn out to be the son they wanted and everyday seems like I'm forcing myself to stay alive. I've lost all my motivation and confidence I had when I was young. I had so much hope for myself, on how I will get rich and buy a home for my parents, but everything has just fallen apart. I'm really ugly so it doesn't help the case at all. I tried talking to some people online, even on reddit, but it just led to them ghosting me, so I guess my personality sucks as well hah. I don't even know if this is the right subreddit but oh well. I'm 19 by the way",2.3533898768809856,3.656207567441861,4.709794801641586,83.82149110807114,75.65116279069767,8.035567715458276,23.809849521203827,8.671277953709913,1.5418207934336532,797,24,170,16,17,280,124,215,0.139,0.748,0.11199999999999999,-0.8232,2,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,3,18,11,1,0,10,1,16,0,0,6,4,31,32,18,1,3,6,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,7,0,0,4,0,3,2,10,5,2,0,6,1,25,6,23,24,5,23,0,4,0,0,15,12,1,5,9,111,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145895650858266,0.0,0.18327275417891545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663541898527974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302076444738981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077587989206074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305377579826372,0.0,0.0,0.12559391070446296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955894077091253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765642045605353,0.0,0.2258481829491782,0.0,0.0605676750359534,0.08557552984712152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125167048825867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195838134184756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058078879897952,0.0,0.1201556688558792,0.11897506483701395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886965999595965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583155103130545,0.0976420197780325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117043307959539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076116126774534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805689150293695,0.0,0.09238676612881408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300877958796392,0.0,0.0,0.16608981197862738,0.3137789654050094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740773269222308,0.0,0.0,0.07673832639095741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229705273344476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904916936119444,0.0,0.13532469706319575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442145898666269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767651612472722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255977074475855,0.0,0.0,0.2739727015408573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132719931543035,0.1302933605932611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065320628804547,0.0950809817770493,0.0,0.0,0.2154049748616104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427721193887994
socialanxiety,rubyjone,2019/03/08,"Birth Certificate online | Name add in birth certificate Birth Certificate is a platform which offer Name add in birth certificate, Correction in birth certificate, old to new birth certificate services in Delhi and India. https://birthcertificate.in/

",10.9375,15.700838861111116,7.258888888888888,59.05000000000004,63.16666666666667,12.488888888888884,36.77777777777778,11.20814326018867,6.534244444444445,213,10,22,8,4,59,21,36,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,8,9,1,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6772163916869507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7357839077001526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rares215,2019/03/08,How to get through anxiety attacks if you can't escape the trigger. Title. Sometimes it's plain unbearable and I don't know how to stop it from reaching the point where it physically hurts in my chest area. Shit's nasty.,3.4422093023255838,5.7867392093023255,3.969941860465117,85.7470058139535,75.51162790697674,7.090697674418602,29.3546511627907,8.07648339933343,2.099841860465117,178,8,34,3,4,56,36,43,0.314,0.648,0.038,-0.9046,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,2,2,2,3,0,7,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28460562989282234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232433326454783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943728457211661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982709846660599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446061534924698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516931706464601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818884110676217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367951963973762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110377800454267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DenshaNoOtoko,2019/03/08,"People avoid me because of my appearance I started having social anxiety when I was 14 years old (in my 30s now) and during my teenage years my normal resting face changed and creeps people out. I believe this was caused by the high  stress and anxiety. The result is that people avoid me wherever I go. Their first impression is that Im a crazy or bad person and avoid me. I know people will say it's all in my head and people are not judging me but I can list all the scenarios in great detail how this occurs. For example people will avoid eye contact with me, cashiers will barely look at me or make small talk even though they were very nice to the customers in front of me. 
If I don't say hi to my neighbors they will not say hi to me. The list goes on and on. Now I do not consider myself a rude person or bad person but unfortunately people judge you by your appearance before even getting to know you. 

Now how can I overcome social anxiety and live a normal life when people do not feel comfortable around me and therefore do not want to associate themselves with me? To make matters worse when I am in social situations I get a lot of shortness of breath and constantly yawn because I am afraid of taking deep breaths and get people's attention. 

I have lost many years of my life, I don't have a job because of this issue, I also only take online courses in order to avoid people and all the rejection and discrimination. What can I do? I have tried cbt, medication positive thinking..
I honestly feel helpless as I have done my best to overcome this but it seems like nothing works.

I have worked in a job for 4 years doing cleaning, I have tried attending university classes on campus but that also did not go well. I have tried making friends, playing sports, going to events. I have done my best and can say that I have given my all to fix this issue yet no matter how hard I try things do not change. I can not change people's initial perspective of me. Im tired of fighting and struggling. Please if someone knows how I can fix this please tell me... ",5.372905982905984,6.036941938271602,5.897839506172839,80.52220085470087,67.8888888888889,8.601139601139602,29.65099715099715,8.617729084823388,2.1824245014245007,1635,57,312,24,26,529,192,405,0.15,0.73,0.12,-0.6619,2,5,0,0,2,0,33.0,0,3,3,6,18,26,2,8,12,0,39,10,5,10,4,70,64,34,0,5,17,0,3,1,2,4,5,4,2,3,14,18,0,5,8,2,0,7,11,15,1,1,8,9,56,11,39,52,8,41,0,3,2,0,24,17,0,9,17,218,70,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145688950629236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993045002296802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203595518278639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637100065531295,0.12744113298686613,0.0,0.05929826599336908,0.07851306977246393,0.14626382648103955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715874574614605,0.2211579286787841,0.0,0.0,0.07530658758655516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262741840728504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205484256901916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704713988993592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059275488375367065,0.0,0.0,0.053839786954702665,0.0,0.10922530485478286,0.0,0.11881370660671345,0.0,0.0,0.07682985474165109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242561319304691,0.0,0.0715186792702459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073627845675428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505472316572189,0.14546966086322352,0.13830663339205074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489399642969855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844358233937793,0.03404541134698097,0.0,0.06153465042056123,0.0,0.058519293694658976,0.0,0.07607128679425681,0.05924515726618392,0.0,0.0,0.1395492800441889,0.07065139624867095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020203891753234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655637928507994,0.06686628723675687,0.0,0.07312449000142346,0.0,0.0,0.052999890712765084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314319694758486,0.1825432677097028,0.0,0.15299018391395428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216707068427944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344017257666514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833079296358235,0.0,0.21311050534775852,0.0590453316571125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932461904401888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798259022361792,0.07285169028282476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479148154033542,0.05601154579595394,0.06090926478778684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629676022716865,0.04465243630651845,0.06846684851517881,0.0,0.0,0.08009463323213208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925083391176165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057498842128275975,0.0411030329370244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265673025821157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146552415182232,0.0,0.07101672111456994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795038514714659
socialanxiety,thisisfats,2019/03/08,"Being put on the spot at work Does anyone else struggle internally when they're asked a difficult question in work in front of a room of people? In my position, I have to look like I know what I'm talking about, but I often find myself thinking about external factors rather than the question at hand.",12.722068965517245,7.712116379310348,11.58896551724138,63.62758620689658,57.620689655172406,14.358620689655172,46.24137931034482,11.20814326018867,5.1201793103448265,242,10,43,4,2,78,46,58,0.06,0.833,0.107,0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,7,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,12,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,3,2,28,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090863139166312,0.2504437454251681,0.0,0.0,0.22850570131530476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389920145828534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041869042179034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234013136181258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433036445861993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941439909391413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052566268249144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945449884161912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24571605641659364,0.5476270450655966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555275578678213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646069231994195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566185761504982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558906800053493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tongue37,2019/03/08,"Any new promising medications ..? Coming out or that just came out that are said to be very effective for social anxiety? 

  Btw, overall which medication (legal) is generally thought if to be the most effective medication for reducing social anxiety?",8.786666666666669,11.379405000000002,9.670000000000002,49.481666666666676,61.5,14.333333333333336,43.33333333333334,13.023866798666859,7.555333333333333,200,12,25,9,3,68,31,40,0.069,0.728,0.203,0.8237,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,0,12,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473737048631289,0.0,0.3315729287665314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478643498966846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668087620579227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6549530149303275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093048016661982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061456948920319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44182752189419816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720475883758128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881266027594092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YeezySeazon,2019/03/08,"They announced all the new ""office babies"" at work today, and they left my new son out. I guess i'm really succeeding at this whole stay invisible thing.",5.4720689655172405,6.6918653448275895,6.340862068965517,75.4278448275862,67.9655172413793,9.937931034482759,24.84482758620689,10.125756701596842,2.4121586206896555,121,3,22,3,2,40,25,29,0.0,0.882,0.11800000000000001,0.5413,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,13,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353967148974088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307963847293706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5880982039913675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504469755184928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245135598234218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226951440578456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885922220966138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399184128325288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221650307693384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,syxthsense,2019/03/08,"2 or 3 tips?  Hey everyone, what are two or three things you wish you learned sooner about managing Social Anxiety? ",4.23,6.860714142857147,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,74.23809523809524,9.914285714285716,29.54761904761905,10.125756701596842,3.6239333333333335,91,4,16,3,2,29,19,21,0.078,0.7809999999999999,0.141,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33370040247707106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168185305436746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446624229246277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28979936314138915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261149947492817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016213950715389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,julie1423,2019/03/08,"Do people ever look down to you/treat you like a child because you're shy? Ive been dealing with this problem for awhile. Im only 18, but i feel like i shouldnt be talked to like im 5 anymore.  Does anyone else experience this?",-0.2368707482993209,1.9357224897959169,2.0439795918367345,94.95399659863949,89.40816326530613,4.082993197278912,18.37074829931973,5.46131890053228,-0.4605537414965992,178,5,40,1,6,60,38,49,0.077,0.736,0.18600000000000005,0.7225,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,3,5,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308997712022275,0.1643408178522639,0.240819492930326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143274178941402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230911478410636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567931191868116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634024660224966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126011659231013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22990776425669715,0.0,0.0,0.1188399488397313,0.167907907690496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077528071681221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444763412584633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736886105360735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875349146428324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629425658705241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248952215360596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891094375269907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Killercodes480,2019/03/08,Wedding/dancing Sooo I’ve never really danced before and I am going to a wedding with my girlfriend. This is really important to her and she wants me to be there and to dance with her. I already have social anxiety and will be around a lot of people I haven’t ever met before so that makes me nervous but what really makes me nervous is dancing with her. I don’t know how to dance I’ve never tried and she expects me to get out there and dance. Anyone have any advice for me? I want to do this because it means so much to her.,2.4506565656565646,3.961492772727276,4.194848484848485,86.75671717171717,75.81818181818181,6.707070707070707,23.131313131313128,7.3871296695380915,0.9361919191919192,415,12,85,5,9,140,61,110,0.055,0.9159999999999999,0.03,-0.3723,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,2,0,11,0,0,3,3,24,20,10,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,2,5,0,6,4,2,0,0,1,0,17,0,15,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,3,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303921089266636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22928926709386815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129682892577894,0.0,0.1589503481501517,0.0,0.0,0.1452838913277923,0.0,0.0,0.18496734060427505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666013541513216,0.0,0.3536092103658571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879479796303587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855593935351822,0.0,0.11808558049724042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418989148245474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664625540010712,0.0,0.0,0.27738816021515994,0.0,0.0,0.2263322176801772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274145493277266,0.0,0.3205039113736648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404778035050256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39932559809937934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118045001099932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141068285934578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245106847173715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway03813,2019/03/08,"Walking outside brings tears to my eyes ? First, sorry for my bad english. 

It's been a long time now since walking outside brings tears to my eyes. I've always been very sensitive to light (i often have to squint my eyes when the sun is out), but it feels very weird to me that just walking outside has this type of reaction. Honestly i don't know if it's related to anxiety, i'm not a very anxious person, but i feel like my eyes are crying a lot more when i'm around some crowd of people, and a lot less when i'm ""confident"". The thing is that it's not 100% regular, there is some situation where i would wait for some tears to show up (walking on the middle of a place for exemple), but they don't, and vice-versa. I don't really know what to think about that, i didn't find anything in google so i'm asking you guys if you have this same unconfortable thing too ?",5.3074860335195515,4.751746145251398,6.025636871508382,83.74359497206706,67.99441340782123,9.61810055865922,29.07318435754189,9.120678840339163,2.034192849162011,676,20,149,11,10,222,102,179,0.10300000000000001,0.841,0.055999999999999994,-0.6142,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,1,12,4,0,0,8,0,14,4,4,0,0,27,27,11,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,1,6,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,3,7,15,2,20,23,8,21,0,0,4,0,7,8,0,8,8,97,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923346155368006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720216175793218,0.20261430630526064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758966368057247,0.15965941113604326,0.16766792057586075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974965230401446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970074136037988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136936905465614,0.12812758493434892,0.0,0.0,0.1639225345042106,0.15255491014730924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775845713775724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197131999327194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762128851772118,0.0,0.0,0.15871899357976132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30495369641397496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243386195156432,0.15660139104549092,0.18738244435790036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489612100494535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836006809613578,0.20159677144545826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007674989625965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830417226903186,0.11492015663307792,0.0,0.0,0.10458035309885223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443947284191354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740500380828035,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ovrcast67,2019/03/08,"Just flaked on a job interview Finally landed an interview after being unemployed for 2 months. Had a faint sense of confidence this morning but in the end couldn't go through with it. I don't know what the point of this post is. I guess this is my verbal declaration that I'm giving up. I'm going to run out of rent money eventually. Until then I'll bury my face in a pillow and wait. ✌️Peace out my brothers and sisters, I'm about to get high as shit and stare at a wall for 12 hours",2.676764705882352,4.01453466666667,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,74.88235294117645,7.845098039215688,23.534313725490197,8.472884824447931,1.32258431372549,384,11,83,7,8,130,76,102,0.051,0.893,0.055,-0.1655,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,7,0,6,3,2,0,0,12,16,7,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,20,13,0,22,0,0,1,0,5,11,1,1,7,50,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24993780144519925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091268604212741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474333476171295,0.27070368265841105,0.32075172563933857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108656166277808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981506834940293,0.0,0.0,0.27790166351147977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800313991215957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550850010193332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524246509420076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667620638577896,0.0,0.2702613345472732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289665393594404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dukesheena,2019/03/08,My friend hates me because I had a panic attack I had a panic attack in front of my best friend and she’s been distant from me all day. She barely talked to me at all today and hasn’t responded to my text. The worst part is I can’t tell if she hates me or if my brains playing tricks on me. Help,1.5836363636363655,2.4481252424242435,3.3246666666666687,94.737,76.87878787878788,5.8860606060606075,19.26060606060605,5.6839178017228535,-0.3632630303030302,230,4,56,1,5,77,44,66,0.287,0.534,0.179,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,12,5,2,3,0,6,1,1,0,2,7,8,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,8,0,0,3,0,15,4,7,5,5,6,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,2,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640992449695494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434052367399928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405789896449315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277021977619486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315462144072749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31517927442472765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40276375980636103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671932581337634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786385667659742,0.0,0.2208837277099776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394639876852446,0.17828207509169453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334329434827174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,halfcupofcoffee,2019/03/08,"Im freaking out about my stupid quiz Idk what to do and I just found this subreddit and I don't even know if its the right one for this but

I had a quiz in chemistry and everyone kept saying that I would get the highest score and stuff like that and it made me really anxious like I can't mess up so I blanked on the whole thing and I already got some questions wrong. If I go to class tomorrow they'll all ask for my grade. It's going to be bad or not up to their expectations of me. I don't want them to judge me and my mom doesn't care and she just yelled at me and I've had three panic attacks about it and she doesn't care. I don't want them to not like me anymore because they just wanna cheat off of me but no one talks to me anyways because I always freak out. Nobody will talk to me after this and I don't know what to do and my head hurts",-0.1078571428571422,1.7877418518518515,1.706082010582012,99.66229761904764,85.50793650793649,4.838201058201059,17.915608465608464,5.985473137389443,-0.5571293121693128,666,16,166,5,20,218,105,189,0.23600000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.06,-0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,5,0,8,15,3,1,4,0,15,1,1,1,1,37,29,18,0,7,10,1,0,3,0,3,0,2,0,0,13,14,0,1,4,0,0,2,10,10,0,3,6,2,31,5,25,19,3,13,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,5,5,119,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716323295966876,0.0,0.12941425402303147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570576351911138,0.1542449627849692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454004928855236,0.17693896936803402,0.0,0.0,0.12986189116950406,0.1896205119747832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31714844679855925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272676079096696,0.0,0.0,0.14861653872876265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705317172722833,0.0,0.0,0.0812585298865013,0.0,0.1767837067072256,0.0,0.12439235131708268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961968001785526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649915573515314,0.0,0.16800017275134854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095154378511054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279537760231912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716719584626414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215603123859267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078366593633385,0.0,0.0,0.18248212127326585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742303185689649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963714327330288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282262695841016,0.0,0.1236844963323418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804578824116465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500198579862525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033278876054197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834724307583999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364481078305158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048476229789296,0.17004873637498338,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,writer_pjh,2019/03/08,"A job offer called for early interview tomorrow, but I think it’s a mlm scam — worried/anxious it might be rude to cancel last minute Anyways got a phone call from a job that I met at a booth at a job fair, we hit it off well and they seemed legit. Wouldn’t job fair management weed out the posers anyway? I write up all my thank you emails — they call me first and praise my resume and want me to interview RIGHT AWAY. I’m suspicious off the bat... they must be desperate. So i google, Glassdoor. Find out their address used to be the address of another mlm company that did door to door sales. Did they change their name to fool applicants? 

Now it’s too late to cancel as everyone went home. Might cancel tomorrow but I’m afraid they might be upset, and they’ll talk trash about me to other employers in their network ",3.5535470085470067,5.2354259691358065,4.05641975308642,88.17542735042738,73.25925925925925,7.9475783475783475,24.18993352326686,8.617729084823388,1.4784457739791073,645,19,133,12,13,203,103,162,0.2,0.701,0.099,-0.9607,5,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,9,2,7,7,1,2,9,0,12,0,0,1,2,22,23,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,4,1,1,5,0,20,3,21,7,1,18,1,0,0,0,24,10,0,4,7,82,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734028403432106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201672507915874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43043889387942974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864427596630367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342663315468213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842646886310086,0.1195204093031108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238119812701386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409461411143924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577504592681759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453696716412125,0.15850494781188795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471867250132295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999745802629315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791788984692695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293914335785335,0.0,0.1293656253225347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900351496041659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135824225230242,0.0,0.0,0.08287829345449876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633819224960002,0.13025709309850886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zashienana,2018/12/03,Does anyone want to join my league of legends club? Just for fun. Or is there one already in existence for this sub? ,1.0385507246376804,3.603743869565221,1.7652173913043503,96.06202898550728,88.56521739130434,4.8057971014492775,20.71014492753623,6.42735559955562,0.2386057971014499,91,3,19,1,3,28,22,23,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6093602208231051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861071441486197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832290162189986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741811974547332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256985475423161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,swizzledrizzzay,2018/12/03,"It’s frustrating to be considered an introvert due to my social anxiety. Anyone else most naturally feel like an ambivert, or even an extrovert? From my limited social experience I would say I fall on the ambivert portion of the “spectrum”. Social Anxiety disorder totally distorts my natural social tendencies, if that makes any sense...",8.615357142857142,10.855089821428573,9.677142857142858,50.61785714285716,61.5,14.885714285714286,46.14285714285714,13.427899808715575,8.199728571428572,274,18,33,13,4,94,44,56,0.212,0.7020000000000001,0.086,-0.7241,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,4,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,5,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309701002803319,0.0,0.29466681163459474,0.0,0.0,0.13466576681853792,0.19733467378425287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207286948958139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088705296453865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720610874027685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883932779195261,0.0,0.0,0.09738099790622268,0.13758874660319476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409139545623496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855757427875336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315798306882586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7852987736562098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681280884158128,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MisMuNimiOn,2018/12/03,In 7th grade I thought that I was socially anxious... but oh boy 8th grade is much worse. In the 7th grade I fixed my social anxiety just by being more friendly to people and talking alot. But now I am even scared to show the picture I drew to my sister and brother.,3.375,4.5469744629629645,4.3157407407407415,88.16583333333334,72.8888888888889,6.881481481481483,28.314814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.416459259259259,207,8,43,2,4,67,40,54,0.168,0.753,0.079,-0.6497,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,6,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,30,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266787716800723,0.33474955124335803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957120608153508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22893082785653546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178242815554033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542624972578025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966611854647977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6041079428890722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381653099664053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23523956644246102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30196844519636684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,conformationalchange,2018/12/03,"Has anyone else ever been called out for being quiet? I went to a training session for a volunteer program. I didn't know anyone, but I minded my own business and did my work. This person thought it was a good idea to single me out and say, ""that girl sitting in the corner has not said a word this whole time! Why are you so quiet?"" Like what do you expect me to say to that? I just froze up and shrugged my shoulders. I guess me being quiet makes people uncomfortable. ",2.7839361702127654,4.57501755319149,3.930797872340429,87.80875,75.59574468085106,5.5510638297872354,22.388297872340427,5.985473137389443,0.3764085106382975,366,10,72,2,8,119,66,94,0.037000000000000005,0.873,0.09,0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,10,1,1,1,1,17,16,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,7,13,2,10,7,3,9,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,55,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138078796876105,0.2299217426672617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229134922540566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187455305653226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298037325522306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821396494754156,0.0,0.0,0.24719912983193484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533174481499112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332298990745925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962927699641986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978706450526294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22657749251682224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556896264400452,0.19593522952448467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345339587169296,0.3568997753439668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814653859051768,0.1308479787527741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801871783812176,0.20248382848807225,0.25053177963223605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336404250573786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tecker9779,2018/12/03,"Can I make friends from near nothing So, I'll give you an overview:

1. I'm not in school, as I can't deal with getting there and being there. It's really not an option atm. The environment is too taxing/overstimulating, and I'm unable to focus or do the work. I stopped going to school three years ago and haven't been back more than a few hours, a few days a week since then (that was last year too). I've mostly just been home. So I have 0 grades, no real life opportunities.

2. I have autism. Doesn't affect me terribly really, but comes with OCD (cleanliness/washing which results in not being able to leave the house for more than 5-6 hours at most, and general difficulty with many things) and terrible social anxiety and an inability to fake shit. I can't 'play along' with the social game. I'm not very unusual, mostly shy, but I am what I am and struggle immensely to put on a show.

Another thing the autism does is narrow my interest~~s~~ down to, well, one real interest. Music, if you're wondering. I spend most of my time thinking about, researching and talking about music gear/instruments and other technical stuff regarding music, and also about the music itself. Making music as well, but not as much as I think about it. I actually am slowly getting places with music. Somewhat.

3. I have 2 good IRL friends, one of which I've met a handful of times, the other a long time friend that I meet a few times a month maximum. I don't talk to them that much online. I have a couple of internet friends, but only one who is close.

I don't get a sufficient amount of social interaction, still. I feel incredibly lonely, bored and just, not enough mental stimulation or human contact or validation.

4. I can't seem to focus very well, especially not on things that don't interest me. One slight exception is the music thing, which holds my attention for a little longer. I'll get really into something for a day or less, then it vanishes. The only persistent interest is music. I tend to space out even mid-conversation sometimes..

It's been like this for years, and I have no good platform to make friends who I can meet in real life.

**TL;DR** - Socially anxious and shy, not in school, limited interests (but a single massive one), no grades, no work or school opportunities, few friends = really lonely.",3.6192203035060175,5.795353587301588,5.034965986394557,79.10463108320249,74.3514739229025,8.514006628292343,25.59340659340659,9.197007762596977,2.307686970172685,1816,63,336,44,39,606,221,441,0.13,0.731,0.139,0.7281,0,4,1,0,0,0,86.0,0,1,1,6,19,27,1,1,25,0,30,4,2,6,0,70,50,33,0,1,22,0,2,1,6,0,2,0,1,1,23,23,0,3,6,3,2,3,20,8,3,6,5,2,28,19,48,43,17,41,0,2,0,0,25,17,1,14,22,229,51,9,0.07553435732379248,0.0,0.07371063678598427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695665028521225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060404798262025175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920435961593601,0.057783576606073576,0.0853323237758651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808125832437125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506616056536864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357732969233883,0.0,0.0974268233447486,0.07787260569832997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610062511110233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780471827219292,0.0,0.049889730630874686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0381924406164069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35014594258372433,0.0,0.1578543365442087,0.07245943831019801,0.04292791595705888,0.1267092704397743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576711909081425,0.0,0.14877225345265027,0.08715650691471476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157058265526723,0.0,0.07997997810568314,0.0,0.0,0.10670430078825192,0.03690227160064336,0.07570526962611038,0.0,0.06684552930394924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125931014258562,0.07657998274015063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612086631193855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602908033760473,0.0,0.11105288745506378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247725302506135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559201768356709,0.11489456490648672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891732673491983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593289183989423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579239056293733,0.1935569738775235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057792087942219,0.0,0.06876364203551863,0.0,0.0,0.07753493233499159,0.06248280092875234,0.0,0.0,0.3079910601027578,0.0,0.05815003854266945,0.07470541080174642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060321835330487676,0.06315010492732084,0.0,0.0789649105420824,0.08646876769908368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142331045252334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007266826910394,0.0967987324588276,0.0,0.0,0.1761787647468574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464751077994017,0.0,0.0,0.06058910528294845,0.0,0.20374337563718184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191378843769186,0.1099798234831496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459249488760175
socialanxiety,deadlysick,2018/12/03,Going to work groups to treat social anxiety? I've started going to an occupational therapy group to hopefully treat my habit of being quiet and sometimes saying things in a wrong way or something bad altogether. Does anyone have any experience in this? Does it work? I don't expect to improve soon but if we're talking a year or even more? I can't go on living like this and I hope to find a solution.,2.7052215189873396,5.168990708860761,4.84099683544304,77.94352056962029,78.62025316455697,7.494303797468352,25.064873417721518,8.472884824447931,2.060024050632911,322,12,58,7,8,111,60,79,0.08900000000000001,0.7120000000000001,0.2,0.8809,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,10,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,5,10,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,4,35,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363463265739525,0.0,0.15033084285966755,0.0,0.0,0.13740548599873273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407898505653934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34393726626670795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979406427038045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922260610323375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960805033952926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33504622768653564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903607354265329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600564587720574,0.0,0.17352335083411827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627391871993335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031883788595176,0.0,0.1512842371464216,0.19435500589667248,0.0,0.1390919281516649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794858742977405,0.0,0.0,0.22472815082469866,0.0,0.13055358099016187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598176820668871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28612558330357024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485459531877274,0.0,0.1265470331840497
socialanxiety,idontnowduh,2018/12/03,Teary eyes when passing by other people I just wanted to know if someone else has that and why does this happen..,8.838181818181816,6.908255545454548,8.008181818181821,76.83227272727272,61.72727272727274,8.8,31.09090909090909,3.1291,1.6043090909090911,90,2,16,0,1,28,22,22,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949972981053423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770620690713293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991453735832908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480613796260879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129234178430904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824446938871707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662299695549434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072915997610375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ppeles,2018/12/03,"Really paranoid about irl people finding my online profiles Any time I want to post something online, or even play online games, I find myself worrying about people I know in real life recognizing me though my online profile somehow.

It's because I rarely let people into my (not very exciting) private life, or openly disclose interests of mine. My tastes and interests often make me feel not normal I guess, and I worry about people finding me weird. Even though they inevitably find me weird anyway, because I am kind of weird, or at least act in a shy, awkward and weird manner. 

Any tips on how to stop worrying so much about it, or maybe even learn how to accept myself in my not-so-average (I guess?) ways, so I feel like I don't have to hide and mask myself in front of others as much anymore?",9.010827067669172,7.2844254210526325,8.715413533834589,71.25289473684214,61.23684210526316,10.790977443609023,35.53007518796993,9.23628265651192,3.2210233082706767,632,21,109,8,7,204,89,152,0.146,0.762,0.09300000000000001,-0.7474,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,16,12,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,3,0,32,11,15,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,9,2,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,3,24,7,19,10,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,8,3,76,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002368680746716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239774322433008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241122789900632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477059826574178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641874942118095,0.08930796384297562,0.0,0.0,0.45703156871495293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754276688840558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017983657832072,0.06870283817972284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783233242862374,0.1765980917401425,0.06107411507697706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344588840931391,0.0,0.12559046527480208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379510349555014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248434800732505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466678605291233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972608963856253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229001459119828,0.08008531984478985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623966199478433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045148877877515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245645566890458,0.0,0.0728949850886798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314726014455007,0.0737347931568233,0.09922800241925664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808645591859914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socialanxietysara,2018/12/03,"Has anyone failed a class before because of social anxiety? I’m an English major taking a literature survey class that’s required for me to graduate. However, I can retake this class or a different one to fulfill the same requirement. Basically, I’ve shown up to most of the classes, raised my hand almost everyday and done all the readings. I feel like I learned a lot. 
The problem is there’s a required oral group presentation for which I never joined a group due to my social anxiety. (The teacher never gave us group time in class so all socializing between groups was done outside of class. I didn’t approach anyone nor did anyone approach me, but by the time I sucked it up and tried to join a group, I got a nasty look and told they were full.)
 I completed the project on my own and sent it to my teacher, but she won’t accept it because the oral component is being graded. I wish she had given me the option to do it digitally, but at this point I’m too afraid to ask. I haven’t gone to the past two classes (They’re just doing group work and presentations) and I feel like a lazy piece of shit. Sometimes I wonder where my anxiety ends and I begin. I wish I could receive a good grade but at this point it doesn’t seem likely as the oral presentation is worth a lot of the grade. My anxiety says I’d still rather fail than go back into that classroom :( ",5.298843137254902,5.790365507407408,6.118932461873637,79.48107843137257,68.0,9.019607843137257,30.326797385620914,9.007467420416297,2.4006405228758174,1077,39,210,18,17,355,151,270,0.132,0.765,0.10300000000000001,-0.836,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,6,8,11,2,1,24,0,19,2,2,0,4,38,39,15,0,5,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,3,6,1,1,6,7,6,0,2,13,5,28,5,27,23,10,31,0,2,1,0,19,11,2,8,17,143,39,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789777038511058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36027751228728083,0.0,0.0,0.24697579882090384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006929581406567,0.0,0.0,0.09053338547332128,0.0,0.14354419170641616,0.0,0.10018651116144092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234462315736848,0.0,0.0,0.09400434860074264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301132874765212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409740522224857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428107241007832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906391315359052,0.16822434487937554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691331550019103,0.09875319125923553,0.09416597043386188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256276857867514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988704099974052,0.0,0.0,0.2001935641886592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161387063929005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978243133256069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239440597272132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260125468468164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265952815975415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777003199403628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363011874476034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071844083711745,0.0,0.0,0.12085653994493868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36005771273364123,0.0,0.0,0.11644606105614265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402585494849247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885244514244206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730814793959178,0.0,0.0,0.1125038673498704,0.0,0.07993648914680289,0.0,0.11501308442917405,0.0,0.14162452224018993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27078617074617856,0.0,0.1276820233954517,0.08571479028640347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JuteSpews1135,2018/12/03,I will literally walk up a street if I'm about to cross and there's a car waiting I really hope I'm not the only person who does this. It pretty much adds like 30 minutes to my routes.,0.3523170731707346,2.1072270975609757,3.085548780487805,91.19710365853659,82.90243902439025,6.051219512195122,17.567073170731707,7.1686216300943375,0.02001951219512188,145,3,34,2,4,51,35,41,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.8357,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794908951380653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307132708291452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185996439243976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318783367004123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298111115407427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37864730925514944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411789472545352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778079222153197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxiousIesbian,2018/12/03,"Finally got an appointment with a therapist. So I have had problems with my mental health for a really long time. Specifically depression and anxiety. But I also think I have DPDR and maybe a personality disorder. I am almost 15 and live with an abusive mother who has refused me therapy for a very long time. Finally I convinced her somehow. I basically threatened that I would go to the counselor and tell them if she kept refusing me therapy. So I am going a week from today, and I'm a little nervous because I have so much to tell them and it's obviously nerve-wracking to tell a stranger all your inner thoughts, especially when you have social anxiety. But I am also excited and I hope this can help me. Do you guys have any tips or should I just go in there and do my best?",4.659946172248804,6.002930796052631,6.48988038277512,73.14507177033494,69.98684210526315,10.264114832535887,32.89712918660287,10.436869588844218,3.7704,619,29,113,18,11,215,97,152,0.17,0.7340000000000001,0.095,-0.868,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,2,1,9,7,0,1,10,0,15,1,0,0,2,29,24,18,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,11,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,0,24,4,10,18,3,15,0,1,0,0,18,3,0,5,9,87,28,0,0.0,0.16370748534947935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835613775806768,0.0,0.0,0.22098714756284632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395955121184478,0.0,0.2113975733312431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422644422040552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499967632708452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900462196486902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583534643983273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027144276058176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355736126379536,0.0,0.11050624566446336,0.0,0.0,0.1368088773867929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686701898061308,0.0,0.0,0.09261166294958884,0.0,0.0,0.1372328369601462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848147888499726,0.12200561968804112,0.2445501561669008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880917388963387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924169602651765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015699974729522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064370423594988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322089225853449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851449880385755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084573536634573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622969763078637,0.0,0.31601622687571984,0.16042467601791488,0.0,0.0885330155436655,0.0,0.1096906276861605,0.16113472688737548,0.0,0.13096790744994605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140037656387026,0.0,0.0,0.1108307115916759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815118176799116,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dry_shampoo101,2018/12/03,"DAE vivdly imagine plausible negative convos others may have about you? Based on my interactions with certain people, usually work colleagues, I will then later imagine in my head what I perceive as likely (and always negative) comments or conversations these people could have about me after. Like, ‘Ugh, that was so awkward when [OP] said that, they’re so weird,’ and from there even more specific comments relating to what I’d said/my personality in general/my appearance. It is very vivid, like watching a film, and seems so plasusible that I usually feel that even though that specific conversation may not have occurred, a very similar one would have. 

Then when I next see those people again, I remember the conversation I envisioned, and I feel very anxious and subdued around them. Does this ever happen to anyone else here? ",9.542395104895103,10.051797951048954,8.874956293706296,63.270895979021006,59.0,12.464685314685314,39.55332167832168,11.93303328291395,5.232511188811189,669,31,99,19,8,212,98,143,0.061,0.887,0.053,-0.2711,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,1,15,6,0,1,3,0,11,1,1,0,2,23,18,15,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,4,0,1,0,1,12,7,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,6,12,4,12,11,1,16,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,5,14,75,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315733781724869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863720689122325,0.0,0.11056527410118268,0.16201862442162918,0.0,0.1407655351654688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625062802952494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837700089624058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209386119878366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20888127120184266,0.1430338883043042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990636640797773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983017094799288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228274606461052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317569158433507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816864019829966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715017136322844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288736729012756,0.13806939698275586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912576839675873,0.0,0.30082779624113776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260058334422071,0.14395183917828827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535784923331844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34830657783904057,0.3914111708153775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151175053724267,0.0,0.0,0.11232807021034104,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Incredible_Witness,2018/12/03,"Dumped Because of Social Anxiety I'm 32 years old \[f\] and my boyfriend \[33\] and I were together for four years. This past weekend, my boyfriend broke up with me, in large part because of my social anxiety. I actively avoided hanging out with his friends and family for most of our relationship because I was scared I would say or do something stupid and his family and friends would dislike me.

​

My partner would generally insist on socializing in large groups, while I'm more comfortable hanging out with a few people at a time. We weren't really able to meet in the middle on this, and I kept rejecting his invitations to parties and family holidays, even though I knew they were important to him. 

​

When we were breaking up, he told me that he wished I could believe in myself more and see how wonderful, smart, and funny I am. He told me his friends and family would never hate me, and if they did, they weren't the kind of people he would want in his life. He just wanted me to be there with him in all facets of his social life, and I couldn't do that.

​

I'm not angry at my boyfriend, and I think his desire for his partner to be an integrated part of his life is a fair and reasonable one. But I am really hurting from the breakup, and I feel tremendous anger at myself for being so socially anxious. I would give anything not to be like this, and I hate that this ruined my best relationship.

​

I've been seeing a therapist for a year and have made some progress with my anxiety, but not enough. I am really struggling to know when to push myself to work on my social anxiety and when to accept that I'm just a quiet person who likes to hang out in small groups. How do I know when I need to improve versus when I need to just accept myself for who I am, and find a partner who can accept me too?

​

I would appreciate advice and support from anyone who has had their relationship end (or come close to it) because of social anxiety. How did you handle it? Were you able to improve in subsequent relationships? Have you found a partner who is more accepting of your anxiety? Where do I go from here?",6.608806089743588,6.675951627403842,6.856057692307693,76.780608974359,65.17788461538461,10.202564102564104,32.95833333333333,9.928628108626363,3.1000804487179487,1711,65,322,34,24,553,184,416,0.084,0.76,0.156,0.9856,0,1,1,0,0,0,65.0,3,4,4,3,19,26,5,3,12,0,38,3,0,5,2,83,66,36,0,16,12,0,1,2,7,7,3,2,0,5,15,32,0,2,13,2,0,6,7,12,0,2,17,5,62,14,56,36,11,45,0,4,2,0,58,23,0,6,17,244,77,1,0.11288021085913075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515261781253845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30576415326253553,0.34290452887154904,0.0,0.0,0.25905915702153337,0.06376125409810822,0.0,0.039464234014167536,0.0,0.046445397759886535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762145764697647,0.0,0.0,0.06358867141156148,0.0592304085705385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861815327909978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506283161233077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049989181099772094,0.058317716299926936,0.0,0.03727815733691621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128268334329795,0.0,0.02853781314060953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158523386390074,0.0,0.0,0.06188366243092605,0.13081645634744188,0.0,0.0,0.054142492006170564,0.03207621257836204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144583856115528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042030018437545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877368456746908,0.062036011815632425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959594679135516,0.055147569226083014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340499242211292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369924605208717,0.04353008872941276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059224396400678475,0.0,0.03824527612048281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223826826419235,0.05387846696356633,0.07825692526568727,0.04928132306474505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847093030902777,0.05802982846787842,0.0,0.2423822044461569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044883437177547086,0.05650639159099485,0.0,0.0899509134045603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027350587075643,0.0,0.04345035057374829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059003452655676365,0.0,0.0,0.06404756279596155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553131252447135,0.0,0.03616454060769268,0.055452117022480686,0.0,0.032910679355284335,0.0,0.0,0.1078618788510632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657967299013202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490333583986184,0.0,0.06120688676465616,0.04108906895113499,0.0,0.0,0.2806540208600021,0.0,0.34290452887154904,0.10903673230528847
socialanxiety,Jevi-immagirl-,2018/12/03,"i know this might not be related but...i need some help, STAT i really need help! someone in my school made a poster about something i really REALLY like and i don't know if i should hunt them down and try to speak to them or not! i'm really scared and want to be their friend, but they are in a different grade and i'm really weird. what should i do?! (please answer soon!)",0.8357692307692304,2.8748222564102583,2.584294871794872,93.90028846153848,82.84615384615384,7.489743589743591,14.878205128205128,8.472884824447931,0.30609743589743577,288,4,68,7,8,95,49,78,0.034,0.7979999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.789,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,20,16,7,0,6,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,11,2,7,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,4,2,41,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995358911229756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525614040267174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693897291690045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087752633098998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817570728132134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901470174288204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317985873455367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29800888036930984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058654776958372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.643679643061825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118946449365588,0.20337562427167896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702672098162578,0.1547037869143844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364342046238389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852755394473022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MamaLlamaK,2018/12/03,"Anyone else get angry when they are having social anxiety? It's probably the most infuriating thing about me. When I feel overwhelmed by social interaction I just get mad and lash out. I'm avoiding one of my best friends because she keeps trying to force me into situations I dont want to be in. Like, yeah lets tell you're pregnant friend with social anxiety they have to go to a bar with you and a bunch of people they I dont know. THEN let's video call 3 times on 3 different platforms for a forced unwanted conversation with your kids. I'm just pissed off and I hate that I get this way. ",2.6607715813598176,4.785999294117652,4.097998472116121,84.9503437738732,77.06722689075629,7.35248281130634,23.423223834988537,8.296473431620573,1.394136134453781,472,15,96,9,11,156,86,119,0.23,0.644,0.126,-0.9121,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,3,1,5,9,3,2,4,1,8,2,1,0,0,17,19,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,2,2,2,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,1,15,4,17,16,3,12,0,1,0,0,16,6,1,1,5,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380985845192405,0.0,0.0,0.10881350459804416,0.15945164046116314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486484083970063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331416271808458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890597758259378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259034913781895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36477224342007625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000099796047535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868642427670196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404640966662292,0.0,0.24391593792056,0.0,0.0884427429563291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364307162725707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832269222323335,0.0,0.0,0.08552498262757723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182651051940814,0.0,0.07602833841142176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545250992317813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788769261516208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778527010738695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492401471596125,0.0,0.4759066487544516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601921705338416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338737629074818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907435922376037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565613599615904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178903042242197,0.12352434641602388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Beepbeep_bepis,2018/12/03,"I’m terrified to let myself make friends, and I don’t feel like I’m close to anyone my second year of college I just realized that I should find a sub on Reddit for social anxiety so I can try and have a place to go to be able to work past it.  I have decently bad social anxiety, not the worst, but enough to make my life really lonely sometimes.  My personality is a bit silly, and I have a bit of an odd sense of humor, so I’m really scared to get to know people in case they think I’m weird.  I overthink everything I say and every interaction I have, and I’m scared to drop my “facade personality” around people even though it’s just a sweet, boring, one-dimensional version of myself.
I want to go to clubs, but I’m scared to.  I actually attended a few swim club practices this year, but the whole team was so close that I just felt like an outsider and struggled to get the motivation to go.  I really want to attend clubs specific to my department, because I adore how nice and down to earth the students and faculty in my department are, but it’s really hard for me to make the effort to get to know people.  I’d rather just sit at home than invite people to go places, and at the end of the day, it makes me sad.
I had a breakdown a few nights ago to my boyfriend because I’m terrified I’ll annoy people. Two people I’ve dated in the past have lashed out in anger and called me annoying before, and it hurt.  I don’t want to go out and make friends and be my real self because I’m awkward and dorky and silly and people might find that annoying.  I don’t know what to do or how to beat this.",5.525655957161981,4.733059584337352,6.850923694779119,78.79641900937084,67.6144578313253,10.26934404283802,29.287817938420343,9.725611199111238,2.3843026773761697,1250,36,267,24,18,429,155,332,0.20600000000000002,0.684,0.11,-0.9909,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,5,13,26,4,5,18,0,19,1,0,8,0,55,49,27,0,5,11,0,3,2,2,2,1,1,1,3,11,21,0,0,10,5,0,10,4,16,0,2,3,5,31,10,44,41,8,36,0,3,0,0,12,15,0,2,11,164,42,5,0.0878126371173226,0.0,0.08569246670131622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784060449316614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343528540819889,0.0,0.0,0.06140063761794215,0.0,0.0,0.07817186439461092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331988405666158,0.1605893056178685,0.0,0.07472208648051014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191737312917002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966652053819664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056631886382457364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777593231438105,0.0907339279397212,0.0,0.0579994186352867,0.0,0.07398593409932769,0.0,0.0789203360495218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440070780104498,0.0627333655024098,0.08431390249304149,0.0,0.16051831893035565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356876512163577,0.0,0.13763543568258504,0.0,0.2495297265839546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866287469740403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808323483346722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400524421825336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447785865824706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979437094065107,0.06202466252416875,0.08580163781578791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29307808576057515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315533106550404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240621134343051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950411551960885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765419667096948,0.42614758154503896,0.15334921527907294,0.18349103164103686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995000567236594,0.22502009563375572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983213357687093,0.2637473063785294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160773173790933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902785006991734,0.0,0.0,0.0868489434723491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180083448263557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626679214589923,0.08627547011865852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059619016429774824,0.0,0.08578018678840432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553825055563195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803967337142933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392864566487129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309691850631345
socialanxiety,zandra47,2018/12/03,"I like my friends, but I'm always busy I always turn down my friend's invites because I get busy and I feel left out. I feel like I need similar friends to what I value (because they are party friends who hang out all the time, I'm more of an everyday, get your shit together, save money type but I like to party too occasionally) 

Honestly this makes me feel so left out and I feel so out of the loop. It only intensifies my anxiety. ",2.8674799357945453,4.268392955056181,4.748346709470308,83.6648314606742,74.50561797752809,8.231781701444623,27.32102728731942,8.841846274778883,2.0218398073836275,339,13,72,7,7,116,54,89,0.064,0.5920000000000001,0.34299999999999997,0.9836,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,3,10,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,16,12,6,0,1,2,0,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,15,9,9,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,5,41,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29838681451263105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137165336664358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186013471295841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36264137894381016,0.12809319545940054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541123033807656,0.0,0.1873555124808545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896237198684774,0.0,0.0,0.2627933128277383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968530055271535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132949964733343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636704927197876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405065455673947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045522837066536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502880011786614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,airbear13,2018/12/03,I'm in bad need of a do over nobody likes me and i want to be a completely different person. anybody feel that,-1.3562499999999993,0.5824425416666692,1.9916666666666671,91.47,102.75,5.7333333333333325,18.5,7.1686216300943375,0.7732000000000001,87,3,19,2,4,31,22,24,0.142,0.691,0.16699999999999998,-0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37182778128969496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669147992896538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652698518243572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516970507749487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175633051697917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302028514921205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888406208857944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262664228290337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toxicchicken00,2018/12/03,"Does anyone else simply have nothing to say in everyday conversation? Just having your mind go blank? Even when looking back I can't think of what I could have said. 

Anyone have any solutions that helped them? Not just topics but how to keep the convo going.",2.3104464285714283,5.241241770833334,2.817619047619047,87.075,89.625,5.242857142857143,17.273809523809522,6.868970318607317,0.379430952380952,207,5,36,3,7,64,42,48,0.0,0.9590000000000001,0.040999999999999995,0.22399999999999998,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,12,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,4,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358477411968532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775302046821163,0.2766100158366012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758564833973744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554428290755012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362473113567594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255202768727836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830867266454134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068535194624261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809511753106945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399564029305114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267017637043423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27258667695466976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590377342561375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567975804615037,0.2146862044553192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298202738402912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rtc19961979,2018/12/03,"Dont understand my brain. Im sitting in my living room freaking out that I have to call my college advisor to help with class selection in 5 minutes. It's just a simple phone call, one I've done 2 times before and it was fine, but it's still an anxiety inducing event. I honestly don't want to call but no matter what I know I have to. For the love of God, why does our nervous system do this to us? Anyone who tries to say it's all in our heads is probably right, but it's not like it's easy for us to control. I'm just so sick of being nervous about everything.. ",3.2204918032786907,3.5132619918032795,5.059139344262295,85.95297131147542,72.52459016393442,8.722950819672132,27.54508196721311,8.841846274778883,1.857996721311475,441,15,100,8,8,152,84,122,0.19,0.682,0.128,-0.8003,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,3,0,9,4,2,2,1,16,14,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,1,11,4,17,11,1,11,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,0,4,62,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941792684147194,0.0,0.0,0.11829065011762695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395492507625404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885454163509985,0.5182378271499934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974343651375028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480456276205139,0.17312411237232636,0.1982710968570424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204301161966347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362170619039966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339401140141245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273734560868807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297380719136128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265004983776324,0.0,0.1493840644830311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526864702077013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463692858186332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823985796108729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447398410165038,0.0,0.13453424590325747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510286711681008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864693320417074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485828953005435,0.0,0.0,0.17611648112719885,0.4069918645074733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997834241479811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526535518101318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,idontwannafeelbad,2018/12/03,"I think i've found my problem... but how can i overcome that? When i'm with some people/friends, that i really respect, i'm afraid of ""been inadequate""...  That I might not measure up.

In fact when i say goodbye to them, i'm also sad... sad 'cause i'm afraid of not having made a good impression  (sorry for bad english). I'm afraid that they can think bad things about me... How can i overcome this?",1.3502500000000026,3.436905525,2.765000000000004,93.05,81.25,5.5,22.5,6.6274283507984215,0.4461249999999993,302,10,66,3,8,98,50,80,0.204,0.7140000000000001,0.083,-0.9038,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,6,11,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,4,1,15,15,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,1,10,3,8,11,1,4,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114606673957294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415678487545104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716374303826092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899284881122146,0.20429418643057612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217872392867944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502054355278367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280513258223514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530191218257767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939749843089136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028146316793656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960022652899361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756722955263245,0.33886587088682835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,andos4,2018/12/03,"Parents shaming their children I hate it when parents shame their children. I believe this is what caused my problems. I remember when I was 14-17 years old, whenever I did something that my mom didn't like, she would go to some relative or friend and tell them my behavior in front of me. It made me feel awful and afraid of these people.

One of that battles between us was when I was 16 years old and I hadn't got a job yet and my mom (who never worked herself) went to her cousins, sisters, and friends and told them I hadn't got a job yet. Then they came to me asking what the problem was. Eventually, when we would go to social functions, I would try to avoid certain people, especially if my mother was nearby. If a shamed topic came up, I would try to exit the conversation and leave the area.

I've been suffering this for 4 years, and I just recalled this situation from my childhood. Remember parents, you may not realize this, but your actions can effect a child for life. Stop shaming them! That is lazy behavior. Discipline instead.",4.113041044776119,5.889947452736317,4.749175995024878,83.38854011194032,71.98507462686567,7.6120646766169155,30.472947761194035,8.278499904357787,2.2620171641791047,822,36,156,13,16,263,120,201,0.13699999999999998,0.8340000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.9446,5,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,2,2,6,2,8,15,2,6,7,1,18,1,0,3,2,37,30,17,0,8,6,8,1,1,2,5,1,0,0,3,13,11,0,3,5,0,0,7,5,11,0,1,17,1,33,4,15,8,1,26,0,1,0,0,32,4,0,5,16,111,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646172371599988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283029148518898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604950424112137,0.0,0.1169853565241996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057580769155259434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596564804592074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944040124934708,0.0,0.1821592743668252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243218027755177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22601516230327556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058168009215085,0.0,0.0,0.08043628022193325,0.05563564799858648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077552973398712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266747996324803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783069599924997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389942271122606,0.0,0.07716752523124977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793482824888546,0.0,0.0,0.1578990627740751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793411999617715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258005975659457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280050453894273,0.0,0.11608555153478535,0.0,0.08766980825667628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520814997060972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953548162626348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088165010432712,0.0,0.15463306745869893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698271299577827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556720321285132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290544837554811,0.0,0.0,0.323586199885772,0.0,0.0,0.2200035048719412
socialanxiety,Wings_of_Imagination,2018/12/03,"I'll probably start working as waiter or in retail soon... Because I need a job really soon, otherwise I'll have to go back to my parents' home. I've already tried this kind of job a few times and failed miserably, but I don't have any choice right now...

I've been making calls today and despite preparing myself mentally as much as I could, I still ended up stuttering and talking a bit too quietly on the phone. Apparently I'm just unable to not embarrass myself in some way each time.

I'm feeling so nervous and stressed at the thought of having to interact with customers that it's draining every bit of strength I have left.

I know I'm probably going to embarrass myself a lot in that job and it would make my anxiety and stress skyrocket, but I figure that I better be doing that and hate myself while working rather than sit at home and do just the same. 

Man, I feel so pathetic right now. Sorry for the self-pity, I just needed to vent 😞

 ",7.779284869976357,6.208360250000003,8.248156028368797,73.13277777777779,63.52127659574467,11.759810874704492,36.31442080378249,10.746095033038511,3.777834988179668,749,29,143,16,9,250,118,188,0.16899999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9615,5,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,13,12,1,6,8,0,11,0,0,2,0,32,26,17,0,5,8,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,7,10,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,9,0,0,2,3,16,3,22,21,8,26,0,2,0,0,6,10,0,3,12,96,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998286996038198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626280627969526,0.0,0.0970404162273811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754033609291347,0.0,0.07732699175021686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218911022540937,0.2769761577291242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952871800367796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127993898354612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235204336864102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687716147196956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827902154350565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144184319383552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252387757891734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544831318783184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37763915322255537,0.0,0.0,0.13209545369986506,0.069713811434683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782362536905507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784390439234344,0.0,0.0,0.16934761601401946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783564092713035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324983892360153,0.1881163306835912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408526585518724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735329566266895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126378813843173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166595601307306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233291511720438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199894093967735,0.08978555793973947,0.0,0.10130310984340828,0.0,0.29061403044683204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195776445569556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070526353894088,0.14793529291213786,0.0,0.12023960399448502,0.0,0.0,0.08612327901693617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068815834944643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469759876886827,0.0,0.0,0.0901110772643626,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CheeeseGromit,2018/12/03,"Entering a new group So I’m quite confident in the group that I’m in now and I don’t want to leave that group entirely  but they’re quite anti-social outside of school and I really want a better outside social life. I used to be quite confident and outgoing but overtime have become less confident and more anxious in my ability to make friends and entertain people. For some reason my mind links my self worth to how good I can make someone laugh and when I can’t make people laugh straight away it makes me really doubt myself. I think this stemmed from meeting my best friend who is extremely confident and seems to easily make anyone laugh and is very social, I love him to death but it’s making me more nervous. He and another friend are in the group that I want to join so there should be no reason I can’t just join but I always see whenever I try that I’m less likes all that I’m less noticed because of his loud and funny personality. At the same time though he gives me faith in myself when I’m feeling down on myself but I can’t help feeling like I’m beta I’m comparison and it’s slowly ruining me. I know this isn’t a big deal or anything as I’m only 15 but it feels likes my life is on the line, the years right now and ahead of me are supposedly the ‘golden years’ and I always feel held back from them and reflect on what I’m missing out socially. 

Anyway I guess what I’m trying to say is I really want some tips on making friends since I’ve lost all that I once had with new people or fairly new, I really want to know how to not doubt myself and work up some courage and I want to be able to put myself out there so I can look back and see that I made good decisions and better friends. That was quite long and I really appreciate if you read all that, even if you have a little bit of advice that would be greatly appreciated! Any tips on courage, overcoming fear, connections, humour, self love and friendships is what I REALLY need rn, Thankyou!",3.182308291770572,4.741675556109732,4.481227400249377,85.25393586346634,73.98753117206982,7.905268079800497,24.002571695760608,8.567472430010655,1.4816464463840404,1562,46,322,29,32,516,189,401,0.07,0.5920000000000001,0.33799999999999997,0.9992,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,10,17,31,0,4,10,0,24,4,0,13,3,80,68,39,1,11,12,0,4,3,5,2,2,2,0,3,20,23,0,1,13,2,1,2,7,7,0,0,5,9,43,24,38,57,14,36,1,3,3,2,30,20,0,11,17,197,63,3,0.07375932261530256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207675640135375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227473303041425,0.0,0.0,0.050158868693352336,0.07734308095595703,0.0,0.08332703979881392,0.0,0.051574233362292214,0.0,0.060697637810807024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929931160550276,0.11343273239979244,0.0,0.04496299845700742,0.08146137685293436,0.0,0.0,0.07740585849618199,0.13046825373092233,0.08052607679883995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604262285538939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04871733694666815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829997442545423,0.14917971893587573,0.10538734962836337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849313484233603,0.0,0.0,0.07075666327489932,0.0,0.1237316406447143,0.0,0.08131991357665448,0.08125420956031605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049439319169245176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107238947287683,0.0,0.0,0.07810047264417136,0.0,0.0,0.10419678177101346,0.10810523790762462,0.07392621852985375,0.0,0.06527467944402048,0.0619392542367608,0.0,0.08051701371264262,0.0,0.133141336833066,0.06979285448441,0.34464444417368795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447588942214163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469160311826359,0.0,0.21371164021587105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397547767102062,0.0,0.07855127134142162,0.0,0.05609728857130945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340628140986182,0.0644037954779822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414849168998566,0.0,0.31380847526342304,0.0737792829355265,0.0,0.2835126646965652,0.1516737364927305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299005849937661,0.0,0.05865637382612265,0.0,0.07464837230898336,0.1175532609454092,0.06714771710255077,0.15389411959658875,0.0,0.0,0.061014473875186936,0.0,0.0,0.22556502202732734,0.06249603469389695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726199566097365,0.07246815997299884,0.0,0.04300965417374289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001554767333894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370437261411868,0.0,0.0608591658587928,0.26103095709994906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536976653332328,0.0,0.0,0.052396506527559936,0.0,0.0,0.0949971709397412
socialanxiety,poppystevensonxx,2018/12/03,"Personality type? Just wondering everyone here’s personality type. I’m INFP which is basically shy introverted and curious, I’ve noticed a lot of the same posts on the INFP subreddit page and here so guessing it’s pretty common for people with SA to be INFP ",3.2743749999999987,6.347631020833332,5.967500000000001,66.5275,82.54166666666666,9.866666666666667,28.83333333333333,9.725611199111238,4.005308333333334,211,10,35,8,6,75,39,48,0.042,0.8370000000000001,0.121,0.5809,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,20,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907063896719795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33514547400114403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586468787773536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463697625122429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109159274170535,0.5312867032918097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29136983386451865,0.30951297252012044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299262587291649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MickeyFan20182,2018/12/03,"Feel like you're always being used? Hai everyone, new to this sub. I'm a university student with barely any friends. But I always feel like when someone interacts with me, it's because they want something in return,  like help with homework or tutoring in school. Then they just never talk to me again,  until the next time they need a favor.  I've grown up doing pretty well at school and I always thought helping others would help me make friends,  but I've barely had people who I could call real friends.  And the very few people who I have called my real friends have other priorities lined up. Idk. Oftentimes I can't help but feel jealous of those people I see on insta/snap who have lots of unconditional friends that spontaneously kidnap them for their birthday, take them out for boba at 3am, bring them sushi when they have the flu, etc. I wish I actually had real friends who did things for me purely because they wanted to, not because of obligation or because they wanted to peek at my study materials for an upcoming test. It really gets demoralizing especially during school breaks when no one needs anything from you,  and your fb messenger pretty much ends up dead until school starts back up again. And Im reluctant to share this with the people I know since I know they would then only try to hang out with me out of pity. And then it just becomes obligation. I mean it's one thing to be tolerant/ accepting of others.  That's just what decent human beings should do. But genuine, unconditional love/ friendship? That's something I don't think I can say I've ever experienced. Maybe i just suck at being charismatic. Anyone else relate? Sorry, that was a bit of a ramble...",5.818047031832521,7.167646596214514,6.2219744766274765,76.11829007743044,67.26498422712933,8.792027530828793,28.60467450530541,9.095868883498916,2.3955880126182967,1349,45,237,24,22,435,179,317,0.083,0.746,0.17,0.9738,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,11,0,12,17,2,0,9,0,21,2,0,2,3,52,45,19,1,10,11,0,3,3,6,3,1,1,1,1,21,13,0,0,9,0,0,3,5,3,1,2,5,6,34,14,39,32,5,37,0,1,1,1,35,14,1,3,22,159,55,8,0.0,0.0,0.08292261959270059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121161731627891,0.0,0.0,0.05778541035500176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059415977995924275,0.08706617065640201,0.06992657529657567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533996041142595,0.0,0.20719807956704014,0.09384739353489684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276988323933344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735364392929944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784503179641316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098509015770305,0.0,0.07526197222507994,0.0,0.09476876127928636,0.0,0.07686408259054929,0.0,0.08119654644903422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889661638983327,0.1214112559382369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939054126353528,0.0,0.04439554340820216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782581986306755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178678192167193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339926151028996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454239293569028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224207672297811,0.07669258681996433,0.0,0.056720978055607225,0.0,0.08536806498965188,0.092561879658861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246585799987454,0.1260146734362295,0.06553738742728203,0.08206866933817229,0.09037108899565237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151615147835824,0.06462675344042765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23564180913510366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289874142887451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901579316492203,0.05443668652925016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757494177551293,0.0,0.3439939487135397,0.06771348317111611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029158556240496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199841432679448,0.13083467286749925,0.0,0.09512172657089103,0.060145218237838215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389006797077469,0.06829909102247438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129062444489606,0.05444807438066535,0.0,0.0674600703301726,0.049549174062329546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057691944347089824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733904772737161,0.0,0.07011266331609947,0.15036005958980592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640206429341831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771620482330698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072655184365648,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hereiamagain595959,2018/12/03,"Fuck Just built up the courage to say ""how are you"" to my crush and she responded saying ""good how are you"" and I said good back and now I have no idea what to fucking say. Incredibly stressed out right now. Any advice?",-0.19646103896103995,2.076101886363638,0.8068831168831174,100.47318181818184,98.3181818181818,4.3324675324675335,17.649350649350648,6.1826913282559595,-0.3690285714285713,169,5,39,2,7,52,33,44,0.18899999999999997,0.645,0.166,-0.0661,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,6,6,2,1,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,8,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,6,3,5,5,0,6,0,0,0,2,8,3,2,0,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293487343448924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960586498834098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047186713223573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339576758990665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937149310973889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649507481336639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043479915629805,0.2232559870665033,0.5599349542051298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26885111734495354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VapeTrash,2018/12/03,"Need a job but don't know what to look for. I've been out of work for about 2-3 months now. The first real job I had was an internship at at KPMG at the call center but I didn't do much there. Then I was out of work for about 2 months, until I got a call from dave and busters where I had applied to while I was an intern. I ended up quitting after 2 weeks because it was too much interaction and too much sensory stimulation. So now I am wondering what jobs I could get.",2.617919556171984,3.0247751747572837,4.468959778085992,89.23009708737865,73.95145631067963,7.827461858529817,23.45214979195561,7.957251820313856,0.8640635228848823,365,9,88,5,7,125,64,103,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,12,18,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,1,9,0,18,8,3,19,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,1,11,65,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810244587186416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621599886382567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158845280365887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706715613720726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084200344374238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926507975028666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418318860663884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5279361733378619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745928758592924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891766804376766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830959801127739,0.0,0.3910873332830931,0.13149247756220633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861878030517268,0.0,0.2018473154831404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224832962705886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923134452022548,0.2582055983513528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whippetam7,2018/12/03,"help. well i don’t really know where to start. for as long as i could remember i’ve been an anxious person, there’s not one thing i don’t overthink, hell i’m overthinking typing this. my brains visualises myself in situations that wouldn’t ever happen but it’s like i still feel the anxiety that comes from it. it’s hard for me to talk to people i’m not comfortable with because i always feel like i’m being judged. i never really know what to say to people i’m not familiar with when i socialise and it just makes me feel awkward. i was quite popular in high school and i always had girls after me. but when i used to try to get with girls i was overthinking so much that i could not get an erection. thoughts like “what if you don’t last long? what if she thinks your body looks weird? what if i don’t please her?” pop up and it’s like i get so lost in my mind that i forget to live in the now. so because of this, more thoughts would pop up when i tried with other girls like “what if you can’t get your dick up again that’ll be so embarrassing?” this has really impacted me because it seems like none of my friends have this problem and it actually left me so depressed to the point where i’ve lost all my confidence in talking to girls, and myself. i haven’t had sex in nearly 2 years and i’m 19.. i smoke weed basically daily to try and numb myself out to everything but it’s gotten to a point where the pots not numbing me anymore, it’s making me more anxious and paranoid. its hard for me to quit because all my friends smoke pot and i feel like i’ll have nobody if i quit. my dads also a heavy pot user and that’s basically all he does is sit out in his shed hiding from mum. that scares me because i don’t want to be like him, being lazy as fuck, never helping mum around the house, never spending time with her. she does everything and she deserves more than that, i can tell she is unhappy. 

i have not been to a doctor even though i’m about 99% sure i have bad anxiety and depression. i can’t even talk to my own friends about my problems unless i’m maggot drunk or something because i’m not overthinking. i’m not even sure if anybody will take the time to read this but thankyou if you made it this far. i am currently talking to a girl over messanger, and she’s a really lovely girl, and i don’t want to lose her because of my problems and mental health. i organise to see her and i end up backing out because i’m too worried about what might happen. what do i do? i haven’t told her about my mental health problems yet, should i tell her? should i tell her about my past experiences with girls and not being able to get it up? will quitting pot help? should i see a doctor? i feel like i’m too young to be dealing with all this shit. will it get better? there has been many times where i’ve wanted to end it all and the only thing stopping me is the fact that i’m too much of a pussy too, and i couldn’t do that to my mother with everything shes dealing with right now.",2.259071384615382,3.8081430176000017,3.578460000000004,90.8143607692308,76.42399999999998,6.663692307692307,22.739230769230772,7.395310329662975,0.7074313846153846,2346,67,519,29,52,767,236,625,0.18100000000000002,0.716,0.10300000000000001,-0.9947,1,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,0,5,0,8,38,38,3,3,17,0,51,14,4,4,12,103,101,45,0,22,23,4,7,9,3,10,6,1,0,8,41,33,1,1,12,2,1,1,25,19,1,1,14,11,81,19,72,68,12,58,1,5,3,4,51,28,4,10,37,348,122,5,0.060115680328667875,0.0,0.0586642322096386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048074487839638615,0.1000421236003913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197666181515612,0.13582721504658804,0.05961860132086159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351570075687174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622524745325223,0.05019408204079282,0.2931676860382736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053167434001762784,0.0,0.06677496873512,0.0,0.06710898069594798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051784335597033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599495817002504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395325349638285,0.10355509475742468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306189227175343,0.1052152739360762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648929898389546,0.0,0.0,0.1191175196778028,0.05437807454493094,0.0,0.0,0.16208429159388682,0.05880467065609175,0.0,0.0,0.15198147124132244,0.12883996211544366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933567649560835,0.05557597777268609,0.18844777073114474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632019515911577,0.0,0.1077036833030116,0.0,0.0,0.1278003141068557,0.0,0.0,0.12088282002045063,0.06351551684711819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936542381354119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660760114955501,0.049002303000835634,0.0,0.0,0.06531586257320436,0.0,0.0,0.2643253636345515,0.0,0.05308324710053342,0.10640097072146644,0.050482030955103896,0.0672540692922789,0.1312467329076036,0.0,0.0542567485694856,0.056882910263326786,0.08025536685058768,0.060947864324142426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116493282477045,0.06377323682652901,0.06069970007785595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838388408080458,0.0,0.13909475605081678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073594079674072,0.04572068380625595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057387219104728514,0.08335328693968272,0.05249069329310843,0.0,0.06598896460088492,0.11365749803133195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300903490982739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557617032595796,0.060131948485523085,0.0,0.15404657667406105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680993469608689,0.05133846253418551,0.0,0.047806401864087474,0.06018628327422192,0.060840277915611085,0.09580882803715683,0.05472705758416633,0.0,0.0,0.061707881971838324,0.0,0.067572543437692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627998770341979,0.0,0.0,0.042550187950339706,0.0,0.04800845996506415,0.05025940055674318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133166345398318,0.0,0.04519951011843156,0.19327482682673847,0.15763126293937035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987637359752556,0.03851970058982794,0.05906335069893581,0.0954502703886157,0.10516180991142407,0.0,0.0,0.05744310875492591,0.0,0.12244380253881225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051920646283351087,0.0,0.0,0.10637335740425566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405121621844388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105039145832737,0.0,0.042704454502355535,0.0,0.0,0.03871252716166144
socialanxiety,KinkyManInCarona,2018/12/03,"School Formal My school formal is tomorrow and I'm terrified, I have a date and I really like her but I have the strong sense that she's only going with me because of pity or that no one else asked her so she had no choice. I'm going with a group of 8 and I feel like the loser of the group, everyone gets along so well and theres just me in the corner being akward as per usual. I really don't know what to do, I really just want to crawl into a hole and die atm.",0.22786407766990635,1.9346660097087425,2.9765145631067966,92.06787864077671,83.07766990291263,6.4500970873786425,14.183495145631067,7.554174236665415,-0.2205099029126214,361,4,85,6,10,127,66,103,0.184,0.679,0.13699999999999998,-0.7457,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,16,16,10,1,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,2,1,1,1,1,13,4,11,14,0,8,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,57,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160774737329864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089608770351691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398788072299629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930813549894073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085679082762427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686742145807336,0.16512094128105176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075707247399367,0.0,0.26271559321690363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702425204611673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225839106289532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662120924019018,0.17578650805573456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444207755720966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678363976027111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25455954345857473,0.0,0.13632780244128176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781567037511475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ttsp333,2018/12/03,"I found my old journal from a few years back. I wrote things like:
“Why didn’t I talk.. There were so many good opportunities today but I just couldn’t get myself to speak”
“Going to drinks was a mistake. I should have just left after work. I just drowned in every conversation I tried to have, group ones especially. It was like I was mute. I would laugh along awkwardly but couldn’t get any words out”
“The other new girl didn’t come to work today so when the others invited me to lunch I lied and said I had to run errands and buy a present. I went to eat alone instead. I wanted to go with them but I (1) assumed I would make it awkward and (2) assumed they would prefer it if I weren’t there since they’re good friends already.”
“I stutter, walk a different way or stall to avoid people in the hallway, feel uneasy when anyone walks by.. On the train to work I sometimes brainstorm things to talk about/what to say and anticipate responses..”
“I don’t think I’ll go to the event anymore. I don’t fit in with everyone.. I just make things awkward. I’d rather they had fun without me then going and ruining it all.”

I still remember the day after that last comment - I had a panic attack and went home skipping the last half of my shift because I couldn’t face people anymore. I went straight to the doctor and have been on SSRIs since then. It’s been 4 years now and I still feel socially inadequate, awkward, too quiet, anxious before social events or work.. on an especially anxious day I bail on situations or panic - but I do think I’m now a somewhat “functioning” socially anxious person? At least in comparison to 4 years ago and I guess that’s something. I get people telling me that they’ve seen me “interact with people so well” or that I “made friends with people so quickly” which I always hear with disbelief because I feel so anxious inside. But I guess I have gradually improved at suppressing my anxiety in the moment and mostly not letting it keep me from pursuing jobs and making new friends. ",4.119403239556694,5.689083928388747,4.944662404092076,82.82560400682013,71.6086956521739,7.668576300085252,28.634356351236143,8.238735603445708,1.9729457118499567,1580,61,304,24,30,512,199,391,0.159,0.723,0.11800000000000001,-0.9118,3,2,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,3,5,23,22,1,7,16,0,27,5,1,4,1,69,57,30,1,12,17,0,3,2,3,4,1,5,1,2,16,19,3,3,10,1,1,11,10,11,1,2,20,9,47,11,40,29,5,56,0,1,1,0,23,15,0,11,31,200,63,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863019107816802,0.0,0.0,0.0801861458877529,0.08543742521356402,0.0,0.06442154969080674,0.0,0.0,0.052649813954518204,0.0,0.0592278419957134,0.34986061345276914,0.15356422072085074,0.054135467208642686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807903498291884,0.0,0.05953296408769713,0.0,0.09439182203535113,0.0,0.06588066866010818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669244971638377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986194760053207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088981736877514,0.0,0.0792449972343296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584437186409193,0.0,0.079222333921101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523162078962773,0.07398031852725287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744111239497687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848895477631071,0.1794488138400312,0.0,0.12134985733380325,0.0,0.17600349253858433,0.1298762916695305,0.0,0.0,0.1705787681347386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726055074541225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766087219858016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682967904167429,0.06881649108466101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262190039204627,0.0,0.0,0.0841195475450929,0.07916953979901084,0.0,0.07564924291709821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325884533847048,0.1550399446988199,0.07849405288095927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954986546273222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124167234943902,0.0,0.05246334923319699,0.0,0.0,0.18167675781985151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268374346886407,0.06760215966214564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770436504676407,0.0,0.07364632987730348,0.061569314652451884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280890411504496,0.08702590085339704,0.0,0.2367668321426781,0.0,0.05960346342576281,0.07657262715589032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236590859095434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445821232399452,0.0676704963390278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430779312688367,0.09921815796452736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677456144305126,0.0,0.0,0.05256465460551638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045665674172536905,0.061454212228303474,0.0,0.0,0.06961193917421804,0.21531372296042714,0.06986157688779819,0.0,0.0,0.07463232733471936,0.0,0.2254574047011056,0.0,0.0,0.16499572612420227,0.0,0.0,0.14957225431339746
socialanxiety,auserhasnoname7,2018/12/03,"Is anyone else extremely sensitive to criticism at work? Feel free to just respond to the title but I wanted to share as well, sometimes writing a post on reddit helps me cut back on the ruminations and obsessive negative thoughts.

I’ve started working at my uncles cafe a couple weeks ago and it’s hectic, there’s often lines going out the door especially on the weekends. 

I was doing so well according to the weekday workers, for the first time in my life I was that person who was just really good at something with little to no experience. 

It was weird but I liked it and it made me happy to come into work and do research online at home to learn new things like how to make a proper cappuccino and do latte art. Everything was fun until I did a Saturday shift, and it was hell on earth, just order after order endlessly, pushing and squeezing to get around 12 other coworkers in a tight space, stuff just going missing and customers loosing patience (Unlike during the week where there are rushes and slow periods, you could give your customer your individual attention and work quickly yes but also in a sense with love). I would start trying to find little odd tasks here and there to avoid the line even for just a few seconds, stuff that needed to be done (taking out trash, fixing up the display, replenishing stock that was running low) but were not a priority so I understand why I got called out for it. 

So a coworker (see that just makes it even more pathetic that I’m upset over something and I don’t even know who it was could of been a manager or just a regular team member) with her stinging valley girl voice said “can you please stop worrying about the bagels and just help the line”. ( I don’t even know if there was any real frustration in her tone or if my head just assumed it, here I am being an asshole making subconscious judgments against this woman for doing her job) but something about that made me almost cry at work and I couldn’t stop replaying it in my head, I managed to keep the waterworks at bay thank god because it would have just been so embarrassing to cry over what was literally nothing. I think I was just already overwhelmed and the comment was just the straw that broke the camels back. 

I was also the first person who got asked if I wanted to go home early, which just added to my paranoia. Wondering if they wanted me to go because I suck. No one said anything when I left either. Maybe I did just have a shit time that day? Idk.",7.248636437246965,6.97796871789474,7.284894736842109,75.37299392712553,63.926315789473676,10.086639676113364,33.00607287449393,9.565088089820216,2.9638680161943314,1971,70,359,33,26,634,261,475,0.159,0.7440000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9871,1,1,3,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,1,9,43,25,5,5,29,1,38,5,3,6,0,86,76,36,0,13,27,0,3,2,0,2,1,3,3,4,29,24,0,5,11,3,1,8,7,14,2,4,26,7,37,12,55,43,3,64,1,4,1,1,28,29,3,10,26,264,66,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404784540062112,0.0,0.08364722838643426,0.0,0.09218183942450994,0.13360420941338527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680598032482845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840891076625825,0.08559044829622163,0.06874135938598704,0.07436296476704078,0.07809300799513598,0.0,0.0,0.12846497005918578,0.0,0.10184309464031288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529754738745529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195713910169269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339019374224492,0.09242877535977727,0.1835163395934367,0.05387251544227025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548427809795299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978193301876623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206936604562808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507496737481155,0.08171227490793684,0.0,0.0,0.042237297209306426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763485570385446,0.14210794500121282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364306405134158,0.08013341860673069,0.18989717500017714,0.07006435080297088,0.13361953172451546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892348976808286,0.0,0.0,0.17145995450826254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119821505213998,0.0,0.16758281356635166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289459939544001,0.07424885189444272,0.0,0.0,0.09181619684124638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075992874177947,0.0,0.05900253025422692,0.08162097986612292,0.16744601402273662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539269083996379,0.1580837695081609,0.16727876865304392,0.0,0.08392112456031192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061939397988877674,0.0,0.0806776517994483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015312002916503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056604796113621215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587732275753673,0.0,0.09169524046639717,0.0,0.0,0.0800024751854532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507997292683308,0.05351401547435361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891991449845988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656577792063871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574644427750107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292564871627368,0.08261725588233819,0.0,0.11825158159685605,0.0,0.0,0.1396763185366221,0.0,0.0,0.1912528752645224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280716744595434,0.0,0.0,0.07690687839664126,0.0,0.0,0.05549627372476354,0.0535252103081267,0.0,0.06631666028405434,0.09741868716010804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056714098512899325,0.0,0.0,0.08696183358868101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781154160237314,0.0,0.13401186235699702,0.0,0.15021418501192768,0.0,0.0753764365735083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058905301529104,0.3040687120613941,0.08483282559738689,0.0,0.11868030505595464,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socktoast,2018/12/03,"Just told my friend about how people make me feel. I was talking to my friend on Discord, and something happened and I ended up telling him about my feelings and how I mostly value myself based on other's people's opinion, and physical things I get, like really bad shaking.  He questioned further and he came to the probably logical conclusion that I may have Social Anxiety, which I told him since I have never been diagnosed with it I would prefer him to not say that since I feel like by saying it would be an insult to those diagnosed.  To which he responded kindly by not saying it again, but told me to get checked out for it.   Now I feel really sick, like I might throw up.  Any advice on how to calm down since I'm going to see him in person either tomorrow or Tuesday.  
Sorry if I'm being stupid.  
",7.374430379746838,6.332152613924053,7.796044303797469,74.34571202531647,64.0,10.684810126582278,33.041139240506325,9.827888789773867,3.0767569620253163,635,21,117,11,8,210,96,158,0.129,0.763,0.107,-0.5683,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,2,1,2,0,10,3,0,4,1,34,26,11,0,4,7,0,4,3,2,4,3,3,0,1,11,8,0,0,8,0,1,4,3,4,0,0,6,8,21,7,22,14,2,19,0,0,1,0,22,9,0,7,9,85,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864633385629168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895261508695986,0.0,0.10071148062877344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992180453971157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057191650745638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672428721990749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166023506413125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26626370115695125,0.09405040432886023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342410067002686,0.0,0.13756282399598782,0.0,0.07481942500403355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641718740275335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709265936443138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929518366508639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787704037543351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965927831120328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015361835862835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825383260775652,0.11495123516014953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419403900643359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747753055306578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686760371214308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140788165334156,0.0,0.0,0.10490757914568732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32670539442029584,0.0,0.0,0.13420005088484774,0.0,0.10135019021368304,0.0,0.14737079812439513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581485343047717,0.11506743537407173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746205497684502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773901174792333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704000591017825,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheLittleAndromeda,2018/12/03,"Y’all ever get friend crushes? They hurt really bad. Not trying to be an r / relationships post here, but I have a major friend crush on this guy I’ve known for a couple years and we’re sorta friends I guess, but I’d love to get to know him more. He’s kind of a know-it-all and super annoying but he’s also really funny and I love talking to him at school. He used to have a crush on me, and he might still, but I really just want to be friends with him. I’m getting better, but it’s still really hard to talk with people and not constantly second-guess myself. *sigh*",0.4946346153846193,2.602359758333332,2.7600000000000016,91.71576923076924,84.75,6.0256410256410255,15.897435897435901,7.321109707123232,-0.008698717948718127,441,8,98,7,13,150,73,120,0.113,0.597,0.29,0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,2,6,13,1,0,5,0,5,2,0,1,1,23,15,11,0,1,8,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,11,9,14,12,2,9,0,1,0,2,19,3,0,3,5,56,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419439055728765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922919756005708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629198970519398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431239670312485,0.0,0.0,0.15800172342636926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291677012358542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412972001110349,0.0,0.22381599157442328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146131109705492,0.1413910858464613,0.0,0.0,0.1279177067532019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528667151999023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870068623637142,0.15695455536333794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577590158497244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514846281371387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989971836494072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675967152517088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659166375190472,0.0,0.0,0.153310109779034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445177841745145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280751006892331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295489983498764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694951894289136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333041548867282,0.0,0.0,0.08422513524450427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195632953812463
socialanxiety,Spike_205,2018/12/03,"Want to quit job. Not sure what to do Okay, so I have been a stocker at a grocery store for several months. Before that I was a bagger and then a cart pusher for a while at the same store. The store has a policy where we are required to greet all customers and ask them if they need help when they are within ten feet of us, and it is not something I am good at dealing with. I do try to talk to some of them, but I often focus intently on what I am doing or awkwardly glance at them and say nothing even if they are fairly close. I think that working there and being expected to deal with customers has made my anxiety worse than it was when I began working there.   


Recently I have been looking into other jobs and I found one that I am interested in applying for that appears to fit what I want. Assuming I recieve the job, I am going to have to give my current employer a two week notice. That is where the problem lies, in my case. I feel as though I will dissapoint the manager and my other coworkers, but it's not only that. I am really not looking forward to the questions that will inevitably come. I don't want to tell all of them that I quit because I don't want to deal with the customers. I know that I am not required to tell anyone why, but I will not be able to ignore the questions. I could make up some other reason, but I am not sure what. ",5.1170714285714265,4.72593127857143,6.195714285714287,81.81178571428575,68.35714285714286,9.142857142857146,30.357142857142854,8.660442795831766,2.1625357142857142,1058,36,222,15,16,355,140,280,0.094,0.8420000000000001,0.064,-0.9006,5,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,7,6,10,8,0,1,15,1,32,1,1,4,4,59,51,21,0,10,14,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,19,14,0,3,8,0,3,4,9,3,0,3,7,5,38,5,35,38,5,27,0,0,3,0,21,15,0,10,10,180,57,10,0.11614824688491007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885309095522434,0.0,0.0,0.08121355480318232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085829319765728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080289325198957,0.0,0.0988336033764534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005143022272284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273492406873468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592312274578082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671482164727783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058728043489348784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273505576834813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141998195493792,0.06600972534209422,0.0974196388708138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778517215869879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457776391943158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383203894887514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195070549399703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099022795496236,0.07752985670159547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270842254462326,0.0,0.0,0.0861224533560684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144737542161244,0.13223554890386713,0.0,0.0,0.07870505802947081,0.0883359755964289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113818610548554,0.0,0.0,0.260225236572277,0.2470759150648128,0.0,0.0,0.07440754110031109,0.11941974226088947,0.11468238156993872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236574777215534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312144586958754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941659494193599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893669626197448,0.0,0.0,0.0933555612286943,0.20303737443724465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442310674319359,0.11411506284756436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885703546369167,0.0,0.11345996020620434,0.0,0.13971204004610355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27402898124012176,0.0,0.09316711769682363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048057271094934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911461410231707,0.0,0.11836498639805892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lizardperson3,2018/12/03,"I got a cute boy's number! Now what. I did something very out of character today, I asked for someone's number. He was so cute and was reading a book in a coffee shop and I couldn't stop looking at him so I told myself I had nothing to lose and struck up a conversation with him. After we said goodbye, I ran back into the coffee shop and asked for his number. To my surprise he actually gave it to me. My whole life I've been a very submissive person, ALWAYS waiting for someone else to make the next move, and for the past couple years I've had social anxiety. I'm moving past it now but it totally obliterated my ability to keep an interesting conversation flowing. I really really want to ask him out on a date but aaaaahhh what if I'm really awkward? I'm an anxious talker (I talk wayyy too much when I'm anxious a.k.a. all the time) and I really don't want it to happen whenever me and this guy hang out cause he seems pretty special. I've gone on other dates before and tried just listening a lot, doing my best to stay in the moment, asking them questions about themselves etc... but none of it felt natural. help! Btw, I'm female and 21.",2.134580721003136,4.2286166508620715,4.340830721003137,82.72360501567398,78.61206896551724,7.149216300940437,23.476489028213173,8.150884317080207,1.5166482758620687,901,30,175,17,22,311,139,232,0.069,0.746,0.185,0.9777,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,2,9,8,0,1,14,0,9,1,0,2,2,34,34,16,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,9,15,0,3,3,4,2,6,3,2,0,0,13,4,23,6,27,20,8,32,0,1,1,0,27,10,0,4,15,111,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.11296460010737798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963211999947924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855572151725483,0.2615506323615647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328781264566252,0.0,0.0,0.08901193106492715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850283161857086,0.0,0.12148248207933085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891692194028705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808571514786804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670223109976338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291024725601954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114729970158037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258346879550737,0.0,0.0,0.11462013168873543,0.1023657676671559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759117102600688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028923866705957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176437752993491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720884812866658,0.12950530087987625,0.0,0.0984146104889348,0.0,0.0,0.07727038334320857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246068115383406,0.08509657200869762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311157051966527,0.0,0.0,0.1110743884716255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210111344941465,0.0,0.101076754163004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776905553946734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296771633598491,0.0,0.11579085344661695,0.0,0.2966340694566648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101138191030898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053831260069411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800226011536435,0.19616534361168686,0.08911733959474237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338425377944573,0.0,0.09678014817001558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304312313030676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750031126723638,0.0,0.10972649645000372,0.11061318907637,0.0,0.07859312036446799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102746663984074,0.13655593682489914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292413781909648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454534023961162
socialanxiety,Zer0_Days,2018/12/03,3 months.need help. i havent go to class for 3 months and its my final year.i want to go but i know teachers and classmates would ask me where i was what i was doing etc and this is the reason it gets harder everyday.i cant delay it any longer but the fear is eating me . ,1.6670689655172417,3.241814327586209,2.971931034482761,94.41617241379312,78.13793103448276,5.329655172413793,18.49655172413793,5.6839178017228535,-0.41358344827586224,213,4,48,1,5,69,43,58,0.077,0.825,0.098,-0.2161,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,10,14,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,3,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166348863042569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772332831840871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034436598346749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307305234202711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337000697550113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248549335453612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549346125317703,0.0,0.3370712605663832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877054325398727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629755745953631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367025820080897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30490176145848463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491228311365814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106599007045588,0.0,0.0,0.19096783281585536
socialanxiety,mariocova3,2018/12/03,"Feeling really lonely I feel really lonely.  However, when I'm with people, I either get very anxious around them or I become distant from them.  It feels like it's been years since the last time I was truly myself around someone else.  I am picking up bad habits to fill this whole as well.  I find myself eating a lot to distract myself from it.  I also find myself watching porn not for sexual stimulation but sort of as a poor way to feel how it felt to be loved and wanted in a way.  I have great people around me, but I cannot connect to them in a meaningful way without being on a drug like X.

​

I have friends and family that check up on me and want me to talk to them, and I want to, yet when I do everything I say and do just feels ungenuine, unfulfilling, and meaningless.

​

Can anybody else relate?",5.444417177914112,5.759138625766872,6.331417177914113,78.7015429447853,67.65030674846625,9.219386503067486,28.56993865030675,9.120678840339163,2.2599919018404915,648,20,124,11,10,215,98,163,0.10300000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9189,1,4,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,0,10,10,0,1,6,0,11,4,0,3,0,34,23,15,0,3,7,0,6,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,10,1,0,9,0,2,1,3,4,1,0,3,8,24,6,25,18,3,19,0,2,1,2,8,9,0,3,8,92,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954287909201656,0.0,0.2585897256601701,0.2899999463717006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348098283354136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186891123318133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963622652576687,0.0,0.1317914839651706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838583322352316,0.12210519075964775,0.19937112835864532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072468209857373,0.0,0.1124944501410022,0.0,0.3016861685808517,0.08524994135412756,0.1145762734918679,0.0,0.2181323633043457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219467356832199,0.0,0.06234541340811401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315626190008433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727052201308484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659799427790997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145077169891438,0.10770069839363593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545789147891934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289272146208202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489663505831147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871166393224746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110859246974263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591357010865814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958274420796495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984604003918678,0.21115317789900495,0.284157683915023,0.0,0.0,0.10729271268986064,0.0,0.0,0.13322856726013074,0.0,0.11503062476192864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899999463717006,0.07684511736920446
socialanxiety,crazychameleons,2018/12/03,"Advice for getting through a class presentation? College student here. I’ve always had a huge fear of public speaking. My voice and hands gets shaky, I stumble on my words, and I get short of breath. I have a presentation coming up in a week and I’m really nervous. My doctor gave me propranolol to take beforehand but I’m scared it isn’t going to help. To those that also have a fear of public speaking, how do you get yourself through it?

",2.461614987080104,4.964108546511632,3.778527131782949,84.9919250645995,79.81395348837209,6.14780361757106,25.834625322997407,7.3871296695380915,1.4875726098191215,349,14,65,5,9,114,60,86,0.16,0.779,0.06,-0.8204,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,5,5,0,5,3,2,1,0,8,15,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,4,8,0,12,13,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,41,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376847659171913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451358232341334,0.20238959081233232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952395080767774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489595894721099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474101713033555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083174411626666,0.0,0.13823508983946714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303415401232793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582148047775868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351896593161185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288117102207246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951070818452829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheGutenbergMachine,2018/12/03,So scared of going out tomorrow :( I could use some positive affirmations or anything to help me calm down because I'm very anxious and nervous about it. I'm so scared it'll be like the last gathering I went to where everyone was three times my age and rude and asking all the questions I'm afraid of...,7.4884999999999975,6.337233516666667,7.550000000000002,76.55500000000005,63.83333333333334,11.333333333333336,36.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.627166666666668,241,10,48,5,3,78,46,60,0.23199999999999998,0.616,0.152,-0.7043,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,4,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,2,0,4,2,7,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,5,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985849697088243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749725408336149,0.0,0.24708581491209894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111547421722486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102289160214055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525509910762335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020838433239345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715543060470135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215440641290461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912414851148474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960776775351182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292229414305936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411607468188046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282712576041497,0.0,0.2180760559636563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450097323562158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bigbisonbox,2018/12/03,"Strangers just don't like me? I want to try talking to more strangers but strangers I've talked to in the past have been cold to me. Many of them avoid eye contact with me and for example if I ask them a question they answer quickly in a monotone voice as if they want me to stop talking to them. I sometimes ask people who aren't doing anything for directions but the just don't seem very interested in talking to me. This isn't just a one time thing too, almost every person I've tried talking to are cold to me. I always smile and give a cheery hello before I start talking. I don't think I sound nervous or weird when I talk. Is it how I look? What am I doing wrong? This is starting to make me hate people.",2.083929313929314,3.8483981621621663,3.1216216216216246,92.95934511434513,77.51351351351352,5.364656964656965,24.222453222453225,5.8734145424116955,0.4123590436590439,560,19,121,3,13,179,85,148,0.16399999999999998,0.767,0.069,-0.9048,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,0,7,7,1,2,6,0,13,1,1,2,0,22,25,10,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,6,22,2,18,24,1,10,0,0,2,0,20,3,0,6,8,81,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993256139583495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796794378330256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067786831811088,0.0,0.2426099406195992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041336888727472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932559058437703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447442113534232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810784772579012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339255455452221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896292249850399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661358460406254,0.1315528969646067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879264775200202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386742350509562,0.17991387376790854,0.11329851903692978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535716627670014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812559877826745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833266420610107,0.0,0.1836848773399395,0.0,0.0,0.10848238599108884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7300544720860292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620456567515307,0.08314283460124237,0.0,0.0,0.07566215757954031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619252255420367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070628417230688,0.15306769134088907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186854877738894,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,F1n1sh3mZel,2018/12/03,:/ I’m 15 and every time I go out by myself I feel like I can’t breathe and everyone is staring at me I can’t eat in front of people unless there a close friend I feel stupid trying to spell things in front of people my mom thinks all the stuff that I’m going through I’m just saying and I don’t actually need help and I just need to get through it what should I do,0.17999999999999972,1.8921105975609755,2.222134146341464,97.38734756097564,83.26829268292683,5.0756097560975615,17.567073170731707,5.985473137389443,-0.5715658536585364,287,6,71,2,8,96,54,82,0.075,0.816,0.109,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,1,16,17,5,0,3,3,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,3,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,4,11,2,12,16,1,10,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.23602619008060316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24748915696260226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378241888969534,0.2311131944480353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445892924448117,0.17278901892364704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868649636916725,0.0,0.12636492936021984,0.0,0.2749158844160604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621175878439177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816344222487625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832703723800268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586809414788772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353586675568256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923414398934025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276878544140594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068493038745746,0.15497787716326544,0.0,0.0,0.14103392817322125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421104264998934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Natty789,2018/12/03,"Drank whisky for the first time yesterday I’ve never been drunk, and i had never drank before i turned 18 last year. At most i’ve had 1 1/2 glasses of wine and champagne around 2 hours after that. Other than that i usually only drink one glass when i do drink and i honestly never liked nor disliked the feeling after drinking, i never experienced the positive effects really.  Today my friend and i was going shopping and we wanted to stop by a bar to get Irish coffee, which i had never tried before but really wanted to try, and i liked it.  

We then continued shopping and like 20 minutes later i felt a little relaxed and a little dizzy, you know the normal slightly tipsy feeling that i’ve already felt before.   

But around 30 minutes after that i felt so relaxed, confident and at peace. I was super social and suddenly i was asking everyone in the stores for help, i haven’t felt that normal or social in a long time! It felt so good to feel like that again, i didn’t even think about my anxiety. I even considered texting a guy i like but have been too anxious to go on a date with, and telling him to spontaneously meet me there! Wtf.  

I’ve never had this effect from alcohol before, it was great! I have no idea why i got these effects now, since i’ve drank before but never felt like that, could it be the whisky maybe? Because i’ve never had whisky before, and other alcoholic drinks never made me feel like this. And i only had one drink! Haha what ",5.953512957630607,6.124386881118884,6.566980666392433,77.94513163307282,66.55244755244755,8.967174002468118,28.7116412998766,8.671277953709913,2.13838362813657,1152,34,212,16,17,378,149,286,0.086,0.7040000000000001,0.21,0.9931,0,0,11,0,0,0,28.0,2,1,0,5,12,15,0,0,12,1,19,13,0,4,9,56,43,23,0,5,5,0,10,7,1,0,2,0,0,1,18,18,13,1,16,12,3,2,13,0,0,3,24,11,28,15,24,17,1,42,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,2,38,144,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860547808374094,0.0,0.0,0.07672427832587095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318762149679558,0.07854521310395439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378674241135545,0.06499794013798102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042382740394057414,0.0,0.35497184606893895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055511293843311466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405477565484737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184326292094364,0.0,0.0,0.06643559933054259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406188536505909,0.09933956438398013,0.4005383552162705,0.0,0.0,0.05913924907909581,0.0,0.0,0.053716041121692336,0.0,0.03632475348911975,0.0,0.07902708276906176,0.05831557262567801,0.055606734503273705,0.07665326833756546,0.0,0.06884221680679846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466021818276335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846964804384566,0.0,0.0,0.07848701369770769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03820997435747465,0.056673418953116686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23777012754909085,0.1393677395096787,0.0,0.06152881009095774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578770398956729,0.0,0.0,0.06984876585651498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826084633439621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624251691928493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422598114148534,0.1057561506091146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908097827558834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751308176221125,0.0,0.0,0.14174712687670907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812731013961199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060769270405648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454980675987223,0.0,0.0,0.08108298244508386,0.0,0.0659030411740831,0.0,0.0,0.09440792907735326,0.0756249228405728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657367369871437,0.0,0.08201712273969644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273689844965853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477281956583416
socialanxiety,live_traveler,2018/12/03,I want to learn a certain language and I know someone who speaks this language But I am too much of an anxious mess to talk to her. Like I feel scared that she will be weirded out that I want to learn her language.,1.7790000000000001,3.5206592888888903,2.433055555555556,97.65625000000004,78.33333333333333,4.5,26.805555555555557,3.1291,0.2622222222222219,168,7,38,0,4,52,32,45,0.159,0.687,0.155,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,7,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,2,6,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,27,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44757795000709466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003237872879057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177337270714102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355670094024152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291242647042294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966517796478846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356875170341142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184396836429905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673620989827764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pin-headlarry,2018/12/03,"Working at Starbucks with social anxiety?? Starting soon I will be working at a Starbucks inside my local Kroger and I’m freaking out. My social anxiety is absolutely TERRIBLE and I’ve never had a job. I need to start working now, I’m 18 years old and I NEED to move out of my moms. (Toxic household) all help would be greatly appreciated! : ) ",1.3121538461538478,3.9808439846153862,3.828076923076925,79.19442307692309,93.76923076923076,5.676923076923077,28.038461538461537,7.1686216300943375,2.2299538461538466,269,14,45,5,10,93,44,65,0.161,0.747,0.092,-0.5697,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,11,12,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,8,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,29,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173970831591579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22871415472513001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390492389458958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058619325489404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296271748926715,0.0,0.2204863241556514,0.0,0.3076428202537338,0.15999808713065305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768368528900814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229379256935664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29366809529254595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530778107317997,0.0,0.0,0.14736639740405444,0.0,0.0,0.13359088012483505
socialanxiety,itsamberv,2018/12/03,"Does it make sense if I say that I’m not really anxious about WHAT people think of me, but I’m more anxious about the fact THAT people think something of me? For example: if I want to wear a certain type of clothing or change my hair, it’s not that I really care about what other people will think (or say) of it. Ofcourse maybe I do a little... But my point is that I’m much more anxious about the possibility of people reacting on something I do / say / wear or whatever than the actual reaction itself. Everytime I try to explain this to someone, their response is that I’m just (too) insecure. But for me it’s a slightly different feeling and I don’t know how to describe it.",4.515334967320257,5.198573654411766,6.007745098039216,78.90457516339872,69.80882352941177,9.279738562091504,31.287581699346404,9.444778638647367,2.8141513071895417,531,22,104,11,9,181,73,136,0.057,0.852,0.09,0.0808,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,6,0,6,3,3,3,2,24,19,10,0,3,11,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,15,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,13,2,17,18,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,0,74,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.14580848106181607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063927158040697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523395894655218,0.0,0.15806233628574334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610793831678946,0.0,0.0,0.13075496515747093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554922867496887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211513649714408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975410407331205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973635294267412,0.0,0.15010847400222804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983796602087267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143450174802764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124643351687835,0.16844411129663586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143945562392453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35646484637813564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659970805810508,0.2300555025242948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872192555365596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144366900213646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812943926453748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,seokjinwow,2018/12/03,"idk what to do so I'm in high school and I have literally no friends at all. I talk to people but I don't have anyone that wants to hang out. In this particular class, we'll be watching a musical of some sort and I regret from signing up since I thought I would already have friends. So I'm so anxious that I'll be sitting by myself during the bus ride and the train ride. To put even more pressure I have never gone on a train. I don't want to go to school anymore this fucking sucks. I want to be homeschooled but my mom doesn't know I have no friends. I'm a junior and I wish I already graduated. Should I just tell my mom I want to be homeschooled because I want to be an entrepreneur? My family owns this business and I want to start helping my parents with it and manage it, grow it and gain experience. But it's too late to be homeschooled for the field trip. Should I just break my glasses bc I'm literally blind or should I make myself fall from the stairs or from a slippery floor?",1.5155797101449269,3.524886971014496,3.0397367149758487,91.70366304347827,80.25603864734299,5.6858937198067645,24.35966183574879,6.742157984588678,0.7032977777777782,781,29,172,8,20,256,109,207,0.14800000000000002,0.75,0.102,-0.5303,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,7,7,2,1,9,0,20,2,0,1,2,36,39,15,0,12,7,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,2,0,0,9,6,4,0,0,2,2,26,3,24,26,4,23,0,1,2,1,10,9,2,4,3,114,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309388286326863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836557483276173,0.13902271449304318,0.09801839994194372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545354682034334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258878136686503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371247355415337,0.1321509602233899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249124189930601,0.12959584960709694,0.0,0.0,0.07966856855754474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396093055125347,0.1481098074909916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704027163893341,0.0,0.1581312182230297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357246484327998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283585469092087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081168747645305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556553407794828,0.0,0.0,0.09718443535690073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092146484284426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837430063418725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159598643092568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922142586353308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267285072664016,0.12252510445443646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128872025279278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960972773074295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161202194565186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958115511483336,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cliickbait,2019/07/17,"I want to quit my job after my first day So I just had my very first day of work ever, and honestly I want to quit already. It was Jack in the Box and the only reason I work there is because a family friend works there and my dad said I’d get the job for sure lol. I truly feel like it isn’t the right job for me not just bc of my anxiety, but also bc I have really bad asthma and eczema and the kitchen just triggers them so badly, I was straight up on the verge of passing out after my first shift holy shit. Thing is though my trainer is hella cool, its just I really don’t think this is the right first job for me. Now that I know what working feels like though I feel pretty comfortable it’s just I want to work somewhere where the pace isn’t too fast and my medical conditions shouldn’t be a problem. Should I really quit after one day?",1.9031471135940377,3.3997125363128515,3.369027932960893,92.16289013035386,77.26815642458101,6.784506517690875,20.31322160148976,7.554174236665415,0.4398064059590308,660,15,150,9,15,217,99,179,0.106,0.723,0.172,0.6964,4,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,12,16,11,1,0,10,2,14,4,1,2,2,29,24,12,0,6,7,1,3,2,1,2,2,1,1,0,8,7,1,0,6,0,0,1,5,4,0,5,4,5,23,7,16,17,0,23,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,15,100,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547244203870223,0.08368028032380402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004903629564952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473945306626215,0.06378735180548342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024517287479712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946525428740322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864493756969547,0.0,0.1587268344064833,0.14950915591227046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560256888956925,0.0,0.0,0.08084432438228152,0.0,0.0546698917652532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41535477633206375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575072082210257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224328268532017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541342615864148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090652648231673,0.07958315958072339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645612999207854,0.0,0.10012600122007992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338914045675264,0.0,0.0,0.2011044937494757,0.1075869750831328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872335741085446,0.09953625752254007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741108420782837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862162000844793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951792555945494,0.06704885456289933,0.20561582516849747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863386597078263,0.185157507996017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808945118528027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lnn4392,2019/07/17,Social anxiety as a result of PTSD Anyone else get SA as a result of PTSD?  I struggle with being able.to go in public alone .,3.2832000000000012,4.8812295200000015,5.805,75.70750000000002,73.8,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,1.4526,98,3,16,1,2,35,20,25,0.24,0.76,0.0,-0.6124,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978875033362209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220028457344649,0.0,0.0,0.20111054085697674,0.2947006051512939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402695429060545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502695410832989,0.0,0.16346103304480486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6724246075367688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29319229533132585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006827972830325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,antwangreasyman,2019/07/17,"How do you go about getting medication? I’ve gone through about a year of therapy and I can honestly say that it’s helped my social anxiety. I’ve been able to do things like hang out with people outside of my small friend group and get a job. I still struggle with self esteem issues and anxiety pertaining to certain situations so I still go, but I’ve noticed something. I’ve been feeling extremely depressed, more so than ever. It first started to pop up in March but it’s starting to become unbearable since summer hit. Yesterday, I had a really bad episode. It hit me all of a sudden while I was at work and I ended up crying on the bus going home. The next couple hours I spent crying and suicidal thoughts started popping up in my head for the first time in over a year. The depression can sometimes mix with the social anxiety and I can be stuck in the mindset of “Why can everyone else easily talk to others and be welcoming and relaxed? You have any value to bring to other people’s lives. Why are you so worthless?” That kind of thinking can last for days and I won’t be able to function. 

I’d like to try medication for this in addition to therapy for my social anxiety, but I’m not sure where to start? How do I bring it up with my therapist? Do I ask to see a specialist?",3.0809943181818165,4.9921977812500025,4.7122443181818205,82.00377840909094,75.09375,8.248295454545454,28.04261363636364,8.97023862654752,2.4333734375000007,1016,42,196,23,22,342,143,256,0.175,0.73,0.095,-0.9785,1,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,0,3,0,3,11,14,0,1,12,0,19,3,1,2,4,28,41,18,1,0,4,0,1,2,1,1,2,1,1,1,11,15,0,0,3,1,1,7,2,5,0,2,8,3,20,9,42,27,2,44,0,3,1,0,14,15,0,0,24,131,31,2,0.2012206481988763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841847046263902,0.0,0.3078664902140128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405707163755347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400541812698571,0.0,0.11111619841611496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132340997708004,0.2210314334527436,0.06488533575969341,0.0,0.17331104944218806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404701575026871,0.0,0.0891108844257931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091007798197701,0.0,0.09613747623773147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087160286667168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115818056434842,0.0,0.0,0.07773128682452618,0.0,0.1051294836079319,0.0,0.1715374972546183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325521860522896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743697946924154,0.0,0.10092035833614492,0.0,0.09908090283148634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501103897698573,0.09984022224100812,0.0,0.0,0.10477017021576362,0.0,0.08201084242212041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983062446624338,0.0,0.08884075944638943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027086335745101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700022107899376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454552082794855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950106141867527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445354989268601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800093679265928,0.0,0.0,0.0801734022446793,0.0,0.10495851033207716,0.0,0.0,0.08322589977345711,0.11309021969510175,0.0,0.3076786657875033,0.0,0.07745474286745475,0.0995061831336702,0.0,0.2848500209443142,0.0,0.16069506957893026,0.0,0.0,0.10517975559208956,0.0,0.11005136484840244,0.0,0.09482403978944293,0.0,0.0,0.08086676745978634,0.0,0.0,0.23011334776879425,0.1168163408195002,0.06684102875986643,0.06446703321608714,0.0,0.07987335905269652,0.05866668906917636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830780582839488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157033712978654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324551420756774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295795001619794
socialanxiety,emptywound,2019/07/17,"just a lil question aka (helpp??) been thinking of resuming education and going back to uni, but due to social anxiety bestowed upon me, i flood my mind with concerns.

one of my main worries is that if the prof decided to do one of those 'pick your partner' tingz. what id i cant find a partner? am i supposed to wing the whole shit on my own or tell the prof?

also, not that i am not willing to take initiative to approach others, its just that it ain't guranteed they will always accept you into their groups, and its honestly exhausting having to hunt and scavenge for partners for every single group project. it almost feels like im begging as a part of 'education'. people make new friends all the time, so its impossible for them to always stick with you for projects. 

this instability and uncertainty definitely deter me from pursuing further education (one of the factors), and i wish there was a perfect solution to this uneccesary evil. if there are teachers/lecturers reading this, pls pls put some effort in and assign the groups yourself (randomly or whatever), just dont leave loners with SA in the lurch.",8.184308300395251,7.850633719806769,8.394501537110234,68.39541501976288,62.04347826086956,11.392007026789635,39.10803689064559,10.832165505486646,4.402994202898551,888,42,150,20,11,292,140,207,0.099,0.7440000000000001,0.157,0.8931,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,3,2,8,8,2,0,11,0,13,2,1,2,2,35,19,14,0,3,10,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,3,14,10,0,0,6,1,0,3,5,3,0,3,2,1,16,5,28,15,7,13,0,0,0,0,16,6,1,8,5,113,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717644351895068,0.0,0.0,0.14149613274492973,0.2944508457014494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535601245555226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605332149622273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20736837400147465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490767142374653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946445982436718,0.12640354029458947,0.0,0.0,0.16171684423780489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367007759797793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055714561572883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112188729929447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873503086607096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644228391168575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810655247397794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786555240784504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708864680040579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596904519726998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160509227247108,0.0,0.12266555800745298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787015026318945,0.1982094825518005,0.0,0.17698447861785502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816228742367675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036457855347515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303430095931446,0.0,0.1546503846282594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337382701057633,0.0,0.0,0.10317315263318662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754339184939496,0.2034683545337949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968770302311662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lonerthatyouknow,2019/07/17,Finally did it!! Gave the guy I thought was cute my information. I never have the curage to talk to cute guys and usually my friend ends up giving theirs and not really but kind of stealing them? Today while on the buss I said fuck it and gave this guy my Instagram. I mean he seemed really confused and hasent contacted me yet but im proud of myself for having the curage to give him that little slip.,3.0065357142857145,4.982716725000003,4.059642857142858,86.31250000000004,75.5,8.071428571428571,21.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,1.369107142857143,318,8,65,7,7,103,58,80,0.153,0.7190000000000001,0.128,-0.7402,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,1,8,1,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,13,13,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,1,12,5,8,7,0,10,0,0,0,1,16,3,1,2,7,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816234780624242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079857401234756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668775621117308,0.17552537190231318,0.0,0.3642679624483732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5639829428111562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508472325661975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977131965087177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029270000169687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068165707143932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643412354249338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432623207421252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806032815438917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284423091699802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260476386432284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507300895061551,0.0,0.0,0.17996801393866824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910737547214556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nilknarf91,2019/07/17,Headphones Anyone else walk round with their headphones in even when not playing music to avoid interaction?,12.282352941176475,13.933264294117649,8.392941176470586,65.16823529411766,53.11764705882353,9.15294117647059,40.52941176470589,8.841846274778883,4.041517647058826,91,4,11,1,1,25,16,17,0.20199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.0,-0.4199,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276895441546801,0.6267218363700839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109666099144148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40399816483524004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,981020s,2019/07/17,lonely roommate i didn’t think i ever needed someone to be with me until now. my roommate recently has been locking his door and hanging out in his room alone and it it kind of upsets me?? he went from hanging out with me and watching shows and playing video games with me mostly every night to nothing .... he said he was rediscovering his alone time and doesn’t like talking to people. as an over analyzer i feel like it’s more than that?? ofc im fine i’m just concerned about him,0.9551201923076924,3.528243822916668,2.5316666666666663,90.06461538461541,89.9375,4.203846153846154,21.96794871794872,5.8734145424116955,0.3352285256410257,381,14,74,3,13,124,69,96,0.10300000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.086,-0.3925,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,16,12,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,10,0,0,2,4,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,3,12,5,16,6,2,14,0,1,1,0,10,5,0,1,8,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954966412648965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637818157945304,0.20154384930017316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095122770040352,0.17089091483167815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583867041129966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490993009830819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23373081075704544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773703983153537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22448138612538648,0.0,0.2295274298330157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583736007217822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618997028235625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275424806348246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268095895483054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922670852353296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327543018694315,0.0,0.0,0.13948465682577332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174908430041484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nerfbrig,2019/07/17,"Social anxiety defines me I can't really even imagine being myself without having social anxiety and being depressed. I just can't imagine how it would be, and I think it plays an important part into me not making anything to change. Help ?",6.670151515151512,8.106679045454545,7.830000000000003,65.04833333333336,65.36363636363636,9.503030303030306,35.12121212121212,9.725611199111238,4.057039393939394,194,9,26,4,3,66,33,44,0.145,0.7140000000000001,0.141,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,3,5,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119490599082653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215687509088166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848294392887669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23190352363387756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778362368651408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047173809722136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972560796528422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915701201717957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248762129054834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5489303151587246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725237047395504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25954615302823897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19126656196215414,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SuperAced,2019/07/17,"Saved By A Worker at a burger resturant So I ordered a burger, and it only came with bbq sauce and SA was kicking cuz i had to collect it at the counter. I asked if i needed condiments in the burger. She said yea you do. I was starting to rly need to escape so i said no im good i dont need any. She looked at me (not sure if she could tell) but she took out 3 little containers and helped me put each condiment in it. Ty kind lady it made my day.",-0.6590909090909101,1.2239329898989908,1.8654545454545468,97.71818181818183,87.78787878787878,4.0040404040404045,18.090909090909093,4.851557810540192,-0.7041393939393941,342,9,82,1,11,117,67,99,0.018000000000000002,0.826,0.155,0.9024,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,1,6,0,0,2,1,20,17,9,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,8,3,15,4,11,8,1,13,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,2,2,53,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370393177010638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883923571370824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304831884616451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089592181952336,0.0,0.0,0.12996259754401193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23617788359609246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690239438577299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350734325364959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767428648940115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098502428468169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197422333198586,0.0,0.0,0.16922457305428368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068143696432224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482696781574859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326370691671473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025814970405289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833799985045168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263565179617174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992856207593387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613582936501315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238941862316359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,keeschwii,2019/07/17,"Looking for advice. Hello, 
I just recently started a new job and I really like it so far. However it requires a lot of travel with other coworkers and it’s one on one travel with one other coworker. It is expected that you go out to dinner with your travel partner at the end of each day. My first traveling job is next week and i am starting to get really anxious about having to spend that much time with another person that I don’t know very well. When I took the job, I thought that I would be traveling with a group of at least three people, which would have taken the pressure off of me to try and socialize as much. Any advice on how to get through this?",4.4093400167084384,5.230149766917297,5.6996491228070205,80.51976608187138,70.12781954887218,9.21938178780284,28.311612364243945,9.444778638647367,2.4437391812865497,521,18,102,11,9,175,87,133,0.035,0.924,0.040999999999999995,0.1761,4,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,6,3,0,1,6,0,9,1,0,1,0,20,19,8,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,12,11,1,1,2,5,1,7,1,1,1,5,3,1,11,2,24,13,5,25,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,12,81,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29836798410989845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381849353717276,0.16008419566757967,0.0,0.172469753967386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845729911345323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521725516946184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985809491646924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952394931828176,0.0,0.08676392222592451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454494001286017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390154684298642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458516799000757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820145735321758,0.0,0.0,0.12979164687591865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445497004219472,0.0,0.0,0.14744631153340793,0.16236261473620042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31035242905189897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105839767722022,0.13330254845812425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956042106096378,0.0,0.15073980665198566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562432853580904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611634883462827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120019279198604,0.08902109677095932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696181615337917,0.10365057052548628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259658975966135,0.0,0.0,0.12245990286988676,0.0,0.13726556875417836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689988295221851,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Raven_things,2019/07/17,"My social anxiety is growing more and more. I know that I am not the only one, we are going to leave in the answers some advice to control it. I start. 1. When you feel anxious, try changing the environment.  It will help you not to feel confined.

2. Drink water.  It seems silly, but when babies water your body thinks that you are not in danger and is willing to relax

3. Don't be alone. Try talking to someone to distract your mind or sing a song that you like (that doesn't have a negative message)

If you need something, I'm here to support.
Good luck!!

(Kittens are good at lowering anxiety and depression, adopt a kitten !! ;3)",1.3185365853658553,3.8713767886178867,3.053528455284553,87.77541463414637,85.99186991869921,5.231219512195122,24.46016260162601,6.742157984588678,1.1030318699186998,487,20,92,6,15,161,83,123,0.10800000000000001,0.629,0.262,0.9757,1,1,2,0,0,0,25.0,1,7,0,1,3,10,1,1,6,0,12,4,1,1,0,22,22,8,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,4,3,2,6,4,0,2,6,3,0,1,0,3,12,7,10,19,3,8,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,5,4,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856604812367556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967770606855109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906906306477664,0.2146397685119958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104112054106267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009890478991238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309505015104893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636420327056523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612233322507568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213391245141007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797828461729496,0.3187168387322089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734934599258987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441603920640137,0.0,0.0,0.20117680178602731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282174307983784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918403402291631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087855588290246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874522826271306,0.1444994213423129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296390811192147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193675523292492,0.16098177076736422,0.14626709152496262,0.0,0.0,0.134479124653631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156035706438618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271042726988945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174083985917293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257987663946383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BagOfDicksss,2019/07/17,"So I have a new job So I have a new job in a chemistry lab on campus. I really like it so far but it’s been mostly slow over the summer. We typically analyze samples (water, soil, biological, etc.) in the various instruments we have. My boss is interesting. I was fond of him because he was a professor of mine. He’s a bit different as a boss though. He doesn’t really have a straightforward method of training new employees. It’s pretty much like I’m being thrown into a pool and must learn to swim on my own. 

Here’s the problem, though, these instruments are insanely confusing. If you make the smallest mistake the entire analysis can fail. If you make the smallest mistake when prepping the samples, the entire analysis can fail. It’s all so challenging. I’m extremely willing to learn. I always express to him that I’m available to do anything he would like. Usually he’s gone or he’s doing something else. When this is the case, and there is literally nothing to do because I can’t because I don’t know how, then I will work on some school work. 

Today he told me he was going to give me some advice. He said he wants me to stop working on homework because I’m at work and should be doing work and instead take initiative and actually play around with the instruments and play around with stuff in the lab. Keep in mind these instruments are hundreds of thousands of dollars if not a million+. I have only hesitated simply because I do not want to destroy anything. I also can’t teach myself something I don’t understand?? And he wants me to do just that. So me being a socially awkward freak just apologized for doing homework instead of fucking around with his expensive ass instruments??? Help?!? What should I do? I don’t want to be a terrible employee but anytime I make a small mistake he gets so upset. It’s like he expects me to just know what to do and when to do it. Yet on the same hand he wants me to just mess around and figure stuff out?! I want to make him happy and I feel like I’ve already given myself a bad name. Anyone else have a boss that is like this?",3.2901184668989565,5.221538785365858,4.77905923344948,81.66353658536589,74.5609756097561,7.905226480836237,28.787456445993037,8.676224119757912,2.375043205574913,1642,70,311,33,35,549,186,410,0.141,0.7240000000000001,0.135,0.5329,5,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,2,2,0,8,26,27,2,3,26,0,44,4,2,8,2,73,72,31,0,18,12,0,2,6,0,6,0,1,2,0,17,21,1,2,7,4,2,3,8,15,0,2,8,5,37,12,43,54,10,35,0,2,0,2,30,19,2,8,19,219,54,22,0.0,0.0,0.0872107827901857,0.0,0.0,0.08732988226420671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862038279068687,0.07146797220067076,0.07436176680881497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248854627025234,0.09156860859901142,0.14708535257099006,0.3182277158520656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461898027693135,0.2723910978756541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756727629198753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337108103195588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493118598879897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996695219690133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451874083315186,0.06384488769120653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261975557040659,0.04669136252620025,0.08573042658574767,0.050790188735396584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513445006913496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059901834347690315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736893025125042,0.07943484574958498,0.0,0.0,0.0982292014934688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261965664660226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23861672104193346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023672789242704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569614419548782,0.0,0.0,0.25893801705804825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575150407600092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796878565114885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091991218749064,0.0,0.0855136030146093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450352311681593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500992656875843,0.0,0.0,0.09044571218850997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910999504790873,0.0,0.13760050385428108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471608337863679,0.0,0.0,0.20461114560263025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719400409221887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175608231954978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471090624083359,0.08539544952223486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303577982644846,0.0,0.0,0.09842679757484234,0.0,0.3162712070992084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253067303210331,0.0,0.0,0.06348483165124236,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_thisisathrowawayacc,2019/07/17,"My parents are mad at me cause I’m not involved in school So I’m a good scholar, getting 80s and 90s on my grades. It just my parents are mad at me cause I don’t participate in school. Or not knowing school events that’s going on. Also my Dad is mad at me cause I don’t get to know my teachers. He said that I should know every teacher in the school. Even though I was just a freshman. My mom compared me with my older brother. She said that my older brother was shyer than me. But he joined the drama club. But my older brother wasn’t a shy person in school and he had more friends than me in high school. So yeah I just need to vent.",1.345049019607842,2.94624772058824,2.7991176470588255,95.18019607843142,79.14705882352942,4.8274509803921575,22.362745098039216,4.7782277997778095,-0.1242578431372552,494,15,113,1,12,161,72,136,0.098,0.835,0.066,-0.5164,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,5,1,10,0,0,3,0,19,21,9,0,2,8,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,2,21,2,15,14,1,16,0,0,0,0,16,11,0,1,4,71,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776706629237246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767678640776285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074809853249232,0.0,0.10300488586339544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445370391518876,0.0,0.1277461048583486,0.0,0.06948018246765117,0.10254147020909388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916883830151654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015640130510512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318326641946455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065033588203032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27149882758621985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674811779666167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325844954162423,0.0,0.0,0.7423699036457537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011465504311256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lunabanana13,2019/07/17,"People who got better, how did you do it? Hello everyone.
Just posting on reddit makes me super anxious.

This social anxiety is ruining my life. I have a boyfriend we have been together for 5 years.
I have never met his parents. (I came across them a few times but just hellos and goodbyes) 

Because of my social anxiety I’m terrified that they will hate me, or I will say something ridiculous. This has caused so much issues in my relationship that we split up three times.

I don’t have a job and never have(im almost 28). I feel like It’s impossible for me to work, it terrifies me.

I feel like I ruined my youth. I’m even uncomfortable with my own family.

Can anyone relate? It seems that my social anxiety is very severe and most people with social anxiety do have jobs.

Does therapy help? Medication ? I am completely lost. Tell me about your experiences to get better.  I want to be normal... I want a job and my own place. I want to know that it’s possible to get better...

Sorry for my english, it’s not my first language",1.6978433835845903,4.327566763819096,3.772393216080406,82.78478747906199,84.87939698492463,6.9347571189279735,22.36201842546064,8.07648339933343,1.6381505862646564,802,28,149,18,24,272,121,199,0.21,0.6920000000000001,0.099,-0.9788,4,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,2,2,2,7,6,11,2,0,4,0,18,2,0,3,2,29,35,8,0,4,5,1,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,13,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,6,3,33,6,16,26,5,14,0,3,0,0,20,5,0,4,9,105,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537600319343322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220129113663143,0.11888373663699055,0.0,0.07358160797624677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414927591185554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792110499812057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035892259218525,0.0,0.10810364251069687,0.0,0.0,0.1103351696137651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920904173181714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950563789625544,0.0,0.0,0.10055497950816836,0.0,0.10293841299633404,0.09920464070625017,0.0,0.106418291471608,0.15035745837531994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951143722945286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996016832976684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416472651466303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389615063410464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053569902182368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136700805501343,0.1098362811849848,0.3132835984806723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783349931724205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432943011293354,0.10282340253151286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114874637046053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024408100466313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601153313411886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735862356018038,0.0,0.16232490020756596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310634385036478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684918618778545,0.0,0.0,0.14591111522040542,0.0,0.10994645724511592,0.0,0.0,0.11863479513312687,0.10078446403123256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298123980800533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368578692897342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580049327407424,0.0,0.11888373663699055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290886085790599,0.0,0.08101377721407868,0.0,0.11780012432082093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197858982145153,0.0,0.12034351157829565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272483006679595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682853805166177,0.18620807623129815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661113509984754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776682982214928
socialanxiety,AntiquePlantain,2019/07/17,"I'm being asked to present myself at work I've been working there a couple of months, no problem here. But they asked me to do a quick presentation at the next global meeting (with teams from overseas), and I'm expecting a lot of people which make me anxious.

Instructions were to speak a bit about yourself, hobbies and all. My hobbies all revolved around ""anti social"" stuff, but I don't want to portray myself like that. What fake hobbies can I come up with that would just make everyone forget about me ?",6.342187499999998,7.033115510416664,6.0145833333333325,80.43875,65.77083333333334,8.066666666666668,32.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.3156166666666667,403,16,72,4,6,125,69,96,0.151,0.815,0.034,-0.8011,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,7,3,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,2,2,19,15,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,9,1,15,11,4,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,53,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473135083452881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948822362469694,0.4093150422665749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390002886756418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885773143392405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422271152328477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091842456103944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695161987428577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861151118060164,0.0,0.0,0.2922571346625805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747371856771521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282034647140104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176924461046926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947367378609766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315796125823165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506071949724929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912271523342034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31874786469258426,0.0,0.0,0.1555121109024695,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,The_Great_Curve,2019/07/17,"i went on a date last night and it went pretty well. we even made out, but somehow, i am convinced that she doesn't like me, i guess because i'm insecure and have a hard time believing anybody would be interested in me how do i get over this feeling? she obviously wouldn't have made out with me if she didn't like me. when we're texting i'm always like ""you used a period at the end of your sentence...you don't sound excited...what did i do wrong?"" even though i obviously didn't do anything wrong. (i mean i don't acually say that to her i jus think it). these sorts of hoops and mental gymnastics my brain goes through in order to come to the conclusion that she doesn't actually like me are draining and irritating. i know she likes me, but my brain keeps trying to tell me she doesn't. my brain's like, ""you text her good morning and she doesn't respond for an hour and a half? she hates you and is probably leaving you on read."" turns out, surprise surprise, that she was actually asleep. obviously she was, it was still in the morning. my brain is such a dumbass

but anyway, how do i train my brain to stop thinking like that? i just wanna be able to relax when we text instead of overanalyzing the punctuation, or lack thereof, in her messages",3.2534063745019917,4.8222566812749035,4.489360557768926,85.22902091633469,73.82071713147411,7.729163346613546,27.29103585657371,8.395991825355821,1.7620850996015935,981,37,206,17,20,323,131,251,0.152,0.73,0.11800000000000001,-0.8788,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,5,0,1,14,18,1,1,10,0,26,6,6,5,3,43,44,17,0,5,6,0,2,7,0,2,0,2,0,0,10,14,0,2,6,2,0,3,9,4,1,1,10,4,44,14,24,30,1,26,0,0,0,0,24,11,0,5,18,142,54,1,0.1057170387474732,0.0,0.2063291599027158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796504505329976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699611521369797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444412559038158,0.0,0.0,0.1191069008172856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5900758898301713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106586805461184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363391785074056,0.0,0.0,0.13965021410313552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345371123232502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523278943568998,0.0,0.0,0.08867043639044972,0.0,0.0,0.11645923682467653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470170177513793,0.10437368909699626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410998809047037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396616144327342,0.0,0.0,0.058099319756200016,0.08617349644439361,0.0,0.1119390796982032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615360361068846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000640363878392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515684720788913,0.0,0.0,0.10653791014457517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992082793958976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755223436765628,0.11398084815519376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574564727954354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407043238322782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442576370399815,0.08838417808852791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240135153239268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547841952489614,0.10386645381466916,0.0,0.061644455447556964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177492986085733,0.11498978074537455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130557859316683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950523139399345,0.19600150810519354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750983511561844,0.2311699722631792,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Book_Wyrm,2019/07/17,"Desperate for work, can't pass interviews due to SA. Bank account is negative
Student Loans are months late
Unemployed for over a year after receiving BS in Computer Science

I will never get a job relevant to my degree because I was barely competent enough to pass, and I can't even get ""High school diploma preferred"" type jobs because I can barely talk to interviewers.

I even delete all anonymous online presence regularly!

I feel like I have thoroughly destroyed everything I ever worked for and have less freedom of choice, fewer prospects, more anxiety and self hatred than I did graduating high-school.",11.209245283018868,10.316834641509434,10.155358490566039,60.013226415094344,56.35849056603774,13.763018867924528,45.72830188679245,12.688352899677879,6.185489056603774,496,26,72,14,5,157,80,106,0.146,0.757,0.09699999999999999,-0.7479,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,3,8,13,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,3,4,1,0,0,2,1,10,1,12,10,4,13,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,8,46,10,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448778392144055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23089281586491234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956837539948416,0.0,0.25017199686563346,0.17130819460575986,0.0,0.0,0.17020565487878628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575797477112097,0.13529559163797578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197890097259441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001880762269773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375867751112717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136328075909206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925231992483204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116408209152304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606421023915686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833323726982747,0.0,0.0,0.19756826634173347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221926265094232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757468491790395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195674804945568
socialanxiety,ittookme,2019/07/17,im a 14m with so bad of social anxiety I have to be homeschooled I'm feeling it will never get better had it for 2 years I'm feeling very suicidal and im nervous to admit it,-2.1601626016260163,-0.3399318536585341,2.328658536585369,90.53819105691059,99.24390243902441,4.684552845528454,21.46747967479675,6.42735559955562,0.6370455284552845,138,6,31,2,6,53,30,41,0.342,0.552,0.106,-0.9134,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,10,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126752643599185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24150301077922676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558089492780518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924964967591712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511157695483512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6248568716425513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307943489283724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29484337953811035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31638121140087005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865298763612736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626083961084744
socialanxiety,alexiacg,2019/07/17,"Does anyone else hate family gatherings? I know it's my family and that they love me, but gatherings always make me super uncomfortable. I just have nothing in common with them and I'm sure they think I'm a stupid teen or something for being on my phone. Truth is, I'm too awkward to start a conversation, and when it's the other person who does it I don't know how to keep it going. I'm sure I'm the least favorite kid in the entire family. 

Also, I notice that my step-sister seems to get along with my biological family much more than I do. It kinda tears me down as I'm sure they prefer having her around. She is super close with my toddler godson and he loves her, same with my aunt. 

I obviously can't turn down family events because;
1. I'm forced to go.
2. They'll probably be even more disappointed in me.
3. I don't want to hurt them.

I'm super scared to talk about this with my dad. I might tell my mom, but I'm not 100% sure yet.",0.956515151515152,2.9779090454545485,3.40837373737374,88.2592272727273,82.28282828282829,6.586262626262628,16.97070707070707,7.734863291789972,0.3088658585858588,733,14,161,13,20,254,116,198,0.139,0.6729999999999999,0.188,0.932,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,6,3,9,16,2,2,5,0,12,2,0,2,6,35,36,11,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,12,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,0,0,29,10,23,32,5,15,0,2,0,2,24,8,0,4,5,98,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733238958678432,0.10127345487114932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510328952961273,0.12470749080516233,0.0,0.10834875771225197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419400786680283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302055400749506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016740762962963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038908891111689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5736923596063993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358907000995406,0.0,0.13834254100002366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016459590392155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029433938109805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818249231355913,0.0,0.0,0.13377856701622362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21969819032052626,0.0,0.08124316018496366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291163319870459,0.0,0.14254666727720905,0.0,0.0,0.0894717242463578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678516327485372,0.1385689892745847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627351093842964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122524151299034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185412751494774,0.0,0.0,0.11080129043680516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369921543931116,0.0,0.0,0.08614780222699701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588454007657746,0.0,0.0,0.0978268390750671,0.10638093914212056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798761199665029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238681755808634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178840954105446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Killsko,2019/07/17,"Completely messed up an important presentation Hi redditors,

So yesterday I held a 30 minute presentation to explain my master's graduation project which I worked on for the last 6 months. Keep in mind that not only people from the university were there, but also my family, friends, and people from the company I worked for (and am suppose to work for after getting my degree). Of course I knew this was an important presentation so I practiced a number of times before the actual event.

The moment arrives and I start my presentation confidently with the first two introduction slides and then suddenly I become more and more nervous. I try to focus on completing the presentation but I feel that I'm breathing in an unnatural way and people in the audience start to look away or on their phone, which makes my anxiety worse. I ended up rushing through and stumbling over my words. It was a super embarrassing experience overall and I felt like I disappointed everyone who was there.

Tomorrow I have a meeting planned with the management of the company to discuss my further employment. Do I just ignore the fact that this happend, do I apologize to them for fucking up or just casually mention that it was not my best performance? What do I do? I feel like running away and just cutting contact with everyone completely...",8.373190072639224,9.127579478813562,8.734285714285715,62.46652542372885,61.41525423728814,12.675060532687652,40.585956416464896,12.161744961471696,5.59076004842615,1071,56,166,35,14,355,135,236,0.114,0.769,0.11699999999999999,-0.2792,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,9,8,13,2,2,18,0,11,2,1,1,1,33,25,17,0,0,9,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,3,5,1,0,3,2,7,0,2,8,4,27,6,32,17,3,36,0,1,1,1,12,13,1,2,21,129,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.13779951622380288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292470586397378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080244215650574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653408186712674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559541352105573,0.12015837289568072,0.0,0.1481900280644224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441645333500614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250691718810369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698623095767557,0.0,0.13812939951472042,0.1331191831208427,0.0,0.14279892481807746,0.10087966597407208,0.13558268797394238,0.0,0.0,0.1201122177261878,0.0,0.0,0.10909764542272768,0.13054535212143611,0.07377582177446815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551295797836867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151040999435072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797507105772133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857991115863295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425803688058647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258073430106533,0.0,0.11271159632070188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739573114004523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936894130372239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998967716422388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234004483475155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587157352346047,0.0,0.13794057629628256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208505164140918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084052817443357,0.0,0.1439039323420903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chaphazardly,2019/07/17,"Anyone else ever get texts from friends who gave up on you a long time ago due to your anxiety who appear out of nowhere and say things like that they want to hang out, but then when you respond they disappear again? Are they just checking to see if I've killed myself yet? 

Are they giving me a taste of my own medicine 3 years after the last time we spoke?

Did I fuck up the responses somehow?

It hurts so much, and it's happened twice in the past few months. And the two people that did it still talk to each other, just not me. My paranoid brain is doing summersaults.

I'd rather be completely alone than have people from my past come back just to say they want to see me again and then never responding when I say I'd like to see them too. 

Why's life gotta be so hard?",4.4385625,4.656675731250001,4.588750000000001,90.66125,69.8125,7.9,24.75,7.554174236665415,0.8403250000000004,607,14,138,6,10,189,106,160,0.14300000000000002,0.772,0.085,-0.9347,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,3,6,0,16,6,2,0,6,0,9,4,1,0,2,22,23,12,1,4,7,0,1,2,1,1,1,4,0,0,9,9,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,3,0,2,4,9,19,3,19,16,4,32,0,1,3,1,22,6,1,3,24,94,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350775271645707,0.0,0.0,0.15598779441360736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521716549042968,0.0,0.0,0.10531086181953647,0.15431898584218368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158107259069888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813192351507966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973822373084073,0.15791299103957174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581634221956253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623646456066146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636184934085884,0.13923763924367308,0.0786881423980789,0.1444799990842407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318499800787564,0.0,0.13491806354084354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123241823285894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666289919679783,0.0,0.0,0.12276824017827342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638115364745676,0.14716206173839394,0.0,0.0,0.1332861837994805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021643307899453,0.0,0.11071657089806426,0.0,0.11616065213706266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28755088911198184,0.20882970236082588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593162443411648,0.0,0.0,0.3600529105172053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202783090313023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105558773367553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000593973942744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564521864162833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471252701631218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766879092944235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590319340499327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969886830096483
socialanxiety,SadChineseTakeOut,2019/07/17,"My internet persona is growing ever more confident and I wish I could feel that irl lmao Me online, hidden by anonymity: Waddup bitches I have a personality disorder and can't wait to die who wants to hear about my childhood trauma and see my tits

Me talking to a doctor about my problems: *-visibly shaking, can't stop fidgeting, and can't make eye contact-* Idk I think things aren't SO bad",3.0395000000000003,5.73859366666667,4.428916666666666,80.00737500000002,79.0,7.483333333333332,29.375,8.472884824447931,2.694500000000001,315,15,55,7,8,104,56,75,0.193,0.574,0.233,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,2,0,7,3,2,1,1,14,15,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,4,10,0,6,14,1,5,0,0,2,1,5,0,2,0,3,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252298671662013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537331492274744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279957768565522,0.0,0.30915671168566483,0.2761004138601694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24400419349346736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639363521614953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040276991017105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006012741145752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355351746100363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581141872537498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495571524369106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22552296308653386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681472099329827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792098219912419,0.17284481943664126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910545748342916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31019902853930753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Minimal33,2019/07/17,"Resources? Can anyone recommend any books, techniques, websites or other resources that have helped you in overcoming or improving your condition?",11.182857142857143,15.540494190476199,8.171666666666667,55.17750000000001,59.47619047619048,11.81904761904762,48.5952380952381,11.20814326018867,7.794409523809524,122,8,11,4,2,35,19,21,0.0,0.77,0.23,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,9,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746038598606132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5908178220784447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663609320457831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shunsui2929,2019/07/17,"Is anyone a text only person? I rarely make phone calls. If I want to talk to somebody, I’ll just text them. Is anyone else like that? Like talking to someone on the phone is nerve-wracking?",0.7142105263157923,3.2066051578947388,1.6582105263157914,96.71047368421057,89.52631578947368,3.04,18.12631578947369,3.1291,-0.8205957894736842,148,4,30,0,5,46,28,38,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.7041,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190445510056464,0.3070268774587509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059761941966172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25031915855420633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927877477249475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001872883034505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278973585207527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164285729220826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25389250688392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816947039661589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674135753044562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Etinam,2019/07/17,"Weed medication Hello everyone,

I just want to ask if anyone of you tried some CBD medication for your social anxiety and if it did help, normal THC weed makes it worse but I've read a lot positive things about CBD so I'm just curious.",2.1099999999999994,4.5710170212766,4.395148936170212,80.29400000000003,80.91489361702128,8.866382978723406,22.16595744680852,9.3871,2.2483821276595743,188,6,37,6,5,65,39,47,0.066,0.716,0.218,0.8336,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,11,5,5,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,0,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057324254628403,0.0,0.0,0.18804367333194727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25141533872653016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25697627761326824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802596098386721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22863657107603325,0.0,0.0,0.17951435671544114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418418720212366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634964928696356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690050142196984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741425485297481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866662861085722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258733597607726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158623201375322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27406492537012805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,babaloopey,2019/07/17,It happened again Embarrassed myself with another failed presentation what do I do,10.431538461538462,13.583987538461542,9.44923076923077,50.470769230769264,58.23076923076921,14.430769230769231,43.769230769230774,13.023866798666859,7.7424461538461555,70,4,8,3,1,22,12,13,0.3670000000000001,0.633,0.0,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7644527015413326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6446798175111104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ashleyoli99,2019/07/17,"[OFFER] Sell my HypeAuditor account (50 credits) Hi, I want to sell my HypeAuditor account which has 50 credits, HypeAuditor sells credits at $ 6.98/credit ($349 for 50 credits), i propose them to you at $4/credit that's $200 for the account. Just PM me if you are interested

​

https://i.redd.it/d0zwgqxzrta31.jpg",9.855297619047619,10.018468696428574,9.17928571428572,62.49904761904765,58.464285714285715,11.038095238095238,43.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,4.9389238095238115,261,14,39,5,3,83,36,56,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,21,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5122000397673675,0.5744156450334886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27882692255919184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5744156450334886,0.0
socialanxiety,KazIncorporated,2019/07/17,"Calling upon all of you for positive encouragement! Hey all! I told an acquaintance, who I would like to get to know more, that I'd see his band perform tonight. I want to start socialising and meeting new people, but am shit scared of doing so! I'm currently sitting in my car mentally preparing for the evening. 

I'm worried that it will turn out the way it often does for me; sitting alone in a corner with a beer, too afraid to speak to anyone. If you have any positive words of encouragement or tips/advice to share now, it would mean so much to me!

Thanks! 😊",3.491801801801806,5.21368809009009,4.634414414414414,83.80315315315315,73.5045045045045,8.176576576576577,27.64864864864865,8.841846274778883,2.120556756756757,442,17,89,9,9,145,81,111,0.111,0.703,0.18600000000000005,0.816,1,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,6,8,1,2,5,0,6,2,1,0,2,15,17,6,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,9,5,18,13,4,14,0,0,1,0,13,5,1,3,6,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658209558730293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295501330325141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507214452520865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497444804139446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22631718606353304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939569137765022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638981350087435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157967110405193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180645247498867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828113499642042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24142876535315055,0.0,0.0,0.22335898153824735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292943735819235,0.0,0.0,0.2140593685598748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365588743104314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218983103658256,0.0,0.1766167962450069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275082294651253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15687652232834698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405449911233875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211784614059028,0.0,0.0,0.24107850698159236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072783914566874,0.17592593379113886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508415497351889,0.0,0.3148905625553257,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crazy11505,2019/07/17,"HOW DO I QUIT MY JOB ? I’m 15 and work a part time minimum wage job. I got hired a few months ago and I don’t enjoy the job, it’s boring. I’m the cash person and I barely get any hours, and I feel like everyone I work with hates me. Which no word of lie they probably do, because whenever I interact (hard for me to do) with the managers or whoever is the boss during my shift,they seem agitated by me. Where as other people I’m working with that are also my age have a friendly way with the managers. I also find the people my age are not liking me either, they probably find me boring and stupid because of how awkward and little I talk. Plus I get so nervous when I have to ask for help, because I so badly don’t want to piss anyone off but I always seem too. For example I had to tell them that I couldn’t work a shift that they scheduled me the other day and I got sorta told off for telling them to late. Long story short, how do I quit my job without burning bridges ?",1.8599744245524263,3.243561198067635,3.866069906223359,89.03240409207163,77.1159420289855,6.609718670076728,23.287581699346404,7.285733465282438,0.8210025007104296,756,23,166,9,17,258,112,207,0.106,0.847,0.047,-0.8006,5,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,6,10,12,3,2,11,0,13,1,1,4,0,30,27,19,0,2,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,12,0,0,5,0,2,0,6,8,0,0,4,2,33,4,21,22,3,17,0,0,0,0,14,5,1,4,13,109,40,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024385066107952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848293574941524,0.0961566220377123,0.0,0.0,0.07858594344716514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080345294703879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803462372855907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648922277190766,0.21133608548226615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452775971286904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042419129929402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584314861018409,0.08255732748452926,0.0,0.0,0.2112426667542718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928271078207274,0.0,0.12075247513687172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485055452779345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352061706331717,0.11409328975049594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745859588766138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380503209087547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587087671343788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035867203209442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291525418949297,0.11582321890405417,0.0,0.10226850008679464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922402753706961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514209897583795,0.0,0.1602319147057511,0.1009040506905666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491901943313041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458282626055404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040612901728584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288414621633594,0.20201210218651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738497774428158,0.0,0.0,0.11042419129929402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816130615579674,0.09172752729830108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139738993803712,0.0,0.3365212813646655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stefan96najdanovic,2019/07/17,Has anyone here tried some anxiety medication and did you feel less anxious and uncomfortable in social situations? Im considering going to psychiatrist and get drug prescription so i need to know is it worth it.,7.013693693693696,9.610333432432434,8.355135135135138,57.12747747747746,66.02702702702703,12.500900900900902,33.954954954954964,11.855464076750405,5.354430630630631,175,8,26,7,3,60,32,37,0.149,0.802,0.049,-0.4297,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378583741511409,0.35125911181019936,0.0,0.2174074519732138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605767136225913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721407990739866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624465724018803,0.0,0.17670703156456394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358546144570841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708773981850884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132263337586051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305484987967933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34949507847214073,0.0,0.3169510140768449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109908551436515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,urgingergirl,2019/07/17,"ever wonder what it's like to not have anxiety? I was sitting here drinking and I realized that I made an idiot of myself and that no one told me. I'm assuming that no one noticed or they didn't care since no one has mentioned it. 

I got really big into military culture during my last drinking bender. binge watched alot of VETtv videos and started listening to military workout music while doing anything strenuous. 

I ended up blaring this one song that I like because it doesn't outright mention the military or anything. just saw it as motivational. it helps me with this mindset of ""your grandfather, great-grandfather, your best friend and drinking friends of yours went through PT. they walked miles loaded with a ton of gear on a daily basis to fight for their country. you can carry a 15pack of beer and some groceries up a hill on your back to prevent sobriety and starvation. you can do the basic shit you need to do."" that mindset helps me fight my depression and anxiety. 

I didn't realize till I watched a video for it that it's directly associated with the army. my best friend/ neighbor is a former combat engineer and my upstairs neighbors a veteran. I feel like I disrespected them somehow by using their thing. it's not really the same as wearing outdated gear or adopting military workouts because they dont use alot of equipment. 

Idk. what I'm getting at is that this will probably eat at me for years. just like every tiny screw up that I've made in conversation all the way back to elementary school. I've accepted this as normal. I didn't know that there was a name for this thing that's wrong with me till I was in highschool and I realized that I wasn't alone. I wasn't the only kid waiting to turn my test in in school because I couldn't walk to the front of the room alone. every one thought I was stupid when I just had crippling social anxiety to the point of getting tunnel vision if I'm in a crowd. 

I really wish people could try to understand what this feels like, and not get frustrated when I panic in crowds. I really wonder what it's like to be normal. I have to imagine that it's like being the perfect kimd if drunk nonstop. Drunk enough for your anxiety to be gone. not drunk enough to do stupid shit that you'll have anxiety about the next day. 

Idk. just needed to rant for a minute to ppl who might understand.",5.113421052631576,6.364386614035088,5.7267105263157925,79.38572368421055,68.82456140350878,9.033333333333337,31.355263157894736,9.354420925462401,2.843126315789473,1880,78,348,38,32,609,221,456,0.128,0.74,0.132,-0.2237,0,2,4,0,2,0,37.0,0,9,6,4,13,27,9,1,24,0,32,12,3,5,3,66,63,23,0,9,13,0,2,7,5,3,0,2,3,1,36,15,8,2,15,12,0,5,15,12,0,5,18,7,48,15,57,37,10,40,0,1,3,1,36,18,3,13,22,244,84,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695809281169928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131436330054904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474062766017889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590273783303535,0.0,0.1497177530812121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183064011254776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346978983334033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536486399557137,0.0,0.0,0.0527980287934478,0.0,0.07051271039546313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594858008481376,0.24059815129101,0.0,0.08377130965204889,0.0,0.0,0.0725106680367258,0.16918287014320524,0.0,0.0,0.07405421106960469,0.13795448919026218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278974968614893,0.1169729016525264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975283113796468,0.0,0.12831781104891626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547724591510813,0.09025965912168538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974866792542544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499246196999845,0.06673327291723463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799756765411551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493079069628296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868489143844448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214080349364794,0.0,0.0,0.08706745040754467,0.0,0.16042633799854064,0.0,0.0932071574574692,0.0,0.0,0.27737907080437146,0.06226423420045048,0.0,0.09605435224279216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675690023996995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739163642049221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826745300031615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20978671641168614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657093900437145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807246503091766,0.06772198064711613,0.0,0.0,0.08345402375426222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057946527638123975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877880247448304,0.0,0.0,0.06499397532151402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822829579441377,0.0,0.05558293652516156,0.08904877645443725,0.0,0.17045476180396113,0.0,0.14141517627883676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498293583633913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589237220410137,0.0,0.0,0.09414405549407584,0.0,0.17756451096470086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950970707834119,0.0,0.052720249502374535
socialanxiety,stoutsnciders,2019/07/17,"Does anyone else talk to others without context? I may be overthinking this, but this is just my thought process right now... So here we go. 

Everyone has their own opinion on what “context” means to them. So with that said, in my perspective, when someone talks without context, they don’t make sense with what they’re trying to say or they give too much information without giving a little background about it. 

Lately, I’ve been struggling with my social skills. To be honest, I’ve isolated myself for the past few weeks. I’d stay in bed all day and do absolutely nothing. This was because back in late June, my family and I took a camping trip. On the way over, we decided to take a pit stop for breakfast. When we came out of the restaurant, we discover that our cars got broken into. So since then, I’ve been pretty moody and out of touch. I even gained some weight from my body being stagnant for a while. 

Can anyone else relate to talking to others and feeling like you’re not making any sense? I am having a really hard time trying to explain what I am thinking. Sometimes, I just talk like I assume people already know my business, so I don’t give them any background when I talk to others about my life. There’s other things I do, like be present, but I’m not actually listening. I don’t do it on purpose, but my brain does it on its own. I also tend to struggle with finding what to say. I feel tongue-tied!

I hope this all makes sense and thanks so much for reading. 

Can anyone else relate to how I am feeling and what I am going through?",4.31909090909091,5.577415263157897,4.8208014354067,85.111519138756,70.71052631578948,7.10622009569378,27.96291866028708,7.348242739294969,1.4952355263157893,1216,43,236,12,22,387,171,304,0.078,0.813,0.109,0.8895,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,5,0,5,2,20,9,0,2,8,0,23,5,2,4,2,52,49,22,0,1,11,0,6,3,0,1,1,4,1,0,20,18,2,1,12,1,0,6,8,3,0,0,8,10,35,6,40,36,8,37,0,0,0,0,25,13,0,6,19,166,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.08929154996775329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097337228332456,0.07317313073777777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444731923483432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193839247354225,0.28126004819382483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035844222752267,0.0,0.055778018608662834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163672535762763,0.0,0.1021451176874466,0.0,0.10465250197508162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901042538911589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601458765617394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22931145045518905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060435393991217626,0.0,0.0,0.08743290455697507,0.0,0.0,0.08625878027028965,0.0,0.13879661206530744,0.06536816660825234,0.0,0.0,0.08363004384893881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633276215736326,0.1040039896499736,0.0,0.0731815225502847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196671512715926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908809080631728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028642888430552,0.0,0.2064337025401244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462969810769588,0.13410795940290898,0.09170780718214364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323241853003108,0.0,0.0,0.0996711602125495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345271846999239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779745423720595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734783613784962,0.06343511118626988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930891757007216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152552894012432,0.0,0.05861773469266205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814115552143346,0.08703818338875811,0.14553016582817588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569038044609222,0.0,0.0,0.09327350953646857,0.07752830339944887,0.0,0.09049659875864828,0.0,0.0,0.09752764362560493,0.0,0.07649873879069402,0.0,0.19131293834401428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879718977375099,0.36772425477753706,0.0,0.08424161322851269,0.0,0.0,0.060789044155891474,0.05862999719604967,0.0,0.07264138868624209,0.053354833378139725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166071947895997,0.12424602977348476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262905025749514,0.07339639647371164,0.11142328440483086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646104240677596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,meintheflesh,2019/07/17,"Getting instagram for the first time at 24 I always found social media extremely aversive so although I've used facebook (minimally) since I was 12 I never got instagram and hoped it wouldn't get so big. However in 2019 I find it very hard to socialize without it especially since I have lots of insecurities. More and more it is becoming such an integral part of people's social lives and when I tell people I don't have an account their reactions are becoming increasingly shocked and frankly offensive. I'm not trying to become like them or anything but I don't want to keep fighting what these reactions bring up inside me. Plus social media is what you make it so hopefully I can make it a positive experience that will help my self-esteem. I have a lot more going for me now than I used to. But guys, I'm scared. I don't like looking like a fool like this - 24 and just trying to get into social media now. I'm afraid of people seeing my profile in the beginning; all my friends have hundreds of followers and seem to know what they're doing. I already feel so outdated. So yeah, I'm just looking for some support and maybe some tips on how to make it easier on me. I'm embarrassed that this is such a problem.",5.672273361227332,6.230686046025107,6.768769874476991,74.91287587168759,67.20083682008368,10.222705718270573,32.669735006973504,10.203070172399654,3.3591370153417017,971,40,180,23,15,327,137,239,0.109,0.728,0.163,0.9558,2,0,0,0,2,0,19.0,0,1,2,1,13,17,2,4,8,1,16,0,0,6,2,39,46,19,0,5,7,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,15,9,0,1,5,0,1,4,7,9,0,1,3,5,22,8,24,41,10,19,0,0,3,0,13,8,0,8,11,121,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467058005705022,0.0,0.08646394074673136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551154548349578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442912352019553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164685387025277,0.0,0.0,0.05254153530966975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497459995141808,0.08838834517589197,0.0,0.11393524159282295,0.08028292645035967,0.0,0.1628707617946605,0.0,0.05905615288328591,0.0,0.08310871916560839,0.0,0.0,0.10289020771391112,0.0,0.0,0.09308563789103624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965069387035118,0.0,0.0,0.20641811218256267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923626493944962,0.0,0.0,0.0571078675374024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030665728630396,0.0,0.0917570832518127,0.0,0.1745214985924065,0.0,0.0,0.1766862341911845,0.0,0.0,0.20808820427566152,0.0,0.10439457589964543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014411205022866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252765333753896,0.0,0.21612057212377594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943070776013632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403504131069763,0.0,0.0828052077693611,0.09459849299284176,0.1084039221472239,0.0,0.0,0.17191581570908065,0.0,0.0,0.5296310898923013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791924158875575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908245426234224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059250626146466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411002126771984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949493762078067,0.0,0.08573910809582096,0.061290580011881216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001684243771104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,casual123456,2019/07/17,"Weird Confrontation Hey I would like someone’s feedback on what I should do with this situation moving forward. Last night, my friends and I went to the connivence store to get a snack. I’ll mention that I am a pretty average white male. While waiting in line, there was a man in front of me that I didn’t give much attention to.  He bought his stuff and left, them I bought my stuff and left. After I got in my car and began to leave, the same man from his car shouted something. I didn’t think it was directed at me because I had done nothing. I happened to be leaving the store and going in the same direction as him. I noticed as he made a right turn he was looking back at me. I proceeded to make the same right turn and as I proceeded up the road I noticed his car stopped at the intersection of two apartment complexes on either side of the street. As I was passing him and turning into my complex, he got out of his car and just stared at me. I assume he lives in the complex across the street bc he was in the left turn lane. This encounter has kind of startled me and not sure if I should do anything. He seemed very hostile as I turned in my complex. Should I be concerned that he knows where I live or was this just a one time incident that was no big deal? Thanks.",3.527489878542512,4.651860153846158,4.179149797570851,89.47321862348178,72.46153846153847,7.1659919028340076,28.684210526315788,7.475848149327749,1.4731153846153848,1000,39,215,11,19,318,138,260,0.065,0.887,0.047,-0.1149,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,5,9,2,1,16,0,21,1,0,2,1,39,44,17,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,3,11,12,1,2,9,0,4,10,4,4,0,2,18,4,37,5,36,20,5,50,0,0,3,0,23,31,0,4,12,147,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711029337753051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139656627791797,0.0,0.0645287053662903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091326685031304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083272226617776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178391861304059,0.0,0.05530527978155916,0.10154651677720154,0.06016028331992,0.0,0.16932508628660514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360792303710287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023251285345813,0.05817557228349261,0.08628659496115934,0.0,0.22417198857601167,0.3450378676057362,0.0,0.0,0.051715790649238036,0.0,0.1869451989515168,0.0,0.08889220079647027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016330534546412,0.07065955994739494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125079493448925,0.07781618352350084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933848543039217,0.0,0.10157148277588908,0.2410350306956569,0.0,0.0,0.07173062098387893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769339143663598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808005277850054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636713301210507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898634000944908,0.0,0.0,0.08969126498936658,0.0814929566413301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850017801727425,0.0,0.0,0.2423591011641379,0.0,0.0,0.09976782669513967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745778669089218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782811417583649,0.0,0.0,0.061725360792768864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.575703496158544,0.1034057226582538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734211056442992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981293752688941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519691408420483,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnySympathy4,2019/07/17,"Tips on how to not take ""rejection"" so harshly? When I see other people hanging out and having fun, I start to question myself and my self-worth. When my friends don't react positively to what I say, I start to worry whether anybody would like the true me. How do I stop taking perceived ""rejection"" so badly?

​

thanks",4.59098360655738,6.642887114754102,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,71.29508196721312,6.847213114754098,30.2327868852459,7.554174236665415,2.096643278688525,258,11,44,3,5,82,46,61,0.165,0.624,0.21100000000000002,0.5198,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,1,13,10,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,9,5,6,9,0,8,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,1,6,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26202744185812266,0.2938552330057778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019215998338048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684063650540475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814805900903814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765750429092893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27090984389776473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231639974706985,0.0,0.0,0.1927106846952812,0.0,0.2522859929152335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423432275214876,0.0,0.0,0.20218436426146674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636587033268429,0.0,0.0,0.22264859897323128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455945444669557,0.0,0.17179219984813487,0.0,0.2938552330057778,0.0
socialanxiety,zarahgats,2019/07/17,"Scared To Open His Text So, I went out with this guy for around 2 months and he ghosted me. I was scared of anything having to do with commitment for a long time, and I felt so alone and scared. Every time I tried to contact him, I'd be too scared of coming off as annoying or anything bad. I recently just texted him through Snapchat, apologizing for anything I did wrong, and he's texting back right now. I'm too scared to open it because I feel like it's something that's gonna hurt a lot. This is my first post on Reddit, so I don't really know anything about anything, so I apologize if I did anything wrong.",4.4626190476190475,4.8134018888888885,4.974722222222223,87.44875,69.7936507936508,8.204761904761906,30.035714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.8076857142857152,482,18,105,6,8,154,80,126,0.259,0.688,0.053,-0.9782,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,11,11,1,5,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,19,15,11,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,10,0,1,5,2,15,1,18,8,1,18,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,3,9,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145017322211946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789898457719096,0.104389850802562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016880311217623,0.09791056944605372,0.0714830661208758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101258117581396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880000537187447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929221848262285,0.08377344861677126,0.11259186115096838,0.0,0.0,0.09974472657866858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161098289104032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255335726555651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444524582594713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572892832962996,0.0,0.0,0.1037749791348422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969368746831757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359903238888016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230652885623872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512234226693637,0.0,0.11578408576450475,0.0,0.0,0.10014284347548956,0.0,0.0,0.5870087696226238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027558161768154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675520132748234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961458100427161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870493342349004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564196233724089,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,penguincutie22,2019/07/17,"point me in the right direction okay so let’s cut to my question - best excuse for ignoring someone’s calls for approximately two weeks. Why? To be honest I just didn’t feel like talking. Having to talk to them would have taken so much energy. Not because of them per-say, but just the nature of the conversations. She’s also helped me out a bunch recently. I appreciate and adore her but im so tired. From everything. From life. I just want to be alone.

I know what you’re gonna say just be straight with her...been there done that. it doesn’t work that way. she’s not really understanding about stuff like this. She’d be petty. I don’t have the energy for that either. It’s not just her. Its everything. I just wanna run away and just be. 

But yeah I’m genuinely asking for the best reason to avoid a call without sharing too personal information? 

If I’m not in the right sub feel free to point me in the right direction.",0.5049529529529551,2.987277713513514,2.3903303303303325,90.12901901901905,93.4864864864865,6.2002002002002,17.66266266266266,7.526774132740827,0.6596026026026031,727,20,152,16,27,240,111,185,0.095,0.6920000000000001,0.213,0.9706,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,3,14,12,1,1,9,2,15,2,0,1,0,33,25,10,0,4,17,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,9,4,0,2,7,0,1,1,8,3,0,1,3,3,17,10,24,13,5,15,0,0,0,0,20,11,0,2,4,102,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269009769794205,0.0,0.11017610709643803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879809176870285,0.0,0.1294411981475378,0.0,0.0,0.08398444743163634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891661355720873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813609468529889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098844669841934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476409293409626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932318453823833,0.0984242446962894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234557401227447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881725115073846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571581150612551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408810617289857,0.0973123394957832,0.1346167438665332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012781697286938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029707451317635,0.0,0.0,0.2604778800178552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543360143737869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826018171059412,0.1416524185037792,0.13603309135993155,0.0,0.0,0.35296924837975024,0.0,0.21912342651439265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673365034705124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771581868688228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214716055898427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583484866287268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458308871107832,0.14342536560542304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126141289098791,0.10935689014261496,0.11051227625286468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431767509323262,0.0,0.0,0.1328071571580846,0.0,0.1002995553264231,0.0,0.0,0.09786917685823147,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,just_some_random_1,2019/07/17,"Social Anxiety/Panic Attacks I highly doubt anyone will see this, but I was wondering if anyone might have useful advice on how to deal with panic attacks out in public.",7.135161290322581,8.27548719354839,7.96467741935484,65.56701612903228,64.16129032258064,8.780645161290323,28.403225806451612,8.841846274778883,2.7398258064516128,137,4,18,2,2,46,27,31,0.311,0.59,0.099,-0.8072,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,9,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,4,0,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24155911544195374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456933084285745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5624470347524831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548503793726344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26117835729111194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622381122014849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900337002415982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196984875215312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519873253459495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349978365788544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680757870112362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LordExylem,2019/07/17,"Fighting anxiety Hey all. So, I have started to take some Muay Thai  classes at a gym near my house. It's fun, but I suck at fighting. I'm really clumsy when it comes to physical exercises, and the instructor has to repeat everything a lot for me to manage to get one or two strikes right, before missing again.

I think that's natural in the beginning, and everybody has been friendly enough. However, there are guys and girls there who have been training for years, and I fear I'm wasting their time while sparring in pairs. I know I need to practice, but there's no way to do so without slowing them down.

Has anyone been in a similar situation?",4.768924444444443,6.105742728000003,5.685866666666668,79.03537777777778,69.72,9.395555555555557,33.08888888888889,9.725611199111238,3.2837022222222214,511,24,96,12,9,168,88,125,0.198,0.73,0.07200000000000001,-0.9451,1,0,0,0,4,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,7,7,3,1,5,0,10,1,0,0,1,15,22,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,5,0,2,3,0,10,2,17,19,4,19,0,1,0,0,9,8,1,3,9,68,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800835389047404,0.0,0.0,0.16460006285387674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031160275232648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277984067057647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432354259053015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156608104024655,0.0,0.0,0.2648951274793349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187267091328224,0.0,0.12298895822136192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308712966912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27162479593081434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937197058469668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013219962671436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454920265334148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595159518625243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080593346264545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103386734483786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26460414011348005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662027683845249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699463273076738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508374812233983,0.0,0.0,0.13726605940201106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299556598230299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868528659118937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226921210874203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159256171371727
socialanxiety,Dankertist2,2019/07/17,"I get easily attached, yet I always pull myself away I come from a background of physical and emotional abuse, so as I matured and the abuse worsened, I became a complete nervous wreck. It takes me months, sometimes years to begin to open up in social environments, but even then I'm just portraying a persona of myself that's completely fake. Recently, I started volunteering at a camp for teens/young adults with autism, and needless to say, it's been a very rewarding experience. However, I find myself completely nervous around the other teen volunteers/adult counselors, and I find that some of them have started avoiding conversation with me entirely. I don't blame them, especially since I'm the one who began to pull herself away in the first place.

​

Whenever I see kindness in other people (and trust me, I've seen a lot of it at this camp), my anxiety ridden brain tells me to emotionally latch on to them. I have no control or reason over who I become attached to, it just happens, and it ruins my fucking day. If I feel drawn to someone, whether it be romantic or purely out of desperation, I do everything I can to get away from that them. I know this sounds melodramatic as shit, but I'm not about to become a leech and suck the joy out of perfectly normal people with my world of trauma. I know this sounds like a number of things, but to sum it up, it's just my fucked up way of compensating for the love and security I desperately needed growing up. 

​

Unsurprisingly, it comes off as really creepy, only contributing to my low self-esteem even more. I've started feeling this way towards one of the volunteers for God knows why. And now, after deliberately avoiding eye contact and interactions with this person for the past two weeks, I'm worried that I might have unintentionally offended him. I'm only going back to camp tomorrow, and then it will be over for the rest of the year, and I really don't wanna leave knowing that I was rude as fuck to this guy, while having barely talked to him. One of my biggest fears in life is hurting other people's feelings, even if it's not that big of a deal.

​

So, that's what's been keeping me up at night. Just another endless cycle of latching onto people for no goddamn reason, and always being left with a void that will never be filled.",8.047829058136081,7.534630437357634,8.330906209765278,69.33007626027532,62.39407744874715,11.097197187283351,36.171238981875796,10.472087959537523,3.8086170347628014,1858,75,322,38,23,613,228,439,0.18100000000000002,0.706,0.113,-0.9865,1,2,0,0,2,0,64.0,0,0,4,4,14,25,7,5,20,0,19,8,3,3,3,62,52,30,0,5,14,0,3,1,0,3,1,3,0,3,32,24,0,5,11,0,0,8,7,17,0,5,5,9,42,8,73,40,4,64,0,3,3,4,21,31,5,7,24,236,74,0,0.0,0.18147935556252026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744827200990946,0.2489366373976887,0.27917432261076364,0.0,0.0803051438702174,0.05858665425978433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817611763327291,0.0,0.0,0.21585994971247516,0.0588884731663615,0.0,0.0,0.16916232214142327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549322343664731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319409035215099,0.24089102790674746,0.0,0.0858956203703625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939043193743667,0.07895488120195436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229368964303204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517492982224437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882888307497692,0.07491398014667301,0.0,0.08617844442152266,0.1161697204545618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999302534794833,0.06514242678043043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124023984341614,0.0800241001138646,0.0,0.043524529251879794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583033497333598,0.06772309835660388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198490131457084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807149871913888,0.0,0.0797505923415411,0.16835455272926322,0.0,0.0,0.08109154192595032,0.08320888761860562,0.0,0.05409363997084478,0.037415140333149716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651090935745255,0.06912017259527685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124366558316491,0.0,0.0,0.06112872653275413,0.0,0.0,0.056786166294642684,0.05906640678389584,0.0,0.0,0.07186902348780842,0.07503619272309306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568617727409792,0.11649137256410615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310822328768624,0.21237518766079386,0.06687031338449763,0.08001412179873976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981235168726182,0.1574824933250094,0.07561759491419931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090277864278994,0.0,0.0,0.06102764084359383,0.0,0.07989395600895467,0.0,0.07861251484541136,0.06335118852457768,0.0,0.0,0.07806788197084409,0.06488948973043132,0.0,0.07574366854815005,0.0,0.16261993646683612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758173910120784,0.061555427392951625,0.06693791026337846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050879096839677486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481157255721718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318993256675216,0.0,0.12157784458490327,0.06143117424733215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910527065066795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777749073777351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27917432261076364,0.09863534507920296
socialanxiety,LilVigilante,2019/07/17,Does anyone else have this problem where you automatically say yes to everything? Out of being nervous or fear of looking stupid?,6.763636363636363,9.839634454545457,6.936363636363637,64.9245454545455,68.0909090909091,8.036363636363637,33.72727272727273,8.841846274778883,3.4414727272727275,106,5,15,2,2,34,21,22,0.382,0.5329999999999999,0.085,-0.8585,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582716870484052,0.3784626213140144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32323766897610795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30856075434070485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319654180265531,0.0,0.0,0.41564328882258894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101772851158733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534366509448572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29373738854818937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Moldydrpepper,2019/07/17,"What's the best medicine for Social Anxiety disorder Im on Paxil and its cured the anxiety part but I still have a hard time speaking my thoughts, to where I can say anything thats on my mind

People arent that comfortable around me because Im really quiet but it's the social anxiety. Whats helped you",3.3820967741935486,5.0480201129032265,4.852451612903226,82.35867741935486,73.67741935483872,8.830967741935485,28.529032258064518,9.3871,2.6311832258064523,245,10,48,6,5,82,46,62,0.198,0.758,0.044000000000000004,-0.7313,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,5,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597153271868919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484004250609674,0.1783205101349389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210858353263684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021551191996712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295753716560312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794405705090089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342651834117975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327435447623635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022584275238365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691881551657044,0.0,0.13887140071317847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832525664691158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929646529061528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083865441877557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599697462742046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590256753391222,0.11680377487293253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TamarindoCoughSyrup,2019/07/17,"I got over my fear of listening to music in public It took a week and a half but I finally got over my dear of my earphones unplugging/malfunctioning and people listening to my music. That's not to said I wouldn't be mortified if it happened but at least I'm no longer paranoid about it. 

Just wanted to share this tiny milestone",2.91,5.028847272727276,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,76.27272727272728,8.036363636363637,26.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.161624242424243,264,10,51,6,6,88,47,66,0.113,0.7929999999999999,0.095,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,11,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,3,7,2,11,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666723654474126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35695325744998835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212247684456356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881484904552536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259036843396341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30995841164388105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36203185670281934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921950470138594,0.0,0.26137758838283137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,empath4444,2019/07/08,"First day at a new job I didn’t cry like I did at my last job, but I definitely felt stupid and like I may be more socially awkward than I thought possible. I kept having intrusive thoughts throughout the day of going home and slitting my wrists (sorry if that is graphic, but it’s what I felt). Should I keep trying or leave yet another job? I may not get a better job because this doesn’t involve customer interaction like retail would. I really am torn and could use any words of advice.",7.1099999999999985,6.193482474226805,7.425484536082475,76.37905154639176,64.4639175257732,10.64659793814433,34.8639175257732,9.888512548439397,3.2086799999999998,388,15,76,7,5,127,71,97,0.163,0.7190000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.5414,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,1,3,0,12,1,1,1,0,21,21,7,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,4,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,7,2,12,4,5,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,9,47,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934957432101625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393372373836762,0.1602618762854196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316740950934972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351710255149163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202711287207844,0.0,0.16788317384643522,0.1971331576376512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934930635889068,0.0,0.0,0.13000222698672176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985050405380391,0.0,0.08686022322080429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533069735695663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6066646042337682,0.13584766280875354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458174206782302,0.0,0.16183126053461094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400385463340136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476099651134645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722996305587782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791065779761272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557970590588307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710873936898467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242669430570553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376561434560624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200123600633248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857031221305692,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VersusArdua,2019/07/08,"Anyone else get this? Honestly, I haven't heard my own voice in well over 5 years. I have no sense of self, whenever I leave the house for any reason I'm so preoccupied with how they think of me that Iv never tried to actually be me.

It took my friend of over 5 years telling me tonight that he hears my voice and hears someone just like him.

Iv posted all over reddit over several accounts just trying to get some perspective on this but I can't find help anywhere. 
 
Does anyone else know this shit? My friend told me a good few times just how fucked I am and that really fucking worries me.",4.4912815126050445,5.2848445462184905,4.7877205882352944,87.23099264705883,69.92436974789916,8.302941176470588,25.79936974789916,8.472884824447931,1.4193268907563032,467,13,100,7,8,147,82,119,0.16699999999999998,0.715,0.11800000000000001,-0.8651,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,7,9,3,0,2,0,5,5,1,3,2,16,17,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,3,1,0,3,5,16,6,13,13,4,13,0,0,0,2,12,6,3,1,6,59,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.1467695816369375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227776864961624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032761087009666,0.3082069887501526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161684007241192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25128130384881064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746369675988646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239872265245015,0.2780864148229896,0.15715652410816758,0.0,0.0,0.12614913818994022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339025487500758,0.0,0.10081055214980854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354244400235405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265640065639501,0.0,0.0,0.1592528356522702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347828211014609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599844507477178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404248640064565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963506670054893,0.15463717319926612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690093866413626,0.16991020572858254,0.1543843612977548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274341934826756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314570147379189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963708230280096,0.0,0.0,0.08769997358144316,0.0,0.0,0.14371450409096756,0.167100932531975,0.2042246754199072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522847044174294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273941336332325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370649547824811
socialanxiety,studentofdaijo,2019/07/08,"How to make friends? Hi everyone!!
So I'm having trouble making friends... I'm a 20 years old female who just started taking painting classes at a community college. Although the people in my class are nice, I can't help but feel like an alien. 

My interests include: making art (painting, drawing, sculpting, videography, ect.), psychedelic and spiritual exploration, hiking, yoga, and anything stereotypically associated with hippies haha. 

I'm not sure if I'm boring, weird, ugly or what but I feel like an alien. I've never felt like I belong, although I try to be as kind as I can to everyone around me. I just want to make friends but it's really scary for me to approach people. Kinda done feeling like an alien :/ Some advice please?",4.1455625717565985,6.822769067164183,5.5135820895522425,73.89209529276697,74.74626865671641,7.406659012629162,31.20321469575201,8.384062270229773,2.901953616532721,581,28,92,11,13,194,93,134,0.14400000000000002,0.606,0.249,0.9431,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,0,6,1,6,0,0,5,2,27,21,13,0,2,8,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,4,10,12,12,18,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,8,53,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522293474812157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819613782477002,0.1386799005065558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942009868268767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29771467043333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23630570108395915,0.33387422522247073,0.1495761128330018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36107268484087657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441806308737273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622240249988383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304430825278188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415945456475313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014945556349345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346805603476733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600063862015853,0.0,0.0,0.17100295643996152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979858071741284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026401127206867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682363662876774,0.0,0.11712943075615555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576643311260044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188485131612674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031914632916733
socialanxiety,posivibez4vr,2019/07/08,"Connecting with people that also have anxiety How do you all find others to talk with?  
I feel like sometimes a therapist or people that don't have issues with social anxiety can't understand where I'm coming from.  
Are there any particular ways you all do this aside from Reddit?",5.630961538461541,7.591062480769231,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769233,68.42307692307692,9.815384615384616,26.461538461538463,10.125756701596842,2.9505230769230764,227,7,37,6,4,74,39,52,0.075,0.875,0.05,0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,2,11,11,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813877333745973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699333149689092,0.0,0.39821348965253744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242005806742012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160093186935162,0.18593778721751514,0.0,0.0,0.2378831487100688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716554975112441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271553546293753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36087853822056004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653136973101721,0.0,0.0,0.25741485798027736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091961203357758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021949072394111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709514834868817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659115274748246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,martop56,2019/07/08,"I am feeling so down I can't do anything. I can't even find joy in watching a tv show in my closed room or in browsing on reddit.
I can't go out to get a sim card. But witouth it I am not able to make an appointment with my doc so that I could get psychiatric help.
I can't even buy basic stuff in the near super market.
:(",0.5899086757990837,1.6622030821917804,2.8947260273972617,95.97898401826487,79.82191780821918,5.962557077625571,21.755707762557076,6.42735559955562,0.11104748858447476,247,7,63,2,6,85,51,73,0.085,0.799,0.11599999999999999,0.2796,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,13,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,11,12,0,11,0,0,1,0,1,10,0,1,0,42,12,1,0.3376598738486936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778653056916596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695939336341828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460423242618952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707309777619245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086150074733162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528266953771876,0.0,0.19189988768305896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263262958761127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253905877658937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865397711397201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jnngow14,2019/07/08,"Can the future be as good as the past? I was on a vacation and spent one day in France where I met this white girl in a Chinese restaurant I asked her for her ig. It was the first time in my life that I'd asked a girl for her contacts. She rejected me, saying that her boss doesn't let her share her info with customers. I was really anxious and nervous so I choked on a lot of words that I wanted to say, words which I had come to realise later on after I left the restaurant. Such as asking her when her shift ends.  I spent the rest of the trip sad and lonely and disappointed, thinking that I would never get an opportunity with a girl this good again. She's a teenager my age, she's very hard working, always moving around, serving food, helping customers, smiling at them, washing dishes, cleaning the restaurant. I've never seen any young teenager work as hard and smile as bright as she did. She's very kind, hot, cute, and speak three languages and working hard during the summer, when her school closes. How do I live my life after this, knowing that I had wasted one of the best opportunity in my life and every girlfriend I'll ever have in the future won't ever be as perfect or fully-packaged as this girl? Everyday I kept thinking about the what-ifs and if we were to date. I really wish I could contact her somehow.  Thank you very much for reading.",4.3757076023391805,5.4623143407407415,4.9424756335282645,84.93798245614036,70.4074074074074,6.8693957115009745,27.17348927875244,6.8360192770164,1.2122962962962962,1072,35,210,8,19,343,153,270,0.124,0.746,0.13,0.6839,0,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,1,8,12,16,0,1,18,0,17,6,0,2,5,37,33,23,0,5,2,0,4,0,1,2,4,3,1,4,11,15,2,1,4,1,3,3,4,5,0,4,12,10,38,11,32,15,4,38,0,4,3,0,34,13,0,4,22,147,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931220697018217,0.0,0.0,0.08116490903258833,0.0,0.0,0.13483620706385555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625049046239944,0.3347400319699814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525480791524846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281302454490876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529457003487896,0.0,0.0,0.07697354733120311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571234316298413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592530823986045,0.10056101189668264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152257176864712,0.1443235016375614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062357612761456425,0.0,0.0,0.20021718230483376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207536016637837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000056515502514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428897163865725,0.06559391477556102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296786239407792,0.12204769615120666,0.2529100795405381,0.0,0.0,0.10539189359384764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147062293965783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685456371515666,0.08773902704947299,0.0,0.184106543713708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617549103491913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393703324285888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938644040321518,0.0,0.1529226385358592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898304076546967,0.0,0.12079276318870424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988525773782727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295462909951574,0.0,0.0,0.06959635971609499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954389994874096,0.07039816500258883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372513723925988,0.0,0.0,0.26067370948969404,0.0,0.0,0.08478575766798442,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,partheogeneticturtle,2019/07/08,"Im presenting on Friday Hi I'm new here, and I really need some advice. I'm going to present in front of important people on Friday, and I just found out that I'm also going to be sitting among strangers the whole time. I'm terrified. I thought I'd be sitting next to people I knew but I won't. Every time I talk to someone new, I get a wave of panic. I've gotten loads of panic attacks in meetings just sitting there, especially when I have to introduce myself. How the FUCK am I gonna do this shit on Friday??? I want to be able to but jesus I already know that I'll probably feel those waves of terror and I'll black out and stutter ah what the fuck do I do",1.179918743228605,2.898127880281692,3.710845070422536,87.91286565547131,80.05633802816901,6.341061755146263,22.89490790899241,7.321109707123232,0.9018314192849406,517,17,111,7,13,181,83,142,0.264,0.7170000000000001,0.019,-0.9915,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,4,3,4,1,9,3,1,1,0,19,27,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,8,1,0,4,2,13,0,19,18,2,22,1,0,1,2,3,8,3,1,8,65,18,0,0.17113998936060126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723601690337633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888572339248484,0.1368605876604977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946964444687308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144192822243523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653352080204202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764616489316288,0.0,0.31643232490165424,0.08941358089834163,0.0,0.1945255997524644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848605562790701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405406245520563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689813360395466,0.0,0.33057613633048577,0.1820093202258478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015918066880663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372938401767656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845178541860964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963665947428217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756727397309265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450063576149806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375558407804725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358660350300005,0.1995862081350082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094279980911126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910716863597458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rattlebush,2019/07/08,For all the college students Do you ever feel like walking into a new classroom and decide to start a new conversation for a change but all of a sudden you just fear and back out? Do you guys have the same feeling too?,8.088863636363637,5.972824704545456,8.008181818181821,76.83227272727272,63.31818181818181,9.70909090909091,35.63636363636364,7.1686216300943375,2.484990909090909,173,6,34,1,2,56,33,44,0.10300000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.078,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,3,13,6,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,6,6,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,28,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23420778632254466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222115370822569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755154199343189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427438615986169,0.3080156053461583,0.217596255866126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015879668000465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880530469212333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5883419962638681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558749550309086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Enotognav,2019/07/08,When someone puts your name forward to do a presentation... ...without asking you first. That is just not acceptable is it?,3.377142857142857,6.57176766666667,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,86.61904761904762,6.609523809523811,30.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,2.8906380952380952,95,5,15,2,3,30,20,21,0.094,0.9059999999999999,0.0,-0.2411,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531983702947368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41234862591344346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873318944877957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107475457854144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673049605083222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cactusssssssssssss,2019/07/08,"Fear of Love Phobia – Philophobia **Philophobia** isn't social **anxiety** disorder, although people with **philophobia** may also have social **anxiety** disorder. Social **anxiety** disorder causes extreme fear in social situations, but it's different from **philophobia** because it encompasses a number of social contexts.

how it happened,how it has affected me and how I deal with it (spoilers,I don’t),now I believe this phobia triggered after my first ever relationship ended,I was 14 years old,at first it didn’t really affect me that much,sure I was upset and depressed about it but I didn’t develop an instant phobia,at least I think,maybe the phobia gradually increased as the months went by…I got teased a lot by my classmates,telling me that its all my fault,saying that I was a bad boyfriend and she didn’t see me anything more than a timepass,and things like that…so I think that if the teasing wasn’t that started the phobia then that was certainly the catalyst to the growth of my phobia,and no I don’t hate them for doing what they did,we were all dumb young teenagers…sure they could have thought about how it might affect me, but most teens don’t really think that much when they have the sudden urge to say or do something ,especially when they are around their friends .So no, I don’t hate them or anything,Shit just happens,we just gotta move on…now after my phobia had taken control…which took a few months to happen I guess…my “love life” has become non-existent ,as well as my sexual life which is tied to my love life…is sexual life tied to love life? Idk ,anyway because of my phobia I legit cant even look at a girl let alone speak to one,and whenever that rare moment happens when I start catching some feeling for a girl,my anxiety starts throwing a party inside me,the feeling of liking someone and then trying your damn best to delete your feelings and forget about the existence of that someone...is horrible…and after i've done it,after I got defeated by philophobia like the 3 other times…I feel empty again,its so hard for me to even find someone to like and then having to instantly dislike that someone…it makes me feel…dead.Now as to how I cope with I..as I told you before..i don’t.i just cant,it has already consumed me.Now you could tell to go to a psychologist or a psychiatrist but..there are no professional psychologists in my country and the few psychiatrists that this country has...well you could compare them to the 1950’s psychiatrists that lived in the USA,because mental health is a very new concept in my country.

The reason I wrote is because I wanted to let it out of my chest, so that you guys know that you are not the only ones suffering from this issue,and im surprised that this issue hasn’t ever been brought up before,not as much as im covering it right now anyway,and also so that other people who are not struggling with this issue know that people like us exist ,so if you know someone you care about who you think might have this issue then try talking to them about it,im not sure if they’ll open up but it’s a good starting point,they will at least know that you know about it and that you gave a shit,and knowing that will make their day much better,even if they don’t show it to you,trust me…..i’d know.

I have created a subreddit for Philophobia,if anyone is interested then you can join-

[https://www.reddit.com/r/Philophobia/](https://www.reddit.com/r/Philophobia/)

​

Here's a video where i go into detail on what philophobia is ,what causes it,what are the symptoms and how to deal with it,and also my experience with philophobia-

 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xn-qJBIjpaM](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xn-qJBIjpaM)",5.075357270727839,7.3172724198250725,5.100768758631272,79.92842386578694,70.42857142857143,7.671177944862156,26.903892384021287,8.425802102053193,1.9548759961127304,2984,102,523,49,57,930,292,686,0.138,0.732,0.13,-0.6638,1,1,2,0,0,0,141.0,1,13,12,4,35,32,6,4,31,0,52,11,1,14,6,84,97,48,0,8,17,0,5,5,1,7,6,2,0,2,49,19,0,0,17,2,0,10,17,14,1,3,22,9,65,18,67,63,15,54,0,3,2,4,53,16,2,13,33,340,114,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140389926146578,0.06542515534187772,0.1422364135349748,0.0,0.0642379076591012,0.072040719052586,0.0,0.0,0.1814188924091568,0.0,0.0,0.041455150863655435,0.0,0.04878850481089708,0.05277838402813024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950252917221252,0.14456427272308028,0.06547831052140322,0.0,0.06679663326644958,0.062218502001740124,0.05243491554532221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060447488089771385,0.12180904800662395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649589615277485,0.14200857025341249,0.0,0.0,0.03823548882808567,0.12224547790730805,0.05106417819330318,0.0,0.0,0.06194274761557349,0.20384560002930407,0.0,0.0,0.0606716269577909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747636878745665,0.10725775278852666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799448473327538,0.0,0.13342968747772174,0.14988753470269675,0.04235495317278752,0.0,0.0,0.0541876386450893,0.10085971852008084,0.0,0.0,0.04580532279249065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673888276201339,0.04972748497784225,0.09483515054984873,0.0,0.06531179032692591,0.058703878706217676,0.10485536040248948,0.0,0.05310989371544902,0.1170681293097115,0.0,0.06301976767052975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921218005759342,0.185642026535882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22807975438105824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212508318631524,0.20938233233064807,0.14482422243457402,0.0,0.05235188853567119,0.0,0.04978651084796478,0.0,0.0,0.05040405443566479,0.2140368879875176,0.0,0.07914964229287222,0.0,0.059562194084007515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059747786770289066,0.12578919219385348,0.0,0.0,0.09464532496410996,0.06301315740136544,0.17433233648969707,0.0,0.0,0.057260171141620575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221218652610017,0.0,0.08034939640929542,0.04509076352971871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233073208205524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056045786506905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596209399237308,0.060957354268280785,0.0,0.06365251412439434,0.0,0.05063114287436655,0.0,0.0942954908896318,0.0,0.0,0.04724440722922658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171539365871127,0.0,0.0666415574658074,0.0,0.3021803527360929,0.15070214588065736,0.04564236157394599,0.0,0.0,0.16785579770802372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198009647012302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587770289778534,0.06162234246321751,0.0,0.0476529919676056,0.051819828652092566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03938793532441299,0.15195596967811234,0.0,0.04706759843289873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665168185708256,0.0658705182730282,0.08050454901845694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131548066842339,0.0,0.0,0.048918340373375016,0.03496926340022096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330652138378706,0.05496004331712753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072040719052586,0.0381791623082733
socialanxiety,Dylan-IdiotWind,2019/07/08,"Someone please talk to me Hey peeps I am not feeling so good. I've been unemployed for quite a while now so today (for the first time ever) I went to a company to ask if they had work for me. They didn't and I left my phone number.

But I keep overthinking and wondering if I made a fool out of myself. I feel dreadful. How do I get over this awful feeling?",-0.165014619883042,1.97121580263158,2.1428070175438627,94.74020467836256,88.34210526315788,5.4830409356725145,18.970760233918128,6.937597516519254,0.2099374269005856,275,8,63,4,9,93,57,76,0.16,0.743,0.09699999999999999,-0.5717,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,3,5,3,0,1,4,1,5,0,0,2,1,15,14,9,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,5,3,13,1,9,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,6,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332567918186127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256947475451259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784770248347598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223182583121505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303579074119443,0.0,0.0,0.2092759148190674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22177464325860965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710917449269206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360910013631652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738854369338702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653830313593882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140776546695175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005455030016091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549042874339796,0.0,0.23650490958210935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312969044948172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705813544991009,0.18164517948207576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,onthisstar,2019/07/08,"I wish the whole universe would just leave me alone My whole life people have tormented me. I start a job and someone will spread rumors about me and I can’t move up because of the politics of it all. Roommates always end up ganging up on me and saying horrible things. I’ve tried being tough or more open, either way I’m rejected. I can’t share even the smallest thing about myself like my favorite food etc. without someone making digs at me about it. There’s always a comment or a whisper whenever I’m around. People have said the most scathing things to my face that they wouldn’t dare say to anyone else.

I’m exhausted and depressed at what my life has become. I’ve never had a true friend, or true love or been able to meet my full potential career wise. I’m getting close to forty and my life has become a endless loop of bad memories and everyday a new one is added to it. 

Save for one family member, I would kill myself. No question about it, I would kill myself.

I’m usually able to pick myself up but now I’m just in too much pain to try and have a better life. My life will always be the same because I’ll always be me and apparently I’m hated wherever I go.  

I don’t do anything to anyone, I’m a good person who is decent and kind. All of my tormentors are married, successful, and people appreciate them. I’m tired of hearing to love myself, I’m tired of hearing about how it’s about them not me. It is me, it’s always me me me me. Wherever I go I am made to feel miserable. People who are hateful and cruel have experienced all goodness and I’ve experienced nothing but the worst.

All I want is to die and have peace from my thoughts, from my mind, from myself.",2.1202412280701743,4.159342380116962,3.7939144736842114,86.89771381578949,78.41520467836256,6.614181286549706,23.55299707602339,7.645422480735847,1.15928918128655,1322,44,267,20,32,441,168,342,0.16699999999999998,0.688,0.145,-0.6709999999999999,2,2,0,0,0,2,33.0,0,0,3,2,14,27,5,1,14,0,29,13,1,4,7,51,56,20,3,6,11,0,1,1,1,6,9,6,0,1,14,16,1,0,3,0,0,3,8,13,0,2,5,9,42,14,37,42,14,23,0,3,0,2,19,12,0,6,8,181,56,3,0.17410132641294415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015823397549674,0.0,0.0,0.3621656263550971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173569548539916,0.08919369162647303,0.07163527862172618,0.07749354606610365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268366766877292,0.10613055263124234,0.19228123657657048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698923750901421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497660866314808,0.0,0.09034484488103972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271965901187821,0.0,0.07710104959520643,0.0,0.09708450027882293,0.057496142053517024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206361796043554,0.0,0.04401543089696463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052620074871999,0.0,0.06725512645481374,0.0,0.04548037864175567,0.0,0.0989457959671178,0.14602793241369402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188901552384453,0.0,0.0,0.19622484816637575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638435109473876,0.0,0.1926173224183962,0.0906498700125758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217408321214092,0.0,0.0,0.30743228908344666,0.0425285569438413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713324445729307,0.08236944232294544,0.058106993649797926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878963544839316,0.0,0.0,0.09252107857737199,0.0639922536344394,0.0,0.06713883796799165,0.08407407297182741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352745911597967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797556455515346,0.0,0.09262804317978852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413998766667385,0.07600928141128564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751666527142756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280511511064738,0.1384523626791385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751548888952878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061614907464845575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349777773894695,0.0,0.0,0.06910850293250106,0.0,0.2001038633719356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820337232317693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587400709686604,0.0,0.05134473656409025,0.06909676457844886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437791342324365,0.10010396660621314,0.08391373292087842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551488060900592,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socialanimal_us,2019/07/08,"Did you censor yourself or did you express yourself? How many times do you find yourself in a random situation, in a line, seating in a coffee shop, walking around and there is someone next to you, maybe an old man, maybe a cute lady and for some reason you want to say something, maybe something precise like a compliment and others you are not sure but you know you want to interact. You think about it and then whatever, you are not sure what to say, you are not sure what’s gonna happen, the tension is too much, you make an excuse and you move on. 

The issue with these little moments is that they add up. How many people did you miss on meeting and more importantly how much personal evolution did you miss by not expressing yourself. It very easy to build this habit of holding back and censoring ourselves but it is very detrimental as it impact our ability to relate and connect with others. The most important variable you should be concerned about is not the outcome of your interactions but if you created the tone you intended to express yourself truly and the first step is to express yourself. Good luck :)",6.181367053998635,7.368405923444983,6.097214627477786,77.93800239234452,66.32057416267942,8.842241968557758,33.58885850991114,9.04235418022936,3.004932740943268,894,39,155,15,14,281,120,209,0.064,0.7659999999999999,0.171,0.9756,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,1,19,1,1,9,11,0,1,13,0,16,0,0,6,4,44,25,19,0,4,10,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,11,13,0,1,4,1,1,3,5,3,0,1,4,2,21,8,24,18,5,18,0,2,0,0,33,8,0,6,8,117,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813308490563827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067749226755963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155441249672625,0.12243143774356792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072624374807787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728166127730015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023123567342014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910317039152383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703196004626128,0.14426115472332188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607804428758276,0.2918559511998872,0.4338075793111362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298062637116974,0.21161826460361985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307700587125248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103606381857992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978673213239182,0.12567890105817306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798963617221986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22892652669964794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178949958867808,0.0,0.0,0.12195605713187553,0.221617114602493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069724328382931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222803768634984,0.0,0.0,0.08392993039200654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23752367473637595,0.16979373957186608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PsyMon93,2019/07/08,"Sitting across from people I knew in high school. Couldn't bring myself to greet them. Sat there all day, awkwardly pretending not to know eachother. Last Saturday I went to a board games event with a new (gay) romantic interest of mine and two of his friends (whom I had not met before). I was shaky about going since I had to meet new people, and there were so many people around us. Nevertheless, I mustered the courage to go and rather enjoyed it. I'm proud of myself for taking that step in the right direction. Only, to my horror, there were these two friends of mine from high school sitting at the table in front of us and we spent the whole afternoon pretending we didn't see eachother.

I use the word ""friends"" generously, since they always made me feel like an outsider at school, not to mention they were homophobic (and suspected I was gay at the time). So actually they were assholes. I was only friends by association, since my one real friend at school hung out with them and it gave me a remote feeling of belonging. When I finished school, all I wanted was to close that chapter in my life and never see any of those people again. I hated every minute of school.

So imagine my horror as I notice one of those assholes sitting at the table diagonally across from me, while I'm there with a potential new boyfriend. We met eyes for a moment, though I did not recognise him at first since he had a beard. I realised a moment later it was him and pretended not to notice and sensing my discomfort he did the same. A while later another of those assholes joined him. I noticed at one stage they were talking about me and how I was ignoring them, trying inconspicuously to turn around and see that it is me.

So there I sat from noon until 6pm trying my best to keep up appearances and pretend they were not there. I just couldn't bring myself to greet them. Deep down I hated them all along. Seeing them brought back that whole chapter of my life. It was a super childish thing to do.

I'm still shaken by the whole event, while at the same time proud of myself for taking the step to try something new and meet new people.

​

TL;DR: Went to a board games even with a potential (gay) boyfriend. Sat across from two homophobic ""friends"" from high school. Never greeted them, pretended all day they weren't there. Could not bring myself to do anything.",5.4321311827956995,6.6342076511111125,5.385068100358424,82.30912903225808,68.04444444444445,8.117562724014338,28.51612903225807,8.360895534625662,1.913496774193549,1873,63,354,26,31,584,189,450,0.096,0.792,0.11199999999999999,0.7708,0,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,5,0,13,5,24,20,2,3,23,0,26,6,1,3,6,61,62,25,0,5,9,0,2,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,15,25,0,2,6,7,1,12,13,6,0,7,32,7,61,14,68,27,10,73,0,0,5,3,40,26,0,2,32,255,76,7,0.0,0.0,0.06386856856707168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054458628282509434,0.07091372621557653,0.07952743190795,0.044507415004044114,0.06862875283019253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385876966895752,0.11652658100052918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032607221292197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569209158711051,0.0,0.06868445715743339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052255525531007305,0.0,0.0,0.08441809782667943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322830218984938,0.0,0.05514342026694368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618573976874441,0.04675662179266322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055670699170879565,0.0,0.0,0.30339339229047085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439210033432338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923424147770174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745068962941204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058173883206367315,0.0,0.0,0.03596893807253117,0.05334949135563865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924568182891042,0.03197496815621791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192921849663211,0.0,0.06635479072993826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095626846247306,0.31605419972132626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235416108196015,0.0,0.0,0.13304936227359354,0.0995534934533238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22686971778534776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449504065293355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055892900852692634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636636193353478,0.20861681717591948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655962989263006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050385668687460534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052267480568414064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841867531414776,0.052605250527101806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043481261510181314,0.0,0.06430309443811644,0.0,0.07632742034889202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330627715567767,0.07118947898117066,0.1918018451034016,0.0,0.15745364864281372,0.056526732427771315,0.0,0.0,0.03860338639738233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134335026196398,0.0,0.2192136780065499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952743190795,0.0
socialanxiety,alex1232543,2019/07/08,"social anxiety and friendships? i’ve been diagnosed with serve social anxiety and ptsd.

i do go to a therapist, i just want to see others peoples advice, and if someone can relate to me.

i’m 20 years old btw!

to have a better understanding about my question, my ptsd and social anxiety developed in middle school, my sibling wrote on my facebook while i was asleep that i was gay, and when i woke up i removed the post, after that day when i went to school, all of my guy and girl “friends” stopped being my friend. also he would continually spread rumors about me that i am gay. i would leave my house, and people would spit on me, they would scream f*gget at me, they would degrade me every single day. i then started to self-harm because i just couldn’t take it anymore, and i’ve tried to take my own life but i failed. i would want to redecorate that i would also tell people i’m not gay. in highschool i made friendships but they were 90% girls, since girls were the only ones who started to be nice to be, be there for me, and defended me at times. i’m more comfortable around females than males since males were the main gender that would be little me, make fun of me, etc. towards the end of my senior year some guys actually talked to me and befriend me, but they would only be my “friend” behind the scenes. 

also when in my highschool years, i admit myself, i could’ve came across as stereotypically “gay”, since 99% of the time i was with females and they were pretty much my only friends, and being around all girls, i understood i might’ve picked some things up that would lead people to assume i am. but i quickly changed those things, and i would ask my close friends if they truly thought i “acted” gay and they would be honest with me and tell me like you do this, this, so i would then stop doing those certain things. 

i’ve never told my parents what had happened to me until almost 1 year ago, because i would get asked why i haven’t  got a job or “started my life” because how scared i was to go out in public and what people think about me. i also tried to tell them what had happened to me while it was all happening, but i would always get cut off, or my parents would tell me i’m over dramatic, nor was i taken seriously, and that happened not once, not twice, so many times i’ve lost count. i was having a breakdown before and trying to talk to my parents and i said something like i want to kill myself so my parents threw a knife at me and told me to do it. 

i started going to see a therapist and got prescribed medication and it has helped me a lot! ever since i’ve gone to see a therapist every issue between me and my family got fixed for the most part. my sibling apologized to me, but he told me it was just a joke which i find it hard to believe since my friends would tell me he would tell them i’m gay and it wasn’t a “haha he’s gay” it was like “he is gay” and in person once we were together and someone asked him if i was gay and i was behind him and he said yes. 

any other confusion -

i am very comfortable with my sexuality as a straight male, what i’ve gone through in school has really opened my eyes and showed me what some people who actually are apart of the lgbtq+ community have to go through, and i really respect people apart of that community.

i have had three girlfriends in highschool.

i’ve tried everything single thing i could do to try to show people who i really am so people who i really am and not that they have heard about me. 


sorry if my explanation was long, i tried to shorten it as much as i could, i just wanted to make sure there wasn’t any confusion!


as of right now, i’m still struggling to be friends with guys. every single friendship with a guy, the rumor about me being gay always gets brought up, and as soon as it gets brought up they stop being my friend. 

even as of recent i was friends with this one guy and then messaged me saying that his friends told me that i’m gay then he stopped talking to me. 

when i go through situations like that, it’s so hard to become hopeful for the next time. i try to make every step possible to not get into the same situation, and it still happens every single time. and that’s why it hit me hard this time because after so many failed attempts and things going wrong, all the previous and normal red flags that have gone wrong in the past, were checked off the list. and it still managed to mess up, so when i got upset over this, of course i was upset over the friendship, the sadness and anger was maximized and multiplied by a million because this has happened so many times. and i have made mistakes in the past, and i’ve really learned from them, that if i act certain ways, it can make people assume i’m a certain way, not that, that is a bad thing, but if i want to be presented one way, it’s probably best i don’t do certain things that lead people to question my sexuality.

i haven’t been questioned my sexuality by anyone i know personally since i’ve been out of school and i felt like for once i’ve overcame the rumor and people know the real me. it just sucks i have to go through this and that there are so many other people who actually are apart of the lgbtq+ community go through this.

even now i have one guy friend and we are really close and he told me he fucks with me heavy and he told me he doesn’t think i’m gay. i just have a fear if he’ll ever stop being my friend since whenever i get a guy friend they always stop being my friend eventually.

advice - 

i would want some advice with being more comfortable around men? 

how to have more guy friends?

how to go out more? (even now i’m scared to go out with friends, just what i’ve gone through mentally and physically i just don’t know if i’ll run into the wrong person)

how to not care what people think about you?

how to deal with rumors spread about you?

any tips to help overcome social anxiety?

what can i do if i start to feel nervous or anxious? 

how to not let social anxiety and ptsd get in the way of friendships?

any other advice or tips you think i could work on?",4.817020745212236,5.195064691489363,5.431429209088787,84.38835664335667,69.02454991816693,8.246578952961931,27.572257529704338,8.087180457009731,1.5601305588028995,4751,143,992,58,77,1536,364,1222,0.10300000000000001,0.753,0.14400000000000002,0.9962,6,0,1,0,1,2,110.0,2,4,13,9,58,66,5,9,39,2,108,20,3,15,12,209,211,110,1,41,36,4,5,5,17,20,4,5,0,19,71,76,0,6,20,3,1,26,18,27,0,7,60,15,156,39,141,110,26,138,0,4,5,13,121,47,2,28,65,682,227,16,0.0,0.0,0.08341538789956499,0.0,0.0,0.1113724055860965,0.025257390247095245,0.0,0.028531697026613977,0.0,0.0,0.0911436014795969,0.07112555838625434,0.0,0.0,0.07750506746930795,0.0,0.10898561517009267,0.03218906252206157,0.028257472329633587,0.019923019301231047,0.0,0.0,0.0760946281781909,0.07991153157115896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02379052599281213,0.08684556489744465,0.031468360798407334,0.024245506706992933,0.03210193633600928,0.02990172247476045,0.025199807809257072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03258848513685053,0.0290505871244888,0.0,0.03014189343347595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099760189525408,0.0,0.0,0.03675135012386655,0.02937510737623153,0.0,0.02891986955667633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025236405691947704,0.0,0.03177730845818099,0.05645821843680673,0.051547231996348766,0.12003321547346466,0.0,0.025607736977552257,0.0,0.02686073362517903,0.032062628932638636,0.014406953947495284,0.0,0.027357818613924625,0.0,0.02604215273911205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522188431909385,0.02634138707233451,0.10420518329087304,0.0,0.1619327014125444,0.0,0.09115405422375464,0.0,0.0,0.22570097739945294,0.15117798335896313,0.0,0.07657259101957962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03819661275929887,0.0,0.0,0.02830005079425027,0.0,0.032877180957255635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029739365722074168,0.028274978630096526,0.0,0.031523363931932516,0.0,0.04697714367130027,0.0,0.0,0.030170050478399157,0.0,0.029136097845174937,0.04025100052903234,0.06960138170379761,0.028557544778050788,0.0,0.025215473186184268,0.0,0.0,0.031103555277417087,0.02422379194047158,0.0,0.053921669652875315,0.07607739054057702,0.11555001637296565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028703773658574468,0.028714316176181507,0.030226647976832638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04189137456206905,0.0,0.021975614619279073,0.0,0.030302706629808506,0.0,0.027917162115746446,0.0,0.0,0.02989868730686335,0.09103257923842993,0.07723057531594286,0.06501079842148835,0.0,0.0,0.12655274358798466,0.030855221681260533,0.05439972491803674,0.2765491311384623,0.07463715755308796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032121658906908795,0.02728848794398,0.02898769892235313,0.03072035210298538,0.0,0.09992063352938628,0.0,0.09575628890019487,0.0,0.0,0.03243135526636308,0.10952035391810376,0.0,0.02813347238729049,0.0,0.0,0.024332928857189646,0.05420687498476412,0.02265883546283559,0.05705307392542624,0.11534604513615268,0.06811587106742252,0.0,0.029724489490041424,0.0,0.0,0.16498835232149076,0.06405481625297382,0.0,0.14522549971690352,0.048284176973040924,0.021935359820116428,0.0,0.031895662721705645,0.10083771943562066,0.0,0.0682638152688308,0.14292891034723296,0.0,0.02978714665223965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02685438432011696,0.0,0.042846490128497866,0.06870495889795676,0.14942521133033795,0.0,0.0,0.09924796237965852,0.13250672245757866,0.07302884331048265,0.0,0.022620317439572008,0.11630178096034965,0.0,0.0,0.1633581151058437,0.0,0.1354144847337233,0.0,0.0,0.029662294097403237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023509769452977503,0.10083571693618992,0.09046590115479576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026413364346566846,0.05142113355688678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02074329666424526,0.0,0.0,0.3845725726472714,0.09345810798704736,0.0,0.0733944199189427
socialanxiety,ItisjustSAD,2019/07/08,"Lunch Talks ​

https://i.redd.it/l27p9cshi3931.jpg

https://i.redd.it/47piq6vhi3931.jpg

https://i.redd.it/z2fl1lshi3931.jpg

https://i.redd.it/nkn8kavhi3931.jpg

https://i.redd.it/wydexzuhi3931.jpg

https://i.redd.it/jnd6hkshi3931.jpg

https://i.redd.it/gzw5bhshi3931.jpg

https://i.redd.it/dlfvxhshi3931.jpg

*Processing img v6xivbshi3931...*",89.41238095238096,108.43546357142857,17.34857142857143,-25.161904761904736,-15.285714285714278,29.50476190476191,80.90476190476191,10.504223727775694,22.82656190476191,326,11,3,10,6,38,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959451281850013,0.5561862916625128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679022258195336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561862916625128,0.0
socialanxiety,missnat98,2019/07/08,"How do i get trough airport security without having a panic attack? I hate airports, they trigger my anxiety like nothing else, but airport security is the worst. Last year i flew for the first time in 5 years, and i got searched randomly and i had a panic attack while she was searching me and my bag. It was the most awful experience i’ve ever had, the whole time i had to try my hardest to keep myself together and not show it too much, although i know it was very noticeable. I literally stood there physically shaking while she searched me.  

What am i scared of? I am scared that the guards will notice how nervous i am and think i have heroin up my ass or something, i mean why would i be nervous? That must look very suspicious. And i am scared of the panic attack / intense anxiety feelings itself because i can’t handle them and i don’t know how it will effect me this time. If i start going trough the security, i can’t just walk away, i have to stay and go trough with it.  

When this happened last year, i was in a much better place in my life and right now i am struggling a lot more with my anxiety, and i am going to fly to Greece tomorrow with my mom (we are going on a mother daughter trip) and i am freaking out right now. I don’t have any medication or anything i could take. I am thinking about having a drink before that, which i know is a really bad thing to do, but i would never do that in any other situation because i know how bad that can get, and i don’t see any other choice here. I would just have one drink, which won’t take away the anxiety but it will probably stop me from having a panic attack and make me feel calmer. We have Whisky at home and i’ve talked to my mom and she thinks it is okey for me to have a drink in a situation like this, however my dad is not supportive of the idea.  

Any advice would be very helpful. Do you think having a drink is okey?",3.98819916517591,4.652091728682173,5.277532299741607,83.7364177101968,70.98966408268734,8.227747962631684,27.02931822699265,8.384062270229773,1.661046193599682,1477,47,311,22,26,494,176,387,0.179,0.703,0.11800000000000001,-0.9827,1,0,6,0,0,0,35.0,2,1,2,3,14,27,5,11,20,3,53,7,1,7,3,65,83,29,0,7,11,5,2,2,0,9,2,0,1,0,22,21,4,6,13,5,0,8,10,20,0,2,10,4,56,7,30,61,7,42,0,0,2,1,15,14,1,6,21,230,78,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077782797634398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701973047163587,0.0,0.22163522698280488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059603777723036426,0.0,0.0,0.3295986524762879,0.13610087358484987,0.0,0.12095216924334475,0.08830539910452792,0.0,0.06163265645116199,0.0,0.0,0.06405851261897089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057829518715236936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838155841417096,0.0,0.0,0.06050603103991317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551714672399474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085050854913906,0.0,0.0,0.07324564125505267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160898214835438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568344624266131,0.0,0.16465471602603207,0.0,0.057928945103082635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640496733679667,0.0,0.0,0.07150970074685746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854835042719373,0.0,0.07265326769233234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176473494468066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437917585623365,0.0,0.0,0.1592226932019561,0.11808035140584705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115950178731219,0.0707713490819988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082301840750081,0.0,0.0,0.061577456996636186,0.0,0.0,0.048347635415017916,0.0,0.0,0.07889758189092051,0.0,0.07296567739871526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696584496086574,0.0,0.0,0.10648887349944636,0.0,0.055862536613537433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949860742788996,0.16492423381913396,0.0,0.0,0.049080491217370924,0.0,0.0,0.3399243337265024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756740091696387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809186791200114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640055873045063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237097712850182,0.0,0.0,0.21754541246900536,0.0,0.057717389742972525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282887100986804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576020795374555,0.0,0.0,0.051266377678976335,0.07720081950657222,0.0,0.060554783303615925,0.0,0.07571963739361091,0.0,0.0,0.0821927872451067,0.0,0.0,0.10891680005459176,0.058216548182481176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048119321367710514,0.18564106187488094,0.0,0.0,0.1267036721580625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049175264378235925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928718439901328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653568741033333,0.0808655886377249,0.0,0.06982000462840889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058089798002824,0.0,0.0,0.13992777475109985
socialanxiety,futurefirefall,2019/07/08,"Thinking of going back to study and then taking a gap year to travel I’ve always struggled with social anxiety for as long as I can remember, but have recently become isolated even further since finishing high school; as a result losing contact with the friends I actually had. I didn’t pass all of my exams therefore have to go back to study - in order to apply for uni. Recently, I’ve begun to feel uncomfortably codependent on my parents and certain family members and I’d like to change that. I’ve always wanted to be a teacher and have a passion for history which is what I intend to study but I’m planning on taking a gap year to attempt to face my social anxiety head on and hopefully become more independent in the process.

I’m thinking of doing something like an Au Pair knowing it’d be something that really challenges me (hopefully in a good way). Does anyone have any advice? Or experience of travelling alone for the first time with social anxiety?",7.787127071823207,7.740697243093924,8.549662983425419,66.00383149171272,62.75690607734806,11.438895027624312,37.98950276243095,11.00357731598739,4.540049281767956,775,36,123,19,10,262,108,181,0.098,0.762,0.14,0.9022,1,1,2,1,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,3,11,0,1,10,0,12,3,2,4,2,25,25,12,0,3,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,2,0,5,1,2,0,1,2,1,8,9,31,20,2,27,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,3,14,80,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.12142563912098488,0.0,0.0,0.12159146414042965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288718566203128,0.0,0.0,0.2070712994894051,0.0,0.0,0.08461660302929118,0.0,0.2855656127538574,0.0,0.0,0.08700428348248371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135783437781426,0.0,0.0,0.2748461106459435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163034183392636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888944934387526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218477945071306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171632438993706,0.11730144149025418,0.0,0.06291549922302768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584001456111022,0.0,0.0,0.09613423678885907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143276624653825,0.10436590169730317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770098168435925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146702746744293,0.0,0.24717394533864626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838342226777218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158033384338655,0.0,0.0,0.11011655131510033,0.0,0.1392052369852754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816468543418434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971298405561666,0.0,0.24571904187024535,0.0,0.14095482744742374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592970796586395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292970414665653,0.0,0.0,0.3805218583151429,0.0,0.19158444161741764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008115448172242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187111607784214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945931913519032,0.0,0.0,0.07255607888399257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339198248374645,0.09876666772445296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602575598635687
socialanxiety,feeteegee,2019/07/08,"Does anyone ever get to a point where they're okay being recluse? I'm turning 30 soon, and I recently went to a wedding where I knew the bride and groom through my boyfriend. I didn't really know anyone else there, except for the groom's parents who I had met once. 

Sitting at the table with 7 other people, I quickly felt drained after about an hour and realized that I just don't care about socializing. 

I've been dating my current boyfriend for 2+ years, I have my pets, my mom and brother are around peripherally, and I work with nice people -- I'm fine with just that. Is it bad that I just don't care about making friends anymore? I'm tired and I don't care to make the effort, only to find myself feel awkward and have meaningless conversations. 

I feel like making the decision to just... not try anymore would feel pretty freeing.",5.1230210643015495,6.056762067073173,5.478203991130823,82.34129711751666,68.57317073170732,7.914855875831485,29.543237250554323,8.00094639256281,1.9075560975609755,665,24,128,8,11,212,103,164,0.131,0.757,0.111,-0.5013,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,14,11,0,1,8,1,12,1,0,3,1,31,31,7,0,1,6,3,4,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,6,11,0,0,9,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,7,4,16,10,18,22,0,16,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,10,78,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28964932485048395,0.2042181629788952,0.1496272049100756,0.0,0.1299995827619696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193075359450024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466685580875937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779372705980974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199113100428792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209444896099176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151474318181527,0.10432540407888274,0.14021377422698908,0.0,0.13347074838372133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282408434724625,0.0,0.0762957761958809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438122613806229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025545590836379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134393686736105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924328017038679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710311005074958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551948412218627,0.0,0.11106403792427236,0.0,0.0,0.1621514316223674,0.0,0.0,0.20248062476517398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804759269591815,0.0,0.0,0.14856720593907347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355194088048187,0.0,0.1441891402673823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886139656575822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784248539368554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914625064365287,0.15884105557945036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353732750892538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631315150702733,0.0,0.0,0.1037370563940692,0.0,0.0,0.09403992300392676
socialanxiety,Third_eye1017,2019/07/08,"How to overcome Performance Anxiety (non sexual)! I keep finding myself getting wildly anxious when I have to learn something in front of my boyfriend. I get a frog in my throat, hot tears in my eyes and an overall feeling that I'm being judged on my merit, ability, etc. when I'm simply trying to learn something new with him.

​

It then impacts my attitude towards him and I become very short and become very tense and emotional. ie. was learning how to play golf this weekend and I felt like combusting (not due to it not being enjoyable; but more so feeling like a novice and feeling very small/stupid).

​

Has anyone dealt with this and how did you get past these mental hurdles? My boyfriend has made it clear that he is not here to judge me. That the end product is not what he cares about; it's the attitude while learning it...how the attitude makes a learning experience tense and filled with my sadness/anxiety, which in turn makes it unenjoyable for him. 

​

I don't know how to manage and reel in this headspace :(",5.238461538461539,7.1010748974359,5.031794871794872,82.14153846153849,69.25641025641025,7.866666666666667,31.974358974358967,8.447377352677275,2.5677282051282053,835,37,148,13,15,257,115,195,0.092,0.8079999999999999,0.1,-0.2309,0,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,7,0,10,2,2,7,1,37,26,19,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,1,11,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,6,19,6,20,20,2,19,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,11,96,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724442912080132,0.41768412956480494,0.0,0.0,0.17530778231872182,0.12944353153520166,0.0,0.08011746149574299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530906733041979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682261911130833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288878201889544,0.10148445527985997,0.0,0.12778772375527192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208187163195714,0.0,0.0,0.1738062731417534,0.08185644628662632,0.11001540209686958,0.0,0.10472464729345247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795909968779717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184455513237464,0.0,0.0,0.06297053410696017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195664541387974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841899078854664,0.15296696035812862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547035546362508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066271527431416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938020489270203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764195797044533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779274676181515,0.12463085524518153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28362313268546635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41768412956480494,0.0
socialanxiety,DemonicLust,2019/07/08,"Just spend week completely alone, So a week has passed without eye contact or any type of conversation, what should i do i don't even feel like seeing other people at this point because i wouldn't be able to make eye contact or talk to them so i am staying in again in this heat",11.164210526315793,6.061518140350884,10.016228070175439,74.01276315789474,60.57894736842106,12.803508771929824,40.780701754385966,8.841846274778883,3.4656385964912277,222,7,47,2,2,70,44,57,0.084,0.9159999999999999,0.0,-0.5272,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,2,1,0,8,10,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,7,7,0,9,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,2,4,31,9,1,0.2753779506966291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28520850727710023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726644958600824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786784277893554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288728542020654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188453928381587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923936605383658,0.1967300630007881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453575683280014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838169204348315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909123976954464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603211734280968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194405734017469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29351625524038283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133836563857334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441783163013822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26545451758646355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Spartaa1,2019/07/08,"Started new job few weeks ago. Don't fit in I started a new job few weeks back. Problem is it is a busy kitchen that is quite small with a very very close group of co workers who all seem to be best friends. 

 I'm very quiet in there so they all ignore me of course. I also find my hours dropping compared to other people's. Can they sack someone for being too quiet and not fitting in ? 

Feel I'm going towards that.",0.9440229885057472,3.03581903448276,2.2857471264367817,95.89229885057472,82.79310344827587,3.8666666666666663,22.310344827586206,3.1291,-0.24988275862068976,324,11,70,0,9,104,64,87,0.086,0.831,0.083,0.1843,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,3,5,4,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,2,11,14,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,5,3,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,6,2,10,12,5,19,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,9,43,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590632316288706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149672033149213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391472650175924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641319960185133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946338768187213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106113362956327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459959206695586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636751789618726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431520583727254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714554588685593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615211894159953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297533940199938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790871411486769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906802884857705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038371795492033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858032421747595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649460629784366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632805729561741,0.0,0.0,0.3002574244202625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ro21167,2019/07/08,"But why? Do you ever regret making plans to do something after you make the plans? Sounds good at the time but as it gets closer you’re thinking, “why did I make those plans...I rather be home”",0.4646153846153816,2.8700011025641032,1.3699487179487198,99.13338461538464,89.25641025641025,3.12,12.928205128205128,3.1291,-1.588788717948718,149,2,32,0,5,46,29,39,0.05,0.89,0.06,0.1053,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,1,9,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,4,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677761433421233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466349164346727,0.0,0.0,0.24829597486950825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969422936840226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5928071046355475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227898408041332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968411355048534,0.0,0.0,0.17261751248468726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342421812724572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smellingdeadroses,2019/07/08,"Suggestions for a small healthy lunch/snack at work Hello guys. I started a new job in a company that has around 100 people in total, even though I don't interact with all of them, during lunch time everyone gathers at the coffee area where you can sit and eat, just like everybody else. At the beginning I used to force myself into doing the same because well, I had to be friendly, I was the ""new"", you know. It was really difficult. Now I have some months in the company and I prefer to stay in my desk during lunch time but I don't know what to eat without having the attention in me so what kind of small/not so elaborated lunch/snack do you suggest so eat while staying at the desk? I've started with carrots but I would like to vary, any suggestions?",2.641542857142856,4.800324506666667,3.928571428571427,85.98,77.26666666666667,7.485714285714287,24.714285714285715,8.418075326091056,1.7078285714285713,596,21,118,12,14,195,93,150,0.013999999999999999,0.9079999999999999,0.078,0.7884,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,1,1,10,6,0,0,10,0,13,5,0,1,2,20,19,9,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,16,5,22,14,4,27,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,1,12,83,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247162188789993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723314707212729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008208815936271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5077091664681777,0.1381630444578924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923926402624913,0.0,0.0,0.15803828708172546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277807562997483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376319522496502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412514996555555,0.0,0.0,0.17222938323464773,0.18178925027370949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160347789315604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201360089675093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31947151677004715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146613664902789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595377598833652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234129348652305,0.3525698207055153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249591945990574,0.0,0.19288176499083015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284481081628994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870646472653404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943112178621846,0.0,0.12040669315220767,0.0,0.0,0.11748909462935375,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,acicuatado,2019/07/08,"I got invited to my first party It's a house party and everyone who's opinion is important to me will be there. I am so nervous and anxious about it, especially because of alcohol, I was never drunk and my record is one beer lol.

I am also older than most people and they think I am a chad or at least someone who does things, but in reality I am still a virgin and very nervous and insecure about everything, I only hide it very good. Please tell me what you would do, I have to go to the party because I don't want to leave my friend alone.",4.314348925410869,4.4288054159292045,6.056156763590393,80.39513274336285,70.06194690265487,9.289001264222504,29.417193426042985,9.23628265651192,2.34019190897598,424,15,89,8,7,147,76,113,0.139,0.657,0.205,0.7994,0,1,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,6,5,0,3,4,1,13,4,0,0,1,14,17,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,0,2,2,0,16,2,11,12,2,7,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,3,4,68,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088774259627167,0.0,0.21406752774965107,0.0,0.16528916332471916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334998014608699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519914601105528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808749856668873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750025037279584,0.18575879605137607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580960535733253,0.0,0.0,0.15968745187028616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174661536164235,0.17336097378908527,0.1653081194040076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384914198992528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885386664934292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941134188252265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400578534294206,0.1571963407738904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329216677858808,0.0,0.0,0.2268825158143749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512696632869335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506214702907132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065534504134334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731502460710288,0.1324380012793749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410802346852251,0.12191056029579192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682597510925338,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Black_Shoshan,2019/07/08,"How do I force myself to make a phone call? I need to go to the dentist. I have an issue with my gums, and I think it's pretty urgent. I know which dentist to call, and I even rehearsed what I need to say in my head... but I just keep procrastinating this past day. 

I hate going to the dentist. I have sensory issues, plus every time I go they tell me I should be taking care of my teeth better (which I know, and I've been getting better at in the last year or two). I know the dentist won't yell at me, he's actually pretty nice... but I dread the phone call, I dread the visit, I dread everything about it.

Does anybody have similar experiences? How can I force myself to just do it?",0.9361638361638356,2.8482869370629373,3.1642007992008025,90.56959790209793,81.72727272727272,5.764035964035964,19.305194805194805,6.868970318607317,0.14835304695304696,524,13,117,6,14,179,81,143,0.11599999999999999,0.746,0.138,0.316,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,6,8,1,3,8,0,10,6,2,3,0,21,25,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,1,2,26,4,15,21,0,13,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,5,78,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.146927810278495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663215510292461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612251003541216,0.0,0.15350905609807894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097100706496376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175873291954332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944546942744874,0.0,0.12685585684577194,0.0,0.1353163540339667,0.14727954612568955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866297532724363,0.0,0.2567053399512577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864983308167135,0.15452111881084998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142973972531377,0.0,0.13382734992616027,0.0,0.0,0.24823653140855576,0.12272897483405858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050199985841428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328117613610285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372946041292645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063534847648305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973377437351115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320466998749355,0.0,0.1315987352813258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647471801935202,0.0,0.0,0.08779452074530132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470782146350205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695766282056856
socialanxiety,Guacomole1,2019/07/08,"How to be happy? Im miserable all the time due to my social anxiety and depression and don't know what to do. Right now im on my uni break and have been doing absolutely nothing for about a month now. Im applying for jobs but Im fucking terrified of working, I've been cancelling interviews and not going to trails because of how depressed and anxious I get the day before it. I feel so drained and depressed doing simple things eg going shopping or doing stuff in general in public, its exhausting. Ive been feelings this way for like 3-4 years now. Even when uni starts is the same thing I stress constantly about assignments, going to lecture and tutorials and have like massive panic attacks of the speeches I have to do. Im getting really sick on this process. 

The only thing that 'kept me going' was getting drunk with my 'friends' but starting to think they really aren't my friends. They constantly ignore me, leave me behind, and I have to constantly have to be the one to initiate anything, I dont blame them due to my depression and anxiety its become really hard to express my self, and ive become really dull and don't blame them for not finding me interesting. I cant really talk to them about this because they view it as a weakness. All of them have girlfriends apart from me. Im a 20 yo male and they tbh arent the nicest people ive met. 

​

 I stay indoors and don't really have any hobbies. I go to gym once a day but that takes a lot of motivation and energy to do just that. I don't have a girlfriend nor have I ever had one, thus the reason me getting drunk going clubs in hoping to find one but absolutely no luck, this cycle goes on for ages, and im constantly digging into my savings to make this happen (going to clubs etc), I don't want to drink anymore, but if I dont drink ill literally have 0 social contact. My family dynamics really isn't the best either with my mum and dad constantly fighting. Also mum and brother having massive fights almost every day  because he's gay and has a BF, he's barely in the house anymore and have grown distant over the past years.. At least once I week my mother has a melt down, starts screaming and someone ends up crying, its exhausting. I don't really know where this is going, all I know is that im fucking miserable. I don't have anyone, I do nothing, I don't have any money and I very sad. Im not sucuidle by any means but I don't feel like living. I don't think I can 'make it', like have a real job, have a family and have a stable income. I don't have any qualities that make me 'useful' for jobs. Heck I cant even look the cashier in the eye how am I supposed get a job if I cant do something like that.   


Ive been to numerous counselling services over the years and nothing at all has helped me.

​

Sorry about the rant but the whole point is writing this how can I be happy? My current situation is poo and has been for ages, Im depressed and anxious and hate it. All I want to be is happy, not rich or good looking or whatever I just wanna not be sad. I know a lot of people here are socially anxious, have similar situations (sort of), Im wondering how do you find happiness to be functional.",4.398837209302325,5.107991302325583,5.846976744186048,79.85930232558141,70.08527131782947,8.976744186046512,29.88372093023256,9.164851162284878,2.498953488372093,2510,96,494,48,43,852,264,645,0.218,0.6970000000000001,0.085,-0.9983,7,0,3,0,3,0,68.0,0,1,8,3,22,42,6,4,29,0,78,13,1,12,6,98,121,49,0,6,20,5,4,5,5,0,5,2,0,2,25,30,4,2,16,8,3,9,26,23,0,3,9,10,63,19,62,106,13,60,0,10,4,3,36,19,3,12,34,333,88,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04609470440033104,0.0,0.0,0.03681201791348704,0.0,0.09975196711031917,0.11186857884091064,0.12521418446274038,0.0,0.07042917510960048,0.15601020722610914,0.09130335520666867,0.032186858166750994,0.0,0.0378806650512747,0.0,0.0,0.05236839271254879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418259815446844,0.10167812924779916,0.03917010136665235,0.0,0.04830806443967033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872284373980702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050564325856145856,0.08906108627323422,0.0,0.19823778549441026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789903795030048,0.09018826901510928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040770959379390716,0.0,0.05133818849442004,0.06080780701282086,0.04163885553864237,0.03878420256817943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679032132394664,0.0,0.06982595001967765,0.032885488100517335,0.0,0.0,0.12621807928262238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112888976586586,0.08511224898129073,0.12024989801679788,0.0,0.2092897593128306,0.03860971369360767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040706215548444516,0.19600897981554127,0.0412359038782097,0.04544737138132187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0308544839199623,0.0,0.0,0.04572046572128242,0.0,0.053115099894944486,0.0,0.0,0.5469506779216556,0.0,0.1827198404166778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119260456563403,0.0,0.0,0.048741564767341684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244529592819326,0.0,0.04064736892651178,0.0,0.07731108583111061,0.0,0.0,0.07827003966217785,0.0,0.0,0.09218076369358726,0.0,0.0,0.05014267529909213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036742546912748635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250771528639688,0.0,0.0,0.09804580561474156,0.09357804418017734,0.03500964247205224,0.0,0.054008992049570465,0.0,0.0,0.04394304406809781,0.06382600896772636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043515407459855764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239484117999328,0.23591578797273025,0.04732887651299551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039311337205782435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480217336955512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348447965938427,0.0,0.1407724147904032,0.03900302289607136,0.035437917551136955,0.0,0.05152939705753492,0.0977457078445656,0.04906431265147998,0.0,0.0,0.05272985018862555,0.0,0.05269597643035152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034610564790845816,0.03699902332347702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174545464357664,0.0589912850601702,0.0,0.0,0.02684180739957286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03975713204554677,0.0,0.037981472761472714,0.05430209263792412,0.036538301315815175,0.03692433868188656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139342495359822,0.0,0.0,0.049920071485870784,0.033512066496951404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186857884091064,0.08892988614491794
socialanxiety,campingismadfun,2019/07/08,After not dealing with my SA for years and years and avoiding all kinds of situations and gatherings I am finally getting help. And I have no idea what to expect. I’ve never gotten any kind of help from a psychologist but my anxiety has gotten to the point where it’s effecting my family life and my children and I had enough of that.,3.1954545454545453,5.385201878787882,4.969696969696969,79.02454545454547,75.66666666666666,8.642424242424243,26.15151515151515,9.2995712137729,2.5043515151515154,268,10,50,7,6,91,49,66,0.073,0.868,0.057999999999999996,0.0129,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,2,15,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,7,2,9,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091912106261352,0.0,0.18102423466527076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439590914219886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24450600585587065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307731802297825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592207976465914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363141112013615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172213406680499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671307944583714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928354460629897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714147444843225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250660013917075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236954591420172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659863430307339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047688604086081
socialanxiety,identihide,2019/07/08,"I could barely put my thoughts to words. And apparently I'm a lot worse at putting words to text. I'm in highschool. And I'm sorry if this doesn't belong here. 

Like speaking, I've gotta be talking to someone for a while before I could sound at least a bit casual/friendly in my tone/syntax. I already suck at texting. I don't use Emojis bc I don't know when or how. I rarely use abbreviations bc the recent ones are just absurd. I can't be sarcastic bc it just seems stupid in text, eVen LIkE tHiS. So, this takes out a pretty large amount of the expression I can have in my conversations. I texted someone I've never talked to before. I was all mechanical and formal and so blunt with everything. I felt bad for the recipient. I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO PRACTICE TEXTING - I DON'T KEEP IN TOUCH WITH A LOT OF PEOPLE. Plus, when new people message me, or just talk to me, my mind goes blank. Plus they see ""typing..."" and ""seen"" -it's narrowing my time windows. This is primarily a vent, but advice would help. I really wanna befriend this person. Thanks.",1.181336032388664,3.728419899521533,2.845478468899522,88.97931082075819,86.84688995215309,5.512035333087965,20.000184026499817,7.010146845296331,0.5342460802355542,825,25,166,12,26,271,129,209,0.059000000000000004,0.8740000000000001,0.067,0.5369,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,0,10,6,2,0,9,0,17,0,0,3,2,36,33,17,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,1,1,7,10,0,1,4,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,4,6,22,3,24,23,7,20,0,0,2,0,10,10,1,6,10,106,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790266878475432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557315048503612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783087593149467,0.0,0.0,0.24016865314798475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540685437548012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253486774992445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458166272819017,0.0,0.09320967141780913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683124700983722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549913658183252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903041515692316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459102208173342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254356119504677,0.0,0.0,0.0775568951161678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378900453849338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399535532413553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249287043719808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884189447954846,0.13629639201125462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562783879726178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567228670284287,0.1232221831241344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357168716199414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837329369672121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904062905712722,0.0,0.13934083237127756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245586800863648,0.1284720602531376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391442235486367,0.0,0.0,0.15797439190918253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610609164245458,0.3402852669264021,0.0,0.12992606765957193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203501001022538,0.16457860731249813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24376798944244346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438152530714774,0.1002489352449912,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pplaredumbaf,2019/07/08,"Went to my first concert At first, I was nervous. Nervous about the amount of people, how I looked and people judging me. But when the performance started, my anxiety settled down. I noticed no one was staring. They were just vibing to the song and I eventually did as well although it was a bit awkward. I didn’t know what to do with my body since I don’t express myself much. I just bobbed my head and sang to myself. Aside from my awkward body movement, the experience was amazing and I’m glad I was able to experience it. Just wished I had gone sooner.",1.6887297106563182,4.297729009174315,3.0524770642201844,88.11177134791815,84.59633027522933,5.188708539167255,25.815808045165845,6.67199483983844,1.1553480592801697,438,19,84,5,13,142,69,109,0.105,0.812,0.083,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,7,7,0,4,5,0,11,3,3,1,0,12,18,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,4,1,3,11,5,18,3,12,7,3,9,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,4,66,21,0,0.20044914088118213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334304412067876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883854596992694,0.4453076149897481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39215544591261403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410038736680849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057186481226372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016160563038607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832679393403205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735318252142166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821267546118626,0.0,0.0,0.13582952552562952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779323907728336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581360072118098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187893362176682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022785062624244,0.1858183618108635,0.0,0.0,0.23050661954660576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Artium99,2019/07/08,"I'm trying to be more agreeable I'm upvoting any post, comment that I think it's funny, wholesome, helpful etc. I rarely upvoted and I need to change. Don't know if this will really change my mind though haha",2.435714285714288,4.620770904761908,3.957380952380952,85.39178571428572,78.04761904761905,7.057142857142857,24.785714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.624171428571429,166,6,32,3,4,55,35,42,0.0,0.7240000000000001,0.276,0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908496973404533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6193967066018436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265017217167968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622901426772896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089172887000866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956013677694495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707579208119124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803805208513099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754779144973932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758702540239974,0.2876325126690609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987629563185137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toeachtheirbone,2019/07/08,"I feel behind I feel like my anxiety is just really getting in the way of my social life these days (which is practically nonexistent at this point). As a 21(F) I want to be able to go out and enjoy things but I just feel tense and awkward on how to go about doing this. I just feel like I'm seeing all my peers do all the typical 20 something year old activities, making memories and doing wild or exciting things. Meanwhile I'm just leading this vanilla life where I just sit at home doing puzzles or reading every night. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy doing these things, but it would be nice to get an invite sometimes to go out for a change in scenery every so often. I have a few acquaintances who I see going out frequently and I just wish I could be doing similar things. Even if I were to reach out to one of them, I just feel really inexperienced to the world of drinking/partying and that I'm just way behind them in a social sense. 

​

Anyway not sure if there was a point to this I'm just venting I guess...",4.378453536754506,5.222583558252428,5.5573092926491015,81.42718446601944,70.2135922330097,8.604160887656034,26.85020804438281,8.841846274778883,1.9186266296809973,807,25,161,14,14,269,114,206,0.043,0.809,0.14800000000000002,0.9669,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,17,9,0,1,9,0,17,2,0,3,3,43,39,14,0,6,16,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,14,9,0,0,5,1,0,5,2,2,0,1,2,7,20,7,27,32,3,27,0,0,2,0,5,14,0,7,7,119,34,2,0.12498643944844025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542275492360215,0.1518722043773823,0.0,0.0,0.09561428407512804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322190803260002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979150166043922,0.0,0.0,0.08060591357409137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255236448051023,0.0,0.21061293171248416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159844960372145,0.1785806746308743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959007679602825,0.0,0.2841306954087039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768665414823586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537158953815464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765632369411598,0.1221241220111868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342941886744186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729130660875295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311522432189904,0.0,0.0846940460447402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363051689324377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502026255400278,0.0,0.16013902714272654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919602038308126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25481587020843594,0.0,0.09622066737236264,0.1236147845094888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177982400264018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321417466267023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372024027367384,0.1984168359885705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437282370968303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878678054803621,0.13665305083689758,0.1518722043773823,0.08048716916341209
socialanxiety,sasshole23,2019/07/08,"My work self is getting better at dealing with SA while my normal self is getting worse 🤷🏼‍♀️ This is my first post so I’m super nervous but here we go. I’m 24 and my SA is getting worse every year. It’s weird because in my work life, I’m getting so much better. I’m an equestrian, so I ride horses and manage for a pretty famous trainer. 

I recently just became a manager, which is not super common in my industry at my age, so I’ve had to step up and do things that a year ago would’ve made me cry or freak out; like telling someone what to do, talking to strangers on the phone or going into places by myself and introducing myself to a ton of new people and I’m actually doing really well and am comfortable doing it. 

As my work life gets better though my social life is getting so much worse. Every time my work self takes a step forward, my social self takes like 5 steps back. I can hold a non work related conversation with a stranger while I’m working but if I met that same person  outside of the work day I’d have a panic attack and not be able to say a word. 

Does anyone have any advice on how to turn my work self into my all the time self? Or has anyone else experienced this?",3.1298444444444438,4.059554580000004,4.930666666666667,84.44977777777778,73.2,7.315555555555558,24.68888888888889,7.594959193182576,1.1487822222222217,935,27,195,11,18,320,141,250,0.113,0.752,0.135,0.792,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,14,11,14,1,2,13,0,17,3,0,2,1,29,36,23,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,7,9,13,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,5,1,1,3,2,21,9,23,32,5,33,0,0,0,0,17,12,0,4,17,117,30,10,0.08130420413227438,0.0,0.0793411749606543,0.0,0.0,0.07944952729856139,0.07207127134829609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055289646849904665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113699579892384,0.08330576521984191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249526965646702,0.0,0.06251791436870523,0.0,0.04956228820069503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572088431678915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930885048799599,0.052434485536328124,0.08382106440475165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114985693551634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791922982490907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700459720602332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915731450064065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548685457110346,0.0,0.09241410572898202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228269148879652,0.07944225461009582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769320038033719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953589003769735,0.0,0.0,0.07852410698951427,0.0,0.0,0.07966085753256827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539296557982647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563660979913107,0.07099169499895541,0.0849455886004904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786695300087362,0.08271560499152883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208555508026575,0.0,0.08027809296834999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646563664377886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.508908100188077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575879446598918,0.0688887883191612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226128614884108,0.06534923953300681,0.07106345803946633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401490051192222,0.0,0.07988096775596783,0.0,0.09481827052123812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843562700597175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310224375729762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735234314935476,0.0,0.2485677900698117,0.05775617388399065,0.0,0.0,0.10471448359628617
socialanxiety,SadThrowaway0000002,2019/07/08,Somebody is sitting in a running car blocking the entrance to my parking garage. I circled around town for 10 minutes but he's still there. I guess I'll take another lap.,2.2486363636363653,5.023149545454551,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,83.84848484848484,4.512121212121213,35.52272727272727,5.985473137389443,2.249854545454545,137,9,24,1,4,43,31,33,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5051661495982059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428867506856278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307116767898699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384733232341776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36222269243344896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,maybeimalive,2019/07/08,"Too anxious to even be a proper nerd I met my boyfriend and most of my current friends in a scifi, fantasy, and gaming club in college. These days one of the main ways we stay connected is through tabletop rpg games, but I can't seem to manage one. I actually really enjoy rpgs, but every time I try to join a game, even with people I know, I freak out at sessions. I get so wrapped up in anxiety and stuck in my head that I either barely participate or have a panic attack. Having a drink or two or taking an ativan have helped me manage in the past, but that's not exactly a great long-term strategy.

​

Has anyone else had similar problems? A lot of nerds, my friends included, have anxiety and depression issues and are understanding. But that doesn't seem to be enough. I would love to have regular, positive social events scheduled to keep me from becoming a total hermit. Some of the problem is lack of experience, but it's hard to gain more experience without playing. It's a lovely catch 22. Thoughts/advice?",5.621318681318684,6.596157081632657,6.5451020408163245,74.99110675039246,67.46938775510203,9.704238618524334,32.423861852433284,9.851270322608157,3.253667660910517,812,34,145,18,13,270,132,196,0.22,0.652,0.128,-0.9517,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,1,4,15,1,1,13,0,15,4,1,0,2,33,26,14,0,4,11,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,1,4,7,0,1,4,8,0,3,3,1,16,7,24,20,9,17,0,1,0,2,11,8,0,8,6,104,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.12967399847749916,0.0,0.0,0.1298510878753782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397796336480626,0.16146659171359212,0.0,0.0,0.20330925770173794,0.15011922438712433,0.0,0.09291442405011563,0.1361536639410967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511728489344477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675810805466555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569811829706478,0.0,0.11445136750383712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017410752243108,0.0,0.0,0.11100614667322216,0.0,0.0,0.1373029822390701,0.0,0.1755350689115472,0.0,0.11195910533411227,0.0,0.0,0.25996885958988186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532913749085888,0.0,0.06942553981772327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650325251958748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190364787759132,0.0,0.13637562070407025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906823362300956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386946424085195,0.0,0.11811193223174747,0.0,0.0,0.07302866066203619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759669218915418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297181629090106,0.23986300566420976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800890295803837,0.0,0.0,0.1559087986722769,0.0,0.0,0.12685123255720046,0.09212388534367523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543009126245294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512783171572003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194218911745005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545681464809453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163489731769727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991098469227386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748476294501261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021838842253646,0.0,0.12980674076952764,0.13833520564300553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547581888671304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809383694980053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439580404516128,0.0,0.16146659171359212,0.0
socialanxiety,seamycree,2019/07/08,"so tense. always everything i do, i always end up imagining people making fun of me for it. as a result, i do nothing. i don’t really feel like a whole person anymore. i’m always afraid everything i do will backfire on me.",1.1773333333333331,3.5164809555555583,4.440000000000005,79.26000000000003,83.8888888888889,7.155555555555559,22.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,1.8264666666666685,173,6,31,4,5,63,32,45,0.064,0.79,0.146,0.5244,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,8,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,5,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6145128724249325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441398125052477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180383044196498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424930886565518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244736611428842,0.1758677297418191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026884840263186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432396753147438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23621190183203586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066700152549108,0.21495083304421206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770624231803526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748460032771624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,arianas_mongeau,2019/07/08,anxiety is annoying as fuck went to a theme park all day yesterday with 2 kids i had never met and a girl i've known all her life's and i'm horrible at carrying conversations and the 2 girls were naturals at it and i felt like i was neglecting the girl i love ?? and i'm still second guessing every single thing i said and did even though i know i shouldn't and nobody cares or is thinking about it but shitjfjdk,5.188488372093018,4.972853895348841,6.211023255813953,81.16769767441862,68.18604651162791,10.600930232558145,29.990697674418605,10.355215969177356,2.760142325581396,329,11,71,8,5,110,62,86,0.147,0.797,0.055,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,4,0,7,3,0,0,3,20,19,11,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,4,3,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,8,2,8,3,6,10,3,7,0,1,0,2,9,2,1,2,5,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344732708983125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844765413506601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994295482571396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428817110072407,0.0,0.235083950894095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26790018338828797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579468241590169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073688056984346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334050790869305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970780378264765,0.1363136672968146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518238372689753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519519774791893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654091679285581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282342618252204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536657131875992,0.17878289924726412,0.2741328960381941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25865165831406234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pixierose7,2019/07/08,How do I get over the fear of texting? I want to text my friend but I’m too scared. I typed my message out but I just couldn’t press the send button. I never text my friends unless they text me first. How do I get over this fear? I feel like my friends secretly hate me and they are going to ignore my texts.,-0.5114552238805956,1.5530213432835822,1.0613246268656729,102.3701958955224,89.29850746268656,3.9470149253731344,15.83768656716418,5.148860815047168,-1.097535820895522,238,5,59,1,8,76,43,67,0.319,0.599,0.081,-0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,4,9,1,3,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,14,11,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,0,2,16,4,7,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,39,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554047341584555,0.124477230979886,0.17587277353279698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940264485123505,0.0,0.0,0.5705997923701768,0.0,0.2572403124029353,0.0,0.13991114534263213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305417727652334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027229764788785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898710627422068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647155418867964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520477256830425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NCC987,2019/07/08,"How do I stop doing this too myself? I somehow have a friend group, however I always get the sneaking suspicion they merely put up with me. We are all connected on Whatsapp, which  timestamps the last time someone was online/sent a message and I know they have several different group chats. So I just can't shake the feeling they all talk and hang out without me, and I know for a fact they have a few times. It seems there is a core group of 4 and 3 or 4 of us who live on the periphery and it gets to me.",2.8510714285714305,4.064366523809524,4.1382738095238105,88.77026785714285,74.23809523809524,7.5357142857142865,26.458333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.4762619047619054,395,14,86,6,8,130,74,105,0.065,0.883,0.052000000000000005,-0.0486,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,4,0,6,2,0,1,9,0,9,0,0,1,3,21,15,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,16,1,10,14,3,11,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,3,4,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127576923674984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671455586214333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928644830883865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975483654870755,0.0,0.2671788735227057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810452081724213,0.20842454222173176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257822755061752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570428529142452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327739968451627,0.0,0.2888611696153859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664849395333693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377143342016425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551695959912594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981941765692599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307568111762806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464796611686697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,likethemountains_,2019/05/18,"Social media anxiety Does anyone have social anxiety even through social media and text? I always take so long to reply to texts and fb messages I feel like it annoys people. I can't talk to anyone (especially when I'm stoned) even on the internet. If someone messages me while I'm super stoned I'll wait until I'm not high anymore to reply... Or if I reply to a comment on Facebook, Instagram, Reddit, etc I won't check the replies because I'm too scared that what people have to say will invalidate what I said (which I know is totally irrational, everyone is going to have their own opinion). I'm debating getting rid of social media altogether but it's a pretty substantial percentage of my total human interaction.",5.352867647058826,6.96979325735294,7.066941176470588,68.61923529411766,68.63235294117646,9.55764705882353,31.982352941176465,9.888512548439397,3.6110523529411775,577,25,90,14,10,200,89,136,0.066,0.851,0.084,0.649,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,2,13,20,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,10,2,13,17,4,8,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,4,5,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346851964302364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454163996600306,0.0,0.15907712021922507,0.22431564292381764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977804540090402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037013960415742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889224693831635,0.2118899311980471,0.0,0.0,0.1532723699436381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110480365560227,0.11459225637858712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380418195965947,0.0,0.09116097685429893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694750511656119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815354093694977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836502313837887,0.0,0.0,0.14195200521232515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240711042195666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631879742305905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152580412502374,0.12755926117174676,0.16059183556544682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6540444667624652,0.13590932223919772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060343157436396,0.12892621673979365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,intergalacticfuckup,2019/05/18,"Hid behind my friend’s house and then awkwardly refused ride home. Wanna die. So this just happened.

I was at a friend’s house shooting a video for a class. Suddenly, my friend says that he and the other people at his house are getting picked up by a few of their mutual friends at 6:15. It’s almost 6:15. I ask him if I can just wait in his house and then leave after they all drive off. He says no. Then I say I’ll just wait on his back porch. As I’m heading outside through the back, he tells the new people to come inside. Meanwhile, I wait on his back porch and play with his cat.

I figure that if the new people are inside now, I can probably walk past their car and start walking home. Bad move. As I walk past their car, I notice that everyone else is hanging around by it. I say hi to all of them and then say I have to go. They offer me a ride. I awkwardly refuse, thank them for the offer, and then start walking home. They know I live like 30 minutes away from my friend’s house. 

I wanna die. I’m super embarrassed. I just skipped prom with all of them out of suicidal thoughts and depression. I’m gonna skip the post-graduation party. They probably won’t wanna see me after graduation anyways given how rudely I act.

Hopefully college is better but man I’m so depressed rn.",1.4888365846762779,3.7045154465648866,2.8768871925360493,91.72009188577893,81.55725190839695,5.866214305908962,21.15408538309302,7.093109894594671,0.5342531523890304,1005,30,213,13,27,326,139,262,0.127,0.805,0.068,-0.9171,0,0,0,1,0,2,34.0,0,0,10,2,13,18,1,3,11,0,9,1,1,2,3,38,30,21,3,6,7,0,0,1,5,2,0,5,5,1,7,13,0,5,3,2,0,14,2,7,0,0,3,6,37,11,34,25,4,43,0,2,1,0,37,11,0,4,19,131,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967656016199659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972308243075593,0.08372198893852223,0.0,0.0841400242090432,0.20658717877058794,0.07477482091198102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792042646103263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714384371382968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426746242149922,0.0,0.18588824182857866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481184774787687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557379665368194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459504863588453,0.0,0.046788876745242285,0.0,0.05089626329226457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791933354403086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190943455292684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694933930172546,0.0889484843916179,0.0,0.5166731746310147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049217175862906935,0.0,0.0,0.09482598754265964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04375212934510419,0.0,0.079078850214712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518296617520032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298587018085054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195914736394847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098107413161934,0.18625882324955345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576909142682908,0.0,0.19311122650653126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560893030106775,0.0,0.0,0.07136387066948371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677521151485646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979588136234142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827516031897687,0.0824503625576942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109679651585643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,maloneySun,2019/05/18,"Should i ask to go to someones party? So i know this girl from high school, we have never talked but i have her snapchat and she posted about a party tonight, is it ok if i ask her if i can come, even though she doesnt really know me??  I want to be more social and go to parties but how do i get invites with no friends. Is thinking of sending her this 


""Hey, so I heard you were having a party tonight and just wanted to ask if I can stop by. Idk what kind of party it is and im not tryna be weird if its something small, so its totally cool if you say no, I just havent partied in a minute and i know we have mutual friends so I thought id ask lol""

Any thoughts? Just wanna meet people ya know..",0.9321406882591106,2.286866677631579,2.710789473684212,96.45283400809721,79.59210526315789,5.466396761133604,21.56072874493927,5.8734145424116955,-0.05491457489878604,533,15,130,3,13,177,89,152,0.075,0.691,0.23399999999999999,0.9811,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,3,0,0,11,6,0,0,3,3,16,0,0,1,2,35,34,18,0,9,11,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,7,9,0,1,7,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,4,3,23,5,13,27,2,12,0,0,0,0,24,3,0,5,4,90,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064376990301948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5852933112900366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482651423290892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337875200461367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418510456697964,0.0,0.08177426548559855,0.0,0.17790572615572695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653700030611033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906644443831334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629895519347685,0.3440730947552825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071643474288354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850996733244536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990110771379614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026952515185976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446950312367926,0.0,0.1584047087164571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595505278309559,0.13261730785828527,0.12049530710115915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085616927157132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580334810509428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029050097766223,0.15377827294378998,0.248515831876832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463690252680595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Super_Caterpillar,2019/05/18,"Does anybody feel they can't learn anything because of their anxiety? Like I've been working for more than 2 years in office and yet haven't learned a single thing about professional behavior! This might look like a very big example but I also struggle to learn smaller bits about things. Like I've been working on a project in my office for 5 months and haven't yet learned a thing. When I hear people sharing their day to day experiences in office while lunch or free time, I always feel how am I so unobservant about my surrounding stuff. Can anyone relate?",7.531918238993711,7.652486783018869,6.8849056603773615,77.16748427672957,63.24528301886792,9.708176100628927,34.647798742138356,9.2995712137729,3.0295270440251585,453,18,82,7,6,140,73,106,0.040999999999999995,0.809,0.15,0.9053,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,2,9,6,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,1,0,12,12,9,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,6,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,9,6,13,9,3,15,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,2,12,52,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882066371793968,0.1652514377580704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192875818844484,0.0,0.0,0.13886601351363814,0.0,0.16343120281152007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106495713632025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168201937272767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25616164928525426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379654355895555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426929423499292,0.0,0.0,0.20083665345238336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238370784225054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291078363157041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677431258057993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068363398932524,0.0,0.0,0.15852094012027246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768450741473154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076202530851858,0.2273499369581437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958238321474489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580548712672972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386612456666969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891669050098745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278921426791441
socialanxiety,penguiv,2019/05/18,"I can't make friends no matter how hard I try, there is always some sort of disconnect between myself and anyone I meet. Why can't I enjoy myself around people? Why can't I ever feel happy around someone? I feel like no one understands me, I feel like I can't relate to anyone",2.366315789473685,4.19482703508772,4.175298245614034,85.4324210526316,76.89473684210526,5.963508771929827,20.171929824561406,6.742157984588678,0.43827298245614,219,5,42,2,5,74,36,57,0.172,0.645,0.183,-0.2649,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,13,10,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,11,5,5,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999282842755512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025073413445463,0.0,0.0,0.3851354608579829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567084523080386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328128678914206,0.30907339643300746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671257507053643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302731562695169,0.19377727993069987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113628322572751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439308119476807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658179852220005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996676734827333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328444328994906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468648441891576,0.0,0.0,0.2251933200965938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903843630833477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trupony,2019/05/18,"Just went alone to a barber! Hi all,

​

I am 24. So all my life my mom has been cutting my hair and i had always wanted a new hairstyle that my mom couldn't replicate(she is not a barber haha). But i just couldn't do it, the thought of explaining how i wanted my hair made my heart freeze and my body lock. But yesterday i got the courage from my only online friend i had. So thankful it (it's their preferred pronoun) had pushed me to do it. I went in and without saying a word sat down when they asked and just handed them a picture of what i wanted without looking at their face. I feel this is a big step for me and encourage everyone to take that little step here. Thanks for listening to my boring story, i hope it wasn't too boring.",3.5025846702317267,4.5153587712418295,4.411016042780751,88.21139037433157,72.39869281045752,6.870825906120023,25.673796791443852,6.980632752743323,1.00138431372549,584,18,122,5,11,189,93,153,0.054000000000000006,0.809,0.13699999999999998,0.9277,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,4,0,10,10,1,0,8,1,13,7,6,2,2,28,31,11,0,7,8,2,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,11,8,25,7,14,18,2,13,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,1,3,88,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713179865201894,0.0,0.0,0.13427368721333455,0.17484552573757192,0.1960835565209683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086020044516069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792469200560758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419700701935748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159407976261678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467491605943555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906321485660052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122553737018194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027791927478285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139811843523653,0.0,0.16173624174386145,0.0,0.0,0.13551108653861044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269324211850788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37799177760125774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585321956951287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272999763785444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283287803112638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213309886959355,0.0,0.0,0.29713766669742164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811063269491674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855425775842968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29918526360910874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311111974941372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960835565209683,0.0
socialanxiety,doesitrllymatter,2019/05/18,"Mic shy This guy wants to talk over vc on discord. I heard his voice already 3 months ago, he knows about my issues and has been patient but wants to hear my voice today or tmmrw. And honestly I wanna go ahead and get it over with bc I do wanna talk with him, plus I think it's ridiculous, it's just my voice. It's just I hate it and have to talk slower so I pronounce words correctly bc If I don't I trip over them. Not like I talk fast either lol.. irl the only ppl I talk to are relatives, so I'm confident then, and over text. I'm very comfortable with him but I'm afraid like it'll seem entirely the opposite if my voice shakes or I stutter. It might seem like text and vc me are different ppl. Text me is the real me tho. How can I overcome this. ??? I wanna talk to him today",-0.5244642857142843,1.6052511964285716,1.7180952380952412,96.99357142857143,90.60714285714286,5.104761904761905,16.92857142857143,6.655083550727371,-0.2218642857142852,603,15,142,8,21,202,92,168,0.132,0.789,0.079,-0.7251,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,2,2,3,1,11,0,0,1,1,34,25,18,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,2,0,6,0,1,9,10,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,6,25,5,19,21,1,15,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,7,10,87,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296573297801525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140984372118533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281842526846634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641874139221946,0.0,0.08312720144018791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482783935757745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440889255724107,0.0,0.0,0.16485412363065302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266528771011842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803848028838461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143767636902569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516672255287706,0.0,0.0,0.11674933770940088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124303880624056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648445796856312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26631291064608953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7053857446248779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372231976400744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772890096529649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120686021049646,0.17254474402024814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lseraphim0,2019/05/18,"Girl I like has SA. How to proceed? I found out the other day that the girl I like has a crush on me. However, she has SA. I want to confess to her that I like her back and start dating her, but I'm concerned that would scare her away. I don't think she knows that I like her because I never told her explicitly. How would you feel if your crush out-of-the-blue confessed to you that they like you? I'd like some advice on how to proceed. I really don't want to mess this up.",0.8780662393162402,2.274773836538465,2.6455128205128244,96.67726495726498,79.86538461538461,5.776068376068378,19.247863247863243,6.42735559955562,-0.2482957264957264,365,8,91,3,9,121,56,104,0.073,0.727,0.2,0.8786,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,1,0,4,8,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,3,2,20,16,6,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,23,6,11,12,1,12,2,0,0,0,18,5,0,2,13,60,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142055596024236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059512464720269,0.16855587802556235,0.0,0.13362593888458174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413697311825004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108371365869044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24034805720954186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204698811544816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6425578546573147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906517560998158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042897236184315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946344003114576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515513026458902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045834932017046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094607204103391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585867484925678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311435296545537,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Meley1,2019/05/18,"Terrified of dating I’m 24. I have very bad social anxiety, prone to bouts of depression too.

I’ve never managed to make friends, ever. And I’ve pretty much given up on making them now.

But dating... I feel like having a girlfriend would make things OK.

But I’m too terrified to even swipe on apps like Tinder and Bumble in case someone matches with me. The fear is crippling.

Anyone relate?",2.5999000000000017,5.189807573333336,3.956916666666668,83.39137500000002,79.93333333333334,5.883333333333333,22.708333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.1430333333333338,308,10,53,4,8,101,57,75,0.225,0.62,0.155,-0.8138,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,3,2,12,11,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,4,10,9,1,9,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,32,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600087505037416,0.0,0.0,0.1700086299412553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030111334264429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209415495851704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059119387211462,0.21993338852062935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27359927402248385,0.12293851976989699,0.17369874213736453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784879586086786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23757113049124698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868920495842012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873533845377668,0.0,0.18752399307818796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473600464079431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784986518463445,0.2060111133486824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153092634355834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200615360277672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271916047464436,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iamfarhansubi,2019/05/18,"I messed up and ironical speech I was supposed to give a speech in front of my entire school based on any topic and I chose anxiety, because, why the hell not. I actually prepared my speech and on the day, I got so bloody anxious that I forgot half the things in my speech and messed up due to anxiety. So much for trying to spread awareness.",4.002205882352944,5.283659514705885,4.637529411764707,86.03688235294119,71.5,7.792941176470588,26.835294117647056,8.238735603445708,1.6089200000000003,269,9,55,4,5,86,45,68,0.27899999999999997,0.721,0.0,-0.9551,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,4,9,0,11,1,1,9,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.298880018555343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827736272638625,0.0,0.4685987586394378,0.34600333989178866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867022718584004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752190483452325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938066907431687,0.0,0.0,0.24495593172742966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225147214231536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099664430508378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034753641507603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207940480916378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763653638485192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,invalid12345,2019/05/18,"Roommate conflict Yesterday after getting out of therapy I was really depressed after letting out some of the past with my parents alcoholism and I just wanted to not being around anyone and just be by myself and cry but I share a room. We’re usually pretty cool she’s nice but when she got home I had just came back and was just really depressed and she kept trying to talk to me and I would respond but I obviously was giving shorter answers and not responding as I usually would. I didn’t mean anything by it, but she left for a meeting that day and to go study at the library and when she came back that night she completely ignored me and was avoiding me while being nice and talking happily with the other roommates. As soon as she gets in the room she kind of throws things around. I feel so uncomfortable I’m scared to even leave the room to get water. I had to take a bunch of Xanax to even be able to fall asleep last night since my heart rate was like 101 even after trying to deep breath and meditate. 

I’m terrified to bring it up and I feel so bad that I upset her but at the same time now I’m kind of pissed at her. It’s bullshit that I can’t be sad and show any other emotion other than happy all the time or else she gets extremely pissed at me?! This is the type of shit I would get growing up I had to suppress my emotions because otherwise my parents would make it about them and spiral and go into a drunk tirade of victimizing and suicide and having this happen again while I’m trying to work through this shit is just making me feel so uncomfortable, confused, mad and scared I can’t stop the anxiety attacks I’m about to have a panic attack I don’t know what to do. 

I’m sorry this is long it’s just really hard and confusing. Should I leave a not and go home for the weekend?! Help me please 

TLDR: I was sad and wasn’t acting happy around roommate now she’s ignoring me and being passive aggressive and I’m really sad, anxious, and mad and don’t know what to do.",3.069548821548821,4.712540417283954,4.3178451178451205,85.9648484848485,74.45679012345678,7.2794612794612785,25.112233445566783,8.00094639256281,1.4133209876543216,1579,52,319,24,33,519,186,405,0.3,0.603,0.09699999999999999,-0.9987,2,2,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,1,1,25,34,10,7,16,1,34,11,7,2,2,79,66,42,1,6,15,2,4,1,0,5,2,0,5,0,19,36,3,7,7,3,0,10,9,25,0,0,15,5,44,9,52,39,4,54,0,5,0,0,23,18,4,4,27,226,63,2,0.08442563414095891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022532742182404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741232629420605,0.0,0.06458537903471105,0.09537693577793616,0.0,0.05903236638512691,0.0,0.06947510336778066,0.22547014097794926,0.0,0.1920926938312256,0.0,0.12983620274201574,0.07049187804660674,0.05146508296192325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931208684233873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851867113188812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273759478147454,0.05444754966246794,0.0,0.1454313499510287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705267840640146,0.1899349500577721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167287005338953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806441198442864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054454649552116,0.08098876121514621,0.14394310041542765,0.0,0.06752289205097937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465730945091148,0.17974531486267714,0.07562878530576597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100044782950616,0.05658872294869526,0.0,0.16937158937766358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583261238239956,0.09279624120558838,0.06881815996416649,0.0,0.17878911291207586,0.09172869852022343,0.08633093092084672,0.0,0.04124610033777129,0.0,0.0,0.07471402949497705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270953272976625,0.0,0.0,0.09196426580225156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845547698397436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905529114535136,0.1874893512266816,0.0,0.08059382074717042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267399374466087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589122148470553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634089229044987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904957589211309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332340043346364,0.06983775699183185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450758539233148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058361047149332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923479409153031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347756997419368,0.13571625347264035,0.0,0.0,0.09654807040715993,0.0,0.05608863991043746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845853240111642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719583912126151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859658168850325,0.0,0.04979642640909268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146286715906778,0.0,0.0,0.2398941928158321,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lithiumok,2019/05/18,"This is going to sound horribly snobby, but how do you get over people judging you for working at a place like Walmart or Target? My former friends are successful now making good money at places like Bank of America and I’m unemployed after long-term mental health issues. I guess I shouldn’t care since they’re not still my friends anyway. I still wouldn’t want them to see me working a close to minimum wage job. I know they’d judge me.",5.014806201550389,6.201334046511634,5.230232558139537,83.09364341085275,69.0,8.058914728682172,27.124031007751928,8.344100000000001,1.7959519379844964,352,11,66,5,6,111,69,86,0.040999999999999995,0.655,0.303,0.9809,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,3,5,7,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,0,12,15,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,12,7,9,12,0,12,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,7,38,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885729794388289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31653179485900884,0.0,0.10702519377474064,0.0,0.116420457599866,0.17181769622242773,0.0,0.0,0.22566436559449696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177450016313472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138092266659014,0.20328111135230312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257970163407964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015783438072984,0.0,0.0,0.18128499687372676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673835708411725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064396999332291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201656488484127,0.0,0.42804739462441743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632382014320031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945328264999387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271854929768311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082529970495072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29826515196937603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LiquoriceSeahorse,2019/05/18,"There is a dead cat in the laundry room Yesterday morning, the man who lives downstairs found a dead cat outside which he bought inside and left in our shared laundry room. I guess he was trying to be considerate maybe but it has been more than a day now and the man has disappeared since then.

I want to do my laundry but it doesn't feel right with this dead cat just sat there. I've been thinking about calling a vet or something but social anxiety etc you know hehgehe",4.306082949308757,5.807721451612906,4.182826420890937,88.73709677419356,71.04301075268819,7.034715821812598,28.3394777265745,7.447530270364453,1.4588445468509987,377,14,76,4,7,115,68,93,0.16,0.7879999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9109,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,15,17,7,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,3,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,5,1,7,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,4,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082416746309995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779592070863517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555442254466225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303588685454947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763872469205402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984667512643301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998725526369997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496007684473624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957594749317379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403684598443363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273473856576677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23246782825375295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251768385633493,0.0,0.0,0.2774861729501949,0.0,0.2095623379032903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442265893995915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848142922756672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055787518868095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,looklights,2019/05/18,"Sudden crippling social anxiety Ok guys I need some help and I'm not really sure where exactly to turn. Growing up I was never a shy kid, always quick to make friends and knew the right things to say. I had little fear when it came to making friends, nervous when talking to someone I liked but nothing that wasnt normal or something I could get past.

Now I'm 24, in a brand new city at least 14 hours from any friends or family and can't seem to make friends. I was in a relationship for 5 years that ended in October. I'm finally in a good enough place financially and am ready to meet new people but am failing miserably.

Last night I went downtown to have some fun and try to meet people but i found myself tongue tied even when talking to guys. I've always been quick witted and out going so this shocked me to my core. I cant understand why all of sudden I'm so anxious to the point it actually stopped me from talking to most people. 

I had one interaction with a group of 3 beautiful girls from my home state who where here on vacation, one girl was very clearly into me while the other two seemed to give us some space. I'll tell you what, I killed that conversation. She was keeping the conversation going while I couldn't think of what to say next. As nervous as I have ever been that has never happened to me. I talked to a few people before that but after that I just couldn't bring myself to talk to anyone else, I mean its one thing to shoot your shot and fail but it's a completely different thing when you cant even get to that stage. Anyone else ever have sudden anxiety like this?

I dont know what's happened to me and I dont know how to fix it. Am I just out of practice? When I was in that long relationship most my time was spent with the same people, rarely having to go outside my already established social circles, did I kill my social skills? Is it something I can get back with time and continuously trying?",4.277313630766319,5.209311148337598,5.1472918442739415,83.95215307378992,70.50895140664963,8.043231978781849,26.75769631524107,8.285830014693849,1.6096029364402755,1533,48,313,22,27,500,204,391,0.125,0.7659999999999999,0.109,-0.8583,1,0,2,1,0,0,27.0,1,3,0,3,21,19,2,4,12,1,30,0,0,4,8,60,62,28,2,5,10,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,5,24,16,0,2,9,0,1,7,11,9,0,4,17,2,39,10,49,42,10,61,0,3,0,0,36,18,0,9,36,210,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.07506397124303275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488442989425941,0.0,0.12800916003121016,0.0,0.0,0.05230903705720032,0.0,0.11768897737979207,0.0868990335358309,0.0,0.1075701487861661,0.15762966878022858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591476358734803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654542548103154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797733269952122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806503889907584,0.0,0.0,0.061415299477549264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036625652559051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030208953708526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851554358639564,0.0,0.06812933004946499,0.07948013658393177,0.0,0.10161142187041064,0.1391592140609841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725144384211771,0.08655770776035084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426338784697032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434009859076208,0.2377164374189473,0.0,0.12056441813153172,0.07378980064159786,0.13114823000159076,0.0645178324814405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232811448502487,0.13604228285913267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155864248687778,0.0,0.07715821076289693,0.0,0.07575186324434491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837107506977456,0.17020376766833292,0.0,0.08454773274849668,0.06270102453830043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751596017892491,0.07709522573600851,0.0,0.06807281972024748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540364457812275,0.0,0.0,0.0837897102990873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570360769442573,0.11865270512071578,0.14858190118482004,0.08180654276108207,0.07218531239264157,0.07536642004590151,0.07380794243635792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637133769673867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342996579587381,0.2666372889486397,0.0,0.08036625652559051,0.0,0.0727153739376581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049277674683559085,0.0,0.0,0.16516911101094645,0.0,0.06569026355883087,0.0,0.12234161224287288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005229837606928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352343544303149,0.06517506235471363,0.1184353578065456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430954699281961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249729755312166,0.0,0.0,0.3091316355909956,0.06723249779638725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330903307391988,0.049287983298450286,0.0,0.0,0.08970671199726866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444885780732872,0.08366815043674128,0.07514081134751438,0.08007765643231403,0.09252670303251677,0.0,0.0,0.06346802559763089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130670029837913,0.0694093965356677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049534715041078016
socialanxiety,buddycool,2019/05/18,"I think this sub is just getting filled with memes Whenever I open this sub, I see only memes and jokes. This sub is supposed to have more posts about discussions, questions, stories, advice, etc.

I hope mods will consider this and should put a ban on such posts.

Sorry for being harsh.",3.8652830188679235,6.369574773584912,3.460981132075472,89.12883018867926,74.84905660377359,6.504150943396226,23.807547169811322,7.554174236665415,1.1143011320754717,225,7,42,3,5,67,41,53,0.14,0.772,0.08800000000000001,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,10,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,7,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789724207596436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183909917058067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915401343485954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835508000799961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171240379304382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468310036433519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28699105308300343,0.3198082873624846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22749440604346435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31957683572987866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829271182245648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ancientnucleus,2019/05/18,"Social anxiety and loneliness at the same time this weekend ! Another weekend where I actually want to be outside because I am feeling extremely lonely and depressed at home, but at the same time my social anxiety is telling me to stay at home and not go anywhere. 

This weird conflict in my mind is killing me ! 

I don't want to feel lonely and I want to be in places where there are people. But I don't want to talk to or approached by people. 

I think I am going to go to my local mall and sit in a coffee/book shop reading a book or something all day.",4.821249999999999,5.1344136250000005,5.926785714285713,81.06821428571429,69.0,8.542857142857143,32.964285714285715,8.418075326091056,2.5261821428571425,434,19,86,6,7,145,63,112,0.21100000000000002,0.731,0.057,-0.9643,0,4,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,22,19,9,1,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,1,3,6,1,4,3,5,0,0,0,2,12,0,16,17,3,22,0,3,0,0,4,11,0,2,5,59,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.1655023243530662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783736767046976,0.2594826650461675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338483015331347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937611192200034,0.0,0.14607375086501098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150679929911253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891578548352974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402394787464293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876340852761167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124474440438672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351545773528253,0.0,0.17719289339856967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964301529881418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457658117577383,0.0,0.13056414867198826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076796420875527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631574075858274,0.1482353580966086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867098640648812,0.0,0.0,0.19778688896635055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001311017300755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bitrex21,2019/05/18,"social anxiety and driving hi , i have social anxiety and i can't imagine myself driving a car , is anyone here has the same problem   
?",1.4770000000000003,4.1606054000000015,4.311500000000001,75.28325000000002,95.0,5.7,30.25,7.1686216300943375,2.8688,105,6,15,2,4,37,20,25,0.253,0.747,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.544282834187825,0.0,0.0,0.24874285918212785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403967508033604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7252677012365045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imjustarandom-guy,2019/05/18,"Torturing my senses due to social anxiety Hi,

​

Currently whenever someone looks at me I'm so anxious that I just look away. I developed that whilst I'm doing this, I always rub my eye, ear, etc. I don't want to look like I'm afraid so that's why I'm doing that, so I got a ""valid reason"" to do so... what could I do to overcome this? And especially my social anxiety? I'm also not able to hold an ordinary conversation. My brain just blocks after saying 2-3 general things about the subject. Then there's an awkward silence.

​

I heard that martial arts could increase your self-confidence. Is this true? Does someone have some other tips and tricks to get rid of my social anxiety? So I can look at people in a normal way, hold a normal conversation, etc. Thank you in advance!

​

Please don't mind my English.",2.2588888888888903,4.866668962962965,3.944691358024688,82.81111111111113,81.5925925925926,6.809876543209876,25.66666666666667,7.984000788550335,1.9220222222222216,660,27,120,13,18,220,99,162,0.121,0.797,0.081,-0.5172,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,0,1,10,7,2,2,6,0,11,3,3,1,1,18,25,9,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,11,2,0,3,1,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,9,17,3,14,21,4,13,0,0,5,0,10,5,0,1,6,75,28,0,0.1034178117540797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270318669591126,0.08605190400756216,0.33615946748412,0.3769918827743656,0.0,0.0,0.23734302877461705,0.11683269057233188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716443844914499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544848024138644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651414150034022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050162398633024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306763947394654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054031538228736416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271267145663531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505247189875957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34737966172788365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442250876743772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265499567694376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169688915340366,0.0,0.0,0.11352170151996968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633073469541886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224199479386712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788733224617453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162643061134529,0.1752511525914955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952132264419498,0.0,0.0,0.06870619880823439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099850483566576,0.08208824526748358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331848949643684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769918827743656,0.0
socialanxiety,ralph6969,2019/05/18,"Anyone can give me some advice? I’m always thinking people judging me. like when i’m talking about my experience, turning my phone on, even when i’m making this post on this sub, bcuz i think my friend will judge me so i create this post with my second account.  

Also, I don’t usually talk because idk what to respond, and then people tell me i’m like dead inside :( i mean why should i talk for no reason. Sometimes i just make a fake smile and let things happen",2.766693548387096,4.604439795698927,3.9157930107526897,87.69368951612906,75.7741935483871,5.5102150537634405,22.377688172043012,5.985473137389443,0.3830010752688167,363,10,71,2,8,118,66,93,0.14,0.725,0.135,-0.1176,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,12,17,7,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,14,3,6,14,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,6,43,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746435735938985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292269426029228,0.14870974696791053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496550718238485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894633890435773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804318403241007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482291217105894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807899079279115,0.0,0.0,0.17144495877559332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804192024997285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827537879418155,0.0,0.17462758698772918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385946013069448,0.0,0.0,0.1946789841297891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478045400006958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423296122540165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837544076895519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767591134282446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309462288227345,0.1562095670791635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873393805442825,0.22903371987079976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439654908582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683534685033136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126742482331605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Stoofles24,2019/05/18,"(sorry if bad language isn’t allowed, but) Fuck A Bitch Named Coinstar Machines Yesterday my dad called saying he wanted to go to the store. I don’t see him often anymore since my parents divorced so I was like, “yeah, I’d love to!” 

We get there and he hands me this *bucket full of change*. A whole ass bucket dude.

Immediately my social anxiety kicks in bc I know what this means. He wants me to turn all that change into cash with the Coinstar machine the store has. The way it works is there’s a little metal slide thing where you put the change into and the screen above it adds it all up and tells you how much cash you’ll be getting.

The thing that triggers me so much about these machines is the *very* loud noise of change clanking about as they slide down. I can’t help but feel like I’m annoying the people around me with that awful noise and yesterday had to be my worst experience yet bc that was the most change my dad had ever given me. I’m not sure how much it was but they added up to $163 so it was quite a lot. Probably would’ve been over 200 but at around 100 I started tearing up a bit so I just kept going until I couldn’t anymore. 

The reason I got teary-eyed is bc I had taken a break and when I went back, a nice couple had just finished using the machine. I explained to them my dilemma and why I had a bucket with me. They told me it was okay and to go ahead and put all the change in there.

*Idk where this stems from but my tears tend to well up even more when people I don’t know that well are nice to me and/or offer me kind gestures.*

I pulled it together and just did whatever I could until I couldn’t anymore.

My dad came back for me as soon as I was done (he had other errands to do while I was at the store) and I explained to him my situation. He said it was okay and he made up for it by giving me 20 bucks and letting me get some food on the way home.

I really wanna explain to him next time how this made me feel but with him everything either is or isn’t so he he’d probably dismiss it like nothing. He doesn’t have the patience to try and understand *why* it is or isn’t.

Man I hope I never have to do that again. I’m pretty sure when my dad said it was fine though, he meant “it’s fine for now” meaning he’ll probably ask me to do it again some other time. ;n;",0.6914723926380404,2.6852684723926394,2.3407644171779154,95.69971104294477,83.08997955010226,5.138993865030675,18.77795501022495,6.2581,-0.2342829775051128,1789,44,412,15,50,585,224,489,0.067,0.825,0.10800000000000001,0.9655,2,0,0,0,1,0,44.0,1,3,4,3,36,21,3,0,24,4,45,5,2,9,7,79,89,40,0,8,14,5,3,3,0,2,0,4,1,1,30,24,1,1,12,0,6,10,11,5,2,0,30,9,59,16,52,50,16,56,0,0,2,3,46,20,3,9,26,280,89,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023006693076895,0.0,0.23424414043797914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017704816950652,0.07360416154553122,0.0,0.0,0.12108070430283695,0.06573826144986904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595538419354626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039457844593341,0.09004888571310743,0.0,0.0,0.4997306083243217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286141116119784,0.08711589792341456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057057573088677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052002004575462335,0.07121795909465893,0.0,0.0,0.07075960023239586,0.0770153901992256,0.0,0.0,0.07961892944971563,0.05624643895836767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952035249578434,0.0,0.0,0.07278683080973107,0.12340328100732108,0.07552728777834823,0.13423630397189618,0.0,0.06296948889010677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277266498497843,0.0,0.0789750119675289,0.07819903346059193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198767407335428,0.08653853089152769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050920851240384,0.0,0.11539401430045153,0.07891054386746403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693546701620108,0.07105906070723543,0.14899699227016489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715253194235099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736321089088815,0.0,0.06072327698009715,0.0,0.08373279563767913,0.0,0.0,0.07554585674779582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742300766803884,0.0,0.0,0.10916625918357503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009915086213222,0.2546605155751801,0.0,0.0,0.15829560668914905,0.0,0.08374159380023047,0.0,0.0,0.05043798850941576,0.08095001526568323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978507500025112,0.0626111608568676,0.0,0.0,0.06273952556392519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512825101873504,0.0884985111139103,0.0,0.08025776203907467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813447066070862,0.055727194651099085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484087016860815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881558379305773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461261004741768,0.0,0.07735417866983706,0.0,0.0918189857372733,0.0,0.0,0.07523217774469204,0.0,0.0534541283018912,0.08563823754736538,0.0,0.08196320019015725,0.0,0.06799951072413701,0.0,0.06496247167435143,0.09287681330849933,0.12498822145018505,0.0,0.0,0.14157975757236665,0.07298571926109881,0.14208748149715406,0.08790190769491837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731812150174175,0.0,0.0,0.0559292347027758,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aestheticen,2019/05/18,"How do you start going to the gym when you have social anxiety? i'm a dude who hardly exercises and have been living a sedentary lifestyle for 16 years now. i tried to work out, but i was too scared to actually do it that i only did it at midnight when everyone started sleeping.

i don't know why i'm scared. it's not even about people judging at the gym - i just don't know how to bring myself there when i constantly have family members at home, and i'm just some kid. can i get some help? it's been holding me back for so fucking long :/",3.2220575221238934,4.0629029203539835,4.85149336283186,85.43794800884956,72.89380530973452,7.7738938053097355,26.514380530973447,8.07648339933343,1.4876734513274337,422,14,91,6,8,143,73,113,0.121,0.846,0.032,-0.8681,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,14,3,1,2,4,0,12,3,1,2,0,14,23,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,3,0,1,2,3,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,1,11,0,11,19,2,16,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,2,10,63,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.2019622297887334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583231469077435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913877496654452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223649266188048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366945352951638,0.0,0.0,0.19775829143529536,0.0,0.0,0.19510262290816446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913303553270848,0.1081275891119132,0.0,0.1176196273007844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539470489108276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872032386637764,0.0,0.2075968541782965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22747862052466625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827486791361876,0.18315229305142453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740172335298974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347938306258576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144043317338796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710856584583048,0.21096874198072413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929734358636463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051164541612512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867483995384132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066869145981696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332748765616925
socialanxiety,fliphat,2019/05/18,"Ordered a drink I don't want So I was a somewhat regular (weekly) in this chain coffee shop ( not the type of ""mama little coffee shop"" ) , this lady will sometime made my usual order while I am queing and it always ready on the countertop before I paid (I am happy someone remember me), but I was having a mild cold today intending to get a hot drink instead of cold one as I always did. At the end I ordered a cold one but it is so worth it ..?",3.699377289377289,4.152446648351649,5.885439560439561,79.88039377289377,71.52747252747254,7.8249084249084255,26.155677655677657,7.793537801064563,1.5650424908424905,339,10,66,4,6,120,62,91,0.013000000000000001,0.899,0.08800000000000001,0.7372,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,8,0,9,2,0,2,0,9,13,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,1,4,4,0,2,0,0,2,5,4,10,1,7,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783994743105185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934850256463785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454948783524749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013926399451404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187975205066108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420519807412213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278961355831387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21515400279658856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081593638416288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25757906933096736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926597231570456,0.0,0.22488625313603025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155312048482638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250428748930513,0.0,0.1341155807634142,0.0,0.18239183376029566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shalin_316,2019/05/18,I can freely talk with anybody when I don't look at their face or make eye contact But if I do make eye contact or look at their face I stutter a lot & can't speak properly. Anybody else feels the same or is it just me?,3.3658503401360558,3.147203816326531,4.265714285714289,93.57095238095242,72.06122448979592,7.34965986394558,28.578231292517003,6.42735559955562,0.9694027210884348,173,6,43,1,3,56,34,49,0.045,0.8909999999999999,0.065,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,4,2,0,12,10,6,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,10,2,3,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,5,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807201982510269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935329906107161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766833948018046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901415837157502,0.0,0.0,0.29873080081061826,0.0,0.0,0.4690978987851704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824260193130836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,montero19,2019/05/18,"I honestly feel that SAD is one of the most misjudged disorders in common society. Parents will dismiss it off as just shyness or people around you just feel like you don’t like them. Many with SAD are made to feel like they are over reacting and that they just “ Need to stop being anti-social” even this anti-social is a completely different thing all together. It feels like we often are considered people wanting attention or to not deal with things in life, because every other aspect of society praises being the most social you can. Sometimes it feels like telling someone about what i go through on a daily basis is summed up to be solved by “Just be normal, get out of your head.” Like trust me, I’d never choose to feel this way. Ever. It’s hell.",6.195,6.8493701666666675,6.383333333333336,77.795,66.08333333333334,9.177777777777775,30.583333333333336,9.150863307647796,2.628325,600,21,106,10,9,192,98,144,0.10300000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.7926,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,4,3,1,9,12,1,0,4,0,13,2,1,2,3,33,24,4,0,3,7,1,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,6,11,9,22,18,3,14,2,2,0,0,13,8,1,5,10,78,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540676622809846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587482493143253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770257714804386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452337955458529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718221887225755,0.16145257179452036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304523552674078,0.12742762191177354,0.11869151149990385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273774888207693,0.4025585708202664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360028675712951,0.0,0.08006132725889699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445762584900886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099502710006765,0.4129403597655888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329736374331114,0.0,0.14282303072371053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044554857143499,0.10864988099390828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802555214553547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954591368949336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564227072655385,0.0,0.0,0.19532709133489515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360220212161748,0.11936116857016953,0.0,0.1393269206963556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777606958784945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231291419284349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871794178011748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309049852801391,0.1118183673672113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,macn206,2019/05/18,"I’m afraid to hang out with my friends... I have friends that I have been friends with for years and I hang out with them fine. However, I have a group of people trying to be my friend. We talk online and it’s fine. When I’m home from college in the summer, they tend to invite me places every weekend and I always come up with an excuse as to why I can’t go. I haven’t always been like this.

I think it’s because I have been away at college for awhile and nobody has tried to be my friend so I’ve been pretty isolated and rejected, and now I am terrified of trying to make new friends, even though I desperately want them. 

I like these people yet I am terrified to hang out with them. I keep convincing myself it will be awkward, I will say something wrong and they will hate me and never invite me again. I don’t want to think like this anymore. What do I do :/",1.7790000000000001,3.5206592888888903,3.0886111111111134,92.95625000000004,78.33333333333333,6.055555555555558,21.25,6.9077264865688965,0.33050000000000024,672,18,150,7,16,218,94,180,0.138,0.6579999999999999,0.204,0.7943,1,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,5,0,7,17,1,2,3,0,22,0,0,1,1,25,34,12,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,1,0,8,18,0,1,2,1,0,5,4,5,0,0,4,1,30,12,26,24,0,22,0,1,0,0,16,8,0,0,12,105,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305744160169821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740736090545333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017511879261148,0.0,0.0,0.08446063214498338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193511543877963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151295990346653,0.0,0.11673689116140608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6422742957083803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874287156977647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679241792291447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897997130230832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123152286155326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030700141271117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248521361720942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106860626948001,0.13381536558801735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211043076196868,0.0,0.1447584115179029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409582273027761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018291890439257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666488029195924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113636654304894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755835540088113,0.13612763409352566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822052076588953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344431645761953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250225457959473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148597185094326,0.0,0.08922359923601951
socialanxiety,_abuoy_,2019/05/18,Do you guys feel unloved? I am socially awkward and people around me keep urging me to talk but i never know what to say.. Anyway I feel like I am unloved because of it..  Do you guys experience similar stuff?,1.2802439024390253,3.82357312195122,3.1494634146341483,87.08760975609756,86.07317073170731,6.206829268292682,25.27317073170732,7.554174236665415,1.5740887804878052,162,7,32,3,5,54,30,41,0.171,0.755,0.07400000000000001,-0.4956,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,8,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,8,1,4,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24130506721282835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652385355689544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26515330649527913,0.0,0.0,0.2741169310263228,0.19364868800659574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367933731850341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409347751665337,0.0,0.0,0.14897007952420366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242852873249875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906182038227636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187922144556872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556154272231645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763163430260193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103042493325052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787155179868067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tay0310,2019/05/18,"I’m finally pursuing my dream, but i feel lonely all the time. Hi, i’m a 22yo male. I’m going to release a rap song, talking about money, drugs and girls. But inside I’m totally awkward all the fucking time. I can’t keep a conversation, I can’t start a conversation. I feel like i’m boring asf. That nobody will ever truly like me.
I actually do some rapper shit, but i always feel like it’s fake. I fuck some girls cuz I literally don’t know how to say anything else them “yo, let’s get high and fuck”. I know it sounds fun. But it happens so sadly. I don’t know if i’m a good looking guy (i don’t think so). I’m a fat black dude. I don’t even have a big black d. I feel like every girl just expects that and them, boom, normal size dick. FUUUCK.
And that after a long ass boring smoking session with no talking at all. They just go home and never talk to me again. I don’t have real friends, they just want the money i made growing weed cuz i’m to shy to go out and buy it...
Some people see my life as good, i see it as a real nightmare. I cry almost every day cuz i feel lonely. My life wasn’t easy, i’ve been abused sexually (from my 6yo to my 8yo) and psychologically.
I feel like I’m a good and strong person for going through all that shit and still think I’ll find happines. But it’s a constant fight...
I decided to post here because these days i almost lost the battle. I tryed to suicide with some meds, but my mom called an ambulance in time to save me.
Now I feel like I can’t even kill my self correctly...but i don’t feel like trying it again.
I just want to make a friend, idk...
I’m all that...but i also love animes, games, hqs. Probably because that’s all i could ever do alone and without exposing myself.
Well, i guess i’ll just be negative about everything ever 🤦🏾‍♂️
(Srry if I couldn’t post it like that, i’m new to reddit)",0.06404510218463955,2.0707499898989923,2.662233967582808,92.37846723044399,85.71717171717171,5.400892647404276,18.55273666901574,6.7210904114959815,0.023608480150340668,1420,37,325,17,43,492,192,396,0.21,0.608,0.18100000000000002,-0.9579,0,5,1,0,2,1,66.0,0,0,4,2,22,34,8,1,17,0,20,12,5,6,11,76,65,27,2,8,14,1,8,8,2,1,4,4,1,7,15,13,1,1,15,4,3,5,15,16,1,0,4,17,45,18,25,56,11,31,0,4,5,6,25,5,7,9,27,177,60,1,0.0,0.09204201384903693,0.07580769996909295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557721774837374,0.08045647617632569,0.0,0.06212331113942968,0.06463873304493127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392674117130309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471004369580413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932334017090109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394805547169272,0.0,0.06202379809126046,0.0,0.08533146308629798,0.10019861060900342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008797126882047,0.0,0.06489443342945063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261818093323943,0.21080699114588267,0.13090307024733525,0.0,0.06981674570712579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314232106038351,0.33298181273979466,0.0,0.08509826376759064,0.0710011336435754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003585786336785,0.21545089178488647,0.04058632073111796,0.0,0.17659685033625647,0.19547121234395948,0.0,0.0,0.08557691882230567,0.0769186855458985,0.0686950902764343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207667710235711,0.07792268907180469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904849103536978,0.08594506751604744,0.0,0.12807813890861774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943644281951517,0.10974003172776464,0.3036171120650503,0.0,0.0,0.06874728059210768,0.06523441136669664,0.0,0.08480050428878347,0.0,0.07011221594370913,0.0735058217279902,0.05185420947279725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628863968129864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098174822118213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991415402996916,0.07502702028239491,0.0,0.0,0.07611314541414743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053855822617610204,0.06783006575648759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879826555442305,0.0,0.08375574197312417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684121682083576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177688231158996,0.0,0.0,0.12380707318006764,0.0,0.08104062947145757,0.0,0.15948159299290146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054984643287258286,0.0,0.062037987917479887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497292742903845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873166944975268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995526505751556,0.0,0.0,0.13589328000549886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548372999260093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916392522788584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984662080652171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488393412242426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway18273737,2019/05/18,"How do I stop being so creepy at school? I’m in high school and I have a crush on a cute girl. I wish I could get to know her, but I’m too scared to even talk to her or approach her because I have social anxiety and selective mutism. So I try to get her attention by staring at her all the time like a stalker. It’s creeping her out and I don’t know what to do.",0.3951916376306599,1.6075815853658568,2.649303135888502,96.9328048780488,80.70731707317074,6.149128919860628,21.470383275261323,6.868970318607317,0.1857017421602785,278,8,72,3,7,95,52,82,0.114,0.7929999999999999,0.092,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,14,14,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,13,2,11,12,1,9,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,1,3,48,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562429398431808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588389616572038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041707705787911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889995228690713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672051900606823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701811067080738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810728905142041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493136029822405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560192757750142,0.5176024516727964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606732623043915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379248944144214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553720257268449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911177402356696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361637870375052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940641681276998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Make-Contact,2019/05/18,"I confronted the lady who tried to cut the line I’m still shaking a bit from this. I’ve never thought I’d be brave enough to do this, but this afternoon after already queuing for an hour, this lady just slowly pushes in in front of me. She prenteded to chit chat with the couple in front of me and we all gave her the benefit of doubt thinking maybe she just wants to ask a couple of questions. Nope, the whole time she’s moving forward with us and slowly pushing in. We were all exchanging looks thinking “she can’t be serious right?”. 

Finally I’m fed up with this and called her out. Other people also sided with me and confirmed that she did in fact pushed in. The lady just kept insisting she was here the whole time and wouldn’t leave. In the end, even though I couldn’t get her to go back to the back of the line, at least I secured my own place, and she just muttered a few words and took her place behind me. Note that at this point there was still an hour long of queue behind us but I just couldn’t argue with her anymore. If the people behind me care enough they’ll have to fend for themselves. I’m just glad that for once I stood up for myself (literally lol). 

I guess I just want some internet hugs to calm me down. This is totally out of character for me. I’ve hated confrontations my whole life and honestly never thought I would/ could do this.",3.805436363636364,4.9681220800000006,4.361590909090912,88.28238636363638,71.83636363636361,7.536363636363636,24.29545454545455,7.908726449838941,1.1013818181818191,1072,29,225,14,20,340,145,275,0.078,0.815,0.107,0.9062,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,4,0,1,0,19,16,5,2,16,1,17,3,0,0,6,50,38,13,0,8,10,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,17,1,2,5,1,1,10,7,8,0,0,11,1,35,8,44,19,13,44,0,0,1,1,24,20,0,5,16,166,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674282466143336,0.09184767299841788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139030293366242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737178257022016,0.0,0.0,0.1766292935462784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538941587779726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727746115797386,0.0,0.11709999531758228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170054558779406,0.25416468454589075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172541352420897,0.2373471089497249,0.0,0.07585913365833502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258155330084766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060005802111127673,0.0,0.06527344351394443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652321185138046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133932759426363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621357374762044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161243952187185,0.0,0.0,0.08112386770841608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016410366984884,0.09644735242789948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538498734610672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207025750495296,0.0,0.0,0.1771629852430293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223143908347104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592488196175202,0.0,0.23999327962047234,0.0,0.1085729373531957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866132370855016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808358925861507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344304974136968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718596173392234,0.11284220726973247,0.18236044971519447,0.13394308100775068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760558999379742,0.07797745291835034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27630734431648385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548621158066268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846868569253893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158807194767717,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tieutieu2,2019/05/18,"Anxious in busy places Lately i been kinda retrieving myself a bit from the partying scene and very busy places , cause i get overstimulated an panicky to fast. Although i have a concert next week and i dont wanna make an excuse to not go . Long story short does anyone have tips to not freak out in a bisy concert or avoid overstimulation",4.987499999999997,6.877056500000003,5.627000000000002,77.51800000000003,69.9375,7.620000000000001,26.8625,8.238735603445708,1.84594125,272,9,48,4,5,88,49,64,0.106,0.794,0.1,-0.1012,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,8,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,5,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818085132000172,0.0,0.17442186903974438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723357751733609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562547883270911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829616328132886,0.0,0.2923545965465296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303277993475914,0.0,0.1417686948548286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28139148009280984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075619640563504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651041251731966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652938617093878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212461943800442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058231168018016,0.0,0.0,0.20009446503244374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kraokm,2019/05/18,"Is it rational to be scared about an ungraded presentation? I have 10 days until an important but ungraded presentation with 20 people present at college. Actually, it's two presentations, the first one is in 10 days and is ungraded while the second one is in two months, graded but there are only two people present.

I should be more anxious about the second presentation since it is graded but the fact that around 20 people are present during the first one is killing me. I already postponed the first one (I should have presented yesterday) and can't do it a second time.

I am already finished with college, these two presentations are the only thing left for me to get my degree but I keep postponing them because I am scared.

When I think about it rationally, I shouldnt even be afraid of the first one since it is ungraded and only has a duration of 10 minutes while the second is graded and goes on for 30 mins but I am still scared shitless.",8.538522656734948,7.709146229050282,8.383426443202982,70.38185599006829,61.56983240223464,11.754438237119805,37.20732464307883,10.980518767755715,4.049863563004346,761,31,136,17,9,246,87,179,0.125,0.867,0.008,-0.9692,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,4,8,5,1,4,13,0,25,0,0,0,1,18,28,13,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,17,0,0,14,0,17,22,1,31,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,25,111,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.1120036406036868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533136742244484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966284570053738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217389861692078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996564794861987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804049161516672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580766769956508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905095180295533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059965091705030525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201710878057893,0.12698130213225822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470314741743126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161214401993008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888718475294027,0.2618742039727571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387111679949929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447287684782861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988578811101464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165929721279238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625127189232317,0.07354305235952377,0.0,0.0,0.06692610425413044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484731777160051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anonuser89908,2019/05/18,"Great day Had a dinner for school today and I was really nervous about it since I usually never talk to anyone. I get there and I was seated at a table with one other person since I was pretty early. He's on his phone so I am thinking ""great another social event where I don't say a word"". About 10 mins later, this girl seated next to me and we just hit it off. She initiated the convo first, which was a life saver since I would have never done so. Spent the whole night nerding out about random things. I have never done that before in my life and I feel on top of the world right now. This is giving the motivation I need to go and talk to people I have never met before. Thanks for reading and I hope you all have beautiful lives.",1.8670955534531688,3.807226158940399,3.5422563859981078,88.87690397350995,78.80132450331126,5.903689687795647,16.745979186376537,6.868970318607317,-0.10672790917691576,574,9,119,6,14,191,101,151,0.032,0.8029999999999999,0.165,0.9651,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,3,9,6,0,1,8,0,15,3,0,1,5,23,26,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,8,9,1,0,3,1,1,1,5,2,0,2,9,2,19,4,17,15,2,26,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,2,15,87,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247586653864971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950063470259671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23123774456039914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762756966573677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780928075423063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870203986793749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155744608212386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098862201233767,0.1303428411290652,0.07722039612892352,0.0,0.0,0.2996034037040667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495366369719386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194382470770074,0.0,0.0,0.11997934119316694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074894160344873,0.419178004510418,0.0,0.14450367278014786,0.1275086614035644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920718231577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419800972581846,0.1186400445351892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382328321657131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359108938888182,0.0,0.08704444335994098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603575985199605,0.0,0.1080525573276652,0.0,0.1375118678874272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371894394167207,0.0,0.0,0.13850655881532056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842094877860724,0.0,0.12509463850259064,0.0,0.0,0.0902687307634021,0.08706265257234351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287927826068196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496461518981073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169860757140868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096521079569654,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ConnorS101,2019/05/18,"Won over SA I'm so happy to tell you guys that I finally cured my SA by becoming a Benzodiazepine addict.
Thanks doc.
See you guys again when i've become a full blown spit bubble blowing retard.",2.1642307692307696,4.533241769230774,3.945833333333337,84.13875,80.02564102564101,6.976923076923077,20.006410256410245,8.07648339933343,1.0585333333333329,155,4,30,3,4,52,33,39,0.076,0.6709999999999999,0.253,0.8377,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,3,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856095348227904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.578698316459425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28699901125638505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5188257837810569,0.0,0.2788949488678716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087733992215641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289922217096568,0.2412066819909885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,902030Joe,2019/05/18,"My life is going in a downward spiral Hi guys. I suffer from mild social anxiety. It’s not so bad that I can’t function like a normal person, but it does make it hard for me to relate to people and to even have small talk. That means, it’s hard for me to get jobs, it’s hard for me to get promoted, it’s hard for me to advance in life. Doesn’t matter how dedicated I am or how willing I am to learn, I feel like my social anxiety is choking me. 

A few years ago, I had a great job as a manager and made pretty decent money. I even surprised myself that I could get into this position. I landed it based on pure talent and dedication, because I was no social butterfly. This job allowed me to buy a home, and I even married a Filipina and brought her here. I found she accepted me more than women here in America. Well, I was layed off about a year and a half ago, and I’ve been sinking. I took up a job at Walmart, but saw myself going nowhere. I quit that recently. And now, I work at a restaurant, but they are cutting my hours even though I have full availability and I’m very dedicated. The new hire now has more hours. My filipina wife actually makes more money than me now, and while I don’t mind and am happy for her, I’m depressed because I can’t land a decent career I can grow with. I really want to get into a trade, but I’m turned down every interview, mostly because of my anxiety that defeats me. At this point, I don’t care if I work in a sewer shoveling shit, as long as I can live decently and am able to afford the basics.

Just a few weeks ago, my car was repossessed, I have a leaky sink I can’t fix and can’t afford to fix, so I keep a bucket there and empty it daily. I have no health insurance. I’m trying to save up for bankruptcy and to see if I can keep my home. We aren’t living paycheck to paycheck, but we are one unfortunate event from collapse. I don’t eat out. I don’t buy anything. I don’t live in luxury. I have a small, modest home. 

Life is so hard. I feel so much weight on me. I wonder what the purpose of my life is... is it to be stressed out and die early? I feel like I won’t be alive for too long.",2.5131042291042287,3.3370737076923085,4.699360639360642,85.92821511821512,74.56043956043956,7.8008658008658,24.557109557109555,8.199878495009871,1.2952564102564104,1647,49,367,26,33,575,209,455,0.126,0.735,0.138,0.8842,9,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,2,0,1,6,21,18,2,1,21,0,41,8,1,6,1,57,69,35,1,5,10,1,9,3,0,2,5,0,3,3,18,23,2,2,8,0,5,7,15,7,1,2,10,11,63,11,51,54,8,50,0,3,2,0,16,25,1,5,21,252,81,13,0.07928263925462986,0.0,0.0773684192543127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083782817552774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819530060709961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524285678789588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619769213956189,0.14498988304430924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808339346310146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633007361577507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828602101602338,0.0,0.08228286243184446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938077188800433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112593289007466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946174198121587,0.0,0.06679904300421792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026305375172665,0.11327906664985588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692932174602745,0.0,0.0,0.16568762696113276,0.0,0.0901163019150895,0.0,0.0,0.08740938967053348,0.0,0.07850227766087073,0.0,0.08439784374123997,0.3551083603738029,0.0,0.0,0.08427373810431889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858085445101665,0.0,0.15615485878860486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147031437931775,0.14094010517348926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239986910869698,0.116200478457051,0.0,0.21002406896137146,0.14032528172237332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501915023675079,0.1058435546844974,0.0,0.0,0.08636203665042427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005286470727897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058281862229543936,0.0,0.0,0.07657166703351713,0.0,0.0,0.07768015317134133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372396820976842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496459944390815,0.06922654252318852,0.0,0.0,0.07494772050932537,0.0,0.0,0.08065894674527198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432684594026402,0.0,0.0,0.05079048885451953,0.0,0.07828204153508006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317799872803248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138248987273748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24245599926571226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908179953981018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372438225987273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789479052772759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808592939851229,0.05382770780477167,0.08623674492606248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541648053475094,0.04676295477473303,0.0,0.06359575095498549,0.0965448957447679,0.07128461415211343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597864030068274,0.11543741125809352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021108405930961
socialanxiety,ls9l,2019/05/18,Hey Anybody trying to just text?,1.9800000000000004,4.747337000000002,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,95.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,0.10986666666666656,26,1,4,0,1,8,6,6,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BeautifulOutside,2019/05/18,"Thank You! Oh my God. The past few months have been terrible because of anxiety and I somehow forgot or didnt really think about this subreddit. Tonight a friend I love very much texted me and I just froze, had to turn my notifications off, etc, and started browsing reddit to try and calm down a little, all the while thinking about how hopeless and dumb this situation is and putting myself down. By a stroke of luck I thought to look this sub up again and just reading all your stories makes me feel like I'm not a monster for feeling like this. I'm definitely gonna contribute more here from now on. You guys were the relief I was looking for. Thank you!",4.214765624999998,5.912393445312502,4.52075,85.44925000000002,71.578125,7.620000000000001,29.20625,8.238735603445708,1.9455506250000003,523,21,104,8,10,164,93,128,0.087,0.6940000000000001,0.21899999999999997,0.9566,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,4,0,0,9,12,1,0,7,0,7,2,0,2,2,23,24,10,0,0,4,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,6,14,9,16,16,6,14,0,1,2,1,7,6,1,3,9,71,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683041751211465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700232671133715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140592343789584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409708885774435,0.2742380520785305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828917938116834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004669040917208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875403450086333,0.1923701681335631,0.0,0.0,0.3223555861113449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322961908136258,0.0,0.12811868565029758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532013826730718,0.0,0.14109495109756667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832245087985571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929485654334181,0.0,0.0,0.19198781359754524,0.0,0.1229590350583761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574396307731405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585319881522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35341752896621337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459695148063789,0.0,0.15237564373634674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031185878200094,0.20877111407720592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836719639591088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ents_fan98,2019/10/14,"Anyone with SA studied abroad? Studying abroad has always been a bit of a dream of mine and I'm eager to see the world and gain happy memories. But, since I've struggled to find friends at the uni in my own country due to my SA, I'm wondering if it's even doable for me. I'd be going somewhere else English-speaking, so the culture shock should be adaptable, but I'm wondering if anyone with SA has ever taken the plunge and studied abroad? Is it worth pursuing, or is it just out of my league?",5.173795379537958,5.145910950495053,5.812623762376242,83.3709488448845,68.20792079207921,8.317491749174918,31.684818481848183,7.793537801064563,2.0743848184818483,390,15,79,4,6,127,68,101,0.036000000000000004,0.8370000000000001,0.127,0.7969,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,0,1,17,16,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,3,12,11,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,5,2,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093519877179928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518502029388124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746828660011997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018015035729096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617992914128554,0.22758729192377825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995853659726015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438612312885584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299051010534655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678336876211849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049323093768964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081267487233789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630277428359236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5457005835122999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Scar20Grotto,2019/10/14,"Anybody else feel like alcohol is their only hope at socializing When people talk to me, my mind is completely blank. I dont talk unless I have something to say, and even then, i hardly do. I wish I had people I could really call friends but when people talk to me, I just wish they wouldnt.

When i have alcohol, I feel like I can speak. I think less about what people think. I dont know if people will remember what I say. If I say something weird, I can blame it on being drunk. I feel like alcohol is the only thing that can make me talk to people",1.9118421052631585,3.627472991228072,3.6577543859649104,89.14294736842106,77.85964912280701,7.016140350877192,20.171929824561406,7.908726449838941,0.6893256140350879,427,10,93,7,10,143,61,114,0.075,0.769,0.156,0.7895,0,0,5,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,1,0,20,26,9,0,7,5,0,4,3,1,2,3,4,0,0,5,1,4,0,7,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,22,5,8,21,1,6,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,3,7,63,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35622449411449203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345448952838964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649544440451184,0.0,0.0,0.08871132173575902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604373309357713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928171305205988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338630287774703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853981646764787,0.238128409023362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584236965847394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953164503386612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035609109949493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106248105671661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284641626541985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416597502020658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218819666202373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900647152455012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621730388595454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117913110301287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586459108697476,0.0,0.0,0.2650744900132674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326141138929965,0.0,0.17107393793800424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572201222418729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381573795516691,0.14238804276103542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25553923272937445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,arcoirisqueen,2019/10/14,"I HATE being called quiet!! Disclaimer: This is basically me ranting but if it relates to any of you...I guess it'll help to stop feeling so alone in this.

So I started to write down every time someone told me I was shy or quiet or asked me why I don't speak much. This month six people have already done it and I can't stand it. It just makes me so angry when I feel like I'm improving and then someone comes and throws all my hope away. 

""WhY ArE U So sHy???"" I hate ittt! Can people just stop labelling?? It's so annoying. 

But the thing that literally makes me insane is when I finally get enough courage to speak and they just ignore you. Literally ignore you. Like they hear you, look at you in the face and then say something totally unrelated to what you said. 

So that's it, I just wanted to put it out there because it's something that frustrates me a lot. I wish I could just be normal :)",0.41022808267997135,2.779027442622952,2.214682822523166,93.35585174625805,88.78142076502729,4.931242575433594,19.978379662627702,6.498293943080001,0.18013917795200785,694,22,150,8,23,228,107,183,0.20800000000000002,0.649,0.14300000000000002,-0.9465,0,1,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,2,0,14,10,4,0,3,0,13,1,1,2,2,35,32,20,0,6,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,17,7,0,4,2,0,0,3,2,6,0,1,4,10,25,4,13,24,5,20,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,6,12,102,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125521599039496,0.16116071001131127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931340250088093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652932827101727,0.0,0.1372110377645618,0.0,0.0,0.08902569933757452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912496197738834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580204192506145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660245915168145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494514216583038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090017403213654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304647869907966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768620044265918,0.10433226012461724,0.0,0.15998160593518485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630079019353149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608814598329264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28837199912879297,0.0,0.0,0.16459967372560824,0.0,0.09788871104813204,0.0,0.0,0.1450524166790896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269725088112975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263829402187207,0.0,0.0,0.1241594789932582,0.0,0.0,0.19496801318094514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165691368309518,0.0,0.1073574949107796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308991390692755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024939313651915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468123024277206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891915379103875,0.1161382665675612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474814129564526,0.22486015843333612,0.0,0.0,0.1033691070230623,0.0,0.0,0.24419489573716285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702365381620846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515812273387105,0.0,0.0,0.1395491569521478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613921187810855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635599400521237,0.0,0.16794081275630518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,claireylouise,2019/10/14,"Dating with anxiety So I’m posting on here because I suffer from depression/anxiety and I’ve been using some OLD apps. The pattern that seems to be emerging is that after 1 date (2 this time) - I get the ‘not feeling a connection’ message. This is the 4th time it’s happened and I’m thinking it’s because of my anxiety? 

In life with new people, yes I get nervous but I can sort of cope with that and overcome it. On dates though I get REALLY nervous like literally shaking. Then I panic and my mind goes blank. The person I’m on a date with assumes disinterest/lack of things in common (2 people have told me this so far) and says they don’t want to continue to date. Then that makes me nervous for the next time I have a date and so the cycle continues!

I think its the weight of pressure and expectation - I liken it to being in an exam, having the paper put in front of you and your mind going blank. 

I need some advice/tips to help me be less of a nervous wreck please! I’ve got a first date planned for Saturday and have pre-warned him I get nervous and he seemed understanding (he works in mental health so that’s probably why). I didn’t pre-warn my other potential dates - should I be?

Any advice would be greatly appreciated!",4.293329364134319,5.2061272064777375,5.507239819004525,81.45687782805429,70.4574898785425,8.40285782329126,28.699452250535842,8.671277953709913,2.0905119790426294,968,35,193,16,17,323,137,247,0.127,0.789,0.084,-0.8146,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,3,6,11,0,8,14,1,17,3,0,2,0,35,38,18,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,15,14,1,0,7,0,0,4,3,9,0,1,4,3,23,2,27,27,3,36,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,6,23,120,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338561039704532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931516771574862,0.0,0.3143699323088967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670045128770936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926163497483813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651584338982852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862673675853927,0.0,0.07784937535442744,0.0,0.10955610139955928,0.15102187376429282,0.0,0.0,0.12113171571867976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456042409815152,0.0,0.0,0.09181537817956813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675362731684636,0.06692192549349975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914357828980173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804448135218308,0.0,0.2766232248929261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156956665119234,0.0,0.13229696118740453,0.1456806909352475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373836232292664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071751655260413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993055162633435,0.11960639704134456,0.0,0.15036384176386786,0.0,0.0,0.13118979194903355,0.0,0.14768852745763045,0.0,0.0,0.13770359139969002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775344187993754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893267213189653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494044474423324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910039919017676,0.17554359882175766,0.1345829923571724,0.0,0.23962391046383025,0.0,0.0,0.1308910750076309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260189862325587,0.0,0.118307475943074,0.0,0.0,0.08079485601551809,0.0,0.0,0.16680577581779338,0.0,0.0,0.1236039136166142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997236922509572,0.0,0.0,0.09730726763544903,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Roughdragon123,2019/10/14,"I find it hard to smile. I don’t know why, but if I ever make eye contact with someone, especially someone I find attractive, I recognize that it’s polite to smile, but it’s just not something that happens instinctively with me. And more often than not, I end up thinking in slow motion and smiling after they break eye contact, or not smiling at all, or looking away. Is there anything I can do to solve this?",5.586624999999998,6.0898894125000025,6.285,78.50000000000001,67.375,8.4,34.75,8.238735603445708,2.747075,323,15,60,4,5,106,55,80,0.013999999999999999,0.753,0.23199999999999998,0.9598,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,1,2,21,9,7,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,11,9,2,10,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,4,4,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218145614325874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24905978960273434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23479012230734725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397881269774012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845729856620349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344172781992395,0.0,0.2374676255450812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568595125194786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226079490684718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694892893904934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492180049485857,0.2040784205915705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985829184763146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23920154051208897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fargo1411,2019/10/14,"I’m a social mess I can’t even have a regular conversation online without worrying that iv’e screwed up and made an ass of myself and when i’m in school i’m probably viewed as an extrovert since I act like a loudmouthed idiot mainly because I wan’t to be accepted and not saw as the quiet weirdo, even though most people in my school most likely think i’m a weirdo already and it’s just frustrating to feel like no matter who i’m talking to wether it be someone iv’e known for years or a complete stranger i’m always anxious about messing up and saying something stupid, which basically ruined my credibility in school to begin with, (sorry if this made no sense i just needed somewhere to vent)",11.747333333333335,7.668081659259265,10.935555555555556,64.75000000000001,58.33333333333333,13.466666666666667,43.2962962962963,10.793553405168565,4.620807407407408,564,22,100,9,5,183,91,135,0.23399999999999999,0.696,0.071,-0.9740000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,4,0,8,0,4,2,1,2,0,22,17,11,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,5,7,4,17,12,3,9,0,1,2,2,5,5,2,4,6,61,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030365272155592,0.0,0.14349280996587668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482022227682988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051243554886445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081129410275565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278041422232355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719626327916187,0.12319882555131872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527521261922086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32635407322319737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278700203667614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955561250021587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593103856392712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713973056463602,0.0,0.5235879921194571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426530138496165,0.0,0.0,0.1757917871371347,0.14611693154925662,0.13276098590781915,0.0,0.19304445716151647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386093527353334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049945518463644,0.16943195231727726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662363357440351,0.0,0.0,0.17513207246308168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110526067098679
socialanxiety,520woaini520,2019/10/14,"What should I do when this happens? My parents and I went out to this fast food restaurant and not long after we sat down to eat, this mom brought 3 of her kids and sat down at the table next to us. Two of the kids were girls and one of them was a boy. The two girls looked around the same age, one looked maybe a few years older, the boy looked the youngest. The oldest one looked around 10 or so. As we started eating, I saw the younger girl staring at me every few seconds. I got kinda uncomfortable and awkward and I tried my best to avoid eye contact with her. How do you deal with situations like these? I always feel like I'm getting judged when someone I don't know (especially if it's a kid or a really old person) keeps looking at me.",4.074901960784317,4.5550180915032685,4.567849673202616,89.56432352941178,70.69934640522877,7.165751633986927,26.41111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.8730946405228766,580,17,129,4,10,184,99,153,0.04,0.8959999999999999,0.065,0.6924,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,1,1,1,6,5,0,2,12,0,6,4,1,1,0,25,24,14,0,2,4,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,13,3,2,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,6,8,9,18,3,19,15,4,22,0,0,8,0,20,8,0,4,14,85,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125155667765976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380479262787064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031298656082106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378418601130057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273622972892178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265049338744025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760422371398749,0.0955174069467524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161674125590324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985426768833798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069344549971824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823306815208337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884131622116773,0.0,0.0,0.07347963910976134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064100563253944,0.0,0.0,0.11832289438457043,0.5613839776571025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343225739798207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659126721783928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421945933614276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029874412135232,0.0,0.2718017169128945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846129203162375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674424991764305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565352692986382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028770632938893,0.0,0.0,0.11328606705578873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463562899386067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077551966934036,0.0,0.26121668888055144,0.0,0.16082817423548906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394396475702002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610030964285079
socialanxiety,sta3535,2019/10/14,"Why do some people have a negative, neutral look out in public? It's kind of hard to explain, but the best way I can describe it is when you someone looks slightly annoyed by something. Their eyebrows are clenched, which makes them look stressed out.",6.714927536231888,7.834160347826085,5.268260869565221,84.60210144927538,65.08695652173913,7.0028985507246375,39.2463768115942,6.42735559955562,2.7228637681159427,200,11,35,1,3,58,43,46,0.182,0.71,0.10800000000000001,-0.2399,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,1,1,4,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,10,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,2,6,10,2,5,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,1,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772453903198914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23665746906885995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751075589667843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6655454658321796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763452410872366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831523056664506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238427151222613,0.2033821764036743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026225137898458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096974020265282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383854685244943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,C00chiieGang,2019/10/14,"I feel comfortable when other people are awkward I don’t know why but when I talk to really confident and outgoing people I feel threatened by their strong personalities and fearlessness. When I talk to people who are awkward and somewhat introverted like me I feel comfortable because I know that they’re just as much in their head as I am and that they’re probably scared too, I also feel connection to them as well as empathy because I understand the struggle and I know that they do too.I don’t know if I’m crazy lmao but if you guys have anything to share go ahead.",4.340450450450452,6.2731207027027045,5.272252252252251,79.23018018018018,71.70270270270271,9.257657657657658,29.45045045045045,9.725611199111238,2.9656018018018013,462,19,86,12,9,151,62,111,0.131,0.598,0.271,0.9646,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,4,2,7,11,0,4,1,0,7,1,1,0,0,20,18,17,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,4,17,7,11,18,2,6,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,3,5,59,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873494452322886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305269676184005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675373924084316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37616551662977377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057015565332163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415786630870049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908778692955375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088576850528026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086459150966784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136722955212296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38682304479738217,0.16239799331775867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052707119739746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914900223189785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620694480846345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194435573442549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29898103898372924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362059850121605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722600711795185,0.0,0.16782570191978155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yikesjake,2019/10/14,"Struggling with relationship Hello, my name is Jake, Im 16, and this is my first post here. I’ve always been a shy and timid kid thorought school and making friends was always hard for me (esp. in middle school). And now technically i would be a junior in highschool, but i dropped out from the pressure of turning in late assignments, always having negative thoughts and anxiety, and overall was taxing on my health. It’s been close to a year since i dropped out, and i dont have any friends or romantic relationships (social anxiety and extreme self doubt preventing me from having a girlfriend or boyfriend) but i really want to make some new friends and have no clue how. Is there any way i can make a small group of friends without putting myself out there too much? (I am willing to push myself) Also I do have a friend, but i haven’t seen her in two years cause of, again social anxiety and extreme self doubt. Any help?",4.9820716783216765,6.5354232386363655,4.9093181818181835,83.97868881118885,69.45454545454545,7.915384615384617,30.58391608391609,8.384062270229773,2.2262444055944046,734,30,139,11,13,227,109,176,0.159,0.6990000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.5573,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,9,10,0,5,7,0,20,1,0,5,0,34,27,17,0,2,6,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,0,3,2,15,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,5,0,2,6,2,17,5,19,18,2,24,0,0,1,0,18,11,0,5,7,94,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369412447486324,0.29246362059887043,0.0,0.0,0.2390218069403679,0.0,0.26888501120295305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035728217329075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731257433634966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965763463794512,0.0,0.0,0.4525939780823725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495382024094256,0.0,0.0,0.12453734897599245,0.0,0.0,0.07853098039337486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126554680690611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216343777139788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23461892167912385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612728922107056,0.0,0.0,0.11315544597324458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220846859892486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777981260564932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505674931977882,0.0,0.0,0.2515755185310207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371476776258212,0.0,0.0,0.24445029364832804,0.0,0.0,0.0969173227325724,0.0,0.0,0.2388630833368285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224827889563133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301325835006068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743822499147334,0.11444990205426313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910497325656216,0.09299745967823694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129396440103899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322827045233297,0.0,0.0,0.15089651503808918
socialanxiety,duckfacereddit,2019/10/14,No hiding spots in range I keep trying to hide from people but theres no proper hiding spots. Does any of you know how to effectively hide in plain sight?,2.4247311827957034,4.665642225806452,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,78.35483870967741,5.423655913978496,13.559139784946234,6.42735559955562,-0.7417827956989242,123,1,25,1,3,39,25,31,0.321,0.578,0.10099999999999999,-0.6542,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37652542448327897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48453429549471005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921415019526043,0.0,0.0,0.3042913113408628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838561137903336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759164069460218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MaFuckinTHROWAWAY,2019/10/14,"Sick and tired of anxiety, becoming suicidal and it’s getting worse. Not sure if I can get Xanax due to lack of self control but I’m desperate I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired. I literally wake up to anxiety, I can’t work because Of anxiety, I can’t make new friends or pick up girls anymore because of anxiety. I drown it away with alcohol and cocaine but I get aggressive as fuck on either one so it’s kinda going downhill in social settings with those too cuz I end up fighting or getting myself in trouble. I know if I get a Xanax prescription I won’t have self control over those meds but I don’t care anymore. My anxiety is so bad it’s all I can think about and now when I wake up all I can do is fantasize about dying. I don’t care how bad the benzo addiction is gonna be I just wanna escape the anxiety. Why did god just choose to curse with my paranoia and severe anxiety that’s so bad it leads to clinical depression which morphed into substance abuse which is only gonna get worse. I know I’m not helping myself this way but it’s the only thing that takes the anxiety away. I feel so broken and not ok. I only feel pleasure when high or drunk I literally can’t feel happiness sober. My life really sucks man, the upbringing didn’t help either. Guess some people are just cursed for some reason. I wonder what I did for karma to do this to me 💔",1.5204732208363936,3.7376623581560295,3.684683296649549,85.96500000000002,81.44680851063829,7.152066519931522,24.263145023233065,8.216663640201805,1.6753084861824408,1083,41,219,23,29,370,143,282,0.354,0.557,0.08800000000000001,-0.9981,0,0,2,0,3,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,14,16,4,0,6,1,22,16,2,8,3,54,48,26,3,4,17,0,3,0,1,3,12,0,0,4,16,12,2,2,9,1,0,2,10,9,0,1,3,3,28,7,31,40,7,22,1,1,0,1,9,12,2,10,6,144,44,2,0.0,0.10396251274292427,0.0,0.0956541146072498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377185045536046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369924988916831,0.0,0.1740373105084849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487710280220874,0.0,0.2197881914775416,0.10697608312609704,0.09690656006981332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892209157491934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682513197461315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557393909678625,0.0,0.09106461237028723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771530521719082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330982910498452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779094068495764,0.08111808635347102,0.27505629503833884,0.0,0.049867043146067186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966601135885212,0.0,0.0,0.0934053179244971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762615703229552,0.09270655032761396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644382017554418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197631369528112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856992570731715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974640104805842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474388190772658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594577314816748,0.20020022278177704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060830770764611575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621117256907923,0.0902156373012272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830726452365464,0.09912595514168032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944414805805229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959778983664363,0.0,0.08269785718825802,0.0,0.06597270820709683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829333851388064,0.056222931633083735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025471034195081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696472509379223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917548041047856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095154827137806,0.06387881266257057,0.0,0.17883764409277564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justsomeone1234567,2019/10/14,"Mushroom microdosis since im a weird nerd, i happen to be a mushroom grower, I’ve grown magic mushrooms multiple times but i never ate them, i gave them to friends (when i had friends) so they could trip, but i never did it for fear of getting a panic attack. But now in decided to do microdosing of mushrooms, since the effect is barely noticeable but i read it will help you a lot with anxiety, social anxiety and depression. 

I really need help, but i don’t want to take antidepressants, i refuse. I believe mushrooms would have much better therapeutic effect and with no secondary effects. 

So once i grow them and prepare the micro doses i will start a journal and report what i experienced. I want to be emotionally invencible and defeat depression and social anxiety. I believe mushroom microdosis are the key.",6.6618120805369125,7.982215483221477,7.564624161073826,67.36653355704699,65.30872483221475,10.523758389261744,35.70536912751678,10.577609850970193,4.283931006711408,653,31,102,17,10,219,89,149,0.25,0.642,0.10800000000000001,-0.9741,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,4,5,4,11,1,2,8,0,13,2,0,3,2,26,22,14,0,5,5,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,3,8,1,1,4,1,0,3,4,8,0,0,4,1,20,3,11,12,2,10,0,3,0,0,13,1,0,1,6,75,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437633707424457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040603955406292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33752068487824466,0.0,0.13247575319996932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959392648657804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25802522602894823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168491898190989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855370285253202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23145244249541896,0.0,0.07825830741187616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245747324955165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008001443216108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179728063979396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734482369720607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101117802107504,0.1110662725930016,0.23105224617243456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053519667304304,0.0,0.15951986078133015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574452754340106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982903193592734,0.0,0.09595834675835796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478131852484356,0.0,0.0,0.3053810188468404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602106916302598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262230836662768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734287719199188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766982728822444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064054506562382,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tonsilbleep,2019/10/14,"Completely ignoring any person I feel any sort of attraction to I’m 27 years old and all my life I have suffered from this affliction.

If I even find someone vaguely attractive - I don’t even need to KNOW them, I just have to think they LOOK nice - I will IMMEDIATELY actively and aggressively block them from my life.

Straight up ‘you literally don’t exist to me.’ The more I’m attracted to them? The more I will try and jump out of a window and risk death to avoid them.

I basically make people I have a crush on think I hate them. 

I honestly have never spoken to anyone who does this. My friends think I’m nuts. Which I am. But the sheer cringe and social anxiety I feel around a crush isn’t the ‘nervous butterfly’ feeling people talk about but more of a ‘life ending excruciating dread.’

I spot them and I get the feeling I experience at the beginning of a panic attack. And as jokey as this post is, it’s also really distressing.

Because I’m 27 and I’ve never had a serious relationship because I can’t even MAKE EYE CONTACT with anyone I fancy. I’m a grown ass woman who can’t deal with feeling A Single Emotion without having a mental breakdown.

Anyway, please make me feel less alone. Who else does this? Has anyone overcame these feelings? How do I be around someone attractive without being a total dick to them?",3.8955845840281635,5.758538287937743,5.298810450250142,78.87014267185477,72.73540856031128,8.319362608856773,27.802297572725585,8.976282227363876,2.3779021308134145,1048,40,194,22,21,351,141,257,0.18,0.691,0.129,-0.9483,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,8,0,10,18,3,5,16,0,19,6,3,4,4,44,43,15,1,2,6,0,7,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,10,13,0,3,12,0,0,2,9,11,0,0,1,9,32,7,27,38,7,16,0,1,2,2,20,7,2,2,6,131,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749130650566265,0.0,0.09071922282841784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542883838675979,0.0,0.0867825290833707,0.0,0.0,0.2379630558453867,0.0,0.0,0.20197418630754868,0.0,0.1290562201404129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830591770687967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894138064585524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695332940160813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854705291919492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476591731237692,0.1276065540970074,0.10047560439527548,0.0,0.0,0.2247813610925048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096767246687353,0.0,0.0,0.4015164426057531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368358585435378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764471449748233,0.0,0.05926856451563129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200011422893087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062344547803329965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403815140140673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526239011268443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22716948746644036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432247158395582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411552409437924,0.17498634217425327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903789764883098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309929914730684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572922718716367,0.09905284726401856,0.0,0.12452483329231155,0.0,0.0,0.10864571415886798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267360685081689,0.0,0.0,0.12179384594128645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563944593201406,0.1922374336232312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118007736507676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180664292929558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701941373097322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870734773533299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730526841917645
socialanxiety,EqualArm1,2019/10/14,"Best day in years This probably wont be that motivating for people here as I was just extremely lucky today but I have to share this anywise.

So during lunch at my school a group of friends, with one person I sit next to, went to the same table as me. I had no idea how I should start a conversation or enter one of their's so I just awkwardly say there. Then one of the guys pointed at his friend, looked at me and said ""You wan't to kill him?"". I replied ""Yeah"" and then the conversation turned into an ironic circlejerk about how they were badasses and loved killing people. I was able to occasionally enter the conversation and I didn't feel that anxious because they all acted retarded. After lunch they asked if I wanted to play basketball and I said yes. Later one of the guys even asked if I knew all of their names and about my interests. After the break ended it was obvious they wanted me to be their friend and I was able to concentrate much better at schoolwork.

I can't believe this actually happened. It was like they knew exactly what I wanted and the best way to help me get it. Not only did they approach me, but they even had the conversation at lunch be dumb so it made me less anxious. I still felt anxious throughout it but much less than I usually do and I was actually socialising this time, not just asking a question.",3.634201943095072,5.5708045992366415,4.637751561415687,83.02360860513535,73.61832061068702,7.81707147814018,25.64954892435809,8.575989854853784,1.7794061068702294,1063,36,208,20,22,346,141,262,0.084,0.7070000000000001,0.209,0.9893,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,10,4,15,16,3,1,12,2,19,4,0,4,4,43,39,24,2,6,11,0,2,1,3,2,0,3,0,3,12,11,3,0,7,1,0,5,6,4,0,4,18,6,39,12,30,16,9,30,0,0,1,1,35,8,1,5,15,158,51,2,0.21077968003396655,0.0,0.2056905623787681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35718156358165365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295575821499706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424466828122374,0.0,0.0,0.11873825989429213,0.22120027012280075,0.0932087490805157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796772812702351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334411689325496,0.0,0.0,0.13921799075192778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328826972296749,0.0,0.1011907737502201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24427178689895904,0.0,0.055061841603638584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870502196771484,0.0931958874717267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064058824090043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897230128375792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331964863498616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148815238585526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850092250480054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951184453094001,0.09972241484379572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549473174457876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208329047972887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856595324240218,0.08015372238099011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612809049877265,0.09202234322719877,0.0,0.0,0.0996274638227828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136280725831724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806074041698238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049974377335214,0.08381023081994682,0.0,0.1066601445922144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459547120255043,0.0,0.08416446237516907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614536632365458,0.0,0.09989724542555647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146338824840822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607201941426,0.0,0.18648497459585034,0.08365354951221637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976974375513688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786760162930403
socialanxiety,Mr_mittens4277,2019/10/14,"Help So i'm 15 and in about a month there will be this party that a lot of people will go to and also my friends. It's gonna be me and my friends' first party. I'm pretty introverted and usually i'm not really excited for that kind of stuff, but I really do want to experience it. So i will go with 5 people and it's pretty complicated. So we're in a group of 6 and we all have our person we hang out the most. The friends I hang out the most may not go and I feel super anxious. I'm really not looking forward on thirdwheeling all evening at my first party. I'm for some really very anxious about it. I also really don't want to miss it. Does anybody have any advice?",2.1169090909090897,3.122107324137932,4.7688401253918515,84.35062695924766,75.75862068965517,8.307210031347962,23.52664576802508,8.841846274778883,1.5001034482758624,522,15,117,11,11,187,76,145,0.044000000000000004,0.721,0.235,0.9797,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,0,2,26,24,13,0,2,4,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,0,2,0,2,12,6,17,17,6,16,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,5,5,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411217392734081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309790023256676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982078986820144,0.0,0.0,0.3262981680094655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637950030919864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538547051700216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412666548371869,0.0,0.0,0.07302111822055282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24568051787477946,0.0,0.0,0.33472655655409184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24622498919713626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679906613452964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038714241742265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127314995303153,0.0,0.0,0.12277740190477755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152715513824274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002398769396619,0.12609856613207693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938461797913833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625832508937467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653218806296419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905392867529927,0.1191584050882782,0.17036071224322055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jim_Cringe,2019/10/14,My only friends have told me they don't like me and that there only friends with me because they felt sorry for me Time worrying if they are my friends paid off then,5.494411764705879,5.459361382352946,4.92235294117647,90.05058823529413,67.52941176470588,7.976470588235292,31.70588235294117,7.1686216300943375,1.6547529411764703,133,5,29,1,2,40,25,34,0.138,0.6409999999999999,0.221,0.6694,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,9,4,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068225013431113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688389467732273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6489699355242605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679133132117838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258973719886625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134312897437305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632672375907555,0.0,0.0,0.26754705989583605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843483421110051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Isko_,2019/10/14,Do You guys have any tips for blushing? I am a very shy 15 year old. I can't stop blushing whenever someone (other than my friends and especially girls talk to me). I just wanted to know if you guys have any tips to stop blushing and being so awkward in public. Thanks.,2.286666666666669,4.32572025925926,3.4812592592592613,89.3396666666667,77.8888888888889,5.801481481481483,25.61481481481481,6.742157984588678,0.9650192592592592,210,8,43,2,5,68,41,54,0.077,0.752,0.171,0.6561,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,6,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606415617976859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486523954265345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251085873890521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572733556311024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27824527190606746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467280607902204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433783676925797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312897757742955,0.0,0.24412761279138415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878827410563487,0.15640074310950774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075708138235254
socialanxiety,yato-gami-kun,2019/10/14,"Need help for GD!! Hey everyone,
So I have a subject of communication skills( not as good or helpful as it sounds) and it comprises of mandatory mock Group Discussions to prepare us for interviews and such situations (again not as helpful as it sounds because curriculum doesn't allow teachers to be properly helpful to students but just to have a grading activity).

From tomorrow onwards every week I'm gonna have to sit in those GDs and I really don't know what to do or how to cope with it. I can skip it but it would affect my GPA (not drastically) which is also why I don't want to perform poor in it. But knowing me, if most likely end up during quiet for the whole time.
So any help or tips anyone can give me for tomorrow, it would be really helpful and I'd be obligated to you.
Thank you in advance",6.240013888888887,5.9808173625000025,7.568333333333335,72.46555555555554,66.0,11.111111111111114,35.27777777777778,10.746095033038511,3.808819444444444,638,28,122,16,9,220,101,160,0.063,0.8170000000000001,0.12,0.8543,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,0,3,7,4,1,0,3,0,15,0,0,3,0,26,23,19,0,5,11,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,11,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,0,3,10,3,25,17,2,12,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,5,7,87,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356119032489942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531922746444714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857326337981955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337350864602764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501962595943675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428772402161184,0.16203956936118288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626751950229854,0.0,0.1422344401275152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6819895553650545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863918697980523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284751261425323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574034432371844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172727197993855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061339256546575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612514303404254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888261482034587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039821131074218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002182100338064,0.0,0.1360256820647289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301826295356918,0.1893283923967756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409274695381985,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alpacalicious,2019/10/14,"Scared of meds? (Video) Hi :) I used to post here a lot. Now I'm making videos about mental health on my channel! I made a few abt social anxiety too.

I made [this one](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtXmccmyeHs) about medications: if you are scared to take it, here's my thougts :)",2.6228571428571428,5.617551117647062,2.2906442577030823,91.61647058823529,86.84313725490196,6.0515406162464975,21.01120448179272,7.447530270364453,0.8839557422969184,221,7,43,4,7,65,41,51,0.156,0.7290000000000001,0.115,-0.2851,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,6,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,6,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830511812186396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25434711366659085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203430228905782,0.0,0.4528315644149656,0.15972355825067067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657899658799591,0.24105289791842074,0.2411414334695563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621446556928035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22916739718449106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791289454991087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24391933949042266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799113721763572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666406986813413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ProjectEcstasy1,2019/10/14,"[Advice]Never Have a Bad Night Out Again: How to Build Social Momentum and Be More Relaxed at Social Events Video Version(More In-Depth, Longer):  [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouL5c3S2tXk&](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouL5c3S2tXk&) 

# Some of the Causes of a Bad Night Out:

* Negative Internal Dialogue 
* Logical State of Mind rather than an Emotional Free Flowing State of Mind

**I will be making a whole other Video/ Article regarding ""Negative Internal Dialogue"", so today we'll focus on States of Mind.**

# Making The Shift:

Usually, when you decide you want to go out, you've either been studying, working, or just chilling all day. This means that you most probably are in a very analytical and logical state of mind, which serves you well in the things mentioned, but not Socially. 

***So...how do you make the shift from the Logical to The Free Flowing Emotional?***

​

* Loosen Up a Little:

Before going out, put on your favorite dance/ vibing music, and dance to it. Sing along, scream the highs, be goofy, and just try to get yourself going. This allows you to loosen up, and you will be able to relax and become more present to the moment. 

Being present to the moment means you are living in the now, not the future or the past. A great book that will give you incredible insights regarding presence/enlightenment is ""The Power of Now - Eckhart Tolle"". This books is a must read for anyone who wants to improve the quality of their lives, overcome their worries and anxieties, and just generally make the world a better place. 

Do yourself a HUGE favor and read it. 

*You've got yourself dancing, you're singing, you're vibing, and you feel ready....NOW WHAT?*

​

* Start Socializing Immediately:

My anxiety used to get stronger as the night went on, and at the end of the night I would be low, tired, and frustrated....until I discovered this. 

The secret to stopping this loop is by taking MASSIVE ACTION immediately. Ok...look, I know it's hard, but you're gonna feel anxious anyways. By doing this, you'll only be anxious for a couple minutes to half an hour, and then you'll start relaxing. 

What does taking MASSIVE ACTION mean here? Well, as soon as you step foot out of your home begin saying hi to people. Try to look at people, smile, say hi, and even start conversations. 

Take action before the anxiety takes over you. 

There usually is a time before your anxiety is strong. If you manage to build up the courage and approach anyone during that extremely short time-frame (Only a couple seconds after leaving your house), you'll start doing better.

Why?

Because Social Momentum.

You will literally feel an exponential improvement during your night if you apply what I mentioned. The ONLY way this will work, though, is if you do it before the initial anxiety sets in. 

So...the MOMENT you're on the street, START TALKING. That's it. 

My first conversations usually start with me shivering, sweating, and stuttering. 10 minutes later I'm enjoying myself and I'm relaxed. 

Yes, it's hard. Yes, it sucks. Yes, it works.

***By implementing the steps above, you will notice yourself get more relaxed, confident, and high value at Social events. You will notice your mood improve as every minute goes by, and you'll finally feel like there's hope.*** 

If you found this helpful, please Up Vote/Like it so others can see it too!

Have a Great Day,

Project Ecstasy - Social Skills Mentoring",4.407155650319826,7.5788422067226895,4.393432835820899,79.38119402985077,77.35294117647058,7.182490906810488,25.85538693089176,8.257765969515432,2.1934156528282958,2703,101,432,54,67,833,288,595,0.075,0.733,0.193,0.9983,1,0,0,0,0,0,179.0,1,29,2,9,21,26,1,0,41,3,38,3,2,8,2,78,81,37,0,10,15,0,6,1,0,15,1,3,1,0,30,26,0,1,15,16,2,16,4,6,2,3,4,11,41,21,63,55,8,94,0,1,2,0,52,31,1,9,42,272,71,10,0.055703054504380005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24141694513202155,0.13537061645193124,0.0,0.0,0.2130634211494292,0.12585719269170742,0.0,0.07789774173998064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301944758603256,0.03395606500881047,0.0615196473333587,0.189596786637616,0.0,0.0,0.09852965009682844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722238108854519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326874064013395,0.0,0.07184772391320393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048746118373043115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531687778252568,0.049336372748362715,0.0,0.0,0.0367913421521241,0.0,0.04693222587298121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266055218773363,0.03979427326792564,0.0,0.06101997346575449,0.0,0.047380989705507054,0.0,0.061075524134559925,0.0,0.0,0.08730764075924476,0.053435445597924736,0.09497198865670188,0.0,0.044550821258022615,0.12282562848027248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979799128197077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037336583264290416,0.1177066707875779,0.05587470541734628,0.0553257017590357,0.05485628816095111,0.06427384606279685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03061294199488125,0.0,0.0,0.05898149183400375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0272136987608762,0.05582909433087475,0.098373635309269,0.0,0.09355307322182853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872888569192247,0.0,0.0,0.1820308687957908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497682357419332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613677161198165,0.0,0.0,0.12683659350119209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709404907905006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053174868456426334,0.0772349686493727,0.0,0.058197836166278376,0.06114522653248245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060057314057105786,0.0,0.0,0.05599695506379206,0.0,0.0,0.1114362570840388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859460939756343,0.0,0.0,0.04438812254121237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974757445130606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365614520814897,0.0,0.0,0.04657024778333354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752705862650666,0.04477200521641752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037006634274031364,0.0,0.05472796823069801,0.0,0.06496179806720444,0.06402246690244183,0.052799982482946005,0.0,0.0,0.07563743512789131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048109554346088684,0.18404713460493166,0.04596085366190875,0.06571020952612136,0.044214491901808865,0.0,0.0,0.10016747133470312,0.051637289590582815,0.05026334263431537,0.06219047108338169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165746129809765,0.056569155739808336,0.0,0.039569851721201324,0.0,0.13537061645193124,0.0
socialanxiety,antiquatedipad,2019/10/14,"sertraline experience? I'm in the UK. Had what I think is social anxiety since I was young. I got good at hiding it in certain situations to the point where i'm kind of talkative and loud etc with friends. I've even been asked to be 'best man' at a few friends weddings (the fact that they think I could give a speech without being sick shows how well I can act! haha)

But i'm unable to pull the wool over peoples eyes in other situations that effect my standard of living a lot more. For example, I could never 'pass' a job interview. i'm a mess. Too anxious. Very anxious when having to make a phonecall to say, the bank or the doctors. Most situations, really. The idea of travelling on my own and working out how to catch trains and buses and stuff fill me with dread lol

I'm wondering what peoples experiences have been with setraline (I gather that's the first med that GP's here in the UK give)

Does it sounds like my 'brand' of anxiety could be helped with something like that? I feel like I need lower inhibitions. Not really sure exactly how such drugs work, though",3.4003333333333323,5.378542461904765,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,74.38095238095238,8.095238095238095,25.952380952380953,8.841846274778883,1.9710952380952385,847,30,168,18,18,276,134,210,0.09699999999999999,0.7609999999999999,0.142,0.9165,2,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,5,11,14,0,1,15,2,14,4,1,5,5,35,29,11,0,4,4,0,1,3,2,0,3,4,0,1,11,9,0,0,6,2,1,6,3,2,1,1,5,6,14,12,25,18,7,21,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,4,7,106,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994788899186856,0.2657393748905389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995267119957787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342802828052522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28171423710627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038231923523515,0.1029242965598596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639422758935815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117005317556568,0.07768255477331636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009698631358896,0.0,0.0,0.05946887911787156,0.08402305085848788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004191510038432,0.0,0.0,0.18173567331698215,0.0,0.0,0.22565101932589876,0.0,0.09864855669448368,0.09406619628777968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788337963449174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327712353994743,0.0,0.0,0.11671317145467415,0.0,0.0,0.1224762782499626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237992861216506,0.0,0.10385480477397237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999072391946,0.0,0.0,0.07850787123615466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064199574378166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720886077016074,0.09071072026033948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630766732486239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111826980627897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069233722914635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935309123637047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972910365351661,0.39660723618761545,0.0,0.11989207044003222,0.0,0.09054455690658393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463922731240988,0.0,0.0,0.11084925659775197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507238612262003,0.11555458814562615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970433891010816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574858952262264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337513998403713,0.12754673710470746,0.17124794128277382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amelyauwu,2019/10/14,"Starting a conversation I don't know how to start a conversation even if I feel comfortable with the person I'm with, 
I just feel like that I don't have anything interesting for him/her.
Getting new friends is impossible and I started to lose the few friends which I already have because of me being boring. 
Any solution? :')",8.81207650273224,7.805743868852461,8.976065573770494,66.92453551912571,61.13114754098361,12.06775956284153,43.284153005464475,11.20814326018867,4.938831693989071,260,14,46,6,3,86,45,61,0.11,0.623,0.267,0.8845,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,14,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,7,5,6,13,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28161369965506666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354114847001392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210003495882283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556432180693638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855369398006215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25806821831287485,0.18231114621551414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39432558770651055,0.0,0.13332869910722853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024833439072318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467524109450033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854975954435632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464686335678061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228261706101476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418843710125497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hyunjinshairband,2019/10/14,"Whoever needs advice I used to think that I was maybe stupid or  just really disturbed for having social anxiety but joining this “community” made me feel really happy that I was not alone for not being the only one who struggles really hard with social interaction.. For those who fight this everyday like me, you’re really brave and I’m proud of you! And trust me, before doing something that you know it will cause you millions of anxiety, just know that even if it goes wrong, you still tried it, you would never know if you hadn’t done it and I’m proud of you for being brave.",9.19875,7.132720660714287,8.949571428571428,70.7954285714286,61.14285714285714,12.531428571428574,32.22142857142857,11.20814326018867,3.360904999999999,462,11,86,10,5,150,69,112,0.142,0.621,0.237,0.9617,0,1,1,0,1,0,9.0,0,7,0,2,4,12,2,2,1,0,10,0,0,3,1,23,20,7,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,2,13,7,9,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,0,0,3,4,62,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951640506810914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966634420568986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26541367536127786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761326611902711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820518411490766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752373291639495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457768406925492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771347007578997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466588475478896,0.15539828186441604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286009679816812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475044389756052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414492524828206,0.0,0.0,0.1742775587976226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286284845615736,0.13379354319657155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175502084201622,0.13193449826909934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445265492897911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35366900095838405,0.0,0.13354846098595108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385362499170716,0.0,0.0,0.1813522834907531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111548854415756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777719483647535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982550230939468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323067613115915,0.18966616140457654,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayfjfkevsjdb,2019/10/14,"I start my new job tomorrow after 2 years of looking for a job And I’m dreading it.

I can’t sleep, I’ve chewed my finger nails down to the skin and now I’m chewing the inside of my mouth. 

I just know I’m going to mess it up, I’m so awkward and always say the wrong thing and it’s retail so I will be interacting with people all day which is so draining.

I never know what to say and somehow I either say something completely stupid or end up completely over sharing something personal and I don’t even know why I do it. Like some part of me thinks that if there is any moment of silence I must fill it because otherwise I’m being awkward and that’s when I end up over sharing .

Please help me I have left this to totally the last minute but I need to know how to handle this, how much do I say? Do I only speak to the customer about the purchase? 


Any help would be appreciated
(I have adhd and Ocd if that makes any difference)",0.7549829931972809,2.8985760969387755,2.8602040816326517,91.18003401360546,83.94897959183675,5.570068027210885,21.578231292517014,6.868970318607317,0.5261965986394559,729,24,158,9,21,246,111,196,0.062,0.843,0.095,0.8034,2,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,1,3,7,0,15,6,4,3,4,31,30,18,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,0,1,13,9,2,0,5,0,2,2,3,6,0,0,0,8,20,3,21,24,6,22,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,5,14,106,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225135823566608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123360715012717,0.0,0.0,0.2754267769081981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229859821900327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28310311112305675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706790615680032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105286742209913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391510510624225,0.0,0.0,0.08917039960107001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672720160094752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180983777957836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679458771069249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967837660676741,0.11004816802204152,0.0,0.0,0.14668475926198796,0.0,0.0,0.06595726742168809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133713047026879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011776544148792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924517757460456,0.10010547395514456,0.10412519512674147,0.13038994296363898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267838826896944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461986858570746,0.0,0.09359638184935122,0.11788230922564877,0.0,0.1481963952566657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42944977053659056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510381770126706,0.0,0.0,0.2078689184366337,0.0,0.0,0.09555816657940704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896921985738298,0.08650659710005525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182220288282247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590461461137262,0.147608214816286,0.0,0.08693964227705203
socialanxiety,Imahumantrashcan,2019/10/14,"Does anyone know how to get through a presentation without freaking out and crying? I started freaking out during my presentation at Tafe (college). 
Asked to me excused and made halfway to the door before I started crying. Ran to bathroom and started crying. 
I couldn’t breathe and I was shaking. My head was spinning. 
I ran out of the classroom without my stuff so I had no clue what the time was. I left the classroom at about 1pm and didn’t come back until 2.45pm. 
I feel so stupid, I’m eighteen not a little girl. I should be able to do a presentation without freaking and crying.",2.7495238095238115,5.388513,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,79.71428571428572,4.8047619047619055,29.869047619047624,5.985473137389443,1.473211904761906,464,23,82,3,12,148,67,112,0.184,0.755,0.061,-0.9319,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,7,0,9,2,2,2,0,20,21,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,7,5,0,0,8,1,13,0,17,10,0,20,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,9,60,15,3,0.15079274411118754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054377927884784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097086021978578,0.0,0.0,0.11595031234089748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283135188282242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298945969497322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6625549948974804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319597465460707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624534223762444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878298505710056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475685916580775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287174859256198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383675769041986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511339442746893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268374049402616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201956412236793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726216151593647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792846173435913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43607647281468775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lmoRN288,2019/10/14,"Social anxiety has me like WHATTTT Hey all,

So I've suffered from social anxiety my ENTIRE life and it sucks. It only seems to be getting worse as I get older. The only time I ever feel ""normal"" is when I take my anti-anxiety meds. I take klonopin as needed. Well, lately I have needed it more than I'd like to admit and I really don't want to become dependent on it (I have been in the past and it is terrible to come off of). Anyways, so my question is what do you all take for your social anxiety? I would prefer to go the natural route if possible. Any supplements you recommend?

Also, just curious if anyone else can relate to having a hard time concentrating when talking to other people. I find it so difficult to maintain conversation because my mind starts racing when other people talk to me. This in turn, makes me feel like an idiot bc half the time I can't remember what the person said. It really affects my ability to concentrate as well.",3.787258064516127,5.553813747311832,5.804064516129035,75.53609677419354,72.81720430107526,9.046021505376343,26.916129032258066,9.558583805096642,2.7369896774193547,751,27,132,19,15,261,114,186,0.135,0.748,0.11699999999999999,-0.5742,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,0,12,10,2,0,7,0,14,1,0,3,3,27,33,15,0,8,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,12,4,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,5,2,1,2,4,21,5,21,29,3,17,0,1,0,0,14,4,1,5,14,96,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095443227856622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116130693136986,0.0,0.365206157594352,0.0,0.0,0.08345148709906709,0.1222869952219976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275394787377913,0.13181142202852816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280846169964224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997006451013568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795786273394098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206927236588048,0.08526283838419968,0.0,0.0,0.10908268172011748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470969065727733,0.0,0.06782869874553114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691312220294748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463069510739906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429961846108161,0.17492345069322335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966628048735766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256966100947187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050831045115452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699131192081072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169365274871176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815403486704668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139319767137361,0.16548292276185253,0.10421080755010016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454788972196086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369802014756849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291585182434594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519897519353855,0.0,0.11352808176500305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865070563729018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36498335115296177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447572644836092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692064338343818,0.1918561607697851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087798130823783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981727097271542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039504072980941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461788891741054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162666884016028,0.08478199487338953,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theflexorcist,2019/10/14,"Advice for getting tattooed with agoraphobia? This is probably stupid, but ive been trying to start a half sleeve for like 2 years now, but i have really bad social anxiety and agoraphobia. Like when i feel trapped in a situation, usually around other people, i get really intense anxiety and feel like im gonna faint or something. If you get agoraphobia, you know.  Anyways i really want to get it done, but it seems like a situation where my anxiety would be crazy.  Any advice would be really appreciated!",6.831290322580646,7.89614196774194,8.345322580645162,62.83798387096778,64.80645161290322,12.651612903225805,33.77956989247312,12.161744961471696,4.8526215053763435,405,17,67,15,6,141,62,93,0.20199999999999999,0.605,0.193,-0.2616,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,5,6,1,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,16,20,8,0,4,5,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,8,4,7,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,9,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947876379000257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257269583216963,0.0,0.34616415323348537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427476689270665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259405851011942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435615767274258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253300496354802,0.10775626364377394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31521939827631523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629272441889031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289474785234438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947606534895849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456971519829754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262520297086366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865140114207135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731414885554086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390888053457218,0.0,0.15375687289542114,0.0,0.116119839089953,0.0,0.0,0.10676150153072753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240678785745247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612299484940404,0.0,0.0889661511608936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214297134952407,0.0,0.0,0.09713253282574637
socialanxiety,wastedongrainalcohol,2019/10/14,I hate feeling like this I feel so stuck. I feel so constantly lonely and sad but hanging out with people is so fucking hard. I want to be happy but I just don’t know how. I’ve been hanging out with one guy who I really like but he’s a senior (in college) I’m only a sophomore and he’s said he doesn’t want a relationship because it’d be over within a year. At first i was fine with it but I started to really fucking like him and he’s one of the only people I’ve been able to hang out with without feeling anxious. I don’t know what to do. I’m so alone but I’m terrified of rejection and I just feel so lost,-1.1325898692810448,0.905945169117647,2.0199019607843134,94.03816993464054,93.63235294117644,4.786928104575163,19.3202614379085,6.42735559955562,0.12299477124183067,477,16,110,6,18,169,70,136,0.195,0.63,0.174,-0.7252,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,8,12,3,0,5,0,11,2,0,1,0,29,30,15,0,2,8,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,11,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,7,0,3,6,7,11,5,18,21,0,15,0,4,0,2,9,7,2,0,8,69,16,2,0.1635619289466462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940083069187836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477842365759986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970583375893767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675233875153387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41350912880753854,0.11684867472070275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912569320636714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024207354187287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619520248270168,0.0,0.1741147147854152,0.14651936149925324,0.16148354250407226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977871727019398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972428995353576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854716677036242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216675921404793,0.2487924346934401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267864943282745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20956391985155126,0.0,0.0,0.17560430034555954,0.0,0.0,0.15558484973311046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157699751570644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294612687237087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766786278352124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532851965315336
socialanxiety,ks788,2019/10/14,Overheard my roommates talk shit about me... I feel like dying. They were literally talking so many bad things about me and my family. Now I feel like I can never be around anyone ever again.,2.6950000000000003,5.411099611111113,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,80.66666666666667,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.6934111111111112,150,4,27,2,4,48,29,36,0.17800000000000002,0.701,0.121,-0.5233,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,6,5,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,2,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,6,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373068198835368,0.0,0.0,0.2339156483503034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193969447819056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27270752260361186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23768506033409906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477104917203339,0.0,0.26572272346135345,0.3754372747365195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567464124673169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664014298106236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265977762034768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26972344593494074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42239946209770896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456871024469456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Paprikaboy69,2019/10/14,"Regarding Gamers with Social Anxiety Hey everyone, 

I am a social anxiety coach that specialises in gamers (people that play games in the majority of their free time), would anyone be open to a few questions? :)

No judgement or anything, just looking for insights so I can help people better.

**As a gamer dealing with social anxiety, what are the 2 biggest issues you're dealing with? (It doesn't have to be directly related to games)**

**Regarding social anxiety, what would you wish for more than anything else? Something you maybe wish you were able to do but struggle with now.** 

(If you want you can send me a personal message with your answers)

Thanks so much in advance - looking forward to reading your answers!",3.4335014005602247,6.619925412698414,3.9704295051353884,79.7977731092437,84.55555555555556,6.774229691876752,31.221288515406165,7.928766900206844,3.037342296918767,566,30,87,12,17,178,83,126,0.075,0.777,0.14800000000000002,0.8648,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,7,1,2,4,5,0,1,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,19,18,6,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,5,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,2,11,5,18,13,4,10,0,0,2,0,22,6,0,3,3,63,16,1,0.13106896309873758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010695920760247,0.0,0.0,0.0916464665038224,0.0,0.2157171776616802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159198466545248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702526914718837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949130026699222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252420110778607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785276314991716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680194468940685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201298368821259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316763902986995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635076886575407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173343178228746,0.11444436301223568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468272352119473,0.0,0.13110443222158344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344332079017231,0.0,0.10090329124358052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702173835369655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067069155076532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642736641155429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773078703153729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014456782259533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621526166615665,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,valour59,2019/10/14,Can't Go out to vote So the advanced voting is happening in canada and i know i should probably go vote but i  just cant bring myself too.,-0.5670000000000002,1.6176839666666682,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,92.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,17.5,7.1686216300943375,0.3500000000000001,109,3,24,2,4,38,25,30,0.0,0.9359999999999999,0.064,0.1628,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6042550101952864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701029763137377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29216020174259044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731679429561536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Josfredo,2019/01/15,"Need some advice on social interaction I don't have social anxiety. At first. I can easily talk to any girl in the room. The problem is, while talking to them, I realize we have nothing in common, and I don't want to talk to them anymore. I would just wish to delete past interaction. And now I feel obliged to ""aknowledge"" them everytime we see each other. And it's awkward, painful, it's like a punishment. Why would I salute someone I don't care about at all? I don't want a ""hi"" to be the only interaction with that person, every day of my life. It makes me so anxious. I want nothing. Is the answer not to engage people anymore?

​

pd: this happens with boys and girls. pd2: im hetero.",0.7002745995423361,3.218912826086964,2.7194431731502675,88.50202517162474,91.02898550724638,5.224103737604882,22.480549199084678,6.8360192770164,0.9230956521739132,542,21,106,8,19,181,88,138,0.16,0.773,0.067,-0.8621,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,3,1,4,7,1,1,6,0,12,2,0,1,1,25,22,6,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,2,17,3,17,19,3,12,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,1,7,71,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528480231507152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109075624578445,0.1806580309909419,0.10110501202194018,0.0,0.11373699595943758,0.16796194930385908,0.2948939647827398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158544112636133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588394197753583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526623189672215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517522658181648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264640219709493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147399969267345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059596414793964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105014498413139,0.07263575158300746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924261388778016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024162495722456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28531792314136845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307505897062176,0.1582021121222531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192839310813787,0.1030734566005128,0.12981844857523586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226318170955649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847579671069257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303113618228058,0.12597298351522562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585012398367686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26307947869632303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341572750326193,0.0,0.17097045781459386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112308176152589,0.0,0.1806580309909419,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway_10_09,2019/01/15,"List of everything cringey Every month or so, I find myself humiliated for liking and enjoying something extremely cringey. I discover something, give it a try, enjoy it. I only realize later that popular opinion dictates that it's one of the cringiest things ever, and that makes me one of the cringiest people ever for liking it.

I'm sick of humiliating myself by trial-and-error and finding out afterward that the thing I like is cringey. Can people help list for me every game, movie, and band that's super cringey, so I know to avoid it and not allow myself to like it?",9.474579439252334,8.039525056074769,9.739177570093462,63.35325233644861,60.12149532710282,11.924485981308413,40.09158878504672,10.793553405168565,4.5240145794392514,459,20,73,9,5,154,63,107,0.102,0.679,0.21899999999999997,0.9338,0,1,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,2,2,18,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,10,8,11,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,9,53,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563801759697166,0.3319476666035087,0.0,0.17704325638460505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600933208771474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897219501325047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203924875704542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826137556922884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849603821379473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149335462905234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572367343548735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669730745511973,0.14982091106284096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27313820244475284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033073587037949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617447961952763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337442963313201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnxietyIsTrash,2019/01/15,"Bad anxiety about giving best man speech at wedding. I am a (24M). Public speaking has always been the most terrifying thing I've had to face throughout my life. I know most people have some degree of stage fright, but for me it truly feels paralyzing. Over the years I have had to do presentations in front of people and it has always gone poorly at least in my eyes and I became a totally different person in a bad way.  Always have been a total wreck leading up to and during the speech.

One of my good friends is getting married in a few months and I was asked to be his best man which would involve me giving a short speech or toast in front of the whole crowd. I agreed to do it since he is my good friend and I am honored that he chose me for it, but I am a nervous wreck about it even months in advance to the point I don't know how I am going to muster it up since my anxiety is so bad. If I end up going through with it I'll probably have to get really drunk and I don't want to make a fool of myself.

I was hoping to get some advice or words of comfort on how I could deal with this situation and if I should even go through with it or if I should back out. Feel free to share any stage fright anxiety stories of your own because I think it helps to know that I am not alone with this crippling anxiety.",4.73804347826087,4.384305956521743,5.5882246376811615,85.72190217391307,69.14492753623188,8.63913043478261,27.39492753623189,8.07648339933343,1.4413014492753629,1028,28,230,12,16,338,141,276,0.145,0.6679999999999999,0.187,0.9527,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,5,8,18,0,3,13,0,29,4,2,4,2,44,48,18,0,9,9,0,2,0,2,3,1,4,0,3,15,12,1,0,6,1,2,8,3,7,0,1,7,7,29,12,43,36,12,33,0,0,1,0,20,16,0,11,6,164,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480825782631747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168250005060605,0.0,0.0,0.2932791620070488,0.0,0.0,0.0798961082149174,0.0,0.3595130708354162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983574936881677,0.0,0.0,0.09034129057349234,0.29429359931298377,0.07161980889860725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465935539610436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938048889667796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112533202738565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275032173073715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405980749157406,0.0,0.0,0.15519989688880084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881128181377147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154241864288467,0.0,0.1841484443189436,0.22541106580767264,0.2003140139044033,0.1970873109398804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874996580497749,0.0,0.0,0.11669244319491555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370557703862315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298549756891091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842438727952182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875561633422564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961314794527972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290326024298574,0.1025862972392404,0.0,0.0,0.11106446824204376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667231478728505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526604675960467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437515774969047,0.13206183022963938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805404053735562,0.07528179199708615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929767403447902,0.09325678519389492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117154926963634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346035436330268,0.0,0.0,0.07565864668832209
socialanxiety,the_sameshit,2019/01/15,"Any student here who's afraid of teaming up with new people in college class? Every time I take a class that has teamwork/groups/labs, I always get anxious. I don't know what kind of people I will team up with. In the past I had some great groups, but also with some people I wasn't compatible with (aka social and talkative ones who prefer to talk to other teammates but ignore me). Class starts next week and I can't stop thinking about it. :(",4.636287878787879,5.567652477272726,4.879999999999999,86.19833333333334,69.68181818181819,6.775757575757575,24.89393939393939,6.42735559955562,0.7795393939393942,350,9,69,2,6,110,64,88,0.10300000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.5744,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,8,2,13,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,7,44,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822221798071985,0.18960049970593207,0.0,0.0,0.15495484171231524,0.0,0.0,0.257420643621738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919846380241029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904915720572935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512200666519354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23728453781820746,0.12522769756641006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007177224685195,0.2423351794970642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440605323222262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752128058480724,0.4739151155673982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232277914784202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128279983721147,0.0,0.0,0.1905039021071288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132482591332035,0.18314787025764312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600558679715392,0.0,0.0,0.13286890889301528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277817582196407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway20934238-5,2019/01/15,"I made myself look like a jerk. So what happened is that my sports team had recently created a group chat for everybody except for coaches, but almost  immediatly, confusion arose as android users (such as myself), when texting in chat, would instead text every contact individually automaticly because it bugged out. I was one of those people, and soon enough  I had dozens of contacts saying ""who dis"". To fix this I copy and pasted this text "" I put this in group chat-OP."" I did not realize my mistake in which the text was supposed to say "" I *meant to* put this in group chat-OP."" I've made myself look like an impatient dick, when in truth I made a heckin grammar mistake. How do I go on about this?",6.289116541353383,6.646264481203012,6.68623120300752,76.73656484962409,65.84210526315789,9.356766917293234,32.41447368421053,9.188382445141503,2.729587218045113,548,21,103,9,8,178,88,133,0.085,0.807,0.109,0.3017,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,1,5,0,8,1,1,4,1,18,16,9,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,0,2,5,0,3,1,4,0,2,9,4,14,3,18,6,1,15,0,0,2,1,11,7,1,2,7,70,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640886127459492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956693983078034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026681302501108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652589198902561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147257542336006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344858908805105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165110453584056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294214059843685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5567856895087911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291155919710068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872406680688563,0.13598084535024366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943557391047584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936675294895261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119615399611653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933434509075707,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SockCurtainDoor,2019/01/15,"I’m missing college courses because I’m so anxious about seeing people I’m in graduate school with a cohort of about 130 people. It’s small, so pretty much everyone knows each other. 

I go through bouts of anxiety where I seclude myself from practically everyone. People who used to see me all the time hardly saw me last semester because I would just avoid school altogether. Every time I see someone, they ask “do you even go here anymore?”

Now we’re starting a new semester and I want to go to my classes but I know people are going to judge me and it’s making me want to skip all of them. Is there anything I can do to ease this anxiety?",3.2198138869005,5.202220244094491,4.893829634931997,80.53998568360775,74.90551181102363,7.452827487473158,28.86828919112384,8.296473431620573,2.2788645669291343,509,22,93,9,11,172,85,127,0.07,0.857,0.073,0.3313,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,0,10,2,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,2,2,16,26,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,5,16,0,15,24,4,13,0,1,4,0,5,3,0,0,6,60,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256922081062019,0.16664631809745115,0.14629204312013158,0.0,0.0,0.12138962193791507,0.0,0.13790359692037998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984361766775053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743013611520047,0.0,0.12428503249724203,0.2819076448205607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353373643793357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214157605914684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621372274550642,0.12024178469070465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846525520399843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084381274854681,0.0,0.0,0.1424677914177266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090643650480241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007250652971849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298579582985183,0.3526433585820275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498624819235132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440959352433933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720306044233422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740281148211496,0.0,0.0,0.17401253348727666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478813258059858,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,moniboni69,2019/01/15,"Am I really shy or do I have anxiety ? Hello, I'm new here and I want to talk about something I've been holding to myself over past few years. Years ago I had some problems with my mental health ( depression ), I got help, but I feel that I need help again . 

It's hard for me to socialize with other  people. Whenever I have to somehow interact with others I'm shaking, sweating , my heart is beating so fast and I feel like I'm gonna throw up. I'm scared that I'm gonna do or say something wrong and people either going to make fun of me or reject me . I constantly feel that people watch me , laugh at me or criticize me . Every single day I keep overthinking about how people dislike/hate me, think that I'm a loser . Constantly thinking about what and how I said something. I have less and less enery and all I want is to stay in bed. The thought of me , going outside is scaring me. 

With all this fear , I can't even do regular stuff. I can't order food, go to market, call taxi , make an appointment , talk in public, make friends , find job, go to library  and etc. 

I have dreams : I want to study photography in college , get driving license, maybe even become a social influencer but this fear is controlling me and I feel that if I wont do anything with it, I'm not gonna reach anything in life. 

​",2.464767730203341,4.303915866920153,3.9448503884939647,87.14656637460737,76.6425855513308,6.855281864771037,25.122995536452308,7.7425588080867325,1.354576260538932,1015,36,206,15,23,336,145,263,0.17800000000000002,0.716,0.106,-0.9631,1,0,3,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,3,11,14,0,5,4,0,18,5,2,7,2,48,50,18,0,6,9,0,5,1,1,4,2,2,1,0,13,13,1,3,8,1,0,7,4,10,0,0,5,8,33,4,27,41,9,26,0,3,1,0,13,7,0,7,11,128,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917656482003121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216560538197323,0.12579006943326432,0.0,0.0,0.07919373714189268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703789048309782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433146885788187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057071233276021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237401358475296,0.11610827187856095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676286491517258,0.0,0.08916299843980548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545394358633725,0.13675007487321375,0.0,0.08722140898747052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329811511185755,0.2093745164722227,0.07395584844952144,0.0,0.0,0.09461686275805907,0.0,0.125178724094053,0.0,0.079980527821698,0.0,0.054085760908385655,0.0,0.2353348333232284,0.0,0.08279567673159786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273501577882723,0.0,0.0,0.11003861503877596,0.0,0.12267358900457424,0.1387766865310435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272920980579864,0.0920147505354066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312036433935512,0.050575422442315686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730440639489367,0.0,0.10400135684314664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432541963986336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675995128331971,0.0,0.0999818019363106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988230765369044,0.2870753587069738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905618591591683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631858484520332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984727434470836,0.08232452772710593,0.2072863529987695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110544594886409,0.0,0.2390879452755293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034024672650997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185074594261936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641347413349347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266491664704325,0.0,0.08218458328559404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317915738457646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318461349469107,0.12579006943326432,0.1333290267176802
socialanxiety,kirstersj,2019/01/15,"I don’t know if I’ll survive college life I’m sure there’s been many posts like this before, but I just moved into college 5 days ago and besides going to class, I have been terrified to leave my dorm. I have an unlimited meal plan. I went to the dining hall once and there was no where to sit. Every table was taken by people with their friends. 
I moved far away for my college so I don’t have any friends with me. Now I’m terrified to go back to the dining hall because I’m scared of not having anywhere to sit or eating alone. I’ve worked so hard to get to where I am and I fear that my social anxiety will make it so I fuck up and don’t finish college. I’m really hungry but I can’t bring myself to go back. I just feel like everyone is laughing at me or judging me. I always feel like I’m being stared at, and that I’m doing everything wrong. 


Is anyone else in the same boat? Any other freshman on here who have toughed it out and actually gone to eat at your dining hall?? ",1.3550239234449784,3.0876524449760794,3.3229665071770365,90.83076555023926,79.57416267942584,5.931100478468901,21.04784688995216,6.8360192770164,0.3639129186602874,767,21,169,8,19,259,123,209,0.179,0.713,0.107,-0.9611,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,3,13,12,1,2,4,0,19,8,0,1,1,24,38,14,0,1,8,0,3,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,7,10,6,0,3,0,0,8,6,5,0,0,7,4,22,7,25,29,1,32,0,0,1,1,6,15,1,3,9,104,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.13852442169017906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583165284544398,0.0,0.0,0.1470191924843929,0.0,0.0,0.11811521939704757,0.0,0.0,0.19306410219247172,0.0,0.10859269274510602,0.0,0.0,0.09925595731862676,0.14544633295711992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336833272164594,0.21830425217412505,0.0,0.0865324633022884,0.0,0.12079047570510915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154712908075656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905041371139928,0.11858246412160645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196004634811107,0.13564097100813646,0.12757707102725607,0.0,0.0,0.15973517270368287,0.14355013007648446,0.20282070318245293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934312476683512,0.13123209647262188,0.07416392543372807,0.0,0.2420233357737143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127160877092333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801296407754595,0.0,0.0,0.15030639670161675,0.0,0.0,0.1002647121436758,0.20805135006668546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475388888396832,0.14391678439739589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017444699266659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117397055267628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841146329192056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595052806530072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909379196802139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421184556622061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470192277117902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378783524698132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315906853567211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334255753226723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520194399565398,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wakandra,2019/01/15,"Social anxiety victory I had to take a 6 hour class as part of a new job that I havent started yet. Anyway, usually i have to take antianxiety meds and shit when I am going to be in a social situation and then i'll STILL be completely nervous the whole time anyway. I'm in my 20s but going in a classroom setting freaks me the hell out because I was bullied so much in school. I already feel like a target just being in a classroom. My case of social anxiety is pretty bad.
Last time I had to take a class which was a few weeks ago I was nervous the whole time and quiet which made me feel like a freak. Today, idk what happened but my anxiety was almost not there. I was relaxed!  Victory for me!",2.941496212121212,4.192659298611115,4.9210101010101015,83.0977272727273,74.06944444444444,7.736363636363637,26.97979797979798,8.296473431620573,1.8039388888888888,545,20,111,9,11,188,84,144,0.257,0.674,0.069,-0.9811,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,2,12,0,14,1,1,1,0,12,25,9,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,7,0,0,8,3,15,3,14,14,5,24,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,1,17,79,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987206303570115,0.0,0.1354119863940866,0.0,0.14922820787637725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103487035796937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291029688987128,0.08243414642536012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178469512743358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675136463833296,0.1932147879094836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537071471071585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958227257795664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317300722089784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419359591475738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022942058418783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321318019533558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795664398389472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020857515766176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940863729446522,0.0,0.0,0.13060469902605285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643947938294874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757618021837653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368586407603007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881029377572712,0.0,0.15200269894273405,0.0,0.41354581972596177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957155536839616,0.0,0.10799379623031098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050254073339501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365587873272629,0.0,0.12818097403589862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893528288445995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847228791787976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019559774207891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FunPage1,2019/01/15,"How do I get over this? I'm in University. A prestigious one at that. First year is pretty simple to take big lectures where I dont have to speak. But lately im forced into small social groups in class. I stutter like a moron everytime I speak..

​

I never used to be like this...  But i've been sexually assaulted and hurt by every person ive ever spoken too so I'm at the point where my body trembles when I sit too close to people and when I speak to others I stutter every other word.. 

I've attempted suicide twice and have been self-harming on and off for a year. 

Its embarrassing. I'm studying to be a lawyer. How the fuck can I do that if I can't speak or get over my fears of social situations... 

​

I havent spoken to anyone besides forced introductions in classes since August.

It's embarrassing and incredibly lonely. How do you get over this? ",2.6801228323699418,4.812266271676304,4.519360549132949,81.91927203757228,77.03468208092484,6.868352601156071,23.529263005780354,7.865858978985527,1.336433815028902,687,22,131,11,16,233,102,173,0.22699999999999998,0.727,0.046,-0.9835,0,2,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,1,0,2,11,13,3,4,6,0,15,2,1,4,2,18,24,15,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,9,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,3,2,4,15,2,21,20,0,27,0,2,0,1,9,17,1,2,11,89,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105624825505621,0.3482856987252583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020885670068108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919014297714704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796357035046452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296362038890285,0.24149735754076504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126869826198315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219032722048402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249198038299534,0.2246277919306438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342117626848184,0.0,0.1548042931690265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166504040263238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003248764396456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053300621741892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971136394756726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935625517234033,0.1251367260604153,0.0,0.0,0.13547856108928832,0.0,0.0,0.14580240692800425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950831813049592,0.0,0.0,0.11855126621613273,0.16109154455534974,0.0,0.2921822454795646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676284290233225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077546963262864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377774579122287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482856987252583,0.1845797265234916
socialanxiety,Siriate,2019/01/15,"This shit sucks. So I am warming up for our schools basketball game. Friend says there's a girl in the stands and points to her. Says she thinks I'm cute and wants to talk to me. I didn't thought much of it, and continued ballin'. She has added me on Facebook. She's a solid 9. Yet I can't even accept her FRIEND REQUEST. I know I can't talk like a normal human being, so I would rather not waste her time. She would get annoyed by my inability to speak like 15 minutes in and in the end she would be fed up with me. I can't imagine going out anywhere without it being awkward as fuck. Even tho I have been hoping for something like this for like a year to happen, the golden opportunity knocks, and so does my fucking anxiety.",2.6552000000000007,4.097249386666668,3.7596666666666683,90.3715,75.13333333333333,6.333333333333334,24.5,6.816661863887847,0.7131999999999992,568,18,124,5,12,184,95,150,0.17,0.687,0.142,-0.5468,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,9,17,5,1,7,0,14,4,1,0,0,21,27,10,0,7,3,0,1,4,2,3,0,3,0,2,4,7,1,0,5,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,4,22,11,20,17,1,15,0,0,0,2,20,8,4,1,9,83,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126385046743386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015724328624627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519754592343832,0.0,0.0,0.2266636482554927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26513591663147235,0.31725947395638954,0.08964730657394555,0.0,0.09751704328516184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173412389201166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042495148922368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429991827565007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33531564128111363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613644281882386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811916819101685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220550443622436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729062900014742,0.0,0.1736555553355801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613194547312228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209632238545405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758308191124594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994624328582273,0.0,0.13622118668045413,0.10005396165126768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120666267922224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540407898045986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656721837560863,0.0,0.0,0.1104966254760824
socialanxiety,dologo,2019/01/15,"Any tips to call a therapist? I wanted to seek help months ago, but my social anxiety hinders me. I suffer from depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder, social anxiety and have been dependent on benzodiazepines in high doses for about a year. Even with Xanax, I find it difficult to talk about my feelings and problems. Tomorrow I want to start a trial, but I'm already extremely excited. Was someone in a similar situation and has tips for me?",6.497383966244726,8.597461544303801,7.767784810126585,62.822732067510564,66.46835443037975,12.861603375527427,38.4831223628692,12.161744961471696,6.090264135021098,358,20,53,15,6,122,58,79,0.272,0.652,0.076,-0.9627,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,12,9,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,8,1,13,7,0,9,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848767909929109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301523098805012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182866894831514,0.0,0.3190972717278626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296415520587456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963333066502649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390290373815443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775260953539512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545473573232288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906210254445424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979407857765874,0.22035620491459024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664714439427374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956476240604376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443136366498285,0.0,0.4252034607746664,0.17671310470281515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762058785899335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676334754843339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421554591590821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460294271927833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343064811789177
socialanxiety,LSBiscuit,2019/01/15,There's one thing that would make me feel much better when I'm depressed I would like that someone I care comes to me and asks me if there's anything he can do. Just one simple question makes you understand that there's someone wanting to help you. That simple.,6.348397435897432,6.350863711538459,5.466153846153849,86.74551282051284,65.73076923076923,7.702564102564103,30.794871794871803,6.42735559955562,1.5000564102564105,211,7,42,1,3,63,35,52,0.059000000000000004,0.737,0.203,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,12,13,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,3,2,11,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408254558088156,0.0,0.2204857442323694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858810750194728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24046242876072954,0.0,0.0,0.2031618934265796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031352616802973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925167372394915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808372882748925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522326359792835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31486031632979633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337518219776474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196329842746141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642033785110075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996659487774336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566867191886104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24552575308414346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391090726003834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350788509467663,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,utatm,2019/01/15,"If you use CBD for your social anxiety or any other mental aliments, please help me out with a research project (super quick google form). If you use CBD products (containing trace amounts/no THC) for a mental disorder or ailment please feel free to fill out my form. It shouldn't take more than a few minutes. [https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSckp2MxJeyo03miq5LiW-piIl-LkcXpmFTVj\_cqpP1uBGzuGw/viewform](https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSckp2MxJeyo03miq5LiW-piIl-LkcXpmFTVj_cqpP1uBGzuGw/viewform)",21.62923728813559,26.740624423728825,12.362500000000004,32.70103813559325,33.57627118644068,9.289830508474578,33.39406779661017,9.516144504307137,3.1550983050847456,447,11,45,5,4,111,47,59,0.07,0.762,0.168,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,12,5,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,7,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,1,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672282037038707,0.0,0.18812156933272234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818358012578377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434020680973355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482924659963355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956417608827308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398738042616953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506757324921698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489478980304686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247770365583627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,achu3p,2019/01/15,the awful feeling knowing you're going to be the dead weight in the group project becauee you're too shy to speak up there's so much about group projects that are nerve-wracking but BOY this Quite Sucks,3.1165000000000016,5.641849650000001,1.8800000000000023,99.395,77.5,4.0,25.0,3.1291,-0.03699999999999992,166,6,34,0,4,46,34,40,0.23399999999999999,0.737,0.03,-0.8220000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,17,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517086689801977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28291799144680146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273584417383622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659490469393258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529484263589572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6062008184553999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,willnotuse,2019/01/15,"I gained confidence by shaving my head I’m 16 years old and I have poor confidence, but then I shaved my head and it helped :)",0.6564102564102541,2.9477943846153885,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,85.92307692307692,6.5435897435897425,20.2051282051282,7.793537801064563,0.6663743589743585,98,3,23,2,3,31,19,26,0.068,0.597,0.335,0.7935,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8257920283704838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696663704524058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221667789309627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25908065403237523
socialanxiety,LittleRedWhippet,2019/01/15,"Anyone else’s school decide the best way to combat social anxiety was to isolate the child from their few friends forcing them to ‘make new friends’? Which obviously just meant you were more alone, isolated and anxious and shut yourself away even more completely ruining your time spent at school and making the social anxiety even harder to overcome.

I hope schools have gotten better at understanding these things.",13.248380952380948,11.658441742857145,10.367142857142856,62.29452380952381,53.0,13.333333333333332,44.76190476190475,11.855464076750405,5.451619047619047,342,15,49,7,3,100,56,70,0.198,0.65,0.152,0.0148,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,2,2,3,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,11,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,5,5,8,5,4,7,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,32,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633904352492413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604983913852033,0.19234646228559807,0.0,0.11905044696511558,0.17445251061754316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599658101179238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867841072799204,0.1505820145916182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851541464996107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223121450114432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249115637922964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630864458683366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910758581570964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22730107346820955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443913061924012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169396523749615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471192873052395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311384008291005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928055580061787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724770110965882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351452533968448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sarothisx,2019/01/15,"New Job, how to handle the anxiety So it is my second day in my new job as a recruiter. 

The company, a advanced startUp for consulting in terms of human resources is just perfect in terms of the organisation itself. Good pay, good benefits, cool flat hierachy. A lot of autonomy....but...my social anxiety is killing me.

​

It is so immensly hard to keep it together, especially when i am talking to the two women who own the company. And already i start thinking they dont like me....i am very tense a lot of the time...and today i had to leave a bit early and couldnt finish up the work i started. I discussed me leaving early with one of the boss girls and it was fine...but when the other one asked me about the task i was doing...i could only answer that i have to leave. Nothing more, no explaination why, no explaination that i already discussed it with the other owner. Must have made a bad impression. 

​

So the anxiety is, that they will just fire me for being weird or so anxious. The anxiety is crippling and its veryyy hard to go through the day like this. There is so much pressure.

​

Any tips on how to handle this?

Kind words are appreciated aswell, it is so hard and i am thinking, why can't i just live a normal life with not so intense high levels of anxiety. \*sigh\*...man.",3.0827723785166263,5.211351047058828,4.467246376811595,82.7817391304348,75.78431372549021,7.258312020460358,28.341858482523442,8.18289091462,2.0948175618073317,1027,44,194,18,23,340,138,255,0.159,0.73,0.111,-0.5801,2,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,2,3,16,13,1,1,21,1,24,1,0,4,2,31,34,18,1,4,5,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,16,8,0,1,5,0,1,2,6,4,0,4,4,5,18,9,26,25,8,24,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,3,17,138,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147252680524472,0.0,0.0,0.2967247117366109,0.33276708991856724,0.062077544043068686,0.0,0.34916732785048044,0.10312708635262664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533999616858841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621991559255926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966056271436656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288436516364866,0.0,0.0,0.11774371046693237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698639789580157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187988208864442,0.1531325680130695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453227148478881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644856796007777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117434521779824,0.08113910449689034,0.1009943260107556,0.0950602200252403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899757703862796,0.0,0.0,0.0644779325973251,0.089195361888035,0.0,0.08060712436365369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521601982169686,0.0,0.08637692816867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710564184545313,0.0,0.0,0.17632898699162575,0.0,0.0,0.08944080264088637,0.08759128546585626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371538009551482,0.06942704236955255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305448171809184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922526330441478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337215059998653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698464074793816,0.0,0.0,0.05322954386332738,0.0,0.08652836181200979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917306240519228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532042981512332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474265682750247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645722424707531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33276708991856724,0.0
socialanxiety,ace80four,2019/01/15,"Need to Help Someone Hey all, my apologies if there’s another sub for folks whose relatives suffer, but I was seeking advice and had nowhere else to turn. Here’s the scoop; my brother has suffered from severe social anxiety for as long as I can remember and I feel it’s only getting worse as the years progress. He virtually never leaves the house and unfortunately it’s not something anyone in the family feels comfortable talking about. The one time my mom and him finally spoke and ultimately decided to seek help, he unfortunately bailed. We’re used to this as he often does this when he says he’s going to leave the house. I know he really wants to and it pains me to see how frustrated his SA makes him. He is vocal about not taking medication because of the potential side effects, but I believe he’s still open to therapy if he can manage to bring himself into an office and speak with someone he’s never met for a prolonged period of time. That’s pretty unlikely though. I wouldn’t know where to begin and how to help. Of course I don’t want to try and play shrink with him, but I truly believe it’s getting worse and I can’t keep acting like nothing is wrong like the rest of my family. For reference, he’s in his 20’s and has never held a job (he tried but couldn’t do the interviews). He’s also never taken any classes since graduating high school. So you see it’s tough to search for a finish line when there’s nowhere to start. One more quick note. I’m going to be attending a local junior college and, with everything in mind, do you think I should make an attempt to invite him to join the classes I’m in or is that out of the question considering his SA? Thanks in advance. ",5.880089285714284,6.044950163690476,6.695333333333334,76.98300000000003,66.70833333333333,9.815238095238096,31.08571428571429,9.642632912329526,2.763513571428572,1349,48,259,26,20,448,187,336,0.105,0.7559999999999999,0.139,0.9048,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,4,16,11,1,0,17,0,17,2,0,6,5,57,47,30,0,8,9,2,2,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,10,18,0,2,10,1,0,6,10,6,0,2,6,7,25,5,44,37,3,35,0,2,2,0,39,12,0,5,19,157,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169053648863294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832202706154299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076736692599132,0.10912060681947278,0.0796089883691906,0.0,0.0,0.0727642546842319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343669809126957,0.0,0.0,0.2344899069857392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106746596078424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693246081672815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352638107449404,0.0,0.19620532741109872,0.0,0.1052361843764084,0.0,0.0,0.11399747389104058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873871764328744,0.0,0.11828440407684584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092565401510855,0.10994976208436727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401527130303497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032678689471746,0.0924972285629415,0.0,0.0,0.11438215579519888,0.0,0.0,0.22037836772167566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168122789213242,0.0,0.0,0.09209372762036933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892760272194954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483394435912652,0.0,0.0,0.10507538808535287,0.12187897858564133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716244098930007,0.3210435516470031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998526074707624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103347406162936,0.07914567268550075,0.11073186870887104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587091621025564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657595480888674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666632539570026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788468972819258,0.0,0.0,0.08275619521003012,0.0,0.10531873806631446,0.1658517220858513,0.0,0.0,0.11756316188767765,0.0,0.08608315484383956,0.0,0.0,0.1060805602631993,0.17634687279893282,0.0801138664982669,0.0,0.0,0.07365732460377875,0.0,0.08310597178798161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824348490800298,0.08364303040171735,0.0,0.09580852669923788,0.119006721474539,0.0,0.0,0.06668027161940357,0.10224275389090508,0.0,0.12136158799277875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130580605735849,0.11319219460112186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987823746851951,0.0,0.0,0.12275976978313168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121010473396127,0.0,0.113778095395674,0.0,0.06701406778054744
socialanxiety,mirandasghost,2019/01/15,Too many memes I've been a lurker on this sub till now. Just want to say that too many memes from here get upvoted to the front page instead of actual posts that need help/attention. Can we tone down the memes maybe?,2.3747727272727275,4.360682386363642,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,77.4090909090909,7.127272727272729,17.81818181818182,8.07648339933343,0.2694272727272731,171,3,39,3,4,52,37,44,0.0,0.9690000000000001,0.031,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,7,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.3209865651068316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185145687202175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22047370102298103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6669633227310657,0.3304526808901879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24389616113210086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150223801384375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261576980495264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401042921722814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,robstyg,2019/01/15,"found the instagram of my crush, too scared to message her Hey!

I have a crush on a girl from my university. She is in a different course, so we don't know each other. We've never talked, and until a few days ago I didn't even know her name. I always thought I'd never ask a girl out, but I like her so much that I convinced myself to do it. The problem is, I can't do it when there are people around her. I know, I shouldn't care but I know myself and I can honestly say I'm sure I will never talk to her until I see her alone. I've reached a point where I doubt I'll ever see her without friends around her. I've waited weeks for the opportunity to come but it just never came.

Every monday we have physics together and there's a list with all names of the students in the course. So I eventually found out her name and searched for her on instagram. I found her profile, but now I'm way too scared to message her. Not even because I'm afraid to be rejected, but because I think she will think ""what a creep, why does he know my name"". Sure I could be honest to her and tell her that I've tried to speak to her and that I believed this was my only chance to contact her, but I don't know... Of course, I could wait some more weeks, months, until the opportunity finally comes, but I really want to get this off my chest because all my thoughts are revolving around her and I'm losing so much sleep over this.

Does anybody have some advice on what to do? I appreciate it if you want to encourage me to do it when her friends are around her, but as I said, I'm 99% sure that I won't do it. You have to understand that talking to her at all would already be way out of my comfort zone.",3.927249809014516,3.902403554621852,5.017627960275021,87.99120893812072,70.87675070028011,8.283626177743825,26.87153043035396,8.00094639256281,1.292289635854342,1307,38,305,16,22,432,158,357,0.09699999999999999,0.762,0.14,0.9490000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,2,0,3,20,21,0,4,14,0,30,2,2,0,11,74,62,26,0,8,12,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,0,2,17,21,0,2,14,0,0,3,12,7,0,0,9,5,60,14,44,43,10,40,0,2,2,0,48,17,0,4,19,212,77,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945045619598402,0.08114344187981556,0.0,0.0,0.09480637844936876,0.10101511649999298,0.0,0.07616744454623138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259550295860211,0.08557623008731234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674032347483563,0.0,0.0,0.10313265067478948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469576721044566,0.09332969894550268,0.0,0.0,0.15770478946270666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146172240052381,0.0,0.0,0.059034821365277074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095638349408881,0.0,0.0,0.16021208376091056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092075815029557,0.08280190040699344,0.07712521482332173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027605711258293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011020358638077,0.1414449837841357,0.0,0.04782513808669708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018433092160256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044721134018875765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240827381453184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306523368168184,0.0,0.13458280066895528,0.0,0.2824008324197743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961922684366445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634613364074927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653356073432071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759007343531265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864196832339349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707416654653173,0.07279516531421358,0.1832922064727199,0.0,0.14588881830835146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160470368263607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588221291249493,0.0,0.0,0.2207257671774948,0.0800087672845038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730847179264314,0.0,0.1453428398978776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214869766364569,0.0,0.0,0.09529490630535133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798367074051733,0.1453181528385249,0.14685347974054105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259934461453985,0.0,0.0,0.08823993959950699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502639194621224,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FrostIvanov,2019/01/15,"Brief query. I don't believe social anxiety and social apathy fall in to congruent categories, but is anyone else here merely lacking interest in social activity, save the notion of feeling anxious? Merely curious.",8.087904761904763,11.230394171428578,9.525714285714287,47.547619047619065,64.42857142857143,12.666666666666664,40.23809523809524,11.855464076750405,7.063095238095237,176,10,17,7,3,61,31,35,0.092,0.586,0.321,0.8795,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768486895218526,0.2919325911238983,0.0,0.18068804096526747,0.264774162453946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291142416721287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587050000621189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306611335205051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.790257058289189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ayonogo,2019/01/15,"The dreaded first week of the semester. Here I am, up at 7am a few hours from my class. I couldnt sleep all night cause of anxiousness and negative thoughts about school. The first week is always the worst for me, not only because getting adjusted to be around people all day is hard, but also because I dread picking the syllabus seeing presentation assignments on it. It always makes my heart rate jump, its awful. I wish everyone luck who is also starting back in school, we'll get through this.",5.176519756838907,6.828875648936172,5.213100303951368,81.60500000000002,69.1063829787234,8.350151975683891,30.44984802431611,8.841846274778883,2.5141933130699083,397,16,72,7,7,124,74,94,0.175,0.7509999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,6,1,7,2,2,3,2,14,14,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,1,2,8,1,12,10,4,16,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,10,51,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820028286813558,0.2934213458155507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918911555967905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696037202355198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557763300355485,0.0,0.21496359206294527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811271209134037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371050215861077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847937320908166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29995194496036304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423772078496925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157946265866441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893763958501202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736376807391906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176936119643109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165462467726534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409775893628073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222366776703239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568863911185689,0.14050259156815453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644530151775795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479876439812468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997677072388873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828632752475497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275696025242493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,S_Espoire,2019/01/15,"The dreaded question... ""How are you?"" English is not my first language so this might just be because of being unfamiliar to the small talk phrases. Small talk has never been my Forte in any language. 

For my work, if I contact people around me I expect them to be busy, so try to keep the whole thing short and to the point. 
Me: ""Hi"" (just as a knock on the door)  
Them: ""Hi"" (as in, 'yeah what do you want') 
Me: ""so, I needed information about.... Blah blah blah"".

But How it often goes is... 
Me: ""Hi"" 
Them: ""Hi. How are you?"" 
Me thinking 'what? Why are you asking? Why do you want to know? What do I answer to that? Do I ask it back? Or should I ignore it and say what I was going to? This wasn't in the script!'

The one time I tried starting with 'How are you?' I think it came off creepy because I think you are not supposed to sound like you actually care to hear the answer.

Suggestions?

Also, any recommendations for something to watch with normal unscripted random conversations.",0.0372919299512553,2.3951073455497403,1.6822856111211415,94.7321989528796,95.96335078534031,4.100451345008124,17.0574110850334,5.935793293072707,-0.3944144791478608,737,20,157,7,29,238,107,191,0.047,0.898,0.055,0.35100000000000003,0,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,8,3,2,14,4,0,1,9,1,20,0,0,4,1,37,35,15,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,2,0,3,1,0,12,6,0,2,8,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,4,4,29,2,24,26,1,17,0,0,1,0,26,10,0,6,6,117,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.1559091193418086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776526308402045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172934835755336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222611396579007,0.2987203398853823,0.0,0.0,0.12285062550617727,0.0,0.1947844283820409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273038631028704,0.16289265933984173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358973572698709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907990198412834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006852850961574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200786244133914,0.0,0.0,0.08780352502591716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805387279007363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948707613984784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184648824174242,0.12322182304344265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653731054619582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826195819769724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076201862295768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103104359513678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789751153809241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705278383078988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299610604644375,0.0,0.0,0.11308359593728615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568286237328989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614180561764333,0.3071158883393771,0.0,0.0,0.09316116796739267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169420184854648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846891708577967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883289468628203,0.17837366252013054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631196101595614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NoTeach9,2019/01/15,"How does something like Zoloft work for anxiety? In my mind, I can kind of see how 'depression' can be helped with pills. Like, in raising serotonin in the brain or whatever, it makes sense that someone can go from sad to feeling happier and up-beat.

But anxiety just feels like a different animal to me?!

It's been part of the reason I've never even tried meds. It just doesn't make sense in my brain. I can't image being way too anxious to go on a date for example, start taking an SSRI, and then at some point you have no fear and anxiety about going on a date. Like, how does that even work? What effect is taking place?

Other reason I've not had pills is because i'm too nervous to ring the doctor and have an appointment with him where I have to talk about this stuff lol (kind of ironic. There should be a separate procedure for nervous/anxious people to get help when you think about it! It's like have a hospital with no wheelchair access!! lol)

ps - this might seem like a bad idea, but what about self medicating Zoloft for a few months. If it doesn't work, tapere off. If it does work, i'd now theoretically have the confidence to see my GP and get an actual script for it!!?",3.626275894538608,5.03839446186441,4.573333333333334,85.62637476459513,72.60169491525423,8.125800376647835,24.128060263653484,8.680891452615391,1.4795930320150656,927,26,192,17,18,301,133,236,0.076,0.82,0.10300000000000001,0.8529,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,5,17,13,0,2,14,2,20,8,2,8,1,34,37,15,0,3,8,0,2,6,0,2,6,1,0,1,16,8,0,0,8,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,2,5,10,8,31,30,3,23,0,2,2,0,7,11,0,6,14,122,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.1067227154473971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509876649784466,0.1235492963551285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131371080831603,0.06666679669399543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441710180467269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941943710388242,0.0,0.0,0.1142612758787286,0.0,0.11193787778900416,0.2871134416506064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446673527798184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306401409510152,0.11059464820473336,0.0781290978459884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427552505114533,0.0,0.18646089462244747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660770646322185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345775041100393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776990431637456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205760364952002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600158149030515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147787022696553,0.11017192674757714,0.0,0.11601708145903045,0.11042566441510536,0.0,0.0872926694620597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434764825233923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842969719880778,0.0,0.07581867850822592,0.0,0.1142612758787286,0.0,0.10338358113607077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488718505390567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742966353913708,0.0995601574219304,0.11408967746398435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266309147737864,0.08419314073575487,0.0,0.0,0.07740784170889167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519470856058434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644550444125154,0.0879020042095853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007552797208026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425043963159507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680742429316783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184708725451938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hereverycentcounts,2019/01/15,"I Dislike Myself so It's Hard to Expect Others to Like Me: How to Fix? I'm 35 and have a pretty good corporate job where I must interact with other people on a daily basis. I hate every word that comes out of my mouth, especially how I say things, and I know it rubs people the wrong way. I overthink everything and can't make a clear point without babbling. I'm sad because I cannot connect with anyone at work and when they're all sitting and having lunch together I'm hiding at my desk. I could go sit with them but then I'd say something I regret that just pops out of my mouth. In order to move up in my profession I need to get better at being a people person, but it will never happen, but then I'm not smart enough to be one of those introverted genius types. My boss is clearly starting ot get annoyed at me but I can't stop myself from being so crazy. I feel like everyone hates me and I just want to quit my job and hide forever, but I can't because I need the money and I also wouldn't be happy hiding forever. Just thought I'd share, maybe someone else can relate?",2.5924000000000014,4.018851373333334,4.441444444444446,85.48350000000002,75.26666666666667,6.777777777777778,23.166666666666664,7.3871296695380915,0.9442,849,24,173,10,18,289,134,225,0.16399999999999998,0.727,0.109,-0.9143,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,10,13,3,0,6,0,16,3,2,4,5,45,35,21,0,8,10,0,3,2,0,3,0,2,0,1,9,14,1,1,3,0,1,3,8,6,0,1,1,5,28,7,25,26,2,25,0,2,0,0,6,12,0,0,8,114,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615548984056027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156140545117567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708475798426332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846084519174858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251190628885241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596942463180665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213368148714017,0.0,0.0,0.15008093728608138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237845960984048,0.13879154485534614,0.13054034223133776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344220617642898,0.10376584049096678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517731067092755,0.0,0.08254829499134894,0.12182788287304645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284431192470078,0.15462015093229384,0.13011448123404418,0.2868064281164667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882742344778155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982499478286496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419225477886205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969547661117002,0.0,0.14592203904463358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437658998388976,0.0,0.21540043222939656,0.1120249030853209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842441115847053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30209188831908745,0.12682573367956768,0.0,0.0,0.13730715553246672,0.0,0.0,0.14777034538975742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544900801838465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101550429661316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230689184277486,0.11181969653919964,0.0,0.0,0.10280791634569324,0.0,0.0,0.12143458106584205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649691259173612,0.0,0.0,0.11531139914986276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856715622673682,0.11529181305014942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001475274967592,0.0,0.10574292636363898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588068664770736,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pawneepark,2019/01/15,"I’m so tired of being scared all the time Sorry for the wall of text in advance :/

I’m a college student and every day I’m terrified of just *existing*. I was a social butterfly until about the age of 15 and then it’s like a flip switched. 

I duck and cover when I see someone I know in fear of fucking up our inevitable interaction. 

I’ve developed an awful resting bitch face that discourages people from interacting with me, even though I’d love for someone to initiate a conversation because I’m too scared to do so myself. 

I’m not a *terrible* looking guy (I work out pretty obsessively, one of my few redeeming qualities) but the idea of a girl being remotely interested in me is a joke when I’m surrounded by bigger, better-looking, more socially-adept guys. 

I feel genuinely subhuman at times, and like I’m constantly on a different page than everyone else. Even when I push myself to go out and attend events, it seems like I choose the wrong ones and miss the things that everyone else goes to. 

It’s like the rest of the world is in a group chat that I’m not a part of. The loneliness has pushed some pretty dark thoughts into my head and I’m trying my best to put myself out there, but it feels like I’m constantly in a war with my own mind. 

Just needed to get that off my chest. Hope y’all are doing better than I am. ",4.491498127340827,5.3055355468164835,5.8841385767790255,79.29602059925095,69.93632958801497,9.678651685393259,29.065543071161052,9.861636050157227,2.703185767790264,1049,38,209,25,18,355,156,267,0.127,0.7190000000000001,0.154,0.9261,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,4,15,22,3,4,21,1,10,6,3,0,1,32,34,17,1,2,6,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,13,0,1,7,2,0,6,2,11,0,2,2,4,21,11,38,30,10,35,0,2,2,2,12,17,2,3,17,134,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348186844728251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650239766602925,0.2132209013233232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605282281735189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774023573486602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259417350030801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013963475949735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923497397710104,0.0,0.10156264121422018,0.2303679245293819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564434085289198,0.12190028309978275,0.08611591338602399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144002240379153,0.06297872040482122,0.0,0.06850734102864812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387129606053389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371185170335555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972635631826604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607832720896154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624725732703378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944560024537326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024514506478209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879472603920554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171402479407532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938107607191621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336605623372025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053627684796362,0.0,0.0835693094054129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452710488229505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117896712644165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136905998895805,0.0,0.09605713089396296,0.10973778182037587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287836549845925,0.20427131452297675,0.0,0.0,0.1349379726485163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008338512414488,0.0,0.11843284434965473,0.0956976439898377,0.14057913655291565,0.13854639780478306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184075593440324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775670919090735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317948015834371,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,InspiredLife008,2019/01/15,"Control social anxiety by controlling your breath Social anxiety can take the joy out of life. In a lot of cases, taking control over breath (read: paying attention to breath) can be so helpful in taking control of social anxiety. It’s so simple, yet such an underrated technique. If you get social anxiety then this technique is a must try. What’s there to lose anyway - the breath is yours. It’s not like you are paying for it :-)

I am sharing with you what works best for me. Here is some good content on the same subject. It’s probably explained in a little more detail here.",4.329775739041793,6.354485321100924,5.2636085626911315,78.89635066258921,71.93577981651377,7.780224260958207,28.624872579001018,8.515128840125781,2.371996126401632,456,18,78,8,9,149,71,109,0.096,0.742,0.162,0.9002,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,0,7,8,6,0,0,7,0,9,5,4,4,1,14,14,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,15,12,5,9,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,3,3,61,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39307556973222596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480720115445508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5762996767978867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711323411020856,0.0,0.0,0.10774324123273872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610170307091779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073264474254687,0.0627573710637686,0.12874718794616505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437099970914413,0.0,0.10920914658341872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384978637594694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849129030991313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237810141437268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897499676677602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721355050525237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351788240238658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Raydeniro,2019/01/15,ARHH! Social anxiety or intrusive thoughts I'm 25 years old male and since I had my first panick attack in 2014 I can not make eye contact to save my life for example I can't sit on the train or be directly opposite anyone on a bus restraunt or talking with close family members without feeling like Ima about to have heart attack. I was never the shy type before and before the anxiety Attack in 2014 I noticed that year or two before that I noticed my eye contact got weaker and I started to be conscious when making it but never bad enough to effect my life. its not like I don't want to or I'm intimidated by the person I'm infront of its like my brain will not allow me to hold the eye contact making me shift my gaze all over the place impacting the flow of conversation. I've done therapy 3 times CBT currently doing it now find it pointless but going just beacuse I promised my self I will keep trying until I overcome this! It's impacted my life so bad I don't chill with friends or socialise while in university I can't do otherthings I've always wanted to do I.e boxing and army or simply held down a part time job as everytime I have which I've had many I have had panic attacks start to finish of my shift and the time I've gotten home my soul is exhausted. How the hell am I gonna get graduate job if I can't even sit on a godamm train! I always constantlyno matter what I'm doing think about how my life was before the panic attack and how free I felt now to be honest I feel like I can't wait to leave this place...I've tried propanlol magnesium supplements healthy diet I go gym regularly (another place we're my anxiety at it worst) and nothing seems to work. Accept when I'm piss drunk. I asked my first therapist what is this called she said social anxiety my new therapist said that's wrong it's intrusive thoughts ??? Anyway has anyone ever experienced this or similar please reach out,3.2788198051948063,5.076129423376628,4.825304383116883,81.8965280032468,74.24675324675326,7.825487012987013,26.057224025974026,8.567472430010655,1.9247288961038973,1528,54,293,29,32,513,207,385,0.18,0.727,0.09300000000000001,-0.988,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,14,24,7,2,13,0,29,13,6,8,4,57,60,27,0,3,16,0,3,4,1,3,5,2,1,3,18,11,2,4,11,2,1,3,12,14,0,3,14,9,40,11,33,40,4,40,2,0,3,0,16,13,2,10,26,176,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283289288733354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086004567470961,0.23596593249521594,0.0,0.0,0.1078388606651926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209055003451767,0.43863770236064414,0.0,0.0,0.12877281193679238,0.0,0.0,0.2624710421648637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608397443553129,0.07874132736877018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891370540841433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967867918229897,0.0,0.050932624379174,0.06975341795441534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269558059885912,0.0,0.07798162898219907,0.11017955063541736,0.07404088569618396,0.0,0.07048018270205758,0.1311851109647423,0.0,0.0,0.05957756418001859,0.0,0.04028852996479358,0.0,0.08765056019238304,0.0,0.06167457103185844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137966228988162,0.0,0.0,0.07735095315500458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304615403418648,0.06854186706235219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816518776750088,0.0,0.0,0.21786968993282574,0.15069470325106665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442123118174525,0.07818080888682752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894910139518727,0.07447653052470178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399231580687894,0.1755880649207909,0.0809174635080982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095174552692406,0.0,0.08350621713932395,0.0,0.0,0.06733238163785868,0.2417010379954267,0.08464727496707082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670486310818084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020107558110593,0.08044601653983473,0.0,0.0,0.06378893992050105,0.0,0.0,0.15721464896675005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916241771990612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198077023016565,0.0,0.0,0.08818580847839866,0.17906902938992025,0.0,0.04941110543553946,0.0,0.1224387339933814,0.13489620110644646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047097726536898,0.0,0.07532851424498739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096687491944454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743344942193733,0.0,0.05613941955509922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843113162456671,0.0,0.0993169070356776
socialanxiety,stedtler3,2019/01/15,"26 year old virgin I've been in a relationship. I've never hug,kissed, or had sex with a girl. Probably haven't even talked to a girl for more than 10 minutes.

I'm horrified that a relationship will never work out for me.

I don't even know how to kiss or have sex.

So many women say they don't like virgins or that they don't want to show the ropes to virgins.

What the fuck do I do?

I'm socially retarded. Will any women be forgiving about this?

",0.6726315789473674,2.747354421052634,2.89605263157895,91.21986842105262,83.73684210526315,6.747368421052633,20.026315789473685,7.908726449838941,0.7507684210526309,350,10,80,7,10,119,60,95,0.155,0.784,0.061,-0.8268,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,5,4,1,0,6,0,12,7,0,1,2,11,17,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,1,5,3,11,12,1,6,0,0,0,7,12,2,1,3,5,48,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258500316218708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158248416626319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102887670656413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139405893897949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680413922752315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24239318009533936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687919243506359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508779530967629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577724893038908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133724867969809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012882412291107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437155566897932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216629010063488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101766411100813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405566184874466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539619586723616
socialanxiety,Luckydragon23,2019/01/15,"Social Anxiety at a workplace party I just left a party my employers held. Midway into the party, I started to feel that tightness in your chest and the labored breathing when you feel trapped at a social gathering. My boss and a few others were supportive and reassured me that everything was going to be ok and to just take my time. But even now as im typing this, I feel anxious and I want to shut out anyone who tries to initiate a conversation with me. I managed to bid a good night to everyone, but I feel like a mess. Im new to this sub; so I was wondering, has anyone here has felt the same or has gone through a similar situation? How do you deal with this feeling of being trapped without drawing attention to yourself?",6.512185314685315,6.2689567482517505,7.472159090909091,73.32823863636366,65.43356643356644,10.78636363636364,36.75611888111889,10.411451182825502,3.8977559440559446,577,27,106,13,8,195,91,143,0.09,0.775,0.134,0.3286,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,8,6,0,0,11,1,9,2,2,2,0,29,23,12,0,1,6,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,8,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,7,15,5,20,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,7,80,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965089970883548,0.1914629242701411,0.0,0.23700718423158704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747253109700839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193921945365497,0.0,0.0,0.1619443581702463,0.1523167132407921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42846813738706496,0.12107576477961855,0.16272632823289304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631876829640483,0.14215086603206353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36613260383303736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413932797198299,0.0,0.0,0.08279883308262256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368378413974488,0.0,0.1590444730820868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905013919708816,0.0,0.3455248047107163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995804243533753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923226548590443,0.0,0.0,0.12742704589628007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882451338526377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506505273284512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996305019366472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337161814896095,0.183792644783945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,limitofmytearsDNE,2019/01/15,"How did you guys manage the transition from high school to college? Even though i still get debilatating social anxiety while in high school, I feel like it is going to be way easier than in college because at least in high school you are forced to interact with the same people every day so you are able to like somewhat ish make friends, vs in college its alot more independent and on your own

So like in college how did you manage to make friends or did you even make any at all? If you didn't manage to make any, were you fine with it or did you get depressed? Did your anxiety get better or worse? 

I feel like if my anxiety is still there I'm just gonna not really care about the friends I make and just like completely immerse myself in things such as studying and exercising or whatever

also im tagging u/Don_Carlone cuz i want him to answer this just out of curiosity",4.281649622054246,5.767179005780349,5.015028901734105,82.80977323254783,71.08092485549132,8.560071142730104,27.758559359715427,9.057496981413335,2.181780257892397,700,25,138,14,13,226,99,173,0.09,0.75,0.16,0.9086,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,10,0,1,16,12,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,9,1,34,27,18,0,3,11,0,2,5,3,1,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,2,18,11,24,18,7,19,0,1,0,0,17,13,0,8,9,96,23,10,0.11680120254795245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340587947848536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885764603301636,0.0,0.2680578007507005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120092896366484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330117190461807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908661038972325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224638386356552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532711292103048,0.0,0.10060070460407276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542921854090916,0.0,0.09841005074120836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118116394983411,0.166885604876482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707209580519133,0.0,0.18307142261835135,0.0,0.06638081509277036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565155398137825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702206499687732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261653419387765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853158385415045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898285483848004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097524720382067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482584121794134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546271580913743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190641168753596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655518246611785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759752896709206,0.0,0.11475658847126648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688923754775907,0.09271135793409503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119030404002262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Quartermayne1,2019/01/15,"Why does my mother speak to me in a high pitched voice? More like I’m asking what this means socially. For starters Im a 24 year old male. My mother is a little....childish when she’s around me. She does the same thing towards my sister who is almost 10 years older than me. When she speaks to me she uses this incredibly high pitched voice. Like imagine you are a female with a already high pitched voice but then you on top of it you speak as high pitched as possible. It makes me cringe. And it’s almost like this feeling of insecurity washes over me and I feel worthless when she Speaks to me. I don’t know how to respond it. Imagine uptalking but like to the 15th degree. Except you just stay high pitched as possible. Is it because I am a male and she’s trying to imasculate me? Does she have control issues? Is she trying to put me in my place? How do I respond to it? I almost want to scream out “WHAT THE F*CK” in a disgusted tone because that’s how I feel every time she does it. It makes me cringe horribley.

I feel she also has huge social anxiety and self esteem issues. She’s going on 50 but is still like a 13 year old girl sometimes. Like her parents sheltered her and she never went out and socialized with people. SHE STILL HASNT. I don’t know how to handle her help. I hate just being around she is so childish.",1.1533936922892425,3.5657352639405215,2.6209593476436024,91.72704760762682,84.8364312267658,4.957956589519128,20.945077347403764,6.3737218528115,0.28489797337810296,1042,33,214,10,31,338,128,269,0.09300000000000001,0.799,0.107,-0.467,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,0,2,15,11,2,1,11,0,15,1,0,8,1,41,31,22,0,1,6,4,4,6,0,0,1,8,0,4,16,12,0,1,9,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,12,44,6,31,29,2,38,0,1,0,0,41,19,0,3,21,143,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726620308874695,0.0,0.10016067092429704,0.07258418435072407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943444722099489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159895462025842,0.08485237574039539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065815947981823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179988931736114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31771383047751256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647284415976474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357264523789624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515834479258318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961096320093613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060837402452541975,0.4794873737751508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804102792121998,0.1894687125812429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976338001876936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660571373687212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117176083184325,0.0,0.0,0.09886893992883647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000302980580766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048374618480102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007830228514338,0.0,0.0,0.06292454290568908,0.0,0.09482938370799716,0.0,0.0,0.20464623946395827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912431988545423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468696825017626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27756834549674736,0.0,0.0,0.08976822149308407,0.0,0.0,0.09674267579968264,0.1449689872983062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060299773195812464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05292539792781692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324601447274433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839122018336249,0.0,0.0,0.05353514050661591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841394228856856,0.08190067052489226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534771566724425
socialanxiety,yourheftydreamboy,2019/01/15,"Constantly flustered/face feels tense. I don’t know how to explain it. Even with some of my personal family members or friends I feel this inclination to anchor what I’m going to say and a facial weakness where it’s difficult to express emotion. I’ve gone on to make more than a few “acquaintances” in HS but I never feel myself around them. On the rare occasion that I do, it feels like a one hundred pound weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I’m top of the world, but this rarely happens, and when it does it never lasts very long. And even during this moments I feel like I’m not giving off the right emotional cue to them, as if my face is dancing with tenseness that makes me look sad even when I’m happy. Otherwise, when someone interacts with me my face turns a very bright red and my eyes water constantly. Anyone else have similar symptoms of this?",6.222307692307693,6.420169603550299,6.361946745562129,79.5513224852071,65.98224852071006,9.600236686390533,32.284615384615385,9.3871,2.785295384615385,689,26,131,12,10,220,108,169,0.087,0.7879999999999999,0.125,0.8265,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,9,8,0,0,7,0,6,9,5,3,2,27,25,14,0,1,5,0,6,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,12,9,2,0,7,1,0,3,4,3,0,1,2,11,15,5,20,23,3,23,0,1,4,0,9,10,0,3,12,84,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105847664397667,0.1480876839957773,0.0,0.12866201131811092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123703663735376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647885176261398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073595887397325,0.3251527575408914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863813693592123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624967082838213,0.0,0.3653926136897926,0.20650399078496767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166323236452336,0.0,0.0,0.13864598922376167,0.08213951849449089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780707305929653,0.1538544769271749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794297039808869,0.11781093724158045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121975190511646,0.0,0.0,0.12790417303342005,0.1213684871214695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929492984681427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229403187500021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793701664592616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619769673306966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342751293936158,0.0,0.11493576148165402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224594851093224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022162329231656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572067329490119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385041595600119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599815085728004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Seven_Sundrops,2019/01/15,"Codename: Anxiety Be Gone So, hey all you cute people. I'm sick of not being able to confidently navigate conversations and just not feeling comfortable in my own skin. So sick of being lonely and watching people easily open up to others, while I sit at the sidelines stuck in my own mind. So. I've come up with a plan. 

This semester of college, I'm going to go out of my way to talk to people and initiate conversations. I knowww. Don't we all say this? But I mean it this time. Every single fucking day, I will push myself out of my comfort zone a little further and further. My goal is to do something daily that's at least a little noteworthy, something that will look good or be inspiring to you redditors.

And I also signed up for a public speaking class this semester. I'm trying to not think about it. XD

To keep myself accountable, I'm going to post daily below about how this wild idea works out in practice. Erm, wish me luck. Also, if you want to do this with me, feel free to post your progress down below. ",2.341268656716416,4.657580079601988,4.121539800995027,83.41335447761195,79.04975124378109,7.005074626865673,23.482835820895524,8.07648339933343,1.5350614925373145,800,27,151,15,20,269,119,201,0.078,0.764,0.158,0.9549,0,2,2,0,0,0,26.0,1,4,0,4,10,9,1,0,5,0,10,4,1,1,2,35,29,15,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,11,13,0,1,6,0,2,6,4,2,0,0,2,7,19,8,36,21,6,32,0,1,2,1,12,19,1,3,3,106,30,4,0.16625560069065284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26590908761164195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718507946675905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432144787180496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072211084627921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400775141271355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812765426211496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370062383145028,0.0,0.0,0.2834606677029583,0.1394473099157717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768233647847876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777561687727167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332635776109856,0.0,0.0,0.13961283203714367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811010886515864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787076255334185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34578209995958603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31845381633769976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221312668040022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559833678508279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362995418492246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652987581564397,0.0,0.0,0.09694497775484398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287663956470335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806186082142894,0.13196595726701535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911857358301625,0.0,0.0,0.12103605739744284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_Slaying_,2019/01/15,"Anyone else prefer online chatting? Ever since I started spending more time in online communities, i found myself getting really into making friends and chatting with them all day all night. Usually it was just one person who i'd really come along with. 

Simply.. online friendships over real-life ones. ",7.663823529411764,10.240259254901963,7.429558823529415,64.50551470588239,64.29411764705883,8.237254901960785,30.39705882352941,8.841846274778883,3.203858823529412,246,9,29,4,4,78,43,51,0.0,0.883,0.11699999999999999,0.7152,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,13,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,1,6,4,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543411302490045,0.2570752336118791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612690099003412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180882059000226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959355967621154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269521197424488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27509733054503005,0.19384361191566699,0.0,0.13108414676958907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747674296925458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354513105341551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34003072712272125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190749527142314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28557750004279125,0.32146409566560186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754588887016745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758729840259482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630097317151744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763293269096906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UnsungArchitect,2019/01/15,"What to do when a former friends group decides to block out your existence? I have a former friends group that, after something of an embarrassing falling out years ago, has pretty much made me something of a non-entity to them. I was never that close with them, but I want to be on good terms again, and hate that I can't seem to properly talk to them now, especially since some of them I thought I was having pending dialogue with. 

Frankly, I don't know what to do. I don't know whether the right thing to do is to try speak to them individually to apologize for things I did years ago, or if it's to make a big announcement in front of all them saying I'm sorry for these things (either way, interrupting their days when they probably want nothing to do with me). Otherwise, I just sit next to them, sometimes for hours on end, feeling practically paralyzed by being unable to say anything amidst their conversations about things I wish I could be involved in. I know I could just move on but it sucks having empty history with these people and still being a ghost. If anyone can relate, any comments?",8.632075471698116,7.099557679245282,8.26290566037736,73.58115094339624,61.83018867924528,11.498867924528305,35.82264150943397,10.355215969177356,3.43525320754717,876,31,168,16,10,280,127,212,0.10400000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.094,-0.4871,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,10,0,8,6,2,1,7,0,22,0,0,2,2,36,36,10,1,7,9,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,13,9,0,1,7,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,5,4,27,3,36,25,5,33,0,0,0,0,23,10,1,5,18,125,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540974604282088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746573488789603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021598745910026,0.0,0.11794404517687425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288662775571244,0.0,0.0,0.09243259737470703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694317453081644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246929264565885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146467007827486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021398805910895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150350359776573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114599380148946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23630257893373016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561733008441135,0.09567037381558477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233151153310534,0.10536017167582068,0.0,0.11054087163162116,0.0,0.15242748208360354,0.0,0.0,0.13752394910762245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936332526051812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581278207621942,0.15452830590299613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223985409201816,0.0,0.22795516445050434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047745620929493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855970220140895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067676705084632,0.14175182811648382,0.16044030711352242,0.0,0.0,0.11445931883207362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519899327157015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808743425388813,0.0,0.0,0.11378383038081692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973080872551768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690732847117903,0.11376450374473382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481637242081842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459286102559305
socialanxiety,Never_Stop_Believing,2019/01/15,"Xanax, Adderall, or Klonopin I'm going to my psychiatrist this week for my bi-monthly appointment. I'm already prescribed xanax and take about .5 to .75 mgs around 1-3 times a weeks. I've heard good things about  Klonopin and that's much better than Xanax (As far as it being safer and the the effects lasting much longer). At my current dosage of Xanax it does cull my anxiety to abou 90%. I can get anxious if say I were to present something or a teacher is calling out random students to give inputs on the lecture or question at hand, not much a but a bit. It hasn't unfortunately helped me with socializing despite culling most of my anxiety. That's probably mostly my fault but I think it has to do a bit with the sedating effects of xanax. I mostly feel like I don't really care about anything while I'm in class. I'm not sure how different the effects of Klonopin are. And the reason why I added Adderall to this list is because I've heard from some people when they use it they don't necessarily feel high but want to socialize a lot. I'm not sure if this means it makes you just talk more without the anti-anxiety effects. ",4.483116666666668,5.6668809866666665,5.050819444444446,83.89756250000002,70.24444444444444,7.936111111111113,31.39583333333333,8.278499904357787,2.226383333333333,902,39,180,13,16,289,132,225,0.079,0.851,0.07,-0.4496,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,5,7,7,0,0,13,0,11,6,1,8,2,43,30,17,0,3,13,0,3,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,12,8,0,0,10,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,6,16,6,29,26,11,17,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,12,9,109,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977853603927385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114932166334177,0.15333330320340333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169206688063947,0.12082614176373252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273814948890826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003983554463687,0.2963582860830926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859282755901198,0.0,0.13838310701789394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180622128645215,0.0,0.0,0.11877594261603593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725568033270466,0.09696366553632764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091195275216165,0.1302020680176098,0.07713699641677423,0.11384168462384625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097520006291647,0.14340342617640514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063592787520553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630954074446713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539056261109774,0.0,0.0,0.09059907835687196,0.0,0.0,0.14784690383602245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833629772837523,0.0,0.2993257181502572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409627382066907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633706900578236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204572536093755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695043346250021,0.13955034933308638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793585820891066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767139374213943,0.0,0.10448956616454608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558428938696221,0.0,0.10205009632653672,0.10909252469486604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017123856523752,0.08696862300855618,0.0,0.0,0.07914372525435508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722487568269865,0.0,0.0,0.0800555237673897,0.0,0.21774463040700373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247284706314344,0.0,0.0,0.13083634837375085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Partially_Royal,2019/01/15,"(17M)I inadvertently push people away. I don’t want to be this way. Help? This is honestly . I get many compliments on my appearance from a fair amount of people. I barely talk to anyone I am very approachable in a professional sense but if someone asks me something about myself/tries to get beyond a professional conversation I lock up and just try to end it as quickly as possible. 

For some reason I don’t like to talk about myself.
I don’t find myself interesting. 

I fear overthinking the situation and saying something stupid or that doesn’t make sense and then have everyone look at me differently. 

Even if someone were to compliment me I ignore it completely I know this is rude. But something tells me to just to keep moving. 

This has led to guys labeling me as stuck up and girls labeling me as a homosexual.
 I can tell this has really limited my opportunities for friendships and relationships. 

How can I make this go away?

This is best I could do to express myself if there are any further questions from commenters I will do my best to answer you.

How can I make this go away?",3.9535173299101416,6.410474292682928,5.253016688061617,76.6183183568678,74.3658536585366,8.803594351732992,26.88703465982028,9.414487439383343,2.683487804878049,870,33,157,23,19,289,117,205,0.096,0.73,0.174,0.9464,1,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,4,11,12,2,1,5,0,21,0,0,7,0,31,35,18,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,11,5,0,3,5,0,0,7,4,4,0,0,2,2,28,8,31,30,4,21,0,0,1,0,15,10,0,7,4,118,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810945777343704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905956983283102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112690514277985,0.0,0.3651951247323008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27194346277151515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584769368669444,0.0,0.0,0.10344806634545488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135369100333611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475719429821933,0.0,0.0,0.08557725192684917,0.0,0.0,0.12380605479391305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579799449445885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842115784260625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538598179791916,0.0,0.14727091255443114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829090656217795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684549149864305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516439014538454,0.0,0.0,0.07120619406831627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329949978697451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880297438636892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594593301400336,0.1313597887307882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770836385143595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964977581792488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606642076361254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514379457375615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300342428319593,0.1332156309440129,0.0,0.13910560804418318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303624119538088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456378353599041,0.0,0.0,0.2195620385114051,0.2992391681611349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082808044258512,0.22649313613308314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593388722478462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690568276458312,0.07642150062821612,0.10284361730142212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,maydayparadexxxx,2019/01/15,"I hate meeting new people and I feel like it’s such a burden to my husband. He doesn’t really understand my social anxiety. 

Even as a kid, my parents would say I’m lazy for not wanting to attend social functions at their jobs. I was only okay with going to social functions where I already KNEW the people.

So anyway, my husband was invited to dinner by his coworkers parents and invited me! Because I’m his wife. I immediately panicked and said oh i don’t know I’m very exhausted from work. Which is true, but it’s because I don’t want to go.

I can tell my husband is disappointed. I wish he was a bit more understanding but he isn’t. When we go out together he will socialize with everyone and ignore me, his awkward quiet wife.  He doesn’t introduce me to anyone and they end up just staring at me and he just chats it away. So I told him this before, like why do I have to go with you if you don’t care to introduce me. It makes me feel awkward and stupid and it already took a lot of courage to go. 

He still invites me out and I hate having to say no, so I’ve started coming up with excuses. 

But I feel bad because since my husband likes to network and makes friends easily, it’s only natural for these people to be polite and invite me. But I DONT care about going! I’m more than happy to sit at home. I work from home so the longer I sit in the house the more money I make. So I don’t care!! 

Sorry. Rant over. 😞 can anyone relate or am I just being a rude person? ",0.5530107026523972,2.7940959902280165,3.128577012563984,88.25512703583065,85.84039087947883,5.853848301535598,21.800744532340627,7.225922671290522,0.8809639646347143,1147,40,238,18,35,398,155,307,0.145,0.6970000000000001,0.159,0.8245,4,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,2,2,2,15,22,4,2,9,1,23,2,0,3,1,46,56,24,0,5,10,8,3,3,1,2,1,4,2,2,9,19,1,1,7,1,1,9,10,11,0,0,7,8,42,11,36,45,5,27,0,1,1,0,39,11,0,3,8,156,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822837637034847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217514656989553,0.0,0.0,0.13193914040279722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864205057113478,0.0,0.07877574934207095,0.17253904652377927,0.0,0.08028229218633642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300241671276654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885789625143402,0.0,0.0,0.08127152992901153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057390444648407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356338021632337,0.0,0.0,0.06231526035786284,0.0,0.0,0.09015253895926988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311393450824195,0.06740146878005536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289220747248977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217172222408142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004340660329128,0.0,0.1862961300091245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927533554520265,0.0,0.0,0.1088636950248673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362477441187547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518506077555815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827943948654314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021038974058871,0.0,0.0,0.1889319339650379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911208571474042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351019007948418,0.0,0.0,0.20952221086768924,0.0,0.0,0.19622485475862828,0.08238010397896943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044106206194636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974553983604464,0.15005693807214346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078044759082225,0.0,0.0,0.3846992728864337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561366875299256,0.06677924576267484,0.0,0.07534558367723873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246337916685192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015253895926988,0.10482291558187977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964369720479328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784610168254286,0.11129653269671673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513343356061823,0.0,0.10849431838600032,0.0,0.0,0.13737138380584812,0.0,0.0,0.06702135524529451,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SauronMaiaOfMorgoth,2019/01/15,"Should I leave the city and live like a cow? Y'all. I'm new in here, but something's been going around my mind for a long time. Is all of this worth it? Shall I live like a cow? Humiliate myself to the point I no longer care about myself? You know, I feel the city makes us sick. 

Does anybody get it?  ",-0.577031250000001,1.5396278593750026,0.8049999999999997,103.54,90.71875,3.825,12.6875,5.148860815047168,-1.590525,229,3,58,1,8,72,50,64,0.192,0.643,0.16399999999999998,-0.4718,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,1,1,9,11,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,10,3,6,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268432797894115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598053484549042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299416326465832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884433882396573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133132612725705,0.0,0.1448197302741102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004207130865962,0.0,0.0,0.2698169384272117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24898376268966566,0.0,0.450020375473101,0.2255071393056115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009391991145734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572949406091142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461061524002932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408866861635489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617241390433127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858723409836516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065163481693785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FieldWakey,2019/10/10,"Feel like I will never be able to have a relationship I've recently been thinking a lot about how my anxiety and shyness is ruining my chances of having a relationship, Im 17 and i've never had a girlfriend, I've been in the ""talking"" stage with girls many times now but always end up waiting too long and ruining it due to being shy, I feel like I'll never be able to be comfortable with someone or will be good enough for them if I can't even deal with my own problems, these thoughts have come with a lot of depression I've had recently and also as I've ruined it with another girl recently.",9.069508196721314,5.831269557377052,9.498131147540985,70.42473770491806,62.44262295081968,13.36655737704918,40.79344262295082,11.602472056035307,4.5024668852459016,474,20,96,11,5,161,75,122,0.171,0.716,0.113,-0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,0,6,0,16,0,0,1,3,25,22,10,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,10,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,2,7,4,15,10,4,15,0,4,0,0,8,2,0,4,13,66,10,0,0.29866737801807075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942209714774978,0.12425759212792199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658939357018056,0.11423986334763075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863775017279602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395647614803548,0.1286208875226841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226532387480694,0.15430162015764867,0.0,0.0986334931909039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510152002765514,0.2133680345326736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525401325189278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130600991945132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591379462764312,0.0,0.0,0.1321556155158549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539163243444542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140092180585413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345526041281027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289217242641916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423470064378325,0.3206569908454329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652995009121815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200287625658603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568699808690978,0.0,0.11855426833824315,0.08707767497088388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway736286,2019/10/10,Anyone With Social Anxiety Around Rio Grande Valley Area Like to Meet Up? Dont think this post breaks any rules. Anyway I'm a 21 yo male in South Texas. I've just come back to this place after years of being away and dont really have any friends. I'd love to be able to meet with anyone down here going through similar anxiety struggles. I think itd be good to have other friends with SA.,3.4290416666666697,4.6910744875000026,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,72.875,7.333333333333335,22.083333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.7589583333333332,309,7,66,4,6,98,60,80,0.068,0.742,0.18899999999999997,0.9086,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,9,14,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,16,10,0,15,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,4,34,5,0,0.19343884147008164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26309009100034897,0.0,0.29596036851844026,0.0,0.0,0.2705138712659397,0.0,0.0,0.17220158032432992,0.0,0.0,0.18174215917841846,0.1487425288233962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663043368089495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534177630912374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989007381479836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099357514072984,0.16224732258143326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450444696898548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458610678335434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210241797755088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526093869376076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392187513035666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718653855102544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222427717985814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478955977918932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456827176519117
socialanxiety,CamBeast15366,2019/10/10,"People think I’m stupid because I don’t act ‘right’ I’m in the “smart people” group in my high school, being in all classes 1 or more grade levels ahead. Now, I, like most people here, am garbage at any sort of social situation, I have a hard time explaining my thoughts, nobody know my real personality except for my close friends (I’m definitely not the worst at this stuff as some others, but it’s still there). I just look really small and stupid all the time when the teacher calls on me when my hand isn’t even fckn raised, and I just can’t answer properly because I’m caught by surprise and I need a second to think, and people look at me funny, when I’m doing better than half the class.
I just wish I could just be myself, I have so much more fun talking to people once I know them, but I’m just that weird quiet kid that people joke about shooting up the school (really shitty joke, especially since a shooting happened nearby not a super long time ago.), and I just hate it.

Not to mention that school is putting even *more* stress on my shoulders because they aren’t letting me drop my advanced English class that I never wanted to take because my state test scores are too high, bullshit.",9.249915254237287,6.5147309406779685,8.564000000000004,75.69710169491526,61.62711864406779,10.795932203389834,35.0406779661017,8.238735603445708,2.6335047457627123,946,27,186,8,10,299,140,236,0.13699999999999998,0.706,0.157,0.3534,1,0,0,2,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,4,18,15,3,1,10,0,14,2,2,0,3,37,35,13,0,4,13,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,9,6,0,0,7,2,0,4,8,6,0,2,2,5,26,9,21,29,9,33,0,0,2,0,11,15,0,4,13,120,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279679606352707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886080605109866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827670075632184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256243732490118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841417580846622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258935536077663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318880032022705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959498645499002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254828502741482,0.0,0.10388269131118767,0.11449234303326587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24504873474146904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274636798809421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185830158609468,0.0,0.056655093584483326,0.0,0.0,0.10262619492382527,0.1947643414837324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524829852864726,0.08598726443574396,0.08944007089760578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349992604885167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823770280483504,0.10125697322230276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165777852346265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199461150834982,0.1485814828370797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903426683794092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520911235066871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592821201764147,0.13035055915962898,0.0,0.11821265721892416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261053798587812,0.0,0.13283857597031482,0.0,0.1327532402108581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719194391597256,0.093209018288532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861256525515984,0.0,0.0920639914092214,0.20286199137720284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839970749420007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335509135054946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Syberlily,2019/10/10,"My social anxiety almost feels like it's been misdiagnosed. Hey, all, this is my first post, as I've been nothing but a lurker in the cyber realms, but I would love any and all of the help that can be provided. I am a nineteen-year-old female who was diagnosed with social anxiety by my primary care provider when I was eighteen. It wasn't until I was about seventeen that I felt it was a problem that needed solved. However, as a child I've had tendencies that indicated this shyness, too; I played with other children, but never for very long. I never needed stimulation from other kids or things to keep me entertained. I developed special interests as a girl, whether it be Egyptian history or reading the dictionary. My anxiety worsened as I aged, though. I remember in elementary school (and middle school, frankly), ""conforming"" to the social groups I was a part of. I'm incredibly sensitive and shy, but around other girls I would be catty if they were, or ""cool"" and crude-humored in the presence of boys. I started seeing a counselor and psychiatrist at eighteen as well, but even though I've improved with my anxiety, I still feel a sense of repulsion to friendships and relationships, *especially* the former. Turning eighteen rendered all sorts of struggles, including my sexual orientation. I identified as everything under the sun and then nothing, and finally I suppose the best label is ""asexual,"" as intimate relationships, even close friendships, seem uncomfortable to me. With the addition of medications for this issue, I have not changed my stance on my desire to connect. I remember ignoring friends and acquaintances simply because I did not care if they reacted to it or not. I would describe myself as kind as sympathetic, but I don't exactly comprehend what empathy means. Furthermore, I find myself needing constant validation from others in order to feel liked and appreciated. That is, my few dear friends online. I don't desire physical relationships, and, while I understand that this isn't normal, is it simply a collection of traits, or should I develop the nerve to ask my psychologist about it? Thank you, all.",7.887774093722371,9.110308196286477,8.314499336870028,63.43003370910698,62.527851458885934,12.224977895667553,39.58101237842617,11.855464076750405,5.4668179487179485,1718,90,260,56,24,568,207,377,0.075,0.7020000000000001,0.223,0.9968,1,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,1,2,2,11,20,0,1,19,1,28,3,0,2,7,69,48,40,0,13,17,0,4,2,2,4,2,0,0,6,24,18,0,2,10,3,0,0,9,3,1,1,12,6,42,17,44,29,7,26,0,0,1,1,23,10,0,10,16,205,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718444515342473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599928994371966,0.0,0.29698076578144866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639764413306701,0.0907313463789565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916253793611466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185101521057877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979037691617968,0.0,0.10266908366766912,0.0,0.0,0.10487969010887724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850663541510886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282050305434887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722487510914098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721856443718515,0.1386692009950443,0.09318598960735668,0.10631669170416863,0.08870457870734301,0.08255313447466271,0.0,0.0,0.14996563653470651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505250308613034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012979968986287,0.0,0.08626506357514258,0.0,0.1010656449167328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483027464487333,0.0,0.0,0.08588874922492469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759401798773579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571904388686362,0.0,0.09777057124278253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589045361588327,0.14970633619780732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509122110564512,0.18624972154160613,0.0,0.10184067684522484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509881681352946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294983601703928,0.0,0.0,0.0928665037488704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970791489750424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125954326621661,0.2198839989463809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964454022265569,0.07733858393415123,0.08835330153085079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967995825614806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869453159232927,0.0,0.07750655939800251,0.0,0.0,0.10146074793242507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935325712084954,0.0,0.0,0.06447762435244553,0.0,0.19070793366516625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556566953604696,0.0,0.10103547612835236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800787943963283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726219927524598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068307549453607,0.0,0.0,0.06249887599155542
socialanxiety,Peeteet,2019/10/10,Need help plz long time subscriber Ok there’s so much I want to do in life but battle anxiety social phobia and depression one main goal I’m trying to achieve first is not carrying what ppl think of me. I tend to not be happy because I can’t be myself because I’m worried about what ppl might think even the ppl I’m closest too sound dumb right. I can be myself alone n feel myself but sum times even then I think ppl might be watching or judging me. I have a big ass heart n only care for everyone n try to understand everyone but feel when I hear ppl laughing in public I thinks it’s cuz me. How can I overcome this?  Not I’m also a male and been under 105lbs all my life.,0.5612674825174828,2.7634215384615395,2.418701923076924,93.64036057692309,85.36363636363637,5.2533216783216785,20.126311188811187,6.6274283507984215,0.22983951048951035,532,16,116,6,16,176,94,143,0.21100000000000002,0.695,0.094,-0.9679,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,2,0,3,1,13,4,2,2,1,23,29,12,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,5,16,4,10,22,3,12,0,1,1,1,5,6,2,3,6,70,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298968222130256,0.0,0.12585013938418255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038896543360693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918647280961462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604509973035322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554406604014374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078851261616447,0.0,0.0,0.3007509208452766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914378040456598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386033841693185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752516452853575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736941062561845,0.18648629297323285,0.10548297328008258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231265583971868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926905514392202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338931356011921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568635081446875,0.11668916577551565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663917719345102,0.11968831470344175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343946229286641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604206907325357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033498769191062,0.0,0.0,0.18352947727551724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213690189380562,0.0,0.0,0.16382955187253467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282194123935483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598186609937094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kingtommy123,2019/10/10,"How to ask somebody if they’d like to meet up? Hi everyone. Tomorrow I’m hoping to ask my best and only friend who I only speak to on Snapchat if she’d like to meet up irl. I know her from school so it’s not like we never see each other, but only at school. Does anybody have any suggestions on how I should go about this or how I should word it? I know it seems petty but I really don’t want to screw it up or seem like an idiot. Thanks.",0.4196105383734263,2.003154443298968,2.6030240549828183,95.59658648339062,81.88659793814433,5.9605956471935855,16.963344788087056,6.937597516519254,-0.27079060710194724,339,6,83,4,9,115,64,97,0.08,0.715,0.205,0.8729,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,1,5,10,2,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,1,23,18,11,0,6,7,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,11,8,14,14,2,9,0,0,1,1,13,6,1,7,6,52,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600658669626993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34645061403898303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445510382276684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621524304669673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770567969788994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315804001517113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530711162895873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403920777575866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366597849807003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621020539360327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291051045530978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42277435914677214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870437569734933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750557714765193,0.1476556943230069,0.3373702340962299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170594243507673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929147321652756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway_guy19,2019/10/10,"Why is this sub full of memes instead of serious discussion posts? Is this just the tone of the sub? If so, I'm a bit disappointed.",0.8633333333333333,3.1244908888888894,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,84.55555555555556,8.044444444444443,23.814814814814817,8.841846274778883,1.9157259259259247,102,4,23,3,3,35,21,27,0.179,0.821,0.0,-0.6154,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6385260076466015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5601433024521719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277537477620285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LeNumberWaifu,2019/10/10,"I wish I could just ""act natural"" I think most of my social anxiety stems from my inability to ""act natural"" 

I don't care so much about ""fitting in"". I just want to be able to be unapologetically me in front of anybody. I know I'm not a bad person, I have my quirks just like everybody does, but I mean well. So, why can't I just be natural?? 

When I'm in a social interaction of any sort I freeze up, mind goes blank, suddenly it's like I have no opinion on ANYTHING. But that's not me. I don't get it. It can be so frustrating",0.07594395280235844,2.0269180619469007,3.2240929203539817,88.7195612094395,85.19469026548674,7.306489675516224,21.806047197640122,8.344100000000001,1.2407056047197642,403,14,96,10,12,145,67,113,0.11699999999999999,0.6940000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.6198,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,18,20,6,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,2,1,0,0,1,17,4,13,15,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,4,63,21,0,0.2308575804553634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569910711534006,0.0,0.1766054171633682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997611837411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927564367526508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353746891254417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432099294131765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202502437826989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206135574926772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126873288770959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255707054873625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514715833346843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331003461613919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697068844483457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157593466163987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706604613872098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792421593525645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616578226623582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075686897102136,0.0,0.20831305876133854,0.0,0.26547482435466024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throawya933,2019/10/10,"Anyone else feel like their SA is a vicious cycle? I haven't had real conversations or ppl I can truly call friends in years. I feel like thats the whole reason I cant make friends now..

I'm a part of this ""frat"" (we dont live together tho) that i'm beginning to suspect everyone just tolerates me at.

Every time I'm there, I'm quiet cuz I never feel comfortable, and I'm never comfortable because of how quiet I am. Since I havent opened up yet, I'm p sure a lot of the people think I'm creepy and a social failure.. and because of that, i'm too scared to talk a lot of the time in case they judge me further. When I get out words, they often dont make sense or im so nervous and stumbly. I cant stand it. 

I know that if somehow I got into a cycle where people thought I was cool + liked me, I'd be more comfortable and start talking more, thus 'becoming' more cool even to myself, and gaining more confidence. 

But now I feel like its the opposite, im scared people dont like me so i dont talk/sound awkward, which would just make people like me less. Help.",1.371902654867256,2.992876411504426,3.384256637168143,90.92567699115044,79.13274336283186,6.466902654867258,22.804424778761053,7.365786028017652,0.7715281415929209,823,26,185,11,20,279,124,226,0.096,0.716,0.188,0.9549,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,3,1,16,19,1,4,10,2,15,0,0,7,3,41,37,16,0,2,6,0,4,6,2,1,0,2,0,0,8,10,0,0,9,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,8,24,14,14,31,9,21,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,7,17,109,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181612108000097,0.10523692220064294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522020903830752,0.11343338954391992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487678867217183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814940516225345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579971249467752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783794815290739,0.0,0.0865362805278368,0.09814230460805956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772986934232165,0.220124764862076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870455367986905,0.0,0.053660914594969605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214531261661777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884329441467284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188545459884915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056445866075500575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010689000617353,0.0,0.0906934237969615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746380655171242,0.0,0.0,0.2056760200815171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843014318698853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112232188659656,0.0,0.28482036763777474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690467701618615,0.0,0.1056013702433635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565810849570784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849614731579644,0.0,0.0,0.10469830816183917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269755410990572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680147806428274,0.0,0.0,0.2476594321578192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581141359926773,0.0,0.08153901933970333,0.11978022087319334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146702921441468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296112053705309,0.0,0.0,0.06614086032594385
socialanxiety,freddiesbijou,2019/10/10,"when should i contact a psychologist about my social anxiety symptoms? so i’m a 15, soon to be 16 year old girl and i literally have not made any new friends in maybe 5 years. i had a pretty close best friend from 4th grade but we slowly started growing apart after 7th grade and we now have absolutely no contact. i started 11th grade in august, which in norway is the first year of high school, and i haven’t made any friends. i do actually have two people whom i work with in class and even sit with during lunch occasionally, but i always feel as if i’m their guest, rather than a part of their friendship. i think part of what may be causing this no-friends problem is the fact that i have no idea how to approach people and start a conversation, and whenever i get slightly nervous i pull my phone out, probably making me look very unavailable. in addition to this, i also frequently avoid social situations as simple as shopping, because i’m too scared to even interact with cashiers. and i’m terrified of calling anyone other than my mom or sister, including my grandma and my dad, who i’m pretty close with. i just don’t know if these symptoms are enough to get an appointment with a psychologist?",7.023335543766577,6.922394370689659,7.2389655172413825,74.94874005305044,64.34482758620689,10.24190981432361,34.656498673740046,9.851270322608157,3.267497612732095,962,39,179,18,13,312,142,232,0.11,0.7909999999999999,0.098,-0.5993,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,2,3,12,8,0,3,9,0,15,3,0,5,1,41,32,20,0,5,8,3,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,9,19,1,1,4,1,1,3,5,4,0,2,3,2,24,4,28,25,4,29,0,0,1,0,22,10,0,4,15,118,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.11624849438736864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526395589446816,0.09912126866589883,0.0,0.0,0.16201772168607498,0.0,0.09113004681097099,0.0,0.0,0.08329473934259578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261729341140738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250139921952448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216396074330688,0.0,0.0,0.12237385091965408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230876285731028,0.0,0.15736144263871932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023301265904266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132738380242047,0.0,0.0,0.36814169945274106,0.0,0.12447544720757635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258617546945395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344772529968528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546780348229057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003472083596401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543728692649925,0.07951664252203315,0.0,0.11967674287853346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395173742476707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150513490022105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500130267690282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580008188959391,0.0,0.16517209454561665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423852318137196,0.12843654278710756,0.1139862214515769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926457655488452,0.12056052622532795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390112067751808,0.0,0.242865199534696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25295116455886285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476322891712797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763302787602838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636749350647513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829032883932816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672417883205502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301371462797661
socialanxiety,Psyren857,2019/10/10,Social Anxiety!! Medication!! I can't articulate my thoughts because of my social anxiety. I get all confused and zoned out. Should i go for medication??,3.089615384615385,5.873256423076924,5.953384615384612,61.64161538461542,100.15384615384615,9.772307692307693,35.96923076923077,8.841846274778883,5.568286153846153,121,8,17,5,5,43,20,26,0.276,0.7240000000000001,0.0,-0.7374,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388540530036493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485118600814073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985879086564416,0.0,0.1630142248998062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5779096345377852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5847817535440465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277139504395217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,homoeroticneurotic,2019/10/10,how the fuck does one handle parties? i’m practically shitting myself just thinking about it and it’s in like a month??,1.1041304347826078,3.5955688695652204,2.5568478260869583,86.97266304347826,99.43478260869566,4.039130434782609,23.14130434782609,5.985473137389443,0.7663999999999995,96,4,17,1,4,31,22,23,0.244,0.5710000000000001,0.185,-0.3899,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41626026793286347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43974739660601625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323873554598965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796736555065615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223249438261345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882663613796769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047888445922232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ginwithbutts,2019/10/10,"At a party, do you ever feel the pressure to talk just because? And is it ""wrong"" to force speech just because you don't want to seem like you're quiet and not saying anything? I'm not sure if I just have nothing to say, or if it's like an anxiety of saying something stupid, useless, or coming off like I just want to be part of the conversation, rather than saying something actually pertaining to the conversation.",7.942037037037037,6.76563502469136,8.186512345679013,72.43680555555557,62.950617283950606,10.569135802469138,36.29938271604939,9.516144504307137,3.3242567901234565,331,13,61,5,4,109,52,81,0.16899999999999998,0.715,0.11599999999999999,-0.3952,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,6,8,1,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,2,20,11,6,0,5,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,7,4,4,11,10,1,4,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,5,4,42,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.18711953193815709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466875919093547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577932306504863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23377703127026184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517493323731264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734481041221894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695414289348264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810368797687599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398850225089347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764566769612744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6099465519970263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745612447957556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29523576158710035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807213255611034,0.0,0.0,0.15412072130258636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261972596526972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096476185355393,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,violentcactus,2019/10/10,"Can't handle meetings at work I'm typing this from my car, as I had to abruptly walk out of my meeting just now. I've had social anxiety since I was 13, and I feel like it's never gotten any better. Whenever I'm in a situation where people look at me, or when i have to talk to people, I freeze up and get extremely hot and start sweating. It's extremely embarrassing and always makes my anxiety worse. In my meeting, I felt trapped, the room started getting really hot, and I felt like I couldn't breathe and everyone was staring and I was sweating in an air conditioned room. 

Sorry for rambling, I just needed to vent. Does anyone else have this problem?",3.873769230769232,5.3974257615384635,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538464,72.15384615384616,8.276923076923078,29.92307692307693,8.841846274778883,2.5420615384615384,519,22,97,10,10,175,84,130,0.155,0.7959999999999999,0.049,-0.9086,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,3,0,9,3,3,1,1,19,22,10,0,3,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,8,8,15,3,15,13,0,19,0,0,2,0,5,11,0,1,8,60,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553298002046133,0.0,0.0,0.12694641966261835,0.0,0.2856140191566186,0.0,0.0,0.13052854744818174,0.19127213202541632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510019187264582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336186089216972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594425979824464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783773931404154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943892461020308,0.13336172706409533,0.3584774246347047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950615302383085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824014145008993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567612421643701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460801160163468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841825747542455,0.14397642305944475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588359571105322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786241968293485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958974437890155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442072773622745,0.20983220455054796,0.0,0.19029318040476367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896905544352434,0.2642611713999705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004349745461176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359027134357765,0.0,0.19023929910105367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway216942,2019/10/10,"I took Propranolol, but they only worked the first time, and I need it to work again so badly :( I got prescribed 10mg Propranolol tablets (beta-blockers) a few weeks ago, but didn't use it until this Monday, and when I did, I thought it was some sort of miracle. I took it about half an hour before my music class, where we got put into bands and have to learn a song. I've previously been really awkward with my band, but this lesson went amazing. I was actually talking to people in my band, being a little playful, and just felt like it was my actual personality shining through then. I was still a little goofy, but it played off good for the most part.

I tried taking it once every day since then, but after monday, it's ranged from doing nothing to possibly giving me headaches, making me tired and making me feel way more depressed than usual (I'm not sure if this is down to the medication but I don't know).

I had another music class today where we were doing band practice, and because of how the last lesson went, my band was actually being really friendly with me, but without the propranolol on my side this time, I turned back into my cringy, awkward self, and I feel I'm back to square 1 with my standing with them. I have another class tomorrow, and I desperately need something to change really badly. What should I do, so that I feel as at ease as I was on monday's lesson?",8.812598039215684,6.499747220588237,8.954411764705885,71.23568627450983,62.08823529411765,11.71372549019608,35.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.3280651960784304,1092,34,207,18,12,362,154,272,0.127,0.765,0.10800000000000001,-0.6701,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,2,6,12,12,0,2,10,0,21,2,0,4,1,48,43,25,0,4,11,0,4,1,1,1,2,2,0,2,14,16,0,0,10,8,0,5,4,5,0,2,19,8,34,7,31,21,5,43,0,1,2,0,14,13,0,4,24,147,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.32825079974335114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939123651886976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351437596229851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243300131775274,0.18723785575050456,0.06834980175617687,0.0,0.09540933833857672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186124152204409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231075928300043,0.0,0.0965723104501776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944693778140094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007991957640775,0.0,0.107656705379909,0.0,0.0,0.09537268975491082,0.0,0.0,0.0866267902372142,0.0,0.0,0.10755963956434524,0.0,0.09404436313471352,0.17935174763451706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041963843301253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061620465032699474,0.09139609459593633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477816451569354,0.2247555792316976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968739531247746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295321997931199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627717719649696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075860839359044,0.0,0.0,0.1194084916070601,0.0,0.08527541944459638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141945806602157,0.0,0.07773272307111315,0.09790242653577746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264030593248723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271567469807395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548868060817286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696987441713758,0.0,0.0,0.09275020209370667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631859882112876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954243942978354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567562354690756,0.0,0.08430335819938307,0.09012109265236254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901399941852582,0.13076091173892354,0.12887014203759733,0.1062805226254158,0.0,0.24914796889891885,0.0761248939621783,0.12195880766369875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968392097635571,0.12348883928664382,0.0,0.0,0.08899888003673577,0.0899391780800335,0.0,0.0,0.2078803009610724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808361715954017,0.0,0.1632553391120202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,my-meat,2019/10/10,"Why Tried being nice today, I offered some hand sanitizer to someone who I thought was my friend, the “friend” then told me “stop talking to me, screw off” why are people like this, are some just asshats by design? Why?",8.234390243902439,6.9923730487804905,7.083048780487808,80.7933536585366,62.414634146341456,9.175609756097561,35.134146341463406,7.1686216300943375,2.2906487804878055,169,6,33,1,2,51,33,41,0.071,0.629,0.3,0.9129,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,4,4,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,2,4,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937439978085297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449135786954747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665893575619854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159067323033987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213039522257202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048133101240672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229727949056475,0.0,0.0,0.2415379685263568,0.2434898210196822,0.0,0.17300490990916345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6898016874432512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whothewhatthewhere,2019/10/10,"I hate being misunderstood but I don’t know what to do about it First of all, fuck social anxiety. You suck. Big time. 

In social situations I’m constantly obsessing over saying the “right” things, appeasing the audience, and just having a lot of negative thoughts run through my head. This detracts from my ability to clearly say what I actually want to say, get across my ideas and depict who I really am in doing so. As a result, I act like a weirdo, can’t even get the right words out, don’t say shit when I’m obviously meant to, make myself seem dumb etc. I am misunderstood in every social situation and it fucking sucks. It feels so out of my control. I wish I could just stay cool, listen to people and respond confidently, in a way that is true to myself. I’ve been trying to put myself in more social situations to try and get used to doing this but it just keeps getting worse. I feel like a dumb fuck and the biggest fuck up every time. Life is fucking hard and we’re always being judged without ppl even knowing the shit we go through underneath and that just sucks. It makes sense and is very understandable but it sucks.",4.648954545454544,6.021149940909098,5.648863636363636,79.05329545454545,70.04545454545455,8.772727272727273,27.38636363636364,9.188382445141503,2.2341363636363645,897,30,171,18,16,296,126,220,0.271,0.615,0.114,-0.9932,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,2,10,19,14,1,10,1,16,9,3,5,4,44,48,16,0,3,8,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,14,12,0,2,9,0,0,4,5,15,0,1,3,9,18,4,29,42,4,26,0,0,0,5,13,15,13,2,7,114,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.09318622126910414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945682671463843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305096509975699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319271097112258,0.10710217275889937,0.07624243151076822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649859834804187,0.12614286567956182,0.0,0.1609119188927586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656704587754536,0.06821936050737296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122527571125067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414031486396439,0.19956209544364253,0.0,0.05427019015736722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554189568105305,0.09427838209055156,0.09800213547703658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779861811945897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487749881005535,0.0,0.0,0.1049595911491796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744868188080673,0.093304939331741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118371295447628,0.0,0.0,0.12748303509106915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620199010285703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599563331870148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117449184538429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630989497051732,0.0,0.3037556462866055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693214767084641,0.0,0.0,0.19604191947578933,0.0,0.32201035012266,0.0,0.3893674553236095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178155247648936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344050832910833,0.0,0.0,0.07580982211481123,0.11136407220497513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966532697059166,0.0,0.0,0.09941033078110068,0.0,0.08247425476746131,0.0,0.07879073514116736,0.05632353734036611,0.07579694551504625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981085654273448,0.09205068690223103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731430158974576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pbutterman,2019/10/10,"In a new city Hi everyone,

I’m pretty new to Reddit, and I don’t post that often, but I wanted to reach out here because I recently moved to a new city to get a Master’s degree, and I’ve been struggling with social anxiety since I moved here. I don’t wanna overwhelm you with my whole story, but basically I suffered from GAD and social anxiety from an early age and all throughout my school years, but was able to overcome it during college.

Now that I’m in this city, it’s like all the social anxiety I struggled with during school has come back. I don’t feel confident in social situations anymore, and I find them to be very daunting. This city is big, overwhelming, crowded, and people don’t often feel approachable. In social situations here, I experience typical anxiety symptoms- heart races, I tense up or “freeze,” I can’t think, I have this immediate need to get out, sometimes I even start sweating. It’s difficult because I want to make friends, and I want to be liked, but now that I’m struggling with social anxiety again, I can’t even introduce myself to someone or figure out what to talk about. Often times when I’m in a social situation, I feel like I’m forcing it. I decided to go grab a beer last night, and even that was like pulling teeth, and I left after 10 minutes. 

I apologize if anything in this post gets anything about social anxiety wrong- the last thing I want to do is pretend like I know everything about it. All I know is that social situations have been a huge struggle since moving. I guess I’m not looking for any advice in particular, just a place to talk about it . But if anyone has any, or has experienced something similar in their lives, feel free to share. Cheers",6.5794832535885215,6.620892769696972,7.2030781499202545,74.35514354066987,65.24242424242425,10.341307814992025,33.73205741626794,10.064110947511567,3.325818181818182,1354,54,249,28,19,448,159,330,0.129,0.725,0.146,0.7003,0,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,2,1,19,18,0,6,10,0,21,5,3,1,3,53,48,20,0,8,12,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,17,17,1,0,10,2,1,7,7,9,0,0,4,8,31,10,40,42,4,43,0,3,1,0,19,16,0,9,23,158,48,3,0.06515659754790877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367027302969487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886174412950241,0.0,0.29906771269620097,0.0,0.06461783666748501,0.04555900797184969,0.0,0.10723665616004413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050101401637598186,0.0,0.07943771420706283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612663942809434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910595452166093,0.0,0.0,0.06225992118167217,0.05855854855439732,0.06373565497268646,0.0,0.0,0.13178053382771196,0.046547886307129804,0.0,0.0,0.05955194974749745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033982563758582,0.0,0.1021248989381758,0.0,0.03702999592085628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177733801878186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721088181105765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161672404019111,0.10622264667355154,0.0,0.0,0.07079283388143431,0.0,0.0,0.15916111187520324,0.0,0.05753446935900783,0.0,0.05471513183182277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04349253481250085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077534550402853,0.0,0.04831279148552461,0.0,0.1887859437846854,0.0,0.061145052969746476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517138075899254,0.0,0.06807477656269571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480401900756972,0.06628768392587271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643342795280624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188391052641812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779642160266173,0.29295498239308343,0.0,0.597770512526532,0.055206973661192205,0.05016073205572438,0.06444154102476707,0.0,0.04611817510357695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724632910844368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772265286790037,0.0,0.1047408100419199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04328714820847231,0.04174971680060132,0.0,0.0,0.03799333600566316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376101672793983,0.15372419753195382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274501428599638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123851096459705,0.0,0.04195871257788951
socialanxiety,kawai_lm,2019/10/10,"How can I get rid of shyness around my crush Hi. I have a crush on this cute girl and I'm to shy around her. 
Can anybody give me some advices ?",-1.3865625,0.5290284687500026,0.4362500000000011,106.18375,92.4375,3.2,17.375,3.1291,-1.2849,109,3,29,0,4,35,27,32,0.22399999999999998,0.687,0.09,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237441934133544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7720561580945617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265569727115556,0.4159832753999928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kxtkxlb,2019/10/10,"Feel like I’m never going to enjoy life I’ve recently returned to uni for my third year and it’s been really hard. I’ve noticed that I’ve made literally no real friends. I’ll admit I made the classic mistake and went to uni with my boyfriend and also a few other people from my friendship group at home (I don’t regret this I just know it hasn’t helped me make friends). 
Recently I had a bad night out where the friends of my housemates basically called me out for not talking and for leaving the club early. As stupid as it sounds before that I never really realised how much I don’t talk when I’m around people I don’t fully trust. 
It made me realise that for my whole life I’ve never made friends for myself, I’ve always had someone (a best friend/boyfriend) that’s more outgoing than me that I can’t be in social situations without. Without them I feel such immense fear when talking to absolutely anyone. I do try to put myself in situations where I have to just be myself but most of the the time I freeze up and physically can’t talk.
I’ve always been shy but the more I’m thinking about my childhood I think it’s always been based on this feeling that everyone hates me and is trying to trick me.
I really can’t see how I’m ever going to be happy with my life when I’m incapable of relaxing and just having fun.",4.394121732026143,5.0472539595588275,5.660686274509803,81.39281045751636,70.06617647058823,8.250326797385622,28.346405228758172,8.344100000000001,1.8986366013071887,1055,36,211,15,18,354,135,272,0.09699999999999999,0.774,0.13,0.8741,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,15,18,3,1,9,0,19,3,0,7,4,42,41,17,0,2,8,0,5,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,14,12,0,0,7,2,0,4,14,7,0,1,10,7,31,11,33,28,7,29,0,1,1,0,14,10,0,1,16,141,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739365271771857,0.24158214842242506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766970854155012,0.0,0.0,0.08615329555123588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080592281935367,0.0,0.0,0.08235129161386863,0.0,0.10156296162561718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882156840960253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754160482846726,0.0,0.09247590998440673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890260768926052,0.14680220299816216,0.06913850937173514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738537646641368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000279166778353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302240798812907,0.08669443853231787,0.0955486353909042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486852252701719,0.0,0.09707662753710362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318687849277593,0.0,0.0,0.10247435349475242,0.0,0.0,0.20507234117901216,0.04728103850899887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662962540279582,0.06460033450055969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114326057107616,0.0,0.22392440831739133,0.0,0.0,0.09081997386284177,0.0,0.0,0.11018285155529174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418791613149814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728902388543187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015500840008978,0.18599616646829126,0.0,0.19111399210380334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711985605684901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756595629325384,0.0,0.09865339274189827,0.08200002553660161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111472529130587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402338388643575,0.0,0.0,0.05643226418830266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314123638402687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971454777557272,0.0,0.10804962912330984,0.0,0.18658185100919347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232211756407961
socialanxiety,eaterofpeepee,2019/10/10,"Need help talking with doctors Today I’ve finally got myself an appointment to see the doctors after being physically ill from anxiety multiple times for over a year now.

Has anyone got any advice on what to say to them? I’m already worrying about having to speak one-on-one with someone and I’m afraid they won’t believe me or just tell me it’s a normal feeling, but I know it’s not.

Thank you for your time.",2.3705120481927686,4.583447662650607,4.2369728915662686,83.16461596385547,78.39759036144578,7.041566265060243,26.037650602409638,8.07648339933343,1.8472903614457832,328,13,62,6,8,111,66,83,0.099,0.86,0.04,-0.5446,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,11,13,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,8,1,13,9,0,9,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,1,7,38,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008867649119252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259572709366983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924352526718145,0.0,0.15664050628127651,0.0,0.0,0.14317264829518792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306939109548509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191601810493832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353258807525514,0.0,0.0,0.2243040941842928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275298575164183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724601984189894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253050164519986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182662247144915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062089849757545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875038002725415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283302402355435,0.0,0.0,0.16316686248209794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734921144095023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457798167544305,0.17896888439085376,0.18851509654454868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23879389721834035,0.0,0.19408812510268256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794327686997474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185844613967249
socialanxiety,VioletQuest,2019/10/10,"Stood up for myself today but did I handle the situation properly? I went to Starbucks today, which I rarely go to, and ordered the same thing I always get since I'm not familiar with their other drinks. I pulled up to the drive thru window and ordered a ""Peach Citrus White Tea Lemonade."" The barista repeated my order as a ""Guava White Tea with Peach Juice"". This really threw me off so I politely asked ""Just to confirm, that was a Peach Citrus White Tea with lemonade right?"". She replied,  ""that's what I just freaking said"". 

Once I pulled up to the window I calmly told her ""I guess there was some confusion between us with my order because you seemed very annoyed"". I could tell by her body language that this upset her. She replied ""yes because you told me your order and then repeated what I had just told you."" I responded by saying ""Well you said Guava and I didn't order a Guava drink"". She cut me off and said ""the drink you ordered has been discontinued and this is the closest substitution. That's what I'm trying to explain to you."" I explained that I didn't know that the drink was discontinued. She gave me a sarcastic fake smile and said ""well next time you come here order it like I told you okay? Have a great day"". I responded ""I'll keep that in mind"". Then I drove off. 

I am proud of myself. I made eye contact while speaking. I was calm and didn't stutter. I also didn't cry or take it personally. I reframed my thoughts to decide that I don't care what she thinks about me and that her behavior is likely a reaction to a miserable day. 

Although I'm proud of myself I can't help but wonder if I handled this situation properly. A part of me feels like I should have done more such as ask for her name and speak the manager, or just straight up tell her she was being rude. 

Do you think I handled this situation properly?",3.5863240617260463,5.267134875690612,4.500927795770625,85.02632596685086,73.17127071823205,7.534539912364258,26.294913316822253,8.216663640201805,1.6404597828157748,1443,50,287,23,29,467,174,362,0.09300000000000001,0.774,0.133,0.934,0,0,4,0,0,0,51.0,1,10,1,2,12,21,3,3,18,2,25,9,2,1,0,45,60,23,0,3,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,7,2,1,23,15,7,1,10,4,0,8,7,9,2,0,28,14,65,12,33,29,4,38,0,1,4,0,48,11,0,8,14,199,88,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815287164060215,0.08131734310384088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272456703780848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191478971785848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855353421067844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963998656044083,0.0,0.0,0.0841838304426377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802768142878813,0.0,0.10734937914884374,0.12605266863378609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000945094188823,0.0,0.3829440824673477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049414102770240685,0.06981674670479447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051058732322626345,0.0,0.05554095042313445,0.0,0.0,0.1077452242277294,0.10765816936426877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550487199590246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868649426099161,0.0,0.0,0.05370863296724306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323457301229764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247238991255964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867720036106754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393460443330824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407689791845057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582966397428094,0.0,0.0,0.08533212936030643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260691935835594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345899151424478,0.37184599896863096,0.07771705443739488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896770197344958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084143083381534,0.32955036346912364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347912939368371,0.0,0.17083677729637742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492599561026467,0.12524003275388326,0.0,0.07758494229439854,0.05698585535926332,0.0,0.1852690199019475,0.3735323334185829,0.0,0.06635074868901585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117554488365175,0.0,0.0,0.08063565470451614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573802459338828,0.09059463263960657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598161036142396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LsdDreamSequence,2019/10/10,I can't talk to anybody Talking to people is one hardest things for me to do as of now. I'm a fat nerd that just sits around all day with no friends or anyone to talk to. Life is feeling boring and pointless now. I hope I eventually get better.,1.070192307692306,2.9514102500000017,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,81.11538461538461,4.929230769230768,23.861538461538462,5.6839178017228535,0.34080307692307743,191,7,42,1,5,64,42,52,0.11900000000000001,0.695,0.185,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,8,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,4,3,10,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994858815800124,0.0,0.0,0.253974289005678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523214880470405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839925808399485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425443581842798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041929670862867,0.0,0.14905559773191693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833637058767147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015132898183614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332422923568165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778860677699228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6879313364832479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953825611802852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cocoa_Milk,2019/10/10,"Voice Whenever I talk to people while anxious I find that my voice sounds completely different. It strange though because even if I’m not anxious, but around people I’m not familiar with, it still does that. It’s like I have two voices that I have no control over. When I’m alone at home I can talk with my normal voice but can’t replicate that second voice I have, but when I’m anxious I cannot use my normal voice :/",4.0500392156862715,5.076688376470589,4.511470588235294,87.94995098039217,71.11764705882352,7.549019607843138,27.10784313725491,7.793537801064563,1.4282549019607842,332,11,69,4,6,105,47,85,0.187,0.774,0.039,-0.8474,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,14,11,8,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,10,1,6,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279050927392745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5981507060843272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711360045844994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758672230791808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850465041935004,0.0,0.1979486460727048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843945827326724,0.0,0.0,0.15444766935240395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165700416237612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130874721995594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703395296872618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622414437002779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34584563664463186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447120160237881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094521590671766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837121021612813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734006198593662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240517542592562,0.0,0.0,0.15243077377921588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,soursymphony,2019/10/10,"Is everyone really against me or am I delusional? I used to be such a happy social person in my early twenties. I'm 31 now. I've always been shy, but my mindset was different back then. I always tried to find the good in people and gave everyone a chance. I guess I was naive. After leaving a 6 year super stable trusting relationship, I faced the world alone and encountered some really bad, mean, awful people. For example, I moved in with a stranger after my breakup and he turned out to be an angry drunk - coming home late and pounding in my bedroom door cursing at me for no reason. He told me I laugh too much and I laugh out of anxiety and awkwardness. I started to really doubt myself after that. So I started laughing less and put up a wall. After leaving that situation, I started a new job. I still work in this position now. I'd say my boss is pretty terrible. She never greets me or cares to make small talk or asks about my weekend. The only time she ever talks to me is when she needs something done or to yell at me. So whenever she calls my name, I'm very anxious and paranoid and always expect to be yelled at. I'm afraid at work all the time. When she walks by my desk, my whole body tenses up. I think this is a terrible way to live and a horrible environment to work in for 8 hours a day. I've also had experiences with people being really mean to me at concerts. For example, I was dancing and accidentally hit someone with my arm and she got really upset and confrontational. That really got to me and I had to leave the concert. After that, I told myself that everyone in the world sucks and everyone is out to get me and there's no one I can trust. This anxiety leaks into my romantic relationship as well. I have a hard time trusting my boyfriend, but deep down I think he does love me and wants the best for us. As I get older, I feel I am becoming more afraid of people. Even when I walk by someone on the street, I'm really afraid to look at them in the eye because I think they're going to give me a dirty or mean glance and so I just look at the ground. Am I delusional? Am I making up this stuff in my head? Sometimes I don't know what's real or if it's just made up in my head. Should I see a psychologist? I have a therapist but we're not really close. I don't want to take medicine either. What should I do?",2.2569112237797,4.0563603402922785,4.254516850581569,84.87294537230343,77.12108559498957,7.651675116810816,23.513321403718066,8.491030156203081,1.5097050004970676,1829,58,379,37,42,625,234,479,0.162,0.706,0.131,-0.8192,2,1,1,0,0,0,49.0,1,0,1,5,20,24,2,6,24,1,28,8,6,6,3,70,71,38,0,7,14,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,13,27,1,0,10,5,0,7,6,11,1,1,13,12,68,13,65,51,8,72,0,0,5,1,26,35,1,10,29,259,81,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747052603311429,0.0,0.0598177526734211,0.1867194620901764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444401085536893,0.08450301938814644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699281595735192,0.0,0.0,0.057516794118531285,0.062455104986265074,0.04559755320164125,0.08261102667524017,0.0,0.0,0.07849827351423676,0.0,0.0,0.08308624270520905,0.0,0.0,0.07637944366685556,0.0,0.07626386525967364,0.0,0.0,0.06443381340709134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823998912564095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815036666126475,0.0,0.0,0.0654582244824781,0.07654665114491523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940487599802819,0.06766113088579888,0.0,0.2858994719824284,0.0,0.07316902172897953,0.0,0.0,0.03782126639801736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836609597791153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816011255321652,0.07175523939162512,0.04251071989953307,0.0627389215647877,0.1196492256663081,0.0,0.0824009356677235,0.0,0.0,0.07962628335079631,0.06700635388281707,0.0,0.1535333234963739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503077439133256,0.0,0.07366320323672734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422773079336785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04110827479297653,0.0,0.0843779679610491,0.23760807188188698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605001298721429,0.0,0.12562678367774754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751016833750799,0.07077782854028772,0.09985952842590323,0.0,0.0,0.24443828288417505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795008543367003,0.05498680855319156,0.0554634559181499,0.057690583159004064,0.07224257143994285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050686602000352764,0.056888979558245185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742836904706685,0.06531271470924872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760987705800534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519493607367847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513908850184881,0.38335177087745975,0.07690714038602063,0.0,0.16061500366774434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948418072494351,0.0,0.0,0.059606134532041465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407864280016528,0.0,0.07624946026197464,0.12675606007777124,0.05758490589450543,0.07397938434163337,0.0,0.15883205833691955,0.0,0.05973559601927179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562841875180989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624049758455955,0.12024325488068525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684888418702517,0.0,0.1437869872242334,0.0,0.0,0.13084992516101604,0.0,0.0,0.1429497359912142,0.0,0.050784476519656264,0.08136121946179134,0.0,0.0,0.08997552057991681,0.06460342101576974,0.0,0.06171806036706455,0.08823828008283327,0.05937297641093463,0.0,0.0,0.06725443013012426,0.0,0.0,0.08351183545925743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336647260150092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04816892449990931
socialanxiety,ASlyRaspberry,2019/10/10,"I feel like I can’t do anything anymore I met with some “friends” today and noticed that they aren’t as shy as they normally would be. Like they’ve gotten better. Now don’t get me wrong, I’m happy for them, but I feel like I’m the only one who is dealing with as much anxiety as I am. 

I can’t do anything on my own. I can’t talk to my friends, I can’t do normal things and I hate myself for it. I’m just not normal and it’s starting to make me depressed. I feel all alone, like I can’t talk to my parents about this, and I’m too scared to ask to go to therapy. My anxiety has gotten worse ever since I started being homeschooled. I haven’t had a full on conversation with anyone other than my family in at least two years. My mind is constantly making up stupid situations, and I’m always overthinking. 

I don’t think anyone can help me, it’s just the way I am, and I’m going to have to... try to live with it. I feel like everyone else is normal and I’m not.",0.836698564593302,2.4405875023923467,3.3229665071770365,90.83076555023926,80.67464114832535,6.313875598086125,21.04784688995216,7.273561745256523,0.5177885167464118,744,21,171,10,19,259,108,209,0.152,0.72,0.128,-0.7876,2,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,1,6,14,2,1,3,0,24,0,0,2,2,32,48,12,0,5,5,1,4,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,5,0,0,2,11,5,0,2,4,4,29,9,26,41,6,16,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,1,12,114,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749264547398584,0.0,0.0,0.09439359149773983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356703616938526,0.0,0.11250488686599633,0.15864384516540544,0.0,0.1867077031881557,0.0,0.10605381016656452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033103787744484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259148782690983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695466223897301,0.09770821490242587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476699729493199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261560971118328,0.0,0.1083995650438494,0.0,0.0,0.10694388239634932,0.0,0.2294405819513855,0.24313091955320898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529142664908726,0.0,0.05926923995905605,0.0,0.1289444437195328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207620905548944,0.0,0.11200139061787916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760383934383722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27711238581275865,0.0,0.10017217071872983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144805090814753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454500338419545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339359410473794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445998748667919,0.0,0.12915550856324212,0.0,0.0,0.07687185390432112,0.08627844741568785,0.0,0.0,0.12596493003566067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357614638104173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384115007883877,0.12751458749913686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059095568901768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236223296451706,0.0,0.0,0.12973185788255276,0.0,0.07536643074274152,0.07268963814912953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075306171739952,0.0,0.0,0.07702029146872526,0.0,0.1108172422882346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900457041585527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156080202414879,0.08058659069514991,0.12403201700819133,0.0,0.0730535167234042
socialanxiety,Im_Just_Wondering1,2019/10/10,"How do you come back from a weird/ quiet first impression? *(I tried to find something else like this on here but reddit search didn’t come up with anything. Also if it breaks any rules let me know and I’ll take it down)*

I’m a junior in high school. I wouldn’t say I have crippling anxiety or anything but with anybody other than my really close friends I can’t seem to really let loose. I’ll joke with people but it’s never super comfortable and I have to think a lot about it. It’s a small school and this is my third year.

I spent the first two years not talking to anybody and trying too hard to be serious for whatever reason (I guess to cope with my anxiety) but I want to just let go and be comfortable. Problem is, I’ve established a reputation as a guy who doesn’t talk much and generally sticks to a few people. I hate that. There are guys I’ve known for two years that I’m not sure I’ve even said a word to (again, pretty small school). I don’t want to spend my last half of high school alone and seen as mean/ serious.

**Has anyone been generally quiet/ awkward for a long time and turned themselves around? How’d you do it? Any tips?**

Thanks in advance.",1.0476414070974729,3.3920284518828474,2.4270757787075787,93.42777622811096,84.56485355648536,5.8838369750503645,18.89369285603595,7.242747475848597,0.3045275375794203,916,24,200,14,27,295,141,239,0.153,0.758,0.08800000000000001,-0.9435,0,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,4,11,15,1,1,10,0,19,0,0,2,2,44,38,18,0,5,9,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,0,2,12,16,0,0,7,1,2,4,8,6,0,6,5,6,17,9,29,27,3,27,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,5,12,122,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004414151063986,0.0,0.08496900146552147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450884284749668,0.0,0.1625636686683945,0.0,0.0,0.07429327034362875,0.0,0.17487127664780586,0.09458604470643542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170057124063597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305190486532405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875919695902089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017787853045865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711162070988777,0.1807543376078774,0.0,0.0,0.08208937028337268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038497369107556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704761397066216,0.21041067467272268,0.0,0.0,0.095180155168185,0.10490100745302616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245203344471744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839285003231993,0.08660886350741058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259469804111842,0.0,0.051908942003492616,0.0,0.0,0.09402891890728407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903309230478971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573864440103825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810681624982671,0.0,0.08194743242439258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732232995926545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809561141894923,0.0,0.10166799527302332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613440711878474,0.10924387213016168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010691692066354,0.08449517431367591,0.0,0.43012732080418586,0.0,0.0967270509793883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179732160877769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014044578488544,0.0,0.07988763716640633,0.17080128964316188,0.0,0.09782177809942877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808144283899963,0.0,0.0,0.06195589651269701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427510452901884,0.11557073388277432,0.2075838575766074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253393552012317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526675945704534
socialanxiety,Xdude199,2019/10/10,"Shout out to my professor No, this is not me recounting a when a professor gave me encouragement. My professor noticed I was nervous during my presentation, and yelled “Just imagine us all butt-naked!!”at the top of her lungs....I’m the only guy in the entire class. What was mild nervousness, became a full-blown anxiety attack.",3.390000000000001,6.577521362068968,4.327155172413793,76.95211206896555,85.3793103448276,8.417241379310347,27.9396551724138,8.841846274778883,3.321682758620689,261,12,42,8,8,84,48,58,0.196,0.727,0.076,-0.7418,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,8,1,4,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,29,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307692036193154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575756385279712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982543544762678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579224522403397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059013018924789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483813017874056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,burgerdistraction,2019/10/10,"Would it be weird to follow an acquaintance I used to know? She wasn’t really a friend of mine but I used to talk to her sometimes, I recently found her on Instagram. She liked to talk to me too but we just drifted apart because of getting older. It’s been 3 years since I last graduated HS. I’m wondering is it weird to follow someone you haven’t talked to in a very long time? She would probably be wondering how the hell I found her instagram lol.",1.9067632850241552,4.05725508695652,3.6597101449275367,87.03118357487922,79.65217391304347,8.001932367149758,24.352657004830927,8.841846274778883,1.8940468599033813,356,13,75,9,9,119,61,92,0.10800000000000001,0.789,0.10300000000000001,-0.1314,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,1,8,0,0,3,0,14,19,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,4,0,15,2,12,11,0,12,1,0,0,0,12,3,1,2,7,47,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143864632198236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008811816796172,0.14123775038427325,0.0,0.0955101373618302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046702452000172,0.14901370302755199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931122468222921,0.0,0.0,0.1617801785016255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709898006501925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711210199920655,0.0,0.18050179550785392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151221462269697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489344006803266,0.0,0.18080273760102847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408047563647676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659737571731127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157764958979138,0.0,0.15083653876139352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39649704185710577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597244827884558,0.0,0.0,0.11772297775097396
socialanxiety,into15,2019/10/10,"They're not still thinking about it. So why are you? This is just a thought that popped in my head once and I keep telling myself it whenever I'm having anxious thoughts.  I \*know\* that whenever I'm thinking about something embarrassing, no one else is still thinking about it.  So stop worrying!",2.8800259740259726,5.877261054545458,2.9215584415584424,88.1109090909091,83.9090909090909,6.051948051948052,31.493506493506487,7.447530270364453,2.3550779220779217,238,13,43,4,7,72,40,55,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.8824,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,11,13,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,5,0,4,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635010168655353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484668033781544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937716756730865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731931152775152,0.0,0.0,0.12818562328267086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24839883817449385,0.15805318277686445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795637761724383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725403046688035,0.19500367653436265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386684195346289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483628824147311,0.0,0.3703417359895628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104677787887061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368721205656842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anonymouseBlu42,2019/10/10,"After years of trying to face my fears, I've gotten nowhere. Lately, I’m just tired. Things aren’t getting better in my life, and this year has been so hard. I’ve tried to do all the right things, I’ve tried to stay positive, but if I never make any progress what’s the point?? I’m just forcing myself to do things with no end in sight. I mean, I guess that’s life… I’ve tried so hard to meet people, to make friends, it seems like all I do is make my social anxiety worse and never make any progress. It’s always been hard for me, and the lack of any kind of progress is making it harder. I just feel like a fucking miserable mistake of a human after every interaction. And yet I keep trying. Why??? What the fuck is the point?? I’m so tired of trying. I make myself get out, I volunteer, I walk, I try to be friendly to people, but I’m just… it just doesn’t work and I’m so lonely and I’m so sad. Honestly, I really don’t think there’s anything wrong with me. I like who I am. I just… can’t get close enough to other people to let them know that I have good qualities. That I’m funny and interesting and smart. They just see a ball of awkwardness and anxiety and struggle. I work from home, I live alone, my dog died this year, I’m so fucking alone. I'm reaching the point where it feels like the effort to put myself out there isn't worth it anymore, because it's been years without yielding results.",1.3079107752315942,3.2255233003413015,2.8685458313018053,93.134569112628,80.50170648464164,5.687420770355924,20.361896635787424,6.7097532225279775,0.18398010726474912,1089,29,242,11,28,357,142,293,0.24100000000000002,0.619,0.14,-0.985,1,4,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,2,7,15,23,3,4,10,0,19,7,1,7,4,46,50,19,1,3,9,0,5,4,2,0,3,0,1,1,19,15,0,2,6,1,1,2,9,11,0,0,4,7,28,12,28,44,4,24,0,3,2,3,9,10,3,3,15,139,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751379131374463,0.0,0.0,0.07035289979968616,0.0,0.0,0.172491989251677,0.0,0.12936200551756358,0.0,0.08385150842414958,0.0,0.0,0.06957796671260451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154128105762201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477816388371455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877502081478877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488676480997368,0.08736340561552643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123755487426144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514296851053107,0.08550268093355684,0.12080597810457668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064721851464414,0.2344970931122504,0.1325226480065503,0.0,0.0,0.07091705941595201,0.0,0.0,0.09314205448436864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272222789794199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848111786563035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515248740649356,0.0,0.08804647318456878,0.04646681666292783,0.0,0.09537679670046242,0.0,0.0,0.08645875064166478,0.11944122498179473,0.16522867370972988,0.0,0.07465975790804187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386292241244086,0.0,0.0,0.09210042611761823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042132097865794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758502888482983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23978303186828945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499673912642929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05416530049144468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722057785371395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737590763014445,0.07697172071096357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618872254998451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011972487337888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839067943887957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851505063554148,0.054176631570413365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943570292826845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018303079251006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629379520090504,0.0,0.0,0.08150379293881184,0.0,0.12310773551833462,0.0,0.0861643183084546,0.0,0.09244284411764532,0.0,0.21779134199717
socialanxiety,Throwaway_Fmylife,2019/10/10,"Just me? I usually have a resting bitch face whenever i'm in public, but sometimes  (which is pretty fucking frequent now) I just feel the need to laugh out of nowhere when I walk past people. It usually ends up being an awkard ass smirk/ smile and I use my sweater sleeves or hands to cover my mouth, just pretending I was wiping at my nose or something. Idk why, nothing is even funny, I just can't help but want to laugh when people walk by me because I feel so akward being surrounded by them. Sometimes if it's pretty bad I'll pull out my phone and pretend I'm smiling/ laughing at something  on my phone. And it's not like I'm even smiling at them, but I think they might think I'm laughing at them, which I'm not. Apparently I'm just retarded.  Usually I have to do something to distract me so I don't look like  a dumbass smiling at the floor out of nowhere. I'm so worried that I look fucking stupid, but I can't help it. This is so specific, but I seriously don't know anyone else who does this.",4.555698282300224,4.8809807087378685,5.5404854368932055,83.56377520537715,69.58252427184465,8.474383868558627,32.351008215085876,8.384062270229773,2.3451079910380885,790,34,164,11,13,261,106,206,0.204,0.616,0.18,-0.2604,1,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,0,14,13,4,1,5,0,14,7,5,1,0,30,33,17,0,3,15,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,2,0,3,6,7,0,0,1,6,25,6,20,29,1,25,0,0,2,3,10,13,4,4,11,102,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768929382740442,0.14315059710476594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665298561833555,0.08516662839702382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226218050286775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167107495942645,0.0,0.12374262221569635,0.0,0.0,0.18455581142777885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128432403293278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25832143839479943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729089555337464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678160158844129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365116346122394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23464438003684185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821146589181228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359405731502627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405662921958855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333701140198086,0.1937162587157899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28427296029684745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226694375402408,0.2763558258225885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904254430934566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066558761377788,0.4616163243994315,0.0,0.08240526390719442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606759419910132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418834680748657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,everbody_lies,2019/08/18,I’m traveling alone for the first time It’s my first time traveling without my parents. It’s simultaneously liberating and scary af. I’m trying to force myself to get out and about despite my social anxiety,3.975769230769232,6.794722923076925,6.0637820512820495,68.95413461538462,76.1794871794872,9.028205128205126,30.262820512820515,9.516144504307137,3.5487897435897438,170,8,28,5,4,59,28,39,0.134,0.826,0.039,-0.5693,1,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300471474550475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437825148494773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5421229399280509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649249407399147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538465379677697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248450493765166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716393554682541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163567548663073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071875630390867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mediocre__Gamer,2019/08/18,"Want to be alone and in social situations at the same time I’m noticing that whenever I’m alone (which is most of the time) I wish I was doing something out with friends or socializing like many people I know do a lot, rather than being at home playing  video games or something. But if I ever am out in a social situation I feel uncomfortable and barely talk and want to be at home. I don’t understand why I’m like this and it’s really annoying.",3.392417582417582,4.796517912087914,5.299780219780222,80.22021978021981,73.17582417582419,8.716483516483517,26.186813186813183,9.23628265651192,2.122775824175824,354,12,72,8,7,122,61,91,0.105,0.732,0.163,0.5177,0,2,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,22,18,8,0,5,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,4,12,14,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,5,5,48,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335089517203741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563985808159025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140987001784472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439344546091168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32300587327011443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848512031129388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731956826456464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688221399194214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632356126035649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833072959420931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162183455483436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031450715776422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361956752563794,0.0,0.4923784346774471,0.0,0.24790178385498254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941115783040402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877687064044907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761374511927998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899319508909464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452835836878681,0.0,0.18514986093762129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_ravioli_buster_,2019/08/18,I asked for help at the hardware store Usually I never go and buy wood because I’m to shy to ask for them to cut it for me BUT today I got my wood and asked them if they could cut it for me (: I know it’s something extremely small but like now I can make so many more projects knowing that it’s not that scary to ask for help (:,0.10798434442270023,1.7401733013698646,1.8935812133072432,100.0609589041096,83.10958904109589,5.267318982387477,20.01761252446184,6.1826913282559595,-0.2691510763209393,253,7,65,2,7,83,47,73,0.055999999999999994,0.7120000000000001,0.23199999999999998,0.9459,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,12,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,11,1,10,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,5,40,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7637657482540606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450581265116667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307295580746062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607709966522885,0.0,0.16335332741198832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738021404854929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224495342421259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997837552315852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363350757292591,0.2070722999407166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752628012226255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723772442636874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360031043941187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249469331832179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WhosThereInThere,2019/08/18,"Fuck, there’s school tomorrow. My anxiety is so bad right now. My anxiety and heart rate is so bad right now. I don’t know what I’ll do. I’m so scared that I will get ignored the first day of school , what will I do...I’m just so nervous.",-1.3212912087912088,0.682697365384616,0.9225274725274736,101.6796153846154,94.57692307692308,5.279120879120879,17.043956043956047,6.868970318607317,-0.22505824175824168,181,5,47,3,7,60,34,52,0.39299999999999996,0.607,0.0,-0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,2,1,0,6,2,1,0,0,4,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,8,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,26,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697815549994802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035990291997608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586886599580127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055798216816967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343680533548108,0.12627208598704456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864016280618379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282548962307422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128007286310416,0.0,0.0,0.2419720065891067,0.4892026331516198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,laurend_,2019/08/18,Been at my first job about a week now So I’m 18 and just recently graduated high school. I’m currently working at Wendy’s and it’s my first job. So far I’ve just been doing on the fryer cooking the fries and nuggets. And I know that soon I’m going to have to start learning the cash register and I’m pretty nervous. I’m not use to dealing with money and I’m afraid I’m going to mess up someone’s order or won’t ha for the money right. I’ve been feeling panicked on and off all day because of this. I really hate feeling like this...,0.12559018567639413,2.223184198275863,2.640000000000001,92.02807692307691,86.32758620689656,5.293368700265252,21.854111405835546,6.67199483983844,0.5065074270557033,421,15,93,5,13,145,72,116,0.102,0.799,0.1,-0.3025,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,1,2,5,1,6,1,0,1,1,18,21,10,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,4,1,3,2,2,4,0,2,3,2,4,2,14,17,1,21,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,10,51,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161354128573868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392407125955741,0.22258833320965676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833587361767495,0.15424240783863358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672969670158708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245407307880822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131612573413929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281152390786172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285043308406283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865561289495165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548016280664163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196527659991043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831412153910685,0.0,0.21317990929809685,0.0,0.0,0.18438149032311169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850714961093531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293540743829684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281850450016818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647239647834699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731857799627363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718124092726696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alonebutnotbroken,2019/08/18,"I hate my family they don't acknowledge my social anxiety  I'm in my late 20's, I feel like the world's biggest loser and honestly. I hate my family so much right now. They refuse to acknowledge that social anxiety is a real disorder. I have gone on several interviews only to bomb them. They said I'm purposely not doing well during my interviews because I want to stay home and be lazy. I can't afford therapy and at this point, I feel like giving up in life. I moved in with my older sister who also doesn't understand and have been depending on her for the last six months. We got into a huge argument a few days ago. She has 2 kids and says she does not need a 3rd. She has asked me to leave unless I get a job in 30 days. I have no job, no car, and at this point. Right now she is being super petty. She said to not even think of borrowing her car, asking for food, or anything unless it's an emergency. I have been literally stealing her children's snack for the last few nights. I haven't had a decent meal in 3 days. I'm so upset with myself and this freaking disorder. I promised myself as soon as I find a job and some money saved up. I am moving to a different state. At this point, I might have to go to my last resort to make money as an anonymous cam girl. When I'm alone I am fine and I have a few really good friends but I feel so embarrassed to ask them for help. I don't even feel comfortable walking down the street. This disorder is so debilitating I don't even know anymore..",2.270061835270837,3.8460011125401934,4.327733118971061,85.33969762552563,76.45980707395498,8.128666831560723,22.89401434578284,8.841846274778883,1.5424933465248571,1170,34,249,26,26,402,163,311,0.162,0.754,0.084,-0.9565,5,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,5,2,13,18,2,2,15,0,26,4,0,2,0,39,52,22,0,2,7,1,4,2,1,1,1,3,1,3,8,13,3,1,10,0,3,7,11,7,1,1,7,7,45,11,36,42,5,47,0,1,0,0,33,23,0,4,17,165,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353966920012924,0.0,0.0,0.09760608263885652,0.0,0.07536513316324918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418943762298195,0.0,0.09346254176521193,0.0,0.0,0.0775529712229059,0.0,0.2643100830062227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057448926370096826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233449311092415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846262233117953,0.32402780151314764,0.0,0.08247163399275989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673745963844773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768556288417894,0.0,0.19060594228949185,0.1346527210574839,0.0,0.0,0.08613529758225366,0.0,0.11395755826716725,0.0,0.07281098066339013,0.0,0.049237450651042784,0.0904053216682198,0.05355978656679719,0.07904555030784055,0.07537377636411663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860885325071012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316829180014431,0.0,0.09453220909546216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805613333314167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179282847348948,0.2304589350977238,0.10630885493387,0.099788458429767,0.0,0.0,0.06656577018198273,0.09208356598244953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629071330924596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997565656268703,0.0,0.0,0.07522290539312426,0.20032823721710116,0.06927856637239932,0.06987910033642368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843954489421402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716751353621741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672668870453469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726780020257352,0.0603737100804367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096396401316107,0.1792910653198128,0.07494486170213645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646640878760467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213529326797885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044921919880184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777371119948506,0.0,0.0,0.060386339924088386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810903709257908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558625517783495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473469590621058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Icemaul,2019/08/18,"Starting College in a few weeks. Hey guys I'm about to start my fall semester and I dont know what to expect, I am also quite nervous. In highschool I never made any friends or spoke up in class. What should I do? I want to change but the fear of being judged will continue to haunt me if I dont change.

I know college is much different to high school and the stakes are higher. I never got along with any classmates and always worked on work myself. Yes I am very awkward and being called on something will make me feel like my world is going to end.

Class participation and group work is a huge problem for me because I'm afraid to speak. Everything goes according to plan in my mind but when I actually do it, I instantly regret it. I always think to myself, ""you can speak"" but something stupid or nothing comes out of my mouth. I just dont want this to continue like this since it happened in JHS and HS, and I'm kind of sick of it.

Any advice would help but I know change is very hard and I have held back for far too long. How do you guys in College deal with this sort of thing?",2.7173592426507227,4.222973174887898,3.6344917787742936,91.07104010961636,75.09865470852019,6.569905331340308,23.151220727453907,7.1686216300943375,0.6457944195316396,850,24,186,9,18,272,125,223,0.14,0.779,0.08199999999999999,-0.9398,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,5,7,11,1,4,4,1,21,2,1,3,2,41,41,18,0,8,8,0,2,2,1,4,1,3,0,2,10,13,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,4,5,26,4,31,31,2,28,0,1,0,0,13,14,0,4,13,117,36,10,0.0,0.0,0.10922281776430846,0.0,0.0,0.10937197799118224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950651575319847,0.1862614104572677,0.0,0.0,0.2283388552716099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606354483008302,0.0,0.06822854305864702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428810967058607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552059583739736,0.09641362099052983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538993274085807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693797764142372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935263870653717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913247696827418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059112328134794,0.0,0.0,0.12594693012172029,0.0565927274991765,0.07995936179424062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647310651779644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360965182261084,0.0,0.08951678074925341,0.0,0.0,0.22164702470791348,0.09897505569519624,0.0,0.10026296544640398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502108027680555,0.1182550842395384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655283810503955,0.1845334343518023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936196624725072,0.0,0.0,0.09905025087115038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059062994192578,0.07471091820314699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301251256915895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227787614915204,0.0,0.17264717778763994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739521654382414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709726916343164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904619243282473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327424458160495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925856548907516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233092372202025,0.0,0.0,0.1584424188056942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435810773027503,0.07171712778620923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469996934391952,0.1320327269629864,0.0,0.08977961788657758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444485641793073,0.0,0.0,0.07950842747190394,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,invincible64,2019/08/18,"I made a minor mistake while boarding a plane and got laughed at I was reading my ticket and mistakenly thought someone had taken my assigned seats. They gave me a confused stare and I realized I was actually on the other side of the aisle. I wasn't rude or anything, just handling the situation as good as any anxious person would if they thought someone else had taken their seat and had a whole planes worth of people were behind them. So naturally, some older-ish women in their 50s or 60s in the  next row started laughing their asses off. I felt so humiliated and just sort of crumpled into my seat, utterly defeated and swirling in negative thoughts and self hatred for being such a fucking idiot. And they CONTINUED laughing and talking about it for a good 45 seconds. These were GROWN WOMEN, I'm just a clumsy akward 22 year old guy and they have the fall to judge me so harshly for a minor mistake any of them could've made. I'm just so hurt and angry right now. Why are there so many shitty people in this world. Omfg.",5.171277056277057,6.487760398989903,5.7782395382395375,78.82545454545458,68.74747474747474,7.6773448773448765,31.31457431457432,7.957251820313856,2.2829180375180367,821,34,146,10,14,266,126,198,0.187,0.7240000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,9,1,13,13,3,1,13,0,12,2,1,2,0,32,26,22,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,12,0,0,5,2,1,2,2,8,0,1,18,2,20,5,20,6,2,20,0,2,1,2,16,11,2,6,7,100,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.15482654646715008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578468131847509,0.0,0.0,0.17923748278818308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056136205804292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266748689270459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253773715494027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233579852084175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667603036772262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26614827388511536,0.1268926612401769,0.0,0.0,0.15709557797848395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984582043650798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002505689531447,0.0,0.1608535046386407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687337384949665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648404866964633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199858596536124,0.13853335257498026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587001408811495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549238702548227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551406769635896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833734700682602,0.0,0.0,0.2688594715430295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229838700244406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752265234498314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37786829811769773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431634508543785,0.17713510451009887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270552703623253,0.0,0.0,0.10217003887542583
socialanxiety,McMattyB123,2019/08/18,"I embarrassed myself in a shop. Help At around 7pm I went out for a walk to the pub, I had one vodka and coke then left to go to the park. The park is a good size so I walked around it for a while I then went to the shop at the end of the park. I'm on good terms with the family that owns it and I go to college with one of the sons. When I walked in I saw the eldest son walk to the door as if he was about to lock it but when he saw me he went back to checking a stock-list, I walked in and went to one of the racks behind him. He said ""What are you doing mate?"" in a neutral tone so I told him I was just walking around the park. I grabbed what I wanted and paid for it then left. On my way back home I realised he was probably trying to close the shop when I walked in. He was walking towards the door to lock it and asked me what I was doing because he didn't expect anyone. I decided to go back and apologise to him. This time another customer was there and him and the youngest son were there. I started speaking to him and asked him if he was closing and if I interrupted. He said he wasn't and sounded confused about it, I felt even more embarrassed so I just wanted to leave as quick as possible so I gave him £10 as a apology and got even more embarrassed when he asked me ""what do you want me to do with this"" I just told "" I don't know""  but he accepted it anyway. I walked home the most embarrassed I've ever been. I don't know what happened I just broke down. This never normal happens but when it does I tend to get moments like this in groups and now it's reminding me of all the past times I've embarrassed myself and I feel really bad. I try not to let stuff like this get to me but this really has got me this time. Maybe it's because there was a long gap since the last time I did this but it feel worse than normal. I thought about it the whole way home and nearly cried of embarrassment.  

Please share some tips to avoid this from happening again and things you do to cope in these situations. Thanks.

​

TLDR: I was unsure if a shop was open so I went in anyway, felt embarrassed as they were closing and gave them £10 as a apology.",0.8911260553701155,2.6844439632829413,2.556628215197332,95.47495017671314,81.28941684665227,6.109738857255057,19.594001570783426,7.1686216300943375,0.15532872570194378,1677,42,400,22,44,551,185,463,0.10400000000000001,0.821,0.075,-0.9538,0,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,2,0,34,18,0,9,29,0,28,1,0,0,3,64,69,46,0,10,14,3,5,2,1,0,0,4,5,0,30,28,1,1,9,6,6,17,6,11,0,3,36,11,56,7,63,32,8,72,0,1,2,0,43,25,0,7,30,276,86,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125595339201267,0.10234057645646938,0.0,0.08831551525843184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058890917418239035,0.0,0.0,0.22492988619132373,0.2362123599524564,0.0,0.0,0.19428764833076967,0.07032297064996558,0.10268353231379364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251538385250846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737044121548189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459688017497616,0.0,0.0,0.11125744310376492,0.07618483264853862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939826899710888,0.0,0.08517170237524115,0.0,0.16173522821776778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800643762085765,0.0,0.14359819466132714,0.1412850828056835,0.13472219743563466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343526347179954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645312925850882,0.0,0.2534486306536304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257388975242158,0.06865326300634254,0.0,0.08918035586693039,0.183017810066921,0.08612407116344592,0.0,0.08229453899812078,0.0,0.0,0.07453500529298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461366512902163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495823179165637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504198122303965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121574412217413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040070782657596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245193521177003,0.0,0.09494916073823816,0.0,0.0,0.0908070052737614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079112561653549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023136603754126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967041695142395,0.09467056265817272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961371334474145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641557371508302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754153544612133,0.0,0.0,0.05595424448204285,0.0,0.0,0.0668639238946014,0.19644522677363085,0.0,0.0,0.16095802081737326,0.0,0.11436423820121815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903132374446776,0.13370513358244998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903793985621979,0.0,0.09403235100185396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583077856981004,0.0,0.0,0.10234057645646938,0.0
socialanxiety,someKidWithaDevice,2019/08/18,"bamboozled by my own brain My brain: Ok, calmly ask the person if they are done signing the other person's yearbook so you can sign it. Me: ""HEY, ARE YOU DONE WITH THE BOOK?!!!?!?!"" the person then gives me an annoyed glare. I give up and leave the situation before things get more tense.",2.738727272727271,4.815034509090912,3.503636363636364,89.53545454545456,76.63636363636364,5.854545454545455,20.090909090909093,6.742157984588678,0.23092727272727265,218,5,44,2,5,69,43,55,0.172,0.7559999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.7352,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,6,1,5,2,2,0,0,5,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,3,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,1,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920588099549351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221766495341667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518648897773584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142273057222837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573961222867938,0.3882988875421856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430014673267386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5301533660604316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274930983588317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445789362749289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,flourofthehour,2019/08/18,"Advice for making online friends? making online friends seems easier than IRL. I tried the subreddits for it, but I feel like even people with similar interests don't want to talk to me, or that they get bored extremely quickly.

Like I was talking to someone about some books, they told me what they were reading, and like I learned, i didn't change subject, I asked why they liked that book and if they would recommend it. I never got a response, and this was after getting responses within seconds before. 
That was a few days ago (different account) and since then I've also tried to contact them again, but nope. Nothing.

How am I supposed to make friends if they won't even talk to me about something they like? The advice I always get is ""let them talk about themselves"" and ""ask them questions"" but not even that works apparently?

I have a feeling it is because I don't really talk very meme-y, which seems to be a pretty popular way to talk on Reddit. So people just think I'm boring I guess.",5.372645992750705,6.474420078534036,5.4614659685863876,82.07518727345953,68.10994764397904,8.180587998389045,30.399113975030204,8.384062270229773,2.2335433749496576,789,30,146,11,13,248,117,191,0.034,0.75,0.215,0.9886,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,10,1,12,12,0,0,6,0,15,0,0,4,1,30,33,15,0,4,8,0,2,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,7,3,1,0,7,2,0,1,7,2,25,10,18,22,2,10,0,0,0,0,24,2,0,8,12,101,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622003746743607,0.09807014290150788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847376880802374,0.09205614154444304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685524102035088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744130629912627,0.0,0.09414117152296532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170358365382967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134961536426845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558872012460684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921764267386876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187949495841497,0.07903677212648033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25642607925648386,0.0,0.17340470225777133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884839153641726,0.0,0.1218755470743441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313050363931555,0.0,0.2702503062690271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154665888569772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532756729721988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615606561856816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339902242307055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255429590664066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393511818770465,0.0,0.11066368769294736,0.0,0.07087481231100534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143361927831752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151738012381644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373961619356937,0.08517126477080167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335392984981691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088963892671503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571528792048976,0.0,0.150226106258686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128442912268687,0.06525465136318162,0.0878159200848635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982975015919096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805426866437581,0.0,0.0,0.07859104078897608,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Big_business_boi,2019/08/18,I did it!!! I posted [This](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialskills/comments/cqu68g/23m_tomorrow_im_going_out/) i guess it was meant more for this sub. But whatever holy crap i did it and i had a great time!!,6.350312500000001,10.261655906250006,3.8685000000000014,78.7265,83.6875,7.56,22.025,8.238735603445708,1.983517500000001,167,5,26,4,5,46,25,32,0.09300000000000001,0.718,0.18899999999999997,0.5673,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,5,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742272791066428,0.5737633209336815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988201735268865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037056436149019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yeah-ok-retard,2019/08/18,"Anyone else got hyperhidrosis? (excessive sweating) although not the only reason, it’s probably the main cause for my social anxiety. I have generalized hyperhidrosis so it’s my whole body that just sweats way too much and it’s literally the worst type of hyperhidrosis there is. it sucks because even if i start to get a bit nervous in a social situation i can sometimes calm my mind about the main problem but by then i’m already pouring sweat because of being nervous and now i’m nervous about my sweating and being nervous about that makes me sweat more so it’s a never ending cycle. i’m going to a dermatologist to try some treatments but i’m on the wait list so it’s probably not gonna be till next year.

anyone else here have hyperhidrosis and social anxiety?",3.5025570776255712,6.2091831369863035,5.01695890410959,76.42963926940641,77.2191780821918,7.454977168949771,28.22648401826484,8.447377352677275,2.4998105936073056,622,27,106,13,15,208,87,146,0.139,0.85,0.012,-0.9295,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,12,8,1,4,9,0,7,6,6,3,1,19,19,13,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,8,1,13,14,8,12,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,8,73,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632246410254299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22630464867816266,0.0,0.0,0.20684710897565287,0.3031067786360928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803316430585788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614816653306734,0.1642969590532206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194643429302046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471231001281197,0.0,0.13100618634630198,0.0,0.0,0.0976945234805832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727794875327684,0.0,0.08406183477855876,0.0,0.11829878984775978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987324514786125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934901995677213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087323862433438,0.0,0.11407890248041108,0.0,0.15730615841259402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249379007572488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189484446679226,0.14153186957786607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207823682355706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625935754973148,0.0,0.4523331676559161,0.0,0.0,0.14628881369788774,0.0,0.10469292041325942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100422582459203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740571190425955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651385375505577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525051992395743
socialanxiety,throwawaynumber890,2019/08/18,"Is this normal? So I recently met a friend of a friend and we sort of hit it off, but I'm not sure. In movies, I would talk to our mutual friend and have her ask if she is attracted to me, so as to move forward. But is that something people do in real life. Is that acceptable, or am I just gonna end up embarrassing myself for no reason? Thanks for any help.",0.8914285714285732,2.508911129870132,3.2584415584415574,91.29337662337663,80.55844155844156,6.997402597402598,18.79220779220779,7.957251820313856,0.4709532467532474,275,6,65,5,7,95,59,77,0.094,0.6509999999999999,0.256,0.9425,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,1,1,16,14,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,7,12,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,3,3,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611008090005267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147046302803156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098239769856728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490873929542737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878975188402175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733018781966974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517882799784232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23211268881878525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423733020495454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26964521113221795,0.0,0.24357369184793815,0.2339111652734852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237796975728293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232763962637722,0.0,0.0,0.19041205643647105,0.0,0.21810661934811795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828767893463278,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,barbecue_,2019/08/18,Social anxiety is a relationship destroyer I can’t do many activities with my SO because of the paralysing fear that I am not good at them and the fact that SO’s group is around. I feel like a freak. SO is getting increasingly frustrated.,5.8957971014492765,6.811577565217391,6.807391304347828,73.56731884057974,66.82608695652173,11.35072463768116,34.89855072463768,11.20814326018867,4.120037681159421,192,9,37,6,3,64,37,46,0.325,0.626,0.049,-0.9202,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,2,4,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668818489766427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31056506912541954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266572564717065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925717022030791,0.17639733930152635,0.2492302332125167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182268300442446,0.0,0.0,0.2926125930901101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704385061409089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35369578327802204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745519650338865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355625371499852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Joh65Veni,2019/08/18,"(17M) Former Extrovert turned Introvert, need tips. Last two years I’ve turned into a extreme introvert here is a list of how bad I’ve gotten. (due to many external factors)

-No friends, absolute 0
-Going on days where I don’t say a single word in school
-In my head 24/7 alone, never going outside
-Never been in a relationship

I’ve identified my trigger and was wondering if my trigger for anxiety is odd.

- I don’t get anxiety (In the moment) from social situations. I’m good at faking high confidence and good at improv.
- My anxiety comes from me waiting for the situation to start. Not the actual situation.

(Ex. I have a school presentation in a day, but as soon as I start I’m perfectly fine. the day before I’m in my head the whole time and cannot think straight.)

The whole time I’m “waiting” here are my symptoms:

Stomach is churning, sweating profusely and increased heart rate. And no matter what, I can’t find a way to get my mind off of it, there is no escape until it starts.

Any tips to help me ???",3.2335294117647067,5.178277979797983,5.043262032085562,79.6495989304813,74.75757575757575,8.699227569815804,27.80867498514557,9.325443323948027,2.629307427213309,792,32,151,20,17,270,122,198,0.09300000000000001,0.775,0.131,0.8883,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,13,0,12,6,5,3,3,25,32,11,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,0,4,10,2,0,1,3,1,14,5,24,29,4,37,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,2,18,89,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.1152776343401384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234683606984395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033230785300854,0.0,0.27110689740209565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863344013197084,0.0,0.0,0.10051975038198008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175835391775527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285518252080696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796848770291632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126678250441393,0.0,0.12343587900334435,0.0,0.13427176360041929,0.19816332597521952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24247048939670215,0.0,0.0,0.13998436959150648,0.0791799079805265,0.12481060861517575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629154519518082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197650655728942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927741259999787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759174226059037,0.18221795260590745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682718532010046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394155016829014,0.0,0.2391073076911721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983484992698944,0.0,0.12041844418480288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508386195244969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278208260820282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569279938102091,0.0,0.0,0.137764860721209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256982578785627,0.11539563962710107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376592859098876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637753831297901,0.0,0.0,0.12810671787238187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607171154268443
socialanxiety,e_pose,2019/08/18,"New at school (sophmore) and school is pretty much hell There has been only 2 days of school so far nut they've sucked pretty bad since im new, especially lunch. I've pretty much been silent and said nothing because I just don't know how to start a conversation with people I've never met. In one of my classes, there is only 10 other people, and only 1 other is a guy, the rest are girls. I am skinny as hell so it makes me self conscious and everything. Then there's lunch. It's literally an hour long (good if you have a lot of work to do, but it's like a fuck you to people who don't have friends). The cafeteria at this school has long tables that has a lot of people, when my old school just had smaller tables like a restaurant. I avoid the cafeteria so I just go to one spot in the school, stand there and just look like i'm busy texting on my phone for a while, then kind of just do a lap around the school and return to the spot. Next week, I'm probably going to go find the library so i can just sit in there. I guess I have to do the find a friend thing first so I can find someone to sit with. Could use some advice so I'm not miserable for the rest of the school year.",2.1087450199203204,3.393288908366536,3.361073705179283,93.31826394422312,76.25099601593625,6.294900398406376,20.11972111553785,6.742157984588678,0.03391776892430265,920,19,214,8,20,299,128,251,0.07,0.8320000000000001,0.098,0.7775,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,20,14,4,2,20,0,22,6,1,3,1,33,38,20,0,2,9,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,9,9,5,1,5,0,0,3,4,7,0,3,5,2,14,7,26,32,7,32,2,1,1,1,12,8,4,5,21,133,23,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203678229028445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473495087600286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009629328460258,0.05117627234771948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702872597869852,0.0,0.0,0.05414200210760358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754505151368151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23019142704723,0.07140940602641595,0.0,0.0,0.12972199175070184,0.07761213830679757,0.0,0.0,0.14313532370841,0.07041483394083123,0.0,0.0,0.09248243445849068,0.08312553656439475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267566757754181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068241094434233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742293940874668,0.046137744655880684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304390915266875,0.0,0.0,0.1485895019137303,0.07049841542187223,0.0,0.0,0.14274573204791746,0.0,0.0,0.05603851593351409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234285479137838,0.0,0.06474884699597612,0.16216245177721605,0.08928375151865442,0.0,0.0,0.08055407025128468,0.0,0.08809335089605502,0.0,0.11377590095150755,0.19154750904606493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280658635459114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562276570834457,0.0905143001658612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798574400608423,0.0,0.0,0.6797100838817599,0.0,0.0,0.08758009527231743,0.0,0.0,0.06944584301189427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113213535359636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942155594075814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055773882921619014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250744911414267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734111517357662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061117951200648585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406224294542555
socialanxiety,fishshitpasta,2019/08/18,"talk to me hey! i’d say i’m a pretty sociable person. i have issues that strike me when i least expect it but i have a thing where if someone else is awkward or shy i get very talkative and confident.

you can practice talking to me? idk i feel the more variety of people i talk to the more confident i get around strangers because i’m more prepared? i guess.

no judgement.",0.18283492822966352,2.5851994605263187,2.3203349282296664,90.73279904306223,93.86842105263158,5.395215311004785,24.01435406698565,6.980632752743323,1.2332263157894738,293,13,59,5,11,98,53,76,0.13,0.66,0.21,0.8569,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,12,0,5,10,4,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,1,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201782550388954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203120589303587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083407120307728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261035370355216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606011798846524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747409178049394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603075723302703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290173961305969,0.2177654299449887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25372826052970243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833195187427136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131481093573265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6013719735960388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568949415262746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057801457347994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,andi0123,2019/08/18,"Job interviews are designed to work against introverted, socially anxious people That’s it, that’s the post. It’s so fucking unfair. Ugh.",3.5500000000000007,6.707287333333337,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,92.33333333333334,7.4,35.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,4.149866666666666,112,7,16,3,4,36,20,24,0.33399999999999996,0.6659999999999999,0.0,-0.8407,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,9,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45805968275298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748455674146245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40236113531646295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28109815959131146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883230871312571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133201846582227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951831195072217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sunssunflower,2019/08/18,"I have no friends in college My colleges move in day was like 4 days ago, and everyone seems to already have a friend group. I still don’t know anybody. I’m living in a single dorm and nobody on my floor seems very outgoing or friendly. I’ve walked around campus and gone to all of my colleges orientation events, but nobody has even talked to me. I feel really isolated. I’m not sure what more to do. Does anyone have any advice? Am I just destined to be lonely forever?",1.909574468085104,4.320810595744681,3.3908936170212804,87.49400000000004,81.34042553191489,6.313191489361702,23.229787234042554,7.554174236665415,1.1860417021276592,372,13,73,6,10,122,70,94,0.11599999999999999,0.78,0.10400000000000001,-0.4878,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,2,14,16,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,1,8,5,11,13,3,14,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,3,6,44,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315249041976224,0.1842862853935434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294171920381701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137566117640926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536494803812872,0.0,0.0,0.18507053748324104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681500238649486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193022817042814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731262089852372,0.0,0.0,0.19865248631014734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051179080991986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818572526366859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425360024515822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015669470754298,0.0,0.1835750057143732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209593780395233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318279654060675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785194183662969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660251358726009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959384831318479,0.0,0.0,0.16709804588614965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715350652051666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,deltacross99,2019/08/18,"Fail my parents I can feel the dissapointment from my parent for not being good enough. I can't socialize with people, have no skill, always depend on them to help me do stuff. They always see me as not mature enough and weak. As a 20 years old man this is embrassing. All I had to do is to be a normal person that get real job, get married, have friends, be obedience and give them some money and socialize like every other person. All of that things are hard and it scares me. They are old school parents that are sensitive and fragile and I dont want to hurt them.",3.396007866273352,4.997852415929206,4.4482595870206465,85.53358898721733,73.51327433628319,7.146116027531957,22.29006882989184,7.793537801064563,0.9388021632251716,445,11,89,6,9,145,76,113,0.15,0.76,0.09,-0.6467,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,2,0,7,0,1,3,0,16,1,0,1,2,17,22,8,0,2,2,3,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,8,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,4,14,3,11,18,5,4,0,2,1,0,16,1,0,2,4,66,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24291841288323754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107641913751132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30165323528416765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298649961131615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738071053530836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127764991192604,0.0,0.15252719464535255,0.14002827027735476,0.0,0.12243318732219598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076095782489014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784099513091857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562645126030105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485326559751638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131384650570748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302016463336004,0.0,0.0,0.306343113474062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862491255660626,0.0,0.0,0.10119761278193032,0.2549117401152973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614646396533336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461420038294524,0.14773000830799562,0.11631964421284105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975972241355905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671013777678289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969763595717172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609722326206898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400026027409557
socialanxiety,Madchiisai,2019/08/18,"Help I really need some advice or anything.. I feel like it’s ruining my marriage. I’m the type of person to enjoy being alone, watch movies at home and not care about having friends to talk to all the time..my husband is the opposite and whenever he wants to go out and I say “no I don’t want to” he tells his friends I specifically said no but whenever we DO go out I feel awkward and feel as if they look at me weird and think I’m a bad person. I can’t make conversation, I stumble over my own words and I’m too much in my head..I’ve never been diagnosed but I feel like whatever it is it’s getting worse. I don’t know how to interact with people that aren’t close to me.",0.8669852216748808,2.7127101862068983,3.1789408866995115,90.71836206896559,81.6206896551724,6.901477832512318,22.081280788177338,7.957251820313856,0.9830591133004924,527,17,121,10,14,181,92,145,0.14300000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.1,-0.7239,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,0,3,10,0,1,4,0,10,1,0,2,2,31,29,12,0,4,5,1,4,2,2,0,1,2,1,2,4,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,2,8,18,6,17,26,4,10,0,1,2,0,18,7,0,3,3,73,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213712676974385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244398385138694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496097627204887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470824938077778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960228378897086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787941357949268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35627807731727074,0.2516910647572395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721946219172805,0.0,0.09203398403662796,0.0,0.20022647300848492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078637532839897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180733259395999,0.0,0.17669834054770836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681046207537533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212136959989122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479262634850815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758517157709185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949456942411447,0.13061707947546092,0.13586198985843287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221240513991295,0.30762439544068765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284973117626752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756423033047718,0.1400859328482645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415871272276687,0.1539676811325407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287333871105365,0.0,0.0,0.1027176951693316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780216904200927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795175152703395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,robothelicopter,2019/08/18,"Is there any good part time jobs for the time I’m in school? Ok, so I’m 17 in about 3 weeks and still have never had a summer job or a part time job. I would really like one, so I don’t have to be asking my mum or dad for money (like €10 / €20 every couple weeks / whenever I need it) or having them pay for things. The things is, whenever I think of a job / see a job advertised, I realise that I actually need to talk to people. I also thought of babysitting (for like my cousins or someone I know) but then I’m like ‘I’m autistic and go to bed at 9:30 every night how am I supposed to mind children who will annoy after a while and be expected to stay up until midnight, if not later.’",3.4434153616703966,3.1296406644295303,5.3592841163310965,86.12641312453395,71.88590604026845,8.23296047725578,25.95152870991797,7.793537801064563,1.2134915734526477,525,14,122,6,9,183,94,149,0.037000000000000005,0.882,0.081,0.6101,5,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,7,1,12,0,0,1,1,20,24,16,0,5,7,3,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,12,6,19,18,2,19,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,5,17,77,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.12470535245482366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219422848156287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690210223051667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946711465017495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139805068809158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215338461914396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262643660397718,0.10718483056498412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6340630783790641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023046234471735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24972845098073498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903224344709693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895104658117653,0.09856011590361004,0.0,0.0,0.11992297602854912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659432951381461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27676989042833744,0.0,0.08859402598959899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186603623289858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933107645222253,0.1018326944598977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827670036128098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620795222853402,0.10205386988381926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027133761588436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697970116901315,0.08188316215139238,0.0,0.10145159292449442,0.2235474679516324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050120866862244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077889285376596,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RazorBlade233,2019/08/18,"You might want to keep on scrolling because this is stupid. My cousin is doing a visit and her boyfriend came too. We haven't really met yet and I know it's just going to be a stupid handshake and then they'll do things, but I'm really awkward in situations like these. Worst thing is I go well with my cousin and she might want me to join them, but that has rather small odds of happening. I'd be best if they don't come to my room for the whole gathering and mind their bussiness somewhere else, but you just don't know what to expect.",4.574787644787648,4.899246144144146,4.5204118404118425,90.89675675675676,69.54054054054055,8.144658944658946,24.86615186615187,7.957251820313856,0.9588368082368081,426,10,97,5,7,131,79,111,0.10400000000000001,0.753,0.14300000000000002,0.5734,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,4,1,6,7,2,1,3,0,14,0,0,0,0,25,26,10,0,5,7,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,1,2,0,0,5,3,4,1,0,2,0,15,3,10,19,3,11,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,3,3,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946644203542285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228824018883078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429090781420228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294877647711535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741838301755086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414038152187031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780920325530656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877538460390664,0.0,0.0,0.23343980990057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037593947437746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450608683683383,0.21444584996100388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721154225315806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238726904629453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28219508178711744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25053748220065336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095743452641484,0.0,0.0,0.2371175522718301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cgirl97,2019/08/18,"How do I tackle the problem of being afraid to introduce myself? At my new job, I can't fully open up because I don't feel quite at home yet. It is all kind of new. I work with kids and when time has come and parents come to pick their kid up, the first time they see me I need to introduce myself. But I don't do it because I find it terrifying. I know it is necessary for my job, but it is nerve wrecking. And now I am beating myself up because I find such a minor thing scary to do. There is a fellow worker and I think she noticed I am holding back and not introducing myself. So she said like don't  you learn at school how to do this and that and with parents? 

I felt so bad. I felt very inadequate and useless because I can't fully do my job..",2.8266290231507654,3.3232559316770214,4.7032749858836835,87.41138904573691,73.53416149068323,7.34522868435912,25.81648785996613,7.348242739294969,1.0623863354037266,579,18,132,6,11,199,86,161,0.168,0.81,0.023,-0.9765,5,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,5,10,6,0,1,4,0,18,0,0,3,1,31,28,15,0,2,3,2,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,8,13,0,1,8,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,3,5,28,2,16,24,1,18,0,1,1,0,11,7,0,0,10,97,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070207953656308,0.12020680404067105,0.35104487574869386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24803041427991301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279426652915423,0.0,0.2764626508970712,0.0,0.2631672752467492,0.12245863617960588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441108691214574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285964273932916,0.0,0.0,0.14991994089472133,0.07912074334958055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033522212965068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675003714168196,0.0,0.278089313287846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390789169203174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31971762318089003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775740277124576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312710032154087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694600953588398,0.0,0.0,0.1457027415948797,0.11472341508177278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956455741208085,0.0922485263649944,0.0,0.0,0.16789715125262974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187882205937462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481001546707272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imaportugesetart,2019/08/18,"Anyone else get shy around confident people and confident around shy people? I noticed it today, around people who are chatty and confident, my personality just sinks away and I get really awkward, but around shy people who aren’t all that outspoken I turn into this charismatic chatty person, what the hell is up with that?!",6.002105263157892,8.733659385964916,6.452491228070175,69.1061052631579,69.17543859649122,9.472280701754386,25.43508771929825,9.888512548439397,3.047746666666668,263,8,38,7,5,85,38,57,0.214,0.6890000000000001,0.096,-0.8271,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,8,6,1,8,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,1,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474455701364252,0.18279646747802586,0.0,0.63527122669402,0.0,0.0,0.16761687695583433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903404647994795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641794960325356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311467721669524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947327989193109,0.3115518123347264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429047497707855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910658198921033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405283863889844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway_run,2019/08/18,"Should I get help? [throwaway] I’m not diagnosed with social anxiety however I’m sure I have it. I’m too scared to go to a therapist or phycologist due to the fact that I can’t handle being vulnerable with people, it makes extremely anxious. I’m not sure if I should seek help, I feel as if it’s taking over my life. Every day it gets worse & worse, it’s making me think of suicide. I feel as if I’m not “bad” enough to get help, but I know I have to do it sooner or later.",1.0744552319309584,2.5644367475728167,3.881100323624597,87.62083063646173,79.58252427184465,7.2962243797195265,21.153182308522112,8.167268648758528,0.9459868392664506,367,10,84,7,9,131,62,103,0.13699999999999998,0.752,0.111,-0.3552,1,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,7,2,0,2,3,22,23,8,1,5,9,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,2,10,2,11,20,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,3,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417977885848672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709926775522313,0.20246235682636946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963734838013729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557908773406175,0.0,0.0,0.1818998284135447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851773848213111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099667898404293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123335209900665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808979024403644,0.0,0.10185222496857216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603728550683121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849208063705643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658511608006595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392553026278518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424537245532465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942585005720568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268750091009744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603252729052145,0.0,0.33781673118597944,0.0,0.1347476548471699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808285795657672,0.0,0.11483397289692958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652715462922603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,achippedshoulder_,2019/08/18,"Dating Success Stories I'm feeling really low today and I could use a pick me up. I've seen some threads here, and it seems that for some or a lot of you, romantic relationships come more easily, but I guess I'm the opposite. Making friends is easier, dating has always felt impossible. I feel more awkward at thd fact that I'm much too old to not have dated before.

If any of you were like me, how did you get pasted? What were the ""baby steps"" if you will?",3.293179723502305,4.543237365591399,5.070998463901692,82.36935483870971,73.19354838709677,8.325038402457759,24.038402457757297,8.841846274778883,1.6306725038402459,357,10,73,7,7,122,71,93,0.040999999999999995,0.767,0.192,0.929,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,1,3,5,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,4,1,22,21,7,0,3,5,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,4,9,3,6,14,6,11,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,8,7,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284781612536688,0.0,0.0,0.1739541810684705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766872291158199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220350835121386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423714001864565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25868242760979704,0.0,0.2456101046393947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763204660271627,0.0,0.1336460249952188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817948221448611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497197151979975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747377439785748,0.0,0.0,0.17074986967210815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804395618810366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684212444584885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441920227271469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387335777493695,0.0,0.0,0.2746356945196485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328725994719176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424704544973879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093085943221025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cows_Killed_My_Mom,2019/08/18,"My social anxiety makes me such an asshole I’m currently at home with my parents until school starts and I can’t wait to be alone again. Now whenever anybody, including my parents, ask me to hangout or do something I immediately shut it down and am usually rude and distant about it. I guess I realized if I don’t look them in the eyes or if  give short responses, or text back “ sorry no”,  or something rude like that, then they’ll usually just leave me alone. It’s caused me to do this all the time and it sucks but I truly just want to be alone all the time for now. Not really looking for help, I know I truly don’t want to be like this. So I will start working towards changing that once school starts. I just wanted to share, maybe this could bring some understanding to someone else’s life. Peace",2.918223214285714,4.872469518750002,3.912142857142858,87.37000000000003,75.6875,7.321428571428572,25.80357142857143,8.192908349453996,1.5737321428571431,633,23,130,11,14,204,99,160,0.09300000000000001,0.745,0.163,0.9562,3,3,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,10,6,3,0,4,0,12,2,1,2,2,30,30,14,0,6,11,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,5,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,3,19,3,16,24,3,21,0,0,3,0,9,6,1,8,16,85,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101951630428083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099406422864378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341981002892355,0.0,0.0,0.1015143519703044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561973237347374,0.13965844559589033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540631481639542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028481470663316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664451729182866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543365488725352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884894569872524,0.0,0.1324256776980589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255411119796211,0.0,0.0,0.13978890751047535,0.0,0.0,0.0932488229375934,0.12899548996856314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217251801078966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881236121690384,0.0,0.13263068636429584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059577404101312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29318263456807386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457466030942196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672202628030259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345765991516894,0.11185914909118806,0.20326913190275536,0.0,0.14778430183211302,0.28033087937679546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396251433056007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743628599823388,0.0,0.0,0.2908002389321768,0.0,0.23360442699023046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611130020934562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RoseGold201,2019/08/18,"Does anyone else get super self conscious seeing someone in public? (Elaboration on why in the text post) I get really worried seeing people I know at a cafe or anywhere when I’m ordering food. Not because I’m worried they’ll try to talk to me, but more so I’m scared they’ll see that I’m ordering an ice cream and think I’m an unhealthy idiot that only eats junk. Even if they order what I was going to, I get super self conscious about it.",3.185384615384617,4.538062923076922,4.910769230769231,83.00923076923078,73.61538461538461,6.958241758241758,25.08791208791209,7.447530270364453,1.2734351648351652,350,11,68,4,7,119,63,91,0.177,0.742,0.08,-0.8558,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,2,4,4,1,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,9,17,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,8,2,8,14,1,10,0,0,4,0,7,4,0,2,1,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758889671421633,0.18696446696449276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123343949280992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968276675022147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867147491525629,0.15243221843460664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052125386365335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206462672704938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28600278545625396,0.0,0.1037032309349945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028202120007107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877843044595636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650333909067438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475805334166727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689644788008215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826866361528336,0.0,0.43622046973990736,0.0,0.3807168744943558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460821413658926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466643479425536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692090196544805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388673513121487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465289721202447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706190196367363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sc_an_mi,2019/08/18,"I don't understand why i have difficulties with people sometimes. I'm 33, I have a ten year old son, I was in a relationship with his mother for nine years.  I've always had tons of friends, a few girlfriends over the years, I just moved several hundred miles and I'm already seeing budding friendships or girls I could get with.  The problem is it's always superficial, like I can't get close to people, and if I do they don't see it.",5.7282954545454565,5.436156147727279,6.560363636363636,79.37554545454545,67.06818181818181,9.312727272727274,32.372727272727275,8.841846274778883,2.4820381818181816,343,13,70,5,5,114,61,88,0.063,0.8320000000000001,0.105,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,17,4,0,3,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,2,10,2,8,14,2,9,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,2,5,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291153737892777,0.0,0.34551526805960964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657687907394515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604077758516609,0.0,0.21694722075102854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143332693197274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206686867797979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786372987107105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878770686201366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866563649771504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229076796230856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308947442375744,0.0,0.0,0.2345530808805649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534286993077047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614119584137964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734601683215374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011041164906076
socialanxiety,amvdmyass,2019/08/18,"Social anxiety in Student Council I’ve been in student council for a while now, and I’m a very quiet person, The only reason I joined was because it looks good on college resumes. But I haven’t really made any friends cause I always think my ideas aren’t good enough or I’m not outgoing or funny. And I don’t really laugh at jokes either cause I’m super insecure about my laugh/smile :/",3.728846153846156,5.216507269230768,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,72.46153846153847,7.764102564102564,27.102564102564106,8.344100000000001,1.978471794871795,309,11,57,5,6,104,56,78,0.133,0.64,0.228,0.8758,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,4,0,13,11,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,6,6,6,8,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,2,31,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867306903342769,0.0,0.0,0.15260943198175508,0.0,0.1716763392987316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368008855357186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610706454557802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23187998059766485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338194568350576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764561659554144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25333644962716856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884515072346188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21234625414633213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706772016115814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594992673083556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28753111760081645,0.2307352954291581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287621364096189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379563375402174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185165315218218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OprahsButtSlave,2019/08/18,"What my day was like I heard caffeine can kill depression so I've been overdoing it with it lately, but it works!!!  So I drink a metric shitload today and felt great, until it all wore off around 8:30.  Then I crashed out, I have had plenty of sleep so I didn't get tired, it just my depression set in terribly.  Now let me tell you, the only thing worse than my severe depression and anxiety is me being alright for a few glorious days of binging coffee only for me to hit the end of the line and feel like my old self again except it isn't the comfortable thing I'm accustomed to anymore.",5.395462184873949,5.335835100840338,6.2114285714285735,80.80857142857144,67.73949579831933,9.825210084033614,29.605042016806717,9.606745405546679,2.4826941176470583,463,15,94,9,7,153,84,119,0.22899999999999998,0.621,0.15,-0.9148,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,7,10,1,0,6,1,10,3,1,0,1,12,17,9,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,9,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,7,3,13,5,15,7,2,15,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,12,66,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273305545652134,0.0,0.1720731968130241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445880153014993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237964609586313,0.0,0.4483262557255893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997167003704347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367648432339975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773079888974189,0.12395406616556362,0.16659477719074206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065070750731508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129305336179908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196076502495668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957244493088665,0.0,0.0,0.17742356571711534,0.0,0.16953437466260848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206733586746374,0.0,0.0,0.2639211269207357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100656245968225,0.19601452054778531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363318815254486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165353726695935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230541855230478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942178727772386,0.1644651851829847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631580517251115,0.0,0.17681935580160238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smellysue,2019/08/18,Looking for friends I’m a college student in New Hampshire but I don’t have any real friends at school. I’m never the one to start conversations so things have been pretty difficult. Although I think I would be more comfortable talking to someone knowing that they are going through the same struggles as me. There are probably plenty of people just like me at school but I’m scared to open up or disclose that information to anyone in case they think I’m weird or would only pity me. I’ve only just started posting here but I already feel so much better reading what other people have to say and feeling like I’m not alone.,4.316363636363636,6.342434066115704,4.732305785123966,82.68573140495869,71.97520661157023,6.4928925619834725,31.10826446280992,7.1686216300943375,2.0078720661157026,506,23,89,5,10,160,82,121,0.10800000000000001,0.6779999999999999,0.214,0.9415,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,6,11,0,2,3,0,10,0,0,0,1,21,24,10,0,2,8,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,4,9,6,14,20,3,12,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,2,6,60,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709657566492607,0.1821620666024872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225524285426232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154228203690288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145993578891037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693165151367073,0.11792812352511126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25506984943857625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938147417538103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071975710508076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129257631823388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386196740015585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134758612592995,0.0,0.12731440854164716,0.15942845003064446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118576793872053,0.2510907807963603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288815494133561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580942222901822,0.1679384994331414,0.17797652197411162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651175861675386,0.18788911643539294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312726076231151,0.16526678521032426,0.3341252057916088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986574527590145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336789178560097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257005202695014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267935630035027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966710985105707,0.2115441172780209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345261254166088,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,The_GV511,2019/08/18,"I havent had a conversation with people in 7 years and now have trouble communicating. To give some clarity about my situation, I have been anti-social for about 7 years of my life because of my terrible experiences in middle school and in high school. I was constantly bullied almost everyday because of my looks, my shyness, and my lack of commonality with people. I was also kind of a joke to my old friends too but I dont talk to them anymore. In addition to that i was also constantly rejected by girls when trying to ask them out. After my junior year, I  just had it. I completely despised people and refused to talk to anyone. When anybody tried to talk to me I just shrugged it off and tried to end the conversation as fast as possible while not showing any intrest or even cracking a smile.

 Today, I'm 24 now and in college, and I am trying to make conversation again but it always ends in awkward pauses and not knowing what to say next. I dont get excited anymore when actually finding something in common with people such as liking a music artist that many people do not know about. 

So basically, because I have been anti-social for so long...

* its difficult to make a good conversation 
* I'm ignorant of some social cues
* A bit of a terrible listener
* have little to no facial/ attitude change in conversations 

Any advice would help. Chatting over the web is also helpful too.",4.407217210270645,6.535818312977103,6.033934767522558,73.0136849410132,71.97709923664122,8.733102012491326,30.99306037473977,9.339509955726095,3.1901694656488555,1106,50,186,26,22,377,142,262,0.14,0.775,0.085,-0.9188,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,0,20,14,1,1,9,0,18,2,1,2,0,33,29,23,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,7,13,0,2,3,4,0,0,7,8,0,0,7,3,23,6,45,21,4,37,0,1,1,0,21,14,0,4,24,138,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.10065197960218336,0.0,0.0,0.10078943505718868,0.0,0.0,0.10328208713467127,0.0,0.0,0.2474485143926779,0.08582263335521224,0.0,0.0,0.14028056452928114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045788385200117,0.07211947517654127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642410169408888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862371612801548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260464806063927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911084822947496,0.0,0.10814271045324456,0.22292030942568308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241763950638332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827068785435636,0.0,0.0,0.06812449829183996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089293404947336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427016857309556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968746395234315,0.0,0.05388758039119591,0.09894346629997472,0.0,0.086510844701702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826818235085478,0.10897547390158978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074068049483936,0.1133685912308084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285243741407026,0.05039010447306893,0.10337565358862748,0.0,0.09127766554958824,0.08661353193564977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769653574165233,0.10457007559271038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969297702961367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082304646919287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35752932497467554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627741494096687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202287499617744,0.0,0.20877097274093784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159362358899289,0.0,0.10514055789914192,0.0,0.07940396052006221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487055552589016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776681431180048,0.0,0.0,0.28010733062488724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326931115595925,0.0,0.0,0.1992607256991076
socialanxiety,SnoAngel6,2019/08/18,"can't even win when I win Like, I feel lonely and unappreciated when people don't acknowledge me at work, but when people give me compliments all I can think is *oh no attention please no.* I mean, it's almost funny how dumb and selfish I can be. Anyone else have this problem?",0.6762272727272709,3.2011828727272733,2.9676136363636374,86.03142045454545,93.0,5.65909090909091,17.784090909090907,7.1686216300943375,0.5401363636363627,218,6,43,4,8,74,42,55,0.32899999999999996,0.503,0.168,-0.8808,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,12,11,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,10,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984095885119404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837246330108525,0.3053419814298377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24894546202411816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968299060062856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068059902543945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28587415188484194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559049645535654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324615491032034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131991585628187,0.0,0.0,0.3271206889207417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28515113839970746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094997277463333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695164560960356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hacksorusss,2019/08/18,"Is this anxiety or something else Today for my second day at college we had a meeting and we had to do icebreaker shit with our dorm hall and it absolutely exhausted me. When I got back to my dorm I just took a nap. And then when I woke up I started thinking about college and classes and it got me so anxious to the point that my entire body started tingling and I couldn’t feel my fingertips. This lasted for about an hour. 

Another thing that’s wrong with me is that I am too scared to go out to the dining hall to eat because I know there’s going to be so many people there. So I haven’t eaten a thing all day, despite it being 8:30PM. I may order something just so I don’t have to leave my dorm",2.3174489795918376,3.783350353741501,3.877295918367349,89.08288265306123,76.0748299319728,6.53265306122449,25.17517006802721,7.1686216300943375,1.0144925170068029,550,19,118,6,12,183,86,147,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.9424,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,3,0,0,0,14,4,1,1,6,0,13,7,2,0,1,20,25,14,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,10,11,3,0,3,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,7,1,21,0,17,14,1,21,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,11,89,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912310708975739,0.13951271480829158,0.2060264325974545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023143779339908,0.0,0.11117118996844463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257219572063834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352274022883008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866102580536656,0.15234691285438934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221185998703536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729039107634492,0.0,0.2917162405031781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959792545227174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022590041345733,0.14865606532326986,0.0,0.19310372481614002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489477321359774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643254407862656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239879982311213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825843993051711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720040429956514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807950016178781,0.0,0.0,0.2581651527421167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24231733376076586,0.11685546956877944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286563921405826,0.0,0.2026200184129336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939320043552325,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChacoTaco_1776,2019/08/18,"Tinder..... I don’t know if this is the place to do this but I matched with this girl on Tinder, she is hot, and I get extremely nervous talking to girls and I’m freaking out.",-0.7994594594594595,1.336595540540543,1.3284324324324324,98.71859459459463,93.5945945945946,4.0410810810810815,20.913513513513514,5.6839178017228535,-0.10177405405405436,133,5,31,1,5,44,27,37,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.7776,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435586979549537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36138907434232587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6870317182966086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285383392526064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MortalMischief,2019/07/23,"is it bad to hang up on a friend to do something else it sounds silly ik, but I hung up on a friend to play online video games with my cousin earlier and idk if it was rude or not. i just want some clarification real quick so i can move past it lol",-0.4044848484848522,1.497518036363637,1.9304545454545448,97.54901515151516,86.81818181818181,5.121212121212121,14.62121212121212,6.42735559955562,-0.8445151515151523,192,3,49,2,6,65,44,55,0.14300000000000002,0.636,0.221,0.7242,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,11,5,5,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,4,8,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941078451218805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942534808156099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442834944754182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743781226443777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362554042668239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009291772134009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27117355079146555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776180280323145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kaybb14,2019/07/23,"first job and I'm scared Okay to start I'm 14 and all my friends are getting jobs, my mom heard and wants me to get one too buttttt the only ones I can get at 14 are McDonald's or dairy queen. I'm already leaning towards dairy queen because it doesnt have a fryer (oil smell makes me more nauseous then I am) but im just so scared about messing up or doing something wrong, I havent even got an application yet and I'm overthinking EVERYTHINGGGG! Any tips on what I should do?? cause I feel I should get a job to help my mom but i dont know if my anxiety will let me :(((",1.2011529933481135,2.8258107560975643,2.681478196600146,95.7537472283814,79.65040650406505,6.098743532889874,23.376940133037692,6.980632752743323,0.5182585365853662,445,15,107,5,11,145,82,123,0.107,0.8340000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.7651,3,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,2,4,1,14,0,0,2,1,18,29,11,0,4,6,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,2,4,14,2,8,23,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,4,62,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691974551088513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902472379926068,0.0,0.12264619055229853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773104170133526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469525873988242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878966486298992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589142744261977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106381820963361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637014417182794,0.0,0.0,0.12386468185126677,0.0,0.3350473296468247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822446208260066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074607194632524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317569410610015,0.0,0.4772857057580672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810899348690775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394050731799434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701644114224468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755352941457321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172772030941851,0.12193240301659755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210213643943525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234240094957728,0.0,0.0,0.1134770137642361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945623002213974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528736709805912,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vivelempereur1804,2019/07/23,"Waking through the hallway in the office These modern office environments are literally going to kill us. I voluntarily deprive myself of sleep and leave for work a lot than earlier than I would need to.

Why? I have to make sure I’m the first guy on the floor. I usually succeed but when I oversleep, that’s the worst: it’s like a freaking catwalk, everybody looks up from their desk and expects you to do small talk with them. Oh God it makes me shiver even thinking about it.. help!

Do you do that too?",2.5983673469387725,5.059480673469391,3.7646530612244895,85.52677551020409,79.0,6.3689795918367365,25.106122448979587,7.554174236665415,1.3641722448979592,398,15,77,6,10,129,75,98,0.151,0.735,0.114,-0.7097,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,2,3,4,7,1,0,7,0,6,2,2,2,1,12,13,4,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,12,3,15,12,2,10,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,1,5,55,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615696456401371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080742171662196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902356419938813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422129227732284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396407889883405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27063652808500605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590179693783323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195093032260677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054197537357844,0.0,0.0,0.20796774614468874,0.0,0.0,0.3265723938302836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138312742714904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447973323914707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305520867617421,0.0,0.0,0.19661682869585972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674304815857662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942485469848001,0.0,0.2694151085532372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073210660639825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808676137389848,0.0,0.0,0.17377150564913973,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,butchudidit,2019/07/23,"The way people stare at you when youre talking (VENT) Every time I talk especially in front of people I get this weird stareback like they think I am crazy or something and im 100% sure that everything I said made sense and had somewhat of a normal eye contact when talking.  It really makes me think if I naturally look ""crazy"" or maybe too anxious looking when conversing which makes the other party uncomfortable.

I dunno I give up on having conversations with people. I feel like I present myself too awkwardly at times which creeps the FUCK out of people",7.571185897435896,7.877363490384617,7.395000000000002,72.91666666666669,63.134615384615394,10.01025641025641,32.717948717948715,9.725611199111238,3.085921794871795,449,16,77,8,6,143,75,104,0.14300000000000002,0.763,0.09300000000000001,-0.6606,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,5,6,1,1,4,0,3,2,1,3,1,17,15,8,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,6,14,3,10,12,1,14,0,0,4,1,11,6,1,5,8,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060365381982214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215244344754588,0.0,0.15163312788724942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530904125972791,0.12053238633012772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597734849308148,0.08814834749976617,0.16184996592770598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822447148427514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648544769461313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833617563015734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964533370394685,0.2252415490537072,0.0,0.16950020836326082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653081104768004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678720989205671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808526245068216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604897382017424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988758919900772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590149998617671,0.0,0.0,0.4068281327707508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621574657033202,0.0,0.0,0.1967619935818012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339207323480525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PessiPenguin,2019/07/23,"Job Hunting Frustrations **Disclaimer: This is my very first post I've ever written on a social media site/forum, except Facebook, so I'm extremely nervous. I am truly sorry for the long post but need advice.

Backstory: I was working at a store that was hell from day 1. The previous manager constantly called me in whenever she didn't want to work and would purposefully have me work over OT and eventually I would get yelled at by the Area Manager. She would use the fact that I needed money, to have me work ridiculous shifts like times I had a fever or the flu. It eventually got to the point in which I would be 10 minutes late to work every day and I would throw up when I saw her calling my phone.
    Eventually, they decided to fire her but since this was a quick decision on their end, they needed a manager. I decided to step in since I was the Senior in the group and was promised a raise. Customers loved me and for once I wasn't a black sheep. I remembered a lot of customer's names, events in their lives, and even loved helping them out. I felt like I could finally walk up to a stranger and talk to them about everything without being socially awkward. Well a year of constantly being yelled at by customers (worked for a shipping company so it was constant), being on call 24/7, and no raise...I decided to leave. 

Here's the thing: Since I left the company (March '19), I had my first wave of true depression and now panic attacks. My whole family can't understand how I (I guess the most normal in the bunch) can have this happening and they expect me to be okay. My SO has been through all of these new experiences with me and has seen me at my worse. He believes the amount of stress and the fact that I went from 100 to 0 is what finally snapped me...
      With these new episodes I am still learning how to handle, I noticed my ability to get a job has been non-existent. People have been calling me lazy even though I have my resume completely filled out and can look professional. I end up feeling like I have to vomit and then feel like a failure, everytime I try to apply somewhere for a job. Right now, a buddy of mine told me they were hiring and the job sounds great but I start to panic and cry before I can put on my slacks.

I don't know what to do. My SO understands the nervousness but I don't think he really understands the true fear I feel. Is there anything I could possibly do to just keep myself from not breaking down when I try to apply for a job?? Honestly, anybody and everybody's advice would help me. I'm a mess.

Thank you very much for those who stuck around to read. I feel so silly even doing this but I figured there is someone out there like me too, right?",3.4517180559184766,5.126895488764049,4.434154690357981,85.39079043637314,73.51310861423221,8.113509276195455,26.46354847138751,8.775028230273154,1.9179075516070032,2117,75,429,42,43,687,264,534,0.136,0.7390000000000001,0.126,-0.7784,5,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,8,8,27,29,4,7,34,1,51,5,0,3,6,78,85,34,0,14,10,0,6,5,0,6,3,3,0,0,17,23,0,1,17,1,2,6,8,13,1,2,22,13,71,16,66,50,7,66,1,1,4,2,31,28,1,4,34,298,88,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976137995600276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054637650441301214,0.05910586742846144,0.0,0.07553420541397657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056497485018401725,0.07480473347592549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711879787821679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961417797725115,0.21524910042567472,0.0,0.10602244184702453,0.0,0.07293208704727266,0.08563891355713839,0.0,0.05718614925815176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761300514192953,0.0,0.0,0.13156035008248132,0.0600583234380048,0.055940879065783364,0.0,0.05967178800297662,0.06494731487799855,0.0625915520723736,0.07471313838328078,0.13428577503387965,0.09486558913342913,0.06374987192288951,0.1454655470841511,0.0,0.11295156646975925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937757702564762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310236320393946,0.07320102020719803,0.07314187600971743,0.0,0.058713118497620724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900670063124569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32943530544749616,0.05901516716737325,0.0,0.0,0.03648910432286538,0.0,0.07489675718544501,0.0703030048209368,0.07213865575200758,0.0,0.0,0.1621868772466695,0.0,0.058628240337365085,0.058757725123454216,0.055755305208606866,0.0,0.0,0.0564468847273439,0.11984864788061644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880816341194731,0.1476937555246024,0.0,0.12824993211704955,0.0,0.0,0.0650532681148612,0.0,0.07559145561696967,0.0,0.07070879625744259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558010887241351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603012067398537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627649915434202,0.07485069150301008,0.1271766317298848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674558542681612,0.0,0.0,0.06641323808030346,0.0,0.04253451047978768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521289857943365,0.11340239659057315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647685617936263,0.0,0.0,0.1353632339996292,0.05625649729921794,0.0,0.0,0.07432406955024848,0.04699491424908527,0.0,0.0530233488491752,0.0,0.07605555811991625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053366003481759405,0.0,0.06112784466150559,0.0,0.0,0.044110067529250986,0.04254340846231095,0.06523301623484319,0.0,0.0387156162101553,0.0,0.0,0.06344352634327366,0.0,0.09015606084371357,0.0,0.0,0.2073594546773627,0.0,0.05734419605128189,0.0,0.10956610340278686,0.0391616508285434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969732200029584,0.061549081010764686,0.0,0.07412794848757429,0.0,0.06400267151561173,0.0,0.29001928646410463,0.0,0.06766245302476624,0.2829917714677648,0.0,0.0,0.04275637739722697
socialanxiety,UnstablePersonality3,2019/07/23,"How long do you stay in a job and what makes you quit? I had a job several years ago, I quit after a week. I a job but my SO thinks I'll get too stressed. Maybe stacking shelves at night, but my SO said there could still be quite a bit of social interaction. (I don't agree). But I worry about having to quit for some reason, then not getting benefits for months after, possibly more. 

I can handle brief questions from customers. But I worry about managing long term relationships with managers or co-workers. Politics or variations. Personal problem which means I'm needing to ask for things. Subtle bullying maybe. Or who what. Zero hours contracts or being pushed into a front line job like till work. 

I haven't found a way of making enough money being self employed online, it's been a long standing target but I think I have to face up to reality.",3.0232317073170734,5.441532847560975,4.020914634146344,84.491006097561,77.23170731707317,6.782926829268294,24.88414634146341,7.865858978985527,1.5423365853658542,673,24,125,11,16,217,114,164,0.09300000000000001,0.847,0.06,-0.7437,6,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,5,9,4,0,1,8,0,12,1,1,4,0,26,24,15,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,6,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,4,1,14,2,20,16,5,25,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,6,16,82,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797249887325647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332464228254896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066314101768948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824409768718221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420041905790827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118341785031013,0.0,0.0,0.11548803399915418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884347836753047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387104581871152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05399624604000119,0.0,0.0,0.2934297123519539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755071656451468,0.0,0.22207161429057887,0.12039259669353658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821887953872269,0.0,0.0,0.0819518456863108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371890738210264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650494057033396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245987475458269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057561544364838,0.0,0.0,0.1238117215674528,0.47022179408847103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363666393943744,0.0,0.11866097935647985,0.0,0.0,0.1051332490493219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530021449488935,0.12486020371944595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266488713352925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780344726046485,0.08826428620271344,0.0,0.12660440532148354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342696584286733,0.14163811460636425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772848572484324,0.08865536169715316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092498782997722,0.2244841525175676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071173571897822
socialanxiety,tvrrx,2019/07/23,"How to get your personality back? I feel as though since I’ve had social anxiety, my real personality has become so suppressed that I don’t know what it even was before, around 4 years back. 

Nowadays in a conversation I’m very agreeable, hardly stating my own opinions & just going along with the flow of what the other people are saying. Makes me feel like I come across very boring, and the worst part is I’m starting to believe in myself that I’m a boring person. 

Does anyone have any advice on how to figure out your opinions & practice expressing them? I’ve thought of trying to write but don’t know how to start.",6.636741440377804,6.735846322314052,6.94977567886659,76.02388429752071,65.11570247933885,8.567178276269184,29.68240850059032,7.957251820313856,1.990378040141676,499,15,90,5,7,162,86,121,0.069,0.897,0.033,-0.469,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,4,0,23,22,8,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,6,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,4,10,1,16,19,3,15,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,6,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510794866317154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343965182203928,0.0,0.10794102868570724,0.0,0.12142709938869982,0.0,0.0,0.11098686927802152,0.0,0.0,0.14130228661092342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441053026279055,0.0,0.0,0.1753034915802468,0.13506651992763696,0.1788330050694615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367308084730372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389046446491054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483887698903596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051610353721174,0.11339588816178245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292924797284093,0.0,0.09020923631992084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218982945094005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446639738249162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754687515914563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595270816228997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188782500807173,0.0,0.11004256577543947,0.4157876034440129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066812730711468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622751458914366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130210561702202,0.0,0.0,0.16180402487407503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469812664596486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595024246395325,0.12601293893933038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776643760849276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619357708369845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221614462794527
socialanxiety,Haematopoietin,2019/07/23,"Anxiety is in my DNA? One of the biggest ways to improve your social anxiety is talk to other people right? I've had experiences where I do come out of my shell and talk to other people but it will be rare and temporary. I always revert back to my anxious ways and find it hard to be active in conversations with large groups of people and initiating conversations with people I'm not comfortable with.

Is anxiety just something ingrained in my DNA. My mother says I'm much like her whilst my sibling is completely the opposite to me. I rarely test myself with social situations but will I always have this anxiety weighing me down?",6.1932142857142845,7.4094965882352986,7.167552521008402,70.16880777310925,66.31092436974791,10.319747899159664,31.681722689075627,10.411451182825502,3.5700831932773114,510,20,85,13,8,171,70,119,0.11900000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.07,-0.5012,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,0,0,15,14,6,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,10,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,15,2,18,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,3,63,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636431382925582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847761102609424,0.17897417583547068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181837878217365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364683621244463,0.16610468854615534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496920057354416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447967868051323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419169048484828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739802871804406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645996573716197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073522920789995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393253834466206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352933433489675,0.0,0.12598522866495734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780753623891851,0.0,0.3229869040679665,0.0,0.12196263692889933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25467063304798115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514994043286564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JoVelz99,2019/07/23,"Pure spaghetti Why do i always retard out whenever i am about to pass a very attractive girl?? I have absolutely no idea how to react my eyes start darting all around trying to avoid direct eye contact legs get kinda shaky and all sorts of spaghetti shit. 

I feel as if I've missed A LOT of chances to secure a gf had i not been too much of a noodle",1.7024404761904748,3.7804191250000017,3.3353174603174587,89.47000000000001,79.97222222222223,5.7809523809523835,21.3968253968254,6.868970318607317,0.5033825396825398,275,8,57,3,7,91,57,72,0.20800000000000002,0.695,0.09699999999999999,-0.816,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,4,0,5,4,4,2,3,17,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,6,2,11,7,4,4,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,5,1,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930579910642712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135320041155981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808252379320766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840095722464706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975900847267677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994272085773358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25890697417259434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615274700831593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24928844273523476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912017257601326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29060126750183485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31780504308858504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,magicfetus101,2019/07/23,"Hot white guys are the death of me in social situations My dudes, I like to think that I’m a pretty confident person. I do have social anxiety but it’s not that bad, I can move past it to go talk in front of an auditorium or class presentations. I do get super anxious before going in front of a group but it dies down. I can also make friends kind of easily (changed high school 3 times because my family kept moving) and everything was good. BUT, white dudes. I can’t make friends with white dudes. Now I don’t know what the hell happens to me when I need to talk to a white guy who is remotely attractive in social situations, I get so nervous. My heart starts beating so fast and I get this sinking feeling in my stomach. For your reference I am an 18 year old middle eastern gal but I don’t know why I get so intimidated talking to white guys. What is up with me? It’s sad because I see guys that I think I’ll be really good friends with but I chicken out every time because I’m just too intimidated. Like I don’t know if it’s social anxiety or some kind of insecurity?",3.100135746606334,4.431640280542986,5.070950226244347,81.86081447963804,73.79638009049773,8.276923076923078,27.027149321266972,8.841846274778883,1.9726271493212668,846,31,178,17,17,292,121,221,0.161,0.6509999999999999,0.188,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,8,16,1,2,7,0,15,2,2,2,0,28,36,15,2,2,10,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,12,6,0,1,7,0,0,6,5,5,0,0,2,8,25,11,23,33,1,26,1,1,6,0,18,10,1,4,12,102,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009732587018685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532431230143275,0.11315145719198047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362880036053857,0.18316846994978367,0.0,0.08522815513418322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059552188631046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039495011532878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438849831648741,0.0,0.09001668664357933,0.0,0.09442123854497332,0.0,0.05064353246509031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23214839277829266,0.0,0.2093163225106304,0.0,0.11384563386588352,0.16801767437684956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966936667524721,0.08857050486578387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868920806676142,0.0,0.10582375973899116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086009175138935,0.1651347334977997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786551263445192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337141706616928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290688974995067,0.0,0.07426682387780052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510029717641764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956133491166446,0.0,0.08745520451251765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189797765805172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416458815020079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136652068961627,0.07981396438513295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251664146546989,0.0,0.4083990182227588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089324136878163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415126632001409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283560220488319,0.0,0.0,0.11680734260648545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903781554439092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449928106710674
socialanxiety,rosebudpng,2019/07/23,"Insecure around my friends I’ve recently gotten in touch with some of my old friends from high school and college. I love and miss them, but I’m also afraid to hang out with them because they are so much more successful than I am. Most have moved out on their own, in committed relationships, and one is even in medical school.

Meanwhile, I’m 23F, living at home, I don’t have a license so I can’t even drive, and have anxiety so severe that I’ve been doing freelancing/a mild work from home gig that makes me little to no money. I can’t help but feel totally insecure. 

What are some things I can tell myself to put things in perspective and stop comparing myself to my friends? Anything that can help the overwhelming anxiety I feel over seeing them, in spite of how much I love them?",4.654675324675324,5.910669662337664,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,69.9090909090909,9.236363636363636,28.285714285714285,9.573946990214177,2.4235272727272728,624,22,125,14,11,198,94,154,0.145,0.67,0.185,0.8757,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,6,2,8,12,1,4,2,0,14,3,0,2,2,22,24,12,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,6,10,0,1,2,0,1,4,4,6,0,1,2,4,20,6,22,22,8,20,0,2,1,2,15,13,0,3,3,88,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034221590622834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302401084628357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383573166201906,0.13396290432337096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917338139088236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987868814341772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217873635495358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487913198411505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017328674726612,0.15899489282773485,0.30189598398019674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082477161937896,0.13288036691903912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27163585694345554,0.0,0.10044941838364876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159706971715145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599409631710864,0.2212465059672116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790792660308958,0.0,0.10197203553903862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127825482575286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858506151882206,0.16156378821760495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045962292989223,0.11991647948315312,0.0,0.0,0.17000439082785954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258115874950665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152988435708424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995012384415325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955434041453198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pacamilk,2019/07/23,"More memes about actually going through with things, and the relatability to that should be posted to encourage others to work on their social anxiety. Personally if I see other people with social anxiety doing things that we’re all scared to do, it gives me confidence to do them too. I understand it’s nice to have a place where you can relate to other people with fucked up brains but I also think we shouldn’t just dwell on the bad things and have some motivation mixed in.",10.020666666666667,8.102233400000003,9.573888888888893,66.4975,59.444444444444464,13.0,33.611111111111114,11.698219412168324,3.7561111111111103,386,10,69,9,4,125,65,90,0.126,0.759,0.115,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,2,2,5,6,1,2,3,0,9,2,1,1,1,16,15,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,8,2,16,12,3,8,0,0,1,1,9,6,1,2,0,57,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.1973211149386564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617017931253823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093697262217038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883119165726224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257255979418673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693356215289605,0.0,0.1939716949768058,0.1149167149814996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803644212706089,0.17655599901974778,0.21125926431113892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936547321189511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244063669398935,0.0,0.16112973831908142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122413129265667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030043819340433,0.12956361962305302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105006195014693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720630791360975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,checkyourdong,2019/07/23,"My mum is getting impatient that I am not 'joining' society Ok so I prefer to stay at home, I have a stay-at-home job. I go to the office to talk to my co-workers once or twice per week. I meet up with my friends once a month. I go to the gym and I'm fine with it!!! She seems to want me to go out of the house most days and do what?! Jeez, woman, lower your expectations. I have enough anxiety as it is without the extra pressure of networking or whatever the loving fuck -__-",-0.09760576057605874,1.8764873762376268,2.594869486948696,92.81248424842484,86.12871287128712,6.0489648964896485,21.063006300630068,7.348242739294969,0.6310910891089105,359,12,84,6,11,125,68,101,0.111,0.762,0.127,0.3956,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,1,7,1,6,2,0,0,0,14,15,6,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,13,4,16,15,3,10,0,0,0,2,8,3,2,4,3,56,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461429723664322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034482034695974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088346034742092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615039203934813,0.18684828470578865,0.10559461158369196,0.0,0.34459287296020563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273372746954504,0.0,0.0,0.2332088606782925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005638975130153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241299227134872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132300458605364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304830578672325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399418681252605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43084668864585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244909813864272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921025453764345,0.0,0.16212118535659156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948277102992863,0.0,0.14713915369051356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,baabidi1337,2019/07/23,"I faked being confident and it worked Sometimes my anxiety is so bad, I don't even feel confident going to clothing store but today something different happened. My new housemate who is a fresher asked me to go out with her to an event.  I went along and she seemed rather shy as well asking around for help. I didn't want her to know about my anxiety so I tried to fake being confident in front of her (not to impress her).

I walked to several people asking about the event, had talks with them, helped her and we ran into her friend. I introduced myself and talked to them as well. She commented that I seem very confident but little does she know I was faking it. It made me realize I can turn on / off being confident any time I wanted.",2.65353694581281,4.942998496551726,3.8299753694581287,86.05077586206897,77.82758620689654,7.453201970443351,23.46059113300493,8.418075326091056,1.6092660098522176,582,19,113,12,14,189,94,145,0.109,0.696,0.195,0.9435,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,1,9,8,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,24,27,10,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,6,0,1,6,3,4,2,0,6,1,29,4,23,18,0,18,0,0,0,0,22,7,0,2,5,83,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049045948746028,0.0,0.2360225916552969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732738433441222,0.4326471607086167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288037323297849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117271616348713,0.0,0.0,0.1349971892110062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188970821897883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800035360720384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918373939477775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534321296201744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136414866073213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067993909525003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955857248621167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546127376376309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596802750057805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898882704003322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694701470047116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808717278877183,0.0,0.17427405322147932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875972038959642,0.1525707277372694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479826111815825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995239454814978,0.0,0.14622393461239813,0.0,0.0,0.10473491512958913,0.16779458998405497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728369489061175,0.18197743501558916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774031560231242,0.14300398033453204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230579903891176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Verthousand,2019/07/23,"Getting older is so depressing I’m a 24 yr old guy. When I was younger I felt like I was wasting my life because of social anxiety. I used to hate people telling me I was in my “prime”. Now I feel old. What scares me is how YouTubers get teased for being old if they’re over the age of ~26.  Eg people started called Pewdiepie “like dumbledore” when he was criticising Jake Paul way back whenever that was.  I’m also subbed to some other guys in their late 20s and early 30s and people keep calling them old. I feel old now at 24. I’m a former NEET but now studying to get a job. But it’ll take a while so I’ll be “old” by those people’s definition when I’m finally starting my career. 

I just hate it 😣 I feel old as hell already especially on campus where the 18 year olds suddenly look so damn young to me now. My face and body have aged, and I’m more jaded and grandpa-like than them. I could go on, it’s really depressing me.",0.8840769230769219,2.935128420512825,3.038141025641025,90.64644230769231,82.74358974358974,6.156410256410258,21.544871794871803,7.365786028017652,0.6934564102564105,722,23,160,11,20,245,121,195,0.191,0.7909999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.9872,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,15,10,5,1,6,0,12,3,2,2,0,18,33,18,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,6,5,21,2,16,23,2,38,1,2,1,0,11,7,2,2,31,87,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014245233855372,0.07350006978951179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703105884868759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067280519315526,0.0,0.056027235941960615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209084033500716,0.0,0.0,0.1876999448858398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338233272992416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832319872276435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941675818007654,0.0,0.08824762439796263,0.10068246864443638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405690962969162,0.0,0.05223434080642752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200989779995014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148339360951912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912060909980289,0.08169347088679259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367802628248766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491846492688402,0.08980477101415851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718091164472245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7715492714335838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548741622661845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058879639935775024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201753819578272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369025749370766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010816857119625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910457703133874,0.0,0.08033303697170634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938038025641395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295355834646322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591867657041248
socialanxiety,panfried540,2019/07/23,"Any songs? Are there any songs that you guys listen to when coping with social anxiety? I have a select few songs that help me but I'm looking for something new. My songs that help me get by are:

Shame in you 
Am I inside
Fine again (acoustic)
Pinch me
My own prison",0.0,2.355324092592596,1.027685185185188,99.71708333333336,95.11111111111113,3.4407407407407407,14.157407407407408,5.148860815047168,-1.1523259259259255,207,4,45,1,8,64,40,54,0.16699999999999998,0.711,0.12300000000000001,-0.5733,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,9,1,5,8,2,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,3,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596498425983579,0.0,0.25853907360705697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765705600625051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346343088374078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453055977263803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28380193973912343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32640462974822826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34450845739900426,0.0,0.2601787216725557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,georgiabread57,2019/07/23,"meeting people requires meticulous planning - also im scared bruh i hate this so much. whenever i have to meet new people, i structure and plan my interactions obsessively to avoid any kind of anxiety or awkwardness. for me, this is quite specific to the university experience - i’m a first year, and when it comes to making friends in tutorials/lectures, i construct my conversations beforehand and then i make all these extra plans to grab a seat next to those potential friends next week so i don’t lose them but the entire time i’m stressed that they don’t like me or would prefer to not be friends. because here’s another thing - i am always the one initiating conversation. i make the first move, and i hate it, because it means i can never tell if the person i’m talking to truly enjoys it. i fucking wish someone would start conversation with ME as a potential friend because then i know they’re interested in me.",5.449338103756709,7.259981465116283,6.309534883720933,73.39181574239716,68.65116279069767,9.710912343470484,33.57960644007156,10.035473477838034,3.661428801431127,740,35,129,19,13,244,112,172,0.111,0.715,0.174,0.9481,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,8,5,17,3,5,8,0,9,1,0,3,2,24,23,15,0,5,5,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,9,0,3,0,1,20,8,14,20,3,17,0,1,0,1,15,2,1,3,14,84,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584685094328253,0.1101326734889212,0.0,0.0,0.09000815406234894,0.1387891738328446,0.10125370493684616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420530963506266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401491929398525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947177368725046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516773293959705,0.0,0.0,0.4090386465910317,0.12236307654394572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26135275472634945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296963121553696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378307576616824,0.072740637019636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466355908744773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480750345475246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650504945815082,0.0,0.0,0.14417694489754931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067588136889908,0.09729854881964778,0.0,0.10208284804346046,0.12783243016016407,0.28152901748490755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968938094420703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352110099990987,0.11557012541533865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077929947074544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251370614299268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121467223155233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368385611535864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161593711851956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638455397828904,0.11568695124393953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879329452065026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717916452034453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616981068046832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522054643912893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804701759497708,0.0,0.0,0.08523437848753496
socialanxiety,ugnek,2019/07/23,"Y’all have SA diagnosed by a professional, or is it more of a self-prescribed diagnosis? Did you ever went to a certified specialist who diagnosed with you with SA?

I am asking because, I tend to analyse my actions  and the more I think (+ a bit of research about social anxiety on the internet and podcasts), the more similar symptoms I notice in my behavior around strangers/people that I don’t know well, the more I start to suspect it migh actually be social anxiety.

Are there many of you who had gone through similar situaction and stuck with this idea without confirmation?",8.065125786163527,8.318130292452832,8.554716981132078,65.19578616352203,62.11320754716981,12.727044025157234,42.19496855345911,12.161744961471696,5.6538666666666675,465,26,76,15,6,155,74,106,0.085,0.893,0.021,-0.649,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,8,0,8,3,0,0,1,14,16,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,0,12,1,16,10,5,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,2,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.19258158713957368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019388619775086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756801069485664,0.18449221382579215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203005139348153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215451121066084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40060481784008173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851108771072013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278002784282008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845640253325448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007824192374368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246801474195492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136815123010397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058753009623878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402339538536364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968277466379653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511843842337432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264515838069968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743808474257897,0.1829420598157117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902348559635939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vgzar,2019/07/23,"Top 5 reasons I am grateful for the invention of phones 5. Games
4. Movies
3. Music
2. Reddit
1. I can avoid greeting people in public by pretending I'm doing something on my phone",0.017500000000001847,2.297399083333339,2.8111111111111136,85.59500000000001,99.83333333333334,4.622222222222223,22.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0940333333333334,141,6,25,2,6,49,33,36,0.057999999999999996,0.711,0.23199999999999998,0.6808,0,1,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749764534043561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7044182230200984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274394143298607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ny_o,2019/07/23,"SAD-performance Hello everybody, I'm new to this group and I haven't meet someone with the same kind of anxiety that I have yet. I was diagnosed when I was 21 (I'm 22 right now) but my psychologist said I have it since I was 13. So, anyone with social anxiety disorder-performance here?",1.9947368421052647,4.397838912280704,4.262368421052631,81.42407894736844,80.9298245614035,9.4140350877193,25.28947368421053,9.725611199111238,2.895505263157895,226,9,45,8,6,78,42,57,0.083,0.917,0.0,-0.4563,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,5,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,7,1,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849770847471805,0.0,0.0,0.22163952107333476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217276428402092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33008549702428264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306140893085798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27069886429743084,0.30152020707430816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622088179816793,0.0,0.0,0.32312080531791004,0.2685758041469063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HylianQueen,2019/07/23,"I want to quit my job but my social anxiety is making me procrastinate actually doing it. I am so unhappy at my job. I work overnight at a smallish hotel which I love because I never really have to interact with people and get to be alone, but my manager is so shitty and treats me (and the rest of the staff tbh) like complete garbage. I could literally go on and on about her but to be short and sweet, she has made the few months I have worked here unbearable and filled with anxiety. I was just off for 4 days and I had little to no anxiety and when I came to work today the second I got in I was filled with anxiety and intrusive thoughts. And to top it off, I’m 8 weeks pregnant so my anxiety is through the roof. 

I want to quit so badly but I am too nervous to put in my two weeks because I’m scared of what my coworkers I have made friends with will say to me, one of them being in a position superior to me. She has an attitude sometimes and is known to talk about people behind their back but she is generally very nice to me. I’m scared of how she will react and what she will say about me, and my gut feeling is to just block everyone on my phone and social media and just do it. But then I come off as rude and I genuinely value their friendships because it is hard for me to make friends in general. I want to be out of this toxic situation but I just can’t bring myself to do it because of these fears. Anyone else been in a similar situation?",4.280020844189681,4.485505145214527,5.895480284870594,81.19891610213655,70.15511551155114,9.679277401424352,29.478721556366164,9.682069395223575,2.488099669966998,1141,41,246,25,19,392,150,303,0.161,0.7090000000000001,0.13,-0.894,2,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,6,16,14,1,4,9,0,30,2,1,6,1,51,49,31,0,4,11,0,2,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,10,23,0,1,3,1,0,7,3,6,0,3,9,5,45,8,49,32,2,33,0,0,0,1,19,17,0,0,10,187,55,8,0.0,0.0,0.1033696464198144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097086113669426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051700095865834,0.0,0.0,0.07406674641121452,0.10853491267021834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145146207378523,0.08844476979401131,0.25828890028933515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115247333056578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124688518246417,0.11106263171986104,0.0,0.0,0.08457423297265966,0.0,0.0,0.06831426724878957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848856568595821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121795884129947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919752576276822,0.05355996440365063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367815129721966,0.0,0.055342578988246856,0.0,0.06020085685739784,0.0,0.08471964159227309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488994606934242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023276043791875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175066901839308,0.10616686131866042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956034146236557,0.20046171576022206,0.1414144288975234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845500635877506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169757056532832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717789978344885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687313673677782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648607207008086,0.0,0.22533318717268103,0.0,0.0,0.0678596632189632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847508852190676,0.2121031704342981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381331744999515,0.0,0.21595883831341087,0.0,0.0,0.10476468847562397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514025394356174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409434785993654,0.0,0.0,0.10040657985015172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034754619568769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740101617791474,0.1874357837680833,0.0,0.16993678695724365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134874346103435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Origination,2019/07/23,"[LONG/VENT] My first 2 therapy sessions made me feel worse. What should I do? 25 year old male, living with my mom alone. I've never worked in my life. Never been in a relationship. Haven't had a friend IRL in 10 years, which is also the amount of time that I've avoided going outside entirely unless absolutely necessary (a handful of times.). Never really been diagnosed with anything, but I have really bad social anxiety for sure. Deep depression and personality issues, adhd, possibly autistic spectrum. Who knows. 

I've avoided going to therapy/doctors for my entire life due to my anxiety and negative thoughts. I would talk with people online and I would always say that I would never go to a therapist, and thought it would never help me. This was based on brief interactions that I've had with therapists online, and me looking up stuff about therapists on the internet.

Recently, other physical health issues of mine got so bad that I had to go to the ER, which lead me to going to a general doctor, which lead me to finally try to find a therapist.

Problem is, I'm poor. I only have free insurance from the government, and there's only a handful of therapists in my area that take it. I looked at their profiles. A lot of them honestly made me upset and uncomfortable, so I tried calling the ones that I thought I might get along with. 

Every. Single. One.  said they weren't accepting new clients. Which lead me to my only other option, going to a ""health center"" or something like that, dunno what it's called, but it's the place where courts send people who have drug addictions and stuff. 

I didn't really have an option and they basically just automatically assigned me a therapist. I felt very uncomfortable with the idea of it. I don't get along with people very well in general. I have a very low tolerance, but I'm so horrified of expressing my negative and rude thoughts out of fear for rejection. I really wanted to be able to choose someone that I thought would fit me well, but I still forced myself to give it a try anyways.

I had this picture in my mind of how it would play out. I would come in, sit down. He would ask me questions and try to figure me out, understand my issues. I would try to open up, but mostly fail because I'm so anxious and I'm really bad at expressing myself. He would give hid input, professional advice, or ""help"", that would just upset and trigger me because I feel like it's just generalized advice for ""normal"" people that's not addressing the root cause of my issues. I would reject the help, repeatedly, until the therapist got sick of my rejection that they got rid of me and sent me to someone else.

The fear of being rejected like that is so great that... It just makes it so hard to express my real thoughts and what I think. Anyways, what actually happened when I went to therapy... I guess it was what I expected and also not what I expected... what I expected was to be asked more questions, like he would make attempts at trying to figure me out or understand me, and that didn't happen very much. I tried talking about some of my issues anyways, and he said a lot of things that really upset me deeply, but I didn't feel comfortable expressing out of fear of upsetting him/him rejecting me. There was a lot of ""Learn to love yourself""/accept yourself/accept negative beliefs/be mindful/cbt kind of comments and ideas that he said. I don't know.

I don't really feel it addressed my issues very well. I really didn't want to go the second time, despite the first one making me feel worse. I hoped that after going to the first session, that I would have just a tiny bit of relief, and a tiny bit of hope that MAYBE I could improve and work towards getting better, but it left me feeling more hopeless.

I didn't want to go the second time, but it was more of the same basically. It's really hard for me to recall most of the things he said as I have a really bad memory, but most of it upset me and I suppressed my triggered feelings of anger and upset, again out of fear of being rejected and referred away. He talked about quicksand in analogy to struggles, and about how the more you fight against it, the more you sink, and you just need to calm down and just accept the issues and just let them be there. My mind screamed at me, NO!!!!!! I need help with my issues. I can't just accept this. I can't accept how of a miserable spot I'm in right now. I'm so fucking hopeless. I want to improve, not just sit around accepting and sitting in my misery.

He talked about how he believes that everyone is fundamentally ""good enough"" and ""Okay"", which at my core I deeply disagree with. I definitely don't feel good enough, and have so many areas that I need to improve upon, and need help with improving on. I feel like he did more talking than I did as well, and that he didn't really want to seem to ask much questions or try to figure me out... is that normal? I want my issues to be addressed and I don't feel like they are being addressed.

And I don't know if it's just my anxiety, but the interactions with him were so awkward and unbearable, but that's just how I am in social situations in general, all social interactions feel awkward and unbearable to me so I don't know if that was him or me.

I scheduled a third appointment coming up this Friday, in hope that maybe it will somehow turn around and change, and start slowly helping me instead of making me feel worse and more hopeless when I go. I don't really feel have any options. I'm so absolutely stuck in life right now. I'm so hopeless and I don't know what to do. I feel like I need help, but so far I don't feel like this is helping, and I don't fee like it could help, and I don't know what could possibly help me. All I know is that this isn't so far and I don't know what to do.

I don't know how therapy is supposed to go in the first place, or what to look out for, or what to expect from it, but I should feel like I'm getting SOME kind of benefit out of it, right? Is it normal to feel this negative towards it at first? I know how unstable and negative I can be... maybe it's just me getting in my own head, but maybe therapy isn't right for me and maybe I should jump ship? I just don't know what to do. Please give me some advice.",4.9802790088638185,5.579119662369057,5.958666297340858,79.97135963940373,68.7340854149879,9.395975020145043,29.2111301369863,9.484129042026481,2.4725739645447216,4915,170,974,99,80,1630,379,1241,0.205,0.688,0.107,-0.9993,0,5,2,0,1,4,170.0,0,3,7,13,63,78,4,16,42,1,98,15,3,20,8,267,211,98,0,44,41,1,22,10,1,19,10,6,4,2,85,73,0,3,56,1,3,21,41,39,5,11,41,31,141,40,152,139,28,118,0,14,3,2,76,62,1,32,42,693,226,13,0.030232529127200033,0.0,0.029502587333390763,0.03295791923755133,0.036333624940095705,0.08862863269487023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031311782522048234,0.0,0.04835388524061987,0.025155886111243458,0.0,0.0,0.02055915652409433,0.0,0.06938340609671062,0.0341541525664493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024878795493259474,0.053826721183195085,0.08479000092747008,0.0,0.02840445630900645,0.0,0.10097159603050697,0.036858938295501874,0.0,0.0,0.03406170746808947,0.0,0.02673821519258846,0.06601218330101631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174158487653361,0.0,0.0,0.031057135347059863,0.03198200712627218,0.052085293744015534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241464339435366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026039233037098496,0.03068538067436938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061888549247273925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035060135594800784,0.0,0.02525539873236953,0.0,0.0,0.0624765685056909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025472209707955364,0.02888847716761255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608000164605688,0.2598700769137476,0.1295887490952999,0.029027969055787983,0.03311825790449853,0.02763198391381555,0.1285788691565084,0.0,0.0,0.02335757700864369,0.0279494860176123,0.07897624333669273,0.08700539027014098,0.18900027313084408,0.05071522211853256,0.07253914601135257,0.0333314700929417,0.0333045392790826,0.0,0.053469051325444536,0.0,0.054164815648143565,0.0,0.031027296969371586,0.0642715294508328,0.0,0.0,0.20264226999598947,0.0,0.0,0.09008316894621858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825769093703167,0.0,0.2839941517602455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296505355810632,0.1827650809530444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0328477313558892,0.030914809349078438,0.06406238821394335,0.14770086627517776,0.0,0.026695877104927632,0.02675483691536202,0.07616313062945979,0.0,0.0,0.07710784541541878,0.02728603789404192,0.057213500104259414,0.08072179180736826,0.03065103935190053,0.1518631951818781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032071935796997526,0.06105247218639439,0.0354079727222215,0.0,0.0,0.0444487750157548,0.11208518636416608,0.11658595119599045,0.029198765021863,0.0,0.0,0.08886437871280096,0.0,0.0,0.03172395366020031,0.0,0.061459032481782964,0.06897960219352135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383771626552135,0.026397878310861482,0.06317311654421669,0.03318623832355843,0.0,0.06816526813989016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028928447382487333,0.0,0.0,0.10160205498537743,0.0,0.0,0.034411236889701824,0.2324127876844343,0.0,0.02985097523362007,0.0324584220744333,0.0,0.10327365874758447,0.11503223351790265,0.02404212060681642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02752255906301785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033982629432288115,0.0,0.09245476851903592,0.051231847642422716,0.023274477949854763,0.0,0.0,0.021398739722205632,0.0,0.024143736813931872,0.0,0.0,0.0316056036295721,0.06921802556284427,0.0,0.0,0.028493800915100287,0.0,0.02273109941898141,0.12149880862296887,0.0,0.0,0.13829412739197072,0.245716075420607,0.04017029796817763,0.0193717839286874,0.0,0.1440075067243386,0.0705153234305173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420722209629415,0.03288431020111195,0.0,0.06294625805764004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472501368263166,0.10699157386225597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873069786455844,0.02802585738766272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044019282544571416,0.0,0.09242859005351543,0.30066849789657296,0.0,0.0,0.03893751509102772
socialanxiety,I_Just_Keep_On_Rowin,2019/07/23,"A Totally Useless, Completely Worthless, and Utterly Meaningless String of Characters. When I walk in the door, the lingering effects of the social anxiety transform into listlessness. I ground through another day of work and made it back home. If you could call it that. I have no attachment to the place.

It's a typical apartment. It's not bad, really, but it's clearly a cheap build from the 90s. The landlord has done as little as possible to keep things up to date. It contains appliances that are nearly as old as I am, stained carpet that probably should have been replaced before I moved in, and doors that don't always close properly. It's not bad. Everything works. It's just blah.

I heat up dinner right after I take off my shoes, as I always do. More leftovers from the weekend. I deliberately made enough to last the whole week because I don't like cooking. It's a chore to me, but the combination of social anxiety and frugality keeps me from eating out.

I eat alone. I watch videos on the internet alone. I laugh at stupid images alone. I listen to music alone. I get ready for bed alone. I rip myself to shreds in my head until I fall asleep alone. 

After all, it's my fault I'm so lonely. I let the social anxiety take over. If I don't like it, it's my responsibility to change it. If I can't fix it myself, I deserve to suffer. I deserve the scathing remarks that no one else hears. The cutting insults I incessantly hurl at myself. The festering self hatred that chews at my soul. I deserve it.

It wasn't so long ago that I loved living alone. Now I can barely stand it. I often find myself laying down on the couch while imagining a world where I have a life. It's merely an attempt to remove myself from the world where I have none. It only works temporarily. The reality is that I'm too much of a bitch to actually go out the front door and make it real.

So I stay inside and hide from all the things that make my anxiety spike. And I do nothing. Nothing worth mentioning, nothing worth living for.

When I wake up, it's just more of the same old grind. I exercise in an attempt to stay healthy. I eat a healthy breakfast. I shower, brush my teeth, and comb my hair to keep good hygiene. All things that are completely negated by the constant anxiety and soul shattering loneliness. 

Yet I continue to drive into work every morning where people pretend they don't hate me and I pretend I'm ""doing good"" while my insides churn like a meat grinder. I spend most of the day distracting myself by focusing on clickety clacking away at my keyboard until it's time to go back to my apartment. 

This is where the endless loop is interrupted by a key event that became the catalyst for turning my life around. Nope. I just wasted a piece of your life with a series of characters, words, and sentences strung together in a barely coherent manner. Totally useless, completely worthless, and utterly meaningless.

Just like my life.",3.3488262942321896,5.723480491103202,4.52376351305983,81.51594205331368,75.93950177935943,7.729053917948028,27.50768817565299,8.622042349995798,2.3104420465990736,2324,95,424,49,53,761,271,562,0.185,0.728,0.087,-0.9943,2,9,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,2,1,7,20,23,5,1,39,0,26,19,6,5,6,54,46,31,0,5,11,0,1,5,0,1,5,2,10,1,37,19,7,4,3,6,4,8,13,15,0,1,5,5,64,8,72,38,14,75,2,6,1,1,13,38,1,5,30,297,101,5,0.0,0.0,0.06796189360543478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617346551498678,0.0,0.0,0.5049067750630963,0.0,0.0,0.1158977438909438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302715721930064,0.2663849789308955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061997374278448925,0.0,0.0,0.06543224890001714,0.10710292220569324,0.11629862813472053,0.04245395860608205,0.0,0.05926138769076333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711136785223718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367346263708721,0.0,0.21905927964085425,0.0752597535168113,0.0,0.0556045727360385,0.0,0.0,0.08982843848840964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126935835283947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378769552964194,0.05817810832033433,0.0,0.0,0.0719602293458989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867755212466051,0.0,0.06259098014528709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365278847026419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03638579210936182,0.0,0.07915987662533455,0.11682712742603275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875842035087375,0.07147420094610085,0.0,0.07849315183051014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985798944311028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857067106616412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676865063303256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121507548039502,0.1967647181903708,0.13609695238984318,0.0698009636606311,0.12299276256733205,0.06163220057024105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285587034496913,0.13179650187763106,0.09297499511582508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401989234450737,0.05119589825082384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047410687299846,0.0,0.14615802600866215,0.0,0.04719215730041579,0.05296692944526367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828195141474343,0.0,0.07276251022978238,0.0,0.0,0.07851244788395162,0.0,0.0,0.07508734372817592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792694143703953,0.044615333141971435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059475066785953074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726532349629676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297796936929408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484611554411546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472631046151867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388039031506597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040609615475264565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575199984737159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055863719354968304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775434769551702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280484305156726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ogvipez,2019/07/23,Always worrying what others think of me Before having anxiety I was arrogant so I did a lot of things which at the time didn't phase me but now I regret it so much. At least 10 times an hour I remind myself of those things and how people must think I'm weird and antisocial. Do y'all relate?,2.5062295081967183,4.040330114754099,4.4499672131147525,84.88806557377049,75.72131147540983,7.50295081967213,18.757377049180327,8.238735603445708,0.7110695081967218,231,4,48,4,5,79,48,61,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,9,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,5,5,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566090104356133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23592102328649445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624210884842993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037065575783153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621860588462067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267055137996141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138019836882397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097673349662124,0.3952136118227381,0.0,0.0,0.3596547401676447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131896840056068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AwkwardTurtle_XD,2019/07/23,"Any Advice? For as long as I can remember, I've gotten this horrible feeling every time I'm around anyone other than a select group of people. For a while, this group only contained my immediate family, but eventually a small handful of others were also included; friends who I'd gotten really close to. I'm not sure how to describe the feeling; it's like my throat tightens and my stomach drops. Occasionally I will also feel extremely dizzy. I've talked to my parents about it, asking them if I perhaps have social anxiety. They told me that I don't, and that it's all in my head. Over the years, my mother has slowly realized that it isn't so simple, but says that there is nothing I can do about it. I was wondering if anyone had any similar experiences; maybe some tips on how to get rid of or at least get past the horrible feeling I get?

(I am new to Reddit, so I apologize if there is anything wrong with this post.)",6.535879120879122,6.1252321483516505,7.716791208791211,72.15320879120881,65.42857142857143,10.796483516483518,33.035164835164835,10.355215969177356,3.3677103296703303,729,27,135,16,10,250,117,182,0.109,0.813,0.078,-0.8221,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,11,4,0,0,6,0,14,4,4,2,2,25,28,17,0,3,7,2,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,15,5,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,6,18,3,21,21,3,15,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,6,7,95,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758158764093413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579194253528895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21932491298465684,0.0,0.12336360108699,0.0,0.0,0.22551374341371985,0.0,0.13270339301924688,0.1435557549007194,0.15075650561176224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586866200412728,0.0,0.0,0.1577434055488746,0.15202175180040628,0.0,0.3261519819626913,0.1152043092729669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458921986778525,0.0,0.2527553746289441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549947464968548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878358143145865,0.0,0.0,0.1427101902625102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620075319228332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557460927488525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473349791097427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264563829973545,0.0,0.0,0.1790603529659256,0.0,0.15394109473890136,0.1117975085895324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444268198763528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330740461002362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267635521820652,0.0,0.0,0.1282405726099924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438445190013629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198581709766432,0.0,0.0,0.1296148292744515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403211141808038,0.0,0.0,0.15409101860819116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748797930810217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176312698608057,0.0,0.10384627281729666
socialanxiety,genie1010,2019/07/23,"Front desk social anxiety I start a new job as a front desk receptionist in a few days and I am super scared about phone calls. Answering phones gives me anxiety because I end up blanking and stuttering. The same happens with leaving voicemails. I've had to answer phones at all other jobs but it was less frequent and only spiked my social anxiety for a few minutes. But this job is 90% phone calls. 

Before anyone starts saying mean stuff, I chose this job because I am injured and it's mostly sitting down and I like everyone there. I am majorly stepping out of my comfort zone and hopefully it will help me in the long run. 

Any advice or shared experiences?",3.2727323076923085,5.958609504000004,4.208000000000002,82.01938461538464,77.96,7.046153846153848,27.215384615384608,8.139509932561175,2.156692307692308,528,22,92,10,13,170,88,125,0.091,0.763,0.146,0.882,4,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,6,0,7,1,0,0,1,18,13,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,11,5,12,10,7,18,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,3,8,59,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389403950511222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668988144756258,0.0,0.32631072690442336,0.0,0.0,0.09941824126926248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733478885623736,0.0,0.1209879686931992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903711791434808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169680906146437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259326727498586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586274462493408,0.0,0.13908307062884784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639568758020715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257326930633555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530282547931676,0.0,0.0,0.14122062701717644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643820557171235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055214835745193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946383832971156,0.0,0.0,0.12582821705080546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548798756605897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373220309437543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108137211280614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307029004311185,0.14235081999646035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28987702217228073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012768962036448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276647044985212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IndianaAnklebones,2019/07/23,"How long have you had SAD? Sometimes, for me anyway, it feels like there’s no light at the end of the tunnel.

I’ve been suffering from SAD and GAD since I was around four years old, and by now I don’t think I’ll ever get know a world without my mental illness. 

I don’t have many memories from my life pre-anxiety, other than that I was a major attention seeker who wanted to be the center of everything. I wish I could say that now. 

No matter how many things I do to make myself feel more comfortable, (ie: drinking, forcing myself to talk, etc), I still can’t get rid of the pangs of terror or the panic attacks or the fears that people are constantly judging me. 

Other than when I’m away from people, I feel like I’m always in the spotlight. It feels like a million eyes are on me at all times. I wonder if perhaps I’m just doomed to live like this forever. I know logically I shouldn’t care what others think but the fearful reactions are almost instinctual at this point. I’m just stuck.",4.002750533049039,4.9264696766169145,5.096847903340444,84.09235074626869,71.13930348258707,7.931911869225303,25.30241648898365,8.192908349453996,1.4336237384506043,779,22,158,11,14,257,126,201,0.141,0.778,0.081,-0.9146,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,12,15,1,4,11,0,16,4,1,3,2,32,36,9,0,5,7,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,13,3,1,0,11,1,0,0,7,9,0,2,5,7,20,6,23,28,4,21,1,4,1,0,4,10,0,5,15,107,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417519466125202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149337563019916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250470637679353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928267637405282,0.0,0.15243701804176585,0.12589136009071775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661536426718918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447994358989711,0.0,0.1069829542264334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126267657740687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867852245553095,0.0,0.14943823860914895,0.0,0.12120484598072333,0.0,0.0,0.1204247714600444,0.0,0.0,0.3015600140696452,0.27100467926289074,0.2871750773643434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001220907522458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727871230014372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464361384209616,0.2618499398781101,0.0,0.1183187680479686,0.11858008376003605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944174154432889,0.27169687673137105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503399250700374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406037007112571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572125717256381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578852579937574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666722441651918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655705674244824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084085719484868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252305670164882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070074298241174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769894766193752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901936709240553,0.17171532520358024,0.0,0.0,0.07813272218037391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903287313579653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408598081525735,0.12916500993258928,0.14531029965932976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628745926405992
socialanxiety,ioabmfuscated,2019/07/23,Is SA like this for y'all too? My social anxiety seems to be very weird. When I want to say something I often can't. But when someone asks me a question or for some reason I'm expected to talk then it even seems like it forces me to talk. I don't know but it's kinda illogical and strange to me.,-0.04852747252747136,1.9089594000000003,2.3729670329670327,94.58846153846157,85.76923076923076,5.560439560439562,20.05494505494506,6.868970318607317,0.20049450549450576,231,7,55,3,7,79,47,65,0.078,0.841,0.08,0.0338,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,10,7,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,7,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,7,5,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951027930895647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384253950282857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844969391435302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140161799141048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491966293370108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857000805589803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622207625492351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281585235155145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643526556205088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599783519905379,0.21609222865716832,0.1963401299176099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099785511196378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104324354186117,0.15042757391067482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JazzyHustlah,2019/07/23,"Coming off the meds About 7yrs who I was put on clonazepam 1mg 4x daily for severe panic disorder, & 150mg sertraline per day for depression.
A few months ago I became conscious of my desire to get off the meds (unless I came to a point where I felt they were necessary for my wellbeing), and worked down to 1mg clonazepam 3x daily, & 100mg sertraline daily, as of the beginning of this month.
Once this month started, I became serious about tapering down as quickly as possible, while remaining safe of course.

For the last 5 days I’ve been on only .75mg clonazepam 3x daily, & only 75mg sertraline daily.  It’s “leveling out” and I plan on cutting down more in about a week.
All in all, tapering off has been much smoother than I anticipated—that’s not to say it’s easy. But so far it’s been worthwhile. 
I thought sharing this may potentially encourage others that wish to do the same, & tbh I wanted to tell someone, but no one in my life would understand or care much. So why not post on reddit
Anyways, thanks for reading",6.030747126436777,6.172351709359607,6.760209359605912,76.72566707717573,66.38916256157636,10.31346469622332,32.680213464696216,10.125756701596842,3.2008558292282436,819,32,156,18,12,271,122,203,0.068,0.823,0.109,0.8462,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,1,1,8,0,9,1,0,0,2,24,21,12,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,8,2,13,5,37,11,7,34,0,1,0,0,6,18,0,2,12,98,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207355944887926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.547952262722789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446035196274395,0.12890495301650093,0.0,0.0,0.10890921489009568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307522600865018,0.0,0.10889493838120004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449010169806339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139370223223896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605504193979217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305823732405599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930203905738393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808729448937558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302748341244833,0.0,0.18588284107924646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346450165179717,0.08567299896451007,0.19231312790514754,0.0,0.14833967819506674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951827453468555,0.14253209115752113,0.12108606415547594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270981960939465,0.0,0.0,0.12646533404099944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054310118514843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283117839480064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712467767826192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948859746233799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105063715435257,0.11640078872492622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003721867744412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161925473665212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457235028414523,0.0,0.10141541824386388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114084420683156,0.0,0.1453895484159871,0.0,0.0,0.09204336113599043,0.0,0.0,0.08981304015084879,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boinibba,2019/07/23,"One of my only friends got an extra ticket for me to see a movie, I said no. Now I regret it. So one of my only friends got me an extra ticket for me to an advanced screening of “Once upon a time in Hollywood” tomorrow.I really wanted to go but he was going with other people that I don’t really know. I’ve really been wanting to watch this movie, but I don’t want to be the only person that doesn’t say anything the whole time they’re hanging out. 

I really appreciated the fact the he thought about me and got the extra ticket but I’m really nervous about having to socialize. I came up with the excuse that my wisdom teeth surgery still hurts (got them removed a few days ago, but it doesn’t hurt anymore) just to make it believable. 

Immediately after I told him I wouldn’t be able to go, I regretted it. I always complain about not having anyone to hang out with and whenever I do get the chance, I always refuse to.  I just feel like shit right now",4.137076923076922,4.781216041025643,5.872307692307693,79.67769230769233,70.64102564102564,8.666666666666668,25.76923076923077,8.841846274778883,1.8211538461538468,748,21,149,13,13,258,108,195,0.145,0.74,0.11599999999999999,-0.8381,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,9,11,1,1,13,0,12,2,2,1,1,27,32,7,0,6,7,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,9,8,0,1,3,3,0,8,7,7,0,2,10,6,22,4,27,19,5,22,0,4,3,0,14,6,1,0,9,104,31,0,0.12458256504901755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104349270341148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732534844397374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355242819477333,0.08711102617119153,0.0,0.10252083591285237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403618886289608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248926524205402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803454479981592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629926881760269,0.08900180936379169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250436143291288,0.0,0.06508924828236361,0.0,0.21240942817108469,0.0,0.3985602324144241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266736425125742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846731963539286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608647483745194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315982956969112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267636584213155,0.16884074059867962,0.2842519638754956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636986419714834,0.10878069042725616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990539064464905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639282984429042,0.11850654848194922,0.09907305610499663,0.0,0.0,0.09927617458499556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278822127232508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126996236015109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949179737800527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890464064136407,0.14529019109306238,0.0,0.0,0.11904397977287152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204460740666085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909198477733786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxi0us-thr0waway,2019/07/23,"I have no idea why I developed social anxiety - it feels like one day I was completely fine and now I feel so awkward in every social interaction. I don’t understand. I still have friends, but it feels like every single interaction I have with other people, especially 1 on 1 is awkward nowadays. Even with friends I’ve known all my life and I thought I would never be dry with them, we’re still tight but I feel like there’s... something wrong with me.

And around other people I’m not comfortable around, forget it. I’m always thinking in my mind ‘oh jeez this is getting awkward how do I fix this’ even though I try to seem normal on the outside.

How do I fix this? Please help a guy out",0.9748986212489896,3.5307898029197133,2.6235888077858847,89.80899229521492,88.92700729927006,5.380210867802108,21.479724249797243,6.937597516519254,0.7484536901865373,541,19,108,8,18,177,85,137,0.124,0.6990000000000001,0.177,0.8138,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,12,11,0,3,2,0,11,1,0,2,2,32,22,9,0,2,3,0,5,3,2,1,1,0,0,1,8,10,0,1,10,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,5,17,7,12,18,2,12,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,1,8,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120606717796535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088332490539493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580654143108413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197316665178673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934782055901744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147098659879272,0.0,0.24424658263406934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931562946108062,0.3106484427268354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239699040005771,0.0,0.07572832418319571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351936933024484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715427619197263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636264378022889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237967557604513,0.2124399429029724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635418230157704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179132273659656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201634557394147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821918885835502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097466934035774,0.0,0.0,0.15910722693362211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195343226125705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29550847136158,0.0,0.11158654406155824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23150819172855275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287557063865104,0.14240874970463874,0.11507096620965475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840884757518564,0.0,0.0,0.15089394085212762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079125741257985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296550907682686,0.15847574221603955,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bca817,2019/07/23,"Is it worth going to therapy for social anxiety for 4 weeks if I'm moving away soon? So I've finally mustered up the courage to go to some sessions. However, I move out to university in 4 weeks and will use their services there when I arrive. Is it still worth it to pursue sessions in my remaining time home if I plan going to a new place for the same service soon?

Thanks!",4.452236842105265,5.07577027631579,5.864315789473686,80.09121052631579,69.92105263157895,9.237894736842106,30.989473684210523,9.3871,2.7034136842105267,295,12,59,6,5,100,53,76,0.023,0.8370000000000001,0.14,0.8339,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,9,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,14,8,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,9,39,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848397122688016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069239261392517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24126354956205284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37550457318933866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091995446849125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681632373582133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127103941371896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23010525460466166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450824246415324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588496533297387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276857408140805,0.2518650902048315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284244575788202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902177465858772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533285293413878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,marcocanales10,2019/07/23,How do i tell my crush i like her How do i tell my crush i like her even though i know she is gay and i know she will reject me.i don’t know if i can still be friends with her.,-3.1689922480620147,-1.6060050697674413,-0.7205813953488356,112.99339147286824,99.69767441860466,2.8666666666666667,9.492248062015504,3.1291,-2.5690589147286818,134,1,42,0,6,44,25,43,0.13699999999999998,0.674,0.188,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,8,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,14,3,1,8,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,3,29,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583008404284826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524635406240603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387566848935357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31928897110580484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609608555581361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712269499903704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32105221749959817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nicksonman,2019/10/29,"Anxiety all comes down to not having a relaxed mind It's that simple. You can verify this yourself. Take a Xanax or Valium to calm your mind then all of a sudden your symptoms (that you're always discussing on Reddit in detail) become irrelevant and disappear. The challenge is getting to this state without drugs. But ultimately, there's no point in trying to figure out what anxiety is or why you have it, there's nothing to figure out! The explanation: an unrelaxed mind. Calling it a chemical imbalance is a huge stretch. So rather than trying to figure out why we have anxiety, your efforts and energy are best spent on how to become relaxed in a natural or low-risk way.",5.093095238095241,7.09702608730159,6.274793650793653,72.51742857142861,69.87301587301587,9.484444444444444,30.853968253968247,9.888512548439397,3.4654501587301585,541,23,88,14,10,181,81,126,0.11,0.7759999999999999,0.114,0.3687,0,0,1,0,0,1,15.0,1,5,0,3,5,5,0,0,9,0,8,3,0,1,2,23,12,9,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,6,5,19,11,3,18,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,3,2,67,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413805755103539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899471416527518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753093875947216,0.0,0.0,0.17831238846412448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349937036931126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636432945734065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704422757934653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877212025218098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146887064048437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303535428782087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606219650726584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660385116734634,0.12775284097037945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307184833428932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348684086935719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30663869446988024,0.0,0.0,0.16378931337265698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VitaminWaltons,2019/10/29,"Does anybody else take Tylenol for Social Anxiety? I take tylenol and it helps \_a lot\_ for my social anxiety. But, I wonder if it is a sustainable solution. I've only taken it for three days. So far so good. Time will tell. I have to be careful as I have some degree of liver damage. I take 500 mg 4X daily. Any thoughts? Ideas?

Thanks so much!",-0.3976086956521741,1.7208337681159451,1.7017753623188412,93.10309782608697,102.6231884057971,4.618840579710144,18.793478260869566,6.42735559955562,0.3407478260869565,266,9,54,4,12,88,52,69,0.08800000000000001,0.721,0.191,0.8273,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,8,13,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,6,3,6,9,3,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,4,2,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181725426585975,0.0,0.31907159007932023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126247810796429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344938011232353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824984952317717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421197700482513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491703859310734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978282764350036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354210957018801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729687996287696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533040331890021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860731400421452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42516923946722784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703980100933978,0.0,0.1822768831414887,0.19199954416776396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556085503300005,0.12160384037235615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615736392032376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Yeahimsodone,2019/10/29,"If never talk to someone will someone eventually talk to me? I’m trying to have friends or acquaintances because I have no one,  but my social anxiety is too bad I get very red and stutter if I even say just a word to someone. And I always say I’ll try to make friends but I always back down because I get scared and then I think but someone will eventually talk to me but, I’m not sure that’ll happen, what can I do to make friends with social anxiety in school? And the worst part is I have a big crush on someone that sits next to me and I don’t say a word.",1.7615000000000016,3.1950454833333346,3.5450000000000017,91.02,77.5,6.466666666666668,25.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.9419833333333338,438,16,100,5,10,147,63,120,0.212,0.7070000000000001,0.081,-0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,2,2,22,19,13,0,2,9,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,4,14,4,12,16,2,9,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,3,4,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145425113116272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972459529818163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913104917920136,0.10764230132727226,0.15717612075415766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515003778131189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29880839065430786,0.0,0.13471011519518036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400298620055373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210938083579072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994305771724064,0.0,0.13710722827495644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873591115886742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960713061735194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30756560767330804,0.12907079433601756,0.1304733000775833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26283415517006503,0.546164881835916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150499445946535,0.0,0.0,0.31086155432654783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826063362321642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505559955359326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637199397595046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayadvicename,2019/10/29,"The worst possible thing happened at work, anxiety-wise I wish I was kidding. I’ve been anxious all my life to the point of madness. I’m finally starting to get a little better. 

I’m 26, and recently got a job I actually really like. I can keep to myself most of the time, work from home a lot, and it’s a good salary.

So the other day I was coming back from lunch and one coworker (let’s call him John) was standing in front of the group of desks I sit at. All I heard was him say “she’s okay I guess, she’s quiet except for-“ and then he turned and saw me walking in, immediately shut up and walked away. Everyone who was listening to him looked away as well. 

I’ve literally never felt more awkward in my life. I had to then sit in the middle of all of these people who were apparently having some kind of discussion about me. I have no idea what they were saying before I got there but I of course assumed the worst. 

That was last Wednesday, I’ve worked from home since then. I have to go in tomorrow because of a meeting but I’m dreading it more than I can express. I don’t even know what the fuck to think. Just why? I hate people.",0.9325423728813576,3.0894768644067834,2.941600000000001,90.78645084745764,83.32203389830508,6.148881355932204,20.880677966101693,7.404127859558343,0.6470544406779664,884,27,194,14,25,297,141,236,0.121,0.821,0.057,-0.9667,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,4,7,13,3,2,13,1,17,4,0,0,4,26,40,13,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,2,1,10,7,1,1,5,0,0,5,3,7,1,1,15,8,27,6,34,24,10,35,0,0,2,1,19,14,1,5,14,131,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.12953729031286984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996096194528946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494314319961113,0.10207059861856273,0.0,0.08091844516302345,0.0,0.1129538800994806,0.0,0.0,0.11739973530830805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355446814570793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143456968791592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560777148427166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767500597134059,0.0,0.0,0.12684091097740513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745337933520307,0.14541264941790655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227180736199801,0.06935234828944224,0.0,0.07544048124291018,0.11133790363217932,0.2123322114031522,0.0,0.14623055681791505,0.0,0.11738353565449484,0.0,0.0,0.1310554928053566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26630260515407184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984984583011832,0.0,0.0,0.13172620331659832,0.11798741331765672,0.0,0.13823062923519527,0.07295167056161772,0.10820265280443807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573794692529229,0.1875195574415088,0.06485115958794492,0.13304260982366434,0.0,0.0,0.11147006025828733,0.0,0.0,0.11285271631834445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237900856501844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994958581062436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405352839619374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548433486784893,0.1496469450036661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503808612470434,0.0,0.13106696037412638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111239344257386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980576313523384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395564966560202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818805434005067,0.08505587561835584,0.0,0.0,0.07740307502103924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438545301546368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935122686054493,0.0,0.11977923630461293,0.0,0.15264703954893874,0.0,0.0,0.28991382270497146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aloneandborred,2019/10/29,"I have a Block Stutter Its hard to admit but i have block stutter. Its basically me stopping for a minute or two to say the words that i want. Growing up with that, it cause me to talk less thats why i prefer texting. I always have anxiety talking to people its like im shrinking and i feel bad already coz i keep thinking they will notice my situation. And up until now im still having this certain fear of people judging the way i speak and when i starts blocking.",1.6146315789473675,3.923324621052634,3.3928947368421056,87.65776315789472,81.73684210526315,5.063157894736842,25.28947368421053,6.2581,0.8940315789473692,369,15,72,3,10,123,66,95,0.262,0.631,0.107,-0.945,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,20,11,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,4,13,2,10,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,7,50,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087550037950449,0.0,0.1665446025276641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531176671640209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712067161061556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561383682334847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22522949187602845,0.10120414404860416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792991440097271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324024769400258,0.0,0.0,0.17790654229913613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778539288185396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227877258367042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27752389779717745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591709154142963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224982077221114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167040611758885,0.0,0.1598436657499264,0.16733814892687293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32175325806794824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282509405706464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552189165879755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805632728062575,0.1588733490320566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060833076163293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ArtsyHermit,2019/10/29,"Forced to have social anxiety Was anyone else 'forced' to have social anxiety?

I think my problems started when I was 3. I was molested by my sister she was 6. My parents stopped her from repeating but I became very cowardly. I would hide behind my mom's legs when people would try to talk to me. Later at starting around 8 up to 12 or so I was being molested again. By my step grandfather. He eventually got caught because he was doing it to my cousin as well and she told. It was at that age that my mom forbid me from having friends. I could see people at school but that was about it. I did have one friend that my parents identified as safe & let me see more often. I still feel like I got severe arrested development. I feel like I missed out on a lot of social interaction that I desperately wanted to have but couldn't. Eventually I stopped wanting it. 

Now I hardly interact with more than one person a day. Maybe 2 or 3 online too if you don't count reddit posts.",1.5763074039362728,4.060256340206188,3.481049671977509,85.81134957825682,83.5360824742268,6.620056232427366,21.704779756326147,7.84624498591911,1.2217195876288651,766,25,151,15,22,257,116,194,0.18600000000000005,0.7120000000000001,0.102,-0.9133,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,11,11,2,0,2,0,22,1,1,0,0,26,36,12,0,8,6,6,3,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,5,1,2,13,5,30,6,25,17,3,23,0,1,2,0,22,7,0,5,15,109,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517646797250696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908807898094699,0.0,0.0,0.08723448625933608,0.12783047462923042,0.0,0.11106207842385137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605200921792307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961001558224633,0.0,0.0,0.08045931941636948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422024648663787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616393199940412,0.17825589841505907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927771926286333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995625504958869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117596775559438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757466570182632,0.0,0.12190202065397927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060657530482597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533731739359294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922327763506941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690800339881954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770605048534279,0.0,0.0,0.17298454771317046,0.10893486234117873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948476235427274,0.0,0.0,0.11937764074238767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626290269262458,0.198833752014238,0.0,0.0,0.14094230848374387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815286729790992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766103122730177,0.0,0.0996328043964487,0.2086084422785782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002766649357162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994061457228352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921269756764245,0.0,0.08470326158337099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293935017064416,0.14717233752779013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217344311401052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725061646994855,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DogsAreSoySauce,2019/10/29,"Food-ordering anxiety, help! I am currently in high school and in my school, students are allowed to do things like go outside to order lunch. I have never been able to do it, let alone even stepping one foot into a store to buy something for myself. 
I have always relied on my parents to just order things for me. At first, I thought I was just a really dependent person. When my mother first told me to order something for myself, I couldn't bring myself to do it. The second she said that, my heart started beating so hard and my hands started to sweat. I couldn't bring myself to do something as simple as ordering food. 
I don't really want to be like this forever. I really want to change. I was considering if this was a fear but I don't think it would be considered a fear since I know many people can easily go out and order food without worrying or coming up with a million situations in which ordering food can go wrong. 
Anyone have a similar problem? If you did get over it, how? It would be so nice to get some advice.",4.071470588235293,5.370127911764707,5.4473333333333365,80.23100000000002,71.3529411764706,8.577254901960782,26.835294117647056,9.029198982220553,2.164655294117647,810,27,154,16,15,272,114,204,0.115,0.807,0.078,-0.6752,3,1,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,3,7,7,0,2,7,0,26,8,4,3,1,29,43,13,0,9,7,2,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,11,7,4,0,3,0,2,7,6,4,0,5,8,3,25,3,28,27,1,30,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,5,9,118,36,3,0.11025767153045854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774252054522797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419369573163088,0.0,0.0,0.0917432152712519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434681693228267,0.0,0.0,0.07709472755265086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663799683370668,0.0949772211420504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728241521810019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481410678582016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757023815730087,0.5332960562808197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152101653141858,0.0,0.18798592685939133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987692168775222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306558716335838,0.07390339309489842,0.11649328353815948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059473278592276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274593932568965,0.0,0.10773265795934404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178397330604008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503751345413223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471345172000604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242809611886107,0.0,0.0,0.0764387867036824,0.096272745943751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550170103085396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119016630743409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048802943781912,0.0,0.0,0.22317329992994545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120628526133474,0.12393424241558082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546452267398165,0.0,0.0,0.15608189480475906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650059543550245,0.07064866390706906,0.0,0.08753227529376154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535593013606301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300656626928602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062844608011781,0.0,0.0,0.11197201747391973,0.0,0.1566477728161965,0.1205494552793082,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pheatherphox,2019/10/29,"Shout Out to All of Us Who Went to Work Despite Your Attack Even on my half day I had an anxiety attack when I got to work! I am an director and have to coach and talk with people every single day. Since I took off yesterday, I got a billion questions immediately upon walking in. 

Shout out to all of us who survive and cope. Whether you're on meds, in between them, talking to a therapist, whatever. You've got this!! 

To those who didn't succeed in getting out today, you've got tomorrow. Remember, you've just got to try and take small baby steps. It's okay!! You rock too!",1.2218832891246691,3.591770206896552,3.250344827586208,87.65221485411142,84.0,6.3278514588859425,24.440318302387272,7.61054688173877,1.3987488063660478,448,18,91,8,13,151,76,116,0.077,0.882,0.04,-0.63,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,2,1,4,4,4,2,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,2,14,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,2,0,4,1,2,0,2,9,2,11,2,22,4,3,21,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,6,61,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324676782780835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368235508540033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909413278229639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977760649927079,0.0,0.12472631056065255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734244940869472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5919876443745669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443409081866034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026291903560636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583366224078674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676953866841052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224565121374961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130428800731323,0.2379706874402004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188064888885968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032036389214228,0.0,0.16447290997101294,0.1005064009674822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35613700754256683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723041040960265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155432437255964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,woke_lorikeet,2019/10/29,"This situation makes me feel hopeless There is a girl in one of my classes that I've gotta crush on. Last week after class I told her that I thought she was really cute and got her number. I felt like I had a green light because this girl glances at me all the fucking time, even does the ol' side eye. Like, to the point that I might be weirded out if I wasn't attracted to her. Well, we were supposed to meet up after class today to talk and whatnot but last night she texted me that she just wasn't in the right place to start something with somebody for at least this week. It's just crazy to me because half the reason I felt like I could go up to her and do that was because I felt certain she was attracted to me but now this. It just doesn't make any damn sense to me. I understand that she said ""at least not this week"" which still leaves it open but is she supposed to be perfectly fine in just a week? That just seems like a short amount of time to say you can't be meeting people. It's not really that big of a deal but after a full year of being single/not getting laid I sorta got my hopes up. I know it's still possible but I just feel like this isn't something you'd do if you were legitimately interested in someone. I feel like something is wrong with me.

I wrote the top part this morning before class and I've since gone. She didn't look at me a single time during class. I texted her asking if she would actually be open to talking in some time or if she was basically telling me to just not worry about it. She pretty much said not to worry about it. I don't fucking understand girls. Why do they do this shit? So confusing and frustrating.",3.0156669630947093,4.186756627167632,3.923699421965317,90.63405068919522,73.76878612716763,7.057180969319699,24.001333926189407,7.468242284971852,0.8067802578923957,1307,37,293,15,26,420,159,346,0.078,0.7709999999999999,0.151,0.9741,0,0,3,0,0,1,25.0,1,3,1,2,16,24,5,1,13,0,30,4,2,3,3,57,59,16,0,7,21,0,6,6,0,3,0,3,0,3,24,11,0,0,12,0,0,2,11,9,1,2,21,14,48,15,40,28,9,46,0,1,4,2,35,24,4,11,26,197,72,5,0.0,0.0,0.09394240406396992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546465120416603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999636131006536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604984448970745,0.0,0.08191586391277457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686111970481661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992467316659749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424363027954343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358324168567503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602599482322853,0.13754588698820994,0.2772933608208224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779940097575872,0.05029537293898962,0.0,0.05471057912809912,0.0,0.15398653431188394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561454572190016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290565594269055,0.15694040389446173,0.0,0.1019325262654658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28218625648165674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083977529965909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851752792123505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212374656189062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076709468719365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903397684931684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523280142111228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424744554881313,0.0,0.06673920263513784,0.0,0.10057820307950248,0.0,0.09100313941554464,0.10852623009573924,0.0,0.09793783354435273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334181498252253,0.098978191843122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221122837122949,0.18314333653864254,0.07655513677758058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763758022830134,0.0,0.0,0.09881637522186387,0.07963280182940377,0.10820779442862714,0.0,0.0,0.08156645513461606,0.22233240636511206,0.0,0.0,0.06813805957852323,0.0,0.15375740803732796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475103988634592,0.08414133131551324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642499979220096,0.224535527394703,0.0,0.09124956717619337,0.09198694894807116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004340413246772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088773321490253,0.0,0.08655531663649366,0.0,0.08686571556517833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552699580714614,0.0,0.06838509546763602,0.10525251472958892,0.0,0.061992592964690466
socialanxiety,askingquestions1337,2019/10/29,"My struggle(not sure if anxiety) Its always been like this. Unable to communicate with other people, not able to speak my ideas clearly.in grade school, I would always annoy my classmates to get a rise out of them because I couldn't talk to them, they wouldn't talk to me. I was diagnosed with ADHD, and thought it was the problem and i took Adderall which made it worse i was in the psychiatrist office almost daily for behavior problems. I went through grade school without a friend. Middle school was the same. Mostly everyone hated me and they expressed it verbally. In high school, I was able to get into a group, even though they didn't like me which they told me but i couldn't think of something else to do so i did that. . I was forced to leave my place of living, so i moved to new school. I thought that would change me because it was a different place but i still had same struggle. I could not talk to people and thought people laugh at me. I am better now i can talk to people even tho i do not have friends. If anybody reads this its just my ramblings about social struggle in life and thank you for taking the time to read this",2.9729767243220167,5.248758439461888,3.208827674567587,90.97056801195816,76.71300448430493,5.6825966260943845,23.17510143070681,6.655083550727371,0.5983971385863764,904,28,179,8,21,277,117,223,0.11900000000000001,0.805,0.076,-0.7576,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,6,1,10,14,2,2,8,0,22,2,0,1,1,37,35,13,0,10,9,0,0,2,2,3,2,1,0,0,14,9,0,0,5,2,0,4,8,6,0,0,18,1,35,8,28,11,3,18,0,0,0,0,18,10,0,4,6,131,49,9,0.18944872899778836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138402783938866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485276813953963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576365189474165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246387956966692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548618679752268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377600270544051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020581763732216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562969726067681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614323603416923,0.0,0.09896679984807663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913005177385381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512909876952258,0.0,0.0,0.09051318960215443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636761807579993,0.0,0.09897914169341067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935206990969035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008149182157644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069322776299772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029942488581857,0.0,0.0,0.06690661997783534,0.09255507956338896,0.0,0.08364334928333028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963048402817025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067700863124757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148538149790804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26267978973499817,0.0,0.19793359969615326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127684804116787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949999651439145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793305698267286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655956068611736,0.0,0.07292344360498762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564699984926672,0.0,0.0,0.1980529452775181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927659252340081,0.0,0.07122093351055386,0.3045434243562244,0.0,0.08720946821084921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606955479686906,0.09306620717829588,0.225601693793796,0.05523453869246592,0.0,0.0,0.09051318960215443,0.10524225431964636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781043489327338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913109071301041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653221995323157,0.134578941530452,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,apu77,2019/10/29,"The Book of Disquiet Just read a couple fragments from the book and thought they might be appreciated/helpful here:

​

Isolation has carved me in its image and likeness. The presence of another person – of any person whatsoever – instantly slows down my thinking, and while for a normal man contact with others is a stimulus to spoken expression and wit, for me it is a counterstimulus, if this compound word be linguistically permissible. When all by myself, I can think of all kinds of clever remarks, quick comebacks to what no one said, and flashes of witty sociability with nobody. But all of this  vanishes when I face someone in the flesh: I lose my intelligence, I can no longer speak, and after half an hour I just feel tired. Yes, talking to people makes me feel like sleeping. Only my ghostly and imaginary friends, only the conversations I have in my dreams, are genuinely real and substantial, and in them intelligence gleams like an image in a mirror.  
The mere thought of having to enter into contact with someone else makes me nervous. A simple invitation to have dinner with a friend produces an anguish in me that’s hard to define. The idea of any social obligation whatsoever – attending a funeral, dealing with someone about an office matter, going to the station to wait for someone  I know or don’t know – the very idea disturbs my thoughts for an entire day, and sometimes I even start worrying the night before, so that I sleep badly. When it takes place, the dreaded encounter is utterly insignificant, justifying none of my anxiety, but the next time is no different: I never learn to learn.  
‘My habits are of solitude, not of men.’ I don’t know if it was Rousseau or Senancour who said this. But it was some mind of my species, it being perhaps too much to  say of my race.

\-----

Every day I’m mistreated by Matter. My sensibility is a wind-whipped flame.  


Walking  down a street I see, in those who pass by me, not the facial  expressions that they really have but the expressions that they would  have if they knew what I’m like and the kind of life I lead, if my face and my gestures betrayed the shy and ridiculous abnormality of my soul. In  eyes that don’t even look at me I suspect there are smirks (which I  consider only natural) directed at the awkward exception I embody in a  world of people who know how to act and to enjoy life; and the passing  physiognomies, informed by an awareness that I myself have interposed  and superimposed, seem to snicker out loud at my life’s timid  gesticulations. Reflecting on all this, I try to convince myself that  the smirks and mild reproach I feel come from me, and me alone, but once  the image of me looking ridiculous has been objectified in others, I  can no longer say it’s just mine. I suddenly feel myself suffocating and  vacillating in a hothouse of mockery and hostility. All point their  finger at me from the depths of their souls. All who pass by pelt me  with their mirthful and contemptuous taunts. I walk among fiendish  phantoms that my sick imagination has invented and placed in real  people. Everything slaps me in the face and makes fun of me. And  sometimes in the middle of the street – where in fact no one even  notices me – I suddenly stop and look around me, as if searching for a  new dimension, a door leading to the inside of space, to the other side  of space, where I could run away from my awareness of other people, from  my overly objectified intuition of the reality that belongs to other living souls.

  
Does this habit of placing myself in the souls of others really lead  me to see myself as others see me or would see me, if they took notice  of me? Yes. And as soon as I realize how they would feel about me if  they knew me, it’s as if they really did feel that way, as if right at  that moment they were feeling exactly that, and expressing what they  feel. To associate with others is sheer torture for me. And the others  are in me. I’m forced to associate with them even when they’re nowhere  near. All alone, I’m surrounded by multitudes. There’s no escape  possible, unless I were to escape from myself.  


O magnificent hills at twilight, O narrowish streets in the moonlight, if only I had your unconsciousness,  your spirituality that’s nothing but Matter, with no inner dimension,  no sensibility, and no place for feelings, thoughts, or disquiet of the  spirit! Trees so completely and only trees, with your greenness so  pleasant to look at, so foreign to my troubles and concerns, so soothing  to my anxieties precisely because you don’t have eyes with which to see  them nor a soul which, seeing through those eyes, might  misunderstand and make fun of them! Stones on the road, logs here and  there, anonymous dirt of the ground that’s everywhere, my sister because  your unawareness of my soul is a cosy and peaceful repose… Sunlit or  moonlit things of Earth, my mother, so tenderly my mother, who can’t  even criticize me like my own human mother, for you lack the soul that  would instinctively analyse me, nor do you have swift glances which  would betray thoughts about me that you’d never even confess to  yourself… Vast ocean, my roaring childhood companion that soothes and  lulls me, because your voice isn’t human and thus can never whisper my  weaknesses and shortcomings into human ears… Broad and blue sky so close  to the mystery of the angels....., you do not look at me with deceitful  green eyes, and if you hold the Sun against your chest you don’t do it  to seduce me, nor when you \[cover yourself\] with stars are you trying to  show me that you’re superior… Universal peace of Nature, maternal  because you don’t know me; aloof tranquillity of atoms and systems, so  brotherly in your complete ignorance of me… I’d like to pray to your  vastness and your calm, as a sign of my gratitude for having you and  being able to love you without any doubts or qualms; I’d like to give  ears to your inability to hear despite your always hearing us, to give  eyes to your sublime blindness with which you always see us, and to be  the object of your attentions via these imaginary ears and eyes, to feel  the comfort of being noticed by your Nothingness, as if it were a  definitive death, far far away, beyond any hope for another life, beyond  any God and the possibility of other beings, voluptuously nil, with the  spiritual colour of all matter…",10.604991423670675,8.366095180102919,9.909431217838764,65.55233550600346,58.605488850771856,12.99866895368782,41.50181818181818,11.486127330337029,4.729309831903944,5044,212,866,107,50,1621,479,1166,0.114,0.782,0.105,-0.8927,1,3,0,0,0,0,142.0,2,27,17,5,40,40,4,7,65,2,63,29,17,11,14,185,122,97,3,21,33,5,12,7,3,7,9,12,1,6,60,66,1,4,36,5,0,15,29,16,0,3,18,48,140,24,179,88,13,113,11,1,24,2,87,70,0,24,33,645,200,9,0.05184506530006633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739170399452544,0.0,0.0,0.08627849510248617,0.05617410659198238,0.06299742906476298,0.1762821112354407,0.10872814284327494,0.0793226660967334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046153099909204784,0.0,0.0,0.0974202909692,0.0,0.04328846395573107,0.12641708239368807,0.0,0.04411633200086462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465993308019538,0.10871712914694873,0.0,0.0,0.04139406597074411,0.05736557864562133,0.0,0.06687155616660656,0.053449985815190455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054167058578915316,0.0,0.0,0.04536996602181775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043309899444730224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545906000942604,0.0,0.043681703574636965,0.0,0.046595001702590816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621442278562705,0.03703812500950125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011073768717239,0.0,0.0,0.09946902161872334,0.029464745380026386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046442995100227265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116866313155498,0.0,0.034750654423561136,0.0,0.0,0.051493847976391616,0.051056945927447035,0.0,0.0,0.11705353624147485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079773147528438,0.1424634601166228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647881144868874,0.17730216077147334,0.0,0.04578014250558672,0.0,0.21768398669350364,0.05800136661666639,0.0,0.0,0.046792195599803084,0.0,0.1384279346852964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999884255127608,0.05234873658628722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038112088365218254,0.0,0.11995833151891393,0.05007228713385451,0.05513781511606266,0.048653081703071,0.05079715624441906,0.04974673842455714,0.1770778514127139,0.0,0.05521330250468336,0.070263116016322,0.1971525419440888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377136150623274,0.09053822252525323,0.21666823431566126,0.0,0.04901034451461178,0.11689504252323987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185909531103616,0.11802206928149725,0.09963982919997523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427540248963256,0.09863305900171114,0.08245855367032658,0.0,0.0,0.2891966324864434,0.047197800284704314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037650143723781,0.05284951507039051,0.17571262234060075,0.0,0.10255219051330536,0.0,0.0366962040644736,0.0,0.0,0.043344796059206166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03898103690766333,0.041671099632023895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03444355767459692,0.06644044886459614,0.0,0.2057959534913088,0.030231274503439574,0.059588275845222,0.0,0.0,0.05760177517572,0.07039879227855822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472646008291627,0.0,0.0,0.042777608527034834,0.0,0.041152199646040735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049976792853794284,0.0,0.0,0.052651180431575316,0.0,0.18414623440787364,0.0,0.06299742906476298,0.0
socialanxiety,Anonymous9102,2019/10/29,"I can’t even answer questions in class? I can’t say “Hello” back to someone else, I know the answer in class but I never share my answer. What is wrong with me? Things seem like they’re never going to stop getting worse. Even when the rest of the class doesn’t know, I’m too fucking anxious to answer. I don’t want my grades to drop because of this... but I just can’t force myself to put my hand up... there’s too many eyes looking at me, and what if I mess up?",-0.0406060606060592,1.9960346363636392,1.6270707070707076,99.42727272727276,86.47474747474747,3.6,16.070707070707073,3.1291,-1.1946444444444442,355,7,83,0,11,115,63,99,0.19,0.7020000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.8651,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,3,0,6,3,2,0,2,18,15,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,8,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,0,4,13,2,13,15,1,13,0,0,2,1,4,5,1,3,6,54,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535100128470916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725510321582395,0.0,0.13679317474856412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745880005791146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964303723027907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20745572725334685,0.1172406103412885,0.0,0.12753263996838268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665057760885398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963132062520843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884408851581934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275080713760725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34614480248611923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225585657744538,0.25138122628497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845321420425428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428685174008565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901348061372944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760984352740948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490824978627614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235791856534632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22868447212792545,0.0,0.2453479981512661,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Terbizond12345,2019/10/29,"Just had the worst panic attack yet Legs shaking, about to enter a room full of people I didn’t know from my college campus.

It was like the world stopped and I kept going. Everyone and everything was in slow motion. 

My mind raced and I walked out. I guess that is what a washer machine felt like because everything was spinning. I walked around the hallways and my legs feel like cardboard and feel wobbly now. 

My breathing was fast, but labored. I am embarrassed and depressed now. 

What a shitty day this already was. This is why I am always alone. I cans not say I blame other people for staying away from me. God, I’m such an idiot.",2.8796341463414628,5.2622690975609725,3.4692886178861784,88.44588414634147,77.53658536585365,5.400813008130082,24.071138211382113,6.42735559955562,0.7882308943089429,501,17,93,4,12,157,85,123,0.218,0.7040000000000001,0.078,-0.9620000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,3,7,0,12,3,3,0,0,19,20,7,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,8,0,2,4,0,0,6,2,7,0,0,9,4,14,3,10,11,2,21,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,10,65,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044286391302872,0.21781638678150012,0.0,0.16423796889291864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571218362572755,0.0,0.22455097521050896,0.18544726236512096,0.0,0.0,0.12032247908963467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729531905333052,0.0,0.17000517201542728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886073419730399,0.3547891479148012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960494437912707,0.14101002610063404,0.18951805783053985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217696668015012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174389668454648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847620512257744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28929321161838456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199299956746568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23158571815326215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736802069936986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569664069427182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103833759878425,0.0,0.1650205247179067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810691526015598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ukiyiu,2019/10/29,"I recently got help for SA I’m 15 and female and everyday at school is hell for me. I always worry if that person is looking and judging me, I always look at the ground 24/7 to avoid making eye contact, I always look around the classroom to make sure no one’s looking at me and in turn that makes me think how much of a creep I am and that someone might think the same, whenever I do something embarrassing my life is ruined and when I come home I call it a bad day and get depressed, and whenever I walk to my bus stop, I could always feel people’s eyes looking at me (there’s even more things that happen but those are the main ones).Every morning I have to face those kids everyday at the school bus stop. Even though I know they’re just looking at my direction to see if the bus is there or maybe they’re not even looking at all, I feel them looking at me.  And of course I look at the ground as I walk. Also I have symptoms which make it more worse. For example, I can’t explain it well but I just kind of twitch when I feel like someone’s looking at me and I always swallow a lot because I’m anxious of people judging me or when I’m with someone. That’s why I stopped caring today and purposely missed school for the first time. I hate school so much. In middle school, boys constantly picked on me cause I was and still am an overweight shy girl. They called me ugly behind my back, they claimed their friend liked me just to tease them (cause I’m ugly), and they pushed and shoved me constantly. That’s where this all started. They ruined my self esteem so hard It’s turned into social anxiety. I can’t talk to someone without having to worry they’re judging me. I always ask myself Why am I like this? Why couldn’t my parents take me out more when I was younger so I wouldn’t be so shy? I just want to be a normal, functioning human being. So one day I was crying about how miserable my life is and that I can’t have what kids around me have, like a group of close friends, a s/o, and sports and clubs. My dad came in to tell me he cooked breakfast and saw me crying. He asked what’s wrong and all I could spit out was I wanted to die. He was unexpectedly very understanding and when I asked if I could get help he agreed to take me. I told the doctor most of my symptoms from this post but I plan on saying the rest sometime. After weeks of seeing the doctor I was prescribed medication. I tried it yesterday and I was so tired. It’s not really supposed to work that fast yet but my highlight of my day yesterday was I  talked to my group partner and teacher loud enough for them to hear me and I helped my group partner instead of nodding and avoid talking like I always do. I’m assuming it’s going pretty well cause I’ve been super drowsy and nauseous when taking it, that I was focusing on how tired I am rather than overthink like I always do. There’s usually a lot of side effects but Im lucky I have bearable ones.",2.778289036544848,4.343380782392028,3.7652159468438566,89.95004983388706,75.06312292358805,6.442524916943523,24.079734219269103,7.043009809895983,0.7919455149501666,2309,71,489,23,49,743,259,602,0.159,0.737,0.10400000000000001,-0.9866,1,2,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,8,5,39,28,3,4,19,0,41,18,4,12,4,96,94,53,1,12,18,2,4,6,4,2,11,3,1,9,26,34,4,5,10,3,0,6,9,13,2,4,14,22,88,15,59,71,15,64,1,5,15,0,47,27,1,11,36,325,114,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04321180958873277,0.3596919189481749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04133666499184977,0.06104422550625286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962053003591989,0.1515464313518457,0.0,0.0,0.041549617705859784,0.045117009314025285,0.032939264659752485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035165410659156,0.06180170156361747,0.05509233424555054,0.1665266415276104,0.0,0.0465464105818927,0.0,0.11678538448298376,0.0,0.12942777053886564,0.0,0.1187099292417702,0.10454441022084543,0.0,0.046540308983920455,0.0,0.056079850380517465,0.0,0.0,0.11061432571501167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583265064618672,0.0,0.10706892179837807,0.0,0.04552685974362159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196523384547233,0.038602650182658335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045962185528439656,0.0,0.0,0.08349469045798932,0.0,0.056462166332507786,0.0,0.030709363887466763,0.0,0.04321676530677432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778301584800778,0.0,0.048404790815655005,0.053348424502384896,0.0,0.0,0.06090142797079241,0.0,0.10865566407481947,0.0,0.05420156042963559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058367125956043465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626918895054173,0.029696250084378355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633310698199194,0.15839277471450716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537583253223611,0.0,0.0,0.09187733360157467,0.0,0.0,0.14427526060764626,0.0,0.05428547005958647,0.0,0.0,0.054434627628361265,0.0,0.05732264846580312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944395751759435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529428758144243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098466440036785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059999527888744776,0.0,0.0,0.07492219939705243,0.04718132102266874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175064078474722,0.054973071325413576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03461623637697441,0.0,0.053353092576295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04297084019624402,0.0,0.2734317746020041,0.08611787707174844,0.0,0.05637034126870623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508192820403484,0.1831348884737485,0.041598821043708566,0.05344204566018025,0.0,0.03824628617590474,0.0,0.043152460356491805,0.13552716281531346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092739470574087,0.1123262122302095,0.12188289751042808,0.1302939780085306,0.04722901498253205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035898485887652286,0.06924695580137688,0.05308916181464923,0.0,0.03150827192069869,0.12421068112118396,0.051218908804208936,0.0516328054493817,0.0,0.03668625167869164,0.11754923467234135,0.0,0.05625239221159858,0.0,0.0,0.0595119730456395,0.044584574872411034,0.06374254442813379,0.0,0.043343657390946345,0.0,0.09716799775639083,0.0,0.14627468276603475,0.0,0.0,0.052087859503992175,0.0,0.03933815961391944,0.10975043144774442,0.05506633181694318,0.0,0.059078844099492225,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kevinch0514,2019/10/29,"Blood Donor Rejection Basically, I tried to donate blood today. I’ve always wanted to donate blood, so I’ve started last year when I was qualified. So far I’ve donated 2 units of blood. However, this year has been pretty rough for me in terms of donating blood. 

Today was my 3rd attempt at donating blood. My 1st attempt failed because I didn’t have transportation to the donation site. My 2nd attempt failed because I got sick literally for 3 days yet during blood donation period.

Today, was another failed attempt and an extremely embarrassing one too. I passed the background check and everything easily, but when it came to the moment I layed on the donation bed, everything changed. To preface this, I usually donate from my right arm. However, I somehow contracted eczema, so I decided to donate from my left arm. When the medical assistant began checking for veins on my left arm, everything seemed fine. But then she got nervous, a grabbed a second bandage to constrict my upper arm. She then proceeded to call other medical assistants to help her. When they came over, the whispered a bit and concluded, “your left vein is too small, you can’t donate today.” No gratitude, no sympathies, just a statement of fact. From that point on, I knew I couldn’t donate, so I ripped off and crumbled the sticker that says I’m a donor, and I hopped off the bed to exit the building. Well as I look up, I just see other medical assistants and students, including my friend, staring at me. I blushed and felt compelled to explain that I couldn’t donate blood because I had eczema on the right arm and small veins on the left arm. However, I didn’t notice any sympathy from others or was too in my mind to notice people’s reaction. I hurriedly left the building without donating blood and an apparent blush.

I have increased social anxiety when things don’t go my way. Now I’m more flustered about donating because I don’t see it as something to take pride in if you don’t complete it. Secondly, I’m just too afraid to talk to people (the friends I was with) now for fear of rejection and low self-worth. 

What do I do? 

How should I have responded in that situation? 

Has anything similar happened to you where when everything seems to go as planned, and then suddenly falls out?",6.266337386018237,7.38644569030733,6.704622593718341,73.90125,66.09219858156028,10.770989530564,35.43811212428235,10.7630783206399,4.163160148598447,1809,86,312,50,28,588,206,423,0.091,0.828,0.081,-0.4545,4,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,4,1,10,25,15,0,4,20,0,24,22,18,3,1,41,46,32,0,5,8,0,3,0,2,1,4,2,2,0,14,15,0,1,8,0,17,8,11,10,1,3,16,9,45,5,51,27,4,69,0,6,4,0,17,32,0,5,28,202,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336269597770212,0.0,0.0,0.059957146528859424,0.09245165528393064,0.06744814718989861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725546101613036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498515872396146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962564330455506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002921027007964,0.2016810143958605,0.0,0.0,0.09326987151976064,0.0,0.09244229032625248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056860955198385514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31695823529858325,0.0,0.0,0.09921331875626986,0.0,0.0,0.0846549415620905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362364905997096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021561710401188,0.0,0.14103173287237072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796651923248117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909703669433713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186854752538427,0.0,0.0,0.4789730161686233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403876999031933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664594333308408,0.0,0.0,0.0890243725840308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075931338617434,0.0,0.0,0.059744802139031626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224894131444038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334709593895777,0.0,0.0,0.08969837810980523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058968695636007,0.0,0.07011459572273981,0.0,0.0,0.14051668777735518,0.1605293587464666,0.09197827342351292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910433290002812,0.0,0.0898759975373359,0.0,0.06787590158121151,0.0,0.0,0.06240564254441009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662912341286325,0.0708659605091469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857478731102925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334291167476952,0.0,0.0,0.05986016780884314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710440642308696,0.0,0.05200366937796146,0.06998351809126982,0.0,0.0,0.07927346601513426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499064003650794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355438123380243
socialanxiety,The_Albino_Penguin,2019/10/29,"I got the facts wrong and she now probably sees me as an idiot. I said I was really into mythology and have studied it for 10 years, which is true. The girl I was talking to is also really into it and asked me if there was sny harvest gods in egyptian mythology, I sad I didn't think so, how can I be so fucking stupid, there is a whole goddes dedicated to it, I thrn started to mumble something about a bird with several heads in greek mythology, which is completly false. She probably wievs me as a stupid piece of shit that says I like mythology for her to like me. I claimed to have studied it for years and got very basic facts wrong, oh god I just want to cut my legs up. How should I apologise for my stupidity?",3.3043773349937737,4.563143472602743,4.861706102117065,83.84674346201744,73.17808219178082,8.870734744707347,26.97135740971357,9.339509955726095,2.2009808219178075,561,20,118,13,11,189,88,146,0.182,0.713,0.105,-0.9365,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,13,7,0,6,0,13,4,3,2,3,17,22,12,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,7,3,21,3,20,13,2,9,0,1,1,1,8,5,2,1,6,83,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675605754235832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715607917641228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241090871385616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965571051297254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29354577632913065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883382796133949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931131467323874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39571820184932816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23512749991214216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456381216702938,0.14593767667919616,0.0,0.0,0.14623687648413855,0.0,0.0,0.20731855380016875,0.18837445565065927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127802174654985,0.0,0.0,0.12989213430849014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750157974583325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758834363731205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151418246487488,0.10824129569004087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488679668456367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40128744094354224,0.0,0.2363539631539257
socialanxiety,muskatbat,2019/10/29,"18 years old. My dad has just thrown me out of the home. I have pretty bad social anxiety to the point where I can't even keep a simple job. What on earth should I do? This really sucks to write but here we go. I'm 18 years old and my dad has just told me I have to move out of our home before christmas, which is in less than two months. I have pretty severe social anxiety. I've always had it, but nobody knows it. I'm going to some mix between a college and a high school. I went to a pretty high-class business school, but I dropped out after only one because my anxiety took over. I had to change school to an easier school that doesn't really interest me. I've already thought of dropping out of there too. That means I'd have to live my life without any proper education which is a shame because I'm very capable.                                                                                                                                                                                                 My dad has told me to move out before christmas. Unfortunately, I have so much social anxiety that I'm not sure if I'll be able to keep a full-time job to pay for my expenses. I had a dish-washing job some time ago but that was horrible and I had to stop because it was too much for my anxiety. I really would appreciate some tips or advice. I'm seriously afraid that I might be going homeless.",2.6180039525691683,3.985253517786561,4.408322134387351,85.98813537549407,75.08695652173913,7.7477470355731235,23.71719367588933,8.395991825355821,1.32608790513834,952,28,205,17,20,323,131,253,0.159,0.7559999999999999,0.085,-0.9236,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,0,9,7,1,2,10,0,24,1,0,0,1,33,42,10,0,3,10,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,12,9,0,3,3,0,2,7,4,5,0,2,11,0,26,2,30,26,6,29,0,0,0,0,11,11,1,6,9,129,38,9,0.09043995206502256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837687444526975,0.08016956067118933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980273603562664,0.0,0.07525328511160298,0.0,0.0,0.06150226872231882,0.0,0.3459315789235384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551358229497236,0.1653940660366551,0.0,0.1539154759802265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956734773751014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597347353794451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419732684419662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110954970925115,0.1814372918883544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692430919329997,0.16077436972035772,0.0,0.0,0.04970343244585762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388041277066314,0.0,0.0,0.07986013461014713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851562117927323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959424970338753,0.0,0.0,0.07218830689082834,0.1922467125079776,0.1329675418440965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980303210955574,0.0,0.06128445212361563,0.06878365892577215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549498747735322,0.0,0.0,0.2760298349994049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381444742053906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661202393936176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021714031245926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765764252756968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756118495593402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523858450841526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179921969895085,0.052736263347943284,0.0,0.0,0.17283849983425775,0.10048211446163724,0.0,0.0,0.08834669172851403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462243209164943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383874164338301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718088643346611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642459470980016,0.0,0.0,0.1164807278791426
socialanxiety,m-dew-worm,2019/10/29,"my life is over anyone else feel this way, like their life is basically over already? I'm always inside all day, I have no friends, and I don't care much for my family as I never fit in much with them. 

I have no life, and things aren't going to change any time soon.",2.717105263157894,3.372883473684212,4.044692982456141,91.44493421052631,73.91228070175438,7.1035087719298255,19.513157894736842,7.1686216300943375,0.05812631578947336,206,3,49,2,4,68,43,57,0.156,0.7490000000000001,0.095,-0.3691,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,6,10,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,7,10,3,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25906483173869405,0.0,0.1953401321408872,0.0,0.0,0.15964567236320887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415049573937848,0.24054060132373986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393546984974403,0.0,0.24834623080061305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140155843626066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961128661433585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131197454715534,0.0,0.1187023210096282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137592765297644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342020509734412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974563536992394,0.11469246842639085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451530010384884,0.0,0.18106231688031826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596491569691634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689114881465184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634252039739466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blushingcat,2019/10/29,"Does it get easier? It doesn't get easier. I just called my brother to wish him a happy birthday and it was incredibly awkward. My life is just a string of awkward moments tied together and I'm so tired of it. I'm tired of overthinking, never knowing what to say, never being able to connect with the people around me, and it's so lonely. I'm so scared of living, and I'm so unhappy with myself. No matter how much I try to be better, it always feels like I'm stuck in the same place. 

I gave therapy a try, but I don't feel like it's helping because I can't even get myself to share what's on my mind with my therapist. I found a job at a nice place but I feel so incompetent and like such an outcast around my coworkers. I've been trying to exercise more to get fit but I feel so depleted of energy by the end of the day that I can't find the motivation to do it. Things aren't getting easier, and even when I think I'm doing all the right things at one point in time, something so small can bring me down and all the progress I thought I made just goes away.

What am I doing wrong? I want to become a person that I like, because how can I expect to be liked by others when I don't even like myself? And why do I care so much about what people think about me anyways? 

This is a mess and my thoughts are scattered, but I wanted to let it out because I don't have anyone to share this with and it doesn't feel like something worthy of sharing in the first place. I realize I'm incredibly self-centered a lot of the time because I'm stuck feeling bad about myself and being anxious. I'm sorry to the people around me. I could have been there for you, but I'm not, because I'm too busy feeling sorry for myself.",4.6238542488818695,4.248001138121548,5.931752170481457,83.23778084714552,69.38674033149171,8.773691133912129,28.28781899500132,8.269060116576782,1.7204139436990262,1340,40,291,17,21,454,159,362,0.11800000000000001,0.6829999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9853,1,2,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,4,28,21,0,3,19,0,29,4,0,4,4,60,67,28,0,5,9,1,7,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,21,19,0,0,16,1,0,1,12,7,0,2,10,8,39,14,44,51,7,30,0,1,0,0,11,19,0,1,17,203,60,2,0.08637117971051264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718677405700932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757484849400246,0.0,0.06039273708354655,0.0,0.0,0.230665985087499,0.0,0.0,0.08114856650340105,0.0,0.07211632733169138,0.26325534741611045,0.09539018215130507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638828957447867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819463136124395,0.0,0.08806117405224352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896035891198657,0.0,0.0,0.055702265603860907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558400140977853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649922889917297,0.0,0.0,0.1711420488383919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30570304537649,0.18511076412890387,0.0,0.0,0.07894169350955628,0.07346728133902444,0.0,0.09470154047880863,0.0,0.0,0.2256268827988197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919437268674014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057892781133626614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571006857102242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746734156740868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832038308046061,0.06100651852877888,0.2953761694082684,0.0,0.07626733407774974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342968832726264,0.0,0.081726498609845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721026985198371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698551016507226,0.0,0.13322955681415788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058527346675543525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796367025966118,0.07541598263151407,0.2707184988869157,0.0,0.08164868245889269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376051554866958,0.0,0.06868582879111175,0.08647261846434859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010397729242736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329855077104128,0.0,0.19337092874657014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877297132192228,0.10028359670199978,0.11476234787491768,0.11068632888622901,0.0,0.13713813787150458,0.10072745893565603,0.19854193072684528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592108441090026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188791918672607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793655551111946,0.0,0.09932259411939284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443332623850337,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,akracoon,2019/10/29,"Anyone else think bullying can lead to development of social anxiety? I've been bullied a lot. It started with being pushed and shoved on the playground in second grade and then turned into a whole lotta verbal abuse. They called me a whale cause I was a bit chubby at the time. They said I have no friends. They said I'm a failed abortion (to their credit, that insult is pretty clever). They also teased me over and over again about being a virgin. But I'm only 18 years old. Is it really that bad to be a virgin when you're 18? The problem is I often listen to what the bullies say and feel like I  have to prove myself to them. In reality though, people bully because they have insecurities about themselves and feel like they have to put other people down to boost their self esteem. I am very aware of this reality, however, I am still an incredibly self-conscious person and I struggle with social anxiety to this day.",4.322817014446226,6.085200848314612,5.278683788121993,79.86258426966293,71.41573033707866,7.3329052969502415,23.950240770465488,7.957251820313856,1.3702667736757626,733,20,132,10,14,240,114,178,0.212,0.7040000000000001,0.084,-0.9754,1,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,9,2,9,12,2,2,12,0,15,2,0,2,1,20,25,11,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,2,8,9,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,7,0,1,4,6,19,5,23,18,4,20,0,1,0,2,21,8,0,3,11,96,27,4,0.0,0.17720867723407255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960613780653655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22883183539561694,0.0,0.0,0.10457850483772073,0.15324581461601028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487954762346147,0.09117272027338563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328496156042274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527213888271615,0.0,0.0,0.1536432487983909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645629481682183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494138521076972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124792887209207,0.21369685469726052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115552641142299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146138661478341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715381661443328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694207629308,0.0,0.0,0.11375002945806198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207377450542808,0.13059336412523634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521601804500778,0.0,0.14311238267374302,0.0,0.15035295517509992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581441688865558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845388970476777,0.11893915767681107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31205537884922885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049229716655681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586204601198347,0.0,0.1194418648330674,0.0,0.0,0.1563565849720709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583446073064028,0.1469456999017261,0.0,0.08721186983975672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268249461298806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340582023729647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698267076247028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631420045455392
socialanxiety,plantsthatdance,2019/10/29,"How do you get yourself to do something scary? How do you get yourself to do something you’re scared to do?

I’m in college and I know every time I miss class I’m burning money. But my anxiety does not want me to go. All these voices in my head get louder and louder until I get frozen and can’t move.

I feel like there’s this tipping point, before I feel frozen, where I could talk myself out of staying home if I knew what to say. Does anyone have experience working through this?

Please don’t say “just do it” that makes me way more anxious.",1.5757305194805191,3.6577356964285737,2.709480519480522,93.77188311688313,80.42857142857143,4.7870129870129885,21.788961038961038,5.565023196281405,0.02150714285714317,426,13,91,2,11,136,73,112,0.12300000000000001,0.83,0.047,-0.7453,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,0,10,1,1,3,1,18,24,8,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,1,5,14,1,11,22,2,11,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,54,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858286641272438,0.20465327210768536,0.0,0.126667593610936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414932566284462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463730474483807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170594358330747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526306663414943,0.0,0.0,0.17720407888590178,0.0,0.0,0.18319454096799895,0.12941696952318846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37858346123344605,0.0,0.10295440316909092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591700780994966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171295652086106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955789755205653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850304664285011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092218355903052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925388003075835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885348490635288,0.1712497665781243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881230117491456,0.18136747932061767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789235106781709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930868301447799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560530344589395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563277514871874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684974853478037,0.1437921861875463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188279508695494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Adelete,2019/10/29,"Attempting to actually get help, but it's giving me major anxiety Long-time lurker, first time posting. Sorry about any mistakes/post being off-format. 

So. I'm actually trying to do something about my sever SA as I have realized I can't do enough just by myself. Our school has great healthcare benefits, which includes psychiatric care. We don't even have to call them, just fill an application online. Trying to fill it has me verging on a nervous breakdown. I hate myself.",4.6340517241379295,7.228218885057474,5.740905172413798,73.27273706896555,72.79310344827586,8.02816091954023,29.26580459770115,8.841846274778883,2.8903114942528734,381,16,59,8,8,126,67,87,0.11599999999999999,0.6940000000000001,0.19,0.8442,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,1,2,6,5,1,1,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,14,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,11,3,9,13,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.4002184414301906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944799973322708,0.0,0.15687052763287276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093894392336008,0.0,0.20907258830217884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188205114602374,0.0,0.13544035913319702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442414129025438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713551547544872,0.19671247415494192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607964617523885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245454009706987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744756103794528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147186567033985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927820653573863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075319175451927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316597109610568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786539642998898,0.0,0.22954815791722705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957227904027992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784448943253364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Forlornfiori,2019/10/29,"You know what I just realized -I say as I hide in my work bathroom-
I’ve noticed that social anxiety is so extreme that you start assuming people’s thoughts?
It’s like having a self-fulfilling prophecy for yourself.
“Oh this person probably thinks I’m a quiet weirdo with no self esteem”
And the person is at best neutral towards you. 
I think the best thing to do in these situations is to realize that it’s not fair for you or that person to make such assumptions about them.
Because it’s like having an inferiority complex that you’re putting on yourself 
And I think that will help free up some anxiety to know that your negative thoughts about yourself is just being projected onto the fear that you have.
It almost feels like the room is slanted and everything is warped but from other people it may just be another room and another day.
So I think what helps for me is to not feed the beast that is negative thoughts or any thoughts.
Don’t materialize your thoughts, just keep them as passing ideas",7.2508234174202775,7.461494853403143,7.121085197524991,74.93446930033319,63.81675392670157,10.505663969538316,36.21180390290338,10.230975488527342,3.678357068062829,811,36,147,17,11,258,110,191,0.10300000000000001,0.804,0.09300000000000001,0.0424,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,2,3,9,8,0,1,8,0,17,1,0,1,0,36,33,11,0,0,9,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,2,4,20,5,1,1,17,0,1,2,6,2,0,0,5,3,17,7,21,24,3,13,0,1,0,0,17,9,0,6,5,105,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211656357660047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293103360006905,0.25575304278509026,0.18658474876470385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434035162543695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559606314501997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864846909983582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960192230259493,0.0,0.0,0.1372290635510852,0.06166221749913393,0.08712199916712178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348270788382424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376681201373232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839587656113872,0.0,0.0,0.13404243816814992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873766595634688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140340802392831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884230928119468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690912868049991,0.3194493894634657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148407636532988,0.0,0.0,0.12259469194431033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698053076857137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544435059160176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707831738938175,0.0,0.1243139442605211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086317724213131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101899332833833,0.31256575375560497,0.0,0.4840783620679363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878196426678547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ElezarisGay,2019/10/29,"I need help with how to respond to a certain phrase There is this extreme extrovert in one of my college classes that incessantly talks. It doesn't matter who you are, he always greets you. I usually go the library at the end of the day to work on homework, and he usually comes to get help with a tutor (he's a exchange student btw).

So, every time he sees me working, he recognizes me he says one of two things:

\- Are you killing it or what?

or

\- Are you surviving or not?

I've managed to avoid answering him most of the time by acting like I was really focused and didn't hear him, but the few times I did answer him because I made the mistake of staring directly at him, I blundered and said ""Barely..................{Guy smirks and sits down next to his tutor which makes me aware that I completely f\*\*\*ed the interaction}""

How do I respond to those in a normal way? I've never heard of people talking like that, and It's just stupid.",4.179749163879598,5.244725804347826,5.128913043478264,83.50036789297661,70.84782608695652,8.052842809364549,30.45819397993311,8.384062270229773,2.2038600334448164,724,30,144,11,13,237,115,184,0.071,0.843,0.086,-0.3571,0,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,4,0,3,5,7,2,1,11,0,9,0,0,4,2,28,19,12,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,12,8,0,1,2,0,1,3,4,4,0,3,6,6,21,3,22,13,2,20,0,0,2,0,27,6,0,4,11,96,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915135428122125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194375897763852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440565267819287,0.1753407466877389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785152884763193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811890868347155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409011180016849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737240395942346,0.0,0.09504243712901488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558708314723827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848388264217936,0.0,0.22418567312530252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850186718594232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340331228892355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824002357679146,0.11162940753040776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400124096972892,0.12898049329167144,0.0,0.1778543224796378,0.0,0.16385295261929125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266429830069681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593839019029695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713382021059846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590769950343306,0.13299049087106848,0.0,0.0,0.13326314649936988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26883129759256713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110225534161884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925449348974391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336246028404686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683673147604493,0.0,0.0,0.13274186819312647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434954091252268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,L0n3W0lfX,2019/10/29,"I have no desire to socialize I see people talk all the time around me but I have no interest in joining any conversation. After talking to people I don't feel any satisfaction at all (in fact I will usually over-analyze the entire conversation in my head to see if I did something ""wrong""). I can't keep any conversation going for more than 2 minutes, because of my lack of interest for the topic and lack of intuition on what to say. As soon as someone starts talking to me I keep hoping for it to end as soon as possible (unless it's something very specific like a classmate asking for help on a problem). Most of the times when I talk to people is purely because I want some information from them. I tend to do better in online conversations especially because I have no obligation to give an immediate answer. 

I feel alienated, like I don't belong in this universe. And it makes it hard to try to ""fix"" my social anxiety. Is anyone like that at all?",5.5002252252252255,6.276169756756757,7.133851351351353,71.37519144144144,67.64864864864866,10.274774774774775,32.71396396396396,10.317481424215053,3.547207207207208,755,32,135,19,12,262,106,185,0.1,0.73,0.17,0.9514,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,4,9,0,0,7,0,11,1,1,1,5,26,25,10,0,7,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,6,20,7,37,23,8,20,0,0,2,0,16,10,0,4,12,100,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722552983582913,0.0,0.1020902233234254,0.0,0.0,0.09331256636782916,0.0,0.0,0.11880035073589433,0.12475937140089828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440528440709893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802722785660018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819863974482138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495442895052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801907866327106,0.07584370480806713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954655522568745,0.0,0.13695999612545212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944989484872183,0.0,0.0,0.1325476991225041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372360939193437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559335213193066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908007926125691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277555920506724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044679640552727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769530150602273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612618780191216,0.0,0.0,0.21268753306846466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27207450589173243,0.11307323453816293,0.20547535371712985,0.0,0.0,0.09445783538075957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290538457069055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556335769977364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060497811121122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469782484833964,0.11011166978279108,0.07871329964759623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459085387995423,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sixkayandy,2019/10/29,"It's possible this might be better for a relationship subreddit but I figured I'd ask here. It's about a girl I've been talking to and there's kind of a lot to it. So, I met this girl back in May. We met on bumble, a dating app like tinder where the girl makes the first move when you match. Well without getting too into it we've been talking since then. We text every day. The thing is...we still haven't met. And I have feelings for her big time and I know she feels the same because she told me when I first told her that I liked her. I laid it out on the table that I'm super shy and stuff about meeting and I kinda need to build up big time to it and she kinda understood and felt the same she's a bit shy and stuff too.

Well, here we are 5 almost 6 months later. We still talk every day but we haven't met. And I'm getting to that point where, well, I want to be with her. Physically I do but I'm still...so shy, awkward, scared...you guys get it I'm sure. I wanna send her a long message about it and mention how I want her to be my girlfriend. Idk if that's lame or even how to ask that in a situation like this. To me it feels like we should meet first before I ask that but my feelings are outweighing that fact.

I planned to approach it and kind of reinstate how I feel in terms of shyness and I'm scared and all that and see how she feels but tell her that I have super super strong feelings for her and I wanna call her mine. I don't think it'd ruin anything but I'm also thinking about her. I know how I feel about all this but I'm not sure how she has felt about not meeting me at this point and all that and she could just be keeping it inside because she doesn't wanna burden me or annoy me with asking (which it totally wouldn't by any means. She kinda DESERVES to ask and pester me about it at this point). 

Though I also see moving into a relationship as more than friends could strengthen that desire to meet and also maybe alleviate some shy/awkwardness as we grow closer and stuff before meeting. I'm just not sure how to approach this overall. I'd love to hear some advice or thoughts. Thanks.",1.1789675041528227,3.08067002901786,2.643791528239205,94.66458056478407,80.85267857142857,5.238870431893688,19.793604651162788,6.146975581142439,-0.1359334094684379,1655,42,375,12,43,538,183,448,0.054000000000000006,0.7659999999999999,0.179,0.996,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,7,1,0,9,37,26,1,2,14,0,23,1,0,8,8,106,72,48,0,12,17,0,10,4,2,4,0,1,0,4,37,32,0,1,18,0,0,6,9,6,3,3,12,13,57,20,48,49,12,43,0,2,2,1,61,19,0,13,22,256,94,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746918455332432,0.0,0.0,0.07653907072935437,0.0,0.0,0.1833762259304396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519787329455316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289986972155688,0.0,0.3572841789087367,0.0,0.0,0.05877414959991095,0.0,0.0931886922536146,0.0,0.13008189109708895,0.0,0.0,0.06760095168821306,0.08344772420341694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780491492481739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205498819726265,0.0,0.0,0.09858909492505967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048489953889152,0.0,0.1288003410442165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30918451605687924,0.05460550691104468,0.1467800539125888,0.0,0.0,0.19504788616669227,0.0,0.0,0.059053845723880574,0.0,0.11980311711606388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568312120002586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614831702527899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793934761912274,0.0,0.1591915358960514,0.08401385819583461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937001671140962,0.0,0.0,0.06764297559557178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498269356132133,0.06898598564459048,0.0,0.051021262160277615,0.0,0.07678969180825099,0.08326062226030242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108594260103318,0.0,0.0,0.06101005383410794,0.16247759207429446,0.0,0.05667592405695523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676864356001735,0.08616949495597037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412615477323314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652522835273345,0.0,0.12181832877677365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322820123315054,0.08591665800966891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831243679702246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625009392918094,0.0,0.0,0.21611854552010407,0.0,0.0,0.1843077789464445,0.06680795986357037,0.07037150087006375,0.0,0.0,0.050780322334316084,0.09795351111099533,0.07509745001066565,0.06068121622113405,0.08914026119863175,0.0,0.0,0.14607471256309892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016722773768733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617397048827124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368105450450448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,timtimmytimmers,2019/10/29,"Having trouble keeping contact with friends after graduation I've always felt like the extra wheel friend who would sometimes be invited to things, but wouldn't be missed if I wasn't there. I'm always the one initiating plans, always the first to text. But the weird thing is that some of my friends think of themselves the same way.

I visited my friends at college after moving back to my hometown last weekend and I got so many flying tackle hugs, even made a couple friends cry because I surprised them by visiting. For them at least I acknowledge that I was almost an older sister to them, a constant in their lives, took them under my wing. But it still stands that I've never really felt like I'm as important as others. Sure they're happy when I'm there, but I rarely hear from them outside of that. 

I miss my friends and want to check in on them. My time at college is over though, I've graduated, and I left town (though I didn't have a choice). I just feel so anxious trying to contact them when most of them have never contacted me, like I've done something wrong, or like I'm just not missed.",8.477050691244237,6.6260917511520745,7.881294930875581,77.20765668202769,62.364055299539174,10.523317972350233,35.52488479262672,8.841846274778883,2.8612123502304136,878,30,171,10,10,276,128,217,0.073,0.6970000000000001,0.23,0.9888,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,9,2,13,20,0,0,9,0,13,1,0,1,3,30,30,17,0,4,9,1,3,4,6,2,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,5,1,1,4,6,6,0,2,9,4,27,14,26,17,5,30,0,3,0,1,23,10,0,5,18,116,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872482234082846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959644943454809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394368816144395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911684764785955,0.0,0.07227557655557819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812567438832365,0.0,0.0,0.1311889245519768,0.13023709951400755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133224167603625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831047165236503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994957279594616,0.0,0.2276802639212853,0.0,0.0,0.1008505652186405,0.0,0.0,0.5496139899766108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482654399479523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621369205287733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363036075985413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538522220310438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664556826973524,0.0,0.0,0.12882024453641738,0.0,0.0,0.2316977267703793,0.0,0.10469427491084124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218822076876313,0.0,0.12020539080240822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601487756231688,0.0,0.0,0.18288789054998966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034210447692962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595520021996766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127643880405154,0.11726292928204328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468544560036976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117452636800478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575374430366444,0.075971089624512,0.2329772579103465,0.0,0.06913568177254946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317290806786669,0.08049724300555806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993217968359992,0.0941106660470234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422453681327638,0.1296312338370217,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,old84yearoldwoman,2019/10/29,"I'm going to end up alone Okay, that title was dramatic.

For more context, I'm an 18-year-old female. I've been feeling incredibly socially anxious for quite a few years now. I'm not a fan of victimizing myself, but I did experience quite some bullying growing up, and one of the most significant incidents that really messed me up was being bullied by someone I once considered my best friend. I do have a few friends, but they're all kind of scattered. I've never had a group of friends and even when I have, I've found out that most people within this group didn't like me and were talking behind my back. To be fair to them, when I was younger, my anxiety around people would cause me to get really clingy and I guess that really got on people's nerves. My anxiety has gotten much better over the years, but I still struggle with feeling incredibly isolated. There are many times, especially today, where I wonder if I will ever be able to make friends and foster connections. I don't want to live my life continually scared in every social situation ever. I wish there was a way to get out of my own head and just live, but thinking about how I shouldn't overthink makes me overthink even more. Which takes me back to the dramatic title, I am often crippled by this fear that I'm going to stay alone forever. And while I've learned to enjoy my own company, I can't help but also want to experience what having a healthy social life is like. I really don't think that's too much to ask for.",6.805765306122449,6.3684013027210895,7.429991496598637,74.52110969387756,64.8843537414966,10.751360544217686,32.660714285714285,10.270032843473604,3.1596469387755093,1189,42,228,25,16,395,164,294,0.165,0.675,0.16,0.3121,0,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,4,20,16,1,3,10,1,26,3,1,4,4,44,50,18,0,6,8,0,2,2,4,3,2,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,7,0,0,3,7,5,0,1,12,2,29,11,35,32,13,32,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,7,18,158,39,1,0.09781288449036504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026092990189859,0.0,0.0782209283881231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965317781898238,0.11050071814345122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707420473218208,0.09144184322965904,0.0,0.0,0.15042414108810578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026485876972222,0.08650754765198161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048077617067504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663318325622056,0.0,0.0,0.12920897542120405,0.17695470782970854,0.0824115738182485,0.0,0.0,0.1913595397051616,0.0,0.11006668865225022,0.0989142666933376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724677920296938,0.30227996768762105,0.0,0.10220639013657436,0.0,0.11117863270936418,0.0,0.07822989910399289,0.0,0.10775191978824147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003842385049732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556191466677601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185706734451916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817626597239738,0.0955728692847129,0.0,0.17274113804021676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058171985362868,0.09916691253394798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380744919030547,0.0,0.0754393264920267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263816837444492,0.10416752971502703,0.06628054194801862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034334149447055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080720853628792,0.0,0.0,0.2506457537863148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792776097051802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994578036637856,0.0,0.29912375361278404,0.08287653961387878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042555204483316,0.07811349590405928,0.0,0.0,0.10225526432342877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735431161730845,0.07861829146714241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534909374050754,0.0,0.0,0.057035479536712425,0.0,0.09271517753647786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538514703373773,0.07763931489343642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247998995087384,0.0,0.10607390081149724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694834667531993,0.0,0.0,0.1889648720712208
socialanxiety,ccea2019,2019/10/29,"I’m terrified by going for interviews at university :( I am applying to a particular university which is abroad. If I get an interview there then I’ll be required to stay a few days at the university. Only a small amount of the time there will involve interviews, the rest is essentially downtime. How on earth am I going to spend all that time?",4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,6.907692307692312,68.69230769230772,69.76923076923077,11.353846153846154,33.0,11.20814326018867,4.404446153846156,275,13,49,10,5,96,46,65,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,1,1,4,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,9,8,4,11,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,35,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286830911301414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236672227133626,0.0,0.5055303183051957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382570797684062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740508598904529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186817542586165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,duuval123,2019/10/29,"Does anyone else feel like they’re the ones making a conversation happen by asking questions about someone or something, only to have that person not ask you anything about yourself and call you quiet? Say I’m talking to Friend A, I’m asking about his job, girlfriend, bla bla bla, and having a good conversation. I like asking thought provoking questions to keep the convo going, and well be having what i consider a good convo.

But it seems that once Friend A finishes all my questions, we get this somewhat awkward silence and they don’t really ask me anything about me, and then I hear them say that I’m pretty quiet.

What am I doing wrong? Am I just supposed to ask the questions, AND talk about myself? I feel uncomfortable doing this, as I feel like if they don’t ask me about my life, they’re not interested in hearing about it. 

It’s just frustrating.",7.4480095432856155,7.31141849079755,7.399713701431493,74.26817314246766,63.47852760736197,9.453033401499658,33.448534423994545,8.841846274778883,2.823545875937288,686,25,119,9,9,220,90,163,0.083,0.7659999999999999,0.152,0.9114,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,3,0,10,12,1,1,8,0,10,1,0,2,1,28,32,11,0,1,7,0,3,3,3,0,1,6,0,1,10,7,0,1,9,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,1,9,20,9,14,30,2,4,0,0,0,0,31,1,0,8,5,80,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830409481486041,0.10009051733676157,0.16077397327242235,0.0,0.6392604324837315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997479954307497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548539192118493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160384617258609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817843624167554,0.13957333055706805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094341937549452,0.0,0.05103673302354972,0.0,0.05551701990383291,0.16386821796897347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638311922122464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019770915582035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693795865162512,0.08682751575333701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899828070633203,0.1431728585891917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520594617440402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403205507374756,0.0661943410688312,0.07429435723290426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529536293565684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938144945403392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43772124678270585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257994437718077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536713812772462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892936911646622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827687548799469,0.07520320460959114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703208955974374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755151384304976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783115282402121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680394995435094,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Name2522,2019/10/29,"I wish most advice for asking girls out online wasn’t “just do it” or “don’t be creepy.” Seriously. I’m 30 and I’ve never asked a girl out, except online. If I could just ask a girl out, I would. Up until the last couple of years, it took warming up to even order food in restaurants. I don’t know if I’m ever not creepy.",-0.5700000000000003,1.3972710714285732,2.1510714285714307,95.22517857142859,88.28571428571428,4.071428571428572,13.035714285714285,5.148860815047168,-1.242428571428572,245,3,57,1,8,85,49,70,0.027999999999999997,0.902,0.07,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,2,18,15,5,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,11,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,5,38,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22758262491750056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6531770960835719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594797330214966,0.257694257287927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382517159311054,0.2106671630773311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816179622779291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799318480586278,0.1898407813044595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962323909272834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875528536146514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678181403200742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544216315240673,0.0,0.0,0.14997695929749652
socialanxiety,TerribleLottery,2019/10/29,"How do you let go of the past? I am by no means completely reformed. But I’m much better socially now, than I was back in high school for example. I’m constantly trying to better myself, and push my comfort zone a bit further... but I’ve been having a lot of issues with  regret. Many missed opportunities with females, potential relationships, good times in general that never got experienced just due to being a scared bitch. I know that I can’t go back and change anything, but it’s almost as if these things haunt me at times. Especially when idle, alone, maybe trying to go to sleep at night, that’s when these past scenarios begin replaying in my mind, and I start comparing myself to who I could  be if I didn’t have so much social anxiety. I just want to find a way to stop having these negative thoughts about what COULD be. If anyone has a word of advice, or has experienced this, please let me know.",6.557897727272728,6.471811721590914,7.096727272727275,75.53009090909092,65.30681818181819,10.676363636363641,30.1,10.355215969177356,2.8840836363636364,717,22,138,16,10,236,117,176,0.17800000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9590000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,11,9,1,1,6,0,18,1,1,1,1,31,32,15,0,7,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,5,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,5,2,15,5,22,20,4,28,0,2,0,0,5,7,1,6,16,97,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794864598787226,0.0,0.0,0.13111298020655093,0.13560968014554553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001652918945982,0.0,0.0,0.09155313940353584,0.0,0.10774875230663364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013626201551086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316036020866241,0.14294764370020224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851238758931636,0.0,0.13728337070348795,0.1414947496135377,0.0,0.2090826697936511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967266627828722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232409700897759,0.10982247729208183,0.1047210729880336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383405346372227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366626340394879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391744270918924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677808205033999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131667177932246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274803629313978,0.13154229919675545,0.14262713427762347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220751995613586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250530238907412,0.0,0.10098552223923808,0.0,0.0,0.12287408808011638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24998548280416896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372784944845146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057571562537413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310892679347058,0.1325137067621096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103005060850384,0.266944487067947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267681414185616,0.0,0.0,0.1094679330139411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698772187402573,0.0,0.0,0.10394815387090472,0.15269907500536978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779320652207278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722914475571849,0.10393049786359113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,InAPositiveWay,2019/10/29,"In need of some comfort Social anxiety makes me feel like a freak. Anybody else feel like this?

It makes me feel so different and weird/creepy even. And alone too. I hate feeling like this. 

Needed to vent....",1.2638461538461527,3.920537820512824,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,93.87179487179485,4.651282051282052,19.320512820512818,6.42735559955562,0.18385128205128254,161,5,32,2,6,48,31,39,0.21100000000000002,0.5529999999999999,0.23600000000000002,0.0516,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,11,9,3,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,4,3,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757964467903805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809700837048666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295767640548213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356076233261054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513318420268898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444193583760034,0.4709371217167642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694325272485832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32205490673060777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933502218284832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258620855402143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239926067621028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lillywn,2019/10/29,"Social Anxiety Diagnosis I have had anxiety for years. It started majorly in middle school and has just continued and gotten worse even in my adult years. There was always a thing with my anxiety that I just felt was different ? Like besides being generalized i felt it was maybe more specific. 

I saw a psychiatrist yesterday and he diagnosed me with severe social anxiety as well as generalized anxiety. Looking into it more it has actually helped me learn a lot about myself and so many situations I have been in. I always wondered why I had such a hard time going into work. To the point i literally would try to make excuses to not show up just to have a mental break day even though overall health I was fine. Not to mention, I didn’t have anything to do that day either. Then there is re routing my driving to where I make the least amount of left turns as possible (not specifically social but anxiety none the less.) Avoiding using the phone to call people at work for follow ups ( I’m a veterinarian assistant) The stress of having to travel outside my house and have to talk with others is so crazy and many other things. 

Not to mention, not that long ago i just got diagnosed with IIH (Intercranial Hypertension) so there was the social aspect of all the new doctors I had to see and places I had to go which has been hell. On top of that it is also dealing with my employer and feeling like I’m being judged or am a burden. Thinking at anytime they will fire me for my health or any mistakes. My doctor is recommending me for Prozac, mainly due to all the medications I’m taking for other conditions, the fact with IIH I can’t gain anymore weight ( I have an abundance of cerebral fluid so pressure in general is a problem) and I’ve been trying to get pregnant for 8 months. I also have hypothyroidism. So my poor psychiatrist was doing his best to find the medication that’ll suit me with all these things in mind. Of course there were other ones that he recommended more but this is hugely considering weight gain and safe for pregnancy if it happens. 

A question I ask ( which seems to be one of the biggest problems for me is) how do you handle or cope with going into work or just calming yourself before work? I literally will be off for two days and i hyper focus on the time i have left for being off. I will count down the hours until work and literal minutes. Once i get there or out of my house i find it’s a bit easier , but it is exhausting because i feel like it’s work even when I’m not working.",5.517581967213116,6.3808942418032775,6.534139344262298,75.37797131147543,67.64754098360656,9.542622950819672,30.41393442622951,9.673873057562805,2.8410295081967223,2002,74,368,42,32,669,243,488,0.106,0.8029999999999999,0.091,-0.7047,2,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,11,27,17,1,3,24,0,50,12,0,4,4,75,80,36,0,5,21,0,8,3,0,5,10,0,0,1,26,24,2,2,11,2,1,6,9,9,1,3,20,11,44,8,66,50,16,53,1,0,3,0,20,27,1,10,22,279,70,12,0.0,0.0,0.07069061456612209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421334781970794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158598676683014,0.12055112516498025,0.0,0.0,0.0492614221670128,0.0,0.3324966425650497,0.0,0.0718406328388268,0.0,0.0,0.05961163077696927,0.0,0.06772126126760786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044158516860228515,0.0,0.061640776818588774,0.0,0.07602090662953563,0.0,0.07908529773452969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396894600950457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015267642026766,0.0746820621108373,0.0,0.1470493684878636,0.0,0.0756839795456455,0.0,0.14829003068296956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353704726800334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325529168314794,0.1035017506643532,0.13910678063395387,0.0,0.13241699126083553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569341786204302,0.0,0.1235073074945004,0.0,0.05793657749061822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405811218776226,0.0,0.06489166632674298,0.0,0.0,0.15399984634031788,0.0,0.0,0.048554746881056564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713384287907444,0.16717117924584712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741170700799095,0.0,0.0,0.1061710102671961,0.0,0.0,0.06410677961192703,0.06083103210163498,0.0,0.0,0.061585570091297566,0.0,0.0,0.09670801084763016,0.1468847992476879,0.07277532967579284,0.0,0.0,0.14595058188073792,0.07300209380255596,0.0,0.07314336079860816,0.0,0.0578206094693298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996263143440233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714582565571668,0.09817391556614072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022050794780861,0.0,0.0756839795456455,0.0,0.06847885059818944,0.08166478150578403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862985648023332,0.0,0.0,0.08114894723112846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331275760771963,0.057724994257180015,0.06594630472952208,0.0,0.08183614567847836,0.0,0.0,0.08142516220678678,0.0,0.29537225926767796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127313224461353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297933407754353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446557515559896,0.0582242184629588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437698388545148,0.046416380220698834,0.0711715538067875,0.0,0.08448024394101898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983634868614134,0.078793499411783,0.07076297783333513,0.0,0.0,0.06256456883854514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642387111429572,0.06513191340975844,0.0,0.06536548515244499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855767225173106,0.36915831660289183,0.0,0.07382215623473166,0.05145902400451974,0.0,0.0,0.09329747389128576
socialanxiety,tankerman97,2019/10/29,"man there are so many versions of me (Low self esteem???) guys, theres this cutie I've been chatting up with in my college. Im the calmest, coolest and the most relaxed person around her. I make her laugh and shit and for the first time in my real life ive made a girl whose actually clingy aff. i mean she's into me like thatt. 

Than there's this other girl, who i likee for real, we're close friends thoo. She's popular as hell, naturally higher social status in my mind (fuck my mind). Lots of friends around her always. I get nervous af talking to her, anxiety is off the charts man;  i keep quite most of the time around her, i think she thinks im a boring af, sissy dude and i hate that. 

WHY ARE THERE 2 SIDES TO ME? the first girl I'm okay with perfectly!,
 the other one I'm nervous af and I've really put her off. She really doesn't even text back sometimes, cause I've shown myself to be a really not that important dude in her life!
Man i feel so shameful, i just got homee and i made a fool of my self trying to crack stupid jokes making no one laugh, was with her and her friend's! 

someone who has an equal social status than me I'm perfectly fineee withh?? Second i perceive someone a little higher in the hierarchy (basically 90% of the world)
i get nervous, anxiety gets high afff! 

FUCK MY SELF ESTEEEM. pls relate? i need to feel good. feel like hurting myself",1.051414746543777,3.3508931000000004,2.6825806451612912,91.91725806451616,84.07142857142857,5.47004608294931,19.38940092165899,6.828538100315305,0.22587211981566835,1068,29,227,13,31,350,151,280,0.156,0.7040000000000001,0.14,-0.7154,0,0,0,0,0,1,43.0,0,0,0,5,12,29,6,4,15,1,9,5,1,5,2,40,31,10,0,1,2,0,3,3,3,0,2,0,1,11,9,15,0,1,7,3,0,1,3,14,0,5,5,3,39,15,30,25,5,24,1,2,0,2,34,18,4,3,8,128,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.09875303501582322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420346574776744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548298539459671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702586058837757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781374286214718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395652217757104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683923149687884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535037379943895,0.07229468912026027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215511879850146,0.0,0.0,0.2345521354605485,0.1871087806761732,0.15861274068297576,0.0,0.0,0.08487869299582362,0.0809359615946799,0.0,0.0,0.10020029166142892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991043998808673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691949460511338,0.10150818512594832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833278036345284,0.0,0.2186188360575742,0.0,0.0,0.08994796116734384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295594247375712,0.14831826769273068,0.1014253229690069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603351374186495,0.0,0.19150885701401207,0.1350986922403062,0.10259721048139428,0.0,0.11023248647931704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043589213208388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503580759676662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371465247692132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836074516845889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173027738845443,0.0,0.10763476945987396,0.0,0.23036719072163844,0.1944869097493507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167095739547061,0.0,0.1038765939583202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631385963464796,0.17148666952445288,0.0,0.10008577283352267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133778889789234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968506355125586,0.0,0.0,0.1180168051905846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870567558312639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131396131869532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tooproud1997,2019/10/29,"A useful way I have found to deal with anxiety is to journal about the experiences I have had which provoke it. Writing about them seems to cause the anxious thoughts to release some of their grip on me. I wrote a story about this today. Please read and comment if any part resonates with you. Link:

 [https://medium.com/@m.brookes/4-reasons-you-should-start-writing-on-medium-even-if-you-suck-fa1e783a532d](https://medium.com/@m.brookes/4-reasons-you-should-start-writing-on-medium-even-if-you-suck-fa1e783a532d)",20.75068965517241,27.065348551724142,9.075379310344829,50.657551724137925,37.620689655172406,6.708965517241379,30.565517241379307,7.554174236665415,1.9881406896551719,448,11,45,3,5,99,47,58,0.107,0.805,0.087,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,3,0,14,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,7,0,11,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,1,33,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273727065192498,0.0,0.1830695424928223,0.2703492997672114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458346690791874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467154706449717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161206245140729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340886033695533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26238826450133634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591466455406609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626877149191859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937220771438555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785651264548814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387660864103549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998338258869765,0.0,0.0,0.22683547895353626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066847996750948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995111315564345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ResearchPaperAccount,2019/10/29,"Those who have shifted from on campus college education to online college education due to social anxiety, do you feel like your mental health improved? Also just in general what was your online experience like? I’m writing a paper about the impact of social anxiety on college students and how we can better help those affected students and I wanted to hear about the experiences of those on this subreddit. This is obviously even more completely anonymous than reddit already is.",11.56585365853659,11.151292048780494,11.256219512195127,50.87384146341466,55.34146341463415,13.565853658536588,46.109756097560975,12.602617957971056,6.51589268292683,396,21,49,11,4,131,60,82,0.055999999999999994,0.7879999999999999,0.156,0.8767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,3,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,11,10,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,3,13,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,3,41,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441239672099174,0.1769111456310777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33846843397102305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565287291029984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319470477916056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611503812740326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327951111587178,0.0,0.0,0.11185648521804893,0.15804103399526465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23514863076724754,0.2493332608706751,0.0,0.14828043686614453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615578010673492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229397341459421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510159197167908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048246147925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GameboyColor420,2019/10/29,"I'm leaving this sub This sub is just about memes, no self improvement, no success stories, just memes.

Good luck I genuinely hope you guys all get rid of social anxiety!",2.440312500000001,5.306407406250003,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,84.3125,6.95,26.75,8.07648339933343,2.1538500000000003,135,6,25,3,4,42,26,32,0.139,0.501,0.36,0.8932,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938560928087389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006904958740528,0.0,0.0,0.3221874909882633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803461083958545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815247700216362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406735014505734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007282212724041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39156908786909933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OrpheusJoshua,2019/10/29,"Vent- I need people I can talk to I'm mainly posting this out of frustration and annoyance, but I've begun to realize how lacking I am in social interaction. I have no friends irl, and I've stopped talking to the one friend I've consistently talked to online. I honestly fear I might lose my mind if I have no one to talk to.

I used to never talk to anyone years ago and didn't really mind at all, but nowadays I seek it more and I'm not sure why. I feel scared that I might lose myself though.",2.68721153846154,3.9161556057692337,4.570384615384615,85.4496153846154,74.67307692307692,7.892307692307693,24.538461538461537,8.472884824447931,1.4563884615384617,389,12,84,7,8,133,67,104,0.253,0.639,0.10800000000000001,-0.9312,0,0,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,10,2,2,1,0,7,0,0,2,3,23,12,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,1,1,13,4,12,9,4,9,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,3,5,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303030370837938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278298341326092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541130678748614,0.07432556713577662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271374067991745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32890172739546064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118789386957325,0.296848003668459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899563153291816,0.1133723357267444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992165148684232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190848058356272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407814830328332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416936718592113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471685858024112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498438555210625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289519307102345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385419396736399,0.0,0.0,0.5907488672647389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442277080826454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695730109555894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264097769412875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466056990529126
socialanxiety,trav161,2019/10/29,"My social anxiety story and marijuana My journey with weed began all the way back when I was 15 in England. Back then it was just something I would do with friends occasionally. It was fun, and I never thought much of it. Meanwhile, high school was tough, I was bullied, and I know that this took a toll on me. Once I graduated, I had no plans for college and just wanted a change of environment. My first option was to move to the USA and live with my Dad (parents divorced when I was 6). At the time I thought things were going well, a new environment, the change I craved. I was running away from the stress. I had no self-esteem, and I just wanted to fit in. I had an accent, and it was my wish to speak like everyone else so I wouldn’t stand out. Whilst trying to fit in, weed came into my life again. It was just like I was 15 again, but this time I was smoking a lot more. I got a job at this cleaning company; the environment was relaxed which eased a lot of my anxiety. I got myself into college and finally; I thought I was really going in the right direction. I majored in psychology because I have always been that guy who everyone comes to for advice when I was the one who truly needed it. I loved the idea of helping others and to this day I hold on to that. Up until this point, I wasn’t buying my supply and I never even fathomed doing that. The risk, what if I get caught, I just couldn't. Two years pass, and I have my associate’s degree and I was pleased with my achievement. This was around the same time I smoked on a more regular basis. I would buy around twice a month, wasting all the money I could have been saving. Again, it was fun and at the time I truly believed weed was the cure to everything. I would tell myself I smoked through college and got honors, what could stop me. Fast forward, to the beginning of 2019, I had just graduated with my bachelors and I started making plans for the future. Yes, I was still cleaning at the same company making the same shitting money, because that was the easy option. I convinced myself that no other job was as convenient settling for less because of my fear of change. Oh yea, my boss was a jerk and constantly gave me a hard time but would never fire me because deep down they believed nothing would make me leave. This was my turning point, and I had enough. No more stifling my dreams with feelings of inadequacy. As my story ends, I realized after so many years I have a lot of social anxiety. Recently every time I smoke weed it has been making me anxious. I just can’t anymore, and I won’t let it be a hindrance in my recovery.

Sorry for the long post. If anyone has been through a similar story, feel free to leave a comment below. Another reason I need to stop this habit is because I left the cleaning company and found a job in social work. Being socially anxious in a job like this won’t serve me well, so it's time I put this past behind me. I hope I can inspire you all to follow your dreams despite the circumstances life puts you in.",4.235610490452423,5.240031777038271,5.265922272403142,82.79535912368277,70.66389351081531,7.986704698518344,28.2862293003724,8.269060116576782,1.8732096188891527,2362,84,469,34,42,778,262,601,0.098,0.757,0.146,0.9897,5,0,4,0,1,0,70.0,0,3,1,6,24,22,2,3,39,2,60,4,1,6,6,92,94,33,0,17,11,2,4,3,1,8,2,1,3,1,34,32,0,3,11,3,5,14,13,6,2,4,47,5,85,17,66,33,16,92,0,0,0,1,21,34,1,8,46,356,119,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490367156071072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055265752850002736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964589105406263,0.1524305745492438,0.1500686516222562,0.06586959107390833,0.046441561333617286,0.0,0.0,0.11825360698810315,0.0,0.0,0.06240263830382942,0.10214389736011817,0.0,0.2024413854022669,0.0,0.0,0.14966246056736307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596540004150887,0.0,0.0,0.2107868147046818,0.05721390529530965,0.0,0.07177511481717848,0.0,0.10605999637237218,0.0,0.0,0.04283462398606744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548437523922368,0.0,0.05882733259763586,0.06862836353056427,0.0,0.043868983488824696,0.0,0.055960694051405725,0.12693199772793096,0.059692924524981386,0.0,0.0,0.07473960274686588,0.06716667039938662,0.0,0.0,0.07275853643472363,0.0,0.056495787690503126,0.0,0.07282477352285546,0.051314991347398836,0.0,0.03470107573206523,0.0,0.07549465641590106,0.0,0.15936351825117687,0.0,0.0,0.06576504310460103,0.0,0.0,0.059498188645367024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0445191139800732,0.0701750968468904,0.0,0.06596884361922231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497872785629729,0.0,0.0,0.2636415965676863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036502029237339466,0.0,0.0,0.14065581411591835,0.07216420820042123,0.0679177113990627,0.0938271093123426,0.0973465955665172,0.0,0.05864900722123875,0.05877853787252015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940063684022255,0.05994554991382056,0.0,0.17734022868077276,0.0673382268438848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301484342340743,0.07059266106412974,0.048825451897084,0.09849738038017072,0.15367879317199534,0.06414767995401059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373061902852054,0.0,0.0,0.07073384223105998,0.04500709011691173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375020465542301,0.0,0.06340424920325215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290788474317876,0.12557444743655355,0.0,0.06361083967196253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353845515940918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04254957675560755,0.06828957675962423,0.06558054096354997,0.0,0.0,0.056721282595850936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721936003758502,0.0,0.0,0.06928928195521665,0.0,0.06817793207939098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708223628289534,0.0,0.05113242842654652,0.0,0.07435039610060179,0.04701156045782781,0.0,0.05304213040771776,0.11105816268567874,0.07608249798600014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058052948801438436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044125691887832594,0.0,0.0,0.15818729739786944,0.27110530848832026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379371804761656,0.045093997645461605,0.07224456940935181,0.06488150547770066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835104478737273,0.052720142885443605,0.0,0.0,0.1194369351335479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637832907338864,0.0,0.0,0.04835366917676175,0.0,0.0,0.23591000902265305,0.0,0.0,0.08554304452237882
socialanxiety,2dsoda,2019/10/29,"I can't show my emotions (vent) I've gotten really good at seeming emotionless over time because I'm terrified of showing emotion. I'm scared I'll look ugly and cringy with whatever faces I make and whatever mannerisms I have and then I'll end up embarrassing myself. I never express any emotions especially when I'm angry, in pain or excited and I'm scared this comes off as I don't care about things and this is definitely one of the worst aspects of social anxiety for me personally.",4.28712765957447,6.451565744680856,6.064840425531916,72.50875,72.40425531914894,9.806382978723407,31.96276595744681,10.125756701596842,3.8158765957446814,396,19,68,12,8,136,68,94,0.292,0.63,0.078,-0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,4,2,1,1,1,11,14,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,1,8,3,12,13,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,5,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028246559551285,0.0,0.14655985857364676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678673088419406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533082112724756,0.0,0.0,0.16503110140448266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6465125660336913,0.1696849645408064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069005975714695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088079674296946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278826061228074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776000326483116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982105686838433,0.0,0.2038569682898831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728218732119646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273246302674863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38361440785796735,0.0,0.0,0.1744092395048318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529392632760287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727870077907166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171312145060787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WON_ereht_fo_tuo_teG,2019/10/29,"I can’t do 1 on 1 conversations with certain people I feel much more comfortable in groups of 4 or more, sometimes 3. But if it isn’t a family member or a really close friend, I just can’t do it. Even with a college roommate that I’ve been living with for over a year now, who is apart of my really good college friend group. Like when we’re together with other people, I can talk with him as if we’re close friends. But when it’s just us in the room, I sense a pressure. I say hey, and ask him questions pertaining to daily pieces of news about other friends, stuff like that. But no conversation. It’s almost like an unsaid thing now that I fear he also senses. It’s not that I don’t like him. It’s just that his more mature personality does not bide well with my social skills. Has anyone ever experienced this before in their life?",4.46658692185008,4.921312245614036,5.585007974481659,82.708995215311,69.81871345029239,8.557363104731527,24.90217969165337,8.575989854853784,1.430398830409357,658,16,138,10,11,219,104,171,0.055,0.742,0.204,0.9769,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,1,12,14,0,2,7,0,10,1,0,0,2,27,12,12,0,2,12,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,1,1,17,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,1,3,16,12,18,11,5,15,0,0,0,0,23,9,0,6,10,95,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384636531255473,0.0,0.0,0.13085050470357695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144100995995322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296687963426192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923245243339125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318895859051728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807248133265417,0.14800778580829982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425067671260784,0.18412312482071255,0.08273349591931381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056637289888248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724052115649446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557286849646482,0.3197547878701097,0.0,0.1444834877405051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202828814132475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687334082770225,0.14287065797881898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329695890481704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964417107153402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301208206906795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679463725637314,0.0,0.0,0.1618288776512973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873109789298734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151522654352052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870488973269796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682020391382002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711813354346312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536885456484586
socialanxiety,Silverstone5117,2019/10/29,"I honestly don’t know what to do Some context, I moved to Orlando about a year ago after living my whole life in LA. The only person I knew was my roommate and honestly unless people talk to me first I just don’t end up talking to anyone new. That changed when I met my girlfriend, albeit we met through a dating app cus ya boy gets anxious as hell talking to people face to face. 

She’s the complete opposite of me, a complete social butterfly. However, the other night we had an argument about how I’m not even trying to make any friends. She doesn’t like seeing me wasting away my days off alone and feels bad when she goes out with her group of friends. She feels worse when she invites me to hang out with them since I don’t talk much. I just can’t help it. I’ve always been a wallflower. I don’t know how to keep a conversation going. I’ve tried making friends to meet up with in my area by going online and using apps but I just can’t connect with people or the conversation just dies because I make the conversation stale. I honestly don’t know what to do. I want to make friends but I honestly haven’t made any new real friends since high school (and that was a while ago) 

Well in any case I guess this turned more into a rant than anything and I appreciate any advice/help.",3.118998357963875,4.707225639846747,4.131472359058567,87.57862068965521,74.21072796934865,6.963765736179527,25.455391351943078,7.62386473244151,1.2253943076081009,1016,34,210,13,21,329,143,261,0.067,0.787,0.146,0.9661,2,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,1,1,13,13,1,0,13,0,15,3,2,8,0,42,38,16,1,1,9,0,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,7,14,0,1,6,0,0,4,10,2,1,1,8,3,34,11,36,30,4,31,1,0,1,0,31,12,1,3,16,131,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002093356535914,0.0,0.0,0.10516643342344813,0.0,0.0,0.08449071272333526,0.0,0.0,0.2762069727982999,0.0,0.0,0.11471306079379408,0.0,0.07100022011301739,0.0,0.0835600524516642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540163870411816,0.0,0.08478296168642227,0.061898792851913825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741750715804756,0.0,0.21292878870799628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548590624724893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538410853207114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899356835376341,0.0,0.0,0.06706724309861349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268492801862268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863711995526829,0.0,0.0,0.3922537890781031,0.0,0.05305127442715147,0.0,0.11541681780206635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185947687027872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612233529856266,0.10728423376616596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025480459206947,0.0,0.0,0.16741375845261902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172180717492678,0.049608077434672986,0.0,0.08966305831547633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608107978841833,0.27111912066818084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792260918861007,0.07464473054443052,0.0,0.0,0.1961389438979656,0.0,0.09528987598581047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772269324553544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118839848394386,0.08866217405363791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155765262112136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276548034723383,0.08091547714821985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167992456418578,0.0,0.0,0.10350883357610333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32646104025737543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788010853485602,0.1104480595126154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769930608548904,0.0,0.0,0.059891843278334675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129805760823652,0.0,0.0,0.11336752612395926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347952516427944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538943583955382
socialanxiety,Mermerman10,2019/10/29,"Anyone else can't initiate a conversation but can talk fine if someone else does? My social skills aren't the best but I can hold a convo if someone starts talking to me. But if I try to initiate the convo I just end up embarrassing myself. I'll either chicken out and not even try to talk to them, or run out of things to say. This especially sucks cause I'm a guy and we're expected to start the convo with girls but I just can't, my body physically will not allow me to anymore.",3.657957142857143,4.53031871,5.439428571428577,81.50900000000003,71.9,8.514285714285714,26.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.8084714285714285,381,12,80,7,7,131,63,100,0.139,0.838,0.022000000000000002,-0.9089,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,1,1,6,0,6,1,1,2,0,22,10,10,0,4,13,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,10,2,12,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,4,3,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331716900538634,0.13629887501702095,0.19972777547012005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045659381622539,0.0,0.0,0.21652215299085836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024575793731866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058366384663215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256762998040836,0.0,0.17264921813698572,0.0,0.0,0.12874875275433278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930103367156721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550153486318933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987055469446397,0.3303253840717596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759434704258473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700295906104725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950215261832204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646879636515391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vanyeetsr,2019/10/29,"I feel like a loser. Last week, I was so pumped for this upcoming Halloween party my work is throwing. Full costume and everything.

Tonight rolls by, the day of the party, and I’m here alone in my bedroom. I fucking choked. I don’t know what it is. I should be there rn but I just fucking can’t. 

I get along really well with my fellow co workers even though they know me that I’m pretty shy. They can joke around me and shit, but yet I still can’t gather the courage just to drive to work and have a blast. I’m just here looking at everyone’s insta stories getting super lit. 

What really guts me is that I possibly blew my chance to talk to the relatively new girl that I’ve been crushing on since she started couple weeks back. But who am I kidding, I wouldn’t have done shit but stand awkwardly in the corner browsing this fucking app like I’m doing now.

Fuck man.",2.249385593220339,4.180336689265538,3.4577083333333327,89.97605402542374,77.58757062146894,6.4588983050847455,24.056850282485875,7.413659706084162,1.0020511299435024,682,23,143,9,16,221,116,177,0.149,0.684,0.16699999999999998,0.3597,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,5,15,14,6,1,7,0,17,7,3,0,0,19,32,10,0,2,7,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,9,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,8,1,0,3,3,21,6,14,26,1,21,0,1,2,4,10,7,6,0,13,91,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554368855518588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360238904145288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540171214134427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605988267045566,0.0,0.0967887279549396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358322271239586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912595730829037,0.0,0.0,0.14340719555355244,0.1348815909896259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588459969953118,0.10721667659637413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.55498355052687,0.15682047214267944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495930856333674,0.1223346542575946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664232309967778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126028807319699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494751596345876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919185254003194,0.0,0.15268459501918033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228927563533008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081084742431213,0.12414714168716927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062268957320579,0.0,0.11985351690849184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062805046194625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745214295185582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24076911170605605,0.0,0.1349393078152482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185190248475162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,luckyduckling8989,2019/10/29,"How many times has this happened to you? You’re feeling a little lonely, motivated, or happy and decide to make plans with a friend. 

Then the day comes of said hangout. You’re a little nervous Bc you know you’d rather be at home but you think “nahh I’m sure I’ll want to hang by the end of the day.”

You drive to work and realize it’s about to be a long day...

Lunchtime comes and all you can think of is how tired you are...

The work day is over and all you want to do is go home to be alone....

But you can’t. You have plans.

And the thought of those plans gets you in a tizzy. You can’t stop freaking yourself out. You know you don’t want to go, but you can’t bail now.

So you get anxious. And that anxiousness turns into legit anxiety. Which turns into a panic attack. And now you’re hyperventilating on your way to that hang out.

At the point, you’re convinced you’re full on dying. You haven’t put two and two together. Maybe you’re just tired. Or PMSing. But all you know is YOU CANNOT HANG OUT.

So, like the dickhead you are, you cancel last minute.

And suddenly, the anxiety starts to drift away. And now all you can think is how you never want to see anyone ever again. Until the moment you’re lonely again.

No? Is this just me? Cool, cool.",0.12934604247104176,2.405773424710425,1.6445547779922798,97.68779741795367,88.88416988416988,4.62746138996139,15.429657335907335,6.158741222570753,-0.7007211389961387,963,19,222,9,32,309,125,259,0.174,0.7240000000000001,0.102,-0.9765,0,5,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,24,0,6,15,13,1,2,15,2,23,2,0,5,7,54,49,23,1,5,9,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,7,18,0,1,11,1,0,10,8,6,0,2,2,5,25,7,31,43,5,48,0,2,1,0,26,16,0,2,22,140,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735418831591213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336249912396984,0.2560143517368359,0.0,0.07922844704702611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890560512209367,0.10645774996524184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952117343118593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29230031384003724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117597089827901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035834437495128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249468413633313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729255042520307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754242876289893,0.0,0.1183987903146852,0.0,0.12879249138962506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001989764380384,0.12061978057630965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731678944958866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681536585933906,0.09236214430273028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535716551133838,0.2271312284580349,0.0,0.10027510147389476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756347897974931,0.1148777729804592,0.11383434969300138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739106221122933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329439656549921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711384558883028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390707073063484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778302373199468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029278481556724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020085503962034,0.0,0.0,0.0947315885686327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106792606779004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781193493997514,0.0,0.08995487056207957,0.06607152227117166,0.2604645791007165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24649580580490826,0.22137330328514845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673308745338009,0.08993959136958415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498093551938278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LastChallenge,2019/10/29,"Rant/vent about no progress I have seen 3 different therapists over the past two years for social anxiety and childhood trauma. I went to a club meeting at my college tonight and couldn't muster up the strength to even say hi to anyone. When I came home to my bf, he was like ""really? That bad? You really need to work on this."" Then we talked about how I haven't had much luck with therapy and haven't made much progress. 

I feel like such a failure.",3.5245714285714267,5.025377044444447,3.7153968253968266,91.325,73.0,7.80952380952381,26.190476190476193,8.418075326091056,1.4963809523809526,354,12,77,6,7,109,68,90,0.168,0.69,0.142,-0.3695,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,4,6,6,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,12,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,6,3,9,4,13,5,2,12,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,8,46,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604686697176144,0.0,0.0,0.15177025566283886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123227999178848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482536731056029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267768044794741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433631137407153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097497849534783,0.15506449591182847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772436881630608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208471137744636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053831667090327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31912154132983805,0.1609439064185532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720403955760824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781026286413681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261124929012467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212607525751488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446099274392984,0.0,0.0,0.248221886174298,0.2520181704829222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203168867220187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121262742271498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801899252429508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397766285684846
socialanxiety,TrashAcct2398,2019/10/29,"People think I don’t like them Around almost anyone, I would feel anxious and I would be reserved because of it. I would barely talk to them and I’d rather be alone because of it. Almost everyone that I’d interact with would show signs of thinking I don’t enjoy their company. Some would straight up insult me because I guess they see it as disrespect. I know I make people uncomfortable but I try not to. I then end up being alone and because I’m not preoccupied with anxiety depression takes over. Just now one of the hosts said something along the lines of “there’s no need to eat alone, I’ll sit with you”.  Then the other said “I won’t” and sat somewhere else. Then the one that sat with me said something along the lines of not having to be with them if I didn’t want to. All of this hurt, i was thinking of chilling with them for a bit out of respect but instead I went to my room. I didn’t think I was going to be able to hold back crying.",3.0404615384615385,4.357144430769232,4.003076923076922,89.51692307692308,73.92307692307692,6.8410256410256425,24.794871794871803,7.3011,0.9391641025641028,744,23,160,8,15,240,105,195,0.16699999999999998,0.769,0.065,-0.9629,0,3,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,6,0,7,6,1,0,6,0,18,1,0,1,1,43,38,11,0,9,8,0,1,1,0,6,0,3,1,0,7,14,1,1,6,1,0,2,9,3,0,2,10,5,26,3,32,17,3,16,0,2,1,0,13,7,0,5,7,113,33,0,0.11754581693572058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23541031240609356,0.365226049145494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992222821877692,0.13279331505079206,0.0,0.08219076827783127,0.0,0.0,0.10464069823317332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038547755330337,0.0,0.2866193559327497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283295879941344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911856037754876,0.0,0.0,0.10124203988516332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027871607061058,0.09819444690000637,0.0,0.10411070435815167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232006539740068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059434696899320086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668039966089843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294899695872757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258352281701004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460010689918623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742694868623891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846274556282079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715873384019858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593041753305944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298293812920822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354389688812996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366879738954732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098502529228985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883798255782484,0.09447887509652317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012744528013906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798058937892845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693315683357899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089661499405596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41750587898444624,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anonforthis155,2019/10/29,"I Feel Invisible Let me preface this by saying that I am on the Autism spectrum, and I often find myself extremely frustrated with interactions that others barely notice. Any suggestions or insight you can provide would be appreciated.

Earlier today, I was in line at Target's self checkout and I observed a young woman get in line behind me. A couple of minutes later, it was my turn to step forward to the next available register and the woman behind me said, ""Excuse me, but I was here first."" 

Like I said, I observed her approach and I'm certain that I was there first. She'd stood behind me for 2 full minutes and had not noticed me. Or perhaps she did see me and immediately forgot. Not wanting to cause a scene, I let her go first and I actually apologized to her. As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I regretted the apology and I've been ruminating about it for the last few hours.

I realize that this single incident means nothing in the grand scheme, but it's a great example of my passive behavior which often leads to frustration and self-loathing. I don't want to let people walk over me, but I also don't want to be a jerk. 

What makes me so invisible or forgettable? How would a ""normal"" person respond in this situation?",4.600688052068809,6.179122125523013,6.128082287308232,74.77646559739657,70.42259414225941,8.993119479311948,30.850999535099955,9.444778638647367,3.0111113900511395,984,42,175,22,18,335,143,239,0.081,0.8270000000000001,0.092,0.4171,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,4,9,8,3,0,13,0,19,1,1,4,1,41,35,20,0,7,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,4,13,12,0,1,5,0,0,7,4,4,0,3,12,5,34,4,28,15,3,26,0,1,1,0,19,10,0,5,12,137,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.1314098256095866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768844703705396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157417764691096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540164443233309,0.0,0.1383340618153644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899996525160278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808870713705238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307782183062098,0.34362803333817343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035487597678629,0.0,0.07653101635899492,0.0,0.0,0.14846435747237946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261407535062394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976678376692256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131003487329502,0.0,0.06578862002939878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988734161201847,0.0,0.0,0.14668543424956132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321362619027153,0.0,0.13193930391699096,0.12921097410050025,0.30662514967166377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335706347938767,0.11758089370579645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561871197133999,0.10708792556138444,0.0,0.0,0.1073074760377846,0.0,0.2809618281646116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136473818342036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764299390729367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647262695935953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382798482054075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131878855426476,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chocoeatstacos,2019/10/29,I dread the day my parents inevitably die for 2 reasons. 1. They'll...you know...be dead. And 2. I'm gonna have to speak at the funeral. This terrifies me. Im shitty for feeling this way but the thought of giving a eulogy fills me with dread. I feel like its so personal...i wish I could grieve in solitude instead of having to expose that grief to a bunch of ppl. Am i alone in this?,-0.8462916666666693,1.2960582875000028,1.4650000000000034,96.43333333333334,97.375,4.666666666666667,20.416666666666668,6.42735559955562,0.2927916666666669,293,11,66,4,12,98,60,80,0.31,0.564,0.126,-0.9323,1,1,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,11,3,5,2,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,7,1,12,8,1,6,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960748642326638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824374707660397,0.0,0.0,0.1843623499452462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29668768456073275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890886866861834,0.20422541827215146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27423232871526765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087884032654116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710654750126635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966152804835427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31742454523796354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939217314541077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22694866259940144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269101144665347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287361233156006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,golfcartlol,2019/10/29,"How do people just not give a shit? I know a handful of people who talk loud and say whatever they want and it feels like they absolutely do not give a shit if they're wrong or what people think of them.

How do they achieve this? What is the secret? My default is to be quiet so I feel like if I say anything it is judged more. Maybe I just need to blab and then no one will care and I'll feel like no one cares.",0.2643333333333331,2.0812732111111103,1.814444444444444,99.865,83.55555555555556,4.888888888888889,16.666666666666668,5.82211442006289,-0.815,319,6,80,2,9,103,56,90,0.076,0.708,0.21600000000000005,0.9167,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,1,5,8,2,0,4,0,8,3,3,2,0,21,19,11,0,4,7,0,4,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,8,9,5,4,17,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,0,2,3,4,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924464457912716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450398419621695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566715652887601,0.3626489737840726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246415110923519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299287801379108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24800100914156198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699932510276106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254663791266911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293208859038617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35192478491013873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691236832371308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473813513143439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600383851441986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842233775925958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980389176161177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500355186023704,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mehavra,2019/09/10,"I embarrassed myself and now I wanna be eaten alive by piranhas Today, when I was looking for my bus to get home, I couldn't find my bus. So, I went on my friend's bus. No problem right? Buttttt this is a school bus and if you want to go on a school bus you need a permission form to go on it. So, the bus driver came up to me and said ""do you go on this bus"" and to which I said ""no"". And I hate that I said no because I just could have said my friend's name and gotten away with it. BUT NO. I'm dumb. And she said ""well then you have to go get a slip from the office"". I realized that the bus was just about to leave and I won't be able to get my slip in time. So I ran back into school with red ass face asking for a slip. I didn't get one because I didn't have permission from my parents. So I ran into the bus and said ""I didn't get a slip"". She sighed and said ""you can go on this bus this once"". And let me ride on the bus. The worst part about this was that EVERYONE was staring and I felt like crying. I can't even do my school work right now because I keep thinking about it. Help plz",0.056059369202227316,1.4138754612244888,2.046243042671616,100.22710111317257,82.14285714285714,5.434137291280148,17.258812615955474,6.1124844417494595,-0.6813673469387758,828,15,220,6,22,276,107,245,0.138,0.805,0.057,-0.9661,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,5,0,1,15,10,2,1,12,0,21,3,2,0,0,33,53,20,0,7,4,1,1,1,2,1,0,7,1,0,12,17,1,1,4,0,0,10,10,5,2,1,21,11,36,4,30,26,3,30,0,0,3,1,20,13,2,1,8,146,48,5,0.09540270320808034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891886490812803,0.0,0.08963398012893936,0.07335878990958793,0.0,0.1744698071393069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911527689991414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617129552303882,0.0,0.10479538970825368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301258570461403,0.0,0.0,0.09116137130834856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160155622147788,0.0,0.08719634236648935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741578368385055,0.0,0.2492198741242869,0.0,0.2710977739465512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419041813532812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394642095770156,0.0,0.09569668997865914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479830610076983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101768763446924,0.0,0.0975557277611617,0.0,0.046608941810791164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011424291000159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073989558552861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160076530920152,0.06464734073516065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593341176383776,0.103311830648792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128750255363136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629467745363728,0.6352487242506473,0.0,0.0,0.3862105158152697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113020002342051,0.0,0.0,0.055630083448847775,0.0,0.09043060749597226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056270986150933566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577848758811922,0.08843926167267369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945430417619378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PaperMenAreDrowning,2019/09/10,"My mom doesn't understand why I have a hard time functioning socially My mom has been trying to get me to fend for myself when buying a card game because she believes that forcing me to talk will help me. But it never helps, ever since she's been doing this my inability to function has gone through the the roof. I almost cried in a game store for the 2nd time in a month because I couldn't handle eye contact and I felt like I was being a burden when I barely even opened my mouth. Is there anyway to make her understand that my childhood diagnosis is still there and isn't just going to go away?",5.780377804014169,5.666782504132232,6.267131050767414,80.91809917355373,66.93388429752066,8.897756788665879,28.85596221959858,8.418075326091056,1.907981345926801,477,14,95,6,7,155,81,121,0.099,0.856,0.045,-0.6475,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,8,0,14,2,2,1,2,13,22,5,0,1,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,2,2,3,4,1,0,0,5,3,18,1,12,14,0,16,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,1,10,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414916684099555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727799920970065,0.0,0.0,0.22420732148925346,0.0,0.0,0.2071921913633312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200538433692605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146413719879055,0.1663479711044312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657272540227795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608009779253072,0.0,0.2090290810365488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647381720285673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24652842798701824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984419286228146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275459877497248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307626367188469,0.14678713074793606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183492552806276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521238821818355,0.0,0.0,0.18746276992910285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686268276082587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478117585867396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446699934156915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485594789871506,0.0,0.0,0.3828925240257696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594103907817956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sazzzra,2019/09/10,"Feeling uncomfortable in my own home. Just social anxiety things! Does anyone else get amazingly socially awkward/anxious when a tradesman has to come over to fix something? I’ll show them what the problem is then I’m frozen in options. Do I stick around and watch? Do I retreat to the living room and stare at my phone? Should I busy myself with something so I don’t look rude for ignoring him? What do I do when he walks past me to go in and out of the house 10 times? Smile? Eye contact? Do I make a comment? Ignore him? 
My brain buzzes like this until the job is done and they leave. Please don’t tell me I’m the only one 😅",0.6740625000000016,3.101463281250002,2.0034375000000004,94.9478125,88.0625,4.7625,20.5,6.322622252153567,0.1572874999999998,492,16,105,5,16,157,91,128,0.138,0.78,0.08199999999999999,-0.8082,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,5,6,1,0,7,0,12,2,2,1,0,16,20,9,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,2,1,1,0,3,2,4,0,1,1,5,16,2,15,18,1,17,0,0,4,0,11,8,0,1,7,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716448381148395,0.0,0.0,0.13451136862676874,0.19710842388032065,0.0,0.17125236603003374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475140124310596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165711928814582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834652587201265,0.19686392182593995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070259131074455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726934777906257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050672405284704,0.0,0.1093297605302492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929653653476154,0.0,0.0,0.22197210875949594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090008476736828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369476734570102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398351695331104,0.0,0.1698684971691412,0.0,0.16154450228240455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841017930617935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035662703165574,0.14630800246649092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836413783726223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116730529446726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407456188778484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39219920296358013,0.0,0.2961955942633832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814209884129666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278037825816819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217398824786033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rNbees,2019/09/10,"Petit Jury Duty tomorrow I wasn't so nervous but after reading a bunch of posts about it here on reddit, now I am lol.  

For those who have gone through the process, what's it like? Before reaching a verdict, does the jury head into a separate room and debate over who's guilty/not guilty? I'd like to believe I'm a very logical person, but I don't know if I can deal with arguments with people I don't know. I hate this lol",3.609475655430714,4.2044398539325885,5.177022471910113,84.36568352059928,71.80898876404495,7.731086142322098,27.192883895131093,7.793537801064563,1.542661423220974,333,11,69,4,6,113,65,89,0.079,0.6609999999999999,0.26,0.9408,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,6,2,6,1,1,0,0,11,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,11,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471431982566509,0.3272266202638056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994310687679089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541661556814801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867495442608197,0.298075413063794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31923665065573403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28378879905854393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135464854414425,0.25360115930450544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278161403989883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905187737188753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23964356295385505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gonnacryalonern,2019/09/10,"I never had female friend and I see every girl as a potential gf  I ashamed to say it I think I may be incel. Honestly I don't have any female friend ( had acquaintances)and never had. It's really sucks because I can't even look their eye and can't interact with them unless community things, besides I never had been in a relationship, last year I asked out three girls and rejected by all, it does not hurts as it. I see them like different things, when they ask me something I feel awkward and act weird which is probably seen by them. When I see my female classmates I stay away from them for saying hi or something which is probably not gonna happen. My friends have friends and dates but it's really ashamed thing for me I didn't share my feelings with them. I don't talk with girls unless obligations. I overthink of it and suddenly imagining a date with them and starting some shit talks. Even having friend is as hard as discovering the new planet to me. **Please** ***I need some help/advice*** I feel really guilty about wasting my youth with missing some experiences, being timid and overthinking about their opinions towards me is killing me softly :((",2.6538672286617526,5.494689351598176,3.3744520547945207,85.87187829293997,82.42465753424656,6.839550403933966,23.948191078328065,8.012643519586192,1.6873567263786442,924,34,170,19,26,291,126,219,0.213,0.745,0.042,-0.9896,1,1,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,9,0,6,19,3,4,4,0,20,2,2,0,4,35,37,18,1,1,6,0,5,1,6,2,0,2,0,3,11,14,0,0,5,0,0,1,10,11,0,1,7,13,36,8,25,26,4,19,0,3,6,0,28,4,2,6,14,120,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445176559539623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079648022037157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898939464392567,0.0,0.11004141922854836,0.0,0.0,0.0713974215378388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236916852043155,0.0,0.0,0.1024955972051094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547179841890686,0.0,0.09868163208819612,0.0,0.0,0.11456929420737427,0.0,0.0,0.17766353963157036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524467738106776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357195766479746,0.0,0.1049196844560706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850543852509087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538316961508764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957984127322508,0.0,0.0,0.09547131557244848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057220644427730324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835427343018244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684561920728134,0.270998678351379,0.11311864264439035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285664729595012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525579667168723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250970122912468,0.0,0.0,0.12574684733033772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862826764967252,0.0,0.0,0.2799968867587469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022562843506188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033484306428946,0.0,0.0,0.08290064288212337,0.12483810750581198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827892623609166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334350225452295,0.07504803377720799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542371829330015
socialanxiety,torontosnoh,2019/09/10,"Receptionist interview Hi everyone. I’m (19F) and have an interview for a receptionist position at a salon. The only jobs I’ve had were working one on one with kids so I wasn’t anxious since no adults were around. The person who set up the interview told me they need someone extroverted, someone who can keep up conversation and won’t stutter. I’m extremely shy and I’m so scared!!! Any tips?",2.455866666666669,5.2656985866666695,4.494666666666667,77.6806666666667,83.13333333333333,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,9.150863307647796,3.2071333333333336,314,15,57,10,9,107,54,75,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.9079,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,13,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,5,0,3,0,7,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,0,33,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758908361092308,0.0,0.0,0.2922008227562553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23025329329136215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24715111230263045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566701659443233,0.2298999606236162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178566126433635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35053580131124834,0.1967149428865829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258431605482265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589537227180373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395791221451071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438306528124622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24715111230263045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830024477461413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnonDoomerBoi,2019/09/10,"No meme unfortunately. But I've been getting this thing since forever where in social situations I blush and sweat which makes my face itch, and its only social situations, like a strange type of social sweat.",9.460540540540542,9.615415189189193,8.846621621621622,64.58722972972974,59.270270270270274,11.724324324324325,34.71621621621622,11.20814326018867,3.938740540540541,170,6,28,4,2,54,31,37,0.165,0.7709999999999999,0.064,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646486211257074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825688902272258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157501672492772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840953581191397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023216281166584,0.544164721415689,0.0,0.7402402962219171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081200431086512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Just_One_Sad_Duck,2019/09/10,"How do you break up with friends if they don’t get the hint? I had this friend I made a little into high school. We were great but our friendship was built on sneaking around and getting high together. We were stoner friends. She’s what I like to call a very confrontational and controlling person. She’s not the kind a meek person like myself feels easy going around. She’s also very clingy which I can find every annoying.

I’ve been not texting back, trying to make minimal conversation. Every time I see her she feels the need to update me on her life and makes me feel pressured to share the personal things I’ve been dealing with over summer (mental health). I’ve been giving her every hint in the book, I barely speak when I’m with her.

I don’t want to lead her on but I mean... I haven’t been in contact with her forever and she still latches on to me whenever she sees me. Not only did I feel used in the friendship, I just feel uncomfortable. I don’t want to go shopping, I don’t want to come over or sleepover and then have breakfast with your family in the morning. I’m not an extrovert and I hate being at someone else’s home, especially when I don’t feel comfortable there anymore. 

I’m just trying to let her down easy so I don’t start a fight because she can get quite .. mean. She has things she can hold against me,  if she wanted to she could destroy my family with the things she knows. I wish I hadn’t overshared so much.",3.3407961019490244,4.9056896103448295,4.097736131934036,88.14131184407799,73.58620689655173,7.112443778110943,24.332833583208394,7.7425588080867325,1.0935532233883056,1137,34,236,15,23,363,150,290,0.099,0.735,0.16699999999999998,0.9507,0,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,3,2,1,3,13,15,5,1,13,0,26,3,0,7,0,54,59,18,0,9,11,0,6,2,3,0,2,1,1,3,6,18,1,2,10,2,1,4,12,6,0,0,11,9,50,9,33,45,1,33,0,0,2,0,39,19,0,3,11,156,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207409433220668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178252392588356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272696681969072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891702003488965,0.0,0.06256299702901029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479787996683433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840764895714974,0.0,0.0,0.11510956269026322,0.08194262285792554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580821010700264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573515727405145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594135133527085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350303034744373,0.0,0.3113603618372307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380301264492316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23787771790078746,0.0,0.16086162127482267,0.09845315183957233,0.11665529643725908,0.0,0.0,0.1131512062381754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132701376674164,0.0,0.10909211420702017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687089163208967,0.10294741243177752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068745504036402,0.05640339652365727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494730531589117,0.07249141707714997,0.10028079250545187,0.10286337541904747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971120765428798,0.13701418040131325,0.0,0.0,0.2235908214669812,0.0,0.0,0.1034280610496302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544570483716778,0.0760996979921492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805561503150593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688406870150378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916086214955288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386820397338364,0.1635674792087164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695904114619475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264285687948281,0.0,0.08196136971984146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455072896749066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984504945468728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935962921382086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864036232821418,0.0,0.16936289586880526,0.2421380476384233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802075858659075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toed146,2019/09/10,"Went to a tech meetup, walked right past It was supposed to be in a coffee shop and we talk about techie stuff.

I imagined this awkward situation where people are talking to each other and mostly blanking me. Eventually it gets to the point where I say I'm going, I end up hanging around until other people start leaving so I don't have to say goodbye. Eventually I realise I really have to depart myself, I say ""bye"" and briefly put my hand up and don't even get an acknowledgment. I walk away realising I was essentially invisible the whole time.

I got there and just carried on walking until I reached a metro station, then went home.",4.9213023679417125,6.4516463032786895,6.042568306010928,75.88430783242259,69.57377049180329,8.045173041894353,30.76867030965392,8.515128840125781,2.4805872495446266,507,21,90,8,9,169,85,122,0.016,0.941,0.042,0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,6,0,8,1,1,0,0,12,16,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,6,8,0,0,2,1,1,9,2,1,0,0,5,4,15,0,15,10,3,26,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,8,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437525978346393,0.0,0.0,0.17348223269667273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635427167828792,0.0,0.0,0.121957811538679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929412043658922,0.0,0.10493932554527098,0.0,0.14767932739212694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521631434080493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955148479122899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626675751562598,0.2560224009167373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745513980104221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185621553684351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828979954214955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768779996507445,0.0,0.4405168734362325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755132091536307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069432146554127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113770016729748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968250384460279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766933553464343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423398258327961,0.0,0.2061521354814408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,abeach50,2019/09/10,"I did it! I actually did it! New to reddit here, sorry in advance if this isn't the proper posting etiquette. To start, I've (25F) had social anxiety for quite a while it has gotten to the point recently where I won't even go outside of my house unless it is at night or an emergency situation. Phone calls would and sometimes still send me into a full blown panic attack, even got to the point that I was terrified to text anyone. Well today through the still almost crippling fear I managed to make a doctors appointment, get a job, and even post this. I'm still shaking from it but I am so proud of myself.",4.777871900826447,5.519447148760332,5.8145351239669445,80.3145299586777,69.24793388429752,8.36404958677686,29.174586776859503,8.472884824447931,2.1092719008264456,479,17,92,7,8,159,88,121,0.125,0.816,0.059000000000000004,-0.4325,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,10,6,1,3,9,0,10,1,0,1,0,10,17,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,1,0,6,0,9,2,15,9,1,22,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,9,68,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.15216296746801114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613909360566985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928428339079493,0.0,0.0,0.1090282913308944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773902984756837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921964173559958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959863450852504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089663767665518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546204193488318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146580101458341,0.0,0.08861731988843027,0.0,0.12470964653542213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799196602356708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473420774463092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408296772366896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059596915757034,0.0,0.14632760776414744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829475896392818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948042022204393,0.0,0.29867131769048794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584832983741132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395981789776453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526929683656453,0.0,0.1589486799406043,0.0,0.0,0.15421650780897886,0.17454832296424033,0.11036644682757003,0.0,0.37357224956503227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780125184199436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019775159866835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076658257386096,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NoMoreBugs99,2019/09/10,"Anyone else surrounded by people who seem genuine and fun everyday, but you just cannot bring yourself to initiate a conversation? It's like I have this ridiculous mental block in my brain. I'd really like to make some new friends and chat before class like everyone else, but nope my mind just refuses",6.2603571428571465,7.915164321428572,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428574,66.5,10.6,31.857142857142854,10.686352973137794,3.748121428571429,246,10,42,7,4,78,47,56,0.106,0.655,0.239,0.8381,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,12,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998900585982905,0.26374981998180674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190393224429506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28735780188217996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300707062074021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459689492212954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988764807448099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772766560105561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182503420757014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594115452257966,0.0,0.2599135347965947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486108737860031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845761525691065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490522282364842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343389335939515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DreamingBlob,2019/09/10,"I can't play RPG games I've been getting much better with my social anxiety lately, but there is one thing that I still absolutely can't do : playing RPG games. Everytime I try to play an RPG, online but mainly tabletop, I can be sure I'll get a panic attack. That's a big problem for me as I love the games, I love the universes, but I can't play. I get so anxious when I have to play a character role, I can't remember the rules, I can't lie or simulate emotions, and I panic so much. Always the same thing, and this is something I don't know how to deal with. I don't want to avoid RPGs all my life because of this f... anxiety... Does anyone have some tips ?",3.471992063492064,3.6746148500000047,5.226666666666667,85.29611111111113,71.92857142857143,8.507936507936508,26.984126984126984,8.515128840125781,1.6511746031746033,509,16,114,8,9,175,82,140,0.22699999999999998,0.6459999999999999,0.127,-0.8969,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,6,14,1,3,8,0,15,3,0,1,2,18,22,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,8,0,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,17,9,9,20,6,4,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,2,3,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230980174394606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616733839091285,0.19321405173207126,0.0,0.1195874306463204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457014099128392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425767110983976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126122316730994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763233555601806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966860193898776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238456848537291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26806672956043603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093993047703814,0.0,0.19292812475479515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080281762095245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087206410386284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514519398076834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589365459280634,0.0,0.0,0.40133128605125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636516238607845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937424799898099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434249410579353,0.0,0.13166645484443054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658395431409512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611927777549854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272480927353039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611744224646516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008773161960237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,irrationalanustart,2019/09/10,"Handling Anxiety in Grocery Stores?    So, I’ve come to realize how bad my anxiety in social situations has gotten recently. Just yesterday I took an extra 20 minutes in Walmart because I was panicking that the people who walked in front of me into the store would think I was following them if I was behind them for two long so I made a detour and went down an aisle I didn’t need to be down. 

   This happens to me a lot when grocery shopping. I’ll realized I’ve been behind someone else for too long in my head, and take another detour. This happens at least 4-5 times every time I’m grocery shopping. I know these people think nothing of it, but to me it nearly makes me panic. 

   Does anyone else struggle with something similar? Grocery shopping has become something I’ve learned to loathe, but I’d love to hear any advice on how to combat this?",5.224,6.1381047333333365,6.207878787878791,77.2718181818182,68.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,33.18181818181819,8.841846274778883,2.9228181818181818,671,30,119,11,11,223,106,165,0.133,0.8320000000000001,0.035,-0.9252,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,2,6,0,9,2,1,4,0,22,26,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,3,5,6,1,3,0,1,9,1,15,1,25,15,3,24,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,2,7,79,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598327880391326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159108814742672,0.1566496206887446,0.2285676041387806,0.0,0.0,0.1044577484328107,0.15306886225214492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473534968105256,0.0910674434773254,0.16499076099724722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868722658275478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073318061219094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495942317294641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258684663798301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642121577311065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331839405462527,0.0,0.16837465580083835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210145563304046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644128899211544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700699258220244,0.1348313233395041,0.14135749502910774,0.09971973628039962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077162659467968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334481397225618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752782976019552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071379925832032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750571370431936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792188425098833,0.0,0.15228543913040504,0.12657861580306684,0.23001717392617535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617604061341386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123235343850464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144760208093015,0.0,0.0,0.17422233324549194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597903718968915,0.0,0.0,0.14593342218720365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384870699797679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612316928041143,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JeffyJostar,2019/09/10,"My anxiety just got worse. I am currently in high school and I have had minor anxiety sense middle school. It has never started to really effect me until now. It all started when I liked a girl last year and she liked me too but I was too scared to ask her out. I have asked out girls before but it was different this time because I felt like it actually mattered a lot more.  I tried to talk about this to some of my friends, most were supportive but one laughed at me. Because of that I have been terrified of talking to her or anyone else and it has somewhat developed into a fear of being alone due to my incompetence and feeling of worthlessness. It has also increased my social anxiety. My social anxiety being worse has almost damaged some of my relationships with friends. It is not that bad right now but I think I need to do something or it will continue to get worse. 


TLDR: I was too scared to ask out a girl a while ago and now my anxiety is getting worse.",3.0276470588235287,5.085177172774871,4.4221311980289535,83.36939636587621,75.70157068062827,7.844902987372959,26.942100400369572,8.671277953709913,2.1278343701878657,764,30,148,16,17,253,106,191,0.22,0.6459999999999999,0.133,-0.9642,2,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,13,0,3,5,0,20,0,0,1,2,32,33,15,0,1,8,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,12,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,8,2,24,7,24,22,8,26,0,2,0,0,16,9,0,8,19,116,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.10567865798139073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599549337248403,0.0,0.10844011618100713,0.11215921907263172,0.0,0.08660212819082924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142204636506314,0.0,0.0,0.0757212066876604,0.11095930297114304,0.0,0.0,0.30371890461669804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042039806680167,0.1320292044107932,0.0,0.09214963840816176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314346944308368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046517224613138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186009136717925,0.05475635600726882,0.0,0.103978569034489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733429946849052,0.0,0.11315757921729655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661206009910148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441783738703795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827350881573376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871993687465885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206710732694977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029812396252492,0.08352248379200145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338235570228158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937547324989728,0.0,0.0,0.11626649711286277,0.0,0.09248190284077792,0.0,0.0,0.2168410087624934,0.21919724094778986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207828023276157,0.0,0.08336948780673044,0.0,0.0,0.15330113733966294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288997522599487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408413569315895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938998621223205,0.0,0.0,0.06314670526224253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735240551357861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414405758423138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697373469901196
socialanxiety,normannoodle,2019/09/10,"Embarrassed myself and can’t stop thinking about it Throwaway of course.

I saw an old acquaintance I hadn’t seen in years and made a fool of myself to her. My stupid brain will not stop reminding me of this conversation for weeks now. It’s come up in anxious, catastrophic thoughts so often, that I’m thinking of hunting her down on social media just to apologize. 

Here’s what happened.

I ran into this girl, chatted briefly to catch up, and started to leave. This girl happens to be Latina. 

Now my part of my personality is very “crusader” like, standing up for the underdog and such, but I also have these paranoid anxiety issues. These two things combined have led me to become very worried and concerned over the treatment of Latinx people in my country. So much so that I’ve planned to stockpile food and such, in case of a “second holocaust” situation. I’ve been fairly open about this with my friends. 

As I was leaving, I (foot in mouth) decided to tell her this. She was obviously very weirded out, and her reaction led me to try to over explain my reasoning, and generally I think I came off absolutely nuts. In the end I made some comment like “Well if the shit hits the fan, I’ll hide you!” . I was so embarrassed I ran and told my husband immediately who told me I was I giant idiot, and that it probably came off really racist.

I wish I could take this in stride but now it’s been added on to the giant pile of embarrassment that I think about every night as I try to fall asleep. I’ve been wondering lately if I should try to find her and apologize if I caused any offense? 

Apologies to the mods if this breaks the rules.",5.321341169379147,6.236141917721523,5.924773960217003,79.38635021097049,68.1139240506329,9.057022302591923,31.50331525015069,9.23628265651192,2.678556841470765,1290,52,248,24,21,419,175,316,0.16,0.774,0.066,-0.9822,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,1,17,13,4,3,11,0,16,6,5,6,1,50,41,24,1,7,8,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,20,18,1,2,10,1,0,9,3,9,1,2,19,2,39,4,49,17,3,45,0,0,2,0,24,22,1,7,14,172,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092056025269098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828095811020735,0.0,0.08806132196838544,0.1300452079933579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271335417871877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850445840082064,0.0,0.26331778534435896,0.0,0.11825301822460495,0.0,0.09915987294893992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190856410663177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195617300021667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698787879677907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052114260001046,0.0,0.1391954000893692,0.0,0.08893621220436357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035885354583648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014832672641565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985276115578345,0.24377662362452945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247703972853394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178458829160148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462148461636879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802598811753092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079199283559602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465643317417445,0.0,0.0798050341625802,0.10051245068488672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241115542313116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374449626082594,0.11835559415617004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816209797285215,0.0,0.1293921172274762,0.0,0.11734346288389202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147775157225234,0.0,0.0,0.19247966460274826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655083876280906,0.0,0.10061405523272092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647612898992666,0.2950396927936942,0.0,0.09138706305251296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999128888145655,0.0,0.23446302367601216,0.0,0.1124489196585602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849414632339416,0.0,0.0,0.09233690646171096,0.0,0.10350063723253912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237455768624876,0.0,0.1248354103526294,0.0,0.11690309416343347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412915953492845
socialanxiety,bmars7,2019/09/10,"Has anyone here decreased their social anxiety drastically? If you have any tips please tell me, I have a job now and it’s definitely helping so yeah",3.59059523809524,6.4384863928571425,4.907142857142858,76.50452380952382,77.92857142857143,8.019047619047619,27.190476190476193,8.841846274778883,2.6223190476190483,121,5,21,3,3,40,27,28,0.054000000000000006,0.637,0.309,0.7902,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781186638808901,0.0,0.3128665999584731,0.0,0.0,0.2859665149366286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741289376878163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058469741208721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44893438361462384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169009667265354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574642835818033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Unknown_903,2019/09/10,"I'am 22 years old and i want to die after failling so many times to change my shitty personality In my entire life i was struggling with social anxeity  always hiding at my room when my relatives comes refusing even to make eye contact when my brothers talks to me, with no friends to talk to because they see me like an arrogant but inside of me I don't know why I am like this even when I have the strenght to talk to someone I am bombarded with negative thoughts like ""why he said this it's perhaps he don't like me"" and I begin to distance my self without confirming my thoughts because I was too afraid to ask, I was 15 years old when I realized I have a shitty personality and i begin to take action to change it but I failed I don't know if the effort I have done is enough for that, and now after failing for the second time my acceptance exams to complete my education I feel like a failure my family lost hope in me especially my mother who was hoping to see me in a great position because all my brothers have a wonderful jobs. so this why I feel suicidal it may be not a big deal because I know they are people in even bad situations compared to me and wish to be in my place but for me I am fed up and I will end my life with this shitty problems and shitty personality that I have failed to resolve so many times.",11.926773267732678,6.063393723247232,11.654440344403445,65.13716687166874,60.1070110701107,14.848872488724888,45.240262402624026,11.429527900616536,4.896256744567445,1053,41,214,19,9,356,133,271,0.209,0.645,0.146,-0.9698,1,0,0,0,0,2,7.0,0,0,2,6,12,19,0,2,9,0,22,4,1,1,1,38,45,18,2,6,6,3,2,5,1,2,2,1,1,4,10,12,1,1,11,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,10,6,45,11,35,31,2,29,0,4,3,0,22,10,0,5,22,150,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430828891627973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472269384314183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459990688494455,0.24706058893911045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437116426752587,0.08728020897059748,0.1062345271945446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445886524389042,0.0,0.0,0.10515657381657496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036879140726496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974150349994406,0.1046930441007464,0.0,0.20076731485830945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551766800944264,0.0,0.1024632211008728,0.07238468729685431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828137486871639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170821803586076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127185609566864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054677059274264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705229558663034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431339053962412,0.24750484343993875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060528384514184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763343691651602,0.20544986329138334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264146601104425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024414061323317,0.26541223094671906,0.10586026144734294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969517785633504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638073108640846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614815452569059,0.0,0.10570127973714344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389053550499635,0.0,0.10328534776474957,0.0858500748821107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592409070354436,0.0,0.11083017531871643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618177665161299,0.244317133932104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087721218722625,0.1772455828383985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976253086386631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27428290859218024,0.0,0.11651567023684573,0.09767110300247554,0.10987973641432812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304965071577874
socialanxiety,TrippyGirl420,2019/09/10,"Im 20, and I'm a fucking dumbass that didn't work in high school So my brain was shitty and stupid and I did nothing but sleep in high school. As a result, I'm an anxious piece of shit with zero work experience minus under the table stuff. Now I'm in college and I'm running out of money and trying to find work. Any ideas on how to overcome being anxious about filling out apps and stuff because I feel so fucking stupid being 20 and going through this...",3.372689969604864,4.577017819148939,4.710972644376903,85.20500000000001,72.93617021276594,6.222492401215807,27.258358662613983,6.1826913282559595,1.1057890577507594,361,13,71,2,7,120,61,94,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.9659,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,5,0,4,0,5,5,3,2,0,16,13,12,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,5,0,1,3,1,3,0,15,8,1,13,0,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,1,45,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115754950996813,0.0,0.0,0.3693237025971167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964293169482537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824740146490144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989401453355775,0.0,0.0,0.08264965112588075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493983284946025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022299452937076,0.0,0.0,0.09289736974515024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345406269962928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452502297156956,0.17656349056169274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684307104768264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308579462388898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677880492613228,0.0,0.0,0.16357678952311727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742423038837699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109777558157096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35699973195206425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yuhyeahyuh,2019/09/10,"Jobs for people with social anxiety? Im 18, I still go to school. But finding and getting a job is already hard enough, so what are some good jobs for us with social anxiety?",2.705047619047616,4.510564457142864,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,75.85714285714286,6.9523809523809526,25.952380952380953,7.793537801064563,1.5116666666666667,136,5,27,2,3,45,29,35,0.14300000000000002,0.7759999999999999,0.08,0.1179,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,17,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922298852194327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039441905827563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526583133993698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156893969375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379010648214294,0.0,0.11290137644059765,0.1666241037038055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795769164847586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458369777592395,0.0,0.5914093901330578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772378139907324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105153482362192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050116787847738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586477723504595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23895996453222865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eaglesoftheeast,2019/09/10,"My anxiety makes adults nervous? Although I (F 14) have never been clinically diagnosed with any anxiety disorder but I'm pretty sure I've had some kind of social anxiety since I was little. This comes with a whole host of problems, but especially when dealing with adults.

Whenever I was in a class, group, activity etc with other kids, led by an adult, the adult would always treat me differently. This would range from being concerned about me all the time (which is ok) to being outright rude or avoiding me (which is annoying as f*CK) . Some would try not to speak to me and direct all their speech towards the other kids, some would be unnecessarily cold or blunt towards me, some would engage in jokes or poke fun at the other kids and not speak to me. 

I always wondered why, as this has made me even more scared of talking to adults and sometimes it just feels bad to be left out. I think one reason is because I'm noticeably quieter than the other kids, but they often talk to the other quiet kids and avoid me. I mentioned it to my dad and he said I make adults nervous because I never smile and apparently I also have a cold stare. I never noticed this (although it's true - I don't smile and either make awkwardly direct or no eye contact). Still, I'm fine with other people my age - why does it freak adults out so much?  

Has anybody else had the same problem?",7.322210755024443,6.791960300380229,7.350116784356331,75.8252946768061,63.86692015209125,9.79565453557849,32.85415535035307,9.04235418022936,2.695134926670288,1081,37,201,15,14,348,150,263,0.187,0.723,0.09,-0.9779,2,3,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,0,8,21,2,6,11,1,22,3,1,6,7,57,34,21,0,7,11,1,1,0,0,5,2,6,0,12,16,15,0,2,4,1,0,2,7,12,0,1,7,11,24,9,29,18,12,18,0,0,2,0,26,9,0,10,7,144,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287847050470996,0.19327838617941975,0.0,0.0,0.07898033439599286,0.0,0.2665442333993113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697346301197356,0.14159779700340822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000457852488936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973698645765098,0.0,0.11788137435938865,0.0,0.12134335043492395,0.13310844304423622,0.0,0.10163637883687844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702148212398756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952868916477608,0.07671049334172989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058724730010792786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209437016409871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261882900496159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640448862222665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989607878377296,0.2325764472335464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537750831660675,0.0,0.2687269023087471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644561761577149,0.0,0.0,0.07870061743335123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051802682039914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815785620285743,0.0,0.2222638312177919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941300451293067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047734690519014,0.0,0.11627809649308082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607360921791483,0.0,0.0,0.1183918306761897,0.0,0.0,0.11486710482160988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927509066288012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094621718478601,0.0,0.0,0.1867005880812427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441890773785283,0.0,0.0,0.06772315559318873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885258629289567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209599627789612,0.129668053376122,0.0,0.0,0.1259507125632132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125186347431479,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Marabit7,2019/09/10,"Neighbors everywhere I live in a small apartment and have a neighbor above, beside and below me. The problem is that the woman next to me is with the man under me and her terrace borders my front door. Accordingly often, their front-doors are open, and they run together with its dogs all day long through the corridor. The two are really nice and their dogs are cute, but I just don't like going out when they walk through the hallway. Sometimes there are days when I can't get out of the house anymore, even to avoid other people outside, and mostly I listen until I can't hear any more steps. Actually, I would have cleaning duty in the hallway, but I haven't done it for ages (which I find impertinent of myself) because I have the feeling that they are coming out of their flats at any moment and take me by surprise.

Any tips?",7.911319875776397,6.796236801242237,7.503470496894412,77.11123059006214,62.9751552795031,9.78913043478261,34.410714285714285,8.472884824447931,2.6655521739130434,659,23,124,7,8,208,103,161,0.048,0.897,0.055,0.0339,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,6,0,6,6,0,1,11,0,16,0,0,0,1,26,23,12,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,4,2,6,14,0,2,2,0,0,6,4,2,0,1,1,3,22,4,20,21,3,26,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,2,10,94,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.20623815861726025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311570239252568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095933091191274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883140513659228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205140707518894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725946962700865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21627503962526232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958862150515508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686027104468784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316168500507272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041685812982008,0.0,0.12010986102271405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381964692092525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438589365303264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325045170628387,0.0,0.18661782014493486,0.18702997934300794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476336466751629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651711754877322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222462702679825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539034398770775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902147958960185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589019984769519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644927669952826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013045819550208,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mjghaychdee,2019/09/10,"Dreading going out when i go to uni Hi,

​

This is my first post here because I genuinely don't know how to feel about this. I'm in the UK and going to uni later this week, and it's sort of a ritual to go on a night out with your flatmates in the UK in the first week multiple times. Problem is, nightclubs give me really bad anxiety attacks.

​

I don't want to go to nightclubs. I have no issue getting drunk at a pub or whatever, but nightclubs are just anxiety attacks waiting to happen. I don't want to just reject people's invites for going out either, because that'll just make myself isolated which I'd rather not happen if I can avoid it.

​

Anyone else been through this, or have any idea what I should do? Thanks",6.627667785234902,6.011634946308727,6.958313758389263,78.34807466442956,65.30872483221475,9.597651006711413,34.06124161073827,8.841846274778883,2.8001738255033555,593,23,113,8,8,193,93,149,0.203,0.7709999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.9624,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,8,8,2,2,6,0,13,1,0,2,0,28,31,8,0,6,10,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,2,3,2,0,6,5,7,0,2,1,1,11,1,21,28,1,23,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,4,8,77,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362263135558878,0.406266295446634,0.07578878624978949,0.0,0.1705155600711944,0.0,0.0,0.07792736658770696,0.11419213529725472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535774641549445,0.0,0.0,0.09305482328382264,0.13587591458813655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310090197219692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635169874122972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959603560237098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058227229488147875,0.10691153465748693,0.3800324276571868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971070407063625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581176524115145,0.0,0.11632325500817844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124916845795879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743927239648532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458684615657887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726434144162928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673683398496496,0.0,0.0,0.10664114126667444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139674831702611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026067842613048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498650331966467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314703988053856,0.0,0.1787944919361152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406266295446634,0.0
socialanxiety,laila_the_liar,2019/09/10,"Social anxiety is really ruining me It’s ruining my chances to talk with this girl and doing what I want. I get irrational thought of what others think of me. I can’t even work because I’m too sensitive being critique and just feeling stupid. I had already work before in a factory but quitting after a week because some people made me feel stupid and ridicule me. As of now, it’s fucked my only chance to be with this girl I’ve been dying to ask out. And all because I didn’t text her. I get really scared to text her because she knows I only go school and stay at home. I feel like if I her text, I annoy her. I just rather have her or anyone in general to text me. I’m so hung up about it I can’t focus on my only class I need to pass. I don’t really feel like texting her and telling her why because it would be to extra to tell her why I haven’t texted her.",2.362277992277992,3.4136690000000023,4.233841698841701,88.24412162162163,75.21621621621622,7.447876447876448,24.56563706563707,7.957251820313856,1.2012934362934362,675,21,150,10,14,230,102,185,0.16899999999999998,0.763,0.069,-0.9665,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,8,10,5,1,2,0,14,1,0,1,1,29,31,11,1,5,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,9,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,5,4,33,2,22,22,3,12,0,2,0,1,17,6,1,3,5,99,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513928124572289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495013810504998,0.0,0.0,0.09592658736983284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128254330651651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181494051106224,0.0,0.11673876746736447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423817824564776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906128423899551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774699769511682,0.19601743240243108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683014206991947,0.1433524488604814,0.0,0.07796836009250699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761297031874836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539615370935479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404841750382435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981269748516971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172480525432594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130180190296836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095110420439156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459186795288355,0.0,0.0,0.2636626918855324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137351337111006,0.1388438206732317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984814627028325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462265142475097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102682972364265,0.23982058765309244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879059495503774,0.0,0.10891370551783684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091834261688663,0.0,0.11004571438103887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475856588913585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975221925103814,0.0,0.0,0.09745599175430196,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Plutonicuss,2019/09/10,"I’m sorta thinking about leaving college I’m a sophomore and just really don’t think I exist to live in this atmosphere. I’m at a huge state college and falling into a depression bc for the second year I’m making no friends. 

My social anxiety makes me so bland talking to people, I can never think of anything to say and all I do is ask questions that other people answer. I never get to a deeper back-and-forth, real conversation even with the 2-3 people I’m sort of friends with. Everyone’s nice/polite to me but don’t want to be actual friends.

It’s kind of consuming my mind and I don’t do anything for fun anymore, everything’s too stressful. I want to learn new hobbies or at least watch youtube I could talk to someone about... but then that pressure just gets to me and I do nothing but browse reddit or facebook and retain nothing. 

Anyone else been in this situation? I have nothing to do today so could try to talk to people in the lounge at my dorm but I’ve been so depressed from how much of a social failure I am.",1.9129368876737305,4.154916980861246,3.761285030758717,85.82232854864436,80.1483253588517,5.8948279790385065,25.741854636591484,7.07126945348624,1.322004602415129,815,33,156,10,21,274,118,209,0.11800000000000001,0.797,0.084,-0.8365,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,2,8,0,16,0,0,3,3,38,31,17,0,4,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,6,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,2,2,16,5,30,26,3,16,0,2,1,0,12,8,0,5,6,104,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.11468414467289027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990371468976435,0.0,0.11654986422806506,0.08217384653108167,0.12041478381554073,0.1934205532141237,0.0,0.10986684685532497,0.0,0.0,0.0903668686487628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876628953618248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244239158088045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817423025527272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762191909934342,0.0,0.0,0.11229694051681643,0.1056208507649069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723907273551928,0.0,0.12280038783304482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238067851461593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443842272911765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037737401629902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689318271102248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866333067231608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639191008630946,0.0,0.1812798307171495,0.11350310920856453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382954808362324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258987651689033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165110618188824,0.0,0.0,0.13376532794346266,0.07528735662353407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934579061408143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209922052385067,0.0,0.2395969756531649,0.09957568399828554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462061424445104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833782702833662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259093189567609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113967506755218,0.0,0.0,0.07978946304952962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863458817968194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568006770796405
socialanxiety,warmdamprag,2019/09/10,"Went on my first ever date!!!! Last weekend I went to the zoo with a girl I work with who I really like.

It went pretty well I think! The first 10 or 15 minutes or so were a little awkward because I was so nervous but then stuff started to get a lot better.

You guys can maybe relate to this, when I get a crush on someone, I start to get more and more attracted to them until I see them as like, a perfect being.

Anyway that's sort of what happened here. I haven't seen her in a while either, so add all those things together with social anxiety and you can probably imagine I was shitting myself.

But stuff started going pretty well. She talked a lot about herself which helped cause I'm much better at listening.  We went around the zoo and then got some stuff to eat and talked for like another hour and a half or so. It was awesome, she didn't seem uncomfortable or like she wanted to leave, and then I got a lot more at ease and talked more, it was just great.

She told me to text her to do something again and you better believe I'm going to.

I didn't really make any romantic moves, besides trying to pay for her food, cause it just didn't feel like it was the right time.

But anyway it was worth all the anxiety is all I can say. If you want advice on how I got the courage to ask her out, my answer is I didn't really. All this time I've been waiting for something in my head to shift, and I'd be comfortable asking her out. But it never happened. So what I did was just what everyone says, I just forced myself to. I was scared shitless, but my feelings for her outweighed my fear of rejection. And I'm totally glad I did it too.

I just feel like, there's a point that you get to when dealing with this shit that you just naturally get fed up and do something. Maybe I just got to that point, or maybe it couldve been done 4 years ago and I would've been fine, I don't know. 

 
So yeah I'm not 100% sure whether or not she is attracted to me, but I'm gonna keep this going until it feels like I can tell her that I really like her and then we'll see how that goes.

But holy cow it feels really good. And if you're in that situation where you really like someone but never tell anyone, and then it just sits inside of you churning like a soupy conglomerate of emotions, I think you'll definitely get outta there at some point, you're bound to. That stuff can't be contained forever, no matter how bad your anxiety is. I'm not saying just sit and wait for it to happen automatically, but I just feel like at some point you're gonna get hit with enough passion that you're gonna be able to bust out of it.

Of course I'm talking like I'm an expert on this stuff. I'm not, my anxiety is still bad, but I just wanted to share how I broke through myself for the first time.",2.866410932630064,3.895938656357391,4.1446183968672585,89.45482498201874,73.94845360824742,7.338352113801648,23.156876848078,7.738981096181357,0.8306957883800847,2166,56,487,28,43,713,236,582,0.098,0.693,0.209,0.9975,0,0,3,0,0,0,57.0,2,10,2,8,37,39,2,4,19,1,39,7,3,7,10,107,101,56,0,5,35,0,6,12,0,5,0,4,0,2,40,27,3,5,12,1,2,8,14,10,2,4,30,13,68,29,59,61,18,63,0,2,3,1,48,23,2,16,42,328,108,2,0.057223425049272664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591806867911581,0.05072511364228325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03891389130836288,0.060003750566505636,0.17510305414116614,0.0,0.0,0.04001194930535519,0.0,0.0,0.05094098036448212,0.10699235565300537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955583393841631,0.03488286878140782,0.0,0.0,0.06447120438219804,0.0,0.15182840773130984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175684408869825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589948385536381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855943137422925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058553849669130624,0.0,0.06436865111798626,0.0,0.05912709486161768,0.0,0.0,0.05176186405997829,0.0,0.054679434890586735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439226223958344,0.17360329845872785,0.16352170515592535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602264834293324,0.06919479271160711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927814444932186,0.0,0.0975641735095482,0.047996293984317415,0.18306720188506287,0.06308902813325991,0.0,0.0566601874528502,0.15180745736342532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058727743059080136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835565559249632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056353546892346076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086280944135442,0.0,0.0,0.03144849788522952,0.046644728923958656,0.0,0.06059134471686845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354777001467381,0.05735290503253064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594792894354086,0.0,0.0,0.03819708056756722,0.0,0.17246586543925238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081944479725095,0.042065801622889136,0.0,0.08826846622050759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637853166845802,0.0,0.0,0.11643359093552907,0.06169653065142399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995274825663366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048868492328596365,0.0,0.13651909313785712,0.05729063118153435,0.0,0.0911993220449076,0.0520940570033164,0.0,0.0,0.11747804698072865,0.0,0.06432152732290594,0.0,0.058332075521892124,0.09697044469443128,0.13216016485959914,0.0,0.0,0.12150910433168265,0.0,0.045698701162860685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32753565548461394,0.0,0.0,0.05393240089752117,0.0,0.0,0.18397608587915826,0.10003159143524057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038016700907117486,0.07333292038188224,0.0,0.0,0.10010231797447552,0.0,0.0,0.054679434890586735,0.0,0.038850949364184116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125557610564268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290146275274442,0.21218675327055592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041659334963573526,0.0,0.0,0.04064987933473109,0.0,0.0,0.0368500095880451
socialanxiety,pateok,2019/09/10,"Anyone else experience this with your group of friends while at a party? Sorry for that title but I didn't want to end up on r/titlegore. 
 
So you're at a party with your friends and they make a dancing circle but you didn't get in it so you're awkwardly jumping/dancing along with them while hoping to get in it. Anyone else been in this situation?
 
This happened to me a few times and it was so embarrasing/awkward cause there must have been someone that noticed my helpless efforts to try to get in the group.
 
It's kinda similar to that well known situation of ours when we're walking with 2 friends but there's no more space so we're staying behind them.",2.05292207792208,4.491466500000001,3.3735064935064933,87.66954545454549,80.96969696969697,5.892640692640692,25.33766233766233,7.1686216300943375,1.2146389610389612,526,21,104,7,14,171,79,132,0.092,0.746,0.163,0.8959,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,3,1,8,7,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,2,1,17,14,12,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,1,0,5,0,10,5,23,8,2,17,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,2,5,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427026819361908,0.355648326207344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828533981539954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899602487387927,0.0,0.15371523892181838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976680447463538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40225669634832895,0.0,0.2720207042268419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347114082861432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723759366701653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584706639924384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758969080993413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390158626573384,0.0,0.0,0.14704974016808034,0.0,0.0,0.19427685050256954,0.0,0.1849829549404572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011993561182772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178301703635397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236525299932688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604376579264498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwabroawaytoday,2019/09/10,"Does anyone else find themselves speaking through their throats? When am nervous (or just speaking publicly) I tend to speak through my throat. In some breathy, pathetic, weak, high-pitched voice.

Yet, sometimes when am with people one to one in a room with no one else, I speak ok. Through my diaphragm and in quite a deeper voice.

It just seems to be a bad habit that I can't seem to break and it's so embarrassing it makes me want to speak less",2.6259173126615,5.169219627906983,1.9948062015503891,97.78029715762275,79.46511627906976,4.752454780361758,26.997416020671835,5.82211442006289,0.6211772609819124,352,15,74,2,9,101,59,86,0.19699999999999998,0.764,0.039,-0.9356,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,2,3,1,4,3,2,1,0,13,9,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,0,7,7,1,13,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,3,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223336850480846,0.2377313077194747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193726518654561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030417521368029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876448954754783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120615403771563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24514124890933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548747600431606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716670775007305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085304721895424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467812058868396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224435196711796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294731324823515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685106138459505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gullistenstanle,2019/09/10,"First day back to uni I tried to not have negative thoughts but oh well my hair fucked me over I changed my hair colour in a hair salon last week and it turned out not to be what I wanted and probably doesnt look that good but I dont think its the worse thing ever and I appreciate the change (I hadnt been to a hair salon for over a year and I needed my sister's help to get the courage to go).
But then I heard some comments and laughs (which I can't be sure 100 percent were towards me but it most likely was). It was a big group of my class and I barely talk to anyone and when I do I sound stupid or seem rude but just because my mind goes blank and my heart rate goes up.
The thing is I liked the dress I was wearing and I was kinda proud of myself for allowing myself to change a bit. But now I feel bad again.",1.2453258845437605,2.578504296089388,2.5779664804469284,97.83439851024208,78.66480446927375,5.667188081936686,18.637243947858472,6.079149491110277,-0.4642159404096833,635,12,158,4,15,205,109,179,0.149,0.71,0.142,-0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,7,12,3,0,10,0,15,7,6,1,2,33,27,18,0,2,10,1,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,10,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,4,1,1,9,9,26,8,18,16,4,19,0,0,2,1,6,7,1,5,13,108,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632791712255973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792622045290722,0.13890978541706014,0.10141599044907397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163005395072346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527983780203901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729317546480407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498129142117307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048878989938289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412032932624874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151198020720565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538039313175014,0.08692007214885204,0.0,0.094550397128746,0.13954103725834766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971461069965832,0.111512525693123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561159240357978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255736422349845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970667063284156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798359427795403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335927962611078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937213829788948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145458421463667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679925549110446,0.0,0.0,0.1337197714822361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105414553269007,0.1066014782163728,0.0,0.13207708995362624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295250784406775,0.1809598997422748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812777157745856,0.0,0.13344985048677102,0.0,0.1495842246967122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954253955876294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713511677747507
socialanxiety,Senpapito_uwu,2019/09/10,"Today I had a harder time leaving school than staying there, because of my social anxiety Okay, so, I'm trying to calm down in my bed right now after this experience, and so I wanted to share it  


So, my social anxiety affects me in many ways, of course, but today the main problem was my fear of asking for help and then being thrown into a situation where i have to ask for help  


During lunch I was sitting outside, alone, to recharge, I always do this but today my throat started hurting during it. I go to math afterwards, everything is good, throat still hurts but I decide to go home afterwards and not go to the last class because I was in such extreme pain.  


Time passes, math is over. I grab a friend to ask her to help me turn my computer in because I'm going home and the room where we turn the computers in is locked, she comes with me to the cafeteria but no one is there and she has to go to class, I go with her and ask our teacher, but he cant help me because of class (courage damaged), understandable, I walk around school for a WHILE and finally see a teacher, she cant help me because she has to get to class (courage killed), she points to a teacher who is outside, I go there but dont disturb him as he is in a phone call, at this point Im like, freaking out, almost crying. I end up going to the janitor and handing it in to him before quickly going to my locker and as Im getting my stuff I just cant hold my tears back, I leave the school crying.",4.345238678090573,4.620297897009968,5.446228361601678,84.23233956985489,70.02990033222589,8.064416856093722,29.131141808008394,7.85451343220497,1.7366571428571436,1141,40,239,13,19,379,146,301,0.125,0.755,0.12,-0.3722,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,0,0,15,17,1,2,14,1,19,6,3,1,0,31,43,22,1,2,8,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,8,16,2,1,2,0,0,12,6,9,0,1,4,3,40,8,45,38,1,53,0,3,1,0,29,20,0,1,19,161,48,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271348754253242,0.08555026033040285,0.0,0.0,0.06873107923969016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263798688774526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735328626965234,0.30888507215677824,0.0,0.0,0.06351546790978631,0.0,0.251765590513894,0.0,0.07028780710451989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434538429231518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115389288438619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146777558112875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680836277680216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316042666064065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742369173312571,0.08080013364514217,0.0,0.09294967124902828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048592437764333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381772715653705,0.0,0.0863117667940335,0.0,0.42249911113486255,0.06928223348350676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768302785044805,0.0,0.16571211299705138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768532647746473,0.0,0.17844762577079984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138634016232762,0.0,0.0,0.06733126105820822,0.0,0.17492615963746586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04035492885775482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374497344908688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055972925684539585,0.0,0.08789383796138231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617026552894667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903849622050396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054124421779402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25079143536091114,0.0658227146195637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284756601118868,0.0,0.16840368871837408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584657789024996,0.08804222667391615,0.06596567820200512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455897476114762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633121768962596,0.0,0.2348897394116723,0.0,0.0,0.05608100795833942,0.17969346181488627,0.0,0.08599109232864525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872051487662996,0.06556523943538446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IJustNeedWifi-,2019/09/10,"Talking to my boss Hi again,
I’m having some trouble trying to figure out how to contact my boss. I’ve been working at this shop for 2 months so I’m still basically new. It’s my first job. 
My friends booked her birthday holiday, for which I am invited to, in October where we are going away for 2 days. I’ve also got university open days booked throughout September, October and November.
I feel awkward telling my boss I need days off. What do I tell him? I’m not sure if I should text him or talk to him in person.",1.8657547169811328,3.8734116132075513,3.7949433962264174,86.73449056603776,79.09433962264151,7.258867924528303,26.63773584905661,8.238735603445708,1.8156218867924525,405,17,85,8,10,137,74,106,0.063,0.879,0.057999999999999996,0.1376,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,4,1,17,13,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,15,2,14,10,1,17,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,3,8,51,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959194829965774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109949024175489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344954421972608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355148958309813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102274414620002,0.0,0.0,0.17350551012259618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763072280665033,0.0,0.17961254468446033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22285529287305844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925302549454944,0.0,0.0,0.1665189623915546,0.0,0.2168952121272417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608957473565436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934528785313428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165857491454104,0.0,0.0,0.3610085542967884,0.3925755897618449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247117576177022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349273022411945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,miss_tegan,2019/09/10,"Started a new job (1 Month in) As said in the title I started a new job about a month ago. I have diagnosed SA and have had a pretty good handle on things over the last few years (regular routine helped). 

Since starting at this new job I've noticed a lot of my symptoms coming back such as the paranoia that people are talking about me, I'm not doing a good job etc. It also doesn't help that my manager is very anxious which I find really triggers me. I feel like I could be calm and in a good spot but once she starts trying to explain things (which is very hard to follow) I immediately start to panic and there's no turning back once that's started. Needless to say these last few weeks have been so exhausting mental wise. I come home like a zombie (sometimes I cry) and just don't feel like myself anymore.

Does anyone have any tips that they found helpful when they started a new job? I really want to quit but don't want to feel like a failure. I have tried talking to my SO but all he says is to tough it out. I need coping strategies. Thanks!",3.415210280373831,4.654712799065422,4.293539719626172,88.10236565420561,72.87850467289721,6.658411214953272,25.524532710280376,6.9077264865688965,0.9570943925233646,825,26,171,7,16,266,127,214,0.10800000000000001,0.726,0.166,0.903,5,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,11,13,0,1,13,0,17,3,0,1,1,25,39,13,0,4,5,0,4,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,12,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,4,7,20,10,20,33,5,31,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,25,105,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427177333516534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700412081194516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697776717122587,0.0,0.0,0.0946550190705064,0.0830938018282637,0.0585855450312541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885346070669887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434948907137415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689678937420306,0.0,0.09203565548626096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504164427055319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332222601716386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344421683784544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709508079461165,0.17957151027351476,0.0,0.0,0.07657944255034542,0.0,0.0,0.0918676919142636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082869677947894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505634414659547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848119326318725,0.0,0.08404480020133666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157264039012679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659453809612196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373561940155856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712323785917598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443719488227386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337553435981781,0.0,0.0,0.06212670879290608,0.0,0.3236865156706777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539160948951032,0.0,0.1784600078146691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830553263136804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808708484642713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852411030120831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911737199072034,0.0,0.0,0.10735169419345136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970025193990626,0.13326094858340135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930914865302751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286709855321335,0.0,0.41513215085181804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708636789633076,0.0,0.13468900479818322,0.0,0.07713945232689443,0.0,0.0,0.11132819978033702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137712149994026,0.0911357704791765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826545426041026,0.09883902545097537,0.0,0.0672085636749585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053955829036142905
socialanxiety,ulisesme5,2019/09/10,"I try to fit in by doing shit that seems cool. Most of the time the results are that i look dumb as fuck. I'm really tired of this shit. I'm 17, and i've been struggling for years trying to make different friends. I'm not 100% socially inept but most of the time i just don't know what to say or to do, and sometimes i try to do whatever shit is popular within the social group i am, and usually the results are pretty bad. I'm about to turn 18 and i already feel like i've missed out on so much, i don't want to keep feeling like this every time i try to approach someone new, any advice?",3.422968749999999,3.3888328593750003,5.031250000000004,87.48875000000002,71.96875,8.275,26.9375,8.07648339933343,1.4178562499999998,458,14,106,6,8,156,79,128,0.19,0.6579999999999999,0.152,-0.6678,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,13,5,1,5,1,10,5,3,3,0,20,25,8,0,1,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,1,5,8,5,19,24,3,12,0,1,1,1,5,5,5,4,8,59,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021445007131705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834216628145534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975765078949322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198061764558297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991403217345214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208945157237751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510331275114505,0.20501518118172488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085818597272484,0.1326520005750568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753839721873725,0.0,0.0,0.07885704819045902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140201615054566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049346979870187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957791063358291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547991696940308,0.0,0.0,0.13858124589591322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459785030893885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192184913567124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141071214887926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306257481212305,0.0,0.0,0.4418639665663344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925351352084632,0.12157660213574938,0.0,0.1419129337221759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000442398844446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510063705203979,0.16491792127140525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896747243620144,0.15607333648137353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803135119871586,0.0,0.08463272102486814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240132843572672
socialanxiety,Fields_Of_Elysium,2019/09/10,"Me (21,M) gets very anxious about the upcoming return of a girl that we like(d) each other but the timing was not right and she had to leave Hi everyone 
I will be soon a sophomore student at international college in my country (Greece) where I met this girl. Everything at the begging was going smoothly we went on a few dates to meet each other etc. But as with the end of the spring semester she had to return to her home in US to work for the summer and now she's coming back in a couple of weeks. And idk I'm getting very anxious about this making crazy scenario's in my head where I shouldn't be, because she was texting me things like ""I'm very happy we met this year ,looking forward to see you etc"" on my birthday. Scenarios  like "" what if she comes back and doesn't want to go out with me anymore, what if she found someone else during her time way etc"". I know all of this sounds crazy and it seems little bit like an exaggeration but it's driving me crazy and It affects my daily life by not being able to enjoy every moment because of this 
Arghhh! What should I do?
P.S thank you all for your time in advance I'm not really into expressing feelings but to anonymous people who might understand why not ? :"")",3.6227185732927367,5.201256495867772,4.493070900391476,85.53520443671165,72.88429752066115,6.747629404088732,25.959982601130925,7.273561745256523,1.2288975206611572,960,32,188,10,19,310,142,242,0.071,0.836,0.092,0.884,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,4,3,0,2,8,6,0,0,11,0,14,2,1,2,2,40,36,13,0,5,10,0,2,3,0,4,1,1,1,2,16,17,0,0,5,0,0,8,6,0,0,0,9,5,28,6,33,20,9,40,0,0,2,0,23,16,0,4,20,132,44,3,0.12079245729758492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729221890805213,0.1197936597376855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576388717685485,0.0,0.1472679216271071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187407839680876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810401253349756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365455649052094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100906598322552,0.0,0.10698626406485004,0.0,0.4041465597926151,0.0,0.0,0.10177285500917957,0.11542236939487815,0.10856047187646027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061076295816906635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244269468869693,0.0,0.0,0.12621814682633728,0.0,0.1372982742909766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858581691989573,0.0,0.0,0.12396790981209616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116468348444402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638437553508622,0.0,0.0,0.12790177122417126,0.0,0.0,0.08531928484664329,0.2360523726916268,0.12106577552932506,0.0,0.0,0.1014352417722172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062990321494083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814170851899556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374228070137588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738274121247474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315609853336384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625594941400853,0.10996491647629948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234705708190384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120946570116153,0.0,0.0,0.08024914127324531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130515971229494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257492080215922,0.14529845334600552,0.0,0.0,0.29899928304004164,0.07124652093876874,0.09587943017673672,0.09689242315541773,0.0,0.0,0.11197581808270576,0.10899640464621224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793834754386487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778638216336738
socialanxiety,gLr007Bm,2019/09/10,"Is here anyone who has overcome social anxiety? I've so many problems and my life is going directly downhill and I know the key to solve them all is to overcome my sozial anxiety.
I'am looking for someone who can share tips or something I really don't know what to do...",4.301603773584905,5.8184194905660425,5.3850471698113225,80.0541745283019,71.0754716981132,8.318867924528304,32.117924528301884,8.841846274778883,2.841720754716982,215,10,39,4,4,71,40,53,0.11699999999999999,0.809,0.07400000000000001,-0.3353,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,7,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,4,11,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774578413960384,0.0,0.0,0.2182031494434261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735376808030204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34300559722560553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042078439238294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26205605915065017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31638499553707977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986041220633321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991687163277394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181110346639647,0.2644117170320233,0.2402429332901584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DarkBlueDevil,2019/09/10,"I get too much attention... Due to a very stupid accident (I simply stood up the wrong way) I now have torn ligament in my knee and have to walk with crutches for a while.

My biggest problem with this is the fact that EVERYBODY is looking at me when I uh... go past them and sometimes they try to be nice and ask what happened to me or if I need help, or they just stare at me. I know intellectually it's just compassion, but I can't even find the courage to answer, especially because the cause of it is so ridiculous and embarrassing. 

I also have to ask our school secretary for the key for the elevator, because when I take the stairs I'll be asked why I don't have it and if I need help and so on, but I'm afraid to ask because she'll try to be nice but I won't be able to respond properly. 

Everyone is paying attention to me wherever I go and I can't ask people to open me a door or to stand up gor me on the train but I need to because I can't do it on my own and because I have to sit. It feels like every single moment is fear and embarrassment and torture but I can't just stay at home for however long it takes for my knee to heal. I don't know what to do.",3.3785714285714303,3.460102849206353,5.208849206349207,85.77017857142856,72.09523809523809,8.839682539682537,28.051587301587304,8.841846274778883,1.80558253968254,906,31,214,16,16,313,123,252,0.12300000000000001,0.79,0.087,-0.8845,1,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,1,0,3,0,11,13,3,4,11,0,24,3,2,1,1,39,44,26,0,6,13,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,10,13,0,0,7,0,1,3,7,9,1,0,1,3,34,4,33,37,3,27,0,0,2,0,13,12,0,5,9,146,44,2,0.12383819825353193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903336240184077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5788599921955251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774530811537668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721594240806322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179396200059391,0.0,0.1043390231262952,0.11833270540064675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935240210373093,0.06261631395850965,0.08847003357636521,0.0,0.0,0.11318586968560415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470034735432885,0.0,0.1407602038397617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950970973366796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601226778431444,0.0,0.12421980999779715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361164702229348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050108835766425,0.0,0.0,0.10959290849354003,0.10399289708575146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103532472206158,0.2754733645706446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821757281720717,0.0858538139856788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849643101463933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533086803844182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247914460727312,0.0,0.0,0.13199504214168645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862218264654507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815601532264154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021794829444672,0.0,0.09829699757999533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174471212425356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539762934418792,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UneliasIhminen,2019/09/10,Nervous about going to school I'm always super nervous in the morning about going to school. I have to take deep breaths to make myself calm down. Also my stomach hurts bad. It gets better when I arrive to the school and find my classmates. But is it normal?,2.0476666666666685,4.7561114999999985,2.764,90.08866666666668,84.0,3.333333333333334,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.2796666666666665,205,6,36,0,6,64,36,50,0.18,0.6679999999999999,0.152,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,2,0,2,2,2,1,0,5,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,9,8,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,24,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091038524585172,0.19864049744089168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932758454825555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111351730187508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819271265764703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472532426835742,0.0,0.27134880701409003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555628463680154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935253491000093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23390237330839445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7248152658897662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794934543747478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tosser1012,2019/09/10,"I (27M) just started university and am struggling to socialise and find a study group to join (as it is a huge part of my bachelor program). Sucks balls because I have major social anxieties when it comes to new people. Hey everyone!

I'm looking for advice on how to overcome my insane anxieties when it comes to meeting new people and forming relationships with them in a university classroom setting.

I recently started university a few weeks ago, and a large part of the programme I am in is all about being as social as possible to get to know and find people to form a study group that we will most likely be working with for the next 4 years. 

I think part of my hesitation has also been due to the fact that I graduated highschool 9 years ago and haven't really been in an actual ""school"" environment for quite some time. So I have this preconception that since I am older than most of the other students, they wouldn't want to hang out with me or even potentially work with me on projects because I am anywhere from 5-10 years older than them. Even though there are some others that are around the same age as me, I cant seem to get my mind over this hurdle.

I am all for stretching myself and getting outside of my comfort zone, but when it comes down to actually talking to people I freeze. Now I'm not talking about the ""shit what do I say?... Oh I've got it..."" 5 second pause as you're walking up to someone new to talk to. I'm talking about literally staring at someone's face and my mind going completely blank. I could stand there for 5 seconds or a year, it wouldn't make a difference. All the filing cabinets full of interesting topics and questions to ask people in my mind seem to have melted in a blazing fire of hades going on inside my head that is simultaneously causing me to sweat bullets. 

So far, the best strategy I have come up with is to sit with new people every day and go over the basic ""get to know you"" topics, but I haven't been able to get past that point. 

During breaks it is evidently impossible for me get myself to talk to people or go out to where people are hanging out to socialise and mingle. The rest of my class (around 140 people) seems to get along pretty well already and a lot actually going out for drinks regularly. I am obviously overthinking everything, but I just haven't been able to get myself ""in"" to feel comfortable hanging out or even really talking to my classmates and I dont know how to get myself over this mental block in order to actually relax and have fun with people.

Does anyone have any tips? Am I overreacting? Am I screwed? If anyone has advice, I would be extremely grateful!",8.066679611650486,6.727594541747575,8.459922330097086,71.0999805825243,62.80582524271845,11.113786407766993,35.551456310679605,10.078955797065145,3.4224073786407767,2099,77,390,37,25,699,242,515,0.043,0.8640000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.9851,0,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,1,1,3,4,24,12,3,1,21,0,42,6,4,4,5,80,79,36,0,6,11,0,3,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,19,34,1,1,11,3,0,13,8,4,1,2,5,6,46,8,90,66,19,74,0,0,2,1,21,30,3,14,27,280,65,10,0.12463013569461373,0.0,0.24324206864946585,0.0,0.0,0.12178712618579116,0.11047709554118723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876622693182738,0.04983333724367738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237638301089738,0.0,0.09534171267869702,0.0,0.0,0.08714428867266495,0.0,0.0,0.11094724389138527,0.058256176521410075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597337394433926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539581917158077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401474015463114,0.0,0.21471565278904173,0.06533616304412161,0.0,0.0,0.04975351105285453,0.0,0.0,0.04018806356457369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651059828143342,0.0,0.0,0.054532335807010016,0.0,0.07303279541863522,0.061045042896260324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347554381723284,0.0,0.05250313228819418,0.05954471778166692,0.05600476488238912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031508370661889135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139096861595965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930134589157672,0.0,0.1770754455446328,0.0,0.04983905234727521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395323750884603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274019482719897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03044399449453577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232896254085948,0.0,0.0,0.05297804227586611,0.0,0.0,0.04159579167250933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279893172970817,0.0,0.18876136349033254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407371233467793,0.06627278160464213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244343775880594,0.05948678335715452,0.4320142184655091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890788112565092,0.07025087598684339,0.0,0.06339682667199321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980713746222582,0.06627974516892837,0.0,0.0,0.07984125626298297,0.0,0.06152861175341534,0.06690306210488584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955544309586028,0.0,0.06306617550416936,0.0,0.17018789213375093,0.0,0.0,0.06396552165367334,0.05154766806943525,0.0,0.0,0.1270447282975816,0.10559870953396923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821385151243563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651452389657973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300518946497089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03992897930439615,0.06122423776909824,0.0,0.03633641718626565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036755041544077514,0.0,0.0499853886401609,0.0,0.05602872973352276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073222312343096,0.0,0.0,0.044266836292085984,0.0,0.0,0.1605154424556505
socialanxiety,Kawhbitch,2019/09/10,Social anxiety talking to new classmates at school I always have a hard time trying to talk with other people in my class.I dont know what to say to them and IDK how theyre gonna react and thats scaring me.Im basically an introvert when it comes to almost anyone except my group of friends and then I turn into the extrovert of the group.Im also never the one who tries to have a conversation first if im trying to make new friends.Any advice on how to start being more confident on talking to new people?,4.3856868131868145,5.161778173076924,5.861978021978023,79.4973076923077,70.15384615384616,8.250549450549451,26.395604395604394,8.418075326091056,1.7694989010989013,406,12,78,6,7,138,75,104,0.08199999999999999,0.852,0.066,0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,4,1,15,10,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,2,5,1,18,8,1,15,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,9,51,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198014324105407,0.0,0.0,0.1454914943941812,0.0,0.0,0.11619199141366295,0.12089669686295568,0.0,0.0,0.0988052697909368,0.0,0.11114992566881124,0.0,0.0,0.1015933208696426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515838124211062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028411917715808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358746178651435,0.0,0.0,0.11225420144532354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015536938539202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708291086953068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985007958846897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969852339052392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206010663183348,0.4209791173338661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845534078430156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145787996124406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155440501714543,0.1454651817143779,0.14704583172588395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810948650019046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284022347710116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503467435894334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847224148979812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959363665132052,0.1580387375086076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peacheebby,2019/09/10,"I was fine but now im starting to freak out Ok so one of my friends invited me to poker night that she has with her friendship group (which ive never met) every tuesday. Theres less than two hours now before im going to meet up with them and im starting to freak out. Im trying to tell myself ill be fine but i cant get stop feeling shaky and anxious and im scared its gonna end up affecting the way i talk to her friends tonight like it usually would. 

Does anyone have any coping tequniques or exercises to calm the mind? Any help would be greatly appreciated!",1.2888700564971742,3.4141636779661013,2.9450000000000003,91.46264124293785,81.71186440677967,5.628248587570622,23.39265536723164,6.816661863887847,0.6596418079096051,446,16,97,5,12,147,84,118,0.149,0.605,0.24600000000000002,0.9344,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,12,0,2,2,1,9,2,0,1,1,18,16,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,1,11,8,15,9,1,18,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,2,13,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830139868153591,0.0,0.0,0.15201712239897616,0.0,0.09408910438434333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450262517512072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775639492200635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918227722083193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113374560045458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803875322966495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792503260962272,0.0,0.07030325947374821,0.0,0.07647486867365605,0.0,0.0,0.1483554352285104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019428809206503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251678181228438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7267519947179493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657403536021118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586958597585355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378275835408583,0.0,0.0,0.1262776238457921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118291199612044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472035906940547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904878084271291,0.0,0.0,0.1125001266279813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815609742231584,0.11761340064257565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913589838440666,0.0,0.13144783608051958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482013870379413,0.0,0.0,0.10680930797034506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911784257621548,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,meaning_is_context,2019/09/10,"I have been in law school for over 7 months and I still don't know anyone The worst part is that everyone have a friend, even the other introvert people that I see in class. I truly don't know what to do. (In my country law schools don't have clubs, so that isn't a option ☹️)",2.7958196721311492,2.9831114918032817,4.0919262295082,92.88739754098364,73.42622950819674,7.411475409836067,21.807377049180328,7.1686216300943375,0.31857049180327834,215,4,53,2,4,71,41,61,0.073,0.8190000000000001,0.109,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,13,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,6,12,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,2,36,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797466786663055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645414600070216,0.0,0.0,0.28421352890654616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297988692798121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32692688140088505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374111493319555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220949788827893,0.0,0.2062051683880676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6020436728041125,0.23701855372256225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23753334594499045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emath1,2019/09/10,Why Am I So Awkward? I have social anxiety like a lot of you folks and I feel so awkward all the time. Do you think people with social anxiety just feel more in general or do we think somehow all eyes are on us when that’s not really the case?,0.979615384615382,2.838336192307697,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,81.30769230769229,7.236923076923077,21.93846153846154,8.238735603445708,1.207726153846154,190,6,42,4,5,66,40,52,0.149,0.804,0.048,-0.5055,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,2,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,0,5,1,1,0,2,15,9,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,4,9,4,4,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,3,3,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146348096411333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740556447841905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239892075882584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303980058365557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788012948684246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361217436734694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525091300918841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472969861331697,0.0,0.0,0.15802467775927054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259845803129285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24453906016192584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nixiss,2019/09/10,"Social interactions on TV Anyone else ever watch a show and analyze how people on tv interact with each other (even if it’s fake) and just think like... “why the hell cant I interact with other people like this” - it’s crazy to me how easy it comes to some. Also, this is a reoccurring thought when I watch TV for whatever reason. Thanks anxiety- you’re a real asshole.",6.475416666666668,6.156526819444448,7.655000000000001,72.24000000000002,65.52777777777779,11.088888888888887,30.5,10.686352973137794,3.1846,289,9,54,7,4,99,53,72,0.11800000000000001,0.77,0.11199999999999999,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,1,16,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,3,7,5,2,5,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,2,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052342077391287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013879122465297,0.0,0.0,0.18407269878966828,0.2697339258996142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267692483538613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991419749166846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738761995088678,0.2381275138381953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572243489000933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650131262516105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29963967805407404,0.0,0.2706680467318637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683533982654613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24236809891234126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868196625219514,0.0,0.2089935674721621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23754498968073745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xanthocephalus,2019/09/10,"I went to a networking social today It was hell. Honestly. 

But I met some people and talked to some professionals in my field and I got a business card!

Years ago I would’ve never gathered the courage. 

Now I’m going to trap myself in my room for the rest of the night....",0.5678441558441527,2.9907887454545445,2.4924675324675327,91.18727272727274,88.81818181818181,5.324675324675325,18.766233766233768,6.868970318607317,0.2930779220779214,211,6,44,3,7,70,42,55,0.17600000000000002,0.77,0.054000000000000006,-0.7795,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,7,2,7,2,3,11,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,6,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31210208574027404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000980044493096,0.0,0.281594517174906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715496371954043,0.0,0.0,0.330407897082768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24409138924596824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35890629174985206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28299256525151323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337353870093078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263862981619558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25011106362282304,0.0,0.0,0.22673117961023234
socialanxiety,chopsyee,2019/09/10,"About Homecoming So my friends really want me to go to homecoming this year since I didn't go last year, but if I do I'm not going alone. So if I decide to go I plan on asking this one girl who I don't know too well, but that's another issue for another day. The thing I'm worried about is not necessarily asking her or taking her to the dance, but everything else that comes from that. I don't know what she'd want personally but I know a lot of people generally gather at one place to hang around before the dance and just thinking about that makes me anxious. Then the dance itself.. jesus christ so many people in there and if my date decides she doesn't want to hang out with me.. I'm doubting whether or not I should go because of this. Is it worth it?",2.44356864654333,3.981704905063293,3.9373417721519,88.48112463485882,75.89873417721519,7.140019474196688,22.280428432327167,7.882392219407189,0.8615534566699119,597,16,131,9,13,198,91,158,0.07,0.853,0.077,-0.2255,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,34,29,16,0,7,14,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,13,6,0,0,6,3,1,11,7,1,1,2,1,0,17,2,19,26,1,23,2,0,0,0,11,6,0,7,6,88,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154582901292993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130132244436539,0.0,0.16861537637493434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286836547437492,0.279066074350223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909843062477519,0.0,0.12700479350707042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128569745525957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096256961959914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468318616520845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414053937174922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115313844512946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241245512722269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578317451595666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460795108812741,0.12166253664098856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689104544350432,0.0,0.0,0.09962870020546888,0.1513208833552074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022777537498225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069488923055933,0.13032348491814344,0.15593943960630496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561641051190596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346506610126433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222099205918214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915821945544606,0.09563641293206024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264102944153452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341979390959295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157543692627648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922303224887444
socialanxiety,Cindithemayweather,2019/09/10,"How to distance yourself from people without being hated? My anxiety causes me to create scenarios in my head non-stop. The more time I spend around the same people over and over again, the more convinced I am that they hate me. I decided to start distancing myself from the people who cause me the most anxiety (people I can't read, people who have wronged me in the past and it's hard to shake it from my brain). 

I changed my number as a way to do so and of COURSE the people who cause me the most anxiety are the ones trying to figure out my new number from my actual friend, or messaging me on social media. I don't hate these people but I need my boundaries and space. How can I create distance without people thinking I have a problem with them? I tried ignoring calls but they would just keep calling until I answered and would shame me once I did. If these certain people get upset with me it would cause a lot of problems. Please help :(",4.639813895781637,5.7455081344086025,5.215806451612902,83.15140198511169,69.80645161290322,7.658560794044665,26.673283705541767,7.882392219407189,1.5784827129859391,747,23,141,9,13,240,104,186,0.17800000000000002,0.718,0.10400000000000001,-0.9416,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,6,13,3,3,12,0,13,2,2,6,1,39,21,14,0,7,7,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,4,1,1,1,4,10,0,1,1,1,31,3,25,16,6,16,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,5,6,111,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.09407774180815327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212495497691112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582122511202278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762028447522112,0.1968813384128751,0.0,0.0,0.3961395151502144,0.10198410651009664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744825555213664,0.0,0.05036783076444391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636028230420656,0.2855410542764226,0.09893973027869876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461849240769528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856895290915898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196040447119927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148336587654018,0.0,0.09310891434036317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266858071840156,0.06532677879245016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920298413303964,0.6015181517755882,0.0,0.0,0.10582415451589976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449385289541675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643146617561543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827314175732414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823622239826657,0.0,0.0,0.08059921234651353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177267323072201,0.0,0.0,0.05621475089835945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090584623001064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652210136752695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586268737398498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054508425358994,0.10540414633892507,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BryttReneau,2019/09/10,"Being the Outsider It's hard to be the one with anxiety and depression. Especially in todays world. You are friends on facebook snapchat or twitter with the people you went to school with or the people you work with and they live such happy lives. You see there posts about going out on a girl/guys night or taking road trips. You see them post pictures of fun things they do with their friends or places they go with their family. You see their smile and you know that it's real; you know that they are truely and whole heartedly happy. You smile to yourself at how happy they are and how exciting their life is just for your heart to drop. You realize you don't have that. You don't have those friends you go on a late night starbucks run with. You don't have those boys you go to the gym to check out the girls with. You don't have those group pictures of the fun activities you and your friends did. You don't have that smile that says I'm truely happy in this life. When you go to work you walk past the groups of friends who talk about the dinner they had last weekend. Or the group that reminisce on the girls they met and beer they drank last weekend. And you wonder why not me? Why don't I have those things. Why can't I join the conversation? Then frank stops you to tell you the crowd is going to the bar after work, ""Do you want to join us?"" He asks. But your anxiety and social awkward tendency kicks in and you say no. You have some work to do or your not feeling well. All the while you just want to be on the inside. But at the end of the day you're not. You are the outsider. The one who ducks into the bathroom when a group walks toward you of people you know because your too scared to start a conversation. You are the one who pretends to be listening to music just so a passerby or a person besides you thinks you can't hear them. You are the outsider because your brain tells you to be. Your brain reminds you daily, that you are not like them. You don't have the ability to carry on a full conversation with no awkward pause. You don't have the ability to smile and it be real. I know these things because they are me. They are my everyday life. Depression Anxiety Socially Awkward. It's all me. Im the outsider. And that will never change.",2.586121147145533,4.587274470329671,3.1055213079603337,92.56350308228359,76.82417582417581,6.2851782363977495,22.086571964620752,7.217587316427113,0.5535012061109619,1784,50,382,21,41,554,177,455,0.091,0.799,0.11,0.9592,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,46,17,4,14,20,0,4,33,0,42,11,4,2,3,59,69,28,0,2,16,0,2,1,5,1,3,4,0,4,24,24,4,1,8,6,1,11,17,6,1,3,5,9,71,14,51,57,5,53,0,2,3,0,96,19,0,9,21,271,95,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913482939181224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297058093450022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274420919732905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174269654502669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257149241400674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033880560049812,0.0,0.13445674780199124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913327079960924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358299728785006,0.0,0.03946678702219029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015242266009099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661616103668294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728639619266152,0.0,0.3323625955094084,0.06992165386522554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797328724524703,0.18499032230156065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431243910853925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715872238682233,0.12724994963761005,0.08804906889787517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539696778709803,0.03813356963817492,0.0,0.1378474093356081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020057432137513,0.0,0.0,0.14649804264247476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586755957593725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451201569847306,0.16233984296140652,0.06815432815348882,0.08155051827899402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950959734689867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768660825921062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241444147932545,0.07814634258505226,0.07899549436041492,0.18659840144184772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913381519525574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055247497996770034,0.0,0.0,0.06525720015192937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868739869345507,0.06273738802516303,0.1364464459966687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556816560254405,0.050014281573948036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398670157260939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389015879501136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207733476148523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018052336776158,0.07235746216754604,0.21129660030065672,0.08714525286428512,0.0,0.0,0.08464696129061583,0.2272989209431624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gman3098,2019/09/10,"Are any of you realizing things that you should have years ago? Like it’s important to go out and get a job, or thinking about a serious relationship, or moving on from watching cartoons all the time? I feel like a have been stuck in an older body than my mental development would lead one to believe.",7.726321839080462,6.999237379310343,7.818965517241383,73.43925287356323,63.13793103448275,11.1816091954023,34.85057471264368,10.504223727775694,3.444774712643678,240,9,46,5,3,78,51,58,0.055999999999999994,0.821,0.122,0.594,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,0,6,1,1,1,1,11,11,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,2,4,2,9,7,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,6,32,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24660261911376485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918178447512504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134299110730041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30901135017751485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066348669226916,0.1987421903959332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534513250159134,0.0,0.15810433262436224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760650929234241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718235392362806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28035460139914753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29567670337449864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851177776338854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986767575844692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848200494901409,0.1782557882567155,0.0,0.0,0.16221743707957784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976213751100819,0.0,0.0,0.17914812262153915
socialanxiety,marjxrie,2019/09/10,"Feeling like Im losing my ability to communicate for extended periods Does anyone else ever feel like they are losing their ability to carry long conversations in person with people you don't know well? ( I know that this is due to my anxiety) However, I legitimately feel like if I don't have some magical breakthrough I will lose my ability to talk to people even family and like my bf.",4.8482648401826465,6.978232753424662,7.097465753424661,65.84747716894981,70.7808219178082,11.442009132420091,29.97488584474885,11.20814326018867,4.3652940639269415,313,13,51,12,6,111,51,73,0.11800000000000001,0.6579999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.7708,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,3,3,8,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,11,2,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,11,5,8,10,1,5,0,3,0,0,7,1,0,2,8,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929760257832487,0.0,0.0,0.11818067126338345,0.17317797063294513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790798454825693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411920814482697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163418643719776,0.15288562408614026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933425965483278,0.0,0.2563803401430885,0.3622375043636126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256744846231554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577473253991594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302928290635353,0.0,0.0,0.14957479598400875,0.0,0.5672606344816454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343503222585592,0.14757919382011564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584952559846164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196665187811484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChaseYounghoe,2019/09/10,"Having social anxiety as a male is a death sentence! There is no two way about it.  If you have social anxiety and you are a girl, you still have plenty of chances.  However approaching is a universal trait that is require for all guys.  If you can't approach, then you simply cannot date and therefore be alone forever.  

If you are a girl and are shy, guys will still always approach you.  Girls can give you all the notice and sign in the world but if you can't approach them and talk to them, then it all for nothing.",3.5274029126213584,5.020957310679614,4.20989077669903,87.81153519417477,72.98058252427184,7.480097087378643,26.46723300970873,8.07648339933343,1.53274854368932,405,14,83,6,8,129,61,103,0.10099999999999999,0.8740000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.6696,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,9,2,1,4,0,0,0,7,0,16,0,0,1,3,16,17,13,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,11,0,7,15,3,12,0,0,0,0,21,2,0,4,5,64,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309976907705947,0.0,0.0,0.18558354500876856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412433551672937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395613853288675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416807591541106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400874130886896,0.2539275893231667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547135573983738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35623314940081097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926762363989687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787344188973493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703533391835352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,griffinsfreakedbean,2019/09/10,Why on EARTH is making phone calls so hard. I had to psych myself up for like an hour today just to reschedule an appointment. Welp at least I did it.,1.5131182795698948,3.5276065483870984,2.523870967741935,95.37247311827957,80.29032258064517,5.423655913978496,16.78494623655914,6.42735559955562,-0.428879569892473,117,2,26,1,3,37,28,31,0.059000000000000004,0.861,0.08,0.1615,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,6,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472749406585742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392386505031456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313687462838276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399805764804386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923866848631621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151987495152748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952515896187305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,m_shady,2019/09/10,"Anxious about how others will react to my new piercings For context, I’m a male in an office setting, and I have severe anxiety that my co workers will make fun of me or judge me for getting my ears pierced. I love how they look but I’m honestly terrified of the inevitable conversations that are going to happen. Any advice here?",5.998750000000001,6.604376375000001,6.6906250000000025,75.591875,66.5,8.9,34.75,8.841846274778883,3.0911375,264,12,46,4,4,87,51,64,0.14300000000000002,0.733,0.12300000000000001,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,4,0,7,12,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,8,10,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,1,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288293261988631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288353113934316,0.0,0.2574258225861582,0.38015548589080506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581025968118247,0.0,0.19124385727265306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29757074410202433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825799085979899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037093944422468,0.0,0.22462006579436505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249991544279076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38015548589080506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BoomBoomPunchFace,2019/09/10,"Job interview success!! I had a job interview. I was so close to walking away, but I persevered. It went so well!!  Even if I didn’t get the position, I felt comfortable and confident. My mantra these days is “persevere” and I am so proud of myself and excited. The more I push myself, the stronger I feel. I wish this for anyone struggling today.",1.74909090909091,4.399528984848487,3.539621212121212,84.37943181818183,84.9090909090909,8.148484848484847,26.431818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.6812181818181817,267,12,51,8,8,89,49,66,0.046,0.5670000000000001,0.387,0.983,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,10,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,5,2,12,5,4,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,39,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702404512564672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26473744361891954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817219457490991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611012064019325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247420542824213,0.0,0.27054875607112844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721611665527484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592375915831803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945730281861689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26709031350556056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25335009656950525,0.2612087962298252,0.0,0.0,0.3240280240768708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MordredsSong,2019/09/10,"Social anxiety creating a burden on my job search Hi guys,

I guess I never realized how bad I have it. All throughout my college career I struggled with horrible social anxiety and anxiety in general. School presentations were always agonizing and somehow I never managed to improve despite giving numerous speeches/presentations, etc. On top that, I have a speech impediment, and that only flares up worse when I'm nervous or panic. I attended a first job fair during my last semester of undergrad, and even that gave me the sweats. 

I am 4+ months out of college, yet I am terrified of having a simple phone interview with a potential employer. I still work at the job I had in high school, which is clearly not what I had planned post-graduation. I spend most of my days now playing video games, listening to new music, wandering around the house, sometimes bored, sometimes very content in my own little shell.  

Even applying for a job makes me nervous, and when I get an email back from an interested employer requesting a phone interview? I can't do it, mentally. It's a truly horrible feeling and I hate to moan, but none of this is irrational. I had a phone interview today, which did not go well at all. He left a message on my voicemail wanting me to see if I was a good fit, then from that point on I just panicked. I felt physically sick to my stomach. After the interview I felt extremely disappointed with myself and really, I'm questioning my future at this point. The thing is - I want...**NEED** a job (duh), but having to print out my ""Phone interview question"" template on Word and spend upwards of 20+ minutes talking myself into doing it is making my life hell. Who knows what a real interview will be like, because I have yet to encounter my first one. 

I am so sick and tired of feeling like this. Sick of not being able to express myself because I'm just too nervous to get words to come out of my mouth. I'm trying to avoid medication because I already have an addicted personality. Does anyone know of anything...I mean *anything* I could do help lessen this? Like I said, my anxiety is so bad I can't even pick up the phone to talk an employer. 

I can't live this way anymore.",4.693682553956833,6.406937908872905,6.0178469724220625,75.12770571043167,70.39088729016788,9.43312350119904,32.695518585131886,9.827888789773867,3.5042806354916074,1736,82,305,44,32,584,222,417,0.184,0.722,0.094,-0.9883,8,1,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,0,5,19,20,2,6,23,1,30,10,3,4,5,56,55,19,0,3,9,0,4,3,0,1,7,3,0,2,19,18,0,1,10,3,2,3,9,13,1,3,10,8,48,7,47,41,6,49,1,1,1,0,32,25,1,7,23,213,67,22,0.0877914893289616,0.0,0.0,0.09570568187909456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688009154818544,0.0,0.07304955195127402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26864099616312936,0.0,0.08706556713743206,0.061385850592609564,0.0,0.07224491539805855,0.07815303837937812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750623624874028,0.14660445307344772,0.16055063113137394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562459446718252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009436057067257,0.0,0.0,0.056618247808477386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682692392818083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791071723394022,0.1739563521615714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878002968765944,0.06271825751817918,0.1685871945995977,0.0,0.0,0.14935079194982326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173485942857168,0.08421759621152633,0.0498939265413144,0.0736353360101339,0.0,0.0,0.09671222319587504,0.08692737699396216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866759201841748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884478473203113,0.09275652856328276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129959157463543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43559753354981817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649581317880557,0.07156178117709633,0.0,0.0,0.09538571003034772,0.0,0.06200972521583498,0.12867146150015046,0.08799013595940568,0.07752149349211862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172030016783376,0.0,0.0,0.0956306688362466,0.0,0.08844068936581614,0.08847317246493433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007432920271285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354204174882747,0.08478956745730756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059489785230906374,0.06676938367069615,0.0,0.10300439699445918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665614220644787,0.0,0.0,0.16598266826593303,0.0,0.08407997896804112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966931201492775,0.0,0.0,0.09992593485937104,0.05624147609369482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350981040060995,0.0,0.0,0.1776993483296669,0.06995845059274204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898473505585685,0.0,0.0,0.17365605553782507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011039678299863,0.0,0.0,0.09177872622256353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411269472802165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832476453717535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009034023338444,0.08321606669444719,0.0,0.0,0.059604658469654986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724371729649431,0.1035633900105551,0.06968479787186344,0.0,0.0,0.07893509224075122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391324982307554,0.0,0.08946702786297435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,floofpetter,2019/09/10,"Going to a concert alone? I want to go see this band play but none of my friends want to go. I’ve decided I’m going alone, but I’m anxious just thinking about it. Have any of you gone to a concert/festival alone?",0.06456521739130494,2.0739571956521736,2.363217391304349,94.50569565217394,85.73913043478261,5.419130434782609,24.417391304347824,6.742157984588678,0.776935652173913,165,7,38,2,5,56,30,46,0.264,0.6459999999999999,0.09,-0.8552,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,7,11,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7019168574130609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153625008182293,0.0,0.0,0.2552114412539691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453575757673248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135542929878069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001921838587165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447525564126377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664924732484785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Blackguythrowaway26,2018/11/13,"Anxiety (Yes this is a throwaway account but this post is extremely serious.)

Ok so I transferred to a new high school in the middle of my sophomore year back in January of this year, and I was excited but extremely very nervous to move. I have social anxiety, and am a very quiet person with a very introverted personality . It is now the middle of November and I don’t have many friends, don’t eat with anyone at lunch, and don’t hang out with anyone/go to parties during the weekends...I find myself very lonely most of the time seeing everyone on social media with their groups of friends smiling, laughing, and having a good time. I see new kids at my school who make friends right away, which I am somewhat jealous of...So how can I make new friends, stop social anxiety , and go to parties?",4.907840909090911,6.312396638157897,5.791196172248808,78.15428229665073,69.46052631578948,8.685167464114832,32.239234449760765,9.095868883498916,2.9212552631578954,627,28,113,12,11,206,86,152,0.107,0.655,0.23800000000000002,0.9802,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,4,12,1,1,9,2,13,2,0,3,0,20,18,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,6,11,2,1,1,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,1,3,11,8,20,17,2,25,0,1,2,0,13,11,0,2,10,73,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736823749495325,0.0,0.0,0.08338377546456484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204118533707533,0.0916974317612618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202457361264342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395040233232903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899417321137886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368535216612565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554732654522594,0.10002292490618356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599629191298414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920328025716235,0.1209028169186034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674601005192015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455229920092805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208252504054794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421045761611615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184056169125737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413787936190027,0.1900568186238135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646872076073909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970001691336827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390736075993343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39358157669799215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358876429173948
socialanxiety,BlueZir,2018/11/13,"That moment when a friendly dog approaches you for pets You know, maybe you're sitting on a bench in a park, and some cute floof comes to day hi. Before you have chance to feel awkward, you realise the owner isnt really paying much attention so you pet the dog. A few precious seconds of what feels like friendship, then they scurry back to their owner.

It's a good feeling. I can't wait until I can have a dog of my own.",2.073023255813954,4.077480197674419,3.2838953488372127,90.66561046511627,78.41860465116278,5.695348837209302,22.377906976744185,6.6274283507984215,0.5199581395348836,331,10,68,3,8,107,67,86,0.018000000000000002,0.736,0.24600000000000002,0.9590000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,2,0,3,6,0,1,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,11,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,3,10,5,9,11,4,11,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,7,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550993379779172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822993146448961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28577780447338624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395471494208454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032363243196893,0.23700604360555794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563133120897561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782605950471306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232402980408666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207887581621747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33329277713348315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438783084907415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253093218732266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VanPepe,2018/11/13,"Felt awful after great job interview Just needed somewhere to talk. I have a good job currently but staying fresh and checking out other places is good in my industry. So I went to an interview at the company and it went really great. They were pretty positive when I left I think and I was decently happy too, but not really convinced of switching.

On the way home it happened. Somehow my brain made me feel really anxious. I was like on the last 500m of the way and just had anxious thoughts and felt my heart beating. I think my brain was telling me don't switch jobs you will lose all the people you know there and need to start over.

I'm not really sure but man, one of the worst days I've had in a while. Eventhough nothing was actually wrong.

Thanks for listening people :)",3.148439849624061,5.380288092105262,4.092969924812032,85.05578947368423,75.97368421052632,7.76390977443609,25.98872180451128,8.634040054169528,1.9977484962406016,618,23,119,13,14,199,99,152,0.14,0.621,0.23800000000000002,0.9681,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,2,7,12,0,0,9,1,11,3,3,1,2,27,28,12,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,7,0,0,7,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,13,4,16,9,15,14,2,21,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,1,8,76,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.11730817861911805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27160746171675954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683895108792973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752587478251301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078207760893234,0.0,0.23084200314137285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016538504829944,0.0,0.26506516212394915,0.0,0.0,0.106301812661377,0.12796639021565526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424501077413883,0.0,0.0,0.12058100604350305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35787133458232895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606458711723623,0.09798766124864937,0.0,0.0,0.13060913924550324,0.0,0.0,0.058728813874561525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344848824613944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374615069877705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826923332494796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534528684608457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814577953074572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667775072669172,0.0,0.12559446322031462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229736917491517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30803988480693595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508566225699939,0.12812847624289056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113297042375097,0.0,0.0,0.09662070504455098,0.10506933925694878,0.11067374477587058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405216251697776,0.0,0.0954337672738786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908351149379766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228728109324107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143139055289998,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Keker_Junge,2018/11/13,"judging my thoughts When I am with people or with a person, I try to imitate their thoughts. I try not to say something that the others wouldn't like, but not only that. My thoughts get influenced by trying to think like the others. Most of the time I overdo it and the others have opinions that would be similar to my own (or they would just accept my opinion like it probably always is), but not to mine that are influenced. I am so scared of being judged by others that I judge my thoughts and restrict them to fit in the group.
I don't like my restricted thoughts.
Does this make sense? ",5.736317733990147,5.983849060344831,5.622857142857144,84.26500000000001,67.01724137931035,8.697536945812809,30.364532019704434,8.418075326091056,2.0639325123152723,465,16,93,6,7,145,67,116,0.145,0.779,0.076,-0.8242,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,1,6,0,11,0,0,3,0,30,19,8,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,12,4,0,2,7,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,1,17,5,13,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,5,6,73,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429508176784078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034276462880816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975806705614854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357299283750362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467739689531363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066114352044128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910403433463294,0.1500085615281165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852287511885061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366217347410873,0.17200111507910154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225952921144593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008208338395996,0.0,0.6819474491655214,0.10017757969917493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34992143434484746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440826511842742,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Macaroni_man_,2018/11/13,"Concerts So, I want to go to a concert but none of my friends like the artist or they don't have enough money. I am thinking of going alone but I am already scared to even think about going to a concert alone. Do you guys have experience with this?",1.6788235294117655,3.780265509803925,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,80.17647058823529,4.864313725490196,23.925490196078428,5.6839178017228535,0.2971066666666662,195,7,42,1,5,62,37,51,0.21899999999999997,0.7,0.08199999999999999,-0.8241,1,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,12,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,8,12,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523029054916438,0.2786407506509758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609006733882365,0.0,0.16677430065769314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469940908088736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950813790202846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305058218534543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25001534567781536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335906530368945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527972038721347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235844472646149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893142786796496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bluepreztel,2018/11/13,"Got very anxious when a classmate of mine insisted he would pay for the food I was buying and refused to let me pay for my food, my anxiety made me panic and created an excuse to leave. I am feeling bad and anxious about it, was I being rude? A classmate of mine that I worked with a project with is friendly person and very nice.  Our group members were walking after class discussing how we did and such, eventually I said I am going to get some food and said bye, I didn't realize that one of them caught up with me and told me where I was going. When we were at the food store they have in the hallways, eventually he said he would pay for what I was going to buy. I told him ""No no that is ok, thank you"" I always feel horribly guilty when people spend money on me and feel its not right.

But he insisted and kept saying ""No im going to pay, put your money in your wallet"" I don't know why but suddenly I started to have an anxiety attack, (I guess im just not used to this, since im always alone and barely talk to people due to my social anxiety) I felt very uncomfortable that he kept insisting he will pay and to put my money away and how he will have his money out first. I guess i felt I was being forced to do something so then I said ""You know on second thought, I don't want to buy anything, I don't want to keep waiting in this long line"" . 

I then went into the bathroom to calm myself down and trying to think of something to say to leave this situation, because at this point I just wanted to be alone, I was too overwhelmed. When I left the bathroom, he was standing waiting and said he noticed how anxious I was getting and asked me if I was ok and said he was concerned. I explained to him that I have anxiety and that it nothing to do with him (maybe just a little bit though) and I was sorry for acting weird and making him uncomfortable.


I really feel embarrassed I did this. I feel bad because I felt I was being rude rejecting his offer to pay but I just don't like it when people offer to pay and when they keep insisting.  He probably feels bad about it and I feel bad too, ugh. I can't really control how my social anxiety and introversion  will make me do in state of a panic.

Did I do a bad thing?",4.2668649988731095,4.529807466230938,5.54485012395763,83.49941176470591,70.19825708061003,8.422537750732477,27.592292089249487,8.326086129247049,1.7015684922244765,1733,54,366,24,29,582,186,459,0.23,0.732,0.038,-0.9977,0,2,2,0,0,0,41.0,3,4,3,3,22,22,3,4,13,2,45,4,0,9,0,80,95,40,0,6,10,0,10,1,1,5,0,8,0,1,18,30,4,8,16,0,16,10,11,15,0,3,36,18,70,7,51,49,2,44,0,2,0,0,51,18,0,4,16,254,88,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359323327236506,0.0,0.0,0.10920803625357202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251009031408466,0.2224076652592892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054002558052581064,0.0,0.061349124245245724,0.07465621745953517,0.0616554487613644,0.0,0.2739644528699424,0.08000696639829817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164387765188612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360234764658281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322685324282749,0.0,0.18902658505011988,0.0,0.0,0.055819324917404683,0.3174088398581151,0.0,0.05070056179844648,0.0,0.0685711519550057,0.0,0.14918141434163554,0.0,0.05248511655402895,0.0,0.14458339161318384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265395873437345,0.0,0.0,0.11665838355778868,0.0,0.0,0.07212993086513463,0.0,0.0,0.13897164568568918,0.07130013669361901,0.0671044861078746,0.0,0.03206033269417257,0.06577199791876284,0.0,0.058074742167506875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209455280117403,0.08760840631064352,0.0,0.06592763718068066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629675286629965,0.0747128022025775,0.0,0.0,0.04446818939113786,0.0,0.0,0.15399010152384698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648523923268147,0.0572999185725651,0.0,0.0,0.062035429271152735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075324403007481,0.0,0.0,0.1319395077442977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408020304205996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604211981775695,0.3745379194594641,0.10437289973532064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428444641886573,0.07376357586096538,0.0,0.13378981056484832,0.0,0.10104036965705047,0.0,0.07346014786824312,0.0464486588353351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274569235282296,0.0,0.06041731211536148,0.0,0.0,0.04359734474692975,0.0420488960759547,0.06447476635093731,0.05209773750230759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254121539539429,0.0,0.04455405631630528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056677643552129835,0.0,0.16243880763030072,0.1161193410709715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083365213402973,0.059215011576965626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777469756705542,0.0,0.0,0.09323411874203796,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hetmyer123,2018/11/13,"Social anxiety resources? Hi there, I’m a 24 year old male and am looking to overcome my introversion/social anxiety. I want to get out there & meet more people and was wondering if anyone had any YouTube channels, books, blogs, podcasts or anything they recommend? Let me know! :)",5.9208,8.17394608,6.041,74.01550000000002,68.2,9.0,36.5,9.516144504307137,3.9738000000000007,224,12,35,5,4,71,44,50,0.064,0.795,0.141,0.6189,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,3,7,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,3,2,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124059580978765,0.0,0.1960746158582772,0.0,0.4411440609251252,0.0,0.0,0.2016073778800518,0.0,0.23727142033480764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064077707686016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584588930801954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948374540730073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421249880109557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30255433972399204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989205286622866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939166173215121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006478938414246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126821096893365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185675377902826
socialanxiety,RandomUserXYZ,2018/11/13,"Has anyone gotten time off work? (Americans with Disabilities Act) Anyone with severe anxiety and/or depression has managed to get time off work under the ADA? I don’t currently meet the requirements for FMLA since I’be relatively new to the job. (A couple months)

",5.468666666666664,8.873678533333337,6.0133333333333345,67.98000000000002,74.77777777777777,9.822222222222225,26.777777777777786,9.888512548439397,3.7655777777777786,214,8,30,7,5,69,36,45,0.17300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.8105,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,4,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,16,1,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403058926966434,0.0,0.0,0.3912567318557029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095707495848586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409737156731134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617326692865928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27763803178712554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233173668374231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702128319355633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31607125439823525,0.0,0.2314365341759469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32628341001314937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073656878033751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eyesonthepie,2018/11/13,Finding the cause of your anxiety? Is there a way to know whether it was the way you were raised that caused you to be socially anxious or if its a homonal imbalance that needs a prescription? ,7.4237837837837874,7.072776918918918,6.9331081081081125,78.30614864864866,63.59459459459461,11.724324324324325,40.12162162162162,11.20814326018867,4.463064864864865,154,8,30,4,2,48,30,37,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272799328499905,0.33563732044363875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6104050550375739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715431167946835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327784852514804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029515467849653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302855030659328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47164673768153703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,greenbum1,2018/11/13,"anyone else feel physically awkward almost 24/7? I feel so self conscious of how I'm doing things all the time, even when I'm alone. It gets especially bad when I'm out in public. I can feel my movements stiffen up and my chest gets tight, then I feel like I'm walking weird or not making correct facial expressions. 

Lexapro has helped me a good deal, but I guess i'll be stuck with SA for my whole life. ",5.1504878048780505,5.340853560975613,5.484048780487806,84.95485365853662,68.26829268292683,8.023414634146341,28.59512195121951,7.554174236665415,1.4848848780487804,320,10,67,3,5,102,64,82,0.11599999999999999,0.836,0.048,-0.5182,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,4,3,2,2,2,18,17,8,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,5,8,2,6,15,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,5,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305366826964068,0.23844325522174975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097839447537998,0.2358923110943065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222792590533969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237351455192108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232311291856533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520611781022545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656339043159437,0.16447250143317946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405657044037772,0.0,0.0,0.1931014729474742,0.0,0.0,0.2536183544891845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431469757221508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261444470896347,0.11247611128151756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536767093371964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401744696604048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295099542824356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424581665023005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570375459686033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,samanosukejubei,2018/11/13,"I can't make friends on my own. Either need help from a friend or need to talk via a screen so I'm a pretty well-known guy in my area but tbh I have no clue how I managed to make the large amount of friends I have.

Well, actually I do.

I noticed something.

I will make friends if I'm already around people that I know.

If I'm alone, I'm going to avoid eye contact at all costs, avoid smiling at them, avoid acknowledging their existence, etc.

It's like... wtf?? I literally can't do it... probably because I've NEVER done it in the first place. It's always been someone approaching me or having the help of people I know.

And it's annoying cuz I wanna make friends on my own but it's quite literally impossible. And I've only made a couple acquaintances in college (on my own) because I'm weird and they somehow were ok with me somehow finding them on social media first to talk to them 

And there's this girl classmate I'm dying to be friends with (I'm a gay guy); and I tried looking her up on social media and stalked her page and we have a lot in common. I wish I could just add her and message but that would be INSANELY awkward, I hate how my social anxiety makes me do weird things like this 

Anyone else like this?
",1.2655586080586083,3.429308797619047,3.0336507936507964,90.57587912087915,82.05555555555556,5.7816849816849825,23.58119658119658,7.010146845296331,0.8212284493284492,955,35,204,12,26,317,131,252,0.192,0.7020000000000001,0.106,-0.9721,0,4,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,5,3,9,19,2,4,9,1,17,2,1,9,2,49,38,19,1,8,9,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,3,12,13,0,3,4,0,1,2,4,8,1,2,4,3,32,11,25,29,9,21,0,0,3,1,27,15,0,7,7,130,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.10089880917880154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708625430165533,0.11409918436665704,0.0,0.08603309681891211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909705198413752,0.0,0.0,0.07229633428645753,0.10594061044065932,0.0,0.09204365718861783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260575196197083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255266115059635,0.11440483230100852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730790308519153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580919699629626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637342984992455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115312989476177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450134798842937,0.17589582414374064,0.0,0.0,0.47929729257480097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058761880095689285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047550256331227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208136304583257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860725841318675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136466058459794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154102947075368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682593492565134,0.0,0.0,0.08790290936001434,0.0,0.09783504687633683,0.3450855248771885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333247491725827,0.07974475939837057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771613090051035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863671571472118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336243868834142,0.0,0.10802598699896007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519009894028124,0.11147752313314656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997353208431501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31619518454622025,0.08760642517105191,0.07959868342600443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621030512569238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686911826333186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019855996376967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859294205579277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889938779757793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344899001695343,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ohapplecherry,2018/11/13,I need advice on CBT and medication. Hello. I've been diagnosed with social anxiety and I was recommended to start CBT combined with medication. There are no therapists in my town but I can go and see a psychiatrist and ask him for meds prescription. The thing is that in less than a year I'm moving in a bigger city and I'll be able to start CBT with medication. So my question is: is it bad to start meds way before CBT? Will my therapy+meds progress be affected by the fact that I started taking meds early? Will the meds have a weaker influence on me (when combined with the actual therapy)?,3.692434782608697,5.810471852173915,5.415000000000003,76.72250000000005,73.95652173913044,9.469565217391304,27.15217391304348,9.888512548439397,2.9312782608695653,473,18,88,14,10,161,73,115,0.11599999999999999,0.84,0.044000000000000004,-0.8069,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,0,12,4,0,2,1,15,22,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,9,0,15,16,1,17,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,7,59,13,0,0.13691295755463204,0.0,0.1336072966417564,0.0,0.0,0.13378975755136305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473803778204922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799513342286573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143166007000602,0.0,0.0,0.11650284276318015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896376992283602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778107889386424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6083177241052414,0.4137762022878627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551680639270206,0.0,0.10151922320897372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337384646351065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910190099067098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956551837163966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876307841771751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294150505328087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565718990462886,0.15896649628620946,0.0909588853372816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867513293325744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816745579754373
socialanxiety,ImSkynight,2018/11/13,My college class just made us do a group ice breaking activity I wanna talk to everyone and tell them how cool I am. But it’s so hard I just can’t seem to get the words out of my mouth it’s like the world will end if I talk at all. Why does it have to be so scary to just communicate with my fellow human ,0.4978260869565218,1.8223990000000043,2.9181884057971037,94.62336956521742,80.73913043478261,6.339130434782609,18.746376811594203,7.1686216300943375,-0.06191014492753678,237,5,61,3,6,82,53,69,0.08800000000000001,0.841,0.071,-0.292,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,6,1,1,2,1,14,9,6,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,9,2,9,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,2,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625359646308601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26571494599336004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28666716160492645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673997199777445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687451102150057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656704767104636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283871517096771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731128346060657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822645154224322,0.2622171612137557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608684817739804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707074036764506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blueberry823,2018/11/13,"how do I fix this I can be having bad things going on in my life but for some reason I still screw myself over again and again. I'm terrified of anxiety and I do whatever I can to avoid it and I spend most of my time escaping through maladaptive daydreaming. I don't know how to stop. My life is becoming ruined and I'm aware of this but it is an addiction. I'm AWARE of my life going down the drain but I still continue anyway. I've had this problem for years now and this is the first time I'm asking on here. Does anyone have this problem or any addictive problem who has overcome it? If so how? I can't seek treatment for it bc of reasons I won't say. I've told family members, I've tried other ways to escape like reading or watching TV but I always go back to doing it within a few days. ",1.5941025641025632,3.2833251360946747,3.746011834319528,88.27270611439846,78.70414201183432,7.110216962524655,23.100986193293885,8.021203637495839,1.1910351873767269,624,20,135,11,15,214,99,169,0.195,0.767,0.038,-0.9826,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,1,1,4,0,16,6,0,5,0,25,26,16,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,13,5,0,2,3,2,1,3,3,7,0,1,2,2,16,1,19,22,3,23,0,1,1,1,4,6,1,5,14,96,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337812335648888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738308260768305,0.0,0.0,0.10410639968204016,0.0,0.11711337472981365,0.0,0.0,0.10704403611122901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431184156355625,0.0,0.0,0.11771670378406855,0.12782369403830054,0.0,0.16907579612984447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987303377644298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397002631536276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431955802854152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021821325582694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610135995278918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413421994463692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32439582743439416,0.0747920052060822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394591531786729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313135478588275,0.0,0.0,0.3148038830204587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217432541147163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445156260786728,0.12799003344841448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170614467380172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853593449133856,0.0,0.0,0.14628398527402367,0.0,0.10393801099159758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151565788839125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858489340117936
socialanxiety,2chainss,2018/11/13,Social skills in college I’m a freshman in college and I feel so isolated. I have a couple friends but I find it hard to initiate contact with people. I’m at a pretty big school and there are so many people here and I have so much trouble meeting people and making connections with them. The only advice I ever see about making friends in college is to just “put yourself out there” and “get out of your comfort zone” but I don’t even know what that means. I feel really stupid because I genuinely don’t know how to start meeting people and making friends in this type of environment. Anyone have any advice?,2.845564971751416,5.357504262711867,3.945,84.29314971751415,78.40677966101696,5.967231638418079,25.93502824858757,7.1686216300943375,1.458201129943502,485,19,86,6,12,157,72,118,0.10099999999999999,0.755,0.14400000000000002,0.7428,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,11,6,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,4,1,24,20,12,0,0,3,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,10,4,15,20,1,11,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,0,2,59,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177792350326086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057272634965017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369282722713253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991186893516466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991242517511832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739494145332597,0.14707987912845302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442962798521465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486123125829383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768701747672617,0.0,0.08495113632076591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456565431422839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787200423219421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256077864445397,0.16484961251295085,0.0,0.17711770716953276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952879075156345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366367702736547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509020030828077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165421384954819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345665471443735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416492339505308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455861662729146,0.12957015272304606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657489499823721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508823276664383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SS5S5SS,2018/11/13,I have a job interview and I can't. I have a job in interview and I'm terrified of going. I scheduled it for Saturday. But couldn't do it so I rescheduled it for Tuesday. But couldn't go this morning so I scheduled it for this afternoon. I need a job so bad I can't get myself to go. I'm sure I could get it if I could just get myself to go to it. How do people do this?,-2.4238280542986423,-0.6802975999999994,1.39764705882353,96.68787330316744,101.47058823529413,4.968325791855204,18.303167420814482,6.67199483983844,0.15093665158371114,284,10,71,5,13,104,37,85,0.115,0.8540000000000001,0.031,-0.8015,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,1,1,13,21,9,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,12,1,8,17,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,53,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794342524542333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431636332071025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33683238633918056,0.0,0.4885351964833949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6397714352995375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934716230787174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898603703390828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025426582436521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,andreacitadel,2018/11/13,"How do I ask for a haircut First of all I'm a female and have very long hair and I've never had my hair cut by anyone other than my mom but she is about 600 miles away right now because I'm in college by myself. I dont want anything fancy I just want my hair to not touch my butt and to get rid of my split ends, how would I go about asking for a simple haircut? About 3inches or so? I'm so anxious about stepping into a hair salon I have no idea what to say to them please help! ",0.1933333333333352,1.7124531481481462,2.388666666666669,97.17300000000004,82.33333333333334,4.32,18.20740740740741,3.1291,-0.8334992592592587,372,8,90,0,10,126,71,108,0.11,0.828,0.062,-0.4743,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,10,1,1,0,4,0,7,5,5,2,2,16,16,9,0,3,4,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,6,13,0,18,14,1,12,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,1,5,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508183302570444,0.0,0.1552408813207524,0.0,0.18270276014857495,0.0,0.4151156810531325,0.0,0.2085942050362172,0.0,0.0,0.13534075161634612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26020467201687064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664297874489012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188849289733832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599578964896935,0.0,0.1261785420264102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881468864146147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506324821662457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647987190883112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260026026958099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123477769513054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24371024482697634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896030548277328,0.0,0.17655845902509182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318896721153186,0.2619051749319406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577159624327849,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Iforeigndoll,2018/11/13,"I haven't felt like doing anything. I haven't been feeling up to doing my schoolwork lately and I've failed like 3-4 times in school from being in public school and only focusing on keeping my anxiety in tact & now assignments are just piling up and my room is a fucking mess with food that I haven't felt to put in the kitchen and because of that I have fruit flies in my room (yeah I know, it's gross.) I haven't had suicidal thoughts for a while but I'm really starting to feel super sad again..everything isn't going right for me. I never have the motivation to brush my teeth on a daily basis..and It just saddens me that I can't do it..and I go to therapy but the only thing it's doing well for me is letting me know I'm not alone of course and the medication for my social anxiety.",3.155578842315368,4.0785942934131745,4.887799401197603,84.8065893213573,73.1317365269461,7.961876247504987,25.89271457085828,8.344100000000001,1.5595912175648703,625,20,133,10,12,213,93,167,0.139,0.784,0.077,-0.7087,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,1,0,7,1,19,6,1,1,1,21,33,8,1,0,5,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,7,6,3,1,8,0,0,3,8,5,1,0,5,6,19,4,22,26,0,21,0,2,0,1,2,12,1,0,8,88,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150223934865771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941767782037038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533531801933067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362672066461512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094267953671036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488224292419499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167455475376262,0.0,0.3179864763882835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023318122331807,0.0,0.0,0.15308612460147314,0.0,0.0,0.1882182562172641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718480598453218,0.0,0.0,0.1820088630801837,0.0,0.18679375496719453,0.0,0.0,0.16932792084482534,0.0,0.1617987050216176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668154170758929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771391531367685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518786921448983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646459737220146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608177478951043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141372922851114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351736753556479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687990756441421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720609578880252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112957502828334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936763277362628,0.0,0.11001124020956313,0.0,0.0,0.13146068293860352,0.09655738912510732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888611145487626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheEmptyMantra,2018/11/13,"My self-doubt is at an all-time high... I feel kinda paranoid and worried these days. I'm unable to relax. Can I actually trust the positive words people tell me? 

If people that have known me my whole life, like my parents and siblings, tell me I'm sweet, funny, bright, creative and interesting - isn't that just their opinion? They might view me like that because of our close bond. Same with friends. You tend to view people in a better light if you care a lot about them and feel attached to them. Right? 

Someone else could think the opposite. Maybe a lot of people view me differently than my family members and friends. Is that just an opinion - if friends, family members or anyone else calls me sweet, considerate, open-minded and intelligent? When is it a fact? It might be words that many people have called me throughout the years, but what if someone else tells me something completely different?  

If my psychiatrist sees me as distant, does that mean I'm not as warm as my family and friends tell me I am? Am I just putting up a wall when I talk to my psychiatrist, which could look like I'm a bit aloof? Who has the right (or most objective) opinion of me, and how do I learn to trust/accept myself - no matter what anyone else thinks? 

Other people's perception of me means a lot to me. I'm so insecure, man... I feel like I'm going nuts over here. I was recently diagnosed as schizoid, even though I don't recognize half of the symptoms. I desire and enjoy close relationships, but I tend to push most people away - because I fear that they actually dislike me. I have 3 very close friends (I befriended the first one when we met in kindergarten 23 years ago - and I befriended my other close friends in my late teens).

I'm 26 today, and I've befriended a few people in my 20s as well. But most of them are not people I have the energy to be around more than once or twice a year. We still stay in touch via text/chat, but I've lost friends that thought I wasn't showing a big enough interest in socializing with them. Luckily, I have very understanding friends as well (the 3 close friends I mentioned). I feel like I don't deserve them, but they still want to be my friend - even when I can only hang out once a month and not once or twice a week. 

Sometimes I don't see my close friends (or anyone besides my closest relatives) for several months, though. But they tell me that they miss me and stuff like that. I miss them as well, but I just feel too stressed/burned out, depressed or anxious to meet with them IRL. We text/chat instead - at least 3 times a week. The last romantic relationship I had ended because of my asexual tendencies and a need to be on my own a lot. Most people seem to prefer being around their partner at least twice a week, but I thought that every other week was ideal. More than 3 times a month felt overwhelming/claustrophobic. 

Does it even sound like I'm super schizoid to you? My psychiatrist thinks so (because of my relatively aloof appearance, my monotonous voice and my occasional lack of interest in seeing most people). But I care a lot about other people, and I don't usually feel good on my own. I just lean towards solitary activities, because it's more relaxing (it's not outside of my comfort zone). It's easier. 

If I had less self-doubt, I would be way more social. I wish I had more energy as well, because I miss being the fairly energetic version of myself that I used to be - although I've never been a super energetic person. My family and friends consider me a very social person by the way - but also a very self-conscious and inhibited person. That's what they tell me.

My psychiatrist recently changed my AvPD diagnosis into SzPD. That's kinda what inspired me to write this long post... I feel misunderstood - but at the same time she might be right about me having some of the common schizoid traits. Well... I just feel like a way more social and warm person than she describes me as! I have access to my journal online by the way, which is common in my country. You can see what your psychiatrist writes about you, and some of it has made me doubt myself even more. My psychiatrist tends to describe me differently than friends, family members and acquaintances.

Thanks for reading all of this! I really appreciate it. You have no idea! :) Right now I want to hide from the world... I wish I wasn't this overly sensitive and insecure/paranoid. My social anxiety is really bad these days...",4.706365433756737,6.2053529471210345,5.3467203849812535,80.78836923880405,70.05757931844889,8.646417846417847,28.66657340570384,9.107695989026183,2.3478630593326244,3502,129,669,69,63,1130,324,851,0.07200000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.21899999999999997,0.9992,4,0,1,0,0,0,136.0,4,7,15,6,38,57,0,3,39,0,50,3,0,3,3,143,101,65,0,18,33,1,12,8,14,4,3,2,0,6,40,39,0,0,25,4,0,5,14,9,5,6,14,26,125,48,82,72,33,85,0,5,9,0,70,39,0,35,43,457,165,2,0.0,0.0,0.08045889575698219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03654328859738575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03296744932957864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031536851188197115,0.04657227805070917,0.0,0.08647599418628417,0.08447933728108756,0.0,0.07339760577061719,0.0,0.0,0.03873204684345634,0.0,0.03442097733509603,0.1507814945440913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036459976282713684,0.045006793089771034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419023872915601,0.0,0.08406284092124551,0.0,0.04361036115906058,0.0,0.04322340753567438,0.0,0.0,0.06582927996907208,0.0,0.0,0.05317315766914909,0.0,0.0355068508542719,0.04184229364432912,0.0,0.12921339257223652,0.0,0.0,0.07215218233329396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775208736414227,0.0,0.03651292739825384,0.042596227712578094,0.0,0.10891433885799028,0.0,0.034733663228119716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431531349825595,0.04638934944638843,0.16675593820643894,0.0883529937299411,0.039582262902975736,0.0,0.0,0.03506578495339434,0.0,0.0,0.4140522121277288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02342899794151718,0.03457739759920096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043556253584731024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046537769532328535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033603705703562456,0.046503358266829435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02911828803918327,0.16112279873705124,0.0,0.0,0.036482641506018106,0.03461844051502055,0.0,0.04500172764437182,0.1752392094241576,0.0,0.03900789267023612,0.0,0.04179546614317719,0.0414158421171146,0.08981176261824468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119896112101467,0.041625285604964216,0.0,0.09871570119566138,0.0,0.0,0.03056765911296732,0.03179509914844038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170916639960115,0.02793498432243226,0.03135331013248212,0.0,0.0,0.0457752501988853,0.0,0.0,0.3429609408804231,0.14398358457295332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03948195282914585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144229988685935,0.0,0.0,0.04123594558922746,0.0,0.05281931164651732,0.0,0.08140901262065871,0.0885199921149698,0.0,0.1408229801968873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140327960132567,0.037529500134899384,0.12901933895994658,0.04657227805070917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101174070612742,0.06985926085597882,0.031736857076364096,0.040772371005504286,0.0,0.0,0.04394014055490416,0.06584434041476643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04719252111968023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04284834105915911,0.0,0.033134924293670265,0.21619369887187315,0.03795424751614634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792455417281824,0.08100629289686623,0.06545575613884529,0.07211551896769443,0.0,0.0390762802296377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042916459818591116,0.0,0.035604982027370044,0.04540328152322829,0.13605907523671654,0.0486308979784279,0.13088927643672432,0.13227215822659974,0.0,0.18533018363374024,0.0,0.0,0.04602600533915576,0.09481294701329547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04186577491302668,0.0,0.02928490771757925,0.0,0.0,0.07964223863679153
socialanxiety,Rockinthethrowawayy,2018/11/13,"Socially anxious and depressed - how to be more 'confident' without being a self centered douschebag? Hi all, 

I keep being told that I need to be more confident and people will like me. However, I am not confident because I have a poor self image, and while I understand that you should 'fake it till you make it', how do you do so without overdoing it? 

What I mean is, any time I try to be confident in myself, I feel like I'm being douschy or cocky or self centered. I'm really weary of crossing boundaries or being the center of attention, so when the time comes to be 'confident' I immediately see many reasons (mostly just fear of taking it too far and well the lack of confidence obviously) why I shouldn't be 


I am in a deep depression and have been for a while. Yes, I am seeing a counselor. Let's not turn this conversation into that. Much of my depression is due to crippling loneliness. I have literally 2 friends and we don't talk much. I have no one to vent to, bounce ideas off of, or ask for advice  (hence why I'm here). So this feels like a vicious cycle I need to break, and faking confidence seems key. But I don't know how. 


Any advice?",3.5080665687714125,5.11344779735683,4.975029368575623,81.85586759667156,73.22907488986785,8.568673519334311,28.029613313754282,9.150863307647796,2.3740623592755763,898,35,178,20,18,301,125,227,0.161,0.706,0.133,-0.6862,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,3,0,0,11,12,1,1,9,1,27,0,0,5,2,42,47,22,0,5,10,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,3,10,10,0,1,9,0,1,2,8,7,1,1,2,4,23,5,23,32,7,19,0,3,2,0,14,9,0,6,10,128,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448284152053729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037831533796932,0.0,0.0,0.14152153978807153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171122746742776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636456053746611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791061140553727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236893973997121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096566537440067,0.12668242853658515,0.17898847756502353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678472500673048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141667700571606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134738128992712,0.0,0.0,0.06884613578138342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280989599383022,0.0,0.18360450298944386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361993646896193,0.1270059995412352,0.0,0.13645777562110475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841784558900899,0.1857749874581511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488745152130371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684773158350326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802523585664211,0.12880033171517374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965090007121652,0.11404279259830458,0.3920575989898938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769888108634506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418884525362484,0.1006887724430304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609405300168102,0.0,0.0,0.11970262658219727,0.0,0.08505136699767532,0.13625980634347706,0.0,0.1304124197911644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263444286961866,0.0,0.2260767300579532,0.0,0.0,0.2415151972241708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,neetaz,2018/11/13,"Huge breakthrough for anxiety, bad emotions, and our subconscious mind Recently I discovered an incredible technique that instantly shifted my emotional state. Let me explain.

So basically, humans have a conscious mind and subconscious mind. Our emotions come from our subconscious mind; we cannot directly control what emotions come up. Whenever our mind gives us bad emotions like anxiety, depression, stress, anger, or sadness, it is an indicator something that something isn’t right, or a basic psychological need is not being fulfilled. (Those being 1. control/orientation, 2. avoiding pain/gaining pleasure,  3. attachment/connection,  4. self enhancement/self esteem.)

Our subconscious mind holds our deepest desires and needs. The subconscious is a part of us, but it’s kind of like a second entity that is always running in the background outside of your conscious awareness. Think of it as your 'inner child'. 

So here's the technique. Whenever I feel a bad emotion, I talk to my subconscious almost as if it was a child. I say “what’s wrong man? Why are you giving me these emotions? What do I have to do to fix this? Do I have to do this? Do I have to do that? I'm listening!”. Basically, I'm having a conversation with my inner child. I'm listening and acknowledging the emotions its sending to me. It's trying to tell me something. It wants me to fulfill a need that is not being fulfilled. 

This technique, for me, is extremely powerful. I can almost instantly change my mood. I think the fact that the subconscious realizes you are listening to it makes it very very happy, because it's getting closer to what it truly wants. Whenever you get a bad emotion (aka getting 'triggered'), if you can become aware of the root source of this problem (which is almost always your childhood), you'll easily be able to let go of it and defeat it. Keep getting to the cause. Keep asking why, why, why. Why do I feel like this? 

I still have my struggles with anxiety. But I have learned lots of information about why it exists and how to beat it. To give more knowledge about this topic, here are some points I feel are important to increase your perspective: 

1. You are not your thoughts
2. Emotions (such as depression) are just signals that you have an unfulfilled psychological need
3. No one is born with bad social anxiety, depression, or low self esteem
4. Social anxiety is just a mechanism your body developed to avoid 'perceived' threats
5. Getting reference experiences and proving your mind that there are no threats will destroy social anxiety
6. Anyone can beat anxiety and become a socially calibrated no matter their upbringing or personality type, because our brains have a mechanism called neurogenesis; the ability to create new neurons in the brain
7. Depression, anxiety, and low self esteem are closely related. Anxiety can prevent you from fulfilling your need for deep connection and intimacy with others, therefore when that need isn't fulfilled, your body will send you depression signals (But at the same time, that anxiety is fulfilling your need to avoid pain, which is why it is not easy to overcome). Your self esteem may also suffer because you feel like you're not good enough for other people, which leads to further depression. This is a downward spiral that can be tough to break, but definitely not impossible. 
8. Suicide and suicidal ideation often happens because of lack of connection and/or self esteem. 

​

​",6.2675621890547255,8.795120832504146,6.4709456053068,70.14932388059702,67.87230514096186,9.86545936981758,36.27227197346601,10.17224662633116,4.459226361525705,2774,146,417,76,50,887,262,603,0.218,0.6940000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9981,1,3,3,0,0,1,108.0,10,21,1,6,15,38,4,5,27,0,57,6,5,8,2,99,96,29,2,14,18,0,4,4,0,4,1,4,0,11,45,19,0,8,18,0,0,8,12,29,0,2,2,8,56,8,50,83,8,33,0,11,0,0,63,16,0,13,11,286,101,3,0.04279999067735138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285740246525696,0.0,0.0,0.03422713708146717,0.07122604175864718,0.09274754403452598,0.10401334673082224,0.0,0.0,0.3274187571944772,0.0,0.0,0.02992674863095468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400122137092762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786810222939174,0.10436190824704948,0.0945384541572907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508228215062428,0.0,0.095557888805374,0.043703575807408385,0.0,0.0,0.04396738022567514,0.04527671506039853,0.07373680439673604,0.0,0.0,0.09600765780345223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211814155297723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.481442287907671,0.0,0.04422383152838338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04186660355676319,0.0,0.0,0.08656384512919497,0.061152643783484666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180614312222896,0.12317295310537035,0.024324221028111003,0.03589860154835859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03784789040684197,0.045561385938633306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608519650962553,0.0,0.044569604050447964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875317805113578,0.0,0.08363965413567506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036387021531733635,0.0,0.0,0.028569326124506363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30251052774794074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214955539380354,0.0,0.04133649769980891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02900238135543821,0.0,0.0910844154088305,0.0,0.0,0.04634821907492756,0.0,0.02967212451427371,0.03737130098686409,0.0,0.0,0.040459825369657317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04095381081322644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225982736453621,0.0,0.0,0.036550958183282085,0.0,0.034036270452468126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678983476456176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745168022625568,0.0,0.09884857152534182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03418012784193463,0.0,0.04902724471483217,0.04474384313023666,0.0,0.09363248616287327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034401011271622824,0.03740907833795713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484901167633631,0.0,0.03397841179246576,0.02495701875237119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029058384204747392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296623792199228,0.0,0.0,0.0706289493728976,0.05048908682204596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27034234131531176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04679507095058568,0.10401334673082224,0.0
socialanxiety,zzzzkhi,2018/11/13,"front office fear I don't know what it is but I'm just scared of talking to front offices in my university, I don't have physical reaction / panic attacks but I feel like I'm wasting their time by talking.

I don't have the same issue with most public places though (ex: cashier, bank tellers)
Is this normal?",3.509999999999998,5.2934131147541015,4.4499672131147525,84.88806557377049,73.59016393442623,6.847213114754098,28.593442622950818,7.554174236665415,1.7232006557377049,244,10,47,3,5,79,46,61,0.265,0.6859999999999999,0.048,-0.9387,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,3,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,11,3,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,0,1,6,1,5,11,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122219735687992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30882807848045984,0.1387681563389283,0.1960642949818167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28645034661604024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082835786784846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408046493210565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688988339336383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32200327744902746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867376830978736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747683483598701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411786378697049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26964182596563857,0.0,0.16003168412002902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imse7en,2018/11/13,"Help A girl in my college winked at me TWICE. She knows that I have a girlfriend. What could this mean? Is it possible that she didn't mean it that way?

She is a great person. It would be great if we could be just friends without hampering my current relationship. I was a bit taken aback the moment she did it but I don't wanna come off as socially awkward... What should I do?",0.8314141414141432,3.1912826753246786,2.305108225108224,93.77448773448776,85.88311688311687,5.500144300144299,21.542568542568546,6.937597516519254,0.5271772005772006,294,10,64,4,9,95,53,77,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.8196,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,0,14,0,0,0,0,14,19,3,0,6,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,10,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,0,12,3,6,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,2,51,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342050640405484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847937599830928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425605263664909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574100554123666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730277774383412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379117141245085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789699016287432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673598843988981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731441595069107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24184400805598466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303189029798613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218680591966034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027946930666332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067938491256782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239196611357786,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tarlacer,2018/11/13,"Job Orientation Walking to my job orientation right now.Ive been to plenty if job orientations, but they always spike up my anxiety. I especially hate small rooms with a lot of people, so I hope it won't be like that. This orientation is supoosed to be around 6 hours long, ugh. Wish me luck!",3.5987500000000026,5.811859946428572,5.0030000000000046,79.14200000000002,74.53571428571428,8.765714285714285,25.485714285714288,9.3871,2.2376400000000003,231,8,46,6,5,77,47,56,0.203,0.616,0.18100000000000002,-0.1367,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,7,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,3,26,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953604152896706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961033015392933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090089483934008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318021577201393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319506242155474,0.2312165076120085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6989653963398298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470437752246818,0.0,0.0,0.20777785476045674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960630864990206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277076261735615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200505607039562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26999183612691136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SignificantHeart,2018/11/13,"What is some of the progress you made this week? Hii guys, tell me some of the progress you made this week with your anxiety!!! ",3.2832000000000012,4.8812295200000015,2.029,102.7795,73.8,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.4062000000000001,98,3,24,1,2,27,17,25,0.055999999999999994,0.7290000000000001,0.215,0.6981,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626290147593845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33992803334720834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6496910144065393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000655634740781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507605434012137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cbtcompanion,2018/11/13,"CBT / Anxiety app Hi Sub,

I’m Dan the co-creator of the Anxiety Companion app which I created with my former psychologist to help support ongoing CBT and the impact of everyday anxiety.

There is a completely free version of the app including breathing exercise, relaxation recordings, a thought diary and written content about CBT and anxiety.

I’m posting as I would love to get feedback from various mental health communities about the app so that we can gather insight to help improve and make the product as useful as possible for our users. We're planning to introduce more free content and relaxation recordings focused on social anxiety in the near future.

Here’s the links to download the app:

iOS: [http://bit.ly/19z3Msa](http://bit.ly/19z3Msa)

Android: [http://bit.ly/2RUnsPx](http://bit.ly/2RUnsPx)

The app is included in the NHS Apps Library in the UK.

Best,

Dan",8.996750483558994,11.874038475177308,7.653062540296585,63.02454545454549,61.411347517730505,11.36840747904578,42.60541586073501,11.20814326018867,6.0171361702127655,719,42,92,22,11,218,91,141,0.052000000000000005,0.698,0.25,0.9876,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,14,0,4,4,1,2,0,13,13,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,9,21,10,4,9,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,57,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.553399119617948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518327612939286,0.0,0.6318124666048576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169425466345945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558934216461985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378810215088065,0.0,0.0,0.19395194347798891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057937219781987,0.0,0.09657504084892143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580343715572142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310499080092705,0.1385634717052786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748306657531274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641811790286072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485977977002615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495708966235484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277653943502454,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jwh404,2018/11/13,"Why tho My teacher asked me to read an essay that I wrote about thanking veterans at our schools veterans day celebration. I remind you this was in front of around 250 adults. I wanted to say, BOI I IS AN INTROVERT WITH SOCIAL ANXIETY! But instead I quietly nodded to accept and almost lost my voice and froze up while reading it. What is wrong with me XD",3.569565217391304,5.657084434782615,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,74.21739130434783,8.078260869565218,27.44202898550725,8.841846274778883,2.333742028985508,282,11,52,6,6,93,56,69,0.106,0.7979999999999999,0.096,0.2228,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,8,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,4,11,2,11,5,0,7,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,37,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605980902911229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990869534050983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316735052732447,0.24329423868779726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783669840890367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840885033581615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206314815101244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695751971317253,0.0,0.2633821522873005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652873248478513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395989206937867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349942932005264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348309179266467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28453739760529106,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trebuchet-god,2018/11/13,"Do you guys do this? a lot of times i write a comment and before thinking if i should post it I immediately discard it.
Do you also do this or is it a me thing?


",-1.8683333333333323,0.01601327777778216,1.9680000000000002,93.77700000000004,96.77777777777777,3.991111111111112,18.31111111111111,5.6839178017228535,-0.4175488888888883,122,4,30,1,5,45,25,36,0.075,0.925,0.0,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351504393629826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740208635577003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352191701587161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736858829023392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420963106662874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920145125664507,0.2816430212172949,0.0,0.0,0.25630252750851434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OrwellianDisease,2018/11/13,"My piano teacher asked me if I could play something at a christmas concert. I was too afraid to say no so I promised to perform there. For me, playing piano in front of my teacher is scary enough, but I'm completely horrified of performing in front of people. Even playing piano in front of just my piano teacher is so anxiety inducing for me that sometimes I feel like I'm legitimately going to faint. I could never in my life play piano in front of a crowd, yet I was too afraid to say no when she asked me wether or not I'd do it. What do I do? I'm legitimately considering getting into an ""accident"" the day before the concert so that I won't be able to attend it.",3.5866176470588265,4.764849132352944,5.505176470588236,79.81629411764708,72.38235294117645,8.08705882352941,29.776470588235288,8.548686976883017,2.2769347058823537,526,22,104,9,10,182,75,136,0.105,0.795,0.1,-0.4177,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,10,8,0,2,5,0,11,2,0,1,1,11,19,7,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,6,0,6,5,2,0,0,2,5,17,6,19,13,1,17,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,5,75,22,0,0.2315602766016609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714297779192187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43295520056585823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704074016775994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427865443982161,0.0,0.0,0.3697640772704608,0.0,0.0,0.14933722190434878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392636656931961,0.0,0.152943378798416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708383345762545,0.16542670787215755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209806872264038,0.0,0.13160104150139226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355787141470485,0.11312865458620885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785935605534407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053473963768955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682920522051941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826641393950646,0.22901903453998385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SalmonMan123,2018/11/13,"Downloaded tinder but to scared to swipe So yesterday I finally downloaded tinder. I posted some pics on r/tinder to help set up my profile. Put some cheesy bio in and I still hate all my pictures. But I did it. After I set everything up yesterday I just left it since I was busy. I checked it today and apparently I have 10+ likes/ potential matches?

But I can't seem to get myself to actually swipe on anyone. I'll read a bio, try find anything in that or pictures I could try start a conversation with but I'm so bad at it I can't think of anything.

I just feel like if I swipe then ill just ghost them anyway because Idk what to say apart from some cheesy opening which would probably get me insta-unmatched.

",1.5175000000000018,3.941136861111115,3.4075000000000024,86.66250000000002,83.16666666666667,6.933333333333335,23.583333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.5450083333333335,564,21,114,12,16,189,92,144,0.163,0.789,0.047,-0.9558,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,1,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,23,15,11,1,3,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,19,2,17,11,4,22,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,6,10,72,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.1908268227144172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673183933554864,0.0,0.3218389928511282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327456840622465,0.11920436001212563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612931571939612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574610179418493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887503910322737,0.13969966413422447,0.0,0.2142134809511888,0.17872750060810633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433171390096694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930633505681234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107182801965936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124636777509593,0.0,0.0,0.19106993366347455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728110899515,0.0,0.2108340199127014,0.0,0.0,0.19657993908526,0.0,0.0,0.19560110549327295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155507767331412,0.19577784922109004,0.0,0.0,0.17801972551137468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175948133714158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841001350616036,0.0,0.15616503503885082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252993825811943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535681678362734,0.0,0.0,0.265528766217155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891182176075562,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anothertoughquestion,2018/11/13,"Has anyone experienced this in a social situation? Have a look at the following scene from the UK version of the office: https://youtu.be/AlFkHTNiycU

At 1:39 Tim, played by Martin Freeman, is pretending to laugh with Gareth and pulls a face/shows his mouth while Gareth isn't looking.

Has anyone noticed this sort of behaviour irl, particular the pulling faces behind someone's back for others to see?",9.858088235294117,10.906870397058823,8.219411764705884,66.4123529411765,58.264705882352935,10.917647058823533,36.117647058823536,10.686352973137794,4.082547058823529,329,13,49,7,4,99,55,68,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,0,5,2,2,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,12,9,1,8,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,2,31,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353314729130207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23936777753566324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228212814838965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544131051478524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480629904549841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34991028574741384,0.0,0.31732755834043,0.2637604968686656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yeah0h,2018/11/13,"Auditioned for my first play! I was extremely nervous but in a good way I think! I'm 31/M and terribly awkward in social settings. Never done a stage play or auditioned for anything ever. I hate feeling judged and having the center of attention on me, but I wanted to make new friends and find some meaning in my post existential crisis I've been having. I don't think I'll get cast, but I feel like I did my best! Anyone else try acting as a way to overcome social awkwardness and fear of public speaking? I feel like I want to take some acting lessons and audition for more things in the future!",4.864830508474576,5.812341203389836,5.8625000000000025,79.30273305084748,69.16949152542372,8.611864406779661,30.00423728813559,8.841846274778883,2.4428949152542367,474,18,88,8,8,157,78,118,0.182,0.607,0.21,0.4444,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,1,13,1,4,5,0,7,0,0,1,2,25,20,10,0,2,4,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,9,2,3,2,2,6,0,1,4,4,13,7,14,16,4,18,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,7,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398248673108772,0.181679755382878,0.145914802487183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608072671668704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145439173501346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481235905800658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039120151373626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952821437858226,0.2689667589470772,0.2533471624316228,0.0,0.0,0.16206232637772994,0.15082370287645494,0.0,0.0,0.13699281529601445,0.0,0.09263955685294664,0.0,0.0,0.14872306861729373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506145179053773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325390801630652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835886820942405,0.0,0.0,0.1931475741659338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675594581057862,0.17125153957671027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981836654732815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614997971829303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331850743882795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779993720889732,0.22723206407196356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203849699317307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916948293221116,0.2814881424334942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,confidentvik,2018/11/13,"Managing social anxiety!! Hello all
Wana ask how you guys have been managing your social anxieties. Do you do therapy, read books on social anxiety (you can share the names), or generally you're doing nothing at all?",4.638947368421054,7.698807894736844,6.43605263157895,65.83986842105264,75.3157894736842,11.168421052631581,30.552631578947373,10.686352973137794,4.857084210526316,172,8,25,7,4,59,29,38,0.13699999999999998,0.809,0.054000000000000006,-0.3365,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,2,6,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,1,0,17,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170355264962397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061444533315452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307115083168846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161705042494433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22534958347686745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6889601218438016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576371678401773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Frittnyx,2018/11/13,"Why am I so stupid Okay, I just reached a whole new level of stupidity. 
Today I was assigned to be an ‘expert’ on a specific topic in my university course so I can give everyone else a rough overview about it before we start going deeper into the subject matter. I was prepared enough to give a brief presentation, however, as soon as the lecturer read my name on the list, I completely froze and did not answer. 
Fortunately, she doesn’t know any of the names so I could just sit in the back without being noticed. Also nobody has there knows my name (since I never talk to anyone).
But still, what the hell is wrong with me...
Feeling really down right now.
",4.1211904761904785,5.883723500000002,5.4319365079365065,78.56028571428574,71.93650793650794,8.214603174603175,26.092063492063488,8.841846274778883,2.0778311111111107,515,17,94,10,10,172,97,126,0.11800000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.064,-0.8976,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,12,5,3,0,11,1,11,0,0,0,1,19,18,8,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,3,14,1,16,12,2,20,1,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,9,71,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896919525755074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518138414506453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899588315593775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285426259217938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915235418626834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084234738193843,0.0,0.0,0.15871454834812282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606030280357612,0.0,0.0,0.20539920977145454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994866471220606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051223949751907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381387536368212,0.11297473793679758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184953151932577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331611718674046,0.19198888175962334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263193250073445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883992299404932,0.0,0.12734748421939798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976226771344302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644379398138973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070184500116112,0.0,0.15875085911800246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977676031972093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884260065030467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793735618972489,0.22193761356965866,0.0,0.1916227343137479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734142570348214,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Caleb_Bravo99,2018/11/13,"How can I relate to other people? I'm 18 years old and I can't seem to be able to relate to others, at least not in any significant way. I used to have friends (and I was even ""popular"" at one point). But now I'm just by myself. There's a bunch of trends that I don't understand like Fortnite and vaping. I've never had any sort of romantic relationship and I'm worried that it may never happen due to my being so unrelatable. Pls help.",1.7265217391304368,3.3562731739130456,4.414565217391306,83.8951086956522,78.13043478260869,7.643478260869566,21.28260869565217,8.472884824447931,1.194213043478261,340,9,73,7,8,121,67,92,0.067,0.8190000000000001,0.114,0.6306,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,2,16,16,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,7,3,12,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,7,51,12,0,0.2457811351850532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342792002401741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233612177263504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988989535750536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734344613947856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474191407056474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200762477667413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791231267621516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25790595653960713,0.0,0.16654765806716634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039369240633084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234261623345698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638769581666373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374991457860524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558668296649204,0.0,0.2122759871184248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508962493973167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496026732806349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827499280812346
socialanxiety,-TracerBullet,2018/11/13,"Even listening to some songs is physically draining The song ""American Pie"", for example, is an adventure, with lots of of people and things happening. I love it, but I can only listen to it about once a month, because it has the same effect on me as going to like, a state fair. Is that fucking pathetic or what?",7.6454999999999975,6.5332285500000005,8.533333333333335,69.50500000000004,63.5,12.666666666666664,36.66666666666667,11.855464076750405,4.435666666666666,243,10,45,7,3,83,50,60,0.08199999999999999,0.762,0.156,0.4516,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,5,0,5,2,0,1,0,8,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,3,10,11,3,4,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,3,2,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805589225480415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362632106562294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306959122247631,0.0,0.0,0.2032940872308272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163206059087865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747583933331679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041111294291141,0.3228460511468291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855196570224221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809480717012427,0.0,0.27205357143137143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479901601928988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376457535311396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dom1130,2018/11/13,Hey first time posting anything here Just feeling like nobody cares about me and that i should give up on trying to find someone. Any advice? Thanks ,4.003333333333334,7.044391555555558,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,77.8888888888889,3.6,23.814814814814817,3.1291,0.1290592592592592,120,4,20,0,3,34,27,27,0.0,0.69,0.31,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105454790554325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161114162868056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615181086469669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240130604323476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068664017123482,0.22703272601836846,0.0,0.0,0.290458763297536,0.27031616287763033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048578070121762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525852609813173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043596487537692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692665708347086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925828287348629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185308750369108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576186315184592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shanningmannon,2018/11/13,"jfc im so lonely i want to be homeschooled or transfer, but at the same time im scared to and i dont wanna be a problem in my dads life, also hes paid a lot of money for me to go there so far",-1.103749999999998,-0.38186387499999697,2.610833333333336,97.7175,83.58333333333333,4.800000000000002,18.25,3.1291,-0.8511000000000006,146,3,41,0,4,55,39,48,0.129,0.78,0.09,-0.4204,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,7,6,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,8,4,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,28,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429958279951614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35612033179263164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268999785154635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6564394425677921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462450555841586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25832994457982184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29075190088000685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30421573677405256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718255025504018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792238338228659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BlackHeart357,2018/11/13,"A Girl From Class Blocked Me On Facebook... I'm Not Sure How to Feel About It...  

So there was this girl from class that I thought I had a pretty damn good conversation with not that long ago. She was definitely attractive, but I didn't even intend to pursue or anything necessarily. Just trying to be friendly and... Well, normal, you know?

I sent her the request like 4 or 5 days ago. I just checked back, and it appears she didn't accept it, but also I just see the three dots (...) on her profile, meaning she blocked future requests. Isn't this going to be weird when I have to see her in class again though?

I thought we had a decent connection and so I simply decided to add her. Could I really have messed up? Done something wrong..? I know she's just another person walking around, but she has over 1,000 friends and somehow I didn't make the cut?

Could I really have been that creepy and weird? That ugly..? God help me...",2.5253526161845983,4.679801281767958,3.3612479688007824,89.92768280792983,77.61878453038673,6.247773805654857,23.906727331816697,7.285733465282438,0.913309782255444,716,24,148,9,17,227,110,181,0.096,0.742,0.163,0.9268,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,1,1,0,0,18,14,2,0,6,0,18,0,0,3,1,39,31,16,0,3,11,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,9,9,0,2,8,0,1,4,6,6,1,1,12,3,26,8,16,15,0,18,0,0,2,0,21,6,1,4,9,104,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051946199502519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766533548365048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051040731892284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416617386985713,0.153246705880929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236988025111668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27488962888792856,0.0,0.0,0.11102012345675777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616543482578872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137010088949522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704234268923089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659996117357633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783471051765302,0.1443881506591038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538603751630505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921421108632724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410198769267495,0.0,0.0,0.1523440601074832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490899329706356,0.0,0.0,0.18751778925349846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866682580130538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503115108801437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513467680726313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056265818870469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743566296125044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252663355713035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224585233065927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913286764239452,0.2733298696573844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687603905163906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478019940289692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882149572153892,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,modstar63,2018/11/13,"Hanging out with people I normally work all day (two jobs) and dont have days off. A group of my friends are all going out to get pizza and didnt invite me but are talking about leaving soon. They have never been rude to me and seem to not mind me being around, but would it be weird for me to ask to go with them? I don't hang out with people often and I don't know if it would be weird asking. We were all friends in high school but I dont know if we've grown apart. We graduated last year and now go to different schools.",2.5518421052631592,3.166572912280704,3.734166666666667,93.67125,74.26315789473685,6.752631578947369,22.144736842105264,6.6274283507984215,0.20102105263157896,408,9,99,3,8,133,72,114,0.048,0.868,0.084,0.7268,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,2,1,5,5,1,0,1,0,16,1,0,0,4,32,25,10,0,5,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,14,1,0,3,0,0,6,7,3,0,1,3,0,13,2,18,17,3,21,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,4,7,69,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598285482948872,0.3066106975445622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115156012336405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713311102530979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38438218372789024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533913044427451,0.0,0.08567623821454869,0.0,0.2795921177036072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326086259128726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273141217006246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024551033516867,0.1336709784999509,0.0,0.17363814784164178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557973415906976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647658720045316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067206537303325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273753424655279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319264190929966,0.0,0.14928725569436854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180622970362296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019109499505985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938420903498498,0.0,0.0,0.2329827730561625,0.0,0.0,0.10560200376331223
socialanxiety,MisterColo,2018/11/13,"Does anyone suffer from heavy hand sweating? I discovered not long ago that I suffer from SA. One of the symptoms I associated this with, and that I've been suffering ever since I moved countries when I was a kid, is the annoying hand sweating.

It is especially annoying on this times where mobile phones and a lot of electronics are touch based. Sending the wrong text or audio message always triggers this symptom, it's so annoying lol.

Anyone relates?",5.4498257839721225,7.917665585365857,5.9590592334494765,73.20353658536588,69.97560975609754,8.588153310104529,32.44599303135888,9.23628265651192,3.387287108013936,366,17,57,8,7,118,60,82,0.23,0.669,0.10099999999999999,-0.9038,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,5,1,5,6,4,1,1,8,5,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,1,2,4,5,0,6,3,1,9,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23156768282364426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736714923053635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36532099075179775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860714395016485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363006025679967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311833740502132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209132907158508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27764980482133433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701853986187874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160950012548311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430431377550687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232731977099828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856177577587933,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,soufflegirl90,2018/11/13,"How do you know when it's time to start taking medication for your social anxiety? I've tried therapy for a year but don't feel like it helped... I'm tired of being anxious all the time and it's negatively affecting all aspects of my life. I turn down dates, I'm failing at school/work, and have no friends and feel like I'm going to die if I try to socialize. I know some people that have really benefitted from antidepressants, but I'm scared of addiction, side effects, etc. and don't know if I should take the plunge or if my anxiety is really bad enough?",5.106295828065741,5.4174529292035425,6.3694310998735775,78.14911504424781,68.38053097345133,10.704930467762328,29.417193426042985,10.608840637214634,2.938333501896334,443,15,92,12,7,150,74,113,0.285,0.653,0.063,-0.9817,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,2,7,0,1,3,0,8,4,0,3,2,22,22,12,1,4,6,0,2,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,2,8,4,11,20,5,10,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,5,8,53,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792691133012506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497159090530153,0.18438490705208985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362765355747319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938994498091628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864327484692945,0.18202630357474694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505139674024433,0.2331996517890039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609841972573166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275804810463784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939863328577804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690937725654092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152825899513634,0.15947583794782505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442052745255015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315175724973865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091176183800647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340528285913533,0.16518087313570465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33275141515590284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552342360227788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454326246512068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664897171293904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034232120366268,0.18759001939553094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162263669549695,0.17752952494158375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188214420587552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510420492691616
socialanxiety,black_tangerine,2018/11/13,"Anxiety flares up when wanting to please people? For example, in a group of people I want to become friends with (let's say popular kids) I become very quiet and have no idea what to say. In groups where I couldn't care less or they're just associates, I can easily be myself. ",4.113727272727271,5.3529850545454565,5.219772727272726,82.12965909090909,71.18181818181819,9.136363636363637,24.65909090909091,9.516144504307137,2.041454545454545,218,6,43,5,4,72,46,55,0.114,0.679,0.207,0.6566,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,9,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472534156890988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333734812642196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461966939844913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865605899397484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725923815733377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469213766438449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348124208240621,0.0,0.0,0.2650636321238722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840562916393615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923960541167532,0.2848527643504874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whoamilurk,2018/11/13,"Load of shit anxiety is I really need help. I don't know what to do. I'm so upset I'm like this. I really wish I could fully grasp why I have social and general anxiety. I don't know how I'm going to be one day to the next. I get good sleep, I exercise, I eat reasonably good, I take Vit D and use my sun lamp now the days are grey, I take my antidepressants, I talk about my experiences etc etc but nothing can help. It is wearing me thin and I hate it. Just when I think I have it figured out, it comes on again in slightly different fashion.  I feel insane. I feel like no ones really get what it's like for ME. I get anxiety thinking about anxiety. Legit. Like I'm feeling ok and then all of sudden (because anxiety is part of me) I think about it and I start to panic and zone out talking to people.

​

Why is all of this worth it? Why can't I just live my FUCKING LIFE! Let me miserable like everyone without dealing with this added bullshit.",0.3448260869565232,2.5521075000000017,2.96430434782609,89.29791304347826,86.5,6.678260869565218,22.195652173913047,7.893859768569023,1.2455130434782613,740,27,161,16,23,257,111,200,0.179,0.655,0.166,-0.6923,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,10,14,3,3,2,1,15,7,3,3,2,33,40,11,0,3,4,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,10,1,0,11,1,1,2,5,6,0,2,0,5,29,8,19,37,5,16,0,1,1,1,6,5,2,0,14,100,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522020531945767,0.12921570367219626,0.0,0.0,0.4067520797676951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482436069293218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160317753567608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490447057393959,0.0,0.0,0.13716202889549414,0.10963268868128896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110349571459853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088131797501278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371961893248392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161318531583348,0.0,0.10402170123325026,0.0,0.0,0.1613073011180984,0.07596988411830967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831035003028672,0.16667602663493944,0.0,0.060435923565836214,0.1783872245519959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498951777049917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255598461942304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688423810197625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874066615437247,0.0751116473140176,0.2597637010952406,0.0,0.09390086890675348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885035093473566,0.0,0.0,0.1130946402883386,0.0,0.0,0.10203685938227136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411854758257936,0.0,0.0,0.12476800875849026,0.0,0.11515671651675025,0.0,0.07372331665249153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437390596712104,0.1093360467435328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915729636088486,0.0,0.0,0.1064175915409068,0.10840104715280488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526856096643005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991008486131852,0.1709454033818015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044166598491569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918443024213166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878680776215275,0.0,0.12228666443717615,0.10250873014585797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921570367219626,0.0
socialanxiety,ScrubBall21,2018/11/13,Will I get in trouble? Alright so my school bus was stopping for my stop and I went to grab the seat I front or me to get up but I accidentally grabbed the hair of a girl I didn’t know. I got really embarrassed and left the bus without saying anything. Will I get in trouble ?,0.17233990147783018,2.4243167758620707,2.493152709359609,91.94568965517244,88.13793103448276,5.383251231527094,23.802955665024644,6.868970318607317,0.8176128078817735,215,9,48,3,7,73,41,58,0.262,0.7120000000000001,0.025,-0.9177,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,1,4,1,1,0,0,8,10,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,4,10,1,8,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384753280417413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542153708926528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317743054939017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592629085083588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148614454684915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564911298042786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304553932316798,0.0,0.293286455885723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845606223125383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686414435129993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793505570235101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Outofoptions44,2018/11/13,"Being thrown out of my house. Almost winter. Any options I can turn to for help? Well, I finally reached the point where I don't have any family members willing to deal with me anymore.  I guess this is how alot of people with a mental illness end up homeless.  I have really bad social anxiety where I find it incredibly hard to deal with anyone.  I need to find a place to live, and I can't even do that on my own.  Is there any social workers I can turn to for help, or something.  Or I have to wander the streets until someone takes notice? I went to a psychiatrist twice recently and so far all she's done has prescribed meds.  Take 4 weeks of meds and come back.  Up the dosage 4 weeks of meds and come back.  I have the money to rent it's just the dealing with people, I can't do.",2.0775776397515533,3.7945229378882033,3.626677018633544,89.54386645962738,77.38509316770187,6.339130434782609,22.68012422360249,7.1686216300943375,0.6987937888198754,607,18,130,7,14,201,95,161,0.07,0.87,0.06,-0.3838,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,0,9,0,17,1,0,1,1,23,26,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,11,0,0,2,0,2,3,3,1,1,1,2,1,17,1,24,22,3,22,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,6,9,90,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768260556413825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397596156575759,0.0,0.08990500039491751,0.0,0.11655153099747,0.082175021692067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073632195488035,0.09812704389661572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247182797993749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634840757845576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026713586804293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409075822345183,0.0,0.0,0.07762302916361305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079050494005856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874102717727834,0.21482832836611493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946516114522752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052777900262491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575467771526437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560610555497266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037752242221634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916256671219382,0.0,0.11843584142413525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714203546267668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380105237324091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295171290930655,0.0,0.1227868316223791,0.0,0.11109750238520212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752884333014301,0.0,0.1160400774974862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23960040210853825,0.09957710802142504,0.09047517556387566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672578651372833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556631985604745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885401996323856,0.0,0.10566755782528768,0.1089452735713348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnxiousMess96,2018/11/13,"Writing in public Hello, I'm new to this thread, wondering if anybody gets severe shakes and sweats when having to write in public. Anytime I have to fill out paperwork in front of random people, my hand starts to shake and I can feel my heart racing. It's ridiculous. Any tips appreciated, thanks!",4.4514545454545456,6.953162145454549,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,73.0,6.581818181818183,23.72727272727273,7.554174236665415,1.2921999999999998,238,7,40,3,5,75,45,55,0.111,0.732,0.158,0.5983,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,9,9,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,9,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651812679201676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832951271900674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893956646092477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42957417126622655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501128487150818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25131766403056943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095312812557485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565852945302401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33374900831479803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931248704712797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reversingmemories,2018/11/13,"I had a job interview on the phone I got the job!!!!!!! This was a huge step for me because talking on the phone is my hugest anxiety. I’ve been really down on myself for a year for being jobless. I made the decision to quit because my mental health was getting worst. I’m just so happy I gave myself another chance. When I was told about the good news I cried after I hung up. Not because of the anxiety I was feeling, but because I was so proud of myself. I haven’t felt this proud of myself in a long time and I’m glad I overcame two of my fears, talking on the phone and a job interview.

I just wanted to share this news to everyone who is going through the same thing. I know I’m a stranger and this is coming from some random person on the internet, but I am rooting for anyone going through this! ",2.6596756255792404,3.98469228915663,4.317710843373494,86.85013438368863,74.90361445783131,7.276367006487487,26.02224281742354,7.882392219407189,1.4474852641334572,624,22,131,9,13,210,88,166,0.065,0.765,0.17,0.9607,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,1,15,0,13,1,0,2,0,21,28,8,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,12,2,22,6,24,15,3,18,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,2,5,96,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474920561987882,0.2403857158845241,0.0,0.0,0.10985874718037672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831043804576687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353410130182174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258389936035312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013050645865084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679851595743487,0.07944227164701978,0.0,0.15085543175316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208631657214635,0.0,0.17858461547158086,0.13178095088989952,0.12565954544870414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672522745702701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700633285965386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46773840077478496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634651993607416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390421929483057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486663990124476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833537846653628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718711503030034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711157732995754,0.0,0.0,0.10065215425999624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525668288689028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438049647903658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916152585535719,0.0,0.0,0.15013050645865084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347892496020366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267073902599043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117717225003284
socialanxiety,concernedraisin27,2018/11/13,"There's nothing worse than *having* to wait around to answer your phone all day So my savings are low, i applied to some places for a season job, and just found out i'm being evicted in a month. I now have to look for a job while looking for a house and the sheer number of people i need to call/answer is killing me

at least the perspective of actually being broke and homeless is helping me deal with my anxiety (although it's still as bad as ever 🙃)",5.899677419354839,5.116298752688174,6.5091612903225835,81.5237419354839,66.84946236559139,8.730322580645161,31.50322580645161,7.554174236665415,1.965887741935484,356,12,73,3,5,117,69,93,0.153,0.7829999999999999,0.064,-0.8572,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,1,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,2,15,13,8,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,8,1,18,10,3,13,0,2,2,0,4,6,0,1,7,54,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.2048673514425924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606005430469618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688763939628134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752878757373371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436823192126644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539141790387565,0.2164349024099556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898992228988466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301840994097457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071574358973934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24223807460039126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166583741852251,0.0,0.23226319171727924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525869030470624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756899333076333,0.0,0.0,0.15566495919079762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143935142210376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554325937774365,0.0,0.2193385434731029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765524186412967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394282279784665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,leahhhsaur,2018/11/13,"Grocery store anxiety I went to the grocery store after a long day’s work, as I had to pick up a few items for my bunnies. I grabbed a basket thinking I wouldn’t need anything for myself, and went on my merry way to get some veggies. It’s around dinner time so it’s starting to get busier as people prepare for dinner or are running around grabbing a couple things they might need that they forgot to get. So it’s somewhat busy. After I grab my veggies,  I realized I needed a couple things for myself. I ended up with a few cans of soup, and some paper towels. I’m heading to the check out line, the long ones where people get a lot of groceries, and the manager (he had a tie on) said to just go into the express lane. Anxiety rushed through me as I say “oh ok, thank you” and head for the express lane, 12 items or less. There was one person who was just finishing up their transaction, and I got in line to be next. I start putting all my items on the counter, and I keep pulling more and more items out of my basket. I was thinking this whole time about how I shouldn’t have agreed to go to the express lane, as I had just shy of 12 items..maybe 10 or 11, having anxiety about people with less items getting in line behind me.  Sure enough, maybe 3 or 4 people with only a few items started piling up behind me. I’m just thinking about how annoyed they must be that I got in this line when I had more items than they had. I was struggling to reach for my wallet. I still hadn’t put down my basket, and I almost dropped something out of my purse. The cashier seemed annoyed at me too, giving me a weird look. After ringing up a few things, she says “Oh I can take that.” It wasn’t with any kind of tone, but I felt super awkward about it. Needless to say, I was freaking out in my head. Like ahh I’m too slow and everyone’s mad at me for coming to this line. After I ran my card, the cashier was still bagging my things. I glanced behind me and I felt like everyone was glaring at me. I walked as fast as I could while trying to stay calm out of the store, and not look like I was freaking out. Does anybody else struggle with this? It’s a fucking nightmare. And it only happens when I feel extremely tired, otherwise I seem to have a good handle on my mask of not being riddled with anxiety. ",3.3264705882352965,4.321928087048836,4.168061071562383,89.8532455976021,72.8004246284501,6.560284750843014,26.37948045460223,6.522977012572876,0.9137383039840145,1783,59,381,12,34,573,208,471,0.078,0.848,0.07400000000000001,0.0414,1,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,5,2,22,20,4,3,24,1,29,7,3,3,3,68,69,30,0,7,11,0,6,3,0,4,1,5,0,1,19,28,2,2,9,0,4,13,6,10,0,2,24,14,60,10,81,37,23,65,0,0,3,1,19,27,1,12,25,274,79,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481312855801976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759775912593624,0.0,0.25917591881825497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969949708222828,0.15079891617222724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296009930065933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762471314635297,0.1874341507367974,0.0,0.05462340672951906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412006686788522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707545745425748,0.0,0.07501756794546734,0.08751600143684296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186574069468584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04282601333312272,0.0,0.1626473311423032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783022280826315,0.22125687087634727,0.08125034224312068,0.09627200940651133,0.07104092875060862,0.13548196085659714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489844088024768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607747222133882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528375467405228,0.0,0.08820026210562745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241379563666399,0.0,0.0,0.1499106882423634,0.1422505067958955,0.0,0.0,0.0720074791938781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018168475792902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985152822651273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840818371774046,0.0,0.0,0.09007761966112927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478754149763655,0.12883377153108072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23487659046084355,0.07395530232978538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029040228243006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056749397911493,0.20206650063176002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421233119006936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520490143487064,0.0,0.0,0.17984971144225942,0.090277135099514,0.13528036870375512,0.0,0.0,0.17709013915551206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982716021286893,0.0,0.06368259259409842,0.0,0.0,0.07797882954730592,0.0,0.0,0.22507918976895908,0.16281378225657112,0.0,0.0,0.0987765380568632,0.09734825430695553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750459663773892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722958064500874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703237447709906,0.0,0.0945626447621858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616613826040814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pumbungler,2018/11/13,Afflicted Today I experienced such intense anxiety that I involuntarily let out an audible gasp. I was able to find privacy fairly quickly and discovered that further screeching and barking vocalizations (voluntary) somewhat relieved my symptoms.  Do I have tourettes? Am I just ****ing crazy? Sound familiar to anyone with SA?,6.231029411764709,10.110221000000003,7.025661764705883,56.04672794117647,84.09803921568627,10.393137254901964,43.62990196078432,9.516144504307137,6.893449019607845,265,19,30,10,8,87,44,51,0.138,0.792,0.07,-0.5473,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,24,8,0,0.4105144003184534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140423926162917,0.0,0.0,0.2870412136378933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752027247956445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41977878752718223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266816450874237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891196513129648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lifeinyellow,2018/11/13,"Trying so hard to be “normal” during the day that I am extremely exhausted, irritable, and angry when I get home? I feel like I am always grumpy and irritable. I thought I was just tired until I realized that I still am irritable when I’ve had enough sleep. I notice that I get annoyed at my family members very easily and if anything goes wrong, no matter how small, I feel like I’m going to cry and I get so angry. I feel like a 4 year old. 

I think this is because during the day at school or when I’m not home I am trying so hard to be “normal” and act like a happy person for others. Then, I get home and I am exhausted from pretending to be someone else, my anxiety hits, and I take it out on my family by snapping at them, getting angry when they talk to me, and crying when insignificant, small things don’t go my way. Why do I get so upset over things my younger sister can handle? Does anyone else relate to this? ",4.979163059163064,4.721065761904762,6.656940836940841,77.9383116883117,68.62962962962963,9.624050024050023,27.234728234728237,9.339509955726095,2.1065830687830687,715,19,146,13,11,249,105,189,0.259,0.6509999999999999,0.09,-0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,12,10,1,1,4,0,14,4,1,1,0,23,31,22,0,3,4,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,9,9,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,3,5,27,5,16,24,1,24,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,16,96,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603943431655984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829667197327039,0.0,0.0,0.0807049763958513,0.11826235104947848,0.09498156555026288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035950885917741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535688760643213,0.1488738629128892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100560670468532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928387016040628,0.0,0.0,0.11926064283310114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761710315277105,0.0,0.17508082394873942,0.24737014036926766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618159360856493,0.0,0.13119271379121045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228676934498772,0.20678890943076075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473297182517165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255552848729725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261759500931924,0.0,0.13140745875294274,0.12111481783377315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078107719685506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681211202627295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550425480109855,0.0,0.09779575334401226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217527920280848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678215189632,0.09277094671748068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336103352237407,0.07395705172087855,0.0,0.09163130133164704,0.0,0.1326593445394794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567264282709287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523432970108188,0.0,0.0916157373907186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041494089628282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619463420770302,0.0,0.07432727486716166
socialanxiety,mostly-toastly,2018/11/13,"Reddit makes my tummy hurt If you clicked on this post, thanks in advance, but please bear with me, it is kind of ramb-ly. 

Kind of a joke title, but very true. I do not get social interaction with very many people. It can be several days to a week of not leaving the house, and when I do, it is only to pick up a kid from school or practice.

I am getting better at commenting on reddit, and do so several times a day (on another account). When someone replies to my comment, I am on cloud 9! I don't feel quite so alone. Unless, (and this happens quite a bit) someone is just mean. It ruins my entire day. Several days sometimes. It's like my worst thoughts about myself are confirmed. That I am stupid, that my opinions are moronic and do not deserve to be heard, I am worthless as a human being. 

I commented on a post today that had a vid of a guy drinking at a bar. He spilled the drink all over himself, and I said something along the lines of ""The fear of something like this happening is why i try not to leave the house."" It was a joke, but i wasn't kidding.

I got a few downvotes, and didn't understand why, so I (stupidly) asked. One guy said something along the lines of ""Um, because this is not a big deal"", but another said because my comment was stupid. Which, (and I'm sure *you* understand), was like saying I am stupid, as are my feelings, and I should probably do humanity a favor and crawl into a hole and die.

I want the interaction with other people. I am so freakin lonely every day, and it is nice to have small convos on here, but these little jabs are making me reconsider reddit all together. I saw his comment two hours ago, and I *still* feel sick to my stomach.

I don't expect many replies, because many of us find it hard to respond to posts, I just kinda needed to rant in the hope that I won't be throwing and dealing with diarrhea for the next few days. (Was that TMI? Sorry!)

How do you deal with downvotes, or just the plain hateful comments?

Anywho, if you made it this far through my ramblings,  you deserve gold, but alas, I have none to give. Instead, here is an awkward internet high five!🖐",3.2066795615731785,4.6458528486997634,4.3334407908876,86.82454545454546,73.70449172576829,6.923963034601332,28.184612078229105,7.463857097105799,1.5483891252955089,1637,65,334,19,33,535,213,423,0.162,0.741,0.098,-0.9878,0,3,5,0,0,0,78.0,1,5,0,4,15,27,6,2,26,0,41,5,1,5,4,64,69,33,1,7,19,0,4,3,0,2,1,5,0,6,22,21,3,0,8,5,1,2,11,13,1,2,15,11,43,14,46,48,7,38,0,4,2,0,35,18,0,7,18,228,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920008026086069,0.0,0.0,0.08085199303789704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371631552910418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298041410709452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427634447361982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904231616563808,0.0852269681694414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020735341283775,0.2414453474670135,0.0,0.0,0.08101934174217468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294833186030016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657732890332026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784504154256226,0.11841631614285895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135016888450704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157167892848337,0.07488724309480578,0.0,0.0,0.06243586339162765,0.0,0.0,0.15459362188847953,0.1380655784276637,0.0,0.06993107617873504,0.07707321269293023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248015872718724,0.0,0.07753634746859,0.07687848657048357,0.1801534947779953,0.08357039988578265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258576362831134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531952780193088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441612501648338,0.07824182828712921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386716979217044,0.10421824028415268,0.2374375478501561,0.0,0.0850358769023939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578843488146081,0.0,0.0,0.08302321460726632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289899271234414,0.05937209432668938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824114607720058,0.0,0.0,0.0856921354765088,0.0,0.0,0.224294616836526,0.0,0.08416747773111576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660638764222149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277361573812168,0.062080571955615574,0.0,0.07900613942203112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645743311074704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957762966020683,0.13228876337484236,0.1802951902694088,0.07720846848491705,0.08738758829484422,0.0,0.0,0.06234296113337801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357551719033248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718719380539219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061975040454726016,0.04552043975023348,0.0,0.07399667167284607,0.0,0.0,0.05300113930096975,0.0,0.07625834677414844,0.16253723066242948,0.09390281099161596,0.0,0.0,0.12882391388377706,0.04604487133522083,0.0,0.0626191861548332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408833824250799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GentileUprising,2018/11/13,"My Laugh Box is Dead... Anyone else ever feel like you can't genuinely ""laugh out loud"" in real life? 

It's not that I that I don't enjoy jokes or comedy, BECAUSE I DO! But, whenever I find something funny I can't automatically laugh hysterically like so many people do; the most I manage to muster up is an awkward sounding chuckle. This is especially uncomfortable when I'm in social situations or family gatherings; I hate being the only one that doesn't laugh when something funny happens. That being said faking my laugh seems to make it even worse.  

I have managed to genuinely laugh in the past but it's extremely rare and in most cases it was out of my control. The stupidest things manage to make me laugh but I can't see a sitcom or stand up and laugh my ass off like so many people do. What's wrong with me? Is my laugh box dead? 
",3.794615384615384,5.401523855421691,5.4550602409638556,78.69591751621877,72.49397590361446,8.240222428174237,24.817423540315108,8.841846274778883,1.8362804448563488,664,20,127,13,13,226,93,166,0.285,0.628,0.087,-0.9898,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,6,19,1,1,6,0,16,2,1,3,1,22,25,12,2,0,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,11,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,5,17,15,15,21,2,14,0,0,1,1,4,9,1,6,7,83,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210387905822286,0.17892690704546105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645153922352914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958600244493384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587919202723185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534007256662157,0.1579609216430215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462363060509308,0.0,0.08829710676903538,0.12475419753594183,0.0,0.0,0.15960672528565087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442286396811555,0.0,0.0,0.17240888532548626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334484111717295,0.2559430947292385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23313094147978394,0.3540905374595622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183323757984836,0.13281237727933842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670207792706682,0.24212997862012164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876476658804254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661111101482209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915581698081506,0.15897466997774518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962890618784503,0.0,0.1780111396319037,0.0,0.2688741582867009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601500877474173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779607359744638,0.0,0.1909281811509971,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TothDave666,2019/03/02,"Never really texting friends,because you think they'd rather speak with someone else Does anyone else feel like this? I rarely text to my friends,so some of them dont even text me,and i feel like thats because they dont care about me which leads to me not texting them either.",4.325892857142858,5.500225517857146,3.7771428571428594,92.91785714285713,70.60714285714286,6.314285714285715,26.5,5.985473137389443,0.6881214285714288,223,7,47,1,4,66,41,56,0.051,0.852,0.09699999999999999,0.3339,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,4,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,7,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,10,3,5,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,26,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751725765135505,0.2308204779014508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27465064436258396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296824968055163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713934488370935,0.0,0.5280403720394069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763760898303343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879176704402194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278112411183177,0.32187247821974313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011560816085676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374568069700044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431669505300648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908744610882388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434688530125228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NifflerPotato,2019/03/02,"I just lost my best friend... So I'm in my third year of uni and now the one super close relationship I had fell apart in a giant blazing fire of mean girl bullshit. 

It's not that I don't have other friends but no one was really as close or reliable and I'm not even sure how to either meet new people or build up my relationships to that point and I'm scared.... 

Has any one else gone through this?  Or have any advice I could possibly use? ",2.584147465437788,3.6580985053763437,3.9290629800307215,90.55645161290329,74.6989247311828,7.464823348694317,21.88786482334869,7.957251820313856,0.6894897081413216,343,8,80,5,7,113,69,93,0.141,0.805,0.054000000000000006,-0.7253,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,1,18,14,10,0,1,8,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,4,4,1,7,5,9,9,2,13,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,3,3,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081379847151966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655781070146211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492190022202536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590574683250108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312150207576745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289727864895438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017274117804351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315827730289225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270428496133087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859121804396856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969563023252738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353743644354526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459153950880572,0.220135525204062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509379159695802,0.0,0.0,0.419289880939769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954975057402557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403794192177267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864900592997178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574630113848898
socialanxiety,frickin-name,2019/03/02,"I need help. I dont know where to get it from or where to start. I’m going to keep this relatively short.. I have always struggled with social anxiety, I don’t know where it rooted from or when it started, but it has been present for as long as I can remember. Since graduating high school (3 years ago), I have managed to avoid people/existing friends so much that I have absolutely nobody to call a friend anymore. I have a relatively busy schedule, work and school full time, but generally have weekends off... plenty of time to have a social life. 

On the rare occasion somebody reaches out to make plans, I get excited and plan with them.... only to make a sorry excuse to not go when that day comes. I am comfortable on my own, even though it gets lonely sometimes (I hope that makes sense).

I feel like I need to see a therapist, but with a lack of health care it won’t happen. I’m hoping somebody here will have advice to help me break this or make it less intense in any way.",5.961119962511718,5.707577108247424,6.433542642924088,80.34955482661671,66.57731958762886,9.528772258669166,30.52296157450797,9.095868883498916,2.3126144329896903,765,25,156,12,11,249,122,194,0.066,0.737,0.19699999999999998,0.9813,0,3,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,3,9,11,0,2,7,0,15,2,0,5,0,31,40,14,0,5,7,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,12,7,0,2,4,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,2,16,8,26,37,5,29,0,1,1,0,9,11,0,5,14,99,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255428246590617,0.11388401277497125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069002500607218,0.0,0.0,0.08736639066277628,0.0,0.0982818816108395,0.0,0.12741119760567846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118581538451068,0.0,0.13098730323439428,0.0,0.0,0.11066855091287793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285478400693448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056999400109924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485554005919604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496006560272666,0.09178149944763853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985166264463704,0.0,0.2013663154034262,0.0,0.14602891000167925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360869841601165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656133080933747,0.0,0.0,0.17222616798031604,0.13573931438749198,0.0,0.2552063625461375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419315649125872,0.0,0.0,0.14121135972890936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074463777944902,0.06276566633025384,0.0,0.0,0.11369501133604296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34302825555011424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444281038371423,0.1905229558990032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977098917123914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553543961476378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26004409698145176,0.10237675197807077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062746130350786,0.0,0.0,0.26192512374731186,0.0,0.0,0.12706358400346307,0.14381557339569748,0.18186841975450568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430840465648405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916764433378446,0.0,0.0,0.12622456884982894,0.0,0.14982787079135734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197629032553067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353024359187737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273272667810314
socialanxiety,jaykoix,2019/03/02,"so this girl wants to be friends with me so basically i have been doing good for a few weeks until this girl who is in my ela class says to me “do you wanna sit next to me, we can be friends?” now idk if i can trust her though since people have pretended to be my friend before just so they can bully me. she has complimented me in the past on my hair and the chokers i wear, but i still am not sure if i should just sit next to her and try talking to her. ",5.055,3.2993105000000007,5.898000000000002,88.39900000000004,69.0,9.2,27.0,7.554174236665415,1.0471,350,7,89,3,5,116,66,100,0.057,0.825,0.11800000000000001,0.6514,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,1,0,8,7,0,0,3,0,15,2,2,0,1,14,16,10,0,5,6,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,20,7,13,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,2,7,69,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718607190467613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5371045471870767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436502625669225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928972415897852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121352626110985,0.16065314557002144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428184705920184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169033490538426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506073102890774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840379009175773,0.0,0.0,0.18625665543151104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22767459871272305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573301846124705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668098843103926,0.0,0.185880685735416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,healedheart1120,2019/03/02,"Anyone else in the middle of stressing about an interview, speech, or some other similar event that is coming up soon for you? I am just wondering who else is with me in experiencing performance anxiety and anticipation anxiety right now.  I have two interviews this week and I have rehearsed, rehearsed, and rehearsed.  

Sometimes my mind goes blank when practicing and I get nervous thinking ""omg if I'm already doing this when I'm at home by myself, how am I going to be in person with the employers?""  AHHHHH.  

One thing that helps is knowing that I've done other things like this and it has always turned out okay.  :)   

​

What is it like for you right now?  What helps?

I find it encouraging to know I'm not alone. So thanks in advance for any comments!",4.1358428805237315,6.617036517730497,4.959148936170212,78.82615384615386,73.8936170212766,8.026404800872887,27.86743044189853,8.841846274778883,2.471881178396072,603,24,106,13,13,195,95,141,0.07,0.779,0.151,0.9056,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,2,9,7,0,2,3,1,12,0,0,1,0,21,24,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,16,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,1,2,11,5,17,22,1,20,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,4,9,78,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059288879776754,0.18176478015326586,0.0,0.13705432704007994,0.17846635750650727,0.20014420129767585,0.11201041972685803,0.0,0.25200983415389905,0.0,0.0,0.11517108891187755,0.1687678301377625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188557801548418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855848301616452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751929836291265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505446058764618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605569157690059,0.0,0.0936101364463984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080716871874645,0.0,0.1652204678031981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104380361193745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609408051941663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663130738594737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161372332604108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382095034068382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813278319440885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290526904290126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867806956870167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164550774111182,0.0,0.0,0.21885586262721152,0.10554137501542583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916033586971336,0.16090056883379786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321227524386579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862411304019668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014420129767585,0.0
socialanxiety,PitifulProgrammer,2019/03/02,"Can't talk to girls because of my anxiety, despite being relatively attractive It's disappointing to say the least. I even sometimes see girls looking at me and occasionally smiling too, sucks to know that I am unable to do anything about it because of my anxiety.

Any normal guy who sees a girl smile at them would be making a move if they were interested, but for me, the idea of me going up and starting a conversation with the girl doesn't even cross my mind as a possibility.

I don't even want to think about how many opportunities I've missed out on over the years, but considering I'm 25, I'd assume it's a rather large amount. 

Sometimes I almost wish I wasn't physically attractive, at least then I wouldn't have to worry about any missed opportunities, because there likely be few to none, which would be better for me mentally.",9.758385093167703,7.4913001180124255,9.870683229813668,65.26018633540373,60.24223602484472,12.926708074534162,38.52795031055901,11.491704259439757,4.2282397515527945,673,25,126,15,7,225,101,161,0.111,0.752,0.13699999999999998,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,10,11,1,0,9,0,15,0,0,2,0,22,29,8,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,2,4,15,7,24,20,5,13,0,3,3,0,11,7,1,3,4,86,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160636228518233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949819530010853,0.0,0.2469221342512156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280823815926193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951411367628001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427342112367533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31978494984591344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172028844230154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979909067322842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218694865317472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869440061913926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884582607673966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552493185522585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772747171280743,0.16362168880639788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264073526403786,0.0,0.16295546278635542,0.0,0.0,0.1715294708818056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812557558855111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194026249713796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283418918037598,0.0,0.0,0.2572100338516979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192329128574945,0.0,0.1142309691843691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297172342289453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341065323150074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951905839277372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558776755692896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389693492092294,0.0,0.2292902316665289,0.0,0.0,0.10392831877532273
socialanxiety,khmln,2019/03/02,"Lol u guys I go to a theaterproject I've been going there for some weeks now and I get anxious bc we make a chair circle at the beginning and at the end and we play games and we act a lot... It's horrible but the good thing is that they don't force me to do anything. If I feel like I've reached my limit, I just sit down and watch the others... 
Of course I feel like they judge me and don't like me and think that I'm boring etc. But at least I can decide for myself and therefore have my freedom and not such a big pressure. I have to admit that I don't sleep well.. It's torture.

The people there are very confident and open people and very nice. But I am going there with the hope that I will get better with little steps, I mean I also visit a therapist. The fact they are confident intimidates me more.

Last time I grew some balls and also joined a mini play... Then a boy there told me that he thought that it was cool that I joined in finally. I was kinda happy to hear that but at the same time weird bc I don't know what to think about it... I mean it's a normal thing for most people but for me it's a big step. 😭 I am so depressed bc I live in a cage but at the same time I am so proud of myself bc I'm becoming braver and braver.",0.8082475490196117,2.276117643382353,2.7557352941176454,95.4912254901961,80.28676470588233,5.85686274509804,17.950980392156865,6.6274283507984215,-0.29466225490196063,957,18,234,9,24,321,133,272,0.077,0.6779999999999999,0.245,0.9945,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,3,3,13,18,1,1,19,2,18,1,1,2,1,51,39,25,0,3,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,18,19,0,1,10,4,0,8,5,5,1,0,5,5,36,13,22,33,9,31,0,1,1,0,14,12,0,7,13,156,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916720349382934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480596995341525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127647966118775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133991904556646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119274016998745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802455702299736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136874935709195,0.0,0.15282573249860876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385739319613681,0.1957898770846616,0.0,0.15011070844455895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318603196758736,0.0,0.23363354144437695,0.11493506003680845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356821851436698,0.0,0.1458719950737595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444384051691928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610265318948614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530862682204865,0.11169851407751538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008392023974522,0.1373410118988176,0.12100083996946115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649881399075472,0.0,0.0,0.09146922363836306,0.0,0.0,0.29853375456972164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342612372358733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28500002217693404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712991278881173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910349539332794,0.18207454944703186,0.17560780025058012,0.0,0.1087872683302622,0.2397115479369997,0.0,0.0,0.13093894570238712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261297706980417,0.0,0.0,0.10991796305199518,0.0,0.12320728141246187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cammy_999,2019/03/02,"How do you make friends at a sports club? Hi everyone! I recently started playing tennis again.

It feels really good and helps me psychologically and physically. I really do wanna keep doing this.

I’ve been training with a coach on my local sports club training about three times a week. I don’t know anyone else though, and i’d like to continue playing after my training course is completed.

Thing is, like most of us here, i’m really not good at socialising with people.

How do you meet other people to play?
How do you even start that conversation?
talking to a group people who all seem to know each other well feels especially intimidating.
How do i even ask people to play with me without being awkward.......",4.301590909090912,6.766075977272731,5.595454545454548,74.53818181818184,73.31818181818181,8.33939393939394,26.15151515151515,9.075114841892004,2.432078787878788,567,20,97,13,12,189,84,132,0.023,0.772,0.205,0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,0,0,11,11,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,5,1,23,22,8,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,5,9,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,2,12,10,16,20,3,12,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,2,10,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563926288392645,0.16945387648963925,0.0,0.0,0.1546102771387909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340036505355544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815582573005747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846711300994487,0.0,0.0,0.15803002991435905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724468412155638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277740800245845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774299255029723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085237828071498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699953124294868,0.0,0.0,0.18177975216858167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159503445208492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110394077715185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586215027023116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178447203806528,0.0,0.16329522950522596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505579822298357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341171158873661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292815851693826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987275917570387,0.0,0.16248742939064395,0.0,0.0964358436625953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893473898655092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265983543745255,0.0,0.14869869512721487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15942279184617472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thefinalprophecy,2019/03/02,"Selective social anxiety I have social anxiety and am very shy. For example, my parents dragged me to a Halloween party and my mom introduced me to her old coworker's sons. 

I have trouble making friends so my mom basically pushed me into one of the boys' rooms and left me there. He was with his two other friends and they didn't even talk to me! I didn't really care, I just got drunk. 

About 2 hours later, my mom finds on the couch and basically has all the boys around me for their Instagrams. We follow each other now, but I still don't talk to them. 

That's an example of forced to be social. Which I hate. 

Now I talk to guys on dating sites and have met up to hookup 3 different times since last summer, I was anxious but I got through it. I told them that I was really shy and they didn't mind at all. I actually scheduled another meetup for next week.

I like to social on my own terms, not forced into it! ",1.7916666666666683,3.875339672043012,3.6023655913978523,87.64021505376344,79.6989247311828,7.359139784946238,22.161290322580648,8.344100000000001,1.2926258064516127,713,22,151,15,18,239,110,186,0.16,0.7909999999999999,0.049,-0.9571,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,5,0,10,6,1,0,5,0,13,1,0,1,2,22,21,10,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,7,13,1,0,1,1,0,2,5,2,0,2,10,0,32,4,24,10,5,27,0,0,0,0,28,11,0,0,15,104,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.11967699422176732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859663274402114,0.1876354638931308,0.13854602896872553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917381799811036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503761122429036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813060458389858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810012403199318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208890738362247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949962436238044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616961861572502,0.0,0.0,0.12143089804037717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107963210682705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077372339427132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996633574147012,0.0,0.0,0.13324654245587852,0.0,0.0,0.05991473059638566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186181522431595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238294166967216,0.4308964192526067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042690099119286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286879478053919,0.0,0.08310268058956716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617498231888298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713008226736505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144741833422866,0.0,0.0,0.5000559746525264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793886273501652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957153293683987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151120221571902,0.0,0.0,0.1171858615651346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979950296448055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011891911250254,0.0,0.0,0.09837280369592788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pseudopluto924,2019/03/02,"Do you feel guilty after standing up for yourself? A new friend of mine is late every time we hang out. We were supposed to hang out at my house at 3 yesterday, so I rushed out of work, rushed through some errands, went to the store to get us some food, rushed home to clean, dropped my mom's dog off at my sister's, only to find a text from her (sent at 2) that said ""I have a bunch of things to do today and I don't know how long they're going to take! Mind if we hang out tonight instead?""

I said ""haha oh no! I just rushed around all day so I could be home by 3 (laugh face). Since you're busy, let's hang out another day (heart)""

No response :'( Now I'm panicking and kicking myself for not saying ""omg sure!! Take your time!"" Like I normally would have. Ugh.

Does anyone else panic/feel guilty/regret after standing up for yourself?",0.5945134638922909,2.7751638430232566,1.7986658506731956,98.29076499388007,84.98837209302326,4.551285189718484,18.35495716034272,5.750287758089431,-0.4805860465116281,639,16,146,4,19,202,113,172,0.114,0.82,0.066,-0.8111,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,4,2,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,1,11,3,2,1,2,26,22,6,0,4,3,2,1,1,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,11,1,0,3,0,1,11,4,1,0,0,5,4,19,5,31,13,4,40,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,3,14,83,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956292235442654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640040830753428,0.1559155705263339,0.0,0.13546306052231133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214949131237255,0.0,0.0,0.1962733961107456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316449957206355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711803846845432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282093134955074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388287882516105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908010842902108,0.0,0.18400388696595735,0.0,0.11756572937845187,0.0,0.07950225015216618,0.0,0.08648139766431953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032151524364648,0.0,0.0,0.3052767044422574,0.0,0.0,0.17558309937673652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362834287604183,0.0,0.1716537527144265,0.0,0.0,0.1556035588954796,0.0,0.07434230043229459,0.0,0.0,0.13466516305146126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364775251077914,0.17821900522300874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146966190263443,0.0,0.0,0.1490937394072347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573171368354045,0.0,0.1785380473167425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894959616436242,0.12101124375610947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587613057445435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341789330753374,0.0,0.2288249574669245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109461221578944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746244459342553,0.0,0.14423883335587714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304109630971974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106259240921007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078116230021584,0.0,0.0,0.10809680192933037,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nicee12,2019/03/02,"I just can't. Its got to the point where I can't even maintain eye contact anymore, even with my family members, and I don't even know why, I truly believe that I am blessed and I don't see myself ugly at all, I go to the gym and I'm fit, but its physically painful for me to interact with people. I tried to go out and attend various events but I just cannot interact with people. I don't even know what to do anymore.",1.9949450549450558,3.051946736263737,4.2624175824175845,87.65758241758243,76.14285714285714,7.397802197802199,26.186813186813183,7.957251820313856,1.4129956043956051,327,12,74,5,7,114,52,91,0.048,0.853,0.099,0.2849,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,8,2,1,0,1,15,15,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,2,13,1,11,14,2,9,1,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,1,53,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221998598539963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398203360866704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.562368108833019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066547070866694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419464948761813,0.0,0.17024359286920968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339645863460617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264980553801109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29514065480088497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122150921457888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696218666400889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451797237368735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920730482188597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OrangeLasso,2019/03/02,"Need Help about how to text Crush first I've liked this girl on and off for 5 ish years and have recently started again. We used to he friends since I was slot more outgoing but since I'm alot less now I barely every talk to her and when we do its about school related things.

How do I muster the courage and text her and what do I say? If I directly ask to hangout more everyone in my school will assume I like her and that'll ruin any chance I have, and I don't want to come off as clingy and obsessive.",2.633611111111112,3.621442361111111,3.4416666666666664,94.43250000000003,74.46296296296295,7.622222222222224,22.75925925925927,8.07648339933343,0.7514592592592586,397,10,96,6,8,126,74,108,0.091,0.7509999999999999,0.157,0.7516,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,3,0,20,16,14,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,11,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,14,4,13,13,4,12,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,3,9,61,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580450716108887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726964256801146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001984850399824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958133449036875,0.222075328690362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976857032988872,0.0,0.0,0.1795574602810978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557778502993329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22708513318718546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232721862576308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294743713305221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18481977451403786,0.0,0.4704176012954273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38449977617547937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449922679538231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868003474456808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440121805510312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072546279456813,0.0,0.0,0.13707996672111222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496628121318957
socialanxiety,Antiversed,2019/03/02,"My anxiety is ruining my life and I’m still not getting prescribed anything. I literally so lost right now, without sounding cocky I’ve always been a popular kid in school. When people hear that they tend to think my anxiety story is fake/overreacted but hey ho. I left school when I was 13 because I was too worried my friends would see me anxious, stupid ? Yep, and tbh I’ve regretted that decision my either since then everything’s got worse. I took home schooling for the next 2 years and got all my qualifications. Ever since then ( so in a span of about 3/4 years) I’ve been out with friends like 4 times it’s terrible. I want to go out with them but the closer I get to the day of going out I have to cancel but the anxiety gets way too much. I’ve finished school and but missed a year of college and I’m too anxious too look for a job or college course. I’m not meeting friends it’s got to the point where I’ve been chating to girls online who seems really nice but I’m way too scared to FaceTime or call them. I’ve done cbt and they’ve said they don’t prescribe anything for social anxiety but my anxiety is starting to branch out into nearly every aspect of my life. Ahh idk just needed to get this off my chest. Have any of you guys got medication for SA if so what medication? And how bad was your situation? ",1.756348614072493,4.078898078358211,3.3331556503198314,88.21328358208956,81.27611940298506,6.5151385927505325,24.12366737739872,7.7094869923839395,1.2768727078891264,1047,39,216,18,28,345,152,268,0.18100000000000002,0.725,0.094,-0.9695,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,4,1,17,14,1,1,9,1,14,6,1,1,2,38,41,24,0,5,14,0,0,1,3,1,4,3,1,3,7,14,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,14,5,24,6,31,26,3,35,0,4,2,1,19,15,0,4,16,124,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038389675889525,0.0,0.0,0.06569536482136175,0.0,0.3695164707373531,0.21827447156090732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899694565098227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066194046002492,0.05889009589019915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986454852454514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230285148828786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886143684208527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738562063370957,0.08139468696632615,0.0,0.08682320668418059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391257264774814,0.0,0.20189050507569792,0.0,0.10980678547263756,0.0,0.3090584418649613,0.0,0.0,0.09565508769259952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888193680389743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690365355969208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958665076786616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496265702584733,0.0,0.1364712915178998,0.047196791770164406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811246746557178,0.0,0.10545681607208347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464068028806847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101649542627032,0.07163209444545622,0.0,0.0,0.10274153327630116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669744080867134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132385697967324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061888251017596985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250096106700873,0.09189438946970123,0.0,0.09671941791922847,0.3910815518699643,0.07698244163920807,0.08794643672970841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982689502505024,0.10858914545092987,0.0,0.09847760923807616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837819494783927,0.0,0.07714964358014044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061901197694771336,0.0,0.0,0.05633171152759905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733277494824428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698069754187229,0.15336262709818468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931246970019145,0.0,0.0,0.09810804064253456,0.0984497254118628,0.06862610145250575,0.0,0.0,0.18663321057051707
socialanxiety,latham13,2019/03/02,"Anyone else feel like their social anxiety ruined their life? I’ve been getting bad social anxiety for a few years now but I never used to get I used to be so happy and comfortable in social situations but now It’s so different and it’s to the point where I can’t enjoy a party with my closest friends now without feeling hated and judged. I’d never post something like this but I’m thinking that cutting myself off from this world will ease my judgement because it’s just too demoralising to fight through anymore, just on the off chance if I check this again that someone else has felt the same. ",7.804102564102564,7.005385777777783,7.647478632478634,74.96557692307694,63.017094017094024,9.851282051282054,35.739316239316246,8.841846274778883,3.024459829059829,484,19,88,6,6,155,80,117,0.098,0.624,0.278,0.9849,1,0,1,0,1,1,4.0,0,0,2,0,10,11,3,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,2,20,15,9,0,1,7,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,3,9,6,13,11,2,16,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,9,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24698284671939155,0.0,0.16009247977760913,0.11287370389623967,0.16540131960336196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478503161830213,0.09840456839119892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865714409954105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26970354836397953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324496094985594,0.11532367735647793,0.15499549896457487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471831205622508,0.0,0.16867817681344266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718423357297247,0.0,0.15937601345187696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402085814775705,0.1577304249003698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490053319700507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526009525720596,0.0,0.15460270661759493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145102038874844,0.0,0.4936643328619272,0.13677680606854348,0.12427460274760195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343607953041238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27884267094502363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556101323407708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039538723562739
socialanxiety,Kira90s,2019/03/02,"Recent diagnosis, unconvinced Hello, I did read the rules and hopefully I am okay to post this.  I was diagnosed three weeks ago with social anxiety disorder but I am not sure it fits.  I do believe I have some social anxiety.  I feel like a total alien when I am in most social situations.  But I am not afraid to approach social situations (it is unpleasant though), it doesn't keep me from engaging people, and it's mostly fear that comes from not relating to people around me.  I never know what to do or say because I literally do not feel like I fit in with anyone.  When I feel I fit in, I am comfortable, but that is rare.  I have a lot of trouble making friends, but not because I am not trying to get out and make connections.  I am also perfectly fine with public speaking.  

I feel like I have something going on that is causing the social anxiety, like I am not normal in some way and of course after a lifetime of trying to fit in when I don't, social situations make me anxious.  I am not afraid I will say the wrong thing irrationally, it is because I do say the wrong thing.  I have been judged.  I understand why people don't like socializing with me.  I wouldn't like socializing with me either.  

I know I'm not talking to doctors here but does anyone else kind of relate to this?  Is it irrational to question my diagnosis?  ",4.296467029643072,5.587264869731804,5.952809034079454,76.85072595281308,70.80076628352491,9.172897761645492,28.679370840895338,9.549672527348893,2.6709954022988507,1045,39,197,24,19,358,119,261,0.17300000000000001,0.6779999999999999,0.149,-0.5716,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,7,21,0,3,7,1,30,2,0,4,4,53,46,15,0,3,16,0,4,6,1,2,2,4,0,0,14,12,0,1,8,1,0,3,14,6,0,1,3,8,35,15,29,41,7,25,0,0,0,0,17,12,0,8,14,149,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011875856974785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325748746013217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153742638314066,0.08936224532661405,0.0,0.1106192972984695,0.08104889409663915,0.0,0.07041715724232347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465872693076726,0.0,0.0,0.08912036839692587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125908972931507,0.0,0.06813898820071583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028641642999522,0.0,0.0,0.09065723865770917,0.08096379656885283,0.06922230657793882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607920172964465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901124444152173,0.15998449811117388,0.16953050680576628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061113667593442327,0.0,0.04132729932793415,0.0,0.04495523838294856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856569541589317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030909936541818,0.0,0.08237210031951096,0.0869442953305674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318701543776823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724931602595298,0.0,0.0,0.15840271286177224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100799808833235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750273211903445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451718178265098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575742700089394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861184835066874,0.0,0.07912296413774722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810324577298561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871420179362347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667403966996378,0.0,0.6450726161776215,0.0,0.060896244003047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455228241160265,0.0,0.0,0.06357883611331437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510312076668997,0.0,0.07771687924485245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740953121894684,0.0,0.0,0.08234751168244207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278713497129143,0.0634504986016361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137685275446794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297027249500704,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,__cypher,2019/03/02,"Anxious of not being in control Does anyone else get too anxious to get drunk or high? I don't want to be a boring prude (I'm tired of my friends making fun of me), and I genuinely want to experience these things (it's not peer pressure I swear), but I feel like I can't trust myself not to be 100% in control of myself if I'm already such a mess when I am.

Idk does social anxiety get better or worse when you're not in control?",1.419347826086959,2.9728046304347875,3.5167391304347824,90.33206521739132,78.78260869565217,5.9043478260869575,23.45652173913044,6.6274283507984215,0.599321739130434,334,11,74,3,8,114,60,92,0.252,0.619,0.129,-0.7929999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,4,8,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,4,0,17,15,7,0,3,8,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,4,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,10,5,11,12,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,3,3,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836143447696248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728709196207447,0.3759443074229638,0.0,0.11634302315953172,0.17048514306680893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715750555875765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.559858070102842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29121618430186025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899661785867778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627603214529372,0.0,0.0,0.08413125297068709,0.11886829972250122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855169066936675,0.0,0.2607940780815609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579906194433353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128923674736367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106591671364016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696125815214591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054142552094527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123962218119608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628102838291905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956455590646569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zddo99,2019/03/02,"why are there so many ""relatable memes"", stop posting it goddamn it's annoying, i remember when this sub is actually about discussing social anxiety problems and now its just another meme subreddit smh",9.927352941176473,10.993338794117653,9.781176470588235,55.21529411764711,58.11764705882353,15.03529411764706,49.352941176470594,13.816669648895859,8.031517647058825,165,11,22,7,2,54,33,34,0.361,0.639,0.0,-0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.3194239980435992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432309679329198,0.2504043088701169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318582679999308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134888468105813,0.0,0.0,0.3132077948177022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707977561636782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336687216030664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736600831617447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29536176378723605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blueswizzles,2019/03/02,"Worried about future life Does anyone else feel like they’re gonna have a hard time with life. I know everyone always says that life is struggle yada yada, but I feel like it’s gonna 10x harder for me. That’s because not only do I have Social anxiety, but because of that social anxiety I’m not that knowledgeable about “life”. Like I know things here and there but stuff like bills, taxes, jobs, what to say to people in certain situations, interacting with people and objects ( yes, objects. Like how to hammer a nail, use certain tools and machines, cooking etc. but this is mostly due to my inexperience using said objects. If I had more opportunities to use them then I’ll be better, but Social Anxiety comes to say hello here and there). 

I never had a job, my only “work” experience is volunteering at a library for two years and a hospital signing people in and discharging patients for about a year and a half. I do have friends so I’m not a total outcast and can talk if pushed but I’ll stutter more frequently. 

Another issue is that I have hyperhydrosis which is excessive sweating, and I have it on my palms and feet. Seriously they will literally start sweating to the point where the sweat will run down my palms and feet and drip. However, if I become nervous or excited my entire body will sweat. This isn’t specifically associated with my SA. I could be watching a movie and get excited then BOOM my body starts sweating. However with SA, any uncomfortable situation dials the sweat to an 11. My palms, armpits, chest, and back will sweat and I’ll get nervous about that and I’ll sweat more.

So yea, you can see why I’m worried about my future life.",5.12915382498624,6.625701477848103,6.0866152999449685,75.89547881122729,69.03164556962025,8.913373692900382,30.194826637314247,9.318704503766252,2.7366129884424866,1321,52,239,27,23,437,161,316,0.08199999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0.128,0.9637,4,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,2,3,15,17,0,3,13,2,24,23,17,4,4,50,43,31,0,4,13,0,3,5,1,6,5,5,0,0,14,21,1,0,5,1,2,3,5,5,0,2,3,10,24,12,26,31,6,23,0,0,2,0,14,7,0,5,18,150,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133470879907123,0.0,0.0,0.06647243518463689,0.1024979842997605,0.22433235328734416,0.0,0.0,0.06834813012492566,0.10015504519526637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516267958871224,0.0,0.11917334176384504,0.10795570621842217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645073907867946,0.0,0.217153432641321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420180828951503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804434460153215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554050392800534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165645576617585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090155854733048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340302574458753,0.0,0.09561693797990918,0.0,0.0,0.09884931076148433,0.13966331278880065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552036592345703,0.0,0.10213927230277124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875635922426938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202419660756352,0.19400090814246385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744020538911532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452138177729371,0.2387752690312273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538978630015664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868450887068912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329982241574507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924040711304257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929813521009666,0.2332009538229188,0.0,0.0,0.07789301994337078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974716031700767,0.0,0.2989273222707249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837399774161105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218811439447437,0.111898820178796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856666368326777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493986085732342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056998024952597766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548622939773932,0.0,0.0,0.2532703521758963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820295444125065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116218270893143,0.1985370015201453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589385391885274
socialanxiety,ClearlyClarity,2019/03/02,"I want to attend a hangout. I’ve been sitting outside the door for half an hour now. It shouldn’t be so hard for me to just knock on the fucking door and say hi. But it is. I’ve been curled up on my phone for ages not being able to muster the nerve, slowing shutting down. Please someone just give me the push",1.268636363636361,2.9798082878787886,2.1090909090909093,99.53363636363638,79.75757575757575,4.4,21.60606060606061,3.1291,-0.4842848484848479,241,7,57,0,6,75,50,66,0.028999999999999998,0.914,0.057,0.1861,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,6,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,2,4,0,10,4,0,12,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,4,36,6,0,0.36636279884731004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386965040428471,0.0,0.35144857999428963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281891067798384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607935586986585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021563364506631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29134640236940085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31041801057110685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21609027089295468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,assassin789,2019/03/02,"I want to help the homeless, but my anxiety is holding me back So, I’m a 19 year old guy who lives in nyc.  Here in manhattan, we have a large amount of homeless on the streets. On my commute to uni, I always see a young homeless woman sitting outside of a building with a sign asking for any kind of help.  My anxiety makes it incredibly hard for me to interact with her, but so far I’ve managed to give a couple dollars. It’s not a lot at all, but man, it feels like every fiber in my body is screaming “avoid the anxiety and just keep walking” every time I pass her every day.  

Today I thought I would help her out by giving her some granola bars and water that I put in my backpack, but I just kept on walking because of the anxiety. In manhattan with so many people everywhere, it becomes a lot harder to do something so simple as help the homeless when you have social anxiety. 

I’m just wondering if anyone can give me some tips or share some experience to help me overcome my anxiety and help someone in need. Thanks. ",7.223463414634146,5.730356248780493,7.888902439024393,75.01579268292684,64.5609756097561,10.73658536585366,38.060975609756106,9.642632912329526,3.568941463414633,801,36,156,13,10,269,119,205,0.09300000000000001,0.754,0.153,0.9452,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,13,0,7,3,1,1,1,36,23,15,0,4,10,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,6,8,2,4,3,1,1,4,1,2,0,0,2,4,23,4,28,20,7,26,0,0,1,0,23,13,0,8,9,103,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214847963087516,0.0,0.0,0.07531020802887692,0.0,0.5083164516765608,0.0,0.0,0.07743528402104558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353136490356307,0.0,0.0,0.08515585475559648,0.0,0.0675089541612424,0.12230884381820782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301241966671853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253692763324706,0.0,0.07142118350562078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799216120291397,0.0,0.0,0.10832958760047746,0.0,0.0,0.0559958585561119,0.07911605096842925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187092832917952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965468526948063,0.0,0.0,0.0992055177343214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453791134171273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843499663417947,0.0,0.11532358529526912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410427685684919,0.0,0.09778961777586824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830240342749924,0.0,0.0,0.0739229613621563,0.1122777652472106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211580754442098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620795565460985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677644563412489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113290327247821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824920464608606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289029687364535,0.09383364291071146,0.08525669689380824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195886027815124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879189383444123,0.06457613752967102,0.0,0.1049730466775447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532010587318582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120097926111112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866987253442413,0.0,0.0,0.07131596955828927
socialanxiety,SLUMP_4_Prez,2019/03/02,"I love you I had very bad social anxiety as a child due to a bad childhood. I was bullied in 6th grade and had no friends. Moved to a new school in 7th grade where a few friends went too. I had ZERO social skills. A random walked up to me and we just made awkward eye contact to which I responded “I love you” ever since I did that I’ve done it till now... (freshman year in high school) never fails to put a smile on peoples faces or make them laugh. Doesn’t matter if they were laughing at me or if I did something to brighten their day. The point was that I met someone and was able to impact them in the smallest way possible. If you’re somebody I know or don’t know, I love you!!!",0.9828571428571422,2.882108555555561,2.351984126984128,96.52000000000002,81.5,4.947619047619049,22.091269841269842,5.773587663045528,0.03136865079365103,528,17,121,3,14,170,92,144,0.11,0.6679999999999999,0.222,0.9575,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,4,2,5,11,0,1,8,0,12,5,2,2,2,19,21,11,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,4,0,1,13,1,21,7,16,8,1,24,0,1,1,3,19,10,0,7,9,79,25,5,0.15974839244161113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220708296725433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667664699878705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030244974700672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347806892497208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450156673150485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468424234547354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878294740992145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755870774090506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43253748351662746,0.15115779148279065,0.1066332924213722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978725980114398,0.0,0.0,0.12320780842697887,0.15428599287534875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074942112057204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510138661009411,0.1800923098408891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059125720587775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233478034210944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214552102203858,0.0,0.0,0.3256867370095793,0.1353542945126495,0.12298211710187044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180915396940635,0.0,0.12680083824453847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480883602440314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287272717561644
socialanxiety,gab5e,2019/06/11,"Is dating possible? Hi,

Thought i should give a try on websites that supposedly were for people struggling with their health but even there all females were social, with interesting hobbies, successful, and to hot.
I’m 28 male without dating experience and i feel like this won’t change.
Just wish i would belong somewhere but dating looks like a headshot in the balls for in the position i’m. 

(Just venting, spare me: “work on your health/improve yourself, yada/yada, some things can’t be changed overnight or ever).",4.876111111111111,7.764117673913045,4.557536231884062,80.59422705314013,73.34782608695653,6.697584541062803,30.874396135265695,7.793537801064563,2.3932859903381645,414,19,67,6,9,126,71,92,0.02,0.784,0.196,0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,2,5,5,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,0,2,18,15,5,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,6,4,10,8,2,8,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,2,6,43,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387291884222118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696257673842996,0.18757344581787924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284268609096756,0.0,0.0,0.10484993630162737,0.14814154329223486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892333060307865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408384352377713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026160551284936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413431014939054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376072877133694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337727948993356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138242615589956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678284254094798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776404148646715,0.0,0.0,0.16462458693942406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078717175045674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384594290754857,0.19989238710809987,0.0,0.1509641345324073,0.0,0.0,0.14730609257157634,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheFreshOneee,2019/06/11,"Work as a barman to overcome social anxiety?!?! Has anyone ever tried to work as a Barman (or other jobs in which you have to deal with a lot of people like waiter, receptionist, ...) in order to beat the social anxiety monster?!????!?!?????????
Did that work?!?!?!?!???",0.7458333333333336,3.111955888888893,3.3859722222222253,80.80562500000002,101.22222222222223,4.916666666666668,16.73611111111111,6.6274283507984215,0.6166111111111112,185,5,30,3,8,64,33,45,0.115,0.833,0.052000000000000005,0.4986,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,10,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,24,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763714576023527,0.0,0.0,0.1720056312601754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536103494750884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251682953242996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441123744651097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201808763574544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913640453977306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054216516621842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015224525197728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701465903210075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372625177746223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yollypot,2019/06/11,"Why am I constantly paranoid that my family is talking about me when I hear them whisper?  whenever i hear someone talk in a low voice i immediately assume they're talking about me (negatively may i add) and it's gotten to a point where i have to sneak up on them and eavesdrop in order to make sure they're not. it usually happens at home. whenever i hear my mom and sister talking in a whisper-like voice i start to panic; sweating, heart beating so fast and drop everything to listen closely to what they're saying.

NOTE: you should keep in mind that i am indeed a deeply insecure person and have TERRIBLY low self-esteem. i cant leave my house due to my abject self-esteem so there u go.",5.021111111111111,5.774910072992704,6.194841849148421,77.76108678021087,68.7080291970803,9.008596918085967,30.55068937550689,9.150863307647796,2.6121993511759927,548,21,103,10,9,184,87,137,0.172,0.802,0.027000000000000003,-0.9574,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,1,7,6,0,2,4,0,8,2,2,1,1,15,18,8,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,8,19,1,16,15,0,21,0,2,0,0,15,12,0,2,6,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867687100467126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319661627692036,0.0,0.13842331904564184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344992472781684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984603296884706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964824017784391,0.17400062071495176,0.0,0.0,0.14728784857146782,0.0,0.0,0.16942830275869525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051402374389795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547745572666688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801374982817504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482618658800054,0.1719718109627929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227966952458934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821098158622452,0.0,0.0,0.1388068862594414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676937995225325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30636262952191856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441313270256835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393083081087144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839059872263834,0.0,0.0,0.4720828342843987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617184155706116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324960828575667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shockedpikachu123,2019/06/11,"My work is making me and another employee I never spoke to do an errand where we have to drive together Cue awkward silence car ride. 

Please pray for me 😭",2.4247311827957034,4.665642225806452,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,78.35483870967741,8.004301075268819,26.46236559139785,8.841846274778883,2.391120430107528,123,5,23,3,3,42,29,31,0.05,0.807,0.14300000000000002,0.4588,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,3,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5326902335975985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390989992822478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918067574641788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576397626215049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698355630065229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JerzBandyta,2019/06/11,"Is that normal? No idea if that's even the right sub for it, but couldn't find anything more suitable. Also sorry for bad english, it's not my native language.  


I hope it's justified, and not just my anxiety and overreacting.  
So... I have a friend. Online friend, to be precise- I live in Europe, he lives in Ohio. We've been talking since early 2018, I think. Been good and bad, you know how it is. But, a few days ago, 5th of July to be precise, he stopped talking with me. Not like we argued or anything, he just didn't write anything or read my messages. I'm worried sick, even medicines doesn't seem to work anymore. Any idea it's normal? Or I have a reason to worry?  
Oh, a side note- we only have contact on telegram, he never told me about any other social media...",0.6684957555178279,3.067540019354841,2.3606112054329387,92.66828522920208,87.51612903225808,4.03735144312394,21.06112054329372,5.399115186594226,0.005451612903225378,593,20,120,3,19,194,102,155,0.16899999999999998,0.6920000000000001,0.139,-0.6495,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,1,0,1,8,8,1,0,5,0,12,1,0,2,3,34,18,12,0,5,11,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,7,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,13,5,12,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,6,6,73,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483127447487988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261626618606332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152921691044375,0.0,0.10772936639941344,0.0,0.13965877906774193,0.0,0.0,0.34765649647990404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23516298802502306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081931723255557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860247975767087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870985817177655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21759931776131006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811582306912825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986921743652372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317944514843385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739275064060867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879910472378964,0.0,0.24869894008793594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861153719588662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759536826676899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710239316348502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086131379123645,0.0,0.0,0.14478970884456832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026224765240337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820015691143388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649041042931314,0.0,0.0,0.14355152324573428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764004866770975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773450505245606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263767158330365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023382359270356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345626072539424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252097045956912,0.2860256008620661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xundermyskin,2019/06/11,"Stupid mistake I feel a bit ashamed to talk about this, but maybe it's just good to write it down? I'm getting the results of my finals tomorrow (next year I'm going to college) but I decided to fail my exams. Yeah, it's stupid. I had this interview with a teacher of the college that I'm going to and before, while and after it I freaked out and decided that I just could never be able to go to college because I'm so damn scared all the time. I didn't tell anyone about this, because it's obviously weird. But at least I know high school. My teachers are kind, my friends are nice (they're all graduating next year), I know where to go and only thinking about going to another place makes me so anxious. I'm not really asking for anything, I guess. I just needed to say this. I'm scared that it was a bad mistake. 

(Sorry if my English is not that good)",2.705543831168832,4.128961323863639,4.196948051948056,87.3636363636364,74.9659090909091,6.846753246753247,26.775974025974026,7.447530270364453,1.3476814935064936,667,25,140,8,14,222,98,176,0.218,0.684,0.098,-0.9709,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,9,17,3,3,6,1,8,0,0,2,4,33,28,11,0,5,9,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,0,6,0,0,5,4,12,0,0,3,2,16,5,21,23,4,21,0,1,0,0,7,6,1,2,10,86,30,8,0.1444395380719625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145744958377838,0.0,0.16317556494136934,0.0,0.10099548340645408,0.0,0.11886143278698395,0.0,0.1350314701928843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060098104655287,0.17609800353869134,0.0,0.12290740842457905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769056606220447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153232179982802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303297037170972,0.0,0.0,0.15822645380899095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115936288166324,0.0,0.07546369712051466,0.0,0.4104415904837869,0.24229806329458906,0.0,0.0,0.1591164354437767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260830225395866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041155194698644,0.1587603854081914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964145132544294,0.0,0.1451089299867269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071000872936188,0.11140067617617024,0.0,0.3072261747407298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985277739858863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509085748966248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925316666746504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148641180533807,0.2892183505823608,0.1461805237877347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168823743240726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160950294297837,0.12624652270524198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255102378358694,0.0,0.0,0.08422385620175743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602865376413805
socialanxiety,TemporaryWonder369,2019/06/11,"So embarrassing My family dragged me to a new restaurant recently. Our waitress was about my age and height...and my type. I realized I was attracted to her. After that, I felt so shy, I could not look at her, even when she wasn’t looking. Eye contact was out of the question. If I could blush, I’d have blushed so hard the whole time. Instead, I probably came off as standoffish.",2.632065637065637,4.840345797297296,3.8409652509652514,86.35364864864866,77.51351351351352,8.012355212355214,29.49034749034749,8.841846274778883,2.525380694980696,295,14,60,7,7,96,56,74,0.122,0.838,0.04,-0.5825,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,7,1,1,0,0,10,11,7,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,5,14,1,9,3,1,10,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,2,6,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28920908509322235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037827023761301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670143061425345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383777019413043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24278912193229135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265165021631967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246841973592786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442176546192745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27263019094433105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28326558280174224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967272260296455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474470486168334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823136577546325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thaifoodthrow,2019/06/11,"What CBD did for my severe SA (do not click) Severe social anxiety since 8+ years lead to clinical depression since 5 years. In Therapy and on medication since 3+ years.

Then I tried cbd for the first time.

It eases my anxiety to the point where I almost feel 100% confident. Crowded subway in the morning? Its almost nice to have so many people around. Grocery shopping? Why would this be a problem? Overthinking and sleepness nights before important meetings? Naah.

Bonus: My depression is significantly better to the point where I feel the urge to go outside when its a sunny day.

Im not trying to sell you anything but for me, CBD did wonders so far..",2.9639461358313817,5.8173988606557385,4.154473067915692,80.79819672131148,80.88524590163935,7.092271662763466,25.92740046838407,8.192908349453996,2.1737498829039814,519,21,89,11,14,169,85,122,0.08800000000000001,0.789,0.12300000000000001,0.5225,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,4,6,6,0,0,7,0,7,3,1,1,0,14,11,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,3,2,2,3,0,1,2,3,8,3,13,7,0,20,1,2,1,0,4,9,0,3,9,52,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925494819164139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349659205066996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020869945442185,0.13003925674538236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430053528388901,0.0,0.0,0.12919299388526873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420740403591277,0.0,0.2516313411578377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477215641748166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425278902921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301877007066216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778793162849405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480988731313995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715693400622312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708311241251847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012712094546301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761794456300067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977569927075598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300502439592086,0.0,0.3625085332954823,0.0,0.14618222147269913,0.14890682690063062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705146758890516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517851400288848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835301727697124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181152498210885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841397879012065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376871543610013,0.0,0.0,0.2822058678653179
socialanxiety,princessbeex,2019/06/11,"Is my social anxiety caused by lack or motivation and laziness? For a big part of my life I've always thought that I have some aspect of social anxiety, feeling discomfort around large groups of people and not wanting to attend social events that others deem to be fun and exciting but I have little to no interest in or sometimes I'm too nervous to go to, I don't find myself having that FOMO feeling that people describe because truly I don't care what other people are up to.
Yet daily I find myself questioning is that who I really am? I work in a guest facing job and I have pretty much since I was 13, I'm 23 now and although sometimes I feel waves of fear and anxiety I have never called in sick or not turned up to work for this reason because it is important to me.
 I also do alot of travelling by myself for work which has been great at 23 I never thought I'd see the countries or go to the places I've been.
 I always get questioned by my friends and family how can you have anxiety but you can travel all around the world and live in different countries by yourself? And usually my response is that isn't what my anxiety is about which truly isn't. But then why is it I don't want to go to the bar with people after work and why don't I want to go hang out with people?
 Is it truly anxiety or have a become lazy in my ways and just need the movtiation to be the person I know I used to be?",4.1776885512750965,4.675472422680414,5.751542774461927,81.10596852957137,70.47766323024055,8.600542593597396,27.343280882618927,8.6894789155246,1.9367965635738829,1109,35,223,18,19,379,141,291,0.11800000000000001,0.737,0.145,0.9483,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,5,9,9,0,3,10,0,32,4,1,5,3,52,53,23,0,5,11,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,17,16,1,0,12,3,0,8,11,3,0,0,5,4,30,6,41,45,6,32,0,0,1,0,13,15,0,9,8,167,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457824281929336,0.1551959494797985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280518499608193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603845844405876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369819970346814,0.1029959323375701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522665833483096,0.0,0.09508256006750654,0.09580146743777963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743457018689226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791517043799921,0.1049409717038011,0.14146186356568785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047191104901802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205075832697004,0.0,0.04872336047628807,0.0,0.2120022668453768,0.0,0.0,0.1028170728265373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254399377482203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051252057497557305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587075433585236,0.0,0.0934688326643348,0.08234836125775544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855522611366907,0.06914948987876092,0.1438523557616219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098912825178608,0.0,0.32326614138405674,0.08142912896388167,0.09743457018689226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948767270070084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089401969095775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059743345779372216,0.09588456827457237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431440627533388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714383018846341,0.0,0.0,0.2851938015777873,0.0,0.0,0.1844687318553728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480725799087972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014377255899718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054481160091972,0.10271031041500757,0.0,0.16501763064976402,0.07402371459612403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830134961508111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27157120682268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mylifeiskindaboring,2019/06/11,"I always feel depressed after work. When I am at work, I'm anxious. I'm too afraid to say good morning to people and I mostly quiet all the time. People also barely try to initiate conversation with me. A lot of the time, I feel invisible and ugly. I also get annoyed with the way I act at work because although I barely talk, I always feel like I am trying to look a certain way or keep a certain facial expression. And when I do talk, my voice annoys me. I feel like my lips are always chapped, my face is always dry, my breath stinks, my hair is always matted, my face looks dirty, and I'm too skinny. I don't feel pretty at work at all and I think my coworkers agree. Yesterday at work, my coworker who was nice to me for the most part made a scene in front of everyone about a box that I didn't tape up properly. I was so embarrassed. I don't know how to stand my ground so I find that giving the silent treatment makes me feel better in oppose to saying I didn't like that just so that person can laugh and do it again. But after he made that scene, I secluded myself from the rest of my coworkers and just thought about how unhappy I was and how lonely I am and how I don't like any of coworkers and how when I get home, I'm going to just lay down in bed and go back to my same old boring life. I am so sensitive and I can't help it. The bad thing is this guy already knows I am depressed, yet he embarrasses me in front of my whole job just to impress other people and look cool. That's what really ticks me off. But situations like this really make me see how life really is for me. I feel so disgusting and worthless and there's not much I can do about it.",3.3290380952380967,3.9762013657142887,4.9992142857142845,85.19520238095238,72.48571428571428,8.233333333333334,24.011904761904763,8.472884824447931,1.3031904761904762,1298,33,283,21,24,442,163,350,0.142,0.7490000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.9245,1,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,6,29,26,3,3,12,1,24,9,7,10,4,57,53,35,0,0,8,0,8,5,0,0,2,4,2,2,15,17,1,2,12,0,0,5,7,13,0,0,8,18,49,13,37,45,10,33,0,4,4,0,13,13,0,4,17,193,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025843912549636,0.14868119986905615,0.38675354753572383,0.0,0.0,0.06321643121513296,0.0,0.0,0.1050190767261164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148100338082809,0.07761826157196791,0.05666795071796042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221614245490802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601337469516706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882788686569262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290258921567722,0.1328222169334843,0.0,0.0,0.0849643519362393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713620787258577,0.08917632820380597,0.1056633617860464,0.07797098453088498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204566087637392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230956560628737,0.0,0.09324711364962886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922491031898878,0.08262769891035777,0.0,0.0,0.10217748657552614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132171556609434,0.22707939507045616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23419060518965185,0.0,0.0,0.07903182214922533,0.0,0.17592323350810454,0.1241039143160464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833677551623595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975465667612287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066732732352024,0.0,0.19334163407878316,0.08116965579343183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457440318908653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865892247271514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478520835060079,0.0,0.0,0.07407760410328912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044916679095243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494365018143246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061758926622807124,0.05956543230784276,0.0,0.07380037399745237,0.10841220767092052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126228361417854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757567742088254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378724830351817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383823095875996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ImaginaryAsk2,2019/06/11,"Not sure if I still have social anxiety or not. New job is insanely stressful but in the ways I thought it'd be. Started working at target and its nothing what I expected it to be (I have to handle the entire electronics/toy department all by myself without any help). Talking to guests is mostly easy. Telling them NO when they want something for 50 dollars less than its asking price is almost impossible for me but I'm sure I'll get better at it. 

I kind of feel like everybody hates me because I'm a slow worker, but the truth is they probably do hate me. It takes me hours just to stock one cage worth of boxes when it takes other people 20 minutes. 

The worst part is being left alone. I thought that I'd like working in electronics BECAUSE they leave you and don't micromanage you, and you have don't to worry about constantly making small talk with coworkers. 

But the truth is I would much rather work at my old job, where I always had 5 other coworkers within 30 feet of me and several managers nearby to ask for help when a guest got angry. Now I have to handle everything 100 percent by myself. It sucks. I'd take making awkward with my coworkers anyway of the week versus being force to rely 100 percent on myself even hen I don't know the right solution.

I used to assume I'd always be good at a job where I worked solo because of my introverted nature. Not true apparently. I work better with a team, actually. 

Reasons why I probably still do have social anxiety. I constantly feel like my coworkers hate me; they think I'm autistic, I'm 70 percent certain (even though I'm not). The guests are ironically the BEST part of the job and they seem to like me.",4.156676829268292,5.696514826219512,5.356068292682926,80.03039512195123,71.46951219512195,8.296780487804881,28.059024390243906,8.841846274778883,2.2686335121951213,1325,49,247,25,25,440,172,328,0.134,0.711,0.155,0.8716,5,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,6,10,15,22,4,2,14,0,25,1,1,4,7,46,53,15,0,5,14,0,2,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,9,1,3,1,9,7,0,1,4,2,38,15,35,42,11,29,0,0,0,0,22,13,1,6,18,162,50,13,0.0,0.0,0.08567963336405625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791850288239328,0.09093378882833808,0.0,0.0,0.14611241208122053,0.0,0.0,0.05970666143118221,0.0,0.13433273334612206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416133519203624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056525570077926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214014403466908,0.15530302129924548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976010662169016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115981465239428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890851690919147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878811666742914,0.12544794105821316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587160778200549,0.0,0.0,0.07364204345858537,0.07022126979984346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600514465013413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177002898160458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646480810888381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485097697302676,0.0,0.0,0.09142965399344656,0.04825230149494507,0.0,0.0,0.09296697870697512,0.09539439872205067,0.0,0.0,0.17157757625803846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172136777088239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454272474131502,0.0,0.0,0.08479729094556411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084245975034121,0.0,0.09213079136920156,0.0,0.05949520416004346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015657524965135,0.0,0.06086910878812804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932539220468425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027249486165154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498028153994397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992935477530308,0.0,0.09918842834646706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900103878921414,0.0,0.0675923340196813,0.0,0.0,0.062144928278082864,0.0,0.1402335662889266,0.0,0.10057401487021027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549995347635954,0.0,0.1980428606655768,0.14113980254475775,0.07674062091244405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625836560914586,0.0862625494705792,0.13940596958930196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583056608812942,0.0,0.0,0.05178641180387991,0.06969114546549038,0.07042745189641772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922538001542767,0.0,0.0,0.08463557162508936,0.0,0.3195953584297221,0.08916464018806639,0.0,0.062370235950564124,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,samedayY,2019/06/11,"being an introvert and maintaining relationships I consider myself an introvert, I have friends and I like to hangout with them sometimes, but it completely drains my energy. My best friend, whom I love with all my heart is an extrovert, and she always wants to hangout, especially in summer since we don’t see each other at school anymore. I don’t know how to tell her that i don’t want to hangout twice a week, it is tiring for me, but I love her, and i don’t want her to think it is her fault. What do i do?",7.161262135922332,5.597293087378642,7.795456310679616,75.86386407766993,64.72815533980582,11.735145631067965,34.19223300970874,10.793553405168565,3.3879607766990287,400,14,83,9,5,134,62,103,0.031,0.693,0.276,0.9816,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,1,1,7,0,0,4,0,11,4,1,1,1,17,19,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,21,6,10,18,3,4,0,0,1,2,14,2,0,0,3,64,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655226282162811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042733981743367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22267171822457912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22246859006482472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278622789648684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25143646557011085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660957332698654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366131427961196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830047339478647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278038563030137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147393188014224,0.16908143069628048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551898523322626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985323481745616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545625357135748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595753583781636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438717765212889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754509856002631,0.0,0.17019944876636586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whateverland108,2019/06/11,"HOw do i stop being absolutely terrified of any exchange with the opposite gender? I'm talking about interactions with peers of the opposite gender, which *might* even remotely result in a romantic situation.",7.925196078431373,11.160745441176472,9.306470588235298,48.52578431372552,65.17647058823529,13.945098039215686,40.74509803921568,12.45797560212912,7.464050980392157,171,10,20,8,3,59,28,34,0.175,0.753,0.073,-0.5849,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159515817789283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068713483642984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928791136882494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222425107545395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884358083986334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734369230925768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Soap-Taste-Ok,2019/06/11,"We have a graduation party atm at home and I just went out said congrats to my sister, went in grabbed some food and closed my door. Now I’m sitting inside my room eating in front of my pc. I feel embarrassed. I’m so abnormal socially it’s crazy. It took me 15min standing in the kitchen, my mom and dad telling me to go out and say hi.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH",0.5595833333333324,2.958550236111116,3.5911111111111147,83.56500000000003,88.30555555555556,5.977777777777778,23.277777777777786,7.3871296695380915,1.0628777777777785,275,11,60,5,9,98,54,72,0.067,0.8490000000000001,0.084,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,9,5,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,8,3,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,4,10,0,9,5,1,16,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,1,32,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787221981501056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772818589482366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293741544595252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548050842938615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27322862049229896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190189898803955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259104547078011,0.21661485933521712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776665309623721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380802048612553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30263447202900645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050151153518645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tinyapricotcat,2019/06/11,"I am so sick of people treating my anxiety like it is irrational (I have normal anxiety on top of social btw)

I have been to therapy, I have read self help books and articles. And a lot of them go, ""what is the worse that can happen? See it can't be that bad!"" 

I have been bullied, yelled at, hit, picked on and used. The things I am worried about are things that absolutely have happened to me before in the past. I know that people pretend to like you to your face when they really can't stand you. I am not just making this crap up. My fears are completely real. 

Granted my reaction to those things might be abnormal or over the top. But no one seems to really focus on the ""hey how do I not cry in the middle of the shops"".

Maybe I am reading the wrong things and talking to the wrong people, but I want to be taken seriously when I say bad things can happen.",2.705543831168832,4.128961323863639,4.263993506493507,86.88295454545454,74.9659090909091,7.755844155844157,22.798701298701296,8.418075326091056,1.2158633116883115,667,18,143,12,14,223,103,176,0.165,0.763,0.071,-0.9334,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,2,2,6,10,1,1,10,0,24,3,2,4,0,21,36,11,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,14,4,0,0,2,5,1,1,5,7,0,1,3,3,21,3,21,28,1,16,0,0,1,0,11,11,1,4,5,107,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662562043060544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460753909616867,0.0,0.0,0.109355895075617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347444180953555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116652548674702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461390837399155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303743212705867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409333507799591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614018316113631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062789896638469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557083647211528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925795372268927,0.0,0.0,0.08578405102152957,0.0,0.12910952338484236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363329785014868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591637238326034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708436982721303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268109473173955,0.2672861479640815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570974298334207,0.14627699583797746,0.1646586379413311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219944104920872,0.0,0.0,0.10240896920892004,0.11699426179930132,0.1340680643688804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100377485421036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329463471613816,0.0,0.0,0.14696688731193205,0.0,0.4268947471675981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110994779405439,0.0,0.0,0.07580084985374615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051214146203008,0.13096668128015235,0.0,0.2810196317887775,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nutmegger189,2019/06/11,"How to Turn Anxiety Into Charisma [Video] Charisma on Command, who I'm sure many of you have heard of recently dropped this gem. After listening the whole way through, I thought it might be helpful for some of those in this sub, particularly those who suffer more mildly than others. Give it a watch.

https://youtu.be/xm100J0nDy8

Disclaimer: This is not an ad and not my channel.",5.050194805194806,8.233189863636365,3.999264069264069,83.18318181818184,74.60606060606061,6.8017316017316025,30.640692640692638,7.957251820313856,2.4413056277056278,305,14,50,5,7,89,56,66,0.079,0.848,0.073,-0.0935,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,10,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,3,1,11,6,3,7,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,2,2,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461196392677712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30862905804582497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564626989757876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32617983922367555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413006241567481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176657793096462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30322310753167153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554146416323432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34994568671013393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25537125843973485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591957790398895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NRW201,2019/06/11,"I like someone again and I have been too anxious to do anything A few nights ago I had a party with a couple of friends and a classmate of a friend of mine. Around 7/8 months ago I liked that girl(classmate) but she had a boyfriend and I didn't know her anyway so I did nothing and got over her pretty fast. But back to now, she was also at that party and we were all pretty high and I got talking with her and ended up hanging around each other all night.  But in the next days, I started to like her again, but I am as always way to anxious to do anything because I keep thinking to myself; what if she only talked and hung around with me because we were high, It would be weird to send her a message, she won't like me anyway. And I keep recalling the evening and thinking about all the things I might have done to embarrass myself, the things she won't like about me and it's absolutely killing me. I have never been officially diagnosed with social anxiety and most of the time I get around fine until it's with someone I like I always get extremely anxious but I don't even really know why and in this case even more because I barely know her so why do I like her so much? and like every time I will probably end up doing nothing. I'm tired of doing that but I have no idea how the hell I have to deal with this because now I can't even think normally without thinking that I am an idiot for not doing anything so I would really appreciate some of your help.",3.809922480620157,4.697186116279074,4.779401993355481,86.32586932447401,71.55813953488372,7.460908084163897,26.95791805094131,7.62386473244151,1.3764834994462902,1155,38,241,13,21,377,140,301,0.105,0.726,0.17,0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,0,0,24,16,3,1,14,0,32,2,0,1,4,57,47,29,1,4,9,0,0,8,2,6,2,0,0,0,13,27,0,2,8,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,12,0,47,11,37,28,9,35,1,0,0,0,24,12,1,4,28,194,60,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053017076687605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790023514310671,0.14129913852314435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495375453358185,0.28776281105460805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096141051330244,0.3023415394344461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528837461761122,0.0,0.2070344970159634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394817137085658,0.0,0.05475810204396631,0.08753556654864593,0.0,0.08617899276871897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688951657099833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040510603774435,0.0,0.0,0.22432154653464256,0.0,0.07153795481699013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119814164821791,0.0,0.08872098639595324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581604447408135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691148793603834,0.17941817887030456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584986277496776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509387922693183,0.09393720628689876,0.0,0.1399882844149776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33185084511059043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007309221478546,0.0,0.0,0.06777209499885138,0.0,0.062416541305298175,0.0,0.06548564576515532,0.0,0.0902997411660181,0.15935925917516364,0.08319100151475811,0.16294144387605522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457573072237116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727622381501762,0.09154429263753362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878741770531143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655216971438498,0.14388314338861286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009773368462722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649033799958862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128171051502854,0.21762035085352205,0.0,0.0,0.09902011013795768,0.09758830439738096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739536139812025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323103336526828,0.0,0.0,0.08184748433549445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063123842485185,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JeetJain420,2019/06/11,"Self Deprecation Growing up with social anxiety, and now having tackled it successfully, I realize it stems from the emotions that self deprecate.  These emotions damage your self esteem by making you think you aren't doing enough or you are doing something wrong. You start viewing your self in that light, to not make mistakes, which eventually lead you into making it. We have to realize that the moment we start trying to avoid something, that's when it has a grip on us. We need to be more accepting and have a loving relationship with the way we are. I would like to discuss more about self deprecating and how to tackle it?",8.877333333333333,8.52685622608696,8.507608695652177,68.20518115942029,60.65217391304348,11.144927536231883,35.68840579710145,10.504223727775694,3.7950579710144927,506,19,83,10,6,162,74,115,0.081,0.789,0.13,0.7272,0,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,5,7,0,2,4,8,0,1,5,0,11,1,0,5,0,25,19,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,11,10,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,3,14,4,15,17,3,12,0,1,1,1,21,4,0,1,6,67,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073847368152442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158008039715711,0.0,0.14504253056022692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857901425408179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669184879299478,0.0,0.2810996162672574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408458375618024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070775454765592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.732196738962738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430922974708456,0.0,0.2161315360338743,0.0,0.0,0.19871304934589284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994516279256985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095303853903813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885108316414232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142132118881096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971674372766504,0.15347551928109526,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nobody_nowhere_,2019/06/11,"Any tips for finding a job I suffer from extremely debilitating social anxiety, and I’m struggling with finding the courage to get a job, any tips you guys could offer?",14.733225806451607,9.04024296774194,13.629032258064516,52.56354838709679,54.806451612903224,16.270967741935486,53.58064516129032,13.023866798666859,6.788845161290324,136,7,22,3,1,45,25,31,0.24,0.667,0.09300000000000001,-0.6204,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669390222806132,0.0,0.20639205346928555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540895427610396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931745691573678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095649050290218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26713897129220043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354588210708381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27502151596699914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28204778928630364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lewisia32,2019/06/11,"Using VR for social anxiety? Has anyone tried this?

I've seen there are public speaking VR apps where you can stand in front of an audience and practice. ERP style.",2.3485483870967734,5.2285947419354875,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,85.45161290322581,5.680645161290323,20.65322580645161,7.1686216300943375,0.9166064516129032,131,4,23,2,4,41,30,31,0.066,0.934,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41983726968945656,0.0,0.0,0.3837399098195169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594415115726494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726051858068124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739946405082989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,somnolentcat,2019/06/11,How am I supposed to get a job when I'm like this...? I'm too embarrassed and scared to apply for jobs. The thought of an interview makes me throw up. I always stutter or fall into awkward silences when I try to talk to other people. I can't even keep eye contanct. My voice lacks confidence. Nobody will hire me.,1.3119047619047637,3.6844766984127015,2.9041269841269863,90.27142857142859,83.60317460317461,5.504761904761906,23.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,0.8607523809523814,244,9,49,3,7,80,52,63,0.141,0.768,0.091,-0.29600000000000004,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,3,0,3,1,1,2,0,8,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,2,7,1,8,7,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,31,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626664445148781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850000811109745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492687990918492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6265163978188404,0.2805859704392864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422259913527145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107151578277635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188489281427974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160452111023224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25372717886113344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506102654428597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432224152710694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gomorra82,2019/06/11,"It's time to leave this sub It was nice knowing all of you. I used to relate to a lot of the posters in this sub, but now it's just full of memes from posters fishing for likes and not people genuinely looking for help. I get nothing from this sub anymore so it's time to leave. All the best in your quest to overcome SA.",1.4534782608695664,3.0154122463768167,2.4051449275362344,98.30163043478264,78.71014492753623,5.179710144927537,24.54347826086957,5.46131890053228,0.17649565217391272,251,9,60,1,6,79,45,69,0.032,0.767,0.201,0.9387,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,14,4,5,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,4,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27754686304666604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29369680259258235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621579634482518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758489660156244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538042599701863,0.0,0.0,0.5926646778988692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672592459973315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235012714511822,0.0,0.0,0.2379277730769409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685341308941956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940203460177657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32637834285021355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171000634087636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brynhildan,2019/06/11,"My shyness make me hide away and speak less, how to do the opposite? I was watching videos on youtube and came across one about how to turn shyness into charisma, and it is all about using techniques if you were actually able to vocalise your thoughts and not make awkward replies in conversations... 

I tend to shelter away when I have to speak out (in some social situations) and I tend to overthink something and end up answering someone in a weird way... I just don't know how to be normal and think normally in a social situation, I just overthink too much",11.65642857142857,7.9914300476190485,10.380833333333333,67.39125000000003,58.04761904761904,13.166666666666664,47.20238095238096,10.686352973137794,4.998952380952382,445,22,81,7,4,140,72,105,0.08,0.9059999999999999,0.013999999999999999,-0.6763,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,9,2,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,6,1,28,17,12,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,3,10,0,20,12,4,15,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,2,2,62,11,0,0.18692250238228428,0.0,0.18240939842997603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35123968820133433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378954600251115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555785557260505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272771886354946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495444436343868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740954682975826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662887298590611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266635252066204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202174488470564,0.0,0.3810879029458952,0.15837882968206204,0.1439020745410945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977239192672615,0.0,0.148395587445405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331800644415385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144102629345544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837038186474125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bakedchubz69,2019/06/11,How to skateboard with social anxiety To all of the skateboarders on reddit: Hi I’m new to skating and I really want to learn how and get good. I have social anxiety disorder and feel like everyone would judge me if I started practicing out in the open. So far I just try to ride around in my parents 2 car garage (I’m 14) but it’s pretty small and doesn’t do much. An tips on how to better my skills without having anyone see me?,2.8674799357945453,4.268392955056181,4.615762439807384,84.61539325842698,74.50561797752809,8.231781701444623,25.07383627608347,8.841846274778883,1.80386227929374,339,11,70,7,7,115,66,89,0.051,0.8029999999999999,0.147,0.8624,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,1,20,12,10,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,15,11,2,13,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,1,3,45,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395885351011586,0.0,0.0,0.15519545695865722,0.0,0.0,0.19758619269593236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963003513220677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543786106709951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208663990159526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122266543769149,0.15856404271046154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596184862321825,0.0,0.0,0.18616455600230514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843555462306206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316179087837496,0.0,0.0,0.21436463842773545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464537449564116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258070984329464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218947034418392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686866929506034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525084767492353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571002437919942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069225430227218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091426999637246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395581754119786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576698138479226,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snoopytutlo,2019/06/11,"I dont know how to get over my thoughts Sorry for bad formating, typos, etc.

>Every time a person talks to me I feel stupid, doesnt matter what do I respond, I always think they may be making fun of me. I always have problems trying to start a conversation, ask a question, etc. Sometimes when I wake up to go to school I feel scared, sad, or anxiou, I dont know how to make that kind of feelings go away.                                    I dont think that the anxiety gets helped with the fact that nobody talks about stuff I like, everytime I feel like talking I simply cant, most of the stuff I do I usually just keep it to myself because I think they will judge me or make fun of me because I like certain stuff, music, videogames, etc. I simply cant get over that kind of thoughts.   
>  
>Im better at texting to people on the internet because I can simply erase the account but on real life I cannot do that so I prefer to keep my thoughts to myself, thanks for reading, hope you arent on the same spot as me.",3.109376026272578,4.199967753694583,4.2200197044335015,88.91147454844005,73.43349753694581,6.595599343185551,25.355993431855502,6.742157984588678,0.8674285057471258,766,24,163,6,15,250,109,203,0.073,0.818,0.109,0.8365,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,1,6,16,1,1,9,0,16,2,1,5,2,35,42,8,0,3,4,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,1,0,2,14,1,1,2,8,5,0,0,3,4,32,11,28,36,5,14,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,6,7,108,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573563242628284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618695838206706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931042829300196,0.0,0.09356916526971044,0.0,0.08315445166194961,0.18212952493360945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808028040230789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501602638817808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332113793025467,0.0,0.0,0.08390984055528879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142511451573367,0.07114793860326071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560967987155326,0.0,0.1131998930680782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675384962701035,0.0,0.0,0.0989164849281685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757553365688097,0.0,0.0,0.1770423829605817,0.0,0.2074177177869981,0.10946538477296476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703441756362969,0.14596561838713387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994336010956108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904396482495154,0.08695915216851058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952952820036836,0.0,0.0,0.11156488229929112,0.0,0.0996181023813638,0.11335653380018144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970811656982424,0.10079156233839856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849819547289224,0.11148414057004258,0.07049112969628295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34202412482786376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401427856341845,0.0,0.0916901519013262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144196589509094,0.0,0.2371927497956728,0.05807240138957572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761585460243594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968558335697363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ex-is-ten-tial,2019/06/11,"In public with my husband's friends, so anxious. Suggestions for how I'm normal? Lol I'm in public with my husband's friends,  I'm drinking,  telling stories,  getting embarrassed,  trying to ""be cool"", I feel stupid.  

I don't think I'm doing this right.  

Writing for  moment to look at my phone and realize by your responses I'm ok.",1.5571875000000013,4.203935343750004,3.201875000000001,86.35562500000002,86.1875,5.7,29.875,7.1686216300943375,2.1077562500000004,258,14,47,4,8,85,44,64,0.128,0.7040000000000001,0.168,0.3987,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,9,12,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,4,10,11,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0,1,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728188139040231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32328541907714553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686361956002302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099317946239256,0.0,0.17241727377130062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771263608356047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233409876545957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818278310879932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28844440570122937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114579037921384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405599750025995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,icanthandletheantici,2019/06/11,"I'm hiding in the bathroom at a work conference right now :( I feel so pathetic. I was fortunate enough to get this absolutely wonderful internship in an exciting city abroad. Unfortunately, I've learned the hard way that this particular career path involves lots and lots of networking and name-dropping and socializing... my worst nightmare.

Right now I'm at a conference, and they're doing a ""speed-dating"" activity where we're supposed to talk about some of the activities that our countries are working on... But I'm just an intern, I know so little about all of this, I'm here to learn, I have nothing to contribute and I'm so embarrassed. 

So I'm hiding in the bathroom for a bit to calm down.

Thanks for reading, I just wanted to vent. Wish me luck.",4.388075117370892,6.543303323943661,5.56161971830986,76.26501173708924,72.09859154929578,9.240375586854462,30.847417840375584,9.725611199111238,3.262899530516432,600,27,108,16,12,199,89,142,0.14800000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.14,-0.0458,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,2,12,6,0,1,10,0,4,0,0,0,1,20,17,10,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,8,4,20,16,7,14,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,5,2,69,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23963405554001185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267992473294181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109843620664194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467820960131847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662634671775656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062990185301505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199938238801822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732172817572324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061345024013434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955656462490047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748987601771668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374971837346164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642350728401698,0.0,0.2020834996868655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946511523136967,0.17422663328104676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524109078953689,0.0,0.2380353129434585,0.31959310147388803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AncientThrowaways,2019/06/11,"I wish I could just go to places like normal people (pointless post) I’m of age now. I wanna go out and have fun like the normies. Today I wanted to go watch the nba game at the pub with my family but I can’t get myself to go.  I’m not suicidal but I just don’t see the point in this game of life if I’m too scared to actually play. Never had a girlfriend and always feel alone so I replace it by cuddling my pillow. I’m not even bad looking at all, just too anxious and weird even when the girl continues to try and get me to talk to her. The only hope I hold on to is the technology that may never arrive. Where I can finally just live in a long drawn out lucid dream with my subconscious friends and when I wake up, they will be walking around as holographic projections or clones.  I’ll create my own universe simulator and live out any crazy life I want and just delete all the anxious bull. Pull dream monsters out of my mind and create a military... where am I going with this post idk.
At least I’m not as anxious as I used to be I guess. I record music with my bro now to pass the time and get things off my mind. It’s helping. Used to only be able to record when everyone’s gone, now I don’t care if they hear me through my door. Sometimes I feel like stopping because the only feedback I get is from family but I have to remind myself why I do it and continue. It’s hard to write any type of rap when all you can talk about is dreams and stuff outside our conscious reality.
I have dreams of my cousin comforting me... which makes my head get all screwed up thinking about her because I can’t seem to get anyone else. One time I cried so hard I just started laughing hysterically repeating “but I’m gonna get my universe!” Something like that.  I hate that alcohol does absolutely nothing for my anxiety, when everyone who doesn’t have as much anxiety as I do will say how much it helps them be more social etc. It just makes me feel an uncomfortable high then I wanna experience it alone in my room like weed.",3.2523435678196653,4.445842156626508,4.5018111154294616,86.6307112320249,73.21686746987952,7.764477263894287,25.917217256121262,8.259297600419973,1.4672261951029926,1585,52,341,25,31,523,206,415,0.099,0.728,0.174,0.9869,0,2,2,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,3,0,27,17,2,1,14,0,26,7,2,5,6,69,66,32,1,10,17,2,5,5,2,4,3,2,3,1,16,20,1,2,6,9,0,9,10,5,0,1,2,10,53,12,52,55,10,54,0,0,3,2,23,21,1,7,27,220,69,3,0.08446005770972786,0.0,0.08242083281489741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902621157479623,0.0,0.17495029593321826,0.0,0.0,0.07027753396864879,0.0,0.0,0.1148714710028068,0.0,0.1292234259411957,0.28624747383709737,0.0,0.059056436144798,0.08653931015146467,0.0,0.07518735793374116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052062028865537,0.10297213449987357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861126578028389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743448350377249,0.0,0.09277540745536098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391156566806786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055554053858518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419529035431673,0.11157014311099962,0.0,0.0,0.1614104091958041,0.0,0.08261814305454285,0.15924285131218002,0.0,0.12811662875647492,0.06033828210374707,0.0,0.09252186484600124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525363107430394,0.0,0.3088882593510392,0.0,0.2400029858961603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304227567836733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131924412380995,0.08338682116859993,0.08668038593741996,0.0,0.0951926234088846,0.0,0.1132235926824468,0.08923668814927424,0.0,0.08388789456836551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931327308206485,0.20631458977335088,0.0,0.1491595566753572,0.07474449327009103,0.07092517666707783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127554887286796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056116286166598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417572103088716,0.0,0.13028160660627908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275292398731357,0.08104170327283698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057232320947585624,0.19270703941263206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855396950289419,0.0,0.08824278389973489,0.0,0.0798420544389296,0.0,0.1617787767391428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716602786926729,0.0845592519436344,0.0,0.06730373091411851,0.07688926444101203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609639252919611,0.0,0.06502147877002906,0.08353315671300443,0.0,0.0597812635604767,0.0,0.0,0.07061239011636954,0.0,0.0,0.09668655918587192,0.09238559471236504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357715901939101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611150939993269,0.054118594632735814,0.0,0.0,0.09849867772066878,0.0,0.08005825905348841,0.0,0.0,0.05734283508111007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458927440375979,0.0,0.0,0.09963346064367304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621206516142291,0.0,0.09712489813523707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Radbabe13,2019/06/11,"I have this presentation tomorrow and its giving me nightmares Okay so we have this report submission in class tomorrow and we, as a group, have to give a presentation with the help of a PPT. Even since its been announced, I am nervous as hell. I know my material but the stage fear that I have really doesnt help.",2.879398907103824,5.29033073770492,4.430737704918034,81.4043579234973,77.68852459016394,8.656830601092896,24.92076502732241,9.2995712137729,2.332243715846994,249,9,49,7,6,83,44,61,0.13699999999999998,0.728,0.135,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,6,9,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,4,36,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255237612878617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842249121848839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6550977470465099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577319662101029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876513717337753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874089226561816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28245003737367075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UnlicensedApothecary,2019/06/11,"Has anyone’s social anxiety gotten worse in post secondary? I feel like ever since I’ve started uni my social anxiety has gotten even worse. Some days I just wanna run away and transfer to uni in another country. I thought it would be much better since I was leaving high school so I didn’t have to deal with the whole social environment there and a few of the mean people there but I don’t know anymore. 

It’s a lot of small things that make me worry a bunch. When I messaged people, for example, in high school I had an idea why they didn’t message back and I got messages back from people who I knew liked me. In uni I could be talking to someone and I feel like they wanna be friends but then they don’t message back. Stuff like that causes me to worry a bunch. There’s also people who are basically like messaging a wall with the way they respond. 

I’m always worried that I’m weird or annoying or just plain boring now because I have no idea what people think of me. I’m not sure if this gets any better as uni goes on but I really hope it does.",3.0651633986928064,4.518882444444447,4.279183006535948,87.0135294117647,74.0925925925926,6.749019607843138,24.279956427015254,7.285733465282438,0.9832198257080612,832,25,170,9,17,273,124,216,0.138,0.732,0.131,0.3284,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,2,14,13,1,0,9,0,16,0,0,2,2,35,33,15,0,6,9,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,9,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,9,2,23,10,20,19,7,22,0,0,0,0,18,10,0,6,14,114,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048716184794114,0.08374615056426317,0.0,0.0,0.06844323472157549,0.10553688274592116,0.15398896168054252,0.0,0.09981452178266484,0.07037454096464701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456092559136277,0.2321733921934805,0.0,0.061353318712043664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802772563335448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339192669929807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035823242246344,0.0,0.0,0.06490882119052907,0.10376236985634872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880766406749523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647622274010341,0.09104073872771527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017800319744851,0.1438041027479309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775942188369032,0.0,0.05258376776096498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049639246530893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267761401358126,0.0,0.09996492267607728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272358380501125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531281632420963,0.0,0.0,0.10657036572596082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458545672144823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556625943380314,0.0,0.0,0.06718248067890074,0.0,0.0,0.10963380577971936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398693467614964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34887888555624363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639175586996664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447687903740562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371974889475264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651204724664426,0.0,0.0,0.30779003095099294,0.08527765643743497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123828080380548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521643811139907,0.0,0.0,0.09485836161889727,0.0,0.0,0.08089603741503655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686522205931608,0.0644903672411338,0.0,0.0799022694409635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988869772274544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081802851348217,0.11236849123244502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066349508232325,0.20513525369594285,0.07149655660658136,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sprinklesquiggle,2019/06/11,"My presentations are awkward and and I don't know what I'm saying. I'm socially anxious but on top of that, I'm terrible at presenting. I can't explain anything without confusing myself. Back in high school, I would spend as much effort as my peers in preparing for the presentation, because I thought my thoughts could flow naturally and I'll have a semi decent presentation. 

Oh how wrong I was. I always sounded like an absolute fool. Since then I've been growing more anxious, especially in the university setting. 

I've always been bad at explaining things one to one, so being forced to stand up and explain to a crowd is worse. I just can't do it. I stumble on grammar and trip on vocabulary. I try to present to myself earlier, and I realize that there is no way I could do it without memorizing a script. Even when I memorize some sentences, they come out rushed and incoherent. After I finished all the lines I memorized, I blank out because I dont remember what to say next. It's horrific. It makes everyone uncomfortable, especially me.",4.737772842639593,6.778073192893403,6.2829409898477175,71.94694955583758,70.87817258883248,10.001142131979696,35.15513959390863,10.270032843473604,4.195071319796954,837,45,145,25,16,285,126,197,0.21100000000000002,0.736,0.053,-0.9885,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,7,7,0,2,7,0,17,0,0,2,1,33,28,14,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,9,10,0,0,11,0,1,5,7,6,0,2,5,3,23,1,24,19,4,32,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,2,12,103,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630564530957208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571518090394216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007945080546288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154729628787055,0.13198317581490174,0.19271794938988696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361646790154772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25241460599283105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852587273747004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104404795034692,0.0,0.0,0.15104417919216834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701131460467178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687201247427087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722579484915845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551401442626368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162008073218712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811093029207358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214226801948174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906429836712262,0.0,0.0,0.2514097473553893,0.0,0.1599768891128973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075845352676094,0.0,0.0,0.16113408058093456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501574121239247,0.0,0.0,0.2509823729427365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732023418478888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546987129429565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047507458168417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610884556441116,0.11228952293784868,0.17282647024435002,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thetntchicken,2019/06/11,"I think some people think I’m a creep. (I’m not) It is the last week of school, so we are doing lots of fun activities to end the year. Today we had a Lip sync battle and it was pretty fun. I’m the kind of person who likes taking pictures because I want to keep memories of fun events. A kid, let’s call him Braden, came up to me after the event and said he thought I looked like I was hiding my camera, and he thought I was only taking pictures of female contestants, and he thought that was creepy. I wasn’t trying to hide my camera, I just didn’t want to hold the camera high where it would get in the way of people behind me. I also took pictures of the people I thought did that best in the contest, most were boys. 

What can I do about this? I don’t want people thinking I’m a creep, but I don’t want to confront Braden to correct his assumption.

Tl;Dr A kid thought I was being creepy, I wasn’t, I just wanted to have fun.",3.3611362748926186,3.73654665989848,4.5758375634517785,89.2467395548614,72.248730964467,6.873721202655213,23.78328777821164,6.297961479604792,0.4984185083951584,720,17,161,4,13,238,103,197,0.037000000000000005,0.83,0.133,0.9239,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,1,6,10,2,0,13,0,22,1,1,0,1,31,47,7,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,8,7,0,2,8,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,19,2,23,8,21,25,4,16,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,3,10,102,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341665942210768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883189219227947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571270825846946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204954314599304,0.14790691672347528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145385843927412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756403725529088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663302239866235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149450045408646,0.0,0.13466623140850167,0.0,0.1054125526462278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223782509486098,0.0,0.1263578312925203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085957071375328,0.0,0.0,0.10994271020025642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835321390234053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586150939728528,0.1129166923053072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315642980184263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301234179101506,0.0,0.0,0.13087811400784813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944641556892386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485879061402233,0.0,0.5133257028891607,0.0,0.0,0.12257964890130407,0.0,0.1436785866199678,0.08779936853924848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813795968372102,0.10264770249542862,0.10373220416292847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918647753837453,0.0,0.0,0.08327743917316642
socialanxiety,arazelle,2019/07/14,"Pizza delivery boy judgment I really want to order pizza for delivery but already did 5 days ago.. (I'm going through a weird thing and binge eating lately)

Usually I'm extremely anxious while waiting for it to get here, rapid heartbeat and pacing around the house... etc.

If it's the same kid as last time, I'd be so embarassed.

Conflicted! :(",3.011741071428574,5.768708656250002,4.3850892857142885,79.90812500000001,79.625,7.4071428571428575,27.892857142857146,8.418075326091056,2.6004044642857145,270,12,45,6,7,89,53,64,0.147,0.833,0.02,-0.8493,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,9,8,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421929717796626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30150497308258545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086607378969423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24322365262399484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620424391308145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795721851017232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047124305145096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274613019430155,0.0,0.1552771755107332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31525910166792576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227106989965104,0.30820396764136554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503167539143322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151517283695792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931673111167868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30091313898459504,0.0,0.16115218626699654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,backalleystomp,2019/07/14,"I want some damn Taco Bell but too scared to get it I’m at home and we don’t have any groceries. My mom is fasting for weight loss today so she doesn’t want any food. I don’t even know where my sister went. I can’t bring myself to drive to Taco Bell, walk in, and order food without feeling awkward and paranoid. My mom and sister just think I’m lazy because every time they tell me to get my own food I never do. But it’s not because I don’t feel like going I just don’t want people looking at me.

This is more of a rant than anything else bc I’m sad, awkward, and hangry. It’s literally less than a mile away and I can’t do it",0.4396153846153865,2.031284214285716,2.3485714285714288,97.40565934065935,81.85714285714286,4.593406593406594,19.340659340659343,4.713530739802397,-0.6039560439560439,490,12,119,1,13,163,83,140,0.17,0.754,0.076,-0.9432,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,1,6,7,1,3,2,0,12,4,0,0,1,22,28,9,0,3,6,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,4,0,4,0,0,5,10,6,0,0,1,4,17,1,13,27,4,16,0,2,1,0,8,6,1,1,5,69,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111754307100502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777251702128778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587960571508607,0.0,0.0,0.1893001340046624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970667592349427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255319628174517,0.0,0.1308201737243001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570165566935073,0.11092364884273104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5632528511981272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224247510292747,0.0,0.08824250873758091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574668649371304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853313542132217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585621038332507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038620120474118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36369653012864656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975242481227588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764343506365204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545057701298454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357112697786725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948960722119896,0.0,0.0,0.09053814890001892,0.0,0.14717611944835368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747436606437257,0.0,0.0,0.18907486493073675,0.0,0.1439351973881339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967302527809132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kal200016,2019/07/14,"Having a bday party I just had to text people to come over for my own bday party and it was so scary. I feel so weird that people are going to come to like celebrate me. I’m so nervous! Also, I’m only posting because the last time I did it was really helpful. Thanks Reddit, you rock. Another side note, I hope everyone is having a wonderful day. You are all very important and awesome individuals",2.109018987341773,4.424705772151904,4.691629746835441,79.01440664556964,79.8860759493671,7.494303797468352,23.799050632911392,8.472884824447931,1.9372392405063288,312,11,57,7,8,110,57,79,0.09,0.591,0.318,0.9697,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,9,18,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,1,8,3,6,14,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986969833653628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605367086370304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146166255144927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428060359292114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023905761176718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374184923780156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256311246156686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120811008803205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654052740600958,0.0,0.0,0.2467813266370803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253174233909216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213872118994691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896846036109416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445080210474262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379603240183429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917273099714366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22875274371300536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488165715075285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050092466871629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26944916839214395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snowducky,2019/07/14,"How important are sleepovers for social development? I read somewhere in another thread that not letting your kids go to sleepovers will stunt them socially. My parents never let me have sleepovers growing up and now I'm wondering if I had been deprived socially somehow.
For years, I've been blaming myself for being socially behind all my peers and that I couldn't just make excuses and blame my parents for that, but now I'm wondering just how much my parents played a role in my socialization.
How important do you guys think sleepovers are for developing social skills ? Do you think that not having sleepovers would hold them back from normal kid stuff?",8.585091575091575,9.46628042735043,7.6704517704517725,69.83923076923078,60.965811965811966,10.788278388278387,38.93650793650794,10.608840637214634,4.466722588522589,538,26,83,12,7,166,75,117,0.05,0.8759999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.4098,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,2,1,9,2,0,0,1,0,15,0,0,4,2,24,23,8,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,4,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,0,15,1,11,14,2,10,0,1,0,0,19,3,0,4,5,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734788318443122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338533050658758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902119091877225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025173201392007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483757949392255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106688845580498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927759915930053,0.0,0.09366749760633113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899238137158515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40455792747326097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147997453133355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7428002019207718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902788408921216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556368075361291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634084187219047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627254190124246,0.0,0.0,0.07820795653702126
socialanxiety,imFeLiiz,2019/07/14,"Anxiety blocking my way to love? Hi, before I start, this is my very own first post in reddit.

I have Social Anxiety and I find difficult to hit on Girls, actually I’ve never done it in my whole life, I was overweight so I put the fault in it, like “No girl would go out with me, ‘cause I’m fat...” but today I already lost 45kg, still struggling to talk to girls ( i have no problem to talk with a girl if it is to make friendship ). I’m 22 years old btw.

How you people do that? I could use some advices. Some personal experiences would be nice too :)",0.5899999999999999,2.644199140350881,2.7097368421052654,92.55565789473684,83.91228070175438,5.905263157894738,20.903508771929825,7.1686216300943375,0.4858561403508777,418,13,95,6,12,141,82,114,0.195,0.6809999999999999,0.124,-0.6177,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,4,8,0,1,2,0,11,4,1,4,1,19,20,5,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,5,5,4,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,0,13,3,13,12,4,16,0,1,0,1,11,5,0,3,8,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.1692850873832529,0.0,0.0,0.16951627169581038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143229293855227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654134665388221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761314997970348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178205043906442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850445382198676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775235932440822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696903451320432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855161306916105,0.1475564488960211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858897332648528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225294453469082,0.08475037721751551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936678971296306,0.0,0.15656658370460133,0.0,0.11579489135497925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379343793034434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820312302382752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026466495667508,0.151470346857645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613963619214633,0.0,0.0,0.16599068711047066,0.0,0.17438875569209258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768343613491543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278541820178485,0.0,0.1385361409193725,0.0,0.0,0.1813521408062093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788628156883285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443257022235844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982538442952548,0.0,0.1431337841765829,0.0,0.13769516963075393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936769393225211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464611583511916,0.0,0.0,0.1117112301064373
socialanxiety,draaviinrays,2019/07/14,"i hate standing out from others, but want to be different i want to stand out from all my peers, and i have already done so by getting my hair dyed strange colors and wearing my edgy platforms (rarely), but it’s so scary. every time i walk into school with something different, like the platforms i mentioned, i can feel the silent judgmental eyes on me and it gets even worse when people point them out. i feel like this is only going to get worse since i plan to dye my hair again and get a deathhawk hair style, but this is what i’ve been wanting to do for a long time. my fears of what others think has ruled how i look for a long time now, and it’s so hard to break that idea :( does anyone else struggle with this? i know i explained this horribly, but yeah...",6.4233116883116885,5.4179814285714265,5.939577922077923,86.7650811688312,65.88311688311688,8.73896103896104,30.288961038961038,7.1686216300943375,1.5387948051948053,596,17,129,4,8,183,96,154,0.21600000000000005,0.728,0.055,-0.9840000000000001,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,8,5,1,2,5,1,9,5,5,1,1,26,24,14,0,3,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,9,18,2,19,21,1,21,0,0,3,0,3,8,0,0,10,81,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923634490406514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723273292896536,0.1571352309607042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320456685047094,0.0,0.0,0.1342061881657203,0.15694031343242645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811242819804552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129269678358432,0.0,0.12921223980017585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257240347710315,0.15508663838680373,0.10956026662969592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204966482150371,0.0,0.08715790443451668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738025142896068,0.15141104522873433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312453906987674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428253142599577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984769653401142,0.0,0.0,0.2714371813798835,0.12878360131371344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166370330926616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632037053911716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497457447580514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520829781725365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268608053928514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806386099048555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160324953431038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982667628387576,0.0,0.0,0.2682759854314479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27136673765233643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125734615440405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tnguty,2019/07/14,"Has anyone ever considering getting a life coach? For those who have, how was your experience? I think this will  be great way to adjust life and help with social anxiety in general. Has anyone have experiences with life coaches?",5.2360000000000015,8.287782600000002,6.0100000000000025,69.785,73.0,9.0,27.5,9.516144504307137,3.1965000000000003,184,7,28,5,4,60,34,40,0.039,0.795,0.16699999999999998,0.7677,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,1,8,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931039344654268,0.0,0.0,0.3530019450267862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283322733408905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938388954126525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188130282641738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782987335974368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919471885260773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534884343878465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573148331206318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174332904741925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036269718585425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Olivia93,2019/07/14,"Does anyone else get socially overwhelmed by lots of texts/WhatsApp messages? Does anyone else shut down if they get too many messages from different people, or sometimes even the same person? 

Sometimes I really want to continue the conversation but can't figure out my thoughts and responses for all those messages or people. It's like I know I don't have the energy to split myself between multiple conversations at once, so I'll usually end up gradually responding to each over days or even a whole week",7.633003663003661,9.063091439560443,7.571153846153848,67.7946794871795,63.17582417582418,11.341391941391942,36.04578754578755,11.20814326018867,4.620756776556775,415,19,64,12,6,133,72,91,0.026000000000000002,0.905,0.07,0.4187,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,15,8,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,13,7,5,11,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,5,6,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445816304953056,0.3584016740679769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279295823956413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827282966476734,0.0,0.0,0.3061039985418972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922050545531411,0.0,0.15490526708459768,0.0,0.0,0.23103330727388086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827510841317473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611784757969973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544497781412623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868967499352606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731631800477726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862577179500143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24250067000109266,0.15271177370139954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204236637322668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828366761689105,0.0,0.0,0.3459517201341677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388472810782767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926223929996149,0.0,0.10315774133564068,0.0,0.14029040847959698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952642846774319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,apollonean,2019/07/14,"Working in customer service with social anxiety Hey!! GOD. okay. I’m eighteen almost nineteen, and just started my first job at a well known and frankly famous ice cream joint in my city. I work as a scooper, so my main job is dealing with customers. I take out samples, tell them about flavors, and scoop their cones. My first shift is today—I’m terrified. I am SEVERELY rejection sensitive, and I have no idea how to cope with it. During my training shift, a woman was sassy with me because I accidentally scooped her cone too small. That was on Thursday and I STILL haven’t recovered. I know that dealing with “difficult” customers is all part of the job, but how do I cope, and not taking things so seriously? I’m a perfectionist by nature, so I feel terrible whenever I do anything wrong or not up to standards—but I know that with being new and learning, messing up is inevitable. How do I cope with fucking up and getting things wrong/making people upset?? Any support or suggestions help, thanks :-)",4.121394686907017,6.563379241935482,4.664155597722964,81.11035104364329,73.78494623655914,7.1721695129664775,31.90891840607211,8.124751697461798,2.6177518026565463,793,39,137,13,17,252,121,186,0.149,0.731,0.12,-0.7057,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,4,11,12,1,1,5,1,13,1,0,3,1,33,25,18,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,16,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,8,1,2,2,4,21,4,21,22,3,15,0,1,1,1,11,9,1,3,6,95,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492777087243289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137653988431428,0.0,0.1140424483081205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267654077346553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908751198967787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073808556543036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537711735032575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25360730810232524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781801703245586,0.07788586339281478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999222518804252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828823983074412,0.0,0.0,0.44380367773354457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638561342991976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397817164058055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143437912099645,0.0,0.1033502709223604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841302831708116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196383044347644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551649764327102,0.0,0.11905199005637578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916925740198602,0.0,0.0,0.22417264095071576,0.0,0.130298670704345,0.13724881043462134,0.0,0.0,0.1980784478858936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413062655357904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403689392361035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217057667094892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32598159651477754,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,damaeged,2019/07/14,I keep having panic attacks on sunday night when I start thinking about going to work the next day So it keeps happening every sunday night. I haven’t been working for long now. I don’t know how to describe the feeling but I guess some of you here understand what I’m talking about. I wish this feeling would just go. Wish I knew how.,2.0551172707889087,4.4518737014925405,2.9368869936034123,91.05432835820896,80.6417910447761,5.0226012793177,23.004264392324096,6.1826913282559595,0.5072831556503199,266,9,52,2,7,84,51,67,0.063,0.782,0.155,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,9,2,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,17,21,5,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,2,8,0,7,18,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,10,34,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669862718479813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284391488412755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048771057599556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262493687994686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650847571296347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098353194312376,0.0,0.16844093489091713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386149530047169,0.0,0.0,0.10468288864139827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685689059806835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025777611676621,0.3575053652223599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348737141921293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482280440537642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310069960299866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205196518608033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982965153164827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380854590312297,0.0,0.0,0.2773435818004349,0.0,0.0,0.13531160716208804,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ropeman2004,2019/07/14,"help: how can I help my friend with SA? hey! I've been dealing with SA since forever and I've doing a lot better now. looking back in the darkest times of my life, i wish i had someone that would encourage me to go out more and face my fears. i am not anywhere close to where i want to be but rn i am able to enjoy myself and go out alone and have a great time if that's what i need. i've isolated myself from other for my whole teenager years so i am trying to live for all the time that i lost due to depression and social anxiety. unfortunately one of my best friends is having several problems related to sa and depression and even though i've been there before, my efforts to help doesn't seem to be enough in this case. my friend doesn't ever want to leave the house, and every once in a while when we go out she's always complaining about other people and how they stress her. the smallest things such as having to wait for a table in the bar like everyone else do is a giant bustle to her.  i always try to get her out to hang out but she only wants to do things that are near to her house (we don't live near each other) so she can come back as soon as possible. i always become stressed because she's always complaining and is never satisfied with anything other than being isolated. i think that most of her problems are related to weed abuse but she won't acknowledge it. i am starting to loose my temper with her quite regularly and can't even text her because every time i mention going out she changes the subject. sometimes she even agrees to go out but doesn't show up and don't even have the courage to tell me that she's not coming. i don't want to look insensitive because i've been in her shoes before and i know how isolation can hurt you in the long run and i am trying to be the friend that i needed when i suffered the most, but i can't do much if she doesn't want to change. has anyone dealt with a situation like this and can give me some input in what should i do? i don't want to loose this friendship.",4.019339878131348,4.598999353080573,4.9959140148950585,86.08821090047395,70.87203791469193,8.019092755585646,25.734935680433306,8.07648339933343,1.3253220040622882,1605,45,344,21,28,526,192,422,0.175,0.682,0.14300000000000002,-0.9504,0,2,0,0,1,0,24.0,2,1,1,5,21,25,1,3,16,0,45,4,2,3,3,70,71,34,0,15,9,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,0,0,19,33,1,1,4,2,0,9,14,13,0,1,5,2,56,12,58,59,11,46,0,5,2,0,37,20,0,7,19,252,75,0,0.08158702386181224,0.09666728206737704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449955136184208,0.0,0.0,0.2715477586129603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241384994078185,0.0,0.0,0.057047544076971136,0.0,0.0671391689733136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547077056659958,0.0,0.14920407744835046,0.09010645788845104,0.13884909627630726,0.0,0.08562054802360465,0.07215709250660443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261650638498718,0.1405599936963018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411263912733254,0.14054156820308342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681554894183029,0.0,0.0,0.08430120523545546,0.0,0.2155498391807164,0.07380013402827602,0.13748117284612446,0.07795989763505798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180808438735252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25213572900109177,0.0,0.042625852587568784,0.07826570757841746,0.23183892917185306,0.0,0.0,0.08994998183514435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640581869417597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828094290604894,0.08734059646703354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044838094629447295,0.0,0.0,0.0863888780333898,0.0,0.0,0.05762732776854451,0.07971859747824754,0.0,0.14408567362709793,0.0722019487237884,0.13702510365378653,0.0,0.08906187429780384,0.0693623701077297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997585006171417,0.12099148881621632,0.06292494248270845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688751770042223,0.05528547885753759,0.06205060809900737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656216958144732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197711072859742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613552653500815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677784262231046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427376232947464,0.0,0.09217011414079296,0.0,0.06748962923553248,0.0917072331829749,0.0,0.08316769633093007,0.06912842055821393,0.0,0.08069165277413061,0.0,0.05774771541549796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691532035985264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131065494886661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840558674653457,0.052277670551013726,0.08015883670428459,0.0,0.1902961988771545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617670106781054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28873284312357383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108899850111872,0.09382105099867807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579570809053599,0.0,0.0,0.05253936843135641
socialanxiety,distraction-tek,2019/07/14,"how do I ask my boss when my next shift is? I tend to just turn up whenever I feel like it (casual position at some hipster company) but I feel like I need a bit more structure to work effectively, and I think that's what they want too...


should I ask and set times for myself? or should I just ask them when they want me there? 


I'm near certain that we've had this conversation before but I think the information has just slipped my mind as I'm constantly in and out of the place throughout the week


does anyone have any examples of how I could handle this situation? or similar experiences?",3.150338983050851,5.0118864067796665,4.5120000000000005,83.73088135593221,74.76271186440678,8.787796610169492,25.359322033898305,9.3871,2.108637966101695,468,16,98,12,10,155,82,118,0.0,0.863,0.13699999999999998,0.924,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,2,9,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,4,1,29,22,12,0,6,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,18,4,11,18,3,13,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,3,8,65,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613632760818627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969559651151608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202109980704533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578342824218973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250184800213825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004436557165908,0.0,0.14809487558686946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231938843916402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814401620825972,0.0,0.0,0.18757382682642745,0.26502139312092343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123744361462266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728722221574612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375349593811011,0.0,0.0,0.19726566304253107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937926031914987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849318764780955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377029117045989,0.0,0.0,0.10815793837656923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175468384782885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188080072933096,0.0,0.1487850757700694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503546795833274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NorwegianIceQueen,2019/07/14,"Getting a job I'm currently going into high school and I'm fifteen. I want to get a job in order to buy a car, go to college, etc, but I'm not sure if I really can or if I should. My social anxiety prevents me from talking to people very well, but I don't know if that would change in a work environment. Does anyone have suggestions for what I could do?",3.2127631578947344,3.528441065789476,5.553789473684212,82.3175263157895,72.55263157894737,8.71157894736842,27.042105263157893,8.841846274778883,1.8938084210526318,275,9,60,5,5,98,55,76,0.066,0.851,0.083,0.0507,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,16,16,7,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,9,13,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,1,39,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130744847531004,0.0,0.0,0.15657853548340636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23689047624518156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787915654478702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959644953721287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497434924273247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339905662858273,0.0,0.25453155318161264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365965651490397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44443612464417614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306722935298706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524632690370704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345664147620282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266312468525503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282705820509197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105336016477416,0.0,0.0,0.17998814473575592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476743985648214,0.13208095824204336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134185682836206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163025240485746,0.0,0.0,0.15907494346838785,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dizson,2019/07/14,"I have social anxiety and I need help I'm 24 years old and I feel like I'm not accepted. I feel to open myself and when I do people attack me, maybe I'm too much of a smartass but I speak what I think, anyway people don't like me much for some reason and I feel terrible because I don't know whats wrong. I get called gay etc. regularly and I feel peoples intentions weirdly. Like I played games with a group of 5 and 1 person managed to turn me against everyone and they stopped inviting me. He attacked me etc. How can I do my own things without a care about others?",0.07549999999999812,2.35423221666667,2.2800000000000007,92.965,89.33333333333334,5.2,21.333333333333336,6.742157984588678,0.5161833333333337,446,16,97,6,15,150,76,120,0.192,0.65,0.158,-0.4798,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,11,2,0,3,0,6,1,0,3,0,25,19,10,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,1,8,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,5,21,6,9,19,6,5,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,1,7,62,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225168845122512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36360638446343096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741668133581842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318050864258524,0.0,0.16293358168990532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564534280404814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527021506670915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232122776517872,0.11416593874838366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349240521851435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711506274598943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782558327336976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342204451077623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605473101049969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23495262488370136,0.11849464349694845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769024976528693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323695337024024,0.13953704682072915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430790385402416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290280619929334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336055572653068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061684708593029,0.1023976809509767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382380046475004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404795654000542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472354009046592,0.0,0.10291027563575188
socialanxiety,hellgirly,2019/07/14,"How to stop overthinking? It's my boyfriends little brothers birthday and I already told my boyfriend to tell him good luck. I never got to know his little brother and he turned 12 today. I can't talk to people I don't know and especially not to kids. Now my boyfriend asked me if I could do his little brother the favor of sending a voice message saying happy birthday and i instantly got anxious. I told my boyfriend I can't do that (even though i tried to practice In front of a mirror) but I really can't do it. No matter what I say / how I phrase it, it always sounds odd. I'm sure they will laugh at me if I send it and I'll feel uncomfortable. If I don't send it my boyfriend and basically his whole family will be disappointed. They'll hate me and think that I'm a stupid girlfriend. They'll remember it forever, still blaming me for it in a couple for years. How the fuck do I stop that negative thinking cycle??",2.381069518716579,4.36854314973262,3.8443850267379673,87.09245989304813,77.3957219251337,6.752941176470588,25.438502673796787,7.724431198458867,1.3696010695187173,727,27,149,11,17,240,101,187,0.205,0.6970000000000001,0.098,-0.9784,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,0,7,10,3,0,6,0,15,1,0,3,2,28,30,15,0,4,5,3,1,0,1,4,0,4,0,1,12,7,0,2,6,0,0,4,9,4,0,0,4,5,31,6,13,20,1,17,0,1,0,1,24,6,1,4,7,98,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365016061092125,0.0,0.12339553687803816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753414981743667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386382977469198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840361814279525,0.1640885452832102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794920888148267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398018400903336,0.0,0.0749837550999917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370988013444307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243850451844796,0.23721437936135314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786562161788556,0.0,0.14641324169460154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300103635986662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458996575608596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437630124932127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281092826013427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950032813619986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799234516144051,0.0,0.0,0.23586451034525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843070656396425,0.24796697597664505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976879391432964,0.0,0.0,0.11919604544061264,0.12961869539982934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004631103790406,0.1457017025832612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405688461099569,0.2834095474850513,0.0,0.10068437979196816,0.16130527440719042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655690465815821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549883391320098
socialanxiety,MrTims,2019/07/14,"How to tell if a guy likes you or is just being nice to you? My crush always comes up to me when I am sitting in the library and talks to me. We joke, we laugh etc, and these conversations can go for about 10 minutes before he has to leave. But he is also a very extroverted guy in general. So I cannot tell if he is interested in a potential relationship (I have never been in a relationship before) or is just being nice. He is also more attractive than me so that further confuses me because I am not sure why he is speaking to me to begin with. Furthermore one time I gained the courage to text him and we chatted but he eventually left me on read so I have never texted him again. But he continues to joke around with me and ask me questions about myself when he sees me in public so that further confuses me.

Any insight would be appreciated.",4.686937799043065,5.196392994152049,6.2750664540138255,77.76162679425839,69.35087719298248,9.493035619351408,30.165337586390216,9.573946990214177,2.6230304093567263,666,25,135,14,11,229,95,171,0.05,0.8109999999999999,0.138,0.9286,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,2,0,1,15,12,0,2,6,0,18,0,0,1,3,31,23,20,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,11,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,2,25,10,23,18,2,22,0,0,1,0,28,11,0,7,9,104,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715626520209154,0.14127921908055166,0.0,0.0,0.1154632981654607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114945863563722,0.15873110921103226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350265531293068,0.0,0.2889582590135328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625940014982686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936118430479346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649580032087204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362383918964885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797835237255362,0.1844777724786092,0.0,0.0,0.08295101572888558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619056560821528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505437304116968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020411262578865,0.0,0.16983635328975427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645827066464011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353009704210181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002544788604509,0.0,0.0,0.1364710964707254,0.29680859660957504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990061509205128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009486650535885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320943184098124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206142326097152,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,random-1993,2019/07/14,"Work bully Last night I was working and the closing manager (he's in his 20s ) said something about me out loud and my overnight manager asked if I heard what he said, I said no and that I shouldnt take it to heart after that I panicked about what he could've said. 

Also I've been looking for a new job and I was wondering if it's ok to leave without notice due to a toxic work place",2.7499186991869915,3.689334073170734,3.986341463414637,90.82430894308945,74.12195121951221,6.930081300813008,25.861788617886177,7.1686216300943375,0.9879934959349596,302,10,68,3,6,99,55,82,0.127,0.8440000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.7506,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,1,4,1,1,0,0,11,13,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,7,9,1,10,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,3,5,40,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376694320756529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093834328984385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744890447378658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400026705687985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708337255392742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403263878135746,0.0,0.18228350197396045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456383924041255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662649186458129,0.0,0.16155245015280933,0.0,0.0,0.1959955379470056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986159816968314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6550217083900466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253057723362108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943644680851946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659478301001487,0.18669087651720168,0.3759848623207239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sclifts,2019/07/14,"How do you deal with social anxiety and paranoia? Help I have been having trouble enjoying my daily activities due to my social anxiety, paranoia, and anxiousness. I feel like people judge me everywhere I go. Every time I go to eat out or order something from Starbucks or anywhere, I freeze up and become anxious. If I eat out, I prefer to sit in booths or secluded areas. I cannot go to the movie theater because I feel like everyone in the theater is watching me.. It feels like I can't breathe or enjoy a movie with my sister. I feel like I'm an inconvenience to my sister and boyfriend because I think I always ruin activities. I don't know how to walk or where to put my hands, eye contact is difficult, and I constantly believe people notice all of it and it makes everything 10x more difficult. Many times I feel like I look great before I head out my house, but then I find myself feeling down and I want to go back home. I have a hard time in work and in school because of all the anxiousness that I feel like I come off as rude or people think I think that I am better than them. 

How do you deal? 

..I am trying to see a doctor soon. I feel like I need medication before I go crazy. I get panic attacks and really bad mood swings that can get me depressed and not eating...to throwing my phone against the wall, beating myself up emotionally and physically, and cussing people out and really bad road rage that I'll literally get out the car to fight someone.",5.45407535563245,5.896139138408303,6.473050749711652,77.25072183775474,67.65051903114187,9.32879661668589,31.280469050365248,9.2995712137729,2.7122570549788545,1157,44,219,21,18,387,150,289,0.214,0.6890000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.9891,0,0,1,0,1,0,30.0,0,2,1,3,6,24,4,1,9,0,14,8,4,4,2,52,41,26,0,4,9,2,11,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,21,2,0,14,0,0,10,4,12,0,0,1,15,45,11,31,40,3,37,0,2,4,0,13,17,0,7,15,138,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860267131442323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614375768965255,0.2794255895630982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379558727825907,0.0,0.06339680413283308,0.13767992874394502,0.15077713528175524,0.09105644981793334,0.14031298159562253,0.09288975596041417,0.0,0.07291784436770903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102095849922854,0.0,0.08909612836944532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699988765119031,0.07101164862267849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438819812114662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872812780305887,0.0,0.092741997782529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946531807781925,0.07878182844126343,0.07409822303694119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335022342099945,0.4123020502797993,0.0,0.0,0.07535524297661947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292257702070005,0.0,0.23428320582875745,0.0,0.0,0.0908983240383886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385649283598711,0.0,0.08461460853940812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526261719212524,0.0,0.08270125936121213,0.0,0.0,0.09513299396710163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531082243419656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819567458679959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923487931405697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503414317014547,0.08358851557862873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305687552240043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061133550735229275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386667846644473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673401960993144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22863401699631636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288220348685921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563556916180224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344096343245765,0.06569974029247275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808906586485808,0.06985724114629499,0.06347187905637057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848650130115538,0.0,0.0,0.1442268680541096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597623372871186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862949200455447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060022540222748076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,red0990,2019/07/14,Clubbing/Drinking why can't I make any moves on girls or at least chat up with them at bars or clubs? Even when I'm so drunk I don't know how to speak full sentences. lol,-1.0210526315789463,1.0403442631578947,0.10557894736842144,107.84205263157897,93.21052631578951,3.04,15.494736842105262,3.1291,-1.5921747368421055,134,3,35,0,5,41,33,38,0.086,0.8029999999999999,0.111,-0.03,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,6,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318811841730481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459262475262889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096494063916183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576497284992021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31293918945229204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982785981280122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423034695108988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UncleWombat,2019/07/14,"I feel like I can’t trust anyone. Ever since I was a teenager I started to recognize all of my friends and family growing up and moving on in life. Meanwhile, I’ve never had a girlfriend, I flunked outta college, I can’t hold a job down, and I can’t afford to live anywhere besides with my parents. I’m 31yo now. And I’m seeking help from people, but all the advice they give me they can’t follow themselves. My cousin was telling me all about how I don’t need a partner to be happy in life, so I though sure yeah she’s right, it’ll happen when it happens. Then I find out she’s been dating guys this whole time, like yeah I’m happy she’s living her life, but there are times I could have used her help but she was too busy flirting with someone, which is exactly what she was telling me I shouldn’t worry about. I still love my cousin, but I don’t trust her worth a damn. Am I seriously just being an a**hole? I don’t get it, I’ve never told someone the answer they wanted to hear vs the answer they asked for.",1.4524647887323925,3.339365455399061,2.9118568075117395,93.15482746478874,79.89201877934272,5.011173708920189,21.917605633802815,5.6839178017228535,0.08990535211267536,794,24,172,4,20,259,125,213,0.044000000000000004,0.715,0.242,0.9912,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,0,12,13,1,0,9,2,22,4,0,2,8,32,39,13,0,4,6,3,1,2,3,2,3,1,0,2,6,7,0,1,4,0,1,3,10,3,0,0,7,2,35,10,17,27,4,21,0,1,0,1,28,7,1,0,13,113,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567376353697308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708081621809604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979754043750624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085319614852213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255895825910253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088688542243745,0.0,0.0702021529614711,0.0991879980950303,0.0,0.0,0.12689810744865893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726816888096204,0.0,0.07253866276188918,0.13318888475458107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374743630462618,0.2455531764001088,0.2955975331296191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648383447686895,0.0,0.18612431616778824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377782133549096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29420239416562904,0.13566134416773695,0.0,0.24519819437239365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530937262145309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756595080605864,0.0,0.10294880068695636,0.2141653904839727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416643753140644,0.0,0.0,0.0962548288253115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856940751379333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114850663572861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23527896249501554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827233473368698,0.0,0.11087855718150663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085594655175106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24270620933803194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641052249059749,0.0,0.16191854188559965,0.0,0.0,0.13266847183603558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991399749166334,0.0,0.0,0.08189198598274483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501095561705802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099971807451145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bigthink98,2019/07/14,"Motivating Thought I was randomly thinking about how I ended up in my position. I'm M 21, no friends, can't smile at people, and think lowly of myself. I thought back to when I was in 6th and 7th grade-- I was such a well liked kid. I could crack jokes and make everyone laugh. People loved being around me, and I loved being around others too. It isn't that I'm inherently introverted, my go to excuse. That kid that was so well loved is buried underneath so much, but he is alive. It is my moral obligation to dig him out. 

I know, kind of strange. It was profound to me because I've forgotten how I used to be. I want to be like that kid again.",1.8538471177944869,3.678579390977447,3.4603195488721816,89.99443922305767,78.3984962406015,7.140100250626568,23.865288220551378,8.07648339933343,1.1916671679197997,501,17,112,9,12,166,82,133,0.071,0.7120000000000001,0.217,0.9423,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,14,11,0,0,1,0,15,3,0,5,0,21,29,10,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,7,0,17,11,17,17,1,13,1,0,0,3,10,8,0,1,6,76,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337421792250749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413821179652386,0.0,0.1142683607719348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966433252847874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602590550247198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911741812397228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482414089000853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065326961004492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952013212729985,0.1030181412143535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315813373190928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075454095475506,0.0,0.1251249663575771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779801845216644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25990977634026985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24022200281654416,0.0,0.2976302355811791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618974375025337,0.0,0.0,0.11056342845647796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33708183645886075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NamelessKing23,2019/07/14,"Get out of your comfort zone! Hey y'all! So for the last month I've been working in a place wich requires a lot (really a lot) of interactions with strangers and at first it was really scary and I felt like I shouldn't be there but as days and weeks passed by I soon realized that I was pretty good at it. I work at as a cashier in a pretty crowded convenience store and man did it make a change for me in regards of social interactions. I am now way more outgoing and I am feeling like I'm ready to take on the world! So please guys if you struggle with social anxiety get the F**k out of your swamp and start going into uncharted territories in regards of social interactions. You can make it! I did and so can you! Love y'all, take care😉.",1.6172549019607845,3.7034047124183047,3.350091503267976,89.2114117647059,80.30718954248366,6.955816993464053,22.61830065359477,8.021203637495839,1.1179563398692811,583,19,127,11,15,194,92,153,0.044000000000000004,0.7240000000000001,0.23199999999999998,0.9861,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,7,0,4,6,6,0,1,9,0,11,1,0,2,0,23,23,14,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,12,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,6,2,16,5,24,15,3,24,0,0,0,1,18,13,0,3,10,84,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193370346142529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904901375419472,0.0,0.1650238049487528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060495449347888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887660950644383,0.11144406066522514,0.14978127809826255,0.0,0.0,0.13269069786920584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300365545567605,0.0,0.08865650922595905,0.13084261550217638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446124076989926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715811628695614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242419808564284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652456007865702,0.14079309586394625,0.0,0.20825799290423813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451506313737284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298333030564846,0.1712375117192363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174094144704781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998709378005532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770569159849304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104152543060858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308160235414335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23458018141126796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382290498464345,0.12513112858503533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271348845598894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,newgirlnikkis,2019/07/14,"I HATE my birthday! I love celebrating other people’s birthdays but I hate my own! Ive been this way my whole life (I’m 28 now)
I hate ppl asking me what I am doing for my birthday , I hate the pressure to be happy for the whole day on my birthday , I hate the thought of planning a party for myself on my birthday , I hate even more the idea of a friend planning one for me.  I hate when ppl make a big deal about my birthday. 
But then on the other hand, If I don’t do anything on my birthday I feel like a complete loser - and I don’t want ppl to ignore the fact that it’s my birthday either , like I want to be acknowledged but not too much...

So I feel stuck like if I don’t celebrate my birthday I’m just being an antisocial loser with no friends. But if I do I just get anxious and feel too much pressure to be happy so I end up unhappy.
Anyone else feel like this ?",2.6899751861042165,3.311376268817206,4.517956989247314,88.1546277915633,73.94623655913979,6.798345740281223,26.673283705541767,6.67199483983844,1.0041278742762616,670,23,150,5,13,229,89,186,0.265,0.518,0.217,-0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,10,21,7,2,11,0,13,3,1,1,1,26,34,13,0,5,11,0,5,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,12,0,1,3,5,32,9,17,27,7,12,0,2,0,1,5,6,0,3,9,108,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207423706499554,0.0,0.07473198634743558,0.10950973284095504,0.08795196253009732,0.0,0.0999170422930409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206015492186136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892784055920963,0.11018712024534066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928333703268912,0.0,0.09466269630690197,0.0,0.0,0.07059229235666549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616408023975028,0.15270815405619886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514824750375764,0.0,0.05583964542494502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275484660177445,0.0,0.7386432760849461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206529045449829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549149997110123,0.20886189702900929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646208889420692,0.0,0.07134228031987629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571361039465746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242369006487646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409614828008708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484965197841775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260795081219373,0.08483523992760106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865222955794616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thatguyyouavoid,2019/07/14,"Does anyone else drip sweat from armpits ? Hello, 20 year old male here been tested for hyperthyroidism... don’t have it. However every time I go out in public my armpits sweat like crazy. At home I’m fine. Anyone else have this ??? I feel alone and weird. My mother and sister have this too though. I’ve noticed they have sweaty armpits in winter. Never asked them but they suffer from anxiety too. 
P.s sorry for the weird post been drinking to avoid my stress and depression.",2.6410227272727282,5.556969238636366,2.4140909090909126,92.0036363636364,83.88636363636363,5.0181818181818185,18.227272727272727,6.574015621080383,0.06748636363636384,375,9,70,4,11,111,65,88,0.262,0.7070000000000001,0.031,-0.9702,1,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,7,6,5,0,1,8,11,5,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,1,8,2,9,9,0,11,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850530253407304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540081391496664,0.0,0.0,0.2815332210619545,0.41254928888165615,0.0,0.0,0.1882056675502017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339537148140285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617521911789324,0.0,0.0,0.19721553550118373,0.0,0.0,0.3363516305469594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961956054813465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179270745069663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441397093140485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019389194174764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983540741750019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526927608305652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22920250266118464,0.21124995202171226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928075206026702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253596337025242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306097179912569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977944524963909,0.0,0.11739046503353015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964254523457724
socialanxiety,dx6504,2019/07/14,Your stories of progress! I'm often negative about my SA. Obviously it ruins life for the majority of us alot of the time . I'm tired of dwelling on the daily negatives. Has anyone had any progress with your social anxiety? How have you been working on it ? What has helped you the most? Do you overall feel genuinely better and more confident? I think we all need to hear a testimony from time to time . Hope is pretty substantial. Please share your positive stories of progress with us today ! Thanks,2.7792028985507216,5.776732282608697,3.6891304347826086,82.2685507246377,84.86956521739131,7.41449275362319,27.231884057971016,8.344100000000001,2.559692753623189,398,18,70,10,12,127,67,92,0.094,0.599,0.307,0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,6,0,5,3,6,0,1,6,0,7,2,0,1,2,14,15,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,11,4,14,13,5,6,0,1,0,0,13,2,0,4,4,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347936096472105,0.0,0.1614055640957334,0.0,0.0,0.14752800926006127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660211204062452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668208484062604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377992839480288,0.0,0.1414210907407148,0.0,0.0,0.2095591081105052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902736098857503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156445240292762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316019269519547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146510752404148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507612418674435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942497903045373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351928604452882,0.0,0.0,0.3690871339556428,0.24250015158495275,0.1999923522988913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075861828142995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153602082902057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,___VAPID___,2019/07/14,"How do you not take things personally? How do you guys deal with criticism at work, and not taking it personally?  Sometimes if my boss makes a comment on something minor, I will dwell on it and go over it in my head a million times.  I wish I could have it where stuff like that would not have such an impact on me.

Please give me some tips/tactics you use.",3.9558333333333313,4.847281805555556,4.448222222222224,88.819,71.2222222222222,7.426666666666668,25.511111111111113,7.554174236665415,1.0096244444444449,278,8,61,3,5,88,53,72,0.04,0.833,0.128,0.6662,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,7,1,1,5,0,16,14,5,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,10,1,7,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,2,46,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834451155063875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368730539447929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204072701272023,0.13057822402431835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22749908242970185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358006257961285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224940649099216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533669613755895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012361264686251,0.0,0.2522081047614065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688090815875862,0.22723907392236514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630208773939109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34550270191573096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264271020230413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339752332401544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198439358403507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642133109237494,0.0,0.0,0.16726842788388668,0.0,0.0,0.1632153133489894,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wufccc,2019/07/14,"Maybe this will last forever Sorry for being pessimistic but i have been suffering from it since my childhood i think??? recently it got worse, i ghosted my friends, stop going out, mood swings more often, deferred my uni study, generally stay at home for months (i lied to family that im still attending) and i dont feel the need to go out at all. I know i need help but what kind of help can i get? Doctor and meds are obviously not an option the rates are too high...

And because of me staying at home for too long, family have been complaining about me saying im lazy for not working and impolite for not attending family gathering. I had a well paid part time job back back in the day but guess what, anxiety ruined it.... i got nervous serving guests and my supervisor complain that im clumsy and blablabla.. i kinda developed fear for it since then... now im like the worst person in my family.

Some might tell me, i should bring it up to my family.. no it just wont work... they wont understand what it is, and might think im just lazy and believe in nonsense mental health problem... and would just blame me for not going out with friends until i develop this ""personality""...

I dont know what else i can do... help?...",3.1744999999999983,4.9590007833333365,4.528333333333336,83.97000000000001,74.5,8.3,25.333333333333336,8.982922981607832,1.9378583333333328,948,32,192,21,20,314,136,240,0.213,0.6990000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9862,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,1,2,12,14,0,2,6,0,21,2,0,0,2,45,38,14,1,5,10,0,1,1,3,7,2,1,2,2,15,13,0,1,6,0,1,6,9,8,1,0,6,2,26,5,26,24,5,33,0,2,0,0,14,11,0,7,15,128,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834476082149163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739370047831848,0.0,0.05446075935856128,0.0,0.0,0.10065544693064099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057616829298125165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144314902899893,0.0,0.0,0.20941133926690306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746320027908098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211084215649836,0.1005321987809798,0.0451729258109473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138047533596164,0.0,0.04667639798976729,0.0,0.1523217315874094,0.0,0.14290652083095662,0.0,0.09841794599098463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496411076646907,0.0,0.0,0.17964790760352936,0.09439248439117416,0.17923036047757854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825119859197859,0.0,0.08865604184051193,0.0,0.0,0.0930337331568074,0.0981977191296011,0.0728239232040167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364695081976978,0.0,0.0,0.07906297914733483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975391382048349,0.0,0.0992364623155379,0.0,0.09003358232877808,0.18955098094257,0.0,0.0,0.07131023689590069,0.0,0.0,0.13248877248280985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674637990567303,0.0,0.0,0.15601626793898798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548619598772916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821234978517818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104665545926073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780573774602931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000867713394056,0.0,0.19044884213497965,0.07134694060357373,0.07469213694633424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808698968463526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144907706704116,0.0,0.0,0.05209480031210202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300596194919117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803272780650439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008098793171052,0.0,0.09104496645019412,0.0634644848242323,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Uxhio,2019/07/14,"Shyness or anomic aphasia? I'm kinda worried right now, because lately I kept forgetting words while speaking/mixing words in several languages (I'm bilingual). Although, according to my mother I have always been forgetful and aloof, I feel like it's getting worse but I didn't have a brain injury. 
I checked out and found 'anomic aphasia' online and I'm starting to get anxious. I'm scared I will lose my ability to read/write/speak. 
I ask this here because it tends to appear when I'm talking with this girl which I have a crush on. I become more self conscious and slow in speech, less fluent. I pace a lot, trying to think what to say next, she starts mocking me and I get depressed (I'm talking about depressive moods). She's kinda cruel but I don't think she does it on purpose, maybe it's her way of teasing friends? Because we are getting closer lately and her teasing increased (her behavior kinda confuses me tho).
When I'm with my family and other friends I talk and act 'normal', but with this girl I feel so stupid and unable to do simple tasks like grabbing an object without looking goofy. Does someone of you feel the same? Is this shyness or a brain damage? Anyways, I'm going to a therapist soon so I could ask them this too, but I'm on panic attack mode for aphasia.",3.4663198247535583,5.600353859437753,4.320476451259584,84.24584063526835,74.66265060240964,6.133698430083972,28.587258123402705,6.980632752743323,1.65731967871486,1017,43,181,10,22,327,144,249,0.235,0.684,0.081,-0.9909,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,1,1,11,18,6,3,7,0,11,2,2,0,0,42,39,22,0,2,7,1,4,2,2,1,0,2,0,3,12,14,0,1,7,0,1,4,3,13,0,0,4,7,29,4,22,33,5,24,0,4,1,0,23,8,0,8,13,112,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980759284518599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550879258437049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22427318077072145,0.13645987257314568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21936030536759984,0.13247479865183748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678066230705413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576991526584354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066246569470717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099372313217376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307771324448294,0.0,0.18195021363909064,0.08569194667353165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151843537786312,0.1853453721025415,0.0,0.25067465179428994,0.0,0.06817006501292136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706165209696246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172025335055512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007273698365471,0.13419280845972453,0.0,0.10197677535400546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050539492709356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756765390819966,0.0,0.11752504218145972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073489353287655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998195990728275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243621749528277,0.0,0.09538865671630987,0.1200903747284124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513348837735436,0.13550879258437049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016328219882527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980174676807974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892325931654579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927061445492514,0.0,0.15371759233519433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814378367191606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521032980644764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562703746593207,0.0,0.0,0.12181453960435774,0.12223878793908087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imaginearagog,2019/07/14,"I got gold on a comment and now I’m second guessing everything I commented on a post about how punishment can be ineffective, and I keep thinking what if I convinced a bunch of people to never punish their kids? What if I’m wrong? And now I have a general feeling of anxiety that won’t go away.",4.4390000000000045,5.158129566666666,6.38666666666667,75.99000000000002,70.0,10.0,33.33333333333333,10.125756701596842,3.4933333333333323,234,11,45,6,4,82,43,60,0.17,0.7090000000000001,0.121,-0.4374,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,2,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,12,12,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,1,6,1,7,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25364618161484365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115160651056611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979890829636652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764913662137426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843592949292132,0.0,0.2651826775084408,0.0,0.365256032839012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947100486460321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25572323136957764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298652999582235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175474468915335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245335020295147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625140833932638,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CosmicHero1,2019/07/14,Going to a concert solo - family reacts weird I went to a concert on my own because my friend who I was supposed to go with bailed. I told my mom and she reacted in a way that I did not like. I felt like she was judging me for going alone. I still went but it hampered my mood that she reacted in that way. I should have just lied and told her I was going out with friends  but I was hoping telling her the truth would help build trust.,2.394363354037268,3.4861397717391327,3.644409937888199,92.34282608695652,75.19565217391305,6.561490683229812,24.01242236024845,6.868970318607317,0.6263987577639756,337,10,77,3,7,110,57,92,0.094,0.695,0.21100000000000002,0.9386,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,3,1,17,18,4,0,3,4,1,1,2,2,2,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,2,0,6,1,1,0,0,10,3,19,7,10,6,1,13,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,1,3,54,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277158997755573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934717414763503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456628484615936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879818702469828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30252209529948304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450707491741717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122886010981413,0.0,0.0,0.19445616448674194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912988471645849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22929805806204606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635213033027812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112250483322938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741570728643353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108060173335873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629846150712761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907824664433188,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ahamehg,2019/07/14,"I hate seeing people more than once I’m going to try to explain this the best way I can, and hope that someone here can relate.

I have this weird fear/uncomfortableness when it comes to forming even the most basic relationships. I’ve realized that I don’t like to see the same person more than once, and I don’t really know why.

So like, doctor’s visits for example. The only doctor I’ve ever been to more than one or two appointments with is my psychiatrist. I’ll see a doctor once, and the next time I need an appointment, I’ll find a new one to go to. And so on. Needless to say, it makes finding a therapist difficult; aside from two long term counselors, I’ll only go see a new therapist a few times before ghosting.

I tried joining a fitness class, and I only went 3 times. Partly because I’m really uncoordinated, but also because I didn’t want to see the instructor again. In this particular case, I think I felt I’d embarrassed myself in front of her enough and just wanted to avoid seeing her again.

It’s the same with hair stylists. The second I feel like I’ve started to get to know them and they get to know me, I’m out. Even if the haircut is great. There’s a Whole Foods by my job I like to get lunch at, but I’ve stopped going there recently because one of the cashiers started to recognize me (I wish every store would just install self checkouts).

Maybe this stems from my constant fear that other people don’t like me and that every time I open my mouth I say something dumb? I really don’t know. I have a fear of romantic relationships, for many reasons, but that’s something I know other people struggle with- is this just some sort of extreme version of that?

Can anyone relate, or am I completely insane?",3.480072886297375,5.2347421457726,4.702951895043731,83.16334912536443,73.60641399416909,7.465597667638482,25.66107871720117,8.192908349453996,1.617806413994169,1368,46,266,22,28,451,171,343,0.102,0.799,0.099,-0.4436,1,1,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,1,15,17,2,5,19,0,16,7,2,2,1,51,52,18,1,7,9,0,3,5,0,1,3,2,0,2,16,14,2,2,13,0,1,8,5,9,0,6,4,11,32,8,36,47,15,34,0,0,6,0,12,7,1,7,23,167,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128837450248121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358794027586677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015571258300025,0.0,0.06521435058250345,0.0,0.08042815669129003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601792127291825,0.08035478759174114,0.08281979450445959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353305364071847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918882441715494,0.0,0.10123899367958727,0.06932458248022433,0.12914373438397092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587213642196318,0.038751103736964,0.054751090123287334,0.07358569139519938,0.0,0.14009375833434096,0.0,0.0926724761878648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012252304438632,0.0,0.17422339055745434,0.0,0.0,0.08449503536722522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566538525320286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612006036015695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605262250774396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059461682036154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721031332989008,0.0,0.0,0.0678233178765966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051157289452361324,0.07770016284488691,0.07699442006063734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682702718826529,0.0,0.14803731586528845,0.08150670380442544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448548759417035,0.15579820238061945,0.17486279215128134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299283113939715,0.0,0.15939600281378022,0.06691843039855237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472911835304122,0.07879790549182053,0.07567200609747507,0.16456372992227164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189320334876125,0.0,0.0,0.3664293223240649,0.0,0.07995144427855598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493618142860554,0.118001266193364,0.0,0.0,0.10849130053970793,0.0,0.0,0.0640738383707146,0.0,0.08011997637778083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796813491932192,0.0,0.04910733200835632,0.0,0.0,0.1787558343685116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406602979025444,0.0,0.14973080752263915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040762170883848,0.060832663397888065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104534557174637,0.06915499584426821,0.08556497725617136,0.08813134656160906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054442318952933666,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cubingtothegame,2019/07/14,"Why can’t I be like my young self Back when I was in middle school, Minecraft was THE game. I made so many online friends and it was so easy. They were some of the closest friends I had and some days we still speak even after we stopped playing the game. 

Nowadays when I remember how I became friends with them, aka actually reached out to talk to them, I tried doing that currently in other communities but for some reason I get anxious and the fact that someone is going to respond to me scares me. Like this post rn. I know someone may or may not respond and it scares me. 

Maybe it was because I was younger and had nothing to be afraid of, but currently, I don’t want to reach out to make more online friends because what if I creep them out or like if I always dwell on what to respond for like 5 minutes, it wouldn’t feel like a genuine friendship",5.599244186046512,5.485631598837212,5.4563720930232575,86.5781627906977,67.31395348837209,8.042790697674418,33.47906976744186,7.1686216300943375,1.9750841860465125,673,28,142,5,10,209,100,172,0.055,0.732,0.213,0.9746,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,4,0,8,14,0,4,5,0,17,0,0,4,1,34,24,16,0,4,7,0,1,5,4,3,0,1,0,1,10,11,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,4,0,0,9,2,23,10,20,10,4,20,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,9,15,99,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.14849216919352398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661438993237153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190438737617436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700634283104222,0.0,0.18551809167851305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813454995715648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050427787469368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693975525393204,0.10870749650295612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702526240053206,0.0,0.07950050994034806,0.0,0.08647950468707709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362651234885145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717033658288817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398324868307347,0.10157205731832436,0.1542725480299993,0.15287130595284534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600748261240987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573306691417004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645210015734454,0.0,0.0,0.1723745350445478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30468963531808513,0.15400022299348526,0.0,0.0,0.15874243471219449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578596955666104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152004878164152,0.12721767813081175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230535202201835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331079750217564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975151178381735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730624270630248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Palumboy,2019/07/14,"Strange repulsive feeling towards people Do you  ever have it after socializing and being with others, even when you are onest and don’t fake your emotions? I get it very often, a strange sensation of disgust also when talking with people in chat.",7.312424242424242,8.90847690909091,7.561818181818182,66.97106060606062,64.0,8.593939393939394,37.39393939393939,8.841846274778883,3.837721212121212,200,10,27,3,3,65,36,44,0.225,0.7440000000000001,0.031,-0.8548,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831543228050877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982876647782574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386375417455035,0.320281870179779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903138442912248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849900134263078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909432128681716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36093573094607656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845927495262482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921496513499863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lilredhead3,2019/04/07,Got a job interview! I just got a job interview tomorrow morning. I know I’m not gonna be able to sleep tonight because of nerves. Wish me luck 😣 ,-0.23435483870967744,2.0041603225806495,2.277661290322584,92.53649193548388,90.93548387096772,6.970967741935485,27.10483870967742,8.07648339933343,2.061122580645162,114,6,26,3,4,39,25,31,0.049,0.74,0.21100000000000002,0.68,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,10,3,4,0.30867831560370795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881674361434784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937564945781189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6126311967824454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964152962044354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089012393916229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35496482920486633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,n867cbd,2019/04/07,"It’s just not on the radar It’s sucks to know so many like me suffer from this, and it’s such an overlooked problem as we’re not the most vocal crowd...",3.555,3.0382462647058834,4.228235294117649,95.02705882352943,71.64705882352942,6.8000000000000025,22.882352941176467,3.1291,-0.15495294117647074,119,2,30,0,2,38,28,34,0.261,0.665,0.07400000000000001,-0.7203,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486859953870639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099681057177214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6432490780715636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6070984052184483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oodlesofnuudles,2019/04/07,"a bit of a rant yesterday my older sister said she was gonna take me and her kids + a friend of hers somewhere, and wouldn’t mention where. she knows i have social anxiety and would like to be prepared for the type of day we’d be having (because i’d  also not wanna bog down everyone with all my crap) but she evades all my questions with vague answers. 

my default is a hoodie and jeans so that’s what i did, but since the weather said it was gonna be hot, a light hoodie and jeans. when we get to said place it’s a outdoor exploration nature type thing which i Hate and she knows this yet she still forced me to go. the only really good thing about this is there’s a big empty theatre that plays the same bird documentary on repeat which i am currently in, hiding from the outside world :) 

also, my phone screen cracked while walking on the nature trail so not really a good day overall. 
",5.912833333333335,5.45421128333334,6.18,82.815,66.72222222222223,8.977777777777778,29.11111111111111,8.238735603445708,1.8197111111111108,701,20,144,8,10,225,113,180,0.1,0.778,0.122,0.6161,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,10,7,2,0,14,0,14,1,1,0,2,24,25,14,0,3,4,1,1,1,1,4,0,3,0,1,11,9,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,6,6,20,5,16,11,4,21,0,0,1,0,19,8,1,1,11,97,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28443662230726285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604685246500728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840940555690053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415484770079955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22938373566035306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699334154487657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739847949259068,0.0,0.0929138818335723,0.0,0.10107037659947067,0.2983269370635803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557984513137556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954720514966533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688347442218836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525507452943852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580459254766712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922111874228834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785727896532534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074987221110594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711080377570296,0.0,0.0,0.18128513660548007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202298150514164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337132912462273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629753460940864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633219137603507,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gefrasz,2019/04/07,"Anyone else hate reading out loud in class? Anyone?
Please give examples of things that happened to you while reading.",4.5113333333333285,7.984388799999998,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,86.0,4.666666666666667,26.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.5121666666666669,96,4,14,1,3,27,18,20,0.16699999999999998,0.7390000000000001,0.094,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,8,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032133918587786,0.29542765406412463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408623062289072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765919368618378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549688316267193,0.0,0.0,0.28466569602400765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164992159648422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768150679500468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155331327469136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway77774444,2019/04/07,"Overheard a comment about me at a party, would it be weird to follow up? So last night I was at a get together with my sister and her friends. We were playing a game and during my turn (me being the center of attention) I overheard her say “I wish she would quit doing that”...we had all been drinking so my guard was down and now I’m racking my brain trying to figure out what she would have been talking about. I have a slightly awkward personality and I want to know what annoying behavior I was displaying so that I can improve in the future. Would it be strange of me to ask her what she was referring to?",3.668943089430893,4.83662207317073,4.993658536585368,83.60235772357723,72.17073170731706,7.743089430894308,29.11382113821137,8.167268648758528,1.962586991869919,477,19,96,7,9,159,75,123,0.062,0.8140000000000001,0.124,0.8233,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,7,0,19,2,1,0,1,19,27,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,6,7,1,1,4,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,8,1,21,2,16,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,0,4,78,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719926998719573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474185125803339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171184083767267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123503427015768,0.0,0.11579539889160925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218050722267725,0.18066251037857936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079898988149787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935235660594016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235736631443572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762534420634466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814221612659886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504759531171672,0.2410757752036573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307263578048767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548698821332265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6297739887541051,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Aesopbeard,2019/04/07,What do you do when ppl make you feel creepy and treat you with hostility even though you don’t know them and are minding your own business? It feels terrible.,5.767741935483872,6.568433677419358,4.919516129032257,87.39927419354844,67.06451612903226,8.780645161290323,28.403225806451612,8.841846274778883,1.790470967741935,128,4,27,2,2,38,25,31,0.182,0.7440000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,5,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32262020075279685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939554775338516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684423267622521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260477883714387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932007351493318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799049739576058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lapis3001,2019/04/07,"I think all my friends hate me Anyone know how to overcome this?

​

I've considered asking directly if I'm being avoided or disliked in the past with an old friend, and he told me I wasn't and that it was selfish of me to accuse him and others of that. I later found out this was a lie. 

​

Since then I've never been able to bring myself to ask. They're different people now, of course, but the repercussions of him lying to me and calling me selfish still remain.

​

I'm scared that asking my current friends whether they hate me will also make them think I'm selfish. I've tried really hard to adapt back into a friend group and be part of it, but I can't help but always feel like an outlier. 

​

Tips?",5.5446258503401324,5.867134891156463,5.710612244897963,83.211768707483,67.43537414965986,8.165986394557821,29.938775510204078,7.793537801064563,1.874436734693877,587,20,114,6,9,186,91,147,0.218,0.687,0.095,-0.9617,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,0,5,12,2,2,6,0,8,0,0,2,2,24,24,14,0,1,6,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,6,2,17,5,15,15,2,13,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,2,10,74,25,0,0.09662368375831444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726992499234861,0.0803986452488395,0.41876688393274,0.469633407022266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756152629636225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709903032264711,0.0,0.0,0.0742976485860864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866358429272144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095118422467317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885583772506001,0.06902797898326472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059428819812204,0.2986048735450517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655584182179753,0.1907917672966004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476481848335806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310184966593606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720545123352572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449705920387552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452214157556959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139030225125284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463403360100948,0.09223823934502016,0.0669866962616342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061899606006402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673716357999028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079928109686475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716379866329044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382511011795345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923280705480692,0.0,0.06560113872671673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469633407022266,0.0
socialanxiety,ToastyNuts1747,2019/04/07,"Advice regarding female friend Basically, I've concluded that my friend thinks I fancy her (I don't, even if I did I wouldn't want to). 

My mum even thinks I do, despite saying I categorically don't. Mutual friends have given hints that they think I do, which I've always assumed as a joke till now.

There's probably lots of reasons why, such as speaking on message near daily. 

How do I show that I don't? Change what I do? Speak to her to say I don't (which could be awkward if she tells her friends because we share the same mates) ",2.199444444444445,4.216834129629632,3.699777777777779,87.77300000000002,78.07407407407408,6.542222222222222,23.76296296296297,7.554174236665415,1.0226118518518517,418,14,88,6,10,138,70,108,0.079,0.809,0.111,0.6405,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,1,6,7,0,1,2,0,13,0,0,3,0,16,18,6,0,5,2,1,0,0,5,1,0,4,0,0,6,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,4,19,6,9,13,2,4,0,0,0,0,19,2,0,4,2,59,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104039771571035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626717125647778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917502308075885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068131429552119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560908913277117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25825189397027165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.604171451016628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620716135696093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107821323544668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100662397493005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109389918132716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087567098916098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758056368810598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531100165589163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640839764579275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kikiban,2019/04/07,"I’m being ignored in group chat In a group chat of three, I send memes, make observations, and make brief rants. In short, I’m talking. Then I realized I, too often, was talking to myself. No replies or they don’t get [marked as] seen. I tried to tell myself that they’re busy. They have actual lives and nothing I say is important. 

Regardless, my anxieties over being ignored grew too much. I announced that I was taking a break from messenger but just turning off notifications. Hours later, the group chat is alive. I want to say it’s bad timing (it’s the weekend) but can’t help but feel I’ve just confirmed my fear. 
",1.5211845730027562,4.14794299173554,2.8667438016528948,88.87708539944904,86.02479338842974,5.8712947658402195,22.116253443526173,7.3011,0.9809367493112946,486,17,96,8,15,157,80,121,0.152,0.778,0.07,-0.778,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,17,19,8,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,4,0,3,3,4,0,1,3,4,14,0,11,14,1,15,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,2,5,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.2284509934684324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790883386361794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954664277796701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634312307588945,0.11836963269134718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230928119481987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691446779275234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054453592956795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206717450819286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125314624875953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209281843751034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462837358890567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723365870015597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601650276342656,0.37632663496917895,0.20461655119764888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650748246592884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589407337341084,0.254637101826849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808015697841253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,scherbatskys,2019/04/07,Do you ever get to that breaking point where SA is too much and you just say whatever you want now? I feel like that is what will eventually break me out of this suffocating shell. Don't know if that's a good thing or not. ,3.9405673758865234,4.2037084468085135,4.830638297872341,88.33333333333334,70.91489361702128,8.819858156028369,24.177304964539005,8.841846274778883,1.1612751773049648,175,4,42,3,3,57,41,47,0.0,0.857,0.14300000000000002,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,9,3,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,3,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370610201107258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071639501497358,0.29270010428438514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405890392820234,0.0,0.0,0.3436490645954996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516836163900267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001657980192968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011872829991644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873126122545501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258213969018779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272196093098491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416602139125721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,desserr18,2019/04/07,"Regretting situations in the past where you were socially akward Who also thinks about situations in the past where you were socially akward? And then you regret it and think: ‘Who couldn’t I just be confident?’ Just because of this I’ve lost many possible friends.😭
But it is better to forget the past and try to better your life for the future. To become who you want to become. ",3.5995238095238093,6.14869244444445,4.646428571428572,80.07000000000002,75.94444444444444,8.003174603174603,22.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.8947714285714283,304,9,54,7,7,99,46,72,0.129,0.78,0.091,-0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,3,6,5,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,9,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,6,2,9,4,0,9,0,3,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948207499247842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632364224493536,0.3852621304859354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308517234393787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319664755774595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903979372905761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683255639973844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995053774972699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966301776011882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921064579054084,0.0,0.35559453369843513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235201250309809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841842673430765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287630218169116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LordOfBluePigs,2019/04/07,"How exactly do you deal with embarrassing moments from your past? I keep on remembering potentially embarrassing things from previous interactions with people that the other person probably hasn't really registered, and I end up avoiding talking to people.

And there's this one person who I did really embarrassing things in front of back like 5 years ago and I kind of want to reconnect with, but just can't.",9.55,9.994762888888893,9.785555555555558,56.965,59.0,14.422222222222226,37.444444444444436,13.427899808715575,5.834044444444442,336,14,51,13,4,112,55,72,0.105,0.855,0.040999999999999995,-0.5182,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,6,2,12,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,7,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367684330034214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667860175245856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368823177480705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350762281046966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042297340417668,0.0,0.23926962928769704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225379642223356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569779411819498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934103522407566,0.31858655170786965,0.40125181830221096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24773043771340095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943925156815049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602841101817694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468006143304186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052973597283559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355240341972913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796405743729996
socialanxiety,LozxMoz,2019/04/07,"I actually went to an old friend's birthday party yesterday! I was filled to the brim with anxiety hours before it and going up to his house because I haven't seen him in a long time. Turns out, he invited some friends over that I already knew, so it wasn't that bad! I just wanted to say that I forced myself to go, and it turned out to be pretty fun! I have real bad social anxiety, so this was really an accomplishment for me. I hope everyone can force themselves to go out to make the anxiety a little less worse instead of staying in.",5.974801223241593,5.442619339449543,7.083990825688073,76.63069571865445,66.61467889908258,10.569418960244649,31.928134556574925,10.125756701596842,2.9950354740061162,424,15,85,9,6,144,75,109,0.091,0.722,0.187,0.9209,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,13,18,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,6,2,12,4,18,11,2,19,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,2,5,58,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.1603909325914801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137453491710992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772031613522147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27446624036011125,0.1001918818295709,0.0,0.13985762806389332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705232024911114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396711936878824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28022747223928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324583462015152,0.1618607674241651,0.1896485234017805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473116129326562,0.0,0.14545277658855005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971108501546356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246739940295364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721245974790372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707682529657255,0.10529275320174604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070508366023156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167543571435788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518510676776733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583920860230738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575513646434943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969433523308614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236268440753126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749613165871352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sociopathalterego,2019/04/07,"Using phone as a crutch I feel that I've been using my phone as a crutch *a lot* to avoid social interaction. It's kinda like a defense I use to hide the fact that my social skills are seriously lacking. Even at a hostel, I used to sit away from anyone pretending to be engrossed in my phone just so I don't have to say ""Hi"" to others. To the point of being rude which exacerbated the situation. This creates a sort of feed-back loop where I avoid practicing my social skills because they're bad which results in them not being improved at all.

​

Do you feel the same way about the use of phones in social situations.",7.743333333333332,6.2869574193548425,8.076451612903227,73.96801075268819,63.516129032258064,10.5247311827957,32.763440860215056,9.2995712137729,2.6837731182795705,496,15,97,7,6,164,80,124,0.138,0.7929999999999999,0.07,-0.8528,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,5,7,2,2,11,0,8,0,0,6,2,20,15,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,11,1,20,11,4,10,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,3,1,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016278407248887,0.16840266648983293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690572272164567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021036741485953,0.10656756481745182,0.11571730571576085,0.08448350226751465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153773964466712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015107483364536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770833370637626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178247146959862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310128496412322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021275406892073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31156313051471546,0.0,0.5651023791081345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5984886120686111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000671384844704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840266648983293,0.0
socialanxiety,Fright_In_The_Night,2019/04/07,"I hate the sound of laughter I always assume it's about me, and I know I shouldn't, but I fucking hate it. In History two students who sat behind me would laugh their asses off Every day and I couldn't help but wonder what I did that was so stupid. And my dad has such a loud, obnoxious laugh, that sometimes I feel like he's spying on me",3.1054166666666667,3.7856420416666654,4.284333333333337,89.994,73.02777777777777,6.871111111111111,22.73333333333333,6.742157984588678,0.4714299999999998,265,6,59,2,5,87,54,72,0.23800000000000002,0.585,0.177,-0.7340000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,4,0,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,12,13,6,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,3,13,3,6,7,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,2,2,41,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407943074840391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663155909697893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24382218418352294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632345576405378,0.2067391104023355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675348862840403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5714222091385796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397092535281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904028080143795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413805407300999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862124990275942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28269038915343475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138293443802515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557319613591524,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WilliChangeMyLife,2019/04/07,"People don’t look me in the eyes? Hello everyone, 

A year or two I started being aware of my eye contact with people because I used to be afraid of it and it’s been going great I no longer fear it at all no matter the person, but the problem is that not a lot of people make eye contact with me. Of course family, close friends and some people I get along with make eye contact but with new people or ones I don’t know too well it seems they would rather do anything than look at me while we’re talking. I don’t think I look that strange but I feel like I make these people uncomfortable and I’m not sure why and the only thing I can think of is my looks. Is it that simple or am I making a big deal of this? ",1.9687254901960785,3.1306354967320265,3.419101307189542,93.25845588235296,76.38562091503269,5.8843137254901965,20.59313725490196,5.985473137389443,-0.08221960784313742,553,12,128,3,12,182,89,153,0.114,0.797,0.09,-0.3824,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,2,7,0,13,4,4,5,2,36,31,11,0,3,9,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,3,1,2,1,9,17,5,16,27,3,10,0,0,8,0,9,5,0,6,5,87,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789564950952676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992587681148447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351727757341062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528504477578814,0.0,0.0,0.12360260937489323,0.14753970069448052,0.06629517741038493,0.0936678670567251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129835035619808,0.0,0.06850165292723742,0.0,0.0745151071337596,0.0,0.0,0.1445536467293876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205682490256585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405567706924457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404109488966722,0.0,0.0,0.11146843323706274,0.0,0.0,0.3500784496977961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663071722115793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884623895404803,0.09971810443415853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453876285317736,0.11448368659148025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545838967490588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936126035817048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280316330580507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357339235184607,0.0,0.0,0.10538446585615972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871063149227227,0.16802511276803794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280793253773171,0.0,0.0,0.11324039794137512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788723122567502,0.0,0.11830999058581608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313962301865188,0.0,0.0,0.084433116590626
socialanxiety,nlrendon,2019/04/07,"Not done yet I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety and social anxiety disorders four years ago while in a serious relationship.
A year ago I successfully got myself exercising, out of an unhealthy relationship. into a new job where I’m much happier, moved out on my own, and am now taking steps to go back to college to study exercise science, which I’m extremely passionate about. This all came on the heels of me self-titrating off of anti-anxiety and depression meds. (Best decision I ever made).

In spite of this, I find it extremely difficult to go out and socialize, which has really limited my interactions to others with similar issues who only interact on the internet. 

I have several, good, longtime friends, but all of them has spouses/children/other obligations which effectively stops “normal” hangouts from being common. Going out for drinks or to local festivals seems so scary solo and if I’m honest, I’d much rather be with people who’s company I enjoy, instead of being alone. 

Being a “lone wolf” goes against every fiber of my being but I can’t shake this learned behavior lately. 

I don’t want to miss out on anything else, (mid 20’s and I feel like I never really got to enjoy the college years).
",7.127335041639978,8.049567322869956,8.242770659833441,64.33655829596414,64.1121076233184,12.290711082639337,36.10794362588084,11.899873341045813,5.025432030749518,975,45,153,33,14,333,148,223,0.126,0.7240000000000001,0.15,0.8925,1,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,4,9,17,1,1,8,0,13,6,1,2,4,38,28,12,0,4,6,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,10,16,1,2,6,4,0,7,4,7,0,1,6,1,16,10,35,17,6,38,0,3,0,1,10,16,0,3,16,110,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282219631894157,0.0,0.0,0.13332499405584022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29543326697878364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593345361030268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898508021858984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509372384028734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723231463227818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108745753278404,0.13065778650994134,0.0,0.0,0.14753522028782956,0.0,0.0,0.1317350266155155,0.0,0.12610595403979166,0.0,0.0,0.10753702327550467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644325055059812,0.10846020042170733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650895298625521,0.09196441834991192,0.0,0.0,0.1176564792651588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945613328284383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219479914548099,0.107972241483422,0.20591356632750535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436020829349835,0.12774421800846064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452125427939154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289075719120821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121807015553058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298951332870902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368191423838289,0.1892620664630636,0.0,0.09928416716138533,0.12432780440514846,0.0,0.0,0.12612763002039726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790462579541298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924486345423709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164934895858608,0.0,0.0,0.2764147283591116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719055026313242,0.13429299860068847,0.1454277534246952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624471358783189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762367039524516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678860322897267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759280255984883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486928346097016
socialanxiety,mays542,2019/04/07,Does anyone else with SA... Does anyone else with SA have a hard time connecting with people at work or school? Just curious. ,2.472028985507244,5.3932637391304405,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,85.52173913043478,6.544927536231885,16.36231884057971,7.793537801064563,0.6581710144927541,98,2,18,2,3,30,17,23,0.059000000000000004,0.8440000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,8,0,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588472784595872,0.5258427015724798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449112169952868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287198035526322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298669818106445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778970589048158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25969717335732523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962798612358966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681093065508145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kjohnson1414,2019/04/07,"Should I go to New York by myself? So I'm a teacher and my spring break is coming up and I was planning on visiting some friends in Philadelphia for my spring break but recently I read about this big conference for socialists in New York that I might be interested in going to cause I've been reading a lot of left leaning literature lately. At first, I kind of thought this would be a good way to do something different and to push myself out of my comfort zone since I would need to go to NYC by myself, stay in a hostel there and go to this big conference. But I also feel like if I'm being honest with myself, I'm just going to wind up not talking to anyone in the hostel or not getting to know anyone because I'm extremely awkward. I'm just not sure if it's even worth doing and maybe I should just go visit my friends in Philly even though that's the same thing I do every time I have time off. Just looking for thoughts or guidance from anyone.",7.663641025641028,5.629359261538461,7.927692307692308,76.81564102564106,64.07692307692308,10.71794871794872,35.0,9.150863307647796,2.8868461538461543,756,26,154,10,9,249,110,195,0.025,0.8370000000000001,0.138,0.9723,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,0,1,6,0,15,0,0,1,1,36,34,14,0,7,13,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,2,1,10,3,1,0,1,4,2,18,9,33,22,3,38,0,0,1,0,5,15,0,7,10,107,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684641101590668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802658320777941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144630469989197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725240202543285,0.0,0.11509161416014428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395921080974262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649388187131707,0.0,0.11257065174375126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755630885645482,0.0954497084703213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364704725167325,0.0,0.0,0.2064506925126865,0.0,0.06980475810002444,0.0,0.4555956365427749,0.11206420001774124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913235634799548,0.07342756001993417,0.0,0.15071584341648325,0.0,0.1451656754333824,0.0,0.0,0.06527420655821868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219721874809893,0.0,0.0,0.11358889436094205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342273721323312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173716205799716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906877043253423,0.0,0.2580792201626079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672886668913839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192195635016704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052206482834333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285810229461342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240853973539738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592412580003856,0.0,0.0,0.1073891918258298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876333609969758,0.0,0.13126935570911685,0.21213993699819564,0.15581600511901406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605195209313163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898228313191351,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eviemaymay,2019/04/07,"Don’t know any different Hi, so I’ve been diagnosed with a panic disorder and social anxiety for about four years now.
I get a lot of counselling, outreach support and have been on various cocktails of medication for it but my anxiety seems pretty adamant on staying.
I guess I’m making this post because I need to vent and have people who understand.. Maybe even get some advice.
I’ve never had many friends. Two or three at the most, but this was me at about age 10 so it was a while ago. (I’m 15 now)
I have now have no friends. 
None at all. 
People at school avoid me because they know about my mental health (I was out for a few years because of it), my old friends have all left and nobody sticks long enough for me to trust and stop being anxious.
The only people I have are my parents, an emotionally unavailable mother and a stepdad who’s always busy with work. 
Of course, I should talk more with my MH team but I’d just like people who are talking to me because they want to, not because it’s  their job.
I don’t know how to behave around people, I feel totally shocked and just completely unable to function.
It sucks so much because I’ve tried so hard to fight this and talk to people and learn how to cope with my anxiety but it seems like I just can’t... And it’s got to the point where when people actually care or talk to me I push them away. I don’t know how else to be other than alone. Alone with my mental illness.
This goes for all of my struggles really.
They feel very much a part of the person who I am.
I don’t know, I’m just really at a point where there’s nothing else to try. 
CBT, DBT, mindfulness, breathing exercises, medication, therapy.. What do I do?
It’s absolutely crippling.
I have nothing to hold on for.",2.682991452991452,4.469449022792028,3.93311396011396,87.70308974358976,75.86609686609688,7.073162393162392,24.805413105413102,7.908726449838941,1.2928924216524211,1361,46,284,21,30,445,172,351,0.151,0.782,0.067,-0.9787,3,3,0,0,1,0,45.0,0,0,5,2,24,14,2,3,12,0,26,7,1,4,5,59,49,25,0,3,11,2,3,2,3,1,6,0,0,1,18,17,1,3,11,3,0,1,9,6,0,3,7,3,34,8,46,39,15,32,0,0,0,0,23,16,1,8,15,193,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.08015740210576598,0.0,0.0,0.08026686912491493,0.07281270891947349,0.0,0.0,0.17014583256075758,0.0,0.0,0.0683475810293973,0.0,0.0,0.05585844244216693,0.0,0.188512062318925,0.0927955270469462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312257201647332,0.0,0.0,0.07717382208643778,0.0,0.0,0.3004329794628145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837478426528439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612288363198876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337100640322842,0.0,0.08581947149052313,0.09414027379365156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723590603464064,0.09239714849029383,0.0,0.08487322429228326,0.0,0.054253108825234965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306553717012598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038493180351146,0.0,0.08583017377295937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569536234832757,0.0,0.0904871602199874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358186688560395,0.0,0.0,0.08731164443181191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151189685697331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571169959520104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892460305532659,0.0,0.0,0.08025952161822608,0.0,0.0,0.07269186924740081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983302289872538,0.0,0.0,0.0548295057267566,0.08327770234271084,0.08252129932674059,0.0,0.0,0.1654960782444731,0.16555686277195514,0.0,0.08293861665917586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076562274977574,0.06090623342261003,0.06335191462562588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576322920969759,0.0,0.08619276950829734,0.0,0.0,0.06247164751619304,0.0,0.09637432649359627,0.09120744455073332,0.08895029347625609,0.0,0.39862177347942657,0.07172202636302169,0.0,0.0,0.1552988836447418,0.0,0.0786680139982431,0.08356654679005779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052427767685898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313069885037935,0.0,0.14955548195578966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373202405413267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875509782207688,0.0,0.06867324139903612,0.0,0.08587121699878036,0.0,0.0,0.09321220904122668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640860951782429,0.0,0.0,0.0939349645249417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153618648343393,0.0,0.08023945615980531,0.08551128857212108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777461896089795,0.04844866943979962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979935406104271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579174019149068
socialanxiety,OmittedAddition,2019/04/07,"Looking for people who can understand Social Anxiety.  

Hey

​

I realize it hard for to make make friends in real life. I have anxiety and difficulty

with dealing with people in my everyday situation. But I want to try to get out more.

​

My main hobby is video games. I like games like the Halo series, F.E.A.R., Resident Evil

series, AntiChamber, Penumbra, Emily Is Away, and more.

​

Favorite Show: I currently on about anything on Toonami, The Walking Dead, Bojack

Horseman, Fresh Prince of Bel-air, The Middle.

​

I don't read a lot books now, but I liked the Tom Clancy franchise, history books about

wars and scary stories.

​

So if there's something you want to talk about, any questions you want to ask, let me know. I work better work questions than anything.",5.505417348608837,8.326780425531918,5.210212765957447,77.02615384615386,70.98581560283688,7.742716857610475,33.54118930714675,8.617729084823388,3.2560655755591927,644,32,98,12,13,198,98,141,0.132,0.73,0.138,-0.2984,1,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,0,3,6,7,2,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,0,21,16,7,2,4,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,7,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,13,5,20,15,4,11,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,4,6,59,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566564514820373,0.5121253216924689,0.05732204267083282,0.0,0.12896763088707086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138731700903412,0.0,0.07880245549841046,0.0,0.0791959268697868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455019423657917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690224850897355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512446288385458,0.0,0.04403954593392448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550985543113016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046325157343575916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619517141142055,0.05953854748355871,0.12354371662897315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078478177139826,0.0,0.0,0.07166278441398469,0.0,0.0,0.11253229160995168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168761263032675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885461325518935,0.0,0.08431568164961824,0.0959437410302278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947487185139046,0.0,0.08592596653076312,0.0,0.06489277012018389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775141659317636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722932614496781,0.0,0.0,0.08775185125227906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915435745538125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273242773370655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121253216924689,0.0
socialanxiety,Thewildhatter,2019/04/07,"How do you explain to someone you really like that you actually hate FaceTime? I really don’t like face timing people or even calling unless it’s something I need an answer to right away so I usually just text so here’s the scenario.

I met this girl a few months back and we started talking (only text really) and over time we grew feelings for each other. She lives relatively far away from me (it’s really about 2 bus rides away or a 15 minute car ride) and we rarely get to see each other (her mom rarely lets her out of the house). One night she decided to face time me and I answered because I really liked her and I wanted to make a good impression on her. We hung up after about an hour (I REALLY NEED TO APPLAUD MYSELF FOR THAT). She called me back the next night and I thought “ok one last time u can do this” after about 15 minutes into the call my sister comes into my room and tells me to hang up because she can hear me (we were face timing at around 9 PM so I can understand why). After that she starts calling me a few times but I really couldn’t handle any more of that so I told her my sister doesn’t want me face timing at night, she calls me rarely now and I never actually pick up, she once called me and I picked up and she was with a friend I didn’t know what to do so I literally stayed silent the entire time hoping by some miracle she would hang up or someone would come into my room. I know I should’ve told her I don’t like face timing from the start but I wanted to impress her and even tho that’s not impressing to the general public to me that was impressing. It’s not that there’s anything wrong with her I just really really don’t want to face time I don’t even pick up my sisters face times. I just want to figure out what to say to her because at this point I’m worried she might get the wrong idea ",1.8795588235294112,3.6289301666666662,3.5032475490196084,90.06209558823532,78.0625,6.70514705882353,20.148284313725487,7.618777277803332,0.5375431372549021,1440,34,315,21,34,478,171,384,0.055999999999999994,0.8420000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.9146,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,5,3,0,0,22,15,1,0,15,1,20,7,7,5,1,70,49,24,0,11,11,4,1,4,1,3,0,2,2,1,17,28,0,0,11,0,0,8,10,3,0,2,8,4,66,12,51,36,6,63,0,0,1,0,48,25,0,6,33,214,83,0,0.0,0.0,0.13405216398171155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670775804423012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565214219255153,0.061143692018504725,0.0,0.0,0.19359380883707086,0.10562815225391213,0.0,0.12560814712820634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208068075605257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833108498429995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609622660603082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034728904372630924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530654092808052,0.0,0.07176954483885342,0.0,0.0,0.057609229276884374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781164084031421,0.0,0.0,0.07741232845654178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821912260953572,0.06764031415733048,0.07925259410610658,0.0,0.07753634516105612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549431736024342,0.05598696607734911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023446868396603,0.0,0.1342229447364567,0.0,0.06064959752284345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045847380900775586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286331107312942,0.0,0.08044235768174716,0.05482324541721905,0.0,0.0,0.10185724806179584,0.052973655737645835,0.0,0.07304665542860778,0.19336701430170375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314666122778889,0.093084675447892,0.0522375932667982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0476171257527221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492897371178699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960089598335718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058656115822060186,0.0,0.05462060424790937,0.0,0.0,0.05473258680449572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639216526401512,0.05287661891252973,0.0,0.0,0.14584554909510314,0.073208448508123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520593171391152,0.060033206811835826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054527754034643,0.4405547872887692,0.0,0.0,0.13126180543737584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150289915104961,0.0,0.0,0.07564618036075194,0.0,0.20255924000225847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197700209695865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697523582825887,0.0,0.09758287668782857,0.1501912528703294,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sty13,2019/04/07,"I'm a mess. Why is it so hard for me to act normal? When I walk down the halls. I fear judgment, interactions, their faces. My self-esteem lowers as I cower in fear and in the moment I feel worthless and pathetic. Then I wonder if that's how everyone sees me. A coward. The only place I can put my eyes is the ground. I can't stay still. I have to fidget with something.

How do others perceive me? I can't see myself from their point of view and I can't read thoughts. I just keep assuming the worst.

I never feel like I'm good enough. My voice is so soft. I look like a child. I have zero social skills. I always mess up.

I tried many ways to cure my social anxiety but it always comes back.

""Why do I care about what they think of me? It's not a big deal. I shouldn't be embarrassed. I'm only human!"" No matter what I tell myself, I can't stop being afraid.

I overanalyze people. I always think everyone's out to get me.

My life is full of regrets.

I think I've become depressed.





",-0.5773395445134568,1.6144801256038692,1.8864510006901327,94.70516304347828,93.15458937198069,4.503036576949621,14.639233954451349,6.1826913282559595,-0.6051461697722571,754,15,168,8,28,256,123,207,0.18100000000000002,0.755,0.064,-0.9488,2,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,1,9,14,0,4,9,0,16,3,2,2,1,28,33,12,0,4,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,7,6,0,2,9,1,0,4,8,10,0,1,1,10,38,4,17,29,3,24,0,3,5,0,10,11,0,3,9,108,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32471771199272675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951291884688153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000255762214346,0.0,0.0,0.14366613564042305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262799473406214,0.0,0.0,0.11205473832402267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410956445431574,0.11204004948001536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344102150924788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859921232321056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927584329373871,0.13154745576013235,0.09293111564899698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679628482035718,0.0,0.0,0.10910720733316016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165285593597908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562349161954355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188126669056387,0.12710368498285088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923671615212313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188345296914686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032780705993433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745343886547467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978675288902974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018297375826978,0.0,0.1359087476450784,0.0,0.12297020955883164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076905493382338,0.0,0.0,0.13011791451554242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20731815965309036,0.0,0.13570463889986775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652058869470296,0.0,0.1001440271842132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865086324145215,0.1038842220664275,0.10875497218952006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369802416575038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500552485698113,0.0,0.10327114317525736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831762278881766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325360216090274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347588295333737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106915251735835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thealmightyNolan,2019/04/07,"I’m socially anxious but am about to start a very social oriented job 2,000 miles away. Im 18 and have had pretty bad social anxiety my whole life. I went to therapy and group DBT these past couple years, and they have seemed to help, but for the most part I’m still a very socially anxious person. I leave to start my job as a camp counselor next month, but right now, I’m even too anxious to go get my hair cut or go to a restaurant. Is it a bad idea to make such a drastic change in my life? Or do i need to just jump into the deep-end? ",2.7922413793103447,3.3464328793103486,4.102931034482761,91.47267241379312,73.65517241379311,7.524137931034483,23.98275862068965,7.645422480735847,0.8225896551724143,418,11,99,5,8,138,76,116,0.183,0.753,0.064,-0.9102,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,0,8,0,6,3,1,1,0,15,18,9,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,0,14,16,3,17,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,8,55,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500301095164164,0.4208891954961875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667813785497767,0.0,0.2073825612593938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137378852679718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374109813624042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999316389554586,0.0,0.0,0.08202459771244512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488278393404824,0.0,0.14115710758447414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324018758401891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019244350556656,0.13414368835780885,0.0,0.2464736378521291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131496511330308,0.0,0.0,0.1754344478446155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828960449897304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912518729094816,0.0,0.0,0.09208337370606397,0.0,0.0,0.1320746946889777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448283788301854,0.11855091275322617,0.0,0.10843563598353406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263432185011386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605534974029633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305553274956835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063736060407606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580094306812158,0.0,0.09917620748181744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420190997922556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493520005608026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512295170194142,0.0,0.13865078232454006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997260542671726
socialanxiety,Portalfan12345,2019/04/07,"Personas Does anybody else feel like they have different personas for different groups of people? For instance whenever I'm at work I become extremely sarcastic & kinda mean, but when I'm with close family I'm polite, quiet, & caring. Or when I'm with one group of friends I'm very loud & do dumb things for the attention, but when I'm with another group I blend in with the background. When I'm alone it's worse, especially in an environment I'm not familiar with. I won't talk & will become paranoid to the point I'm worried if people notice I'm paranoid. Do y'all have this sort of feeling too?",4.390666666666668,5.891544066666674,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,70.83333333333334,9.0,30.0,9.444778638647367,2.8100000000000014,488,20,91,11,9,162,73,120,0.16699999999999998,0.742,0.092,-0.8554,2,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,5,4,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,20,8,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,5,3,15,18,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,4,5,44,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256004666570214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6384049422300877,0.0,0.0,0.15445858412760405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253661161223837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018381103994832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077976669395025,0.0,0.0,0.1289046337110488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230515958795428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886285071869306,0.0,0.14896024235516678,0.10523230137306833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380486038848847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196412735569728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045463891542364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677038620932524,0.0,0.0,0.09981538479801176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042407821529728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924763586268218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183954564087515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786064604091174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153925695162188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072373282239961,0.14959193764268627,0.15011292742468632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lululand2020,2019/04/07,Driving license horror Okay I'm so petrified to be a car owner. Scary enough to do the car exam...but I'm sure I'll get past that after a few times and get more comfortable but a silly thing im nervous a out...cant believing I'm saying. So embarrassing... Having to fill up gas makes me a bit nervous....just having to drive next to the pump.... Just seems such a simple thing. Also I prefer it's a self serve.... Oh and getting pulled over by a cop would kill me instantly lol,-0.3876530612244871,1.871886765306126,2.191020408163265,91.82183673469387,94.6122448979592,4.8408163265306134,17.20408163265306,6.5431188927421005,0.03682857142857143,365,10,77,5,14,125,69,98,0.156,0.732,0.111,-0.7434,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,2,10,2,5,0,0,1,1,9,13,6,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,9,11,4,12,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,42,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088330010038496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689261099168501,0.0,0.0,0.2605917463017908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24663444345720945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741228871091813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578302025742853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26407926129360754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932992699067286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253853503683043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278601865262593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981884495955167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172978189865621,0.2490096311995509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496602802492766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31715503331426764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918424111198255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695611866232967,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jimbussss,2019/04/07,"Tonight I got invited to a party. And now I realize why I don’t get invited to parties. (Rant) UUUUGGGGHHHH. Tonight I was with a few close friends, and one of my friends got asked to slide to a party. The guy asked my friend if he was with anyone and he said whoever my friend was with he could bring. We pull up and I freeze. I’m hiding behind my friends and walk in without saying a word. Rather than going unnoticed, people actually noticed bc I stuck out terribly by being so quiet. 

Someone literally called me out on it and people were staring and it was honestly the most embarrassing moment of my entire life. And to make matters worse, someone came up and HUGGED me, saying how awkward I am and how cute it was. Holy fuck. I just can’t even deal with people simply bc I have no idea how to. Someone tried to start a conversation with me, and I tried to act normal and not try and be funny, just like my therapist said, but everything just came out bland and before you know it that person was gone and didn’t want to deal with me anymore. I just got home after awkwardly standing in the corner for 45 minutes. I want to be more social and the night I had my chance I fucking blew it.  I’m so fucking disappointed in myself. I can’t even rn. ",2.01436,4.265964516000004,3.7444000000000015,86.02820000000001,79.84,6.56,24.0,7.699297019823105,1.2875200000000002,979,35,196,16,25,327,138,250,0.085,0.785,0.13,0.6325,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,0,0,13,17,3,3,9,0,18,5,0,4,0,52,42,23,0,6,9,0,1,1,5,0,1,5,1,2,6,29,0,0,3,0,0,9,7,8,0,1,18,7,29,9,33,20,3,28,0,1,1,4,23,11,3,2,8,132,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.10487620529556832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658236605258113,0.0751462307479496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009417782875014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144991600204247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097399197164056,0.2458364153337519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580685846532671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159578965058707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196718031281758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965880162415462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151591882236488,0.2980656578046473,0.05614916831567127,0.0,0.06107825305993648,0.0,0.2578631590200081,0.0,0.0,0.10641319891865644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780218816306487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132169166755652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059063257846414564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590995440644903,0.05250490812470891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173773535308009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008542649216429,0.10529877396887184,0.0,0.12235646001574105,0.0,0.0,0.07282513942465209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352060456295286,0.09383954274288224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044590869556926,0.17093052538124628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955316307441808,0.27317952034007986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606853577999527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247821288109144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889728866374966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677837527122282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697587271192837,0.0,0.0,0.10359822091377388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952214321737724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_majna__,2019/04/07,"Awkward around people I know... I’m curious to know if it’s just me or not. I am what I consider myself to be in limbo when it comes to social awkwardness. I can chat up a storm to someone in passing, however when it comes to someone I know - perhaps more specifically a mutual friend of a friend or someone I went to high school with - I find myself to be more socially awkward. 

Just for a little background information, I used to work in tourism which involves talking to travelers along their way. At work I had no social anxiety tendencies, I was totally fine and could go about my shift. However, once someone I knew was there, I wouldn’t be as efficient and capable as performing as well. 

I even had a college-mate drop by at said job. And after I was done helping a traveler he made the comment “I think that’s the most I heard you speak”. He said it jokingly, but I also didn’t really engage in too much conversation with him as I would others. ",5.176479500891265,5.788507962566848,6.578409090909092,75.6542803030303,68.3048128342246,10.511408199643496,33.23039215686275,10.504223727775694,3.605773975044563,747,33,142,20,12,255,116,187,0.051,0.8420000000000001,0.107,0.8577,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,3,11,9,0,3,8,0,15,0,0,2,1,30,30,14,0,4,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,8,9,0,0,7,4,0,7,4,3,1,0,13,4,25,6,29,11,5,22,0,0,0,0,21,10,0,4,3,108,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027074826968764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548563050257463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275151815078175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375604064251796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009410961210564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110955564265254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107518087844142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602915059213354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130672628842905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836618199947018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924248987742329,0.1456885737988618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683475308129595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22734255395279834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382022119073585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047504737684776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136516758204238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468485696064055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559570714758853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833599712437527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623303257231695,0.0,0.0,0.13955225052150275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216851016195263,0.4673356977753512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110830924746254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835447652262676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190928655425056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945082760926518,0.0,0.0,0.12397985553535308,0.12782560283040054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077142510182552,0.0,0.0,0.09795324638988344,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fawnyo,2019/04/07,"Trying to improve myself, leave comfort zone I have recently begun volunteering with a local organization which involves intense social interaction for 2 hours a week. For part of that time I am standing in front of a small group of people speaking alone.  It is an important organization to me and I really want to be involved , but my anxiety is getting the best of me. The last time I went I left feeling like a failure who cannot do anything right,and a burden to the group. On the one hand I do t want to quit and let the anxiety 'win', on the other hand my emotional reaction to going each week is exhausting. What do I do?",5.343852459016394,6.164014491803278,6.993565573770492,72.08411885245904,68.01639344262296,10.034426229508195,33.2827868852459,10.125756701596842,3.5046360655737714,496,22,90,12,8,172,81,122,0.134,0.64,0.226,0.8882,0,1,0,1,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,12,0,12,3,2,0,0,8,18,3,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,4,12,4,16,15,3,18,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,9,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027944888241429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995799288942329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113048214560444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20548482198369108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025379305375015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900467672814292,0.1398828279824931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022998092519202,0.0,0.11128025267166974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282806520709184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960686285991058,0.0,0.20732877368605465,0.21274224438227768,0.20022344478879855,0.0,0.09566022520138022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326822479364686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203727443436984,0.0,0.13574623867451546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826226828702696,0.0,0.0,0.12543742503712674,0.0,0.19333339643444028,0.0,0.0,0.16721603776444288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959810664425326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283504453841203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293845393024972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309812237039793,0.0,0.31412523970561945,0.0,0.0,0.18151280332850264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,seventeensighs,2019/04/07,"I just posted my first Instagram picture I've had an instagram for for 2 years now to keep in touch with old friends and send memes back and forth, but I've never had the balls to post. It's just something about putting yourself out there for people to judge terrifies me. 

Yes, my profile is private and only 12 of my closest friends follow me, but it's still scary to me for some reason. I've actually deleted my instagram twice before because it just ruined my self esteem by comparing myself to everyone else who's living their best lives. But this year, I actually *want* to put myself out there because I feel like I'm just missing out on myself. 

I technically posted a picture once, but immediately deleted it after a minute. Today, I just posted a picture and immediately turned off my phone to prevent myself from deleting it. 

It's been an hour. Wish me luck!",7.455053547523428,7.141673246987955,7.810562248995986,71.91629852744312,63.518072289156635,10.028380187416332,35.914323962516725,9.444778638647367,3.3537303882195437,693,29,122,11,9,228,100,166,0.08900000000000001,0.757,0.154,0.892,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,11,7,0,0,6,1,4,0,0,1,1,26,12,8,0,2,9,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,2,1,0,4,1,2,0,2,3,2,20,5,23,9,2,26,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,2,12,84,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.2768134042481754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905936741848887,0.0,0.17291785414026375,0.0,0.12068782663995173,0.0,0.14884299766888304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184816914488018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355257018299189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171406980426552,0.10132417196715132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064146809697165,0.0,0.0,0.21915672458441515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967507177923025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606600562669085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692915152525666,0.0,0.25047893384056724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938889417860638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882788939247474,0.15104550126184202,0.0,0.10786894886595587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983278321558668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.543339983288464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851588753145371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582600106639085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479607779655315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918851625780318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326650614084224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443930660436645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542715177868538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365566227576607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309877473849513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826691670040946
socialanxiety,Sonicxc,2019/04/07,"I have social anxiety disorder since i was very small I am 21. And I have 0 friends.. my father hates me.. my mom always favour my elder brother because I am useless..  I am scared to go outside..  I was scared to even post this(brain freezes, hand shakeing)..  

I am at end game.. I have presentation at my college in front of 100s pp (15 april)l..  if anything happen.. I can't survive

Few day before I realize that this is a thing S.A.D. My life is ruined because of this",1.1310573122529632,3.605787619565216,2.6783399209486203,90.75677865612649,85.84782608695653,5.084584980237153,26.841897233201585,6.574015621080383,1.2022043478260869,359,17,72,4,11,117,65,92,0.187,0.747,0.066,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,3,1,0,12,2,1,0,0,3,15,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,2,17,2,7,13,1,11,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,45,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829697750623846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821863148896918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095437366407066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26809119818490584,0.0,0.18711395772926692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245474899186476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181371123061054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25201805917501424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476119039078615,0.0,0.0,0.14523819232049634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988988550730133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497106789009155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445191178225,0.0,0.0,0.21710021753455908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531793380457173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575376902149475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105980725151348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403053560323372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818989387847556,0.0,0.0,0.22415467198631786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608808353885325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814359279354832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bijah,2019/04/07,"I feel like I can't trust the idea that others like me and accept me  I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this but like the title says, I feel like I can't trust people to actually like me and accept me. It's not a matter of me having low self esteem completely either because I like who I am. I enjoy doing things I'm good at and I get a sense of accomplishment and pride from them. I just feel like I can't expect the any affirmation and validation from others at ALL. 

I feel like I'm always under judgement and scrutiny and like I can't be taken seriously by others, not because I deserve it really but I just expect it and accept it but I also realize that's a messed up way of thinking as well. 

 People always say not to care what others think and to ""just be yourself"" but I guess I've taken it to the next level. I've had plenty of situations where I thought people were nice and I could be myself around them and to them and they through it back in my face and made me feel worthless. I can rationalize that they were projecting their issues onto me but I just...I dunno. 

 I push people away and am quite skeptical of their intentions and thoughts of me because it feels like people can just flip the switch at any time and what is it worth if it's that simple and quick and easy to just throw me away. 
 ",4.504853475935825,4.6494541163636365,5.822823529411767,82.12788235294121,69.65454545454546,8.506951871657753,24.903743315508017,8.313332769828598,1.342614973262032,1042,24,219,14,17,352,126,275,0.08199999999999999,0.7020000000000001,0.215,0.99,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,7,3,12,27,1,0,9,0,19,1,1,2,2,61,38,27,0,5,17,0,6,10,0,0,0,2,0,1,23,19,0,0,15,0,1,2,8,5,1,0,8,8,39,22,28,26,2,23,0,2,0,0,11,15,0,4,14,159,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.09852303958494303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807382026500361,0.1680147124131915,0.0,0.0,0.13731342062761293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987639155053934,0.0,0.0,0.1897117253952651,0.07763251496049219,0.0,0.1846340422134768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293612068355937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585533026691632,0.0,0.0,0.08060887109152699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30629245678241057,0.3606315753655208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052747777410862035,0.0,0.0,0.08468101085304194,0.0,0.0,0.1112195484644033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397229521213438,0.0,0.10537669775490996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493242783431742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553141681891336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737280638486757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499670446272456,0.0,0.10548240043587304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966924033664538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738408850434032,0.0,0.0,0.06467798350001185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621985127855529,0.0,0.16057593684811988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532398620008744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348401097582565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951542264331047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707377580369757,0.12938302754734549,0.0,0.16030297190774456,0.058870972257295276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013787190523843,0.0,0.0,0.09077575746792284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fornicating_alone,2019/04/07,"How do you make new friends as an adult? Well, my folks were right. After high school you lose any of the friends you had. I'm 21 y/o and the only time I get to socialize is at work. I really enjoy the time with the people I work with, but they're all way older than I am and extremely prejudice - so I don't see myself actually going out for drinks or anything.

I have one ~friend~, but she lives 2000mi away and calls me obsessively every day just to complain or sit on the call and not say anything.

I also am sort of not really friends with one girl from school, we only talk maybe once a month and only see each other maybe once a year. So that's not going anywhere. 

It's just really hard for me to make friends now that I'm out of school. The close group I had then dwindled away starting my sophomore year. I've been practically friendless for the last 5 years and I'm very shy. It takes a while before I start making conversation with people. I'm often times jealous of my s/o for having the friends he has. They've been close since junior high and bonded a lot over video games.
",3.5972701793721984,4.620165170403588,4.503024103139016,87.60233884529151,72.18385650224215,7.368721973094171,23.802970852017932,7.645422480735847,0.9191616591928256,855,22,183,10,16,277,134,223,0.105,0.805,0.09,-0.5379999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,3,0,3,9,13,2,1,13,0,13,1,0,4,1,34,28,18,0,0,9,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,5,17,1,0,0,3,0,2,4,5,1,2,5,4,20,8,26,23,3,33,0,1,2,0,23,12,0,5,17,107,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0961928206175208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882862198744918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703287522621651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223400917481806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522475602524985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838781813346515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013076728341048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357129276027558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656380400827884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305182428512155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569425433496365,0.0,0.05150021265920632,0.0,0.112042372693938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830185530077263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082951225431746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034997757339304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704157667810034,0.0,0.0,0.11027773448243604,0.0,0.08380305833780391,0.0,0.0,0.19739430184982887,0.0,0.1980592268394112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867985798138011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520221173355643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099536017401462,0.13359094283357936,0.22490713865490447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667591778610674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944475396606925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418062133128601,0.0,0.07838903648219431,0.0,0.2992827683626413,0.15709949762947562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154042786078039,0.0,0.0,0.10048254257483903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954065169121346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411446813596485,0.0792290721558793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243575404642214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133287248411858,0.0,0.07824248997316315,0.0,0.0,0.08862877344545465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352432556752526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043292858271305
socialanxiety,Fromthenorth14,2019/04/07,"The root of my social anxiety Before I start, I want to say I’ve never shared this with anyone. Mainly because every part of me wants to be a normal guy in his 20s who’s able to go out to eat with his family without feeling incredibly anxious. I want to be able to go into my professor’s office and talk about a career path I’m interested in. I want to talk a bit more to the girl next to me in class. Admitting that I struggle doing these things is hard. 

I remember a few years ago, my family and I were about to go on a cruise. I told them I couldn’t go with just two days before. That’s when I knew shit wasn’t right. When there’s things I absolutely want to do but can’t. That feeling is indescribable. Anyways, my parents made me go with and I’m thankful, but I spent much of the time in the room wondering why the fuck I couldn’t go out and enjoy myself. 

I figured out the root of my anxiety. There’s something called Body Dysmorphic Disorder, many of you have probably heard of it. The best way I can describe it - it’s like you’re at war with yourself. Because you don’t want to fixate on your appearance (whatever specific part it may be), you don’t want to think about it, constantly check on it, etc., but the disorder leaves you no option. It has an impact on almost every decision I make, and unfortunately, it’s changed me in some of the worst ways :(   It’s forced me out of the upbeat, happy person I grew up to be and into something unfamiliar. I do a good job hiding this all, but I’m sure my family is wondering what happened to me. Sorry mom and dad.

Seeking help is difficult because it requires you to put a spotlight on the things you hate most about yourself. And I’m not sure if those around me would understand. So why am I posting this? I guess I’m just looking for hope of some sort. For those who can offer any advice, thank you!!",2.5170526315789488,4.190329007894737,4.288092105263161,85.46976973684212,76.02631578947368,7.592105263157895,24.50657894736842,8.376592526197632,1.5162894736842099,1453,48,303,27,32,491,191,380,0.152,0.7140000000000001,0.133,-0.8344,2,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,8,1,2,13,19,4,1,19,0,25,4,2,4,4,70,66,16,1,13,9,3,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,3,25,20,1,1,11,1,2,10,10,7,0,1,7,6,45,12,56,51,14,44,0,0,1,1,30,21,2,13,11,208,70,5,0.1679204732367205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820449715041997,0.07442568389138128,0.0,0.08407404894223579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057095840019677886,0.0,0.12845870240754426,0.09485116904753776,0.0,0.05870694961629455,0.0,0.0,0.07474241119419896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535441428554322,0.0,0.1428879547971943,0.0,0.0881110883960101,0.0,0.0916628328766156,0.0932608954025376,0.0,0.0,0.08573278890455885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881879761213962,0.0,0.0,0.09073118836393892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054147406761768234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245141027682727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591228275663289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936378577157032,0.0,0.0,0.14148024105256166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23745071644225976,0.0,0.08490563671417213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761988583644551,0.0,0.0,0.2862992240077577,0.07042186300903516,0.0,0.0,0.0924916663958978,0.08313383446177372,0.0742457599586764,0.08937723311450052,0.07521188053890708,0.08289335131915458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627677679945611,0.0,0.0,0.08339145944681026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331757956668312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890176767770334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101873061636648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050545283348758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794452059618852,0.05604410990467753,0.08512250185079306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833321438064856,0.0,0.0,0.06172043450313651,0.0,0.06475531046448392,0.0,0.08929266415174326,0.0,0.0822632054398393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322790674057853,0.18184150878470848,0.0,0.0,0.0733108401178568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041069792735209,0.0,0.0905233356368506,0.0,0.0,0.08440322777441192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511058101863896,0.07170158332114067,0.0,0.06676855007606211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861839763477264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558688787050109,0.0,0.1292733841496902,0.0,0.09398661096843866,0.059427487619441666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777346903529609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826305876843694,0.0,0.0,0.1349681156732004,0.0,0.15459861092928728,0.0,0.0,0.16733835142842007,0.05379832945927855,0.0,0.0,0.0489578891625032,0.0,0.0,0.08022760412573797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201695127660412,0.08740556733649113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466534602456098,0.1332874556006456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152210873732244,0.0,0.0,0.08093467197206859,0.1821025902174076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059642943156811186,0.0,0.0,0.05406763963773672
socialanxiety,katemiw,2019/04/07,"Living alone with social anxiety? I’m in my mid-20s and have lived with roommates since 18. I’ve had good experiences, but I’ve also always been drawn to the idea of getting my own place, in part because of obvious social anxiety reasons, i.e. no matter how well I get along with roommates I’m always extra self-conscious having mother people around. I’m thinking about finally taking the leap and getting a studio soon.

At the same time, I’m worried that it could be too much alone time. I moved for a job about a year and a half ago, and while I do have some friends in my new(ish) city, I don’t have a super active social life. I know that if I live alone, I’m definitely going to have to put some extra work into making sure I have things going on so that I’m not just coming home from work to sit alone in my apartment every night.

Obviously I’m going to have to make this decision for myself, but I would love to just hear any thoughts or personal experiences from other people with social anxiety—why living alone has or hasn’t worked for you, advice about avoiding isolation when living alone with social anxiety, whatever. Thanks!",6.464117647058824,6.669918941176473,6.844524886877828,76.26959276018101,65.47058823529412,9.333936651583713,30.12217194570136,9.057496981413335,2.468531221719456,910,29,164,14,13,296,129,221,0.133,0.72,0.147,0.8605,1,8,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,13,8,0,1,8,0,16,2,0,4,3,40,39,14,0,3,8,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,7,13,0,1,6,0,0,6,4,1,1,1,3,1,14,7,31,33,8,26,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,5,9,106,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154447213007017,0.07397166449782354,0.0,0.0,0.5185621011219299,0.0,0.0667333782688361,0.1388709308627916,0.0,0.0,0.056747537964459485,0.0,0.19151259765750736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428645966739865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086915890256357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188310913107246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662648052362002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030858419443581,0.0,0.0,0.16325641758087198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914132637469708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447175916494385,0.0,0.13079449135338847,0.0,0.1422763556677345,0.06999226814520791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405202116198512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370520164133964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420269511728374,0.0,0.0,0.08280931689485105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045860867871719536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894182806906824,0.0,0.0,0.3684308005853758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531512635147053,0.0,0.11140444744849803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869207464398772,0.0613439210097015,0.0,0.0,0.08059465010890053,0.0,0.0783103453232836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036611003287112,0.0,0.11570474647283313,0.07286362161167426,0.08718545493889328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388834231706928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579849729518886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705451918886586,0.0,0.0,0.06902909221859252,0.0,0.0,0.4253239086260314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864880289648135,0.0,0.06274255102541831,0.0,0.0,0.07682775610218551,0.0,0.0,0.055439178799024894,0.05347014322519345,0.0,0.06624843327456299,0.09731846218398534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502982184288579,0.0,0.0752988888075096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225353052097373,0.08474554903713162,0.0,0.059279102994837365,0.0,0.0,0.053737810529343864
socialanxiety,mrcoffeestuff,2019/04/07,"WTF! I'm super sad because I didn't give a good-bye hug to a friend yesterday. It's so weird, never felt like this before. I don't like her like that but idk I have this profound sense of regret since I could have hugged her but instead I gave her a peace sign from afar for no reason. My instincts told me to go back and hug her but idk felt it would be awkward backpedaling. Should have made a reason to go back in hindsight. Great now I'm going to feel like shit for a bit

Though writing this post has alleviated the pain but lesson learned for future me. I don't want to feel this heavy sorrow for not doing something like initiating a social opportunity
",2.5363930348258705,4.498559529850748,3.5590298507462705,89.4351616915423,76.83582089552239,5.6606965174129344,21.61442786069652,6.42735559955562,0.2648278606965171,523,14,109,4,12,168,87,134,0.303,0.5589999999999999,0.138,-0.9613,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,6,19,1,1,7,0,12,5,1,3,1,23,26,7,0,5,5,0,4,5,1,2,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,8,0,0,3,6,7,0,0,6,4,13,12,12,16,1,11,0,3,0,3,10,1,1,0,11,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538924848911203,0.0,0.10063909389196826,0.0,0.14048189040078454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023867806456964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318132395692133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695185214482988,0.11794239417124107,0.3170301303719437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755035789778246,0.0,0.0,0.15837214427800678,0.2814782832182942,0.13847208401989944,0.0,0.18201549493085944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032802363926654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621488504956133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732981503517235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756704757204072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811335349174832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394859758392879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946547995272787,0.13656654528868512,0.0,0.0,0.1682914115277694,0.0,0.12709657304306166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220292698393612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775333205526096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973760644003417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727725287450046,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xangorilla,2019/04/13,"how do i know if i'm supposed to text back or if i should leave it on read, or if i should just end it and say ""okay cool"" i wished my friend a happy birthday and she said ""thanks lol"" 

then i asked if they had plans, and she said ""just lunch and dinner with family""

then at the end of the day i asked how her birthday was and she said ""pretty average, just family stuff""

and i don't know what to say anymore. it seems like this friend doesn't put an effort in talking to me anymore so i feel like i should just leave it on read and give up the effort. i don't feel like trying so hard anymore. i don't know if she's doing this to punish me or something because i had previously ghosted her before for months when i was in a bad place.

anyone have any thoughts or opinions?",2.080680112570356,3.3296600792682938,3.2885365853658577,93.95477485928707,76.25609756097559,6.021763602251407,21.151969981238274,6.297961479604792,0.04191425891182021,599,14,139,4,13,194,87,164,0.065,0.753,0.182,0.9623,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,10,11,1,0,6,3,14,2,0,2,0,35,30,23,1,9,13,0,3,3,2,3,0,5,0,0,8,8,2,0,7,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,8,9,23,9,13,19,0,16,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,11,11,92,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400014060019695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675060317265613,0.0863704259413266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23095538934363197,0.0,0.0,0.09498186181689036,0.10313687058669964,0.07529871168517048,0.0,0.10510930646525428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966236733809327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881011867583333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328937164820068,0.0,0.1249142743023249,0.1764902681594548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086772849913208,0.0,0.0,0.11849489070075556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149294494112215,0.11065269445017363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036556732214976,0.0,0.0,0.2615868680436048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810418659833473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859519094974814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905565132615754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256676944958775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241751237518801,0.0,0.0,0.24711363319832216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35249708971769833,0.1964615142583955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124510545100083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509433997901368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140472816899954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928342142952187,0.0,0.1137237410832347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806377349958856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386427312503829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420458017629177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mmhmm5694,2019/04/13,"So I've had quite a breakthrough today Today I decided to get out of my comfort zone. I've gotten into photography recently and I've been wanting to get portraits of strangers I find interesting. Just the thought of approaching a stranger and asking for their picture terrified me. Until today! I saw a guy on the street and approached him and asked if I could get his picture. He had no problem with it! After that, I continued to make small talk with him (something  I would never do normally!) And I actually kind of enjoyed it! I enjoyed making a connection with a total stranger and it has absolutely built up confidence!",4.185054858934169,6.788379370689657,5.408934169278999,75.06584639498433,74.25862068965517,8.356112852664577,33.821316614420056,9.095868883498916,3.5972517241379305,501,27,82,12,11,166,76,116,0.076,0.787,0.136,0.7933,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,2,2,25,18,9,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,1,14,5,17,10,1,16,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,1,8,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.18571994594096988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558375905732172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195100805404835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739444239491306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982951320986878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884417298936507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818374251106385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254073424837476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678262830928035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646825134486106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821057124014032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242338437753896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791306145541306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651375277039227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529679543991143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108881842411714,0.0,0.0,0.5411889822904552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122526932372258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519428590276505,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jojo2k,2019/04/13,"Can you relate? I just read the german version, but I think the english one is not that different: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoid_personality_disorder

Although not every detail fits, this really hit me when I read this, only one article describing my whole life",10.802142857142858,13.585020642857149,8.693809523809524,57.667857142857144,56.85714285714286,11.314285714285715,33.04761904761905,11.20814326018867,4.598419047619048,225,8,27,6,3,67,35,42,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,22,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181377205513152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256554407228651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150773754654784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126742000527677,0.2315859931866581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6091648616315476,0.0,0.19507051560756453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511132327219036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33996340781383977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bayfarm,2019/04/13,"Do you feel it strongly in large crowds? For me I hate attention. I feel like I have a spotlight effect on me(sporting event, concert, festival, etc.) but in reality nobody cares. I know people are just trying to make conversation but I get really uncomfortable when people start talking to me or make a random comment.",4.3084210526315765,7.2861867719298266,5.711491228070178,71.0346052631579,76.01754385964912,8.712280701754386,28.798245614035093,9.2995712137729,3.3553298245614047,254,11,39,7,6,85,45,57,0.10400000000000001,0.738,0.158,0.2983,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,2,5,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,12,12,4,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,4,6,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029287130017959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33136194847446626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004607100633728,0.21225913366042706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523041104199808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933397140725823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328672477272546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515546203818194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966533603302784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119644910570484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903395831424536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102996434445128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388099155748769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172169428060832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ArtlasCoolGuy,2019/04/13,"I don't understand what's going on I'm trying to figure some stuff out, I have no idea if I'm an introvert, an antisocial or something, I don't have any friends and when I talk to people I feel scared, I panic and I either say some stupid shit, I overshare or I lie just to appear more interesting, all the conversations kids my age have are about relationships or football, i don't share interests with anyone whether it's about music, videogames or movies. Everytime I talk to someone I feel like I'm annoying them and for a while I've been feeling like I appear rude even when I don't want to. I'm skipping school so much and my grades are awful, for the past months I have been so tired that I often just lay in bed all afternoon. I go to theater club and I hate it, I hate the scripts and I hate performing, but I stay just because the guys there are almost obligated to invite me to afterclass events. I don't know if I have social anxiety or if I'm just trying to find an excuse for my inability to socialize and I don't know if anyone else feels the same way. I don't have anyone to vent to so here I am",3.238744929006085,4.3087014698275885,4.838387423935092,84.68064908722113,73.09482758620689,8.217444219066937,25.716024340770787,8.671277953709913,1.6426934077079098,879,28,189,16,17,297,122,232,0.17300000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.046,-0.9685,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,15,15,7,2,9,1,19,2,1,0,2,45,39,24,0,5,16,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,1,2,5,9,0,0,10,1,0,4,8,9,0,0,2,5,31,6,21,37,8,17,0,0,0,0,13,3,1,15,10,126,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343062272970401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912092014584301,0.0,0.10260481028863162,0.0,0.0,0.2813487283513334,0.13742631316152715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176099842905328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204373818517577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858791108810987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27126933665745884,0.19163701761673385,0.0,0.0,0.12258728535568295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362419024659024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245199177917912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328042577676831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972602755696795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141013874928982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474225415520176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105282847464275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705682835662868,0.0,0.09859687750908368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736610217293304,0.0,0.0,0.12803693052192364,0.092984981457228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399942694828805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066611180932965,0.13428193751453996,0.1357410684459141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767678448165688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734459006221883,0.1136431814999078,0.10325552732089076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295878046883373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535403660825609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560824831824726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415628443627002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821233471270758,0.0,0.0,0.13962824606897467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911005495548408,0.10646171757496656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadlytoodirect,2019/04/13,"I can't get it out of mind So, in a class I said something that I shouldn't have about someone else (I didn't know that this was something that shouldn't be said since I would have no problem saying it to someone if ""the thing that shouldn't be said"" was about me). I wouldn't have even known that that was a bad thing to say if someone else didn't point it out but I'm not trying to prove myself right here, what I did was wrong. I'm going to meet that ""someone"" tomorrow but I'm too anxious to. I have no idea if he knows this, if he does what does he think of me, does he think I'm stupid, does he hate me? So many questions just fill up my mind for something that happened in a few seconds and that happened days ago.",2.598793706293705,3.2577622243589737,3.1780885780885804,97.53660839160841,74.19230769230771,5.929137529137527,23.156177156177158,4.851557810540192,-0.1084794871794874,561,14,138,1,11,175,75,156,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.9744,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,4,0,19,0,0,0,1,27,35,9,0,10,8,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,18,3,0,0,8,0,0,2,10,5,0,1,10,5,13,0,15,18,1,12,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,5,3,87,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071168237215175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651410942320594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089583896369957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793140649594088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229894403467092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018916006988968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981327409208308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313359117151622,0.0,0.06867580720835365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137157380554382,0.0,0.0,0.11930387517699315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364129569812078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282033148450584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122512169841705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402666271386125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423227751298007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562697167593312,0.0,0.0,0.13536776652962007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319617448693336,0.3448377810671726,0.19219265809036354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995958794536668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095472748974607,0.27908418662411405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605606358325374,0.15485799718312035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204201027137589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584083201283788,0.13211889775173713,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sinking-slowly,2019/04/13,"Advice on what to say So I need some advice.  
So there is this person, who I want to be friends with. And like they said that I should come over this Sunday but I'm not sure what to say. I dont know  what to say to ask like if they still want me to come over or what time i should without sounding weird? Or like if they even still want me to come over? Idk I feel like I tend to like really overthink texting people and then I come off strange. So I'm just not sure what to say so I was hoping people could give me some advice.  

 What do I do?",-0.006456582633056486,1.7703779831932778,1.4657352941176498,102.21664215686278,84.29411764705883,4.302801120448179,14.958683473389357,4.7782277997778095,-1.313151820728291,416,6,106,1,12,133,59,119,0.068,0.7170000000000001,0.215,0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,9,10,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,30,26,12,0,10,9,0,1,5,1,2,0,6,0,1,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,2,7,16,9,16,20,2,14,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,7,10,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832864986662492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222860562186035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504997823869688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438897030166837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323176496840074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635561326065085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661084273185017,0.09340400951138564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101299813337296,0.0,0.0,0.12542218914942538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985894574660314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185384454717639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31937617767097426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969455069487082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812837665803572,0.11416119195725155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375837556499685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436810960016985,0.415893597710064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088257048936057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24645058497160086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623826126555329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134975958412266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260331842896172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tomatensauce,2019/04/13,Accountability Buddy Wanted I am looking for an accountability buddy so we can push each other to face our fears. Anybody interested?,7.620000000000001,10.908698272727275,9.618181818181819,45.69727272727275,66.27272727272728,9.854545454545457,33.72727272727273,10.125756701596842,4.618290909090908,110,5,13,3,2,39,20,22,0.114,0.7759999999999999,0.11,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7388891606922525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514022240423903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872962632567015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sltvenom,2019/04/13,"Exposure therapy is amazing Hi, for a bit of context I’m 17, female and from the UK. Just really needed to tell somebody about my success! 

Throughout my whole life, I suffered from severe social anxiety. It got the worst when I turned 16 and left school, I dropped out of college completely and was homeless and jobless for a few months, I was staying at family members houses and was at my worst (I’m ok now, I have my own place!) I struggled and still do struggle with substance abuse, mainly opiates and various other pills, rarely alcohol, I used these to cope with my anxiety, and still sometimes do. 

In this past month I realised I really need to change something. If you want different outcomes than the ones you’re getting, you HAVE to change your behaviour. Fake it until you make it, this is what I did. I was trying to increase functioning and decrease distress so I identified everything that stopped me from functioning and wrote it all down (going outside,  paying for things, calling people, answering calls, going on public transport, etc). Then I decided to just force myself.

I applied for college (I got accepted!) my interview went amazing. I’m studying criminology, law and psychology, I’m so happy about this. And I actually really enjoyed talking to the interview guy, usually I would want to run away and hide. 

I got on public transport every day for three days, on my own and now my fear is almost completely gone 

I can pay for things and talk to the cashier, I can even talk to strangers. 

I can make calls! I can answer calls, this is something I *hated* doing 

This is all in the space of about 3 days, I know how hard it is to force yourself to do something your whole body is rejecting. But for things to change, your behaviour needs to change, not just the emotional effort. Obviously, this isn’t going to work for everybody, but I’ve heard realllly good stories from people who have tried this method and I *highly* recommend just trying it, it may take time but it’s consistency that counts. 

I still do have some anxiety, which is normal. Probably still more social anxiety than the average person, but I have improved soo much in this past week alone and hope to keep improving. I haven’t got rid of it forever, and that’s okay. I know some days will be hard, but I am sooo happy ab this success! 

[Helpful link no. 1 ](https://nationalsocialanxietycenter.com/2017/12/16/overcoming-social-anxiety-social-mishap-exposures/)

[Helpful video no.1](https://youtu.be/2z-ZGt_vD5A)",5.2152832681825725,7.9799269661399554,5.378304244893466,75.74750701976548,71.66365688487583,8.20456972967021,29.99223696525905,8.979522561349006,2.877264097340748,1998,85,328,43,41,629,231,443,0.09,0.795,0.115,0.9756,2,1,5,0,1,0,96.0,0,6,0,4,19,22,1,4,10,2,34,4,1,4,3,62,65,30,0,9,11,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,29,21,1,2,7,1,2,9,4,10,0,2,13,3,46,12,51,48,18,47,0,2,0,0,28,15,0,6,21,231,75,10,0.0,0.08410611858959957,0.06927153304210358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586182910244754,0.0710816472749395,0.07351949010683392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172146170860189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669314157153237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749769681288826,0.0788488023944564,0.0,0.0,0.2899362139676505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003726606571807,0.0,0.1488537308462847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311890133599312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416465851984001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984904645732191,0.0,0.0,0.0791675107535458,0.046885202387987136,0.0,0.05980828042301827,0.0,0.06379712099318523,0.0,0.06691873922921968,0.07987833595636495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037086953683191815,0.0,0.12102795518977855,0.059539204901283886,0.22709410954314285,0.0,0.0,0.07028672904626097,0.0,0.1511306054266505,0.1271779920347276,0.07008340901904342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516006540800387,0.0749999967312031,0.0,0.07050454189750309,0.0,0.08190764741466712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309510551321426,0.0,0.0,0.07802346406320781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771258697504923,0.0,0.05013910352754829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476664207808742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331977473820873,0.0,0.05218245356569223,0.1579043750234358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955064287195302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048101559717319005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552723677356826,0.09842470876933247,0.06198173329641001,0.07416465851984001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653429202999988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642523890835434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184103777002251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019332275153111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28944279722512783,0.0,0.16394413989409687,0.07020639840356246,0.0,0.0,0.07566101596813375,0.2267562018973493,0.05934699211440004,0.0,0.14841875333853344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337220382373628,0.17116618229432226,0.06204438847935152,0.0,0.08117801759982758,0.0,0.14147868244072828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041392170979723135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458332776022526,0.0772117562070548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130861393927181,0.0781804146493846,0.0,0.08373808326564061,0.0,0.05694022452669021,0.0,0.0,0.0658041982597746,0.0,0.1585053794065119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167823334980557,0.0,0.0,0.050426007802057186,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whatacooluzername,2019/04/13,"Don’t know how to third wheel. My roommates girlfriend comes over on weekends and I don’t know how to give them space. I’m usually here at the house too, so at the end of the night I don’t know how to give them space. I don’t know if I should go to bed early or leave the house. I’m just not sure. I just feel like I’m getting in their way sometimes",1.3700421940928251,2.1966110886075967,2.5399367088607607,100.30374472573841,77.35443037974684,5.772995780590718,20.761603375527425,5.46131890053228,-0.4237864978902959,272,6,72,1,6,87,47,79,0.045,0.919,0.036000000000000004,0.0869,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,1,17,18,7,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,9,2,10,17,0,15,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,6,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088909248827545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599014963526106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617801731321587,0.1500179771520309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097118972239566,0.4028859832592656,0.11934301474702888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846040185331638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616233699582208,0.0,0.0,0.2223506893761528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259124501268192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706280751077046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076869734816381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979145136208928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23127598158127846,0.0,0.0,0.16668148683746464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pepsi109,2019/04/13,"Can't I just say the awkward things on purpose sometimes? Sometimes I want to drop all the pretense bs and say exactly how to feel about something with 100% honestly because I hate verbally dancing around trying to protect against the horrible ""AWKWARD"" moments. 

Example: I have a crush on a coworker that is not interested in me. A few months ago, he was coming up to my floor constantly and we were talking like normal coworkers. Realizing I was just hurting myself by trying to get to know him better by asking about his personal life, I pulled back on that in our conversations. I think it backfired because ow he doesn't come up to my floor as much as he used to and there's a strange uncomfortable feeling when we do talk. Maybe I pulled back too much as I'm already incredibly socially awkward to begin with. 

I wish I could just tell him what happened and ask that we go back to where we were a few months ago, but clearly, that would be an extremely awkward, reality-inducing conversation. 

It's so frustrating to see something in an interpersonal relationship change because someone did something weird, or rude and didn't apologize, or there was a miscommunication, and no one talks about it, they just deal with the weirdness. Shouldn't we be honest because life is short? Read any end-of-life-reflection article and all of them say you should tell people how you feel or you'll end up regretting it.

Has anyone actually done that kind of thing before? What was the result?",8.790010389610389,8.158034621818185,8.590714285714284,68.45750000000002,60.96363636363636,11.929870129870135,40.370129870129865,11.20814326018867,4.606376623376624,1191,57,207,28,14,385,161,275,0.159,0.7859999999999999,0.055,-0.978,0,0,3,0,0,1,30.0,6,3,2,1,19,17,3,4,13,0,23,2,0,4,4,49,42,18,0,8,9,0,3,1,0,4,2,3,0,1,13,18,0,1,6,2,0,6,6,11,0,1,9,7,28,6,35,26,6,33,0,2,1,0,34,14,0,3,13,146,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.102831424004843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681829368571806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162846390528018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165904867327781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368109758195747,0.0,0.0,0.0938066605181276,0.1970239974371227,0.0,0.0,0.2430820880911407,0.0,0.2569440482898473,0.0,0.08966690834313283,0.0,0.0,0.09319619030463497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114734547910454,0.18154356649749764,0.0,0.11387363143996207,0.0,0.08413387403276322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863765779390956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783586534363236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666307975632687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984326927775086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550544226720994,0.0,0.05988740458505916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318333042879554,0.0,0.0,0.10403662849733347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280680203289735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097325134021919,0.05791169592373373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328979254423045,0.05148121496664616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586399381184806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821966098477115,0.0,0.15492644012845075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032457538167691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714052607956502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305420073394889,0.0920099443054665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540415612796944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313400160963424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513968151495312,0.0,0.0,0.08397074203655258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741719469567072,0.08928443780093374,0.24336994754125654,0.20843840478314987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25409084358071826,0.18420590792940955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001378577706602,0.06752045521941383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308628501991086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910107196747993,0.0,0.0,0.0621532826508126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117678553433067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748558312692916,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AndromedaDelRey,2019/04/13,"What's the weirdest/most awkward thing you've done to avoid social interaction? As an highly introverted and socially awkward person, I often take the stairs instead of the elevator just to avoid that uncomfortable small talk with neighbours I barely know. When I'm on a walk and notice an acquaintance with whom I feel awkward, I can even slightly change my route to avoid being seen by them. 

What about you? :D",8.982999999999997,8.884542200000002,8.2425,69.36375000000001,60.33333333333334,10.7,36.08333333333333,10.125756701596842,3.6581333333333337,335,13,55,6,4,105,58,75,0.188,0.759,0.053,-0.7451,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,2,7,0,10,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,1,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30355915066769834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293653442037744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895303278885848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509250102892352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031825234426161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770234502274327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32669888822150783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505570550289724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5850266765311365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575360189638287,0.23064265483468194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063940366756008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PsychiatryHelp_,2019/04/13,"Gabapentin or Zoloft experiences Have any of you been on Gabapentin or Zoloft for your anxiety? If so, what was your daily dosage and how well did it work? Thanks! :)",3.98,6.719822333333332,2.4700000000000024,95.165,75.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.8733333333333335,130,4,27,2,3,36,26,30,0.046,0.723,0.23199999999999998,0.7877,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,5,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321958831910412,0.0,0.373700186258246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.477845486960588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497439925576252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43921901860084206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556328885670093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Missylyonss,2019/04/13,"I have no close friends apart from a few I text every now and then, and I like it this way. I was wondering if anyone else can relate to this. 
I’m 18 (F) and when I was 15 I had 1 very close friend who I saw as a sister, but during our friendship she isolated me from all my other friends (I had at least 10 people I would talk to regularly and meet up with in groups or alone etc) but she would cause arguments with them or between us and make me choose her or them. Long story short she cut me off after my 16th birthday, and I fell into deep depression & anxiety and dropped out of school after developing an eating disorder. I still had a few close friends who I would go concerts with and go out with etc. But idk, I think having someone cut me off like that and go round to my other friends at school speaking about me just hit hard really.  I met my ex boyfriend at an IT course last February, we dated for 6 months. 

I am not with him anymore, when I was, we would go out with his mates drinking and we even all went on a weekend away together. It was the best summer I had had in a long time. I miss you summer 2018 :( 

People cancelling plans on me these days is actually a relief! They invite me to their birthdays and other things etc but I never really go. I think they know I won’t but they like to invite me anyway which I appreciate. 

I just don’t feel like spending time with people, you know? I’ve gotten so used to being in my own company I feel anything else is just completely soul draining. But there are times that I wish I had just 1 person (like my ex) to do things with. Like traveling. I live in London so I would love to go places in Europe for a day or a weekend as it’s very cheap and easy for me to do. I would want to go on my own, but I’m worried in case what other people would think of me going on my own. Even though it is my choice. I’m sure there are a few people who would come with me, but I would prefer to go on my own. But to other people, it just looks as if I’m going alone because I have no friends, if you know what I mean? 

Idk, I don’t mind it tbh. But there are some days I wish I had someone who I could just ring and they would come do something with me. I feel i can’t relate to many people anymore as I have such a different mindset from people my age. I love to talk about political stuff and what’s going on in the world. I am also very empathetic so some things that people find funny, I don’t. But yeah, I like speaking about mainly political stuff like the situation in Palestine, Syria etc and one day I hope to help people in these countries. Whereas people my age, mostly are only interested in social media, music, designer clothes/cars, drinking/clubbing etc. It just bores me tbh. I don’t see the point of going to the same club every weekend to do the same thing, when you could be going to a different place/country every weekend? You probably spend the same amount on drink considering how expensive clubs are, especially in London. And, you usually get so drunk you don’t even remember the weekend anyway! All the money wasted, for what? 

I also talk to a lot of people from other countries. Middle Eastern and North African countries in particular. I find it interesting speaking with these people as most of them also like to speak about politics depending on what the political situation is in their country. 
They help me to learn Arabic/French and I help them with English :) I find these people to be so much more profound and passionate in the way they speak, which is something a lot of my fellow brits lack. My family knows I do this and I think they just think I am sad and only talk to them as I have no one else - which isn’t the case. 

It’s interesting to see how people from Algeria, Lebanon, Egypt, Morocco, Libya etc etc view the world differently to how westerners do. I hope I can visit these countries one day, even though some of them are quite dangerous for tourists. 

So yeah! I hope someone else can relate to this. I don’t have any problems at all talking/holding conversation with people. I can engage easily in conversation, so that’s no problem. But I do only speak unless spoken too most times haha!",3.8162012436404784,4.9642942722948895,4.968335899884996,83.99802966803766,71.79429250891795,7.797750531178732,25.677491666829106,8.196680274259657,1.4833301144227211,3277,100,667,48,61,1082,313,841,0.09,0.733,0.177,0.9981,3,2,5,0,0,0,94.0,5,7,15,3,43,38,3,0,28,3,66,7,0,7,6,142,119,66,0,25,29,3,5,9,8,11,0,8,0,1,47,46,4,0,21,12,5,19,15,9,0,3,15,18,120,29,105,87,36,102,1,3,6,3,71,47,0,20,42,490,167,3,0.0,0.0,0.04093955389768382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690020259634085,0.0,0.10064811275367183,0.0,0.04545547804847723,0.0,0.028529114653495793,0.0,0.03209352071850646,0.0,0.08321114417240827,0.029334138809115236,0.04298525786764309,0.03452330392233057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039415721640144216,0.0,0.0,0.02557383313381877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044026523512531314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043096737654923764,0.0,0.07227666734491606,0.043986361130111166,0.0,0.0,0.06699125882809973,0.0,0.0,0.1352793456724305,0.0,0.03613359643105317,0.0,0.0,0.13149418966651916,0.048081159215122266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219488800481746,0.0,0.04292784490188427,0.14018360436355748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275166149461734,0.11083682926434772,0.0,0.10604028288580186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039549050109437184,0.0,0.06363728015154467,0.029970849212694637,0.0,0.0,0.11503137829466795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447422127259906,0.0,0.02191843131710525,0.0,0.3099531827929413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03758116812818572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435955844178156,0.0,0.0,0.12500479055183975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222390993882623,0.034196858106731245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446269666278245,0.0,0.03704479499485031,0.07425322230504973,0.0352295044068003,0.0,0.0,0.07133297062268197,0.07572747477324289,0.0,0.028003595998808545,0.042533214574944855,0.0,0.045698532918736164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042360030112221184,0.0,0.033486057127886285,0.0,0.030839888716878417,0.0,0.03235632711642869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528422759517597,0.09572021971938324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653529081941112,0.036631274053339255,0.08766279311101279,0.0,0.03965863944065307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045231852623773036,0.08028568595753298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462161031163472,0.0,0.0,0.05375164636915868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752396443779757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491626816065227,0.06686136563220295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431265627700322,0.0,0.04276525463241952,0.10663856177087197,0.06459411398064803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033503292555861916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605107024000234,0.0,0.0,0.03953970155672956,0.0,0.0,0.13487920819730292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148541381609167,0.13440722728497628,0.0824361672603498,0.0,0.0978512783158154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046364964505256,0.03623345975660088,0.04620471294227554,0.1038455311532012,0.024744650670996068,0.06659982761253717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889035514361276,0.0,0.0,0.09648652813165676,0.0,0.04549565846846693,0.0,0.04260476439291469,0.0,0.2980182729610707,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fabian141,2019/04/13,"I need some advice, quickly Okay so let me start this off by saying that I'm a socially anxious 14 year old boy who never got out with friends much. I have about 2 best friends and 2 classmates I get along with pretty well. I have basically no experience in talking to girls.
My crush messaged me about 20 minutes ago saying she wants me to go to a stand-up comedy show with her and a friend of hers. Of course, I accepted but my first thought was ""what the heck did I get into!?"".
I am pretty bad at starting a conversation and most of the times when I do try to start one my mind goes blank. Sure, I can crack a few jokes here and there, and do my best to continue a conversation(I'm kind of bad at this too) but that's about it.
I did go out with 2 boys I knew well and these 2 girls one more time before and I didn't exactly talk much.
I can be confident at times, but rarely.
I still don't regret accepting but I really need some tips and advice. Will you guys please help me?",0.9972899159663876,3.0875966421568637,2.601512605042018,93.71323529411768,82.57843137254902,6.238655462184874,19.518207282913167,7.447530270364453,0.353885434173669,761,20,175,12,21,249,124,204,0.08900000000000001,0.698,0.213,0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,12,16,0,0,8,1,15,0,0,0,3,35,29,14,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,5,8,16,0,0,4,2,0,2,4,3,2,3,7,2,27,13,26,19,9,25,0,1,0,0,21,8,1,3,15,119,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473316706097509,0.11218133418564416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142968530975811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133243939633445,0.0,0.0,0.10768702798620518,0.0,0.2656185052256749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237928256915845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764566330300322,0.0,0.0,0.2933229099082285,0.0,0.13223712659674375,0.0,0.14384563341680925,0.0,0.10121575625204762,0.0,0.0,0.12530707113825054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482560824357815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178516422712666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294087115596235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277821524622562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606159398372224,0.1876744493362292,0.09760524517467882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279577183826638,0.0,0.17151077158226474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389168632570046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574991880212422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107290119063801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127957547840628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290045420895594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687239605958865,0.0,0.10106515094581073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927442353673992,0.0,0.0,0.20343653557606528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046870896987543,0.2213816939799128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592097722616159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464406225136869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757215415353446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149579061553391
socialanxiety,Namalessa,2019/04/13,"I really fucked up yesterday. So we were having guests over for dinner and because we were so many we split into two tables. After eating I sat down at the other table, as there was room there. I sat there for about half an hour or so and forgot it wasn't my original seat. I got some food and put it on the plate in front of me and ate. Later, like 5 minutes after I had finished eating, the truth hits me. It wasn't my plate, it belonged to someone else who was also sitting at the table and had switched seats earlier.

God damn, I almost passed out when I suddenly realized what I had done, and even now, next day, I still constantly feel like I'm about to puke. 

Sorry if this is the wrong place to post, I just need to vent or do something that might alleviate this torturing feeling stuck inside of me.",5.829850034083165,5.2913469815950975,6.458609406952967,81.01541240627134,66.91411042944785,9.453033401499658,28.54055896387184,8.841846274778883,1.9863679618268584,630,17,129,9,9,207,110,163,0.14,0.7959999999999999,0.064,-0.9326,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,0,14,7,3,0,6,0,14,6,0,1,1,25,26,15,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,10,11,5,1,3,0,0,3,2,4,0,2,16,2,18,3,22,8,1,30,0,0,0,1,5,11,2,6,16,94,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859595086776487,0.0,0.0,0.1485104385347938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320573440897952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006841281248348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976615001027738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004352757893536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800508264274355,0.15513501438202915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265823225225238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779885929103327,0.13266966974525055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245585755942648,0.0,0.0,0.17168384317588622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485274703570343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288474788229372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145487431540586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882785332779855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700659941471108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769996017786806,0.0,0.0,0.1975023228105148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402509632690249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785671163846256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668760414430827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189691543514763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734959295333772,0.1429669160937525,0.0,0.2078846471397667,0.0,0.0,0.14830646696797686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140950929001806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304229628078407,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ze_nt,2019/04/13,"Too insecure and awkward to get a job Yesterday I had a job interview, I didn't even think it went badly until I came home and realized. I totally fucked up. I barely spoke during the entire interview, and the few things I said were so dumb and unnecessary. The three previous interviews I had turned out the same way. I feel so stupid and angry with myself because I really wanted the job, and thought I had a chance. I keep forgetting the other people that apply are normal functioning. 
So I'm going to remain unemployed and unable to afford therapy for a long time. It's an endless circle.",3.893628318584071,6.140938230088498,5.733814159292037,74.08054424778761,73.77876106194691,9.47575221238938,26.34424778761063,9.888512548439397,3.0768378761061945,472,17,79,14,10,162,78,113,0.215,0.767,0.018000000000000002,-0.9731,6,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,2,11,0,6,1,0,0,1,20,20,11,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,10,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,10,3,12,0,8,10,3,10,0,0,0,1,5,2,2,0,4,58,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743486797331325,0.12224173351244726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293538490064244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244872283517795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139441359242274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853875222440567,0.1047690827595687,0.0,0.11396629267365956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114877409798584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.596987723009002,0.1782410167118572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774634753804505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964776379661317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390228292505201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846518542863508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907507416830981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22932448204902284,0.0,0.13322377383672032,0.12849205962941695,0.0,0.1591990805564146,0.11693114036859364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811996059775512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827827988689248,0.15917203995948287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589408966555096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YEETERDEYEETUS,2019/04/13,"Shy as fuck. Hi i have adhd and pdnos. Pdnos is a form of autism wich makes it difficult for me to socialize. But when im with good friends im a very autistic little shit. But in a good way. Like i shout a lot tell jokes and do like all that normal shit. But when im in a group with new people im very shy, heldback and quiet. Im sick and tired that this keeps happening. Do you guys have any tips how to be normal.",-0.9167687747035558,1.0493306630434809,1.267470355731227,100.87199604743084,90.19565217391305,4.649802371541502,14.885375494071145,6.1124844417494595,-0.8787739130434788,319,6,81,3,11,106,59,92,0.22399999999999998,0.625,0.151,-0.8287,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,10,3,0,5,0,6,5,2,2,1,16,10,11,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,6,9,9,3,7,0,0,0,1,7,3,3,1,5,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592290778237257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009878699310843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102362631127914,0.1224862889835236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22225522674584214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311874497425766,0.11716182666465272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7155679662338673,0.0,0.0,0.117764563749573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945734299584608,0.1327913246458453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263956494582553,0.0,0.0,0.08843912829340286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796114991797064,0.0,0.0,0.25962714697743106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918529479911217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27200131303775155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505843467737172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580344121699912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227952896180952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863878369395304,0.0,0.1051656133518404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,R_Salieri,2019/04/13,"WHY DO I ALWAYS SAY THE WRONG THING JESUS Mainly social anxiety, but usually whenever I'm talking to someone, ik what i should say. Ik the right choice. I just freeze up. ALL THE TIME. AND I FEEL THEIR FRIENDSHIP GOUGE WITH ME JUST GO DOWN. i cant correct them i cant redo, why is taking to new people THIS HARD. u know if they were someone i met online before i can be my ideal self, as outgoing and perfectly capable of saying what i want. But when it comes to new people in person I am quite as a log and behind it in completely crumbling mentally. It's really exhausting and i dont wanna do it anymore, but i have to. Oh and there's more. Laughing. I absolutely absolutely hate it when i laugh out loud. It makes me sick. I prefer to grin and maybe soft laughter, but whenever someone as much as attempts a joke i have to laugh out loud. I hate it. I wanna point out how dumb they sound or maybe just not laugh you know?",0.6215527950310573,2.99805991534392,2.9110789049919497,88.8276811594203,87.4126984126984,6.038279273061883,20.386703473659995,7.423996415210882,0.8476250747642053,720,23,148,13,23,245,114,189,0.13699999999999998,0.62,0.243,0.9779,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,4,4,7,13,3,0,5,0,13,2,0,2,3,35,25,19,0,7,10,0,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,11,11,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,10,26,8,22,21,4,17,1,0,0,0,13,9,1,2,6,101,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698114551201536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755004864237128,0.0,0.13942631414336076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963071555940513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211048042505939,0.14740468397462006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647690287719701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108592245973387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989985598800803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593995204436406,0.2776046713665284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452785761505594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384411695587047,0.0,0.2824806958487655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168044547259692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334894574882113,0.0,0.0,0.2715630818718841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493314690808214,0.12275671905316628,0.0,0.0,0.13290186010888358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953349623464385,0.0,0.0,0.09006478647693203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006206865547213,0.0,0.33540557426832696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666478165647312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331257876820927,0.3573613068570661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570528253391397,0.11299995355526338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934009529836459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819784609710616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548387030527012,0.0,0.08292291788882802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25371905304465603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371178487399126,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sk8terboi888,2019/04/13,"I feel like my friend is trying to avoid me I have this friend that I’ve known for a while, and we’re actually pretty close in my opinion. We hung out every day when we went to school together and we had spent most of the summer together. And even when we started going to different schools, we hung out every weekend. But after New Years, it was clear that we were hanging out significantly less than before. At the time, I didn’t think much of it as we still talked to each other often. But now recently, I have a feeling that she’s trying to avoid me. She usually comes late when my friends plans something and she knows I’m going. A couple of days ago, I had invited her to hang out. She said she would see if she could, and I gave more information about when and where. After that, she didn’t respond and left me on read. Another time I had asked to play a game with her. She said that she would be back in a second, and never came back online. I don’t really know what to do, and I feel like I can’t talk to other friends about it. But it doesn’t make me feel good and I just want an answer more than anything.",2.746017316017316,4.064040939393941,3.922359307359308,89.79877705627706,74.67099567099568,7.038095238095237,21.924242424242426,7.594959193182576,0.6391748917748923,871,21,193,11,18,284,129,231,0.019,0.8420000000000001,0.138,0.9753,1,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,7,0,0,1,14,10,0,2,8,0,18,0,0,1,2,53,40,20,0,5,5,0,4,2,4,2,0,2,0,0,13,26,0,2,10,4,1,7,6,2,0,1,13,7,36,8,29,23,6,43,0,0,1,0,31,11,0,4,27,139,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.1194124262848297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847085868592476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283123463108311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069751846923043,0.0,0.11439651739722505,0.0,0.0,0.18818515971653926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412520478378916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139955115373577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540823469898918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769999908317256,0.1353966287110818,0.0,0.15783303289861228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784734839139664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082217222768744,0.0,0.20619875332902596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474894912649356,0.17483785149437706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781614014009034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390878392400041,0.10263553589914937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344992775787416,0.0,0.1380351740796269,0.0,0.13295197654477034,0.0,0.0,0.11956455619964147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168084467347027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995373880331764,0.0,0.09437688393710053,0.1181826982284726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449111181620663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223999973310984,0.0,0.07839135870638457,0.0,0.12082253462497428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327978551526779,0.0,0.0,0.2476836371363197,0.0975105629486376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420400492669273,0.0,0.0,0.08661190968746321,0.0,0.09772235092313224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670773094486324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840775774170619,0.0,0.0,0.14270622718515658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661581625234085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476983388779293,0.0,0.07217515807765923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343532658865252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385184577455529,0.0,0.0,0.07880026077000016
socialanxiety,Antiquefinder85,2019/04/13,Not knowing if you’re good enough Everyone here is worth so much just wanna let you guys know that. I struggle with self esteem issues which contributes to my social anxiety and sometimes I feel like I’m not worthy enough. I have no friends except one who had been my bff since pre k. I have isolated myself from others out of fear. I know I’m not alone and if there’s anyone who needs it I just wanna say you’re amazing ☺️It’s amazing that people like us wake up everyday and try to put back those broken pieces everyday. Don’t ever forget that. It takes so much strength to live with social anxiety and overcoming it is a strength that enables me to admire you guys soo much more ❤️,1.8400239808153456,4.271921539568346,3.0498992805755383,89.7012757793765,81.80575539568345,6.008824940047963,21.496882494004804,7.3011,0.8100701199040774,550,17,109,8,15,177,93,139,0.131,0.6409999999999999,0.228,0.9545,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,3,8,11,0,2,1,0,8,1,1,0,1,24,16,8,0,5,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,12,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,2,2,13,9,13,13,7,7,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,6,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829788817556772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338469371564997,0.0,0.0,0.1068704579781367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752581929933754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158526298508575,0.0,0.0,0.1382540519502147,0.0,0.14604677728012122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719893850528178,0.07728134692634707,0.10919012834148926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808510456927584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819635155017986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026745903330801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952700675750392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25199337423451523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629097544553627,0.0,0.14934145123548295,0.0,0.13496200561973298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33706866793819895,0.11333017074143753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356947946915604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596117791241558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364810582120186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154584034433255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944720812325625,0.0,0.0,0.12643221898289553,0.0,0.0,0.3116056945021428,0.0,0.0,0.15116433190092868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597833117789567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491792367297815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376946945896608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384972485161788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CthulhusIntern,2019/04/13,"I feel like wanting casual sex makes me inherently creepy. For various reasons, I do not want a relationship at the moment. But I'd like to hook up. But I always think I'm creepy because of that. Maybe some girls would be fine with that, but others would think I'm creepy just because of that. And I have no way of knowing which is which.",2.661078431372548,4.589147264705887,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,76.35294117647058,6.886274509803924,23.098039215686285,7.793537801064563,0.9911098039215692,266,8,56,4,6,86,48,68,0.061,0.841,0.098,0.0999,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,0,18,15,4,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,8,12,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22605678686588776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33122320245539194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736790789926534,0.19408589640418214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930641523826166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654550358498537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134631399323844,0.0,0.272935771725082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793289062868757,0.0,0.2916791151158739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481589327773321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204839257377069,0.21564432743981485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385982680984402,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ResistencePlea,2019/04/13,"Small Little Rant So I was just hanging out with my 5 best friends in my friends basement and we were all just chilling. Then, my friends sister and all about 4 of her softball friends came downstairs which is fine, but when normally in a group like that size with about half of them being people I've never talked to, I get pretty quiet. So we're all sitting down there talking, and Im mostly just listening and adding small comments here and there. Then, I have to leave early because I have to wake up early so I get up to leave and just kinda say ""Gotta go, by everyone"" and most of them are all like ""oh why?"" and I just say I gotta wake up early, but one of them randomly decides to add ""I haven't heard you say a word this whole time"" And the way she said it was pretty condescending so it really ticked me off but obviously im not gonna say anything back so im just like alright, see you guys. It really pissed me off how she said it because it was completely unnecessary and it really was in a pretty condescending way. It wasnt needed to be said, and it was one of the girls who knows me and knows I don't talk alot in big groups. It was such a random comment and it pissed me off.

​

Thats all, thanks for reading you read this.",3.5725968992248087,4.400914554263569,4.54418604651163,88.01224806201553,72.06201550387597,7.593798449612403,25.573643410852714,7.793537801064563,1.167075968992248,977,29,214,12,18,318,134,258,0.081,0.769,0.15,0.9515,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,3,3,1,20,13,2,0,7,1,16,4,4,1,7,49,33,25,0,2,10,1,0,3,4,3,0,10,0,2,16,19,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,2,0,3,13,11,26,11,29,15,10,31,0,0,1,0,34,16,2,6,12,144,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145332391549967,0.12499126899155474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846484767047269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909622476599708,0.0,0.12541013010509638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079496376802465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764924800036275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078511626182899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829115670894197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31789052067745444,0.0,0.1074846038446537,0.0,0.05846009861412758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018517359447854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333329812741012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306295465866525,0.0,0.0,0.2178366828658105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076276512120254,0.10309695752243432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627250514971813,0.07933521682419094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007850814614209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940689587748925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131308843109223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139496326835428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578408445896434,0.0,0.19769233250778434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935422459018683,0.3272069802044429,0.0,0.0,0.08196945408088402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480350563794762,0.0,0.09470354038006454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998094556418172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329763712308398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281894615366904,0.11484421218772654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499126899155474,0.0
socialanxiety,CapnJackSparrow6,2019/04/13,"Anyone else have driving anxiety *because* of social anxiety? My fear isn't even that I'll crash or something like that. My fear comes from the thought of making a mistake (even a minor one) and just causing a scene. 

It's honestly kinda embarrassing just to admit that. Anyone else with me?",3.2183333333333337,6.0644163888888905,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,79.55555555555556,6.562962962962962,27.51851851851852,7.793537801064563,2.163874074074074,231,10,38,4,6,75,42,54,0.27899999999999997,0.604,0.11599999999999999,-0.8507,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,12,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31446717841955085,0.0,0.0,0.2874294766092961,0.4211894629397826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252921301078535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114089676076805,0.0,0.17705006444196353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433959685472462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271507645339378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625676717713642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041394033669504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719610099162974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927572614410808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095168846790898,0.0,0.1582307605339485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317170364811548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Astral_Flight30kFtUp,2019/04/13,"Nervous face? Between my bad eyesight and my anxiety, sometimes when I see people in public I try to avoid looking at them so they won't look at me. It feels really weird and I don't know why. Then I try to control my facial expression or my breathing and it just trips me out and makes me stutter n' shit. Drives me nuts man...",0.6836194029850731,3.0449238358208994,2.470279850746269,92.26870335820898,86.76119402985073,5.141044776119403,23.30037313432836,6.6274283507984215,0.7408223880597022,255,10,53,3,8,84,50,67,0.268,0.732,0.0,-0.9468,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,3,6,1,2,0,0,2,4,4,2,0,12,8,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,0,4,14,0,7,7,0,8,0,0,3,0,5,4,1,1,2,34,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156830386326973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540780720426546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31621925916048377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425571438940603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549466425377584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735165472575361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819688655045605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954614339374889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061774091561644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246693753728561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28940696973807306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788454946959965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828369917923573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544066553686469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gizmoidd,2019/04/13,"what to say when someone says ""Man up""? does anyone know what to say to shut these kind of people up lol. hella annoying",0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,2.2800000000000007,92.965,87.75,4.866666666666667,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.2390666666666665,93,2,19,1,3,30,19,24,0.10800000000000001,0.792,0.10099999999999999,-0.0498,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264844596148148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834546427517838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373010149913486,0.17801172331987747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455747428865944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.772755478631327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744467483653329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iscifeere,2019/04/13,"Wanting ""perfect"" friends I thought this year I would make friends at school. 
I constantly fantasized with the ideation of it.
I had created a couple of imaginary perfect friends I would meet in the future. When the time came, the people around me was nothing like my I expected. They were nice, normal teenagers. I haven't made a single friend. I think the problem is I expected perfection. I expected people to be just like I wanted them to be. That's not realistic. That's a problem, and I don't know what will I do.",2.5760606060606044,5.262618525252528,3.534141414141416,85.7545454545455,80.91919191919192,7.236363636363637,30.21212121212121,8.296473431620573,2.5967696969696985,410,21,77,9,11,131,65,99,0.122,0.665,0.213,0.8821,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,3,12,0,0,8,0,12,0,0,2,3,24,20,2,0,10,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,0,17,10,8,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,55,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162633481436986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765555477139366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620118209076215,0.0,0.0,0.2008919929373605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610892848855309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978028322656884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740147748339832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179586867795382,0.1211922913256215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788963685927628,0.17421111510056506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517408175966285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474555997114325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837477784933089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633591518805594,0.0,0.14413786180284274,0.1058687304725018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417684450223332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257949138807697,0.0,0.0,0.11691828357003525
socialanxiety,isolove,2019/01/29,"My head and my voice shakes This is my biggest problem in life. When I am socially anxious, I shake. I’ve been in CBT since September. I’m doing exposures. I’m putting in effort to face this. I hate this feeling so much. I feel like people look at me like I have Parkinson’s. I’m trying to work on my core beliefs and one of the questions is “why is this so bad, what is is so bad about x” x being my condition. What’s so bad about it is that I fear people think I’m on drugs or have some kind of mental issue, and I do have a mental issue. I can’t tell if it’s getting any better.  It just feels like shit all the time. I have so much shame over something I can’t control. ",0.0991836734693834,1.9395597346938798,2.359891156462588,95.59820408163269,84.3061224489796,5.00843537414966,20.00408163265305,6.079149491110277,-0.10031755102040796,519,15,122,4,15,176,86,147,0.22,0.698,0.08199999999999999,-0.9739,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,9,15,2,4,3,0,17,5,3,1,1,16,28,11,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,3,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,10,0,1,1,5,16,5,13,26,4,13,1,0,1,0,3,8,1,4,5,76,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964140169273493,0.0,0.0,0.16553050857705087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670244696508352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958864520677893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643392194805871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699214192036116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488033069926847,0.2222609383861897,0.20935366987342285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655278636817749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466219804459016,0.15037598245539513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058661512344392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525822858256637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349429381081496,0.2147527987781332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304332758548572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953236278209663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542412213771145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928851143912944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031627015832145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020375994547493,0.0,0.1472971747142188,0.1641405077706822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040486669048606,0.12120623648104968,0.0,0.0,0.14936285149665046,0.0,0.1128013984363758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806850778786422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388671668903684,0.0,0.0,0.08543937173685698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948023499024454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221519551006145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667127829658986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hamburger_2,2019/01/29,"Irony at its finest Just went to visit the doctors to see my councillor about my anxiety. I go to the front desk and I give her my details and say I have an appointment etc. She tells me that my doctor only has one patient today which was me and he lives an hour away so they asked if they could push me back to tomorrow which is fine for me, I’m already anxious at this point anyway. So I say no problem and begin to walk to my car. Just as I’m about to start my car I see the lady from the front desk waving me down saying that I’m still booked in to see the doctor, just that my councillor won’t be able to make it. I begin to walk back in to the waiting room and everyone’s eyes are stuck on me. So now I’m sitting here waiting, making no eye contact with anyone and using this post as a distraction. Fucking ironic.",3.1982758620689684,3.853316586206901,4.57764367816092,88.06922413793106,72.79310344827587,7.409195402298851,24.84482758620689,7.492282038375204,1.0197448275862069,642,18,141,7,12,214,104,174,0.11199999999999999,0.878,0.01,-0.9248,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,15,4,1,1,9,0,8,6,2,3,0,18,29,12,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,9,7,0,2,0,1,0,10,3,3,0,1,3,8,23,1,25,23,1,31,0,0,5,1,13,9,1,1,10,97,32,6,0.1472500759795981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249412044858244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264590508321087,0.16635067278918791,0.0,0.1029606768597342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765894374179438,0.0,0.1383462935589253,0.2264524384471171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756720382197627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521500768552565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422275851696355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070375786188152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613032248702533,0.0,0.1412556904519374,0.0836856115585382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501166357086626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002451483643612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658113826392132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099780462345695,0.11199031812503413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919891723144634,0.0,0.14102486910793027,0.0,0.0,0.1408984361553339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512975118127923,0.0,0.0,0.35201773807240433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042243616703413,0.0,0.11759410088798446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287030567159883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957585452919652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717678762569706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650229566847089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ktfan67,2019/01/29,"Just joined reddit Hi
I feel like I don't actually fit in anywhere but I decided to quit caring. Easier said than done for a socially anxious person I know.

I just joined reddit and wanted to say hello.

Do you think my plan is good - try to just join things I want to, thumbs up and down as I feel fit, say what I want etc.

I'm beginning to realise I don't fit in anywhere but maybe if I subscribe to a SA reddit, that will help me to quit caring so much.
",1.050847651775488,2.7911757113402094,3.3329209621993137,90.36359679266899,80.54639175257732,6.3729667812142035,20.0561282932417,7.3871296695380915,0.4646733104238261,352,9,79,5,9,121,61,97,0.08900000000000001,0.654,0.257,0.9569,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,16,18,7,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,13,4,14,15,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,2,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.1855528140481278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480824879928886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877283311699842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458301257097832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206047789612706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228472689270856,0.1358386909814919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948350686719293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274493081503399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449799999309743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289460298855633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102489485351154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977749124109642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602613696652452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044824416687748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808701927926388,0.3024197900928001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382754781260852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632301948499114,0.1218363996513632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290950849610257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364550265581407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,madewithweed,2019/01/29,"Line at GameStop So I’m waiting for the cashier at GameStop to process something that I’m trading in and a line starts to build up behind me. When I went in there was no one and in a matter of about two minutes TEN people showed up!

I was like WTF?! 

Then he tells everyone to move over to where to the actual line starts which is directly perpendicular to me, and about four feet to my left, when before everyone was behind me. I’m pretty sure I started sweating lol.

Que the small talk started by the cashier for about three minutes while the ENTIRE line remains silent and then I’m OUT! 

Fuckin hell I was not expecting that 😧😂",5.098095238095237,5.606715119047622,5.162023809523814,86.10589285714286,68.44444444444444,8.204761904761906,30.829365079365076,8.07648339933343,1.9365746031746038,499,19,104,6,8,156,77,126,0.053,0.847,0.1,0.6093,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,7,1,5,3,2,0,1,10,15,10,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,5,5,0,8,2,25,10,0,23,1,0,0,1,3,12,2,0,10,67,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2053974066856956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910235725546358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022439270342185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22868634400658264,0.0,0.0,0.102829540186859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237061553785251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262620140757346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591982483430993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141330874684376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203722605213766,0.0,0.0,0.5959132459285994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837422218071807,0.0,0.0,0.16917526537284394,0.1839681602731808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560766412250084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195116393098648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tusillio,2019/01/29,"Sad, Whiny, Weird Post about a creepy, sucky person  Do you ever feel that if somebody would kill you right now, it wouldnt matter?, cause youre drifting at sea languishly but aimless, occupied but empty and, alone, cause, its easier.  


Do you ever feel that if the ppl you knew on here only would be real life would be godlike but at the same time knowing that all social stuff would still be as empty, meaningless and time-filling and still the same, thus meaning the ppl arent the problem, i am.  


Still i feel like that if only some ppl from here would appear in my life it would be totally amazing but then it isnt true, i would still have no social skills nor interest in ppl, only difference is that, if th ppl in my life would be reddit, i would put most of them on a pedestal and kiss the ground they walk on, while knowing that that doesnt solve anything plus it doesnt make me likeable at all, it would just paint me as a creepy, pathetic weirdo, still it is what i would do if any reddit ppl became real as i dont have any self-respect, image or esteem.  


By knowing this its also pretty much guartanteed i will never have a relationship or intimicay as i would view anymore who would even consider kissing, caressing or touching my body a total god, so there would not be any equalness plus it would be pretty annoying for the other person to be called a god and amazing all the time and they would eventually leave.  


No matter how often people say to me that i do have social skills, im not necessarily that fat nor that ugly, i dont believe them, and by reminding myself im ugly, weird, fat, and hairy, Im conditioning myself for total self-hate, so if that a pretty guy will say to me hey youre not that bad, i will never believe him nor will i ever act like it. Even if i learn to shave and groom, i will still be awkward social fuck and as long as i keep thinking that ill be a virgin forever.  


Im in a bit of a rut, i can continue by just avoiding everyone and just doing the minimal and spent most of my time in my room or walking around the city and i probably reach old age doing so but ill always wonder why i didnt have sex, didnt come out as gay or just didnt even try conversing with ppl, but at the same time i keep thinking that ugly, weird, fat, and hairy ppl dont deserve love cause God made me ugly for a reason and as long as i only converse with ugly ppl, i will never get hard or horny and i probably will forget that blowjobs, handjobs, sex and even simple kissing are even real, maybe its only a thing in the movies?  


But at the same time, if it ends right now because it never gets better cause theres this guy i rlly like (totally unrealistic) and he hasnt blocked me yet so at least i can go knowing he might like me (but who am i kidding), but its not gonna end right now, its not gonna end ever. Its just gonna go on knowing i could have a form of friendship, if only ive done something different, been less creepy, weird or idk just a carbon copy of him, then at least hed like me, i could meet him, touch him, hug him, be with him, while typing this my heart breaks with sadness while i didnt know him a month ago?  


Meawhile im here looking at my actual life and laughing so hard cause its a sad, sad mess.   


I should stop whining like a baby and do something about it, huh?. Damn.  


I will probably reply slowly to this post if it gets any response at all cause ill be basking in the glow of attention however short-lived and sad it is.   -�p����",5.8077862483506815,4.842426183844012,6.504295557836097,82.08358305233837,67.10584958217271,9.340624541856032,29.61897082539217,8.371475516178862,1.9005788300835649,2712,77,579,32,38,896,280,718,0.14800000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.7085,5,2,2,0,0,0,81.0,0,6,4,3,41,36,4,2,31,1,78,22,5,11,17,153,110,73,1,31,37,0,7,6,0,30,10,2,1,5,45,30,3,5,17,0,1,9,27,19,0,0,9,13,66,17,57,56,22,78,0,6,3,10,40,27,2,24,45,400,111,2,0.0,0.0,0.04446872670966055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040394129161743605,0.0,0.0,0.04719569453453965,0.0,0.03644147687483999,0.037917021038834535,0.0,0.0,0.12395380818906787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045192158647463086,0.0,0.0,0.037499367264075774,0.040566031157266286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03804817403452807,0.02777841203127004,0.0,0.0,0.1026812152809779,0.0,0.040302037603244176,0.04974949663819087,0.05061683625410687,0.0,0.0,0.04653099800146127,0.0,0.0,0.28087121618047234,0.0,0.03925361980834818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276620522558848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521971829985394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04663286220017629,0.16021942775009226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108170572562632,0.0,0.0,0.15048932513528301,0.1648789147905209,0.0,0.043543089346977176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912309857302201,0.032554470579396436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042127764637984885,0.07142369464362644,0.0,0.051795774562422583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024085964358282,0.0,0.0,0.08164166610602196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053999431117935134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24611145552819316,0.0,0.0,0.08100756199747933,0.0504152971396392,0.0,0.1502610357241105,0.0,0.0,0.04825094374035485,0.0,0.0,0.1287468022905598,0.13357613790850098,0.0,0.0,0.08065418246244585,0.038266445391614695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112776104644573,0.043118447061758734,0.03041763133206035,0.0,0.045780140212689786,0.04963795102590689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834146008585166,0.0,0.0,0.03637270515271299,0.0,0.03349842517909797,0.0,0.14058234942811626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781695278192562,0.0,0.0,0.2079434623019051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03159177575210529,0.07957810771341997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728492499454349,0.1390800288053434,0.14739312240126792,0.043603335743054486,0.0,0.04580938603618904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556023414181352,0.0,0.046852475270815916,0.0,0.048924003998157065,0.0,0.11674691583631178,0.0,0.07247652408947837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507671663470543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858072440819341,0.0,0.07016241576146262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834855811040735,0.03809768684881835,0.0,0.0,0.052165551233751016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030273988887930182,0.05839749278046715,0.0,0.0,0.15942974480712796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030938329241416238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041118894118109324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04941758788985656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179340514715531,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jucumberbatch,2019/01/29,"my first job A company reached out to me (17F) for a job (which would not only be my first job in graphic design, but my first job period) and asked me to come in tomorrow to discuss the project. 

I'm really quiet, I don't know what I'll say, or what they'll say, or if I'm qualified enough, what if they think I'm not a nice person to be around? That could ruin my chances of being recommended for other jobs like this.

I also have absolutely no clue how to ask how much I'm receiving. I don't wanna be played and only given part of what I deserve, but I don't wanna ask ""hey, where's my money?"" and come off as rude.

Help?",3.816641791044777,3.4949440597014965,5.736529850746268,83.76807835820897,71.08955223880595,9.088059701492536,25.70522388059701,8.841846274778883,1.557988059701492,480,12,110,8,8,168,80,134,0.135,0.774,0.091,-0.8455,5,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,5,5,1,0,4,0,11,0,0,2,0,23,23,13,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,8,7,0,0,2,1,1,3,6,2,0,3,1,3,14,3,17,15,3,14,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,4,6,75,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809138538860594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203254885241398,0.3790830301120156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232865323278455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791823777229953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966155585018514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34491378791176003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059823670077287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6706519299974182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428313794347385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603478160786785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993618123212016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559811557504706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463705012247779,0.0,0.0,0.11802084666999435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659014705790642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214977233878005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660826123405463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601732346731956,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,i_yamwhati_yam,2019/01/29,Interview anxiety Any advice for how to get through weekend grad school interviews as a general ball of social anxiety who gets anxious about thinking how they are anxious?,9.045172413793104,11.152441965517244,8.375344827586208,60.8416379310345,60.3793103448276,12.696551724137931,48.98275862068966,12.161744961471696,7.32836551724138,143,10,18,5,2,45,26,29,0.23600000000000002,0.764,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,2,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771783185509923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289090656946214,0.0,0.4339811018734137,0.6408847993285408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963895752593125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28706772269213604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891442246249483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817506938814872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadnpoor,2019/01/29,"Partner projects suck when you don’t know anyone in the class Well tomorrow we have to grade each other’s article reviews, this is fine, cause you just turn it in and the professor hands them out (we use numbers assigned to us in place of our name so we don’t know who’s paper we’re grading). I’d be fine with this, except last time we did this he made everyone choose a partner. I freaked out, and everyone already had their partners so I had to ask to join a group of three. That was a fucking train wreck, the other two in my group barely talked to me except for the last 5 minutes. 

I’m freaking out, I don’t want to go at all but the points I’d miss are a lot and can’t be made up. Idk what to do. I know no one in that class. I wish it was just one person per paper. It would make more sense that way anyways honestly. ",0.1240340909090918,2.2516896988636357,1.8545000000000016,97.44050000000004,86.67045454545455,4.883636363636365,20.163636363636364,6.2581,-0.038469545454545166,641,20,149,6,20,209,110,176,0.078,0.836,0.086,0.3423,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,6,2,2,0,7,9,2,0,9,0,16,2,1,5,1,32,32,7,0,3,5,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,13,12,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,5,1,4,7,1,17,4,23,22,4,19,0,1,0,1,21,12,2,1,5,98,30,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475642951370364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340294990464665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499036580380808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812994951885776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372794218608272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315824525178,0.0,0.0,0.10030092697396306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290975881691519,0.2877189063092558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004188562653695,0.0,0.3339901948766128,0.1178056181119968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391826427691973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410056202307676,0.18439006062482724,0.0,0.16683609251418025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185257219122874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291026843065183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196583240735354,0.17240094734728692,0.0,0.21229064434709025,0.15242703555443868,0.0,0.0,0.10409587637909623,0.1400861849739081,0.0,0.0,0.15868189720379652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202949919119566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125370423342568,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VenomLayzer,2019/01/29,"Finally went to the gym today I'm not sure if this belongs here but I just wanted to share. I've always had an extreme fear of social situations and generally avoid going to places with a lot of people. Needless to say, just the thought of going to a place like the gym had me sweating buckets. These past few weeks though I've gotten sick of sitting in my room all day doing nothing so I bought a membership. I put off actually going for a while but today I finally built enough courage to go. As soon as I walked through the door I felt like everyone was judging me and I almost immediately walked out. But I put in my headphones, played my favorite tunes, and got on with my workout (half of which was spent running on the treadmill because I wasn't sure how to use any of the other equipment lmao). It may not seem like much but I'm really proud of myself for beating my social anxiety for once. In fact, I'm nervous just making this post! Thanks for reading and I hope you all have a great day :)",3.424500000000002,5.057625050000002,4.565999999999999,84.59050000000002,73.5,7.0,27.5,7.645422480735847,1.5774,790,30,156,10,16,259,123,200,0.105,0.695,0.2,0.9776,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,8,15,0,3,12,0,8,2,1,3,5,35,28,15,0,3,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,6,7,0,1,3,5,2,10,3,3,0,1,12,2,19,12,30,15,6,32,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,6,13,102,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.1261748060592377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294718431283368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758510823022174,0.0,0.0,0.08792610484820745,0.0,0.09891152606440044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881799210404797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677118902368082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359792524926029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354841840752227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549459359450204,0.0,0.0,0.1241449885231695,0.28327615614855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939288931194834,0.0,0.10341028258817933,0.14254993052376624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842067310399902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895033267400221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992332447539692,0.0,0.0,0.08630646789511827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504785976577908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406355097290728,0.0,0.0,0.13769663271614402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342821116183338,0.0896379652292329,0.0,0.2701748032486228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383037808781125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25995753989300696,0.0,0.0,0.12933156460672762,0.0,0.08283069684812841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282182611775764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770674594698595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533476774591414,0.0,0.263603151260753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243720983771772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903891482523835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703322857812066,0.10264703807549906,0.0,0.0,0.245116069918874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167072726464072,0.0,0.0,0.07626246996289697,0.0,0.10371391350986643,0.0,0.0,0.11985922050063745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ice_cold_sandwich,2019/01/29,"The more you do it the easier it becomes. I got a haircut today for two interviews I have this Thursday.

I've never had a smoother experience! Luckily the interview gave me something to talk about. Not having a subject for conversation is the toughest part for me

I'm just feelin real happy and wanted to share. :-) ",2.7419128329297853,5.6034636271186455,4.89714285714286,74.96474576271187,82.22033898305084,7.439225181598062,28.767554479418894,8.418075326091056,2.923070702179176,250,12,40,6,7,86,46,59,0.021,0.747,0.23199999999999998,0.9229999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,9,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,5,2,6,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,33,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416158718687195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025709782059667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24738873361964656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292732617581757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856402295972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349597242726388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35206999742304795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812702281214498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248616958326154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931959598666958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30215736295742823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244293888994767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kukiseyda,2019/01/29,"SA triggering questions Hi guys, I'm currently working on creating a game that helps people work through their social anxiety! The game is set up like a classroom where a teacher has you stand up and introduce yourself to the rest of the class. I was planning on having the game work by asking questions to the player that would increase their anxiety and then try to help them manage their feelings. My question to you guys is that what are some questions that would trigger your anxiety? ",8.479775280898878,8.76508866292135,7.3946966292134855,73.75002247191013,61.24719101123596,10.266067415730339,40.27191011235955,9.888512548439397,4.186216179775281,397,20,64,7,5,121,60,89,0.054000000000000006,0.8109999999999999,0.134,0.8172,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,4,4,1,1,0,0,8,0,8,0,0,2,0,12,11,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,1,11,8,3,10,0,0,0,0,21,5,0,5,3,47,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575383746888725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564327325960286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787724583433286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30851457055115256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088464430721127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611146618336624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800565472895704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6980849485132344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588089983285845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577165817329902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34025245274105537,0.0,0.0,0.22133848526969307,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TobiasRo,2019/01/29,"Success diary Hey guys,   
I started the exercise of doing a success diary every evening a few weeks ago and I believe it is an extremely powerful way to track my progress, keep my behaviors in perspective and feel better about myself.   


Every evening the last thing I do is to write down 5 things I did well on this day. It can be ANYTHING! It doesn't have to be something big or special or even something related to social anxiety, it is just something I think I did well today.  


I have very simple things written down like: ""Doing this exercise while extremely tired""   

up to more challenging stuff ""Sending WhatsApp messages without overthinking them"" 

and stuff I'm really proud of like: ""Be very open and vulnerable in my coaching sessions""   


I open this thread for anyone who wants to join me by writing down his five achievements of a day here. 

I want to show people that they are not alone with their problems, that we are all just human beings with small and big troubles and that change starts in small steps.  
",9.284931669637553,8.1497534171123,8.225632798573981,73.09635769459302,60.283422459893046,11.091859774212715,39.494355317884725,9.994966539143718,3.9411300059417713,807,35,139,13,9,249,121,187,0.063,0.746,0.191,0.9724,1,1,3,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,3,8,9,12,0,0,6,0,18,3,0,0,1,26,27,9,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,16,11,0,1,2,4,0,2,3,2,2,1,3,1,19,10,24,20,3,26,0,0,0,0,14,14,0,2,11,105,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248206491672709,0.0,0.0,0.14583795595922125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772019676094476,0.0,0.0,0.0984584780225948,0.0,0.11587563495976612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864602374934236,0.0,0.12453607989066398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489595983072661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162317386540974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790134454576226,0.0,0.23727904950521736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119838299430603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942524465649825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515948091733606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477993692786186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758649745226414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762076914531552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473731916619935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020727226993924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435393045201093,0.0,0.3252100663226069,0.0,0.0,0.19933381045888285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223903128641812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28064615014300354,0.0902261431285215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184178153732284,0.1334725705462234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323680044680003,0.16610820996797046,0.11176939104924367,0.11295026590588013,0.0,0.2532123924184304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573698980633225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fabulousecat,2019/01/29,"How to tell the computer guy I want my PC back? I have problems socializing and this is going to be pretty awkward. 

Basically, today I'm planning on going to this repair shop I took my PC to. My mom knows this guy who owns the place and fixes the electronics, so she decided to take my PC there. I was kind of uneasy really to take it anywhere at all because I'm not up for getting my parts stolen but it had nothing to do with the guy fixing it, just a fear in general. So whatever, she takes it there, his diagnosis was that my motherboard was shocked/burned out because I was stupid and powered it on carpet. 

Okay, it's like 2 weeks which is the average time to fix a PC (In my opinion at least) and he says he didn't do it because to fix it would be 800? I'm kind of shocked, because the motherboard I had was like 80-130 at most dollars. The highest I would pay is 200. He noticed we were shocked so he suggested finding a cheaper part and price to fix it, we agreed and I don't know why I didn't just take it somewhere else at that moment. Anyways, not even kidding, 10 months later, we go back because what the fuck. He then says oh yeah, I got a cheaper part but you guys didn't call me so I don't know. First of all, he said he would call us to notify when he got the part, but whatever. So then he says it'll be 80-100 bucks for it which is pretty cheap. I said okay and not it's been another 2 months of him postponing and saying either the part he got didn't fit or he forgot oops so he is doing it that day and will call then never does. 

Yesterday was the last straw when I called him giving him 14x longer than he said he would take (Which was a day longer and I gave him two weeks). He says he forgot to do it so he'll do it today, somehow doing it in 3 hours compared to literally the whole year I've been waiting to just use my PC. I am saying honestly just fuck it, I'm going there, asking if it's finished yet, if he says no I am asking to take it back.

Here is where the problem starts, how the hell will I ask him for it? I'm so anxious and scared of confrontation and I am really pissed at this guy and just want my PC back which is probably being stripped of its parts. What do I say? How do I say it where I don't sound aggressive or offended, just like a casual I want my PC back? It's really difficult even mustering up the courage to even go to the store and see his face knowing I will ask him, I am already getting that stomach stirring anxiety feeling thinking about it. 

​

**TL;DR - What is the nicest and politest-unoffending way to ask for my computer back from a guy who was been taking way too long?**",1.934826407558184,3.4997224350180502,3.661172901144482,89.808141562332,77.35740072202165,7.025362931100699,24.24210768876257,7.8428983058341695,1.1314573008679614,2055,69,457,32,47,688,229,554,0.135,0.778,0.087,-0.9862,1,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,4,1,0,3,39,26,8,3,24,3,54,5,3,4,3,68,105,38,0,11,17,1,1,3,0,9,0,13,1,7,42,20,0,3,8,2,7,6,12,16,0,2,28,15,51,10,45,64,13,57,1,0,1,2,69,17,4,7,35,298,93,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010837834819554,0.0,0.0,0.05901761238002257,0.06618632809752252,0.0,0.057115954115058376,0.04166897031981585,0.06153495985507585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25460785444427825,0.0,0.0,0.2513018097603947,0.0,0.1660203165560654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247754145704635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025656161753688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047666571500980616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04550222536181223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792964854496488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061293260183203135,0.027541384039545824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049784078745465137,0.04633167540235853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007122338472693,0.056916065521145726,0.05225204740996962,0.15478118186597506,0.0,0.13069255426688273,0.0,0.0,0.32359983862549346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053641423546626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344307358915028,0.11973991260492517,0.04439986120496446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983304688166536,0.0,0.0,0.04820373781234359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379394645416714,0.08695397010680392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201018785375142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226489398106295,0.06201381520060462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539105544638704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690896857864181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082999936736176,0.05872726588714367,0.10423979016242327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046835485973729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554387242764725,0.3898465438847308,0.05453340884351001,0.0,0.04340508921578165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552473166242836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03855374795768308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866796654495132,0.0,0.04760868889469645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034901815937426105,0.0,0.0,0.031761566825750084,0.0,0.10326131492207888,0.0,0.060517548848868674,0.0,0.0,0.053208725363333424,0.0,0.0655200262299903,0.04704410502121768,0.0,0.0,0.09638245583221852,0.08647060771027835,0.0873841938497801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915019483647375,0.06081318134686629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477410134833638,0.0,0.06618632809752252,0.03507653166509079
socialanxiety,casualaccount_anon,2019/01/29,"Had a smoke session with a girl I liked And I absolutely bombed it, I smoked too much and just went mute and dumb. She was really into me before and now I doubt she wants to hang out again, how the hell does someone become funny?  I'm so serious all the time.",0.6016666666666666,2.797832500000002,2.5607407407407408,92.73333333333336,85.1111111111111,5.822222222222222,16.407407407407412,7.1686216300943375,-0.05945925925925932,201,4,45,3,6,67,44,54,0.204,0.6990000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.7425,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,12,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,7,1,4,2,2,7,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,4,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448296034097908,0.34272897790999474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524681535664396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967738657784853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960834797228984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580258094301272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412670814263226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485936707696514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375651333393543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733733212947113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whatarerealpeople,2019/01/29,"Applying for jobs I live in a city with lots of locally owned businesses that don’t post hiring ads online. For some reason it just takes a good bit of mental willpower for me to walk in and ask in person if a place is hiring. I’ve done it before, and when it’s over it’s a sigh of relief, and it’s gotten me a job here before. But idk why it’s so hard for me to do so. I know I just have to do it, but it’s that feeling leading up to walking in and asking that just makes me nervous. Any tips? ",2.70776061776062,2.5684943963963995,4.733024453024452,89.37243243243246,73.5045045045045,7.423938223938223,23.064350064350066,6.868970318607317,0.5237917631917637,382,8,92,3,7,133,66,111,0.052000000000000005,0.88,0.067,0.1323,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,3,0,18,13,10,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,2,7,2,18,11,4,13,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,1,64,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097800515081696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876139948796603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528113225139691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263289816029383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215025124282075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482223648779483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388191088170796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857091668738442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114466538107594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393223211004193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305865299451307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624766877641754,0.0,0.0,0.13838112920471146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089198627117355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810152191855648,0.2165949740964888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985458096890433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314935286159775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558714263018172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706515762506334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jlkpgo,2019/01/29,"Idk if I have work or not today Yesterday, my employer asked if I could work today during the day. I said no but added that I'd happily work in the evening. I never really got a response, so I asked her again about it. She seemed really confused (she was just about to go home) but then quickly added ""be here at 16 tomorrow"". As far as I understand, they didn't really need people for the evening, and I have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing today. Idk if I'm supposed to be there or if she just said something ""stupid"". I'm afraid to go there. What if I'm not on today's list and everyone will wonder why I'm there? :( Sure, I can say that she told me to be there, but it'll still be awkward ...",2.3869348894348903,3.3344656418918923,4.168083538083536,89.14350122850125,75.01351351351352,7.814250614250612,23.58968058968059,8.296473431620573,1.148181081081081,537,15,123,9,11,182,84,148,0.107,0.8390000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.598,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,15,5,1,3,4,0,14,0,0,0,2,25,31,16,0,7,14,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,6,3,16,1,13,17,0,18,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,10,12,83,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725240157422166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637415497406972,0.0,0.0,0.09400044013784503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254067726569374,0.0,0.0,0.13927592381670487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567277288247775,0.0,0.11657423725254484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620496282242687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454056937117315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807608712956536,0.11241586714771627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010487271085209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801247148106458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772943083664259,0.11591087126534493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132690616298707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122099444359685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164007790939452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737312709404526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526378649003029,0.13927592381670487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517369397998463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152194872958678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580659597050567,0.3183358994611765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mere-mortifer,2019/01/29,"Love my friend who tricked me into going to lunch with a guy I've never met before I was hoping for a relaxing lunch with two of my closest friends and instead I arrive at the restaurant to see not only this random guy (my friend is trying to make us date for some reason) but ALSO the only guy that I've ever liked together with his girlfriend. 
You better believe it that I immediately started crying while hiding behind a wall AHAHAH FUCK MY LIFE. 
And my friend had the audacity to be shocked by my reaction! Like, bitch...I thought you knew me. What other reaction did except after throwing me blind into a social situation like this??
 I'm sitting here avoiding eye contact with anyone, I don't even know if this new guy looks good because If I lift my eyes from this phone I'm gonna start hyperventilating! Gotta love being this shitty at living like a normal person!!

Has something similar ever happened to you guys? Has one of your friends ever tried help you ""loosen up"" but only made things worse?",5.010577350111029,6.455873362694305,5.866221317542562,77.55856217616581,69.25906735751295,7.37957068837898,27.77535159141377,7.7094869923839395,1.791681273131014,801,27,139,9,14,263,130,193,0.138,0.634,0.228,0.9647,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,5,0,1,7,19,2,1,8,0,9,9,2,3,4,29,29,8,0,4,6,0,0,4,6,2,2,0,0,6,12,8,2,1,4,1,0,2,3,4,0,2,7,5,22,15,23,18,1,20,0,0,5,3,27,7,1,5,14,93,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458767011744478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739598504793897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447903199307002,0.0,0.09000613931721864,0.1191714155174978,0.0,0.093548773381294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618810262676788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986292808307648,0.2870367322417439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40860481198524623,0.09778663664544104,0.0,0.0,0.06011397270219685,0.08871846506538092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236659379134682,0.09353586485352394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089828418532762,0.0,0.0,0.10505774720463944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058130789470976274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471151675763121,0.20670392197647366,0.0,0.0934006454625286,0.0,0.0888237727156422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093087231422048,0.10008620091231056,0.07060516712062237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157966153925987,0.10215747881336,0.0,0.0,0.10363635675250832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167540366800021,0.24133836634399705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235803953490032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087535978853194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428842307565745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889474584462192,0.0,0.10782357917198984,0.0,0.08143022440414838,0.0,0.0,0.14973518901686403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027174540665954,0.0,0.0,0.08397297971415921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436276140424291,0.0,0.10332612225366553,0.0,0.12723346019050785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779304904471933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,finitedeferral,2019/01/29,"I feel more confident when I have a cold? Whenever I have a cold and am stuffed up (I lose my sense of smell and taste), my social anxiety goes away completely. I feel like a different person. I can walk into any social setting and be completely calm and fine.

​

Does anyone else have this? I wonder if *that's* really how I'm supposed to feel all the time. It almost makes me wish the cold was permanent.",1.4600000000000009,4.065849382716054,3.156654320987656,86.85794444444447,86.03703703703705,7.190617283950617,21.680246913580245,8.238735603445708,1.6084558024691358,324,11,63,8,10,107,59,81,0.054000000000000006,0.777,0.16899999999999998,0.8528,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,2,1,15,14,7,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,10,3,5,12,2,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,3,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768236258691395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030784783579432,0.2277458923887987,0.12745766718265358,0.0,0.1433821319778586,0.0,0.0,0.1310542211643372,0.1920424365634232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760950520754427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930300007967996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958226752626579,0.0,0.0,0.16401976322979708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657228945278287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843081312714689,0.133898810759802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156799713173318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968431880454655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251098417208075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636551569676903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007136458054135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821190848803615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929094555205704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155332883543852,0.0,0.20325798980302334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277458923887987,0.0
socialanxiety,Enderhans,2019/01/29,"Possibly what started my SA So i'm reminding of a time back in primary school  (in the Uk (22m)) and for the new students they are personally introduced by the headmaster to the entire school at assembly where every one is literally just sitting on the floor facing you so this would be about 100 to 150 people just staring at you while you were introduced by the headmaster where you literally say your name and say hello and then everyone else in sync says hello as well and i'm pretty sure i've never recovered from that , or was the start of my SA",6.802500000000002,6.5648498055555535,7.709629629629627,71.84833333333333,64.83333333333333,12.014814814814816,33.74074074074074,11.538034831475384,3.992285185185185,441,17,83,13,6,149,76,108,0.0,0.929,0.071,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,1,0,9,2,0,0,8,0,6,1,1,0,2,11,10,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,4,8,2,16,6,0,18,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,1,8,58,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110071387244565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501921682686106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652171090935853,0.20019635020515208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158748541304424,0.2023466364792784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196980014563218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524826549795924,0.18293656880325496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23619171431543715,0.0,0.21314759372710185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998336986145642,0.0,0.4240718111596976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965853524586889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974612546579841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216731174871474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883751845194845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883031427404125,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kaycko,2019/01/29,"Strategies that Help Me W Social Anxiety 1. Not everyone makes me feel anxious. Some people I feel totally calm around, particularly in 1 on 1 situations or small groups. I’ve found that life is much easier to navigate when I am really selective about hanging out with people who make me feel at ease. No more forcing myself to go to gatherings or work events that I know will trigger a downward spiral into self-consciousness and sadness. 

2. I’ve also straight up cut out a lot of the people who, for whatever reason, I am socially anxious around. I’ve ended a good number of acquaintanceships and consciously avoid certain people, really at no fault of their own. But my life is better this way so, pretty liberally I will cut totally good, normal people out of my life if they make me uncomfortable.

3. Accepting love from the people who care about me improves my self esteem x1000, even if briefly. For a long time I figured that friends and family members who reached out about my well-being did it out of pity or obligation. Eventually I allowed myself the relief of leaning on their support, and forced myself to believe they do care about and love me. Calling and keeping in touch with these people has been absolutely paramount to the improvement of my mental state. 

My social anxiety is still really bad sometimes, but these strategies have helped me make big strides in the last year. I would SO love to hear anyone else’s thoughts and other methods you use to work on self confidence and love!",6.465005720823799,7.918694329710146,6.706422578184598,72.85383295194512,65.84782608695653,9.868497330282226,33.004576659038904,10.064110947511567,3.5557565217391307,1209,51,199,28,19,389,161,276,0.085,0.7190000000000001,0.196,0.9861,1,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,4,3,12,22,2,1,9,0,13,7,0,8,3,52,34,19,0,4,8,0,4,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,13,18,0,2,10,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,4,5,29,15,40,27,7,33,0,2,0,4,25,21,0,7,8,135,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180248099526383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737333061186074,0.20286708117524405,0.0,0.06278102649104329,0.09199719925216457,0.0,0.15985859690741094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496823749492143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115899026410384,0.0,0.07940913863113165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916823736635468,0.0,0.18308727731144625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500536010642718,0.0,0.07952446515910297,0.0,0.0,0.05930334242560072,0.0,0.0,0.08579514644945713,0.0,0.0,0.08464301538808541,0.0,0.13619672958561868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984466048180234,0.06936906810746486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102791431075398,0.1506178357422861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011962624587111,0.0,0.1203644147130596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798066438247531,0.0,0.0,0.049344483663330635,0.07318823534175188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902572415578621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945850305873113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633353662586158,0.3241444128137451,0.0,0.23973357645657095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048398825862976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600363771080038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797201206521595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357280908473046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134546659030686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725591923764299,0.0923157965514974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810016795985918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092413843639593,0.0,0.27457904267568184,0.0,0.0,0.08880145275988767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170386392366641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188901006254182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128069932260865,0.05235541203461825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775469773169019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126859201236126,0.0,0.0,0.08072912681340562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073173676131342,0.0,0.0,0.06378197502689281,0.0,0.0,0.057819763053449214
socialanxiety,LILLIAN_ityttmom,2019/01/29,"i need help to bring myself to talk to someone Since Christmas time I have been texting this boy (X) on snapchat yet every time i do, i end up leaving his reply for a long time before i can bring myself to read it as I’m anxious of a bad response. 
 I felt - to my surprise- that we were getting along well, and that perhaps i could manage to build a more of a relationship with them, than just texting.
However, every time I see X at school or on the bus I start to feel sick and i begin over thinking what to say to them. The most I have managed to say is “hi” when walking past him, and even then I began to overthink what he must think of me.
I also think that he is a shy person by character which makes these interactions just as difficult.
Also he saved one of my text messages and didn’t respond- and although it is minimal- i cant stop thinking about it.

Im not sure if this is the right post for this subreddit but i would really appreciate the advice as to how to speak to him.

Thank u 
",4.212737117251681,4.452836218446606,5.368640776699031,84.79581404032861,70.3106796116505,8.08603435399552,28.9529499626587,7.882392219407189,1.6847681852128458,775,27,166,9,13,258,130,206,0.055,0.865,0.08,0.7098,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,0,10,7,0,0,9,0,15,1,0,2,2,30,32,17,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,13,8,0,1,6,1,0,3,3,2,1,1,5,6,26,5,33,24,2,24,0,0,1,0,21,6,0,3,14,119,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453029698483427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365579107462147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708967509480607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349384999171845,0.0,0.0,0.12585560189594894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808948866298576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099924313540376,0.0,0.0,0.09768934575807216,0.0,0.2492313774009413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478482023336189,0.0,0.1420112505721567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727385309099596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913708439472464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976194359635135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566092186926714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089058493560266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872721874684434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096691088212019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022373071661744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119131856623318,0.0,0.12914426442209415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416513631381187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794425008003664,0.0,0.0947512339007593,0.0,0.0,0.15879378614226794,0.0,0.12630940009719965,0.0,0.2352387524748197,0.0,0.14968697202707648,0.11786051817709575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234790339966732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531876995665944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468737178195996,0.0,0.0,0.1236545548932226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939798177856402,0.0,0.0,0.11887981361985482,0.0,0.13617033890924676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37908422132315456,0.0,0.0,0.3449765722714639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298366094484346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050669179288125,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Behlaky,2019/01/29,"Keys To Keep/Start Conversations? So
In all honesty I don’t enjoy talking, I’ve had some pretty bad anxiety issues since I was like 7 so growing up I either didn’t speak with anybody other than the friends I had or just stood by myself. I see people talking among each other and it just reminds me how lonely I actually am lmao, I see them laughing/smiling and going through all these different emotional kinda things. My problem I think is just that I think nobody actually cares how your day went or how the weather is etc. and that I’m pretty down on myself so I’m just instantly thinking how they feel about me
So I’m just here to ask for help on what I should be doing and how I should be socialising with other people?",4.627517241379311,5.637547234482764,5.771206896551725,79.5119827586207,69.75862068965517,8.006896551724138,28.98275862068965,8.238735603445708,2.037262068965517,579,21,109,8,10,193,93,145,0.066,0.721,0.213,0.9695,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,0,16,7,0,0,2,0,13,0,0,5,2,31,27,15,0,3,8,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,6,4,19,4,15,17,6,10,0,1,2,0,10,6,0,4,2,85,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.3395020160139944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307197987734154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262063124276327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524175466853834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735455909578468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218395465575057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174169084125216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956713750840403,0.0,0.0,0.19400126085921965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795481324772927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439405151190956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886031817236994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165956368772888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155956961642888,0.0,0.15461557281641358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498363431786689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119133492013675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539412501058538,0.0,0.16644754060932115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772327280643126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389400096422755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231233585337986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796303253315757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556526373403796,0.3343821826501306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612542482479729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brightsparktees,2019/01/29,"Have to add someone to my friend group but dont have any friends. Next week school starts back for me, and I'm going into year 11 (10th grade I think is the equivalent). My dean has asked me to be a buddy for an international student who is coming to my school. I have been asked to get to know them and stuff which is fine but I just got an email reminding me I need to set up a place where I can meet them at lunch time. The thing is I dont have a friend group, or hang out with people at lunch so I have no idea what to do. I dont know if I should talk to the teacher in charge, or just tell the person and see what they're thoughts are. Very anxious, very confused, please help.",2.1373283858998136,3.0646476802721097,2.946988249845393,97.7362152133581,75.5986394557823,6.161781076066791,20.166357452071733,6.1124844417494595,-0.3219605442176872,527,10,133,3,11,166,92,147,0.08800000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.106,0.3899,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,9,0,19,2,0,0,0,23,33,9,0,3,7,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,0,5,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,3,1,17,4,18,28,0,18,0,0,1,0,16,8,0,4,6,83,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981904397238412,0.0,0.0,0.1631200800949468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699711104553675,0.0,0.0,0.11102732341816722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243795651313962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076735049265311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33466705037354244,0.0,0.07543803707976827,0.0,0.08206040547562246,0.0,0.11548221244224732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678185763226528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299921350826027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870640186227553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706366988089244,0.0,0.0,0.15356085406837325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010213959783074,0.12607614889658622,0.15085726121430354,0.15849732599445435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922616355842776,0.11506047368977985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234153774691214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220028532770546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529249044985225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160555534526014,0.1262035948996836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592658183010844,0.09251955351202558,0.0,0.11462986814192533,0.08419521743021004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827444328675745,0.0,0.0,0.11582128869003155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929826990728195
socialanxiety,449_user,2019/01/29,"Intense fear of making low risk mistakes  Anyone else feel like they have a really hard time dealing with making  mistakes? At the moment it is primarily causing problems when I am  studying. When I study at home I am anxious about making a mistake even  if I know I can correct it and no one else is watching me studying. I  enjoy learning new things but the fear of making mistakes keeps me at  bay from starting at all, and when I start, I try to learn it in a  ""perfect"" structure and take notes in a manner that I will perceive as  good enough (""perfect""), I even judge my note taking and study methods!  At school I am afraid of asking questions because I don't want to ask  something that is perceived as something I should know by now. I am  afraid of exposing that I make mistakes, and a lot of them. How do you  deal with these feelings/thoughts and do you know any good ways of  exercising this behavior away? ",7.5089141414141425,6.6065130227272775,7.121893939393939,78.83270202020202,63.65909090909091,8.95858585858586,37.737373737373744,7.3871296695380915,2.8129275252525257,716,32,134,5,9,225,107,176,0.175,0.754,0.071,-0.9068,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,2,2,8,18,0,5,7,0,14,1,0,7,4,40,31,14,0,9,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,8,0,1,9,1,0,0,2,12,0,1,0,3,22,6,23,29,3,19,0,1,1,0,9,9,0,3,10,95,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817152706428487,0.0,0.0,0.14647603776162493,0.0,0.09065951906777682,0.13284940221507166,0.0,0.0,0.24242446758603106,0.0,0.12181746295188467,0.0,0.0,0.07903799145830506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319393947817013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26734232066209945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662436104717786,0.0,0.0,0.1339708281423729,0.0,0.17127507477704834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918014057138413,0.0655587135846837,0.09262732386169227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750107181463746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614762753655025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005701598125885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152455184624561,0.0,0.0,0.21376906722942232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334409153866707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023014604946668,0.0,0.0,0.43273684663812295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522399434780795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785925854921071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406469002380845,0.0,0.0,0.14524604208075276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306189659494763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122028368671415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963331278281815,0.0,0.0,0.18354445196687436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949725656568452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613866308986592,0.0,0.0,0.10293354984127967,0.07560431456677362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802891250819589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647533626027411,0.10291606616849536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ArceusDamnIt,2019/01/29,"Post College Social Anxiety, anyone? I’ve been suffering from social anxiety ever since college,  but it has increased exponentially ever since moving across the country with my now (ex) girlfriend. I have no friends or support system out here, and I’m starting to feel that moving here was a mistake. It’s been over half a year now that I’ve been on my own, living in complete social isolation. I want to go out to meet people and make friends so badly, but I don’t even know where to start. Everything costs too much money, especially now that I’m paying completely for my rent and barely making it by every month. I’ve lost almost 15 pounds over the past few months. 

Approaching groups of people who look like they are already out having fun together is so daunting. Who am I to just barge uninvited into their friend group?

Why don’t I try tinder you say? Sometimes I think having a girlfriend will motivate me to be more social. Motivate me to eat more. Motivate me to be more active and inspire me do new and old things I used to be interested or passionate about. I feel like I’m stuck in a loop and I can’t break out of my comfort zone. That being said, my social anxiety has now spread to my social media. I deleted my Facebook. I can’t bring myself to be on any kind of social media anymore. Tinder included. I don’t want to have to burden anyone with my problems. I want to get better and be cured from this before I start dating anyone. As of right now, I feel like I would offer next to nothing in a relationship. 

My biggest fear is that my social anxiety has turned me into this weird hermit that people tolerate but nobody actually wants to be around.",4.591210010319919,6.0844843993808055,5.7330534055727576,77.93020962332301,70.3312693498452,8.1077915376677,27.39022187822497,8.59863814320734,2.1210537667698657,1323,45,235,22,24,440,175,323,0.11699999999999999,0.685,0.198,0.9876,1,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,2,5,17,22,0,1,7,0,30,2,0,6,2,44,57,15,0,7,6,1,3,3,5,2,0,2,1,0,14,16,1,0,9,0,4,6,6,8,0,1,7,6,35,14,43,41,7,45,0,2,1,1,26,18,0,3,21,164,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.07706171659645954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907539384441703,0.0,0.08714353599524761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370118476791647,0.0,0.2416422811419124,0.0,0.07831538206189449,0.16564951566097558,0.0,0.0,0.0702985722279581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593527230058066,0.0,0.0,0.06719624808943406,0.0,0.0,0.06984108675561324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559362146395654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808043347563915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215784926825109,0.14286278407830658,0.06653423929969737,0.0,0.07097165952222709,0.0,0.0,0.08886134631847686,0.11978630886560007,0.1128300075743895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830322499663835,0.0,0.041257702675975866,0.0,0.0448795321517087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223338275290883,0.043398939011920414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573983836733374,0.0,0.06973049829516108,0.0,0.06631352386534338,0.0,0.08620328055597744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054239713473782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606356438427238,0.16786171378534764,0.05805082219767154,0.0,0.0,0.07626812284815343,0.08398373426819981,0.0,0.0,0.07577225995921892,0.0,0.08286399760995468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753842238845652,0.16424012895733014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562984878102531,0.0,0.0,0.07556204439201017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478245296938056,0.0,0.06743853795221658,0.07511698278053662,0.06279880010671086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064686746106272,0.0,0.0,0.6439862907925609,0.0,0.0,0.07810171566067547,0.0,0.16768261007342172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961234580665446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246306167383962,0.05059972897328886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053614324861072114,0.08589488659254155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820329830781008,0.0,0.0,0.18631031125080952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125665157849435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560968489028691,0.0,0.0,0.050853027210923656
socialanxiety,sabubbles,2019/01/29,"I always feel extremely guilty and the need to apologize to people for how I socialize or don’t and feel like I owe them something I’ve been really stand offish towards this guy that I like and it’s not that I don’t want to talk to him but I just get really anxious around him and can’t get myself to talk to him and I feel as if he notices and takes offense to it. It’s been on my mind for months and it makes matters worse cause when I see him I feel like I don’t have the right to talk to him because I still feel bad about how I act around him and that guilt is causing me to push myself further away from him. 

When I feel this way it’s just so extreme like I start to really hate myself because I feel like the other person hates me and that they have a right to. I know he doesn’t hate me but I constantly feel like I owe him something. This guilt is really eating me alive and ruining what could’ve been a great friendship or connection. ",3.2252758132956174,3.921506039603962,4.290608203677511,89.99990099009901,72.76237623762377,7.751626591230551,23.83451202263083,7.957251820313856,0.9633482319660542,748,19,170,10,14,244,95,202,0.18100000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.145,-0.8744,2,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,12,15,4,2,5,0,12,1,0,5,0,38,34,21,0,3,8,0,8,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,14,12,1,0,9,0,2,2,6,8,0,0,3,9,36,7,22,31,0,18,0,1,1,0,19,8,0,3,12,113,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819234542173031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973876839029315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887075162653795,0.0,0.0,0.09958129128278673,0.0,0.08849739813901664,0.12922129650532366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776228404159714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453776330200925,0.0,0.08462455818603082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084544453186672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287346786185992,0.302877708817806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075102028462704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685458070733346,0.0,0.10494697166069038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139301674729472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824944753454817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106887770128817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070749288204904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701989769119144,0.0,0.08460037441932472,0.0,0.0,0.07859039772063058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206705565875352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348026620450858,0.09254656314220452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716001702510984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103012044489386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844604747741585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804367143683563,0.0,0.16319288374792015,0.0,0.0,0.07502041616919912,0.0,0.08464391862204908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969144727835661,0.2555727478894025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251577197180165,0.08413009526270822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801307899068358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Benelovee,2019/01/29,"Feel pathetic having it I feel kind of pathetic for having it. The thought of telling someone I know about it makes me feel even more pathetic. 
Right now, I feel like telling my sister so that I can tell her to force me into something I think I want to do. 

But I feel nervous thinking about telling her, and about doing something new. I know I’ll be scared to do it even more later. 

Usually after thinking I want to tell her, I end up thinking ‘No, what’s the point?’ And continue without saying anything 

But I see people my age, and people even younger than me accomplish so many great things, and I’m here with nothing. 
It makes me want to do something but I’m kind of scared to, too. I’m such an indecisive person that I’ll end up not even knowing what I want. ",2.3594805194805204,4.341591961038965,3.4116883116883163,90.19467532467534,77.44155844155844,6.218181818181819,26.584415584415584,7.1686216300943375,1.2320571428571432,598,24,124,7,14,192,77,154,0.113,0.813,0.075,-0.8253,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,13,8,0,4,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,31,31,9,0,4,5,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,0,13,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,7,21,4,20,29,2,13,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,1,10,83,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146016274585436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687714432131972,0.0,0.0,0.2936322220363949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809829563463409,0.07939966443511429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253413474478575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23147398945765266,0.18324174225272089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542982286698382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837591751254872,0.11268025609254005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073413623099674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664347443716428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410334427088354,0.09704465986348823,0.0,0.0,0.1050648462175467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949144185755797,0.0,0.0883843538185217,0.22254449398027887,0.0,0.08856555843972852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094170015674921,0.2566869696358793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857137947097018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383761787652457,0.28486049676726555,0.0,0.08823410820673364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240689868018648,0.0,0.2622170557661777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713664855109573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chillwifi,2019/01/29,"Anyone with SA become an RA? I (M/20) just got accepted as an RA for the rest of the spring semester, but I have crippling social anxiety. I honestly don’t know how I’m going to cope with living in a building with 694 people and overseeing  over 100 of them when I can barely even make eye contact with people that I pass on the street.",8.189215686274508,5.721531647058827,8.694117647058825,73.10186274509806,63.411764705882355,12.007843137254904,34.431372549019606,10.504223727775694,3.3629549019607854,264,8,52,5,3,89,54,68,0.032,0.882,0.086,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,3,1,1,2,0,11,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,12,7,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674465040874724,0.0,0.0,0.24445161201620946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861107299235032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309104910216076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868830773049567,0.0,0.2796106749672341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921335035407484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308707199902089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333637346132778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847435155022055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35637778566487704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Unique_Example,2019/01/29,I still don't know anyone in college. I feel people are looking at me while I commute ? is this my mind speaking or is it natural that people give others looks?,2.4489583333333336,4.5773018125000045,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,77.75,5.5166666666666675,26.291666666666664,6.42735559955562,1.1894041666666673,126,5,23,1,3,42,28,32,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,9,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,18,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24172507008742636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747989047267266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33163186874984296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899905025230537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806104946386151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490636392775354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793368278194306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760805692618026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DrTrapXan,2019/01/29,"Just went on a date im doing good

​

tip: don't think just do",2.760625000000001,2.5619788125000014,3.9250000000000007,95.42,73.375,6.4,22.25,3.1291,-0.25042500000000034,55,1,14,0,1,18,14,16,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019265323695132,0.4507475018002064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311137089126057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006920104343925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376911787417063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438763875460943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507475018002064,0.0
socialanxiety,emejotaele,2019/08/15,"Am I the only one? When younger, most of my friends used to get grounded by their parents and the punishment was usually not going out to play, party, etc. 

Since I was so terrified of going outside, my mum would punish me by forcing me to go out. She would get very mad at me if there was a school social event and I didn’t let her know about it. She would personally drop me at my friends houses and events to make sure I was going to socialize. I remember having my first anxiety attack at 14 as my parents drove me to a house party. 

When I was a lot older, in my 20s, they once doubled up my medication so I could go to this one party. I drank a little alcohol (because otherwise people would know about me being medicated) and I can’t remember much about that night. I know they were trying their best and their intentions were not bad, but it just makes me terrified of becoming a parent someday and making the same mistakes as them...

Has anyone ever had similar experiences?",5.4835937500000025,5.961267671875002,6.629166666666666,76.0325,67.59375,9.941666666666666,31.104166666666664,9.928628108626363,3.002960416666667,771,29,145,17,12,260,115,192,0.127,0.784,0.08900000000000001,-0.8898,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,6,2,10,11,4,0,8,0,20,4,0,5,2,34,36,14,0,7,5,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,4,8,2,0,5,1,0,6,4,6,0,3,11,0,33,5,24,18,7,25,0,0,0,0,18,9,0,3,9,116,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179517742030646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844326117998539,0.0,0.0,0.07717314582830588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556160612700984,0.0,0.0,0.09215419129077218,0.06728041912761656,0.12189479717681015,0.0,0.0,0.11582631900174045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812132206104223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309152657010815,0.0,0.09983582286782036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079628643079522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388051428340324,0.0,0.0,0.17054290151801893,0.0,0.11532735338642712,0.0,0.3136285668234437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547039123011957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196910339380734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286062086656395,0.0,0.0,0.11061955692221362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383247587483094,0.0,0.0,0.2210181398331834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237196851372595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113451854727102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035746013703676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175402584396444,0.14957889567704585,0.08394122315061807,0.0,0.0,0.3676578781140466,0.0,0.0,0.0765165377774166,0.0963706714824894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500549862236091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170015231401983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912990573593256,0.0,0.0,0.22501626883328216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402225114231052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493386433059943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532408951413668,0.12155676609606902,0.09106666208331064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31361421977832743,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stangergirl6,2019/08/15,"I hate myself. When I was in high school, this guy, Matt, used me. I met him summer after his senior year was over. I hung out with one of his senior friends Peter. Peter invited me to a party with Tom. I had five shots of vodka. At the party, I didn't know anyone. They asked me to leave to have sex. I was dumb and said yes, because I was drunk. Matt and Peter had sex with me, I bled. I was a sophomore 16 at the time.



Afterward, they ignored me and talked badly about me calling me gross and a slut. They heard rumors about me, so they thought I wanted it. I kept hooking up with Matt because I felt so alone and disgusting maybe if he liked me nothing terrible happened. He left for the military. I have kept an on and off sexting relationship for six years.



From when I was 16-18, I would see him when he was on leave and hookup. He took photos of me two times. He keeps those sending them to me being like ”don't you miss this :)” He would only want to talk to me about sex or photos. He cheated on his girlfriend with me (I didn't know they were dating). He would have sex with me and ignore me.




I went on vacation once, and my phone broke. He sent me at least 30 messages and was mad I didn't respond. After three years knowing him, he told me he wanted me for sex and nothing more. That he felt no connection to me. It's been four years since all that, and I feel broken. .
He still tries to contact me trying to cheat on his girlfriend with me or see me again. I try to ignore him then he'll bombard me with texts it works to face time me. 



I moved away and didn't talk to anyone he knows. He still keeps photos of me and sends them to me, asking if I miss this. I feel so used and dirty. Something must be so wrong with me. I haven't seen him in person for four years. I blew up at him.



He was trying to bait me by apologizing then he would come on to me. He had a life in girlfriend at the time I blew up at him calling him a waste of space, rapist, douchebag, cockroach and a sociopath. I'm not proud because over the years 



I've never said anything that means to him.
He acts like he has the moral high ground and I'm a bitch because he had never said anything so mean to me (even though he called me annoying when I was asking why I wasn't good enough when I found out he had a girlfriend and used me).


He also says he didn't rape me that we were all having fun and meant no harm. He says he didn't force or manipulate me(I did say yes right away), he was drunk too, and it's only a two year age difference.


Am I a mean person for sending all these mean messages? What's wrong with me? Why did he treat me this way? Was that sexual assault? 


tl;Dr: Guy, who used me for years, still tries contacting me, and I blew up at him.",0.9138590062111759,2.8021164713043483,2.3076816770186355,96.80582065217392,81.67826086956522,5.081055900621118,18.615683229813666,5.985473137389443,-0.3909795031055898,2101,48,490,14,56,677,232,575,0.166,0.7659999999999999,0.068,-0.9957,0,1,2,0,0,0,78.0,1,1,7,2,21,32,11,0,17,2,44,12,1,5,6,81,93,40,0,10,6,0,4,3,5,6,1,7,0,4,17,35,2,7,15,3,0,9,14,24,0,8,46,14,94,8,72,39,6,76,1,3,3,8,94,33,2,5,36,309,111,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961875634844453,0.0,0.05375512161750853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400237060111234,0.0,0.11063124882579896,0.0,0.18852246470469494,0.0,0.1263091886636802,0.0,0.056125173784114565,0.1639046542719177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591477111177692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790333673831004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022969397169945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945533997021508,0.0,0.044397607718084216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797603333757392,0.0,0.12908183068543466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370231698780323,0.051933340476855834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638022506928812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311503267746227,0.05944166311495409,0.0,0.0,0.06636498389032802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204142305601802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949491954094912,0.0,0.0,0.14776752467093526,0.0,0.0,0.1423507262249906,0.07303379180838858,0.0,0.04747886617469009,0.09851962865185182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753066055066513,0.2928853957709718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144330742241409,0.0,0.0,0.10368708870853978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899715462883793,0.0,0.0,0.07158618983199047,0.04554942860830457,0.10224636928589344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738631979483588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216819982266302,0.0,0.057404777901879214,0.19182238423813247,0.16036607326145738,0.0,0.06802935788948965,0.10712990266995308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560436686433275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051748577660413235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104387504031575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208459447863044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604246332378025,0.053364488356894384,0.156784083348948,0.0,0.0,0.06423076845891622,0.07468293735986832,0.22818691689236764,0.0,0.13132666404688834,0.0,0.0,0.2322230173085635,0.0,0.0,0.118942770294346,0.0533554241863283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231281580836405,0.12130963636232307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893633417302152,0.0,0.0,0.19100219251764688,0.14698715373484844,0.0,0.3462953760652035
socialanxiety,TossThatBreadPlease,2019/08/15,"My friend offered to tip me off at his new job, I said yes because I need a job, but now I'm freaking out It sounded cool at first (and I did tell him I appreciated it a lot), but then I realized he's working at CUSTOMER SUPPORT! That's like my worst nightmare, because I genuinely suck at explaining things and helping people. The particular customer support he's at also expects you to be a seller. I wouldn't be able to sell umbrellas even if I'm in a rain storm.

So now I have to dread getting a phone call because they think I'll be up for the job.

I could simply ignore any calls if I get one, but that would look hella unprofessional on my part, and I'm also afraid they'll keep calling me repeatedly.

Worst of all is that I feel that I'm letting my friend down since he's been wanting to help me, but I just can't do it. I'm not brave enough to work in customer support, or service as a whole for that matter.

 Social anxiety is a fucking curse.",3.9277657518361018,4.367507095477393,5.441306532663318,83.31578275995366,71.01005025125626,7.9321221492075775,30.885581754928488,7.882392219407189,1.967310475454194,748,31,159,9,13,254,119,199,0.187,0.643,0.16899999999999998,-0.8416,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,3,7,16,2,2,9,2,15,1,0,0,1,28,35,15,0,8,9,0,1,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,2,4,0,2,0,3,8,0,2,3,5,24,8,22,24,7,18,0,0,1,1,21,12,2,4,7,106,33,6,0.12639108315155492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20214980706491573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595027067797613,0.0,0.09668883266333192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311404935087017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871782818039811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091299536047793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059577536174732,0.0,0.08348011839890722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390712926855867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750819076179788,0.0,0.0,0.19529887463250736,0.1168465197348319,0.1320682486942148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943455765359589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37627094269155975,0.11234220202458207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924344578034047,0.0,0.06174829896764124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613667743959963,0.0,0.0,0.10745317910754666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937173866612785,0.0,0.12206929570046166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856458689704355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686922633199433,0.0,0.08762366293578225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022686334394055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045520100723812,0.0,0.0,0.1288397924685908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302813100748569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047137758695348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839686195183515,0.08098630263525834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454873552283434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111113065291597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840284276897343,0.0,0.0,0.08978459913353222,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,a_whole_lemon,2019/08/15,"I’m not sure if my friends like me Hi, I’m a high school student and I recently went on a summer college program for 7 weeks. I met so many friends, and all of them are super great. But I feel like they don’t like me. I am a pretty quiet person, and since most of them are very extroverted, I didn’t really talk very much. Whenever I would try to talk, I was always talked over due to how many people there was (about 12 people). I felt that no one really considered me a close friend. I was always a bit of an accessory. Even when I considered someone as one of my best friends, I felt like they wouldn’t, and it really sucked. I was insecure the entire summer. I would have anxiety attacks over how lonely I would feel, or that what I said was wrong. I felt like such an outcast. I talked to those I was close to and they would always assure me that they loved me, that I am fine. But my brain just wouldn’t stop. My brain still won’t stop. I would ask them quite often if they liked me, for reassurance. I feel super guilty about it because I feel like I’m super toxic, which feeds into the anxiety. 

After the program, I am still keeping in contact with them. However, I feel like one of the people I am closest with hasn’t been acknowledging me as much. I’ve been trying to bring up a little gift from her I have brought back from the trip (a flower that I managed to get through the airport unscathed), but she never reacted to it. She would just read my messages and not respond. She has supported me in almost all my anxiety attacks, and is one of the nicest people I know. But I fear that she just wants to cut contact with me. A part of me knows that she doesn’t, but it is overwhelmed by the huge wave of anxiety. What do I do?

TLDR: I went to a summer program and met great people, but I’m super insecure that they don’t like me. They have said repeatedly they do care for me, but I my anxiety never makes me sure. After the program one person in particular who has been super supportive of me is not speaking to me that much, and I worry she wants to cut contact with me. What should I do?",2.972198026779424,4.258304006976747,4.3927484143763245,86.77714940098663,74.04651162790698,7.444679351656097,24.425651867512336,8.00094639256281,1.2228294573643417,1633,49,347,24,33,543,172,430,0.11199999999999999,0.7020000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.986,2,2,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,12,7,16,41,5,4,20,0,42,4,2,4,7,71,75,25,0,13,16,0,8,9,4,10,0,4,0,2,19,16,1,3,11,1,0,5,14,11,0,5,20,12,76,30,45,45,9,36,0,2,0,1,44,14,1,6,26,254,95,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987784108468477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419575363281434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26691996239370364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523791532337406,0.15877703399705795,0.0,0.05365900900668945,0.0,0.042539219291110715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732332117960117,0.0,0.07618523134915202,0.0,0.0,0.15580236333987516,0.0,0.0,0.07114867049822761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046091176095269214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852555307951932,0.17642253061890895,0.14955949548059624,0.20100858000954974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215657452206312,0.0,0.03645886603844674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387255099008426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372983117095816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062026555732737236,0.0,0.0,0.0767020944463627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30683312365837795,0.0699411455935478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298210438155005,0.0,0.04658085883721826,0.14149851783984568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389614636679738,0.0,0.10764228322429363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23643466877260502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556845550633272,0.0,0.24189458256317714,0.1218640781547234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099464910262544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422307231914264,0.06980213072169192,0.0,0.1341148036075287,0.0,0.06890253709078999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327596950279354,0.0,0.0,0.07062437089049219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057725422529151124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059127118206108366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145798141017517,0.11668383732818087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837840205573206,0.13153976773255271,0.0,0.0,0.2243565204047956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475648720450028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115156973119429,0.08231993347789951,0.0,0.05597591098884274,0.0,0.0,0.1293795370530975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708682740625075,0.0,0.29743209631295586,0.07629702516354009,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cutelittletoesies,2019/08/15,"New job .... So my anxiety has been calm for a while now. But after getting this new job it’s through the roof ! I’ve only been here a week and it’s making me question do I really want to stay here? It’s literally a 5 person office. I’m making phone calls all day but I get so nervous and scared my boss can sense it. He’s said multiple times he’s worried because I’m so nervous. I had a talk with him about why I am this way I straight out told him I have social anxiety he’s a older man with Chinese values so he asks me what is that. I explained what it was and he saw it as “ so I’m stressed I have anxiety” I don’t know how to take that.


He didn’t understand it , but after that he was more understanding about it. I’m new to this type of field so I’m trying to my best to learn but my anxiety is obviously in the way and I blank while on the phone at times. What are some things that help you guys stay calm during stressful situations.",-0.7747222222222234,1.35269855392157,1.8752941176470583,95.0749346405229,92.87254901960785,5.179084967320262,18.33986928104575,6.775458762138228,0.07333790849673205,731,22,172,11,27,251,110,204,0.149,0.75,0.1,-0.8827,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,12,8,0,5,8,0,16,0,0,4,2,25,35,18,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,19,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,9,2,19,3,19,26,4,22,0,0,1,0,24,5,0,2,13,105,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911615004538431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195047413067414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792459908591706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415076167537401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052975671358774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244042823747973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335728566023215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657280050743774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568243350202354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25370511165596377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025258171618526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065638770321473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703799669797177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722124572955423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161710994501113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319999014562018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189182027597028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159656644171528,0.0,0.12798114438855016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368741460572668,0.0,0.1303076196908318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725017029607839,0.0,0.0,0.2928599871628702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611301306648938,0.1027457261569232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492524497684935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907858342754834,0.0,0.0,0.12214801107082325,0.0,0.08678886682980919,0.0,0.0,0.26615318562764306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539804349894537,0.20293261626999576,0.10253832804087316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534760645795801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981859884263994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IamHilja,2019/08/15,"I'm making progress, guys! I recently saw a post saying how they wish people posted more serious posts like experiences or progress posts. So I hope this fits the bill.

I go to a vocational school that's a couple of cities away from where I live, so I go to school by train. There's this girl in my class who also is from the same city as me so I often saw her on my commute. I was in my 2nd year at the time and had been wanting to get to know her better ever since day 1 pretty much.

She's also a pretty quiet person and never talked to anyone in class, and I felt like I could relate to her in that situation (luckily, I managed to get some friends in year 1)

So one day I walk up to her and ask her if she wanted to join me and my friends during lunch. She agreed and we slowly started sending more and more time together. Now we're pretty good friends and go to school together everyday.

Sorry if this post doesn't fit here, I just thought it might be encouraging to hear that someone who has had pretty bad social anxiety (nowadays some days have been better, some worse) managed to be the person to make the first move in getting to know someone.",5.746972176759414,5.20613436170213,6.373191489361704,81.56692307692309,67.08510638297872,9.103109656301148,29.566284779050736,8.384062270229773,1.92737643207856,905,27,188,11,13,297,134,235,0.04,0.74,0.22,0.9926,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,5,14,12,0,0,9,0,13,1,0,3,2,33,35,19,0,7,4,0,1,2,3,1,0,3,0,4,9,9,1,0,4,0,1,6,2,2,0,2,9,6,28,10,29,22,8,38,0,0,2,0,26,13,0,9,16,124,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518093562291843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261085060772855,0.0,0.0,0.06636781266403112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873409993438729,0.0,0.08917716135637219,0.0,0.07925129963469728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789183392007462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578308920133328,0.10502328441617136,0.0,0.18363984017374413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585739402138805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284653458346236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113470971507326,0.0,0.0,0.08073591296415061,0.0,0.0,0.21999672070469214,0.0,0.14876983636803245,0.0,0.16182967594973172,0.079611443656723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398224209677174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697777600240467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427348541389567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432723486094916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274279951713818,0.0,0.08381299449062701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671498047119206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069139019827623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088120145883757,0.0697745371105063,0.0,0.0732054440231927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431786614525753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580313903763699,0.16575482579098974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4545187725734999,0.38625675005418375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371857732793623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548139789683668,0.0,0.28818164804945146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851589656209004,0.10669010507467663,0.0,0.0967554025172902,0.1608448580775956,0.0,0.0,0.10625123312401154,0.06718237604234895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629027461963395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535308617292098,0.11069313045900668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196840315347864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914927254749887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672800633200636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224620771874276
socialanxiety,Direct_Bee,2019/08/15,"Social anxiety is my dirty secret. I haven't been to my dojo in 2 months because of it. Going back tonight. Wish me luck. Nobody know I suffer from social anxiety. I have coping strategies that allows me to function relatively normally in my day to day life.

However, my martial art practice is where I can't hide behind my mask. Sometimes it's just too much and I jump at any weak excuse to skip one class.

I was pretty busy this summer with major house renovations so I told myself that it was a pretty good justification for not attending class.

Except each time I skip a class I hate myself for failing back on old habits I worked so hard to break. So tonight I'm going back.

We're still on the summer schedule, there should not be too much people. Anyway everyone there is so incredibly friendly and supportive, it's a shame it gives me such bad SA in the first place. But SA isn't rational anyway so...

Anyway, wish me luck. I know I'll enjoy myself. I'm looking forward to it despite being a complete mess right now.",2.6454999999999984,5.053864550000005,4.181000000000001,82.89800000000002,78.5,6.4,23.5,7.554174236665415,1.2891500000000011,810,27,148,12,20,269,123,200,0.131,0.706,0.163,0.7093,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,20,13,1,1,6,0,13,2,0,2,0,20,26,8,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,1,0,5,5,7,0,2,4,2,23,6,19,19,4,31,0,2,1,0,7,10,0,2,17,100,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762728341242227,0.0,0.21964952512146405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311716293466065,0.11986851954167367,0.0875142424018892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052233469166992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517160704376934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717992489091374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211401460249527,0.0,0.0,0.11091587282668394,0.0,0.0,0.137718034692665,0.16317952103766134,0.12041324159596167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860361761596786,0.1417380443032537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565161313543975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779616546734038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140229444577983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055617052877708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145900540305808,0.0,0.2110696103078211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066056772475202,0.0,0.0,0.15064447859605762,0.0,0.09728152636548246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952801902296007,0.0,0.14999204237003375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921089307392413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226014153325334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926873606077389,0.0,0.0,0.1419867804174894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464903405965456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629127908281283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371232858461096,0.0,0.0,0.13717992489091374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301791079673645,0.0,0.0,0.10451506041976782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lilbabydoll00,2019/08/15,"DAE get so overwhelmed around others that your anxiety turns into anger? I’m not sure if this is a social anxiety thing or something else. Whenever I’m in a public setting, especially one that is enclosed, noisy, and/or heavily populated, I get so overwhelmed by the closeness of others. It’s bad enough having to interact with others socially, but being physically close, even if it’s as meager as being in the same store aisle makes me feel unreasonably frustrated and fidgety. I realize that’s entirely my own fault, and I’ve never lashed out at anyone for it. It always leaves me feeling upset with myself, I don’t understand why I get this way when that anger is so unjustified. My parents will get upset with me too, as I’ve had times where I had to leave the store all together and hide in the car to escape these feelings of short-temperament and unease. I turn the anger back onto myself, and sometimes just feel like banging my head against the wall to avoid the impending anxiety attack. Maybe I’m just too sensitive for my own good, or an antisocial bitch. I’d hate for anyone else to feel this way, but it’s very lonely sometimes feeling incapable of almost any sort of interaction with the outside world, anyone else? Also thank you for listening if you’ve gotten this far ❤️.",8.81425925925926,7.854496320987657,8.866347736625517,67.56273148148149,61.09876543209877,12.050617283950615,36.71090534979424,11.20814326018867,4.175038683127571,1038,40,177,24,12,341,145,243,0.257,0.677,0.066,-0.995,1,3,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,13,20,7,6,11,0,10,1,1,1,3,41,31,20,0,3,10,1,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,18,14,0,2,8,0,2,1,3,16,0,1,3,7,17,4,30,25,5,23,0,3,0,0,9,15,1,7,5,118,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163171110616212,0.0,0.0,0.0928928307871893,0.09665413483136223,0.0,0.0,0.07899254583644916,0.0,0.26658544478515844,0.0,0.0,0.24366458608289096,0.2380385787390929,0.0,0.10340671649895447,0.0,0.13214837215054115,0.0,0.08931960136724343,0.09698845643633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911094489182673,0.0,0.0,0.12002397072093032,0.0,0.07672235383369892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524028579458133,0.08298447775003037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242754492946362,0.0,0.0,0.09742920394396776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468360657025922,0.11921331379338646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459925961611924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674973793624149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753746891161352,0.0,0.11669798215909614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958948372169165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871278562573747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898154565907552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23682027134654746,0.0,0.08942537424230818,0.2297697296956896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947909619749674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694419992659904,0.0,0.0,0.07717131050090283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773362651976005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526966880005091,0.0,0.1209262930856091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584387714282497,0.0,0.18440424805605787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481601738010388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unknown19995,2019/08/15,"Any tips for job interviews? I've gone to at least three job interviews and well I'm not as anxious as the first one, its still bad. I have a job interview tomorrow and I want it to obviously go well.

In my past interviews, I can tell what went wrong. For starters, I didn't know what to do with my face if that makes sense. I would like try to look interested in what the employer was saying, without looking mad. Apparently I have resting bitch face sometimes and I think that mainly happens because of my anxiety. Anyways, I'm so focused on trying to look interested and my face not looking weird, that I zone out.

Not to mention, I don't really know what to say or when to talk. I've been told that I was being quiet before and I can see that because in one of my interviews I spent half the time nodding instead of  talking. I feel stupid thinking back on that but anxiety has me acting stupid. 

If anyone has any advice to help with my anxiety during interviews specifically, I'd appreciate it.",3.3188895558223312,5.332351765306125,4.800348139255704,81.18162665066029,74.71428571428571,8.285234093637456,28.876350540216087,9.007467420416297,2.543738055222089,790,34,152,18,17,264,113,196,0.096,0.785,0.11900000000000001,0.122,5,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,8,12,4,0,4,0,14,3,3,1,1,25,34,13,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,13,8,0,0,5,0,1,4,6,7,2,5,8,9,20,5,26,24,3,19,0,0,5,0,14,7,1,3,9,105,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251125583161964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413392882240233,0.0,0.29383513580775844,0.14464106941900784,0.0,0.08952378826847031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844962548195342,0.10690237155190883,0.15609569707045615,0.0,0.10894682056371313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473743137464487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890497196966467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276421638612922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132193332785146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581795313085228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38115957655372174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072739343703566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255055285178332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.430062558010055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546315319726044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735172156363218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222217380285393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202134448104141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036342742748493,0.0,0.0,0.10202588150189933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266281056418044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224747651823307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058164678882978,0.11190665747704576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407700577831014,0.0,0.0,0.07465718679136871,0.0,0.0,0.12234120648376745,0.0,0.17385227289802518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551729682137986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023444055897635,0.11868805633661672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341943304093085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095110970297746,0.1399842019408387,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tigerpeony,2019/08/15,"One on one vs group Does anyone else feel good in a group, but incredibly uncomfortable in one on one situations? My social anxiety has come a long way since I started seeing a decent therapist and finding the right mix of medicines, but this one area is still holding me back. I ask the other person about themselves, but I still feel my anxiety swell up when I’m talking, and I end up falling back on bland responses. It’s like my mind goes blank. It’s so frustrating.  What do you guys do in one on one conversations when you can feel your anxiety taking over?",5.671035386631715,6.411878908256885,6.288361730013107,77.71256880733947,67.25688073394495,9.89829619921363,31.16775884665793,9.957137785484203,2.94661625163827,447,17,86,10,7,146,73,109,0.153,0.8009999999999999,0.046,-0.9034,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,8,3,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,14,8,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,0,4,11,2,12,14,0,24,0,0,1,0,11,12,0,0,10,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130303744031605,0.0,0.0,0.0953720693838432,0.1397550145416694,0.0,0.0,0.1275129373103742,0.0,0.0,0.20976200167313752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749408049283375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193620785358612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113942329522931,0.0,0.12080740365003473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689951518625285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246645380595384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440347095078925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505463799864276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663676528843973,0.0,0.0,0.12070719913977132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772225451217526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.646983744450794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909674367355387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164824339218813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869088135956258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282914464216845,0.1533161286369498,0.0,0.13903973314374093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654261564589543,0.0,0.2178539048320018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255369348401812,0.10963087485146966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836762174718802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826572106560628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tz2925,2019/08/15,"Does anyone have experience with CCBT? After being assessed for therapy, I've been put on a waiting list for CCBT (Computerised Cognitive Behaviour Therapy).

I'm wondering how effective it is compared with 1-1 CBT with a therapist.

Does anyone have experience with this and did it help you?",6.647941176470585,8.972056098039216,7.892303921568629,61.18786764705882,66.45098039215686,12.943137254901965,38.24019607843137,12.161744961471696,6.176996078431372,235,13,34,10,4,80,37,51,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,8,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290552959777925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118262750812883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460338267776473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771702981891386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23654208980636135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381734771844934,0.27320212817017986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551734595050395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KevinTheKoop,2019/08/15,"Does anyone else get extremely uneasy when talking to new people? I’m mainly talking about online interactions. When new people try to talk to me, I’ll get extremely paranoid and I’ll start shaking and getting extremely tense and I’ll get that uncomfortable “oh my goodness I’m anxious fuck fuck fuck” feeling throughout my body (I can’t describe the sensation, it’s a feeling of intense uneasiness and generally feeling VERY unsettled).

I’ll immediately think “who is this? Why are they talking to me? What are their motives? Should I block them?”

Blocking the person gives an immediate sense of relief, but I try not to do that because I could be missing an opportunity to meet an awesome person. But anytime someone unfamiliar sends me a message on any social media platform, that sense of dread and total discomfort come over me and I have to do everything in my power not to give myself instant relief by blocking.

I’ve been cyberbullied in the past. I’ve been cyberstalked as well. I’ve made pretty much all my accounts private, using every privacy setting available, living in fear of someone blackmailing me or harassing me for whatever reason.

Does anyone else experience this or is it just me? I understand I’m overly paranoid, but I was just wondering if anyone else got this as well.",5.494230769230769,7.9789327393162415,6.471290598290597,69.50565384615388,69.8974358974359,8.782564102564104,35.2042735042735,9.3871,3.934359658119659,1047,55,156,24,20,347,139,234,0.18600000000000005,0.6920000000000001,0.121,-0.9347,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,3,7,15,4,4,8,0,14,4,1,4,2,36,38,16,0,3,10,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,3,8,0,1,3,3,9,2,0,5,3,22,6,23,30,4,17,0,1,0,3,17,7,3,5,6,101,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180135117754076,0.0,0.0,0.11928088098949673,0.0,0.2214822465792073,0.3245526157854603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436357370704973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172810190658664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095204034554068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430094938737467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479611121146464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26460790130954537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895983025205527,0.0,0.09489289800646597,0.10328229022070387,0.0,0.1188123643956166,0.16016069042593706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928346099846744,0.2206550050185228,0.20257330997680045,0.0,0.08855960284927475,0.08444588815006475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323339917943534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990698325264004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761704865122869,0.0,0.0,0.2039491045100289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079273214872922,0.1463985475388781,0.18438532035288813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741779953817424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855886009813104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763050670705103,0.1789234825726832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473353411898115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339460565529204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765453919128604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337042968916053,0.0,0.0,0.10991760228129824,0.0,0.09119145125809937,0.0,0.08711859844595171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986700675202325,0.0,0.09527394760161534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450231773482583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Catalyst_AM,2019/08/15,"How do I help a brother with severe social anxiety? Its been 4years since I have been away from home, and I’ve never felt more happy to be back. Met my family, and friends, good food etc. I also missed a huge part of my life of seeing my little brothers grow up and my god they’ve grown so much. seeing them makes me even more happy to be back, and i gotta make the best of my time with them since I’m only here for a week.

I spent some bro time with my two little brothers and I noticed that my 17 year old brother has been behaving very strange. I thought it was just a ‘phase’ but after spending two days with him I highly doubt that.

When I sat with him for a meal I was so happy to catch up with him. I asked him a lot of questions and told stories but he barely looked at me in the eye or ever smile. His body language was just awful and it felt like a burden to talk to him and it just makes me sad. So i tried to give him some space, be quiet and observe how he reacts. He proceeded to not say anything me for the rest of the day and play games on his phone. I asked him if there was something wrong to which he said he doesn’t like this and he just wanted to be home and study.

The situation that confirmed my belief was that when our family is having friends over,and he was in the centre of attention, he could barely say anything, smiled awkwardly and looked at the table, every single time. Even if someone asked him a simple question, he would try to ‘think’ for a while, and then completely ignore the question. I was told that he would also sweat a lot every time we had guests over that my siblings would make a joke out of it. When I asked my sister what she thinks about this. She told me my brother had always acted like that, he doesn’t even say hi to his own friends or siblings at school because he just didn’t feel like it. This is really heart breaking for me. A few years ago he was quite shy with new people but he was very talkative with us and a joy to be with. In my memory, my bro was the most fun kid with a huge personality.

So I tried to understand this situation and put the pieces of puzzle together. In my family, he is known to be extremely hardworking and intelligent and our parents had always ‘pushed’ him to study ever since he was twelve. He got offered into one of the elite schools in the country and made our family so proud. 

But the thing is he doesn’t have a lot of friends ever since he was a kid. Our neighbourhood was filled with old people and my parents were quite overprotective to us. So I guess having that kind of lifestyle consistently might have shaped the way he behaves now.

As a person that is also suffering from SA, albeit not intense, I understand how he feels but I don’t know what to do as a brother. I feel so bad for him and I strongly believe that I should do something about it now. Because in three months, he will be done with high school,and he would have to spend the next 4 months at home with my parents and I bet that my parents wouldn’t let him have a job because: (my parents excuse was he’ll end up being friends with drug addicts and spoiled kids). I certainly won’t be there for him as I’m staying abroad. And I just have a feeling that when he goes to university and experience the real world he would probably be an outcast, as I have failed to prepare him for what’s out there.

So I really want to learn how to help my brother now. I have two days left with him and I tried to convince my mom that this was a problem. I plan to try to do some talking with him but idk what. I want to help but i feel so helpless.",4.033035541686232,4.611055664411367,4.774380713042999,87.69466653779241,70.84032476319351,7.710596227665626,26.04239043384607,7.6729893032291185,1.1763512799977898,2812,81,611,31,49,907,297,739,0.09,0.782,0.128,0.9817,6,0,3,0,0,0,58.0,7,0,2,8,44,35,0,2,38,1,70,9,4,10,5,126,114,63,0,14,19,16,7,4,6,12,3,5,3,5,31,46,2,1,20,3,4,7,10,12,0,5,36,17,87,23,89,54,18,74,1,5,5,0,109,29,0,19,39,421,118,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791937304645391,0.0,0.0,0.04709640170706286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274637529743957,0.08841657396448369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406441858175142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744267056026628,0.0,0.19867693138960366,0.0,0.04991723807820329,0.08170714221946106,0.04436120113829493,0.09716238069427398,0.0,0.0,0.05985914120438976,0.05575649422316652,0.0,0.0,0.05901528026062144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570563139174719,0.0,0.0,0.042419857824890966,0.0,0.0,0.1027930636406265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054370277476104636,0.0,0.0,0.06161375231057808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705727268267816,0.0,0.05925382114598542,0.10527528415057652,0.1441769589753877,0.08952837136099398,0.0,0.0,0.051971182991772315,0.20034435681308446,0.0,0.13432022941571062,0.03795597171135634,0.10202596568095837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424481917505878,0.0,0.20523993133090493,0.0,0.0,0.05096698833631636,0.0,0.0445627930550645,0.04249279035710216,0.0,0.05852851391320962,0.0,0.0,0.16967312307279075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295912184911596,0.10683544503779142,0.11226919603661173,0.15988069870675498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272317285333119,0.0,0.0,0.055326557475247666,0.02919877321382415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772573178599725,0.054328865922735614,0.03752718058914502,0.10382623382764276,0.10650012431820376,0.0,0.0,0.0892313770077116,0.0,0.0,0.13550728221748484,0.0,0.050272743736447925,0.14185833574536402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563623692490798,0.0,0.06222503205179222,0.08481547039598487,0.0,0.03905654909582629,0.0,0.040977011628832036,0.05131313514083001,0.05650419264567009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048868039985444,0.11150166934446763,0.0,0.03600215781958638,0.040407641061377765,0.0,0.0,0.294972025555773,0.057534444407938985,0.0,0.07366708936850741,0.09278186225904936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728295873288041,0.05083808609167168,0.0,0.053410168543936716,0.1785527563973002,0.1130202595651643,0.0,0.06047339493852754,0.0680726780395151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053864897741351,0.1267529550834741,0.0,0.16131071808808534,0.08467521505675678,0.0,0.0,0.060021601768105164,0.0,0.17579822645177196,0.1194403431236962,0.0,0.05415918593222693,0.04501674505106036,0.08180390036900029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056629345361835164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540751338835166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035297108058253604,0.0680869184643531,0.0,0.0421791620770433,0.12392175895042715,0.0,0.0,0.15230353048882864,0.0,0.1803583852822703,0.0,0.15570041478216892,0.11062008423653387,0.1278173230785943,0.0,0.0,0.08767537226655489,0.09401207695622167,0.042171997778627394,0.04261755672247963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870958673380653,0.05808914478072079,0.0,0.06842775618824898
socialanxiety,enolan99,2019/08/15,"Advice on how to survive starting at a new school? So this September, I’ll be starting at a new school for my sophomore year. I went to a private school last year, but left because I was never happy and didn’t have any friends. 

I’m really worried that I’ll get in there on the first day and just be so overwhelmed and anxious, and then just end up making a bad first impression on people; it was really hard for me last year to get to know people because I was always just super anxious and shy. 

What can I do to make sure that my first couple of days go well? I do take some medication for anxiety, and I’ve watched some YouTube videos about social skills, but otherwise does anyone have any advice?",7.208142857142858,5.987242385714289,7.212857142857143,78.97214285714286,64.42857142857143,10.0,33.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.627428571428571,554,19,110,7,7,178,86,140,0.159,0.7170000000000001,0.124,-0.6739,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,6,9,8,0,1,5,0,11,1,0,3,2,19,22,12,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,1,3,5,2,8,6,17,15,2,27,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,2,17,69,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24316826675425576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352940756851907,0.0,0.0,0.16922300296920278,0.0,0.09518279865678396,0.28112380264187226,0.0,0.08699903798426589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388751038284832,0.1516934855112239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767102369951578,0.0,0.16048431500549504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888288438650064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102013195984024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317500900363524,0.0,0.0,0.09612844084471056,0.0,0.13001114170222866,0.0,0.0707121196244298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244996290011304,0.11145803511576573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837929942341009,0.2028417317262839,0.0,0.0,0.1351853062224322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661058419236316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534248233448173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596222851985667,0.2403358666101425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725176576663628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941635630135312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777663469480349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683297220290501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613363618804978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726664348337848,0.0,0.09355016340197317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187068390922353,0.1153408152316167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263569910761488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403718468753897
socialanxiety,deadrs,2019/08/15,"It’s so hard talking to people, that I feel like I’m pushing everyone away. For example: at work, I’m mainly in a medium sized room with 7 other people every day. These coworkers are fantastic people, great work ethics and great senses of humour. We all get together really well. 

But most of the time, I’m quiet and in my head is just “What do I say? How do I even start a conversation? What if I stutter and say the wrong word or pronounce a word wrong or forget what I’m saying in the middle of talking or  what if what i’m saying is boring?” 

I need to get the fuck out of my head.",2.797941712204008,3.80089380327869,4.88191256830601,84.20561930783244,74.08196721311475,7.717304189435335,22.571948998178506,8.167268648758528,1.1248495446265938,452,11,95,7,9,157,75,122,0.133,0.713,0.154,0.6946,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,6,10,1,0,7,0,5,3,2,1,1,21,16,11,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,7,8,5,14,16,3,12,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,6,4,60,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437357966499039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866359772898672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104610095629163,0.0,0.12889767418802767,0.14618509977861255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735454093440877,0.10929354350506944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143349884937031,0.1598582015289876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373361809993399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704580089273707,0.0,0.3140164486353282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474144707783774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343750698440942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31818460470529314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800703108586636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866438309510041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828458984796373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459294113494335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920762361236659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755318274571976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275190116893653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33453331246763723,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadcat9000,2019/08/15,"i'm too scared to post/comment on reddit because people can see them on my profile the posts/comments i've made are your basic run-of-the-mill things. there's nothing bad or too embarrassing there, i don't think. but i'm scared that if i post about something that causes an argument, the other person may use something from my post history against me, thus, embarrassing me for the way i feel/think/etc.

i'm relatively new to reddit and i haven't joined many subs, so i don't know how people usually act on here. i've seen some real nasty stuff though, but i'm not sure how often such things are usually said.

does anybody else feel this way? is it even reasonable to think like that?",3.0151946472019446,4.998257569343072,3.849361313868617,87.79890815085159,75.4963503649635,6.9024330900243305,23.82542579075426,7.793537801064563,1.1237936739659369,545,17,111,8,12,174,91,137,0.165,0.7959999999999999,0.039,-0.95,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,13,7,0,4,4,0,8,0,0,7,1,22,21,9,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,4,11,2,10,17,1,11,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,5,4,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981496670471825,0.08747514426359113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474121350494502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557620371693984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987429642367894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600383764542596,0.09477917896473424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511395906564542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886283397797615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701059508643269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357814252630234,0.0,0.1454846077030771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859141368257288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769035127007614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896710714403512,0.12529705522077572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412294701943695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333231777230114,0.0,0.14754000440368495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649960752083876,0.0,0.28733337610282705,0.0,0.1143494519130836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094378302500087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427105748972842,0.0,0.0,0.1352453142130042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066759773200534,0.27584347333387665,0.1409862101215611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239363337827645,0.31608589210184146,0.0,0.0,0.227804314584071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Redrose03,2019/08/15,What kinds of questions to ask to find a good therapist for help with SA? I’ve worked with a bunch of different professionals in the past but I never felt any quite understood or properly addressed my SA.  I want to try again and would love to hear suggestions about what I should be looking for-ideas?,5.4720689655172405,6.6918653448275895,5.323620689655171,82.72094827586207,67.9655172413793,9.937931034482759,30.017241379310345,10.125756701596842,2.8575034482758617,242,9,48,6,4,75,46,58,0.0,0.805,0.195,0.8862,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,13,10,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,3,11,5,1,4,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,2,3,29,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223158553639652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22302497789691408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249248427294011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290586892172801,0.0,0.21804301925523548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000960225551497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688787754204888,0.0,0.15990430696714647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26930952670140684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24842751841847996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200333533900126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531317130490207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399513318193064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22773617040438715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672460882124318,0.2537419992862166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769909946767408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196918126230456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071112828620685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367730998621386,0.0,0.0,0.16946890055478406,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,REDDIT-IS-TRP,2019/08/15,"I feel like i don't belong to any group. I think one way to make friends is by having interests. And i just dont have any. I workout, play video games, watch movies as hobby and yet i can't talk about them. I am not interested enough to care about which video game or movie is coming this year. I literally do not care. I know more than a beginner but not enough to have br0 tier convo about working out. 

I feel like im not obsessed about anything so i dont have an interest. You bois feel me or wah?",1.1548113207547177,2.9858869339622665,2.6817358490566043,94.71562264150947,80.60377358490567,6.1267924528301885,20.033962264150947,7.1686216300943375,0.19552754716981147,389,10,92,5,10,127,69,106,0.048,0.789,0.162,0.8115,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,7,10,0,1,2,0,12,0,0,1,0,18,21,7,0,0,8,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,6,0,1,8,1,0,1,0,4,14,9,12,21,3,6,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,5,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25661283848226896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526459760309722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847363206047714,0.0,0.0,0.16252800856847627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422546617499519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899063068100144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862013646641192,0.2695809099442645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457709154855584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038028846673622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369161290479906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435551330495573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594295939857406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785200888503734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165094013664782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208962161112944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976254094857444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735866338287278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215014129986902
socialanxiety,whoisthisguyofficial,2019/08/15,"Got awkward, got drunk, wrote a poem Background: 

I have had a big group of friends for as long as I can remember. Thing is everyone in the group seems to get on with each other much more than they do with me. I don't know why and I always find myself on the edge of the conversation, hearing about plans through the grapevine and feeling so unwanted when I'm around them. Maybe this is due to some social anxiety I'm not sure. 

Anyway last night I met up with them at a pub to catch up. I found myself in a situation so so familiar to me, got drunk, the over thinking began and wrote a poem about it on the train home. I have never done this before and was actually very amused to find a poem in my phone notes when I woke up. Nonetheless I thought I'd stick it up here anyway as a break from the memes... 

 

Sitting in the octagon, perched.

Reaching for the rare verbal in my direction.

Its arrival brings a sting of electricity,

Momentary happiness short-lived.

​

Incredible tales told to those who listen, 

From a storytelling avatar,

Straining to understand the chuckles of the jokes unknown.

​

Retract, review, assess, attempt once more.

But like the baker at 8PM it’s a stale tale.

No more.

Between the sensory vertices is void of purpose,

Now the Guinness lifting poltergeist can watch.

​

Unfamiliar glints and melodic banter,

Parasympathetic nods and drink spilling acceptance,

So alien, so foreign, so craved,

Makes a weathered admiral realise his position.

White Flag.

Friends.",5.442199734571997,7.596206551094892,5.287710683477112,79.33524220305246,69.25547445255475,8.339482415394825,32.89250165892502,8.97023862654752,3.0240058394160583,1201,56,206,23,22,372,175,274,0.062,0.8340000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.9066,0,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,3,2,15,12,0,2,25,0,12,3,0,1,2,31,35,18,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,10,11,3,0,11,6,0,2,4,2,0,0,14,5,19,10,43,21,6,30,0,0,2,0,18,17,0,2,10,137,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.110988995949135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463666729113318,0.36969561624416203,0.41460158020954696,0.0,0.0,0.08700699694779328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012483019174956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678014501091343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639043743313525,0.0,0.11141704321700503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086787080434794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750785533395336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079035384944702,0.0,0.0,0.1247046046968716,0.1757428249053852,0.0,0.0594218659720965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728929124699386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107306866800258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818766000149615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408552198869355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250580546258025,0.09270924044181808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556519726032908,0.0,0.0,0.10065193443756162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591902468309057,0.0,0.1142621381941486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836083434720339,0.0,0.08771947706683159,0.0,0.0,0.1067326336731428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112410938493165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883963292946302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354011198529132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784295417142647,0.0,0.1159385538255675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719393247121203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556050911879797,0.07287682343559039,0.0,0.09029292018727993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086787080434794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840219133366545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384332215981553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262818637701858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41460158020954696,0.0
socialanxiety,TouchOfClass8,2019/08/15,"Solo Travel Anxiety Consuming Me Again I'll start by saying that I get anxiety whether I am solo or with a friens travelling. It happens.

I arrived in Paris today for a week and a half excursion in Europe. Even before I left I felt the anxiety consume me. It over powered my excitement the closer I got to the trip. 

Now I'm here and I just wanna go home. I hate this so much. I wish I could get on the next available flight and just leave. Why do I torture myself like this?

I knew after traveling solonto Europe last time I'd hate it if I went back. I even tried to plan for this exact same feeling but still nothing different.

I'm trying what my doctor said in therapy (exposure) but it has never done anything besides make me more anxious. 

Im gonna go force myself to eat pizza in a restaurant right now.

I know whatever I do here I won't care about bc of my anxiety. It just ruins it.",0.9410805860805844,3.303169994505496,3.350439560439561,86.4778937728938,85.31868131868131,6.3238095238095235,23.501831501831504,7.62386473244151,1.4188468864468873,697,27,137,13,21,240,119,182,0.14400000000000002,0.8140000000000001,0.042,-0.9381,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,14,7,3,0,8,0,7,3,0,1,2,23,28,9,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,11,4,2,0,4,3,0,7,2,4,0,1,6,4,25,3,17,19,3,29,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,2,14,94,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331077937046265,0.15989878375912586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164745379943057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883475515866924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043926508933958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430844469330567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300737523868375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478781311004711,0.0,0.14487116513874396,0.0,0.14484353940875816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448297333675544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697035067041093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156637172329472,0.0,0.1358996373277775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789657252754698,0.0,0.16087975217637498,0.0,0.11320166900715227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516247122599428,0.0,0.0,0.2794809213370433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419751584801046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288640939397416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778613343554587,0.11537317684887048,0.0,0.14986936553809554,0.1537825388240696,0.0,0.0,0.0691488065224904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447838229731703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404745148887024,0.0,0.10916360324484968,0.0,0.15052833338638205,0.0,0.0,0.13581048887581695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087353357667067,0.13463600214368165,0.11255749462794594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018203347021272,0.0,0.11303322910551387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186218299504884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253252976328566,0.0,0.13416242331428535,0.0,0.0,0.19219138175495765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353404917512885,0.0,0.0,0.13120807203092796,0.12771693350228042,0.0,0.1627628660931859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hannahmcgi,2019/08/15,"People with DIAGNOSED social anxiety, how did you know you had to see a doctor? I kind of think i have it but I’m too scared to see a doctor in case i don’t and I’m overreacting",-1.0627500000000012,0.9332682250000026,2.575000000000003,90.85000000000002,91.75,6.2,15.5,7.554174236665415,0.18885,139,3,33,3,5,51,30,40,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,6,10,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,5,1,5,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,21,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495915209625674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852023466094735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752172235008854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926113451178841,0.15442660262590066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480541619349895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813233741066253,0.0,0.4478306568592951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28643734526964737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004919975094535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RandomWithSA,2019/08/15,"Should I go? Today starts a college course where we have to work in groups. I don't know anyone, so I will end up alone. My only chance is if someone tells me to join them. I can take the course next year too, and with some luck there will be someone I know (although I know very few people in college). Also people have told me that this course is very time consuming, and I'm already taking some difficult ones. So... should I go or not? Social anxiety is clearly the main reason not to go, but maybe I will have a hard time despite it.

Oh, and sorry for my bad england.",2.2355172413793127,3.9514515172413813,3.2771034482758634,92.22824137931036,76.93103448275863,5.67448275862069,21.944827586206884,6.2581,0.256847586206896,440,12,94,3,10,141,78,116,0.1,0.8270000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.6371,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,1,1,20,25,10,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,1,14,1,8,18,4,14,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,5,7,63,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867350193177764,0.1903745814184764,0.1379601752449783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197349522260068,0.0,0.0,0.12062649224245145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404281076706427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279707605558493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29413273342860025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545395457209807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844291806859056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733144951335097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347164909788627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690062200628652,0.13120542378468172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23920034492727396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737414214091604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758573070691625,0.2923427825375738,0.0,0.0,0.1931164073926254,0.12210699791367258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25941960558067434,0.0,0.1507857052424105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118975609757594,0.0,0.16352403895456602,0.1648454659960346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846858681069673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559296742727338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109399749018613
socialanxiety,anusername462,2019/08/15,"Afraid of disappointing others If someone’s  been nice to me or I meet someone new, I become too afraid of disappointing them and start becoming nervous, either that be a classmate, teacher, a new ‘friend’ , coworker, etc. 

Why the fuck do I do this? I would really appreciate your help to stop this.",2.837142857142858,5.8431621851851885,4.244497354497355,78.37166666666667,84.55555555555554,7.530158730158732,26.232804232804238,8.418075326091056,2.5444582010582013,234,10,40,6,7,77,42,54,0.22899999999999998,0.629,0.141,-0.6644,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,1,8,1,3,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,2,4,4,2,4,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,2,4,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271770491761689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661763637938305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439323429407906,0.2206434392461811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997320079658486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610114069435989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289594463136064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044428958599573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892945812549412,0.0,0.0,0.19953597647257867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153594973334712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954191523307113,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Meek_Meeks,2019/08/15,"Why the fuck is this sub all just memes? This shit is killing me and people are just like “haha who else gets nervous around ppl haha so relatable”. Depression prolly doesn’t help but still, social anxiety fucking rules my life.",2.4800000000000004,5.451796047619052,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,88.5238095238095,6.609523809523811,21.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.499685714285714,182,6,32,4,6,56,38,42,0.257,0.597,0.146,-0.6946,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,4,1,1,2,4,4,1,0,1,6,7,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,7,1,2,0,1,0,2,3,1,3,0,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261978110364568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474213861642737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239385308674714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321793200528509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138935027843089,0.14520974839918052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629420568732696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30749428391983397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631395639527646,0.13578517237597526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268537554669493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852966415239018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833200868966506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195952859017667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507934222306161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sixfootfish,2019/08/15,"Anxiety around women I consider myself fairly confident and accomplished with almost every aspect of my life... except for my love life.

I deal with social anxiety everywhere. At work, for example, I always worry if people are angry with me. I hate crowded places and often want to just be alone.

But I can often overcome that. I actually am doing alright with work, etc. But I struggle with women, especially approaching them and having any kind of confidence. I don't think it's just my looks. I mean, I'm not that attractive, but I know I'm not ugly either.

But for whatever reason, my brain just freezes up around women I'm attracted to. For example, there's one beautiful lady in my neighborhood who I know has noticed me, smiled at me, etc. I hope it's not weird that I'm so attracted to this one particular person, who I don't even know, but for whatever reason, I just am. She stands out to me. Maybe that's just how attraction works.

I've seen her around for almost a year now, and yet I don't have the courage to even so much as say hi. I almost did it about a week ago, and then last minute I froze up. I think she noticed.

I think I probably come across as weird, and maybe even creepy when I do that sort of thing.

It sucks. I don't understand why I can't just talk to a pretty woman. I'm told, ""just say hi. What to you have to lose?"" But I just can't do it.

I've been rejected more times than I can count with women I know, once I finally get the courage to ask them out.

Sadly, I feel that even if I did find a date, I'd be a pretty boring date because I usually avoid social situations. I mean, my ideal date would be cuddling on the couch and watching a movie, or cooking a nice dinner together, or a walk under the moonlight, or something... but I think that, understandably, most women would get bored with that.

Why do I have such a problem with women, yet I manage to get by everywhere else?",2.79671875,4.487387734375002,4.485312500000003,84.27843750000002,75.30208333333334,7.925000000000002,23.979166666666664,8.660442795831766,1.6250979166666668,1486,46,302,30,32,501,186,384,0.11599999999999999,0.7290000000000001,0.156,0.9667,0,3,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,1,2,6,27,24,2,2,13,1,28,7,1,3,0,77,59,26,0,8,25,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,1,8,18,21,2,1,16,1,0,3,9,12,0,2,5,8,51,12,46,49,6,33,0,3,3,2,28,14,1,13,15,210,69,5,0.0,0.0,0.08727750694356644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792804100601222,0.0,0.2686743900915816,0.09262964924403537,0.0,0.0,0.07441866030037039,0.0,0.0,0.060820154720961736,0.0,0.13683795794909293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23885339167348515,0.0836114226306826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054519900350862266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998411520623965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770419647441571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922055103700031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471304849701081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994915563741836,0.2362888994808828,0.0,0.0753544404269219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522198079455502,0.0,0.0,0.09797374554154023,0.08174370066767223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018125695152964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830041647224128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883101578352817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313476199594152,0.19660871147167366,0.07290300544841181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634384613979968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510446555346742,0.10005700711575256,0.0,0.0,0.0807202885241305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970276196023688,0.1948459933927831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574640770031577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364899280094956,0.0,0.09524737301634324,0.12120950779804475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200428102127259,0.07809284594385574,0.09344251837184413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197894832209127,0.09642809839374117,0.08557902867163401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391204508599365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224761540318218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005308159152662,0.0,0.1823393003965071,0.0,0.06885289035573101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934988602546594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188598744507115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941789816981133,0.22923020103145195,0.0,0.0,0.05215137202025421,0.0,0.0,0.0854607847811288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862139212610474,0.0,0.0,0.09850210299612218,0.0,0.0527521972064324,0.0,0.0717408814740088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614057713114338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953333716727833,0.09082750704672424,0.0,0.1270668066030933,0.0,0.0,0.05759442731783986
socialanxiety,cheseesoopa,2019/08/15,"My birthday is soon I don’t have any friends to celebrate it with and I doubt anyone will remember besides my immediate family. 

Im not even excited. I just want to skip the date.",1.6483333333333334,4.104466055555555,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,82.8888888888889,9.155555555555557,28.44444444444445,9.516144504307137,3.2959111111111112,142,7,28,5,4,50,31,36,0.11699999999999999,0.6729999999999999,0.21,0.552,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855590759060684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29361687779557016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27735230242421444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958619234904937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32442810084043305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535841913195957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756859626762877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24767889452756914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kitkat0480,2019/08/15,panic attack thinking about going back to school I only have one close friend at school and I don’t have classes or lunch with her this year so idk what I’m going to do. Last year on days she was gone I would sit with the other people at our lunch table and sit quietly but I don’t know what I’m gonna do this year,1.1574761904761883,2.578613414285712,2.782857142857144,95.8904761904762,79.14285714285714,5.238095238095238,15.952380952380953,5.46131890053228,-0.8481904761904766,249,3,59,1,6,82,47,70,0.087,0.8809999999999999,0.032,-0.3681,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,8,2,0,0,0,10,16,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,5,2,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,2,1,7,1,8,12,0,15,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,36,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775894565792843,0.0,0.1876237989308434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736221322563604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851666849480375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27734587384680426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409806305018446,0.19889559822638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534323527496206,0.18557582399360634,0.0,0.28628579142629684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916145624544004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938895819683548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634773108896988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333324160361174,0.0,0.0,0.4713911863617308
socialanxiety,LifeIsHard38654,2019/08/15,When you try to turn over a new leaf but.....(Rant) They already heard all the rumors.......... Now they think I'm fake..... Real talk I didn't leave because it was a bad place I left because I felt bad for the staff lolol.... SMH why are we so handicapped...... I'm literally gonna go to therapy now... Shit is killing me inside out plus my other fucking problems apparently aren't helping me to try to be at ease..... Either conquer it or another year of awkwardness or a IDGAF attitude and just go through the motions.,1.0114666666666672,3.4625442799999995,2.882000000000001,89.24266666666666,86.2,6.133333333333334,25.333333333333336,7.492282038375204,1.4617333333333336,388,17,80,7,12,129,77,100,0.235,0.754,0.011000000000000001,-0.9734,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,1,2,1,5,8,3,1,6,0,6,2,1,0,1,13,16,6,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,4,2,10,0,11,10,2,13,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,2,5,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833695498742806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074673089738724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33039987225583284,0.24122008531270506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899709947138183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291295716560185,0.0,0.0,0.22489012591361526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261745431869396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188962829012571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949895826235215,0.2149690936964228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108875391722724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671545718566006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931968386130316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252013183804201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309442360260524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902765699033286,0.0,0.0,0.2262634434848082,0.0,0.0,0.12677693900118447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686599367395795,0.2152084807372142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853258019157062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274115743218338
socialanxiety,eggziztenshealcriziz,2019/08/15,"I had a cool idea... I've been watching a crap bunch of tik tok in the massive amount of free time I have, and I just had an idea for one. Need to see if ita good though, dont want to be putting stuff onto the internet that makes me look too dumb, lol.
Basically, I'd jog from my front door up two flights of stairs and into the bathroom, filming my legs, and then point the camera into the mirror and say, ""I dont like running"", or something along those lines. 
It seems to follow the randomness that thrives on tik tok, so it might be worth it.
What say y'all? If you have any changes, please tell",4.899723502304148,4.341296806451613,4.926635944700461,91.29209677419355,68.83870967741936,8.053456221198157,28.19815668202765,6.868970318607317,1.0402963133640548,460,13,109,3,7,143,91,124,0.07200000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.12,0.7405,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,4,6,2,0,9,2,10,2,2,1,0,19,17,10,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,0,3,2,2,5,2,2,0,2,3,6,9,5,15,11,2,15,0,0,3,0,5,8,2,6,3,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267660923699395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971984631175757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369453658983979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635297401684395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208713885777329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107115671509323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565385629389803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443100601582975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977529560106336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382216344458487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631713723959165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462365505144936,0.17621895427392548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739486737886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964835330711286,0.0,0.0,0.14854569015995675,0.1697018678928186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350854414652986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339636701245654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293171324486114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831481789826378,0.0,0.10869794187583882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820967765400692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099502284147121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vivid_spite,2019/08/15,"I don't trust people I know I have no problem talking to strangers and opening up on dates. My issue is that I'm so scared of being in an enclosed social network where everyone knows everyone (eg. high school, workplace) and can gossip about each other, that I actively avoid people I know. I'm fine talking to people outside my social circle that I don't have a lot of mutual friends with, but I will actively avoid people who know a lot of other people I know. I guess I'm scared of being compared to (in terms of success) to everyone else from the same background as me. I don't want people to know how successful I am or I'm not in life. This has become a big problem though because now I don't really have a social circle or a friend group to hang out with (or rather I choose not to). Has anyone else felt the same? and how did you overcome it? I don't think I can push myself to be as successful as these people I know and if I can, it'll still take a couple years.",3.1258208955223883,4.281968447761194,4.606149253731342,85.90564179104479,73.47761194029852,7.151044776119402,24.84278606965175,7.554174236665415,1.1781168159203976,762,23,156,9,15,255,105,201,0.12,0.764,0.115,0.5710000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,10,14,0,4,9,0,21,1,0,2,0,40,37,16,0,5,8,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,3,10,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,2,1,22,7,26,30,6,18,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,7,5,112,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444584201725755,0.1090904265882607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490272489828046,0.11758702740380005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780630588744954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788295289269318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052080672495047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222726845138247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451590468816146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728798769866153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249070925674752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112633525894222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409589375704661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520244750843902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103286059134965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166870697523159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375356958440488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682069891297173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318877745547088,0.10775266192949584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255962696818902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502655697179085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005169765867373,0.17115205410000006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822125765168678,0.10460559153120956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279837859268524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856276786691981
socialanxiety,MosquitoUDaRealMVP,2019/08/15,"I’d like to thank the mosquito who got me and my crush dating. Thank you for biting my biceps and making them look bigger. So I was at a local park one day and a noticed an itch on my arms. I saw the bump and figured out it was a mosquito bite. It was a nuisance until I got home.

When I got home I looked in the mirror and my biceps looked HUGE. At first I thought I had lost it but then after feeling it I realized that it were the bumps from the mosquito bite. Now my body weight is pretty average, I just lack muscle, even though I try to gain them by working out.

So I decided to flex my arm since I usually never see any bicep curve. But guess what? The itchy bump caused my arm to look like an intense bodybuilder.

So the next day I went to the gym to workout and noticed my crush. She is one of the rude types who usually ignore the loner guys, (like me). 

She noticed my biceps (mosquito bites), and I had caught her staring atleast twice before I said something to her.

Normally I’m not a confident guy but I definitely feel confident because of the fake biceps that I had. We talked, and I asked her out, she agreed and we had our date last night.

To the mosquito who bit my biceps, you da real MVP!",2.2512135176651316,3.8855171935483885,3.8132949308755775,88.7572043010753,76.66129032258064,6.981874039938557,23.50307219662059,7.793537801064563,1.071447542242704,936,29,200,14,21,311,134,248,0.122,0.768,0.11,-0.6321,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,3,2,2,4,8,9,1,0,19,0,10,12,11,2,1,33,32,19,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,11,14,1,1,6,2,0,2,2,4,0,4,17,11,43,5,22,15,2,28,0,1,7,0,21,10,0,1,19,133,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777793011689536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069257066476218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972227822415511,0.0,0.0973251752295482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248684857224729,0.12704546019990715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174952036953926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752554499907208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554397699217813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156634368923786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972877907356474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744297450891767,0.0,0.1259975713422476,0.2264995679441345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294560194645709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323134482161384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763436010814356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841866481410406,0.0,0.12485443196629327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634657273663913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821348093259218,0.0,0.12163970290730555,0.1073337126512718,0.11206376206784216,0.0,0.39065199068853945,0.0,0.0,0.155007675577575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636106067874832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301844243708937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879734687121954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114251103192587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461264304456628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805189200687158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919307406067939,0.0,0.21060329291287574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237340447526492,0.0908014167391842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765349569774935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25193703534167944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927861601588395,0.0,0.10602728763305563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326676802773908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kingdomg1,2019/08/15,"I'm an omnivert I seem to be very social and talkative with people that I can resonate well with. On the other hand, I am very reserved with people I can't relate well to. Anyone agree?",2.9996491228070132,4.45436457894737,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,74.26315789473685,6.119298245614036,23.19298245614036,6.42735559955562,0.7078666666666664,146,4,28,1,3,49,28,38,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,6,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854812699281387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333773318618747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845414628176564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186139658336178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157868897575805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620551445221186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SovietStar1,2019/08/15,"CBD oil a Scam? I've been hearing such amazing, life-changing benefits about CBD oil for some time now, and last week I had some extra money around and decided to try them out for anxiety, or just any health benefits that we are always being told about. I bought it from pluscbdoil, bought 3 different kinds in capsules and pills... Tried it for a whole week, first day used 2, then 3 then 4 at once, haven't noticed any benefits, not even placebo. Is CBD a scam or did I just buy it from a fake website with a good review?",7.4024038461538435,5.78730135576923,7.158538461538463,80.78646153846154,64.28846153846153,10.627692307692307,34.261538461538464,9.3871,2.79247153846154,407,14,85,6,5,129,75,104,0.113,0.75,0.138,0.3939,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,1,8,7,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,1,0,16,12,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,6,3,5,6,13,5,4,13,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,4,9,52,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293399214987742,0.0,0.0,0.2826676029000425,0.0,0.15899193999368405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850157402006178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986012120002754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340353138453477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714161036168025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727196419218118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678293701141765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432074912689444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209171269173299,0.23424328458454585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642644647026374,0.0,0.1694119152512528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467988378743812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23661964069376404,0.0,0.22133572938591006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118929477034796,0.0,0.0,0.19859366756685,0.0,0.2822103973139474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950128033360702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33342274595044746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320385074389024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,acthewanderingsoul,2019/08/15,"I feel like I am an extremely private introvert. I get paranoid when somebody looks at my phone/computer screen. I don’t like when somebody invades my personal space, which is like at least 10 far away. I don’t like when somebody rearranges my stuff. I don’t want people coming to my home. 😊 Can anybody relate?",2.323714285714285,5.050730800000004,3.4861904761904756,85.33500000000002,82.66666666666666,6.761904761904763,28.57142857142857,7.957251820313856,2.3121428571428573,248,12,45,5,7,80,40,60,0.036000000000000004,0.764,0.201,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,11,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,10,4,4,11,1,9,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,7,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28205942446941323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586063929007348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179640565946378,0.2144717926763116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684858389801767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30113750678236073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5866744412495694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25210279867625923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812947219821354,0.2621338807746973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436713634081155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770730469095198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PanzerPolipae,2019/08/15,"Am i the only one doing this ? Everytime i walk out of my house i need to ""do"" something, either fidgeting mith my hands, grabbing something i have with me ( like my phone ) to instantly put it back where it was or even talk to myself just to distract me from the fact that im actually walking outside, where there is people.. im 17 and its been about 2 years now and i still dont know how i should approach this, still never talked to my parents about this too",6.000967741935487,5.242747161290328,6.382279569892473,82.43341935483875,66.63440860215053,9.160430107526883,31.50322580645161,8.238735603445708,2.103629677419355,358,12,75,4,5,116,67,93,0.026000000000000002,0.945,0.028999999999999998,0.0772,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,1,2,0,9,1,1,1,2,13,11,4,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,2,13,1,11,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,7,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.20473206476040628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613213025842709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458810695748351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856924872397264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420781097002689,0.0,0.0,0.4532345329377704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152992015328351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249644540563213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556216391515576,0.16180874064151313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421641936686616,0.1595604279701885,0.0,0.0,0.2329552599490832,0.0,0.0,0.14544714809140585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090440141966224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32302468072020873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350890573148929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372545149917331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510269067491615
socialanxiety,sangytheWinner,2019/08/15,"Has meds changed your life dramatically? Just wondering how well taking meds has affected your life. I know it really depends on the individual, but after finding the right one how has it affected you?",6.3384761904761895,9.04644951428572,7.502857142857145,62.05047619047619,68.14285714285714,11.523809523809526,34.52380952380953,11.20814326018867,5.0216666666666665,163,8,25,6,3,55,26,35,0.099,0.858,0.043,-0.2523,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,5,0,10,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896796241523121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502789360009069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049177708411493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868335189605237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6083347636902192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555672423138495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754248066180951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23385238559855084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058887770946129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24620927922742905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969608422402869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,upinmyclouds,2019/08/15,"I ran outside!!!!! Only for 10 minutes though.. I’m still proud of myself! I’m very self conscious because I’m so small and young looking for my age (20yrs old, 4’8”). I’m honestly just self conscious about everything I do and working out/running in public is something that takes a lot of working up the nerve to do. I’m always worried that others are judging me, laughing at me or etc.

I took my final today for my organic chemistry summer & moved back home as well. A lot going on on top of that so I’m pretty stressed and was freaking out about my score (it’s posted, haven’t checked yet). My roommate runs a lot and she likes running outside. I was honestly always jealous because I get too scared to do that. On the rare occasions that I have the motivation to workout, I just resort to running on the treadmill at my apartment gym and even THAT takes a lot of worrying, contemplating & forcing myself to do. I like the idea of running outside because it just seems/feels more liberating (in my opinion) rather than being on a treadmill. I do like the a/c that I get when running inside on a treadmill though hahaha..

Anyways, I got a random thought to go running outside today to calm my nerves down about that test. I even got dressed, tied my hair up, put on my shoes and everything. I stepped one foot out the door and immediately retracted back inside the house. I was worried about how I would look while running & what others might think of it. Not only that, I was worried that others might think it’s too hot for me to be running outside and that it’s not normally acceptable. I mean it is about 90 degrees... but the fact that I was worried that others might judge me for it is a bit much in my opinion. I even recorded myself running back and forth in my house to see if I looked weird running... like really????

I seriously sat on my bed for a good 30 minutes looking out my window to see if anyone was outside running/exercising to see if it was acceptable. I realized that 1. I’m obsessing over it too much 2. I should just go out and do the dang thing instead of wasting time and 3. It’s pretty creepy that I was just staring out my window for that long

I find that if I distract myself from what I’m worrying about wanting to do (such as running or even just going into the grocery store alone), I sort of just go do it... I was texting my friend about how I’ve just been sitting in my bedroom for half an hour when I was supposed to start running half an hour ago... I was pretty focused on my phone and then.. I just went! Mindlessly I went and I ran :) Granted, I started to get all nervous during the run because I started to see people walking around the neighborhood & felt self conscious again.... so I ended it at 10 minutes... but it’s okay, I’ll try again tomorrow!! I’m still happy about it :)

Side note: I haven’t been officially diagnosed with social anxiety but I wasn’t sure about where to post this..",3.1277969018932907,4.960161366609299,4.327573149741824,85.15490533562823,74.7487091222031,6.670567986230638,29.413080895008612,7.447530270364453,1.812488468158348,2298,102,445,28,49,753,245,581,0.07400000000000001,0.81,0.11599999999999999,0.9829,0,1,1,0,0,0,96.0,0,0,0,5,49,26,1,5,24,1,36,4,3,3,3,76,80,35,0,9,21,0,3,4,1,5,1,0,6,3,39,21,0,0,14,2,2,27,5,9,1,3,24,12,65,17,74,49,10,92,0,0,9,0,8,33,1,17,33,315,104,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790557589593925,0.0,0.0,0.06765571949548588,0.0,0.0,0.10870921022808283,0.2831130865520431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997250111003231,0.0,0.0,0.0456758950523946,0.0,0.0,0.05815199992475158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068982831611222,0.0,0.15928304231584012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131663222228475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630224600134119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057857466303505085,0.0,0.0728532650718137,0.1725829217064109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741757502024082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03302965813468923,0.0,0.06272105813775203,0.07155899110464757,0.05970473739272104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050468978477295416,0.0,0.10238691257322252,0.0,0.185625004007628,0.054790474470538884,0.10449076395933717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953836209330551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552506205494545,0.0,0.12866149929568635,0.15074970759370845,0.0,0.07374257898274546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765556698558755,0.0,0.0,0.057809476040484316,0.2194220401701873,0.0,0.0,0.2221437146076859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711567299530192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078945735935979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942882378720637,0.09604096644023166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400341974676145,0.0,0.0,0.06854630229406387,0.0,0.0442650734764521,0.09936333313993227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528727333559041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251242186359523,0.1993732587067264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566842595475883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184807630500829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540048417443578,0.0,0.20821833151804034,0.0,0.20444079914371907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658935158077142,0.0,0.050289425409442964,0.0,0.0,0.1387094903827039,0.0,0.10433528556261563,0.0,0.07482815162842181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061566875048228324,0.0,0.0982306826531962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339820656124261,0.08371366137865617,0.1283605340796761,0.05185977234674969,0.03809081245046651,0.0,0.12383858144229247,0.0,0.07257710602914387,0.04435054819003443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053898947042321066,0.03852964883378049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058733909432440265,0.12111156844584307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951129572432035,0.39803672297440745,0.0,0.04640412813222219,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nick4X,2019/08/15,"I can't find a job, thanks social anxiety Social anxiety is butt. I've been applying to so many places. My guess right now is 2 and a half dozen places. All online however.

Im too afraid to go in and ask for a paper application (my parents say that turning in a physical one gives you a better chance of getting hired).

And people tell me that no one is calling me back because I'm not calling in after I've sent in my application. Why should I have to call in? Its stupid. Phone calls are fucking scary.

I just want to fill in my shit online and have someone at *least* give me an interview so I can prove myself.

I've been begging my parents for a therapist to help me cope with my social anxiety but they dont believe in ""stupid modern day issues."" ""Get over it."" ""Just call or walk in its not that hard once you do it."" Gee wiz thanks mom and dad.

Btw, 18, recent high school graduate. About to go to a 2 year college. I *need* a job. I've never had one before.",0.27774288107202594,2.5547473668341745,2.467870603015076,92.13755129815745,87.89447236180905,5.527721943048576,19.849455611390287,6.996647511020387,0.4344319932998326,742,23,161,11,24,250,123,199,0.114,0.8440000000000001,0.042,-0.915,5,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,1,1,8,8,4,1,9,0,14,3,2,0,3,20,30,9,0,3,6,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,5,6,5,0,5,4,2,19,3,23,25,2,27,0,0,0,2,24,14,3,2,8,97,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334982202216338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511551067200373,0.0,0.0,0.0782337083968144,0.0,0.062021288485480774,0.0,0.08657538054630776,0.11462896561208,0.0,0.08998298023406556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194523803803649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561550065783224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924146153832285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299080901383752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405930911096204,0.1063125222374038,0.19520136894067056,0.11564522381080335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208084302070548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114130282711803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819585841574669,0.10749654566404693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989936765077032,0.10619274473037896,0.2019274799592696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315093390826396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915959560663368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075440780444717,0.07847009433110151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835245041377617,0.2068300694410597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259460292522785,0.0,0.0,0.07053544441216769,0.0,0.21259853196552372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045845225895884,0.0,0.0,0.08688754584823044,0.0,0.08090972593966736,0.0,0.10296884978376004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443722229614992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111410222511617,0.08620609678989759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892743640072276,0.18734166350313566,0.0,0.1181308934930244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066663251546227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060010367226054025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918067883589744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655188393384381
socialanxiety,JaySteele2468,2019/08/15,"Guys, NoFap really does help Check it out, its improved my anexity a lot.",4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,69.71428571428571,11.314285714285715,28.285714285714285,11.20814326018867,3.747228571428572,57,2,10,2,1,20,14,14,0.0,0.644,0.35600000000000004,0.7251,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796508045028989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427106042597485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673835537643525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659796838436773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35113040943809193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gilbertgrejp,2019/08/15,"Self Cured former Social Phobic looking for MOTIVATED people with social phobia/anxiety to give you the tools to be able to cure yourself. It is simple but it is not easy. Therefore I am looking for people who are truly motivated to leave the SA/SP behind and make a change. It is not a test. I am not judging anyone, (I used to have SP/SA myself so how could I), but you need to be motivated for it to work. If you give up straight away it will not work, but if you persist it will.

You will learn how SA/SP works, and why you have it. 

You will learn why it does not go away.

You will learn why a lot of people who ""are cured"" have relapses.

You will learn the step by step tools to make it go away, not overnight but definitively over some time.

You will learn about yourself, other people and how social relations work.

You will learn how confident people think and what they do.

When you are done you will feel so much more happiness and love that you will thank your lucky star you did this. It is worth every second of the effort. It is more worth than money. What is a good life and happiness really worth? Feeling free. Being free to do what you want. Finding a partner. Loving and being loved. I think it is worth everything.

Would you like to feel this? Are you ready to start the work? Then please respond in the comments or with a PM and we will start the work.",2.4386813186813185,4.470694230769233,3.1918769230769217,91.62812307692309,77.38827838827838,6.126241758241759,20.077509157509155,7.087006719466742,0.2940474432234428,1067,25,225,12,25,336,125,273,0.018000000000000002,0.701,0.28,0.9982,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,19,1,11,8,11,0,0,13,0,37,4,0,11,0,54,59,23,0,6,13,0,3,1,1,12,1,0,0,2,21,11,0,0,15,0,7,4,6,0,0,1,2,5,27,13,28,40,5,17,0,0,2,3,35,7,0,6,7,161,48,16,0.0995188943344178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613168177063727,0.0,0.0,0.06958592484817261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28050383156657865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527779447133713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945773919989899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708965507804327,0.10184238112621652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384896069146418,0.0,0.08944116521242419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509592295510467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095846648487206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909351834109655,0.11311776212813912,0.08347172692574872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118794271306169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053761397061807,0.0,0.0,0.0702931381917582,0.04861990487827485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714161353379864,0.0,0.0,0.08460740513378255,0.2694590628415847,0.0,0.13285926949020618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315783812654003,0.07379199914963945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449693536704798,0.0,0.0,0.10924186101610783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637543520375576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381991105517384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043409401921625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087997126167795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916236271180008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753537818532892,0.0,0.0,0.058030267596147336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595237187698311,0.0,0.0,0.058698822324082085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694009688890082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43470564203860296,0.0,0.0,0.07069536719860073,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,scm-s,2019/09/02,Starting sixth form (college) and have major anxiety about it My friends are attending different schools so I won’t know anyone there. I don’t want this experience to be the same as my secondary school one (which was quite miserable). I just want to be sociable and likeable but I don’t know how to be :(,2.9741954022988466,5.570237568965516,3.845517241379312,84.70954022988506,78.48275862068967,8.004597701149425,30.356321839080447,8.841846274778883,2.832990804597701,241,12,46,6,6,77,44,58,0.08900000000000001,0.769,0.142,0.0258,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,10,14,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,6,1,5,9,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,34,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216307705121092,0.0,0.0,0.19770969670661195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29542002837061576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765898024345305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845672463325905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31079080558242544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160290655905665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007460044653692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5723287031792111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013628079927728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335538439433227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WintersNightATravel,2019/09/02,"i have no anxiety when i do this, why does this happen? when i'm with just ONE person i know, they don't even have to talk, they just have to be there.

the contrast is insane.

alone i have a pit in my stomach whenever i want to speak to new people, or people i don't know well.

with someone, i'm the most social one in the group, or heavily social with new people.

just what the hell, why does this happen?",1.0324418604651164,2.7784433488372144,2.872267441860465,93.61677325581397,80.62790697674419,5.695348837209302,17.726744186046513,6.6274283507984215,-0.19736744186046493,312,6,71,3,8,104,47,86,0.182,0.8029999999999999,0.015,-0.9197,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,8,2,1,0,5,0,9,1,1,0,0,12,16,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,9,1,9,15,1,6,1,0,0,0,8,2,1,3,4,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883077905037804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947595836790844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31910271317887884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204220714805434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224537794920746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003989891912375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521757691376969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470924371689929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791977013383562,0.15919668333181108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717089768381093,0.15448098005434358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654365122658125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753833763168688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392952373438344,0.0,0.329034793812822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itsghostz123,2019/09/02,Do I have SA? Day in day out at school I’m always feeling like people are talking about me behind my back and laughing at me. Its mostly true. I’ve recently been struggling at home and I’m lost. I don’t know who my friends are and of lately the only person I can talk to is my dad who I see once every 3 weeks. I’m considering booking an appointment with the doctor to get tested for SA and depression. I don’t show it but I lately have been having deep thoughts of derealisation. I’m not sure what’s wrong with me but something is. I always talk to myself and plan out situations and the worst outcome for each one.,1.4499519230769238,3.611169812500002,3.5531250000000014,87.12552884615386,81.34375,5.813461538461539,21.564903846153847,7.010146845296331,0.6179956730769227,488,15,101,6,13,166,81,128,0.11,0.7929999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.5591,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,10,0,1,4,0,13,1,0,0,2,20,23,8,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,5,11,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,2,14,5,17,19,3,14,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,1,8,67,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806626579612312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296823812633927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175321750040902,0.0,0.1452590523574826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262167442931967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209593033547185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527512640541576,0.1204844683338413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302995175322019,0.0,0.08811330387110541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917092894733218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268630226150767,0.0,0.3804918538681071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239446928772624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410273383296985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960804969273744,0.11428243430969998,0.12826685579092031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692152375604425,0.14725974387266966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665227377551632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068404284481434,0.13439319041481138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895710423159111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983595201495793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631087773887147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895178299197085,0.0,0.0,0.40666639707838736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338902335649855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528183924373027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843936384529088,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amishclarke,2019/09/02,"How to meet new friends in your 20s when you work alone and never went to college? Turning 24 next month. Been feeling very isolated for the last few months especially realizing i am almost halfway through my 20s and got out of a 3 year relationship in may
In my last year of high school i had many friends and 2 close ones who i still see once every month or 2 but after graduating highschool i began an apprenticeship and became self employed at 19. Peers my own age were experiencing new things and meeting tons of people at college or university and i was mostly working by myself or with my 2 teachers who are about 15 years older.
I realized just how limited my social circle and support is and i feel very isolated from people my own age. Peers around me at 23 have finished school and formed many close connections it seems, while though i have accomplished a lot with my business i have isolated myself a lot too.

 I socialize daily with clients but im feeling kinda stuck because i see people my age with friend groups going out to bars (not a big drinker but i want go out more to meet women and just socialize in general), and just doing stuff together. I want to be around positive, motivating people, i am an introvert naturally and often feel drained emotionally after dealing with clients daily and just want to have good social interactions outside of the work context. 
I workout lots and have an interest in martial arts, just was looking into joining a gym around here to take some bjj and taekwondo classes, i feel like that would be a good start and double as a great hobby and skill to learn with people who can bond over a shared interest.

Any advice on how to form friendships with people my age when i never went to college/uni and work by myself? Seems everybody met their friends through classmates and coworkers. I have been using tinder but talking online can be a bore, I try to make small talk with people when waiting in line, cashiers, peopl i run into throughout my days but i feel like im stunted in my ability to forge a friendship after years of isolating myself and only socializing in a transaction context.
 
Thanks for reading, any advice is appreciated!",8.625021008403365,8.069207230392161,8.385672268907562,69.54588235294119,61.25490196078431,11.104761904761903,38.30112044817928,10.398101306919678,4.045344397759102,1762,77,298,34,21,567,218,408,0.046,0.758,0.196,0.9968,2,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,1,8,20,15,0,0,16,0,25,1,0,6,2,87,55,37,0,4,14,0,6,2,4,2,0,0,0,2,7,38,1,2,12,5,0,6,3,1,0,1,12,10,40,14,58,38,13,63,0,0,3,0,29,26,0,14,33,208,47,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424829898984164,0.0,0.0,0.07300338854735516,0.07550714013861745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915520534185256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947015525251516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04444194477397413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04701741172685731,0.07516140296200978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200782040281784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142523846109747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211764247668381,0.10416606838482084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22530353731836525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286668618915846,0.12229777659475945,0.05830843878613464,0.08037753780263712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702767327887658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574988765018513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885389815991515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123497361149601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061221471222906464,0.0,0.0,0.18594255646318344,0.0,0.0,0.04866436174583323,0.1478275676006987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745751793000901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245698642612846,0.14082336199339124,0.07753482956407802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764097997643338,0.049402018501269115,0.055447205173374814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043427541376697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292429175557064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827221661771776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475666193745968,0.11619099504522143,0.13273915163924838,0.07605535883789646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715851031548376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160222474899479,0.0,0.05822167798322452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834582820797869,0.0,0.08273123384544527,0.0,0.0,0.054815158099839785,0.11719585191816745,0.0,0.06712072633914956,0.0,0.0,0.04843455200861552,0.0,0.07162836274077733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949741252301475,0.07929922919491149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629661345269135,0.0,0.1203077988970319,0.12900299999816395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516652012928768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212301559871522,0.0,0.0,0.051789309640315695,0.0,0.0,0.1877925925525009
socialanxiety,numbra09,2019/09/02,"Eating food at work... Does anyone else get anxiety about lunch time at work? I just want to peacefully eat my meal, but other people in the office have to see what I have or make a comment or just stare... Like, ""Whatcha got there??""  I get so anxious about it that most times, I just don't eat, or try to sit in my car to eat. Then I get comments from people about that too... Anyone have any suggestions on how to deal with this?",2.4332512315270947,3.851155379310349,3.2272577996715945,94.06137931034485,75.66666666666667,6.3507389162561605,20.47454844006568,6.868970318607317,0.1324824302134644,326,7,74,3,7,103,60,87,0.055,0.8590000000000001,0.087,0.4187,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,10,1,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,2,0,12,11,7,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,15,10,1,10,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,4,4,47,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225636371651174,0.0,0.12628158912315254,0.18648726996339948,0.0,0.230847945718721,0.16913839774719114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018462639974669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445786279325587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6756499568109018,0.1378986157619759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960881723112328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587339384252699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202520814820992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806470934077419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018855285182527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288838347826787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154305470309358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192512610751484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207479272627677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736525439007944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24035249627445426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IMakeThingsPersonal,2019/09/02,"Does anyone else have a parent that dumps them the phone for you to talk to? Sometimes my dad, while I’m in the middle of doing something, comes up to me and says: oh so here’s OP, you can talk to her now. And I’m like wtf are you doing? Usually they’re my distant relatives who speak my native language that I’m not really fluent at, so it’s very hard to communicate with them.

I just hate how he just dumps me his phone. I’m very shy when calling someone unless they’re my friend. And usually these conversations become very awkward and repetitive since I don’t speak their language very well.

Then my dad has this stupid smug when he hands me the phone, and guilts me by saying that they’re my relatives and I should talk to them.

It just frustrates me so much.",2.915732009925563,4.668068354838713,3.6767741935483897,89.93823821339953,75.12903225806451,6.833746898263028,22.24565756823821,7.61054688173877,0.7556997518610422,605,16,128,8,13,192,93,155,0.18600000000000005,0.755,0.059000000000000004,-0.9642,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,4,0,12,11,5,2,4,0,8,1,1,1,0,15,14,15,0,1,5,3,2,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,8,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,0,6,23,3,14,13,1,13,0,0,0,0,28,4,0,0,9,79,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243696167422043,0.16476133227810422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775939090126986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419749898929156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385172567887943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071949509324047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432999221270467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423573949190135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440476022833922,0.15875933984368626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856005928397733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820846039698235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855232890943448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301430429001283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557534654759773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301762553571794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362475755733877,0.12379374702770425,0.15903794663190224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387741271221934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542028332288841,0.5307161544115666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458090676180865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Starsrulethestate,2019/09/02,"Dealing with indirect comments that trigger anxiety I’ve just started CBT so dealing with my emotions In conversations with others isn’t something we’ve covered yet. 

I regularly practice social isolation to avoid feeling overwhelmed and disappointed with myself, I still become triggered by conversations that take place in my home with my family members. Sometimes I will wear headphones just to avoid listening and hearing a a comment that makes me feel anxious or indirectly criticised. It could be a conversation that I’m not even involved in but will still feel as though the people having the conversation are only choosing this topic to indirectly discuss me. I know this sounds like paranoia but it just makes feel as though people are finding ways to discuss the disappointment and failures of my life and are using anecdotes to do so?

Are there successful ways that any of you have dealt with a similar issue aside from just avoiding hearing or engaging in conversations?",10.749095143047237,11.194127089820363,9.593972055888226,59.328057218895566,56.54491017964072,11.973120425815036,46.10046573519629,11.429527900616536,5.867249367930808,812,46,109,19,9,254,104,167,0.146,0.774,0.08,-0.8387,0,4,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,13,9,0,4,7,0,12,2,1,5,0,38,26,14,0,1,9,0,4,1,0,2,1,4,1,0,10,10,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,8,12,3,21,22,0,11,0,3,0,0,17,5,0,5,5,84,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383156507069577,0.0,0.1168042024894384,0.17249146921381162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686294462334019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219071698273913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148246660595901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175094965724416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084751656130124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393856310641082,0.0,0.30881006883577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955203524119994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441759380442975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315628488449526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936428354729545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391211068228736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784648067678533,0.07459455882675049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038378852957133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161244146910648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21170618749850392,0.0,0.15952414082484925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564392281576964,0.0,0.11754497169690065,0.15101013891595447,0.0,0.10807177975872498,0.0,0.2438701195846801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480070331116828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000260039272877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318714891838729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24238972777239445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DCtimes,2019/09/02,"Anyone else hate being in a line at a store? My SA manifests itself very specifically, I start sweating like I stole something.  Ughhh it’s brutal!!

(Thank god for self checkout)",1.8429166666666683,4.3759291250000025,3.0837499999999984,82.4529166666667,101.5,4.633333333333333,20.95833333333333,6.42735559955562,1.0045458333333332,140,5,22,2,6,45,30,32,0.233,0.639,0.128,-0.6988,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613044829398112,0.3829067781478093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121840775113868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689580952028855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257426530609727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389857693726432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28769775149191684,0.0,0.0,0.26451159575322475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440590113787643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083472468736134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hypercryptyc,2019/09/02,"Could I have SA? I've considered myself as having it for years, but at same time I hate self diagnosing. I get a sickening pit in my stomach when  in groups, I despise group work and I constantly assume people are talking about me when I don't even know them.  I haven't had friends in 4 nearly 5 years. Funny enough I don't get too nervous when doing presentations if it's on a subject I'm passionate about. 

No one has ever mentioned the possibility of having SA to me. I have autism so people just assume my inability to cope in social situations is tied to up. Yes my brain is fucked up.",1.9725350140056008,4.240903613445384,4.242205882352945,82.31075980392157,80.0924369747899,6.991876750700281,23.36204481792717,8.07648339933343,1.4623103641456583,466,16,92,9,12,161,83,119,0.217,0.6759999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.9461,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,10,7,3,2,3,1,14,5,2,0,1,10,20,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,16,2,17,18,2,18,0,0,0,2,8,9,1,3,9,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24690394914823136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23901111923956606,0.0,0.17658988428004505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22448751668361586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22853243802954035,0.0,0.14608370701005882,0.20006504662990707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087891181993628,0.2044723112696457,0.2311091517070705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836408222538103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155175069735726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498736018738417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30666917462413484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493410776158021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073329626299044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486094656145468,0.0,0.2254596046963055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777172861062251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896866111132366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101770953226666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28485832264472194
socialanxiety,maria-kere,2019/09/02,"should i switch my major because of my social anxiety? i love my major alot,BUT im so shy/introverted for this major,should i switch? or just keep trying to overcome anxiety?",3.4922549019607843,5.626768029411769,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,74.58823529411767,8.062745098039215,26.03921568627451,8.841846274778883,2.326403921568628,139,5,24,3,3,48,24,34,0.106,0.747,0.147,0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789475130222191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306681654084137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087352284124584,0.0,0.0,0.3363379031373767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415193488115855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857295375967312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25690768928351443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mo_v,2019/09/02,"If you post on here people will dm you to try to sell you things. People see that we are suffering and vulnerable so they take the opportunity to try to sell you a product thats "" guaranteed"" to cure your SA lol. Some guy tried to sell me these pills called 911 and it was really suspicious.",4.416379310344826,5.373967706896554,5.527068965517246,81.26232758620691,70.20689655172413,9.937931034482759,24.84482758620689,10.125756701596842,2.1302620689655174,229,6,49,6,4,76,44,58,0.121,0.792,0.087,-0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,5,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,1,7,3,1,2,0,1,1,0,9,1,0,2,0,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30699216345015873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976858215325149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168587823999175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879348081016685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260088816801327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395751437350834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260476274520128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973518179601232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123546690567916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throawya93,2019/09/02,"My social anxiety’s increased so much since going back to college I’m a sophomore but this is my first year living in dorms. Last year I made no friends and felt like a failure, but figured it was because I commuted when everyone else lives in dorms... since being here, my social anxiety’s been worse though. 

I’m trans so chose to live in “gender neutral” housing where it’s basically all trans people. My freshman roommate is cool but so quiet. We’ve gone to dinner a few times and it’s just me asking her questions and her giving me short answers. I feel like I’m trying to talk to a wall and it makes me more nervous that she won’t open up. Any time I make jokes or just sound friendly, I’m met with like no reaction so I feel like it’s a failure. 

All the trans ppl hang out in a lounge room but I can’t fit in with them at all. They’re all very SJW “everyone’s valid uwu” tumblr people and almost all of them are natal females with dyed hair who don’t want to medically transition. I’m female-to-male but pass as male, and they don’t really accept/treat me like I’m one of them, since I have a hetero masculine disposition.

I go to dining halls alone and have been more and more scared to go at all. I’m worried people from high school will see me alone and judge me. 

I get so flustered being alone in public that on bad days I misread where people are walking and almost walk into them, or am so nervous I trip over my own feet. I then worry that people will start recognizing me as that weird super nervous guy who’s anxious in the most basic social situations like just being in public. 

I’m trying really hard not to isolate myself further but I want to so bad..  I want to improve myself and be a decent conversationalist, but every time I’ve tried to talk to people leads to just short, empty and bland conversations. Even with people I’m really interested in, I can’t hold a conversation. 

I’ve been absolutely falling into a depression this week and just don’t know what to do anymore.",3.3796293424317625,4.96071218858561,4.810892524813898,83.00172340260549,73.51612903225806,7.22112282878412,24.504419975186106,7.865858978985527,1.3083176799007443,1584,48,311,22,32,529,202,403,0.168,0.6940000000000001,0.138,-0.9374,0,3,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,5,3,19,20,0,4,12,1,24,5,2,4,6,60,53,34,0,3,15,0,5,6,2,3,1,2,3,2,14,21,2,1,7,1,0,12,9,8,0,2,8,9,37,12,41,38,14,53,0,1,1,0,27,28,0,6,19,188,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099342045287294,0.26528681238970464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806198881478019,0.0,0.13063241980111756,0.09645619565994487,0.08467498169648628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981968325867138,0.0,0.0,0.06565269723377529,0.14257909054933998,0.05204744806845568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055063663564063565,0.0,0.07353850609452807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132484627922983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056393326774896085,0.0,0.07193715138156384,0.16317035538069982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634236973325933,0.12199236694810715,0.08197912266768899,0.0,0.0,0.07262501118694263,0.0,0.0,0.13193025437856376,0.0,0.04460803391301007,0.08190520836413621,0.14557192201997185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454058588131314,0.0,0.0,0.07648458040171667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020968468427792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851817824725398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692314931921037,0.06959688784630261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502769810294198,0.0,0.22617888764801874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078954015488903,0.11398492364060872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601234678060796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276483849838106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057856356320559875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143469087426356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564622902056752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409171095043207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548124782727845,0.08641010196109472,0.06803758039161943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118840670832542,0.09597178987775867,0.0,0.2611054460981507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060433091452219874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725198227871754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838863715109589,0.0,0.149358994208798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390422635081496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704482437387667,0.15107972833383762,0.0,0.0684874656570177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341704316328252,0.08701050479322496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996509331698752
socialanxiety,crabgal,2019/09/02,"I Want To Be Different This Year First post, I just found this subreddit today. But I think I need to hear from people like me. I’ve had social anxiety since around 8th grade (age 13), and it’s been a long road to recovery. I came off of my anxiety meds this past summer, and I don’t want to continue them. I think I’m ready to pursue life without them. But my senior year of high school begins tomorrow and I am having a lot of fear. I feel very inferior, very pessimistic, and very depressed.  I WANT to be a truer version of myself and I WANT to change my thought process about my social life at school, but something inside of me is telling me it’ll all be the same and that all of my attempts to be better won’t be worth it. I tend to set high expectations for myself and they’re already crashing down around me. How do you guys allow yourselves to be...yourselves? Without any masks or facades? And how can I get the most out of my senior year without letting my anxiety get in the way?",2.6656453028972806,4.397109512437812,3.815206321334504,88.76844600526779,75.76616915422886,6.719461515949664,25.256365232660237,7.510576382923642,1.171297102721686,776,27,162,10,17,252,115,201,0.068,0.828,0.10300000000000001,0.6985,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,3,6,6,0,1,6,0,16,2,0,3,2,39,33,14,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,7,12,0,0,5,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,5,2,29,3,30,20,6,28,0,2,0,0,8,10,0,3,15,108,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900040328754486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949498965084427,0.0,0.2682811010818602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081289005403625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033872249343411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370074361739062,0.0,0.0,0.12366311441506148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006845080620959,0.0,0.0,0.12213405350576055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154331392270852,0.05910739477311518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099433805671307,0.0,0.1281731731611169,0.0,0.0,0.12214928446807015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157478952563975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175310713207625,0.0,0.0,0.2470193700480719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953663791521113,0.16513773743935686,0.057110703068997765,0.0,0.0,0.10345149525974646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993829256583544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298478823027749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667875765807807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159284703753374,0.08104270205671328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195645072126012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366150488932965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966996484492586,0.0,0.0,0.23832660183889304,0.0,0.08999417761055314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217444283441512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980767923281665,0.0,0.09280435251383676,0.0,0.0,0.11080611085351501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289360519054825,0.275799059717902,0.09278858932550008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33805795178405185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258364069238388
socialanxiety,CarolLao,2019/09/02,"I can't stop crying I went to uni abroad and I've never felt worse, I'm crying at the moment because I'm just so damn lonely. I had just made some really close friends I love with my entire heart in the last two years of school and now I'm gone. My parents are still in town so it shouldn't be as hard but I can't stop thinking that they are going to leave on Saturday. I don't want to be alone. I just want to hug my mom. It's really hard for me as an introvert. Everybody I see in the dorms seem so extroverted and like people that like partying. I'm not like that. I just want to find someone I can have movie nights with. I just want someone I can hug. But it just seems so hard to find the right person. I feel so lost and alone.",0.3056599378881977,2.112229795031056,2.259840838509316,96.78305318322985,83.34782608695653,5.764130434782609,16.894798136645967,6.9077264865688965,-0.3085748447204968,571,11,140,7,16,190,89,161,0.115,0.649,0.23600000000000002,0.968,1,4,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,13,10,1,0,5,0,12,4,1,1,1,33,32,13,0,5,9,2,5,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,2,7,0,0,3,6,3,0,1,6,6,18,7,17,23,1,21,0,2,1,3,6,8,1,3,13,81,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705763111778807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962781702788245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869709637630866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604794926574531,0.0,0.12542053111428866,0.0,0.2387778553540387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092058828975717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423722520623624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35104315771670275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479131117460387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647684866021664,0.0,0.13831306538525565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914504014249624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259267076398913,0.0,0.1178942060361944,0.12360057908620425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298647783337713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074609003036727,0.0,0.0,0.1225827590492845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504365770866606,0.0,0.0,0.0905589612661354,0.11405675373553045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736350157735186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155307752795728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219952262153006,0.10409125141578657,0.2378322760833861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213563590663181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431733231034128,0.21841677876822616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369925654453475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760169163054072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081841514705657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109072845360146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331180838312364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411824839694694
socialanxiety,bengbns,2019/09/02,Why do I feel embarrassed when I see someone meets new people? I can’t meet new people but when I see someone does it I feel really weird and cringed why does it happen?,2.4359047619047622,4.1745729714285735,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,76.42857142857143,6.9523809523809526,23.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,1.0476666666666667,134,4,28,2,3,44,22,35,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.5573,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39532810277213976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284175840053558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973982610240185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363014568838207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131854867925978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470080867749965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35998501738220073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382764985924956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076327007320938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bobrosshighfive,2019/09/02,"How do you guys manage to get to social situations? Hi! My social anxiety has left me pretty isolated, and I'm trying to take steps to improve that. Some stuff has gone well - asking to meet up with people I used to know.

I e-mailed a local social sports team asking if I could come along to practice, and they said that that was fine. The next one is on the 22nd of September. I really want to go, because I had a lot of fun playing this sport when I was in school, and it would be meeting a bunch of new people. But I'm absolutely terrified. I want to go but I can totally see myself just staying at home and not going, but this is how I've become isolated in the first place!

Does anyone have any advice? What are your experiences with trying to go to social events?",3.1551923076923067,4.500371570512818,4.835128205128207,83.55153846153848,73.6794871794872,7.764102564102564,22.615384615384606,8.344100000000001,1.2287923076923075,599,15,122,10,12,203,105,156,0.057,0.8490000000000001,0.094,0.3961,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,2,5,4,0,0,6,0,14,0,0,3,1,25,32,11,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,8,8,0,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,1,2,5,2,14,4,22,24,4,21,0,0,1,0,15,8,0,3,5,84,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296829377342692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902475329128327,0.0,0.1015229916003435,0.0,0.0,0.09279410489245032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481323715919667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089894746063543,0.14656806423614965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431814471398093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595835008185588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613564964454864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981610698325247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288328597039053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933563749570253,0.0,0.30168921393285003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131404029771226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331192191075007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729340924932496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419009423749135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282552389426832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817240358262852,0.14113887533893274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899279120099164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840091797818216,0.0,0.1386539838793693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501405252493015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501759577430812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262378549951345,0.0,0.0,0.13430987604665034,0.10575290135668118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917190131612754,0.0,0.5411256215750859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145148778020628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192150594367015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978160536670004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020312097060792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146190616724572,0.0,0.0,0.15655190867085872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932246858798687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942735665804623,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Callmecruel,2019/09/02,"Has anyone tried out Confidence University by Aziz Gazipura? It's a one year long program meant to help with confidence, social anxiety etc. I'm compelled to take it because of how much his book, ""Not Nice"" helped me and [everything else](https://www.theconfidenceuniversity.com/) that's being offered as a part of the program. The program itself is quite expensive (1400$), so I'd like to know if any of you have tried it out in the past.",6.446153846153845,8.608728999999999,6.574871794871798,71.07846153846157,66.69230769230771,8.78974358974359,30.948717948717945,9.2995712137729,2.8896256410256407,354,14,59,7,6,113,62,78,0.05,0.787,0.163,0.8499,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,12,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,38,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466389595613044,0.0,0.19648627136616226,0.0,0.0,0.17959249809002306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657076582772342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28645086983524165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308363699646015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34431654159948843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115568959873842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254818441091393,0.0,0.0,0.2273003780982639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881115588644629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404530583703767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27813888332260045,0.2451883006717916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731870370155829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26182186430868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311601520385452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487627656545577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540022147015393
socialanxiety,anxiouspieceofpizza,2019/09/02,"I managed to eat in public for the first time in a very long time today. I haven’t eaten lunch in the cafeteria for 2 years.I am so worried that there’s something wrong with the way I chew and it’s absolutely disgusting .Today i was having a really great time ,I tried as hard as I could not to let social anxiety ruin my day .So I was sitting on the bench with LOADS of people around ,I was really hungry and I decided to eat a croissant .It was really hard,extremely hard,but I did it .I feel so weird .Good weird .
Baby steps ,but nonetheless important .",1.6181563421828893,3.95217900884956,3.8506415929203577,84.22752581120945,81.92035398230087,7.6604719764011815,20.921091445427727,8.59863814320734,1.5576082595870204,440,13,87,11,12,151,75,113,0.138,0.7959999999999999,0.066,-0.5477,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,7,0,10,6,0,0,0,10,12,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,6,2,12,2,15,4,0,16,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,8,57,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925816874289414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041514537084671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490522766030116,0.0,0.0,0.10896878933118856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457878410265466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543404932431263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372199436017946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417202708950337,0.0,0.18628509443815447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540797827145498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727787032216783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495291779077893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713942445722693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324730937322187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223908053261924,0.0,0.1300779206796993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29557547974847515,0.0,0.32031913355113106,0.0,0.0,0.1147165043663676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941425858434786,0.0,0.13411697381685098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159269852170012,0.0,0.0,0.1847372835049212,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hugh_JazzStick,2019/09/02,Trying to decide if I have social anxiety Okay I've been doing research and I get mini anxiety attacks in waiting rooms n things like that but only when its akward silence like if I'm talking to someone I'm alright but those silent still rooms were u can hear every move make me a little nervous it's like I start noticing my self breathing then see others look like they noticed me then nm I'm all a mess anybody else have this problem?,1.1837121212121209,3.817603886363639,2.6904545454545463,88.8348484848485,89.68181818181819,3.8424242424242414,24.37878787878788,5.46131890053228,0.6606787878787879,354,15,63,2,12,115,68,88,0.153,0.6829999999999999,0.165,0.2851,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,10,1,1,2,2,6,1,1,1,1,10,16,8,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,3,7,6,3,14,1,10,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,2,9,35,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970098882878627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084498995145585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621663646573728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355852037430113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014221981757316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879276329794373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793582955376778,0.1945640525831536,0.0,0.0,0.16301594424738242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295798144462916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063239455594916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420247532797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476406614650926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575122083451334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469233580957129,0.0,0.2025145082007488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788579153381253,0.16448131694321105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137402535821054,0.0,0.15502831968126948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560301645868343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896789430517985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179799960805966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ttalgi_chuu,2019/09/02,"Giving up on my dream All my life (I'm 18 now) I've been dancing. I went to dancing schools and performed often freestyle in front of my entire school ALONE. I walked up on that stage to a song I liked and just danced without choreo. I always won talent shows as well haha.  

But now, I can barely dance in front of my own friends let alone family. I have a lot of confidence in my dancing when I'm alone, but whenever anyone are looking, I doubt myself times 100. My dream ever since I was a kid, I have wanted to become a dancer for a living like a backup dancer or something like that. 

1. I'm small Norway - there's not really any oppurtunity for this here 
2. I always doubt myself not thinking I will ever be good enough 
3. My social anxiety and eating disorder have been taking over my life for 7 years now

I had to quit dancing lessons which was the only thing in my life that gave me purpose. I do a lot of dancing now, but just by myself. I'm thinking of maybe creating a social media account like Instagram/Youtube and post some of my dances there for a beginning. Maybe over time I get more confident in myself... 

I have no idea what to do anymore. Kind of get a guilty and bad feeling for not pursuing my dream. Has anyone ever given up on their dream because of this? Or, even better, pursued their dream somehow anyways?",2.8509450369155047,4.751261290566042,4.043100902378998,86.59703855619362,75.71698113207545,6.420016406890893,24.35192780968007,7.255503002510835,1.0744536505332245,1042,34,204,12,23,340,147,265,0.107,0.7090000000000001,0.183,0.9476,0,3,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,5,18,15,0,2,11,1,17,4,0,0,4,33,35,12,0,1,11,0,1,4,1,1,3,1,0,1,8,5,1,0,5,15,1,12,5,3,1,0,9,3,33,12,34,23,7,40,0,0,1,0,8,14,0,9,16,142,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582291115209877,0.0,0.0,0.19186751238256475,0.0,0.0,0.07840380182828653,0.0,0.0881995136879392,0.0,0.11434056290981072,0.16123234344473447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626558604415328,0.0702820879430236,0.12733304824881947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196808039011393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213679164470027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179744371839573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912941297691056,0.0,0.07615052992761485,0.3128697847148286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086888228021942,0.0,0.058296057232437214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907577686022385,0.0,0.1204726025497364,0.11060040925865698,0.0,0.09670304859051418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015277322324906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006084917665867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789581848476055,0.244306461905982,0.2253070924526253,0.0,0.10180662108944376,0.0,0.0968178338363214,0.0,0.0,0.196037492240876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316564270736759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768620207799976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041968071574912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262924856323044,0.0,0.0,0.0738602210593881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23336715287972015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537230091079238,0.0,0.0,0.2350552121971006,0.0,0.08875887270465847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866866601310341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659614044936995,0.14775134441193713,0.0,0.0,0.13445759405607122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800332611377506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036630573588144,0.10687859524367938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113919998634678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424548797284225
socialanxiety,Cflvr,2019/09/02,"I'm about to meet up with 4 people simultaneously and I'm not ready In 2 days I'm finally gonna meet an internet friend and his other 3 friends that are visiting my country this summer. we are gonna meet for the first time ever and eat dinner out. I'll also have to guide them through the city.

Needless to say I'm super anxious and nervous and I get horrible bellyaches just thinking about it. I am so lost and I feel like not meeting them at all though I know I can't do that. I need some advice, how can I deal with this and stop feeling like I'm about to throw up at any moment?",1.5846181818181788,3.2333670400000014,3.5682181818181853,89.72010909090912,78.6,6.465454545454546,23.363636363636363,7.348242739294969,0.8157199999999993,460,15,103,6,11,156,84,125,0.11900000000000001,0.748,0.133,0.4212,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,3,9,7,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,1,2,24,21,11,0,1,3,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,6,11,2,1,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,3,12,5,17,18,2,16,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,1,10,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399801641780736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512910691985425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892316111407386,0.0,0.0,0.24740043977033005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123275843411606,0.2257727909347917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240851298839703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980922534805023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214594935729088,0.31289815055517844,0.0,0.23989679012117696,0.0,0.18627584866936703,0.0,0.0,0.3383878322066392,0.0,0.11441512006419925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203531582139961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139784273660084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23905738940920615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238098336232226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182259194600214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415250457657774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308845979160465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403222596071959,0.2151601051705876,0.0,0.12769693226406034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Septoh,2019/09/02,"What does make people attacking someone all the time?  I  fight with depression since last year, I always had SA so was I anxious around people since my childhood.. I always try my best not to take  it on other people and I think I'm successful in it. I am being polite  in my interactions, always saying hi first, trying to help whoever I  could. In last half year it's ridiculous how many random people start  attacking me over nothing. Things I ask : hi, how could I find the xy? I  get yelled like I am a piece of shit. And situations as that where they  have no reason for it at all. Happened several times a week in past  half year. I never experienced anything like this before. I start to  think people can just sniff out a wounded, bleeding soul and try taking  it out. This makes me start hating people. I refused to interact in  these scenarios in the past, now I snap fast, trying to teach them a  lesson. I am pretty smart so I know how to counter people so badly that  they won't forget what they got back. One side of the coin I don't want  to be a ""prey"", on the other hand I don't want to be a reactive,  revengeful jerk. And I really don't think depression makes me  concentrate more on the doucheness of people they attack me way more now  than ever before. I appreciate any advice.",3.322109919066442,5.123295707509887,4.686437041219651,82.92129117259555,74.13833992094861,7.506794654620742,23.114812723508376,8.269060116576782,1.3804686241294934,1006,28,193,17,21,334,142,253,0.177,0.715,0.10800000000000001,-0.9486,0,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,0,5,4,13,16,8,0,12,0,16,4,2,7,4,34,36,11,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,15,8,0,1,7,0,1,0,7,11,0,4,3,5,33,5,29,27,6,38,1,2,0,0,14,16,1,1,23,134,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886389671606313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264293745260649,0.0,0.0,0.06168466142076519,0.0,0.0,0.10247440524641813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746450893916609,0.08074949640283413,0.08479988779286363,0.30958089173206843,0.0,0.06974897834010353,0.07573752730269748,0.0,0.0,0.15437193164568236,0.0,0.09519262092036487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484617448357534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625361591730774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937932479687697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205072666071958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290561775285804,0.07715631719121298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739127137631885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254760437630754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021292905752744,0.0,0.0,0.08955553168833885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079976967726568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985083421418551,0.14787851916106973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863085328486654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816452096811285,0.09196384017022913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995972736054965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703692890334656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061466198859595415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318241103554632,0.5030849525434679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228281204196204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810997199459141,0.09326309908596883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721347720530574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247440524641813,0.09311062590676514,0.15006945973069102,0.1019597758430104,0.0,0.0,0.07685673223216745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261111413521093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364024997560923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060262472987019686,0.1743663848305579,0.0,0.0,0.10578531871406194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463395540080529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700404952303492,0.07199991774818869,0.07276061700359814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523924914972544
socialanxiety,CodeineKrazy,2019/09/02,"I absolutely don't want to start working First ever post on this sub. I don't know if anyone's gonna read this but I just need to type my thoughts down. 

I'm in my last year of high school and had one final exam left to do. If I pass, I graduate. Now, I already have a job and normally I have to start tomorrow.  Although I already worked there for a bit during my internship, I was and still am overwhelmed with depressive and anxious thoughts. Earning money and making a living for myself should feel like a new beginning but to me it feels like the end of my life. It feels like from now on, I have to worry every single day about (possible) social interactions with lots of different people untill the day I retire. The last few years I didn't really go to school that much so I was most of the time somewhat comfortable at home. Due to these thoughts I couldn't concentrate myself at all on studying so it's very likely I'll fail. This, however, doesn't change the fact that I have to start working but it made me feel extra bad. Also nobody will understand how I still manage to fail the only exam I had.

This situation combined with daily (non-prescribed) drug use got me thinking about finally seeing a therapist. I still live at home and will be telling my mother about it if I don't chicken out.  Chances are also that I just send a mail to my employer saying that I'm ill 'till next week to give me some more breathing space.

I guess I don't really know what the point of my post is and it probably sounds silly but I just needed to tell someone. If anyone has some advice or similar experiences I would appreciate it. Also sorry for possible spelling mistakes.",4.641003952569172,5.727727163636367,5.667470355731227,79.98468379446642,69.78787878787878,8.769433465085639,28.28722002635046,9.085049710711278,2.3007140974967064,1324,46,252,25,23,438,185,330,0.11199999999999999,0.8270000000000001,0.061,-0.9557,4,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,7,19,12,0,1,13,0,25,4,1,4,3,55,54,25,0,12,12,1,4,4,0,5,3,2,2,0,17,11,0,0,11,1,1,3,7,6,0,2,10,7,37,6,39,37,12,46,0,4,1,0,9,13,0,11,32,177,54,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677222194808439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959812499970799,0.2130348026995292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003162843710284,0.0,0.12417902934464085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414248766007353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694424329652816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939363409879186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453452201406035,0.0,0.0764814498345673,0.0,0.0,0.09277484357903644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297730343541918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864853001422316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032273042964523,0.07481601037092778,0.0,0.0,0.08686132689767392,0.0,0.0,0.1795954247660003,0.1903115848100434,0.0,0.19454738754574366,0.0,0.07553139769645584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518297987505052,0.05046585905611906,0.0,0.07101974481871819,0.0,0.09782083237657294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381979374049468,0.17814294814358325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881181548825005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976019416582664,0.1447641832597703,0.0,0.0,0.09647911343224097,0.0,0.06272054075078133,0.17352855790265434,0.0,0.1568202398804449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549274848186349,0.0,0.08402266364469528,0.05927324800499911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527662991709644,0.13168494703197767,0.0,0.08576150760927982,0.09443751067320702,0.0,0.08700303004214234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017171477285429,0.06753475902120336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061561241854462836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394266119275119,0.2002124458993572,0.17008757025884044,0.0,0.09573909073708024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882187037389737,0.0,0.11377234073980025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061560678408285,0.0,0.17973631038526264,0.0707603821173378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981249311257903,0.0,0.09051821572958656,0.0752381220255932,0.0,0.0,0.09940191236076136,0.18855470546177,0.0,0.21274221018602052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552264528957269,0.0,0.0,0.10310113681729867,0.0,0.05689807063968241,0.0,0.2114866994286456,0.051778734840574436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244168349832403,0.0,0.07669282353321817,0.0,0.07326751800633557,0.05237526695076662,0.0,0.07122827137949714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393765620264733,0.09017851729339443,0.0,0.06307943809785937,0.0,0.0,0.1143657957542123
socialanxiety,lasoris7,2019/09/02,"Can you play Airsoft with SA? I really want to play Airsoft, but guess what! You need to interact with a lot of new people and talk most of the time. I don't wanna be ""that awkward guy"" in the team you know. So does anybody play here? If so, please share your experience and tips.


And before you say it, I don't know anyone playing it. That would be a lot easier if I did",0.5942307692307693,2.5732914358974384,2.735576923076924,92.81567307692309,83.35897435897436,5.951282051282053,18.724358974358974,7.1686216300943375,0.1864820512820513,284,7,65,4,8,96,53,78,0.045,0.725,0.23,0.9389,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,1,3,6,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,18,12,8,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,9,5,8,8,3,3,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,6,2,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788862241745702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769728184448364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238834878686816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502563416306572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818317946566212,0.25331750065741404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28120114817288944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350046155056016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896988813610451,0.0,0.247087650092102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736421630867955,0.0,0.0,0.2808307007719233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163894858559094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345076511013827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563099219546335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917981590047544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089848574923073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173829452414836,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WalkTheDork,2019/09/02,"How much eye contact is TOO much eye contact?! I fucking suck at maintaining eye contact with people when they're speaking. And on the rare occasions that I force myself to maintain it, I completely eliminate taking in anything the other person is actually saying, thus making it look like I don't care enough about them to listen.

If I'm doing another basic task (like drawing), I can completely take in everything that's happening. But then people think you're not listening, because you're not looking at them!

You can't win. I hate this.",6.201357142857143,7.70543825,6.737428571428571,72.20300000000002,66.5,9.714285714285717,34.285714285714285,9.957137785484203,3.786271428571428,435,20,69,10,7,142,72,100,0.098,0.846,0.057,-0.6097,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,1,4,7,3,0,2,0,6,4,3,3,0,10,20,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,9,10,4,9,20,3,7,0,0,5,1,11,5,2,1,4,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.19364390990858332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080763719674132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329507573995927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096411826467215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231768085880825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41611058943988893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050363730204232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834055935390628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344993580478933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547539205219614,0.0,0.0,0.1959134545776746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938906097909553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332708018521147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245688593144248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917450760312172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27513965117709765,0.17326576519004933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578034558185504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983968096269603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714911880320678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Snorlax0502,2019/09/02,"Does anyone feel that people never look at you in a group of people and pretend that you don't even exist? I always notice eye contact and I always feel that when in a group, people never ever make an eye contact with me. Maybe I'm just ugly to look at or they think I'm an eclipse and shouldn't directly be looked at.",4.660223880597017,4.548051701492541,5.736529850746268,83.76807835820897,69.29850746268656,7.2970149253731345,24.212686567164177,5.985473137389443,0.6932119402985073,252,5,51,1,4,84,43,67,0.076,0.924,0.0,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,3,2,2,1,3,14,12,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,8,10,0,9,0,0,5,0,7,5,0,1,4,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507225429579853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473616267752036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442915396458728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919869587175726,0.19063586316636802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312353699794528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5309319404587846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067757328051167,0.0,0.21172717097056531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250875051335027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399408036159782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43832351374553097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504038957437545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,radiantvilla,2019/09/02,"Do podcasts/youtube videos help with language acquisition/learning how to talk to other people? Hey all, so I am someone with zero personality or elaborate interests (that I've invested time in) which makes it hard for me to talk to others. I've always felt like these were the reasons why I can never connect with people that I meet but I'm beginning to wonder if it could be just me doing something wrong, like not saying literally anything that comes to mind (I've tried oversharing private life details with other people in hopes that it'll increase the amount of things I say but the results are questionable).

They say your social skills increase the more you talk to people but unless I go out of my way everyday to meet new people (which isn't very realistic knowing my levesl of energy and inability to commit to any goal I've set for myself) I think that advice is futile, because it's not like I have a group of people I can talk to everyday and I obviously can't get one if I can't talk to them. I've recently discovered podcasts and though I don't find them particularly interesting, I wonder if listening to them and hearing the way two people interact with each other could help me with understanding how a dialogue between two human works. I'm 20 so my brain is almost matured and I only have so much time left before I can no longer learn this so anything would work. Please let me know if anyone's tried this and if it's helped. Thanks.",5.5925304364113115,6.701499206405697,6.429140288443531,75.31051695073984,67.61209964412811,9.189810825997382,30.091964787413374,9.414487439383343,2.734205693950178,1171,43,209,23,19,387,157,281,0.054000000000000006,0.802,0.14400000000000002,0.9734,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,4,4,8,8,0,0,7,0,22,2,1,5,4,53,40,23,0,9,13,0,2,3,0,2,1,5,0,2,20,15,0,0,11,1,1,4,8,1,0,4,2,7,28,7,30,32,7,19,0,0,0,0,28,4,0,11,11,141,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387452517733748,0.0,0.0,0.09619616265921456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993455813218839,0.0,0.0,0.06532813374399339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671715392034407,0.0,0.15810816727508833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058560905643385085,0.0,0.08174503972775995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724136045051287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275230143358525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340167297705876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223836797830676,0.0,0.08780252918538138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019048890698505,0.0,0.05459648779529955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605621336492418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827329674128153,0.0,0.1931729246912904,0.0,0.0,0.09541515483388026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559065705425587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437592537852547,0.09823393277150123,0.06785421474360928,0.1407988980698743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412476121121957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699921452808502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706195197157734,0.0,0.07409197554847513,0.09278108390644353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509676745154018,0.07306247660541018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466200190921786,0.08388107376042217,0.0,0.10545155454800297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761583902158164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877178653713847,0.09485352670792374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291864749388854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792712841442147,0.08139635959319884,0.07395625431168884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860708200822855,0.0,0.08844461109551302,0.0,0.0,0.0638219421873091,0.061555175664424824,0.0943842987336876,0.0,0.11203364483049276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044493525627374,0.0,0.18768492977512768,0.10000803195048824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079264461706211,0.0,0.15250534404738722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668456915032839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835882902765532,0.13987429756742295,0.0,0.0,0.06824248782556994,0.1050330251925126,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cjmmagee,2019/09/02,"I'm going to get my haircut for the first time in months The last time I got my haircut was with my boyfriend, we go to the same barbers. However, when he went to get his haircut again, I didn't go because I didn't have the money. Its been nearly a month since then, and I still haven't gotten my haircut, telling my boyfriend I feel sick whenever he offers to go with me, even though I hate how my hair looks now. He offered again last night, and we're going today! (provided I don't get cold feet in the next few hours)
What do you guys do to deal with haircut anxiety?",4.683025210084033,4.446445873949582,5.120672268907565,88.62873949579834,69.25210084033614,8.14453781512605,29.605042016806717,7.447530270364453,1.5047949579831927,445,15,100,4,7,142,72,119,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.8398,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,1,8,1,1,0,6,0,9,3,2,1,0,9,24,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,6,4,1,0,1,7,4,17,0,12,17,2,26,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0,17,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603635293252714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840103896808076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833307298503234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745235242321472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991413540334595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125864878866982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787201333752433,0.0,0.5053128820325145,0.0,0.14222364428851966,0.0,0.0,0.17607563261221235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755662946062924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512272488100772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899037409696405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932899812260092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838779282412052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911989841365198,0.16687759298818136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470994503732946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201202075977912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542770448670962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471307748057605,0.0,0.20738346454138532,0.0,0.1685581929815111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484642256582038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Stagnantboy,2019/09/02,"Chill people seem to get shit for being themselves. It always seems to be the honest, reserved peeps who get picked on for no reason. I mean, being a bit socially unconventional hardly makes someone a bad person, which is just so darn infuriating when THEY'RE somehow painted as snide douchebags.

It's a bit baffling that someone who stays quiet with the intent of remaining outside the spotlight is somehow ridiculed for that very fact. Like every other relationship, it's fine if you don't wanna be friends with us. We'll respect your boundaries. But why look and treat us like we're literal hellspawn?

Sorry if this is a bit flimsy, mind's kinda goofy gaffy right now.

Just put up the tag cus I wanted people's opinions and experiences on this. Greetings from Sydney.",5.893136363636363,8.039818092857143,5.640779220779223,77.28967532467534,68.07142857142857,7.090909090909091,31.2987012987013,7.686295010490155,2.2934999999999994,623,26,100,7,11,193,104,140,0.126,0.746,0.128,0.0925,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,2,0,0,7,10,2,0,8,0,9,1,1,4,1,24,17,8,0,4,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,11,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,7,7,14,12,3,8,0,0,1,0,11,4,2,8,4,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332873727328834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237553249351178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854449874175854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487953892582042,0.0,0.0,0.14498504263576073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451238352331798,0.0,0.15487493181087256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277366356695988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448230545434608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446527339928773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893625501816906,0.0,0.0,0.16145218303380174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965730622375584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055105440766342,0.12941770305270106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899940924476845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523921567403625,0.0,0.15913000204489386,0.0,0.12657683643709375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698630802159971,0.0,0.0,0.15214301515219275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108895794704402,0.2511682176480156,0.0,0.0,0.16591722710705076,0.0,0.15798001082678262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565745278315598,0.0,0.0,0.12229486471555845,0.0874224535029478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337431356874427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,film_24,2019/09/02,"14 years friendless I’ve had social anxiety for most of my life. Before the age of 10 it didn’t affect me much, but after then it got really bad. Due to social anxiety it’s been really hard for me to make friends. By the age of 15 I wouldn’t speak at school, I would literally go days in school without speaking a single word to anyone. It got to the point where I couldn’t order my own food. I graduated with no friends to take pictures with, not even the teachers really knew me because I just never spoke. Graduated high school, didn’t go to college and I couldn’t get a job because the thought of having to interact with people everyday mortified me. Fast forward to age 20 I got my first job as a cashier, I forced myself to. I lost 10 pounds in 1 week because I was so anxious. I quit after 2 months because it became unbearable for me. After I quit, I realized I had gotten much better with social anxiety. Due to the constant interaction with hundreds of people everyday, I became less scared of taking to people. I could order my own food, go to places alone, talk to strangers at times. After this I went back to college, and at age 22 I got another job. This time as a barista. I thought maybe if I had more forced social interaction I’d become better with social anxiety. And I did, I became much better, but not to the point I wanted to. At work I still found myself holding back from talking. From being my true self. I’d only talk to my coworkers when necessary and I literally was not able to be myself. It felt paralyzing. I got the “you don’t talk much” or “you’re so quiet” from my coworkers constantly. When I wanted to speak up about something, just talk about something funny or interesting I saw, I couldn’t! I can’t describe how horrible of a feeling that is. I felt like my younger self back in middle and high school, when I’d go days without speaking to anyone.  I’m now 24, in college still and I still struggle with social anxiety. I can pretty much do anything and live a normal life. I can go to doctors appointments, order my own food, etc. I’m self sufficient, but I still struggle with just being myself around people and I have zero friends. I struggle with just talking and expressing myself, the paralyzing feeling. I haven’t had friends in over 10 years and it’s due to my social anxiety. I want to make friends here at college. It’s my first semester at this new one I transferred to. I’ve joined multiple clubs and met lots of people. But I can’t seem to be myself ever, only speaking when necessary and I hate it! Does anyone have any tips or advice for me. My journey with social anxiety has been a long and draining one and I feel like it’s taking over my life again. All I would like is to be able to make friends. Sorry if this is sloppy but I’m feeling kind of desperate right now.",2.542934113611139,4.72422743493761,4.166277200417047,84.04533144990418,77.68092691622104,6.9434096794807125,25.55816769246292,7.966352962830772,1.6644218948642924,2225,84,426,38,53,743,216,561,0.12,0.762,0.11800000000000001,0.7286,3,1,2,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,0,9,28,22,1,4,16,0,37,7,0,5,4,80,78,34,0,13,19,0,7,3,6,3,4,7,0,3,15,25,3,1,12,1,0,8,17,7,0,5,28,15,70,15,79,38,15,79,0,1,1,0,35,24,0,8,49,292,85,16,0.1014358075826436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956094859791983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052528452608328384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03448991376912676,0.053182144300696406,0.27159340305547697,0.05729679500683346,0.0,0.10638941274267767,0.0,0.04173651337478974,0.04514968719430498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699681215847806,0.04234733117749706,0.1236686536185049,0.05601394003418594,0.04315720057629092,0.0,0.0,0.13456759307006966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961607226600552,0.0,0.04049411922397832,0.0,0.0,0.06541770431581621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051911923632014426,0.044383579389708036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656386939971996,0.033498697122225266,0.045877247634040816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025779842375676,0.03623288060243664,0.09739428253816566,0.0,0.0,0.08628124611129033,0.18398487175064773,0.0556095636877075,0.2351071599478511,0.0,0.026498011426683232,0.0,0.14412076759579853,0.0,0.2028187041530276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045433279785475386,0.050073429833876366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717249992335244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098908083584775,0.0,0.0,0.052814892117350624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747066606325968,0.07433461779649464,0.0,0.04478483824280916,0.044883748855963114,0.0,0.0,0.05536458321805583,0.04311854811397883,0.0,0.0,0.10156378383505367,0.0,0.0509529513079844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040482546929206296,0.0,0.186417474817128,0.0,0.03911677406345799,0.0489836675249211,0.0,0.0,0.04969277728489795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873552839733316,0.07714650253914936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580704254632146,0.0,0.052989414706375235,0.0,0.09588962511610284,0.0,0.0,0.05159834157131896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788946734449603,0.0,0.0,0.09747356362461007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331281271987057,0.0,0.0,0.05077746950496617,0.2053169053458915,0.0,0.04617167478036894,0.15872950445447784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136041268721709,0.0,0.07809024038230039,0.0,0.05677454095844304,0.0,0.0,0.16201353393094692,0.0,0.0,0.15906409524062334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440065519020401,0.24459077944448485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805287007309618,0.05914803512659578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974420113509304,0.0,0.040682843164601884,0.0,0.0,0.04701600493549004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977804987644336,0.0,0.03692323800740106,0.0,0.0,0.07205708737121237,0.0,0.0,0.06532133437963489
socialanxiety,CheesyEggCroissant,2019/09/02,Why Am I Like This I feel like people are always judging me. I can’t go for a walk because I sense people stare at me from their cars while I cross an intersection. I feel like I live my life through a third perspective. Through the eyes of others. A girl in high school once told me I walked weird....and years later I still focus on making each individual step to make them as normal as I can. Don’t know what to do with my hands.,1.1540000000000001,3.1919117333333347,2.6011111111111127,94.225,81.66666666666666,5.333333333333334,17.777777777777782,6.42735559955562,-0.34688888888888897,336,7,77,3,9,109,67,90,0.0,0.904,0.096,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,6,3,2,2,0,8,13,3,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,5,17,3,13,12,1,15,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,7,48,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914012976807107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022262204747238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326176196355668,0.32866336771674404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072992278944534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24303667115182898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641709202746654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247521795961006,0.3371394354619705,0.0,0.20311848678326494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30709026974281245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253780994237917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449717681348272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31894419494600795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280009910260446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837002495802635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198011230234223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075640300260196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813016094777856
socialanxiety,Fivesixpointfive,2019/09/02,"100% of the time I don't know what subreddit this should go in, but I feel sad and almost become weepy when a female unmatches me on a dating site after finally meeting me, which has happened 100% of the time. Not being able to connect with females has made my life miserable as far back as I can remember. I've always wanted to, but just haven't been able to, yet, for whatever reason. There seems to be something about me that repels them. Maybe I'm just fucking uglier than I thought. I don't wanna die like this. Is anyone else going through this painful struggle?",4.559662162162162,5.851041576576577,5.129358108108106,83.00052364864867,70.17117117117117,7.712162162162162,28.289414414414416,8.07648339933343,1.8858009009009007,449,16,84,6,8,144,85,111,0.214,0.7509999999999999,0.035,-0.9708,0,0,1,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,2,4,0,11,3,0,2,0,18,22,6,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,1,10,1,17,16,0,14,0,2,0,1,2,4,1,2,9,58,16,0,0.38870880669271785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461786051598126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617184329908057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358971177847369,0.19913905396913106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944653939199154,0.0,0.0,0.21464916884608526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170918607048996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235816498355488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827142602833648,0.0,0.0,0.2129057488977528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967751410857674,0.0,0.0,0.22091217264143706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186695701391125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681209727240368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727826282609235,0.09495174425491787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839028357392015,0.0,0.0,0.19525512116874694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206806788164827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982869632022435,0.0,0.0,0.22016565186478773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693294936562806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962351499306906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318142124273889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542956866594869,0.2266592310959429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463526264263785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,idk_so_whatever,2019/09/02,"I always feel like someone mad at me and it effects my mood and how I feel about myself. What can I do? If someone doesn’t text me back, or answers me weirdly, or if I get into small disagreement with someone it haunts me and I feel like an unworthy person. How can I over come this?? I also think about times where I have said someone mean/catty behind someone’s back and I’m always afraid they will find out and hate me for it. I am trying to be a kind person nowadays so I don’t feel this weight on my shoulders but I can’t help with over thinking how people feel about me and the past.. any tips to overcome these feelings?",1.8122051282051324,3.721037015384617,2.976538461538464,93.01762820512822,78.84615384615384,4.94871794871795,22.371794871794872,5.46131890053228,0.1145641025641022,492,15,104,2,12,158,80,130,0.099,0.826,0.075,-0.2523,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,11,8,2,1,3,0,10,2,1,4,0,30,23,16,0,2,5,0,7,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,11,1,0,11,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,8,21,3,15,20,0,13,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,6,75,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175909740453396,0.2325686229525229,0.0,0.0,0.09503570458082444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492031074399212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203834063780926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239748642931194,0.1996767727571292,0.0,0.0,0.1277301944337013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301430797370581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797551704233793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936723784575344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455295167837043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655089280738866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522301805362868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340846877234042,0.09688598394593004,0.24405096208800806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329355286179644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5920542912313829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790940335993573,0.0,0.0,0.08149013115044539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488198744250702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701794848652496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imolboy,2019/09/02,Anyone else do this? I sometimes find myself whipping out my phone when I make eye contact with a stranger be it male or female. Just to look at my screen and put it back down after I've walked past them. Sometimes I catch myself and think wtf?? It's like I do it subconsciously so I can appear busy haha.,1.968924731182799,4.096624387096775,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,79.32258064516128,4.778494623655916,20.010752688172047,5.46131890053228,-0.21710537634408533,240,6,50,1,6,76,49,62,0.062,0.838,0.099,0.3049,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,10,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,2,6,7,0,11,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,2,5,33,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080268055002326,0.304835466144003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287678111910066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24853249987176715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719199214113026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534898426112247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498345463213576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859109060808808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840081822861891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990810110656137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5884925294763926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906332162002928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Major-Oopseedayzee,2019/09/02,If humans are social animals and I’m not social.... ....then what am I? Because I sure as hell don’t feel human when I’m at work and my boss talks to me like they’re afraid of me.,-1.6514999999999986,0.19828685000000235,1.3949999999999996,99.31,93.0,4.2,13.0,5.6839178017228535,-1.18465,134,2,34,1,5,47,33,40,0.111,0.773,0.11599999999999999,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,6,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,4,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,3,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228988992624765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899368076610552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352060120128627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7658431590115738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540398649190435,0.0,0.0,0.301928282020842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734731826818904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SGBBobby,2019/09/02,"The 4 Secret Causes of Your Social Anxiety Do you often feel anxious around people?

Do you feel confident around people that you’re cooler than and insecure around that are higher status than you?

Are you scared to be in large crowds?

You might have thought in that situation: ‘just act normal’ or ‘be cool’...However, the more you thought this the more anxious you become. 

This is social anxiety in a nutshell. The underlying causes of social anxiety are trauma, fearful assumptions, de-motivational patterns, and negative beliefs.

Trauma gives you social anxiety because unhealed trauma leaves tension and cortisol in your body. The increased tension in your chest and stomach, combined with the cortisol, creates a feeling of anxiety inside you while you’re socializing. 

If you want to heal your trauma, a good book to check out is Waking the Tiger and a good program is Transformation Mastery Academy. 

Fearful assumptions can create social anxiety when you assume that you will be rejected or hurt in some way by the people around you. To fix this, you can start practicing having accurate and realistic assumptions.

Your brain has a reward system in the ventral tegmental area, that motivates you when things feel good or demotivates you when things are painful. You may have had painful social experiences in the past and as a result, you feel unmotivated to socialize. 

This manifests as a resistance to socializing; people can mistake this resistance for social anxiety. To turn this around, you would need to expose yourself to positive and good feeling social experiences.

The last thing that can create social anxiety inside you is negative beliefs. These are formed throughout your life by influences and experiences. 

Take the movie Jaws for example. People who watch that as a kid have negative beliefs about sharks and they become more scared about the ocean when they grow up.

Maybe your parents told you that strangers are dangerous, hence the term “stranger danger’, or maybe you’ve seen someone get bullied on TV as a child. These experiences leave lasting results on your beliefs which in turn causes social anxiety.

Social anxiety is simple to get rid of. However, people simply focus on the wrong things. By getting rid of trauma, fearful assumptions, and negative beliefs, you will have gotten rid of most if not all of your social anxiety.",9.16744360902256,10.580430375939851,8.408334837092731,63.205524812030106,59.77694235588972,11.49678195488722,39.01764411027569,11.288533730351634,5.101983177944863,1916,92,263,51,25,601,182,399,0.22399999999999998,0.701,0.07400000000000001,-0.996,3,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,31,2,2,13,26,2,8,24,0,32,10,6,7,1,59,53,26,0,7,8,1,6,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,22,18,0,0,16,2,1,3,5,21,0,0,6,8,33,5,51,39,9,36,5,2,2,0,56,21,0,12,10,198,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916263018358184,0.10515218824898658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714895164171915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028369888630421707,0.10279786794950226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169460391532861,0.0,0.051953183085713214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342585734492733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820972268813177,0.0,0.15710875041661335,0.14118982799296015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294449590321983,0.04464467953329522,0.0,0.15613962527460565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049821218770822656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587138391978955,0.0,0.09855667045946866,0.0,0.0,0.03287204141110067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935098433889649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937077891003134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034508256627234536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559857380376478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990420648498882,0.0,0.0516763182683132,0.0,0.04442697042942746,0.19358669431115932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318779578432934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052312055471253664,0.0,0.711613412521044,0.039432546870826125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03294071347814381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03499171646201458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367441194008895,0.0,0.0,0.07389391586124927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04447023803980077,0.0,0.0,0.10124265768204584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02745004943379104,0.036940682342890316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03306014068949117,0.05088335288688365,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yunocchii_,2019/09/02,"I have irrational fears of going alone somewhere I know it sounds stupid, but everytime I have to go somewhere alone, I have panic attacks before, especially when I have to go to places where I've never been before. My biggest fear is that I will get lost in that new place and I have to go to strangers to ask where the place I'm searching for is and that they will laughing at me because I'm such a dumb shit that I can't even find it on my own. Today I have to go to a strange place btw and I've already had severe panic attacks in the past few hours and I can't even sleep because I'm afraid that once I fall asleep, I won't be able to get up and I will be late. 
Is there anyone else with these issues?",3.367697368421055,3.721857217105264,4.234052631578948,91.77936842105265,72.22368421052632,6.869473684210527,25.068421052631567,6.2581,0.5530847368421052,555,15,129,3,10,179,84,152,0.293,0.6809999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.9919,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,7,12,5,5,4,0,19,3,3,0,1,10,32,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,11,0,0,3,1,17,1,17,23,2,25,0,1,0,0,2,12,2,0,7,81,25,0,0.1181876091915912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448134392089921,0.1304229656639993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263952434554922,0.1210971723822679,0.0,0.0,0.11048946043964436,0.268910935145355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440921391709316,0.0,0.20113790098661544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873058197680272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612360243431347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659878369035541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802133365204247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349629557785545,0.0,0.3358437096905196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639098797280513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335715789115767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495281913869523,0.0,0.13332077105802104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901573675745126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115357024354767,0.11414632943084685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586594656275366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773353888867361,0.0,0.0,0.11282344618010524,0.0,0.0,0.4939235866195104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351835762102313,0.12131788243358765,0.0,0.0,0.11827296286949394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202803419921256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lynn4562756,2019/09/02,Missed out on an apartment because of SA An apartment was listed online. I reached out to the landlord through txt and email. Just wanted some additional info before setting up a viewing. The landlord just kept telling me to call for more info. Well I couldn't bring myself to call and missed out :(,4.53709090909091,7.060068527272732,4.147272727272728,84.92090909090909,72.81818181818181,5.127272727272729,31.0,5.6839178017228535,1.5318363636363634,239,11,40,1,5,72,41,55,0.126,0.809,0.065,-0.5456,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,1,4,1,11,4,2,9,0,2,1,0,4,7,0,1,0,29,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22739245686872486,0.0,0.31741663173247964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7618000585631203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32604011848176084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001969282404293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33539409527010494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thrash_Tanks,2019/05/10,"I'm terrified of being called out/yelled at I hate it. I absolutely hate it. For days afterwards, even weeks, I can't stop thinking about it, thinking about how dumb I am for doing something stupid. I've grown accustomed to my mom, who yells at me whenever I do the slightest thing wrong, but its like a feeling of extreme guilt and embaressment when someone else does it.

So today, we were signing each other's yearbooks, and being the socially inept piece of shit I am, I had to write down the most generic phrases in everybody's yearbook, with little variations for each one. I never saw myself as anything other than comedic relief until a few months ago and haven't had a stable emotional attachment until then, so I have a very hard time in expressing emotions and thoughts that are on the serious side, whether it would be anger, sadness, gratitude, and so on. Anyway, all is well, we're all enjoying ourselves and having fun, until one of my friends comes out of nowhere and starts yelling something along the lines of ""OP, you're writing down the same thing over and over again, that's so impersonal!""

Dead quiet for a good ten seconds. I caught myself with a deer in the headlights kind of look, which some people noticed right away and took the hint that I was expressing a ""Oh my God, what have I done?"" kind of look, and then everything went back to normal very quick. But I was mentally smashing my face into a concrete surface, screaming at myself about how stupid I was for being so shallow and moronic. I tried to shake it, but there was so little I could do to not break down right there. ""I know, it's a stupid yearbook, nobody will probably look at it anyway"" I thought to myself, but still, my brain was raging and on the edge of total disarray. After class that friend and I walk to our next class together, and she acted like nothing ever happened. It kind of alleviated the pain for a while, but then it dipped down again and began eating me alive again. Now I feel like I have to apologize to her, because she has a point. People are going to open their yearbooks and want to read something thoughtful from their friends, something they'll smile about, not something generic like ""Hasta Luego!""

I feel like a total mess right now, that its my fault, that I deserved to be yelled at. But I just realized how bad my mind has been wired, growing up with a borderline narcissistic parent that trained you to tremble with fear every time you were yelled at. To suck it up and deal with it. To let the inner critic in you join whoever is chewing you out. I know I have all these problems, but I just can't shake them. Now when every time a classmate or a teacher yells at me, I can't help but think of how stupid I am. I hate that feeling. I just want to get over situations like this faster so I'm not a total wreck afterwards. I just want out. Thank you for reading this, I appreciate any advice anyone has.",6.968982321203079,6.703841154804269,6.723738950751926,79.14648777407875,64.4982206405694,9.529192974400184,33.431523361267374,8.933256019334266,2.6941813109861097,2307,86,438,32,31,726,276,562,0.17800000000000002,0.665,0.156,-0.9588,1,0,5,0,1,0,75.0,2,5,4,0,37,46,13,5,27,0,43,6,3,4,8,89,78,48,1,7,17,2,5,6,3,3,1,7,0,0,32,32,2,1,13,3,0,11,8,27,1,4,19,16,61,19,79,49,13,86,0,1,4,0,29,38,3,3,42,326,93,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792255781428095,0.07068610726004937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422701493242092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575717306869473,0.0,0.06562053327102914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491984773843455,0.0613163597376357,0.06658089595358382,0.048609732481021864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901798537996337,0.08142507794829414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686903180659714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366717013364984,0.0,0.0,0.0514267280069845,0.08221007675211298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978240184741767,0.08160333117037742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815955529915432,0.0666138653392434,0.1793971092582404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266856743172275,0.07213083248518923,0.13437145581106474,0.0,0.07166659836879091,0.0,0.0,0.08973145703492885,0.16127897333183305,0.11393481413871928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482446141433173,0.0,0.04166168900661165,0.0,0.04531898263825206,0.06688346148587576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051522374590677,0.0,0.07143280084281317,0.2361849303679393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053449106183582916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24911578173316076,0.08764778371357862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154117734551718,0.0,0.2337462747068141,0.15984404196289562,0.0,0.0,0.20088855382288495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036076622611338,0.0,0.0805162730541219,0.09339238520240026,0.06364897550998085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150162930085451,0.0,0.08480608448257218,0.0,0.07812982641533159,0.0765142052271199,0.0907863275279,0.0,0.0,0.10806992878383176,0.0,0.08485067282848756,0.0,0.08854359773316839,0.0,0.0,0.11056555473232786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538157630434117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597491991746235,0.07630193127541246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595263362859036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429664375339832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185359512589473,0.0,0.08963288700623345,0.0,0.08128650782567609,0.06756478953466095,0.3069448549243617,0.0,0.0,0.0564415070769617,0.0,0.06368173593109988,0.06666753894290674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341534147237938,0.0,0.0,0.1059535368198246,0.1532855710988131,0.0,0.18991774318098928,0.1394938853212364,0.0,0.07558570237254228,0.0,0.08859583938202066,0.05413930451251429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159032417478833,0.14110096556423174,0.0,0.06396389270636499,0.0,0.07169726503375717,0.07392125184093046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056646136882533935,0.0871849094577175,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hooningrn,2019/05/10,"I feel like I’ve deliberately made myself an awkward loser... Whenever I do something like go to grad parties I always go alone and feel like an absolute pitiful loser who should go cry in a corner because he always chooses to do take care of his massive workload instead of going out with friends.

Don’t get me wrong, it’s awesome to accomplish great things but I’m getting fucking depressed because it seems like friends have been asking me to go out less and less until now I’m basically out of the loop in every circle. I guess I only have myself to blame and this makes me sick.

I always wonder how much happier I would be if I had built more solid friendships and gained social skills. Maybe I would have even accomplished more because I’m destressing and taking breathers.

People always mistake me for being introverted but I’m so overly excited and happy when I get to hang out with people. It sort of reenergizes me to get back to work. But these opportunites have been very rare.

I ended up procrastinating the life out of myself this year because I felt so lonely and had zero motivation. I got energy when I went out with friends but that only happened once or twice. Right now I feel totally lonely and drained and hopeless and miserable.

Who knows why this is, maybe I’m right, maybe I’m just not in the right environment. Maybe this might change in college (I’m hoping for dear life that it does), but it seems to me that I’ve basically chosen to not be happy.",4.673973658849988,6.457371696113079,5.479821715387086,78.68653629938967,70.5547703180212,7.830966912945713,28.411339543848378,8.438071523408619,2.1649519434628983,1182,44,210,19,22,385,150,283,0.14,0.643,0.217,0.9743,0,5,1,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,8,11,26,1,2,6,0,19,4,0,4,1,51,55,23,0,6,10,0,4,4,3,4,3,0,0,0,16,19,0,0,10,0,0,7,3,12,0,2,8,4,25,14,33,40,6,31,0,8,0,1,9,16,1,9,12,137,41,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777158000044288,0.0,0.0,0.3141987499019689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825274589078742,0.0,0.0,0.07258899771927779,0.0,0.2301853388099165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962487152880822,0.0,0.09986436786596932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369571681728393,0.0,0.0,0.08130795345950531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261146992780112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361179124986631,0.0,0.0,0.062351361651893936,0.0,0.07953741335217039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319684515003273,0.13488103336613266,0.09064033313305926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880330902678916,0.08727275127878874,0.1972837436026696,0.0,0.26825300306835503,0.0,0.07550157742716322,0.10407808921225352,0.10399399728232757,0.0,0.08347901665343317,0.2009845016269177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376208198002092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051880646529800296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335727341336656,0.18447939912701736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932506954227254,0.063013796163759,0.0,0.3793563531911398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014517168855484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939603261670645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005346152846312,0.0,0.14359333028525026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089235621026934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24185533307792156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718793290258672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623053547884312,0.0,0.07267495810053015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195649856574058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271622349624685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789120050729102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751122219660921,0.08518275417805926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023745003745214,0.06872548379891995,0.0,0.0,0.13412036587189294,0.10321332220081536,0.0,0.06079153061727124
socialanxiety,Saffie89,2019/05/10,"Afraid to live your life Can anybody relate with the fact that due to bullying when I was a kid I am scared to death to be mocked ever again. Therefore in life I always choose the ""safe path"" where I believe my social circle will not make fun of me or mock me. Do you guys have tips to get away from this safe path and as they say in trainspotting start to ""choose life"" and follow the things that I like reagrdless of the opions of others.",5.7278651685393225,5.329670101123599,5.273348314606738,88.95901123595506,67.08988764044943,8.018876404494383,24.541573033707863,6.742157984588678,0.6547555056179771,345,6,75,2,5,105,66,89,0.184,0.7340000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,4,8,2,2,5,0,7,3,0,2,2,13,11,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,5,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,11,4,15,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186178385679725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468496166866473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29601409513776045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376602314038522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726899175910254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601504699642703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5567357390195457,0.12835979618012516,0.0,0.2320011676609955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753786725323628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208938632430186,0.2630450991505872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678268029670661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596626672022928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455047454101227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chinchillin_96,2019/05/10,"Today, I finished my university degree. From having physical health problems and mental health problems, my mum and my teachers never thought I’d even get a single GCSE. Today, I submitted my last assignment and I graduate from university  in July. At university, I have been forced to mingle with new people and talk to my peers and lecturers. I don’t want to big myself up but today is definitely a big achievement for me and I know you guys will understand more than most :)",6.4465517241379295,7.908386241379311,7.425919540229888,67.64853448275863,65.89655172413794,10.397701149425288,32.89080459770115,10.504223727775694,3.9036528735632174,381,16,60,10,6,128,61,87,0.065,0.825,0.109,0.7036,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,16,11,7,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,14,0,11,8,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,7,45,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301626468178238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521801754295963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994078659843778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281365273630757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067873463931467,0.16415981436500682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295385790055265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532446391386007,0.19450381788897791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961854109691665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854062634006012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186973749358874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988124749787427,0.0,0.0,0.5726828134813946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096542012113952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878510148504212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,beerpiss8888,2019/05/10,Does anyone else drink for Social anxiety It helps a lot better then those pills I was taking that didn’t seem to help a bit,3.185384615384617,4.538062923076922,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,73.61538461538461,6.7384615384615385,16.846153846153847,7.1686216300943375,-0.09947692307692302,100,1,21,1,2,32,25,26,0.061,0.645,0.294,0.7579,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258363255463002,0.0,0.0,0.20641905198938246,0.3024795183624364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610909701814155,0.3222949785113777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25834195749378025,0.0,0.0,0.2891953121708096,0.0,0.0,0.2466116945300308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957486802461128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25097863392780123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687498621684551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009313952167405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196263878664388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,postapocalyptia,2019/05/10,"Received my first B in a graduate course because of the participation grade I (25/F) just finished my third semester at graduate school for a Master's program and just saw my final grades for this semester. I did well the assignments and even some of the presentations but my professor for one class ended up giving me a 3/10 on my participation/attendance grade (which counts for 10% of the final grade) because I didn't participate very much in discussions. As a note, I attended all but one of the classes and went to office hours at least once. She doesn't know that I have social anxiety and I try to hide it when I'm at school. I actually have been going to therapy over the last year and felt myself improving a lot, but speaking up in class is still terrifying. Prior to this class, I had a 4.0 GPA so I'm taking this really hard. I feel like telling her about my SA will sound like an excuse at this point so I should probably just move on. How do you deal with mandatory participation grades at grad school?",5.512912924638812,6.422773005076145,6.492588832487312,75.50460757516595,67.68020304568527,10.528543537680594,29.87465833658727,10.560738912317856,3.139484498242875,810,29,156,22,13,270,123,197,0.057999999999999996,0.845,0.09699999999999999,0.747,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,11,3,0,0,13,0,11,0,0,1,1,20,21,13,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,7,6,21,3,28,12,5,31,0,0,1,0,11,14,0,2,14,107,28,19,0.0,0.0,0.15050202556782585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798223028540318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802909761999426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589999137827524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659818423176134,0.0,0.0,0.10186461333634217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798114254306786,0.11017886334989144,0.14808084767778076,0.3378934085732493,0.0,0.13118429264929754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794733450553108,0.08765001343973237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815592472337526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188123769656056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475840556462044,0.1257145211201179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069376323735467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311171659969069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391750051634682,0.11337362717181765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424532586893076,0.20901463711011314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579312666667915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662813780794118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880092582813337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682538942819996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721366828247538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316483480622273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595852483312158,0.0,0.1348000503407932,0.0,0.17637051677387933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470911948791853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725234560675694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866741656500814,0.14296875922961574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993162875098918
socialanxiety,kalifo_yt,2019/05/10,"very sad i’m 17 years old so today me and my friends went to a youth function to fix our social anxiety he got there and everyone loved him , in physical traits i am better than him but i was shy and scared and i began to hate myself he made tons of friends and i was alone most of the time i hate myself",1.054545454545455,2.7125423333333347,2.8242424242424238,94.40636363636366,80.21212121212122,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.2482909090909096,238,6,56,3,6,79,48,66,0.27699999999999997,0.5920000000000001,0.131,-0.9169,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,1,2,8,2,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,11,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,0,12,4,7,5,2,8,0,1,0,1,9,1,0,1,6,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194032318616526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787042272130283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660121858475766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232158931663126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609593114884302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683216578591044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612655121360654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083414276737295,0.2210390401135607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451250929546159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23387548600012176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812693682585045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621469911800088,0.0,0.22142655965002028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274539926640266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655059047391936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043147062221598
socialanxiety,coolshxt,2019/05/10,"What do I even talk about? I get into these weird mindsets sometimes of like holy shit what do I talk about! I have nothing to talk about, I just work and go to the gym, I have no interests omg nothing to talk about and that like spins in my head and I’m even more quiet because I don’t want to talk, just to talk.  I usually let people do all the talking, so I never have to say much. When I’m with my boyfriend, I can either talk way too much about work or events, but it’s like I never have anything substantial to say about the world and how to fix it, etc. like deeper convos if that makes sense. I really haven’t had one of those in years. Is this more about me letting my mind wander instead of trying to get into this mindset of “omg I have nothing to talk about everything I say is so boring!”?  Any suggestions for know what to talk about?",2.464691558441558,3.828287125000003,3.459448051948055,92.65113636363638,75.47727272727273,6.392207792207793,22.23051948051948,6.868970318607317,0.4081928571428573,658,17,147,6,14,211,91,176,0.043,0.875,0.08199999999999999,0.7674,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,19,8,1,0,3,0,16,2,2,2,3,21,24,11,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,11,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,4,18,5,30,21,7,13,0,0,0,0,14,5,1,2,10,106,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506528044309895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787360028101514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832528086016301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670783493619572,0.1263906971369157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599048513143266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999770864144574,0.0,0.05437681418437909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819467916096372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052582902033673454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956773603805553,0.0,0.1869765089753641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638667497820321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660892994070047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067075214700214,0.0,0.14758772036980208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754209259271019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483484507259622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633205640187863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061294680675606665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282643236695085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821354040563356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462938396072534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7690348626210602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496003948384424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537735369273593,0.0,0.056434195555297176,0.07594586291412997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139311501437811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061614403688838124
socialanxiety,foxesinthebox,2019/05/10,"Im wasting my time I just really need to vent this, my head is about to EXPLODE full of stress, but i just look at things and I worry why i cant be normal and cant dig myself out of loneliness. Just a heads up, its gonna be a long one if you are on mobile.

​

I wanna give some background, I live in the UK, sometimes I feel like this place is alien to me, even though for the 18 years ive been on this earth, ive lived here. I felt like i've never truly fitted with people, i dont think i'm an odd person, just my mental health is so poor, its comes off like that. Parents always called me a shy kid (I was quieter but i think i'm naturally a more chill person), I don't think that really helped my situation, because i wasn't suffering from it then, I remember still being able to be normal in public up until around the age of 13. I have faced a lot of bullying in my life, sometimes from my own family without them knowing it,up until the age of 16, maybe not to the extent of what other people have faced, but it seemed to affect me a lot more. I will say that anxiety does run in my family, so i believe it is partially down to genetics. 

​

Right, I wanna cut deep into the bullying, I wanna start with my family, obviously i know families have a bit of it, its just natural, but I feel like they instilled fear into me for stuff that did not need it. For example, i still get anxiety from listening to certain types of music in my house incase someone hears it and says something about it, i remember one time, when i had my first phone (i had one before but my parents kept taking it off of me), there were music ringtones on there, i couldnt possibly remove them, they were system locked, my dad finds them one day on my phone, plays them and everyone in the house laughs at me. Or another example, which has hit me the hardest of them all, Social Media, they scared me into not getting, made me fear it cus i was too young for it, I might agree, but they made me avoid it like the plague, until 16, when I got facebook and Instagram finally (I had twitter at 13, buts its not really that kind of place, but I still cant bring myself to add my family on there let alone most people I know. In other forms of bullying, When i say i am not an odd person, well I definitely used to be, up until i started college, i was very weird, and was bullied to death in school, people would play 'punchies' on me just for fun, and well, me being a skinny kid, I couldnt really fight back with conviction. I admit, im an emotional guy, and that i ruined a lot of friendships for me, cus if one thing went wrong, id storm off, at least these days im able to battle off that emotion. I was made fun out of in every single way possible, and its beaten every single last ounce of confidence and self esteem I have had.

​

To put this into perspective, this is how bad my problems go to; I cant go outside without feeling a strong urge of anxiety, I cant add anyone on social media, even if I know them cus I dont trust anyone and im afraid they will also reject me, they have to add me, which of course, no one will because no one cares (honestly, i feel like i just really hate my area), so ive ended up with only like 30 friends on facebook, similar number on insta, I do have snap, but i think you dont really gotta add everyone on there, since its more of a private place. I feel really incompetent at doing anything by myself, i feel like i have to do stuff for a strong reason otherwise i flake. My anxiety out in public goes near panic attack levels, I wouldn't say i go to that, but I sometimes ill get a dry mouth and body just doesnt want to deal with the pressure, I also cant move my body normal unless i'm confident, which is a more weird quirk thats been given to me by social anxiety. I never had a girlfriend, never even had a first kiss, never even attempted to really chat up a girl, i feel like im gonna end up as one of those people who is in his mid 20s, and still in that situation. I dont even like people looking at my phone, I refuse to pull it out on public transport unless its pretty empty.

​

I feel so isolated all the time, my phone is constantly dry, I have tried some positive things, like meeting people online in various ways, a lot of those people I really like too. I've really tried to keep positive this week, but today its just went haywire, i woke up with a real big feeling of loneliness, i just felt the need to cry, I didn't know why, and now its just making me think about stuff too deeply.",5.903166199387102,4.815826424920129,7.038945034882964,78.72869465997266,66.96592119275826,10.306413683684337,29.28041120601595,9.555129878548652,2.3419307600356425,3539,95,740,62,49,1206,363,939,0.175,0.7040000000000001,0.122,-0.9951,2,3,1,0,2,0,131.0,0,2,12,6,47,50,6,8,34,0,70,12,8,8,8,139,134,48,1,18,35,3,11,12,2,9,3,6,0,8,53,34,1,4,27,3,1,13,30,22,2,10,29,19,126,28,129,86,22,118,0,3,2,1,54,63,0,13,51,523,179,4,0.0795906291542198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04121594426295901,0.0,0.06364859737932728,0.033112889664338785,0.17247282687196705,0.193422652101719,0.0,0.041728857151497614,0.15221653363461565,0.0,0.0,0.05565161847893349,0.0,0.032748153116409114,0.03542626707026708,0.0,0.045272915369607036,0.0,0.030600140491626106,0.033227425420486394,0.04851770879890088,0.0,0.033862881641705284,0.044835691980085836,0.0,0.0,0.04344617662209264,0.08840724656736704,0.0,0.0,0.040635465566134434,0.0,0.04057397543004867,0.0,0.0,0.0342801397902141,0.0,0.043004597513347016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043713284418942566,0.051329371436003884,0.04102722192260109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0348251479623214,0.0,0.18655924921734046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895287451926843,0.07049367368032805,0.0,0.0,0.13142214979815303,0.0,0.06705853777811789,0.07605225693833774,0.0,0.0,0.18757740445500107,0.08956158531054405,0.18109536089041176,0.14214890342683573,0.07641948546543455,0.043593821939614766,0.03637219657056761,0.06769974849968761,0.0,0.0,0.030745761325729107,0.0,0.06237422812650691,0.03817529193071897,0.0678497830726676,0.0,0.0318279484384864,0.0,0.0,0.039403618041783904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928963429547168,0.08168294740929641,0.042300558482663,0.044852211763769634,0.0,0.02667396051180751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918369000015471,0.0,0.0,0.21492884326772985,0.0,0.0,0.03537190408039062,0.0,0.0414406962640621,0.10935232077096643,0.032438492790227445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406934053701479,0.028108607573083127,0.2333037667607154,0.0,0.07027998371109825,0.035217601115223415,0.06683608307737092,0.0,0.0,0.13533021343816992,0.0,0.11296586658994055,0.026563681495902877,0.0,0.039979742346535126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040104317135846494,0.04221653996489818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229612149268816,0.0,0.08852316454298079,0.12277039962076672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116972876820738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573068054628727,0.030266129981446194,0.0,0.046691227276716936,0.08837597475983015,0.0,0.0,0.22071248344295566,0.10424320113567936,0.1247329011963989,0.0,0.0,0.08972647565960377,0.0,0.040486141598761266,0.0,0.03807874157566632,0.0,0.04000528268963543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045295780291867364,0.2549389753536448,0.04091621128555238,0.0,0.0,0.09016066756583553,0.03398498121094715,0.0,0.12658732567475225,0.039842052240445534,0.040274982922482834,0.0,0.036228159783511966,0.041515192139542814,0.0,0.0,0.03291909545161917,0.08946320188598171,0.0,0.12169893500768007,0.033718440900508274,0.03063637738462204,0.11807575104096177,0.0,0.05633465696607686,0.0,0.12712235850793374,0.0,0.0455853983937464,0.0,0.13666834273558512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029921123973980387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931471615758531,0.1274961535831842,0.039098694520162285,0.0,0.06961490386606575,0.0,0.03772130507510156,0.0,0.0,0.05403681272960526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034370374594388194,0.0,0.03283530222861214,0.02347230759862716,0.06317533678377396,0.03192140093738609,0.0,0.07156153405994478,0.07378131061035383,0.0718181632812383,0.0,0.0,0.07672252630644318,0.0,0.0,0.04041407366359381,0.0,0.028269449692224325,0.043509929316927966,0.193422652101719,0.025626877847019232
socialanxiety,KeevoX,2019/05/10,"It's getting worse. I would say I've been 'suffering' (I don't want to self-diagnose but too anxious to see a doctor) with anxiety for over 5 years now and each day it feels it's progressing to the point where eventually, I won't be able to go out my front door anymore. I'm not even out of school yet, and ever since all this anxiety erupted I've always been acting self-conscious, maybe to the point where I'm almost psychotic about myself. Honestly, I can't even remember what the anxiety started off as, or what caused it, bullying maybe? Either way, I know for certain I wasn't always like this. I used to have lots of friends, and I thought myself to be decently popular. And then something happened. A couple of years later, I started getting bullied. I don't want to explain why because I still feel shitty about it to this day. But I'm pretty sure that is what made me the person I am today.  


I can't socialise properly anymore. Whenever I'm talking to a teacher I talk fast, I stutter, my legs become weak and it feels like my stomach is doing 360s all over. I always end up mixing my words together to the point where people can't even recognise what I say. It makes me feel like shit because my aspiration is to be a politician someday (irony), but I know I'm not going to be able to if this continues. When I'm alone, I'm myself. I have my thoughts, feelings, opinions but I just can't say them. It makes me feel good when I imagine talking to a crowd of people confidently and they applaud my speech, but I think I just need to realise it just isn't possible. In reality, talking to a crowd of people would finally make me collapse.   


Sorry for the vent, I'm not really sure what the purpose of this was. I don't know if I'm asking for advice or just blowing off some steam but regardless, it feels good to talk about this with people who can relate. Thanks for reading. :)",4.335172413793103,5.272590965517242,5.495769230769234,81.48673076923079,70.3793103448276,8.346419098143235,30.680371352785144,8.617729084823388,2.3731135278514595,1482,61,289,24,26,493,178,377,0.14300000000000002,0.735,0.122,-0.4835,0,1,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,2,1,20,16,1,0,13,0,27,5,3,6,6,68,68,20,0,8,18,0,7,3,1,3,2,4,1,1,23,11,0,0,16,1,0,4,13,4,0,0,7,12,40,12,43,54,6,38,0,1,1,0,17,14,1,8,22,189,63,3,0.16417704469892444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021595398303942,0.0,0.0,0.08219979747050038,0.08501895255101696,0.0,0.0,0.20491267970751326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839248473351708,0.09273666468596818,0.1628195126534193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674168726077482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008080261222847,0.09066032356732533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843275247770682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082938863103128,0.0,0.10588061180277417,0.0,0.0,0.08331812223488347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402108101319722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270606563733265,0.0,0.0,0.16265608444958107,0.07425376812168569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905449636880699,0.11728811353703625,0.0,0.08992396377856282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342138873781053,0.0,0.08577572969755826,0.0,0.09330559796387856,0.13770391576633098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259060921212117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534111524882367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031291670556744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978872618817407,0.0,0.07767414466449615,0.1643841782882658,0.0,0.1649379082947123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086759918223635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763938195294164,0.07167653141363993,0.0,0.0,0.23280056092652304,0.09254247492189037,0.0,0.08351353858589775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211073666942488,0.0,0.05258800941381204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299029362086808,0.0,0.0,0.1958402632929736,0.0,0.0830779671147041,0.06541392427570494,0.0,0.17127246330397394,0.0,0.08426268854795935,0.06790447396685892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319575498696177,0.0,0.09189138008391153,0.11620535725251033,0.0,0.06555599998634765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473492167322114,0.0,0.0,0.3298982240326818,0.0,0.0755760824385851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259901053227842,0.0,0.13033823473709522,0.0,0.0,0.07781032082830784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089812690345433,0.0,0.0,0.09683587464397876,0.06515804813479951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407212336751189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365521729276484,0.1166266620845838,0.0,0.0,0.10572463403025842
socialanxiety,imnotreallyheretoday,2019/05/10,"I hate having Social Anxiety There was a meet and greet event at a local bar last weekend. I wanted so badly to go but every time I thought about it my anxiety went off the charts. All I could think about is what if people judge me? What if nobody talks to me? What if I just end up being the guy sitting in the back of the bar by myself because I’m too shy to talk to people. 

I hate that I am 28, single and have never been married. I never get approached or hit on by hot girls when I do manage to find the courage to go out.

I have had relationships in the past. My first relationship I only got into because my best friend introduced me to a girl. She ended up breaking up with me because I was too good for her. I hate when i get told how great of a guy I am only for a girl to say she doesn’t want a relationship with me. That has actually happened, I hate how I can get so close to being in a relationship with someone only to be friend zoned, or that she isn’t ready for a relationship. I think being hurt so badly in the past is what has given me my social anxiety. It is almost like my heart and mind have given up and they are telling me going out to meet someone isn’t worth it when I will probably just end up hurt... again",3.5338976201167505,3.8239028702290088,5.238145487202517,84.95770767849125,71.82442748091603,7.84409519533004,24.95374943870678,7.724431198458867,1.105892860350247,960,25,212,11,17,329,130,262,0.132,0.728,0.14,0.4657,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,17,15,4,0,15,0,27,3,1,2,3,33,50,18,0,6,8,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,5,10,11,2,0,4,3,1,5,5,8,0,1,10,2,37,7,38,33,3,41,0,2,0,0,26,17,0,6,18,158,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.08782877632085742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012380446718582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655339769303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920583064037658,0.1502954914141786,0.16459279030669965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944513390505178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185911578043247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391446491858659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583040034952966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226001696201443,0.07655548722640022,0.0,0.0,0.13907033869992388,0.0,0.14106668135162742,0.0,0.15345029535398053,0.07548924182778217,0.07198266327787951,0.09922730498707986,0.0,0.17823186907027644,0.07958829671246978,0.0,0.0,0.3554325873397651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665256930058108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269758206892024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336348141551492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397033453332898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087616389199453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882987704143432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205351279306262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183380879898802,0.1247918351351204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703716549036713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831412682366492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157304575335592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349100690263187,0.15251647037742858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468007927860552,0.07866554237229377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115339041852986,0.0,0.07145137788362382,0.05248077481125127,0.0,0.0,0.08600057922827717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061707899579054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343257260407805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dreaminginkyoto,2019/05/10,Does anyone feel like they can’t breathe all the time? It’s like something’s sitting on my chest and I have to yawn or take really deep breaths to get enough air.,2.2454901960784315,4.07033688235294,2.3652941176470605,98.29049019607844,77.23529411764707,5.7098039215686285,23.098039215686285,6.42735559955562,0.2296392156862752,130,4,30,1,3,39,31,34,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.6124,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802620353760541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507594969187492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41415327769527416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266618105643328,0.28634524630014035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941143740934806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916399338143823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25677498007122634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30857012669320066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013660818817465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337208414689976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GeneralSlip5,2019/05/10,"Had my benefits revoked and I'm not sure what to do Let me just preface this by saying: I don't want to be on benefits, I don't want to be a parasite to civilization, I would love nothing more than to be able to earn a living and live a more traditional life. However, my social anxiety is incredibly bad and i get jitters and can't speak without stuttering and have to think EVERYTHING through days in advance for any event or conversation. It's exhausting, I just want to sleep to forget about every potentially embarrasing moment after i get back from literally any social interaction.

I'm 21 and I've been on benefits since I left school pretty much, it's sad for me to say but other than programming I'm progressing nowhere in life in any way. Programming is how I try to improve myself and I hope to get employed in the programming field one day. I'm not great at it, but I wouldn't call myself a beginner. I've been writing code on and off since 2016 struggling with motivation (however I do enjoy it).

I don't know what to do now, I have savings because I predicted I would be in a financial mess one day due to my anxiety, I barely spend anything except rent/food. I'm not yet in a position where I can try to find a programming job unfortunately, I need a little more time to build my portfolio etc. I live close to a very small town with an asda, aldi, some small stores and pubs -- I can't think of a job here with not much social interaction. I can also catch the bus (40min) to a larger town with pretty much everything in. I don't drive, I don't have the courage.

​

Any suggestions or different opinions are very welcome and the reason I made this post. I live in England if you hadn't guessed. Thank you for your time.",5.607257087806222,5.871858864161851,6.796407927332782,75.68160886319848,67.29479768786128,10.636718965042665,32.66116157445637,10.504223727775694,3.3751947701624,1381,56,271,35,21,468,175,346,0.113,0.7859999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.48100000000000004,7,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,0,4,10,18,0,1,16,0,30,5,1,4,1,51,50,17,0,9,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,9,15,0,0,6,1,3,3,14,6,0,2,5,3,36,12,48,37,8,39,0,1,0,1,17,21,0,7,13,177,45,10,0.09588601463276844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668001125916199,0.0,0.10389245679385084,0.11651200302611875,0.2608231120873161,0.0,0.146705077485009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890602002483757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373042656213923,0.08006081705685474,0.058451224538324374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791034163918637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551564095818668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001804769933476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693825263881633,0.0,0.0,0.08078810285800785,0.0,0.17235233437203432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763808025272954,0.0,0.11594574950282305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028945528894044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571466963999544,0.10562925540287024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952364479046287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903041481364956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269644600625024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418043545719524,0.09804994643825612,0.13545425564293315,0.0,0.09610297682191796,0.33867643053583313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654087184602967,0.09072966547236726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146176062399552,0.071098264882918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200521710025672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994969012945454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183229667562824,0.19510109705206846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858679283567172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525048148375992,0.0,0.09704176591836723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586358043259219,0.0,0.09595526236579496,0.2932311501226538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024088157996924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037143402701267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827895958150304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287977293820128,0.0,0.0,0.11182381245454184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020061962468826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158232008135704,0.16966816725414546,0.07610985528888553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924306964055772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362293473819194,0.0,0.11651200302611875,0.0
socialanxiety,Despaires,2019/05/10,"Weirdest social anxiety moment I've ever experienced... I've had s anxiety for as long as I can remember but today had to be one of my weirdest experiences with what I believe social anxiety ""burst"" (what I'm calling it for now)

Lately, I've had really bad depression and it's actually been overlapping my social anxiety so much that I honestly thought for a while it was gone. Let me clarify that I have always had pretty good control over my emotions, meaning that I can stop myself from having a panic attack or feeling something I don't want to by literally dazing out into my own little reality. Either way emotion doesn't usually show on my face anyway but you get me?

But anyway, today I was sat in class and my teacher was looking through my work and suddenly she looked up and we met eye-contact, my heart started racing like hell (and NO I am not in love with her or anyone for that matter!). Since I obviously looked fine on the outside she walked away to another person in the room but that honestly came out of nowhere and I had no warning whatsoever.

I look back at it now and wonder if half of me saw something behind her and freaked out. 

Just wondered whether anyone on here has expirenced the same thing when meeting eye contact with someone. If not, I'll probably just assume it was a false reaction or something?",6.154514705882352,6.830589262745099,7.238174019607843,71.55490808823531,66.17647058823529,9.982843137254905,35.545343137254896,9.978442167317967,3.757122549019608,1062,50,181,23,16,359,157,255,0.192,0.716,0.092,-0.9816,0,0,3,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,2,11,13,2,1,6,0,20,4,3,1,2,46,39,23,0,3,15,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,13,17,0,2,7,1,0,3,6,7,0,2,16,8,29,6,33,21,4,36,1,1,6,1,15,17,1,8,16,141,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.1048286344204524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938392958143976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264161077311102,0.3287109536243254,0.0,0.0,0.15022429022772127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220833398607113,0.10092675373452853,0.0826010907115523,0.08969310392610833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210281064355167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969014270548738,0.1228624531066312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048320407108545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252263910919986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416711781103129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097169588388853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507958751413997,0.0,0.0,0.05431592466941533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612369957310683,0.0,0.0,0.09010069894782803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729590079188566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117699347505015,0.0,0.0,0.10984654365431426,0.0,0.052481092384805535,0.10766532999001728,0.0,0.09506532380653293,0.3608305891660557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695278786412756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701433808638127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896772465935409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279210661608408,0.0,0.0,0.12603688211082628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379697799565312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928706211905104,0.1158193700573162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688174534194028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216884850946633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886080736412158,0.0,0.0,0.32851041232374745,0.09101853621349154,0.24809672244279665,0.0,0.0,0.0760340317968883,0.0,0.0,0.08980982327231878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136657935591915,0.0,0.0,0.08528127892431142,0.0,0.0,0.203647492606726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831044797490516,0.0,0.06336043488735726,0.0852667935599415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232989727305187,0.07820468803583289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Redredditer1234,2019/05/10,"I have no friends and have social anxiety. My mom told me I will always be alone. The option that I will have friends or a girlfriend in the future doesn't exist for her. She did not say that, but she did say I ""will always be alone, your whole life"". It makes me more angry than sad.  I'm not the best looking and very shy. She told me its important that I keep going out of the house in the future. She has always looked after me, more than any other mother, cooked for me, etc, etc. She says I should not lie to myself, when I told her ""you don't know that"". The hypocritical and contradicting thing is, she sometimes patronises me and says I'm a ""nice person"" and ""good looking"" and that I'm ""an interesting person"" (in a good way). She says she ""never lies"", but I know she lies with this.  I'm 23 and live in the US. Where can I go to get help?",2.633569230769229,3.639135451428572,4.089714285714287,89.71782417582419,74.4857142857143,6.756043956043958,20.31868131868132,7.010146845296331,0.16308351648351627,644,12,148,6,13,214,95,175,0.175,0.6990000000000001,0.126,-0.8666,0,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,2,0,1,2,8,0,0,11,0,16,2,0,1,1,22,33,11,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,4,1,5,0,2,10,9,1,1,2,1,0,2,7,1,0,0,5,8,31,7,14,22,6,14,0,1,3,0,31,6,0,2,5,105,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445087136465649,0.0,0.0,0.29465745120236314,0.0,0.0,0.08027158645192096,0.0,0.09030065791356184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387622017848506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632927158338759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823955919552822,0.0,0.061671288286750815,0.0,0.13417027056691605,0.19801353873371008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912005765281824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362028863235753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491981829588527,0.0,0.0,0.12974394139990506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337549464161212,0.0,0.0,0.10423192237612752,0.0,0.2973728672967021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879294904469053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382476046684152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104010905837147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613681971770026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693527092212725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032742256668795,0.0,0.0,0.11674507085446753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842086182798888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383782631899353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198818520524698,0.0,0.0,0.09739577308834592,0.0,0.0936950530153892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178800059830809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mlv23,2019/05/10,Social Anxiety While Driving Does anyone else get social anxiety when driving? I always feel like I'm under a microscope when driving and when I go out..,4.095238095238095,7.0684704285714295,5.75,70.46166666666669,76.85714285714286,8.019047619047619,30.76190476190476,8.841846274778883,3.5526761904761903,124,6,17,3,3,42,20,28,0.126,0.7809999999999999,0.09300000000000001,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230169592658346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455343477613062,0.0,0.0,0.20361378416675915,0.2983687734884197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25483104910811394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24326020228801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723945036706784,0.20803331103730294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213996130979687,0.0,0.16549564911035716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226559235496586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5936833791661328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lots_of_typos,2019/05/10,"I messed up Just wanted to get this out of my head

So, I joined a new place to work last week. The problem with this new place is that they some shit called fun Friday. So the trainers have their batches do some shit that isn't work. My batch only has  two people, including me. This means that we will have to be grouped with other batches because the woman who conducts this crap wants us to socialize. Last week, we had some treasure hunting, so I didn't have to do much except carry stuff around while my partner did the work. This week, all the new joinees were put in a single large room and some games were conducted. I thought it was just games when they had someone bring in a microphone. I panicked and calmly walked out the form room because of my sudden urge to shit. Once I was done, I bumped into my trainer who asked me to go back to that treacherous room. I said okay and left the office building. I'm currently typing this outside my office. Not sure what to expect or what to say. I think I seriously fucked it up.",4.094558823529411,5.398950710784316,4.2326274509803925,88.93982352941177,71.30392156862743,6.812549019607843,25.85490196078432,7.0316486544052195,1.0074984313725492,811,25,165,7,15,251,120,204,0.14,0.8140000000000001,0.045,-0.965,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,3,3,8,13,5,0,10,1,19,6,5,0,2,29,31,9,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,18,11,0,0,3,2,0,4,3,8,0,1,11,2,24,5,23,18,8,31,0,0,0,1,18,14,5,5,13,116,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383599111363657,0.11954599970591265,0.0,0.0,0.09832809407131583,0.0,0.15590300430838053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057482144279706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086067173894178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821851199530058,0.06680948597308188,0.0,0.07267439239931307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123679185527873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847062264188235,0.0,0.0,0.13893672037001334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929352196122144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400294586929453,0.0,0.0,0.3705078387641807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618285717844344,0.0,0.09725481086613692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865252530716165,0.0,0.2672046216254894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235924487974385,0.0,0.12854984115947174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216385470327885,0.10169144869277273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937859994976629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130352607728373,0.10834819630029403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463864483972214,0.0,0.0,0.12052081183714222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193723023388691,0.0,0.10151858219251148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249154367315315,0.0,0.15381805587886946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508481485737143,0.0,0.3077211866185808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792838879885333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SubaruCrew,2019/05/10,"Personality Anxiety? I was wondering if anyone else experienced this. Everytime I speak I wonder why I'm saying what I'm saying. I constantly think that I'm going to lose my personality and none of friends will like me anymore. I used to be pretty outgoing and confident, now I just feel like a shell of my old self. I'm scared to be honest. It's like I'm scared that I won't react to something like I normally would. Everytime I say something it's like im underpressure to be myself. Does anyone else experience this? Any advice?",2.1509294871794857,4.8135163365384654,4.922692307692309,75.20564102564106,82.75,8.466666666666667,25.01282051282051,9.075114841892004,2.6918551282051286,425,17,77,13,12,151,62,104,0.11699999999999999,0.653,0.22899999999999998,0.9039,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,10,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,18,3,0,3,2,0,1,5,1,3,0,4,0,3,7,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,6,13,7,7,11,1,4,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,3,8,41,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632732991298493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487142571099806,0.0,0.10672459007686297,0.0,0.13835620170064494,0.19509694602345973,0.2858884860598709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076049662415605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208593744377695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330850180387135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364673221776389,0.0,0.0,0.07054033011159308,0.09966580558535744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077849000939047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928661572135325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506944886059763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407871267932007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560757443153183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668995115834212,0.0,0.0,0.14639203264032846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436290952074636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193158794081934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328312992429417,0.2793472293482534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455391131718468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480286929029824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939222568426515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049164607109825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258858655699988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302584782948055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910373591029646,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sireenad,2019/05/10,"Getting out there vs. being uncomfortable and inconvenient Where do you draw the line between putting yourself out there and just being straight up uncomfortable and hating the situation you're in? 

I used to have bad social anxiety when i first started college, but then I started just forcing myself to do new things and meet new people and it got easier. Now i'm a lot more comfortable with new people and new situations but of course there are times where I am just not enjoying it and would really rather not be there. But now I'm having a hard time differentiating between situations that are socially unfamiliar to me, and situations that are just not my thing.

How do you know when you should make the extra effort even when you would rather not, and when you should just sit it out because it's genuinely inconvenient to you or makes you uncomfortable and anxious? Thoughts??",11.134696428571427,9.2905838625,10.213035714285716,62.55125000000004,57.25,13.642857142857144,40.98214285714286,12.28987398476788,4.981026785714286,718,29,122,18,7,229,90,160,0.152,0.789,0.057999999999999996,-0.9049,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,0,2,21,4,1,0,5,0,16,0,0,4,0,41,28,20,0,6,16,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,1,14,2,13,19,3,26,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,2,16,100,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814827758984968,0.14494119425034388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712418999089243,0.07820979491374883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474018775651973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091309457299206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703085959667855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026123195642654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493057910187535,0.12666856356393502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050969876824445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907510371628368,0.0,0.0,0.1712809721134872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956473582145112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778925519393941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897579181207391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219153571564171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768531816562983,0.0,0.26156906371714816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162118850728068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704721248630624,0.0,0.0,0.10185496460999344,0.14962419534613816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080902271282522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822796597355802,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bluDesu,2019/05/10,"Why is it so difficult to speak ??? Seriously, whenever I try to say a sentence out loud that consists of more than just two words I mispronounce, speak very quickly, and mumble out an incoherent sentence that I always have to repeat, and I can't breath the whole time either.

Is it difficult to breath because I'm speaking too quickly or am I forgetting something? I honestly don't know if this is because of my social anxiety or perhaps from my psychosis because I seriously can't say a well structured and easily understood sentence even when I'm not nervous. 

I barely speak a couple words everyday, all I can say at once is only a single word, I always just answer with yes or no, and if the question requires a longer answer I'll just tell them that I don't know. Help? Anyone else experience this too?",7.891363636363637,7.25066225974026,8.468149350649352,68.63650974025977,62.766233766233775,11.336363636363638,38.730519480519476,10.686352973137794,4.2936,644,30,110,14,8,216,92,154,0.126,0.782,0.092,-0.7185,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,11,7,0,1,8,1,11,2,2,0,1,29,16,11,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,7,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,1,8,14,2,12,15,5,9,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,6,6,80,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060311994365709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067938145684256,0.0,0.0,0.12858385153286905,0.18842244020600307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33630255698355394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034766232122952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362090470868844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146109428370415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988486495188608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326112598296522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212806690049864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584246538249575,0.0,0.1398606427046495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600479356928875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387227092955128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745807361870284,0.0,0.14157156642696372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073257520577833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072308132611048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485282001211202,0.0,0.17963896191265033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517328603263888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534393648428225,0.0,0.16593688192938724,0.20531250641995116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,adlised,2019/05/10,"People drain my energy. I’m not really sure if that counts as social anxiety, but I’d rather stay home alone or just hanging out with only 1 friend I actually like, rather than being in the bars/ crowds/ large groups of people. I feel like people constantly drain my energy, I’m too tired to deal with social interaction or to hold a functional human conversation. I’m not depressed, I’m not shy, I’m not introverted, its just that somehow after 25 socializing has been exhausting in the level that I’d rather stay home alone. Does anyone feel this way?",6.031428571428571,7.14607919047619,7.0047619047619065,71.55857142857144,66.6190476190476,10.571428571428571,27.380952380952376,10.608840637214634,3.021095238095238,445,13,78,12,7,149,68,105,0.129,0.6940000000000001,0.177,0.7666,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,21,10,5,0,4,13,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,2,1,5,3,1,1,2,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,4,4,11,8,0,10,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,4,4,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.155833050001741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33077848503676904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216135113142687,0.0,0.0,0.11165799049064593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725666592074782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463194712029885,0.1375395675647947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974458052766908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148672071699527,0.1140815763559338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337502554523085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203613961997889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603157932870634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145038530860484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33212393077259705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230061393994452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883472897721085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404136263991269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505046270201872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835385684078579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675338735235953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,weilej04,2019/05/10,"When do you throw in the towel... And say for sure it’s not just social anxiety? I feel like no one at work likes me. I realize I’m not the worst human being ever so that’s probably not true. But... when people talk in groups, and I move into the group, in a matter of minutes they all move somewhere else. I have more experience than most, but I am never consulted on work. I make a very large effort to be open and friendly but I feel like there is just something wrong with me that people sense and they don’t want to be around me. I have always been an easy target, and I don’t know how people sense it, but they do. Is this mostly in my head or what?!",2.671739130434787,3.5294286376811637,4.157217391304346,89.83669565217392,74.21739130434783,6.969275362318841,20.321739130434786,7.1686216300943375,0.27801217391304434,504,9,114,5,10,168,90,138,0.053,0.78,0.16699999999999998,0.9159999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,3,3,9,8,0,0,6,0,13,1,1,2,5,34,19,14,0,1,10,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,1,3,17,6,14,15,5,16,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,3,7,85,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859456279569672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661477143791176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589758767704045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918237887832214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153767876723107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468750186451884,0.0,0.0,0.1805928899499109,0.255158089441484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797204074695446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832766934747472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814401860044378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617384919575092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920489809679212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37960889217882576,0.0,0.0,0.13773347811704106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101181172326488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37141890189757937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254164297240212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142015605590397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204189993163133,0.0,0.13748117875724472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683114588229332,0.0,0.0,0.14353747880468262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734888523425446,0.105332313814351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600197033555225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525142594496908,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,svlb7477,2019/05/10,"Another family even ruined by me I can’t stand it when people call attention to me in public. It feels like everyone’s eyes are on me and I have to leave. This makes everyone think I’m rude since I basically sat being weird and quiet, then abruptly walk out. 

It happened last night and I cried all the way home, and in bed until I fell asleep. Now I’m awake, tense and nauseated. Hating myself. Wishing I could just be normal.",1.438352941176472,3.961044658823528,3.4120588235294136,85.73926470588238,84.76470588235293,6.6941176470588255,19.088235294117645,7.908726449838941,0.9739647058823532,336,9,66,7,10,113,66,85,0.19699999999999998,0.753,0.05,-0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,6,2,2,1,1,15,15,8,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,3,10,1,8,11,1,15,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,8,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325557597318869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22646226644748094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770733539354969,0.0,0.2436150127839867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648365653028886,0.0,0.0,0.4238407567072575,0.0,0.0,0.2090745291355416,0.0,0.11213867628792036,0.15843973925030438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611939946425105,0.0,0.0,0.21896192172239964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224635112044448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078037239315914,0.0,0.2348330907780551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083505484992694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480399309554025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812558888391006,0.21729739796380432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375438836918265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834587806860905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421077253651392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760387109180763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550361561305323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MASrocks1,2019/05/10,"I got a haircut yesterday I got a haircut yesterday because my hair was one of the worst sources of my anxiety (constantly thinking my hair looks stupid or it's a mess), and yesterday it looked fine but as of this morning I'm worried it might be even worse.",3.877352941176469,5.513320215686278,4.884460784313728,82.75257352941178,72.33333333333334,9.02156862745098,36.27941176470589,9.516144504307137,3.640917647058824,205,12,40,5,4,67,36,51,0.231,0.741,0.027000000000000003,-0.8573,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,9,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,4,5,1,4,4,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078744657447733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593524145456782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31188712057806883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062555285166505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616588814396359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847229065508218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061718014297095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557101061998786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493096331617645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930995706181469,0.2941203601326554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brainbound,2019/05/10,"My wedding is in just over 3 months time and I’m absolutely dreading giving a speech I managed to work up the courage to ask my girlfriend to marry me and I’m very happy to be progressing our relationship to the next level but I have an extreme phobia of speaking in public and well... just speaking to people in general. The thought of having to write out a speech and pour my heart out in front of 50+ people terrifies me. It’s keeping me awake at night, distracting me during work, making me seem emotionally and mentally absent in my relationship and daily life. This is something I have to do and I’d never be able to forgive myself if I just took the easy route of not giving a speech. Has anyone been in a similar situation? How can I get over this immense fear of talking in front of people? The thought of having to mingle and entertain guests at the reception is anxiety inducing enough without the thought of having that many eyes on me, listening and seeing my every movement and word.",5.530552884615382,6.634021302083338,6.517916666666667,74.6379807692308,67.75,9.241025641025642,32.4775641025641,9.466822959209583,3.136342467948719,798,34,139,16,13,266,112,192,0.1,0.81,0.09,-0.5931,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,5,8,0,3,12,0,14,3,2,3,1,32,29,13,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,0,4,12,0,1,6,1,0,4,3,3,1,0,5,8,18,5,34,22,1,25,0,0,2,0,16,16,0,2,5,102,22,4,0.1483188565317702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346351928024155,0.0,0.0,0.10370799307219852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138658109283306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668387504259241,0.0,0.15325302692681286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496503356784475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689994869487973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749048090279939,0.28456192429184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788818075599992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575855911759894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183261452524506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476199467808604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900398844975254,0.15037204095816298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947052241666725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838669623922801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439264572477105,0.0,0.15773878656227874,0.13918719946017793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30847686010040953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184778902651721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819092574873136,0.13502391651984758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671660905819344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418310196187237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921307866180557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532458141275471,0.08648591799232395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647877069652754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223785898459538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333564644006536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297408492588842,0.0,0.2159557880483688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,madejanae2,2019/05/10,"Can’t sit next to crush in class 21F, met this guy in college, we’re the same major and had many classes together and will have many classes together in future semesters. I was very attracted to him before we started talking and then we kinda became close in the past year. The problem is that I can ONLY talk with him outside of class or during breaks because he makes me sooo nervous. He asks to sit next to me in class and I always have to make up some dumb excuse. I want to sit next to him but I know if I did I wouldn’t be able to focus AT ALL  on the lecture, and would be so nervous that we’re physically so close that I’d make a fool of myself. 
I have really bad anxiety and would just think about everything that could go wrong, like my stomach making noises, dropping things or having something on my face/hair

I think my crush thinks it’s weird that we talk but I don’t sit next to him, is there any way to overcome this? Because he knows I sit next to my other guy friends in class and I don’t want to ruin my budding friendship with my crush.",3.3074486301369848,4.375632310502283,4.188307648401828,89.41342037671234,72.9269406392694,6.753538812785388,25.55964611872146,6.9077264865688965,0.9140522831050228,832,26,178,7,16,268,121,219,0.157,0.769,0.07400000000000001,-0.9593,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,0,6,12,1,2,5,0,20,1,1,4,1,40,35,15,0,8,6,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,10,14,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,4,0,28,3,27,24,4,31,0,1,0,0,20,12,1,5,11,111,38,8,0.11627641541973892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675129233865347,0.0,0.0,0.07907194977360557,0.0,0.08895113953355571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870275225515737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708595000636526,0.1417620472024078,0.0,0.09894266535953412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283725621462692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045017446327136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983487011717077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608256647408252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302638644350643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780495404744066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680678322547755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104616407753549,0.23577206986112506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6183064346303234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843345354266162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109989954687893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126082608377803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448964914566536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951526534179531,0.0,0.0,0.08230104530551696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803757347261558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724888371777294,0.22351569589527992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959402201726247,0.13716568486520947,0.09229480633854936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651988587616893,0.12713000688399162,0.0,0.0748781992582836
socialanxiety,Liotas,2019/05/10,"I'm not able to talk with some family members. Hello. I'm 17F.

I'm not sure if I want to post it but I need to vent something (and I have experience that when I something post on net I'm really scared of reaction. Once I post one story I wrote. I thought it was good but then I started feel anxious. This feeling grew up and I started think about how stupid and bad it was so I deleted it)

Now the real reason I decided to write there.

My aunt is going to have a birthday party tomorrow. She invited whole family and some people who she knows. It's sounds like fun but not for me. But her friends (for me strangers) aren't my biggest problem. I will just ignore them and I hope they will ignore me too.
My problem is that I'm not able to talk with most of my own family. Always when we visited aunt and uncle I was in my cousins' room and usually stay there for hours (also it was when grandma lives so when I wasn't with cousins I was with here.. *they lived in one big house*) But then granda died and one of cousins got married and the second moved so I had to be with aunt, uncle, mother and her bf (basically my stepfather but I stopped talk with him too.. I don't know when. I don't know how. I don't know why. It has just happened).
Now when we visit aunt and uncle (I always try to avoid it) I usually sit in another room and watch TV or do something on phone while everybody talk in other room. I don't want to join into their conversation because their usually talk about people I don't know or about think I don't care about. Sometimes they start smalltalk with me because they want to ask about school or boyfriend(I don't have bf and tbh I don't want anybody. And everybody ask me about relationship and when I'll find someone. It's annoying. When we visit relatives and I'm bored and text with friends they automatically ask on boyfriend. Even if I say I don't have bf and it's only friend they ignore that answer. I really hate this.)

With my brother I have similar problem with communication. Eight/seven years ago he had to moved (because of our mother's boyfriend) so he lived with father. At first I was happy because of sibling's fights but then I just didn't care. He didn't live far away from me and mother but even so we didn't talk very much (greeting when we met and sometimes short conversation what he started. Only per year).
When he graduated he was standing in front of our house and was talking with mother about it. When I arrived from school they told me this news. I didn't know what to say (I didn't care tbh) so I only said 'congrats' and went to my room.
Last year he found gf and few months ago they moved because of work (circa 6-7 hours traveling by car from there).
Once I visited him (to be honest, I was scared what he thinks about me 'cause I twice refused visiting him and my mother wanted me to go too). Our whole conversation was a few sentences. We were alone in house and if he didn't start asking me about school there would be silence.
And... When we were talking I was nervous. I wasn't able to talk with him without fast heartbeat. As if I was talking with some stranger. And maybe he is stranger. I realised that I know nothing about him.
The rest of this visit I was quiet. I listened them six hours with few sentences I replied when someone asked me on something. But I didn't feel bored(like when I have to visit aunt). I just felt ok when I could listen them and I always was nervous when they were quiet(I was scared that they start asking me).

But I would like to talk with them like normal people again (at least with my brother 'cause aunt said me few things that force me to feel hatred toward her. Toward her and others family members.. And because of my anxiety. I don't think they know about it because I avoid meeting them. But they did some nice things too.)
I don't know how to start a conversation with them. I don't know what should I say. I know nothing about them.
To be honest brother and his gf arrived two days ago and now they are at father's house. I come there almost every day so I was there when they arrived. But I didn't say welcome or something else. I was in my room and I hoped that they don't come there.
And yesterday too. When I came there I sneaked to my room and I was happy because I didn't meet them on hallway. (They saw my shoes in front of my door but they didn't knock on door. I don't know what they think about me, what makes me feel little anxious, but they don't have a need to start conversation with me, neither).

Even if I would be probably glad for tips how to fix this, I'm not sure if I would be able to realise it. I can say to myself 'do this, do that' but do it is sometimes really hard and I just give up and let anxiety win.

Thanks for read this and sorry for my imperfect English.
I'm curious if tomorrow I will be able to say them something more than hi/hello.",1.6746675423590782,3.835255920362904,2.853765884652983,92.44957559465624,80.52217741935483,5.741951775822746,22.31858911697621,6.894070401107043,0.5345108422939071,3811,122,819,43,99,1222,314,992,0.115,0.79,0.094,-0.9177,0,3,6,0,1,0,117.0,10,0,30,3,69,44,4,7,7,1,87,1,1,8,2,179,166,99,1,26,37,19,7,3,8,8,0,12,8,0,40,68,0,7,29,3,0,21,35,19,0,8,48,21,161,25,105,101,17,117,0,0,2,0,142,34,0,19,59,554,201,6,0.2070258494590915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101095545923054,0.0,0.041461296682256836,0.04288326886203669,0.0,0.03311169940321124,0.1033572547469898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341693081484003,0.06334968327261456,0.0935521129294211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23224946737061,0.0,0.03890152008820922,0.0,0.03457158736456649,0.20192165805727894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04735648389312185,0.12664599064387894,0.08506903011572847,0.0,0.07133377519500819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033058658989279,0.0,0.0,0.05340581843196312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04297202931443378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0345887064492583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204317263626526,0.0,0.03488564142419116,0.0,0.0,0.04050220118338724,0.15613243683301334,0.0,0.1046784899172894,0.0,0.03975545629386317,0.0,0.037843575163223016,0.0352192163581398,0.0,0.04539863164639303,0.09596859464536213,0.0,0.0,0.039719611840192987,0.04706302446406988,0.03472869205027738,0.033115496796740466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03661445499266144,0.08815314655169244,0.03709089941887553,0.04087903312937098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224935243135785,0.1223272557213244,0.19110402756254027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730623824056405,0.03375073973624141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04233959150047183,0.0,0.06068542365967974,0.0414988577600256,0.14624609436941302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02763827241920212,0.0,0.0415970583894208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033049211579286565,0.13202142876214895,0.030437564010394533,0.06140281766356116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056827534401272,0.07945875442961389,0.0,0.0,0.08819030923245251,0.08417164407874601,0.09447149247342217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611539421770162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896412193079588,0.0,0.044641776180967256,0.11885746708839902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141637471882406,0.04712814808218682,0.07957563621800383,0.04257141067009666,0.0,0.044453657011550365,0.0,0.0,0.07877159651123754,0.19756231787883125,0.12436139475599688,0.1257127273411233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701649321689655,0.19125433593779514,0.12285231525138306,0.046349697802703,0.2344543388853509,0.04413240197152473,0.0,0.03461657603033921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804776522596148,0.0,0.0,0.36607897874991996,0.0,0.03812031747637107,0.0,0.0,0.05501551011426743,0.132653804995967,0.0,0.03287107989174613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039564414211206635,0.0,0.028111392449811427,0.0,0.040446834577812084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680583487249046,0.03416360146093414,0.12210920986577567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03838300731036184,0.0373617256651672,0.09245478704070548,0.0,0.03991310622877961,0.0,0.030143456814437086,0.0,0.0,0.1176521788751509,0.0,0.0,0.07999071566553499
socialanxiety,yuvalmaz3,2019/05/10,"Instagram Anxiety's killing me So I wouldn't say my social anxiety is out of control. It used to be really worse, and over the years I've became calmer and it began to feel as if it's actually gone.
I've many friends, I look good, I have a girlfriend which I love and my confidence is obviously there, but there's one thing from the past I just can't shake.
I cars so much about likes on Instagram. When I post my entire body itches and I'm constantly checking my phone for updates, and it I don't get my minimum amount of likes things start going very bad. I've actually never shared this with anyone and it feels awkward as fuck to even recognize it. I start gently ""reminding"" friends about the photo, trying all sorts of shit with hashtags and stuff to get my likes to at least 70. I usually get my way, but it feels like shit. I don't know why can't I just be okay with the likes I ""naturally"" get. I've tried deleting my account but I always end up back there.

I know it sounds stupid af but it really stressing me out. Just thinking about uploading it makes me itch. I just want to stop caring about it and I can't seem to do so no matter how far I've come.

TL;DR Posting to Instagram makes me extremely stressed and I can't find a way to stop caring.",1.7716602316602312,3.8410892084942105,3.394029343629345,89.18137606177609,79.69498069498071,7.078362934362935,22.715212355212355,8.109356740369918,1.1899333127413128,991,32,213,19,25,328,138,259,0.182,0.643,0.175,-0.6112,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,18,23,5,4,6,1,13,7,5,5,3,46,40,21,1,3,9,0,3,5,3,1,2,2,0,0,16,15,0,3,8,0,2,5,9,10,0,1,2,6,30,13,29,35,4,30,0,0,1,2,8,7,3,3,19,128,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.2167266021270717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239782360062572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698973006154372,0.0,0.0,0.07764481565080132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538627742732496,0.09271742284731692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334527817042025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264343017214363,0.0,0.0,0.0956549048255418,0.0,0.1199995305554222,0.12454571966938835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835236507144456,0.0,0.0,0.07334376877015593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844213215319262,0.07933013057450068,0.0,0.0,0.10149255582227054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158523223064567,0.10265874425426252,0.2320644311456735,0.0,0.06310908280973437,0.09313876137084913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285415900976315,0.0,0.122054179473153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27125338633278817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324931585464212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022189259979332,0.0,0.14824597804189554,0.11258157691956384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163039964102073,0.0,0.0856442751035003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524654888329581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600443007286232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269964996405136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227575250866112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883069516609362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010906372407974,0.0,0.0,0.22797093016445524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131957659913297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571955739809418,0.0,0.0,0.1856761555948012,0.2544019348505104,0.0,0.127119253276488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475459099009565,0.07115275790155097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078369605136707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590669497745036,0.1222997014484157,0.09162324683671244,0.06549685512144464,0.17628372767308678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002002852884102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316371473529893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150894297496971
socialanxiety,Krystalballing,2019/05/10,Mental Breakdown over not making the right coffee So for my Tafe course I have to work in a cafe. A customer came in and ordered something. I thought she wanted a cappuccino but she wanted a latte. I felt bad for wasting coffee and milk. I thought that everyone in my class hates me because I am always stuffing things up. I told the teacher that I needed the bathroom and I just locked myself in the bathroom and cried for about five minutes. Feel so stupid and useless at the moment.,2.769032258064513,5.422310903225808,3.3896881720430123,87.32453225806455,79.75268817204302,4.580215053763442,26.504301075268817,5.6839178017228535,0.9365191397849464,386,16,68,2,10,121,62,93,0.255,0.745,0.0,-0.9812,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,17,13,8,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,5,2,14,0,12,8,0,11,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,51,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205023031342228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573219530105166,0.1502020486971108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28181388636659793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706568400506748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23544402823152624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458632752024346,0.0,0.2365809013130353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24326719912519046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447270410726947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483114204906252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270113463956988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104227066440829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968936339930006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369600782369775,0.0,0.0,0.3912252773777134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23544402823152624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29066407101585384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938081578379247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anonymous_zek,2019/05/10,"Should I just be Cold? I work at a retail shop for a year, I always work shoulder to shoulder next to co-workers, I never establish a real conversation with one of them or made friends at work because i cant carry a conversation for the life of me but  have no problem starting conversations, I just cant hold them. I always do small talk with a happy face or pointless topic like ""what are your plans this weekend"" which again doesn't lead to anything, even common interests doesn't work. it makes me feel fake, i  hate it. I gotten so sick of pretending and putting in all that effort to make a conversation every shift to just be a awkward silence right after and not becoming friends. I tried and tried and tried again to think of ways to combat this but always ends up in failure with methods like don't think but feel, say everything that comes to my mind, mindfulness or wait for sincere urge to talk .  Awkward silence gives me panic attacks. Should I just be straight up anti-social or cold so I can curve my anxiety?",7.809545454545457,6.847913489898993,7.567353535353536,76.07436363636364,63.09090909090909,10.142222222222225,35.961616161616156,9.120678840339163,3.0964185858585864,813,32,152,11,10,259,116,198,0.195,0.6779999999999999,0.126,-0.9540000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,7,9,14,2,3,8,0,14,5,3,4,2,38,27,13,0,3,12,0,2,2,2,2,2,1,0,0,8,8,0,2,4,3,2,3,8,7,0,1,2,5,20,7,26,20,1,23,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,4,12,101,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227390877990515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890655011015524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639471185824488,0.0,0.0,0.14708612020378314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788140269976745,0.14279072514912114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137194767825452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145126272065942,0.0,0.0,0.0853948722534787,0.0,0.10893246069750286,0.0,0.11619757876418255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307458888330124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977837562230186,0.0,0.0,0.12402681673788975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137631684270029,0.0,0.12764717769039466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913214004113153,0.12632919558198324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233739088461056,0.17260425213015365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26109222965657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971647291025412,0.0,0.13750145682422812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876102978773956,0.0,0.0,0.1516940407220998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371313653830344,0.0,0.1299722310886187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716040551712284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041301384519328,0.0,0.10281665344756914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151217740788484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783692262052056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165687713445073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633384132992614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262444006787756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470623556092702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325856651115543
socialanxiety,Frenchwhore,2019/05/10,"Table for 1 I sat outside the Diner for about 20 mins before I finally went in, but glad I did.

The food was bomb, and the waitress was cute. Feeling like a boss!",-0.002352941176472001,2.162502,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,87.8235294117647,4.576470588235295,20.264705882352946,5.985473137389443,0.044435294117647565,124,4,27,1,4,42,28,34,0.10300000000000001,0.5770000000000001,0.32,0.8398,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,3,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,16,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713633650150153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206683061820725,0.3117802889212461,0.0,0.4780794670888939,0.0,0.0,0.5277237646928699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132139668729782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4045679879430848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JParzivaI,2019/05/10,How should I accept a compliment? Whenever I get a compliment I shrug and try to downplay it. Obviously this is the wrong way to go about it but I always feel awkward if I just say “Thanks”.  Any suggestions?,1.6454999999999984,4.314182550000002,3.7550000000000026,82.39,86.0,8.200000000000001,25.5,8.841846274778883,2.6168500000000003,162,7,31,5,5,55,32,40,0.096,0.6579999999999999,0.24600000000000002,0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,6,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,4,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463140430935098,0.0,0.0,0.2830321534676196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104446242709566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174487673963712,0.0,0.2365376236374276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309811451311592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831835888511173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825743582329259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33036238345796104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550523886378263,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AWavyDude,2019/05/10,"How I Got Rid of my Social Anxiety (Not a Panacea, but things that helped me) First of all, I know this post is long, bear with me. 
I’m writing this post to be the message I wish I could’ve read 2 years ago. If I had understood then what I understand now, I could’ve saved myself so much pain, embarrassment, and loneliness. I hope his helps someone out there. Even if your experience is somewhat different, I guarantee there is something in what I’ve been through that might help make sense of it all.

**TLDR**: I went from fully socially comfortable, surrounded by friends, outgoing and friendly, to depressed, thinking anxious thoughts all time, desperately uncomfortable around other people. At that point, I did everything I could to figure out what went wrong, and how I could fix this terrible problem. The two main factors in the development of my social anxiety were an addiction to my phone/computer/Netflix/Reddit/Youtube, and increasing isolation from other people.

**How my Social Anxiety Developed**

A little background about my life. When I was young, basically up until high school, I never had a problem with anxiety. I spent tons of time with my friends, perfectly fine social skills, played sports, no problems with depression or anything like that. I’m 22 years old now, just finished four years of college. I think kids growing up today are dealt a much harder hand than I had. Internet addiction and compulsive smartphone usage played a huge role in my becoming isolated, anxious and depressed, and I imagine there are lots of kids out there who are maybe going through something similar, but without the foundation of a normal social childhood/early years.

I started to develop anxiety around other people in high school. I had friends in school, through classes and sports, but didn’t spend much time with them outside of school. At the end of the day I would usually go home and spend time on Reddit, Youtube, Netflix or watch pirated movies and TV shows. My family had some serious problems, so I didn’t like to spend time with them. I would just go into my room alone, and try and take my mind off my problems with entertainment. My family was pretty poor, so I’d be hungry often, not have a lot of energy, and just want to unwind in bed with my laptop. I spent a lot of time doing that, especially over the summers.

I went off to college and everything turned around for me. I was lucky enough to live in a college dorm with some great, kind, wonderful people, and I became good friends with many of them. I made an active effort to spend time with my friends, and I had social interaction every day. It became so easy for me to spend time with people. I was the happiest I’d ever been, and figured I’d grown from my awkward high school days and I was cured. I didn’t realize it could ever be like that again.

My senior year things became worse for me than they’d ever been. I’m not proud of how I responded to a difficult year, but I honestly did not understand what was wrong with me, or how to fix it. I was swamped with difficult classes on top of working 20hrs a week at a job I hated. I had a bad habit of procrastinating until the last minute, and it caught up with me. I became constantly sleep deprived, was close to broke all the time so I started barely eating, just trying to will my way through the work I had to get done. I started finding it incredibly difficult to focus on reading technical research articles, having to go back and reread paragraphs over and over again. I became terribly uncomfortable just answering questions in class. When I started missing assignments and classes, I avoided my friends so I wouldn’t have to explain. My mind started to become uncomfortable, even alone. I numbed the pain and constant anxiety by going on reddit, youtube, Netflix, mindlessly browsing looking for something to make me smile or laugh, just something bright in what became a daily experience of feeling depressed, sad, anxious, all the time. I would be on my phone or listening to music almost constantly. I would constantly be thinking about how I was missing work, letting down my family and friends. I didn’t want to open up to anyone. I was incredibly ashamed. I ended up failing two classes, attended my graduation since grades weren’t out yet, and just lied to family and friends. I told no one that I had failed, just held it inside. I moved back home with my parents, took an easy job where I figured I could take time to figure out what went wrong, and go back to finish my degree after a semester or two off. It’s been just about a year now since I failed, and I’m going back in the fall to finish.

**Symptoms of Social Anxiety, How it Played Out in my Life**

Once I moved back home, I took a job where I had infrequent social interaction, and I spent very little time with my family. Problems with social anxiety became worse than they had ever been. I would feel anxious when people walked up to me, I would feel anxious just doing something as simple as ordering coffee or walking through a grocery store. In conversations, I would try to make normal, comfortable eye contact, but lose track of what the other person was saying because my attention was on eye contact. I almost definitely came across as dumb or unfriendly. And that’s not me being too harsh on myself; I’ve spent most of my life friendly and pleasant to be around, I understand how I was coming across, I just couldn’t figure out how to be socially comfortable again. I was literally losing track of simple conversations, or my responses would become simple and short. This was very embarrassing for me. I became uncomfortable just being with other people, so I isolated myself more. Every day just kind of sucked, I was always worrying about how I came across to others, always worried in general. I became very depressed and lonely. Started smoking weed frequently, playing video games, watching movies, just looking for something good after a day of awkward interactions, of being judged, of feeling alone. Almost all of my friends from college lived far away, so I saw them very infrequently. 

**How I Got Rid of the Anxiety, Became Socially Comfortable Again**

A big part of trying to get better was keeping track of how I was spending my time. I started writing an hour-by-hour log every day of what I was doing. Then at the end of the week, I’d review how the week had been, what areas I needed to focus on, what mistakes I kept making. At the end of the month, I’d do the same process. I started bringing a small notebook with me everywhere I went, and took down quick notes on any ideas or experiences that I wanted to be sure to remember later. I wrote in a journal, infrequently at first, then more regularly. I recommend doing something to keep track of life, it makes it easier to identify trends and progress.

I stopped compulsively using my phone, and I cut back the time I was spending online, on reddit, watching youtube. All the time I would spend flicking my attention from link to link on reddit, always taking in content, never producing my own thoughts, was hurting my attention span. I found it harder to become engrossed in books and long form content than it was when I was younger. This was a real problem for me my senior year, and I am sure that my constant use of reddit and social media was a factor in my difficulty concentrating and getting work done. All that time on the internet was hurting my attention and putting my mind in an anxious state of staccato, quick thoughts. I am 100% sure that my overuse of the internet, reddit and youtube in particular, was having an adverse affect on my mind. It was taking the place of the natural human state of mind; longform, uninterrupted production and operation of thought. 

I started a habit of meditation every day. Essentially you sit quietly, and pay attention to sensations, emotions, and thoughts as they arise. I can’t overstate how important this has been to me. It is a peaceful 10 minutes at the start of the day, where I can relax, don’t have to worry about all the real problems that follow me around all day, and begin to understand the operation of my mind. I use the Waking Up app, highly recommend it, it is exceptionally well made. If you can’t afford the monthly subscription, like me, the creator Sam Harris offers a free yearly subscription, you just have to email the address in the app description, no questions asked. 

I started spending more time with people who I loved, who wouldn’t judge me. This is the most important part. I was always anxious to talk with people, because I wasn’t doing it very often. And when I did talk to people at work, they were strangers who didn’t know me, so if I came off as shifty or nervous they would pick up on that, and the interaction was often uncomfortable. My mind would then associate interaction with that unpleasant experience of being judged, of making people uncomfortable. Some of my good friends lived an hour or so away, but I knew I needed more social interaction, so I made the drive, over and over. After I spent an hour or so with my good friends, I started to feel relaxed, and was more able to get into the conversations, without thinking about eye contact, being self conscious about everything I said, etc. The key to feeling like my old social self was in large part this right here. SPEND MORE TIME WITH FRIENDS. I was lucky in that I had friends out there who loved me. I know some people don’t have anyone, and when you are awkward and anxious it is very hard to make those connections. Don’t give up. 

I started stretching and exercising every day. For me, anxiety and depression went hand in hand, and moving my body everyday had a huge impact on my depression. Obviously exercise alone won’t fix all your problems. For more information on depression I recommend the book “Lost Connections” by Johann Hari. It helped me a ton. Or for a quick runthrough of the book, listen to his interview on Joe Rogan or Sam Harris’ podcast. Exercise and stretching (look up beginner yoga routines on youtube to follow along with) helped me correct my posture. After going through four intense years of study, often sitting hunched over a desk, or looking down at my phone, or just lounging on the couch, living a sedentary lifestyle in general, my posture was becoming a serious problem. Mind and Body are fundamentally linked, so if you want to feel comfortable in mind, it helps to feel comfortable in your body. Start off slow if you need to, go for a short walk at least. Even on my worst days, getting out of the house and walking the dog helped a little.

I started eating more healthy food. I switched to a regular diet of mostly eggs, meat, fish, vegetables, fruit. I figured stick to the foods that our species has evolved to consume. I’m not a nutrition expert, but eating like that, and getting enough to eat, meant I had a stable baseline of energy throughout the day, instead of being tired all the time.

**Tips for Social Interaction**

When I started spending more time with people, I was very rusty. I felt as if I had forgotten a bunch of the fundamentals. Here are a few things I find helpful to keep in mind.

Eye Contact. I made so many mistakes when I was trying to get back to my normal social self, particularly around eye contact. Our species has evolved to convey and understand information through facial expressions and where we look. So it is important. Where you look says a lot. In general, when someone is talking to you, by looking at them you give the message “I am listening to you, I’m interested in what you’re saying, you are heard.” One mistake I was making was I would think “alright, be friendly, make eye contact”. But I would be so uncomfortable and unused to the experience, I would think about it too much, I would focus intensely on the eyes, and would be so focused on eye contact I wouldn’t even process what they said. So I’d give off a message that’s very off, too intense, and if I wasn’t listening to what was said I had to look away and kind of process after the fact. 

You basically want to get to a point where you aren’t thinking about eye contact. That’s only going to come from repeatedly going into social interactions, and eventually getting to aplace where it doesn’t make you uncomfortable, and you can just use your eyes to convey meaning. As a general rule, try and be relaxed, be friendly, and look at the person that’s talking to you. You don’t have to stare them down, just relax your gaze so you’re not pinpoint focused on only the eyes. You want your attention fully on what the person is saying to you, not on eye contact. You don’t have to force eye contact. If you aren’t too comfortable with it, that’s alright. As long as you pay full attention to what’s being said, you’re alright. If you come off a little shy because you’re not making a lot of eye contact, that’s ok. It gets easier the more time you spend with people. For an idea of where people generally look while in conversation, watch a youtube video of an interview with someone you respect or admire, and see what they do. Or just pay attention to how the people around you make eye contact. People tend to comfortably look at the other person while listening, and while speaking people tend to look away often while thinking, kind of checking in with their eyes every once in a while. There’s not one right way to do it, just do what is comfortable and effective for you.

What to say. A lot of my anxiety around being with people was from not having much to talk about. Part of that was I was wasting so much time online, I really didn’t have many interests or recent experiences that were engaging to discuss. In any case, it’s always a good idea to try and talk in terms of the other person’s interests, if you want them to be engaged in the conversation. When you are just getting to know someone, ask questions about their life that you are curious about. Again, the more you do it the easier it gets. Ask about their life, what they do, what they like, what they dislike. Try and find out what they are really interested and passionate about. For example, if they keep bringing up Basketball, take note of that. Ask about their favorite team, did they play the sport in high school, whatever comes to mind. Or talk about whatever’s in the environment, or coming up at work or school. 

This post has gotten a bit too long, hope this helps someone out there, if you have any questions please post, I’ll respond when I can.",6.193381666384099,7.301387283123613,6.394300394080116,76.10442496557485,66.25018504811251,9.413266398984408,33.00762935793474,9.576518243853362,3.162728330349132,11517,484,2018,228,179,3686,712,2702,0.132,0.703,0.165,0.9990000000000001,9,8,7,0,0,0,369.0,3,38,24,24,147,149,4,8,128,4,199,54,25,39,25,465,400,185,0,66,79,1,13,7,17,22,16,17,8,11,106,141,10,8,73,31,24,47,42,63,1,10,130,67,287,87,392,219,64,389,0,22,36,3,213,174,2,68,164,1449,393,51,0.01735795540134007,0.0,0.0,0.037845467035815074,0.0,0.0,0.01538678014418941,0.0,0.05214445494893767,0.07191042764135554,0.0,0.0,0.0722160470536516,0.0,0.0,0.03541201470769408,0.0,0.14606667208333127,0.15687639086353805,0.0,0.02427417201836516,0.0,0.014284118301651771,0.1236180832595528,0.06490938059405052,0.0,0.06523348195403983,0.0934303738269061,0.014493167717837471,0.03174374550581908,0.09585248997742513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01535170097320165,0.018950391627229498,0.0578423261398583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955863030115367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476170799922513,0.0,0.09378891631109572,0.0,0.08315348974970456,0.0,0.0,0.13433334295250804,0.0,0.11960305241850396,0.0,0.0,0.01813536894191903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03552642985792846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104608717554972,0.0,0.01952536350958297,0.0614959854858682,0.03587081600708235,0.019358708640785,0.04585906334323532,0.06280505768885294,0.08774895640864035,0.0,0.046800633201897104,0.10187646667807912,0.08181767766956795,0.0,0.0702136303929709,0.01240052680700083,0.01666635927619175,0.0,0.04759457031284545,0.029529335994128467,0.041978617143550855,0.01903210216161125,0.22798212584168945,0.0,0.1088257832881338,0.0499539974849985,0.10851418675702837,0.07279514724014037,0.027765485227709483,0.019137207108943118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015549318589697459,0.01713738733021689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471204453969607,0.0916981644969909,0.052234333646158426,0.034480732599885364,0.06837635830587899,0.020028750009443357,0.0371641005258145,0.0587850564915596,0.0,0.0,0.05167527707811979,0.06171419324234319,0.0,0.07230255774541088,0.03815791335530272,0.014149050387538147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01774968543532941,0.07356262341416282,0.059361541574305315,0.0695889256425844,0.06130957052747316,0.06144497722873665,0.17491572989216736,0.038838224202124086,0.01894825878977338,0.08854267773516054,0.0313324648990701,0.06569806839420561,0.1390388402055258,0.05279472701438692,0.017438399268425196,0.018907902091054817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018414047625875358,0.19279245434340714,0.0,0.027709908793590768,0.055346278700510856,0.07656056671158755,0.03861211196471818,0.026775050579041452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102133255126218,0.0,0.0,0.03642850854264176,0.036971312000093695,0.035286599422094084,0.026403014524292185,0.03694017674775467,0.0,0.019273955297660256,0.0751878967169829,0.0,0.2286425933927157,0.07578148564449479,0.01813536894191903,0.01905382253449333,0.032817756882557336,0.0,0.06649649236974077,0.017659280940773358,0.0,0.16609219076000384,0.0,0.01744953947779861,0.07777953041685721,0.0,0.034725305421176036,0.039514306773560486,0.02223990141189772,0.0,0.017138886879480616,0.0,0.019663179738538938,0.029647198140974843,0.06604556207386067,0.06901871416230544,0.0,0.12297024294217113,0.013832043112806277,0.0,0.054324399339017525,0.0,0.0,0.028717360160300576,0.0,0.017370491109139814,0.3184964926703654,0.07353669641430552,0.09354101470647534,0.0,0.0,0.19657680278359435,0.0,0.0,0.01451202795331263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490790026283964,0.018041561904411918,0.06525511118802135,0.09766166930752823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03459556282852475,0.08897821550126969,0.0,0.06890138843115359,0.22267439443702355,0.019950416275448104,0.016453312108018203,0.016586270244817278,0.0578559813986898,0.09427929849114138,0.018880471014288518,0.05086860065262807,0.09035121866985453,0.0,0.05996680118517305,0.019117335561108437,0.11457704862604234,0.07166720277379113,0.027555874102529243,0.041770514421676654,0.0,0.015606886512444934,0.09654599135373512,0.0,0.0,0.019960792070320442,0.03346489917361768,0.018823962191949338,0.0758207895865598,0.05288353885580064,0.0353784789711649,0.1972894958886663,0.0569345980016281,0.0,0.11177954175540407
socialanxiety,SkiesofCloud,2019/05/10,"Have I actually been having anxiety attacks? So, I'm a very anxious person, even online. Chatting in forms like discord or any instant messaging is particularly stressful, because then you don't get as much time to think before you need to respond to that person. Or else they think you're ignoring them or being rude. For a while, almost always when I participate in a chat where the person is talking quickly or there are a lot of people, I've noticed a few things: I get physically shaky, flushed, my heart will beat super sporadically or very fast, and of course there's the general feeling of anxiety/nervousness. Sometimes I even feel a bit light headed and out of my body.

​

I always just thought ""I'm very anxious"", but today I suddenly wondered if these are actually symptoms of anxiety attacks. I guess I never truly considered it because I'm still able to somehow charge through and continue the conversation, and I think of anxiety attacks as much more severe? As in, curled into a ball, hyperventilating, kind of thing. (Not to be rude in my description, this is just the impression I gained over time.)

​

So am I actually having anxiety attacks? And would anyone have any advice on how to calm myself/prevent them from happening?",9.005469897209993,8.822464726872251,9.149614537444936,63.15705029368578,60.321585903083715,11.795741556534507,41.38362701908957,11.20814326018867,4.986016446402352,1011,51,157,24,12,334,140,227,0.188,0.752,0.06,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,3,3,14,14,6,2,11,0,16,4,3,1,1,35,31,21,0,3,10,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,6,7,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,3,19,5,27,25,7,21,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,12,13,115,25,0,0.09203964492339936,0.0,0.2694522497005217,0.0,0.0,0.08994007579232617,0.0,0.0,0.0921644092916208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153168715436991,0.19944983364149144,0.22367648564618176,0.12518022944364113,0.0,0.2816403057712561,0.20795720144017865,0.0,0.06435625975877787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188335334996977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122130265284118,0.0,0.0783189587896456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004834541973134,0.10223529665721293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688731306421948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158263485068065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307601991034224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617383135244686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139204552444482,0.0,0.08139035404016681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094459229129611,0.0,0.0,0.10906742238784052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584512674556474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496592140753157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824881474502468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531945847194915,0.06824623048059446,0.07098664822905294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478774577994927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638087009178211,0.24109640343753305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397860072008933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102956227686876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350297932828291,0.0,0.10543110229025422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956644324260336,0.0,0.07397798018964342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229410069870128,0.17692586420681616,0.0,0.07306919714107579,0.10733811423610397,0.0,0.08724282147417843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782703869959806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998130687710348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538232300716218,0.0,0.22367648564618176,0.0
socialanxiety,I_WILL_get_past_this,2019/05/10,"I've lost a lot of battles, but I'm determined to win the war  

\*swearwords ahead, but not gratuitously so\*

​

I've always had social anxiety to an extent; not *badly*, but there's always been that recurring, nagging and yet nascent thought in my mind: ""why don't they like me?"" But recently it's become bad, very bad. Bad to an extent that I torment myself where I didn't before.

​

It's ridiculous. I have friends (not really where I have recently moved, admittedly, but generally) and people who respect me (and a lot that don't like me and don't respect me - mainly through trying too hard and making myself look like a dickhead). I'm bright and I have recently started in an incredible job that will lead to a great career (and I am doing really fucking well at it). I'm a big, imposing guy and I 'm witty and I'm good at sport.

​

So, why? WHY?!

​

It's impossible to describe. Not truly. I can make salient, incisive points in a meeting: points that other people won't spot and that alter and improve the workflow. But going across to the canteen for lunch? NOT A CHANCE. To sit there awkwardly on my phone, realising I'm doing so and then blurting out something that makes me look like a weirdo? No thanks. And thinking that way is fucking mental. Absolutely fucking mental.

​

So I avoid it. I go to the gym at lunch or I play table tennis with a few of the lads where I feel more comfortable and can concentrate on the game rather than the interaction. And people have noticed. I know fine well that I'm paranoid about what people think of me, but I work with a lot of *highly* intelligent people and they have picked up on it. It's been said to me (actually). I observe the looks. Not imagined, but actual looks. My anxiety makes me lose concentration, to be thinking about whether I am being awkward or weird and when I snap back in I've missed something very obvious. Something that a four-year-old would have noticed. Whether these lapses are a consequence of me assuming people think that, or that I'm too busy thinking about things to concentrate, I don't know,

​

But I didn't used to be like this, not even a year ago. I could happily hold a conversation and have a joke in work without looking in their eye and having the ""do they think I'm mental?"" thought cross my mind, or to have to try and concentrate on not looking mental - thus making myself look mental. Which is nice. Of course I can still concentrate and apply my mind. I can listen to a point and then respond intelligently, but I have to look away.

​

Rory McIlroy threw away a massive lead in the Open one time. The reasoning behind it was - and it's an accepted phenomenon (although here I am justifying myself rather than knowing it's an accepted fact and not being self-conscious about whether or not people believe me) - that when a person trains to do something enough, then they do it subconsciously. They don't have to think about it. Rory cracked under the pressure, it got to him and thus when he went to do his swing he was *thinking about it*, rather than just doing it. It's why Ajax's inexperience meant they lost to Spurs (in the UCL semi-final if you didn't see it): they stopped playing and started *thinking about how to do so*.

​

I do that when it comes to holding a conversation. Just a simple fucking, normal, banal conversation. I am conscious of how I am, where my foot points, where my eyes are and, crucially, *what are they thinking about me*?

​

WHY?!?

​

But when I've had a beer I'm fine. I can be the life of the party and forget about being awkward, but it's only ever after a beer. And so I have five beers, and then five more, And then I'm happy until I wake up the next morning and realise that it was only because of the beers that I felt fine, that I felt as though I fit in and that I could interact in the *excruciatingly* normal way that most people do on a day-to-say basis. Without even thinking about it,.

​

Imagine that.

​

I have told myself that I am too strong to have this happen; that it couldn't possibly happen to me, but the awful, *awful* truth is that it has happened. That it is happening. I know I'm being weird, and I know that it's perceptible. It's an undeniable fact. I have no desire to die (AT ALL)., I'm just in an awful transient phase.

​

But I am going to sort this out. I have to.

​

My question to everyone is: how? How do I change my thought processes?

​

And by that I don't mean send messages saying ""you can do it, you the man!"" - I've tried that and it's ephemeral at best (but I truly appreciate any sentiments).

​

I mean, how specifically? How do I look at altering my thought processes. How do I not just think ""they've said this to me \[any comment, whether it be about football or the price of cheese\], this is what I think about this, and now I am going to say it."" and then be weird.

​

How do I fix it?",2.552182969592298,5.018342056994818,3.7410488302716303,85.60245302768621,79.20725388601036,6.3031349767101075,25.39514314125713,7.501715956499073,1.419389176741508,3915,151,746,58,99,1270,344,965,0.11599999999999999,0.759,0.125,0.9675,1,1,8,0,0,0,241.0,0,3,9,11,59,53,8,5,51,3,86,15,4,20,6,174,169,93,2,11,46,0,4,5,1,3,1,5,0,3,72,44,6,4,38,10,1,12,26,24,2,3,25,22,92,29,98,129,13,88,0,4,13,4,42,43,4,14,35,544,164,6,0.0,0.0,0.048228255130870167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02190458903536216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112264730229428,0.4551594866451164,0.510446524434306,0.03360831492217322,0.0,0.03780731243746079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643312636427587,0.019001041552000133,0.08252977678366169,0.01506344392680219,0.02729108210159945,0.02102702833408829,0.02784055343011984,0.025932407736955616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026140697116714358,0.021286123203927084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03945904650517626,0.0,0.0,0.01593638956919917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025645857318198226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02553281049170481,0.0,0.032642434826091755,0.02235228821632406,0.0,0.023612180712114662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.012494497744380629,0.0,0.047452390589793315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0190914642584052,0.09137876127281157,0.0,0.0,0.05617475504993204,0.020726204821560543,0.01976344425477703,0.027243689262975008,0.0,0.024467527654520625,0.08740653895160443,0.02630505301567826,0.02213597843703921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02610826423437453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024521606579964883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679019101675492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017453933605670064,0.06036212164439271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675725898484505,0.027645008638537416,0.053949405637333886,0.06302458830581338,0.0,0.0,0.08247308799380705,0.0,0.0,0.05383450220829025,0.0,0.0,0.12451312053964952,0.0,0.07485244018691396,0.0,0.0,0.02626361673701931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026280163108357443,0.0,0.04842257709102272,0.0,0.0562667056261105,0.02592977547349573,0.0,0.016744643812268666,0.037587277976914656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370505821727318,0.02157647388181751,0.0,0.0,0.0934385844001694,0.027857657921361738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027681695474606752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031660678585737595,0.025406766710759098,0.07319665390039813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04701116417081401,0.05895294097818182,0.0,0.0,0.019691268547815763,0.0,0.02577870160754949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02518949786682511,0.0,0.07609417085483798,0.0,0.0,0.034980792265415436,0.0,0.019734036979818032,0.020659293588921764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022750338732433498,0.0,0.0,0.01641672438081116,0.20583746185102555,0.02427818654655741,0.07847030156573594,0.01440903712364316,0.0,0.0,0.023612180712114662,0.0,0.0503309318609431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02134215416443911,0.0,0.040777913564748296,0.0,0.039228486536478056,0.0,0.0,0.04443586403042772,0.022907112943680846,0.11148804243795668,0.0,0.0,0.047640562654347525,0.0,0.03597944080712352,0.0,0.0,0.017553807911474314,0.0,0.510446524434306,0.03182582582929625
socialanxiety,Off-White_Pizza,2018/12/09,"How to approach Girlfriend at work So we work together at a restaurant and  I’m always very awkward when I see her, because she’s usually around other customers or co workers and I end up usually just saying “hey” and then I’ll keep walking to go clock in for my shift. I’m really just not sure how to act around her at work, I feel like I have nothing to talk about while I’m there. We also don’t work near each other because I work in the kitchen so she usually just comes back to collect food and that’s it. I really need to be talking to her more because I’m a very introverted person and I don’t want her to think I’m boring or ignoring her. ",1.8462895377128952,3.5390244744525567,3.849361313868617,87.79890815085159,77.97810218978103,6.9024330900243305,26.015206812652067,7.793537801064563,1.4555454987834544,511,20,109,8,12,174,80,137,0.073,0.897,0.03,-0.6507,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,6,14,5,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,2,1,26,17,15,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,11,2,2,2,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,0,3,17,2,19,16,2,23,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,2,10,70,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331370435956227,0.1179018656940386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25227777004663154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895496258509504,0.0,0.25912847434534125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205798039642027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550000514585696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164541641219901,0.1012271721995623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133855570920975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805287215169522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594531997972966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922518102308414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506529192062697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596049086117165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372289687794745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815473136715835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126818138009384,0.0,0.0,0.11291283280491983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354617180840658,0.0,0.0,0.22777867816547995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907926461788684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46817216291535496,0.2338269738838451,0.08357557694527963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157794398065687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rozzacki,2018/12/09,"Walking towards strangers.. When you're walking towards a stranger and they're walking towards you.. where do you even look. I get a really small anxiety attack and try to look everywhere but at them, then I get anxious because it might look like I'm trying to not look at them.",4.923679245283019,6.5950035849056645,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,69.75471698113208,7.564150943396226,35.89150943396226,8.07648339933343,2.9043622641509423,222,12,40,3,4,69,35,53,0.12,0.8170000000000001,0.063,-0.2314,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,7,8,0,12,0,0,4,0,4,7,0,1,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124483500043888,0.2528870755927925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254661985046483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645703984119806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785098451663678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339050419109527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936192915980447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7519113558408625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374697494403588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340420756923547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039592631258856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PatientStranger7,2018/12/09,"The thought of loosing him, feels like loosing myself... hi, 

I'm together with my bf for about 5 years now, and for a longer time i feel really unhappy. I never had a bf before him and because of social anxiety this couldn't be compared to 'normal' break-ups.  I'm afraid of being alone and afraid that it will be like it was before this relationship..really lonely and depressing. But i don't know if this is even the right place for me. I already planned the future with him in my head and the thought of loosing him feels like loosing myself. 

And then there is this other guy...i think he is flirting with me, whenever we are in class together. I'm sure it won't happen anything anyway (i would never cheat btw) But it made me realize, that this guy could make me feel so special and desirable and that these are the things i really miss. I enjoy 'flirting' with him...smiling at him, which i usually rarely do. 

​

I don't even have a question, just wanted to write it down i guess - to clear my head.

​",3.6129,5.292819090000002,4.5070000000000014,85.01350000000002,73.1,7.6,26.5,8.278499904357787,1.7379499999999997,798,28,156,13,16,258,109,200,0.069,0.8,0.131,0.9086,0,3,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,0,1,8,14,1,2,8,0,19,2,2,2,4,41,36,13,0,7,4,0,4,3,2,3,0,0,0,1,17,13,0,0,10,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,4,25,8,19,23,0,14,0,3,0,0,14,6,0,3,11,109,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962821295615293,0.13811738458551862,0.0,0.0,0.271222032282804,0.3041666663903025,0.0,0.0,0.09574720458445604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299617398089464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629649157378074,0.0,0.21300421044604897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999302292298146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078002902891616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533425329285265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531390156208804,0.17882893287447962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378780625802926,0.24785653620721235,0.1106787447648126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569009321757643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878476850468597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344084371924707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842960026723948,0.0835454002917245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930625124735429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263041449745883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307657620375218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020805970993228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603616482840863,0.0,0.0,0.13437520671084752,0.0,0.10688612042021517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758505432641673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796200009858875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315087037705991,0.08019759752356018,0.0,0.19872642442508112,0.07298191468248896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784626939664715,0.0,0.07382272424852909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891020963822073,0.0,0.3041666663903025,0.08059906034811376
socialanxiety,thefruitslicer,2018/12/09,"I wake up everyday, look in the mirror and say “yeah you’re the shit.” There’s a guy I know. Terrible at so many things, singing, his job, having a healthy brain that doesn’t betray you and grow tumors. 

But let me tell you, this guy loved himself. He thought he was great at everything he did and it made others think he was great at everything too. 

He told me he wakes up everyday and tells himself he’s the best and everyone against him is just a hater. 

Be like that guy.

Don’t beat yourself up over your failures/shortcomings. We are all humans and entitled to living a life free of constant self criticism. ",2.41,4.759872000000001,3.0599999999999987,90.935,79.0,7.0,25.0,8.07648339933343,1.4959999999999996,480,18,99,9,12,150,86,120,0.11900000000000001,0.6729999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.91,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,3,0,2,4,9,2,0,7,1,10,6,4,1,1,14,17,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,6,7,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,6,2,12,7,11,9,2,12,0,0,1,1,25,8,1,0,4,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728464476342126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386388071661025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798626579044272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738151267650946,0.2960502608006788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631729808755806,0.0,0.4892478878598992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344307981825085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051688589110654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842076621880853,0.11633514525858073,0.08046594364648335,0.0,0.14543644847122722,0.0,0.13830968704344934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865158498307146,0.15584669173944782,0.0,0.16698377385283233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097905047393518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718219550873986,0.0,0.16906605542929673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28791671323997103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942186779553928,0.10553552685557772,0.0,0.13075639763189165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738151267650946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AmselRblx,2018/12/09,"When social anxiety made you forget to get your keys inside the car and now you locked it in there. I started out with having extreme nausea when being out in the public, going anywhere all by myself is a big fear for me. Nowadays I have an extreme fear of making mistakes, and also I just talk very fast when getting fast food or anything involving talking with strangers. I was driving home from school, apparently I wasn't looking to my right that I almost hit someone, but as far as I remember I made sure to check everywhere, but I saw no one, a guy came up to me to tell me thus he was clapping, and yelled at me and everything. This made me very restless and I can't stop thinking about it, just now I think I saw him when i drove to drop off my dad, he was mocking me by pointing left and right, and me thinking about that again made me forget that my key was still in the car and I locked it in. I need help.",5.9791978609625644,5.161657855614973,6.279470588235295,83.34861764705883,66.70053475935829,8.763422459893048,32.068983957219245,7.554174236665415,1.9834581818181816,717,25,150,6,10,231,111,187,0.11900000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.048,-0.8503,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,0,14,6,1,3,6,0,10,1,0,6,2,36,29,18,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,13,1,1,4,0,1,6,3,5,0,1,13,4,31,1,26,14,1,34,0,0,3,0,15,15,0,2,12,106,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369897700560225,0.0,0.0,0.10940236920644086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465493410811658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257830291902383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646770261183673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295090603751245,0.0,0.0,0.3078857987855899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542433271369325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294922675293684,0.0,0.07774905050464716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545779000864389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169705527740676,0.0,0.13722589223003434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863829930142367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488117787679315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177902400893972,0.09131794918204947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143867348127107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270215108442946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932430610786075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497263171647555,0.23366029197819185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845328044572655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945478107336096,0.11591386055150026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683080530102448,0.0,0.10925211059242906,0.11437454131897315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289364572172965,0.0,0.0,0.21991626861779506,0.11957300986818092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26297606246208904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257557907214114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fmlbrudda,2018/12/09,"Pills to cope I’ve had social anxiety and depression for a good minute and it fucking sucks. I’m giving it one last shot hopefully things work out. But recently I had surgery not long ago, and got some Percocet. So I’ve been crippled in my room for awhile. Im so conscious of everything I can’t enjoy myself. Today is my family is having a cookout just what I was hoping for. Uh yea I’m basically brain dead when it comes to social interactions. Super nervous don’t know what to say and family is much worse than friend or strangers to me. I just took a few percs just to make it through today FML MAN.",2.5693889716840563,4.5689394262295115,4.114143070044708,85.32035022354697,76.86885245901641,7.7150521609538,24.205663189269746,8.575989854853784,1.6665311475409834,478,16,97,10,11,159,86,122,0.132,0.7090000000000001,0.159,0.5677,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,2,1,3,1,10,3,1,1,0,18,22,9,1,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,1,1,6,1,8,6,13,16,3,12,0,1,0,1,7,3,2,4,7,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410358050170414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299136099640116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940691149624799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975253794672874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973290743665396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624116023786472,0.0,0.32777220338658364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343126316814695,0.16071739888862407,0.0,0.16676848135591388,0.0,0.14581338951659342,0.13904015810523604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453356909093663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877830134548364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554096141983516,0.14170731660464106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384783083369433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604324677682905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779647360628013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178022359392621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165149623191558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824894973951368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544272669120732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154952509315952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32957048624824165,0.0,0.19314878970622965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126561622404234,0.0,0.17716345561158894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mansima,2018/12/09,"Telling a story We have a family gathering for me and my dad's birthday (I'm in another room writing this). A topic was brought up at which point a relative mentioned a story that I could tell that me and my dad was in. 
I hate doing this because in my head there are two choices for me.
Either I could tell it quickly just to get it over with and without many details for the company to awkwardly agree and move over to another topic, OR I could make an effort to actually try and bring up details and keep it interesting only to fail and feel uncomfortable in becoming another person.
I lose either way.",7.4849859943977615,6.424446420168067,8.506344537815128,69.40164565826333,63.789915966386566,11.966946778711483,38.320728291316534,11.20814326018867,4.372057703081231,480,22,88,12,6,165,74,119,0.12300000000000001,0.833,0.043,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,3,3,5,1,1,7,0,8,1,1,1,0,21,16,8,0,3,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,9,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,3,1,12,1,19,10,2,16,0,2,0,0,10,11,0,1,1,68,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.1575780241595416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079673858742526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843473393687788,0.1783383944982576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386778159398421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222591797670748,0.0,0.08164750153546865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436494223307765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594248695618372,0.16572174149320565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352796342571286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065118994304308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778699098389416,0.1637120895509517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162424066442888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281035216939636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409952781165613,0.0,0.0,0.15264773181290914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234134160487323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109632120219908,0.0,0.1577393307309888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817273572127794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565783403421835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GalacticCupcake0101,2018/12/09,"How do you get over saying something dumb? I said ""no, thank you"" to the cashier when she told me to have a nice day. I thought she asked if I wanted a receipt.
Now I can never go back there and can't stop thinking about it. How do I make this stop?",0.4549999999999983,2.0391115370370367,1.7331111111111106,101.87300000000002,81.77777777777777,4.32,20.059259259259264,3.1291,-0.7749807407407405,189,5,48,0,5,60,43,54,0.061,0.763,0.17600000000000002,0.6293,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,7,3,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,1,11,15,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,2,10,2,4,12,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,1,1,1,7,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27457187186271104,0.0,0.0,0.22583883118021736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941359523324108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344725600974954,0.0,0.16691770537410666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604847182057752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265212112463145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27937801040281296,0.23356374524194526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261062710490652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910963122060981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27040148795137864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819248436509187,0.0,0.23316670746003826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806449993305089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323314298596534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Zekth,2018/12/09,"I realized something after dealing with social anxiety for a very long time. You now. Everyone tells you how you should modify your behavior in order to ""fit in"" and live a ""meaningful life"" like everybody else. 
But after decades of trying those advices, failing, and then feeling like crap. I found out that accepting myself, my quirks and my limitations was the path i needed to be more happy.
When i realized i was never going to have friends, a wife, have children, etc. I felt devasted, but then i accepted myself. I came into terms with who i am, and my life and mood (believe it or not) improved. Nowadays i feel more happy, i even go out more! and i feel that life is worth living and not just a living purgatory. 
Tldr: stop kicking yourself for things you will never have, accept who you are, and the peace you yearn will come into your life.",5.466706689536878,6.707126716981136,6.151675242995997,76.70325900514584,67.9937106918239,9.05225843339051,30.17781589479703,9.339509955726095,2.7775232704402524,664,25,116,13,11,217,100,159,0.064,0.735,0.201,0.9694,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,8,0,2,5,12,1,0,6,0,12,5,1,1,2,41,22,15,0,3,6,1,4,2,1,3,4,0,0,1,7,16,0,2,11,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,5,4,25,8,16,13,5,24,0,2,0,0,16,7,1,1,14,92,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525901541097164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371680854161632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747759520555905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001594748008014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804877368515774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325157619099308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417796288155428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578399343193706,0.09818189318775523,0.0,0.0,0.14204140205581492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254856507198185,0.10619555740372057,0.14272726802434252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629870028163495,0.11484658632868353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896238989354484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164812820175012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199834366787632,0.1452457186224089,0.0,0.3937819004192627,0.13155053224796778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022205794012928,0.22929601822632695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152990897829538,0.0,0.11443799757714035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427801830889636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992661249853266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987564247726554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667898404938404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092356166318396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265178058449955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coolester1234,2018/12/09,How do I end a converstaion? Suppose I want to end a conversation with someone what should I say without being or seeming rude? Thank you ,2.8302564102564105,5.661571769230772,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,81.30769230769229,6.5435897435897425,31.743589743589745,7.793537801064563,2.665989743589744,110,6,19,2,3,36,22,26,0.11900000000000001,0.715,0.165,-0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6493546390749599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915157590869458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337168059541385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105984534216437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374937104931709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162158819822773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533659531248286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JadeShade,2018/12/09,"I can not make eye contact with a coworker I've known and worked with for 10 years. I know this sub discusses ""crushes"" a few times but this post isn't about me trying to ""get the guy"". I can't have him and Ive come to terms with that. My main problem is I can not make eye contact with him, even though I've known him for so long. We've become pretty good friends in the last 5 years. He initiates frequents and long conversations with me about our shared interests, something he wants to brag about or just wants to crack an inside joke. But during these times I either stare at the ground, to the side or can only turn my head to his shoulder. 

Unfortunately, he's caught on to this. He has joked about it with me and all I could do is laugh it off. He also knows I've like him for a while now, despite never telling him yet he has never brought it up. Thankfully. He also knows of my SA issues which we've had long convos about in the past. He seemed genuinely interested but I think that was merely for curiosity sake as he is the complete opposite when it comes to such things. 

I thought I'd grow out of this but I'm 30 now and yet I still carry my teenaged anxiety with me. He's been very nice, helpful and patient at times with me (presumably out of pity). I thought with enough exposure to him I'd become more comfortable with him, but I think it's guilt related which is just another hurdle in it's own right.

If you have suffered through something similar and have overcame it, please tell me your secrets! ",3.9181729055258483,5.034169153594772,4.4495781342840175,87.93491978609627,71.51633986928104,7.916577540106951,26.98098633392751,8.296473431620573,1.5485738562091504,1195,40,256,18,22,379,167,306,0.048,0.7829999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9917,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,1,2,0,1,19,16,0,1,10,0,20,4,4,2,3,55,40,22,0,5,13,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,17,21,0,0,12,2,0,5,6,4,0,0,7,3,33,12,43,32,8,40,0,2,3,0,32,13,0,4,22,163,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011933629099465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120086759447908,0.09571765266698197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27637387045990497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155622937578917,0.13118757750715088,0.0,0.0,0.09989938624175894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928402093111144,0.0,0.08264161183254665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666860863558706,0.0,0.06537085208622805,0.0,0.0,0.10494603008327984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389001823544978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841082046491273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386634574305428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305944034118271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062906152430633,0.10199077300592578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112807519293896,0.0,0.0,0.3321859358001454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703922880575642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193002924650998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516058630305678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944268899059465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734590207709535,0.0,0.0,0.11983186986431643,0.12729361084646368,0.0,0.11972443706031576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685313052956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113905971057192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264938305026325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099922241258282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218723520767484,0.11519512393002615,0.0,0.0,0.08312520625798779,0.1603456898361031,0.12293129965752475,0.1986650884631592,0.2188781674890967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494932758912331,0.13609633019324566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323839266626632,0.14759987843442982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108998752622746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114836766604287
socialanxiety,KappinLord,2018/12/09,"I think i have really bad social anxiety Ive only really just started to open my eyes and think about my mental health, how i think, how i approach or avoid certain people, literally my whole thought process in regards to alot of things and how i go about life in comparison to what i can imagine it being like without social anxiety. Im still a teen btw

Im just stuck in a rut in what to think, ive been doing bucket loads of research on social anxiety disorder, its symptoms and what not and i think its really linked the dots on my issues and made it quite apparent to me that i have social anxiety not just mild but to a higher degree, some of me even thinks i have social anxiety disorder as this has been going on for a few years of course i cant prove this without medical diagnosis, i have even done multiple social anxiety disorder tests that give you a generalised score on how bad your anxiety is and your chances, and its high on all, obviously this isnt 100% accurate but like i said it has only really linked the dots for me

Idk if im overreacting/overthinking i just need someone to give me their opinions

I further thank anyone for contributing, ill be checking this in the morning ",6.809227495908345,6.5322284170212805,7.728936170212767,71.84692307692309,64.82978723404256,11.65630114566285,34.672667757774136,11.20814326018867,3.9778445171849435,958,39,177,26,13,324,122,235,0.161,0.7879999999999999,0.051,-0.9690000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,1,1,13,7,0,1,9,0,18,6,1,5,4,44,35,16,0,2,12,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,16,8,0,1,11,0,1,3,6,3,0,0,7,2,28,4,29,26,5,19,0,0,1,0,13,13,0,5,5,126,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44605308342797145,0.0,0.0,0.058243100487813934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909879573039294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28639625038524297,0.0,0.0,0.08524160670127594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003357941750988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981187428819646,0.094679048973779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088540665868649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800770473745748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699247042580221,0.0869402794830193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588350348183075,0.08138927553846205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881750192023022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391282206269401,0.08394364213585148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176356541996865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670202937971345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577475539051447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859646264784968,0.0,0.0,0.2134484029844116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923438759789038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094639469359121,0.07057715823320129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895794545245401,0.0,0.06652097911247833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657733018953445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668855638457256,0.0,0.0,0.055338731793606,0.3202395828009693,0.0,0.06612840161319501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299796825393276,0.0,0.16059039903885844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364044613357947
socialanxiety,Simple1919,2018/12/09,"Today, i took a taxi to go and get my antidepressants, i ended being sexualy harassed by the driver , and now I'm more depressed than ever .. The title sums it all",5.115625000000001,5.501904312500002,7.243750000000002,71.62625000000001,68.375,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.3827,126,4,22,2,2,45,28,32,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.7959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,3,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823891038177092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932239905724997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015945954426906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319550262435253,0.0,0.252317322168993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420829879812985,0.0,0.4932649332978906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JozefHrasko,2018/12/09,"This things is destroying my life Hello I apologise for my bad english and thank you if you read my story and give me an advice because I have no idea how to continue with my life.

I am 20 years old male and I suffer from big depressions and anxiety everyday. I do not remember when I felt relaxed or not worried whole day, I feel scared whole day and stressed I can not even learn or live a normal life. I have social problems, like if I go to college for class or talk with random people I feel terrible and I start to vomit(or try to vomit), I cant even eat in the morning or before class because I will start vomiting at moment before entering college institution or meet random people. ( I do not really visit college, only preparing course) 

This year I have finished the secondary school, it was one of the most terrible years of my life, I will explain further.

I always had to have the best results from class and I learnt everyday for school and felt happy, previous year before final year I became a sick(throat infection) and was at home for 2 weeks and taking antibiotics, unfortunatelly my ex-classmates did not want to help and noone sent me notes from last 2 weeks (even they were preparing and learning for school, they could not waste 5 minutes of their time?) I had to go school on next day and I started feeling terrible, that noone helped me and I will come unprepared and then it became, I started vomiting and feel sick in stomach. Since then became one of worst years of my life. Before every test I wanted to vomit,(that feel when you want to vomit and you actually feel you are going and open mouth but nothing goes out) and also before oral exam I started to have same feeling so I hide my face with my arm so noone sees. I couldnt even do presentation of my project because of this, so I sent project to teacher and I went to WC that I feel bad so I dont have to present it, after the lesson ended I felt normal again. I also noticed that I am not ABLE TO LEARN, that everything new takes me 2x more time to learn and I forget the curriculum after 1-2 weeks and when we we did revision I felt like I never heard of this (Maybe you think that I am a bad student, that i did not learn and prepare so thats why I do not remember, but I will be honest with you, last 4 years I had only the best marks on final paper, so I prepared everyday). In the week of final oral exams, I vommited every morning and did not sleep so good but still I somehow got the best results again. 

This all ""vomiting"" started since I was very small, always before I went to kindergarten or somewhere outside of my home I started vomiting or trying to vomit, then I did not want to eat anything there. My parents were arguing a lot like every year and I felt scared every year because of them and their bullshit, they destroyed my mental health. There was a period when I did not have any of these issues it was when I was 11-15. At that time I didnt really cared for good results and future. When im telling my parents now about this issue now they act like im retarded that I am 20 yo, and I should GET OVER it, so I tried to get over it, started going to GYM but it did not get away. 

Now I am preparing for college, because I was not accepted, I am not concentrated I feel scared and before going to college course I do same thing, want to vomit. I again dont remember much what I have learnt even after revision. My dad told me last year that they will not accept me and he did this again to get me mentally down.

I tried to find a normal institution which would help me in this issue, but in my country there is nothing like that and everyone cares about money.

I understand that stress is normal part of life, but I dont want to feel to vomit or want to vomit anymore just to eat and work like a normal human...

Please recommend me something to do, or how to get over it. I cant let this to destroy my life. ",4.733354646206308,5.360412292838877,5.660588235294116,81.7893137254902,69.29411764705883,8.537425404944589,29.016197783461212,8.613243077465945,2.09233947144075,3071,107,606,47,51,1012,287,782,0.122,0.785,0.09300000000000001,-0.9391,2,0,1,0,0,0,75.0,2,7,8,5,38,38,4,5,17,0,62,28,5,5,2,138,120,70,0,19,34,3,15,6,0,7,20,1,2,2,34,41,3,0,31,3,1,13,25,19,0,2,33,17,111,19,79,76,14,105,0,2,1,0,39,20,0,16,78,425,145,26,0.044166067895309406,0.0,0.043099711233934385,0.0,0.0,0.04315857038843561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706391770782362,0.07349941311765787,0.0,0.0,0.03003444068781218,0.0,0.033786921052067834,0.0,0.04380087157567904,0.0,0.0,0.03634491068496922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041495474645693815,0.0,0.11063046562408477,0.13461612527179628,0.0,0.2630744955600998,0.0,0.13904869027882666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006049946678357,0.0,0.0,0.03804515676089544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03526301138875144,0.0,0.0,0.0854503800745207,0.0,0.038040169561056734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528690792477834,0.0,0.0,0.1355787405835174,0.0,0.0,0.039118026971773016,0.0,0.0,0.14585635652372542,0.0,0.14884726827474762,0.042202570569227035,0.0396936139798063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233169096972608,0.0,0.21203175671919197,0.14514530567690387,0.04036698592052928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537473794035485,0.04236811678089365,0.12550297096169194,0.07408880461137432,0.03532363914296481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047015600539252266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046946464874269636,0.0,0.0,0.08881075298841247,0.0,0.08860433436011607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985811474154343,0.09541386452447297,0.13829370053407172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800372030370343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451627967656042,0.218370599301816,0.12946385915632475,0.0,0.03899944711143216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03754841153105794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044370751523841415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901801693687991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03246714171595628,0.0,0.03406359431258226,0.04265586358947872,0.046971114259777486,0.0,0.2163668459664166,0.08475706662197519,0.05028336102953677,0.046344858723826536,0.0,0.0598561412653657,0.06718056966724907,0.0,0.0,0.09808238339198667,0.04782754757872303,0.0,0.06123838090408602,0.0,0.0,0.0484810797277795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042260962218054116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044178019860524984,0.0,0.056587828061076276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500946357949976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326538163881334,0.17879367449553518,0.035194637912474735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730692555251047,0.0,0.04419796410134278,0.04502174425518679,0.0,0.03400119682465909,0.0,0.0,0.2500877614224313,0.0,0.035271078872829785,0.0,0.1011841631050199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641477304460904,0.03549901239333217,0.03860309003874315,0.04066218141964055,0.0,0.0,0.05868394602293255,0.0282998329596552,0.0,0.0,0.07726076809159349,0.0,0.0,0.042202570569227035,0.0,0.11994344385630888,0.0,0.0,0.045978434279058816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03644163145844412,0.18235203803610425,0.0,0.14170942243787896,0.0,0.0,0.08188477483970312,0.039853006683104174,0.09861967508779736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03215342344311513,0.04485278581964031,0.0,0.03137430744643426,0.0,0.0,0.2844149968316322
socialanxiety,VossenWheels,2018/12/09,"Really bad twitching / spasms after awkward situations So, I have this really weird condition where I get some kind of twitching or ""spasms"", mainly when I'm back home/alone after some kind of awkward situation (awkward for me, that is). It might only be some twitching in the eye but can also be really bad twitching in my arms or legs, sometimes even up to the point where I slap myself or something. It happens completely automatically and as soon as it happens, I can prevent further twitches by focusing on it. In that case, I still feel some kind of uncomfortableness around my body but I can control myself physically.

As I said, this only happens after that particular situation (or, if I know that something's going to happen and I'm overthinking it, it might happen before that situation as well, e.g. before an unpleasant phone call), and 99% of the time only when I'm alone. Never had this happen in public really (thank god).

So I was just wondering if anyone had similar problems around here or maybe even knew the medical term for this (I know, self-diagnosis doesn't work, yet it would be interesting to see if anyone knows what I'm talking about here).",7.933348909657319,8.065243752336452,8.458457943925236,66.1827647975078,62.41121495327103,11.245482866043618,35.12305295950156,10.864195022040775,4.000565109034269,929,37,153,22,12,310,117,214,0.10099999999999999,0.856,0.043,-0.9124,0,2,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,20,13,0,3,5,0,15,10,4,1,1,33,36,22,0,5,11,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,17,5,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,5,4,15,6,26,25,6,25,0,0,2,0,5,12,0,15,12,114,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910255631026812,0.0,0.07374882082956878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896564603358945,0.0,0.0,0.16419186158997134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091198773877579,0.15400078209793916,0.0,0.0,0.1569459622862415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243635296902708,0.0,0.0,0.09416759497472636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669159740337804,0.0,0.10343330113705557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182173970920802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662953177734699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048181483582108206,0.0,0.052411120864453306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893024996652793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250483159239213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28810084837692285,0.1520461730920382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926480386537029,0.0,0.0,0.09290260320259912,0.0,0.1956630731929894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112625083351193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104138808184722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717832300377115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824270778954749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363156404378069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772295687431471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348791854395302,0.0,0.09620625097384118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146394999033702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199192438697064,0.09120858135008388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364753055877085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412346555857881,0.0,0.08490438467977036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377460288390309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291743999043849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000936152054624,0.06713773185486728,0.0,0.0,0.06551090412495106,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sh0ckF4ct0r,2018/12/09,"Not having social skills during interviews. So a friend just got hired to a job I couldn't get hired to, probably because he communicates better than I can.

I also have proper education, while he has no experience in the matter, it's a high-tech job.

I'm incapable of simulating the job in front of interviewers because I cringe at the thought of doing something imaginary in front of other people, I actually have an easier time of simply admitting that I ""Can't do it"".

""But you're talking to me right now"" Yes, because I know what to answer and because I know enough about how my social anxiety works to be able to talk about it, ask me about something that I don't know and I just won't talk.",6.110018248175184,6.1625501021897815,7.3675821167883235,72.74217609489052,66.22627737226277,10.645620437956207,31.723540145985407,10.411451182825502,3.2355262773722617,552,20,104,13,8,189,86,137,0.051,0.847,0.102,0.7574,3,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,7,1,12,0,0,1,0,15,21,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,0,13,2,19,16,1,10,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,3,71,20,8,0.15210234803613545,0.0,0.148429950655785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163619277143273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635787992520928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219516310607705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708807183994992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345221663717564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716238504185231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878528253164972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175138967865304,0.0,0.07946719905597713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165014253842375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070448169856838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528143319456337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25077441798183564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544861665658893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399205691872976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989457414974945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31009837824496816,0.0,0.2341916371332069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36676231745071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207522743435462,0.08869210231455199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073232090052858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anon-eeh-moose,2018/12/09,"Why is going out with friends so painful for me It's like I want to do something fun and then when the day comes my brains like ""actually nah you can just stay in your bed all day"". For example, on Monday, I was invited to go hang out with a group of friends for Sunday. It's Sunday today. When I see him on Monday I'll just say I had homework or something I guess. Does anyone know how to deal with this? Maybe it's because I just try to avoid social interaction of any form anyway.",2.46339108910891,3.8032117128712923,3.820878712871288,90.15527846534651,75.43564356435644,6.6341584158415845,23.51608910891089,7.1686216300943375,0.6952069306930695,377,11,84,4,8,124,72,101,0.07,0.778,0.152,0.8156,0,1,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,1,2,0,5,2,1,1,1,17,12,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,2,11,5,17,10,2,20,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,2,12,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.19762874203687625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377194547475313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160557210928815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123453335225119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607750813004146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445166698313308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261215224529613,0.20878757495988615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722521413683198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31293042261572923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301917443337416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309684664142845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129881478730247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788051854478106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345695030975985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154938532291212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610507579464524,0.0,0.0,0.16138094242286646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064420022019322,0.0,0.3118171126360097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585766548469335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196376069065285,0.0,0.0,0.13749669804185108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945059773911135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274135375106373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anomaly511,2018/12/09,"Work team Christmas party....at a VERY busy/loud bar ugh I'm 23/F and my idea of a ""drink"" is a nice wine ALONE while reading or in the bath. I also enjoy a beer with close friends. I basically work in high fashion (just while I'm at uni) and my department of about 15 fellow 20-somethings picked one of the craziest, busiest bars in my city and all plan to get white girl wasted. 90% of the team are girls and 2 guys (I actually have a minor crush on one of them who is ALSO an introvert but that's a whole other can of worms) and they're all coming.

I already said yes and the one close friend I have (the other of the 2 guys) said he'll stay with me the whole night and will make sure I'm not excluded or feel awkward. I don't want to get tipsy in the slightest and do not want to be prone to any ?mishaps/awkwardness or things people might judge me for. How can I avoid that when I'm surrounded by alcohol? I obviously am not into the dancing/getting crazy aspect of bars and clubs.

Most of my team will be there from 7pm and I'm one of the 3 that has to work until 9pm which means that by the time I get there most of them will already be pretty drunk.

My anxiety is running through the roof rn

How do I navigate this dreaded night???",2.120041802980733,3.439515209923666,3.5978516902944366,91.48922391857508,76.29007633587786,6.9752090149036725,23.163213376953834,7.62386473244151,0.7864770628862231,963,28,222,13,21,318,150,262,0.12,0.79,0.09,-0.5665,0,2,5,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,7,9,9,0,3,19,1,20,8,0,4,4,41,37,22,0,2,8,0,1,0,3,5,1,2,1,4,10,16,8,1,3,13,0,3,4,4,0,4,2,4,19,5,32,27,6,22,0,0,1,0,16,11,0,6,7,137,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.1242771859820875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361005629625071,0.0,0.13189826966528734,0.2810722083114273,0.2036867045285813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660373038157078,0.0,0.09742393512938248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970247565762782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475648133441765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439300014970901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678368606734128,0.0,0.2661446650873849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521970141023317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455438522999716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376491213176568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500845213919309,0.0,0.0,0.13872366779677175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510035187110275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23902245897303406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451880575176143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828984504734791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956277280051434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738646810710036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24228183984831994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804179518643114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574029244235575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002775741823413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460701319400718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425997816336484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050787413788046,0.15023102406961722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843679308164223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27814132884871723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pokedokemon,2018/12/09,"How to do fun things when you don't have friends? I just got out of a relationship and don't have anyone to hang out with anymore. Had very few friends before. Don't know how to hold a conversation. Don't feel like I can really put myself out there and form friendships/relationships if I don't  know who I am either (harder to share interests, stories, etc.). I have been doing things alone and keeping myself busy, which is keeping me from my loneliness. I want to do other things alone, too, like hiking, going to the movies, taking trips... but I feel this weird pressure like I'm a loser for doing these things and enjoying them alone... I've been trying to get out of the house more. But does not socializing while I go out and do things make me a hermit/recluse? I feel so pathetic.",4.440584415584418,5.643403707792209,4.964805194805198,84.4029220779221,70.36363636363636,7.937662337662338,25.038961038961038,8.296473431620573,1.395410389610389,617,17,124,9,11,197,93,154,0.19699999999999998,0.733,0.07,-0.9578,0,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,1,7,12,0,1,6,0,19,0,0,3,0,29,34,13,0,2,6,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,3,5,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,4,3,16,9,17,30,5,12,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,5,90,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406579824938043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065043891914733,0.09916603214273152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120681040412078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411037941382533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581702825424033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513011205302976,0.10131847454977932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191444014900775,0.0,0.07409673345634074,0.0,0.16120270959375602,0.0,0.1134289152464782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364485393878822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521178339719585,0.0,0.0,0.15588456979824766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786285705573265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466804254935188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257142047292615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085553058595994,0.0,0.0,0.3045299380231837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457082388090475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663334590614253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711049385953374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628859778917777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701893764155108,0.08365095835157638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jysonm,2018/12/09,"How do I fix this? I have 1-2 friends I am completely comfortable, I can joke around and just completely be myself and not give a crap about what they think,
But when I’m not in a social setting with those people I am a complete different person and I just have no idea what to say, I feel like my voice isn’t deep enough and I have no idea how to act, I just feel very inferior.
This happens at work, at my basketball (I play on 2 teams, so 2 sets of awkwardness)
I don’t know if these means anything but I’m better at talking with people 1 on 1 but as soon as it becomes 1 on 2 is when I start feeling inferior I really want to change this about myself, I want to establish more social connections. I will take any advice.",2.3799122807017525,3.680699973684217,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,75.57894736842105,7.961403508771927,24.508771929824558,8.59863814320734,1.4899719298245615,564,18,125,11,12,192,88,152,0.066,0.787,0.147,0.8081,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,12,10,1,1,3,0,12,1,1,2,0,28,26,15,0,3,9,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,8,7,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,5,20,6,19,24,2,16,0,2,0,0,9,9,1,1,5,85,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970768202176726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418293413623883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607258032330135,0.1363826804184891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920009323179525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549513614847766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206790089253992,0.0,0.48188962961207704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600639752023338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582991066306243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323913183834244,0.10944787622951012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836384942260422,0.0,0.0,0.1469657705945398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547643956203975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458938848415515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419607172918198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484698900452645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688240427440135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242260745442373,0.13377048879285586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814542619720357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183275440993832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123412528431131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843749783529973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151891922626607,0.12313834336115467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816595767334356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264080836235719,0.1807255740244103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153322386283053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blueberrydonut112,2018/12/09,"It causes anxiety when I have to play any sorta game, even with little kids When I was younger, I was always too scared to play games like tag, four squares, or hide and seek. I would always make up some excuse to not play. It would cause lots of anxiety and it would cause more anxiety when I would be worried about people judging me for not playing.

I think this was because when I was little, I used to have “friends” that would play games like that and they would always taunt me, get me out on purpose. 

I remember this one time I was playing softball with two other girls and they said that when I was running around the diamond they were allowed to tag me to get me out. When they were running around the diamond I wasn’t allowed to tag them to get them out. They did that so they would win and I would lose. 

I knew I should’ve just quitted but my dumbass was playing along to their stupid charade. I was literally crying while playing and that was one of the reasons why I stopped playing games like that. 

I’m older now but I still get stuck in situations like that when I’m stuck with little kids. I still avoid playing with them even though they are kids. 

I want to know how I can prevent this and why this is happening. Any bit of advice helps.",3.7628673684210487,5.187733872000003,3.937578947368422,90.26773684210528,72.28,6.86315789473684,26.35789473684211,7.273561745256523,1.1034800000000002,988,33,207,10,19,305,117,250,0.16699999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.12,-0.9084,2,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,11,3,20,20,1,2,3,0,27,0,0,9,0,51,43,21,0,9,6,0,0,4,1,8,0,1,0,4,15,17,0,3,5,14,0,2,3,4,0,4,17,2,38,16,28,17,4,27,0,1,1,0,23,11,0,4,18,148,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499326532369606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426615103993033,0.0,0.0,0.1322133503231441,0.0,0.22309797987399385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307643764956146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925879930544739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612901246878056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995867980426555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678149535465042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841362862305022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510482028103692,0.0,0.20315451590132794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596318635509523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515834781903132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053424511507834484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189969139570352,0.29229226903940025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875401579273662,0.0,0.08264514294497707,0.0,0.0,0.0648889615585143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174510316952176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739372635445474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339564805583762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999488892997667,0.0,0.0,0.11012088239109187,0.0,0.0924697285777034,0.0,0.09732496591789587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926900830700836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526533541145773,0.08127257873612473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228875323620861,0.09550911405477502,0.0,0.05668439722309749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496082295866604,0.0,0.0,0.08395891646837364,0.0,0.0,0.05733744645642809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543524744784172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872228263180996,0.0,0.5524460861020422,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,honeylemondesigns,2018/12/09,"Do you feel out of place even in online communities? Joined some support and anxiety chat groups a while ago, but was ignored even when I tried to join in on the conversations so I just left. Literally got zero responses. Maybe I didn’t sound engaging enough? I have a higher chance of making online friends if it’s one on one though. How do you talk to groups of people?",3.0107738095238084,5.413711069444448,3.990873015873017,84.77000000000002,77.19444444444444,7.447619047619049,22.785714285714285,8.418075326091056,1.4443547619047616,295,9,58,6,7,95,57,72,0.055999999999999994,0.748,0.196,0.8919,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,9,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,2,6,3,10,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,3,41,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282686814735992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969958291896549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660785361390541,0.0,0.3401682426367725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020570809067772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989529849946554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595571796082973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797873341544929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189113224640054,0.0,0.2587052242711628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34899333273051153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852626473186772,0.0,0.2690450320090152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29222134941599115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697823785308514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530040450704629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483361492101895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,noidontknowhy,2018/12/09,"Is is really worth getting married?? I have SA and many other kind of anxieties and maybe depression too . I never had girlfriend , you know SA . I am 27 years old . Frustration of having no GF was also adding to my anxieties . Watching friends and people with their partner was soul crushing . I had no choice but to look for prostitutes ,so i hired one it was such an amazing experience girl was great she was funny , beautiful and putting lot of effort into pleasing me . But when I was lying there I had a realisation  that I really can't connect with woman. Before that I used to think ""I don't have GF because of my SA if I will ever have I will love her with my life "". But now I don't think I am even capable of that and marrying someone would be total disaster for me and specially for the woman. I am not even sure when i am gonna blow out my brain.i asked this question because my friends are getting married and my mom telling me to find a girl and get married . No one knows I have SA and other anxieties and also I don't want to tell anyone , nobody will really understand it as diseases but think I am weak and lazy. I am on meds from  last 6 years .
Thanks",3.4577157844539848,4.902943729613735,4.904685264663808,82.95389961850263,73.07725321888412,8.096232713400099,28.395088221268484,8.680891452615391,2.1648475917978067,911,36,181,17,18,305,130,233,0.145,0.682,0.17300000000000001,0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,1,12,12,1,0,4,0,32,3,0,1,4,38,48,22,0,3,6,1,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,5,8,16,0,0,8,0,1,1,9,3,0,2,9,2,33,9,21,33,2,13,1,1,2,1,20,3,0,3,9,135,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846110921631292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991226397662015,0.0,0.0,0.0911347507680471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184762097079165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890460763143124,0.0,0.11090729660891728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549934053294966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225917783118823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721728883308503,0.11789739471064192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749472145142052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191257742342167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139628439772064,0.0,0.20428731059494096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369714435166067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572606256219766,0.14325975447620876,0.10624215562922204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206096841835693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945036173340453,0.0,0.0,0.11080796578937688,0.11763434721336588,0.0,0.0,0.13214139112367493,0.13094116412450627,0.0,0.14477516741145974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264926969249312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005240285632259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367668913433416,0.0,0.17663962290736826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035935395834314,0.0,0.0,0.1430710276375967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102481354447262,0.14600741302387416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25049190605707944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043422605645077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284120117737313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22784079038012856,0.11999691661901887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505443075676922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568554740135813,0.0,0.1125694313328806,0.0,0.0,0.07687621533456683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258775656366436,0.0,0.0,0.16786567502509356
socialanxiety,stressedoptimist,2018/12/09,"Scared to Drop the Facade Hey guys, 

Advice needed, any input would be appreciated:) So long story short: I'm scared to let people get to know me. I try to act confident and pulled together on the surface, but on the inside I always feel like I say super weird things, am being judged or just make situations really awkward. So much to the point that I literally have withdrawn from entire groups of people after saying one ""weird"" thing, and internally shaming myself and trying to avoid letting see more of that part of me. Even though I have the option to go to parties, I cannot seem to make myself go because I'm scared of being weird/awkward there. I have been socially isolating myself a lot recently to try to avoid ""exposing"" myself, but this is really harming my mental health. Does anyone have any tips or positive self talk they have used for something like this before? Any advice or similar experiences would be a great help, thanks! ",8.558679365079364,7.977723331428571,8.580761904761902,68.17546031746032,61.4,11.206349206349206,32.58730158730158,10.504223727775694,3.403596825396825,753,23,125,15,9,246,113,175,0.121,0.705,0.175,0.9443,0,2,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,6,15,0,7,7,0,17,1,0,3,0,22,31,11,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,2,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,4,1,10,0,1,1,4,15,5,20,22,4,13,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,6,5,84,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432410754261621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356040601568046,0.0,0.0,0.2539105067768045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702508696054602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758694525469929,0.0,0.10590600238228884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891548575472736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220443054360096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174542781775599,0.0,0.0,0.06293054286404713,0.08891400480472571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502503461315598,0.0,0.14146658404644571,0.0,0.0,0.13721721272945964,0.0,0.12323462930173168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229479684681245,0.0,0.0,0.08342268550557723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839977333657052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545368661576965,0.0,0.12160940475468747,0.0,0.0,0.11014288113666644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581115082308104,0.0,0.0,0.16615557680848214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254260624086432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149216941067767,0.09228525965561774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843370855499251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477768150496672,0.0,0.17256931235676598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176546060724075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594640882416156,0.0,0.12288889771114125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979506315547391,0.373817490561274,0.0,0.09917823387123366,0.11330339859834045,0.12983856731840107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989787065839968,0.0,0.1268709481295474,0.0,0.09581512555873227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003595894634268,0.0,0.11458573174074947,0.0,0.0,0.1653709334252391,0.0,0.12228098242817376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534998148514633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749318419464934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768251407619978,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amaseballs_,2018/12/09,Anxiety attacks when talking in front of colleagues at work.. When I was in high school I randomly developed this phobia of speaking in front of others in any kind of formal or even semi formal situation. Not just public speaking. For example I would have anxiety attacks when teachers asked me to quickly read a line from a book whilst seated in class or something as simple as that. I work in hospitals and a big part of my job is to ‘present’ patients to senior doctors which is pretty much just summarising the patient in several sentences. I do this on ward round or in meetings and people are usually giving me their full attention which makes the whole thing worse. I seriously struggle with this and have an anxiety attack almost every ward round/meeting. I have used Valium which helped but am aware of how addictive it is and GPs are cracking down on benzo prescriptions anyway. I’ve tried seeing a psychologist who taught me some breathing exercises but these don’t exactly help when you’re in the moment and you’re expected to present on the spot. Does anyone have any similar experiences / tips on how to deal? ,7.316469043151969,8.366367063414637,7.367804878048783,70.32581613508445,63.73170731707317,10.600375234521577,35.769230769230774,10.560738912317856,4.119273921200752,908,41,145,22,13,292,133,205,0.085,0.873,0.042,-0.5574,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,11,6,3,1,9,0,14,4,1,4,1,25,20,18,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,12,6,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,4,12,1,31,17,5,31,0,0,2,0,12,18,0,6,11,105,24,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091915940504952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862685855403767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828680283662727,0.0,0.3177168209346197,0.0,0.0,0.09679990559499103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942196151901136,0.4724837178397869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427247335290307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169838456541065,0.1211490744464296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914377841382469,0.0,0.1166409945241246,0.0,0.0,0.13542009931829702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328034927269428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855857514990258,0.14626861274324102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737954176075168,0.0,0.0,0.14416312034735934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924092391682078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176873900338312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991615982995038,0.0,0.09597630825867927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408424334019705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384766608716427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010785854186816,0.11031811643194163,0.0,0.0,0.15639688775156144,0.0,0.0,0.15561145809383506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065772575770294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472670734715326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127218277300316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197285117897144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939911275511253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956701734598014,0.15247121723805715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456241979065266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157076881452016,0.0,0.14108136919818134,0.09834323371801082,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sciencefox03,2018/12/09,"Social anxiety workbook? I've been working on a lot of selfcare lately and trying to focus on helping my mental health. One of the biggest issues I've been dealing with recently is severe social anxiety that has been making it hard for me to even interact with my close friends. I'm wondering if there are any good workbooks to help me try and work through this? I've been using ""The Art of Being Happy or at Least Less Sad""for my depression and love how interactive it is and I'm wondering if there's anything similar for social anxiety.",7.09080906148867,7.365131495145633,7.831213592233013,69.49238673139162,64.14563106796116,10.750161812297735,37.555016181229774,10.504223727775694,4.264198705501618,436,21,71,10,6,146,70,103,0.10800000000000001,0.726,0.166,0.8633,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,3,0,16,16,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,5,4,14,11,3,7,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,6,2,50,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537480710841343,0.0,0.3556207680697968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275148750932217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975194266027107,0.13346263283318982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234640687322966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971795481595846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299690175017073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495262520138554,0.13880936687010634,0.0,0.0,0.1647100650872292,0.0,0.0,0.20772632464579266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617329048958564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747961444215047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317373166172576,0.13985306140686565,0.0,0.10343375749849308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561583327187388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050016114109183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529995043110996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505519909939304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738717460285301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040873362103613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338314868545853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360844732556409,0.225618371150044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yuubby,2018/12/09,"I need help. \*\*I'm gonna talk a little about myself because you may need it.-- I'm a guy.

Hello, I'm born and raised in the US for 8 years, then I moved to my parents country when I was 8, However, I lived in my parents country for 10 years and then managed to go back to the USA and live there on my own, after I lost my American accent and became horrible at English (not that horrible but anyone can tell that I'm not American, because English is the 4th language there, and my parents forced me to learn the  two new languages that I'm gonna use at school and the other in daily communication.)

Now I'm 18 and I have been in the USA for three months working and staying at the same motel, I'm a Senior in high school (4th grade in high school or 12th grade) I only talk with few classmates asking for help per example and there's a girl at school who I only eat with her lunch,  tbh when I first moved she was nice but now it seems like she lost interest with me she began to sometimes ignore me and not treating me like a ""friend"" anymore. And when I sometimes ask my classmates what do you do on weekends or holidays, they say that they have  a party or they go to the gym etc, that means they have a busy social life, but for me, because I don't have any family members or friends, I don't wanna go explore things alone, I find it awkward because I have no clue about how this ""new"" system works or how it goes. I even started to skip classes, because I don't find high school fun anymore. I'm always in my room feeling lonely and miserable what should I do? Thank you. :)",4.208452380952384,4.657601564814816,5.0314638447971785,86.46944444444445,70.3888888888889,7.529453262786598,28.70017636684303,7.2636822038024595,1.45885467372134,1233,43,260,11,21,401,160,324,0.092,0.778,0.131,0.9437,4,3,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,3,4,5,14,15,0,2,15,0,18,3,0,3,0,43,44,27,0,4,11,3,1,2,2,4,1,1,1,2,15,15,2,1,7,4,0,6,7,6,0,3,6,2,42,9,32,34,4,46,0,4,0,0,30,18,0,7,22,167,57,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178470904640736,0.0,0.0,0.07373983534470473,0.0,0.0,0.060265371301515665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577659036676965,0.06196591757623681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569748804500764,0.0,0.0,0.06814413795505872,0.0,0.2701129299194253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068148604004883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883592677103034,0.05853338554864801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354406431520395,0.0,0.04480947929312951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199611773099815,0.07538104281821775,0.0,0.0,0.13693684850153814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109620098606846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774879920902856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880167971266775,0.28089910043384936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259568751682545,0.08659156359062953,0.08882160073935398,0.15650806919657584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348074842544175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653433300443157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073649816148612,0.1883803598058908,0.0,0.13142281135356282,0.0,0.1711815767856068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480064494382382,0.0,0.0,0.2952096552103098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047503741447582,0.0,0.4484463058524769,0.0,0.0806773001196231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903380276790616,0.0,0.0,0.17529702236245934,0.0,0.06272645442588379,0.09445827666513176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246052956061275,0.07745872742403855,0.08159038107803478,0.0,0.0,0.05887590571888476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656991507611331,0.0,0.1066002439972682,0.07654015668875684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290343990457938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413813605480715
socialanxiety,SekouSan,2018/12/09,"Friends verbally hurt you when you least expect it. I've noticed that when you finally feel comfortable in a small group of people, they make fun of you when you're vulnerable. Sure they don't mean to, but it still hurts. A MAJOR anxiety trigger of mine.",4.207857142857144,6.143290551020414,4.840561224489797,82.17676020408162,72.06122448979592,8.981632653061224,28.5765306122449,9.516144504307137,2.6625877551020407,203,8,39,5,4,65,38,49,0.183,0.669,0.149,-0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,2,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,5,4,2,7,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,0,5,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194063291810488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501807763194516,0.0,0.0,0.3141827046759137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158613355851675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6140649768439858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144568948537655,0.0,0.0,0.3124165604827985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265313120829888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883564321310115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22904418931269274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27031190661714205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hae-dude-hae,2018/12/09,"This disorders been controlling my life for so long I’ve had social anxiety since I was probably like 7 years old. It’s so common place I don’t even realize the way I feel is abnormal or excessive. Like it’s limited me in so many ways and I’ve kind of just accepted it. 
Social anxiety is my norm. 
Anybody else feel like this? ",0.4995356550580432,2.9543585223880617,3.3401990049751227,84.37441127694859,90.64179104477614,8.947927031509122,23.862354892205637,9.150863307647796,2.8004573797678285,259,11,53,10,9,91,49,67,0.08,0.774,0.146,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,9,8,5,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,6,5,3,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31067749661501176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277467167567513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327219613940372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962883120605027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411783701848834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053443649086204,0.1450646142331262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114535698895663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342580969392998,0.29761151957899257,0.0,0.0,0.1796998639045261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058688534522981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307512257636765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215230130784926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189307752126692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797160468601502,0.0,0.0,0.4139839429845494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223558409053428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307626390094076
socialanxiety,lab52,2018/12/09,"I dwell on awkward things ive done... One of my main usses is that i dwell on awkward things ive done. I feel like i want to avoid social situations just because i dont want to do anything awkward because then ill dwell on it and think about it over and over.

Anyone else relate?

I was at an engagement party two days ago and i just had an awkward exchange with someone when i was saying goodbye because i didnt know whther i should hug them or shake their hand. And now ive been dwelling on it for two days. It eventually fades and i forget but it just sucks when im thinking on it.",1.8358643815201208,3.653224926229512,3.1469299552906134,92.25477645305516,78.42622950819671,5.419970193740686,24.205663189269746,6.1124844417494595,0.4758754098360654,459,16,100,3,11,149,72,122,0.127,0.7290000000000001,0.145,0.0258,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,14,1,10,2,0,14,3,1,0,0,20,21,10,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,11,0,3,7,3,17,3,14,13,1,17,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,1,9,71,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328401548175847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879836595151434,0.18873678240168845,0.15158260351116815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368636052539258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375901850465764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770053298073685,0.21588344696058215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387718804965628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313809813261864,0.1315939912159545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198969838185114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123263698889813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999182398887542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482008564803936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464848744987724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705083752535824,0.0,0.18777080697676696,0.15607381093730954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447513325749836,0.23605848951665045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35987730153908604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729429953300644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pairomedics,2018/12/09,"I come seeking advice for an awkward living/working situation. Hi everyone, its my first time on this subreddit and after browsing for about an hour or two I've come to realize just how much I can relate to the people of this subreddit so I decided I should try and get some advice regarding my current SA problems.

So I live in a townhouse with 2 roommates, who are also unfortunately coworkers. And I say unfortunately because it just makes this whole situation harder. At home, the two of them are joined at the hip always together hanging, having a good time. It's worth pointing out that these guys were my best friends at one point, but now I feel distanced from them and the friendship has faded away. Now me, with SA, I lock myself up into room and will absolutely not come out when they are home or around. I will often keep food in my room, not use the bathroom/cook/shower etc unless I can be sure I will not come into contact with them. My SA just freezes me solid and I shut down any plausible idea that I will walk out and join them.

Now, we all work together, and at work its almost like I'm my normal old self. I don't stray from the social interactions and I don't feel trapped like I do at home. But its the awkward idea that I act like one person at work and another at home, completely numb to my surroundings. I feel I would be better off moving out on my own but I am signed to a lease contract with my roommates, and I am afraid to get the ball rolling. Not to mention that if I were to move out, I would still be working with them.

It's important to note that my SA feels like it has been seriously amplified by the ending of my last relationship 2 months ago. Prior to my break up, my SA was under reasonable control. Now it feels like I have lost all hope and I'm falling into a pit of depression.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",6.092226512226514,5.880407054054054,6.780888030888032,77.82842342342343,66.29729729729729,9.85842985842986,31.943371943371943,9.48565724429506,2.7078507078507084,1470,53,292,26,21,486,192,370,0.065,0.797,0.138,0.9829,2,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,6,9,16,20,0,3,15,0,30,3,1,5,3,74,48,24,0,8,14,0,6,5,1,8,1,1,6,3,18,31,1,2,10,1,1,10,6,8,0,5,5,7,47,12,52,31,8,62,0,2,0,0,19,32,0,7,24,211,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25045729116125204,0.07573267375403102,0.0,0.08555047379900685,0.0,0.0,0.06832206898746761,0.07108848349126871,0.0,0.0,0.11619700078895345,0.08958569314832351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605496310683417,0.0,0.0,0.08026867805299735,0.0,0.0,0.052080177476919697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965840772583566,0.07556001648674816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943775884566769,0.08957661850036477,0.0,0.09582223900526522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358474989500481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566975290380402,0.0,0.09528223267332234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816364815429754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159916627214663,0.12206908037317432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267068054719089,0.10330793340081844,0.0,0.06600660856199625,0.0,0.08927217027164996,0.0,0.0,0.07165854175015422,0.0,0.09419201736577901,0.0,0.08459374820664861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34279173088530274,0.08485589734552833,0.08413593337172919,0.0,0.0,0.19289067035331106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593825379672736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964065300779812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869530390257549,0.0,0.07544037250233755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326202673239377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057028300840881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819313276570894,0.1816070518131688,0.06280430740824365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370783006345522,0.0,0.0,0.08964930696847746,0.0,0.115785477181497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592296379695347,0.07459825220259103,0.0,0.0,0.16152674256961985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174943411191704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784106249811148,0.0,0.09172485483465752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679410729677643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912698592497392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920642811550481,0.0,0.08708987970038791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682282320855162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052115862661931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963527787103696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058004527973684314,0.0,0.1669145028588878,0.0,0.0,0.07378811791147483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538474998664824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109872602607933,0.0,0.0,0.1820709996733294,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TimidNarcissist,2018/12/09,"Being Bullied Triggered my Social Anxiety I was heavily targeted by a lot of my peers, family members and even a few adults for my appearance growing up. It wasn't until my looks begin to impact how others **treated** me that I begin to care. Aside from that, I'm a pretty free-spirited, care-free person. 

Naturally, we do not care about how we look. Technically, no one hates the way they look. They hate how others treat them because of their looks. Huge difference. We often mistake our social insecurity for self-hatred. 

Anyways, this has sent me into an obbession with being physically attractive and it's ruining my life. I desperately want this to stop. I truly wish I did not care how others treated me but I do. It makes me extremely uncomfortable, especially because I do not know how to successfully defend myself against these attacks. I understand that I cannot be liked by everyone and that's truly not my goal. I just really want to avoid the socially awkwardness of being rejected and bullied. How can I handle rejection with my pride in tact? ",3.935206185567012,6.75965215979382,5.710525773195879,71.39774742268044,76.37113402061857,9.034639175257732,28.772164948453607,9.516144504307137,3.4553967010309283,845,37,134,25,20,288,119,194,0.22,0.631,0.149,-0.9554,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,4,0,4,3,11,20,3,3,6,0,13,1,0,8,0,35,33,12,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,13,10,0,2,2,0,0,3,7,10,0,1,4,4,31,10,21,25,2,12,0,3,4,0,14,4,0,3,5,107,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963499320398793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481694040544661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587889787996144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5311627678942685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360754694454854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602380233821519,0.0,0.0,0.12445208681121928,0.0,0.0,0.12278083708671178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25717458889277106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157775490413508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919939791573606,0.06362980272417677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374828754923539,0.0,0.0,0.11072733505228748,0.0,0.0,0.0869377380406757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882555444901461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372254148648996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325032290096421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343654421196077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587111031626292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982968299465111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088883839461643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355868141954788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536405508802951,0.10338026528413104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977220260428614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GeniusArtist,2018/12/09,"Went back to college after dropping out. I'm scared as shit from the upcoming social disaster. I went back to college because if I don't I'll be forced to join the military... So it was like an escape.

Anyways... Last time I been to college (I completed 2 years. Been a semester since I dropped out) all I remember was the social hell I uncontrollably caused.

My social life in college out of the blue becomes so bad that I feel like vomiting every time I step in the campus and get massive panic attacks.

I lose myself in trying to not be awkward, be myself, or whatever to make my social life acceptable... It ends up being alienated, rejected, and I honestly feel hated. Because it gets so lonely, depressed and anxious in college.

When I was avoiding people and running to empty places the times I didn't have classes. It was noticeable that it made my social life in college worse.

And if I decided to be social... My depression and anxiety kill me. I become weird and nature automatically alienates me.

It's really hell... I don't wanna be walking out there looking at myself in a 3rd dimension feeling like I wanna get out of my skin waiting for the end of the world.

One time a girl approached me while being in that bad mental state... I started talking about the 3rd world war, secret societies and the propaganda behind college..... I never saw her again 😂

For real what do you do to save yourself from such social disasters?",4.116898550724638,6.243508918518523,5.63937198067633,75.53978260869567,72.77777777777777,8.103059581320451,30.998389694041872,8.841846274778883,2.9692640901771337,1128,52,187,23,23,381,150,270,0.259,0.664,0.077,-0.9957,0,4,0,0,0,1,45.0,0,1,0,1,11,26,7,5,14,0,19,6,2,3,2,35,35,17,2,4,4,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,10,13,0,2,7,0,0,6,5,20,0,1,11,7,32,6,36,17,1,42,2,5,3,0,12,17,3,3,19,137,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038116436525252,0.103935904595889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466538758434417,0.0,0.14148748930984645,0.1536354057021835,0.11216694915014,0.20321763291432474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451124428203628,0.0,0.0,0.09646219059856947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848211929301875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297266517430944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751552766246138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955670097362635,0.13145228179272347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144201510082513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083278088036187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178641716965996,0.0,0.0,0.07499378807003873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495088500980576,0.13484237194326312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725838376877177,0.10292653835610242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705437613865237,0.061411950097259166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092716226966173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095749939719367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474471740124916,0.0,0.0,0.062342835415150226,0.0,0.0,0.10794434950365553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378249952445189,0.0,0.09612235293190424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471824846001176,0.05893874173532465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042201627463172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210990292667152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443857817801116,0.076104882052345,0.0,0.0,0.6564901087867888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511938382638209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394760304465021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145880772290653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624632178201146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057327562116298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375774633401024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924617578826341
socialanxiety,pounded_raisu,2018/12/09,"my therapist keeps urging me to go out and meet people i befriend online to overcome my social anxiety. people online keep urging me to meet them. i did exactly that - this year i have lost most of my friends. i feel more alone than ever and wish I never did it. thanks - i hate this. i have no issues socializing online. I have an easier time laying out my thoughts and can articulate myself well.

Offline? I am a mess. I have ADHD. My speech slurs. I cannot focus on topics and have issues listening due to sensory processing issues. I cannot read emotions nor body language. I don't step outside because I have a bunch of issues from my interaction impediment to child abuse I'm still trying to resolve.

This year, as per the advice of my therapist, I went out and did exposure therapy - going out to events my online friends have invited me to. Sleeping over. Dinner.

Even going as far as Facetiming them or calling them.

In most of these cases, friends have actually started to contact me even less now. They've stopped talking to me. Even though I've mentioned to them that I have severe social anxiety and I need constant reassurance to know I am doing things right.

Like....I get it. ""Maybe these guys shouldn't be your friends then"" but the frustration here is that in my current state, a lot of these friends were my support system and using them as my experimental guinea pigs was incredibly detrimental.",3.8496590909090926,6.3644648295454544,4.9321878787878815,78.50978181818184,74.9469696969697,7.708848484848485,27.984242424242424,8.608573733854374,2.445783515151515,1121,46,193,23,25,367,151,264,0.094,0.8079999999999999,0.098,0.6316,1,1,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,1,5,2,9,14,2,0,6,0,24,3,2,2,3,31,44,16,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,2,12,11,1,3,4,1,0,5,7,4,1,0,8,3,41,10,31,34,6,31,0,1,0,0,25,10,0,4,14,142,53,1,0.0,0.11947841213803413,0.09840488317649404,0.0,0.12118957829715685,0.09853926988250053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443939259668368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428400440903162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147087162205168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201004001913632,0.0,0.0,0.10296848507301064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108971761377192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343095414982887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998107733905025,0.09121517271093556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098752121752573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895420443718379,0.0,0.05268451821830372,0.0,0.1719283704072395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998470375478955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955820774079968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42100128764932615,0.0,0.17926170287764914,0.0,0.0,0.05541879563643182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926512487406769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007831290551899,0.08573020431903673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130691123329544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477127036582297,0.07777370016952552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398189348897437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100866867987759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611644980000775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392002183787185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091240450370144,0.3083797564062625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137477329334398,0.0,0.08053061834105665,0.08430640364699662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443155966085185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105103415858499,0.0,0.0928395364549608,0.11531884726089535,0.2341650477064149,0.06699333577176735,0.0,0.0990743747360617,0.08005536212586152,0.058800369658419664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684634551053174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709301970753107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906668921961871,0.09347930034030223,0.0,0.0,0.11596053968529392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987476591176592
socialanxiety,tropicalness,2018/12/09,"such bad anxiety over social events hey all. i battled with some severe social anxiety (around new people mainly) when i was in high school/early college. i've certainly gotten a lot better (i'm 25 now), but to this day, i still have so much anxiety over social events. even though most of these events involve/are hosted by my close friends, i just get bad anxiety thinking about everyone else at the event and i absolutely hate situations where i'm just standing around feeling awkward or alone. i'm not that great at small talk either, so i feel like conversation can die out really easily and fast. i want to improve, so i try and go to events, but there have been times where my anxiety has been so bad that i purposely don't go to an event in fear of being awkward, standing around myself and not having fun. i really, really, really want to change this. any advice? thanks. 

​",5.3912499999999985,6.8301918154761925,5.954523809523812,77.30714285714286,68.34523809523809,9.40952380952381,27.690476190476193,9.725611199111238,2.631811904761905,707,23,126,16,12,229,109,168,0.261,0.603,0.135,-0.9763,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,19,15,2,3,3,0,10,0,0,0,2,28,24,13,1,2,8,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,8,0,0,4,2,13,7,20,19,7,32,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,4,14,82,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175282671254193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844412239645626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391074001454562,0.13896185499001362,0.07776980598255763,0.0,0.4374315343973717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054181958915781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28646146391653704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114353696419856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097940332464735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375376764524395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186892798708435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553443776385827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553475469097648,0.0,0.0,0.10927740453864476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868858838782254,0.1156493168646079,0.08169994606257946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835548433399991,0.0,0.05974921309955265,0.0,0.12998865939775656,0.0,0.0,0.12608406182440346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290839835464088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082930362623255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587129851467617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722613815507407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406893067540093,0.0,0.0,0.11045114073718584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792839302569288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930518636939401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574003925157833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919605021142488,0.0,0.0,0.1285472239402886,0.0,0.34973173152610365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132931720778023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191951783281084,0.0,0.10528879138129732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732782921276199,0.11235968608996952,0.0,0.06668516550717549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764401586950627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490686305287958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896185499001362,0.0
socialanxiety,GenericJohnSmith0000,2018/12/09,"I feel out of place all the time I don’t really know where to post this, so I’m sorry if this is the wrong place ahead of time.

When I’m with my friends, I often feel out of place, like I’m the odd one out. I’ve taken multiple personality tests (one by a certified psychologist) and each one had basically told my I am exactly in between being a introvert and a extrovert. When I go and hang out with extrovert leaning friends, I feel like I kind of melt away into the corner and don’t talk, unless I am talked to, and I feel awkward the whole time. Then when I am with more introvert leaning people, I feel like I am the only one that says anything, and it feels like when I say anything, it is met with dirty looks. The few good friends I have seem to have a similar situation to me. 

I don’t really know what to do. Does anyone have advice?",2.956540659340657,4.042325234285716,4.831428571428571,84.40010989010989,73.8,8.584615384615384,25.461538461538463,9.057496981413335,1.7894263736263731,656,21,144,14,13,225,89,175,0.068,0.802,0.131,0.8939,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,1,11,0,15,0,0,0,2,30,32,14,0,1,2,0,6,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,6,16,0,0,9,0,0,2,3,2,0,4,4,9,18,9,24,27,5,24,0,0,1,0,10,12,0,3,13,98,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743643466445405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403116884025566,0.0,0.19779231288831006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129110754420466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105168473740489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645932861875886,0.25756530711873465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785473988034201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829985941094491,0.10079950498594983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514676984430767,0.1320932412164409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348513694249348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091915267157817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257425702339741,0.09140069410828637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331621104769785,0.10493469042470484,0.3766809220233981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509718999640653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397805611000048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911405495033033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094054295183688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508497377334275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452929894385451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318885737231245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023006699371902,0.0,0.0,0.11483511563796008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417431260861562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313956472997236,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iport56,2019/08/25,Help with one on one interaction So I am very bad at talking with people one on one. I just can’t do it and we stand in silence for five seconds every time. How do I improve on this?? Thanks!!,-0.4429268292682949,1.6724081219512217,1.9982439024390253,95.34126829268291,89.73170731707317,4.255609756097561,20.39512195121951,5.6839178017228535,-0.16200878048780476,147,5,34,1,5,50,32,41,0.087,0.71,0.203,0.6583,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,4,1,8,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390651112875888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412368185893901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919141569814308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7760709489268409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849812974193826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301330460973097,0.0,0.2636048453229923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695540435256292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362438582618859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yaboyjarjar68,2019/08/25,"Why should I get diagnosed with SA? Is there a point? I don’t think counseling is for me because I believe I would be extremely miserable talking to an adult, one-on-one, about things I can’t put into words. Anyone here think there’s some kind of benefits?",3.692647058823528,5.282737823529415,4.653088235294117,84.41139705882355,72.72549019607844,9.02156862745098,28.43627450980393,9.516144504307137,2.559545098039216,203,8,41,5,4,66,42,51,0.091,0.857,0.052000000000000005,-0.4071,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,6,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115039775434691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439155361039128,0.0,0.0,0.34079609718059384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30701508384812826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580355037946629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149907345583415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497111432155093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28594532944168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30408015590100906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24312533263102545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009570539433727,0.3876393081296529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729449315045208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487608864902244,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itzizuku,2019/08/25,Everyday Does anyone have it where when they think about going outside anxiety hits Bt that’s normal for us I mean like before every school day I throw up anthem go on the bus to school but now I’m in online school and now when I think about going outside I just don’t feel good anyone else,1.9390000000000045,4.1718869000000005,3.0599999999999987,90.935,80.0,5.333333333333334,16.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.2548333333333326,234,4,47,2,6,75,47,60,0.024,0.878,0.098,0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,7,10,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,26,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160196651409485,0.0,0.0,0.2771346383879228,0.20305187707537453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863080922075044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780532876129322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342271529797929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554829151460398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669694801867846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020233158796003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33787921376735297,0.1662182898887655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681742239033954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586872683913844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194167673854694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6016856184978977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396278767707064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837797637629515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,metanoia_7,2019/08/25,"Are you more scared of big crowds or one on one interactions? I used to be more scared of one on one interactions, but it somehow changed to big crowds; wondering if there's a reason or something.",7.405789473684213,6.780306421052632,7.0357894736842095,78.4605263157895,63.73684210526316,10.757894736842106,34.78947368421053,10.125756701596842,3.1236421052631567,156,6,32,3,2,49,26,38,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.4927,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,5,0,24,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640784739742769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6766307670286826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566641643733267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998520989074674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217957757556195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156026473932548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707161964822821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,g3e3z,2019/08/25,"First meeting with a therapist It’s just to talk about what kind of therapy I need and who would be good for me. But I don’t really know how to summarize what’s going on in my head. I feel like there a thousand topics out of which my situation came to be and I’m scared I will fuck it up. 
Any tips?",0.6977272727272741,2.267099075757581,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,80.96969696969697,7.430303030303031,20.090909090909093,8.344100000000001,0.7851090909090908,233,6,57,5,6,81,52,66,0.1,0.815,0.085,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,2,0,5,2,1,1,0,12,12,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,1,1,7,3,12,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645529870109158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967759950052923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120088506134686,0.18537256463734614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071355638613416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23988507981832285,0.0,0.0,0.1474684643480401,0.2176395139832248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663013411178414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702084912944968,0.14260342262009262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267688216997248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240113296163255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622953307426125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597847477602212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916663930300545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856019596200012,0.0,0.0,0.2967379951721049,0.3012762807044832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843271479414293,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stevo8907,2019/08/25,"First job! So I'm starting my first job first thing in the morning, feeling very worried and anxious about, it's in retail. I used to volunteer in a charity shop but stopped not long after my health took a bit of a nose dive, guess am just looking for some advise :/",2.3545283018867917,4.483584830188678,3.2383396226415115,90.72505660377364,78.05660377358491,5.749433962264153,27.581132075471697,6.742157984588678,1.2386407547169815,208,9,42,2,5,66,44,53,0.168,0.774,0.057999999999999996,-0.7158,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,9,8,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,3,3,0,8,7,2,11,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,7,27,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390159044991264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309816012702615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069770555286524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398885769651404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330701827319317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248909223460508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41990471684809777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872343789707643,0.17766702034711493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975160399291051,0.0,0.0,0.17688349245081028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055889813373812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350640466858005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827300991091932,0.0,0.17456888676139873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486142566396396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DemonFuzz95,2019/08/25,Anyone else here is 23 and have SA? Say something about you idk lol. I'm a male and my life's shit because of this,-2.7073076923076904,-1.3634832692307697,-0.4004615384615367,107.19546153846157,112.46153846153842,2.08,12.892307692307696,3.1291,-1.9005599999999998,89,2,23,0,5,29,25,26,0.18,0.7190000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012927700264409,0.4415042656448681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626704358093488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599586368107597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043548586277417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426660988954244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423089452852874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317250875383733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Killergummy,2019/08/25,Advice to meet new people at college So my first day at college is going to be tomorrow and I'm scared so bad by the fact I there's going to be new people and my social anxiety will kick in hardcore. So I'm wondering if anyone has good advice about keeping clam or approaching people?,2.885172413793104,4.762465448275865,5.0064137931034525,79.82996551724139,75.55172413793103,7.398620689655173,25.393103448275863,8.238735603445708,1.8764165517241376,228,8,41,4,5,79,41,58,0.147,0.807,0.047,-0.7344,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,11,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,8,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,26,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42862705682208585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777650880563544,0.0,0.0,0.15335118391592564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831201020196228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144098760310378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655048796410967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24928522229342376,0.18395226010862692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493856661659534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236344508635929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561393033045446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195740590374855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235655347178525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23783936984050985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PlaneWin,2019/08/25,Are there any shoes that can help someone walking funny or weird? I've tried a lot of things but they don't help. I have a severe phobia of walking in pubic.,1.768181818181816,3.603428848484853,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,78.69696969696969,4.4,20.090909090909093,3.1291,-0.4330727272727271,124,3,26,0,3,40,28,33,0.129,0.597,0.275,0.6571,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804697982420642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528926881263944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506373072130929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659339145657239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494546567364941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740033462281034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800161475329924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tamago_Boro,2019/08/25,"Driving lessons with social anxiety When you have social anxiety and are incapable of being calm around people you don't know, how do you have driving lessons? Do you just push through and endure the intense nervousness? I want to start driving soon but the idea of being tought how to drive by someone I don't know, watching my every move, makes me so scared.",10.12323383084577,8.32449376119403,8.618507462686571,73.05024875621893,59.14925373134328,11.321393034825865,41.73631840796021,9.725611199111238,4.0906258706467655,290,13,50,4,3,88,46,67,0.16399999999999998,0.78,0.055999999999999994,-0.8235,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,2,8,3,0,2,2,0,9,0,0,3,0,15,14,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,8,12,0,10,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,3,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936388111877545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290348052438595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677049841979631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904391463294146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827900262939391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173719166929322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734491875600095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783663819277784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25758335354121525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245315445849482,0.21799351677264586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821049499953393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175111136638886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,goheelst,2019/08/25,"Nervous Sweats in the Healthcare Field Anybody out there in the healthcare field experiencing social anxiety? I'm a 3rd Year Medical Student aka lowest on the totem pole in the hospital who experiences it daily when communicating with uppers.  Last week I had an anxiety attack while presenting to my attending, and just broke out into nervous sweats.  It all started when he started questioning my patients lab values and why they were the way they were. Any suggestions on how to not let this happen again? Suggestions/Advice would be greatly appreciated. Happy Sunday everyone! P.S. I do experience some anxiety every Sunday morning, because ik Monday is on the horizon smh.",7.7509649122807005,10.38579321929825,8.085087719298247,59.657280701754416,64.17543859649122,10.680701754385963,38.105263157894726,10.746095033038511,5.221463157894737,553,29,71,16,9,181,86,114,0.172,0.748,0.08,-0.7833,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,6,6,1,2,8,0,8,3,2,1,1,13,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,1,6,2,12,6,2,25,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,2,13,50,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881953426076937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309668463158321,0.0,0.4419892359147825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909732574211324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740021779235868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622641945566585,0.1840266523130528,0.0,0.3767771945415188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123296019477798,0.0,0.0,0.17030545536695638,0.2050141367463347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698540647141326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969348830122963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940127445171564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574329837004866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631981570851945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27263039252278404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286785961518226,0.15448295127948114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378124852539534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680940971443598,0.0,0.0,0.12402073861519144
socialanxiety,Rade99,2019/08/25,"Told doctors about my social anxiety, got diagnosed with Somatoform disorder... What is happening????",8.984285714285715,13.571590285714295,9.054285714285717,42.61571428571432,74.71428571428571,17.085714285714285,49.85714285714285,12.161744961471696,11.129685714285717,80,6,7,5,2,26,14,14,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28216602192259915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743707155569246,0.0,0.0,0.4227292338585634,0.37752929827320864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29499967521277826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261691164479577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759918359215274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524479615670027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xbetterdayz,2019/08/25,"Tips for going back to school as a loner? Hello I start back on Wednesday and this is my second last year in school. I hate it so much mostly because I'm a loner. Knowing this I am extremely worried about going back, **does anyone have and tips to make starting back easier? Or the school year in general?**

Thanks for reading",0.7842857142857121,3.3021992539682543,2.4130317460317485,88.98335714285717,96.14285714285714,4.424761904761905,18.998412698412697,6.2581,0.35915365079365097,255,8,46,3,10,83,45,63,0.16699999999999998,0.75,0.084,-0.6841,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,12,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,9,12,2,15,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,10,33,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545026368572926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518323884791244,0.0,0.10936895509253812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700617930533475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039299343578001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713393131050054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860110343821997,0.14624615007889155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976006948966655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131889747871812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794622992025501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5447288721146145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539799475450901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518007351163316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220336932811848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23107314189379866
socialanxiety,kawaiipiemarzia,2019/08/25,"Ways to help get over my social anxiety when I go to college? I’m moving to a college three hours away from home in a few days I’m super nervous, but I’m feeling motivated. I know that college is a perfect time to work to get over social anxiety and was wondering if anyone who got over social anxiety or is in the middle of trying had any tips that are directly related to college?",4.726923076923075,5.2189178461538495,6.832461538461541,73.86253846153849,69.25641025641025,9.82974358974359,33.54871794871795,9.888512548439397,3.4501148717948724,304,14,56,7,5,108,52,78,0.084,0.731,0.185,0.8875,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,15,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,3,2,14,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,4,36,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292351732995028,0.0,0.4485926439588391,0.0,0.0,0.1366743046782495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836466508736967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605933739812192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883343400584926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424573425502807,0.0,0.11108777758832243,0.0,0.15633193934196146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101667500816375,0.0,0.19606823873042667,0.0,0.19249454154021145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742294880054426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077493217124744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5977586196726514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397774034477708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270851789590424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515173617107025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197443454943474,0.14230150588395973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KatKat23421,2019/08/25,"I'm about to face my toughest social situation ever. (sorry for the multiple posts)

So my cousin is getting married Labor Day weekend and I'm going to the wedding along with other members of my family. This means that I'm going to have to handle being around a whole bunch of people that I have never met before in a loud environment. Plus, I think the reception isn't going to be at the hotel I'm staying at, so I won't have an easy ""escape route"" if I start getting really overwhelmed.",4.290014727540502,5.5228184432989735,6.236966126656848,75.0277319587629,70.75257731958762,8.017083946980852,27.259204712812963,8.418075326091056,2.1184091310751105,387,13,67,6,7,135,66,97,0.042,0.922,0.036000000000000004,-0.1313,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,0,8,1,1,0,2,10,21,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,16,17,2,14,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,50,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209373823292728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001340130748219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168161414597012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127477583166509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172134736167035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457598405137507,0.0,0.4010009991549339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561968053128046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813972377105877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305491775080833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525223617609275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067223388298345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643695507873329,0.0,0.23975215210294995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26328206118022,0.1664725567821857,0.2506870660809233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507037536745294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625873312235024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imanonlol,2019/08/25,"Tried to tell my mum I wanted therapy, she said no  Finally got the courage to ask and she’s was like “there’s nothing wrong with you, end of conversation.”, I’m just gonna keep annoying her till she changes her mind.",1.1677272727272765,3.55461122727273,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,84.45454545454547,7.156363636363636,24.70909090909091,8.238735603445708,1.5947690909090917,170,7,38,4,5,55,38,44,0.10400000000000001,0.721,0.175,0.5194,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,8,2,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,0,4,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26371419666495416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984116956521429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498462358152877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30901361066260064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561153918973584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507327715159556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781394576158254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848284611557589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27067103958906863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683302811734111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465573415545261,0.0,0.3225922070090361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915192321678513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638280836403924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084189401085869,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kicksaiman,2019/08/25,"The question for the people with social anxiety The question for the people with social anxiety: what kind of music listen outsiders/losers/people with social anxiety? What genre and what bands? And why?

https://i.redd.it/ylxz3yvzpli31.jpg",9.118857142857145,13.739586028571427,5.682857142857145,66.78714285714287,74.42857142857143,7.371428571428572,27.0,8.238735603445708,3.232257142857143,201,7,20,4,5,55,19,35,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.5632,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512751008251507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047648169166672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089652986472566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405518090176551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6013330467956359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743226322583722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Arct_Pyro,2019/08/25,Peak social anxiety is when everyone in the group conversation died when I chatted just kill me I can't handle the awkwardness,5.8221739130434775,8.469187086956524,6.851521739130432,66.42336956521743,69.43478260869566,11.556521739130435,33.23913043478261,11.20814326018867,4.9578000000000015,105,5,16,4,2,35,20,23,0.363,0.581,0.055,-0.8584,0,0,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34777859087315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4718177275684642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344033154477739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502963215407781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634218889490056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,troublesbruh,2019/08/25,"Did I Text to much? Hi! New here, but any advice would be appreciated! 

so i've been having a conversation with my good friend and they listen to me a lot and talk to me a lot about my feelings and stuff and I really appreciate them but i'm afraid i texted them too much today, I sent them a message early this morning really just saying thank you for listening to me and cheering me on and giving me advice and they still haven't answered so I got worried and asked them a different question at night, so its been about 12 hours since the last message i sent, am I being too pushy? ah",1.7746358543417353,3.9938510504201687,3.54808823529412,87.28723039215687,80.51260504201682,6.319607843137256,20.841036414565828,7.492282038375204,0.7276885154061623,461,13,95,7,12,154,76,119,0.045,0.733,0.222,0.9773,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,6,0,10,5,0,1,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,18,19,13,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,6,4,21,4,10,10,4,11,0,0,0,0,21,2,0,3,7,71,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696494494868916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862120276429873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768197038125267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761030134586974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563450780198393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612854593478158,0.0,0.0,0.18143964110602406,0.0,0.15864106243122192,0.15127196806511106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626410100935234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417376507717434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215989206000649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780782809463017,0.0,0.0,0.18267190445983505,0.0,0.17749441060643995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187929086857865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423349441625693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041115455437112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564579748366116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104688096484994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651923536914644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202299648043582,0.0,0.17413404616309708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792819310274852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920801295891172,0.0,0.13435912463303548,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dankpbnj,2019/08/25,"New friends I used to have a clique but I don't talk to any of them anymore. I guess we grew apart, it's really hard for me to meet new people and become friends. I have been lonely for so long I haven't even left my house this summer. any advice on meeting new people ?",1.4234482758620717,2.937684103448277,2.7684827586206917,95.8747931034483,78.65517241379311,5.329655172413793,18.49655172413793,5.6839178017228535,-0.4699627586206896,210,4,49,1,5,68,43,58,0.094,0.797,0.11,0.2289,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,9,2,7,6,0,9,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944183291866345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27059495826785546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973117318766346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973220732631107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140912167095833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30742713440042685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191733986214813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822625666474354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295694900882785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616719744858587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607054963784774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764612906155198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27586325474435314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745685138452734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991397803891524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183483696953833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LilKosher,2019/08/25,If anyone wants to ever talk dm I can relate I want someone to talk with about anxiety let me know if your interested!,9.017500000000002,5.9958090833333335,9.995,66.15000000000003,62.33333333333334,12.933333333333335,36.5,11.20814326018867,3.919049999999999,94,3,18,2,1,33,20,24,0.068,0.76,0.172,0.3802,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,5,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715958519634172,0.0,0.0,0.2482442014185334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32114362910542343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511439404643954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630407235303327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008145194409125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707169647076724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188100482631669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,flarpington,2019/08/25,"I’ve been dragged yet again to a bar/club I don’t want to be at. I don’t dance. I don’t really drink. And I sure as hell don’t flirt/hook up with women. My friends know this, but I don’t think they know how uncomfortable this is for me. So here I sit in the corner waiting for them to say it’s time to go, and praying they don’t find me and force me to “have fun.”",-1.3033071895424833,0.2969966823529404,1.1427450980392173,103.69124183006538,88.05882352941177,4.718954248366012,15.326797385620914,5.82211442006289,-1.1168300653594767,278,5,79,2,9,94,57,85,0.091,0.75,0.159,0.6577,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,10,1,0,1,1,13,16,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,1,4,2,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,1,13,3,12,14,0,10,2,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,3,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715208921719372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466278850926256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930078254477499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553667386976455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41685207111723216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242957440535838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015950445351811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574389005240162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24300826587825766,0.0,0.0,0.22114388803550386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369164109652584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,livinglifeiguess,2019/08/25,"I have a speech to do tomorrow in front of 600 people So I can’t do public speaking. It’s physically impossible, like when I read something in front of people I go really fast and stutter then my anxiety overthinks that stutter. And my heart rate gets up to like 140bpm and I shake and sweat so bad.
I’m 17 by the way.

Any advice to somewhat cope with this would be appreciated.
I heard that chewing gum helps because it activates your digestive system.
Thanks I’m advance.",1.755289855072462,4.498503804347828,3.5608695652173914,83.18811594202901,87.04347826086956,6.544927536231885,25.057971014492754,7.793537801064563,1.857084057971015,378,16,70,8,12,126,68,92,0.128,0.73,0.142,0.3359,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,1,2,0,6,4,2,0,0,7,12,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,4,0,0,1,3,9,3,10,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27768285379729524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324201722474132,0.0,0.21738552909241032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372659947949445,0.17322441172714453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846453994675093,0.0,0.16149757891897087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367370200454582,0.19046988130633294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776574351326843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940086109971999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842420061548482,0.0,0.1820434440340124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21876418245134327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261621051777346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22555703517230796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186273894683998,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itelleveryoneimsad,2019/08/25,"Short wit a baby face, kill me Every time I go out in public ppl tell me I look too young to be doing anything... working in a car... buying cigs... I’m in my 20s but ppl think I’m 12. It makes me never want to leave the house. I have panic attacks in public already and how I look makes it worse.",-2.0935384615384613,-0.27074058461538186,0.9234615384615416,100.01903846153849,101.0,2.6,12.653846153846152,3.1291,-1.656353846153846,222,4,53,0,10,77,47,65,0.242,0.741,0.018000000000000002,-0.9469,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,1,3,0,3,1,1,3,1,9,12,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,8,0,7,11,0,11,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,3,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26079938276128856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448195230166546,0.0,0.0,0.26886294735984523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991207763568286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343135110379196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726965936391125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614674894255781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502425620394882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39692045761720496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155082742699289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227460735135706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27728589773774664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656549085197184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514326671899324,0.0,0.0,0.13780769422364078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393953482072512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205326541042415,0.0,0.24084355486540354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_NeMe-S1S_,2019/08/25,"My social anxiety prevents me from joining a boxing gym. I'm 19 and I have not done much workout or taken part in sports for the past few years. I feel like going on jogging in the morning but I feel to self conscious.
So I wanted to join a boxing gym to get in shape and get fit. But I feel I'm too old or too overweight to join boxing. I feel people over there will bee way younger than me. I feel conscious that people might be laughing at me for being too old or overweight.
Thank you for hearing.",1.5230769230769212,3.5167805384615427,2.8756153846153865,92.96938461538464,80.15384615384616,4.544615384615385,22.9,4.935628992294339,0.09291846153846216,392,13,82,1,10,127,65,104,0.071,0.748,0.18100000000000002,0.905,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,18,20,8,0,1,6,0,5,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,2,2,1,7,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,12,3,15,14,3,15,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,4,5,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031033715212014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010721724179796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967431027029095,0.14036878313876475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053104008137004,0.0,0.11166684202904087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145265403341705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599255033633196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084393266618427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444389386700976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123554987038042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127738952785385,0.18756697800556493,0.2724356465082449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497650217185906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029151362282796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089680883049225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158918280637284,0.1559604916911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265297716799957
socialanxiety,lonelymau5,2019/08/25,"Hello Hi!

I’m a 20 year old (M) freshman college student who just finished my first week of school. It was ok and all but I’ve felt terrible deep down. I’ve felt extremely paranoid the whole week and my anxiety kicked in hard. I have a Intro to Communications class which is supposed to help work on just social communication in general. But I literally struggle to make eye contact, I mumble, and I hate opening up about myself due to being teased a bunch in the past.  I’ve been paranoid about what the people sitting behind me in my classes think of me and I could say the same to people who I walk by. I hate being so nervous all the time and I am going to the school counselor on Tuesday for an intake appointment. The school offers free counseling/therapy so I guess that is something I need. I would love to hear any advice and I’d be happy to answer any questions.

Thank you.",2.928706896551724,5.099307316091959,4.384583333333335,82.99687500000002,76.41379310344827,6.648850574712642,26.392241379310345,7.645422480735847,1.6060586206896548,699,27,131,10,16,232,113,174,0.16899999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.122,-0.8026,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,6,11,3,2,11,1,11,2,1,1,2,25,24,10,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,6,0,1,4,6,18,6,23,15,5,23,0,0,1,1,14,10,0,2,10,87,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521968998862608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021193995264754,0.0,0.11368602242131227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865276203198848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853772560247305,0.0,0.0,0.12640734455837094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445832367326048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371035146079815,0.0,0.0,0.15819780112013992,0.1331251114489397,0.2934426463922828,0.0,0.0,0.16749394531809847,0.0,0.09960995696071136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341260666053359,0.0,0.09919813630051852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101922179404017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594089321930193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186478502445207,0.20605452428701548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647688764398416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818040722385376,0.0,0.4512028853449834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514888858607168,0.0,0.11440701621206385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553591369323531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368198558681571,0.1699481563953312,0.0,0.0,0.09522310243696644,0.0,0.0,0.08665551777676349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23841149289331195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591743556531746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818963979709,0.0,0.0,0.10556807512326352,0.0,0.0,0.0956997817496587
socialanxiety,d0lly251,2019/08/25,Went to a bar alone and I think I made a mistake Just awkwardly scrolling through reddit so as not to look entirely antisocial..,2.7837500000000013,5.735146541666674,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,83.58333333333334,8.200000000000001,33.0,8.841846274778883,3.5351000000000012,103,6,19,3,3,33,21,24,0.28300000000000003,0.7170000000000001,0.0,-0.6908,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215715940742297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228921964026272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765128978353779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226827542198354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668367603373376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ccee14,2019/08/25,"i went out today & it went GREAT! usually i’m a person who likes to stay in for the night & here at college they are always putting on events that i usually say no to. but today i finally told myself GO OUT! i went to this party my school was throwing & i had a great time! i am so proud that i didn’t let my anxiety get the best of me today & im really glad i went! 

if you have SA & are worried to go out or think what’s gonna happen if you do, just go! you never know & 99% of the time it’s just your brain telling yourself ur gonna hate it. just try it out, test the waters it could make your day 100x better :)",-0.24778571428571536,1.4419560785714296,2.217142857142857,96.97785714285715,84.64285714285714,5.428571428571429,17.142857142857142,6.5431188927421005,-0.3883571428571422,481,10,120,5,14,165,89,140,0.071,0.6859999999999999,0.243,0.986,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,1,3,5,8,1,0,6,0,10,2,1,1,1,16,27,5,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,10,4,1,0,2,0,0,9,3,1,0,0,8,1,18,7,14,15,1,29,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,3,13,70,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320782313522111,0.6500982828500969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649955372252434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494359376161357,0.08844167408207466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116328201675952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984168282142654,0.0,0.0,0.06449158172819901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954486493053762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052245754797773526,0.0,0.1704965289016669,0.0,0.0,0.22050020866415126,0.0,0.0,0.08842947026833498,0.0,0.0,0.09872907422591763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080169164247782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054957260803099005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225654453998666,0.0,0.048854838599587086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675062593863078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712599082591393,0.0,0.0,0.09384301412591374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731594585545202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052739341860084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406241613623351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795238343185817,0.0,0.10120511044969592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658645414204157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874042105145754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640758176366328,0.0,0.0,0.1166213452864008,0.0,0.2843642804601581,0.0955540698577984,0.0,0.0678932826759359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027124733144046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708031709816482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155462503158316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ihatesocializing,2019/08/25,"I’ve ghosted all my friends. Advice? Over the past couple months my anxiety sky rocketed  and I just straight up ghosted everyone I talked to. I didn’t even say anything like I needed time alone. I straight up ghosted. I could not handle life anymore and just checked out. I have absolutely zero friends right now, and haven’t talked to anyone outside of acquaintances and family in over 2-3 months. As much as I’m not a big people person, it’s really freaking lonely. My few friends that I had helped keep me sane and what I did was pretty shitty. 

I want to apologize but do you think it’s to late?",2.446412429378533,4.859211805084748,3.5450000000000017,87.16094632768366,79.2542372881356,6.6451977401129945,25.93502824858757,7.793537801064563,1.61989604519774,475,19,92,8,12,153,81,118,0.08199999999999999,0.777,0.141,0.546,0,3,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,1,17,13,8,3,3,5,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,4,1,15,4,13,8,3,17,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,7,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791078799627101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983211682906065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021557585523814,0.0,0.181773427104548,0.12815992366227974,0.0,0.15083122173952174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634134435167762,0.2028057814964439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106064941877512,0.0,0.0,0.17514048485851408,0.0,0.0,0.17278854770286076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42482585759144265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285474659674007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291567615228936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675796450554584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294624343111593,0.08954574235037481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925990466730246,0.0,0.1347384973333585,0.13590646382208946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497008077269227,0.12706950760142327,0.16004087649810936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647079666305266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741962053531667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652779619725693,0.0,0.1457587617261271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29464149499462433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744418406548612,0.0,0.0,0.10687728418427736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810859530190813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lil_nibble,2019/08/25,I need advice I find someone in my school attractive and i plan on talking to her on monday but the problem is i get really nervous when i have eye contact with anyone and my legs begin to wobble is there anything i can do to prevent this when i try to talk to her? And also im not spontaneous if you could tell me how to introduce myself and what to say that'll be awesome,4.117594936708862,4.357417468354433,5.807443037974688,81.56762025316458,70.51898734177216,8.345316455696205,29.7240506329114,8.238735603445708,2.068911898734177,296,11,60,4,5,102,58,79,0.083,0.809,0.109,0.2756,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,8,2,2,1,0,14,11,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,14,1,11,8,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,4,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636960518731249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580038374126306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868665010797048,0.0,0.22206503521895585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545470104038475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24663965273775215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098642567141248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29148624644669024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000916874309722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258211724460786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287397044758704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459697921217966,0.0,0.27310442421995984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22864455102195666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337933035902923,0.2358623638758649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321165592552505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ignsini,2019/08/25,"Should I quit my fast food job?! I started a job at fast food. It's my first customer service job ever and it's super fast paced, and you have to be good at multi tasking, on top that I have severe social anxiety. I have been working a little over a week now and just feel like a lost little boy. I'm slow to give the customers their orders, on top of that I'm holding my team members back. I really wanted to get into customer service because I wanted to challenge my anxiety but I feel like I just dived into the deep end of the pool without learning how to swim.",2.9035897435897446,4.186276965811967,4.507350427350428,85.90153846153852,74.21367521367522,6.225641025641028,26.67521367521368,6.42735559955562,1.1089418803418805,443,16,88,3,9,149,70,117,0.055999999999999994,0.82,0.124,0.7574,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,9,6,6,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,1,1,18,16,5,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,1,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,14,5,15,12,0,25,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,0,13,57,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439993059359801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262815449836112,0.0,0.09721584598812977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124950030203196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425629486057054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612729697563393,0.2278611458789719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565125984947266,0.385681026040925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332027631819162,0.15298510143054167,0.0,0.13376194352648327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747696622850807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155825049034289,0.3196761836048341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740882475174982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962367639999024,0.0,0.0,0.10216520432602537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016388910259096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256696390540826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287881210772087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812761748104967,0.0,0.12792302332811592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373036950575006,0.0,0.11610133091878183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MisanthropePopus,2019/08/25,"Became too Feral to Socialize? Well I am 23, have had a lot of bullying until HS where standing up for myself (in a soley verbal but overly aggressive manner) landed me in juvenile hall and probation. Followed by a terrible relationship that caused deeper wounds.

I've had tons of therapy and psychiatry and have had around 300mg of seroquel makes me alright to finally be outside in just my neighborhood walking my dog; as well as some (legal) ketamine therapy.

While I push myself into slightly social situations (conversing at a brewery after a few pints or someone whilst sober and walking said dog). The moment I see people that have some sort of regular social comradere, i frankly lose my shit.

I don't flip in public nor does it hit me immediately. I think along the lines of, ""isn't it nice to have a friend"" or, ""they look like they're having fun""

But then I come home and think of how nice it was outside and how wrong my assumptions are of people being shitty to me because of those repeated interactions.

And all I ever feel is completely alone, other people have friends and memories where all I ever received was pain. And i know that isn't a template for everyone else.

But all that I feel is just despair, crushing lonliness, grasping to a thread type of loneliness. And then I fly into an interpersonal rage where I'm the dumbass for trying to even go in public because of these immediate feelings.

I don't know how I'm going to get through this semester of college whatsoever, but I suppose I just needed to vent. New to Reddit or anything that's not automatically anonymous so excuse whatever.",8.2137,7.924166536666667,8.793166666666668,65.41575000000003,61.96666666666667,11.633333333333335,38.41666666666667,11.080906280650957,4.5212666666666665,1291,59,210,31,16,434,180,300,0.18100000000000002,0.743,0.076,-0.9892,1,1,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,1,1,18,17,3,0,12,1,21,3,1,5,5,49,41,28,0,1,11,0,3,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,12,15,0,0,8,0,0,8,6,8,2,0,6,6,26,9,41,32,8,37,0,2,2,0,14,16,1,7,13,158,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390182959551666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639177863267243,0.11509240079964154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762370830343592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281285541756102,0.0,0.11136887723387552,0.13555444191378702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313949277343653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108002286201602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853925179783585,0.2338940931997176,0.0,0.12353879707256575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961134263945455,0.0,0.0,0.14162704800679768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997728678763814,0.0,0.0675468633567408,0.0,0.14695300170123782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296849070403039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210496528555813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316285638852642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856810352275316,0.14463853016817518,0.0,0.10991476419483692,0.0,0.0,0.0862997467776225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586430612277087,0.0,0.12486571326956432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756995791418358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688929540139952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880532347494784,0.0,0.0,0.12298107365541885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302460661678316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271074066030686,0.0,0.14532344979867265,0.0,0.3953739347420284,0.10954403710565908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957007744139283,0.0,0.0,0.1656831455541541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777705108296095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324881914181953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413544987332529,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jshouldis,2019/08/25,even through a computer screen... wow you’re really so shy and socially anxious that you’re even too scared to post things on reddit bc you’ll feel judged but I know they don’t even know who I am but I still feel so judged and anxious,0.04489795918367179,2.4118730816326557,1.1073469387755104,99.59122448979595,93.6938775510204,5.248979591836736,17.20408163265306,6.868970318607317,-0.06602857142857133,187,5,43,3,7,58,35,49,0.171,0.777,0.052000000000000005,-0.5472,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,3,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.570042429302059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49991483861522495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551355766091171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773091541234565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416285958763927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161626454541581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525910224731592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571826893016552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014828849737449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761339777803275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bleuleau,2019/08/25,"19 and never had a job I know its embarrassing. But I don’t even know where to start. My parents never really forced me to get one. I don’t know just seeing having to deal with talking to people and customers scare me. Especially the application process to get a job I doubt I can even get hired through that — interviews, training, working w a team etc. I always seen myself working in retail but I’m such a pussy tbh. I go to university and I envy those students (most students)  who can balance school and a part-time job. Any advice? 🥺",0.8544654088050336,3.4207801698113194,2.862226415094341,87.12837106918242,91.64150943396228,5.090817610062894,22.161006289308176,6.742157984588678,0.860791949685535,422,16,81,6,15,141,71,106,0.079,0.9009999999999999,0.02,-0.519,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,3,6,0,6,0,0,0,2,15,17,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,1,1,4,3,0,1,2,2,12,0,9,15,2,6,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,2,3,53,16,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711840817319183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576397490859094,0.0,0.0,0.1191285555383582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806031127913232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953722500541812,0.2314097638689859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745733010842149,0.0,0.09955895501330847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215180073352313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888233996362147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27021956753463044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187066495287938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451690109195705,0.18970310508587035,0.0,0.12144790602962545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222493350283268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538595882006486,0.17729173320923286,0.13959595321880006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399346006535365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080322365290526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550665704219917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cloudedMIND8619,2019/08/25,"Lonley I have bad social anxiety, I come off awkward and I cant hold a conversation,  I dont really share interests with others my age. I guess it is worse bc of the depression, agoraphobia,  panic disorder, adhd they all play off each other and it's like one big fucked up situation idk my head is really getting to me right now, it's so strange to fear making interaction and connections with others yet want nothing more than to just hang out with a few friends and chill. My life is so fucked up.",2.0567903525046383,4.6375726938775506,4.139647495361782,81.25145640074211,82.26530612244899,8.05343228200371,23.19480519480519,8.841846274778883,2.103477551020408,396,14,76,11,11,135,72,98,0.336,0.585,0.079,-0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,12,2,3,3,0,6,4,1,1,1,16,13,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,7,0,1,0,0,10,5,13,13,4,12,0,1,0,2,6,7,2,1,4,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417242950998513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386715893799946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793870633484995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732593559835939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323664405109632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305172882640581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357278556183604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226331961986402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539583091320422,0.3718907660410659,0.1050843497265764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157206428300705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064217787556472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206707660796086,0.09826404011399673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425868087758744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299374780176826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629378047352006,0.0,0.0,0.2359877181818536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577035155352495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176755969367846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260833362677869,0.0,0.20503104939048067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863419819390295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049729950754564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,logun_greenwan,2019/08/25,"Friends are always going out without me. A few years ago I introduced my best friend to one of my old classmates. They immediately hit it off, and ever since then I had been left in the dust. Ever since then I've always been the last to know about anything happening, such as parties and other social events. Now I wonder what has to be wrong with me? Why do they like to hangout without me now? I've been nothing but a generous host to them when they would come over. Is there something wrong with me?",3.5975,5.3277086868686885,4.135239898989898,87.4561931818182,73.24242424242425,6.566161616161617,25.506313131313128,7.1686216300943375,1.0696555555555554,396,13,79,4,8,125,71,99,0.09300000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.4484,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,8,6,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,2,14,16,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,0,13,4,16,9,2,19,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,13,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318810100893954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875881505254043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221019191226955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135634909199214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886290658947318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31263810332486963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670294476197446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821348436221818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528177691001681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949733834919628,0.14086547930336688,0.0,0.0,0.18776158923245653,0.0,0.0,0.08442759435155274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581852153535304,0.0,0.18133794055485306,0.0,0.11710241098481848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28590503196391603,0.0,0.0,0.17616086461874472,0.0,0.13303971957981198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593665307943802,0.0,0.0,0.3331707028255709,0.18740808633297765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276123944134935,0.3778872888651061,0.0,0.11128576331563544
socialanxiety,skootaboot,2019/08/25,"is it ok to feel like this yes i’m using a throwaway for this. is it okay for me to get so offended when people judge others. i have horrible anxiety and have come to realise i get so incredibly angry when people insult others because, and this is my “excuse”, i feel horrible when people judge me, and i don’t want other people to feel that way. that may come across as innocent and sweet but i, in a way, take it to another level. people have told me i don’t allow them to have opinions. this is mainly regarding appearance since that’s where i’m worse. i would feel it’s wrong to out loud share that you find someone unattractive. i think this because if that person found out, it would ruin their confidence. i believe you should just think it to yourself, since why would you need to share it anyway? even to your friends. it’s just degrading and yeah it’s an opinion, but it’s a harmful one. is this, like, okay? should i stop being so angry over people saying others are unattractive? because if so i will gladly try and change my mindset. i also think ugly is a horrible word and shouldn’t be used when describing a person. ever. opinions, maybe?",2.2225368731563435,4.706673163716816,3.537367256637168,86.47354351032448,80.63716814159292,6.067551622418879,22.248525073746315,7.333567415737692,1.0170772861356934,909,29,170,13,24,296,112,226,0.215,0.63,0.156,-0.9738,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,2,0,15,16,2,0,6,5,23,0,0,3,1,45,44,21,0,10,6,0,4,2,1,8,0,2,0,2,25,11,0,1,9,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,2,7,23,10,18,32,1,18,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,7,8,123,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712448142366356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735217359425102,0.09290983620746013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221065742677976,0.0,0.0,0.13683391346032436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284792666223103,0.2092389109794664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021737271385289,0.10985956436209927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24563750535722556,0.08676476213917644,0.0,0.0,0.11100419728348364,0.0,0.0,0.1331649729694097,0.0938328964875842,0.0,0.12690647943916095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866984397565335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220140553834133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900545265119611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229847686336254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5051938231341564,0.21209300794498298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658286959330532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009313767352896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290520833818023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153864211763933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913161882348053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23346307651958645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160518270687671,0.0,0.08245739309653903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097896856342192,0.0,0.0,0.07163506494092284,0.19280462025962072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959081822211224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376914951089035,0.2588263453907382,0.132787822377353,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Stellar_Chick,2019/01/09,"I had a breakdown in French class and I need help I had an anxiety attack today. It was in French class when the teacher asked us to record ourselves so we can upload it to a class flipgram app thingy and all of our French friends can watch our videos. I didn’t want people to watch me in a video, I didn’t want to be bullied. Realistically that wouldn’t happen in Palmer but it still didn’t calm me down. Besides that fact, I also didn’t know what to say because we had to introduce ourselves and talk about ourselves in French for 90 seconds. I hate talking about myself, I never know what to say, unless someone asks me an explicit question, the few things I can say about myself that aren’t too personal are too few to take up 90 seconds. After class I spoke to the teacher and broke down crying. I couldn’t stop myself and I was so embarrassed, I hate crying in front of people. She helped me calm down and said she understood and to instead record myself talking but with one of my doodles as the video so there is only audio. She has seen a few of my doodles that I have made while bored in her class and she says that I’m good so I should do that. But the problem now is that I’m worried my friends will see that my video is different and that they will get mad at me for it or just have something against me. And also this won’t be the only time we use this app, we will continue to use it for the whole semester, and she says she did it for us to have fun but this only brings me anxiety and worry so I don’t want to do it.
The question is how should I deal with the doodle situation? I really don’t want people to think I’m different",3.8838059416039736,4.550455401759532,4.72589825321943,87.58710824939438,71.22873900293254,7.572663521611627,26.263037103149305,7.586124646067393,1.1966783373709036,1296,39,280,14,23,420,147,341,0.151,0.773,0.076,-0.9848,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,8,0,1,0,19,14,4,1,15,0,37,0,0,4,4,50,64,29,0,10,7,0,0,0,2,7,0,8,0,1,22,18,0,1,6,4,0,2,11,8,0,3,15,12,49,6,43,39,5,24,0,1,4,0,36,12,0,3,10,209,71,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998334410269094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304098491568632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870237565860459,0.11379531829966626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060975619427945014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197502446558518,0.0,0.10312359474794652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090141545367008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456144884257672,0.0,0.05226005501232393,0.0,0.0,0.08389802382020116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845367434773456,0.0,0.0,0.1975121948312687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409217418287106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994460637092687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094648103548977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416886088751759,0.07714710102368008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677809824575846,0.2282254544568091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803868412041274,0.08733984515146638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571246920322407,0.0,0.0,0.2241065903098846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407995069571898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514872127760277,0.3977280041571071,0.0,0.0,0.07970868433935682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124347024220693,0.0,0.0,0.08475267571166199,0.07700578342635728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988180754052998,0.08362717248788548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520796482191347,0.2411940915763266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645359075667323,0.0640933558642504,0.0,0.0,0.05832663288978127,0.0,0.0948140379884101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406406798387053,0.172782675253684,0.0,0.0,0.2359944079242217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116767356830356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316484320875908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tootsie2390,2019/01/09,"Difficulty speaking Hello,

I find that around 10 - 11 am I’m encountering speaking difficulties. I start work at 7am and I can speak normally but at around 10 my voice starts to strain and the words don’t come out right. I have to constantly repeat myself and the words get mixed up. I don’t know what to do. I have had these problems since I was a teenager.

Any help??

Thanks ",1.846300000000004,4.249031413333333,3.0129166666666656,90.15937500000004,81.53333333333333,6.416666666666668,21.375,7.645422480735847,0.7921,296,9,63,5,8,95,53,75,0.11699999999999999,0.782,0.10099999999999999,0.3839,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,16,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,9,1,9,14,0,12,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812777291155276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746102190714319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22962770284775255,0.0,0.2880690393713349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436414786269511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927258182379784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786772258124379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465006990833556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611834253906878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550728791908132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276505642786671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22051066053526147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773612928360693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454231788517111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406719258211907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,INotMeI,2019/01/09,"My friend is hypocritically judgemental. Whenever I begin talking about “that guy” I wish I could talk to, she gets so annoyed. And maybe it’s justified because I’ve been in my “boy crazy” faze for too long now, but she’s honestly being a bitch about it. I try to ask what the heck I should do to try and meet him and stuff, and she says I’m way too desperate. No, I could actually talk to this person, I just have absolutely no idea how, and I’m incredibly anxious about that stuff. I tell her that, and she says, “Yeah, I have anxiety too, but I just don’t care and get over it. You know people don’t actually care about you, right?”

As in the thing about people don’t judge every little move you make and they forget right after anyways. I know. But she’s a hypocrite. She does not have anxiety, at least not anymore or like I have it. I can’t just CHOOSE to not care. I can’t just CHOOSE to be brave and not overthink every little thing.

Sorry for the rant and if I didn’t convey things clearly. I just wanted to know if I’m in the wrong. Any tips for my other situation as well?",1.3798858540562622,3.428589183856502,3.2322401141459447,89.94300346514473,80.92825112107623,6.386384019567879,20.001834488381576,7.520522993642371,0.4999345291479824,840,22,186,13,22,281,116,223,0.158,0.695,0.147,0.2145,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,1,0,18,11,2,0,6,1,18,0,0,2,1,40,34,20,0,7,15,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,15,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,12,3,1,0,2,2,31,8,23,27,1,15,0,0,0,0,24,9,2,3,5,129,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.2292109034077568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798638910366974,0.0,0.17968405068137794,0.13267487485787333,0.11646989105583445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979145937783467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159092904201696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592167067911036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875341264683434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277338969084923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789817526764206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073460688493708,0.0,0.12271612573088625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628503047909786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257656716176505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193627467513177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057375728797056026,0.2354134220019119,0.0,0.10393156828243026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783927635556856,0.0,0.1179852457300604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482117179466495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283757139424046,0.10254493050567942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058790397145174,0.0,0.186787556015118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200857782954598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314655578183085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26888364047658075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831838242463341,0.1026485896168216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340676984546328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594694276193672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926973055181783,0.09321918047777114,0.0,0.0,0.10559354169542824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505132673774808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840327127821535,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Benkenobix,2019/01/09,"I'm going to have a bunch of job interviews the next couple of weeks and I'm already freaking out I'm the type of guy that forgets how to talk, think and begins to stutter so bad that everyone who experiences me like this probably thinks I'm an absolute idiot.

I'm not exaggarating when I say that I can't even do simple maths an 8 year old could do in his sleep anymore when I'm in a situation like this.

The fear of not getting a job because of this is killing me. Why would anyone want to employ someone like this? There are probably a lot of other applicants who are self confident, smart and way more appealing for any employer.

It's not that I have something special to show that would compensate my lack of social skills.

I have a below average high school graduation. Dropped out of university after 4 years. Haven't worked in my life besides a 12 hrs a week job for 6 months and there is nothing else that could be interesting for a future employer. And I'm turning 23 this year. 

I don't know what to do now. I'm trying to stay positive but this won't work. I'm going to be a nervous, shaky mess and there is absolutely nothing I could do about it.

Any tip is appreciated. I really need some help to get through this.
",2.9918990015360976,4.810171181451615,4.717327188940093,82.27575268817208,75.08870967741936,8.272196620583719,27.535330261136714,8.976282227363876,2.258181413210446,975,39,197,22,21,330,141,248,0.08800000000000001,0.809,0.10300000000000001,0.5789,6,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,10,15,2,3,14,0,24,2,1,1,0,28,44,11,1,8,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,19,8,0,0,3,1,0,2,7,9,0,0,0,1,12,6,29,36,5,26,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,17,122,31,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973159563411976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989115676381144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658902019008464,0.08220145356464699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815860679088116,0.07166415453677469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815889135673614,0.13007911954014756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820721275985683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764799687246031,0.0,0.0,0.11233466767134312,0.0,0.11499731262557032,0.0,0.1322889198427845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284164371398328,0.0,0.13362536304864814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164039705320304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879872630214985,0.12420975521076358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499837511214452,0.0,0.13006393746213474,0.0,0.06460850529580676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303688062766139,0.1723032435893831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099946241995123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383614729489596,0.0,0.0,0.08717006499197015,0.0,0.0,0.12502756205026666,0.0,0.0,0.22560608947171665,0.0,0.12336059706307492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25350149580260883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753126500796529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348930415442436,0.0,0.11897810805889318,0.0,0.0,0.12264186495053488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214360043021875,0.11764599980776075,0.1198387351925525,0.09960913733370157,0.09050427720891224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253044890932599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449115791002627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065681013257834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981626902828752,0.1278727167448183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934058185042878,0.09331452804069196,0.18860084422280093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608060601679883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711717598364514,0.0,0.0,0.16702406288889193,0.0,0.0,0.22711647929657866
socialanxiety,pinkdollydaydream,2019/01/09,"Why can't I bare to open text messages from my friends? :( I have an increasingly big problem opening a responding to text (Facebook and Instagram) messages from my friends. I don't even want to read what is inside. I guess I'm worried they may want to hang out at a time that is inconvenient for me or otherwise when I just don't want to. But things have gotten worse recently, I wished a friend merry Xmas and happy New year but could not stand to read her response to this day. Another I wished happy birthday to and I don't want to see her thank you... I almost would rather they never responded or were no longer my friends so I don't have to deal with it... I don't however have trouble with my mum, sister or husband's messages  (small mercy)

You won't believe what I do for a living. I am a successful sales person, I communicate constantly with clients by email, phone and whatsaap with no problem but in my personal life it really hard.

Has anyone else suffered with this? Does anyone have a solution ?",3.7814276649746175,5.584194817258883,4.665682106598986,83.5418734137056,72.90862944162437,7.970685279187817,29.063769035533,8.660442795831766,2.273396192893401,797,33,154,15,16,258,116,197,0.141,0.6920000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9104,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,2,1,5,12,0,0,7,0,21,1,0,0,1,35,32,12,0,11,9,3,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,8,12,0,0,0,2,1,2,11,4,0,0,2,2,26,8,23,26,1,18,0,1,1,0,23,7,0,6,8,104,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982802767288126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595171753788482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131177397228485,0.1328440798851179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607371847166625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401080521505524,0.0,0.10351679367339164,0.0,0.0,0.08361499311531384,0.1336658050790974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345958174219123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830784122545778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856341065019503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40067611188750063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282660078150616,0.0,0.0,0.2760345205233875,0.11614297432782827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157723786408324,0.0,0.0,0.11448533636291387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999582920914417,0.12521897751367148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264147355644218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481194392694891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25937472647385745,0.0,0.08305856889596748,0.0,0.12801598265341094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103316079022041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936639777933572,0.0,0.0,0.0861352121267521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560128564002393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058890897515396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169910143123844,0.0,0.2981874411554458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166818126172886,0.13212674726557153,0.0921012580228499,0.0,0.0,0.08349181588623493
socialanxiety,floralfootprint,2019/01/09,"In my favorite city on a solo trip, struggling to leave my hotel room I'm visiting my favorite city for a couple days and avoiding leaving my hotel room for anything. I was tired after I arrived, but still managed to Uber to the grocery store. I spent the rest of the day in my hotel room, and today is no different. 

I decided to visit the beach, walk around the pier and grab food today. I got dressed and ready... And back in bed. I keep telling myself I'll go later but it feels less and less likely. 

I'm so disappointed in myself. 
",2.870238836967808,4.625479616822432,4.265358255451712,85.65749740394602,75.26168224299063,6.250882658359295,25.907580477673932,6.937597516519254,1.1789904465212877,417,15,81,4,9,138,67,107,0.14,0.823,0.037000000000000005,-0.8731,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,13,9,9,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,7,1,2,2,4,2,5,1,3,0,0,3,2,13,1,14,6,3,22,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,9,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688315621213946,0.19134849864443698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528105910136345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378348879989272,0.0,0.27724620663985605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457397998078052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868371686253404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599148976844325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215939563106595,0.0,0.17191283903994492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910548669029371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551959055151642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501230016983328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716570390861789,0.0,0.0,0.22470938858367248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787324764064345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470500820578632,0.4074894528804245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway12332145430,2019/01/09,I have to do a 20 minutes presentation Yeah you heard that right. This is going to be awful. I’m not sure when it is but my teacher said there is no getting out of it. If you are “sick” you will reschedule over and over until you finally do it. Anxiety is going to be going crazy yeah can’t wait!,-0.3720238095238102,1.8148728095238127,2.278075396825397,92.75616071428574,90.74603174603176,5.0547619047619055,18.98611111111111,6.6274283507984215,0.15709682539682568,229,7,51,3,8,79,46,63,0.226,0.713,0.061,-0.895,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,12,1,0,0,1,7,20,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,8,15,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27956975499536824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40033476745124896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909335696433086,0.0,0.623084325243131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31209398361000457,0.34762850892990405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444341545996419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Weirrdo12,2019/01/09,"My anxiety randomly got 10x worse I can’t take this shit anymore If i was able to function like a normal person I’d have such a good life

I genuinely think I have a serious mental problem at this point I was doing so well and thought i was over this shit , today I got so awkward in a conversation the people flat out started laughing at me.

I can’t make eye contact with people , I make people feel uncomfortable when taking to them 

And what sucks too according to everybody Im a very good looking guy and I dress nice so I get a lot of girls trying to talk to me but it usually ends with a “Your mad weird” I’m known as that one weird kid.  

I’ve never had a girlfriend before or even kissed a girl and I’m almost 17 

I really didn’t want to do this but I think I’m going to try drugs 
",1.868035714285714,3.32804211309524,4.050714285714285,87.39428571428572,77.27380952380952,7.180952380952381,23.309523809523807,7.957251820313856,1.122352380952381,617,19,135,10,14,213,108,168,0.158,0.736,0.106,-0.7484,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,8,16,4,1,10,0,11,6,3,2,1,25,30,13,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,9,1,1,8,3,18,7,16,22,1,13,0,0,2,1,11,6,3,5,7,81,25,0,0.14705220472385194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725154138397498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124945341141625,0.0,0.14583627297991725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251305953133454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053387149453295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024460597854706,0.0,0.0,0.097126594337731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435401313275435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682870761228752,0.0,0.08357315676395276,0.2466808249555393,0.2352221631844386,0.0,0.0,0.14560480219130573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884161538678426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386732104680907,0.07184227933430354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234868159238924,0.0,0.0,0.12501852581961426,0.0,0.0,0.19631697706450926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14819403531397032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341572576389745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407993849000414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964637966185304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058424494685865,0.12840031309691655,0.0,0.0,0.13901186493712422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407091000866816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420540783300388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30189394990413954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040843073770864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211299141593097,0.1181949919185186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845023015852408,0.0,0.11674302466007518,0.0,0.0,0.1393882957152278,0.0,0.0,0.199677588494526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195722812432498,0.12133346944991255,0.0867352003373765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322175923065683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985875963492193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,young_goliath,2019/01/09,"Got cut from a fraternity I rushed And I don’t  bad about it at all, really. My friend who’s already in it said most of the guys vouched for me but it was a vocal minority of guys who just didn’t like me (when sophomores are considered, it has to pretty much be 100% agreement). Their issue with me was that I was too quiet and hard to talk to, meanwhile the guys I did talk to thought I was really cool and interesting (?).

It’s a process for me to open up and sometimes I just can’t, but seems like when I can do it people like me.",3.73080910240202,3.700328300884955,5.116333754740836,87.13318584070801,71.3008849557522,8.581036662452593,26.762326169405817,8.418075326091056,1.4218733249051834,410,12,97,6,7,138,68,113,0.046,0.754,0.2,0.9649,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,1,0,5,1,13,0,0,0,1,14,17,8,0,0,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,9,4,14,7,15,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,5,70,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179373534368999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648975862548605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258184364338134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795240848587347,0.0,0.0,0.5866444440915872,0.0,0.0,0.17691405724872988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061303573448609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894538736914105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451793573683598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691609910897545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009203825431536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530368883301101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878601348727474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797893164203236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953246562188749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174732073160944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678660266826852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Weedsmoker4hunnid20,2019/01/09,"How do i stop using an aggressive filter when i talk in order to prevent any judgement? I tend to be boring as fuck and i'm not really that fun guy to hang out with because of how basic i am. it's not so much that i'm afraid to show my personality, but i literally cannot let it happen. Like even when i'm not feeling very nervous, i'm still trapped inside of this boring social structure of like, ""just be monotone and ask a lot of questions to keep conversations going and don't say anything weird"" which leads people to find me boring and they generally don't think of hanging out with me as much fun (im assuming). So how do i GET THIS FILTER OUT OF MY HEAD??? because this is the one thing destroying me mentally and keeping me from moving forward. I went on my first date of my life a couple of weeks ago and it very much showed. i was so boring, i kept asking questions and bringing up stupid safe boring topics that she probably could care less about. Any help? please",5.187978003384097,5.379083868020307,6.146510152284264,80.23502749576991,68.18781725888326,8.597123519458547,29.107021996615906,8.344100000000001,1.9583945854483928,770,25,153,10,12,256,120,197,0.18600000000000005,0.696,0.11800000000000001,-0.9313,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,12,18,4,2,4,0,12,3,1,5,0,37,32,18,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,11,12,0,6,6,2,0,8,6,12,0,2,3,2,19,6,26,25,5,23,0,0,0,1,13,7,1,4,11,101,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328526501540543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915716725898507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445028094429265,0.0,0.26004044099977963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956270428652698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180045117320153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110433753811221,0.15388842178497647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091860459508874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032259145166303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271158132571648,0.11830064443794215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857642275450912,0.07266310975753018,0.0,0.07904187967560118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771021343014495,0.12298722314912565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273532076939532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322181509355562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022933603359678,0.0,0.0,0.2472398577803635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422178423509247,0.09823570881254598,0.13589408414478493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824011031395215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015906017541965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781911427140956,0.3067175090667724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424362386582344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096419963166188,0.12143853949158855,0.0,0.15266712975089852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499508347193032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116009304856806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909765765769127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060131342340178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177366738554648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106877992337796,0.1162763876112673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178654356528744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239799992165014,0.08911629639108118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011972139330356,0.0,0.2295097101565946,0.0,0.0,0.11156089604297804,0.0,0.0,0.1289277550672306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,54olegman,2019/01/09,"Any little things that can help with doing presentations/reading stuff out? At college now and after a year I’m realising I’ve got a serious problem with reading stuff out. In class I cooperate a lot, answer questions, talk and stuff it’s just when I’m asked to read something in front of the class I’m just completely incapable.

Whether it’s reading some text or an answer I’ve written there’s something about trying to get words that I’m looking at out my mouth to the rest of the class that I just can’t do and I just choke. It’s way worse if we’re going round the class too - if everyone’s reading and I’m up next the anticipation just makes my voice go so shakey and it’s so embarrassing, especially how no one else in my classes seems to have this problem at all.

I’ve been trying different techniques to make myself more capable but atm it’s still pretty bad and feels worse than it was last year. Weirdly I only don’t really get it when I’m caught off guard and have to read something out of nowhere. Either way I really wanna try some techniques out to help me cause I know uni next year will be a lot of presentations and I don’t want to be completely useless. TIA",2.8442837218569434,4.799056305439333,4.154010759115361,85.55111576011156,75.90376569037656,7.230205220163379,25.606893803546523,8.11559375814309,1.5414517234508869,943,34,192,16,21,310,128,239,0.129,0.7859999999999999,0.085,-0.8222,1,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,1,10,0,13,1,1,4,1,47,34,18,0,6,11,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,15,15,0,1,6,5,1,4,4,7,0,1,5,4,12,0,31,26,8,32,0,1,2,0,5,14,0,9,12,118,27,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593428070334842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064197608556417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095528564046749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099601842975177,0.0,0.0,0.20331574373032493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129972973964736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099537290566923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264684377636667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049024518095183066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131236251749558,0.0,0.11020612239801507,0.0,0.07754560049660386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299768528598998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328518987813907,0.07903313050429732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717667425243287,0.0,0.0,0.0814197026725186,0.0,0.0,0.1648592382050421,0.0,0.0,0.12943948536183267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623035166491174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570076767920963,0.07374038664966256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986404187544228,0.0,0.185550060654834,0.0,0.0,0.10861435237047046,0.0,0.581901156611311,0.0,0.12422664295812474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882662736094639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223927371811848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743021550771902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329786940804348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793059548411738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441411395129319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974829024939366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718792058791899,0.15392036457961258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761551969835867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731194396719894
socialanxiety,jdoggo75,2019/01/09,"Any idea how to get better at presenting things? At college now and after a year I’m realising I’ve got a serious problem with reading stuff out. In class I cooperate a lot, answer questions, talk and stuff it’s just when I’m asked to read something in front of the class I’m just completely incapable. 

Whether it’s reading some text or an answer I’ve written there’s something about trying to get words that I’m looking at out my mouth to the rest of the class that I just can’t do and I just choke. It’s way worse if we’re going round the class too - if everyone’s reading and I’m up next the anticipation just makes my voice go so shakey and it’s so embarrassing, especially how no one else in my classes seems to have this problem at all.

I’ve been trying different techniques to make myself more capable but atm it’s still pretty bad and feels worse than it was last year. Weirdly I only don’t really get it when I’m caught off guard and have to read something out of nowhere. Either way I really wanna try some techniques out to help me cause I know uni next year will be a lot of presentations and I don’t want to be completely useless. TIA",2.27469568567026,4.337598156779663,3.793636363636363,86.97054699537755,78.02542372881356,7.002773497688753,24.710323574730353,8.00094639256281,1.3975830508474578,919,33,191,16,22,304,128,236,0.13,0.784,0.086,-0.8174,1,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,16,8,0,1,10,0,11,1,1,5,1,47,33,19,0,6,11,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,13,0,1,7,5,1,4,4,7,0,1,5,4,12,1,31,25,8,32,0,1,2,0,4,13,0,9,13,115,25,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172752338334523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860613310459222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806833231271048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328524510271904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835324879283127,0.0,0.0,0.2211798567763628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102003185007539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811194180115049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078715627855474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333200317829349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532109186549224,0.0,0.1198892615035382,0.0,0.08435905895327725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069856266990887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906994134319833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796703417705006,0.0859772891405498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857355483384399,0.0,0.0,0.17934441290890002,0.0,0.0,0.1408125426406225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435055351486147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147349299550207,0.08021950419854934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730735009582833,0.0,0.20185321159839148,0.0,0.0,0.1181576323623134,0.0,0.5275243820108108,0.0,0.13514167960219914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602169215690022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436025027719713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423353578990853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414903326062697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477788109973534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007378886024929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148345193932686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062212674005959624,0.16744440724590345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497878886174154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037699008401377
socialanxiety,thehangryguy,2019/01/09,"Is being secretive part of Social Anxiety? Or am I just an odd cunt? But I look around and everyone feels the need to broadcast their lives or seek attention. I never tell anyone anything. 

For example, I've seen people online write on social media ""Its my birthday"" Not only would I never write this I hide my birthday so no one can wish me happy birthday. A guy I work with has his birthday the day after mine, every year he'll say ""You never wished me happy birthday"" Effectively broadcasting it to seek attention, no one ever wishes me happy birthday as I never feel the need to tell anyone.

Whats made me think about this is something that happened today at work. A colleague told me his wife got him a set of plastic dumbbells for Christmas, He seemed rather proud spouting this out to everyone and saying he had been working out, and what made me cringe was he then got out his phone and showed us all topless pics saying ""Do you think I've built muscle"" he thought he was Arnie. The reality was he had a pot belly and stick arms and he thought he was Arnie in 2 weeks. I've been lifting weights for 3 years consistently 5-6 days per week, never once have I told anyone and never once in a million years would I go around showing topless pictures on my phone.

Whats your opinions? Are you secretive or is it just me?",5.746337209302325,6.2255817248062035,6.066191860465118,80.29138081395351,67.02325581395347,8.31046511627907,30.85368217054264,8.07648339933343,2.1598984496124034,1047,38,195,12,16,336,148,258,0.062,0.852,0.086,0.8538,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,4,1,5,8,5,1,0,10,0,20,2,1,3,8,53,43,14,0,8,8,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,10,13,1,0,12,2,0,1,9,1,0,3,17,8,30,4,23,22,2,29,0,0,2,0,36,10,1,5,17,124,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989492402609118,0.0,0.0,0.19165619952549764,0.0,0.07518663115665937,0.1626706499142902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178473333730757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264599549484357,0.07697999835144767,0.17460871673368092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239503305422514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192554010410085,0.0,0.14614785824477972,0.0,0.0,0.09046694283535073,0.08079486487583144,0.2917831863993689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067806441174027,0.0,0.07672463098042871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290589211547328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549381950699715,0.42280366409199305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19460412886718934,0.12382425849903447,0.06948814314399507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894073506187433,0.0,0.06334184719252431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797430524058686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831763940227391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862727526659786,0.0,0.07033819581231929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597162429374533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708759561831175,0.0,0.14506917875514402,0.0,0.0,0.08660451297353869,0.17460871673368092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099023378879815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657697426487784,0.11125946691786644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31520000309975194,0.0,0.0,0.19954713410600008,0.0,0.0,0.12980791188166224,0.0,0.0,0.17651059027952995
socialanxiety,donewiththiss,2019/01/09,"How do you really overcome anxiety? what im asking for are real, effective ways of overcoming this demon, not the typical useless advice you usually get. are there any people active on this sub who overcame this shit?

im fully aware that its just all in my head and theres no reason to be anxious but even though i know that i cant get rid of it. its ruining my life atm cause i skip school way too often and not because of laziness.

on ecstasy for example my anxiety is completely gone and i actually enjoy talking with strangers and feel an urge to do so.",3.534234234234237,5.266659720720725,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585586,73.41441441441441,9.257657657657658,29.45045045045045,9.725611199111238,3.0834396396396397,443,19,82,12,9,153,84,111,0.102,0.768,0.13,0.7502,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,9,4,1,0,2,0,7,3,2,4,1,18,13,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,9,1,11,11,1,7,1,2,0,0,5,3,1,1,1,57,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.18325120931704872,0.0,0.0,0.1835014664749954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770033533007347,0.0,0.28731023780114023,0.21214375845325184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555375773621226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447207901573732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290706763981566,0.0,0.0,0.1968891476124592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403031460919316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494980961902263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962199712889129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927217307155098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056803528176822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320180250665012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326381985787926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018657243875248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137406018961712,0.1202999698598078,0.1930744005541524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900485880967392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275874872653934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093458318850975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844979476287877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681880276419212,0.0,0.0,0.29811020854809284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,notsogingerale,2019/01/09,"Today is a good day. I have social anxiety, but today was a good day.

After school, I was having lunch with a classmate, we’re working on a project together.

She mentioned her birthday party coming next month, she’s turning 18 so she’s organizing a pretty big party.

Then she said, “you’ve got to come”.

Me?

Yeah, she’s telling me that I’ve got to go to her birthday party.

I tried making a joke, “ugh, do I really have to come?” then I laughed, “sure, I’ll be there”

But as I said those words, the realization hit me like a train. Birthday party. Uh.

I almost forgot that birthday parties were a thing. Jeez... When was the last time I was invited to a birthday party?

It was like... January, 2018.

A whole year.

I almost forgot that birthday parties were a thing, I can’t even remember mine.

This year has been one hell of a year. I went to therapy, I became slightly more social, I talked more and louder. I spoke for myself, I defended myself.

I was... I was doing great. Then I was not. But then I was again.

And now I’m being invited to a birthday party after a year.

Sure, I’ll be there.",0.07068493150685029,2.4305107488584525,2.505401826484018,90.10221232876712,92.19634703196348,4.9291324200913245,19.62876712328768,6.588339656340683,0.4080257534246576,830,27,168,11,30,283,115,219,0.05,0.6729999999999999,0.27699999999999997,0.9947,0,0,0,0,1,0,50.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,1,0,16,1,23,1,0,1,2,19,39,12,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,6,1,2,1,1,0,5,2,2,1,1,20,3,32,9,14,15,3,28,1,0,0,0,15,2,2,2,23,114,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607492677905117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960122361033172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364625169596643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793406340625566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599464602720128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399460551763658,0.21840805155780954,0.2082626987873332,0.1435439131379957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612886448121144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721647296019206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690827196663267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392291618849092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846720295716947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822563176792371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245831928407378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340826480827429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748911627165373,0.0,0.2476964995861387,0.0,0.0,0.1317674724348164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654412226540295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24542041932885664,0.0,0.0,0.10464833613827676,0.11379891636391973,0.0,0.14889292427317571,0.0,0.17299572284669648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591958465365814,0.0,0.2468252332350005,0.0,0.0,0.08839599318413137,0.14161819307546547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069498366723448,0.0,0.14536157786707826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478579931151766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353733434769481
socialanxiety,ellemai7,2019/01/09,"How to survive necessary parties? I avoid parties at all costs, especially ones where I know there will be strangers. The only group situations I feel comfortable in is sometimes work parties (as I go into this strange ""work mode"") and ones where I know everyone to a very good level. 

Trouble is when it's necessary for me to attend a party (such as a close friends birthday) and I can't get out of it and I do want to be there, but my crippling social anxiety means that I spend the whole time feeling self conscious, awkward and not enjoying myself at all. 

At my best friend's birthday party, I got asked if i was ill, I looked so miserable. I spent the whole time of a sofa in the corner with my arms folded, desperately avoiding small talk.

Have you got any advice for this? ",6.151533333333332,6.4529502866666695,6.4860000000000015,78.24633333333334,66.13333333333333,9.333333333333334,34.0,9.150863307647796,2.9428,613,26,115,10,9,198,100,150,0.168,0.6729999999999999,0.159,-0.5344,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,4,8,11,0,4,8,0,9,2,1,1,2,23,22,11,0,2,3,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,5,8,0,2,6,0,3,2,2,5,0,2,4,3,18,6,18,15,5,18,0,1,1,0,8,13,0,1,3,80,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722492352352425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986980552488645,0.0,0.13484624860817016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478887658838448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849847384148425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843376506879254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825505601435745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723718952455437,0.0,0.0920939233938003,0.0,0.10017843766991318,0.14784711146528226,0.2819588217746761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937470244586988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802260404052972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200996316478045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23889054860479125,0.13406145805691771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838882999958048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813513149232195,0.0,0.17968530808866987,0.0,0.0,0.17433577132172426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167933926737056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556918510334973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544140579604312,0.10396875261427352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935988486211055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25665366338248874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PLLimmortal_bitches,2019/01/09,"Phone interview! So I have a phone interview for an apprenticeship tomorrow and I get soooo anxious talking on the phone, does anyone have some last minute advice for me? ",5.2360000000000015,8.2877826,5.223333333333333,75.42500000000003,73.0,9.333333333333334,30.0,9.725611199111238,3.5730000000000004,138,6,22,4,3,43,24,30,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.3164,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340137989818775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017579439842561,0.0,0.3105568295346586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886746813427508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204766918530464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620378257149647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35698729337575985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SnowWhiteQu33n,2019/01/09,"Advice for a Serial Blusher? Hi all, 

So I have a problem of blushing when I am having ""normal"" conversations, either with people I don't know very well or at work or something. It always happens after I've said something and then I become extremely self conscious because the attention is on me. And then I think that the person notices (which they probably do) and that makes it worse. This is especially a problem at work. Any advice/tips/tricks would be appreciated",3.830801033591733,6.673367558139539,5.150620155038759,75.15471576227391,76.90697674418605,7.078036175710594,28.16020671834625,8.167268648758528,2.4673400516795865,374,16,59,7,9,124,65,86,0.133,0.8270000000000001,0.04,-0.7775,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,1,1,17,14,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,7,1,7,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165829706734484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171289909926746,0.0,0.0,0.14033583846644926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579869229120125,0.2279148418035003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248861865923305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113413261199236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775079150894545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219469415563115,0.0,0.2349488610205661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430680800723231,0.18019067961997692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249726430154906,0.39492845090178186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630115810544407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152845635402616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31774099040822745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223088880310907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027341907123808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554766137879225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30047355869606096,0.0,0.21030440732057534,0.1465963620752959,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lmaobanana,2019/01/09,"Annoyed I’m actually so fed up and annoyed with myself. All I want to do is feel normal in social situations not a nervous, stuttering weirdo. I am actually sick and tired of people asking why I’m so quite and so nervous, which I am about everything! Every job I have I’m known as the quite or shy one! Every time I’m happy with myself when I feel like I’m really improving it just gets knocked back down again when someone says “why are you so quite”? I need tips?! Anyone been on meds for it? Did they work? Or any other solutions, I actually hate myself for it and it’s ruining my life!!!!",2.1187954545454524,4.075456258333337,4.496212121212125,82.25727272727276,78.08333333333334,7.696969696969697,23.40909090909091,8.575989854853784,1.6484999999999994,461,15,93,10,11,161,80,120,0.147,0.6829999999999999,0.17,-0.6476,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,4,10,9,3,2,2,0,8,4,0,0,1,17,21,13,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,3,3,13,2,12,18,1,9,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,6,59,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.4413727209981624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252491591018843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541792660690982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094429903493033,0.0,0.0,0.11592846543100895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25405090479215103,0.0,0.13549726055336656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246195276961294,0.1077060691370574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876814107142648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049143521124035,0.0,0.148848565334725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961033651436964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648930655209554,0.07365583737337526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746518582717565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178984209100623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771703537972858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216181339495092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045210050343184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810692761280948,0.0,0.0,0.0965834918287047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989384830198165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694654263111076,0.0,0.1536852506051868,0.12774212953015007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791189459330218,0.1732814216782609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892470937439335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27208272006286977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975822952707004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,citizen42701,2019/01/09,"Is this a good advice sub? If so, I was looking for some pointers on how I might mitigate social anxiety around girls. Talking to other guys is fine most of the time along with talking to waitresses. But this chick last night gave me every green light you can imagine. Literally told me she likes marvel movies and likes to fuck and squinted sexily and said ""ya know?"". I was fucking speechless and couldn't muster up the courage to ask for her number cause my dream was talking to me. How do I leave my mental drama at the door and keep my head on my shoulders? ",4.568188073394495,5.9786052110091825,4.663199541284404,85.89736811926608,70.28440366972477,7.2848623853211025,27.386467889908253,7.645422480735847,1.4955770642201829,444,15,86,5,8,138,81,109,0.054000000000000006,0.7759999999999999,0.17,0.9143,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,4,7,2,0,4,0,9,4,2,3,0,20,18,10,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,3,3,8,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,4,15,5,15,10,2,8,0,0,2,2,15,5,2,4,5,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567470467342306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535645021846952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691483935045558,0.17763286990636934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951916979274904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009087146318535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35132072362848243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937062780362532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813889357337327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950041660273556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888882869109498,0.0,0.0,0.10442403851196616,0.15488278604948488,0.0,0.2011922139269423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856577082943514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955979864108624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148449377041635,0.2015696404089004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783106795710389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074217668369574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369036076097876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581663792155826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107958409275168,0.0,0.0,0.1815618486983104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Frosty_Naskot,2019/01/09,"Starting english classes next week. I beg you for some advice. [Explained inside] First of all, I don't think I have SA. But I have a big problem with socializing so I think maybe I can get advise on this sub. If you think it doesn't suits here, I'll delete it.

I have no friends. Since more than 1 year ago I only talk to my family on a frequent basis, and I've been trying hard to make friends but it seems impossible for the next reasons:

1- I don't know where to find people that could become actual friends of mine. All the people I've met this last year doesn't seem to suit my interests or personality. And tbh, they haven't treated me on a friendly way.

2- I'm such a talkative person, but I get blocked everytime I meet someone new. I just feel so uncomfortable that I can't think about what to talk about.

3- I'm afraid of being left alone again.


So the thing is next week I'm starting to take english classes (I'm a spanish native speaker), and I'd like to have the chance of meet new people there on a normal way, without my blocks and worries. There are 4 people on the group I'm joining, and they already met.

Do you have any advise to give me to overcome the situation? I beg you, I'm really nervous about this...

(Sorry for my english)


",1.8970052083333329,3.8882567734375013,3.4582812500000024,89.26692708333336,78.921875,5.9854166666666675,23.947916666666664,6.996647511020387,0.8311619791666671,978,34,206,11,24,323,138,256,0.086,0.821,0.09300000000000001,0.39399999999999996,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,2,1,13,10,0,2,12,0,18,0,0,2,2,33,42,13,0,4,7,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,10,6,0,2,11,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,3,27,7,27,37,4,26,0,0,0,0,24,8,0,5,17,120,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.10622525586829727,0.0,0.0,0.1063703224724132,0.0964920073785494,0.0,0.0,0.1127393361304485,0.1201224786730048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740240724492856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022007312097435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691061494879677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261733622507194,0.0,0.05503957031997845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949007279343536,0.09259068108882812,0.0,0.0,0.3363995931839475,0.0,0.11374286005705254,0.10442213919439963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975113019116674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05982300426935565,0.08873008268135764,0.0,0.0,0.1182695818689539,0.0,0.0,0.053180292747723235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726605169572734,0.0,0.10935791212396108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026266275807406,0.3473006074390178,0.0,0.1066532601550379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827879468095228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30186107954129643,0.19009325156900772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415804181348444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973430149209743,0.1119194665995302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819216840758244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004469104364922,0.12235582817635728,0.0,0.1109623746012205,0.09223116709941298,0.0,0.0,0.12185251495017367,0.1540940512480226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184424046145139,0.1749845447495513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723173891793881,0.27899555807720217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390434093749547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280558910356128,0.1746313284526174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493083243288397,0.0,0.0,0.11054595294703316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019609387746312
socialanxiety,WeedAnaphia,2019/01/09,"Do you guys get a panic attack even when bumping into somebody you know well? On multiple occasions I have bumped into friends and family members and I get a full blown anxiety attack. This makes the conversation unbearable awkward and I'm left replaying it in my head for the rest of the day. 

Any tips with dealing with this?
",4.977049180327867,7.124842114754102,5.804065573770496,75.17986885245901,70.47540983606558,9.47016393442623,31.872131147540983,9.888512548439397,3.57811868852459,263,12,44,7,5,86,48,61,0.195,0.727,0.077,-0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,6,2,2,5,0,2,1,1,1,0,9,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,2,8,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655968175907446,0.0,0.18628635906919316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554061136939062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570453860990584,0.2510506451628683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608376777631239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956186746079715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813711616666287,0.0,0.2544504108717015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411156122099413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499140288440033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382807508341066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645769913389277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625464524512111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857093944449736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189469387969556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fuckenmycup,2019/01/09,"Feels like a panic attack and I don't know what to do I'm just completely helpless right now. My thoughts are racing and my body is shaking, but I'll try to explain as best as possible how it came to be.


I recently started sleeping with a friend of a friend who I didn't know to well. Long story short - we decided to go another city for a week to smoke some weed and have fun. This was the most awkward experience of my life. Much of the time we just wandered around and ate in silence, there was not one moment we really had fun, at least it feels to me like that right now. 
  

I just couldn't talk to him, it felt like I had a wall around me, I couldn't think of anything to say and was afraid of sounding stupid and boring (which I did). Sometimes it felt like I was gonna black out.


I tried to tell him that I feel shitty and can't talk and I'm sorry, but he just said it's ok and that he doesn't know what to talk about either, but I can't believe that it wasn't a shitty experience for him.


So yesterday we got back and met with some friends and I started getting dizzy and couldn't say a world while they all tried to have fun with someone just silently sitting and staring in the room. They must think I'm crazy.


I really don't want to lose my friends other this.


I was always a bit shy and not that talkative but it was never that bad. I just want to start living life without these walls around me that prevent me from beeing my true self. I'm not even sure I know what my true self is. 


Sorry for the long rambling I hope it's comprehensive and thanks for everyone who's read it and has an advice or two.

",2.586460636138053,3.7383818768328463,3.6434750733137835,92.3005972253553,74.80645161290323,6.771080532370855,23.37931423415295,7.1686216300943375,0.6058688472817497,1264,35,290,13,26,408,167,341,0.122,0.679,0.19899999999999998,0.9894,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,4,0,2,2,18,29,2,4,13,1,28,5,2,1,6,75,60,26,0,7,16,0,5,4,4,2,2,4,1,2,26,28,1,1,14,1,0,3,15,10,1,2,19,11,36,19,38,35,9,33,0,2,2,0,28,14,0,5,19,191,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245206633055142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872332836389641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992071231803523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785619549448981,0.2526696114609919,0.0,0.10763284686901806,0.0,0.07274946198664074,0.07899562824566497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659338215269272,0.0992876472439024,0.0,0.10328991710017628,0.10509068782308828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820895081251312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919707392263913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248919473791127,0.0,0.0,0.0904041727626693,0.0,0.18509400763548714,0.0,0.0,0.1435133941804319,0.13517919957423974,0.1816814028820442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923826569265007,0.0,0.0494299641018221,0.0,0.05376919991372399,0.0,0.07566848020426796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396935118422642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207981332772126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365207121810488,0.1848872068190171,0.0,0.08354260668854492,0.16745423337476148,0.0,0.10584469801645843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954943855812472,0.0,0.0729692770752132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411037127447622,0.0,0.0,0.1110047734848363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665887027512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463587847645852,0.0,0.12121953035789836,0.0,0.09341623327863972,0.0,0.0,0.16159331682801148,0.0899960376233258,0.15047577705870402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973983023542165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467860200178396,0.0,0.08016297948735222,0.0,0.0935719817392036,0.21181691533631744,0.2008969200618008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916906507906168,0.0,0.0,0.22813246724248426,0.0826935509843123,0.08710443047392584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212448888080236,0.0,0.07510999074989948,0.055168012533514506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927025002365965,0.0,0.09242049184289217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160718362403327,0.0,0.07589065627624121,0.0,0.08506599999474376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120092949535716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,half-loaded,2019/01/09,"Got A Job ¡!!! ¡!!!!!!! ¡!! Had an interview today for 10-15 mins, not many questions :)
Had 0 anxiety, wasnt afraid at all, I positive talked to myself, stopped negative thoughts when they appeared and it all went well. I aslo smiled alot :) 

Im Starting next wednessday :) ",0.6619148936170234,2.54936295744681,1.5578936170212785,92.26450000000004,110.91489361702128,5.2842553191489365,25.976595744680854,6.742157984588678,1.7429676595744676,197,10,37,4,10,61,43,47,0.256,0.596,0.14800000000000002,-0.6916,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,6,0,4,1,3,2,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,6,21,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239088899767231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325058119244085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140146170999259,0.0,0.2884829169484241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947323693220197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091713459579604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256595863958268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057646785292396,0.0,0.0,0.243044975751934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23366014655571454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307897467452397,0.0,0.0,0.2755572725739869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613814806713147,0.26948930688168304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayacc2458,2019/01/09,"What's your experience with medication? See title. 
Generally, I was hoping for the answer to three questions:
1. Did medication work for you?
2. If yes, how long did it take for the medication to have any effect on your mental health?
3. How severe does your social anxiety have to be for you to get medication?  
Sorry for any grammar mistakes, english is not my native language.",2.7450724637681145,5.734124666666666,5.014492753623191,72.76637681159424,84.94202898550725,7.12463768115942,25.057971014492754,8.167268648758528,2.350779710144928,298,12,48,7,9,103,51,69,0.12,0.807,0.073,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,5,0,3,0,11,11,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,7,1,11,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,1,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437375930435565,0.0,0.13709499203235465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682768712499068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530155358897126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362971402035997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049161709546505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779957488929992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859501688166894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7221400025827704,0.1806013087710852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007559689311871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280699317812004,0.0,0.0,0.20245604262102565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268180342433973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061067783461264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347434524641905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046685502812372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bringbackgogurts,2019/01/09,"The only friend I made and got close to in 2018 just bailed on me the day before after spending $1000 on tickets to go travelling with her, why is it so hard to make friends? I’ve been around some assholes, and that’s not even playing victim. I just seem to be a wanker magnet. So for some background, the only friend I made last year has just dicked me over big time by agreeing to go to a big music festival with me. She was my flatmate all of last year and I thought I knew her well enough to spend a huge chunk of my savings ($1200 to be exact) on this trip, trusting I’d meet her there and we’d have a ball. As you may have guessed, I never caught the flight. It started when she mentioned we should go to a festival together, which was appealing as I was transferring universities and wouldn’t be seeing her for a while, so I jumped on the idea. We bought the festival tickets, ($250 each) and I booked all my flights and our accomodation, expecting for her to book her flights and pay half of OUR accomodation. Because the festival is huge the flights were super expensive as they were in high demand. Being back in my home town now, and her still being at my old flat on the other side of the country, I guess I just expected she’d do the same. Long story sh... medium, she didn’t. And then made up some lie about how she’s so sorry but they had a machine breakdown at work and now she her work is making her stay to help fix it. The thing is, she’s a gardener, there’s no qualifications required, plenty of people work there and she’s been an apprentice for about a month. Not to mention the fact that I lived with her long enough to know her boss wouldn’t do that, and she’s only on a 3-4day per week contract, and our trip only required one weekday off.  Ever since I bought the ticket she had been ignoring me for long periods of time (over a space of three months) , which made me suspicious but I naïvely gave her the benefit of the doubt (which she wiped her ass with). 

She didn’t even have the courtesy of calling me to tell me she’s not coming, and left it up until the day before to tell me, after I had packed my bag and driven for four hours to the airport. I feel like the biggest knob out and now she’s once again ignoring my messages asking her to ONLY pay her share of the air b&b. Maybe 2020 will have to be my year huh. Anyone have any advice/stories of being lonely or cut off, and coping with it? Because the only thing that’s taken a bigger knock than my bank account is my ego😞.

TL;DR Friend and flatmate of a year planned to go to a big music festival with me, I spent $1200 on tickets to hold up my end of the deal, and she never bought flights at all, and bailed on me the day before I was due to leave. Any advice/coping mechanisms?
",5.430380291005292,5.00139028042328,5.909025022045856,84.2568179563492,67.71252204585538,8.780621693121692,29.18259479717813,8.07648339933343,1.7175044532627863,2167,65,464,24,32,701,254,567,0.07200000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.8989,1,2,0,0,0,0,67.0,6,1,2,8,26,23,2,1,39,1,41,2,2,8,8,85,71,36,0,5,10,0,2,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,16,34,0,5,6,10,11,11,10,6,1,4,29,3,78,17,80,28,10,87,0,1,1,2,55,37,3,9,39,321,94,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153657925113172,0.0,0.11490177538818452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059072015896535685,0.0,0.0,0.07520719320398246,0.07897958289545556,0.0,0.0,0.06496170407844727,0.0,0.10299929970651546,0.0,0.21566474477990666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626591403786334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727740546625626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345235924672688,0.08709758213123703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482627686427246,0.17458567993906676,0.0,0.1115995765689676,0.0764191125318685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042716809121121135,0.0603542000208586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610833828629191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205304110546584,0.0,0.06756824428472284,0.0,0.18613364255325127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567958192073222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662673116949949,0.08926022979076187,0.08474267450897605,0.0,0.08319808646276815,0.0,0.0,0.09537027775642692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642928423259321,0.13772876434774955,0.0,0.08945459894972625,0.09179030875713587,0.0,0.0,0.041273803576283546,0.0,0.07459945332159236,0.2242926351229668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31975692827899616,0.11278523489414655,0.0,0.08487386494708765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348659943175924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031597635866193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865000355480501,0.08997093406658667,0.05724741947722849,0.3855157553918891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058569416698283264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732148639492827,0.07690954869332191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988466402118157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457106208850156,0.05979703452983477,0.09004693287817676,0.06746770523330232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768257638043705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225262449377936,0.0,0.0,0.06706954057372796,0.09852466277912396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776663662807088,0.0,0.07595976888200914,0.0,0.07623217076095011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451244740115327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761542638775155
socialanxiety,loserlake669,2019/01/09,How to get out of taking Speech in college? I've been diagnosed with social anxiety and have many struggles speaking to people I am not comfortable with. Is there any way I can opt out of taking Speech? ,4.634615384615382,6.347247846153842,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,70.53846153846153,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.350907692307692,162,6,29,3,3,52,31,39,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.7401,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,9,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,20,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22817049896395844,0.0,0.2566779489932214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34055378736790365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752994956511329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401726590529547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326128205926661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342028471837076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507666446220726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045504946032129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266326454252659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WasteBuy,2019/01/09,"I get nervous to call people and I'm avoiding having to call anyone. In school or in everyday life, I get so nervous about calling people. I'm just afraid I'm gonna say something stupid or wrong or sound bad. In an email, I have a lot of control of what I say and that's what I like. How do I overcome this?",-0.4411567164179111,1.6407803134328385,1.7658022388059709,97.31944962686569,89.1492537313433,3.9470149253731344,20.315298507462693,5.148860815047168,-0.3215656716417912,239,8,55,1,8,80,44,67,0.247,0.715,0.037000000000000005,-0.9201,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,4,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,10,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,6,1,8,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,2,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029338584467894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946871648438564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6584435679211441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410772405688804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459805460715704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182084255598838,0.10501046209482183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273714710026712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29802930571899106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418631533220087,0.0,0.21753414235555105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654738896369447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350068074796117,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mishft,2019/01/09,"I just wanted to vent. I'm a first year in college and it's my second quarter dorming, but I haven't made any friends because of my social anxiety. It sucks I'm just scared of social interactions.",0.3900833333333331,2.8395191749999995,2.645000000000003,87.97333333333334,94.75,4.666666666666667,24.16666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0244166666666668,157,7,30,2,6,53,31,40,0.301,0.6990000000000001,0.0,-0.9096,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,4,1,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,19,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199794535988195,0.0,0.2474635205987496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719216342787893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751543756014944,0.0,0.0,0.24992207349227016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30608732602091554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238627986026417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6595001254903151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079858594323346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831237128288246
socialanxiety,Jjeremiah49,2019/01/09,"Is there an app that will ask me if I really want to send a text? Sometimes I feel like I just need to draft a text but I get anxious and text something fast and hit send and then immediately think of something more lovely I could have said. I don't want to over think a message, I just want to wait a second before the impusive anxiety elf sends something random!

Looking for an app that can intervene here. ",3.956138211382112,5.195149573170738,4.849756097560974,84.63406504065041,71.5609756097561,7.9056910569105705,27.081300813008127,8.344100000000001,1.6978715447154469,323,11,66,5,6,105,56,82,0.057,0.784,0.159,0.8024,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,0,6,1,0,0,0,17,20,6,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,3,8,2,7,16,1,6,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,2,3,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172537835113458,0.25359672153716617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985702214399005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101460344446813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922775393477575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350303494914407,0.16036742947890278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728071045264925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966881811138578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885053380850228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026005400135532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644790550450972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380662518614634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213530384295746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184433686728576,0.22201489918605036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876734174612379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39720956786705625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stephsquid,2019/01/09,"Is the fear of being pitied a trait of social anxiety? I avoid all situations where there's a possibility that someone might feel sorry for me. This can be trying new things, asking for help, making a request (especially if I might be told no). Or even just ""trying"" at something like trying to wear make-up, trying a new clothing style, or trying to style my hair differently. I'm afraid someone might look at my efforts, see that I tried and failed, and then feel bad for me. 

When unfortunate things happen to my friends, they seem to appreciate when I tell them, ""I'm so sorry."" They appreciate the sympathy and it makes them feel understood. But for me, I take sympathy to mean that I deserve to be pitied and it makes me feel inferior and pathetic. Is this a trait of social anxiety? Anyone else think this way too?",5.889290322580647,6.720171767741937,6.67048387096774,74.84572580645164,66.80645161290322,9.812903225806453,29.69354838709677,9.888512548439397,2.773632258064516,644,22,120,14,10,213,89,155,0.184,0.7070000000000001,0.109,-0.8943,1,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,2,8,10,0,3,7,0,10,2,2,3,1,26,29,13,0,1,5,0,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,7,17,2,15,20,1,9,0,4,2,0,12,3,0,7,6,79,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520922747356224,0.0,0.0,0.08007242091678038,0.11733542558013405,0.0,0.0,0.10705723022070666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561628096251198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964510215218015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566362802802136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563689958385941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886261267809673,0.2316114165569737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884749665712805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126633697635153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675782491132901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594685271254656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616480387944157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30576193023308273,0.0,0.0,0.12474176204591135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644509162656995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212010054190129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909985949671393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125462054316202,0.10425128822888954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872105706483505,0.0,0.2334697801645584,0.19405848499914627,0.08816019991351738,0.0,0.25638312067631885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610196427816955,0.0,0.10009224535963757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215900898358065,0.07337738562875913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942517927924984,0.0,0.4664940785710398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089766473592503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,swarmofhell,2019/01/09,"Every new person i meet finds me really weird for some reason and i need advice on how to become apart of the world For your guys information, I am 16 years old in the 9th grade I was removed from my high school for a lot of shit i don’t wanna get into... I spent a lot of time by myself and isolated from many people. The only people i spent any slither of time with was my parents and other family. I had friends that i talked to daily on xbox everyday because back then we all used to play xbox after school and every single night we’d hop on play some games n talk, the usual. Fast forward a couple months of being withdrawn from the world i started going to some alternative school and boy lemme tell you, that school... all they gave a shit about was, the money and not the actual kids. Just to give you an example the teachers and everyone who worked there legitimately sucked at their job. The teachers there couldn’t teach worth a fucking shit no matter how hard they tried and they’d pretend to be nice to you and get into your head in order to lure you accidentally “incriminate” yourself in anyway. The staff there would escort you to the bathrooms and were always on close watch with me because i had a bad string of luck and got caught slipping up a couple of times there over shit that wasn’t even a huge deal so they’d always have a close on eye on me because they knew i had some type of rebellious power over them because i got sick and tired of them watching every fucking move i made and being watched all the damn time.  The time i was there i felt like a goddamn slave in shackles every second every minute. That place also fucked me up socially due to being around very very strange kids all the time. These days i can hardly have the power to hold a long going conversation. Shit really sucks man. ",6.975446415481597,6.300105122562678,6.8987245271954265,79.25572789913505,64.6267409470752,9.340624541856032,28.922591995308608,8.371475516178862,1.8785732590529245,1445,36,282,16,19,460,195,359,0.16,0.782,0.057999999999999996,-0.9895,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,7,8,3,15,19,11,0,27,0,23,12,7,5,4,49,45,18,0,4,2,1,3,1,1,1,2,0,0,6,7,21,0,1,5,6,4,6,5,13,0,1,18,7,41,6,50,18,11,54,0,0,4,3,37,27,11,7,23,186,48,10,0.0,0.0,0.0792135537316448,0.0,0.0,0.07932173178352024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649143589231333,0.13508558511305993,0.0,0.0,0.05520071279156754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226155832470921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241735355559901,0.06777641954880405,0.19793026666902508,0.08964967082402395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963370240725754,0.0,0.052350144039117565,0.08368623721998253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361428187712415,0.0,0.3419605591813945,0.0775646865301243,0.0,0.0,0.07652308116763959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793921802643845,0.0,0.07419104018689497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271438706398293,0.22513057116745416,0.08481952886883369,0.07786894619585026,0.09226545653445226,0.0,0.12984360716762264,0.0,0.0,0.08037445316164,0.0,0.0,0.14543089005121956,0.0,0.08330735294017146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576418060979482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055209939224918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03965723539663053,0.0,0.0,0.07183592705368477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380214868823312,0.0,0.07680825775498758,0.0,0.08229711262932415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479185367261213,0.08627450484948399,0.0,0.060189066350329876,0.0,0.07839780002411018,0.0,0.07617576084986062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517785506216716,0.0,0.0,0.061736047791303886,0.0,0.0,0.090133482621012,0.0,0.0,0.11255086489687208,0.07087750400834142,0.08480895260510078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400354968373536,0.08345980067198702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286073603755191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166167731279956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274608473113554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057454968258189076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048824899901054,0.07094915161714324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28399726259664365,0.09329691134353454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511142744727692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010777690655967,0.08940105992496503,0.1339531541607848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059095220423708274,0.0,0.0,0.05766327238741443,0.0,0.0,0.05227302454840939
socialanxiety,forkemm,2019/01/09,"Deleting social media, fear of posting I recently deleted pretty much all of my social media. I feel like it just brings me down. I'm always comparing myself to other people. They're living a life so open, without fear of being judged. It brings me down in a way because I'm afraid to post things. I'm afraid of others judging me, thinking my posts are stupid. Although, I love Twitter and Instagram and think they're fucking hilarious. 

I've found myself in two dilemmas. The funny stuff brings me up, the people I know bring me down. And social media allows me to socialize with others, deleting it puts me in isolation. 

I guess obvious advice is to only follow funny accounts, but I've just deleted everything instead to see how it goes. Has anyone with SA done the same, or something similar? Did it help? ",3.9231109022556434,6.347368848684213,5.0245488721804525,78.37684210526318,74.32894736842105,6.711278195488722,27.304511278195488,7.7094869923839395,2.003406390977444,643,25,103,9,14,211,95,152,0.054000000000000006,0.838,0.107,0.7909999999999999,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,4,5,0,6,3,0,2,2,22,23,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,5,0,1,6,1,6,0,1,3,2,16,2,19,19,3,19,0,0,1,2,6,8,1,2,2,71,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221479430271993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258146063760306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460576468432573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247837290462608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384601320560199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160001965398486,0.0,0.0,0.3045029954646117,0.06841236633698576,0.09665922447754034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835081313481652,0.0,0.1250838052779497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904955688385432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906895612509208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435801659898976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556725882715496,0.06610134578112406,0.0,0.11947346335501988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211464098460975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946197070333533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290268097104184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760167127395969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887435277733798,0.13764999077317408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601510481490348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359364000919874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781756138529096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5516902531548334,0.0,0.10416149570661312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548875357809998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988812398629578,0.17339112764331635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216963993725495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073958172102614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304255557721464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zelzsr,2019/01/09,"I'm honestly scared to talk to girls...pulled the trigger and got fast response times, however, they were short messages Hi all...

​

What do you think this means? I'm too scared to message again...she also liked a pic of mine after the conversation ended...she originally even added me on social media...

  
They were no shorter than 5 word responses, but they didn't seem very interesting, or initiating. We like eachothers profile pics as well...

​

As a guy with social anxiety (well around women anyways) what would you recommend I do? 

​

Is she just not interested? :/ 

​

Thanks.",5.053584415584414,8.202889371428578,4.877489177489178,77.09493506493506,74.33333333333333,7.627705627705628,30.4978354978355,8.575989854853784,2.9145238095238093,484,22,76,10,11,149,83,105,0.11900000000000001,0.73,0.151,0.6903,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,2,3,0,8,10,0,2,4,0,7,0,0,2,1,16,14,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,4,0,10,8,11,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,2,6,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852947697699504,0.0,0.4622577924834211,0.5184070430016351,0.0,0.0,0.0815934661633964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494868443239662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044693816518395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530455174467957,0.0,0.0,0.10560869107442836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421591829547901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618238248543515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356754511073608,0.0,0.0,0.09709789925165796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744983278243074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572806803217324,0.0,0.0981968235187939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834246480953245,0.0,0.0,0.062193433343873075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800443872234827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179761450673985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576714341876843,0.0,0.5184070430016351,0.0
socialanxiety,atltaics,2019/01/09,"Attending a wedding I will be attending my SO’s sister’s wedding this coming Saturday and I am scared. 
Since my SO is going to be running around to help out and will not be sitting with me for a time (he will be at a family table as arranged), I’m worried about my anxiety showing.
Just thinking about it is making my heart race and my hands sweat.

I have already talked to my SO about it and he is being very supportive and understanding, but also reminds me that he cannot be there all the time. He is urging me to step out of my comfort zone and try to at least mingle. I completely understand that.

Oh and... there’s no alcohol. 

What are things I can do to prepare myself and make myself seem confident?",3.4665172855313666,4.929738788732396,5.067080665813061,81.72663892445584,73.08450704225352,8.262227912932138,28.402048655569786,8.841846274778883,2.304738028169014,556,22,108,11,11,188,86,142,0.055,0.865,0.08,0.6648,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,4,0,19,4,3,2,1,23,29,14,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,13,1,0,4,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,1,17,2,18,20,2,15,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,3,85,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170855894712468,0.0,0.0,0.22416044686780653,0.162444031668788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553948927602651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808299282880515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497963326684934,0.2129793091471708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149411666082689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544420211378327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407115751303344,0.13615463229420366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711834476064397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336987341055046,0.0,0.0,0.18492311150555416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803231506206048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305109983371291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326924893381373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495141337278907,0.13015833852164194,0.0,0.0,0.2368949956240359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791282258765686,0.0,0.0,0.4229337058010479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760460072011946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628970102665134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,houseproud_townmouse,2019/01/09,"Said a really stupid thing in class today and can't stop thinking about it Today was the first day of classes for my new major program. The people who I met today are people I'm probably gonna be around for a while and spend a lot of time with. Anyway, as an early icebreaker thing we got into small groups. I said what my name was and then asked the girl next to me what hers was. After she told me, I said what my name was again, even though I had just said it.

This is the kind of thing I used to do a lot more often, before I improved in my ability to control my anxiety and and not do stupid shit like that out of nervousness. It felt like I was back in high school: gawky, uncomfortable, humiliated. I haven't had an attack of social anxiety like this in a while, but the stress of starting the new program and meeting so many new people at once made me nervous enough to embarrass myself. I can only hope that I didn't appear outwardly to be anxious and ashamed after I said it.

I don't even know why I'm posting this. Ugh.",6.135467409948543,5.04626994811321,6.787684391080622,80.72506861063466,66.5,9.784562607204117,29.65008576329331,8.841846274778883,2.059758490566037,807,22,171,11,11,267,122,212,0.151,0.7659999999999999,0.084,-0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,2,11,15,4,5,13,0,18,1,1,3,0,29,38,14,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,5,0,1,16,12,0,2,3,0,1,1,5,10,0,1,18,6,24,5,26,17,5,33,0,0,0,0,18,11,1,5,23,123,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340581908944346,0.12065537545780095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950760415060116,0.09984505180414296,0.12150220547486147,0.0,0.08212381569023428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088027067864753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978704348414722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887817787077671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035457278149692,0.0,0.14108286085276514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254625695629252,0.0,0.0,0.09084536179801232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541897289902399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284172365540722,0.0,0.10607805839995672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112174012075578,0.05869535036122968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653355861664736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159775293773067,0.0,0.101058228906483,0.0,0.10828002990208173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094488686050195,0.11358468247720115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374018757020254,0.0,0.08122740746674516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212828543748908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228638241017377,0.0,0.11515015743751945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841982124209303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079637570368974,0.0,0.0,0.10808889179310918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096302779301496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887075187343816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559470171257404,0.0,0.0,0.08929089567768751,0.12234083882322047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286265443883406,0.06843413428735415,0.10493200132140801,0.0,0.06227685497015568,0.0,0.3037062042016252,0.10205347804431747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224226631136788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637180597477288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,june_injuly,2019/01/09,"Met new, potential friends. What do I do? Long time lurker, first time poster. :)

​

So recently I moved from a basic class to an honors version of it. I did this for myself, I wasn't pressured or anything because I thought my basic class was too easy for me and I wanted to get into the harder class anyway. So today was my first day in the honors class, and all I have to say is ""Where were these people?"" Like seriously, I know I only started going to this new school a few months ago but for months I was searching for friends like these guys. The class discussed everything I was interested in. I was so drawn into the conversation I was totally caught off guard when the bell rang for lunch. This honors class was split so the first half was before lunch and the second was after. I don't know why, don't ask me.

Okay, I eat my lunch and head back to class. I had a friend to eat with first semester but now, with switching classes, I don't see her anymore. Anyway, I get back to class and while waiting for the teacher to return, this group of girls come up to me and all introduce themselves. (I'm a girl myself so it wasn't odd or anything.)

Anyway, they finish introductions and stuff and ""we"" (mostly them) start talking but then the teacher comes and starts class. I'm like wow, I didn't backfire the conversation! Way to go! (Which is kind of sad but whatever)

Okay, so that happened a few hours ago. I'm still glad these people came up to me and started talking because I would never be able to start a conversation to them by myself. They told me that they can't wait to learn more about me. 

But what I'm worried about is that I'm going to never be able to make friends with these girls. I know I probably sound like a desperate creep begging for friends but I'm really boring at conversation so I know they will probably leave me. The thing is the girls are like super interesting and I really want to be friends with them but I fear they will end up like my friend (the one I said I was having lunch with). 

How do I not get scared to talk to these people? How do I not start bland conversations with them? 

Thanks. ",2.4433962264150964,4.594525415094342,3.3774905660377392,89.72741509433966,77.86792452830188,6.221132075471697,22.156603773584905,7.268377926160553,0.6938530188679248,1672,49,345,21,40,533,185,424,0.054000000000000006,0.74,0.20600000000000002,0.9971,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,1,0,9,8,21,31,0,3,21,2,37,7,1,3,5,55,76,32,0,3,11,0,0,6,7,3,0,4,0,5,19,23,6,3,6,0,0,8,11,6,0,7,22,5,54,25,49,48,8,55,0,1,1,0,38,10,0,3,42,239,73,12,0.1576898933372619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978257597976135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542846677439088,0.09580524021185373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819300082611018,0.0,0.0,0.1297653461668881,0.0,0.07370938184972926,0.0,0.0,0.12125379436013455,0.0,0.09612629535372104,0.0,0.06709124241028466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017761445545668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583588029266605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050848467921571966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613561282090478,0.0,0.0,0.06983322032838406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086075411425591,0.0,0.0,0.08872248520218534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682618854335113,0.0,0.0,0.4264078714898636,0.0,0.12357969128758213,0.0,0.1344282005228759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806889318680146,0.06972232594963526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091766204967996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764639036355088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210487896809589,0.1733244828623547,0.0,0.0,0.08348541421050171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311179499812265,0.0,0.0,0.06977529669596008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526296141423558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586656841246535,0.08379970051296233,0.0,0.0,0.12162016701526035,0.15229788161304847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534273763859224,0.05996513483086236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398347554623802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700163757993339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102018355233887,0.0,0.07784987291003315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499959959298089,0.06270066619533242,0.07893754622745525,0.07979529535946182,0.0628292144052415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33484115438862233,0.0,0.06296567625773829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025860044736246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011774461624184,0.0,0.07258983373981194,0.0,0.0,0.052381079129010834,0.0,0.0,0.06259408058888698,0.0919502449134879,0.0,0.07473579034422938,0.07533972536783673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300958469457402,0.06258344873537626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114530082148551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007087056678294,0.0,0.05600918794136203,0.0,0.09580524021185373,0.0
socialanxiety,retrievingsunflower,2019/01/09,Best way to overcome social anxiety? Im ready to kick this to the curb in 2019. Are there support groups? ,0.6857142857142868,3.211852809523812,1.7495238095238117,94.98714285714287,92.33333333333331,4.704761904761905,21.285714285714285,6.42735559955562,0.4225428571428576,83,3,17,1,3,26,19,21,0.062,0.583,0.355,0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31736821344862065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353719628980613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448122036271006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228994562301157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4707803610725811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292980612935488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bitesizedxcupcake,2019/01/09,"Career in human resource for someone with SA? Im at a point in my life where idk what to major in anymore and what career to have. Ive been looking into human resource lately and was wondering if anyone else here works in HR or thinks this would be a good career option?

Thanks",4.1576785714285736,5.290230839285716,5.252142857142856,82.34285714285716,70.96428571428571,6.314285714285715,24.714285714285715,5.985473137389443,0.8652642857142854,221,6,40,1,4,73,44,56,0.025,0.866,0.109,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,10,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,4,1,28,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788646902711561,0.1966144226169044,0.28811214509079713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23489796829942056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23584863505299786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30373320005994314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171943042025152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861264773957732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361285842784095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658152177616691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382511765297611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588817578149261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801750483294431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049383068499668,0.20470949885390785,0.0,0.0,0.19974914228373497,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rositablush,2019/01/09,I want to workout at gym but scared of people.. So a new gym opened near me and I was so excited to go because I thought for some reason not a lot of people would go to it but I saw on Instagram a lot of people from my highschool go to it and other people I know as well. I’m 21 and I don’t know why I have such a big fear of seeing people I know. I need to lose weight but I’m terrified I’ll be judged. ,-0.7249054373522448,0.6948176914893622,2.4173758865248267,96.33388888888894,84.85106382978724,5.454373522458629,17.891252955082738,6.42735559955562,-0.32826335697399545,309,7,80,3,9,111,56,94,0.18100000000000002,0.735,0.084,-0.9047,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,19,18,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,5,3,0,3,2,3,1,0,3,3,11,2,15,13,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,3,1,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074482093720936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834473243637515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005227525339481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906083905872155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719306492731706,0.0,0.29970477724216044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306966844830338,0.0,0.17023577794472552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6109924015144003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812275866177113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646988190185367,0.0,0.1404586863408592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993302980874894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396440737781126,0.0,0.0,0.2146406898325571,0.15848148820323812,0.0,0.1590498239920289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521208542447898,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,InsaneIzzyTheFirst,2019/01/09,"Dental Anxiety Does anyone else get really bad dental anxiety? Or just anxiety about doctors in general? I haven’t been to the dentist since 2014, and haven’t needed to until now. I’ve been putting it off for months, and because I haven’t been to the dentist, I don’t have one. I think I have a bad abscess (I have a big lump on my jaw line), and a tooth near it is sensitive and painful when I close my jaw. I also have another cracked tooth on the other side of my mouth. So basically I’m fucked. But I was stupid and was too anxious to go to my dentist regular appointments. Now I’m stuck barely able to eat. Am I the only one like this? That puts off getting the care they need? I have another problem physically but last time I went to the doctors about it, I was brushed off as it being nothing. Now I have too much anxiety to go back and say that it isn’t. I hate this. I hate it so damn much. ",1.30440307328605,3.228157750000001,3.358865248226952,89.58388888888891,80.54255319148936,6.943735224586287,24.80614657210402,7.984000788550335,1.393438770685579,699,27,154,13,18,237,99,188,0.205,0.774,0.021,-0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,13,11,5,0,9,0,20,14,5,0,0,16,35,15,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,11,7,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,9,0,2,8,2,21,2,21,26,2,24,0,0,0,1,2,10,2,1,10,106,32,2,0.13421915918661578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733501310949004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814809823824824,0.4107091576150685,0.15162944591611738,0.0,0.09384915685417418,0.1375233898730991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320624856024566,0.2241347831655992,0.08181875366296545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136845378028798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747579935604905,0.11745609069116004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733970769773254,0.11212288487408137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408344988930893,0.14024794196700655,0.0,0.152559682494982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26502726443685826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940652872963473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557270150697826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713245233728493,0.0,0.19733305091310405,0.19904361170416968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128786903150299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190075176798573,0.10207971870837143,0.1428186485288997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842960864820327,0.0,0.2698546531261368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598423025293897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067364625477818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102747546168924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600221767466873,0.0,0.0,0.07826427108360193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442250525020745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HPH27,2019/01/09,"Public Speaking I just absolutely refuse. It doesn’t mean I’m not intelligent, it doesn’t mean I have nothing important to say, and it doesn’t mean than I’m less than anyone else. I would just rather express my thoughts one on one instead of in front of a crowd of people. ",2.738727272727271,4.815034509090912,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,76.63636363636364,6.581818181818183,25.54545454545455,7.554174236665415,1.2307454545454548,218,8,45,3,5,70,37,55,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.6772,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,11,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,8,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517154812645746,0.2420368170620155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733273154315906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7719433127128364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266608767173053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201395705831354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376622808781394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785279859202736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753346539071766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780495870448872,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tocow,2019/01/09,"I dont know if a have social anxiety. I'm 17 years old and i'm feeling this way for a long time. Every social interaction is painful and a tend to avoid them. Even walking outside is a struggle, when i see someone i immediately start to paying too much attention in how i'm walking, where i'm looking and how i'm breathing.

I have no friends and no one to talk about that, i'm afraid to waste my parents time going to a doctor and finding out i don't have any disorder. To makes it even worst, the psychologist in my town attends with a group of other patients,   
i do not know if I can talk about how i feel in front of a group.

(Sorry if was hard to understand,  i am not a native speaker of English.)",3.4463265306122466,4.065901421768711,5.234156462585037,83.71858163265307,72.19727891156462,7.784761904761906,30.346258503401362,7.908726449838941,1.9309352380952385,547,23,117,7,10,188,87,147,0.157,0.7929999999999999,0.049,-0.9176,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,3,9,0,11,3,1,4,0,24,28,12,0,3,5,1,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,7,0,1,5,6,5,0,1,1,6,12,1,18,27,2,19,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,3,7,77,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864041971602872,0.0,0.13346326426369176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999490337852572,0.1785696667494033,0.0,0.0,0.20446864233961567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23046154960691595,0.0,0.1469921028766355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642687054878833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945547986269076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478922331309134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915100670774847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562840492703568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175995322474665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439374068446998,0.14650448287564793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645501177337254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824994346320304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306894900513485,0.0,0.11822024248959273,0.0,0.1856403021649744,0.0,0.1937198573685407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902395110637294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556849078897997,0.14782143177910415,0.0,0.0,0.1952963818229078,0.12348539002858575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823859882382045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804525493666666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034608656829763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162151902389012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848013856957128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234807049804857
socialanxiety,Benjiilifts1999,2019/01/09,I have to lead a group fitness class I have a group fitness class in college and it’s got me overthinking already. I skipped all my presentations last semester and am deeply afraid of doing them. Any advice to get over this? ,3.6612790697674416,6.060220651162794,3.969941860465117,85.7470058139535,75.04651162790697,7.090697674418602,29.3546511627907,8.07648339933343,2.099841860465117,180,8,34,3,4,56,34,43,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,5,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,22,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761290775198895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5376857344285425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313425447091646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545648155174277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896934390646977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971687913825302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway4baddays,2019/06/01,Can you always tell ur being irrational? Or do the fears and thoughts ur social anxiety cause sometimes seem believable,5.217833333333335,8.866366450000006,4.710000000000001,73.16833333333331,84.5,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,4.259166666666665,99,5,13,3,3,30,19,20,0.289,0.711,0.0,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756993936275436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534723272330157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733039676417445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403749462502918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728468734190669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016372713406756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377569170882892,0.0,0.0,0.3277013200810905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896036325839469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630450126472875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tyler080721,2019/06/01,"I went to a school event I went to a school event that was for us seniors last night, and it was okay at first. I don’t normally go to school events, but I genuinely wanted to be around people for a change. A partial motivator was also to see the girl I like there, even if we couldn’t talk (and we never got near each other for an opportunity to anyway) and she knows I like her. I was pretty quiet because my closer friends weren’t there. It was fine though in the first hour, until we went to the pool area later. I have tremendous anxiety about my chest and terrible back acne and I’ve tired for so long to get rid of them but I can’t. So all I did was stick my feet in the water while basically everyone else were in swimsuits and in the water. You know how badly I wish I wasn’t like this? I wasn’t trying to be socially awkward. I don’t want to look like I’m boring or awkward. I was just chilling there. It made me feel terrible and left out. I was forced to sit there and watch everyone have fun, be away from the girl I have feelings for, and let my mind conjure negative thoughts. I already have depression and anxiety, so it just magnified the crappiness of it all. I never told anyone the reason I wasn’t getting in. The acne was literally the one reason I didn’t take my shirt off and have fun.

I’m still glad I went, I would’ve felt worse not going. But it doesn’t remove the awful feeling. Social interactions just always seem like they’re built against me. I’m just so sad. We’re graduating next week, but everything just feels so crappy to me. But I want to do better",2.3790052585451344,4.113216414110433,3.9721866783523225,87.32118098159509,76.5766871165644,7.111130587204207,22.685801928133216,7.957251820313856,1.0429740578439963,1245,36,264,20,28,415,169,326,0.171,0.6729999999999999,0.156,-0.8577,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,4,1,1,5,23,21,0,2,16,2,31,6,3,5,4,55,61,28,0,7,13,0,5,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,9,17,2,0,12,1,0,7,14,8,0,3,25,9,40,13,35,31,3,41,0,2,3,0,16,14,0,3,24,181,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188076305385253,0.08107747138533364,0.0843603622007896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511834866159827,0.0,0.0,0.07089068244320397,0.0,0.0,0.09025405972611944,0.0,0.0,0.09525445503083664,0.07795873333424985,0.08465216028822621,0.061803296675670014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966670894734467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725178565165604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732266956235689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846940781639094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696377314432125,0.0,0.0,0.19375524173642966,0.09111821470014728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505301567471648,0.0,0.09734540745933366,0.0,0.0,0.1724758957079698,0.0,0.0,0.07832972561047337,0.0,0.10593885603836146,0.0,0.11523875512480712,0.0,0.08108676970196355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984370835836356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143698398114256,0.08264222871428857,0.0,0.0,0.11015499523264748,0.10367293374296883,0.0,0.2476577155987228,0.0,0.0,0.08972244995950295,0.08513778521965283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593284788749706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236985181364534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638857684319793,0.0,0.10782399597086123,0.09514286473773716,0.0993356802169307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870103505458829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070287527131526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031448962626245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208481134622967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30782080767451303,0.08079064242510844,0.09229700917635623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669828458080106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096611558411736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622883056981061,0.08148934573063568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961015377196562,0.08048828925614117,0.0,0.1165270332370143,0.0,0.09687762086821483,0.0,0.06883369497883363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195355674804705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793983301470412,0.0,0.08132485483242671,0.0,0.0,0.375939288285168,0.0,0.0,0.1165876365135202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331987909498766,0.07202092718055343,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,antonio_djt,2019/06/01,"Going to a wedding this summer and I have no idea what to do- help? Last wedding I went to I was 12 and I stressed about it for months. I even counted the days on a whiteboard in my room. I thought this time would be different, but I guess four years doesn't make as much of a difference as I thought lmao. So, to give some context to my anxiety, I am going to my cousin's wedding. Nothing wrong with my cousin, but I was raised in a religion that encourages its members to drift away from family members who don't have the same beliefs (I won't say which religion for the sake of not wanting to personally attack anyone on this sub who may be a part of it). So growing up, because I was forced into the same beliefs as my mother, I never got to know this side of my family much. I love them- they're good people and my dad is close with them (my parents aren't close btw, because of their religious differences, and my mom is not close with my because of the fact that I'm no longer a part of her religion), but the relationship is really weird for me. It's like, they're good people who I'm related to and I love because they're good people and they accept me for my beliefs (unlike my mother), but I don't feel close to them. Weddings are really big social events and ever since I started suffering from anxiety (even before my diagnosis), they have stressed me out a fuck ton.

Now that there's an idea of my situation and there's more context- in short, I need advice. How do I bond with people who I care about and who care about me but I'm not close with them? How do I cope in general? Everybody's gonna be dancing and stuff and that's something that has made me anxious since I was a young child and if I force myself to dance, I might cry, but if I don't dance, I'll feel like I'm being a miserable sack of shit and I'm ruining it for everyone and it'll be uncomfortable when people tell me I should dance. 

Also- last wedding I went to I just sat down and when people tried to talk to me I just kind of went to the men's room after a few minutes to cry. So I didn't really do much. What do you do at weddings? Of course, I'm gonna congratulate my cousin. I have a gift for her as well that I'll give her. But after that, I have no idea what I'll do socially. I hope I'm not coming across as disrespectful or anything, I don't mean it at all- I honestly have no idea what I'm talking about probably in regards to wedding etiquette. 

My social anxiety is really bad and in regular scenarios, I just have to constantly tell myself that I'm not as stupid as I think I am and probably barely any people or even none at that are thinking badly of me. But this is not a regular scenario. Maybe I'm over thinking it (probably). Anyone got any tips? Thanks",2.8249746594868554,4.0676937195121985,4.545810896420651,85.70675562242636,74.34843205574911,8.075324675324676,25.93744060817232,8.643655677312706,1.7170885017421602,2161,74,464,41,44,732,229,574,0.124,0.735,0.141,0.9487,2,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,7,0,23,29,4,3,20,0,46,4,1,4,4,88,91,44,0,7,21,8,2,2,0,8,0,1,2,3,33,30,0,0,17,4,0,12,20,13,1,1,14,3,75,16,75,64,13,58,3,3,0,3,49,28,2,9,20,321,108,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672137065943864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055005539797463775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354925642569613,0.0,0.1578558449375714,0.07770492852410106,0.0,0.09618899523559622,0.0,0.05660234203756832,0.0,0.0,0.07825030717547134,0.06462365719550797,0.0,0.11486144528472825,0.16771730231946913,0.0,0.05852905360031085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025719416615046,0.0,0.0,0.059250248116407826,0.0,0.07432971651823454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511092407239729,0.044359183070056735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155900001981836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629107170248764,0.06221793466563815,0.0,0.06572486461527885,0.0,0.0,0.12968450914150936,0.0,0.06955724951435698,0.049138409872643694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358854341528491,0.0,0.13196536143980958,0.07818164309912606,0.17307512031534095,0.11002369614343842,0.0,0.07577195303482459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610362700513331,0.0,0.0,0.06831678998692403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105894069637947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162664886399635,0.037801200213508884,0.11213424204833318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720755395427262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415823347613893,0.06508390052374405,0.04591301929191016,0.0,0.06910151674289508,0.07492457838626132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729676274030399,0.0,0.08055752471710581,0.05490173429826875,0.0,0.15168970503059445,0.05100153709328898,0.053049496613761765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599890307368446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637510325357733,0.14897002941259235,0.0,0.33379708486055304,0.060058443650228714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247831195098866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762559620431687,0.0,0.0,0.07384693156686781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054698803013360976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060450376385469,0.1137956020723664,0.07731469214349425,0.0,0.2103460528117818,0.0,0.052952320863783285,0.0,0.0,0.048684784006417986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758081395489576,0.0,0.078739791866828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056993695209384,0.12023830929283998,0.06332591433936273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221962535603982,0.0,0.10921163973817066,0.04010777427694686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046698971784283096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056984766089888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061843952133662165,0.19128689323191564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048861291658348266,0.07520313870748215,0.0,0.04429383544457482
socialanxiety,Throwaway_66687,2019/06/01,"I honestly don't see a version of myself I can really be happy about... So really after reading everything online and going through what I see others going through. It's hard having a good self image. I see it one of two ways.  


I just do whatever I want and forego putting the effort in myself while concentrating on what I want to be happy with. The problem is that it doesn't take much for that. As long as I have my computer and access to the net, I pretty much can indefinitely find something to do. This is gonna end up with me in the hospital one day on my death bed from a combination of overeating and not moving. It is a gross extreme example of just raw things I want and is totally not representative of my goals.   


However, that does get lonely and trying to figure out how to integrate back into with other people has been hard. Especially in my 30s. I have done therapy and I have a psychiatrist (Vyvance and Wellbutrin are amazing for getting your head on right, for me at least). But when I look around to find out what it takes to do that I feel like I literally ran out of time and this comes from a realistic viewpoint. Have a good job, be at the top of my career, own a house on my own salary, have goals that others find acceptable, waste money on clothes that are just entirely too expensive for some reason, eat this not that (okay, that one, that's just me being frustrated, but that is totally a fair goal to have), or somehow telling myself I am good enough while accepting that my standards for my own upkeep are what drives others away and I need to be somehow happy with that. So this other version I see of myself is this depressed overworked, aged quickly, shell of myself that is just burnt out on everything trying to meet some status quo I never intended to begin with but because having literally no one around absolutely sucks, I have to ""be an adult"" and grind myself away. I feel like I am going to be like in my 70's before I achieve my goals and by then I will probably not want to pursue being social due to everything that comes with being elderly.   


Forget ever starting a family, being married or what not, at this stage in my life those goals in of themselves are just not realistic. I just want a healthier social life. But the weight of achieving that and knowing that point of failure is just the more probable outcome just honestly sucks. Cause the third version I see is someone who is burnt out and did everything right, but still ended up in a cardboard box somewhere because their skills didn't par up to the competition in their desired field (for me that's IT and customer service).   


Like the one goal, I achieved recently was that I lost 100 lbs (415 to 315). But even then when I should be happy (and I am) I decide to look forward and still see an impossibly long road where I will be at the age where my hair will probably be gone, weight loss will even be more difficult and it's hard to maintain my health in general because I will be in my 40's. Granted I know this whole ""getting older doesn't mean, xyz"" but those are rare cases and I am thinking about the more common and possible outcome.   


It's not like I want other's to notice me or like me, I just want to be a version of myself I can be proud of. Actually, be able to accumulate resources I can be proud of and actually still be young enough to enjoy them. I am currently 31.",6.267429454660746,6.175890402108438,6.934375396322133,76.4690900443881,65.91265060240963,10.001521876981613,32.082117945466074,9.682069395223575,2.876946385542168,2673,97,512,50,38,884,274,664,0.068,0.805,0.128,0.9890000000000001,4,2,1,0,0,0,65.0,0,1,3,16,32,32,3,0,27,1,71,8,2,4,4,104,111,42,1,11,27,0,8,6,0,7,3,0,1,2,48,37,3,0,14,1,2,11,13,10,0,7,8,16,71,22,94,76,20,84,0,4,8,0,11,42,2,8,37,406,119,14,0.06594400240420671,0.0,0.128703667619595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740828616027603,0.0,0.0,0.12391312200513754,0.050706867368490165,0.0,0.12059655538650894,0.0,0.056113489040702895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774265558059732,0.0,0.1136098379804084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042528426139508635,0.0,0.05679747264204995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577080408927115,0.06748360972811493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674771773977515,0.0,0.0,0.1168136258264633,0.13627556485306305,0.0,0.0871107833105594,0.05965012553999185,0.0,0.0,0.2370648690683187,0.0,0.06216613660076651,0.0,0.06668653802228193,0.09422081698759996,0.0,0.0,0.1808148705633361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335905855361197,0.0,0.1124324887393273,0.16593210157393762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28079446713208056,0.17721862029619406,0.0,0.06767757131187029,0.07009539087509829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609052496321203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543924705967961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248219827340181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315639818786488,0.19330145168683344,0.0,0.0,0.11671673398197058,0.11075270719626497,0.0,0.07198566849018871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183235076492729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700880384296992,0.09695285876251276,0.048896642209298825,0.050860079972919914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507768381109439,0.0,0.0,0.2234268133664336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571726814283208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233839725722986,0.07434195444231136,0.0,0.06708875774188339,0.21329636396836554,0.06309950436876957,0.0,0.06629193627190767,0.0,0.0,0.06596184778778894,0.0,0.08449083306564319,0.06780141742961562,0.06511174683042695,0.0,0.0,0.11263163548256976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152929927042798,0.0,0.06879397636011693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444321185409064,0.0558741392407081,0.05076691478322324,0.0,0.0,0.04667550431361518,0.0,0.15798889651002004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916336595120973,0.0,0.05763796470083865,0.0,0.07541271382600666,0.0,0.043810265007037136,0.042254254038502435,0.0,0.0,0.038452478109512606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954329790890539,0.0,0.06441770831059522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27226836817732536,0.052343279667803465,0.0,0.16060405902128375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362412368820448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ActiveAnxiety9,2019/06/01,texting anxiety anyone else get texting anxiety? i used to leave my crush on read all the time because i felt super anxious texting him to the point he just stopped talking to me. it's been nearly a year since we talked and i wish i wasnt like this ://,5.355882352941176,5.2864245882352945,5.847843137254902,83.41529411764708,67.82352941176471,8.368627450980393,34.64705882352941,7.793537801064563,2.450341176470588,198,9,40,2,3,64,42,51,0.223,0.657,0.12,-0.1556,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,6,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,8,2,5,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,23,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661085166223708,0.27032672873902835,0.0,0.16731536156466414,0.24517828898526145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586741970586362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989397508951348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22975349487948646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250178259745657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25337087857489604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690377014744473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262040021135243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393522229137916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794106652816632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005503810453304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384660405985309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953044708004025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066675438936206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27516877937883816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409328425445912
socialanxiety,Saltyboy101,2019/06/01,"Going for a haircut Hello,

So up until now my mom has always been cutting my hair, but now that I have got my license (17M) I really wanna get over this shit and go out for a haircut. I am going to a small local barbershop as it would not be as much crowded. Although I have so many questions, I have no idea what to do...

1) What do i do when i walk in? Do i just say I need a haircut? or would that make me look like a dumbass?

2) What will happen after I get over the first step?

3)Can I just show them a picture of what i want?

4) THIS IS MY BIGGEST FEAR...How am i supposed to pay? After the haircut do I have to walk to the counter? or do i just pay the guy who cut my hair? How do i give the tip? Do i just say this is the tip? Please help me...I don't wanna make a fool of myself...

​

Thank you so much!!",-1.3104029304029297,0.4924719890109906,1.664725274725278,98.5636080586081,90.0989010989011,4.1260073260073264,17.457875457875463,5.288315135182226,-0.7157135531135537,610,16,153,3,21,214,99,182,0.12300000000000001,0.78,0.09699999999999999,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,1,11,6,3,0,13,0,23,3,3,3,0,21,37,13,0,6,8,1,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,11,2,0,0,2,1,2,6,3,4,0,1,2,5,26,2,21,31,2,21,0,0,1,0,12,8,1,3,8,115,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406625351438507,0.18759699208039216,0.21038391028072326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483050536049787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727269696307949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809168867094276,0.16609155350158533,0.2951981584249981,0.0,0.1384757819405889,0.0,0.0,0.17143570626834306,0.15310702770240034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605201467709153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545385448469246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458740173570553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453938962461326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114443417395664,0.17553666709345833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277933967708867,0.0,0.0,0.2545554730811694,0.12838103020930608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005559980547407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939562951109039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109178432516882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275375570317672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772560293703804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594039431980849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212238953923902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24598721207096855,0.0,0.21038391028072326,0.0
socialanxiety,kikimo58,2019/06/01,"My boyfriends father is having a huge birthday party tonight, I don’t think I’m gonna make it. So every time it’s my boyfriends dad’s birthday, they rent out a huge room at a restaurant. His family is MASSIVE and they are all super talkative and ask so many questions about your life. I’ve only ever made it to one and I ended up having to stay in the bathroom for the last part of it because I felt like I was going to pass out/throw up. 

 I don’t have anything to combat this anxiety other than alcohol, and I really don’t feel like getting drunk tonight. I’ve been dreading this day for weeks and I’ve been having vivid nightmares every night. I have such a hard time interacting with anyone, even my own family. I can’t make any eye contact and I am at a point in my life where I genuinely cannot pretend to be interested in conversation. I have nothing to say, as there is nothing going on in my life besides hiding away from everyone. And I’ll be honest, I’m just terrified of people. 

 My entire life has been full of terrible experiences with abuse from family members, to being assaulted by customers at work and I’ve been treated like shit from a lot of co workers at different jobs. I feel like it’s caused me to see everything through dark lenses, and I don’t trust anyone. I can feel the energy shift when I’m introduced to people and I say what little I can, and it makes me want to run away as fast as possible and never come back. I do not want to be seen or heard. 

 I’m just so fucking scared, I don’t think I can be strong tonight. Idk if I’m asking for advice really, I already know what people are going to say. It’s always easier said than done, and when I really try, I end up having a huge panic attack every time. I just wanted to vent because no one else in my life seems to understand how severe this is. I get that I’m irrational as hell, but it doesn’t make my fear any less real or debilitating. Thanks for reading if you did.",3.3416126350789703,4.5666576957605995,5.01302493765586,82.9291799667498,73.03990024937656,8.039933499584372,25.58611803823774,8.548686976883017,1.7033979384871158,1540,49,312,27,30,523,205,401,0.10800000000000001,0.8,0.092,-0.7921,3,0,1,0,1,0,35.0,0,2,2,4,16,21,5,4,10,0,39,10,2,7,3,51,77,28,0,5,9,2,5,4,0,1,6,5,2,0,15,17,2,0,10,3,1,6,11,10,0,2,12,14,39,11,52,59,6,49,1,0,4,1,18,24,3,7,22,199,54,4,0.0,0.10145771730363952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367678485294505,0.0,0.09151258125190556,0.0,0.0,0.09449499230887748,0.0,0.07125113879944382,0.0,0.0,0.1164628674672695,0.0,0.06550682513976103,0.0,0.0,0.11974917419927213,0.0,0.07046631166218087,0.0,0.16010524927571354,0.09741664981686393,0.1609046765473464,0.06584429445912779,0.0,0.10439868096394096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796574493702435,0.0,0.07376278612395921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522435833520225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946527415851248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762936660654465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153299679278963,0.0,0.151685780938927,0.0,0.0,0.056557901962111835,0.07745736690923709,0.2164412664381024,0.08182327139150741,0.07695885121148698,0.08376271114973385,0.2421734342597654,0.09635771765537378,0.12989151984354866,0.1223483827708572,0.08221836603622924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916368752853968,0.08947643109779037,0.0,0.14599675112103594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670778879991913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849747041415281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04706008726072936,0.0697999955808872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024155125014269,0.16733825041554998,0.08582389929519897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279968555436814,0.0,0.08102531191116683,0.22863514196130635,0.08681552498496058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604324533825844,0.0,0.0,0.08035808861358551,0.0,0.16432886364544896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605040226567707,0.06512558251756832,0.0,0.1004685229568643,0.0,0.09272910044910004,0.0,0.1780954782862878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094816339740585,0.09653512025095873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959253577215639,0.0,0.08565331589595031,0.09746584974372392,0.16457058718623238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145387525358154,0.20428958035673467,0.08573071160551528,0.0,0.0682361375289799,0.0779544662924236,0.0,0.09673768812309072,0.0878981114186975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127033915877696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883673105201791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973667629055064,0.0,0.0,0.14979487529331684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813724629752181,0.0,0.0,0.08914399894198012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152063111430833,0.0,0.06868733571482484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062339764072818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cringytoask,2019/06/01,"Friends house Why do i feel so stressed about accepting an invitation to watch the CL final with 2 friends, i hate this, i just dont want to do it but it feels like i should.",0.5074324324324309,2.6129964324324355,1.7310135135135134,99.12733108108112,84.67567567567569,5.8621621621621625,22.763513513513516,7.1686216300943375,0.4653837837837846,136,5,34,2,4,43,29,37,0.142,0.619,0.239,0.5807,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,4,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34540149201025083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980315398046938,0.21054305712412344,0.0,0.322843733635107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553891325978094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909681157728771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400592832058008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439819064967816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375927955357187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738293887759878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659326820282875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PastelSprite,2019/06/01,"I just scored a job that I'm really excited about, but terrified of making an idiot out of myself A few things: I have a short attention span. If someone sends me a block of text with important information, it's very, very difficult for me to focus and retain the information. I was ""homeschooled"" and neglected growing up; my parent knew that I likely had a learning disability, but just got angry with me for it and I was never properly diagnosed with anything.
 

I applied for college last year(I did not end up going due to lack of $) and spoke to someone about this when signing up for classes. She said to go to a location in the school and ask them what to do. They were never open when I went in, and no one picked up when I called, so I never knew what to do. Also, my advisor told me that since I wasn't diagnosed in HS, that it would be difficult to get a diagnosis now(I'm pushing 30). Idk if that is true, but I never got to find out anyway.

 

Anyway. My boss has already sent me blocks of text and it literally takes me responding to things line by line to retain any information. Then I have to write lengthy notes on top of it. They also don't explain much, and seem to just expect me to know what they're talking about, which I am finding very stressful.

 

How this applies to social anxiety: I feel scared to ask questions. In my experience, especially being ""slow"", people become easily frustrated and angered by my questions. I just sent out an email with 2 questions that I thought sounded really dumb, and I'm pretty upset thinking that I thought I'd be capable for a job that I've really wanted, but I am already making a fool of myself.

 

I haven't been able to hold a stable job for about a decade. I developed some severe mental health issues, and I have always had social anxiety. I'm dependent on my SO for the most part ATM- I do make money once in a while by selling things that I've made or furniture that was given to me, etc. but I have no stable income. I'm too anxious to even go to a doctor/therapist. Idk what to do.

 

I'm sorry if this is kind of all over the place- I'm just really upset. I want to feel like I can move on with my life and take care of myself--on top of all of this, my SO isn't working currently(he was fired but received a pension so is just living off that currently) and I do everything around the house, and we have no relationship atm. I'm mentally exhausted, lonely, and I just want something that is mine that I can excel at and commit to. I really want my life back, but I feel like I'm terrified of everyone and everything.",5.3607785508637225,5.664339287907872,6.727057941458735,75.8316041866603,67.82917466410747,10.274496161228408,31.06052063339732,10.198262852665088,3.1047873800383874,2063,77,395,49,32,705,240,521,0.192,0.713,0.094,-0.9961,7,2,1,0,0,0,81.0,1,0,3,4,28,22,4,4,21,0,36,6,0,8,8,101,81,40,0,10,19,1,4,3,0,1,6,3,0,0,30,28,0,6,21,0,4,11,12,14,0,1,24,7,55,8,73,53,9,51,0,2,0,0,30,25,1,11,18,285,85,11,0.07285448685607344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607934757745145,0.11652341363440162,0.060620769315511226,0.3946890303513623,0.0,0.04954354934893624,0.0,0.1114669660667931,0.08230483294214422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059953035077964664,0.06485593935008317,0.13621822115524154,0.0,0.0,0.05602060335322722,0.0,0.0,0.08046205684620097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439257670000225,0.0,0.07428000484678678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789154116802802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456965440612738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452745099713159,0.0,0.08125201105838438,0.0481197014614066,0.0,0.0,0.06961558430142255,0.1309538302036155,0.07126566782522012,0.0,0.0,0.1105122527604903,0.10409451993398733,0.0,0.0,0.13317536223227325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03806346242424357,0.0,0.12421465143784495,0.0,0.1165367770456706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774409126986112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840642962012634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604115608781888,0.2168905097187416,0.0,0.0,0.07586673691010955,0.0400389206666655,0.05938613054652954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291855725918143,0.10677906676680538,0.0,0.06433184664998715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893667701101402,0.14589280710237262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684037438547726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743278976677269,0.05355643058391038,0.0,0.22475948640021054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758765078848719,0.04936808578261494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089628590643398,0.07889430964721142,0.0,0.050508127950618174,0.0,0.07611743247750713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741192047934376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448410964341897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333622491287745,0.0,0.0,0.0782184538528449,0.0,0.0,0.06930130050974483,0.0,0.07294005091092146,0.0737326302137678,0.0,0.06632398861060303,0.0,0.08230483294214422,0.0,0.060265984384837865,0.0,0.0,0.1485319491357915,0.12345874058281026,0.05608694332999413,0.0,0.08155463335068353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834545685440153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955501452601464,0.05855767685599824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458967449898512,0.145203851438323,0.04668221344212626,0.0,0.11567664927714134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961558430142255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033774478608636,0.17188585576951476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753683921345034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303893412397212,0.0,0.0,0.051753737165209764,0.0,0.0,0.04691590090713272
socialanxiety,RustyShackleferrdd,2019/06/01,"Should I feel bad? So there is this girl that I like but I know doesn’t feel the same way cause she curved me when I tried to take her out to dinner a couple of times. We’re good friends and we used to go to the local bars a lot but ever since I tried to take her out somewhere nice she’s been pretty distant. Iv got the message that she just wants to be friends, so we kinda don’t talk or hangout anymore, she’s the first girl in 7 years that Iv really felt feelings for and it bums me out when I see her.  Today I saw her at the grocery store and couldn’t dodge her as I was standing in a sandwich line with her. She didn’t see me but I decided to poke her arm and say hi...she seemed a bit repulsed from it and I instantly regretted it. We barely talked at all with it being a bit awkward at that point and so I thought, well better leave now before I do something else stupid. She gave me a half hug and I left feeling pretty bad. Am I just stuck inside my head and lack of self confidence?

On a side note I was homeschooled from kindergarten to graduation so I can be very socially awkward at times. I’m 27 years old.",1.504200039848573,3.1261279874476986,2.8209563658099235,95.1084379358438,78.74895397489541,5.723929069535763,21.841203426977486,6.42735559955562,0.17387850169356422,875,25,203,7,21,283,139,239,0.11599999999999999,0.713,0.171,0.9543,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,2,12,14,1,2,12,0,15,8,2,2,2,43,35,19,0,5,6,0,5,1,2,1,2,1,0,3,9,16,3,0,9,2,1,1,4,6,1,2,10,9,37,8,26,20,6,28,0,1,3,1,27,14,0,4,12,129,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176253808716235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218669844686835,0.0,0.0,0.11305503421027788,0.0,0.0,0.1175048708363881,0.2900998820057363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648497669792325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700831102971115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098842404376927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018049668377342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687143133090639,0.0,0.12756751824962909,0.0,0.0,0.11301160757141572,0.0,0.0,0.2052963557726506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550804080608345,0.11143761058009494,0.10626118112536496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635384772424364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301700130864774,0.0,0.0,0.14068075087815987,0.1443540042759481,0.0,0.0,0.06490923604690776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129537798334728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941540414764414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559671043477386,0.0,0.0,0.2703350631478988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511424067537822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565650160972248,0.0,0.0,0.21174623479324906,0.12095178098062485,0.13860313239856673,0.0,0.0,0.1099040979982822,0.0,0.0,0.13543518835977789,0.0,0.10228298731173804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979006691044085,0.2135774839298076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547689486896004,0.15494478430979616,0.0,0.1259368142630161,0.0,0.0,0.1804079693039454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114749356439972,0.0,0.10962434491070143,0.07836493558447569,0.10545897919890844,0.0,0.0,0.1194581100168828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111642076728298
socialanxiety,RavenJuniper,2019/06/01,"A single or double dorm room? I'm going to college in a month or so, and have a choice between twin sharing or suite-style single room.
The pro of the double sharing is that the building  is only first year students, so it might be easier to make new friends and have someone to eat with and such.
On the flip side, I've had a bad roommate experience before, at a camp, where she stayed up all night talking to her boyfriend on the phone, and was just kinda callous. We never became friends.
The single is a suite of 3 people, with bathroom and common room shared. There's about 4 suits in the building.
It will be a mix of first years, exchange students, and maybe some others.
The pro here, is that I get a place to have some down time, and deal with my shit.
I like to record myself speaking to the camera as a way to cope with anxiety, and a single room would allow me to continue with that.
And it's just a space all for myself.
On the flip side, it might be harder to make friends here, although I'm not sure.
 My parents insist that having a shared room 'is part of the college experience' and are pushing me to take the double. 
I just wonder if having to share a room, on top of all the other new things, will be too much of a toll on my mental health.
Do any of you have any experience with shared rooms? 
Would you recommend it?",5.1508968401486985,5.128150862453534,5.5304437732342,85.35692960037176,68.25650557620818,7.765892193308551,27.59316914498141,6.9077264865688965,1.2121094795539027,1038,29,216,7,16,332,138,269,0.039,0.828,0.133,0.9705,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,2,0,3,13,13,1,0,27,0,25,3,1,3,5,41,33,18,0,3,8,1,0,1,3,6,1,1,8,0,12,17,1,0,1,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,2,1,15,11,39,21,14,39,0,0,0,0,19,23,1,10,13,162,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828442951233642,0.0,0.10284436171739654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224974308918308,0.0,0.0,0.1143964576381913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385992162256265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756318129010614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945171764407903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287050314649687,0.0,0.0,0.3115983648645788,0.0,0.07023807386001207,0.0,0.07640396070598572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290083454014355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567939874270895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794762239736801,0.0,0.13506059378297175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354814355400032,0.2852340020453311,0.0,0.0,0.10730677391103036,0.0,0.09882707161804036,0.0,0.10368653034347608,0.2596812569931279,0.0,0.12616053845781516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224581867924408,0.0,0.0,0.14927699538121253,0.14558277138251233,0.0,0.09320207347366563,0.0,0.1404586315559251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379982184411132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139085042115927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329254630319824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670580472504306,0.0,0.10108031051205443,0.10805581442487656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893143379724634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839161952570034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671027372435284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579179383719212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100116395225156,0.0,0.0,0.17314675561545068
socialanxiety,TrollQQ,2019/06/01,‘Anxiety nausea’ How do you deal with anxiety nausea?,5.050000000000002,8.351025111111113,7.58666666666667,56.70000000000002,75.66666666666667,12.488888888888884,31.222222222222207,11.20814326018867,5.9953555555555536,42,2,5,2,1,15,7,9,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8292983726613221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5588060567865053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,agleamernest,2019/06/01,"Performance anxiety So , i suppose some of you guys lost your virginity despite having social anxiety,and i wanted to know if you guys experienced performance anxiety( basically you cant get it up) and if yes how many tries you needed before you overcame it, because it happened to me, i was an anxious mess, like , everything was completely new for me,i didnt even held a girls hand prior to that, so i was extremely out of my comfort zone and i honestly almost had a panic attack,i checked on /r/sex about it , and i ve been told its quite common and it usually happens just the first time, but that is true for non-SA guys , i dont think i will be able to overcome it next time neither and maybe not even the third,that was the most intense anxiety i ever felt,and i think it would take me a lot to get used to it.",5.08909090909091,5.212722303030303,6.435303030303032,78.31295454545456,68.39393939393939,9.993939393939394,32.25757575757576,9.888512548439397,3.0128303030303027,640,26,129,14,10,218,105,165,0.067,0.836,0.09699999999999999,0.6936,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,6,0,5,8,7,0,1,7,1,14,2,1,2,2,26,28,11,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,11,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,10,2,19,4,14,15,4,12,0,1,0,1,12,3,0,6,10,86,30,0,0.14159893776429042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179088224675435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32496839944903794,0.15996649513843156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108923359325128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631739818728759,0.0,0.12049026678284867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484637922133297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595290048588815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870495258838524,0.12808434589997836,0.0,0.0,0.1272599949103299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595718593242773,0.0,0.0,0.12044398412645453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795920140242014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206156316197893,0.2504309460545774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781907306311497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917808855301562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457196743964746,0.12038235326126695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435590980608952,0.1422551651750387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499381815859576,0.0,0.13675713645158188,0.15059207671724775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613584427089936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060790007009076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443422850759835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646477899351137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814617636096879,0.0,0.0,0.16513495863770253,0.0,0.0,0.13530385312294713,0.0,0.09613638394356523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229601863545743,0.1559512250001209,0.0,0.08351872219535211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058782271575448,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nicodarta,2019/06/01,"So I think I should give up on making friends 
Some days ago I had an argument with a friend. The reason of the argument is not a big deal, but it all started because I can’t tell her how I feel about things (like some things she says or does) in the first place because of my social anxiety. I usually end up exploding (and also hurting the other person in the process) because I can’t keep suppressing what I think anymore. She understood my reaction because she knows me well enough to know about my SA, so things are “fine” with her.
The problem is that I’d really like to have someone to talk to about anything, but I’m afraid I’ll always ruin my relationships because of my SA. That actually really saddens me, especially when thinking about having a boyfriend (something I’d really like to).
Any advice? I’m currently going to therapy with a psychologist but we haven’t talked about this yet.",6.658959537572257,6.7560793179190775,7.254109826589595,73.8674075144509,65.0693641618497,10.85063583815029,35.21907514450867,10.577609850970193,3.7669819653179193,714,31,131,17,10,236,105,173,0.125,0.787,0.08800000000000001,-0.8159,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,12,11,0,1,11,0,10,0,0,3,1,27,24,10,0,2,5,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,2,8,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,2,2,21,7,22,21,4,17,0,2,0,0,17,7,0,3,12,91,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.12929072171864794,0.0,0.0,0.12946728769432025,0.11744402187669432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595187211910724,0.11024194705505427,0.0,0.0,0.09009746009355536,0.0,0.10135416879622708,0.0,0.13139406589496078,0.0,0.0,0.1090276384394818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038221021224617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544482081718298,0.13659094306947028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594252741950567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117346446057114,0.13689715653282933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699071432293982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269557210799352,0.0,0.0,0.2047222472334503,0.0,0.0,0.12709608114842244,0.07529688357028204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183283943358646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776282941160665,0.0,0.0,0.14562562046360042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418315468461475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843782583591457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568479401769352,0.1384234158672231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677463837378825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25462865948670904,0.1362213580258173,0.0,0.14224422991885638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053610346026834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505644564974334,0.11225799421957623,0.10199695429274178,0.0,0.0,0.09377680917572226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298021732542224,0.11580173576080463,0.0,0.15151338540164194,0.0,0.2640605766505452,0.2546819263830828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591855832234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191240469947736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ilickminions,2019/06/01,"Nervous about changing your reputation as a quiet person? I started a new job two weeks ago. I like everyone in my group and I have chatted with them, been friendly, whatever, but they all know each other so well, like close friends. They talk about their personal lives and visit each other's cubicles all the time etc. and I feel awkward sometimes barging into their established groups. That combined with this being my first job in the industry (and after college) and I am pretty reserved, which maybe comes across as cold.

​

Of course I want to open up to them more and become more integrated in the group, and I think it is possible with time, but I can't help but shake this fear of breaking this reputation I have of being quiet and reserved. I have no idea why this even matters to me but it pushes me further away from opening up to my coworkers and being friendly with them. 

​

Anyone else in such a position? What is your situation? Does anyone have any theories why we might be afraid to 'rock the boat' and change such reputation?",6.438359497645209,7.616131234693878,6.304285714285713,76.71763736263738,65.73469387755102,9.091993720565153,32.93406593406593,9.265573868473778,3.0069839874411297,846,35,146,15,13,266,120,196,0.068,0.794,0.138,0.9265,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,7,1,8,11,0,5,7,0,14,0,0,0,2,35,20,17,0,1,4,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,2,11,22,0,0,4,2,0,4,2,5,1,2,1,4,25,6,27,14,7,26,0,0,0,0,22,13,0,1,10,113,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825620074105258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646441785267373,0.2967898178645915,0.08304900130538202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707848954893491,0.1251312135031376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147401998871284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487716467365582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25838353324132984,0.10519963752084197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687217043647353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201953761256737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620135135912628,0.08066222953339444,0.0,0.0,0.11669540893819527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742426909750874,0.06174993074696297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387922928558777,0.0,0.0,0.2830597803768894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185762935215488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378639502327935,0.0,0.0,0.24237989218864195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711655540245191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932794442921488,0.0,0.10783837021412622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269070163572643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129555034748115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794882108000612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213269199806788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376772786397382,0.0,0.124244750659477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372733085024622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078447642986093,0.0,0.08644050941682647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815922850828923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825259304270067,0.0,0.0,0.1424238193032689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929811158372686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203232735527475,0.0,0.09796108849967754,0.0,0.10980479498643486,0.0,0.2203971393009224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967898178645915,0.0
socialanxiety,TWD41,2019/06/01,"Job Has Me Feeling so Trapped Now. What Can I do?? I made a video diary last night.  I do this on my Iphone.  It helps me to just pretend like I'm talking to someone and air out all my frustrations.  I basically said Fuck May.  Truly one of the worst months of my life.  


In May, my niece got married which was a social event that I absolutely dreaded and became angry that at 46, I still feel like I am forced to do things when no one ever does things for me.  I am to go to a rehearsal dinner which was just as awful as I imagined.  Starring at the wall while everyone just easily finds conversations.  The wedding was even worse.  Three hours of sitting at the table staring out with no one to talk to.   Then I caught a virus which forced to me to cancel the rest of my vacation.  


But none of that compared to the shitstorm awaiting me when I returned back to work.  My boss and the IT director called me into the office and asked how was my vacation.  Then he lowered the boom saying,  umm we really don't know what you do all day.  So we would like you to give us a weekly log of your accomplishments.  This posed an immediate problem for me.  Two years ago, my job that I enjoyed turned into a nightmare.   Basically they hired a programmer who took away my niche which was data analystics.  I was told I would help out in Operations.  Very vague.  I was put under a new guy who is a complete asshole, bully time and never nice to me.  The guy would only give me little info and few tasks to do.  This results in like 90% downtime for me!   I create my own projects and goals behind the computer and do a good job of looking busy.  But now with this log, I have nowhere to hide.  I have to show them that I'm doing work for the company.  


On Monday, the asshole boss asked for my log.  I gave him a summary of what I did every day.  He came back and said ""No!  I want a log hour to hour of what you did!""   I immediately started having panic attacks.  I wanted to fight back and say why??  Why after 11 years of my life here am I now being put under this uncomfortable microscope?  It wouldn't be bad if I actually had regular daily tasks, but every day I come in, I have no idea what I'll be doing that day.  On Wednesday, I worked up to courage to ask him what he had going on that day.  He said smugly, ""why, do you need something to do?""  This asshole wants to see me fail by having me beg for scraps at the table.  I also told the IT director that I had a lot of downtime and this would be a problem for me.  His response was that I have to figure out on my own how to contribute.  


I can never feel comfortable at my job again.  Being tracked hour from hour by people who manage me but are telling me I have to be my own boss and figure out what to do is asinine.  I feel like this a ploy to justify getting rid of me.  There is no other explanation!    It makes me feel completely trapped.  Say nothing and I'll continue to go to work with my stress levels off the charts and having panic attacks.  Even worse, they might use the log as a means to fire me.   Or I could fight, demand to know the purpose of the log.  But my boss and IT director always puts me on trial and throws it back in my face if I ever dare complain about something.  I could go over their heads to the HR lady or company director who are really friendly with me, but that could have consequences too.  I want to tell them, hey if there isn't a need for me, lay me off!   Keeping me here and making me feel unseeded and unappreciated is so stressful and miserable for me.    I actually called in sick on Friday because of the panic attacks.",2.8024551724137936,4.281079211034484,4.356448275862071,86.09287931034487,74.82068965517243,7.206896551724138,24.91379310344828,7.873277556716777,1.276655172413793,2768,90,580,40,58,926,308,725,0.16,0.787,0.053,-0.9978,5,2,2,0,2,0,78.0,3,5,5,7,30,32,7,7,39,1,64,7,2,11,6,101,112,44,0,19,14,0,7,5,1,8,3,7,0,2,43,34,1,1,15,3,0,12,11,21,1,5,24,17,98,11,101,71,10,93,0,2,3,1,56,36,1,9,49,429,141,23,0.0,0.0,0.1162850683511122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052815027752262635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04764696386377139,0.04957622704107655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710078580434332,0.20334622141953446,0.05597838091357285,0.18325667471244397,0.049747708621471834,0.03632007008916505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167787754241932,0.06814487680907189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051323820133697545,0.12493924636587367,0.0,0.0,0.14271191983225334,0.0,0.0,0.19212432061823595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052139799927473515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870547575479572,0.10778898618603644,0.10039925019020436,0.05693227010963451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075588929462932,0.08512946325573538,0.0,0.0,0.05445602281902608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603219046982362,0.0550817434282799,0.03112865238137025,0.11431119176258055,0.13544519105786834,0.04997377860331546,0.047652428224572115,0.0,0.0,0.11798926243414865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061147371721362836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987187683243746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933767841356503,0.0,0.0,0.0672597810355297,0.0,0.0,0.2365000922793161,0.05295839672528455,0.0,0.0,0.06548840088515201,0.048566528011917416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416775008026285,0.14554151756453373,0.05971588929947722,0.0,0.0,0.05003309682072955,0.0,0.0,0.05065369901976231,0.0,0.056377053434736216,0.07954165995400883,0.0,0.0,0.06490125707380304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320610467417108,0.0,0.0,0.04755704534125134,0.0,0.0,0.08835722379340355,0.09190519563862967,0.05754377316074481,0.0,0.05591280241720376,0.0,0.05716964802780445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112103443972705,0.04531409208997142,0.0,0.209716660892022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130601519863728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402208366168642,0.0,0.17968630925011894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633832415032807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002573773509735,0.1421437858895076,0.0,0.0,0.04747840250055398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073540237409585,0.05048285119480223,0.0917368442520345,0.0,0.0,0.04217179129248852,0.0,0.04758152317172814,0.0,0.1364998393939731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577802180970163,0.10415297075552142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916603706867516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03474220376104919,0.0,0.0,0.11386454021926902,0.06619676619738014,0.0,0.06480710007233098,0.058202052454790376,0.0,0.07166869676801133,0.05145891861601333,0.0,0.04916062641313874,0.14056984606097356,0.0,0.047792344201400806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128795785851907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735029277811513,0.0,0.1214364104240829,0.1692987438396057,0.0,0.0,0.07673651725213332
socialanxiety,Aquarian85,2019/06/01,"Dreading this baby shower I have to go to my niece’s baby shower today. She’s only 7 years younger than me but we are two very different people. I don’t think any of my other family is going, except her mother obviously. I’m dreading going because there won’t be anyone to talk to & honestly I hate these kind of things. I regret RAVPing yes & want to skip it. 
Although honestly I doubt they would care if I didn’t show up except I have her stupid gift & have no other way of giving it to her.",1.6589423076923069,3.6863916250000015,3.896769230769234,85.64823076923078,79.86538461538461,6.083076923076924,20.015384615384615,7.1686216300943375,0.5887838461538464,395,10,78,5,10,136,72,104,0.2,0.607,0.19399999999999998,-0.1901,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,0,1,10,2,3,0,1,10,0,0,0,1,11,19,3,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,6,0,1,1,0,16,4,13,15,0,7,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,52,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6166849205588304,0.0,0.12901616819386638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326566993888573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565160703472235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934322777574679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821711605355907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885121788038275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199679952353132,0.32346690079021523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730931276708515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756428068116733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429067891826505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315280236573158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248982330850622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604159886098334,0.12156497425513273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798324636253785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853289622677172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565389448190852,0.11190182561366348,0.15059097811660854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477170986965675,0.0,0.0,0.12217351889285595
socialanxiety,DoYouConcur29,2019/06/01,"""Quick relief trick"" for anxiety I once took a course on relaxation therapies in university. One of the techniques the professor taught involved ""distracting the mind"" from producing the physiological anxiety effects by activating a different part of the brain - the sensory cortex. The hands and fingers have a relatively large distribution in the sensory cortex and therefore allow us to feel more with them as compared to the back or upper leg, for example. The technique he suggested was squeezing or rubbing your fingers and hands for about 20 seconds. I personally prefer to tickle my palm using my fingers on the other hand. It's no miracle cure but it does do something for me. Try it out and comment if it helped you in any way!",8.393430232558137,9.530149147286824,8.810377906976747,60.61696220930236,61.40310077519381,12.341472868217053,41.70639534883721,11.93303328291395,5.783658139534882,596,33,87,19,8,198,93,129,0.054000000000000006,0.866,0.08,0.6696,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,1,2,3,4,1,1,14,0,3,9,9,5,0,18,7,9,0,2,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,3,9,9,2,20,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,2,66,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953502150684148,0.0,0.35893441351008143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039176195952605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618895070987479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451054958097261,0.0,0.0,0.2052987241396328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862004810314672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724642625351815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687760370634506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498397409928883,0.15897001184979034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25404730891783656,0.0,0.0,0.20484235718146954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060538310212396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682838247995662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606475602398853,0.15927697883671446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821931044555105,0.20261777667286587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862133658819329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThomERE,2019/06/01,Job for someone with SA I'm literally out of options. I can't go to uni because of my SA and when I'm looking at job offers I'm to scared to apply for them. I'm scared of interviews and working in a group of strange people. I'm scared I won't do good enough. I know at the end I will have to talk to some people but I want to keep it low. Does someone have any experience in this and can suggest me some jobs which would not be much hard in terms of socialazing with other people? And also which jobs you wouldn't recommend for someone with this problem?,1.4165177195685672,3.266269372881357,3.1936363636363647,91.27224191063179,79.84745762711864,5.985824345146379,23.43913713405239,6.980632752743323,0.6991932203389832,438,15,97,5,11,146,70,118,0.163,0.812,0.025,-0.9315,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,2,6,0,3,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,19,20,7,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,2,9,1,23,15,5,11,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,3,3,62,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576104932912268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843881296022734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824170701096662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667665391381144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821054936475312,0.14957129282811032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159881231204444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226797770510287,0.12141418006404653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967263881580085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5745906271586089,0.12866548209104853,0.0,0.0,0.0795539252724107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155829709764852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064120661992932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010660454674643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851161733104686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43477700669121455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679530039402828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163491165886122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538063899819874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538384480827702,0.0,0.0,0.10283026791071516,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxiousthrowaway953,2019/06/01,"How am I supposed to do CBT when my fears are real? CBT texts seem to assume that your fears are irrational and that people won’t notice your weird things, or if they do, they won’t care and will be friendly anyway. I can only assume that most people with social anxiety aren’t as weird as me, because I DO get comments. What are you supposed to do when people point out that your facial expression or tone of voice IS weird/inappropriate, or that that quirk you hoped people didn’t notice IS obvious, or when your friends say you DO seem like you’re autistic, or when people respond to your weekend plans with “you’re going to the cinema alone? That’s really weird.”? The feedback I get from people is that yes, I act strangely  and it puts people off, it’s not just social anxiety making me believe that. Obviously this ruins a lot of the rationalisation I’m supposed to do with CBT. I feel like I’ve had 30 years of friends and family telling me that I am abnormal and the way I act is wrong - I can’t just turn around and go “oh it’s all in my head, I’m cured now!!”

I don’t even know what the point is of trying to solve my SA... I’m always happier just avoiding social events and staying home, I almost never regret it or feel like I missed out. Maybe I should just get a remote job and lock myself in my room forever tbh.",4.743958014432536,5.127451884758365,5.715005466870762,82.27225891099937,69.18587360594796,8.411196151322983,26.23245134485021,8.313332769828598,1.5385379838180624,1043,28,213,14,17,345,136,269,0.109,0.769,0.122,0.7719,2,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,8,2,1,13,18,0,3,7,1,27,2,2,2,4,47,45,22,0,4,12,0,2,3,3,4,0,2,2,0,18,14,0,1,7,2,0,5,8,10,0,0,2,4,31,8,23,38,3,25,0,3,0,0,21,9,0,15,12,138,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466049334268747,0.10824996887201947,0.0,0.0,0.08696802510597024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599132114759016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304390269798328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371369819546706,0.0,0.0,0.11775691053526527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656389549866707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903369013689843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853103480439487,0.2352254447972964,0.1056957044163019,0.14933652154586785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422529265778204,0.0,0.16382029755360186,0.0,0.11880089994185893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726645564660338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484089121627407,0.10381076439254668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371879422101946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574408061308377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153187837505577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885815704391868,0.0,0.0,0.06976711916902432,0.0,0.10500319577569908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061135183852311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379907223165959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949126695885217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072212927160394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976081231892598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507027518865512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189652910860292,0.0669574278590489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311755504409944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030000350520507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31963130196142925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140314781120232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091354049270657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943765500371975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096141311967802,0.11368645503147624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296216867787352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427491419659346,0.0,0.06730668868164166
socialanxiety,OQFaust,2019/06/01,"Miracle Remedy Hah, touché if you thought this was a miracle cure to social anxiety, IT DOESN’T EXIST (this is a life thing really). So first step, deal with this unrealistic attitude of yours and get grounded to the reality of things, it’s all about incremental and gradual steps friends. Anyways, just sharing with you a small story and tips that I think are, if not, the most important tools to deal and get out of this fucking rut (I’m a self-proclaimed physicist, therapist and food gourmet; thank you). 

I have always been an extrovert and someone that derives great pleasure from social interactions. So imagine that, at a certain point in my life, that basic need that should be as easy as opening tap water (ok that’s easy but not easy as breathing so let’s say breathing) for an extrovert was synonym to terror and fear. An analogy would being allergic to water, something that you need but you can’t really reach. Except in this case, which is good news, it is something that is curable unlike an allergy which requires other solutions that do not necessarily involve a cure. Anyways to keep it short, the suffering was immense given the fact that it’s something that I would constantly yearn for (unlike introverts for example; that can comfortably go without social interactions for a decent amount of time); not to say that the struggle isn’t as hard as mine. 

1ST: S.T.O.P. Labelling Yourself and Using those Labels as a Justification 

I’m an introvert and I’m shy, that’s why I’m like this bla-bla-bla... drop this crap. Stop throwing labels on yourself constantly, because you might be saying this shit on a conscious level but your subconscious isn’t going to let you leave peacefully as if what you were saying was nothing. It’s like texting a chick and telling her: « hey, let’s meet up without giving her a time. If she’s madly in love to the point she’s obsessed (usually run away or maybe not but for the sake of this example, let’s say we stick with her), she’ll keep bugging you and asking you for the time. That’s the same thing with your subconscious. You keep saying and justifying to yourself all the reasons(so the text you sent the chick) as to why you are this or that; at a certain point, your subconscious will just keep texting you thoughts (The chick bugging you for the time) asking: « hey, are you actually awkward, shy, etc... » all the good stuffs. It’s ironic, really. We condition our mind on the conscious level by telling ourselves all that crap based on some « negative » experience out there, then we end up having an inner battle with the same thoughts that we created by constantly labelling ourselves such as THIS or THAT. So don’t justify to yourself then you can stop labelling yourself using, in most cases, extremely biased and inaccurate labels which probably don’t even fit you. Which takes me to my second point. 

2nd: Rewrite your narrative 

Once you do that, now you can potentially rewrite your story and replace those thoughts with more positive ones. So let’s say you’re going to the grocery store and suddenly you start complimenting yourself (joking, that’s when you start falling into this beautiful spiral of negativity); you should automatically ask yourself « what-if this positive scenario happened instead » Meaning instead of: « Fuck, I’ll look awkward, I’ll probably stumble over my words when I talk to the cashier etc...). Stop that scenario as soon as you’re aware of it and add for example: « What-if I actually enjoy my time there while listening to good music while I’m grocery shopping. » « What-if I find this pack of sour and cream dumplings for sale (this is probably not something comestible),etc... » « What-if instead the girl that I’m going on a date with will enjoy my quirks, weird ass Humor and so on.. ». Anyways, the point is the more « what-ifs » positive scénarios you start adding, the weaker the usual self-fulfilling prophecy negative scenario gets. It loses its power since it gets negated by all those other positive what-ifs scenarios. It’s pretty much positive self-affirmations applies to narratives that you create for yourself. Instead of being the socially anxious, shy or whatever label you throw in and use a story that you created to solidify that belief of yours. Instead, you create a story that you will enjoy and one where you see yourself succeed instead of one that ultimately hurts you where there’s never really a happy ending; just a vicious cycle of loss and fear. Drop the victim/fear mentality and start rewiring your thoughts to change that negative belief of fear to beliefs of success/ and joy. 

Alright, I hope this is useful. I might write a bit more if you guys find this useful despite the apparent lack of proper editing and such. Cheers.",7.1959265938262424,8.310298381563594,7.078507690675718,72.06612899119551,64.01750291715285,10.013357377744775,36.11857430783918,10.061858954937977,3.868529708284715,3791,176,617,81,55,1205,356,857,0.142,0.695,0.163,0.9786,2,0,4,0,0,0,131.0,5,40,0,7,31,50,8,8,51,3,48,15,6,6,9,123,100,60,0,14,25,0,1,2,1,10,3,8,0,5,72,40,3,8,16,2,3,11,20,22,0,5,13,13,66,28,92,68,19,79,3,5,3,4,88,35,6,15,33,433,138,4,0.0,0.0,0.1027945890461511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043824782987259656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04029160016677237,0.059500918302750685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771506651380062,0.0,0.04948420930626381,0.0,0.0,0.032106501134523485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750084880510785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055716762097258066,0.0,0.0,0.17074926162423582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085987430003438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329810784657064,0.0,0.1762193943817696,0.034787342651197116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051520336382192035,0.0,0.2370688321083989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627692645572708,0.04480017927106682,0.06368749957521902,0.0,0.04069189767298628,0.09738318530388362,0.1100694035606281,0.050524853049621364,0.11973190496850092,0.1325286412293368,0.0,0.05806769982221471,0.0,0.05215053796569739,0.04657497574344891,0.056067073279892805,0.04718103112781746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052312148237255815,0.0,0.0,0.05638319691087852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725831975199045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055768809901647336,0.0,0.2692878328405062,0.07440326950933954,0.051462774023665385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044228650327348684,0.05892307931241711,0.0,0.0,0.04753578085067192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052913036282375564,0.05737192353309033,0.0,0.0,0.053077910540182585,0.1117468587724708,0.053180622073347915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03871773608969275,0.07810671342323593,0.04062153873596918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053727497658605,0.0,0.0,0.05609070944975125,0.10706952437335324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489458943311821,0.0,0.0,0.053583253758370177,0.1703580984496221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349643040293194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931912234939833,0.0,0.0,0.041970331555173566,0.0,0.16483559465508654,0.0,0.054063917052010066,0.0435682970869738,0.0,0.0,0.21475743416160104,0.04462622773526589,0.16218851377900856,0.0,0.0,0.1491174066187819,0.0,0.0,0.13210079373767386,0.0,0.05506101888528852,0.060293343189815725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960049328786863,0.04233330440093176,0.0920699620214586,0.04849048994858463,0.0,0.06115270673301075,0.1049727238709018,0.03374813445237231,0.0,0.209066303038772,0.153558432256816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274452974444088,0.11601480784980668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505106477413487,0.0,0.0,0.10154197050447404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482901736994775,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Boy_Curious_12,2019/06/01,"Everytime I want to try something new, I fear of being thought of as a copycat or pretentious. I am a 21 yo (M). So I've never worn sunglasses and P-caps before because of the careless being that I am. But now I've learnt to take care of myself. But whenever I want to wear any of those, I just get a strong feeling that people will think of me something along the lines of ""oh so now this guy will try to look cool?"", or ""ha! now this meek is tryna copy me?"" 

Help me in figuring out why I get this feeling and how can I rid myself of it.",3.5355031055900605,3.310049034782612,5.182360248447207,87.1686956521739,71.69565217391303,8.310559006211179,27.732919254658388,7.957251820313856,1.4780310559006216,409,13,95,5,7,140,72,115,0.05,0.7959999999999999,0.154,0.8361,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,5,2,8,1,1,1,1,18,20,10,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,13,4,16,14,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,5,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963098762310715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430950904030175,0.0,0.1997461227986212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393326818559145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26414732813887937,0.2373828047504136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24528352041727464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324291243539832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734101569652367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197122155742784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104566216599846,0.2267129827214715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273889242302655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36142804761405095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649497661825336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041166678865134,0.0,0.1863570334756237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187455794618628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769110133963356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181599093855555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blkmeout,2019/06/01,Goddamnit I really want friends.,6.504000000000001,10.032935400000001,5.240000000000002,66.40000000000003,95.0,10.0,45.0,8.841846274778883,7.057000000000002,27,2,3,1,1,8,5,5,0.0,0.287,0.713,0.6087,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6636684627767343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503033607863241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066659477632607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Leo_420_,2019/06/01,"I wear the same thing everyday because of my anxiety Over the past 2 years I've began to allow myself to wear less and less clothing to the point where now I only have 3 items I feel comfortable wearing, 1 hoodie, 1 shirt and 1 pair of jeans, all of which are black and way too big for me. I want to wear different clothes but I'm terrified of people judging me.",8.968,5.359138600000005,9.106666666666666,74.30000000000003,63.0,12.666666666666668,38.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.708333333333334,285,10,60,5,3,95,54,75,0.09699999999999999,0.836,0.067,-0.6249,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,5,5,1,1,9,6,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,10,5,5,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,5,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28909956370622997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036998857590596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948347621931256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910822861373171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874170355802373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607571677004917,0.2619947105296189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572464193018288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25106613244877823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290068377954345,0.2999667950825971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24336118514267924
socialanxiety,silvverage,2019/06/01,"I ditched my friend on her birthday two years in a row now Last year, my friend invited me to her birthday party. I said sure, because I wanted to hang out with her and have a good time. But then she told me she wanted to celebrate at a lake with a water obstacle course and she invited people that I didn't know. On the day of the bday, I spent two hours panicking about it, trying to get myself to go. But I couldn't stand the idea of going to a party with strangers who all know each other well, putting on a swimsuit and showing off my body, swimming and eating in front of those people. So I ended up cancelling the last minute, making up a lie about my little brother needing baby sitting. My friend said she wasn't mad, but I felt so disgusted by myself for canceling. I promised that if she invites me next year, I'll force myself to go because I love her.
Fast forward to a year later, her birthday is today. She invited me and said it's going to be at a lake again. I spent the entire evening yesterday on her present, but this morning I threw up from the anxiety I felt when I thought about going. I tried to convince myself that I can skip because it's not like I'm a good friend anyway, she won't need me. It won't be a big deal. I canceled again, saying my stomach really hurts and I can't get out of bed, which isn't technically a lie, because that's what anxiety does to me. 

I hate myself for this, and now she probably hates me too. She's the only friend I have at school. And I keep fucking over our friendship, all because talking to a few high schoolers and putting on a swimsuit makes me want to die. I despise SA more than anything.",4.297528240989777,4.801228204142014,5.169273803119957,85.36576116191503,70.2130177514793,7.802259279182357,29.860677783754703,7.686295010490155,1.7827644970414205,1295,49,268,14,22,423,168,338,0.115,0.7440000000000001,0.141,0.6154,0,0,0,0,0,1,35.0,1,0,0,0,14,20,6,0,21,0,13,6,2,2,3,39,45,18,1,7,6,1,2,1,5,2,0,4,1,0,15,15,2,1,6,2,2,12,8,7,1,2,12,6,57,13,45,28,5,56,0,1,0,2,31,21,1,1,24,185,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636133791403094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872113807026655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915713475226097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625819170172676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061693655234697525,0.09862264873771574,0.0,0.0,0.09928137566648816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371388979751941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788544031541492,0.0,0.0,0.08472756004198619,0.0,0.0,0.0631834177822244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369979049502036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695385986798478,0.08843737424432611,0.09995821152456008,0.0,0.2718327413414132,0.16047239922603593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889155153939569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107146574560222,0.0,0.0,0.09420715771999524,0.0,0.102407450952419,0.10799001732353702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502820098045218,0.0,0.0,0.10514594958824652,0.15595353183146754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046735302319183616,0.09587780127524437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633810093536735,0.0,0.1277093844810293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186335401640582,0.0,0.0,0.10173692825959796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275476539555505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263906685960844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313911216553147,0.0,0.0,0.19233215204266496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061283108720566415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729875429383447,0.07607374305174754,0.0,0.09681439072757236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015968785916588,0.0,0.0,0.07688896748697488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759444243932745,0.055780900981995125,0.0,0.09067577198788067,0.09140851695844808,0.0,0.1298955510756093,0.0,0.18689447262809467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692706236651955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601103981693344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464110854904009
socialanxiety,macademicnut,2019/06/01,"DAE feel uncomfortable when somebody is sad/emotional? Whenever a friend is vulnerable and sad around me I feel really awkward. I wish I could be more natural and comforting (I try, but other people are just sooo good at it). Just wanna know if anyone else can relate?",3.127414965986393,6.135616061224487,4.933775510204082,74.2356292517007,82.26530612244899,8.980952380952381,24.493197278911573,9.2995712137729,3.0365891156462577,213,8,35,7,6,72,41,49,0.125,0.649,0.226,0.7529,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,10,5,0,4,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,3,3,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185997958711444,0.3203287697137169,0.0,0.2783090577309455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496114782893006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26116419760747017,0.35166929477763403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31615260161423897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415389644867741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622211676685038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181455383992467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167398951977796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002802775376658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122568319677976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595117533728573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,roach800,2019/06/01,"Coworkers called me creepy. How do I make the situation better? ​

Hey there,

​

I'm a guy that started a new job as a Graphic Designer just 3 months ago. I have a lot of difficulty with social anxiety, but I've tried my best so far to work with it at my new job. I try to check up on coworkers asking what they work on, casual conversation and other things of that nature. There have been many moments where I probably came off as shy and awkward but I always just assumed people didn't think much of it. My entire team is female, so it's just that much harder for me.

​

I walked in this morning, and overheard a conversation about me. A couple of my coworkers said that I was creepy and weird. I heard these things without them noticing me, and it really got to me. I never meant to come off in this way, and I'm now unsure of what to do. I feel really disheartened and confused as to how they came to what they said.

​

How do I diffuse this? What should be my next steps?",3.12750294117647,4.997886415,4.3382352941176485,84.91382352941176,74.85,7.505882352941178,24.764705882352942,8.313332769828598,1.5493588235294118,793,26,158,14,17,260,113,200,0.102,0.847,0.051,-0.7891,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,4,5,13,7,0,2,7,0,11,0,0,4,1,30,26,17,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,19,12,0,0,4,2,1,5,3,4,0,0,10,4,25,3,28,14,4,25,0,1,0,0,15,10,0,3,9,116,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829996718363665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790984404279275,0.4058036365725579,0.4550955477563634,0.0,0.0,0.07162870118810108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753386410155642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826166236761727,0.08281044708284488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560937800826713,0.21418155601519231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065621490283323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036027176968258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734346811390281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488656303273555,0.0,0.0,0.0927110188049624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858318634284225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796031087147964,0.0,0.0,0.06250050368684845,0.0949287846627969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747366672861771,0.0,0.13766150451058246,0.0,0.07221525200975144,0.18086194372447414,0.09957935801847333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660136318333342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491307213614002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095180532512296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996691325688001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813213443648626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052469925935245,0.0,0.09544666888267743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627365329517095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441070992344914,0.05999600483324464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714081117683726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743212188073623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025850838897803,0.0,0.13633133107524892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550955477563634,0.0
socialanxiety,hfish16,2019/06/01,"To the ""Please Help"" post Man you deleted your post too quick but you're not crazy dude.  We all feel how we feel and just because someone says you're attractive doesn't invalidate you're anxiety.",2.9036842105263148,5.532547000000001,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,79.0,6.957894736842108,25.28947368421053,8.07648339933343,1.5352421052631575,158,6,32,3,4,48,30,38,0.0,0.713,0.287,0.8651,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,3,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600626274158823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723180532951405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34378025859631023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22786290321587746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731656090987185,0.0,0.0,0.6511607850120679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703437639661205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28804053421694764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nillabears,2019/06/01,"No friends and just moved Im 24f..moved to Fl to be with my bf i met online, i had 1 close friend back home, and now that i live here i have no friends at all because i cant work or go to school my anxiety is super crippling, but now im at a loss on how to make friends... anyone else?",-1.3725324675324655,0.21521122727272868,1.138658008658009,103.69227272727277,88.24242424242424,4.377489177489178,18.51948051948052,5.288315135182226,-0.7989974025974025,215,6,60,1,7,73,48,66,0.11900000000000001,0.7440000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.2846,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,10,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,5,8,5,1,9,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,35,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482443766698022,0.0,0.0,0.13549841293651355,0.19855480532881872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490080822651806,0.0,0.11812904496309586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618818267904953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5988687449567189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013202222098092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943813450360883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186403623547038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111499205836456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935245309382598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119238571865547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961199482134519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107719992535647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shitfistingpotato,2019/06/01,"Exposure therapy works but I also feel helpless I'm at a point where I know I can cure this if i just practice exposure therapy a little bit everyday. Those baby steps will add up and in a year or two I see myself being confident. But the thing is I get so hopeless sometimes I dig myself into a hole and when I get super panicked I also get paranoid, so not only do I feel anxious but I feel like people are out to banish me from my own town, so I dont hangout w anyone and stay inside all day. It's like, I know what I need to do to get better but I feel like it's too good to be true and that I don't deserve to help myself because I'm a worthless sack of shit........lol I refute this logically, but sometimes my emotions take over and I genuinely believe it and I isolate myself so fucking badly",1.5941025641025632,3.2833251360946747,4.234769230769231,84.76856410256413,78.70414201183432,6.400157790927023,25.467850098619326,7.3011,1.3286683234714007,624,24,126,8,15,221,104,169,0.19399999999999998,0.64,0.166,-0.6478,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,3,10,12,1,0,6,0,10,1,0,0,2,28,26,20,0,2,9,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,5,26,7,13,23,3,16,0,3,1,1,1,10,1,2,7,91,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23598615150126506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668582021559394,0.0,0.10316811218471356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231953659959626,0.08994312404777692,0.0,0.0,0.16623465144438698,0.0,0.13049310246554902,0.1610828272835105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515544193355444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729236819917134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165970224770586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984162628409147,0.2108148430037156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136404584841799,0.30834833035335424,0.0,0.0,0.1237552063368684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988974705752534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621756607309229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625165484986808,0.14788059675271592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094040391532457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221594550767512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229033258497766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947936189744267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757564991515627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514546096923941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918549999116265,0.0,0.0,0.15726519456076202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093678707687024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374651151200698,0.0,0.09802349878398108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441317269191639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741578497619662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501526391963068
socialanxiety,SouthernCarrot,2019/06/01,"Any people here with SA that work in retail, aka Walmart? Tips/thoughts? FREAKING OUT. So I got a job at a huge retailer. I should be overjoyed, right? I did the thing which everybody keeps telling me is the KEY to overcoming SA- I pushed through my fear. I went outside my comfort zone. 

I don't know, am I an idiot for doing this? Most people seem to think I should get a job where I am not interacting with people. A minority of people seem to think it's a good idea, that it'll help me finally stop hating myself and doubting myself. 

Did I make a mistake? 

The number one issue I'm looking at is my smile. I can't smile for shit. I BARELY smiled in my interview and I'm utterly confused why they even hired me. 

Are they so desperate for warm bodies they'd even hire me?",1.2776470588235291,3.578599777070064,3.0436118396403167,89.69047583364555,83.07643312101911,5.987111277632072,22.611090295991005,7.285733465282438,0.9097144248782304,603,21,125,9,17,200,103,157,0.155,0.6629999999999999,0.182,0.5378,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,1,7,11,3,3,10,0,15,2,2,1,0,21,29,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,6,0,2,2,3,8,0,1,4,2,25,3,15,20,1,12,0,0,1,0,7,8,1,5,2,81,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161468979833586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231251010724697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168139191633732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469297553235536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979745804939945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575165903457374,0.0,0.0,0.13766527284764354,0.1312705326019363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204535550476534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001353133882688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528389020626615,0.0,0.17131009304304062,0.3257493293689513,0.14588714999182326,0.0,0.0,0.09020209025791168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137828679714472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955869884528437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121939491568766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551510021050962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016695397914208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988373466270342,0.0,0.0,0.16847808495896205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722084256351322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345770459710885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904132525014612,0.2103370001105704,0.0,0.13030165879966613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215105614816424,0.14810267401685714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948930299255248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nikolascager,2019/06/01,"I dont want to socialize I feel like im forced to do it, people judge you all the time when you dont socialize. I just dont want to. Its not that i can't, i just prefer not to do it, it get me annoyed and without patience with people anymore. Im too f**king young to be without patience. Just sharing my thoughts with you guys to see if i feel better",0.08159090909090949,1.9719373376623401,2.4156980519480515,94.88640422077923,84.71428571428572,4.888961038961039,23.910714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.4143000000000003,273,11,63,2,8,93,44,77,0.141,0.7859999999999999,0.073,-0.4545,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,5,4,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,18,14,3,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,3,11,3,10,12,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,4,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856831714257653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032799626129562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5976240152647764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188770133081266,0.1214293028984229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880428500957238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683007661382439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367201701618442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304060354544397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356768356926889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544709664276164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465337282527646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494019562467258,0.09911307842235087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050987945789306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276973181433108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheToiletStoreCo,2019/06/01,"I want out of SA jail Ive got to vent. I know these types of posts aren’t helpful or enlightening and I’ve always avoided doing it until now, but I just want to put it out there. 

I want so badly to talk to people more. To be more witty or nice or chatty with WHOEVER. But it’s not only mentally difficult for me, it’s physically difficult. I can barely spit any words out. I tremble and shake so bad, it’s difficult to talk. And when I do, it’s hard for people to understand what I’m saying and they’re usually looking at me kind of confused. Some even ask “are you okay?” “ are you really cold?” “Why does your voice cut out like that?” “What’s that shake in your voice ?” I get so insecure about it so I say as little as possible. I can’t ever say what’s on my mind. People are unable to see that I’m actually a nice person. I have a sense of humor, but no one is able to witness it because I’m TOO timid.

I just want to be free from this. I’ve tried therapy numerous times. I’ve tried numerous medications. I’ve tried self help books. Breathing. Meditation. And I just can’t get a grip on it. 

I’m so tired of being scared to talk. So tired of being scared of people. And yet... I just can’t ever seem to overcome this no matter how sick and tired of it I am. 

I feel so chained. :( I WANT TO BE FREE",-0.5202578648788005,1.6239492382671514,2.363719443011864,92.21210830324912,90.913357400722,5.764992264053638,17.661578133058278,7.225922671290522,0.2783407735946368,997,27,228,18,35,349,141,277,0.226,0.617,0.157,-0.9836,1,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,0,0,21,23,1,9,3,1,19,7,2,1,2,42,38,25,0,5,11,0,3,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,19,12,0,1,5,1,2,3,7,15,0,1,1,11,25,10,37,32,3,21,0,0,2,0,15,9,0,6,9,142,44,2,0.10960049018406827,0.0,0.1069542683588702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119638774535517,0.0,0.0,0.07453209168611863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246166334346853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830236625763273,0.06681144154123687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591212754474794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239009009973603,0.19827983623594148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055417300963327316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452346505552755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765752419552049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818051147472807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692579658240254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413204474887573,0.060233563104723664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053545263369337764,0.10984848424632304,0.0,0.0,0.09203680816580888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041096330407832,0.11045151579513712,0.0,0.1106652514982252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426812863170508,0.08335611157222157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039327196197752,0.09569892054074924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235580849062814,0.10496697322257917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017876449350317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021288049285926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614761265078067,0.2194584212687088,0.0,0.08733740065340273,0.09977616995704182,0.11433721424071518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642781672515199,0.0,0.0,0.12533771230291496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390892721012473,0.3779089217494795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232346154095744,0.0,0.0,0.1140979755505018,0.0,0.0,0.12070945569712925,0.0,0.3232260438067378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889739512538888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,szatanna,2019/06/01,"Tips on how to talk with someone you've never met before? I have the opportunity to get a job in a pet salon (grooming). I'm going in a couple of days for a training session with the owner and her daughter and while I've already met the owner, I have no idea how to talk to her daughter. If it was hard for me to have a conversation with the owner, I can't imagine how hard it will be once I meet her daughter, who is going to spend 5+ hours alone with me teaching me how to do stuff. I can't, for the love of god, come up with conversation topics. I had a panic attack and my head hurts from spending all day rehearsing what to say. I wrote topics down and tried to make some sort of script but I can't help but think it sounds fake and stupid. I don't want her to think I'm an idiot or, excuse my vulgarity, retarded. I don't even know this girl's name or what she looks like.",5.040793650793648,3.8820818888888913,6.265656084656088,83.80388095238095,68.73544973544972,8.82984126984127,27.894708994708985,7.554174236665415,1.3496302645502647,683,17,157,6,10,232,109,189,0.193,0.764,0.043,-0.9782,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,3,1,12,0,14,2,1,5,2,33,30,15,0,2,5,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,8,11,0,0,5,0,2,3,7,6,0,0,5,5,20,3,27,23,2,13,0,1,1,1,26,5,0,5,6,101,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213650855331012,0.19406437553397649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006458386203488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964274486650786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514866415354752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458423354910967,0.0,0.2268285409147282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615296914266166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187887792637164,0.0,0.19988902864243066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31506958767485804,0.0,0.18048169362024466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787433537645932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318533038817244,0.0,0.18826030480740147,0.19852299211052105,0.0,0.0,0.17451255873440422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664730610248326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591564557117548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476769613650647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587192830933413,0.0,0.11738700370705933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563301982090584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872837057211312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633221604710514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398498441428459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900444983857813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131606203021013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826970170783721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253662235125569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939646876857428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372597862680524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,urboibears,2019/06/01,Treatments for Social Anxiety? If I go to a therapist what will they do to help me? I’ve never been to a therapist before about social anxiety so I don’t know what their procedure is.,1.7804054054054037,4.202145351351351,4.601283783783781,78.54895270270273,81.97297297297297,9.105405405405406,25.466216216216218,9.516144504307137,3.003491891891892,146,6,27,5,4,52,27,37,0.109,0.813,0.078,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048370542040787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515539086569675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503784644350771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735602269523032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541742067771707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040760854748649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394534261145326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6144427510430444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hellobrodudewhatdod,2019/06/01,"does anyone pace back and forth and waste time the hours before a party? I have a hard time getting a clear head in anticipation of a potentially stressful environment and I've kind of decided that parts of my mentality are unfortunately inherently learned in terms of viewing people as threats unless proven otherwise through an obvious disarming act or behavior they do of friendliness or etc. 

I can carry on the conversations but maintaining interest and not acting like my head is somewhere else can be hard. I try my best to emulate what I think to be a good way to sincerely attempt to socialize but it's overwhelming. Especially when I am out of practice... Well anyways hopefully things go well :)",7.973140000000001,9.258847064000003,8.53415,61.70682500000001,62.36,12.97,40.425,12.38480682065935,5.85046,573,31,90,21,8,191,93,125,0.09,0.652,0.258,0.9806,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,5,12,1,2,8,0,9,2,2,0,2,17,13,11,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,2,0,0,3,9,9,17,11,4,14,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,3,7,64,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945983510256842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236743693845794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754737034619914,0.0,0.19430147621380148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202432331168656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546674543872285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648903917617373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673222460983516,0.0,0.10522391463670414,0.15529341640729566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317126069728015,0.0,0.3800306690560039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838938091573082,0.18233355322060127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280322303337674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090453994568261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865857067669344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049731672258933,0.0,0.1283583590763836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887351406107077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120864880640716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300415041064698,0.11863540698525307,0.0,0.0,0.21592265649545192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570338575312412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469619196371185,0.0,0.0,0.33294069974242463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Felahliir,2019/06/01,I can’t properly smile So when i smile my mouth just gets wider. Literally nothing else. I just look like a frog instead of someone who’s happy.,0.8725862068965498,3.434842379310344,2.699568965517244,88.62107758620691,90.72413793103449,5.658620689655173,24.49137931034483,7.1686216300943375,1.3144413793103449,115,5,23,2,4,38,25,29,0.0,0.629,0.371,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858840445988512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413398618563544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917340980268401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567613472666875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879056673261918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432352158509789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913926046075806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChefMassacre,2019/06/01,"I got a job at Denny's but I'm really nervous I'm a 17-year-old male and I got hired for a job at Denny's to be a host. I like the pay and the company itself, but I'm worried because my co-workers are all older than me and that I might get excluded. I also don't know if I'll be able to handle this much socializing and pressure to get the tables filled right so that my co-workers won't get annoyed. I start on June 15th so I still have time to wait and see if other companies will reply back. Should I stick it out with this job (and if so I need some tips) or try my best to work somewhere else?  Thank you",1.1329211229946523,2.255883080882356,3.461229946524064,92.26826203208557,78.48529411764707,6.416042780748662,21.922459893048128,6.980632752743323,0.40234705882352895,473,13,114,5,11,164,87,136,0.102,0.7829999999999999,0.115,0.57,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,6,6,1,2,7,0,9,0,0,0,1,21,23,16,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,14,3,12,15,4,12,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,6,7,71,21,6,0.17161408198607822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723971936180668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196063594220275,0.0,0.10461435151439298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009839129692032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433615444613439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689838241831055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745109172180218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109014876517723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431461136357452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838419718962847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205542103873332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615609642912062,0.12724966727853995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008011044851616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099403753499982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655748833269755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675420439280794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749389447138544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146933052257862,0.0,0.13705122755702906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799918961370998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000695512899716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651469662434707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37481128679915016,0.17428243060264026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051384221034008
socialanxiety,YaintGotClout,2019/06/01,"I thought I could get a job I’m 17. Broke. I need a job, only problem, I never know what to say in any type of social situation.
I had the job interview today, I wasn’t worried, I just thought they were gonna ask me general work related question. I sit down. First question, “tell me about a time in your life where you had to overcome something tough.”
Let’s just say I’m not getting that job...",0.13146341463414754,2.3894631219512235,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,88.51219512195122,5.231219512195122,24.05365853658537,6.742157984588678,0.8243326829268289,304,13,67,4,10,102,59,82,0.129,0.871,0.0,-0.802,4,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,2,4,3,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,13,16,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,2,13,0,7,7,0,9,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,2,4,38,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677818198795502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467914006942479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536675101259265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356012805786951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407170544856547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6232678016963102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862934370615152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056238177525364,0.11090703614672087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642746543342447,0.12110259386813735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194198881302116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024580486150496,0.0,0.0,0.3517940276348231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24973533583660446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764957324828745,0.0,0.1600609131185285,0.0,0.12088075886244153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724136954303273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24931080777596026,0.09155893663948564,0.0,0.14883548160784602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431157102712207,0.15946023355979436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,User642246,2019/06/01,"Asking a stranger out Work as a cashier in petrol station. There is this this hella cute girl that comes in around 3pm the usual after work time. 

She is out of my league no doubt. But something tells me she has an interest. Like wanting to converse. 

I already have difficulty starting conversation with brick wall customers. 
Any conversations I do start result in beads of sweat accumulating on forehead. 

Any suggestions? Would it be okay to just straight up say let me take you on a date? 
Or do you have boyfriend? 
Why do you not have a ring on your hand? Lol",2.7597798742138373,5.533972745283023,2.9946226415094337,89.3257704402516,80.98113207547169,5.79748427672956,25.81446540880504,7.1686216300943375,1.2158012578616355,445,18,87,6,12,136,83,106,0.061,0.77,0.16899999999999998,0.9091,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,2,3,5,0,1,6,2,12,3,3,1,0,13,18,3,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,11,4,17,15,0,19,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,2,7,56,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703742297898733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332299132599097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181105242561938,0.2290509391055315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105410983293976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25053895634694245,0.0,0.11969933396734812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484149933399686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862039061063668,0.0,0.0,0.34683816785699034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842167571128806,0.0,0.21414922420038426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286709113471813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698435032589921,0.0,0.14451303338521956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108309087883976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567398712807156,0.0,0.0,0.1740478182636435,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Greatscott88mph,2018/11/15,"My SA fucked up a movie night with friends Not really sure where to begin with this one so ill see how this goes. 

The other night I had a movie night with my two closest friends from work (I work at a pub part time, i'm the youngest at 21, second oldest is 24 and then the oldest of us three is 32). we'd done a movie night like this before back in July and it was fantastic, got really drunk, got really high and just had a great time. 

But for some reason when we met up this week my anxiety really kicked in, I was nervous, unsure of myself, scared to talk, unsure of what to say, unsure of the mood/atmosphere of the night and I feel like I just made it awkward even tho I tried my best not to. 

Now I can't stop thinking of how the night went and all the little details of it all, I haven't seen/been in contact since, i'll see them at work later this week but im lowkey dreading what it'll be like. We didn't end on an awkward note, we hugged each other goodbye and said our fair wells but I just felt so uncomfortable and it really was in such contrast to how the night went last time. 

Can anyone relate to a similar experience where out of nowhere you'll just feel really nervous and awkward around people that you usually feel comfortable around? Did this ever ruin a friendship or was it all just in your head?",4.474926470588237,4.702071639705881,5.183088235294118,86.40014705882353,69.73529411764707,8.458823529411765,25.19117647058824,8.313332769828598,1.2832882352941173,1034,25,225,14,17,335,145,272,0.138,0.7390000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.3631,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,6,3,1,4,22,20,1,7,16,0,18,5,1,5,5,46,35,20,0,0,11,0,4,3,2,2,1,2,0,0,17,18,1,1,6,2,0,2,5,9,1,4,17,8,24,11,33,14,7,46,0,1,2,2,17,19,1,2,28,151,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050414602879113,0.0,0.0,0.06444224129744952,0.0,0.0,0.1640885288304228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708673598789832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842359483607117,0.0,0.09671897546215884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431435039718114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162871904562848,0.0,0.0,0.06087253611377405,0.08336635909194402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015271929403462,0.0,0.0,0.13980055762758314,0.06584098852950772,0.0884905606843161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424092110439838,0.0852028498371233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742172029028325,0.10160960524962423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458542897237293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737485980700054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955143629746374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512482967605777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507799093829725,0.09237114935366024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720649200789668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6054185776036842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245177117485545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998031277692546,0.0,0.06389395090447537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35425037578196866,0.09475851494378766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766774917326421,0.07329140831204398,0.09227085265224742,0.0,0.14688333908778484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623786514636763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770520705196592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686217124452067,0.0,0.0,0.07407681658237925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905408049769046,0.0,0.0,0.16122228087702276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257236393195817,0.0,0.0900294803118351,0.0,0.11086027472420336,0.0,0.10150409663911032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785457659517026,0.0,0.08286525660079941,0.1708713295874522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128643787329087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lilibee1101,2018/11/15,"What’s the thing that holds you back the most when you try to talk with people? Hey guys so I’m doing a research thing for an art project in college and I would really apprecite if you could tell me a few things that you think affects your attitude the most when you try to talk to other people and just socialize in general. Is it that you’re worried about how you look, is it the things you tell yourself whatever it is please share it with me. I’d love to hear it in detail but if you don’t want to go into it you can just leave a few lines and I will very much appreciate it.
Thank you!❤️",3.864035433070869,4.0029127559055135,4.816998031496066,88.80218996062996,71.04724409448819,8.55472440944882,25.3238188976378,8.472884824447931,1.264811811023622,468,12,109,7,8,153,79,127,0.023,0.858,0.11900000000000001,0.8981,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,10,0,0,8,3,0,0,8,0,9,1,0,2,0,21,17,10,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,16,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,14,3,13,14,5,8,0,0,1,1,20,4,0,4,3,78,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055412449681046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594283476081782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388369360250743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809907061500341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060174644599214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935480759927226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534974511686752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497499123049222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343715840479622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534469562674945,0.0,0.0,0.2006483827979128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170998691680886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633124976315785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938391416874245,0.3195328004560839,0.16828835060394187,0.0,0.0,0.4857498608453837,0.11712436580805415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24820464160568834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508207832769168,0.1078141992631601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563198239859371,0.0,0.12984867675965592,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RaG33X,2018/11/15,"Only socially anxious in mornings? Hear me out.

Everytime I wake up my social anxiety always seems to be at its worst (increases heart rate, non logical thinking etc) but as the day goes on I get a lot more calm and “steadier” than the mornings. 

Why is this?

I suspect it might have to do with my cortisol (stress hormone) being too high but I’m not sure if it might be something else or anything at all for that matter.

Anyone else in the same boat?",3.642191558441557,5.298249875000003,4.733311688311686,83.51818181818183,72.97727272727273,7.755844155844157,29.61688311688312,8.418075326091056,2.2673974025974006,351,15,67,6,7,115,73,88,0.126,0.825,0.049,-0.7264,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,8,2,2,0,2,19,13,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,13,8,7,10,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,6,1,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699453463653626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443375320257199,0.21315151707887592,0.0,0.13192747648175826,0.1933220754595196,0.15526524899618258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168117708041565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152311593012324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042493865431366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857604311894416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265290298284809,0.2235833756643267,0.0,0.19934780771833588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604065976750874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003133591141551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349750323371374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717646253046853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846652640098487,0.0,0.14525291689139214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161290808381109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782601634107814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208967233161591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702518148836094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway4927383,2018/11/15,"Friend (?) told me I’m the most socially anxious person he’s ever met. Thanks for reminding me of how abnormal and dysfunctional I am as if I’m not depressed about that enough, I really appreciate it.",3.0276315789473682,5.6872799210526335,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,78.73684210526315,10.115789473684213,27.921052631578952,10.125756701596842,3.7484,159,7,28,6,4,56,33,38,0.053,0.6729999999999999,0.27399999999999997,0.8596,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,4,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880949137811196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958847794802663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35496179301158765,0.0,0.0,0.31074559166746896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654130216719308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999600791478031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007626701353816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501889982215113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162793626149836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282608471640376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,runningtheclock,2018/11/15,"I’m stuck in some fucked up game of Pac-Man @ the supermarket I’ve literally just been going up and down the aisles, avoiding people I know + avoiding the aisles I *need* to go down because someone’s in there

For Christ’s sake, nobody gives a shit u/runningtheclock

I hate this",0.5511919191919219,2.9839514727272736,2.0260606060606072,91.42131313131313,97.9090909090909,4.6262626262626245,18.83838383838384,6.42735559955562,0.1775050505050504,221,7,45,3,9,71,43,55,0.327,0.6729999999999999,0.0,-0.9552,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,9,8,1,8,1,0,0,1,2,6,2,1,0,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233521056851294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371857761711976,0.0,0.34988097253772776,0.4145674141103498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600940493893008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044533731419056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27044168567306875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25285693459261543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37438873614889373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090334165914405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wuzi203,2018/11/15,"The moment of clarity.Maybe on way to cure my SA? Hey people,

Today i had a moment of clarity.It all begin with thought on tomorrow event i was invited with my family.I was dishonest with me.I was trying to find cure in many things, I was hooked on benzos, i'm usually always in anxious world, and this is happening for 4 years maybe more.I was thinking about tomorrow event and i ask myself: honestly, what is reason for your fear? Why i feel anxious around many people? Why i have moderate social anxiety around people? Something popped in my head.It's simply, yet, somehow i wasn't think about that.I have SA because i think i'm somehow lower human being than others.It's not just thought, i would say it's kinda epiphany.All my anxiety is due to low self esteem or negative perception of self.I would like to work on it really, I'm tired of being anxious on street, anxious in crowd and moderately anxious around people.I will try to go deeper with being honest with myself.In reality we are all same, there is no reason for being anxious of other humans and we must somehow break that cycle.Maybe it's all about being honest to self?",2.7111769480519503,5.07519977678572,4.553230519480518,80.55313311688313,78.01785714285714,7.287012987012987,24.02110389610389,8.296473431620573,1.8269535714285716,906,31,161,18,22,307,117,224,0.165,0.78,0.055,-0.9614,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,1,0,1,12,6,0,1,2,0,23,1,0,2,4,38,36,5,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,4,8,14,0,0,10,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,9,2,17,4,35,18,4,30,0,1,0,0,12,15,0,5,13,103,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755371674165924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426025702082978,0.6317681981806906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489156376352809,0.08713374523129977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681667597250763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104881118629587,0.04712706026797716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518734120458335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297033784266442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242054449207778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956548375907337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553507316318749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889897269547818,0.2809097283364156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384905994082025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970927116722907,0.19165976103855534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412006093382986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291698261701373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501038043916954,0.0,0.07175347599567454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192101316319136,0.17916528604189022,0.0,0.1479881267255413,0.0,0.10712500862549323,0.08834708896066851,0.0,0.0,0.1265596482377424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026517295982683,0.0,0.0,0.0739814951768506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820535895475758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067854079052038,0.0,0.0,0.13241978674150426,0.0,0.0,0.060020724426876074
socialanxiety,tamagotchis,2018/11/15,please i need help i have a presentation tomorrow it's a pair project and i havent been able to work because i cant talk to my partner and i havent been to school because im having a really bad mental health crisis and im not able to study or anything at the moment. it's for french i love french im great at it but i immediately cry in front of crowds because of childhood experiences and anxiety i will cry. She did the project all herself and i feel awlful but im gonna have to speak out loud and im gonna dtart crying and ruin our grade because of it please help i really dont want to go in tonorrow because it will be humiliating and also it's first period and i havent been able to go in until about 3rd oeriod for the last few weeks so it's a recipe for disaster but shes gonna tank and it's gonna be my fault. I hate this so much im going to cry just thinking about it l,0.14772727272727335,1.9682376616161608,2.9912020202020217,91.2501363636364,84.0,6.182222222222222,20.001010101010106,7.365786028017652,0.42386585858585857,699,20,166,11,20,247,98,198,0.23399999999999999,0.6920000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9886,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,7,0,17,2,0,0,1,22,30,18,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,6,1,2,0,1,10,11,0,0,2,0,0,4,6,4,0,1,4,3,18,2,23,18,3,19,0,1,0,1,11,6,0,1,9,97,28,5,0.2897765523079098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724473472908355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389275645408283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948713732900077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806504390674762,0.29440849446363976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244079144688155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132053203872406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944856906393426,0.0,0.0,0.04883991055269055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216126245356256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646866925798536,0.0,0.0,0.10649322397352233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536478425971218,0.0,0.10267297484694153,0.0,0.0,0.1294874098562829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6260168047971539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873552203072577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717821736328256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734220285129698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100636935458554,0.07162188059698438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205842411239964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375885304076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775644712246252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763713873479515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189237135151871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697257280093014,0.0,0.0774804237364066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032026043407981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Neoguy396,2018/11/15,"Programmer and entepreneur with anxiety issues. Big impact on career Hey, I'm a software engineer and tech entrepreneur who owns 2 startups. Most my time is spent in front of the pc and recently I got neckpain and headaches, shortness of breath exclusively when I use the Pc - my posture and ergonomics is all ok yet I stop breathing properly and have pain. 

My doctor has said this is more mental than physical, as I don't have problems using pc in my uni. 

I think it may have something to do with my workplace being in my bedroom? As it's somewhere I spend my whole day in. 

Also joined gym and have been doing stretches. Also noticed my mood to be off. I take multivitamins in the morning, could it be due to that or its just cause of the anxiety/depression?

How can I train myself to be less anxious, be neutral towards work and be able to work properly infront of the pc? This was my passion as far as I remember and now it seems a burden.",4.783051702395966,6.034465699453556,5.762295081967213,78.82233291298867,69.60109289617486,8.472299285414039,33.20260613703236,8.841846274778883,2.8858200084068937,745,35,137,13,13,246,117,183,0.069,0.889,0.042,-0.5979,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,7,1,22,5,2,4,1,26,31,18,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,9,11,0,1,3,1,2,1,1,3,0,0,5,1,19,2,24,18,6,22,0,0,0,1,3,12,0,4,9,104,28,8,0.1877922965843309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003548634620028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436605928768938,0.2121518421882408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929144183609665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993686802434006,0.0,0.0,0.1211104956278168,0.0,0.16174522987333642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221337299501046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019465473126328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600636766366364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925046573746426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138027743402219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982424390710188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969186592757294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542223744556013,0.0,0.21273206410967244,0.0,0.17863347805490612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095905382497165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457168461212996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700276872690844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411964359917451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032972093064707,0.0,0.0,0.1095031983239682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243844984332149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966339268686496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734300570177012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ASIS100,2018/11/15,Reddit I've tried to post uh video today but lacky internet,0.8024999999999984,3.2773742500000047,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,98.16666666666666,5.7333333333333325,14.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.36903333333333377,49,1,9,1,2,16,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6347318134771186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6282100158882795,0.0,0.0,0.4499641106773916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DrWwevox,2018/11/15,"Dont know what to do So I like this girl and i told her i liked her,she looked a bit confused and i just moved on,she just broke up with her boyfriend I wanted to let her know i still liked her,the thing is that i dont know if i should tell her that i still like her or should i try to do it indirectly?",-1.9624569640062568,-0.17264042253520984,0.11765258215962505,108.27003129890457,94.07042253521126,3.718935837245697,12.114241001564945,5.033348758259628,-1.8672453834115808,234,3,68,1,9,76,40,71,0.078,0.7509999999999999,0.171,0.7258,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,14,5,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,15,4,5,10,1,4,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,4,6,44,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500277955231785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045546642529495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548956616625198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22011288713886734,0.0,0.42065100569297603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076004056919556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287820675573521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438059446802911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881424138768288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300589990971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056854384126422,0.0,0.14614405888995874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269630139417015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Music9393,2018/11/15,"Anxious when visiting parents and relatives I was in another country for a long time, where I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. I had lost control of my life, a lot of panic attacks, etc. I came back to my home country to try to become functional again, I started therapy and I got a lot better. But every relative seems like they think that suddenly I'm back to normal again magically, and have a lot of expectations from me. Some are simple things, like going shopping together, but they fill me with overwhelming anxiety. Then I'm blocked and I can't do anything. I don't even want to visit anyone. My therapist told me to just explain to them the situation. I did and everybody is offended and say that I don't want to see them, etc. Now I think everyone hates me. I don't think it's fair, because I tried my best to get healthy and they are screwing up my efforts.",4.225520361990952,5.801916882352946,5.752352941176473,77.11251131221721,71.3529411764706,9.70135746606335,33.665158371040725,10.035473477838034,3.682285067873304,690,35,128,19,13,234,105,170,0.162,0.7509999999999999,0.087,-0.7788,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,5,9,11,4,2,5,0,13,4,0,1,0,28,31,11,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,10,0,2,5,1,1,5,4,7,0,0,8,2,27,4,18,23,7,19,0,2,1,1,11,3,1,5,13,93,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413060511854752,0.1030898939549638,0.1522387627362605,0.0,0.09422628591035456,0.0,0.11089477441706087,0.0,0.0,0.1533072634438009,0.0,0.20724195742500784,0.0,0.0821475390285571,0.14883019068990738,0.0,0.0,0.14142074594811824,0.11918295413056805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541278393330914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511431316065922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677705452853542,0.0,0.0,0.15444493136773413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30058272864867164,0.08900672720971707,0.0,0.1135398596862576,0.12876753457066553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040576133601248,0.0,0.07658636871667171,0.0,0.1077786936471615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330461329112933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517377654889165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518392334720273,0.13167240553288054,0.0,0.0,0.11925704381862776,0.0,0.0,0.14710483627435558,0.34370060742873143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203473125991008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811008021434955,0.14963338161455786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716537872273717,0.0,0.0,0.10738508799274904,0.12267908948809522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147421530166846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538276943296244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410810447487253,0.15646502065122844,0.0895275684197433,0.2590434423655917,0.0,0.0,0.0785787729041379,0.0,0.0,0.12876753457066553,0.0,0.1829843697311873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896812543565153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Autumn-Moon,2018/11/15,"Had to talk on the phone to a client in front of a coworker Ugh one of my worst fears. I sounded like a damn retard, forgetting words, rambling sentences, saying dumb shit. I hate phones.",3.671666666666667,5.579651722222224,3.84,88.90500000000002,73.44444444444444,7.022222222222222,25.88888888888889,7.793537801064563,1.3736222222222216,146,5,29,2,3,45,31,36,0.517,0.41100000000000003,0.07200000000000001,-0.9741,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,1,1,2,3,1,6,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901337617114711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300320541834004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21279594450267567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951513464341254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34638021369780786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471030763831877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35009210695766285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kwassa7,2018/11/15,"Wanted to share some advice from my therapist... My therapist recommended to me a few weeks ago to be honest about my social anxiety when meeting new people or talking to large groups. I know it sounds weird, but I tried it and it works. I met a group of people at a university event the other day and prefaced by saying ""Hi I'm _____ it's so nice to meet you all, also I'm so sorry if I seem disinterested at all I promise I'm not I just have a bit of social anxiety."" After that, I didn't feel uncomfortable because I had nothing to hide and thus I wasn't anxious because I had already disclosed the thing I normally try to hide.  I would recommend trying this, and if you do let me know how it works for you. ",2.5421494252873598,4.1345780137931065,4.828706896551727,81.96489942528737,75.75862068965517,7.591954022988506,25.8764367816092,8.344100000000001,1.7429885057471264,552,20,112,10,12,193,92,145,0.034,0.79,0.17600000000000002,0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,2,7,5,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,2,22,18,13,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,3,20,4,16,10,5,9,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,5,7,79,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714201427108612,0.1425486738038067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774582216088239,0.12859997994164715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460389573776405,0.1816699242723781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605699529145784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556325424877495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370937316572217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131054549486394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767543271869346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644394795747076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531163948654453,0.0,0.0,0.15756000113365645,0.15430186927895365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297129954394002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788284591427046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463957043300259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32785180392135765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001402269165764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925326909385307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734264249405179,0.10683525196064284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275390182625528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485011172761618,0.0,0.1289923639885406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341437021702711,0.0,0.0,0.11423505978349265,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shinisnot,2018/11/15,"Socially inept and nice guy syndrome Although I don't talk much on the internet because of my anxiety (yes, that bad). I have come to the realization that I might have ""nice guy"" syndrome irl: act nice in a desperate atemt to get laid while stalking them and think all beautiful girls like all douche bag. Can anyone suggest ways or books that could help, thanks.",7.190970149253732,7.707374626865673,6.441007462686567,78.71733208955227,63.92537313432835,10.282089552238807,34.660447761194035,10.125756701596842,3.3947044776119397,288,12,53,6,4,88,54,67,0.08199999999999999,0.659,0.259,0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,0,2,9,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,5,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,2,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710323670426134,0.0,0.0,0.1892966230344632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260433603241396,0.1650309314270532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332048870022807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615120783853406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144219666853033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361189510398933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814606937173321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226214677458506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28719554507043804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901340301320436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275969181771596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21759782003023992,0.0,0.249246427944284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346910643625585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488823216813116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ParanoidAndroid001,2018/11/15,"Anyone Here Over 30 and Trying to Change? I feel a bit old reading the majority of posts in this subreddit that seem to be memes or posts about high school and college.

I started a separate subreddit at r/SocialAnxietyAction which is aimed at people who are a bit older and trying to take action against SAD.

Please feel free to join me there if you're interested",7.1954347826086975,7.452054304347832,7.383876811594202,72.84798913043481,63.92753623188406,10.378260869565215,31.74275362318841,10.125756701596842,3.0123884057971013,293,10,54,6,4,95,55,69,0.054000000000000006,0.799,0.147,0.6875,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,8,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,11,7,3,11,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,3,3,32,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535593281228845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795235699477232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323226632476409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208703761462648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320344194579537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304481195937233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225280769984828,0.0,0.0,0.24107040061805798,0.0,0.0,0.4206593198359324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967359238055206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226125625001344,0.0,0.19992848465280488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544403397753115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651225182557894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29820719984276506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DB8907,2018/11/15,"Depression, Anxiety, Loss, and being Touched. I use to be more out going in High School. Lots of friends and parties etc. I have had friends but none I have ever felt I could truly trust. I am a very loyal person and I think I just felt others are not as loyal to me. After school and through most of my 20s I started to isolate myself after I was emotionally hurt by a girl. Just realizing I am so different from the people I was around. Years later after my mid 20s. One of my HS friends I felt truly understood me and I let her very close to my heart. She passed away right in front of me and it took me back to the most hopeless of places. I felt numb. I couldn't even physically feel hot water on my skin while showering. I feel I am in a better place almost 2 years later. But it is so hard to meet someone like me so I could develope more friendships. I don't like to be touched. I have been that way for a while. It spikes though out the years. It takes years for me to build that type of relationship with someone. It seems like most girls would not have the time for that. It also seems like bc of society most of guys would see that as strange. (I am a male) No matter how strong the attraction is, It just feels like someone is rubbing ice cubes on me and I just shut down physically and mentally for a few seconds. Even when my friends shake my hand or grab my shoulders, I just hate it. I feel like most people do not understand this. I wonder if it is possible that I will have any type of meaningful friendships or relationships in the future. I love my alone time too much, and I feel like some people just do not get that. And see me as distant or even ""mental"". I use to say to myself they are just strange. Unable to spend 10 minutes alone bc they hate their own company. I'm completely okay with being alone, even long term. I just wish I had a choice or options in that matter. It seems like 99% of people do, besides me. ",1.9333852380299064,3.9402259467005085,3.1782013993689127,91.242865276444,78.87309644670052,6.2899163122513375,22.069968445602964,7.329194593529364,0.6550987241048154,1509,45,327,20,37,488,185,394,0.107,0.6679999999999999,0.225,0.9957,2,3,0,0,0,1,44.0,0,0,3,3,23,28,2,1,13,1,35,7,4,3,1,74,65,29,0,7,19,0,17,8,4,3,1,1,1,5,19,16,1,0,18,0,1,5,8,8,0,2,11,20,56,20,48,43,15,45,0,4,2,1,19,19,0,18,28,233,75,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781106209327295,0.242368596243566,0.0,0.0623804754671251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053045994248201216,0.0,0.059673520756446385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944088243447714,0.0,0.0,0.07328815383184664,0.05998093883679041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898897859214069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178663403497062,0.0,0.0,0.12456110095374785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718549004161277,0.0,0.0,0.0814984985623841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774499239646508,0.0,0.0,0.08699606241171295,0.206085953912524,0.07055988108317754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972080590822195,0.16718010855855595,0.2995876757425726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410655114572141,0.0,0.0407543309947857,0.0,0.044331971718505316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723709648847092,0.0,0.0,0.06987705200743573,0.1540273419490642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243616002886973,0.0,0.08241643995625793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350583886590869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976527621615025,0.0,0.3048739589566429,0.0,0.0,0.0690318653618196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631696067887324,0.07040245097055649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572211469992911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734256318011046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285812641369676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631505210786267,0.06811085364331887,0.1629969971247682,0.0,0.0,0.08793878332114582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749610020705105,0.0,0.0666157424976897,0.0,0.06203261256993249,0.0,0.15789020890196884,0.1243195822874272,0.21303814308358693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982798486051504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521225653847093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864996297982585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998237829719601,0.07663939991563036,0.0,0.09097054727711028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866662933987802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120583251939742,0.0,0.13474234452666858,0.0,0.12872439296158622,0.0,0.0619166440209343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970176394299027,0.0,0.08459296640460952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082485934357383,0.0,0.0,0.20093034450486946
socialanxiety,chickendickaroo,2018/11/15,"Interviews I’m 20 years old and I haven’t gotten a job once in my life because of job interviews. So because of that I have no experience with them. Job interviews suck the soul outta me and tomorrow I have a one for a Government job position and it’s a panel interview. I finally went to get help from my doctor for my anxiety because I need to get a job and somehow function like a normal human being. However, I haven’t found a medication that helps I’m so fucking scared for tomorrow I’ve already had panic attacks over it and cried over it I feel like my world is ending. I’ve cancelled many interviews in the past and I’m done with that I’m tired of being terrified. Does anyone have any advice to deal with this? Any tips for interviews would help.",2.0360526315789467,4.449416552631583,4.184736842105264,81.98065789473684,80.84210526315789,8.010526315789475,25.947368421052627,8.841846274778883,2.409452631578947,604,25,115,16,16,207,84,152,0.18,0.736,0.084,-0.9322,6,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,3,2,9,0,11,5,0,0,0,15,24,8,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,5,1,13,2,18,16,0,13,1,0,0,1,12,5,2,1,9,69,20,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169855695171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743243389864282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693822597765133,0.0,0.09527237577312743,0.0,0.0,0.0870809133131831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416816590959774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22775436777300614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368007916090136,0.0,0.12839475484707294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274714543068429,0.10898535473765797,0.1274471465574422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103050307370343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182352717304175,0.0,0.0,0.0629709126332743,0.08897104289293646,0.0,0.13642693359406802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655113239281835,0.0,0.1151347599233228,0.13013349598609664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504286027829277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6179311794541601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796593113828312,0.12168741685155444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626350462965927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546044291434802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234446039449287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202226667527145,0.0,0.0,0.13068325428897504,0.13263050179091687,0.08439118755709031,0.0,0.0,0.14612026841623807,0.0,0.0,0.11888704363087807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468576448258722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313983347648854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154493631811512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846928680041341,0.0,0.0,0.08019935409887761
socialanxiety,throwawayacc1118,2018/11/15,"In college, only talk to friends in class Hi, I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this, but here goes.

I'm in my second year of college, and I don't have much of a social life outside of talking to friends in class. I feel lucky that I have made friends in all my classes, but I don't talk with any friends outside of class. I've made a couple friends from last year, but we don't really talk or hang out much (and we didn't last year either, except in class). I also have a crush on someone in my class, and I feel like he's the only person from my friends right now that I'd wanna even hang out with outside of class, but obviously I'm not about to make the first move (I'd get anxious if it even went past friendship honestly). idek if anything will happen; he's really nice but the semester is almost over and we haven't really gotten anywhere (idk if he likes me either, I'm okay just hanging out as friends too). 

the real issue is, I don't know if I'd care about having a huge social life right now if it wasn't for the pressure of having one in college. I'm working on my own small projects and I want to focus on those, but I feel like I keep getting upset at the fact that I don't hang out with friends or anything often, while everyone else seems to be. I live at home, so that's not helping my case, and I think it just upsets me more because no one I know is living at home and I keep comparing my life to everyone else's. I feel like I won't truly be able to make friends unless I'm out there partying or trying to meet up with people all the time. I'm just not a huge fan of partying or going out at night. the clubs at my school don't really interested me either... and you guys are probably familiar with those of us not wanting to make the first step in making friends. but I do sometimes ask people to hang out... it's just I could probably do it more often with people in class, I'm just not ballsy enough to.

this was kind of a rant, I wanted to put my thoughts in order and see if this is a normal thing. thanks for reading :)",3.650756783262501,3.8718671967963414,4.862003105590063,88.00244565217393,71.54004576659041,7.707388035305655,26.362291598561626,7.447530270364453,1.1441023864007849,1603,47,360,16,28,532,180,437,0.065,0.733,0.20199999999999999,0.9969,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,4,1,0,3,18,26,0,3,17,1,28,3,0,6,5,92,66,32,0,13,34,0,4,4,10,2,3,0,2,2,16,25,0,2,9,2,0,10,17,3,0,5,8,5,37,23,66,53,11,60,0,0,1,0,30,35,0,16,17,231,53,15,0.07044284914753575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053833797277974,0.0,0.0,0.056333121012983926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479035530085498,0.0,0.0,0.07958036877687882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115936925457376,0.0,0.06585455486729859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294130701345058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182117947570478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056242883057503634,0.07794367273734402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176919228675818,0.0,0.0,0.07278629372992959,0.0,0.09305367499922876,0.0,0.0,0.1346223222449025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424720843991521,0.15097315651843898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983730299829548,0.0,0.0,0.5442397051034357,0.0,0.07360696251641669,0.0,0.040034294526640216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974949566502672,0.062292378860083965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047216356912061434,0.0,0.14131984250765392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735240328832527,0.0,0.12522568195147654,0.0,0.07335538734947672,0.07742709530365581,0.11484064787414823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492676027863511,0.13765927155094487,0.0,0.12440465274019467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330945420047066,0.18808459521467305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486960054209622,0.10356719876308797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610584199549224,0.06901903573154218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546779531527066,0.10714992210610942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672456702858469,0.14650860605107233,0.06150797876827323,0.07359778436300632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746477728131912,0.0,0.15189861137680422,0.0,0.0,0.0708145198387617,0.0,0.0,0.07046191198293901,0.08017938423221435,0.18050997182461134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047342483642076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712919241015352,0.05613383050416181,0.06412852421552821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361522725747916,0.05968599748702131,0.0,0.06966977902590157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639155166467609,0.0,0.0,0.2264771752683537,0.0,0.06485431119979046,0.0,0.0,0.04679909887919408,0.045136933376158,0.0,0.055923753680537855,0.041075791824314915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782607058111698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847340741252357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464705261551405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653012268964716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512832331496902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608865587444774
socialanxiety,memoispain,2018/11/15,"DAE feels really behind their peers?How is your self care?  I feel so behind everyone in terms of almost everything(except my education). Due to being isolated and having no friends nor social media I never bought clothes or good makeup, because why invest in clothes or products when I don't go out at all? It took me almost a decade to be at the same level as a teenager. Anyway, how about you folks?",4.916,6.919577866666668,5.647666666666666,76.83550000000002,70.33333333333334,7.666666666666668,27.166666666666664,8.344100000000001,2.0964666666666667,320,11,53,5,6,104,65,75,0.057,0.8140000000000001,0.129,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,2,12,11,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,2,2,8,3,12,7,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,4,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321696891046834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198327505189594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27092398156210257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539112822705944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26871672568345434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052981988142996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101743735434278,0.22287722201555615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049432248792873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023000957165346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27720875340775425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708728084499384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952298539119581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397751580711565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,disgruntledandalone,2018/11/15,"I feel like I'm not afraid of rejection itself, but I'm afraid of giving people an excuse to confirm my deeper belief that I'm fundamentally unworthy of their affection I'm starting to become attracted to a girl in one of my classes. Obviously, as civilized human beings we don't outright state our distaste for someone to their face until the discussion comes up, so she doesn't tell me she finds me unattractive, and I'm deliberately keeping the ambiguity by not pushing any further in this direction. 

I feel a burning desire to just straight up tell her I'm attracted to her. Except I have a problem. I'm not worried about her not being attracted to me. I'm worried about her feeling literally offended that someone with my level of attractiveness, sociablility, etc. would dare to overstep the invisible social boundaries in place. It's stupid. I don't agree with those aspects of the culture but at the same time people do have some instinct to smugly slap down and ridicule attempted assertions of ""status"" by individuals who are implicitly low status in some regard. 

And I think this is fundamentally why people with low self-confidence have trouble with starting on fashion, flirting, conversing, expressing attraction and the like. They feel a deep sense of wrongness when attempting to signal their membership to a perceived higher echelon that they feel they are inherently disqualified from. And even if they're quite sure it's just in their head, they don't want to risk getting their efforts slapped down by others, as it would confirm what they're afraid of.

So how do we deal with this?",9.512187500000003,9.301266677083332,9.311194444444443,62.50325000000001,59.3125,12.124444444444444,41.76944444444445,11.4731,5.118955277777777,1305,65,202,32,15,425,161,288,0.12,0.701,0.179,0.9343,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,9,4,10,23,3,4,12,0,16,2,2,2,3,47,37,15,0,6,10,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,14,13,0,1,9,0,0,2,8,14,0,1,0,5,29,9,48,33,4,26,1,3,0,0,31,18,0,4,7,143,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135318208433887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460438554728887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838586676857927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536550165744555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622042586248345,0.0984403606151138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767987499138456,0.10647512109543468,0.0,0.0,0.13622103093997634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786791799420366,0.1429739777510486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295935295964705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247473879649646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562808329280072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009942293847396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099793750865775,0.0,0.15571641707278674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261237767893373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852374844928327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548256102563648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192881700980584,0.2525643878694249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098437194136044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046964373458315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605372981227217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549963499337746,0.0,0.0,0.08690716964741947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790840919991583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448657442787434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027173114638748,0.0,0.21174929997473613,0.16295324414015544,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IronicWhisper,2018/11/15,"Just Had My First Interview Ever Hey guys, it’s my first time posting on here and its pretty much just a vent. So I went to my first interview today and it went pretty well, I answered most of the questions and feel pretty qualified for the position but I hate how shitty my social skills are. It makes me hate myself because I act, or at least feel like I act, so stupid in front of other people. I stutter, lose my train of thought, and just feel like I fuck up every time.

Someone came up to me to shake my hand and I said “Thank you” instead of “Nice to meet you”. It’s seriously that bad. I could be overthinking and analyzing every single mistake I make but it just feels like what comes so natural to others is my biggest flaw, and I ruin everything with it. 

I’m a pretty introverted person. I wouldn’t say i’m lonely as I have a group of friends that that i’ve known since the beginning of high school and they’re still my only friends 3 years into college, but we talk every day. We rarely go out as a group and prefer to just play games together and speak through discord. 

I feel like nothing makes me want to talk more than video games, i know all the ins and outs and could talk about them for days but they give me no valuable skills that I could use to better myself. 

Im 20 and never had a girlfriend. I don’t believe my looks are the problem as I get complimented pretty often but my social skills are probably enough to fuck everything up, so I don’t even try.

Anyways, the only reason I posted this was to vent but I guess if any of you guys want to share your own stories or even give me some pointers, go ahead.",2.9135269105963992,4.523524459214503,3.9856730446458535,88.32236544701803,74.80060422960725,6.7163925254559675,23.73962179702361,7.3871296695380915,0.9127844019245837,1280,38,266,15,27,415,179,331,0.174,0.645,0.18,0.1044,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,4,2,9,20,28,5,1,11,0,15,3,1,6,3,67,48,30,0,10,14,0,6,4,3,1,0,3,0,3,15,21,0,0,12,4,0,10,5,14,1,3,8,10,46,14,38,35,9,38,0,3,1,2,34,12,2,8,18,180,61,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648824739845856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935727749949308,0.05063672779670489,0.0,0.0,0.09358779656239427,0.0,0.0734658016257647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500624776465803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155466118916923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198966153428398,0.0,0.0,0.10714238053383797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583017144259228,0.0,0.10972962723149213,0.07513864289889349,0.20996199169194069,0.0,0.14931010102279638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100052565379902,0.2373716486657452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196963881124506,0.0,0.0,0.12835435025230793,0.15358776795850984,0.04339895527304944,0.15937041660956197,0.09441751150441732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150740460016872,0.16449831044225585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402246242072754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776459591210647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972635849164612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565132062413323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232889837364428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975516011719529,0.09293046026987456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663431282085034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061063628673331184,0.0,0.06406620861731911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970479953123652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635203296037745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057588034462629376,0.07253069351705982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591099945788523,0.4225438056386058,0.08956002008247475,0.07948367388905908,0.0,0.0,0.09305378540991507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540646723144175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901551381912529,0.06605802408429551,0.0,0.0840679989945816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871368483645908,0.0,0.0,0.1693522083019271,0.07038219882497823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633722432485516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029775303482425,0.0,0.0764767151041286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659457312653376,0.09687379515441608,0.0,0.07873757869075843,0.0,0.0,0.05639687950912733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174301283766489,0.0,0.0,0.09798985814096292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468699595703371,0.15400744323463428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349227199485218
socialanxiety,awkextrovert,2018/11/15,"Isolated and no longer know how to interact with people I’m not 100% comfortable with I feel alone and I don’t want to face anyone in fear of them judging me. I’ve had plenty of friends in the past when I wasn’t as socially anxious and depressed, could hang out with semi-normally and pass as a normal outgoing person but lately I’ve been having trouble with eye contact and regular things and the people that i feel like my friends see me a little differently.. idk. They’ve never said anything nor have they treated me differently but there have been instances where I’ve been called snarky little things and to add on to that I don’t feel like I have a whole lot of support. I want to be better, do better, and meet better people, but how can I do that without embarrassing the hell out of myself? I’m a wreck socially and emotionally. I don’t want to step foot out of myself for anything. I have school tomorrow and I need to go.. help",3.6433333333333344,5.345288770053479,4.79499465240642,82.88935472370771,73.06417112299465,7.767415329768271,26.370409982174692,8.447377352677275,1.8223678431372543,748,26,145,13,15,246,101,187,0.10400000000000001,0.674,0.222,0.9795,2,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,5,15,1,2,7,0,18,3,3,2,1,37,32,19,0,6,5,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,18,0,0,4,0,0,4,9,5,0,0,6,6,19,10,26,24,2,18,1,1,2,0,13,9,1,1,7,99,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338607173989039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601210778968612,0.0,0.09037237539035467,0.0,0.2127182258246268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429249036006684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197544469240055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319306167604587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132008892846748,0.0,0.0,0.2700708174304297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538526623162698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543859512915416,0.19605321322368224,0.1846678952085486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997115311385128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734539411861355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663141300852108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103066723036043,0.0,0.14579603240463127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628692669357194,0.2590785179583097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988101680385748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583487267728794,0.09968310845758904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663443308523686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338070568252353,0.2688103951719943,0.11285333008469467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294331448442733,0.0,0.0,0.1308046728915365,0.10299297472724156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26350169476283936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666774948060646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173167641802595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869935339443806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429944881356618,0.0,0.1245893136223326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gh0strr,2018/11/15,"Weed problems So I stopped smoking weed after about 5 months of smoking because it started to make me very depressed and feel very weird. I have become very paranoid about things and whenever I smoke now I just constantly think about what others are thinking about me to the point where it’s crazy. I’m definitely not smoking like ever again now because idk if I’m developing schizophrenia, something that my father has. LMK if you think I should be worried. I hear voices coming in the tone of my friends voice, but I know it’s 2 crazy to be real cause there my best friends.",3.020969696969697,5.773773309090912,3.1104545454545485,89.08901515151518,79.54545454545455,5.121212121212121,27.34848484848485,6.42735559955562,1.1926666666666668,464,20,85,4,12,141,75,110,0.157,0.722,0.121,0.4232,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,12,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,1,20,17,6,0,4,5,1,1,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,13,4,11,14,1,13,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,10,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236119994083656,0.2014306221500243,0.0,0.0,0.19140248836072848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873603039548204,0.0,0.1571090887553269,0.0,0.1970940949762489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708849390203133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649782630505127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922196651907461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28182140297765124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556188399437067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002343839596078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910441639404898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174383825002408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557848651944216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241339239018866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745184362290826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075948000698725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040938465006805,0.0,0.0,0.12909350246889684,0.0,0.0,0.15248257087441144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116892226484713,0.35059608213700644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514617889874237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522148173941927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheNothingGuy,2018/11/15,"I feel that people abuse of my shyness and kindness, need some advices. First off, sorry about the long post but I really feel that I have to tell everything that is going on to understand what title says.

Im a teenager (16). I have social anxiety (it's not that bad but it's extremely hard for me to meet new people), and im shy. In March I moved to this new school (in my country school starts in March and ends in December) and I acted very retarded and I was ""friend"" of some retarded people too. In April I stopped hanging out with them (because literally I wouldn't talk with them when we were together at breaks because I was too scared of and I noticed they would do whatever the fuck they wanted with me, besides only one of them was like ""my real friend"", the other ones were friend of my ""real friend"" but not mine).

So, when I stopped hanging out with them I started going to the library at breaks and in May some guys started talking about how good the E3 was being at the class group (in my country there is only one grade, it isn't separated by classes like in the U.S). So I joined them and they were like ""Didn't knew you play videogames that's so cool"". Next day everything was pretty much the same but at least I wasn't the retarded shy guy everyone thought I was.

So yeah I started talking with some guys of that group (they aren't like my friends, hell we don't even hang out together at breaks or at lunch, we just talk but we aren't friends, at at least I think that way I don't know what they think about it). Since they sit right next to me we talk sometimes in class a little bit and yesterday two of them wanted some cookies that I have, I said no (joking) and they were like ""come on dude"" and I gave them one and they started taking photos of me while I eat and making fun of me. Then one of them picked up a juice I had on the table and threw it to the floor.

I was pretty mad about it but I didn't said anything (thanks social anxiety). After that I went to the library as always and I felt pretty bad because I don't have friends and people do whatever they want with me since im always very kind and shy and I never say ""stop"" and when I say it people take it as I was joking and not serious. I don't know if that's the reason I don't have friends at school (almost everybody likes me at school because again, I always try to be very kind but even with that I don't have any friends) or I don't know.

Im tired that people do everything that they want with me and abuse of my shyness and kindness. I don't know if im being too dramatic but what happened yesterday really triggered these thoughts that im everybodys joke and that I don't have any friends. I know that the guys I said above always do jokes (and sometimes some pretty bad ones like the one they did to me) and even one of them apologized at the end of the class but still.

Could someone give me some advices about what to do in this situation, the school year is about to end and at least I want some stuff to change before summer starts. Who knows, maybe I can make some friends next year if im brave enough.",3.2891932902020926,4.405396500000002,4.00090775695325,90.55566097512173,73.0282131661442,7.185273127459482,24.70299473087441,7.53845456269673,0.950278023077436,2429,71,534,28,47,773,225,638,0.129,0.7140000000000001,0.157,0.9606,0,0,0,0,2,0,67.0,5,1,20,1,24,40,3,1,21,2,52,4,0,6,1,109,96,52,0,12,18,0,4,7,11,3,1,6,0,4,34,43,2,3,16,5,0,10,21,8,0,10,27,11,87,32,75,62,16,86,1,0,0,1,62,33,2,16,44,359,121,10,0.0,0.10785969895843038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889567897239123,0.0,0.0,0.0455784026484155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149417088408446,0.0,0.0,0.061905837025985636,0.0,0.06964030560781903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03745636785739665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401363598245152,0.1109862374167958,0.0,0.03873136133737111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969245037330424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815063591258236,0.03920860885256643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03634138319351767,0.0,0.0,0.02935450758950658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657494988277183,0.0,0.0,0.12094286494281435,0.04703092103174823,0.0,0.09019005810711704,0.0,0.0,0.043493159784333865,0.12272243173501578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046029224784183635,0.0,0.043703172342137865,0.0,0.0,0.03871648386771055,0.0,0.0,0.3868270056013336,0.04207945798599808,0.0,0.04366376853490502,0.05173638189163468,0.03817725050547572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027476627936886,0.04025026967190772,0.0,0.04077402502051629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441609456013505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189594565289312,0.1500887358733523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566013182152158,0.04561969354048703,0.0,0.04028084935775808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076550468177117,0.0,0.04572764549049968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837705136957614,0.033460013533449594,0.03375005814054406,0.035105286959609044,0.08792062975371154,0.14522258835377774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182106744335799,0.0,0.0,0.2467463645948135,0.06923500657731979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933330242713428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04359241898639906,0.18522739984258801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361594456756576,0.05831833024653312,0.04679875093397827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038871015209285535,0.1298904218033351,0.10859012612947404,0.04557015962417668,0.2303266645957805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530377327756944,0.0511626806499632,0.0,0.0927970922267979,0.03856615429449945,0.0,0.09003436520134779,0.05095222190646126,0.19330173768342904,0.0,0.03634969738787466,0.11416200410071745,0.0,0.0,0.05210573455107624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684457912659882,0.18292300651172425,0.03978360418756914,0.04190566427139771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833053011617936,0.0,0.07227035499038753,0.0,0.052314753710417335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030902853181469524,0.0,0.04446320447643625,0.0473844925027093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266813929431314,0.13423465206586124,0.03612903979159466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04219443920087068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032333759495815795,0.0,0.0,0.05862252813234525
socialanxiety,vastminds,2018/11/15,"i think i have some social anxiety issues i've been avoiding. advice on this situation? basically, here's the story:

​

 i was a summer program at a college this past summer. it was residential. we had busy days, and ate all three meals in the cafeteria, so people sat with their groups or whatever. a lot of people already knew each other since they were from the same school, i only had my friend from school, but that was MORE than enough.

​

we ate every meal together, just us. we socialized a bit with our dorm mates but didn't really get close enough to eat with them. a few days into the program, my friend had to leave for a bit. when she told me the day before that she was leaving for one day, my heart sank, and it's all i could think about for the night. all i did was replay over and over again the next day's schedule. trying to envision where i'd sit in the cafeteria, who i could possibly ask to sit with if i got the courage, excuses i could make to stay at the dorms alone all day, places i could hide during lunch, etc. 

​

she left the next day at around lunch, and everything was fine. i went to class and did my thing. then, dinner came. i didn't even enter the cafeteria. i just went to a common area, ate a granola bar, and went on reddit on my laptop. then i went to the bathroom and cried thinking about how hard the next day was going to be. i cried thinking about how terrible i am socially. that lasted 10 minutes, i re-grouped, then i went back outside.

​

that same night, i called my mom and asked her to pick me up so i could just come home for a bit and get myself together. (i just wanted to return to the program when my friend did so i didn't have to be alone all day). she kept pestering me on what was wrong, which caused me to cry a lot. since i was crying, she caved and let me come home.

​

i guess the thought of eating 3 meals alone during a program of a ton of people my age all eating with their friend groups caused me great anxiety. i was so relieved when my mom picked me up. when i returned the next day at night, my friend got back before me and made fun of me a bit for leaving, even though i refused to admit it had anything to do with her.

​

is this social anxiety? or am i just shy? 

​

on top of this, i did a similar thing last week. i have 3 close friends at school and i only eat with them. i don't always have all of them to eat with, but i always eat with at least one of them. one day, they told me they were all gonna be out one day because of a field trip, and that i would be alone for a few classes. i shrugged it off. but for days on end i tried to visualize my day without them, especially lunch, and freaked myself out. i ended up asking my mom to stay home from school that day for unrelated reasons just to avoid having to deal with it.

​

this can't be normal

​

tl;dr- when i was told by a friend she was leaving the summer program we were at for just ONE day, i spent hours of my day overthinking what that day would be like, had a total breakdown in the bathroom at dinner, and then called my mom to get me the next morning. i couldn't handle the anxiety of what would happen when i had to choose where to sit at meals. is this normal? should i be worried?",3.7573461416322615,4.6689498194029895,4.376141632264211,89.07808986979998,71.70149253731344,7.314067958081932,24.852334074309304,7.459000224883572,0.9539669736424256,2569,71,555,27,47,818,250,670,0.092,0.826,0.083,0.7054,0,6,0,0,0,0,115.0,6,0,10,1,32,18,0,2,39,0,59,23,1,9,9,103,98,39,0,14,15,4,1,1,8,5,0,0,5,0,26,39,22,4,9,1,1,11,7,5,0,6,49,1,93,13,91,30,27,106,0,0,0,0,55,36,0,7,55,391,119,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03276350372002308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890098564515832,0.036999354569805694,0.0,0.055796526006921435,0.32695146062605857,0.3666654032972293,0.0,0.0,0.10259634678484778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02759096526399235,0.029847329120947806,0.09403340973470924,0.0,0.0,0.05156244447597228,0.0,0.020438563564187884,0.0,0.05706029208998785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464170447441558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847236330769366,0.038347486467308935,0.0,0.06888567758772733,0.0,0.057763388538859387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338482478006441,0.0,0.14731721910433188,0.389214075478151,0.03456624411522586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058471599723964,0.0,0.0,0.05939231122229511,0.06928747140998004,0.037392959536178216,0.04429030189410135,0.0,0.028249070717259555,0.0,0.030133108154041518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132737465114995,0.0,0.05255151811124467,0.0,0.019054927069962157,0.0,0.05363134932640806,0.036965110862433766,0.03693524417737185,0.0,0.02964899844565755,0.0,0.030034805091013726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03973124180358132,0.0,0.0,0.1008949698387956,0.0,0.03301865902842678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03499487379620511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466014065647993,0.0,0.14200667476012052,0.036428637193743535,0.034284997082132375,0.0,0.016380252299449644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700918773752583,0.0,0.03172532396987899,0.022380425877206792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707193633419894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828883845469187,0.09439222144536627,0.0657013047365428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135983472902241,0.050999623583360514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03200659230337808,0.06973298359403579,0.0,0.035029976926774134,0.0,0.0,0.037798163218311615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021479111778965283,0.034472715462789905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357298716507231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055469975109684384,0.03768725654340531,0.0,0.13671167252398025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147349415519784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454947572459842,0.08593442035773638,0.0329414217204422,0.026617755113733144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611329096826876,0.0,0.04552708110590639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040330462217155374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01977588236250676,0.0,0.02689441023775106,0.0,0.0,0.15540552553802464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032320121241068166,0.0,0.0,0.034049654606931726,0.0,0.07145270773448736,0.03665797408955551,0.3666654032972293,0.0
socialanxiety,cruelcherry,2018/11/15,"Does anyone else get anxiety when retailers start chatting your ear off whenever you’re trying to shop in peace? I know it’s their job to do so, but as soon as I set foot inside a store, the retailer will rush up to me and begin their ramble about what sales they have, what I need help with, blah, blah, blah. The interaction causes me anxiety. Usually I just smile, nod, and say “Okay, thank you”. But some of them are really persistent and will keep popping up to ask if you need any help when you’re just trying to browse around in peace. I usually begin feeling extremely uncomfortable and leave. ",3.692434782608697,5.810471852173915,4.4915217391304365,83.34336956521744,73.95652173913044,8.773913043478261,23.67391304347826,9.3871,2.029886956521739,473,14,92,12,10,152,80,115,0.106,0.703,0.191,0.9321,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,4,1,8,2,0,0,3,1,5,2,2,1,0,18,16,12,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,14,2,16,14,1,16,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,2,8,55,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350976873654978,0.0,0.30395338103880715,0.0,0.0,0.1389098246511609,0.2035537730231165,0.0,0.17685223471582684,0.18572313547323788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040816779943201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385137500459286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165957487518421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004500079202484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037932448162243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663193113673613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714242425490888,0.17658084805726595,0.0,0.0,0.10918001753528553,0.0,0.0,0.21035548670136264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946122706538753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272686377540914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798483218592832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061473025988092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829022464619736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697583425653117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375985683189249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spiced_tomato,2018/11/15,"Having massive anxiety. I can’t control it. Background. 
I just started a new weekend job. Friday, Saturday, Sunday away from home. It’s a great job, and also has on going training which is fantastic! Without giving to much away, I am booked in with clients for treatments. This weekend was going to be my second weekend at this job. 

What’s been happening. 
My wisdom tooth started giving me grief last weekend and I was organising having them surgically removed at a time that it did not affect my job. The pain has gotten increasingly worse this week to the point I have Kuching down pain killers and have an ice pack glued to my face. I was going to suck it up for this weekend so I can work. I just got a call from the surgery saying they can fit me in this Friday. I took the appointment. 

The problem. 
I called my boss and she didn’t answer. I text her telling her what is going on then I called the business and spoke to the secretary. I could hear my boss in the background, barely but she said something along the the lines of ‘ohhhhh noooooo, just block her out then’. She didn’t want to speak to me from what I could gather because the secretary came back on the phone and said ‘well I don’t know what we are going to do with your clients then’ in a really snarky tone. No ‘are you ok’ nothing like that. 

My reaction. 
I’m freaking out. They’re going to hate me. They’re going to think I am unreliable and not give me training or treat me terribly. I don’t know if this is going to happen or not but I am freaking out. I feel deep guilt. I feel awful. What if they do hate me now? What if they want to fire me? What if I burned a bridge? What is everyone going to think of me? I’m terrified. I can’t ground myself. I hate myself. The timing is so bad and just my luck. Argh!!!!!!!! 

What do I do? I can’t control it. ",0.9083360717896872,3.2867414375000017,2.529739635995956,92.16859706774521,85.71195652173913,5.2710819009100085,21.05813953488372,6.7210904114959815,0.4408394084934271,1411,46,296,17,43,461,170,368,0.20199999999999999,0.748,0.049,-0.9961,4,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,1,2,4,3,10,21,5,1,20,2,37,4,2,5,0,51,75,22,1,9,16,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,1,0,23,16,0,3,7,6,0,13,12,14,1,1,14,9,57,7,41,58,2,52,0,1,0,0,28,20,1,7,20,213,80,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260943129918145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694585985967503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061143349257502,0.06981642613521831,0.07581076607042687,0.05534832484732312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278138230863149,0.10384629680091106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367059672220375,0.1449862418412948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675935295795666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181824864494098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612990404407588,0.4644125117150816,0.0,0.07261775846418797,0.1001027766753721,0.0,0.0,0.16058099114591445,0.0,0.0,0.2689263977157417,0.0,0.0,0.10233355400650276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910756692621877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604035978389379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979808070371604,0.07401075940963357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435827999867927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674541786619519,0.0,0.0,0.08769122532039683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712109427878001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932264327954737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583145308246394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868793935526895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816616478161842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273534515884284,0.07220452692892616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989910321847917,0.0,0.0,0.12853158036974624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935959987189092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635666563819502,0.0,0.0,0.1058876139257278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087756191935042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710752325670728,0.0,0.07283097707631712,0.0,0.08163639899278033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752398689553349,0.0,0.06610048098212225,0.0,0.092528757184999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wilson_58,2018/11/15,"I feel so lonely I'm 15, homeschooled (because of anxiety, my only friends are online and right now I  feel like I have no friends ",3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846157,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,72.84615384615384,6.7384615384615385,32.230769230769226,7.1686216300943375,2.0216769230769227,102,5,20,1,2,33,21,26,0.213,0.51,0.27699999999999997,0.4601,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018291425103278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24051359753221685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989919724150496,0.28186610616882585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6096556369525454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275686359529848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000725296154224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369429552821285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwfarawaymew,2018/11/15,"I feel like there is just something wrong with me no matter how hard I try I've gone back to uni and have really tried to socialise, be open and positive.

I keep my head up, smile, say hi, start conversations sometimes, I ask people things and open up more when they ask me things as I use to be very closed. 

But I see everyone else making friends and I seem to never get past the polite aqquaintances stage. I don't think anyone genuinely dislikes me, I hope they don't.. But i feel like there is something about me that is amiss. Something others can see, sense. Maybe I come across as a bit nervous, a bit jittery. I don't know.
But I don't know what more to do either.
I feel like I am really trying but not making friends with the natural ease others seem to be, and I feel lonelier each day.

Id appreciate any advice, because I am kind of lost now. ",2.8807101568951268,4.440576612716762,3.8940255986787764,89.15377167630061,74.78034682080927,7.023781998348472,23.33980181668043,7.7094869923839395,0.9381663088356728,666,19,142,9,14,215,102,173,0.086,0.7490000000000001,0.166,0.9155,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,8,10,0,1,4,0,15,1,1,4,1,36,38,13,0,1,7,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,1,9,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,2,8,24,7,15,33,6,16,0,1,2,0,9,6,0,3,10,87,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294080415669816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555562098844878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796979830804827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352321271695237,0.0,0.0,0.0967406972455,0.0,0.07669306255708598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274705498180478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837481696811292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113752260796224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509873395469672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021755856516553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544547719062217,0.2696376645844197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440213935022385,0.0,0.06573092173394245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270171597435975,0.0,0.12911812100348505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249584574926295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182637101206636,0.0,0.13101253087453762,0.13828459068273646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843943255146942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733729024940222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679592987505575,0.0,0.12639380369373335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703300270526387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010059210145167,0.08722132969005672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119516992096225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004975427784343,0.0,0.0,0.20050975034719168,0.2290667546665298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905657746972429,0.12443004400164555,0.0,0.08904949301581999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716613757625232,0.08061444552603853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562517127241821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086600894450155,0.0,0.10380704077917312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375542998037508,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Emmanuel_Elias,2018/11/17,"Dealing with an idiotic emotionally unstable brother I'm 18 years old and my brother of 27 years of age has not been able to hold a job in his entire life. He has zero independence, zero friends and zero skills. We play ps3 and he is screaming and yelling a bunch of things to the TV like a complete idiot. He reasons that he would never hurt anyone but he still isn't capable of reasoning that he's an idiot and acts like so. He is very big and dangerous. Any advice?",2.3816903073286038,4.573017287234045,4.30035460992908,82.83388888888891,78.25531914893618,7.1565011820330975,26.401891252955078,8.167268648758528,1.877268557919621,371,15,72,7,9,126,66,94,0.18600000000000005,0.7140000000000001,0.1,-0.8788,1,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,2,10,4,0,6,0,7,1,0,3,1,16,8,8,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,6,0,3,1,2,3,4,8,6,1,9,0,1,0,0,13,2,0,0,8,42,6,1,0.22160566196979176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165504881093315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069944932140852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495183143756425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323493203511704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846570681889194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492765424093613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712119847212486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23723344449597994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990942519042425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565266327072861,0.21653066540816968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091594806681726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325378641525116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556950577516558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769745679087791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722495487075773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828478795474877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742230408628333,0.0,0.0,0.2854135613630385
socialanxiety,DrRasmu,2018/11/17,"Friend wants me to meet his girlfriend So I'm a sophomore in highschool and I just got on Thanksgiving break. My bestfriend's girlfriend is coming to visit him (she lives 6 hours away, and this will be the second time they've been together in person, so it's a really big deal.) He asked me if I wanted to have lunch with them and a few other friends in a couple days to meet her.

I really want to meet her because it's important to him, but I'm freaking out about it. I'm awful at meeting people. I don't know how to introduce myself without being awkward and it's hard for me to keep a conversation.

How do I act normal when I go to meet her? I really don't want to have to make up a stupid reason that I can't go.",2.2457843137254905,3.4765090849673186,4.2674673202614395,87.1761029411765,75.79738562091505,7.191503267973857,23.20751633986928,7.793537801064563,1.0174535947712418,562,16,122,8,12,193,95,153,0.098,0.828,0.07400000000000001,-0.8175,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,1,7,1,11,1,0,4,0,22,26,11,0,6,4,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,1,2,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,2,1,21,2,23,21,1,19,0,0,0,0,23,9,0,1,4,83,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739773958646715,0.0,0.17828351061267025,0.0,0.0,0.11567447102823494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345936917354167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996317394498504,0.0,0.12237795304146867,0.1956317522464044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932125004051838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568723285050964,0.0,0.15176648653364505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998553643107747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687301116734253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866527274483922,0.0,0.0,0.10428581377015042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675594363565336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666467076329407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859221575771839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131554026373203,0.16568901607506495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646907306453163,0.1951024157613556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064918191370447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44769579314425095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291955383203726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Devin2019,2018/11/17,"Did/do any of you hide in your room when guests come over? I used to do this all the time when I was younger. Whenever guests would come over my parent's house, I would hide in my room until they leave. I had an irrational fear that the guests would ignore me if I say hello. I've mostly come out of this now as an adult, but I did this all the time as a kid. Can any of you guys relate?",2.110627450980392,2.6555732588235297,3.123235294117645,97.90289215686278,75.23529411764707,6.607843137254903,17.696078431372552,6.42735559955562,-0.5555098039215687,297,3,77,2,6,95,53,85,0.12300000000000001,0.877,0.0,-0.6917,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,1,2,14,12,7,0,4,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,3,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,1,13,0,12,6,3,16,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,2,6,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916943724662258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5542416242456571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413387596837349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123593563531128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24746997792326075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270931238155744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814393258476044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705554231989964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25011876086954143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852335138042369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457060729910502,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,isabel2308,2018/11/17,"I have a crush on someone but I'm to afraid to talk to him Okay so there is this boy, we study in the same class and I don't know I kinda started liking him tho I don't even know his name (sounds ridiculous i know haha)... I really want to talk to him, find out more about him, maybe become friends and stuff. But my stupid anxiety won't let me, it's horrible :(",-1.7034615384615357,0.14899198717949247,0.5166666666666657,102.04500000000002,103.48717948717949,3.938461538461538,13.692307692307693,5.8734145424116955,-0.9806461538461542,277,6,68,3,13,91,57,78,0.22399999999999998,0.645,0.13,-0.8511,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,5,7,2,1,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,14,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,14,4,9,10,2,4,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,2,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005031024726572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28946498856580466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311226408169622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395514495701833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024951030776405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321241402683844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680114253054002,0.0,0.12804710920991896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633111589500429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790572705559806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207351099326975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855132492628028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000377825146854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213264717793983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459130435246676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smarz_11,2018/11/17,"How do i stay relevant in my circle? I am 23 yo male,student. 
Its is very hard for me to keep up with my group of friends. I'll admit i have few moments where im the centre of everyones attention but that is very rare. I find it very hard to keep up with my friends. On worst days they would be discussing something and I would have no clue... they try adding me to the convo but i either end up saying something stupid or not say anything at all.
Due to this i feel left out and come off as a boring person. But on the other hand im pretty chill with older friends (5-10 years) and always keep them entertained and they also do the same. 
Am I trying too hard or am i not trying at all?
What are the things I should be doing?",1.1972727272727255,2.8907196363636416,2.7987012987013,94.58948051948052,79.9090909090909,5.43896103896104,19.441558441558442,6.1826913282559595,-0.1562545454545452,560,13,128,4,14,184,97,154,0.126,0.73,0.14400000000000002,0.6142,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,0,4,7,1,0,6,0,16,1,1,1,2,31,22,12,0,3,8,0,5,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,7,9,0,3,4,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,7,19,4,21,17,6,20,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,2,6,91,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037742091610596,0.11484668981618107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358166022772395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889510765295695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901380186880767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224793965787202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188746211757402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697888779537692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615106744887455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199100667382533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370926097823641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981783401634448,0.0,0.0,0.3680451453172307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996304234772906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051688136788695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404196188608225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952380891247214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125146168908609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711479012694076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169674505150682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811268874351183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416517683865461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960960069017192,0.0,0.0,0.08888267139739978
socialanxiety,mellonco,2018/11/17,"Funerals Am i the only one who gets extremely anxious when one of my relatives die? I don’t know how to act or comfort my family so i just pretend that i don’t care till things become normal again , I literally just play video games on my phone or watch movies to distract myself while everyone is a mess , i didn’t even say a single word to my mom when my grandfather died, it’s been 5 months but i still feel guilty and disgusted with myself",8.241333333333333,5.880956355555563,8.525000000000002,74.01750000000001,63.22222222222222,12.555555555555555,34.72222222222222,11.20814326018867,3.5762222222222224,352,11,72,8,4,117,69,90,0.233,0.705,0.061,-0.9279,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,10,10,3,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,3,0,2,2,3,14,3,7,8,1,9,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,7,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662165475582444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602560532270097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402600884546072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891333793515004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564408959549172,0.0,0.0,0.22517293148510714,0.0,0.0,0.22214911557849348,0.0,0.11915132781839018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231169931639144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295066504214988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759895223811216,0.18809296189381244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308862058652413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193640248524781,0.17922185315702446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873977207156039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881897742084144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655487306658078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Trungcool97,2018/11/17,"Your though on your social age? I went through years of isolation in highschool and middleschool, only started having more social interation in college, now a senior student and still think I have social age equal to a highschool freshman",8.315666666666669,10.791419900000005,6.720000000000002,70.63166666666669,62.5,7.333333333333335,38.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,3.5205833333333336,196,10,25,2,3,58,31,40,0.07200000000000001,0.9279999999999999,0.0,-0.4019,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,21,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533383192325286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8256393758113312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109497963594305,0.0,0.21560834678530905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299386334995087,0.2652564029145162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502764516182093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385985693523884
socialanxiety,Lionwulf_says,2018/11/17,"My social anxiety almost made me not get home. When I was in middle school, I rode the special needs bus because I couldn't handle the normal bus. It didn't help having hearing loss, which made it hard to hear things people were saying.

My normal bus driver changed, and the new lady was taking us home. It was basically autistic screeching every day. 

The second to last mod was dropped off, and the bus started to drive down the hill. I realized, I wasn't home yet (obviously) and started to panic, because 

A) I was scared to say something 

B) I kept coming up with imaginary scenarios of how I would die if I said anything 

C) I was panicking


I finally let out a loud cough and the bus was almost leaving the town. I told them I was sleeping and had woke up when they were leaving. 

They didn't even read the paper or recorded I had entered because she was distracted with the other kids, and I was to anxious to greet her.

I had to tell them how to take me home ( which took a toll on my mental health) and went home.

I felt like a piece of shit.

😀🔫

And I still am.

",2.105883720930233,4.118502413953486,3.530872093023259,88.8949127906977,78.34883720930233,5.974418604651163,23.77325581395349,6.961326702584282,0.8511441860465117,829,28,169,9,20,272,126,215,0.136,0.8290000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9593,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,4,1,7,7,1,3,14,0,23,4,2,4,1,30,41,14,1,6,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,6,5,1,7,12,0,1,2,1,0,6,5,5,0,1,27,8,30,2,20,11,1,26,0,1,0,0,17,9,1,4,11,114,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212488182659536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116641390774247,0.11986310156116856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731147947899795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403321407645846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224001417830844,0.09139598533056607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842589481113212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011532615818946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007822575153176,0.0,0.08939405108271581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187289514149096,0.11622765644712264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543301042277736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504499908823763,0.0,0.0,0.11277962243490824,0.2391654242655777,0.0,0.07111677252673282,0.0,0.5321360938460715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864858786850001,0.0,0.22468972633915235,0.0,0.10849471160332128,0.0,0.05183523116426345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007892762183008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069241141684768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867200364893873,0.0,0.10247229909941544,0.0,0.0,0.2079114690392674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448580283990425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355656592444718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612897932007276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009256507106908,0.16875038187137145,0.10622487668929853,0.1073791347088626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891039945681136,0.0,0.0,0.10617689142496088,0.10815586076735363,0.0,0.08168116918898699,0.0,0.0,0.15019663026998048,0.0,0.08473181034616717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954839300746512,0.0,0.09273630998734388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704883029337982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138335202292574,0.1178813006620752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762555751708912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835601055715128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537058556894449,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheMineCC,2018/11/17,"CBD [rant] So I was just crying cuz we have a ton of people at our house for Thanksgiving (already). I try to leave, but my mom forces me to stay with people. At school, one kid gave me some CBD edibles, and it helped with my SA. When I tried to talk to my mom about what she thought about CBD oil, she got really mad and was talking about how marijuana was bad no matter what, and the bad was more than the good. I tried to explain to her the difference between thc and CBD, but she just got mad and told me to stop talking.

If she wasn't so ignorant, I would possibly be better. 

Note: I'm younger than 18",1.6794155844155831,3.3156296111111137,3.0185425685425717,93.8229220779221,78.28571428571428,6.8040404040404034,21.772005772005773,7.686295010490155,0.624565079365079,465,13,109,7,11,151,79,126,0.191,0.726,0.083,-0.9492,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,1,9,7,2,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,22,15,13,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,10,1,18,2,19,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,17,2,0,2,2,72,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979625343112446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720778952383091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409750064424964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896990615659572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022617508989155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665715342743204,0.26061848341574106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092079049442062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799824347981514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251833431250027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816410583430536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040493801163777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22590897123402706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367801850188464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437651872008244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489289262766427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366068433019466,0.0,0.13621597769538368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928685859034472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293474629447166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556856853491594,0.0,0.33185438128603106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574011941147062,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JonViking,2018/11/17,"How to survive my nightmare party? Backstory:  Some of my friends want to go to a party and I am fine with parties. This is not the problem.

The problem is that this is a masked party with the primary goal flirting. A flirting mask party!
And I suck at flirting and always get nervous if I can’t see people expressions...

So I just realized that and now I am slightly panicking

Should I go?
Is it wrong to think i will get left behind while the other flirt?
Why didn’t I realize this was the one event which activates all my panic triggers?

Sorry for my bad English. Any help appreciated how I can make the best out of it",1.6113937282229962,4.111923780487807,3.4738269454123127,85.8053048780488,83.5528455284553,6.1159117305458786,25.858885017421606,7.447530270364453,1.5944592334494772,487,21,93,8,14,163,79,123,0.129,0.59,0.282,0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,14,1,2,9,0,12,0,0,4,1,23,21,9,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,2,1,13,7,12,17,3,8,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,2,3,71,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270466532518266,0.0,0.0,0.1574917838244184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337122069923574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430434946121479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892886143438552,0.0,0.24199649296448936,0.0,0.2632402844117801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552324996528703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516274342170349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459071691908552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156934010503385,0.0,0.0,0.2717255249297025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055803980757016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44320814194875696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455034217232544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592503939328952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839601046933396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366000740513599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089774595281717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25321155756366337,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kurarara2,2018/11/17,"I realized that my social anxiety is making me incapable of doing sooo many things... I am not really waiting for any replies, I kinda just wanna talk about it...

I know I have many problems. I can be pretty selfish, which makes me unapprochable. I don't find the good in people. I accept they are humans and have every right to be selfish, but at the same time, me not expecting anything for them is purely because I want to defend myself from being hurt. I don't think I genuinely accept the human nature... I think it is simply a defense mechanism. I always keep a sort of distance between me and others, and think that people wouldn't care to dump me when they see how selfish I am. If I were a genuine and nice person, people would definitely wouldn't have anything against me, but I am not a really nice person. I don't think I am....

Because I am not ""nice"", I don't see the nice things about people. I keep seeing everybody as a bunch of people that don't give a shit about me nor anybody, and are too busy liking and being together with each other while I am kinda left out. I really don't think I have anything going for me that might benfit others. I am too ordinary and selfish, yet I long for extraordinary things... Which I won't be able to find them since I am a wimp and not kind for me to meet kind, wise people that would love me for me. I can't reach beautiful people (I am talking about inner beauty here), because I just never see the beauty in anybody. I simply see what is bad, and mostly how they can hurt me, or how they won't give a shit about me ever.

This is very tiring. I have no idea how to connect to others. I sometimes tell myself that I don't need to be like everybody else, and that I will find my place someday, but I also sometimes think that I am a scumbag.",4.947687091913611,5.059615848066301,6.147714716223002,80.29385735811151,68.69613259668509,8.460271220492215,27.50426921145153,8.150884317080207,1.7429679558011038,1395,40,274,17,22,470,157,362,0.156,0.682,0.162,0.6145,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,6,0,19,27,4,0,14,0,48,4,2,6,3,67,72,24,0,10,12,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,4,21,13,0,4,14,0,0,1,20,13,0,0,1,5,61,14,32,57,4,16,0,2,5,1,18,8,2,7,9,218,82,0,0.0841666519403479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730804114812243,0.07003339686427855,0.0,0.0,0.0572362095169125,0.0,0.0643872583601091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077859492501742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702756387267903,0.15392162944864995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581351106648656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031043766727424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761335553118062,0.07091403433767526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078038519804106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148064377921265,0.047833847918954835,0.07059499438780979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020428335648586,0.09501390524056788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962237493727693,0.0,0.17529323216503634,0.04625579075830805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144731360148788,0.0,0.0,0.08223914943249801,0.0,0.0,0.07448483839713088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596368946165193,0.0,0.11236378746989108,0.1706635491782454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928751696299378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240850594199366,0.06491451068590177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084539121994645,0.1469821480304126,0.08793623731896752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562774348090235,0.0,0.08053611895228094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175793732984842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187786087828399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353496225164785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727917174189577,0.0696235242392382,0.0,0.0,0.08579730229677306,0.0,0.0,0.16648594180944312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529993330708093,0.07356536359121686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677497509323065,0.32358355237753705,0.0,0.0,0.04907825159670225,0.09673718499075404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944630249565513,0.04964367199717487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957914935841266,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dalo31,2018/11/17,"Small gatherings are the worst I’ve gone to parties and hangouts before but last night I went to a new friends house to smoke. He said it was just him and a friend but when I got there, there was like 13 of his closest friends and me. Most awkward thing ever for me plus the weed didn’t help. Just another L for me.",0.9111038961038956,3.0660480757575783,1.6750216450216475,99.8468181818182,83.39393939393939,4.983549783549783,21.549783549783545,6.1826913282559595,-0.01369437229437187,247,8,58,2,7,76,50,66,0.063,0.6609999999999999,0.275,0.9543,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,7,1,7,4,7,1,2,9,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,6,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26758333068010554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714332178370013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308291041245564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5914650279037593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409445724729613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710448759779396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944487970582706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208009529509488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467031855876873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24645890227998335,0.0,0.23947348514404015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427390163454601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695333267363173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23655870520711525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OneTrueRuler,2018/11/17,"The only time I have fun with people is now a cause of stress and anxiety My mental health is pretty bad, hence I stay at home almost 24/7. Only one day a week do I go out to play D&D at the local comic book shop. It was the most fun I ever had, and I've been going for a couple months. Even with anxiety, it was always worth it. 

The last few times, this changed. The regular campaign was always put on hold. I was put in new and stressful situations. There was a new player who is extremely rude and thinks he's more important than any of us. And to put the nail in the coffin, someone I hardly know tried asking me out. 

I'm just freaked out, unhappy, stressed, and generally anxious. I feel like if I go again, my mental health will decline further. On the other hand, this was my ONLY source of social interaction and fun. It was so great sometimes, and maybe it'll get better. But it could also get worse. Should I continue going? 


",2.8003810160427807,4.621093058823536,4.238713235294121,85.48983455882356,75.63101604278073,6.8140374331550815,22.917446524064175,7.645422480735847,1.03487192513369,730,21,145,10,16,242,121,187,0.13699999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.159,0.7609,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,1,8,13,1,3,12,0,18,3,1,1,1,27,29,12,1,3,3,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,10,13,0,1,3,4,2,7,0,6,0,1,9,3,14,7,18,16,3,31,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,3,13,93,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109062526961971,0.0,0.0,0.08857162691644915,0.1843159240098472,0.1200042067218501,0.0,0.07531795769078188,0.0,0.1694562530231557,0.12512288697007512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035420186130078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247673158288114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979547851704054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377704154960636,0.11716528626939696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842974728360117,0.1225495370760422,0.0,0.07142853297443129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315337085030818,0.10018524892234587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560016207095204,0.07912419226377697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573099990242815,0.0,0.2517810151409536,0.0,0.0,0.12210901022566803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921572630022063,0.0,0.0,0.23545714680592486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109741606180773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086866549502136,0.09028101794686612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054109844360435054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126940636976848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323223205850934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840447608072549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393789632978508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505121141123326,0.25270505399624965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678434617658125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126787887437942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340214665177518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449451624160665,0.0,0.1129019136472013,0.09384329869346524,0.0,0.1095406319456602,0.0,0.0,0.11805128437381147,0.0,0.0,0.38061227416898175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096804777111931,0.0,0.0,0.1291655652426009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519613336200771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332259719606398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884187651855005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286994559513695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AQuietStranger,2018/11/17,"Comfortable in small groups and giant crowds, but it's the medium crowds that freak me out. Is that strange? It's understandable that I'd feel comfortable in a small group, because it's easier for me to be myself and engage. But I also feel comfortable in massive crowds like at a sporting event, amusement park, convention, or in a big city because I feel like I'm blending in.

But what makes me panic are the groups that are 10-25 in size, where you can see everyone's face and their reactions and they don't blend in themselves. Those are the crowds where I feel singled out and vulnerable (think of a busy coffee shop or medium capacity bar) where if I say it do something odd, everyone will notice because I can't hide. I know what it stems from- Childhood, was the ""new kid"" a couple of times and there was trauma there, but the feeling has stuck with me 30 years later.",7.270032679738562,6.671024970588237,6.9778431372549035,78.67807189542486,64.0,10.143790849673204,32.41830065359477,9.444778638647367,2.6932810457516343,695,23,135,11,9,219,101,170,0.11800000000000001,0.715,0.16699999999999998,0.8453,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,0,6,10,0,1,10,0,13,2,1,1,0,25,25,14,0,1,7,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,12,9,1,0,8,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,3,7,14,7,16,20,1,23,1,0,1,0,12,17,0,3,8,85,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936914606396554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36444915388374455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050645059017188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808531136127384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038255918621302,0.14237014033821815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952251392136468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472239563830587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302512264605534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924719068385264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688872209334784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23381948153301366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848042868151888,0.0,0.0,0.1588053434974024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342029528733686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276945853301192,0.0,0.0,0.11620541786480255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746401958494415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833381431564794
socialanxiety,goelectric9,2018/11/17,"Regret giving any opinions or viewpoints Hi guys. So I’ve recently been trying to go easier on myself and not have so many negative thoughts about myself and my social skills. But I’ve been struggling with this issue. 

Whenever I state an opinion ever in front of people, especially people that I’m not super close to or that are in positions of authority to me, I end up regretting it and feeling like they will judge me for that opinion and not view me in the same way as before. I logically know that sharing opinions and my own perspectives and being vulnerable in that way is a big part of making friends and connections and letting people in, but I cringe every time. 

It’s like I’ve conditioned myself for years to never give anything that I deem too personal away, to the point that when I do it feels terrible when I should feel proud of myself and see it as a step forward. ",12.32472549019608,7.608201747058827,11.702352941176468,61.62725490196081,58.0,14.862745098039214,44.215686274509814,12.161744961471696,5.225215686274511,707,27,125,15,6,234,107,170,0.09,0.8,0.109,0.3155,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,7,10,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,1,2,35,21,19,0,3,7,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,12,11,0,0,6,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,3,5,17,6,23,14,3,26,0,2,2,0,9,12,0,6,11,94,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632746388158847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076877039035324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071760344300715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455604593526956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150942602785009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547346248198722,0.1441264164370652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25948100732401275,0.12220613649022095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216143826961382,0.0,0.0,0.3281949296668819,0.0972180069762554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937745591197098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178543421990615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401074729033966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492163959871096,0.0,0.16714369742522264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418466158769602,0.17342918076248393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131932922549211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524258105350905,0.0,0.3557768371733548,0.14936401851693093,0.0,0.0,0.16170810076506226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890227180524375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631360787252333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437532408774334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883027984956748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580346399847473,0.0997471458744996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613930802022596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271560794480109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015778723903333
socialanxiety,HikariYumemi,2018/11/17,"Let's see how many people relate to this. ""I can only be myself in my room"" A phrase I almost say everyday but sounds ridiculous when you think about it. In the presence of other people my ability to make jokes disappears, laughing is more forced, I can't goof around or feel judged doing so... and a long etc.",4.880573770491804,5.585668491803277,5.446024590163933,83.17920081967216,69.0,8.067213114754097,25.08606557377049,8.07648339933343,1.382668852459017,242,6,47,3,4,78,54,61,0.155,0.705,0.14,-0.2592,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,10,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,2,7,8,2,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,3,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050440072711693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711862329772272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397441625478361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403061937100293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115059028787048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26958890593775536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033436010797416,0.3088480857078004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316856517845257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223856470484495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24225484951820725,0.0,0.0,0.24275151772186465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519528569426015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kan0a,2018/11/17,"First job So I just got my first job and on the second day I worked an 8 hour shift as a cashier. When I got home my legs were all sore. I thought that'd be pretty normal considering all I did prior to working was staying home. However, the next morning I woke up with a terrible stinging pain in my legs and it hurts to walk. I work in the mornings so I woke up at about 4 and start work at 5 so I wasn't able to call my employer or workplace to tell them I wasn't gonna make it.

I'm kinda scared I'm gonna get fired for this and I'm planning on seeing the doctor today but is this something I could get fired for? My manager knows it's my first job and he's pretty cool but I hate to let people I like down. And if not, then what will happen?",0.1857530120481954,1.856046897590364,2.388780120481929,96.415218373494,83.03614457831327,5.354819277108434,19.41114457831325,6.322622252153567,-0.18270963855421665,579,15,142,5,16,196,101,166,0.139,0.7829999999999999,0.078,-0.8322,5,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,8,6,7,1,1,7,1,11,5,2,1,2,21,29,16,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,4,10,4,20,2,19,12,2,22,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,3,12,86,27,10,0.13413261890497666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696440082782355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070939817250877,0.0,0.0,0.08650444267900942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372904191349619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342279411356679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401575145163305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145562171724784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861303191789425,0.0,0.0,0.1324281916068003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690919065339022,0.0,0.13209361066287426,0.0,0.14359174273458705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993177817816839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371577947914305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715969059330865,0.0,0.06553042229668786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953456467592734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265156190682685,0.0,0.13142148747530846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272656356769212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299066907694914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729221899466112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429015114844114,0.0,0.10688633105855408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326184315990374,0.0,0.0,0.09493975803774317,0.14296752483987474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723782105744468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064863166516282,0.0,0.0,0.1271420390064526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906005762984159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AntisociaIExtrovert,2018/11/17,"Why it is so hard? Why it is so hard to be socially active? I’m really outgoing, funny, outspoken with everyone in my family but I just can’t be myself around other people. It seems almost impossible to be able to meet people and make friendships. I always come across as the guy that doesn’t interact or doesn’t say much. The only time that I can socialize, talk and have fun with other people is when I’m drunk/high, and that’s becoming a problem as I’m getting drunk/high more and more often. It’s so fucking weird, I’m 23 and have like maybe 2 friends. 

And as far as “romantic” relationships go, guess what? I’m terrible at them. Imagine a good looking guy that can’t go on more than 2 dates with any girl because he’s too afraid of getting attached, dumped or worst case scenario; needing to reject or dump someone. 

I’ve tried a lot of shit, went to a shit load of psychologists/shrinks and of course tried a number of different medications. Nothing seems to work and I’m feeling like not being able to perform simple things is slowly becoming more and more like a heavy and negative presence in my life. I guess the worst part of been socially anxious for me is trying to find or understand the reasons or where I fucked up in the past you know? Like what the fuck did I do or what I could have done differently to be a “normal” person. 

Idk, whole thing is weird. Just plain and simple weird. Thanks for reading and for your time, fellow stranger. ",4.3183349983350015,5.669460930069933,5.152197802197801,82.38089743589747,70.81818181818181,8.384681984681983,27.954711954711954,8.841846274778883,2.121125740925741,1150,41,224,21,21,374,160,286,0.214,0.652,0.134,-0.9858,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,2,10,24,7,1,13,0,24,7,2,2,0,45,50,27,0,4,10,0,3,4,2,0,2,1,0,4,15,17,0,0,8,1,0,4,6,16,0,0,4,5,14,8,34,40,11,19,0,1,1,3,18,10,5,13,9,141,29,2,0.191344349502363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580186319629813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960691353110758,0.0,0.0,0.06506035956946793,0.0,0.0,0.10808232546697552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516851920748819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832086973129901,0.21132480086331168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241310715484929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638644662310609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199914119661176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790585144005276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141886291573102,0.0,0.0,0.0901912117499096,0.0,0.048374726181406834,0.06834822075844847,0.0,0.0,0.0874426344749952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391608488767218,0.265342151749746,0.0999695251681999,0.0,0.10874540335445758,0.0802452810457046,0.0,0.0,0.21078737332956166,0.18946098912311396,0.0,0.0,0.17140695329364447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021658107830237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525789251997261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757608638910513,0.18696236798086796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034053113806419,0.0,0.0,0.08133706170410912,0.0,0.0,0.06386191955302578,0.0,0.09611555875185908,0.0,0.0,0.09637965083854674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033005662363333,0.07093970532027659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937384181300841,0.09180003196658056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276300005158011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036036420701604,0.09132991633222344,0.19898111916673572,0.08353725274492327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154535042745236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569806500039807,0.0,0.06129004497165205,0.09836692982241838,0.0,0.10271611137087797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760823533620573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741927093957703,0.0,0.0,0.19641222507198808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925772016332941,0.08106272319873424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689767006743041,0.0,0.08808208454883197,0.0,0.0,0.12712068351439493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157442894532564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486537970869527,0.0,0.0,0.09959810797644053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868906449284833,0.17265851371617724,0.10681456645936256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965048266896202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,is_reddit_useful,2018/11/17,"What about obligation and guilt? This is a subreddit about social anxiety. But, what about obligation and guilt? Are those strongly related to the anxiety you feel?

Some emotionally abusive manipulative people control others this way:  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emotional_blackmail

> Emotional blackmail and FOG are terms, popularized by psychotherapist Susan Forward, about controlling people in relationships and the theory that fear, obligation, and guilt (FOG) are the transactional dynamics at play between the controller and the person being controlled. Understanding these dynamics is useful to anyone trying to extricate from the controlling behavior of another person, and deal with their own compulsions to do things that are uncomfortable, undesirable, burdensome, or self-sacrificing for others.

Maybe many people experienced this during upbringing and they learned to relate to other people via that pattern.",14.657958015267177,17.22260161832061,12.054265267175571,37.805214694656506,48.08396946564886,16.015648854961828,46.90935114503817,14.37465228746014,8.555037404580151,776,40,74,31,8,236,89,131,0.168,0.727,0.105,-0.8702,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,6,4,9,0,4,7,0,8,0,0,7,0,22,11,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,14,9,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,5,18,10,3,6,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,2,62,17,1,0.0,0.14828179277200307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312302511211772,0.19147817886451585,0.0,0.0,0.08750749920823417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7018295023310728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902372610302795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815528753050979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082807598160665,0.06327939014121267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268820354659289,0.12572957866658166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470518557774382,0.21855157951479515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436381760284333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305583105244616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757424072471885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314382284004361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496835269833918,0.0,0.0,0.13028513088287452,0.0,0.10808905867647556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933791477562742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anon_yyy,2018/11/17,"Anxiety with people close to you I have not been diagnosed with social anxiety by a doctor, but i have strong suspicions i have a mild case of it. Something i’ve noticed recently is that i’m ok to go out in public and talk to a shop assistant and things like that.

I only get anxiety when i’m meeting people i know personally, for example my girlfriend i’ve been with for months and is probably the person i’m most comfortable with, before i leave the house to meet her ill get so anxious to the point of nearly throwing up, and the same happens with friends. i was just wondering if this happens with anyone else ",5.2449793388429775,6.1025728677686,6.302138429752066,76.81866219008265,68.25619834710744,10.016942148760329,32.48037190082645,10.125756701596842,3.364643801652893,491,21,91,12,8,164,78,121,0.12300000000000001,0.726,0.151,0.8225,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,1,8,3,0,0,0,20,18,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,5,12,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,10,5,20,15,2,11,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,3,4,62,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928672163344817,0.19338985500857767,0.0,0.11969624189450935,0.1753988367309582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566547327873408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374875011036575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521467619985207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300275462945033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225678553332335,0.0,0.178873760293599,0.0,0.09728814446166603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027559258908853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752402711500994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407857091295443,0.0,0.0,0.18125975814363046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363214123970718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663790234835013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489478433753127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019359057243618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735567382758524,0.29894355300658004,0.0,0.0,0.16182476433296444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456593555456866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902412557485927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450112636583534,0.0,0.13178625665987895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375916848623108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137274316000524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856423799119484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,riv_vers,2018/11/17,"Strange things you do when you have social anxiety A professor from my university gave us task to carry out a survey. She said that we should develop our social skills. Everyone were okay with that, but not me. NOT ME. 
One girl suggested that we could do it together. But I didn’t like her so it would be even worse. 

The idea that I have to talk with huge amount of unknown people makes me sick.
So, the only way I could complete the task was to write about imaginable people. SERIOUSLY. 
Eventually, I got a good grade and continued to have fun with my social anxiety) ",2.8830775646371976,5.380050752293581,4.080050041701419,83.45984153461221,78.1743119266055,8.367306088407005,23.67055879899917,9.095868883498916,2.086937614678899,448,15,87,12,11,146,76,109,0.11900000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.131,0.3507,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,2,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,1,13,1,0,1,0,19,17,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,1,17,4,11,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,17,2,0,0,3,64,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28626410772788324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961722512707497,0.0,0.0,0.29877047616865665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357870577304017,0.0,0.0,0.1787833994877053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569317718534945,0.1496420763729769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121469913590785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914082899792311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124891632988531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267847464182843,0.1422990408241783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594250959001713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797627095113014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5721789251395202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038501277369812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430185204148625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505993912352776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851237726109026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067230443642266,0.1329114616998241,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MarvelWizard17,2018/11/17,"Any tips on how to get through tomorrow? I’m 18 and I have social anxiety and anxiety in general and I’m having a haircut tomorrow. Every form of going places or talking is rough for me. And eventually I will share my story on here. It’s currently 4:54 AM so I don’t want to get too much into my story😂 I need sleep. Anyways....  going to get my haircut is especially hard for me. Any tips on how I can get through this with less anxiety as possible? I have troubles taking to people. I really want to be the best and most friendly person I can be, but this anxiety is a huge obstacle for me and I have no voice anymore. I can’t muster any words usually. I just can’t. Even with some of my family. ",-0.00855535390199691,2.3007196000000043,3.2552813067150663,85.31653357531759,90.93103448275862,7.190562613430128,22.803992740471873,8.20500826718156,1.844793103448276,542,22,112,15,19,195,85,145,0.114,0.8,0.086,-0.4370000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,3,0,16,1,1,2,0,21,28,12,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,3,18,3,20,25,6,13,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,4,83,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34160261140031545,0.0,0.5123762453258636,0.0,0.16605927250193486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757219549855563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105950616177308,0.0,0.14107863721899996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785112810630955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936667728862716,0.0,0.34992993259275684,0.0,0.19032435935637596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999677029338954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309047148190995,0.12415746828399893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608445923911108,0.14620548198479286,0.17494314967404806,0.0,0.0,0.18876774424167814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072687965129975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675647424516308,0.17068788425515666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589691139037468,0.1345849970676644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441570762343115,0.0,0.1975254026180132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayilikecats89,2018/11/17,"Anxiety has no logic I have been to stores many many times, but it had been awhile since i had gone to this particular store. 

When i got there i started feeling very anxious out of nowhere, i though to myself “why am i feeling like this? i’ve shopped here hundreds of times before” and i forced myself to go inside. I was feeling a little anxious the whole time i was picking out the items, but when i got to the cashier i started panicking, and when i was handling the cashier my money i was shaking and she definitely noticed that i was, i almost had a panic attack.  

When i got outside i felt sad and angry at myself for feeling this way, i felt ridiculous and embarrassed. I kept thinking ”Why did i feel like this so suddenly? i do this all the time!” And then i realized, 

Anxiety has no logic",3.3284615384615392,5.1188927133758,4.452484076433123,84.65080842724159,74.09554140127389,6.868985791278785,29.911317981381675,7.61054688173877,1.944006761391473,624,28,120,8,13,204,84,157,0.271,0.632,0.098,-0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,3,7,0,16,0,0,1,1,25,32,15,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,11,1,4,3,2,6,0,0,18,7,27,2,11,14,3,20,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,14,90,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789889065505406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106989348063744,0.3111512090485177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666752513976054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171829518288132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481571680129791,0.19676326756870374,0.26445064477471164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826502526203241,0.0,0.3304231153278733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455846409780434,0.1380238175476164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792371420834533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678626932416712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615756123382345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391696717872507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949468289024224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824042668180243,0.1353015518585657,0.0,0.3212043996577737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362699961721902,0.0,0.1093095461489678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485277082223939,0.15375076986097494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1completecatastrophe,2018/11/17,"Issues with my therapy Okay, I have a few questions first:

- Does CBT work when there really is no behaviour to correct?

- Does my therapist actively choose to talk about situations where my anxiety level is somewhat higher for whatever reason or doesn’t she know that my anxiety is ever present, always there, persistant? 

- Why does therapy seem to be situation focused? 



Explaining further:

My therapist said we’ll start doing CBT for my social anxiety, but I thought CBT was about correcting thoughts and interpretations in order to stop certain behaviours that make the anxiety worse like leaving in a difficult situation. The problem is, I don’t do that. I always (well, almost always) get into things with the mindset that it will be okay, I will make it, I’ll not get anxious, and all that. The only time I can think of that I ever left an anxiety ridden situation was when I was sitting in the classroom (full of people) and got a panic attack (?) because I was gonna have an unprepared speech in front of everyone. It’s pretty natural to leave the classroom if you start crying, sweating, shaking, having your heart beating like crazy and can’t breathe. Other than that I don’t leave just because it gets uncomfortable. I do however avoid going places, like going to school, but the anxiety doesn’t dissapear because of that and so it’s not even an effective method of escaping my anxiety. 

I experience anxiety all the time, all day long. I experience frequent chest pains, shortness of breath, and hot flashes. I always feel at least a little bit anxious or worrysome. Every social interaction is a pain, every thought of one is. I can’t remember last time I didn’t feel anxious. In contrast, we always talk about the situational anxiety, which I’m perfectly fine with because I understand it. I understand that people get anxious before having a speech, I understand that meeting neighbors in the grocery store is uncomfortable, I get all that, and I’m fine with it. What I don’t understand, what I don’t want to live with, is the anxious monster inside my head constantly beating me down, even when I lay down to rest, when I wake up, when I try to mediatate. It’s just always there, and it doesn’t make sense. 

As I stated above, my therapist has made me set up goals regarding these situations that provoke anxiety. And I wonder why. I wonder why we can’t talk about the anxiety that reaches into my daily life and thoughts and feelings, because that is way worse, way more in need of treatment. 




Any help is much appreciated. Also, remember that you are great despite your anxiety, you are great because of your anxiety. What you’re going through everyday is a war many people wouldn’t even understand, and yet they all take it for granted, expect you to function just like anybody else. Every effort is worth an applause. I know how hard it is. 
",7.24793618546845,7.988159225621416,7.705668618546845,68.92678208652009,63.818355640535366,11.04992829827916,37.37625478011472,10.886138598105592,4.442588957934992,2277,110,372,59,32,750,240,523,0.179,0.6809999999999999,0.14,-0.968,1,1,1,0,0,0,75.0,3,7,1,9,26,22,2,3,23,2,45,10,7,8,11,83,86,26,1,6,10,0,5,4,1,5,3,3,1,0,33,21,0,2,26,0,2,6,15,9,1,2,12,8,53,13,48,67,13,56,0,0,0,0,24,22,0,9,26,257,86,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908372511356841,0.0,0.0,0.03919910088692049,0.2447178205434827,0.0,0.0,0.0333334310873933,0.0,0.4874751027082441,0.2768778693784974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576423205186416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179282872551852,0.0,0.04171009475304428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053514174095956366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052970265675473305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053843180104180016,0.03161209032448592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286860554278626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04094764745058845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971263528968888,0.08867787160763872,0.12389751679968265,0.046838111366962684,0.0,0.09589661049991133,0.0,0.0,0.07435382830082778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041694073093908095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280475277144581,0.0,0.08357294901474162,0.0,0.03920359641009637,0.10808344788683168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390985465898852,0.0,0.05030587048376954,0.0,0.0,0.0580857124835599,0.032855249360001754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511613049442016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053877230048902734,0.039955625225349095,0.0,0.15570666507809572,0.05325741784423591,0.0,0.034622354283207264,0.09578946766151566,0.04912819158624774,0.04328315603569373,0.043378750073111434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463813352643832,0.09815824452629206,0.0496958280752505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036033340598635784,0.03634569182066336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033215377319078754,0.03727985003436058,0.10431568320594907,0.05751121639480521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194722973141143,0.0,0.05121262451683377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986819551085496,0.0,0.04690291676895062,0.0,0.0,0.05491057142387338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03140172455125132,0.05039792737408708,0.0,0.0,0.1110540451624526,0.0,0.04662665786293554,0.0,0.0,0.04960810398974076,0.0,0.04462349050169662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305848569289491,0.0,0.09993388757683787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938936576033768,0.0,0.0,0.04098064069890118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03685489407774627,0.11819469810508275,0.0,0.0,0.11211106252848856,0.17073851930296707,0.032564902590070874,0.03140829361700771,0.0,0.15565697927465688,0.08574710998314933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033279515354778334,0.0,0.0,0.25514358440661383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028911661575947243,0.07781527015885699,0.0,0.0,0.044072421211746426,0.0,0.132691412406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631429784999637,0.035685163433051004,0.0,0.09990559140702243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jansskon,2018/11/17,Has anyone else managed to start going to the gym even with social anxiety As the title says I’d like to start going to the gym but every time I even think to start exercising in public (even going for a run or walk in a secluded area) I feel like I’m going to vomit. Has anyone else felt this and how did you get through it?,4.601521739130434,4.21387549275363,6.1867753623188415,81.430597826087,69.43478260869566,8.63913043478261,24.49637681159421,8.07648339933343,1.2312289855072462,255,5,54,3,4,88,45,69,0.02,0.904,0.075,0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,8,15,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,12,13,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,32,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416122150248599,0.0,0.0,0.25887296124604386,0.3793437082483486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092791049354187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667994788447815,0.0,0.15596709247568824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359953866764148,0.13224595644747575,0.17773911199747708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671477417233576,0.0,0.4208197292128965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808753534396764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721061466543567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887010929002529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930753462752087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186140052262926,0.0,0.0,0.10794185208641016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,borderlineemo,2018/11/17,"Semi rant/vent about my therapist My therapist sometimes says things like ""your social anxiety is pretty severe"" and I dont think so? Like yeah I have anxiety, and its in all situations. I dont think specifically my social anxiety is severe. I go out in public just fine, I kinda like going out, I just dont cause I have no friends and im in a small town so theres not much to do. The only thing I really struggle with is making phone calls and anwsering them. I kinda don't understand why he thinks my social anxiety is so bad bc I really dont think so. I might bring it up with him next time I see him, but I kinda have a difficult time bringing up random topics.",1.1171776155717763,3.406151277372268,3.820175182481755,83.94130900243309,83.67153284671535,7.448953771289537,20.082238442822387,8.447377352677275,1.4020933333333336,523,15,105,13,15,184,79,137,0.126,0.762,0.113,-0.1709,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,8,8,0,1,3,1,14,0,0,2,1,25,25,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,0,2,21,5,11,24,2,16,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,5,6,69,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381645037712048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227262933116616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284477218543405,0.0,0.0,0.11352592810759493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180754221396523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538104299120194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561265890925274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937156873545834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197126108515394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376739862702017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723541907112915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123879392802638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175304159911464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404910575301497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243009921822948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159321269814962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788331650884074,0.0,0.0,0.08806349390891635,0.0,0.0,0.2496934649963856,0.0,0.0,0.12421974862540575,0.0,0.3379581950107335,0.0,0.0,0.10929886853932318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553079333788648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566251357731963,0.14683808755168154,0.2832456664181326,0.0,0.0,0.12888048831288235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504654706620045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971959421823093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thel_Vadum99,2018/11/17,Seeing people interact normally like it's no big deal really hurts I don't know how engage with people properly and seeing them do it on a regular basis with no issues tears a hole in heart. ,3.9912280701754383,5.692227947368423,6.428947368421053,71.53096491228072,72.15789473684211,10.329824561403509,23.19298245614036,10.504223727775694,2.9168140350877194,154,4,26,5,3,55,31,38,0.284,0.655,0.061,-0.8036,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,4,5,0,3,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097747249150431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35606224555985555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32166282648120165,0.0,0.0,0.31361600547399393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513223902682447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679605146530567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943999864937159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166206340563439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249085670310334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788765524498155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whammygames,2018/11/17,"Parents asking about friends I'm about two and a half months into my first semester of freshman year of college, and I have zero real-life friends. I've got a few groups of people I talk to online regularly, but no one I can meet up with in real-life, and hang out with.

I'm an introverted guy, and I like to spend a lot of time in my dorm room doing stuff on my computer, so this isn't a problem, and actually pretty ideal for me. The problem is when my parents start asking me about any friends I've made so far. I usually just tell them that I hang out with a couple people on occasion, but they really want me to start being more socially active, which isn't going to happen.

It bugs me a lot that I'm such a let down to my parents. Even if I'm happy with my situation, they obviously want more for me, and I know they mean well. My dad is still close with his friends from college, and I know he just wants me to find that group of people that'll always be by my side. I just don't think that's the life for me. I just want to do my own thing, and live for myself.

I'm not really looking for advice, so much so as I'm just looking to get this off my chest.",5.208850787766451,3.954179783132531,6.570763052208836,82.06854494902689,68.43775100401606,9.589249304911958,28.792400370713626,8.617729084823388,1.81800500463392,902,24,205,12,13,310,130,249,0.011000000000000001,0.797,0.192,0.9926,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,2,17,10,0,0,10,0,13,2,1,1,1,42,38,17,0,8,9,4,0,1,4,1,1,0,2,1,11,17,0,0,5,0,1,3,5,2,1,5,2,2,33,8,39,32,7,26,0,0,2,0,23,14,0,3,10,144,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.1081502198155983,0.0,0.0,0.1082979152482409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221613622707488,0.0,0.0,0.07536550174999676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721475792039173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262689581791647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319954852562106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129298493213773,0.09426856570765196,0.0,0.0,0.3424956678271445,0.0,0.057902027239533214,0.0,0.06298498764108122,0.0,0.08863770147468297,0.0,0.0,0.1097351951465009,0.09800309357331413,0.11797637124489685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181417703115573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332712581706578,0.07827970350483701,0.05414400091118677,0.0,0.09786141616808144,0.0,0.1861319082817656,0.0,0.0,0.1884406574684033,0.0,0.10486627058794064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072203797734313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846028093489983,0.0,0.081469884897981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750985870882814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691775775354593,0.0,0.0,0.2304984476571281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274991662841224,0.0,0.212091089366866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522885733168103,0.1419959871766875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457310274120904,0.0,0.11297318237822496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688647091057226,0.0,0.08850581184930205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268692910765624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907776603739105,0.09686683631337856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362789077145633,0.07101284597289009,0.0,0.0,0.06462355015849013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826092904204512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205921622185605,0.0,0.26147225893243753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964591191504064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136833065826972
socialanxiety,uglycokebitch,2018/11/17,how do i stop being insecure? title sums it up.  ,-1.974,-0.5507963999999976,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,113.0,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,0.9039999999999996,36,1,7,1,2,14,10,10,0.41700000000000004,0.583,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChickenWithSneakers,2018/11/17,"The only friend i had no longer talks to me, any advice? I'm not 100% sure of having social anxiety, but i have almost all the symptoms I've heard of.

I'm a 16 year old dude and I only have one friend (I had a crush on her but we are really different and i realized i had no chance so now in only consider her my friend) she's the only person I can trust on and we have been friends from like 2 years and she has said that I'm the best friend she ever had and that I'm her soul mate, but she suddenly just stopped talking to me (we used to talk daily either in school or in WhatsApp) and when I try to talk with her she ignores me, I asked her why she no longer talked with me and she only said she had no time, and actually, she's been busy lately but not that much to stop talking with me, and I don't know what should I do to to re-gain her trust or whatever reason she no longer talks with me.

I have also considered that I'm just paranoic and my brain makes up things but i don't know",0.6644930875576023,2.2820529953917053,2.670993087557605,95.23791820276493,81.25806451612901,5.998986175115207,18.22327188940092,6.961326702584282,-0.1048892165898616,768,16,186,9,20,258,106,217,0.107,0.74,0.153,0.9557,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,6,0,19,2,1,3,3,43,32,20,0,1,12,0,0,1,6,1,1,3,0,1,6,17,0,3,4,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,10,3,40,10,20,21,4,17,1,0,0,0,38,6,0,3,12,127,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.10109842633299368,0.0,0.0,0.1012364914783276,0.0,0.0,0.1037401998348366,0.0,0.0,0.08284869475464743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045139288401364,0.0,0.0792535367687506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968517954676519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872156191915124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156516003981191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823970448759086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937119187696023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40020460779264666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387144310845262,0.0,0.11686504756853765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061361222220717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915364769777411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615774772126792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871052616043404,0.0,0.07020188204334557,0.3939614488742441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045931889293844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636866237368746,0.10651781308269323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970942015154575,0.0,0.0,0.10484849325139002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560691393640187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732280850985546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764155259365773,0.10767982362433716,0.0,0.5828869685235696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688270805542847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604098561816547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033744006436157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894769339975502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348267412816992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334297041996983
socialanxiety,megofuego,2018/11/17,I don’t want to keep waiting My dad always says I’ll “attract the right people eventually”. But how long is eventually? I don’t want to keep waiting for people to find me. I look and see my few friends that I have constantly out doing things with all kinds of people. I want a life full of people. I don’t want to spend my Friday night alone in my room. I’m a 20 year old woman I should be out and being social. I am a nice person with so much love to give and no one to give it to. I don’t know how to make friends. I just want friends..,0.4585516178736526,2.070367474576273,2.593636363636364,95.57393682588601,81.88135593220339,5.307858243451464,18.35439137134052,6.1124844417494595,-0.3991118644067795,414,9,101,3,11,140,70,118,0.037000000000000005,0.765,0.198,0.9358,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,11,2,0,3,1,25,28,7,0,6,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,2,3,7,0,4,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,15,7,16,25,4,11,0,0,2,1,11,6,0,0,5,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550169155706658,0.0,0.0,0.1245405901329958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174420314975396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679913988932954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34691281537880875,0.0,0.0,0.2871614911139209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660738976848541,0.0,0.155862228291322,0.08225680512501872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571902997456112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245660135430398,0.12568829409047472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508644643594675,0.0,0.0999084224644864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002746328774092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404587203309883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705747325781105,0.0,0.10142283917749673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150598636413758,0.13068938730901228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782060576937113,0.0,0.11902661171149545,0.0,0.0,0.11927063874973118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525735882919782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943662077041884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414074201540393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638501872493413
socialanxiety,brzvtn,2018/11/17,"Does having social anxiety affect your ability to learn a new language? I've been trying to learn a new language for about 3 years now. In spite of these 3 years, I still lack of the ability to speak it fluently. I believe having social anxiety is one of the reasons which holds me back from getting good at it because I'm not that talkative person and the idea that I make myself look stupid while trying to speak it kills me. Not to mention the fact that I usually hesitate to talk to people even in my native language.

At this point, I wonder how the learning a new language process ( Especially Speaking Skills) went for anyone in this sub?",8.464146341463415,7.279195048780494,8.330203252032522,71.85189024390246,61.92682926829268,11.126829268292685,37.57317073170732,10.125756701596842,3.7901609756097567,513,21,90,9,6,166,78,123,0.145,0.7959999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,3,0,8,0,4,0,0,4,1,15,10,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,10,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,4,10,1,19,8,1,17,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,1,10,62,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581411886748703,0.0,0.0,0.11797318105663801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973552299988195,0.0,0.10285035010711628,0.0,0.0,0.19009004058951445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764830199640525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143818991614153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814941127389905,0.0,0.0,0.14151461197372014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046472131384692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666405249260454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416825879554237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126221336342012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888534522266233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432926539770336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696943630009868,0.14732008852726433,0.0,0.0,0.15949525164646228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347260453779462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439782678137416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474027734054428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356110141240271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291000645124645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582161218638704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640544072453588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297000599600355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730072783469448
socialanxiety,Hammer384,2018/11/17,"SA masked by booze Hey, new to this sub. Once you’ve used booze to mask SA, getting sober is a whole other level of SA. I’m paralyzed. I also work at home.. barely see anyone. Im also on the stop drinking sub but I have had SA my whole life. ",-1.3814555256064691,0.5935690754716987,1.3892722371967672,98.58773584905664,94.09433962264151,3.7832884097035038,13.231805929919135,5.288315135182226,-1.2245288409703503,183,3,44,1,7,63,42,53,0.034,0.966,0.0,-0.1531,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,6,6,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923884186480917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154384754162852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403347756065404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817734533405808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460908810306941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650037625466348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732872762343728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369459491495281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612736329115457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550013019082807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511093922045748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189055989810207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5478152486463768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860670948916796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AValM2,2018/11/17,"Sincerely, Does this get any better? Does this get any better?

​

I am tired of not having friends, is just sad and depressing watching everyone have fun with their friends except me.

​

I cant take this anymore, 

Does this get any better?",4.4220000000000015,7.567044977777781,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,77.0,6.266666666666668,29.0,7.554174236665415,2.1158,204,9,33,3,5,60,31,45,0.223,0.522,0.255,0.4464,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,7,3,9,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32679527333976355,0.3664902443479173,0.30765862185150666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955847882479592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001254831286501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988850881560915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959125835825549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441010653389458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330238254618383,0.0,0.2363688622682586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133869266834538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332867466969132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664902443479173,0.0
socialanxiety,ayayaaaaaa,2018/11/17,"First time going out in a while motivated by a girl I actually found myself invited to a birthday party in a bar. I knew there was that one girl I like that would be there, so I was a bit anxious but also excited and my one objective of the night: to talk to her and try to get along. (been single for 2 years)

So we salute each other outside where everybody was smoking as we arrive at the bar and then we all go inside (we are around 10 ppl) but I can't find a seat next to her so I sit next to my friend and we start talking. I keep an eye on her to find the right moment, then I start taking out my cigarets to initiate a ""lets go outside for a moment movment"", she follows and take her jacket, but she's not the only one.

Then we are outside, I'm right next to her, about to initiate the conversation as she is almost done talking to her friend. But then she says she is going... like she was just there for the gifts opening waiting for everybody to arrive before she leaves... 

I found myself breathless I can't say anything like ""oh please no we just arrive stay a moment"". She says she'll walk to her place by herself... something like 4 miles... because she has to work on stuff tomorrow. Still unable to say anything like ""I can make a bit of the way with you if you want"". And as I watch her leaving , all the joy I had when arriving is gone. Now I want to leave too so I can go back to my place doing exercise until I can't move.

However, I faked a good mood for 3 hours before I got to leave. Now I'm home, thinking about that, probably won't find sleep tonight so I'll exercise. I still have a bit of hope because when she left, she looked back and I think she was looking at me. Also, it's stupid but we are french and we do the ""kiss on the cheek"" for greetings and goodbyes, this is pretty common, in that case she also grabbed my arm while we were kissing, maybe she does that with everybody. But how can I be sure. 

Anyway nobody cares. I need to sort this out by myself but if you want to share your point of view, it would be really appreciated.",2.8168838028169,3.9364025281690185,4.14412852112676,89.0622491197183,74.18779342723005,7.109037558685447,24.1106220657277,7.531066641456977,0.9200988262910794,1591,46,351,19,32,525,202,426,0.026000000000000002,0.792,0.182,0.997,1,1,1,0,0,0,58.0,10,4,0,3,28,19,1,0,23,0,34,10,4,3,3,65,65,39,0,9,12,0,1,5,2,4,2,4,1,2,11,28,2,2,9,4,0,9,6,2,0,4,14,10,69,16,54,43,7,64,0,0,5,2,51,21,0,5,36,249,80,2,0.0,0.0,0.07753903465708531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956518456411622,0.0,0.0,0.19062634445117174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976433116210088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077346499675105,0.07073399956649408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219578879006175,0.0,0.09687307969371292,0.0,0.1352249194426097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26024095332348746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101219230317191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953377266602767,0.08131258495227002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786808059838608,0.06758648845968515,0.0,0.17424204233580526,0.12277729764595585,0.0,0.04151325170209341,0.0,0.2257875734281913,0.06664516099982881,0.06354940210281998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970232695326873,0.07891920212520248,0.07824960832973822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062545548267267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365359771461742,0.0863307801186735,0.0812506525765744,0.0,0.1940945460066582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344853585741553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303848219991175,0.0,0.07982571441126553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445072221112315,0.0,0.05891671162142832,0.0,0.0,0.2535117813227861,0.07456545859029648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615273262559714,0.06043099095766311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660323014305312,0.08722044797055246,0.07511299770698343,0.0,0.0,0.08083681852834311,0.08566859807422904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090249372416082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571250064108556,0.0,0.2527510962880025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951485919767234,0.0,0.0,0.06117024693413362,0.0,0.0,0.11248082089804644,0.08469109721850113,0.1269096858802078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095979993825767,0.0,0.0,0.07488773075056679,0.0,0.11948426663224995,0.19159472813996486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182628448427854,0.0,0.0,0.04633229321167178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053946410450320746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059823397814675,0.06306964597502109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784598883197796,0.0,0.0,0.11288862234954895,0.0,0.0,0.05116800940178732
socialanxiety,nubly-nerd,2018/11/17,"I feel like I don't belong anywhere I just started high school and now I've been split up with some of my close friends. Ever since I've felt distant from them. They were some of my closest friends in middle school. We used to hang out all of the time and now I bearly message let alone speak to them. I feel like I can't really be friends with them anymore just because we go to different schools.Then homecoming roles around, i ask someone out and to my surprise she accepted. We decided to go to her school. I knew plenty of people but none of them really aknowledged my presences. I felt I didn't belong there because I was the dumb kid at a school for insanely smart kids. I felt left out, merely a ghost watching what was happening I felt like I didn't belong there.  And then there's my school. The school I go to is filled with lots of rich white people and being Asian I feel isolated, what doesn't help is the fact that I didn't go to the same middle school as everyone else. The reason being that I was able to select which middle school I went to. So I went to the school with all of my friends. There I met everyone I know. But I wasn't able to go to the same school as my close friends, instead I was split up. Isolated from my best friends. And so I have to make due with the small amount of aquantences that I've had with me. And I've find it hard to make new friends with people I have nothing in common with. And the person I asked to homecoming? They've been doing their thing at the smart school and well I developed an attraction to her and well I don't know if she said yes because she liked me or she had mercy on me. And I think I'm worthless and contribute nothing to any of my friends and I feel terrible for that. I've missed being close to someone. Having someone you can trust. Someone who you know will keep your secrets. Comfort you. And ever since I've split from my best friends I've felt hallow. Sad. I've missed having a highlight to my day. Something that I can look forward to. But instead I'm left to sit in class, bored, and tired of being called the stupid kid. Hell my parents were concerned. They took my to a phycologist to see what was wrong and turns out I'm a twice excellent student. That doesn't help the fact that no one aknowledges what I'm good at. Because it's all outside of school. Even if I tell them about it, they don't care. No one does. It makes doing anything feel pointless if no one else cares about it. And I just feel like I mess. My grades are bad. Being Asian and having Asian friends makes you easy pickings for teasing and it makes me wonder how I even got accepted to the advanced acedemic program. I'm in geometry while everyone else is in algebra 2 or even trigonometry. It makes me feel isolated. All of it and now I don't know what to do with my life. I've only just started an know I want it to stop.",1.9470918367346923,4.0107863622449,2.8536394557823144,93.30505102040821,79.08503401360544,5.968707482993198,23.42517006802721,7.021680442328713,0.6931680272108838,2263,76,489,26,56,715,223,588,0.129,0.6779999999999999,0.193,0.992,2,1,1,0,0,0,52.0,3,5,9,4,26,45,4,0,21,1,44,2,0,10,8,103,101,35,1,4,12,1,13,5,10,1,2,2,0,4,24,40,0,2,26,0,1,12,15,13,2,4,27,19,81,32,74,66,13,55,1,4,4,0,52,28,2,9,21,316,105,17,0.09937037873281304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051458871914491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033787632546897775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927435704282816,0.0,0.0,0.04088667739605613,0.044230352407957814,0.09289789010007983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04148505776920314,0.12115052110602645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428308181491268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050734133480296435,0.0,0.10131472380667876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03204283678817051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051910447934399626,0.0,0.0,0.043479844037124966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245168007541516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844979695299133,0.08988619662537664,0.0,0.14242898295484474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585627231590714,0.1064853276327932,0.2385278673495797,0.0,0.04541136295779614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838665405504453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118619056283546,0.04167357954269882,0.03973778476474266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393644886885556,0.0,0.04450817050653669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660587022691929,0.05249513047179684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416247920541528,0.0,0.0,0.13652840347910314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796620724700544,0.05080647240172106,0.035094118615108305,0.12136836914285888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041723045533080684,0.0,0.0,0.042240571240133175,0.0,0.0,0.19899149828336807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047986265498087016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534855842806897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010039105324538,0.03778782541353235,0.0,0.0,0.05516952294565596,0.0,0.0,0.10333636307370207,0.0433831909076533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365920914021025,0.051084649725269465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726199288133305,0.0,0.0,0.6034087704536015,0.03959266316187343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220020415294294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839239886249022,0.03825008617298852,0.0,0.0,0.07033486552361752,0.0,0.0,0.041539043065824316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043427045469607975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03300863207733105,0.031836263145976644,0.0,0.0,0.028971833477260383,0.05710581619006533,0.0,0.0,0.055202073541281864,0.0,0.05404321856936288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04291205104077167,0.0,0.0,0.029305611987174518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934590438352866,0.09211733663454097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053881468439587916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054322954860469584,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thirdgreyman,2018/11/17,"After 7 years, i figured out my social anxiety. This might help you Its simply the belief that people will not pay attention to what you say. For 7 years, everyone i met slowly lost interest in me and eventually stopped talking to me. I believed it was because i was uninteresting. Wrong. Its because they thought i didnt care about them. i was there mumbling like a fool as a response to everything they said, like i didnt even care about it. But the truth is i did care. I just was just so stuck in my own head, being insecure, that i wasnt even really paying attention. And the reason i was so insecure is because i thought they didnt really care about what i had to say.  So the lesson i take out of this is, simply pay attention to what people say. The reason why we have no clue what to say, is because we didnt truly listen.",3.860668662674648,4.958811508982038,5.3824101796407176,81.26048153692615,71.63473053892216,8.680439121756487,27.689121756487022,9.075114841892004,2.1989325349301394,650,23,130,13,12,220,85,167,0.203,0.708,0.09,-0.9561,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,2,4,2,11,13,0,2,7,0,20,1,1,2,1,23,32,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,6,0,0,12,6,0,1,10,0,3,0,7,5,0,0,18,6,26,8,17,11,1,8,1,1,0,0,18,4,0,1,6,96,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824841437538907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131583570324359,0.0,0.0,0.14469635916952164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237707962102409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965328960213644,0.0,0.0,0.12272013879578572,0.11542438650550163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318059850800375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608376050947139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548858636182375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019625354567308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624367908425614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807404863765566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455078494367953,0.2640943651169667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216611126124748,0.40852999771429177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091796611682285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073730295209276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656319575078323,0.10322697573307632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039177663618652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588788184258456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041778060833787,0.0,0.1654091085732654
socialanxiety,YourSaltSucks,2018/11/17,"How I started talking to people more and being more outgoing I had really bad social issues for most of my teenage life. Probably stemming from my dad and “friends” being...asses. 
So after a massive breakdown I finally told my doctor I wanted help. He suggested CBD oil. 

It’s a massive help. It doesn’t make me an extrovert, but now I’m an introvert with more than one friend. It just gave me a little nudge in the right direction. It got me to the place I needed in order to start taking my therapists advice. 

It doesn’t work for everyone but I’d thought I’d share what worked for me",2.60152037617555,4.811532913793108,4.391692789968655,82.35894984326018,77.6206896551724,7.666457680250784,26.062695924764892,8.575989854853784,2.1445793103448283,462,18,86,10,11,156,80,116,0.022000000000000002,0.8440000000000001,0.135,0.8909,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,0,4,2,0,2,0,12,15,6,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,1,13,3,13,9,4,11,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,1,5,56,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746162908178132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017650820615048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635406601630093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330919117900166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101488782017693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29642673959678106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343017341027332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571696001566122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022877001823086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355006761618519,0.0,0.19227182311441898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805318778898547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422452608792945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999422421973109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299614124482972,0.0,0.2004296181966971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068335408896113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289617495499268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382839034121774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555442745717347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715674937081957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423811351933985,0.15419191678859526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227384136771101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229774503850946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330919117900166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315087531189635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27932033359556263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the_honest_alt_,2018/11/17,"Feeling shitty about bailing on a chance to socialize I'm kind of interested in a girl at work, and there was a work event tonight that I know she's going to. I was going to make myself go, try and talk to her as well as other people, but got overwhelmed by anxiety at the last minute. 

I'm not even afraid for the normal reasons: it's not the crowds, not being singled out or embarrassed. I feel comfortable around my co-workers, and able to be myself (thanks Zoloft). 

The thing I'm really afraid of is not knowing what to do with myself. Not knowing who to talk to. Finding people to be around. Trying to talk to this girl, even though I never know what to say. Not knowing what to do with myself afterwards.

Usually when I bail on social obligations, I feel fucking great. But this time I just feel lousy. I'm tired of being lonely, and this would have been a good opportunity to get to know people better, especially after spending so much time alone this year. I guess it's time for some quality drinking alone.",5.215687645687645,6.013570545454545,5.785353535353536,80.71213286713288,68.2929292929293,8.516550116550116,27.857031857031856,8.617729084823388,1.955119968919969,800,25,153,12,13,259,114,198,0.11800000000000001,0.746,0.136,0.4592,0,4,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,11,15,1,4,8,0,12,4,0,2,1,37,35,12,0,2,10,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,13,9,1,0,12,1,1,3,7,6,1,0,4,5,15,9,35,26,3,23,0,2,0,1,12,8,1,3,12,108,28,2,0.11702949395079106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424145229686185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089527242548544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836212261951284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350307709852476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464435047810725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545937540461064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23669451393747945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696283730297776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819188136936432,0.06114308037505348,0.0,0.19953167507394295,0.0981587870991909,0.09359917716017824,0.12902543023115448,0.1289211816086078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186820896601733,0.3858980957380893,0.09539465728838076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811809596106664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603014363998916,0.0,0.09026036037430267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466405635747215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243400547153942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497209053633523,0.12032581101610668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306655080961117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23859366242227856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821916227176116,0.0,0.10774503462150364,0.0,0.0,0.07774919563111835,0.0,0.11498088361545668,0.0,0.2047225171468996,0.13450818756240535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589106887496964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288914537844278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052235697389711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555965962321653,0.0,0.0,0.08313439476242546,0.0,0.0,0.07536315714163165
socialanxiety,Butt-Fudge,2018/11/17,"Really upset over someone leaving my project group I'm in med school and we do dissections. We're technically supposed to switch every dissection to dissect with new people but what happens is that some people switch while others stay with their partners, making for some awkward situations. 

So there's usually me, Dimple and Agatha in a group doing dissections. Agatha was nice at first, but I think once she realized my social standing, got a little icy with me. She started avoiding me and it didn't seem like she liked working with us even though I went out of my way so many times to make sure things went smoothly for us. 

After the second dissection, she decided to work with another group. I couldn't help but notice her new group was ""more popular."" 

So she basically ""upgraded,"" which has really gotten me down. I feel like she thought me and Dimple were too boring or something. Dimple doesn't give a fuck (part of the reason why I love her), but it really hurt me, especially since Agatha didn't give any explanation. She was just like ""oh I talked to them before class and I'm going to do dissection with them today"" 

I just... don't know how to get over this.. :( I feel so rejected",5.0285477941176495,6.759354191964286,5.510430672268907,79.02427521008404,69.58035714285714,8.842016806722688,27.46218487394958,9.325443323948027,2.426945168067228,945,32,170,20,17,303,137,224,0.142,0.7759999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9124,0,3,1,0,0,0,33.0,3,0,3,3,11,15,1,3,5,0,14,2,0,4,1,37,36,17,0,1,7,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,13,0,1,9,0,0,3,5,7,0,2,11,3,32,8,25,24,4,23,0,2,0,2,26,8,1,4,13,112,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373184068635246,0.12911133567201333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047735830049436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132544457531582,0.0,0.10374136714686227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245152929578439,0.08796327548161534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104733337432659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138306383216391,0.0643297424904047,0.2362328262645586,0.06997696330994199,0.0,0.0984773898713272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888243595951093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253067312241043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318119811947457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766839620033649,0.0,0.0,0.13037567439867873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24061814772791096,0.12340745542585498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112859495126297,0.0,0.16437892779332336,0.12483332868625616,0.0,0.0,0.13676839562077636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378372223766679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018301251762752,0.0,0.13112820741393744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333654639707207,0.0,0.17072408329654207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366384837950128,0.12659696551326188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461297035791605,0.0,0.1120918812036164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185345760710617,0.1384019869877929,0.0,0.12551435722013465,0.10432667555780943,0.094790604734749,0.0,0.0,0.08715123420596528,0.13123897194064585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160474845344815,0.0,0.0,0.09896630608631657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180133717676745,0.07889599574896712,0.12097347056985025,0.09775055376217846,0.07179742296955431,0.0,0.11671175330434537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962176936685057,0.0,0.13560903343936054,0.0,0.0,0.0977339504418898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282833561904197,0.11110463621238473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927853941040786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,drinks_mayonnaise,2018/11/17,"Is anyone else bad at talking to their boss I’m such an awkward loser when it comes to talking to my boss. 

This seems to be the case for me when interacting with any higher up that I feel a need to project an image for. 

My boss is really nice and super down to earth so he’s not the problem, but I worry that my weird and cringey social anxiety is getting to be so unbearable he will not even want to interact with me anymore which probably will end up negatively impacting his opinion of me as an employee.

I can interact fine with my coworkers and higher-ups that don’t freak me out as much, but for some reason, all the partners at my firm freak me out and turn me into an awkward weirdo who forgets how to talk, stress sweats and turns red. What really sucks is everyone else I work with all have great social skills and/or are naturally outgoing so I feel like I’m the weirdo odd man out.",5.303984848484845,5.551164216666668,6.131818181818183,80.24590909090912,67.94444444444444,9.87878787878788,30.25252525252525,9.800150414767053,2.6588888888888884,709,25,144,15,11,234,110,180,0.20199999999999999,0.7,0.098,-0.9628,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,8,15,1,3,9,0,12,1,1,5,2,34,24,15,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,14,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,0,3,18,5,28,20,4,13,0,1,1,0,15,9,1,3,4,97,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058583271468728,0.0,0.12440234323805845,0.0,0.16127338301961833,0.11370630342279968,0.16662138287443842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577925746222355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400810284731461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716929846890764,0.0,0.14403130165778466,0.0,0.0,0.10740767115035248,0.0,0.0,0.15538849075328956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644491180963699,0.11617434882249475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496120571707813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928694552779215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944695236197552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119542958693476,0.1205792042541808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532973414634292,0.15560348690308454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835454046557475,0.1671984126430229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804134152371648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33153719294981754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627839703783827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921186234367266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537634262938953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591632382993848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838785822729585,0.16514649701638082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StingingGolf395,2019/03/14,"Bogus Not as socially anxious as many of you, but I hate presenting in front of the class. Nobody else offers to present their poem so the teacher says “Raise your hand if you have no siblings”. I was the only one in the class without any siblings, but people actually laughed at my poem so my misfortune wasn’t so bad in the end. Good luck to the people with presentations due soon that are reading this!",5.75346153846154,6.500423833333336,6.227333333333334,78.20100000000002,67.07692307692308,8.804102564102564,32.266666666666666,8.841846274778883,2.661909743589744,321,13,59,5,5,104,57,78,0.142,0.677,0.18,0.4069,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,0,4,5,1,0,6,0,4,1,1,0,0,7,5,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,2,8,3,12,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,6,42,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.2595322444180883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085749482731006,0.0,0.0,0.30045174586217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206005734465695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217001656892585,0.0,0.23555585516772845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306917142293706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625740133126248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696350983339881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021696944196006,0.20226961536228466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36875733005036215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660254632824898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114968918199047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27110609328087515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25636967618820605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,marcato53,2019/03/14,"Ever wish you had a squad to hang out with? I don't want to be super self-pitying, but sometime wish I just had that group of people I could just sit around with at the end of the day. Make jokes about things and just talk about random stuff.  

I'm fine with chatting with coworkers or meeting up with people to do school assignments and stuff, but idk how to just chill with people with no specific goal in mind.  ",7.387771084337348,5.796815939759039,6.577198795180724,84.86531626506026,64.3012048192771,9.74578313253012,29.183734939759034,8.07648339933343,1.6298216867469884,325,7,70,3,4,99,57,83,0.064,0.79,0.146,0.7929,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,9,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,27,11,6,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,20,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,49,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806005131333939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619780593221426,0.0,0.0,0.13083668682576474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968579097076864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351078332389087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354197014141104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048445003253789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219410242160216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531891118564408,0.0,0.0,0.2116414068792924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006471750119941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644834632295178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306211264642154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347802033321543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966010385256674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665892491317559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TooRaLooRaLooRal,2019/03/14,"Terrible combination Hi folks, I have the terrible combination of 1. Social anxiety 2. Being a simpleton 3. Having no confidence/being insecure 4. Enjoying solitude and not speaking. 

Some of these overlap but you get the gist. I feel so abnormal... I mean aren’t these the basic elements that make humans human? I feel like I’m the only person in the world like this and it makes it hard connecting to people not only IRL but also online. I’m part of an online group where even there I’m basically the outcast because I don’t contribute to the conversation because I have anxiety about being judged/no one liking or responding to my comments. The fact that I have social anxiety even in an online setting is so stressful, I feel like I have no outlet to vent or no community to receive support from. I can freely speak on here is because I don’t know anyone and it’s not cliquey. 

Anyway, just wanted to vent, see if anyone can relate and see if I can get any advice. Thanks for listening.",2.4779942279942304,5.238997994708996,4.6800312650312685,76.81046536796538,82.28042328042328,7.669167869167872,26.05122655122655,8.575989854853784,2.5898126984126995,787,33,132,20,22,271,111,189,0.13,0.737,0.133,0.6847,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,2,11,0,15,0,0,2,1,24,33,13,0,3,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,3,0,3,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,0,9,14,7,15,31,2,8,0,0,2,0,15,6,0,5,4,92,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837266629989682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142342707367385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032538845835095,0.0,0.3484630411137997,0.0,0.0,0.2123349301049475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776739811412645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057287643626165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23031897273303245,0.21694375328945886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865639049479938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601549306913638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344525468385597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967181689849681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027038065711514,0.0,0.0,0.16539423325738253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288820035087708,0.23095668265570246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442390683871616,0.0,0.10526416622296833,0.13257759272199965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419877312679723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095559550046653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392795836488356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230202371076733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397904569243745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955697838766323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,getthempeasboi,2019/03/14,"DAE actually quite enjoy being around other people and socialising, but just doesn’t know how to start? Whenever I hang out with close friends, or if I get invited out by someone, I’m excited for it. I genuinely enjoy spending time with other people.I just get really nervous trying to form new friendships or interact with people like teachers, students, cashiers, waiters etc. I especially get nervous when texting people and whenever I want to reach out to ask someone to hang out I feel a paralysing fear that I’ll be seen as clingy. I don’t really subscribe to that whole idea of making plans and then being really happy if they fall through, yet regular social interaction terrifies me. I know this is long and maybe doesn’t fully make sense, but does anyone else feel like this?",7.274374999999999,8.196836020833334,7.448611111111107,70.1575,63.79166666666666,10.566666666666666,34.75,10.504223727775694,3.93145,633,27,102,15,9,205,94,144,0.094,0.706,0.2,0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,6,10,0,3,1,0,7,0,0,3,0,30,21,14,0,3,8,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,5,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,1,3,10,7,19,17,3,16,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,4,9,63,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.15882085124669856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379881930066844,0.1667569525222443,0.0,0.14488230441501454,0.15214959479466836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242391608371432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595702234257984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815096461243048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831393756660305,0.1645829203049322,0.11626887279824286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574050613433946,0.0,0.2550910003910837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325075936099607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372531968550387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888665712368584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902318699451148,0.0,0.0,0.14402892620387756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727422656410714,0.0,0.16350458798257125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571852889958594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384917731130471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310501602933273,0.0,0.0,0.3127860987541541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590347226247987,0.27579566366715624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519552573074747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490102992166853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049679516020172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599436508740576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170493837073226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itfrigures,2019/03/14,"Too nervous to go to hair salon In addition to SA, I've been dealing with some depression over the last couple years that's made life a lot harder. I used to be able to go to the store, get my hair done, generally exist like a more normal person.

But it's been over a year and a half since I've been to a salon. Not only that but I've been putting off going to the dentist for a little over a year as well, among other things. And I moved and have struggled to forge new relationships in this city, which has exacerbated the isolation/depression.

Today I was looking at photos of my husband and I, and I haven't ""let myself go"" per see, but it's definitely the worst I've looked in our 14 years together. Maybe it seems superfluous but if I could summon the courage to go get my hair done by a professional, Id feel a lot better about my appearance. Several times I've made an appointment and then cancelled the day before. The biggest issue is that I dislike looking at myself in the mirror while talking to the hair stylist, feel uncomfortable with a stranger's touch, and have a hard time sitting still for more than 15 mins. But I have a lot of hair that usually takes at least an hour to process.

Sorry if this is tmi. It just feels like the last straw of putting off self care and I wanted to express how sad/disconnected this anxiety makes me feel lately.







",5.736838235294119,5.762000772058822,6.353970588235296,79.78661764705883,67.01470588235293,9.447058823529412,30.60294117647059,9.188382445141503,2.3914073529411763,1078,37,218,18,16,353,151,272,0.105,0.8079999999999999,0.086,-0.2761,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,1,6,10,0,2,25,0,17,7,5,5,0,39,41,19,0,5,9,1,11,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,14,11,0,0,5,0,1,9,2,4,1,1,9,15,17,6,37,29,8,43,0,1,4,0,8,15,0,8,20,142,31,1,0.10702981992801892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187751929143472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910744936400186,0.0,0.0,0.09465917804027286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912403458018732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854546021168115,0.11842646001064255,0.0,0.06902537949748852,0.11034304468216538,0.1843692541433425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905733149227508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164699713674798,0.07646212474214592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183732683896007,0.0,0.3041375658413065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587769585640446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054028131136767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171132478464724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448717664221694,0.12073429876961972,0.0,0.0,0.10944524236855817,0.07559832706297766,0.10457872746360447,0.10727199731045367,0.0,0.0,0.26963427777172644,0.0,0.0,0.2729787764406637,0.0,0.202548406977346,0.07144323590212492,0.0,0.1075258399032615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137557603230986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103370067031503,0.0,0.0,0.10486649894698193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140100100365781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345431042854103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151890617245691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149099718107499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528890928513143,0.09743592830355716,0.11165544452130498,0.12091323169163212,0.0,0.0885361730600986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981112074899747,0.0,0.0,0.08547415245057054,0.0,0.0,0.1118908064540988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047310456043208,0.08602651504061944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711058565411379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481989742207955,0.0,0.10145175462340048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243940003459282,0.11787822559164908,0.0,0.06312896084055994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623266187992684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27569477969263
socialanxiety,notautisticjustanass,2019/03/14,"Fuck the dentist You sit there, unwilling to make eye contact cuz that would just be awkward so you instead look ANYWHERE ELSE which just makes it worse because you feel like everyone knows you’re trying to avoid eye contact. Then you have to either engage in some sort of small talk about whatever the fucks going on in your life or how your not taking enough care of your teeth so instead you just opt for silence which makes the whole ordeal feel even worse, as you lie back in complete silence as this random person just sticks their fingers in your mouth, you get asked questions you don’t know the answer to and half the time don’t even realize the man was talking to you, trying to crack a joke even. But the joke goes right over your head as you answer seriously making the whole situation worse. Then it’s finally over and your mouth is numb as a dope heads shooting arm so you just go home unable to eat or drink anything for a half hour as you think over what an anxious twat you are. Fun times everyone, fun times.",7.070831429876655,6.851343949748745,6.111685701233442,83.46669712197354,64.27638190954774,8.844403837368663,30.653723161260853,8.00094639256281,1.9115085427135683,822,25,161,8,11,247,123,199,0.147,0.7809999999999999,0.071,-0.9426,0,1,1,1,0,0,10.0,0,19,1,0,17,13,2,2,12,0,8,16,9,6,0,32,26,17,0,1,10,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,7,2,2,1,9,3,0,2,3,6,0,2,1,6,20,7,25,23,5,21,0,0,3,2,28,10,2,6,9,104,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136720013251034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959050346485633,0.0,0.1131389028786948,0.0,0.0,0.09305817603892226,0.0,0.07377367250403362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338963441039195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688889395957428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855514027645606,0.0,0.12383535759086504,0.10109805660180897,0.0,0.0,0.12504771209530854,0.0,0.2398009686526161,0.0,0.0,0.2312827392495769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223843616606477,0.08645788853455877,0.0,0.13257329839306647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237651243873216,0.06322881538051317,0.0,0.13755878145084213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484062483789074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139457907296135,0.0,0.11918194397739712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302066399798448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548116805087101,0.05912506350448402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162770308959948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231315554991075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567143381579656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355719413318493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335182497195536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603340142163053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099321693686513,0.1945452306872339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754578452132417,0.0,0.0,0.21170608614276795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433150798604915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702326930630234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36999419125698296,0.08597030548609326,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,exwasadickthrowaway,2019/03/14,"Just ban the memes and make a separate subreddit Idk if this is going to be deleted, but there are way too many memes on this subreddit,  I know that some people get comfort from memes, I do too but it's getting ridiculous. The mods made an announcement a month ago but I'm still seeing the same issue, text post of people wanting support get shoved away while memes get all the attention.

The BEST thing to do imo is to just make another subreddit for memes and ban them here. ",5.514516129032259,6.252312655913979,5.4270430107526915,83.76056451612907,67.60215053763442,9.210752688172043,29.478494623655912,9.2995712137729,2.3489655913978504,379,13,75,7,6,118,65,93,0.111,0.759,0.13,0.6186,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,1,0,8,0,6,0,0,3,1,19,19,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,8,17,4,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,4,48,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291709221260456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282054834371317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044718507632213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839071240317446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548136662981228,0.0,0.12368493175668747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22715062416274664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960451797618947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592807916640726,0.2905412796537586,0.2206440664070098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371129566554389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017564008633649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843070853833676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342403749686816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380070567023814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469655173361861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445846222492025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836462986472014,0.17274566398623906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wohtevar,2019/03/14,What’s the best way to make friends in college? I’m a college student and have been struggling with making new friends. Does anyone have any recommendations on what to do? I always try to talk to other people but then feel like I’m doing something awkward and freeze up.,4.815769230769232,6.573395961538466,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,70.15384615384616,5.9692307692307685,30.30769230769231,5.985473137389443,1.4630230769230759,218,9,39,1,4,68,41,52,0.069,0.722,0.21,0.7789,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,10,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,4,8,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,24,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628375029801195,0.0,0.0,0.18493496991770034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901533974718222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853941981817941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23798481997432197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375058267482094,0.1942807607202928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202149826897316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286077777269886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630567752646685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26265049952919256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188535525732322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093599936584062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843006399418985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185826883645948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846358436632473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586083665129405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ScrewYouAnxiety,2019/03/14,"Speaking exams Tomorrow I'll have 3 speaking exams and I'm honestly so stressed out. I'll stutter and struggle and black-out and I'm already so nervous. 

I hope it's going well. I have diagnosed anxiety and they know I black out when getting too stressed but they have to treat me like the other students because they're exams.

I'm so gonna die. ",0.77542857142857,3.3238499714285723,2.648571428571429,88.54142857142858,92.14285714285714,5.085714285714286,28.42857142857143,6.742157984588678,1.7512571428571433,278,15,52,4,10,92,43,70,0.221,0.611,0.16899999999999998,-0.4244,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,6,10,0,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,11,10,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,6,5,3,10,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,3,27,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997313212984993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778293932265587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655725548125304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27568112965806235,0.28189105606696035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190640298880314,0.0,0.15436373240378642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697726543008686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927121311333166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326962246234288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6222627622820143,0.2839485227375121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442123981929951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,giulous,2019/03/14,"Do you feel like you can't remove those thoughts from your mind? I feel like I know ""more"" than people who don't have social anxiety because I'm constantly thinking about what other people might be thinking of me. So it's hard for me to imagine not being anxious because it's like removing something you know from your brain.

do you feel like that? do you think social anxiety can go away?",5.505789473684208,6.391000105263162,5.553789473684212,82.3175263157895,67.68421052631578,8.185263157894736,30.989473684210523,8.238735603445708,2.2372294736842098,312,12,58,4,5,98,50,76,0.022000000000000002,0.782,0.196,0.8919,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,7,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,1,0,0,13,21,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,10,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,4,11,4,8,17,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,5,39,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601482686699061,0.1920879391319804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975080816149947,0.0,0.0,0.20730004885938366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981211968030134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837443561617016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25792010168488233,0.3644130197635188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663319293965514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231541451764954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689045299040893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322764920676427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037724810277467,0.1716840073601663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575777656382815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466527418238756,0.0,0.13089906110427332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268492208903687,0.0,0.13498653949615858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Captainthrowaway25,2019/03/14,"Why do people look at me with a weird look on their face? I wouldn't say I have social anxiety. I used to, but after overcoming my depression, I don't give a single ounce of thought to what people think about me. They think what they want, positive or negative, and, individually, it has no effect on me. I walk around with a slight smile on my face and greet anyone who returns a similar look to me, but I can't help but notice the overwhelming majority that do the opposite. For example, I'm in line to make my order at a restaurant and the person in front of me leaves after simply giving their order to the cashier, who has a great grin on their face. I step up, that grin immediately fades away, even if I have a smile on my face. I say ""thank you,"" and ""have a nice day,"" while they remain completely silent. They reciprocate politeness to every other person I've seen, except for me. I wouldn't say I'm *that* ugly, nor would I say I look like I rolled out of bed in the morning when I go outside. What gives?",3.5635294117647085,4.736026333333335,5.0424313725490215,83.1339411764706,72.43137254901961,8.381176470588235,23.894117647058824,8.841846274778883,1.5120082352941182,788,21,165,15,15,265,111,204,0.10300000000000001,0.7020000000000001,0.195,0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,7,1,4,9,0,1,13,0,12,4,4,3,0,24,30,12,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,1,2,10,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,2,9,32,6,31,25,2,27,0,2,5,0,21,14,0,2,8,114,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056102660759375,0.0,0.0,0.09652995792863313,0.0,0.0,0.12289655407437625,0.0,0.0,0.12970545944466386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474607954073976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903284757291023,0.0,0.11890495800803685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911827899180218,0.0,0.11631571565034972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972994235968762,0.07845877483869604,0.0,0.0,0.15220406246608054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253410256053866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461783306712279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744578566188685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463719436301065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921515358335812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717440276188752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141731474653906,0.2410853351619304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43914155798748616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407277799200968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710077347203136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691774187816106,0.0,0.10959876401059808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923357861887054,0.0,0.0,0.08142731251710532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457147643736405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806898214430224,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,count__,2019/03/14,"I don't fit in so a year back i belonged to a group of friends while i was studying class 9 we were really happy back then. we would hangout at each others houses to hangout play games/sports sing songs. We were really happy I was the introvert of the group but I had a quirky sense of humour for which they liked me.But as soon as we were done with our olevels things suddenly changed.They started hanging out with new friends,started drinking alcohol as a way of having fun and I quite didn't fit in between that group.I see them getting high,doing wierd stuffs but I can't do it.
So as time passed I started to become leftout from the group.I started thinking something is wrong with me thats why they won't hangout with me and thats very depressing.They were like a family to me and I will give anything to live back those old days.But now I find it very difficult to make friends due to my social anxiety",2.4501043643263785,4.4769805,3.2684566729917783,91.11680265654651,77.33333333333333,6.3119544592030365,25.99493991144845,7.285733465282438,1.1884507273877296,727,28,151,9,17,230,110,186,0.077,0.767,0.157,0.9406,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,5,0,3,1,7,11,0,0,8,0,17,2,0,1,0,19,25,13,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,10,13,2,0,2,7,0,2,4,2,0,0,9,2,22,9,26,13,1,25,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,0,18,98,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522180089605074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108961176263301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721056835323836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32856752372840875,0.0,0.0,0.15730652170568912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575884024734415,0.0,0.1395305264010933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427355190530968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018156526682942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008741357911898,0.0,0.07441558310494098,0.13663511491303929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032460477584054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048872811979133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434904293254948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917154861512238,0.0,0.1257713191542788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950754137071954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756308436847214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945991416390367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514954743969463,0.0,0.0,0.1824929918360507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350099463619268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519293438756334,0.0,0.10965220520288063,0.0,0.0,0.40326043044363397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305218873454047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946264351311682,0.0912655841764026,0.0,0.0,0.08305407248456491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350449762821918,0.0,0.11305701887999085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852400723724608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011806147870552,0.15572858494090114,0.0,0.09172245246596986
socialanxiety,eveeprofen,2019/03/14,"Does anyone here legit have no friends, close friends, or a group of friends? it's hard for me to connect with anyone, I find a group and then I don't become close to them and we all go our separate ways weeks later. usually everyone I meet with s.a have close friends and a support system but I feel isolated and alone but I try to socialize. I'm wondering if someone relates 👀",1.912105263157894,4.294683631578948,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,81.10526315789474,6.957894736842108,27.921052631578952,8.07648339933343,2.0486631578947367,300,14,60,6,8,98,54,76,0.113,0.75,0.13699999999999998,0.2023,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,18,8,9,0,1,4,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,5,7,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,3,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771302401000505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804634510266211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214956712692341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550578845649664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163753923314703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140591548406667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833023378369771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.619788790445978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139792206832308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17965661401260233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443911744416973,0.16992839663366696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275858247388121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616271543262742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208814332305915,0.0,0.0,0.15919009597944975,0.16087198383803933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174918013415444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itsjustmeyaboijesus,2019/03/14,"Dating with social anxiety? Ok so I just posted here like 2 minutes ago, but I also wanted to say this

I (14F) really like this guy (14M) and we're friends, but I want us to be something more. I know we're too young for it to be very serious but I have the feeling that if I ask him out and he says no, it will be kinda uncomfortable to chat with him, so I really don't want to lose what we have.

I don't know if he likes me back, if I feel optimistic I think that maybe he does, but if I feel pesimistic (idk if that's the word, English is my 2nd language) I don't think he does. Our friends also ""ship"" us a lot, so that probably dismotivates him a bit and I haven't dated anyone so I wouldn't know how to carry on with a relationship (like how often we should go on dates or stuff like that) if we had one someday",1.4915248796147689,2.5506836741573053,3.7539646869983976,90.79404494382023,77.42696629213485,7.108186195826645,21.703049759229536,7.7094869923839395,0.6210532905296944,626,16,151,9,14,217,100,178,0.051,0.764,0.184,0.9696,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,6,0,0,1,13,10,0,0,5,1,14,0,0,2,0,41,27,22,0,11,12,0,3,5,2,3,0,2,0,1,11,10,0,0,8,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,5,26,8,13,20,3,11,0,1,0,0,22,3,0,10,11,100,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255548300141781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22653804052393844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083537946937754,0.0,0.0,0.0990375995803024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324137696522754,0.0,0.0,0.10891199731263382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463359956809522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478992815292704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485149133029208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886058175445616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049696584122308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024532807126222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23352401932658334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34598941391330995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845831915625636,0.0,0.1204167987915738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422958692688747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597855974852314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356514442557814,0.0,0.15271128760856906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814757223497067,0.0,0.0,0.152067766605528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527475776581765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438358636658344,0.0,0.10904097163527368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214328798929836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815136860593545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34074964732589164,0.0,0.0,0.11686738330697402,0.2506278593200485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HypotheticalCheese,2019/03/14,"Mom's anxiety - how to help I'm not sure this is the right place, so I'm sorry if this is not the intended use of this subreddit. I'm also sorry if this comes across as derisive or ill-intended or hyper critical -- it absolutely is not. I'm just frustrated and want to have a better approach.

Basically, my mom seems to have very intense social anxiety and I'd like to know how I can help in a more positive way. I've often slipped in the past and been the asshole that says ""why can't you just get over it"" or ""just do it, it's not that big of a deal"" but I'm starting to understand that's not helpful. I get very frustrated because she doesn't seem to acknowledge it as a problem and instead seems to want people to continue enabling and comforting her, saying things like ""this is just how I am"" or ""just let me be"" and thinking it's alright to just continue unloading all her anxiety on other people. It's so bad that she's taught us, her kids, to have a measure of social anxiety as well, though not even close to her level.

Here's a specific example: 

My mom doesn't live in the same state as I do, but she's been visiting for the last week-ish. When she's at her home, she has a routine and part of that routine is to go swimming at a women's only pool. She wanted to continue this routine while visiting, so she found the local YMCA and I took her there, showing her how easy it is to get to and even went in with her to ask about the whens/whats/hows of using it. She seemed like she was okay and would be able to use it no problem. Well, fast forward to last night... Last night, she took my car after I got home from work and went to the pool. Twenty minutes later, she texts me to say that there were some bearded men having a conversation near the door from the women's locker room to the pool and she just couldn't go in and was coming home (mind you, she just saw this from outside and didn't actually go in or give them time to leave). I text her back with ""you got this, I believe in you!"" but she comes home anyway.

Now, on her way home, she gets lost and goes to the wrong apartment complex then calls me in a panic because the gate code isn't working and there's a line of people starting to form behind her. I get kind of annoyed and snap back saying that I have no idea why it's not working since I literally just used it, but she's too much in a panic state to hear me and kinda just...panics over me. She eventually realizes she's in the wrong place and gets home, but at no point during our interaction does she seem to hear me and seems to want to continue panicking. 

Anyway, long story short, she refuses to get counselling or take anti-anxiety medication. I've even bought her some CBD gummies but she's too scared to try them. I'm increasingly annoyed and frustrated by this but I really do want to help her as much as possible without enabling it. 

I sincerely hope I haven't overstepped or been offensive in any way. Any suggestions and advice is very much welcome. ",5.398538695347207,5.099908517184944,6.320740706102409,80.83907692307696,67.75613747954174,9.797914425999533,30.55043254617723,9.461161749540981,2.4706918961889173,2348,80,492,43,35,782,254,611,0.126,0.778,0.096,-0.9741,0,0,0,0,0,1,72.0,2,4,2,7,38,29,6,3,27,2,35,1,0,9,2,103,91,56,0,12,33,3,0,3,0,1,1,6,9,4,31,28,0,1,14,5,1,17,18,15,2,0,18,7,65,14,75,68,11,76,0,1,1,0,72,32,0,20,27,330,96,4,0.058514355946328075,0.0,0.05710157060629417,0.0,0.0,0.05717955141104564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046793909309624036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958353717253458,0.0,0.2238166106905285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054703023952388,0.0,0.0,0.08998785569417624,0.04885704306890324,0.07133961654853084,0.0,0.0,0.06592564143547981,0.0,0.051751192715828884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059749699718399135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121480929779454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032573162391677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120630720991797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594454072154632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415797105950767,0.0,0.0,0.2139993512368469,0.05613230210960438,0.0997651708444806,0.0,0.09359855167684544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189986369073212,0.0,0.15688375744454855,0.0,0.3521680198987734,0.05811795842280153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660555854715194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609336972864081,0.0321579597454916,0.14309102970993134,0.0,0.0619582541411434,0.0,0.05983489342402836,0.0,0.08576147592327342,0.0,0.0516692483333047,0.05178336367310212,0.0,0.0,0.06387533172843284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589470575934608,0.0,0.0,0.0590828189379609,0.20559391943248548,0.0,0.0,0.1290443531059129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982351836889813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044502804455046285,0.0,0.1373079781614399,0.0,0.06336534530751292,0.055858573788154516,0.12169946030601035,0.0,0.12227009563620705,0.0,0.05531497988057299,0.06596614438594665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198067220850193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03748579476493414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499709402611551,0.0,0.1861318577711856,0.05858307821420266,0.0,0.0,0.3196156320481316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840367990947254,0.0,0.0,0.11929603400135767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100406168206655,0.08283352462109647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055149087990456286,0.0,0.0439955134701903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03887433803322196,0.037493636584269234,0.05749005762365495,0.0,0.03412019151228946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002320495748831,0.03972740670435514,0.0,0.0,0.060915508159725275,0.07038556552081253,0.20215046463600253,0.0,0.14484141532446249,0.17256641595915204,0.13933791639334886,0.046936686808603495,0.0,0.10522286657478644,0.10848678838498517,0.10560020983141284,0.0,0.0,0.056405751042598914,0.0,0.12779744409462798,0.0,0.0,0.04156691960538239,0.1279525249796478,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justbecooolman,2019/03/14,"My car is my safe space I feel a profound sense of peacefulness whenever im inside my car. At times, I prefer to just chill, eat inside, do my homework, inside my car. I dont know the psychology of the human brain in regards to vehicles but I have growned comfortable to just sitting inside my car over anything. ",3.7416393442622966,5.5825861147541005,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,73.09836065573771,8.158688524590165,30.2327868852459,8.841846274778883,2.6774629508196717,247,11,45,5,5,83,40,61,0.0,0.858,0.142,0.8151,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,7,6,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,10,2,8,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250706438282245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409768159036228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629645452036477,0.0,0.0,0.4042076103668484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997357270794997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266931158526202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709455913907366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23034135227250274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,giftedittome,2019/03/14,"Made a phone call. What I noticed after. So normally I'm a relatively fast talker in general(I've been told this constantly for as long as I can remember). But today I made a phone call and deliberately slowed myself down. Here's what I noticed:
1. I remembered what I wanted to say.
2. I was focused on my goal.
3. My breathing was controlled and I didn't even notice my heart rate. There were no palpitations.
4. I said Hi______. I achieved one of my small goals.
5. This might have been the calmest call I've ever made. 

My take away: slowing down my speech will help keep my thoughts organized. I will have to try this out in more situations and see if it holds true for more than just phone calls. ",0.8089857856319647,3.357742875912411,2.295097963887823,91.45062235881676,91.04379562043795,5.803918555512871,21.079139454475605,7.273561745256523,0.8207459854014599,542,19,114,10,19,175,94,137,0.017,0.898,0.084,0.8176,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,4,0,12,2,2,4,2,21,23,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,7,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,12,4,19,1,16,8,2,16,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,2,8,73,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198081956527455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302892646539069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403015572380669,0.14561688980008566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575237690124955,0.11743988179456967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385076534550074,0.08702321179385057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540006213089404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489665208752155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685486648816408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773053675109992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272071493245392,0.0,0.4434415300403845,0.0,0.0,0.08797707737898894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941472026841876,0.0,0.12349933728962667,0.10324709418137157,0.0,0.0,0.1034587702279064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593586809190784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761701144999227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030715832208856,0.0,0.0,0.12306493140521535,0.12405941105025707,0.0,0.08814695884309133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657788930674712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThePhenom744,2019/03/14,Nootropics stacks for social anxiety and self consciousness Any Nootropics stacks advice for social anxiety and self consciousness ?,17.138333333333335,19.46785616666667,11.752222222222226,42.86500000000001,42.888888888888886,16.088888888888892,51.33333333333334,14.554592549557764,9.122933333333334,113,6,9,4,1,31,10,18,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789925111845675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941534196823613,0.0,0.4368216029712106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5956886661728863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5820734734545147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Whisperedhope,2019/03/14,"Does going to a therapist help? I really wanna try tackling my anxiety and I’ve been toying with the idea of going to therapy but the irony of having to talk to someone about having trouble talking to someone (among other things) is not lost on me lol I also can’t pop pills so I feel like I won’t be able to take 99% of any prescription I may receive.

I was just wondering if there’s anyone who is in or has been to therapy and found it helpful? Is it something worth trying? 

Thank you!",2.211955555555555,4.114968640000002,4.319333333333333,83.88522222222225,77.6,7.2444444444444445,25.11111111111111,8.167268648758528,1.7005777777777775,384,14,75,7,9,132,75,100,0.057999999999999996,0.738,0.204,0.9485,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,1,13,1,0,0,0,14,21,7,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,1,1,3,3,2,0,0,5,1,9,2,16,13,0,6,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,4,1,56,14,0,0.18375350712411795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694761325884353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495868602065265,0.0,0.14057092999448378,0.0,0.0,0.12848472466303176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080393237734836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291129437707928,0.13127354220515666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147623607044074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088627053997393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463322049352085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074353429893696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977268183268226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058865955188773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771720194117245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31138750056719205,0.1414624271682577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138159768951215,0.2953882171344525,0.0,0.169175541297613,0.4202762993467377,0.2133519845714252,0.12207766513375218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24951313888056384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927284007628285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gross-sobbing,2019/03/14,"afraid of making online friends I don't know why, but everytime I see a user that could be a potential friend, I don't take the chance to create a friendship because I get intimidated.

I use discord to join fandom servers and find friends. I see a user who has similar taste in characters, ships etc and hey, maybe we can hit off! Time to wait for the right moment to slide into their DMs and hopefully start a private convo!

....it never happens because I have no balls.

There's user A. I've managed to have a short DM convo about her abandoned fic because I wanted to hear about it. My last message was ""hey I'm in class so I can't reply as often but I'm always open to talking about (ship) with you!"" 

Didn't get a reply, got paranoid. Didn't talk to them after that :(

There's user B. We met through a fandom collaboration event called the Big Bang. They just seemed really cool and I spent some time talking to them about food, characters etc. Every time they talked on the server id hop in to reply to them, but never got the balls to DM them. 

I found their twitter after a while and realized they were a really big name fan in the fandom. Got a little intimidated at first but I thought, meh it's nothing! But after a while they stop replying to my comments I left on their art. Again, paranoia but maybe I'm imagining things. 

Now, looking through at their tweets and seeing them hit off and have fun with other big name fans just.. made me feel that I had no chance. Why would they entertain someone like me when they have so many other more active and popular friends? 

The big bang is over, I haven't talked to user B in ages, it feels weird sending them a DM rn out of the blue.

just.. sigh. I have other similar stories but it'd take forever to write it all down. So many chances at making friends just slip through my fingers like water, and I hate it. It hurts my confidence so bad that sometimes I feel that the only two online friends only tolerate my presence. (I'd scroll through my twitter feed and get bitter at friends having fun with each other. I hate it. I want this feeling to stop, but I don't know how). ",2.3767452830188667,4.5113199764150975,3.516641509433964,88.72977358490569,78.00943396226415,6.1267924528301885,24.04339622641509,7.1686216300943375,0.9623435849056604,1666,57,336,20,40,538,208,424,0.14,0.682,0.179,0.9622,0,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,2,1,16,1,19,24,3,1,23,1,23,5,1,5,3,65,64,27,0,5,12,0,5,2,7,1,0,1,0,0,21,19,4,4,12,4,1,2,11,8,1,2,13,14,49,15,51,45,6,49,0,2,5,0,44,26,0,4,23,213,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258256103370257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283362032195545,0.15952426362403144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890718445138686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964626159011597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456958789360834,0.0,0.0,0.07349525306383863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642495405520642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972687386314724,0.07419801136741128,0.1054791720553661,0.0956434735148634,0.4717571569264197,0.0,0.13672262571508428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20929801357100386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713742748081273,0.0,0.0,0.17224363733583392,0.0,0.0,0.09831483844632223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663932673297049,0.0,0.0,0.09338179340782647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958789350853132,0.07110430127527256,0.0,0.0,0.09477592860033994,0.0,0.0,0.08523259402384786,0.08742763292918411,0.0,0.0,0.07325144571180932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825393775616813,0.11645374674338052,0.17687557692602154,0.17526903380493802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345547023219046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369978344288506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268508118143182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176387156813856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449416218208701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853366137103624,0.07941114911083656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390991301064709,0.0,0.08627295385982449,0.0,0.061742024314425235,0.0,0.0,0.1458568002014243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311725934554905,0.35056187857589555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795190618855026,0.0,0.0,0.06925107971356591,0.15259399164295048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521128526151041,0.0,0.0,0.07533893408387969,0.0,0.0,0.10290133033686814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742347685538322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196587125057933,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fadedbackground,2019/03/14,"Biggest shyness pet peeve is being told just how shy I am!   

To me, and I’m sure to a lot of other shy people, the thing I hate more than anything is when others bring up in conversation just how shy I am! I know I’m shy. I’ve been shy all my life. But that doesn’t mean you need to announce to everyone that I’m quiet. Why is it quiet people are thought of as so strange, yet people who never shut up are funny and outgoing? 

This past week we had an all day staff meeting followed by awards for people celebrating 1, 5, 10, 15 and 20 years at the company. You get brought up to the front of the room in front of about 100 people and the person talking has asked for input from other coworkers so they kind of roast you. Well I went up for mine and, of course, the person doing mine just had to say “She’s quiet so many people may not know much about her”. I wanted to strangle him for saying that! I’m 47 years old and do good work for the company and have other aspects you could have brought up but you just had to reaffirm to everyone just how quiet I am. There are some people here who talk nonstop and you can’t get a word in edgewise, but they don’t say “Well this person is known as a very chatty and gossipy person”. Why is it only shyness needs to be brought up to others attention?

I have had report cards since kindergarten saying just how quiet I was in class and didn’t volunteer easily. Every year I would dread the report cards, not because of bad grades, but because I just knew there was going to be a note on there about my shyness. That continued right through high school. I’m not sure my parents cared I was quiet because they were fairly quiet as well, but it was such a stigma to have that on there.

To the others out there who are shy, is being called out on your shyness one of your pet peeves? And to others out there who aren’t shy but feel the need to mention just how quiet someone is, why do you do that?",3.821802531174392,4.514769620603016,4.6865270798436605,87.71736925367578,71.38693467336684,7.102326447050066,24.790991997022147,6.937597516519254,0.8474407965754702,1511,40,320,12,27,490,182,398,0.08900000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.078,-0.5171,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,9,3,2,32,12,1,1,16,0,45,1,0,5,5,60,73,29,0,6,17,1,1,0,0,2,1,12,3,4,23,15,0,0,8,0,0,9,9,3,3,1,18,13,34,9,56,48,6,42,0,0,0,0,37,22,0,3,11,231,57,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751686997878103,0.0,0.0880623485057946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865133666908654,0.1722665509378726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618661820775902,0.0,0.09604106731617153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520938192902414,0.0,0.0,0.06074987187145477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936581851556229,0.18002031722906542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762930359937522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842906080885856,0.0,0.05353485425408714,0.07900875426168462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300095374446847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952528457824596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980926482392024,0.10353743737485543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653478352754766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008371130119467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550191579007544,0.0,0.10260916053840942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924631689958362,0.2095397139373372,0.07265125052103621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884488144761223,0.0,0.06383095504232125,0.07164177027610982,0.0,0.0,0.10459565338469648,0.0,0.08992258263913347,0.4571348869143584,0.3289999954046235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804445172952451,0.0,0.2996398981771756,0.0,0.09533333386777752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792150088194205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981360017100454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756086795564746,0.0,0.0,0.15142545551540385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258091886827427,0.0,0.0,0.07478263418971548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001015861453271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772315722726783,0.0555603795352062,0.0,0.07555989729277363,0.0,0.2540857546143863,0.08732242458248875,0.2549969400746344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685772147307385,0.0,0.0,0.06691550660503724,0.0,0.0,0.18198113502475147
socialanxiety,honest_to_god_people,2019/03/14,"I'm about to meet an old school buddy I'm nervous! I'm 32 f and have a partner. I have social skills but recently my family came completely undone and I'm trying to not self isolate any more.

My deepest wounds are from my mother. And so when catching up with women i always get nervous they'll judge me, be mean, etc.

Any tips? ",0.6210294117647059,2.940717573529412,2.8220588235294137,89.96926470588238,86.5,5.1647058823529415,20.264705882352946,6.6274283507984215,0.4251705882352943,257,8,52,3,8,87,52,68,0.07200000000000001,0.898,0.03,-0.3826,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,12,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,6,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205761541128268,0.0,0.0,0.36054064307927497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30319239171999385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277941869581015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956454745717895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249903302868246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849860779660966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28876077379922577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27816741023060026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261744439628634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682852789368128,0.0,0.0,0.2765467318685086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702259182223198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799787402010989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RomanianChic2,2019/03/14,"I got bad social anxiety over what I was wearing Wtf. Why are you like this social anxiety?
So, I was wearing faux leather jeans, a black turtleneck sweater, black ankle boots, and black eyeshadow with a glitter underline. It looked amazing on me and I was loving it, until someone pointed out that I looked ""too gothic"" (I didn't but alright) and sure enough I started getting really bad social anxiety about my outfit. Does anyone have advice on how to deal with this?",5.086345514950164,7.2247031162790725,5.392126245847177,78.28593023255816,70.16279069767442,7.70498338870432,32.053156146179404,8.418075326091056,2.8116132890365457,372,17,60,6,7,118,62,86,0.159,0.736,0.105,-0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,6,3,2,1,1,9,12,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,6,10,5,9,7,1,7,0,0,5,1,6,5,0,0,3,41,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619188125635746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137983113281459,0.0,0.0,0.12607339250751834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010941540639667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858864555717868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778605072728116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630318111795435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420187899744377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442063158581206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808787646023393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028214440400573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627322300616434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044642929697815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550794885647883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5513944794535741,0.15277177378050644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276207505474281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993525347479094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269714585123987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MySuicidalAlterEgo,2019/03/14,"Does anyone want to talk? Not even really to vent or to be vented at, just to talk about anything and everything. I'm not sure if this is okay on this subreddit, but dm me if you want.",2.2192307692307693,3.3319396410256417,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,75.66666666666667,8.276923076923078,20.69230769230769,8.841846274778883,1.0178307692307689,142,3,33,3,3,48,31,39,0.037000000000000005,0.86,0.102,0.1454,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,11,5,5,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405360581081623,0.0,0.2830865256479612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010407978363191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272118348005605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30916920856822355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037819515675955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242203227140097,0.0,0.0,0.5529958331425091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058057248856666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FindingNemo24684,2019/03/14,"Always read too much in to things and worry I'm not liked Hi guys,

I thought I'd post on here because I feel like I'm overwhelmed at the moment. I'm trying to figure out where this stems from but, I'm always worried that people I meet and start a friendship with will eventually not like me (or maybe already don't) and kick me out the group, and the thought of it makes me physically sick, anxious/depressed etc

If I notice they like someone we knows picture on Instagram but don't like mine, I get like this (silly I know) and I will become obsessed with checking my phone every five minutes to see if they've liked. I also check their Instagram obsessively as well.

One of my friends has been super busy over the last 2 weeks and hasn't really checked in with me but, when we have spoke he hasn't given me any reason to doubt his friendship. I always feel someone will say something negative about me that will make them not want to have me around but, again I havent done anything to warrant that feeling.

Anyone else had this experience or understand what's happening? Sorry for the rant as well lol. I just wanted to be specific. Appreciate you.

",3.9795476892822035,5.7263295309734525,4.552684365781712,84.78491642084565,72.27433628318585,7.146116027531957,27.15732546705998,7.793537801064563,1.584554375614553,918,33,177,12,18,292,142,226,0.126,0.6859999999999999,0.188,0.9562,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,3,1,11,16,0,4,6,1,16,1,0,3,0,41,38,18,0,4,12,0,3,7,1,4,1,2,0,1,9,14,0,0,10,1,3,0,9,4,2,2,7,6,28,12,26,26,2,17,0,1,1,0,16,10,0,5,13,116,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364904697822005,0.0968524569039451,0.3023222680054313,0.0,0.0,0.08235966195157317,0.0,0.0,0.13682100509904718,0.0,0.08468365686431202,0.12409257524738798,0.09966406862002504,0.1078145048269391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382816737529453,0.13375763119247858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431276341032383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239386452986619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117273535091068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507082660797906,0.0,0.0,0.1020412767541396,0.0,0.0,0.11846983891888352,0.0,0.0,0.18371214615160011,0.08652175293692968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357009098039716,0.0,0.06327552101461252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991897309243504,0.10709809487743364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133118923223987,0.0987216640854009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141811645572761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168512257759038,0.0,0.12167232058773607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890305514277503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378857245662671,0.0,0.0,0.08206797675346067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396314754362738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159909004982557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211438168342253,0.0,0.07758683502928053,0.1245223226708145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631236201036604,0.0,0.0,0.09650982054597357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052339865227185,0.09323719744060968,0.0,0.1355738965337373,0.08572301921263734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046079510304273,0.0,0.0,0.1922972789667644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222644789687841,0.0,0.0,0.12608086641755106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286886145086064,0.0,0.09714797296085884,0.0,0.2177867440570536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459882849885013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RockyTheFlipFlop,2019/03/14,"Going clubbing for the first time? So unexpectedly an old friend that i havent seen in 8 months wants me to go clubbing with her, shes been dozens of times, i have never been once

Im an awkward person, i dont like talking to new people so this isnt my scene, but I want to be able to go.

Any advice on how i dont make myself look awkward? I dont want to be following her around when shes talking to dozens of new people and im there just standing looking like a lost puppy.

",0.5720192307692322,2.3295029326923142,2.7621538461538457,93.78284615384615,82.17307692307693,4.929230769230768,20.015384615384615,5.6839178017228535,-0.2209276923076917,371,10,86,2,10,126,67,104,0.113,0.8340000000000001,0.053,-0.6937,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,2,4,0,12,0,0,2,1,11,24,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,6,3,0,3,4,3,13,3,13,18,0,17,0,1,3,0,8,3,0,0,11,54,15,0,0.14611783830035782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278466048279995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936514063842007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300758548680006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137470547774323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428775861395208,0.0,0.0,0.11289027940988687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24912640437899514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156646786226546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277159019291075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454043669087088,0.0,0.15950488118570078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753479168909812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662986448585345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269508477623587,0.2822430374967347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533260916301812,0.1556107290195224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025994222516982,0.12758446037611454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23488796716097016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704049731229353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585522604366012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OceanPlenty,2019/03/14,"DAE find their social anxiety has risen much more in uni/college? I think it may be that I'm in an environment where I'm constantly surrounded by people. Ironically, I feel lonelier than ever.",4.849166666666665,7.049614472222222,6.790000000000003,67.75500000000001,70.94444444444444,11.466666666666667,31.44444444444445,11.20814326018867,4.516677777777779,155,7,26,6,3,54,31,36,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30890436322290865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363621839663596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652584070586872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204172400558879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690640547504418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968379901198958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799426889006341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116212074755464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25873745246703816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Capmate,2019/03/14,"How to approach someone you vaguely know Hello everyone! I have a small issue I want to solve. So I work in open space and there is a guy I want to talk for like 9 month. Some of my colleagues and friends had already talked to him, but I have no clue how to start a convo. Most of the sites dwell on starting a conversation with a stranger, but not with someone you awkwardly say hi to for over a year.   


Do you have any practical solutions on breaking the ice?",4.5016129032258085,4.987828569892471,5.046397849462366,86.48959677419356,69.75268817204301,8.350537634408601,31.62903225806452,8.344100000000001,2.1414387096774194,359,15,77,5,6,115,65,93,0.064,0.8059999999999999,0.13,0.2124,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,4,4,0,2,8,0,6,0,0,2,0,15,11,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,10,2,16,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,5,52,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687034343746969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558534849809448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23267046747624734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881240859523892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410989127507605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25414612994960634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381880626644513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189596440251974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435585389498666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363746341671895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126260401845717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446948584849617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914250576254872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872400110964134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726768683911354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680317425575074
socialanxiety,unemployed_and_broke,2019/03/14,"My friend invited me to hang out with his other friends (that I've never met).... It was very awkward and uncomfortable. hey guys, I want to know what you guys think of this situation...This is kind of long.

I have a friend (let's call him Jay) that I've known for a long time (but not that close). Jay lives in the east coast and we text here and there sometimes. We came to know each other because our moms are best friends. Well, recently he came to my state (California) for vacation with 4 of his friends (3 girls, 1 guy) and asked if I was down to hang out. So I agreed to hang out, since I haven't seen him in like years. But I told him that it might be awkward for me since I don't know any of his friends. So I proposed if just me and he could just catch up for just a little bit. But he insisted that it won't be awkward for me. He invited me to dinner with all his friends and I reluctantly agreed.

I drive about 1 hour to LA to meet him and his friends to have dinner. We greet and sit down. So I start talking to Jay to catch up, and I noticed all 4 of his friends are not talking and listening to our conversation. I found this weird, cuz I assumed they would just talk amongst themselves while us two catch up. So I try to include them in the conversation but none of them really try to engage me. I ask them questions, they just answer my question and that's it. They didn't try to prolong the conversation or ask me questions. Only one of them kinda tried, which was the guy friend. The 3 girls didn't really try to talk to me.

So ok, I decide to go back to talking to Jay but whenever I did that, they would all be silent and be listening in on our conversation again, but not contributing to it. So I would stop talking to Jay and engage them again but they are not engaging back as much. This pattern kept repeating several times.

THEN....what's funny is that at one point, one of the girl says to Jay, ""You two aren't really talking much even though you guys have known each other for a long time...."" WTF???

When she said this, I could tell even Jay got kind annoyed so he even had to explain our relationship to them.

I dunno, it was such a weird situation. First, I think Jay shouldn't have invited me to hang out with bunch of people I don't know. But I feel like the real problem was his friends, who didn't try to engage me in conversation and instead insinuated that me and Jay's friendship was weird. like BITCH... that's why I tried to engage them instead of just Jay but they weren't even engaging back. They didn't even ask anything about me. None of them even asked me what I do for a living or what I like to do. I had to bring up those myself. And YALL were the ones that invited ME. WTF am I supposed to do? I didn't want to make THEM feel left out so I did what I could but they weren't helping. There were literally several times where I started the topic of conversation and kept everyone going but when the convo would end, they would all be silent again. Felt like they kept looking for me to lead the conversation everytime....

Was I the socially awkward one here? I feel like I tried my best. I actually felt angry and embarrassed by the time I left. How should I have handled this situation?
",2.357430828980849,4.147396303816798,3.5019606267577363,90.42239587518415,76.80152671755725,7.039239319673229,23.552296772465514,7.9147122085399175,1.0115852417302804,2509,79,557,40,57,811,228,655,0.08,0.789,0.131,0.9844,0,0,0,0,0,0,94.0,8,4,19,4,41,40,2,5,19,1,56,2,0,4,5,111,95,48,0,15,25,1,5,6,11,9,0,4,0,8,32,35,2,4,21,0,0,14,20,11,1,8,33,11,102,29,80,44,14,68,0,0,2,0,105,25,1,11,33,389,134,1,0.0,0.0,0.05108321828571373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035597822951000224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04307720290787595,0.0,0.24468736006540265,0.0,0.0,0.12075506575423887,0.0,0.03191030619537827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987010344922124,0.0,0.0571494752473088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053452241695159136,0.11974227358512265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538469910431194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046363993017479545,0.0,0.0,0.20744859448971853,0.0,0.0,0.050019897184570186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940479960321185,0.07479355717292803,0.10052284993929964,0.0,0.0,0.04452641638395076,0.0,0.05739589306568171,0.4448756343374101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595001263590272,0.0,0.04186675774210594,0.0,0.0,0.2591592942137326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03508715759448595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515513488239483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090228981930694,0.11507438831260924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375055428743786,0.053528456212816336,0.0,0.15344489297149574,0.052465546118097735,0.09244689640736488,0.1389766082786168,0.043958379913170205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03494209562632798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555320005886116,0.0,0.06130829066563623,0.0,0.0,0.07696228303653056,0.0,0.04037331049437735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595975201241899,0.0,0.0,0.17735874803215435,0.039812328280388436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0362908879157883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948492942850344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008910491839713,0.0,0.0,0.17592219605840964,0.0,0.0,0.05958245985864905,0.10060467774836587,0.0,0.051686445892648834,0.056201194874915414,0.0,0.0,0.049794079314846786,0.041628514852982114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118274645623427,0.0,0.08660412385836726,0.11768066695949547,0.0,0.05336127606304013,0.0,0.0,0.05177262025546847,0.0,0.07410309339421386,0.0,0.0,0.043764519415757486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294522311859864,0.04575367255360066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708381579081571,0.051430759813876514,0.0,0.1526200744100475,0.0,0.0,0.050019897184570186,0.0,0.2843219571099089,0.0,0.10227102042877824,0.0,0.06296711578134326,0.0,0.0,0.043191839601318366,0.061751351506628825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047066329391786114,0.0,0.04723511553673992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859293890799221,0.0,0.0,0.03370981603106804
socialanxiety,atenn10it,2019/03/14,"Social anxiety and facial expressions and confidence So, I am 20 and single for my entire life but all my life I've been told by many of my friends that I am a good looking guy but whenever I approach a girl..I kinda fuck up everytime for the reason I don't know, maybe it's because I lack confidence and start acting awkward when I am around girls..one more thing is that I think social anxiety also affects our facial expressions..because I notice other people's expression change when they are talking about different situations but mine is the same resting face everytime no matter what the conversation is about whether it's funny, exciting etc..and I think this turns people off and makes them think that I am a boring guy to be with..I wonder if it happens with other people too if they're having social anxiety.
",7.193782051282049,7.406221583333334,7.735384615384617,70.47628205128207,63.93589743589744,10.77948717948718,34.0,10.504223727775694,3.739607692307693,661,26,110,15,9,219,98,156,0.126,0.726,0.14800000000000002,0.7607,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,0,8,6,1,1,6,0,12,6,3,3,1,26,24,15,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,11,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,17,3,11,21,6,8,0,0,1,1,14,3,1,4,3,80,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328228477842026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32509945081896346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610390928092385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270441553323815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985330841709982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480004128539092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579839307560038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944310585426438,0.13095872725436622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118814366333612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805235033668949,0.12526596919646674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785045548721696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011170199663045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895539742253645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455650731934252,0.14361699174070544,0.1423125330123631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127634152519302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946193879323967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456460028892768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922732519678032,0.0,0.4332014837847221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026487489256886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385775988981935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410997919650847,0.27230241368469504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535841767549445,0.0,0.0,0.1540810950105369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361993378118052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DaeLaRua,2019/03/14,"I gave a good presentation ! So In my class we have to do individual presentations. One people for each week. And I volunteered to be the first one doing the presentation. You know what ? It's better than presenting later. Because no one has gave presentation so they can't judge you but think about their presentation. And you will also worry less about your presentation. I did mine, and got 18 points out of 20.
I want to give a advice for all of you. If you have to do a presentation, try to present it as early as you can. It's definitely better than presenting later imo. Good luck for all of you :))",2.277572944297084,4.909667844827587,4.267586206896553,80.35911140583556,81.75862068965517,7.707161803713528,20.9920424403183,8.617729084823388,1.5623694960212204,474,14,93,12,13,161,72,116,0.044000000000000004,0.7879999999999999,0.168,0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,8,2,3,5,5,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,0,2,14,18,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,17,5,19,12,4,18,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,2,15,73,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248024897727979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397114107079046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023652707817874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40692158941921536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568066688832197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068520930159544,0.0,0.3859105524354932,0.18399223968044384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642962804712432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46766410924440704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159487911357952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747189147207815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740694263564968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561890521867643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568962680351418,0.0,0.18453247351328164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23362724563747236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,atoktreizer,2019/03/14,"Thought that I got out of depression but then, social anxiety hits me hard I'm a 23 yo guy, currently studying Mechatronics Engineering at a local university. I started first year and had a good GPA at that time, I believe it's 3.57. I entered ROTU (Reserve Officer Training Unit) in hope that I could build my discipline and leadership skill. But the reason were mostly just to make my father proud. I then entered the student council due to the recommendation of my officers in ROTU. But things only went downhill after that. I can't manage my time properly and I failed my classes. It was at my 3rd year studying that my GPA hit 2.2. It was at this time that I was diagnosed as clinically depressed when I went to a clinic psychiatrist at a government hospital. I went to the hospital only when I already attend a series of meetings with the university's counseling center, talking about my problems with my academic adviser, and my parents. I was even close to killing myself at the time. After discussing this problem with my dean, I then got a one year break from studying.

​

It is now again my third year, repeating subjects that I failed while my old friends are close to graduating. I was no longer depressed but the backlash from the event have made me become socially anxious. I was close to fail the first semester but I managed to enter the second semester. I couldn't make any new friends in class. When there's a group work, I couldn't even communicate to find group members which lead me not doing the assignment at all. And then I started not going to class since I don't have any allies in class, couldn't even talk with them still. It's like they all have their own little circle and refuse to let someone new in. Lab work is in group but sometimes my group mates treated me like air, since I didn't follow their trends and can't jump in their little talks about their friends. Plus, they are girls. Unfinished assignments have been piled up, I didn't even attend to tests because I'm afraid of meeting my classmates. Overthinking stuff has been hell for me. I have a lot of fears now and I can't even believe in myself anymore. I wanna get out of this downward spiral but I can't seem to. What do I do?",4.829137323943662,6.448451546948358,5.307508802816901,80.72140404929578,69.91549295774648,8.329694835680753,30.683392018779344,8.841846274778883,2.5549814553990617,1773,74,326,32,32,567,207,426,0.13699999999999998,0.792,0.07,-0.9840000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,1,42.0,0,0,7,10,16,21,2,2,20,0,35,3,0,5,2,50,55,25,1,8,10,2,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,2,19,18,0,2,4,0,0,12,13,12,0,5,19,1,58,9,51,29,5,73,1,6,0,0,29,27,1,4,35,230,77,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280881804045304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267094631932897,0.0,0.07127022397322069,0.1052488299421406,0.09239367868442888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679192480275368,0.10289234586933152,0.0,0.2099279055378761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438389297958045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407261141449773,0.09455952408782904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30766979865801153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483542904414836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851502308614147,0.15849054380930264,0.0,0.0,0.21593488337855427,0.0,0.04867435775629801,0.0,0.0529472622613949,0.07814156386762074,0.14902356266134228,0.0,0.0,0.09224703178218156,0.0,0.0,0.08345666694419636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925328978238048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307219004598964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952665274169652,0.0,0.09103047324426206,0.18674965584040465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920472231053975,0.0,0.08815405288057275,0.12437541997315348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995679139323278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977599721550312,0.0,0.06313035431049238,0.14171087798899526,0.0,0.0,0.10344762432483276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782907793203724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578813394400494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481302918467439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413248809518218,0.0,0.0,0.1899379817289297,0.07893757588697761,0.0,0.09214160272821016,0.0,0.13188395253647422,0.0,0.07440091055263122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665051910189884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464514243857786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189403838013857,0.0,0.0,0.07396182917110547,0.21729876827171174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590919530886886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564903926967156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23997830988263666
socialanxiety,Tylation,2019/03/14,"How can I raise my social value and social skills when I hate people and socializing? Socializing honestly makes me want to claw my eyes out due to prior failures. I would like to increase my social skills and value however, because I am still a very lonely person. I need to want to socialize. How can I make myself want this?",4.521612903225805,6.470564709677419,5.804064516129035,75.53609677419358,71.25806451612901,8.185806451612903,25.30322580645161,8.841846274778883,2.1116670967741933,260,8,44,5,5,87,40,62,0.135,0.625,0.24,0.5215,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,0,1,0,4,1,1,4,0,13,11,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,2,6,10,1,6,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,0,5,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842747449942086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321711477163154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086918500679952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936578891493658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075604498373702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056661775935896,0.12666114755982472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8872248701275934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584542421262485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196900233906822,0.2566811499969907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030467474106468,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jaydenchio,2019/03/14,"Making new friends in a new school.. School is starting in a week’s time for me, and i’m nervous and afraid. Fortunately there are orientation camps where freshmen are put in groups to get to know each other & make friends, but the last time I had an orientation camp people formed cliques within the group and I was left feeling isolated. In the end I just felt as though I alienated myself from people instead of actually making friends.

Do you guys have any advice or tips on the Do’s and Don’ts when meeting a new group of people for the first time?
",7.030965732087225,6.938730242990657,6.583691588785047,79.6238862928349,64.32710280373831,9.37632398753894,32.78660436137071,8.841846274778883,2.502995015576324,444,16,86,6,6,138,73,107,0.043,0.863,0.095,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,2,9,0,9,0,0,3,0,14,18,9,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,2,7,3,14,15,2,21,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,12,55,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.15056008069325336,0.0,0.0,0.15076569318571625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716792908963107,0.0,0.10491921370399727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665087604563447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801122323463489,0.0,0.1481379688504222,0.0,0.0,0.13123489609157776,0.0,0.0,0.35760104422164524,0.0,0.08060763915553071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276658581293226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479110053897394,0.12576301463549855,0.0,0.0,0.16763130052446784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089596689660375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470287674931641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208857544450554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509922069836712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122896800094606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092038451713286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158440692563324,0.0,0.26989478920532384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237582658120151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StrwbryBeastX11,2019/03/14,"Invited out tonight sort of dont wanna go So I've been in this journalism program for a while and have been really distant from most people in it for well obvious reasons if im a part of this thread. A newer person in the group invited me out tonight to join them but I feel like they're pitying me or see me as weird already so I'm hesitant to go because I don't want to give off more weird vibes n ruin their night. 
Any advice or thoughts would be appreciated ",3.415994108983804,4.431712072164949,5.020471281296022,83.74938144329897,72.60824742268042,8.429455081001473,29.32106038291605,8.841846274778883,2.214491605301915,369,15,78,7,7,125,73,97,0.166,0.7290000000000001,0.105,-0.7348,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,16,15,9,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,3,2,7,2,16,10,3,13,0,2,1,0,5,6,0,5,6,49,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409027342893269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720480006953364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764639837290107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028019865134262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28892709205244244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465114964402987,0.17611850166790505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23649057620179334,0.28021325631496663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662908044240493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044034121035925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313483160627848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26696405562948233,0.0,0.1709103576702181,0.21525733404070188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793111755921752,0.2534701869595465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644961427429009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957144157211496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540765159986366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216568304760292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512527366534875,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,choochintew,2019/03/14,"Awkward body language when talking to people I'm completely aware that I do this, but I tend to not know how to stand or sit naturally when having a conversation with someone. I find myself going from having my hands by my side, but then that feels awkward and not natural, to crossing my arms, but then that feels like I am acting uninterested. Why can't I just stand there naturally lol ugh.",10.7892,7.632680986666671,10.522666666666666,64.14800000000001,59.13333333333333,13.2,41.0,11.20814326018867,4.4430000000000005,314,12,57,6,3,104,53,75,0.12300000000000001,0.787,0.09,-0.1568,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,1,1,5,3,3,1,0,14,11,10,0,0,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,3,9,1,7,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873325856960874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656105020515473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35263139675772515,0.24911488347835545,0.0,0.0,0.3187100038092249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981770570238573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163911919284127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035962310926073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417481038791924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954565696078446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28027582731532985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146519766619885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slayerbizkit,2019/03/14,"Social anxiety/paranoia costing me opportunities left & right, need tips on how to correct course: I'm currently studying computer engineering tech in college. Lately, I've been going to free workshops in my city, to get a feel for what's actually going on in tech in 2019 and beyond and get hands-on experience on what's out there and what I might enjoy. Yesterday, I was doing some coding at school and a guy approached me and noticed me working, and wanted to know if I could build him a website. I mulled over it, we talked for a bit about the project, and yes, it was right up my alley, and I agreed. 4 hrs later, I get home, freak out for no reason about this, and text him that I can't do it (which was a lie)- Strike 1

​

Today, I went to an intro workshop on how to design apps. At the end, we had to partner with the person next to us and discuss/brainstorm an app idea. We critique theirs and vice-versa, constructive criticism, no biggie. I made the first move, introduced myself, and got to talking about ideas and whatnot, drawing stuff on paper. I was super nervous just talking but rolled with it(I know jack \*\*\*\* about making apps so I just kinda winged it). At the end, when she asked me about my coding experience, I froze, stumbled over my words, and could not put together 1 coherent sentence explaining what I actually know how to do. She mentioned at the end that's she a product manager and has a team of coders working under her. She says maybe we'll see each other in a future workshop/class and we parted ways on decent terms, I think.  

​

I went home walking, thinking to myself ""Damn, I gotta learn how to talk to people"". Everyone in that class, they asked good questions, knew how to talk to their neighbors, were exchanging numbers, business cards, and all that jazz, like they were born ready or something. I felt like a social toddler compared to everyone around me that night. Even now, I'm overthinking/analyzing everything that went down these past 2 days. 

​

I don't know what I'm doing wrong or right. I just know I need practice. I'm just too wound up on the inside when it counts the most, when I should be speaking clearly, with my thoughts in order. What can I do to work on this?

​

​

​

TL;DR

Social anxiety costing me business/job opportunites, I suck at talking to people when it comes to conveying what I bring to the table. What can I do to improve?

​

​",6.303602930294511,6.949836512875539,6.275179813526712,78.69324034334765,65.84549356223175,8.659345863548912,32.807162942134084,8.53829466247534,2.5992632233239603,1949,78,351,26,29,616,245,466,0.045,0.877,0.078,0.9409,3,0,1,0,0,0,116.0,6,0,4,7,25,12,2,1,20,1,25,1,0,8,3,76,62,31,0,7,9,0,3,2,2,4,1,2,3,3,26,29,0,0,17,2,4,11,5,5,0,1,16,6,55,8,63,39,7,68,0,0,1,0,38,34,2,8,23,236,81,12,0.0,0.0,0.09485569237513697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739352763804269,0.4724470759680924,0.0,0.0,0.03717985222943483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043265450318121394,0.09087128702280403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053060018782873836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04186570608893066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760834735892075,0.0,0.0,0.031343810022658465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291389464055845,0.0,0.0,0.032100692299951265,0.0,0.0,0.0928812267355226,0.04367970375125687,0.09508277087889712,0.0,0.0,0.024574271476477276,0.0,0.046664858100673605,0.0,0.0,0.04134023067478198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617650097838011,0.0,0.05524246388145128,0.04076445443284599,0.03887088975989818,0.0,0.0,0.048122916122084684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750210897642396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972987657988087,0.0,0.0,0.048229278956526817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354998403030596,0.0,0.054824369694215724,0.0,0.05280544152798658,0.0,0.0,0.047488268661382164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598771375766965,0.03244173708022356,0.0,0.04882652617038121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051558286082793836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516554775432999,0.0,0.07207447833252326,0.0,0.0,0.05168802107002124,0.04560901636918864,0.0,0.0,0.05533288842142307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052630458653892494,0.046395428667762716,0.06738802713851948,0.042436769970635516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885771812304509,0.05444456539504384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049970218512426466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451570298626763,0.0,0.03864969486498281,0.0,0.049187098071598524,0.038728934040415934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862867758263562,0.0,0.03741564588310969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563684690946154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343832454648936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228348572728404,0.0,0.03858399379008064,0.0,0.0,0.04606833814650636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058461365246197876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028666298829785518,0.038577440145295454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516164244541504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614694932780523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053137878779965064,0.4724470759680924,0.0
socialanxiety,Willie2raw,2019/03/14,Anyone had a period in their life when they didn't have anxiety but it came back? I've had anxiety most of my life except my 10th grade year. This year I had moved in with my aunt in Texas. I remember still being nervous at first but it quickly came off because the people there were so friendly. I've made more friends there then I made in my hometown. I was way more confident when talking to girls. long story short things got toxic between me and my aunt and she ended up sending me back. Within a few months my anxiety peaked back to where it was. This is like the story of the ugly duckling except I'm forced to go back with the ducks.  I know I should try to forget and make the most of where I'm at but it's hard.,1.3738000000000028,3.466304780000001,2.7059999999999995,93.473,81.2,5.6000000000000005,20.0,6.742157984588678,0.18659999999999988,567,15,123,6,15,183,90,150,0.09300000000000001,0.765,0.142,0.8408,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,13,4,0,1,7,0,11,2,0,3,0,21,21,10,0,1,5,2,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,12,1,17,3,21,7,5,34,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,2,17,89,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548311801686923,0.0,0.0,0.10810766846227757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755455361169905,0.0,0.09424948493396308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536677943834353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693953403719472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315121134986272,0.0,0.0,0.23890428798799146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786904501180012,0.0,0.12365661203276088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385011672190132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497021120033252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184127694038177,0.07553516848006714,0.0,0.0,0.1368259486233103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925935018998501,0.103204102622233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340909633132008,0.16432711948180426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718786190634004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514422444397815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347261556212212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427053694275758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271673760083856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497078063491924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272308606080005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912894465468808
socialanxiety,strawberrycigarette,2019/03/14,"Presentations are the worst Long story short, I have a 20 minute presentation tomorrow and I’m really really nervous.  I always get shaky and sick feeling before them and I am just so scared people will be able to tell I’m nervous or think I’m stupid.  Does anyone have any tips or any pre-presentation rituals that make you feel better?  Any suggestions would be seriously appreciated :)",6.563142857142857,8.293154742857148,7.57,65.725,65.85714285714286,11.314285714285715,29.714285714285715,11.20814326018867,3.8858,312,11,51,10,5,105,53,70,0.276,0.599,0.126,-0.915,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,2,8,1,4,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,12,16,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,12,1,5,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,25,6,0,0.250442913171762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838856632238234,0.0,0.0,0.5109293070306834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511550797746914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310847311701675,0.0,0.0,0.22149640467295906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191642810216184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532629237344313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084608548219803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163409717813548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671725892632431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736255822897256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208802862702623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25073704620438164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889814483035347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047370631885055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779074599590061,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RandomRandomAcct6,2019/03/14,"Hi, new here. Sooo I told my bf's family about all of my problems including social anxiety, panic attacks, and PTSD. But...it was in the form of a panic attack inducing argument and I think i just burned fhat bridge. Read below. Basically I got tired of their shit and told them to leave me alone. They called me a pussy, drama queen, ect.  I was kinda out of control and told them ALL of my problems (well, at least the ones that were easy to explain).  I was not really in control of myself and I'm just tired of them.  They tell me that I'm more fun when I'm drunk, make fun of me for this/that, and it's just petty.  But with everything in my life I couldn't take it.

Basically they said if I couldn't help myself they couldn't help me.  I wasn't asking for help, I just wanted to be left alone.

99% sure I just burned that bride.  It was a big group chat.  And I'm not taking it well.  Maybe this is the wrong sub but I'm feeling like hurting myself again, and I just need some kind words.",1.037753623188408,2.9283803478260917,2.6407028985507246,94.56453260869569,81.27053140096619,5.879130434782609,17.5963768115942,6.961326702584282,-0.14361043478260838,760,15,176,9,20,249,110,207,0.19399999999999998,0.721,0.085,-0.8909999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,1,33.0,0,0,8,3,13,16,3,2,6,0,11,5,1,4,3,41,30,12,0,8,11,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,8,10,1,2,4,4,0,0,6,9,2,1,11,2,32,7,21,15,6,11,0,1,0,0,24,8,1,3,4,110,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24694583411334656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120072228461372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145185516432793,0.27125322611468217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217339444510984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674241332889822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714460366087183,0.0,0.11238723128220587,0.0,0.06027972608504841,0.08516868933313465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534877115895944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972604093464506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276243252117938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414621923831134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623364976648405,0.12952968124218708,0.0,0.08420653301807196,0.05824343215833262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957831127530812,0.0,0.11976955760630925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839793716297918,0.0,0.11514057652780182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807845631769564,0.0,0.0,0.2797510592517702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281492458451416,0.1393583598898796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924931881703085,0.0,0.07637349943391533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340272162722248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237459580334514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152677624156867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236066533555487,0.0,0.17927278021879214,0.0,0.10420096251226428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763894763443238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27404493894099435,0.0,0.3417510206611733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031730901913694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438090325089892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034513680956414,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,samsop,2019/04/04,"Trying to get over my fear of holding a conversation for longer than 5 minutes I'm getting too tired of how incapable I am of speaking to people. This isn't a new thing, it's been going on since I was a child. I'm now 21, almost graduating college, and beginning my career in software development with a fresh start-up. Throughout college, I've joined multiple AWGs, headed several departments, and been generally socially active in an effort to work on my soft skills alongside my craft. I didn't want to be the kid who knows how to code but can't approach his boss to request a leave of absence. 

I pushed myself to do an internship and got recalled the next summer at the same company to do another one. I thought hooray! If they call you twice, it means they like you. Right? It means that even if they thought I had technical potential, I was also able to congregate with coworkers and blend in with corporate culture. This was a huge uplifting factor. During my senior year, I've pushed myself to communicate with my clients, team members, and partners instead of delegate this to somebody else. I never looked for feedback but took my relative success as a sign I'm doing well.

But I regress so fucking much and I'm just unable to cope with it anymore. The good times only last so long, and then I go back to feeling like such a fuck-up, and an imposter at that. 

I even wish I had the courage to bask in somebody's sympathy or look for it, but I freeze up so often when I try to talk to a friend, or close family members. 

Today was such a breaking point for me however. As I took a break to go out with my cousin, I decided to introduce him to my best friend with whom I've been spending a lot of time since we work on several freelance projects together as well as our graduation project. I've tried my hardest to make this person someone I can put my trust in, and I generally respect him and hold him in very high regard.  
But even he has pointed out I have trust issues and need to overcome this if I want to look ahead in my career and not over my shoulder.  
I thought being around 2 people I'm close to and trust would be comfortable. But I spent the entire evening on the edge of my seat wondering if I'm making the right impression to people who already know me, and wondering if maybe I made a mistake introducing them to each other in case they aren't comfortable. I was nervous the whole time and spent the sitting looking for things to say and failing. At times I like these I resort to funny stories or even a ""hey, tell him about that one time we ran out of gas.""

As much as I was enjoying myself, I wanted it to be over so I could go home and write this on reddit where nobody knows my real self. I'm so afraid of exposing myself to anyone. I want to be able to talk to people, text them, or have a phone call for more than 5 minutes without looking forward to when it's over to reflect on what I said and constructively critique every word in hopes of a better encounter next time. Half the time I don't know if I made a mistake or said something that might make things awkward in the future. And I'm so fucking over subtly looking for reassurance and coming off as a whiny loser. I did that with all of my exes and even though it was never said, I am sure this was a huge factor in all my relationships failing thus far. 

I stutter and I look for words. I think everyone is masquerading their words and trying to fool me, or pacifying me to shut me up. I ploy to make myself come ahead in a competition that's more than likely only in my head. I'm tired, and comfortable in a dark room right now. I wish someone from my past would contact me for a relaxed conversation and tell me everything that's wrong with me so I can work on fixing it.

But I don't know what I know and what I don't know. I'm not sure I'm such a fuck-up, but have no evidence to the contrary that I can point to and relish in. Even then, I'm not sure I would be able to keep up a conversation without worrying about ruining whatever good image someone might have of me.

I'm barely getting over my last break-up and have found myself reflecting on it, for no reason, 5 months after it's been over. I know I made mistakes. I don't want to make them again. I'm not sure how to conclude this post anyway. But I'm even worried about the comments I'll get. It is pathetic. Nobody has to tell me. But I guess I just want someone to tell me where to start.",5.393914148842292,5.363419618040087,6.194984661932177,80.82564882128001,67.74164810690424,9.271790561835523,31.642728074967433,9.00130237685291,2.482067252174643,3499,132,711,56,53,1155,361,898,0.085,0.764,0.151,0.9971,1,0,1,0,0,0,81.0,3,2,8,15,45,46,2,4,41,0,52,7,3,15,8,157,135,73,0,23,30,1,3,4,3,5,2,5,2,5,39,48,0,3,23,2,3,15,18,16,2,4,32,15,106,30,136,91,11,111,0,4,7,2,57,58,2,21,40,488,145,18,0.1515688925414515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059145059969914,0.0,0.0557533473062549,0.04040319620168872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297773312163502,0.0,0.0,0.05010520454158491,0.035326831272422934,0.0,0.0,0.04497614961106165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038849040858329006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302073388823191,0.044683456112503135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317919046861787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704212006501724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040338475807104715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04220545360762931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669595307822885,0.0,0.04256777635963498,0.048276857388516725,0.04540678246588238,0.0,0.04762855420069608,0.05685238092318885,0.02554592873487229,0.03609361570550322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539582246628885,0.07806783359642078,0.18683066507463444,0.10558465410342448,0.0,0.1148534593837416,0.08475253061758008,0.04040782981574605,0.0,0.05565674105414958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370227424939073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053380285559898585,0.05067865246372978,0.050180703250521035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273284832624119,0.0,0.04490713195359471,0.0,0.0,0.22212879859146675,0.08236591803459327,0.0,0.053496524126994786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873187314035814,0.0,0.0,0.04471123343476332,0.2969859576454893,0.0,0.0,0.04295281742795085,0.0,0.14341815090522586,0.1686223545385967,0.0,0.05075710826723311,0.11006863861405107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719376183533692,0.0,0.0,0.040326947991667805,0.0,0.07428038383884117,0.037462137765674135,0.0779328492358679,0.0487953936340282,0.10746349115295298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847133614657197,0.07684998182243423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822988610282978,0.14010504771318125,0.044114703560824635,0.0,0.0,0.14328159484727673,0.0,0.04838703384767399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078953353772854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057506194121893,0.0,0.0519460217653392,0.0,0.05424275583832034,0.0,0.12943900607204067,0.1441767257340678,0.04017788895961795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270647028930591,0.11415313746788147,0.0,0.08358623612000456,0.0,0.0,0.051501799475096116,0.17123177438763293,0.038895046154839436,0.0,0.0,0.07152082817443198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904691833015396,0.0,0.0,0.0812168896648076,0.1766371903341249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069563731303832,0.03237307541897304,0.04963855578822514,0.12032877026832416,0.20622242695988816,0.11613743019438685,0.0478898625479559,0.0,0.1122657443709097,0.13720710505631745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04168673664174891,0.17879851967108576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085242472466053,0.0,0.0,0.05640708522844193,0.11619783084648652,0.09740466910761046,0.10957999897674768,0.1103439589469744,0.10261704513664743,0.0,0.10767019253747273,0.05523893010356951,0.0,0.032535132471783995
socialanxiety,greekfreak94,2019/04/04,"Does anyone else feel especially socially awkward at work? I’m pretty quiet outside of work but I do have a social life where I hangout with friends, meet girls, do extracurriculars, etc. But in the office I feel super tense. It’s one of those big offices with a lot of employees and cubicles with 5 ft high walls. It’s been getting easier, this is my first job out of college and I used to feel super uncomfortable in this environment but after being here a year it isn’t as bad. However there’s this feeling like I don’t know what I can/can’t say and this looming tension. I randomly ran into a coworker that’s my age that shares the cube next to me when I was out with friends, and we had a really fun time and I learned she’s super cool. But I see her in the office and we have very different convos if any. It’s like two different worlds and to someone who is very self aware it makes things uncomfortable and awkward. I’m just wondering is this something you ease into and get used to? It feels pretty stressful that I have to spend 9 hours out of my day feeling tense and uneasy. ",5.001264744429881,5.5757533073394505,5.963591087811272,80.04100917431194,68.67889908256882,9.164351245085193,29.79161205766711,9.23628265651192,2.413084141546527,863,31,172,16,14,286,128,218,0.134,0.635,0.231,0.9815,5,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,0,6,5,15,0,4,8,1,14,1,0,3,0,41,31,17,0,1,6,0,6,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,18,21,0,0,9,1,1,1,2,5,0,3,4,10,20,10,25,26,2,24,0,0,1,0,15,14,0,4,11,110,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044709282343093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299929591184657,0.1362780323054094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105255349360134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577639848790776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779211651666673,0.0,0.0,0.11639245466860085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111075442595286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833430956932273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035040732813036,0.09501788659275764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131328992033422,0.0,0.0,0.2055166935817954,0.0,0.1389779119303511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052573621340236,0.0,0.0,0.1309818760172722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198567269163886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309536804846696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394446324498792,0.1299578019792391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307500940079496,0.0,0.0,0.08878101817939643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145096876060864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012676515860377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706252048570628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520559098331161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576989924894978,0.0,0.0,0.10598674752243316,0.0,0.13875189057022724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711610929631247,0.11269362324761532,0.10239276426930864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235531581473175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836176388886881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755554071879912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129925311592809,0.0,0.0,0.229745026280916,0.0,0.21948400221061354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442368644992745,0.19365658944537228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565003718962316
socialanxiety,Jreed1499,2019/04/04,Social Anxiety stemming from bullying/assholes Ive been in my head thinking and thought about when two girls on the day of secret santa at my highschool in 8th grade tried to hand me a pack of washcloths and soap because they said I stunk. little did they know my house that I grew up in was hand plumbed connected to a pump going to a creek for water. sometimes this would freeze up in the winter because we didn't have the necessary pipe covers though it would probably still happen from time to time anyway. so there would be days we would pick clothes from the floor put them on and head to school. we called it scavenging to find what smelled ok or what smelled like dog shit or piss. sometimes we would have to walk down and get milk jugs and  fill them  with the water necessary for dishes and to run the toilet. of course these 2 girls were spoiled and had two story houses and a bitchy I don't care attitude and wouldn't know anything about having to Struggle or do without something. anyway this fucked me up for a long time from 8-10th grade where I was still struggling and sprayed nauseous amounts of axe trying to cover the smell but it was never enough. all the while I am the quiet kid with glasses that doesn't say anything and got about one friend he can talk too during lunch break. anyway I just needed to rant about shitty people.,7.396341330425301,6.9230765839694675,6.1658233369683755,84.18885496183206,63.69465648854961,8.707088331515813,31.30970556161396,7.447530270364453,1.8450209378407847,1083,33,211,8,14,321,161,262,0.102,0.8490000000000001,0.049,-0.904,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,4,0,16,10,3,2,14,1,24,12,6,1,2,39,36,19,0,7,6,0,3,1,1,6,0,3,0,3,10,17,5,0,6,0,0,6,6,6,0,3,11,10,20,4,40,18,3,33,0,0,0,1,19,14,3,3,13,141,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020003115734987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405805407028545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375241443380468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039823048910935,0.0,0.1202160422583578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520830488075786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218314740406955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776665272780757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109616949346093,0.1090049329420308,0.0616025647377192,0.0,0.0670103788009518,0.0,0.0943025659655782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426650333625703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420172180187919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721022166165717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959936092548896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057604361717636464,0.11817575304490548,0.0,0.104345718629539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742799932508176,0.09093865829299057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989816235066928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174322627773382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712580061732948,0.0,0.0,0.11853107080094155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215842120396717,0.09376593697926347,0.0,0.11933016170207765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103185235619628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019333541277348,0.0,0.09077207740371282,0.23322995140566916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883244944622073,0.0,0.0,0.2465280901454108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477075519841548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555130018431995,0.11584495388641325,0.09360654315040486,0.2062609871542587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010488727703653,0.0,0.23035984084939864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366002920424545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187957086778473,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DegenerateAsWell,2019/04/04,"Feelings *sigh* I dont know if it fits here, but i realy dont know where to talk/ask about it.

I got a girlfriend about 1 Year ago. I met her at work, she got attracted to me, me also to her and we started dating. We got in a relationship and it came out she had depressions and kind of social anxiety. I have a very low self esteem and it was my first relationship, so i was realy happy about her being in my life and the first few months were nice, i always assisted her with her depressions and tried my best. 

The first Problems were, that she didnt want anybody to know about the relationship, also often rejected body contact and sometimes acted like she dont care about me.
I thought that would be symptoms of the depression, so i ignored that and was fine with it.
The Months were passing and it was nice until she got realy apathetic to me. At some point i couldnt handle it anymore, she broke up.
1 Month later we started a new try and it was like in the beginning, a nice relationship with ups and downs. 
After some time she fell deeper in depressions and i got her to get help. So she went to her doctor, got antidepressents, but never got professional help by a therapist.

Some months passed and her depressions went away. So i was glad she did well and was realy happy about it. But at the moment she didnt had depressions anymore, she began to reject me again and got apathetic again. I couldnt handle it anymore and broke up within a month. 

So i was solo again, put all of my energy into the relationship to help her and it went this way.

Yet, after 3 Months, i still think about it all and am kind of hating her for the way it went and also am starting hating my life and me. My sleep rythm is screwed, i cant concentrate on my job or study anymore and also cant enjoy anything except for videogames, which are helping me to forget everything and everyone - at least for the moment im ingame.

I have been very shy, couldnt handle conversations and was frightened what others would think about me my hole live.
I dont know how to handle this situation, how can i forget all those feelings and return to my live i had before?

Also i will see her at my job frequently, which makes it worse.

- Excuse me for my bad englisch as its not native.
- If my post doesnt fit to this sub im realy sorry, if u might have suggestions i can move it there.",2.9075000000000024,4.719013186836519,4.284627919320595,85.3164960191083,75.30573248407643,7.1728450106157124,22.815339702760085,7.993328176185818,1.1413808492569006,1845,52,371,29,40,610,200,471,0.196,0.6859999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.9919,2,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,3,0,0,5,30,34,3,0,17,0,44,7,2,3,4,73,79,45,0,10,9,0,2,2,1,4,4,0,0,1,27,33,0,1,9,0,0,11,14,17,2,3,35,3,68,16,56,35,9,70,0,11,1,1,42,23,1,9,35,279,95,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243518058586975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365214277917549,0.04921967342057417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045251550986057563,0.0,0.23465380231434765,0.0,0.0,0.04867752158919897,0.0,0.05529966408292518,0.0,0.05557578282219211,0.0,0.04938992170061586,0.0,0.0,0.05033447676658915,0.0,0.06207696846165424,0.0,0.0,0.06570516569479942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765477693671106,0.06030998322058625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30568810986198136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060545157681057976,0.0,0.0,0.27730546663688044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565228116203027,0.05316251202825008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598186292834513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094542694343413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03090477423713912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784776849545199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593801262112225,0.0,0.11680182481443498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585948720915624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778984355077033,0.0,0.1173995884789584,0.0,0.0,0.12319658943175922,0.1300348129248372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356241325227487,0.0577979115492251,0.0,0.10446559878429754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03948479704821909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275152459003606,0.0,0.0,0.2832900823942571,0.0628698161933313,0.0,0.0,0.04562210544218434,0.05712991672425498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055918294550075215,0.0,0.056651806828002776,0.0,0.0,0.05660101681307497,0.0,0.0594646667518778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31753859259537603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047136936493203004,0.0,0.06170902690203155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648996243793757,0.05919528514982717,0.06029859165045586,0.0,0.0,0.058503400176760235,0.06621645460425081,0.12560547174699793,0.0,0.047239315517607135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148216505623076,0.0,0.04754459179029708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868068816354328,0.0,0.07580515147250289,0.0,0.04696052989837563,0.03449233685357013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032141870433783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761412360810416,0.03488971594272849,0.09390510693124167,0.0,0.0,0.05318526065846616,0.21934008475826414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306377246006482,0.0,0.06028151817087508,0.08404057125398673,0.0,0.0,0.03809231302992114
socialanxiety,Geegeegee5,2019/04/04,"I don't understand anxiety about interactions with random strangers Like, who cares if you act weird around cashiers or customer service or some girl/guy on the street? These interactions have no repercussions on your life at all. As soon as the interaction ends, these people effectively cease to exist for you. Therefore, why give a fuck about their opinions of you?


For me, the anxiety gets bad around people I expect to interact with again. I want to have close friends and a girlfriend, but I always end up being too timid to do the things that start or maintain a relationship or take it to a closer level. That's why I'm so confused about people who manage to have romantic relationships while breaking down if they have to get something at the grocery store.",8.232248201438846,8.6807034028777,7.3157464028777,73.55908723021585,61.733812949640296,10.403237410071943,35.360611510791365,10.125756701596842,3.53966834532374,619,25,106,12,8,190,96,139,0.098,0.794,0.10800000000000001,-0.3245,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,2,1,9,8,1,2,9,0,7,2,0,2,1,23,17,12,0,4,7,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,11,3,25,16,2,20,0,0,0,1,17,12,1,10,7,76,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471277641493206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705324541257375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148132053131206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476366714022958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802789894867284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132187103087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661009856819764,0.16346652901469716,0.18476149958155333,0.1696211174696474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507883729413745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489265139648036,0.08638494435014969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677525716342647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796753607889719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361240819489276,0.0,0.0,0.12515356115935866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294605562218229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747083961054375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407505441534525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429256315042544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31910370541472405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KarentjieO,2019/04/04,"Social Anxiety vs Learning/Speaking a new Language Hi Guys, I married a German, moved to a small town in Austria and spent most of the past 3 years learning German, attending formal German classes, passing advanced German exams and buying pretzels in German at the bakery haha. My children are fluent and attend school in German. Everything here is German. And I feel so locked into myself here. I cannot make small talk in German or think on my feet or be myself in German. My social anxiety, which has been under control for many years, has made an intense comeback since we moved here.  I am anxious about every phone call, every casual encounter with the neighbour, every school run... and this is just the day to day stuff. I am supposed to find a job here (in German), since this is where I live now, but find even buying a bus ticket stressful so it seems impossible. I spend my days avoiding people and when I encounter them I freeze mentally and can't come up with anything to say. This is very frustrating as I am 40 and all the progress I made over the past 20 years in terms of my Social Anxiety has been wiped out. I feel ashamed, isolated, intimidated by everyone and barely remembering who I was only 3 years ago when I could say what I meant, laugh, be me. I see other expats arriving and speaking terrible German unselfconsciously and enjoying life here, the fresh air of the Alps, but I just can't. Due to personal circumstances I don't think it's possible to move away anytime soon. I need to overcome this and make a life here. But instead I feel as if I'm disappearing, dissolving, going under. I've lived in several countries by the way, but could get by in English in all the others, and always adapted within a year or two. Has anyone here had their Social Anxiety triggered when having to speak a foreign/second language? I know it's unlikely that any of you can relate but I'd really appreciate any words of wisdom. Thanks.",6.069702543142598,7.049427000000001,6.675112397820165,74.44147876930064,66.46594005449593,9.0594459582198,31.367960944595822,9.188382445141503,2.8559900999091736,1547,59,262,27,24,507,206,367,0.095,0.809,0.09699999999999999,0.1779,1,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,1,2,3,20,11,1,3,19,1,26,3,1,6,2,57,46,29,0,4,12,0,4,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,14,19,0,2,12,2,4,11,4,5,0,1,8,9,33,6,42,34,4,56,0,0,1,0,21,25,0,6,19,179,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021285425242508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529392378025676,0.0,0.0,0.12307096299181093,0.0,0.27689471254869397,0.10222657825470573,0.0,0.0632718672770116,0.0,0.07446456560227609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501719871414419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239917379988856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794808181059021,0.0,0.0,0.10149087455216473,0.1444958744101376,0.0,0.0,0.17507335450490072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976699364052442,0.0,0.2287221298169614,0.08646591848790931,0.0813254914232901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726155623042766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654102329374291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047276658989056135,0.0,0.051426865761001236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895981306246312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979616332717517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973027355078916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782981960382347,0.0,0.0,0.15980652218703864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171245365677118,0.12080394252208893,0.09174143222552428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119141906052576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885257958595503,0.0,0.06709629262653899,0.0,0.08739463910401317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882080383339624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276358180847026,0.0627335347132295,0.07901132278580864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201251669468536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057969437199456166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250616150528953,0.0,0.0,0.14392063857184448,0.0,0.1831589767704508,0.07210785153382328,0.08237759763915738,0.0,0.10222657825470573,0.0,0.1497065275169004,0.0,0.0,0.3689677113451508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365460541028618,0.0,0.1035880174902542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273146328771983,0.0,0.08330992204382244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596312816524308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839440116640088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466273008378911,0.0,0.07182579111650768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913590760122424
socialanxiety,uglykatze,2019/04/04,"Nerves around crushes I wasn’t sure how to title this, but I’m having an issue managing social anxiety in certain specific situations, like a crush. I think it’s because when I was going through treatment I was still in middle school and I didn’t have an huge crushes, and since I feel like treating social anxiety focuses on specific everyday situations, I was never taught how to handle having a crush.

It’s different than friends because you’re looking for the person to be into you romantically, which is just a whole other level. 

Anyways, I’m in high school now and I really like this boy, except he doesn’t talk a lot and I’m trying to get to know him better. After treatment I’ve gotten a lot better about starting conversations, so that’s not a huge problem. The problem is the nerves that come with it. 

Because Ive been to therapy for it, I’m in a really weird situation where I get a surge of confidence and then immediately get hit with a wave of anxiety. 
So since there’s a lot more pressure, I get really anxious. To the point of feeling faint and nauseous. 

Once my friend told me he’d talk to my crush during his lunch period about me, and I agreed (surge of confidence) but then 5 minutes later I almost threw up on my PSAT prep. I’ve literally started keeping tums around to make sure I don’t throw up. 

TLDR; my anxiety gets really bad and unmanageable around the boy I like. >>>

Does anyone have tips/advice for dealing with the feelings of extreme nervousness or nausea? Think really bad nervous. An about-to-throw-up kind of nervous. ",5.663599999999999,6.6868908266666685,6.740666666666666,73.45200000000003,67.4,9.733333333333334,32.0,9.888512548439397,3.2568,1248,51,219,28,20,419,158,300,0.154,0.66,0.185,0.9342,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,2,16,22,0,4,19,0,17,2,0,3,4,42,44,18,0,2,6,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,3,10,16,1,1,6,0,0,4,6,9,0,0,10,4,25,13,39,31,5,35,0,0,1,0,17,19,0,5,16,139,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097925344851804,0.0,0.0,0.09322928714488304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848944092425089,0.10517998105736978,0.0,0.06509983915415025,0.0,0.0,0.2486444438965636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547436782626642,0.1702643225083547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646842188218698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020006057396126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598518861096536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972729039101218,0.0,0.0,0.08147513379956073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412271459213876,0.06651285983733844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386241922035228,0.0,0.2432125862872534,0.0,0.05291262662734207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836851703890924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717542786970296,0.0,0.08275429643007176,0.0,0.09695253201836936,0.051167018590970434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194185069303692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818313962741831,0.0,0.0,0.2374587308055552,0.0,0.0,0.06214702968180395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180683587152188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915174295968024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129401938136901,0.0,0.0,0.0880125053426385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817414979272944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982210893997383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884505774927124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403166179698832,0.3139552925238281,0.0,0.1898137331436975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317976801944796,0.0,0.07435224094062418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549710446903252,0.0,0.0,0.14966546002971615,0.0,0.0,0.10647148740649576,0.0,0.0,0.11931339023579375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896398396517534,0.0,0.06321088071197559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394626529644467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pytwd,2019/04/04,"Nervous about job that i want/dont want Just a small part time gig but its my first job that might be around things i have an interest in. I felt really comfortable around the owner, and he said he would call if he needed someone. So maybe its a no go anyway, but still I can at least process how i am feeling about it. 

Despite it seeming like a good fit, I am now dreading the phone call. Its been awhile since i worked, and the idea of getting to know the owner, and other employees. It feels like I will have all the responsibility toward them and if i mess up i will feel truly bad about it. Getting to know someone new is scary. I guess i worry I will hurt them in someway, or they will hurt me. 

So in a way I want this job, but apart of me just wants the opportunity to slip by, and never have to hear from them....so i dont have to get to know them or them know me, and have all of that relationship energy. Its why i prefer to be alone i guess. I get so much anxiety about how i am being toward other. Am i being too clingy, too distant, do i like them, do i not, do they like me, are they good to be around, are they a positive impact to me, or me to them. Am i being codependent etc.

​

Maybe i do have codependency issues. I need to get in with a therapist when i can afford one. ",1.7544777795604034,3.276481258302585,3.548390823038666,90.60849350232631,77.74538745387456,6.6318626664527525,20.63869725653778,7.423996415210882,0.4207717311086157,995,24,228,13,23,334,131,271,0.16899999999999998,0.7,0.132,-0.9008,5,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,10,3,20,15,0,2,13,0,34,0,0,2,3,46,58,20,0,9,11,0,4,4,0,6,0,2,0,0,15,10,0,0,11,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,3,6,43,9,32,43,6,23,0,2,0,0,21,14,0,9,11,175,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394190459438556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087391932687152,0.12194745996161807,0.0,0.0,0.0767745429574269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680229996765259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379577235786241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049560072226452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352405607843381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119270799860342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223393972700744,0.07169666022412234,0.0963606076415774,0.0,0.0,0.0853655172222085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26216780039096,0.0,0.05703646816787061,0.1683531359230569,0.0,0.0,0.22111403219339448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311215597180208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148732815472128,0.11329336479349528,0.0,0.10474897111846393,0.29877317635938433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061925201049695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612181887214214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164868906940486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646529268723057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377558797190244,0.14883020778908984,0.07740323188388464,0.09692757817410373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800601750247942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867927564255872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642926981959591,0.0,0.0,0.10774826403349552,0.0,0.0,0.09546461809685867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136328173929872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301819938748188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006811464959226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014701771445175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652481139005015,0.0666742188183675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05852027918959893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367779169595973,0.07966049239103103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055860310146087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306272109132297,0.10191967851594133,0.0,0.07129232376912206,0.0,0.12194745996161807,0.0
socialanxiety,annainzicht,2019/04/04,"Social anxiety without feeling stressed? In short, my question is: can i still have social anxiety if i font feel physical stress in my body but i get other symptoms like sweating?

Below is my story, maybe that helps with answering the question.

I am a sixteen year old girl and i had really bad social anxiety for over a year. In this period of time i sweated profusely and had this rash all around my mouth that i couldn't hide whatsoever. This made my anxiety even worse and i was immensely tired when i got home. Therefore i did absolutely nothing and snacked on junk food a lot. It made me hate my life and really sad, maybe even depressed. Then i decided i needed to make a change to cut the chain. So i joined a gym, started eating healthier and trying to be more social to people, with baby steps ofcourse. Now i'm here. I try to go to the gym 6 times a week, i eat really healthy and went to therapy. My social anxiety was as good as cured... i thought. This year i decided to do the last year of high school again to study diffrent topics and therefore i knew noone from my class. This got me extremely out of my comfort zone and was a good thing to do i think.  But now i still sweat a lot when im around other people. Is this still due to my social anxiety? Also this rash around my mouth (and eyes) come back (a little) and stuck around for months now. Its not as bad as a year ago but still very visible. Ive tried a lot of things to help it. Creams, oils, apple cider vinegar. Nothing seems to work. So im thinking maybe it is stress, and maybe that is due to social anxiety. But i hardly ever feel physical stress. So do i still have social anxiety or do these health problems have a diffrent cause?",3.1766638655462174,4.901539523529412,4.242773109243696,86.27176470588238,74.3529411764706,7.798319327731093,25.672268907563023,8.527137837955566,1.7168445378151262,1338,46,272,25,28,435,173,340,0.204,0.721,0.075,-0.9932,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,1,24,15,2,4,16,0,23,17,9,6,2,55,45,29,0,4,8,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,19,20,4,0,13,2,0,4,3,11,0,0,14,7,36,4,39,29,5,49,0,2,2,0,13,14,0,8,32,177,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409564226043897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048802267492138514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734762327919126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730341066370693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692503222559277,0.1019078986945493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778584718074886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269025205335642,0.0645571481565524,0.05256827708989842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052561386107567325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488914769162597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061386013731067,0.055201281571658586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256935326831177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737925749996179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031883433843316045,0.0,0.034682338120372184,0.1023710017689622,0.09761572869635624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466708225759079,0.06025029054854481,0.0,0.06486751492212027,0.0,0.0,0.0818085431302699,0.06447705180789698,0.061213799555112726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183655675447065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974412846070539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04310428955528546,0.02981409724952808,0.06116383011216168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564572232324275,0.0,0.11548807390989163,0.040735159714928,0.0,0.24523425943033805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048710168700679984,0.0,0.0,0.04524981783474247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711169943425162,0.0,0.06403625540033048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461513764116163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058393397770090026,0.0,0.0,0.1367256051359177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728396773834872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061761313548213535,0.0,0.055555547719803436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976645078797143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043194337527212995,0.0,0.2436762002453291,0.0,0.279619146092275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342911703779637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697882596609347,0.0,0.08108558875575399,0.07820566859380608,0.0,0.04844762614258552,0.07116920717386083,0.0701401184438861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429742827809652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035263206181522,0.0,0.0,0.04895117289029511,0.0,0.0,0.056571478470577134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058826641994404426,0.0,0.04442747032347174,0.0,0.06219044934054401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964928999495589
socialanxiety,Sunnyroses,2019/04/04,I want to like an old friend's Facebook photo but anxiety is making me wonder what they'll think if I do. I really want to push myself to be more social. I am not sure if I should like a guy's photo on Facebook who I have not spoken to in years. I've always kind of liked him and I was friends with him in middle school but have't seen him since I moved about 6-7 years ago. Most of my friends on Facebook I no longer talk to. He updated his profile for the first time in 3 years and tons of people from that town have liked it. I want to as well but I don't know if too much time has passed that my liking it would be strange. I also I hardly ever like or comment on Facebook so suddenly liking someone's picture who I haven't seen in years to me seems really weird. My brother says to just do it but I get that anxious feeling like the person will wonder why I'm liking his photo. I know this is so ridiculous... ,2.285221088435378,3.3843198010204065,3.774367346938778,91.27539455782316,75.4795918367347,6.2470748299319725,22.250340136054426,6.42735559955562,0.32510380952380924,715,18,160,5,15,237,114,196,0.07,0.71,0.22,0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,9,17,1,0,4,0,17,0,0,1,2,30,32,14,0,8,11,1,2,9,3,4,0,1,0,2,10,3,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,2,1,1,3,5,28,15,23,23,4,24,0,0,2,0,19,9,0,8,21,106,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888969999295724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823460900253096,0.1022122058632127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939717906190574,0.13877353625182756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111525325137876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062111282195338076,0.0877564786859492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448711514884897,0.0,0.0,0.28471620428504024,0.0,0.0641785068236994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163030046210985,0.0,0.0,0.11003995770788123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791831279584476,0.13501862308682058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401180524835972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199624101269916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305588222909456,0.09030107948070576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889926707301086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516136020948048,0.10725860978738704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738810653826146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768680657819366,0.0,0.12432001215658303,0.0,0.11182835939038034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161400576148827,0.0,0.0,0.12521927990814158,0.1040814093135759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157746633165874,0.0,0.0,0.09873364177424417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871051562646776,0.0,0.0,0.14325726239811612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736154959674112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044735638248683,0.0,0.11084343535752142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26642813851268105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726157218145841,0.0,0.0,0.316418136947063
socialanxiety,La_Quiero_Abrazar,2019/04/04,"Looking for advice; to those with severe anxiety who are currently employed, what is your occupation? I recently became unemployed and I have run out of money, my bank account is in the red I have *nothing* but debt and bills to pay. I feel like shit, Im a failure.  For the past 5 years I had been working in the construction industry doing a low level low paying job, it was the first and only job I've ever had but it is no longer a viable source of income for me. 

I need a job yesterday but I don't know where or even how to start looking for one, outside of my previous job I have no work experience. On top of that I suffer from sever anxiety and struggle immensely with basic social interactions which means that jobs in retail or customer service are not an option for me at the moment.

So, what do you guys do for a living?",4.01455823293173,5.190131801204822,5.798975903614457,78.1254919678715,71.34939759036145,8.66586345381526,28.29116465863454,9.075114841892004,2.405523694779117,653,24,123,13,12,225,109,166,0.217,0.752,0.031,-0.9847,11,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,4,5,6,1,1,11,0,16,1,1,1,1,20,23,11,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,3,0,8,1,4,5,0,2,4,4,15,1,22,19,0,21,0,3,3,0,6,11,1,3,10,92,24,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199103349081506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066597937789875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892139432122146,0.12218057765716885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212657288489102,0.0,0.0,0.06829658499257094,0.0964956380448627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489238167631205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374275750832787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590120194658165,0.0,0.6701918005052143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423217281385533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598947561653322,0.0,0.11927126601921947,0.0,0.226853332157074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713327141360427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015435737218484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960546095940642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915284481770599,0.1027285280892656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894174056421898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336754563366812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305186377686917,0.13864971734315346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768914262724424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560482945930708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120683667310138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196668404552239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698209656674118
socialanxiety,LethalAgent,2019/04/04,Are there any good books to give to people that don't understand? Like the title says. Does anyone have a recommendation for a book that would help my family understand social anxiety better?,5.8472549019607865,8.566693529411769,6.530000000000005,68.4316666666667,69.58823529411765,10.415686274509804,23.098039215686285,10.504223727775694,3.0831686274509806,156,4,24,5,3,51,30,34,0.099,0.672,0.22899999999999998,0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866311592667624,0.0,0.20994871552779787,0.0,0.0,0.19189744927350794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427231920856621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401675727390291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25872114012199465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632714500315784,0.0,0.23019039437149366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183953858814574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340793522600791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026473871356228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21824868324840607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797608388947587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5714112395143434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949569639329405,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HeroDeadLer,2019/04/04,"Teacher making fun of me I feel horrors when he does Theres a teacher who makes fun of me when I make awkward things and that gives me even more anxiety...
I have a class with him once a week and when friday comes I just want to run away somewhere. He is making fun of me in every way imaginable, tells me to stand up then tells me I'm looking kinda weird, asks me why is my face red why am I unhappy, is there something wrong with you?
Everyone is just laughing and previously I felt like having a panic attack I wanted to cry he just called me gay for looking weird everyone was laughing I could literally feel my heart as if it was in my throat... Man it was terrible and tommorow is friday I've got a presentation I don't know if I'm going to survive it he's gonna embarass me I am shaking like hell rn.
Please, please people just give me some advice or some hope I wanna get trough this so badly, I'm gonna admit I'm scared as shit from him.
Thank you everyone in advance!",1.4017647058823501,3.434391921568629,3.3115294117647056,89.48788235294118,80.76470588235293,6.04078431372549,22.454901960784312,7.1686216300943375,0.7556360784313729,768,25,163,10,20,258,120,204,0.192,0.6579999999999999,0.151,-0.8833,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,11,21,3,4,5,0,14,5,4,4,0,32,42,14,0,7,7,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,6,0,0,5,1,12,0,0,5,6,28,9,19,34,3,18,1,0,3,1,17,5,2,7,8,95,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468067232726175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760694097895084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928057559752925,0.14515344269478742,0.11987615972447138,0.0,0.10653334675473004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028491039898096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990854611383363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187121419136476,0.0,0.14015297387200265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116559443503359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427280343584176,0.0,0.10750111342627193,0.36575666143379865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902791817479442,0.0,0.122507588849898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666115103682653,0.2447942662575871,0.0725130358014148,0.0,0.10204636153959667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119622073386835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672687965584425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012080267853207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466925924881625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428899543385904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406725445710204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588049479465295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970081620610806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845569297865649,0.0,0.0,0.28011370910611993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277410787335482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097056306883248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822596165432708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304071597468766,0.11746886127285462,0.0,0.0,0.08476594311516515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505132253187751,0.101275978724838,0.10234598774729674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026247731522206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950097934269107,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eken11,2019/04/04,"Do you ever feel like you have a really bad way with people? This has been an unfortunate narrative that my anxiety has been replying in my head. 

Today I (23M) was invited out to lunch with coworkers and the WHOLE time I’m trying my absolute best to be engaging, friendly, contribute to conversations and yet I feel like the people I was with were just looking at me funny.  It’s like everything I said just fell flat with everyone until they all seemed to want to avoid engaging with me. Of course this wasn’t true the whole time, but I felt like my efforts to strengthen the relationships with these people failed. 

I feel this way around everyone, it’s like I have some “aura” around me that makes me look like a jerk or not personable. I’ve noticed most people don’t approach me. 

Sometimes I end up being very friendly with someone at the office and somehow before too long, that person is giving me the cold shoulder. 

This recently happened with a female coworker. We were very friendly over our social media and began hanging out more in the office and inexplicably she has begun acting very cold and reserved around me. It’s obvious too because at lunch today she hardly made eye contact with me. 

I don’t feel like I’m doing anything to drive people away (at least my intentions are good) but it feels like there’s a way about me that makes people uncomfortable. Could this be a result of me being so anxious around people? Do they pick up on that? How can I work through this? 



 ",5.367084805653711,6.728799657243817,5.939807420494702,77.6798171378092,68.32862190812722,8.910883392226149,28.99098939929329,9.255337874911486,2.5503146289752645,1185,42,211,23,20,384,152,283,0.07200000000000001,0.762,0.166,0.9763,0,1,0,1,0,0,24.0,2,2,2,4,15,20,1,1,13,0,25,5,3,7,4,52,44,12,0,2,6,0,7,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,16,22,2,1,7,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,11,13,33,16,38,28,8,37,0,1,3,0,19,17,0,5,20,153,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700580642618971,0.09895131981535346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207878001612568,0.3118932663925801,0.0,0.0,0.08229331513775373,0.0,0.07313365974783483,0.05339380891147311,0.0,0.07453230073428375,0.0,0.0919198843272328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993317063362874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757839014113636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792298103644842,0.0,0.1673912381593688,0.0787198872187266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143967483467614,0.2502961190688329,0.08409975460644474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301452962687255,0.0,0.0,0.08402392829129994,0.0,0.07346600319820665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745519651869452,0.0,0.07846307978966073,0.0,0.08989220211067926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423348449911613,0.0,0.0,0.07751404222572522,0.14710641275398922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287940003133991,0.11693348007477244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972134336866856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42506521432839023,0.15295972541569014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056112142436650386,0.0,0.08648416591204608,0.09403845395198106,0.0,0.0,0.08331777011418141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973828478639841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928656967243351,0.07421438624386661,0.0,0.0866283568650657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021484035810993,0.0,0.16604940381001507,0.0,0.0,0.059467590793054165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681178639474835,0.0516626171209803,0.20857364931217864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955813271225034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376627405168148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,c0smic_teleca5ters,2019/04/04,"I fucking hate non-uniform day. What the hell am I supposed to wear? I'm in Year 11, and tomorrow is the last day of spring term before the Easter holidays. Tomorrow is a half-day, and also a non uniform day. The school is taking us Year 11s on a bowling trip as well, as a 'fun and relaxing' day out. It would be fun and relaxing if I weren't fretting and biting my nails over what to wear. My go-to outfit when I hate myself and my body is a baggy navy hoodie, navy skinny jeans (they used to be black) and a pair of white kicks. I wear my hair in a top knot, shaved at the sides and back, dyed burgundy. It's an all-girls school, so obviously everyone else is going to dress over-the-top and tryhard. My social anxiety makes me freak out over if what I'm wearing makes me look normal. I've never been normal, and not in that 'OwO I'm so quirky XD potato' style. I'm socially awkward, too introverted for my own good and terrible at meeting new people or holding small talk conversations. 

Should I just stick with the outfit I usually wear or just not go to school tomorrow? I already paid for the bowling trip, so it would be a waste if I didn't go. Still, I'm having second thoughts about everything and I wish I could just feel comfortable in any random outfit I choose from my closet.
",3.5496986741663332,4.6303860229007645,4.830642828445161,84.98982924869429,72.3587786259542,7.958537565287265,25.621534752912808,8.371475516178862,1.5383862595419844,1006,31,209,16,19,334,147,262,0.09300000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.126,0.8353,0,0,0,1,0,0,34.0,1,0,1,1,13,14,4,1,16,0,17,9,8,3,2,42,37,24,0,10,10,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,15,1,1,3,3,1,5,5,7,1,1,5,5,24,7,25,25,2,37,1,0,3,1,7,14,2,6,18,123,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380949623395837,0.1000743117219988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509940529061015,0.0,0.09573166079628473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622483839025064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648481546328092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900218882654988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991400636125357,0.0,0.0,0.40352432960677503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453830681152196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957651199523102,0.11246764934388474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327448013468606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568979668448764,0.0,0.0,0.2844794961107081,0.10496138877123606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470994348230789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200569919661416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508597655813606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706367473658051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651558516412376,0.12086086973795584,0.0,0.0,0.2452210128729832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675623178846667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799446990068447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551286838390881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993686472257267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408961111269452,0.1005826902014676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934708139462943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052785989843076,0.10808067177542653,0.13782389116408145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251577507889207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390467882173824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777915515623211,0.0,0.0,0.1611719514785194
socialanxiety,I_almost,2019/04/04,"How to deal with someone doing something for you when you dont deserve it? So, when I was 14 my mom married my stepdad, he didn't really like his father but worked with him at the family business. Since my stepdad saw his father everyday and didn't like him we almost never saw him, I've seen him maybe 12 times in 11 years. I like my grandad but I don't know him really and I wish I knew him better but he's really intimidating and I can bearly talk to him without coaching myself. About 5 years back he stated sending me a check for $75 every month, they are really hard for me to cash because I don't deserve them and its so much. I moved a while back and haven't asked him to chage the address he sends them to because not only do I not deserve them but also my mom and stepdad are going through a divorce and why would my grandad still care now? He never saw me, I never did anything for him, this is just an unnecessary financial burden. The checks would really help me, my work recently cut everyones hours and now I'm just making enough to cover everything. He called me an hour ago, he must have noticed the first check of this year wasn't cashed, I dont know how to tell him, how to deal with it, I can't answer the phone, I'm horrified.",5.1154651162790685,4.881693414728684,6.073813953488372,82.15141860465118,68.34108527131785,9.050542635658914,28.827906976744185,8.648137234880735,1.9480493023255816,983,30,206,14,15,327,136,258,0.099,0.838,0.063,-0.8164,0,0,1,0,1,0,22.0,1,2,4,4,16,7,1,0,10,0,21,0,0,4,4,37,35,21,0,4,9,4,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,12,0,0,4,1,5,4,15,2,0,1,10,5,44,5,21,22,2,29,0,0,4,0,41,2,0,1,25,137,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076255660930918,0.0,0.1138251699276208,0.0,0.0,0.09090272405242264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354161595191103,0.0,0.10626711818997933,0.0,0.0,0.17481209274717574,0.0,0.13858567434935354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053283558130084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160708849901472,0.0,0.11589524495713165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23437979070244386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664433255294193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745261499367972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577279006910362,0.10861759112817594,0.10216023989785168,0.0,0.10715898063878344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668856517935354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460189605240943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182696314291906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619133088948782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388623903020935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494130898493312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660184830033908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587633061094884,0.0,0.11419788136272205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662603972861269,0.09073117401067783,0.12081437200017092,0.08356132520931588,0.0,0.263010440560556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941528146721878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645198087999839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641030326036179,0.0,0.1122364811371125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402989454928116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631313979755828,0.08750955320390798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077787376421508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091364510777089,0.09935353684758168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628252264915074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257047205295756,0.0,0.1307161356764983,0.10957486770485457,0.0,0.16550780456306938,0.0,0.0,0.16149735204193266,0.0,0.0,0.21960135190749933
socialanxiety,autumnleafss,2019/04/04,"I want to change but afraid I always wanted to change myself, don on some new clothes, become less of a fashion disaster, make myself look more presentable.
But i am so afraid of the comments, even if it is gonna be possibly good, that i don’t want to start now. I am just so afraid of the judgement from other people and the spotlight that may shine upon me. ",9.017500000000002,5.995809083333337,8.356111111111115,77.90000000000003,62.33333333333334,10.711111111111112,35.111111111111114,7.793537801064563,2.5276611111111107,282,8,57,2,3,89,53,72,0.073,0.8370000000000001,0.09,-0.2034,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,13,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,9,10,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,3,4,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487580775089646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852050485888852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463659347448817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705646404194687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659889597598336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685599601448846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723767564875751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494091518643508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790306344495322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911260407871066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827831252823574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569487386476237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trash12ii,2019/04/04,"Being socially anxious is kind of like learning your native language as if it was your second/third language What I mean by that is that you start doing things like observing how people talk and taking mental notes or you practice what you’re going to say and how you’re going to say it a thousand times in your head, as if you’re trying to speak in a language that isn’t your own. 

Just a thought I had. ",7.372804878048779,5.916790548780494,7.226951219512195,79.76164634146345,64.2439024390244,9.175609756097561,32.69512195121951,7.1686216300943375,2.0939414634146343,323,10,63,2,4,103,52,82,0.027000000000000003,0.915,0.059000000000000004,0.34299999999999997,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,2,0,11,13,9,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,8,3,9,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,3,4,45,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869750665632463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887356395345867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607021385097917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645271376714829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482068079323733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767068483043721,0.0,0.0,0.2559966693758198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610841140765696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040205153993675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25894570504732994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979965230295153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099460178748398,0.2041750479628805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876240613575355,0.0,0.0,0.2016668580656504,0.14812356708185564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246577264495125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vieth12,2019/04/04,"I’m sick of dating apps but have no clue what else to do I met my first girlfriend on a dating app pretty effortlessly, and it led to relatively long relationship. After our breakup, I assumed it would be easy again, but now I’m a year single. In that time, a couple dates (though none since the summer) and a bunch of conversations that I think might go somewhere but never do.

The problem is, I don’t know any other way to meet potential matches. I live in Madison, WI, a pretty large college town with plenty of people my age (I’m 23 and just graduated). People always say to go to bars, but I find it hard to imagine myself doing that, and am not even sure I would meet someone I’d be into there. I’ve also been told to meet people while participating in a mutual interest, but that’s even harder now that I’m not a student anymore and work full time (with mostly older people, too, so meeting someone at work is out of the question too). I’m a film major and go to the movies a lot, but I couldn’t imagine myself just going up to someone who’s by themselves after a film, either. Dating apps, I always imagined, were my best option, but they haven’t worked and I’ve really become anxious to at least go on dates again.",10.598008130081304,6.038592703252037,10.611463414634148,67.66727642276423,60.99186991869919,12.559349593495936,38.71544715447155,9.150863307647796,3.4988325203252035,959,28,185,10,9,324,139,246,0.05,0.846,0.105,0.9533,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,1,5,14,4,0,0,14,0,17,2,0,1,2,42,31,18,0,4,12,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,11,11,1,0,8,3,0,6,8,1,0,1,4,2,16,3,29,21,10,40,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,6,21,130,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109377760420477,0.21037428891694565,0.0,0.0,0.08596632047390712,0.0,0.0,0.14281261109137058,0.1253693984865599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396150872460405,0.0,0.0,0.13266441232400833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398754440668722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105603247807309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699141386925426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155407315315216,0.10752826614386506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592218924355865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324272702922887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947420462788892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162648252834123,0.11187301783502776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747324421709444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410600321623453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749879798350647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505601008405084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572183622803205,0.0,0.12096178048846375,0.0,0.0,0.1416133781144223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098448398932373,0.0,0.0,0.1357220618879934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053003110977354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457153343644512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213322560974745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914434418146075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100142549200155,0.12420178577948746,0.0,0.1474268383832955,0.0,0.0,0.12079464851992655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034209251819157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760941879466132,0.0,0.0,0.17960272985416648,0.0,0.0,0.08140691221573207
socialanxiety,itch-bay,2019/04/04,"How to stop feeling guilty? I have a pretty good life. I’m not living paycheck to paycheck. I know I’ll be able to have a hot meal on my plate every night. I am able to take vacations and see friends. I should have absolutely no reason to be sad and anxious and nervous all of the time. God forbid I have to talk in front of my coworkers for a 5 minute presentation, then my body just shuts down I can’t think about anything else the rest of the week and just have constant anxiety attacks until it’s over. I hate living like this and I ESPECIALLY hate how irrational it is and how guilty I feel about not being able to handle the dumbest problems when most people have it much worse off than I do. Does anyone have advice?",2.63826132771338,4.600840739726029,3.742054794520549,88.23713909378294,76.53424657534245,6.410115911485772,23.559536354056906,7.321109707123232,0.909085985247629,572,18,117,7,13,185,95,146,0.26899999999999996,0.639,0.092,-0.9804,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,3,1,7,0,15,3,1,4,1,24,24,12,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,5,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,0,4,13,3,20,20,4,16,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,1,10,79,17,0,0.4796489484763955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623580040093898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223100442425126,0.1806222617110455,0.0,0.11179389905607896,0.0,0.1315700719523447,0.0,0.0,0.1818899744207852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759395088068103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277670496409092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991467570297272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335617164144177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470830872696007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616832801253519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352519592406748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410226039725906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315702689727948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786750605964888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129300790711671,0.07811074940711603,0.0,0.2823592060538385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753238874850072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003934861141166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084272914622673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265847250337778,0.0,0.1529864218954927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643863348177651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274060371923278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336693327281523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021210540203113,0.128507885335359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244655960266323,0.0,0.0,0.0932290530304177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282484848297319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293441868450567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amenhotep74,2019/04/04,"Need some advice/opinions! I've suffered from social anxiety pretty much my entire life, i always feel like literally everyone i walk past/meet is laughing at me or judging me i know its not very rational. this is the first time I've really opened up about it. I can't break past the anxiety just whenever i feel like i get out of my comfort zone and start building confidence and self esteem i'll lose it and then go back to square 1. What are some things you guys have used to overcome anxiety? ",3.7753061224489777,5.60330423469388,4.840561224489797,82.17676020408162,72.9795918367347,8.573469387755104,27.556122448979593,9.188382445141503,2.399526530612245,397,15,76,9,8,130,75,98,0.106,0.725,0.16899999999999998,0.8172,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,15,13,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,3,11,4,8,13,3,13,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,3,8,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057392718182997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428850547713757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483888836300465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843996354806554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515188856703594,0.2757283692147197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414777743671916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082352488448068,0.0,0.10967437189217236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107947866465355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605617190547847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363067237977647,0.18855951280017366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589405815407745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418617164018588,0.1430914297656741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36844044528676345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632894678938512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362724268167233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131910887662308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967177145226628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659147838169847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820662472970085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252756471848427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667183333368907,0.0,0.15922782585564565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cam6802,2019/04/04,"Too scared to face fears, how do i fear absolutey zero conflict. I have always been scared to voice my opinion. I dont even know who myself is anymore. How can i let go and not give a care? Im a short dude 5'5 16 year old. I have a fear of gettimg whooped. Now i am not getting pushed around everyday because id get mad. But how can i loose fears even when they potentiality will fight",1.0769444444444431,3.0542214320987635,2.635293209876544,94.20256944444448,81.5925925925926,5.531481481481482,22.47067901234568,6.6274283507984215,0.35024567901234605,300,10,69,3,8,98,60,81,0.35100000000000003,0.649,0.0,-0.9815,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,10,9,2,6,3,0,11,1,1,3,0,11,17,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,8,0,1,1,1,10,1,4,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356382050219557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616631030621112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511434443652307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936998854479574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620057185355372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104767018669253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153344474547115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7337307491786689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033303201000516,0.15637499856282228,0.09264290412178457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607984566611973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958657885018619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668978505316115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105261614084225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264048837214601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049737352046958
socialanxiety,YeBoiArdan,2019/04/04,"Do i have social anxiety? I'm only 13 so I'm not sure if it's only my age or if it's just came out of nowhere, because I only noticed it a year ago, when my parents mentioned that I don't talk as much as a few years ago, I took out of curiosity 3 self tests and they all said that I may have light social anxiety. The things I've noticed is that I'm anxious around girls, am a bit anxious about how people think of me, in some cases it gets real bad. Also I turn red immediately if the teacher asks me to read something, and I just can't get out of my words, even if I'm reading the text already. Another weird thing I've noticed is that out of nowhere I like a girl that is in the same class as me, immediately after I've heard that a guy in my class likes her. (we have 1 class with exactly the same people for every lesson and our class needs to move to a different classroom for every lesson) And I'm not sure if it's the anxiety that kicks in that I need to have a girlfriend, or that I just like her, as I've never had a girlfriend and don't know how it feels to have a crush on someone. The thing I feel is like thanos double fucking falcon punched me in the stomach, and I get even more anxious around her than other girls. I think I don't look too bad and know I can get a prettier girlfriend, as our standards for our class is pretty low, and she is the prettiest in my class, but our personalities are totally different, because she likes to party, but is shy (which makes her more attractive), while I really hate parties, and talk bad about myself, while not being shy.
Just looking for some help.

It's probably too long to read, sorry for any spelling errors, because English isn't my first language, and if I posted it on the wrong subreddit, just let me know and I will delete it and post it elsewhere.
I am not depressed, so don't think I'm in a worse state than some of you guys (or girls), your state  probably worse than mine and I'm not professionally diagnosed, just hang in there and do what you can ",7.992230177671707,5.128440014319807,8.301698488464599,77.00375961283481,64.13126491646779,11.315884380800851,35.92694245558207,9.2995712137729,2.958380959957571,1582,53,342,21,18,526,183,419,0.13699999999999998,0.7979999999999999,0.064,-0.9655,3,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,5,3,1,3,21,17,2,0,21,0,30,3,1,3,6,75,62,38,0,8,22,1,2,5,3,2,1,2,0,8,25,23,0,0,10,3,0,4,12,9,0,1,5,8,47,8,46,53,13,37,0,2,3,1,36,17,1,13,17,232,72,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283118319748694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890495815974858,0.06442742259222632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478664057401696,0.08447893039865753,0.1848949263636678,0.2730449488881392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343901819539467,0.07531695669907038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018040428880842,0.14733416241825767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795559671381564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921443554772131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939010846844203,0.08177129834647336,0.0,0.1683455654414767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642421962655313,0.0,0.13575817629096165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147169040273716,0.057555313701708535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852814493275035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448060638484255,0.16836655929936178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954309479034853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954079041718347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054000703766042484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328284701659116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238268657749961,0.0,0.19679879044662255,0.0,0.0,0.07129707057682666,0.13530782283141132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537774469134712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562734154787964,0.059224196719587424,0.1194751508761284,0.0621363293447272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751697415856992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838188579325292,0.0,0.0,0.08945737231125274,0.0,0.0,0.11170659706302984,0.0703458368653826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543170922481698,0.08196308673910561,0.17372437121121154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24175898467979826,0.09170006877344386,0.0516116985342185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663531362273804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404637142374895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425077770968186,0.06826206171052676,0.06202250838900832,0.0,0.09018539130211854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186222523221568,0.0,0.0,0.12950942905457746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057047432523455,0.1548674862416712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895101530966644,0.0,0.08763106995179437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642042702835116,0.0,0.08808466230145362,0.0,0.10376182707872404
socialanxiety,sweateryoshi,2019/04/04,"SA getting in the way of important phone calls (again) Hhhh. I just can't anymore. Everytime I try to make a phone call I just browse reddit for like 2 hours and am just wasting my time that way. I could just call them and be done with it and go on with my day but NO. I tried to make the call yesterday and it didn't work. I am just so exhausted when did it get so bad?

Also a vent flair would be nice. ",-0.4914772727272734,1.4833000795454545,1.5192727272727282,99.84390909090912,87.97727272727272,5.3381818181818215,16.754545454545454,6.742157984588678,-0.3907990909090908,309,7,78,4,10,102,59,88,0.175,0.7509999999999999,0.073,-0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,10,4,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,2,0,16,15,9,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,9,2,8,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,7,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305967178514967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741255124136265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936714305236948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7306739323202833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283050975646325,0.0,0.0,0.11537038258376095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306837518337055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692711693132247,0.0,0.10166830688843084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761723436054704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739747528688281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388232710650997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431322090865924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24291151766759114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839918966741737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023532817904798,0.0,0.0,0.12707957004658055,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sprained-ankle-,2019/04/04,"i wanna show my friend how much i appreciate her but i’m not sure how i’m not sure where else to ask this question so i’m just gonna do it here. long story short, i had a panic attack 2 days ago and one of my friends made the whole thing so much easier than it had any right to be. she also suffers from anxiety so she knew exactly what today and it was so great. 
now i wanna get her something for being such an amazing person but i’m not sure what. she told me a few weeks ago that if i ever wanna get something for a girl to get her a candle ‘cause “girls love candles” so maybe i’ll do that but then what if she doesn’t like it? that’d suck. getting stuff for people makes me super anxious and is usually let the anxiety stop me but this time i can’t, i really want to do this for her. ",0.6654407514450861,2.297185497109826,2.9505744219653174,93.16667088150291,81.3121387283237,5.9434971098265885,18.90498554913295,6.9077264865688965,0.04354364161849755,613,14,144,7,16,210,104,173,0.162,0.638,0.2,0.9143,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,14,14,2,1,7,0,13,1,0,5,5,30,30,18,0,6,10,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,15,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,0,20,10,14,19,4,15,0,1,0,1,17,3,1,3,13,100,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452090984806095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060743079769594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405637090719172,0.0,0.2116154058813461,0.15625230724061925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293023178765286,0.1573489773517043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420837201221998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919929319355313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554127465282335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511041484629604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137178073471634,0.0,0.2890476105837158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524886057591702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414325909360297,0.0,0.06757187458255233,0.0,0.0,0.12240107523494667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483127397478434,0.13087341838168945,0.09232381179681444,0.0,0.13895220843752196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334931855558294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372326061349068,0.0,0.0,0.16227841311539512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588758332376608,0.12076802035431144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494021779603007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860570769850896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811702416781725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295746526928386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563437113582868,0.0,0.0,0.158333253559612,0.0,0.0,0.391070057414879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188782722480306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065038329087641,0.0,0.13110286204195915,0.13216229567767251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523302657983631,0.0,0.08157953969997843,0.0,0.11094491600828914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441953514667375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slayerk12,2019/04/04,"Anxiety holding me back, any advice? Hey everyone, I’m wondering if I officially have an anxiety problem or if I’m just making myself think I do, which is causing the anxiety (if that makes any sense). I feel like I have the potential to be a super outgoing and confident person but these fears/insecurities are holding me back. So I’m going to give a quick summery of my situation and just want to hear people’s opinions of what I should do at this point.

Ok so I have no problem going out in public places, hanging out with friends, or talking to people I know. I do have some anxiety when it comes to meeting people, but this is only because my hands usually get sweaty so I get nervous about shaking their hand. And since I get nervous, it makes my hands sweat even more and it’s kind of a vicious cycle. If it weren’t for this situation I’d be totally fine with meeting people. This is super annoying and I would appreciate any advice for this issue.

Another problem I’m having is that if I have to do anything where people I don’t know have their attention on me, I get pretty nervous. I know that’s normal, but I think my situation is worse then normal. Here’s an example: During class today my professor was using me as an example for the subject she was taking about, I wasn’t even talking, she was literally just using my name in her example and standing near me. So the class looks at her and me (since she’s talking and standing right by me) and I immediately felt uneasy with everyone’s attention in my direction. I began to sweat a little on my face and forehead, and once I realized that, I started to worry that everyone would notice. This train of thought caused a slight panic and I felt like everyone was watching me. I was getting hot and sweating more at this point (my face was very sweaty.) It got really bad so quickly took off my hoodie while my professor was talking right there by me. I tried to inconspicuously wipe the sweat from my forehead a couple times but I’m sure people noticed. Overall it was super embarrassing because that happened while I wasn’t even talking, and it’s part of the reason I decided to make this post. 

I would really appreciate any ideas, advice, or thoughts on the matter. Thanks.",5.155138888888885,6.344466087962964,6.46951851851852,74.32733333333336,68.67592592592592,9.371111111111107,32.224074074074075,9.642632912329526,3.199392962962963,1778,77,316,39,30,602,189,432,0.133,0.7440000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.5661,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,2,3,21,23,2,6,16,1,35,11,11,9,2,78,76,36,0,15,15,0,7,2,1,4,0,1,0,1,24,20,0,2,17,0,0,6,5,12,0,0,18,10,56,11,40,52,5,42,0,0,2,0,21,20,0,11,15,225,80,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103974521251216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522332767574704,0.07525674935586092,0.2196143829766423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059060317468112286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037288152281877,0.05992467077475098,0.08750024083198481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745442750590135,0.0,0.06182320974451683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941176701620589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220955658470105,0.0,0.0,0.2743159544282228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036288898044183365,0.05127226157939448,0.13782026291054714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544906359273434,0.0,0.1874834336400127,0.06884800046132658,0.0815767068180383,0.0,0.0574007557755622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346567595796848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088962624850768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101921368085535,0.0,0.07490888181638539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473705978944974,0.11832818951928058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701260642211608,0.07193205688167384,0.0,0.0,0.06026844125900875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162722938213397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063806317329006,0.0,0.16342047399755014,0.0,0.07643234877457103,0.0,0.05458406276779278,0.0,0.08420623587951093,0.0,0.07771955111417599,0.0,0.2985362860383297,0.06266650143679504,0.07498402242910751,0.0,0.13569105905899928,0.0,0.06873549817594718,0.07301554891911348,0.0,0.20602162432648896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195496775564432,0.07379116677289001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258180009917205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187372137429963,0.2420163246909512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079893685984038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764205800779037,0.0,0.05396185472274958,0.28842868261906496,0.0,0.0660758631216865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919742042223813,0.0,0.11395419132777933,0.0418494676450606,0.0,0.06802924870687482,0.0,0.0797387363288333,0.04872689008492953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239718910453838,0.07904414424045575,0.05921748829284487,0.04233160671859325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783113802240853,0.0,0.07288557654738517,0.07313941803934494,0.15294932824486615,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Quasar_TON_618,2019/04/04,"My anxiety is back :( [17M] For some background, I have never been very sociable, but I was able to get by. I had a group of friends and we all got along well. Come freshman year, though, I didn't share many classes with my new friends, which means I was mostly with a bunch of strangers. Of course, me being me, I was too shy to approach others, and ended up making zero friends that year. It didn't help that my friends were making tons of other friends through their sports and classes, so I felt that people just weren't interested in me, so I avoided mingling with others to spare people of my personality. while I sat quietly pretending to work on other homework, everyone else was socializing and having fun with whatever. After every long week of no interaction, I started to become very self conscious about everything (appearance, voice, clothing, etc.) I eventually stopped talking almost entirely and became super antisocial. In the rare moments people said something to me, I would either respond in a quiet, stuttering, and disinterested voice or attempt to crack a joke that just made them cringe, turning them away pretty much for good. My anxiety quickly bled into all aspects of my life and I soon fell into deep depression. 

Fast forward to beginning of Sophomore year, when my grandma dies, and I feel like my whole world is upside down. However, I really think all the time I spent with my family during that time and supports from others had lifted me out of my depression and even relieved my anxiety. For the rest of sophomore and junior year, I finally felt happy again and I was actually able to talk to people and even made some new friends.

But fast forward again to the present (end of senior year). My anxiety is creeping up on me again and all the terrible memories of freshman year are coming back to haunt me. I seriously thought that I was past my anxiety, but it's coming back and I have no idea why. It also doesn't help that prom is coming up and literally everyone is like ""who are you taking to prom?"" ""you have someone in mind?"" And the icing on this shit show of a cake is that I'm off to college soon and I'm going to be a friendless loser and social reject whose entire 4 years will be studying, studying, and more studying. I seriously don't know what to do and I feel so helpless, hopeless, and alone. What do i do?

Sorry this post is so long, I just need somewhere to vent.",5.670006380716058,6.852888041758241,6.2392484934420445,76.47236440978376,67.48351648351647,8.94789081885856,32.479617157036515,9.19923166143015,2.954515065579581,1909,81,337,35,31,621,236,455,0.18,0.691,0.129,-0.9626,1,2,1,0,0,1,63.0,1,2,3,4,24,30,1,1,12,0,36,2,1,4,5,73,67,34,1,2,8,0,4,2,6,2,1,5,1,2,23,36,0,2,10,4,1,10,8,12,1,1,22,9,51,18,60,40,15,68,0,6,0,0,27,20,1,6,43,251,74,9,0.1530570903912124,0.0,0.07468082073554984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663228348794948,0.07926049302099816,0.0,0.06119984994392445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927206380339961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190108737693104,0.17653718229072315,0.0,0.0,0.0845197656261112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636902615421035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318278476771997,0.0,0.07942454761395361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063929779582493,0.0,0.13556315233533436,0.0,0.0853495573004245,0.10109276468759706,0.0,0.06447859997638772,0.14625260898631448,0.06877892183273047,0.0,0.07214430154431298,0.0,0.07739026375279819,0.05467200797886743,0.14695880933255348,0.0838332805760498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35475458508516616,0.0,0.03998300626548367,0.0,0.04349293583567911,0.06418851283784041,0.0612068686085764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146605940323838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259094138423194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639141243930283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205808704514627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405437468961638,0.07477596315288483,0.0,0.0,0.13545070857047312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482631969378826,0.10216679634391912,0.07758793319821299,0.0,0.08336202082980781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727201481162838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625728620603765,0.05674494657286683,0.05902353189001237,0.14782349165893147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305515577459143,0.21222102958465164,0.06682177382120907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329319185360562,0.07785704297255812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902614567770015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279617134153447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983596289455469,0.0,0.07855545189854478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560224287199452,0.06484238799972128,0.05891541293801646,0.0,0.08566744086220382,0.05416729817971052,0.0,0.0,0.06398129050494318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868436861836832,0.0,0.0,0.05753994189213395,0.1230214915569166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049036401674125235,0.07518890709803616,0.06075511656386071,0.08924882025963203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324108144786241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628812900798664,0.0,0.0,0.061386582825229435,0.0,0.06880835283965132,0.0,0.06905510878528183,0.08544138771898734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557136923529756,0.0,0.0,0.05436368279573031,0.0,0.0,0.3449731181334021
socialanxiety,FatBluntLord,2019/04/04,"Anyone else cycle through their friends (can’t stay around the same people for too long) I’ve noticed that my SA builds as I stay friends with the same group of people, as drama emerges- elephants in the room happen etc. I have a tendency to avoid facing any problems with my “close friends” and cut off ties all at once. Usually the result is me becoming extremely spontaneous and fun (for a brief period of time afterwards) and finding new friends to hang out with, until the cycle repeats itself. I always look back on the initial time I was so friendly around these new people until eventually the excitement will just fade away and so do I. Does anyone experience a similar pattern in their social behavior?",8.615945054945058,8.522608792307697,7.991318681318681,70.84653846153849,61.07692307692307,11.120879120879124,37.802197802197796,10.608840637214634,4.146065934065934,573,25,94,12,7,180,92,130,0.05,0.7859999999999999,0.165,0.9537,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,7,10,1,1,10,0,6,1,1,1,1,19,8,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,10,7,23,6,4,28,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,0,13,65,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620070935266068,0.0,0.0,0.0949673790550507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529426786452106,0.1430888174160481,0.0,0.24863776040151525,0.0,0.0,0.13120658748760958,0.10738289733884,0.0,0.0,0.15423341186648898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220941565517453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666038058480326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574763283148665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366053457797796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763836334000492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394695708911432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349280134587474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123586623600998,0.11727155712882335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26975135701903724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899343878881575,0.0,0.14872361668168155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29044898450843515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336270203900199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423564732516191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976984882434074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286308831705426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380570134801624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HugeFeeling,2019/04/04,"Finding a balance? I've been a part of online SA communities in the past before discord ever existed and never felt like I fit in. I am in my early 30s now and never dated and all that, or ever made any lasting friendships while in school or working. But it seems most SA groups have sections for relationships or friendships or sex that are actually very active to the point that I feel outcasted once again as much as I am IRL. I avoid those topics because they make me uncomfortable since I barely have any experience with any of that. I sunk to the point of associating with online incel communities and once again I feel like don't fit in. There are hardcore incel communities that have an unreasonable hatred for women and successful men among other race related things (I do not share these feelings), then there are moderate incel communities that are full of weebs (including myself) that are mostly moderated by women for the most part? It confuses the hell out of me. And even in moderate incel servers ive seen people talking about dating and relationships. I don't get it. I think of myself of a genuine loser and I want to find a server full of other losers, but servers that advertise themselves as being full of losers usually are not full of losers and it makes me feel  frustrated. I would make my own server but again I am a genuine loser by all accounts and nobody would ever join, and if people did join in large numbers I would not know how to/be able to handle the server. No winning in my life I gues. Thanks for reading.",8.919290606653625,7.649175674657537,8.951135029354209,68.03623287671235,61.08904109589041,11.493542074363994,35.92563600782779,10.451354775682146,3.6943348336594912,1235,44,214,23,14,406,150,292,0.146,0.779,0.075,-0.9562,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,8,12,15,2,2,12,0,22,2,0,5,7,56,38,25,0,5,11,0,5,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,17,14,0,1,10,1,1,0,8,9,0,0,5,6,26,6,36,29,14,36,1,5,1,1,9,19,1,10,19,164,43,4,0.12056699363829368,0.0,0.11765599379305255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459690702772574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349652025952765,0.0,0.10259363140750624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963336220369455,0.32717924500946743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793765477048003,0.0,0.0,0.2438491784653761,0.08613308434562142,0.1157632213221954,0.0,0.2203920958602896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299127795685834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626046660432383,0.09827819167748922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516003319633332,0.11780588603517267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408340456850195,0.2414382134148297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863061294023439,0.0,0.1859773964264858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567998266875682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611246098850245,0.11509483786744475,0.16717194517709102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279495593690079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059962077905538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25888766045949985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202023432654127,0.0,0.10975966282870356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997342630425311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969071824899119,0.0,0.11100188905568407,0.0,0.0,0.08009935323638248,0.07725446124158794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327875099160205,0.09948039654863404,0.07111353663095678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777420731464163,0.0,0.0,0.2569419991338088,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,leon_h2004,2019/04/04,Don’t wanna go back to school I’m in 9th grade and I didn’t go to school for 1 month I don’t know what to do anymore,-4.143000000000002,-2.8964692999999957,-0.6633333333333322,110.505,108.66666666666669,2.4000000000000004,9.333333333333334,3.1291,-2.4914666666666667,91,1,28,0,5,32,20,30,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,15,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527772135705035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735256049601277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043260948740527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549361023919315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839311499566064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7200123196588317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pinkxpeach,2019/04/04,"Does anyone have tips for someone who's going into a job interview? I have a job interview Friday and I'm super anxious about it. I haven't been to a job interview in years. It's for a receptionist position at a spa. I'm super shy, yet experienced in the type of position I applied for. How can I ease my anxiousness/nervousness? Does anyone have tips for making a good impression? I'm super nervous. 

​

Thanks!",2.0996296296296286,4.864347666666671,4.613444444444447,76.41350000000003,84.67901234567901,8.178271604938272,26.61851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.9689496296296296,335,15,57,10,10,117,49,81,0.07400000000000001,0.652,0.27399999999999997,0.9561,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,1,7,0,6,0,0,2,0,4,12,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,6,11,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,35,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272273978678871,0.25482811827746993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23691959470910126,0.0,0.29327686415186444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36704809193933946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918654034274995,0.1758999853169819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6243328589821197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998718136825336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776918422441637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307848607326988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25482811827746993,0.135050346753558
socialanxiety,donttreaderonme,2019/04/04,"Any advice on cashiering with SAD My anxiety is categorized as being on the milder end, and I've improved my people skills since I started therapy last year. But I start a new job tomorrow where I'll be training for the cashier position, and ngl, I'm pretty anxious about it rn.",4.7705555555555526,6.289152537037038,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,69.92592592592592,9.103703703703703,33.87037037037037,9.516144504307137,3.3936814814814813,223,11,40,5,4,74,46,54,0.133,0.757,0.111,-0.0601,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,10,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27560209867687896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179400085887144,0.0,0.21575659865404187,0.3186201515118903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497999871749271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798769914141577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298968023632464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723919124365864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552809725669856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869317805167842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23330291052541444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992527514297203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225324924773505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181621794504526
socialanxiety,MakeupMua16,2019/04/04,Skipped my physical therapy appointment today and now I’m super nervous about going back. I just felt blah and too anxious to go and I didn’t even call and cancel it. I feel so bad for not going or even calling but my anxiety just didn’t want me to go today. Now I’m scared to go back because what if their going to ask why I didn’t call or show up today. Ugh I hate social anxiety so much!,1.0339285714285715,2.870815250000004,3.5359523809523807,88.4132142857143,81.02380952380952,6.5809523809523816,22.404761904761905,7.645422480735847,1.0071476190476187,307,10,66,5,8,107,52,84,0.27899999999999997,0.6779999999999999,0.043,-0.9617,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,12,6,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,16,10,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,6,4,5,0,0,4,2,9,1,7,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,7,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256539316042465,0.16661805554388734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788020901815032,0.0,0.0,0.2268164254138373,0.12314528199048635,0.08990655845230229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518014082611765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482722470229333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457373607562454,0.0,0.1416104162166991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029207387416459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561263875821887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841973680980603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476599735351248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034417583075424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866396080504711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194006028217772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699151082642216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330838585503839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SoCloseToGraduation,2019/04/04,"I need advice on how to temporary cope with my social anxiety so I can finally graduate college. Alright so here's my situation:
I'm currently a 23 year old university student. I'm currently a senior and only need roughly 9 more classes to graduate. My plan is to graduate next year, during the spring. I originally attended community college for 2 years and transferred to my local university where I've been currently enrolled for 4 years. This next year will be my 5th year. So in total, I've been enrolled at school for about 7 years trying to getting my bachelors degree. 


The problem:
I have really bad social anxiety. Ever since I was a kid, I've struggled with it. As a result, I don't have much friends, I find it hard to socialize with people, and I'm pretty awkward. Because of this, I've been putting off/failed/dropped most classes that involve doing presentations or any 'social' related assignments/projects. As a result, I have about a total of 7 F's in my transcript and will probably get another 3 more after this semester is over. Although I calculated that I might still avoid being on academic suspension if I get at least an A and C or B and B for the 2 remaining classes I'm enrolled this semester. Overall I'm just tired of this shit I've put myself into.

7 classes that I need are group/presentation based. I'm taking 2 presentation/group biased classes this summer. One of them is a speech class which obviously requires me to talk in front of others in order to pass. The other is a group/presentation based class. I've took this speech class twice, dropped it the first time and failed the second time, and the other class once (failed it). At this point, if I can't pass these 2 classes during the summer, I'd rather just dropout out completely since I'll end up in academic suspension. 

So yeah, overall I need some sort of advice/help. I'm planning to drink a bit of alcohol to ease my nerves for the presentation. I'm not sure if that's a good idea since I've never tried it. Illegal drugs isn't an option since I don't want to get caught and go to jail or end up expelled. 

Going to a therapist or something like that isn't an option since I can't afford it at this moment and I'm not sure what my parents will think about this. They don't 'approve' mental health. 

Any advice/tips will be appreciated. I'm also willing to provide more info about myself/situation since I'm not sure what else to add.

Thanks.",4.586008403361344,6.012464575630252,5.926605042016806,76.7948655462185,70.26050420168067,9.05344537815126,30.61680672268908,9.461161749540981,2.9083737815126054,1942,81,356,43,35,654,221,476,0.098,0.846,0.057,-0.8942,5,1,4,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,2,8,17,16,1,3,24,2,30,6,1,4,8,59,57,26,0,10,13,1,2,1,1,6,4,2,0,1,28,16,2,2,4,1,0,10,11,8,0,4,6,4,29,8,53,42,10,62,0,2,0,0,11,19,1,13,32,212,57,27,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805517575233517,0.0,0.08809491507464479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592097250260008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211339772655664,0.08643731230885686,0.12612076107025313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882741451227968,0.05024988262601218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999457434637173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642855657842563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075213936620276,0.09559514082399984,0.0,0.06886149632419444,0.0,0.14602086190818378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745646124983799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030040741472699,0.07534150535000819,0.0701167573683305,0.0,0.0,0.06368688613343061,0.0,0.1722696156290098,0.0,0.09369619794519707,0.0691401889652204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384302843880225,0.0,0.0,0.08762153660548509,0.0,0.0,0.05525254254873535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305588051425327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04027219196920684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307223398473047,0.08744750033045848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059712598081739,0.24448962316861475,0.06357676736614462,0.0,0.17533508512455573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649869049823697,0.08778756534230442,0.055858168309290836,0.06269337595536884,0.0,0.0,0.09153116395186173,0.0,0.0,0.057148083976275015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792504027739297,0.0,0.0,0.08386314661932061,0.08887581589386401,0.07887644911900002,0.0,0.16573418731761366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052808155642364865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342575173975465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461543270576888,0.40913243190144105,0.09265720713958477,0.0,0.3361168448243045,0.0,0.06346030782469048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583043338508003,0.0,0.0,0.08617599671361548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330740196704169,0.0,0.0619787292084549,0.06625585168577221,0.0,0.07589246234539485,0.0,0.09571009692776797,0.0,0.052819202814195255,0.0,0.0,0.09613371653060344,0.0947436473113335,0.0,0.0,0.09158516829603376,0.11193205797912613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486206266120872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715852809352483
socialanxiety,malevolent-magician,2019/04/04,"How to make yourself go out with people? I dont even know if this counts as social anxiety, but I just realized today that I have an awful habit of isolating myself. I enjoy hanging out with smaller groups of people, larger crowds make me anxious for sure. But today after finishing my first theater performance a majority of the cast (10-ish people) decided they would go to waffle house to celebrate. I decided to message my sister to come get me instead if riding home with a good friend of mine who (also in the play) was going to waffle house.
While riding home I almost started to cry, because I did kinda want to go, but when I first heard the plans my first reaction was ""no!!"". 
Was this due to some type of social anxiety? 
How can I get myself to want to go places with people?",5.365496688741724,6.265389821192057,6.397013245033115,76.09393046357617,68.00662251655629,8.953907284768214,28.345033112582783,9.120678840339163,2.4383954966887416,617,20,108,11,10,206,92,151,0.083,0.773,0.14400000000000002,0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,5,7,5,0,0,6,1,8,0,0,4,1,28,23,11,0,5,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,7,0,0,4,1,0,9,2,0,0,3,5,1,18,5,26,17,2,24,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,5,11,80,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191694445538146,0.0,0.0,0.10535112407292282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155897953659024,0.14882685627962206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030648545080273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348093780457648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470840961377546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439638437052935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701194860147791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361697616707941,0.0,0.0,0.10178073514611027,0.0,0.13765571836345944,0.0,0.3743497478930648,0.11049589151332632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642886457251012,0.0,0.0,0.30401677475701994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239996095779419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758727651721928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653231836212305,0.0,0.13763855388257665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685813488316484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324509384344014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416185134154112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497451353075897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554054035386453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358315578423364,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lookingforanswers141,2019/04/04,"Social anxiety or bi polar?  

Soo Im curious if I have anxiety or bipolar, I tried reading online to figure it out myself although I keep seeing things like don't self diagnose but I can't help but want to know the answer. Ill give a little information on things I go through, think, feel and hopefully I can get some answers here.

So I think I have bad social anxiety.. big gatherings where I know the people can start making me feel anxious to the point that I don't want to even go, even family parties. Now mostly this is due to the fact I feel like people think Im weird so they look at me differently although my gf tells me nobody does. So I try and avoid alot of social gatherings like that but on the flip side if its a strangers I don't feel nearly as anxious and im ok doing things like being in public places, parks, events etc which Is why I want to move away, to get away from everyone I know who thinks im strange. Firstly I am a pretty handsome guy so I have confidence in that but when people see me i feel like they don't like my personality because im too anxious to reveal the true me and im just constantly thinking thats what they're thinking of, which is why online dating I was so successful at because texting and talking on the phone was mostly a breeze for me. Even at work if my manager comes in I get a little anxious, or another co worker who i normally don't see often starts chatting up with the co worker I do work with a lot I feel like they're talking about me someway lol sucks but yeah..anyway when its just me and the co worker or two Im used to working with I feel fine.

A little about my behaviors which makes me wonder if its just social anxiety or bi polar disorder.

I do get in moods where I tell my gf to clean up her shit and organize it, better herself, but my stuff is alwayss clean and organized so idk.

I do try getting on track working out and eating right(for the most part I do eat right but never to the level I want and do it consistently) for instace Ill work out for a week, take my dog for a walk every morning for a few days then just get lazy and not keep up with it.

I enjoy tech stuff like games and tv's so I recently splurged and bought a 1500 tv, I do like to buy new shirts every so often never more than like 70$ or so at a time so im not sure if i have impulse spending, but in the past I have spent a few hundred on mobile in game apps.

On my days off i do like feeling productive and getting my chores out of the way and errands, try to do something nice with my gf like go to the movies or whatever, sometimes stop at the petstore and get my dogs some new toys or treats.

I have a habit of playing video games late into the night around 2 am sometimes but never past 1ish if i have work the next morning but i do chain smoke about a pack if im playing xbox for about 5 hours, if i dont get around 8 hours of sleep i feel shitty the next morning, i never felt fine if i get just a few hours.

I have had times where im horny and sexted women nonstop for days then stopped cause it felt wrong and dirty, but during those times I take care of myself better and try to put on the best me to obtain the girl im talking to.

I barely drink but when I do if im having a good time and they're is music playing I dont like to leave until the place closes and I also buy alot of drinks even for others im with and sometimes even strangers I met and spoke to while having a good time..do smoke cigs alot(I want to quit badly I feel like its a detriment to my health even mentally so im pretty hard on myself when I quit for a few days and go back.. also I suck at grammar so sorry for the messy post!

If there is any questions you could ask me I would answer them honestly to help determine if I have bipolar disorder, thank you everyone.",2.6603520491803287,3.830911247500001,4.1272540983606545,88.83102459016395,74.65,6.895901639344263,24.239754098360656,7.330915591181397,0.910186885245902,2978,89,648,33,61,990,321,800,0.12,0.7070000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.995,1,1,5,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,3,17,45,45,3,1,44,2,46,15,3,4,7,142,112,81,0,21,39,0,13,14,3,1,6,1,3,5,27,39,4,5,29,15,5,8,14,8,0,2,9,18,87,36,88,100,16,102,0,0,4,2,42,48,3,33,58,414,114,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128953192060765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026059148582867737,0.04018222282503692,0.11725983580053717,0.17316432907312435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822646266628711,0.03582434960177711,0.0,0.07200645089738973,0.029465979843347482,0.06399177467530348,0.046719453131433816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04021483778009882,0.06778246196314207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03907014552803963,0.039365550022384434,0.0,0.03300958400377284,0.0,0.041410679269473394,0.0,0.030595677236357706,0.0,0.0,0.09885380915286206,0.0,0.0,0.03889434342202302,0.0,0.040036604335864964,0.08783687031590807,0.0,0.033534392045689115,0.0,0.08982231762191613,0.0750786985605686,0.0,0.07842255900523916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273731407321369,0.1518613583351944,0.0,0.06457308661818419,0.0732334634411039,0.0,0.0,0.036125010734843095,0.0,0.1937591777172424,0.10950424817233267,0.07358708104558183,0.0,0.0,0.032595265783785986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020798588849253,0.03676036660198663,0.08711334036486232,0.06428257438728747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03794316615284495,0.0,0.0,0.034327502134740215,0.0,0.0,0.040732734673345074,0.0,0.0,0.05137063883731207,0.0,0.0,0.03806074893578346,0.11321346200016146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794956759299588,0.0,0.0,0.06812176649573443,0.0,0.0,0.06317957815668848,0.0,0.04322701814776286,0.040575712212911064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620993882604708,0.11522115807374615,0.0,0.0,0.03217943847847764,0.0,0.0,0.032578586873287935,0.0,0.0,0.05115825554706675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03861789460343981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04072846213553763,0.0,0.0,0.11822004940059637,0.07402005575950912,0.08150824304146957,0.03596104778383871,0.03754580180834407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041497199220822505,0.07316221046153537,0.07969950648696797,0.033459847069553086,0.08007320867172991,0.0,0.03622511214702983,0.0,0.0367002976787587,0.07797113432276383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038522530760366915,0.04292755629485927,0.08151680746077618,0.03833071491520966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037836717573737036,0.0,0.0,0.06545073030709454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160906056628323,0.0,0.039976477072424715,0.0,0.03933528334697809,0.0,0.0,0.038348019380448274,0.15625106326443086,0.0,0.029500873655645368,0.11369940282180085,0.042896488766653015,0.054246674687607126,0.0,0.0,0.06407504839174327,0.0,0.0,0.08773525366378596,0.0,0.0,0.036116471552081864,0.0,0.057624260656507574,0.09240132501068644,0.06698734093527793,0.035280225070011904,0.0,0.0,0.07637500318731517,0.14732477817013326,0.0,0.0,0.11172450633439672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008499381931093,0.0,0.03743340878940112,0.0,0.0,0.03309647435389035,0.0,0.0,0.11301166129731813,0.030416906105002826,0.03073826921970606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691563018218924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04155677939202753,0.16738600481919647,0.0,0.0,0.027221673542366875,0.041897281503949835,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlmostLost1,2019/04/04,"Cannot go to school anymore. Hi.

I am currently trying to finish my 2 highschool classes that i need to graduate. I have 2 classes missing and i started them in Feb. I would be done by july if I keep going and complete the classes exams. I do not have any motivation to go to school. I skipped 3 days this week and im thinking about skipping tomorrow because i just cant go anymore and I know its getting me some trouble there and maybe going to get kicked out eventually, it stresses me out and I feel like theres ""no going back"" at this point. NEed some help:/ Should i stop going, take a break and then try it again? Need some advices here im lost... thank you in advance i hope you guys understand what im saying...

Thank you.",0.6364260312944516,3.0859297905405434,2.4370839260312955,91.46381934566143,88.93243243243244,4.737411095305832,24.005689900426745,6.339386263674448,0.75212972972973,571,24,116,6,19,188,95,148,0.10300000000000001,0.823,0.07400000000000001,-0.4471,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,1,3,7,8,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,28,34,9,0,7,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,9,0,2,5,0,0,8,4,4,0,0,2,2,20,4,13,29,3,25,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,5,11,72,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164075619908593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465090582011041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24690211435141896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571770453990734,0.0,0.07588206526432965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051527741461658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027952699555553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738661551109848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294100458641821,0.08892878607929977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007168905758407,0.0,0.4952153562515558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123255116118142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343655389023577,0.0,0.0,0.12363707368874115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033804130272094,0.0,0.0,0.11064385357012636,0.0,0.0,0.06841114427675833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060814810694961516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588500542893556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250572416997395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769018041267289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767416525255105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899176966808984,0.0,0.2519615174171488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810783160148546,0.0,0.0,0.10407114548620412,0.14259181901405435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359373055254884,0.0,0.0,0.2292095614879233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976198123658593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902797150706167,0.0,0.0,0.12958843317139396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985062729567472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884272682959277,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jimster010205,2019/04/04,"Door to door salesman I’ve been a door to door salesman for about two years now I’ve made pretty good money. Problem is I have terrible social anxiety I was a total outcast in high school and so when my friend told me it would be cool to do door to door sales I braced for impact and fought like a lion to overcome it. 
2years later I’m still timid as heck. I have days where I can fight real hard and get myself to be outgoingish but then I say some stupid thing and my day has shifted into my head and you know how it goes. My friend says he is an introvert yet chats up anyone at a store and says he can relate but I just don’t think so. I don’t know what to say. Anyway I just wanted to say that it is possible to overcome it but don’t feel bad if you end up with reoccurring symptoms. 
But at this point I have no clue what to do. Lol ",1.2707251381215483,2.8616596740331524,2.8384495856353595,94.86109979281768,79.33149171270719,5.629972375690607,19.047306629834253,6.322622252153567,-0.20995883977900576,655,14,153,5,16,215,109,181,0.127,0.7759999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.5381,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,12,12,3,1,5,2,19,2,1,2,1,27,29,17,0,4,7,0,2,1,2,1,1,5,6,0,10,8,0,0,4,1,3,0,4,7,0,1,5,8,18,5,21,21,2,19,0,0,0,0,16,9,1,2,11,100,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784235097886807,0.0,0.0,0.10771033541400322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861933704009515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986897763289593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643623391739562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788868838183229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23802623215400406,0.0,0.08048102602489206,0.0,0.0,0.12920382569284175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379921275575031,0.0,0.1580923952174034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275471801628152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931583260959907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525755062768905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457590598237137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456202748617388,0.17366015675664012,0.0,0.15671694769747424,0.0,0.14739819395587758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753344762083738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6125052460401743,0.0,0.1558995780514814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702727632460176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301881102246708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010949272720754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233921808681834,0.09870443190534296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719453499669893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047747139607862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908584581541262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942761384276367,0.0,0.0,0.09919853847776283
socialanxiety,Phoenix_mg,2019/04/04,"What is social anxiety? I’m not sure if I have social anxiety or maybe I’m just a nervous/shy person? What is the difference between being nervous and having social anxiety? I clam up whenever I’m in a big group, I feel like my heart is pounding and I want to throw up, but if I’m talking to a person one on one I’m perfectly fine. I have always avoided presenting in class, I skipped school before just to escape presenting. And I relate to most of the things that people post here. I’ve had this problem for a long time now and everyone just says I’m just nervous and need to break out of my shell. Any advice or information is welcomed",2.3194358974358984,4.354251738461542,4.338076923076926,83.25608974358975,77.76923076923076,7.410256410256411,26.21794871794872,8.344100000000001,1.955102564102564,506,20,98,10,12,173,77,130,0.134,0.743,0.12300000000000001,0.376,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,3,6,0,9,1,1,0,2,25,18,10,0,5,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,1,2,9,5,15,16,1,15,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,5,6,64,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348171384218746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139205375835263,0.0,0.0,0.11376840784445275,0.0,0.3839476407116654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235831464975648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479084998902195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986045188956924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459091855607813,0.1195177571434601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824898944364985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173337448781176,0.0,0.0,0.14805350571807147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807337310522014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404938092334195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22673097069647305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598339997150628,0.2921564007140727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602252821519604,0.0,0.0,0.1600816354630381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330421206451856,0.0,0.1693145536772945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116178671878421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576764280065995,0.0,0.0,0.1344678318474153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114538763107516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975528357148882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867672178748943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bs122,2019/04/04,"Dealing with social anxiety in the near future I’m here today to post about things coming up in the next few months for me and if anybody has helpful tips or experiences to share with me.  College is fast approaching and it is all I can think about it right now. I constantly tell my self how I am not ready for all the social experiences college entails. I know college will include plenty of presentations, social interactions, etc. and it makes me sick even thinking about it right now. Is there anyone that has tips or experiences that might help me deal with these thoughts about the future?",6.937051948051952,7.9204475363636355,6.522207792207791,76.29045454545457,64.54545454545455,9.194805194805195,32.077922077922075,9.23628265651192,2.7849740259740257,479,18,84,8,7,149,71,110,0.062,0.87,0.068,0.1506,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,2,2,20,16,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,16,13,4,19,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,4,10,63,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858397783652765,0.0,0.0,0.10838819763354493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352936241715133,0.0,0.1675132167518963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196217295844161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287967939752066,0.10238415582569084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548952934895851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780294141616645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519070085910968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347190750408658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444354368065536,0.0,0.0,0.1237293312601934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648573293717619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845892480814654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647592979858323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617116257676749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740465265856598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548757421610735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298327781657267,0.1986512330788306,0.0,0.1230624435033478,0.0,0.0,0.14693352614796054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alan13446,2019/06/28,"How did I acquire social anxiety after the last breakup? I used to be very social. Male, 61, married 25 years, several relationships after marriage ended 12 years ago...throughout it all, I loved going out at night, to the mall, to second hand stores for scavenging, walk around town, go to the pub for a beer, go skating, aimless drives...

Little over two years ago, a started a relationship with a lady who grew on me quickly. Tiny lady also with social anxiety (so she claimed), who lived on government disability and had to deal with several medical and financial issues in her own life. She claimed to have SA but trust me, I never once saw it. Wherever we were, she was the most social, bubbly, flirty chatty, giggly person I had ever met and been with. She dressed down, a bit of an exhibitionist, had the over the top makeup and a dozen earrings and long polished nails and heels and rings and revealing tops and push up bra's and short skirts...drawing attention to herself...not the type to hide under the covers when out in public, but I digress...I didn't mind, I fell in love quickly because her personality made me feel good, happy, content. We were inseparable. Got engaged. She was going to move in with me following the wedding on the 2nd anniversary of our meeting, about 4 months ago.

But last summer, she changed, and became distant. Already existing issues she had became worse. She didn't work so she spent 3 - 5 days a week at my house. She slept all day, didn't cook or clean or cut the grass or shover the driveway or pick up after herself, hairs in the sink, cups and soda cans strewn about. She drank, a lot. She rarely brought me any treats or little tokens, I took her to europe twice in the fall and winter and didn't get a thank you. Arguments started. Everything I said was being second guessed, argues, opposing point of view, or she had already heard about it. Contrarian. Then the alcohol induced out of the blue anger emerged. She once cut herself after going ballistic. Another time, she slapped me. And that was that. We broke up. I haven't seen or heard from her in months. Amen.

Now, I've had breakups before, where I was dumped, and I was broken hearted, but, still enjoyed life until I got over it and moved on.

This time, I did the breaking up. And I noticed that I've become reclusive, afraid to go out anywhere, talk to people, leave the house except to go to work and get groceries. I don't talk to the neighbours or anyone. I stopped socializing. I dread having someone talk to me for fear of making small talk. This isn't me. It's as if whatever SA she allegedly had transferred to me.

I'm trying dating sites again, but don't reply to anyone making contact anymore. Have not had a date since the breakup. I just want to be alone, don't talk to me, don't visit, don't call. This is so unlike me. 

I felt a level of betrayal from her. Over and over, I told her not to take me for granted. A woman who didn't have two pennies to rub together, lived in a tiny one bedroom 180 sq ft apartment, 15 year old piece of shit car that looked like 3 homeless families lived in it, I took care of her. I opened my home and life and heart to her, bought her things she couldn't afford, picked up the cost of travel and dinners and hotels (I make good money and have little expenses) cooked for her and did everything right. Wired her money when she was broke (too often), which she did pay back. Cards were regularly declined. Phone and internet and netflix would get cut off because she was always behind in payments. It was as if she had a sense of entitlement and took advantage of me/used me. And that's fine, what good is making money if you can't spend it, not like I can take it with me when I die. I would hear I Love You 15 times a day but no actions to back it up. I began to doubt her honesty and sincerity. And the anger and drinking became too much.

So she is gone, and I've become a hermit. What happened to me?",3.8389004329004335,5.428370002597403,4.617077922077922,84.81799783549785,72.35064935064935,7.2112554112554115,26.46969696969697,7.793537801064563,1.4880190476190474,3082,105,602,40,60,992,369,770,0.113,0.789,0.098,-0.8769,1,1,3,0,1,0,133.0,4,3,0,6,27,32,8,4,39,0,55,22,7,10,4,101,108,64,1,7,22,0,5,2,1,2,5,5,4,4,25,49,8,2,5,9,10,25,19,14,0,7,52,15,89,18,97,50,8,123,1,2,5,3,82,50,1,16,49,398,114,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382305081159626,0.06583528346213717,0.0,0.0638025279437804,0.1359617337704127,0.04926420449047609,0.05125895101733663,0.0,0.0,0.041892414068264223,0.06459652015938805,0.09425284136417077,0.0,0.06109400430232794,0.08614903786906089,0.0,0.0,0.05484007306186778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473840057354613,0.0,0.07510570306627823,0.13607219694515646,0.0524199430787642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725494095916354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290394345330677,0.0,0.06280875635530296,0.0,0.06516821269869641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918726043814785,0.063510384633476,0.0,0.0,0.06393458740180791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060347864355659024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456231399374915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055723788324397235,0.0,0.0,0.11073029992415788,0.0,0.058074188537359926,0.06932093455154308,0.031148522280553557,0.0,0.059148910015869464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655567776448368,0.0,0.24507436224178725,0.15500998900881344,0.0985397086469148,0.0,0.06786307347760026,0.0,0.05447566964475621,0.06557794852686286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943149175815629,0.14600061496410002,0.0,0.0,0.061793217690302486,0.0,0.0,0.14216406983752575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859585713669974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042996125470878,0.0,0.06522908957415123,0.0,0.0,0.13053687733323133,0.06019260411767933,0.18522832578742346,0.16319075195781485,0.0545170569168864,0.05173132794180752,0.0,0.0,0.052372994716794526,0.16679837955413013,0.05829061211371603,0.16448295059008786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205892908372301,0.0,0.0,0.06220185739931,0.0,0.09834246787907737,0.13094929749679482,0.04528557593315821,0.0,0.047512328011326606,0.0,0.0,0.05781060341624643,0.0,0.0,0.07013586178910194,0.06464238944131889,0.1312111883839013,0.04174404778302987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270803036370661,0.1075793987390712,0.0,0.0,0.058235110518168674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227796149623872,0.0,0.05260895394137542,0.05859892588591405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918858001664955,0.06323498913343098,0.05095895641831688,0.0,0.0,0.3139844640388356,0.0521963479484999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720638552764184,0.0,0.0491965426003285,0.051503188028861946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926361573220036,0.24757233564855224,0.0,0.05671611995896789,0.0,0.0,0.04092655147978114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776428706523514,0.0,0.0,0.058864674038981935,0.2053308812632816,0.041824654461112526,0.0,0.12035511106630482,0.0,0.07410128677327579,0.053205545201288486,0.0,0.05082924400851992,0.03633527238662132,0.0,0.04941451935004085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896959955134315,0.0,0.06277911193697489,0.08752255401142889,0.0,0.0,0.1586822400102795
socialanxiety,SW197883,2019/06/28,"Quick question about social anxiety Okay, so yesterday I was diagnosed with social anxiety. I don’t fully agree with the diagnosis which is where I’m starting to confused(not why just where). The psych who was the one who diagnosed me asked several questions but I got the impression that the two big ones that really made him think I had it was if I went out of my way to avoid people and how tense I typically am in just any given day. The answer to those is that I go out of my way to avoid people unless I think it’s absolutely necessary that I talk to them and that I tend to pretty tense(probably like a 4-5 if a 10s the worst you could be). Just some more general information, I’ve pretty always just in general not liked being around people that much. I have 3 or 4 friends I do stuff with and my family and the family next door I’m perfectly fine with doing something with as long as it isn’t sprung on me on short notice. I’ve been going to the same psych for a little over a year now for other things but it was the first time it came up. I was wondering just at what point really would not enjoying being around people just as a personality trait become social anxiety. Cause like I said I’ve never really liked actually being around people very much but I also do get kinda anxious around people. Okay so the part I’m kind of confused about is that I do get anxious/nervous around people but I also just don’t have a whole lot of interest in being around people in the first place without the anxious of actually being around them. I can’t think of anything else about it but if anyone has any questions please ask.",3.91,5.442655384615384,5.310153846153849,80.14584615384621,72.07692307692308,8.646153846153847,24.384615384615394,9.174902378510234,1.926876923076924,1300,37,250,28,25,436,162,325,0.10800000000000001,0.767,0.125,0.8215,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,3,26,17,0,3,19,2,30,2,0,3,2,64,51,22,0,5,20,0,0,4,1,1,2,1,1,1,21,19,0,2,9,0,0,4,8,4,0,5,13,1,27,13,46,30,9,43,0,0,0,0,19,25,0,12,16,189,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.14227388760523405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659138834603475,0.060656132846192964,0.0,0.0,0.09914490181872583,0.0,0.16729798659894654,0.2470585380485278,0.0,0.05097126825508121,0.0,0.059988009081418964,0.4542564144684465,0.13629768496438865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050899492448874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337473315776475,0.0,0.07488528605603317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820231244374545,0.0,0.0,0.047012526002629146,0.0,0.0,0.14797781468637358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089607870777795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744158337011514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401227981843375,0.0,0.0,0.056320031333272826,0.0,0.07617133399856857,0.0,0.08285807525628164,0.0,0.05830237977646947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591099427781929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245514273147775,0.07306193170723765,0.0,0.06451153956731795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197441153293255,0.0,0.06897689168199399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717534617081703,0.0,0.05622265033695697,0.0,0.0775267726808636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299370286612315,0.0,0.0,0.09879376997039643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894033316969927,0.0,0.4043007376353184,0.06365083728716654,0.07616183609015055,0.08001900117998585,0.06891121511066586,0.0,0.0,0.14832488545322975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449839261231505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009902953329376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934172788627818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235284601617593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229278943606038,0.0,0.05611966202300464,0.0,0.0,0.05159686260270848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344960967235693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585918368679138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048429519024971,0.14012833746942027,0.0,0.0,0.0425068193461691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712097639599279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014764867134297,0.0,0.1157244704223579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757623727970123,0.06577819237334379,0.08138688269249195,0.0,0.07027009414027349,0.07905367283246073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051783928053461464,0.0,0.0,0.046943269611290125
socialanxiety,acinomnnam,2019/06/28,Dissociating It seems like every time  I'm having a conversation with someone I start to dissociate which makes having conversations even harder. How do I stop dissociating in conversation. Any tips?,6.8559375,10.818767718750005,8.548750000000002,48.02125000000001,74.9375,10.7,29.875,10.125756701596842,4.781974999999999,165,7,21,6,4,57,27,32,0.07200000000000001,0.847,0.081,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29319814919782144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28477183394893457,0.0,0.3632641608423325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063909200771425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877973122354886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925045937077926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653136958984464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051716092712115,0.0,0.0,0.3604623830759199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25140820217604004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxietyworker,2019/06/28,"How do I explain my anxiety to my boss? I've suffered with anxiety for as long as I can remember. It used to stop me from functioning normally, nowadays it just flares up in certain situations. I work in sales, and haven't had a ""pushy"" manager for a long time. We've just got a new one, and he's hyper-focused on trade-driving and increasing sales. He wants us to do things like handing out leaflets and wandering around nearby marketplaces chatting to customers and inviting them to visit us, which for me is incredibly uncomfortable.

​

I'm pretty good at my job. I'm comfortable when I'm in our store and happy to chat to customers and be friendly/welcoming etc. I meet all my targets and I have the best sales numbers in our small group of staff, so I'm pulling my weight. How do I explain to this guy that I've only met briefly and will be meeting properly tomorrow that I'm completely uncomfortable handing out leaflets to strangers? It might seem insignificant to some but the idea of having to be so far out of my comfort zone makes me dread going to work to the point where my skin flares up and I don't sleep.

​

Thanks for any help :)",6.649979487179487,6.740827502222222,6.683555555555558,77.97169230769235,65.08888888888889,10.3008547008547,36.86324786324785,10.035473477838034,3.6022683760683765,928,44,178,19,13,296,133,225,0.084,0.797,0.11900000000000001,0.8465,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,4,0,1,3,9,10,0,1,6,0,15,5,4,5,2,35,30,18,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,15,1,1,5,2,4,4,2,2,0,1,3,4,22,8,36,22,5,27,0,1,0,0,18,16,0,3,8,111,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869585181799789,0.3218146222578803,0.09005154953186252,0.0,0.2026050444071743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788371869939285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896879419350008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388420224792793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768561385973136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075258514872487,0.11106935080907046,0.1059100275244728,0.0,0.0,0.1311186701032499,0.0,0.14096575743622233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875972315501779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948840019635595,0.0,0.0,0.13140847285263205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469473521294715,0.0,0.0,0.2343787323061652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839276096666296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047889132130947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789406177991733,0.0,0.0,0.1297455141523858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973262272421023,0.10071295250428892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518166011571755,0.0,0.0,0.13472085325799976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000839281202172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055208042228495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488479565763426,0.13251770508563698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071078119948652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191645192414845,0.0,0.0,0.08797534015930106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721637477219248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31857489450785825,0.1143701525831429,0.0,0.0,0.07810596867837942,0.0,0.0,0.16125440831152654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928096903087393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218146222578803,0.0
socialanxiety,BlitzkriegDesu,2019/06/28,"People that have had major success in overcoming their social anxiety, how did you do it? I've tried all the common methods. Therapy, meds etc. Nothing has worked for me, and recently I've reverted back to my old ways of barely leaving my bedroom. 

I avoid people to an extent that is honestly just ridiculous at this point. Recently I've been considering shrooms or trying so of those audio beat things that some people claim work.",5.841561181434598,7.778748113924053,6.274113924050635,73.53159282700423,67.86075949367088,9.317299578059073,32.154008438818565,9.725611199111238,3.472036286919831,347,15,55,8,6,112,66,79,0.077,0.8420000000000001,0.081,0.3182,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,4,4,4,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,7,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,6,2,7,4,5,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,38,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584888594364959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930534119098694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23105569325083145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193691746383397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301255215155664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987906917797976,0.0,0.2173960683947929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43088867708318224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958480213773456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091220610803503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118955722097268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369234924115164,0.0,0.13763834322272825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813174302620916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444644402774447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30165278455677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sarim2000,2019/06/28,"Why is everything wrong with me? Why it seems being dead is a better option? I am a 19 year old guy. I just want to give up. Things that I can't control. Sometimes I cry in my prayers, ""why me? Am not even damn strong! Just give me a break for once.""

So starting this year I started to have tinnitus. I had to give up headphones and the fun part is I used it a hour daily but I see my friends 24*7 using it.

My height sucks. It's just 5 feet 4 inch. People just make fun. I am going to join a college and I am kinda afraid. 

I don't have good relationships with my parents cause I am shit. I tried, still do.

I am afraid in a crowd, whenever I am in one, I keep screaming, ""awkward"" multiple times. 

What's the point of my life?",-1.170329670329668,0.8711541282051307,1.2250915750915787,99.51038461538464,94.25641025641023,4.2534798534798535,17.684981684981686,5.916634753146586,-0.4913402930402929,548,16,134,5,21,184,96,156,0.145,0.725,0.13,-0.6604,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,7,14,3,3,8,0,17,3,2,5,0,20,31,4,1,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,1,2,24,6,13,29,1,18,0,0,1,0,8,8,3,3,8,83,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811361696923942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488073124311583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624686467241371,0.0,0.0,0.15911783274418514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567621343685624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301874931516741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191561039737456,0.0,0.0,0.4168780587276349,0.08232516787663766,0.12149858347322605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343050146951175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265426666794856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287549263826995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231628160494946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669269846727124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200230900600184,0.15426722135542054,0.0981583710799777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608457675665446,0.1568652460326253,0.0,0.1004251124453699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693601583241136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552144461095171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543170860020326,0.1318717260825289,0.0,0.0,0.14869290014374248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326657487167518,0.0,0.20506005540377328,0.0,0.11568242038995848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623608252023197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446686765898499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983479123592491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502186504061891,0.0,0.0,0.08543999299627025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921308125737635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837761329968109,0.0,0.18656540304487645
socialanxiety,chasekoll9,2019/06/28,"How can I have social anxiety in real life and lack confidence, but at the same time be so awesome in my dreams? So it is extremely hard for me to talk to people and I often cant find words to express what I want to say to people, especially my girlfriends. But whenever I'm dreaming all of that goes away and I have these amazing dreams where I always find the right things to say and have even had dreams where I was giving extremely moving speeches in like a MLK black and white setting. 

The dream I had just momments ago especially got me thinking. In the dream, I was at a movie with my short term girlfriend sitting in the top right of the theater along with another guy. I felt my self become jealous and I got very quiet because I didn't know what to say, like I often do in real life. The guy starts hitting it off with the girl, being extremely funny and she is obviously liking it. I then switch points of view where I'm looking at the 3 of us in 3rd person. I see myself sitting there, slouched and sad. I think to myself who would want to be with someone like that. I then realize while I'm still in the dream, that I am the one subconsciously manufacturing this funny guys speech. All of the funny things he was saying and doing were thought of by myself, my own brain, since it is my dream after all. Still in the dream, that sad slouched version of myself disappeared after realizing this. I became the funny guy who was able to take my short term girlfriend to a club after this and have a great time ( I hate clubs in real life). Some more things happened but eventually I woke up thinking to myself if I get so anxious and can't find the words to say in real life, how come I'm able to do it subconsciously in my dreams? And if I can do it in my dreams that means I have the capability to do it in real life right? I mean I am the manufacturer of my dreams after all. 
What do yall think? Why do I have this discrepency in confidence in my dreams and in real life?",4.607757692307693,5.178042444999999,5.5435000000000025,82.7201153846154,69.55,8.253846153846155,27.134615384615394,8.263242389622931,1.6129826923076926,1558,47,321,21,26,513,170,400,0.062,0.713,0.225,0.9974,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,0,1,15,10,2,0,21,0,34,7,1,2,5,62,62,26,0,6,6,0,2,4,3,1,6,8,0,7,25,19,0,0,14,15,0,3,3,4,0,1,13,15,47,6,57,44,12,54,0,2,5,0,25,33,0,5,19,230,72,0,0.1522762585445084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749185768800879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335302285288315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983746714774413,0.05824546049405031,0.08601441422077437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153427876523552,0.0,0.0,0.046413096915800006,0.08408858191219021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499533265900118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655862566373465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502885163085248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310454415446623,0.0,0.2087666123889832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03977903005935525,0.07303863137945857,0.0,0.0,0.12178923465899692,0.08394255631386889,0.0,0.3015548735966547,0.06732869626542104,0.0,0.06820480877525767,0.07517063973076063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184352466393048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32267167426189386,0.14878897630785054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393685271083434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587348686985526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092278199448112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051593166865152695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556918430571964,0.06648087769598228,0.0,0.0,0.07197514218053175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5199711592178523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506463916050365,0.0,0.3027404817901929,0.0,0.0,0.060672231393158936,0.0,0.07942867393994951,0.0,0.0,0.06298224732372705,0.0,0.0,0.07761323449235183,0.06451158985481269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053890959779702235,0.0,0.1216080167769065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572463977056344,0.06119694424796029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174836978099718,0.1951449556589813,0.0,0.06044516993060104,0.08879351093053556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158479487392587,0.0,0.0,0.06282193047956475,0.08981648263136703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870281913976893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054086342525361125,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,strphcurryshot,2019/06/28,"Am I a terrible person? When I was 16, this senior 18, John took me out with his friends. We went to a party I blacked out. Him and two of his friends had sex with me. They called me a slut, gross and ugly after. They ignored me for a while. John kept hooking up with me. Before all that happened, he was helpful to me and would hang out with me after he would only have sex with me if he was drunk and ignore me the rest of the time. He would never want to talk to me only about sex.



He left for the military over the years he kept in contact with me and saw me when he came home sometimes. He would only want to talk to me about sex or photos. He cheated on his girlfriend with me (I didn't know they were dating). He would have sex with me and ignore me. I went on vacation once, and my phone broke. He sent me at least 30 messages and was mad I didn't respond.



He would also imply that I'm weird or annoying. When I was 17, I tried talking to him about trouble I was having at school. At first, he was sympathetic but then told me to speak to someone else. Because of what happened I was bullied in school, I tried to talk to him because I was lonely . After three years knowing him, he told me he wanted me for sex and nothing more.



That he felt no connection to me. It's been four years since all that, and I feel broken. He still tries to contact me trying to cheat on his girlfriend with me or see me again. I try to ignore him then he'll bombard me with texts it works to face time me. I moved away and didn't talk to anyone he knows. He still keeps photos of me and sends them to me, asking if I miss this. I feel so used and dirty. Something must be so wrong with me.



I blew up at him and blocked him finally. He was messaging me begging for pics, and he now lives with his girlfriend. I feel sick. What's wrong with my personality? Have I treated this way because I'm ugly? Will every guy be like this?",1.2902406146795191,3.0677525162094814,2.7025921682280805,94.98970681404595,79.94763092269326,5.232890746107704,20.81290018197749,5.946609106918303,-0.07480877535889974,1473,40,336,9,37,478,175,401,0.188,0.7809999999999999,0.031,-0.9962,0,2,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,0,4,2,13,22,4,0,8,0,31,10,1,1,4,68,61,30,0,12,6,0,4,1,5,9,1,1,1,3,12,33,1,8,7,1,0,8,5,18,0,4,27,8,69,4,61,23,5,49,0,3,3,7,66,17,0,5,24,226,81,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244936726309191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334663624928949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469477184530007,0.0,0.08511766435309823,0.0,0.0,0.16567893629704686,0.0,0.07709028791397537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250836278958753,0.1036173725812678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568110190244601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633080431699744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742375952763206,0.0,0.08698610176035115,0.09924318668900622,0.0,0.07706067603409401,0.0,0.0,0.13998806231633312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970400959475062,0.16022699799237816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607244037119606,0.0,0.09087489728324746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052564157045893,0.0,0.0,0.1493671208757295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843251854198627,0.0,0.0,0.04426049428126575,0.0,0.0799976835433493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628891651973456,0.0,0.0,0.06987300692701846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692903997220736,0.0,0.0,0.09648148868505292,0.0,0.20670639011163536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820938244717514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833754174896197,0.07219306207342606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494171857800469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676146243352153,0.06974501397166924,0.08960148695866897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446997234519274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36408705377656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565418971962147,0.0,0.0,0.1731361921858237,0.10065518213448264,0.3075427466093417,0.0,0.0884988576778769,0.0,0.0,0.07824561716948845,0.0,0.0,0.16030711472779755,0.07191066834261063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796628644319336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595476561727022,0.0,0.0,0.3861396154648348,0.1981044031425662,0.0,0.1750220266957324
socialanxiety,RedErin,2019/06/28,"My experience with SSRIs. I decided to take SSRIs about 10 years ago (off and on) because my anxiety was interfering with my job. 

I started taking Citolopram, and it’s hard to describe what effects it had. They’re very subtle, I didn’t notice any personality or mood changes, just that it slightly dulled the fear response when I would be social. Dulled it just enough to take the edge off, so that it was still very terrifying to talk to people, but made it possible. So on a scale of 1 to 10 saying good morning in the hallways, was a 5 instead of a 6. 

It made going to a good therapist actually result in a learning experience instead of me being too scared to think. 

And the progress and practice you make doing exposure therapy is how you actually teach your brain to internalize the fact that talking to people is actually enjoyable once you have no anxiety about it.",7.604303030303029,7.387624945454547,8.437575757575763,67.22303030303033,63.18181818181819,11.454545454545453,38.33333333333333,10.980518767755715,4.379969696969697,696,33,121,17,9,236,104,165,0.111,0.8009999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.2919,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,2,12,8,0,2,10,0,12,1,1,6,1,21,21,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,7,2,12,3,23,11,1,12,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,87,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.3962366673977483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199767140173618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920404208796959,0.0,0.20707976327478644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250611327174036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109171785400846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317889904820388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398493574783525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647901552110617,0.0,0.15230270524637354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692066843551279,0.2270448392825117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212440895443274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431074991369096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561367059696792,0.09034499644241427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409315460574974,0.0,0.14413985528859893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766476829017276,0.11817954823269278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258310723059185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763315590785273,0.1355056929317843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796895147999086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579911549477517,0.0,0.10808807722041454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052917013102157,0.2175731571270248,0.0,0.0,0.15478078679237045,0.1571479909145879,0.0,0.08672472257786172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223350461681082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614643709182176,0.0,0.0,0.08715885967373302
socialanxiety,xEternal13,2019/06/28,"I’m so proud of myself. I asked for someone’s number. Today was my last class of drivers ed. I sat next to a really cool chick the entire time. I wanted to talk to her a bit more, so I worked up some courage and asked for her number. We didn’t really talk much. We talked one day about our towns. She’s from a different and MUCH larger place/school than me. We had also made small comments, but I overcame my fear for once and asked for her number. I’m so happy😊.",0.5996969696969714,2.532465787878788,2.4548383838383856,95.09559090909092,83.04040404040404,5.172121212121212,15.960606060606061,6.2581,-0.5557806060606061,359,6,82,3,10,119,67,99,0.047,0.845,0.10800000000000001,0.1388,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,10,11,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,17,3,13,6,5,8,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,1,5,50,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428884808639385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011185498202924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506975589358352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523232577272158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668015216408587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106207199698906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564616180581766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690691466492303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26269731611675423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002574601435795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902859040802358,0.12107662418423745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668015216408587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22893100178903825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083135728247096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513930234364904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308430672205117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418839553922406,0.0,0.16936555400471587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538872852611364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007948337997216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crying-2-hard,2019/06/28,"Scheduling a job interview On Monday, I received a call from one of the places I applied to. 

I tried calling back but no answer. Tuesday, I was busy most of the day. I planned to go into the store on Wednesday but my dad's outpatient surgery took all day (8am-6pm... not the 4 hrs like everyone thought). I called again but no answer. Thursday, I was just mentally and emotionally exhausted and basically slept all day, or when I was awake, I was in a complete zombie groggy phase. 

Now it's Friday... I tried calling, but again, no answer! I was thinking about going to the store, going to customer service and asking to be put in touch with whoever does interviews, or HR. 

But has too much time passed? Should I do something different? Did I fuck it up by not answering? I never answer unknown numbers.",2.8149751655629127,5.44019100662252,4.032346854304638,82.9618977649007,79.33112582781456,6.953807947019866,29.305049668874172,8.07648339933343,2.3920890728476825,626,30,112,12,16,204,98,151,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.9633,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,0,8,0,10,3,1,0,3,27,19,11,0,1,10,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,7,0,2,7,6,2,0,1,9,1,15,1,17,8,4,29,0,0,0,1,9,7,1,3,16,80,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464038713308938,0.0,0.0,0.11896854455624695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6319372549405711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221881491002554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993408125560475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164731572256005,0.0,0.0,0.1353947106277864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740368563738372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478396205508887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303424107341614,0.0,0.0,0.2637893098177537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353368061511466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558736965768711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559192919842791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373548688901153,0.0,0.11932801224775742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484087927530868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164731572256005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553426159757586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910942791003898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913700776937262,0.0,0.12282876102629615,0.09021727416181093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189732251095374,0.2100866486106121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JimmySaulGene,2019/06/28,"Anyone else always incredibly nervous for and during oral exams? I had 6 exams this month of which 4 were oral. I get a shitload of anxiety for oral exams, because I'm just much better at writing what I learned than saying it. It's just how I am. I can write a lot of text for many questions when I have a written exam. On top of that, it's not fucking awkward when you just don't know the answer. When I explain something during an oral exam and suddenly the professor makes a ""that doesn't sound right"" face, I completely freeze and can't/don't talk anymore in fear of saying stuff that means nothing. It's even worse when I simply don't know the answer and feel like a stupid awkward dude. Anyone else has this?",4.443661971830983,5.552173929577466,5.071943661971833,83.99101408450704,70.26760563380283,7.088450704225353,27.580281690140843,7.1686216300943375,1.4289583098591552,566,19,108,5,10,182,89,142,0.081,0.807,0.113,0.3039,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,9,8,2,4,9,0,9,2,1,2,0,22,19,9,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,12,4,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,5,10,2,12,16,2,11,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,2,7,68,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689481785391528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350520610509679,0.0,0.1750795218365177,0.2468807296073162,0.3617706963814029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761670257336874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561346411366753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509806950934446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949518200403433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660252519344808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865576357518674,0.08926356111487742,0.12611969229315995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320771367432338,0.09223448403628122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404273567647615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624817170984272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500873772618872,0.0,0.0,0.11784133593971526,0.17898311443770726,0.0,0.19230302314952852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091196385891422,0.0,0.1297766789230828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939419425481192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776438927865647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076357501131127,0.0,0.280782232177596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359085577017619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209523155531306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189558088483906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799086019121514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jondo71,2019/06/28,"Black balled for being successful How do I deal with being black balled by everyone because I’m successful. Granted I can be a little more humble about it but I come from the dirt. Am I not allowed to feel happy for myself? Should I not try to motivate my loved ones and little bros to do better if I know they can.
 
I moved out of the hood and into Manhattan. I have all the networks to do whatever you can think of in Nyc. I have always had a different girlfriend since I was in junior high school. I also have my own legal business.  

I’m being alienated because one of my little bros has rallied all of my of little bros and cousins to not hang out with me. I could care less if he himself doesn’t want to chill but the disservice he is doin to everyone else by taking this stance is really unfortunate. He is a 31 year old virgin that lives in his parents basement. Never had friends never had a good job until recently never done anything etc.  

So why in God’s name would people actually side with him when he says I’m jealous or hating on him living his best life?",3.800145348837209,5.106533744186051,5.182718023255816,81.83872819767444,72.02325581395348,7.979651162790699,26.46075581395349,8.472884824447931,1.84175,845,28,163,14,16,283,136,215,0.107,0.75,0.14300000000000002,0.8178,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,5,5,11,2,0,8,0,27,3,0,3,5,34,39,13,0,6,8,5,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,3,10,0,0,4,2,0,3,7,2,0,2,5,4,25,9,30,27,7,25,0,0,2,2,22,14,0,3,8,120,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.12344002230231738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115730876509214,0.10525324804621328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104093889659195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542192931698228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274778366815165,0.111873777116549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896919427600045,0.0,0.0,0.10896349104451733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099526859119966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040989202211326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215944125516058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944741115693156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056696128901625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107439035739122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417411209093596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639592320326506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772904980478866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609727341258136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465535181016938,0.0,0.1248867636157983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364799164393232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255259040537842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951786485086542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893465437511965,0.0,0.5071213913499623,0.2233932656802988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416588952421555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344432398377206,0.0,0.0,0.2926802097688955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273430913297252,0.0,0.17143139016926826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045675999609306,0.0,0.0,0.08769510152316781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103537770804349,0.0,0.12489769141073112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059320799100012,0.0,0.1280188111206252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046372501508902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510784215388238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810523298574036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588120987793425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460951426887961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414127596064885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985779950790802,0.0,0.0,0.08145807140435757
socialanxiety,nskak29,2019/06/28,"What is wrong with me? I am severely obsessed about what others think of me. When I talk to someone,  I do not listen to what they are saying, I focus on their microexpressions, what to say, and where to look, so they do not think I am an idiot. It is really hard to listen to what they are actually saying. I grasp couple of words and try to make sense out of it. Also, I try my best to look the best possible everyday (spend 2 hours getting ready) and I completely avoid doing mistakes infront of others. If I do something wrong, I beat up myself for months because of it.

I thought it is maybe social anxiety, but I am not anxious when I talk to people. I get anxious on some occassions when I am not mentally prepared to talk to others. However, when there is a group presentation, I get severly anxious. That is because I have to focus on everyone in the room, not just one person, and make everyone think I am good enough. Of course I end up fucking up the presentation due to the intense pressure, and beat up myself for months.

I do not know what is wrong with me. I always tell myself I don't have to think about what others think about me, but I can't control it; it is literally hard-wired in my brain and I seems like I can't change it. People think I am awkard and aloof. No one enjoys my company.

This problem I am suffering from is incredibly exhausting, I need a solution. Whatever it is, I will do it (rejection therapy didnt work). Do you think it is social anxiety or I am just insane? Does anyone have any suggestions? It gets wrose as the years pass.",3.8376862854746254,5.114535170418009,5.39151684607857,80.49178526492383,71.89389067524115,8.881364462463301,27.669649098280445,9.318704503766252,2.366735104152104,1222,44,241,27,23,414,147,311,0.142,0.77,0.08800000000000001,-0.9236,1,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,4,6,13,18,2,3,8,0,35,3,1,3,0,42,57,18,0,4,12,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,1,1,24,10,0,2,11,0,1,1,11,13,0,2,2,8,45,5,39,54,4,26,0,2,2,1,19,12,1,4,14,185,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.08837299847055162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242039110207436,0.07535274990333486,0.0,0.0,0.061583558334332864,0.0,0.13855552331905838,0.3069193394880713,0.0,0.06332130073013703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040844861521422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007319448377072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109434019710706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579993222005954,0.0,0.09494990186242278,0.0,0.10157016799814232,0.0,0.1002023527556644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924921960458071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020882829084149,0.09357216081773688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306694627834018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372078886422463,0.18925438241016299,0.0,0.0,0.07595700329716913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162247029941457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918285542020651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976912714010593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04424279227423024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209432652057275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089832500654896,0.0,0.09097917930982193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126266568139488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456744119602738,0.0,0.0,0.0671487140514026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273090768024653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556509514882494,0.07907305326239167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209221769260522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665320120566407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801472793576334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604962272684994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244195814069986,0.0,0.20461289299204755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462799041087632,0.07673076164786334,0.06971711941811608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836486218534185,0.07915298546748517,0.0,0.1035626686770685,0.0,0.0,0.40618805005448816,0.0,0.07189411913654056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296789789302115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592838697546012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29703775677975564,0.0,0.05831734218259482
socialanxiety,hehehuhuyeanah,2019/06/28,Messed up today at my friend’s 21st So I was meant to give a speech with another friend for our friend’s 21st. I sort of agreed to it (and only realized what a terrible idea it was afterwards). We kinda wrote two separate speeches with mine being pretty short. When it came to speech time I didn’t realize I was meant to be standing next to my friend to give the speech together (since we wrote them separately I kinda thought she’d go first and then I’d do mine after) but when she finished her speech(which was really good compared to mine) the host just kinda moved on to the next pair (I guess she assumed I wasn’t doing mine since I’m hindsight we were meant to give one speech together) I feel really bad about it and I’m not sure what to do. I’ve sort of apologized to the host and sent a message to the friend I was meant to do the speech with but in I’m realizing now that if I had been a normal person this would’ve all gone smoothly...,4.1612307692307695,4.811369123076922,4.9041025641025655,86.61923076923081,70.58974358974359,8.666666666666668,25.76923076923077,8.841846274778883,1.586384615384616,749,21,163,13,13,242,105,195,0.06,0.841,0.099,0.7522,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,4,0,1,1,6,10,0,0,10,0,17,0,0,0,2,38,36,11,0,2,5,0,2,0,5,0,0,6,0,1,8,11,0,0,11,0,0,5,3,3,0,3,20,8,25,7,25,13,1,23,0,0,0,0,23,5,0,8,12,102,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003298142075694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194667201805336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364663127363682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234609005363173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170468834034455,0.0,0.0,0.5527204137178954,0.0,0.0,0.41176921123285376,0.08131627158464358,0.12000961632611555,0.0,0.0,0.15761993397008894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152111651042825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207253788532804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043366905590821,0.0,0.14018907340359493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969554386212287,0.10881960415782828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493287480850095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556489069979445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833227994421001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367162857276406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485221882699108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135903903412924,0.08343172480078638,0.0,0.13562412799738766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976941867726694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164068968028993,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AwoosTheFur,2019/06/28,"how do i handle my summer vacation job? i am 15 and my dad was able to get me a little side job at an advertising company after we return from vacation (in my country it is normal for a teenager to have a little side job during summer vacation, sometimes even when it is no holiday) . but i am a little nervous for that because i always get really shy with new people. i am really unstable when i am with people i barely know. do you guys have any advice for me?",6.008297872340427,5.143982808510638,8.437744680851065,68.05300000000003,66.65957446808511,11.349787234042553,31.56595744680851,10.793553405168565,3.5155940425531917,360,12,65,9,5,133,59,94,0.12,0.88,0.0,-0.8689,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,8,14,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,14,0,11,13,0,14,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,7,51,17,3,0.18068557067674246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656384848910298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034486922232976,0.0,0.0,0.12287238403241375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014424682170798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934111534578624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880150631337134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890712231492978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379076459672221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930006430803896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432832288620688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450725008265414,0.0,0.0,0.17703349608408664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505292485444384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23150360658796246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870264951737735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RyanRyanC,2019/06/28,"Can you fully overcome social anxiety? I'd like to start off by saying out of my group of friends I used to be the funny one, 

I'd easily make people laugh and was often told I had the best personality,

But somewhere down the line my brain chemistry just changed,

I'm not embarrassed to talk to my friends, there my best friends and there the easiest people to talk to in the world, but I just forgot how to be funny,

I also make myself laugh at there jokes but I feel that if I don't laugh then I'm being a dick but it doesn't make sense because it is my humor,

I find there's jokes funny but I'm so focused on the fact I have to laugh, that it takes away from my actual feeling, 

I know this doesn't make sense but it's just how I feel.


When I go out in social situations I do the typical avoid everyone, stay by my close friends and say nothing in groups,

When I'm confronted by someone I barely know, I say something that comes out weird because I'm focused so much on trying to be normal,


Basically my question in all this is, 

Is it possible to fully overcome social anxiety if I try get out my comfort zone?

If my make my self talk and take it step by step will I get my confidence back and be funny again or will I be stuck like this forever?

Any answers/tips appreciated",4.731476415094342,4.7340398716981165,5.964469339622643,81.79991155660379,69.15094339622641,9.040094339622641,29.392688679245282,8.841846274778883,2.0982877358490564,1006,34,213,16,16,339,128,265,0.059000000000000004,0.654,0.287,0.9968,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,17,20,1,2,8,0,19,2,2,8,2,46,45,23,0,4,14,0,3,2,4,2,0,3,0,2,12,11,0,2,7,2,0,4,4,4,0,1,5,6,31,16,31,32,4,27,0,0,0,1,20,16,1,6,8,140,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.10698690624224433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767421867490621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455483570328976,0.0,0.1677393212771981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300469140732596,0.08430172916322749,0.0,0.13366365909021127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301081030330249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238773022840868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597816690418444,0.09443992785141092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475992370725283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630263588362973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020343093531728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388116266862425,0.0,0.11455841273506795,0.0,0.06230749210602514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050388764100095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712320620229863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659075166106927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059355729473616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741797938132502,0.1051967180340798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429079209860444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201273346476246,0.09572812377177094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359578956666553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281509875618328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26155591787521104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437210508444655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323313707548265,0.0,0.3352739723949379,0.09289247784266916,0.08440155984014534,0.0,0.0,0.07759946388738244,0.11685518807062716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486215089137365,0.2643588136823116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475992370725283,0.0,0.1488684913986534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468851984806084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mpan0519,2019/06/28,Scared I yelled at my friends by accident and now I don’t want to face them again because I’m scared what their reaction will be,10.212222222222222,5.75168577777778,8.925185185185189,79.16333333333334,61.5925925925926,13.762962962962966,41.81481481481481,11.20814326018867,4.087548148148148,104,4,24,2,1,32,24,27,0.284,0.575,0.141,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641470569799709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33478095193909635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8676552214761106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555825955592705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway96710,2019/06/28,"How does medication work for you? My therapist thinks that I might need to start taking meds for my anxiety. If you take/have taken them, how do they work for you? I’m very split on the idea.",1.4396153846153832,3.62864930769231,2.735576923076924,92.81567307692309,81.56410256410257,6.976923076923077,17.442307692307693,8.07648339933343,0.3905846153846149,149,3,34,3,4,48,31,39,0.055999999999999994,0.9440000000000001,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,7,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,20,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540274719430535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349672828603381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031052673328796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982443970313214,0.27048679567084005,0.0,0.28483743121635197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990902997776889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004659064922969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037591000560879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117506852380323,0.0,0.17204478105877505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154167887247397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909442648970482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dreamsiclejuice,2019/06/28,"Does anyone have that one friend that has never stopped reaching out to you? I have one friend from college that has never stopped asking me to hang out ,even when i make an excuse for it day after day. The last time I saw her was probably a little less than a 8 months ago, and we live in the same city. 

She sends me Snapchats and silly memes even though most of the time I don’t respond or I give one word answers. Shes invited me to go bowling with some of her friends, out for drinks, shopping, to the pride festival with her, on a spring break trip.....

And the thing is, it’s not that I don’t want to hang out with her. All of those things sound like so much fun. The problem is, I just feel embarrassed when I’m around her. I feel like I’m not cool enough to be around her friends, I don’t have clothes that are cute enough, I don’t have Facebook to friend everyone on and keep up with people. I don’t have a boyfriend to talk about and give updates on. I feel like I am a loser.

Today it hit me that she has been persistent since we met because she, for some reason, just, really wants to be my friend. She probably understands that I have social anxiety, unlike most people who would simply assume I just don’t like them and stop contacting me(which I understand). 

I think she gets it, and I’ve never had a person close to me just get it. I really appreciate her and her constant effort to get me to enjoy life. I think the next time she asks me to hang out I’ll say yes, no matter what it is she wants to do.",4.533157894736842,4.505138229299367,4.985199463627222,88.75633087495811,69.57324840764332,8.393965806235334,26.398927254441837,8.032893268588372,1.250875159235668,1180,31,267,14,19,376,158,314,0.061,0.762,0.177,0.9877,0,0,1,0,1,0,38.0,2,1,1,4,13,20,0,1,14,2,28,2,0,2,4,60,53,13,0,5,7,0,3,4,6,1,1,2,0,1,18,22,1,4,10,2,1,6,12,3,0,3,5,7,47,17,40,44,10,43,0,1,1,0,40,14,0,6,26,184,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489952362792592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326827292698189,0.0,0.0,0.06696871020152279,0.0,0.0,0.17052164718972476,0.17907500593942302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838407703138794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349968273769622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235350163922112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381410299852066,0.0,0.0,0.09382388333709643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979241376433345,0.0,0.12651810825196744,0.0,0.0,0.09151794133360658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452814619925927,0.1368445911079414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439771643142477,0.0,0.15011680600192906,0.18375386966577534,0.054431630010900636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512998753243581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807011125346734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764932435676423,0.18716499504306286,0.09599257579347537,0.08457184158800189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393113216134319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644737996849654,0.0,0.07040627930369217,0.0,0.22160474946404016,0.0,0.10185871668999567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470061008940584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279784798302738,0.08362778918971879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065251582772344,0.09164456593063114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227129404403161,0.09847353845292678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616481029664322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922678346651381,0.0,0.0,0.0976314308324913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402187296950476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698101063025957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725845503987845,0.12273861130350695,0.09409929896539443,0.0,0.16754302750343908,0.0,0.09078431920013114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941210187941685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947325612050246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803642502191534,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slighlyunconfortable,2019/06/28,Don't feel ready for a relationship So yeah basically I have the life of a 16 year old even though I'm 20 because Im afraid of leaving my comfort zone and I only work part time and live with my uncle still and I don't own a vehicle.. and there's been a few girls that seem interested but  besides the obvious fear I also feel like I'm not even someone that's supposed to be dating because I don't really have much going on any department like economically and mentally.. should I date anyways and see what happens or do I wait until I'm in a better spot?,2.316724137931036,4.052828258620689,4.701241379310347,82.01789655172416,76.75862068965517,7.743448275862068,26.255172413793105,8.548686976883017,1.9013303448275856,442,17,91,9,10,155,80,116,0.054000000000000006,0.8009999999999999,0.145,0.8335,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,0,2,7,1,9,1,0,0,1,16,19,12,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,3,9,5,8,16,4,11,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,9,57,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129471457664527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715891771628233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24590172650601844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838205829030454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664341275508089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269619588567397,0.20396521420324298,0.14409031934495656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462741621334048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783574438600999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786426005621065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356495032800385,0.0,0.0,0.14246252147953595,0.1970751177492984,0.0,0.17809960281724413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326023359687093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826838513123347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164404992078087,0.0,0.0,0.15339746664339166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841507658185397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921041769094568,0.0,0.0,0.2165440025367809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072409989809966,0.18361475138544284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089477301768147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610731844540756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981634484532195,0.0,0.11760946312180255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683572123654093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988440022303
socialanxiety,hyoudov,2019/06/28,"taking required oral communication class in college (desperate for help) In about a month and a half I have to take an oral communication class and throughout the years, my public speaking skills became so bad. I can’t help that my hands and voice starts shaking and because I have this naturally quiet look to myself (unfortunately), people already expect me to be this quiet/shy girl and sometimes people use me to make jokes at. It also doesn’t help that my voice is soft to begin with too... and ever since I dealed with depression 2 years ago and experienced the most loneliest time of my life,  I think I became bad at talking to people in person, I end up saying words I don’t mean, horrible at explaining, and I’m always having to clear my throat. Please tell me how do you guys get through public speaking?",11.299019607843142,7.980239261437912,10.473954248366017,65.38779411764709,58.34640522875817,12.55294117647059,39.22549019607843,10.125756701596842,3.870560784313725,649,21,114,9,6,209,99,153,0.135,0.7859999999999999,0.08,-0.8945,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,1,5,0,9,3,2,3,2,22,21,11,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,5,10,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,10,18,1,20,20,1,17,0,1,1,0,16,7,0,1,9,72,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507240741604611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876357418166148,0.13597539981631887,0.1414811510880056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839410540025515,0.10365059284472182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529664859796126,0.14644925037607492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059884833089834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380466354946734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883527112875296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683594906423282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34190878617436044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009939921382708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278497080524774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349840721460755,0.0,0.0,0.1852158807940788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571878940383772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536386041833986,0.14846633480473995,0.0,0.1866452717083734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521713697569726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065312826765675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816707272402118,0.0,0.12035029552694344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556874440496039,0.13666615617341293,0.14861641426965844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895033777537423,0.0,0.0,0.09914766154702803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685399583766853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899146908297415
socialanxiety,Wundervox,2019/06/28,"I've literally never felt this autistic in my whole life Okay. Disclaimer: I'm not actually autistic. 

​

However if there was any feeling even somewhat encroaching upon what actual fucking autism must feel like, this is definitely it. I'll cut straight to the details: Hot girl at work. 10/10 in my eyes. My reaction? I act like a 16 year old girl clutching her binders close to her chest and shrinking away when her crush walks by. I avoid speaking to her or making eye contact with her at all costs. Another detail: I'm a 25 year old guy, and I'm woefully inexperienced when it comes to flirting and keeping my cool around extremely attractive girls. I'm not insecure in my own looks - I've been told all of my life that I'm attractive and should have no problem dating. People are shocked when I tell them I don't really date and keep to myself. Anyway,  I suppose my aversion to interacting with her has recently raised some eyebrows, because today one of my bosses straight up asked me ""are you afraid of \[so-and-so\]?""

I brushed it off and said ""huh? why?"" and she said ""answer the question."" very firmly. Huh. Ooookay then. I brushed it off again and answered jokingly, but the question threw me off for the rest of the day.

Now, I feel like a complete creep. After she called me out about this with that oddly confrontational question (in front of several of my coworkers) I kinda spiraled from there. I feel like I can't really win. I avoid interacting with this girl and I'm now a weirdo. I interact with her, and it feels forced and I can't get out of my head and it's uncomfortable. Bearing in mind: I do not stalk this girl on social media or anything like that nor do I exhibit any sort of odd behavior towards her. I literally pretend she doesn't exist and get my work done. That's my greatest crime. She isn't even the only one who I'm like this with - there's other coworkers of mine on other teams who I've barely interacted with as well (some even less so than I've interacted with this girl.)

I'm just at a loss for what to do here. Ironically, this makes me want to interact with this girl even less which I'm not even sure is possible. All I've ever wanted was to be left alone and to not make anyone feel uncomfortable around me. To have this confrontation happen has really put me in a bad way, and I could really appreciate some advice. My workplace is a startup with about 50 people in my office, so we're pretty tight-knit. It'd be my worst nightmare if my aversion to interacting with this girl became some kind of internal meme or some shit. Anyway, thanks for reading this far. I really appreciate it.",3.493335507719067,5.619355076320944,4.587394651011092,82.39873929115026,74.55772994129158,7.908171341596,26.81543813872581,8.713453558529999,2.097386657969124,2088,79,400,43,45,682,253,511,0.146,0.746,0.10800000000000001,-0.976,1,3,0,0,0,0,75.0,0,1,1,5,26,31,5,4,13,4,27,8,5,4,7,85,62,29,0,8,12,0,8,6,0,2,2,3,0,9,31,32,0,4,12,4,1,6,13,14,1,2,9,17,57,17,66,47,16,55,0,1,3,1,45,28,2,16,26,263,88,5,0.0,0.0,0.1675047665229014,0.0,0.0,0.08386675976943875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888883534434191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092990867178548,0.10428622570363227,0.11672727800312592,0.08999452686580207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060010522887612834,0.0,0.07062629428695746,0.15280409583399338,0.08023437147131131,0.0,0.08063499259377077,0.0,0.07165991675326963,0.052317850835427726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763646424149947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393025287305657,0.0899854108047345,0.0,0.0,0.0685239218600215,0.0,0.0,0.05534973651364906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782831523527998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28343153870311244,0.0776332216201496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603728360249677,0.18393923315867602,0.08240502984327477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079343416170767,0.08967957319455988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497980065921501,0.07589436866383692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808075162969091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256961198339666,0.0,0.08937306477706483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324862781353284,0.0,0.12124083965263024,0.25157724820276434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207100894561125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718656664397897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665833256981474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661931860899276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801168619886079,0.0,0.11631387636447554,0.06527343986082214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189998772834359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675428798595972,0.0,0.08731442475346166,0.0,0.08212250623844966,0.0,0.0862773805358624,0.2884294232613096,0.0,0.08584777821382424,0.0,0.2749070311620101,0.0,0.08474139200885072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327760681023645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695731575643342,0.08809767019005882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748732351112809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088862538900175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501444207949906,0.0790157173912345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135164092008954,0.08200903819859925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081424439282814,0.10124308984154437,0.06812353526484484,0.0,0.0,0.07716658014542076,0.0,0.07744330981077445,0.09582004830892876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496259331107665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428622570363227,0.1105363963607822
socialanxiety,Atsugaruru,2019/06/28,"Noise cancelling headphones? I've been wondering if anyone had them and if they helped reduce social anxiety. 

My university is tiny, and so many students in such a small space means it's way too loud, and it drives my anxiety through the fucking roof. I get panic attacks all the time while I'm there. I notice my anxiety isn't as bad if I'm able to ignore all the noise and other students a bit. I know autistic people use noise cancelling headphones to help with sensory overload, but has anyone found that they can help with anxiety? They're just so expensive, I don't know if it's worth investing in them or if I should just save my money",6.821190476190478,6.588182547619053,6.882380952380958,77.77928571428572,64.7936507936508,10.057142857142855,33.87301587301587,9.606745405546679,3.0580920634920634,515,20,97,9,7,165,80,126,0.134,0.7559999999999999,0.11,0.5723,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,7,6,2,1,5,0,8,1,0,1,2,26,18,15,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,0,4,1,2,5,0,0,3,1,13,1,8,14,3,8,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,7,2,60,18,2,0.175728392420335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537726956847179,0.0,0.0,0.2457467557378717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999164153525508,0.0,0.0,0.14672586749112465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918498912683993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267711201639148,0.0,0.1624580671430091,0.09181083211770014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35336111173144896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931514575594573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816100825239667,0.0,0.19141973588926486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006793949049415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617940570796325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121827941036178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913296607424875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024686387905948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177290941257338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948501841987584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905699455085042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,urlogic,2019/06/28,Are people often openly critical of your SA? I’ve had a lot of bad experiences where people made it very clear that I was the odd one out and that they thought my behavior was strange. I know it’s gonna happen again and it’s a huge reason that I’m still a shut in. I’m not entirely sure about how I should cope with this:,1.4939047619047583,2.998602771428573,3.2885714285714305,92.26476190476193,78.42857142857143,6.9523809523809526,20.238095238095237,7.793537801064563,0.4902380952380954,254,6,60,4,6,85,53,70,0.177,0.747,0.076,-0.7083,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,2,16,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,6,1,6,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,2,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560683148023729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29999578247444164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711996324758781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685454960484868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607317544048402,0.0,0.2901917991118345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781700327208266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42523211605975336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153222116790733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449182242145649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28904602361398984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24347282480412505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530464037253786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cgrimner9,2019/06/28,"Has anyone here lowered their SA? How? Anyone made progress, but still feel Hopeless?! Hi.  I know everyone here has different levels of SA as well as varied age, education, career, gender, sexual orientation, race, etc.  

Regardless, I know we're here to support & help each other. 

Has anyone here feel they've made incredible progress overcoming their SA?  How did you do it?  What books?  CBT?  Exposure Therapy?  Joining clubs or making friends?

Has anyone made progress, but still has days they feel Hopeless?  Days that you feel like you've made no progress & still have terrible SA?

I ask because personally I'm in a ""funk"" right now between my job/career I find boring, dating unsuccessfully, having only one friend, and not getting along w/ family.  Also, all this adds to me feeling not relaxed in social situations besides previous SA. Anyone relate?  Thanks.",4.144408336276936,7.457851134228189,4.732850582832923,75.09808194984106,81.28187919463087,7.432144118685978,27.976333451077355,8.371475516178862,2.864991946308725,685,30,103,16,19,218,103,149,0.121,0.654,0.225,0.9646,3,0,0,0,0,2,40.0,0,2,3,4,12,11,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,7,1,26,26,9,0,1,5,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,4,1,1,5,5,11,7,9,21,3,12,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,1,9,58,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735241051975374,0.0,0.2638022853052794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256039748968236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380693177925008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420926931537654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157019580807975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271884388404523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576806393485344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632417434574267,0.0,0.0,0.11476207322466,0.0,0.3077674509822213,0.0869683793273146,0.0,0.0,0.11126469891992152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810620196302488,0.0,0.06360215005980861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159722164676024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080441335865436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338060848007386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059474167571813626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607590162986815,0.08125987161957647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249161269447439,0.0925858803529574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629537102886774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396206604951312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683661093912,0.0,0.12409474488050612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29165610574137874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814481891947675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207835487124257,0.13921597608276973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945548100153148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sarahfullofanxiety,2019/02/12,"Anyone here had positive experiences working as a server at a restaurant? It may be my only option, as there's a possible perfect opportunity and I need a job asap... But I'm terrified. So, I've got general anxiety but also social anxiety (I'm going to post this in that sub as well.) I've been caring for my dad and siblings for about two years almost.

My dad can't work, so I have to get a job and contribute until he can possibly get disability and also start saving to finally move out on my own. It's way way past time.

I've been applying to ideal jobs, things I feel I could handle, with no luck.

I have to be close to home which really limits me.

I saw that a restaurant insanely close to me is hiring for servers, with ""immediate openings"". Even the hours are super ideal because they don't interfere with my siblings school dropoffs and pick ups.

But, I'm scared to death. I worked at a Mexican restaurant for one night back in May, and I wanted to cry the entire time. Greeting people, checking on them, talking, etc seemed too much for me. There was a horrible language barrier though, that I feel really made it worse.

Does anyone here have positive experiences with being a server and also having anxiety? Any tips? Anything?

I can't not get a job rn, I absolutely have to do it. I'm just wondering if there are any stories that will make me feel this isn't completely impossible 😭😭",3.2182692307692307,5.268285849816851,5.227934981684982,77.84102335164836,75.11721611721613,8.652564102564103,27.125915750915752,9.2995712137729,2.6228706959706964,1099,43,203,28,24,379,155,273,0.121,0.746,0.133,0.759,4,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,9,17,10,0,1,12,0,25,0,0,3,1,45,46,21,1,6,6,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,15,0,3,5,0,1,2,6,1,1,2,7,4,22,9,32,32,3,26,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,8,10,137,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752290684846036,0.0,0.0,0.2576088874747592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460405622212481,0.0,0.24643013985796675,0.0,0.0,0.15016148155983486,0.0,0.0883624110980672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256655525483159,0.0,0.06545623680189516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947836612613113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258311005317433,0.0,0.0,0.08573207775627578,0.0,0.11794897851317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939666438549706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975413078502314,0.0709217279311996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100713076280903,0.0,0.0,0.16287964566092608,0.0,0.0,0.117626639947339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683007028838327,0.0,0.061025023339689115,0.0,0.08587947706035415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077082385160057,0.0,0.10574506165554078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262218108583184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160304621543267,0.07167521589005164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141251313289486,0.07893470831037111,0.07961894552489318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076637039227147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276167228857101,0.08166531438464633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250383195727658,0.07444193542432775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421036600272253,0.10283782084532064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757736178307514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075034609294312,0.10867161226813916,0.0,0.09775230794658528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945768745207274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600224202278479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630584771177449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713367410403301,0.0,0.10549770261264607,0.0,0.12522519426972872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489206982487577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333394393502227,0.1704622871495476,0.0,0.0,0.09654513445286077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644615723374112,0.2345159721357431,0.0,0.10942669462884884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914749382747988
socialanxiety,CorrectPitch,2019/02/12,"Fear of online social interaction Most people rely on the internet for their dose of social interaction. Somehow screen to screen interaction being more comforting than face to face. Face to face interaction can trigger a lot of social anxiety to people, I'm no stranger. I'm also no stranger to social anxiety online. I don't play multiplayer games. I only allow people I know in real life to follow me on my Instagram. I've stopped contributing to my old wattpad and sharing my writing for the fear of interaction or judgement from other users. It's a relentless cycle of false confidence, getting the app or account, making a post or contributing somehow, immediately doubting your entire being and burning everything to the ground. 

​

Multiplayer games follow the same pattern of social anxiety in real life but transferred to online. Shakiness, sweating, trouble catching your breath, fear of looking like an idiot, fear of SOUNDING like an idiot (for those even brave enough to turn on the microphone). 

​

Strangers on the other side of the screen are probably the main cause for the anxiety. You don't know them. They don't know you. What are they thinking? You can't see their face to get a read on how well the interaction is going, the same goes for voice. Who are they as people? Friends probably cause the most internal doubt though. I am scared to text first, and always incredibly cautious in my words. It's confusing. 

​

I haven't seen many people express anxiety online. There are not many resources to help people who have fears and cautions such as me. So, I am trying to achieve three things by writing this (an arguably amateur post for a reason to come). 

1. Spread the word and maybe reach someone who feels the same way
2. Work on myself and this anxiety by sticking through with my choice of creating a Reddit account and making posts
3. Try to explain my anxiety so it doesn't feel like such an inexplicable thing

Thank you for listening to my TEDtalk :)",5.75797951582868,8.21199282402235,5.907016759776536,73.96680074487897,69.08379888268156,8.683947858473001,32.883054003724396,9.2995712137729,3.41827009310987,1613,75,253,35,30,511,185,358,0.162,0.728,0.11,-0.9412,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,6,6,3,12,23,2,10,25,0,17,10,7,8,0,48,40,18,0,0,5,0,2,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,14,9,0,1,8,4,2,5,9,13,1,2,1,11,28,10,51,37,9,23,0,0,6,0,36,11,0,12,6,172,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056109181071038516,0.058381086102775724,0.2280641554860772,0.2557665146649588,0.0,0.0,0.3757205518774951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415308487120804,0.0,0.06043905599887911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724969478158528,0.0,0.046341880282595185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630578176665381,0.0,0.0,0.3947633894624321,0.0709528589697508,0.05012433197163532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968045806876648,0.0,0.0,0.05420761997663684,0.0,0.07331435421394213,0.0,0.03987514698730799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702865866215755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567895135428595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911614815789398,0.10283402802827546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058919097071653576,0.0,0.0,0.059649919737672176,0.0,0.0,0.09366845312139466,0.14226817211921458,0.07048798229209041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362407597038817,0.0,0.0,0.053361985569853936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918523865734467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158975765903395,0.0,0.15129477183087406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018180613765512,0.15972129742333224,0.0,0.07213906361768734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702452219041991,0.0,0.055910682797835065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576107912115756,0.059448728921533585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058659258435926315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459649713900653,0.0,0.0,0.09322611869379352,0.044957501417514686,0.06893461351233299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527189709704384,0.07631699940092493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569197997717259,0.0,0.0,0.06308480057087427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051079367927103526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557665146649588,0.0
socialanxiety,MarleyDoo222,2019/02/12,"5th day without Facebook and I'm not sure how I feel about it. I've been a Facebook addict for years. The last year or I found myself getting more and more worked up at all the negative content. When I found Reddit a couple months ago, it became my evening go-to instead.  However I kept compulsively checking Facebook so I didn't ""miss anything"". Ultimately all I'd missed was more bashing and cruelty and arguing. I also felt I could never post any of my opinions for fear of offending SOMEONE. Finally Friday I was in a terrible mood and I made a slightly controversial post which lead to a back-and-forth between a couple of real life acquaintances. For some reason my social anxiety kicked in hardcore worrying about what these people now think of me. I panicked and deleted the app. 

So it's been 5 days without it and one hand I do feel less anxious since getting rid of it.  But I miss interacting with my family on it... Should I keep it deleted? Go back but delete everything except my family? Suck it up and deal because I can't just isolate myself from conflict simply because it worsens my anxiety? ",4.508773348201841,6.449454407582941,5.636370225815443,76.75933370504602,71.27488151658767,8.377028157234456,32.79091162531363,9.007467420416297,3.1539911346529124,884,43,151,18,17,293,133,211,0.18100000000000002,0.7859999999999999,0.033,-0.9753,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,3,1,9,0,9,3,1,4,4,39,26,16,0,2,8,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,9,0,3,7,0,1,2,7,8,0,1,10,4,23,1,23,14,7,22,0,3,0,0,4,6,1,3,12,108,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363372414075004,0.0,0.0,0.11679393638098745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536539888524664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959874546278136,0.0,0.20158629027133926,0.14884702194430602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842413997912513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262479561832253,0.0,0.1606347335551753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519661792649987,0.2915714954496665,0.0,0.16994371969114705,0.13583487401192718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870237385016536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841399187159735,0.0,0.2484160701857631,0.14826237418557014,0.1332398039802307,0.0,0.12650663015688166,0.14433249519153746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889277819309193,0.0,0.0,0.13767437036705438,0.0,0.14976018853692324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711097922706284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739890187080936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306331234280127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467091796467013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516655513479098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161851682488672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928142230722605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134317099842984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25237206961468106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499674197006332,0.0,0.1354673347248182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899010397762272,0.0,0.0,0.13430887046442824,0.11163661483684434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417867496009552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442406357246804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540165823163237,0.0,0.09592009495970924,0.1338048336482387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969336750296893
socialanxiety,anapaula_hdn,2019/02/12,"Anxiety deafness Does anyone here also feel so much anxiety when a person talks to you suddenly that you just can't understand a word of what they say, as if you forgot your language for a moment, even though you heard loud and clearly? I have that all the time when I'm abruptly talked to and it makes me very embarrassed to have to ask the person to speak again after lagging for a couple seconds.",17.393076923076926,7.563013435897439,15.050769230769234,56.61923076923078,55.66666666666666,18.164102564102567,53.10256410256411,12.161744961471696,6.24182564102564,320,11,59,5,2,102,59,78,0.111,0.8540000000000001,0.035,-0.5956,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,1,0,9,1,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,1,2,11,10,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,6,8,0,10,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,14,0,0,1,8,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920041957776846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673446307123025,0.0,0.0,0.1678802784308441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445677814795206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656609811560673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010909282083115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858073999012906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213994426987484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026553647738218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649773658795728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192840653934734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093348999488624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859591579293064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358925005860191,0.0,0.1400015520769994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499477672875587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981038406847772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Willbrr94,2019/02/12,"I really hate what I have become, don't be like me I figured I'd write on here for people who were once like I was. I have just turned 25 and my life feels all but over, I am unhappy and difficult to be around, even going so far as to slam doors on people and be a general pain in the ass to my mum, dad and sister. I always wanted to be a good person, but I really am not much of anything anymore. I just wish I was normal.

I developed terrible social anxiety after being bullied around age 15 and held it in for a long time. I wasn't able to ask for help from those around me cause I was too frightened. Didn't mean harm by it, but I didn't have the courage or insight to talk. I began using drugs to deal with it through university and at 23 I tried to jump off a bridge and have been in and out of institutions ever since. I live at home now being more of a burden every day, I imagine I'll have to go to another hospital sometime soon.

Seems like this will be my life and as I said, whatever I used to be, I'm not gonna be that anymore and that is why it breaks my heart. Please, please just say you need help and please don't take drugs like benzodiazepine without guidance, it isn't worth it for the short term benefits. I really hope you guys can find  a way to deal with this particular anxiety problem. I know how lonely it can be, and I really hope you make it through these forests intact or better than you were before you went in.

Take care ✌️",5.027945966660283,4.318176377850165,6.17411381490707,82.96197164207702,68.60912052117263,9.699099444337996,28.156543399118604,9.168548406835145,1.9461942517723687,1136,31,254,19,17,383,172,307,0.18600000000000005,0.6709999999999999,0.142,-0.9229999999999999,0,2,2,0,0,1,25.0,0,5,0,1,14,19,1,0,9,0,33,7,2,5,2,54,59,21,0,7,11,3,1,4,0,2,5,2,2,2,16,18,0,1,8,0,1,4,9,8,0,0,13,3,34,11,44,34,4,32,0,1,0,1,21,16,1,5,14,169,50,0,0.09986878033606952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830988255607985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047211239017373,0.15279868720844145,0.0,0.19808598910316175,0.0,0.0,0.08218349684502357,0.26671316373026993,0.09336382831985372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029722158960892,0.08498097638275763,0.0,0.0,0.08832582045690343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182287745792436,0.10259274752678817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440710137870558,0.2059206546061177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316321579010584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596238752707433,0.09033702940955243,0.08414375473831527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049665605901541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127825595166236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135154586838686,0.08376519470370529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888579387998628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859974468441376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834498554767195,0.13387987663145445,0.0,0.10017652947970343,0.1983844658097724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488526987846306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108054604416634,0.19516336602102916,0.0,0.0881859627176234,0.08838072791017987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666318636811495,0.0,0.0,0.10878637932216846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341504459615336,0.07405143518647478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785020057954097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635699169352046,0.0,0.0,0.10626742355013433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384728752657703,0.08720156687102416,0.0,0.3288777923313813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556093520822616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559139918782352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499807982018177,0.07941966256257478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091678680888426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261248710949677,0.0,0.0,0.10180364478055492,0.0,0.0,0.09877277739047367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017778797931872,0.08027074267196915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823428893741915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780434628927863,0.10862855496344563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250912208693808,0.0,0.0,0.05890519415309,0.07927118932168194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257935991403174,0.0901160406582072,0.0,0.11484416871188015,0.09626994041823388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,armsofasquid,2019/02/12,"Im noticing more and more that when I talk to people, they want to talk to me. I'll qucikly ruin it by shutting up and running away. But it's just interesting.",1.5528431372549036,3.205652911764709,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,78.70588235294117,5.7098039215686285,26.03921568627451,6.42735559955562,0.8996392156862747,125,5,27,1,3,43,26,34,0.109,0.7759999999999999,0.115,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614029799991858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155013922218333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379406833061824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666764693985569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6183541205647902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268838453138648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EsnesNommoc,2019/02/12,"Overthinking interactions with online strangers... Not sure if this is the place to post this but I kinda need some input. Basically I worked up the courage and talked through the internet for the first time with someone whom I added to play apex legends with. We play a few games and lost miserably but doesn't matter 'cause we're new and just chilling. Then he said he needed to take off but that he had fun and I agreed, then I noticed he unfriended me after. I can't help but feeling like I disappointed him and that he just lied to me about having fun.

​

Afterwards I joined a discord voice channel, they're also chill and not good at the game but after a few games lost they said they need to take off but then one guy immediately joined another channel.

​

Am I overthinking it? I'm feeling rather down right now and really self-conscious 'cause I think I have a weird, non-conventional voice.",4.786490503715938,6.819707075144514,4.6443146160198205,83.77458092485551,70.73410404624278,7.948637489677952,27.964079273327823,8.634040054169528,2.042039141205616,736,27,139,13,14,226,105,173,0.188,0.679,0.132,-0.6954,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,2,4,6,13,0,1,9,0,7,0,0,2,1,35,20,18,0,5,12,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,11,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,6,17,8,18,15,3,18,0,4,0,0,19,7,0,3,11,86,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969247111915728,0.0,0.2972409661715097,0.3333460524355528,0.0,0.14383165211470275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28181676861318955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871160271448554,0.09799219543419173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667425540925072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504924598831395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358169829974145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194020806577316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701291086555408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29946816088762485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051229742624679,0.0,0.1324768288189248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616563939859374,0.0,0.0,0.09294796908213454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331041295958566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136815430101595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787274925938927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713994411376374,0.2609546242281013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430951883395988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622122896500214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927835760874992,0.0,0.2062651597997089,0.1102497099421596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789113174876936,0.0,0.0,0.07998323237490579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998592740826988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333460524355528,0.0
socialanxiety,VividElevator,2019/02/12,"Got invited to join a study group, thought I'd finally have a group of friends in college. Nope, I'm fucking it up. So bummed. Even though I was explicitly asked to join, I'm still so goddamn nervous all the time because the guys in it seem to get along better with each other than they do with me. We'll get together for a few hours and I'll speak up maybe 5 times because I'm too anxious to insert myself into their conversations. I do my best to at least look interested in what they're saying, and I laugh a lot...a *lot*. haha But that's pretty fucking weird. Today they had a ridiculously hilarious conversation in the group chat that I didn't participate in because I was the only one whose laptop faced the professor and I felt way too guilty to goof off where she can see me, even though I would've gotten away with it. It feels really high school to be annoyed at myself for not texting in class, but man...I have NO real friends so I still kinda wish I had just done it. 

One of the guys in the group always says hello to me and we talked a bit before class, but then after the group chat thing, he didn't really talk to me much while we were doing the group work, and then when I said bye to him as I was leaving he looked up but didn't respond. I feel after today I'm officially getting pushed out of the group, which is really awkward because the whole reason we formed said study group is because we all have multiple classes together and sit pretty close (in one of the classes, 3/4 of us sit at the same table).

I'm so upset for so many reasons. 1) for not being able to force myself to be social and make friends with these guys. 2) because I know I'm not really part of the group, so I spend the time we're studying/chilling just sitting there awkwardly, feeling like a burden and knowing that they wish I'd just leave 3) because I don't really know how to untangle myself from the group without making things weird

Sucks.",5.850493970315398,5.473104211734693,6.440213358070501,80.62556586270873,66.83163265306123,9.27012987012987,30.063079777365488,8.710501217029153,2.1346591836734694,1529,48,311,21,22,501,201,392,0.094,0.795,0.11199999999999999,0.8076,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,6,0,4,3,22,21,5,4,23,1,24,3,1,5,3,55,57,26,0,2,11,0,4,1,3,1,0,5,0,3,15,21,0,0,11,2,1,1,10,12,0,3,16,12,36,9,52,37,13,41,0,0,3,2,47,21,3,3,17,205,51,9,0.08485674014274544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060760553048658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586396285051016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793295972155609,0.0,0.0797257006771817,0.0,0.0,0.3620951682546175,0.0,0.07220683586724433,0.0,0.08905191353498028,0.07504889084641468,0.09264158253286713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683790679693101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120941531226136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871835242779647,0.06062167211315572,0.08147577785090145,0.09295641106168784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668032081411999,0.15689737779734858,0.1330024331753809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678676869028908,0.0,0.0,0.2520645416969952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965580491913418,0.0,0.0,0.08356679595197725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990513556094036,0.0,0.0,0.1797020709302744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04145671695423892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425165800075778,0.0,0.0,0.14428433192723686,0.0,0.0,0.1132850659373372,0.08603141571272749,0.08525000099446954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062379467746577225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250336969126115,0.06453737466971561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918915803456327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726596225478554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965855477870938,0.271807003082285,0.17449372347371148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143638374743394,0.1349629713233398,0.0,0.08587955130960133,0.06761983545458579,0.07725038922968096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865007603142608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553340458383267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640926682110216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275009516406942,0.0,0.16674263269809025,0.0673667730834864,0.14844194273118771,0.0,0.16086853523425926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207221025688434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735533056917553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473951996048052,0.19516212671266456,0.08179886937777303,0.0,0.06177671746281607,0.0,0.0,0.060279793538591725,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dukeyb,2019/02/12,"What do you talk to others about when its one on one? Hey guys, I'm here today to talk about one on one conversation. 

Now normally in a group of 3 or more I can really shine, I can make jokes, fun observations, and a conversation really works when everyone is bouncing off each other. 

But one on one... I have absolutely no clue, it feels awkward, like a game of conversation chess. Small talk is bloody awful and I can't be arsed with it, but it's like my brain falls out of my arse and I can't think of anything and sieze up, which makes me anxious as if I'm not doing enough to be interesting. So I ask you, people of Reddit.

How do you survive a one to one conversation? What do you talk about? 

",3.5389510489510485,4.374906426573428,5.33525174825175,82.28133916083918,72.14685314685316,8.796923076923079,24.09020979020979,9.120678840339163,1.5758900699300695,541,14,118,11,10,186,87,143,0.061,0.846,0.092,0.7386,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,2,9,6,0,1,4,1,13,1,1,3,0,18,20,13,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,1,0,8,0,2,13,5,21,18,3,13,0,0,1,0,17,8,0,2,6,87,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527863456513816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129364841442904,0.0,0.12643415627895738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509761636120738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974240134125918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923069454836006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838303675656643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391205290295813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321460139514383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055180202003768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250964291671188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7331544599653648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376062157482236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328054250440422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348135163800928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665839591405239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819476108587655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984586765122586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayydotcom,2019/02/12,"Boyfriend keeps posting ugly photos/videos of me to his snapchat And he has a lot of friends and it’s kind of eating me up alive. I’m the least photogenic person in the world which makes it even worse. It’s not even funny how ridiculously bad I look in photos. The last photo he posted, I was wearing no makeup and looked like I’ve been awake for a week straight. I literally had bags under my eyes. But he’s my boyfriend so he’ll always think I’m attractive. Last night he was in a ps4 party chat with his friends and said “isn’t she adorable” and looked at me and rather than feeling heart warmed by it, I was just filled up with dread. Fuuuuuuucckkkk. I know I should be grateful or something, but I just can’t feel anything other than remorse.",2.959430769230772,4.879976020000001,3.620666666666669,89.65546153846157,75.46666666666667,5.948717948717951,24.205128205128197,6.67199483983844,0.6170974358974357,593,19,125,5,13,187,100,150,0.11,0.7559999999999999,0.135,0.1771,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,1,6,0,10,4,3,2,0,24,23,11,0,2,7,0,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,6,8,1,1,4,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,8,15,7,17,14,2,16,0,0,4,0,13,9,0,2,5,74,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490542688811724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741244480489885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495698398134103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329933257341266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23663331894651515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811515890634024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27679776800253403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122752659561372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922299005259175,0.0,0.18654103420695375,0.09844764614747382,0.2920370813581837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751607690703689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512836360235136,0.0,0.0,0.15229376102505596,0.0,0.0,0.1195736815572539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810560994261536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564133513023415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431227011764621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039794771049452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379065034348372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478216579792815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369090485959748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255337741129765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Creambones,2019/02/12,"A trick I found that helps me with my social anxiety Look at other people, strangers on the street, acquaintances and everyone else, and pretend that I already know them, that they're a dear friend of mine. When I go for a walk, try thinking of everyone I encounter as my friends, kind people who wish me everything well. If I can, look them in the eyes and greet them with a smile as if I just met someone I knew. People can sense it, and unless they're having a bad day, they give back huge smiles. 

After all, what's the difference between strangers and friends, other than whether I perceive us to be friends?

It sounds simple, but I find that it helps make the world a warmer and more welcoming place, to think of it as full of friends rather than strangers I don't know.

Sharing just in case it might help you out too, whoever reads this ♥",9.309896103896108,6.6059239030303045,7.834372294372297,80.87727272727273,61.48484848484848,11.367965367965365,38.116883116883116,9.23628265651192,3.1361428571428576,664,24,139,8,7,199,105,165,0.052000000000000005,0.706,0.242,0.9811,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,4,0,7,12,1,0,10,0,6,1,1,1,1,29,19,15,0,4,8,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,2,1,0,3,4,21,10,22,14,3,16,0,0,3,0,20,10,0,3,4,93,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223766659290922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553581688846858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607950222535037,0.11518733875747132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897008451581233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413445883425174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524437697752232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636453764433224,0.12398578639819605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608911086876431,0.0,0.0,0.15126142480626892,0.5329215821517712,0.0,0.0,0.13233978342113506,0.07840346589711694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774066139577546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436597466853669,0.15163381041005844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316962703318265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920865742799204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463493132124189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869235647581022,0.0,0.14413445883425174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799314259238032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406285748971512,0.11688950995240148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679302500525598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366293919091076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594385312774568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403884082883172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864237293284533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cantmakeeyecontact,2019/02/12,"Feeling icky and uncomfortable after every social interaction This is ruining my life. I have social anxiety and autism but I've learned o feel more comfortable while in social situations, which I'm happy about cause I used to be very lonely. The problem is after I've been hanging out with people and am alone again I start feeling so uncomfortable, awful, and icky. Even if the interactions went well and I didn't feel bad in the moment. This is so dreadful that spending time with people almost isn't worth it. I  just don't understand what it is. I feel like no therapist or doctor really understand what I mean.

At first I thought I only felt this way when people were trying to make romantic or sexual advances towards me (I dislike everything romantic and sexual) but it's after every situation where I've spent time with people. It's driving me crazy and it's so hard to explain. It's not that I feel like I acted weird or did things wrong (I get that too a lot) this is different.

Just venting cause I feel like this is a problem that I'll never be able to solve

Thanks :)",3.846560340244552,5.958144440191388,5.198620414673044,78.47173179160023,73.49760765550239,8.28080808080808,26.443646996278574,8.998388855275968,2.3241289739500286,864,31,155,19,18,288,118,209,0.205,0.61,0.18600000000000005,-0.4169,1,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,12,15,0,1,5,1,16,2,0,4,1,43,37,18,0,3,9,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,19,11,0,0,14,0,3,5,6,8,1,1,8,9,17,7,16,27,2,24,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,6,15,104,36,2,0.10978756175288026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993638431507148,0.1137068037797506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398718423918232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091668028234137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255641365918817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470463494038535,0.0,0.11237222155139183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251364910662235,0.0,0.185001511751026,0.0,0.0986699813606408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885832297857327,0.23529676815854925,0.10541327627154344,0.0,0.0,0.09338524394199804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057359469701373775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168709009773565,0.0983480908557828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754620166999213,0.16090997126552806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333745896193743,0.0,0.0,0.07328404998443608,0.0,0.0,0.11959084007548695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467493581231536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349838793007082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30445148710500336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101037389268476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033272333008149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468116386575105,0.0,0.33574378000018745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770820128216786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010776364379434,0.0,0.12747182107067684,0.07293797767063212,0.0,0.0,0.0871590606421361,0.1280360202925774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453854778538117,0.0,0.0,0.2285854473021366,0.0,0.0948212035348877,0.0,0.0905862363297354,0.0,0.0871442563290739,0.0,0.0,0.09871220297195607,0.10177416965943402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003546403659557,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Beltranmeister,2019/02/12,"Too shy to confirm Hey!
A guy ask me last week to play a footbal/soccer match today and later he told me that the match may not happen due to we don't have enough players.

Today I didn't really know if there was or wasn't match and i was too afraid to ask that guy.

So, now I'm sitting in the street, there's no match, and I don't want to go back to home and that my parents think that I'm stupid for not ask.

How is your day?",0.6076546391752586,1.7020077422680444,2.3985438144329905,99.4621456185567,79.82474226804123,5.2623711340206185,17.27963917525773,5.148860815047168,-0.8788340206185565,329,5,86,1,8,109,62,97,0.10099999999999999,0.873,0.027000000000000003,-0.6921,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,0,8,3,1,1,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,14,20,8,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,8,1,8,14,1,13,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,3,9,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667053882444613,0.0,0.0,0.15537411223323694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031403435127445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087852790654266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483716131976955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001486315852135,0.17868380209341495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026858440197653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110486389112012,0.16470846010805404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22436724800027025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944684675569834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294739263145585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830645346172102,0.19308002700775065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918209840246242,0.0,0.16208289413719676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadadhd,2019/02/12,"How do I connect w people and make friends?? I literally feel like I can’t connect with people to the point of feeling safe and comfortable. Even my friends, best friends, family. No matter who I’m with I still feel like I’m scrambling to do and say the right things which I can’t do. Why can’t I be comfortable and just connect with people??",2.7504347826086963,4.634501652173917,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,75.95652173913044,6.918840579710146,27.44202898550725,7.793537801064563,1.583307246376811,270,11,56,4,6,87,39,69,0.027999999999999997,0.5710000000000001,0.401,0.9806,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,13,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,9,6,12,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236621292126264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076742410392876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091581278943896,0.0,0.3232880645673435,0.3045138891020487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939808430980984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082447690583995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226296802473995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443263290418947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147254498637834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820080660160028,0.0,0.16948600166342007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020234964826947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159115370056713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231267074276234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThisIsToday7,2019/02/12,"Recording yourself/talking to yourself through your phone, to talk out the anxieties, self criticisms, and stress. So I've dome been doing this off and on for sometime. I started doing it as a way to talk out ideas and brainstorm things better because I am more of an external processer than I am internal. Which is weird for an introvert. Then I'd do it when I was really anxious, afraid, sad, stressed, or mad. Basically any negative emotion that was overwhelming me at the time. Before I would write, i still do, but it takes longer than talking it out and I get frustrated with how slow it is.. I've found that it helps tremendously. More than I ever anticipated. It's like self talk therapy. In a way I don't necessarily feel like I need a therapist because I know more about myself than anyone. Of course there are things I'm blinded to so talking to a therapist is still a good thing to consider but when going to one isn't an option I've resorted to this.

It helps me to release those emotions and find a different and more helpful perspective about things. Then you can watch it later at a different time and get more insight into what was going on or watch it when you're feeling down or any of those negative emotions. 

Am I the only one who does this? For a while I felt like I was crazy for talking to myself. Then even crazier for recording myself, talking to myself. I've come to accept it though because It benefits me greatly in the end. We all talk to ourselves. Whether it's in our head, writing it down, or out loud. Theres always some sort of dialogue going on.",4.467463532077608,5.980778615635183,5.336173346551483,80.57881319926359,70.66123778501628,8.596459425010622,31.263135533210594,9.085049710711278,2.753010593400368,1253,55,235,25,23,409,155,307,0.095,0.7929999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.8796,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,2,0,1,15,16,2,4,15,0,20,2,1,1,2,41,35,26,0,2,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,28,15,0,0,9,0,0,4,4,8,0,2,7,7,25,8,47,27,7,38,0,2,3,0,21,16,0,7,19,177,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101442304392032,0.0,0.0,0.11607594599306616,0.0,0.06528919356409524,0.09641629908542057,0.0,0.05967566735799034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560777600215376,0.0,0.07262286761339593,0.0,0.0,0.0754812975670606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351772598960822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833609213506382,0.0,0.0,0.07468655907209525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288007128801798,0.07559091965999898,0.0,0.0,0.05637000115491954,0.07720003236781464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863066564774638,0.06097095400317281,0.08194521415455958,0.0,0.07800438380588229,0.0,0.0,0.09357710712936552,0.0,0.0,0.08917916594040842,0.0,0.14551171001393348,0.0715838874123809,0.0,0.09409388750563626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875892657149332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161618347815208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963448577952703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046903740789660565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508673026148284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328272282854673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566485111359726,0.06490921753408438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054674612906541145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806826569546985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440903648750274,0.0,0.060408094889579614,0.0,0.13631430293360314,0.0,0.19552632216484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416931223390585,0.6173784521885484,0.0,0.0,0.09760019607015318,0.1981857702515628,0.22679944734186835,0.0,0.08385167411438772,0.0,0.09953147718647573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548681911433086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060627105638094675,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alternative_Bat,2019/02/12,"If someone comes up to you it probably means trouble. Back in the day in school or university afterwards. You just mind your own business when somehow you end up in a conversation. Like someone actually comes up to you and starts talking about a homework or shit. Or this new class or whatever. Even tho you sure as hell didnt send out any ""yes i am popular so you should try to chat me up"". Despite everything i love acting so i have no problem acting like i'm good at smalltalk. So somehow you like meet this person again. Maybe you do some work together or whatever. You exchange numbers and do your work together regulary.

Over the time you start to notice how they get weirder and weirder. They dont show up for a while and when they are back they say they got detained by the police. Or they start talking to you about weird conspiracy shit. Or they tell you some shit about jews.

Honestly this shit happened more than once to me. My takeaway: If some random person starts befriending you, the social anxiety ridden person, they prolly more weird than you. At least thats my life experience. Don't wanna risk it anymore.",2.8204577464788727,5.599439079812207,3.6045833333333337,85.02687500000002,80.73708920187792,6.930281690140845,26.245892018779344,8.07648339933343,1.96401737089202,896,37,165,18,24,284,124,213,0.183,0.723,0.094,-0.9670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,16,8,2,17,18,5,1,7,1,9,6,4,1,1,30,21,22,0,5,10,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,3,6,7,0,0,1,2,1,6,4,10,0,0,2,1,31,8,27,18,7,33,2,0,0,1,37,12,5,15,18,116,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.1149508144010856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010456029289617,0.0,0.09011276363221804,0.0,0.11682087222750165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181153989083318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029397241176215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759679550761868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805472643727953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433130360809756,0.0,0.0,0.07780240975153656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105866446035688,0.1152259993508404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154296494271407,0.0,0.0,0.09880075972962553,0.09421132928373002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416562665602136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320200998480744,0.17264589041851525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631448158274172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834079341204395,0.1283131611319472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893925301735685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376703272971303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411025586218112,0.0,0.12544770675991124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30856184672927744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700280782167372,0.1127137951800001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367521947998042,0.0,0.11921471110021305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836590215503365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007704969996127,0.1996144454457237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33350329995504024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111020283867311,0.0,0.0,0.1893581310974022,0.10295792039688068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686871439824521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997499379124601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151215656679214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,neptune-pizza,2019/02/12,"The drive-thru workers at Taco Bell have started to recognize me, so you know what that means... Time to find a new Taco Bell. ",3.0948,4.646035479999998,2.9730000000000025,96.01150000000004,74.2,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.6677999999999997,97,3,22,1,2,29,22,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515080085840794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714900569150642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538111962994074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771092907861859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34965648461279697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880559839286144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Forever_Young09,2019/02/12,"Anyone else? Does anyone else struggle with fully being themselves around people? It’s like I leave my house with a mask on, very few people know me, and it causes me to be seen as stuck up or snobby. I just can’t be myself with hardly anyone. Every social interaction feels forced and fake. I don’t know how to change this?",2.7433333333333323,4.944792500000002,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,77.125,4.891666666666667,15.354166666666664,5.46131890053228,-0.6337208333333337,256,3,48,1,6,82,49,64,0.22,0.743,0.037000000000000005,-0.8844,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,13,10,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,7,1,9,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151859278856877,0.4055996391398463,0.0,0.17619718248521152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332576920632706,0.20938074703426027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320743781502165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33068557782214536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667622133972894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007794588857988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730390589002415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283814294680459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755123992992687,0.0,0.0,0.20957634002556685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669723853228596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744356161264996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176186798788268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069164975262727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331067925549367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BioloItz,2019/02/12,"Shopping with Social Anxiety like... Going to the bookstore to buy 4 copybooks but it's really crowded, so I end up buying 3 because I feared that everyone was judging me and looking at me like a savage for buying too many copybooks.",5.813787878787878,7.037615227272728,7.025454545454547,70.81651515151519,67.18181818181819,8.593939393939394,37.39393939393939,8.841846274778883,3.763403030303032,186,10,28,3,3,63,38,44,0.20600000000000002,0.725,0.069,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,6,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642497714516197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056834555569945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30594470774651056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300691297204358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38870002955733396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631342756576306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375151698550498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29007065225108275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35020751786982274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128859580070828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521180758510773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ihavenostrings91,2019/02/12,"Do you ever get over social anxiety? I've just turned 28 and I still feel like it's something I struggle with on a daily basis.
I'm a lot better than what I was 10 years ago; each year I get better and better and even my partner and close friends say I'm different from before but I still struggle at times. A year ago I would never have posted this on Reddit! So there is progress. Are there others my age + who still struggle and have any advice? ",2.2602419354838688,3.9721977526881713,3.5351478494623656,90.42272177419355,76.84946236559139,5.5102150537634405,21.302419354838708,5.985473137389443,0.1732161290322578,353,9,73,2,8,115,65,93,0.096,0.748,0.156,0.6702,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,4,9,8,0,3,3,0,7,0,0,0,2,15,13,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,9,5,7,11,2,18,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,13,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767956066531915,0.2679299437317129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027715460842322,0.0,0.115611745530389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859795062355214,0.0,0.0,0.4009786653924423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789555497084135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981796179902937,0.1367030286303593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764143548231734,0.10796516290310458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676034953800588,0.0,0.1579152456400494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383302115186914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128482775696228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655846330145682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473789587574162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018226054217696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540549502022869,0.0,0.11634495220690065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36207066535691135,0.0,0.0,0.4739722779185805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881233722197072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438278473735393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735628863901324,0.0,0.0,0.2919625098840958
socialanxiety,somnolenta,2019/02/12,How to deal with being an outsider? I feel like a complete outsider. I can't relate to anything or anyone. My life is so different from kids' my age. Tonight I went out with my friends and they all started talking about their accomplishments in school and love lives and it only reminded me of how different I am. I feel completely lonely and alone. I don't belong and I never will. I feel like I will never find like-minded people or people who will remotely understand who I am...,3.678306451612905,5.742475473118278,4.8039650537634415,81.32594758064519,73.83870967741936,7.660752688172043,27.75403225806452,8.472884824447931,2.190958064516129,381,15,69,7,8,125,61,93,0.055999999999999994,0.8079999999999999,0.136,0.8044,2,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,2,3,20,16,10,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,3,16,4,9,11,1,8,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,2,7,52,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281487327789545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342242500894715,0.0,0.1452556666872694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37014233779453226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197778822854846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688383210846735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677517648766551,0.2522027262146059,0.0,0.0,0.1613302479366669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637398247471458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467678766999488,0.25870691135631035,0.0,0.1558647575091923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931043070903458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822843458686327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722763659829313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342465595806578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447446334969442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786412038085986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493724647796857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418749589627027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837569001704412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636298911830452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,caramelcarn,2019/02/12,"I'm too afraid to do the things I want to do I feel like a pathetic mess almost all the time, because of how afraid I am to go out and do stuff. I'm in my senior year of high school and looking back, my anxiety really stopped me from doing what I wanted. When I joined the track team my freshman year, I clearly remember working hard, and getting excited over doing some of the harder exercises. I also remember gaining awareness of the more experienced members of the team, and just moved to the shadows. Even now as one of the best jumpers on the team, I still do these easier exercises because I'm scared of how people would think of me. I pretend that I don't care about the sport but really I just don't want people to look at me. I think that I could've been way better at jumps if I wasn't so scared. 

I became president of a club my sophomore year and I thought public speaking every other week would help me with my anxiety, nah lol. It got way worse and I was so stressed about the club because I felt like people were judging me. I couldn't look at my members in the eye. The club nearly broke me down and I had to give up my position eventually. It wasn't even a big club. 

I'm too scared to ask my friends if they want to play games with me, because i feel like I matter less compared to their other friends they always play with.  I don't want them to see me playing by myself either. So I always gloom alone, make a separate acc with no friends, and play alone from there. 

I remember making an online friend, but that relationship only lasted a week because I was so nervous over text and I just felt like shit that whole time, constantly worrying about whether or not I said the right things. So I just left him on seen and ended it from there. 

I usually hang out with my friends after school, and one of them is really social. She's friends with everyone. So one day she invited these guys I don't really know well, and to sum it up I was silent and so noticeably uncomfortable that one of the guys pointed it out. I cried when I got home and ditched school the next day. 

I would love to try makeup and new clothes but yeah.. I worry about what others would say or think of me.

Sorry for writing so much. I've been feeling like utter shit these past few months, and I could never pinpoint exactly why. Writing all of this out really cleared my head since I'm too embarrassed to talk about these things with any of my friends/family. Everyone sees me as that easygoing and funny person and I don't want to break that view of me. As stupid as it sounds I'm not even 100% sure if I have anxiety or not (these things felt like such a norm to me) ",3.4194328588267315,4.77527454832714,4.354326774866261,87.21584776498324,73.03345724907065,7.776661528697071,25.761356423973158,8.331364938255728,1.5068341100734428,2089,68,440,34,41,676,238,538,0.157,0.677,0.166,0.5710000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,5,7,35,37,3,8,23,2,29,7,4,4,7,90,69,45,0,15,18,0,7,6,6,4,2,4,1,3,29,29,0,1,14,16,0,4,13,14,1,4,17,20,71,23,69,46,10,55,0,2,8,1,34,22,2,8,32,298,100,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638923931835229,0.13216734132198552,0.0,0.05102555603742,0.10618324215750267,0.0,0.0,0.04339020072873119,0.0,0.14643401903434686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596499043418206,0.0,0.0,0.04906279942362166,0.0,0.19447742535247275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696035666717956,0.056431134369484125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505436858658183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689515116006842,0.0,0.10188764015028606,0.0,0.07008778623683813,0.08229905532604982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056513089757850014,0.0,0.0,0.12642958767720275,0.0,0.053759223581824785,0.12193854563839356,0.0,0.0,0.06015052495394747,0.0,0.0967865422093524,0.136748845431487,0.18379101340105045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295777685360025,0.0,0.03333594982035551,0.06120843436805856,0.03626236398861745,0.0,0.10206281573969653,0.0,0.0,0.1263557472278984,0.0,0.0,0.057157554607197125,0.0,0.06548326250608633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04276775052005233,0.0674144376730335,0.0640025211936301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03506605456247275,0.05201032543648143,0.0,0.0,0.06932529821177844,0.0,0.0,0.18703404182880792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074266092910222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057587316869090265,0.0,0.08518186885730836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092926149443995,0.06781557508733574,0.046904678891362565,0.0,0.04921104441824301,0.06162413685818765,0.06785829965566689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726434412768081,0.0,0.0,0.17294611951308456,0.04852726297172783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090995236449798,0.1327049336801391,0.055712851710552194,0.0,0.0,0.06031720040591782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043784703613108,0.0,0.0,0.06850365906290905,0.2168389431035265,0.054489890888721366,0.06069402332686349,0.05074101351636475,0.19164251401721835,0.1937249349678287,0.10169008435818697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099168107656356,0.052780900721414316,0.0,0.0,0.06504208087959754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142548238765241,0.0,0.0,0.05095547502011684,0.05334459033801151,0.07308944410403308,0.0,0.07304249130304641,0.0,0.0,0.06013630665157696,0.0,0.0,0.05128476635968947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695592219582999,0.12265273511891547,0.0,0.05065475826541654,0.07441146806085545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043320018500731125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027318560455499,0.0,0.22580624164836266,0.10129230870656496,0.10236249025984497,0.0,0.057369167847293824,0.0,0.05757490134734116,0.0712370099103964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046451455907377655,0.12959597950806706,0.06502366428628427,0.18130352577241526,0.0,0.0,0.12326672500141285
socialanxiety,kattenz,2019/02/12,"For advice - Does anyone feel so overwhelmed at times that death would be a welcome end? More in comments. Background:
I originally posted this on r/INFJ but it was removed because it discusses mental health issues. I was looking for responses from INFJ identifiers but happy to open the field to more. Looking for some help or guidance.

Original post (with a few changes):
I don’t suffer from depression, however sometimes when things really get on top of me and I feel overwhelmed and incredibly upset, I think that if only I could die and then it would all go away. Death would be the ultimate peace and escape from my feelings.

I certainly don’t want to take my own life - I am very blessed with a wonderful, supportive husband (my best friend and soul mate), our first baby on the way, a great group of friends and a beautiful home. It is work that gets me down. I am so sick of the tension and general unhappiness there and I am actively looking to move on but I am just at this point where I honestly feel like death would be the best option.

Do any other INFJs feel the same?",3.9085907859078617,6.12456948780488,4.680934959349597,81.78747289972901,73.6341463414634,8.067750677506776,28.462059620596207,8.841846274778883,2.454246612466125,855,35,156,18,18,275,129,205,0.16,0.535,0.304,0.9904,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,5,6,18,0,4,11,0,18,3,0,2,2,38,34,17,4,7,6,1,5,1,3,4,3,0,1,0,11,11,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,6,0,1,2,8,18,12,24,24,9,26,2,4,3,0,10,13,0,5,8,112,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575085113148027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751115817224467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998051612711055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090509967862492,0.0,0.0,0.07844602903476272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27009685436607656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613313761257784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027456112583091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083739930297784,0.0,0.13355615605440416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126143272558683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397794556241245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253385273624257,0.0919335828631203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094605777545072,0.0,0.0,0.19884557167783398,0.0,0.134466655076774,0.0,0.07313544112291101,0.0,0.0,0.1418771994852234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369890552689125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678761512303042,0.0,0.0,0.0862557747503843,0.0,0.12908294180555607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431515758255505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089500309852977,0.06286967004525022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241924717872928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968561394759087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677326719716956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978717985688647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165023384494507,0.0,0.24649197919273536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243979675782931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727413039848712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603179058271432,0.0,0.0,0.09675615020257404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549351952254396,0.08245704270382702,0.0,0.0,0.07503806898720554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617974903420292,0.07590256708233101,0.10214526667287956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395549007650883,0.09368522470443164,0.0,0.0,0.3656604775868117,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sheepbutt,2019/02/12,"Social anxiety killed my relationship I don’t know if these kinds of posts are allowed but today I was made to feel horrible about my social anxiety by my boyfriend. On a phone call where we were having a disagreement, he stated “You’ve known my mom for over 2 years yet you can’t hold a conversation with her. You should be embarrassed, that’s embarrassing”.  I think that was one of the worst and most hurtful things I've ever heard. I can’t stop replaying it in my head. I wish I could easily hold conversations with people like everyone else, I really do, but it takes me a while to become comfortable around people and it usually requires regular contact with that person. It took me a while to open up to him and I realize our relationship is over 2 years old but I don’t see his mom that often and when I do I always thought I did an okay job at small talk. I feel like such a pathetic freak (why can’t I just TALK!?)— I feel like one of my biggest insecurities (my lack of social skills) was used against me even though it’s something I can’t easily fix and it's something he has known about from the beginning. I don’t know, I just feel really bad and I won’t ever be able to forget what he said, even if he does apologize. ",4.279553508150247,5.13185227309237,5.571348925112216,81.20678951098513,70.44578313253012,9.714245216158753,26.69525159461375,9.916854025145753,2.33579546420978,972,30,203,24,17,326,141,249,0.214,0.6829999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.9858,2,1,2,0,0,0,21.0,2,2,0,2,15,14,1,3,9,1,23,1,1,3,2,46,40,15,1,6,7,2,4,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,13,12,0,4,11,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,10,7,36,6,25,25,3,27,0,1,1,0,28,11,0,4,16,136,49,2,0.11365236732720173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456787411755256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388749985020044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117470262233948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489497945565874,0.0,0.1255201104998831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160517741375163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074216733347257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945795253782223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949419693486306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501326334772244,0.2056101459365585,0.0,0.1085997074463435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298642071687267,0.16238654785473935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166401175864767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216672098379408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278243772428,0.0,0.12573950544842044,0.1183514512737954,0.1249207376336961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657441761975822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754061796427693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662165580131308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925904112389865,0.0,0.15402757089459396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758448267416275,0.09923686337394627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884755148340793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561723348998895,0.0,0.0,0.2440402185965908,0.0,0.0,0.10810942745840936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056622213817793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475628277299222,0.0,0.17499028984153892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501846810167376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545243601842455,0.1826989355648913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550558276341758,0.07282384790181358,0.1116628738543886,0.0902272845651755,0.0,0.0,0.10772915520368352,0.0,0.12627196191344064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815915466645922,0.12517202592539978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255358401789304,0.0,0.1306946135109216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637679663897155
socialanxiety,DickTheodopolis,2019/02/12,"I get mistaken as autistic Hi i am a 20 year old male who goes to college. I have grown up with social anxiety and ADHD. The two do not mix and sometimes it leads to me being mistaken as ""autistic"". Has this happened to anybody here? ",0.6251773049645415,3.065777936170214,3.030957446808511,87.28416666666668,88.7872340425532,5.686524822695036,26.9822695035461,7.1686216300943375,1.7183503546099297,181,9,35,3,6,62,39,47,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,7,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,26,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367508387168357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780093357574518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986787348014386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213642053371172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813399679043976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37045296893841456,0.0,0.0,0.3594239549425554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35500091029910474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340255397251729
socialanxiety,jj_jb_0,2019/02/12,"""What are you talking about face?"" I automatically assume that everyone who encounters me is disgusted by me/making fun of me, and once in a while since it's so ingrained in my thinking, i casually reference it as a joke to my friend or acquaintance, and they give me this bewildered facial expression, as if I'm paranoid. (Which is true) social anxiety is like a fucking demon I can't escape lmaoooo",7.978200000000001,7.6301739866666685,9.029166666666667,63.72375000000001,62.46666666666667,12.833333333333336,40.08333333333333,12.161744961471696,5.252533333333334,319,16,54,10,4,110,60,75,0.114,0.72,0.166,0.6147,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,2,8,2,0,3,0,5,3,2,0,1,8,9,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,8,9,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,2,1,3,2,39,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700803792233403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33735202583187235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727636308646977,0.3263867345549088,0.0,0.3386753421398899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248118052728634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759840764921536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29204454900426075,0.0,0.0,0.3598874766658533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837662157634937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621858931514205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mothirix,2019/02/12,"I just left two stuttery voicemails, one filled with cuss words, because I was too anxious to even leave a message. A girl called my family to help us find our dog. And she told us to leave a voicemail when we found him. We did so as I called her and tried to leave a voicemail. Unfortunately I'm a complete fuck-up when it comes to any social activity. So when I tried to leave a voice mail the first time I got so nervous I just immediately hung up. Then the second time I just let it go and didn't know what to do, cursing while at it. This is a voicemail to a little girl.

Eventually I finally blurted out a sentence in the third one and hung up. And my mom thought it was sooo hilarious just how awkward I am and Its so quirky and funny right :) :) 

I feel like I am having a heart attack.",1.7452965235173818,3.6250813619631934,3.4160981595092035,89.92557873210637,78.93865030674847,6.064458077709613,23.750102249488755,7.0316486544052195,0.7155262985685074,614,21,136,7,15,204,98,163,0.10400000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.115,0.693,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,5,0,0,1,15,4,1,2,13,0,10,1,1,1,0,23,19,18,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,12,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,6,8,2,21,1,15,10,0,20,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,0,10,96,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982444952795796,0.0,0.0,0.14922197560876568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502693027392073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051969055000599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697534730094007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378221751401073,0.1384918783228369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724295598561768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245209218225256,0.0,0.06678772111105473,0.09436377767460273,0.0,0.14469607651997626,0.12072614659628934,0.11235408543512196,0.0,0.14482780328692932,0.0,0.12211333637054338,0.0,0.0,0.07506872125860423,0.0,0.1056429342008223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565250554494604,0.0885358809937239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259217508311258,0.0,0.0,0.5594489784866928,0.14351412636151265,0.13506904958811616,0.0,0.06453158227781339,0.13238699472517612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547000070234936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790126540365686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280253079532165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464720174235545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486321106484242,0.15404328730629074,0.0,0.0,0.12621585697062485,0.0,0.17935832284788386,0.0,0.12903089783499566,0.0,0.31777148401506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lenguini-memes,2019/02/12,"Talking to someone very quiet Hey guys.
So, I want to talk to this guy in my class, and he is very shy and quiet. I’d love to talk to him, but I believe he has social anxiety l, which would explain why he’s quiet. I have social anxiety, but not to the extent of where I don’t talk to anyone, I personally feel I’m quite talkative now. I am asking for some advice on how to strike up a conversation with him. I have a swim class with him, which is the only time I get to see him. There’s also limited time I can talk to him as well. The only times would be after changing while drying my swim suit, and when we have free time at the end of class. Not looking for him to start liking me or anything, simply just want to start talking. How do I start a conversation? What excuses should I have to talk to him? What are some good conversation starters for someone with social anxiety to the point where they’d rather not talk to people? Thanks y’all.",3.871384615384617,4.449532138461542,5.1461538461538465,84.88384615384619,71.2051282051282,8.051282051282051,25.256410256410252,8.139509932561175,1.3060256410256414,737,20,158,10,13,246,105,195,0.061,0.8140000000000001,0.126,0.9411,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,1,2,12,6,0,0,8,0,17,1,0,2,0,27,31,13,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,3,5,7,0,1,2,2,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,6,24,7,30,26,3,22,0,0,2,1,35,7,0,3,14,107,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905220802819448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106114729843744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326306758468313,0.0,0.0,0.07087640935796143,0.0,0.08341433975992762,0.0,0.09476211643130404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420307065574245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723019164485202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977885296911554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125293260750289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529587631879884,0.0,0.0,0.08501972633565856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007335663433702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952157047012718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512064363173291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148541118932113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418452701843938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027337548519308,0.08850756424120337,0.0,0.0,0.09582220844683806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781361400240287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077437608817402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30998500211804003,0.17177160955930232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523892659183533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.651783509737751,0.0,0.09332280510240536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23642580077914094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167272642611712,0.11957480680034802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113885132085282,0.0,0.09146568741724596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440128530650982,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,awalawol,2019/02/12,"How do you guys volunteer for political campaigns? With debates, primaries, and the 2020 election coming, I really want to be an active volunteer for the candidate I end up supporting. However my social anxiety gets in the way of doing a lot, and I DEFINITELY can’t see myself going door to door or making calls. I’m also not super active on social media so it’s hard for me to at the very least share articles or videos on my personal accounts even.

For those of you who have volunteered for campaigns in the past or were active in the process, how’s you do it? What’s a good job to do for someone with social anxiety?",6.403187721369541,6.444283462809921,7.729940968122786,70.43049586776863,65.61157024793388,11.211806375442741,33.814639905548994,10.914260884657429,3.886741676505313,493,20,87,13,7,170,79,121,0.064,0.7659999999999999,0.17,0.929,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,9,0,8,0,0,3,0,14,16,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,10,4,21,14,2,12,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,4,2,66,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402537639384886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946831176399624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667025312315825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659113209535204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059000620686493,0.0,0.0,0.12721314795680894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062765832010197,0.0,0.1094613110767771,0.16154712567218082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070827481067007,0.0,0.0,0.17253538316504052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911297844425672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374506211070208,0.0,0.0,0.12856468828146245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838623440417401,0.0,0.1681744133939354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338707608052032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534804785596605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.589006672356826,0.16319277297385834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185647753079009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891849916587192,0.11360284944425145,0.1528801171993996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fakefunfood,2019/02/12,"Wanted to join a club but anxiety prevented me from going to the meeting today...I just stood outside the door So I am learning German and my university has a small German club that meets at an on-campus cafe once a week. Today, my class ended at 4 and I usually go home right away, but I stuck around on campus specifically to wait for the meeting to start (at 5). They have a facebook page and they seem like a really small tight-knit group of people but they post on there about the meeting and how they would like to see everyone come out and join them to practice their German skills. I walked into the building where the cafe was and the cafe is in a corner and you have to walk through a door to get in. I've never been in that cafe and I didn't really know who I was looking for and I didn't want to walk around in there looking lost, so I hesitated. I stood near the entrance for a while pretending to be busy on my phone and then decided I couldn't do it and just walked away. I spent an hour and a half after class waiting for the meeting to start and I couldn't even make myself go in and find the group. I feel pretty terrible about this.      

​

I sort of remedied this by posting on their facebook page and asking where specifically they meet and whether they would have a meeting there again next week. I haven't checked my facebook because I'm too nervous lol. I think that since I've shown interest now, they'll be expecting me and I'll know where to find them so I don't just show up unannounced. It just kind of sucks that I am like this. I have similar hardships with going to my professors office hours. It always takes a lot of energy to walk through that door and face them one on one. I'm not shy at all in a group setting, but having to be the ""new person"" somewhere all alone really gets to me and I freeze up. Hopefully next week I will be able to attend the meeting. Just wanted to vent somewhere because I've been waiting for the German club meeting for a week now and I feel bad that I couldn't just walk in and join. ",4.564807726386672,5.075995186602871,5.070744284954814,86.28206184653557,69.62200956937801,8.106468190678719,27.443203969519768,8.045849151850463,1.5153218855218855,1620,50,342,20,27,518,182,418,0.07400000000000001,0.825,0.10099999999999999,0.8294,0,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,12,2,25,11,1,1,28,1,29,1,1,2,3,70,65,32,0,10,12,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,4,1,13,27,0,4,10,5,2,12,9,5,0,3,11,6,45,6,61,43,5,68,0,1,3,0,29,32,1,4,24,232,58,5,0.10482830457265806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085705089747514,0.0,0.0,0.08722554702484321,0.11358142420767195,0.12737786408549368,0.0,0.0,0.08019336607039618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663883192170444,0.09800031399450423,0.0,0.1969792857655674,0.0,0.08752725563696226,0.12780472297269327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030030225691044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284676316213293,0.0,0.0,0.06923810651095398,0.0,0.0,0.1001679373374752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600868106012876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162234250909416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095369250209988,0.0,0.2383053650314738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515133666389084,0.10411815952096844,0.20646952790028814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916254779829926,0.1152217893922564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364144359602652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605874831576576,0.0,0.11443247765128844,0.08912127585202756,0.0,0.0,0.06997370730737464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085005094642059,0.10124382978278497,0.22297218232841653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163872314412623,0.14206874431255828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267474727619744,0.09153203213664576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079307712158506,0.10664807220616604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014670885741804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952279933292487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353458657806273,0.09543175140717086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671505680831214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839602704969992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881783899516717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716974478873969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987299509659045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545356745546576,0.0,0.1854913501340162,0.0,0.3363477711293178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893403979484982,0.0,0.12737786408549368,0.0
socialanxiety,crumblecake29,2019/02/12,"I'm a woman and I don't know how to stop looking at other women's breasts Obviously this is a throwaway account. I'm a 25 year old female, and I get really distracted by other women's breasts in conversation. I feel an immense amount of shame about this in my day-to-day life. This has been going on for at least a couple of years.

I'm bi, which I repressed as long as possible, and I've never experimented with a woman. So I'm wondering if I'm going through some sort of male-puberty-like fascination with breasts? Because it doesn't matter if I have any attraction to the woman or not. If I can see the outline of their breasts, it is distracting to me.

It could also be partially caused by my insecurity with the size my own breasts. They are smallish, and I don't know how to stop comparing mine to everyone else's.

I've Googled this problem before and found the suggestion of focusing on the other person's eye color or eyebrows. But then I get nervous that I can only look at one eyebrow or eye at a time, lol. And, I still feel like I might accidentally be glancing, even though I'm trying not to. I know that there's a difference between ogling and glancing, but I feel like I might be glancing a lot? 

I just feel so awful about all of this. I never want to make anyone feel uncomfortable in any way or treat them like a piece of meat. I find myself getting really depressed about this and avoiding social interaction with other women as much as possible. 

I know I definitely need therapy, haha. But I'm also reaching out to see if any other women actually have the same problem. Or to learn how men cope with it. I'd appreciate any help I can get. Thank you",4.1427045908183615,5.3108983952095805,5.877020958083833,77.71437375249505,71.03592814371258,8.800199600798404,29.784930139720558,9.188382445141503,2.577645109780439,1320,53,255,27,24,454,169,334,0.124,0.762,0.114,0.32,0,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,3,0,15,17,0,7,16,3,19,9,7,5,4,67,51,33,0,9,15,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,9,18,14,0,4,13,0,1,2,7,10,0,1,2,15,30,7,43,43,9,24,0,1,10,6,18,10,0,15,14,172,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.10477315243595164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172015904693588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920486418512309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507239098662179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544895735790555,0.0,0.0913600560063537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029385115178318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572254341869955,0.11879778395443523,0.0,0.1384836145601014,0.0,0.09247367024055624,0.0,0.0,0.11217400180441467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969002316018823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091384066527437,0.0,0.0,0.10259225022271673,0.0,0.10502397270929166,0.0,0.0,0.2714358861274079,0.15340374059983256,0.0,0.0,0.09813003957904816,0.0,0.0,0.11772063028084585,0.0,0.0,0.22437598135859796,0.0,0.12203647338946512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196477110408378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360208857773309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583536419932901,0.1573599481526498,0.0,0.0,0.09501500918733416,0.18031980732772687,0.0,0.0,0.09127823209112146,0.0,0.0,0.07166724482808708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277954662214825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892592991405542,0.07961009103397257,0.16561364599670905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112661936905763,0.0,0.07275358040086262,0.08165623231529738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374733466577342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420767354724547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054683945574074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375620616871902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171112662120508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944551456918228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574215505216336,0.17952458039691258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884764445716253,0.12278170323248876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548597012305116,0.0,0.06260563393447037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289406568550043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332690051303468,0.08522166494651565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164332071571586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827960775128875
socialanxiety,coolzam123,2019/02/12,"I’m scared it will happen again Hi reddit, I need help I’m a (20 yr fm).. I’m really worried of tomorrow I got hired at Dave and busters as an assistant server I have trouble approaching people and I can’t really express myself.Im afraid that I will mess up everything like my last jobs I got fired from due to me not being able to control my anxiety.Ill give you some examples of what people have told me.Ive been told I’m not very attentive,careless,compulsive,nervous,unapproachable.At my former job at a Salvadorian restaurant I thought I had everything in control but I didn’t I kept forgetting to charge people for there drinks I tried my best but it wasn’t enough I got fired .I don’t know what to do I’ve been fired at least 2 times I don’t want it to happen again .I really want to turn my life around.",1.5130206254158338,3.860586772455093,3.361267465069861,87.48871423819028,82.47305389221556,7.303925482368598,22.45143047238856,8.344100000000001,1.4990588157019298,649,22,134,15,18,217,102,167,0.127,0.792,0.081,-0.7962,2,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,4,6,0,2,3,0,14,2,0,2,0,17,33,5,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,3,2,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,12,3,22,2,17,18,4,14,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,8,75,28,3,0.14258126875687746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269275581780186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963024499510824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31983403368440794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967536212580686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473245650014592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562857013307982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677694513757996,0.0,0.0,0.3421057970149692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252168290159671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556921896358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540122373259879,0.0,0.2829798171810292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835893648646595,0.116222764105295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070936675205013,0.06965800585653863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572220414252824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965436973000997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740236353031049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427487235290772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319360091069115,0.08314028442032535,0.0,0.0,0.2724850249664678,0.0,0.09680332220563198,0.15508747716547758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764447904286547,0.16819625293219673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479819948209574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vrycoolusername,2019/02/12,"A girl talked to me in class It was no more than a minute but it felt like an hour. I can't even remember the last time someone (specially a girl) talked to me about anything other than school stuff or to get something out of me, or use me. I felt a combination of shame, embarrassment, gratitude, happiness, amazement, but mainly incredulity. Why is this girl talking to me? Out of every other person in the room, why me? I guess because I was sitting the closest to her. 

Despite being something so normal and trivial it felt so unreal, like one of those conversations I always have in my head. 

Damn, I can't even believe I made a post about something so stupid, I'm pathetic, I'm sorry. I'll probably delete this. ",3.0248662207357846,5.314861007246378,4.368840579710145,82.64734113712376,76.6086956521739,7.4345596432552945,27.282051282051288,8.384062270229773,2.115906800445932,561,23,105,11,13,185,84,138,0.179,0.69,0.132,-0.7507,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,2,9,0,7,1,1,2,0,15,16,8,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,3,15,5,18,9,2,12,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,3,5,72,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223366740126863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209891426852516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962514575654598,0.0,0.0,0.1656469577104938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942174042903678,0.0,0.12387500092998653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235015024226564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681455459849024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196474045518874,0.0,0.0,0.1565109693453963,0.0,0.0,0.1508901852254886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479012278992465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198450922939157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365808979252553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391187191822121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405339677895976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962802328661216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283766598108037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408094191305628,0.0,0.1585179414846257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655079500123793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879726615827732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457390322850515,0.3395613506726232,0.0,0.1645825796521828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830858176963054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35451965582228945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573152717886827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698249397955544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26533459684700605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,loolt_,2019/02/12,"Man, thats really fucked up. So last year around this time I asked this girl to the Freshman dance. I had a slight crush on her but her friend said she would definitely say yes if I asked her. So I asked her, and she said yes!! I was super excited. Later that night she texts me via snapchat and says you asked me to the dance as a friend right?? And im a little taken aback but I reply “yea” so the next day she texts me again and says she is super sorry but she can’t go. Im bummed but I think nothing of it. One of my friends said that she had told him why she couldn’t go but he wont tell me. At this point I dont want to ask her so i just move on. Now a week or so later her best friend and her walk up to me at lunch and her friend says, “stop telling people that [her name]  said yes when you asked her to the dance.” My anxiety skyrockets and I just say okay and back away. At this point I avoid all interaction with any of her friends and most of all, her. A month or so later i hear two rumors: That she rejected me when I asked her to the dance. And that she had told her friend that I kept staring at her. I confronted her over text about the latter and she denied it. Over time I buried the whole ordeal deep in my memories until today in class my friend says he talked to her about me in class. He says that she said to him that she thinks im a really amazing sweet and nice guy but im not cute. He asks why she said no later to going to the dance with me and she dodges the question. So now I hit up my friend that had talked to her about why she couldn’t go and he finally says the reason is that her friends didn’t think I was cute enough I guess and bullied her into saying she couldn’t go. I assumer then she spread the rumors to make herself look good so if was cuter I guess she would’ve gone with me. Man, if thats not fucked up. 

TL;DR
asked girl to dance said yes then no
Turns out she said no cause her friends didnt think i was cute enough. ",0.295953160825416,2.151029161971831,1.597195108636317,101.25688339338356,83.67136150234742,4.995654547439678,15.306037777049895,6.018495889221684,-0.9662530188885246,1517,23,384,11,43,481,165,426,0.109,0.672,0.21899999999999997,0.9966,0,2,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,3,20,28,3,1,17,6,19,3,0,3,2,59,60,40,0,8,15,0,0,0,11,2,0,18,0,5,18,21,1,3,7,6,0,14,13,5,0,2,23,21,82,23,44,31,7,63,0,1,2,2,105,24,2,10,25,238,100,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03615477486511126,0.0,0.040671925164849236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732910573993654,0.4473281854855132,0.0,0.049951306213096534,0.04088145336093315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055794547605915665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461623559859067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0342877397079476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231027965391635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986959829897304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824086980701571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518360132467226,0.09830241560523968,0.0,0.0,0.15107761476856382,0.04459320682200092,0.0,0.0,0.11713691835657933,0.05264280318150951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059922064862971025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22971406904157216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333747194610276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053286404921052535,0.0,0.0,0.04464613837153325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035488788244832266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424366781543511,0.056507156188543586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056542756326899236,0.049892788415695714,0.0,0.05101431209918044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036026729018159585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036858683298031464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051830895199114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955820576465009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811913712393725,0.05466361122865249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540356357931527,0.4045851297641099,0.38051838903047225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951510230390805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444492447960794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546580336590318,0.0929390391487956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362667745355135,0.0,0.0,0.062003167303653926,0.0,0.05039525143890434,0.10160498432578076,0.0,0.0,0.05782945572316268,0.051935559709891985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031358746494296263,0.0,0.042646642880431074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392242219214416,0.0593580580895689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553535183592881,0.0,0.0,0.034237228805401934
socialanxiety,Yardeysupreme,2019/09/27,How many people here are over 30? Does it feel like it's too late to catch up in terms of social matutity?,1.3169565217391297,2.8449817826086985,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,79.0,6.339130434782609,15.847826086956525,7.1686216300943375,-0.3904608695652176,83,1,20,1,2,27,22,23,0.0,0.88,0.12,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701097180170736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138465922699419,0.3021419499533144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770845249137025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066226955243965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428785594237126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932070636796052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311248351086519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,glutenisevil_,2019/09/27,"Help, what do I say during this phone call? I recently tried making an appointment with a new PCP, but she’s not accepting new patients. My dad is a patient of hers, though, so he asked if she would be willing to see me. She said yes. So now I have to call and make an appointment. Apparently I have to talk to Renee, because she was the one who was talking with my dad and she knows the whole situation. Idk. But I’m so nervous! What do I say? Do I just ask to speak to Renee.. and then what? I have to call within the next hour, help!",0.0355494505494498,2.1844153571428606,2.203928571428573,94.60645604395607,87.39285714285714,5.589010989010989,19.32967032967033,7.010146845296331,0.2180815934065934,408,12,95,6,13,137,69,112,0.071,0.84,0.08900000000000001,0.4742,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,7,1,12,0,0,2,0,15,20,11,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,5,16,1,11,14,1,8,0,0,1,0,24,1,0,1,7,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138374536102019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232086812333238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141862074183743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250149781118651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653001614055052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224693143662936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22408469142500453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242245298780964,0.17851223908268332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374068902256915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573335215164595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966545077010647,0.26696489543927265,0.0,0.0,0.13375611195240836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867239836094588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698257551443349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491349096363814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139603193553197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740048320085168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192370664437803,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SprayTanInACan,2019/09/27,"People Who Fake Having Social Anxiety It really gets to me when people pretend to have social anxiety because I take it like a slap in the face. They have no idea what it's like walking around and carrying this burden. I feel like because of my childhood, people fried my mind completely to the point where I have trouble being in public. I am forced to go through life with the fear of talking to people. In my head, if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend you definitely DO NOT have social anxiety because if you did you wouldn't even go so far in a conversation to actually date them let alone be around them. The day you wake up and NOT want to not leave the 4 walls of your bedroom that protect you from outsiders, then we can talk. I hate when YouTubers, the people who think they reached celebrity status because they have a mass following, pretend to have a type of anxiety because they were afraid to talk to the cashier. Honestly its totally normal to feel that! We are human, we get nervous and anxious when talking to strangers. Its just human nature. But real anxiety is forgetting how to walk because you are afraid of what people are thinking while you walk past them.",5.477045964125558,6.966832161434977,5.561320067264578,80.01489489910317,68.19282511210763,8.265582959641256,32.32315022421525,8.660442795831766,2.6927042600896858,944,41,167,15,16,297,126,223,0.165,0.753,0.08199999999999999,-0.9455,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,9,7,0,10,12,1,4,12,0,21,4,3,1,1,30,33,14,0,5,8,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,1,2,12,9,0,1,5,2,0,6,5,8,0,0,2,2,28,4,28,27,1,27,0,0,0,0,33,12,0,3,12,123,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.1002435664307248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639082992429208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39291695559040496,0.11604860356789852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289184062744285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757166842186725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077039023193072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662483236066062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784807111662333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559278285281707,0.1038804336801029,0.07338587082669618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733784404611336,0.0,0.11676055404237788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141844072401368,0.10542420804546968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596261538916035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876962400478743,0.0,0.10504199884767744,0.07255682579142393,0.1505569131922272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372170891686693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064746921071634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806144722122924,0.4272943039652283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710715136898904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692212185105925,0.06580746760252837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141417945871421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723547934628502,0.33026185143201675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164246831593654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058913195640386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BigBoiSad,2019/09/27,"I've never been able to keep a friend longer than a year I've tried for as long as I can remember to be nice and caring, but it's never work. 
I've had so many people walk away from me, and I don't blame em, I'm honestly a mess emotional-wise.

This last year was a bit different tho.  I started to become good friends with one guy.  He was really outgoing and had a lot of other friends (which, I won't lie, I was a little jelly).  He was probably the first person I ever opened up to, and he made me somewhat important. 

After a few months, he said he liked me.   Scared the crap out me.  Relationships give me a new level of anxiety, I can barely handle a friend, so a boyfriend would probably stress me out 24/7.

He tried to get me to date him, but I just couldn't handle it.  After a while, he gave up entirely on me.  He stop talking to me, and started ignoring me.  I'd try to say hi, and he would just disregard me.  

As toxic as it sounds, I give up, being alone is a lot more calming than anything.  I'd rather be alone, than dealing with the constant fear that they, just like everyone, will leave me. 

Thank you for listening to my Ted Talk",3.365490506329113,3.9100531518987367,4.924427742616036,86.13955300632914,72.33333333333334,8.62542194092827,25.782964135021096,8.841846274778883,1.6403419831223631,875,26,195,16,16,296,137,237,0.13699999999999998,0.679,0.184,0.9252,1,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,2,8,18,1,3,15,0,19,1,1,1,3,32,32,16,0,4,6,0,0,2,4,4,0,4,0,2,7,11,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,10,4,25,12,32,14,6,29,0,0,0,0,29,10,1,3,20,124,32,1,0.11566999619143008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395984636173667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848723048374185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518655114313987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086757690452842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774842306337408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628167757468248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793327011829707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499817336395813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925068702087567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085052691632135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046301337874062,0.0,0.11052763828969914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016090388851784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838883967038548,0.0,0.0,0.3574654085026692,0.0,0.060432798906988126,0.22192240062215304,0.0,0.09701850487957324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145314818404111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102812807330233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428648516475273,0.0,0.1224778245377482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302103484388848,0.11593172378214002,0.0,0.1023643067069088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667698872749265,0.0,0.10944974717983484,0.0,0.11727122101431887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232668740386528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784236637838102,0.11171480310705162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838098298234353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019101114837146,0.10099857907461728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494236393340587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410116145975891,0.0,0.0,0.12418628762195286,0.13103155716672787,0.0,0.11002865454065143,0.09198542362512276,0.11580584498160748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374363730899466,0.0,0.0,0.09670529617560876,0.1324995898291604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594232287417875,0.0,0.10649339173896843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23559700390805635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420913485036682,0.0,0.0,0.16433729312014336,0.0,0.0,0.14897537031497618
socialanxiety,Sakkara1,2019/09/27,"I'm 22. I'm lonely and don't have friends. Never had a romantic relationship. Therapy didn't help. What do I do? I just feel like a worthless waste of oxygen all the time. I've stopped counting all the weekends I spent alone, holed up in my room, and during the week I just circle between my low-paying job and rented apartment like a brainless drone. I'm starting extramural computer science studies next week, but since I'm only gonna be there every two weeks I'm convinced I'm not meeting anyone there either. I feel like a failure at life, am sick of living and my self-hatred levels have never been higher. I just want a friend, someone to hold me, since I'm too scared to end it all.",3.3893328973185106,4.954149712230215,4.6187573577501615,84.45513407455856,73.46043165467627,6.493394375408764,27.02485284499673,6.980632752743323,1.3298863309352509,546,20,105,5,11,180,92,139,0.188,0.698,0.114,-0.8066,2,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,8,0,10,2,0,0,5,20,23,5,0,1,6,0,2,3,2,1,2,0,2,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,2,0,5,3,0,1,4,2,10,6,8,17,4,17,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,14,57,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736949676091934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974612907765092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516819236960337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429050834481544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731842890807162,0.2446905431070599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646238154381857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147892408436664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699450866113526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209631289308714,0.25100099271511955,0.0,0.15122212490963044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641662636544557,0.0,0.18213262581495487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024785285664786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838647794944876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145706309004846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865728589751673,0.0,0.0,0.28332935219566285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510459486089636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121582963770625,0.0,0.0,0.14317762691647012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958460825667788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986071075638464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729216043951456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101118538069154,0.0,0.41211353431900427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blessedaretheneet,2019/09/27,"How do I develop trust? I want to be able to trust people – I think that has become one of the fundamental stumbling blocks I face in developing confidence and overcoming social anxiety.

I have too many negative expectations of others: and that is unfair on my part. I need to learn to grant other people the benefit of the doubt. In good faith, I need to accept that most people are not inimically hostile and abusive. And let's face it, the average person doesn't know me from Adam – why would anyone want to have a go at me? ... play a prank on me? ... use or abuse me?

Most people wouldn't even care!

Why do I?

Now, that's hardly a healthy lift for my already drooping self-esteem: but let's face it ... logically, that is the most likely scenario in any hypothetical social situation I may find myself in. Most people are totally just self-absorbed in their own emotions and don't care in the slightest about mocking, ridiculing, or belittling me.

I *can totally* afford to grant faith, hope, and assurance to the vast, overwhelming majority of strangers that I meet. They are not “out to get me.” I need to accept this is as probable certainty and certitude in most social interactions. So, I ought to be able to make friends and reliable trust people, until proven otherwise, right? I mean, as a social principle, I ought to place faith in budding friendships. The burden of proving any deception or disloyalty is incumbent upon the situation; it ought *not be pre-assumed*. If I am ever to achieve any measurable degree of trust, reliance, and social interdependence, I need to accept at a visceral level some communal/societal variation of Blackstone's ratio – it is better that ten liars deceive me than one true friend vanish before getting to make that special connection. 

I have such a hard time being positive: in giving strangers the benefit of the doubt. I am so fearful ... and that is *not* a good trait in a friend. 

But I'm going to try, or I'll never make any friends. 

So, I am really going to make an effort, not to run from people ... not to push away strangers ... not to hide from prospective friendships. That course of action has most decidedly *not* served me well in the past. It would be the height of irrational stupidity to continue with a course of action that has not only failed to increase my personal happiness but actively served to encourage my sense of anguish, despair, and  hopelessness. 

If the path you're on isn't working, change paths: and that means I have to teach myself to trust. Here's wishing me luck!",5.10210416425009,7.11063879399142,5.983694466999192,74.5948341259715,69.85836909871243,9.415520241271317,30.620345667555966,9.836113211274913,3.2865887484050567,2002,84,342,51,37,658,230,466,0.127,0.623,0.249,0.9967,1,0,0,0,1,1,85.0,0,0,2,5,14,46,5,5,24,0,39,3,3,6,7,84,65,28,0,17,19,0,2,1,5,7,0,0,0,2,20,14,0,1,12,1,0,8,15,14,1,3,0,2,38,32,67,51,13,39,3,4,0,0,18,24,0,18,8,246,58,5,0.15636039730370418,0.1852615025635104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627379328611216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126608639860197,0.0,0.05980763798005301,0.0,0.0,0.05466541267753537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345287016818113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634388710471308,0.06652559080901077,0.0,0.0,0.06914403246110877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941984592533612,0.0,0.08270428384925789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794220071627627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516372838745342,0.0707184655814429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797445887235956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145528521407411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24160731017621226,0.0,0.08169185405377938,0.07499757040374691,0.13329482567169748,0.131147682789544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322427521978333,0.1400682036721483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765057755916102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042965792590229535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598890999840693,0.0,0.03819489602692557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874355871721184,0.0792624505655856,0.0,0.17032231128492398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318785067305928,0.060297388856675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059538518518783,0.05945956400940916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466153653521387,0.07463184588706219,0.3794021415811148,0.13652786782391865,0.0816816677841216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429147710583809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050084237174775115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676546247933361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311799532330667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757556378131978,0.0,0.3984743353049548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009471451804404,0.0,0.0,0.04558750254239825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053079223001587315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752259008585494,0.0,0.0,0.0922254134879272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029338765242236,0.0,0.14109093826256486,0.0,0.08990337013917488,0.0,0.0,0.056916115740220326,0.0,0.0,0.11107394004558936,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the_meme_lord1,2019/09/27,"Does anyone else talk to their self I feel like I talk to myself quite a bit. It’s not like I’m talking in third person (e.g. “Alex’s gonna chip some onions.”) it’s more like I’m in an interview and I’m just answering questions from the interviewer. I also do it out of the blue as well, I would be home alone and I’d start commenting on things out loud, those comments would turn into me in an hour long story about why I got a scar on my knee from 3rd grade. Then it would just lead from one story to the next, each as boring as the last. 

I never do it when people are around and it’s usually when I’m at home. The thing is I actually like it. It helped me get through a lot of shit that I was going through when I started doing it now it’s kind of a habit. It also helps when your alone and you just want to break the silence for a bit. I’ve had people catch me doing it a few times which was embarrassing but thankfully they’ve never mentioned it to me. Anyway just wandering if anyone else does this or if I’m just like a psychopath or something😅",0.655786841092727,2.6261419469026563,2.496156213928433,94.66771642939592,83.07079646017701,5.523355136590997,18.23316660253944,6.7026698264267655,-0.1346888803385915,824,19,191,9,23,273,128,226,0.042,0.8690000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.8271,0,2,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,2,16,11,1,1,15,0,13,2,2,1,2,32,28,19,0,6,11,0,1,5,0,4,0,1,2,2,19,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,1,2,4,3,18,8,28,19,7,30,0,0,1,0,16,10,1,7,21,127,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.1132511326510637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403921253328385,0.0,0.18561532280871906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229412043807231,0.23782033155393245,0.0,0.10331190739312753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25339996262458353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311778568704766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389502891212101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867995919062542,0.08290839290371307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060632980486315276,0.0,0.06595567907793473,0.0,0.09281830499013834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557595908921834,0.0,0.23282154188021684,0.0,0.11428897473429135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208514960452262,0.0,0.09459880592187232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834885328900523,0.0,0.0,0.10270338497159183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866423726274208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901468606726514,0.0,0.12342384065937817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864061730751801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091328225987087,0.10133313341323187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000608699999947,0.12343680932959356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106874475996005,0.0,0.11912688981993748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642860325068695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27983737568805184,0.0,0.10684614745658833,0.0,0.0,0.1542011109879148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067671524513409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262325007173136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278161478654024,0.0,0.06845115417107056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434571846148813,0.0,0.10471991614779898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24732248217388075,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Violet_Dreams10020,2019/09/27,"Feeling useless in a group project, I need some advice Typically in the past when it comes to group projects I was able to at least do some work and not have to constantly be worried about being useless. 
But now, I’m in a group with people who have more knowledge on the subject we are doing and I am now the one who’s constantly behind because I’m trying to understand what we are doing.
My group mates tells me it’s ok and I can take as much time as I need but every time I’m on my own trying to contribute, I don’t know what to do. 
I’m constantly worrying over the fact that anything I do, any sources or writing that I will present to them won’t be good enough, that I have given them more work to do. 
I feel like an absolute burden to them and I’m even releasing my self anger at someone in the group (I knew him on a personal level but that doesn’t excuse what I said) which I know feel so bad that I did. Any advice on how I can get on track and be ok?",3.6639992531740115,3.7678050339805855,4.967669902912622,87.67057132188202,71.47572815533981,8.280209111277072,27.496639283047053,8.139509932561175,1.4945740104555636,751,24,172,10,13,251,108,206,0.11599999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.07,-0.9088,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,3,2,7,9,1,0,9,2,24,0,0,1,1,29,43,14,0,2,5,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,13,9,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,5,4,25,4,26,32,8,24,0,2,0,0,20,13,0,3,11,122,38,4,0.1457994431277838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849470568102558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982972420056681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998051877650473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173644496489153,0.08887798726919194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255933102896149,0.0,0.4726722054601104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506497993988404,0.0,0.096299157118604,0.0,0.1228423191135771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221161737685524,0.10415915130259497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617419138416999,0.0,0.0,0.12228965548785906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025512191637084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123024329789708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717936659785826,0.2162168793224318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879747598263232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918206601633484,0.10107897600287724,0.1273064499924972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868865815104806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521006168592995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353539502509507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962303626751588,0.0,0.12743513966427147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003365555174715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797650271392725,0.0,0.0,0.15178236218955168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122874621200269,0.29613282353930515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mega_mindful,2019/09/27,"Going out by myself for the first time in years! I’ve been with someone for 12 years and my social anxiety has caused a real strain on our relationship. I’ve pushed people out of our lives and I’m just now starting the work to get over my fears. My SO will be out with friends at a bar and I’m going to see a movie on my own. IT2.... which I’m hoping won’t trigger me, but I loved the first one so much that I couldn’t help myself.

Wish me luck!",0.5475056689342424,2.1214737959183694,2.3831972789115627,97.3705328798186,81.44897959183673,5.171882086167801,17.011337868480727,5.82211442006289,-0.7016226757369615,344,6,85,2,9,114,66,98,0.043,0.752,0.205,0.9619,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,3,5,6,0,2,6,0,6,2,0,2,0,17,17,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,3,1,1,12,4,16,12,2,18,0,0,1,1,7,8,0,2,7,55,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435270786647754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207007949026146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24175575272814914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654871360594709,0.0,0.0,0.1659855538896223,0.0,0.11224550808083776,0.0,0.2441980799736657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400333311236646,0.0,0.0,0.213385499248448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897084593231103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390230894324947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793278853313894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455817605315531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894363578490893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24453598988672784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306587350397779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712003894756016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190032518739708,0.18203400559418864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206550165780278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527546214434934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470564434198796,0.0,0.0,0.1564067409963072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767010040073097
socialanxiety,SunlightSage,2019/09/27,"The ""Exposure Approach"" I was thinking maybe one of the best ways to deal with social anxiety is just to keep exposing yourself to situations that scare you a little bit. Not absolutely mortifying things right away, but things that you want to do but you're a little scared to do them. It seems common sense to me that if you keep putting yourself if in these situations, over and over, it will get easier and  you'll be able to handle more and more. I think I'm going to try it. Has anyone else experimented with doing something like this before?",5.744340659340657,6.85788903846154,6.315824175824176,76.24346153846155,67.26923076923077,9.404395604395603,28.31868131868132,9.606745405546679,2.4827681318681316,436,14,81,9,7,142,72,104,0.078,0.821,0.10099999999999999,0.5558,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,1,1,1,4,0,2,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,17,18,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,0,8,2,15,14,4,12,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,2,58,18,0,0.16366336645435045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252020273712448,0.0,0.0,0.11443723118769306,0.16769245977432673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376712025243827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926547047612758,0.0,0.17175460586653954,0.0,0.17867800772787304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687297443801302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671974184811922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009417693017064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550735401605604,0.0,0.09301366277976736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909430399641551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995765389363647,0.32806737819269804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442184945498894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090253275068336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452688741175886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976762071057364,0.0,0.0,0.32771116225185376,0.0,0.0,0.1489929820538759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679289622418739,0.0,0.1668341914864745,0.0,0.12599605536520206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746133673716864,0.20973775357370453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111668267697826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965328939063846,0.1299083623888104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RevolvingBoars,2019/09/27,"Someone pointed at me I was sitting in a circle in a class. The teacher was busy preparing the lesson, and I was minding my own business anxiously, staring at the door, and trying to avoid any eye contact. As always I was thinking about what others were thinking about me. I was thinking about how they judged the way I greeted them. I was thinking about how they could see me sweat. I was thinking about how they could see that I was moving my hands and arms every few seconds, holding myself tightly. I was thinking a hundred negative things about myself at the same time, my body was responding as if I had just seen a man-eating lion, but it was only a circle of young students. I always get told I look angry when I stare, it's probably because of my bad eyesight, but also the fact that I've been depressed and anxious since four years old. Anyway, I was staring at the door hoping that the time would accelerate, and then this quite sociable guy next to me pointed at me while looking at someone else, mocking the way I was looking. I knew what was up, he thought I couldn't see it. I felt so humiliated, I was found out. Everyone knew I looked like an angry and sad person who hates everything and myself. All my suspicions were confirmed, I wasn't fooling anyone. Everyone knows I'm anxious, if not for the look on my face it's the sweaty hands, the fidgeting, the tightness in my every move. This happened a year ago and I still think about it, amongst other things. I hate life.",6.240379901960787,6.421283895833334,6.422614379084967,79.18970588235297,65.94444444444444,8.58202614379085,34.302287581699346,8.124751697461798,2.6302383169934638,1174,50,216,13,17,376,154,288,0.175,0.773,0.052000000000000005,-0.9898,0,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,4,2,16,10,3,1,20,0,24,8,7,3,2,45,53,22,0,7,6,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,17,9,0,4,14,0,0,2,4,8,0,2,27,18,42,2,26,22,4,31,0,2,13,0,11,14,0,3,13,160,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309394107737944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496302049453403,0.15599666473387466,0.0,0.0,0.0637457140908853,0.0,0.0,0.31769506331144515,0.0,0.06554446740950905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826812452541272,0.05714240609834915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412286380480963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496858799759939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073723756047606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591836833667994,0.07830688116792063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795825041785602,0.17914320598605582,0.08424654197131366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000411149653623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027799423125444,0.0,0.0,0.04897474292598463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281631798486167,0.0828930616513414,0.0,0.0,0.18509565220180632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931039481980812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051516486462221914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621060674805135,0.04579612583580117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39358563046124817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464963778972604,0.0,0.0,0.19925938058930376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996924581102359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836328049186384,0.0,0.0,0.07129271077468517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184925298068793,0.0,0.0,0.17722725164957776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010664642129996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997029332227043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409346815084025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775418447100847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884945028431993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486006258198286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455201293030305,0.42044902903040576,0.0,0.07441827148755331,0.10931989454820484,0.0,0.0,0.08957160299302791,0.0,0.06364260748696972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881126249639254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658947483218862,0.0,0.0,0.12072964673882824
socialanxiety,pvranoidandroid,2019/09/27,"Afraid of listening music in a bus Does anyone else feel that way? I'm always afraid that someone would hear the music I'm listening and that my earbuds don't isolate the noise enough. And when I'm taking bluetooth headphones I feel like I look like an idiot with them. Actually, I'm afraid of doing anything in public transport, I would never start to read a book there, and when I'm using my phone, I always adjust the screen brightntess as the darkest possible - so nobody could ever notice what I'm viewing.",8.123163265306122,7.349016010204082,8.068285714285718,72.12671428571429,62.36734693877551,9.880816326530613,33.885714285714286,8.841846274778883,2.939875102040817,411,14,69,5,5,133,64,98,0.07,0.8590000000000001,0.071,-0.2283,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,3,7,0,5,0,0,1,2,13,20,7,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,8,7,2,7,17,1,9,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,7,40,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.2003296118647843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34162894554515866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435408079116912,0.21033985973696187,0.1689329613198777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390423931959094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964724156398326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149018722909656,0.0,0.0,0.21211540835307133,0.0,0.0,0.1856930220890286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759763145360405,0.14665642437243984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313723442071988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058482924655474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238861375092548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832928880475355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23371957514120864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314292227120695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534164425318835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393823865926578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530255175596862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543495922037495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730127073926902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294654369250394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916586980899286,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,t0matolicious_,2019/09/27,"i've never felt so low and exposed today was a terrible day. i had to hand in my work today in class about an essay, but i decided to make a song. i worked really hard on this song, despite that my work was different from others. i was proud of my work but then we had the opportunity to stand up and check others as well, i felt very out of place. 

everyone's were unique and so well-said. others checked each other's work in groups, and that seemed very comforting.. cause i don't have friends in that class. i may ocassionally speak from time to time but i don't have friends. 

it hurts, i feel lonely but the same time i'm here telling myself it's my fault for not doing my best. it's my fault for not getting myself out there, out of my comfort zone. i just really don't know how to human anymore. maybe life isn't cut out for me sometimes. i want to live in solitude, but i also want to he normal like everyone else. 

tl;dr maybe living this life isn't cut out for me. i don't know how to be friends with people, i have no one. i don't know how to maintain friends.",1.1762215909090905,3.1589983348214328,2.7621590909090905,93.39420454545454,81.27678571428572,5.858441558441559,20.003246753246753,6.980632752743323,0.22061428571428546,833,22,188,10,22,273,116,224,0.179,0.7140000000000001,0.107,-0.9588,1,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,8,11,19,2,0,5,0,19,3,1,5,1,39,31,17,0,3,8,0,5,1,4,1,2,3,0,1,12,12,0,0,8,2,2,0,11,8,1,1,8,8,27,11,33,21,3,23,0,3,0,0,10,14,0,2,9,124,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304953476370592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539349383551822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210802819911633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119529257297808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503973894929684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156684152186195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720017701265272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236553254009656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883288965607383,0.0,0.22343925435032516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35958420516512235,0.0,0.060791000874454486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042317669312698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456108098471814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183799157292614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437080879840185,0.05684547093872967,0.0,0.20548826075600293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766826942231514,0.0,0.2337896876593981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089740615173218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400378763284533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884556881692377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066632552212195,0.0,0.12156684152186195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908075920929753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068082490586648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592577219292744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115078667911124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169992678618532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035436658172591,0.0,0.22058301564760213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920111186733164,0.1372591002353957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092353241209896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42354132879105777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,saratovw,2019/09/27,"is it weird how anti social i've become? i've been living with my parents since finishing uni for almost 3 months now, with the intention to find a job and move back to my uni city ASAP. my boyfriend lives there and we take it in turns to visit eachother - when im there im pretty sociable and see a few people but when im home i have absolutely no desire to socialise whatsoever. 

there are a few people i could reach out to but the stress of social interaction (way less than it used to be its mainly just laziness) vs how happy i am in my own company/ the fact i already have one foot out the door means that for 3 months of being at home ive been out maybe 5 times?? when im not at my boyfriends i barely even leave the house - i have the occasional brief conversation with 2 or 3 people online but other than that im completely antisocial.

is this weird?? should i want to interact with people irl/ stop being a complete hermit?? are there ways people motivate themselves to be more social when they cant really be arsed? my boyfriend talks to his friends on discord maybe theres something like that i could try?? am i overthinking this entirely??",2.5918181818181765,4.86368701754386,4.029888357256779,84.62906698564593,77.94736842105263,6.952472089314195,22.64433811802233,8.00094639256281,1.2699491228070174,912,28,177,16,22,301,134,228,0.08,0.7959999999999999,0.124,0.8808,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,1,15,6,0,1,10,0,21,1,1,5,1,33,27,13,0,5,7,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,10,11,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,2,1,19,3,27,17,6,24,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,2,12,117,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109603055672617,0.0,0.11141096047059047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763137398033984,0.0,0.0,0.11150147717741338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117075489811304,0.0,0.0,0.1612153727345809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668258312782993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227485720952387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800080840939658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074729194525563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025405691007168,0.0,0.0,0.11649333327678972,0.0,0.0,0.5452661701159505,0.0,0.1001864032452279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690118930595492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932355341467425,0.0,0.17829760292445415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285412288161475,0.10997413911600244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611693010616857,0.10730362582535574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841255003839397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121032164759984,0.0,0.0,0.3499619010936103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271177677548664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467703291512479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045139149868738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835144731050661,0.0,0.0,0.3087454954390059,0.0,0.07772330557760893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440639121713825,0.11564839421950165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590873531354655,0.08114716085373992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887010701918045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685446529055242,0.10981459158725644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719631221011859,0.0,0.0,0.059548337363655224,0.1602733882067368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jixezalox,2019/09/27,"I was humiliated in my own home by a Bell Internet door-to-door salesman I was watching Netflix in my room, and heard a loud knock at the door.

I'm wearing my ""fucking around at home"" clothes that I'd never dare to wear in public -- beige cargo shorts, striped socks pulled up all the way (it's comfier that way, even though it looks ridiculous), and my messy long hair (not up in a neat manbun like it normally is), which has more poof than your typical 80's glamour shot, is long enough that it offers leading lines directly to my cringeworthy Rick & Morty t-shirt which says ""TINY RICK!!"" above a very cartoonish figure.

I reluctantly answer the door because I'm the only one upstairs.

I can see through the blurry mosaic door window -- It's Bell. Great.

They're selling an internet service but they pretend to be your best friend, and lie to you by telling you they're not selling anything, and that they just want to talk about an amazing opportunity.

It was an attractive girl, and a very aggressively assertive alpha male with an overly excited/happy/fake friendliness to him.

The girl says her script (""Hi, are you the primary holder of internet/cable in your home?"", then the guy beside her looks into my house and says ""Heyyy buddy! Nice shirt."" 

I say, knowing he's patronizing me, and that I look ridiculous, ""thanks!"". The way he said it, he was showing off for the girl, he had no idea what Rick & Morty was.

He kept looking at my shirt, ""Tiny Rick......... I wish!!! lol!!"" 

The girl looks at him as if she were telepathically scolding him. Then she looks back at me.

And my social anxiety-fueled automatic response was to smile, laugh, and play along with everything. It's my coping mechanism I guess. I wish I could be real, in the moment, with anxiety, but no, I can't. Just an automatic smile and play along. ""Ahhh yeah! Heh.""

We shared an awkward silence, then I told them I'd get my mom. 

I closed the door, rushed away from the door in a sweat and I see mom coming upstairs FINALLY. Where she takes control of the situation.

So embarrassing.

Right that moment, I changed my clothes, threw my Rick and Morty shirt in the closet and vow to never wear ""just fucking around the house"" clothes again. I've now learned that I need to 100% *always* be ready for immediate social interaction with strangers, even if I'm minding my own business in my own home.",3.69922560660816,5.834323004474277,4.296554809843403,84.6726794011358,73.98881431767339,7.3586646016176225,26.89778007227672,8.222332236545338,1.7811007743933924,1841,69,356,31,39,584,234,447,0.057,0.7859999999999999,0.157,0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,110.0,1,6,3,4,14,23,5,2,29,3,18,10,8,2,3,54,46,23,0,8,9,2,1,1,1,0,0,7,12,6,18,25,0,2,5,5,2,5,7,7,0,1,13,17,50,16,48,29,7,48,0,0,9,2,48,27,2,3,14,208,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243029299631351,0.1886313382926026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665909151499513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163247754436093,0.15498103183839634,0.0,0.0,0.08178376558728301,0.06693396933955245,0.0,0.05306320136111233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135072830696728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208445834594284,0.07498350624572023,0.0,0.0,0.09763090314856113,0.06950015349730719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994308811584463,0.0,0.1149877876872478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782324638711769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535601779013354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672524966498345,0.16094757723101813,0.04547860027135457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596991074588283,0.09589236997749892,0.08619047231492122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492619941426298,0.0,0.0,0.2008817002204699,0.0,0.09826576038622076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04783889726059108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252689399535385,0.0,0.0,0.15406817062843406,0.4385866466888365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789291756718096,0.20389739620658595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454443984204906,0.13427242542023246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852878322875794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589854757416779,0.0662033632414011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907883821960327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743378838734842,0.08280187727116207,0.2768938978501909,0.0,0.0,0.1387307913231371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784476665545333,0.0,0.1774674375910003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544870587203389,0.06996528978028248,0.07608314144205068,0.08014142124860743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552349035604052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317738664480154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364621059346458,0.051342728885999486,0.20728218828561587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020010469663274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,catechumen201920,2019/09/27,"Social Anxiety is Creeping Someone Out I have an interest in someone at my school. On the first day she talked to me and we talked for awhile. However I didn't remember her name. So, I tried to approach her in the hallway to talk to her again. However, I kept freaking out (like I always do) and still haven't talked to her 4 weeks later. Then, I kept walking past her like 4 or 5 times in a row but kept chickening out. She caught on, and started to seem freaked out (she full on glared at me yesterday). So I tried to apologize but now am really anxious and can't approach her. What should I do? Should I just leave her alone so I don't get called into the counseling office bc she thinks I'm a stalker?",2.065336538461537,3.945054048611112,3.4800000000000004,89.84192307692308,77.95833333333333,7.20854700854701,25.66025641025641,8.139509932561175,1.5326865384615385,549,21,118,10,13,180,84,144,0.098,0.8590000000000001,0.043,-0.7509,2,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,23,20,11,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,3,3,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,5,0,25,3,21,13,1,30,0,0,0,0,20,14,0,2,14,81,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530308120164332,0.0,0.0,0.14887249563287114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687029714700438,0.2021242227885808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269330255852292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153860581544794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521859103061079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347625751881088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944627543157547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481870026192287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079562524436254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146182102489786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267701980276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107260586497687,0.0,0.1628784625512852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238239302088516,0.3031899961974145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266377090337978,0.0,0.14288259763534106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752238112745344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464218773972998,0.0,0.0,0.10432739412395592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429445224699351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351567229011974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,antisocial72,2019/09/27,"How to deal with people who think you're rude Too often I meet my boyfriends friend or my friend's friend and later they tell me ""X thought you were rude"", or ""X thinks you're cold"". 
It's obvious I dont have a bubbly personality, but I already work up so much courage to say ""hi"" and I try so hard to be as enthusiastic and normal as possible. 
Recently I met one of my boyfriend's friends and I thought it went well, until my boyfriend later told me the friend thought I was rude. I was honestly surprised because i didnt think i did anything that was rude (my boyfriend doesnt remember anything rude either). 
It just upsets me a lot and hurts my feelings and makes me spiral into yet another depressive episode and how much I hate myself. I just want to be liked.",3.0175565610859763,4.858774516339872,3.8849673202614383,88.17158371040726,75.07843137254902,7.060633484162897,28.109100050276517,7.882392219407189,1.6573905480140771,603,25,126,9,13,193,90,153,0.18100000000000002,0.624,0.195,0.1451,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,10,19,6,1,3,0,11,0,0,3,1,31,24,17,0,2,6,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,9,1,1,12,4,25,10,11,10,4,8,0,2,0,0,16,2,0,4,6,80,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434156392928616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665785246053128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301895683682221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525878090692998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419192545210555,0.12046322369330985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391761429945048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707185986754905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402864631452843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528917987778534,0.1380850994508178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972552169777964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832967187802003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890595519912912,0.0,0.0,0.09335919427390438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562981712971026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703539214584046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477433746838168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696293237632064,0.12212239567346404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767376735618746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809718212160205,0.0,0.15843676036474874,0.0,0.0,0.11122414199351467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224584496465415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688544095075961,0.0,0.33310521226440154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364445420658808,0.0,0.0949573442661536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249442854880883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125753035434329,0.12965378522773136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182144520982764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,osestella,2019/09/27,"I'm very sociable on surface but deep down my social anxiety is destroying my life - can anyone relate? Although I may seem superficially a very social person I have a deep social anxiety.   
It took me years to discovered I was suffering from social anxiety because its not very obvious on a surface level. I try to over compensate and with a bubbly personality but in reality Im drowned with obsessive thoughts. I over analise every relationship I have to the point it freezes me. I want to answer people perfectly so I take ages to reply thus I get self conscious people hate me because of it.   
It affects my job so deeply. If I do something wrong (or if I don't have an answer to a question) I cannot come clean about it so I ghost and avoid people. And the more responsibility I have the worst it is because one thing affects the other like a domino effect. For exemple - I know I need to reply to an email but I cannot reply because Im anxious so I will avoid emails altogether and the problem gets worst and worst.  
I was diagnosed by my therapist 3months ago. It got better after I realised that my procrastination was actually social anxiety but now Im worst then ever. Im not even seeing my therapist anymore because Im so overwhelmed by un-replyed messaged that I cannot grab my phone - not even to call the therapist.",3.8537286931818215,5.956860835937505,5.772400568181819,74.40299715909094,73.453125,8.560795454545454,31.16761363636364,9.218907990703514,3.130365625,1058,50,185,25,22,365,133,256,0.26899999999999996,0.6659999999999999,0.064,-0.9961,1,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,10,16,2,4,14,0,17,2,0,4,3,38,31,19,2,5,10,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,12,8,0,2,8,0,0,2,7,13,0,1,6,3,31,3,24,23,5,21,0,2,1,0,15,12,0,6,8,130,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.08585787290259345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799085479158753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692243720811203,0.09939477026230584,0.08725463714491283,0.06151915499310165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681654666197729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781304926599493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983959757886187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578881946578697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930001576254662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622274174857584,0.07958487884546703,0.07412874399590788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919340691865582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703673512690701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686414404139446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751790220254135,0.0,0.08730869385164244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048352680868830496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214438441115075,0.04298362737123263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523763883058757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961897217022628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298720480581493,0.15364521459085098,0.0,0.0,0.08317155660990266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418702165229726,0.0,0.0,0.09856012768190728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445988738524434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011037109601098,0.0800956319960539,0.0917845557633771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44843353765575,0.0,0.06773294650775218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615161656151658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064621224357527,0.058451421538673436,0.0,0.0,0.06984798807438812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775139008520864,0.05973409486561802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177834286503616,0.051894143195577176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619465376016803,0.0,0.05665761080630021
socialanxiety,dmmeanimes,2019/09/27,"in an hour i’ll be going to a birthday party where i don’t know anyone at all. any tips? so i met this woman who works for a company that helps people get their “green cards” (i’m an american in germany). i just moved here with my military family and i’m terribly shy and bad at making friends. (20 female) 

she took me and my family out for lunch and at the end she said me and her daughter would get along really well, and i should come to her bday party. i shocked myself by saying yes. now i’m overthinking it. 

i’ll be the only one there that no one knows. how am i supposed to even introduce myself? i barely know the mother either. i feel like i’m going to regret this but i’m trying to put myself out there more and make friends. 

her mother also wants me to get there before anyone else to help her decorate the bar we’re going to. 

any tips?",1.0493785310734474,3.115188203389831,3.245000000000001,89.31179378531073,82.22033898305084,6.193220338983053,17.742937853107343,7.3871296695380915,0.32026327683615863,660,14,139,10,18,225,108,177,0.064,0.816,0.12,0.8716,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,12,8,0,0,8,1,6,2,0,3,1,27,28,11,0,4,3,3,1,1,2,2,0,2,0,1,6,12,2,0,4,1,0,7,2,4,1,2,3,4,23,4,20,21,3,18,0,1,1,0,19,8,0,0,4,89,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640450322903435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149792062668005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210454111281372,0.16195624592274754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197765156787386,0.0,0.0,0.13450165150736226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615897974874325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204300397911234,0.0,0.13999865149024754,0.0,0.0,0.10440042509984908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980191816114038,0.0,0.07992240057287546,0.11292164956996928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24424121484502834,0.0,0.24774727630325996,0.0,0.2694959033389132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189524146472524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566216039967087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26060512915847306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722256251014978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101919612855324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799805324648426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142178353373415,0.12021553600528145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958235128019783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889895749887778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101260470332888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035598753646667,0.1256996122133412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561600295188368,0.10731574222222567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932308174510448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211939517292388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507318418894695,0.0,0.0,0.1122848229822708,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gabriella_123,2019/09/27,"Severe Social Anxiety Fuck!  I knew I had Social Anxiety, but after reading notes about it, it runs my whole life and prevents me from participating in life, it fucking holds me hostage, debilitates me, I feel helpless against it, it has so much power over me! FML! Can't live like this anymore! 😩",3.1066060606060617,5.880679690909092,4.290454545454549,80.62901515151516,79.36363636363636,6.575757575757575,29.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.2213030303030306,233,11,41,4,6,76,43,55,0.247,0.728,0.025,-0.9029,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,8,1,6,5,2,4,0,1,0,2,2,2,2,0,2,28,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358312099937221,0.0,0.2322552896899962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841438694843588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330130037077313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308331219129894,0.11441426099168105,0.0,0.20679560841535466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215788484064395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342551285288566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645700207612218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774579992670031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614667286594352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,abbleroses,2019/09/27,"Is anyone else super shaky and sweaty when they try to approach people? Whenever i try to approach people to befriend i get super shaky and hot and i even nervously sweat. Sometimes I freeze up and can't move. Other people tell me ""Just start a convo-"" and it irritates me because it's not that easy for me. Talking to people about other stuff like school related is easier but i get so shaky trying to casually talk and make friends.",3.448704819277108,5.929437650602412,4.521310240963857,81.12606174698799,76.10843373493977,7.041566265060243,24.832831325301214,8.07648339933343,1.7698204819277112,347,12,60,6,8,113,56,83,0.115,0.705,0.18,0.7748,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,5,9,0,4,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,13,7,9,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,2,9,5,8,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,39,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833752301572402,0.20271514150448186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060421315830835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652737508442275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306744721493414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285422351711336,0.0,0.2067312435200185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966568630767762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320627863397316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027746686955795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486420537743292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022926661534293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567333797502146,0.0,0.14003540449731272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22648469802499066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180399412738002,0.17292487397783446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029704272216915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iloveyoudontrun123,2019/09/27,"Can psychiatrists see if someone's socially anxious? If a patient, for example, is talking to a psychiatrist for 10 to 15 minutes, can the psychiatrist notice if the person they are talking to is socially anxious/has social anxiety? what kind of presumptions do they make?",8.55035460992908,9.958456234042556,9.60085106382979,54.13333333333336,61.127659574468076,13.07517730496454,47.581560283687935,12.45797560212912,7.159785815602835,221,15,29,8,3,76,33,47,0.094,0.9059999999999999,0.0,-0.5007,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,8,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,3,0,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610324843007889,0.4756118224548426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192041203150472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405108735995865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396564792956833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380112034609966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774183028925854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.643736963820542,0.17835658766188695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383850305337551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anggebird,2019/09/27,"Socially Anxious in selected events? I'm socially anxious but not all the time, mostly i feel the most anxious when i prepare going out. Just the thought of it gives me dread. The second thing that makes me so anxious is the travel part especially since i travel in a public transportation. Most of my plans are spoiled because instead of going, i back out. But this does not happen when i am with someone so when i go out i ask someone to go with me but obviously i can't do that every time. And i'm pretty confused because my social anxiety does not happen all the time/places i go. For example if i ever conquer anxiety of going/travelling alone, I am pretty okay with eating, watching movie by myself. Well it also does not go according to plan sometimes and i feel socially anxious and hide in the toilet. 

Pardon my English, not my first language.",4.952955010224951,6.478285680981598,6.0682361963190194,75.74975715746423,69.49079754601226,8.378118609406954,32.6017382413088,8.841846274778883,3.000366462167689,678,31,114,12,12,226,90,163,0.152,0.752,0.096,-0.6757,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,11,4,0,2,8,1,6,1,0,1,4,31,22,13,0,1,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,3,2,0,9,6,2,1,2,1,3,20,2,17,21,6,24,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,5,9,88,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480374472118613,0.0,0.08092270443988693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548222467655365,0.5715872426333597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946002739368628,0.0,0.0,0.07780991967710342,0.0,0.12337064352997545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656597573236312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354403704732427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153339020663116,0.08525809611245486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023307973129156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860733301921005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707198565287924,0.3450563354398907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896639393333785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754602725075673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958039594688528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589601062109675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370654944000465,0.0,0.0,0.4126074458308656,0.17147824395274774,0.0,0.10008085536758783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722705184009235,0.0,0.0,0.0803346469870921,0.17701651009184655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098319693496787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cumbercube,2019/09/27,"The Stress of Life is Really Getting to Me So this is gonna sound kinda ranty/like I've lost my mind but i need to talk to someone or even just vent, also I wrote it in notes so it might be poorly formatted, for which Iam sorry. I feel like the adult world and the stress that comes with it is destroying me. 
Im at a point where im so stressed out that when i get home I procranstinate doing things I usually find enjoyable in my free time (e.g. video games, movies). 
Its the coalition of a number of issues I cant see a path to resolve. First and foremost at present is my career and college work, i dont feel that my work is good enough, no matter how many times my tutors try to convince me that it is, I'm not happy with the result unless it satisfies my own standards of how well I should be working. I need to be the objective best at what I'm doing in order to feel successful, I know its irrational and stupid but its just me.

In terms of my home/social life i feel like it's dead in the water. When I was a kid I genuinely could not imagine a world where adulthood would mean crippling loneliness and anxiety. I have a small group of friends who I dont really see very often as they're all busy with their own stuff and since High School ended (many years ago now) i havent been able to find a partner. Due in part, i believe, to my anxiety. I am acutely aware of the fact that I, and nobody else is entitled to the love of another person if they don't reciprocate and I don't act like a ""nice guy™️"". I just dont see how anyone can find a partner these days, I managed in high school because there were so many people you could easily meet. 

I see too much confidence in some people but I just cant be that. No matter how much i want it and try to get it, I'm still the same anxious mess. I just want to be able to talk to people my own age, as myself and not the boring vanilla version of myself I present when speaking to new people.

TL;DR: the weight of the world is too much, mates are too busy to meet, think its impossible to find a partner when you have anxiety.

I hope this made sense in some capacity, any advice is welcomed and massively appreciated.",4.078855417080817,4.434131427937917,5.179385274103527,85.62827050997785,70.64079822616408,8.437984555394143,26.63819863903968,8.433251757073789,1.5530753268598514,1698,50,370,25,29,562,222,451,0.115,0.706,0.179,0.9854,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,2,8,29,25,2,3,23,0,37,5,0,6,2,71,65,32,1,10,14,0,5,3,5,4,2,2,1,6,26,16,2,0,13,2,2,2,13,8,1,1,6,11,48,18,47,48,15,45,0,1,4,1,23,22,0,8,23,245,74,10,0.1548762966618812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567166231354643,0.06864424614487273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619272592426208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052660596332295334,0.08120065048152664,0.17771991454691027,0.08748306572137672,0.0,0.05414655383962471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047205576467634576,0.0,0.0,0.0872462751700756,0.08126655911923401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670610794485057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365612048555458,0.0,0.0,0.04994119937528441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27227079934388304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468963628433988,0.0,0.0685872145610592,0.08001430774772793,0.0,0.05114716663601542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662021820856148,0.11064365728099523,0.0,0.0,0.2831082586565442,0.06586884941100167,0.0,0.0,0.05982852130685225,0.0,0.1213747090836329,0.0,0.0,0.06495144479193046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667594165596844,0.0,0.08243434885480341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363531072201665,0.15535355339322898,0.07691355415693958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672929773007733,0.08082530779494244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04255798114014898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939370856852723,0.11349710316761318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453288655542003,0.0,0.06989095225584181,0.07327384832683126,0.0,0.235530384028754,0.0,0.08435284530348353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214963793002107,0.0781904546796098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077784751235972,0.11483881154435563,0.0,0.07479024620566757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385796834994261,0.0,0.2147434467219524,0.06761600419395457,0.0,0.0,0.07320408039428494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992177214758296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674308067268086,0.2468327130755883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640576365230987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561309178451638,0.0,0.0,0.08668566710190515,0.0,0.0,0.061842205288023276,0.0,0.2661154118307002,0.0,0.08864815292426045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244837006469714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051446464823863024,0.049619238635082684,0.0,0.0,0.09030961406572832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051508390863015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852871800073406,0.06389458235199087,0.09135005247765826,0.0,0.0,0.09429880270846236,0.06962619529726198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691276828064603,0.0,0.0,0.05500983876528297,0.0,0.0,0.04986762861570256
socialanxiety,ThR0wAwAy2759,2019/09/27,"I've never had a ""best-friend"" in all of my life, and I'm envious of those who do. Let me start by saying that I am by no means a hypochondriac. Anything I say in this post is an actual fact as I am posting this as a sort of last ditch effort. The reason why I am using a throw away account is to avoid some humiliation and shame as I can imagine even on a social anxiety sub-Reddit that there are many trolls. I have had many ""friends"" throughout my life, however, almost all of them have never had a real connection with me beyond talking to me when no one else was around. I have found that as I got older and became home schooled that all of those childhood friends that swore to stick by your side inevitably ditch you at some point. I was scrolling through my phone tonight realizing that everyone I used to talk to has either forgotten who I was, had a falling out with me, or simply stopped talking to me. I guess I just crave to know the feeling that everyone else has when they are with their best-friend and there is no doubt in their mind that they would ever manipulate or leave the other party. It almost makes me jealous/envious if I'm being completely honest. I crave so badly to have that deep connection that everyone else seems to have. I have had many close-knit friend groups, but I seem to have always been the third wheel if that makes any sense. Like yeah I was there with them and yeah we did stuff together, but they never quite treated me like they did everyone else in the group. Maybe I ran them away with my endless rambling in an attempt to inform and teach everyone something new they didn't already know, but who knows really? It was very discouraging as a younger teenager. I would also like to state that I live in the country, a very rural area, so it isn't exactly easy to meet new people considering most of my neighbors have threatened me by some means at least once because people are very territorial here almost like wild animals. The nearest town from me is around an hour and a half long drive away so meeting people in person is very unlikely. I've found that I go through this annual cycle of trying to meet new people, getting left on read and ignored, or becoming friends with them only long enough for them to completely forget that I exist almost as if I was wiped clean off the Earth. I don't exactly know what I would like to accomplish with this post beyond maybe getting some advice for developing and maintaining a long-term friendship or meeting some of you lovely people who are currently in the same boat as me. I am very interested in programming, technology, aviation, language learning, gaming, underground music, science, philosophy, and the like. If you would like to talk with me then private message me on this throw-away account and I will write you back with my real contact information. I am seriously hoping I meet a few good-hearted people who may share some interests with me. Thank you all for taking the time out of your day to read my post and I am looking forward to hearing your responses.",8.65392735251097,7.278159226962455,8.238354461238423,73.273728668942,61.679180887372006,11.374841540711849,36.6282301316431,10.290406445055957,3.591151340809361,2441,92,452,44,28,778,271,586,0.07,0.8029999999999999,0.127,0.9922,2,1,1,0,0,0,54.0,1,8,12,4,18,27,1,3,26,2,52,3,0,6,11,103,82,37,0,9,13,0,1,7,5,6,2,3,3,1,32,27,0,4,17,3,2,6,9,8,0,3,19,5,71,19,79,55,16,66,0,1,1,1,56,32,0,26,32,323,103,7,0.0,0.0,0.05724468561967341,0.0,0.0,0.057322861869555326,0.0,0.0,0.2349621192364396,0.0,0.06473388528258961,0.04691118998834807,0.04881066110064914,0.0,0.0,0.039891499634522896,0.0,0.04487551350830223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04827301451611715,0.10444147481880132,0.0,0.0,0.22045580656806008,0.045106697189812826,0.048979494628435385,0.03575920835615816,0.06478647883434502,0.0,0.0,0.12312222569404213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300990971907455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783149974329121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601499275932588,0.0,0.0,0.06061250632510574,0.0,0.03874504508632399,0.053062243630903456,0.0,0.28026555345866866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02966077016105735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286375433915924,0.2719281134744013,0.0,0.061295915102537575,0.0,0.03333840488184276,0.04920207359273731,0.04691656996740445,0.0,0.06462171806136405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611522371524274,0.06951358149222353,0.0,0.0,0.058841777819055925,0.05826362083294085,0.0577692803180795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895423199430275,0.04781655404435568,0.0,0.06211354157503032,0.06373536102236001,0.059984859028862025,0.08286801497354593,0.20061165117794966,0.0,0.05179874818922812,0.15573944861698066,0.049260475806461534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294385347969428,0.0,0.07831336184944766,0.17841917643913896,0.11786574197235432,0.127798077954208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923089960076945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572896604220686,0.1699655123739779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247206313931325,0.03975021979317603,0.04461434288362842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24400895706828665,0.0512205328927666,0.0,0.0,0.055453617119472484,0.0,0.2247241358302232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239320683652151,0.11735377271967785,0.13353814804612876,0.03757974629660573,0.060313290166653676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329918221849053,0.0,0.059368075761170376,0.0,0.10680556408204853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979751423272444,0.0,0.045160112845205484,0.0,0.0,0.04152056611890698,0.0,0.0,0.04904323257862896,0.0,0.0,0.06715282405206152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410578046341061,0.1885979971638604,0.0,0.054007178362363316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034205707753137755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039826976440907866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132855955702308,0.0,0.24200739130058946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052932439064158086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668439902604495,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,abc153351,2019/09/27,"Sympathy Does your social anxiety also makes you less sympathetic?
I'm sick of seeing people complain about such minor ""problems"". 
I also feel like I hate people the moment I see them. It's like I can see their flaws. Past their bullshit pretentious self. Fuck em.",3.2743749999999987,6.347631020833332,4.24666666666667,78.86500000000002,82.54166666666666,6.533333333333335,22.583333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.7184333333333337,211,7,33,4,6,68,39,48,0.3,0.527,0.17300000000000001,-0.8285,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,3,0,4,6,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,9,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,9,2,2,9,1,2,0,0,3,1,8,0,1,0,4,18,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622233501841072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325246756953774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981894697598852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451237476013268,0.16179351672874134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093721406427693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359680414004698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128812334751646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117357020965064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161956548679524,0.3140179771114961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167056292243229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5414128609845144,0.0,0.2362624252456237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308623586764615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Plain_Cheerio,2019/09/27,"Did you have Abusive Parents? My mother was very abusive. She called me ugly, retard, wh0re, failure, fat, lazy, worthless piece of sh1t, and useless. She criticized every aspect of my appearance and even hurled racial slurs at me (despite the fact I am her daughter & fully white), saying I looked like a dirty ""spic"" when I dyed my hair black. She would complain about how bad I smelled right after I took a shower, tell me to walk in front of a bus because ""no one cares"" and compare me to other kids ALL the time. 

She'd openly state ""I wish I never had a kid"", constantly reminded me how much she ""hated"" me, and lament the fact that I was such a ""failure"". During a parent-teacher conference she called me ""manipulative"" and ""lazy"" right in front of my teacher & claimed I would never survive in college (I just graduated with a 3.8 GPA). If I spilled over a cup or was late downstairs in the morning she would say things like, ""See, this is why everyone hates you"" or ""this is why everyone thinks you're such a freak"", and ""this is why you have no friends"". I was also very sheltered and never allowed to go on sleepovers or have friends over. 

 Honestly, the bullying at home was 10000x worth than anything I endured at school. She would scream at me the whole car ride, and as I walked into school crying she would shout that she didn't care and had ""no sympathy"". As a result, my confidence is completely shattered, and it feels impossible to piece it back together. No matter how many compliments I receive, I can never feel smart or beautiful. I can't forget the years of insults & berating comments. 

The sad part is I was never even overweight, but my mother's comment drove me to become anorexic and anemic. I am a very quiet and insecure person. I feel perpetually sad and unworthy, and I truly believe I'd be completely different if I'd grown up with loving parents. My dad is very wealthy, but he traveled for work & I feel like I don't even know him. My parents were very cold and distant, and I feel like this shaped the person that I am today.",6.8046144994246225,6.591700316455697,6.886703107019564,77.66733889528196,64.82278481012658,9.612197928653623,34.41024165707709,9.095868883498916,2.936898734177216,1615,65,302,24,22,518,212,395,0.155,0.741,0.10400000000000001,-0.9332,7,1,0,0,0,0,78.0,0,3,0,2,13,24,3,1,20,0,33,4,2,6,8,59,52,31,0,8,9,7,6,4,2,5,2,5,2,4,11,20,2,0,7,1,1,13,12,12,0,1,13,17,57,12,31,32,6,44,0,4,4,1,40,17,0,7,17,203,68,6,0.0,0.18021502546760107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081762898781452,0.0,0.3296031280207207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258315527049756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058478209042173435,0.06349906564004718,0.046359733514390995,0.08399190116798917,0.0,0.08568297158241674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531230979496544,0.0,0.15507728910719845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947519244294225,0.08218366983799427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353800156147798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945667953818565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069209144522766,0.0,0.0640759017319609,0.14533919478527413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226731570826516,0.1086611127420806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751299367130548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043221302628500116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016842475934952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628494210595857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04179541512262882,0.0,0.08578837754432966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861790636433106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638633413926341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686386262832606,0.0,0.0,0.07710336119294195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590593381315558,0.0,0.29327451516027553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515338476846554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377807188647034,0.08235537740815517,0.0,0.0,0.13280888277633413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298935758868141,0.0,0.12095696251662005,0.0,0.15393451354613435,0.06060247356932559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647156733321619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050524632426150566,0.04873014699622573,0.0,0.0,0.04434571034997525,0.0,0.07208706653255519,0.0,0.08449500325552754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31374850520918096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058714844724894,0.08490776731084528,0.08745442477289797,0.0,0.0,0.05536573495146105,0.0,0.0,0.2701207840959901,0.0,0.0,0.048974086254484295
socialanxiety,american_hero87,2019/09/27,"I bailed on another presentation I'm a junior in college and have only been able to do one of the 5 presentations that I have been assigned so far. This most recent one made me particularly disappointed in myself, it was a for a film class that I really wanted to force myself to be comfortable with creating something and having it viewed and judged by other students. This was the first assignment of the semester and it was essentially a short scene that had to depict a struggle, the twist being no dialogue. This scene would be shown in front of the class, while the professor repeatedly pauses throughout to ask what the purpose of each decision was, like character movement, shot transitions, lighting, everything. 

The professor said that we could either do the project on our own or be in a group of three people max, this was extremely nerve-racking but the person I was sitting next to asked if I wanted to be in a group with him, I said yes because I really wanted to be able to do this. My partner had an idea for the project, I had a fear that it would wind up rather cringe-worthy, but I didn't have any better ideas so I said it was fine. We got a few establishing shots finished the first day we met up, I was not confident acting in the scene. When we parted ways we said that we would be in contact to figure out when to film next, however, over the next few days I kept running scenario after scenario through my head about how the class would react and how embarrassed I was going to feel not being able to defend my cringey project.

 I was in so much distress that I never reached out to my partner after the first day of filming and he didn't reach out to me either. I'm not sure if he was feeling the same level of anxiety that I was, but I couldn't stop myself from panicking and crying at the thought of being in that classroom. I justified not going to the presentation by telling myself it was the best decision for my mental health, as I don't know how many more of these kinds of situations I can take.

I have an official accommodation for my anxiety, however, I didn't inform my professor of this at the start of the semester because I really wanted to get over it myself. I ended up emailing him the day of the presentation informing him that I wasn't going to be attending the class due to anxiety and spoke to disability services at my school about contacting him to prove that I wasn't just using it as a random excuse. Although I still feel as if it is just an excuse to not do the things that make me overwhelmed and uncomfortable, it's a vicious cycle self-care and self-hatred.

​

This is my first time posting on this sub, I felt as if I needed to reach out to other people who might have had similar experiences because I sometimes think that my therapist is really just someone to tell me I'm not as awful as I think I am, and I don't feel good putting all of my anxieties onto my girlfriend who is the only person outside of therapy that I am comfortable talking about my issues with.",11.91975344452502,7.214469585448395,11.418540004834426,63.322791878172616,58.72927241962776,14.776601401982115,44.04810248972686,12.11862946488302,5.122685375876237,2419,94,447,52,21,803,252,591,0.095,0.8420000000000001,0.062,-0.9540000000000001,2,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,7,0,0,6,16,16,1,5,41,2,60,2,1,7,4,89,96,35,0,16,20,0,5,1,3,5,1,5,0,4,39,25,0,2,17,3,0,9,16,7,0,7,35,12,67,9,87,44,13,70,0,2,1,0,40,28,0,8,31,356,106,18,0.2338650160983595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844642157449336,0.09472386412037302,0.053012076840000165,0.08174262014850714,0.23854146293139575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575481373025306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425619431569588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180896869010958,0.06894486730001684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062240728528328175,0.0,0.08562991290963352,0.2010981176178373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904499648293227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006093225530535,0.07625495364081364,0.0,0.08772105381845062,0.15766557199577305,0.0,0.0748490301287965,0.0,0.0,0.26523395096435426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04072827282960468,0.0,0.1329108780701086,0.06538495995092285,0.062347739116552635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000432552523155,0.08286252536379222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600342468496802,0.0,0.08136477225599607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117814204938785,0.042842032249704266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03808487796246902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376291095059813,0.05203557141242215,0.07903413991933693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785603101961088,0.08269794156610623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057305898561975974,0.057802648714691485,0.060123705911992564,0.0,0.2487180977613672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564865825495784,0.11857658873602335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441767415169131,0.0,0.10808837054062298,0.13613460764193572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465934638694678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836631170990876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997598903581255,0.0,0.07697116323712211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966122464791405,0.0,0.0,0.07889462724962197,0.0,0.0,0.16264814390360774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762469221820703,0.0,0.0,0.06605102307315926,0.06001357166781639,0.07709949361141835,0.0,0.055176954030350264,0.0,0.06225496798396885,0.06517387508015084,0.0,0.0814954974549605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734716699979745,0.0,0.058612462415201586,0.06265728043016623,0.13627222139187212,0.0,0.08914834248224197,0.0905117696115788,0.05178984167174007,0.09990083950690627,0.0,0.06188756660210128,0.04545619052653133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732809539046154,0.0,0.0,0.18391952763792746,0.06187705475280085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150799669488594,0.0,0.09472386412037302,0.0
socialanxiety,amazing_isla,2019/09/27,"Misunderstood ""People think you are stuck up""
""Why don't you mingle with anyone?""
""You need to change your attitude""

A lot of people misunderstand you for having an attitude , when you just have social anxiety. You might have done nothing to them, never spoken to them in your whole life, they'll still think you have an attitude problem and you don't want to talk to anybody. I know not everyone n understands social anxiety and that's fine, but people need to let people live their life they way they want to. If someone isn't talking to them , it doesn't mean they have an attitude problem, they just don't want to.",4.1456410256410265,6.2953856581196606,4.706333333333337,82.15950000000005,72.76068376068376,8.098803418803419,25.375213675213672,8.841846274778883,1.993376752136752,490,16,90,10,10,156,68,117,0.147,0.84,0.012,-0.8565,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,10,9,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,15,2,0,0,1,23,26,5,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,20,1,14,21,2,6,0,0,0,0,23,2,0,3,3,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286421641915043,0.0,0.0,0.10449182314457878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808755441495234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529288588242837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279618812443107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821282375949189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281237934518502,0.21110758189207346,0.0,0.0,0.1319581322028191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704842298568805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627838148167308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853207322112445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216155218588439,0.11525723092328888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339157386602025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144111243494614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859875230258638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046702310139126,0.12661990646761018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934286338825012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402281938553779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151005337781787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557216213191266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26443049975116245,0.1186184031792029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484622767965632,0.16684426430265795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,acr422,2019/09/27,"Fear that everyone secretly hates me I know y'all can relate. It's like my brain has this conspiracy theory that all my friends secretly hate me and want me to leave them alone and is always, always looking for evidence. And the evidence it finds seems really, really convincing. Especially lately with this best friend of mine. She's the first best friend I made in college and my closest friend. Lately she seems more distant than usual and doesn't ask me to do things as much as she used to. She just doesn't seem as interested in me and it's really been driving me crazy. I don't want to be clingy and annoying but I want so badly to ask her if she hates me. And the thing is, I objectively KNOW she doesn't...but I don't believe it. If that makes sense. Anyone have any tips for this???",2.2262500000000003,4.5909819554140165,3.7196775477707007,85.87149084394906,79.76433121019106,7.746656050955415,21.914410828025478,8.660442795831766,1.5388347133757962,625,19,127,15,16,206,88,157,0.158,0.7120000000000001,0.13,-0.7629,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,3,2,15,4,1,3,0,12,1,1,3,1,28,29,15,0,5,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,1,26,9,15,26,5,8,0,0,1,0,17,3,0,5,5,87,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727269048292436,0.0,0.0,0.2045017593364755,0.0,0.0,0.08356659870892233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592465052303269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976338138292304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260456012132643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384502830157778,0.2579222571472133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718126051000035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742270535021808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828075675841073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231544973895476,0.10452664970624127,0.0,0.0,0.3797652422961089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639730367188624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506970978297309,0.0,0.2772412051337921,0.13011838238085333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060035823972217676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319317277224194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162775719505387,0.08202726574806155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033524649933034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361714856891807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356120149140909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632798099664458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061339276767472,0.13534141356310764,0.0,0.2174437922028766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,y__w,2019/09/27,oh god oh fuck it's no one sits alone week may god have mercy on my socially anxious high schooler soul,-1.460454545454546,-0.34211159090908794,0.6078181818181818,98.54172727272729,119.45454545454548,3.578181818181818,18.03636363636364,5.6839178017228535,-0.16659272727272656,83,3,18,1,5,27,20,22,0.319,0.461,0.22,-0.4588,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074385305782237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444243225380029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636872958418736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156433677264105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665746019357033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010166141539071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155577028382069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DeathlinkCB,2019/09/27,Stupid cashier at the Canes greets me with “YO YO YO!” and asks me what my favorite weather is. Seriously? What kind of psychopath does that? Like shit I just wanna get my tendees and get the fuck outta there. Why are you trying to give me an attack.,0.7177551020408153,3.2518517959183697,1.5889795918367329,96.13816326530615,92.26530612244898,3.6163265306122447,19.244897959183675,5.288315135182226,-0.3909265306122451,194,6,40,1,7,60,40,49,0.253,0.634,0.113,-0.8706,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,4,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040679507818977,0.3700226097002157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284631374564959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006914558021665,0.33986287358174483,0.3120126245670321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33870128429406104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589023443062172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338678617670596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082565594520406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934905338462044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alexiscupccake37539,2019/09/27,I don't know what to do I'm a girl and this girl likes me and I like her too but I also don't know if I like boys or girls so me and the girl started dating and she wants to tell everyone that we are dating but I don't because I am afraid of people knowing because I don't even know if I like girls and it's not her fault is that I don't want to go to school because I see her and I don't want people to know and the people in my school are really mean and I hate attention because I have social anxiety and I am afraid of getting hurt so I want to end things but I'm scared because social anxiety and she gets really mean and she has really mean friends and this one time this other girl that dated her before her friends started beating the girl because she said she wanted to break up so now I'm scared,0.6872042300066106,2.4484161011235948,2.746338400528753,94.02195968274953,81.80898876404493,5.761269001982816,20.02115003304693,6.794906146795322,0.15646886979510866,638,17,148,7,17,215,77,178,0.16,0.722,0.11900000000000001,-0.7699,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,1,7,13,1,4,4,0,14,0,0,0,0,34,38,22,0,7,7,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,8,10,13,0,0,9,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,1,2,29,6,11,37,0,12,0,1,1,0,25,2,0,3,12,95,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846555490514525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925331483389625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40461027029781,0.0,0.0941324314585352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979795661837783,0.0,0.0,0.0730657635041422,0.0,0.0,0.1057054733153311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709348484430359,0.0,0.11559240224585082,0.0,0.06286987152227813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921778147771227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184247205198918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039788506104936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161801729889162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615041917985294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749613312405473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300771712914705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126046968846594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522825952350558,0.0,0.2215067985869293,0.223913730057462,0.08815258901344163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255334081211855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659973335134855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668979516984966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349332287934897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450543927911813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262429656134484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mcluvin23,2019/09/27,"Communications class, pls help :/ I’m in a communications course in college and it is very presentation heavy. We already had a group interview where I completely forgot how to even tell them about myself (shaky voice, stuttering, etc). I’m terrified for the next class every time but my parents will be pissed if I drop the class. I have a presentation Tuesday and cannot stop thinking about it, i basically had a panic attack in class today just at the thought of it. Should i just drop the class or does anyone have any tips that will help?",5.028242574257425,7.005110772277227,5.456522277227721,78.4285457920792,69.99009900990099,8.614356435643566,27.476485148514854,9.188382445141503,2.2962960396039604,432,15,80,9,8,138,70,101,0.22699999999999998,0.6940000000000001,0.079,-0.9563,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,0,7,5,2,2,8,0,10,1,1,1,0,15,15,6,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,9,0,9,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,3,7,51,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624527615596721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173344448789062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629717985667586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705674463971093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493616006828809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081277796590147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652447754093508,0.15708533537372354,0.0,0.20038313390714305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31882662391219146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529362933584054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790437953966915,0.2640835212224392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988376222110724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787504534338316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239269845482106,0.0,0.18881149191233132,0.13868134782462355,0.0,0.22543627035311764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623573616019171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,juststupid8970,2019/09/27,"Going to grad school event tomorrow...tips? Really nervous. my grad program's career services dept organized a kind of ""field trip"" to an organization tomorrow with a panel or speakers and informal networking over lunch.

This organization happens to be kind of a partner that has donated money to my workplace (another payment in process). I have nothing to do with the actual solicitation, I just process the check, but I'm kind of representing my organization. I've read up on the project they're supporting and my org recently made the news for something so I've prepared for this in case it comes up.

I'm a part-time student so I most likely won't know the rest of the students on this trip. I'm kind of nervous for the whole thing. I've never ever done anything like this and the majority of my cohort has and does consulting, etc whereas I'm just an assistant at my org.

Any tips to relax? I'm going to get a good night's sleep and try to wake up early.",3.77959677419355,5.868923881720432,5.501814516129035,76.32272177419357,73.6236559139785,8.736021505376344,30.97983870967742,9.354420925462401,3.094345161290323,766,36,140,19,16,261,110,186,0.027000000000000003,0.8740000000000001,0.1,0.9342,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,2,15,0,7,3,2,1,2,19,20,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,8,1,0,2,2,3,5,2,2,0,0,2,1,9,9,28,16,5,21,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,2,9,83,16,14,0.0,0.0,0.14991683019294394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044709585197784,0.16109027202626125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264211208739195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323352092738937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344391613275662,0.1572127515482925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133361635325195,0.0,0.13896352616769178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026325235674044,0.0,0.1746184097081377,0.12885421296484734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585097804391782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6399114176455081,0.08442884038613435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010782233099587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536465027537715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848585380544226,0.0,0.0,0.14416760852359928,0.0,0.14740830507484085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663620039119653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536675887627807,0.0,0.09841675927216488,0.0,0.15168715660837806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547772926733364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373696225226371,0.0,0.0,0.11826881212851148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433298170397635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206229832051664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430198016736053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715179598718507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anzfo,2019/09/27,"Insulted for being quiet So I just wanted to get this off my chest since it makes me so mad and see if anyones ever had anything similar happen.\\

At my job I just try to get through the day, finish and go home. However, each day, we have a guy who comes in to deliver some stuff to the store, and each time he says something to me like ""oh your very talkative"" ""Has anyone ever told you that you talk a lot? No really?"" 

And yesterday was the one that really pissed me off, he came in and waved at me and said in a condescending way ""Hi mateee"" as if I were a child he was talking to. I've just stopped responding to him entirely at this point. Good god I can't wait to leave this place.",2.637291933418691,3.894553753521127,4.236094750320103,87.68438540332909,74.84507042253522,8.262227912932138,24.17669654289373,8.841846274778883,1.5264281690140846,531,16,118,11,11,178,96,142,0.111,0.831,0.057999999999999996,-0.8664,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,3,0,0,7,5,3,0,7,0,8,2,2,1,2,24,20,11,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,2,8,11,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,3,0,1,7,4,15,2,19,12,4,22,0,0,1,0,19,10,1,4,9,78,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153917697344465,0.0,0.14213354736721734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975452555597292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878267654690538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277975861402505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124696062229876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804777667186016,0.0,0.0981605519547324,0.14486903972453946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101959892130086,0.1527354075743796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325188200177016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139759200136026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288516041716452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438209188459231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468400617399375,0.0,0.0,0.11529170114493427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703929834223108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045526269760312,0.0,0.1632758880824096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212972487356588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642959304028946,0.13735359049046927,0.0,0.0,0.13763519129718366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287547135945824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296801748417492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444013532328436,0.0,0.0,0.19772266542540806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776510088706185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071421128126508,0.0,0.0,0.16504101812252522,0.0,0.11726529820437975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251179197915895,0.10187451890884497,0.1370968110976795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eronvallen,2019/09/27,"Fear of humiliation Hi

How do I get over the fear of being humiliated? My biggest fear is getting caught looking stupid or doing something dumb and having it be posted online. I keep ruminating this thought it’s probably the biggest fear I’ve had and I keep having panic attacks/crying because of it",2.592142857142857,5.591792500000004,4.84,72.83000000000003,88.28571428571428,5.6571428571428575,28.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,2.296292857142858,244,12,37,4,8,84,41,56,0.413,0.5870000000000001,0.0,-0.9816,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,5,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,7,15,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,1,4,0,4,10,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108657074126688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957948016513772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8023049772879575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625229967689227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168663730264336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968170206421386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091332121349968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071034432418733,0.0,0.1921792770646285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372224373682492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150737068169553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cherry_soda777,2019/09/27,How do I make eye contact with multiple people? For example: Talking at a table.,2.1020000000000003,4.949599533333338,5.428333333333337,69.5025,87.0,8.333333333333334,34.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,4.455666666666668,63,4,9,2,2,23,15,15,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323514038761906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529005854853946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6410171022374965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,about36greeks,2019/09/27,"Magnesium helping a lot ! I cannot remember the last time I went into a crow or stood in a lineup and didn’t have a panic attack . But I was recommended magnesium by a naturopath and I literally think it works . Maybe I was deficient in this mineral , maybe it’s placebo (highly doubt . I’ve tried tons of other natural things) . But yea it’s been working very well . I hope some of you guys can try it and see how it works for you !",1.4854022988505733,3.711663977011497,3.7777011494252872,85.1957471264368,81.64367816091955,7.544827586206896,23.459770114942533,8.515128840125781,1.7160942528735634,334,12,69,8,9,115,61,87,0.105,0.745,0.15,0.4128,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,2,5,1,2,6,1,7,0,0,1,0,14,12,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,6,1,8,2,7,6,3,7,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,5,2,47,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336843688724789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338892554659926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768248800950295,0.217027722845346,0.0,0.20401921126889003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674371675199797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463286414456888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127253914028409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24100524317826316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23269032406280546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636857638066194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646576719781212,0.13161890698011675,0.0,0.0,0.1197766533717344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27892081558050863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948537144973638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468892256904532,0.1904178123255962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486243917359757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AGxThree,2019/08/13,"Does anyone else feel like the world is watching & judging every single step they take?..😔 My social anxiety has started around 6 years ago, ever since then it’s only gotten worse, I feel like my life is slipping away and amazing opportunity’s are being taken away from me, just because I’m ‘ scared ‘ I feel like I do need help & I want to know if anyone else feels this way?.. it’s much more complex but I don’t want to waste anymore of anyone’s time. Thank you all. 

A",2.1055208333333333,4.148562677083337,3.442916666666669,89.37708333333337,78.47916666666666,5.1000000000000005,21.08333333333333,5.82211442006289,0.1079458333333334,371,10,75,2,9,121,73,96,0.096,0.7390000000000001,0.166,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,3,7,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,0,2,16,20,4,0,4,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,5,10,6,7,17,4,12,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,9,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843489945147785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139732248760791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108392940766168,0.0,0.14369044394152294,0.3039281915934772,0.2969107490287605,0.0,0.1289814693607352,0.0,0.0,0.2722550012778607,0.0,0.0,0.08832267535394223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267928891851874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24207147425574715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105992926593932,0.12207479719283347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930398847302019,0.3105250868624295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711569705210894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962692192812716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233902147436214,0.21235558480170166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065097072010895,0.10743297539241896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019422139868434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505864899982235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985325162694667,0.0,0.0,0.14769556372575926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255281507652776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893810876076636,0.0,0.0,0.13339385015943755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844856404829201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091796419606545,0.11500573500403295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476537438901309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330343367198284
socialanxiety,chapteroftheday,2019/08/13,"Helping Millennials Overcome Anxiety Greetings friends,

Millennials are by no means unique in their struggle with anxiety. We are, however, a generation that has been accused of being overly sensitive--and often times those of us who struggle with social anxiety are stigmatized as so-called ""snowflakes.""

In reality, anxiety disorders are reaching a crisis point, particularly in the United States.

What follows is an article from a collaborative website founded by a team of individuals with degrees in language, history, biology, psychology, and computer science: All with the goal of helping our fellow Millennials better thrive. We want to understand how computers affect our anxiety. We want to better understand how classical mythology can help serve as a form of narrative therapy. We want to better understand how cultural phenomena play into our anxiety.

This is a good faith effort. At the present, this is a labor of love for all us. Currently, some of us are sacrificing more lucrative publishing and editing opportunities to do this; because we believe helping our fellow Millennials and the Gen-Zs who will follow us is more meaningful than a quick paycheck.

If this article is of help to some of you, please share that. Currently, as we don't want to be accused of self-promotion, we've decided not to post the title of our site here. We want to help, not advertise.

​

Thanks for reading. Your life matters.  

# ""I'd Rather Die"": American Culture and Death as Medication

 

You're working in the kitchen. Trying to make the best PBJ in history before work. You're a little rushed. You hurry over to the drawer, and grab the closest butterknife to your hand, which is now shaking from overwhelming hunger. You turn and start to head back to the counter, but in your weakness, you drop the knife. ""Argh, I'm just wanna die."" This phrase exits the cavern of your mouth, into the wide world for all to hear. Maybe you don't do this, but I do. So do my friends.

This is becoming all too common. Look at the names of some of the meme pages going around. They're coated in depression. They're vessels for nihilism. Now I'm not discrediting the comedic value of a good meme, and sometimes an unexpected laugh about a grim topic does more good than harm. To assume that this is the case, though, it isn't a good idea.

Hidden in these sudden bursts of vocal nihilism--""Just kill me"" or ""I'd rather die""--is a sort of infectious pathology. Our minds and bodies are becoming rife with an escapism that points to death as an easy out. 

Escapism, simply put, is just a way to get away. Sometimes that means physically, but often it means mentally. This isn't always a bad thing, in fact it can be very healthy. Storytelling is one of the oldest forms of escapism, running off into the world of myth and fairy tales is how our ancestors taught truth and character for millennia. This sort of escapism, then, is only natural. When it gets mixed up with fantasizing about death, on the other hand, it can get pretty malicious.

​

[Memorials of fallen warriors mark one way in which we share our ancestors reverence for death.](https://i.redd.it/nkz9myejxag31.jpg)

Our ancestors viewed death with a reverent fear. Their philosophical schools and religions articulated various doctrines and understandings of death and the afterlife. The Christian tradition in particular laid great significance on death. Medieval Christians often recited a Latin phrase, *memento mori.* Remember death. This wasn't grim fatalism, but an acknowledgment of our limited nature. We are finite creatures, and when we die, our time is over.

This is a horrifying truth. We do not choose the era, country, or family we are born into. Yet we must live this unchosen life and struggle until our eventual death. 

Yet, though our circumstances may appear grim, most men and women of history did not succumb to nihilism. They perceived death as a sort of bookend to life. A calling to account, if you will. Christianity, Judaism, and Islam all view death in this manner, assuming the grim reaper is accompanied by a final judgement of the actions of the living. This imbued the grave with a cosmic significance. Today, however, death is not spoken about as a moment of eternal importance. Instead, young people chat about it like an anti-anxiety prescription. Or, worse, an alternative to buckling down and doing their homework. Or, worst of all, an easy way to get back at a significant other for hurting their feelings.

​

[One of the most universal contemporary images of a meaningful death.](https://i.redd.it/ja5pbdxkxag31.jpg)

The popular dismissal of an afterlife has much to do with this. If death is the significant end to an insignificant life, it seems reasonable to treat it lightly. So we do. The idea of golden streets where women and men walk alongside their saintly predecessors is ridiculed. Life is meaningless suffering, we tell ourselves, and death is the meaningless answer. Not a new beginning, not a transition, but simultaneously the most severe yet optimal numbing agent against the tragedies of life. 

The 21st Century is the Age of Medication. If we get a headache, we take strong pain medication. Oxycodone, morphine, or whatever we can get your hands on. And addictions to these substances are rampant. Which is interesting because, for the most part, people don't walk down the street and suddenly decide to become addicted to narcotics. These substances don't fall into our hands--we are actually prescribed them by people who we trust to tell us what will make us well. And the modern definition of ""being well"" is largely ""not feeling pain.""

This is the root of the binge culture that manifests itself in banger parties, online pornography, and mixing antidepressants with alcohol. Generally speaking, most people didn't *normally* do that across time. And societies where such behavior was commonplace (classical Greece, imperial Rome, revolutionary France) were usually on the cusp of disaster. It is not terribly complicated--when we live at extremes, we frequently swing from one to another.  

The idea here is not to be alarmist. Most people still do not drink till they blackout every weekend. That sort of crippling alcoholism is still largely recognized as an issue. Still, that's a pretty late stage in the development of a problem to try to reverse course. Try encouraging someone that far along the path to give up their self-medicating alcoholism. Good luck.

There are smaller steps along that road, however, that really can be points for serious intervention. In our own lives we can notice when these nihilistic phrases start creeping into our vocabulary--and they most certainly do. These aren't harmless phrases. Language matters, and how we talk about death is quite capable of creating a feedback loop in how we think about it. Fortunately, the inverse proposition also applies. If we change how we speak about death, we may well change how we approach it.

First of all, death is clearly something to be taken seriously. It is not a ""way out."" Nor is death an alternative form of medication. Dying will not end your problems or mine, it will simply end you or I. If most major religions are to be believed, it may even compound our problems. We cannot dodge our responsibilities by wishing for what Raymond Chandler fancifully named ""the Big Sleep."" 

​

[Life is a story, take it a chapter at a time.](https://i.redd.it/omdgglnmxag31.jpg)

Yet the question of how we should view death is bound up in another conundrum: How should we live? Our contention here at Chapter of the Day is that life is a story. Full of ups and downs, drama and lulls, our lives are rich with meaning and emotion which connects to the lives of others. A beautiful and inescapable weight of responsibility is to be found in our everyday actions. Embracing these challenges imbues our lives, and our deaths, with true importance. When an accounting is made, then, at the end of our lives our actions truly will matter. 

That is a serious and weighty responsibility. It is also something unquestionably worth waking up to do each day.",6.949080222541276,9.484743806173732,6.744616385498926,68.85960943108401,66.07106963388371,10.315990667623836,35.69665290739411,10.491042084124267,4.4974215003589375,6554,324,983,186,112,2064,605,1393,0.153,0.7040000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.9927,6,0,6,0,0,2,283.0,62,13,10,15,60,71,3,6,102,0,107,35,8,16,15,228,155,83,27,22,36,0,7,1,4,12,22,3,2,4,69,87,7,2,30,8,5,17,26,32,3,5,11,15,90,39,195,123,34,151,6,9,4,1,123,71,0,40,56,720,159,17,0.0,0.0,0.0385294829161878,0.08608408285459929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658520405273607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314870537477182,0.032852823151132235,0.1711182363435609,0.19190352298864036,0.0,0.0828022427636948,0.21142944862908744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035148031439179564,0.0,0.0,0.0370953571540766,0.06071961789875805,0.0329664593507917,0.04813665382351194,0.13081683491279344,0.03359692473957575,0.08896711065762015,0.041434725687892415,0.10475789060434793,0.0,0.04385645085943979,0.0,0.0,0.0403163172239198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353505970660753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092623384246363,0.0,0.034006447404632136,0.0,0.2048843813095006,0.0,0.04525066900336613,0.0,0.03455163348218174,0.0,0.0,0.038678078186860185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044412796082935434,0.13988004177041596,0.0,0.0,0.026077993731306356,0.0,0.03326593216010733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03722083670846313,0.04442908717977483,0.039927344340543576,0.0,0.0,0.04325143885604497,0.0,0.033584019506936305,0.0,0.08658162721717122,0.06100857217356775,0.0,0.12376868987277664,0.03787546563456347,0.022438965074977398,0.16558134902926927,0.0,0.04352988749783058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040520707387716834,0.0,0.044499945367171584,0.0,0.1587867896129497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04226711624212845,0.13371370655414955,0.0,0.04120974843058519,0.0,0.0,0.04368182931206503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04453827836014461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310275496556026,0.01928928449409168,0.0395721027508372,0.3137760415048547,0.0,0.033155578382215084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03563473667609721,0.03735954663792223,0.05271010408782016,0.0,0.039665744012461694,0.17203322222686998,0.04385645085943979,0.15909892665939646,0.03978934039936185,0.0,0.039866337103159386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029024375019419187,0.0,0.0,0.03813270020593658,0.0,0.0,0.03868472644767408,0.0,0.044951389331598174,0.0,0.0,0.10701817280376733,0.03002842173633921,0.08402489082266834,0.0,0.0,0.04275598663191668,0.0,0.13686188858971132,0.0,0.0,0.04334021921843167,0.11197192387294258,0.0,0.0378135745641599,0.08033633207483233,0.0,0.11333902073943435,0.0,0.039691083763344175,0.04422973254934467,0.04199478031665085,0.039493449323783784,0.0,0.025293670098034904,0.04059485798445054,0.0,0.0,0.044726275730601735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03995866578784797,0.0,0.035943626138448224,0.08237826896240526,0.04460428581924774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03951127870741224,0.040247706457286286,0.033453618426702844,0.060791522480279615,0.07809892777320265,0.0,0.05589220818077398,0.0,0.09459296073864802,0.0,0.0,0.123827874959614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937225076788896,0.031734750706949776,0.06901935328925123,0.03635042508380984,0.04515198242229587,0.0,0.026230594486730898,0.02529896139284336,0.07758323175850101,0.0,0.09209087049699496,0.0,0.037425044362613895,0.0,0.0,0.08041861659849894,0.04294591026158463,0.0,0.1644118020608228,0.28495742749129577,0.0,0.04348468726371453,0.032577415869335095,0.1164397879954814,0.1253583234752091,0.0,0.04807937071863873,0.10649924153676413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045403230902099134,0.0,0.0,0.05748784591730857,0.0,0.040236310363686696,0.0,0.0,0.19190352298864036,0.0
socialanxiety,shemoth,2019/08/13,Awkwardness Does anybody else struggle with awkwardness? I find it hard to be authentic when having conversations. I get so overly self aware and idk what to do with my body or hands lmao. And it gets so much worse if I spend too much time alone 🤕,2.7006250000000023,5.249076145833332,3.1498333333333366,89.57850000000002,79.20833333333334,7.173333333333334,22.1,8.238735603445708,1.2388700000000004,197,6,40,4,5,61,39,48,0.258,0.669,0.073,-0.7165,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,7,5,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29626282960234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177384564853777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503253791982099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389591166174752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26144566302058714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988999467636949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562457365291895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205611689226788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984138423779682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990428780601566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679878600921835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915106648871159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chp4,2019/08/13,"DAE feel very aware of their arms while jogging? ""Are they too high? Too low? Angled correctly? Does my arm swing look weird? Do my shoulders look too tight and rigid?"" It's hard enough as it is jogging in public thinking everyone is looking at you and judging you. So then I think ""ok this isn't working out, I'll try walking for exercise instead."" And then it becomes ""should I put my hands in my pockets"" ""should I just let them swing? How far? Am I stood up too straight? Where should I look?"" FFS",0.38829931972788856,2.8299438163265336,1.0457551020408182,99.20162585034015,95.53061224489795,3.837823129251701,21.83945578231293,5.6839178017228535,0.05880190476190439,386,15,82,3,15,117,72,98,0.10800000000000001,0.848,0.044000000000000004,-0.7453,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,3,1,9,4,0,1,0,1,10,5,4,1,1,15,18,9,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,3,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,8,14,1,8,13,1,17,0,1,4,0,6,10,0,0,3,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313270978181388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329588321649887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642347958934324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014366659982308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590697324286233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876309495586133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221301191793088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418239734339029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7035593296920126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21056058776422346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684212007141561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220650729458256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282268920108695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248606838025688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LolXDthrowawaybtw,2019/08/13,"Starting my junior year of high school tomorrow and am scared out of my mind I’ve been dreading this for the past 2 months and it has finally come. I’m in an insane amount of physical pain, just as I am before any other social event. I basically haven’t left my room in 2 months, and even seeing another person scares me. Any tips to help me cope/calm down?
Suicide time ?",4.4704000000000015,5.197328573333337,5.364000000000001,83.32200000000002,69.93333333333334,8.666666666666668,25.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.6904666666666668,293,8,60,5,5,96,60,75,0.23800000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.033,-0.9506,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,9,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,7,0,10,8,1,17,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,9,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275724487875976,0.2125783729065414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250691182809338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746325405739268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390017688020228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207902083338527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588455355935564,0.2141936542199029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026496795663555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046978630595524,0.0,0.3236317027258598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157172798532491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352716904039075,0.0,0.17701459371021666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059329306710894,0.20517193431435432,0.16154826412890966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066560437578235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349218422900167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175193341575564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821254326206287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055042402949024
socialanxiety,thePheeb,2019/08/13,"Always feeling like the outsider, especially at work Does anyone else ever regularly feel this? I especially go through this with other women, but I just never feel like I fit in or can talk to people about things the same way others can. And it never fails that I seem to never have anything in common with my coworkers, and I really have no friends or groups of people because of this as well....just looking for anyone who shares this on a regular basis. Sometimes I feel like it's just me and it'll never get better but honestly it seems like it's most other people and I am just so damn different from everyone. And I TRY so hard to listen to people and discuss their interests, but I never seem to be the one anyone else is interested in.",5.017310344827589,6.124155593103452,6.340862068965517,75.4278448275862,68.93103448275862,8.83448275862069,27.603448275862068,9.120678840339163,2.3489172413793105,591,19,105,11,10,200,87,145,0.098,0.7,0.20199999999999999,0.9443,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,7,12,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,6,31,19,14,0,0,8,0,5,4,1,1,0,1,0,1,15,8,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,0,7,12,10,19,17,2,15,0,1,1,0,9,6,1,6,11,83,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083718742103803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25421004054901064,0.24834054766131866,0.09972647168418416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387439370268875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717994209212196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661449023839172,0.0,0.0,0.10605145028535236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247216608527646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962046580268578,0.0,0.11579925165732645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24510289943547564,0.2597277814503253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362867839782528,0.0,0.06331513997109554,0.0,0.06887329336631581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855963576446337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23682314141473235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017664526424456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46733394162392994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211936230584346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360628789076794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763541478637125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33097193646106904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198569173343195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740541901301801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051117434431425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227793267343564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619249996344016,0.0,0.0,0.10896155387355166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822548775379167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawaydgifnu,2019/08/13,"Being a new neighbour and asking a neighbour to turn their music down So last Monday I moved into a block of flats. All was fine and dandy until I noticed my floor vibrating underneath me - my downstairs neighbour was playing loud, bassy music. Curses. I'd have to confront them about it, but as I was the new neighbour in the building I was swamped with fears about being annoying or ""crashing the party"" by asking neighbours to work around my needs.

Regardless, I went and knocked on my neighbour's door. A middle-aged man answered and we introduced ourselves, and I meekly asked if he could lower the bass on his speaker since it was making the floor vibrate. He agreed and for about three days, I heard no bass. All was peaceful, and I'd made a crucial step in confronting my anxiety!

Except after those three days, the bassy music returned once again. Shit. How do I go back a second time and ask him to lower the bass again? I already came across as needy and pestering by asking him to lower it the first time, and I'd only been here a week while he'd been living in the place for years, presumably with no issues. And sure enough, when I knocked on his door a second time, the pleasantry of our first exchange was replaced with a look of bewilderment on his face as he said ""It's not the music again, is it?""

""I'm afraid it is,"" I responded.

""Come in here a minute, I'll show you how loud I'm playing it, which is not very loud at all.""

In I reluctantly walked, to see he had a full hi-fi system and a shelf full of CDs and vinyls. He was clearly an avid music fan, evidenced by when I Shazam'd the music from outside his door when waiting to find it was an obscure prog rock band. I was effectively telling him to listen to his favourite music without bass just to fit my needs, and I immediately felt like a piece of shit. 

Then he said another kicker; ""None of the other neighbours have told me there's a problem."" Yes, this was probably me just having sensitive hearing or something and I'd gone and interrupted his music experience. I had barged into this block of flats, set up shop and then came downstairs telling him that his lifestyle didn't give me peace. What a waste of space I felt like.

Then he turned on his system at the volume which it was at, and it was definitely a moderate volume, not loud at all from the perspective of someone listening to it in their living room. But it was still the volume that made the floor shake, so I tried to better things.

""I mean, I'm not blaming you, I'm blaming the floors of this building for being so thin,"" I said to him.

""Well that is turned down from last time. Look, the bass is right down,"" he said, pointing to the bass dial.

""Since you've already lowered it, I can't really ask much more, thank you for being accommodating,"" I panickedly responded in an attempt to not annoy him further and try and bring the conversation to a close. In further attempts I tried to make friendly comments about how ""prog has quite the basslines anyway"" and that the music itself was fine, it was just the bass I was hoping that he could lower.

Eventually, he said he'd keep the bass down and I thanked him while extending my hand, which he shook. He asked for my name again and we said bye to each other. I couldn't read the expression on his face, but I just know that he was thinking ""Who is this kid and why does he have the right to tell me how loud my music is? It was quiet enough to begin with.""

And now I'm back in my flat typing this post. I should've foreseen how social anxiety would make it this hard to talk with neighbours and solve neighbourly issues, but I still went in blindly and am now suffering the aftermath. Why couldn't things have been as simple as my first time talking with the fellow? Instead I'm thrown a load of subtle hints that I'm behaving unreasonably and now they're eating away at me like worms. I guess I hope that people reading this can relate or might spur some of you to share your own tales, maybe I won't feel as alone as I do in this ordeal... now I'm rambling so I'll close it here. Thanks for reading...!",5.7707712985938775,5.912807759305212,5.862472084367247,82.93934915219191,66.94044665012407,8.552894954507858,29.57082299421009,8.144726394080802,1.865544334160464,3218,103,644,37,48,1018,336,806,0.086,0.784,0.13,0.9916,5,1,1,0,0,0,107.0,3,5,3,9,40,29,6,4,50,1,56,7,5,11,6,110,119,61,0,12,19,0,6,3,11,3,1,17,4,2,44,45,1,4,10,9,2,13,14,12,1,7,42,27,79,17,100,64,15,110,0,1,4,0,91,51,2,10,46,432,123,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509316461439743,0.13871205111770316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590321819156351,0.09615944565235253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594941169771822,0.4112908230736285,0.0,0.05904920772245033,0.09665482705124874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558530696234824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376625119373593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054139309975104334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036048037491724,0.0,0.0,0.08106550229980042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055000052275143166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431076548162927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298807423505823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147890584921361,0.0,0.07072320093591736,0.031778613695210935,0.0,0.12069082089718346,0.0,0.057443337065140015,0.16037934902066076,0.0,0.0,0.04855739541964764,0.0,0.0,0.060291001608380114,0.035718839537943005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923584935394397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630083912997332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083599456151983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484754029517538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119717301334174,0.0,0.0558635551411783,0.0,0.0,0.03454046119383935,0.10246152011297513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921153255523154,0.0,0.11099458305787346,0.0,0.10555556194903748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189395007400168,0.12585765945422184,0.0,0.06314080621811699,0.06846156941044941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667342540675586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679911010430029,0.04620164034052537,0.09320426879818293,0.0,0.12140094654572275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155461302149987,0.0,0.0669327043926054,0.0,0.04779990405056864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043571954598272906,0.0,0.06566438802264997,0.0,0.0594131260541426,0.0,0.060192482037393226,0.0,0.06776242956141043,0.0601385177027604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684821757819552,0.18859963119723394,0.0,0.04026302195928197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073463202622531,0.35870580541382874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008294284026976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902829056174744,0.10397957089218313,0.0,0.0,0.06406718687401361,0.053252207691141744,0.0483846431750496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038344088071734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059234943655809565,0.0,0.0,0.10103215228426077,0.1647997933670642,0.17359022526656304,0.0,0.0,0.08350887773350994,0.04027144475906705,0.0,0.0,0.1832403486079096,0.0,0.0,0.060055424772018265,0.0,0.1280121276782208,0.20508674161025045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185744913410587,0.0,0.0,0.05041410655746738,0.0,0.056509280569960275,0.11652429861571613,0.11342386079871153,0.0,0.0,0.06058470967734174,0.0,0.045755210564326916,0.0,0.0,0.04464650695939859,0.0,0.0,0.040473040423539164
socialanxiety,homestuckintraffic,2019/08/13,"Do people start acting mean/condescending towards you the moment they realize you're shy/anxious/uncomfortable? It happens to me all the damn time. Usually with people my age. For example, one time in high school we were doing some partner activity and my partner stopped and stared at me, got this fucking smug look on her face ([like this](https://www.google.com/search?q=that+face+spongebob+made+when&oq=that+face+spon&aqs=chrome.1.69i57j0l3.4271j0j7&client=ms-android-americamovil-us&sourceid=chrome-mobile&ie=UTF-8#imgrc=w4W31KnUlUtJzM:)) and said ""you're shy, I can tell."" in the most arrogant voice. And I'm just like ""uhhh yeah I guess"" while in my head I'm thinking ""you're not fucking helping asshole.""

It's like some people go out of their way to intimidate me when they notice I'm shy. Fuck them.",7.068921568627451,10.853958441176474,4.865117647058824,76.33086274509806,71.20588235294117,8.038431372549018,31.12549019607843,8.841846274778883,3.2317554901960786,692,30,100,15,15,195,95,136,0.163,0.7609999999999999,0.076,-0.8613,0,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,1,1,4,0,2,8,4,0,3,1,4,5,2,0,1,17,18,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,3,4,15,3,12,15,4,20,0,0,2,3,12,8,4,4,12,50,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6779056054664869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136422174893554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34704922027933144,0.0,0.0,0.07111574092969575,0.0,0.1000799722403352,0.0,0.13784766776849422,0.0,0.1106543459623182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842214956189468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387374488559543,0.1322094633979586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340040472687485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507986953610443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840349281153464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363060865586644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246429581106898,0.0,0.0,0.08479308901337326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26025356997275684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902975879479336,0.0,0.0,0.12664087289987264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856949916565053,0.0,0.0,0.10461645764930218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937140886963297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017991819997676,0.0,0.0,0.1459316520697658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051911204275215,0.0,0.13781588159356226,0.0,0.0,0.09932443436958452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,latias67,2019/08/13,"Have you ever offended someone with your social ineptness? Today, my dad and I were home and every time I would pass by his room, I would pretend like he’s not there because I’m too awkward to make eye contact. Have you ever been in a situation like this?",3.60029411764706,5.167446627450979,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,72.92156862745098,7.452941176470588,28.43627450980393,8.07648339933343,1.9930745098039209,202,8,38,3,4,68,42,51,0.1,0.8,0.1,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,4,4,1,1,1,0,6,1,1,1,2,9,8,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,8,2,4,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,6,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882122406546254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010196440708529,0.2333355121666089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777953264138829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27059966665559315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848608822156496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112943217044325,0.0,0.2823074115146614,0.23465199026594266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161487060770341,0.0,0.2625085583707388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934631885013036,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PoppaSmash,2019/08/13,"Created some small talk with a random person (proud of myself) This is going to be an extremely irrelevant post but this means a lot to me. Usually I keep my social interactions simple, but today I initiated a bit of conversation. It wasn't awkward at all I was so happy leaving because I felt like I really accomplished something. I keep my conversations to Hello and Goodbye so this was a step out of my comfort zone.",4.1856419529837225,6.5110836582278475,6.586112115732369,67.94455696202532,73.17721518987341,9.577576853526224,30.273056057866178,9.957137785484203,3.6888068716094042,335,15,54,10,7,119,58,79,0.0,0.7509999999999999,0.249,0.9664,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,10,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,1,11,4,9,5,4,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850267888391558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659595341728364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23390425045802185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844944175945845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25932787083709913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330643505805377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579483087821484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901576838427612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071089064901966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653632141879766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271126230420714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333114861511887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606310243897767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483301913653632,0.0,0.18754323835745704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958048646660769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309142370208926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26830251112871234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rpls2wvs,2019/08/13,"ACCEPTANCE has been my therapy hello.  this is my first post here.  I am 43 years old and I have dealt with social anxiety for over 20 years.  I have made some significant progress over this time and I wanted to share what has helped me the most.  Not sure if this will be helpful for everyone here, but hoping it may help some of you.  Would love your feedback and welcome any questions you may have...

​

Written on my 43rd birthday

I have been going through anxiety for over 20 years now.  I have tried so many different things to overcome it, but nothing has worked.  Nothing except just accepting myself as I am.  The vicious cycle of anxiety is that the by-products become the objects of desire.  What I mean is when I just accept myself and let myself be.  When I don't try to act a certain way.  When I am ok being flawed.  Then I begin to not desire being accepted by others, because I have accepted myself.  I have accepted that if someone thinks I am peculiar, weird, or even unlikable, I am ok with that, because at least I am free to be me.  When I am free to be me, then my mind begins to clear.  I am not second guessing every word, movement, or step I take.  The brain fog goes away.  I can talk to people, joke, look at them, be honest, and if I happen to say something dumb, or mumble, or stutter or not make sense, I am ok with it, because that is just me being me at that moment.  But what happens when the brain fog goes away is that I start becoming better at being with people, better at being liked by people, better at getting what I want, and I begin to feel more confident.  Also, when I let myself be me, and I accept myself, I begin to not care what people think.  When I don't care what people, I begin to truly feel freedom.  As I feel this freedom, I feel more courageous, more bold, more confident.  I start to love and enjoy social interaction because finally I am comfortable with people, and I can talk, laugh, and be with friends, family, co-workers, kids' parents, anyone.  But then I forget what got me to this point, which was acceptance.  I start to desire the confidence, the not-caring, the sociability, the comfortability around others.  And this is the vicious cycle that I need to break.

All this freedom, confidence, sociability, comfort, happiness even, is a by-product of acceptance.  I have never really thought about this as deeply as I should have.  But a recent bout of anxiety really brought my hope down.  I was scrambling for weeks trying to figure out how to break my funk.  I was going back to exposure techniques and confidence building lessons that really have never worked for me.  All these techniques do is make confidence, and not caring what people think, the goal.  Confidence is not the goal if I want to be happy.  Not caring what people think is not the goal.  The goal is acceptance.  Accept that you are different.  Accept that you may be perceived as strange, weird or awkward.  Accept that you won't know what to say when your mind is foggy.  Accept that you won't be accepted by everyone.  But just let yourself be you at any given moment.

I am still trying to figure this out.  Almost every time I broke out of a funk, it was when I just accepted myself and accepted the outside world as well.  If the world wanted to think I was weird, so be it.  If it thought I was not smart or funny, or attractive or articulate, so be it.  I just want to be how I am and not force myself to act or behave in a certain way.  When I try to force myself to feel something I do not feel at that moment, or be something that I am not at that moment, or act a certain way when I just can't, it puts so much unnecessary mental pressure on me and my brain begins to get foggy.  When my brain is foggy, I get mentally paralyzed.  I can't speak fluidly, I can't look at people, I can't concentrate at work, I can't make a phone call, I can't even walk around without second-guessing each step I take.

But when I can just accept myself, when my mind lets go of these other things and just lets me accept me just as I am.  Then this huge weight is lifted off of my brain.  I begin to think clearly.  The fog disappears.  I begin to feel free.  I begin to feel comfortable.  And I begin to feel happy again.",4.2168266504657765,5.497268944106928,5.359013973268535,81.0720001012556,70.98055893074121,8.014005670311867,26.596375050627785,8.447377352677275,1.8441253300931548,3283,106,621,52,60,1088,268,823,0.08199999999999999,0.643,0.275,0.9997,3,0,3,0,0,0,127.0,0,9,1,13,44,71,3,2,25,3,96,8,5,6,10,165,163,75,0,19,50,1,10,1,1,8,0,3,0,1,51,30,1,0,43,1,3,13,26,11,1,2,15,15,109,63,91,115,12,100,0,1,2,2,32,30,1,29,52,489,160,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272921343227086,0.0,0.0,0.04211045009801378,0.0,0.05705474015374212,0.06398503089245143,0.07161826443165295,0.0,0.16113239273473814,0.0,0.0,0.03681958125273616,0.0,0.0,0.09375327111958792,0.0,0.0,0.09894753515747023,0.04049062327281882,0.0,0.12839890519942038,0.11631287906605428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971472252636086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29391778360197,0.05376953508446182,0.0,0.2147526811869752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003245586298796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434000638599412,0.0,0.0887329909855447,0.10063363224036667,0.0,0.0,0.0496411186109362,0.0,0.2396284434143514,0.0,0.0,0.057684082256495725,0.0,0.044790725926823406,0.0,0.0,0.0406833112225997,0.0,0.08253463325419658,0.0,0.08977998013733537,0.0,0.04211527950736448,0.0,0.11601707969236755,0.0,0.09313029579417537,0.1681657274809607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588630662397157,0.0,0.0,0.1046022195652918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028939367945433576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692310100637713,0.0,0.0257259573983079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843863516434583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505150052714442,0.04982611488371552,0.10544853744878294,0.0533867777804205,0.0,0.05735981740869775,0.0,0.0,0.10613342100214132,0.0,0.15950820108282432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038709566209716,0.03904511601189616,0.0812259342642273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105322208059432,0.0,0.05525553782790262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847029201300032,0.0,0.0,0.3285568010312045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977867278668322,0.0,0.05043164813154595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293566644741144,0.0589888243730097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012018687766586,0.0,0.051993257488911086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375124480903391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735605895769704,0.04461681109676287,0.12161571762692755,0.0,0.0,0.11181445587028163,0.0,0.04205261352726089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04962938450828354,0.0,0.07918427427228891,0.08464874319034253,0.0,0.0,0.06021882131506345,0.0,0.0699670489597085,0.2024460792871018,0.0,0.08360887507422562,0.061410411876719626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875606058876273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529477137201694,0.12539201066145064,0.04223893743396407,0.06412305460184446,0.047345715900212165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076027200043812,0.0,0.15334211856766036,0.0,0.0,0.037406613800711086,0.0,0.06398503089245143,0.10172975416692874
socialanxiety,ST312,2019/08/13,"I want to post this video on Instagram but scared what people would think :/ So basically in the UK there’s this rap challenge going around by these two artists, where people take part in rapping some lyrics to the instrumental of their latest song and post it on insta. I decided to have a go since I have rapped a few lyrics before. I finally completed it and sent it to everyone I know including a friend who does music. Overall I have received positive feedback with rating from 6-10 out of 10 (anything 5+ is good for me), and I myself am happy with my work.

One thing thats stopping me is what others would think. I have quite judgemental cousins on there who I am nervous would laugh or spin it into a negative way. To be honest I don’t care how many likes it gets, I just care that people find it good. I was advised to block anyone who may be “problematic” before posting but this just makes me nervous that they’ll see they’re blocked and message me why I blocked them. How do I stop overthinking this, and just straight up stop worrying about other’s opinions?

Thanks for reading.",5.38133423180593,6.263955650943397,5.622318059299194,81.72443396226416,67.9622641509434,8.88733153638814,30.708894878706197,9.04235418022936,2.469008355795148,866,33,167,15,14,275,136,212,0.161,0.632,0.207,0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,3,11,14,0,3,6,0,18,0,0,3,0,37,32,11,0,4,6,1,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,22,10,0,6,5,7,0,4,2,3,0,2,2,2,23,11,24,23,3,24,0,0,1,0,12,11,0,4,6,115,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908369072873096,0.0,0.10690581980439401,0.11564847978735696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108966633796054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649061820771355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620938504049238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368613611543794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241356855616614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231133146027988,0.11873645144631802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036904396878292,0.0,0.06787322192722674,0.0,0.14766301796521356,0.21792664353917773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829285103521582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139577891905924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346803324640507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671671154240951,0.13170953114106584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803116766149999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406811321523371,0.0,0.27019213380895146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37325695647321055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817651526312782,0.12994632099831838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300637395432261,0.0,0.1035223790027895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746385831178548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32583465341233564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767702858041442,0.0,0.0,0.11960474679332266,0.0,0.0,0.0863072056128747,0.16648365814422195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690433156201372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662497111248681,0.10311743606243114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722462019666545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457687549430706,0.13193109429052946,0.0,0.276855493256992,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kaanluum,2019/08/13,"How do you deal with uninvited guests So I am 35 and Iive in my own and spend most of my days inside (I work from home). I barely get out, not without preparation. My house is my den, the place where I feel safe.
Getting ready to receive guests is usually painful and so anxiety inducing that the previous day or hours are a nightmare. I usually avoid getting any visits at all as it drains all my energy, I go out instead if I feel like seeing friends.

Only some friends or coworkers don’t get the point and will come to the house uninvited, and since they can tell when I am here, I feel like I have to let them in and spend time with them. But unless it’s family or a close friend, I really feel terrible inside, scared, anxious, angry at myself. I am not sure what it is I am feeling, or why I react like that, I just know it’s not normal.
And then there’s the guilt, for having treated visitors poorly, or acted weird.

I try to warn my friends that I hate having people over, but I really don’t want to talk about that to everyone especially if we are not that close, because I know I am the weird one and feel ashamed about it. Unfortunately where I live, it is culturally acceptable to drop by uninvited, they seem to always be ready and pleased to have uninvited visitors whatever the time.

How do you deal with the unexpected visits and how do you calm down when you have no other choice than to let them in?",5.921861702127662,5.664579439716313,6.766019503546102,77.94562500000002,66.65957446808511,10.596099290780145,30.745567375886523,10.270032843473604,2.8452333333333337,1110,37,228,25,16,370,148,282,0.121,0.759,0.11900000000000001,0.0902,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,4,5,1,15,21,1,4,10,0,26,1,0,5,3,59,44,29,0,4,16,0,6,3,6,1,1,0,2,0,13,19,0,2,11,0,3,6,8,9,0,1,0,7,38,12,32,40,5,32,0,0,1,0,24,15,0,10,13,163,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475471720645008,0.0,0.0,0.07744020838021705,0.0,0.08711552960131609,0.1286485021258464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694183114694431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809488040898756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468823809732736,0.2348042016537769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881427402069004,0.0,0.0,0.1073530223041526,0.0,0.34547754429400146,0.16270738412688462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35192409351745346,0.0,0.2379839555737661,0.0,0.06471887607052168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242987925700867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422783243342018,0.0,0.1121458242180409,0.2627973449908632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516755058899018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23289372550100554,0.0,0.16690352810267645,0.0,0.10055540379175798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157520003366612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716594593197462,0.08660852666127049,0.12117306831711945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894791561748528,0.0,0.11897714051348672,0.12500265796994414,0.10765049457935927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590493768082394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140106596324568,0.0,0.09074515893729683,0.10366926807036522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420016228814976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732764633723166,0.0,0.0,0.0915299520842118,0.0995334445476671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280509183482211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773149513804882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25083867073032273,0.0,0.06716755593475135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275620492477304,0.0,0.0,0.10977328401756407,0.0,0.08290375164477784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lxnyaa,2019/08/13,"I am meeting my best friend's boyfriend Okay, first of all, I am still a teenager, just so you won't be confused if something sounds like an adult wouldn't do that.

I am meeting up with my best friend on Thursday, and everything was kinda good until she noticed that she actually invited her boyfriend over. He is a complete stranger to me. Well, I'm sleeping at my friend’s house, and there is no other way to manage that cause we have plans for the day after.

Unfortunately, her boyfriend will be there for about two hours and I am absolutely stressed and nervous about it. She said that he's very nice and stuff, and that we will get along just fine. But well, this isn't helping. 

She said she forgot that she invited him over for that day, but she also said it was planned before.

Now I need help. How do I not speak nonsense, embarrass myself and hate myself for my whole life? I am really panicking, I hate meeting strangers and I just hope I won't have to go to the bathroom and cry. Help.",3.881032148900168,5.346373583756347,4.08732994923858,89.1503519458545,72.04568527918781,7.080744500846024,27.854145516074446,7.554174236665415,1.391959323181049,784,29,164,9,15,243,115,197,0.125,0.706,0.17,0.5702,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,0,5,14,19,2,4,5,1,21,2,1,2,1,29,32,16,0,4,7,0,0,1,3,5,1,5,0,1,12,13,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,2,6,5,30,13,20,19,4,16,0,0,0,0,29,5,0,4,10,120,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.13290008320147004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890969152931816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588616704033684,0.0,0.2858423251269437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990284394318556,0.0,0.0,0.1427907853742493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959639388209575,0.17566030485079212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239721449293182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584165290825656,0.0,0.0,0.3156561042685389,0.0,0.07115273783805927,0.0,0.07739891895010244,0.1142282397636643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689153965745893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738523327286752,0.0,0.0,0.1352656578072918,0.1341179897776092,0.15714295148671895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619378607382896,0.06653469810996503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098185915098123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550512212994463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724567801264363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886386276724347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628660003130688,0.0,0.0,0.10484436571790584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876010958314687,0.0,0.15600317624333074,0.0,0.15590295949962404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303612791253058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236956615642793,0.0,0.10809989103728984,0.0,0.0,0.2448991783239121,0.0,0.0,0.15204931366397192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pixiebakes,2019/08/13,"An introvert with social anxiety at work I have been working at this job for a while now and I think everyone hates me. At first it was all in my head but I couldn't help myself in treating them like they already hated me before... I don't know if that makes any sense.

We are seated very closely together in the office. At first they all tried to be my friend but I didn't reciprocate. I like to be alone and I get shy around new people. The ship has sailed to develop new friendships.

I can tell that they talk about me negatively behind my back if I say anything they'll just deny it and it drives me crazy. I know I'm not perfect and I've probably been rude but sometimes I feel like I can't help myself.

I feel like nobody gets me and I don't know what to do......",0.5950172532781224,2.8037895403726694,2.4101345755693586,93.71415286404421,85.27329192546583,5.565355417529331,18.882332643202208,6.937597516519254,0.14933098688750812,600,16,134,8,18,198,99,161,0.19399999999999998,0.688,0.11800000000000001,-0.9076,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,5,5,5,10,3,0,4,0,16,1,1,1,3,27,28,11,0,3,7,0,2,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,3,0,2,4,3,30,7,16,20,2,17,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,2,11,92,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885730993512792,0.16926065453014133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430489856823452,0.0,0.11733667391711945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622017043272613,0.1365423403118219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794115333432655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051663331870805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465629038441947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510891550576852,0.21915200840282026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609329986795984,0.0,0.0,0.1185024151078898,0.0,0.16027134266680376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028655887485172,0.15741399991016214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561720411824708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220779101697365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25288391407959165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997384422306975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238355713725704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962742387173199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633564272224988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537154613025729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197538105808635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635345158293093,0.0,0.0,0.1516985438067816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328249843059524,0.13406247290449655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828087817705376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413618881234736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265560664985661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233275862011678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reverserobinhoodruss,2019/08/13,"I cleaned my email down from 328 to 59 I have high anxiety around electronic communications ei. emails, texts. The past 3 months have been some of the worst and best bouts of social anxiety I have experienced in a long (good days from seeking treatment from my psychologist & psychiatrist and bad days from grad school). This morning I finally opened my emails for work, school, and play and cleared them out. I still have to respond to a few important correspondents but I feel like a weight is lifted off my shoulders! I also unsubscribed from quite a few newsletters that I no longer read and only felt guilty about. Sweet relief!",5.97438596491228,8.167954684210532,5.290350877192985,79.69412280701756,67.94736842105263,9.27719298245614,29.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.8024280701754387,510,19,92,12,9,154,81,114,0.11599999999999999,0.728,0.156,0.7081,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,4,8,0,0,6,0,6,2,1,0,1,13,8,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,13,6,17,6,5,14,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,8,58,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628188489508604,0.0,0.21174369574944865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990002955991666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739703314919011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631723207968482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050872458012941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520668561065301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881312048066422,0.13961217986262084,0.18763934670977936,0.21407933381157448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391382959438114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064780123308713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547513986624136,0.0,0.0,0.17294562049714635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559869524367117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863007314333626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186555971235526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785931824544449,0.1954786140016506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955625421079495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921192019755016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606723964023625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379758899532505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422722582386389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,birdd_is_the_word,2019/08/13,"Does anyone else feel like they need to carry a bag when they're out in public? I recently noticed that I need to have some sort of bag with me when I'm in a public area, whether it be a backpack, purse, or shoulder bag. Otherwise, I feel so naked and vulnerable and end up hurrying home as fast as possible. On my lunch break at work I bring a shoulder bag with me to go get a coffee even though there's nothing in it that I need. Anyone else?",3.843225806451613,4.165913913978496,5.046397849462366,86.48959677419356,71.15053763440861,8.350537634408601,27.32795698924731,8.344100000000001,1.5835892473118274,346,11,77,5,6,115,62,93,0.026000000000000002,0.9390000000000001,0.034,0.1769,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,5,0,2,3,2,0,0,14,11,10,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,15,10,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,6,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785053237486602,0.4081123102590468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742804499300015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327341597752554,0.0,0.17639076766477196,0.0,0.0,0.13153891792431824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139584832562427,0.14227520223654996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404941235459587,0.0,0.11318344561762565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997670609446208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729627347985588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430090853445967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109302288242166,0.22673742362223384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451549330828308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966399198065372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956671678759853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498602008414355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SWydor,2019/08/13,"I’m probably going to quit trying to meet anyone new by myself I can’t express my self the way I want to so sorry if you can’t read this.
I can’t start a conversation with anyone that I don’t know well, so whenever my friend introduces me with someone new, if they don’t attempt talking with me, I won’t try talking with them.
I just get anxious in any kind of party where I don’t know who the most of people are, I also hate crowded places.",7.698473684210527,4.4922384000000015,8.57776315789474,75.86559210526319,65.0,11.18421052631579,35.32894736842105,8.841846274778883,2.8309473684210524,348,11,75,4,4,120,62,95,0.083,0.8109999999999999,0.106,0.2448,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,2,6,4,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,16,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,1,1,0,0,0,16,3,11,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,3,3,50,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343068111266706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047164143674042,0.0,0.0,0.21674762493311006,0.0,0.2683064852900707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482308580476679,0.0,0.10023913277346527,0.0,0.10903867860741777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942240988266493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979306741622996,0.21088290077656455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705999120988712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301183395645338,0.0,0.2004532676362204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068579459519004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040671367345144,0.19191230582717672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015222546167655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256268217789516,0.0,0.0,0.21477199392989552,0.13579976848572278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30842022093793964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260521215663232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113164226406444,0.1522898437885265,0.0,0.0,0.17250552823416665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,strawberrymilkoo,2019/08/13,trouble talking on the phone When I have to talk to any strangers on the phone I get anxious and jumble my words and end up hanging up and if I can muster to say a coherent sentence my hands start to shake and I feel like I can’t breathe.,2.307352941176472,3.5533698823529463,3.0334803921568643,96.0231617647059,75.66666666666667,5.8843137254901965,28.43627450980393,5.985473137389443,0.8495450980392159,188,8,44,1,4,59,36,51,0.13,0.7929999999999999,0.077,-0.3818,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,7,6,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,8,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24800977377834416,0.0,0.0,0.4120092982252971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32301760238410143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440422057658434,0.260543084615998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905416715013746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817490901848165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29002556042901056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25813785655195665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5862670874771845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,carmeninis,2019/08/13,"Shitty work situation - vent Just one of those situations at work where everybody's sitting and talking (maybe 15-20 people), I come, try to join in conversation, and it's as if I'm not even there. I just sit there, unable to join the conversation. It's sad because I work here 4 months and there are people who are working less, but have adapted perfectly and are part of the collective. I was thinking about going to the short one day trip, sort of a team building, but in 4 months, I have still not found anybody who wants me to be there and I don't want to run after random people just so I'm not alone. 
So the point is I'm just sad and frustrated.",5.053409090909092,5.168177977272726,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727273,68.46969696969697,9.024242424242424,28.62121212121212,8.841846274778883,1.95319393939394,511,16,108,8,8,168,80,132,0.109,0.8029999999999999,0.087,-0.4455,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,15,4,1,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,1,24,18,12,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,1,0,4,4,3,0,2,2,0,7,1,14,15,2,17,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,3,5,70,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912636128092274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054300804002808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489830407777629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153988700959357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423332356461903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963320450485607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982927438466208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375377173924578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760976562885918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343938281285617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729042216866876,0.0,0.3597099201116379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634957701848995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888111290168459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811988251255175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390124594361545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082081207681573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742321827831785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402342473018387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036451631492822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lucasmosby,2019/08/13,"Today's my Birthday. It's always bittersweet. As you can read from the title, yes today's my birthday. I'm one of those people who doesn't like to celebrate it because of the attention one receives from it, or even telling people that it is just to avoid socializing. It's always one of my friends who tell other people that it is and they tell me ""Happy Birthday!"" and I always respond with an awkward ""Thank you"". 

I've convinced myself also that I don't want the attention and that's one of the reasons that I don't like celebrating it, but the truth is that over the years, social anxiety has made it very hard to make friends or meet people so that I have some friends that I can rely on or even celebrate such a day like this. I have close friends, yes, but they're unavailable at the moment so I can celebrate it with. I do have other friends but they're not that close, also they're from a different crowd and I don't really fuck with them that much. 

So here I am, 20 years in and haven't really celebrated my birthday as others have done or how I wish I could do so.",4.1293150684931526,4.96716083561644,5.1907579908675805,83.85161643835619,70.78082191780824,8.397077625570777,27.38538812785388,8.648137234880735,1.8483574429223748,849,28,175,14,15,280,101,219,0.133,0.693,0.174,0.9388,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,2,0,12,15,1,2,10,2,21,1,0,4,1,31,28,21,0,3,9,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,26,10,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,3,0,4,2,1,22,12,19,25,2,13,0,0,0,1,20,6,1,5,9,129,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512087001870686,0.2889248402583087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854384322009906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055646812323937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924121658514688,0.0,0.0,0.07464530475916388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092784518000235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184462974923956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289564082846446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44711763655102266,0.10700346295667687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321164028622185,0.1036838895911921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964001588278835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951977140420688,0.07726001878901642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508515769969603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137245196029058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209692643770656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577532200334492,0.0,0.14829714043148087,0.11900410917006055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597286409633814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034960729568445,0.10656152453369312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942355688145634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550092171963763,0.06826881004318673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309988789753874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907068241048704
socialanxiety,chilledking,2019/08/13,"Nightclubs Basically I’m going to a nightclub tonight and am afraid that I’ll just crumble apart and not socialize with anyone. I am going with a friend but I feel like he’ll hate me if I just cling to him the whole night and also dancing in general just gives me bad anxiety. I was just wondering is there any methods to cope with this bad anxiety 

Also I’m 18 and this is my first time at a nightclub",1.9732831325301208,4.087556614457835,3.6682981927710863,87.2417243975904,79.24096385542168,7.041566265060243,26.037650602409638,8.07648339933343,1.6897000000000002,321,13,66,6,8,107,54,83,0.21,0.73,0.06,-0.9359999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,17,14,8,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,4,0,1,1,1,8,2,8,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368547060095212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669923228065985,0.0,0.35255423232400834,0.0,0.0,0.16112091408484774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847962235607903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651153643440555,0.16461811449354588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960023025334484,0.0,0.0,0.17802843131727614,0.0,0.0,0.22104794431672128,0.26191557090150197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750036619840985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257569018157143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624146935638394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348927630800465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343646690056907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572651099891626,0.0,0.0,0.2498897999710028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anal-Fissure69,2019/08/13,Laughing too much Do y’all laugh too much or is it just me? I feel like i Iaugh too much especially when I’m nervous which is like all the time haha. I’ve had people tell me that I laugh too much. Anything that can be done other than like suppressing myself so I don’t laugh too much?,0.22288056206089024,2.395518360655739,1.9298829039812653,96.74737704918032,86.70491803278688,4.797189695550352,16.911007025761126,6.1826913282559595,-0.507971428571429,224,5,52,2,7,73,39,61,0.033,0.618,0.349,0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,1,1,1,8,0,0,0,1,5,10,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,8,8,1,7,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524988173457907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037007922540195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382455020823028,0.16082169553144487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329938417038535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8274245347957462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606590587648114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967598139462186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126595426935084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yeetadakimasu,2019/08/13,"Trying to be more social I've been struggling with SA under the radar for a while now.

It's getting to the point where it's starting to affect my job and my physical health. I've been gaining weight, drinking and eating more, cancelling meetups with friends, leaving work in the middle of the day saying I'm ""sick"", and I've been getting more anxious about just leaving the house to go to the shop.

My coworkers have started to notice my SA has gotten worse, and they've approach me about how I don't look them in the eye, or look like I'm freaking out when on the phone to a customer (because I am), suggesting I take time off and maybe see a doctor.

​

I've tried things like going out for a walk, taking public transport to work, and I even accepted an invite to a friends 18th birthday. Needless to say, none of these have worked out well.

I've even tried joining Discord servers based around games and anime I enjoy, but trying to talk to people there still makes me anxious, and I just end up lurking around.

​

Any advise or suggestions for things I could do to ease into being more social?",8.66791666666667,6.920470699074073,7.747888888888893,77.986,61.91666666666667,9.565925925925928,36.87777777777778,7.1686216300943375,2.683186666666667,885,33,164,5,10,273,129,216,0.07400000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.092,0.3955,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,4,15,9,0,1,14,0,12,7,1,3,0,26,27,14,0,1,5,0,1,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,5,16,3,0,1,3,1,5,2,2,1,0,4,7,14,7,34,20,5,29,0,0,4,0,14,15,0,2,11,107,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235877358932782,0.2645287675918722,0.07402157568313764,0.0,0.0,0.2459385127135925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937987441832826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635380900580942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869076835310279,0.0,0.0,0.07019909622628366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141235115015212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066313342897603,0.0,0.11138048828057333,0.0,0.0,0.0964085872003978,0.0,0.0,0.1437884919584178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819412336238332,0.0,0.11373902361151304,0.0,0.1237236645764382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570221462977565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559801922316502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080166001499503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305123778633203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635699804746424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828127832496801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265806618263983,0.0,0.10935422357881663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392618370152568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546272450886801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289821526189064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312341077757135,0.0,0.0,0.08673917323641174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191726387796654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408885379268106,0.0,0.08692756630126107,0.0,0.0,0.11379341260113685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368295985597878,0.08748932133821895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462989995629874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347117577532646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956073928391397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254969460406532,0.09786901485512586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23773178514680945,0.0,0.11092721412498682,0.0,0.0,0.2645287675918722,0.0
socialanxiety,aiscask,2019/08/13,"I was about to apply for a job, but backed out due to social anxiety Some backstory: I am 16 years old and I have dealt with social anxiety for all of my life. Conversing with others has always been a difficult and arduous effort for me. So I have been trying some things to hopefully make the anxiety more easier to live with. I was thinking of getting a part time job, and I was pretty confident about it at first. But when it came to filling in the application and reading up what I had to do, the anxiety took over and I got rid of my application. I feel like an absolute failure now. What should I do?",3.7818916437098267,5.080548933884297,5.646721763085399,78.52442607897154,72.05785123966942,10.005876951331498,28.320477502295685,10.25414643259724,3.0008449954086323,475,18,94,14,9,164,76,121,0.12,0.7240000000000001,0.156,0.7776,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,7,0,13,1,0,1,1,20,21,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,9,1,13,2,22,11,5,16,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,9,78,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481657739755774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.532565478826819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382726964642278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905725819940695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800067691856787,0.1243353744343253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803972060098936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909295677771788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919698960648175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286260758519673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454189231637161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293074948782952,0.08502794867983414,0.0,0.1536819468757861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161741387209224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826274125376792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847012382485356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706290564788044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408872699870695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548270460917701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562552475922308,0.11151884828194013,0.0,0.0,0.10148507339525947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933666534879329,0.11816284160487925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120771028083189
socialanxiety,throwthatjunkaway78,2019/08/13,"Meeting Up with a Childhood Friend Tomorrow Im going to try to get right into this. This is kind of a vent, but Im also open to advice/help. Anyways, here we go:

My social anxiety is really strange. It seems like generally, Im alright, but under very specific conditions I go from slightly tense into straight panic mode. Im talking my head gets all fragmented, I can't talk, knots in stomach, sometimes I even feel like Im going to cry and I want to just sprint away from the situation.

Also, Im super self-conscious about this one: the corners of my mouth tense up and droop, like when you were 5 and were about to start crying, and my mouth opens like half an inch when I try to say something. Its ridiculous.

Anyways, one of those specific situations that cause this extreme response is one-on-one conversations where I feel like there's some kind of stakes involved; I fear rejection from that person for whatever reason. Tomorrow is one of those situations. My stomach is in knots and all I can think about is sitting across the table from this person and hearing that terrifying opening question, ""so whats been going on with you over the years,"" and then hearing that deafening silence that follows as they wait for a response. I can see myself just sitting there like a deer in the headlights, not being able to mumble out an answer to one of the worlds simplest questions. I have no clue how Im going to even function. 

On top of that, I feel trapped. I cant get out of this(reasons). I have to face this, and I know its friggin ridiculous that Im scared of what, someone elses opinion? But I am. Ive avoided stuff like this for years, but this time I couldn't. Im stuck. I feel like the walls are closing in just imagining this crap going down.

And I'm trying to distract myself. Im trying to focus on other stuff, but its not working. Im also coming up with a strategy, to give myself something to do after the meet up, so I can focus on that as Im talking; to remind myself that life will continue on afterwards. It might help, but I just don't know how I'm going to manage this.

I know the hardest part is going to be talking about myself. After that it should be smooth sailing. Talking about objective stuff is easy: science, hobbies, this other persons life, etc. Talking about me, that's what terrifies me, and that's going to be how everything kicks off. Im scared if I bomb there, itll be hard to recover. The pressure is insane.

Sorry for the rambling. I know objectively, crap will probably work itself out. Ill probably get pissed off once I start acting ridiculous and get my footing again, but what if I don't? I guess I could look at this from another angle: what if I get there and Im fine? Idk.

This crap sucks. Thanks for reading.",3.1309444444444448,5.208394298148153,4.224907407407412,84.80958333333334,75.46296296296295,6.648148148148147,26.99074074074073,7.569512494915309,1.6039629629629628,2171,85,410,29,48,706,242,540,0.19399999999999998,0.71,0.096,-0.9963,0,2,2,0,0,0,80.0,1,2,1,4,31,31,8,7,18,1,37,14,11,5,2,74,80,35,0,7,16,0,6,8,1,5,3,3,0,3,45,26,0,2,15,1,0,13,8,16,0,5,4,11,45,15,78,64,5,69,0,1,2,0,26,38,5,10,24,282,90,4,0.04686005578227973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242190903705178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049136854291251364,0.035847814411831026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044026564946160786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813818548484178,0.0,0.04036578878353073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037413941504707775,0.0,0.1029471417962628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03914556365506956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226134909357192,0.061901249792968224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0421147965832735,0.0,0.0,0.052730590626057235,0.0947754087626293,0.10043049964182754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03620396285599505,0.0,0.1468946704125803,0.04495243544091168,0.26631649591478845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051621634493583514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197740572794706,0.0,0.04809193635903949,0.0,0.10562937710349457,0.0,0.06281861524655916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7086366205912961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759507415515906,0.10301224464644257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661972864310271,0.18314765009901451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039350644850489065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971111395178827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049904430061351236,0.15876793272924228,0.0,0.0,0.054980178897456405,0.0,0.05074487393310879,0.0,0.0,0.12274917969742805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010461315592156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498797380744712,0.0,0.04687273677887733,0.0,0.030019751654433668,0.09635988375090628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040018231599072064,0.0,0.037264997182988084,0.09383018128177692,0.0,0.03734139746660257,0.04265963484357522,0.04888525797934076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801799817596446,0.0,0.047767925644058636,0.03970437319769693,0.07215032063277751,0.04634579337719843,0.052455995958988935,0.06633557734016213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093065810176968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259860268625888,0.0,0.043142443517275364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030026031619162574,0.0,0.0,0.027324475365233598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272596076052832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038664453602430184,0.027639275002569345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822935742014083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060352679113019475
socialanxiety,minutemaidismyblood,2019/08/13,"My therapist problems *mini-rant* I tried going to two different therapist with my abundance of issues a few months ago but I stopped going to each of them because it all went really badly. I'm always so fearful of them juding me and so I panic an lie about things (and I'm really good liar/manipulator. You had to be in my home) so then either they underestimate things or think false things or I panic that they know im a lying scumbag. Plus, I'm really low on money trying to build a new life for myself and my girlfriend. I just wanna be better. Why isnt there fix my brain button I can just pay 50 bucks for an call it a day?",0.5667307692307695,2.9463480384615397,3.281826923076924,86.00504807692309,87.84615384615385,5.711538461538463,17.35576923076923,7.1686216300943375,0.3812692307692309,495,12,99,8,16,173,88,130,0.29,0.657,0.053,-0.9898,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,4,1,7,8,0,3,6,0,5,2,1,0,1,18,13,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,3,3,1,6,0,1,2,0,18,2,15,9,4,12,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,6,68,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830072378646147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129819643654151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302686830221876,0.09510724873360203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798542229440314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416791340297355,0.15931202963531613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006188341815115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300581585609228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556385455898932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733748095868654,0.13086066684660258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649897903851534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852643261795927,0.1628424696326715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574352440481729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020027112529222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245322415183026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506833531332192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661074915709507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928835001299534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998477686736684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043820414308194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622983186875864,0.3109546853954241,0.09997016505188408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185223771993394,0.0,0.15240711446961727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463043770667586,0.14078216156270576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Busybodymisses,2019/08/13,"People say being tall and muscular means girls flock to you. The fact this doesn't happen to me makes me feel abnormal i'm in the top 95th percentile of height. I'm also muscular. Supposedly, this should mean I get indicators of interest all the time. instead, i have been single my entire adult life. 

​

I feel like the odd one out among tall muscular guys. It gives me anxiety.",2.56240487062405,5.4401335205479455,3.7377168949771686,82.71181126331811,83.65753424657535,7.628006088280059,23.179604261796044,8.515128840125781,2.047616133942161,309,11,56,8,9,100,56,73,0.055,0.846,0.1,0.5106,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,5,4,3,1,2,10,15,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,8,2,7,12,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017885122553746,0.0,0.2576701249726612,0.28896864418295304,0.0,0.0,0.1819261802841667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404906461377627,0.16989354845054852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424739941487427,0.2281317566611992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354721116211196,0.21029711897173675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679742497997178,0.11618334672984365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874192485670358,0.0,0.0,0.5180958244759891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114814265224406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648694876265646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891183244232539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867058600440488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28896864418295304,0.0
socialanxiety,NaviPika,2019/08/13,"I have a job interview tomorrow and I'm beyond nervous!! Last job interview I had I completely BOMBED it!!! I have no idea how to talk to people who I don't know so when she asked me ""tell me about yourself"" I froze up and I started with ""my name is ____ "" but she already knew my name !!!! :( Then I froze some more and I asked ""well what do you mean"" and the rest was just awkward hell. I didn't get the job and I just stuck with working for my family business (which is out of business now). So I'm not used to being interviewed. It's at Target and I heard they're interviews are really hard. Can anyone give me some tips or advice? I really need a job for college.",-0.2627656123276552,1.985719467153288,2.020669099756692,94.13162003244119,91.55474452554743,5.672181670721817,18.560016220600158,7.1686216300943375,0.3916653690186531,505,15,113,9,18,170,89,137,0.152,0.826,0.023,-0.9465,4,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,10,4,1,2,4,0,12,0,0,2,0,25,26,13,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,6,4,22,1,13,19,4,10,1,0,0,0,16,4,1,3,6,79,27,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288301393405338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839414501404979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655028598415927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116566392282136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476643860169938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713613174914193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708622588023476,0.1598997949624171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493173507312154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816749315562348,0.0,0.0,0.6616380370278746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160591987966857,0.13587082334459902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156923287893392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123595089423593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555864756785182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356583185248104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117980762458889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397538607668066,0.14569035990040438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396264108203868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987016529104105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134893421112412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bubbielovesolaf,2019/08/13,"It never stops.. So I’m new on this sub. And I’m here laying in my bed thinking how my shift went down tonight. I work as a waitress. And this is literally the worst job to have with someone with social anxiety. But what can I do. I have no option. I am a working mother and trying my best to cope with my social anxiety. Sometimes it’s just so hard. It doesn’t help I overthink a lot. I MEAN ALL THE TIME. there’s never a time where I don’t overthink. Like tonight I messed up three men’s checks because I didn’t know who had what since it was the shift change and in my mind omf. I look like a dumbass in front of them almost thought to my mind omg. This is so embarrassing. And second there was a family and a couple eating. And asked me for a pair of chopsticks and asked the guy do you want trainers? I misunderstood him cause I thought it was for his daughter. And he goes “what are trainers?” But said it in a pissed off way. So I’m like man, I’m so embarrassed.. so now I’m here in my bed feeling on edge not able to relax. Even my own boss i get nervous talking to him. And I have this thing in my mind I can’t make a mistake. Which I know that’s not possible.. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I literally can’t be in public without embarrassing myself. Schools starting next week and that’s another thing..",0.08415444770283287,2.2801536487455216,2.1294949494949518,94.85363636363635,87.78136200716847,5.102248289345064,20.640925382860868,6.574015621080383,0.20885089605734786,1024,34,234,12,33,341,144,279,0.141,0.7859999999999999,0.073,-0.955,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,3,15,14,1,4,14,0,22,2,1,4,3,45,45,21,0,2,6,2,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,3,20,14,1,1,9,1,1,2,12,8,0,2,9,5,35,6,27,35,5,28,0,0,1,0,20,13,1,3,16,158,55,5,0.12122096234887607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138528346066695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271107484732109,0.18546740880105106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22665047233825744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389517351558056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721392124609082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452732018317135,0.12823570483910693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341286891794783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403930732932687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006530236930842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427633491314865,0.0,0.1225859216919513,0.08660027972313063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633329496165745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002781105793872,0.0,0.0,0.1085901720410502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125185583423153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202931004299215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985961211470185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368897563853655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179507809354688,0.0,0.0,0.10305772728637863,0.0,0.0,0.08091593366407393,0.0,0.0,0.1320451651407655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671958472813093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698615839747249,0.11707596081217247,0.12891986867986396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665842126407546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530889451484212,0.0,0.0,0.12268208557537386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027523271785103,0.0,0.0,0.2471390107978501,0.10271012802131138,0.0,0.11989063137501972,0.0,0.0858008210714036,0.0,0.0,0.10134615243904456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743281776758356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106764197781087,0.07767349798522998,0.0,0.1924718071842342,0.14136983595757174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230107628193631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149926432020333,0.09621955754118326,0.09723614406053724,0.0,0.0,0.11237304655826108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168526819241874,0.0,0.17650060864935074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the--cuck,2019/08/13,"How long have y'all been single? What's up gang.

The cuck here wondering how long y'all have been single. I'll start: I've been single for 2 years now. I usually go long periods of time between relationships for some reason. Before my last one, I went from 8th grade to freshman year of college without a girlfriend. I also struggle with being too distant with every girl I meet; so naturally, they lose interest (fast!) I also don't like asking girls for their number--even if they show interest--because I'm afraid that they were either being friendly or they are only flirting with me for free attention. 

So what's your romantic lives like?",3.9206184798807766,6.2557819262295125,4.791192250372578,80.46625186289124,74.0,7.387183308494784,26.66467958271237,8.296473431620573,2.0412852459016397,513,19,89,9,11,166,89,122,0.06,0.8,0.141,0.8656,0,3,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,5,1,9,9,0,2,2,0,10,0,0,3,0,13,16,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,1,1,2,2,3,0,1,5,0,15,7,14,9,5,15,0,1,0,0,15,1,0,4,14,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005962500782445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757015401216575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456844241531346,0.0,0.15992583744895125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413472419857954,0.0,0.1583502686767737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520446546896978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681246301320983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531988086527666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363912771307034,0.0,0.16595730643687231,0.4989715061070269,0.0,0.21026038903624675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735518980207702,0.14293928776753215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932369319396963,0.0,0.20178068236873054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302717837225295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647906027058554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959120291362726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069929042839862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422524775490167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117055719861686,0.20381640484306213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242058543289415
socialanxiety,stdio_dot_h,2019/08/13,"Why doesn't this sub live up to its potential? This past year I've made massive strides in dealing with my social anxiety. And I've had it since elementary school, all through high school graduation.

There are ways to help. There are routines you can try. There isn't a 1 answer solution. It's a battle, but you can win.

The sub's bio says that it's "" a community to share strategies and learn from others!"" but whenever I see anything from here it's just self-deprecating memes and more people urging that content on. I know it's fun to meme, it can create bonding amongst us, but it's not healthy in a community that's #1 goal should be to help people.

Those routines and strategies that I mentioned don't ever involve sitting at home making memes about situations that build up your social anxiety. Am I wrong to think we should have more constructive points? Have a space for people to talk about their successes? How to cope with their anxiety? How to combat it? Different strategies? It could even be a simple post talking about a specific movie you like to watch when you're feeling anxious.  But these memes aren't a strategy. They're often negative and don't lead to positive outcomes.

Please let me know if I'm in the wrong, or if the memes themselves help you. But I had to genuinely dig until I found some constructive posts. And those posts were genuinely good. But it took about 7 or 8 posts down from the ""top of 24hrs"" to find them.",3.8963069544364544,6.03147471582734,4.292967625899284,84.91532673860914,73.42446043165471,7.798800959232612,27.41067146282973,8.59863814320734,2.0345390887290167,1153,44,222,22,24,362,159,278,0.11599999999999999,0.735,0.149,0.9144,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,5,3,5,15,9,1,0,12,0,22,0,0,5,2,41,32,20,0,5,12,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,22,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,6,4,18,6,34,20,4,25,0,0,2,0,22,12,0,6,6,141,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697408835005849,0.13278061436831898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672094026961202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384179391225167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117298544740453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279861445812107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763047800312088,0.10631675167256628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059429012417289415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742447183116767,0.0,0.0,0.12887059442552296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858242475234964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363428434188979,0.12418173112051185,0.11789676146896792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291878567690274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018706570053934,0.0,0.057421456230234015,0.0,0.10378518267133048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112140563175335,0.07845524119095558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112200050733597,0.244451025054302,0.0,0.0,0.12901766789857858,0.11110816349278717,0.0,0.4502625314919632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346821118396684,0.0,0.2379025286560799,0.09365983867311778,0.0,0.12261419460623554,0.0,0.0,0.09722581464633268,0.13211378631313622,0.0,0.2396233945756005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893967780449944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531140954111071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058523699605054,0.07979826095538689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137962154742287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329347450305983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605667220844436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570112127934914,0.0,0.07568841249542743
socialanxiety,terez45,2019/08/13,"I don’t want to feel bad But When people usually texts you a day later, Do they usually don’t care?",0.7690909090909095,2.356187727272733,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,80.81818181818181,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.2269272727272729,78,2,18,2,2,28,18,22,0.152,0.652,0.196,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29357855970312763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584884810497427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267585096640974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778391242349334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24376118589424706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7744945685661367,0.0,0.2073879083470941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whiskeysplotches,2019/08/13,"Alcohol. I think one of my biggest fears at this point is alcoholism, but man, there's nothing quite like it for numbing the fear and the dread, and even the loss for words that's so often a symptom of this condition.
It's the only medicine I've tried so far that actually works.
I mean, what kind of a shit deal is that?
It's poison. So of course I'm not condoning it via self-medication, but if anyone has found it to be a temporary miracle cure, could you let me know how you've dealt with it to not end up with a massive tolerance and a trashed liver?",6.010376811594206,4.9478164869565235,6.763260869565219,80.711268115942,66.73913043478261,10.797101449275363,33.07971014492754,10.125756701596842,2.918797101449276,436,16,96,9,6,145,79,115,0.23,0.7070000000000001,0.063,-0.9692,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,7,9,2,3,9,0,6,7,2,1,0,18,11,10,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,12,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,5,2,12,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,2,2,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.18153736046650726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39761661423168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007572442713378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852893038814796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191787615838532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476637916594825,0.0,0.0,0.1228703265637255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186684379905862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039710746195439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372046077521365,0.10223661220171837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902271426277644,0.0,0.09088431837930826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263999612678987,0.20663615823161746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849973601821625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605798950770544,0.14148335270546308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758574297546607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786462197375188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406870239818294,0.0,0.1909559810331201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933552446392701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919980041754655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630140422955533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543124663047068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CoolGuy180,2019/08/13,"Girl said im cute Sry for my bad grammar

I consider myself unattractive/ugly 

Some girls tell me that im ""cute"" 

are they telling it to me because they feel bad for me ? or do they genuinly think im cute?",-0.5401550387596927,1.675772232558142,1.4747674418604682,97.25385658914728,94.11627906976744,4.7271317829457375,21.12015503875969,6.42735559955562,0.2953596899224804,158,6,36,2,6,52,30,43,0.155,0.718,0.127,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,9,3,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,18,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904911061332509,0.14254590549959334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823587642971756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7577577921141929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243415907683892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087706739103314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983440158362904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lonesomebanana,2019/08/13,"Can you say you have social anxiety without getting diagnosed? Therapy isn’t really accessible a the moment, but I’ve been having symptoms of social anxiety since 6th grade, certain social situations I can go through with little to no anxiety but things like talking on the phone, eating out, and phone calls get me really scared and in extreme cases my heart beats like crazy. Social anxiety is probably the only thing that describes what I’m feeling. There isn’t really anyone in my family who has social anxiety to my knowledge, but I had been bullied from the beginning of elementary till 8th grade, so that might have something to do with it.",11.404615384615386,9.318729119658123,11.185572649572652,56.54553846153848,56.948717948717956,14.830085470085473,43.91282051282053,13.348371206891418,6.164146666666667,525,24,78,16,5,175,80,117,0.188,0.73,0.08199999999999999,-0.9197,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,0,14,4,1,0,1,13,20,7,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,2,8,3,15,16,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,1,5,57,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4686835758112758,0.0,0.0,0.08567728789239712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251189660645431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436749432174805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253809205101339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551235146689108,0.0,0.061955907503226174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803592171738282,0.0,0.0696378117610862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520111924823495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972598184606326,0.12280934673881963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998718625811964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931911776398986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321103198008071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23549158766660416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974424378104109,0.12267600020728076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135981289504904,0.13773120554728188,0.0,0.6245301859338936,0.0,0.09433119096638676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735776051544265,0.0,0.09848665429226762,0.0,0.0,0.14012612622986048,0.0,0.16280975483003124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811656433096275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anon1277483847,2019/08/13,"Dating with SA I’m hoping to hear how some of you have managed to date while having intense social anxiety. I have just started dating someone but I’m finding it very difficult to feel comfortable and enjoy myself around them because I’m so nervous. I’ve avoided dating for so long because of this, it’s hard to want to be with anyone when you feel like you’re going to throw up the whole time lol. How long did it take for you to get comfortable around your SO?",4.00221198156682,5.428376225806455,4.817235023041476,84.18870967741938,71.68817204301075,7.034715821812598,27.264208909370197,7.447530270364453,1.530349923195085,371,13,70,4,7,120,62,93,0.12300000000000001,0.655,0.221,0.898,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,0,9,8,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,16,17,9,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,4,7,5,16,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,11,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686967884184301,0.0,0.0,0.15419233843249294,0.0,0.0,0.3926181563661999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26885324019538315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300253643947127,0.15753915105484606,0.0,0.0,0.2015507974944199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521231973260647,0.0,0.1253262947847872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975421277037452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854146580994615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219025587625373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773467254913467,0.0,0.0,0.3903055773297709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247918256043957,0.18684542850142893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608481352038092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580319495372842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285866743890558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819516546741186,0.13006809490757704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24620210933902584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,77COSMIC,2019/08/13,"20 years old and just started applying for jobs. No I’m stuck between the fear of not get a call back, and getting a call back 😩",2.391428571428573,3.0852867142857145,3.7771428571428594,92.91785714285713,74.71428571428571,7.028571428571429,28.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.2068714285714286,100,4,24,1,2,33,24,28,0.261,0.7390000000000001,0.0,-0.7506,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,13,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44589482122519664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5921261589950069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262652264751749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029653334123247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877225796334591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042452322290408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052223567694539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671306622405254
socialanxiety,TheCluelessYuzu,2019/08/13,Introvert that needs to talk. I have been dealing with problems in my love life and I really want to talk to one of my friends but I don't know how to bring up my issues.,1.6672072072072088,2.935907972972977,3.2524324324324314,93.71126126126127,77.37837837837839,7.095495495495496,23.144144144144143,7.793537801064563,0.8071333333333333,133,4,32,2,3,44,29,37,0.05,0.7879999999999999,0.162,0.47600000000000003,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,8,8,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,8,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33219195862210976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24894433977006505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363112182319597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770822391304506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275916566190637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29081375546614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892009609649376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183428280884696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083185054486329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642069724245135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179722311830801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005215242890236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway_Hec,2019/03/20,"Handing Out Flyers To People Hey everyone,

One of my New Year Resolutions for 2019 is to beat my social anxiety in a street fight boxing match. 😨 👊 💥

In 2 weeks, I'll be handing out flyers to people to promote my business. Meaning....I have to walk up to people and approach them. Tell them about our service and ask if they would like a flyer.

Ughhhhhhh. The scenarios I'm creating inside my head is scary! I've been daydreaming about this day as I look on my calendar and see the date getting close and closer.

As silly as this sounds, I've been watching YouTube videos of people handing out flyers 😂😭

I have been coming up with a million excuses to back out. But I can't back out! I don't want to back out! I want to fight! If I can do this, then that means I'm so much closer to getting my freedom back. 

Is there anything I can do to prepare myself? Or just words of encouragement. Anything! 😓",1.2871428571428574,3.6272718351648368,3.454604395604399,86.50289560439562,83.39560439560441,5.837802197802197,23.935164835164837,7.1686216300943375,1.1184430769230769,702,27,140,10,20,239,107,182,0.07200000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.095,0.7205,0,0,0,0,2,0,23.0,1,0,3,2,9,5,2,0,5,0,16,4,4,0,0,23,27,13,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,2,0,2,3,7,18,3,32,22,1,28,0,0,3,0,12,15,0,3,11,94,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293273980060856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782374115952761,0.0,0.15804456445390852,0.0,0.0,0.5199745985416006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562679810444315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090271518244037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154027863253026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766495932608442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735002564713165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259223549210767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196448491698666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415157398632184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242756317555157,0.0,0.0,0.16327536442957954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145567391684639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688086522134455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471576584241968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723313299026514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776241913288354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942724975039056,0.0,0.13560654763860494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009255119865288,0.0,0.0,0.10886653873390717
socialanxiety,thundernoon,2019/03/20,"I’m tired of always getting embarrassed and red in the face I’m feeling so depressed. i’ve had social anxiety all my life and its interfered with a lot at school, through college, and my job. and now i’m just so tired of trying....We have weekly team meeting at my current workplace and everyone is so energetic and talkative and today’s was awful....

It was unexpected and when i walked in my team manager told me “glad to see <my name> on time as usual...” it was just a fun comment about my punctuality, nothing embarrassing about it but i went stupidly red in the face like a tomato. She said “sorry i didn’t mean to embarrass you!” and of course everyone looked at me and it made me get even redder, I could feel my heartbeat and i panicked, and i probably looked so stupid. I don’t know how to come back from this.  

i’ve spent the past two years at this job being the “quiet one” but still trying to participate in discussions so i don’t come off as a loaf, and i try to be a part of this team even though i’m the outsider and i put on a lot of makeup so that the “red face” doesn’t happen too badly if someone calls on me for something...but then today everything was just laid bare and i don’t know how to come back from this

i always try to help my social anxiety, my entire life i try to focus on ME and not others judgement of me, realize i’m making a big deal out of nothing...everything you can think of, medications, therapy, distraction therapy (like snapping a wrist band against me during team meetings) but nothing ever stops the blood red face when i try to talk to people or speak up, or get called on and feel panic instantly before i even have a chance to try and not make it happen! i feel so defeated after today, after two years of trying to make it look like i was a normal, but just quiet, person in my team meetings...not any longer :(",5.0240978842129715,5.254478794117652,6.148530574285051,79.9430516159033,68.54545454545455,9.178144617530807,29.362473843292257,9.085049710711278,2.2834965356893746,1455,49,292,25,23,488,180,374,0.13699999999999998,0.804,0.06,-0.9865,3,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,0,6,27,15,2,5,17,1,18,11,6,6,2,58,51,40,0,3,13,0,4,3,0,0,5,4,0,1,13,23,0,1,9,6,1,6,7,10,0,3,12,16,36,5,50,36,4,45,0,2,8,0,24,18,0,5,24,194,49,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834454074048227,0.0,0.0,0.05653243647947428,0.0,0.1271911129004728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278463591012839,0.06941153364117922,0.0,0.0,0.07073899101467278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977361017141554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483190883688472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637393291690369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570517753472892,0.07160124910371758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647231981979492,0.07519742163130927,0.0,0.15887188742912126,0.14942690188765628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813562993867778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029871496683193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702625295599767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055721455513892494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499085652663034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913740645973148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743681825934288,0.1218419125932401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942918253196724,0.0,0.0,0.14135127148521026,0.0,0.07866126600626487,0.16647325350548708,0.0,0.0,0.09055483988238856,0.0,0.08374648595549736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145145836409212,0.1595343004651908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633222105187826,0.0,0.0,0.09753718959121034,0.0,0.0900235773846251,0.07935865599104537,0.05763308387445577,0.07258743212800207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963008023065527,0.0,0.0,0.08357036364076705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907732531270947,0.0,0.0,0.08413376289750811,0.06624523668964011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694846875130461,0.07043725673222755,0.0,0.0,0.09305918106578537,0.0,0.0,0.06638911796848994,0.06950186019329341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681814667600879,0.0,0.0,0.19013678803185508,0.0,0.0,0.05326746470163681,0.0816765161810935,0.0,0.04847478832598789,0.19109542060352566,0.2363975182917981,0.07943594371456063,0.0,0.3950869798102664,0.0,0.16241526831680786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155787100955363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668327043096288,0.0,0.0,0.07706395934551317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070682348262857
socialanxiety,TheGapingAsshole,2019/03/20,"What happened to this place? coming on here and the first few posts i see are these one after another

[https://i.imgur.com/gEsuxuC.png](https://i.imgur.com/gEsuxuC.png)

​

​

what purpose do these serve again? it's just assholes looking for reddit karma. have none of the mods realized this yet? keep that shit at /r/2meirl4meirl/",10.243066666666667,14.98705224,6.068000000000001,66.40066666666667,66.6,6.533333333333335,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.305933333333334,292,10,36,4,6,78,45,50,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.8377,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,6,8,2,9,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,4,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290728331751868,0.4811911930866154,0.0,0.20762365049477696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170562249928766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842144597984735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509360205292746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599436820086095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662728445080111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341721127663786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068712321322324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896323608449322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778293845670188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032474698402526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811911930866154,0.0
socialanxiety,thescopeoflife,2019/03/20,"how first time drinking alcohol changed my approach to my own anxiety So by drinking alcohol I mean the amoutns that affect your behaviour, but not excessively.

I've been anxious about social event all my life and this time I let alcohol do its miracles. 

Of course I did my research when it comes to how much alcohol should I drink to get the result I desired and not to lose all my control (cause abuse etc).

So how it affected me in the long run was by making me realize those feelings of anxiety are not essential, I mean that it's possible to exist without them so they're not really a part of me.

From that moment I feel less anxiety towards social events because letting myself go with the flow and not caring a bit about what people would think didn't end with disaster so I'm less anxious about the future.

Of course I don't mean that I want to drink every time I feel particularily anxious  bc addictions, making anxiety worse, dangers etc., but realizing that there's a reality where anxiety is not a part of the equation was kind of life-changing to me.

What is your experience with that matter?",5.8256738544474445,6.8186585754717015,6.791185983827492,73.34424528301888,67.01886792452831,10.396765498652293,34.48247978436657,10.451354775682146,3.827451752021563,886,41,158,23,14,296,118,212,0.17300000000000001,0.777,0.05,-0.9757,0,0,8,0,1,0,16.0,0,2,1,3,13,4,1,0,10,0,14,10,0,10,2,42,29,13,0,4,9,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,14,7,8,1,9,4,0,5,9,2,0,1,5,3,23,2,25,20,11,19,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,11,118,37,1,0.0,0.10678188265192162,0.0,0.09824816822600303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38525943504801796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34472203302384896,0.30544248586620365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493858917771574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839177108205477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188714894585764,0.0925818962114304,0.19067791226134886,0.07763361310795877,0.0,0.0,0.10108142632832127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35314777890167043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982287444783936,0.0,0.20102356368101945,0.0,0.0,0.07593312934706863,0.0,0.0,0.0881583011160141,0.0,0.0,0.13670779708066633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665919851399232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047085929092031034,0.0,0.05121939253804804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384999595617274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431523954597406,0.1273141112426337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797566648298839,0.0,0.10082540087029288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031657890523947,0.0,0.0,0.2945134872323936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625131116001992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519043372403672,0.0,0.06248044659592737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160096399150148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773556904920861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837395859304312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057747647008460426,0.0,0.0,0.1576556147775306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053157310851544834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868760594383562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184378013487662,0.06402131186196486,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cev4,2019/03/20,"Just asked a question in class! I've gone the majority of my time in school without asking questions in front of the entire class because I was so scared of what others would think of me. Today, before I could even give myself too much time to overthink, I blatantly said I do not understand this concept and then we spent the next few minutes helping me understand it. It felt so unfamiliar, and definitely uncomfortable, but I am so glad I did it!",6.907411764705883,7.223316682352943,7.28235294117647,73.13058823529414,64.52941176470588,10.094117647058825,34.64705882352941,9.888512548439397,3.387635294117646,358,15,64,7,5,117,63,85,0.049,0.841,0.111,0.7426,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,16,16,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,6,2,11,1,9,8,3,10,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,5,49,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665627925404594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951098482030748,0.0,0.1668251215500675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653092117643774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948996099284107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188239885879404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807016437455176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140897906111865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412018147677916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085026631081212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43924439905535095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648957552152065,0.0,0.19628144108180365,0.19841426942222093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562168538241195,0.0,0.0,0.2286380492172795,0.0,0.1858336030218631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081924026628747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188986349598452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926913931774146,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,red-fury99,2019/03/20,"Strange thoughts I have I'm on a track team for my school and it's going okay. The thing is though that I barely talk at all to my teammates. Instead, like any other mandatory social gathering/event, I seek out a ""group"" of people to stand or sit around. I don't really talk to any of them. I sometimes feel insane because I feel like they are my friends even though they are not. Sometimes I get the thought in my mind that they also have made a mental agreement to sit near me, like ""yeah, I'm just going to stand around your area, ok"" I feel crazy sometimes because of all of these thoughts. ",2.924621848739496,4.688758310924374,3.1316722689075647,93.80523949579836,75.13445378151259,5.7684033613445385,24.50504201680673,6.2581,0.5169489075630245,465,15,99,3,10,142,75,119,0.057999999999999996,0.779,0.163,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,4,1,8,7,0,0,5,3,6,0,0,1,2,17,18,5,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,3,18,7,17,14,2,14,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,3,63,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234690108798655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099867431890956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748871984256793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882345805629112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197593355641656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23419908691063285,0.1102992695921962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928460000500073,0.0,0.08066461339571987,0.0,0.17549159917264998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628766777701484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460915546226629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559307110147486,0.0,0.15589416062666694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703751984168412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989088979731846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625520465145526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738547534656466,0.0,0.0,0.4580995274111063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24819246931840105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025726667505484,0.0,0.3033830964304263,0.3677153206210846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xXmeme_machineXx,2019/03/20,"Probably gonna fail my class because of anxiety I have to work on a speech for my communication class and I needed help with it so I emailed my teacher asking if she’d help me after class fluff it up and make a speech instead of a bunch of facts. Well I showed up a few minutes early so I could be prepared and there were a bunch of other people waiting I brushed them off assuming they were there for another class, but when she opened the door and told them to come in my anxiety took over and I just left went to my car and cried. That speech was like 1/10 of my grade and now I’m gonna fail it because of anxiety. ",7.083948717948723,4.905685292307696,7.292307692307691,81.37102564102564,65.30769230769229,10.82051282051282,33.97435897435898,9.2995712137729,2.61897435897436,488,16,110,7,6,159,79,130,0.12300000000000001,0.799,0.078,-0.7762,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,3,9,4,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,1,19,18,12,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,5,10,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,6,4,19,2,19,7,3,16,0,2,0,0,10,8,0,2,5,76,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260760936812321,0.4948017511173572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155751591706852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628563260143203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572088055232155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213958578761604,0.0,0.2368272044339113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28902515942977164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342507511446175,0.0,0.0,0.10533159351191516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439151166921096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598651597184532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947035304103773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324539801541045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601567282131664,0.2395402695252935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385088859937935,0.19986397457414914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695985042608232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,makeupandjustice,2019/03/20,"Today a cashier at my local coffee shop complimented me... And now I can never go back there So I go to  the same coffee shop almost daily... it’s a chain so the staff aren’t always the same and they don’t quite recognize me as a regular (I’m ok with that!) Today a cashier who has served me a few times took me aside and gushed about how much they love my hair and makeup and have been meaning to tell me.... as a verrrry self conscious, shy person I’m now filled with social anxiety at the thought of going back there and interacting with this person again lol.... ",4.85048872180451,5.025017307017546,5.563182957393483,84.18394736842106,68.91228070175438,8.268671679197995,25.93483709273183,7.957251820313856,1.3091994987468674,439,11,92,5,7,143,74,114,0.034,0.879,0.087,0.7777,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,11,3,0,0,10,2,6,2,1,1,1,17,15,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,9,0,0,3,2,2,5,3,0,0,0,3,1,11,3,11,12,4,17,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,9,63,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063025489762391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714278682028092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760724074954827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168383613970933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35126332337877875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594404852970065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441974324964575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514508117798218,0.0,0.15889784989122355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359783152451589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913111187464696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492720685674285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001478278700808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007342237656546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355946658491474,0.1201338279028293,0.0,0.3905719482897684,0.0,0.22889943806603635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coman710,2019/03/20,"Random panic attacks about death Hi. Thanks for helping. I get these random panic attacks when I think about death where my heart beats really quickly and i practically stop breathing. I have no idea why, because its just about the thought of death, not the fear of me dying or a loved one dying.  ",3.3635151515151485,6.201398836363641,3.4322727272727285,86.78174242424242,78.81818181818181,5.121212121212121,23.71212121212121,6.42735559955562,0.8102121212121207,236,8,41,2,6,72,42,55,0.37,0.48,0.151,-0.9507,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,3,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,10,6,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,6,2,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454003058224517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163557390173628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41417468518612666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453399178330802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424956471450088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23645166566769416,0.13374508299779642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252523755234264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008944544945532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521106924702014,0.0,0.0,0.4682260862333654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278281656110013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682141509630347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370636367256726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785490655078782,0.0,0.15840966069199658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005061911497192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,marriannoo,2019/03/20,"I don’t like going out. I don’t like going out. I love my home. It’s comfortable. It’s peaceful. It’s a place where I won’t feel judged. But when I go out, I start getting itchy and my hands begin to sweat. I feel people are judging and criticizing the way I dress when I go out. I don’t know I just don’t like going out. I isolate myself a lot but I’ve been trying to hang out with my friends lately. It’s a progress but I still feel the same sometimes. Am I weird? I’ve been shy and quiet as a kid. ",-1.8514048672566368,0.042967283185841865,0.9484457964601772,100.84178373893806,97.4070796460177,3.5329646017699123,15.027101769911509,5.148860815047168,-1.125654424778761,385,9,97,2,16,132,59,113,0.092,0.7090000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,6,0,9,3,2,0,0,20,22,9,0,0,4,0,4,3,1,1,0,1,1,1,4,10,0,0,4,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,2,5,18,6,10,19,2,21,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,9,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212777040583573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363634429433047,0.0,0.11065688655063366,0.0,0.6018548023335474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124529153914632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639987588199745,0.0,0.2389199023141521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104247045500285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006499469133289,0.19115799081408485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683562210453627,0.0,0.22128617718245874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947585853600348,0.0,0.14991330390784116,0.0,0.16914394966456614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379846377377448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811717640260393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GantaiFox,2019/03/20,"Is it social anxiety or disinterest? Hello. I've been in this subreddit for quite some time and I just can't figure out whether I have social anxiety or not.  t I'm very quiet and I only talk when necessary and only talk if someone talks to me first, I'm introverted, often quiet and thinks a lot even if I'm with a group of people I end up not following at all it's like I don't live in the present and that makes me look clueless so others often get a wrong impression on me and view me as arrogant.",1.4658490566037763,3.37417898113208,4.12890566037736,84.34015094339625,79.94339622641509,7.636226415094339,22.864150943396226,8.548686976883017,1.5704332075471699,396,13,83,9,10,140,74,106,0.122,0.833,0.044000000000000004,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,24,13,14,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,4,9,2,11,12,3,12,0,0,2,0,7,6,0,8,6,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079068241302366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824511787501882,0.0,0.0,0.13292175231717132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118060417956912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514325673335892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831912386807172,0.0,0.17770479713748996,0.0,0.16899680332243808,0.0,0.0,0.1710930115213269,0.0,0.0,0.13433394210388466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061148397870481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395193376010571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405096747004476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102919667955324,0.17051593878133048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48526417140584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289509582213075,0.0,0.0,0.11734875010897808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604985981413253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003201351084611,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FoxPrime,2019/03/20,"The fear of beeing criticizing stopped me by acting, I [26m] have almost no work experience and I'm scared of getting new job Forgive me if it is not right subbreddit but I found it as the best to write here.

I am not shy person. I really love to talk with people but I have a big problem with fear of failure and criticize me. I have been criticized by my family members in bad way since my childhood. Especially by my mother. I always heard ""you are too skiny, eat more"", ""your handwriting is terrible, do it better"", while I was teenager ""you have no experience, you can't do nothing"" etc.  I know their intention was to make me better man but it was just pure criticism with no tips how to fix the problem.

Right now I \[26m\] have almost no work experience. I've finished my Masters (economics) but I think that field of study was a mistake couse I discovered I don't want to work in finances. I didn't work while study or before and been supported by my father. I have been working after my study in store with notebooks, smartphones etc., but there was a guy (co worker, not the boss - boss was great btw) who strongly criticized me for my lack of knowledge about hardware (calling me idiot etc). I couldn't deal stress becouse of that so I left after 3 months. It was one year ago. I didn't work since that time becouse right after that my father has passed away and I have been in mouring about 3 months. Then I was dealing with complicated matters of succesion. It was like 5 months with no job. Exactly in that time my girlfriend has broked up with me and I had no motivation to searching work by several weeks.  My mother doesn't want to work so I have her to support couse my sister doesn't care. 

​

I had no motivation to looking for job since now. While I'm happy that I finally want to work, I'm also affraid what to answer if they will ask ""what have you been doing last year?"". It was bad time for me and I don't want to share it while job interview. Another problem is I don't know what kind of job should I seek. 

I know if it will continue I could have deppression in higher age. I need to act right now. But I feel a big fear ofbeeing criticized that I have no experience, no skills and something like ""what have you beed doing last year?"". My only experience is 3 months job in electronical store.

I know I screwed up my life but I want to fix that until it's too late. I have no clue why I am so sensitive. I wish do not care what people are saying about me but I can't. I'm looking for some advices how to move on from this silly situation. 

​

TL DR: I'm 26 guy with almost no experience, no job, mother to support. I want to move on but the fear before to criticize me is stopping me. I have a strong need to fix my life before it's to late, before I'm still quite young couse I wish to avoid possible future deppression becouse of lack of experience and no job in higher age. ",2.46779012664771,4.4696316849315085,4.002906435771519,85.98954768674078,77.18493150684931,7.215766347893513,24.71749806151461,8.15367032801135,1.4932622512277076,2280,80,466,41,53,757,231,584,0.212,0.6759999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.9948,8,1,1,0,0,0,82.0,0,6,2,20,18,36,2,7,10,0,61,6,0,8,2,82,96,34,0,22,18,6,1,2,1,3,3,2,0,4,26,16,1,3,12,0,3,5,27,17,0,1,21,5,76,19,70,70,8,66,0,1,2,2,33,20,1,8,42,310,102,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028221748131129,0.045612648222203366,0.0,0.15457728374851773,0.0,0.0,0.04114935263820123,0.04281552240804862,0.11150513075983537,0.12504936867838756,0.0,0.053956113058787065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048104423336346964,0.0,0.048344615260566916,0.0,0.08592723812834338,0.0,0.0,0.17514109851825665,0.0,0.053999907953121054,0.09101731870361922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254233937734646,0.0,0.10492566319754032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108343700305379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609777385021747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265234427759904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216115892870035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35233696017120075,0.04850814679780721,0.23160926766797346,0.02601770475618167,0.0,0.0,0.05636754384858754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641885909148035,0.0,0.0,0.02688364147724728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673043272443904,0.0,0.1018990796833482,0.0,0.054775879507876116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084972013743924,0.0,0.0,0.05358351619218363,0.11311550970759833,0.08388703184905442,0.11608924118163393,0.0,0.0559071054663841,0.0,0.07268980325208457,0.050277614723868505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642017781212316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644105803758816,0.0,0.0343472862639639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428678517885978,0.10937919075628327,0.0,0.07630795889539896,0.0,0.04969653513903294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937342940935428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034867924094905405,0.03913461433180534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134623689128752,0.04492940321583299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800891991218046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770935696612414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472980052268892,0.0,0.0,0.03296403763786978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577260569215558,0.0,0.04091988447658279,0.05151644262326577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058130644973906576,0.0,0.1276948297097196,0.057838711206926526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039613350441758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041092836086139804,0.08603905688159191,0.05894268564876234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517501123522405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04135839175089028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03297093353081623,0.0,0.0,0.09001323975725592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821005274039768,0.040843385689391234,0.041274907475165816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046431045590447625,0.0,0.11834374422824205,0.0,0.0,0.33714529332319026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504936867838756,0.09940795024202123
socialanxiety,PerpetualMoments,2019/03/20,"Punishing yourself because of your SA Long story short, i used to be semi-extrovert had decent amount of friends and wasn't really afraid of social situations.However that changed over the last few years, i lost most of the friends and i just completely changed i'm very anxious in some social situations . I got to the point that i would go to the parties and  just leave shortly after because of my anxiety. About 2 years ago i started being obsessive with sport(endurance one)  and over time i started punishing myself during training, when i get into some situation that spikes my anxiety and i have to think about it all the day i just go and literally destroy myself to pieces during training. It helps with it but i just loose rest of the day because i get very very tired.  

And one more note, even tho i'm in excellent physical form i would never compete because of my anxiety around other literally cripples me and makes me think very negatively about myself. So how do u people deal with it? And do you punish yourself in some way or the another?",5.856323422770121,7.376921263959397,6.369938361131258,74.45605329949241,67.32487309644671,9.486439448875997,33.86838288614939,9.784248007369934,3.5213976794778836,847,39,144,19,14,275,110,197,0.14300000000000002,0.7929999999999999,0.064,-0.8993,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,3,13,10,4,2,7,0,9,1,0,3,2,33,23,15,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,8,14,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,7,0,2,4,0,23,3,26,15,11,26,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,5,13,107,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698543010731687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265552031619028,0.2769852181974464,0.1363466559681527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744071926217548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942888405355993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553504856742038,0.0,0.1265423836605329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567162567314904,0.12442728509752418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971537206157282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649137966173016,0.0,0.12611229816269012,0.0,0.13718313364583026,0.0,0.0965277449664028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089673962190505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837940278184254,0.0,0.12779451064474906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680787752779372,0.0,0.0,0.13174865679576178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056228562016624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308446196996144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356690530530804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367205301442368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140921558095974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731784674244292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713238382994729,0.0,0.2460588746147247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085164665579852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546680424100899,0.0,0.0,0.07037598521554604,0.1387167325488079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423841045422433,0.0,0.3983313829408677,0.0,0.09579902407182517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714710726960919,0.0,0.0,0.15544229838647233
socialanxiety,O18C,2019/03/20,"Mouth shaking anxiety? Hello everyone... 

I have this weird kind of anxiety where I'll be speaking to someone I don't know or to group of people and my mouth will starts to shake. This is very embarrassing for me as it severely damages me and my confidence and I'll start to hesitate and change my choice of words and sometimes utter a word incorrectly and in funny way, or maybe mix two words together. 

Sometimes even my voice changes because of it. 

Please help me :(  ",5.813787878787878,7.037615227272728,6.086818181818181,77.54606060606064,67.18181818181819,9.957575757575757,33.984848484848484,10.125756701596842,3.53499393939394,372,17,68,9,6,119,61,88,0.21899999999999997,0.672,0.109,-0.8057,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,12,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,2,9,1,11,6,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173429821722042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264379271978804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43883398444682575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699529198496893,0.0,0.0,0.19819340121481335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390255377165485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159902380791592,0.11398956063541026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837569940300807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379506784261012,0.0,0.0,0.2276787872448108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23431929704980226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757415954440569,0.0,0.41027640102385016,0.0,0.2936180389604776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261378496737295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711386483607286,0.0,0.16463594078765206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gonzaliz,2019/03/20,"To An Old ""Friend"" So, I've only recently been diagnosed with social anxiety about a couple years ago, when I got a psych evaluation in order to get money for college. Most of my life, I thought my behavior was normal and didn't realize how maladaptive it actually was. I still made friends though and it didn't completely hinder my ability to have a social life. I successfully transitioned into college and I also would like to recommend going to a small college if you aren't ready to cross your boundaries yet. But that's a whole other discussion for another time. For now I have a message for somebody who I thought was once one of my friends.

Just because somebody has a mental disability does not mean you have to ridicule or humiliate them. I don't know if the person in question will ever see this, but I just want you to know you're wrong. I may have social anxiety, but that doesn't make me ""socially awkward."" And even if I was socially awkward there's nothing wrong with that and you didn't have to be a bitch about it. Plenty of people have gone their whole lives tolerating people like me and there's no reason you shouldn't be able to do the same. I understand there are going to be people you just don't want to be friends with, and I have no problem with one of those people being me. But there are a plethora of ways to civilly end a friendship with somebody. It doesn't come in the form of sitting and watching as your friends openly make fun of me in front of my face, while you do nothing about it. I felt trapped and I had no way of leaving if things got to be too much. Yet you still did nothing to make the experience less unpleasant for me. No apologies afterwards, not anything. I should've said this to you when I had the chance, but for now all I can hope is that you've changed.",5.598989334687662,5.966083921787707,6.050218384966987,80.66901980700864,67.32402234636871,9.302386998476383,32.47384459116303,9.218907990703514,2.7042636871508376,1436,58,284,25,22,464,169,358,0.128,0.762,0.109,-0.8436,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,11,2,1,25,17,2,2,16,0,40,4,1,6,2,59,63,27,0,11,15,0,1,2,5,4,3,1,0,1,15,17,0,0,10,0,1,6,15,7,0,2,19,4,41,10,45,34,8,34,0,0,2,0,30,7,1,9,19,215,56,5,0.08836210765286996,0.0,0.08622867068193281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832767696977389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066314556564991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926553743081291,0.1351935409934424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271448565880298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053864720677758056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347539349938087,0.07611613162723019,0.09264598871458417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977709914437524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968567925990918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732627586876206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826260011738055,0.0,0.0,0.05836233874183569,0.07992858519815492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643509664361616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484148037565357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413417259046108,0.0,0.04616555423712517,0.0,0.1004364441693919,0.0,0.1413424990443072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776351060637233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712300699452887,0.0,0.0,0.09356271352324684,0.0,0.0,0.12482553962640025,0.08633852491346719,0.0,0.07802535992634205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361036276752726,0.17694717900390458,0.0,0.0,0.09625223947347662,0.0,0.0,0.08904822152457184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495631619927385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657610444794388,0.2543574762964523,0.0,0.09272116787527576,0.09410276082308387,0.11975290194980995,0.06720336461907493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450366384782463,0.07715438411710987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455060346049419,0.0,0.0,0.0989857831895544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085096335539812,0.08724692122311306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405259909692818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041315951869356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450370205247465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113218662713914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587038579964268,0.0,0.08681532213001952,0.14029928666634958,0.05152465556163497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919880703237356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423652095385938,0.14027545627457033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730627520328772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276990604387701,0.19322018680473332,0.0,0.056902300262950074
socialanxiety,anxietythrowaway1344,2019/03/20,"I never text first Whenever I speak with people frequently, I feel an urge to stop because I don’t want to burn them out from me. 

I end up burning bridges and am unable to maintain relationships with people as a result :(",4.90527131782946,6.064593325581392,5.9162790697674446,78.17503875968997,69.23255813953489,8.524031007751939,30.6124031007752,8.841846274778883,2.54944031007752,175,7,32,3,3,58,35,43,0.126,0.8420000000000001,0.032,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,9,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328760920808097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338356687681561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316099434915507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32494635991174564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29463768585390376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296896936197688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101469460245393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31938616291975425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253255316875482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Badatreadingsigns,2019/03/20,"I’m on the autism spectrum and have trouble interpreting a specific social situation I’m kind of having issues understanding how someone feels about me. Not in a romantic way, but they are giving me mixed signals and have weird communication so I don’t really understand if they like me or not. It doesn’t help that I’m awkward and don’t know how to react properly.

I’d love to be able to discuss this with someone willing to help as I’m not comfortable posting the details here. 

If this isn’t the right place to post this please direct me! ",5.603504043126684,6.541307113207548,6.679865229110515,74.14235849056604,67.49056603773586,9.830727762803237,33.06738544474393,9.957137785484203,3.3392442048517506,438,19,80,10,7,147,72,106,0.147,0.718,0.135,0.4808,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,1,5,0,10,1,0,3,0,19,20,11,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,1,7,4,11,18,0,7,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,3,1,52,12,0,0.20102155727018664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164253937778477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283819501633498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694810249712781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981427874986655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093330178662345,0.11047619070780107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820897889114727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814298038419397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002474208987154,0.2206613042419686,0.0,0.0,0.3850461687480312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877955703843882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167131154561105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22595665284477334,0.0,0.20491616239531493,0.34064982627083856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185410610484951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956155537777186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Absolute-Egg,2019/03/20,"yikes I got invited to go to a trip with friends, and oh boy my SA got worse. Some of them invited their own friends, which i didn’t know and never talked to. The whole trip I went mostly quiet until my friends got concerned. I told them I was super sleepy just so they’ll brush it off. Honestly I wanted to cry for the whole trip. I hate myself why can’t I just socialize and interact like normal human beings fuck.

At a certain point they joked that I was anti-social. I know they were only joking but damn that hurt. 
At least I tried.",1.5536363636363646,3.6908081818181837,2.8990909090909125,92.08863636363638,80.81818181818181,5.8181818181818175,19.090909090909093,6.980632752743323,0.20990909090909105,420,10,89,5,11,136,75,110,0.151,0.6970000000000001,0.152,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,6,1,3,13,3,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,2,15,18,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,5,3,4,0,0,9,2,20,9,11,7,6,11,0,1,0,1,15,4,2,2,3,59,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966136077939199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148648498260295,0.16547463113890196,0.0,0.0,0.10172491661879657,0.0,0.4294672332004822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671691455856245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161395639597384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196737944478049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744613890352063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804917384153487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753735325654079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613099744646942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920469343634667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824591539665459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386647774512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103391813584612,0.0,0.12152338637643273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055737435783912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659267870132784,0.161511865049177,0.3996749299401505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240749085876332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway26051999,2019/03/20,"Partners child too shy to speak directly with me I've been with my partner for a few months now, and met her daughter two months ago. At first, she was really shy and didn't interact with me, and stuck close to her mother. Fair enough, this is understandable.

I've seen quite a lot since then, and up until now, she still hasn't really spoken with me. She's been able to muster a few words, but if I ask her a question, she will shake or nod her head rather than say anything.

She genuinely seems happy when I spend time with her and her mother, and she likes to mess around with me, but still without saying anything.

Anyine experienced something like this, and able to provide an answer as to how I get her to speak? Her mother has spoken to her about it, but she seems a little shy to answer her. She is like this with all strangers, but it's starting to get to me as I'm no longer a stranger, and she interacts with me as I wasn't as well. She's 7 years old.

Tldr.
Seen partners daughter often in the last two months, she, as of yet, hasn't spoken with me. Has forced a few words, but no sentences. Otherwise seems completely comfortable around me by plays games and messing about. ",4.957344632768361,5.439418576271187,4.9460000000000015,87.62498870056497,68.7457627118644,8.15774011299435,26.32655367231639,8.021203637495839,1.3018421468926555,928,25,197,11,15,288,120,236,0.098,0.7979999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.6671,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,15,10,0,1,9,0,12,1,1,1,1,43,25,25,0,2,9,5,0,3,3,1,0,4,0,4,5,21,0,0,7,2,1,1,7,3,1,3,9,7,34,7,38,15,6,26,0,0,2,0,40,7,0,8,21,137,39,0,0.27012107816010994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972301880785285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228663151829836,0.24046502855672394,0.12626337220724912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160840559114954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395536408275362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148824255457864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112711450230164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437744552912378,0.0,0.0,0.13861107806260434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009236564026613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795127166951795,0.135366141834938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148236405152796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234121012229871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172331613640818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129871382610058,0.14365350824200404,0.0,0.0,0.17304647951487925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481112321912166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688621267781553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172347360412206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397620144475712,0.0,0.0,0.09559654471364257,0.0,0.21571904194828515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787548864656642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638690432346497,0.14060278434807358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143564475164627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019354002659653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697455903384145
socialanxiety,reemydudes,2019/03/20,"Nowhere else to say this I have nowhere else to say this because i’d feel stupid saying it to anybody in my life : this second semester of my freshman year has been a disaster. i ended up missing the first 3 weeks of classes because i couldn’t bring myself to get out of bed to go, and then i went a couple of times to talk to the teachers about what i missed and what i can do at that point. that brings me to today, after missing all those classes, i had another week of not being able to bring myself to go to classes and i’m simply too anxious to go back to classes because i’ve already missed so much and I simply think i’m doomed, a failure to myself and my parents, and i’m worried about what the other kids will think when they see a face that’s been missing for so long.sorry for ranting but i needed to get this off of my chest and had nowhere else to do it, thanks if you actually read this wall of text.",9.992490650710543,5.310513335078536,9.569753178758416,75.05099476439794,62.246073298429316,11.961406133133886,41.421839940164546,7.957251820313856,3.4077473448017948,721,27,153,5,7,235,105,191,0.113,0.866,0.021,-0.8674,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,7,8,1,0,7,0,12,3,2,0,1,17,35,13,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,15,8,0,0,3,1,0,7,2,7,0,2,5,5,19,1,33,27,2,25,1,6,1,0,8,7,0,1,11,106,34,5,0.14893629315394294,0.0,0.14534033779967254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435490303091824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617268936653325,0.0,0.16825561823356114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452281614665526,0.0,0.2723705457898478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479517556126788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732514855271991,0.0,0.13191334910053398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530666485353155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668513487260327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556261321082557,0.0,0.25393178291282525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519810842409688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318039326894164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094853122976752,0.11043437420873056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653761281254764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079293749475946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897659743005226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553203545433143,0.0,0.0,0.11868294279681407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667219865919234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970935083062448,0.0,0.13712052851409884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908647257382158,0.0,0.0,0.08684595025200667,0.0,0.14117419124627634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389354213387579,0.0,0.0,0.13806543588257553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151252035237541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591008972295784
socialanxiety,phtzyy,2019/03/20,"I almost never feel like myself anymore I've all ways had good friends and i have the confidence to play sport and all that but two years ago i started to feel weird and not myself and id lose confidence and just feel out of my body. it would normally go away after a few days, its happened a lot and there would just be weeks in between where i just cant stop thinking about weird stuff and i act just not how i want to act. I have good friends but i'm definitely driving them away because when i'm in these weird states i'm a weird quiet awkward person and i feel really trapped, and its not the person they know or that i want to be. I just don't feel myself and i all ways slip in and out. Im falling back into caring what everyone thinks and i'm just struggling to get out of this. But even when i do, it all ways happens again. I've been dealing with it for a long time and I've googled  it and searched Reddit a lot over the past 2 years but it doesn't work anymore, it doesn't push me back to feeling good anymore. So I've never actually used Reddit properly before just read through peoples answers and stuff. So sorry if this inst in the right spot or something. I need direct advice because nothing else is working. i''m in high school btw",2.222095014268927,4.0695624131274135,3.2442101729058272,91.86004364613062,77.37837837837837,5.739869061608193,24.38828269263052,6.498293943080001,0.6441494376363948,991,34,211,8,23,317,138,259,0.113,0.752,0.135,0.8694,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,20,15,0,2,9,0,14,1,1,2,6,65,37,27,0,7,17,0,6,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,16,20,0,1,10,3,0,6,9,7,0,1,2,7,20,8,26,31,7,43,0,1,0,0,7,15,0,6,19,138,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.09994110132625217,0.0,0.0,0.10007758596978156,0.09078365975930933,0.0,0.10255263310577824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047009285442602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924422840624977,0.15749979043610568,0.0,0.12486101118323355,0.0,0.0871466058070999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375865097093135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441770078051002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604843241324311,0.10558413705246833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555359349415242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676433530020425,0.0,0.0,0.0978607805187934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31070098514739514,0.07316444349847205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824930499668852,0.0,0.0535069866821203,0.0,0.05820412609981725,0.2576995245495871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181128380909386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820580898976058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106244848209296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628394944736342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003421251015485,0.0,0.0,0.0906329955711797,0.0,0.1145748525221146,0.0,0.17413711108628765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593853949829513,0.1579756816583832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034378540961413,0.09826880901133904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977655662292156,0.07100083800761227,0.17884757029956844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024415206707375,0.0,0.06560890660482853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874608307789296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364823932499034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884315137572435,0.0,0.1146438711203753,0.07248901903632655,0.0,0.0,0.08562252763640335,0.0,0.1070651464946412,0.23447861125555966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312452632448287,0.0,0.0,0.059718313892139635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004340719337786,0.0,0.0,0.08845264611298073,0.0,0.0,0.12081263250563375,0.2438739367936325,0.08215017770001824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491169410798356,0.0,0.0,0.14550365883084085,0.0,0.0,0.13190226664291765
socialanxiety,DarkClerfable,2019/03/20,"Umm, can someone help me Over the past few years I’ve started getting really bad SA, but In a weird way I think. Through reading the posts here it seems a lot of people are socially anxious in general, in almost every aspect of their life. I’m not like that, if I know what I’m supposed to be doing, done it before or know the people I’m with, I’m absolutely fine. Couldn’t be better. 

My problems arise when the opposite occurs, usually when I’ve got to do something I’ve never done before and therefore have no idea what to say and am with people who I’ve never met before or are unfamiliar with, which is a large part of my life. 

I recently moved away to uni back in September 2018, and after 2-3 days I finally spoke to the first person. Now, I have 2-3 pretty close friends that I live with and that aspect is fine. My real problem is with my academic course, I get severe anxiety every time I’m supposed to go into a lecture or a practical and sometimes don’t go because of this. It’s lead to me getting academic warnings for unauthorised absences. I also have several pieces of work that I completed but never handed in because they have to be handed in in person and I can’t handle it. The main reason I’ve written this post is due to the fact I’ve just seen I’ve got an essay worth 40% of my mark due next week that has to be handed in in person and I don’t know if I can do it. I couldn’t go to the dentist on my own last week. I’m useless if I don’t know what I’m doing. It’s destroying my life slowly and I can’t ask for help, how am I supposed to ask for help and explain this situation to someone at my uni when I can’t hand in my work. I can’t talk to them. It’s severely effecting me at the point and I don’t know what to do.  I need help but I can’t get it.",3.0045229965856564,3.4993628616188026,5.1283681462140995,84.53183319943764,73.12532637075721,8.085519180558345,26.741213094998997,8.263242389622931,1.6111961036352676,1388,46,304,21,26,486,171,383,0.106,0.797,0.09699999999999999,-0.3884,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,6,9,11,1,0,15,0,37,8,4,5,4,55,69,24,0,8,11,0,4,1,1,0,4,2,0,3,22,17,0,0,11,1,1,5,16,6,1,1,8,7,36,5,47,55,6,50,0,1,1,0,20,18,0,9,25,197,58,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930075379296187,0.0,0.0,0.0713171066195361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822235339314446,0.1007478645391326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667422726239769,0.0,0.08378741972765617,0.06857381220855895,0.07446146306360471,0.10872643715070003,0.0,0.22765649267274576,0.0,0.0,0.07887234435110248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935033927819113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057513635903062715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825239310100661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027576680033888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976921841244018,0.0,0.07585634846112348,0.0,0.0,0.06890014325054111,0.0,0.18637119688481565,0.0,0.15204891899400955,0.0,0.14265057115026866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391015373927133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067321370218038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450546104901189,0.07269349346727601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889711301510026,0.0435687778780428,0.0,0.07874745552792935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581753297009221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478408418365608,0.0,0.06612574064421825,0.20634303126814205,0.0,0.09484379921337004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657310436232767,0.08513227300813961,0.18547827087399796,0.23360525748740602,0.0,0.0,0.08430379884907317,0.0,0.17081932007019954,0.09072798446145462,0.0,0.1706661755139692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920399933718233,0.10150621146411598,0.05713090573988494,0.0916917551325951,0.08805435893473294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091940886006423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118600064388791,0.0,0.30224359361739783,0.0,0.0,0.10024190587269584,0.0,0.09090764270055153,0.15112362212255814,0.06865501778001719,0.08820116779619834,0.0,0.063121968160285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167939821664518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057142857206942586,0.0,0.0,0.052001497029453635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821902316123984,0.0,0.0,0.07078682664885975,0.1430694185154774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298480091485794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057428909826544076
socialanxiety,IWAHGGF,2019/03/20,"how to lower social anxiety Hello everyone,

​

(!!!im not a therapist or anything like that, im just trying to help!!!)

​

So i also have social anxiety and im here to try to help you (dont self diagnose, once you think you have it, you sub subconsciously act like it and we dont want that because it isnt something to brag about).

​

Ok so this treat will be in 2 sections, one about the sweating and one about the social interaction

​

1: Sweating

​

most people with social anxiety or any anxiety will sweat a lot. i so do too. here's how to sweat less: DONT THINK ABOUT SWEATING, its simple but that's really it, if you start focussing on it, it will happen, so try to ignore the thoughts. like read a book or be on your phone. i do this on my way to school when im in the bus, i just sit on my phone or think about things i wanna do in my life.

​

eating chewing gum also helps, it reduces stress and may help for you, it helps for me.

​

also have always deodrant with you, like those 48 hours protection stuff helps for me aswell.

​

and maybe the most obvious of all and maybe embarrasing, shave your armpit. it really reduces the smell, even though it maybe embarrasing. take care of your hygene when showering aswell, clean your armpit, it may burn a bit (feeling itchy or it feels like its biting a bit), but it really, really helped me.

​

2: social interaction

like most people with social anxiety i avoided it (still low key do it) but dont do it. ive realised the more i avoid, the more i feel sad and the more i have a hard time adapting in social situations and interactions. if you blush a lot, like me, then also dont focus on it, thinking about it makes me blush already (yes even now). if i have to work with a girl or have to look anyone in the eyes i blush and that makes the entire situation even more awkward. i used to blush a lot but the more i have social interaction, the more i know what need to do. because no one can avoid all and every interaction, so take every and learn.

​

if my therapist told me all of the above, then it wouldve saved me alot of time and frustating.

​

thanks everyone for reading, and i genuinly hope this goes viral so this will help people, dont be afraid to speak about it. dont let this ruin or control your life.

​

(im not from an english speaking country so sorry for the mistakes if i made some)

bye :)",3.8042894736842072,5.474271183333336,4.602565789473687,84.56269736842106,72.58333333333334,7.552631578947369,25.964912280701753,8.20500826718156,1.5937708333333336,1928,64,379,30,38,621,196,480,0.107,0.764,0.129,0.945,2,3,1,0,0,0,119.0,1,13,0,2,33,24,0,6,26,2,33,13,8,7,4,79,57,47,0,10,20,0,4,7,0,6,3,2,2,2,35,18,2,6,10,3,0,1,11,11,0,3,3,9,42,13,45,44,21,25,0,3,2,0,44,12,0,23,18,261,77,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036087377713740015,0.1046068422879507,0.0272106139760814,0.42519015050784403,0.476836891064626,0.022238424413955724,0.0,0.12508438192784474,0.0,0.0,0.02286594016597216,0.0,0.026910890650533897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03986956917724449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140404554143108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033341783036563974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03667797972109403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03319175657526067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682848156643496,0.0,0.0,0.033462224317136004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479792169722183,0.0,0.0551055496447949,0.0624961646819835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049605214243353374,0.023362255468972446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02891819649783025,0.0,0.029294493606180395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535524082797405,0.0,0.0,0.032480381531092256,0.032204800159741996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766184058766192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01797211791571264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033439924939314504,0.04619666104828282,0.11183553093147687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02746137342175633,0.0,0.0,0.08340599917045045,0.0,0.030943343809735162,0.04365756599896084,0.0,0.09856041078405396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024248056499423454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034826473480209216,0.06647899425247397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801417341797758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542153161022188,0.0,0.08379873959809274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033096085068564624,0.0,0.0,0.034115230621764144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735166479356037,0.0,0.2666838825494635,0.0,0.025175532763493318,0.0,0.036607117843001066,0.02314658460372537,0.0,0.02611579252182946,0.0,0.03745993452132874,0.0,0.037435870186565835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917554236067078,0.0,0.0,0.030107530797940787,0.0,0.07593889042134963,0.021725700030652155,0.08381626982735847,0.03212946663192131,0.025961668625025625,0.03813750063864255,0.0,0.0,0.03124808234099175,0.0,0.06660736347332243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028243955896981893,0.0,0.0,0.019288437453464983,0.025957258932365897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023807384473112158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476836891064626,0.0
socialanxiety,alexandertheweird,2019/03/20,What do you do when 2 of your friends are kissing Hi im a bit awkward naturally so i dont  know what to do in these situations do you have to look do you have to not look im so confused!! ,-2.8725974025974037,-1.2647225454545428,1.0750649350649368,98.55045454545456,104.0,4.3324675324675335,19.92207792207792,6.1826913282559595,-0.07425584415584385,144,6,39,2,7,53,28,44,0.1,0.74,0.161,0.5849,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,3,12,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,5,12,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,1,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123640763134193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33532529263959826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210521634757752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6181077813535106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572416232041107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805300023628258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32160586493295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bpsoooolost,2019/03/20,"Feeling sick when people hit on you This may be weird, but I get a tummy churn feeling when I’m out trying to socialize and make friends and people hit on you. Like the same person consistently throughout the day.

Maybe I wasn’t direct enough and too passive in my boundary setting, but it took away from my enjoyment I was trying to feel. And I always feel guilty when I’m blunt, so I avoided directness. 

I got out of a relationship three months ago but I’m still tender, and am for sure not ready for that type of stuff.

This girl was just over the top, maybe it was the drinks or desperateness , who knows. 

I was just trying to develop a friendship with a new acquaintance I made that is in the same work-field as me.  And this annoyingly, overly kind yet persistent person took away from that. 

Is this weird of me?",4.829914772727271,5.868219843750005,5.127727272727274,84.20636363636369,69.3125,8.318181818181818,26.42045454545455,8.575989854853784,1.6496875000000002,645,19,130,10,11,204,96,160,0.11,0.7140000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.9146,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,9,10,1,1,9,0,10,3,0,2,1,28,26,15,0,0,7,0,4,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,11,9,1,1,5,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,9,4,14,6,22,13,3,23,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,2,10,90,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803170401464654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956712110794324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925982105595091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042311245952264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254114441262864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608949309554938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149361645963428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030480642518117,0.0,0.08135451432563236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453928641534302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215291888058306,0.08557673783466453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607434675048358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734103311321356,0.10394078476210827,0.0,0.31287273149444245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429000391983147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039024692114475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159059611089018,0.2719281746602781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717933470096144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873154744962736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435397655783033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178256100009638,0.0,0.0,0.14675928081668094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460095668734015,0.3171602205453648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336217073244124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sabertoothsamarai,2019/03/20,"Is it possible to have bipolar social anxiety? ""Bipolar"" may not be the right term to use here. But I'll have periods where I have little to no anxiety then suddenly it can become crippling. Manic high's of self worth and social skills then manic lows of being unable to socialise and feeling worthless. Nothing in particular causes these changes, they seem to occur at random. ",6.4264705882352935,8.31005341176471,6.893411764705885,69.86335294117649,66.35294117647061,8.969411764705884,34.188235294117646,9.3871,3.660684705882353,304,14,44,6,5,99,53,68,0.14,0.812,0.048,-0.6829999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,2,0,10,11,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,9,8,1,12,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,3,5,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36211570683580896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261392012507687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24313327532854734,0.2503737082411765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967139663124605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500630684374974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23721331243255886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22709871255987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668186347725908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021215304137827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546256136106948,0.2469065414096422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825263811053953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044136105532108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crossbreed55,2019/03/20,"Does anyone else feel like it's always up to them to say something interesting and never up to anyone else? I'm at college, and have three topics I talk about people with: college, college and college.

As you can imagine, that gets old fast. And once I run out of things about college to talk about, the awkward silences start. But the people I'm talking to never change the subject, they just say nothing as if they're expecting me to say something else.

**WHY?**
-

Why the fuck is it always up to me? How to these conversations happen where people talk about interesting non-benign things?
I get that I've got nothing besides college going on, but the people I'm talking to clearly have to problem talking to other people about other things. I just don't get it. Maybe my anxiety is contagious.",3.709142857142858,6.133090733333336,4.479238095238099,82.03200000000002,75.0,5.885714285714287,28.04761904761905,6.868970318607317,1.6059619047619047,630,26,107,6,14,202,80,150,0.087,0.853,0.06,-0.6381,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,0,9,6,1,1,5,0,6,1,0,1,3,19,18,10,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,4,10,3,26,17,0,14,0,0,0,1,13,7,1,1,6,72,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804784510717392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296407983828337,0.0,0.0,0.1516617547506006,0.2222400213974593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472589521970955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490547074411307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717885919975598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054835662287222114,0.07747681996974948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026043054900284,0.16998220622211085,0.0,0.061634728342139476,0.0,0.08673750453672327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590212327263704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298327287978908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895276803221217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728690689351874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812171760924308,0.0,0.11380020550946855,0.11549588692714105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759284483679564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377216195870964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25873177365388905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698047173999953,0.0,0.0,0.07676158539740008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5230088105113748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161484132677776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957188122088644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,confused_owl0,2019/03/20,"Suddenly I’m back to square one. Hey thank you for coming by. 

Basically when I was in elementary I didn’t really care whom I talked to, I talked to everyone, I met a lot of friends. But as I got older now I’m in college I’m different? I get shy and pick who I want to talk and who I don’t want to talk... I’m thinking is something wrong with me? How do I change myself, I want to be able to talk to anyone without worries again... I know my self esteem is a big part of it, but for some reason whenever I talk to someone I end up judging them and if my head doesn’t like them I just don’t talk to them... I don’t know how to get rid of this mentality. Any help would be appreciated, thank you so much! ",-0.5073414820473658,1.3980036363636366,2.5013827349121454,93.26367074102372,87.31168831168831,5.961191749427044,19.44843391902216,7.285733465282438,0.31515477463712793,536,16,132,9,17,190,89,154,0.025,0.792,0.183,0.9626,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,3,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,12,1,1,4,0,23,30,11,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,4,1,25,5,23,23,4,12,0,0,1,0,20,4,0,3,8,86,30,1,0.1254560663409997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531442718370594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877217985844621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646797107540687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791082084316954,0.0,0.13271588330802442,0.10806929251348503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107488736376466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111683744481536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987864769043595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969270456478282,0.0,0.13109123330997596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033867688266576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875411814188134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409055676799125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378947462028679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129149698352735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665826125173017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264302072900122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222464392063844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501227738117803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585669424288607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037036858422074,0.12898973087689095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087803814506455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629851789040584,0.09658220909814902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7058578375349519,0.0,0.2310061806654049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038718161737864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199171514755595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209351710425562,0.0,0.0,0.12740672515166468,0.0,0.08912039001825668,0.1371665141206467,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pyrnne,2019/03/20,"I can't get myself to go to job interviews I've been unemployed for 7 months now.

My last job was basic retail and I was there for about a year. I remember my interview there, and I don't think I normally would have been hired if my manager wasn't desperate at the time. Now, I'm trying to apply for office jobs in the city, but I can't bring myself to go to the interviews. 

Firstly, I live about an hour out from the city by train; every time I take the train I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack because I'm surrounded by people for an hour, so its just added anxiety to my interview anxiety. Secondly, A lot of the interviews I get end up being group ones, and I just can't handle those. I'm already fighting my own thoughts; I don't want to have to fight to stand out among 10 other candidates for the same position. I feel like I would have a breakdown midway through. I can't do it.

I can't do it, but that means I'm left unemployed again... and again, and again. I keep applying for all these jobs and I can't even go to the interviews. I'm stuck, I'm just so stuck, I don't know what to do.",3.620183615819208,3.770138843220337,5.246000000000002,85.47414124293786,71.58474576271186,9.513672316384179,26.75028248587571,9.558583805096642,2.0127319774011307,861,26,197,19,15,294,111,236,0.1,0.862,0.038,-0.9053,8,0,0,0,3,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,15,5,3,0,14,0,24,1,1,0,1,29,49,11,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,7,0,1,5,10,3,0,3,8,2,26,2,31,38,4,28,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,2,16,132,34,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900099201482012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658410972004015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360790140102926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230863164589375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959010357165507,0.0,0.0,0.0891812708030656,0.0,0.11376251313863353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365431461012508,0.1929205977886936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485030517159685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108765628487133,0.0,0.30694622316589465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600026408986463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659404742292251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359570874133631,0.1200144481527006,0.0,0.0,0.07420498710907794,0.11006158453547156,0.0,0.0,0.14670264232245134,0.0,0.0,0.1319306171931341,0.0,0.11922758585597605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479153657699975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470793874771929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777389243882128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322936534466186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149492813747932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360779264461168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529544852660551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152032454019196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651714354478615,0.0,0.10719300277714597,0.15746573422983834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167160248053552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963993221618422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183261362928397,0.0,0.0,0.08695024151645038
socialanxiety,nofuckingclue1,2019/03/20,"How did you get the courage to date and allow yourself to truly be yourself around someone you like and open up? Fall in (Mutual) love?? I am a 22 (f) and I have never  been in a relationship or in love. But I just hook up with guys avoid emotions. I have terrible SA when I’m around a man I am attracted too. Like totally tense up and don’t act like myself... extreme nervousness and rumination, though I must say I have been able to control my anxiety better the past couple years :). I am just worried my SA along with others things will hold me back from love, plus I want yo get married and have babies. If you had troubles about your romantic life with SA but found love, how did you do it?? 

Thank you ✨❤️",2.032628205128205,3.904221750000005,3.5619444444444466,89.25442307692309,78.02777777777777,6.930769230769231,23.57692307692308,7.882392219407189,1.1281032051282045,548,18,118,9,13,181,93,144,0.078,0.693,0.22899999999999998,0.9697,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,6,0,2,11,15,0,2,5,0,17,5,0,4,3,31,27,15,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,3,14,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,6,1,19,11,18,18,1,17,0,0,0,4,14,9,0,2,9,82,22,0,0.16464787266856265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595517193040512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29314302810225124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660405097547242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456176634078929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466658949057466,0.0,0.1821797394551761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520669575432974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052789403284936,0.0,0.0,0.17204343575797282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302727984354282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629566168188064,0.24131590170171244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5944045334620495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698658962137904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717502475726575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176770197499805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093459682775632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950560820953126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515856400138804,0.0,0.0,0.10938473055124248,0.0,0.16176569893395293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711358117920342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720790689285595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602783180600407
socialanxiety,canned-peaches,2019/03/20,"Why does everything seem so unnecessarily terrifying? I know that my anxiety is unwarranted and irrational, I know that nothing is REALLY that bad, yet my body reacts and i feel the dread no matter what thoughts go on in my head. It’s unrelenting and becomes exhausting having to deal with on a daily basis to say the least. 

My newest simple task to tackle is making and going to a doctor’s appointment. I’ve been thinking about it and trying to for months, but putting it off obviously.

It’s just so frustrating. “Normal” people can get this shit done as soon as the thought comes. I understand, yet also don’t understand, why I personally find it so difficult.

So, I guess I’m putting it out into the universe via this post that I WILL get this done within the next two weeks. I really really hope that I can.",3.7053917050691214,5.994563580645162,5.476244239631338,75.5200806451613,74.48387096774194,9.073732718894009,25.91013824884793,9.606745405546679,2.700594470046082,645,23,116,18,14,220,99,155,0.18,0.784,0.036000000000000004,-0.9691,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,2,1,7,0,11,5,3,2,1,28,29,13,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,15,9,0,0,10,0,0,5,2,6,0,1,5,2,13,1,17,23,1,20,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,3,7,81,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307834335296765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817139206856494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806394406589825,0.0,0.15616631554389215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706465489971905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218044568769892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457782411050932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447299340389172,0.12374098411413892,0.2894046704810623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708211777601774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149660354424123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292379691510414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477523920373945,0.0,0.1607229147248507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576916349418135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511823910562416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404431165180597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542060354780932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438627779999403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128649438676954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038158726158293,0.0,0.13854297578405494,0.13567809079167392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802966213185904,0.12346591520293668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354230888057875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842941574942176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717553395618714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244776527811416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872617652927892,0.0,0.0,0.14514611343279973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060406308808673,0.0,0.22451322797531906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600200970843296,0.0,0.13812824863609854,0.29440689392408703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342336780787796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551848512260552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,2kfan,2019/03/20,"Fun things to talk about with female coworkers? I can always strike up a conversation with my male counterparts but when I'm around women, I draw a blank on what to talk about. Usually I ask about their families or the weather(lol) but I want some fun subjects to talk about. Anyone have any advice.",3.3382738095238125,6.123494375,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,78.46428571428572,7.3047619047619055,21.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.4651761904761904,239,7,44,5,6,74,41,56,0.023,0.8290000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,12,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,2,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713331758944517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23104135526389144,0.0,0.0,0.1888232187649396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415136350738307,0.0,0.0,0.2471826783716164,0.2595813512654536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617599260075446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6695351366212242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844697507947046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058111941374766,0.0,0.1637753096673463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nasun_21,2019/03/20,"You’re not the only one of your friends who feels alone Hey everyone, I know the title of the post sounds kind of hostile, but please bear with me! I wanted to talk about how I realized today just exactly how social anxiety affects friendships. One of my friends asked me if I was going to a meeting tonight, and I hadn’t thought about it at all. I didn’t think about going because I had the rest of my night planned out and already scheduled. When he asked if I was going, I said no, and I explained that I had a lot to do that night. He said “Thats too bad man, I wish you could’ve came, there’s only like 3 people here lol” and I immediately felt bad. After feeling like I’ve been ignored by other people and old friends who have either forgotten to or just didn’t care enough to respond, I had almost forgotten what it felt like to make someone else feel that way. 

I think social anxiety makes its sufferers retreat deep into their own mind and their fears and worries about themselves can take over, and cause them to spend more time and energy being fearful of what others think and their perception. It reinforces a victim mentality for everyone. I’m not trying to blame anyone with social anxiety, or trying to say that they’re “selfish” or “unsympathetic” because that is simply not true. When you have a condition like social anxiety, based off of what my therapist has told me and in my own experiences, it works as a coping mechanism. It makes sufferers focus on themselves because the fears concern the self and the self image of the person, because at some point during childhood/whenever social anxiety appeared, it was developed as a coping mechanism to respond to the threat of the situation. What I’m trying to say is, social anxiety is like being too afraid to answer the phone, and then when people call you pick up but don’t talk for too long, or you don’t pick up at all, because you (your mind in this case, i’m stretching this analogy so bear with me) are too busy taking care of problems, work or chores, which in this case represent worries and fears. And when people stop calling you, it’s not necessarily because they don’t like you, but rather due to the fact that you never pick up the phone or conversations don’t last very long, because you’re afraid of picking up the phone. 

I guess what I want to say for everyone here in summary is that the feeling of being ignored or unwanted or rejected is a common, human feeling. Everyone feels it at some point, but people with social anxiety feel it more frequently, and it leads us to have this belief that no one else feels rejected, that everyone else is getting along fine without us, and that we’re a burden to our friends and society. Well, this simply doesn’t reflect reality. Most of the time, unless your friends are not nice in general. they want to see you as much as you want to see them. They care about you as much as you care about them. They would feel ignored if you didn’t talk to them. Do you guys agree? Let me know what yall think",7.66723076923077,6.834518312820518,7.627307692307693,75.11019230769233,63.30769230769231,10.808547008547013,35.05555555555556,10.047579312681364,3.337365811965812,2403,91,451,44,30,774,242,585,0.17300000000000001,0.688,0.139,-0.9754,0,4,0,0,0,0,56.0,3,18,11,4,24,41,3,6,24,1,36,0,0,12,6,116,86,48,0,12,26,0,11,6,5,1,0,6,1,6,38,26,0,4,24,0,1,6,18,21,1,3,18,19,58,20,75,63,15,52,1,4,2,0,76,22,0,18,28,309,96,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334664075063529,0.055176237147811565,0.058789652285832425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852835229415118,0.0,0.0,0.03725071636430725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960879094300372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896383851429232,0.2273291632764716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879828788509703,0.060931749260527586,0.2172673056887641,0.05472750916797568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042535293054487056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133511837156367,0.0,0.0,0.055046721751215034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545299785978237,0.0,0.052112609808095005,0.0,0.23979415533466936,0.2424343481034325,0.03805925957071527,0.1023036043006294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579844142052545,0.0,0.02783368802667309,0.0,0.09083124960962152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058687784895903136,0.05275005613565837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547711511953023,0.05855646101448051,0.04342576648231005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447670859437715,0.0,0.156163157152702,0.0,0.0,0.09429237862479067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045292010673640325,0.0,0.0,0.10668327628641193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368808970675867,0.0,0.10758396400602964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832566381272177,0.0,0.041088520506703856,0.0,0.0,0.09998887713551304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590254688275393,0.0,0.10830038656221748,0.08103520107404534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846688906699916,0.04651717266027708,0.0,0.05847932018865696,0.10072310210375354,0.0,0.051022172344590666,0.0,0.0,0.05097642946293999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135235500816588,0.12709788213467835,0.0,0.0,0.0849056378679676,0.0,0.11115368713204504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988268534829731,0.0,0.3801459680299984,0.04513924707174343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04453980442675917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011147441312491,0.1284598934545546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061855713073095876,0.0,0.13654440059715914,0.0,0.04229394231224902,0.06212949079818695,0.0,0.05049792529487779,0.05090599571956473,0.0,0.108509511811432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816514654601002,0.0,0.0,0.04395697963455804,0.1256905436600327,0.042286758517953715,0.0,0.0,0.047900105706194386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126295910368172,0.05135464420098186,0.0,0.07756883119143848,0.10820552834334056,0.0,0.0378446227097143,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Aliciaa29,2019/03/20,"I fudge up Recently got a new job at a supermarket as a cashier (sadly) & today was the first day & I was so NERVOUS 

The person who was training me had me practice at first & after 2 hrs she decided i was ready.  She helped me bag people’s groceries as they went to the belt & a little while later i turn around & she WASNT THERE

I panicked & i realized she left to help with peoples transactions because it got SO busy. My line had 4 people max waiting & I was trying to bag peoples groceries at same time i was scanning them. It was so chaotic & I was trying so hard to not f*ck up.

 On one transaction I screwed up big time. I forgot to scan a damn cat litter bag that a person had on her cart & she told me about it but my nervousness was through the roof that I forgot about it & I didn’t realize until she already paid. I saw the bag but I didn’t say anything because i was afraid she was going to get mad & yell at me, i was so afraid to speak up 😩

 Let’s just hope I don’t get fired when I go back on Friday!",2.671418918918917,3.4938040135135147,4.278907657657658,89.09782094594597,74.18018018018017,6.9914414414414425,25.58671171171171,7.1686216300943375,0.9951252252252254,809,26,181,8,16,272,117,222,0.10800000000000001,0.848,0.044000000000000004,-0.9242,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,2,12,9,3,4,11,0,20,1,0,0,0,14,35,12,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,7,2,0,3,3,0,1,5,5,8,0,3,26,8,36,1,27,8,1,34,0,1,3,1,20,15,2,1,14,118,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142676942744954,0.0,0.0,0.8794406058249701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607211448133019,0.06568686439573695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673833133412296,0.0,0.0899608234856913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758708353814968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552787993451295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771022521529575,0.0,0.08387071455829577,0.0,0.1180298296135214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609945436562263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891693209228282,0.0,0.0,0.07328802216739791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322309333261794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017075637724415,0.07545311491746473,0.0,0.0,0.07395484870173677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126480217832408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050000582657131434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046209235312252,0.12885747560504082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285663771262657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867909028718441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605262193544176,0.0,0.06994229017648909,0.07050748923940567,0.0,0.10019426498160404,0.08026003358354926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840211156582242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Qwerty678910,2019/03/20,"Asshole I frequently find myself talking to someone at work I normally don't speak to. In the middle of the convo, I'll get anxious and drop the entire convo. Is this normal?",3.4922549019607843,5.626768029411769,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,74.58823529411767,6.886274509803924,28.98039215686275,7.793537801064563,2.3311098039215694,139,6,22,2,3,48,28,34,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964898471291534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207750816404733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833644010723319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6877411438724428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973709770776493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28209187133875546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555062458785313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Big_Mac666,2019/03/20,"Cannot speak to anyone who I’m not already friends with I’m in high school, which is supposedly where you are supposed to meet new people. But whenever I get the chance to get to talk to someone new, even if they initiate conversation and are friendly, I break into a cold sweat and get kinda jittery. Most of the time I just end up walking away or looking down at my phone. The only people I can manage to speak to are my few close friends that I’ve had for years and am really lucky to have. Any advice on what I can do to help with this?",7.642767857142857,5.190269883928576,7.790642857142861,79.10435714285717,64.44642857142857,10.745714285714287,34.00714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.5534942857142857,425,13,92,5,5,139,79,112,0.046,0.856,0.098,0.7082,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,11,1,1,0,0,15,17,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,9,4,20,16,2,17,0,0,1,0,13,10,0,5,5,61,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949996918618059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202103536255349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570205469397045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953124579655696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748546804826116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674364876046694,0.0,0.0,0.13180207000477112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625196353309863,0.0,0.3127727097239649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375535311518558,0.21083741385440613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757323849400582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854567091164059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517681223718704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766881594764873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783798137571611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195705696273147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907957733327947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603921634983776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636024884722998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850480505699416
socialanxiety,fixrd,2019/03/20,Going to the comedy club by yourself Has anyone ever done this? I really want to go check out the local comedy club but I am having trouble mustering up the courage to just go and have a good time. I know the whole time I will be anxious about the possibility of being singled out by the comedian!,4.785,5.712682711864411,6.962500000000002,71.41629237288137,69.33898305084746,9.967796610169492,28.309322033898304,10.125756701596842,2.9344203389830508,236,8,43,6,4,84,43,59,0.08800000000000001,0.67,0.242,0.8621,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,0,1,8,13,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,10,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,36,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32371720895285205,0.0,0.2003607342614605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932376670412265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25919869613578395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885547887907903,0.2403425194592975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747905905852086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32303934795097805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835697206652005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33417640278035204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690131900495241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199201458734246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,T-Drop13,2019/03/20,"Cannot go in school Hey,
I would like to share with you my problem and find someone who deals with the same thing and maybe find some ways how to make things better.
I am not sure if I am dealing with social anxiety but I just cannot find better words for it.

When I was younger I was always shy but wild inside and outside. I never had a lot of friends and still do not have many of them nowadays. During my childhood I was always hiding somewhere and driving all the plots possible, then I would run out and do something the most unexpected which would cause sometimes laughter, sometimes shock and sometimes I would just fed up everyone. I have always been a big lover of nature, boys and sugar so these were my main topics of my plots. Filling all my pockets with bugs, stalking and biting boys, secretly getting married to them, scaring teachers with snakes, conspiring against other girls...
With that I want to say I was never a bored spaced out kid. I had a lot of energy but I have never wanted to share it with people. It has always been my own world and there were only a few people I let in but after some time I just did not care and I let them away. 
During elementary school it was all the same, then highschool...at the beginning I was focused only on biology, I didn't care about people and during that time I was feeling kind of okay because I got a lot of support from my teacher. But puberty hit me really hard and I just did not want to be that weird girl. I focused more on people liking me. I started changing, I was trying to make people love me, oh boy...it was hilarious and sad all together. The saddest part was that even though I made some friends I was not happy. Later during highschool when I was 18/19 I slowly started to turn away from people. They made me feel so bad. I just couldn't stand anyone looking at me, I thought everyone hated me and I felt so stupid in other people's eyes for no reason. ( The funny thing is that later I found out that girls in my class really hated me because they were jealous, many boys from my class were into me but because I was just so afraid of people they thought I was bigheaded. So I wasn't far from true, it was not a very friendly environment.) 
The last year of high school something dark started growing in me. Social contact made me feel physically sick. I was turning red, I was sweating, my heart was beating so fast every time I came to school or when I get on bus. It was kind of ok in a bus but it was just horrible in school. I was coming totally drained from school, I was emotionally so exhausted I couldn't focus on anything. I was sleeping all the time, just couldn't think strait. I would miss school so many days the final year in high school. My mom had cancer the same year so my teacher was kind of nice to me and he wouldn't care that much about absence.
After I finished highschool I was so happy. I thought all this would just go away, that it was just a phase but the summer before going to uni had a very bad event for me and my boyfriend. Me and some of his friends went to a cottage in mountains. It was okay but really tiring for me to be around people all the time.  And after a few days I knew I need a break but I just couldn't go away. Instead, at night we took a little trip to a nearby forest. It was great, I climbed a nice big rock and it made me so happy so I was calling to my friends to come there and look. One girl told me to stop doing stupid things and come home and everyone just went away.
I don't know why but it hit me and disappointed me so much. It was just too much for me. And I don't think it was just this little silly thing. It was a balloon of cumulating stuff that popped. And  I just started screaming, sobbing, panting and I was trying to crash my neck on a branch. My boyfriend came to me and he was trying to calm me down but I couldn't stop and I was trying to choke myslef with my hands which gave me huge bruises. It was terrible. I don't know what the flock was that and I feel so stupid about it now.

Anyway, after that night I slowly started getting better and started going to college.
Now, this is first year and it is so annoying. I am studying molecular biology which is making me reeeeally happy but most of the time I just cannot get myself to go there. Just because people. There is many people I know and it is so frustrating for me to talk to them, be around them. When I leave school I am loosing self-preservation. Sometimes, I notify, that I just walk across a street without caring about passing cars/trams/etc. I walk slowly, I don't hurry up even when I know that the car is close to me. 
I feel like being around people makes me want to not live. Even though I love life, I love sun, nature, food, art, even people, I think many humans are amazing but I just can't keep pace.

I was I was able to go to lectures without this stress and this weird energy that makes me want to be somewhere far away with aliens. Please, tell me, you are like me and that you found the secret potion to make all this go away.

(Sorry for such a long story, I realize I could have written it in one sentence but I probably needed to write all my life down and maybe find the cause of my problems while writing it.)
",2.65912962037962,4.478501511363637,3.5963203463203466,89.94744755244757,76.02651515151516,6.0432733932733935,23.25212287712288,6.771814224733657,0.6311356268731267,4100,123,847,37,91,1312,370,1056,0.165,0.7140000000000001,0.122,-0.996,0,0,2,0,2,0,112.0,1,3,8,6,65,67,8,3,38,3,102,19,6,14,15,199,188,80,0,23,45,1,8,4,6,7,6,2,1,9,56,59,3,3,27,2,0,26,29,26,0,3,74,15,145,41,115,92,31,130,0,4,4,4,53,49,1,11,56,615,201,17,0.037733233510478234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558829210812464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028865820355113987,0.0,0.0,0.026383954211904963,0.0,0.031051236099264974,0.10077173320317302,0.0,0.0,0.2481613048963021,0.0,0.06301134772606531,0.09200731568310506,0.0,0.032108202533448815,0.0,0.0,0.10011593604396517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038529850242618784,0.08631353377576477,0.1538861854084753,0.0775248498256005,0.03991675780587176,0.09751151862134053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030126916576961676,0.0,0.0,0.048669628043469707,0.07780261377715927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244480894490523,0.0,0.0,0.042082529694001836,0.09968977945228044,0.0,0.03179187665359464,0.10816716492437876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539528309854414,0.02695662955934221,0.036229821531256964,0.041334912924846035,0.13794996733365847,0.03209586914798152,0.0456271757387475,0.0827450858646535,0.14576301304431372,0.0,0.07885622850977858,0.0,0.17155732933369816,0.0,0.030178713834810657,0.04160102315531855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067091487412066,0.033801565663003026,0.07450751231226951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04471406338835265,0.0,0.07973446580419441,0.0378495097908164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033539031681466575,0.0,0.11788006846424735,0.08294879331220524,0.03075762149862894,0.0,0.03995404603878285,0.0,0.07716957553850069,0.05330419746547811,0.0737382076558987,0.07563722570724621,0.03331913649463692,0.03339272426116131,0.06337282558220486,0.0,0.0,0.09623833733222703,0.10216714934100488,0.14281639159612927,0.15112335822962605,0.19127788157219827,0.07581620950514037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044192707042104026,0.0,0.0,0.08321480481508363,0.055957429063907736,0.08730658759001987,0.0,0.0,0.07082016706048996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113803114091767,0.05739564881868237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086141481508542,0.0,0.3400731497668333,0.0,0.0,0.041419759317145366,0.0,0.04253855126054834,0.0,0.0,0.04068280771121284,0.07221121697006183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251862680443037,0.03879604850993837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030006981788628925,0.03777754935979664,0.34369242114417825,0.0,0.0,0.039363991863875986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037760484000451865,0.07692855941157559,0.03197124630445726,0.05809777327072621,0.14927653111258218,0.04223926564965216,0.16024666134362126,0.0,0.030133809023472694,0.06309334559422343,0.04322329149896451,0.0,0.04319552477247456,0.0,0.04281922622864324,0.03556312602914983,0.0,0.0,0.030328543786240537,0.03298050924774787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253414184305722,0.07253379729697018,0.07414542068390824,0.08986791769270824,0.132015311415514,0.04336880113740883,0.0,0.03605572164145959,0.04192301081585735,0.10247355471646373,0.08208584537726883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226773878008271,0.11128019379424813,0.029950884423167817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699581709946064,0.03404837421417647,0.0,0.0,0.07274698118104628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082763879891193,0.0,0.0,0.0971958609923676
socialanxiety,NightmaresAreBeauty,2019/08/04,"You should love your fear Hey, just found this sub and I'd like to share some advice to anyone who is working on overcoming their social anxiety. I'm a bit shit at summarizing, but I think this post may be helpful to some struggling to get in the right mindset.

 I've suffered from some pretty intense social anxiety most of my life. In middle school I almost never spoke a word, and whenever someone tried to talk to me my mind went blank with panic. I would try to hold my breath in class because I was afraid it was too loud, which only made me more oxygen deprived until I was nauseous and my lungs hurt. I had no friends whatsoever, and was certain I would never have a girlfriend. Time went by, I went to therapy, and I just graduated in June with a degree in psych.  I've put so much effort into overcoming this, and I'm at the point now though where I can interact with people much easier. I've had a few relationships, and I feel like I am making solid progress. Very few people could even guess that I have social anxiety now unless I tell them.

I'd like to share probably the one thing that has made the most impact in my journey, and that is my mindset towards fear and discomfort. You should embrace your fear, your panic, even your mild discomfort. I've spent years hiding away because I saw these emotions as 'bad'. I was waiting to somehow feel more confident so that they would go away, but I made no progress with this mindset. 

When I finally decided (not at once, but more as a gradual realization) that fear was not something I should run away from, but run towards, I started to make ridiculously fast progress. I started cold approaching other students I had never met at my college and talking to them, asking girls for their numbers, jumping at the chance to give group presentations - things I never thought I could do. I was terrified throughout, but that was the entire point.

The key is at accept that your anxiety will continue to exist. You will be scared to do things. In fact, to ever make progress, you NEED to be scared to do things. The more terrified you are of something, the stronger you will become through facing it. Anxiety is only an obstacle if you mishandle it. By embracing it and running towards it, you can turn that obstacle into a stairway to higher things. 

I actually see my anxiety - and all those years of depression, suffering, loneliness and pain - to be a blessing. People born into cushy lives rarely get a chance to face such intense fear and overcome it, meaning they lose out on developing their own potential. Whenever I get really anxious about something now, I also start to feel excited and happy, because it means it's one more opportunity to build myself up stronger and prove that I control my life in spite of my illness. And when you truly love your fear, it tends to shrink away from you.

Tldr: running towards what I'm afraid of has changed my life. You shouldn't be afraid to be afraid, you should embrace it.",6.197063492063492,7.076528642857145,6.2802380952380945,77.7425396825397,66.14285714285714,9.365079365079367,33.23412698412698,9.444778638647367,3.0632996031746025,2360,99,424,44,36,750,261,560,0.205,0.645,0.151,-0.9916,0,0,3,0,0,0,65.0,0,18,7,9,19,42,3,17,19,0,46,12,5,7,9,86,87,33,0,12,11,0,3,3,2,12,5,2,0,1,34,25,0,3,11,0,1,12,9,28,0,2,23,8,68,14,75,44,17,70,1,6,2,2,48,34,1,10,26,309,102,7,0.0,0.0,0.061899998670197263,0.0,0.0,0.061984532452003326,0.0,0.0,0.06351748948763515,0.0,0.0,0.0507261515451167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911495657371915,0.07165954546814132,0.0,0.0443527830765724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929989445045741,0.0,0.2383839475346923,0.0,0.052962657049253285,0.11600176989701798,0.07005511359319086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925077472654499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710212145854394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114382642693504,0.10128979037577686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463346221655279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135190535657085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379182148904847,0.05737742769717993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282684680708268,0.09621862433089301,0.04531547976919795,0.0,0.0694861131019351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954937107856579,0.04900702333105858,0.0,0.09942102980206513,0.06084927943394654,0.036049586009838194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987695396984726,0.0,0.0,0.0675240164617821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042516800650500286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790473790868333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441064339345854,0.09296828772376392,0.0,0.05601118093884984,0.0,0.0,0.07096362882378998,0.0,0.0,0.11449881939300592,0.1800612709158596,0.12702306620774334,0.0,0.0,0.13819100882092278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640477376516883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325890923651747,0.0470336571398824,0.19568914800439155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067552482529819,0.08596565867040158,0.09648503560719106,0.06749559345891754,0.14884640781953795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192625616282785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992654999482752,0.0,0.06074984759926525,0.064532644513007,0.06838989072180662,0.0,0.0,0.06376618231586642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406358462904511,0.0,0.0,0.06810169767619516,0.0,0.05417015859407992,0.0,0.0,0.12701200422516884,0.06419606939732518,0.05054669689445596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511152823661942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939812933594653,0.053745308252143034,0.1464980143468622,0.0,0.0,0.13469143692857838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631238136958494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196768177929096,0.05544193113252968,0.0,0.07253945395469169,0.0,0.2107053665084297,0.0406443470830083,0.0623211314972402,0.05035752951655036,0.03698742060528872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613165613692961,0.06899526250754894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233763462065759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640492158435492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04617889102709495,0.0,0.0,0.13517976340989216,0.0,0.0,0.08169561893398829
socialanxiety,blargahargh,2019/08/04,"asked a girl out today for the first time Hey guys. So I'm 20, never had a girlfriend, never been on a date or asked anyone out yadda yadda yadda. I really like this one girl I work with, and finally I just decided I was going to do it no matter what.

I made that decision like 3 days ago, and have been fear shitting non-stop and stressing like theres no tomorrow. 

So today was the day, I couldn't put it off any longer, it was eating me up inside and leaving me with this dead feeling.

So there we are, we're working together. We're actually friends so we're talking reasonably comfortably. Everything was set up for me to make the move. And I can feel myself start to bail. Every fiber of my being is like ""nope this was a terrible idea let's cancel this decision""

In a split second I summon every iota of courage left in me, there is no way I'm backing down now. I'm like ""hey so would you want to go to (place) together?"" 

Theres a pause for a second, like I can tell she wasn't expecting that. Then she's  like ""yeah we should totally do that!"". She's smiling and seems really genuine.

So naturally I'm like really happy yknow. we are talking about the place and stuff and then after a minute she has to go do her own thing and I gotta do something else.

Then I realize we didn't actually plan anything or exchange numbers. 

So now I'm sort of like, okay, does she actually want to go or was she just being nice? I'm doubting myself now.

I want to follow up with her and try and plan something but I also don't want to pressure her if she was just being to nice to make me feel bad

Ok guys what's your thoughts because right now I feel like she's not interested but I don't know if that's just the massive pessimist in me",1.0842815315315306,3.1913894416666686,3.21681681681682,89.32932432432436,82.3611111111111,6.336336336336338,21.674174174174176,7.534196372845213,0.8584219219219222,1349,43,289,22,37,458,172,360,0.078,0.763,0.159,0.9494,0,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,4,2,0,5,22,26,1,4,13,3,33,2,1,4,3,62,62,29,1,10,12,0,4,10,2,3,0,0,0,4,15,20,1,0,13,0,1,7,12,7,0,4,14,4,41,19,33,40,2,46,0,0,0,0,30,15,1,8,32,190,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.2727384623224154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825826259606215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450173866002581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335345748564321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514114225039641,0.0,0.07666451251193335,0.0,0.1741880708212488,0.0,0.0,0.07163594372018815,0.07778650487046257,0.05679078267470146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016376082941342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152682632809408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532813863919057,0.07782502302557981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698626088157835,0.0,0.08372813437280535,0.0,0.0,0.10483332072531973,0.1884223314346157,0.06655505943548129,0.0,0.10205458291502753,0.0,0.07924367822300801,0.0,0.0,0.0719768469222223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117847898095191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449035325085997,0.0,0.09917284230081244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516872897434942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119948190149395,0.0,0.0,0.09864526657330512,0.10122094987293397,0.09526461153589977,0.0,0.4551432127670596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815228003668588,0.12437291869050372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901662313157042,0.0,0.0,0.143704788547376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312908471188562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946692389120726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365369351977934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904617884529495,0.09578620757304243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955996809966571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481132353127101,0.0,0.0,0.09562960943577632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344155097691869,0.0,0.0,0.06594065012581148,0.0,0.0,0.07788772993231301,0.10671692944319684,0.0,0.1066483742802526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149760416437914,0.0814278264411429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189279364476918,0.0,0.0,0.0739603417434442,0.05432359955776996,0.0,0.17661365235571355,0.0,0.0,0.06325098534393435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197978021151035,0.07394777928527528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356463112661122,0.0,0.0,0.06617971926328424,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,icemargin,2019/08/04,Has anyone been social and now they can’t even have basic conversations? I used to be social but now I find it really difficult to talk to people in person. Idk what the reason is but it’s unfortunate that I have to endure a self imposed isolation.,3.823367346938774,5.663302714285718,6.044642857142858,73.54410714285714,72.87755102040815,8.981632653061224,22.45408163265306,9.516144504307137,2.135444897959184,199,5,35,5,4,70,39,49,0.273,0.727,0.0,-0.9229999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,6,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979763256051184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817612962399392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27423463827630584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080126228512638,0.2619867119357125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221576995768389,0.3084950445530724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130111671224037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6117138284585413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24116387688734084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591415458240521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vidcundcurious,2019/08/04,"Struggling with retail, any tips?  I've found a job in retail and due to social anxiety, I pretty much suck at this. It is a store with the philosophy opposite to stores like Zara, where people only get help if they ask for it. I must chat to people who enter the store, guide them when they look at the clothes and I can say I don't have my way with people, which results to not making sales. I try to smile but it is not genuine, sometimes people can tell I'm stressed, while my coworkers make jokes with people all the time. I can only make sales when people are determined to buy something.

Sometimes, it gets better, but managers are not happy with me and show it, which makes me even more anxious. Sometimes I don't even pick social cues, like I don't know if I should show the person more things, where to stand, when to say something, sometimes I don't give people info, so they miss on it, sometimes I give people info and they get annoyed.

After all this failure I'm thinking to find something more quiet. The issue is my contract ends in 6 months and if I don't get fired, I feel bad getting paid for doing no work and have managers show their frustration with me daily. 

If anyone has any tips, I would love to hear these, or if you have any thoughts, they are welcome.",6.2967814793901775,5.895435067193677,6.102916431394693,83.494871541502,65.91699604743083,8.177188029361941,29.53387916431395,6.868970318607317,1.5200606437041224,1004,29,199,6,14,314,132,253,0.13699999999999998,0.741,0.122,-0.6286,1,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,7,2,8,14,3,2,8,0,22,1,0,6,3,42,47,19,0,8,11,0,2,2,0,3,0,4,0,1,13,12,0,0,8,5,9,1,9,7,0,0,3,7,28,7,24,41,6,19,0,1,1,1,23,7,1,6,11,128,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727884181130786,0.0,0.07022577301363513,0.10370642926903996,0.0,0.06418780262931709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581941553371966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664810056073709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118851191683428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813064226428783,0.0,0.0,0.12126438357666325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641619337357905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390237116105016,0.0,0.0,0.10065256324675063,0.0,0.0,0.2398052236136243,0.1761234027501376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772144926970787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346383429157556,0.0,0.061530750029209574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581401836877322,0.09109606933647103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045017826650693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969643976111735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708780851918791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285193296438405,0.0,0.24510544585329475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327286612180693,0.0,0.06748262503803162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963413325258284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5091334165034458,0.08015510543181624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339230510061798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600406058019458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715447837761331,0.0,0.21201342910655407,0.4539564293171828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515512881208328,0.0959679585355991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023613144589219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098699355587856,0.05882091601912641,0.0,0.07287793327259544,0.05352857450863898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232530814028794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286555466580981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683056478711913,0.0,0.0,0.06521118008349712,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Magnicello,2019/08/04,"Drinking as a coping mechanism I have pretty bad social anxiety. I just clam up, overthink my interactions with people, with thoughts like ""They think I'm so weird"" ""I should talk more"" ""I probably look so nervous"". Even on public transport I don't want to look at people because I feel like they're judging me when they look at me. With alcohol I become chill, the thoughts go away and I actually smile and have fun interacting. I'm even thinking about drinking some before job interviews just to get the edge off. Any of you use alcohol in this way as well?",5.8256738544474445,6.8186585754717015,6.234582210242587,77.33481132075472,67.01886792452831,9.453369272237195,33.06738544474393,9.606745405546679,3.125847978436658,443,19,81,9,7,143,75,106,0.079,0.774,0.147,0.8145,1,0,4,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,0,9,7,0,1,3,0,4,4,0,1,0,16,18,7,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,5,2,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,4,14,4,16,15,2,11,0,0,3,0,9,7,0,1,3,50,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.1578977570663186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458393985576817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003254276128503,0.0,0.12377992565523027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202056318647952,0.0,0.13509991819072673,0.09863446244456367,0.17870025113129384,0.13768362976073387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170134313313119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137405647472521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181316799268089,0.11559309805584027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453612249983201,0.0,0.09195717118590772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056590345773408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809891680386698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076248419042836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434960036379295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461324790088894,0.17445251345672586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649392126671674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300522503399826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735545653321186,0.0,0.2569092450043149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974705343928226,0.0,0.0,0.09543642928070356,0.12843280397369009,0.0,0.0,0.14548159050476198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dead_Chelle,2019/08/04,"Advice: Working a heavily social job with social anxiety Hi, I don’t post often on Reddit, so please let me know if I did something wrong. 

So, I have social anxiety and I work in Public Relations as a publicist. Yes, I don’t know how it happened either, I just sort of fell into it. This job requires me to constantly talk with clients, editors, stylists, talent, and other publicists. It has immensely improved my social anxiety (went from not being able to talk to strangers without shaking and sweating to doing it everyday sans the shaking and sweating) but I still get really anxious and it’s impacting my life as I am constantly panicking. I love PR, but is this feeling never going to go away? 

Is anyone else in the same or similar boat? How do you cope with having social anxiety and working in a communications-heavy industry?",4.01138528138528,6.669402909090913,5.7308831168831205,72.26108658008657,75.10389610389609,9.041731601731602,32.344588744588755,9.558583805096642,3.905352900432901,664,34,103,19,15,226,101,154,0.095,0.7859999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.5649,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,7,5,0,2,5,1,13,4,2,2,1,28,22,16,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,3,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,2,1,14,2,19,18,2,18,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,4,5,80,22,6,0.11853795283887884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158339156074418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627248378763905,0.13391414622110367,0.0,0.08288449276962828,0.12145614085061088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113703087229221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561948312791707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902324913899664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059936350622305325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061931187884734736,0.0,0.13473570061306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482272021781956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352612549728164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302907176899332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121308796977197,0.0837268616738413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698513046775844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142377686233667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301190759379281,0.0,0.0,0.11352659190302256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593844792634165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6041725754141883,0.0,0.09125630733577084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946645622588446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055263270808345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098858698625716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426635649996772,0.0,0.25889112434072503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960264302972935,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shyguy418,2019/08/04,"How my new friends adopted me this year :) So i was walking to the school computers with this guy i had to do a geography project with while we cam past his friend group, he obviously started talking to them. And then a girl asked ""Who that..?"" And i was like..."" It's just me,, don't mind me..."" And then she asked: ""Do you like Marvel?"" And i said ""Uhm, yeah i guess..."" And she said: Alright put him in the group, he's staying!

And then we got ice-cream with the whole group the same day and went to Captain Marvel the week after :)

They are my friends now, we still go to every new  Marvel movie together and have fun game nights :D

This is the best thing that happened to me this year, no wait might even ever because I've never had a real friend group ever before",1.8395454545454548,3.692517500000005,2.7220779220779217,95.13883116883119,78.54545454545455,5.43896103896104,21.38961038961039,6.1826913282559595,0.032706493506493566,581,16,131,4,14,183,96,154,0.013000000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.249,0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,1,2,1,8,9,0,0,9,2,11,0,0,1,4,26,22,14,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,2,9,14,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,8,2,21,9,11,13,3,25,0,0,0,0,30,1,0,2,21,86,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27000035441350634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802859677644073,0.0,0.12287892513974367,0.0,0.1515452558665534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312996538349523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537884387761268,0.2612471060385575,0.1216683377806453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44627106981418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206929446770216,0.0,0.11549472176956292,0.0,0.15907956086631364,0.1429847076460321,0.12769780619863302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410990180632015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319201445682062,0.14580895991127454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137485952906123,0.2789365544794645,0.0,0.13551530948430446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785192874311233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451679803516699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643657162589414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747264725711478,0.0,0.0,0.1461466470544295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221135592285494,0.15391765124373608,0.11532286989012296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160681248856752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593697284171968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583383474694975,0.0,0.0,0.13386586881661033,0.0,0.16122421431680742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598554239110834
socialanxiety,firestormred-101,2019/08/04,"Does it get better? Sooo this is my first post in Reddit so idk how it really works but imma just get this out there.


So I'm an 18 year old black guy that's just unhappy with life at the minute. I don't really have a lot friends and the ones I do have barely talk to me. Like I could go days without talking to someone and when I'm left alone with my thoughts it can get.... really dark. During grammar school (btw I'm from the UK) I was basically the token black guy, that's what people only recognised me for. I've heard a few racist remarks out there but I didn't do anything about it because I always felt the need to please people and not be confrontational. I always hated that about myself. Like one time one guy called me the n word (with an hard R) I was so speechless I didn't say anything to him. I wish I could've been stronger. I know my problems aren't as bad as many as the posts I have seen hear. But I want to ask, does it get better?
Are there ways to develop my confidence and be more assertive? That's what I want to improve on. I'm taking a gap year before I head to uni so I'd to work on these during the year.

Thanks to anyone that actually reads this. I'm not sure if anyone will ahahahaha.......",0.8495061358874594,2.8492729105058388,2.636206225680933,93.76787413947922,82.54085603112841,5.51026638730919,18.834031727027835,6.67199483983844,-0.04423783298413664,946,23,215,10,26,313,142,257,0.09699999999999999,0.725,0.17800000000000002,0.9697,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,14,11,2,0,13,0,19,2,1,1,1,31,43,17,0,7,9,0,2,2,1,1,1,3,0,3,16,9,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,4,0,4,9,8,25,7,27,30,3,19,0,0,3,0,12,7,0,2,10,129,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.1064784748826422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300808336329345,0.0,0.0,0.18158138858655787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258858805332645,0.0,0.17958128018428016,0.0,0.10200585553205216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110473456362253,0.06651422621256904,0.0,0.09284706246379308,0.0,0.0,0.19300303004736488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141649578391284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423558371719236,0.0,0.0,0.0703688098132261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097091159461413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476551900594276,0.0,0.0,0.09281139810015646,0.0,0.0,0.08430037503928998,0.0,0.2280279989662856,0.0,0.062011389675947035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241168508044949,0.0,0.0,0.0977437486641438,0.10772642352795177,0.11198133993117176,0.0,0.12297819634289933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059965609924220065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855151206251326,0.0,0.07706968564347115,0.10661412710760032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276390675548142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062337980318147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090585117926648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449565981498327,0.0,0.2218132251409863,0.08298529613214281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129032692486935,0.0,0.0,0.1197732254413183,0.0,0.0,0.2090000407330249,0.0,0.0,0.10440633301757253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914245231369656,0.0,0.20970160088174286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677097727835575,0.0,0.11042810516534796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245102710383367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028376403318256,0.0,0.08203934018354715,0.17540167167087414,0.0,0.1004565213781689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662347426449198,0.06362462391764387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871526013870285,0.08660876092290591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254744786405844,0.10518096580979,0.0,0.15887101757577893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107954385031215
socialanxiety,thenum28,2019/08/04,"Can't Pee or Poop around people / Social Energy I'm 36 years ago. The world is changing. When I was in middle school and in high school 20 years ago, I can never remember these problems. Each year it is getting worse.

Obviously when you think we can send gigabytes of data in the air, and transfer huge tons of information, that is energy transfer and microwaves.

We have gravity around us, we are living things - we also hold a gravitational pull.

You ever been walking, and someone is starring at you, and you suddenly trip? Your feet just don't feel heavy enough and they start lifting? Anyone know that feeling?

So I started living with a room mate from Russia, nice guy. He was fired recently, he told me he has huge social problems but doesn't know why.

This house has cheap construction, you can hear everything - nothing is sound proof.

When I pee, it comes out, then if someone hears me pee, it stops half way before I finish. It feels like not all of it came out.

At first I thought it was health problems, but I started getting smart. I went into the garage and pee'ed into an empty container. I have to put something in there to muffle the sound, if someone hears it, same thing.

What I noticed is it works perfectly, I pee normally. I did this a few times, then in the middle of the night I went into the bathroom (tired and groggy) - my room mate stays up all night when I sleep, well surprise surprise, it was hard to pee. Same thing with poop - but poop takes longer and after 5 mins it just falls out.

Now - I started going into the backyard to pee. If some neighbor can hear me, it isn't that smooth. I need to pee in a bush or on a tree or a plant leaf.

If someone can see you out a window, same problem.

I have this corner of the house where nobody can see, and when I pee on the bush - its heaven. Perfectly, no health problems, no blatter shy, no nothing.

Let me ask you all, has anyone else experienced this?

If you pee next to a router - the same thing can happen. Imagine the router was put above the toilet. Same thing.

What is happening is we are in some kind of awakening - we were never meant to have thousands of people in small cities stacked sandwiched all together. 

I am posting this because some people think it is health problems - see a doctor and get tons of pills.

I don't know the solution, my room mate is not a bad person, but honesty, he could be thinking about killing people and nobody would know. Bad energy = you can't pee - your body feels the energy and thinks you could be attacked - so you are not safe and it is very difficult to pee.

I hope this helps someone.

This has been even worse since 2013 - and each year it is getting worse. Now here comes 5G.....",3.1308055532463217,5.161247273422564,3.667457394629647,89.01917428713942,75.30975143403441,6.383390140493808,23.98906808546014,7.255503002510835,0.9371958932579596,2096,66,418,24,46,657,242,523,0.1,0.77,0.131,0.9389,0,0,1,0,0,0,86.0,7,13,1,4,21,23,2,0,26,0,52,24,17,0,11,107,95,37,1,17,17,0,7,1,4,1,6,6,6,2,33,38,1,4,17,0,1,13,14,11,1,3,15,17,48,12,44,74,18,85,1,0,3,0,42,36,0,12,34,279,81,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273440761622798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085155186408069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892485553250158,0.06515374238155075,0.0,0.11321416222501528,0.05944648995301598,0.0723408872699982,0.0,0.0,0.10618717248456017,0.03876284610970871,0.0,0.0541089718539404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063228207824099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272809128479947,0.0,0.0,0.0672680048772097,0.10955140431837324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154018926538357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508533401565637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311987701076255,0.0,0.0,0.06570372676047248,0.0,0.04199948179043687,0.057519270662108185,0.0,0.0,0.057149076573509774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286086490279372,0.0454275043451607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408818754480886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288907856173265,0.0,0.03613870433335487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296242836405386,0.11246187242529757,0.0,0.056962639474234564,0.0,0.0,0.2027742133019288,0.28667460608831635,0.0,0.042621906600794165,0.06718454515623605,0.0,0.06315754380375622,0.0,0.1467447540322977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035104823123768,0.06621744396962992,0.13978589794843738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502335947400596,0.0,0.031066038331299825,0.0,0.11229929279957472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714992922888837,0.09808645595884012,0.0,0.0676268935083799,0.11934665050699755,0.06230304680442642,0.12202940485564134,0.07239571713758218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763365221068464,0.05552286321343202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090002753671201,0.0,0.0,0.3650725732000829,0.0,0.1278476378924853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278578888674881,0.0,0.07203316414814423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287095375064962,0.1520149607486144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260091058095609,0.0,0.06363423688520488,0.12964055685237452,0.26939086120145056,0.04895339088831693,0.0,0.0,0.1800325442135253,0.06777668220567984,0.0,0.05316267793832922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781049858888607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122625207460716,0.1629792965338615,0.0,0.05048201856354611,0.03707885735340143,0.07308541291399209,0.0,0.06076135920218055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648891251811088,0.0,0.0,0.05246701869327768,0.0,0.050473443991937365,0.0,0.0,0.057173531084039116,0.11789400859038725,0.057378563004517616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046293050045427935,0.0,0.19440577390798056,0.045171313945091655,0.0,0.0,0.16379515799044714
socialanxiety,jawboy,2019/08/04,"Anxious about a trip coming up So I (22) am currently with my girlfriend (22) of about a year in Malaysia, which is basically on the other side of the world from where I come from in the UK. I have been pretty anxious about coming out here for a while since it is a big step to stay with her parents and even more scary thinking about how I will tackle social events with my girlfriends group of friends. She has a lot of friends varying in closeness and personality. I have to admit that I am yet to properly become relaxed with any of them, which is perhaps more down to not having met them that much as I stay at home a lot.

The trip ill be taking here that I am worried about is one in which I will be going to stay with a group her friends in a villa 20-30 minutes away. On paper it should be good fun in that we will probably be going to the beach, having a nice meal and generally relaxing. However the stress that I have about it is that I am not really good with large groups of people. I also find some of her friends kind of intimidating, which I know is silly, but I always feel kinda like the goofy white boy who doesn't really get asian culture and doesn't match their patter/confidence. 

With this being said, one of the things that would be prevalent for young people to do in the uk is have social drinks in order to take the edge off of social situations and perhaps become a little more easy going when chatting. I know that alcohol is not a good solution to social anxiety, but in this situation, my girlfriend does not think it is a thing for people to have drinks and hangout especially among her group of friends. I do not know these friends and staying with them makes me think I will be struggling for social energy as I can become very drained from the anxiety. On the one hand I really just want some sort of crutch to keep the anxiety at bay and relax a bit with a beer or two but on the other hand I know that I should may be try to embrace a different way of doing things and get over the fear. This is just part of the dilemma I am facing as in my mind, she is comfortable to be with all her friends and does not understand my issue, and I am being put into the deep end of my anxiety. 

I really don't want to avoid it all together or make up an excuse as I want to make the effort for her and do the right thing. I just really worry that I will be awkwardly sitting at the side, staring into space or quietly responding to them while everyone catches up and connects. Seeing people easily chatting away makes me kind of mad at myself for not having that kind of social fluidity. I just hope to fit in and I am still unsure if I ever will. 

Any tips for this kind of event would be greatly appreciated and apologies for the slight rant/tangent. 

TL;DR 
In my GFs hometown in Asia and going on a trip with her friends. Not sure how to cope with the large group that I am staying with at a villa.",9.784088287488906,6.051287345238094,9.591999408459037,71.82712067435672,61.60204081632654,12.675066548358474,37.64004732327714,10.276239652853533,3.5587730553090795,2301,71,466,36,23,758,244,588,0.086,0.759,0.155,0.9918,4,1,4,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,5,1,22,32,1,5,40,0,60,9,3,6,4,96,93,34,0,9,19,1,3,1,11,11,2,2,1,2,33,37,5,2,11,10,0,13,11,6,0,4,3,8,56,26,105,67,12,79,0,0,3,0,50,46,0,12,13,358,89,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640861892894965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04795536630428332,0.049897116939844416,0.0,0.0,0.0815588552699639,0.0,0.18349751425346256,0.1354906551137323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268141951316372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868560090912668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546812970649203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549680648078844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265246172847673,0.0,0.0,0.10495456590698808,0.0,0.0,0.1174891169273345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053112717053726194,0.0,0.0,0.039607454640399074,0.054243333645536164,0.0,0.057300773149951974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674792345346237,0.0303209766858176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480849796069466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37064112829189655,0.0,0.0626602749243529,0.0,0.13632188128302694,0.15089172515061436,0.0,0.06611352323864647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015151203815041,0.05956048610047082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258967842864405,0.0,0.05330117824736375,0.0,0.24978445415271436,0.13182456964554365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029296711569046674,0.06010240975123055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196312604953238,0.0,0.0,0.1601130116265634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054929511685045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044082440884534654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190500931639163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658594873423347,0.06493811673465408,0.0,0.1662934994208175,0.05236062904785228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061007715191105774,0.06465426927089386,0.0,0.0,0.06028311901531329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920810897915173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121125334788587,0.057042085322616384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778571390122671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960509251695782,0.13481021715616787,0.0,0.36677113070397416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195827367028907,0.04788950203710541,0.0,0.06869167799788216,0.06269023851059156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651792626322742,0.0,0.09017502471305952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935690329991534,0.11527276325095448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04071346824691912,0.0,0.05857877436032838,0.0624274729448685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04947882627171221,0.10610977981405524,0.047598793085836984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179823507095265,0.0,0.0851972782452197,0.0,0.0,0.03861660319283284
socialanxiety,ALovableBird,2019/08/04,"Parents ): Me and my parents are very close, but when we speak of my SA, they act as if my problems are downright stupid.

In about a week I'm starting at my country's version of high school and I haven't felt this horrified before. I thought, that I could tell my dad about how I'm feeling, so I told him a lot of ""smaller things"" (for me these are big things). He told me that what I see as struggles weren't anything and that I'm finding things that the other ""children"" won't even notice about me. I already know that what I'm fearing isn't as big as I make it out to be, but I don't need him to tell me that, and make me feel as if ***I'm*** a huge idiot, who can't even handle such normal things. I just really want my parents to accept that I have some problems, which I can't solve just by them saying it's stupid. It's not like I can't see the situation clearly before they point out that I'm feeling irrationel.",1.8047959183673468,3.1433665714285723,3.215051020408165,93.83084183673469,77.16326530612245,5.716326530612244,23.98469387755102,5.985473137389443,0.3539653061224488,712,23,164,4,16,233,103,196,0.201,0.7240000000000001,0.075,-0.9833,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,3,0,11,9,3,2,5,0,14,0,0,3,1,35,35,16,0,8,7,4,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,22,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,5,8,30,2,20,27,3,14,0,0,2,0,19,10,0,4,4,110,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440879471866239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744851071079056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22221199393097088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042500307605914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248135148294882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692826988300373,0.19806131514388475,0.0,0.12536828982931994,0.0,0.11933919872963347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137955049125789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175820857953391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379021892865062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100648818588414,0.0,0.0,0.17431383110886833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681647450202342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793150363083453,0.0,0.14865553812988566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349497284688128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234314581912914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24987693550243475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364689491499402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383501300260034,0.0,0.13214445769019353,0.20809578878755414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676686914064316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241857045940108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650078200261606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824898756528714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34698132332482096,0.0,0.0,0.1036585026319342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495316824485038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077344517921913,0.07701394596064504,0.0,0.1047358908556448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,porky-djr,2019/08/04,"Is anyone else looking for someone to play games with? Hello! I have terrible social anxiety, but I'm really trying to work on it. I play a lot of PC games, but I have no one to play them with. I've been trying to find someone, but I get scared of talking to people. I'm slightly more comfortable here because everyone also has social anxiety. So I was wondering if anyone wants to play games with me? I'm a 17 year old guy living in the US (PST). I have Minecraft, Terraria, CSGO, and other games. 

I also need to mention that I'm afraid of voice chat, so I would like to start out with text chat only. I hope that doesn't seem too weird and someone will be okay with that. I want to work up to voice if we get more comfortable with each other, but no one has to commit to anything. We can just play something at least once and see what happens. So if anyone's interested, please message me. 

I just realised I might be posting this at a bad time since school is starting soon, but I've been trying to build up the courage to post this for a while and I keep putting it off. I also hope it's okay to post this here.",3.06887979539642,4.151227330434782,4.256905370843992,88.64003836317139,73.52173913043478,6.976982097186701,25.268542199488486,7.285733465282438,1.02242199488491,866,27,186,9,17,284,122,230,0.077,0.6990000000000001,0.22399999999999998,0.9894,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,1,2,12,19,0,2,6,2,17,0,0,0,1,37,36,19,0,9,10,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,12,14,0,1,3,11,0,1,3,5,0,2,3,4,20,14,34,28,5,19,0,0,2,0,17,8,0,9,8,123,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27694994405819834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662127037343248,0.0,0.0,0.2421532171814173,0.11828105302785895,0.09499658591109372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963868698897732,0.07037063549417044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643459853385948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103070566192524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550929342515504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206243845221888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143029096391588,0.10208246072842332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22931425010136494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260762226398942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056397738532214685,0.0,0.10193488601798877,0.0,0.09693981345224427,0.0,0.0,0.09814223875119883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224626974043024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559666836514883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211339709005318,0.12293892918321098,0.15644911375097767,0.0877966768616981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003097274107683,0.0,0.0,0.12671752299359074,0.0,0.0,0.3316763914013157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604823210684495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395327665709991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557472951466352,0.11683058466421993,0.09199005805907576,0.10509146824376997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954924593172947,0.0,0.0,0.2353513554113037,0.29343365621937395,0.08887069893308416,0.0,0.0,0.1634168516687553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927856174916066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731349777494862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235126819423176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885908601559904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361780053609999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518883586590793,0.16808215482630773,0.0,0.0,0.08200466135603555,0.0,0.0,0.07433902896367091
socialanxiety,Sinistress-,2019/08/04,"School sucks the soul out of me I'm sorry if I'm being a whiny bitch, but I've cried at least twice about this and lost my temper already. It starts tomorrow.

I didn't know until the holidays that school was basically a black-hole of misery and emptiness for about 6 hours a day daily. I can't keep up the teachers because my mind wanders off, and I tell myself that I'll today talk to someone before having my will completely shattered by the end of the day. 

Fuck, I'm starting to a tear up a bit right now too. It's like whenever I contemplate my life I start to cry. Sorry for whining. The only thing left for me is my 12-hour internet addiction and my amateur drawings.",4.539797242497972,5.174049386861316,5.678053527980534,81.46619626926199,69.72992700729927,8.716626115166262,29.820762368207625,8.841846274778883,2.3046811030008105,534,20,106,9,9,178,94,137,0.27699999999999997,0.679,0.044000000000000004,-0.9871,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,4,0,11,0,7,3,0,0,0,10,18,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,14,1,18,13,2,18,1,2,0,1,2,7,3,1,12,66,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939386721920013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714725086503144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472197037783657,0.0,0.1322221906672748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964145904273795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291944872688946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413688349556049,0.2004224569147122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762603048403185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365201544392356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30604816552633324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811437239947902,0.0,0.0,0.0853961783871362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882753439761308,0.0,0.10975385111178744,0.07591383651875586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962236615721485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568957416941952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817818848111987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326989449109186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145182106734369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165820230312,0.0,0.0,0.3478842037672974,0.3299494044846901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248935219898264,0.1358143663606429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032316705301015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728792560039647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pentex_Sucks,2019/08/04,"Anyone else get really anxious when it comes to haircuts? I have to get my hair cut shorter for work and my upcoming police academy class. Everytime I sit in the barber chair my ability to accurately convey what I want to my barber has completely disappeared. This has led to some.... unfortunate haircuts in the past. 

I kinda want something different than what I have right now, not just my current hair but shorter. I'm very worried about somehow fucking up and telling my barber the wrong thing because my social anxiety makes me so incompetent that I can't even tell people what I actually want. 

Anybody else experience something similar? It's hell :(",6.285128205128206,8.407708452991455,7.028717948717951,67.8246153846154,67.03418803418803,10.328205128205127,36.93162393162393,10.504223727775694,4.6474034188034175,527,28,80,15,9,174,81,117,0.245,0.7140000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9833,2,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,3,0,3,0,5,3,2,2,0,14,14,5,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,2,15,0,11,14,1,12,1,0,0,1,3,4,2,3,4,53,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.17745525997065034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911153200910245,0.20543398293399567,0.0,0.1271508048523507,0.18632250192251373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085150606549704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566440468007875,0.1906618515925841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899901471831648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038176480638847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010742960574965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788007659377025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168113503105811,0.19001384027029225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138347722354592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735923833253388,0.12606897462180847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649506983061148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552953115101122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853688830482448,0.0,0.2799875474377901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178824721731321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081026298621535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004182160555302,0.32177207612071435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323859012668272,0.1846732272713094,0.0,0.0,0.19881982529620404,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Maggie0812,2019/08/04,Haircut I (24 F) shaved my head because I am too scared to get a haircut.,2.760625000000001,2.5619788125000014,4.662500000000001,90.1325,73.375,6.4,34.75,3.1291,1.5752000000000002,55,3,13,0,1,19,14,16,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709725712156551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31794752003631704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6245582030779302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6092747958651074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,simpinpimpin,2019/08/04,"SA and Texting Does anybody get really bad anxiety texting people? I feel like texting shouldn’t be this dreadful for me! Every time I text somebody I get scared they won’t text me back. I’ll make up scenarios in my head that are most likely false but my anxiety is so high at that given moment that I give into these negative beliefs. I have a best friend who is a really bad texter, like REALLY bad! Sometimes she won’t text me for hours or days at a time! It makes my anxiety very very bad. When I text her about something very important and she doesn’t respond right away or even for hours or days, I die a little inside. Deep down I know she will respond eventually and that she probably doesn’t mean to leave me hanging, but in my mind I’m thinking she wants nothing to do with me, she’s tired of me or is mad at me, or that she’s ignoring me! My anxiety gets even higher texting people I want to date (that I like) and with people I barely know! I’d just rather not text or even talk to people most times because I hate feeling this way! I wish I could just handle things like normal people do and not feel so obsessive and anxious about a stupid little text. It’s frustrating! And I know the problem is me, not them!",3.376246036778696,4.728906421686748,4.543542591418304,85.82954343690555,73.13654618473895,7.651743817374762,25.555062354681894,8.20500826718156,1.5094931726907634,965,31,197,15,19,317,127,249,0.268,0.637,0.095,-0.9948,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,12,20,4,3,6,0,16,2,1,2,0,46,36,18,1,8,14,0,3,5,1,4,1,0,0,0,13,10,0,1,9,0,0,1,9,13,0,0,1,3,39,7,21,29,3,27,1,0,0,0,16,14,0,8,16,127,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008329207123991,0.11106430970721257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236713826908012,0.07559567790121614,0.32834486498663656,0.059929938685582274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317213070246374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849394365385241,0.0,0.0,0.12680590897972818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020320893473854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603328696945936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480197827089005,0.0,0.08283190111150611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912814507090702,0.07023394366706788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595542480086091,0.0,0.15409151667387735,0.09430960205458096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706251315642958,0.10089623255267306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387177609291952,0.0,0.0,0.1936345677952629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620887228478177,0.0,0.0,0.10409796271384404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401508092477807,0.19706842941034425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312477314138016,0.0,0.0,0.10709033180556958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992668558546177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632465491173132,0.09433278880165848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407849918960563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599670922202638,0.09407108061564162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889430998257101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395770907668533,0.0,0.0,0.09842722614023183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568519881344239,0.09723284817466102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901927171933128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531396739955056,0.06299420855636863,0.0,0.0,0.17197914013575752,0.11299491018666387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433525034052557,0.1159736508601758,0.078035302029315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305367647973402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JrCrazyCatLady,2019/08/04,"Living in a dorm with social anxiety Hey, I wanted to know if anybody has stories about living in a college dorm with social anxiety (or just as an introvert). The college I am going to be going to has a policy that you have to live on-campus your first year, so I have to live in a dorm and it is super unlikely that I will get into a single (but I am going to try). I just personally get really stressed when people are just around, even if I'm not interacting with them. It just stresses me out not having any of my own private space, nowhere to go when I don't want to be around people. Obviously, there are places I could go to be alone, but it wouldn't be my own space where I feel comfortable. I like the idea of living with other people. I was actually planning on getting a two-bedroom apartment and getting a roommate, but not having a spot to retreat to when I'm done being social for the day is concerning.

I'm just going to have to deal with it of course. I have to live on campus so there is nothing I can do about it, but I wanted to know if anybody has suggestions for how to handle SA while sharing a room with someone else or just any stories.",5.693089851325147,5.0154567899159685,6.969327731092437,77.703952811894,67.23529411764707,9.507950872656755,31.33290239172592,8.841846274778883,2.431760439560439,908,31,182,13,13,311,116,238,0.040999999999999995,0.887,0.07200000000000001,0.8977,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,3,20,6,0,2,13,0,29,0,0,1,1,41,48,19,0,8,18,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,8,12,0,0,4,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,2,1,20,4,39,38,3,28,0,0,0,0,12,15,0,5,8,144,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.10330194383223333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963675703516612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439738697145648,0.0,0.16196185639576974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847177250947364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451884055705948,0.0,0.0,0.0682695243980434,0.1091347448710162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832928370517897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088430609554001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991807934585392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352488497456804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004259165151088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122532809898252,0.0,0.3609685676090212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950057253647642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635335827424052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051716774598484096,0.0,0.5608462673626439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157341528398076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016541190477928,0.09243094891112832,0.11059887160425147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781521811393068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32372609211010184,0.0896929714633749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425195073129991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187049834880056,0.0,0.1034076900647571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873130215452656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816895330986203
socialanxiety,spineappletwist,2019/08/04,"Back to school time? More like back to eating in the bathroom stall time I love having no friends and being outcast and ignored when I try to sit with people :)

Half of the time I just sit in the library, do work, and starve during lunch because we can’t eat in there lmao",2.310545454545455,4.280502600000002,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,77.54545454545455,4.4,21.909090909090907,3.1291,-0.2963454545454547,213,6,45,0,5,65,41,55,0.133,0.621,0.24600000000000002,0.8687,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,8,4,1,11,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,7,30,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40910583430246905,0.0,0.16216328926700796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444096310480638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055263494928905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299639078627085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400933863307748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844247347177416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692263863057913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465355107336953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061008053901811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366568812625354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sirrth,2019/08/04,"Dormitory is such a social hell Currently get stucked on a boarding high school, and boii.... dormitory sure sucks.In the first year, I got paired with three rando's for one year and all of them immediately clicked with each other. And then,there was me,who didnt even manage to get out of the bed without uncontrollable shaking. I failed to interact with anyone at the school except for the librarian that has become my only saviour there. The second year panned exactly the same as the first one, with additional spanks from senior here and there. This august will be the start of my last year there and i dont know whether i can stand this hell much more.",6.299516129032259,7.2322878225806475,5.966290322580644,79.89443548387098,65.93548387096774,9.103225806451613,28.403225806451612,9.188382445141503,2.1311161290322578,526,16,101,9,8,163,87,124,0.07400000000000001,0.856,0.07,-0.5529,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,6,6,2,2,10,0,8,0,0,0,3,20,14,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,12,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,6,4,1,7,1,18,8,5,17,2,1,1,0,3,4,2,0,11,70,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338925626312583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148297882959136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442200822720776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647573532579154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257584617973385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000887059955222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315010402932555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231713318659544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523656172366297,0.15608792866368346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076539824249312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595138690122898,0.14563492724584814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875912917402529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519746502780128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553588902353605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047477042212004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845871861319256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932468727355344
socialanxiety,axolotl1123,2019/08/04,"I feel like I don't have the right to say I have social anxiety. I've never been good at talking with people I wasn't already super close with. It wasn't until my early teens that I started to connect my symptoms to social anxiety. However I've never been diagnosed and my SA isn't that bad so I feel like I'm lying to people when I say I have social anxiety. I can't talk to strangers without stuttering or while looking in their eyes, I feel as though I physically can't speek in large groups of people who I don't know, I've completly avoided going places because of how anxious it made me feel. But I have only had a few panic attacks, I'm fine around my friends and close family and I am capable of talking to a person I don't know when I push myself to. So I feel like my anxiety isn't bad enough for me to claim to have it. When I told my dad that I didn't want to go to a barbecue with everyone from his side of the family (who I'd never met before) because of my SA, he said to me that I didn't have social anxiety, my brother does. And look at what he goes through everyday. He pointed out that I was able to go to a party. Which was true but I knew everyone there. So that's all I wanted to talk about, I'm sorry that this is long I just don't have anyone to talk to about this in real life. Thanks for reading",3.6244561403508766,3.7249309017543872,5.53166666666667,83.60416666666669,71.56140350877193,8.719298245614036,27.76315789473684,8.680891452615391,1.869315789473684,1037,34,227,17,18,361,134,285,0.08800000000000001,0.821,0.091,0.5919,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,14,15,1,2,6,0,26,4,1,2,5,35,50,18,0,2,5,2,5,3,1,0,3,3,0,1,16,11,0,1,8,1,0,4,16,6,0,0,14,11,38,9,41,36,3,29,0,0,3,0,26,13,0,1,15,151,54,1,0.09056707478366406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999430191167542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464178215825912,0.10231501561261422,0.0,0.0633266044781138,0.0,0.0,0.08062389789235197,0.0,0.10303312225384778,0.0,0.0,0.15123944891023702,0.11041769634985027,0.0,0.07706591006064653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495785479996656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192367448347168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925585746393125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357999835665187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308144224503053,0.0,0.0,0.17075715568559222,0.0,0.2289671712336945,0.1941034089648204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997189731651621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441406715584113,0.07596336540277837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954659153495338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397020330630505,0.13273949405894325,0.0,0.0,0.08014901120390462,0.15210706583526248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569675598055945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955273406865865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688803414816681,0.0,0.106260948492258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836341859040234,0.07907967636617227,0.09462331692967237,0.0,0.08561515953616335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059158352032716,0.10308515875981032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734378701515973,0.08615002777070563,0.14404514592835685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692869094451167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138242538468882,0.06410384167805311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941338682138124,0.0,0.3639719204564485,0.0,0.08338199439055366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889816911407951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654072112251526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106837614438801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730342819785172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xujniablet,2019/08/04,"Have you ever had a job where no one was pointing out your quietness/shyness? Or that you look a bit scared or spaced out? 
 
I've worked at: 
McDonald's 
Hotel
Restaurant 
Hospital

I wasn't a manager in these places, just a simple worker, and even though I feel like I've talked and interacted quite good and enough with people, in every single one of these places I was reminded of my differences constantly.  

At my current job I think I'm interacting  enough  but EVERY DAY they say ""oh I wish you spoke more"".

Like ""no Becky, I wish YOU spoke less"".",3.5654926624737944,5.539294207547172,4.254276729559752,85.53904612159329,73.90566037735849,7.729979035639412,24.041928721174003,8.515128840125781,1.5231123689727464,430,13,85,8,9,137,71,106,0.062,0.797,0.141,0.8484,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,1,3,5,4,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,15,13,7,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,6,5,14,3,9,7,6,15,0,0,1,0,12,11,0,2,6,55,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831629342262548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650391875478544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533565862188107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064722635748406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33753133329641044,0.0,0.10787927706265872,0.14774318805077527,0.2752285892253764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258559087923187,0.11668444748841145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699517234635455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32416370952169865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595915765391452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371577838127083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135604513121349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323387642940876,0.0,0.3412944527149681,0.0,0.15440157862843126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372373763273086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988819997296538,0.16352387322050765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312801130065285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046565810858233,0.16047290755047908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756475882688279,0.0,0.0,0.11890767597669208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Malina_Misa,2019/08/04,"I feel like I'm 7th wheeling a group of friends I was recently invited to join my friend's Dungeons and Dragons group. They're all really nice and they're all great people, but I feel like I'm 7th wheeling when I'm with them. These people are like a family. They're all in the same major (we're all college students) so they always hang out and do assignments together and all that jazz.

They're so close that I feel like I'm intruding when I'm with them, even though they're all super nice and welcoming, and they invited me in the first place. I'm also very quiet and they're very sociable (which I don't mind at all!), so I feel small--which isn't on them, that's on me.

I think a big part of it is because they're all art majors and I'm a science major (although I'm minoring in music and I'm active in my uni's music & theater programs). I guess it's because science majors are notorious for being elitist jerks towards art majors, but I have all the respect in the world for them. I'm also afraid that they see me as a dull science major, compared to how creative all of them are.

I guess, how do I get over the idea that they don't like me and that they think I'm a dull person? I know it's not true but I still feel like they're nice to me out of pity or politeness.

**Tl;dr: I've recently joined a D&D group of art majors, and I'm a science major. I'm afraid they think I'm dull and that they're only being nice out of politeness.**",2.6681846414455097,3.714660279220784,4.3059853190288,88.0421767363072,74.45454545454545,7.3045736871823825,24.75494071146245,7.7425588080867325,1.1366559570863912,1138,35,249,15,23,383,120,308,0.073,0.723,0.204,0.9912,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,11,2,12,24,1,2,13,0,13,0,0,2,11,50,40,28,0,0,5,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,12,18,0,0,10,4,0,1,4,7,0,1,1,7,31,17,27,37,20,24,0,4,1,0,18,17,0,3,12,139,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922349359474825,0.10364510505442233,0.26992455870485216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186300792339394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822716631522324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742544965208587,0.0,0.3149100596075495,0.3559468999146201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595190598790956,0.0,0.0,0.19247173501835907,0.0,0.06507821669439516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373294386897872,0.27443696136204404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406147157101921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845571551828515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651265966308658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257715563190364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473459590257814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134887912243784,0.0,0.17271045176935915,0.10876225383769053,0.1301402040040671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979725463661952,0.0,0.2459788099201709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925934885905764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947493510744787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23944184333260166,0.12238099248092026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555248324602352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BigBootyJudyWithAss,2019/08/04,"Just venting. You ever had a bunch of things to say but the moment you try to explain it you suddenly forget how to speak English and getting all your words bunched up together while pronouncing them incorrectly even though it all sounded good in your head, you even practiced it and how you will present yourself but as soon as you open your mouth you just start to sound stupid and soon after you begin shaking and starting to sweat while a million of thoughts goes on in your head on how you sound to this person and what type of opinion they already formed on you, it's even worse when they start to look at you as if you're slow or something when just makes me feel even worse, I start to hate myself and then begin blaming everyone else around me even though they did nothing wrong, it's just self hate and envy like right now, I had a whole post planned out but it's not coming out as how I wanted it to like in my head. I just start to get nervous, when people talk to me I can't even concentrate on what their saying so I just shake my head like I did today when me and my mom went to the store, apparently the lady was asking me something but I just sat their shaking my head back and fourth while mumbling "" yeah, OK "" she probably thought I was fucking stupid and my mom later told me what she was asking me because I had no idea what she was saying, I was just blocking it out while hoping they would hurry up so we could leave so I can just go home and spend the rest of my day inside my room hating on everyone who's lives are so much better than mines even though I know that isn't fully true but it makes me feel good. I'm probably going to post this and delete it or not read the comments because that's just how pathetic I am, I spent all day debating on if I should post something and if I'm posting it in the wrong sub but I guess that doesn't really matter anymore, it just feels good to not be the only one feeling like this. I have no friends which is quite understandable but it also made me develop this type of thinking where if anyone has any and something bad happens to them then they deserve it which is an asshole way to think and I hate myself for it and acknowledge it as jealousy, I always say it's better to be alone meanwhile I can't even go into the store to buy something, weird since I used to be able to do that but now I want nothing to do with people or having any type of interaction with them, I barley use social media unless it's required in order to sign up for things, I usually start to stereotype people and call them "" clones "" it's a word I often use against people because I'm an ass and hate everyone who's able to function well daily. I know I don't really deserve to be happy now that I think about it, I'm just a wannabe attention craving loser although I hate attention but there are times where I want it. I pushed a few good people away and the rest were usually those I could relate with but then they started to slowly fade away making me even angrier and frustrated with myself along with people. I probably have a toxic view on life, I guess I can admit that since some of the things that do come out my mouth when I'm alone is something I would never say aloud. I don't even know where this post is going anymore, the only people I interact with are those in my house, siblings have a OK social life but I'm just a loser..people say to go throw yourself out there, go to a party or something but it's not that easy. I start to shake and over think, I can't focus and I start to think negative thoughts about everyone around me. I know my mom forces me to go out more because she wants to help me which I appreciate and I know this post looks like it's long, it's likely is. I try not to blabber on so I'll just leave it at this. I guess I just wanted to vent/rant about this. I don't post a lot, I sometimes get nervous about going deeply into how I feel and then the post gets deleted lol, I think I have a least 5 reddit accounts but I leave them and start over for some reason. I was thinking about posting this on a new account just to let it be and not have to look back on it. I know that sounds weird, to be scared of saying something online but it just follows me around...sometimes I can speak my mind and other times I get nervous on what people will think and then I start to feel bad afterwards. I use to just say I'm an introvert but when I think about it more I just feel as if I'm socially inept and wanting to fit in so I can feel like I have a reason for how I act but no, I'm just weird and hate everyone but at the same time I don't, I hate myself for feeling and being like this.",4.548229813664594,4.742648719461702,5.127509316770187,86.97672981366459,69.56935817805383,7.847867494824017,27.073084886128363,7.42949916751922,1.2503465010351968,3677,106,789,34,60,1182,326,966,0.161,0.738,0.10099999999999999,-0.9964,1,2,8,0,0,0,54.0,1,15,13,6,77,49,12,8,30,4,60,12,9,17,6,191,165,97,0,17,53,3,9,8,1,5,2,14,2,2,64,52,0,2,36,1,7,19,20,28,1,2,20,27,130,21,114,130,18,130,0,1,4,2,65,45,2,18,63,564,194,5,0.07242159875864156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500693510254268,0.03995951755364836,0.028957763181041343,0.03013028587025272,0.0,0.0,0.04924917059831718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718227657044721,0.02531943286904296,0.0,0.0,0.09670586574864383,0.06770441864211968,0.0,0.06804247600699316,0.05568773912688968,0.06046900991126464,0.0882950688205816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405101882322063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03697527477636674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238479468397073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782275360965035,0.0,0.0,0.04670593990994304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03024947641313273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391689147785886,0.0327547411459841,0.0,0.1730048529332863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478341361071444,0.07760700693553978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02797637377569163,0.03347630053313449,0.09459324065033184,0.0,0.16463545412373728,0.12148760203853674,0.0,0.0,0.1196708338738242,0.0,0.032021090303131945,0.038547069276365406,0.0,0.2860053411370277,0.18581363489528485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02427133553306699,0.0,0.03632238422557387,0.03596549425775291,0.0,0.04178240072874776,0.0,0.040877584905604086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940305006795612,0.0,0.0,0.11502602434806615,0.0,0.03702799572207365,0.051153516964352615,0.1415261399888759,0.0,0.0319747992645386,0.03204541796329515,0.09122385466729206,0.0,0.0,0.030785126721858676,0.0,0.03426353391321383,0.07251296930148587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036562584834559576,0.12722895176367646,0.0,0.0,0.02661910401177753,0.0,0.027928000806304237,0.034972615684321084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694904772302363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02453737480228153,0.055079889298173104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259360803229909,0.03161787330238016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31211942594330433,0.0,0.11712409866563335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038514642415306236,0.03622059853589581,0.0,0.0463951306258068,0.07446146532412402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030923824817493537,0.0,0.2303702484920069,0.03625332720372648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037775761034532215,0.0,0.0,0.059907894877300034,0.0,0.0,0.11073704950117128,0.0,0.22301473969436847,0.07162681298778176,0.0,0.28193209194309304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029104868900396087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217053829402532,0.2088217630284623,0.1067307796137366,0.08624198976491919,0.06334442495285035,0.0,0.034323603793958386,0.03460097058665725,0.0,0.049169511678522036,0.0,0.0,0.03769671919630193,0.0,0.12509801741789686,0.07976215938623843,0.0,0.1281484059803085,0.028742447073330818,0.0,0.0,0.0325578573841906,0.03356777380510535,0.0,0.0404280643448145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380379628533146,0.05144622588096043,0.07918164930953675,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bigbrainname,2019/08/04,"completed first day of HS It was ok

Class arrangements are different between MS and HS, so I'm put with people I mostly never talk to. That means I will have to get to talk to more people, which I really don't want to do

We have this Humane Letters which combines English and History, my worst 2 subjects. It is a whole class dedicated to discussion. About 30% of my grade is based on participation. 

I already hate HL and know I will not do well in it

Base participation grade is about a C, so the highest I can get by just paying attention is a 92.5 (A-), but I am very bad at writing and reading, so my score will be definitely lower than a 90.

I don't like the teacher's attitude to anxious/shy students either. The syllabus states ""anxiety is not an excuse for a lack of participation."" I can participate if it is absolutely necessary, but it is very hard. I can raise my hand, but other louder students will blurt the answer and then begin the conversation. 

We have a class trip to Catalina soon. I am excited, but I am horrible at swimming and fear that I will look awkward. We are not allowed to bring electronics, so I will be stuck and forced to socialized. I am curious, and scared

There are also dances and stuff now. I have never gone to any social event in middle school so it will probably be my first time this year. 

I don't really want to go to dances since I'm scared of being in public and stuff. I am also very short, so most clothes don't fit me. I don't know if I will find anything that fits for homecoming, so I might not go because of that also. 

My classmates's friend told me that my classmate and I should go to hoco together and they said that it would be fun but I kind of doubt it. Crowded places scare me, so I just pull out my phone or hide in the bathroom usually. (bad wording but i want names anonymous, and some people at my school know my reddit)

I don't think my classmate really thinks of me as a friend, and has clearly avoided IRL contact with me in the past. He only tries messaging me over Discord. I think it is because I am awkward or something but whatever

But I don't know how to feel about dances yet, but I am leaning on negative

We also have lunch break to do whatever we want 

I am scared that this year will be like last year, where nobody talked to me and I was too scared to play games with other people. I hid in the bathroom most of the time, or I pretended to be occupied with schoolwork. Sometimes, I cried at how much of a failure I was when socializing. Sometimes I the closest people I knew would see this and then just ignore me or pretend I was ok

But the highlight of my day was my Latin class :D

I have the same language teacher as last year, and he was really fun. He got me to step out of my bubble last year, so I will be sad once I complete the Latin course and will no longer be taught by him. 

Hopefully this year will be at least better than my previous 2 years.

I will (maybe) update on this later in a few months",4.1544048052420814,4.9462834859038205,5.292122315253007,83.31602839461232,70.69154228855722,8.46999150588521,28.305990373336574,8.700769036622559,1.980050147635804,2334,82,483,39,41,774,264,603,0.177,0.731,0.092,-0.9934,3,1,1,0,0,0,62.0,5,0,1,3,29,30,1,10,24,2,72,2,1,3,3,93,105,54,0,11,24,0,3,2,2,17,0,1,0,1,28,29,1,2,13,9,1,13,15,16,1,2,13,6,74,14,65,65,13,71,0,1,2,0,33,25,0,13,33,348,102,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030417468718372,0.23277851339605346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049486508359572114,0.0,0.055669315385847865,0.0822100728944253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059884009332309175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152083489386095,0.0887205735287653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435968849681957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525971944247264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993509505054129,0.09386204306449968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602979617140004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188716462098185,0.036795005551915665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665110167014905,0.12379728275176755,0.0,0.0,0.11244478133555283,0.0,0.07603927761352576,0.0,0.12407163934636894,0.0,0.05820130236179773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518817051723907,0.0718459089417813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227763272436702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577938923740442,0.15997129057704296,0.17795327248570905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110408586146617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611089823678451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310785604528004,0.07926852476041041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719811447837081,0.0,0.0,0.05808480445730206,0.0,0.053494769442803965,0.0,0.11225035699704032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749832177549612,0.0,0.05534532600415988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946777881280868,0.25224988206343263,0.0,0.07602979617140004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845902265708768,0.0,0.0,0.07315455969110495,0.0,0.0,0.07279030003792836,0.0,0.18647485768102487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922151182287753,0.0,0.3642803641023785,0.1472954792055165,0.05798875235837341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601965983311641,0.0,0.0,0.22254140970411845,0.0,0.056022368732897336,0.1439439826753341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660987023637938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547077288561475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988540038644073,0.0,0.0,0.08486625261918294,0.0,0.0,0.06953543377010417,0.0,0.049406465553724514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014654296288765,0.1801301164769023,0.1716879583762186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654295153416272,0.0,0.0,0.08124578423780981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338830303930338,0.0,0.0,0.3280331964631983
socialanxiety,ProfessorAutodidact,2019/08/04,"When I was younger, I always cried when the attention was on me... My social anxiety was a lot worse when I was in school all the way through high school. There were times where everyone's attention was just on me and I just cried out of the complete social pressure because everyone waits for your reaction. 

For example:

* A jock purposely spilled water all of my painted work in Art class (I was a bit of a nerdy wierdo, anyway) and everyone gasped and looked at me. I noticed the silence and everyone's eyes gawking at me and I just burst out blubbering. Not because my art was ruined, but because everyone was looking at me and it happened so suddenly.

Now, at 23, when these things happen, the only thing that happens is that I just go red.

Did anyone suffer this incessant pressure-induced crying at a younger age?",4.805367965367967,6.634884883116883,5.352662337662338,79.54423160173161,70.29870129870129,8.769696969696971,33.612554112554115,9.2995712137729,3.304239826839828,648,32,114,14,12,208,89,154,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.9489,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,13,3,0,1,10,0,11,2,1,0,2,20,18,12,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,2,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,10,4,17,0,17,8,4,23,0,2,4,0,3,13,0,1,8,86,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012469224627366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308432900102924,0.0,0.0,0.08508099350704751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252370982842345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284227744390092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757842764917746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009769817452089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5813489127199797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915314847186864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32280180092426325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856085772604814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204359927195823,0.0,0.0,0.10344738684642962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385326858916158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254258829542053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24629188901820265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480734393046163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616766360645631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095217648299602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658336209467992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858397726374538,0.0,0.12400159879223024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,naybabyy,2019/08/04,"Anyone else completely delete their social media accounts due to their social anxiety? Basically I wanted to completely cut off contact and interaction with people I know IRL because it all just gives me anxiety. I don’t want to be known, seen, or spoken to. I started off slowly not posting pictures, then not posting tweets/snapchats/statuses etc. and then I just completely altogether deleted my accounts. It’s been about 5 months now. I feel very out of the loop but also I feel a lot less anxiety and pressure on myself. I don’t really value human interaction much anymore, Whether it’s via the internet or in real life. I don’t wanna talk to anyone and I rather just be by myself. I’m 21 and everyone in my age group is social media crazy, and loves to go out to bars and all that nonsense. Meanwhile I’m at home if I’m not at work lol. Idk maybe I’m just weird. I feel like I’ll eventually hate myself for the state of isolation I’ve put myself into.",2.6329535274356104,5.072430005319153,4.5253303471444575,80.24184210526317,78.73404255319149,7.362150055991043,25.852183650615906,8.371475516178862,2.0955702127659577,763,30,138,16,19,259,116,188,0.162,0.769,0.068,-0.9295,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,8,6,2,1,4,1,7,3,0,0,2,36,23,15,0,5,13,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,11,1,0,5,1,2,2,6,4,0,0,2,4,20,2,24,19,6,22,0,0,1,1,13,10,0,4,8,89,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090451589259286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129396741125683,0.0,0.13523014280798212,0.190688870812147,0.1397145206424597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831223543728308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289051873799939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390931482773348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207481797112446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029557265955025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683956622383484,0.09741392837266392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080667750837305,0.07749519165001925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462494359012714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677783521067916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493859527696127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631343678247152,0.06661745734112852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592639303500275,0.12306809778814655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369895814675588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883937079624594,0.0,0.10023855811247513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453322156707307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611858611152829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370770948107295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552048517633124,0.08735419861076417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169983394901639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651464250332002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959910939667676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125093371205332,0.16085454309049116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992699891020507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lucik89,2019/08/04,"I cant take it anymore i get anxiety pretty easily around people i considered ""out of my comfort zone"" , my heart rate boost so high that  i cant control my body anymore... , Also Not only Social Anxiety Disorder but even Sensorimotor OCD disturb me , i cant even swallow whenever i get anxiety ..... what am i ? A fucking freak jesus im so sick of myself... 

I got everything other people dreaming for : a normal job with high salary,  my outside appearance looks really good according to my friends  , also me is a rich ass mtf thanks to crypto ( i can even retire right now if i want ) , a good family , best mom ,  dad and brother ..... What the fuck i should be happy not this fucking feeling , im stressed as fuck please help me 

Pls ignore my bad english",3.070552546045505,5.25834976056338,5.123521126760561,77.7846966413868,76.04225352112675,8.031202600216687,28.528710725893827,8.841846274778883,2.6804229685807144,574,25,101,13,13,198,98,142,0.243,0.495,0.262,0.2049,2,0,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,0,0,2,9,17,4,2,5,0,8,9,3,1,0,15,21,8,0,4,4,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,1,1,1,1,5,9,0,0,1,2,21,8,9,18,1,7,1,0,1,5,6,5,5,2,1,63,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925669751362329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763160099794525,0.0,0.23880802966652345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718113785654912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052860657171432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635191400938264,0.0,0.0,0.1337367730991853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503834843913892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798833089538376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856832886706444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082073644183433,0.0,0.11350199334176457,0.0,0.06087763699390843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930204042277798,0.4452298260825373,0.12580760541818276,0.0,0.0,0.20197088337637775,0.0962945297767392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281675743480124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267406265081284,0.08070128961444188,0.2544174988252134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26010437886594434,0.0,0.11947798898550603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110531007823537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101051381692514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117966009149212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156929358352413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693979546052126,0.0,0.0,0.13216256559978246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248964067734293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713104349433332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282056952254827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273219288747222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791729339686853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905254879696223,0.0,0.0,0.1108477420362444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710147820979778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,livingxdisaster,2019/08/04,"Social Anxiety Or Something Else so i want to say im pretty damn sure that the experiences i have when interacting with people isnt normal but i always end up feeling shitty and questioning myself. this is a long read but i GENUINELY need someone to help me figure this out. so mid conversation i find myself suddenly getting really tense and panicky and lose all of my focus on what the other persons saying. suddenly im not listening anymore and my facial expression feels like its gone slack and its all just a game of me trying to calm my heart rate at that point. i cant walk through my schools cafeteria without feeling like my bodies on fire because i feel like everyones staring directly at me. i have a really weird gait to my walk (or atleast thats what it feels like) when im around people because im horrified that i look weird when i walk and that everyone notices. i literally had a job interview a few days ago and got so out of it that i was only really focusing on not shaking and at one point literally felt so weak my vision started going black because i was scared of the single manager in front of me. when in a situation that involves talking to people, i cant think for the life of me. my heads clouded and i start panicking because an answers expected but i cant manage to squeeze a coherent one past my mouth. i CANNOT make eye contact wjth people because it stresses me out beyond reason most days. my speech is really fast, stuttery, and muttery when im talking to people im not familiar with. i have so many things i want to do but i have this irrational fear of people. like i want to go out and do things and have good relationships with people but i CANT. i cant think straight when folks are around me at ALL, i get twitchy and fidgety (especially in my face), i cant stop shaking, and my heart rate accelerates. i went on pills for awhile to help with anxiety and i honestly started to see affects but after a month my mom took me off of them because suddenly i was supposed to be all better??? i dont know what to DO anymore and i honestly just need someone to confirm that yes, this isnt normal, and that im not making this all up in my head for attention...",5.174108781127128,5.791527655963304,6.450747051114025,76.54834862385322,68.3119266055046,9.714809960681519,33.002621231979035,9.784248007369934,3.208336435124507,1742,76,329,38,28,590,200,436,0.138,0.721,0.141,-0.6515,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,2,16,21,1,5,13,1,26,13,9,4,6,76,56,36,0,8,15,1,8,5,0,0,3,4,0,1,25,27,1,1,15,2,0,11,15,10,0,2,9,17,55,11,54,46,8,59,0,1,5,0,20,26,1,4,27,225,80,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059433287758681286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055788632385898734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258183232063664,0.0,0.13298559097911808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193724262921265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24522806506703115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059297790244314134,0.0,0.0744743124051181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647978061324094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857880630684078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600932320208423,0.0,0.059383908899964276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281329248960176,0.0,0.0655850163059457,0.0,0.0754467279877614,0.1695053668076477,0.19159410121500706,0.06437581595819011,0.0,0.06127991619313002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005877808869196,0.0,0.07620892535957241,0.05623600120123455,0.05362376201628653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376195183026148,0.0,0.0,0.1589024838528687,0.08988063514564447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069572872326049,0.0,0.06653398965027099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036847381704692685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04735741249616902,0.16377934959766308,0.0,0.0,0.05933465251890601,0.05630275259444485,0.07500865461812392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895090387346669,0.06797532629489114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852485756194667,0.05351642668782193,0.0,0.0,0.09942928236076866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138401974224026,0.0,0.07633366919851796,0.0,0.0,0.09086582108475807,0.0509924085875592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400412856230495,0.3253745523501935,0.058543019408651024,0.0,0.0,0.12676253056959672,0.0,0.0,0.06821109523428953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510819628409833,0.0,0.06706533304124156,0.0,0.17180858476582234,0.06893567710859655,0.0,0.07198358940445175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663723173016244,0.06712593278549714,0.06785533486769495,0.05342792909953607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536384973760847,0.0,0.06834616585587784,0.11361773152948235,0.05161620181361088,0.0,0.0,0.14236903664666598,0.0,0.0,0.056054452278436286,0.07680232860777236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631911822743953,0.0,0.0,0.10777998182400618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908634648242574,0.08592226308208405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449189409797276,0.04552064031917219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863850782664966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215341603097496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646310977268355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_ad-meliora_,2019/08/04,"Does anyone else sometimes get these sudden surges of anxiety out of nowhere? I can be sitting in my room or walking into the kitchen for example and suddenly I feel my anxiety rise without thinking about something specific. I then have to calm myself down by reminding myself that there is nothing planned for today that I would be scared of. It's almost as if my body is so used to feeling anxious most of the time that it reacts this way out of habit like ""Oh I haven't been anxious about something for two days? This can't be right!""",6.710705128205127,6.803159942307693,6.487307692307692,79.42435897435898,64.96153846153845,9.241025641025642,36.56410256410256,8.841846274778883,3.1497679487179475,430,20,79,6,6,135,75,104,0.10400000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.062,-0.5249,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,11,2,1,2,0,15,16,6,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,4,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,2,10,2,20,11,1,17,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,7,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196195641493408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997719015718516,0.4426903709720746,0.0,0.13699884548207886,0.20075348858670544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763411456871734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635867236664938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145970575452826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367441429161844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981362390788202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236536360455807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957215248673535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800016575768008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673231908391796,0.0,0.0,0.19616015877935036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016730471574902,0.19377982784291686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255440637430085,0.0,0.0,0.1142483868833289,0.0,0.1857187764385475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139518759353116,0.0,0.0,0.16922065402285472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552015267255534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888695749330266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391830849165507,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BongeeBoy,2019/08/04,"Going to coffee shops alone? So my friends always go and sit in coffee shops by themselves and they say it's really lovely. But my anxiety holds me back from doing it - I would love to sit in a cafe, drink a coffee and work/ read.

I think i'm fearful of people judging me etc which is funny because I can do everything else (including eating) by myself",2.2081428571428567,4.507878385714289,3.9871428571428567,84.28785714285716,79.42857142857143,6.285714285714287,21.42857142857143,7.447530270364453,1.0025714285714282,277,8,51,4,7,93,54,70,0.08900000000000001,0.723,0.188,0.8648,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,7,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,1,1,4,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,8,10,1,7,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,34,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411092585435408,0.0,0.0,0.19370717856821992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809037846401266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790078407082566,0.0,0.14191193485827194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805411162235195,0.0,0.2382112019518183,0.1944734528701872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25963210287214594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092244725517979,0.0,0.0,0.2619632743391507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798597084008918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646097472152798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202198556144704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613933156993685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328617119218101,0.0,0.14913681688134722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851308806594476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491680154722142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948023588990438,0.0,0.0,0.1653735265954281,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jmorin78,2019/08/04,"Another ruined night My wife knows I hate dance clubs, etc. We go out with my brother and wife. Wanna go to bar or dance club? My wife says dance club. Of course I shut down, another night ruined. I'm such a piece of shit.",-0.19014492753623105,2.0698696956521734,1.2521739130434817,99.74028985507248,91.17391304347824,4.8057971014492775,14.18840579710145,6.42735559955562,-0.7494376811594199,170,3,40,2,6,54,32,46,0.262,0.738,0.0,-0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,5,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,7,5,2,10,0,2,0,0,6,3,1,1,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572490158572768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044467178593152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102835441461029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26951288033625664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002358495270698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123496038995895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708597807309185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28021175805616416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OppositeBudget7,2019/08/04,"Rant: I am not convinced that this is ""curable"" The mainstream viewpoint suggests that people with this condition just need to be put in social situations and their fear will go away. In short everything is ""in our mind"" in a sense. This idea makes for an awesome movie, but I have not personally experienced anything that supports this.

I have had severe social anxiety for as long as I can remember. I have attempted to throw myself into social situations and even have worked in a job that requires me to be in social situations some of the time. My mind still screams out just as it has when I was 10 and my IQ drops to zero. The best I can do is pre-program responses to repeat in social situations and to mentally ""zone out"" so I don't freak out so much that people will easily notice. 

I suspect that the success stories are mainly people that were misdiagnosed with this condition. Anxiety as a mental defense is normal and yet everyone wants to act like it is not. It is perfectly reasonable to be anxious at times. If you didn't study for a test, you should be really anxious about it. If you are potentially walking into a dangerous situation or are making bad decisions, you should be really anxious. The difference between them and us is our brain makes us anxious even when we shouldn't be.

TL;DR: Those that don't fit into the misdiagnosis camp and are success stories probably either have a mild form of the condition, or at best learned to mask the inner storm that goes on in their minds (this doesn't go away).",6.547413859852885,7.317549062717774,7.1976713124274125,71.85766066589241,65.34146341463415,10.558962446767325,33.714479287650015,10.504223727775694,3.702862330623306,1219,51,212,30,18,403,152,287,0.136,0.743,0.121,0.2916,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,5,4,3,8,11,14,2,1,15,0,39,1,1,4,1,49,47,20,0,8,11,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,1,20,16,0,2,6,0,0,6,8,6,0,1,4,2,25,8,41,32,7,37,0,0,0,0,19,22,0,5,9,173,45,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734748498327927,0.3761226791037058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849444731202395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640206830841505,0.0,0.06949686999714584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746977868540623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291661322298783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696176034419621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995047547242638,0.0,0.0,0.07953360434261146,0.07480530561567844,0.0,0.0,0.09366133205173942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460754168911074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396099615822684,0.0,0.0,0.08259685030173733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04066390274306656,0.0,0.0,0.07365942486795875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666779200799717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677604857459602,0.0,0.2521276808139353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118652889014426,0.06171691787859088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155159691859934,0.0,0.094762401607261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731118184881072,0.07267667301668203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974027379692076,0.0,0.0,0.08367310723287343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664359698740973,0.08557836126342168,0.0,0.0,0.0942878377332166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403066977592643,0.0,0.0,0.4677922252716225,0.0,0.42423264105827296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647073848753156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445289796140717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706876899869374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002403825289588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049093539119316194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059530554401499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,noliftt,2019/08/04,"How can I ask my parent to find me a therapist when I have bad social anxiety? I have been having a lot of trouble bringing up the subject of me getting a therapist to my dad for years now. Because every time I think of asking I get bad anxiety and bail out, but I want help with my mental illnesses so bad but I am so scared to reach out. I also don't go to public school so I can't find a school counselor to talk to. Any tips with this is very helpful thanks.",2.7687012987012944,3.4884424646464645,4.7055122655122625,86.51636363636366,73.84848484848484,7.6773448773448765,26.26406926406927,7.957251820313856,1.4296857142857142,360,12,79,5,7,124,65,99,0.213,0.65,0.13699999999999998,-0.8052,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,13,18,9,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,14,1,15,17,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,4,55,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799235163634493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883984929376496,0.0,0.2448764359310777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992512820827919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009065236467215,0.09756531802530576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484947510098144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29256657113756823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723959297609373,0.0,0.09096040500553323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455699411658144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606923780401875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129329073491708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771717372265022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023850234691936,0.3239593636692764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315136048680998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864255403083433,0.0,0.14735302527092906,0.0,0.3716620042474149,0.0,0.10255391756362896,0.0,0.0,0.09332675158735247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205844973718742,0.09440194981753708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306729435651897
socialanxiety,jasperinabagel,2019/08/04,"How do I fit in at a ""new"" school? I have some friends already since I went to elementary with them but I moved away for a few years and didn't keep very good contact with them. Now that I'm moving back, I don't know what to do on the first day. In the district, there's multiple elementary schools and one middle and high school, so there'll be a lot of new people since I left in fifth grade. Do you guys have any tips? I have really bad anxiety (but I used to be really extroverted). When you guys say, ""Be yourself,"" can you also tell me how to find my personality again? I don't even know who I am anymore",2.3013281249999977,3.5237039765625013,3.9676250000000017,89.41487500000002,75.640625,7.620000000000001,22.95625,8.238735603445708,0.9560975000000004,471,13,111,8,10,158,84,128,0.09699999999999999,0.871,0.032,-0.8699,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,2,1,10,3,0,0,5,0,14,0,0,3,0,16,20,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,2,1,17,2,14,15,3,22,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,2,9,73,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207905794915198,0.11745504610751492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998793236759628,0.0,0.11235817103606276,0.0,0.1456594938747035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799291241360762,0.11293700286654665,0.12263361473743425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472154826531574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970088598942442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424013100452611,0.12493090828236594,0.0,0.0,0.1134744507440497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319090229550167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908566073384571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518039390676094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054831671820222,0.0,0.0,0.16143616553334175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957897826552273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486698147006432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31220753352885583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837035555558139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952559079722788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182390495111047,0.12824466942888646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881824287583787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680006147774268,0.0,0.4459328410284219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429913011936026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837430751412546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685193700835934,0.0,0.12118639203409855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361536246897195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458200944082172
socialanxiety,lurkio120,2019/08/04,"Does drinking too much make anyone else's anxiety flare up? Posted over in the general anxiety thread as well but think this might be more related to social anxiety. I struggled with social anxiety a lot as a teenager (could barely look at nvm speak to acquaintances/strangers). By getting a job in retail etc and by trying new experiences over the years I have mostly been able to work on this so it's not such an issue anymore.
However I had work drinks recently with a new team I'll be working with. Was stupid and drank over my limit which means I can't remember the last 20mins - half an hour of the event. I've since chatted to a colleague who did the same and said all those there were the in the same state. My boyfriend met me after the event and said while it was clear I had been drinking, I was fine and I'm just worrying too much about this. It's been three days now and I can't stop beating myself up over it. I'm ruminating on the same pattern of thoughts, have night sweats which I can't fall back asleep from after waking and just generally panicking about what the people at the event think of me.",6.724894419306183,6.24507916289593,6.542726244343893,80.95656297134241,65.0633484162896,10.081598793363499,31.538838612368025,9.516144504307137,2.5562123680241338,889,29,180,15,12,280,132,221,0.098,0.843,0.057999999999999996,-0.8293,2,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,6,12,4,1,1,18,0,19,7,3,1,2,33,32,12,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,12,10,4,2,5,5,1,1,4,2,1,2,15,4,13,2,32,13,10,33,0,0,1,0,9,13,0,3,17,126,25,5,0.12361905128678438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782729434966692,0.0,0.12259688144650918,0.08643731494582724,0.1266623266669246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505541989088742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986997534787444,0.0,0.0,0.07972406133102355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108179864835151,0.0,0.0,0.3632988239901064,0.0,0.0,0.10326785489990943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378679194052062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092315279465048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458585210916075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173986435587685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902617230558155,0.12267283366960205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007660260137171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380886882725747,0.0,0.0,0.1050964967449163,0.0,0.0,0.08251667665159347,0.0,0.0,0.1346573870180098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131140278058592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174845297225795,0.0,0.0,0.2387841001036847,0.0,0.11600810544845334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570188507211249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839287967077668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205889963223104,0.0,0.14003628701408266,0.0,0.235180052503268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022589566684561,0.0,0.0,0.2520281101453229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033510621704504,0.0,0.12923347297857055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584201930921086,0.0,0.09813971833968256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392922125608393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114837315805104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26998842489772196,0.12554114719327625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960661601888762
socialanxiety,GirlsAndChemicals,2019/08/04,"All dressed up... I was feelin’ cute tonight and wanted to get a little dressed up and just wander around downtown. Sometimes I just like to just get cute and wander around so I can do some “socializing” (read: usually actually just people watching) without getting roped into any small talk or group activities or whatever other nightmares people like to experience in their free time. 

My makeup looked really good and I was feeling like a spicy lil meatball so I decided to use some eyeliner (normally I avoid it because it’s fuckin hard and the process of applying it is enraging, but I was feeling confident). Put it on successfully, looked generally hot and was excited to go out, yay! 

Made it all the way to my living room before my anxiety brain piped up with this gem: 

“What if I run into someone I know and they notice I’m wearing eyeliner? People know I wear makeup, but I don’t hardly ever wear eyeliner so what if someone notices and they ask me why I’m dressed up and I don’t have an answer? And then what if they deduce that I’m secretly just a lonely weirdo wandering around looking cute for nobody because I have no social life? And then what if they think I have no social life because I have some major personality flaw they haven’t figured out yet? And then what if they spend the rest of their time around me scrutinizing my every move to figure it out? And then what if they find something wrong with me that I don’t even know about? And then what if they tell other people about the thing? And then what if everyone turns against me behind my back and nobody ever wants to associate with me and I never even get to know why, all because I left the house with some stupid eyeliner? Too risky, not going.”

... Anyway, now I’m on the couch. 

TL;DR got dressed up to go out, freaked out about some dumb shit, stayed home.",4.5440298821548835,6.217510755681815,5.2166035353535385,80.88252104377106,70.70454545454545,8.169360269360268,28.09385521885521,8.735056554316923,2.1786846380471383,1454,53,270,26,27,469,172,352,0.11800000000000001,0.794,0.087,-0.9398,0,3,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,10,1,24,20,5,1,10,1,15,8,5,3,6,83,43,38,0,11,19,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,20,32,0,1,14,1,2,6,9,9,0,0,6,9,38,12,42,37,10,47,0,1,4,1,19,23,3,15,19,190,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0905008978629184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306640511589902,0.0,0.07094587419945804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302331786055086,0.08669941528652356,0.0,0.0,0.07131136368588774,0.0,0.22613386224885,0.0,0.07891494056586579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035285518771467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250783911533973,0.1677773452411907,0.07813748072574762,0.08861707930959538,0.0,0.09071755126516637,0.0,0.0,0.093784298116883,0.06625350071575792,0.0,0.0,0.08476271337408205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381136579086755,0.0,0.1581189000758889,0.07778594272390936,0.07417267927556415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615371368423829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930258183240818,0.0,0.0,0.10700955078273257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386999513360346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076232117795916,0.0,0.13101006107449487,0.1359242922864502,0.09294988040884856,0.08189115144147607,0.0,0.2336348208421573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877528650420328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856798216638832,0.0,0.0,0.07152683350926202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086554534644367,0.0,0.2111702928141844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25717705742434804,0.08097702285606452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322935180699693,0.0,0.0,0.09276513342473217,0.0,0.05941164222473555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519631491491344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836103650208016,0.15715666420781724,0.0713958110842906,0.09172226760713276,0.0,0.0,0.09884853961835713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745409285321134,0.08105887971793772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161235949340745,0.059424070809153975,0.0,0.0,0.10815492233681401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008745289073369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009761534890149,0.10214004816039084,0.0,0.10940095285972846,0.0736127244023438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736691658008454,0.0,0.0,0.08939808589826702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139667150599536,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bruhsexual,2019/08/04,"I never post on Reddit, I read every single comment, I pretty much never upvote or downvote anything and I never comment. Help? It is really really hard for me to comment or post on social media. It terrifies me. I usually end up deleting it. Lately I've been trying to move past this fear but it is really hard because it gives me so much anxiety to partake in anything online. I am a lurker on all platforms, I don't like to speak... I want to make friends but this barrier makes it really hard. I've made online friends in the past but it was through a small group of friends on skype I made from meeting someone somehow (I seriously can't remember). I remember how happy we were when they made the video sharing free in group chats. Nothing could have prepared us for the fucking ads though lmao

How do I overcome this fear? Is there a coping mechanism anyone can suggest?",3.5171203155818564,5.683974360946749,4.932994082840235,79.76264694280081,74.62130177514793,7.3469033530572,29.609861932938852,8.238735603445708,2.4399700986193293,693,31,120,12,15,231,102,169,0.14800000000000002,0.669,0.183,0.929,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,0,7,11,1,2,6,0,13,1,0,7,4,24,21,11,0,2,5,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,1,2,3,1,1,5,4,0,0,6,4,18,8,18,14,4,22,0,0,0,1,19,10,1,3,10,85,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806452776836621,0.0,0.0,0.08049279181223644,0.0,0.18946369166475868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017452394551603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191190996229756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195988463081836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699140956071756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25907825280964336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668183495620109,0.10642421982334498,0.0,0.11043113964111972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254465723155895,0.3093678490328874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716079456332403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985748833872726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056240567181316835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267807201242503,0.1536835723996535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223516222826392,0.1692491303838012,0.0,0.2663570032860838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045828999324253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197852477209564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205013753924117,0.11711582362059883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514859405990555,0.0,0.2949887234741794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608112411600841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734773467612325,0.09753863473585084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310230193333867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815718636983439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847210826256295,0.0,0.12678559830265246,0.0,0.06789924967246988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,danyell_jonze69,2019/08/04,"Is it social anxiety that could make it feel easier communicating with strangers on reddit than your real life friends? So I’m not sure if this is actually social anxiety so looking for some feedback. The basic premise of this post is that I’ve recently found I’m more comfortable interacting with the anon strangers on Reddit than I do with my real life friends (by phone or in person). 

From what I understand, a key factor of social anxiety is the anxiety stemming from being nervous or thinking you’re going to say the wrong thing and look silly, I however feel very confident when I’m talking to or with my friends and don’t think I’ve ever had any worries about looking silly and certainly don’t feel nervous. I’m just finding a sort of uncomfortable feeling when I’ve been in contact with them, which started about a month ago. My behaviour seems to have a bit of an agoraphobic vibe to it. 

So is this some sort of social anxiety?",11.248228252194735,7.875488715083801,10.863304070231447,62.723575418994436,58.49720670391061,14.250917797286515,45.683160415004,12.28987398476788,5.5434478850758175,756,36,132,18,7,250,102,179,0.125,0.742,0.133,0.5624,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,9,11,0,2,9,0,13,2,0,1,3,35,32,12,0,2,6,0,4,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,11,8,0,0,10,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,8,8,8,26,27,4,13,0,0,3,0,15,4,0,9,7,85,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.11286213291806095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252075811227626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864904288172049,0.0,0.44237697486800703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262647869107153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234072722312894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461613910136318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339136112379201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057061404828438,0.0,0.0,0.12680921698978806,0.2680631970887967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572913174943794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338042246817674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29136201769086634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772002934301641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231433835147627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098507012309656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076506497247024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632803386247309,0.0,0.0,0.1141948906541332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197312021808723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528753577147697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715808935936569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186086798133685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900302098525172,0.0,0.0,0.0929587261837998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768357272772373,0.14821349923740368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040043917699735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542709534851017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745278402087934,0.0,0.0,0.12645006720588106,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,__awkward__guy,2019/08/04,"Firat date at 35 Around 8 months ago I went on my first date and posted how scared/nervous I was about it on here, I was really thinking about pulling out but thanks to the comments you guys posted I went for it in the end

I'm happy to say it went great, lots of dates followed and we've been together ever since ♥️

Thanks guys, never give up 🙂",0.4437837837837861,2.533538986486491,2.0499324324324317,96.84084459459463,84.81081081081079,4.781081081081081,17.35810810810811,5.985473137389443,-0.4935351351351352,271,6,62,2,8,88,56,74,0.0,0.765,0.235,0.9657,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,10,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,6,1,6,4,13,6,1,23,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,9,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189221641035412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625811678901371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175771177191026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520106701576906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553466549991883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751972211560597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013523846924376,0.0,0.3616687147772811,0.0,0.19441512135311395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526716453047756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457750909899512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085702928488522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498218741143474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699871248500122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452362678197864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107504761355586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362859495363357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170231879635525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079049800972661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Vizionary0wl29,2019/08/04,"What do I do to get better socially? Right now, my parents are having a party. And I just could not take the pressure of being around so many people. So right now I’m just hiding in my room. Basically I am asking what I can do about this? I do not want to be like this anymore. I not only have social anxiety, but I also do not know how to communicate or carry a conversation or basically do anything socially. I’ve been homeschooled almost my whole life so I have never learned anything like this. I just don’t know what is normal and how to act socially. On top of this, I don’t know how to carry a conversation. Any help or advice would be appreciated. Thank you",2.071756601607348,4.233879447761196,4.54492537313433,80.83687141216993,79.14925373134328,7.108151549942595,22.99425947187141,8.139509932561175,1.448819288174512,522,17,102,10,13,183,76,134,0.031,0.789,0.18100000000000002,0.9638,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,14,5,0,1,4,0,21,1,0,3,1,27,30,13,0,4,11,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,1,0,14,4,11,24,1,11,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,4,5,81,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859330336874896,0.0,0.0,0.15226820645885908,0.0,0.0,0.12160398936798054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340742792144518,0.0,0.11632707396469133,0.0,0.15080472173388887,0.0,0.0,0.2502682684210883,0.13536748904255372,0.14215751667780505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448655138333704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140919640814644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794461599703719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192400599650284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25070802499818706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740594316933452,0.14857970136455564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416708067689844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727964939440615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489885512530412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565006300261699,0.0,0.0,0.16884694302108585,0.0,0.0,0.10542069894337963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597203686495891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6200325582697036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433175879510316,0.0,0.0,0.13999833184796018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969015378781926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697718803769175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802053780774902,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lemonjuice_gal,2019/07/25,"I messed up yesterday Starbucks (Stb) intercom: Hello, welcome to Starbucks, may I take your order?

Me: ... 

Stb: How may I ta-

Me: Yes

Stb: ... 

Stb: Alright what would you like?

Me: processing that I want the cookie crumble, peach iced tea, and caramel frap*

Me: Ok, I would like the peach (while ordering reads STRAWBERRY somewhere on the menu) strawberr- ... I mean the peach cookie crumble, the caramel frap, and the-

Stb: Wait, hold on, the what

Me: (O_o)

Me: ...the cookie peach crumb-

Me: internally dies*


                             Suddenly 


Stb: new barista* Hello, what would you like to order?

Me: panics* um... You know just give me the peach..

Stb:  iced tea?

Me: yeah, yeah, and the  thing with the cookie crumble and the caramel... frappe

Stb: May I have a size please

Me: ... size?

Me: oh yeah

Stb: ...

Me:              ...

Me: oh ya, venti

Stb: all venti? 

Me: yeah

Stb: ok anything else
 
Me: ... oh no ... thanks 



Later I spilled the tea on myself and died.",-0.8608333333333321,-0.8367580722891557,0.4021234939759051,98.339249497992,135.74698795180723,3.311044176706828,16.711345381526105,5.46131890053228,-0.3046582329317271,664,22,135,8,48,206,80,166,0.043,0.769,0.188,0.9708,0,0,0,0,0,0,95.0,0,5,0,0,2,10,0,1,14,8,7,3,0,1,1,20,14,7,2,4,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,30,8,7,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,8,73,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747778904066966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476622030153227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016436244173792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068900308289825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852642833267232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160959684685579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492753193802776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829514275328576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530419274397168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23674056912593075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572806594578664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215677597564931,0.0,0.0,0.19855968607216606,0.0,0.0,0.14328136726773313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272075784389653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596167067136172,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lil-U4Ea,2019/07/25,"Does anyone else have someone who could just never understand no matter what. During the summer I go to this practice for lacrosse. I know absolutely no one there so before every practice I have a panic attack. Me dad takes me every time and so when I start crying he yells at me and tells me to calm down. Which just makes things worse. I’ve told him many times that it doesn’t work like that’s and I can’t help it, then he just says that I can and I just don’t want to. Believe me I don’t want to be like this I wish I wouldn’t. He knows I’m like this too. I’m on antidepressants, I go to therapy, yet he still just acts like it’s a switch and I just flip and and boom I’m cured. Like no. No matter what I do he just stays painfully ignorant to this. Does anyone else have family, friends, etc like this?",-0.2965486257928092,1.9172548313953504,1.4544397463002134,98.56001057082456,90.80232558139537,4.52262156448203,14.79492600422833,6.1124844417494595,-0.8016372093023256,629,12,148,6,22,204,92,172,0.127,0.6809999999999999,0.192,0.8306,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,14,12,1,1,3,0,12,1,0,1,1,27,27,11,0,5,7,1,0,6,1,1,1,3,0,0,16,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,10,4,0,1,1,3,19,8,10,23,1,16,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,15,89,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095720805559405,0.2798222536331708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534479959086772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619358990367665,0.15384455647051395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090236859618364,0.0,0.14999324324666688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389908220737625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281392158691629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228881754686413,0.0,0.0,0.23009773121418434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287267412091566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549782562976782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520848565723638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152626943002684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008809762992306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002672082784455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114786942011087,0.13843978781366414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531541302938784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252949324521097,0.0,0.1452983239035826,0.16021144838449147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858966435641636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569797088266108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665045783963888,0.14554362700693382,0.10904862843884054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102668250306493,0.0,0.1193503050304702,0.0,0.15615628423080824,0.0,0.09071743804963917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592462542828488,0.0,0.0,0.13047892449677026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215287300891322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108089748917734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570252168206948,0.0,0.0,0.09940968176014454,0.0,0.13915563349546925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zt88,2019/07/25,"That one friend Y’know that one friend that sticks around you but you can just feel they want to go and talk to their other more interesting friends but out of being too nice they just sit stay with you. 

:(",4.429916666666667,5.940542825000005,3.180000000000004,96.01166666666668,70.75,6.333333333333334,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.4564166666666663,163,2,36,1,3,46,30,40,0.069,0.61,0.321,0.9195,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,3,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,5,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,5,6,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,0,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682623477088477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523698866195138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6984588666067832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126220743220053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561220090869308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084004865753003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211953616240205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24221096829655275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774202204433606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MrSwiftyMan,2019/07/25,"How to try to tell family that I suffer from social anxiety?  Basically they think that I can just be a perfect social butterfly if ""I stop being shy"". I also get made fun of for being bad at socialising with random people, especially by my brother. I honestly see no way of bringing this up as a serious talking point without being undermined and made fun off further.",7.1954347826086975,7.452054304347832,9.094021739130431,60.58711956521742,63.92753623188406,12.117391304347828,37.53985507246377,11.698219412168324,5.032098550724639,293,14,45,9,4,105,56,69,0.17600000000000002,0.636,0.188,0.4606,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,1,12,11,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,7,4,13,5,0,8,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,2,1,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187637370227492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835500400254012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033616323543574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22618988406491086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535642258871185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454065640111086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663411005802173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268166500189321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119756983949493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48916815754344395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059686450422465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285110755185395,0.20971424743900474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374101311131366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629004895613487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044967255519765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312893093499511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,goats-in-trees,2019/07/25,"Oh God. Is there something on my face?? When I’m out in public, if I hear laughter I will automatically think they’re laughing at me.",1.21222222222222,3.5600354074074083,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,83.81481481481481,5.0814814814814815,23.814814814814817,6.42735559955562,0.6035037037037041,104,4,22,1,3,36,25,27,0.0,0.693,0.307,0.8343,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7474829538674332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105694672063604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42495653052309945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the-reddit-checker,2019/07/25,"I got out of social anxiety. I know that it sounds hard as hell, but I got out of it (I can't disclose how, since it's some risky stuff. Wouldn't recommend) and I'm here to tell everybody that exposure behavioural therapy is a complete dumbass shit. I got in my house and from that day, one year ago, I haven't gotten out until a few days ago and GUESS? NO. ANXIETY. NOTHING. So, don't believe the psychiatrists and psychologists if you have any kind of doubt. It feels fantastic and you should keep living to see how great it is to feel CHILL.
Have a nice day.",1.1726140231449982,3.586276513274335,2.83716814159292,90.20345813478558,84.75221238938053,7.016746085772635,21.966643975493533,8.139509932561175,1.292247651463581,438,15,94,10,13,144,76,113,0.217,0.6729999999999999,0.11,-0.8965,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,4,6,2,1,4,0,9,1,1,2,0,21,20,12,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,5,9,3,13,14,2,11,1,0,1,0,4,4,2,4,7,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999027238035483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503554313819316,0.0,0.258815994250832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905869540033832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736249458603598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272852984149767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106615878744733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058814402437765,0.18650102504168264,0.18635033788699304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153537499853198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951895271760524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035841219927534,0.0,0.1761555520600634,0.0929666736857598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493726028456845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231491198728176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462813295224593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347997230877847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736417316139494,0.13993204640306106,0.0,0.0,0.1724387298321121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364931523925674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785450728308108,0.0,0.1934507872284736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893438628424676
socialanxiety,goawaythrowaway88,2019/07/25,"Company softball AAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAA

Going = being forced to spend time with people I don’t want to, social anxiety, not fun

Not going = increased isolation and possibly being ostracized at work

What do I do? :(",8.577280701754386,11.417346026315794,6.73947368421053,69.30464912280705,62.42105263157895,10.329824561403509,38.982456140350884,10.504223727775694,5.050761403508772,191,10,25,5,3,56,30,38,0.284,0.633,0.083,-0.8205,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31532498665311104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468515288296733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857613395947075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646834194718702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42017681588946376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24035188675273705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243120931199936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30007995704691753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,catsRlife1992,2019/07/25,Do you prefer working with kids to adults? I love working with kids because there aren’t any social expectations. I feel like I don’t have to monitor my behavior or be nervous because they’re still all nice little humans who think you’re being silly when you do something weird.,7.576352201257862,7.707957075471697,7.330188679245285,73.97503144654087,63.150943396226424,9.330817610062894,34.647798742138356,8.841846274778883,3.0320742138364785,227,9,38,3,3,72,40,53,0.07,0.735,0.195,0.7783,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,2,3,6,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,8,10,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,4,8,1,3,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,1,3,23,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979171287249266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940477408757288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342307355059366,0.2308990084238095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790252072514138,0.3239381313840556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917067633201166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294686386608929,0.0,0.2488203914794111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25811337460550365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709787223479445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705968116226389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pateldan95,2019/07/25,"Today i went to see a psychiatrist and she prescribe me Celexa So as the title say, she prescribe me Celexa and she just asked me some question and based on it, she just wrote me a script. To those who have been prescribe medication, is this how your diagnosis went. She just took 10 min and i was out of the door. Just like that.",1.106818181818184,3.5977311212121243,2.109318181818182,94.6339772727273,86.27272727272728,5.118181818181818,18.85606060606061,6.6274283507984215,-0.06453939393939345,258,7,57,3,8,81,45,66,0.0,0.961,0.039,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,13,10,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,12,1,6,4,1,7,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,2,3,42,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29242967242161444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282031655425646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31511729145498696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504122577160029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487544301144536,0.0,0.0,0.24926442368610954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965017768442149,0.0,0.34753694115722555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799451967610889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,serious_user96,2019/07/25,"Need to give a presentation in 3 days. Anxious as fuck. HELP !!! Background - Giving speeches or talking in front of a crowd has always terrified me. Somehow managed to graduate college without giving any presentations. I even got a low grade once because I skipped a presentation.

Current Scenario -  Gotta present some basic content that I'm actually well versed with, nothing complicated. I've made the slides and gone through them repeatedly. I even practised in front of a mirror.

Possible solutions I've come up with - 

1.) Taking some anti-anxiety medication on the day of the presentation( Benzos). It would be my first time taking them.
2.)  Drinking some alcohol to take the edge off.

Any ideas would help. I'm at my wit's end.",3.4436063348416286,6.608501161538463,4.638506787330318,75.42708144796383,83.53846153846155,7.366515837104074,32.26244343891402,8.313332769828598,3.3658959276018106,581,32,92,14,17,190,94,130,0.11,0.7959999999999999,0.094,-0.4903,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,1,4,3,1,0,9,0,4,4,0,1,0,15,19,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,5,1,2,1,1,3,1,8,1,18,12,3,25,0,1,0,1,9,8,1,5,12,51,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.15066442279715614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499820622000305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846659915186134,0.0,0.0,0.20998385096844027,0.0,0.118109537457757,0.17441913227475156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411599397118936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299512733381205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914026990183512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124548485643538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674557870414206,0.0,0.0,0.2039490580126309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132584533324002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427330128959496,0.0,0.4443209253873094,0.0,0.0,0.12348147006561745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697154658497724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742898934639405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608954245272576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555338025488661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447978929329987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481433883775733,0.0,0.0,0.16442255262552047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174053900138554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482509450582476,0.12409452543847699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002727780242302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881704381529655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882847937525034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935144281689564,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lucefromhogwarts,2019/07/25,Remember that you are not your reputation. Just wanted to say that. Have a great day!,0.9597916666666676,3.2734570625000003,2.715,85.09666666666669,103.375,7.133333333333333,17.833333333333332,7.793537801064563,1.399858333333334,67,2,13,2,3,22,15,16,0.0,0.7609999999999999,0.239,0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267768864687515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586339311435708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739875904352512,0.0,0.0,0.4029448539222342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29886232310010696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StanleyTheShark46,2019/07/25,"I want to play newer games but I can't Anything that requires a headset and mic I can't play because I can't talk to the people, too much anxiety.  Anyone like me want to find some games and play together?",1.689651162790696,3.5988876744186062,3.4211046511627927,89.68188953488372,79.23255813953489,6.16046511627907,24.703488372093023,7.1686216300943375,1.0465860465116283,162,6,34,2,4,54,29,43,0.047,0.639,0.314,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058618576361253,0.0,0.0,0.27956403621177656,0.0,0.32901849448170983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437270805466841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36542901561812347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953322726925014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29391433040241355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277185436830534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321360856117663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716493953512287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,marvinicampos,2019/07/25,"Having lunch with coworkers I was wondering if it's just me that hate having lunch with coworkers ? Or maybe its a defense mechanism?

​

I mean, I already spend all day with coworkers because, well, I work with them, but I guess it's a social convention that people have lunch together. 

Usually people see this as me being anti-social or as if I don't care about being friends with them. The point is that I really enjoy having this time for myself. 

​

Does anyone relate to that?",5.466102484472046,7.320825206521738,6.081366459627329,74.87108695652175,68.67391304347827,9.170186335403725,28.360248447204967,9.606745405546679,2.914333540372672,397,14,64,9,7,129,60,92,0.064,0.802,0.134,0.7534,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,3,6,2,0,3,0,9,3,0,0,1,16,15,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,3,1,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,12,4,10,12,1,4,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,6,3,51,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718188394675048,0.0,0.0,0.3675703179792514,0.4122181274978259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186035126306982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339988028418708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729407387933217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939203422700806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843718795990254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310493887295271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868575457474532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746641929856734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040790568074093,0.18476787614257484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518880971708456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034743594907233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866407414497434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516662062021334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290807311428874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890784078560967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681445842698824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251037688982322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839476160837564,0.1234866970072209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122181274978259,0.0
socialanxiety,Hectic_skeptik,2019/07/25,"Trying to be more outgoing, any advice? So my anxiety is luckily not crippling, so I managed to make some friend and even had some relationships, yet some days I can't eve walk out of my house ( kinda rural area) without feeling my legs shaking and my heart pounding.
I've decided to take a leap and booked 4 days in a major city in my state, I'm a day through but I'm
failing to get myself  to talk to people or even entering a pub or a bar.
I'm constantly talking myself down internally and my old habit of avoiding people are kicking in, anyone got an advice on how to get over or face them?",6.792672176308543,5.376773570247939,7.878305785123968,74.49806473829202,65.36363636363636,10.711294765840222,35.86914600550964,9.725611199111238,3.3265360881542687,466,19,92,8,6,160,82,121,0.10099999999999999,0.848,0.051,-0.7129,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,2,6,0,5,4,3,2,0,20,14,11,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,2,3,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,1,11,1,18,11,5,19,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,7,7,59,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796987909589219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211791671562714,0.0,0.148624629572209,0.0,0.0,0.1358459719195122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099490187664357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758860141712392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566418754249169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823444086490538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501012169584996,0.0,0.20300787588132668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553844688799845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022422456754535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241744854825344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296842474379172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386549723753294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693803221502656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858536192012198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607532640612175,0.3123118297170405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319042203141793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872801984755296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alwaysfavoriteasian,2019/07/25,"Getting my haircut Since I could remember when anxiety first became a part of me, getting a haircut every 2-3 weeks was always a major chore. I had to build myself up to going. The feeling of scrutiny - sitting in a chair in front of a mirror where I can see people staring. Feeling odd and out of place where most of the guys there remind me of the kids from high school that would fuck with me, or that I wanted to emulate but couldn't. Today I am nearing 32 years old and still feel the same way. I always wondered if there are other people like me that hate it as much as I do.",3.9767436974789945,4.6425078823529455,5.1843592436974815,84.38729516806724,71.01680672268907,7.294537815126048,26.639705882352942,7.1686216300943375,1.2878142857142856,454,14,91,4,8,151,83,119,0.09,0.8590000000000001,0.05,-0.6757,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,2,0,9,0,9,1,0,0,0,18,20,8,0,5,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,5,13,1,18,15,5,20,0,0,2,1,2,9,1,4,8,70,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144172000571004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453433932507553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084878689690115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918542523658166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865928086800534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070754911165125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466685724827274,0.19742090730688025,0.0,0.10737580357398152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707481259419906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865336570090055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199619622700336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230383023457343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888856195146385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982549261129633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459760095264068,0.0,0.26196672113654146,0.0,0.19739629062237474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140259045547656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121175305446486,0.1505562975278408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628853182598262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088329813512505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790877698146969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143843543783814,0.14996737452976372,0.15155182175843254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489135475583176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421361453930536,0.0,0.0,0.12166759320227412
socialanxiety,chicken_biscuit95,2019/07/25,"Tips on talking to children Does anyone have any advice on how to talk to children? I’ve had pretty much no experience talking to/caring for children but I’m going to be meeting my coworker’s children today and am freaking out just a little.

Kids terrify me. It seems like the few times I have ever interacted with them they make me feel so uncomfortable by being blunt and saying whatever is in their minds. I’ve had children tell me to my face in front of other people that I’m boring on more than one occasion and would like to avoid that if possible!",5.627824377457403,6.357935321100918,6.721389252948885,74.60798165137615,67.34862385321101,9.164351245085193,31.16775884665793,9.23628265651192,2.801570380078637,446,17,79,8,7,150,80,109,0.165,0.763,0.071,-0.9067,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,9,1,1,2,1,16,15,7,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,2,9,2,17,10,3,12,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,2,5,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082481579332148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492178242927195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901113244759415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649357834884608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276976291038805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846200449837307,0.0,0.0,0.1077545772745378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111505215622807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822909521468547,0.2135917263824206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422522603967059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151798659783682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566600189684737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440852705865673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774330918877693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402489651514853,0.0,0.21680899758014305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694732450543883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940069045027695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138680827116073,0.1862671149379026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242658757443521,0.0,0.20200290810121946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138688963388314,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anxiousaboutsmell,2019/07/25,"Does anyone else get secondhand anxiety from watching other people make social mistakes? My gf has very little social anxiety and as a result she doesn’t really worry when he joked don’t take. 

She’s actually really funny overall, but I’d say 10% of her jokes are duds and when she makes those jokes she doesn’t seem to “get” that others didn’t find it funny and sometimes she even digs in further.

This has the effect of mortifying me and even has trigger some panic attacks. I want my family to like her but I’m worried they don’t because she has a more loud personality and they are all more quite and she has a different sense of humor than them.

I have no idea if they like her or not. I think some do but some don’t and I don’t want my relationship with anyone to become strained o I’m kind of panicking",2.24780487804878,4.473508597560978,4.092865853658537,83.97515243902441,78.87804878048779,7.0268292682926825,21.835365853658534,8.07648339933343,1.2250195121951224,646,19,127,12,16,218,99,164,0.159,0.701,0.141,-0.6369,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,2,4,11,1,2,4,0,16,0,0,5,1,30,27,15,0,4,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,6,8,0,0,5,3,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,3,22,7,12,26,6,5,0,0,1,0,21,3,0,6,4,84,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.1493116282500925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340980972452357,0.0,0.0,0.2139704814492872,0.15677256422989508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406623136961635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932709397701248,0.1689829289589415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985853691845958,0.0,0.0,0.13389644146398552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781674584071204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211782826086847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442402885567019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984456560806946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987847238511108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272496915660246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933203693926018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950184936855396,0.15335204751800693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042651723020576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951938601101175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607498405916553,0.133598797569919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274054444809752,0.0,0.0,0.196038917780106,0.0,0.0,0.1642710110674682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216763849835636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929077002197396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119403703154481,0.0,0.0,0.15132668787392378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504134968940595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980399640145344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624584187158097,0.1804936170726176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107697147172654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway1029339,2019/07/25,"Just dug up one of my worst memories. Anyone else done something like this? 7th grade, in Science class.
We're about to take a test cuz lol.

Anyways, my dumbass doesn't have a pencil. I start looking for one, but no luck.

I ask my friend, nope, he's out of luck.
Shit.

I then spend the next 5 minutes (because the boomer we had as a teacher always went on for a few mins) and still no luck.

I'm just going to cut the dramatic bullshit rn and lets just say that eventually I was holding back tears asking my teacher for a fucking pencil.",0.3954259501965929,2.7855835688073443,2.061107470511139,94.15268348623852,89.45871559633028,4.5821756225425965,21.54718217562253,6.1826913282559595,0.28172555701179514,415,15,88,4,14,135,82,109,0.20199999999999999,0.64,0.158,-0.6808,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,7,9,3,0,8,1,6,2,1,1,0,13,15,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,4,0,2,4,2,9,5,13,10,2,12,0,0,1,1,6,4,2,3,7,56,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601713585368332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563160868775214,0.2290603227527927,0.0,0.0,0.4179907915470499,0.0,0.0,0.17190135166919066,0.0,0.13627812795019031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287761861421516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867529895891195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727194007961334,0.20667462535756484,0.0,0.0,0.1270524604709435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286019369442115,0.0,0.10921854227721488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773137699185508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377551540030131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029756970606842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778131111549011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294778049664194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210491841059164,0.0,0.0,0.15823462772889685,0.0,0.17853271997941728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808686404548356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723935933096485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Morgs1125,2019/07/25,"Best part time jobs for people with social anxiety? My dad passed away at the beginning of the year. I'm about to enroll in college in September. I've been dealing with severe social anxiety for a while, however I am doing sooo much better. I want to get a part time job, but it's hard finding something that doesn't involve a ton of people. I would do cashiering, however I absolutely hate counting money in front of people.  Any suggestions?",4.363214285714285,6.4429631785714285,5.6661904761904776,75.81214285714287,71.97619047619048,8.609523809523811,29.857142857142854,9.23628265651192,2.9935428571428573,353,15,59,8,7,118,62,84,0.145,0.7859999999999999,0.069,-0.7391,4,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,11,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,15,9,5,12,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,41,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208457023039662,0.0,0.2718881463893988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695998530880482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864907557943441,0.15716590267290995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832063681534559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624194308848979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284368821421764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918904988863866,0.1754471998842684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35269019296440185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306338474303361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38487505971586383,0.0,0.3695954533614027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075641472218395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622963623674473,0.0,0.13680622696325695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724278676426808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481519405427522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623675123750366,0.0,0.0,0.11443639119221626
socialanxiety,wrathrunne,2019/07/25,"My worst fear came true today Well this incident has disturbed me so much that I need to share it because no one around me has any social problems to sympathize with me 

My friend invites me to hangout with him . What he didn't tell me was it's going to be with this other group of friends I am not good with groups can't talk to people in a group so as awkward it might be for me I just stand there silently observing others talk I was sitting near my friend 
He didn't acknowledge me because I hang out with him all the time . So there I was just awkwardly listening to the conversation when suddenly  I get screamed at saying GO AWAY and GET OUT  by a bunch of his friends . My friend tried to defend saying that I was there to hang out with him and all but they replied to him ""we are here right? we will keep you company "" I just got up and left. My mind is disturbed I feel like my  anxiety just exploded and this incident happened 10 minutes from the time I started writing it .

Well on the bright side I found out I hum the tune of jack in the box when i am in a situation that causes me extreme  stress . (I like discovering stuff I do subconsciously)",2.770064377682406,4.598504836909875,3.7414828326180287,88.98793240343348,75.7381974248927,7.23510729613734,26.242274678111592,8.07648339933343,1.5025795708154508,909,34,193,15,20,292,132,233,0.106,0.78,0.114,0.4325,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,1,0,16,22,0,6,9,0,18,0,0,1,3,37,31,11,0,2,6,0,1,2,5,2,0,4,0,0,14,18,0,1,3,1,0,5,5,9,2,1,9,6,39,13,35,18,5,30,0,0,1,0,29,16,0,1,9,143,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149558207236523,0.0,0.10292697108045204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977405736299525,0.0,0.0,0.12640996533081736,0.0,0.0,0.1640354267435054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388425628471414,0.0,0.1382153335303063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140114022215306,0.06803026848988103,0.09611936182473056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752224179091894,0.5197477585477194,0.0,0.14058898467961875,0.0,0.15293066382435924,0.11285041685018345,0.10760836061153156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897817812090974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959025939593958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461841246571354,0.0,0.0,0.13146431096628158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273155761496314,0.13585264242490894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989064541072957,0.09976381429909537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117154107522164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327693770342542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874191256866585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149011574086124,0.0,0.21399202993534072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512348260305713,0.0,0.13715223597331933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952320268685972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154121463356495,0.0,0.15402245542880505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162852197370904,0.11759873372038522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690917462336135,0.0,0.12753344146903356,0.0,0.0,0.09134759096621324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419452003926629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cockroach_number1,2019/07/25,"Getting laughed at everywhere you freaking go I'm a halfway decent salsa dancer & do it with a lot of passion,  I get a lot of compliments on how I dance. But, tonight, I went to a salsa club and noticed a group of snooty people standing in a corner and laughing at people.

One chick, who wasnt even that great, would mock my movements every time I got up and danced. I kept going, didnt let her get to me.

I'm just horrified that everywhere I go, I seem to draw ire, laughter, malice. I feel like I just want to retreat from the world. Who am I hurting? 

Work, classes, in public, at night clubs. It's like I walk around with a dunce cap on everywhere I go.

I just feel awful, I went out tonight with good intentions, dance and let loose with my date, but someone felt like shutting on my date. Feels awful",2.451244522348816,4.20339817791411,3.5016345311130586,90.69480061349695,76.4233128834356,6.129535495179668,25.753286590709905,6.868970318607317,0.9860415425065732,625,23,131,6,14,201,99,163,0.113,0.752,0.136,0.1538,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,6,12,1,0,8,2,7,1,0,2,0,27,26,7,0,2,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,5,7,0,11,2,3,0,1,7,4,20,9,23,16,2,32,0,1,0,1,7,14,0,3,9,78,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425555426565573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316977151363444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622445272662677,0.0,0.13550334717299894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439562842775497,0.11489455541091716,0.15441875729631155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252075782398938,0.0,0.3656058528735544,0.13489372199101,0.12862772407399126,0.17731189463235808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216820194886598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289121903473448,0.0,0.2357152597686188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734580487749947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509248697176597,0.0,0.0,0.1831021504280172,0.0,0.0,0.10898026660920486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299382942364687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641049671637746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626785655814685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377928398608364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485969574857214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29817573951861515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708368047630564,0.0,0.0,0.1142466025343332,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThingsHappen18,2019/07/25,"I'm a cashier who has Social Anxiety I've been a cashier for a month now and I realized that I dont know how to talk to customers. The majority of the people that come in my line I don't talk to I just scan their items tell them their total they pay and they leave. But there are a few customers who like to have conversation and me having anxiety I dont know how to reply and keep a conversation going. I just simply answer their question and nothing more. I hate it. I wish my mind wasn't so blank every time someone talks to me

Also I want to make friends with my new coworkers but I dont know how to go up to them and start and keep the conversation going.

I was really hoping that getting this job would help me get out of my comfort zone and help decrease my social anxiety but I feel fake when I try to talk with customers. And I really want to be outgoing and fun to talk to.

UGH. I HATE SOCIAL ANXIETY",1.3019702397354678,3.359272952879582,3.404871865527696,88.55618627721138,81.25130890052355,6.743565720584184,22.094516395701294,7.85451343220497,1.0309832460732982,718,23,155,13,19,244,100,191,0.126,0.713,0.161,0.7123,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,7,0,10,9,2,0,8,0,13,0,0,4,1,39,34,19,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,14,0,2,7,0,1,4,5,4,0,0,3,2,30,5,21,29,5,13,0,0,1,0,25,3,0,2,7,106,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809089808202739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337073034201041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488876188427073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873024501495617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928103219892888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569766791124095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510546465801062,0.0,0.11510286163031487,0.0,0.18781084176674445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21751047551138386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766912288017453,0.0,0.0,0.10940875057655336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931182092175323,0.19582161591042266,0.0,0.0,0.1816148893901081,0.0,0.0,0.11663821919160072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538161593134767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352930482955286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112251286171629,0.0,0.08792465446940922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638836655472138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569667465489743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636759365069476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339878827527677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113620233402718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368673913287147,0.0933339574837598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779682621395278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426920035167166,0.09628030820596756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423225495353457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478800097466609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994452299382414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667279122366407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825093762338159,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawaybenzoid,2019/07/25,"Social Anxiety small win Okay so I got baptised and gave a huge speech in a room full of people (please no anti religious comments <3) and it was terrifying. I could have ran out of that door but I faced my fears and at the end I got told by many people that I was very clear and I spoke eloquently. I just wanted to share this and for anybody else who suffers, just do something that the thought of terrifies you. :) 

I did it all without benzos too!!",2.0436666666666667,4.302550255555556,3.1255555555555574,90.465,79.77777777777777,6.222222222222222,23.333333333333336,7.3871296695380915,0.9490000000000004,353,12,73,5,9,113,68,90,0.19399999999999998,0.6509999999999999,0.155,-0.6303,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,4,1,6,1,1,0,2,15,14,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,10,2,10,3,10,3,2,9,1,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,1,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923446279416076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074782177451345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003899401783044,0.0,0.2226939333152099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282930661227783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021859356776961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549123670268063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486222841255902,0.0,0.0,0.2759965972654513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563030420765766,0.0,0.19356447255818132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960875272599685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402538462089493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074575553557471,0.14830098164061084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423712691516233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bostonlakers,2019/07/25,"How to seek therapy? I'm interested in seeing a professional about my anxiety issues (depression, social anxiety, stress, etc).  The thing is: I have no idea how to do this.  Should I see a psychiatrist or therapist?  How do I research how to find the right psychiatrist/therapist?  What is the experience like?  The idea of opening up to a stranger seems...scary.

Any help or guidance would be appreciated...",4.036654929577463,7.117710464788733,5.820545774647889,69.13955105633805,78.15492957746478,10.310563380281687,31.41021126760563,10.125756701596842,4.361153521126761,317,16,53,12,8,108,50,71,0.13,0.7609999999999999,0.109,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,7,0,8,0,0,4,0,12,11,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,8,8,1,4,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,2,1,38,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154967882051238,0.0,0.2959707929262122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661445904885827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157430401881508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892269697374502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768058239537202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966254477507694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367531960405593,0.0,0.2019070048865565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450777563388882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520153225817236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30830228281687605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719348391636365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159134402641192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122196525737808,0.4492106301670171,0.12851669740548452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374182429662912,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThinLime1,2019/07/25,"How do people make friends? I'm going to be a sophomore in highschool soon and was wondering  what people do to talk and make friends? Like, do you just go up to someone and say hi, and If so what do you follow with? If that's not it than how does human interaction happen? Examples would be greatly appreciated",3.6644262295082015,5.486195114754096,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,73.2622950819672,7.50295081967213,28.593442622950818,8.238735603445708,2.040413770491804,246,10,47,4,5,82,45,61,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.9225,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,4,0,15,16,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,7,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,3,2,34,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23335442289089176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120389896559316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303096045982344,0.0,0.0,0.29399165109806225,0.0,0.0,0.23580500106929336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302757466855591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559928918056879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697344965653178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205733540668134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259386614992075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432979255888346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891794865109925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942636296935267,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mattanoark,2019/07/25,"The dumbest thing I ever did to avoid talking to someone. Hey guys, first time in this sub. This happened about 3 minutes ago, and I wanted to share it with you guys.

​

So I'm currently staying at my college for an orientation event, and we were supposed to stay overnight in the dorms. It was pretty late, around 12 AM, and I was hungry. I got some money from my wallet, 2 one dollar bills and a five dollar bill. I left my room to look around the dorm for a vending machine.

​

I end up in a commons room, and I was looking around for food. However, there was an orientation advisor sitting there, keeping an eye on some laundry. He looked up at me, and I immediately panicked and told him I was looking for a garbage can, since I didn't want to explain to him I was looking for snacks. (For some reason, our dorm rooms didn't have garbage cans). 

​

Unfortunately, there was a trash can right next to me, and I fumbled in my pocket for anything. I unluckily pulled out the five dollar bill and quickly deposited it into the garbage can, pretending it was some waste, then proceeded to scram. I'm still so upset at myself for not telling the truth. Half of me wants to go sleep and wake up early tomorrow and retrieve the money before anyone else is up. The other half of me wants to go back and explain the situation to him, and fish out the 5 dollar bill from the trash. What should I do?",4.818114832535887,5.888200690909091,5.330373205741626,82.62566507177034,69.36363636363636,7.680382775119617,30.83732057416268,7.85451343220497,2.025545454545453,1110,45,215,13,19,356,148,275,0.076,0.898,0.026000000000000002,-0.9091,2,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,1,0,1,13,4,0,2,19,0,21,5,3,1,2,38,40,16,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,9,21,2,2,3,1,11,3,3,2,0,6,14,6,29,2,44,25,4,46,0,0,6,0,16,23,0,4,17,156,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754881315389884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210340411842782,0.3600292103224537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905846871751113,0.10119595141631886,0.08127480814962787,0.2637641624575212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594384144253928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404135644046777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825051071010177,0.0,0.0874760751204062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933818851629031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400907451988705,0.11942648410907675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122603379112249,0.0,0.07899103176716424,0.0,0.0,0.19558486155620888,0.08733716408407931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778646868425352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141071261503058,0.0,0.10730797095155684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146867313613524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503721781372977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692541412588343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047905234415247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154640509411272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434438479843377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169905514302203,0.1110154906123738,0.09883587509891324,0.0,0.08368288146057967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21053973536867499,0.07887349602994526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938320296829139,0.08632456863291142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561477748312976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057590402487301,0.0,0.0,0.09437375857560082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23301555848064975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600292103224537,0.0
socialanxiety,ualeu,2019/07/25,"I’m so afraid I won’t be able to make friends. I graduated recently and now I’m in high school, I thought that since everyone was going to be new there, no one would make friends so quickly, turns out I was wrong.
I zero idea of how to make friends and I’m so afraid I won’t have friends ever. 
I’m terrified to approach anyone. What do I do?Please help!",0.6531000000000021,2.759469160000002,2.3835833333333305,94.671375,84.06666666666666,5.883333333333333,25.375,7.1686216300943375,1.0092999999999996,277,12,64,4,8,91,46,75,0.11800000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.196,0.7263,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,0,0,9,0,0,4,1,11,19,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,3,0,7,4,7,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,38,9,2,0.18654150814654133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304341598021628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873747382143695,0.0,0.17824840509472986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764860258311986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601583793042164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503484078439533,0.19709134519630966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105826567870348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735537156190987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180162950981642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640535365227268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047665585813488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418723475948445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878996522011576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430906320557494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809312057969426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029035941209144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251373524996726,0.2039538553817006,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Quick_Click,2019/07/25,"I think I’m fucked Meds, therapy, and trying my best and fuck me I can barley make it through a ft call with a girl and her friend. In the ft call her friend made fun of me for being awkward making it someone with social anxieties actual worse nightmare. I’ve been on meds for a while and it still feels like nothings working. I feel so hopeless and lost. I’m not looking for answers anymore I just need to vent.",2.7932142857142854,4.483012845238097,3.6995238095238094,89.91214285714287,75.30952380952381,6.2285714285714295,26.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,1.0671142857142857,325,12,67,3,7,104,60,84,0.20800000000000002,0.626,0.166,-0.499,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,10,2,1,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,17,16,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,9,5,10,12,1,4,0,2,1,2,8,2,2,0,3,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.17119251253960988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420201064657872,0.0,0.1739775288926171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841009600967063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35826339309666844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774034292533954,0.12532586438264195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710706182993999,0.3243608895366554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570530481340853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731541506285467,0.0,0.19150048609496814,0.0,0.0,0.16599430286149933,0.23419922802096896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38972212682060464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007770779774994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832798614064515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882684819226335,0.1486396535470374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009710133436748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061731256117066,0.0,0.0,0.11240723824154457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910415945112088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277137407278726,0.0,0.17877621356784615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kaitlan1,2019/07/25,All I did was go to work today And do my normal interactions with the same people I've worked with everyday for a year now.  Today I just felt like everyone was laughing at me.  I know it's not true.  I don't understand logically why I feel this way.  Now I feel sad and overwhelmed and I can't get over it.,2.315846153846156,3.452551969230768,4.547692307692311,85.61230769230772,75.46153846153847,8.276923076923078,23.76923076923077,8.841846274778883,1.4672153846153844,238,7,54,5,5,83,48,65,0.09,0.7959999999999999,0.114,0.12,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,17,13,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,3,9,3,6,9,2,10,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545487130431964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693913247344761,0.0,0.2557778356587294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391786834986211,0.0,0.15139655860058404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640192752257164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014554283208313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610073341178259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468248305413176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050164214830339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773231847163751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114493549799398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403771008556333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878727028701845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154753949150905
socialanxiety,CJS_FX,2019/07/25,"NoFap Do it. You people probably won’t take me seriously but if you’re addicted to that shit, quitting it is a huge benefit. Look into it!",0.4053571428571416,2.8618616785714286,4.418571428571429,75.8514285714286,92.92857142857142,8.514285714285714,24.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,3.0400428571428573,109,5,20,4,4,41,25,28,0.18100000000000002,0.609,0.21,0.2481,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347753911676338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33491045225781896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764933036368113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299981073750992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241968185921196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40938556290336864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998648843795239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bella9797,2019/07/25,"I need advice. I’ve been dealing with social anxiety for 2-3 years now. Whenever I look someone in the eye, I have to try to stop myself from shaking. I get head tremors and hand shakes. I went to my doctor and she said it’s essential tremor that is made worse by anxiety and she gave me medication that I just started going on (Lexapro) and for the past few days I’ve felt really sick but I hope it starts working soon. I can’t go to work without feeling anxious and I can’t go to school without feeling anxious either and just wanting to run out of the room because of this severe anxiety. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve wanted to end my life because it has just gotten too much. I think not going to school is just going to make it worse but I’m so nervous to be in a class with other people where I can’t leave and what if I have a panic attack 😔 I’ve also started to get depression again because of the anxiety that just makes me feel like life isn’t worth living. I just need some advice or something.. I don’t know. I’m over feeling this way.",1.7718918918918902,3.569873621621621,3.515576576576578,89.62795945945946,78.54954954954955,6.0616216216216205,24.163063063063067,6.961326702584282,0.8672263063063061,832,29,176,9,20,278,128,222,0.2,0.7290000000000001,0.071,-0.9759,0,0,1,0,0,1,16.0,0,1,0,2,14,8,1,4,6,0,13,8,3,4,0,42,45,14,0,6,14,0,6,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,11,10,0,1,7,0,1,9,9,6,0,0,7,9,23,2,27,37,4,29,0,1,2,0,8,7,0,4,13,110,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689936196077927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846598979958204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239445767260709,0.2391937738215319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043628783591122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360226840945105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827392163983609,0.10914177424269286,0.09118104168218004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083569239640349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376463062586818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21411333005505054,0.07562970534990811,0.10164663654470542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061978861397956,0.0,0.3008265146696567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864764158832886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514745411082302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581804262984945,0.0,0.0,0.11209534644521582,0.0,0.0,0.14955062313531312,0.05172010567724366,0.0,0.09348039858081764,0.0,0.08889961772524775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017166270522357,0.14133091118623914,0.10733010810134068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664746666057587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782267629885975,0.15699454796176665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420932122002727,0.0,0.0,0.10105975817935274,0.07339319758817567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781958609384413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070149593352704,0.0,0.0,0.21428129362726536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959688691076595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791564777196007,0.08969874858993478,0.08149975619685759,0.0,0.0,0.2247945677712596,0.0,0.0,0.08850756223671384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925303436472329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678337735732577,0.0,0.0,0.06173051099268138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187512752941648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248833909211464,0.08403040739595374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813756292293832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040994308916153,0.0,0.15414140772878418,0.0,0.2157701831511345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817334407386838
socialanxiety,amanhasnoname54,2019/07/25,"I (finally) went on a date So I [22M] post on this sub a few weeks ago that I'd asked a girl out and was going on a date. 

Well, here's what happened.

I waited at the coffee shop where we said we were going to meet, and she never showed up. Heeluva first date huh? 

But that's not where this story ends.

I met someone else (on Tinder), we chatted for a bit, and eventually I asked for her number. We texted back and forth for the next couple of days, and I finally got up the nerve to ask if she wanted to hang out sometime.

This girl was attractive, and honestly slightly out of my league.

So this morning, I met up with her for coffee. I was so unbelievably nervous that I don't think I got much sleep last night. 

I didn't expect to be there for more than 30 minutes. I thought about how I was supposed to greet her, what I would do if she didn't like me, what I would if there were awkward silences, etc.

I talked to this girl for 5 hours. 

5. Wonderful. Hours. 

I'm pretty sure it's the single longest conversation I've had with someone. 

She texted me afterwords and said she had a wonderful time, and wants to hang out again. 

So today, I kinda had a life changing experience. I still have a lot of work to do, but now I know I'm capable of having the ability to make someone like me. 

I know this post is mostly just me bragging, but I had a really great day today (the best one I've had in a while) and really wanted to tell someone about it!",1.990398671096344,3.4640209568106317,3.728191362126246,89.77785514950169,76.97342192691029,6.809355481727575,22.6712292358804,7.554174236665415,0.7870248770764121,1112,32,248,15,25,373,153,301,0.026000000000000002,0.8490000000000001,0.125,0.9797,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,4,0,0,3,18,10,0,2,16,1,22,2,1,2,2,47,48,21,0,9,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,3,14,19,0,1,6,3,1,5,5,2,1,2,21,2,38,8,38,24,9,47,0,0,0,0,27,15,0,8,27,172,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952475067406889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013523593498775,0.0,0.0,0.0826220400840458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276163075876375,0.0,0.11730703482722207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366733339808545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889083816664513,0.0,0.13859208866818587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976027728590037,0.0,0.09516837241452486,0.0,0.11983460571187216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051062379058156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354113703953263,0.0,0.09139649760352732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213206446460242,0.0,0.17187437635439587,0.11846346318240998,0.0,0.0,0.09501724609547764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163224494055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810288037722805,0.08758569106287717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589476598140202,0.1049888053854834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134973025965976,0.0,0.0,0.07172338172548316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898775253386038,0.0,0.0828716855187082,0.0,0.1142737719830631,0.10083408552020066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281056822407192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581385598113108,0.10931477961470794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376698139436227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441817780824706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075271079135856,0.0,0.3641664817082389,0.0,0.10627031203914296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580931681584254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126989077351543,0.0,0.0,0.08636384535023353,0.09391560703737684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884930685069364,0.0,0.08530290804886073,0.06265467287906812,0.0,0.20369914189057006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901295132755552,0.0,0.08618951499616001,0.0,0.0966100129049174,0.099606771484763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23304881839638725,0.07822452238821598,0.0,0.0,0.15265809686488505,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socrates_m,2019/07/25,"Barbershop app - get in the queue and select small talk or not! hello guys, after doing extensive market research, i decided to give this a try since no-one was doing it.  
 i have developed a webapp during the last couple of months that allows customers to personalized their experience from the moment they walk in through a barbershop, everything is done through a tablet which is installed at the entrace of the barbershop.  I have another feature which will allow customers to get personalized haircut suggestions, this feature is patent pending (ie the method which this is done).
the customer gets to select the desirable service, his barber, whether to have small talk or not, and also if he wants to save his haircut for next time.  
the barber will be able to view all these info from his phone.
currently i am looking for a barbershop in the NYC area to give it a try.  Do you guys know any new barbershops which are open-minded enough to try this out? 
Let me know if you can help out in a anyway!",9.219287439613527,8.252650228260872,8.480072463768117,70.6784541062802,60.30434782608695,11.656038647342994,37.83574879227053,10.746095033038511,4.064615458937197,798,32,136,16,9,251,111,184,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.8652,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,17,0,20,0,0,2,1,21,29,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,12,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,12,1,25,22,2,19,0,0,2,0,20,10,0,4,8,99,24,3,0.1572243052549181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573222010878107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691791902450123,0.1648633926994931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396570331048727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217901027772637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245473603432334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130306768139406,0.15379553951815306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464296309054087,0.3016477600688874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113535619448571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538413766625453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728127327946029,0.12815879323124504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077250439573998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202881846100467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587517286961772,0.0,0.12549494044710793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184821374185786,0.16720983230945954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745643978488712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005757001800886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25274188202613945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167875675851304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202349483809248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273496878063638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shinybih,2019/07/25,"Headphones and Anxiety. I recently got a pair of REALLY nice in-ear headphones. I wear headphones almost constantly because music is something I really really love. I wear them everywhere; in class, on the bus, at home even.

But every time I listen in public I get a fear that my headphones won't be properly plugged in and my music will blast loudly (I don't even have it above 25% volume most of the time) and I'll get weird looks.

It's only happened once to me, because my headphones broke and it was in the middle of a school play.

I can't listen loudly either because I get nervous that if it's too loud people will hear my music through my headphones.

I don't even listen to bad music !",4.225620437956201,5.516025905109494,5.42891240875912,80.54117883211681,70.97080291970805,7.815766423357664,27.56861313868613,8.238735603445708,1.9574648175182479,547,19,100,8,10,182,78,137,0.114,0.804,0.08199999999999999,-0.317,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,2,6,0,10,3,2,0,0,9,21,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,8,17,3,12,15,2,11,0,1,1,1,7,7,0,3,4,63,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217638150132748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391757734484813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519037558593528,0.3327080912368591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966014459088829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604886849609733,0.0,0.15328367488640796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472156685665852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28515238244738456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550585391196205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087989172950284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504806915659973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249038949795465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277518372098653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419871732534724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374926383244012,0.0,0.13836578553192466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612719303313466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34964660109305634,0.0,0.17963369629935888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841226365171352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005842257580786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216941983359905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HelloVelvetee,2019/07/25,Zero friends This is just gonna be a rant. But am I the only one that has like 0 friends? I'm 25 and lack social skills. I'm very awkward lol and my family is starting to worry because I don't go out. I have one best friend but she doesn't seem to want to talk or hang out anymore. Ugh this is frustrating. I wish it was easy for me to make friends. I get so nervous around people it's not even funny.,-1.5483837510803795,0.4239041011235969,0.8687640449438199,101.02772687986172,97.87640449438204,3.6373379429559214,16.958513396715645,5.369823440869387,-0.7762781331028523,311,9,76,2,13,104,68,89,0.21,0.5579999999999999,0.23199999999999998,0.5124,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,1,2,2,1,10,0,0,1,0,15,20,6,0,3,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,3,1,0,8,6,8,17,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955651957683515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912877439511174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266205886677015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116834502419204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290414468462058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969263963146202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6218493789592446,0.0,0.1051293288111229,0.0,0.11435816311734928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830609991243168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431614740399225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27270423616063816,0.1530371449666466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395008560117959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831834510742837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511880849951247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242480075993955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173329677672016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602786382878218,0.11868497699821165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313934741735034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043490348366175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JFK360noscope,2019/03/21,"got diagnosed with social anxiety im an 18 year old male (i turn 19 tomorrow!) and i finally reached out for help and got referred to a a therapist. I saw her for the first time earlier this week for some questions. She asked me questions such as symptoms, home life, social life, etc. At the end of the session she told me i have social anxiety and handed me a packet with info about panic attacks and breathing/thinking techniques. I had originally decided to reach out since i started to have panic attacks and moments of derealization. Ive also suffered from problems with socializing basically my whole life.

 She eventually asked me if i wanted to talk to a doc about medication which i agreed to even though im kind of unsure because ive read some stories about medication that doesnt sound very appealing, specifically withdrawals and side effects. Although i know everyone reacts differently i cant help but worry about it. Ive been wanting to try CBD for anxiety (so does my mother, she also has anxiety) but she hasnt gotten around to getting any.

What can i expect from taking medication? What can i expect from therapy? any tips or things i should know as i begin my journey into counseling?",5.552904246900551,7.44059580717489,6.723191769981541,70.22462410973361,68.50672645739911,9.551991558955422,34.19388024268003,9.916854025145753,3.846835610656818,967,47,156,24,17,325,134,223,0.092,0.858,0.05,-0.7763,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,11,7,2,2,8,0,14,9,1,3,0,35,30,17,0,7,4,1,1,0,0,1,8,1,1,1,7,13,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,6,0,1,7,3,30,1,32,22,4,19,0,1,1,0,20,6,0,6,12,110,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650328332671046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308446601290214,0.0,0.2994238776192153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710839422686932,0.1829554953359632,0.2226399384385203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059649238468399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931700010808137,0.0,0.10223377199114288,0.0,0.0,0.08563032372826508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666719958479673,0.0,0.10913005473246012,0.06462985452039544,0.0,0.0,0.09350110140150784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719130581384397,0.0,0.08323225771535167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112326062526428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652123180311367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117531481630962,0.0,0.09815282268207644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139237022016014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189706129764853,0.10755302045735524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734578086829994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957246421147357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026784690251731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961481233624936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363046990689368,0.0,0.0,0.2192316793686834,0.0,0.09787777045289184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094359867224828,0.0,0.0,0.3989882718610022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925964705656296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170495742363228,0.07357199271565433,0.07864916076611224,0.0,0.0,0.11190147851585712,0.11361289016270645,0.06500804943540345,0.06269915589302735,0.09613839610204676,0.0,0.05705787439211884,0.0,0.0,0.09350110140150784,0.0,0.06643460312481744,0.10643410536294856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807375624819616,0.11543045275755835,0.0,0.07849040294345694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924747137668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937273532148998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630130229040004
socialanxiety,Alex21AC,2019/03/21,FML I keep doing this shit to myself. There has been several times when there is cute girl in my life but me not doing anything to start a conversation. I think about 3 girls In my life so far I didn’t do anything and now regret it. I just can’t think of what to say and get a conversation going. I think “oh she probably has a BF or she is way out of my league.” Now there is another cute girl at work. I saw her being introduced to everyone( I was nearby) but they didn’t come to me. I was thinking” not now please I will introduce myself later.” It has now been a couple weeks and I have gotten nowhere. We have locked eyes before and it gets awkward when I don’t say anything. I can’t even say hello. Idk I feel I waited to long and she probably doesn’t care anymore. I try to avoid looking at her or going to her area at work. Idk what to do anymore. I want to be friends at the very least but i can’t do it. ,0.15421768707483352,2.1485951020408187,2.4387755102040813,94.20146258503405,85.22448979591837,5.570068027210885,19.027210884353746,6.868970318607317,0.09522721088435347,704,19,164,9,21,239,102,196,0.08900000000000001,0.826,0.085,0.3031,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,2,13,8,1,2,5,0,27,4,2,0,0,26,45,13,0,2,8,0,1,0,2,1,2,3,0,3,7,8,0,3,5,0,0,3,9,4,0,0,8,7,32,4,20,34,1,24,0,1,3,0,19,9,1,2,11,116,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845959042447227,0.0,0.0,0.2808197975288729,0.0,0.0,0.3495262797039375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047465189061675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435084460542064,0.0,0.0,0.12195913955832345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665622694333653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351264263434164,0.0,0.0,0.1352863184693897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158739896032099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938481054333182,0.0,0.1479400266836125,0.0,0.16092702097875078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258433312286399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000511169294635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529436448059694,0.11889203535120517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554129690046598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30529563851077485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33777169695255843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994576433876614,0.14533043829731354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021146840330804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628764942770704,0.0,0.0,0.08255677901644634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612392518390832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681881204236555,0.08350789861697314,0.11238008016606536,0.1135674071239122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061447075443436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MassiveLoser47,2019/03/21,"I made a discord server for people to chill and make friends i decided to make a discord server for people who either want to make some friends or just wanna come and hang out. i need friends, give it a go, please?

[https://discord.gg/RQB47qD](https://discord.gg/RQB47qD)",9.66742424242424,11.848402409090912,6.220909090909089,76.58469696969699,59.0,7.684848484848485,30.57575757575757,7.793537801064563,1.993403030303031,222,7,34,2,3,60,29,44,0.11,0.629,0.262,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,16,9,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,7,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344032994143028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5743021016096418,0.0,0.0,0.2376929311014396,0.1408189520629159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344552072485964,0.496184756915412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372555813310013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435585850623124,0.0,0.0,0.2719877780514235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614692673359228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,badbitchincoming,2019/03/21,"I sent back a snap I'm a first time poster here and fairly new to this subreddit so please don't hate me for doing something wrong. 

I don't really know the term for it but I really struggle with giving back people attention or making people think I'm interested in them etc. I feel like this is from fear of rejection but it also happens with people that I know for a fact like me or are trying to get to know me , and I have absolutely no idea  why I do it in that situation. But basically there's this girl who's a grade up from me who I became friends with over a spring break school trip. She's the type of person who easily shows what she's feeling and is super sweet and easy to talk too. When we came back I assumed we wouldn't talk anymore as people in different grades in my skl don't really talk to each other. Even though we went through a lot on the trip and basically were together the entire time we were there (a week). Obviously I thought this because I'm convinced I could never be capable of having a person genuine like me. Anyways she ended up sending me a snap and when I saw the notification a wave anxiety flew over me. Keep in mind I'm a straight girl so this is just me liking this person on a friendship basis, you can imagine what I'm like with guys. I start assuming she sent it to the wrong person or she felt bad or it was a mass send and she would think it's weird if I sent it back. I realized that I actually really liked her and didn't want a perfectly good friendship to end cuz I'm a dumbass. So I snapped back and we've been texting ever since. Even at skl were literally always talking, waving, smiling in passing ect. And it makes me happy to think I overcame those intrusive thoughts and got to keep something rather than have them take it away like always. Really made me think to take more risks. Anyways really long, if anyone does read this till the end I really hope this inspires you to just say ""fuck it"" more and just go for whatever it is you want.",3.0211875511875514,4.626184550368553,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,74.5036855036855,7.881736281736282,24.61834561834562,8.575989854853784,1.5875755937755949,1580,50,326,30,33,528,201,407,0.12300000000000001,0.6829999999999999,0.19399999999999998,0.988,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,4,3,2,3,25,27,2,3,22,0,24,1,0,4,5,73,67,31,0,9,13,0,3,7,1,2,0,1,0,7,29,22,0,2,19,2,0,12,7,10,0,1,18,6,46,17,42,45,6,51,0,1,1,1,38,16,1,10,29,218,75,5,0.0,0.0,0.07708664551646273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317138847460849,0.13145849571743715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043011267747905,0.0,0.07834071653380438,0.0552343673690326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421736371243817,0.30370714233554424,0.06595660189458878,0.048153944574256584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903479704975158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630701965498883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253180621386752,0.0,0.0,0.0691280889507255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989543030410868,0.0,0.08809907287846583,0.10434944392680423,0.07145449958900435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889009233519682,0.07988337259257874,0.05643325364170754,0.07584652611582322,0.0,0.0,0.06719216586375404,0.0,0.0,0.0610304865346824,0.07302858209213843,0.04127104925083756,0.07577814110544108,0.04489405036277646,0.06625633042894666,0.06317863324386376,0.0,0.0,0.07821637444067528,0.06985403956352558,0.08409046902521693,0.0,0.07799011614702688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845876061743892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917449113149513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042680503590774,0.0,0.0,0.1302389347847539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701469852340697,0.0,0.0,0.06990711037777461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715778381183135,0.0,0.07474593247456472,0.10545807525609203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976131429004707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092496085503176,0.07629279504619478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905767930243605,0.2758976851407185,0.0,0.08671157416684039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901527084771287,0.0,0.3542385786565707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281911507415902,0.0,0.07994603798859946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534456539909164,0.08879244654584108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162671775370547,0.0,0.0,0.05591228473706649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258156939914184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878715472031125,0.25396919897641834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246439051020115,0.07761109975961339,0.125424656230118,0.09212394966143912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363166871577088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093185290659051,0.0,0.06336413691102964,0.0,0.0,0.07322813112369135,0.07127970260104291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611499583652818,0.1727348447917338,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bobbiemcthrowaway,2019/03/21,"How to deal with a doting older brother. Greetings friends, just have a quick question for ya. How do you deal with a doting older sibling? My older brother is great, love the guy to pieces but he seriously overestimates my abilites and generally thinks I'm  a much better person than I actually am. He is proud of literally everything I do, how do I explain to them I'm just mediocre?  Please help, I can't  even face the guy because he has some mythologized version of me in his head.",3.8302419354838686,5.932148086021504,5.184610215053766,78.59691532258066,73.51612903225806,7.660752688172043,30.97983870967742,8.472884824447931,2.5741838709677416,384,18,70,7,8,128,64,93,0.021,0.737,0.242,0.9679,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,4,7,6,0,0,6,0,9,3,2,3,0,14,14,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,5,10,14,4,5,0,0,0,1,19,1,0,2,4,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.21916360428408171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690558179932907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862812530678398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4630767466951065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833697901119616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184347546221906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351463811323306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247606931524558,0.0,0.4447510310405404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304900976364132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053530651653793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026976937281033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650966003147741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609989085645602,0.0,0.24652805943531014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25158779377136914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390568322861835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,72744838,2019/03/21,"I isolate myself from everyone but I feel so alone at the same time Why does my mind do this to me? I end up being lonely because I isolate myself, and then I end up feeling alone. The only friends I have all go to different colleges. Sometimes I really wish I had a female friend or maybe a gf I could talk about anything with. If someone talks to me first, I could open up to them quite easily if they gave me the chance to. This almost never happens though. I can never bring myself to start a conversation with someone, especially if they are a girl that I find attractive. 

Everyone seems like they’re ahead of me socially. Most people I know have had gfs and have already lost their virginity at 19. I have never even made friends with a girl. I feel worthless because of this. 

I always end up isolating myself. Back in high school I would dodge almost every single social event out of anxiety. I’m pretty much the same person I was the first day of high school, if not worse. ",3.2042463235294143,5.282638260416668,4.302205882352943,84.33397058823532,75.25,7.01764705882353,24.31495098039216,7.928766900206844,1.4079598039215695,774,25,147,12,17,252,116,192,0.10800000000000001,0.706,0.187,0.9616,1,4,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,5,5,8,0,0,10,0,14,1,0,1,4,35,28,11,0,8,7,0,3,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,6,3,31,5,24,18,6,28,0,3,0,1,17,11,0,9,16,108,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196181259847461,0.22715023159444206,0.12101299238936243,0.0,0.09124624815129448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838899156283064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024117605098546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432208849988762,0.0,0.1336959396076058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751098329228385,0.0,0.0,0.07072189426801423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457179133331895,0.0,0.0,0.09596456621838527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913797303830097,0.0,0.0,0.07242966841382928,0.0,0.09239362738786942,0.2095704476234555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634279889552794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002276306214348,0.1865541821931497,0.0,0.0,0.2541700886844637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232253971205681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697234086846984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172449376783136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602664950001838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053574538526322886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970729457693186,0.0,0.0,0.10376333405691583,0.0,0.0,0.11016862400582053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107257562451729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061302108725725,0.0,0.2537306120740315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340168541196749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602472269285772,0.0957512426463072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115640634344132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663734736599525,0.0,0.0,0.07025126844670362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196438446094152,0.0,0.0998307212442158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356996194985668,0.18582982378587115,0.0,0.10845695225583796,0.0,0.07761820458968609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628177187116484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077407987869012,0.0,0.06394386856177936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895146595417062,0.0,0.12610406279865422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175332918111568,0.07789961093293621,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheLostAlgorithm,2019/03/21,From tomorrow I will not give a shit about what anyone thinks of me I'm so sick of caring. For so many years I've missed out on so many opportunities because of this damn anxiety. I feel like I'm wearing a mask all the time and I care SO much about everyone's opinion of me. These people are nothing to me and I will never see them again after 6 months. From tomorrow I'm not going to care anymore I love myself and I deserve so much more than this shit I want to live as me not someone else,2.53707142857143,3.67237645714286,4.250654761904766,87.96455357142858,74.90476190476191,7.154761904761906,24.55357142857143,7.645422480735847,1.0449285714285717,388,12,86,5,8,131,67,105,0.098,0.67,0.23199999999999998,0.9363,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,3,0,3,0,3,5,3,0,2,13,17,9,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,2,13,6,17,15,4,11,0,1,1,1,3,2,3,1,9,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271685357870006,0.0,0.172052192934966,0.12130593708722227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057558844115836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306437705231292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492587972534604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577398012234884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772009015046148,0.12393893588299335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664242545969127,0.09859649179128332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475684034119184,0.0,0.15319193790880872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657852358295096,0.0,0.0,0.3517765757447308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847543184026484,0.0,0.25506537790733425,0.0,0.13380364111249898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664651712905986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202738364250393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824644155610047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35616321682849594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699472117256074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116327473048516,0.0,0.0,0.10116149214847696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232695280655067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171974928381348
socialanxiety,MSpychala9,2019/03/21,"How did your treatment look like? Hey guys, I went to psychiatrist today for the first time. Talking to someone who understands my problem was very relieving. He prescribed me some pills, explained how I should take them and told me to visit him again after about 7 weeks. I wanted to ask you to share how did your treatment look like? Do these pills work? What were the results? ",3.823,6.523827300000002,3.312857142857143,89.12214285714286,76.0,5.7142857142857135,25.714285714285715,6.868970318607317,1.0951428571428568,301,11,55,3,7,89,54,70,0.036000000000000004,0.8170000000000001,0.147,0.8049,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,2,5,5,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,4,0,11,15,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,2,11,4,8,8,1,8,0,0,2,0,15,0,0,1,8,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237494491789846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608755408336006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515410066766593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24822367111152235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426661724356863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430833884027222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152485225769718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100757796736104,0.20418891962272834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813363060214624,0.0,0.24080161983315326,0.24274752194094906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26446614112422623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961082731943792,0.14984024756614905,0.0,0.2037767526272528,0.0,0.0,0.2354989981525498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494522389177706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lowertank,2019/03/21,"Where am I supposed to look when my teacher is staring me down as I walk to their class?! I hate this!

I'm a high school student. I have a few teachers who stand out in front of their door as their students walk into their class. As I walk to their class we just have a stare down and it's very uncomfortable.

What's the proper way to establish eye contact in this situation? Where am I supposed to look?",1.7462951807228926,3.804190301204823,2.8152861445783164,93.3573870481928,79.72289156626506,5.595783132530121,23.62801204819277,6.6274283507984215,0.5201819277108437,317,11,70,3,8,101,52,83,0.10099999999999999,0.899,0.0,-0.8279,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,5,0,4,1,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,0,0,5,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,5,14,0,15,9,1,16,0,0,5,0,8,9,0,0,1,49,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384331479197249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621753756415171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5757128157618384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469207463313039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853091735285033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828368065875721,0.0,0.2720899351955235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway058454389,2019/03/21,"Sick of my teacher mentioning how quiet I am Anyone else have a teacher that just has to mention how quiet you are any way they can?  

I'm getting sick of it. He tries to be funny with it but it just feels like an insult every time. The whole class ends up laughing and I try to laugh it off too, but it just feels like I'm being bullied all over again for it... I'm 26 years old, leave me alone. Am I overreacting? I can feel great and then something like that happens and my eyes tear up and I feel like absolute garbage all day.  
An example was just today, something fell off the wall beside me. He asks me what it was, I tell him and he makes a comment about it being the only contribution he'll get from me. Another example is him talking about ideas for our assignment and mentions that we could do it on dialect. Then mentions how you couldn't use that idea on me because I don't speak.  

Please stop.",2.351087837837838,4.110861821621628,3.5258614864864875,90.37798141891894,76.72972972972974,6.35472972972973,24.53547297297297,7.1686216300943375,0.9085743243243242,707,24,151,8,16,229,110,185,0.1,0.743,0.157,0.9306,0,1,2,0,0,0,18.0,2,2,1,0,11,8,1,0,7,0,17,3,1,5,2,30,31,13,0,2,6,0,4,4,0,1,2,3,0,0,14,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,8,21,7,18,23,3,20,0,0,1,0,21,8,0,0,14,99,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542465446052678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205103451096086,0.15735884060850994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493067339513527,0.15376187054496895,0.0,0.0,0.14029283903570114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147974479457248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198166741175301,0.0,0.0,0.09678111179763353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536212585397674,0.0,0.13291524759830314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643832683167416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035145138247138,0.32162471963910666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568081321790299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654499298533696,0.0,0.0,0.13270417966044573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388158441855325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889979652170658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932615680780898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001712102326049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747057939887155,0.0,0.0,0.11413308316343165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472903197548003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310585601799009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546313541141968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206185584247302,0.13116559468251154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750555618035369,0.0,0.1422464270063254,0.0,0.0,0.2037719406126771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961012274593306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119116582983031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675449856126099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663853893199964
socialanxiety,Hope_29,2019/03/21,"It should be easy. There's this girl in my school who I'm mutuals on Instagram but we still haven't talked irl. It's been months and it feels harder every day.

During summer I moved schools (again) I was really scared that I wouldn't make friends because of my SA. On a break I saw this cute girl also drawing in her sketchbook. I was excited cause that meant we had a thing in common. I was able to find her Instagram and we became mutuals, liking, commenting on each others art, all that jazz. I texted her once, we talked for a bit and I thought after that I would have the confidence to talk to her in person. It's been 4 months since then and nothing. I even made other friends but when I want to take to her, it's like someone just cut off my tongue.

Any advice on how I could start a conversation with her? Thank you in advance!",1.4118692810457532,3.6865578470588254,2.5309803921568634,93.7383006535948,82.29411764705883,5.895424836601308,20.03267973856209,7.1686216300943375,0.3704052287581701,654,18,142,9,18,208,107,170,0.078,0.772,0.15,0.9089,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,1,0,1,8,9,1,1,5,0,13,0,0,4,1,27,24,10,0,5,3,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,3,15,10,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,10,2,26,7,19,9,3,24,0,0,1,0,22,10,0,0,13,95,41,2,0.1636337481828851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599010048984828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085784930260833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127656000468203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974961409874684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786456722464979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809693437425094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064823292476033,0.0,0.0,0.10553023049572814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807854740816154,0.0,0.13786849030976975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827381397252767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955828136385838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528460558700687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988636780455034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548342090291557,0.10922679754895437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612217932851176,0.17391677806784372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701099460807166,0.0,0.0,0.17426460138695704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428786772653978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048279691675469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382592806924084,0.3312121782999194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353595274413788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138646343823775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582080918212585,0.0,0.13067812267318155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303221416230276,0.39456782535955975,0.0,0.15065197043939016,0.0,0.0,0.10871099130509652,0.0,0.0,0.12990691799016973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965154242824914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624071982752802,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SsouthSside,2019/03/21,"Anxious even when i drink I had 6 beers and I'm still shaking I'm okay be anxious at this point but when o first started out drinking I was do comfortable and euphoric that I loved drinking. Now when I drink I am shaky as hell and wonder wtf happened to my brain, I'm no longer able to feel that sweet relief alcohol used to give me instead I still have to face this constant battle between me and my brain. Am I a rare case I forget extreme social anxiety? Am I part of the natural selection who dies and no one will remember?",1.2994444444444433,3.66892153703704,2.88851851851852,90.38333333333335,83.62962962962962,5.822222222222222,25.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.2928555555555556,418,18,85,6,12,137,73,108,0.23800000000000002,0.55,0.212,0.2755,0,0,6,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,2,2,2,1,9,10,3,1,0,13,19,10,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,6,0,3,5,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,2,14,5,9,15,1,13,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,2,9,58,19,0,0.1504642088892862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080048021475696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510470796165362,0.3399634562211515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359356372439459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259835641982376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561580935921032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895905695556625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938019090962263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607922495805221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279847792165501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433897961387432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305500300511494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579982303750904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195844198771313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293807559697954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223731173066909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704466174269979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337931255799853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064993414868698,0.0,0.2403218231630521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995276648843662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317201616699795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwingitaway2007,2019/03/21,"anxiety made me miss college start date i've been putting off school for the longest. i graduated high school last june and was relieved to finally be out of school since it had a huge impact on my mental health, so the idea of having to go back to school three months later stressed me out.

after pushing it off for months, i finally registered for the spring semester and took the placement test in november, but after that i never attended orientation or even signed up for classes. being back in a school setting and interacting with everyone there sent my anxiety skyrocketing. it took a lot out of me and i was so glad to have the testing over with that i began pushing school off again. 

well now i found out that i missed the starting date for the semester that i registered for. it started in january lmao, so now i have to attend the summer semester that starts in june. for some reason this is causing me more stress. i'm worried i'll have to go through the entire registration and testing process again.

i don't even want to go to school or work or do anything, but i'm terrified on disappointing my mom so i have to go to college. it feels like my anxiety is starting to swallow me whole and interfere with everything in my daily life. i cant even set foot in a store without having a panic attack because i begin worrying interacting with the cashier. 

i just want to know if anyone else can relate to this level of anxiety so i don't feel so alone. i feel really silly for all of this being caused because of my irrational thoughts. ",6.383214019388517,6.799614778523492,6.9035794183445205,75.05460104399705,65.64429530201343,10.38061148396719,34.676360924683074,10.25414643259724,3.581545264727815,1236,54,226,28,18,405,151,298,0.133,0.777,0.09,-0.8609,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,20,12,1,3,15,0,20,4,1,4,2,41,47,18,0,3,8,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,13,14,1,1,8,0,1,12,5,7,1,1,11,3,27,5,52,33,5,62,0,3,0,0,4,20,0,6,29,164,40,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696956468140991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569530972393701,0.0,0.0,0.05871510551898824,0.08603913576202606,0.0691017195307558,0.0,0.0,0.09553015979526078,0.0,0.12913841695668313,0.0,0.10237698271957256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252454659733876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014774812206796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638794566275214,0.0,0.0,0.08023874979991923,0.07546852994548732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737614843079348,0.059989542746359134,0.0,0.18397422573644573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207085504887423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089266554743267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925820390154045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872092362639478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479405496591864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04614876065280313,0.06844830677390369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059311836915224826,0.04102442917126863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138990723995943,0.0,0.07945624294087217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462392565598288,0.0,0.0,0.09834687538898383,0.13405114024126438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476430663980047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852293289192528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441495354993357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379454990858285,0.08633709957520233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5948883269495319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946242412565704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971787181168246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923790574268474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666430952337697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865917431448593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905760551774374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550082348496058,0.0,0.0,0.09375162849071958,0.0,0.08094591587612875,0.0,0.061132543920066375,0.17055508281458692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Afuroh,2019/03/21,is it just me or... whenever I listen to hype music I get this confidence and when you stop the music i’m back in my shitty reality.,2.727857142857143,3.505276071428576,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428574,74.0,9.885714285714286,24.714285714285715,10.125756701596842,2.476157142857143,102,3,21,3,2,39,25,28,0.183,0.695,0.122,-0.2323,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6150128599103335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178733801922713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6686860401351278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ganbattedeku,2019/03/21,"How come a lot of people here end up in relationships but have no friends? I know it's opening a can of worms, but quite a lt of people seem to write about being friendless and alone, then go on to mention having a significant other. 

​

I figure even if it's a relationship, a one person social group isn't enough, but it's quite a common scenario it seems. I'd guess it's something to do with the other person wanting to initiate close contact and therefore end up being someone you can better trust in that way, but as a guy with no real support structure in place it is something I'm curious about. ",9.626776859504131,6.641766553719009,9.548826446280994,69.7050578512397,61.14876033057851,11.33289256198347,39.902479338842966,8.841846274778883,3.60223173553719,487,19,89,5,5,161,79,121,0.09,0.743,0.16699999999999998,0.8957,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,9,0,9,0,0,2,0,23,18,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,18,16,2,16,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,5,4,64,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949487931195233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685613540132874,0.18712371574176453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619819958049262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326551376271811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27279200263293635,0.1591204963598517,0.0,0.10171384058189167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897802124136506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752028012488343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964551504268624,0.15248165282668685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463295220205172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092309569490893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435263425633204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352483570910305,0.2689292065897397,0.16089452256326925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32759041469294914,0.0,0.1752827732127137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33067118473838336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803869267437006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698097179418707,0.13048151044902612,0.2371094682359177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475444220618325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083166562267883,0.12223598046830934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712371574176453,0.0
socialanxiety,AnxiouslyUnmedicated,2019/03/21,"I feel like I am better able to control my social anxiety in real life than I can on Reddit. I joined Reddit because I liked to scroll through and just read things I found funny or interesting. Then, I started seeing all of this stuff about how awful “lurkers” were, so I started trying to post stuff. Maybe I just don’t use Reddit correctly, but I feel like my anxiety is way worse because of it. Every time I post anything, there are so many negative people that jump on and criticize anything you do or post. There are always positive people, too, but my anxiety is so bad that the negative always far outweighs the positive in my mind. I get so worked up and defensive. I try to tell myself that people on the internet don’t matter, but it still sucks. Maybe my skin is too thin for the Internet, and maybe I am alone in this. I don’t even know where I am going with this, but I guess I am hoping for advice outside of “get over it” or “delete Reddit if you can’t handle it”. ",6.773538461538461,5.7188542769230795,7.44576923076923,76.4117307692308,65.2051282051282,10.466666666666667,31.80769230769231,9.642632912329526,2.773092307692308,764,24,149,13,10,255,105,195,0.16699999999999998,0.701,0.132,-0.8866,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,3,15,9,2,0,4,1,16,2,1,3,2,30,30,18,0,2,10,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,5,0,2,4,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,5,26,6,21,28,1,22,0,0,1,0,4,11,1,6,8,110,39,2,0.1179559220190992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526516182652467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216676156698965,0.0,0.0,0.1962975527435794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27070787245516376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413534665161625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848826786379357,0.14380967047111454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432242743956492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229759654005122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790877402481954,0.0,0.09938295169829194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928411670351068,0.16853546851830425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933258016443755,0.0,0.0,0.1232542016076721,0.0,0.06703706877874373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994174657227314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715684571350762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482548992783663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331575609313466,0.17288191594430938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958879101332945,0.35550773406506336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910185578573397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453273528771197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389075017975572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179878425667985,0.13425966309548848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399559804451592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024120795894178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697961744183434,0.0,0.09419975169432868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700626200095566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309867496241036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836467327431261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878104670573418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601686564417878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018760441651298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362792050252414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587331607815515,0.0,0.12020716179380485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aminatk,2019/03/21,"Job interview tomorrow I have my first ever job interview at a nursing home tomorrow, and I’m already feeling the anxiety building up. Doubt I’ll be able to eat much dinner or breakfast beforehand, let alone sleep tonight, so should be interesting... I hate talking about my self and definitely not “selling” myself to a potential employer. Wish me luck, hope I don’t screw it up by blanking completely!",6.899583333333332,8.522188680555558,7.562111111111111,66.49400000000001,64.97222222222221,11.871111111111116,42.17777777777777,11.602472056035307,5.820874444444442,323,20,50,11,5,107,59,72,0.14400000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.4199,3,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,1,3,0,6,5,1,0,1,11,11,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,7,3,7,7,1,8,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,4,5,32,8,5,0.2215664730481268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294760451257932,0.2445041126079844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694977454277115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323082315124051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22671781605886945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004195597920044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203066610076017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846432878745145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875102108642755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224923789324744,0.22006550119613635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397410724652432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265667302795367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628768514555069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311421532414443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172648570515532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808673824725255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547905093664707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway37720,2019/03/21,"My worst experience in school/training [Rant] This was about 2-3weeks ago on a friday. It started off with a simple suggestion to take a ""programming"" related course at this job center.

At first I was hyped up. Then they did have us do intros. Your name, previous work experience or volunteering, hobbies, and what you want out of the course.

After that the instructor (guy leading the training) had us divide into groups. This was my second warning sign. I reintroduced myself to the people sitting beside me and 3 in front.

Then through out the time he would give us questions on the material, different scenarios and estimates. BUT he would time us first it was like do this 3 minutes and GO! It skyrocket my anxiety because I was put on the spot and the time was going down.
I only answered one out of the 10-12 group questions/scenarios with the group.

I felt mentally retarded and embarrassed.",4.5136788617886205,7.0560530914634185,5.294731707317073,76.57547154471547,72.96341463414635,9.007479674796748,30.445528455284553,9.558583805096642,3.3328704065040657,713,32,120,19,15,231,106,164,0.08800000000000001,0.885,0.027000000000000003,-0.8687,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,2,1,4,1,3,0,1,13,0,13,0,0,1,0,23,20,10,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,2,0,4,9,1,17,1,23,9,1,31,0,0,0,0,17,15,0,2,11,90,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124259655299352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723605915841616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854514251303145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464565472653765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742426618587595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459320529362412,0.0,0.0,0.23847127712647606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344718528967152,0.15933318100059668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879861190136356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910538910790302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848406438085711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126681321001747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949884823159172,0.10661195691716203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718202240559412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091796596330172,0.15703184078109306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418679807032933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921896233664937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539667879516047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452173811554729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6744692134155207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268082665293705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205151316327103,0.0,0.0,0.19915736531276795,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mdickey331,2019/03/21,"I have a job interview tomorrow I just woke up to a text from a dude saying he would like to set up an interview. I'm 18 and this is my first job ever.  It hasn't completely hit me yet, but I'm sure when the time comes I'll be a nervous wreck. Any advice?? I REALLY don't want to mess this up.",-0.09980099502487504,1.2075981492537302,3.0306716417910486,93.22322139303483,82.43283582089552,7.451741293532338,18.629353233830845,8.344100000000001,0.5732606965174134,224,5,58,5,6,81,50,67,0.146,0.742,0.11199999999999999,-0.509,2,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,0,2,8,12,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,5,2,7,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,34,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809017394375474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548206894501127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24762059111608756,0.30139543352506176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26002324462268395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445125930712899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5705176709046587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140438013060529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415368245849534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22859904162595496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709268324536203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676197330903314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955084541661927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042027216386496,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lookingforbutterfly,2019/03/21,"Ruined university I'm about to graduate and realising i have no real friends on my course, no big social group, and i'm going to be humiliated in front of my boyfriend and family on graduation day. 

I've always had issues with anxiety and I thought I had conquered them in the first term of uni, I had a good relationship with my flatmates and a group of friends I thought were fantastic (most of whom were friends from my course). Turns out they were mocking me behind my back and I was sort of an inside joke for them, absolutely slaughtered my confidence and I have been too terrified to even try building closer friendships with people from my course since then. And now I'm worried I've wasted what was meant to be one of the best experiences of my life. Graduating with only two friends.",5.271782059000599,6.809296370860933,5.939795304033719,76.92698374473211,68.73509933774835,9.19951836243227,31.60806742925948,9.573946990214177,2.9780145695364246,636,27,118,14,11,207,90,151,0.13699999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.182,0.8678,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,3,5,9,1,0,5,0,13,1,0,0,0,19,21,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,3,12,0,19,7,25,7,3,15,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,2,6,84,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092040089650802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875309894173024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946790863919295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903442326124124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697332056208755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979796227557198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742175296986146,0.1709863280821612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542793952405972,0.0,0.0,0.5605264502354382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308087037876434,0.15213063097513854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931072454191245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811211484635118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290591792108815,0.1379455709449902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574414684785218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644701775849292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947312867564655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003713457419224,0.0,0.0,0.18489126385746485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28798655115061195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314324607411757,0.19728636299314306,0.17717921701057726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841974004986731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IdanTs,2019/03/21,"Not sure if this is the right place to disscuss this, but I have somethink to talk about It has happend a few times already in the past year.

Just before my job  weekend, I might get into a small fight (with words) with a co-worker.

Then, the whole weekend I'll just think about this fight, think what I could say differently, but mostly I'll just want the weekend to end as soon as possible so I can go next week and see how are we standing. Are they still mad at me? Will that fight have consequences?

I work all week just to get to the weekend, and then I'm not enjoying the weekend.

And I know, I just know that the other person already forgot about the fight we had, and I'm pretty sure it won't affect anything in my work for next week, but I just think about that 1% that is still might affect something, and I keep thinking and thinking what could happen. 

What to do? It's really sad to ruin a 2-3 days weekend for stuff like this.

Thank you.",5.329882849109652,4.919555840206192,5.4603467666354275,87.32687441424555,67.91752577319589,8.085473289597003,27.94564198687911,6.980632752743323,1.1958618556701035,739,20,161,5,11,233,105,194,0.174,0.764,0.062,-0.9761,2,0,2,0,4,0,25.0,2,1,1,2,15,12,5,0,12,0,16,0,0,3,3,45,34,16,0,4,12,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,16,11,0,2,7,6,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,2,16,5,21,26,4,30,0,2,1,0,11,7,0,4,22,110,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722637276683104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151554182612428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497107319096866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698734376201565,0.0,0.0,0.07955760030799086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888592529667625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926117655451448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289019982641582,0.0,0.07010886453070006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908767101891984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241669712750874,0.10964887074328812,0.0,0.0,0.1355918918975183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060267923630687725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617329235836183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623915164127823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177619749290039,0.0,0.1077140137477012,0.12888592529667625,0.0,0.0,0.1390709234862037,0.0,0.12550242409817172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902817640929613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053495679379629,0.0,0.0981015700985706,0.0,0.0,0.09830269684874188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496927777069558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970324105954156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121876139563178,0.0,0.0,0.2325324503242785,0.0,0.0,0.09915284999975968,0.0,0.11357417863607745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952235433166591,0.0,0.0,0.07193275561745763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276147803859323,0.0,0.2968581129282653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772808300495287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694246986064979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944040021751676
socialanxiety,Comprehensive_Image,2019/03/21,"Has SA made you a bitter asshole ? I've had SA for the last 2 decades and it has left it's mark on me.   
After being abused, taken advantage of, humiliated and completely ignored daily I've developed an hatred of society.  
Now I'm always mad, ready to fight and i don't care about the rules, laws or anyone but myself.   


If someone complains about something, I'll make sure to make their day miserable by doing the opposite.   
If you're not happy, fight me. That's pretty much where I'm at mentally nowadays and i don't think i should change.  
I've been nice most of my life, but it didn't get me anywhere. In fact, human parasites always take advantage of you for it.   
Who's got a similar story and how far down the rabbit hole are you ?   
",2.5612941787941814,4.44432900675676,4.397297297297296,83.81339916839919,76.5,7.526819126819128,24.222453222453225,8.384062270229773,1.6129671517671516,575,19,114,11,13,195,102,148,0.18899999999999997,0.705,0.106,-0.8755,0,0,1,0,3,0,18.0,0,3,1,2,5,13,4,1,7,0,11,1,0,4,2,22,22,11,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,1,12,6,16,14,2,11,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,4,4,68,18,0,0.0,0.2575181709636716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616967428470474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197261053053687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215976151004666,0.0,0.22992208972741104,0.0,0.2278819968836015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401694827073891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355374185928682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383057471577776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23136769202256355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771651055529675,0.0,0.0,0.2361458743452841,0.0,0.15351713348199916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565700352472036,0.290158822515628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903254335671332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597735126050092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211179044649638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841556320095031,0.16732272575692175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484500002799855,0.0,0.16341631904398027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926583860250805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Trolltollhouse,2019/03/21,"I keep messing up potential relationships because of my anxiety and I don't know what to do about it For the second time I've met a great woman. For the second time I freaked out and messed up everything. She'll go for a while without talking to me in this case the second girl hasn't talked to me since Saturday night. We talked everyday and then suddenly nothing. I started panicking by the third day because I thought she had ghosted me so I sent her a bunch of text messages asking if she was okay and if something had happened and then another asking why wasn't she talking into me anymore and that she broke my heart.    

I got a message from her this morning on Facebook that she was on vacation and wasn't able to get cell phone service.  So she's going to come back into the city and get 10 messages in order of hey how was your day all the way up to my heart is broken and I dont know why you wont talk to me.   

This is over a span of 4 days.     In my terrible defense, we haven't gone a day without texting and have sent about 90 texts back and forth every day in addition to seeing each other multiple times. 

 This is not the first time this has happened so once again I messed up a potentil relationship. Still waiting to hear back from her when she gets back from vacation on Monday to know whether or not she's still going to ever talk to me again. I know that it's a huge turnoff for women when I act like a psycho.   


How the hell do I stop panicking if she doesn't message me after four days? The last one didnt message for two before I went batshit.  Maybe I can go for six next time.",3.7318395665389232,4.61361885106383,4.765595348222546,86.37322981366462,71.73556231003039,7.788608431346638,28.590062111801252,8.04050195162591,1.7355015461873924,1258,47,265,17,23,412,165,329,0.077,0.8690000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.812,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,2,0,1,18,11,2,0,18,1,23,2,2,2,2,41,51,26,1,3,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,12,19,0,4,5,0,0,10,13,8,0,9,15,2,42,3,46,34,3,65,1,1,1,0,42,17,1,4,37,189,54,1,0.0903075188052688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469530752494243,0.06908500470348182,0.0,0.08956079230064064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885067892797515,0.0,0.0,0.2777636304431578,0.0,0.11010125051921378,0.0,0.07684504704023329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779193107654607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34944527204862164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583973946447034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168832096239008,0.07608797952478724,0.0,0.08116257483974794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681552936214428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154585381110793,0.0,0.20529537629848724,0.0,0.07222717253741785,0.0995643582963568,0.0,0.0,0.1597172812686766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178313704408687,0.21402968919598744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026947209396901,0.0,0.0,0.19852260235890365,0.07361268101026755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411969207928272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072604079542196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604307076586692,0.08474748879964747,0.0,0.08665249990090637,0.0,0.0,0.09617456020903707,0.06119471191940677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939129571028193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196340033392445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470331276786799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952314000247804,0.0,0.0,0.06392012662061766,0.0,0.14423940234573066,0.07550112942421723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355145769659679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169408248364502,0.263295202245904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821732367703987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168190495862381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371597468479923,0.16297697857151386,0.0,0.0,0.17410645099391078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mindiiwaters007,2019/03/21,"Favorite song?!!? I have a conference coming up and one of the questions we need to submit an answer to prior is what is my favorite song. 

Is it completely insane that I am freaking out over how to answer this? I don’t have a favorite song...and I don’t know what to pick that won’t make me sound weird.  

I don’t know what they are going to do with the answer. It could be nothing. But I don’t get out around people much and I’m nervous that I will feel self conscious and stressed out the whole time wondering about this. 

What are your guys favorite songs? How would you answer this? ",2.0670741023682204,4.0448416050420155,2.908082505729567,93.481436210848,78.32773109243698,5.335676088617267,21.742551566080976,6.1124844417494595,0.17304369747899218,457,13,97,3,11,144,70,119,0.1,0.7859999999999999,0.113,0.5501,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,1,0,4,4,0,2,6,0,18,0,0,4,0,28,28,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,2,12,10,0,0,10,3,0,2,5,4,0,1,0,5,13,0,14,23,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,2,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829501539531773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112326322278249,0.2571052369998524,0.0,0.0,0.19578572806885766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398902428711045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811570072323208,0.0,0.1393624059706806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24280326769968055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695295724933615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368417393802248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18026262445642904,0.1818252120516796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352922133425264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616530658482356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000251139766634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746990301433324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558146894016725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280895111653364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429879368044842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737758933307913,0.0,0.0,0.2659272500036869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741950384877157,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lilkittkitt,2019/03/21,"seen as rude? apart from going to regular therapy, i also attend a MAT (medication assisted treatment) for my addiction issues. the therapist there said that my social anxiety is seen as rude. this is something i already feared (and knew i guess). but now im paranoid people are viewing me as rude when its the complete opposite...how can i overcome this fear of speaking? what helps you guys? i dont really have a fear too much of going out places (like the store is okay if im with someone, if theres a lot of people at the park and talking has to be done i cant even go in) i guess i just have a hard time speaking. my mind goes blank and i freeze up...im afraid i will say something idiotic or i just literally cant think cos im just so nervous. my biggest issue rn is work and talking with my two coworkers who are very close....if they talk to me and keep it going kinda i will talk? but its mainly about work things...im just not sure how to be social i dont know i feel like im rambling now...HELP",0.5431891025641029,2.8064518125000006,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,86.16346153846153,5.7743589743589725,21.64743589743589,7.1686216300943375,0.7485858974358983,779,27,167,12,24,264,126,208,0.191,0.775,0.034,-0.9853,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,2,14,13,4,5,8,1,19,2,0,2,1,31,33,17,0,2,10,0,3,2,0,2,2,4,0,1,8,8,0,1,4,0,1,5,5,9,0,1,5,10,23,4,18,24,3,14,0,0,3,0,15,6,0,7,5,104,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961144041876284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083377786501448,0.0730719698040555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699010655844507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580418244372414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350760152425694,0.2141799251950908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035184281848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30846436811855105,0.04620157583110023,0.06527779593935885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772041088247611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013181175765976,0.09047489202503467,0.0,0.0,0.08185339717352236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249249267550588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5921993417079556,0.1907419938433425,0.0,0.08121764856718575,0.0,0.0,0.05021690852829226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928170455619233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776831358199119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204996282756386,0.0,0.0,0.09226196368434693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717060127879923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669482588441147,0.0,0.09546666294912816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853669641106325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691785419397964,0.07266448610135423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628912016329294,0.07742112149425066,0.14068875264056366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611916704148945,0.0,0.0,0.2937727044930212,0.0,0.0,0.10449443980124257,0.10609256883115972,0.0,0.05854894196169402,0.0,0.0,0.05328107099147253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925938348706075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753933413067002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304311200172236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dopesick666,2019/03/21,Even Women Who Have Social Anxiety Hate Shy Men! Welcome to the world where everything is messed up.,4.2650000000000015,7.371049944444448,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,77.33333333333334,8.044444444444443,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5798,81,3,13,2,2,25,18,18,0.387,0.498,0.115,-0.7263,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902303238726052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33692074609235856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584511212236069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036248806178133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5199896674496151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xjunkz,2019/03/21,"People with an SO, how do they deal with your SA? Do they have the same problem? Are they the complete opposite? Have they been helpful throughout tough times in social gatherings or do they get annoyed at times? Do they understand the extent of our struggles?",4.114255319148935,7.073081276595747,3.641957446808512,85.69400000000002,76.65957446808511,6.313191489361702,28.54893617021277,7.554174236665415,1.980297021276596,208,9,35,3,5,62,34,47,0.18600000000000005,0.763,0.051,-0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,6,0,2,4,1,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,7,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,5,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,1,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35231418240660645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464254106024112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555837788625406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22522942791807676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329563431264257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32152904991859577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425335793671083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512846566826801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918759387177189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498122502325521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,joylesseye,2019/03/21,Just for their entertainment? Does anyone else feel like their social anxiety is sometimes only used as the main topic of conversation with their friends and family members the majority of the time that it's perhaps the only reason why they are interested in talking to you? ,12.746249999999995,10.650691125000002,11.961666666666664,52.05000000000004,54.41666666666666,14.6,44.83333333333333,13.023866798666859,6.0786333333333324,226,10,32,6,2,74,41,48,0.031,0.7609999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,7,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043643127899402,0.0,0.0,0.18679319017662865,0.2737204422434605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337793819497843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231644061542253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518394450394276,0.0,0.1350759565049527,0.19084761864569585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639467456337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305129903513194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40634986928007744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27466836885839924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723195111841236,0.0,0.0,0.2642120968777895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472010608202172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577372629218508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23072651231093386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410557715766473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LunarLuxa,2019/03/21,"Planning my wedding is turning into a nightmare Looking for advice but also venting. 


I don't like big parties, I don't like dancing in front of people. I want my wedding to be small, at the moment the guest list is 20.


However that excludes a lot of 2nd cousins and aunties who are expecting an invite. Adding them triples the guest list. I don't want to offend anyone by not inviting them but I don't want a big wedding.


I really don't want social anxiety to ruin my wedding day but it will somehow. Either way I'll be worried about the people I didn't invite and what they think of me or I'd be nervous in front of a big crowd.


Stupid fucking brain. How have you coped with anxiety over planning/attending a  big event, especially when it's your own?",2.9993479368313807,4.898774854304636,4.412847682119207,84.1129342842588,75.29139072847683,6.5004584819154365,29.49617931737137,7.321109707123232,1.8578207845135,597,27,112,7,13,198,94,151,0.16899999999999998,0.73,0.10099999999999999,-0.9471,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,3,1,5,7,3,1,10,0,14,2,1,1,0,19,22,9,0,5,6,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,3,7,5,0,0,1,1,16,2,16,17,4,18,0,1,1,1,15,10,1,3,6,76,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066209609862768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239909681960588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298359304067512,0.0,0.0,0.1507384162000968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406583653903523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903114350103968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993000612890065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106428124118831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103274591941493,0.0,0.0,0.18327824594546924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989117935750177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381059470427836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975646851720895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813483803716167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448892886253525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086182315891361,0.17111721940842828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893176237274173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PlebeianFelix,2019/03/21,"Good advice has that nauseating quality that it’s just stating the obvious. But, it’s possible that my sa has cost me at least a slightly more lucrative career I’m assuming. Anyone else come off as the stand-offish type at work and totally don’t mean it?  ",4.131,5.939602699999997,6.041,74.01550000000002,72.0,10.6,30.5,10.686352973137794,3.8387999999999987,205,9,37,7,4,71,42,50,0.0,0.937,0.063,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,24,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538932448022674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25322688900062845,0.37107014436471736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119640862509172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025336643839696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037580627840492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39449248529868136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082748518962302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636528330612706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StockTable,2019/03/21,"I don’t set up a chiropractor appointment bc i’m afraid i won’t like them I’ve had back issues for about 5 years now and I have been to the chiropractor about it before and it helps. A couple years ago I moved, so I need to make an appointment with a new doctor, but i’m afraid of the potential for misunderstandings and not liking them. 
Apparently, i’m a 20 y/o child.",1.0773076923076914,3.1763530769230783,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923078,82.33333333333333,7.489743589743591,18.724358974358974,8.472884824447931,0.8887897435897436,292,7,66,7,8,102,52,78,0.045,0.9,0.055,-0.0867,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,2,7,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,9,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604585096041942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225933613982523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25002379421318605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251122425575197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007427714973649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694498786072487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066774039901578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870965205448908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961307518405802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122899252342317,0.0,0.21786782854628173,0.0,0.2837784250488695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37842787869880345
socialanxiety,Brainator_,2019/03/21,"Alone Brain vs. Social Brain Does anyone else feel like they have two different minds sometimes. For example, when you are alone your mind has all of these abstract and in depth thoughts, but in social situations it seems like all of these thoughts and ideas are mute and you can’t seem to collect your thoughts. Then right after the other person leaves, all of those thoughts and ideas come back and you’re like dang why couldn’t I think of this at the time. 

I am pretty sure that this is actually a symptom of anxiety called ‘brain fog’, but I just wanted to see if anyone else was experiencing this related to social anxiety and some tips to overcome this. ",5.552356630824374,7.135935185483878,4.913978494623656,84.37152329749105,68.11290322580646,8.091756272401435,27.487455197132626,8.515128840125781,1.7917089605734768,529,17,101,8,9,159,82,124,0.054000000000000006,0.8270000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.8859999999999999,1,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,9,4,3,0,4,31,20,11,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,10,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,3,8,4,14,14,4,11,0,0,1,0,10,5,1,4,8,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.11036628652108964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342686166648997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730376794989749,0.0,0.0,0.1581600022680946,0.2317623341895585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869645559615061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787607224701917,0.1154846076675696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742298849804744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181622174719936,0.0,0.0,0.0989718831410532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895594079278386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718520457567877,0.08079646739081271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25534532921111786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197533159995808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576033765306275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22839131232799706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987518744807848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506023404351486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965841578792402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012360827132182,0.20591838980201946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712568475033714,0.0,0.34586422395110633,0.0,0.0,0.11185575288353757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659251544055727,0.11755101140269235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246794429715636,0.0,0.3591453085955366,0.06594772775277574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104792642499134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670749790397525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205238569791833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jmeef,2019/03/21,"Tips on going to the gynecologist I haven't been to a primary care physician, dentist, gynecologist, eye doctor, etc. since I moved three years ago. I used to be okay going to appointments, but the thought of getting new doctors has caused me to avoid evening beginning to seek new providers. I recognize the need to schedule and attend all of these appointments, but I feel seeing a gynecologist is the most pressing. However, this also seems the most daunting. This is probably because I have never been to the gynecologist. My social anxiety is always worse when it is a brand new experience, but it's better if I know as many details and protocols as possible. This whole situation makes me cringe because I am long overdue.  Are there any strategies you've used when going to the gynecologist? What should I expect? What was the most challenging aspect for you?",6.856753246753247,8.659690909090912,7.2635064935064975,67.92240259740262,65.23376623376622,10.275324675324676,35.42857142857143,10.436869588844218,4.1498259740259735,696,33,111,18,11,227,99,154,0.059000000000000004,0.873,0.068,-0.2024,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,5,5,0,1,11,1,14,5,1,4,2,23,29,11,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,4,4,13,4,15,23,6,17,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,5,11,80,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330679751717436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026244109705662,0.1251319622670676,0.0,0.0,0.10226662607070232,0.0,0.11504374119123492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833460071969188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300288130467805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533270340946899,0.1544863206641147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307849843767266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771848488038887,0.0993275528430253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710491070856535,0.0,0.0,0.0760389285642401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785697014010952,0.0,0.2564009538684669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264739571349085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308556210461955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038283050239176,0.15246629288539246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598349383674077,0.0,0.1115082112297319,0.11598580770650295,0.435726900670898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953594325967591,0.0,0.0,0.16213994072170426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983698689449435,0.13690441302433032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243996235808513,0.16903849401497492,0.0,0.15329807312391025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938850558948895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597678704846941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678989387591721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325466694393794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684269613079068
socialanxiety,xgjtdjtwsblodc,2019/03/21,"I have witnessed the impossible At school we were waiting for the bell to ring and since everyone is standing around doing nothing, they naturally form (physical) conversation circles based on their cliques. Meanwhile I naturally wait by myself like the friendless piece of shit that I am.

That is when I witnessed what I thought to be impossible for 18 years of my life.

This dude walked up to the outside of the human circle, and asked someome in it a question. The dude and him starting talking about something, and he (already part of the circle) started moving to his side as the other one was working his way into the circle.

I've never seen anything like it be he somehow worked his way into being part of this circle like it was fucking nothing. Like the years of my standing awkwardly outside and trying to work my way in were worthless.

It might not seem like a big deal, but it was the most unbelieveable thing I've seen in my life, including watching kevin ware's leg snap like a fucking wishbone.

TL:DR - I saw a dude enter a conversation circle by asking someone in it a question and working his way in.",7.380342902711327,7.595271272727277,7.29340909090909,73.79344696969697,63.54545454545455,9.071929824561405,37.99082934609249,8.59863814320734,3.345774800637958,892,43,152,11,12,285,118,209,0.046,0.903,0.051,0.2277,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,4,4,11,3,1,17,0,14,6,2,0,1,22,27,9,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,1,2,1,0,1,13,10,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,9,5,19,6,28,14,5,28,0,1,4,2,19,13,3,6,12,108,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365328761488424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966723092542898,0.10781792574278128,0.2264521368513763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486412858317178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157304631459552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239375196374874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109405052677534,0.3550236911812501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128483753651616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872595572265946,0.0,0.0,0.09341126602097577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242599781839365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207058074113621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26231123638979803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713527799063352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257472991481347,0.0,0.11025844279863782,0.0,0.0,0.12432268926852585,0.10018748466730416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262024926201048,0.09324015582367992,0.0,0.0,0.17145147834701682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973475570348316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046334809541685,0.0,0.0,0.0961516902454716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222905691278687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845414339940384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35269231581007765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598803042097745
socialanxiety,icecreamsandwichcat,2019/03/21,"I agreed to volunteer for an event tomorrow....and now I'm nervous I'll force myself to go, but now I'm dreading it. Being around people I don't know. Introducing myself...gah! Thinking about all of the dumb things I could potentially do. Jesus this sucks lol",1.3582285714285725,4.046768880000002,3.2437142857142867,84.52900000000002,90.2,6.057142857142857,21.142857142857142,7.447530270364453,1.1978857142857144,204,7,38,4,7,68,40,50,0.268,0.637,0.096,-0.8874,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,8,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836721487224042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43379874530234397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087826546332075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985957953185847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766713583771459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36095927647091375,0.3481390711310722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,danik550,2019/03/21,"Helping people with social anxiety using virtual reality (VR) application First of all sorry if this is not the place to post.

I'am suffering from social anxiety since I can remember (I'd say around 13 years now) and I wanna help people like me and I'd image people like you. I am currently developing a VR application in an attempt to help people suffering from social anxiety. And I'm just gathering some information as to what are the ""triggers"" in people. So I can use that to develop as much scenarios as possible. It takes 2 mins.

https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLScAQYKI-owmBJJ8QJpJbQq0X8Q-kpqSKJ1C8VhCl15NJhn-fg/viewform?usp=sf_link",10.018044554455447,13.234259851485147,9.545631188118817,49.111714108910896,59.396039603960396,12.17871287128713,33.41707920792079,11.698219412168324,5.179563366336635,539,21,68,18,8,173,70,101,0.11900000000000001,0.763,0.11900000000000001,0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,1,16,9,8,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,6,2,15,9,3,10,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,2,7,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34293381057798444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302173851585333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710255676462082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300473368532964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460049996012443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098460615383291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179694455511558,0.0,0.1561194441247128,0.0,0.0,0.16845652633209976,0.1431097908492372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692716977711608,0.0,0.0,0.1188303731093697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360758469578965,0.0,0.0,0.4569661228528474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727132813190845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235053135778336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25811395668181336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962261092082431
socialanxiety,calilover818,2019/05/05,"Did he treat me this way because I’m not attractive enough? [what I looked like in high school and now](https://imgur.com/a/exJe1uC)



I met this guy when I was sixteen. I went to a party with his friends, I got wasted, and two of them brought me to a different house and had sex with me. I bled I felt baffled. The next day they told all their friends they were 18 and 19. I was already getting bullied and had slut rumors spread about me, so they thought I wanted it. They called me gross.


He left for the military but still kept in contact with me. I would send him pics over two years and see me when he was home. He cheated on one of his girlfriends with me.  I didn't know because the one social media I had he posted no photos but on every other platform he did. He would have sex with me then ignore me for a month. He implied I'm attractive enough to fuck but not be seen with

I feel so ugly. Two years ago he texted me after having a girlfriend for eight months. At first, I didn't know when he told me that I said I don't feel comfortable talking to you with a girlfriend. He sent me dozens of texts saying he missed me and posting old pics he had of me from three years ago. He asked,” if I was single would we be cool again.”


I kept ignoring him, and a couple of weeks later he got a new girlfriend. Posted lots of pics of her saying she's gorgeous. He went on deployment we stopped talking. After his deployment, he got discharged and moved to the east coast with his girlfriend. Before he left, he tried to see me and tried face timing me like 60 times. Thank God I was in a different state.


Now he's been messaging me like crazy saying he misses me and that I'm beautiful. I just blew up at him after six years of this I couldn't take it anymore. I called him a rapist, a douchebag, self-centered, a cheating loser, a sociopath, a liar, and a coward.

He just kept saying ”why are you mean to me.” and ”if you're going to put me down stop messaging me.” he also tweeted stuff like ”if you can’t respect me. Then at least have the decency to leave me alone. B It e your problem.” after I blew up at him the first time he tried apologizing for a couple of months later, but I just started saying the same stuff to him.


Why do people cheat? Why does this guy treat me this way what's wrong with him?",2.3675,4.044890142250529,3.2323986199575394,92.86044506369429,76.45222929936305,5.983885350318473,22.603025477707014,6.6274283507984215,0.40677363057324856,1791,51,390,15,40,568,216,471,0.19699999999999998,0.713,0.09,-0.9954,2,1,0,0,0,1,60.0,2,4,6,3,13,30,6,0,22,1,28,6,1,0,1,59,66,28,0,9,12,0,3,4,7,3,0,6,1,2,15,24,0,7,7,0,0,8,8,15,0,11,32,14,74,15,52,28,7,69,0,3,4,5,80,19,1,4,40,246,89,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136026682236188,0.0,0.0,0.07946543070231776,0.08466951139161666,0.061358089627612675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760919907357214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172884454605173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354342585957033,0.0,0.06528853147974753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566925048423116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697926467316085,0.0,0.04948219289624567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032555513117142,0.0,0.0,0.06714380639787709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585578023739679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464531726857509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759036572801564,0.0,0.073669394637864,0.0,0.0,0.13052690576838516,0.0,0.0,0.11855728212518316,0.07093233809777633,0.04008638720955709,0.0,0.0436053921311703,0.0,0.18409537931963688,0.0,0.0,0.15194243562358584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106567434372727,0.07696285423939299,0.0,0.0,0.0885319861462843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433366672782854,0.0,0.0,0.08124219939839054,0.1667269576844911,0.0,0.0,0.14993861106946224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443086799508724,0.0,0.0,0.0652300577495534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357756351201713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837268871201883,0.0815480409719654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410285367191331,0.08159941714689707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051147006444144,0.0,0.10398361454453844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531924382414764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204481010476951,0.0,0.0,0.07341682094208404,0.0,0.07713124316690406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298439472994724,0.3050796401757776,0.0,0.07765123234941552,0.12228204442717555,0.0,0.08004238852348931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821292187879443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430735434223472,0.0,0.061273817398658836,0.12829344388555494,0.0,0.0,0.17566678645146813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768871843672994,0.1233395786425656,0.0,0.07063937818067369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060912206335098966,0.13421937597069636,0.0,0.0,0.14663076296227648,0.0,0.15627660632772386,0.0,0.22485168800529154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525522989360434,0.12180372030923735,0.06154530532957979,0.0,0.0,0.14225231837530458,0.20770097759916967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351274020396525,0.08388829456236399,0.0,0.19763719328388527
socialanxiety,Ghostcruncher,2019/05/05,"Being bullied when I was younger has made me instinctively uncomfortable around other women So basically, when I was younger I got bullied by other girls and now I basically only feel comfortable around guys, this is such a debilitating problem that I have trouble speaking to other women in work environments and I just come off as standoffish and it stops me from appearing “normal” and making friends. Even when they’re being nice to me, I feel uncomfortable- how can I resolve this?",9.013058823529411,9.851955952941179,8.948235294117648,61.18705882352943,60.05882352941178,11.505882352941176,39.352941176470594,11.20814326018867,4.873282352941177,396,19,59,10,5,129,59,85,0.212,0.665,0.12300000000000001,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,3,0,18,15,10,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,3,11,4,9,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013449161615456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425625846358949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598580127462566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28475806867877085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755370250550002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252111421990511,0.0,0.0,0.2788157660590739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664447767072396,0.18796175513059807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27589583461027817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415988266539351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694410825860359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354196488328191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049989580610896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kbeats00,2019/05/05,"Glasses So heres my story - I was having issues with eye strain back when I was like 15 and got some very light prescription glasses to use when reading, on the computer, etc any other activities like that. I ended up wearing them all the time because I liked how they looked. I don’t need them and am kind of tired of wearing them. I still wear them all the time for only looks to this day. I would just stop wearing them but the issue is everyone is used to me having glasses and have seen me everyday in them for the last 4 years that if I just randomly stop wearing them they will be like “where are your glasses” or something. so that’s the only thing stopping me from wearing them, I don’t want all the attention and people saying I look weird without them. any suggestions?",8.49249299719888,6.557085588235296,7.973501400560224,76.8264705882353,62.39869281045753,10.834360410831001,36.23622782446312,9.23628265651192,3.0915404295051343,617,22,120,8,7,195,95,153,0.073,0.8590000000000001,0.068,0.0396,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,11,0,11,7,0,1,7,0,14,8,7,3,3,26,23,12,0,4,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,7,26,5,13,16,5,18,0,0,5,0,14,4,0,4,18,89,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373828217005036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518695817421624,0.0,0.09131669339324032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966086113612088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326783425060559,0.0,0.16706660476933108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314032547347846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198087494584644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31270457444304045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559936546234222,0.0,0.1221069986029984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927388653777338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773828313664937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107480649696118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278593099415521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385246272737016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984054422079154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912697747150705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153233633478797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963047846519022,0.3757185383796221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952046783514752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469917656351872,0.1721730706691789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875821726500536,0.0,0.123600693450408,0.08835592484796885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440186036235503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064136264406188,0.0,0.0,0.09646629261418428
socialanxiety,do_wyrzucenia,2019/05/05,"To those who got/are in therapy, how is it? What is it like? Never thought I'd ever need therapy but this social anxiety crap is getting out of control.",1.8169892473118312,3.9069517741935513,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,79.64516129032258,8.004301075268819,29.68817204301075,8.841846274778883,2.8095075268817213,119,6,23,3,3,42,27,31,0.17300000000000001,0.775,0.052000000000000005,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,2,8,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221549105199694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257078612617363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26268307734531704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172181296961226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322591005244843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418745831763354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153276347889693,0.22397408555927328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960258364782794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6641945363717962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305448562582605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stylestrashhhie,2019/05/05,"my name is making me anxious (and how my social anxiety got worse) ok so it's 2am rn and i've been thinking about my name and feel embarrased about it. my name is kinda uncommon, or weird for others.

i am soooo anxious for the upcoming back to school even tho it's still a month away. it makes me anxious to think that i'm gonna meet again a new bunch of people and teachers who doesn't know my name.

my mind right now keeps repeating the times when people are mispronouncing, misspelling, and making fun of my name. idk but it makes me really sick right now!!

i'm usually avoiding social situations because of my name. i can't make a lot of friends even tho i want to. 

i can't even order at starbucks!! i remember one time, i was so anxious i asked my friend that she'll be the one to order my drink too. i can hear her constantly pronouncing my name to the barista because i think she can't spell it. then when my drink came the barista called my name wrong, my friend laughed at me..!! lol from that time i never ordered at starbucks again (even tho i'm always cravinh for it).

i wanna disappear whenever those kind of thing happens

i started being anxious bout my name when a friend was making fun of my name. that friend of mine, she's really a perfectionist, she always notice every detail of someone and judge it.

i thank her 'cause she's the one who triggered my social anxiety!!! i lost my self confidence and self esteem, because she judged my imperfections; the way i walk, my body shape, me being skinny, my face shape, my acne, my name, everything!!! can't even take a photo pf myself because of her bc i started feeling ashamed of myself and i always feel like im gonna be judged and made fun of. she even said i was boring and that hit so hard 😭 she avoids being alone with me, so i really got more anxious talking to others even to my friends. because i always feel im so boring!! also my mentality changed, i started to please everyone when i shouldn't. idk how to be true to myself. yea i lost myself, idk 😞 my social life is ruined and started losing friends bc they thought im boring but im only anxious and always shaky to talk or hang out w them..

i'm not clinically diagnosed so i ain't sure if i really have social anxiety but i bet i really do. wanna consult a doctor but i can't because im too anxious to tell this to anyone.

so back to topic. my heart is shaking rn and i still cant sleep because of my name lol. i feel really sick and i wanna cry to make myself feel better but my tears won't come down. ok",1.4408861666308503,3.684285197292074,3.3218385987534944,88.29913299663302,81.94003868471954,6.0733433627050655,22.340031520882587,7.315561048560121,0.9116459201948568,1985,66,404,29,54,665,217,517,0.16899999999999998,0.682,0.149,0.6255,0,3,2,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,2,4,36,33,0,5,14,5,30,13,5,12,3,79,74,40,0,6,9,0,7,1,7,5,6,2,0,2,20,18,3,3,12,2,1,6,12,14,0,3,12,9,85,19,43,50,3,46,0,4,0,0,50,10,0,7,27,256,105,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373301392765385,0.0,0.04148917403953092,0.2158455172307926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906634582420884,0.4688856162686929,0.0,0.03627636396908218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850168140968875,0.0,0.04874385689746544,0.07978649062287263,0.0,0.22138300340731065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588448097237164,0.0,0.05762803565535511,0.0,0.0,0.052976246844939866,0.0593379813647205,0.0,0.053296023149800385,0.05488316205378057,0.04469084141412934,0.0,0.056064871943611434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698878340675202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265806844405082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310234695716275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164715225027053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398681302709802,0.0,0.04371193489357925,0.049574467531607484,0.04662724926260598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573953918880711,0.03706375842758152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805816330918101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298786439648864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458781495040323,0.0,0.046475137459215415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058473597111170235,0.061479171203252976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28020162428107714,0.0,0.0,0.04611416888748512,0.0,0.054026021952133185,0.02851241130141109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03664504669783342,0.025346409771153173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058041508316045876,0.11326836308453808,0.04410732529328867,0.0,0.049091005850389634,0.2424165417824266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052283791376244886,0.0,0.05238496620240698,0.0,0.041410876390999135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04001378417195992,0.05010694126037975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059066801266284184,0.0,0.0,0.10546761577685328,0.03945779753227165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193543153581006,0.0,0.0,0.0569496995193603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994175762561418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877099861079103,0.08861208939376489,0.049350660581158334,0.0,0.0,0.05250628748192178,0.0,0.0,0.10824628368143704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831635740627874,0.05191841413335267,0.26443045633132056,0.04395855746908248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688640338094686,0.0,0.08286438151996638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048897177934369686,0.0,0.03900801498001445,0.0833998788965053,0.045346233841519375,0.0477650049597257,0.0,0.0,0.03446739543943566,0.0997296466508133,0.0,0.04118767623155328,0.09075659106927968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057139532702426186,0.0,0.030600726336984338,0.04118068034095115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287111662797444,0.0,0.05672367040924076,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,uglyfuk,2019/05/05,"Social anxiety is killing me and there is no help. I'm almost 30 years old and completely threw away my 20's suffering with social anxiety and depression. It got worse when I came back to my hometown, family always throwing problems over me and lost all my friends. Now i'm a friendless hopeless guy that spend his weekends watching random stuff on youtube because I just don't have energy to get out of this chair.  
Everyone says we should ask for help. There is none. I can ask anybody to help me, so what? Nobody is going to give you friends, nobody is going to delete social anxiety from you. If I'm not capable of even having a single conversation with a person, how can someone in this world do that for me lol they can't. I'm deep fucked because I don't even have help.

​

Hope you are fine, because I'm not.",4.9480808080808085,5.927359419753087,5.522772166105501,81.69792929292932,69.0,8.60695847362514,30.77665544332211,8.841846274778883,2.4597456790123458,654,26,125,11,11,211,103,162,0.19399999999999998,0.6559999999999999,0.151,-0.7254,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,1,3,1,1,10,11,2,0,3,1,16,1,0,1,1,20,33,8,1,4,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,7,9,0,0,0,1,1,5,7,7,0,0,4,2,17,4,17,28,3,18,0,4,1,1,22,7,1,4,6,81,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897104485127764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716896804454824,0.13955090494186734,0.15650179003031156,0.0,0.0,0.29558680612236016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24081459794895674,0.0,0.12100850898438932,0.0990365235939383,0.0,0.2355393701624228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730883249949944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504063238011485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093219777339076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701376873457514,0.0,0.0,0.12307053199162768,0.0,0.0,0.12141783497419642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901564293683127,0.1190702470442605,0.06729083174411081,0.12355329548361893,0.14639598673212406,0.0,0.10301029066639117,0.0,0.0,0.1275287395804466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453181949010094,0.0,0.0,0.12792394076223795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424941944300081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059654492251614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515021339427913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246009640169848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123240812881822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242411035099584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938752977798761,0.10912881817349288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744112643950325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312545908082135,0.0,0.0,0.15650179003031156,0.08294069411968326
socialanxiety,melancholy_star,2019/05/05,"How do I make new friends when am in my twenties and I have SAD? I [22f] only have two friends, one is my cousin and the other is my boyfriend. I would like to make some new friends but I have no idea how.

I feel really bored, because me and my cousin study in different states so we rarely get to see each other anymore, and my bf, well he's a guy plus he's the only person I hang out with. I also had a friend in college but she's been ditching me lately.

I'd like to make a group of friends with which I can hang out and stuff like everyone else but what's stopping me from that is my SAD, I lack social skills and am pretty boring (I am always depressed, I don't have that many hobbies and I don't have a personality) . I also have no idea where to meet new people, and how to befriend them.",0.30363398692810506,2.303063494117648,2.114509803921571,96.72418300653601,84.64705882352942,4.718954248366012,19.444444444444443,5.82211442006289,-0.3134771241830059,614,17,144,4,18,202,92,170,0.154,0.685,0.161,0.0502,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,1,9,14,0,0,6,0,19,0,0,6,0,31,25,19,0,2,3,2,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,3,7,15,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,5,1,2,2,2,26,9,15,22,3,15,0,3,1,0,19,6,0,1,9,100,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206254572999386,0.10730299173430373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278912133112324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861131056499979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107092769427697,0.0,0.0,0.134733166869931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077274650331146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232244419069572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652047996002802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981613212924441,0.0,0.06737498451446605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768822485440515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911546989054534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546970568567436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900639909469874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582404487993627,0.13074269010761666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736439449524092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738495668208024,0.19615601828469006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940291087024506,0.2252014741732753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119616443515486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261349294013738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276245158498573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314559571773677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078142655998194,0.0,0.0,0.1476255138059927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597276408915414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594830254271135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160772609721538,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,holofan4lifefan4life,2019/05/05,"I feel bad... There was this choir festival thing in Friday with a bunch of high schools, there was over 300 people singing. I had to sing a solo with a two other guys for a little bit. That was hard enough, but I did it! But then there was this girl. Earlier during one of the breaks my friends and I were playing with a frisbee. She came with some of her friends and joined. It was fun. When she first showed up, she really eagerly asked me to pass it to her. Then after one of our rehearsals she came up to me and said that my singing was really good. One of the guys nearby (maybe he knew her) said that she really likes me. It felt great to have someone compliment me, it definitely helped boost my confidence for the performance that night. Then later I noticed she was looking at me. It was kinda embarrassing. But then after then concert, when I was cleaning up and she was leaving she shouted out to me ""have a good night!"" I said ""you too"" or something. I kinda wish I had gotten her number, but I was too darn shy to talk to her. And now she's gone away. I don't know her name or what school she was from. It's a shame because she was even pretty cute. Even if we didn't end up going out or something, it still would have been nice to get to know her or even let her know how much it meant to me just for that little moment where she said something sweet. I feel especially bad because since I was really shy with her, it probably seemed like I was cold, dismissive, and uncaring.


If you're out there, I want to say thanks. :)",2.8199354838709683,4.3462314451612905,3.634387096774194,91.0915806451613,74.87096774193549,7.024516129032259,22.72258064516129,7.699297019823105,0.7826993548387104,1188,32,261,16,25,378,152,310,0.051,0.703,0.245,0.9973,1,0,3,0,0,0,44.0,2,1,0,2,16,20,0,2,10,0,27,0,0,1,0,45,51,24,0,5,11,0,4,2,2,1,0,8,1,3,20,17,0,0,9,7,0,5,2,4,0,5,32,15,49,16,39,17,5,38,0,0,1,0,39,15,1,10,19,191,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094927141068407,0.0,0.09540112518655132,0.0,0.16956501065183086,0.12379691933964508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085648840497224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322717383813468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993519944161639,0.1049190110945315,0.0,0.20120064628905074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026843752973581,0.0,0.09749529720533608,0.0,0.0,0.08637073464318197,0.0,0.0,0.1569006710788244,0.0,0.05305098886852029,0.0,0.057708098274484976,0.17033556993871285,0.0,0.1119493264153856,0.0,0.20108313624733296,0.0,0.0,0.09096080386366258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806080129702909,0.10728365628825856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741285731604466,0.0,0.0,0.10751727246975676,0.0,0.1038325664376345,0.0,0.09921562081941633,0.2035415436356198,0.0,0.0,0.08526887800908013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201159661121356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464432875489184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905787261396557,0.0,0.0,0.11560511745772285,0.0,0.0,0.20642045698230047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039575390733238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103303715899891,0.10947838717699099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601990947198389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863550279204023,0.08074948989725221,0.0,0.20552985438476196,0.0,0.0924391255393496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399577608352556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603537165616065,0.23451370028600166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109078495287804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161482075459685,0.0,0.09348532323333612,0.0,0.0,0.06745933778053065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919081619967647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059891520899033324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676715490766053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213182299745638,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,a_biotic_god,2019/05/05,"Being introvert or extrovert is a state, not a personality trait. If you exercise your social muscle, you will be less drained around people and even start to enjoy it.

I'm not saying will be fast or ease, but saying that's how you are is just a clutch to be comfortable where you are.",6.911547619047616,6.343561821428577,7.493571428571428,74.58476190476192,64.71428571428572,11.038095238095238,29.380952380952376,10.504223727775694,2.7941023809523817,226,6,44,5,3,75,42,56,0.027999999999999997,0.826,0.146,0.7715,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,1,0,10,12,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,3,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,3,2,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480604190718187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25824255456175904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27106045116595257,0.3413938796760249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6218554940624018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985609720545306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767418914472159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RusevReigns,2019/05/05,"Social anxiety and gender I realized I think I have much stronger social anxiety with one gender than the other. I am a male who abnormally struggles talking to other males. I'm not saying I'm great at talking to girls but guys are supposed to have some issues talking to girls right?  The people I've communicated the best with are girls that I have a romantic connection with. I think my social anxiety around females may only be a little bit above average, but is a lot above average compared to males",4.686131578947368,6.898155126315789,6.05809210526316,72.77976973684213,71.42105263157895,8.960526315789474,30.822368421052627,9.516144504307137,3.333026315789475,407,18,66,10,8,137,57,95,0.092,0.789,0.11900000000000001,0.7582,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,13,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,2,11,11,5,4,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,3,0,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896692705143052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115011180336754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818532543149998,0.0,0.1853679486137473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719533051147988,0.0,0.16811992244792634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721783632321111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017532732760668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435035485802575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248160238162824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150548702298754,0.1291338125317294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771179730364882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500070525300424,0.0,0.13502472890155862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192420526914673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750256442200682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409415058624924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175906124161936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ludgatedwyer500,2019/05/05,"Advice on making friends with social anxiety? I'll start by saying I do have friends, but am looking to expand my circle which is a bit hard as a shy person. Most of the friends I've made in the past have either been really extroverted people who did most of the work, or friends of friends. I'd really like to try and make some friends on my own outside of my circle. I find it particularly difficult to turn acquaintances into friends; it's easy enough to join a club and meet new people, but finding ways to interact and spend time with those people outside of the club is where I struggle. I actually find it easier to date than make friends because dating apps provide an easy method for meeting other people who want the same thing.

Does anyone have any advice for me on making friends? I'd especially appreciate advice from any shy women who understand the difficulties it comes with. If you're not shy, just imagine trying to make new friends while also being anxious/nervous and unable to truly be yourself at first. Thank you!",8.440153846153843,7.7994169384615395,8.232435897435899,70.7717307692308,61.66666666666667,10.671794871794873,36.42307692307692,9.888512548439397,3.5715538461538463,833,33,143,14,10,268,121,195,0.081,0.626,0.292,0.9952,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,3,14,0,1,10,0,11,0,0,6,0,32,24,11,0,2,7,0,1,1,10,0,0,1,0,2,11,9,0,0,5,2,1,1,1,2,0,1,3,3,9,12,28,19,8,18,0,0,1,0,21,7,0,5,10,90,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.08711334979272968,0.0,0.0,0.2616969486219036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138812727174303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141152052111022,0.0,0.06829029215654553,0.10084819361005518,0.0,0.062418733270357275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054417355814258016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974582728880665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689705925968393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811961920150512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223840445895176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24476985556723796,0.07593188948623104,0.0,0.0,0.6896875698632977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996719878658093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04361216554710887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496320424213841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446817886049966,0.297937669251998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243248547129592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521705139918051,0.24755063751971604,0.07794596389440436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143755983222021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099003346768103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909981724539476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318482773998225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332300158220884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218660246047375,0.0,0.0,0.0593061411637528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052053282364134576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121514136471224,0.0970986844262264,0.0,0.09293183906810258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265297747964316,0.07085731922538954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498865869960847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,joseph_ADHD,2019/05/05,... My name is joseph and I’m 12 my dad asked me today to go get him water from the food market in the mall i didn’t want to go since i get anxiety i hate walking in the school corridors and going to crowdy places especially going by myself and now my dad thinks I’m lazy and usually ignores me  i just hate the fact how ignorant he is i just feel like hes a bad father,-0.6333333333333329,1.4525822716049426,2.2825802469135823,93.12461111111116,90.48148148148148,5.709135802469136,16.741975308641976,7.1686216300943375,0.08981382716049335,288,7,67,5,10,101,54,81,0.22399999999999998,0.732,0.044000000000000004,-0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,14,18,5,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,2,1,0,5,1,5,0,0,1,1,13,1,7,17,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,36,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915785767424185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671938314898894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462777879478404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180601502162864,0.15796972510322627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673818102081164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310544185975542,0.0,0.5026753083991495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366247350094041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802912477767468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310256081042594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237874449758381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182914547132462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168616041150606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095979655698063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435348344708618,0.0,0.13042358715070818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UnlistedFire,2019/05/05,"In a sticky situation. Help please? Alright so, I’m a freshman in high school. I have 0 social anxiety when I talk to the same gender (male) and I get quite nervous when I talk to girls. I only seem to get nervous at ones that I hardly know, though. I could usually just bare with this, but in the past week, I’ve been in this sticky situation. For the past two months, in math class, these 2 girls have been glancing at me. I didn’t know why, until I thought about it. It can’t be because they like me, because they seemed very concerned. I came to the conclusion that they think that I’m this creep that looks at them whenever I get the chance. I figured that out about a few weeks in, and just accepted the fact that they thought that and focused in math because they sat far away from me. Well, ofcourse, things didn’t turn out well. About a week ago we changed seats, and ofcourse, I’m sitting right behind them. Whenever I look up to the bored they ALWAYS seem very concerned. I even heard them say things like “oh, he’s looking”  “that’s creepy but I don’t care.” But they obviously do because they literally keep glancing at me. All I want is to focus in math, yet these girls keep creating fake accusations in their mind about me. I don’t want them to view me as a creep, which there actually are creeps out there and I don’t want to be seen as one. What should I do? How could I fix this? I have enough social anxiety around girls and my face just goes red when I sit by them, and on top of that, I get even more nervous because they think I’m this creep which is nerve wracking,  I’ve lost a lot of focus in math since then.  Any help would be appreciated. Thanks.",2.3326528599605543,4.205313606508882,3.0128757396449717,93.52891913214992,77.1360946745562,6.28181459566075,22.805128205128213,7.1686216300943375,0.5390825246548325,1301,39,292,15,30,407,164,338,0.067,0.782,0.152,0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,15,4,21,14,0,3,13,1,23,1,1,1,3,48,56,20,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,5,23,14,0,2,12,0,0,1,6,6,2,3,11,11,46,8,43,38,6,42,0,1,8,0,30,25,0,4,16,184,69,6,0.0,0.0,0.09462206629968373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859519993143889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068112455856939,0.0,0.0,0.06593828024997317,0.0,0.14835311849299845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631777821612349,0.0,0.0,0.09110008955165017,0.0,0.0,0.29553924065378645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090003459330827,0.09886041353357247,0.0,0.10257417644431656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548344017175612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018887395397097,0.0,0.12808651791014236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026370161683206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685995433980373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129984737202879,0.10244691219497888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237064043113326,0.0,0.0,0.10657684427212796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474261361065747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442739246756071,0.0,0.10584675359272598,0.08243461924965764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790516007459373,0.0,0.07739507679025086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140950612205882,0.07374485971149605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512463374539576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643644258735424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313226616631564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280601693164913,0.0,0.07710900418108235,0.0,0.09813190412259896,0.0,0.26481488341706005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020893577729246,0.21798133016898275,0.0,0.19768348083444026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587064544462575,0.0,0.08927065903749376,0.0,0.0,0.12883604257044332,0.12426016759342565,0.0952658216977047,0.15395585133986314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546808471090674,0.09471892727493368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679123232041857,0.1600095392386122,0.17157416875169973,0.0,0.23333401746754875,0.0,0.1743630683283648,0.0,0.08749417879257995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887985358393232,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tsubasaforever,2019/05/05,How can one create a super strong social group/social life? I am looking for simple basic steps which will allow me to meet my near-ideal people.,5.082857142857144,6.445201571428572,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,69.0,5.6000000000000005,17.571428571428573,3.1291,-0.17312857142857174,116,1,18,0,2,38,27,28,0.0,0.6409999999999999,0.359,0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959027751186602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706848373686641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37981414983136497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38858508230621774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5713664515190975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bonniecat101,2019/05/05,"I need help with soical skills I need help I lack serious social commutation. I don't know how to talk to people. Talking to new people isn't an issue its when you already know them but your not close or anything and not knowing what to say is the problem. I don't know how to start a conversation, people can just walk up to someone and in up talking for hours about nothing. Its hard trying to make friends or be interesting when you don't know how to keep a conversation going. I need some advice on how to improve and be more talkative and less socially awakawrd.",5.620267857142861,6.1318883482142885,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,67.30357142857143,8.9,32.07142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.5247535714285716,453,18,88,7,7,147,69,112,0.055999999999999994,0.7979999999999999,0.146,0.8845,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,1,8,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,5,0,29,20,13,0,5,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,2,10,2,16,18,4,12,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,3,5,61,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161429290704104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121584519941674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767818499724193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987127910613395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817736096832539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389871417717725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079923623619068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527950332819315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194003826093356,0.0,0.13790764006834538,0.0,0.0,0.42634177847047217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356622641239177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34513326412281425,0.0,0.14984830447930958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887405455173525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32269189187622643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846103211005138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338436253454413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163190930217096,0.13146113369539927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981850989127807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741197366691853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533910336602796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ComprehensiveUsernam,2019/05/05,"I can't breathe As I write this, the panic attack vanishes already. 

​

Do you guys know that feeling when suddenly the stuff that has built up hits you like a truck, you can't breathe, you feel like you are dying, everything is hopeless. nobody understands, fuck.

​

And then, just as sudden as the panic attack came, it goes away. The world looks a little warmer again. But nobody understands how exhaustive that battle with anxiety is. 

​

Then, nobody understands how little things, like cleaning your room, getting out of bed, or reaching out, is a real triumph.",5.419117647058818,8.449558950980396,4.699764705882355,79.5349411764706,72.23529411764707,7.217254901960787,29.807843137254906,8.238735603445708,2.615047843137255,471,20,71,8,10,141,69,102,0.209,0.659,0.132,-0.8832,0,0,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,6,0,1,5,12,4,2,7,0,8,4,2,2,0,18,19,11,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,1,3,8,4,9,17,0,15,0,1,1,1,8,8,1,1,9,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254976010989632,0.0,0.0,0.3696607185129785,0.4145624435418164,0.0,0.0,0.08699878384853768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587556347780268,0.10684773033416874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007031111157838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180278762806561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220807446392376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500485366236918,0.0812446678967442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513628961951137,0.059416256794670524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260494399039185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249990517407101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666798564092494,0.2279632648320688,0.0,0.0,0.09549977597848784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668619428176418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294431591880263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301871236179468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755533765204672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551730439752416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145624435418164,0.0
socialanxiety,NoHappyEndingsQQ,2019/05/05,"Do People Ever Overcome Anxiety? I've been dealing with this for about 17 years now. Sometimes its manageable. Sometimes  I want to die. It's always there even with therapy, meds and exposure. 

​

​

Are there any success stories?  Has anyone with chronic anxiety gone on to do great things?",4.656785714285714,8.145585173076928,4.326373626373627,77.27576923076923,81.88461538461539,6.817582417582417,34.35164835164835,7.957251820313856,3.5814802197802202,247,14,34,5,7,75,43,52,0.122,0.7170000000000001,0.161,0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,6,7,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,8,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,24,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431993946616384,0.3758546624296476,0.4215087496994861,0.11794838837764232,0.0,0.26536954210378705,0.0,0.0,0.1212766129970751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881393754382546,0.0,0.0,0.18000828344111727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455863197472045,0.15689072051206004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122346654215386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926580344136119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024476183144266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343082616576057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834920548490084,0.0,0.11522899542214925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230221663237292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215087496994861,0.11169274252653608
socialanxiety,dizzydewdrops,2019/05/05,Help Hey :). I am looking for some help with regards to how to support a person who suffers from social anxiety. My boyfriend is having trouble regarding asking my father for my hand in marriage. Please can any man that has gone through this as well as spouses who are in my position send help! Thank you. 💜,3.0554022988505736,5.67161431034483,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,78.3103448275862,5.935632183908046,30.356321839080447,7.1686216300943375,2.001266666666667,242,12,43,3,6,76,48,58,0.102,0.611,0.28800000000000003,0.9134,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,1,0,3,11,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,6,3,11,10,1,4,0,1,1,0,15,2,0,1,0,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191421946104364,0.0,0.2153380596591509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631539053123053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660277595558659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363795854076967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24578504635485696,0.0,0.3089900267228314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28694224713290645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194300033308666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25915694522504834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530921169130534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,teme777o,2019/05/05,"I am 22 but I look like 14, I hate it so much I'm a man

People younger than me treat me like a little kid and it is so humiliating for me. I avoid everything where my age might be questioned.

I brought my little brother to the hospital cause he broke his leg. I was with my little sister who is 19. First, they tought I was the ""14 years old kid who broke his leg"" when we were waiting for doctors to check at his leg. I was so embarassed. 

After they checked his leg, doctors only talked to my sister. They completely ignored me because they don't take me seriously. 

It has hurt me so much.

My parents work and I have to bring him back for X-ray in about 2 weeks, I will be alone this time. I know they'll just keep asking for my parents, they won't even talk to me because they'll think I am a kid and I will feel so humiliated. I don't know what to do, I just keep thinking about this day.

Sorry for my english.",0.5362371134020663,2.5164607164948483,2.4259896907216496,94.94620103092787,83.58762886597938,5.1171134020618565,21.040206185567012,6.2581,0.03493278350515494,705,22,165,6,20,234,106,194,0.182,0.759,0.059000000000000004,-0.9775,2,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,7,2,13,10,1,1,5,0,21,6,4,1,0,21,36,10,0,0,3,5,1,2,0,6,2,0,0,4,8,5,0,5,6,0,2,2,3,7,0,1,5,2,42,3,18,23,2,18,0,3,1,0,29,6,0,2,12,110,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467561862366639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246831453257385,0.0,0.0,0.10895686116532892,0.0,0.17275532650277653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556267231867087,0.0,0.0,0.14856744663459656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138335817096567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29006740363166483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359006004253466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273488452685634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164666485988988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052807568361865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989724100579665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169042479585845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518950292463608,0.0,0.0,0.1557468095365016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845277459456914,0.4260552606868058,0.0,0.0,0.1189904638949014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503189727215379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832837286125155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868800421187595,0.0,0.0,0.10776756150196977,0.0,0.0,0.31467727459919675,0.0,0.0,0.09823541260590772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587339642615619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861908532743124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653911055198337,0.2277826472925927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158845654813852,0.0,0.0,0.08262512626533343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366142750518955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315768549054273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912487369933032
socialanxiety,Asolpdrag,2019/05/05,"How to deal with being new in a group (shared hobby/interest) where everyone is better than you? Growing up I've never been in a situation where everyone was better than me in some group activity. I usually was above average. What comes to mind are videogames with my friends. Every time we switched games I quickly became quite skilled. So I never experienced lagging behind and the insecurities that come from it. Until now.


I'm 23 now and have gone to some Acroyoga Jams lately. The thing is I either enjoy them a lot, or spiral down into an anxiety hole and have to leave. To make things worse I'm in Japan (I'm not Japanese) and still learning the language and trying to understand the social behaviour of Japanese people. 

The number one thing that is blocking me is that I don't want to hinder anybody's progress. Since I'm starting I have to work a lot on basics (not boring for me, but maybe for the rest of the people). It just doesn't feel right to ask someone to help me with the most basic positions when they are capable of doing crazy stuff.

Other than that they all know each other and I'm very bad at introducing myself, because it usually goes as: Hi, my name is blabla. Hi my name is bleble. Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you too. Awkward silence. I don't know how to navigate groups at all. 

I think I'll probably be mind reading what they think of a beginner, but I just can't help it. Anyone who has been in a similar situation, what did you do?",3.4917708333333337,5.3550740798611125,4.864305555555556,81.56125000000002,73.8263888888889,7.9944444444444445,26.583333333333336,8.72156446121922,2.0589,1157,42,221,23,24,385,167,288,0.073,0.816,0.111,0.9021,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,4,4,6,13,11,0,2,15,0,25,0,0,3,4,47,43,15,0,1,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,18,14,0,1,7,2,0,4,8,4,0,1,6,2,26,7,40,35,10,33,0,0,0,0,27,14,0,6,15,161,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575591129908474,0.0,0.0,0.08752287474091115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701852452361887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451303565020524,0.07630342954948653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214081700205309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564845465154425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290463962574119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546244947906766,0.2392136056311614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329050866636422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670724736763517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779973474465454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758204681271866,0.0,0.14119898726524208,0.13253862323893514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128327916265968,0.0,0.0,0.08355299744259735,0.0,0.125751670021754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527752141393089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308006849733392,0.12089148590856875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481949782993113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355641731646754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495612730446627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313537634278172,0.12520544694245614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689584004547532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354321928253747,0.2813961867273147,0.0,0.1275966561968184,0.10605746823018747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859708414555048,0.0,0.09996218047702238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329150489214146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494752949547747,0.160409780487992,0.0,0.0,0.07298855124913292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498328208947986,0.0,0.0,0.13030802267278213,0.0,0.0,0.275717608728975,0.10327965736064447,0.0738294372736867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112639646673017,0.0,0.12756052734464252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PKExcalibur0049,2019/05/05,"Do I have social anxiety or am I just shy. Saying I have social anxiety is a pretty common joke I’ve made most of my life. I’ve never believed my self to actually have it until recently. 

I work at McDonald’s and I’ve been working there for 2 years. I work in the grill area preparing food and I’ve never done any kind interacting with customers. Few months ago they wanted to train me for it and I kinda panicked about it. Anxious thought filled my head before orders and I messed up the only two I took. It kinda stuck in my head for a while. I knew I wasn’t a very good social person but I didn’t think I was bad enough to freeze up and stop talking in the mic mid sentence.

I started noticing things that I do often before and during conversations. I always try to plan out conversation before I start them. I’m only stressed out before conversations though. Once I start taking the stress usually goes away. But when I talk to people I don’t make eye contact almost ever. Makes me feel uneasy. I know that’s pretty common for people but I even notice that I don’t make eye contact much when I’m talking to my best friend and sometimes even family. I thought back to when I was in college and I remembered that I would always be the first one into class and the first one too leave. I quickly try to pass people while walking so I’m not near them to long. I unintentionally talk to softly when I give quick responses like saying hi back too people or thanking people. Just today I realized that I don’t talk to people when I’m a group. I just stand there and react. I don’t contribute to conversations even if I’m with close friends. I push myself out of the conversation when there’s a group.

I don’t know if this is actually social anxiety or if it’s just shyness like I have always thought it was. I feel like I’m probably just over thinking this. Better to ask people that know about it than try to diagnose my self off of assumptions I’ve made.",2.586085794655414,4.635009605063296,4.22334388185654,84.32604254571028,77.0,6.819268635724332,22.870956399437407,7.793537801064563,1.1535808720112517,1554,47,305,24,36,520,182,395,0.095,0.7959999999999999,0.109,0.9112,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,8,30,15,0,2,12,0,23,7,4,6,3,62,55,30,0,5,15,0,4,3,2,1,2,2,0,3,16,17,1,1,13,1,0,5,10,4,0,5,15,8,49,11,42,38,5,56,0,0,2,0,32,18,0,11,34,203,65,5,0.0,0.0,0.1381712000637649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275539817285045,0.0,0.07089085570343966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176721058396326,0.0,0.0,0.04814295263551064,0.0,0.16247369046923907,0.0799780743624163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618366523341464,0.0,0.06651412926981297,0.1088738004962922,0.05911077576956615,0.0,0.0,0.2409649472751594,0.07976159758300629,0.07429486901060461,0.06261232682704054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185532279388374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244775159265768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731500456955447,0.0,0.14027807083271582,0.06403803079004161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673912139663138,0.0,0.07159204673071598,0.05057588332542196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043619397468433,0.08560546160088002,0.0,0.10939191228877147,0.0,0.0,0.06791290907128683,0.0,0.05937939461403732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453119622542668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372198337971061,0.11672105974823335,0.0,0.0,0.07496156618495774,0.0,0.0,0.050004524227231666,0.10376042131363193,0.0,0.0,0.06265124957230347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397567270831806,0.14176841575727805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056507805511598425,0.0,0.05204238967153392,0.0,0.10920276655934992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120090222832842,0.0,0.07539424700283165,0.09594489885247948,0.10768540746721628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435618381227246,0.06181536697326945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440477080323998,0.07632886491329911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990141278956383,0.0,0.0801968093566559,0.0,0.0,0.1125978755280852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770901943416642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28866589842974266,0.0,0.0,0.07001795610383707,0.0,0.15032696186223735,0.0,0.0,0.05918769774906973,0.16219061385103484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322894649878216,0.2845112532681705,0.0,0.06517842281433522,0.0,0.0,0.04703297895927463,0.09072501345579664,0.0695556196550556,0.16860970359515326,0.0,0.0,0.06710527757756941,0.0,0.0786557273046914,0.1441952489610754,0.0,0.0691563203073584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797056914434487,0.058413198218022384,0.041756660159450384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461856852752018,0.0,0.0,0.05029065841664122,0.0,0.0,0.04558958784556475
socialanxiety,Midnight_CoffeeBreak,2019/05/05,"Do you guys even feel a slight loss of empathy and tolerance to others gains over time? Hello. Usually I tend to be empathic and try to treat others well, but recently for some reason I'm starting to get angrier to others success. I can't really explain it well, its like some form of greed, and it gets worser when it happens to people I know. Like if I read online I kinda don't know the person, however when its someone I know I get angrier.

​

Its like if, as due to SA I can't achieve much or I feel like I can't achieve much, I get angry towards others achieving it. Its like if I'm greedy towards normal people. I don't want to fall into the pit of those who start to change his thoughts against others, but idk its just been happening. Have someone here also felt like that? Is there a way to get better? Its like if when I read someone's success I need to criticize humanity in some way, idk really how to explain this...",3.6865079365079367,4.935853497354497,5.096164021164026,82.57059523809528,72.22751322751324,8.151322751322754,28.314814814814817,8.634040054169528,2.1259037037037034,737,28,145,13,14,247,102,189,0.153,0.635,0.213,0.9209999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,8,11,15,1,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,0,30,33,16,0,7,8,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,19,4,0,0,10,2,1,1,5,2,2,0,3,3,16,13,23,29,6,17,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,9,16,99,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983259035634482,0.0,0.1332201119944583,0.14940201214643814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087424166807852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006854497068074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120965525849151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433801091799697,0.08783803537223958,0.11805468254801105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32119075633672983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174333786295735,0.21745482325123391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271615443436392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204822319008879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077000199525167,0.09116849386965896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046836620001312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704810102328337,0.10735829082429003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24597363106985615,0.0,0.15753437553882962,0.12641671963541445,0.12140179005223535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31253441283562616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405430052494753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761137874876873,0.07169519943301167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347738451582881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354159563843362,0.0,0.07252118501840896,0.19518959813581915,0.0,0.0,0.22110000177681569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940201214643814,0.0
socialanxiety,ConfidentOrdinary,2019/05/05,"Started Working at a Hotel a Few Weeks Ago Hello I am new to this sub

I usually work 7-8 hour shifts, and deal with a host of problems which I am new to, but I am used to working incustomer service sort so problems aren't really a big deal since I know the appropriate solutions to deal with them. 

When hotel guests ask me questions at the front desk I pause for a second, but than when I am talking its as if it doesn't come out right.  My brain goes so fast in the moment (well it seems like it), but Its as if I don't have time to slow down, or even my words get jumbled. When I am with my boyfriend alone privately its the same way but not as bad. I have anxiety feelings when a guest arrives but than I feel confident enough to handle the conversation but that never seems to be the outcome....",5.49193939393939,4.75060086060606,6.149090909090912,83.63030303030305,67.66666666666667,9.515151515151514,31.06060606060606,8.841846274778883,2.1814242424242414,622,21,137,9,9,204,103,165,0.062,0.8540000000000001,0.084,0.6625,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,8,5,0,0,12,0,11,1,1,1,1,29,21,19,0,4,10,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,3,1,1,0,2,16,2,22,20,3,26,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,7,17,94,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279487067126694,0.0,0.0,0.1551548772560365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460194841947602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004932676889625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508259133305494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723416119747309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290454695769378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633333309758561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479068160768394,0.0,0.098946113623228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149384536627347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826797680661632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752972313103385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233001189362511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318813536533339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554039719619826,0.2893690769476293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866901428992122,0.0,0.0,0.16781813000816356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597020312433502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279343633301646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27275734111832434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392190220341286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603416885304502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040919564625455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873536690527571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293851529256082,0.16499125090672748,0.0,0.0,0.11890982724741662,0.1201661428082806,0.0,0.13469448816319898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271838504543401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CounterinsurgentBvd,2019/05/05,"You are not socially awkward , social anxiety broken down? I guarantee when your not nervous , Socializing is not even a Second thought , you become awkward when your fight or flight response activates , Your brain doesn’t think rationally , you freeze up, all the horrible physical symptoms sweating , sweaty palms , watery eyes , head pressure , darting eyes etc you get it 

The problem with people who have social anxiety  is your fight or flight response is activating for no reason / activating during social situations where it’s not necessary you are essentially getting shocked with the same type of fear response you’d feel if you had a gun pointed to your head every time your in a social situation 



It’s completely unfair",10.06215456674473,10.936910180327873,9.294028103044493,59.47122950819673,57.85245901639344,12.217330210772836,42.8384074941452,11.765960540728905,5.7281555035128795,590,31,80,16,7,187,83,122,0.244,0.698,0.057,-0.9769,0,0,0,1,2,0,12.0,0,13,0,0,4,9,2,5,6,0,9,8,7,1,1,16,14,5,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,2,4,14,0,8,11,3,8,0,0,2,0,22,5,0,3,3,56,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216217257838425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871162192058278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402073882173577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168568809755865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400734542464007,0.08295539658903334,0.0,0.10582058664784194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133113862445626,0.06350543524635566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312381218111819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577967757834748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707289650318405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872942179298154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017902286152933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291342646322082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28235177266445344,0.0,0.7681797500292434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305429996826882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047725592918273,0.0,0.09970970335894593,0.07323641115781529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,n63guy,2019/05/05,"Anxious while working/Walking with earbuds First time post! Just found this sub. On mobile so this might look like trash
Anyone else get these random flare ups when listening to music, like when I'm working I'll have one bud in my ear and suddenly my breathing shifts into manual mode and I become afraid that people can hear me breathing so I try to do it quieter. Sometimes not taking a breath for several seconds. This will even happen out and about walking around a store without my earbuds. It can happen hours into listening music or even minutes.",3.4608823529411765,6.485921852941178,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,80.47058823529412,5.3607843137254925,26.14705882352941,6.816661863887847,1.5073764705882349,447,18,71,5,12,138,77,102,0.02,0.927,0.053,0.5093,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,1,2,0,6,4,4,0,0,15,16,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,4,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,1,5,6,2,13,13,0,16,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,3,9,50,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279623485259345,0.0,0.14109445612227406,0.2067550583154049,0.0,0.1796335855574043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222858352179402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856749693287446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665573761195781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164027669373216,0.0,0.22124949113192854,0.0,0.0,0.10542559868092684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568798988611311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742908823346106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987199620957346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716628184462615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169450611660369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406456482362154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367363783502931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989398988714294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325656953096373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279623485259345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957291844872396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171902737290538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766386755616212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700041276519118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451587244730775,0.0,0.14690364531463465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blastinctastraphe78,2019/05/05,Just swiped up on this girl I've been meditating and looking for peace of mind and what not a lot lately. Thought for like 20 min before swiping up on this girl on snapchat (insanity). She's loosely tied in with my old friends and I've met her once. Idk why but my brain is racing about this it's been sent for like 45min. I'm afraid of seeing the opened and she mentions it to someone.. smh,1.5421296296296312,3.6349474567901225,2.343935185185188,96.29145833333335,80.60493827160494,5.037654320987656,22.47067901234568,5.985473137389443,0.07098641975308695,308,10,70,2,8,96,60,81,0.05,0.8370000000000001,0.113,0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,5,3,14,4,1,11,0,0,2,0,9,7,0,1,5,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24287892486050294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186329887849207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052161814881704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219761703519036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788922328795572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396883432939529,0.0,0.0,0.2426613975796736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28820176753665583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995095592593611,0.30397240527776404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274498354234656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24184293470765145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22659862077215095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25755513762479665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Swimming_Day,2019/05/05,"I wish I wasn't so awkward At work, we have this person who comes in all the time and I'm just so awkward and dumb around them. Why can't I feel comfortable around people I don't know that well. Why. I'm a dork, I know that and I'm cool with it but around people I don't know I get this intense anixety.",-1.8704347826086969,0.021979130434786498,0.6111449275362341,102.97063043478262,98.27536231884058,3.919420289855073,14.146376811594205,5.6839178017228535,-1.1114649275362316,236,5,61,2,10,79,42,69,0.121,0.75,0.129,-0.1322,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,1,7,7,1,2,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,17,15,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,1,2,9,3,6,14,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,37,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5962209259860989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923105685781594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128821787932276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663919059296082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680779677942115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095476232227122,0.19493375662500198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301791827175179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072904293292768,0.0,0.40289776819395423,0.0,0.2567270983398029,0.0,0.0,0.16252904891261793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oreocupcake23,2019/05/05,"Somebody heckling me in the laundromat Right now, I really just want to vent to somebody. I'm not sure if this is the best reddit to discuss this or not. Please just bare with me.

I'm more of an introvert and I have social anxiety; I also suffer chronic fatigue. Many times, especially after having a busy week socially -I'm mentally burned out and just want to be left alone and keep to myself. I'm also like this if it's been very stressful recently or if I've worked an early morning shift; after all that dealing with the public, I'm too socially burned out. I was seeing this one guy who always suspected I may be on the autism spectrum, too; He had ASD himself. I never been officially diagnosed yet, but I often feel he's probably right.

Been a stressful week with personal affairs plus my home's basement flooded after a hefty rain storm early Friday morning, leaving me to clean up this wreckage on my own with no help of a pro (UGH!). Not to mention this one other traumatic incident I experienced just last month. When I'm tired, I'm also mentally tired.

This evening, already much behind on my laundry, I went to the laundromat. I have no car so my tired myself walks the stuff a mile up the road from my home (and boy do I have a terrible frequent backaches!) The chairs in the front of the laundromat were all crowded with a bunch of other people and I often feel uncomfortable in these settings. Especially just having been through these other ordeals, I just wanted to keep to myself. So, I decide to sit on these sturdy low shelves/ledges on the walls towards the towards the back that I usually sit on when I feel this way. I just wanted to sit there and play with my phone as my clothes were washing.

Half way into my visit: I was just sitting in said place, minding my own business; then I have another customer, a middle aged to early elderly man, come up and start heckling me for sitting there. I just say that I'm not feeling well and want to be alone. This guy is now heckling and harassing me, saying how I'm a self centered and rude person, and only care about my problems and nobody else. I'm not sure if it was accidental or intentional, but he slammed a clothes dryer door into my head at one point.  He's telling me that I have no business being out in a public place of I'm going to be this way. I got really upset, raised my voice and said ""I'm only here cause I need clean underwear and am too poor to afford my own washer and dryer!"".

Any other laundromat goers face this problem?",5.794779361846572,6.162303606924644,6.558376782077392,77.19309809911745,66.90224032586558,9.235057705363204,32.252613713509845,9.120678840339163,2.7849078886625938,1985,78,366,33,30,656,234,491,0.172,0.7759999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9958,1,2,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,2,32,19,2,3,26,0,27,9,2,3,5,79,60,35,0,12,23,0,4,1,0,1,7,5,5,7,26,28,0,2,6,1,1,7,9,12,1,4,14,11,46,7,59,40,9,74,0,3,1,0,31,34,0,10,25,262,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751757151856002,0.0933238647381368,0.2028891142590707,0.07036808488244951,0.0,0.0,0.05750974006645813,0.08867784696080311,0.06469496361018813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502825048967599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874982466114603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862236118931935,0.08687553786192609,0.0,0.0728486040026247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718680441380729,0.0,0.08583563554055093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064644965717097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585694927972449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104227193877133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048062444795278166,0.0,0.06763746082135717,0.0,0.0,0.16747297908137648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679207153183388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668473928046889,0.0,0.16965896887434276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033741687989235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893492646701126,0.0,0.08954623574732043,0.09188433824296938,0.0,0.0,0.04131608423293695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573957320811004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045108542170914,0.0,0.08539046341077647,0.0,0.06750207514902096,0.0,0.062167859231791724,0.06270675477906229,0.06522473566290964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191819025362695,0.1286368918682038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862941488558949,0.1476845723884106,0.17671296521275992,0.0928312373873252,0.07994492900752782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117955880200386,0.1618419984830915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835398323360557,0.0,0.08350156896776653,0.0,0.0,0.1444427270964444,0.16088874660606045,0.13450513936445235,0.0,0.0,0.06739045015414179,0.0,0.08822378819848865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586219769864094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985829028207421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374673826948102,0.0,0.09681113749407544,0.0,0.0,0.15941034178249305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391693079841784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049312795450030235,0.291598469423552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314067623300673,0.06977818480312932,0.2494045899089825,0.2013805276287435,0.13567211279345415,0.0,0.0760375816501403,0.07839620130403717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061567153644738325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Blitz_Kid_48,2019/05/05,"I cancelled my cinema plans to have a sleepover my ""friends"" pushed me to do and I just feel so horrible Had a sleepover today. Was supposed to see dumbo and today was the final screening for it. Bought a ticket and booked it and everything. My friends were pushing for me to have a sleepover. I'm 17. So I did. I planned it. My parents tried their best to accommodate the sleepover and I didn't see dumbo :( I wasted money on the ticket

They have just been insulting me all day. It's midnight now and all they have been doing is pointing out all my flaws and telling me what's wrong with me and things I have to change (like they say I should stop crossing my leg because it makes me look gay, or to stop studying so hard for exams because it makes me a nerd or to stop watching lots of films because it makes me antisocial etc)

I just wish I saw dumbo...",2.2920930232558128,4.350961639534886,3.3524999999999987,90.17375,77.95348837209302,5.695348837209302,25.86627906976745,6.6274283507984215,0.9533883720930234,670,26,137,6,16,215,90,172,0.14800000000000002,0.7829999999999999,0.069,-0.9017,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,3,9,7,1,0,8,0,17,2,1,3,3,28,28,13,0,2,5,1,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,3,1,5,2,3,1,3,0,0,10,9,28,4,15,17,6,14,0,0,6,1,10,3,0,3,9,100,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977552090972833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086640402717918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223880483459472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050035001179177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815840017408679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632942755459885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232517093527114,0.0,0.0,0.1783580729362305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515840317286383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585205791631975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954416550477514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672527952238342,0.0,0.0,0.1384211971154716,0.0,0.0,0.3260448497677357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807890183826761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391469889522616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294786191078532,0.0,0.0,0.2594881494712889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40836692540318986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423092407277824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081683848760828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30866297023253003,0.0,0.0,0.11054206028802174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872315229958021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801483791231554,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Funkadelic_Pirate,2019/05/05,"Currently at an end of the year college banquet. Music and dancing have started, and I was on the verge of tears so I left. Apparently i’m getting an award, and people have seen me. A lot of my friends are in the Black Student Union at my school, so i’m in the office alot. My best friends are the president and vice president, and i went to talk to one of them. I told her that I wanted to leave because there was “too many people”, and she didn’t understand. I leave parties without her alot and say the same thing. She told me I can’t leave because i’m winning an award. I got upset and left. The problem is that now multiple people have seen me. If i leave for good, people will be confused, and later they will all question me, which makes my anxiety worse. I’m currently away from the party. Should I leave and cause confusion? (Maybe my friends being upset with me too), or should I stay? When I walk in i want to cry, it’s too much pressure.",2.272058823529413,4.118917750000001,3.441789215686274,90.5027205882353,77.22916666666666,6.39264705882353,25.356617647058826,7.285733465282438,1.0874389705882357,736,27,156,9,17,238,107,192,0.145,0.693,0.162,0.8875,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,4,8,14,0,5,14,0,16,0,0,2,1,30,32,15,0,6,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,6,0,1,9,4,29,8,19,17,7,22,0,0,3,0,14,10,0,8,8,109,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853647480238805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087362485536916,0.0,0.0,0.1411011931481347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145607905698708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889107651719973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712876886874538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250629833858606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682482570615391,0.0,0.06046643056197142,0.0,0.0,0.09707249696569402,0.09256334668939438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.612729925366464,0.25149145910645954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839322104154108,0.0,0.0,0.07725358938556956,0.11733648400587245,0.11627072849282835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507807710594566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842460304007033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209425540432206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074215998484496,0.0,0.0,0.12964897930414773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203661473469912,0.0,0.11712935926009385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191738140862495,0.12335743742573245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302290112284614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688877155093839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117829677585812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048355876310332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652625773545804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728691870327872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156380083866957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794320853731168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745291385432824
socialanxiety,TheDarkHorse3,2019/05/05,"Phone calls give me incredible anxiety Hi! It's my first time posting here. I've got to make some phone calls in order to sort out some problems but I just can't get myself to press the dial button. 

I try psyching myself up beforehand, rehearsing what I'm going to say, typing out the number, but I never press dial. My heart starts pounding, my hands shake and I feel sick, so I just end up putting it off because I get overwhelmed. 

Is there any way I could try and find a way to cope with this or at least make it bearable?",2.0557009345794413,4.07420358878505,3.2502897196261697,90.81749065420559,78.53271028037383,5.775327102803737,21.914953271028036,6.742157984588678,0.463759626168224,412,12,86,4,10,133,75,107,0.098,0.875,0.027000000000000003,-0.8043,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,3,0,3,3,2,2,1,20,13,6,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,5,13,0,13,11,3,19,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,4,5,52,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805610424238146,0.0,0.1553047297693216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237551117825218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414598851261971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208971649541232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798096547062677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264969767445106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855506108511217,0.1726831326259424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212132291905734,0.19474899525030973,0.1153772192524757,0.0,0.16236839761495314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405719098222733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710261019543642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657648418258624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443076223127956,0.0,0.0,0.19425644932108174,0.0,0.20408458493651596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144443984424453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436939612907854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837877238299767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27566560603434725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222852463202682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,629060311,2019/05/27,"Is it ok to use dating as exposure therapy? I’m going out with someone for the 2nd time. But I’m in it for better social skills. Is it a shitty thing that I’m not in it for romantic reasons? And how do I let them know that they’re not for me, when the time comes?",0.6755932203389818,1.9224731694915318,3.4120000000000026,91.61732203389832,80.01694915254237,6.753898305084746,20.274576271186444,7.554174236665415,0.4652481355932205,203,5,49,3,5,72,42,59,0.059000000000000004,0.804,0.13699999999999998,0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,3,0,11,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,10,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28159610244678746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274270657324509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095224345203545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498255888895373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255823082386988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273649475525332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245654491154051,0.2697765821941024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641144985216989,0.0,0.21152869143450592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713194784652717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27499261351272275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hyatt_Wyatt33,2019/05/27,Anybody? Anybody else just look in a random direction and make a gesture like: IDK WTF IM DOING? Like you were looking at a camera in a reality TV show,2.253,4.563876966666665,4.830000000000002,78.245,79.33333333333334,6.666666666666668,30.0,7.793537801064563,2.392,119,6,21,2,3,42,24,30,0.20600000000000002,0.647,0.147,-0.4635,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,3,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386316696731982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378653481599135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960831621702815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6808114802410026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705852660297393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,O5Beta,2019/05/27,I signed up for a gym 2 weeks ago. Never went because i hate being around alot of people 👌,0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,2.4700000000000024,95.165,84.0,4.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.1705,70,1,16,0,2,24,19,20,0.0,0.8240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.4585,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778812465536273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794893649040208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598630341460121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208741027251386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287818957095269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955365012140023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34194492308624524,0.0,0.0,0.3951760236235691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,maruku0,2019/05/27,"I Can’t Talk I feel like the one major “character flaw” I hold is how afraid I am of talking. It’s just talking. Everyone does it on a daily basis for hours. What’s so difficult about it? It’s ruined so many opportunities for me, this fear, and it strikes at any given time. I’ll freeze up and confuse just about anyone around me. 

I’ve almost begun to think maybe my voice is underdeveloped from how seldom I use it. It’s very soft, bashfully low, and of course, awkward. I can’t speak in a natural flow, my speech being scattered with random pauses and stuttering. 

My biggest wish right now is to just be able to talk, to hold conversations with people face-to-face, to discuss deep topics that I’ve only discussed pitifully through a screen. 

I’ve begun to realize it’s because of my deep-rooted fear of rejection, or being wrong. I just don’t know how to rid myself of such frivolous worries so I can truly enjoy my life and pursue the vocal abilities I’ve been striving for for years now.",3.9913945578231282,5.514265826530616,5.3396734693877566,80.05294557823132,71.85714285714286,8.083809523809524,26.842176870748297,8.648137234880735,2.0093895238095243,786,27,148,14,15,263,121,196,0.17600000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.107,-0.9349,0,0,0,2,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,16,15,0,5,5,0,12,1,0,4,0,27,18,12,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,11,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,12,0,1,2,7,16,3,27,13,1,17,0,4,1,0,8,9,0,4,8,91,27,0,0.17049885857741776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072997835618908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594507048763067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921676621324985,0.0,0.0,0.15178013199105508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393452167560302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492047001126307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291896593878855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837172348077156,0.08620934581423985,0.12180441863499004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167907031319093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937017137437865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042838606351546,0.08329713007092346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728590817434716,0.1712890200451969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553443911720038,0.12967206492094285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182024407292174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560509363517868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481620965702082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924878413423893,0.0,0.0,0.09941925555199263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725627123430696,0.0,0.14067941441134071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606527298877985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314986709691305,0.0,0.0,0.18641373649518456,0.0,0.10979567489919846
socialanxiety,anxlad1001,2019/05/27,"SA rant. I’m done for Warning: This is a useless rant. My depression stems from my social anxiety. I am in my mid 20s and have done very little in life. I went to a very small high school, with a class of only 10 so never got the chance to make a lot of connections. My only close connections now are family and cousins, and even around them I’m not comfortable. A huge factor for my SA was that I suffered from severe acne from 17-23. It’s mostly cured now but it has crippled me to my absolute core. I could not even look somebody in the eyes for years. At 17 if I knew I would eventually have the skin I have now, I would have been filled with hope, but it’s just too late. Mind you I was never bullied, was just extremely self conscious. On top of that, I just can’t stand my parents for some reason. They’ve never been abusive, but it’s just the way they treated me growing up. Treating me like some little fucking bitch, “don’t do this, don’t do that, don’t go out with friends you’ll eventually get corrupted, etc..” My friends in high school were genuinely harmless like myself, no drugs, no partying, etc. I remember once after I finished high school I was going to watch a movie with them and my mother was like “You’re going to become like your druggie uncle, he used to hang out with his mates the same way.” There were a few incidents like this where my intention was to solely catch up with friends, eat and come home, and I’d get these fucking rants “Come home, it’s late” bla bla. Eventually I thought to my self “You know what? You wanna treat me like a bitch? I’ll fucking make sure I show you what a bitch is. You want to undermine the importance of social interaction for healthy growth? Ok, no problem.” I vouched to stop seeing people, cut myself away from everyone, and promised myself to never give my parents the pleasure of seeing their son get happily married and give them grandkids, to ensure they see everyone of my cousins around my age surpass me in life in building their own family, buying a home, etc. while I rot in my bedroom playing video games because this is what they fucking deserve. I was ready to ruin my entire life just to send a message across, and even 8-9 years later these feelings are fresh as they’ve ever been. I have been unemployed for a year and have not been looking for work, because this is my way of ensuring they aren’t “proud”. Who the fuck are they to deserve a son to be proud of after how they treated me. I overheard my father once blatantly lying to my aunties and uncles about my salary, saying it was more than it was. I thought to myself, “how fucking dare you? How fucking dare you lie and use me as a way to boast? To seem proud.” At the moment, every single one of my cousins is surpassing me in life, and I honestly don’t give a fuck. I worked for 3.5 years after I graduated and have earned enough savings to just chill at home for another solid 5 years (maybe more). Btw, I left my last job purely out of social anxiety, which is a direct cause of how my parents raised me and just being self conscious in general with the acne and all that as a teen (the work story is an entire other chapter which hurts a lot). This also brings me joy, because like I said, my father was lying about my salary to other to boast, and now I’m thinking “cmon boast now. Your son has been chilling for a year doing fuck all, how about you tel everyone that”. There were phases where I moved on, example when I found a job, but ultimately my SA got the better of me and fucked me in the ass. It’s come too far. I recall one night while working I was stressed out from work with deadlines, etc. and felt very sick. I came home and immediately went to bed. Now imagine at 7 fucking pm, my mothers knocking on my door saying to come downstairs because my Aunty, uncles and cousins are here. I politely say I’m sick let me go to sleep, since I was too anxious to spend time with them anyway, but I kept getting bangs on the door over and over again. I was so fucking pissed I would have blown every cunt sitting in that living room that second if I could. I stayed in my room, unable to sleep because of being furious, and when they left, I can hear my mother screaming “God fucking kill sons like mine. I told him a million times to come downstairs and he didn’t listen” bla bla. She ranted to the point of saying I’m the worst human on the planet, a shit son who deserves to die. And in my head I was thinking “you dumb fucking bitch, be grateful your son has been so good, who works, who has never done drugs, never gone out late nights, never done basically anything you despise. And after all that, I’m apparently the worst of all.” I wanted to quit work that day just to fuck everything in my life up as punishment to her. As a result of everything, I am probably the most bland fucking 25 year old on the planet. Literally have no stories to tell, very little experiences, never had a girlfriend, never touched a girl, I haven’t even been to a friend’s house, because I have none (cousins don’t count). A shit life all in all. Blessed no doubt, being in a beautiful country with so many opportunities. I’m healthy, go to the gym, eat well and all, but I just can’t seem to connect with people. Everyone always tells me, “have you found work?” I say, “I’ve been looking, waiting for something close to home” bla bla bla. They ask, “get married it’s getting late”. I laugh and say “hey there’s no one left for me!” Little do they know, I just don’t give af anymore and want to become a shit person. I mean, why would I want to marry a poor girl and bring her into my family? I barely talk to my parents, hate my fucking sister to the point where I don’t care if she died tomorrow, and love my little bros but even I barely talk to them because I just can’t be fucked.",3.967555255504777,5.064282374137932,4.7326713751558,86.02428541753224,71.3793103448276,7.383464894058995,26.993144993768176,7.650860559142518,1.4127969464063153,4534,151,924,52,83,1462,435,1160,0.17300000000000001,0.687,0.141,-0.9938,12,0,4,0,0,1,144.0,0,15,16,16,53,83,34,2,53,1,91,41,10,13,20,160,183,60,3,16,24,23,4,8,6,5,10,10,12,7,37,58,2,3,19,5,3,23,32,45,1,5,47,22,149,38,143,122,27,145,1,5,8,20,107,66,29,13,57,613,186,17,0.0,0.038670938919377534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026100762793854367,0.027157603282195488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034224006404377554,0.04993627889736035,0.036871884446346,0.032368331751506364,0.0,0.0,0.02685846386634863,0.0581098488604305,0.030512318234419473,0.0,0.03066467038669232,0.0,0.0,0.13927163874170484,0.07209267199251675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02886584227099588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03732941453091003,0.03327682782990398,0.03352842977214494,0.0,0.14057462914259802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052117905883043325,0.0,0.0,0.02104894378464215,0.0,0.028111240346174557,0.0,0.06774661307766146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336008723099418,0.0,0.0,0.07569991764893674,0.0667940689426137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03372399315228482,0.1456009157996318,0.10778614137549256,0.0295231273106464,0.05499819508726075,0.12474882401286305,0.05866623286227075,0.03192642977466855,0.09230519208438104,0.0,0.016502858410734872,0.0,0.03133779761201064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157221991772231,0.10086479279305666,0.5431229453543258,0.1023126981464944,0.12523817086891098,0.09274522752061784,0.02737537999203982,0.052207512285433584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03222347285649582,0.03349621707964589,0.0,0.036785631992767374,0.0,0.0,0.10345217474717178,0.1964327000366433,0.03241710447442034,0.0,0.03766010943458499,0.03493987623242071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477676969046754,0.0,0.036109340912357984,0.0,0.035874210624191896,0.026604495324915843,0.1472692789916429,0.0,0.10638452403606592,0.03337477853629383,0.13831998735649162,0.12756303675409225,0.16356029169938716,0.028820135235142118,0.0,0.08222362262327236,0.0,0.0,0.05549567382829088,0.02945725660358042,0.0,0.04357251397224034,0.03309001969657633,0.03278946636725892,0.035552576251229234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03295528552846942,0.0,0.0,0.03468924939858172,0.0,0.0,0.2265533797673444,0.0,0.0,0.06125749364444686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03424830849673008,0.0695172517110273,0.06634948237827447,0.0496456551666459,0.0,0.0,0.14496346809560234,0.0,0.0,0.04525444717701006,0.028498423927019925,0.0,0.0,0.061707311490332165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03518950799253639,0.03123035674868635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03471475125641525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0335575132574498,0.0,0.0,0.03697272672713695,0.0,0.03104640946386495,0.1557312759205388,0.0,0.09909482556431194,0.07802527722697253,0.05942519671451051,0.10214630584089836,0.036871884446346,0.10050795311001416,0.026998662567544032,0.0,0.06532355696628639,0.0998116271429996,0.0,0.02512648673822122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034787986607237836,0.0,0.027287002962333117,0.03738695648696165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0307611243679582,0.0,0.0,0.05246670984676168,0.057054463989301925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041826491062746975,0.0,0.05182218215891965,0.038063202595470656,0.0,0.0,0.031187206003215763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056377864170525524,0.0,0.10771975754637833,0.07700344178269503,0.1036267599103894,0.0,0.0,0.029345668287571774,0.06051189079261654,0.02945090577444104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19008803058271626,0.0,0.0,0.09274098485874224,0.0,0.0,0.14712554908069836
socialanxiety,withoutconviction,2019/05/27,"Social Anxiety and CBD oil: my experience so far So I’ve struggled with social phobia off and on since middle school, and while I’ve been able to get by with this being a part of my life, it was becoming more of a problem in my adult life and has held me back from really networking and getting out there in terms of building a solid career. I’ve never taken any medication and while I feel like it’s been awhile incredibly beneficial for many I’ve also been wary of any drugs I take that I might have difficulty going off of them one day, or the other potential side effects. That’s when I decided to give CBD oil a try as I’ve heard there are little to no side effects and the effects can be felt within days instead of weeks. 
I live in Canada whee I have access to medicinal cannabis so I understand this is not an option for everyone but here is my experience. I got the whole prescription over the phone with a government approved clinic and the entire process cost me nothing. After that two week long process I was able to order CBD oil from a trusted health Canada distributer who ironically grows their cannabis is the old Hershey factory I used to go to as a kid! 
Anyways, I’ve been taking it twice a day for about two weeks now and for anyone curious this is how it’s gone so far:
-The cbd oil has no “high” effects whatsoever and doesn’t make me feel sleepy, if anything I feel more clear-headed throughout the day.  
-social interactions are already so much easier, I don’t get the burning feeling in my gut when I’m on my way to work, and in conversation I don’t get the sweats and shortness of breath like I usually do. 
-the internal dialogue of “why did you say that?! Oh no that person is judging me. I’m standing like an idiot” all of those thoughts just don’t hang around as much as they used to. It’s felt like a breath of fresh air. 

The best way I can explain it is if you are in a room with two doors on the opposite ends of the room. Going about your day is going from one door to the other. With social anxiety the room is filled with people and noises and objects and I can’t seem to navigate and find the other door. With CBD oil the room is empty (or nearly) and I can easily see the door on the other end. 
The cost for this type of medication costs about $80-100 a month which is a lot for many but to me it’s worth it just to be able to get some relief! I’m only two weeks in but it’s changed my life for the better already. I plan to implement other strategies like meditation and CBT therapy, I don’t expect CBD to singlehandedly solve all my problems, but holy moly it is helping a lot.",5.763170426065166,5.409107973684215,6.630511278195492,79.11010275689225,67.0075187969925,9.800100250626569,30.70325814536341,9.3871,2.475445664160401,2070,69,424,36,30,690,248,532,0.048,0.8340000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.9913,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,3,9,22,13,1,1,37,0,39,12,4,8,3,70,73,41,0,5,11,0,6,5,0,1,8,2,8,3,27,27,0,1,16,0,4,8,11,4,0,7,15,14,38,9,72,54,13,67,0,0,1,0,22,31,0,10,29,283,65,5,0.22766924852544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749245140155009,0.060689005263720126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321526407232808,0.0,0.11611090130921667,0.0,0.0,0.0530638773808944,0.0,0.062450797619756485,0.06755796662377662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835453297734557,0.0,0.0,0.08381426597730854,0.0,0.0,0.07964161008367747,0.06711831632517147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028129235828847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447130511531793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880080160289651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443158558695695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251590783912037,0.0,0.1484694742410264,0.0,0.0,0.15348855033330105,0.05421565221234705,0.14573212126018922,0.0,0.0693618561920169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982463094213996,0.07280036287743702,0.17251957410253158,0.0,0.060695965342484975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788477718896372,0.08066725496283889,0.0,0.0,0.050867299408270436,0.0801816869920842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080952321309888,0.18537949135264514,0.07606146596004418,0.06701203918065175,0.06716004020385784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129037502377971,0.0,0.0,0.050656997090473006,0.15388058926882936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290187724642998,0.0,0.08050703147082727,0.0,0.0,0.06057447402722565,0.0,0.11157539575045217,0.0,0.05853085327559567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281826141124925,0.0,0.07963352607920568,0.0,0.10284971661820094,0.0577175742242834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821812033155815,0.0,0.052612396898587606,0.06626400206670872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523248229014646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861691680322868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035057480065159,0.0,0.07680447806294245,0.06047430487926731,0.06908717773286116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277678501644736,0.0,0.0,0.3094401704095409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933644361743387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411929406903835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678654242019809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024798414245315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051524158382268107,0.0,0.2965330322315738,0.07900390563409107,0.0,0.13108875485462612,0.08358183746053814,0.0,0.0,0.12047550156550753,0.2434967178263146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847869503596359,0.08472819514702007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552486414847278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snoozeflu,2019/05/27,"I still have not seen Avengers: Endgame because I can't stand being around people Seeing everyone else go to the cinema and watch it and clap and cheer and enjoy it makes me hate myself. 

I guess I will have to wait until Christmas so I can catch it on DVD. 

I hate this disorder.",1.7402380952380982,4.128544928571428,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,81.85714285714286,5.8761904761904775,20.047619047619047,7.1686216300943375,0.4841047619047618,220,6,45,3,6,70,43,56,0.172,0.721,0.107,-0.6155,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,8,2,5,11,0,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260000492705716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804060709594227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347327219874904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439835074310807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790813979374266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598773064704694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217434178250405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5767090421798153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495619629676064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024816583400118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327386369131993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332441333743822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,volksmacke,2019/05/27,"What are the little things you do to overcome your social anxiety? I've have deep-rooted multilayered social anxiety. In addition I have diagnosed ADHD and Bipolar II Disorder.

Recently I have moved to another country to pursue my studies. There I visited a local psychiatrist, but didn't tell him anything about my diagnosis done by previous shrink. I come as an apathetic mess, unable to express myself in a more than one or two words responses. I was in this state for about three weeks. So he thought I was merely depressed and prescribed me a certain antidepressive. He told me that I might not feel the effects sooner than in two weeks. 

I took the pill and it shoot me out of mysery in two hours. I must admit that I might have gone full manic. Anyway, after few days it has stabilized, to my normal 'happy' state, but never before have I seen my life with so much clarity. 

At the same time I can just feel that this state is not stable, and that soon I'll plunge into some terrible depression. I hope not, but I make no illusions about this fact. So I write this, when I still have strength and mental faculties at hand.

Sometimes I have difficulty to recognize the grandiose, crazy stuff I tell myself and which causes me only trouble in my life. So I just want to know now whether some of you find yourselves stuck in similar behavioral patterns, and if so, what measures do you take to overcome it. Here there are:

1. All my life I must have been better than anyone else around me. If that was not the case, I used to become anxious and started to avoiding this social circle. At least for now, I don't care about my lacks of skills or that I'm not smart enough, or that I'll be just a dork. I just jump in the biting water. I can feel the intense anxiety, but somehow I have willpower to partially overcome it and function.
2. I was prisoner of other people's thoughts. Most of time I was frozen, because somebody might think something bad about me, or that I'm stupid. Why,  I was of course the special flower. I'm unfrozen for now, but sometimes pretty arrogant at the same time. 
3. I used to function on two major rewards. One was, that I'd just do anything to please other people, expecting in exchange that they would like me. Won't work, and if it does, they won't treat you seriously. And the other was, I would never miss opportunity to show myself off. I think, that I have crafted this to be very subtle, but my actions were directed towards this goal. I'd even say it was the purpose of my life. If you manage to impress people, then good. But what else does it do than making you fleetingly proud? Sooner or later they will see through you that you are not true to yourself. Nobody really likes such persons. Moreover by next actions you will become even more seriously frozen, because you have to show yourself off in a more grandiose way. I now identify these tendecies, and try to correct my behaviour and thought patterns. But even now it is a incredibly difficult fight.",4.756801713586293,6.384028064912286,5.333802529579766,80.43192778457774,70.10526315789474,8.17951856385149,29.92248062015504,8.70740988407696,2.4223019175846594,2367,95,431,41,43,761,278,570,0.149,0.7390000000000001,0.111,-0.975,2,1,1,1,1,1,73.0,0,11,3,9,33,31,2,1,19,0,50,9,1,6,9,93,80,39,0,13,29,0,4,2,0,11,7,1,0,1,37,19,1,1,12,2,1,8,13,14,0,7,21,7,68,17,65,46,16,59,0,3,2,0,30,24,0,17,25,329,105,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780465904212356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533552076199312,0.1867697040319618,0.09193784688815708,0.0,0.056903785154071865,0.08338488797675786,0.1339399586255846,0.07244672285462278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795009126521771,0.09921872366409518,0.17975878203488382,0.06924959935771806,0.0,0.0,0.07197525775690343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297378742334563,0.08360114187484298,0.0,0.07010289235028462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248428714420191,0.0,0.14018740563930696,0.08260043415383372,0.0,0.0,0.09327016455945383,0.0,0.14243486833051236,0.08328145365359063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359674772921667,0.0,0.0,0.08408876751074977,0.0,0.1612549927064115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344668241658875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438114886152768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825887887221055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663204107953354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083011846230719,0.08014431140456303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472510332906654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299284311990765,0.07951770785374326,0.08156556835125776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086454673598574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201333612293192,0.25899849662272306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649557644694658,0.059824711853324226,0.0,0.12553274521466418,0.0,0.08655006962438393,0.0,0.07973651840249285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029232062311528,0.06189424153266539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692589013841599,0.07105912200849827,0.0,0.08933236717992436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279416722176139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213502527842757,0.0,0.08035434008064586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647177762327917,0.0,0.0,0.06485045989931135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24887434509304845,0.0,0.06265139754214054,0.16097662213086048,0.0,0.05760219207172657,0.0,0.06499131179403743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316226224199507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061188704182188164,0.0,0.1422619064172658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406620317785135,0.10429186327027516,0.0,0.19382328515117814,0.14236249156403286,0.0,0.0,0.0777634399067773,0.09041775851024474,0.05525264612277635,0.0,0.31799131141642417,0.0,0.0,0.14057484508375193,0.0,0.06714819926371958,0.048000873475698584,0.06459678783180108,0.1305585419008512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343407874224962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924664725373489,0.0,0.0,0.11562205992762738,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thakurfrommountains,2019/05/27,"Facing social Anxiety alongwith a low self esteem. Help!!! Lately i have been doing a lot of introspection to find the reason of why I cannot just chill and hangout with people? Why, I feel suffocated in a crowd? The moment I step in a crowded place I start reacting abnormally (like walking extra fast or hands getting stationary while move or in an attempt to make a straight face, make stupid looking faces instead)  I always feel as if all eyes are looking at me and everyone is judging me . 
On reading up about social Anxiety I tried convincing myself that nobody cares about me. Everyone has their own life and problems to deal with. This only made me feel worse as somehow now i feel as if i am a nothing and have no importance in anyone's life. 
This contradictory feeling is killing me. 
Has someone else felt this too? How to cope up with this?",4.6235961538461545,6.637599975000002,5.435000000000002,78.01769230769231,71.125,7.9230769230769225,31.05769230769231,8.617729084823388,2.6747836538461542,676,30,117,12,13,220,108,160,0.139,0.764,0.09699999999999999,-0.8461,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,2,0,9,0,11,7,5,6,1,29,25,13,1,3,5,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,8,2,0,3,2,4,0,0,3,10,16,3,22,22,4,20,0,1,3,0,8,11,0,6,7,83,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986110529751362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22039564835261266,0.0,0.0,0.1007230804997414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686853339161468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850918227850604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033525646461933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752918174585319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641799368532384,0.0,0.1383105504684918,0.0,0.13165905262994276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526015801407578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096553650920134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936993660104976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249462786613764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349349188405128,0.0703755336101256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419313709137771,0.0,0.0,0.12246612367023828,0.0,0.13630355396963928,0.19230893208930736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310230920049656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821982048784928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955648478366636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998661038292084,0.0,0.15050154744288932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783635617018233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440889407337562,0.0,0.0,0.14810734910141646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027552312485906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936815846521216,0.12205306260529633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019593022378568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978004663166049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25996536450267005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679921451800948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cerjcarter,2019/05/27,"My teenage daughter has social anxiety Has anyone else here dealt with their teen child having social anxiety? If so, how did you deal with it?",5.9026923076923055,7.930284653846152,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,67.84615384615384,8.276923076923078,28.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.392830769230769,115,4,19,2,2,35,22,26,0.135,0.865,0.0,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48881741300139897,0.0,0.0,0.2233945906256892,0.32735490026718955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293797986981533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26689260517424274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6513589244109033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UtsuhoAzako,2019/05/27,"Anyone know what to do when you want to socialize but your body is just saying no fam? Examples when your energy is at the low but mentally you have stuff to say
When your throat tightens making it harder to speak
When your jaw becomes so stiff and rigid
Lastly when your head is just feeling I guess somewhat preassureized 
Anyone know what to do to alleviate the synptoms?",10.556952380952383,8.298526885714287,9.187142857142854,70.75452380952382,58.71428571428571,12.761904761904766,37.61904761904762,11.20814326018867,4.015190476190476,302,10,54,6,3,93,47,70,0.10400000000000001,0.823,0.073,-0.5276,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,7,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,0,6,5,4,1,0,14,12,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,7,12,1,8,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,2,6,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552911910663299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805907884725159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822048737334089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846104674824765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798772081694671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607402306353685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792509354048069,0.20709390049813567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958791668131962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560340739684052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040795482876137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25898354053410666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908394496497189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498519603153746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ronnieveroni,2019/05/27,"Embarrassment, help! So today I emarrassed myself. We played volleyball in school and I absolutely  fucking suck at it, it is one of my worst fears...I get petrified and anxious when standing on the field waiting for the ball to come schooting my way. I have way to much fear to take the ball and even more when I don't do it properly. And I felt like everybody laught or where either annoyed with me. It just makes me feel worthless. And I get this compressive feeling in my chest of pure shame and disgust with myself, these thoughts follow for the whole day (or multiple days) and I try to avoid/pacify/ameliorate them but it never works. Eventually these kind of moments just get burried somehere deep in my memory and it hurts so bad when they unitentinally emerge again. And I truly don't know how to help myself...I still have a whole year of having to play volleyball (social activity that exposed you, duh) and it is making my life bitter. And I hate the way other people treat me because I'm not the sporty type. Just that condescension in their eyes. It's like if you are good at everything else but not at sport you are not as good/worthy as everybody else. And thats the worst treatment a sa person can receive, the feeling of exclusion and ridicule. Alright, I vented and now let's go back to rethinking it 1000 more times!",5.2321568627451,6.552415686274513,5.483235294117649,80.98289215686276,68.60784313725489,8.647058823529411,29.46078431372549,8.998388855275968,2.3671960784313724,1060,39,199,19,18,336,152,255,0.18899999999999997,0.7,0.111,-0.9736,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,3,3,1,15,23,7,3,10,2,12,4,2,3,2,43,32,27,0,1,12,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,16,18,0,1,7,5,0,4,6,15,0,1,2,6,27,8,26,29,8,32,0,2,1,1,12,10,2,3,16,138,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598693312510958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088147083739164,0.11815738585042515,0.08626496887110281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190085909278815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252826601739527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23643178954408706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346795586165776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271826969999324,0.0,0.0,0.15924138959001558,0.2146595687314128,0.0,0.13587460533525333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082642380759432,0.22180399614476765,0.0,0.08042505948958227,0.2373886638986657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971472121670592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970626850971395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149251878897962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147363940372103,0.07777180564226455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470655908609195,0.0999547677468641,0.13827213935804594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889219597606277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402828650006647,0.0,0.10914349588802323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958928239944468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981072477710535,0.12356363238099714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321864053773642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425461135710402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301240898412444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640011212822564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234545955705792,0.08251732770897076,0.0,0.13413771130737012,0.0,0.0,0.09607799056081172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336979131701938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31598826605468794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302309871196544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112968746730056
socialanxiety,Irishkatie,2019/05/27,Doing well I found out that I have social anxiety 2 years ago and I am 29. I have been getting help and am on meds for it over the past few weeks my social anxiety has been slowing down and I have been going out more with my friends and meeting new people which hasn't been to bad. I am doing plenty of exercise and feeling good about myself which has giving me more confidence. It's a good feeling when things are looking up.,4.118620689655174,5.002252988505749,4.9845402298850585,85.15198275862069,70.83908045977013,7.639080459770115,27.143678160919546,7.793537801064563,1.5230781609195407,338,11,68,4,6,110,59,87,0.036000000000000004,0.69,0.27399999999999997,0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,16,1,0,0,0,11,23,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,3,10,4,11,18,3,14,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,7,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833516199295905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32506641877336945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739728938421387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485481904360051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329541340088103,0.1641479786717251,0.0,0.1110028724469754,0.20381336273454387,0.12074731891984143,0.3564068822534123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424091163265018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784149662656916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359979099268893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519757919564235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028194699567019,0.1472947264216046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331574679270277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115062559094074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042457933402236,0.0,0.1910292778594771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681886597926554
socialanxiety,blindsidetime,2019/05/27,"Anyone else find intimacy cringy? I just finished my freshman year of college, and that was the year in which I began hooking up with people (I’m gay, and from a conservative area, so I didn’t feel safe pursuing anyone throughout high school). However, every single hookup I found myself not feeling anything but embarrassment.

The whole interaction felt cringy, especially the silence during all of it. I even hooked up with one guy in which I had a HUGE crush on and still felt nothing but embarrassment (he could tell I wasn’t into it either which sucked). Is anyone else with SA this way?",5.1980555555555545,7.485158990740743,5.478888888888887,77.155,70.2037037037037,7.7629629629629635,27.74074074074073,8.515128840125781,2.184085185185184,473,17,80,8,9,150,78,108,0.10400000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.057,-0.6141,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,2,5,0,6,1,0,0,1,22,14,6,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,8,4,9,1,12,5,4,15,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,5,54,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797157180608513,0.370948406188788,0.14896228616089768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452804242434292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024344111914973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195605982207492,0.0,0.15251536565324786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305615163142003,0.0,0.3476110918898396,0.0,0.16544705695572415,0.0,0.0,0.19847675499253853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923615434587115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912553219144128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369153169390472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226623958570621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549500120297571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831997520561857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456110760043578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821760011709948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368356228889415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020999912320415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233139151248517
socialanxiety,rationality2016,2019/05/27,"People who are not socially anxious are clueless, they are not better, they just don't get the reality of the human condition. Every day 8 Billion people wake up trying to elevate themselves from their current condition, and given that social status is a zero sum game by proxy they are trying to push you down the hierarchy...it's only normal that you're very suspicious of your rivals and competitors once you find yourself toe to toe with them...hence the anxiety.",10.085235294117648,8.885721964705887,10.050441176470589,60.85448529411767,58.764705882352935,12.735294117647054,38.897058823529406,11.698219412168324,4.861294117647058,377,15,56,9,4,125,65,85,0.11199999999999999,0.868,0.021,-0.769,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,4,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,6,3,3,0,0,8,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,7,1,10,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,2,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033563408092274,0.28107955421663394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004837017282555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045905503765276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096294831410318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274038480534878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999067816186072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437767013907105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649698871471362,0.0,0.1892279013205744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449810073402625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072520356048047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33784539593084484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529071056510956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,meiwakuP,2019/05/27,"Does anyone have any idea for how to deal with intense rumination/feeling petrified that someone hates you following an online discussion? Having unintentionally annoyed someone due to a misunderstanding, and irrespective of the fact that this person said their frustration was nothing personal, I now have the usual social anxiety habits of intense rumination and feeling intense panic at how ‘hated I must be’ and how worthless I feel.

Outside of medication, does anyone have any practical tips on how to deal with this? No matter how objective my brain is about this, it doesn’t do anything for my emotional responses.",14.766359223300974,12.164000757281554,13.469975728155346,44.35311893203885,51.1359223300971,16.51359223300971,52.93446601941746,14.554592549557764,7.898458252427185,510,28,65,16,4,166,72,103,0.222,0.708,0.07,-0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,7,6,4,1,4,0,10,2,1,5,2,16,16,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,3,7,0,13,12,0,6,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306898802341618,0.0,0.12975604992946468,0.0,0.0,0.2371994031654211,0.0,0.13957981072774234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934795149227776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497340353995309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968648365523122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079557348267034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572893816525915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349220763094738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914762228799404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087063656030538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275147048065944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990082507176444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962049235255227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613439986108701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290251711557109,0.28743078012355266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680845557892695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AdAstraAmerica,2019/05/27,"Sent this girl from work a Facebook friend request - she ignored it, FML On Friday I sent a Facebook friend request to this girl from work, it’s now Monday and she still hasn’t accepted/denied it but has posted. FML  
The one positive is that I only see her during breaks but still, I feel like I have to change my entire break routine around now just to avoid the awkwardness. I went back and fourth on sending the request too, guess I should have went with my instincts haha

I saw her on “people you may know” since we have a mutual friend but she’s probably thinking I went out of my way to search for her or something. Ughhhh",2.576666666666668,4.855314838709682,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,78.03225806451613,6.068817204301076,22.43010752688172,7.1686216300943375,0.7736204301075271,496,15,98,6,12,156,78,124,0.051,0.7859999999999999,0.162,0.9446,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,2,8,8,0,2,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,19,19,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,2,3,0,0,6,1,3,0,1,6,3,19,5,14,11,0,21,0,0,2,0,19,5,0,3,7,67,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643169432398256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193201723230014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952630787886093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333010847385333,0.1318652809208595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42782234226974397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333767207273604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144133475664348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901773480781459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250774104991878,0.14038278298941828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796578504264516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677834948183976,0.0,0.19901040876340545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470878035399192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268797946171325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210009408549476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948145415099677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182725698424326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651244806383704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133275573605356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687555099898001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PrimateOfGod,2019/05/27,"How do I recover from this incident! Last night I went over to a friends and tried my best to socialize. Did fine at the beginning but then I didn’t know how to keep up give enthusiastic responses to what they were talking to and I just ended up saying little bits and pieces every now and then to literally saying nothing for at least an hour straight. I don’t know why I can’t interact with people the way I used to.

How do I accept that this just happened? Now my only friends will think this of me. I don’t know how I can move on, this just completely ravaged my confidence and I can’t enjoy myself even alone just thinking about this. Just knowing that no matter how hard I try I’m not who I used to be when I was a teen, I lost all confidence and it’s getting worse. And On tip of that I have no idea how to talk to them again after what just happened.",2.7503431763766955,4.090577877094976,4.162909018355947,87.98934357541903,74.69832402234637,7.572386272944933,25.076217079010377,8.192908349453996,1.3422686352753397,676,22,148,11,14,224,104,179,0.08900000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9537,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,18,7,0,0,5,0,14,0,0,8,1,35,31,17,0,0,8,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,12,8,0,1,8,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,6,3,23,6,24,23,5,24,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,0,12,112,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551022035574963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715983640427245,0.0,0.1634949253435099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701647024798354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326394957121989,0.0,0.0,0.09891252229917237,0.0,0.12617601225355238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314024544117564,0.0,0.07824140552578664,0.14365974153421296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648577313305516,0.0,0.13415209205028472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747963810438594,0.0,0.0,0.1690564608805864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311014378053473,0.0,0.0,0.3292082463522897,0.12207124698511085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009500102258244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634765242409091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591670835829235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405359986166884,0.0,0.14369506139581356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389629759128775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038220558415521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381841967436089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265753199670892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407366355941372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919153834224168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334918627881096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25868245563778697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886945842044408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388254480355364,0.13513162902812526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261430718524885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sammiix3,2019/05/27,"Why do people always think I sound sad and how can I fix it? I’ve had social anxiety and depression for 10+ years, so I can see how it can affect the way I talk. I just don’t realize it until people point it out, or I hear myself in an audio recording. I tend to sound very monotone with little energy.",3.7234615384615375,3.6363631538461534,5.996730769230767,81.01201923076924,71.30769230769229,8.961538461538463,23.94230769230769,8.841846274778883,1.5150769230769232,235,5,50,4,4,84,48,65,0.139,0.8320000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.7713,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,11,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,8,0,6,9,0,7,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,1,2,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364772329722487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174122829594486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447811120666677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320314144675944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848431417404377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940571020537783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686609367505775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264706678862646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289706190932646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284292586278072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210393547396428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23449482946189615,0.0,0.2255847947152441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25644636729162845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301553335912812
socialanxiety,Pigb3an,2019/05/27,"Extremely scared and anxious from touching/looking in the wrong places I don't know how the fear came to be, nor do I know when, but I think I may have had it for a very long time now, probably since I was 16 (I am 18, almost 19 now). To be more specific, I have these fears almost exclusively when I'm around women. To put it into perspective a little more, the fear itself comes from a more general fear of treating someone in a sexual manner, whether its intentional or not doesn't matter. For example, I get extremely anxious if I just so happen to be looking anywhere in any direction where it seems as if I'm looking at a girl's butt, or I also get anxious if I walk at a close proximity to people with my arms swaying back and forth, so I'd most likely put my hands in my pockets or something to avoid the risk of touching anyone weirdly and to feel more at ease. 

​

Another bad issue I have regarding this has to do with my peripheral vision.

​

I remember the times when I used to talk to just about anyone with good eye contact, but now those days are just gone. For example, if I happen to be talking to a woman lets say, I do my best to give her eye contact as I'm talking to her, but then my peripheral vision wants to look in other places that they should most definitely not be looking. I know its weird that I'm talking about my eyeballs as if they're their own entity or something, but I'm being genuinely serious. I don't know what it is, its as if my own brain wants to bully and torture me in as many social situations as possible until there is nobody left. Basically, if I'm scared at staring at someone or something, my  mind will find a way to make me look through my peripherals as best as it can. 

​

However, the most embarrassing thing about this problem is that it even happens around members of my *own family.* I just feel as if the females in my family most definitely think that I'm some sort of nasty, creepy pervert who doesn't socialize at all and needs mental help.

​

Its because of all of the following that I never feel even slightly comfortable in any given social situation. When I walk, when I stand, when I'm talking to someone, I never know where I'm supposed to put my hands in a way that doesn't look awkward or uncomfortable. Do I cross my arms? Do I put my hands in my pockets? Do I just leave them hanging down completely still?

​

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me, I over think just about every single little thing in existence, and its extremely depressing.",8.003452380952378,6.426345615079367,8.403571428571428,72.2164285714286,63.087301587301596,11.574603174603176,37.46825396825397,10.504223727775694,3.803442063492064,2026,83,386,40,24,675,221,504,0.168,0.754,0.078,-0.9935,1,1,3,0,0,0,68.0,0,0,3,2,32,26,2,10,18,0,35,10,9,4,4,84,80,47,0,13,27,0,7,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,28,16,0,1,15,0,0,12,11,20,0,0,5,17,52,6,71,65,17,64,0,1,9,2,22,30,2,24,20,278,80,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982334531072907,0.0,0.0,0.04385339929491551,0.0,0.2970811634411521,0.3331668388836012,0.074582540429276,0.05750173012860371,0.0,0.18585174894915196,0.0,0.07668708336242566,0.0,0.0,0.09763371381788394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04216652792715399,0.04578688657732734,0.0334283321932824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150968058320549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121660487681041,0.0,0.0627193057076044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723751095869535,0.05749590544901932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03536554635642626,0.0,0.04723131876691351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243908898035192,0.0,0.04620282228359236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339152352087187,0.2468290032348512,0.08318221713778574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012033336528229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069623523813027,0.05730049143512419,0.05260497133222072,0.0,0.04599495727855246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547743036739222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036756311663233295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057235933564885065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082300068981255,0.0,0.0,0.05806482293430858,0.0595809280645701,0.056074893331319986,0.0,0.02679075334996703,0.10992283769384614,0.0,0.04852931839835236,0.3223468688119817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03660434885753329,0.05559645355545916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055263138709146745,0.0,0.055370078896629205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04066119120077378,0.0845878711840159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03801730542509978,0.0,0.11458669311604848,0.0,0.0,0.06182085900457138,0.0,0.0,0.059123925119601226,0.05247192641225317,0.0,0.2205066829974624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621200139242175,0.0,0.0,0.043608852096192835,0.10980348334881772,0.0,0.0,0.04992185286465907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536201257236725,0.12327893075556914,0.0,0.16769928043665475,0.13939049530969838,0.1266493854427574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04379316887170295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038087495495215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286298124041475,0.10541265564727537,0.0,0.0,0.06395218542254504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736185314566176,0.0,0.04524654678622162,0.06468896534269901,0.08705465269119761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991204093672735,0.3331668388836012,0.0
socialanxiety,oskberg,2019/05/27,"This is me... So today i started thinking when i was home alone. Why i always feel the urge to change something about myself and that i almost never feel proud about myself.
Almost all my life i been the ”quiet kid”. I’ve been called ”shy” and like ”you should take more initiative”.

Now im 20 and though i feel that i have evolved quite a bit i feel that frustrating feeling still. First off i think i have trust issues since i never feel i can trust anyone fully becuase im almost sure they will abondon me for someone better. I’ve never really had a long relationship and how it felt how it feels to be loved, altough i’ve had oportunities but didn’t taken them.
Right now i feel pretty empty and that l will probably never be loved even tough it’s my biggest dream it’s also my biggest fear.

I’ve hade this feeling that is crushing my mind and identity. That I feel like i want to talk and get to know people but i dont dare to do it... it follows me in every social situation. It can be talking to familiy members, with teachers or the boss, friends(especially old ones), or with girls. I know im an open person who is enjoying life at most when I get to try new things and explore, but my insecurity holds me tied and wont let me be free. It’s so frustrating that im starting to feel like it’s hopeless. It’s like two parts of my brain who constantly fights against each other. One part who is threating the other which makes the other part in the end to just give up.

How do i get free from this feeling or just show it less attention?",2.204634791230582,4.22586785942492,3.5483838272557016,88.84613418530351,78.07348242811501,6.106378759502039,22.614189710256692,7.0983637204850245,0.706028621791341,1212,37,251,14,29,396,169,313,0.11,0.7290000000000001,0.161,0.9419,0,1,1,0,1,1,29.0,0,1,2,4,17,22,4,2,9,0,26,5,1,5,6,59,56,24,0,2,8,0,13,4,0,4,2,1,1,3,29,13,0,1,19,2,2,2,7,8,0,4,8,14,35,16,22,39,9,29,0,1,0,2,18,9,0,7,22,167,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456382800152371,0.08468759419520311,0.0,0.06539030807549129,0.06803801326576069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717449601519605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231766879255336,0.08927011720586865,0.0,0.0,0.09128078362432376,0.0834948678075216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865003210580762,0.0,0.0,0.08836279182402276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583217292245057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242269632208702,0.0,0.0,0.054007379374149664,0.0,0.0688935597161693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920123914166256,0.4961358428305803,0.11683098726939822,0.0785106648583952,0.0,0.0,0.06955231683496121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281621327444363,0.078439877797914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820205580001994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35329641448219784,0.08534515884678802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987575203102165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361391840063036,0.11551113988092225,0.15979200183297626,0.0,0.0,0.07236262483145281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759868127842354,0.0,0.054581165592204765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256296149052766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25225989524666464,0.07897260915859443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580237525444873,0.0,0.11081701909458652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656422285784085,0.0,0.05668804138144772,0.07139717467156041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831880475276844,0.08816036476906026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697095549849344,0.0,0.0,0.05238304951002554,0.0,0.0,0.08778885951065353,0.0,0.06982992502032433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763981868505499,0.09191131578092364,0.0,0.08335277529300891,0.0692822569260767,0.062949451770578,0.0,0.0,0.11575245098913513,0.0,0.06530049779868928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706592389870336,0.0,0.061479799875653614,0.1314449829563974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054323414686371606,0.10478801550404483,0.08033721983803935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750705785927108,0.0,0.0,0.055515501948110085,0.0,0.0798760263408608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048229230126458064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737834298906548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,scrawnydani,2019/05/27,"Give me an effective method to get rid of all my complexes Hey everybody ! 
Can anybody tell me a really effective method how to start to start worrying about anything (your body, communication with others, what they will think about you) ? 
I will be very grateful !",5.8221739130434775,8.469187086956524,5.8254347826086965,73.77989130434786,69.43478260869566,10.686956521739132,31.06521739130435,10.686352973137794,4.04193043478261,210,9,35,7,4,66,38,46,0.046,0.762,0.192,0.8261,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,3,1,7,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,7,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838442675218977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831344328997948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802093187960665,0.33088393525557397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209680847185838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882800378327661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30148005895803165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101431001032573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284599631521526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502885520243546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DizzyWazzoo68,2019/05/27,Does anyone else constantly have their stomach / whole tummy tensed for no reason?! I sometimes notice randomly that my whole tummy is tensed up for no obvious reasonand I have to consciously try and relax it and take a few deep breaths lol,10.569767441860467,9.350743302325583,9.534534883720934,64.99854651162794,57.83720930232558,13.251162790697675,40.1046511627907,12.161744961471696,5.101427906976744,194,8,30,5,2,61,35,43,0.18,0.703,0.11800000000000001,-0.2481,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,1,1,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020628452103694,0.27872187560667194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939625094077989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805101029778555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272420771431837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097023951181469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27968712278327196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690397932875201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045290316916296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184687196124368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074126501313879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,opal-vomit,2019/05/27,"If I force myself to change in college, will I be less anxious? I am awkward and shy around people, even if I’ve known them for a long time, it’s only certain people I feel comfortable with. When I go to college in a year I want to be able to get comfortable with everyone and start off with a new reputation. If I were to fake my confidence and do everything the old me wouldn’t, could I possibly become that new person? Or will I always have my inner social anxiety?",3.600766917293232,4.7957666105263215,5.3533834586466185,80.85368421052634,72.36842105263158,8.796992481203008,27.25563909774436,9.23628265651192,2.2857218045112777,368,13,73,8,7,126,66,95,0.105,0.747,0.14800000000000002,0.7181,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,0,1,17,15,8,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,14,3,13,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,8,53,16,2,0.20795617997091567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303620075804418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908590847665532,0.2349312909938621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512508944456785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22967126249059186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999006440378915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603608815840387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735309558934594,0.0,0.0,0.19871104172851944,0.18689760546596712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051488929773719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864852096000058,0.0,0.11818628942951945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403467527491024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016907489457783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821502888470387,0.0,0.0,0.15816004573224435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883412621337316,0.18157931510681585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443934692700266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198513694107912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719245452799834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212609208803406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122657942905682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391696179008913
socialanxiety,throwaway6578756544,2019/05/27,"I sounded like an absolute fool today So today I was sitting in a group with old classmates. They were previously joking around, but then asked me if I had a girlfriend. I was so flustered because I didn't know if they wanted a joke answer or a serious one. I ended up saying ""Well its definitely not you"". And then she was like  ""Bro I'm gay"" and then I start stammering and apologizing. A few minutes later, they asked again if I was single and they said seriously. Even though I was definitely single and they are too, I didn't just want to say yes. So I said ""Depends on how you define single"" while snickering. After that, they were just looking at me like I was stupid and even asked if I knew how to respond to questions. Omg like why can't I just speak and act normally? Do y'all have any tips?",2.712160714285716,4.615226037500001,4.28089285714286,84.72625000000002,76.125,7.071428571428572,24.55357142857143,7.957251820313856,1.3724196428571425,626,21,126,10,14,209,97,160,0.113,0.71,0.177,0.9127,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,6,0,15,12,1,0,6,1,15,1,0,3,0,29,27,23,0,7,10,1,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,9,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,5,1,1,14,7,26,7,10,13,4,19,0,0,1,1,24,5,0,7,16,96,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151998068336142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508045302229159,0.4751066376103098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326645859127656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500407215070608,0.0,0.0,0.2237780855870088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309942439005542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310468743037601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422558026002415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597891147441382,0.0,0.0,0.17775988666512652,0.0,0.1147918148909258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977006011079264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222819736152904,0.26943203107868896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199042713445886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664375263627774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32114835469189595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983648368244866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523135856303446,0.0,0.15285980249651746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jerich0-i,2019/05/27,"Where on the 1-10 attractiveness scale do you think is the line between ugly and attractive? When ever I hear that someone is a 6 or a 7, I judge as unattractive. I mostly say this bc if someone tells me that I’m an 8, then I must be attractive. But if I’m a 7 or below, I have to be unattractive. So for you guys (men or women), where in that scale do you draw the line between being attractive and unattractive? And I mean on pure looks as if you were seeing a picture on social media",4.432352941176472,4.133512627450983,5.847843137254902,83.41529411764708,69.78431372549021,8.368627450980393,28.764705882352942,7.793537801064563,1.6553411764705883,376,12,81,4,6,128,62,102,0.12,0.768,0.11199999999999999,-0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,0,5,4,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,0,3,16,17,15,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,11,4,11,12,1,10,0,0,2,0,11,7,0,7,3,61,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689304956957809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943798986886266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33508571575783064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24966234501863946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32385363020323554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364298379141345,0.0,0.0,0.23691456374365394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030662490610612,0.5038131882054296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598587392326647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905018200877279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FakeMan77,2019/05/27,"Hi guys, question: everytime i think or imagine myself in a relationship or even just spending time with someone i like i get a kinda sharp pain in my stomach. Is social anxiety? (Not to shame people who seriusly have it but i just want to understand) Ps i’m from italy so don’t mind the grammatical errors

Open to questions",2.67421658986175,5.421300016129035,4.232027649769584,80.49661290322581,81.09677419354837,6.768663594470048,28.211981566820285,7.957251820313856,2.3033336405529954,259,12,45,5,7,86,52,62,0.14300000000000002,0.804,0.054000000000000006,-0.6498,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,16,8,4,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,7,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,5,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584745553247768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909262761402907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375500433154736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534908051046979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507387774945672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584977879654622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724133942315196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774855581322628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5735810639800925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748596414400449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609706295055445,0.21691700294326724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640412948134973,0.0,0.0,0.14928187566923776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665161276176661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100172132751047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,totesmcgoatsandboats,2019/05/27,"Not going to a friend's wedding, getting anxiety from regret/potential FOMO brought on my family My friend had invited me to her wedding but it's a destination wedding on the other side of the country. I RSVP'd no because it was going to cost up to 1K to go, I wouldn't know anyone else but her, and to be honest we are not close friends. 

Fast forward to now and my sister said ""you should've gone you could've met your soulmate there or made more friends"".  Then I tell her I'm not close and I didn't get a plus one either and my sister just says ""well... you never know"". 

I know this is dumb AF but it sort of triggered me and now I can't fall asleep. I'm approaching 30 years old, female, still single, but no, I don't need to spend hundreds of dollars to fly across the country to meet someone I'll never see again. I can meet my ""soulmate"" and friends in the big urban city I already live in. 

I guess I'm looking for ... justification in my decision. I'm not trying to be anti-social and I strongly believe I'm not going to lose meeting my soulmate, or new acquaintances. This destination wedding is way out of my budget and honestly the bride is someone I'm not close with and also hasn't been a great friend.

End of rant. Sorry.",1.8244696969696927,3.842837683794471,3.5860721343873543,88.12809370882741,79.27667984189723,5.955797101449275,24.77091567852437,6.996647511020387,1.0152741765480895,966,36,198,11,24,323,142,253,0.10400000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.115,0.7126,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,4,0,2,8,13,1,0,9,0,15,1,1,3,2,43,39,18,0,2,14,2,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,0,6,16,0,0,5,0,4,9,15,2,1,1,9,4,29,11,29,27,3,35,0,1,2,0,27,14,1,4,13,126,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176526217013727,0.10273409541818317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827602514127214,0.0,0.0,0.08982631068706053,0.13162844674964505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831159099252707,0.0,0.0,0.14473702320794465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025695294477212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731673495456442,0.0,0.11378261417281893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110617208249246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.595514391417156,0.0,0.13423621085828474,0.0,0.2920404167169467,0.0,0.0,0.14163405533667486,0.14151961932860965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118044177344222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134377009053996,0.0,0.10787896071498336,0.1437204280778048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155749532162866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952558014612475,0.1981615694372688,0.12407312036755486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480330137488902,0.0,0.08705178602675012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220044362089237,0.1021612017394316,0.0,0.0,0.10237065150133448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769739899721885,0.0,0.0,0.1438070036418924,0.0,0.0,0.10259299534054077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228481699566197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721988077715022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019702137117022,0.0,0.0,0.11550622906222532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272779675930149
socialanxiety,ASaltyYetSpicyVegan,2019/05/27,"Alcohol and Social Anxiety Hello Friends! First I would like to thank this community, as I am a long time lurker who has taken LOTS of advice from here to help with my social anxiety.

So, I’ve always been your typical “awko-taco” at parties, but in more structured areas (sports/school/etc.) I’m very sociable. For a variety of reasons that I’d rather not go into, I don’t drink alcohol, and I feel that this places social barriers in front of me in social situations like parties. To be clear, I’m not judgmental of those who choose to drink, I just choose not to. Any advice on how I can have more fun in social settings? I recently graduated from undergrad, and I’m the stereotypical nice-kid-you-only-see-in-class-but-never-at-parties. I’m starting med school in the fall and I REALLY want to make friends but I literally have mental breakdowns just thinking about going out to bars. I know many people use alcohol to be more outgoing and fun, but this isn’t an option for me.",5.027410390656463,6.043436235602098,6.326387434554977,75.8741401530407,68.84293193717278,9.855980668546113,29.87555376560612,10.035473477838034,3.0103496576721716,775,29,144,19,13,262,117,191,0.013999999999999999,0.752,0.23399999999999999,0.9915,0,0,5,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,5,0,11,6,0,4,1,32,26,11,0,3,9,0,1,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,8,8,6,1,6,3,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,1,14,7,28,21,4,21,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,2,7,88,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22532401102557503,0.0,0.36963624803261297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593217768013708,0.0,0.0,0.07840251175813884,0.0,0.17639612487480072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258845306462029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858105315609944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058295098018707636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806731408535184,0.0,0.0,0.1781486223829888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104619804687528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727779560137568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633614666208575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126516926047582,0.0,0.0,0.10202978966502922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801713330249633,0.0,0.0,0.0769583035167103,0.11688798956174197,0.0,0.0,0.1280634183830555,0.0,0.11618721640473342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892029591549698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992895437587269,0.0,0.12045559862467195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385900575012924,0.118539375174825,0.1138369384951656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333633130149386,0.0918727950168211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959303561481167,0.0,0.5876283613917244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160426915926143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061453812309088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387445664247379,0.0,0.0,0.06722769083341126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957526860220517,0.0,0.09512797220378502,0.0680022071749109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190012705882381,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,connor_the_metalhead,2019/05/27,How can I Explain Social Anxiety to my Mom? She literally doesn't understand it.,2.7300000000000004,5.733579666666667,6.2150000000000025,63.86250000000001,85.66666666666666,11.0,34.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,5.5276666666666685,65,4,10,3,2,24,15,15,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787402980007663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5798400609675293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046789794620881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154031606971071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LionelMessi2019,2019/05/27,"How would you cope with this? Ok, my mind is a mess right now. I always had a deviated nasal septum, so a doctor told me I could use some nasal drops, containing dexamethasone, which is a corticosteroid. The long usage of corticosteroid stunted my growth for three years, it's a common effect. It's called Cushing's Syndrome. I'm 5'5(165cm) and probably would be 5'10 without taking the medication. Also a study confirmed that genital development is also affected. I have a little bit more than a 5.5 inches penis, and very thin, about 4.5 inches in girth. I think about this all the time. I like tall girls, and being shorter makes it harder to get them, and even some shorter girls have this height requirement. How do I accept this? That I will not have the same life as I was naturally meant to be. A girl might not find me as attractive as she would, if i had a larger penis and was taller. This medication fucked my life. I don't want to whine, but this has been deeply affecting my life. And i'm also very shy, so these two more complexes are making my head explode. I need help. Sorry about the bad english, it's not my first language. By the way, It was confirmed that the medication affected my physical development. Thank you. I'm 23 years old, btw.",3.6953151551076857,5.8235914854771815,4.700652045050386,81.80160442600277,73.97925311203319,7.9099782651649875,24.754198774945664,8.704169506293173,1.8073460185734047,992,32,189,20,21,323,144,241,0.078,0.846,0.076,-0.142,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,1,3,12,9,1,0,17,1,25,11,3,9,1,41,40,18,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,0,3,16,7,0,2,6,0,0,1,5,4,0,3,8,3,24,5,16,23,7,20,0,1,0,1,10,9,1,4,9,127,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321539706142572,0.11151970088462654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190544170627197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632080348742266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685471159961185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700821450287124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371804688119235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852237895074848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224966024766759,0.1140017645572698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390413546871895,0.07002263402649903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754851894230347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983426477842893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28399788184685204,0.06547794164184129,0.1343284576137555,0.0,0.11860808229230185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892572015591446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050488590546642,0.0,0.14217955475929436,0.13532724322222525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937798574579064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406368993490572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450183121194712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445678639445794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003023583695205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007702689053958,0.0,0.0,0.12339239503792206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587793488074623,0.0,0.0,0.07815117048529675,0.0,0.0,0.12806681976925474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092314336973834,0.0,0.0,0.11575473880150948,0.0,0.22116964844265616,0.07905153397983024,0.10638296344458738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291955077243224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856229648762797,0.0,0.0,0.17261566604887935
socialanxiety,SocialCureQuest,2019/05/27,"Well now what do I do? So I’m 20 years old and for a huge chunk of my life I suffered with social anxiety. Middle school, high school and college were dominated by this, especially college. I had an awful time making friends and I missed out on a lot of stuff. I just graduated and recently found a wonderful book on CBT that has help me so much. Now I’m doing much much better, not 100% but where it used to be a 8/10 it’s now a 2 or 3. But now I have a new problem, I’m not satisfied with my social life. I have a few decent friends, not super close, and a few friendly acquaintances I usually go out 2-3 times a week. I don’t think that’s terrible but I would like more friends. The problem is there are so many obstacles, I live kinda far outside a small city. I don’t have anyone my age anywhere near where I live so I have to drive into the city most of the time if I wanna meet with friends. In the city there’s really not much to do in terms of meeting new people, there are hardly any meet ups around here besides the over 50 dating circuit. I really don’t know what to do, I’m worried that I’ve sorta missed my opportunity. I hope someone here has been through this before and can help me out.",2.3573715415019727,3.6598862687747062,4.128480237154154,87.99445948616602,75.6403162055336,7.2734387351778675,24.507707509881424,7.908726449838941,1.1603962055335968,938,30,208,14,20,317,137,253,0.132,0.708,0.159,0.8003,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,18,17,0,0,16,1,23,2,0,2,0,40,37,15,0,6,10,0,1,1,5,1,2,0,0,0,10,15,0,0,4,1,0,2,7,6,1,0,4,1,23,11,27,31,10,39,0,3,0,0,12,20,0,8,18,140,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939369540130525,0.0,0.08931308381728423,0.0,0.0,0.08163399775131566,0.0,0.0,0.10393184907807962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993452653973924,0.0,0.0,0.10325548667753216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280098521085145,0.4510020516073872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635145799491997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458466207007976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565095206180826,0.123352306289725,0.0,0.11595864301337072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416249770919005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649273153327818,0.057037931365605775,0.0,0.20618397771867444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925628976701367,0.0,0.0,0.07793122912765134,0.11836571598578323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34329740137210624,0.0,0.0,0.22551487980776466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250901007885677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093943567827225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342709801603214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958549856817027,0.0,0.11527609278875027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363135488376005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23802292088510604,0.09892151221772384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365029911066126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480839551037269,0.0,0.0,0.20423279900877286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083412339255772,0.12858313165334315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364944429524022,0.0,0.1049718637157268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266099034056311,0.0,0.1185648320299686,0.0,0.08293552840622427,0.0,0.0,0.07518288041627143
socialanxiety,Rosejmj,2019/05/27,"Do I have social anxiety? Is there any hope for me? I am almost 20 and I have struggled with social problems my whole life. Some people say I had selective mutism- I rarely talked to anyone outside my immediate family even if they talked to me first, especially adults. I never talked in school and never really had friends. I went to therapy multiple times at different points in my life but I hated it and it never helped. I don't know why my parents thought it could be helpful when I can barely manage to talk let alone bear my soul to someone. I always felt no one understood me and that I was stuck inside myself. In most social situations I become a different person. I hide inside myself and become paralyzed and can barely speak and of I do it is very quiet and very few words. I thought I could change if I tried hard enough to act more confident and more extroverted but I can't. I have kept trying but it seems hopeless now. I will always be alone. I will barely be able to get or keep a job and even if I can I will hate it and dread it every day. I have often denied having social anxiety because I don't feel very much anxiety compared to the stories I have read. Also many of the people with social anxiety seemed to feel some anxiety, but they were still able to function normally in the world. I can't do that. All you have to do is talk to me for one minute and you can tell there is something wrong with me. I kind hide it. Every time I put myself in a different situation with new people and I try so hard to act normal someone always points out how quiet I am or how I don't talk...

I don't want to live. The pain is too much and I need it to end. I wish I had the courage to end it all. Even if some miracle could change me I see no reason in surviving for a few more decades when it's all going to end anyway and life isn't that great anyway. In the end no one is really that important... You are just one of the billions of humans out there and most people don't care at all about you and won't remember you when you die. I don't want to live just to work a job for the rest of my life especially if I will hate it.",2.0308887733887744,3.782183623873873,3.865765765765765,87.62420997921,77.62612612612612,7.076368676368678,21.51975051975052,7.969615865706242,0.9340482328482328,1675,45,357,28,39,565,184,444,0.187,0.742,0.071,-0.9941,6,2,1,0,0,1,34.0,0,6,2,3,22,15,3,2,13,0,50,5,0,3,7,77,75,35,1,16,13,1,5,0,1,5,5,4,0,3,16,23,0,2,11,1,0,5,16,9,0,6,12,10,63,6,44,51,19,36,1,1,1,0,29,14,0,17,17,266,79,6,0.1264562600099485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331383891552532,0.13097054815770245,0.0,0.050563512721283725,0.15783260779208286,0.0,0.0,0.04299729658834673,0.0,0.2418467319540152,0.0,0.0,0.044210578626726116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03854328118874712,0.13966100401721826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446529247403827,0.0,0.13377395558882452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144755066762394,0.0,0.0,0.04077691312052149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562081651082596,0.198179815301168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240054243245896,0.06533156023967017,0.0,0.12528475064876787,0.0,0.10654485307215383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059605853809223876,0.0,0.06394008464650795,0.0,0.060708920299640035,0.0,0.0,0.05378181508212592,0.0,0.0,0.04884989639768519,0.0,0.033034088282771205,0.0,0.035934003374654626,0.0,0.0,0.06970923654539161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113279970428113,0.18727406465917612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476096550110994,0.0,0.0,0.06279979966200379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548832553885464,0.05620006710550902,0.0,0.06584236759339271,0.034748526692282004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465504676695757,0.17863959240186264,0.0,0.0,0.11166319437486684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410339977762344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295990135107432,0.046882857237962185,0.1462962952512278,0.06106612195822043,0.0,0.0,0.12390028560349828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138006899294667,0.0,0.06727918823991913,0.0,0.07020735582581587,0.0,0.0,0.17533769672572108,0.05520836429767865,0.0,0.0,0.1195420399848348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050078126928333,0.0,0.06356173438168898,0.0,0.0,0.06324524043491464,0.0,0.08101111825997195,0.06500904827529531,0.0,0.0,0.07162514570832075,0.0,0.0,0.05028154677126895,0.0,0.0639902431537909,0.050384633440376574,0.115121029748082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421421345607796,0.0,0.3222655801695193,0.107145978740355,0.04867610352477365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049406629707758,0.0,0.0,0.06609976978003984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30492225515400834,0.05526417251698788,0.0,0.07230687704685777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039214514658512,0.07373766214610575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878324960976073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650948711867815,0.07458717852258903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861310997013903,0.05705355282298141,0.0705919491438563,0.0727092291023541,0.0,0.0,0.04603083168701515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691300344423048,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reachouttothetruth,2019/05/27,"you guys wanna know what the worst part about social anxiety is? It's the fact that no one will ever realize how awesome we really are. If you're like me, you probably don't act ANYTHING the same you do when you're around people you're comfortable with. 

Around strangers, I'm very shy, awkward and I give off a low self-esteem vibe that smells horrible. When I'm around people I'm comfortable with, I'm so much more sure of myself, I'm confident in being my silly, goofy self and I don't care what others think. Basically, I'm 2 different people.

I kinda laugh when people make assumptions about me like I'm shy or they think they have me figured out because that's not even the case! It's just my anxiety fucking with me. 

Here's hoping someday everyone will see the real, amazing, anxiety free version of us :)",3.2477639751552796,5.255355484472052,4.579472049689443,82.71281055900623,74.90062111801242,8.078260869565218,25.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.085067080745342,647,23,123,14,14,214,100,161,0.14400000000000002,0.639,0.217,0.9457,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,3,2,0,14,15,1,1,6,0,9,1,0,2,3,29,25,9,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,0,2,17,12,14,22,6,12,0,1,1,1,11,7,1,4,6,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361667413933413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053924823325855,0.3911905125013849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929187737444137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934449826186255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303875902784422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674760638596344,0.13249810522406094,0.0,0.13996639513078987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541692699639493,0.0,0.14051543529971808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450366522821457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454861090600731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050070177355871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312390154929028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777547412954547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767848320349648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925755950825244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586218406189092,0.0,0.4061987363888725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792849733424588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667244954276441,0.09383781835039612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672432579579572,0.0,0.3056178486140225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493162895270116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805416514416385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771489739796665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761954882709425,0.0,0.0,0.12086002627627696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadgrl0,2019/05/27,I'm tired of sitting in the house? I haven't left the house since 2011. I've gotten bored. I do the same thing everyday. I want to go out but I have social anxiety so it's hard for me to be around people.,-1.9664596273291928,-0.1072062173913011,0.8250310559006238,100.85195652173915,100.30434782608695,4.367701863354037,13.093167701863356,6.1826913282559595,-0.9325614906832298,158,3,40,2,7,54,36,46,0.18100000000000002,0.7909999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.6616,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,7,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957986785242208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24388389992224696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569868606081805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454157747019336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6322297882732542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297660071079106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899304727648326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266238597684985,0.0,0.0,0.27926934203168857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820079082315811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148785483827703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158964493699973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ssss_,2019/05/27,"I am perfect as I am. EXACTLY as I am. I keep telling this sentence to myself for quite some time and it has helped me fix my perspective about many things. It is my definitive answer to any self-doubt.

I hope it helps you as well.",0.13437500000000213,2.4277303541666697,2.0341666666666685,94.7275,89.20833333333334,5.7,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.5000999999999993,179,6,41,3,6,59,36,48,0.0,0.745,0.255,0.8928,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,3,7,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,30,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905480217180848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318247425529839,0.0,0.0,0.3199409912463613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863178748120685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265823358911687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34261764299807856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360447195263717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815498493730522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140043212446281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878326112996203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896274159254784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AdamArkon,2019/01/03,I just want to talk to someone but im too anxious to do it What do i do? What do you do when you get this problem?,-3.4635714285714267,-1.968015928571429,0.20428571428571551,106.06571428571432,101.14285714285714,2.8000000000000003,17.714285714285715,3.1291,-1.2346,86,3,25,0,4,31,18,28,0.233,0.7290000000000001,0.038,-0.7844,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887191251258399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22601761512975824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672863075382189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41394338414668186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665437710637382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477105241508985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551609123374131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,watyoumean,2019/01/03,"What do u talk about on a date who is a stranger (met online) My mind blanks out in social situations and gets even worse when it’s with a girl

What do I even talk about, I just get so worried she will find me boring bc I am boring since I have like no hobbies except playing games which I don’t even enjoy most of the time ",0.5932857142857131,2.4919294714285734,2.1328571428571443,97.58214285714287,82.85714285714286,4.571428571428573,17.142857142857142,5.288315135182226,-0.8029999999999995,253,5,60,1,7,82,56,70,0.179,0.716,0.105,-0.6447,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,3,8,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100428324250523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352644789946689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26896808856744225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575560068242922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25990674620158344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129289559231066,0.28933520058466883,0.0,0.2623930661179488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41378648740257895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009554579726184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614083525604676,0.2623187698112875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Unbakedbread,2019/01/03,I did a presentation today It went pretty well and I showed no physical signs of nervousness. It wasn’t perfect but I got through it. In the past I used to black out so this is really big for me!,-0.4369918699186961,1.8112331463414648,2.328658536585369,90.53819105691059,95.58536585365854,6.635772357723577,19.028455284552845,7.793537801064563,1.0253382113821137,153,5,34,4,6,53,36,41,0.081,0.76,0.159,0.4753,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,1,5,2,6,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318428192109228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38006880120479736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050505768440552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25505808888981824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37738929363542895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34386433248628345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35797484653011485,0.3690789149434359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Benbob9,2019/01/03,"scared to go out i hear of all the dangers in the world, acid attacks, kidnappings, rapes murders and isis and gangs and all of the stuff that can happen to innocents at the wrong place at the wrong time, and it just makes me want to stay indoors and never leave but i know i will have to at some point i was wondering what the realistic chance is for something like this to happen",9.952719298245613,6.395948131578951,8.729473684210529,77.59798245614036,61.105263157894754,12.238596491228073,37.175438596491226,9.725611199111238,3.161391228070176,302,9,64,4,3,93,54,76,0.18100000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.7028,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,6,0,5,1,0,1,3,16,13,6,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,2,5,1,13,11,3,12,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,2,3,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24598031660481015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228822353315667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824034792647236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436945171303159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882830281687935,0.0,0.0,0.2289446918696741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563367734030407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432785543424662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676141530686994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22590282568758005,0.0,0.20439683461199115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21647292965960466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645594274568992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23046067551193786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475190147096384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607903241624846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275315629095064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448027241223324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728030479793573,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aIexandxr,2019/01/03,Just one message Anyone else spend forever trying to get the courage to send a message to someone? I’ve been building up all day to message a girl I liked and now I’m paranoid because she’s not replying quick enough. Social anxiety is gonna kill me one day I swear.,3.898333333333333,5.2002912407407385,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,71.77777777777777,7.622222222222224,33.87037037037037,8.07648339933343,2.6164592592592597,213,11,41,3,4,70,43,54,0.17300000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,2,5,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235049077139719,0.0,0.0,0.2042880880818879,0.2993568757082116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810065977493916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768436368863448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24406580249562398,0.0,0.0,0.3018838465213103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526438003400401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232365360990298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427367306244383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39595621361927136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978247345879928,0.24754988310984966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836039742040645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MusiGamer,2019/01/03,"Do any of you have the want to be an entrepreneur but feel held back by SA? I’ve always wanted to be an entrepreneur since I was a kid. I’ve had ideas that I think I could make a decent little business out of, but I never make the effort because it’s just kind of daunting how much connections and network building matters in business.


I’m wanting to try to change thing in 2019 but I’m afraid of everything that lies ahead that I have an immediate disadvantage to. I’ve been told by active entrepreneurs that I probably shouldn’t even try business due to my SA. I’m not gonna give up on the idea, but that’s still really discouraging to hear.

It just sucks that I have such a disadvantage at something I’m passionate about. Do any of you share similar feelings?",5.8792156862745095,5.939741366013074,6.619084967320262,77.88588235294121,66.7124183006536,9.937254901960783,32.03267973856209,9.725611199111238,2.827334640522875,611,23,122,12,9,202,93,153,0.12300000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.086,-0.8294,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,8,6,1,1,9,0,12,1,0,3,1,26,30,6,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,3,10,3,22,20,1,12,0,1,0,1,7,7,1,0,5,77,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178980456607474,0.0,0.0,0.2481065733113517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402713382009847,0.0,0.11120282178982016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929783983700705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456492067097587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048807963141192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394922497873698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844761945240804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499590522470312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560296993079533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41186470322080143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899645500820913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828348728261789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353634271677316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341012366451151,0.0,0.1406951730416669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966818826190472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686427139845874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090145003184552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043744846685674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568252838620888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119314046396107,0.11688871875268406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431213848291155,0.0,0.2477052690582252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32279185107913944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mtbstar99,2019/01/03,"Jobs with social anxiety Hey guys, 

Thought this might help someone out there. 

I used to have social anxiety, except I didn’t know that it was called “social anxiety” everyone just said I was shy and I guess kept milking it to avoid thinking of myself with social anxiety. It was so bad, I only engaged with my close group of friends who created the friendship first. 

So, anyways, enough of my backstory, into the jobs. 

While it may sound odd, look for a retail job or something that forces you to deal with people. You’ll get in trouble with your boss of you don’t talk to people and when you do talk to people, you’ll quickly learn the ins and outs to conversations. You’ll make mistakes along the way but you’ll have so many interactions you won’t really stop to think about them. 

Just my 2 cents, I hope this helps someone. ",3.5658482142857166,5.680949031250003,3.985892857142858,86.84125000000002,74.3125,7.071428571428572,25.17857142857143,7.957251820313856,1.4330446428571433,655,22,127,10,14,205,100,160,0.12,0.775,0.105,0.3499,3,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,9,1,1,10,7,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,3,0,34,27,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,0,1,9,13,1,3,5,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,7,3,20,3,25,13,1,12,0,0,1,0,28,6,0,5,5,87,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754434553186218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244468121605776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528467864447004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649251688486068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677609140901208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723973674177728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043637757919954,0.0,0.0,0.09479337258002966,0.0,0.06410274881521978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516169075756498,0.12148672483547368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447891143061855,0.0,0.0,0.12186320230545332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652657162384191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742962176486172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303237668798876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818994504790864,0.12439284229587015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015934650424227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933146037755108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25518250045612884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860116072535069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671045081581324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002858710206189,0.20791709772526146,0.09445612698139952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257799443291472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723418793935227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723520730017065,0.0,0.09740563154438556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596854929445347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738908681050726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,quantum_grape,2019/01/03,"First date tips? Would appreciate any tips to ease the nerves and feel confident.


My tips: Workout before the date. Socialize with others before. Drinks during date.",4.47111111111111,7.6837805555555585,3.5604444444444496,79.15400000000002,95.29629629629628,6.604444444444448,20.214814814814808,7.554174236665415,1.7982503703703705,133,4,19,3,5,39,21,27,0.043,0.701,0.256,0.7906,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599922333307635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6506561331085449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745302432321697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331361185053125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32520310171253264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897293763190481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271590749666084,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smokey1357,2019/01/03,"Having extreme anxiety about GED Tomorrow is orientation for GED classes, and I'm nervous. I'm 19M and don't want to look like a lost puppy. I don't have my driver's license, so I feel behind already. I'm trying to not think about it (lol) and push through the motions. Hopefully I can understand math enough to  pass. Hopefully I have the courage to ask for help if it's a classroom  environment.",3.933713080168777,5.397036316455697,5.5272784810126625,78.88602320675106,71.91139240506328,8.810970464135021,33.41983122362869,9.2995712137729,3.1843147679324884,315,16,60,7,6,107,55,79,0.095,0.726,0.179,0.8165,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,19,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,2,5,4,10,18,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,35,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080334872836984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135382552625315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609544541028056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884220777854205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411395350108555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709895872105609,0.0,0.0,0.5544900087056216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637173667088626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344039150698045,0.0,0.3047098883662566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885906043681965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895150026528391,0.0,0.0,0.2905903920787213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464162899766854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DisastrousRaspberry,2019/01/03,"Someone I was good friends with has died and now I regret not keeping in contact I always find it really difficult to keep in contact with friends. If it's been a while since I last talked to someone I get scared to message them. I constantly feel they won't want to talk to me, and usually find it difficult to have an interesting conversation even if I summon up the courage to talk to them.

Now someone I was very close to when I was at school has died, I thought about messaging her many times, but haven't had a proper conversation with her in years. I'm in the same situation with many people I've been close to at various points in my life. 
Though I haven't talked to her, I always had the option of talking to her and thought I would do it some day again. Now that opportunity has gone forever.

Other friends from school have stayed close to her, and though it makes it much more difficult for them now she's gone, I'm still envying them the extra memories they got. 

I've done this with many other people and think I should really try to get back in touch with others I care about and used be close to, and try to make sure this doesn't happen again. But I don't know how it's just really scary. Maybe it's better to just keep the memories of these people and not find out that they don't want to talk to me anymore.Or I might make them realise I'm boring and uninteresting by sending some meaningless message and not managing proper conversation.

I don't know if this quite belongs here, but the terror I have of messaging people I find very similar to other social anxiety issues. 
Anyone managed to keep in contact with people? Any tips for overcoming these fears?

Mainly just wanted to let out these thoughts and feelings somewhere. But advice would be welcome ",6.49220461095101,6.521625734870317,6.649122478386168,78.29391426512969,65.4265129682997,10.052391930835736,31.471037463976952,9.766711354998122,2.771539596541788,1418,49,275,27,20,455,157,347,0.11699999999999999,0.79,0.09300000000000001,-0.6784,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,8,3,19,19,0,3,9,0,29,1,0,5,1,71,58,23,2,10,13,0,3,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,20,24,0,4,12,0,0,3,10,8,0,0,14,3,37,11,50,36,8,37,0,1,0,0,36,17,0,7,16,192,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901338006873747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456045951537726,0.0,0.0,0.054986128035740926,0.0,0.06185605339593896,0.0,0.0,0.05653770654879271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062174715156659385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151221998353012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243999290875534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737863806706488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214664045541314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783541779471106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274567983262987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340586414112746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098758970054023,0.0817683426623121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295610533162868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741178197122632,0.0,0.08448980526616262,0.0,0.0,0.0678197496454324,0.06466942949903348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150235221675785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439461442663765,0.0,0.28748077955378004,0.0,0.0,0.08887474745437926,0.06590996044268699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268265592884436,0.0571123086766551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191977918911368,0.24593158366058704,0.0812326039193411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577742798061871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943984207678485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28028334937996385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764368278683975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600230352594689,0.0,0.0,0.15539887647850298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095283908857658,0.16366497348794515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688647012844284,0.0908876398097877,0.0,0.08242442134148541,0.20553184640666505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618373673927318,0.0645732037769274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620759069110862,0.0,0.0,0.3899429846338125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181046168577856,0.15888490416921927,0.19257636356754973,0.047148877412456366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979437955052396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983524310349365,0.08905352628555213,0.13343243072399996,0.14307620967428275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487822957744585,0.0,0.0,0.05206982075552734
socialanxiety,Thefogfrog2695,2019/01/03,"Fuckin handshakes I hate em so much. I never know what the other person has in mind, wether it's a fist bump or some incredibly complicated ancient code looking thing. Ive literally never pulled off a handshake that wasnt awkward as hell. Yay me",3.112127659574469,5.822049148936178,4.395148936170212,80.29400000000003,78.78723404255321,6.313191489361702,26.421276595744683,7.554174236665415,1.7043395744680852,198,8,35,3,5,65,43,47,0.077,0.747,0.17600000000000002,0.5870000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,3,1,3,1,0,0,2,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,5,2,6,1,0,1,1,1,2,2,2,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698730177035601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588877245470671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31459778364699903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782730359940162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27539872619886324,0.0,0.5778808966623374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271155193180029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24888984876509404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,__The_Senate__,2019/01/03,"Not Self Medicating Actually Makes Things Much Better I've used to drink to mild anxiety and I was feeling worse the next time I had to go out and not drink before. 

I stopped and naturally feeling better. I've built up confidence I thought I never would. However anxiety still hasn't gone. It's just better now.",2.023500000000002,4.851602016666668,3.855,80.7825,87.16666666666666,7.666666666666666,25.83333333333333,8.472884824447931,2.507333333333333,251,11,46,7,8,84,43,60,0.10099999999999999,0.639,0.26,0.8468,1,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,1,15,11,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,3,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,2,5,3,5,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.19103689034731133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29951701055088203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665802793523771,0.0,0.0,0.5194105953596988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835473108995995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796776715731895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112568813825062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067362462045434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721108295640008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439086623624129,0.0,0.15098484294262504,0.0,0.20819665253977654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042239752997108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563369459829456,0.16366701193274333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005653913411516,0.0,0.0,0.15541431423400814,0.1141512433958168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907676853843515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994996825586398,0.13906473987343604,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ilikeus1110,2019/01/03,"How to get better ? Hi everyone,

So I’ve struggled with mental illness for almost all of my life.  

During the past six years things have gotten dramatically worse. I was diagnosed with severe social anxiety disorder, generalized anxiety disorder and moderate depression. I’ve wanted to get better since then but ive been struggling   With consistency and perseverance. All I wanna do is avoid the reality of life and how far away I am from being normal. I do this through shopping, tv, or just doing anything that doesn’t make me think about my issues. Every time I try to do therapy, I feel extremely unmotivated, sad and just can’t focus for shit.  I’m just extremely tried and sad most of the time. 

In addition, I haven’t had the best experiences with therapists.i’ve seen a couple throughout the years and honestly they barely helped me at all. They didn’t  even seem to care or take me seriously. And For some reason, exposure isn’t working as good as it should for me.  despite how many times I try to gradually face my fears I’m still the same. In regards with cognitive restructuring, I have no idea how to do it. I don’t know where to start, how to do it right or anything like that. How am I supposed to think straight and change my thoughts? 

I’m just so tired of life and the way I live it. I’m not living  guys, I’m just rotting.

I want to reduce my anxiety and depression but I don’t know where to start. I have major self esteem issues that I believe are like the core of my anxiety and depression.  And also I  suspect I have body dysmorphia as well. 

I would really appreciate any advice or thoughts.

Thanks for reading ",3.8972970085470098,6.0439090929487245,5.292948717948722,77.69649572649575,73.4551282051282,8.852991452991454,27.901709401709404,9.444778638647367,2.7293965811965823,1295,51,238,33,27,433,167,312,0.20199999999999999,0.6779999999999999,0.12,-0.977,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,5,20,21,1,4,9,0,28,9,3,8,3,64,53,31,0,6,12,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,0,2,9,18,0,1,12,3,1,0,9,11,1,1,8,2,32,10,37,42,8,20,0,5,1,0,7,9,1,8,12,162,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526551817886254,0.0,0.0,0.09762155670280366,0.0,0.0,0.07796224188521514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629613839348615,0.0,0.29831651166610684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604509472119044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915945050686644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983717496272023,0.10230911583557313,0.17244291250229166,0.0,0.10828875144277017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939694563480306,0.0,0.10313086376184408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787017225568392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25190244479114376,0.09894969384861052,0.0,0.0,0.22346260822744446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643908324991081,0.0,0.08213902832090535,0.09315530420893442,0.0,0.09536334475290173,0.0,0.10970268419256353,0.04929357235176703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018683806781838,0.0,0.0,0.0817694874856919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965298381240983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534509312325065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005367169314358,0.0,0.20350722036861751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715525474155646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657894937817328,0.09525679771873163,0.0,0.1721698612498642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507493479559477,0.098838955012397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982463903973398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955189178520144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930646681434582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751578692830623,0.0,0.0624542091447415,0.1002353450857622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325541912076485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875069278481047,0.10170271097114404,0.11013527829334473,0.10007147318054364,0.08064424316992687,0.0,0.0,0.0993781711763058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800700514215558,0.0,0.07785516469396328,0.0,0.0,0.2038341864638421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329989978678221,0.0,0.0,0.08975514592723714,0.11148763080138543,0.0,0.06476762872749216,0.12493454843440327,0.0,0.1547913956539487,0.1705405679775431,0.11204972967415427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985667196854772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500355375954935,0.077382551859913,0.0,0.0,0.08765468302166446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097344786827127,0.0,0.09935003235697501,0.06925367614095906,0.0,0.0,0.12555996089372373
socialanxiety,oddoutlier,2019/01/03,"Anyone here experience stares from strangers? I'm sure a lot of you think it's in your head, but does anyone here experience actual staring? Like you appear so nervous that people in fact pick up on it and stare at you?",4.90527131782946,6.064593325581392,5.641860465116278,80.14248062015506,69.23255813953489,8.524031007751939,25.96124031007752,8.841846274778883,1.794091472868217,175,5,34,3,3,57,36,43,0.078,0.8029999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.2091,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,8,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,7,3,1,6,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,2,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.29035855348091605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41609726053732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603814419236359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5821073068376106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30536444023176196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536423329556794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529599884901337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627850149984175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804302796696728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906532161507229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mocha_Kitten,2019/01/03,"Going for a Walk in Public? Hi! I'm Mocha and I love to go for walks with my dog while playing Pokemon Go... but I live in the middle of nowhere, so it's not like I catch anything, and there's nothing to look at except for cows. I'd like to go into town to walk today, since it's so nice there, but I usually bring a friend and I might be by myself this time. And the thought of walking in town, where there's real live people to see me, makes me feel so heckin' anxious! I'm fairly sure I'll be walking and anxious the entire time :( and that just doesn't sound like fun... 

Any suggestions for staying calm and enjoying the walk? Do I just need to do it more often?",0.7086930091185408,2.6124001985815646,2.397431610942249,95.8125,82.47517730496453,4.879635258358664,20.00050658561297,5.773587663045528,-0.2049578520770008,512,14,117,3,14,168,85,141,0.121,0.7190000000000001,0.16,0.7895,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,1,1,23,20,13,0,1,6,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,2,1,0,12,2,0,0,0,1,4,10,11,20,16,1,27,0,0,2,1,5,9,0,2,8,69,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152210917970788,0.0,0.0,0.4037602079887165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705485113887398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090356075426828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806315546512302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062372500453686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619113402302423,0.0,0.31559069929655004,0.0,0.15006297015759645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128370208940165,0.0,0.11928361926838316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957243109461688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250376530584948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146744317378065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388806050306655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033996911020332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424007417150137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782246388235576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904703938916661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842260924915126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186781718033464,0.20840278205779225,0.0,0.16938667908583913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681277316119766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Woeisleticia,2019/01/03,"Failure in life It hit me today that I’m almost 24 & still live with family and can't afford to move out. I still don’t drive because of my panic attacks and anxiety. I’m all alone and am constantly needing my family for stuff because I literally can’t do anything by myself. Some days I can’t even get out of bed because I’m so depressed. I don’t know how to make new friends because of my severe social anxiety. Some days I can’t even interact with anyone because it’s so bad. Most days I do all I can to avoid interacting with people. I can't talk on the phone, I can't even make my own doctors appointments or even go to them alone. I don't have any friends...at all. And everyone I used to talk to in high school is busy with their own life. Marriage and kids. All things that I probably won’t ever be able to experience. There’s so many things in life that I want to do and this is not where I thought I would be at this age. Sometimes I just really feel like I don’t even deserve to live because I’m such a failure. I really wish I could just trade my place in this world with someone who actually deserves it.

My mental health is hindering my ability to live a normal, happy and healthy life and it probably always will, so what’s even the point anymore?",3.3818891334800902,4.396202954372627,4.88370622373424,84.70313388032821,72.68821292775665,8.274484690814491,27.910546327796677,8.6894789155246,1.9525178707224344,999,37,212,18,19,336,134,263,0.131,0.795,0.07400000000000001,-0.9308,1,3,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,19,8,1,2,4,0,25,6,0,4,5,42,41,14,0,6,4,0,1,1,1,3,6,0,1,1,15,15,0,1,3,0,1,3,12,5,0,0,1,1,30,3,28,33,9,26,0,1,0,0,12,13,0,5,11,140,45,3,0.09332069660016304,0.0,0.0910675382094359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934471974983683,0.1933041952564539,0.0,0.0,0.07765029533647305,0.10111293577730143,0.0,0.06346127379115367,0.0,0.1427801549382912,0.0,0.09254905500814932,0.06525200087710613,0.0,0.07679498186326546,0.0,0.0,0.10616576459586782,0.0,0.0,0.07791888365303505,0.34132458285641554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084652023993723,0.0,0.07450898266103645,0.0,0.0,0.18055238723549266,0.0,0.08037697923756416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551768730676473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698246398557397,0.08441391278555625,0.0,0.08917192477205055,0.0,0.0912855481126891,0.17594889485065102,0.0,0.047185748174238935,0.06666832429751332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209933870128908,0.0,0.04875621230387435,0.0,0.05303630245416974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934161682217572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991955366134646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985984396198516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051286614304392734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636606713182803,0.04559177854837868,0.0,0.247211654437088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458457925538773,0.09461253909005264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404531291087613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918513179572012,0.0,0.06919611406676786,0.0,0.09012971029450524,0.0,0.0,0.0914344688081711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949173039295523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646968208510403,0.0,0.09750026564938567,0.0,0.08821822220198264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012309893455907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195672557101406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444552711357722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542582447796964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512869803142764,0.07907032339221133,0.0,0.0922965551415946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490520577042966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682987082613886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001528200410202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399624832094346,0.0,0.0,0.07408620907756527,0.0,0.0,0.08845710867430949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059911910840314,0.0,0.0,0.05504296471065279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731419557337413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629234536316687,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sneekysneck,2019/01/03,"I have to start leading meetings at my work, and I’m getting so much anxiety thinking about it. I am so happy that my boss trusts me enough to be able to do this but at the same time I don’t feel comfortable because of my social anxiety. I work for a small company so there’s only about 3-5 people in our meeting. My boss won’t be there so there will be less pressure to be perfect I guess. 

I am a manager for this company and I delegate tasks to people and this gives me anxiety sometimes but I just try to be confident and approach it in a way where Im not demanding or putting emotion to it. If that makes sense.. I feel that i’m really good at sensing people and I like to make sure we have a comfortable environment and everyone enjoys there time while working. I work in a very laid back environment. I will play fun happy music and just good variety of music. 

When we usually have our meetings (I think it’s dumb because its fucks up productivity but my boss insists we have them so everyone is on the same page)  I get so nervous when it’s my turn to speak and I am constantly over thinking what i’m gonna say. Sometimes it comes out good but other times I don’t sound sure of myself or something. I do feel more confident when I work out before work so that helps a little. But I’m moving up to leading the meetings ahh! Does any one have any tips? I am a manager but also a people pleaser which is something that doesn’t go well together?? This might be a good exercise for me but how do I go about this so it’s as smooth as possible? 

I suck at writing and I hope this all makes sense! Help! ",2.169439135853761,3.9298620843373513,4.086875778977984,86.15234939759037,77.25301204819277,7.591358537598673,26.508516825924392,8.433251757073789,1.8394529289572088,1260,50,265,25,29,428,154,332,0.067,0.6829999999999999,0.251,0.9973,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,5,0,1,9,25,23,3,2,12,0,27,2,0,9,4,53,53,35,0,2,13,0,4,1,0,5,1,3,0,0,22,15,0,0,6,2,0,8,5,5,1,1,0,7,38,18,34,42,8,36,0,0,0,1,17,16,3,6,12,184,60,13,0.09538080364176124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627599421218123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972443444704213,0.0,0.2188981611516219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334195049486808,0.0,0.11628650521481056,0.0,0.08116203877100397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216211674384492,0.0,0.1030727640854703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346838402679843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072905661917858,0.0,0.0985538670579004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228089066849076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468220058128506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817801602101444,0.0996650664106538,0.09149795804617702,0.10841421752219077,0.3200035711325261,0.0,0.0,0.10507270853828504,0.0,0.0,0.20306927815098352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278634842800418,0.0,0.0,0.09473465939657384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302763536118284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04659824278887746,0.09559662268523922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191002281224862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011839597604948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137469955376716,0.07011586533261989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646325010222576,0.07254139919318095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645001587280692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752752487699352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588405201470784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061103385177973764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758506433610663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722871772493977,0.0,0.14685760505576312,0.18866810736507167,0.0,0.06751102373994075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979055729382976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833485029967669,0.0,0.0,0.16685194090684638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475730471237066,0.10374692507498837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504847991296087,0.07869915209029585,0.0,0.07570884231986001,0.0,0.0,0.08575879724796616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41663016618654536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nai_nagitsoc,2019/01/03,"How do you deal with other people‘s SA? How do you deal with friends and family who have social anxiety? I have a couple of really important people in my life who have anxiety problems (some more severe than others), and I always seem to find myself never knowing what to do to help them. I know that I should talk to them about it, and I try to, but the response is always the same: thanks for your concern and your help, but I’m fine now and there’s nothing you can do. But then they’re not alright again all of a sudden and I’m scared out of my mind because I don’t know what they’ll do, because they’re just different people to the ones that I know and love when they’re anxious. I don’t know how to talk to them or how to make them better and it scares the shit out of me. Sometimes I’m scared they might kill themselves, but when I see them next they’re just so happy and friendly and secure that I can hardly believe it’s the same person. Plus, it always seems really wrong to break their good mood by talking about their bad moods. Sorry if this is the wrong subreddit for this, but I wanted to ask somewhere.",5.497823312059119,5.140305567685591,5.759475982532753,85.14490426603966,67.5589519650655,8.443533758817603,27.22237151494793,7.61054688173877,1.3505979845482043,881,22,185,8,13,281,121,229,0.163,0.6559999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.8393,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,9,1,14,21,2,3,8,1,17,3,1,5,2,48,33,26,1,4,10,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,15,15,0,1,8,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,0,2,29,10,27,30,5,12,0,0,1,1,29,3,1,6,8,133,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718344623044957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666126594763569,0.12302323807782488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101804511671259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092490783801058,0.13276587473225065,0.0,0.0,0.12269025088622285,0.0,0.09631103588397116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049307078119854,0.0,0.0,0.22453719028511498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377476489303667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265892103725044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953039030841808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682679581444662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133810058263482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592346977475534,0.0975508175463978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598346820548386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047900753102378,0.0,0.2992362351927038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691756194452627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828429294236912,0.0,0.07268996202047241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552309446104138,0.1099554850089407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398850595170891,0.0,0.1158137826961062,0.0,0.0,0.10449013878432238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737917999900492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264875546531519,0.09508514262996924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420025098364058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395251214621953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327076342707507,0.0,0.08677725047612696,0.19827248411642528,0.0,0.12302323807782488,0.11178177293108657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100734116999356,0.0,0.0,0.10770246410849943,0.12190189465670365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625831836462311,0.0,0.1002582356645632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393429004989807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423059801180853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381247576732725,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hi_all_uk,2019/01/03,"Tinder date Hi all

I'm meeting someone I really get along with from tinder (doing the whole public place safety bit so dw too much) ;) 

I'm fine in group situations (can take some time to settle before joining in). 

1 to 1 is scary though! Also when I get anxious i feel really sick which the results in a full blown vomit if I eventually have a panic attack.

Anyone got any tips? ",1.7835,4.1706334,4.114250000000002,82.26337500000002,81.66666666666666,5.883333333333333,18.708333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.5806333333333331,295,7,54,4,8,102,60,75,0.19399999999999998,0.725,0.081,-0.8746,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,7,11,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,8,10,6,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947673161842213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611238378728888,0.0,0.0,0.2676689646461508,0.0,0.16567037158447362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26954762204568905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016141250815919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586715147424297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980139043154275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475773830950324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949846163311654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417439307137325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779920219426131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475465123305653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035730922664278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26632472342557123,0.0,0.0,0.2007541482500069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814553691267346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327873088569784,0.0,0.13815862930292916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645293232707227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dontusepornonthis,2019/01/03,"How to handle Anticipatory Anxiety So I have extreme social anxiety with even more extreme anticipatory anxiety. Meaning if I know I have to hold a presentation in 4 weeks from now I stop functioning. I can't get out of bed creating the slides and stuff or even eating something without getting tremor all over and that bad anxiety in my stomach area.

I have this for years. But two years ago I decided I can't take it anymore and tried to kill myself. After that I was a few times in hospital and I am taking therapy now. 
But all I ever got out of it was that I have to expose myself to the situation. The thing is that I can't expose myself when I kill myself over not holding out this anticipatory anxiety. 

Do you have any mechanisms to handle this? Cause no psychiatrist or psychologist could really tell me anything. I only found out that alcohol and benzos can delay the urge to kill myself some days to weeks maybe. ",4.108305084745766,6.207788305084747,6.145333333333337,72.02071186440679,72.72881355932203,9.239774011299437,28.18418079096045,9.725611199111238,3.007734011299436,738,29,130,20,15,257,103,177,0.201,0.787,0.012,-0.9831,0,0,2,0,0,4,11.0,0,1,0,0,8,4,3,0,6,0,15,3,1,2,3,32,23,13,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,12,10,2,4,4,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,0,23,0,24,18,5,26,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,4,15,106,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527744693154805,0.13897903911442844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843536698280546,0.0,0.497422075129768,0.0,0.12897014438273766,0.0,0.0,0.10701632661622484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858252063177516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359250213563365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383071173183364,0.0,0.0,0.08386855831342283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306896354086153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171787589454727,0.11763355680840155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258812606479354,0.0,0.0,0.13588676275154604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400922804745057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316280752543487,0.0,0.07146957957762919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064813608818446,0.1416576216377273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989054265133691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331044671945435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461765370268503,0.0,0.13256496156524514,0.0,0.10011534259279592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872382113608664,0.0,0.0,0.1488709297315153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555599148091132,0.0,0.1136654572572702,0.0,0.14871830822853446,0.0,0.08639641997134234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583054900842688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829232567429299,0.0,0.12703551051105594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862923515836773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253591752922115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674900150907457
socialanxiety,HalfBrainer,2019/01/03,"I hate calling people I missed a really important phone call that I should have taken but my phone was on silent so I missed it. I’m usually better at just taking the call right away so I don’t give myself time to overthink, which is why I hate missing calls. I have to call back and I overthink everything making myself anxious for now damn reason. It doesn’t help any that I have coffee in me, but that’s just an excuse. ",2.2920930232558128,4.350961639534886,3.5583139534883728,88.69816860465116,77.95348837209302,6.16046511627907,20.05232558139535,7.1686216300943375,0.4813534883720929,335,8,67,4,8,109,60,86,0.22399999999999998,0.6629999999999999,0.113,-0.8821,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,3,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,8,18,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,13,1,7,15,0,9,0,3,0,0,10,5,1,0,4,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469077342462747,0.0,0.0,0.17391883969820668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464039398751166,0.11837747536934515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361556066381241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.78599701617274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835966485138607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768215464510434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039860367540176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031889413825885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027623240115807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672903029491558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098623835677718,0.15828547568230494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314718237103351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575068151148753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976904937195393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955335602035576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389152585299881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SocialNerdCoaching,2019/01/03,"In 2019 I want to help 1.000 people beat their social anxiety Hey all,

This year I want to help 1.000 people overcome their social anxiety. I'll be doing online streams to discuss Reddit questions, answer questions on here and write tips and tactics to help you battle your SA. 

Can you help me help you? 

What is your biggest social struggle right now? I'll answer every question as best I can!

Cheers,

Michiel",4.325939849624056,6.850250842105265,4.1706015037594,84.49921052631579,73.47368421052632,5.395488721804512,26.646616541353367,6.1826913282559595,1.1739984962406016,328,12,54,2,7,100,50,76,0.092,0.642,0.266,0.9408,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,2,2,2,4,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,7,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,7,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,21,4,0,3,2,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372690694427122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627451901622049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066022196212235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197288393930553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150236422682496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211698242281305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324360874999545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474248630749183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212159183806554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829384906033908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986539100410753
socialanxiety,rstark01,2019/01/03,"friend anxiety??? i am going to my friends house tonight and even though i am friends with the other people going, i still feel anxiety about seeing them. what should i do?",2.440312500000001,5.306407406250003,2.64875,90.32125,84.3125,5.7,23.625,7.1686216300943375,1.1438500000000005,135,5,25,2,4,41,25,32,0.092,0.626,0.282,0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,3,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126535961233214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814038143400734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637307424329775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6251299714458001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065639050784911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112082023676939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869823981733772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149233112490438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153901137305872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649879174131167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheAlchemist2,2019/01/03,"Some really useful practical tips & thoughts you can use Hey,
Found a great source for any social situation you may not feel comfortable about.
I know this title refers to networking at marketing conferences - but I've used the tips in many every day social situations, with great success.

I believe it'll work best in contexts where you don't know others well and people are sober.

I particularly like this
>Everybody’s human.

>Whether the person you’re walking up to is another attendee, a breakout speaker, or even a headliner, at the end of the day, they’re flesh and blood just like you. Our shared humanity reinforces the first eternal truth.
Compliments, curiosity, and smiles go a long way

Try it Today and let me know what you think! ",6.500149253731344,8.494399014925374,6.367343283582091,73.278776119403,66.31343283582089,10.136119402985075,32.056716417910444,10.355215969177356,3.655405373134329,604,25,100,16,10,190,103,134,0.026000000000000002,0.698,0.275,0.9915,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,5,0,4,5,11,0,0,9,0,7,2,2,3,1,23,18,6,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,3,6,5,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,2,10,11,11,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,3,9,56,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234496144866328,0.0,0.1018921858801445,0.1571139020197215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881148916135144,0.15724142763910512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932609322429234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270835694602526,0.0,0.0,0.0989638738086894,0.0,0.12624151789978855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757605187643341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744863361490327,0.0,0.16428513094902664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515405483098144,0.0,0.0,0.3303847939859101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470343687898797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321530807715328,0.0,0.14640254432161576,0.0,0.0,0.13259828111032435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190805106247182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387595618869416,0.1308291767971848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598742915316873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368391490918232,0.0,0.3054735716226836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600750918835484,0.0,0.11895137515406776,0.0,0.0,0.1420250118067955,0.0,0.0,0.10172737860797784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882251301634339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893117078995473,0.0,0.0,0.13471866494996515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908085927760727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,buffx,2019/01/03,"Am I the only one screaming when remembering a cringe memory? Okay I'm not really screaming but I'm going ""AAAAAAAH"" loud. The memory really hurts and i feel ashamed.

For Example I was trying to sleep and I remembered when i had to explain a math problem solution infront of the class and I asked why they aren't listening, like it's my job to keep the students focused. Even my teacher gave me a weird look. 

I'm just really curious if I am the only one out here. 

​",1.3767730496453936,4.004052031914895,3.784148936170212,81.88416666666669,87.19148936170214,7.81418439716312,25.91843971631205,8.59863814320734,2.6096269503546097,377,17,70,11,12,130,64,94,0.20600000000000002,0.6809999999999999,0.11199999999999999,-0.8561,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,8,1,5,1,1,0,0,14,16,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,6,1,2,3,6,11,2,6,13,0,4,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,44,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228882278651032,0.238074993375044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831670225631528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940915493631056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906751154246084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135087836577788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974588194345148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944291473415108,0.1741505607145348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572093740899283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453088470207733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26553291346062885,0.2980254325550936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747744485665035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37655110738389097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438983769519945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960703434728191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302282532910148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679530873557575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238074993375044,0.0
socialanxiety,Thomas_Caz1,2019/01/03,"How to meat girls (as friends) when going to an all boys school? So I go to an all boys school, and I have an issue where I never have the ability to talk to girls (unless it’s at my job) because I never go places outside of school or my job.  I wanna have girl friends (not GF) just because... well i don’t really know why, but the reason in my head makes sense.  How do I meet girls to make friends with. Like where should I go?

P.S. I have social anxiety so it makes this wayyy harder

Thank you, any advice is appreciated 😊!",1.347614678899081,3.116145091743121,2.9509082568807337,93.32012385321102,79.73394495412846,5.827889908256882,19.156880733944952,6.742157984588678,-0.0315108256880734,401,9,92,4,10,132,69,109,0.031,0.797,0.171,0.9503,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,8,1,1,6,4,20,17,10,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,13,6,13,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,1,4,59,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906553509995954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373605826749917,0.0,0.11669676313829215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598043972374373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535684404245761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467801153682731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655552223291022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921769639670247,0.3027554121511355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383492627853414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452594493419716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054755853640852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530473173382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937740663363775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772444724361268,0.15684200996088726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631520666919443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550075774361655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261016132615148,0.0,0.1404432486316667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715657541598186,0.0,0.13764843721864814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rosamiele94,2019/01/03,"Don't have trouble making them but have trouble keeping them (am I overthinking?) I recently left  a job that I worked at for about 10 months for another position. There were three others in the same department as me and we got along really well. I know that they were all closer friends than me because two of them lived together and the other two had been working together for years. But still, I thought I had made good friendships. We would hang out during lunch, go for coffee etc. We always said we would catch up after our contracts finished and we went our separate ways.   
Flash forward to the month after we have finished the contract. I message on our group chat suggesting a catch up. People seem generally keen but it's leading up to Christmas and everyone is busy. We leave it for now. 

Yesterday I sent another message. I didn't want to suggest a catch up because I didn't want to be too pushy in case people weren't keen so I just commented on an end of contract present that had been (presumably) posted to everyone, saying it was such a nice gesture. Incidentally it is a restaurant voucher so I thought it would be the perfect opportunity for someone to say we should go use it together! 

It's 24+ hours later and one person has replied some pretty basic, and the other two have seen it and not replied.

I know people are busy but I don't know why they wouldn't reply. Do they not care? Do they not want anything to do with me anymore? Are they for some reason offended by something I did? Was it rude of me to comment on the gift? I am 90% sure everyone received it. 

I know I'm probably overreacting to an extent but sometimes it's so hard not too. I feel like I always have this issue where I make friends and get along with people fine at first, but eventually the friendships stop, even though I would love them to continue. I feel like I'm doing something to offend people without even realising. Would love some advice! xx",3.4773458823529424,5.725922464000004,4.381870588235294,83.29134705882356,75.02666666666667,7.291764705882354,28.362745098039213,8.219915518859313,2.107810980392157,1544,65,287,27,34,498,191,375,0.076,0.747,0.177,0.9939,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,11,0,9,6,16,21,3,0,15,0,40,3,0,6,3,69,70,19,0,10,12,0,3,2,2,7,0,3,0,1,18,21,1,2,11,1,0,12,11,5,1,6,21,7,46,16,44,40,7,47,0,0,1,2,38,16,0,4,21,208,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925477091789083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520016353964722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155243153195425,0.0,0.0,0.0905830921484537,0.0,0.0,0.0751636731249873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113580113043572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312552728591393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089866056038361,0.0,0.10186639578794096,0.12065622722231426,0.0,0.0,0.2618331006611698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236682048421677,0.1305042598801875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769234724147916,0.0,0.0,0.1411355532662405,0.0,0.0477205139646486,0.0,0.1038193695656058,0.07661026794507184,0.0730516161984912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182121396020349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994986838959798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953334988428578,0.09063921092686084,0.08118571531823883,0.0,0.0,0.20078865674459606,0.0,0.0,0.09671411620714368,0.09923937608636947,0.0,0.0,0.08924660067239001,0.0,0.08065342958598053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487283990090665,0.08642654788770024,0.12193810538609395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458107867003469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189322455060561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166125296657944,0.07975311735201819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747688360749996,0.09292393077570058,0.09847818137857314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058513680885103024,0.09391102819289003,0.09018559381340664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688367973159522,0.14527183158942522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315099633888272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739068096820685,0.1406334364741717,0.0903359559818274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294291809222722,0.0763629439653503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860853066078429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973945749186894,0.14502488227917126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676728651384466,0.0,0.0,0.07888700141387506,0.0,0.0,0.1616211622280782,0.07250012461309227,0.0,0.0,0.08212413895959778,0.08467155832783473,0.08241864709315665,0.0,0.0,0.08804690249434542,0.0,0.13299080195715474,0.0,0.0,0.3244206884792125,0.0,0.0,0.05881889775158545
socialanxiety,ClarkleTheDragon,2019/01/03,"Something about this worries me... So I have social anxiety, but I frequently try to face my fears and be as social as I can. Awhile ago, I met this girl at a party. For whatever reason she seemed to be weirdly into me. She was extremely flirtatious to me and only me, making sexual jokes and innuendos. I think she was into me. 

​

The reason I'm writing this is because I have had terrible luck with women and been stood up on almost every date I've ever been on. It's happened with about 8 out of 10 girls. I don't know if it's my looks, or personality, or if I smell bad or what, but whatever it is, there's some reason women don't seem to like to me. And something about that makes me worried that this girl has some sort of ulterior motive. Am I being paranoid, what do you think?",3.3869668737060015,4.600316552795032,5.3269720496894415,80.76739389233957,72.91304347826087,8.099585921325051,25.83902691511387,8.59863814320734,1.803297722567288,619,20,123,11,12,214,97,161,0.159,0.768,0.07200000000000001,-0.9291,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,1,2,0,18,1,1,6,1,35,30,15,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,11,10,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,7,2,22,3,22,20,2,11,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,12,5,92,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382706248506908,0.0,0.15619569311497736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690088682103234,0.18953793540021094,0.0,0.0,0.11932752324669592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024033213134725,0.0950865501653474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109668314362706,0.13142345700789362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17552564590008035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793635590884268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572486370107582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620602480703513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309874832039828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082413943828856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863304999501152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619942930210704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811333601640852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840044031700996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180125958170907,0.0,0.240168590577251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989681629567668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590306573804027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168191522586009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953793540021094,0.0
socialanxiety,carlwheezer2,2019/01/03,"Good jobs for introverted teens? mb if this has already been discussed a lot on this subreddit, but ya i’ve never had a job before and I really want one to put on my resume for my college apps. any suggestions?",1.385714285714286,3.9163118571428575,3.700285714285717,83.49471428571428,85.19047619047619,7.1695238095238105,22.685714285714287,8.238735603445708,1.7337657142857146,166,6,32,4,5,57,36,42,0.0,0.8959999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.4938,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,5,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,22,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33906539307104755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208945082544132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26145280899074497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577123302549392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098097001090799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26121864656336424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369752977714193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082050820833196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30887783397595353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683650060466654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812279539611808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,myocdthrowaway9,2019/01/03,"Car ride conversation Hey, so I've got about a 4 hour car ride coming up and it's potentially one in which I may have to make one on one small talk with someone I don't spend ever one on one time with. Needless to say I'm a little nervous. Im worried about being boring and this person realizing for the first time that I'm boring. How do you fill up four hours? Is it okay just to listen to the radio and look out the window? What's the etiquette here? Is it expected that one just finds stuff to talk about?",2.058055555555555,3.5652583240740765,3.730740740740744,89.68833333333332,76.87037037037038,6.2814814814814826,20.333333333333336,6.937597516519254,0.23417777777777804,401,9,89,4,9,134,70,108,0.091,0.89,0.019,-0.7509,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,9,4,0,1,6,1,7,0,0,2,1,16,14,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,9,7,0,0,2,1,1,6,1,3,0,8,1,3,3,1,17,11,0,20,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,6,59,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378989193652286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099194326594384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256513673461944,0.14198511996264904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350404328974289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287722229378845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803061209005397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730128908755074,0.0,0.0,0.14017377440653087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142279217958316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6786704656029082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575123981549487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274433819915565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143381570270533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108757386790026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683337165868668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946689748122621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951900780934753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Amanda30697,2019/01/03,"It’s my (21) first time being selected but I feel like it’s a waste. I have no problem doing the service and what not, but my social anxiety and general anxiety disorder do not sell a very reliable juror so even if I was picked, I doubt I would ever go beyond because 100% chance I will be unable to breathe, sweating, overwhelmed, shaky nervous  . Plus with my past experience (and present) I’m worried I’ll be bias to a degree... any of you guys ever do jury duty?",3.6230590062111774,5.0200139456521775,5.56832298136646,78.54934782608694,72.58695652173913,8.300621118012423,30.534161490683232,8.841846274778883,2.669007453416149,361,16,67,7,7,125,70,92,0.29600000000000004,0.635,0.069,-0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,4,4,0,10,2,2,1,2,20,13,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,1,1,10,1,6,7,0,8,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,3,7,47,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620560337862348,0.0,0.3646063848139932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526893023894924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731189543343372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739865367519684,0.4311222604016279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331086816477841,0.0,0.0,0.12049451174771665,0.17024562492055628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270268908943867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543460931299486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23596008889042105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642411762999492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274897357587697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280263512224123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24292262952292865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895795801387556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662714282712088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420109849804517,0.0,0.16928551726359564,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sugjeschins,2019/01/03,"People say stupid shit all the time. If you happen to eavesdrop on people in public, it might start to hit you how frequently people will say dumb things, and say them with the utmost self-assurance.

​

Try to imagine these things coming out of your mouth? It'll make you cringe probably. If not, you're probably cringing over some awkward situation you were in days,months or years ago - I do this one a lot.

​

The difference is in the delivery. For whatever reason, these people are confident in their delivery. They're probably good at recovery a well. It's a good skill to have. Even if they don't get away with it, people will move on and likely forget about it. So many people will say dumb/awkward/embarrassing things that it's hard to keep up with all of it.

​

You aren't alone, and you aren't any more cringe-worthy than anyone else. In fact, probably less so. The difficulty lies in the delivery. I struggle with that too, but I've made some progress.

​

These are thoughts more than anything, and I'd be hesitant to call it a solution by any means. Just my 2 cents.",3.9007443609022574,6.245625109523813,4.172907268170427,84.83086466165413,74.09523809523809,7.8496240601503775,25.814536340852126,8.6894789155246,1.9613333333333336,883,31,166,18,19,275,124,210,0.09,0.8340000000000001,0.076,0.0209,0,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,7,3,2,8,9,3,2,10,0,15,2,2,4,3,33,25,12,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,5,0,4,0,0,17,10,0,1,4,0,1,2,4,5,1,1,3,5,13,4,30,15,8,20,0,0,0,0,16,13,2,8,6,110,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264884875957857,0.0,0.0,0.08488146533903493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551961877339556,0.3983409438689292,0.11146547346328163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730538277666108,0.08397337559108202,0.06744261895186104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700014753134367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368600850150118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059764247680565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562634047631945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846353287666171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413101581127045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042818509336990364,0.0,0.0,0.1374812298017355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724732203220303,0.0,0.0734162757868498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284605760867244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400394514507564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967586832409217,0.0,0.07754853500603086,0.054706115569891516,0.08309029141096473,0.0,0.08927386408992752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694212489473181,0.0,0.0,0.06541631693644193,0.08710601769916777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055535353522801534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409068871574828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534487438230016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426418542982339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606980839276591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085497746215726,0.0,0.08412642431775,0.0,0.09212172383526583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800871869081349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567796953475107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334332382276315,0.0,0.0,0.06506373004036388,0.04778907091462799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564259085605886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368808335632779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983409438689292,0.0527768314572948
socialanxiety,mfan001,2019/01/03,"Sorry if this is the wrong sub Reddit, but it's about being cringey Hi, i'm a really insecure person and i use to have mild social anxiety where i can't ask for more sauce at fast food or extra time for an assignment, i'm all better now, but recently one of my friend told me i have been really cringey lately, and my social anxiety just snapped back and clapped me like a ham sandwich, i didn't and i look though all the internet about ""how to know when you are being cringey"", nothing, there is nothing on the internet about it, so here i am, how do i know if i'm being cringy?

​

Goddamn it this is cringey

plz help, thanks in advance

​",6.446071428571429,5.6595899924242445,6.782467532467535,80.02227272727275,65.74242424242425,10.270129870129873,34.00865800865801,9.606745405546679,2.9612476190476187,517,20,105,9,7,168,86,132,0.111,0.746,0.14400000000000002,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,14,6,0,1,6,0,14,2,0,3,2,17,24,14,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,1,12,4,11,18,4,12,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,3,8,73,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231565358507914,0.3624095188899795,0.0,0.0,0.2281624003071196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941294627917986,0.0,0.0,0.11466890845549975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189008081627965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803240962445582,0.0,0.1152145981754388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995620565569277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391181293188958,0.0,0.1682209454137375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728555703862666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522852132036005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28618138559679085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105183040489003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021132034134064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910682340466112,0.0,0.1472442161022857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30403093609643983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669346673552498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729544784698489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651581824890472,0.0,0.0869567362579137,0.0,0.0,0.14249655636520525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879723016381806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304618284721306,0.3624095188899795,0.0
socialanxiety,flyboyfl,2019/01/03,"Ran Out Of The Church Fortunately it wasn't my wedding; it was the wedding of a cousin.  My wife and I arrived at the church about an hour early.  Lots of people mingling around.  No problem, I expected that.  I was doing well interacting with a few people.   Then its time to go in the church.  Its a stinking hot today (I'm in New Zealand) and the church was stifling hot.  It was an historic church, meaning the pews were built when people were smaller.   I didn't quite expect that but no problem.  I follow my wife and we shoehorn into a pew second from the front.   That's when the Mother of the Bride (sitting in the front pew) turns around and says ""you can't sit here!"".   Great so everyone in pew number two scatters.   Its like a game of musical chairs and the only person who can't find a seat is me!  My wife found a seat but the two of us couldn't fit.  She offered to stand with me in the back of the church.  By now it was all just too much - the crowd, the heat, having to change seating at the last second - I asked my wife if she could get a ride home with one of her sisters.  She said she could and I left.  So I feel pretty bad about it and don't know what to expect when she gets home.   
",1.5057196095829608,3.405057534693878,2.676184560780836,94.84834960070988,79.77551020408163,5.0771960958296365,20.039929015084297,5.7926816847441245,-0.2042422360248444,916,23,204,5,23,293,131,245,0.09699999999999999,0.858,0.045,-0.9129999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,1,0,1,15,7,0,0,27,0,18,0,0,0,1,34,31,16,0,9,4,7,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,13,15,0,0,5,1,0,6,8,4,1,5,12,6,24,3,30,16,4,35,10,0,0,0,27,13,0,2,14,145,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580972033955853,0.13552167420594194,0.0,0.0,0.1114682880464883,0.12103879813321615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335258059236212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314837505008123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385192150556966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329810156750129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324943748320704,0.0,0.0,0.1589454297665255,0.0,0.0,0.15147530514084848,0.0,0.08238632287222715,0.0,0.0,0.15982320726490132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908212149296231,0.0,0.14276023694743795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966836618665686,0.11816492342982896,0.0,0.0,0.15750369731774255,0.0,0.0,0.07082203724612209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324312054259005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790818052185493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656514342459628,0.0,0.0,0.14000703422188907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823128772145316,0.11025157533990852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014991387859121,0.1265768825937226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748039783858574,0.0,0.27742174161361866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418694750650536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789386162995454,0.11528110863746945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452961360961438,0.0,0.1374088233598643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767909157263876,0.2832173249070464,0.0,0.1743737181259818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033995209638682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EJ-Treexe,2019/01/03,"Am I the only one? Am i the only one that sees people talking aloud and having no fear in anything, and get jealous that they don’t have problems? Holy shit it sucks ass. All i have to say. ",0.7614999999999981,2.70192415,2.4700000000000024,95.165,82.5,4.0,20.0,3.1291,-0.5219999999999998,146,4,32,0,4,48,31,40,0.42100000000000004,0.579,0.0,-0.9641,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,2,0,6,2,2,0,1,4,9,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,0,2,4,0,2,9,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25121858515255263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435237197309408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594956646280008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137298685836411,0.4643568341063072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116420032106431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921107504604679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427700940967117,0.0,0.0,0.24326781864908525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133644810877449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453716765206955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CaptainCastle555,2019/01/03,How do I blend in with peers who drink alcohol if I'm not a drinker? I need some helpful advice :( I don't drink any alcohol or beer and I want to know what to do to blend in or somehow pretend to drink if I'm at a friends house or with friends at a bar. Also because I'm afraid of getting drunk and I don;t understand how some of my friends do it without passing out and they get drunk after having like 20 beers or any drinks. Is there some kind of trick to it? If not then how can I just pretend to drink so I don;t have to do any of it?,3.6143697478991608,3.1123620336134468,4.6248739495798326,92.18336134453784,71.52100840336134,7.808403361344537,29.605042016806717,6.868970318607317,1.2322739495798312,418,15,104,3,7,137,64,119,0.098,0.768,0.134,0.7541,0,0,10,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,1,1,3,0,9,12,0,3,0,28,18,16,0,5,11,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,12,0,2,12,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,20,18,3,8,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,11,3,70,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183270707288675,0.0,0.3102288682098772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607133438659775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961080028717003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847822942753311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7109276619392997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364129005898556,0.0,0.15166314604609935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972867374132114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747629905463252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114478908663814,0.07976716102328349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090986196167988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762218656489883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510996713301491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560949262929786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991331109508628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LividLibrarian,2019/01/03,"Can someone help me understand? My entire life I've felt constantly anxious about everything. I can barely even talk to my own family most of the time. The thing is sometimes I get really confident and I can present or do whatever and not care at all, but I still can't just talk to someone. I've been with my girlfriend for about 2 months and I can have a conversation with her over text but I can still barely talk to her when we talk in person. Only recently have I even been able to post on forums and stuff even anonymously due to a fear of talking to people. Not a single person knows what my favorite song is. I can act confident and the weird thing is I could go up and say something to someone pretty easily, but I probably couldn't have a 2 way conversation with them, yet sometimes I can. I could go up and present something easily, but most of the time I can't talk to a close friend except for joking around. I honestly don't know what triggers me to feel nervous, my heart just feels fluttery (in a bad way) and my stomach will start to hurt when talking to people, but only sometimes. One thing I do know is i get more nervous talking to females (even if i'm not attracted to them at all, even my own mom), but that's really the only specific thing I can say makes me nervous. I'm 16(m) and I have been diagnosed with social anxiety and depression, I also suspect I have body dysmorphia, but I don't want to self diagnose.",5.152466124661249,5.576129777003487,6.087566782810688,79.81654568331398,68.30313588850174,9.722725512969417,30.92702284165699,9.725611199111238,2.8000748741773136,1134,43,224,24,18,376,132,287,0.138,0.7490000000000001,0.114,-0.638,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,2,0,16,13,0,4,11,0,30,6,3,2,2,50,47,22,0,5,15,1,3,0,2,1,3,3,0,3,8,17,0,0,8,2,0,3,8,8,0,1,4,6,36,5,35,39,8,30,0,2,0,0,25,10,0,4,14,164,44,0,0.08449950226001236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757422142850257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464188794360101,0.0954603857267424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522247194622468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055355484054299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385989796167646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615287415069542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131394294493587,0.0,0.13493195353508478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277929747821507,0.17153043218672692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27905562154476155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759427040719402,0.0,0.07965861046762318,0.09508543230252084,0.0854509745372499,0.0,0.08113277346109665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528410583600733,0.0,0.08829500468503095,0.0,0.09604602885231754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013231702735548,0.05663823519182368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045846482961778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393161497676233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968449739341231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640407390794665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896479578256544,0.06744669653166621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725904959569138,0.19279703748642474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716263077505885,0.14756341215140395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092716534526317,0.08596637191785103,0.09110475520690957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082650897623588,0.0,0.08343306438585286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439479151768371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815140951387128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613660128084183,0.21478846216097774,0.13010369022384888,0.25071650514549104,0.0,0.05980918261618805,0.0,0.13496282331460546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673171375892173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433399930587258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455085842576766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854467858961992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796696188767528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049839995739567385,0.13414354353183353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,deathizclose,2019/01/03,Is it ok to wear a singlet at the gym if you have a t shirt tan?  i want to wear a singlet to my gym but i'm pale but i have a t shirt tan. my arms and face are tanned. i'm really worried and anxious what should i do?,-2.6167295597484284,-1.1779326415094342,0.9908490566037748,103.69180817610064,92.39622641509432,4.2880503144654085,16.38050314465409,5.46131890053228,-1.015613836477987,162,4,48,1,6,59,33,53,0.13699999999999998,0.804,0.057999999999999996,-0.6951,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,6,6,6,0,0,7,9,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6451944901975445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658692496559232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368569108309145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799923996057154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lookinbusy1,2019/01/03,"SA, it's crippling I have pretty bad social anxiety due to an abuse father. I prefer to talk to people in person because that way I can read them, however when texting them I obviously can't, and therefore tend to overthink everything. ",9.801590909090908,8.11095234090909,10.153636363636364,61.45045454545455,59.68181818181819,12.436363636363636,42.45454545454545,11.20814326018867,5.060218181818182,189,9,29,4,2,64,37,44,0.20199999999999999,0.73,0.069,-0.7351,1,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,19,8,1,0.0,0.38523694477504095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24873070131501102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27147776363008475,0.1982019207702504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29221426917562515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22541067601566603,0.2838991260966725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307835933766355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32522732230270346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33143860625122923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26133468139865856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580804701176473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nygaardplease,2019/01/03,"I've been on Zoloft for a few months now and it really helped with my depression, but not my social anxiety. What do I do now? I feel pretty lost, and don't know what to do. I don't want to go to any therapy due to my social anxiety, and I'm not very well versed in medical procedure. Any assistance?",2.1173437500000034,3.294022296875003,4.705125000000002,84.12737500000003,76.03125,10.12,23.7375,10.355215969177356,2.3945350000000003,233,7,53,8,5,83,42,64,0.14400000000000002,0.738,0.11800000000000001,-0.1742,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,10,12,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,1,6,1,8,10,1,7,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218895562537776,0.0,0.3621061946076064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038448697464151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966825304588755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345059029109308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863595933720015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006850110295826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258354967825229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23842169983082026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889089829898242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24078006374562216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516178630832342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825137058721364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27065455753580475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952788250869996,0.13959501934921895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127961575525291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BalloonDogs,2019/01/03,Social anxiety is making it hard to talk on the phone I recently ran out of seizure medication and had to schedule an appointment over the phone (I was messing up with my speech and zoning out and hoping the person on the other side of the phone wasn't laughing at my mistakes all the while trying not to cry) turns out I have to call again. I'm scared to embarrass myself again..,6.973399999999998,6.3758057733333375,7.141166666666668,77.25975000000003,64.6,10.166666666666668,32.083333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.7505333333333337,303,10,58,5,4,98,52,75,0.166,0.799,0.035,-0.8190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,7,0,5,1,0,1,1,12,10,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,2,6,2,16,6,1,15,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,5,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944327022106488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929110011200569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150967196514461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25696571295841664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849117144505834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147792284392454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28897620798360835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25047069909015873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28323468072854496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871918715791071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29241252185096545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305631625091259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475569792852007,0.3120158396131857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yerrrboy3,2019/01/03,"If I didn’t have bad social anxiety would’ve been an actor, maybe even a singer 😤 Basically I would’ve been so much more successful if I was not afraid to talk to people ☹️ ",0.4247368421052649,2.437888578947369,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,84.26315789473685,6.957894736842108,17.394736842105264,8.07648339933343,0.511294736842105,138,3,32,3,4,48,31,38,0.146,0.731,0.12300000000000001,0.0404,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802243446294126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058515816202057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194274378483754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680052629631961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692782658509598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539515975511415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734045123123346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944242083373881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204288800882412,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DarkKisses,2019/01/03,"I'm too quiet When I'm in a skype call with someone they always say ""why aren't you talking you're so quiet"" and than they say to the other person in the skype call ""why isn't she talking?"" ""Why is she so quiet?"" I feel so ashamed I might say the wrong thing. I only say something when necessary and alot of people think I'm boring bc of that. I just can't help it. They're always having so much fun and I'm there in the background thinking of something not weird to say. It seems so much easier than it really is and I would love to have online friends but they always think I'm boring or too shy. The same problem in real life. I get it that I'm boring bc of that but it makes me sad to hear it from other people bc I don't know how to change it and talk more. Everything I say just feels weird and really embarrased.",0.8737433155080225,2.722610090909093,2.7953743315508035,93.46085561497328,81.61363636363636,5.504812834224597,17.739304812834227,6.522977012572876,-0.2017723262032085,640,13,144,6,17,214,86,176,0.138,0.794,0.068,-0.9227,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,0,13,12,0,1,7,0,10,2,0,2,0,28,27,17,0,2,6,0,2,0,1,2,1,10,0,1,13,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,0,12,15,3,17,25,5,6,0,1,0,1,22,4,0,4,2,89,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29004922404859235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372950106093968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229183011015159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442806226762658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750279106933208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977152911056095,0.0,0.060706794417237725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095956842203213,0.0,0.07788267778478555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385742049707023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207156284963216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487001045572446,0.0,0.07756068491618541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326392917239448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083255248517354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837110065053777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110917633939606,0.1014564952676208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118237800775592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225470060662145,0.14887425557567374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544148511129572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577904596904544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845116426925644,0.178904299365923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801780466653465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719441687157183,0.2233580988602685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31454220310395004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825411899578282,0.12704036972421345,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,soft-n-sapphic,2019/01/03,"How do i cope with having no friends? I am struggling really hard right now. I have been on winter break for two weeks now and have only left my house to get food or to go to the cemetery. I have one friend, but she is preoccupied with work and her boyfriend. I understand she can’t see me as often as i would like to see her, it wouldn’t be fair for her. 

I just don’t know what to do to fill the loneliness within me. I talk to my cats and dog to pass the time, i write, i read books, knit. but at the end of the day i still crave human connection. 


What helps you guys cope when you are feeling lonely and isolated?",2.198244274809164,3.2606954274809183,3.39075572519084,94.0850648854962,75.6412213740458,7.07206106870229,20.73358778625953,7.554174236665415,0.3210451908396941,475,10,115,6,10,154,86,131,0.109,0.774,0.11699999999999999,0.2763,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,7,5,0,1,5,0,15,1,0,1,0,18,22,11,0,2,4,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,6,1,0,3,2,0,3,4,2,0,2,1,4,22,3,18,18,0,18,0,1,2,0,14,5,0,2,10,80,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334995172147307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334281406016809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466670693964314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503083001807226,0.0,0.3198593069468316,0.0,0.10815028651983327,0.0,0.11764431721278723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496506533886885,0.0,0.0,0.185433621686303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387494430930566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23885314527939835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137631856445808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249088718059741,0.0,0.0,0.10113098782622466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402702823725479,0.15743476405196036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070585637327588,0.0,0.13261113150922835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677904315932347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299084567510502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653125005550261,0.0,0.0,0.21640400605015955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638080528056098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070484918700175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20221140870187787,0.21549695062294336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604495612310427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070031880653698,0.0,0.0,0.1470486694170154,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chazz128,2019/04/12,"Was this weird? So my workplace is doing this bike ride fundraiser. I budgeted $100 to donate to my co-workers that were doing it. I kinda got pressured into donating $50 to one coworker, so I had $50 left. I was looking at the roster and noticed one lady who is always nice to me had no donations so I messaged her and asked if she wanted me to donate, so I donated the last $50 to her. But I feel super weird about it and feel like my co-workers are judging me for specifically picking her. Was this weird at all? Am I being creepy or in the wrong here? I had no ulterior motive here other than to be supportive but I still feel super weird about it.",2.4143181818181816,3.855548426470592,4.762700534759361,82.93737967914439,75.76470588235293,7.298395721925132,25.59893048128342,8.00094639256281,1.5705088235294118,510,18,103,8,11,179,78,136,0.095,0.8029999999999999,0.102,0.7122,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,9,11,0,1,3,0,15,0,0,2,1,16,23,11,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,1,6,1,2,6,0,2,8,4,20,5,15,13,1,8,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,3,3,81,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467149111839525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299540797332383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731181213095397,0.1757250926762099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967292414578971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20050302937346315,0.0,0.0,0.2672533230090216,0.0,0.0,0.12017130466538375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655764148984315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28004497026078706,0.0,0.0,0.3333590069832137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643651561408934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27913031489295503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508284371733615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581464853401675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26893581931456145,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unicornkitties,2019/04/12,"What do you say to people asking about your life? So this weekend I have family coming to visit. A couple aunts, an uncle, and my grandma. I haven't seen them in maybe 6-ish years. Parents will also be here but I see them every couple of months and they're somewhat aware of what I'm dealing with. I don't think my other relatives have a single clue about my general/social anxiety or depression unless my mom has told them at some point. Naturally, since it's been so long, they're going to ask what I've been up to all these years, what I'm doing for work, etc. I have no clue what to say. I have never had a job. I can barely leave the house. My boyfriend told me to just say I'm ""living life,"" which is true, but they're probably going to pry. I can't lie about my life but I'm terrified about telling the truth. I don't think they would understand what it's like for me and it's embarrassing as hell anyway. What do I say? Tell them I'm living life and if they try to find out more just be honest about having bad anxiety and depression?",2.013567790443851,3.746108198156684,3.6006160562697085,89.5900970167354,77.61751152073731,6.7804026194518565,19.715983507154984,7.669130373188453,0.5132635944700463,817,18,177,12,19,271,122,217,0.166,0.764,0.07,-0.9769,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,6,1,12,9,1,1,6,0,22,4,0,0,4,27,39,15,0,2,8,3,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,14,8,0,0,4,1,0,4,6,5,0,0,6,6,26,4,24,29,6,15,1,2,2,0,23,5,1,4,7,117,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964250080635995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448143195561628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254455591991943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067636667650054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038660046502866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26683127570626525,0.0,0.0,0.12430910868740686,0.20770477847458954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344747047330806,0.0,0.0,0.10159092756517478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366882213808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020476466137882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137052842204928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139129127550285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965360148799856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767313616897502,0.0,0.0,0.3406670781117837,0.0589076023600294,0.0,0.2129425714023148,0.10670643537602936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211353317079499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121777550101788,0.09624303646339738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929960538081608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388596810796144,0.0,0.0,0.08359258440876663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398379532109555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300018937658544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835491873039133,0.0,0.0,0.09608388389766268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974215222532937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107784049716797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452114445280046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304320846170284,0.0,0.08186354951595126,0.0,0.0,0.12552442085217527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778115043273718,0.0,0.0,0.08565410792262337,0.0,0.0,0.1552946650696375
socialanxiety,pietzche,2019/04/12,"Advice for coping with rude customers Hi all, today I had a customer yell at me for something I didn't do and tell me I shouldn't work at my job and that I was a liar (basically I work in a phone shop, she accused me of erasing her contacts which I did not, her contacts were retrieved by my colleague who took over when he realised she was yelling, even as she left she made a remark about how it was all my fault and that I wouldn't admit it) It was a real knock for me because I always do my best at my job to please customers. I can't stop thinking about it, I'm afraid she will make a complaint against me and it is keeping me awake. Anyone else who works in retail have issues like that?",6.5159001956947185,4.6488407465753445,6.607299412915852,84.84034246575345,66.1917808219178,8.616829745596869,33.18590998043053,5.288315135182226,1.6562183953033274,543,18,120,1,7,174,89,146,0.106,0.818,0.077,-0.4774,2,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,2,1,6,0,16,0,0,3,2,18,23,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,2,2,1,2,1,5,4,0,0,10,2,27,2,17,10,3,11,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,0,4,88,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076002812632686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243297666492926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364975714500913,0.20001893852312425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900012262679502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048641542864549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307553527700744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893644262287607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037518077030818,0.3874378534154136,0.17351441472871332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209965561269892,0.0,0.0,0.09537128312225407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184715399931796,0.13030629160720708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428541421158834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219529910409494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028461796173614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320693212063855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062489501568262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508470236077854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850392378661344,0.0,0.2168889893562044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263524884047025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aName12342,2019/04/12,"Not sure if this is social anxiety So last christmas, when it was my turn to open a present, i got really nervous and started crying. Not because i didn't like the present, but because of being nervous. I felt like there was too much attention on me. I was wondering if anyone elses has experienced this.",3.9408620689655134,6.080363086206898,5.0064137931034525,79.82996551724139,73.3103448275862,8.088275862068969,32.289655172413795,8.841846274778883,2.9917613793103444,241,12,43,5,5,79,46,58,0.166,0.772,0.062,-0.6154,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,12,6,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,2,6,3,3,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,7,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135750077853806,0.0,0.0,0.1840449020816886,0.269693193541042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32090484371094313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891275175976685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988098838043987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25272610400258144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051576985275566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145540198984482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571855056052502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349210611031592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862121907030928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683128743795402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630377172322315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807547781447795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28630055323426995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854436621595673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mel_rrr,2019/04/12,"I can't do it Tonight I'm supposed to be going out with some coworkers because a couple of people are quitting. It's gonna be kind of like a little going away party. A few people have asked me if I was going and I said I would considering I never go out and it would probably be good for me. But fast forward to today and I'm freaking out. I can't go and I hate myself for it. I'm currently trying to come up with an excuse for why I didn't show up. But then there's the fact that maybe no one will even notice I'm not there, which tbh would probably be better. I just wish it wasn't like this. I don't even know how I got to the point where I can't spend time with people anymore. I feel like my anxiety is getting worse and worse everyday and I don't know what to do.",1.258546365914789,2.476671918128659,3.5957936507936523,91.0375,78.35672514619884,6.523141186299082,20.986215538847123,7.1686216300943375,0.4007373433583963,602,15,141,7,14,209,95,171,0.08,0.784,0.136,0.7879,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,1,0,6,0,21,0,0,1,2,29,41,11,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,9,13,0,0,3,1,1,7,10,2,0,1,5,2,18,6,19,27,2,24,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,12,96,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521551922056324,0.0,0.1363998642565339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857863968022676,0.0,0.12922065030495536,0.0,0.0,0.08384135088311387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164040450528073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847604924569907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218220565674254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816839392925284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954289965729478,0.09825654495975862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185746779721974,0.0,0.3908275700265243,0.11535960961940807,0.1100009979441258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578943015175896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322374416800518,0.1511736068764915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015810665381258,0.13784832506554648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817452180958198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607710470550906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658692103742172,0.0,0.0,0.09319871100520706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28605276135345115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001703293722042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965765520623597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628765533626914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308292954062074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019899985963176,0.0,0.1303691065742255,0.0,0.0,0.09337867530897467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124105856943918,0.0,0.15816089864686847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28032414781569104,0.29310726861512576,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cet050490,2019/04/12,"Unable to make connections with ANYONE So I have 0 friends aside from my boyfriend. And it’s 100% my fault. I have people I talk to occasionally, but other than that no real friends. And I think social anxiety is definitely part of it, but another part of me feels like it just don’t have the desire/ability to make connections with anyone. There are people that have tried being friends with me, but I just find myself not interested or caring about anything they say. I feel like I have nothing in common with most people I meet. And when I do have things in common, we talk for a little bit but it just never develops into a real friendship. I don’t really know how to make friends or connect with people anymore. I have a job where I have to constantly be “on” and it’s extremely draining for me, so by the time I get home in the evening and on the weekends I just wanna be alone. I feel like I really rambled I’m in this post, but can anyone else relate?",3.5547294938917986,5.1179305811518345,4.944586387434559,82.29181849912743,73.03141361256544,7.81584642233857,25.82233856893543,8.447377352677275,1.7519714485165792,755,25,147,13,15,252,104,191,0.078,0.755,0.166,0.9662,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,0,12,10,0,0,7,0,17,0,0,4,1,39,28,16,0,1,12,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,10,12,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,24,9,26,25,4,17,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,3,10,113,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472301839437118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627513723517134,0.09212408384150217,0.0,0.1194283184061179,0.25260992897337897,0.12338869064819848,0.09909874871386344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147189474613608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227803650841655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013563810353027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059885790393684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953896240797204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267008420629546,0.25809293874814776,0.0,0.0,0.11006541820252604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37215735065171135,0.0,0.06291660619106981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079516086613427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195023076151105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618191944345014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649935306300646,0.12069655455606153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115200525539435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287846659834036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555014290307387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608150648758836,0.0,0.3339475489957729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153329706556033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27413791141051874,0.15429348559678974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957660538352354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227571738799104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935846115705004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000440104079792,0.07716288146700548,0.0,0.0,0.07022024357058328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176003860361257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WhatsAFiver,2019/04/12,"My friend cancelled on me at the very last minute For months my friend has asked me to meet up with him. I’ve always made excuses because of my anxiety. It’s affected me for a few years, and seems to slowly be getting worse. 

It was his birthday last week, and my boyfriend said I should meet up with him, so I agreed to go out for a drink with him today. I texted him earlier this morning to confirm a meeting place. I finished work at 5pm and our agreed meet time was 6pm, not too far from my work. (I got ready at work) I spent an hour mentally preparing myself and getting ready. I was really uneasy just from the thought of having to interact with him for hours. I took a slow walk to our meeting location and around 30 seconds from me getting there he calls me and says he’s elsewhere with other friends, so could he meet me another time. 

At first I was relieved because it was something I was dreading all week. I could just go home and not spend hours talking about stuff I couldn’t care less about and thinking desperately about wanting to go home.

But then I realised I just wasted an hour getting ready and I’m really annoyed. The whole process of getting ready to meet up was draining. I’m also annoyed he cancelled just at the last minute and ditched me for some other pals of his. 

So here I am on the bus home, with a tight chest from all the mental stress, relieved and annoyed, dressed up nicely with a face full of makeup, ready to crawl back up to my pit of a room when I get home!",4.148191422264269,5.096584903973511,4.436452223273417,88.86945916114792,70.82119205298014,7.341784925890888,29.28161463260801,7.447530270364453,1.54568729107537,1179,45,248,12,21,369,148,302,0.107,0.77,0.12300000000000001,0.7272,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,4,17,12,3,2,15,0,15,3,2,2,2,41,37,18,0,5,7,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,5,0,7,20,1,1,3,1,2,5,3,5,0,2,13,3,39,7,49,19,7,43,0,0,0,0,31,18,0,2,20,162,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013896774602466,0.08338385780831066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508032148493143,0.07666139636452156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920933346532127,0.09368406993148608,0.0,0.0,0.07705633031526096,0.0,0.12217579838794652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232697650637723,0.0,0.10217213394156448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600211921597552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098168956652382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523970966864676,0.0,0.0,0.2322690846296497,0.0,0.3141377162625012,0.0,0.17085723177307038,0.0,0.08014815843098022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020805556995101,0.0,0.3947519125625708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24505683717926105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482238741884493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019789098114398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998773087820224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469951533284357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283958934793812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532392697888407,0.07969207513596674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912286349716692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771475809419389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479174473537282,0.0,0.11471800229538655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054607448368678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421137659233676,0.0,0.07955660563185013,0.11686806968825655,0.0,0.09498862740794214,0.0,0.11133847953776173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268484568630513,0.05910724129113663,0.0,0.16076697526471986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188237586957124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188651344036651,0.0,0.10212391083294403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453281366041927
socialanxiety,Kreynor81,2019/04/12,"Going to visit my cousin for a couple of days... anxiety is kicking in I’ll probably have to interact with friends of her, and I’m thinking about it like some sort of impending doom.",6.41,6.074862222222228,7.491111111111113,73.415,65.66666666666667,11.644444444444444,37.444444444444436,11.20814326018867,4.354044444444444,144,7,27,4,2,49,32,36,0.11900000000000001,0.738,0.14300000000000002,0.228,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,5,1,4,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435964703575519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4969729665570519,0.0,0.2896628643084528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470101052010113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552607725064341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194306931984556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842567771101383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877954668216424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Procrastiplayer,2019/04/12,"I hate presenting In your mind something goes one way, and in reality it goes the other. I could not stop shaking up there presenting to more than 40 people. You guys are not alone.",3.6470476190476178,5.686534657142857,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,73.85714285714286,8.095238095238095,25.952380952380953,8.841846274778883,1.9710952380952385,143,5,28,3,3,46,30,35,0.098,0.7659999999999999,0.136,-0.1416,0,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,5,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770212668082585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906452288238233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604430823217432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594004203811115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675626002652861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466735141079407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523698704352024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28024508520957603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304342129083278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28894698315407263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RosetteRodent,2019/04/12,"hey y'all i have to call for a job interview and nobody understand why i keep putting it off oops so i have really bad social anxiety (duh, thats why im in this sub lmao) and phone calls are one of the worst triggers for it. it's actually easier for me to talk in person (where i can use social cues and facial expressions to at least get a feel for how the convo is going) than it is for a phone call where i can't see the other person. i need to get a job by may 1st or i risk getting kicked out (but thats a different story) and my parents have gotten fed up with the ""there's some jobs i just cant do without risking major panic attacks"". well ive finally found one that seems plausible for me, but they've called my mom (i used to have no phone so her number was listed on my job search profile and i forgot to update it) and now i have to call them back, the thought of which already has the panic creeping up. like, what do i say? what if i stutter? will they think im immature for forgetting to update the number? etc etc

so thats my rant, tldr: i have to make a phone call to not get kicked out of my home but ill probably sound dumb",2.0694908700322188,3.1921328040816337,4.032416756176154,89.11908700322235,76.06122448979592,7.280343716433943,22.28249194414608,7.85451343220497,0.8425918367346941,887,23,201,13,19,303,143,245,0.11199999999999999,0.8220000000000001,0.066,-0.9024,6,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,0,11,11,2,4,13,1,19,3,1,5,0,34,39,15,0,2,8,2,1,1,0,2,1,2,1,2,14,9,1,2,6,0,0,2,5,9,1,2,6,4,26,2,33,31,6,18,0,0,1,0,25,11,1,5,6,135,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.09207624994794082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412238860008004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218083134886827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734171219564717,0.0,0.07255268292272579,0.07878195400870072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5780781397609377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858022964535644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046011796705044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770840222868399,0.0,0.0,0.1033605954011933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345469164339972,0.0,0.0,0.19718504656541808,0.0,0.05362376031131949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464512178204017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383781206258347,0.0,0.3745285945684892,0.08386649537834445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04609677696060435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298227164544969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050669250392267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699625664590303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787391994704927,0.0,0.0,0.22140903626292813,0.10476935680232302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647731850755514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172996457664316,0.0,0.0,0.09485219817894017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044582262143295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503437855317564,0.0,0.0,0.07518821320326692,0.08589667064980568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236478660529666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583846490971312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045846755062629,0.0,0.0749068267227464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982262220717698,0.0,0.1629837543108249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483590608899047,0.0,0.17028027796349954,0.0,0.0,0.09095424129940097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justgivinganopinion,2019/04/12,"""Oh you have SA and qualifications for a specific job that always has open positions?, well lets put you in a job at an extremely social venue that has nothing to do with your qualifications"" main reason why the employment agency i'm with at the moment is useless for someone with a mental health issues (despite being a disability/mental health service) can't just throw someone into a social deep end like that and expect them to swim, i did ok but it was a completely inappropriate choice on their part + more than half of the people working there were 5-10 years younger than me, at least show some respect for what i have achieved and find jobs related to my studying

one of the many disrespectful things this agency has done, 8 months and they still haven't really accomplished much for me, it's almost as if they are intentionally abusing their position, if i were someone with more serve anxiety i'd be having panic attacks over their treatment for sure

can't wait to leave them and try someone else",8.388351063829786,8.115184111702131,8.123914893617021,70.30300000000003,61.6063829787234,10.924255319148937,35.289361702127664,10.355215969177356,3.601338723404253,815,31,141,16,10,261,130,188,0.106,0.825,0.069,-0.8714,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,7,3,4,8,1,1,11,1,20,2,0,2,1,23,22,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,2,2,0,3,3,3,1,2,5,0,16,5,25,14,7,17,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,4,6,101,24,8,0.0,0.1568427853096445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255448866211064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014664396936877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126654910797404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059572695770782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387927188959023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546563335697462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105823662969847,0.0,0.11724500120148308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098839535459807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814169709817369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381651576051687,0.39408542689365705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016606198866793,0.0,0.1353624548821563,0.0,0.06467176174846813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420752120816534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340291306421526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056605000839973,0.0,0.097310891273806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701742837257993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897007581650003,0.0,0.0,0.15531359659257074,0.0,0.14334927672547715,0.0,0.09177219045144258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307348509830558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480284516647096,0.13610359599327948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698793813451367,0.4486437931232902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571488403048918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476191579380976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794409962101726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987396801218038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902106542050694,0.0,0.11944789086154355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963706112514335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524519058516591
socialanxiety,Sarrakn,2019/04/12,"Who's right? What's the usual approach? I have struggle my all life with talking to stranger, as a lot of people here. Part of my problem is that I don't understand fully the norms, it seems. Sometimes I do, sometimes it's a miss. I would like to know if it is the case here.

In large groups of strangers, usually my boyfriend's friends, I find myself quiet. It's not that I don't smile (I smile almost constantly and *not* in a creepy way), nor that I don't seem interested by the subject of the conversation, but I can't make myself talk. Everyone is in their convo's, and I don't know how to be a part of it. So, as you guess, I just listen.

My boyfriend's stand is that I have to make the first move, that I have to start the conversation, and if needed to nourish it if the other part is not very talkative at first. For my part, I think that as a new person in any group, someone should pay attention to me, even as a sign of politeness. I do believe the ""hard part"" should be overcome by someone else, it just make more sense that the outsider should not be aggressively taking the spotlight or whatever. It is not very welcoming if nobody speaks to that person. And therefore, it is comprehensive if that said person is even less incline to speak in the void. (That being said, I am capable of keeping up in a conversation if the other part seem as invested as me, regardless of the subject.)

Am I in the wrong? Should I stop expecting someone to speak to me first? Please, I would love to have multiple points of vue.",4.214279448621554,5.133176618421057,5.0774248120300784,84.44364035087722,70.64473684210526,8.422055137844612,28.94987468671679,8.704169506293173,2.0388072055137845,1188,44,247,20,21,387,139,304,0.068,0.848,0.084,0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,1,3,8,10,1,1,22,0,31,2,0,5,1,51,51,21,0,16,15,0,1,1,1,6,1,7,0,3,23,5,0,2,9,0,2,2,11,5,0,3,2,8,31,5,40,39,10,24,0,1,0,1,22,11,0,13,10,186,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094831816495694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617642505545666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023288981680685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814977499748703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587280019651832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997837606429285,0.0,0.0,0.08678737086461763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301258739737326,0.23176760626239534,0.0,0.0,0.07017132424760336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000541975653001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136153934654722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072961095951506,0.0,0.0,0.09983030931325228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415252480701683,0.04437260498043941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772163371323022,0.08197328908673428,0.0,0.1818795788835317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653281388077853,0.0,0.06734573498614492,0.0,0.08771954416421304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901290447392485,0.0,0.06296675774706219,0.23791518414535226,0.0,0.09969879534589113,0.08585917133483732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690745022504046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756422457187366,0.17279112799507554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480515528755589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308676917595022,0.0,0.17965689046359706,0.0,0.06428654406153891,0.0,0.0,0.07593393411489759,0.0,0.0949502193447211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828924709286333,0.1460037107860088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819712082342261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455223636213236,0.0,0.0,0.2000622523081938,0.14988060403134973,0.0,0.07209281622497958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903923240920706,0.09930309826263677,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Vengeful-Duck,2019/04/12,"How can I [18M] make friends when I’m moving to a new town? It’s a long story but I have severe anxiety and we are moving to a larger town in some cheap apartments where there is a LOT of people. I am an introvert with severe anxiety and I don’t have any friends. None. I am terrible at talking to people, my social skills suck, I’m just awkward as hell and I never speak if I’m forced to be in a room full of people. I would like to have some friends but don’t know how. I dropped out of high school and I’m planning on getting my GED and going from there. 

Can anyone give me advice?",-0.3593438320209934,1.7239452440944874,2.0206614173228346,95.6555065616798,88.68503937007874,4.6465091863517065,18.70288713910761,6.079149491110277,-0.200081994750656,454,13,104,4,15,154,79,127,0.2,0.677,0.12300000000000001,-0.888,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,7,8,2,1,6,0,13,0,0,3,1,21,23,12,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,4,0,0,0,1,12,4,16,21,5,20,1,0,0,0,8,12,2,4,5,69,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899669798890332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760633534663767,0.0,0.2645999643464185,0.0,0.0,0.12092490803835362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008431520054019,0.0,0.09035493793130604,0.1659015062718069,0.09828679443935563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827224772189161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504427504127516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449061414455403,0.0,0.0,0.15304802600851242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702891004882668,0.0,0.0,0.11543997568617448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676194685204681,0.0,0.0,0.13338335604375084,0.1670282410100074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35968814779428954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502630612588904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39074995275245206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762923574240114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900404536911606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285287284577827,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IzzyBelisle,2019/04/12,"Appointments are the worst 
Why is it that when I call to make an appointment, I forgot everything about when I'm available to actually go there?

I just got off the phone trying to book an appointment for my rabbit to go to the vet. It was torture but I love my rabbit so I know I had to. 

The lady on the other end kept asking me days I was available and times and I got in my head and lost my entire schedule. Eventually we came to an agreement on a day and time. I even forgot to tell her what animal I had (at first) and what was wrong with her. Forgot to ask about costs, too.

I'm glad I did it but I feel like an idiot. I've never called into a vets office before so I had no idea what I was doing. At least my (human) clinic takes appointments through their website so I don't have to call anymore for that.

I really hate having to call people.",1.2428783873099791,3.1421063876404496,3.4092597488433576,89.26915069398547,80.62921348314606,6.210707204230008,18.897554527428948,7.285733465282438,0.3383789821546599,659,15,142,9,17,225,104,178,0.135,0.773,0.092,-0.785,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,2,11,10,3,0,11,0,14,3,1,1,1,21,34,12,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,9,0,4,3,1,1,3,3,6,0,1,16,1,26,4,24,18,2,20,0,1,0,1,14,7,0,0,11,105,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.14369544485790248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603312982931332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753190596492782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529950263834153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6014377250922809,0.16841557607895394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992904324329374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304204164422943,0.0,0.0,0.09725770050880364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233943698340292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445437977313939,0.10519593157147042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525137266086028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673719356999272,0.0,0.23553967742836746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537958370329093,0.1511217030008087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622812015319444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092513537344942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193925551501773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074153671618124,0.0,0.13289950841553216,0.0,0.09829098760398147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356881979180725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208509679598422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433257084535424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071420300221976,0.0,0.1287036046691511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172613803567868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997356147685152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328708559825506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099552781491885,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rambobooboo,2019/04/12,"Would it be okay to post on social media about my social anxiety? Tl;dr: my friends have been posting mean things about how I haven’t been hanging out lately. I want to post about how I’ve been struggling and just want people to understand my issue, but I’m not sure if using social media is a smart way to go. 

I’ve really been struggling with SA lately and as a result I’ve been very depressed. I haven’t seen my friends in weeks and I haven’t heard from any of them. I feel like they’ve forgotten about me, and that they were never my friends in the first place. I used to party late night all the time and I’m starting to think they only cared about me cause I was partying with them. 

Anyways, some “friends” of mine have been posting on social media that a friend of their hasn’t given a shit about anyone but herself lately and that she’s a poisonous person. Their posts were really really alluding to me. It’s extremely hurtful that people think I’m a bad person because I’ve been absent lately. I don’t think they understand at all and it’s very upsetting and just making my SA and depression worse. I feel like I’m being targeted or bullied. 

So I have a question for you guys who can understand what I’m going through: 

Should I make a post as well? I want them to know MY side of the story and maybe feel bad for me and what they’ve said about me. However, in all honesty I don’t even care to be their friend anymore. Not once have the texted me or asked me to hangout, but they’re posting mean things about me on social media. I just want to respond to these negative posts and inform them of what I’m going through. 

Is it a dumb idea to really put myself out there for all of Facebook or Instagram to see? I have a lot of friends who are just distant family or coworkers that I don’t really want to see these posts. I want people to respond kind things to me and try to lift me up. I want those friends who have been posting about me to feel guilty. 

I don’t want it to be a cry for attention. I’m just trying to make it known.  

What should I do?",3.4377898660986013,4.543046219339622,4.410702982349363,87.80100426049911,72.65566037735849,7.546439440048692,24.76232501521607,7.941651935203635,1.2082796104686553,1623,47,343,22,31,527,169,424,0.16,0.67,0.16899999999999998,-0.8211,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,10,1,21,28,3,3,15,1,37,2,1,9,6,78,83,26,0,12,15,0,4,2,8,3,1,2,0,3,24,17,0,0,18,1,0,5,12,11,1,1,15,9,53,17,58,61,6,39,0,3,3,0,39,12,2,8,13,231,77,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03815203073873428,0.0,0.0429187166807726,0.0,0.05563919821609261,0.03922859083194604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244882360050437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368748739716748,0.03419992802717973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440169569719325,0.05763333632045761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162661914460976,0.0,0.0,0.09664303280926648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03705556734266798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288900808136717,0.0,0.11346964895146405,0.08016012934972619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772126680062717,0.0,0.0,0.3467609169556176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956540510749575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055550887888177386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005952714108991,0.06333356915038553,0.0,0.05855705864024147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842274355953291,0.030832795633225333,0.0,0.3164336931179552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481827995875429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769684795578322,0.0,0.0,0.11234776139932456,0.0,0.05636310306671637,0.12222544259129647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043270168097812506,0.0,0.0,0.052648957278216765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059747968741204076,0.0,0.042668934401542714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668447308181908,0.09797412297270501,0.058615796845361376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5373125989546866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639910962668977,0.06284830995502863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179705407041297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053366894016018164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941381139288128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057589024238395924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859502177166132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03971006177685237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730227937887687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287650624685195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181721689821666,0.10784580024650954,0.0,0.0,0.03271416782006573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618064215812909,0.0,0.0,0.17521591190929278,0.0,0.0969101275798013,0.0,0.09258186346958486,0.26472848792828674,0.04453202809005803,0.04500252141379287,0.0,0.05044342313254754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717385024570265,0.039854031394984266,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JCHammer5,2019/04/12,"Holy fuck I didn’t know it was this bad Went out with my brother to go see the movie Shazam. I don’t usually go out that much unless it’s with friends I feel comfortable with and when I do they’re usually not in shopping centres with a lot of people. Anyway, my anxiety levels were off the charts, I was constantly nervous and idk if this is related but I felt sharp, needle like pains in my back, kind of like pins and needles but less frequent. It was the weirdest thing and a bit of a wake up call since I’m on school break and have been chillin the last week. Today was probably the worst my anxiety has ever been in a long time.",3.06114503816794,4.3379200381679395,4.201442748091605,88.27285114503815,73.80916030534351,7.682748091603054,26.07709923664122,8.238735603445708,1.5092131297709919,499,17,107,8,10,163,89,131,0.166,0.755,0.078,-0.8739,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,1,9,0,13,3,1,0,1,21,22,10,0,1,5,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,3,2,1,3,3,5,0,0,10,4,10,5,17,12,5,25,0,0,1,1,3,9,1,2,14,73,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794474643959429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044354227430522,0.15250182684571134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940218721386496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865020432711812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737549932190787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521381348730926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923513333391146,0.0,0.1753688555855234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111188906754826,0.1688533347852297,0.0,0.0,0.20760392434312105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019776001457064,0.10037749525492122,0.14888091231952896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846327338910845,0.0,0.0,0.16163601119344606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155279144528728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342658659948011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434828009002791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662377729675092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969233390831384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184847558729952,0.1455452586197176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108670415930114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134192319259306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650238350715,0.0,0.17312710395583766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023176512203545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650764833029667,0.0,0.0,0.16931472289472854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxiety143,2019/04/12,"Inadequacy Causing My Social Anxiety? I’ve never had any social anxiety issues until the last 2-3 months (general anxiety, different story...). 

I was terminated from my college for failing the same unit twice with all appeals rejected, despite letters and backing from my psychiatrist (adhd, anxiety, ptsd - I’ve had a bad year trying to get things done).

I’ve found that I’ve become a very socially anxious person and often deciding not to go to social things with my boyfriend’s friends (usually at the last minute, while we’re outside wherever we’re going) particularly if there will be people I don’t know there. Most of his friends have high flying careers with degrees you have to be fairly smart to do/hard to get into. I’m obviously feeling very inadequate considering my current study situation and the fact when people ask what I do, my only response is now my job, which, while great as a “college job”, would be looked down on as a “career”. 

I guess I’m kind of in a limbo situation of not knowing what I’m doing with my life and just feeling very shit about it but the thought of having someone ask me what I do makes me feel nauseous, to the point where I’ve only met about 4 of my boyfriend’s friends. 

Does anyone have any advice or similar situations to get over this? I’m usually a very social person but I am petrified of going to anything with his friends in case people ask and I guess judge me for my low flying achievements.",6.388853475935832,7.0013945163636375,7.324641711229948,71.36060962566847,65.65454545454546,9.961497326203206,35.085561497326196,9.916854025145753,3.604651336898397,1152,52,199,24,17,387,156,275,0.106,0.823,0.071,-0.6574,4,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,2,10,12,1,0,12,0,19,2,1,2,4,39,44,15,0,2,7,0,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,9,11,0,0,8,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,7,4,23,7,36,32,3,28,0,3,1,0,19,11,1,6,14,125,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014821712537791,0.08251517335028866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484611550051935,0.0,0.25838980508315673,0.0953947635417788,0.0,0.05904340065749479,0.0,0.06948808958636363,0.0,0.2368239725300292,0.0,0.0,0.06493023579922069,0.0705050543197213,0.0,0.0932589085300018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674459355868012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822330612958458,0.0,0.0,0.07389525121804814,0.08641288487389269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808834965945334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258565296745944,0.2609569107373815,0.0,0.13235146228027206,0.0,0.14397000611941213,0.0,0.0,0.09309695802962224,0.1860434770392701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756429217645769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921699099530954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881348985853612,0.16759014952474965,0.0,0.0,0.08793273942143423,0.09281358658851777,0.13766204677505794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059643468571900726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090952140068729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056365300142865886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740033175363509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512642481757876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844300221189825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562313477414146,0.14746197286376292,0.0,0.0,0.07982443095612496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987074952550276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667789893724077,0.0,0.2847470649064359,0.0,0.430386942652824,0.0715469368204769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219824788864567,0.0,0.0,0.06703705123157919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057330177835813435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600057743420711,0.27869204284547616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998475840111382,0.0,0.0,0.05437750267388921
socialanxiety,girrlpig,2019/04/12,"Social anxiety in online games So i played red dead online for the first time today, i didn't have my mic on or anything but someone talked to me to try and help me with something and i literally turned my playstation off because i got so anxious. I haven't had a friend since I was 15 apart from my boyfriend. does anyone have any tips? i've never played online games before so i don't understand the etiquette or anything",3.634285714285717,5.5329862380952415,4.120952380952383,86.8907142857143,73.52380952380952,6.2285714285714295,26.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,1.1449714285714283,340,12,65,3,7,107,59,84,0.129,0.765,0.105,-0.2645,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,8,10,8,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,12,3,8,6,0,8,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,2,4,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013610644289406,0.0,0.18014339078959926,0.2660280836151035,0.0,0.16465476870911264,0.0,0.3875639001639532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435478848400996,0.0,0.20037817756008927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607223436519695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030120840242602,0.0,0.0,0.18193311742729834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883367863095784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578388883798672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816185432372898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479347396702812,0.0,0.0,0.2400446509136747,0.1995234726122729,0.1812858554782036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927183250471066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731168063109353,0.0,0.22320978013956053,0.0,0.0,0.15987709153757748,0.2561372297786125,0.0,0.2451454822255691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pancakesmut,2019/04/12,"Anxiety with potential coworker So I was interviewed by 3 people at once this morning for an awesome job at a really cool startup gaming company. I was interviewed by the CEO, my potential supervisor, and a tech guy I'd be working very closely with. I was nervous preparing for the interview and obsessing over it in my head days before. I really want this job, but I also want to be comfortable and happy for once at a job. 

Well the tech dude was an absolute douchebag and so were the other tech employees that they introduced me to. I kept wondering if it was because I'd be one of the only female employees and these were just how these guys carried themselves. 

The CEO and the potential supervisor were lovely and awesome to talk to, but the tech dude was trying too hard to be funny and he came off VERY arrogant. At the end of the interview I asked them if they had any questions for me, and he started to laugh and say, ""Nevermind, it would be too mean to say."" That made me feel like absolute shit. I'd be spending 40+ hours a week with this guy and his douchey team. I wish I had spoken up after he said that but I got anxious and my body tightened up and I just couldn't speak. Before I left, he wasn't even looking up from his cellphone while he told me they'd contact me early next week if I got the job, then he walked away. I was still anxious about his comment, that I was an idiot and didn't even shake the CEO's hand when she walked me out of the building. I just felt really defeated. 

Well I was contacted soon after the interview, which meant the CEO and supervisor actually liked what I had to say. It was an email offer, but I haven't replied to it. I've wasted time accepting jobs that I later quit because I felt too much pressure to kiss ass to my coworkers. I have a problem with confrontation and just alpha people, that I can't speak up. I want to cry. Why do I have to work with anyone at all? Why can't I just have this job and work alone? Should I even accept this job? My husband is joining the military but we'd most likely be going through the process of moving and such at the end of this year anyway. I don't know what to do. I just want to be at home with our daughter and never work with anyone but we need more income right now.",4.516143790849675,5.105853806100222,5.570464052287584,82.37608823529416,69.76252723311546,9.170108932461874,29.24335511982571,9.2995712137729,2.359652374727669,1783,64,366,35,30,591,211,459,0.122,0.732,0.146,0.8968,10,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,3,0,4,7,25,22,3,4,27,1,41,7,5,2,2,71,66,35,0,13,15,2,5,3,0,2,0,6,1,3,23,30,0,1,10,2,1,6,8,9,2,1,28,13,51,13,54,25,4,47,0,1,1,3,46,19,2,6,25,254,74,21,0.0,0.0,0.07612787198699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079628218997288,0.0,0.06238568746655829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305042633516245,0.0,0.059678506585009415,0.1762613512517275,0.0,0.10909476784676256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293012714942043,0.0,0.07329427718716527,0.0,0.0,0.09511004931287953,0.0,0.13276390920140704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665307769880368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922425779767985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856918584912184,0.0503108985289515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818988872232002,0.0,0.0,0.1545773795697888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039444907233109006,0.055731358917774663,0.14980635341228266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433567573341925,0.0,0.12478568425641755,0.0,0.0,0.2317306493548704,0.0,0.08304458467985251,0.06988289035914318,0.0,0.08006220149760578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825179369587659,0.0,0.07682551365648302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5418999319376171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042873024627412125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475961309650906,0.0,0.0,0.11433728689386742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655099273516443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040833322027974,0.07381627181788115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497728316056756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291377108484246,0.057347354253031176,0.05784446376004317,0.06016720003458599,0.0,0.08296600768497077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661591874931474,0.052862542803967016,0.0593311841450885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816656280718252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464637301908339,0.0,0.0,0.0873906204466776,0.08297472527783616,0.0,0.0,0.14992829907629168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666213083611997,0.07420670472617465,0.18611338651440976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007757985399085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055216869620491035,0.0,0.06230000388400981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270260736727136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045489074013891295,0.0,0.0,0.07454323469542062,0.0,0.052964619008761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873514811306794,0.18405257696283295,0.0,0.1251520771467167,0.0,0.14028323269669407,0.0,0.14078630711007006,0.0,0.08970925868456328,0.0,0.0846000342970815,0.22717290986336905,0.0,0.0,0.055417059478627566,0.0,0.0,0.050236783147937
socialanxiety,Zakzhy123,2019/04/12,"Social Anxiety is ruining me. I have suffered with social anxiety since my early teens, I was also a shy child. 

Left school at 16, wanted to leave since my first year..... (12years old), all I kept saying was  I wasn't going to pass cause I'm stupid...so why try?.
This doesn't mean I am ""naughty child"" infact quite the opposite I just stayed quite barely spoke a word unless it was with my two close friends when I see them at dinner, if my friends weren't at school any day I dreaded not being able to do anything at dinner so I just wanted to run home but instead I was good and stayed at school nearly all the time.

 I'm 19 gone through two very manual labour intensive jobs (maintenance engineer, Industrial boiler work) which I quit because I was treat awful because I dont talk at work much so I guess I never fit in with colleagues this caused friction upon my last job with my foreman who happened to be the managers son who was as bad as him.

I work at Sainsbury's right now part time 16 hours a week. It's happening all again I started this job in September 2018 working there still. Once again I talk very few words to colleagues unless they speak first and even when I reply I'm all quite and find it hard. I've never been in as social of a job before and I hardly ever see customers cause I work early but a lot of colleagues.

Because of my anxiety I'm always working out the best ways round people so that I don't have to talk or maybe pre thinking of what I need to ask basically anything to eliminate possible confrontation.

I Push away friends because I don't like always going out 

I find it hard to eat In public have done ever since high school. 

The one thing that people don't realise is how much I'm thinking about every possible confrontation or how much I will try and avoid it.

How am I supposed to get another job when every job requirements are communication.

People don't realise how hard talking to people is for me, I have developed somewhat of an ego with close friends and family which is cold and doesn't care about people at all.

Im a negative and cold person on purpose because it help push people away Instead of talking.",4.1370272248243545,5.570136990632322,4.868395052693209,83.92528578747073,71.36533957845434,7.58574355971897,27.629464285714285,8.07648339933343,1.7693536885245904,1713,61,330,24,32,552,208,427,0.11699999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.069,-0.9121,6,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,14,27,16,2,2,12,1,32,3,0,7,9,59,57,29,0,4,10,1,5,1,4,1,0,3,1,3,17,17,3,3,5,0,0,7,13,7,0,5,13,12,41,9,51,41,13,59,0,2,3,0,27,25,0,6,25,211,58,19,0.05988069385314719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047886569240062994,0.09965106845637674,0.0,0.0,0.04072092521662754,0.06279012859890326,0.137425700690973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985534177507234,0.0,0.05598036545320429,0.0,0.1125197660538721,0.0,0.04999787814912469,0.182513575901862,0.0,0.050954060047527706,0.0,0.06284109385365039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061052358222325874,0.184541902450351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03861809372907648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061278739944615995,0.07017972722775156,0.0,0.0,0.06127289904337841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955063354172976,0.10833103164918574,0.10090413440885046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645018891946961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945973870307944,0.10186897520284073,0.0,0.0,0.185054702121832,0.0,0.031285191053773684,0.0,0.06806315653574982,0.05022508498374289,0.0,0.0,0.06596533528836003,0.0,0.1059045996306194,0.0,0.2145653597019476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04013676685891101,0.06326724073407783,0.06006521830805187,0.0,0.0589704213981236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468142494005466,0.0,0.3565340934396635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048810757660059184,0.0,0.0634050087008454,0.06506054907998997,0.0,0.0,0.02925468232596945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050908424560069415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015820548777875,0.06522763023301269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205759982901252,0.04440077574659188,0.09236736525445467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283471518195866,0.06377098465916907,0.040576707879430116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064844956111941,0.0,0.24908240061163145,0.05228551216653466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350129701596845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25476195509248656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051137785368035135,0.0,0.04761953118708692,0.0,0.2424098362282199,0.09543432044277997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860178623601894,0.0,0.0,0.1831224792890729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042383863313497416,0.12764970453523478,0.04782079946216893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240649167393953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03978207222593888,0.07673826148930461,0.0,0.0,0.06983382826710813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131012090861914,0.0,0.1169894737788017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881568728485618,0.07063836937973361,0.04753050756375468,0.04803268066122173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540330123563442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26156314980427736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03856120357576035
socialanxiety,anyhowaskalsocan,2019/04/12,"Getting pins and needles when conversing for long to a stranger/acquaintance I don't know if I hyperventilate, but normally, when trying to maintain a conversation with a stranger or someone I'm acquainted with but rarely talk to, I tend to get the tingling feeling/pins and needles in my arms and legs. When it gets worse it feels like I forget about my background, or my background becomes a blur, kind of like how in movies a character will stand in the middle of the road while everything fast forwards around him/her.

Short conversations are ok. I can still think clearly when the tingling feeling comes but I always have the fear that it might get too much and I will pass out. It sucks because I'm always trying hard to listen and reply but the tingling feeling can get distracting",7.230905631659057,8.029193034246575,6.496940639269407,77.37629375951295,63.863013698630134,9.22861491628615,36.08523592085236,9.150863307647796,3.2528350076103503,637,29,111,10,9,195,89,146,0.122,0.769,0.10800000000000001,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,2,11,1,8,5,2,1,1,28,24,18,0,2,7,0,4,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,5,10,4,16,21,1,20,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,5,11,71,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066471463955995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403527168221124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232647696750564,0.20350665624672928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872832530276398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560585915905546,0.0,0.0,0.2073498027546185,0.2795103669369176,0.13163923789486418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813553286325522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506560413035207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188405758055996,0.1012674443579785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004553273596655,0.0,0.0,0.16306907965981934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547646916592826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354562701457497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054096781428056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612747464599744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471545857017046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810554790215194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806982739656108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502082209045669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778218385909076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,roxycontinz,2019/04/12,Social anxiety ever since my mom died I had a complete personality change ever since my mom died I'm 17 with no social skills I used to be the loudest craziest kid but ever since she died I became this dark emotionless quiet person and I hate being the center of attention and I just need to know wtf is going on and why am I like this I can't even talk to women I had multiple chances to get a girlfriend but I get to scared to talk like a lil pussy and this has to change any advice,2.722941176470588,4.072180264705885,4.653088235294117,84.41139705882355,74.78431372549021,7.452941176470588,22.553921568627448,8.07648339933343,1.1018980392156856,385,10,80,6,8,132,64,102,0.24600000000000002,0.6759999999999999,0.077,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,5,0,8,0,0,1,3,15,16,6,3,1,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,12,2,10,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,0,5,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389073551560002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317577756394724,0.0,0.104817088929364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28989014005061514,0.0,0.1436589761121273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266038393982025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049796913486248,0.3718172433897397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431707156536669,0.0,0.07786951671576448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527522252727606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530057121387601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338784793620275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209436521862714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159584495250758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392746837420489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717721173573785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400238797687921,0.0,0.0,0.27934171119520695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202570120670268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833808471303513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236358926925604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jphuffinstuff,2019/04/12,"I have a girlfriend and ive been buying nicer clothes and therapy is working really well wow life is good Life will be okay for me and for every single one of you! I don't care how bad it seems but someday we'll all be okay I know it deep inside me that you, the reader, will personally be ok in the end!",-0.3204545454545453,1.8159580909090918,2.109318181818182,94.6339772727273,89.30303030303033,5.118181818181818,17.340909090909093,6.6274283507984215,-0.1619636363636361,238,6,55,3,8,81,50,66,0.026000000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.25,0.9087,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,2,0,1,2,8,0,0,3,3,12,2,0,1,1,8,15,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,9,7,4,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479562353853733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30277910716641465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630258848385258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502087111398375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24908303023050096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632060832032149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195151702273815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123349435163276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25930137921737056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024558111781886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703489060973389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396092817395681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670102838146153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619655454033332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lexihoo1222,2019/04/12,"Love advice? 
   I have a crush on a boy, and a really big one. I'm shy, and just barely starting to be able to speak to boys. The boy I like is quiet, kinda nerdy and really not my type. I usually like the more outgoing popular guys, ones pretty much exact opposite of me. My friends are the popular girls, and I'm just the quiet kid who just sits there and says something once in a blue moon. His friends are (no offence..) The weirdos who play Pokemon during class. He doesn't do it himself, but that's weird. We have two opposite friend groups, so if we did date it would be hard for me to not be mean to his friends. 
   I've known him since elementary, but only liked him recently. I sat at the same table with him in English. We sat with another girl who I hate and I would only talk to him. We mainly only spoke about our work, but at times we would joke around. We talked a lot when the other girl was absent, and somtimes when I completed a group assignment before him he would jokingly say that he could take it home and copy it. I only saw him as a friend then. 

    Our teacher changed our seats as she usually does every so often, and I was moved away from him. I never noticed how great that table was until I left it. I still didn't like him yet, but did miss him. I got next to the teachers pet who became one of my friends, but left to sit someone by the teacher. I was left with another Pokemon player. Great. 
    One day in class we played a game where 5 people were picked to be aliens and tried to kill all the normal people. When I got out by that girl at my old table, I got to see who the aliens were. It was him. It shocked me and when he saw my face he laughed. I don't know why but I felt intensely in love with him at that moment. I don't know why. I only saw him as a friend, now I want him to be much more. I think I fell for his personality, which is pretty common for me. It never has felt like this before. Now everyday in class I can't help but worry that hes looking at me, so I uncomfortably try to improve my posture and pick my shoulders up from the table. I start blushing and smiling uncontrollably when I see his face, and start smiling when I think of him. I've only one other time had a crush on somebody who gets to my head like this, and that I know well personally. The last boy I liked liked me back, and we were best friends but never dated. 

    I think be might possibly like me because he knows me better than most in the class, and he'll stop to talk to me in the  hall. I don't have much other than he picked up my pencil pouch after some boy dropped it on purpose just to annoy me (would have beat him up or cussed him out but my crush was there and if I get detention before field day I can't go). 

  The problem is that I can't make a move and I doubt he will since he doesn't know me well enough yet, but we can't know eachother well enough because our only class together is English, where we sit across the room from one another. We only have 5 weeks of school left, and idk if he has a phone so we might not even be able to text over the summer. Also the possibilities. He might be gay, have a girlfriend, strict parents, or just not like me. I've never had a boyfriend or asked anyone out. I've had people ask me out, I know I'm not ugly, I'm fat, but it all really goes to my butt and I'm well proportioned. I don't have a fat face or stomach. I don't have ratty hair. Don't have bad acne. Not a terrible personality as long as nobody says anything mean to me. Get new clothes every week, shoes every 2-4 months, and don't smell bad. Guys do have diffrent tastes though.  

    I can't even ask about what he's interested in either, because I have no way to talk to him without getting in trouble. I'm pretty sure I'll have to wait until next school year and pray that we have classes together. I don't even know how I can make it through summer. I barely made it through spring break. 

   I really wanna be with him even though I know it'll be over in a year, but I really feel like I love him. I know you can't fall in love with someone you talk to once a week, but it can't be infatuation. I don't care how he looks as long as he isn't garbage. Even then I don't think I'd complain. He wears the same vans everyday but I couldn't care less. I just want to be with him.

  How do I try to see him more if my parents wouldn't allow me to? And if he might not have a phone. I can find ways to talk to him at school, but I would need to get an excuse to talk to him. I'm too shy. Help please.",1.7572732780990281,3.120408143600418,3.324000316126398,92.89754804462652,77.34547346514049,6.405885219773707,21.217626681067983,7.038699335229291,0.2946891581817468,3490,87,818,37,79,1154,335,961,0.07200000000000001,0.736,0.192,0.9991,3,0,1,0,0,0,106.0,17,2,0,4,47,56,3,2,40,0,90,18,12,11,8,157,159,76,1,20,39,2,5,11,9,14,2,7,3,15,36,49,3,2,21,5,0,5,37,14,4,7,27,23,132,42,101,104,19,107,1,1,9,6,126,41,1,19,65,530,168,14,0.0864885710000098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042257815300052584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034582439490623895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603621165640273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0302374099013232,0.0,0.035586362314583786,0.03849658241594207,0.1212827081791944,0.0,0.040629429742084285,0.033252186239062564,0.07221434415498408,0.0790839451855695,0.0,0.1103931056051318,0.0,0.04538220967185794,0.03824605631516848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818086229560519,0.0,0.04574672007137481,0.0,0.04534081058979339,0.0,0.0,0.034527043152216955,0.0,0.0,0.0557779732740475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03784336565915171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936581369535368,0.0,0.14281221363091634,0.0,0.10930552693348244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0218656100941981,0.030893726201820307,0.08304259137912633,0.0,0.039524493510717074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267283421641724,0.0,0.11296677165844853,0.0,0.024576724014603202,0.0,0.10375921666504637,0.09535395485898863,0.0,0.08563728300377202,0.0,0.0,0.03873838576469083,0.04269477903917485,0.04438111289967382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797146604047437,0.0,0.043377544280025056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047843394731818235,0.0,0.2376592837503444,0.035249864420403884,0.0,0.0,0.187940170907308,0.0,0.0,0.23239670896275824,0.0,0.0,0.07653966369839996,0.07262861693678759,0.0,0.0,0.036764745101820435,0.15611862413353875,0.040918788543184925,0.057731792737266835,0.0,0.0,0.09421140881242147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350141231093728,0.0,0.0,0.034517176111554734,0.0919236635171504,0.09536857678129716,0.032065089751901685,0.13341063561296515,0.04176560040810395,0.09198157644995576,0.0,0.042370218158818765,0.0,0.049233905662950016,0.04537760316044335,0.09210750543340944,0.17582068215425173,0.2631138222791193,0.0,0.0,0.09603532286319907,0.0,0.0,0.08994042780709917,0.1132777262662648,0.0,0.04746923946379332,0.0,0.09750286865592456,0.0,0.13198495486432268,0.0,0.041378940955179404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851698312259433,0.0,0.04269851490177978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316877458439186,0.0,0.1312965768846667,0.10338029006095828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154423967944003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328148554228706,0.033291563702540404,0.0,0.0,0.09182558356205828,0.0,0.03453494226122475,0.03615415902892885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04075722730865741,0.0,0.03251432087827006,0.2433068303433807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083676808274352,0.08497458188104956,0.0,0.05043218127276955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808009367515306,0.0,0.04224338329306067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525494194323664,0.0,0.051013200017411886,0.06865060194819772,0.10406387211904028,0.0,0.15552722437764535,0.0,0.07804248289084359,0.0,0.0,0.041685948046077975,0.0,0.031482354880958116,0.04391667105282633,0.0,0.1843169980802333,0.0,0.0,0.055695804084820166
socialanxiety,jroddie4,2019/04/12,"Just went on a date Tried to kiss her in the middle and she said ""no sorry"" find out how many times I think about killing myself tonight on the next episode of DRAGON BALL ZEEEEEEE",6.279166666666665,5.911533027777783,4.54111111111111,94.565,65.94444444444444,7.2,29.11111111111111,3.1291,0.6690444444444448,143,4,32,0,2,40,34,36,0.19399999999999998,0.737,0.069,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,4,1,7,1,0,10,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144726937567925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806612022923164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488318081503481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659211232443842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272882654396431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38515690602599867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046542491952653,0.0,0.0,0.20062931220837008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336001625326793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189552691920705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whatiaskwheniambored,2019/04/12,"Try magnesium tablets I have been struggling with crippling social anxiety the last 2 years. 2 years ago, I was drinking before my college classes. If i had a presentation, I'd take 4 shots before just to act normal and be able to present. 

This last year, I was sober before class but still super anxious. Got on an SSRI for 2 months before i quit that. 
I would never participate in class nor voice my opinions. 

I began a keto diet and taking magnesium and potassium supplements for the last week, and my  anxiety has gone down. I have literally participated in every class discussion. The chanfe has been night and day for me. Sure, i still feel anxious at times, but not to the magnitutde I used to feel. 

You should all try magnesium tablets. I was the person walking the long way in between classes to get to my class, etc.",4.871107526881719,6.679811116129034,5.58685483870968,78.01361559139788,70.09677419354838,8.521505376344086,30.336021505376344,9.075114841892004,2.71963440860215,653,27,116,13,12,212,96,155,0.069,0.875,0.055999999999999994,0.25,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,9,0,13,2,0,1,3,21,22,9,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,6,2,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,9,3,17,2,17,10,2,29,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,19,74,19,7,0.1359775191194625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120535866285378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804485987910412,0.3072317842859558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4628274142125885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769425069256609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332062015548843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516508778520783,0.0,0.0,0.1145669245204575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375086386682096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104264147478581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875364382260552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325194802802363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033582545773855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853595845995086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487424549308116,0.0,0.0,0.1276056903238512,0.13322909797609955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873032479770085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462882938721802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861195668952414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171836448362496,0.0,0.0,0.14215322686833107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281572025422553,0.0,0.20447634353356606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928958490080085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463961936667625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744091781196128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793262544449496,0.1090729638001187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659452819684894,0.0,0.0,0.262695192344545
socialanxiety,SharpTwelveEO,2019/04/12,"Do you think students would dislike a boring and unfunny tutor?  Okay, so I am a very boring person and unfunny and not very good socially (hence why i lurk around this subreddit).

However, I am really good at breaking things down and explaining concepts to people. I'm also really good at math.

**I'm just wondering what students look for in a tutor. Would they be okay with a tutor who is a boring person?**

I would especially love to hear from students or former students who have had a lot of experience with getting tutored one on one. Thanks for your answers. Please be as honest as you can.",2.6428708791208777,5.4393328750000025,4.416428571428573,78.74395604395608,81.85714285714286,7.374725274725275,25.57967032967033,8.384062270229773,2.3596887362637364,470,19,79,11,13,158,72,112,0.16,0.703,0.13699999999999998,-0.1866,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,0,4,11,0,0,6,2,12,1,0,0,0,18,22,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,8,8,16,16,1,8,0,0,1,1,12,6,0,3,1,59,13,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398180396552262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564305948636728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102530142664876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134573958408096,0.0,0.0,0.4399379430633126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705535019529533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682004787032452,0.0,0.0,0.1486411792885314,0.15779829518635186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369497686469563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121078874101655,0.30532393234712085,0.0,0.1919198328258926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240116466556165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822551971825254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096751772469153,0.0,0.0,0.11615472647808502,0.11202925432177606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885196392769247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776427470628138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960456204836312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726001075444864,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JadeIndy,2019/04/12,"Blushing and flushing So, I go red a alot. When I see someone attractice, someone looks me in the eye too long, when im mad, etc.
But, how do you deal when you're at work and you have gone red whilst talking to someone and now every time you see them you remember going red so you flush red.

This might not seem like a big deal, but it makes me feel shame and humiliation and I was hoping to hear how others handle it.",0.9440229885057472,3.03581903448276,2.557011494252876,93.94747126436785,82.79310344827587,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,0.006439080459769818,324,9,73,3,9,106,59,87,0.14,0.8190000000000001,0.04,-0.8464,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,1,1,9,4,1,1,4,0,4,1,1,3,0,17,15,14,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,10,11,2,4,12,2,13,0,0,8,0,10,3,0,4,8,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960559621611171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422206760134155,0.0,0.0,0.16183726594341566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712236851435392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183291146543609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164902356619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907806446963732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748138876467195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384150275734966,0.0,0.0,0.16998641683575078,0.16130039977009894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821614455456984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037685172353849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217591322715202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061287743680925,0.1748641268893871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882510536035185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438813694111908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200448726231288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983789426755616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,myrookie,2019/04/12,"My school's having a mental health workshop tomorrow Seems like a good thing, but for me, it's not.

They are randomly putting us in groups regardless of our grade, so im going to have to talk with people 4 years older than me. They're going to ""promote group work"", so I'm going to have to talk and cooperate with people way older than me that I don't know. 

I still struggle saying hi to people in the hallway, so this is going to be great. Woohoo, tomorrow's going to be a day off constant stress.",6.8249999999999975,5.288267970588233,7.520901960784315,77.47605882352943,65.37254901960785,10.12078431372549,31.184313725490192,8.841846274778883,2.350487843137254,391,11,79,5,5,131,69,102,0.035,0.778,0.18600000000000005,0.9427,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,1,2,4,5,0,2,4,0,8,1,0,0,0,9,16,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,17,14,0,18,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,9,49,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001982530677214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340180768287307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996676585012893,0.14748567001104984,0.0,0.19386345928333745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690896318143296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899366282335055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663668580244283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859062045430607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772046659391658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657145105285349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676707300128194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983447643767855,0.0,0.17795876863603244,0.0,0.1600775031346873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042549955714262,0.0,0.20142333471743115,0.18382542489970605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826659523000252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681982377072585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115130385787488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395730590854089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801311141491412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323475007845933
socialanxiety,krypto9er,2019/04/12,Starting a text conversation with someone How do you approach texting someone like say a former coworker who you’d like to get to know better and maybe closer too?,14.607999999999995,9.4762878,13.023333333333335,55.12500000000003,54.33333333333334,14.666666666666664,53.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,6.277333333333335,134,7,20,2,1,43,25,30,0.0,0.752,0.248,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32675119790722473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302396910643346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304173329473368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609921951763384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711652448473964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938038927401848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6260727377496093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615007691266441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rainloading,2019/04/12,"It's hard making friends when you're constantly convinced people don't like you. I just keep feeling people won't like me as soon as they get to know me cause I'll be too clingy, too excited, too awkward, too everything. And yeah it sucks to be constantly scared of distancing the few people who want to interact with me. lol.",3.111302083333332,5.4041558593750025,3.8731250000000017,86.29270833333338,76.34375,8.016666666666666,26.291666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.1433104166666666,261,10,51,6,6,83,47,64,0.171,0.611,0.217,0.5236,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,7,8,1,2,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,9,11,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,5,7,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,6,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25190382548796564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299815965027226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038384417947632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239883046537439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894528563840682,0.0,0.1281149571385999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966488724964575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179587681299469,0.0,0.0,0.13476400407069886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395997752324959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636832239136649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100045741048711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455034539944563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463443182862634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trying234,2019/04/12,"I have a solution for social anxiety I just wanted to share this plan with you people who suffer from social anxiety 

​

1- Buy a good deodorant either sport protection, or clinical protection (ex,- Degree men's sport protection 1-4$, Degree clinical protection 6-10$, or the best Certain Dri clinical Perscription strength protection (5$)

2- Buy a toothbrush and force yourself to brush your teeth at least twice a day (when you wake up, when you go to bed) 

3- Get mouthwash Listerine is the best (1-5$) 

4- Get an antibacterial soap (2.50) (Dial is literally the only and the best) and use it 

TOTAL -  **9$ -12.50$** 

5- Go out for a walk every day 

6- **Leave** your environment where you have social anxiety this is probably the hardest and most crucial step but think of it this way.. the people that your mind staying for are not worth it and life is made for new experiences so go out and transfer schools/ workplaces, etc... If you are at a crossfire between leaving or staying because your environment is bearable simply choose to leave and get to know new loving people.  choose the easier way which is leaving it may be daunting at the sight of these words, but trust me ***nothing bad*** will happen to you will be completely fine and won't regret that you left a bad environment for a new one and forget about all those minute friends or friendships(s) that you will be leaving behind they don't need you. Change in general is hard but just do it. 

7- Think of nothing all day and just do your tasks aka just say **fuck it ,** whatever happens ***fuck it DO NOT EVER TRY TO BE CORRECT OR SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE JUST BE RELAXED AND AT EASE IN YOUR MIND ALL THE TIME*** 

​

​

***Life is short and failure of anything is ok so go do these things as soon as possible***",1.0791071428571437,3.5201296488095224,2.5380476190476213,86.84028571428574,100.7261904761905,5.8114285714285705,23.457142857142852,7.1686216300943375,1.6233735714285715,1406,60,255,30,60,454,181,336,0.062,0.79,0.14800000000000002,0.9874,0,0,0,0,0,0,93.0,0,15,1,5,13,20,2,0,18,1,28,10,2,2,7,57,47,27,0,4,17,1,1,0,1,5,5,1,1,1,19,15,0,5,6,3,3,6,4,6,0,2,1,4,19,14,32,36,11,33,0,2,1,3,27,12,2,8,11,164,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499137113191788,0.2802700791575867,0.0,0.0,0.17644981895267078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326957996883745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283910724569475,0.046868216443306784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420573352185081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133384745205369,0.0,0.08061217429597219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148752866731581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574679504719142,0.0,0.06954663802092757,0.06477869917525236,0.0,0.0,0.07520801680243215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594009499707112,0.14215738387803648,0.1205072909124491,0.0,0.17478145045207288,0.06448726190010295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597782174019032,0.0,0.06887361440138945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225383568473598,0.0,0.0,0.4070491272631209,0.0835354817068774,0.0,0.1086119139809897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693914686117963,0.07275018843103316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526331539398122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057009051454368125,0.0,0.2227672475995766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475459398165717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209908134375008,0.05847430004377339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990656868124645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667597844201322,0.0,0.0,0.0828947404094598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611418214666194,0.0,0.07781144920446745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31349719064442383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389777997387062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107879680827472,0.09852925819878997,0.0,0.0,0.04483210306568417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219968332418345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640371920298971,0.0,0.0,0.0453486044658916,0.1220550364623894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802700791575867,0.0
socialanxiety,VuxTheMighty,2019/07/16,"Cant find conversation topics When i talk with someone 1 on 1, i always feel the pressure to find something new to talk about. Awkward silence kills me. Whenever it gets silent i can feel my anxiety building up, and i cant think about anything else, which results in more awkward silence... 

Should i just continue talking to people even though i dont have anything to say 20-30% of the time? Will practice make me better? I genuinely want to talk but i feel like i bore people with my lack of conversation skills",4.25591836734694,6.203289030612247,4.840561224489797,82.17676020408162,71.95918367346937,7.348979591836735,31.637755102040817,8.07648339933343,2.403302040816327,407,19,74,6,8,130,66,98,0.146,0.7859999999999999,0.067,-0.6604,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,3,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,16,14,4,1,3,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,4,13,2,14,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452680288700226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355642486461716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28733582001318425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440552558368298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461136641950275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458426857218921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531120868378462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26482503118604234,0.12472297776590903,0.0,0.0,0.3191335673231622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121303178386436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193151535635432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529301496797598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653630020084685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686144952878122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420693855306716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388363524529781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792461472978474,0.13440343622970394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612966241193516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186649735063932,0.1715280768881983,0.0,0.10180144315513663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297427655658843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThrownstAway190,2019/07/16,"AaaaaAaaaaAAAaaaa i went on a date last night. never done that before. i thought i’d be ok but my brain had other plans. as soon as we met, my brain just started screaming at me. “you’re not good enough, she regrets asking you out, she doesn’t really want you here, you just leave her alone.” 

i wanted to make up some excuse to leave because it hurt so bad being reminded i’m not good enough to make someone want to be with me, even when they asked me out first. even when i have confirmation that they want to be around me, i can’t accept someone would ever want to be around me. i feel like it’s gonna be like this forever. i can’t handle normal interaction and girls have always made fun of me, i don’t know why i thought it’d be any different. i don’t know why i keep letting myself get my hopes up when it just hurts worse than the last time every time reality hits. i’m deleting tinder and leaving that girl alone forever. isolation isn’t great but at least i’m not getting hurt",2.9184790640394103,4.343865438423645,3.832016625615765,90.18674415024631,74.41871921182265,6.848399014778327,23.03232758620689,7.413659706084162,0.7236406403940889,776,21,169,9,16,249,119,203,0.205,0.648,0.147,-0.9472,1,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,2,2,14,15,0,0,2,1,20,2,2,3,2,38,47,10,0,9,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,9,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,7,2,30,9,20,28,4,24,0,4,0,0,16,9,0,2,16,105,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790439773678588,0.0,0.0,0.08753219668579744,0.0,0.0,0.07153745746037513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729497838890152,0.19668968673578285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783496598308006,0.06412701628247397,0.0,0.08951476135898312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348689246591773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099083061147204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076528892379723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739290989434015,0.0,0.13896303924681316,0.09515656295891008,0.08863287344833731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319068230271061,0.07515264236711047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894803769970525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992201244166117,0.0,0.0,0.17646823402731115,0.0,0.11597988570548234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448419675897157,0.0,0.0,0.33784617369663805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350378346624247,0.0,0.0,0.11562686249132925,0.17149892745017298,0.0,0.3341647879006931,0.0,0.10757089456045812,0.0,0.10278772308229746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953979204037228,0.1404394129880104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113428694787314,0.0,0.0,0.09872010660233843,0.10307056622125872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739178839339904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826587958708512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744588636595518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702907816595322,0.12268224487476738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102391042007533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751852311211398,0.18984756865590804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720456553955647,0.074728815749474,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JNote96,2019/07/16,"There is nothing wrong with being introverted. I remember once in high school I had a class that I had no friends in and I’m pretty introverted so I didn’t talk that much in class but I’m a totally pleasant person. My teacher was talking about the sandy hook shooting because it happened the day before and he told the class to always look out for the quiet people cause according to him they are the ones that  turn out to be psychopaths and murderers. And a kid I didn’t know shouted out “better look out for (insert my name) then” and the whole class laughed including the teacher. I didn’t even know how to react, the fact that they were comparing me to such an evil person was incredibly insulting and definitely hurt my feelings cause I would consider myself a really nice person. I really don’t understand why sitting back and listening instead of being a loud obnoxious teenager every second is considered so abnormal especially here in America.",5.89413298565841,7.6383512598870125,6.653333333333332,71.61199478487616,67.47457627118644,10.191916558018251,33.389395914819644,10.389873798559362,3.9341476749239455,771,35,126,21,13,254,112,177,0.136,0.728,0.135,-0.5003,0,0,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,10,10,3,0,14,0,16,0,0,4,2,26,28,12,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,4,5,12,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,9,7,16,5,18,15,3,13,0,1,2,0,15,9,0,0,3,93,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287363341073892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896726471158885,0.0,0.09431360466234083,0.0,0.13165215386080975,0.0,0.0,0.13683397155029456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178724641045749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977919743175072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021886398742616,0.0,0.13035513378124186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822919688513658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953340957366865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681509022178748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346623809177382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656269713342726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005603612239908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598454078969751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137342633407545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845443771288366,0.0,0.0,0.1647677825157256,0.104839751413824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726078386019093,0.4052768485584408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740207225678488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982304138407344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752633784118343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658112928942036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487101611347391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783803011579236,0.0,0.0,0.16828687831629388,0.0,0.16106509769290991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396073727915939,0.1727351947877624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109906002088655,0.16915795795270938,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lonelyastronomer_,2019/07/16,"I’m starting college soon and want to make friends but don’t know where to start. Need some advice. I’m starting college soon and I desperately want to make new friends and possibly get a girlfriend/boyfriend. The problem is I’ve been completely friendless for a little over a year now and I have absolutely no idea how social interaction works anymore. I don’t know how to start a conversation, how to continue one without sounding boring and awkward, etc. If anyone has any advice for making friendships/relationships it was be much appreciated.",6.1783673469387725,8.603228214285718,6.285459183673472,71.81757653061227,67.87755102040815,8.573469387755104,36.73979591836735,9.188382445141503,3.7908530612244906,447,24,70,9,8,142,67,98,0.151,0.6990000000000001,0.15,-0.27,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,6,0,22,23,10,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,1,3,2,9,20,3,13,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,10,45,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239477588739836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271909220210638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438443229192787,0.11589975844865155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379097655428338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486065383793987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561238223338144,0.0,0.08660015253069155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711723287911214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218923955215546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661300675173327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319282730345913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121849005901575,0.1229052411898914,0.0,0.16008722356045196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231988596496367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868638709821792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586051608658598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779588509020364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896636080389482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692890027719516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955332013887888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597819166724347,0.0,0.1206716229334874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674079329379993
socialanxiety,Ronnie_McT,2019/07/16,"Sam Schaeffer's method https://iovercameanxiety.com/how-i-overcame-social-anxiety-lto-fr-e

I am posting about this above. Been reading about methods for curing social anxiety, things like relaxation methods, exercise, medication and even cbt don't seem to tackle the root cause and generally just reduce symptoms or help for a bit. Sure I can build up my confidence and tackle social situations better over time, but the fucked up irrational thought process that is social anxiety cant seem to be reckoned with logically. This guy offers that we can kill that off by thinking like people without social anxiety or someone who has overcome it and tackle the root cause. I really want to believe him. Like REALLY want to this seems to good to be true. Anyone tried? Opinions please? I have barely any money atm so paying £55 for this is a big deal.... please help guys.",8.078897882938977,10.523540376712331,7.124719800747203,67.6220859277709,63.04109589041096,9.418679950186801,31.76587795765878,9.800150414767053,3.4238575342465762,709,27,103,15,11,217,102,146,0.121,0.6559999999999999,0.223,0.9184,0,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,1,5,10,2,0,5,0,12,4,0,4,2,28,20,8,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,10,6,0,0,7,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,8,18,16,1,7,0,0,0,1,13,5,1,6,4,62,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714887913038118,0.0,0.2603634056842749,0.0,0.0,0.07932583807331532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781762468466815,0.0,0.10033599042050192,0.12385639324877458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308574728911546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696043535776772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493167285391096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048813221496711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515523014545124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224663728367112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208429369468354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551397079839968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662756387845282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428744142171658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865091438887258,0.0,0.0,0.24906479856950434,0.0,0.0,0.10865231535342733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347921374218513,0.0,0.14535604483909495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30983779612112433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752088187721122,0.0,0.5782323602902677,0.09612455687954076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069238808599933,0.11791644362875052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537015098227268,0.07269322625676156,0.0,0.09006544697106253,0.0661527402377268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702409334616854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382974459084804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936031807708213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Justadude689,2019/07/16,"I fucked up and now I'm so lonely I'll try to make this short and easy to read.

I've always had social anxiety and I actually went 2 years to the psychologist for it. I've never been a party guy and I usually would never go out with friends except once a month when I forced myself to do so (phycologist's assignment)

This year I entered University, therefore leaving back all the people I knew and starting a new phase. All over the year I avoided going to any of the parties or events they made, mainly because I didn't trust them, felt too awkward and had never done so with my older friends who I had known for over 8 years, so I wouldn't even think of it with new people.

But now summer vacations have come and therefore I don't see them in class anymore and I've realized that I've fucked up, fucked up bad.

Since I wasn't going to parties with my old friends I've grown apart from them so now we don't talk much, and since I wasn't hanging out with the new people at Uni they don't talk to me either (for non-educational purposes)

So I've spent a month alone as of now, and there are two more to go.

TL;DR: I got into uni and lost contact with old friends but didn't make new friends in uni so now I'm alone for the whole summer and it's driving me mad.",4.011762494471473,4.302459101503762,5.1070897832817375,86.3163931888545,70.76691729323308,7.91295886775763,26.925254312251216,7.724431198458867,1.2996468819106584,995,30,220,11,17,329,133,266,0.124,0.805,0.071,-0.85,0,5,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,5,1,17,15,4,2,10,0,17,3,0,5,5,46,39,24,0,2,5,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,7,23,0,1,5,1,1,10,11,9,0,1,16,2,25,6,35,21,7,51,0,2,1,3,17,13,3,1,28,137,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.09701515617815712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592888598315848,0.0,0.0,0.08272163360804902,0.0,0.0,0.06760592752550812,0.0,0.07605256111471644,0.0,0.09859343079097473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644435854926962,0.08300776341886001,0.06060274671659097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563762306775459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173654035391463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566297918295576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545443996685292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840407208747109,0.2757239953692805,0.0,0.0,0.2260004065936253,0.0,0.07951163175166281,0.0,0.0,0.09843694366530438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526662643787968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852372741709562,0.0,0.0,0.09406931984286754,0.13272119408844513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870495658900546,0.0,0.07308180806909613,0.0,0.2300260136979263,0.3840643150099992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086396209358652,0.10587422913803657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676650437148586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994423715079567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922125684740325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447500536867504,0.0,0.0,0.10134155021649034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036678013036211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598127752094024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370141784697247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749657715284184,0.0,0.09711446686760754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949209298822823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215913508757226,0.0,0.110993819992798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062189629012705,0.0,0.0,0.2560812084077813
socialanxiety,averyfragileman,2019/07/16,"Need help on how to tell someone I can’t pick them up at a time they told me too Ok a little bit about me before I post this. 
I have social anxiety, I am a massive people pleaser (trying not to be), I have an extremely difficult time saying no to people, avoid confrontation at all cost and I’m just plain scared of upsetting people.

So here’s my situation.
Next Friday is the last day of work before summer shutdown. A group of 4 of us are planning on going for a few drinks after work to celebrate. As we are planning on drinking in the town which I live I have offered to give a lift to my colleagues at 4 pm. I will be leaving work at 2 pm so I have time to go home, shower, eat and get ready and freshen up before I go out. I will leave my house at about 3:40 pm to fetch my colleagues. This gives me plenty of time to get ready without feeling rushed - as feeling rushed makes me stressed out. 
Now, one of my work mates today told me that He wants to work through his lunch so he can finish at 3:30pm and then said I will have to pick him up then. The other colleagues will finish at 2 pm the same time as me so they can get ready too so 4 pm was a good time for all of us but they don’t mind getting picked up at 3:30 pm. 
Now because I find it really hard to say no to people I just said it won’t give me enough time to get ready, he kept insisting that it did and kept telling me that I’ll be there at 3:30 to pick him up. This pisses me of because for one he’s telling me what to do and also it will stress me out trying to get ready in time.  So basically I want some advice because I want to go to work tomorrow and tell him that I won’t be picking him up until 4pm as we originally planned. It’s just with being a people pleaser if it gets into an argument I know I’ll back down :(! Please advise me on how to do this.. sorry for long post I just want to be as clear as possible, if you need more info just ask! Thanks for your help in advance.",3.3149920634920638,3.4786198166666717,4.692857142857143,89.12325396825398,72.26190476190476,7.555555555555558,25.317460317460323,7.242747475848597,0.9042222222222224,1513,41,351,14,27,506,187,420,0.08,0.8140000000000001,0.107,0.9367,1,1,2,0,0,0,36.0,4,2,4,10,23,11,2,5,14,1,30,5,1,9,3,53,63,28,0,8,10,0,3,0,1,7,0,4,2,0,17,14,4,3,5,2,1,7,8,8,0,2,8,7,51,3,74,42,8,63,0,0,0,0,40,29,1,3,25,231,68,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732689528361304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059960958937546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735899736163042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009557058516863,0.0,0.0,0.057654491789239926,0.0,0.13712014709594805,0.0,0.19140571254298372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185803048903577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835547772752515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690243571467024,0.0,0.07672259345007905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747371157636654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582362426213853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852976734235165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274215309246133,0.2157810735320432,0.17044996954116698,0.06288912123246113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716676996639309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051415533437592,0.0,0.0752104012815911,0.0,0.0,0.08651610273713285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04120668976503111,0.06111817743912922,0.0,0.15878461052772366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514900627125877,0.06620813954969049,0.06635436510136351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004929820883093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570776907765052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111924756183716,0.0,0.0,0.0797413891235445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161589579667736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259906201818071,0.0,0.0,0.08230481019295206,0.0,0.08452795103358626,0.1436189817838601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803369143127381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426450634967165,0.11925317680704885,0.07506740939283735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427993067525212,0.0,0.07643200473844924,0.06352975975964288,0.0,0.0,0.08393324343981001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177718371068956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621410262593353,0.06903091149303041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497684946427539,0.0,0.07107165649540087,0.14329196378704442,0.0,0.101812113466874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038185166638307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768990526157744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227741755295307,0.0,0.3275151578799725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dodidou,2019/07/16,"My anxiety in a professional setting is getting out of hand So I’ve always been terrified of public speaking. At university, it was a nightmare to do presentations. I had anxiety attacks and I felt so bad I thought I was going to die. 
Now that I’m working full time, my anxiety has got worse. It started with public speaking, and now I’m afraid to talk in meetings, or even explain something to 2-3 people. It’s insane.
My heart races as if I just ran a marathon, my throat is so tight I can’t say anything and I’m shaking. I feel like my body’s reactions are absolutely ridiculous compared to the stakes. I don’t know what to do anymore. I usually take Propanolol on days with meetings and it helps. But what do I do if I’m ask to speak on the spot? 
Today I almost had to do it and it was BAD. My director has bi monthly meetings with other directors to share the team’s current projects with everyone. He’s on holiday so my colleague was suppose to go to the meeting instead, but he cancelled last minute. So I was asked to do it (I was informed 5min beforehand) and I wasn’t prepared at all! I entered full panic mode and thought I was going to embarrass myself. I had to tell my colleague to give his notes to another director so he could talk instead. 
I’m so ashamed I couldn’t even do this - it’s not even an important meeting... it’s ridiculous...
I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve tried hypnosis sessions but it didn’t work at all. I’m thinking of taking public speaking classes but even this terrifies me. I wonder if there are classes specifically tailored for people with this kind of fear of public speaking?",2.3548006965944275,4.659925334365326,4.019008320433439,84.22637625773996,78.93808049535603,6.761958204334366,31.146381578947373,7.865858978985527,2.3909412538699684,1285,68,244,22,32,429,156,323,0.163,0.8009999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9902,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,3,17,14,3,6,8,0,32,5,4,0,2,39,59,23,1,5,10,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,18,13,0,1,10,3,0,6,7,11,0,0,18,10,31,3,38,39,4,29,0,0,0,1,30,11,0,6,12,164,49,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353717438853246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265367323049383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936413915349326,0.2831329997907325,0.0,0.24469966043091376,0.0,0.0,0.10152294900841803,0.0,0.2306684807929575,0.1403511172734808,0.0,0.0,0.20601749385095988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703619183239008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985008585695609,0.0,0.0,0.07956340530728193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128038520356218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32593872796689977,0.0,0.0,0.11788526479157665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138825481642802,0.06237954863179409,0.08813550995017214,0.11845448961012382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445570186321757,0.11834768825854408,0.21034194028081335,0.0,0.09867021125975872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619397317462515,0.08269227040885804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847080807074962,0.1356017854945259,0.10056296725332113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027232113956929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984727092730085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474804332032404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105836566148847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810872817702786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949762072983334,0.0,0.0,0.0873218786757778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551768294761484,0.19832016957179724,0.107830765510492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905047623897482,0.0,0.1958839039717648,0.07193800426238592,0.0,0.11694027806873875,0.0,0.0,0.0837600912000178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587455958851824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337894375691828,0.17962957163141066,0.0,0.12572450888234474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ryl-05,2019/07/16,"I am usually super quiet But I was just at a tennis camp, and me and this other kid started bonding over smash bros so he brought out his switch and we played. It was so much fun :)",0.5486842105263143,2.5926215000000035,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,84.0,4.852631578947369,20.026315789473685,5.985473137389443,-0.0797578947368418,139,4,31,1,4,46,33,38,0.0,0.7090000000000001,0.29100000000000004,0.9208,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,3,3,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896011211846704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714121798055094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.73352661769409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,benniebeatsbirds,2019/07/16,Does anyone else absolutely hate job interviews? I have a job interview tomorrow and every time I have an interview the few days prior I’m a mess and the night before I get shaky and feel like I want to throw up. It really sucks. I need a new job so bad but I’m so terrified of interviews sometimes I can’t gather the courage to schedule one.  And when people say “you have to go in and talk to them” in order to get an interview I literally could never do that. Once I went to put my application in somewhere and they interviewed me on the spot and I had to hold back tears and my voice got shaky because I was so caught off guard.,1.9933589743589764,3.9471851307692334,3.9750000000000014,85.85916666666667,78.46153846153845,8.025641025641027,23.14102564102564,8.841846274778883,1.6524871794871792,497,16,106,12,12,169,85,130,0.168,0.778,0.054000000000000006,-0.9327,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,0,5,8,2,2,9,0,8,0,0,0,1,18,21,13,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,0,5,2,6,0,1,5,3,16,2,14,15,1,22,0,0,0,0,12,6,1,2,11,66,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270194488091594,0.18613001720612946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968373553054927,0.15167678416595498,0.11073698838520814,0.0,0.1545775191730466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503907591677498,0.0,0.0,0.1171543370295665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897007920968034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175189115154222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305464134433133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185170790436972,0.12977646189346995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981754213251428,0.0,0.10324038824942884,0.0,0.1452884418415701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934959767660286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408023974253294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874888897814814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346970537355631,0.14010579490884978,0.1754463613230582,0.0,0.17047366199068556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345976737951934,0.1230961150958578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593873618804682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261639447613345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637472193787098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446167760169626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966433831123704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600976350900766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592620016753612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714655404263823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839872158780253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ayoromantic,2019/07/16,"Shaking I haven't been in public school for two years and since then social anxiety which I never had is now developing, when in public and I have to talk to anyone(literally anyone, or even if someone I know is talking to someone else next to me) I start to feel anxious and even shake. Not only is it my hands but it also can be my neck and head. I hate that of all things I'm now afraid of cashiers now lol. People used to describe me as extroverted and I only got nervous during presentations but now it develops in practically any situation, the only exception being is if they are much, much older than me(40s and up). Does anyone have some suggestions as to how I can stop the shaking permanently? Apparently it is genetic for me and my father had it.",5.208571428571432,6.265845673469392,6.598782312925169,73.93490816326529,68.45578231292518,9.417414965986396,29.665986394557823,9.642632912329526,2.7659692517006804,602,22,111,13,10,205,92,147,0.121,0.8540000000000001,0.025,-0.8859999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,9,6,1,5,2,1,16,3,3,2,2,22,23,18,0,2,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,4,2,15,0,19,17,4,20,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,4,13,89,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368454279915685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116368170197083,0.0,0.13090712160382956,0.1933180592371016,0.0,0.239303609592084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974916884253078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294966501370307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260476563782573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652393572317411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686112201972553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894659245208515,0.17561954792531667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404364434673017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515872968826994,0.0,0.13197908966220565,0.0,0.18198915955663086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904357690343709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863377789705692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318362076492086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155308652992454,0.19234721039680927,0.0,0.17443634301414238,0.2899805913232669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211203476698274,0.0,0.0,0.1430648455939723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27508120820055465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368521041585762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716038404746072,0.0,0.0,0.14779362987587955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019633460774493
socialanxiety,kassy0503,2019/07/16,Being pointed out for being awkward I’m just wondering how to deal with being pointed out? I sometimes go to gatherings with new people and I only know one person & they’ll get distracted and leave or straight up apologize to the people there for how awkward/quiet I’m being. How can I handle this on my own?,1.6857786885245891,4.416646983606558,3.632930327868852,82.59726434426231,87.36065573770495,5.67295081967213,24.018442622950825,7.1686216300943375,1.5435065573770492,250,10,42,4,8,84,42,61,0.096,0.847,0.057,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,13,12,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,11,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,1,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831763785600915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694439544392183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654640255848965,0.0,0.14853320147154672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363303365370567,0.0,0.0,0.2767355912070054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25241681260329585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709987703382066,0.1987710930844139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362379181102985,0.2282037715543145,0.0,0.0,0.494127017361806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584852673661147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28342669263245857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Snoopydog13,2019/07/16,"Just humiliated myself at the post office I went in to mail a cup, my cousin with an amputation makes them and can’t deliver them herself, and just failed. So bad. I was stuttering, waving my hands, apologizing every other sentence, and laughing nervously. 

Woohoo.",5.9245652173913035,8.597009934782609,6.851521739130432,66.42336956521743,69.21739130434783,9.817391304347826,31.06521739130435,10.125756701596842,3.8345391304347833,211,9,32,6,4,70,40,46,0.268,0.5920000000000001,0.14,-0.7316,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,7,4,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,8,1,4,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382887541152522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44227024218134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503901587384323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027311033925705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866088524039647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,notacreaticedrummer,2019/07/16,"I need help with an English paper. I'm in a freshman level English class, and in it I need to write an essay that focuses on doing primary research and fieldwork for essays. The essay's topic is supposed to be on ""some type of phenomenon,"" however vague that is. I've thrown around a couple ideas, but have settled on doing a paper on my observations of social anxiety, since it's not only something I have dealt with, but also easy to observe for a day in which we had to give presentations in front of a class.

Part of the paper is I must do an interview of someone with knowledge of the phenomenon I'm writing about. I had talked to a girl in another class about doing this interview, but she hasn't been to class for a couple days, and isn't returning my texts (that feels super awesome, huh?). My full essay is due in 2 days and I am very behind where I should be on it.

This is where you come in, oh friendly Reddit reader. I would ask one brave person on this sub to allow me to interview them, on the topic of social anxiety. I'd ask about experiences with it, history, how it's affected you, how you deal, or try to deal, with it. I would use that interview as a small part to write the rest of my paper. I think the easiest way to conduct the interview would be through Skype or Discord, but I'd definitely be willing to go out of my way to accommodate a person willing to help me with this.

A couple notes:

\-Again, this is a freshman level class. I don't need to get too deep or personal. I need enough information to write a 4 page paper, I'm not writing a doctorate thesis here.

\-The interview would be totally confidential. I will include a transcript of the interview in my assignment for turn in, but no identifying information will be given, other than a first name or basic moniker.

Many thanks to any person willing to help me with this, and I hope the rest of you have an awesome day.",7.193625575876028,6.055903233421753,8.173885243613014,71.80083344967194,64.41114058355438,11.332067569454141,35.49197263716321,10.5429385540328,3.642812201591513,1497,59,285,32,19,512,170,377,0.035,0.8190000000000001,0.145,0.9936,1,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,1,4,1,2,12,5,0,0,29,1,37,1,0,5,2,57,57,18,0,11,11,0,1,0,1,11,1,0,0,5,18,16,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,4,1,30,5,65,36,9,39,0,0,0,0,39,25,0,6,9,214,48,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273011832402014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035055997740422,0.10847790624812097,0.15828021174969736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209375814001672,0.19342635445643327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911429749524948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34340131447801064,0.0,0.26687060813550106,0.21330788510133206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588698253822637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689304239429713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119540696120033,0.0,0.0,0.05230818117415763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799578363850441,0.0,0.0,0.07992636372740555,0.0,0.05404913316493976,0.09924009478669747,0.05879386520133052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080240571047192,0.0,0.0,0.10275067093144057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678413884726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488357242518953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068318728601404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010140624682676,0.07867951903645491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405576248166886,0.0,0.0,0.3613193993066868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557614068387039,0.0,0.0,0.2109115300287345,0.08765411086047137,0.0796420103633682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315038813188727,0.0,0.09524423186396587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628753692046092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023677025167481,0.11252551311663322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934887096060891,0.0,0.08535831268641088,0.0,0.1642299532897164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939558782801724,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shankhunt49,2019/07/16,"Constantly embarassed by my accent I'm from Asia and I have a very bad accent. Yet although nobody laugh at me, no one can understand what I say. I am therefore very embarrassed of having to repeat something over and over, even my name.",2.7473333333333336,5.4764312888888895,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,80.55555555555556,6.266666666666668,24.555555555555557,7.554174236665415,1.5393555555555558,188,7,33,3,5,60,37,45,0.182,0.7440000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.6353,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,6,1,7,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991088982068417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871217109741877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660896941996426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427473892087497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284880599612911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757846257601851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729323222379434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5911581139737345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thefksdontgive,2019/07/16,"Starting from scratch Hello fellow redditors. I am just at the beginning of my journey of trying to destroy this disease. It has tormented my life for over 7 years now and it will come to an end. I am 20 now, and have suffered with social anxiety since middle school.   It is difficult for me to explain this situation to family or friends and that’s why I am here. I no longer want this to control my life. It has inhibited me to experience a “normal ” high school experience. I always blame the fact that I look very young for my age to be the problem which started this all. At 14 I looked 10. Imagine going throughout all of high school being pre pubescent almost. It was a horrible feeling. This causes me to have very low self esteem.Now that time has passed I feel I have gained a bit more confidence in myself and am starting to learn to embrace who I am. But the anxiety is still there, there where horrible memories I have where I remember my anxiety would make my face turn very red and this would make me hate myself and also feel insignificant. But today we no longer stand for this, if you are reading this I am telling you; we aren’t alone. We will overcome this bullshit and love happy lives. And because of this anxiety, we will be stronger socially than people who never had this problem because we will work hard to overcome this while the ones without it wouldn’t think twice about enhancing their social skills. Thank you for taking the time to read this, as I needed someone to listen :).",5.7503667705849955,6.743249923344947,5.924746011369888,79.4892206125069,67.18815331010452,8.968934531450579,31.83000183385293,9.134995656068208,2.729032055749129,1196,48,220,21,19,380,159,287,0.16699999999999998,0.746,0.087,-0.9642,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,5,3,1,4,11,11,2,0,10,0,29,4,1,4,4,46,52,15,0,9,6,0,5,0,2,7,2,1,0,1,25,15,0,1,8,2,0,4,6,7,0,2,2,9,35,4,32,40,4,31,0,2,3,1,22,10,0,3,16,162,60,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017092802787736,0.10360642774150132,0.0,0.07999821335108423,0.08323740415681362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061069996108228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196121138911015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921266610132452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276383488954748,0.0,0.08617157485180467,0.0,0.0,0.1121981232905564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860160599253411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957074864688411,0.09430440160057706,0.0,0.15174259830699902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728704403393681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685238057667956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648946373208136,0.08961200236092519,0.09876417317174316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138562660466365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131581704666135,0.0,0.0,0.08833302480687888,0.0,0.1680089571089562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028578655431954,0.0,0.13354871259989085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417492602827419,0.07715340970930734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801337910011088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778652523111928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935189881125323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191440592134736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001247921853032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332052263182367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30372326893637275,0.0,0.0,0.10435866098658413,0.0,0.0,0.08275025466998502,0.11244389674281192,0.0,0.30592024862141665,0.08475960634132973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124165539818841,0.0,0.07988833985612477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521411493514434,0.0,0.08743528338418173,0.09209908719423944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409859708300752,0.0,0.0,0.11666280507230888,0.0,0.0948217913835576,0.0,0.0,0.06791741926051592,0.10880970785618983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476188592949265,0.059003426577539375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026632141498778,0.0,0.0,0.09643048364001333,0.0,0.0728269080972228,0.0,0.0,0.1421244496131397,0.0,0.0,0.06441946958579424
socialanxiety,moresoless,2019/07/16,"social anxiety building.... I have always been the selective shy/reserved type. It wasn't until college I felt like opening up and meeting new people. I even pushed myself to move to Thailand for a year to teach English. When I returned I caught up with all my friends, but now see myself turning back into the shy type. I do not try to engage with people anymore and I rarely make plans. When i do manage to go out and spend time with friends I enjoy it. When I come back home I feel all types of anxiety. I keep replaying scenarios or what I should/should not have said or done. 

 I hang out with my boyfriend and the same 2 friends (occasionally). I contemplate if I want to go out beforehand and sometimes make up excuses to cancel. I'm worried I won't have any friends after this...


Has anyone experienced this? How do you cope?",3.010703933747415,5.254187627329195,3.987304347826086,85.59284057971017,76.4534161490683,6.777805383022777,27.50351966873705,7.793537801064563,1.7577499792960665,652,27,125,10,15,210,100,161,0.086,0.774,0.14,0.8911,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,3,2,31,25,14,0,2,6,0,2,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,5,15,0,1,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,0,6,5,22,7,22,18,3,27,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,3,13,86,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732116801572786,0.0,0.0,0.11222850090917563,0.0,0.2525004903153701,0.0,0.16366897611143286,0.11539532382948572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538012886432497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216182530286056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688866617102134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900313017897824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344594215521238,0.0,0.1584581277812191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100181711207017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758478557443697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554214747415594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668943823681607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062707624032757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203224065789487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754045891128073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939047027355185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288270242288735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698473705400648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315104048054107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823096253383107,0.0,0.0,0.1632224410860493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962324138937558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204697498611857,0.17950915607738835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973410876592636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759962226235947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627622156271672
socialanxiety,lordofthstrings,2019/07/16,"New friend doesn't understand the ""for God's sake don't call unless you're dying"" rule I made a new friend recently and she's really big on talking on the phone. I have social anxiety (obviously) and I am very much not but I'm trying to work on it. The problem is that she'll just call me at random times and then I feel bad when I don't answer. I'm pretty busy most days too so it's not just the anxiety that's keeping me from answering. She claims it's ok and she knows I have anxiety but she keeps doing it and I can tell she doesn't understand. Is it unreasonable for me to not want to just have to answer at any random time? I mean I feel like most people when don't even have social anxiety don't like talking on the phone but still, I'm not sure how to handle this",1.7384773310521808,3.19612528143713,3.7591488451668083,89.3574401197605,77.62275449101796,7.406159110350728,20.31180496150556,8.192908349453996,0.7595769033361851,610,14,139,11,14,208,85,167,0.141,0.777,0.083,-0.8185,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,6,1,16,0,0,2,2,37,29,14,1,2,11,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,9,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,1,2,18,6,15,27,3,17,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,4,12,88,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094416419128435,0.0,0.4248509412603619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592616311509077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28354370221973085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954074849892725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409469912849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170295550520302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040403258116632,0.0991878049939472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453592009849726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468159401592712,0.0,0.0,0.07630320323820754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356610800596493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137440243031756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512381961380382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206387034202237,0.0,0.0,0.26818637555543856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625464143457818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412508792205411,0.0,0.1328517738360923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894489075587281,0.0,0.13708841536115313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28306116432631784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087834132102052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085569179890294,0.0,0.0,0.2231897485698447,0.1213528684164814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619182266594996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426370366404596,0.0,0.0,0.2890760754883924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455809632907978,0.08189182655386741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107766399828852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bbbath,2019/07/16,"Does anybody feel the same? When my friends ask me out or I ask them out, I will hesitate going because I'm always broke and for some unknown reason (maybe bc of my social anxiety), but when I can't go or miss the date, I'll be really upset and even cry sometimes because I feel like I have missed out an oppotunity to change my self (and my enviroment-since I do nothing but helping my family in the summer and it just get too boring and once in a while it just sufocating me). I'm also sad because I don't have the chance to socialize. These feeling sucks. Does anybody feel the way I do and how do you cope with this shit?",2.9106976744186035,4.239926155038764,4.716968992248066,84.22056976744187,74.27131782945736,7.640620155038763,26.078294573643408,8.238735603445708,1.5801745736434103,490,17,103,8,10,167,83,129,0.247,0.6920000000000001,0.061,-0.9809,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,8,10,2,1,7,0,9,1,1,2,0,24,23,15,0,0,6,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,0,4,17,2,10,21,2,13,0,4,0,0,9,5,2,3,6,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320069453464614,0.13859409579924512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742054866630856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31142859791391114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046065164984606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762019966185801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296207881196255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915215157504579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001355788579238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702115415682366,0.0,0.33687784828026457,0.11899292957517793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286864732674763,0.0,0.08702250428759824,0.0,0.18932364265505466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164393914252943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137446607783845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733532763140896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982207901802842,0.0,0.0,0.1773845899290908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670478212953023,0.17125492109373827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376195719663892,0.0,0.1709749413104226,0.13778296955942534,0.0,0.0,0.33958083046806825,0.0,0.0,0.16473546623107388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221027773648972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,edeniankari,2019/07/16,Anxious and afraid So I have to go to court today also to my psychologist whenever I am in public around people I get afraid and scared. It's like I can hear what they're thinking about me in their head. it's like when you walk into a high school cafeteria and you hear everybody talking at once that's exactly what I hear when I am around people in public and it's all just whirling negative comments about me and my appearance. I have to get ready to go in a few hours and my aunt will be driving me however she constantly puts me down so the whole ride there and the whole right back I'm going to be put down I'm already putting myself down as it is and now more people will be looking at me. I just wish I had a not giving a crap attitude about it. I really wish I didn't care what people thought of me.,3.385098039215684,4.246591764705887,4.650294117647062,86.95465686274514,72.52941176470588,8.254901960784315,25.93137254901961,8.59863814320734,1.5786666666666669,640,20,140,11,12,212,95,170,0.08199999999999999,0.826,0.092,0.1422,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,15,7,1,3,6,0,13,3,2,0,2,21,31,14,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,9,11,1,0,2,0,0,10,3,4,0,0,3,4,25,3,23,23,5,31,0,0,1,0,13,14,1,1,9,101,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377260154124494,0.09980694418614243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099473421676584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220677946024475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596775545372192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724756453068545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348704493260747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041148559644378,0.11972484509946107,0.21278959131863215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280864890777177,0.0,0.42199473802565457,0.0,0.0,0.13186390390803934,0.0,0.0,0.12290831543203863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194736404914855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048052194075552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291382547505842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460977841332721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763921136636517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995362390266234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658324810123104,0.0,0.0,0.12495211671436042,0.12630986818721845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031396443592172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799703497551556,0.0,0.09908165679275163,0.0,0.0,0.11830105753381187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786818537322933,0.2870404202665869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Luv966,2019/07/16,"Best therapist to seek to S.A.D I've been battling with what i strongly believe is S.A.D for as long as I can remember. I turned 23 last week and i cannot imagine living the rest of my life with these thoughts  I have about myself in my head and other people. Ive prayed about it, and I'm still trusting God, but I feel I should try talking to a professional this time. Im miserable. I hate my personality, and i feel like the people around me hate it too. I need help and fast. What kind of therapist should i seek for SOCIAL ANXIETY DISORDER?! Im in Richmond Va if anyone wants to recommend and doctor",3.046721311475409,4.715067114754099,4.4499672131147525,84.88806557377049,74.57377049180329,7.830819672131147,26.1344262295082,8.548686976883017,1.7728727868852463,476,17,98,9,10,158,79,122,0.15,0.713,0.136,-0.6995,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,3,1,3,0,8,3,1,0,0,20,17,10,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,17,5,17,13,2,9,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,7,63,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395492147279745,0.0,0.0,0.11329735071600562,0.0,0.0,0.14424386260530006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255588095018274,0.17004380144460687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857040356246994,0.1658478019510537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385766529251486,0.11575651961706945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199483930885285,0.1662927654772755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860740951263186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500472288173575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687325985073448,0.0,0.1320786490960451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444881056070955,0.07916121581758924,0.0,0.14307824606836225,0.1433942449108921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120145532676806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466677814143912,0.14148110263614286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355198021531866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651723980743874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939988835339244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302361137552676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37626596757458014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863622724594814,0.09448283678530454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000987735367893,0.17624554564174924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557135403428753,0.0,0.1299732247218759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TFTFRIENDS,2019/07/16,"Books/yt channels/ other resources? I‘m extremely isolated by which I mean I literally don‘t have any friends, responsibilities, work or anything. The only people I interact with are my parents and sister which usually is nothing more than 'hello' or 'bye'. I‘m not exaggerating, this is my reality. 
So I‘m wondering if any of you are/were in a similar place and could recommend any books/youtube channels/ other resources for extreme cases like me. I have a couple (yet) unread Freud books, watch jordan p. Lectures and even bought a book about loneliness which is slightly helpful. What do you guys recommend? Throw everything at me.",5.7207575757575775,8.951639796296304,6.376127946127948,66.83621212121213,72.33333333333334,9.853198653198652,34.81818181818182,10.018931242160765,4.6654888888888895,510,27,73,16,11,166,81,108,0.049,0.815,0.136,0.8221,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,15,7,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,10,2,8,13,1,6,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,4,4,49,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727820897094401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907057634550366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850289182687859,0.2564205934774344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306488474674107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082767797649049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904502479230006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294632321657176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533327896970375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321852970578727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524374152789481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236484825147484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625193715272242,0.0,0.0,0.2573245532007043,0.0,0.0,0.16066227654665574,0.0,0.2421234063293564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552335395448045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513167425006081,0.1687125666248569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SendMeFriesPls,2019/07/16,"Tomorrow I am going to go out and eat with some colleagues at my new job I have been invited to dinner at a restaurant with some colleagues. I have only known them for approx 2 weeks. 
Normally I would decline the invitation, but I think it’s good for me to be a bit exposed once in a while if I want to conquer my SA. However, eating in public is something I’m still really struggling with and on top of that having to eat with people I barely now. 
My issue is whenever I eat it feels like my stomach just wont let me and that after maybe 5 spoonfuls I am stuffed. I eat easily at home and can eat a lot in a comfortable environment. I also have this fear of throwing up/getting food stuck in my throat and I think this is where my SA comes in the picture. I also know that people will comment about how little I ate/why I don’t eat more because that’s what usually happens. The commenting usually makes things worse for me. 

Does anyone how I can calm myself and have a good time? I’m kinda sick and tired of not being able to eat at a restaurant. I would like to explain my situation to them, but they wouldn’t understand (trust me) 

I hope it makes sense!",5.119095840867992,5.028067265822788,6.297374924653408,80.06515822784813,68.32489451476793,9.303074141048825,30.43068113321278,9.04235418022936,2.378832670283304,910,32,185,15,14,307,136,237,0.10300000000000001,0.762,0.135,0.7692,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,2,9,10,0,2,10,0,22,14,2,4,0,39,39,15,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,11,13,10,0,7,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,1,33,8,31,29,5,28,0,0,0,0,7,14,0,6,12,131,44,1,0.0921588884468712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739885958974716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644396376029394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617920300933596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061363724114283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793867220913153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806488643276468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7544124029829794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370437119885184,0.046598303063505465,0.0658383283206614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143889372442294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814921549564253,0.0,0.10475204021354917,0.1545970063607776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149580069416516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244287928867716,0.09153457062673133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618993590762236,0.0914534764337498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064811492725164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423870739265128,0.0,0.09004835553975378,0.09236741723246733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835019132449167,0.0,0.0,0.1230335473275668,0.0,0.09258599044140453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900762874037113,0.0,0.0,0.0902961434931728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814620845517498,0.0,0.07009098750240797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778273872567333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903934380227355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359045192034362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094841480232064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359820736016066,0.0,0.0,0.09634448004461492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061226270447816186,0.11810338900787408,0.0,0.0,0.05373858897551943,0.10592308514951718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594065303095728,0.0,0.0,0.20299999102907929,0.0,0.05435770016042996,0.0,0.07392430137362324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831590624251763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391778068146933,0.13093406036994545,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sedidsm956,2019/07/16,I didn;t know I had social anxiety for the longest time until I changed schools during the middle of the school/high school sessions . I alwayts though something was wrong with myself until later on I learned about it but by the time that realization happened it was too late . My anxiety was no longer present or in danger . .,5.305762711864404,7.702665677966106,5.0120000000000005,80.14613559322035,70.1864406779661,6.753898305084746,32.13898305084746,7.554174236665415,2.39202779661017,261,12,42,3,5,80,45,59,0.21100000000000002,0.789,0.0,-0.8968,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,9,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,32,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314847420525608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22919487480475756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158948461363876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289105116764812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190692790660468,0.0,0.244399062348796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.657806777282034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085500567198876,0.0,0.166793504822936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128648635948915,0.0,0.25266942536883563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23688093126217244,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jdoobyy,2019/07/16,"Afraid to go to the store and return a coat I guess my social anxiety stems from lack of self-respect and having extremely low self-image. I feel intimidated when I'm around someone that appears pretty and confident. I work in a hotel and I talk to guests on a daily basis. I don't have trouble having conversations with my co-workers. 

​

But when I had to go and shop clothes for myself, I felt intimidated. It take me a few days but I managed to do it and now I need to return a coat I bought. I've been postponing this since 2 weeks and I don't know why but I feel like she would think bad of me.",0.6380952380952394,2.9830021746031754,2.951079365079366,88.86614285714286,86.77777777777777,5.582222222222222,20.304761904761907,7.0316486544052195,0.5273371428571427,478,15,101,7,15,163,81,126,0.132,0.7879999999999999,0.08,-0.6146,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,22,22,12,0,3,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,5,2,3,3,2,4,0,0,4,3,18,1,14,17,2,14,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,8,66,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116693460783289,0.23738027044398985,0.0,0.0,0.14944765373697655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390924520130233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631150260172131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598917387184685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755684835925785,0.1395631577672033,0.18757346081094484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220518942029712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520788041648933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736315812540444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954416156320296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485482102837138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874841209174396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40760014116387105,0.0,0.0,0.1616014194028813,0.0,0.0,0.1991419708151263,0.1655254445731221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688423354254046,0.1570206442897718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517694732974144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670368915183322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627940509806972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844446042171081,0.0,0.0,0.138776085227369,0.0,0.23738027044398985,0.0
socialanxiety,mrburner1936,2019/07/16,"Horrible Eye Contact Anxiety Some time in the last year I developed some pretty debilitating eye contact anxiety.  It’s weird because I never really used to have any issues unless I was forced to talk to someone who I felt was really awkward.

Now it’s developed into this thing where I can’t make eye contact with most women unless they’re like my grandmothers age.  It’s particularly bad when cleavage is showing. Its like I’m so terrified that they think I’m trying to look at their chest, or that I’m “checking them out” Its like I can’t even look at them. It’s become a huge problem for me starting a new job and I was wonder if anyone has some advice.  The whole thing really embarrasses me and makes me feel like a teenager when I’m a grown ass man, so please be kind.

Any advice is appreciated",4.2318143459915625,5.769178784810129,5.8260126582278495,76.74425105485233,71.27848101265823,8.810970464135021,27.723628691983123,9.2995712137729,2.466213502109704,640,23,119,14,12,218,99,158,0.179,0.675,0.146,-0.6923,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,7,10,0,2,6,0,10,5,5,3,1,22,24,10,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,5,0,0,4,1,1,1,3,5,0,0,4,7,15,5,13,19,5,18,0,0,5,1,11,7,1,7,14,73,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017155675731129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996660077722096,0.0,0.2361996694984157,0.0,0.0,0.10794568088222063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890036836342328,0.09410826233427866,0.17049994186481393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196615179008314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805887399833421,0.11028868943230682,0.1482284543864246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611320068176769,0.15319775451742967,0.0,0.0,0.1607624107518394,0.0,0.1258398331167892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30168794899056395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592796649038528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609892500424776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906692690584225,0.14910060710293324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946224533127474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705937187888358,0.0,0.14772025680005693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966982312118974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080518269814873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927054899169644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408433106265615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051256554883862,0.09892009960939946,0.0,0.0,0.09001988205389341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481349334000667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333342529534035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723591106887294,0.0,0.0,0.16741789702848126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941528579727303
socialanxiety,Tabpsi,2019/07/16,"Company sent me to a different state So I work at an airport and they ask me if I wanted to help out at an airport that’s out of state. Payed everything I just had to show up at work and do my job, thing is when I’m not working I’m to scared to do anything. I don’t know anybody and I don’t my surroundings. I don’t want to spent my whole time on this trip in the hotel. Today I drove around the town and saw these cool looking churches and museums I wanted to stop and take pictures but anxiety hit. 
I just start thinking why did I accept this assignment it’s a waste on me. So instead of enjoying being in another state I’m hiding in my room watching Netflix. Sorry for wasting your time just felt like venting a bit.",1.56811090225564,3.4074433486842146,3.5495488721804516,88.9518421052632,79.32894736842105,6.711278195488722,25.98872180451128,7.7094869923839395,1.445511654135338,567,23,121,9,14,192,94,152,0.113,0.779,0.10800000000000001,0.0504,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,3,8,5,0,1,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,23,27,11,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,1,4,4,2,3,4,1,0,0,7,5,19,4,22,18,2,27,1,0,3,0,5,15,0,1,7,80,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988244062411987,0.14505243606418655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603427803515166,0.1687946183145156,0.17726134936747154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070068738996798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981038759267504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704107750774164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820569728013464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270927296572505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816036059242208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420563481741177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263470187155123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592260780723153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898343956887664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225478107567086,0.13420814139981616,0.0,0.0,0.15852387642709664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425644054088944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596959212956504,0.12149552498973012,0.0,0.0,0.2211282211165934,0.0,0.17972972652885172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355136905234175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109507240858138,0.2116946982724264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141187405954885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BentNeckKitty,2019/07/16,"I’m feeling more and more paranoid at work that everyone is out to get me because a girl is spreading crazy lies My boyfriend just got me a job at his restaurant as a server. It’s one of the best paying serving jobs you can get in the industry so I was so excited to start and to work with my bf. I came from a very very bad situation at another restaurant that confirmed my social anxieties of people hating me... after I was physically attacked people said I was lying and were horrible to me about it... and I’m still shaken up from it.

I started the new job and I loved it until three days in, I hear secondhand that a girl is saying my boyfriend is obsessed with her and she feels bad for me. The person training me assured me that she’s crazy and no one likes her because she does this shit all the time. Then she starts saying that I’m trying to fight her.... and me being an extremely socially anxious person, post trauma... would literally never be able to even stand up for myself let alone fight. I’ve never spoken a word to her, but I did talk to two coworkers about it.
Its been three weeks and I made friends I think, but people have been acting weird and I can’t tell if it’s my SA acting up or if she’s getting to them. There’s shit going around that I’m insulting her appearance, threatening to physically fight her, that I’m mad at my boyfriend (I’m not) I’m so scared that the entire restaurant will believe her instead of me and think I’m a horrible person and I’ll have to go get another job, again. This would be the third place something like this has happened and I’m starting to think it’s my fault but there’s no reason why it would be.  I’ve been telling myself not to care but it’s starting to make me so uncomfortable and none of my coping skills are working. My boyfriend is pissed and has been talking to management about it and tells me it will be ok but I’m too scared to go to them because I’m new and the pay is unbeatable for someone my age, I can’t give it up.",3.041145072992701,4.427839223844284,4.262371502433092,87.37961564781023,74.03649635036496,7.278619221411192,26.22574513381995,7.865858978985527,1.402426338199513,1575,55,332,22,32,517,187,411,0.214,0.735,0.051,-0.9967,4,1,1,0,3,0,35.0,0,1,2,6,16,27,10,3,16,1,34,4,3,3,4,50,74,32,0,5,11,0,2,2,2,5,0,4,0,5,24,22,0,0,6,0,2,7,9,18,0,6,13,6,51,9,46,50,5,40,0,0,0,1,40,13,3,4,20,226,75,10,0.08471269909551069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773680824962474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776573024758881,0.06480498293921183,0.09570123746678896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541226233017212,0.0,0.09637292474345782,0.0,0.0,0.14146313058589266,0.15492022528133229,0.0,0.0,0.09544220277712533,0.08890075134253382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968887600447244,0.0863702425333102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463268280986268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413265384728668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595193880809171,0.0,0.0,0.08094661426872628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566657198900211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544882118225571,0.0,0.17703555555875386,0.08126414007719436,0.1444325373026864,0.0,0.06775248411901709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491116004217505,0.0,0.0,0.08363625223255282,0.0,0.0,0.09547736861207848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33625712987356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662447428612162,0.0,0.0827726915487087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645651833829065,0.0801572041515465,0.05654638445114234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067131182940528,0.16363210532936878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480703457800505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618735768783675,0.2219035839872214,0.08850674037590002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113134898062198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709876355029587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058117585272882,0.13473387687904906,0.1696243800888982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391273653468994,0.0,0.0952206231063105,0.0,0.17270785721224355,0.07177679504052711,0.06521597445174604,0.0,0.0,0.2998004221683593,0.0,0.06765167092552926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617771734592338,0.22212789861849525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284143109460014,0.0,0.0,0.049396656084072565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751436199824051,0.0,0.08275199777970586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979369717069745,0.0,0.0,0.06795141742317964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644003471623811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501556159472574,0.0,0.0,0.1805324127341271,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,evil_con_carne,2019/07/16,"Was anyone else here a scaredy-cat as a kid? I was a really risk averse kid. I was that kid that was always too afraid to try doing the risky stuff kids always do. I never got on the jungle gym or jumped ramps on my bike. I never wrestled around or played smear the queer(I know that name isn't exactly PC anymore but I don't know if they call it something else nowadays. Sorry if it offends anyone). 

As I grew up this risk aversion progressed into me being too scared to ask girls out or to do anything that might embarrass me. Looking at it now I feel like it had a big effect on my self esteem and led to me developing SA and other issues. Anyone else have a similar experience?",2.171605351170566,4.249670608695656,3.684782608695652,87.55168896321074,78.42028985507247,5.985284280936455,22.209587513935343,7.010146845296331,0.7095299888517284,536,16,107,6,13,177,90,138,0.172,0.7929999999999999,0.035,-0.9538,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,5,8,1,5,8,0,13,0,0,2,3,21,19,10,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,11,5,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,6,0,0,6,2,13,2,14,11,0,15,0,0,1,0,10,9,0,6,4,73,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27267976266543803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624994099840792,0.3437121527132834,0.3357761324388404,0.13483810549356615,0.1458650422050948,0.1531816266715345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731353286732814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106376596262418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028092028685836,0.0,0.0,0.08284964376239172,0.11705752546062435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131049230591328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102129046658668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010004670087676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005092125018426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759632167237587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382349011028672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527490334601106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496924309277124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640467120078753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093574215922544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614302464765492,0.0,0.1834214438172844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757394093753152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112462957753744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fictiveimagination,2019/07/16,How the hell can I learn to make eye contact with people? Thread title. Cannot make or sustain eye contact for the life of me. It is hard.,-0.4267241379310356,1.8128145172413817,1.0719827586206918,100.29004310344831,93.48275862068964,2.9000000000000004,17.594827586206893,3.1291,-1.02728275862069,107,3,24,0,4,34,24,29,0.19399999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,3,2,3,0,6,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744910746540422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741300949063632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7071337598836778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672148387412754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,raiderguy1994,2019/07/16,"Raising awareness Hey guys,

I don't follow the forum but am a long-time SAD sufferer and have been thinking about starting a non-profit with a goal of raising awareness on the issue. Without delving too far into the concept itself, I was hoping to get some input on whether:

​

(1) Would you ever openly admit, (i.e. on social media, to your friends, to strangers, etc.) that you suffer from SA and (2) do you think it would be helpful to get together with people that have SAD?

​

As painful as having SAD is, I **strongly** believe that there it receives a significant lacking of resources, research, and awareness in general--especially compared to some other mental health disorders. 

Personally, I've always tried to hide mine. The older I get, however, the more obvious it becomes to those I interact with. At this point, I feel as though coming out and openly admitting I have a mental health problem could be more beneficial than continuing down this route.",5.929958711808426,8.247185352601157,6.21310074318745,72.52718208092489,68.30635838150289,7.948637489677952,34.900495458298934,8.634040054169528,3.3953339388934767,778,39,115,13,14,249,117,173,0.17300000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.9494,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,4,0,2,5,10,0,0,10,0,15,3,0,0,2,30,27,10,0,6,3,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,11,12,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,2,1,12,3,27,20,6,19,0,5,0,0,14,12,0,3,4,91,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498584448957942,0.2994594227566966,0.3358339791661671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526209195346128,0.0,0.1556937482009328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903916761585695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033413660842167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837866855869187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411930949603428,0.0,0.12500152132399814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987343806197988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676589588982363,0.0,0.21659702213293053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683065242593118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29378078982627337,0.0,0.0,0.09262640338620312,0.0,0.0,0.13725467947835807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423532804761866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229453986591482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785277165652829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704479102058926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580412475074812,0.12066290636253485,0.0,0.0,0.13063500576925274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322299654775805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086815292768126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781218387973124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709421361342606,0.13577179320241384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382250549897743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332110330470686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633360779242665,0.0,0.3358339791661671,0.0
socialanxiety,Silverpenguin24,2019/07/16,"Hard time finding a job due to SA and ruining my marriage and savings. I need serious help but I don't know where to turn to. My husband supports my daughter and I entirely. I have chronic social anxiety and in some cases agoraphobia. I have to take copious amounts of meds to go out. I need a job but I am so scared for the initial interview process. A lot of this has to do with forming sentences and word search due to my Multiple Sclerosis. I need to contribute, pay off debt, and add to savings but I don't know where to start. I also want to go to the gym but I am chronically embarrassed. I don't know if this is a rant or seeking advice, but I need serious help. These medical bills are stacking up.",1.5837995337995352,3.8749180559440615,3.80632167832168,84.75307226107228,81.72727272727273,7.72941724941725,29.813053613053608,8.648137234880735,2.6825397668997675,554,29,112,14,15,190,83,143,0.165,0.755,0.08,-0.8824,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,6,0,11,3,0,0,0,30,25,15,0,6,7,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,4,1,3,2,3,5,0,0,0,1,17,3,20,25,4,12,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,4,4,77,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383771264505873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226320352932986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608979676918234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259353439289073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220456058466374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593596906295196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384796039170588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35306825487174404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933006307780287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124064386904407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760212525855214,0.17921129855566273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5276299135343296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810472564316554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813423607448684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591555980341193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018740407714524,0.0,0.0,0.13375549894267513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373246905819476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934995416307289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492754941025928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,0XxSilentWolfxX0,2019/07/16,"I hate my voice In high school people would make fun of my voice. My voice hasn't really changed very much since. One of main reasons I don't talk very much is the fear people may think "" that guy's voice sounds weird""",2.1976666666666667,4.04331271111111,1.90861111111111,101.41625000000002,77.44444444444444,5.388888888888888,15.694444444444445,5.985473137389443,-0.9668888888888892,172,2,41,1,4,50,34,45,0.18,0.752,0.069,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,5,5,1,3,6,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499945302231621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26592496172892954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399330379001504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23331642601321606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496843608673823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577449966005863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474438169307561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601361029092722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32766815431612883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139222252277185,0.2429756436864308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391677917526464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954858027081439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994453640416895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142389293192834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38997641492054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678744810386382,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stella_star851,2019/07/16,"I want to do cheer but this is stopping me: So i want to do cheer but there’s  things that are giving me doubts of joining: 1.im Asian and most Asian girls are stereotyped as “nerds” 
2. Most of the girls on the team are mean except for two which I know sort of well 3. I’m not flexible and I’m afraid I’ll mess up 4. I’m going to have to perform at the pep rally at school in September which is in front of all the grades which is the whole school 
I want to do it but I just don’t wanna be judged",1.8015540540540549,2.4078855855855856,3.0032319819819837,98.24376689189192,76.02702702702703,6.270720720720721,19.280405405405407,5.985473137389443,-0.4513162162162163,384,6,100,2,8,124,68,111,0.109,0.754,0.13699999999999998,0.2985,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,5,0,12,0,0,0,1,20,22,7,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,4,1,1,0,0,7,3,19,21,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,1,65,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454389757289019,0.1454080236941892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763667936945404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061095670106566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27870058590232943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178768808858213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139058407295561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997837876634234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499326954703265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527288864317746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300439463978053,0.0,0.0,0.2856524419700151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sallysallysourcream,2019/07/16,I keep getting calls for my old daycare. I can’t even tell them I don’t run it any longer I just hang up. This happens often. I end up crying because I don’t know what to do. What’s wrong with me?,-1.8753333333333304,-0.015607977777776227,0.7083333333333357,103.34250000000002,95.44444444444444,3.0,16.38888888888889,3.1291,-1.302111111111111,151,4,39,0,6,51,34,45,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,5,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,25,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049877738751053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765769136576675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310919872439317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35616961699803384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871862076854917,0.0,0.0,0.2141617926031772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940544304909316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28673015917538797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28820523775021056,0.0,0.0,0.17819742773646938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402422170274496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834057822284318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35451270858307715,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jossk405,2019/07/16,"I really want a best friend but I'm too scared to find one Whenever I'm with my group of friends, or just other people in general, I often see that they have a ""best friend"" that they've known for years. I have no best friend, and I'm not someone else's, and something that I would really want is to get a best friend that would be there for me and I would be there for them. I just have a lot of trouble with befriending people. A few years ago when I almost had a best friend but I got cold feet and completely ruined my friendship with him. I desperately want a best friend but I'm also too scared to actually get one. I'm starting high school soon and I hope that I might meet someone that could be my best friend, but I also know that I'll probably end up sticking with my group of friends because I dont want to risk being rejected by someone.",3.7472033898305055,4.417122322033901,4.62916666666667,88.14510593220342,71.54237288135593,8.159887005649718,25.48446327683617,8.344100000000001,1.3239683615819209,669,19,149,10,12,217,87,177,0.11,0.491,0.39899999999999997,0.9974,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,7,11,23,0,3,7,0,15,1,1,0,0,34,31,13,0,9,8,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,2,21,17,17,20,9,10,0,2,1,0,15,3,0,6,7,102,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.07942697656222554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214921108780746,0.0,0.08150245972872372,0.0,0.0,0.13017851167760114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961588614283874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.597912122325484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533809829170091,0.0,0.0,0.06498499175285953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953909685474547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799267943917747,0.0,0.07208926747985303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439093100171762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5659502099209374,0.0,0.0850480557191886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509672055741668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599525260853623,0.0,0.08084074873035857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044730985292944114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069196677129428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634418615787731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103068255744198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285410749916686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775448084249192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428376349713334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297543940935325,0.08237317946604898,0.06485898862332043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688985931729176,0.06265963705931975,0.0,0.0,0.05760976754920601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202874499293032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345589871901174,0.0,0.0,0.10482772455099504
socialanxiety,TheConfuse2,2019/07/16,"I worked up the courage to approach a girl in the library and talk to her. I have always been kinda awkward in public and especially around women. I have never had a girlfriend before and have decided this year I would try to go out and talk to girls. I have done a mixture of online dating along with real life cold approaching. So far I have cold approached 7 women and been rejected every single time. I have come to realize that you can't merely go up to a girl and ask her to go out with you. You must establish some communication so today I did just that.

​

I went to the library and saw a girl typing on her laptop. I waited a few minutes before building the courage to ask her what she was working on and she told me homework for her humanities class. We got to talking about Nietzsche and Freud. I was getting super excited to ask for her number, but in the middle of us talking she says ""Yeah, I usually have my boyfriend help me with the homework"". This kinda hurt, but we had a good conversation for another 3 minutes before I excused myself. I am disappointed I got rejected again ,but I am super proud that I was able to actually talk to a girl for a few minutes instead of just asking her out immediately.",5.145499999999998,6.040107216666666,6.435833333333335,75.63750000000002,68.5,8.833333333333334,31.66666666666667,9.017664075816787,2.7536666666666667,972,40,177,17,16,329,124,240,0.067,0.823,0.11,0.8532,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,3,0,5,8,12,0,1,15,1,21,1,0,0,2,35,36,14,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,8,6,20,0,1,2,0,0,8,2,5,0,0,14,4,37,7,36,20,4,28,0,4,1,0,40,13,0,3,7,138,43,7,0.1212286219775815,0.0,0.11830164761116214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087192490777447,0.13135116126392626,0.14730604483667,0.0,0.12711878026176388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079191755204401,0.4533295875519777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094698851790311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044277235179057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405896996161712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214034256370508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333695145643357,0.0,0.20669105875364807,0.10168081646178292,0.1939152068816962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125698992189473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297777471369981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562736085904693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093498986776595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798471213344446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640586595717286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48719487143497703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706893843698811,0.0,0.11491055874403935,0.11583914343804165,0.0,0.08230627666703605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582310575250082,0.0,0.13351620005759834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238014711080954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765117612511973,0.0,0.0,0.08611733483378857,0.0,0.14730604483667,0.07806725791706443
socialanxiety,howaymann,2019/02/03,"Does therapy help with physical symptoms of anxiety? I have really bad anxiety, had it for as long as I can remember.

However, there are times where I get a glimmer of confidence HOWEVER my body gives me away. Mentally I'll feel fine but I start sweating, stuttering, red face, shaking etc even though I don't mentally feel anxious.

Does anyone know how to combat this? Would therapy help? CBT?",3.045416666666668,6.061804930555558,4.738333333333333,75.34,83.02777777777777,10.422222222222224,31.61111111111111,9.994966539143718,4.657044444444447,313,17,52,13,9,105,58,72,0.18100000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.141,-0.47600000000000003,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,6,4,3,1,0,8,12,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,7,1,8,10,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741783740827348,0.20244747005768607,0.0,0.12530233990754808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836635916919945,0.0,0.1496263457590741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905323802699454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136420931913983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985781500136185,0.11836135828913955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122002626879954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362574947258202,0.17190707247386044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24023090491042776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848483865467234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858830151862052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611873231983849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480151348172113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030011511327796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268402344562641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625969367765444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098666503270594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606524462756828,0.0,0.10449423976362336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273000962469872,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,skinny__dick,2019/02/03,The approach (21M) I’m having trouble making moves on girls.  I never really did it as the only girl I’ve ever been with knew how big of a puss I was and made the first move lol. Im a very clever and fun guy (not trying to be boastful) but whenever I talk to girls I’m overtaken with the full 100% anxiety and I can’t think of anything to say. Any tips on how to overcome this aside from alcohol? ,-0.316395348837208,1.7485152674418636,2.445395348837213,92.84786046511627,88.18604651162791,5.765581395348837,19.06511627906977,7.1686216300943375,0.38361767441860506,307,9,70,5,10,107,63,86,0.049,0.871,0.08,0.34600000000000003,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,1,6,2,0,4,2,15,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,5,1,4,2,12,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,41,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605044124627029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657645891321142,0.0,0.1864750918603897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005930208376446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049411765640314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734141881571572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24135989430725016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633017244237315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306508130933772,0.16271113356808675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181548253897172,0.0,0.0,0.18800209313967867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853898270373304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561583610949261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938470695324025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592438111772215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561910285537075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654964703404649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011268373132786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aspiringloser345,2019/02/03,Trouble meeting new people Hey. I’m a 22 year old guy and I’ve not made a new friend outside of work in years. I have the sane core of friends and my work buds. I want to get out and meet people but I just can’t seem to find the space for it. I live right outside a large city but not being in college seems to isolate me from a majority of people my age and my work friends are all mid 30s+. It’s not that I don’t like them it’s just I would like to be around people my age. As I become more isolated from my old friends I can tell I’m getting more awkward in social situations so I really need to get out. Any advice?,0.03380604796663178,1.8624533868613151,2.265844629822734,96.24702554744526,84.47445255474453,5.082168925964547,20.00469238790407,6.1826913282559595,-0.14109134515119906,482,14,117,4,14,163,82,137,0.126,0.789,0.086,-0.5304,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,4,8,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,1,1,22,18,8,0,3,7,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,16,6,18,14,4,17,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,2,10,67,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675294107766545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516761238184046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458099950122754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545586042585235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790748158220422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324856094815912,0.0,0.21934695145003405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385678629327014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367404229221644,0.0,0.12357427609141272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324196397490681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376767701680996,0.0,0.27032011243968185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936981312064221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880818396019936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965255158941714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195125334230795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548019155937601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730439630330045,0.0,0.1426566237929192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231837268869765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254337199674887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056455657812813,0.0,0.0,0.0994131357679178,0.0,0.0,0.1802403877295364
socialanxiety,helloimokayiguess,2019/02/03,"Does this happen to anyone else? Do you guys sometimes have really bad panic attacks one day feel decent the next, and question whether or not you're panic attack was just a cry for  attention? Or is it just me? ( I use decent loosely but I mean it as not having another bad panic attack.)",3.178214285714283,5.286873250000003,4.792285714285715,80.65271428571431,75.42857142857143,6.622857142857143,23.7,7.554174236665415,1.3781757142857145,226,7,39,3,5,76,45,56,0.322,0.652,0.026000000000000002,-0.9634,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,8,3,3,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,14,9,6,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,1,1,4,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429393523668076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955516189911067,0.1605384400615611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347425690600063,0.0,0.0,0.2616445717789859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210697846898995,0.10104643407594137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711280381241198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088706618922585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922273970257862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551390551422138,0.1385526978621565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067179660676676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663226996948166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617125916472878,0.0,0.0,0.5514950080568001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551884037092455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003740106133107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496174684836775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532228014704234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hour_blueberry,2019/02/03,"Cloznazepam for public speaking anxiety? I've had a fear of public speaking as long as I can remember... I have a huge public speaking event coming up which I am confident I know the information extremely well however my delivery and execution is so poor because of my nerves/anxiety that it takes away from what im trying to say

I was recently given .5mg of clonazepam for this. ive never taken it before but am wondering what anyone who's tried it for this type of problem would recommend. is it smart to take the day of the presentation? does it really work? ",4.988611111111112,6.561367861111113,6.7194444444444485,70.93250000000003,69.46296296296296,10.585185185185184,32.01851851851852,10.686352973137794,3.9609962962962975,451,20,77,14,8,156,76,108,0.08800000000000001,0.794,0.11800000000000001,0.5091,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,10,17,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,12,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,4,4,8,2,15,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,6,54,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248274972215015,0.0,0.0,0.14844951066740505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946877009608516,0.0,0.0,0.1294199580669323,0.0,0.1806570355685993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288309007199413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692000845266847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857906855263722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389036271960389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229327250372664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166779975316626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878844064315509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374371713055932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314846928946195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600886075083102,0.0,0.2096268716162998,0.0,0.24050166639199164,0.0,0.0,0.1688345017335472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192558515966648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882841012349955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908888726718523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023714045549654,0.1545615246804359,0.0,0.0,0.15081631364364045,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iulianverde,2019/02/03,"I want to make 2019 the year I changed my life A bit(bit more) about myself.

I'm 26 yo and I want to get rid of this crippling thing that's been looming over my head for the majority of my short life.  I'm single, always have been, never had a gf, but I feel like girls were always interested in me, but because I was too shy and to anxious every time to make a move, they just moved on. 

I'm an average looking guy I think when I feel good about myself, and I think I'm ugly when I feel bad, which is most of the time, even though people tell me I am pretty handsome. I've had sometimes when girls for almost throwing themselves at me, but I would say something so stupid that would ruin my chances completely. And it wasn't like I said the first thing that came to my mind, I would think for a few seconds because I thought if I flirted or showed interest in this girl overtly then what would people think? So I would try to play it cool, and it was usually a very casual, bland attitude that got me nowhere.

And I feel like that's been the story of my life really. Interact with people, but because I have this filter brought on by social anxiety and shyness and lack of confidence, I would sometimes be very quiet and try to say things that are ok.

Unless I would get drunk. That's when the anxiety would go away, where the shy guy would be shy no more and the filter would be thrown away in the garbage somewhere. All of my friends told me they love me when I'm drunk. I'm fun, sarcastic, smart and more.

And this social anxiety I've heard it be called the illness of missed opportunities and I think that's what it's done to my life. I've missed so many opportunities I can't even count. And since I'm edging closer and closer to the end of the decade of my life in which I should make the most of, I really want to start making a change.

However, I can't move past that fear and anxiety of being more open. It's not only about girls. I've tried talking to people in grocery stores, subways, shops, etc, but I feel very anxious even when I need to ask a store clerk for help or give a lady my seat on the subway because then I would think everybody from the train car would look at me and think something about me.

If people from this community can help with some tips, information or even personal examples of how they've changed their lives I would really appreciate it. Don't even know what to ask, I just know I need help.",7.065954545454545,5.4644496181818205,7.090517676767679,80.96244318181822,64.93939393939394,10.431818181818182,32.14015151515152,9.188382445141503,2.400772727272728,1911,57,412,27,24,614,213,495,0.136,0.698,0.166,0.966,2,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,3,3,24,24,1,1,24,2,38,10,1,5,2,83,87,41,0,22,14,0,5,3,2,14,6,5,0,7,29,21,2,0,16,6,3,8,7,6,0,2,17,13,54,18,52,51,13,43,0,3,2,1,31,18,0,9,20,263,83,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058327846916969024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693548144174832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824095838009885,0.13160932624766264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089096938055786,0.0,0.10945349471009133,0.0,0.04863538810497455,0.14203192498590764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718539790265918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059478626876001486,0.06662120975647133,0.0,0.0,0.18485879872502187,0.0,0.06107285043802607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059608835617004724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159122524543157,0.0,0.06496290709428061,0.1923642045730821,0.0,0.04907720007370826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554619272713026,0.1472619388193914,0.0832260339087024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954647405304863,0.0,0.0,0.04500294608253951,0.0,0.06086527929446535,0.0558776407011808,0.03310418518054431,0.048856403335836934,0.046586956566803575,0.0,0.0,0.11535111324157984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059780163502526386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712900461334028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402413059179196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571455975106254,0.08537239267839845,0.0,0.05143483493748397,0.0,0.09782879048703234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052571895265390016,0.0,0.15552633918529524,0.05905522952217693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058814771604805076,0.0,0.0,0.18572804766845508,0.0,0.08638162420239598,0.04492513306250169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044300903830354434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055605154232233785,0.20191222228360248,0.05086068190538403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926005956256498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194718687200247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055408030987595024,0.0926437067490416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818408176659642,0.0,0.0,0.1187548109462474,0.0,0.08968567894597634,0.11521927855260768,0.0,0.04122886246276088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046818249440246665,0.05091209520346126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609391801935133,0.2612647463989513,0.05722923634081845,0.04624311030633362,0.06793078959264608,0.0,0.0,0.05565930832207635,0.0,0.11864151340957445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415292037248795,0.14418429781033362,0.10307010928460893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379184007985155,0.0,0.0,0.037510373862433
socialanxiety,dishlix,2019/02/03,"No personality I think I have a decent personality when I’m with my close friends and myself but when I talk to anyone else I don’t seem to have any personality at all. The things I would normally say and do don’t pop into my head. I can never think of anything at all to say and make everything weird and awkward because everything I do say sounds so forced. 

I just don’t really feel the need to talk to anyone but I do feel the awkwardness when I don’t. I don’t know how to be myself more and I’ve tried so hard. 


",2.872,3.8028425181818193,5.005227272727275,83.66784090909091,73.81818181818181,8.40909090909091,23.75,8.841846274778883,1.3933636363636364,407,11,92,8,8,142,58,110,0.145,0.835,0.02,-0.8897,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,0,13,1,1,2,3,25,22,13,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,1,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,7,15,1,11,20,3,8,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,4,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628529860196007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391331895209255,0.17520885619241033,0.14071774585695074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423950614949827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284786340642586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307366053672228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292463540065722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211353364060546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318166759377688,0.0,0.17549448046016114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397667116321284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414327301079025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679371694980146,0.13188510075042115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754287887224728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479296353776788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954644622346664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079562073246791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567122100472944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748853091117118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360424949060555,0.21913872545890345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609721094155585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147290331658475,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slipperysoup,2019/02/03,DAE get nervous when someone tries to do a handshake with them? I feel like I mess it up every time,1.3142857142857132,3.2208063809523857,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,80.42857142857143,4.2,24.785714285714285,3.1291,0.08631428571428579,78,3,17,0,2,25,20,21,0.20800000000000002,0.679,0.113,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499450856626807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700226809085644,0.3815126464037781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279009736342951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609011141576829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524836741770376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31139841817067193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625727482011146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RedDr4gon,2019/02/03,"How can you overcome insincerity’s when conversing with people you don’t know How do talk to people that you haven’t seen in a while, being an outsider seems to hurdle all my advances. I try because I care, my poor decisions seems to show insincerity. I tend to self destruct after getting emotional, which doesn’t help either. 
I get that some of my actions reflect entitlement to a certain extent, but everything does make sense in my head. Emotional me tends to break what’s already weak. I try to build tangible relationship, it rarely works. The self destructive me destroys everything just because of one persons mistake. ",7.933214285714285,9.019315178571429,7.8232142857142914,67.47178571428572,62.39285714285714,10.685714285714287,39.214285714285715,10.608840637214634,4.577789285714285,508,26,79,12,7,163,78,112,0.19399999999999998,0.733,0.073,-0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,2,4,9,3,0,4,0,6,2,1,3,2,16,16,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,5,1,1,2,3,7,0,1,1,1,14,2,13,14,4,8,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,3,3,52,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778923178587504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185188273238966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274105992086093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568489255263442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032283653866301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221680152211293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728478766288145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839458449513936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201368060326902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098502346840251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964012055782995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145363130747425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24851664604364115,0.15650025961361816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243029388491148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263358962315685,0.3739604085617769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406154061568144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433763102651263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048452351180295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,parklife332,2019/02/03,"Oh shoot, I have to share a ride with my crush! I’m in this high school apprenticeship thing, and most of the people in it, including him are seniors and can drive. I’m only a junior and due to some personal reasons, I still haven’t gotten around to taking lessons. We’re supposed to go to a meeting sometime this week, and since I don’t drive he said he’d take me because he’s in my group. The thing is, this probably won’t be the last time we have to do this.

I’m so nervous about it, I hate being attracted to people because it makes me doubt myself. I know he is single, but he most likely has no interest in me because he’s really outgoing and probably could get a lot of girls. When we talk in class I feel comfortable, but that’s because there’s other people around so I don’t feel as much pressure to impress him. I don’t know how I’m going to make it through the car ride with stuttering and blushing/sweating like a weirdo.

Anyway, thanks for coming to my TED Talk. In conclusion, I made the mistake of having a crush on a guy who’s nice to everyone that I have a few things in common with, and now I’m going to be a nervous wreck whenever we’re alone.",4.983756613756611,4.6347587366255185,6.038544973544978,82.68416666666667,68.62962962962962,9.247383891828335,30.11434450323339,8.841846274778883,2.1724640799529698,915,31,195,14,14,306,130,243,0.14800000000000002,0.732,0.12,-0.4643,1,1,0,1,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,2,11,16,1,4,14,0,20,0,0,5,0,35,43,14,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,15,15,0,0,7,0,0,9,6,7,0,0,3,3,22,9,32,34,7,29,0,0,0,0,20,11,0,5,11,127,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142016829703963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441349447420877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343527031267048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181182880041426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094805985762449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310257549033105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386658029645891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164048033808422,0.0,0.23378843455836146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577213899207358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537938782311415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487670885768256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071710906422445,0.11177256736013028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339815691307861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657604975049612,0.0,0.1297479614160077,0.18305973082869811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080029949616053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428730687206304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851889699651998,0.11972946560866438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956809820618583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784373546486858,0.14098404668830672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304342311594294,0.0,0.0,0.13877458088889666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342856887941323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561696513018273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950564558587676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619705523926612,0.22042661546071374,0.0,0.12624332936744498,0.0,0.0,0.2732928903849716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995682353839179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999083587442768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Klaybae11,2019/02/03,"Am I a loner because I’m naturally shy or is it because of my situation? So I’ve been a single mom since I had my kid at 17. I’m now in my mid 20s and my kid just turned 8. I do have social anxiety because I never got the chance to socialize and try new things when people typically do from high school age to early 20s. I feel like I’m behind because I never lived that drinking, clubbing, going to festival life that most young people go through. I have time constraints from being a single mom and my daughter also has separation anxiety so it’s been hard to go out and meet people. Ever since I’ve had her, my social life only consisted of a 1.5 year relationship and a few casual relationships that lasted a few months. I’ve never had a time where I went out for fun or had a friend group and it’s been eating me up inside for the longest time.

She’s older now and understands a bit more why I need my own time. It’s still a struggle but I managed to go out last night to a meetup mixer event at a downtown bar with about 40 attending.

My anxiety kicked in when I got to the event parking structure. I was on time but I stayed in my car not wanting to get out in fear that I was too early. When I did get into the venue, there were about 5 people already there. I talked to two of them in depth. It was great. One was a girl who was new to the area and seemed like she needed a mall and club buddy. That’s exactly what I’m looking for. For the rest of the night, an endless stream of people kept on coming up to me to talk. I had so much fun getting to know them, cracking jokes, and just talking about life. I wish I got out of my seat and walked around to get to know even more people but my anxiety kept me in my seat. Luckily, people came up to me and we all had a good time talking.

I think it went well for my first night out in years and I exchanged my contact with a few people. I know it was only one night but it really raised my confidence. I didn’t want the night to end. The organizer of the meetup actually planned an after party at a nearby club and I was dying to go but it was already 12 am and I had promised my daughter I would be home by then. Plus I didn’t really dress up for the club so I gave them a rain check. 

I’m really excited for the next one. This got me to think if I never had my daughter how my social life would be right now. Am I a recluse because of my situation since I don’t often get the opportunity to go out? ",2.187807681525093,3.412216367816093,4.249695355574247,87.27093776282595,75.93486590038314,7.161648444070648,23.26810578450612,7.765008861874849,0.9650824595832166,1912,55,424,27,41,658,223,522,0.037000000000000005,0.845,0.11800000000000001,0.9927,0,0,1,0,2,0,38.0,1,0,3,3,27,16,0,2,34,0,38,7,0,1,7,68,80,34,1,8,11,5,2,2,1,2,4,0,1,3,18,30,3,2,8,9,2,13,8,2,1,5,33,3,62,14,72,42,13,87,0,0,1,0,31,31,0,6,44,293,80,2,0.0,0.0,0.06161919186589829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936139763101718,0.05049603443985369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932191851184499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05621132517326085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245922104544472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893662142825824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221962885376836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439274990250999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553324387819276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185683638642936,0.0,0.06461182058821563,0.0,0.0,0.055926620860773435,0.0,0.0,0.041705851664360985,0.05711713735054545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105427428944434,0.0319273774964428,0.045109907954454284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371004189512577,0.0,0.0,0.0487847049804053,0.0,0.16495001729911782,0.0,0.21531629125180504,0.05296198206159744,0.20200730217777932,0.0696162078132343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656439772701751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667148392069339,0.06333833015089324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041064617242696,0.10294116863881056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784011933658407,0.06169769393390729,0.0,0.055757088514579375,0.0,0.0530248472371838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790639479159892,0.05040073920083417,0.0,0.04641792201052282,0.09364058176798196,0.1948014122133154,0.1219692553604024,0.06715409497800595,0.2962806617185764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836351848033692,0.09604733520180203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502074083053085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135451032295533,0.0,0.0,0.13558551423760465,0.0,0.05392441789214199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390484656237709,0.0,0.05748369891698245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566994887017285,0.14195244230162374,0.0,0.2574684069078867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730283646062138,0.05042668069365003,0.0,0.0,0.06601155797220395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301021914897466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041949902051640786,0.08091993134009129,0.0,0.0,0.22091777213552266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287046170636153,0.06868226832996037,0.0616822690660869,0.06573487112610278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448764005398696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056773814934583375,0.11706977859681934,0.05697741341955046,0.0,0.07261219680455919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089711017306277,0.0,0.0,0.08132501011054863
socialanxiety,throwawayultimate5,2019/02/03,"Should I give in and start taking meds? I’ve tried to be “normal” but it’s not happening. I can’t do it and it’s painful. Should I just get on SA medication and see how I do socially after that? 

For those on it, how has it made you feel in social situations? ",-0.026011904761904958,1.9236008035714285,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,85.60714285714286,6.590476190476192,18.261904761904766,7.793537801064563,0.4228547619047625,199,5,48,4,6,70,40,56,0.085,0.915,0.0,-0.6586,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,0,13,15,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,7,11,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033908824067444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467711128135004,0.2472818435102961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279501110468579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439135047069572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863305793511988,0.2596817968156075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25256535626436805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742914120693985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541377823521345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897505738639509,0.0,0.5255395218553703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245489587051428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381517002184814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501271101538066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OruenMercury,2019/02/03,"I can't be the only one who pretends to be asexual I don't have friends and don't talk to any girls at all. I'm male btw. Because I really want a relationship with a girl but I know it won't ever happen, I try to trick myself into be asexual. ",0.2552727272727253,1.7147494363636362,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,81.9090909090909,7.309090909090909,21.909090909090907,8.238735603445708,1.1703818181818175,189,6,44,4,5,71,40,55,0.092,0.879,0.028999999999999998,-0.1976,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,2,8,12,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,6,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501758277249221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426054751643615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327749230518873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842286430835695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32532132719872603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218111642440492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24928980434716946,0.27979469966217824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356778817938855,0.0,0.0,0.3949730427704864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956936971535815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24977117652058076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21698932962232464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DoS007,2019/02/03,"Your reaction after an social event with ""experienced anxiety"" decides your anxiety Often people think socialanxiety is something that is specific to a social situation, and people afterwards think about that ""socialanxiety"" situation. But's not true. **Socialanxiety yes or no decides in that very moment**. Do you negatively visualize, or assess historic experiences and think about it all the time, **\_or\_** do you just engage with your activities, which make you truely happy?  *So it's much more about your reaction after such a situation than the situation itself.*",5.064087719298247,8.0708959,6.579590643274855,56.327105263157904,101.11111111111113,9.894736842105264,29.181286549707604,8.6894789155246,4.959111111111112,461,22,55,18,19,155,59,90,0.107,0.8290000000000001,0.064,-0.2709,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,7,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,1,2,19,8,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,10,8,3,8,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,4,7,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514613521711456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607701530511849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495832879414225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970784690902224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081940441458056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788531164444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7389649855583494,0.0,0.3350772528241337,0.0,0.1265280567558961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159350145261424,0.0,0.0,0.09583637992224588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560960330982988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SoupOrFishAll,2019/02/03,"Getting Therapy at University For the past year I've been trying to muster the courage to get therapy with my University's mental health program.  However, in order to get an appointment I need to have a 10-15 minute phone assessment where they call me and talk about my concerns. I feel wayy too anxious to ever do a call like that. In addition to my massive fears of sharing my feelings, interacting with strangers, and talking on the phone, I would be afraid of my roommates/others hearing the conversation, so I'm not sure where I could go to make the call. I get this feeling that everywhere I go people are watching.

Anyways, I'm not sure what to do. I wish my school made it easier for people with SA to get help.",7.880729701952722,6.905410474820143,8.029105858170606,72.86561151079138,62.9568345323741,11.396094552929089,38.56217882836589,10.608840637214634,4.024466803699896,572,26,107,12,7,187,90,139,0.066,0.804,0.13,0.8432,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,2,8,0,8,1,0,2,3,20,25,3,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,5,15,5,21,20,0,12,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,0,4,67,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353326594257964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434366948361471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557602074209546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094024084866188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289093292064086,0.21957920300134465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37814561434653504,0.0,0.16453653166660756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386903682898298,0.1631507212031103,0.0,0.09702700767055604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072055146891651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697178563942272,0.09662586578098388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588016971231954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733486391883472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818614127278905,0.20071139992997594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650096955873665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728619492870316,0.0,0.0,0.232699048159252,0.0,0.0,0.3310825860645749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827993561149136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664624485605216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028306280544906,0.0,0.0,0.0932182257799498
socialanxiety,AstroBeans9,2019/02/03,"Trying to be more social When a boy is used as a sex tool I don't think of it as being terribly bad. When a girl is used as a sex tool it becomes a big problem. When I look at girls in the public I think of a romantic future with the girl. I don't think of a friendship with her. I think of hugs and kisses on the cheek. I don't know her as a person but I'd fall in love with the idea of falling in love with her. I want an emotional connection but when I first see a girl that's all I imagine... But I want to imagine a friendship first but thats all I can think of. I'm not a social person so I have troubles talking to people...especially girls. 

I'm trying to change that. But I don't want to approach girls coz I think they cute(Not that it ever happen before lol). I wanna approach them coz I want to get to know them better. I don't approach boys or girls, I'm socially awkward.",0.6235463442717304,2.27819622797928,2.95954231433506,92.94158175014392,81.53886010362694,5.532412204951067,21.08491652274036,6.42735559955562,0.18635659182498496,684,20,158,6,18,235,87,193,0.106,0.7340000000000001,0.16,0.8696,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,3,6,10,0,1,16,1,11,7,1,4,3,36,34,16,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,7,5,0,0,11,0,0,5,6,5,0,2,0,2,23,5,27,32,3,19,0,0,2,6,24,6,0,1,8,103,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079360538012058,0.0,0.14654964540554408,0.11291247209697007,0.0,0.0,0.11735669749030572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037222411505984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926242914595386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002894938023845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573820043798026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932692426496828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734050377515795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979491205726456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458498541079138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142919621243996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395222921033047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172584983700756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696984536469114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573961166232458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40579321478541663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665408163033008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101481688269223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018047530917372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22920931558120244,0.0,0.0,0.3130644703925465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,somehwerebuthere,2019/02/03,"""he's so short and just a waste of everyone's time"" what I literally heard as a couple was approaching me and walking past, like perfectly timed for just that phrase. Am I being schizo thinking this was directed at me, are people really this assholish? This is why I spend most of my life isolated. ",7.653684210526315,7.089772263157894,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,63.21052631578947,12.512280701754387,34.78947368421053,11.855464076750405,4.2018,237,9,44,7,3,78,46,57,0.08800000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,7,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,2,5,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41059368727463097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545834686689388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621052411580321,0.18129126428296208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542384743526626,0.2572606031310551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377237699943432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377735004820558,0.0,0.0,0.4327602287796761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348425737100852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tayitude,2019/02/03,"Paralyzed with anxiety over moving I've been working in therapy on my anxiety for about a year now. It's been a year of increasingly stressful situations where I've had to work outside of my comfort zone, but I managed to pull through with the help of my therapist, medication, and friends. Now it's all culminated in a cross-country move from the East Coast to Portland, OR. We leave in a month and honestly I'm not sure I can do it. All the phone calls and strangers I have to talk to to get through this... it's terrifying. I've been missing work, sleep, meals.. I lay awake thinking about it, can't focus on anything productive. Instead, I feel absolutely paralyzed. My husband is already in Portland, and he's as supportive as he can be, but with the time difference and his work hours, he can't really do much to help. I have friends who want to help me with packing and getting ready, but I'm so scared of having them in my house or asking them to help me with such tiny, basic things like phone calls. It's embarrassing. I feel like a child. 

I'm renting an SUV to drive my four cats and two small dogs. I've rented cars before and the whole process is unendingly stressful for me. I'm a complete doormat when talking to a salesperson of any kind, just nodding and accepting anything they throw at me to make the transaction over with as soon as possible. Meaning I've gotten hosed renting before, paying way more than I want to for services I don't need and feeling ashamed afterward. I managed to set up the car reservation online, at least, so that's done. I'm flying my best friend here to accompany me on the drive, thank god, and hopefully that will make things easier. If it were me alone, I just know I would end up sleeping on the side of the road in the car to avoid calling a hotel or going inside to the front desk for a reservation. I'm already freaking out because not all hotels are pet friendly, and even those chains that are usually have a 2-pet limit per room. From what I've read online, places will waive that if you call ahead of time and explain, but that is, obviously, a nightmare for me. 

Before we leave I have to update my pets' vaccinations and get certificates of health from the vet, since we'll be staying overnight in hotels along the way. This is my biggest hurdle. I love my animals and I honestly, really do know and understand how important regular veterinary care and vaccinations are, but the past few years I just haven't been able to go through with regular vet appointments. I've made them and cancelled. Then once vaccination updates were overdue, I felt too ashamed to go in and more and more terrified of being berated and fussed at by a vet for letting these important things lapse. Now everyone is behind on vaccinations and I have to get it all done at once, which will be expensive but more importantly, absolutely terrifying. I've decided to work with a mobile vet who can come to my house to see everyone, hoping that this will make my cats less demonic (they're absolutely vicious at the vet, another anxiety point). I've sent an email and communicated a bit, even going as far as to mention my anxiety issues as an excuse for why I've been such a bad pet parent, and the person said we could set something up over the phone and asked when the last time my pets had been to the vet was. That was three days ago. I've been freaking out over the phone call since then as the most immediate source of anxiety. I don't know how I'm going to get through the call, let alone having a stranger in my house. I'm tearing up just at the thought. 

Honestly, that's just the tip of the iceberg. I really thought I was getting better at handling my anxiety, even pushing myself over the last year by doing things like taking a night class with heavy group discussion, going to the doctor and optometrist, and getting my hair cut. Now I have so much to do, and I don't know if I can handle it. I'm so scared. 

I feel like I'm unraveling and no one understands. When I try to explain my fear, I just get hit with questions about what's so scary, and no one understands. ",6.829800817160367,6.489725635455681,7.095790205425036,76.61356613891729,64.8052434456929,10.777448643740778,35.058478038815124,10.33465798735191,3.4493617977528093,3258,135,636,70,44,1058,332,801,0.125,0.738,0.13699999999999998,0.9327,4,3,1,0,0,0,90.0,4,1,4,9,34,38,2,9,48,0,60,8,3,6,6,110,125,62,0,10,20,2,6,4,4,6,3,1,8,2,31,47,1,2,21,4,5,21,10,15,0,5,23,8,63,23,114,88,18,99,1,1,1,1,53,42,0,10,35,414,94,14,0.05614314931867991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976751438722059,0.0,0.0,0.11629474161245584,0.12391072272202194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03817926676732656,0.05887098727200305,0.2576961333493967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240205636585648,0.0,0.10497253168980554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04687718458018402,0.0342243427227953,0.0,0.14332105479557553,0.0,0.05891877145290032,0.04965405314773675,0.061293778107810414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439705958086556,0.0,0.05724168247515099,0.0,0.0,0.048362351883862974,0.05886502389252021,0.0,0.0,0.04482573632132738,0.0,0.0,0.0362076867036898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058657641577815375,0.0,0.05746489231660214,0.0,0.1149078684762205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049726166126770964,0.0,0.0,0.1112460618790084,0.0,0.0,0.10729437027161194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317665170813606,0.11355065283365215,0.08021735418239317,0.05390622776745706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350423157803466,0.0,0.2346598263678108,0.0,0.1914446734631374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967754235373542,0.0,0.0,0.15052627816606035,0.0,0.0,0.1115256304220822,0.05528969290268708,0.19434496917071428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859886144057803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846445047481937,0.12341922638138712,0.09152832004208894,0.0,0.11889497739534526,0.0,0.11482034798618775,0.0,0.10971482742838162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067138423500568,0.053124005369894714,0.1124279643867541,0.0,0.0,0.06115634853625197,0.0,0.0565583163796947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044812926149282055,0.11934256531450566,0.08254334932556963,0.041629433832539225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052686542394343436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958124342043852,0.07608810194892453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062340323224621325,0.0,0.05359498875444181,0.0,0.049022032442851006,0.058657641577815375,0.0,0.05307342317573036,0.06329296519361599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289317620025248,0.0,0.056158342452226236,0.0,0.10790021724314068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053404991653893716,0.0,0.1124181734391722,0.0,0.0447388211289417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288438656741756,0.06310725213994088,0.11236739045935656,0.0,0.0,0.0432217392516257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984112708999944,0.0,0.0,0.1286235757132936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371058052041784,0.052914253805975635,0.0,0.04221266118650476,0.09025147351531301,0.0,0.051689068822642084,0.06420458416989076,0.06518652359184307,0.14919605485299556,0.035974263122399486,0.0,0.0891427786167944,0.0982125655769077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03811751305427297,0.0,0.05484369896568796,0.17534099530575112,0.0,0.0,0.06183374713013485,0.0,0.06622936817399644,0.0891276373613454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066045975185157,0.06268182122685563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043644068284008,0.0,0.0,0.039882482450342885,0.0,0.0,0.14461738974309782
socialanxiety,goldbuttercheese,2019/02/03,"How can I feel free again? I do not remember what it's like to be ""free"". I feel observed and valued by all people. This causes me to be extremely insecure. I was not like that before. Before that, I did not care about anyone else's opinion. It probably is related to my depression and social anxiety disorder (?) These mental illnesses have only been around for 2 years. Before that, I was completely ""normal"". Well I feel like a prisoner in my own body and it seems like I could not do anything about it. I pay attention to such stupid things, such as: how I look, how I behave, even how I walk (!!!) and that leads to me being extremely tense and not being myself. Please tell me how to stop this?",2.497641025641027,4.738791162962965,4.105925925925926,84.12128205128204,78.1111111111111,8.005698005698006,22.236467236467234,8.841846274778883,1.7427150997150995,537,16,104,13,13,179,81,135,0.218,0.662,0.121,-0.9327,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,13,11,1,1,1,0,14,2,1,7,1,29,20,11,0,2,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,6,0,3,2,5,3,1,0,4,4,18,10,13,11,2,7,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,7,81,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512199583930478,0.0,0.0,0.11436408071948402,0.1675852675448372,0.13459491489314926,0.1456019637002178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175293479666505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816768992342062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675904593678484,0.16801989027141934,0.0,0.0,0.17148823722335602,0.0,0.0,0.1305883527375952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087291145026334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745249721992624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663234797266616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802901161649824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481006547142327,0.11684640346513292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196261737243364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373481564229445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482875026752067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025284789373606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439379938517975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339104307372015,0.0,0.0,0.17953839139814054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634399558202016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528017953556886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889774288840513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672754787849958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674243842388573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295755638012825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866116564453816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705895859506127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532647232152983
socialanxiety,lanipelani,2019/02/03,"Years of Random College Roommates Has Caused SA to Spiral Out of Control I've spent 4 years in random living situations, and not a single person has liked me. Granted, I am a minority student so that may have made them uncomfortable. Between the screaming matches and name-calling I have confined myself to my room to avoid the chaos. On the weekends I seldom leave the apartment, in fact, walking through the kitchen to the front door causes so much anxiety that I only come/go in the early mornings when everyone's sleeping. If I see someone who resembles my old roommates I freeze in fear even though I know that person has graduated and moved across the country. Similar names and laughs, slamming doors, or just the mention of cleaning may cause me to have a panic attack. I have no idea how to get over this. Years have gone by and at this point, I just feel pathetic. Has anyone dealt with this and overcome it?",7.337192982456143,7.707604385964918,6.9503450292397675,75.68902631578948,63.619883040935676,8.945263157894738,36.39824561403509,8.548686976883017,3.1151726315789467,734,33,125,9,10,230,116,171,0.161,0.7809999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9597,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,1,3,12,0,12,2,1,6,1,30,19,13,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,5,2,8,8,1,3,3,1,1,4,2,5,0,0,3,4,15,2,22,14,2,23,0,0,1,0,6,12,0,6,8,89,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260879111817767,0.0,0.0,0.11206695985225693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233424751306926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493935110892379,0.0,0.13806143126112008,0.0,0.0,0.1797603619632748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058591371656306,0.0,0.0,0.15314820050037758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803522495774425,0.08103909880404049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373629028015675,0.0,0.0910871252674327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092927634546632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808212574252426,0.0,0.0,0.1697064980253473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830153784551253,0.0,0.14152443950844568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165466380344392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703453692374304,0.1178194660212262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818008050850006,0.0,0.0,0.12189522124312965,0.0,0.18804642293209076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798892815900197,0.0,0.0,0.15151026532300138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771723122212153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015413258476728,0.1603892506215388,0.0,0.13579921899695932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746790295866542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096326435042758
socialanxiety,KingCrimson87,2019/02/03,"Need tips on how to talk to someone over Voicechat Ive been talking to this person, and she makes me really nervous when I talk to her over Voice Chat. How can I ease up? Please help me",0.9565384615384644,3.0255876666666666,1.827884615384616,99.3233653846154,82.58974358974359,4.925641025641027,20.006410256410245,5.985473137389443,-0.2691589743589744,145,4,34,1,4,45,30,39,0.057,0.764,0.179,0.6258,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,8,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082996779031425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743849782145787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042880656470704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713485962029355,0.0,0.34112738441742463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908444577480156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633107436693916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7493450217157808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,haleykirk91,2019/02/03,"What are your life hacks for Social Anxiety? ​

[Figured I'd at least make you laugh first...](https://i.redd.it/8vemlas0pce21.png)

Does your way to cope change depending on what you're doing or who you're with? ",6.750833333333333,10.474304638888887,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,72.05555555555556,6.933333333333335,22.88888888888889,8.07648339933343,1.4095222222222223,181,5,29,3,4,48,31,36,0.048,0.841,0.111,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34376507507816384,0.38552132372089215,0.0,0.0,0.2427129145480316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356326793135677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776476693980923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698721827415073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224099245497416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117821370335689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32341978570266045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518364751878744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38552132372089215,0.0
socialanxiety,That_Occult_Guy,2019/02/03,"Anyone else have literally no friends? A few years ago my family moved a few hundred miles away, and as a result I lost contact with my friends. I couldn’t make new ones in the new town I live in, so I’m literally all alone. It’s honestly hell, it makes me want to die sometimes lol. ",2.1125423728813573,3.7163260169491563,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,76.96610169491525,7.431864406779661,25.359322033898305,8.238735603445708,1.3972820338983056,221,8,50,4,5,74,47,59,0.22,0.586,0.195,-0.4019,0,1,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,3,1,8,7,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,6,3,6,5,3,10,1,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749668464056092,0.0,0.0,0.2307511857121042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578530566813234,0.2282825338664253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932573762594425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23122879808118146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861188579418195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100338073762863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442658421832796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673441750718015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243209966973162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974383390539944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23679865547159776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43035874085927067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097346191117295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220352584772518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314118336153243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347438970634904
socialanxiety,JrPinel94,2019/02/03,"I just can't do it anymore I just simply can't take the constant uneasy feeling that looms over me day to day. Its like an ongoing pressure that I can physically feel and I'm just waiting for my head to pop .Being awkward 24/7 breaks you down,strips you of any self confidence you have. Leaving you with all your insecurities to fester in your pity. 

I can't do it anymore. I think tonight is the night I can finally come to terms with the fact that some things don't change. Soon I'll be relieved of this pain. Very soon. ",1.08701741654572,3.590738688679245,2.2843396226415105,93.20790275761976,86.64150943396227,5.148330914368652,22.30478955007257,6.67199483983844,0.5217193033381711,415,15,88,5,13,132,72,106,0.151,0.758,0.091,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,0,0,5,7,0,3,4,0,12,2,1,0,2,14,19,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,2,14,2,11,17,3,13,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,10,57,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632272165031091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559479916098051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24317701905519895,0.19801675390909787,0.0,0.2484129544066557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965004102711793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324631743755336,0.0,0.0,0.25181656678768805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359178258125681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434041828286009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112305197828448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157218930269408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24460295531552495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239809511737508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283721358483642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271857822888252,0.14729446625911938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896707539912087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TRex19000,2019/02/03,"How am I supposed to gain confidence. How am I supposed to gain confidence if no one has ever showed intrest in me. I have not ever been hit on, complimented, or shown that people actually want to talk to me. So how do I gain confidence to talk to people if I think they do not want to talk to me? ",3.7925806451612902,4.1026897096774215,5.8711290322580645,80.57669354838713,71.25806451612904,9.425806451612903,28.403225806451612,9.516144504307137,2.313535483870968,230,8,50,5,4,81,33,62,0.028999999999999998,0.629,0.341,0.9694,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,13,11,7,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,9,1,10,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2587527031987782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796951482451605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967566269059992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676497160837757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6393638255118624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699004023168303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127901816825577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,poop_in_my_coffee,2019/02/03,":( no girlfriend

no friends

diagnosed with SA way too late in life

massive student debt

my life feels empty

what's the solution?",2.5376086956521746,5.385088739130438,2.5568478260869583,86.97266304347826,96.3913043478261,5.778260869565218,31.83695652173913,7.1686216300943375,2.7355304347826093,103,6,17,2,4,31,21,23,0.35200000000000004,0.485,0.16399999999999998,-0.6369,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221433209499587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029829931458852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32133364198441344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691684031701186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5875438338884768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301326780829124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JuicyGames,2019/02/03,"Afraid of being ""out of character"" when trying something new? I always talk myself out of trying to express myself more with people who already know me such as my family and friends. I fear that they'll think I'm faking it or trying too hard because it's inconsistent with how I usually act even though they'll probably welcome the change.   
I'm new to this sub and I noticed that we all usually experience social anxiety in very similar ways so I'm sure someone here has felt this before.",6.145248226950352,6.955979127659575,7.090212765957446,72.13333333333334,66.23404255319149,10.09645390070922,32.687943262411345,10.125756701596842,3.474041134751773,394,16,67,9,6,132,70,94,0.096,0.812,0.092,0.1477,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,2,0,8,6,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,14,10,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,3,11,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,5,45,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174162730086788,0.0,0.14457707193402125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292117333112027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059186973139189,0.0,0.14785167723608975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380847028969446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476273920940325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699645468035417,0.16379960898606893,0.19552131954090013,0.0,0.0,0.16683088608838334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424174670093528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564926660950693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954905386181546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356249851253442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978198409017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045899995038177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733597274746167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771201069961596,0.1472210219341234,0.13376415594754068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637608902488589,0.0,0.0,0.13965671426958584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133441239807372,0.17071221592163338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539022525799265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827305026196997,0.14336507325103545,0.0,0.13791767047864034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,masterofnoon,2019/02/03,"so what exactly do you do in a club? i’m here with six of my friends. i can’t dance and i don’t drink, i’ve had two redbulls so far lol. feeling anxious a bit. ",-3.2657017543859648,-1.7497963421052631,0.2326315789473697,104.67508771929823,104.52631578947368,3.5859649122807014,19.491228070175442,5.46131890053228,-0.5260666666666665,121,5,34,1,6,43,30,38,0.055999999999999994,0.723,0.221,0.7133,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,1,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,4,1,3,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937718554792387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771741616098169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281684165976658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209989302292698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376840961466788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269600746017417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,scaredbutterfly7,2019/02/03,"Anyone else just have nothing interesting worth saying? People strike up conversation with me all the time. Not sure why, guess I have a sociable face or some shit like that. All they get in reply is an awkward smile or a ""Y-Y-Yeah"" (I have a stutter). Nothing more, nothing less. ""

Hey did you catch the game?

 ""Y-Y-Yeah.""

Who were you rooting for?

""Y-Y-Yeah""

Um. Okay. Well looks like my bus is coming. Bye.

""Y-Y-Yeah""

 They get *bored* quick, leave, and I feel like shit for *boring* them so much. Then the situation lives on in my head and haunts me in the shower. I guess I'm pretty *boring*. 

Anyways thanks for coming to my pity party, where everyone's invited. Woe is me and all that shit.",-1.0155907001892397,0.6858088467153323,1.031224655312247,96.7067126250338,110.16788321167884,3.7814544471478784,14.563125168964586,5.82211442006289,-0.6455929170045961,520,13,113,6,27,170,88,137,0.18600000000000005,0.6459999999999999,0.168,-0.2086,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,3,0,6,18,3,1,8,1,8,5,5,1,4,19,18,7,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,10,2,0,2,3,15,8,10,16,7,12,0,2,1,0,11,6,3,5,7,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534353545544677,0.154366864686496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595569523481212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585537786399864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396011911645062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617718183303575,0.10763006329288498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574251121947898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33193341510645485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461851248358366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952500643652326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081158012457594,0.0,0.13303372225698806,0.0,0.12651472643207012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107509217035202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433681073532435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444724682101593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327328870328588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980924180557638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4639446348729136,0.0,0.1693458382239365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199332661318226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387055907199776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878498570701162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545958242604594,0.0,0.13594535858514314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SkizzOnline,2019/02/03,"Do you ever feel anxious when someone doesn't read/respond to your message in a chatroom? Recently I've started trying to chat more in different discord servers and chatrooms, and I can't help but feel the social anxiety kick in when I'm trying to join in a conversation hoping someone notices to feel ""included"". I was curious if I'm just crazy or if anyone else out there is like me as well lol. Although it is interesting that this kind of feeling persists for me outside of the irl social situations like work, stores, events, etc. Food for thought!",9.078076923076921,7.879171423076925,9.087384615384616,66.95761538461541,60.73076923076921,12.166153846153849,43.87692307692308,11.20814326018867,5.0982407692307685,444,24,75,10,5,146,77,104,0.087,0.68,0.233,0.9595,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,6,6,0,0,4,1,6,1,0,0,1,15,15,10,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,5,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,4,6,6,14,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,8,48,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134905056320973,0.1992220388755339,0.0,0.12330599945330935,0.180688453737082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424519618185003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473153818789159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196673642690794,0.0,0.15951605688522946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35666558942979865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132396251718569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820175046774538,0.0,0.0,0.1751524703662175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183638377842165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723085804326404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077235333884655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639483184184462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741214962629978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982215400800967,0.0,0.3595273410710915,0.2988366677471117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481939197673025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999990702539766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23945622366463756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158557230155198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283827962252295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xelixirx,2019/02/03,"Extremely low self esteem and social anxiety despite being a somewhat pretty female I'm constantly horribly bullied and teased by less attractive people (not trying to be offensive at ALL!). I've had females say humiliating things about me out loud (in a room full of people) not even knowing I was right in front of them. I ran out the room, almost crying. I've also had a guy push his friend harshly on me in public till i almost fell. This shit makes me extremely angry. My parents believe in ""discipline"" so they would often beat me (i've gotten bruised twice by them. And its extremely hard for me to get bruised). Usually this would cause the child to be violent, but instead, I became extremely sensitive to violence and a severe people-pleaser. 

I hate crying or being sad about it, because it makes me feel like they've won. I have no idea what to do to regain my confidence. I can't talk to anyone even semi-popular because of fear of what they might think of me and what the bullies have told them about me. My personality is loud and clownish akin to a well liked-person, but my social anxiety and fears have fucking destroyed me and ruined my chances of meeting people like me (they are usually very confident). I basically fit in with no one. A guy I had a crush on started avoiding me and later revealed that it was because he thought I was a ""bimbo"". 

Being this way is honestly really pathetic and disgusting. Life is too short to let it be fucked by skanks and brain delusions. Please don't give me any ""mental advice"" like ""just stop caring about them"". Physical advice like ""Do this when you ruin into the girls...etc"" is much more helpful imo.
 ",5.076086956521738,6.600014700636944,6.0063223483799515,76.31626003877044,69.19108280254777,8.900360011077263,30.531154804763226,9.318704503766252,2.8967199113818882,1312,53,227,27,23,433,182,314,0.258,0.615,0.127,-0.9934,1,2,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,7,2,15,26,9,3,12,0,28,5,2,3,1,41,46,18,0,2,6,1,2,4,1,3,1,3,2,5,14,15,0,3,6,0,0,4,6,16,1,2,11,5,36,10,36,25,6,31,0,4,0,2,27,18,3,6,12,162,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002489948334958,0.0,0.0,0.20520140946606413,0.0,0.0,0.08193867451163535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696775461280362,0.0,0.15676601236560342,0.0,0.0,0.07164368172034713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737930982032888,0.0,0.0,0.11543937566339575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143812690089438,0.0,0.0,0.10446664665970012,0.10525650593755352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072481918649528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509897979317475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142720055973915,0.13535012175370026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305960504917664,0.051807771079671286,0.07319873938878298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916174224130157,0.18944858938787348,0.053532068124120966,0.09829070706006822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290660697922566,0.0,0.0,0.0917856585316881,0.10115982720032303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867799317830971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566691472202248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563103325928397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477414537582776,0.07237180838973864,0.2002306643461476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678811106875907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325740781753133,0.10869579125445923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532122166260394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943077594510005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377171734574935,0.0,0.0,0.213102359118454,0.17893140523850976,0.0,0.22494460304300912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424049909292574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563966083129079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750182811199833,0.0,0.08148174588942947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689001662477657,0.11575268363387248,0.1051755782101928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889382923507585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252299832089075,0.0,0.0,0.08566266326343129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235492377721744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807107544452032,0.0656533922824894,0.0,0.08134323410276358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790665283646477,0.0,0.06956484498015686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256944217491575,0.0845417260577459,0.0,0.08132941763096731,0.0,0.0,0.09212547468949576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557186378511214,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jonevans00,2019/02/03,"Suggestions for what to do in between sets at shows? I like going to shows/concerts by myself but sometimes there’s soooo much time between sets and the only thing I can think to do is get on my phone or practice mindfulness by paying attention to my bodily sensations and the input from the environment. 

I wouldn’t mind just meditating but I still end up worrying if people think I look lame and sad and weird. 

As for the phone, I just don’t really have the desire to be on my phone except to avoid feeling embarrassed; it actually ends up overstimulating me in that loud crowded environment and amplified the feeling that I need to escape.

I also don’t have the desire to strike up conversations with people, or go outside for a smoke. Wish I smoked just so I could take a moment to be outside and do nothing. 

What do you all think?",5.430293619424057,6.5736083478260925,6.388989271597969,75.32567476002262,68.00621118012423,9.581253529079618,29.54319593450028,9.800150414767053,2.8305229813664607,668,24,122,15,11,222,96,161,0.125,0.765,0.11,-0.5297,0,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,9,0,14,0,0,0,1,32,26,14,0,7,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,1,1,2,3,5,0,0,0,4,16,1,28,22,2,17,0,2,1,0,7,8,0,3,6,93,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.1881157500404021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415813004156112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539111898006253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414740736407489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494064698665084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071438876034176,0.0,0.2191113103901166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417770355864873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187828185914424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892855723933685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417081586095724,0.1429365408738206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496805085626228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661030073382236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672849451938283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234934227411404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065449706871948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394640165645654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493907832975073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280678478507139,0.3705577706306356,0.0,0.0,0.1124057595912956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167603063828026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957673312488438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,qewos,2019/02/03,"I always think that something is wrong. It always happens without fail, Let's say I go out to a social event and I have a great time and people enjoyed my company. After a few hours my brain decides to go through everything I did at said social event to find something for me to be stressful about. It then turns into terrible thoughts like my friends are only being friends with me out of social obligation but I know it's not true The feeling never really goes away. It gets worse when I talk to my GF after talking to her I still feel like I did something wrong even if the interaction goes perfectly. It fucking sucks.",3.9660330578512415,5.9050897768595085,4.6347851239669415,83.38490495867771,72.71900826446281,7.1540495867768605,29.45537190082645,7.908726449838941,2.059277024793389,497,21,91,7,10,159,82,121,0.16699999999999998,0.675,0.158,-0.311,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,15,2,1,5,0,8,2,1,0,3,20,21,6,0,1,4,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,4,4,15,8,19,14,1,17,0,1,0,1,12,5,2,1,12,64,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336651739363095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192006424778294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674429013165994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273965456642468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619169080853368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199129580476408,0.10030912004595803,0.0,0.0,0.12833243676797404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696124200594452,0.12980702573655056,0.07335856727327353,0.0,0.15959677660197266,0.0,0.0,0.15480281080893987,0.0,0.0,0.12416433198695105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382758257039869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716580857878205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357900715196056,0.0,0.13719472435243524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829305095543944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678833225041634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734279716373342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899504099808431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356231387745307,0.11165987690806492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293917429842803,0.0,0.3242840411810556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213181752278584,0.0,0.16083948203563425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22571290173913955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996922710526611,0.0,0.11147006495839927,0.08187435358917118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527260464795164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535048311968353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309005372894654,0.0,0.3070331615529669,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pitypartythrowaway5,2019/02/03,"I’ve become quite the creep So I have bad social anxiety. Really bad. And a really bad stutter that makes my really bad social anxiety get really bad. It’s bad. I’m bad.

So I have this crush. We will call her Beth. Beth is very pretty. She’s smarter than me and she likes some similar stuff. She has a Deadman wonderland backpack and I saw her drawing a picture of Daryl from the walking dead). I’ve stalked her in all the classes I’m in with her, overheard her talking about  how her favorite artist is Kurt Cobain. I fucking love Nirvana. I fucking like her. I would love to get to know her so she’s a unique and detailed and complicated person in my life and not just the angel I assume she is. But that will never happen. Really bad social anxiety remembers

So I watch her. I don’t follow her home or anything I’m not that creepy. But when she isn’t looking I’m looking at her. Listening. I’ll notice how creepy I’m being then I’ll stop. Then start again. I think I need help mentally. Not just for the anxiety but for my weird obsessions. 

I often fantasize about her. Creepy? Yup.

I know people like to say just go for it but that’s scary. Too scary. Fuck that. I’m content with watching. College won’t last forever but that’s okay. And when she leaves I’ll get a new obsession. I always do. It’ll be a missed opportunity, I get a lot of those. 

Any advice on how to pay attention on my school work and not the nice girl who sits in front of me? It’d be helpful ",-0.21018777986422066,2.0834957242524936,2.0157771197457777,92.26513036255959,96.74086378737543,5.408088978766432,19.5002888920988,6.98899656878771,0.6205313592373249,1147,39,242,21,46,384,150,301,0.187,0.716,0.09699999999999999,-0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,0,3,17,24,3,2,13,2,18,6,0,4,2,42,47,25,1,2,13,0,0,3,0,5,1,2,1,2,14,11,0,1,6,1,1,4,8,16,0,0,1,7,41,8,23,37,3,22,1,1,5,5,34,7,3,5,13,146,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879245677866734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486814406479772,0.0,0.0,0.06118750441506655,0.0,0.2753289002493487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740434758255439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6010168725231906,0.0,0.09937262314105813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187666558204108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495471004022859,0.1880372565746446,0.0,0.051136051905495805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956644063220339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206194891850498,0.0,0.09025435426293192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889810751391777,0.07334333475822143,0.0,0.09527274317028923,0.0,0.0,0.06355347728859936,0.13187477895890545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151116183072128,0.0,0.0,0.07649530151788889,0.16241566740879804,0.0,0.06006040406882654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067574057665216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671686970701816,0.06939587618956218,0.08690043103645448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243950959431984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062378782759567285,0.0785645215454859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915390445403577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570170722476223,0.0,0.0,0.2882081287376181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192649926845487,0.0,0.0,0.07155339077520573,0.0,0.09106161540758187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27516092648658264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368624508961929,0.0,0.0,0.07522487340478458,0.0,0.0,0.10300223746448894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232017403370321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057653684054360325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424051970645178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550439075376112,0.0,0.0,0.06391714083683142,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,passionate_honeybee,2019/02/03,"Being ""woke"" created more social anxiety for me Has anyone experienced an increase in social anxiety, now that being ""woke"" is something your're apart of?",8.1816,10.99627456,8.637,55.40350000000001,63.4,11.4,40.5,11.20814326018867,6.1114000000000015,124,7,14,4,2,41,21,25,0.135,0.718,0.147,0.0883,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5557572510193849,0.0,0.0,0.25398678581521505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7405575898674273,0.0,0.2796409245092351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rabbitdoll,2019/02/03,"How do you convince yourself that youre allowed to text people? For the life of me I spend days looking at a message that I want to send but I just am genuinely convinced  that I'm not allowed. I keep thinking it's stupid, they probably don't want to hear it, they're going to get annoyed when they see the message, I'm wasting their time, etc. I just feel like no matter what other people are allowed to text people but if I just should'nt. 

Does anyone else feel that way? How do you combat it? ",3.0696287128712885,4.5600242178217885,3.937710396039602,89.3176547029703,74.14851485148516,5.8420792079207935,27.476485148514854,5.985473137389443,0.9875831683168316,390,15,79,2,8,125,65,101,0.168,0.7190000000000001,0.113,-0.8732,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,3,0,6,5,2,0,3,0,6,1,0,5,0,20,19,6,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,5,13,3,8,18,1,7,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,1,4,51,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961864410816304,0.23389977875678716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722167828130034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976931670787326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069860036042002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25459247982499794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308503967253448,0.1630832370853165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192668484519168,0.0,0.129736752474286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572880869473792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029057024091117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612408749723016,0.1115260494169015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169765857481552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747817086161558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461243888320125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819095592831256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627257010796624,0.0,0.0,0.1331118707000149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692908501412841,0.18119799341181364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LazyIdealistic,2019/02/03,"How to stop agonizing over an awkward moment days later? Some days I'm more anxious than others, and I keep overthinking ""Omg I bet I looked nervous, now it's going to be awkward seeing them, wow, they see me as awkward now and weird/nervous."" How can I stop feeling this way? It's awful. When I'm nervous I suck at forming sentences, unlike when I'm confident and articulate. ",2.946888454011741,5.2841930821917815,4.641526418786693,80.35958904109589,77.08219178082193,6.36320939334638,29.606653620352247,7.447530270364453,2.087013307240704,297,14,52,4,7,100,50,73,0.312,0.5710000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,6,7,1,5,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,11,12,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,4,8,1,6,11,3,14,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,2,10,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409360292269046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38925828831986403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259374729374187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715138245599424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682442128502168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534270201334758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809740284326343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046187673438847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395463140547401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peachyflower1,2019/02/03,"I have a job interview on tuesday & im terrified. (im F17) I've never had a serious job before, but on Tuesday im going in for an interview (which already took me a lot of guts to apply & call to set up). I have chronic anxiety that makes me irritable & i just want it to go away. im so scared for my interview & any advice will help me. any mindset to walk in with, calming techniques, things to tell myself, anything will help. im trying to do things this year that scare me so i can succeed but all it's doing so far is just scaring me. anyways, any advice or support would be awesome. hearing similar experiences & how you coped would help immensely. i posted this to r/anxiety as well but im reaching out to everything possible",2.1478240302743608,4.15768085430464,4.55815042573321,81.5934602649007,78.20529801324504,7.757994323557239,29.328760643330174,8.634040054169528,2.5522124881740766,583,28,113,13,14,204,93,151,0.126,0.6709999999999999,0.204,0.9112,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,8,8,0,3,4,0,12,2,1,2,2,16,19,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,1,0,2,1,13,4,20,12,2,18,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,2,4,73,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796223132196695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004850969692108,0.0,0.0,0.4933081432129416,0.0,0.18576829699886885,0.0,0.13931869859934626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493322119432201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555226912347516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748390546835468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298070394313857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183732743580344,0.08907248888673924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350105922814977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262932059716873,0.0,0.18310337465947304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901515299395866,0.0,0.18072262194976166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741450931438924,0.0,0.0,0.06078212148918492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022977355544813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026545500701702,0.0872086793556613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27349572686648066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103331878322119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958896665699478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099017510340546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116912037105516,0.061822607621722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053708543836867066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187234623060229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937040567138286,0.0,0.0,0.05863855892588812
socialanxiety,kevinjameshot,2019/02/03,"Finding my days getting progressively more and more depressing, what’s the point of such a dysfunctional life? The sad part about society is that it’s all about socialization, we can’t avoid it. It’s constantly shoved down our damn throats and there’s really nothing we can do about it because we know that as human beings it’s what we’re *supposed* to be like. 

So then, I just can’t help but think about how the future will be so disappointing. I’m not motivated by anything at all, not anymore. The feeling that I get before doing something that would be so easy for a human who is only fulfilling a simple human task is so devastating to me. Asking a teacher to use the damn bathroom is life or death to me, walking down the hallways, even taking out the trash are hard things among thousands of others in my life. 

I’m a senior in high school, I’ve been dealing with this since I’ve hit puberty at the very beginning of middle school and it’s been downhill ever since. There’s not a day I don’t regret not having been able to have been a teenager. I’m sure you know what I mean. I never went to a party, I never had more than one friend or two (and it was rare enough), I was never preppy nor did I like to attend school activities that connected everyone and made them enjoy their time in high school. I still get asked what I do after school and on the weekends, I still reply that I’m home, and people are always so damn shocked. It just worsens the weight of inadequacy I carry on my shoulders, like, I know I’m not normal and as much as I’d love to go out on the weekends and experience a normal teenage life I didn’t get to and won’t be able to, stop rubbing it in my face? (Can’t imagine how much worse college is going to feel, another time in my life that I’ll let slip away that I should’ve enjoyed.) 

Overall, in compliance to the title, everyday is just further depressing to me. I can’t consider the future because it only seems like deeper disappointment. I feel like I’ve already let my life slip through my fingers and I know it’s only further downhill from here. I missed out on so much and I rue it with all my might, if only I could pause life; rewind it. Anything to get my life together and start off the right damn way. ",4.564900662251656,5.265944949227375,5.53741059602649,82.25684437086092,69.70640176600442,8.247505518763797,28.56578366445916,8.344100000000001,1.887093068432672,1774,61,357,25,30,585,215,453,0.158,0.753,0.08800000000000001,-0.9869,0,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,4,1,2,2,23,23,4,1,23,0,40,14,4,5,8,66,73,30,1,6,12,0,7,5,1,4,8,0,1,3,29,21,1,2,13,2,0,5,16,13,0,3,11,7,40,10,53,49,11,55,0,7,0,1,18,27,4,5,27,245,69,8,0.1522800015397389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402238419061013,0.0,0.06335458008882157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983942957617257,0.0,0.0,0.07551042133518396,0.0,0.0,0.1253134661701813,0.0,0.14236124515048612,0.0,0.07153603709885098,0.0,0.0,0.09282847552675128,0.0,0.06478953267911787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228029160140304,0.0,0.060791595046490385,0.0,0.0,0.0982080031829235,0.07849699749752086,0.131158542188105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867297430042483,0.0,0.05028975241504916,0.06887298979365651,0.0,0.0727550336436602,0.0,0.07447953087360429,0.0,0.0,0.11549601642087852,0.05439443176348624,0.0,0.0,0.069590581311243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058825575721362926,0.0,0.19890003919808,0.0,0.08654423416904622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820648526952132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510350375537096,0.16089218237897962,0.07637462884837766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737821276030368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571661886014365,0.4302394741687577,0.18599079198082225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871932339891045,0.07204550971665083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293878204447895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077250851228257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16791498403987956,0.0,0.1761715874276404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492020694032108,0.07305838424586628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159443504037152,0.23163160634129526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245220104485887,0.0,0.052785889613662686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197691135069963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048777234169324536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502314463557228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38528872849872897,0.0,0.06931499708245005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596759089178775,0.0,0.0,0.07761514224848727,0.0,0.05861629245652115,0.0,0.0,0.05389228443534685,0.0,0.12161100593773258,0.06365644996715954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176104964570562,0.0,0.05724780483893031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058403326685552,0.048787438094849415,0.0,0.0,0.08879569350115482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437771717734046,0.0,0.0,0.06576051416823535,0.0,0.0628234746610964,0.0,0.0604363885858073,0.0,0.0927180087020668,0.0,0.0705825435276946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775931656067438,0.054087671983571096,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Atari260O,2019/02/03,"A short SA retail horror experience.... I survived, but barely. My wife likes Body Shop products. While I'm at a local shopping shopping mall buying something else, I decide to duck into the Body Shop and buy the cream she likes for her birthday.

Straight in, straight out. Simple. No one has to die. BUT NOOOOO..... nothing is ever that easy.

It unfolds like this:

- Go in. Sales person makes eye contact. *shit. OK. non-serial killer smile back at her. I can leave at this point, and I'll just order it online and pay more shipping than the product will cost*. 
- Too late, I've walked in. People will think I'm weird if I leave right now. Is it warm in here, or is it just me? *it's me*
- Make beeline straight for the exact cream that I want to buy. *sales person approaches*
- I consider leaving at this point *NO, you fool! They'll think you've stolen stuff!!*
- She's talking to me ""who are you buying for?"". She's pretty too (increasing awkward social interaction factor by a bajillion percent). *it's definitely hot in here, I need to escape*
- I pick up cream ""Just this thanks, for my wife"" *really need to get out, too many other people in the shop and they're looking at me*
- She says ""Oh, well this comes in a gift pack, too"".. *Jesus, I just want the frigging cream. At this point, I'm keen to just throw a $100 bill at her and leave with the cream. Keep the change!!*
- Cue blushing and, yep, sweating *I don't want the sales pitch, but it's too late*
- It now feels a hundred degrees in there under the lights. *everyone MUST be staring at me!*
- I don't want the gift pack, but I can't offend the salesperson, so I buy the giftpack. I just want out.
- Head to counter. Where is she?? Oh god, she's at the men's product section
- What skincare routine do you have? *fuck, can't she honestly see I'm dying. Literally*
- I lie about having that side of life all sorted. Of course she asks 'what products do you use', I tell her 'Nivea for men' (first thing that comes to mind). She then proceeds to tell about the chemicals in those products. * I AM DYING *. I tell her it's OK, I'll think about it.

Finally we head to the counter. My wallet is out (if this is a sign that I want to leave within the next 30 seconds, she doesn't get it)

- Wipe brow with sleeve. Again. Drenched. Fuck. It's OK, I'll be out shortly, I tell myself. 

Then the torture REALLY begins.

- Do you have a loyalty card. *No*
- Do you want to sign up for one *No*
- Join our mailing list *NO*

* I JUST WANT TO PAY AND LEAVE *

- She then proceeds to gift wrap 
- I speak up - it's OK, I don't need it giftwrapped. I appreciate it, all the same.

That's a lie, I don't say a word. 

I stand there dumbfounded. Sweating. And vagueing out to the chit-chat. I have no idea what she's talking about because my head is full of primal 'fight or flight' thoughts. I actually think I could just leave at this point. But, of course, I don't, because they and security will be tackling me outside the door, because they all think I'm a sweating drug addict shoplifter.

- While she's wrapping, another shop assistant goes to the other register with other customers. Of course, she has to comment on the gift ""Nawww, your wife will love that"". *stop, please*
- Torture is over, it's wrapped, I can pay and leave. But noooo....
- ""We're raising money to save a Lithuanian chimpanzee colony in Barbados, would you like to donate today""
- ""No, thank you"" - she looks at me like I'm a monster. ""Just $5 will... "" OK, OK!! That's fine.

At this point, I have my credit card in hand and pray, PRAY that it just goes through...

It does.

I take the bag and leave.

Never to return.

I think it took me 3 days to recover. I still recount the story in my head at 2am when I really want to beat myself up, all the while knowing that they talk about me to this day - the sweating, anxious, drug addict who doesn't support animal causes and probably kicks small animals too. And bites his fingernails

Tthis happened a year ago and just need to share the story.

*high five!*",-0.042198347107440526,2.289143189808918,1.4008022319313582,96.57466863188921,96.71974522292992,4.225614570721693,18.71690266884245,6.0669339127958795,-0.11048928778228097,3024,96,647,32,121,962,330,785,0.09300000000000001,0.716,0.191,0.9979,0,0,3,0,1,0,225.0,2,9,4,3,36,34,7,1,42,7,44,21,13,5,8,97,95,33,3,18,21,3,4,5,0,8,5,3,1,4,50,28,0,3,11,7,23,8,17,10,1,5,2,18,89,24,87,81,10,97,3,0,10,3,64,58,3,5,34,394,139,4,0.0,0.0,0.0552396588612306,0.12341861375648255,0.0,0.0,0.05017813821070022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593567223982857,0.0,0.06394909419791035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291932165302921,0.0,0.0,0.0435268101859532,0.0,0.10352016694784563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575384879208634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815034262560996,0.059882041645656414,0.09752276387129097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519558632218015,0.0,0.0,0.07301286110338716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762454485177022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049536622404348536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129085310381114,0.0,0.04728736482042331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120370921515309,0.0,0.05408981950383945,0.0,0.05537189909656429,0.0,0.0,0.028621885289821306,0.0,0.0,0.06200951964142505,0.0,0.048149355774838164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046633676912969,0.059148991791955374,0.0,0.0321707088215307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050056832668169314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323778969764271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980774572300788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390171003323303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503143492182408,0.0,0.0,0.031109384683340638,0.0,0.12770891881589486,0.5394418240074182,0.0,0.0,0.03998275847000923,0.13827508371299418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095070200820726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108946574443558,0.0,0.07557039305938422,0.05738998205167059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057156304599668285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789164660542033,0.043658327992065066,0.0,0.060201524644997874,0.0,0.0,0.0543153458832247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671589274234213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848746948662584,0.09885301082741836,0.0,0.06213680390689225,0.2675566176267205,0.0,0.0,0.05758903626645605,0.06103124901759225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087904847259394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834153708369051,0.0,0.09003132678590492,0.0,0.0,0.04510795400640473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058105633037047986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770307324091694,0.0,0.04357835492848778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045205926184225566,0.047325466246676384,0.0,0.0,0.0648007592678484,0.0,0.06423624635869644,0.0,0.0,0.042560951121195637,0.13649418604278146,0.19790587581019214,0.10423109417057552,0.0,0.0,0.03760676192634603,0.21762648617798525,0.0,0.04493914073261365,0.0,0.0,0.053656227049666334,0.0,0.06289176820912014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488897353722752,0.0,0.0,0.3004911725736045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050895931515334634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04021154645193635,0.0,0.0,0.03645265118998607
socialanxiety,KnowThat205,2019/02/03,"Not sure if it’s a good reason or I just don’t want to It was my 21st birthday the other night and only one of my friends came out with me after envisioning all of them would come out to celebrate. I’m sure each of them had a valid reason not to go out, all being the type-A boozebags they are. 

On that night, I was kinda pissed. I went with one of my friends and two other guys I don’t even know while everyone else just stayed in.

Now, they want to go out into the city and I’m sitting here saying to myself, “well where the fuck were you guys the other night?” 

I feel like my SA is getting in the way of going out into the city, but then again, I still feel mad about them not even making an effort to celebrate my 21st. 

What do you think?",1.6887808417997119,3.0067421257861646,3.132201257861638,94.39058055152395,77.42767295597484,5.898597000483793,18.52007740686986,6.297961479604792,-0.3039147556845667,574,10,135,4,13,188,92,159,0.07400000000000001,0.807,0.12,0.6646,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,5,1,11,10,3,0,10,0,11,2,1,3,4,38,28,8,0,4,8,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,7,15,0,0,6,0,0,6,5,3,1,3,6,3,20,7,25,20,3,29,0,0,0,1,12,11,2,3,10,100,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703833724242212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832550251098812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444632641892568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967881521736001,0.0,0.0,0.142348370637231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064863491669034,0.1064250587965335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018956727436676,0.13772147876370686,0.07783130618343198,0.0,0.2539913069592307,0.1249499790728324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950098288342701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187067847187089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277980605897298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943943628481576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193981536230797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189348816514016,0.11329931449231435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063344202326241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846788168124645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878348354705168,0.11896859694668925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28080719589286496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545473313064366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552322116661945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757341531347065,0.11824640868869794,0.0,0.0,0.13394300424237346,0.13809779974549255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582487001699382,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThisNameTagPasses,2019/02/03,"For my first time I've managed to hold an actual conversation WITH A COMPLETE STRANGER So, I don't really have much of a problem when talking to people in real life, because most of them are people I know and if they aren't, the conversation usually doesn't last too long, but for the first time I managed to talk to someone online that I didn't know at all, and for a long time too! It was on the nintendo switch voice chat and we were playing mario kart, AND we talked about things unrelated to the game, wich is harder than just talking about what's happening in the race. I feel like I'm actually making progress socially! (and as a bonus, that was my first real conversation in english [my native language is portuguese])",7.94908814589666,6.833542936170215,7.999047619047619,73.59000000000002,62.90070921985816,11.177710233029382,36.45491388044579,10.290406445055957,3.567070111448833,578,23,110,11,7,188,91,141,0.013999999999999999,0.88,0.106,0.9278,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,2,5,7,4,0,0,10,0,11,1,0,1,1,21,17,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,4,1,0,4,1,0,3,4,2,12,3,20,13,3,16,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,2,12,76,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.2899555940127735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056371249222983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576734790292046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751188179114573,0.10613471031282773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791073843368015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137534653462285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632946383302296,0.12110012642649688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049356994724072,0.07258124843943692,0.0,0.0,0.26295031492809323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916814595270468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921220923093916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599222828950545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215643275400042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381984949426809,0.09517440389730107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514430865690534,0.1258784581133828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776429786040504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869984009716327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598879582311778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362311886506836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imk0ala,2019/02/03,"Apparently, my tone of voice sounds mean. Just as the title says. 

I have had a ridiculous number of interactions, mostly with my coworkers, that go something like this: I will say something that I think sounds completely neutral, because I am not even irritated or anything, and the response I get is “Woah, so sassy!”, or something similar. Just had one today, in fact, and it’s only one of many that have occurred in the last couple of weeks. 

I’ve even had multiple people tell me “I thought you were a bitch until I got to know you”, and one time, someone from a different department that I said ONE little innocent sentence to later asked my coworker if I was always mean and horrible to work with. My coworker told me about it..I guess he thought it was funny, plus, he told the other guy that I was great. But that didn’t help me feel any better. My feelings were very hurt, and now whenever I run into that other guy I’m mentally freaking out, thinking that everything I say sounds bitchy.

It makes me feel really horrible about myself. I hate talking in the first place, and these comments discourage me even more. I don’t want to come off this way, and I’m pretty convinced that 90% of the people I interact with think I’m a bitch. The problem is, I literally have NO IDEA that I sound mean until people tell me. So how am I supposed to change that? 

I guess I’m wondering if anyone else has this experience? Thanks for reading.",4.719565217391307,6.085885594202902,5.5680869565217375,79.72147826086956,69.86956521739131,8.853333333333332,29.74202898550725,9.255337874911486,2.6126498550724637,1128,44,211,23,20,369,155,276,0.136,0.752,0.111,-0.9059999999999999,2,0,3,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,3,11,13,4,0,11,0,19,0,0,2,1,45,50,19,0,4,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,9,0,2,20,14,0,1,14,1,0,4,4,8,0,5,15,12,33,5,27,34,2,22,0,2,0,0,20,8,2,8,10,140,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339410834491343,0.0,0.0,0.06815552110025068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700787087452556,0.10269097675061843,0.08247552710649753,0.0,0.0936955866928014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610954088458787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863967680803403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602333607258883,0.08633380296080471,0.10508259371305764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089556615837973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471238624386184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372400196389293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198590333437288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007455718140624,0.09803796439726684,0.0,0.0,0.15202827156782125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525018834865669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236272230180521,0.0,0.056959411859431076,0.0,0.08015801119689002,0.11049693164987154,0.2208153069810469,0.19847434793327806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895010832586054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717780222320069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729149379667942,0.11314030537831575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508029881163076,0.08169565416114337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048964214539373635,0.10045043036508816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690006686715819,0.1016110537825236,0.0,0.3275188202391457,0.0,0.0,0.10100186973193702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716565653008259,0.07622460463099412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844738571479213,0.0,0.10471238624386184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196348652080177,0.0,0.09590050076538637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025077530387112,0.0,0.06420583871566983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533564533095244,0.2391056155040628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491917625379786,0.23147119452341305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805559761661755,0.17519978114578885,0.09227247454130658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926578106578201,0.0,0.15913277135409318,0.05844121825142987,0.0,0.09500030454099503,0.1915359915513908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269501029201512,0.059114507456990165,0.07955287101002156,0.08039336932773708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868827681399654,0.07296401330396007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KatySh14,2019/09/29,"making new friends when you feel like the least fun person to ever exists? 
i’ve just moved to a new city and I’m starting uni early next year. I have like 2 friends here, in their 2nd year of uni, with established friendship groups. 

I went out with them on Friday night, got introduced to A LOT of new people, everyone seemed so much cooler and more relaxed than i’ll ever be. Even with alcohol, I felt like I physically couldn’t join in the conversation. The thought of contributing made me so anxious, I usually rely on a vodka and lemonade to socially lube me up, but I must’ve said 2 words all night. 

How can I actually make friends and seem like a fun person? I’m sure now they all don’t want to hang out with the quiet goth girl who said nothing all night, I’m not looking to be the life of the party, just say more than 2 bloody words",3.4085020242914967,4.747187654970759,4.376257309941522,87.1154251012146,73.03508771929825,7.600719748088169,25.43454790823213,8.139509932561175,1.3715160593792168,663,21,140,10,13,215,105,171,0.066,0.757,0.177,0.9369,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,0,11,11,0,0,10,0,6,2,0,4,6,34,24,9,0,2,4,0,2,4,3,0,2,4,0,3,1,10,1,0,5,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,7,13,11,23,14,8,26,0,0,1,0,17,7,0,3,20,78,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.12354246156459894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529593895970016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302095043496174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361751298972622,0.22903227167167295,0.0,0.12097086739576425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401230992767458,0.09044242387622106,0.12155499146050287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29343045685012525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125286704254156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942068983330645,0.2473997061838296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063113610127352,0.0,0.0,0.10763002942662664,0.0,0.1197911314986061,0.16901176749505775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345548103482475,0.09306490676433618,0.0,0.0,0.3668106052547368,0.13463958137881987,0.35641404394618537,0.0,0.1214752529157219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877678771216989,0.22108290569590155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408494741068212,0.1006766873506514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305021357468513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905184164756822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960749610829499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931815554356437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050554585523636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943102523883022,0.0,0.0746714305214721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735863604110268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305134214821473
socialanxiety,5percentfage,2019/09/29,"asking someone to hang out I just texted a co workers to see if she and her other friend from work wanted to go to a show tonight. she invited me to hang out with them today but obviously i’m initiating today by texting first. we didn’t make any definitive plans. we’ve talked about hanging out several times and have tried to coordinate but it usually doesn’t happen because i’m working, or, i get the sense that she doesn’t really really want to hang out. it’s hard for me to feel comfortable around people if I feel like they only sort of want me to be there. Anyway, I haven’t heard back from her and it’s making me feel really anxious. rejection weighs on my self worth so much. I’m trying to remember that she could be doing other stuff or that it’s not that big of a deal if she doesn’t want to hang because there are also people i don’t want to hang out with... but still feeling pretty bad",3.863438669438672,4.813136400000001,5.268108108108109,82.6394178794179,71.48648648648648,8.503118503118504,25.041580041580037,8.841846274778883,1.6679521829521833,714,20,147,13,13,240,107,185,0.075,0.782,0.14300000000000002,0.8741,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,5,10,5,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,2,1,37,32,13,0,9,10,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,11,12,1,0,5,1,1,7,7,2,0,1,2,7,20,3,28,27,1,23,0,1,1,0,16,8,0,6,9,97,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110954905253774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447139841882092,0.0,0.0,0.1569417768175859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366960717763248,0.1298728695437744,0.0,0.0,0.10682207489357234,0.1159936676682614,0.16937054012542904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091753074349743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322198860788346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28097158151149937,0.09924556269312547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816657519086672,0.0,0.0,0.10733042287487893,0.0,0.07258076119162307,0.0,0.07895230209683242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122847842636992,0.0,0.12444639626584028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787003819118008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854623886436639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212330279261994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565607711838426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262138226736014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133313051938962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26699005181989405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573710026888239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070246637836552,0.0,0.1449254445470562,0.1569417768175859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177077543207444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094290649497304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903190539573106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116598567006455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100625634409238,0.0,0.2633627173652013,0.0,0.0,0.1886371880544622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530024292100526,0.0,0.4096975634657086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227304434913088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,goodytwoboobs,2019/09/29,Saw a post about first day in class and wanted your opinions I saw a post about how first day in class when teachers always ask students to introduce themselves can induce anxiety among some folks. I'm a grad student and sometimes TA for classes. At times I need to lead discussions and group exercises and what not. Obviously we would like everyone in the group to get to know each other a little bit considering they need to work together. But I'm also aware how difficult this can sometimes be for folks with social anxiety or just less equipped with people's skills. I find it disappointing that our TA workshop never taught us how to properly deal with this kind of problems. So my question for you guys: what can I do (or should I not do) to make group discussions/exercises more enjoyable (or at the very least less painful) for you?,10.034285714285717,8.159632082802549,9.0909008189263,69.83305732484081,59.38216560509554,12.793084622383985,40.26296633303002,11.491704259439757,4.4958851683348495,675,28,122,15,7,212,102,157,0.078,0.885,0.037000000000000005,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,3,1,5,9,7,0,0,6,0,8,2,0,6,2,35,20,14,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,4,0,2,3,2,13,3,23,14,7,17,0,1,2,0,16,7,0,6,8,83,20,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239498452529175,0.1377557619556192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532996036967687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477240770250278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074415205992533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353970446393253,0.1706808519027224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819574656856578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131508314039346,0.281643509017638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649611887355398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392635865301533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724009818440969,0.09098518686904558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088224475681725,0.16593049375239952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050984139132372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455151877099997,0.1276869077026556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616313832857733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477560792038648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31711355534886165,0.0,0.0,0.15841462684896046,0.0,0.0,0.1854604847930167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876337977055975,0.0,0.0,0.3274780147149582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653697017232278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991433499661743,0.0,0.0,0.1366009467430099,0.09764915266781568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052665886726305,0.0,0.0,0.1176061534313142,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MrP0tatoe,2019/09/29,"Starting a team building course tomorrow and I’m absolutely shitting myself. Hiya,

I’m about to start a three month course to improve my confidence and self-esteem, but I’m really anxious. I’m going to be in close proximity to a dozen 16-25 year olds whom I have never met before, for 6 hours a day, where the socialising will likely be incessant. I really want to just go in there, be myself and make friends but I’m probably going to isolate myself and be super quiet and awkward, because that’s what my mind does by default when under pressure, and I don’t know how to get out of those patterns. I really want to help myself but I worry this course will just solidify my doubts that I can.",5.1242497972424985,5.903665934306574,6.539367396593676,75.29101378751015,68.48905109489051,9.300567721005676,29.820762368207625,9.444778638647367,2.7065059205190583,551,20,101,11,9,188,88,137,0.13,0.721,0.149,0.5843,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,1,3,5,0,9,1,1,2,1,21,25,11,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,4,0,2,1,1,13,3,16,18,0,19,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,11,67,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262691016863232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209406807867206,0.0,0.17043084180413898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916957386670486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527389860000225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547424711250673,0.0,0.10464252391908606,0.0,0.34148587139321285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424922286232172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724392032847754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007337343245374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785089021124148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369419196705346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022343843910052,0.0,0.1598684451120429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447491133055358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016918755827635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159449803505761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849300065889337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894468518263248,0.0,0.20559336383278448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835305958619646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362708044428708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340278975956394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897928801488087
socialanxiety,rantmylife,2019/09/29,Meeting up with a group of new friends I have found myself in a new group of friends but i find it really awkward around them because they are all extroverts and love talking and have a lot more in common. The past times I have met up with them I’m find myself freezing and not being able to join the conversation even though I want to get more comfortable with them because this girl I like wants me to hang out with them. It’s jsut hard when there’s 4 people in a conversation with inside jokes and not knowing what to say... they might just not be a good group for me because of how social they all are. Need help pls,5.9614285714285735,5.514876412698417,5.758571428571429,85.83642857142857,66.6190476190476,8.787301587301588,29.11111111111111,7.957251820313856,1.5926158730158728,492,14,106,5,7,153,77,126,0.063,0.718,0.218,0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,7,0,7,8,0,1,7,0,8,1,0,1,2,28,17,8,0,3,5,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,4,11,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,16,7,20,12,5,14,0,0,0,1,22,7,0,2,7,74,20,0,0.1855873073059811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521205029637173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393968999238521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225786661600192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33924687336022114,0.0,0.0,0.20348690331771954,0.28676858651076065,0.0,0.09696170823374434,0.0,0.0,0.155661828238101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624977428401508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439526007465825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019939305679811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066858397271553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577796920066315,0.16749979065589335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968788049326633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761063679915278,0.0,0.3584827557276542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716408446509754,0.1286628712647334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889198129481132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758647569879765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918288823773732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916804769029154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823385871499,0.0,0.10821745134370836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892840450079415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ZaProtatoAssassin,2019/09/29,"Anyone else feel like other people are looking at you? I feel like everyone is looking at me and judging me constantly. I know this cant be the case but its still in my mind in the back of my head. Also whenever i get nervous or anxious i start to sweat, which doesn't help at all..",3.5077118644067795,4.1181468474576315,4.962500000000002,85.75527542372883,72.0508474576271,7.933898305084746,28.309322033898304,8.07648339933343,1.7288271186440678,220,8,47,3,4,74,47,59,0.135,0.8059999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.6744,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,5,2,2,0,1,8,12,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,9,2,7,11,1,9,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,1,6,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865298644058548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635060002071923,0.0,0.1630937565988441,0.2389920914203031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935477894936305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520602832827976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948503652859435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288027951225384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358763202421196,0.3332675568465621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121863448097874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393816946777731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634249432967373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281880475342503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279082429206098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917423486818152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23551591153224935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170611492008155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509548297831989,0.0,0.1862736750828929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lairyantelope,2019/09/29,"Does anyone else’s anxiety convince them that absolutely everyone hates them? I have this quite often, where my brain is telling me that even my nearest and dearest absolutely cannot stand me. I am convinced that everyone sees me how I see myself. I see friends online and think they’re talking about how much they hate me lmao. But I KNOW it’s not the case and the world doesn’t revolve around me, unfortunately my anxiety doesn’t know that. Anyone else?",4.867275747508304,6.951221674418608,4.980498338870434,81.23709302325581,70.62790697674419,8.170099667774089,29.727574750830563,8.841846274778883,2.4307993355481736,368,15,68,7,7,115,55,86,0.136,0.696,0.168,0.61,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,1,7,5,2,0,2,0,6,1,1,2,0,12,14,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,17,3,2,14,1,5,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,1,0,44,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659691346036165,0.0,0.0,0.24310126588585199,0.3562323976869801,0.0,0.154751480833433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405920118847916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212563058713532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290436442492669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481747289511475,0.0,0.0,0.33221675201026946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430577049144352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432554198594223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107216166258129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778994528590484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848966834037895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155759283530059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972332061550433,0.15194090095998294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138751101509048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,haifaaaa,2019/09/29,"Is this anxiety? I usually  worry alot and I want to know is this anxiety
So yesturdy I bought my Prescription glasses when I tried it I felt it wasn’t right so I have to go to the doctor to check if it is right and the same as the Prescription . And it was like 11:30 pm the hospital wasn’t open I got so worried to the point where I felt like crying the reason why I got worried is I was thinking what if they haven’t made a mistake and it is the same as the prescription so if that senario was right it means that I have to pay for another better doctor and pay for another lense and I cant help it but feel I want to go right now and make sure , I have dealt with this feelings a few times so I think maybe I have anxiety ? 
What do you think , and I did not go to a doctor because mental doctors and psychiatrics here are the worst they will mostly diagnose you wrong or fill you up with pills 
Please give me your thoughts",1.609249713631158,3.4882714484536086,2.9679725085910644,92.9800916380298,79.36082474226805,6.785337915234822,22.63344788087057,7.793537801064563,0.8973021764032079,727,23,164,12,18,236,97,194,0.145,0.782,0.073,-0.8969,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,2,1,9,7,0,0,13,0,20,6,0,3,1,39,41,22,0,6,6,0,4,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,14,12,0,0,11,0,4,4,5,3,0,0,13,4,25,4,15,27,6,16,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,6,6,116,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317243333044421,0.2535818892403714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735586888988691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772260407627394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137202382216915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214867129210412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523794988846335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173776143157817,0.0,0.21218235448740047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599552294509487,0.18838816613505865,0.0,0.17674364063171394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740615264605417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072438920133781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796317684459916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045517095706556,0.07375533150119742,0.0,0.11100566578303403,0.12035991537241048,0.0,0.0,0.11135155364062516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128878480164625,0.10445216032099164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360581655838665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774436996862776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413890401429438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239949908537434,0.0,0.08771957079827028,0.06442970279875802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501789683698168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169308256411752,0.0,0.13034396819596256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997032817426276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366348223417661,0.0,0.0,0.12080739866040985,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GodivaGalore,2019/09/29,"Turning people down makes me anxious I run a business and often times I have to make tough decisions to help the business. But I’m so scared of being hated and being talked about negatively that I make decisions that try to keep everyone happy and it ultimately hurts my business. 

How do I get over this?",5.7156896551724135,6.995995568965522,6.54431034482759,73.96922413793105,67.44827586206897,9.248275862068963,31.74137931034483,9.516144504307137,3.085779310344829,245,10,42,5,4,81,44,58,0.221,0.682,0.09699999999999999,-0.7987,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,4,0,12,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,10,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909284368175927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460748949359154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454548447640485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741387267883992,0.0,0.2542513008961085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726126822453049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27568440635818026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288988632466913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156971321849338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853448194938393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578261109870272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698776465971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016411823872775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484166217303035,0.28011179443029904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DO_U_UNDERSTAND,2019/09/29,Do you ever find yourself lying in social situations out of awkwardness and find the lies piling up? Yesterday I was at a family wedding event and I just felt so anxious!  When I came home I was so drained and exhausted mentally I wasn’t able to enjoy myself. Does anyone have Any coping mechanisms they use that they’ve found that helps?  I am thinking of seeking therapy.,3.6884285714285694,6.355831557142861,5.167142857142856,75.82785714285714,76.28571428571428,8.571428571428571,28.57142857142857,9.23628265651192,3.1281428571428584,299,13,49,8,7,100,56,70,0.226,0.698,0.076,-0.8853,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,13,11,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,1,9,1,7,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,34,11,0,0.22523453581042946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531672079724285,0.0,0.0,0.25445091500405514,0.0,0.15748922440245758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25760830580214705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710426011645898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373753256106344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233107500172266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216260475869934,0.0,0.4117205705261419,0.0,0.0,0.24695804296952165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509699616134812,0.0,0.22592860391939384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698343636872045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25317305520803873,0.0,0.2295982448048045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25757532108366266,0.0,0.0,0.14432119597537418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453032221663655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LazyDots,2019/09/29,"School's tomorrow and I'm crying Even the thought of going to school and the feeling of everyone looking at me and being forced to socialise and keep up with my studies at the same time...

It's just piling up on me. I'm really scared. I'm 17 and I sound like I'm 5 but I don't want to go to school. I just can't.

I'm terrified that this thing (I can't call it anxiety since I'm not diagnosed) will take over my life. I don't want that. I'm fighting I guess but it's hard...

I'm sorry for venting.",-1.5060416666666647,0.4486016696428585,1.5452142857142874,97.28311904761904,94.80357142857143,5.12952380952381,18.18095238095238,6.742157984588678,0.026015952380952445,385,12,95,6,15,135,63,112,0.132,0.78,0.08900000000000001,-0.3411,0,0,0,0,2,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,18,24,7,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,4,10,1,14,21,1,10,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,3,52,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473675197120595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670490549997052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160376436999687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552348446683845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723556231723446,0.0,0.0,0.18407383557311494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740354571264837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896119529349345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221244205870493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256578309088566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122547884097356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606589513292108,0.09411318158100963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176737761655074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340881630501392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286421385099586,0.5848797300146358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935211937996865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156424358175305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483977928530978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798010743548746,0.0,0.0,0.15293303024287258,0.1123287494112551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272457314677403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JohnnyMNU,2019/09/29,"How do you make contact with old friends? This is your general advice post the TL;DR; how do you contact old friends after self isolating for years?

I ,28m, live with depression and social anxiety. Up until I was 26m I had a pretty good circle of friends, I would feel less weird than normal around them most of the time. Than my social anxiety just seemed to get so much worse, social events just take on whole different connotation, miss a few and they get even darker. They've tried to reach out and contact and sometimes I've reached back, I just feel like I shouldn't be in their lives.

I'm really good at self isolating, having a rich inner life is integral to escapism. Books, podcasts, tv shows, audioplays, art galleries, national parks, gardens. Sometimes it feels like the world and I can get peace, if I stay hidden. It's been this way for almost 3 years now and I'm scared of the effects my anxiety has had on my life. I miss my friends. But what do you say to someone you haven't talked to in months or years? ""Hi, how have you been? (*Insert Small-talk*) yes , you're right it's been a while, sadness and anxiety have aided me in being a massive twat."" 

It just leaves me feeling so weak writing that, like as soon as they read it I'll be showered with pity and the thought of that ... I've missed so many social things, who am I to ask a part in their lives now? Maybe it's better I just make my peace with how the leaves have fallen.",2.5723157051282044,4.577954677083337,3.234166666666667,91.60442307692308,76.88194444444444,6.375213675213676,23.22970085470085,7.321109707123232,0.8029643162393163,1129,35,237,14,26,354,162,288,0.113,0.7240000000000001,0.163,0.9526,2,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,6,5,2,18,20,0,1,12,1,24,3,0,7,0,42,42,22,0,4,8,0,4,3,4,2,3,1,2,2,13,14,0,0,7,6,1,1,2,9,0,0,7,5,29,11,32,30,6,33,0,6,0,0,30,14,0,5,18,145,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306988554771978,0.0,0.0,0.09537162325891896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914410599817627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478603292644975,0.08903889682106589,0.0,0.0,0.07323561678488298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842342666943302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203224053529025,0.0,0.0,0.0995081591753471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290678438092069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926299137282236,0.13608254668775696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29433653022955997,0.0,0.14928085279790765,0.0,0.0,0.1597698094141604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169614763850072,0.0,0.0,0.13454521315954804,0.13959204910867312,0.0,0.25230266293004344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715023965082786,0.09656096357329284,0.09568391002814028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602166859129816,0.0,0.07001420891307655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933174449903063,0.0,0.0,0.19988200064696932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313836485122796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121600404880202,0.09689588033220912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526829121396642,0.0,0.06101479536552967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133658932342085,0.0,0.07574067246093454,0.09535437494488122,0.0,0.0,0.08670521063303131,0.19871743419703336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883510085970509,0.0806986757805609,0.0,0.18839456978287447,0.0,0.0,0.10151585095361093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161051988408555,0.1531046552640118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327489639585432,0.0,0.0,0.07561191999311091,0.05553667772044854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466341732033594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559907700780834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633486918781268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706026185954793,0.06765755160326227,0.0,0.0,0.1839991753545286
socialanxiety,bending_light317,2019/09/29,"People with jobs that involve a lot of talking to people, how do you motivate yourself? This is a throwaway account and I'm still going to be a bit vague because I'm paranoid like that lol.

So, I got a job. It involves a lot of talking to people. New people daily.

Last Friday was just me being an observer and seeing how things run. Tomorrow, I'll start actually doing stuff. 

I wouldn't say I'm bad at talking to people, but it does get pretty daunting and I'd like to start the work day with a positive mindset.

I've already planned on doing what I usually do when dreading something: stand in front of the bathroom mirror and perform some variation of [Eminem during the intro of 8 Mile](https://i.imgur.com/HXYqUxu.gif) while I verbally hype myself up.

Other than that, I just allow the nervous thoughts to happen, as I've found fighting them makes them stronger.

You guys got any other tips?",4.560507185122571,6.6592634319526685,5.246851225697379,78.94581360946749,71.48520710059171,7.1954353338968735,31.006339814032124,7.957251820313856,2.4609759932375312,716,32,118,10,14,231,114,169,0.077,0.778,0.145,0.8965,2,0,1,0,2,0,29.0,0,2,2,4,7,6,1,2,11,1,9,0,0,5,0,20,23,11,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,11,6,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,5,2,11,2,19,15,4,18,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,3,12,77,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.13868294946836265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682654283720696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966425226751609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865941274742207,0.08663149132190176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515188850351874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916518958994531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436508558088122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582087434662628,0.0,0.0,0.07424879886021077,0.0,0.08076676934348391,0.0,0.2273234006470755,0.0,0.0,0.14071539151146667,0.12567110910125842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820528104932897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584203278436035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885962978501698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416408050028431,0.0,0.0,0.09486232552853792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725477051575669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926204283799815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458122246077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301490813498065,0.0,0.0,0.11324661004526868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940644672777776,0.0,0.0,0.20117831063735475,0.0,0.11349257591229485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268674731736654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426780088061291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944143532276695,0.0,0.0,0.11282279275165415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651870282192604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346082307589853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_lahepoiss_,2019/09/29,"Stuck with life, dont have any motivation to do anything, just watch anime and youtube, pushed all friends away. Help me! So im 15 yo guy who has social anxiety and doesnt have self confidence and cant talk with new people who are in the same age group with me.
Generally people think that I have a good style and im good looking and overall a nice/interesting/talented person (people of all age groups have said it to me). I somewhat believe it, but I dont have confidence to do things outside my home or comfort zone, never had a girlfriend(I pushed the girl who was close to me away, she was pretty and smart and overall a cool person, but I couldnt handle the pressure so when we got close I just couldnt handle it. We were childhood friends before and I didnt have any problem with meeting her irl before we got close. But when we did, I couldnt meet her irl or facetime/call her, just texting, so I pushed her away because I didnt want to hurt her and I wasnt capable of keeping the relationship going) since then we have had this strange relationship where we text once every few weeks and it usually ends with a conflict.


I would love to take on new hobbies and activities where other people who are my age participate (like skating, or just hanging out with other teens). But since I have social anxiety I cant do it, I feel like im a social butterfly who is stuck in a anxious persons body. My family doesnt understand that because I have no problem talking with people who are 20+.
And because of those things im depressed all the time and I feel like im not capable of living in this society, I need close people out of my family, but I just couldnt do that!!! I just want to disappear without hurting anyone, im generally a loving person and since I have people who care about me (that girl who I pushed away and my family and my best friend) I dont want to hurt them by doing suicide. I am so lost, I dont even talk to my family that often anymore, I just watch anime and youtube and be depressed. I need fucking help but im too scared to ask for it, in school I have made a camouflage for my self by doing stupid shit and be a class clown, because I am too scared to show them my real personality.

If somebody has had a similar problem, please HELP and let me know how did you overcome this, I cant take it anymore I just want to kill myself and disappear😭😭😭",4.832962199312718,5.064067488659799,5.872525773195878,81.75408075601376,68.95876288659794,8.775945017182131,30.187285223367706,8.648137234880735,2.1678810996563573,1872,68,385,28,30,623,196,485,0.152,0.6829999999999999,0.165,0.9204,0,0,0,0,0,3,49.0,6,1,2,3,26,31,4,3,16,1,53,6,2,3,4,94,81,39,2,15,20,0,2,3,3,1,1,1,1,10,28,40,0,2,6,1,0,7,20,16,0,0,18,7,61,15,41,55,7,38,0,6,3,3,55,17,2,6,17,262,89,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895537758899407,0.0,0.08882000290813037,0.06558279783890374,0.1151449560833054,0.040591655823393344,0.0,0.047772258794459385,0.0,0.05427124836204394,0.0,0.21816892832732426,0.0,0.0,0.14155305385413827,0.0,0.09879679868133444,0.06540528477705466,0.060922514246979774,0.0,0.0,0.06448323737996718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918838988184324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000106153005164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721483774193397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051417281616736116,0.0,0.0,0.03834312688818895,0.0,0.04891173266667494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890691124507308,0.0,0.0587061737237861,0.0829454311846705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345536459718191,0.05366859820714606,0.0,0.0,0.03299257197368759,0.09738336072264607,0.0928597703995838,0.0,0.0,0.057481099219208076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116734095518024,0.0,0.0582313879933787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864391967382276,0.0,0.4389466117699623,0.0,0.0,0.051599726854046915,0.06422648694826642,0.0,0.031904134251942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936261155431271,0.0410041955819605,0.08508455334715076,0.0,0.051261418590269565,0.0,0.04874947674499972,0.0,0.06337115833777217,0.0,0.10478929047049436,0.054930676492317185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860903821724792,0.0447736646562496,0.1121349270691961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618240148793412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817240444257689,0.2534460067877469,0.0,0.06372420907745209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906025989221436,0.0,0.1666451989509514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607645111185842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465331288403694,0.0,0.0,0.05522121871626393,0.0,0.11624135405542772,0.05875222643170098,0.0,0.0,0.12112283069778285,0.0,0.05959005412925405,0.1440648767218207,0.0,0.0,0.17753163048709006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350000962484689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729650632968768,0.13998119475665635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713499919665558,0.03719769614257795,0.0,0.0,0.03385087795760017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043469690659115,0.0,0.0,0.06393662406031632,0.0,0.1369634677251964,0.0,0.046566211573574115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055960535683455034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412388283966218,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sonicblast52,2019/09/29,"Actually made it out of my comfort zone and was able to handle myself! Small areas and crowds normally give me anxiety cramps, worst case I throw up, I clam up when trying to meet people

Last night I had gone out with some friends to a club, it was in a casino and we had planned it for like a week or two, I didn't dress up super fancy or anything as the girl my friend tried to set me up with wasn't anything serious and I would rather wear something comfy

Despite the blasting music, flashing lights and people all over the place, I was able to keep my cool, I didnt dance as no one else in my party was feeling it (sorta a good thing but I wanted to push myself)

Not sure if it's something I'd really care to do again but I just wanted to share the accomplishment of being able to manage myself",6.83759090909091,5.179365933333333,7.257386363636368,79.7660795454546,65.42424242424242,9.704545454545457,30.321969696969692,8.07648339933343,1.9386515151515158,629,16,131,6,8,207,105,165,0.051,0.7979999999999999,0.151,0.9066,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,3,5,12,0,0,8,1,12,2,1,1,2,29,20,13,0,6,8,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,1,3,1,4,5,2,0,2,11,3,19,10,25,7,3,22,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,5,6,91,25,2,0.4958745538676837,0.0,0.16130067793683606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264475588134794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720416710552579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852571865823332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380798535078218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357635793291868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25540763349877144,0.0,0.0,0.15856268554960656,0.0,0.13863868305845198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469186958456926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473464829907705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075308647618193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640283087157347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511489244710192,0.16195059288452726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120058103450217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918465281516845,0.0,0.17269445575764986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588997893375783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544989718707523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578529952866624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981233988007423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444418134371047,0.0,0.16146579524598415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949864396918923,0.0,0.1325868854735524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741835191053553,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FlailingTuna,2019/09/29,"Concept for treating minor mental health issues Hello, my friends and I are testing the feasibility for a portable system for the treatment of non-life threatening mental health issues if you wouldn’t mind, could you take the survey? Email entry is optional. Thank you so much in advance.",6.956999999999997,9.4675133,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,66.0,8.200000000000001,32.5,8.841846274778883,3.2642000000000007,235,10,32,4,4,74,41,50,0.065,0.8270000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,5,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281507935341485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657937897583965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133983737408256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041186178266546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867427744711356,0.0,0.2438423373550645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752750714698193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815751013669843,0.0,0.0,0.22233727150177304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EASchmidtE,2019/09/29,"Never content When I get up, go out, and do things, I usually wish I was at home in my safe space taking it easy. When I’m at home in my safe space taking it easy, I worry about all the things i could be doing that I feel I like I’m missing out on.",-0.1952631578947361,0.9970133333333352,2.5191578947368427,97.30610526315792,82.33333333333333,5.261754385964913,16.66315789473684,5.6839178017228535,-0.7578673684210528,188,3,49,1,5,66,36,57,0.08199999999999999,0.6459999999999999,0.271,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,10,14,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,3,9,11,1,15,0,1,0,0,0,10,0,0,5,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002925087443827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300929615521126,0.18792765260212266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743619064353166,0.0,0.1495011000790982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277343379646721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851614332343722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028854290602248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955715771343534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34952616739602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897196265869861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025020514238652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671466966186472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Peanutwithatophat,2019/09/29,"Success Story: Traveled to a new city ALONE and made a fiend and talked to lots of strangers and just did it man Hi all.

There’s a lot of negativity and sad worries here, and for good reason. Social anxiety sucks and it so hard and can really fuck up your life. I know, I have it. 

So since I’ve had a successful weekend,  I thought I’d share so hope and positivity. 

Things at home we’re getting really grim and emotion and I had the idea to get away. Normally I got somewhere with my husband but he’s been extremely stressed as his dad is dying of cancer and he can’t leave the area anyway. Unfortunately I needed a brake from him as well.

So I booked a bunch of stuff all for myself, knowing I would have to be the one interacting with everyone. I got a ride to the airport and had to speak with a someone I didn’t really know well for 1hr, I got on a flight to another US city I’ve always wanted to go which invoked various interactions and some problem solving, I rented a car, I got a hotel and stayed calm and cool.

In this amazing city, everyone has been so nice and relaxed and welcoming. I found a community swimming hole and it was just incredible in the heat. I made the mistake of trying to pay the person behind the counter, instead of an automated kiosk to get access to the pool, but didn’t feel like an idiot because she was so nice and chill.

I was in a touristy area and met another solo traveler who was so super nice. We talked and exchanged numbers and she wanted to handout with me. While I had to decline do to my planned schedule I’ve got going on, I actually would have been down to meet her again. 

I went and got a tattoo on my thigh, which is a huge social anxiety trigger for me, but I got through it and it is amazing. The artists and everyone in the shop were all so so nice and caring and it just felt comforting and assuring. He even said I sat like a rock (which for me is a huge compliment, since I have a social induced motor tic). 

I went out to dinner alone and it was yummy, but I started feeling sick and dizzy since I just got a tattoo. Instead of pretending to be normal I asked the waiter for a box and a check very early into the meal without feeling embarrassed. 

Know that through all this, I have not been perfect, I’ve been plenty awkward and uncomfortable HOWEVER I haven’t let it get to me or prevent me from doing what I needed to do. No melt downs, because I can’t, I’m alone, no one else can do it for me. 

So I feel more confident and hopeful now. This was a good trip and I know I can do this on my own. Sometimes, I don’t think I can, but today... I got this. 

The meditation I’ve been doing at home has really helped me here on this trip. Lots of long deep slow breaths has been a constant. 

Know that no matter low you are feeling now, you can get better or at the very least improve to the point of being a little more confident in yourself. I know there will be low points for myself again, but that’s okay, Im just glad I got this win now. 

Good luck to you all!",3.3697249190938514,4.431982088996764,4.8501423948220035,84.75003559870551,72.77022653721683,7.823430420711974,27.487378640776697,8.238735603445708,1.7078314563106796,2353,85,496,36,45,790,274,618,0.114,0.655,0.231,0.9983,2,3,0,0,0,0,62.0,2,4,0,7,30,45,3,3,42,2,57,8,2,5,7,105,109,55,1,12,15,2,7,2,0,3,3,2,3,2,27,41,2,2,19,12,5,11,12,12,2,2,41,10,62,33,69,60,15,56,0,4,0,1,35,29,2,9,17,352,89,4,0.0,0.0,0.06408043614002122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403017447186106,0.0,0.0,0.054639280795306236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377128221837675,0.1004684521013822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061388742828391824,0.0,0.061695265165481225,0.0,0.0,0.0800586340087085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807614334921748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669507511720377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096149876498001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815082642635285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485542496229523,0.07386528776893116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043371700980102124,0.0,0.0,0.1882397155953676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601323490509945,0.0469117248770251,0.0630495521065253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199925892929704,0.0,0.060707057101767,0.17153858610861256,0.0,0.0746388770211674,0.16523229889478858,0.5251901085944423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882373926995457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401446183348867,0.0,0.13173648331133386,0.13044209060302905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412879683615628,0.07093042943312303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526177905071566,0.0,0.0,0.06953069601558573,0.0,0.0671478214397974,0.04638176001911396,0.06416207380198305,0.0658144727446106,0.0,0.05811224619106969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748037411773284,0.0,0.12426930554760685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973808506472552,0.0,0.06342052567143212,0.0,0.0,0.12867725985924755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899381290804112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733692222365482,0.0,0.0,0.12415098212492608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283338827796263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682690022069218,0.0675154714727014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246329864809162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295850813457766,0.0,0.0,0.20081431580813192,0.055638495432397926,0.0,0.06494524419989298,0.0,0.046478654863391436,0.06999110152634047,0.0,0.0,0.07522005503748742,0.0,0.07517173352789494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555950987039073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362549942801208,0.04207605078608108,0.0,0.052131381642633166,0.0,0.0,0.06224358552988404,0.0,0.0,0.044582828831094684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898798034179716,0.0,0.0,0.10836247253890692,0.07746288643460797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180830423825915,0.1217458756620216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329957458677636,0.0,0.0,0.06668689870837304,0.0,0.0932943283005423,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,m3k3r1,2019/09/29,"Superficial Me Hello, I’ve been reading some post from this subreddit and I decided to write something ... 

I don’t know if I’m experience social anxiety ... well I’ve always felt a introvert but since my childhood I decided to became a magician so I’m pretty comfortable public speaking and I love it actually I can present my points and I like the adrenaline race that goes throw my heart in those moments and I think that makes me seem a very social person in others people point of view. 

Although seeing my life in perspective now seems like I’m never able to connect deeply and all my connections are superficial. Making me sometimes appear as mean and narcissist only caring about myself. 

But  in  general I’m always the crowd pleaser and I care too much on others I’m really afraid of letting people down or making something against their will, and I think that’s affecting me in a sense that if for example I really like a girl I’ll not make the first step because I don’t know for sure if her really wants that and if indeed she doesn’t want nothing with me rejection will be deadly so I’ll stay quiet with my heart racing and my hands sweating clueless on how to act.

I’m finally trying to get to know me deeper and find why my head works like this. If anyone has something to share please do.",4.0667739506869935,6.0529164189723375,5.292761151891586,78.57425559947302,72.55731225296442,8.455411255411255,27.067381893468852,9.107695989026183,2.442484434406173,1046,38,186,23,21,347,150,253,0.017,0.774,0.209,0.9947,0,0,3,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,1,2,7,13,0,1,8,0,12,7,5,6,3,49,39,24,1,7,9,0,2,4,0,2,1,2,0,2,11,13,0,0,12,1,0,4,5,2,1,1,2,6,29,11,25,33,3,23,0,1,2,1,14,10,0,10,11,117,40,2,0.1122822740738442,0.0,0.1095713025833146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685569354975395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589563233639186,0.0,0.0,0.07851037672533998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844623210902613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895852327914945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983360932340214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780859132280332,0.12299974293369867,0.10262396433858778,0.0955072449677856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058662853923623526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523400663661873,0.0,0.0,0.266110070791154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851222041875104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481623259732053,0.07930829075969732,0.21942179006298254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133913614430907,0.0,0.29979715932175266,0.0,0.0,0.12230831314299424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254039080831345,0.0,0.08659901174837897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773787024353146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853957290662065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568478237206415,0.09804055079207484,0.0,0.12325221919899634,0.2122860836761692,0.0,0.10753538087544727,0.11423143893928026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231265925183284,0.0,0.21579269977095256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947443520182348,0.20443513057906984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288105740688878,0.0,0.0,0.2289152767561759,0.0,0.2593211405929041,0.11105004010934584,0.0,0.0,0.11967796453077645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582471450846656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389189493400584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623229369409812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264463526194064,0.1324539887643242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095524895140803,0.0,0.10131728796111113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174283280118863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,beyonddarkbatman,2019/09/29,"I'm awkward and depressed I'm lonely, depressed and struggling to find anything to make myself get out of the rut.  I'm also an introvert, naturally shy but, strong enough to push myself out my comfort zone.

I spend most if my days either at work or, at home binging on movies and youtube.  On a Saturday night I decide to get out there to try to treat myself and maybe meet new people. 

I went to a bar/club with a big dance floorm Started dancing for a bit, then sat alone for a bit. Then I was approached by a very pretty girl.

She asked ""Do you smoke?'
I said ""no""..

I couldn't hear what she said next, so I'm not sure but I think she asked ""do you want a cigg?"" I couldn't hear her clearly like twice saying ""sorry I can't hear you"" then she said ""don't worry about it"" patted me on the shoulder then left outside.

Shortly I thought I'd call it a day and leave.  I left then changed my mind thinking I can turn this around and walked back.  Danced again for a bit, found her.  She was with her friends all the time. She went with her friends outside near the entrance. A few minutes later I stood 2-3 steps from her eyes as she was with her friends, made an awkward wave and said ""hi""..  She ignored and left.  It was so awkward after all and she was talking with her other two friends.

I feel so awkward, guilty and so ashamed.  Why am I so awkward? Why is my brain so fucking stupid? ""I can't hear you"" Really? is that the best you came up with? How about ""wanna talk outside""? or literally anything else? 

I hate myself and its stupid but I'm even more depressed and hate myself more now",1.7725902992776064,3.696284303405577,2.564417956656346,95.85358255933954,79.03095975232199,4.925861713106296,23.150567595459236,5.46131890053228,0.08735384932920542,1222,40,271,5,30,382,171,323,0.185,0.687,0.128,-0.9314,0,3,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,5,0,3,17,27,5,7,17,0,16,4,3,3,4,52,51,32,0,5,8,0,1,1,4,0,0,9,1,1,8,23,0,1,7,3,1,10,7,17,0,2,17,11,48,10,35,32,12,44,0,4,1,1,42,16,1,4,19,173,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029796670297008,0.0,0.06972227653188096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434926066874964,0.07761365028815773,0.1630134955343036,0.0,0.0,0.0670403290918243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149588690025633,0.0,0.28555221627073984,0.0,0.0,0.09732794087090828,0.08902622473575385,0.09971707659479397,0.0,0.0,0.09223078285462508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245497235830904,0.0,0.2252784359465131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283236437273767,0.0,0.0,0.09008600993364443,0.0,0.057585253079699236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044083648695150635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968604028307184,0.0,0.0,0.09559448795647862,0.2694374501998936,0.08060166347943806,0.09110173381053292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215541959924358,0.0,0.0,0.3930579387976557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745424504786016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923169402256566,0.2841821621129634,0.0,0.0,0.04259447029412812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824971035062753,0.05819705141102435,0.0,0.08758963327804084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880325816126744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420437609565899,0.09272285303674026,0.08181776037085223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044350322810915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869907826671286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055853314826178425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317338061048969,0.06933347229575379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975971184087207,0.06171040200476102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114529784948454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217137700356246,0.0,0.0,0.14015293275318405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172999805667533,0.0,0.06921561150351613,0.05083861261087905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919328555791066,0.09483287466943946,0.08516764273959207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193723400838845,0.051424313767027136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164381158634933,0.15734284953567976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347214034683978,0.08854118820434807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,so-yeah-um,2019/09/29,"do i need new friends i don’t know what to do. it’s been 5 years since i’ve been depressed and it just doesn’t seem to get better. i want to see a therapist but i’m too anxious to ask my parents about it or even to talk to the therapist. and i think i’m losing my friend. let me explain. i have a ""best friend"", like, a true one, it’s been like 10 years since we started hanging out and i spent most of my life with her, the thing is lately we don’t talk anymore. i feel like i’m losing her. and i think it’s my fault. 
our relationship is really special, she’s like my sister, but this year i felt like i could not stand her anymore. for example, this year was by far the worst year of my entire life, i just felt so fucking sad all the fucking time, and she knew that, and she tried to help me, but everytime someone tries to help me i just become really nervous and anxious and i push the person away. i do that. i know it’s fucking stupid but i feel like if i’m not able to get through my shit by myself i will be a pathetic piece of shit for the rest of my life. anyway. at the beginning of summer she broke up with her boyfriend and she just would not stop talking about it, like, i felt like that was all she cared about. ""uh i’m so sad i miss my boyfriend"" while i was fucking miserable feeling ugly and unlikeable like it just annoyed me so much because i was so lonely and she could get any guy if she wanted to. i know it’s stupid and selfish and not cool but i was jealous and it just irritated me. she then told me that i was a fucking egoistic piece of trash because i didn’t cared about her break up and i wasn’t there for her. which is false because even though it annoyed me i was there for her, i just didn’t know what to tell her except that it will be okay and that at least she has some good memories of him. she also told me that i didn’t cared about her or anyone but myself. and that really hurted me. like i care about so many people and i try to be there but i fucking cant because anytime i’m trying to help someone my anxiety takes control and i feel like a burden who makes everything so fucking worse. anyway, we made up since that fight and she told me that everything was cool between us but she doesn’t text me anymore, which is weird because we used to text all the time, and i saw a story on instagram where she appeared and we could hear her talk a little in the background ""yeah i still didn’t forgive *my name*"". like what the fuck am i supposed to do. i fucking hate myself and i think i need new friends. but do i. do i need to talk to her? because i don’t want to. i hate fighting with people and i don’t want to lose her. but at the same time she hurted me so bad. like she made me even more sad. and i don’t think i can forgive her for that. 
i’m posting this on this subreddit because i feel like everything in this story is because of my social anxiety. like maybe if i wasn’t such a pussy in social situations none of this would have happened. (sorry for my english this is not my mother tongue lol)",0.8234454382826469,2.8043339348837257,2.4582945736434105,95.11191413237928,82.51937984496124,5.395587358378056,21.240906380441267,6.527325351335832,0.19931675611210486,2368,73,541,23,65,775,227,645,0.20600000000000002,0.631,0.162,-0.993,1,3,0,0,3,0,60.0,7,0,0,6,35,73,20,2,20,5,53,14,2,5,4,110,122,51,0,15,28,3,8,15,4,4,3,1,0,2,37,34,0,2,21,0,1,3,20,40,1,1,28,13,115,33,61,83,15,40,0,13,2,9,70,16,11,9,33,377,152,0,0.04993218587556361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039930751004686335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033955598642995806,0.0,0.0763959710488067,0.11281831481547955,0.14855793362991035,0.03491374534534294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046679853444023936,0.0,0.0469129322971396,0.0,0.04169128953729824,0.2435055764476005,0.05514617632695254,0.0,0.0,0.05240074850534309,0.04416096071089092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036367652235178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056003192279388415,0.1196003622080823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04300651852827424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893921354744743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462748705707528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623606736501355,0.14268625426570053,0.14382818655879545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543099317812719,0.41545351120891183,0.07826251873503189,0.0,0.0,0.04188074849590979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944071434388833,0.04415486706618468,0.0,0.0,0.0985953921194954,0.0,0.0,0.056277202442492485,0.0,0.10040547500125406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690687540364566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976569407094644,0.0,0.0563256805605659,0.0,0.0,0.05105904306685968,0.10580573866224163,0.3659151577000553,0.050045167903214616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758403150876489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449408317040923,0.03333012180171637,0.0506233993113515,0.05016359205393952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03670590188948125,0.11107224941490157,0.0,0.09644963253152723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033835341404409344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544378333900877,0.0,0.0,0.06923338127517878,0.0435988587323498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047821231537767385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596351057573474,0.0,0.0,0.05360848103144465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03978948740092579,0.04545638669936383,0.0,0.0,0.10250934251294866,0.12391326042371315,0.056125869000711016,0.0,0.10179915078339244,0.08461475811259478,0.0,0.0,0.05589499407942496,0.03534225816227421,0.0,0.039875908140259035,0.041745543207251205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03754278964121896,0.2006679980459669,0.04364293130542311,0.0,0.0,0.11595023264883897,0.033172725582842864,0.12797811414305035,0.04905811910318631,0.0,0.0873475773841296,0.0,0.0,0.14313703020275215,0.0,0.1356027062989798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006227162041276,0.0431253767207782,0.0,0.0,0.11780518771093705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050885163233180826,0.07094078444319978,0.0,0.0,0.16077345306421473
socialanxiety,mymajesticfork,2019/09/29,"I can't stand going to school anymore It's me again. Situation got worse and I think I'll go crazy because of my h24 overthinking and fear of being judged everywhere I go for everything I do. I sweat A LOT in social situations, particularly at school and it's a giant bonus to my embarrassment. Talked to my parents about studying at home until the end of high school but already regretted saying it considering they're working hard to help me go through school and I feel guilty even more for this. I don't want to disappoint my family and make them feel bad for me but I also don't have the psychological strength to go to school anymore. It's getting worse and worse everyday and my self confidence is going even more underground than it was already. I don't know what to think or do, I'm so sick of myself",3.9170961538461526,5.7556223250000045,5.140000000000004,80.13269230769231,72.625,8.673076923076923,27.93269230769231,9.265573868473778,2.4279086538461545,652,25,127,15,13,216,93,160,0.209,0.6920000000000001,0.099,-0.9539,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,6,7,0,2,4,0,10,2,1,1,0,19,26,13,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,7,7,0,0,5,0,1,6,4,5,0,0,2,4,19,2,22,23,3,16,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,2,4,80,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443557145775701,0.0885395438667572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196010401413281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244323399818033,0.06749144495539297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980615122741962,0.0,0.0,0.14625374542373099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995044002934169,0.0,0.10437318975736123,0.12458627900502285,0.1119626708019571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784453949497074,0.0,0.3775347198248603,0.0,0.08854969796627554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991797876685399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421059988990106,0.11697753096952082,0.111057173559279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060846617210624364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412678254162264,0.0,0.0,0.07390378861146611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229370137943818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804580568962783,0.0,0.5602525057930438,0.0,0.0,0.11550093252391967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488988418908079,0.0,0.11286101750662035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898932561303476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188468243213895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530316436973567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060256540800563,0.0,0.33848718310275905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,beeopx,2019/09/29,"Starting uni with no social skills. Next week my new life as a uni student begins. I am kinda exited but also nervous as hell. My stomach is hurting just by writing this. I am scared if I couldn‘t get any friend. I don‘t want to be a loner, but I feel like no one will like me because I feel like I look ugly and awkward. I don‘t even know how to start a conversation. My body always reacts weirdly whenever I get anxious and it feels like I‘m about to poop my pants, I really hate myself to feel this way. I feel like I‘m an ugly loser with no confident and social skills whom no one would want to be friend with.",3.5631644444444466,4.600500872000001,4.836266666666667,85.12657777777778,72.28,7.155555555555559,25.08888888888889,7.3871296695380915,1.136342222222222,479,14,97,5,9,159,77,125,0.32,0.494,0.18600000000000005,-0.9748,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,5,15,2,3,4,0,10,4,3,2,0,24,27,10,0,5,4,0,5,5,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,0,6,17,7,12,22,0,8,1,2,1,0,7,1,1,2,11,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617154090818482,0.12087541830036795,0.0,0.0,0.09878787945545373,0.0,0.0,0.16411258422413322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855461431320681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136107446283862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594878303776436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672617743217986,0.4151207179278469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446888803022214,0.0,0.1517940796344702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342303038107426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551343434366238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983602548310262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260776793202772,0.35485539876011796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198934586243512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030167413957112,0.15449519508669265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687602407695395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930630204712288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543957894727375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961668366383445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564424592988034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713668017632745,0.11530774476969505,0.11652600332237872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319490661513844,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Amiepuff,2019/09/29,"need advice I never asked to be born. Now I feel like I want to give up anything. I start to wonder is there any reason for me to be in the Earth

![img](a0d3gse4mhp31)",0.6902941176470598,3.0271859705882385,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,86.35294117647058,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.3838000000000004,129,2,28,0,4,40,27,34,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.4753,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,7,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32357659202280104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251798860250776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724919345328137,0.0,0.3095620309542347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674293748160515,0.23655947588133094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176502538197846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177348615772014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455288422071521,0.2553880181968688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34045698782832784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343756547638245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530916698610185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590965689960488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ray-h2019,2019/09/29,"Ive been invited to a social gathering mainly people i dont know at all, its a great opportunity but im terrified of accepting.

what if they break off into small groups and i have to force my way in? im terrified i wont have anything to add and ill just stare at them the entire evening being weird 

I guess I just have to accept and hope it turns out ok..",1.3512030075187975,3.1366607368421064,3.860075187969926,86.72552631578951,79.78947368421052,7.50075187969925,21.383458646616546,8.418075326091056,1.1655774436090225,280,8,62,6,7,98,56,76,0.193,0.633,0.174,-0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,3,7,0,0,3,1,8,1,0,0,1,16,12,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,9,6,11,9,2,9,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,3,0,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834358543877405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109642185475593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752476439877282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925267298414805,0.2922903771427185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26353207896436986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5732028195479527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581816390262328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394607939693192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704700294517545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886023238519312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060622099265125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,casual_onion,2019/09/29,"How do I be a sociable human (sorry I can't think of a title) Reyt, I don't want this to be one of those deep and meaningful thoughts that I regret when I read it in a years time but eh here goes.

Basically I have like no friends, at least no irl friends - the last one just cut me out recently. Fair enough.

I'm incredibly social awkward yet completely self aware about everything I do, which as you can expect can be a bit annoying.

I don't drink alcohol (out of choice), go to parties and have no irl friends (other than 48 I have on Facebook - half of which I've never spoken to but just know me from school) How am I supposed to find a girlfriend or even friend when I don't go into situations where I could find them? 

Recently I saw this girl at the station who I remember from school and swimming class. Ngl she's cute. (ugh the cringe) Now back three or so years ago I didn't really know what I was doing, metaphorically and physically and you could say I was about weird when (I actually) spoke to girls.

So when I saw her, I was externally keeping calm but internally judging everything I do whilst simultaneously remembering all the things I used to do when I was learning to be a human. I managed to survive the experience though (hooray!)

That was a week ago and I can't stop thinking about her - maybe given I haven't seen her in 3 years idk. But she'll probably still think I'm the same creep from 3 years ago. 

I just wish I was less awkward in school and university and things may be different. It's nice to let off some steam.

Any pointers to shove my in the right direction?

Thanks Reddit!",3.7453504672897218,5.0668518878504685,4.91846183800623,83.62199182242992,72.17757009345793,8.5898753894081,27.08216510903427,9.075114841892004,1.9966894080996889,1260,44,266,26,24,416,177,321,0.08,0.7609999999999999,0.159,0.9842,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,1,1,23,16,2,2,14,0,34,2,0,3,2,48,54,25,0,6,9,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,0,5,14,11,2,2,12,3,0,3,11,7,0,4,13,5,39,9,33,31,7,41,0,1,3,0,22,14,0,4,25,181,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.10259037535937332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27957055528540803,0.11235053103759614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714910716488857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083742527068995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477323304926358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102253656771369,0.0,0.0,0.16787330917546972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983704014931503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298603196935352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086259747617156,0.0,0.06943646690856782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889656631551712,0.10283597020300872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921713217629648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32488846699762586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949404328759508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934431544052248,0.0,0.0,0.11555188854010084,0.085693862665154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075011442028976,0.0,0.05136053709745456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561583647512623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810816784281787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247575735827006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334644120622092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515707670349,0.0,0.06734809068728356,0.0,0.207603673498454,0.0,0.23818048249494955,0.08977927338985729,0.0,0.0836025040657051,0.0,0.31918735044685165,0.0,0.0,0.10967208608395143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181689819187883,0.0,0.10716539647803323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768289137115495,0.0,0.0,0.08395585764492733,0.087892239857973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678831563695972,0.0,0.0,0.1396855774133751,0.202086538597458,0.1032883426571221,0.0834603871770513,0.061301348061232476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079738011529076,0.0,0.0,0.062007588231626436,0.0,0.08432784364234643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089273325850068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707975570826447
socialanxiety,quietbitch123,2019/09/29,"Awkward encounter keeping me awake Hellooo!! Today i decided to go to a pride festival and someone complimented me and i froze up, and now i can’t stop replaying the situation in my head. How can i stop thinking so much about weird situations with people? I tried telling myself that this person has already forgotten this exchange but i still can’t get it out of my head.",3.6884285714285694,6.355831557142861,4.998571428571426,77.03642857142857,76.28571428571428,8.0,32.85714285714286,8.841846274778883,3.3141428571428584,299,16,51,7,7,99,55,70,0.12,0.794,0.085,0.2149,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,0,4,2,2,1,0,12,8,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,11,3,8,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446865624636112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584571738609288,0.0,0.12601529558974506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45512160671464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708541780400207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299839075280553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372091616503045,0.19360766106304092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984716819798573,0.0,0.0,0.18787264031568746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707530729633245,0.3707554378787026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380337232791914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207678862996384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101758263830652,0.0,0.0,0.15054134192785673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,doubledstufforeos,2019/09/29,"17f extreme case of social anxiety Im a teenager at the prime of my youth but have an extreme case of social anixety. Im the school loner, have no friends, no one wants to be around me either with the added bonus of having rbf. Its kinda ruining my life. Any help in fixing my problem is appreciated.",3.1744999999999983,4.9590007833333365,5.020000000000003,80.44500000000002,74.5,7.466666666666668,27.0,8.238735603445708,1.9144,237,9,45,4,5,81,46,60,0.195,0.5920000000000001,0.213,0.6586,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,9,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,29,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758438491459541,0.0,0.19781364701747192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301917841003461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977892785189935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332129707757155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586233941983253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264330568588252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522108010150175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742695701505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616976311714854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271812375257173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251768842489455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SevereSpirit,2019/09/29,"How does anyone get on anxiety meds? I take Ambien for sleep on desperate occasions, but I can't get any Dr. to prescribe me anything during the day except an antidepressant (which I'm starting an SSRI on Monday). Everyone talks about being prescribed Ativan and Clonazepam for social anxiety, but I can't get anyone to listen to me. They suggest a therapist but I can't afford one. How did you get on your medication? I can't even leave my room anymore, and I had to go to the night shift to avoid too much social interaction or too much mental stimulation. Did you see your primary Dr. or did you have to see a psychiatrist?",5.695,6.726089833333332,7.075000000000002,71.05500000000002,67.33333333333334,10.333333333333336,30.833333333333336,10.411451182825502,3.4120833333333342,500,19,87,13,8,171,74,120,0.075,0.914,0.011000000000000001,-0.7326,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,1,0,6,1,0,1,6,0,10,4,1,3,0,12,21,9,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,3,15,0,15,16,2,10,0,0,2,0,12,5,0,2,4,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967989748646125,0.0,0.26926522720534724,0.0,0.1745357562833567,0.24611396239724204,0.0,0.14482557641557192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349961902955988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401088755975048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162403786902666,0.0,0.0,0.16816691783575732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677920811711928,0.0,0.10001972638722534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634903065382294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548629808099027,0.17729239138037758,0.17735750853814067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587472317285961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515560739022148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925603884278504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804840417186355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761180728398079,0.35880127039015786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456731740388614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323233102987475,0.14145487869293455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433908562243594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vibez302,2019/09/29,I feel like everybody finds me creepy (17M) I just don’t know anymore I don’t talk to a lot of people and I just constantly think people look at me and find me as a creepy loner with no personality. I’m just tired of it I want to talk to people but then I would feel like they would find me creepy and are not interested because I show no personality. I’ve dealt with this all of high school and I’m just tired of it I want to be more outgoing and interesting but I just can’t.,0.32573426573426545,2.327695000000002,2.847272727272728,91.48863636363636,84.57692307692308,6.4741258741258765,18.10839160839161,7.686295010490155,0.26935769230769235,376,9,91,7,11,130,55,104,0.142,0.715,0.14300000000000002,0.0124,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,1,28,16,9,0,4,8,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,14,4,12,13,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305124066544685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002232396276298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766956389200272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626198464932004,0.2349100806883165,0.0,0.0,0.4508052168478946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737089363719418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903558236345595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064553129803155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138063584119357,0.0,0.0,0.1397761018197468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419450443640963,0.2871141715911389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663924107038681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26429419346736605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053477410083968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779318387010124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394738682498866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23358529500133435,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,moneyviper,2019/09/29,Cool kid to socially anxious mess Throughout high school and first half of my freshman year at Uni I was a very social and pretty popular guy.  A year later I am a nervous wreck that is too scared to talk to anyone.  My personality now compared to a year ago is so completely different.  Like night and day.  I’m not sure how this happened and I’m wondering if anyone has had the same thing happen to them?,4.076666666666668,5.4995540000000025,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,71.5,8.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.2168333333333337,320,12,62,6,6,106,61,80,0.163,0.705,0.132,-0.1916,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,2,5,1,6,0,0,1,1,10,11,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,5,4,7,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,10,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393835752866945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089298216731364,0.0,0.25862902139158456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939063152268592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927115029155975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932231805260044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731006735732714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311990651793988,0.3270840737951965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19539950964604336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035245594749304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355388008309272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614826776131258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881507037494773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515743589882186,0.18716938886058668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37704655408897575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430398053060686,0.0,0.0,0.14864795353775884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228660727962636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259506038800144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055979321283265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35728633883694794
socialanxiety,assainXD1,2019/09/29,"Does anyone else? When I get anxious I can't eat so I end up not eating for days at a time but when you eat after not eating for a long time your body goes ""wtf is this shit"" and I just feel sick",-2.0846666666666667,-0.27693468888888617,0.4461111111111116,105.2225,95.88888888888887,3.0,9.722222222222221,3.1291,-2.239444444444445,149,1,40,0,6,50,35,45,0.321,0.679,0.0,-0.9520000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,2,7,2,0,0,6,4,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,8,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166487067529431,0.0,0.13409201846954535,0.1964939223003567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301637694581235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367760742182625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678216918537943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7849259061462609,0.16020158788166375,0.0,0.1698538021262918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696610265784653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019338614718264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971291575224354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685204943761164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364855338987694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eple65,2019/09/29,Hello World? Are there anyone out there?,1.8514285714285703,2.6250062857142886,0.946428571428573,94.51107142857144,129.0,1.4,3.5,3.1291,-2.6255142857142864,32,0,5,0,2,9,6,7,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MMA_23,2019/09/29,"My neighbor knocked on my door and asked if I wanted to hangout with him and his friends! I was SO excited but I didn’t have the courage to say yes ): My social anxiety is at an all time high. I apologized and said I was busy. I almost didn’t even answer,  but I looked through my peep hole and saw it was him knocking. My little heart was crushed after I closed the door. FML",0.4752564102564065,2.7216462692307744,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,86.30769230769229,5.005128205128205,22.76923076923077,6.42735559955562,0.3804769230769232,291,11,66,3,9,93,54,78,0.106,0.7140000000000001,0.18,0.7431,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,8,1,1,0,1,13,13,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,16,3,7,5,1,7,0,0,2,0,10,5,0,2,2,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30206302600699997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307645751236233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820058806494207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923970041784708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330572238037985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574615830391914,0.0,0.3187141383417187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023366742939281,0.0,0.0,0.25331348615682264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28694214495912496,0.2398874626810485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074983857914083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589694243822582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779234147839117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MrGuermo1,2019/09/29,"Hi Hi I am new here, sometimes I have a social anxiety, because I am an egoist. I am constantly observing myself, how I react etc. You have the same ??? Like its obsession on yourself.

I am trying of course to focus on people, but its not easy.",0.7231249999999996,3.16271172916667,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,87.95833333333334,6.533333333333335,22.583333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.6503083333333337,185,7,34,4,6,66,36,48,0.14400000000000002,0.818,0.038,-0.6058,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,5,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,4,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27936046121558666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226093510268679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39462809685830463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072704243221759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840771062923444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526915550411368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531687084937002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722533704825233,0.0,0.0,0.3611707554752185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479321491284092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rit777,2019/09/29,"I had to give a speech today and sorta messed up. I’m taking a speech class (it’s mandatory) and today was the first solo speech. During speeches, for some reason I begin talking fast and forget to breathe. I end up being completely breathless, as if I just ran a marathon. Does this happen to anyone else?? I try to calm myself down and take deep breaths but even if I start out okay, I always end up messing up :( 
I felt so embarrassed today because everyone spoke so smoothly except me.",2.4607446808510645,5.008878265957454,3.641957446808512,85.69400000000002,80.17021276595744,5.4621276595744686,23.229787234042554,6.742157984588678,0.948275744680852,383,13,68,4,10,124,68,94,0.12,0.836,0.044000000000000004,-0.7847,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,4,1,3,2,2,1,0,15,13,10,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,7,10,2,13,7,1,17,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,9,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314285451034186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709410427190202,0.2008930776051987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952018667036915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055717680533769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715789260590216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378822128448453,0.0,0.3473130634538029,0.0,0.0,0.12949993118267206,0.0,0.0,0.18734973623030865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825437956973792,0.0,0.0,0.16677388068257276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880846449970338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733807670820667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015887943498383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877672469045466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948348890571195,0.15759065191106553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.557543734315197,0.0,0.0,0.1331161364458437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MaximusGamer686,2019/09/29,"How to explain to my parents I’m not an introvert, just socially anxious So as the title says I am looking for a way to explain to my family that I’m not an introvert, I’m an ambivert, just I have social anxiety. So basically I’ve had socially anxiety most of my life, stemming from growing up with an emotionally abusive father. Well my family moved away from him and when so happened myself and mom noticed I had a hell of a lot of trouble talking to people. Well I went to a psychologist to try and help some of the damage from my father and I have social anxiety. That was 4 or 5 years ago now and I was looking to see if I really was an introvert recently and I don’t feel very drained or tired from being in social situations, but also don’t show too many attributes of an extrovert, I’m kind of fine in most situations alone or in a group of friends. Well two days ago I started trying to say that I’m actually more of an ambivert just my social anxiety caused me to not talk to new people/to large groups. Well I kind of just got to saying I’m not an introvert before they laughed at me and said something like, “oh are you an extrovert then?” And I said no, I’d consider myself an ambivert. Well I then started trying to explain my reasoning before being cutoff and was told if I’m not introvert then I should have no problem just going up to and talking to all these random people (we were in a store) I have what I think is solid reasoning and evidence of the fact that I’m not an introvert and it’s just social anxiety that causes me to rarely talk outside of my house/with close friends. Sorry if this became a rant but I was just wondering how others would suggest I explain to them that they were confusing my social anxiety with introvertedness. I also apologize if this got really repetitive",4.865597876269618,5.670140235457065,6.587053324099728,74.62754212834722,69.08310249307479,10.005586334256693,32.21618190212373,10.125756701596842,3.3786093259464467,1439,62,267,36,24,499,163,361,0.128,0.7759999999999999,0.096,-0.7829999999999999,1,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,3,0,22,17,1,1,21,0,22,2,0,7,2,63,50,33,0,7,22,4,1,1,2,2,2,5,0,0,12,16,0,0,9,1,1,4,10,5,5,1,15,9,38,12,44,31,6,28,1,1,3,0,39,9,1,14,15,198,50,0,0.0,0.08281863484583217,0.06821113489042163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392211771758367,0.0,0.0,0.07239406487083543,0.0,0.11179607236992847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32083429286645504,0.07896573549470988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567221304654461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895744203469262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361062130105093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045078936221980594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862672932994655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178871457881158,0.0,0.03534292786323486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800726173916164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03972509251837587,0.0,0.11180889362916503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181126813062465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046851684759029726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557766453160065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04937158171342463,0.034149017505070337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739475633860835,0.0,0.0,0.05942545067098939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086640083928589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186461669476351,0.0,0.0742913505412086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750868583264406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958023438516673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761433304751775,0.0,0.0,0.09691803821253392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688370088626124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955790798874233,0.1437351931173458,0.06901662133092225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297950970482447,0.16675896726256992,0.0,0.0,0.0557002848821225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713833461064156,0.0,0.5700241013168892,0.0,0.053811502598108726,0.0,0.07824597141294365,0.09894944502202303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247279950155979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04478832150196811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033837524917467,0.0,0.06679128818741509,0.0,0.1423700680446104,0.0,0.06828096000951664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576738211898236,0.0,0.055482405063707996,0.0,0.0,0.31423702839000583,0.06479687754456585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580225481882258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965409410068868,0.0,0.0,0.04501252829384753
socialanxiety,BleedingEyez,2019/09/29,"Social anxiety at 33 So, I don’t know how many of you here are in your 30’s or approaching your 30’s. Well, if you are maybe you can relate to my story. I recently moved last year, I’ve been working at a customer service/ food service job for about the same time. It’s hell for me, especially with this disability. It has ruined my life. My fear is so debilitating and soul crushing. I don’t have many friends either, since I had to move and all of my friends are gone. I don’t have children. Not married, but not single. I’ve been very isolated. At work it’s the worst. I’ve never been very confident or self-assured, so this is nothing new for me. I’m posting this to see if anyone can relate or connect to this in some way",0.9746440397351002,3.1427657814569585,3.0164528145695364,90.24534147350997,83.23841059602648,5.8942052980132456,23.344784768211927,7.1686216300943375,0.8682480132450334,567,21,123,8,16,191,93,151,0.152,0.8109999999999999,0.038,-0.9532,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,0,2,7,7,1,1,3,0,17,2,0,1,2,18,21,12,0,2,9,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,1,0,0,4,6,4,1,0,5,1,16,3,16,16,6,17,2,1,1,0,9,5,1,6,6,82,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296121379908438,0.0,0.0,0.12152928736053915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558021734427625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101670624224338,0.0,0.2685643699428086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724757653995636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551930368060926,0.14167519362760778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276440974836896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524242719434961,0.17461161881829593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694568203846195,0.0,0.0,0.13405000234205516,0.16786304350624295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677166940930785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645822818500386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161258534711935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850098293509694,0.0,0.18131769940399345,0.0,0.0,0.14377422688266486,0.0,0.0,0.17717346171604542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134775217385612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868165195678334,0.0,0.13795921606485578,0.0,0.0,0.15627258423803353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530658654693174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192544932732816
socialanxiety,erialai95,2019/09/29,"I forced myself to go out to a friends event tonight!! So I’ve rarely turn up to events when I’m invited my friends, surprised they still invite me tbh.. I usually just stay at home and pay a game because I’m not the most ‘social’ person which I’ve been since I was like 13 (I’m now 24) but anyways I’ve realised the importance of socialising (develop key communication skills for work and personal life), making an effort to go out with friends (and not just always ghost)... but yeah I met friends from school that I haven’t seen in ages, got  2 numbers from girls I had met their for the first time after having engaging convos... can’t lie I dunno why I used to get panic attacks of going out and socialising, maybe because I was on benzodiazepines? But even before that I was still the same 🤷🏽‍♂️ Sorry for the rant, kind of like a diary entry/I’m tipsy (after 3 drinks 😂) and thought this would fit the social anxiety thread as I remember posting here  a while ago about me hyping myself up to turn up to my friends bday where I knew loads of people but had a panic attack like 2 minutes away from the entrance and got an Uber back home 😭 fml",6.566038961038963,5.596158731601733,6.986764069264067,79.25728896103898,65.5800865800866,9.777922077922078,31.804112554112557,8.841846274778883,2.3723878787878783,901,29,184,12,12,295,146,231,0.11,0.722,0.16699999999999998,0.9158,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,4,13,15,2,2,14,1,10,2,0,2,0,27,28,14,1,1,8,0,0,3,5,1,1,0,2,3,4,10,1,0,3,2,1,3,4,4,0,1,13,1,20,11,32,14,2,33,0,0,1,0,15,12,0,2,19,108,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027213064830855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642207964083267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864846817990006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636621989558456,0.10887379344420924,0.08910515552745125,0.0,0.14127967776960745,0.0,0.09860599614297652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135190336042477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653815250110392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856811966083616,0.0,0.0,0.4476459586008594,0.0,0.06054291700216283,0.0,0.1975731279680998,0.0,0.18536086764092646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324757116228339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067198471803148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185001144504778,0.16984046550409354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735131058374835,0.0,0.11641780405257655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27192222005634004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033713182385735,0.2023652288440957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109817406363244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127031733908368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727752093672072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585776643222414,0.0,0.0,0.23625169377576416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297190293163504,0.0,0.12351347725100635,0.1850850575173931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199638354252326,0.0675710060624488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520899930238022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008377492932788,0.12762629132997608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456436647115804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436257718124918,0.0,0.0,0.08231837079932469,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boneless_wings,2019/09/29,"I had a panic attack in front of my crush, did I ruin my chances with them? Hi, reddit. I'm looking for advice. There is someone I'm really interested in. However, I had a really bad panic attack in front of him today. I feel so embarrassed. I hate that he saw me like that and I feel like I ruined any chance that I had with him. I was planning on asking him out but I wonder if I shouldn't now. Does anyone have any advice? Also, has anyone been in a similar situation?",0.09955782312925264,2.3557118469387746,3.4888775510204084,84.5948129251701,88.6938775510204,6.1238095238095225,17.35034013605442,7.492282038375204,0.6279156462585034,363,9,73,7,12,132,62,98,0.226,0.687,0.087,-0.9062,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,4,12,3,3,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,10,19,5,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,9,0,0,7,4,18,3,11,11,0,10,0,2,2,0,7,6,0,2,4,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35017033443452644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432840803057142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368671264012096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505629754495858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750198033459288,0.4076688762099562,0.0,0.0,0.14960144569807715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679494922891507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811898685470089,0.12800077759825235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768956221304875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506914018828762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045966587297982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204403449030207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229564817586962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139725196207947,0.0,0.0,0.1518121684592249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983445757353538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430479330033973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,radical764,2019/09/29,"Coaching and dealing with social anxiety Hi, guys. I have had a very severe social anxiety and was able to drastically shift myself out of it. I spent years  looking for the best way to overcome it. The main problem I found was a paradox, which goes like this. In order to get over anxiety I know I have to face my fears, yet I am too afraid to face my fears because of the anxiety. This is a tricky situation to be in and thankfully there is a tool I found to be effective, the method by David Hawkins of letting go of the emotion. You can hold the emotion and fear in such a way that it degrees and continuously does so the more you apply it. This method also allows you to get rid of the fear of fear, which is a huge block to moving through it.

​

It's also possible to lose the fear of fear, e.g to be in a situation that would normally cause you to run and be ok, despite feeling fear, you can even start looking forward to fearful situations as it means it is an opportunity for the fear to release.

I've noticed huge improvements for myself, every year the amount of fear I hold degrees, there are still some areas where it is there that I am working on such as fear of intimate relationships, but it gets easier and easier and lighter and lighter. A couple years ago I couldn't even sit on the bus without being uncomfortable, now I can go to parties and night clubs sober and do things like strike up conversations confidentally. Things that would in the past cause me to panic are now easier to do and it only seems to be getting better

Im currently at the stage where I am inspired to do this for my job and help others overcome this through coaching. I can offer anyone a free initial session, where I can help you start looking at ways to deal with shyness, just send me a message, or if you just want some resources for how to deal with it.",8.290525554484091,6.488913931693992,8.31412086145934,73.8006798457088,62.68852459016394,11.234715525554485,37.64963034394085,9.916854025145753,3.511247701703633,1473,59,288,24,17,481,178,366,0.127,0.727,0.146,0.958,2,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,7,0,7,21,26,0,14,25,1,33,2,2,5,1,47,53,22,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,26,17,0,3,8,3,2,6,2,16,0,0,6,4,28,11,56,37,6,44,0,1,3,0,21,19,0,5,17,210,54,3,0.05771383673097474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051159834008364484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923074687646512,0.0,0.06253291798542485,0.0701286287223606,0.0,0.0,0.17660370851791135,0.0,0.0,0.04035485655584085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03518181919073675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060567110988391175,0.051043198523352866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857601666142854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385926260810486,0.0,0.0,0.1785012943907048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050576744995847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984059650458665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623888969730218,0.0,0.04862639662321358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7793293406887393,0.02918184995794553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656048611781354,0.0,0.0,0.12061239056467267,0.0,0.06560020686020468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057145772120150026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736873641061329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062340847413559386,0.0,0.05727207756439336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03171801532011951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901630828949336,0.0,0.05639213077651387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539526175842787,0.06456702067425904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286728759103433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061340674803625525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054160526129498815,0.056547306188549924,0.0,0.06570758564294901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04389397351899268,0.0,0.06771475226300318,0.0,0.0,0.055094387616462466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650636792508581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522434732763934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619630618486203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254050937976334,0.0,0.06520020791550017,0.0,0.0,0.1946183118017492,0.0,0.11766397694477608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170030137934271,0.0,0.046090344565358564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313514676337409,0.0,0.0,0.076685017274462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761995958499994,0.034041116217877324,0.13743167171721354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563407908559311,0.0,0.04201636050862759,0.0,0.0,0.08199650744562742,0.0,0.0701286287223606,0.11149745589684802
socialanxiety,chaosandcolors,2019/10/16,"Going to an LGBTQ event at uni So I am really doing this. I can already see how this is gonna go and how nervous, awkward and painfully shy I am going to be but I really wanna go and I am not letting my social anxiety stop me. It’s been a rough couple of days but I really hope I am at least able to make some conversations. Just wanted to put it out there. Keep pushing guys. Love",-0.7007760532150762,1.4549986341463423,2.5709312638580957,89.9076607538803,93.14634146341464,5.420842572062083,17.210643015521065,6.980632752743323,0.2644487804878044,296,8,64,5,11,106,59,82,0.121,0.759,0.12,0.7086,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,10,2,0,3,0,17,21,8,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,3,0,0,1,2,9,2,9,17,2,12,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,2,3,47,13,0,0.2074740778007024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289528040228445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871710163601382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22956612086644865,0.0,0.1338036162792413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716491986245534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054319560507405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060685729582396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441249320730754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21215630135005556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872534555439514,0.0,0.13849055799458596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207670467900748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208568752914512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987396207495549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532997824775408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149369449110456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734576191156193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237358655485367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,a_littlespider,2019/10/16,"Turning red at the hairdressers I am really fair skinned and am constantly going red. Sometimes I know I'm going red but if I can't see it and no one says anything I can get it under control quite quickly most of the time. But at the hairdressers, when I am sitting in front of a mirror, I see myself go red in the mirror and once I've seen it, it just gets worse and worse.  Its like my whole face is on fire. My ears turn crimson and then it never seems to go away. Agony.",1.4583555555555563,3.1741924800000056,2.9033333333333324,94.03722222222223,79.2,5.2444444444444445,22.11111111111111,5.82211442006289,0.1150777777777776,368,11,82,2,9,120,66,100,0.16899999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.048,-0.9307,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,0,6,3,3,1,1,14,20,10,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,11,9,1,10,19,2,19,0,0,7,0,1,7,0,3,7,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032212766484265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162480027177174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740174582050973,0.20488032230971226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908754294244591,0.0,0.4152630619840297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039084320235096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924350249368224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408866296952281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945379534476464,0.1237821518782579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942923949853407,0.0,0.0,0.11702329918767933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526678850551974,0.0,0.0,0.29112922572594946,0.16629621953583182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066563997271595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651654592684963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973857558788272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394491428677627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723133707088119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ineedbrainss,2019/10/16,Romantic situations Is anyone else uncomfortable in them and just feel like running away?,10.802142857142858,13.585020642857144,10.098571428571432,47.5964285714286,56.85714285714286,14.171428571428573,42.57142857142857,13.023866798666859,7.2158,75,4,9,3,1,24,14,14,0.138,0.585,0.27699999999999997,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30124654244246457,0.4414365253020972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40477922120824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599034080772269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784072977044192,0.3077852313354155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104819080930337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842712751325655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CB3_YT,2019/10/16,"I need friends, plz If anyone wants to be friends hmu On insta @defrain_angrygrl . I just turned 15 today so wish my a happy birthday. (I’m a boy)",1.7560919540229882,4.049586448275863,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,81.06896551724137,6.625287356321839,23.459770114942533,7.793537801064563,1.2712666666666659,113,4,23,2,3,38,25,29,0.0,0.56,0.44,0.932,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24253703779798105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359762091813269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692457112463205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571970254903451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287887700248034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37729101602902665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045907778013349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988792183868688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toyota2000111,2019/10/16,"Does anyone else feel better in big cities/densely populated areas? Ive struggled with some serious mental health ailments since i was very young and its got worse as ive got older. Im 25 now, i live in a really rural area that is very sparcely populated and everyone knows eachother, my social anxiety is horrific here, i panic whenever i go to the shops, or out and about. I cant eat in social places, i cant piss when i go to the toilets, basically ruined any social life because im so afraid to venture out.

In the past year ive made trips to very big cities (namely london and dusseldorf), and something amazing happens to my social anxiety, it completely disappears. I go into uncharted territory, cafes, bars and sit alone in comfort, i can eat food in front of people, i walk down the street not looking at the pavement, head high and making gaze in front of me no matter who is approaching. 

Anyone else experience this?",7.031694915254235,7.010367677966106,7.9129999999999985,69.85594067796613,64.31073446327683,10.921807909604519,34.64915254237288,10.577609850970193,3.794948474576272,737,30,127,17,10,249,117,177,0.155,0.777,0.069,-0.9286,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,3,6,0,10,8,2,2,0,20,21,11,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,11,4,0,2,2,1,9,4,6,0,0,4,2,16,3,22,17,1,35,0,1,1,0,6,19,1,2,6,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095419620587974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941790762923424,0.0,0.17868064220541427,0.0,0.0,0.1633177863821292,0.2393203771104748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119114428243217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328697589548223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244700922568795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219947291900296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390007304851425,0.1951180167645676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159321680137664,0.0,0.11423828730188755,0.0,0.0,0.059050081507194575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412170685385412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911507842544407,0.0,0.1868075080700784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032727236209901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985525776850525,0.12413715473039574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338992431645066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25229600771050154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418206496841858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248880612264027,0.0,0.0,0.10312342821632016,0.0,0.0980701140145663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050493392324176,0.07795499535584978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769196436708665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370222123042995,0.0,0.0,0.1114846414476638,0.08096411930151437,0.0,0.12201562667417025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481555838856059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966058839941126,0.0,0.0,0.4761910186682935,0.0,0.08990691509031352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208919693168782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890799417017007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901404642691694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520580849674174
socialanxiety,Shreck2onDVD,2019/10/16,"Just I can’t do it anymore it’s so hard having this issue, and it’s honestly putting me in this LARGE state of depression. I just need anything or anyone to just say something to help me. First off I’m not suicidal, I want to make that clear, but honestly with the progression this state of depression I’m in I’m scared soon I might be. I’m only 14 and I understand everyone goes through a depressing stage during this time, but I still find myself stuck in my little bubble. Everyone else is happy, has friends, goes out together and hangs out while I sit here hoping to build the courage to say hi to someone. Like there are so many things I want to say to so many people to make friends and I’ve been wanting to ask this girl to ask out for so long and she gave up on me cause I wouldn’t make a move and it’s RUINING MY LIFE! I just can’t come to the grasp of anything. And I’ve lost so many chances for friends, events, conversations, pride and grades. I need something anything and I’m to afraid to show my face to someone to talk too and it’s so frustrating and I just want to let it out and I just I have nothing. Absolutely nothing going for me mentally right now.",1.432561983471075,3.641592801652898,2.7645388429752096,92.48335371900828,81.72727272727272,6.516628099173555,23.729586776859502,7.699297019823105,1.102049719008264,926,34,203,16,25,299,125,242,0.128,0.6970000000000001,0.175,0.9401,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,18,18,1,2,5,0,13,2,1,4,1,45,36,22,1,8,10,0,1,1,3,2,1,3,0,1,13,18,0,0,3,1,0,5,4,8,0,1,4,4,23,10,35,28,0,29,0,5,0,0,15,12,0,3,9,125,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606601233278867,0.07478217394181769,0.0,0.2640330847037228,0.0,0.1999682867192126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986747395611032,0.0,0.09212825957656656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763485484643715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934329684538896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439129220234592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775068560192206,0.09097191611843976,0.0,0.0,0.24788873361927224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060782350610647976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385064011828375,0.095806509616208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716865675871137,0.0,0.0,0.1062258329954602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116283825619775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936398264238288,0.07554219763036367,0.05225054048753168,0.10719235115189003,0.0,0.09464769738580517,0.0,0.0,0.11674894481586046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417057449069052,0.3252926160211469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778080141572073,0.11345742392278454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367130016992365,0.0,0.15860466403121226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524349745152404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134056326411976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414590886610803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751464523247906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133501758941696,0.0,0.2551536415159869,0.10707596157232492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181237375040456,0.16467121461283193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541069052136391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698632807030496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596264299917909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105306262970834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236361124370799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133908988223973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523283581153486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imsorry2957,2019/10/16,"major dating anxiety hi guys

this is a throw away because this is seriously one of the most embarrassing things ever for me. i’m a 23 year old female and virgin. i’ve only kissed one guy like a few months ago and it felt so uncomfortable and weird. 

i was molested when i was six which then led to major depression and anxiety. in elementary school the boys thought it was funny to tell me their friends liked me as a joke because it was funny that i had frizzy hair and was a little chubby. i continued to suffer very quietly with my anxiety and depression and started cutting when i was 14.

i started seeing a therapist but didn’t take it seriously (i was 14) and stopped going. my insecurities only continued to worsen. i pushed everyone away because i was afraid they were making fun of me by pretending to like me.

i started medication and therapy about six months ago and i’m feeling so much better mentally. i decided to try my hand at dating.

i went out with a guy last night and it was fun but i was totally uncomfortable with him leaning against me and when i was leaving i could feel him looking at me and probably wondering if i was going to kiss him. i ended up just walking out like an idiot. i might go hang with him again soon but i feel like such an idiot. people see me, a 23 year old and assume i’ve had multiple boyfriends or have any kind of experience when i haven’t been on a date in my entire life. do you guys have any advice? sorry this is so long. didn’t plan on diving into my entire life story.",2.8692019980506838,4.878024601973689,4.8708479532163755,80.19500974658871,76.00657894736842,8.187914230019492,26.06189083820663,8.94667605116694,2.214159990253412,1205,45,232,28,27,414,160,304,0.14800000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.4778,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,2,2,14,26,4,3,13,0,27,8,2,2,2,43,47,28,0,2,6,0,6,5,1,1,3,1,0,5,11,21,0,1,8,2,0,9,3,13,0,4,21,10,40,13,31,24,6,51,0,3,3,3,15,13,0,6,34,162,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977748194554107,0.17738948949364386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608476783475415,0.0,0.2296306441168862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880142231396256,0.0,0.0,0.1829819740428236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849253622187174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988759917110495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235838339455942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862105464090725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050754134915363,0.0,0.0956090222827692,0.0,0.09787522278914014,0.0,0.0,0.15177590682781686,0.07148094335307753,0.09607068327540133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730400905986808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059458016966828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962897667516333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419426357686164,0.0,0.0815600405525083,0.0,0.10594621613719944,0.0,0.0,0.14134683681887106,0.2444146732441771,0.1002836840982196,0.0,0.0885475473134504,0.08402291810246226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678901372021984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079718660603126,0.100834208083666,0.10614496591410658,0.0,0.0,0.1597295382382761,0.0,0.07355361614020146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389698253563676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998657525610895,0.0,0.1356028096585621,0.1521961457714775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936712201944319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787867478193412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126331274549476,0.15946540104177456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200593711211933,0.2124631808440132,0.0,0.0,0.08365236930767989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523062493919769,0.0,0.08745447601689868,0.0,0.1144242238062542,0.11617421810392535,0.06647361318600059,0.0,0.0,0.07943430662341137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793232759079743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255773776660402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092754104272233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850785584073402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886722018519592
socialanxiety,momthinksimpurdy,2019/10/16,"Can you outgrow shyness/social anxiety? Not sure if I even had it in the first place, but I used to be painfully (an understatement) shy, even I get embarrassed at how shy I was then. Even my parents have called me such since forever.

So I don’t know if I outgrew it, or I just stopped caring about what people think. I am now the complete opposite of what I was when I was younger, loud and everything associated with an extrovert. In fact, I am labeled as an extrovert by everyone. Am I maybe masking my shyness with  my supposed “extrovertness”?

I am also an actor and a comedian. And no, I do love the craft, spotlight, audience, crew, and everything... No signs of shyness in that world.",4.391450381679391,5.9986413129771,5.822816793893129,76.64842366412215,70.98473282442748,9.514809160305344,34.474045801526714,9.888512548439397,3.659289465648854,536,28,100,14,10,181,87,131,0.20800000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.094,-0.9079999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,11,5,0,1,8,0,13,2,0,2,2,20,19,14,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,1,19,3,12,14,0,11,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,3,5,80,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687860154873702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596370277519503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308213994236,0.0,0.2127597011662821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879344475864165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413486778477874,0.0,0.0,0.1993994338454529,0.37509014489390585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750020927403012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902491063968192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146832019415078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833877868984195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964369264280308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220466150898167,0.0,0.2317106689803824,0.0,0.0,0.1446700795376526,0.0,0.21802263234719788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726194398432998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744629814375609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667522582138228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371153922531046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022958189745308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KatiePole,2019/10/16,"First time visiting someone else’s house in over eight years. Just venting. So today I had to go to a colleagues house, as she kindly offered to tailor a dress for me. She warned me about her chatty children, sociable dogs and husband. She noticed I was anxious as soon as I stepped in the door, so I told her immediately I had a bad experience and usually avoid other people’s houses like the plague. She understood. Two hours later I just wanted to leave, which I finally was able to do. I keep wanting to text her and apologise for being awkward or if I said anything wrong. Ugh. Just has to get it off my chest I suppose.",3.6644262295082015,5.486195114754096,4.933573770491805,81.42085245901642,73.2622950819672,7.50295081967213,29.41311475409836,8.238735603445708,2.2003318032786887,492,21,92,8,10,163,85,122,0.14800000000000002,0.762,0.09,-0.6486,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,2,5,0,7,1,1,0,0,13,15,10,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,3,7,1,20,2,17,7,0,16,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,2,10,66,23,0,0.16968266031165044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169310790313746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396343715368394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167793371077192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174808948697562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598220133454494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858790603485019,0.0,0.14433198417866264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865218661930316,0.0,0.09643456619355233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710324043793262,0.5873730239087321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082174493229233,0.0,0.17669837924331358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796694370280303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289837682603643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318483341391413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763659162068014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614070668946087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377156744101607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989433237795311,0.0,0.1608393215027435,0.1621390535184396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575530326961815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688147774760172,0.0,0.2001664587558928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552135182051832,0.0,0.1092700699761556
socialanxiety,NateFisher22,2019/10/16,Too nervous to call and cancel a gym membership I signed up for a pre-gym opening contract that allows me 10 days to cancel before I have to pay anything. It was weirdly formal and they sat down with me and pampered me. I had to enter my credit card and everything and thought I was going to go through with it. I know they dont really care but I have to make a phone call now. I know they are going to be super pushy. Its amazing how freaked out I get over something like this. I have difficulty even telling them that I dont want them to have MY money,3.573586956521737,4.38212595652174,4.689293478260872,87.0461141304348,72.04347826086956,7.141304347826088,27.41847826086957,7.1686216300943375,1.2772826086956512,435,15,92,4,8,143,73,115,0.16,0.71,0.13,0.5338,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,1,4,8,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,3,0,18,22,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,1,3,4,2,3,0,0,5,0,20,5,16,16,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,66,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713260156060415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316209467484604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43958910939310997,0.0,0.21946195860368625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881859332052154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045433408350348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421707490720739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934530303438937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245936281362083,0.0,0.3669950042148238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659179796793275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516039131864524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368120222446612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789481129840733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571014582838886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813819150940111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088464161678973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269601645868775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_Karma_The_Bitch_,2019/10/16,"Conversations So probably a familiar story, but my big issue is conversations. When I'm listening to people I'm concentrating on eye contact, and trying to appear relaxed yet attentive, so much so that I feel I'm psyching them out and weirdly nodding at random points in their discourse. The constant internal monitoring in my head of my actions, and continuous assessment of what the others perceptions is is such a distraction I then lose focus on what is actually being said. On top of that, given the effort I out into eye contact and attentiveness I then get miffed when that isn't reciprocated triggering a different loop in my head. This anxiety and my reactions to them are exhausting.

Any offers on how to stop these stupid loops and just particioate in a conversation? Or advances on the very root of it all?",8.011768707482993,8.947056843537418,8.921496598639457,60.1913605442177,62.19727891156464,12.791836734693875,38.78231292517007,12.261556223090626,5.5483823129251695,664,33,101,23,9,226,94,147,0.147,0.8109999999999999,0.042,-0.9461,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,4,9,6,1,1,8,0,7,5,4,3,1,23,16,16,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,9,9,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,5,0,0,2,5,12,1,21,13,2,27,0,1,2,0,11,16,0,3,8,78,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.2355416836607175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641394460630462,0.0,0.18464690464213404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608345370444881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25217961504139985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204360399191368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610553179293074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4954292099890155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519269087957706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700305811133621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743425662226564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733512742711745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228172068725772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602370008408836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295975404790503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201795598118621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387395588706336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915500552836865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xenna_77,2019/10/16,Social Anxiety Sometimes I just want to fucking kill myself bc of my social anxiety. All of it just gets too much. I can't concentrate on my exams bc I get so anxious and cautious of the people around me. People in my class either don't know I exist or just think I'm an arrogant piece of shit or a rudeass. I don't make eye contact. I CAN'T make eye contact. I'll fucking explode if I do. It takes a lot of mental concentration and guts just to make eye contact with people. I can't even keep it I just look away instnatly. I know I'm not responsible for people's misjudgement about me and that it's their problem and that what they think does not matter but sometimes all of this gets too much. Sometimes I feel like I'll always be this way. Exposure to social situations helps making social anxiety better but It's really hard. I'm tired constantly thinking everything I do is wrong. I'm tired of thinking my existence is wrong in the presence of people.,2.4856351612014334,4.836931842931938,4.331573436208323,81.91220721961977,78.73821989528795,7.16241388812345,25.75943786166988,8.20500826718156,1.9315068062827223,766,30,142,15,19,259,100,191,0.198,0.742,0.06,-0.9676,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,2,1,11,9,4,0,5,0,10,9,5,4,2,37,34,10,1,3,13,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,6,21,2,19,33,7,7,0,0,4,2,10,5,3,4,2,92,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526861450648285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518260821521625,0.11576921823010325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122576558069266,0.0,0.0,0.09627999683924414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063209118398696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074063558159296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967783080340552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676847278648746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209922434061192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518151715178255,0.07320919540208994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894756510147289,0.16061914460417542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917987695780669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868780342936819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108577608191486,0.11337500729888078,0.0,0.11263675239132875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006481653239275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860544075255566,0.0,0.0,0.08712181206256088,0.0,0.0,0.2736153009064016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032721575364363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066396172026705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35522133258076194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805612162578106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564903707428141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519060192855892,0.0,0.11518782189442828,0.0,0.4178473370022265,0.0,0.0,0.30405548413729044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704953604474138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626510819477512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355632056918335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060443264495892275,0.08134103506427419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240838191856748,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,biogirl787,2019/10/16,Telling my pediatrician I have anxiety. I have a doctors appointment on Monday and I think im going to tell my doctor that I have anxiety. I don't want to be regularly medicated but I think its gotten to the point where it affects my everyday life. Reddit helps but it physically effects me as well.  It usually has to do with my social life or having a lot of due dates for assignments. I am so suffocated by the spotlight effect that it ends up portraying out in the real world and then I feel like I admitted my inner thoughts and anxiety. I want my doctor to take me seriously. How do I bring this up to her? \*she is a pediatrician\*,1.947380952380953,4.477789928571426,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,82.25396825396825,8.679365079365079,26.46031746031746,9.23628265651192,2.8860698412698422,505,22,95,16,14,182,82,126,0.077,0.8320000000000001,0.091,0.6864,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,6,0,11,6,0,4,0,21,22,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,1,21,2,16,19,1,18,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,8,74,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896417842598096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213285015226891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503739450196923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584544595006048,0.12129026775054615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648941072012414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379939396120063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833906299578017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398400871512213,0.08294552301448371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443401727603075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103464473823193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049618621889902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932458565323454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730684755702353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765280106678034,0.0,0.2967889430243975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175752641416405,0.0,0.1347856906608346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698776148564994,0.0,0.2002802979641699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265185691773545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CMagentaYK,2019/10/16,"Any advice on combatting the deer-in-the-headlights reaction that occurs when people unexpectedly confront you about something? Yesterday, a stranger publicly and aggressively (not to mention wrongfully) accused me of not following safety protocols properly (at a gym for a particular sport).

Because of my social anxiety and years of childhood trauma around being yelled at, all I could do was stare at him and say 'okay...' My brain just gets stuck when a situation like this occurs and I can't think of anything to say, despite being correct.

I have come to terms with the fact that my social anxieity means I need to prepare ahead of time for frequently occuring situations, so any advice or practices I could do to better handle a situation like this? Any ways to work on standing up for myself when being unexpectedly and publicly humiliated by some jerk?",11.213930968360494,10.274802281879195,10.767804410354746,55.774966442953044,56.38255033557047,13.614956855225316,44.77564717162032,12.540900571622839,6.00343451581975,696,35,100,19,7,228,100,149,0.135,0.813,0.052000000000000005,-0.8581,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,3,7,9,3,0,7,1,10,1,1,0,3,21,17,10,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,8,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,4,12,4,25,10,3,21,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,2,12,73,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039505642767233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172829328902799,0.0,0.1189746743986318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279821830502937,0.13844844870667528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480538133874844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137547460934881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361510996279306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396929927698795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24834493156843485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812543519969014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196137055299366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941014736867466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531833880278908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782007063524836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473562742418517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244431268843065,0.0,0.3170722396021045,0.0,0.11972920868236465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965286291467453,0.0,0.0,0.09068671585789023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344692367511872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322260110800575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003999335627298,0.0,0.10015171725764686
socialanxiety,Je_suis_une_femme,2019/10/16,"I didn’t sign up for this ride and I want off I originally posted this to the Introvert sub as I just needed a space to vent, but was redirected here. I didn’t even know this sub existed.

I am naturally introverted. There are some parts of being an introvert that I enjoy. I’m thankful that I am genuinely happy in my own company. I like that I can be content in the quiet. I like that I have my space and it’s truly my own.

However, I didn’t choose to be this introverted and that gets truly upsetting sometimes. Especially because I feel like the people who love me, whom I love, don’t take some parts of me seriously. 

I have social anxiety, like I lot of people here. It’s the main cause of my introversion. While I do generally thrive in alone time, I would like to be able to hang out with my more extroverted friends without constantly second guessing every move I make, down to the smallest facial tick. I can fake it, but It’s exhausting. I wish I could be carefree enough to not give a shit about anything. But it’s so bad that I don’t even have social media outside of this anonymous Reddit account. And I can’t even get started on dating. But when I try and talk about it to my friends on the occasion they ask, it’s not understood. Or it’s brushed under the rug. Or it’s explained away. Or it’s them trying to solve it for me like it’s so easy to overcome.

On top of that, I have pretty severe misophonia. The smallest, most random sounds trigger a violent fight or flight reaction out of me. I control my reactions as best I can, but I follow lots of loud thunderstorm playlists on Spotify to drown out even the most harmless of day-to-day noises. My coworker slamming his desk drawer too hard, my boss walking around clicking his tongue or his pen or snapping his fingers, my other coworker wearing sandals that make a flopping sound, my mother chewing something in the next room, coughing, someone stapling papers, the office bathroom fan, etc. It’s not just a minor annoyance that flairs up within me. It’s an aggressive need to get as far away from the noise as possible, or make it stop. I just want to lash out constantly. So I retreat within myself. But that’s also not taken seriously. It’s just assumed I’m an impatient mega bitch or that I’m being dramatic. 

I would love to be able to go places and just live in the moment without being bombarded by whatever noise decides to become a new trigger today, just like I would love to hang out with my extroverted friends and do extroverted things without faking my enthusiasm. 

But I’m anxious and on the edge of ripping my ears off at any given moment, so I’ve become even more introverted than I already was naturally.

Sometimes it’s a blessing, sometimes it’s a prison, and I have no where else to vent about it, and no one to vent about it to.",4.484326401446658,5.780491444846295,5.720014014466544,78.67676604882459,70.35623869801086,8.712640144665462,30.823191681735985,9.120678840339163,2.7031765280289326,2231,94,419,44,40,746,255,553,0.11699999999999999,0.6729999999999999,0.21,0.9964,1,1,1,0,1,0,60.0,0,0,2,3,27,33,6,1,25,0,33,12,5,9,0,82,66,36,1,9,28,1,3,7,3,3,2,5,2,0,40,18,1,2,7,0,1,7,15,13,0,2,8,10,62,20,75,46,16,56,1,0,1,4,23,34,2,17,21,307,102,5,0.16463893581786884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525814250109362,0.090841579840753,0.06583084874557027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055980061032911865,0.0,0.0629741676320428,0.0929975674321318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774190801581778,0.07328177917964289,0.07695759018352241,0.0,0.15468369978324348,0.0,0.06873331721748857,0.050181183575609314,0.18183076958658254,0.0,0.0,0.0863892028628527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456476948352835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791620056562493,0.09232828302630286,0.06572539672921629,0.0,0.0,0.10617849336319443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876735243450614,0.0,0.0,0.08505801573076803,0.0918079668870726,0.2718561609022949,0.0,0.06935770212281539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04162319639801678,0.05880904432235017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079945011252056,0.0,0.1290255731150307,0.07896833464944178,0.04678405066552983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906841746805653,0.0,0.0,0.08763060431334656,0.07374207405508013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045240626722678985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815199373235886,0.0,0.07268959832615485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139970135688292,0.2971861350176865,0.0,0.16484665215107386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749256672272791,0.0,0.12207768477656887,0.0,0.07950465507152159,0.08754768801515372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055781801899668505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828792354357914,0.0,0.11413990812083127,0.0,0.08600632315922042,0.0,0.0,0.09280283133998732,0.07883929505408481,0.08374849324630831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929975674321318,0.0844997508459807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782866159623458,0.06974901802246979,0.06337354816162265,0.2442481759958407,0.0,0.05826614308191986,0.0,0.0,0.06882276119363985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061893995083332924,0.06616527009917783,0.0,0.07578870608123264,0.0,0.0,0.05468939665237312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048001143733324564,0.0,0.07802923021493201,0.0,0.0,0.11177903023675237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971083099931184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466332550565262,0.23805908846145005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543216442476744,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kosanaek,2019/10/16,"I hate it when people try to shake my hand or high five me I always have my hands in the pockets of my hoodie. When someone comes up to me, they put their hand out expecting something. I stare at it for a few seconds, and then slowly pull my hand out to do the thing, then quickly put it back in my pocket. Then I feel like a dumbass, thinking about how I could have made that happen much better.",3.0371138211382096,4.047861573170735,3.986341463414637,90.82430894308945,73.51219512195122,6.442276422764228,23.422764227642283,6.42735559955562,0.4755544715447151,307,8,67,2,6,99,58,82,0.099,0.736,0.165,0.7184,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,6,4,1,1,4,0,4,4,4,2,0,11,10,8,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,2,1,6,14,2,12,8,2,19,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,8,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863887720085766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280645751787354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176246034295702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159935284603477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001984720910001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678356825684148,0.17913137697703474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173185997510364,0.0,0.0,0.2475575302589107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649245266473545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250072513833572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372597882200738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843254988361492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738341367838407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041334264135484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245435604558247,0.19303478022678114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658299826613018,0.1606664631246089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023853927734492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tiredchambo,2019/10/16,"Social anxiety depression isolation What do I do with my life, stuck in my room for 4 years no degree no social life, just hoping for better things. I am eating healthy going out working out doing my best keeping positive attitude.  
But things are just hard living with toxic parents toxic household, I’m trying so fucking hard to be strong and positive, I’m doing a lot of things as working out reading books cold showers and more. 
But home is just way harder for me honestly being homeless would be better for my mental state I think, problem is not that I am 23 soon 24 next year , My social anxiety is bad and I just want to be free and do whatever I want I don’t know what to do, why is this anxiety in my head, I don’t wanna be stuck I just want to move out and be me and never look back. It’s so stressing that I wasted 4 years and never told anyone about my mental illness, 

things just fell apart for me when i was 19, since then I’ve never progressed no friends no life work education. ashamed to seek help and I just don’t know what to do anymore",3.5912850467289705,4.874520313084116,4.844941588785048,84.14909462616824,72.50467289719626,7.406074766355141,26.45911214953271,7.865858978985527,1.5469542056074772,833,28,164,11,16,276,115,214,0.19699999999999998,0.644,0.159,-0.6661,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,8,13,14,1,2,1,0,25,7,1,0,3,39,41,15,0,7,10,1,2,0,1,1,4,0,3,0,11,14,1,1,3,2,1,3,11,6,0,0,4,4,22,9,23,30,3,24,0,1,1,1,7,8,1,2,11,116,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568683453057614,0.0,0.11100012523836493,0.07826098568780528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606388178868557,0.09345320536399744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745901759445446,0.19797820485711728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640135991518738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452783657077198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647344507992735,0.10347341863677906,0.0,0.0,0.06360990086905008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005267159980181,0.0,0.11486796166685727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502137400161578,0.0,0.1122705080610302,0.11116738064075107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948462074050078,0.0,0.0,0.1230227712284698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23716909535853814,0.0,0.0,0.09883236013046956,0.0,0.09398931934256533,0.0,0.0,0.09515514720404243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225589370097172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895920547367254,0.0,0.0,0.2589717806116649,0.0,0.11903415109930995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428013928189807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709768847391006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119558940471888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925860173849174,0.0,0.0,0.3422821787101319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821040281573706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974335954375801,0.0717174085752844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694971241545466,0.0,0.07599013906930842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804986585228887,0.08884133584953667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099544994913444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444495212517443,0.0,0.0,0.07950873876571209,0.0,0.0,0.21622926073582985
socialanxiety,wojak_feels,2019/10/16,"Advice from socially adjusted people is worthless.b >make important call

>am told to be polite

>try to be as polite as humainely possible

>hear person loudly sighing before hunging up on me

>ask dad wtf is her problem 

>""oh! It's cause you were too polite!""

I hate this fucking planet.",5.261764705882354,8.734100176470589,5.540686274509807,70.47808823529414,76.64705882352942,7.321568627450981,32.029411764705884,8.344100000000001,3.57149411764706,243,12,30,5,6,77,45,51,0.187,0.7809999999999999,0.031,-0.8745,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,3,8,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,4,0,7,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,0,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608027721229296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24950703421457485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271045624787412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27252552591836005,0.0,0.0,0.2741705500725517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24673640598405336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634995834386851,0.0,0.0,0.30080552613896777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815179841404236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850285975226023,0.23303890511338934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30087947347542343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25537861888966096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27206173888254004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550257642018002,0.0,0.1812014530031691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ninak21,2019/10/16,"Social anxiety and how it affects my voice/speech One of the most annoying symptoms of social anxiety for me must be the way it affects my voice and my ability to speak. My voice gets super high, squeaky, and it cracks every other sentence. It generally just makes me sound like an asthmatic chainsmoker version of Elmo going through puberty even though I’m an adult woman and I feel like it makes it extra obvious that I feel anxious which in turn makes me even more anxious. Especially because this doesn’t always happen so most people know what my normal voice is supposed to sound like. It also messes up my intonation completely and people tend to misunderstand me because of this

What makes all of this even worse is that anxiety also highly impacts my speech which means I can suddenly not think of the most basic words and end up making really awkward sounding, often incorrect sentences. Every time I open my mouth and this word salad in combination with an awkward sounding voice comes out it makes me wanna disappear into a hole in the ground more. It’s so frustrating because most of the time I really do want to participate in the conversation at hand but this problem makes me so embarrassed to speak that I end up saying nothing even though there’s a lot I want to say. I don’t really know where I’m going with this, I just needed to vent I guess",9.493346354166668,8.10024518359375,9.27765625,66.54338541666668,60.0546875,12.283333333333333,38.13020833333333,11.20814326018867,4.334238020833333,1101,43,184,24,12,359,134,256,0.107,0.8270000000000001,0.065,-0.8683,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,17,11,2,3,11,0,8,4,2,10,3,52,34,16,0,7,4,0,3,3,0,1,1,13,0,2,23,13,1,0,6,0,0,4,3,7,0,1,0,16,24,4,29,32,10,25,0,0,0,0,9,15,0,7,8,131,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367717461935982,0.08515229630970478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23486178657340245,0.2312225859732513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871504280262794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815396815392071,0.10729803740856696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127980523704004,0.0,0.0,0.27036958609680906,0.0,0.1724460938583522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348897689872984,0.07310932792275969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053466679283681866,0.0,0.11632056058973678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273536478141025,0.0,0.09049596745924388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162485927401365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248310026498748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499895635714778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870029658477161,0.0,0.0,0.4781735905629056,0.0,0.0,0.11147462005613712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588133416571725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026819533829588,0.09819478204244204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934596700554424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189470459917242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979223594986892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667844809314894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627644336416576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863866768897432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636697021321408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557319737609628,0.20109049103552293,0.0,0.11934665486592295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131289566992396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072162302786725,0.08123007462968171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428979594040808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,realniqquh,2019/10/16,"S.O.S. | SAD or GAD? So I have extreme anxiety over social situations and during many social situations. I don’t avoid meta interactions and actually gain energy from going out and being social, but whenever I have an important intimate interaction like talking to a girl, an interview, a confrontation over something I care about; I have heart palpitations, shiver, and even just plain avoid the interaction,  but I question if it’s social anxiety because when I don’t know the people, or if I’m disassociating/putting up a front, the same anxiety doesn’t exist in the moment (maybe a stomach ache), but I still spend all night with the physical symptoms wondering if I said the right or wrong thing. 

My biggest question is, is it SAD if you don’t avoid social situations? I just avoid things like talking to women and networking, not going out even though I still feel uncomfortable/sick around people or during situations of “consequence”.",16.762228915662654,10.263233415662654,15.342337349397592,44.19844578313254,52.19277108433735,19.063132530120484,53.68192771084338,15.6451,7.8450761445783135,761,34,116,24,5,253,99,166,0.182,0.722,0.09699999999999999,-0.9293,0,4,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,11,11,1,4,12,0,10,3,2,0,1,34,18,19,0,4,14,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,9,0,4,5,0,1,3,5,8,0,0,1,2,13,3,13,16,2,17,0,2,0,0,17,9,0,11,7,80,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.1058556345989858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24894848712790224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656545822306573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612515471650297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059716005535443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329299884458135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054848054698973484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329731457456207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854301150321554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961484421747985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599049333333124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099762941144394,0.10897739046780587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017961336912127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040536205060526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904700872393666,0.2430329219490882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263677928098027,0.10318425584825493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877203159501462,0.0,0.5528813502970412,0.0,0.08350910398131572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325603026939118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127467209599992,0.0,0.1743756687434496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413150736237734,0.0,0.1065758168867854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763615721642624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860002786657345,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,x_jolo,2019/10/16,"I just ran away from my dinner lady at school In my school when u are getting your lunch u have to go past a little stand to pay for what you are getting. So i had gotten my lunch and I was getting ready to tell her my name so she could take my money. When I got to her I just froze and made a wired cow noise. Then we just stood there looking at each other awkwardly. At this point I was sweating my ass off trying to tell her my name. 
Then after a bit I just turned around and walked off.

I waited for her to switch with another dinner lady and then I went and played. I can't stop thinking about how much of a fucking idiot I am.",0.7706221719456998,2.5557573970588265,2.2855882352941173,97.30918552036199,81.6470588235294,4.7728506787330325,17.079185520361992,5.369823440869387,-0.7480366515837105,490,9,115,2,13,159,83,136,0.08199999999999999,0.865,0.053,-0.5777,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,0,0,12,4,2,1,4,0,9,7,2,2,0,21,25,13,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,4,2,1,1,2,4,1,3,0,0,9,2,26,1,21,15,3,23,0,0,1,2,12,10,2,0,8,83,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090513539043887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747692125692455,0.0,0.0,0.1873097727257872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176547038382456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917655371461864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843095258296337,0.3124796059294785,0.0,0.11330359837050386,0.0,0.1594502262285384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981588374399156,0.0,0.0,0.16741620320758227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864377449776445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655605190198234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031624032122904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884641567155001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035356002132448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667788235743086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989750268962676,0.0,0.3485072087213948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774490050087545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535559841466288,0.21685163070913985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848131476490862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pocalucha316,2019/10/16,"To those who have broken through (or in the process of) social anxiety: How did you rebuild your social circle? I finally made the decision to move forward with life and social anxiety has ruined a good chunk of years of my life. It's not a condition that represents me in any way... regardless of the things I've done like actively avoiding interaction, mapping out an evacuation route, ... you name it, we have all been there anyways.

I feel like happy is an understatement of the word I would use. Ecstatic, super joyous, euphoric is more like my state of mind finally deciding to get rid of this thing for once, it's not an easy progress and it requires me to get out of the comfort zone and start breaking myself out from this. 

As I progress with my therapist, I've noticed that I have broken my social circle from friends to relatives. In a way, relatives are just easier to get them back into your life... but friends I've lost one too many and it's time to meet new people in my life and party hard. Plus, I'd love to meet new people as well.

​

So... the question is as someone with a full time job and a bit of a few time constraints with life: How did you rebuild your social life? What helped you out in the process? What events seemed like the ideal ones to go, etc? I know the answer seems to be ""go out"" .... but at the same time it's always nice to read from someone who has managed to climb out of social anxiety.",6.176821428571429,6.048897753571428,6.406428571428571,80.30107142857145,66.10714285714286,9.714285714285717,32.5,9.354420925462401,2.7168928571428568,1121,42,222,19,16,360,147,280,0.07,0.75,0.18,0.9889,1,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,7,1,7,9,17,0,1,19,0,15,7,0,4,1,47,29,16,0,3,6,0,2,4,2,1,6,0,0,0,17,19,0,2,8,1,0,5,2,3,1,2,6,2,23,14,48,21,7,36,0,2,0,1,26,16,0,4,17,150,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343771542297918,0.0956274920915543,0.1072431145801028,0.060018457687249185,0.0,0.20255135555450995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786494419867457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635486323701492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031856326761717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843098550258092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462589010672411,0.06305152358110852,0.0,0.19336462158718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637580371811506,0.0,0.13833346655382775,0.0,0.10031809588976323,0.07402661216313393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395226836206062,0.07906182075869392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915746831903744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758243371327144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048504281535230516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740353581000878,0.1724735775520308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634401864522847,0.0,0.07965627913173229,0.0835118413326587,0.0,0.08947974622676262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911540739345794,0.0,0.0,0.09380427275185713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048022772051105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048230322293257,0.0,0.09399187577588987,0.11961179231531913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237395100282347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988691442817848,0.0,0.08828187091166098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069351333870652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398074192237436,0.14956141203374582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246945749318545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247432544524647,0.11726936978478344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058557679959893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762265635536546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011016409341526,0.0,0.0,0.07935452971333112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269594175278545,0.0,0.1072431145801028,0.05683525000645478
socialanxiety,EveningCricket3,2019/10/16,"Regret most of my life choices I'm finding myself ruminating about choices I've made which have led me to negative situations. I wish I could have done things differently. I regret the time I've wasted by trying to fit into society's expectations.

At 16 I chose to take a 2 year administrative course - the main, stupid reason I chose this was out of fear. I had social anxiety even at the time, and continuing in the same school with the same people was something I wanted to avoid, as I had no friends there. So instead of studying something I was interested in, I went to a new school as the ""easy option"". Looking back, the course was a complete waste of time, it seemed like it was catered for 12 year olds and the subjects studied were laughably stupid, like office administration (how to do no-brainer administrative duties).

I wanted to leave after a few months but family said to finish it at least. I never told them that I was also again not having success integrating with classmates, who had over time started to exclude me. It was pretty hard. I realise that I was really socially inept at that time and that contributed to the exclusion. But I wish I'd left and avoided that traumatic situation.

Since then I've had 2 jobs, first one I left because of the same previous reasons and it was a bullshit job where most of the time I was stuck with pointless tasks or worse, nothing to do and no distractions.

Over time I've become a bit better socially, I still struggle a lot but now I'm able to keep conversations somewhat and have acquaintances. It's gotten better, but I also feel like the jobs I've had have all been pointless and really stressful for low pay.

So I'm 22 and have wasted more than 6 years just floating about in perpetual anxiety and depression. Anyone relate? I don't want to waste my whole life and I want to stop letting anxiety control it.",5.779250936329589,6.913135258426969,6.502865168539326,74.86006554307117,67.20224719101124,9.304119850187266,31.687265917603,9.516144504307137,2.9783917602996266,1496,60,266,30,24,492,190,356,0.233,0.68,0.086,-0.9939,4,2,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,5,16,20,2,6,19,0,29,2,0,6,2,57,50,24,0,10,7,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,16,16,0,6,5,0,1,2,6,12,0,2,24,4,28,8,43,24,14,43,0,4,1,0,9,16,0,7,28,186,44,8,0.08818100600249919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103663728255725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023746846896537,0.0,0.0,0.06165820970746081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780575052726133,0.0,0.05375432279261677,0.09738899309997394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597786771153435,0.096270819874409,0.0,0.0,0.09843916590841524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924561070797735,0.0,0.09890249641493636,0.07040535793923214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595017125705869,0.0,0.0,0.0921303829022074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023978493191373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058242722809776125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312920455059725,0.09922814753178397,0.044586966177636835,0.06299652830758354,0.0,0.0,0.08059584195266419,0.07500671865843801,0.0,0.0,0.06812842649508775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789928608634994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625181257151229,0.07837932980750607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933709530245182,0.19161784207171345,0.09017105308349968,0.1245697047234623,0.1292423560144804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404983608823129,0.0,0.0,0.07496833792070894,0.0,0.08343900000709173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038523769532473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801062801571077,0.08516576508784217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461205351428147,0.0,0.09253113215778827,0.0,0.05975373180966617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113360653801881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971178474844653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129820208978149,0.1813295213927594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388032995556492,0.0,0.0,0.17848777166751242,0.0,0.08027667601770662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294423940264,0.198238290772257,0.0,0.26966829217082583,0.0,0.13577209310978056,0.0,0.0,0.062414969913716,0.0,0.07042146530164495,0.0737232695021617,0.10101104444334312,0.09218593362288197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630114225227728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858354210708596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599333761304601,0.0,0.0,0.084260730149381,0.0,0.05986911472244105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804576812543613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174467601201167,0.0,0.09845094407651768,0.20280761007505255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986397863064954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703570302132864
socialanxiety,PM_ME_YOUR_TORTIES,2019/10/16,"Professor said she wants the class to start presenting every day I've had social anxiety since around 7th grade, and it was the worst when I was in high school. I'm 24 now, and with the help of therapy and getting away from my dad (that's a whole story by itself), I'm significantly better than I used to be. But I still struggle with some things, like eye contact, approaching people, crowds, and giving presentations. And all of these especially apply to a school setting. Early on in college, I ended up completely skipping my final in French because I knew I would have to talk a lot in front of that class. That prof ended up giving me a B anyway because I obviously put in effort in the class during that semester, but at the time I would've taken a C or even a failing grade instead of coming in for that final.

On to the current situation... I'm an LPN in a nursing program to get my RN. (LPNs are nurses who mostly work in nursing homes/home health, and RNs are what hospitals generally want.) The professor got salty because most of the class isn't reading ahead very often. She wants us to read about the lecture beforehand. That isn't how I learn. The text is so dry, and honestly I just can't retain the information easily until I at least hear about it in lecture. I ""can"" learn about it without the lecture, but it takes a lot more effort and time.

Anyway, she was salty, and said she wants us to go up and talk about the day's subject(s) now. I don't see why its necessary if I already have a way to learn that is effective for me. And now I'm having a harder time studying in the first place because I'm so nervous about having to go up in front of the class, and inevitably my brain will freeze up and I'll be told to speak *louder*!! I'm sitting at home right now because I just can't face it today. I feel blindsided. I don't know what I'll do tomorrow. Maybe I'll be able to ""suck it up"" for a day but I don't know how I'll be able to do this so often in the long-term. I could try to bring it up with her, but I don't want to seem like I'm just trying to make excuses to get out of studying, or like I'm having an attitude or something. In the past, teachers have never listened. They just told me I had to do it or I get the 0... usually I would take the 0 but I can't do that so much now that I'm in college. So now I'm afraid to talk to her. Not to mention, this professor doesn't seem to respond well to criticism, and she seems to take anything other than ""yes/agreed/will do"" as a criticism. 

And no, this does not hinder me at work. I can educate patients, I can answer questions, I'm very polite and nonjudgmental to them, I'll wipe patients' butts all day and I won't care. If this was an issue about making sure I'll be a suitable nurse I wouldn't have been employed for \~3 years and only ended each job when I put in my 2 weeks on my own free will.

So yeah. I don't know what to do, it just seems really unfair. This is kind of a vent but also I'll take any advice I can get.

(tldr - Nursing professor wants class to give presentations to make us study ahead of time. I don't learn that way and I'm terrified of presenting. Also terrified of bringing it up to her. This sucks!)",3.2911719672078874,4.117495754122942,4.876015183897414,85.38056333535361,72.71814092953524,7.9554563143959935,25.88564228524036,8.265842613841098,1.4793762416664005,2496,78,538,38,47,844,274,667,0.077,0.858,0.065,-0.9103,3,0,1,0,0,0,90.0,3,0,2,10,38,17,2,3,36,1,53,5,4,7,5,94,114,46,0,12,21,1,2,3,0,6,1,5,1,0,35,26,0,1,17,2,1,10,19,7,1,1,14,9,55,11,96,88,14,91,0,1,2,1,37,37,3,18,43,357,90,32,0.14045571763718598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862585085083517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774981885326538,0.11232238664920452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047757352212536214,0.0,0.05372411977412109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057791544006331325,0.0625176835192433,0.0,0.0,0.06598138511981462,0.0,0.0,0.2140512545219758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211083411863296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839751618892063,0.0,0.0,0.0716019825069933,0.0,0.0,0.06049508197262815,0.07363257383036691,0.0,0.0,0.05607123077376513,0.0,0.0,0.18116463652875556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061456872509339885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660311454128892,0.0,0.0,0.04638483841496977,0.0,0.05916999995737893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035509315529737955,0.0,0.0,0.1538623732502977,0.0,0.05973578083517689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345578842367166,0.2021068842318829,0.07982422113649593,0.0,0.056167634134224514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464892992143388,0.07915190089386663,0.0,0.04707225342637273,0.07419958861884886,0.07044426842465741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329963883607747,0.0696903135410695,0.0,0.0,0.07313150800548601,0.1157861837685714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292935341778728,0.0,0.0,0.062149445112617364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941042839114135,0.0,0.0,0.14063292326901508,0.0,0.07055332344906667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162555675266675,0.0,0.05416405413106553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053411451220058484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704043769020825,0.04868715479274211,0.0,0.07337316522762011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119679035489385,0.0786712742773525,0.0,0.1404937269491199,0.0,0.044989764646290106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059974207712576985,0.13360555150866518,0.0,0.0,0.1421486848217185,0.05596251104688615,0.2557312203781231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058093210529408836,0.07893905574403791,0.0,0.07158845806275296,0.0,0.054064836741306264,0.0,0.0,0.04970763993260576,0.0,0.05608405876955182,0.0,0.0,0.07341740614009841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618892582395358,0.0,0.21121043946685825,0.16933947820311948,0.0,0.0,0.08031167697764585,0.0,0.04665626885763731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380171693840787,0.0,0.06656779863202918,0.1342114572998766,0.0,0.09536021252020137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534264016917357,0.060654321751365994,0.07734606477151919,0.11589067676339865,0.2485332640337213,0.11148721098488053,0.056332552265132986,0.0,0.06314327910470202,0.0,0.06336971933910206,0.07840689638953455,0.0,0.0676971498141375,0.0,0.1022534352593948,0.0,0.0,0.14966356790707097,0.0,0.0,0.04522443856837827
socialanxiety,Leonhimself,2019/10/16,"Asians! What are your biggest struggles with dating? Asian men! (Or anyone else)

What are your biggest struggles/challenges with dating as a result of having social anxiety?

Let’s discuss! 😛",3.3754017857142853,5.840016093750003,3.155357142857145,80.58250000000002,106.8125,3.0785714285714287,26.44642857142857,5.288315135182226,1.389655357142857,153,7,19,1,7,46,25,32,0.17300000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.6636,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123221644242825,0.0,0.0,0.2854688896473173,0.4183164849164289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410536282045925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174793676982357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161754955495083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268079828668959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,canigetameow,2019/10/16,"Is it normal to get social anxiety if you’ve never had it before? I’ve always been a confident, friendly and chatty person. I recently moved to another city for university and suddenly have so much anxiety about meeting new people.

It started off as me not knowing how to start conversation but the more I think about it, it’s manifesting into something so much bigger because now it’s almost like I’m AFRAID of people and find it hard to even buy food in a shop. I haven’t been going to any of my classes, any clubs or events and I had all these plans of things I’m going to do when I go to university and now I’m here I haven’t done any of it :( I’m starting to get really depressed now it feels as if the old me is gone and I’m a completely different, BORING person

It’s literally as if I find it exhausting to socialise with people. I’ll be talking to someone new getting to know them thinking ugh I’m so bored even if they’re a really cool person. I’ve never felt like this before. I went to an event the other day and at one point it was so awkward when I was talking to someone I even said ‘sooo what now’ and the old me would never have said something like this id have found ways to continue the conversation",2.1219513457556936,4.061531226190478,4.322726017943411,83.5855590062112,78.00793650793649,7.239751552795032,24.448585231193928,8.18289091462,1.571612974465148,967,34,194,18,23,334,131,252,0.12,0.8170000000000001,0.064,-0.9349,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,18,12,0,2,10,1,17,2,0,1,4,34,43,24,0,6,7,0,3,3,1,1,1,2,0,3,18,10,1,0,9,2,2,6,6,7,0,1,13,6,15,5,29,28,4,35,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,6,25,128,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430865009765694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667565965660252,0.0,0.0,0.21251230576760666,0.10922864953756714,0.1593756219666996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349950816434817,0.0,0.17727764830679993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092175851420512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671793850381745,0.0,0.08971926850287952,0.0,0.0,0.1088328100393589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659946330530512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206404846741808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267019052110991,0.0,0.1000170836867214,0.0,0.19041431677337212,0.0,0.12595968904549906,0.11421422777986938,0.08047951029239303,0.0,0.16326957336673606,0.0,0.1776022801088955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331357094160908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144954080889114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267285707575334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071350970745172,0.15315011677114104,0.0,0.24102106795804956,0.20121113668875715,0.0,0.0,0.10206198012458513,0.0,0.0,0.2186124232121064,0.0,0.07058655720650853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166497732165738,0.2728649874638274,0.0,0.0,0.09847190625555824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346466638792354,0.0,0.10285278595733917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817419028384434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618559296418832,0.17652147772480312,0.1603863780067809,0.0,0.0,0.2211907630333642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167451694419626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920422241532344,0.13349258645225714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268326994817983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656426594457418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399756484682535,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cryptoboy88,2019/10/16,"Helping others. Hey everyone, a close friend of mine has been dealing with social anxiety for quite a long while now. While they've gotten better at dealing with it, they still struggle time to time. I've always been someone who's supported mental health in gneeral and believe that everyone needs to have a support system where they can help, motivate and chat with others. 

As a project of sorts, I've been helping my friend with the social anxiety put together a free chat group for people to support each other. If anyone's interested in joining here it is http://jungle.gg",7.238859890109887,8.723610990384618,6.65620879120879,73.80307692307693,64.09615384615384,9.019780219780221,35.049450549450555,9.23628265651192,3.4526719780219786,469,21,72,8,7,145,71,104,0.049,0.6729999999999999,0.27899999999999997,0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,3,4,9,0,1,6,0,7,1,0,1,0,12,12,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,9,15,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,2,7,49,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326870633545907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22666140435595397,0.0,0.0,0.10358659550574813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690895310150095,0.0,0.13102242480881449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054624723002295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831182485646118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289132879878544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747146124310982,0.0,0.0,0.2978958923667789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110387446454527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929555656167454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098478174164117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270525534728672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892688296686493,0.0,0.15757069700406992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020308291397477,0.12552298007173285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830897905945673,0.0,0.0,0.15487356935629185,0.0,0.0,0.5043403841128034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276936017414432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,e_dgt_1,2019/10/16,"I embarrassed myself speaking in public I am in grad school and we are encouraged to talk in class. Yesterday I raised my hand to speak (I wanted to share information that was quite interesting and relevant)  and when I started speaking, my voice started trembling so bad I felt like I could not articulate/control my muscles. I felt so embarrassed and I think it was so noticeable. I was able to compose myself to a certain degree and finish my thought but felt so awful that I left class early. I can't stop thinking about it. If you have any good advice on how to deal with this and not feel so bad about yourself, please share them with me. I feel like I don't even want to go back to class. Thank you!",2.9224749163879578,5.187038159420293,3.855797101449277,86.32560200668898,76.82608695652175,6.854849498327758,25.83277591973244,7.882392219407189,1.5527183946488297,558,21,109,9,13,179,83,138,0.136,0.667,0.196,0.7297,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,1,1,11,14,0,3,1,1,9,1,1,1,1,28,23,15,0,4,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,9,0,1,9,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,7,10,25,9,16,15,0,14,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,1,10,75,30,5,0.16975749862200262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588506295396427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544092029563227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053303793528045,0.2834808411478354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903974694776712,0.1355375493562873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750125270525341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212322681873277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166898389081536,0.12127479093471072,0.4889814606235534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647709852997502,0.1423845357541659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844420189565432,0.0,0.0,0.16586987808849085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327003732627512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634275626687125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805579956480351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718036515257794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403104625234076,0.0,0.0,0.14192487008560606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644464709260534,0.0,0.1562898970919108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754750121922375,0.0,0.13476849180926725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025474190477172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheRavenMan88,2019/10/16,"How to get rid of that voice in your head that’s saying “what are they thinking about me” in public? Because the reality is nobody’s even thinking about me and I know that, but when people look at me or I’m trying to do something I can’t shake the feeling that I’m being judged and I can’t act normally. It prevents me from saying things in rooms of people or doing something I feel like people will stare out me for. Any advice?",3.9799250936329607,4.666900044943823,5.044438202247194,85.31624531835206,71.02247191011236,6.832209737827719,24.94569288389513,6.42735559955562,0.8163692883895135,340,9,69,2,6,112,60,89,0.024,0.894,0.081,0.5803,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,8,1,1,1,0,14,17,7,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,7,3,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,7,11,1,13,15,0,9,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,2,2,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238240962480061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576121921464728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396261845941108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128474778996565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316281797104205,0.16363269841938968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196686832623628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350704222335379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258793764482734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190180386592843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234352784440895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244194528252544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476381346909289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642980210627379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352666322453956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217002167394722,0.2935307856194241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550928054607938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlrightDoc,2019/10/16,"I started a new job today I’ve had social anxiety for a long time now. In the past few years it’s kept me at a crap job basically because I didn’t have to talk to people there and the thought of applying and interviewing was a nightmare. I don’t know what changed, but slowly I started doing things to get me back in the swing of talking to people and stop being afraid.

So I got my first (good) job and started today. It’s extremely social and I’m responsible for a lot of people. Like, that’s all it is.

Today, I thought multiple times “I don’t know if I can do this. Maybe I should just quit in an e-mail and run.” But there were a few times I could see  how this job is all I wanted it to be and more, if I could just get past the first couple days of anxiety and nervousness. I’m still nervous about going tomorrow. 

But I’m going tomorrow. I’m gonna tell myself I’m gonna kick ass and some mistakes are okay. I’m gonna convinced myself to focus on the excitement of new things and put the fear aside. 

We’ll see how the next month goes, but if it goes well, I’m just that much closer to being the person I hope to be.",2.7393141322919234,3.4357354771784263,4.529694898706371,87.83675372223581,73.89626556016597,7.662289480107398,24.134976812301684,7.928766900206844,1.0502851354649745,874,24,199,12,17,298,124,241,0.109,0.794,0.09699999999999999,-0.2144,4,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,3,13,13,1,4,15,1,21,2,2,2,2,38,48,20,0,9,10,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,10,0,2,4,0,0,4,3,6,1,2,8,2,19,7,21,29,8,36,0,0,2,1,8,6,2,6,27,126,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640196365778445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243230552594387,0.0,0.06534980772758603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340630593796736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711853620432046,0.11861781536765625,0.0,0.06913691180315364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063290960587235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237322648511967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201803536983064,0.0,0.1218515984623384,0.08991658923372672,0.08573984066064258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064765299338614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42552879220957895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783166705695483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523738537170979,0.0,0.0,0.09487106949117956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113995329595954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076995818649906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556822058749257,0.0,0.0788063638111027,0.0,0.0,0.20707418805870192,0.11401135188779805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467433011837516,0.22296268795160912,0.09360531538921378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776838381595738,0.0,0.1140233315476072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085344092162072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855942775775514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227635996769248,0.0,0.08561226294510148,0.08962630792694139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723310361028114,0.09369993775370886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424415010293776,0.0,0.0,0.1702140342064247,0.18753237509537315,0.0,0.3048470459446774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323096561920874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638815614504928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903506292527069
socialanxiety,714888,2019/10/16,"I'm terrified of making friends. I added my coworker to play some apex Legends and some other games. We chatted a bit and played for a couple of hours. I mean, if you looked at me you'd think I'm pretty normal but I was really freaking out the entire time. I really like her, even to an extent that I have a bit of a crush. I would really like to chat with her more but whenever I do I feel like I'm gonna vommit. The thought of asking her to join a game gives me a mini anxiety attack. Idk what I want to hear, maybe that I'm being silly with these thoughts but believing that is hard. 

I haven't had a friend in a while and I don't want to miss this opportunity. Making friends is so scary, because I'm always afraid they will leave me, and I'll end up where I was before, with no one.",2.1263313609467467,3.215966248520708,4.072899408284023,89.0163313609468,75.86390532544378,7.3301775147929,21.28402366863905,7.882392219407189,0.6946355029585796,612,14,140,9,13,209,104,169,0.168,0.634,0.198,0.5328,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,1,1,3,14,1,1,11,0,13,0,0,2,0,26,33,10,0,5,4,0,2,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,4,23,10,18,23,6,9,0,1,1,0,17,5,0,3,7,88,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277967475931469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749368977215276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358317968516418,0.1747274670662937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362525361005444,0.0,0.13069128613689754,0.1730400357451717,0.0,0.0,0.3353546080661409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994117400867914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603255882467907,0.0,0.0,0.10144281260956314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765823843022232,0.1097226349982143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559829727516897,0.0,0.0,0.14733471456642228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375838490285043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310379262797873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125232826131854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262653313407016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251046563399115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897445867359833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050411265032332,0.0,0.15429885743259913,0.16730134711273176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048272103741428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407457492136016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625326787741753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29517543363193355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841239422915607,0.0,0.2438619588139937,0.08955785685751669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811792688598238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091038493932812,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ostenaco,2019/10/16,Gaslighting How do you deal with a boss who has this habit of constantly Gaslighting individual under her. All of my coworkers are full aware of this. Which is why we have an unusually high turnover rate. Unfortunately your our HR tends to favor the company.,4.569782608695653,7.698162500000002,5.184956521739132,74.27526086956524,76.17391304347827,8.897391304347826,28.76521739130435,9.3871,3.165631304347825,209,9,36,6,5,67,42,46,0.05,0.894,0.055999999999999994,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,5,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,6,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297534463542863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053950848184205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179441300453135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423471176222823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HanzzYolo,2019/10/16,"Snowball effect and crashing How do I explain this? Sometimes when I'm with a group of people, I will clam up and not say a word. I'll start off the conversation  well enough, and with excitement, but along the way I start having deep insecure thoughts and feelings that take me completely out of the conversation. So much so I have a breakdown and can't say much of anything. I feel a mixture of sad, angry, and overly emotional. I get to the point it's hard to think straight.

I'll feel terrible afterwards and it will take hours (and sometimes days) to recover.

Has anyone experienced something like this or have any advice? It doesn't quite feel like a panic attack, but something else.",4.369783216783219,6.526719992307693,4.722167832167834,82.25646853146854,72.15384615384616,7.804195804195802,29.51048951048952,8.575989854853784,2.368769230769232,549,23,100,10,11,173,83,130,0.193,0.705,0.102,-0.9517,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,1,2,9,0,9,0,0,2,0,26,22,15,0,0,4,0,5,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,12,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,8,7,4,14,19,3,14,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,8,65,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930704098258427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086321512689304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399151291077984,0.0,0.13415644039845664,0.0,0.0,0.18546551773033376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092957408053272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051382307769602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618723606198554,0.18338221587178127,0.0,0.16844935361329466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297232115434317,0.11646574890803693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517431388479899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603920161975534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054769086912102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592924582592021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396856165243661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127578972204706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302164516330215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411218782459699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339813181622812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592895078955689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510106339135956,0.3224736043530251,0.0,0.23078116872032325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451504041037833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446042601800594,0.0,0.1294243692922379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940238604842175,0.0,0.0,0.14657987955547658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amravecx,2019/10/16,"No one cares enough to listen It's hard enough trying to talk with social anxiety but then every time I talk, it seems no one is interested in what I have to say. It times like these that remind me why I avoid people in the first place. Multiple people literally turned and walked away when I was talking today. I keep trying to tell myself its all in my head, but day after day it continues to happen. So glad to be home away from society.",3.4281006493506467,5.0309839204545455,4.733311688311686,83.51818181818183,73.43181818181819,7.755844155844157,20.525974025974023,8.418075326091056,1.0139883116883115,347,7,69,6,7,115,65,88,0.102,0.76,0.138,0.7572,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,8,10,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,8,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,3,8,4,14,8,3,17,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,11,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538425508906118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079818471768629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710857762371253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140591130336625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387082781013024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809414466850814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941459466758854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493762012955164,0.0,0.14682361628252732,0.0,0.1682102999891286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440664191159454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568324932584453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007402981099908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221278959837085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272574278279519,0.0,0.17124225960838013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034110975376104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920983677787988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707701354460436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952136288307537,0.1432571994703121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114465110812995,0.0,0.1553595271451267,0.0,0.0,0.22255681921362144,0.178277846417784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789567680108484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boreal__,2019/10/16,"having trouble making friends First post on this sub, mobile user also

I’m in high school and I recently moved to a new high school this year. I’m having the same struggles I did at the last school. Not making friends, being lonely etc. whenever I do try to sit with a group of people at lunch or something I like don’t know what the fuck to say so I just sit there in nervous silence. The whole time I’m thinking like “oh god I probably look like a fucking loser they fucking hate me” so I end up just getting the fuck outta there and sitting in the stall everyday to eat lunch. idk what to do it’s making me kinda sad. My therapist said I need to make friends by doing an activity or club or something but nothing interests me and I can’t bring myself to actually join anything. The more I isolate myself the more people are gonna think of me as an outcast loser.",2.401534090909092,4.39409063068182,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,77.35227272727272,6.218181818181819,25.772727272727273,7.1686216300943375,1.2701090909090909,685,26,134,8,16,228,108,176,0.16899999999999998,0.743,0.087,-0.915,0,2,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,7,19,5,2,13,0,10,7,0,4,0,21,31,11,0,1,7,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,0,0,5,4,3,0,3,1,0,2,3,12,0,1,2,3,18,7,19,27,5,23,0,4,1,4,7,9,4,4,11,86,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.11667193472490847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561095911246184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098386530341314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223382826982146,0.0,0.0,0.1058934215277174,0.0,0.13333942878609484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016964733276263,0.0,0.0,0.2771120040377109,0.4421199498731318,0.062464427294269376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803935272226496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526404235249924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570627288312564,0.09745620596640726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523085993240672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039910177852776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192251417884204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127071857327891,0.0,0.08865117760236937,0.0,0.11547042868416815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471968908005027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577374128379718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450407764002345,0.0,0.1289043786357939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804968135760795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372759521561827,0.09507778739501067,0.0,0.3629990199948036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840840832999364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498859445582595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881673489646482,0.0,0.1532166304258228,0.0,0.0,0.06971557375138837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117243278225171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348289309854885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699181037435476
socialanxiety,addjewelry,2019/10/16,"I’m sick of being a nervous idiot. I just need to vent, not looking for advice.

I had a good, positive day.  But tonight, when I went to my Bible meeting, the two women I usually sit with weren’t there and I just went into panic mode.  No, I didn’t have an attack, but my anxiety went on a rampage of, “Who am I going to talk to?  Where am I going to sit?”  I know lots of other people there, but I just couldn’t settle down.

I did tell a man about my good day, although I think I was so unhinged that he regrets talking to me.  Then I went and stood behind the back row near these two men talking, and apparently made one of them nervous because he asked if he was in my way, then a minute later introduced himself to me and mentioned his wife.  He probably thought I was into him.

The meeting eventually started and I was forced to sit **somewhere**.  Then I felt like crying.  When it occurred to me, I did some deep breathing.  It was well over an hour before I calmed down.

I felt so much shame for being upset over something so stupid.

It’s times like these when I start to consider trying medication for anxiety again.  Klonopin works, but then I can’t drive while on it.  I only use it for emergencies.  Xanax didn’t seem to work, but maybe the dose was too low.",1.6234117647058852,3.711090792156863,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764704,80.29411764705883,5.805490196078432,23.141176470588235,6.918507183188421,0.7276164705882349,972,33,204,11,25,320,144,255,0.177,0.745,0.078,-0.9755,2,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,2,17,16,3,5,11,0,19,5,1,2,0,31,40,23,0,4,10,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,10,8,0,0,6,0,0,7,7,10,1,3,21,3,34,6,32,16,3,43,0,2,1,0,21,13,0,4,21,147,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170659206261852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055733220661808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643530696672855,0.14169101358524214,0.0,0.09576951001967128,0.0,0.07592313506239255,0.0,0.10598093768777664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680982384045892,0.16064595368080212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917068880722456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156668074968612,0.20892943946214976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265441752407925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844817057369569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169545122694116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458871797836168,0.0,0.0,0.10588601901499263,0.0,0.1178500655928552,0.0,0.0,0.12512492667437772,0.0,0.0,0.1254687264026547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915569060026584,0.09235055740993532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439675946006686,0.09472415459360377,0.0,0.1461299159633587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634570811995566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428350915982368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338356803723708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958829209201149,0.0,0.0,0.17631103674977744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30032022245612594,0.10886019832021006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980515096913171,0.0,0.09887697881560743,0.07262477803703869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455972742274208,0.0,0.2433300529754065,0.0,0.0,0.1075692425333109,0.1371717193460719,0.0,0.0,0.09886018416754393,0.0,0.0,0.1119833592766086,0.4618279427636229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134444932663565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,olivia-22,2019/10/16,"I cried in front of a group of people I recently went out with a group of people that I didn’t know very well, to try to overcome my social anxiety even a little bit. I was doing pretty well but randomly felt very overwhelmed and started crying in front of them. I didn’t know how to explain to them what was going on and I feel like I ruined the night for everyone. I can’t stop thinking about it. Does anyone have any similar experiences or advice that would help?",4.942695035460993,5.454740574468089,5.960425531914892,80.23333333333333,68.78723404255321,8.819858156028369,27.368794326241137,8.841846274778883,1.9926581560283687,370,11,72,6,6,123,65,94,0.146,0.7090000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.2999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,16,17,5,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,0,0,4,3,2,2,0,6,2,11,3,15,10,1,13,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,2,5,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345613117889136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070969536158956,0.0,0.13579107364753362,0.0,0.0,0.12411583753472695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937898212672445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899624884479918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553360899378157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724058087537367,0.0,0.0,0.16961392721904775,0.0,0.17363425039121186,0.0,0.0,0.08975201642288871,0.1268098264573803,0.17043293082492705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088035631645914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189780653205782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951045486160275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672012663469415,0.17790694946745494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657670564588484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461196591008558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058671105789925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526507580569947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094430624427468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563916958179658,0.0,0.0,0.14840238442654602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373823307886904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051445138439185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29292093550542736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31919717621445703,0.1645491975095096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609467688794848,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Iranianhotdogvendor,2019/10/16,"Downvote Anxiety and Self Cenorship This is a second account because the first is connected to my gamer tag on nearly everywhere and discord, not a karma farmer. I was beginning to worry that people I know would stumble across my profile no matter how unlikely. I thought this connection was the source of my anxiety and that a level of anonymity would prevent a conflict of opinion between people I knew and me.  


This second account I'm doing the same thing though. I've got this horrible anxiety, I'm on meds but its been steadily getting worse. I smoke marijuana though and have for a while so I wonder if this compulsive need to check my comments and see how they're doing is the result of paranoia from usage. But it wouldn't account for that sort of skittishness while voicing my opinion I've always had. I'm introverted as well so all of this has come together to create a perfect storm of anxiety. Obviously, it saturates everything I do, but especially on Reddit. Downvoting has a profound impact I've found because it feels like a faux pas, an indication of rejection of my thoughts, and as such I tend to curate my comments religiously. Constantly checking throughout the day while I'm online.  


I even feel this post is ridiculous because its such a meaningless thing to be caught up on but that is kind of the MO of anxiety. And this is going to be on my profile for anybody to see. I don't comment in some subreddits specifically because even though I want to that information can be used against me. Which should be ridiculous because a stranger who literally doesn't know anything about me but XYZ would have no real way of using it against me aside from attacking me directly for it. But people like that shouldn't be worth the volume of anxiety I get.  


For instance: Despite usually double checking I commented something that was completely wrong. Because of this I deleted the comments. I responded to the guy who was right that I was wrong and would delete the posts because of it and I did. It was obviously a ""this guy is an idiot"" moment but this product of one time laziness in fact checking I posted fake news. I feel like even the most vigilant person makes mistakes. The post was downvoted a few times and I don't get why. Shouldn't it be a good thing that I admitted I was wrong and removed misinformation?  


Anxiety already makes me feel like a moron. On Reddit I am far more articulate than I am in real life or on the phone. The second I'm forced into even VOIP on like WoW Classic my IQ drops 50 points and I'm drooling levels of socially inept. It is not an accurate reflection of who I am but that is what people see and it stings. A deep penetrating chest ache sort of sting. I fumble my words, constantly reiterate things, and over explain all the time. Reddit was a relief. But that is gone, slowly and insidiously snatched away by anxiety and depression as a side effect and replaced by the compulsive need to follow my comment's ratings, ever worried that I'll say something wrong or be mistaken again and it'll be there for all to mock.  


Here goes nothing I know my account isn't 15 days old so I'm kinda hail marying that this makes it through auto-moderator if yall got it.",5.553121616469689,6.9438568786885275,6.327148303469311,74.96698246282885,67.91803278688525,9.346549752192146,34.349980937857424,9.648456367147027,3.4923495996950056,2576,123,447,56,43,847,281,610,0.18,0.7509999999999999,0.069,-0.997,0,0,3,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,0,3,20,25,6,0,36,0,54,3,2,9,8,96,98,46,0,14,15,0,4,5,0,9,1,2,0,4,49,21,0,2,17,0,9,6,11,14,1,5,20,10,46,11,67,61,9,53,1,2,3,0,21,24,0,12,22,323,95,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420361123107612,0.0,0.05595102633548412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115217424232756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055334729044441436,0.0,0.0,0.07649788664796098,0.06317640634730044,0.0,0.0,0.28693220996168856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057923335100891614,0.07050233025962778,0.14533019572782854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673151277681003,0.0,0.057915742143677965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765176616020906,0.060824560124080565,0.0,0.0,0.060433093188906675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599902111467127,0.1441138563227334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719631312170035,0.0,0.07372777192254877,0.0,0.0,0.1053940660551943,0.0,0.03821538015395185,0.05639969738723866,0.10755970858103864,0.0,0.0,0.1331610072764836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002256557899947,0.1108639199053392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749526418617283,0.16425609144101422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465438305240873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746910981053028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971870895497724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452085350794748,0.0,0.07055954057266194,0.0,0.045565160240365936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646953042860484,0.05871343104514112,0.0,0.0,0.0635657604688373,0.0,0.2575983557388964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530730432581943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057424604074722836,0.0,0.05347381989583902,0.0,0.0,0.1607503539836253,0.0,0.0701484416572626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854511326393728,0.0,0.10353290064665496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786913320868627,0.0,0.19819581821063026,0.1067658382298,0.11762867448404002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615161066188202,0.07405795450484845,0.0,0.039661283382940185,0.05337385181379637,0.0,0.0,0.06045895295431875,0.0,0.060675766836535035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292146602523426,0.0,0.13657575178714534,0.0685257047908761,0.19106815989215428,0.29407583883423666,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,danielfpb,2019/10/16,"Job Interviews, any success stories? I would like to hear some interview success and career success stories. I’m a college student and I kind of have a hard time when I get interviews. I would like to hear some success stories on here. This sub tends to be really low note, so I would like to hear from people that have had successful careers with Social Anxiety. Any tips to ace interviews? How has your career been so far? What kind of jobs are you doing now?",2.9946843434343435,5.561242534090912,3.911969696969699,84.43101010101012,78.20454545454545,7.092929292929293,27.959595959595962,8.167268648758528,2.204730808080808,365,16,66,7,9,117,57,88,0.054000000000000006,0.679,0.266,0.9737,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,6,6,11,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,1,0,9,17,6,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,7,10,10,11,2,6,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,2,6,43,10,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23975648928634835,0.0,0.13485574210353102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210040702418326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791462586781926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5960500634813137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34986665168354303,0.0,0.0,0.3671424985535365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583683901709752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221219106222457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293117735474173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796979583600446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279182883049337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756784029376023,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,critik21,2019/10/16,"Almost pee'd because of it So, long story short, i was about to start a math competition organized by another school, a bit stressed because it was a group competition, and, as you probably figured out already, i'm not good at this. 
The problem comes when, being in a school i've never been before, and around people i've never met before, i had the sudden urge to pee (yeah, nice timin') but i felt so awkward and anxious to SIMPLY ask for the bathroom, i almost pee'd myself, it was at the point that my bladder couldn't handle it anymore that i asked to go to the bathroom. i really hate this feeling of not being able to do simple things, such as this, just because of the fear to interact with another human being.",5.4371862509992015,6.183586611510794,6.308153477218223,77.34450039968026,67.77697841726619,8.479936051159072,30.552358113509197,8.515128840125781,2.4044334132693845,565,21,101,8,9,187,88,139,0.146,0.823,0.031,-0.9458,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,7,7,1,3,10,1,10,2,2,0,2,20,20,9,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,7,2,9,2,21,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,6,73,19,3,0.15219555883713756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048037351449363,0.0,0.16795158375909888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191806272319456,0.0,0.17193766074247813,0.15093709819981846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354863146973156,0.2845646052449617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27833100011704304,0.0,0.2590144216756419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661581319460092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110299762243344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126231657581426,0.07695464751293114,0.0,0.14613160393445235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649624343517504,0.12765441388321058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026160520780454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468828025593385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347651950675733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551323728966944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387399705314746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409255392736075,0.1456305953479503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975003721810837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080600617525566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772479989116827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433949843282395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111196655427396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,paranormal1st,2019/10/16,"The anxiety is in my physical body but not my mind - strategies for managing that? Heeeeey long time first time... I've been dealing with severe social anxiety since I was about 12.  I'm 40 now.  

I've been making steady incremental progress over the years in feeling more comfortable in social situations...CBT has helped, and also as I get older I think I'm just rapidly running out of fucks to give (SO HANG IN THERE KIDS).

A few weeks back I went to a convention for the industry I work in.  Just a few years ago this event was something that I would start feeling anxious about weeks in advance, and my whole time at the show would be extremely nerve wracking.  These days, \*mentally\* I'm much more calm, I'm not going into it worrying about all the embarrassing things that could happen, or stressing about what I'm going to say to people, or generally freaking out about how bad or frightening or humiliating it could be. 

BUT from the moment I parked my car at the convention center, my heart started beating out of my chest, my stomach was turning, my hands were tingling, and my face felt hot.  All of the physical symptoms I have always gotten in stressful social situations kicked in even though my mind was pretty calm.  I could not get these physical sensations to go away.  I know focusing on them probably makes it worse, but they can be really hard to ignore.  

Does anyone else deal with this, or have strategies for calming their physical bodies down?  I really hate these sensations, and I think getting them under control could be a huge breakthrough.

Thanks for reading!",6.271185567010306,7.665265972508592,6.263881443298974,76.06881185567013,66.2508591065292,9.531340206185568,32.41941580756014,9.766711354998122,3.221093333333333,1262,52,218,27,20,399,168,291,0.188,0.7120000000000001,0.1,-0.9844,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,4,6,15,13,2,3,12,0,22,10,7,4,2,45,51,17,0,6,13,0,6,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,13,10,0,2,6,2,0,8,3,8,0,1,10,7,26,5,41,31,8,47,2,0,0,1,13,21,1,5,18,148,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879101211009006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930792695976446,0.08251916752462697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173283596013432,0.11203629340780097,0.0,0.0693434682812579,0.10161358016688624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317549293408656,0.0762572564672615,0.0828045970158285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031578831793386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122999119866593,0.3167235460291997,0.0,0.0,0.06395782795457798,0.2044842496816124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678621068422253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284560001908191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550226516364628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002888306217675,0.0,0.09522080958792564,0.0,0.0,0.08435577420833335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168304820253316,0.15544005467857747,0.09513495626825848,0.16908544293894254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769759856988672,0.0,0.08883876077042631,0.09791195958053203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751946699851845,0.066472997021146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054502416239584406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776422582570284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239635112799894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994219464807824,0.0,0.2002711873421134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290293602796527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875347704711336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089372250142042,0.10692434361647243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919898043107334,0.0,0.12706442855949548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886566862434823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203629340780097,0.0,0.08203622153994186,0.11147364392769107,0.0,0.3032805323626828,0.0,0.07634756082529293,0.0,0.0,0.1403891065608972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22720270957092475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030778289546946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130438511427988,0.0,0.0,0.06588556516935154,0.12709100972974754,0.09743612701304584,0.0,0.17348422238489622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787081363055287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590998223516441,0.0,0.0,0.09193357016194284,0.0,0.11072215606357157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219850126817545,0.10071412518824356,0.10106488627171506,0.14089809005669304,0.0,0.0,0.12772721726360145
socialanxiety,junoplasa,2019/10/16,Embarrassing but true I can literally hold my pee for 15+ hours and I’m pretty sure it’s from all those years of sitting in class waiting for the urgency to just turn into numbness because I would rather feel like my bladder was going to explode than raise my hand and draw attention to myself. SMH 🤣,5.145499999999998,6.040107216666666,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,68.5,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.577666666666667,243,10,46,4,4,80,52,60,0.11599999999999999,0.63,0.253,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,3,4,3,0,3,14,8,3,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,3,10,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23559556713554486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954166853519828,0.276102498239157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964637268541606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806064783088626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881536455301728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931906813912127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642542892918643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203809480121469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745454061095409,0.0,0.0,0.2488814484338799
socialanxiety,laughamongstthestars,2018/12/01,"Just sent a message to my crush, currently dying inside So here’s the story - my friend group did a secret santa and my crush was assigned to me. She drew me a really funny and thoughtful little poster-thing based on a show I like (extra thoughtful because I don’t talk to her much and I don’t think I’ve ever mentioned the show to her), which I absolutely love. People on another group chat (a really big one for all the people doing my subject at uni) started talking about the show and I posted a picture of the art, ended up getting some positive comments. I was super excited that there were lots of people who were fans of the show at uni, so I screenshotted the chat with me posting the picture and some reactions and sent it to her. I was kind of ‘riding the high’ for that I guess, since I’ve never messaged her before and I get nervous messaging people I’m attracted to in general, so now that the excitement is over I’m really fucking nervous about how she’s going to respond - I know it’s not like asking someone out or something, but I’m incredibly scared that she’ll be annoyed with me for posting the art without permission and that it’ll ruin even the chance of being friends with her. I got so worked up about it that I’ve already deleted my messenger app so I don’t have to see her reply (if any, it might be worse if she leaves me on read tbh) and my fight or flight response is in full swing rn (kinda pathetic I know). This is probably just a really small thing that I’m blowing way out of proportion, but I’d like some outside opinions in any case as to whether I did something wrong and hopefully some shoulders to cry on when I find out that shes really mad at me :(",8.410862745098044,5.998230517647063,8.728823529411766,72.8530392156863,62.941176470588225,11.772549019607847,37.96078431372549,10.203070172399654,3.7165137254901963,1336,52,259,23,15,446,175,340,0.135,0.758,0.107,-0.9507,1,0,2,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,17,21,4,3,19,0,22,3,1,1,3,49,44,25,1,3,11,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,17,16,0,0,7,9,0,4,6,9,0,1,12,1,39,12,43,26,9,36,0,1,1,2,32,21,1,14,10,180,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717746676761207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674325268544406,0.12084608761677487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773999511278537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025324546021891,0.0,0.09806635122963413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659295651759653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960775490440015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207426284253662,0.0,0.0,0.0761192791436059,0.10424712956012147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533328621063433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807844358278396,0.10654360610934344,0.1204231627981699,0.0,0.06549728724665453,0.0,0.09217321796510024,0.0,0.1269571008342596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176433919830355,0.0,0.11446585771725618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001157840114185,0.12667301276916582,0.0,0.0,0.12202948787938254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891097290857135,0.115507349477361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797852102066852,0.10401453793588496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225840906577692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471949670804671,0.0,0.08888526718724897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809406518214299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195898705712116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311230994980367,0.0,0.12425530534944378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152777673158202,0.0,0.3691495508811423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153819314629422,0.0,0.09183660319877893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953331618637098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764805320621224,0.17744489537498606,0.0,0.0,0.08157212246273028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852616710092327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656470679495707,0.0738453549819411,0.0,0.1829858226320412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147737088118664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109359049240099,0.0,0.0839008827870634,0.0,0.11744611076447273,0.0,0.12600404346909974,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imstillhere16,2018/12/01,"Got ready, started the car, drove around the block, went home. I was going to go to Tjmax or something to buy...I dont know. I just wanted to see if I could do it. 

Tjmax is one of my ""safe places"", a place I'm familiar with enough to go without my husband.

He's at work. I failed today. It feel like a major step back.

Going to go play sims now and kill off some people. 

",-0.6183055555555583,1.303109225,1.7416666666666671,98.40777777777781,88.0,4.055555555555556,15.138888888888893,5.033348758259628,-1.0749027777777775,278,5,67,1,9,94,61,80,0.129,0.748,0.122,-0.3818,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,19,3,1,3,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,0,9,2,2,0,1,4,2,6,3,12,14,3,18,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,3,5,38,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033524125747504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713044145507445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277128140093382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425178654315328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977077766475304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674843159830067,0.13669499928778714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437212801274808,0.0,0.1530339413194963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193195879733685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116919392004539,0.0,0.1051567409213174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348019770810448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296585152642717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265267986471516,0.0,0.3998240208956009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524750643969612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473046743173357,0.0,0.0,0.13543308650669889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137015643702709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128586641587603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177376257540484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844471787328008,0.0,0.1392994956295322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kastabort126,2018/12/01,"Feeling totally inadequate Hey. I have always perceived myself as inadequate to other people in social situations. I am rather meek, not so lively and will never be the first person you'd chat up. This all makes for a concoction of social anxiety and general social passiveness, which has me wondering, why would anyone \*genuinely\* take interest in me?

 I have and have had friends, but I feel like my friendships more often than not stem from a mutual interest/hobby instead of me being an exciting or fun person. Even my friends seem better entertained by other, more outgoing people, or at least they seem to do things with them often. Granted, that may just be because I never initiate anything, I don't know. 

I just constantly feel so inadequate, as if my friends will be stolen by more interesting and fun people, which makes me totally replaceable. I'm therefore also very attached to my friends and am (I don't show it) very possessive of them because I'm afraid of getting replaced. I guess I just can't fathom someone wanting to actually be my friend when there's someone more fun, out-going and interesting - i.e. totally superior to me in every aspect. Your thoughts?",6.278915094339624,8.286847504716981,7.166179245283022,67.2843632075472,66.87735849056604,10.39433962264151,34.94811320754717,10.550175099000144,4.397900000000001,949,46,144,27,16,316,129,212,0.07200000000000001,0.6459999999999999,0.282,0.9955,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,3,2,13,17,0,1,4,0,21,0,0,3,6,42,37,16,0,4,10,0,3,1,5,4,0,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,9,3,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,3,26,16,22,25,9,10,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,10,6,117,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.1203498695224062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862497335994118,0.10261837638159127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434521540317548,0.0,0.0,0.08623346964288496,0.0,0.101488040952247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035862327835506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090731695266606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332732364495562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145666397329829,0.0,0.10390875485453452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870742993961277,0.08810520508450331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490232569406197,0.0,0.0,0.476412680959725,0.0,0.06443353915731549,0.0,0.07008987182272199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585916758578667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777757981756988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602515968639996,0.0,0.10890045981587387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464415479649167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023557298247928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564993224049979,0.2153696673772647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454548509432207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862529994362058,0.0,0.3771506275789207,0.20899001533262246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927269469033664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193332443210367,0.0,0.0,0.09790827523402662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351624016238248,0.07274176672942156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128390462650753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374343487474405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760833192221681,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,windyy2,2018/12/01,"Is this a weird presentation topic? Sorry if this is a dumb question. I have social anxiety and I'm giving a presentation on Tuesday. It's a Korean culture class and this entire semester we have been learning mostly about history, so our topics can be on anything that's relevant. I wanted to present on LGBT issues because it's really the only thing I can think of, I did a paper on it last year for a different class, and there's a ton of research on it so in my mind, it's an easy topic. The only thing I'm scared of is going to the front of the class and people think I picked something weird to present on. What do you guys think?",3.257846153846156,4.628522169230768,5.183076923076925,81.0569230769231,73.46153846153847,7.969230769230768,26.07692307692308,8.548686976883017,1.8692153846153845,502,17,98,9,10,173,76,130,0.107,0.8490000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.6868,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,0,4,4,1,1,12,0,11,0,0,1,0,15,19,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,9,0,16,16,2,16,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,3,7,70,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202367619252084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742904016318214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910912750953055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128217296147848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317441839744935,0.12036878232828505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971174740258006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106042868153505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264234464284267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385400070645025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221614319168416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468329650823663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372604543873197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356822054912389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120451575433666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158997708487091,0.0,0.16305122612347567,0.0,0.2370887442669421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28141625137923226,0.40713176835718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492301181224495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638994591999054
socialanxiety,899801105,2018/12/01,"my 12 year old brother has zero friends please Reddit, I really need your help.


since my brother started on a new school 2 years ago he hasn't made a single friend. he met up with someone exactly one time during the entire year. 
my mother enrolled him in a boardgame group, but all the guys there are 5 years older than him and he doesn't talk to them at all.
All he does the other days is play Minecraft or watch YouTube.


When we go to a restaurant, he is too scared to order for himself.
When he gets gifts from our grandparents he is too scared to say thank you, or if he does, he says it so quietly that nobody hears it and if my mother tells him to say thanks, he gets really angry at her.
So everybody thinks he's kind of rude and bad mannered, but I know it's just because he's so damn afraid!


So right now we're at a family function, he was sat at the kids table and didn't start a conversation for 3 hours. 


When all the other kids started painting together (he stood all alone in another corner of the room) I went over there and said something like 'hey kids what are you drawing? Looks really good! Do you have anything you could use help with?' and in that exact moment my brother accidentally turned the lights off and one of the kids just said 'wow he's so fucking stupid' and my brother just stood in his corner and started to laugh awkwardly!!


I'm totally in shock right now. If they are saying things like that when I'm around, what else do they say when I'm gone? Is he so used to this treatment that he's not even shocked by it anymore?


I just want to help him. Please guys. I don't know what to do. My mom just says it's normal for his age and that's he's 'too mature' but I swear to god he nearly started crying back there.


When I ask him how he's feeling and if everything is alright he just says 'fine and yes'.


Thank you for reading and sorry if this is all over the place, I'm not a native speaker.

",3.2741771159874595,4.349157952020203,4.038547544409614,90.42954545454548,73.01515151515152,6.977220480668758,24.261233019853712,7.237678284180719,0.791705433646813,1503,42,330,15,29,480,196,396,0.11900000000000001,0.725,0.156,0.9278,1,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,2,6,3,0,30,25,4,4,16,2,20,1,0,4,9,56,57,36,0,9,18,7,1,2,2,0,0,12,1,6,18,17,0,0,4,2,0,3,6,11,0,3,11,16,34,14,38,45,8,53,0,0,2,1,76,22,2,7,29,191,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637850447277124,0.0,0.0,0.08923912065706441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034965921114514,0.0,0.0,0.08545077126352522,0.0,0.0,0.07090499658593638,0.07670354223460378,0.08055098873138339,0.0,0.0,0.06625420521808753,0.07194269788663371,0.052524305180125824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879432787169533,0.0,0.09464626207980342,0.0555681551489459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508040461760176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197832231790703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569100006930482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743795515462895,0.0,0.08122702477420833,0.0,0.04356671792899619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313899529439358,0.0796565175831926,0.09003346268392227,0.0,0.04896854915779895,0.07226962921383848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706302882360888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711222219699027,0.0,0.1732601901823371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485342514414201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897257447367262,0.09470611552801718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419000366652596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235541231245447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152973142652926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091333343144576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388894316558423,0.0,0.08321698430897427,0.0,0.0,0.08442167106990968,0.0,0.0,0.0904138155152384,0.0,0.1167728689404447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002223628760964,0.18916270409228686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618654684655486,0.0,0.16559511413803732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716585501292828,0.1639219255423632,0.4796432110247446,0.17252884875941088,0.08720178864640725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127511412054591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300582504409006,0.06633266389528464,0.0,0.09645268153276322,0.3049338878478691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925474035060106,0.07531046068949764,0.2379825769605228,0.0,0.0,0.05724302129219594,0.05520991857098631,0.0,0.0,0.05024247223354994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372085168562293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883473181584253,0.0,0.0,0.050821305379532215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798741773060741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194518021117052
socialanxiety,nb2001uk,2018/12/01,"Making Friends at 17? How to make friends at 17 when

I don't study because i cant  find any courses i am interested in.

I don't have any skills / anything I am good at

I don't really have any hobbies or passions. 

I am a pizza delivery driver and dog walker


It kinda sucks that when i don't work all i do is stay at home all day.

It gets kinda lonely and boring and sad.

Help?!?!!",-0.21712737127371184,1.7464066097561002,2.641382113821141,92.35307588075884,86.56097560975607,5.107859078590786,20.08672086720868,6.42735559955562,0.14788997289972894,290,9,66,3,9,102,51,82,0.114,0.691,0.196,0.8345,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,9,1,0,1,0,12,2,0,3,2,12,16,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,9,5,6,16,2,9,0,2,0,1,3,5,1,3,3,40,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243047026617512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148840190969428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666429587227648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574319011886773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23489256628643976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971138100619904,0.0,0.13427144812242686,0.0,0.0,0.21555869296907054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722611122890411,0.0,0.2577911009125517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430978552247974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464023571155612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27392689804715875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870984413430504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_fairyblue,2018/12/01,"What happens when socially anxious people meet each other? Sometimes I feel like that's the answer to my issues, meeting and having friends who feel like I do, but then that makes me nervous and anxious! ",8.696756756756756,8.661925837837842,7.570945945945947,73.73317567567568,60.8918918918919,8.481081081081081,40.12162162162162,7.1686216300943375,3.3360378378378366,164,8,25,1,2,50,31,37,0.171,0.691,0.13699999999999998,-0.3382,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,6,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5926277260138092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265244144679209,0.3747610950279325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264516475549624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23194282333212698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27376337333351264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25628400043195165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175081096747638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183936436412115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673723647511048,0.0,0.0,0.2594122353954237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AgonalBreather,2018/12/01,"Who else prefers going for a walk at night? I hate going for a walk during the day because I don’t want to be seen by people. I get anxious every time a car drives past because I’ve had douchebags yell stuff at me before. I’m also pretty sensitive to the sun.

At night though I feel a lot more confident going for a walk. I can more or less relax and enjoy myself. It’s especially nice in summer :)",2.1468846815834794,3.735614084337353,4.104165232358007,86.75662650602413,76.83132530120481,6.1886402753872645,21.49569707401033,6.868970318607317,0.5355865748709121,311,8,64,3,7,106,60,83,0.066,0.7040000000000001,0.23,0.9216,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,13,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,8,1,1,0,0,2,3,7,3,10,10,4,18,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,6,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178835226598597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526359808776232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726430999063719,0.0,0.19029095254321352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422155632455086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868124942873081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841623056434184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307303340970705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168363973462772,0.0,0.38127882875883135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078634695848973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19012052411474065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197194481743733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347822501388106,0.15503549416188742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751006636538965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25600055144772577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219713369410198,0.0,0.13039928210128926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190158529890372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SeaHareKingdom,2018/12/01,"Should I stay in this? Also what’s even happening So there’s this guy I started dating recently and he gives me terrible anxiety. When I’m not with him my mind feels like it’s running in the background of my day judging my behavior and thoughts through an imagined version of his perception to come up with an idea of if he’d like me/how to change my thoughts/behavior to get him to. It’s exhausting. 

My mind started doing this as a way to solve the problem of me lacking connections with people. It does not solve the problem but I can’t stop. 

Lately I had been doing exercises within the relationship to make me less anxious rather than ending it because of this suffering. I now will text him when I’m obsessively thinking about him as a way of showing myself “the worlds not over and the relationships not over and he doesn’t hate you” even if the interaction is short, the fact that he replies and is happy to hear from me is enough to calm my anxiety a bit. 

This week I did a lot of texting him and showing myself “see, if you treat him like a human and not like something that’s going to hurt you, he actually responds to it very well”. 

So I was really excited for yesterday, i planned a whole date of us going to this escape room and it was really fun then we got food and had to have a conversation. That’s where things began to break down for me. I don’t really like talking to him that much, it’s always hit or miss for me whether or not we will connect. Whenever we don’t, I’m incredibly hard on myself. It’s very hard for me to find people I enjoy talking to (due to a combination of my SA, depression, specific set of interests, probably other things). 

It’s very easy for me though, to find guys who want to date me since I, as I like to say, “look good on paper”. All the shallow things are there; I’m really good looking, and I’m really smart. 

There are a specific type of shallow guy that exists where, this enough for a relationship to them. I’m sitting across from him at the restaurant feeling this disappointment, wondering if he feels it too, and beginning to beat myself up for not being good enough. 

When we went back to his place he tried to have sex with me and I broke down because I was exhausted at trying to pretend I was okay while my mind was criticizing everything I did. A lot of times I use sex as a way to connect when I feel desperate to, but this time i was feeling way too depressed, I really just wanted to leave. 

I ended up staying the night and we did have sex, he didn’t cum and I blamed myself and cried more. 

I’m really embarrassed that he saw me like this, he handled it well and didn’t make me feel weird about it but he’d never understand. ",4.511965969659698,5.22181996494465,5.695688806888068,81.04291000410005,69.83025830258303,9.343255432554328,29.44669946699468,9.516144504307137,2.50298999589996,2119,78,433,45,36,708,234,542,0.139,0.718,0.14300000000000002,0.5954,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,6,3,1,2,25,37,1,2,25,1,34,7,0,3,3,78,76,40,0,11,19,0,8,7,0,3,3,2,1,4,34,26,1,1,15,4,0,5,14,16,2,0,19,14,69,21,76,50,13,63,0,7,4,3,47,21,0,9,35,306,103,2,0.0,0.0,0.06971452714393908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057130044342024136,0.05944328493342905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930185643285532,0.08070616211606381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549324715748275,0.0,0.08709756284291331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799329754649809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557338882609463,0.06153869800442153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847280160177814,0.04607248842752305,0.0,0.12306126224513217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251708063408708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654816819254436,0.22144792158723375,0.0,0.09437007009906212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420510602069845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673137453226185,0.05103630552954106,0.0,0.0,0.13058859352449778,0.0,0.08638477879167042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03732412616971255,0.06853116048335904,0.08120128905982163,0.17975988117786829,0.05713659626368989,0.0,0.0,0.2122086460960523,0.06317360555305508,0.07604854571279906,0.12799130015540136,0.07053159509878687,0.0,0.0,0.08051737044984036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764773311120636,0.08064636151803897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805867294517491,0.0756439856951623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443116989820477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998216919380505,0.0,0.0,0.12147040803525018,0.0,0.0,0.09537267837680526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164002184628294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052516162351014715,0.0,0.05509845199275749,0.0,0.0,0.06704101630724238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905413854437714,0.0,0.07463894434615431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702373175319523,0.1367156722553554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32036126156131506,0.0,0.07053776672807098,0.23009746784443555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681146032045745,0.0,0.0,0.056927934545847075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909539126658461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054997522978594886,0.0,0.0,0.10113031812104033,0.15228974211506174,0.0,0.0597265183976191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148405310488235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423834440232185,0.04577546847881109,0.07018882563396835,0.056714885844957576,0.08331375099086005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970052957788096,0.0,0.0,0.07437091137769697,0.08593277498222282,0.06170068486904753,0.0,0.1768349044166355,0.08427359150916601,0.2268210103842174,0.05730435943918277,0.0,0.12846515971633268,0.06622501862313188,0.0,0.0797595136834875,0.0,0.0,0.07747295745229799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imnotdalkon,2018/12/01,"Do you have some basic topics that can help you starting a conversation ? This question probably sounds weird, but sometimes people randomly start talking to me, and I don't really know what I should talk about with them, because we don't have a lot of common interests, and the conversation just falls into really awkward small talk. What should I do in this kind of situation ?",11.029068627450984,9.266735926470592,10.255882352941178,61.90480392156866,57.38235294117647,13.772549019607847,40.31372549019608,12.45797560212912,5.123837254901962,305,12,49,8,3,98,51,68,0.055999999999999994,0.872,0.07200000000000001,0.2548,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,2,1,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,12,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,7,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,4,3,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559706216284854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009207289091876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24871923177736954,0.13126239502309586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030565950685944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558432976068668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257514187401789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267559899075813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060191155864179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684706200836885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23622278531318994,0.0,0.33810997078239824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759211874189847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mrfederal,2018/12/01,"Holding a job is virtually impossible if you have debilitating social anxiety... So I just quit my job after less than a week, because I just couldn’t take the stress anymore. It was putting me into a bad mental state and I was constantly on edge and suicidal.


This job had relatively low human interaction (it was at a mail processing center), but that still ended up being too much for me to handle.

I feel like a failure at life.

The world is truly not meant for this with SA...",3.620760869565217,5.720995858695655,5.568913043478261,75.61902173913045,74.1086956521739,8.513043478260869,26.71739130434783,9.188382445141503,2.4619304347826088,377,14,69,9,8,130,72,92,0.136,0.789,0.075,-0.5859,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,7,0,9,1,0,0,0,13,12,5,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,1,8,1,11,5,2,15,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,6,52,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599762727081434,0.0,0.20223304833458336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702640114757895,0.1243072495562936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203642079355856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061188179024196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310767290259293,0.14567991481768774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6070750122221319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403415918710175,0.09962461911709428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055025878964568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990407276677495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499511547351726,0.0,0.21689316652641336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786994081464893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285013384214392,0.0,0.2335887507689923,0.0,0.0,0.22305450368867824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332185780886007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357167932052266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thatwasreallyepic,2018/12/01,"Asked a girl out for the first time and she said yes. Now what? I’ve known this girl for 4 years and we are friends. I’ve never seen her outside of school. Recently I’ve had a crush on her and I notice she showed signs of liking me. I just said fuck it and asked her out to eat and go to the movies and she said yes.

The problem is I’m so damn awkward. 95% of the things we talk about at school is about homework or classes. Every time I try to think of another subject I can’t and there’s just an awkward silence. Not to mention my anxiety that makes it even worse.

I also have nothing interesting going on in my life that I could talk about. My life consists of school, gaming and working out.

Has anyone been in this situation? What did you do? ",0.04192307692307296,2.342322166666669,1.6725128205128217,96.96415384615385,90.15384615384615,4.402051282051282,19.33846153846153,5.985473137389443,-0.20007076923076994,582,18,131,5,20,188,96,156,0.14,0.7909999999999999,0.069,-0.8572,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,0,2,10,8,2,2,7,2,11,4,0,1,1,24,23,11,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,2,9,13,1,0,2,2,0,2,3,5,0,1,7,4,19,3,22,15,0,17,0,0,1,1,21,8,2,1,8,87,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809625006372773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485090801505794,0.1129715504196544,0.0,0.0,0.10325832340295893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761137973396309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790707602252408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110916740100214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753844518507064,0.0,0.12442319504945933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561292404327742,0.0,0.0,0.11409392405879815,0.13652385836064368,0.0,0.0,0.1678550725585866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861550988221328,0.072146915812298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857471497313047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389664824528373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416988723321455,0.16812982890816966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130575605402246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581199497385192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214203888886469,0.0,0.0,0.4483672524168513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599373900516146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373923603314436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981092115013578,0.09462466263624864,0.0,0.0,0.1722218437615718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026214577408707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750971040156583,0.0,0.15049421336989274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509834620667253
socialanxiety,TheseNebula6,2018/12/01,"struggling at work, what is social anxiety and could this be it? i'm new here so not sure if this is the right place but i've always been easily intimidated by people. i get called ""quiet/shy"" as a kid, ""background character/unfriendly"" as a teenager and now ""rude"" as an adult for not initiating conversations. i do want to seek professional help but i tell myself i'm just being over dramatic and maybe it's not that bad. so i just tell people i'm simply introverted. 

At work, i talk better one-on-one than in groups so if i have any input for my co-workers during a meeting i'd wait until everyone else leaves. i'm doing a bad job at handling my patients where i end up mumbling and babbling about unnecessary (even worst, false) details. i'm struggling to find balance in me where i tell myself ""it's okay, you're new, everyone makes mistakes"" to ""stop sugarcoating yourself, you've been here for a few months"". i think i'm too timid for the workforce and i absolutely hate myself for not being able to adapt to it. it's hard to live independently when you struggle to talk to people. this isn't my first job though. i've had customers before asking me why do i look so scared when i waited them. some people ask me why my hands are so shaky. sometimes i pretend to go to the toilet to look busy and avoid people (of course when i'm not on the job)

i do try my best to change. i know i'm bad with words so i try to make up for it with actions but i end up being a pushover. i'm too scared of being analysed and judged so i'm not on any social media. i realise i talk better to people who i know i'll never ever meet again. it's hard for me to sleep at night when all i think about is how i should've done things differently, or how i dreaded my job the next day. should i act a certain way?would that person get offended?would they feel burdened if i ask too much?would it be better if i was more straightforward?what time should i talk to them?what's their schedule?

i tell myself this job is good practice to improve my social skills but it doesn't help when everyday i come home hating myself even more, feeling more demotivated than ever, about how now my patients are frustrated with me and prefer to consult to others instead of me. or maybe that's all just in my head.

i feel stupid because i can't even text people without googling and double checking every single thing i said before pressing send. ",3.1121566643052354,4.982260170124484,4.295707924299162,85.20339085112843,74.89211618257261,6.611152717336303,24.619168100394692,7.407850130929222,1.124644408460682,1910,62,377,23,41,625,232,482,0.157,0.7340000000000001,0.109,-0.9764,6,1,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,3,8,38,28,5,9,13,1,28,3,3,6,7,67,62,39,0,10,20,0,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,21,13,0,4,9,1,1,5,11,20,0,1,6,10,56,8,56,47,11,47,0,0,2,0,32,17,0,8,25,247,77,9,0.06903102943329124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057439346448968365,0.0,0.0,0.09388693437900528,0.0,0.05280854857023134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360408204839674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291407844631734,0.04208067481968394,0.0,0.11748064334433918,0.0,0.07244380651416855,0.1831570073599258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048839918317433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302567595256608,0.05946411943170685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511565989649511,0.0,0.0,0.04451930318989394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721227332521294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064271017176033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766656722328849,0.0,0.12228200516566845,0.0,0.0,0.13678303168063416,0.12488503644686325,0.058161619581434086,0.13192421376657187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471248789549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309311029948522,0.0587177583714398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213172745645079,0.0,0.03923192484763697,0.057899952333636616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367648659244285,0.1363077000544181,0.07084575165103046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254008783497132,0.0,0.0692437509676964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34251322524980604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587529691830877,0.0,0.0,0.07309389287606101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060955663696683225,0.0,0.11593735762987807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921574963629006,0.0,0.13870189493345614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550999090992164,0.0,0.05074574944551593,0.0,0.0532409855269296,0.13334119677248815,0.07341528294225955,0.06478094483296408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677721208108186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350019679429301,0.060275232250219885,0.0721227332521294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895212195689396,0.06566431693773912,0.0,0.1382242060463523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908088281717678,0.2111053236741489,0.0,0.0,0.06827345322837712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771303161111532,0.0,0.21649866062118547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506092829220066,0.0,0.0,0.22193810643823592,0.2413446495619306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917222971891723,0.08846459262010324,0.06782263592852845,0.0,0.040252548395385564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937350753388499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04071628969205578,0.054793618034210116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457953394753953,0.0,0.0,0.06654344899566282,0.0,0.15076623474908565,0.0,0.0,0.14711298813725374,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OneChest,2018/12/01,"What do you guys work with? Heya, I used to work in a store and sit back in the warehouse and do stuff, it was pretty nice, only had to kill myself a few times everytime I would go out in the store and help customers.

Now, I'm studying and *trying* to become an electro engineer, on a pre-year before it starts to get all my grades up. Could maybe do something else? 

What do you guys work with/as? what kind of education if any? IT/data related that leads that you barely have to talk to people? ",1.9951705170517045,3.801350079207922,3.2737953795379537,91.57909790979099,77.9108910891089,6.073047304730473,20.133113311331133,6.937597516519254,0.2362070407040697,382,9,83,4,9,124,71,101,0.046,0.86,0.094,0.6072,0,0,1,0,0,1,17.0,0,3,0,4,2,3,1,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,1,12,14,5,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,2,14,10,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,53,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601252046144607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379405714715855,0.0,0.0,0.2208934825417171,0.17019235437161026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969037372455674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708129211539774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449609545227448,0.0,0.11366934102972195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960793766016392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340613651240128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127957935155476,0.2082778937304979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093524671412247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152115344871167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866059005924436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034803721378916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539761811081181,0.0,0.0,0.14156692279202662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289616820401629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075911649883068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662646348962047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579252466604594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727429766534934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436825330901223,0.0,0.0,0.1420801764839752,0.0,0.0,0.12879880460634732
socialanxiety,LordButterHam,2018/12/01,"Scared to send texts? Am I the only one who is like kind off scared to send messages to people even though I know they would be totally fine with it? Because when I do, I can only think that they don't want to talk to me or something until we properly start to talk.",5.397619047619044,4.453609714285714,5.807857142857145,86.67047619047621,67.92857142857143,8.895238095238097,27.595238095238088,7.793537801064563,1.3507095238095241,208,5,47,2,3,67,42,56,0.11599999999999999,0.745,0.138,0.325,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,2,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,8,11,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,3,9,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,4,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543289144673663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721513210266045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636356014136195,0.13913455830340274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368513805466595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155324607357034,0.3850914728496508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551487293191978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5069308361535285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949011600930504,0.0,0.0,0.17919367323180466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069738329093293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622198860446038,0.248736357580204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932509557509466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798433434552308,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,notSomeone23,2018/12/01,"Tonight was a good night. So tonight, I was invited by my roommate to hang out with a few friends of his. I had met these people before, and for the most part was fairly comfortable talking with them. We went to a local Christmas in lights show, had some hot chocolate, and had some good 'ol fashioned bonding time.

What really made this night good for me was what happened after. On our way home, one of my roommate's friends asked me if I wanted to come with her and play basketball with a fairly large group of her friends who I had never met. 

I was immediately terrified. I had never met any of these people before, and didn't want to be the only one there who didn't know anyone other than the mutual friend who had invited me. 

I said something along the lines of, ""I don't know, I'm not great at basketball.""

My roommate, who is aware that I've been having issues socializing, said, ""Oh come on, you'll have a blast. Go.""

I muttered, ""Oh, alright, sure.""

At that point, I was nearly frozen in fear.

She replied, ""Ok, great! Come to the court at \[local apartment complex\]. I'll meet you there.""

I went home with my roommate, and put on some tennis shoes and athletic shorts, my hands shaking as I was doing so.

I stood there in my room, and said to myself, ""Alright you motherfucker. You are gonna do this. Don't make any more excuses, because you aren't worming your way out of another one.""

To make a long story short, I went. I showed up last, and everyone was already there, talking and play basketball. Initially, a huge sense of dread overcame me as I was walking in. But something happened. 

She saw me come in, smiled and waved, and introduced me to everyone there. I actually ended up enjoying myself more than I thought. I played better than I thought I would as well. 

I think I might be finally getting somewhere.",3.869663149350647,5.582219951704547,4.498652597402599,85.2005681818182,72.49431818181819,7.528571428571428,28.48051948051948,8.192908349453996,1.9171701298701287,1421,56,278,22,28,453,179,352,0.067,0.7929999999999999,0.14,0.9724,1,0,2,0,0,0,71.0,2,6,1,1,8,23,0,3,12,3,32,2,2,3,3,47,64,18,0,4,3,0,2,0,4,4,0,3,3,0,13,24,0,0,6,5,0,12,8,3,1,3,32,7,51,20,47,26,8,50,0,0,1,0,35,24,0,6,12,189,64,0,0.0,0.0,0.09195236520416752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039822962805071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815574767258167,0.09880566114647377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588599991750549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808991386460834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057440157991667434,0.0,0.16036118107842312,0.0,0.0,0.08333649183079768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246743004601157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345752208527255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007666735738226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603203938472862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322152804251207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911994703532227,0.0,0.04922993558283375,0.0,0.0535516117843097,0.23710045696784385,0.0,0.2077721168074725,0.0,0.0,0.16664998493312086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890355614572832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834894088518864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356984676048188,0.07680792011862027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833882976844852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916025900957643,0.12579506326560586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996039736733113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534798376704766,0.0,0.0,0.17685209289060053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155280640296948,0.07166419565014563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203910875198167,0.0,0.1306508513442401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089075364779528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472457851290927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060364495294876364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688955504264645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605298391470583,0.0,0.1450817362014344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880822411242452,0.0,0.0,0.15147285485332346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060377123210846276,0.0,0.14961208543983087,0.054944763821055835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115554219449897,0.149586673232145,0.0,0.0,0.08472176292509588,0.2620492749888689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693645255959182,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,winter_mutant,2018/12/01,"I'm so sick of getting attached to people, and then being forced to push them away. It's like I'm being trained to keep everyone at arm's length. If they get too close, I won't be able to keep talking to them for long. Because eventually my anxiety will start kicking in and make me dread seeing them, make me constantly worry about what they think of me, and make me feel miserable and drained every time I let my thoughts wander. And the only cure is to start avoiding that person, and never speak to them again.

So I have no one in my life who genuinely cares about me, and I can't have anyone who cares about me because that's worse. And now every time I'm feeling depressed or hopeless or alone I have to go through this whole process where I want to reach out for comfort, but I realize that there's no one to comfort me, and I have to face the fact that no one cares.",9.511580207502,5.707498960893857,8.753806863527533,77.84759776536316,62.18435754189943,11.792817238627295,38.97924980047885,8.841846274778883,3.1925540303272144,690,24,148,7,7,218,103,179,0.166,0.737,0.09699999999999999,-0.8696,0,3,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,6,0,11,11,0,3,2,0,12,4,2,3,2,29,34,16,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,9,11,0,3,5,0,0,2,6,5,0,3,1,4,24,6,24,27,1,19,0,3,1,0,11,7,0,3,11,100,33,0,0.14343349446409867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485538429861827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097262306702968,0.0,0.0,0.10029203432415668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476048959093273,0.0,0.0,0.1748714538475021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387200208423389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500065183325454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235390586067699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416978106437865,0.13705685066781415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504856899069118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987616171664891,0.0,0.08151656033012432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549805605013412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667046600610953,0.10131131897236886,0.07007436028950369,0.0,0.0,0.12693412901188042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872289140023709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062475332516453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915827438106598,0.109087635900747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943872510019668,0.12524059487826156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429792469075628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304593125966708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528640968603733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190639166192824,0.0,0.11387017292768956,0.16727444816724726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460079126862413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013837426377595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456636760557992,0.14617098472516685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cheechoo59,2018/12/01,"Do you pep-talk to yourself for little things such as buying milk ? Even for smaller things, I tend to stress about it ",3.364782608695652,5.4014387391304375,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,74.65217391304348,4.6000000000000005,20.195652173913047,3.1291,-0.5256782608695652,93,2,19,0,2,27,20,23,0.12300000000000001,0.877,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906395287317984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410315230892375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040595792474221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35368414782677204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846805316795725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NaiveComment,2018/12/01,"Working retail with social anxiety. Constantly worrying about messing up, upset customers, or what if I'm stuck in a situation and my boss isn't around to help. Long story short, I work part time at a mall kiosk. I started a week ago. It's fairly easy for the most part. So far I've had three interactions where I had to frantically call my boss for help and apologized perfusely. No one has ever been upset with me. But I worry for the time when it'll happen. I've done retail before a few years ago and it was an absolute nightmare because it was a mismanaged understaffed big retail store with so many problems. This is easy in comparison as far as what to remember.

I dunno, I'm trying to have fun with it. It's very low stress and my boss is very cool and friendly. But I just constantly worry about the day when I mess up and don't know how to fix it and my boss isn't around and isn't picking up the phone (since it's a solo person gig but my boss is usually around). Or when I have to deny a transaction or something for some reason because I just don't know how to complete it. What if I just can't complete a transaction and I have to tell someone, sorry, I can't give you the thing? I don't know. I don't know what exactly I'm so worried about. I smile a lot and I'm very polite. I just worry so much and get so anxious. I feel this dread for this awful potential scenario that hasn't happened yet that I feel like could happen any moment. It's making it hard to relax during the 99% of the time when I'm just by myself cleaning or have transactions that go swimmingly.

Does anyone have any advice? I worry the more I think about this the worse it'll be. I'm trying to keep a positive mindset and only think positive. Only say to myself ""this is fun and easy"".",2.6545662100456617,4.2396720136986294,4.381849315068493,85.3170662100457,75.43835616438356,7.387214611872146,23.947488584474893,8.131152278815165,1.3443077625570772,1395,43,286,23,30,471,169,365,0.161,0.74,0.099,-0.9318,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,2,26,15,0,5,20,2,30,0,0,10,2,62,54,35,0,4,14,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,25,20,0,1,10,3,4,5,11,9,0,2,7,5,29,6,37,43,8,40,0,1,0,0,16,15,0,10,21,191,54,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569985511815799,0.1554822973211639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927861337085,0.0,0.06709059667617527,0.09907653444362284,0.0,0.061322186897071536,0.0,0.0,0.2342159559478948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069227486316552,0.0,0.07462661513400999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955195490098042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390448587531696,0.1895460393228328,0.0,0.07002166521845013,0.0,0.0,0.056559528627174574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767472461873518,0.08974799922672358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933006907019076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088687955297139,0.06265321197408771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775714251770837,0.0,0.045819860281717056,0.08413025355271496,0.049842181200688535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265962879652174,0.0,0.0785623682618819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756751278738466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795218080653275,0.0,0.0,0.19279147339038485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04284600514211182,0.0,0.0,0.07761212977019721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455977802709787,0.0,0.0,0.05854072481225901,0.08891448119443476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446991445999592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942808795803321,0.13340027335060334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994206069678587,0.0,0.0,0.07657664158453845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391747703050982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017065897274854,0.0,0.0,0.09934750252285668,0.0,0.0,0.06974291005360518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254671037216577,0.0985789692448806,0.0,0.08939955436684531,0.07430829834936563,0.0675160834914504,0.0,0.09817346261896834,0.0620748229373397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046055789507573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665405025371168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826427551542236,0.11238980173265342,0.0,0.0,0.15341649577765748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908568412188293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658964461200828,0.2170861435967392,0.0,0.0,0.07034800308780732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769392988819214,0.5343843243823827,0.08937424098183523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647620809152978
socialanxiety,Hitler_Has_No_Arms,2018/12/01,"FUCK SOCIAL ANXIETY I’m starting to get tired of this. Can’t even talk to people online anymore because I’m so scared       they just will end up disappearing again :l 
At this point I’m not too sure what to do…any recommendations on how I can somehow get over it?  ",1.2934591194968554,3.7034530943396287,3.217264150943397,87.72954402515724,84.09433962264151,5.79748427672956,22.040880503144656,7.1686216300943375,0.7572163522012576,206,7,43,3,6,69,44,53,0.305,0.695,0.0,-0.9514,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,5,10,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,9,0,9,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935692393529204,0.0,0.21775363410645712,0.0,0.2822926347131769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351773748244334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521121270284159,0.0,0.0,0.18800619116268624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631509100285244,0.297431878233306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973378984150448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26908275155178313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28498059502661577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901610481248166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147411039378404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26827576135945,0.0,0.0,0.22878790712908556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271590392489205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MadPrinceJoker,2018/12/01,"Does anyone get the feeling no one likes you? Im sure this had been on here before but im new. Ive noticed since I started going to college again im constantly getting the feeling no one likes me. Ive asked a couple friends I made if I have personally traits that are annoying or if theyve heard anything like that about me and they say no. I just dont buy it for some reason I always have the vibe im annoying I dont know maybe its just me, anyone else in a similar situation?",-0.18321882001493608,2.043361417475729,2.507766990291266,91.19501867064976,90.16504854368931,5.499327856609411,21.515309932785662,7.010146845296331,0.7047870052277823,378,14,83,6,13,131,68,103,0.135,0.696,0.16899999999999998,0.4039,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,5,7,2,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,14,19,5,0,2,6,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,5,2,0,2,4,4,13,5,5,15,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,7,50,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116246695758955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953715555299665,0.1431454447854551,0.11496624518671107,0.0,0.13060637707386935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887963085155352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097270017947825,0.0,0.0,0.15458218087676845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222577800057247,0.0,0.3274690989615311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116706548905891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127923888508326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793661317207924,0.0,0.1459813785250423,0.0,0.07939821592248204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6036263970057671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677883804196238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476008186669264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219332267830874,0.0,0.0,0.14035359016353854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349290555309302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905636040878696,0.0,0.0,0.18933698509514646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198600816979716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364117457387438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110999257677329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556635837027565,0.15703554894609273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888472125815903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316713786724235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,late_rizer,2018/12/01,"God is the Peace the World Cannot Give  2 Timothy 1:7  For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love and self-discipline. 

​

I was diagnosed with social anxiety in 2008 or so, popped benzos up to 6 a day, but now I am completely free of all social anxiety!  I am free, thank God Almighty, I am free at last!",5.1507142857142885,4.7679302142857125,6.069285714285716,82.71821428571431,68.28571428571429,10.428571428571429,28.92857142857143,10.125756701596842,2.4824285714285708,265,8,58,6,4,88,53,70,0.047,0.551,0.402,0.9848,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,1,1,8,12,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,8,7,10,1,7,1,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,3,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446924254114053,0.20687624114834988,0.0,0.0,0.2604864237092593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850721339151118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979921232393848,0.0,0.0,0.17280338747457327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898969959508973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32664471564436315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387790599299814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366013636547188,0.0,0.11364531546272855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761119097598824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471033401390314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674624808067578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143808156163169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687624114834988,0.0
socialanxiety,Joxy43,2018/12/01,"Pausing the show during socially awkward scenes. Does anyone else here sometimes, while watching a dramatic show or something with a lot of socially awkward scenes, just pause the show or movie and then have to force yourself to unpause it? I'm really hoping I'm not the only one who does that and that I'm not just some weirdo who can't even handle scripted drama.",10.275217391304347,8.136501159420295,9.113333333333337,70.69000000000003,59.14492753623188,11.518840579710146,40.39130434782609,9.725611199111238,3.9784260869565213,296,12,50,4,3,92,49,69,0.047,0.872,0.08,0.4981,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,6,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,6,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,2,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286542271048695,0.2679648242423697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577272379236076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184718480729347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273579912474632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25975484302718405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223404939717903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721713747036505,0.1989027023522342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754058468603264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331867021266666,0.0,0.20133589117008827,0.2586564142680736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,huzwuz,2018/12/01,Invited to a party tonight. Didn’t go. Been lying in bed all night on my phone doing nothing instead Why am I like this ,-0.5953999999999979,1.5734709600000016,1.9515,92.20325,99.4,4.1000000000000005,22.25,5.985473137389443,0.5340000000000003,94,4,19,1,4,32,25,25,0.12300000000000001,0.688,0.188,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318837915179243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27408373037015765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5264748409388303,0.0,0.5383092968115352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062290345438875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ConnieTheConjurer,2018/12/01,"Social Anxiety - The Younger We Start to Help the Better Tools We Have Early intervention is known to help in so many areas of our development. I rarely hear anyone addressing this for kids and social fear and anxiety. We have created an animated tv show to address this void. Here is an article written by our show creator, who has battled social anxiety since he was quite young. [https://the-art-of-autism.com/connie-the-conjurer-an-animated-adventure-of-pvercoming-social-anxiety/](https://the-art-of-autism.com/connie-the-conjurer-an-animated-adventure-of-pvercoming-social-anxiety/)",17.260714285714286,23.656707000000004,11.085357142857143,31.170892857142892,50.42857142857142,9.214285714285714,30.17857142857143,9.516144504307137,3.842571428571429,510,15,49,10,8,138,53,70,0.13,0.743,0.127,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,5,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,7,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,0,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597937708724782,0.0,0.0,0.10506524367208377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328927060671811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908420709942953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693538727890261,0.0,0.2014321406974688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523399947942222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981994190931798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429657500071448,0.0,0.0,0.7658554300659537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635475882097913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kickupccc,2018/12/01,"First time posting! Hope this is relevant Hi , I’ve always had a lot of anxiety / a really bad combo of social anxiety and depression .. I have a lot of anxiety related to being a bad /evil person which makes relationships hard sometimes . Recently a friend has been kind of distant with me , responding to my texts really slowly and not saying much . I’ve asked her to help me take photos of some recent paintings and tonight she brought over some lights to help document but sent me a bit of a rude text bc I got confused about when I was meeting her . I get the sense she’s mad at me but can’t stop feeling like it’s because she’s suddenly realized that I’m a terrible person rather than it being something with her ?? I dunno if anyone has ever experienced this, like how it’s hard to deal with conflict when you feel bad about yourself already ? Any advice would be appreciated ! ",4.114590025359257,6.102591147928994,5.456318681318685,77.44403846153848,72.43195266272191,8.852240067624683,29.231191885038037,9.424239791934726,2.89677480980558,700,29,125,17,14,234,112,169,0.21899999999999997,0.672,0.10800000000000001,-0.9638,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,7,14,3,1,9,0,12,0,0,2,1,27,23,9,0,4,5,0,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,9,0,1,6,7,17,5,19,13,6,15,0,1,0,0,21,2,0,8,12,82,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537372743626136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287560767774133,0.0,0.11527130565915444,0.0,0.0,0.09420780509592368,0.0,0.31793417160815063,0.0,0.0,0.0968661265920944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951049932580136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470100692574028,0.08444898191508572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124314295409755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282237178712104,0.1193190483243512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531184717875188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009380845184655,0.09896864853613256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783686777961552,0.0,0.0,0.10703095040715772,0.0,0.07237824694560656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079821816057847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481983338984152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571271105995615,0.0,0.0,0.1375954247371111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426174260857189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536133553187196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355531419378073,0.0,0.0,0.09247245650216764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183835918874727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419249225464128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267718550697166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749673224122373,0.0,0.27357103424319656,0.14873356778648986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016772062439596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412178689111496,0.0,0.106650167278975,0.13701357313468518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158205466921848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041602548805829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078023335043938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841051050877984,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hiddencanada,2018/12/01,"How to hold a conversation with a new person? I'm meeting a really good internet friends girlfriend and I'm so nervous about it but its important to him. I just have a much harder time getting to know and talking to people online because I can't rely on facial cues or anything to see how the conversation is going and I'm not sure what to do. I would just do the same I did with my friend but that was years ago and I honestly have no idea how I've managed it do it then.

Any tips would be very appreciated. ",2.36577568134172,4.041596311320756,4.4769182389937106,83.94281970649897,76.45283018867924,7.352620545073376,25.928721174004195,8.167268648758528,1.6161312368972751,403,15,84,7,9,139,72,106,0.065,0.7559999999999999,0.179,0.9268,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,6,0,12,1,1,3,1,22,19,12,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,7,5,10,14,2,7,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,5,59,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949074303031896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838284439749124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037613919340038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094035750918594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826047289770441,0.0,0.1293656622272012,0.0,0.14072209601320068,0.2076829694973408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27952080958458864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607961958832462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820213576944553,0.0,0.0,0.23914264680621916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171661141788989,0.21620292791839166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862488578098904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731258859923065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23336887581733026,0.0,0.0,0.1990190109488761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438299935754068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430364005239932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35178914658302674,0.0,0.0,0.15945229895773433
socialanxiety,sweetcheeta,2018/12/01,"do you go red all the time? I get super hot and flushed in a lot of social situations. Like, some of them don't even make me anxious, but I do anyway. Triggers for me is getting a compliment from anyone, talking to people from my brothers work, or literally talking to any teacher. It's such a problem and it's so embarrassing. My psych has helped me out a bit but like it just frustrates me because there's a lot more I would say to people, but I can't cause I have to cut conversations short cause I can feel my body start to heat up !!",1.9416216216216209,3.7817601441441435,3.728189189189192,88.10363513513515,78.18918918918921,6.241801801801803,25.51441441441441,7.1686216300943375,1.07073981981982,420,16,90,5,10,141,76,111,0.145,0.755,0.10099999999999999,-0.7256,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,2,6,8,2,1,6,0,9,1,1,4,1,19,15,7,0,2,5,1,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,4,15,4,13,14,6,7,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,4,4,63,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253631733556825,0.0,0.0,0.2201775932572577,0.0,0.13627617881559853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880711003050172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277652280490647,0.2164860981782556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004248268714367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287273137833579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854553683113916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365077597567569,0.0,0.11076418408340982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063502955635714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043319078235035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313881045999471,0.0,0.0,0.13009494093712978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702334153308839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648964892199185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498953580272892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907185506644547,0.0,0.19867245891572796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794876045034687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313300881515744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364572851340472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418869882471592,0.0,0.0,0.1384488964228218,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,danimac321,2018/12/01,"How do you guys walk into social situations without dying inside? Specifically, situations where lots of people are sitting and you have to walk by them? Like a school gym or something. My husband is a basketball coach and I practically die everytime I have to walk into a gym. It's been years and I still hate it! Is it just me?? Any suggestions for working through this?",3.0877173913043485,5.992495362318845,4.533170289855075,77.92410326086956,80.8840579710145,7.507971014492752,27.46557971014493,8.472884824447931,2.5568101449275367,296,13,51,7,8,98,52,69,0.126,0.8390000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.8101,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,4,2,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,8,5,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,9,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,3,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585779044424995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840309691894827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308957929802624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302278754437632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139253637706877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825068419389594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166530644205127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360017831177869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242330011450357,0.0,0.2377089000106073,0.0,0.17952185615959831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622666668632729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247878422254298,0.0,0.16976585524799234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016738503102034
socialanxiety,rektbyry,2018/12/01,I feel like I talk too formal or proper and it makes me less interesting to others When I'm at work or class I feel like my interactions are boring for others. I'm really bad at being witty and cracking little jokes. I feel like I offer nothing of interest for others when socializing that conversations just die off. I struggle to keep a conversation engaging. It just makes me want to talk less. Also I struggle with greeting people and trying to say hi first. I'm really inconsistent because I can be super confident sometimes and other times I just go back into my shell,4.026697247706424,6.460647495412849,5.982100917431192,71.58801376146789,74.04587155963304,8.396697247706422,25.578899082568807,9.120678840339163,2.554085504587156,463,16,75,11,10,160,70,109,0.14,0.655,0.205,0.7132,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,8,12,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,18,15,9,1,1,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,4,13,8,12,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,8,54,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278162018157134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728936118228274,0.14907683221124018,0.1088388017181152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530054568596954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708317239755085,0.3826557361638157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186948612649015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147070378050622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869816402727735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616828271488177,0.1789480532094461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383590927773765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131784081685633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377997032861135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22875979328490784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198540265212348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200318446621488,0.0,0.0,0.17658464058324624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733060349207219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870139044089898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411047713058297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121969672009048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530991243557916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998220204370275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whobiesno,2018/12/01,"My SAD is gone but that ""hesistance"" before I speak often means I feel like I have nothing to say. I often think of a reasonable response seconds to minutes after appropriate. Any experience overcoming this without medication? Hi, 
Despite me facing my fears over and over and feeling like I whooped my SAD, I suspect that this hesistance is still social anxiety and my inhibitions. The affect is strongest in the presence of assholes. It's also as if my brain just naturally moves at a slower conversation pace than others. I don't know how to ""face my fears"" out of this problem like I did with the my other anxiety problems. What I mean to say is exposure therapy isn't doing a damn thing. 

It's annoying because I'm actually an extrovert and want a social life, but very few people can hold up a conversation with me when I ONLY listen and acknowledge and ask questions. Online, I'll frequently spend 10 minutes to an hour pondering my response. 

Thanks; any relates or tips will be appreciated.  ",6.7851639344262304,7.963313158469942,7.896297814207653,65.61198770491806,64.95628415300547,10.908743169398909,37.654371584699454,10.864195022040775,4.655401092896175,800,41,126,22,12,272,120,183,0.19399999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.133,-0.9283,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,2,2,10,0,12,5,3,3,0,34,24,14,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,11,9,0,1,11,0,1,2,3,8,0,1,2,6,20,4,20,20,1,13,0,2,0,0,11,6,1,5,8,92,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.1392131701637458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408317477399688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402402394535231,0.0,0.2182652391428189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336553270070345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696270586375328,0.0,0.1213910503528732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925298256278145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954643765242186,0.0,0.32105876360875185,0.14426386655532436,0.2038291351110632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404889303539827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840084737834761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007632319468916,0.20908578896225016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31079174215474203,0.0,0.14371245260469298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516223772145456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688374701841197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849747955411514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890076867429838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27300797875942245,0.0,0.0,0.15980908171238212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667569987003515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268939865722185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29084277201055475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139264873105722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133988648964734,0.16314131767246315,0.0,0.09477532365852948,0.09140918462386696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770740211536647,0.0841431070087628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375167676603566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shinygoose,2018/12/01,"Frustrating coworker helps bring out my assertive side I am super nonconfrontational in most aspects of my life. I have an older coworker that is now semi-retired and only works a few days a month. Most of my interactions with her (even before her retirement) have not been positive. She expects help with her duties when it's busy but always finds something to complain about the way I help her. She also always manages to talk to me in a way that infers I am not as
 competent as her even when asking for my help or opinon.

We have a new analyzer at my job and I was one of two people to receive specialized training in how to operate it. Since my coworker only works a few days a month now her experience with this analyzer is pretty limited. When I came into work today she came up to me and asked me to help with some tests results that were not crossing our interface. When I suggested some solutions, she argued with me and tried to fix it her own way. So I shrugged and quietly went back to my own work.

A little while later she came back to me with her solution. She'll be B and I'll be M.

B: So I think it didn't work because the sample had X.

M: That can't be it. Every sample has X. That's how the new analyzer works.

B: No, I really think it has to be because of X. 

M: ...X would never cause a problem with the results.

B: It's X. There's no other reason.

At this point, I usually would just shrug the whole thing off with a non-committal answer just to be done with it. But not today. Today was not the day to talk down to me about something I have more training and experience in.

M: It's not X. You can think it's X all you want, but I've been using this analyzer since we got it and every single sample has X, so it's not X.

B: Well, ok.

Turns out it wasn't X. She was just doing them wrong.",1.7691858823529432,3.5934965013333366,4.004270588235293,85.99854705882355,78.65333333333334,7.185098039215688,22.496078431372556,8.124751697461798,1.1906643137254904,1408,43,299,26,34,486,169,375,0.07,0.841,0.08900000000000001,0.789,1,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,3,2,1,9,23,9,2,0,16,1,32,1,0,8,2,65,46,25,0,5,14,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,23,25,0,2,7,0,0,7,13,5,1,2,15,4,46,4,44,23,12,48,0,0,0,0,35,15,0,5,23,218,69,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215209495811772,0.150147180473456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686945090478741,0.0,0.0,0.13875336352349235,0.0,0.10999941794618696,0.0,0.07677397310757972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30957663765282845,0.0,0.09268489460721777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456103517501548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233047039207604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191841934906944,0.0,0.15203521160674555,0.0,0.0,0.17651275642549066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824630954600513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216036967380593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023762048183189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953339170009267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372787480819728,0.0,0.09042814412190517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440318615557586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958630587483063,0.17427779017413392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061138112971247674,0.13723882532219414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254995679209749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529083677410622,0.0,0.0,0.09179023744112863,0.0,0.08633217670702238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05779980051599945,0.0927652920427258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926843944762333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891767619350126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503725660825914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059940812182369324,0.1734356757363484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565653885036128,0.0,0.0,0.06125616908828906,0.09813779639240476,0.08813573153332481,0.0,0.0,0.07792456184700877,0.09936898202600468,0.0,0.05321644895484718,0.2148468192378934,0.0,0.0,0.08112220556990196,0.0836385458357589,0.0,0.10073186659284823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941048507278232,0.0,0.0,0.12818507257598016,0.09864577322848013,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sk8ergio,2018/12/01,I feel so hopeless Someone please chat with me,2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,80.1111111111111,3.6,31.222222222222207,3.1291,0.9686888888888898,38,2,7,0,1,11,9,9,0.278,0.506,0.21600000000000005,-0.1851,0,0,0,0,0,1,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425723283934611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7437088569732326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740569099650751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MilitantComb,2019/09/15,"Is it possible to make friends after college? I'm in my third year(started about a month ago) and still no friends, my anxiety definitely got better thanks to medication but i still only have acquaintances and honestly i've given up on making college friends by now.",5.863125,8.31541572916667,6.544166666666667,69.51750000000001,68.79166666666666,10.633333333333336,37.0,10.686352973137794,4.879524999999999,217,12,34,7,4,71,39,48,0.053,0.626,0.322,0.9331,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,5,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,6,8,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,23,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210325360238938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151074633808004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984585515692966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5499421730061452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897663327870521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31675886572100315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23902435983665896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189386489394956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804543734678876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26748604725085817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679407845266912,0.0,0.378967934988252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184461521616412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527939709720685
socialanxiety,post-june,2019/09/15,"Hate sneezing while wearing headphones in public Does anyone else get nervous when you sneeze while listening to something on your headphones? That probably sounds really weird but my fear is that I'll sneeze and then not hear someone when they say, ""bless you"" so then I don't say thank you and I'm being rude. Or even worse if I sneeze and then assume someone said ""bless you"" or I think I hear it and then I say thank you when nobody said anything.

I know I'm over thinking it but I can't help myself.",2.4571000000000005,4.8186705100000005,2.7059999999999995,93.473,78.9,5.2,22.0,6.2581,0.2852000000000001,401,12,81,3,10,122,62,100,0.23600000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.067,-0.9490000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,1,0,5,9,2,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,14,18,19,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,9,16,4,4,15,0,12,2,0,0,0,17,3,0,4,9,49,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193774276184438,0.17868345651884174,0.14350834637974802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261011449218487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456807066976173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518313920276747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623755515887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111172675223822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217430331309125,0.0,0.0,0.3931010532907056,0.0,0.11689013273026776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584034049703946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802222372266897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171888274339607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317701939588644,0.4160464648718398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955206468550795,0.13425416211731425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211102905881785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234845074219858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777186000341184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socialyanxioushithed,2019/09/15,"socially anxious shithead If it's worth anything, I'd like to apologize for previous posts I've made in here. They were poorly phrased and irresponsible. I was going to say they were poorly thought out, but then that was part of the problem, as in they weren't thought out. Either you think it through before or you think about it after. It seems. I think part of the problem with social isolation/being a loser is you can lack that ""leave it out/that aint it"" filter you can get from a healthy social network. Or maybe that's what it's there for. And there you go, I'm at it again. But if I think about it then I will stop. And so on. There are no excuses.

​

Please stop reading now if I haven't fucked you up.

​

Seriously, this is not a good use of your time. All the good out there. All the good people. All the good in here. All the good inside of you. All the amazing stuff out there you could be reading instead. The utter bewildering amount of content just on reddit. To end up reading this is truly criminal. There's got to be enough on wikipedia to last a life time alone. Go and read about neurology, phenomenology, metaphysics, quantum mechanics, the autonomic nervous system, felting, jelqing, whatever.

I've got a never ending amount of tabs and bookmarks.

Never going to read them.

​

For what it's worth, I apologize to everyone I have hurt.

​

Please be assured that I am completely removed from leftist politics and I have not and will not be frequenting leftist spaces in any shape or form, online or offline, in any way, whatsoever, ever again.   
I did go ages without touching social media at all but then with the political shit going on it can be like a old reflex sometimes to see what's going on, you click on a link here, you click on a link there and before you know it you could be back in there. There are no excuses though, obviously.  
It's not like I actually did anything of use anyway, or it's even a need or necessity for me, not that that's of any relevance obviously - apart from the fact that if your actions are supposedly self defeating - what the fuck are you doing - if there's any chance someone might be unsettling or harming good people then they gtfo.  
I 100% promise I have not and will not look even, lurk etc, in anyway at all in any leftist space whatsoever. Tbh, from a completely selfish perspective, it weirds me the hell out just writing that, so it is in my own self interest to keep away. Whatever's happened, whatever I've done, whatever I am, whatever I've become, I'm not ending up some kind of creepy old weirdo. I guess some of my tabs and bookmarks to read are lefty type stuff so If I do end up reading any of them I will not look at any attached forums etc.

​

I think I'm going to keep writing, let the poison flow for just a little bit longer, but there is no reason for anyone to read past this point. I say this sincerely \[as I'm capable of\], my time is genuinely worthless, and it is actually best for everyone else all round that I do waste it, but, for anyone good who is still reading, every further second lost is an unforgivable crime and a cruel insult to the universe.  
All the best everyone.  
Keep up the good work.

Peace.

.  
.  
.  
.  
.

I wish it were that I'm a just painfully pathetic loser -- a person genuinely devoid of value - of anything - literally nothing - literally good for nothing - truly worthless - and I say that objectively, matter-of-factly, not self-deprecatingly, or self-pitying, or self-effacingly, through insecurity, lack of self esteem, or whatever - facts are facts, the proof is in the pudding, there's no escaping the cold hard truth -- but that is very much trying to get off the hook - trying to get off lightly \[obviously\] - it is far far worse than that - I am not a good person, I am, in fact, when it comes down to it, the worst kind of person \[maybe not quite the lowest of the low I guess, although I think the thing about referring to ones self as the worst kind of person, or the like, with the terrible people out there, is it is, like all of this, self confirming.\]   
I mean, does it get worse than fucking up those who you were supposedly politically aligned with - good people doing good. That's got to be about as bad as it gets itself. Tbh, not sure whether it's \[horrifically\] ironic, but it is kind of \[twistedly - horrifically\] poetically befitting my pathetic, shameful, disgraceful fucked up excuse of a life.

​

I'm not really sure about people I may have connected with and fucked up who aren't to the left/ good people. I mean, I do apologize to you all \[I'm not really sure what an apology is worth from a bad person\], and I will try and stay off completely, but, no offence, If I'm going to fuck up anyone ...

pretty fucked up that whatever

I don't really know why I've been posting in here or I'm writing this in here or why I'm still writing, I'm not sure there could be a worse place or I could get much more contradictory. Apart from the fact I'm beyond too old for this, and reddits not for me either, I guess it is kind of social media as well so I shouldn't have been in here at all in the first place, whatever. And yet. No excuses.

I realize that may have undermined what I said earlier but I'm sticking to that and I wont go in here again either after this.

Forget about left, right, politics etc, and I'm not sure how feasible this is, and there is nothing wrong with it in of itself - how it is commonly understood now anyway - but I personally just dont like the term lurk, so I won't be ""lurking"" in here or anywhere else at all, full stop. I don't want to be a lurker. That is just my own personal choice, I'm not casting judgement on anyone else, although you are wasting your time reading this, that's just an objective fact.

Anyone in here still reading take this as an horrific warning - this is far worse than any humiliation - do not end up like this - this is true motivation here - fuck all that positivity bollocks.

With every word, with every further word of bollocks, it says stop, each extra word just further digging my grave. And yet. Oh well.

It all adds weight I guess.

​

That''s the thing about this social anxiety bollocks I seem to have ended up deciding I have. It's all a bit convenient really. Just another excuse. Just more post hoc rationalisation.

It seems I refer to it as ""social anxiety"" now but, truth be told, deep inside, I think I've always been aware that it isn't just something health wise - psychologically or mentally etc - that there is something fundamentally deeply wrong there. Intuitively, instinctively, there is something very untoward, very dodgy, nefarious even about not being at ease - not just chill with people - for no reason whatsoever - a deep disingenuous, a deceitfulness to it - being fake - existing as a fraud - a decepticon. Always something nagging away in the background - telling you not to say it, not to do it. I'd always blame that self awareness - that self consciousness - as if it needed to be destroyed - as if it were the enemy. I'd literally beat the shit out of my head \[the literal agony of trying to read Joyce, Dostoyevsky, Rowling, et al, etc\].   
But, in the cold light of day, rationally analysing it, no good has ever come from just ignoring it and letting it out - just going with the flow. What if it isn't the enemy after all, that it was just doing it's job.

Pathological self awareness as some kind as self defence mechanism for humanity.

Going red as a literal warning sign.

That's some fucked up self confirming shit that there.

  
Maybe I just stared into the abyss too long.

Anyway. 

Whatever. Whatever I am, whatever I've done, whatever I've become, my space time, my programming, my algorithms, my causal chain, my soul, are manifestly deeply corrupted; my karma fucked.

From a purely selfish perspective, in terms of pure self interest, I've got some serious redemption that I need to be getting on with.",4.82038838091318,6.434747242524918,5.700859083291688,77.91211889571636,69.93023255813954,8.94205156851792,29.39831829006556,9.396323291666784,2.6742725722517857,6260,242,1156,136,113,2053,477,1505,0.218,0.679,0.10300000000000001,-0.9997,2,2,4,0,0,0,302.0,0,20,6,11,90,96,20,3,71,0,115,22,4,8,42,250,206,91,1,24,83,0,5,7,0,11,7,6,0,19,107,47,1,9,28,12,5,18,47,50,2,3,28,22,91,46,190,145,55,166,3,9,8,10,77,90,14,42,59,808,198,17,0.0,0.0,0.0497262078189505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026387790794045643,0.0,0.0,0.06359985345531598,0.1932397685033569,0.2167121000642484,0.1386087095815334,0.026716174341732297,0.038981594300677866,0.028783178729501032,0.0,0.08907494975748446,0.02610548555584685,0.06289930477976176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787532298251553,0.019591207237901673,0.04254656135142983,0.0,0.05627746707840263,0.043360240917634435,0.0,0.05347571845070598,0.0,0.05563131647260385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04389452544886895,0.08014040432225109,0.0,0.0,0.08136926129836639,0.0,0.0,0.016431368239455832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02229619471868548,0.05214620630130806,0.0298603278844786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385144420002617,0.0,0.1353970420897501,0.026325850629825284,0.1420749591988628,0.05048444610345679,0.04609308489630834,0.06439959210520373,0.07303670028885266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024463122598682944,0.0,0.0,0.021671792702621047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23554238386605034,0.09317936529359716,0.0,0.17375856971467998,0.2991793486290784,0.08150915960484212,0.0,0.11226869174499096,0.0,0.022530338848297932,0.0,0.022823514162996397,0.0,0.026148042538171868,0.02708219616637426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02727500146752259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025283239079271186,0.06793873741472689,0.0,0.15919010610052953,0.028004367872177152,0.020768180293565502,0.0,0.026977795783976573,0.05536440235990228,0.052106488729401455,0.03599209332282778,0.08713172715852223,0.025535907262257254,0.0,0.02254745601769081,0.04279063865398628,0.0,0.027812527626712432,0.0,0.0,0.02410814316117617,0.0,0.0,0.07678900211355802,0.05550658296417803,0.0,0.0,0.025676090878011128,0.02702840477303729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03745890146437488,0.05667541501618269,0.039300805535658366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334122529428777,0.0,0.08020543561413998,0.0,0.01726472657581614,0.0,0.02711066219147977,0.0,0.0,0.05518093978545713,0.024321879583762102,0.1236439095359025,0.15572642114776827,0.05323871236020605,0.055934951228456334,0.02408518851440529,0.0,0.07320338315641375,0.025920547343284903,0.0,0.048758502776909185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02709926289277552,0.30582182576915384,0.0,0.06528809631496106,0.05239178394650768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0217582925824168,0.02423565722028765,0.10130666441157712,0.0,0.0,0.02030287244210701,0.06958334583733293,0.3721113065247291,0.0,0.07845919517109295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818031238466472,0.02158764478880645,0.07845762911120535,0.025198648015438568,0.0,0.0,0.02715643236549698,0.061040907739818136,0.08520385600580195,0.0,0.0,0.05833301813600353,0.0,0.0,0.12006478023814345,0.0,0.019156478733344782,0.0,0.022269119940284212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033853244163673635,0.11427806988643907,0.02503225850500678,0.04045378080427246,0.07428288381333406,0.0,0.0,0.02434556676295089,0.0,0.0691922572676478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401006797385376,0.0,0.06306669188554016,0.015027736315208082,0.0202234547843636,0.0,0.031025653593120487,0.045816026381127084,0.0,0.04598032877245235,0.0,0.029298738584174113,0.02456013091012146,0.0,0.0185484748093184,0.0,0.10385808371032457,0.0,0.05571294957862409,0.2167121000642484,0.0
socialanxiety,HannaBananaYo,2019/09/15,"Starting my new job tomorrow after leaving my previous employment of 5 years. Hey guys, just wanted a little advice. I’m starting my new job tomorrow after leaving my previous job this Friday just gone after 5 years. I do suffer with anxiety but it’s been under control over the last two years through medication and figuring out what calms me down. It’s been about a year since I’ve had a full blown crippling panic attack so I’m doing very good. 

Anyway, I am looking forward to starting a new chapter tomorrow, but also have those nervous belly feelings going on now that it’s time to get into bed ready for what lies ahead tomorrow, does anyone have any advice? I know exactly what to expect, it sounds really silly but is there anyone else who has started a new job or new course recently who was stressing about it and it all ended up going great? 

Thanks a bunch everyone",5.383662674650698,6.860080694610781,6.371631736526947,74.16826596806389,68.40119760479043,8.91996007984032,30.683133732534927,9.2995712137729,2.9968367265469054,704,28,115,14,12,234,112,167,0.12300000000000001,0.758,0.11900000000000001,0.2821,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,1,3,7,0,11,1,0,1,2,19,26,8,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,14,5,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,1,5,3,8,5,20,21,3,39,0,1,1,0,4,10,0,1,27,77,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074238136788865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487449522095399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721740568919264,0.0,0.08119142911838925,0.0,0.0,0.1484212762294973,0.10874576672056828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074157161000995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190371469576736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287767448138866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866047509303747,0.0,0.09400230666876844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141459802462556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053664016962898735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055450094686646495,0.0,0.1206356217576664,0.08901929712388572,0.0,0.11701197060104054,0.0,0.105088323352807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212823719325895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058327902947254026,0.0865125333364639,0.0,0.2247589749429028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063731148841836,0.0,0.0,0.08912496185784069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691779831646822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125194035543646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452416893778452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799149623465442,0.0,0.10479350075796404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779428690109843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004858407135513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157495490613768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771297643381377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188698645129535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367648685963544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757081276974328,0.06259997364062883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733846037036167
socialanxiety,ChaZ_thy_Great,2019/09/15,"Any tips or guides to beat social anxiety w/o a scummy paywall? I'm looking to beat my social anxiety and to do so I've been looking at guides on the internet. These guides sound promising at first, however they then reveal that I need to pay to actually get help.  Are there any helpful free guides or tips I might find useful? Thanks in advance.",3.5557213930348257,5.771064597014925,4.439626865671645,83.1217288557214,74.67164179104478,7.451741293532338,27.58457711442786,8.344100000000001,2.0763950248756213,276,11,51,5,6,89,49,67,0.064,0.7020000000000001,0.23399999999999999,0.9308,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,4,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,4,9,9,0,7,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,3,2,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.22377150024160425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118745652447702,0.0,0.3508399381763417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958332993554887,0.19504924178603555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980394977016814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074005968150806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851218835251606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432595184905673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002895389573014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467501195114495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111596989552825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804846112739607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sparkle19942,2019/09/15,I have symptoms of social anxiety I have symptoms of social anxiety but some days I don't feel anxious but others day I can't even leave my house im so anxious does that mean I don't have social anxiety,0.11705426356589045,2.496216558139533,2.8468604651162783,87.41664728682171,92.72093023255816,5.657364341085271,23.44573643410853,7.1686216300943375,1.3511736434108528,164,7,32,3,6,57,25,43,0.124,0.733,0.142,0.1759,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40587423684730267,0.3995851857936144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281100149677621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547645100786786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168091785223936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942176190879092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406363888621093,0.0,0.0,0.1910306722377528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726089362732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264383960984285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408354926140869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676342030001158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thewummin,2019/09/15,"I really need to get better My fiancé and I had a date planned yesterday. We dont often go on full days out together, but we decided  to go to an adventure centre (has a ski slope, cinema, etc) to go crazy golfing, for dinner and to see It chapter 2. I've never been crazy golfing, and the centre was super busy. It took me ages to leave the car and actually go inside. I went in, but procrastinated for ages once in and actually started crying at one point thinking about going into the golf. I think it was mostly shame as being this way and for letting my fiancé down, even though he is really supportive. I know logically that I always feel better after I do things, and that it always works out fine, but that doesn't help. I spent ages in the toilet psyching myself up to go in, but by that point it was too late, and we had to go for dinner. 
I was even anxious about going to see It - its 3 hours long, I'm 6 months pregnant, and I was sure I would need to pee all the way through. The thought of getting up to pee and disturbing everyone else made me so nervous. In the end, I didn't even need to pee, so that was a whole lot of worry for nothing. 
I need to figure out a way to get better. I even get anxious taking the dog out for a walk because idk what'll happen. I work full time and talk to the public over the phone, which is pretty high stress, and I manage that fine, so why can't I manage it outside of work? Ugh. Just feeling rubbish.",4.112735433902483,4.383257879598663,5.583488822390425,83.06076747051577,70.53846153846153,8.16764654110192,26.104735081851782,8.032893268588372,1.4259324414715722,1122,31,236,14,19,381,160,299,0.138,0.754,0.107,-0.8753,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,3,0,0,8,13,14,0,4,16,0,20,5,3,1,3,46,53,21,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,17,20,2,0,9,5,1,12,5,5,0,1,15,4,25,9,46,35,7,51,0,0,2,0,8,21,0,3,15,160,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.18206425342526253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524020223510646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107696595594972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056865309870833464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24750743715889226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024685429502952,0.06016072655618875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932863256162703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792715369682318,0.0,0.08262229806400262,0.0,0.10403677461649448,0.2464538893421897,0.0,0.0,0.08913725038212834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433480011173864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494901405007395,0.0,0.4241254348414715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824910947717655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252657297867584,0.09856009974157896,0.0,0.0,0.09186635211785676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126667156942625,0.0,0.1052288764960223,0.09877471988919814,0.0,0.09538962837937312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082553766445375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930706862049819,0.0,0.08826796328587452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445872525114676,0.0,0.0,0.2766768289820763,0.07194668699564714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950890629689086,0.0,0.0,0.09934485107457754,0.0632119297345525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176367837316192,0.0,0.0,0.0949037802683772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952076213430922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486711927448388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602718479805128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685697529494664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058580418238735,0.08791945147442036,0.0,0.07013826615417436,0.07497847437591955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061974016268474534,0.1195457652115903,0.09165145817786244,0.07405740074906972,0.05439488904117129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364241073929248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221344654151282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647558168758847,0.08417466962978777,0.104148711231764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037364822166596,0.09473484543750814,0.0,0.06626656766869796,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bumbouxbee,2019/09/15,"My (29F) social anxiety has been getting worse and worse over the years. Now that I'm engaged, I'm face-to-face with the fact that I have no close friends anymore. It's embarrassing and depressing. Anyone been there too? Any suggestions? I'm (29F) curious why my anxiety is getting worse over time. I also want to know how I can build my friendships again when I feel so strongly that there's no reason for someone to like me or want to hang out with me. I feel so much pressure to have friends and to be liked, that I quadruple guess every single interaction, and the stress of it all makes me want to just hide away from everyone and give up.

I'm curious if anyone has felt this way before and if you have an advice from personal experience. Thank you!",4.264570024570022,5.678460297297296,4.885651105651106,83.99890663390666,71.02702702702703,8.354791154791156,28.31941031941032,8.841846274778883,2.111491891891892,596,22,119,11,11,191,90,148,0.17300000000000001,0.643,0.184,0.2299,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,11,11,0,3,4,0,10,0,0,3,2,27,27,14,0,5,4,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,3,14,7,17,23,3,13,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,4,7,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499307263357426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269849339051507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043381526978954,0.0,0.23474816558531245,0.0,0.15216204870492656,0.21456465729837768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415321446658272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055824418365167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321496565083693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927200116146487,0.14660963052601705,0.0,0.15008468770162833,0.0,0.0,0.15515836679768855,0.0,0.1473175547986646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370803912820616,0.0,0.16032243982602756,0.14718472982921255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902123882181266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432151255362494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499170019058922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241619871143924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278923503970265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396978883210572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775233663250696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640329965357033,0.13000135331539073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575437429311686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125839525666986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946668817629062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714922462394157,0.12178616594817698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844736247941314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690770426964147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988043548985827
socialanxiety,babykait1,2019/09/15,"Social media anxiety? Is social media anxiety a thing? For some reason I get really bad anxiety whenever I have to interact with people online. Posting things, commenting, emailing, or messaging people gives me so much anxiety it’s unreal. 

If I get up the courage to post something or message someone I have to turn off notifications and walk away from my phone for a while. Or else I’ll overthink so much I start crying. My heart rate goes up almost like its initiating a fight or flight response. I’m not sure where it comes from. I’m not scared of how people will think of me and I’m not worried about being popular or liked. I’m just scared for some reason. 

It’s almost easier to talk to people in real life. My words come out easier almost. I don’t have to think about it. Because when I message people or post, I overthink and start freaking out. And say something weird or over dramatic (I feel like I’m doing that right now) 

I don’t understand how my sisters can post whatever or message random people without feeling anything. Or when other people with anxiety or people bad at socializing get their human interactions online.  I just can’t do it and it makes me feel really stupid. 

It’s 2019 and I can’t even message my friends, comment on stupid posts, or join a chat room. I feel like it would be good for me but it’s so hard to get up the courage. 


Sorry for the rant... Is social media anxiety a thing? For some reason I get really bad anxiety whenever I have to interact with people online. Posting things, commenting, emailing, or messaging people gives me so much anxiety it’s unreal. 

If I get up the courage to post something or message someone I have to turn off notifications and walk away from my phone for a while. Or else I’ll overthink so much I start crying. My heart rate goes up almost like its initiating a fight or flight response. I’m not sure where it comes from. I’m not scared of how people will think of me and I’m not worried about being popular or liked. I’m just scared for some reason. 

It’s almost easier to talk to people in real life. My words come out easier almost. I don’t have to think about it. Because when I message people or post, I overthink and start freaking out. And say something weird or over dramatic (I feel like I’m doing that right now) 

I don’t understand how my sisters can post whatever or message random people without feeling anything. Or when other people with anxiety or people bad at socializing get their human interactions online.  I just can’t do it and it makes me feel really stupid. 

It’s 2019 and I can’t even message my friends, comment on stupid posts, or join a chat room. I feel like it would be good for me but it’s so hard to get up the courage. 


Sorry for the rant...",2.51986287455561,4.9729309608938586,4.1489168782800085,82.70703199593704,79.24208566108007,7.108434061283224,24.474995767733198,8.180337850089996,1.7670516945996284,2174,79,402,43,55,725,137,537,0.14,0.722,0.138,0.5894,0,0,4,0,2,0,59.0,0,0,2,0,28,38,6,4,14,0,30,4,2,10,2,106,76,54,0,4,38,2,10,8,2,4,2,2,2,2,28,24,0,0,18,2,0,6,16,18,0,0,0,12,46,20,64,68,8,56,0,0,0,0,45,28,0,36,20,260,74,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25254244505060386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28939912376812904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917986130689642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898358055506573,0.0,0.14038463018072922,0.051246376455265454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448323090366735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234349621554963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022707277082847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555253669626626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700269176529336,0.12011476053675185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494984607920105,0.0,0.17568585463238764,0.08064459060422907,0.0,0.0705112921013217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530739249951647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961963168826103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059378908072269726,0.16428328206795453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611528061307159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359762721167405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662509955602224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025640594668179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568648916597702,0.10771076398717733,0.17286946301224346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179263753694715,0.0,0.06685333980714071,0.1683311812045402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142389377680088,0.07122957611350403,0.12943754909658792,0.0,0.09410596505745103,0.11900590979379548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923201892740435,0.0,0.0,0.0675697561947275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170057018428213,0.10773329647866987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144060127437607,0.0,0.08751656412376284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103745133546092,0.0,0.0,0.08537397516604395,0.0,0.05971868404238145,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Abrum,2019/09/15,"I have jury duty tomorrow. What should I expect? It's been looming in the back of my mind for a month, and now I've been falling apart all day because it's finally happening tomorrow. I have no valid excuse for getting out of it, despite the fact that I can't even get myself to make a phone call and start shaking when I have to interact with a cashier.

Anyone dealt with this before? Is it as horrifying as I feel like it'll be?",3.927003745318356,4.60083430337079,5.442191011235956,82.46455992509364,71.13483146067415,8.629962546816481,29.44007490636704,8.841846274778883,2.2322119850187265,339,13,70,6,6,115,65,89,0.135,0.8190000000000001,0.046,-0.7536,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,1,2,13,16,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,1,12,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,10,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323694934548768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344974247405833,0.0,0.1859023779771412,0.0,0.2595007216208076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311400924155914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667565609036428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142492933959968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541982599462221,0.2178653512549249,0.0,0.3340716354631342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186607562548105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26967743101800074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898932817709593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356491187100734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079253034865379,0.0,0.24341824772917414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158541067124229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,what-the-fuck-is-up,2019/09/15,I have no friends I’m 15 and left public school because of social anxiety and moved to a different state. So I’m completely isolated. If you’re in the Houston Texas area please hmu I’m pretty nice if I do say so myself. Or if you have any ideas on how to get out there let me know.,1.7340983606557356,3.0764201147540997,3.676196721311477,90.43560655737707,77.36065573770493,7.50295081967213,23.67540983606557,8.238735603445708,1.1881186885245905,221,7,51,4,5,75,48,61,0.10400000000000001,0.721,0.175,0.6852,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,9,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,0,28,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795295772402238,0.0,0.20195986719965808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093241962431262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767997855501989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27582461597680313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396634077878348,0.0,0.1379295066083172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980247361548548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508791951531133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868376101282205,0.2699586749289883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28059103948026504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28979356859506256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685836940795024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099440093002728,0.0,0.2671828745626943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691155396155284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,familiar-sting,2019/09/15,"having zero social skills sucks I was just at Barnes & Noble, and when I was browsing the manga section this super cute girl came around and started looking at Attack on Titan. I really regret not saying anything, it was such an easy opportunity broooooo",7.534057971014493,8.856743130434785,7.576956521739131,68.04992753623189,63.34782608695652,7.872463768115942,30.55072463768116,7.793537801064563,2.4422115942028992,208,7,29,2,3,67,40,46,0.145,0.583,0.272,0.8240000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,2,3,3,4,4,1,8,0,1,1,0,3,5,1,0,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37089416602294295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816930448509132,0.3047296439360066,0.0,0.3894285376768969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915129507793227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28745529070064463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929339331980835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722196964978431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489432766438896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422897101249716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Elikilia,2019/09/15,"Making decisions So i have a massive problem making decisions especially around my boyfriend who i also dont like to tell my interests for the same reason, im terrified of him judging me, i was wondering if any of you guys had found a way to make decisions easier because it sets me into panic mode when I have to",3.913870967741936,5.711874258064518,6.184709677419361,72.80706451612906,72.54838709677419,10.121290322580649,31.754838709677426,10.355215969177356,3.8847316129032254,252,12,44,8,5,89,48,62,0.19,0.736,0.07400000000000001,-0.8212,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,4,0,14,10,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,10,2,8,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306545151074145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417554937942744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491717112002492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471688888869192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829453213948535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647072628332289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23904618865535834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607776816878803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794681769228305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834540938487108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832572357265441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310086863800914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482224944840586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101386840294845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162990894853535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26181235604954595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itsameshawn,2019/09/15,Social anxiety catch 22 I want friends to hangout with and to go do things with but I don’t want to do the things or go out to make the friends.,0.5355208333333329,2.1886123437500022,1.8450000000000024,100.83333333333336,81.8125,5.5166666666666675,23.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.17096666666666627,113,4,29,1,3,36,20,32,0.04,0.703,0.258,0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25633329077242706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177599298671393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38086441198651866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236667637308139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415692079033149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452210657605673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952746594020767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dedcrush,2019/09/15,Freshers week with SA How do you make friends on freshers week at uni/college? Any tips on how to cope?,0.23714285714285666,2.651867000000003,0.6257142857142881,103.04428571428572,93.28571428571428,2.8000000000000003,26.04761904761905,3.1291,-0.03698095238095212,81,4,18,0,3,24,17,21,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33672357821324544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825568864911596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305209839871951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7943697751158428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,elementalchange,2019/09/15,Do you feel anxious going into work every time? I'm a student but I have a job once a week as a tutor. It's only 4 hours but it makes me anxious as hell the day and hours before. I love working with kids and teens and learning them things but man am I scared to fuck up. I don't remember everything I learned in high school so I'm just waiting for the moment I'll completely choke and forget everything in front of some kid whose parents paid to get tutored by me and who will tell my coworkers how bad I am at tutoring. I have a bachelor's degree in mathematics but I'm terrified I won't remember high school math and fuck up with some kid. How do you remove the anxiety before going into work every god damn time?,2.7332326621923926,4.230793369127518,4.616258389261748,84.08174776286356,75.04026845637584,7.919686800894855,25.839485458612977,8.59863814320734,1.824757941834452,568,20,116,11,12,194,91,149,0.28300000000000003,0.667,0.05,-0.9915,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,3,4,7,4,1,8,0,9,3,0,3,0,27,22,15,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,10,0,1,5,0,1,4,2,6,0,0,1,1,14,1,17,19,2,21,1,0,0,3,12,10,4,2,7,69,19,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424321850575972,0.3078838865795221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377652892838935,0.0,0.0,0.23190488483231436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287244751914588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788038254784306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296201877471804,0.0,0.2449344270822207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890025101052479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25195168775628296,0.07119343013603838,0.0,0.15488636688640767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879453013638019,0.0,0.0,0.26838938388989936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522311045282198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229855049079192,0.0,0.09095870167237508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511898403418244,0.0,0.10363653427271756,0.0,0.0,0.1513074143059687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087259296106192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364261706086494,0.27581720230090434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910260611509425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905291636166174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891575555095636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930447217099064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976101024881993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheAnonKong,2019/09/15,"Why do I feel terrible the day after a party? I got invited to a social event which was already surprising to me, but now that I went and had a decent time with some friends I feel awful. During the whole thing I was fine, maybe a little too quiet since I don't talk much anyway. Morning after, I woke up and I just can't shake this shitty feeling. Part of it might be that I'm thinking too much as usual... Is this an SA thing?",2.3209047619047642,3.5227484555555577,4.108730158730161,88.50500000000002,75.55555555555556,6.476190476190476,21.746031746031747,6.868970318607317,0.4929365079365078,331,8,71,3,7,112,66,90,0.13,0.721,0.149,-0.4603,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,11,17,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,4,9,3,8,9,5,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24276330964031195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187469277096024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336991144288152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996294012817093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759452835642115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048675099137469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210084987909373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333735430538203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234344248967949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23822662741121364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819771574377956,0.0,0.0,0.22425106109464651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681880897139218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923018062177251,0.14096005552412152,0.0,0.0,0.12827734325679904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422867814991101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393198829901105,0.1985058372203903,0.2456098397464908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Naturalposer,2019/09/15,"McDonald's is my new favorite date European McDonald's (dunno about others), have those self serve kiosks now. My husband wants to take me to fancy dinner for pur anniversary  but all I wanna do is go to Mickey D's because then I don't have to order from a person. Lol",6.1483333333333325,5.748203833333335,7.381851851851858,74.19833333333334,66.22222222222223,10.162962962962963,30.962962962962962,9.725611199111238,2.887562962962963,213,7,39,4,3,73,43,54,0.0,0.888,0.11199999999999999,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,1,5,9,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29089871052245303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712056400804909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608859335888474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41667552654903056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978271299059558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35879750288663803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814668780724328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gayymermaid,2019/09/15,"Is being called quiet triggering to anyone else? I used to be extremely quiet due to extreme  anxiety and people would point it out constantly. I’m not naturally quiet and I’m actually an introvert, but my anxiety makes me pretty quiet. Being called quiet made me so much more anxious and sometimes even sent me to a panic attack at times. I’ve gotten a lot better and even been called talkative and outgoing at times. However, I got called quiet again today, for the first time in a long time. It brought back all the old feelings of anxiety towards being called quiet. It makes me feel reduced to my disorder, as if I’m nothing but my anxiety. It feels like my entire journey towards combating my anxiety feel invalidated. It triggered me quite a bit and almost sent me into a panic attack. Does this happen to anyone else?",4.6787912087912105,6.9009298961038965,6.423506493506497,70.10855644355647,71.46753246753245,9.154045954045957,30.02797202797203,9.661875296680813,3.4340535464535464,660,28,102,17,13,227,90,154,0.193,0.726,0.081,-0.9571,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,2,2,8,0,7,0,0,6,1,26,24,11,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,7,11,13,2,16,12,5,24,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,13,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.09910648669043662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169620939825784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884600320617882,0.11473224461635445,0.0,0.14202418740207506,0.20811745518241095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310750052714217,0.0,0.07809224972239867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898202770545189,0.11087562409016907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51851312993888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974870423037976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639488739235798,0.0,0.08887456422094897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967825974357226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415691792526754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540420067812756,0.07255344247332042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638564367748505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122564333618285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980788301129666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961637354802295,0.0,0.0,0.08987611353178154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634144037419644,0.0,0.09609714772674473,0.1355822303817189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465721361528506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744815979738566,0.0,0.10656860551461746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23831413331820886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040790539260261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600564851558567,0.0,0.0,0.10332154785014996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080200101717784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044399457331343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23687840947864405,0.0,0.0962656225903843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771397231368455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214427415730648,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,definitly_buggin,2019/09/15,"Is this social anxiety? I'm having some social problems that I really shouldn't be having. I lack confidence despite my self esteem being at an all time high. I'm six feet tall, slim but super jacked, pretty smart (studying computer eng) and girls find me hot as hell (their words not mine). But for some reason, I'm painfully shy around girls. It's gotten so bad that one night I was at a club and the hottest girl there started grinding on my dick and I straight up walked away WHILE I WAS ON FUCKING MDMA. My other problem is with people talking behind my back. As I've said before, I'm pretty big and I have plenty of experience in verbal/physical altercations from back when I played hockey and lacrosse. It's not that I want to take it there, but I shouldn't have any problem getting into someone's face and telling them to mind their own business. There's a few geeks in one of my classes and I keep overhearing them talk about me. They would be scared shitless if I confronted them but instead I just sit there on the verge of a meltdown pretending like I didn't hear them. As I'm writing this, I could care less if the entire world hated me (ok except for a few people but you get the point) but sometimes I get extremely concerned/paranoid about what others are thinking of me.

So is this social anxiety? Any advice would be appreciated",3.485566209290795,5.578256197718632,4.2140519094065185,85.2165283517937,74.47528517110267,6.5510993552653325,25.88345181021657,7.423996415210882,1.3682264506530006,1072,38,201,13,23,342,160,263,0.17600000000000002,0.687,0.13699999999999998,-0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,7,1,14,17,4,1,9,1,20,5,3,1,1,42,39,22,0,12,12,0,1,1,0,4,1,2,0,4,12,10,0,1,3,4,0,1,5,11,0,3,5,3,33,6,28,25,8,27,1,0,0,2,22,18,3,4,8,142,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131176712385874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688439186758377,0.0,0.1899391505145369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051419501806067,0.0,0.0,0.11663707374007992,0.1909176536813212,0.10365478715508414,0.0,0.0,0.10563712790292333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265727553072556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911862666388134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143634015715797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346507429253234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147688315583044,0.19457984657545865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225661822654268,0.0,0.0,0.1399189496319467,0.0,0.0,0.13116461367861298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034460667128243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065033121492683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534972722151255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165004337767238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824594060378092,0.0,0.1320976280964141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721311928642853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735590420243715,0.0,0.0,0.2525975056474157,0.0,0.3563662068195261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952962016589024,0.1276403789437593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180890681144586,0.0,0.12428948052830123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295089327707455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796465433474093,0.1051865370402299,0.0,0.12278127367622813,0.0,0.08786953553243271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334059734437354,0.19956397470203527,0.10850704800676574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079546257319165,0.0,0.0,0.07238917803333336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322315880285697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637621655948188,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wannadieplshelp,2019/09/15,"heck ya be me, diagnosed ""severe social anxiety"", be third year uni rn, twas ma birthday the other day, brother and friend came up to see me td and we went to the club (I hate the club but it's expected on bd), and I didn't have a panic attack, despite being really drunk. in the past any time I've been super hammered I've had a full on panic attack and fuuuuck if there's one thing I hate more than social situations it's a panic attack in public while drunk. the most embarrassing fucking thing I've ever done (it's happened a couple times now and duck me it fuck sucks) but I made it through tn while being hammered and without having any sort of panic attack, it was cool I talked to some cool guys in the bathroom and was just chillin basically, I just feel like finally things are starting to get not shit, so I feel like this was a success. cool thx guys btw throwaway account for embarrassing shit as u can see by name,

ight peace,",1.9849540517961584,4.246452190476192,3.710637705374548,86.17651629072685,80.00529100529101,6.09534948482317,22.645781119465326,7.273561745256523,0.9329619047619052,740,24,146,10,19,247,119,189,0.09,0.589,0.321,0.9952,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,2,6,25,11,6,11,3,15,7,2,1,1,25,30,14,0,2,7,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,11,9,2,0,2,5,1,2,3,17,0,2,10,7,12,8,17,16,4,20,0,0,2,2,12,7,6,4,13,91,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033104732865748,0.0,0.0789319512643923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695258082973627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800973534845585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416603300721162,0.0,0.06654217100922717,0.0,0.0,0.10472490937714904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558833952889966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333166577534363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434119999022573,0.14742275427854362,0.0,0.11302797884709424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971614109852528,0.19077536768362052,0.05390697292728168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432763673232954,0.0912411942019094,0.0,0.0,0.20373657350851146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081647674336557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976308339979753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991702525885046,0.0,0.0,0.4842351337111754,0.0,0.0,0.09849640315663256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609935956862395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444123098368985,0.0,0.0,0.1165633423398366,0.21182432309703186,0.0,0.11597795789009704,0.0,0.2103567897123225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303090360762611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293168566163456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056434068235784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032946461259827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564832863851047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099461250409201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644414456759956
socialanxiety,akramodadragon,2019/09/15,"Anyone know how to deal with face getting hot and red in social situations? I’m on mobile and this is my first post here, so apologies if anything is not correct or if this has been brought up before. 

Anyways I’m doing homework on campus in this building and the spot I found is right next to a glass window to where people can see in and out. I’m minding my business when 4 people come up and sit directly outside of the spot I’m sitting and are looking in my direction. Literally just the one action made my entire face heat up and I can only assume red (per usual). I wasn’t even talking to them nor were they probably even looking at me. I couldn’t help but hide my face and hope that it went away. 

I’ve dealt with my face getting red and heating up during these kinda of situations and it only makes things worse. Especially when people point it out. 

Does anyone have any advice on how to help with this?",4.751885245901639,5.4250168251366135,5.639467213114758,81.79231557377051,69.27322404371584,7.6300546448087445,28.364754098360656,7.492282038375204,1.6143081967213115,721,24,140,7,12,237,113,183,0.034,0.9129999999999999,0.053,0.5283,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,11,1,0,0,4,0,13,4,4,4,1,34,30,20,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,16,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,7,7,13,1,25,22,0,30,0,0,6,0,8,18,0,6,5,94,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712366282253772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238469173207844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054749126813485,0.0,0.12389651317930235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145431986018828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281138800926291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969249826728246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552188217630113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317544347660612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888445075530467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806466905799566,0.0,0.16507921920691626,0.0,0.0,0.15732081846273308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183188275368166,0.0,0.0,0.14953819517511596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274281119565588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528618215022085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246174360856673,0.10049872134312288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202079270517746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601202800407423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202208583516352,0.22901248560815976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313134152365657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232609819692985,0.0,0.14419307109617455,0.0,0.16232712944663155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857582097937126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997533733841376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33846729408307225,0.0,0.1534750540128519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101292241341548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002413205613696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658185102699774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395688955332492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343159772093656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,patheticloser6969,2019/09/15,"I have 2 years to change. I moved to a new city 2 years ago with my girlfriend of 5 years. I was basically given the choice of getting better in 2 years or trying  to make it in a big city by myself, and I'm not sure I could make it. No local family to support me in any way.",2.197258064516128,2.1111272741935494,4.729193548387098,88.76379032258066,74.64516129032258,7.490322580645162,21.951612903225808,7.1686216300943375,0.4349870967741931,209,4,52,2,4,75,43,62,0.073,0.828,0.099,0.3481,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,7,3,11,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050129310691835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727615659366315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045455373977146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446601909507479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846557077186374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802718639150948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083258376523402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30875812327072083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458106399093633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233685771368189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624501748466676,0.2179756494105192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702176756352154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357676086202826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957387126896606
socialanxiety,sturmorgans,2019/09/15,"Dealing with the fact you were the ""weird kid"" in middle school and high school, i was super weird and acted in really weird ways for no reason. i don't know why, i guess i just did wack stuff out of stress or as a conversation starter or acted out. i did stuff like carry a ukulele around when i couldn't even play the ukulele, bragged about embarrassing stuff, tried to be all quirky and junk like that... i was really embarrassing and did so much weird shit and acted like a total weeaboo too. i was just so cringe and lol xd random and did so much WACK SHIT.

i've been really isolated lately and i know i'm not a total weirdo, and it's been years since i was like that, but now i get scared that i'm gonna be weird and socially awkward and wack without realising. :(

anyone else dealing with something like this?",5.242147239263809,5.506629687116567,5.462705521472393,84.929763803681,68.079754601227,8.728588957055214,26.1159509202454,8.548686976883017,1.4635501840490797,641,16,136,9,10,203,92,163,0.16899999999999998,0.7,0.131,-0.3265,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,11,19,2,5,7,1,15,2,2,1,4,33,22,19,0,1,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,16,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,12,0,0,11,0,12,7,13,7,5,16,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,4,10,85,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544850804196103,0.13986702517377395,0.0,0.121519712445849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814643835094269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403365184431738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016124572656783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131900416274713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503772827834492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422659582048347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004078808548202,0.0,0.1539852605550158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33345086609819385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069594579619687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26234864865750085,0.1403514014031409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366668049418884,0.2763037005165724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802438898045189,0.11291957476986465,0.0,0.0,0.13915117049322107,0.0,0.10508936103195574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636771702618366,0.0,0.468801798302308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267894259600183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083524937076584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231758702238468,0.0,0.0,0.13158738001361447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790570061129495
socialanxiety,failedvessel,2019/09/15,"Be thankful for incremental progress. (small story) Just a small story I've been rolling around in my head.

I’ve always been a nervous mess. I’ve always hated myself and always felt like a burden to everyone around me. I’m not sure if there is any interaction I’ve had that was truly comfortable.

5 years ago, the summer before my fourth year of college at Virginia, I had an internship in downtown DC. Since I lived with my parents I would commute from the suburbs, usually by car with my little brother, who also had an internship downtown. One day, I decided to stay in town late to do an activity with my cohort at the internship. After that I took the metrorail back to Virginia. I had been learning how to juggle the yoyo so I was playing with the yoyo on the train. A girl around my age noticed and smiled. And something overcame me… and so I talked to her. Her name was Anna and talking to her was easy… Like, easier than talking anyone has ever been. We chatted the whole train ride, about 40 minutes. After we parted ways I got her info and contacted her via facebook. I asked her to meet me for lunch the next week and she said yes. Again, being with her just felt right. Talking to her was easy. She didn’t make me feel like a burden, or like I was an aberration. There was no anxiety. We hung out for around an hour, then she left. She was from out of town, so I never saw her again.  So many improbably things lead to this interaction.  It felt like fate, not that I believe in that kind of stuff.

Back to real life. My brain still acted like my brain.  I was still an anxious mess. Afraid of everything, barely able to get words out in everyday situations. It was as if a door was opened long enough for me to see the other side, and then the door was slammed shut. I became extremely resentful for a long time after that. Knowing that everyone else gets to feel like THAT all the time… and I’m stuck feeling like this.

I tried to do more to break myself out of myself… but to little avail... but i did keep trying.  Really i was making progress, but it was so small that I never noticed it.

About a year ago I suffered from some fairly serious suicidal ideation. I decided to seek help. Luckily, I’m in gradschool and have access to the campus health center which made things much easier. I got on medication, stated seeing a therapist again. A couple months ago I kind of started dating a little. I went on a date with a girl who was easy to talk to. Not as easy to talk to as Anna, but maybe I’m idealizing something that wasn’t really as special as I’ve built it up to be. She decided that we should just be friends… but I need friends too so I guess I’m cool with that. We even met up a second time, which I thought was a date and she thought was as friends… but whatever; were on the same page now and still talking.

Sometimes it’s hard to appreciate incremental progress. The day before meeting Anna, I could not have ever imagined going on a date. The day after meeting Anna, I could have never imagined feeling unburdened ever again.. But everything from moving to a new city, to meeting a new set of classmates, to joining a yoyo club, to starting to go to movies, to getting more exercise, to seeking help for my depressions, to joining a knitting circle, to now going on a few dates… everything adds up. I’m mentally much healthier than I was 5 years ago or even 1 years ago… But sometimes we have to be thankful for the progress that is hard to notice as it is happening.",3.3065517241379325,5.209737076023393,4.397614438394836,84.53868421052633,74.43859649122807,7.290340794515022,26.705384150030252,8.104835398774808,1.741894615849969,2736,102,530,44,58,892,287,684,0.057999999999999996,0.804,0.138,0.9944,1,0,2,0,0,0,82.0,6,0,0,6,36,30,2,2,44,2,49,8,3,5,8,97,94,41,1,8,19,2,9,8,1,2,4,1,2,2,29,35,1,1,17,4,0,10,10,11,0,2,44,14,66,19,103,41,12,110,0,2,3,0,49,39,0,6,64,368,95,4,0.05928026069434544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26274187169639457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047406403059899765,0.14797777722110347,0.0,0.0,0.040312610078912015,0.0,0.04534923717396549,0.06696982112925448,0.0,0.041450136612200886,0.0,0.0,0.21108800065230734,0.05541904150224313,0.0,0.0,0.09116572264366958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008862713067584,0.06678855380928835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323527521883656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946609289714408,0.06559248092971458,0.0,0.11469259204273567,0.0,0.05105800167182282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952105113321576,0.0,0.0,0.06125235590980306,0.0,0.07830810620632238,0.16086716897102885,0.0,0.11328965898641782,0.15983182769640678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989552391839868,0.1270494902543896,0.1707550399585647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04579978236140661,0.0,0.09291446853079344,0.0,0.10107101480022093,0.0,0.09482367966428493,0.0,0.06530389047050703,0.0,0.052421338755942265,0.0,0.10620693950458414,0.058526984605387314,0.06083864982802279,0.0630121450481264,0.0,0.0,0.07946861833830797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837911568475326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269101946858438,0.0,0.12346253844174025,0.032578880964862354,0.0,0.06687071612963072,0.0,0.06440817669610817,0.0,0.04187140125400242,0.23169072810903404,0.17824318409701698,0.05234555625782948,0.10492233054696123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560924160057292,0.07914006866448768,0.060100879939236,0.05955498967606061,0.0,0.0,0.0597186260498221,0.05974055991378323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731693851954995,0.06300553557851417,0.08715562496912034,0.043955562167401305,0.13716177467888802,0.11450649035456867,0.06304522976833117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202472909122304,0.0,0.0,0.04016983883169376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582371415519664,0.06419474551274289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747391477086541,0.07595290591725197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050625018731129484,0.05638910296342814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447738546433623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903724423167377,0.06663349676600304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127368170801572,0.11725938723809735,0.0,0.08391774726657003,0.06318487041050858,0.14202387829781618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786171581691447,0.0648429836239664,0.0,0.05587094415135226,0.0,0.0,0.333530596348247,0.0,0.10915459898629833,0.0,0.0688289516918289,0.07876634223038448,0.0,0.0,0.09412381064386907,0.10370039019030362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586255083508186,0.08049481150590171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528883210267362,0.0,0.0,0.047053911670160896,0.04755104939880079,0.0,0.0,0.05495339556717599,0.0,0.06618429404508025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04211099636349317,0.0,0.0,0.19087272153733206
socialanxiety,Lifeishoo,2019/09/15,"Rejected as desk partner. My teacher decided to have the brilliant idea of putting 4 table together and student get to pick their desk partner. I went toward a group with someone I somewhat know or sometime hang around with and he shoved the chair in the table right as we make eye contact. Pretty obvious I wasn’t welcomed. That was the most embarrassing thing ever, esp because I made eye contact with him. Why can’t some people express their action in a nicer way without having to embarrass the other person??",6.028328267477208,7.892252957446811,6.0918237082066895,75.30500000000002,67.29787234042553,7.924620060790273,35.76899696048632,8.418075326091056,3.2765337386018234,414,21,64,6,7,131,71,94,0.063,0.79,0.147,0.8103,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,0,2,4,0,2,7,0,5,2,2,3,2,20,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,4,2,9,1,14,6,3,11,0,1,2,0,13,5,0,4,1,45,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332924232439144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975171521018006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370517923246329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691756645560132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958382337563936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440234606113258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479711895540047,0.1749296818139747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816821046952932,0.2288240808381815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666131902251268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634465924030677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380113052484216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220458839223386,0.0,0.2591878885804705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741036041101468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801411814436924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429358519239494,0.2364718996722801,0.0,0.0,0.2526202385919369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Futas_are_gay,2019/09/15,"My cousins 21st I'm at my cousins 21st birthday party and I want die. There's like, 40 people here, not including our family. I've never felt more drained in my life.",0.11735294117647045,2.5028454411764716,1.6384705882352968,95.42711764705885,94.58823529411764,5.072941176470589,21.50588235294117,6.742157984588678,0.6146070588235295,131,5,28,2,5,42,28,34,0.10300000000000001,0.6629999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.4454,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461894437296171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195560763896803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273203850798499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143538834116113,0.21743026848360086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34325207846421857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30854350445552786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625036130685497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anxiety-Mess,2019/09/15,"I’m talking to this person and I’m having a panic attack advice. Most new people I talk to make me nervous, but I’m Bi (closeted) in the USA in more conservative state, and there’s this guy who’s also Bi. We started talking over IG (know each other from irl) and I actually like him. I don’t wanna mess this up. Since finding a “gay” person is hard here, and way harder than getting in a “heterosexual” relationship I wanna befriend them and maybe even more. It’d be my first relationship, and I don’t know how to talk to him. I’ve forgotten how to talk suddenly and can’t breathe.",2.0950770416024653,4.113366550847459,4.493636363636366,81.95190292758092,78.40677966101694,7.002773497688753,24.28659476117103,8.00094639256281,1.4673288135593223,455,16,91,8,11,159,77,118,0.11900000000000001,0.852,0.03,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,1,6,5,1,2,4,0,7,4,1,3,0,20,15,11,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,11,1,14,13,4,11,0,0,0,3,15,5,0,1,5,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.15584283459668294,0.0,0.0,0.15605566148616365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771094369632086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168025640150545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547944472864522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596166261611876,0.1358395805232129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343594741914474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812676012873308,0.0,0.0,0.14305861229431546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553239073361046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078020688194549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660008143375392,0.0,0.16043874756209836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423794043241368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737194355788464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071492816279077,0.27888538295397924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429131449017128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210436423917254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303551845877664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6417985826786531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676134606556413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mazel-tina,2019/09/15,"Intrusive Coworkers? I just started a new job recently and my team has been super nice so far. Recently, we were at lunch together and I felt as if I was being interrogated by them. They were joking about how shy I am and how I must be leading a secret life. They started talking about how I must have had a wild dating life and asked me about the boys I had dated in the past. I kept replying ""no there was no one"" trying to move the conversation away from it but they were being so incessant. I finally just lied and said there was a boy but that he had moved away and it was over. I thought this would end the conversation but then they started questioning me about the boy and all of these other things.

I had no idea how to handle the situation. I rarely open up to people and definitely not in a setting where there's a bunch of people (who I've only known for a month) just staring at me and asking me questions about my life. I'm annoyed with myself that I lied and now I feel even more anxious talking to them. I hate that I lied but I wasn't about to tell all of these people about my personal life suddenly. What are you supposed to do in these situations? They wouldn't move on and I was so anxious with them all just staring at me and waiting for me to reply. 

Now I can't stop thinking about the conversation and analyzing what I said, so of course I'm just making myself more anxious and worried.",3.1429153318077785,4.753185024561404,4.52050343249428,84.72308924485127,74.19298245614036,7.623188405797101,25.72463768115942,8.321376580360154,1.5886857360793294,1112,38,229,19,23,369,139,285,0.147,0.812,0.040999999999999995,-0.9822,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,8,3,28,5,2,0,14,0,27,5,0,6,5,54,44,29,0,5,11,0,2,0,0,4,4,2,0,4,14,18,1,3,9,2,0,4,7,2,0,1,19,6,41,3,37,18,6,36,0,0,2,0,30,14,0,3,17,184,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738711985491746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625791458016546,0.0,0.20728778838287604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770570605729896,0.0,0.0,0.07286153929685166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577821282307885,0.0,0.10591900512654673,0.1208438978981698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089125097091766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453139078367813,0.0,0.0,0.10946989775529346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31167294377872995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363563623618259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805180312406928,0.3517398539337265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065422157539084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475180878138382,0.08389897830745098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530745933711856,0.22943408859898634,0.09632217130879787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471544728047513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217844079461824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986827752717724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479957377751417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23424303828992876,0.0,0.0,0.09222767478553576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773328738041983,0.09641954004864604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328790361201548,0.07068493415125343,0.0,0.08757721339765964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489615259341316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202950267167147,0.0,0.07836409702679058,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TydalOG,2019/09/15,Any on the go treatments for social anxiety? I’ve heard people suggest therapy but honestly I don’t have much time to attend sessions. I do smoke some weed to help calm me down but obviously I can’t be high 24/7,1.4909302325581422,4.0047371627907005,3.6802790697674443,83.99437209302326,84.34883720930233,7.1609302325581385,24.879069767441862,8.238735603445708,1.9647804651162801,170,7,33,4,5,58,36,43,0.03,0.736,0.23399999999999999,0.8793,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,5,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26382118543560634,0.0,0.2967828053409669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204824982024057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26003656242925177,0.4098933990549108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851899226039277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689576012452461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954689905246673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44365780017013257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22621837862136926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jman50005551,2019/09/15,"Feeling boring/uninteresting when talking to a girl. I've met a girl on Tinder and she has been really sweet to me through our messages and we get along pretty well. I went on a date with her and it seemed to go pretty well, but probably due to mutual social anxiety we weren't super touchy (and it was a double date so we weren't talking just us two a ton). She's been working a good bit this week and the communication has been lacking. Now, I know I have only been on one date but I keep getting this feeling that I'm boring or have become uninteresting. So, how do I stop myself from not feeling this way and making myself anxious?",4.153142361111112,5.178881015625001,5.7207291666666675,79.37913194444445,70.875,7.876388888888887,26.722222222222207,8.167268648758528,1.6788149305555558,502,16,98,7,9,171,81,128,0.114,0.7440000000000001,0.141,-0.1263,0,0,0,1,0,0,12.0,5,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,2,0,26,25,13,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,11,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,1,2,2,9,4,16,5,11,16,4,14,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,2,8,75,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868014586365726,0.2047969302557493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002115994299989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791286686480705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749847039590655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942460559684995,0.0,0.10302667290972092,0.15205064430901385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611316688211697,0.0,0.0,0.09962778308596552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100706593970803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284129691374406,0.1378730424459244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36885769819528136,0.19545253306942906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613381754324315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503221966706194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479405243004388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155977315716393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914150247154161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708606039389574,0.0,0.21805978705081328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389312236589824,0.14541339342266668,0.0,0.32598837145649456,0.16805012361562552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197537136442447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,singlesummerrip,2019/05/28,"People that live in larger cities, how in the world do you handle that? Just watching the hustle and bustle of it on the tv makes my chest tight.",4.335172413793103,5.272590965517246,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,70.3793103448276,5.8000000000000025,17.948275862068964,3.1291,-0.5968068965517244,114,1,23,0,2,35,25,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6760686136888046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110664623153586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5307940284906778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shydude92,2019/05/28,"Treated as if you were mentally challenged based solely on how you look Has anyone else encountered this? It happened to me a lot in middle school and high school. For most of 8th grade, and then into my freshman and sophomore years, I would encounter people saying this kind of stuff behind my back when they thought I either wasn't in earshot or wouldn't have it relayed back to me by other people later. And while it's common for teenagers to call each other names like ""retarded"" or ""special"" as just a generic insult, in my case it seemed people honestly thought that way about me. For example, one time I heard two girls talking about me in the halls as I was passing by and I heard one of them say ""So, is Mark (not my real name), mentally retarded?"" and the other replied, in a completely serious, matter-of-fact tone ""Yes, he is. He's funny, though."" Oh well, at least I was funny. I was also a straight-A student and a musician, while one of these girls was struggling to pass basic algebra, but that didn't matter, it was still what she thought, and I was struck by how she honestly thought that about me. She wasn't being resentful, she wasn't trying to insult me, wasn't trying to get revenge over anything I said or did since I barely ever interacted with her anyways--no, it was simply what she thought about me, plain and simple. There was also another girl in the class who would always use a child-like voice when speaking to me, and explain facts that for any normal person should be completely obvious, as if I would otherwise be incapable of understanding.

I often wondered why this was, and why I was being treated this way, as all the other evidence in terms of my academic achievements seemed to point otherwise, but this stopped my junior year. It was only later, that I figured it all out. I was ugly. Worse, I was ""slack-jawed."" I had heard this term before, but did not know what it meant since as I was an immigrant who did not speak English as his first language, my vocabulary back then was not what it is now, but now it makes perfect sense. I looked different, so I was looked down upon and treated like I wasn't fully developed mentally without being given a chance to prove otherwise. It's better now, but all I can say is that experience f**ed me up and destroyed my self-esteem in ways it's hard to even imagine, and even now it affects me and makes me feel worthless, like a piece of second-rate garbage anytime I think about it.",9.142866184448463,6.965984841772156,8.647456298975289,73.26677215189875,61.341772151898745,11.560216998191686,37.972272453285115,9.957137785484203,3.6237740807715495,1941,73,362,30,21,620,234,474,0.09699999999999999,0.836,0.067,-0.9214,1,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,0,2,2,5,29,21,4,1,13,1,44,0,0,6,8,80,71,45,0,8,17,0,2,3,0,5,0,10,0,4,39,19,0,1,17,0,0,2,12,7,1,5,38,15,53,14,55,23,11,50,0,1,3,0,36,20,0,11,28,275,92,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224147166727238,0.07400047056718573,0.0,0.0,0.060478380706590215,0.0932553786982625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062184937603040835,0.0911237106957233,0.07318535970089021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051549851513881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567654776278324,0.0,0.0,0.07865517030997626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081187429102816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864918646536728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291742558371408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429320447280682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748054641680206,0.08044617527184628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699482065137104,0.0,0.0,0.044967859475974085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564747892800748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046464506515091264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864431690791113,0.0,0.07966767356996438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939639816879372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261139862024924,0.04887597111997287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034643533378432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240472659768878,0.0,0.0,0.07560877031495877,0.0,0.0,0.1187286854527022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268874601695462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713674157382355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807925709372312,0.06763855053359172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496755871046064,0.07765400941714218,0.0,0.0,0.08407166936403031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122671534510952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845968948686183,0.21217239939032767,0.0,0.18001254004472048,0.0,0.1619249119565846,0.09277788151850334,0.0,0.0,0.1471347610407692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102305510449497,0.0743530656442228,0.0,0.0929734508578072,0.10180850797167124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714820298652379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698551504444915,0.0873775083474712,0.35301954168509114,0.05185831153969279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076111781473935,0.0,0.0868758985241445,0.09258375348238966,0.0,0.07681068971441457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117757479472336,0.0,0.0,0.07996262556101726,0.0,0.16049876443752942,0.0,0.0,0.08572950152240137,0.09644546586081297,0.0,0.0,0.09063166008908223,0.1895291472087617,0.0,0.0,0.11454156004328166
socialanxiety,ArmandoBravo,2019/05/28,"Always act like idiot in front of others Can anyone relate? Or am I actually an idiot :D? Whenever I talk to people that I am not close with I act like crazy idiot and talk craziest shit disrespecting myself. At this point most of the boys and girls completely despise me and don’t wanna talk to me, and whenever I start conversation they don’t really listen to me LOL. I don’t act like an idiot in front of my family or extremely close friends tho. So does that mean I am actually stupid or what?",4.433852813852816,5.5671776666666695,6.374199134199134,74.5527272727273,70.31313131313132,10.1015873015873,25.25396825396825,10.290406445055957,2.6035240981240966,395,11,75,11,7,138,60,99,0.23199999999999998,0.644,0.124,-0.9122,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,11,7,0,3,1,7,1,1,0,0,14,10,9,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,7,0,0,0,1,13,4,11,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,4,4,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.4276379373357264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823164037597684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320624456730614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297318235513225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917439341976271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655665001449666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928322150633518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32113705697837336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386741487886944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190272826575213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071290128164008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036696173554827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491244127676246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508661686141625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5283350167339684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whyamihere02,2019/05/28,does anyone else hate going back to their hometown? i really dont wanna see everyone I know. I'm so stressed out,0.8337681159420285,3.3480981739130438,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,89.0,6.544927536231885,20.71014492753623,7.793537801064563,1.3642579710144926,90,3,17,2,3,31,21,23,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.7793,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229309187828818,0.3266754511836921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24515791709690465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790072398318107,0.0,0.3736623118266529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26633865001478163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046524068512651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119646104374332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147751857548773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521871964776786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424843540055712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540634611511674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652147062299182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,waldenblack,2019/05/28,"Contradictory Mess I just feel like I’m lying, when I try to act “normal”. I just feel like I’m acting, and like I’m faking. But at the same time, I’m aware of the illogical nature of my own thoughts and emotions. I think them, and I feel them. But I’m also aware of them. I’m lost in them, but they are also at a distance. I can pretend to think and feel other things. More positive things, happier things, or more logical things. More logical ways of thinking and feeling. But none of that changes the underlying thoughts and emotions. It just saves other people from having to be subjected to them. 

Everything just feels like an acting game, and I’m tired of it. I feel guilty for being like this. For thinking the way that I do, and for feeling the way that I do. Because I feel like I should do more positive things with my life. Instead of just withdrawing from the world, and avoiding everything and everyone. But I despise the human race too much. I feel too much fear, and I feel too much hate. I feel too much disgust. I don’t want to be heard by them. I don’t want to be seen. But whether I like it or not, I’m here. Alive and judged, alive and criticised, alive and visible. A slave to language, a slave to corrupt social systems, a slave to hypocritical thoughts and feelings. Contradictions, when I know better, but don’t think or feel better.",2.0537593984962434,4.471521255639099,3.2420676691729327,88.73911654135338,80.80451127819549,6.3563909774436125,24.161654135338345,7.5804360353943165,1.208625563909774,1058,39,215,17,28,341,111,266,0.17300000000000001,0.647,0.18,0.2843,0,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,7,3,15,18,3,2,12,0,14,2,0,0,0,65,51,30,0,4,17,0,14,7,0,1,2,1,0,1,14,16,0,1,25,2,0,3,5,8,0,0,6,16,28,10,27,40,11,15,0,1,1,0,11,5,0,3,10,148,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621499335507256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051916614456237374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064542535354894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009470214251598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160135389676947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813800939850612,0.15308404169289158,0.0,0.0,0.0958358176790546,0.6028772938778149,0.2433714203669942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408413531229134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680519684795729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015550933462423,0.2912558255177701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296912798384273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25042825672779545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344493722776915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904362135112915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681636519861864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829036820711356,0.27285578046015857,0.0,0.20283769829376466,0.049661181644043886,0.09788618704342998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578223589360916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046663572239778,0.2028032455040692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlexSNL,2019/05/28,"Research about being awkward at social interactions Hey! I hope this doesn't break any rules, but I made a little survey about how often people feel awkward/nervous and how they feel at social environments. I appreciate any input :) 

https://forms.gle/BQKNaBjvLShiMnLa8",7.604471544715447,11.850003146341464,7.221341463414634,55.46014227642278,78.51219512195122,6.635772357723577,26.34552845528455,7.793537801064563,2.6921674796747963,223,8,25,4,6,70,32,41,0.03,0.743,0.22699999999999998,0.8588,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,9,6,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218220263118026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136399053917267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080465616131456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31084938825548986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29346917172994746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150173045464596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6323128699886581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sleepyfairie,2019/05/28,"Thinking about going off my meds I’m think about donating my eggs, but they won’t accept me unless I’m off medication. I’m
pretty committed to this and they said I can progress with the program if I stop taking my meds for 6 months. I’m scared to go off of them though and still haven’t been able to do it. I have bipolar disorder and bad social anxiety. Will I be okay without any medication for this time? How can I manage my symptoms (depression, mania, anger, anxiety, self-destructiveness) all that shit on my own. Maybe this could be a chance to get in touch with my emotions and how to deal with them better. Idk though. I’m on 1200 mg of gabapentin, 40mg propenanol, and 75 mg of lamictal.",3.490987573577499,5.081052971223024,4.364081098757357,86.28103335513408,73.24460431654677,7.932243296272074,26.305428384565076,8.575989854853784,1.7208935251798565,549,19,114,10,11,177,89,139,0.191,0.667,0.142,-0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,4,2,7,8,2,1,2,1,11,6,1,2,2,21,23,12,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,8,1,1,3,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,2,2,16,3,23,16,2,12,0,1,0,0,7,6,1,1,4,71,21,2,0.16139936996037865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975710619328362,0.0,0.2469401525003746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347617322607291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274462674927665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886426372709964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639566340659773,0.1390130408460606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849776609602467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155256744413376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432450929096509,0.0,0.18345396279684706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214736067498284,0.0,0.35855663028512125,0.32518577032034324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882743726256582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420118337060033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352776091614515,0.0,0.16158892567807942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683747427633199,0.0,0.16567413389306002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452633217267165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889374533842393,0.13493710027226116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775574410385047,0.12135223981077868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683639849937374,0.3171481230334226,0.0,0.09411327056324807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558323309185673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smartdumbhuman,2019/05/28,"Things people do/say that make your anxiety worse/better? Hey all, was curious to see how much this could differ so I just wanted to ask: what are some things people do/say to you that makes our anxiety worse/better? 

As for me, there are 2 things that always happen to me that makes it worse and 1 thing that cancels the bad shit out. 

Things that make it worse:

1) Being asked why I'm so quiet. 

I mentioned this in a comment here before but I HATE being asked why I'm so quiet. I always get asked this by acquaintences. 

Sometimes, when I notice I really haven't been saying much, I just accept it, but other times when I'm really trying to be normal and talk more than usual it really pisses me off! I mean, I'm pretty sure I was talking just as much as the next guy! Why ask me and not him??

That aside, I know they aren't asking to be mean or anything, but it always makes me feel like they can see right through me and I start to feel more concious. 

2) Being reminded of my social ineptitude. 

My friend always jokes about how awkward I am and points out  my odd behavior a lot of the time. For example, the other night I was going to meet my friend at a party, but, not being used to the place and thinking it would be packed, I called them several times to make sure I knew where in the party they were so I could find them right away, my friend then started joking about how I was going too far trying to strategize how to get to them just because I was too afraid to ask anyone where they were.

It kinda hurt when they said that because it wasn't like I was afraid to ask around, I just didn't want to have to wander around the place looking for them.

I feel like I'm always branded as the ""awkward, socially inept"" one and it makes it really difficult to break away from the mould when every single thing I do seems to always be seen as being a product of my social anxiety to some people.

Thing that make it better:

Doing things that I geniunely enjoy with (or without) people I adore. 

Whenever I have a good day from having done something fun/exciting or accomplishing something new, I start to feel more daring.

Being with people who can see past my anxiety and who I click well with is a bonus and a huge boost in confidence. Little by little I just stop giving a shit about what other people think of me and sometimes even forget about my anxiety.",5.178714932787841,5.439816934322035,5.832586206896554,82.2349152542373,68.21610169491525,8.459497369959088,24.96230274693162,8.216663640201805,1.3732944769140851,1851,41,367,23,29,603,201,472,0.098,0.722,0.18,0.9943,0,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,1,2,9,4,32,28,4,4,17,0,38,3,3,13,3,74,89,35,0,6,16,0,4,3,3,1,0,4,0,1,39,17,0,1,13,2,1,2,7,11,1,1,15,14,56,17,58,61,11,43,0,1,6,0,40,22,3,8,21,266,95,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800853869778521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458726576292134,0.0,0.0,0.039227435941163236,0.0,0.04616671046329512,0.09988436348240233,0.4195782360456696,0.0,0.10541831180215336,0.0,0.04684236461749308,0.06839784236073379,0.0,0.047738199056547664,0.0,0.0,0.04961717055136194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728584957644275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958488031291993,0.0,0.0,0.03618079195069986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861407119470535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057411257958283834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0370544764257559,0.0,0.04726788846212917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346630840190765,0.08015776943333433,0.0,0.0,0.05127570590068061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003151561429085,0.0,0.05862138077531416,0.053817619673158616,0.06376749001139195,0.04705523175875512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055549252468524574,0.04961032401985988,0.0,0.0,0.05538856387656605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005775898697465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030831887914881905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222499916064831,0.11245677590129807,0.0,0.0,0.04711108569948057,0.0,0.0,0.04769544375927999,0.0,0.0,0.299585210341782,0.0,0.0,0.12222184427093676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372305527149438,0.0,0.0,0.05418312679226616,0.0596645249995429,0.052647407291480174,0.05496750627987622,0.0,0.06387186888127383,0.0,0.0,0.03801579218615391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355517886556807,0.23336207577550536,0.0,0.1172281423894107,0.0,0.05303400070120657,0.0,0.0,0.0570753401061089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376009320737435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582065786055924,0.053365322893204434,0.13384236643762407,0.0,0.0,0.13411676857175694,0.051072650033058914,0.0,0.06337866610470264,0.11517465763190685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171565079600648,0.0,0.08637926904350432,0.11097153055048237,0.0,0.11912667813465552,0.0,0.0,0.046903321479657305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574989912213503,0.0,0.0,0.09018443551017792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981704666568131,0.07189508350880815,0.0,0.0,0.09813961414222162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617839939794854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484536372715026,0.06178781756360064,0.0,0.06618017357859753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044193807679628,0.0,0.15186848881636156,0.0,0.0,0.05407979261321005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434433409198765,0.03985285809121425,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thinkinfuckd,2019/05/28,"Spurts of interactions Let me preface this by saying that I am pretty alright in most social situations, I do however dislike being put in uncomfortable situations. I have moved a bit less than a year ago and I still haven’t found a way to really find any new friends. There is this place in the small village i moved to where people my age meet up every Tuesday. I got all the information last weekend but I really don’t know anyone there and i keep telling me oh I’ll just go and now that I actually could I am getting extremely nervous again. I know i should just say fuck it and go but I can’t get myself to be that “courageous”. Also quick question how often do people type something up then delete it again and just be happy with not posting but just having been able to vent?",3.9594946236559134,5.541775438709682,5.130080645161293,81.28845430107528,72.03225806451613,7.747311827956989,27.11021505376345,8.344100000000001,1.8423440860215048,623,22,120,10,12,206,104,155,0.075,0.825,0.1,0.5941,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,15,6,1,1,5,1,17,1,0,1,1,27,27,11,0,2,8,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,6,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,3,2,17,4,13,18,4,28,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,3,13,87,24,1,0.15039924533578986,0.0,0.14676796809576576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331985641898494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202742221572804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227664423821688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516264929541806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641970228436554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008155930265264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671785086166468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746218552484804,0.0,0.0,0.16490500960954205,0.1161980838649723,0.1390416788117856,0.15715479637603652,0.0,0.17095071415259647,0.0,0.1202880157275648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010279332255142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368175968234922,0.0,0.0,0.1653109839129708,0.12259545846854265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379341821647435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197011919986267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452565283423235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853579936959565,0.0,0.1571352005282933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404090284034868,0.1530101020112061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511927821127697,0.1684815752603606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269921550976868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392070329494208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381101064775709,0.0,0.15331309039626215,0.0,0.1157846869018077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010903160378705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145556953855791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937992043891525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685218296329584
socialanxiety,sheswamtoofarout,2019/05/28,"Anyone struggle with getting gifts for others? I've got a couple of gifts to get some friends (of course, all in one weekend) and it's really stressing me out. I need to leave my apartment to run actual, necessary errands but I feel like if I don't get the gifts today, I'll put getting them off until the last minute and then they'll be bad. I have no idea what to get either of them (and can't really go into details) because I don't know what they'll like and/or if my gift will be ""good"" enough. 

This is one aspect of my life I have been able to avoid. Now that I'm a little older and have made sincere connections with people, I can't hide from the joy of gift-giving. (I've joked before that I won't have kids precisely so I don't have to get gifts around the holidays lmao.) What about you guys?",2.6379670329670333,3.8891471190476175,3.848809523809525,90.48593406593406,74.83333333333334,6.8358974358974365,21.85164835164835,7.321109707123232,0.5639527472527481,628,15,138,7,13,205,104,168,0.087,0.741,0.172,0.9489,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,4,0,4,11,0,3,6,0,18,1,0,1,2,22,31,10,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,0,2,8,9,0,1,3,3,0,3,7,4,0,2,3,1,18,7,22,22,4,17,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,9,87,26,0,0.16508525468009508,0.0,0.161099394733491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543144849568165,0.0,0.0,0.1469608767717609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783929204218473,0.10063443898704984,0.0,0.14047539262921996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266369433179794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057719815476802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347206502315647,0.11793693892905352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754445825416125,0.0,0.5175013915664121,0.0,0.09382175462588507,0.13846567920880626,0.1320337589926913,0.0,0.0,0.16346035680006182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636115828756505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072653861979092,0.13456651619970778,0.0,0.1748014482771825,0.0,0.0,0.11660459753154882,0.1613046333167736,0.16545879464198504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620765957277466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240862455762387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373208202240893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444932942311335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659562778067954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151568279521532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910460147119548,0.1725829520432608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648151852455972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Narsis-Hlaalu,2019/05/28,Sexy Girlfriend I have anxiety about how attractive and sexy my gf is. She wears the most revealing clothes to work and I am constantly having thoughts about how she wants to be seen in a sexual way. I want her to be comfortable with who she is but it makes me feel like she is permiscous and wants attention from other men. This is turn makes me not trust her and makes me interested in other people. Thank you for any advice or insight.,3.2212058823529404,5.556487282352943,3.963161764705884,85.57297794117648,76.17647058823529,8.485294117647058,24.742647058823533,9.188382445141503,2.1269117647058824,349,12,69,9,8,111,60,85,0.051,0.743,0.20600000000000002,0.9152,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,9,1,1,5,0,22,20,8,0,3,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,14,6,10,16,1,4,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,2,2,50,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24726750261749986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720756983965969,0.0,0.1935747063558439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734460618969286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279444941204434,0.18077163881360006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362243406385655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067179683952091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754258930985111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23296499305056506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008852865218636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752345718811509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477481790977754,0.20085116535707187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421594236848027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,a49620366,2019/05/28,"I hugged someone who extended their arm to let me through the door Title.

I thought they were giving me a one-arm hug and it wasn't a total stranger",1.665053763440859,3.7172791612903278,2.523870967741935,95.37247311827957,79.96774193548387,5.423655913978496,26.46236559139785,6.42735559955562,0.8262817204301078,118,5,26,1,3,37,27,31,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4938484534029937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526423618245534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488456065139801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43619312512648667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086981522261069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dyfawfa,2019/05/28,"Opened up to my mom about social anxiety and got made fun for it My SA limits me so much to the point that it's ruined multiple relationships for me (With friends, family.. etc). My mother never understands my fears and always tends to push me and make me uncomfortable in hopes or curing me. So, as the opportunity came up I thought ""Hey, maybe she'll understand. I never told her anything like this"" so I opened up to her. She laughed in my face.

I don't know why, but for some reason she took it very personally. English isn't her mother language while I'm more than fluent at it, so she tried to shift the focus onto her and how much she has it worse than me. I told her it's not just one thing.. I feel like everyone is looking at me and judging me no matter what I do. She said that it's stupid and that I'm making things up. Which I had nothing to say to because she was technically right.

She went on to say how everyone feels like that especially at my age and that I'm making myself out to be a special snowflake or a victim so I would get the attention that I wanted. I don't remember what I told her but she told me I had no reason to be insecure because I had so many Instagram followers. I said it's a fake persona and people don't really like me like that, and my following doesn't correlate to reality.

She got increasingly irritated (whilst sounding condescending) and told me to never come out of my room and just rot in there. I told her that if she hasn't noticed, that's what I've been doing for the longest time and she dismissed me saying ""Great!"". Her condescending tone has always been a source of my insecurities and I couldn't stand any more of it so I ran upstairs and broke down.

I know the older generation doesn't understand the importance of mental health, but I feel so humiliated and plain stupid for thinking, even for a second, that my own mother would understand where I was coming from. I can't imagine what she would tell me if I asked her about me getting therapy. After all, how could she have a freak for a daughter?",5.047275952203137,5.49465447815534,6.199223300970875,78.84095967139656,68.53883495145631,9.54234503360717,28.9529499626587,9.565088089820216,2.4130691560866326,1623,54,329,33,26,545,193,412,0.135,0.79,0.07400000000000001,-0.9846,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,2,19,22,3,3,14,0,29,2,1,9,4,70,72,35,0,9,10,5,3,5,1,4,1,6,1,1,27,23,0,1,16,0,0,10,15,10,0,2,23,10,71,12,46,41,9,41,0,2,1,0,46,21,0,6,14,241,98,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854734021252935,0.0,0.0,0.05661530746383123,0.0,0.06368878127286849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851062467129652,0.0,0.07783088388121054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150125186043586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521994708456506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343122083853616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647123056581121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284977860036617,0.05498822206132063,0.0,0.0,0.15910477796980546,0.0,0.0,0.07848409104324904,0.09368345345103543,0.12628657516016514,0.11895278656471828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432153003965381,0.0,0.08699314670045158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317102932646974,0.09178739533024292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849469083921663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268961652568066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150800997716102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203367534729438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991206169606802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787765756753797,0.16671728690022874,0.08440609005336043,0.08363943800501407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390005412598059,0.0,0.0,0.09750561799508588,0.0,0.0,0.12240196045778555,0.0,0.19263094179536105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988408101907449,0.09478478306264157,0.0,0.0,0.05641479854013631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771756829949797,0.07269383815482484,0.0,0.0,0.0787015683031255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333439230130744,0.17119714717294085,0.0,0.08938321683485502,0.09431010710374084,0.07109812525695099,0.158386489767585,0.1986198288790039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848665676867329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276732183277443,0.0,0.09520775491887032,0.0,0.11061999395338892,0.053345549558913866,0.0,0.06609406422505076,0.04854584759169861,0.0,0.0,0.4773143339094163,0.09249782037385286,0.056523734059007374,0.0,0.0,0.3466797628058764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869294457481458,0.049105134275587436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717692752037197,0.0751234308031464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848425378118912,0.17742292067374285,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fam-squad-lit,2019/05/28,Getting called to read in class Anyone else absolutely hate it when the teacher randomly picks on you to read aloud in class? This happened to me today and I was soo uncomfortable and awkward,5.396476190476188,7.870479314285718,5.48,76.55333333333336,70.14285714285714,8.095238095238095,31.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.899095238095238,156,7,26,3,3,49,29,35,0.209,0.7909999999999999,0.0,-0.8016,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,16,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188322355871802,0.32066937903575976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195720094763897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614418965489934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635111689113492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767537019180559,0.0,0.0,0.3089879052317396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6260989014178838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966539965760476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KupinadE,2019/05/28,Its so bad My SA has became so bad that I wouldnt want to even eat with my family. I would just stay in my room and wait until everyone has finished eating then I would eat by myself. It feels really awkward when I eat with them as I will not speak with them.,1.1596428571428559,2.7669371071428586,3.1065714285714314,92.73842857142859,79.71428571428572,6.622857142857143,16.557142857142857,7.554174236665415,-0.0153957142857144,202,3,47,3,5,68,40,56,0.18899999999999997,0.8109999999999999,0.0,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,12,9,7,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,3,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,11,0,8,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32782673968131826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8035098875316958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296630549764925,0.0,0.0,0.18758573017614355,0.0,0.0,0.1850666675560529,0.0,0.09926188144754007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576329951876528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924381197866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579064546046212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789106109759883,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brbaaaa,2019/05/28,Ordering coffee shouldn't be difficult. How do I get better at this? Do I just keep trying? Asking for any kind of tips.,0.017500000000001847,2.2973990833333358,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,99.83333333333334,5.7333333333333325,14.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.36903333333333377,94,2,18,2,4,32,22,24,0.0,0.78,0.22,0.6564,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127799823984025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299887005995561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067860696279674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403035160687933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088223538410614,0.0,0.4789644049973137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31227407102509996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway37account,2019/05/28,"I am losing my mind and I have no one that understands what I'm saying to them I have no idea how to do this but I am posting this here because I have no one to turn to right now and I don't even know if this is a case for this sub.

All my childhood I have been labeled as a quiet kid. I just rolled with it but I wanted to hang out and do fun stuff. When I was 15 my no good dad passed away and 2 years later we found out that there is a huge debt that he left us with. I was 2nd year in high school and I left after a 3rd year to help my family. I started working in a company where I thought I was happy. But I started noticing in meetings and while working that I was sweating, shaking and had a sore throat nobody noticed since I was always in the back. After a year of working there, I got promoted ( i don't know how) to a group leader. That means that I have to work closely with people. I thought ""Great! I can do that"". 1 year of that hell passed by like nothing but I felt that I was exhausted and had no energy at the end of the day. 
One day my mom suggested I need to talk to my uncle if he can recommend me to a firm he is working in. He said ok... a few days pass and I got a job. This company sends people across the world to do manual labor and they pay big money for that. I went with it without thinking because there is a lot of money in that contract. I was 100% ready to do this there is no stopping me.

Here is where I'm at now. One week later I was sent to Germany to work at a construction site, I need to stay here for 1 month. The first day on the field I saw how many people are there and I almost blacked out. I told the man in charge there that this work might not be for me and that I'm thinking of quitting. He says that he understands (at that moment I'm white as a ghost and he commented on it, I'm also shaking a bit). He sends me back to the apartments and tells me that I will be sent back home the next day.
I called my mom about this and she starts freaking out, few minutes pass and I get a ton of messages from wider family basically forcing me to stay and work

I am homesick (over 1000km away from home), I can't speak German, I have peer pressure over me. Intense social anxiety. Surrounded by people who don't even speak my language. An am getting over 5 messages every minute telling me I need to stay and not go back. I puked at least 6 times right now because my heart is over 150bpm (i have a medical tool that measures that). Pills don't help anymore.

I was thinking of offing my self or running away and becoming a hobo or something but I'm not that stupid I know that I have people in my life that depend on me. But no matter what I tell them they just can't understand me, I have been trying for years. But now I feel like I'm about to break down, I can't even describe how I'm feeling right now there is like something wants to explode from my chest and the only thing that is holding me down is this writing that does not help in any way.

I know that if I come home there will be a lot of livid faces looking at me. But at the same time if I stay in Germany I feel I might die from all this stuff that is around me. I can't t I can't I can't. No medication helps me calm down.

I don't like to use the terms social anxiety, introvert or depression since the internet made them into a meme but I'm really struggling and there is nothing that can help me.
I'm 20 years old and am crying on the internet like a teen girl. I hate it.
I don't know.. I think that the best thing to do is go back to Croatia and live with the entire street making fun of me and calling me an idiot, bringing my family shame and disappointing my uncle. But that does not make that debt go away (which just got bigger)",1.5003800396563136,2.96058571036205,3.131561100095471,93.59125660938535,78.28838951310861,6.209892046706322,22.141459205405006,6.923569853693429,0.4034939267092601,2898,83,676,30,68,959,304,801,0.128,0.768,0.10400000000000001,-0.9579,3,0,2,0,0,0,69.0,2,0,5,13,39,28,4,5,39,1,69,11,5,9,2,113,130,51,2,9,26,3,4,5,0,4,6,6,4,4,51,39,0,2,21,0,5,18,26,15,0,5,27,14,101,13,96,96,12,124,1,4,4,0,54,56,1,13,48,463,152,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053567288336105114,0.0,0.0,0.04277975102475035,0.04451193691223538,0.0,0.0,0.03637828038028212,0.0,0.08184671058098619,0.0,0.053052440817630234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047621689947705687,0.0,0.0,0.20104040249852206,0.2056708938537151,0.0,0.09782975217844103,0.0590807744376543,0.0,0.0,0.05613946440191039,0.0,0.058402437615196263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924828959443257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460810106019809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876149674663034,0.17249851691173185,0.0,0.04607497001158235,0.0,0.05551912913661768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362727353436287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047380491213211175,0.0,0.0,0.1059983800867573,0.0,0.045071653867481035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512903345718062,0.0,0.08114569442861368,0.03821667686280497,0.05136337164144076,0.0,0.0,0.04550262699418912,0.0,0.05865425797229524,0.0,0.0,0.055897622455795895,0.0,0.09120693766850516,0.04486887795260695,0.1283539715773166,0.058978176614735214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056946181100629316,0.0,0.052815013754244536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339156414097899,0.17928209521075367,0.05652016524838922,0.1609788584927047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060389087852605,0.0,0.0,0.0530853082998456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699664247683775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624445581902207,0.0,0.03778494053725896,0.13067422098450285,0.0,0.047236865052438834,0.0,0.04492213672014274,0.059846968090895576,0.0,0.09095868684282424,0.0,0.05061804811619662,0.07141635338312016,0.05423530397191805,0.0,0.05827149084984421,0.0,0.10778071269079584,0.0,0.113499001906449,0.05401447156898546,0.12530486431938842,0.0426990178217509,0.0,0.0,0.11899709011660715,0.0,0.0,0.05689229848085187,0.0,0.0,0.10265935583197516,0.12180830833568534,0.05613376597767221,0.0,0.14499777186241067,0.0406851857982824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854327015541331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051233205672553774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689827639770205,0.0,0.0,0.03427012170318832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705273278408614,0.05088577975925367,0.08508238198841714,0.0,0.05413956671131591,0.0,0.0,0.055806715516127085,0.0,0.0,0.0885028588446261,0.0,0.0,0.1090623696141714,0.0,0.08236578028599917,0.0,0.0,0.11359162801549352,0.2280732432939314,0.0,0.04472402596659334,0.0,0.05592435220176353,0.122477434244137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299707257714266,0.1402703696970662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107910097056945,0.1371091632865667,0.0,0.0849377494377229,0.06238646521941001,0.0,0.0,0.05111654852820292,0.0,0.0363194397037003,0.058186952135232124,0.0,0.16706983736128456,0.06434762585859284,0.04620230856031074,0.0,0.0,0.06310520680047317,0.042461661211601213,0.04291028053058545,0.0,0.0,0.049590190957073205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156705266918467,0.0,0.3115586577043816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411421615821104
socialanxiety,funnycamcam,2019/05/28,"School situation I’m currently in high school at the moment, and I am usually a very socially active kid. But during lunch I usually just started to sit by myself during lunch in a teachers classroom to just sit and watch Netflix. Is it weird that I’m using my social time to just be alone and be by myself??",2.5705464480874305,4.9047667377049216,4.624180327868854,80.01747267759565,78.34426229508195,7.3453551912568305,24.92076502732241,8.344100000000001,1.965850273224044,245,9,44,5,6,84,41,61,0.069,0.8809999999999999,0.05,0.1626,1,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,8,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,6,29,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23870319240727594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435101035692481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466507181609575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590642077361364,0.0,0.4698816573437277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631318013142848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343921637537213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905690107620946,0.5076725786159382,0.1901664903179572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lazylion2,2019/05/28,"I could be a spy agent if I wasn't a neurotic mess I am a natural spy agent. Every person is noticed and being watched automatically. every millisecond  is processed and calculated. every move thought and word.


Oh, not by choice of course, just my brain decided to make me a 24/7 spy agent.

 thnx brain",2.3077443609022548,5.11662719298246,4.147117794486217,79.83315789473686,84.08771929824562,7.4676691729323315,25.686716791979947,8.418075326091056,2.274555889724311,238,10,44,6,7,80,42,57,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.6854,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,7,2,2,1,0,11,9,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,25,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534257479962013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790973196944228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6265415617205886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654599204509964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634541789188847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822097748308806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164367637335589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678676660875302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fazomanzo,2019/05/28,"Help! I have to go to my girlfriends graduation today and socialize!! I’m not the social person I once was, I have to go to her graduation and then they are going to the pub after for drinks, any tips so I can maybe enjoy myself instead of feeling anxious the whole time?",1.6483333333333334,4.104466055555555,3.8718518518518543,83.33333333333336,82.8888888888889,5.822222222222222,21.962962962962962,7.1686216300943375,0.9638740740740736,213,7,40,3,6,73,40,54,0.036000000000000004,0.81,0.154,0.7608,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,10,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,1,8,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,31,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077045087675552,0.0,0.0,0.2836945195806361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460023427791012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697399546674526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42815244992121787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832067878538015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25228414679756883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674349795631406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192686055020015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119711497631537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643029690733078,0.0,0.23803273128866356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803669053656859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BroadConstruction,2019/05/28,"My problem is conversation; how can I be a better conversationalist? I have theories as to what makes me a worse conversationalist.  

Do you have any tips that have helped you become a better talker and listener in general?",6.687692307692307,8.910259820512824,8.541538461538465,56.97846153846157,66.17948717948718,11.353846153846154,30.948717948717945,11.20814326018867,4.255779487179488,179,7,28,6,3,63,31,39,0.147,0.715,0.138,-0.0926,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,5,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24570725211764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990451057144106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6391092332802262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421824809069536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411812180591684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457305899709723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368211845211024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Benja74,2019/05/28,I'm going to the beach in a few weeks and I need some advise. Me and my family are going to the beach (specifically Florida) and I need help to remain calm. Any tips?,0.17014285714285649,2.321247657142859,3.3310714285714305,86.76517857142859,86.71428571428572,6.928571428571428,14.464285714285715,8.07648339933343,0.37171428571428544,128,2,28,3,4,46,25,35,0.0,0.853,0.147,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27913823404667426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869609043202112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665667397771626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751338817018013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6087265486367313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292596517631799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Costycr77,2019/05/28,"I wanted to go to Comic Con but i was too afraid Hi,I'm from Romania,18 years old,male and a few days ago it was comic con,i really wanted to go from a long time but i was too afraid to go,i was afraid what people will think about me there,i have no friends so i needed to go alone and i can't it was to much",-1.8608333333333316,-0.06303986111111293,1.132777777777779,101.19,93.44444444444444,4.311111111111112,10.777777777777779,5.82211442006289,-1.5462888888888893,238,2,64,2,9,83,42,72,0.081,0.856,0.063,-0.0387,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,15,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,3,0,0,5,0,6,1,9,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310026082333205,0.0,0.0,0.2723496937312023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695889641739237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316406260575146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5977902636149345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23271340858975975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933075872276475,0.19498325371026184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759347557812952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823049864053584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684604176838212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684956586642746,0.0,0.0,0.15333546346439195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102040193409234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933913459299554
socialanxiety,cre215,2019/05/28,"Interview / presentation anxiety Hi all,

Does anyone have any tips for interview / presentation anxiety?  During either of these, it’s like my mind goes blank and I’m unable to answer questions that I’ve been asked, unless they’ve been extensively rehearsed.

I have three interviews coming up, one in person tomorrow which is terrifying me. I can already feel me sweating and clamming up. I have Xanax but if I take too much of that I become a zombie.

I am a good worker but come off as extremely unpersonable due to this, and it’s hard to brainstorm for every single question especially after the first job,

Wish me luck / if I don’t get a job within 6 months it. Is not going to be good.....",4.26109090909091,6.3910311230769254,5.8113986013986025,74.44723776223778,72.38461538461539,8.727272727272727,27.202797202797203,9.339509955726095,2.666923076923077,546,20,94,13,11,185,94,130,0.053,0.841,0.105,0.8591,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,0,11,2,1,0,1,20,20,9,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,2,11,4,16,17,4,15,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,5,8,66,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902624019742146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264759257747265,0.0,0.2759421805595877,0.0,0.0,0.12610841762769334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686075897813612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991879406240035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107197456718333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157829886109821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195687598603347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119291296582832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340988079834952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422804972282027,0.0,0.10249990941911047,0.30254645381877204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156266512835624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35794903970985875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881123486220249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210714835963432,0.0,0.14395764963367785,0.0,0.13258168549646251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221322353695845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157479039579561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040777785241843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560452332321887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073993626377088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RavenCravin,2019/05/28,"Does conversation require trust? (Socially inept/anxious here) Probably a stupid question, but I have such a hard time opening up to people (anyone at all), and i'm curious if there's always gonna be that trust needed when you meet and converse with new people? I think i'm traumatized or something because I always automatically feel the need to act more serious or stern, or not open maybe (which means i can't enjoy the conversation), when all i really want is just to have fun or get to know people. I don't know why I feel so sensitive to it, is it supposed to be like that? Like it's hard for me to genuinely laugh or enjoy someones time, I guess due to lack of trust... Thanks to anyone who replies.",4.446521739130431,5.7450246666666684,5.610840579710146,79.41495652173914,70.44927536231884,8.708405797101449,28.29275362318841,9.120678840339163,2.319026666666667,556,20,107,11,10,185,90,138,0.133,0.6629999999999999,0.204,0.9326,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,7,12,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,2,29,23,12,0,5,9,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,10,10,14,20,4,11,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,8,8,64,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925631855728245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458501047405547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716744738067953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384577318956186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177781845383506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184944323956976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366604822496614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314968650714772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323268756571152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717762425789413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661703490468578,0.1915002376185292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260710348530062,0.0,0.1697909521416247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656375276345679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895446083746704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196938804804426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262345194303575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920830059224,0.14895671417384135,0.13534119572338504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185513358353795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264701214146748,0.0,0.0,0.2050234641238644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036927485551826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586342270679013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dontknow462,2019/05/28,"Can’t stop doing cringy things I keep doing cringy things that I will remember for the rest of my life. I say to myself I will stop doing it,this is the last time, but I just can’t stop. I only remember what I shouldn’t have said after saying stuffs and that keeps happening, I just can’t stop being pathetic. 

Make me want to hurt myself real bad.",5.494166666666665,4.931557861111116,6.18,82.81500000000003,67.6111111111111,9.422222222222222,23.555555555555557,8.841846274778883,1.2959888888888886,274,4,58,4,4,90,46,72,0.307,0.674,0.019,-0.9711,0,0,0,0,0,2,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,12,1,0,1,0,16,18,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,6,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,12,0,5,13,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582767537696772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444476993402242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696928417123587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310478617011365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236522801477255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336233844765156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658200636915265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283121764619815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987929627637155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956948332643012,0.0,0.16613467417379427,0.27778160964518744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5840697748450323,0.0,0.0,0.19993550976382296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320629326342267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101841370232679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103014663625745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dratombender,2019/05/28,"Any anxious folk here in the Netherlands? I'm wondering if there are any other peeps battling anxiety and social anxiety in the area. I don't have many friends and the ones I do (and barely see) don't understand anxiety, which makes me feel even more of an outcast. My dream is to meet one or two or more (!?) similar folk and just suffer together, in person, and build eachother up. Maybe? :)",3.268552123552124,5.634920256756757,4.159884169884169,84.06716216216219,76.16216216216216,8.012355212355214,28.138996138996138,8.841846274778883,2.482677992277992,305,13,57,7,7,98,55,74,0.19399999999999998,0.746,0.06,-0.8437,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,12,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,2,4,1,6,12,2,5,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,4,0,39,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068024550074909,0.0,0.5177011834679405,0.2548396828392901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489925806345572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405935081655852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428151687254334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505755104184358,0.22870136016216144,0.2266240886511001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057158826157432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969665891514018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975699009818175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22994904099905314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035757767308065,0.2348353455428268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446304394622643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pofes166,2019/05/28,"Zoloft dosage for social anxciety Im on 100mg of zoloft for my social anxciety, but i dont feel it help so much. Anyone had any experience with zoloft? Would it help to increase the dosage? Have anyone had better results when changing from zoloft to another medication? Im gonna talk to my doctor about this but would be great to hear some other peoples experiences aswell.",3.0415845070422565,5.875488422535213,3.992376760563381,82.24659330985915,80.26760563380282,6.930281690140845,22.959507042253517,8.07648339933343,1.5838295774647897,302,10,54,6,8,97,51,71,0.073,0.762,0.165,0.8487,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,0,8,10,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,11,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247189846005458,0.1923119634471181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564765188712943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220330075031725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401396402626966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771871821382755,0.0,0.0,0.21494463283497425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588027844126222,0.0,0.0,0.0927330677174098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022002751116403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670628188835746,0.0,0.245859679325174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962091528188581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475723571591995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482085415824846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271471768748195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37390849304085205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741079502822885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605656491450821,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,grimesawayken,2019/05/28,"Anybody else experience anxiety without the thoughts? I went through my first session with a therapist and he said whenever I'm feeling anxious and the thoughts come tell them no (I cant quiet remember his exact words) I didnt ask for you but whenever I do feel anxious it isnt in my head at all for the most part atleast, it's like a feeling of danger and in need of escaping along with physical symptoms, I'm pretty puzzled by what he means",3.9098051948051946,5.63233231818182,5.135584415584418,80.63409090909094,72.4090909090909,8.664935064935065,36.435064935064936,9.23628265651192,3.5914883116883107,356,21,67,8,7,118,64,88,0.149,0.722,0.13,-0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,5,0,4,2,1,0,2,22,17,4,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,5,5,9,1,13,12,3,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,2,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746565982323254,0.4355420058416742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021042979287608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605106266350356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103147341786106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856238936820197,0.0,0.0,0.29240523622240205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396688066648704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783379387899566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417585670861753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997896643758301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293373784990948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874707258925526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961125852100091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836659289282853,0.0,0.1833648544835048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035795104948867,0.0,0.0,0.1684862060975075,0.0,0.0,0.22381648311394087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060697534653026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869625250263266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581979392992914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NEONObliteration,2019/05/28,"Does anyone else get like, anxious or hurt online Despite it being online? Yeah, I'm sensitive woo",3.741666666666666,6.717733166666669,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,78.44444444444446,5.822222222222222,25.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.8681333333333328,79,3,11,1,2,26,17,18,0.214,0.47600000000000003,0.31,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636711557499482,0.0,0.2869834863658741,0.4205359238758033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35917167006446205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428631378389654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443369706490956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393757747321248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005162658854983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kexinjiang7,2019/05/28,"Seriously! Does anyone want to have a group chat through messenger? I want to create one I’ve seen this kind of posts before, but only a few responses. I am thinking maybe we can have a group chat in messenger so we can talk about our struggles, hobbies, interests and anything you want to share, probably if lucky, some of us can meet up one day? Actually idk if it’s a good idea or not, at least we can have someone to talk to if we feel lonely?",3.2629047619047635,4.69871865555556,4.633174603174607,84.74500000000002,73.55555555555556,8.253968253968255,27.301587301587304,8.841846274778883,2.000825396825397,349,13,73,7,7,116,63,90,0.096,0.711,0.193,0.8192,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,6,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,19,14,7,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,9,5,12,13,3,5,0,1,1,0,15,3,0,6,1,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2069753179367721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830261027249558,0.0,0.17453711936896413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047826374409892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678451724611432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560683362311156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724222288722897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177896248617102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23943081879012865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208655775140304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307916319657103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287443778953052,0.16130873465231618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031295523681844,0.0,0.2286756006445956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970844106742986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172902281050388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409498192074371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590269532410235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551256409788468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752995418071856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mandey009,2019/05/28,Want to apply to a job but afraid I really want to apply for a job this summer but I am afraid that the interview will not go well. I am not good at public speaking but I am good at talking with people. I have never had a job before and I really want one but I am afraid to go into an interview and not know what to answer.,0.2259356136820898,1.9858409295774668,3.3234607645875265,89.30056338028173,83.36619718309859,6.310663983903421,15.77665995975855,7.447530270364453,0.06257585513078423,250,4,56,4,7,90,38,71,0.12300000000000001,0.804,0.07200000000000001,-0.6715,3,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,17,13,6,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,1,1,1,1,7,3,10,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,44,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824300769940018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368552526903295,0.35964027643991703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6382469037454092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782312272651335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535076438840954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527619458985036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863101350198646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746874137566471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231853985834195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37935828330428006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276233349683666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sassy_Grill,2019/05/28,How do I approach my crush? What should I tell her? How? When? (How do I talk to other people in general?),-2.5309090909090908,-1.6784413636363595,0.6078181818181818,98.54172727272729,121.72727272727272,3.578181818181818,13.490909090909092,5.6839178017228535,-0.7561381818181814,78,2,18,1,5,27,17,22,0.125,0.875,0.0,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042005961689116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5845557295239139,0.6356700070820387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reclutched,2019/05/28,"I'm a best man at my bro's wedding but cant help feel nervous about the speech Just wanted to share this with people, I'm super nervous as most people are doing speeches infront of people but man I can easily talk to strangers but family is such a different story.... so much family will be there and I've always been known as the quiet shy one forever and I barely talk around them.  I've known about this speech for along time now, when I was first told I had to do this It was the only thought in my head for weeks I was terrified but I've used this as motivation to change and and get out of my shell more which I've made more improvements in the last few months than my whole life. I will probably keep the speech semi short and try to remember the wife and groom are the stars of the night and hopefully ease my anxiety.",3.2558144796380115,4.591359323529414,4.22529411764706,88.06074660633486,73.41176470588233,8.054298642533936,22.488687782805425,8.617729084823388,1.1858733031674211,655,16,141,12,13,212,106,170,0.07,0.759,0.171,0.9562,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,9,6,0,2,10,0,15,2,1,3,0,28,26,16,0,2,5,2,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,2,6,11,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,6,12,4,23,15,7,14,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,8,92,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417947943375325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255563499965234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542523408934934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818424295738128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833029899372755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103649812363465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266983075413412,0.0,0.08761353165463633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738844292096132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052953731435802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783112491040526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614322337958635,0.0,0.0,0.1721021254823216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401563465431273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412430341030444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238993481319005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395790283706604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830721799437928,0.0,0.12737776786911134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260775027343996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741627480397256,0.13178417557132766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603831992229535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682079162781084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962878843679048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27854530588372045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756175699960624,0.10103860563045948,0.0,0.0,0.1655726052042601,0.0,0.11764300259793213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965479507210927,0.0,0.0,0.10220265053833896,0.0,0.13899152313804414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19345642111893924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pineapple_bloom,2019/05/28,"Afraid to speak at funeral.. A family member of mine is pretty old and has quite a bit of health problems. I know for a fact that I’ll have to speak at this persons funeral mainly because of how close they are to me. I’m incredibly nervous to speak at an eventual funeral for 2 reasons:

1) I know it will be hard for me to keep it together.
2) I have pretty bad social anxiety when speaking in front of a group of people.

I have no idea what to do and feel like I’ll be a wreck on stage. Any advice?",2.3465094339622645,3.377726622641511,4.7171226415094365,84.84285377358493,75.22641509433961,8.318867924528304,25.514150943396224,8.841846274778883,1.7692679245283025,386,13,85,8,8,136,69,106,0.195,0.725,0.08,-0.8718,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,2,6,0,10,1,0,2,1,12,15,4,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,5,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,6,8,1,19,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083900453247694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450205231523228,0.0,0.16313927792454005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178058784448529,0.12999809861334613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328189229339536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010375718527677,0.0,0.10782799456691287,0.15234921535189586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910343425941918,0.0,0.0,0.22667979627073465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407386226486729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955059456099504,0.0,0.0,0.2343984352287368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418548480904244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377495647112694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784397232533714,0.18620579683149854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43391343559479,0.0,0.204055967397114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268226459140899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926137079681068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173863323436796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hiiItshelen,2019/05/28,"i hate my awkwardness a lot heyy, does anyone have any advice on awkwardness when it comes to social anxiety? 
When i have conversations with people even people close to me i tend to be awkward. 

Here are some examples: 

1. My speech becomes choppy. For example let’s say i’m explaining something that happened earlier that day to someone, i talk nervously and i sound scattered. You know how someone might tell u a story and that shit is hella out of order. that’s me !!lol And then i end up having to explain that i’m bad at explaining things 

2. Honestly, I tend to be really negative, even when i try not be. I also struggle with depression so maybe that’s where that comes from?? somehow ?? But i have been working on the depression and taking meds. But even when i’m not depressed i tend to be very negative.

3. I overthink conversations a lot. After a conversation I’ll rethink everything i said. And for some reason I’ll almost have a debate in my head over whether or not the person secretly hates me or is annoyed with me.",2.213893280632412,4.9053142979798,4.037088274044795,81.45171936758895,82.78787878787878,7.4838823012736055,26.28546332894159,8.456263369488248,2.400384014053579,813,35,146,20,23,273,118,198,0.20199999999999999,0.748,0.051,-0.9835,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,13,14,4,5,7,1,15,2,2,2,0,35,32,18,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,9,12,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,13,0,0,2,4,21,1,22,24,4,20,0,3,0,0,14,9,1,9,8,107,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529709200418852,0.0,0.0,0.13864316272350785,0.0,0.0,0.11072279681922888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415447380347212,0.0,0.10591806273881477,0.0,0.0,0.09681129041667696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156045419738826,0.0,0.1529131990552828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23853427156020424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929233004926053,0.0,0.3577545044682224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116332302034614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263045894681557,0.0,0.0,0.27434561493177634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244348571852512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243572313917793,0.0,0.0,0.273392242677276,0.14209526622707294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609151053102331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158010828828813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354197946690988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909713869541732,0.0,0.1537928250121246,0.0,0.0,0.14687938365983466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197519243102049,0.12089398409776166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869812543128303,0.14235529250654916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170286685427834,0.11010535438073538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421225599012887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113792509483186,0.2346257567083949,0.10658979233174667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474372893148446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041012894794762,0.11128526970683526,0.12101619163032527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198366828157274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940021820270636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424027070036973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079723796871733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,saxamaphone115,2019/05/28,I made friends!!! So I’m in high school and I really look up to the upperclassmen but I’ve always been too shy to talk to any of them. But this weekend I finally worked up the courage to reach out to some of them to hang out over the summer!! I even got into a really nice conversation about music with one of them!,1.5540909090909096,3.3361628939393992,3.5393939393939418,89.27909090909094,79.15151515151516,7.430303030303031,20.090909090909093,8.344100000000001,0.8346545454545451,245,6,56,5,6,83,46,66,0.036000000000000004,0.779,0.185,0.8836,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,7,3,18,2,1,12,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,1,3,39,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25036396631282704,0.0,0.0,0.2046150133076772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873451709205345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329609474684155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324662942693006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406486263034128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31790602094319204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526711957441353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847086910275745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038903482316047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855147266474069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045159927106448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418433880214923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905096332858084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gameofthrowaways__,2019/05/28,"lost my virginity and got my first kiss on the same night this post is kinda cheesy but i just have to share as things kinda turned around relatively quickly for me recently. i just want to mention a comment i had come across on another post that i loosely remember. it was on a video of a guy trying to calm someone down, and some one pointed how the guy just ""knew the peace of letting things go."" i found that oddly motivating and its stuck with me these past few weeks and it really gave me a piece of mind. anyway... onto my story. 

​

i am 28 (yikes), and really had trouble with relationships up until now because of my SA. my SA is pretty mild right now, though when i found out i had it around when i was 16 or 17, it was very severe and i was on meds because of it. tie all this in with the dating scene and i missed out on a lot of shit. had some run ins with some girls i liked but never acted on them because i was too shy. i was told by some of them later on that they simply thought i was just not interested and moved on. i really dwelled on my missed chances and there i was, a 28 year old virgin who hasn't even really kissed anyone either. it made me laugh honestly at other posts of much younger people stating that they are virgins. but anyway... 

​

i decided to join the swiping scene, matched with a girl and let it be known that i had affection for her. she was looking for something casual, and i honestly don't know what that means but i just went with it. but i soon found out after a few weeks of talking that she was a freak and wanted a hookup. we had been having some fun sexy talk through text so i knew it was coming soon. i had been at this point before but always chickened out because of my lack of experience. she asked if she could hang out with me one day and i was nervous as fuck because she didn't know that i was a virgin, or kissed anyone. so i literally watched youtube videos and porn on how to kiss and fuck. 

​

we were playing video games, then she pauses the game out of no where and just gets all over me and it all happened at once. my heart was pounding. she stops in the middle of the kiss and says ""sorry, should we keep playing the game?"". i thought she was gonna say something about my kissing but didn't. after she asked me that i said ""nope lets get to the bed"" and we did the dirty deed. 

​

she didn't mention anything afterwards or ask me if i was a virgin or not. just said i was great and to keep in touch. i think she may be playing nice, but you know what? who cares. it happened. its now a few days later and i'm still horny but my confidence has really boosted. i accepted my situation and decided to change it and i couldn't be happier.",3.422995385629533,4.589977983783786,4.274493517908152,88.5267172050099,72.76576576576576,7.288508020215338,25.24829707756537,7.678348718463194,1.1153260821797408,2131,65,458,26,41,686,256,555,0.105,0.725,0.171,0.9921,0,0,2,0,0,0,73.0,4,1,4,3,30,32,3,2,24,0,50,16,2,5,4,115,94,49,0,8,25,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,1,4,34,44,0,3,18,10,0,8,11,10,0,3,47,7,74,22,69,36,17,76,0,3,2,14,46,35,3,15,30,342,108,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056418482218750565,0.2938630610234307,0.3295578419438531,0.0,0.07109856038163925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482047261431888,0.0,0.055797035928423916,0.12072013279669065,0.19016317447534564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666389425031526,0.0,0.05769633532876853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913084706737367,0.0,0.07172779731925531,0.11681453819437278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541360943340079,0.0,0.0,0.08745613140434011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044783999806107685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632546664127828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767417304351079,0.0,0.2230312433037029,0.0,0.12536768316844096,0.07084973688767696,0.0,0.03853465944969015,0.0,0.05422917061116332,0.07475431175222845,0.0,0.1342735319315247,0.11991796703634147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034824099787753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053488303994675,0.0,0.0,0.11179015834984947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080030034136807,0.0,0.033125681444056546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056938406809185424,0.0,0.07401623636453651,0.05764466132310873,0.0,0.06415792359749016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385859386110727,0.07531512228365486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846285996897038,0.0,0.0,0.0720650780571189,0.04984384990021822,0.0,0.05229473837987555,0.0,0.0,0.06362959904879087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114904669116452,0.07220920397136628,0.0918916899719231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472673078345179,0.047006858389624484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281936708445341,0.0,0.19481289090693527,0.06898119382058894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718536487841292,0.0,0.06694841549141954,0.07279627919116051,0.07680888124620497,0.0579043713064805,0.1289945421245222,0.1078411587616844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659938674970672,0.06959998281706413,0.0,0.07621470243161181,0.0,0.0,0.057450233962457915,0.10439789038301348,0.0,0.07590119167911878,0.0,0.0,0.05414847960860311,0.056687303199641124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899681042570143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009212522339233,0.0434461597692495,0.06661723044780919,0.10765783829630712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647897684144495,0.0,0.046034565225916924,0.07375144179588614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055945522535514006,0.07998528562805414,0.0,0.1087767941390558,0.0,0.0,0.0628551238345915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295578419438531,0.043663647805743916
socialanxiety,slightlysubversive,2019/05/28,"I hate the anxiety I go through after social interactions. I play all the conversations back and cringe. I can hold it together pretty well in public. I'm in a grad program that kind of requires social interaction and networking. I dread it. I feel I'm crap at it. 

I feel like I play the role I have to play. Pretend to have it together but when I get home I have it rough sometimes. I play back what I did and said and how I acted and freak out a little. 

People think I'm good with people and that I come across as confident and witty and chill. 

I'm not. I hate it but I feel like I have to do it. I thought the social anxiety would eventually go away. Nope.",0.2361270931730388,2.5450339781021936,2.712065264061831,89.97208243881495,88.7810218978102,6.143237440961788,19.737655646200086,7.510576382923642,0.7263039072563329,513,16,112,10,17,176,73,137,0.142,0.6779999999999999,0.18,0.6542,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,14,3,1,6,0,8,1,1,1,1,24,24,13,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,10,11,0,2,5,5,0,4,2,5,1,0,3,5,19,9,14,20,1,15,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,6,75,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005750529686405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535543125551599,0.2513457181805604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407863855602106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479157655862421,0.2335186547929377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538901517301435,0.0,0.18576987099630826,0.13708308625545215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227201310317295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394049915376824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701943421998918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969399123823494,0.1638066728682024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661308400514454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662740460176194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546588312909707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998098984167314,0.0,0.0,0.1616432363179351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472374235142456,0.0,0.12975061293948453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694936757987767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610085805661215,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shse264,2019/05/28,"SA rant I tend to feel more comfortable when a social situation is new, and get progressively more anxious the longer a situation lasts (so they never last that long). I always get in my head about how I must seem, and convince myself that others definitely think i'm weird/don't like me. I get really obsessive about previous social interactions that I think I messed up, and convince myself I'm going to mess up new ones too. I'm about to re-enter a social situation I was in last year, that made me more anxious than I've ever been, to the point of having what felt like a panic attack (which I'd never had previously). I'm feeling pretty obsessively nervous about returning to this, I want to have a positive attitude but it's hard not to get wrapped up in how I felt last year. I hate that my thoughts constantly revolve around previous social failures, I don't know how to break out of what feels like a very long-term negative thinking loop.

Anyway, I guess I'm just looking for conversation with people who have dealt with similar feelings.",7.41935909090909,7.2378705450000025,7.961909090909092,70.36345454545454,63.55,11.272727272727273,34.18181818181819,10.832165505486646,3.7227,839,32,150,20,11,279,120,200,0.19699999999999998,0.733,0.071,-0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,14,14,2,4,8,0,9,1,1,4,4,32,37,9,0,2,3,0,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,12,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,7,8,19,6,26,29,3,26,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,2,18,95,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707638219587117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364472497053476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931598299771999,0.0,0.119053387421238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308843194330714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466104540250804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165479020596772,0.07476129307343128,0.20095897371247676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186992107936539,0.0,0.059474459469130825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528271269389408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937449821502932,0.10331925866116692,0.10740010339775896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057512374027042276,0.3412117305004477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337870062176362,0.0,0.0,0.18522220958767954,0.08787883470025086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902144929045692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614235777681288,0.20214138444161528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091289593359855,0.0,0.0,0.12278309723963125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725504658401068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892716569607113,0.0,0.0,0.1064656928231362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704085291120132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526855310847636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528897072495507,0.0,0.4267060585764131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116463245192026,0.0,0.08307964611244854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634641540979097,0.0617247134936184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478109778484113
socialanxiety,Stinkycheese0,2019/05/28,"I sound too awkward when I record myself talking. I've wanted to make YouTube videos, but I don't like how my voice sounds when I record. I sound very monotone, awkward, I pause a lot mid sentence, and speak to rapidly. I'd rather be at a point where people dont focus on my voice instead of what I have to say in a video. I cant stop fretting about it.

Any recommendations on how I might be able to prevent this?",2.4027408637873755,3.874555453488373,3.3339867109634547,93.04174418604653,75.86046511627906,5.379401993355483,25.07641196013289,5.288315135182226,0.32545049833887063,323,11,72,1,7,103,60,86,0.079,0.8540000000000001,0.067,-0.2342,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,3,0,11,9,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,12,1,10,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,4,46,15,0,0.3202761161174032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779874169583024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753612227975496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647073256345528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722873007407196,0.0,0.0,0.2137867944931664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33976234638562003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220391323919716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027644521202996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546964224785811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677651740893017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574258102915127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642613378251815,0.1889071513540798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CubanMissOutCrisis,2019/05/28,"I have really bad social anxiety so I’ve tried to go to as many graduation parties this year to try and improve that So far I've been to 53 graduation parties (I have a class of 750 people)... a good amount of them are past good friends and friends of friends. I’m going by myself but I try to get to places at the same time as my good friends. The goal in that is to get myself more comfortable in talking to people without having to be the quiet guy who never talks to anyone else when I’m with my friends (especially girls). So far it’s been helping a lot. I’m more comfortable talking to people I’m not great friends with.

Obviously it’s still going to be a lot harder when I can’t ask the same simple questions (""Where are you going next year?"" or ""Any idea of what you are going to major in?"") but I am trying my best to get myself in these situations because next year I’m off to a college and need to work on my social skills.

I feel I have a lot to offer this world but I can’t fully live up to my potential if I’m too scared to be in these situations.

I’ve been a long time lurker here and I just wanted to share this to show how excited I am in this progress (but still a lot of work to do!!)

:)",2.5093811677631592,3.478502113281252,4.414736842105263,87.4092105263158,74.7421875,7.264473684210527,24.41118421052632,7.669130373188453,1.021003125,935,28,210,12,19,320,123,256,0.043,0.723,0.23399999999999999,0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,6,12,17,0,1,12,0,19,0,0,1,2,29,37,18,0,3,9,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,12,6,0,0,3,1,0,5,5,2,0,0,3,2,21,15,43,31,11,34,0,0,0,0,22,15,0,7,14,140,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451233096028464,0.0,0.07257245292816482,0.0,0.0,0.06633271639422174,0.09720172587377413,0.0,0.0,0.08868717604481514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792093903885872,0.057829610455501786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955631958326984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924861312511212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796724712527725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397607664437012,0.0,0.1486911647031532,0.0,0.26957349675118725,0.23870803188356346,0.0,0.10459042069691177,0.0,0.09393254291288244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358687513859722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709249533544736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376867295357307,0.08395368223640244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226077125128617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617952918589504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034215270452394,0.07316673191393636,0.0,0.2017827533528704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056060907115718,0.19730502412649475,0.0,0.0991150827981906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627195705200017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077377518272273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497770681475022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326737157404424,0.0,0.1934084736912392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515206850176938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287497936205495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063459431299412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576319375148041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055954596312308695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144771917927233,0.0,0.13812757934993974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327234320480812
socialanxiety,throwaaaaway86437,2019/05/28,"Angry, frustrated and sad. I've had anixiety my entire life, but this social anxiety is something that has be popped up in the last 5ish years. I feel terribly alone and like a ghost. When it comes to other people I just nod and listen I never know what to say, it's like I freeze up. It's made me angry with myself and my own husband doesn't even seem to love me anymore. Everyone just thinks I'm being a asshole or that I'm really shy. And I don't want to be seen like that. For literally the last 3 weeks I've wanted to do nothing, not even work. I really just feel like staying alone so that I don't feel judged by others. It's frustrating because I want to make friends but this terrible feeling is holding me back and I don't even know where to start to even do such a thing. I've never had any really close relationships with anyone, but would like to change it. I feel so alone 😥 when I try to talk to my husband about he doesn't seem to really understand and like almost deters me from having friendships with anyone other than him or his friends who don't really seem to like me ( never did anything to any of them, so it adds to my frustrations) he also says he's sick of me being down all the time and its breaking my heart. I feel like I'm a retard. I'm on antidepressants but they don't do much, I wish there was a medicine to take social anxiety away. I'm beginning to just feel like a angry,bitter person because I can't figure out a way to communicate with others and I'm loosing everyone around me. I'm a genuinely great person I think anyway and could make really good friends for someone. But how am I supposed to make friends with others when I can't even help myself? God I'm frustrated.",4.020776515151514,4.799262857954549,5.349318181818184,82.83356060606064,70.98863636363636,8.593939393939394,26.03030303030303,8.841846274778883,1.787891666666666,1354,40,278,24,24,454,165,352,0.161,0.659,0.18,0.9074,0,3,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,1,24,23,4,0,11,0,27,4,1,5,4,65,65,25,1,6,12,2,8,9,4,1,2,3,0,2,21,20,0,1,16,0,0,1,13,7,0,0,6,12,35,16,40,53,3,28,0,1,1,1,25,10,0,6,23,180,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030254348093033,0.24916988888134425,0.0,0.06413098223702568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090691178418342,0.0,0.12269613115306433,0.0,0.07953073728124052,0.11214679044265644,0.0,0.06599269464768928,0.07138951674511948,0.0,0.0,0.07534474940082034,0.06166411035339945,0.0,0.09777083704201443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483444590700262,0.06907988947084047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402825317433665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264836364076564,0.0,0.0,0.15325729519948145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838388937405801,0.17187147888930462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24783023722493916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726278545448129,0.0,0.08841398807261569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950300826096526,0.05375223832754733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814487080236118,0.13073736048119966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664327847583976,0.3526079207871641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237806859960938,0.07588134729289626,0.16059002614097453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058951697196781026,0.0,0.18555129197244108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694814915491105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559630902317151,0.1400443299746989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082453516295148,0.0,0.0,0.08609816891192502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275467153800448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190163711897738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349503493855766,0.06794797759842015,0.061737133409263435,0.0,0.0,0.056761610372797124,0.08547595979439962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029578495347704,0.06445676825219278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327722172962255,0.10276994494634947,0.0,0.0,0.04676167108244818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444635105868575,0.0,0.0,0.08348461219390522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419012079117843,0.06365413485787556,0.06432665858435352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221895452030447,0.0,0.0,0.05838206822274236,0.0,0.0,0.05696740071922984,0.0,0.0,0.05164220157760805
socialanxiety,AbbyFinlayson,2019/05/28,"Share your treatment experience for SA and Depression. I am considering getting treatment for my SA & depression and I would like to hear other people’s experiences. 

About 2 months ago my life was completely uprooted when my friend and housemate passed away. My confidence is gone and my SA is terrible. This is something I’ve always been able to manage but right now I don’t see things getting better and I feel like I’ve lost hope. I have zero motivation to do anything and even just the thought of activity makes me anxious. I’ve been seeing a therapist now for about a month. Unfortunately even when I see her I feel incredibly anxious too. This makes it hard to see how the therapy is supposed to help. I’m considering seeing a psychiatrist to discuss treatment options but I don’t want to believe this is something out of my control. I’ve never looked into different treatment options and I’ve heard a lot of negative opinions about antidepressants so it’d be nice to hear some opinions from people whether they are good or bad.",5.576027633851467,7.582124461139897,6.241471502590674,73.23129188255615,68.63730569948187,9.29174438687392,34.62832469775475,9.725611199111238,3.698068324697755,843,42,142,20,15,275,113,193,0.138,0.6990000000000001,0.163,0.6592,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,4,13,13,0,0,6,0,17,1,0,5,1,32,38,15,0,3,5,0,3,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,7,9,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,7,12,18,8,21,28,2,14,0,3,6,0,10,4,0,8,10,94,25,2,0.11886632163940435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536782214988402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989063017864766,0.12879160983447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26857021899846883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781685464224438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167882202025574,0.0,0.09924841351933082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392163978257948,0.0,0.10512760192088444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462907671250766,0.0,0.13331868712707445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475877730298334,0.0,0.0,0.12419000670626155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702016877569555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254814244439034,0.0,0.0,0.12020476750845907,0.08491812392980456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183582523794416,0.0,0.12420549406017375,0.0,0.0,0.09969943101670034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648087646393284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679419668574514,0.0,0.07967358980036858,0.0,0.0,0.11806107795575535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839587982686716,0.11614416116637966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981777292900708,0.0,0.12975663156952175,0.10105589595793436,0.0,0.0,0.1586883854128336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975592776342967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167703512459638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481388151818066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151118920550407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736053433603148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301820336212696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593399809731035,0.13801296104428842,0.07896950232887012,0.0,0.0,0.0943665818847161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011043622311974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443922445125536,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kiuborn,2019/04/29,How to stop social anxiety? Do you use medications? Are they working?,2.1575000000000024,3.7516930833333366,4.6533333333333315,68.82500000000002,118.16666666666666,8.266666666666667,29.0,7.793537801064563,4.0813000000000015,55,3,8,2,3,19,12,12,0.307,0.693,0.0,-0.5329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35613633284915025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689819236117845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745587463505561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38921174681131104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020765311894275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389181954736328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yeahhhhhhno,2019/04/29,"life is meaningless without social connection so why am i even here. life without any friends is just depressing and social isolation is literally torture. i wish nobody had to go through this shit. i'm so tired... i don't think i can go on. there's so much i wanted to do, so much i knew i had to offer but social anxiety has completely ruined my life",1.6504285714285702,4.16920082857143,3.8367857142857176,83.13946428571431,83.57142857142857,7.5,25.892857142857146,8.472884824447931,2.2705714285714285,278,12,53,7,8,95,47,70,0.265,0.7090000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.9354,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,0,9,17,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,8,1,7,14,2,3,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373587857458836,0.0,0.13919534590848415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077672426355907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671787767546866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017979364253785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057825325426138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068188389067312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855613375942146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675162388930211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867745536060445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.556441700208178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658964224354615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091309099028738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732198064975004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641864034369686,0.0,0.20923967452174985,0.3507969316208868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JCwolf15,2019/04/29,"Did great! Maybe cause I was so hot and tired I didn't care what anyone thought So today I had to go and help my dad move my grandparents stuff to their new place
I had to go up and down three flights of stairs
Several times....
I'm so out of practice, I was pretty hot and sweaty, my thighs were getting tired af too

Anyway, I sat down for a minute on the stairs and was gonna wait til my dad came up to get back to work, but instead of my dad, it was one of the peoppe who lived there (an older guy, maybe around my dads age, my grandparents knew)

Well I jumped up (little anxiety about someone seeing me sitting instead of working, I dunno)

He asked how I was doing, I responded, and even had a short convo before he walked into his apartment
And I didn't have an mini panic/anxiety attack!!! (not exactly sure of the difference)

I just wanted to share that, usually I can't talk to ANYONE in public or I get really anxious
But I did great! I'm proud of myself
Even in front of my dad
(I usually get anxious making a fool of myself in front of my parents because they would relentlessly tease me over it)

But I did it!!!!!
Just wanted to share that
Maybe I was super tired and just didn't care anymore?
But I did it 😊

So good luck to all of you, and all of our future social interactions!!!",2.3307650085763285,3.8866342566037737,3.8465951972555743,88.93867495711838,76.24528301886792,6.780445969125212,22.234133790737566,7.520522993642371,0.7690377358490568,998,27,214,13,22,331,143,265,0.114,0.741,0.145,0.9018,3,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,1,2,4,19,15,2,0,8,0,21,4,1,3,4,37,42,20,0,3,9,6,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,9,13,0,1,2,0,0,8,5,3,1,2,21,3,37,12,37,19,2,38,0,0,1,0,25,19,0,3,10,148,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500800413211755,0.24367678951757984,0.106956984728084,0.1508207136350559,0.0,0.0,0.09600825684856444,0.1008240270296094,0.12269352789745636,0.0,0.08292903517311083,0.0,0.06574359978190067,0.0,0.09177134671967764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233502440145081,0.219917986093706,0.11079037927028944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126789941088779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424661705212675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253860919195997,0.0,0.1225858652176444,0.09045841850029344,0.0,0.2378072653492759,0.0,0.1067872230007946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228874684726341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080927849832618,0.09523242618343952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198988114789467,0.0,0.3250457095295055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462615826594562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416099923080993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308110725765286,0.0,0.0,0.12653727619865604,0.11975327893219168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126789941088779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972095574482772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909067381532062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859414941826223,0.0,0.0,0.12183839475878992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993822359022462,0.0913798997813724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234610214166789,0.0,0.0,0.10164617486316023,0.0,0.0,0.08668474370094383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561986432139193,0.0628874760979342,0.37186883462427145,0.10222800892710893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23756033284643355,0.0,0.12722397944370928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969689824908311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703035562746415,0.0,0.0,0.07661266092855044,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,artem1s__,2019/04/29,"I’m a mess! Okey, so I’m extremely awkward... I can’t talk to people and when I do I always say stupid things, I start panicking... and then I keep thinking about it! There’s even this boy I kind of like, we have a lot in common and he tries to talk to me sometimes but I always mess it up.",-1.757413194444446,0.15859989062500013,1.0114583333333336,100.47659722222224,96.96875,4.094444444444443,14.923611111111107,5.82211442006289,-0.878209722222222,219,5,55,2,9,75,46,64,0.138,0.8340000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.7336,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,8,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,9,2,7,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701166025916814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658514915097016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510943554313342,0.0,0.29417485961178313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801268845405534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24016697430546474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584632283225514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465120109055264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793945776127749,0.0,0.1999512713140064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541172342423491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876769906095122,0.18101125928186385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179542372198624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LeftRope,2019/04/29,"How to say goodbye to my boss on my last day of work? I have a part-time job at my University, I've been here for about two years and I'm about to graduate and I'm feeling anxious for saying goodbye to my boss on my last day. It's strange because I did see her every day to say hi to but we never worked together very closely or talked a whole lot, and she isn't particularly friendly. I still feel sort of obligated to have some nice closing farewell comments but idk I'm just feeling really awkward about it. 

​

In past jobs I was very close and friendly with my coworkers/supervisors so this was never an issue so any advice/script suggestions would be appreciated!",3.711804613297151,5.553070343283586,5.011655359565808,80.82866350067846,73.17910447761193,7.857801899592942,30.092265943012208,8.575989854853784,2.3665014925373136,542,24,105,10,11,180,90,134,0.106,0.8109999999999999,0.083,-0.2769,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,9,4,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,3,2,25,16,10,0,1,4,0,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,7,13,3,19,10,3,17,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,4,10,66,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290853010519438,0.1826966051082969,0.1022458971490073,0.0,0.0,0.16985725880476085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165442194982044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29089773514538697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667975609336332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228070547587782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23232630323884415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693054548207647,0.2984063521315497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511720600285786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782562070719913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192459595381265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281876401340056,0.14352993579694612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632064249104512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35870268139566136,0.0,0.0,0.11981269655058699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007292362295614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208488750560572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687404129289694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24811564435452266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786490650360705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891905100049372,0.0,0.0,0.1068071899734493,0.0,0.1826966051082969,0.09682306661193434
socialanxiety,Pimpcool420,2019/04/29,"I feel extremely out-of-my depth among the upper class in an Asian country. You guys have experience with that ""big small town"" feeling and adults who gossip like high schoolers? I'm 22 and new to this. TL;DR: jumping into a new social class in a new location is stressful

I'm in Myanmar.
Arriving here, my initial goal was to settle by making local friends and I find them consistently chill and approachable. Meanwhile, the expats are probably a little friendlier than average in North America; they're well-travelled and educated people.

Among the expats, the lowest social status are transient English teachers and NGO workers. Then there are the corporate managers and diplomats, mostly European and worldly. Startup and entrepreneur foreigners are increasingly common and I am one. The trouble is that, at this stage, I'm making less money than even the English teachers. 

Among the local young people, the wealthier are the most westernized. Typical locals want to be friends with foreigners but the rich kids are like foreigners in their own country. I'm having a fling with one of these internationally-schooled locals, getting a look into the ""expat scene"", and a number of things are stirring up anxiety. In Canada I was comfortably middle-class in a city of 1 million people and I'd never experienced anything like ""high school drama"" or whatever prepares you for this type of environment. For example:

1) I don't have the money to keep up with the high society's nightclubs and weekend getaways. I'm always declining invitations so that I can chill with local friends but I actually could not afford to do anything else.
2) The first couple people I slept with here have seemingly been with every white guy in town. I've never even hooked up with anyone with mutual friends before.
3) I had a 5-hour friendly visit with a foreign girl who's been here 7 years; she spilled quite a bit of gossip about various prominent people then blocked+ghosted me afterwards and I've not seen her since. 
4) My friend is pursuing this guy who was my girlfriend's high school crush; he's organized various parties and has never acknowledged my existence when I've tried to introduce.
5) I sometimes comment helpful info on questions in the local Expats' Facebook groups, maybe once per week and multiple strangers have recognized my name.
6) When a wealthy half-white guy heard I was dating my girl, he remarked that I look like ""one of those nobodies who'd move across the world to Asia just to feel important"". Not super personal, that could be said about almost anyone here, but it still hits close to home lol.

You guys have any stories or tips to offer about moving to a new place? Ever had newfound notoriety while also feeling inadequate among the well-known people?

Any insights would be great.",6.646055030934549,8.649184648594378,6.577261478345815,71.8796727450342,65.96787148594377,9.319526755671331,33.94138717030283,9.703287916142703,3.670481862585477,2257,102,345,49,37,714,276,498,0.040999999999999995,0.8140000000000001,0.145,0.9949,2,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,0,3,2,5,17,18,0,1,31,1,36,1,1,2,4,63,58,28,0,4,9,0,4,4,7,1,0,2,1,10,17,29,0,1,10,2,3,6,7,4,0,5,12,11,26,14,56,38,8,73,0,0,4,0,43,43,0,7,27,220,43,9,0.0,0.0,0.07210008661491547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398411295645806,0.0,0.0,0.0590849757450017,0.06147737305205181,0.0,0.0,0.10048725214273886,0.0,0.05652102681345565,0.0,0.0,0.10332276478619952,0.0,0.12160040674863873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286980775183164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066214803228819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798065938919465,0.08175119592789598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172056760720687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759931691065864,0.06683227133411082,0.06225042249559866,0.0,0.0,0.07227268964357443,0.0,0.0,0.14943179961791084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752860049237852,0.06284565823513259,0.0,0.0,0.3424953831486646,0.0,0.03860131940802052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145732621842419,0.0,0.3657836797862082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952286066794509,0.3122498390299179,0.07411163554143993,0.0,0.07276081734971412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567145799581157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443838824195008,0.07405113746468091,0.0,0.0,0.1240878357140356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098636233413253,0.0,0.07422636803002594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570539126013676,0.0,0.0,0.1709515931804302,0.2854303540682619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868400559106173,0.1501970493343904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073310080926081,0.06451262362704661,0.07719301231280662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965940469399284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276694381544587,0.07858468551968968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028056477237403,0.0,0.0,0.22432353457122547,0.0,0.06726118187138833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061117574821469615,0.0,0.0,0.15063078463494475,0.0,0.0,0.07307312518609163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059003825522856025,0.0,0.08463382601721092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908521971519738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050162358652429934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04357867359994801,0.0,0.05926525572563579,0.0,0.1328611054539986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248504501788517,0.0,0.0,0.04757884755848665
socialanxiety,Marykirwan,2019/04/29,"I want to make a new friend who's anxious like me and in a similar timezone (Ireland, England) Hello o_o

Anyone wanna chat a little bit? I like music, video games and drinking tea all day long. I don't know very many people. I also like painting and reading and petting cats. I know this post isn't original I just want some company.",1.3922727272727258,3.9540857272727297,3.182045454545456,86.94306818181818,85.66666666666667,5.118181818181818,24.91666666666667,6.6274283507984215,1.167430303030303,262,11,48,3,8,87,51,66,0.086,0.706,0.209,0.7807,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,14,7,5,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,3,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,7,25,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067496371491668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269361676684906,0.0,0.1667180546164486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603073277985544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376970489609507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335737878100221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842129180076788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26207332954574325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494592897038557,0.23897272988761106,0.0,0.21100590087638504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159156029006571,0.24173386635490124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302802942662869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652995765213182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283531203106169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23849774819921504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673238119281605,0.2812681871369717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,svanpol,2019/04/29,I work in politics which means constant group meetings and social interaction equaling CONSTANT stress. What are some tips? I either have to deal with it by adapting drastically or soon find a new job.,6.473047619047617,9.214445257142854,5.8171428571428585,74.13619047619048,67.85714285714286,8.095238095238095,34.52380952380953,8.841846274778883,3.363095238095239,164,8,25,3,3,50,33,35,0.083,0.917,0.0,-0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,18,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6099697746175105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909615105866836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25794847327204057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800646952077455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30742568606708115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27257459624724417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876927749208932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232877040117985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054631104722381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rebelgato2,2019/04/29,"SA and meeting women Has SA interfered in meeting men or women? What have been your experiences? Gay or straight, don't matter.",2.3328260869565227,5.129443043478262,3.5829347826086964,79.61614130434783,96.82608695652172,5.778260869565218,27.48913043478261,7.1686216300943375,2.313791304347826,102,5,16,2,4,33,19,23,0.046,0.857,0.09699999999999999,0.2928,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tattoblue,2019/04/29,"Rant about school At school, I have a couple of friends, not a lot but like 3 or 4 friends.  They don’t have the same break periods as I do so I typically spend my breaks in the hallway on a branch, people often ask me why I’m quiet or why I don’t hangout with them, I would but I just never have anything to say. I want to make friends, and there are a couple of people that are interested in similar things to me, but I never know how to approach them. I am much more comfortable with my friends to an extent, but whenever I have something to say, they often can’t hear me even when I’m sitting at the same table as them lol. Anyways, thanks for reading.",2.953576642335769,3.9280369489051097,4.395335766423361,87.951397810219,73.67153284671535,7.231824817518247,26.838686131386858,7.554174236665415,1.2938881751824818,510,18,112,6,10,170,81,137,0.031,0.743,0.226,0.9827,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,0,10,8,0,0,8,1,12,0,0,2,2,23,20,12,0,2,8,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,20,8,19,19,6,13,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,5,5,85,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371447607810355,0.0,0.15190513749952694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595816370862386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732235092984678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021539202749496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313673982217635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929962082342811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938384298234341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381422070055277,0.0,0.0,0.10846256707375942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944799870145315,0.0,0.2506428317474272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252986144177709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253281872174594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584353058103661,0.0,0.3288947759216335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250918528551508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959789919001248,0.0,0.0,0.10795036978722428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584013186141688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932418216656815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542741482780047,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Smiisen,2019/04/29,"Today i (a 26 years old grown-ass woman) locked myself away in a bathroom... because i'm at my mom and her spouses house, and they spontanously invited an American friend over while i am here for whatever reason. Good looking guy in my age.  Which makes my situation worse. Not to mention i am not comfortable speaking English, as English is not my mother tongue. 
Anyway. He was here sleeping downstairs and i had yet to say hello to him. My mom then told me she and her spouse were going to the grocery store. Thus making me alone with the guy. So in order to avoid him waking up and start a conversation with me i told my mom i wanted to go with her, even though i don't like going to the grocery store. 
So as i was getting ready, fixing my makeup in the bathroom, the guy wakes up and comes upstairs. 
I panic of course, and close the bathroom door as silently but as quickly as i can.
The friend and my mom started talking and she tells him to come with us to the store! 
Panic mode 2 engaged! 
So i sit in there for a good 15 minutes before my mom comes knocking. 
So me and my stupid mouth then shouts through the door that i have diarrhea and can't go. But i fail to realize that diarrhea is practically the same thing in Swedish as it is in English. Thus, the good looking American guy now thinks i have diarrhea. 
Now i've made the situation 10 times worse, because they'll all come back for dinner. 
I was postponing the inevitable, and making it worse in doing so. I had to say hello to him. There was no way out of it.
What an embarrassing person i am. God.",3.0272965619589414,4.79131477813505,4.1759646302250815,86.4278005194163,74.85209003215434,6.842493198120207,26.43099183774425,7.61054688173877,1.421110709868909,1220,45,245,16,26,398,157,311,0.111,0.807,0.08199999999999999,-0.8134,0,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,2,1,17,14,1,4,19,0,20,5,4,7,1,40,42,29,0,1,5,8,0,1,2,1,0,4,2,6,8,22,1,1,3,0,3,8,6,6,0,0,10,6,44,8,42,31,2,41,0,1,2,0,40,15,0,0,16,172,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089937496838876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245928902283066,0.06748683535884621,0.0,0.10700299322468468,0.0,0.07468262175970222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024114416381196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057968786047637264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561598732788033,0.0,0.04585424768840112,0.0,0.19951834929697396,0.22084252096051168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34760957833594835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127047867586243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287816069637476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740310541734394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304655596609622,0.17575397735145126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139539065017038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209592450406756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059495882895417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663411168812402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023833126816803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959050300220815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973059038080785,0.08782964232056395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424281910428173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054319411841205,0.07671157845183031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830800234752055,0.05623707465074639,0.08622990343949878,0.0,0.051177211174534144,0.0,0.08319215089292911,0.16772884242380562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557200269524304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051766813254803055,0.06966477087634525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26832394671743504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056518592994575664
socialanxiety,Kyana-Al,2019/04/29,I like a girl and I don’t know how to talk to her There is this girl in my class that I really like. We aren’t in the same friend groups and haven’t really talked outside of school projects. I really like her and would like to get to know her better but I don’t know how to go about it. Does anyone have any advice?,0.12228571428571655,1.9039443714285724,1.7957142857142865,99.99928571428572,83.85714285714286,5.7142857142857135,12.857142857142858,6.868970318607317,-0.9461428571428572,246,2,63,3,7,80,43,70,0.0,0.83,0.17,0.7935,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,9,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,4,39,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423596948686889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604784553827633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604511467488623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294805720518444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081122809998667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728838072328407,0.0,0.11988889336928135,0.0,0.13041340393711515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783330457638237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484308865369441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410141382891493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322364514034545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688794780829045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630092976646738,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kzuobop,2019/04/29,"I believe I have a form of social anxiety, can someone help me out? This all started randomly like 6th months ago, an i’m in 8th grade so this all sucks. I get super nervous with interactions with people, before the interaction I get all weird feeling and imagine “possible outcomes” anyways when i’m walking up to someone for the in counter, my head gets all tingly and it’s possibly the worst feeling. I really need help from someone. I’m going into a brand new highschool next year and i’m sure that is egging it on. Anyways if anyone knows something help would be appreciated",3.937636363636365,6.311723854545457,5.005454545454548,78.76818181818184,74.0909090909091,7.309090909090909,31.90909090909091,8.238735603445708,2.7052,464,23,80,8,10,152,80,110,0.10300000000000001,0.703,0.193,0.8669,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,1,6,0,5,1,1,0,5,20,19,6,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,3,12,17,6,15,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,8,49,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449641034605655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333037307821227,0.0,0.0,0.12186670654342008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830684075455666,0.1963636733863057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625119991682073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731759457397556,0.0,0.09905228070328896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887048128346025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35046611116336945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957845076170205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514865172659007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911557192305396,0.0,0.0,0.1292328574383757,0.0,0.16832910573869686,0.1853580022430656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082983471717895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929686279482959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165379963805946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776653737973124,0.443022731913472,0.1341759508287622,0.0,0.0,0.12336243394804307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426503050878924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380968690390913,0.0,0.0,0.11223620399787576
socialanxiety,IAmMessyNinja,2019/04/29,"Im worried and anxious because I'm going to a new school this month, I don't know what to do. I feel really worried and anxious and I can't stop thinking about my new school, I am always thinking about, ""What if I'm not able to make friends and relationship to my classmates and in out school? I'm gonna feel lonely and incomfortable always thats for sure!"" and ""What if they found me weird? Or what if they judged me?"" stuff like that, I have literally no choice but just to go to that new school even I don't like it. What should I do to calm myself?",0.9034195402298836,2.985130663793104,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,82.8793103448276,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,-0.040543678160919416,431,12,99,4,12,140,64,116,0.099,0.787,0.115,0.7,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,25,21,12,0,4,7,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,2,14,5,12,18,0,9,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,4,7,62,25,4,0.13825858486645554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23008443654640146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123856943150582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428115006480214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131849135652476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981538942828287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515934020486673,0.10681823970257506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715107989989052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934299694805242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598330246824013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509232170975133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228867899386528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035668337656407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40059300842338974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857198977885034,0.0,0.0,0.14843797831560687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5597002766336758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155903677579763,0.0,0.0,0.15827300159547245,0.0,0.0,0.130307080013492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718103709089966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280816608326606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cefm1402,2019/04/29,"I have court in a couple days, help? Basically I have court in a couple day for being drunk and disorderly, I’m in the process of getting help for my drinking. I use it as self medication to deal with all the stuff going on which I know is unhealthy but I’m trying to get help. 
I have really quite bad social anxiety and I was just wondering weather anyone knows if there will be any way the court can take into consideration whilst I’m in the room. I know I have to go I’m not trying to get out of it but i don’t think I’ll physically be able to talk which obviously I have to. It’s my biggest nightmare sitting in a room full of people all looking at me and having to talk about myself. What if I have a panic attack? What if I can’t talk? What if my mind just goes completely blank? Im just going to be sat there crying no words will come out, I’m going to be a nervous wreck. I know everyone’s obviously going to get worried about court but this is different. My biggest fear is having to do things on my own. It wouldn’t be so bad if I had someone there sat with me probably. Is there anyone there I talk to about it before hand ? 

I honestly don’t expect anyone to have an answer as this probably isn’t the right feed for this but it’s worth a try",0.9193845725424694,2.947003609022558,3.423650793650797,88.06394179894183,82.45864661654136,6.3467557783347255,20.378167641325536,7.526774132740827,0.6706506822612082,984,28,214,16,27,342,125,266,0.16899999999999998,0.765,0.065,-0.9843,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,1,3,12,0,30,5,1,1,4,39,56,15,0,7,13,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,16,9,3,0,8,2,1,6,7,6,0,0,4,2,24,1,37,43,4,28,0,0,1,0,10,17,0,6,3,146,40,0,0.1083921799934102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371039932174914,0.0,0.08291972101251556,0.0,0.0,0.2273709974853239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331175274567352,0.0,0.0,0.18100588550022906,0.0,0.0,0.09223376171310642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337026536479257,0.11364713847556684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398677710209909,0.11906372001809826,0.13980797806885942,0.11174757808855404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324675799360735,0.12422682893052868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061830710596404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357337302852976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197133731240214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265217612972356,0.0,0.3080088689451159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795898032146646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708215458435567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382780296959177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102213192635393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919371790766964,0.0,0.0,0.10944520265617648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717486882242596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514548975918298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337302057533202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528842568015164,0.0,0.0,0.06943880604417296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256632946956272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307668318919807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049217735418464,0.0918403423624974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408311349059704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814974297818042,0.34848611382359546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201094803276364,0.06945333225537531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207735254978959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361604171408508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603666723808122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175466955020175,0.0,0.11007752026493303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadmaschine,2019/04/29,"extremely depressed after a night out I had a night out in one of those events that I normally feel awkward, there was a lot of people there and I don’t feel like I fit in on those kind of places (actually i don’t feel like a fit in anywhere). I started to drink to numb away my feeling and it worked, I was able to have fun for a few hours, however I can’t remember some things that happened and just the thought of it makes me freak out as I am not sure if I said things that I didn’t intend to people I really care about (family members), it feels like almost i am paranoid and starting to create things in my mind. I literally woke up the morning after the party crying and stayed like that in my bed for the whole day. The only thing I could think about it that i wanted to runaway from my life and don’t look back. I feel socially awkward 100% of the time and feel that i can’t do simple social interactions as everyone else seems to do. I normally don’t drink much alcohol simply because I don’t enjoy it, but when I am out on a party or event I can’t stop drinking so I can at least make me anxiety shift for a few hours, but it comes way stronger after alcohol effects fade away. I feel like I am an adult that can’t handle what it takes to be an adult since i was always over protected by my parents, deep inside i feel like a 13 year old. I simply don’t know what to do with my life anymore.",4.263776276276275,4.211038425675678,5.533468468468467,84.67969969969974,70.14864864864866,8.739939939939939,27.59309309309309,8.515128840125781,1.692990840840841,1098,33,242,16,18,369,149,296,0.063,0.797,0.14,0.9655,2,0,5,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,2,8,16,0,2,16,0,26,8,0,4,1,47,51,15,0,5,6,1,9,6,0,0,5,1,1,2,22,13,5,2,15,3,0,1,12,5,0,1,8,11,36,11,43,41,7,42,0,1,1,0,7,20,0,6,25,169,58,1,0.08980528282234862,0.0,0.08763700146682299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194907161318914,0.08992701840035527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472518945940528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870079555122822,0.0,0.08906270916041822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875003884146536,0.06905471914110094,0.0,0.0547444668660046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156247104573507,0.0,0.0,0.07735929924827345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170221081127418,0.0,0.09864688624914,0.057916978014732966,0.0,0.07734915850191887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639249638129693,0.0,0.0,0.07502079023587421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581279625760105,0.0,0.0,0.08466042817941624,0.0,0.40867424407629416,0.32078455996114913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941451501330178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688022736674522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351838245022412,0.04935463482811864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686425423032632,0.26324594968168386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541381953233439,0.0,0.0,0.07634923998825617,0.0,0.0,0.11989144726673474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906777350421842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660172160027039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855234870415087,0.17598021939786235,0.0,0.0,0.09423553744744964,0.0,0.06085438381941065,0.06830096436742722,0.0,0.0,0.09971813883552523,0.0,0.0,0.12451935113875573,0.0,0.0938274064692516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753156377168801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173187894409708,0.0,0.08542538916689082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175535663092652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428785797283298,0.0,0.0,0.1830903527828838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712928281382468,0.09572048251553028,0.0,0.07508123765385731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464041625819704,0.0,0.06752239627705968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386505578089103,0.05754359905417281,0.0,0.0712953632135101,0.05236618260866525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052969482583267516,0.07128325341254252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026439113961023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537931547042604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783165775573777
socialanxiety,_ewall22,2019/04/29,"Only socially anxious around people i know??? So, something i have noticed. I have a summer job that requires me to talk to a lot of strangers, and it does not phase me. I talk to them a lot, and even try and make jokes with lots of these people. But then, when talking to anyone in my class or my friends, i feel anxious and i am terrified of saying the wrong thing. Why is this?",2.786796536796537,4.1149487402597416,3.6669480519480544,91.62994588744593,74.58441558441558,6.172294372294372,25.82034632034632,6.42735559955562,0.7822917748917749,291,10,63,2,6,93,55,77,0.152,0.7829999999999999,0.064,-0.7882,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,16,7,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,11,2,10,7,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,3,48,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027896537765432,0.0,0.12465081952955692,0.0,0.0,0.15869846534124998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600564197013206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177459281467417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013887851671694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773128081667735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769058798334076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797275819907962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454677396810033,0.0,0.0,0.11899688665621985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296204964496825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558268418028088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471805195744904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176778967700546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172423850618769,0.0,0.13724127537658293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298610217099802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843494271467553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103391016489935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086132182306026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491071401925925,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,valium123,2019/04/29,Hate introductions I absolutely loathe having to introduce myself to people. I panic and my mind goes blank. Any tips on how to deal with this? I usually avoid such situations.,4.0198387096774235,7.314993483870968,5.703467741935487,67.97520161290325,81.90322580645163,9.551612903225807,23.87903225806452,9.516144504307137,3.3130580645161287,142,5,22,5,4,48,27,31,0.34600000000000003,0.654,0.0,-0.9134,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24266402417593866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678872620471917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523064762967539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603075488354128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186758683505212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473885247051516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011040822834533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39300979769776256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NinjaKiwiOP,2019/04/29,"I think I've beaten Social Anxiety. I don't think that whatever I do is a massive shithole, I don't think everyone is watching me, I don't think that anyone will care what I do.

Of course It's never easy to get past these hurdles. I had some Therapy, I started streaming, I interacted with people, and slowly, over a couple years time, I think I have fucking done it.

If a Anti-Social guy like me can somewhat get over this hell hole, so can you. I believe in all of you!

Thank you eveyone in this amazing Sub for helping me and seeing im not alone, I will be unsubbing and trying to forget about all my past insecurities, Good luck everyone.",4.102015503875972,5.0618280387596934,5.7333333333333325,79.4866666666667,70.93798449612403,8.213953488372093,29.837209302325586,8.515128840125781,2.2735488372093027,503,20,97,8,9,172,82,129,0.13,0.6970000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.6933,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,1,2,10,3,1,3,0,15,1,0,0,3,18,27,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,2,20,6,11,22,4,10,1,0,2,1,7,4,2,4,7,68,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167532893838414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680443915035114,0.0,0.0,0.11590186855079047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675253731306127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900135864536042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340810728228746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962801451506795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167778018889016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324062762487806,0.17320345839266751,0.0,0.0,0.13902997111792598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641265100109597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111104113392094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790471164796015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098100063265498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784281129362415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164695908445898,0.11491574702902603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208768904137566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896943705085266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732438669340277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260772361001454,0.18955875311111425,0.0,0.0,0.5310552626218175,0.0,0.0,0.09665484020756664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253882163842532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674273664535867
socialanxiety,PeachSirAwk,2019/04/29,I am basically a mute I live with my parents I don’t talk to them. I work a night shift as security by myself. I don’t talk to anyone. It’s been years since I’ve said a word. What is the point of living like this with crippling anxiety.,-0.4305128205128206,1.5909056923076967,2.539999999999999,92.28833333333336,88.23076923076924,5.7743589743589725,18.28205128205128,7.1686216300943375,0.1706051282051284,184,5,44,3,6,65,40,52,0.039,0.8490000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,8,2,7,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,27,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588326897007587,0.0,0.0,0.1973217533245593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786933058642,0.0,0.4983779443807162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648268607290217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31335121543640104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667715019629109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684381180511613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334398822499979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536455292195235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544595202331825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817284243376438
socialanxiety,palindrome247,2019/04/29,"Stuck Sitting in my car at night in the movie theater parking lot, because I was invited to see endgame with some friends and then afterwards they decided to go to a restaurant... I started getting anxiety after the movie when they were all discussing it. I said I’d go to the restaurant, but now I’ve been here for 30 mins and don’t know what to do.",8.874809523809526,6.1985801000000045,8.344285714285714,76.79738095238095,62.28571428571429,11.61904761904762,44.76190476190475,9.725611199111238,4.295333333333334,277,15,56,4,3,88,53,70,0.044000000000000004,0.924,0.032,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,13,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,2,6,1,11,8,3,15,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,8,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287809656200383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293421213125437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906690484102835,0.0,0.1965610515953808,0.0,0.4276325370867203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206762387069946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31985144183367026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35305991104670303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35787434031347576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29980111600214554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662926599762935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,acornmoose,2019/04/29,"How do I collect a pizza? I’ve just ordered a pizza from dominos near me to be collected at lunch time, what do I do and say when I go in there to get my pizza?",3.350270270270272,1.9875003783783785,5.976351351351353,85.16560810810813,72.24324324324324,8.481081081081081,29.31081081081081,7.1686216300943375,1.4919837837837844,122,4,30,1,2,45,28,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171832701711116,0.0,0.4538059264676818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6349992145004937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656117457452101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kettrix09,2019/04/29,"Skipped a presentation and feel like crap This happened Friday but I’m still not over it. It was worth 10% of the grade which I could not afford to lose because I only raised my hand a few times during the year, so my participation grade was already in the gutter. But I had to talk for at least 12 minutes and I just couldn’t do it, even though I had prepared and rehearsed everything thoroughly. Just thinking about the process of getting to the classroom and waiting for my turn had made me nauseous weeks in advance. 


It sucks especially because I had made it through a shorter presentation just last month and felt pretty good about it. But I got this awful dread in my bones the morning of the presentation, so I emailed him and said I was sick, but without a doctors note there’s no way that will excuse anything. It was the last class meeting of the year too, and my professor has a no make-up rule for final exams. And the worst part is, I have already registered to take another class of his next year, which I can’t avoid as it is required for my major.  So yeah I’m screwed and hate myself rn hahahhaaha... :’)",5.476585845347317,6.169132766055046,5.638820445609436,82.36944954128441,67.6697247706422,8.24692005242464,32.543905635648755,8.192908349453996,2.296249279161205,885,37,174,11,14,280,129,218,0.171,0.721,0.10800000000000001,-0.9616,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,13,10,4,2,15,2,17,6,3,2,0,29,33,18,0,2,10,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,13,9,0,3,3,0,1,1,7,8,0,0,13,4,21,2,23,17,5,21,0,1,0,1,7,5,3,0,15,121,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34201903150440083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624960100963071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752432208051606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893242319608888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237282342181618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586148993717066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235398924512662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927400338319965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835577796600966,0.1107081824099134,0.14879225468196394,0.16975835461580635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096366156236381,0.0,0.0,0.1299786463050614,0.12394096037733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703646795145344,0.0,0.0,0.152997451810828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25263695254403146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570886157872947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336800590675014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932663205751253,0.10344142042716847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369287551360338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480875562645936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178590955699039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781374522052825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765676136559909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740874011316785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375654080685874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165156104255848,0.12455629700748445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929635113023882,0.15225391475339511,0.0,0.0903622807945164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855917990958916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300528776265933,0.12430487300857213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938228914398327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993802624103221
socialanxiety,qs809,2019/04/29,It’s 1 am I have to wake up at 6am I have a presentation tomorrow but my nervousness is keeping me awake. I have pretty bad social anxiety and I can’t stop myself from stressing and worrying about my presentation going wrong or me stuttering a million times as usual.,3.0654716981132104,5.371109509433963,5.687396226415096,73.16656603773588,76.54716981132076,9.52301886792453,29.467924528301893,9.888512548439397,3.5556218867924527,216,10,38,7,5,77,42,53,0.40299999999999997,0.53,0.067,-0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,6,1,1,0,0,6,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,0,9,0,6,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23882346115099576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606644808738612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742400299579694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774876144617065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176080887663387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182370116977738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26100368853260103,0.3576110414021994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203971114921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438316899896665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170427259472112,0.0,0.0,0.3413292782913844,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lycanroc1,2019/04/29,"Anyone else get comfortable in a social way and then start being annoying? I’ve been getting a little more socially comfortable lately, getting more friends and stuff, but whenever that happens, I start noticing I’m being annoying. I’m loud, stupid, laugh too easily, and sometimes can be rude, but I’m not meaning to do this. I unfortunately don’t realize these things until the end of the day, and I promise myself to fix it every time, but I do it again the next day. Does this happen to you? Do you have any tips on how to stop being annoying?",6.743142857142857,6.7558798380952405,7.5302380952380945,72.2439285714286,64.9047619047619,10.809523809523812,33.6904761904762,10.504223727775694,3.595761904761905,433,17,77,10,6,145,70,105,0.19899999999999998,0.659,0.142,-0.843,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,3,10,5,0,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,12,22,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,7,5,8,17,2,16,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,12,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572828473139705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292760396296014,0.18943674930246476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384713342500632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179429569646803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444787139525898,0.0,0.163753421758686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577376587149394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284185683087772,0.0,0.2897846785965617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269867662851171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855857314326365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853035543775884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013941977659636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662752135753098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049304025623766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769343827412952,0.0,0.0,0.18285620302482955,0.0,0.2617254105277594,0.0,0.0,0.1545723165658507,0.0,0.0,0.2116493353292803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282952014031087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780805442830764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675327627289328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Itscameronman,2019/04/29,"Here’s my best tip that helps me get people to like me I discovered this not to long ago.


Basically all you do is talk on a subject that person is VERY passionate about (you must also be slightly passionate).

This has been working a charm for me, I don’t have to talk as much and they like me more lol.

Does this work for you guys?",0.4938043478260887,2.754316550724642,2.138967391304348,95.08932065217392,86.3913043478261,5.7688405797101465,18.769927536231886,7.1686216300943375,0.20854927536231926,258,7,59,4,8,84,51,69,0.0,0.718,0.282,0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,3,3,6,0,0,2,1,9,2,0,0,2,4,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,11,6,8,7,4,3,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,0,4,43,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775018737457976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448582095947447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814677229772216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471060662083745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401275972267548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655680631608259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797741522729564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620657380627141,0.0,0.0,0.23735561814203915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716372226255727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859416395507344,0.234188858782213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311508220432131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212996686473336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905172007434921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,squeakylemons,2019/04/29,"Roommate getting mad at me for texting her I'm not sure about the rest of you, but I prefer communicating through text because talking to people face to face makes me really anxious. Tonight, around 11:20 pm, my roommate came into the bathroom while I was getting ready for bed and told me not to text her about things like my girlfriend coming over for a couple of hours. I should talk to her about it in person. And this isnt the first time we've had issues about something. I just dont understand the problem. I've been crying for going on 30 minutes. 

The point of all this is, how do you deal with people getting mad at you? How can I prevent going into a panic attack over it?

Also, do I talk to my roommate about what I'm feeling? Would it make it better?

Thanks friends",3.765497835497837,5.33673596103896,4.356558441558442,86.68579004329004,72.50649350649351,5.912554112554113,27.119047619047624,5.985473137389443,0.9949541125541136,614,22,118,3,12,195,94,154,0.136,0.72,0.145,-0.3386,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,2,10,10,3,1,7,0,11,2,2,4,2,25,26,7,0,4,4,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,8,0,1,3,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,5,1,18,5,28,19,2,19,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,0,6,85,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277509294050473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804704921514904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221015795857828,0.0,0.18173713965366506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738128799168423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412846899266679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827098862257352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760930793919346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675883129471065,0.17547637942704686,0.0,0.16469383293029974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722421591307487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077371211188078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588211127072067,0.0,0.0,0.1234214027127448,0.0,0.2503862124908909,0.0,0.18157766663327207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732023113309312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673607578528982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804511611295985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132669148573226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874306088510989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214991849945438,0.13948635034195495,0.0,0.0,0.1510140997839504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528578736110839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023390691515119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298230740778045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056120231383432,0.0,0.0,0.3851997161167421,0.0,0.14707508447450987,0.0,0.0,0.10612989782259301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931507164390024,0.0,0.0,0.15264667105421126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663039677042997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134808501883457,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,its_a_schmoll_world,2019/04/29,"I’m quiet I already have social anxiety. I still try to participate in conversation but people ARE ALWAYS talking over me. I try to speak up and no one fucking cares. 
THEN people are like “why are you sooooo quiet?”
I hate it. It’s the most infuriating thing ever. How do I overcome this?",1.0782142857142851,3.7018403928571466,3.7864285714285733,80.38357142857146,91.5,5.6571428571428575,21.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.1362928571428577,226,8,41,4,8,79,44,56,0.22399999999999998,0.659,0.11800000000000001,-0.7851,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,5,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,7,2,5,9,1,6,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,4,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925856034155589,0.0,0.22061547316219526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282930865484464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703251476482161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398318670902772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511516132440095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26176819203429624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295326920930864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796638961699325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676256396010853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27027408764599103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117389901335423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310731837841304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614544075541252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600216450259733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392451736248457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DontTouchMyFeces,2019/04/29,"Worst panic attack I’ve ever had On an crowded elevator, I literally couldn’t breathe. Everyone was looking at me, worst case scenario. No one to talk about it with besides my therapist because no one cares about my mental illnesses. I hate myself, my life, and my illnesses. Why am I such a fuckin disgrace of a human.",3.4304999999999986,6.0338397166666695,5.223333333333333,75.42500000000003,76.83333333333334,8.0,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.253166666666667,253,13,42,6,6,86,48,60,0.418,0.5429999999999999,0.039,-0.9823,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,1,3,0,4,5,1,0,1,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,1,9,1,7,4,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,1,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30789099435456724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497905518060949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759345524379889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24480851848841886,0.0,0.2586072138329037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672000349944568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911603674060896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272686429563461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27274051118775705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667840540194949,0.0,0.0,0.31753661712526576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175294197731494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142328008984011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24420965079072016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MegaGate3,2019/04/29,"Really scared for the future Hey guys,

I am quite anxious, and nervous for what is held in front of me. I am currently a student in my last years of school. Currently, in the mind to go to University after school finishes. All my courses that I have profound interests in require a IB of 33+. I am really nervous and at unease, if I can achieve this goal. Please guys, can you tell me some ideas to get rid of the uneasiness right now and success stories of people in the similar situations.",5.508125,5.991891895833334,6.752083333333335,75.15125000000002,67.54166666666666,10.566666666666666,34.75,10.504223727775694,3.7611375,386,18,73,10,6,131,65,96,0.151,0.7709999999999999,0.078,-0.7589,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,5,1,6,0,4,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,2,17,9,2,17,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,8,50,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437458892568536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272500247116565,0.0,0.12262062704843656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272700191615218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24356528161102484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587211688726298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785475566183984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957989855439513,0.0,0.0,0.2368382338144063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294859089081343,0.0,0.0,0.27644106378470795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425672939230373,0.0,0.0,0.21601207287815372,0.4367185954033813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252179040729505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858259172218272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894151264402735
socialanxiety,redactedfox,2019/04/29,Posting I just created this account and I know this user is under an alias but I'm still stressed out about posting. I'm pushing through it but has anyone else dealt with this?,2.0541428571428604,4.673188057142858,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,82.71428571428572,4.642857142857143,28.75,5.985473137389443,1.2122857142857146,142,7,27,1,4,44,27,35,0.092,0.863,0.045,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24481464633441574,0.358743127621346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924834417968644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241884040102605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6706434826967853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796092556687942,0.0,0.40106553918114696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,danielpaul128100,2019/04/29,"Literally the only kid at school that does not have friends. Everyone, and i mean, EVERYONE at my school has friends. I am the only loner at school. The only one that sits at lunch alone, the only one that never has anyone to work with in a group project (at least in all of my classes), the only one in that does not have anyone to talk to in class while we are having a free day or what not. I look around and everyone has their little group. Everyone has friends. Hell, even this emo kid (no offense to anyone) who is always acting out and always making weird out bursts in class has a friends. Its crazy, really. Just makes me think about how miserable my life is. I can't begin to think what everyone else thinks about me.",4.362377622377622,5.40285240559441,4.75762937062937,86.42259790209793,70.39860139860141,7.957762237762238,24.09020979020979,8.238735603445708,1.2156802797202797,566,14,116,8,10,179,80,143,0.184,0.795,0.021,-0.9687,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,1,6,9,2,1,8,0,13,2,0,3,2,22,21,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,9,8,1,0,4,0,1,1,6,4,0,3,0,1,11,6,22,21,2,20,1,1,1,0,12,14,1,1,4,81,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240964693423956,0.0,0.0,0.18061982093109152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22767082847685774,0.0,0.0,0.09661926336467977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699961704585171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899596215436144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066716188035763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168642001210097,0.0,0.0,0.5185497690194649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354158432765195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666156167488285,0.0,0.10878069869128797,0.0,0.0,0.09114216155356604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489606445394873,0.0,0.0,0.11822655868063905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370897186837313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206386090390251,0.4127292296852396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953037403788112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295299931779697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723641441123081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863475821379213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901485655838228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fuck_username_rules,2019/07/21,"Do people with social anxiety appreciate videos/pictures? DISCLAIMER: I do not suffer from social anxiety, thus I do not understand how it feels. I do, however, want to learn how to treat people suffering from it.  

I've noticed how a friend of mine who has social anxiety never responds to videos/pictures of things I know she enjoys. She often responds to my texts though. Do people with social anxiety still appreciate those videos/pictures even if they don't respond? (Of course, it could just be that they are not enjoyable, but that seems unlikely considering it's always of something she says she likes)",5.939444444444442,8.410691092592598,6.134444444444448,72.45500000000001,68.62962962962962,9.244444444444444,31.44444444444445,9.725611199111238,3.532511111111111,490,21,75,12,9,156,65,108,0.086,0.79,0.124,0.6227,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,8,7,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,4,1,21,15,6,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,12,5,12,13,0,2,0,2,0,0,16,0,0,3,3,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011503404201874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785002977727064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485128064700655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328302765601248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906699135380375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081355091921753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859386244083157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639604964994995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060465643392596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803193126540667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252284750869249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243542496322587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235629361541202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6376111631821817,0.0,0.12038373354703802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487984416665827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038874095806818,0.0,0.1536358807720804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627900220602224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922329682851342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hmmmhgg,2019/07/21,"I’m not sure if this is a social anxiety issue but I still really need some help/advice and I can’t post on r/mentalhealth for some reason. I’ve become obsessed with a female coworker for some reason and I want it to stop. A bit of backstory before I explain my current issue: I’ve been extremely anti-social my whole life. I don’t know if that’s what social anxiety is, but it’s been an issue for me. I was always the weird kid at my school and I was aware of it, yet could never figure out how to better myself. About 3 years ago I developed pretty severe depression as well so I started homeschooling, which helped relieve a lot of stress and helped me out mentally quite a lot, and over the last couple years I’ve become a bit less strange of a person, but I still get occasional bouts of depression and I’m still fairly antisocial. I have a job now that involves talking to a lot of customers which is hard for me, and I’ve got 2 friends. With all that aside, I have several hobbies as well that keep me fairly busy (I won’t list them to avoid giving away any identifying information). Because of all my issues as well as everything else going on in my life that I need to focus on, I decided about a year ago to abstain from any sort of romantic/sexual relationships with women. Not only am I aware of my social limits enough to know that I could never sustain any sort of relationship, but even if I could, it would just be too much stress for me and I wouldn’t have time to focus my energy towards my job, frieds, hobbies, and schoolwork. Just to clarify, I have no issues with women, I just know that I could never emotionally or sexually satisfy someone. So I just try to avoid them alltogether.

So here’s my current problem. Fairly recently my place of work hired a new girl that works in a different department than me. The first time I saw her I thought she was incredibly attractive, but not in an objective sense of the word. I’ve see plenty of women I’d consider to be “hotter” or “sexier,” but there’s something different about her. The way she walked, acted around people, etc. was all strangely intriguing. I never had any work related reason to interact with her, so I didn’t, until recently when she needed help with something from my department. We exchanged a few words, I helped her out, and that was about it. I also spoke with her slightly more casually in the break room a little bit before that, but it was mostly just small talk between a few people. I didn’t think anything of it and I went on with my day. Then went on with my next few days of work, I think. I can’t even remember correctly now. I don’t even know how long ago it was. It feels like weeks but it’s probably only been a couple days. Here’s what happened. I woke up one day thinking about her. I don’t know why because I wouldn’t have any reason to. I wasn’t dreaming about her either, in fact I rarely have dreams at all. But for some reason I woke up thinking about her, and I had this overwhelming urge to know more about her. Keep in mind, I normally wouldn’t think anything like that because of my decision to avoid relationships, but I had this feeling anyway. I looked up her name on Google, I guess I was expecting to find something, but I was probably half asleep so I guess I wasn’t thinking completely straight. Yet somehow I found a picture of her, and it just all went to shit from there. I’ve spent days (?) now just learning about her. It’s all public information, but I don’t think that makes it any better. I know her birthday, phone number, email, her friends, her hobbies, where she lives, etc. and just a bunch of fucking useless information about her that I don’t want to know. It feels wrong and creepy, yet I can’t fucking help myself. She’s all I think about now. It’s like a fucking seed was planted in my brain and I can’t fucking get it out. I can’t focus on anything now. I don’t even know why I’m thinking about her. I still don’t want to have any sort of relationship with her. I don’t know if it’s sexual or not. I’m just fucking obsessed with her and it happened out of nowhere. I’m on vacation right now so at least I have time to not worry about work or anything else, but I can’t even enjoy it. My motivation to do anything is basically gone and replaced with nothing but whatever this fucked obsession with this girl is. I want it to end. I’m at my limit with this shit. I can’t even talk to anyone about it. I don’t even know if there’s anything that would help me or if I just want to vent. Just please tell me what I should do.",3.513023472718793,4.889115571273123,4.758434478470387,84.33039227421109,72.83025027203482,7.993539561635318,26.18624281050832,8.548686976883017,1.7355596020519193,3586,120,732,63,70,1186,316,919,0.096,0.799,0.105,0.5865,6,3,3,0,0,1,104.0,1,0,2,12,68,38,8,9,27,0,65,12,4,9,14,187,135,59,0,27,42,0,4,3,2,7,2,1,1,7,46,39,0,9,41,3,2,9,34,23,3,3,32,8,121,15,119,90,32,97,0,4,3,6,65,38,8,25,50,517,167,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042061727693976585,0.1144667171631725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03442196768857179,0.03581574033150076,0.0,0.0,0.20489796533971966,0.0,0.06585650359219299,0.0,0.0,0.030097100202883063,0.0,0.21252739224689896,0.03831794794005992,0.0,0.0,0.0404408982820978,0.0,0.0,0.07871697445174493,0.0950765939489524,0.07325390130851805,0.0,0.0,0.07613716869528314,0.14097745585482965,0.0,0.0,0.04805091575461856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513041705801782,0.0,0.0,0.13746731361617942,0.09525389455610264,0.0,0.1387978712645357,0.0,0.07414681436892992,0.0,0.0,0.08994284391628052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191484322730933,0.04841827944541468,0.03812387165755676,0.04447556616586296,0.09601002964291663,0.19900933727528025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0386848305535116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529244338220783,0.030750371019573706,0.0,0.0,0.03934108925143742,0.03661288152969686,0.0,0.0471951080676324,0.06651078870489155,0.2387588008259349,0.04497703020590731,0.0412913628719745,0.02446268141815104,0.0,0.034425915349359966,0.0,0.09483480131886544,0.0,0.07612666274506151,0.0,0.03855862925636426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019586200695528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246317831083328,0.0854283030295322,0.07651829510599252,0.0,0.0,0.2602121289678708,0.03508629558752359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080596408967642,0.06308681614143306,0.043141015613040436,0.038008305415423216,0.0380922495568132,0.03614580032940669,0.0,0.0,0.10978244044783643,0.0,0.0,0.02873195086113445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337784540310116,0.0,0.043461786254604486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031642013661884905,0.09574889738507587,0.13279157445287745,0.04157179681124973,0.04577737862250434,0.0,0.04217360897330627,0.04130151467376924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02916747116571098,0.0654732258793079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968205338650115,0.03758402906991204,0.04497142195814026,0.047248969450717375,0.0,0.0,0.041223889994644734,0.04379083641519933,0.09281660591015636,0.04118693156197609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045782188647241116,0.0,0.0,0.0275748454278774,0.22128005341835025,0.08500076466251334,0.1848509587692185,0.04876003106926683,0.036759016641579496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043562441841515316,0.034300192588382815,0.0,0.0,0.0972540783618568,0.0883673155895149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163265118324713,0.036470719889368314,0.09941124573194772,0.0,0.0,0.030466496068661187,0.0,0.13749876343626613,0.03598639402632908,0.09861264349494428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040568102833657874,0.0,0.0,0.10379049486033456,0.03762202146044092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482255253866551,0.0,0.03417182658442512,0.07529724362155532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029223792799179776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694121269019262,0.034166022363786026,0.034526995939663324,0.0,0.11610415223177148,0.11970560205973806,0.07768034482162177,0.048056665008566535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668134151818625,0.04371288591077794,0.0,0.06115390591124045,0.04706144181476592,0.0,0.08315604090552191
socialanxiety,TakaEdakumi,2019/07/21,"Drunkenness freaks me out. Most of my friends and cousins my age love to drink, and they keep going on about getting me drunk, that it will be fun and great—but only for them, I think.

The idea of not being in complete control of my own actions, or not even remembering said “good time” scares me.

I don’t even like alcohol. It tastes terrible and I can tell it’s there in any drink despite everyone’s claims, it leaves an unpleasant burning sensation in my throat that makes me want anything to drink other than alcohol.

Why the blazes would someone be excited to get so drunk that they act differently, forget the entire thing and puke their brains out then have an awful hangover the next day? That sounds perfectly horrid to me, let alone the fact that I dislike the flavor.

However, I feel this opinion is very scarce among others in their 20’s, as all my peers love to drink. I guess it’s just the cool thing to do, but I want no part of it. Every time people suggest we go drinking it makes me feel ill, knowing others will try to force me to get drunk on something I don’t even like.

To top it off, no one respects my opinion on alcohol, they just want to make me conform to their idea of a good time.",4.3408761998523255,5.4910560041841014,4.605911887767661,87.08077528919517,70.5481171548117,7.799261629337928,27.8663549101649,8.124751697461798,1.6509909426532117,951,33,195,13,17,298,139,239,0.127,0.737,0.13699999999999998,0.5693,2,1,9,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,7,3,8,15,0,1,10,2,13,17,2,4,3,38,33,10,0,4,6,1,2,2,1,3,4,2,0,0,19,8,12,2,7,8,0,4,6,3,0,1,1,7,30,12,31,25,4,23,0,0,0,2,15,12,0,5,9,127,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330246772448847,0.0,0.1066833153867958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700477201514167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476529192108655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498893929731195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079999976285151,0.0,0.1155301657796505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643045087813856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761951210391543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045341033859416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041037890522492,0.0,0.08678713132856299,0.09842679887504076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416601766052333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958230269802928,0.0,0.16144939950358805,0.0,0.11708154754036615,0.17279335765611625,0.0,0.11356465361647647,0.11347289683110247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23256283045151396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155660670453568,0.0,0.0,0.056609490980758286,0.0,0.0,0.1090686491539101,0.0,0.1053307761571236,0.0,0.10064721220289694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593415972127264,0.0,0.2062722323755159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954821836267008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979963895917349,0.07834082533079806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154563200114646,0.0,0.07141150076145715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668589796272608,0.0,0.09798244510190844,0.0,0.10312713443385976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727678400353374,0.07929917339707418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003192288881594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686542962870332,0.06600218729207727,0.0,0.0,0.18019115848425246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699344202591833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499086860964952,0.1822671036061165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294703664861127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317261975330044,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SpookySoulGeek,2019/07/21,"Procrastinating, Aprehension and Anxiety With Social Media Messaging! So I have been dealing with irrational anxiety whenever I go to check messages on FB, Instagram, OkCupid, or Tinder. I will put it off for anywhere from a few days to a month or so, and then I feel like having to explain why I've been late to respond. Strangely I haven't ever told but a few close online friends that the reason is my anxiety.

I can't quite figure out what the underlying cause of the anxiety is. I am more feelings based than I am thought based so it can be hard to identify. 

I am seeing a therapist but she's a new one so it's taking a bit to dive into this. my previous therapist ai was seeing for over 3 years, but she had to move out of state. 

I am looking for any advice, worksheets, therapy activities to help with this. Thanks",3.7485809842331577,5.512169037267082,5.510807453416152,77.61119923554708,72.91304347826087,9.177448638318204,30.39703774486383,9.661875296680813,3.117508934543717,649,29,121,17,13,222,104,161,0.07200000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,9,0,17,0,0,2,1,22,28,12,0,0,5,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,6,6,14,3,25,20,4,19,0,0,3,0,11,8,0,2,8,89,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506610305437168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484637802188199,0.0,0.471783221621049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832252617749385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838335337631435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994321035699334,0.1589508254345499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394628957393279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559141345508642,0.11014484761818442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191175983242998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762295308304839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811327157987527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033423137681361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391958417470071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532361963146693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294707522971218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306346855605972,0.16386689395216453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890614562258714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447505381024703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499154969001416,0.0,0.16398736096444186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585207394681105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457199286159493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571651314052706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159227247354446,0.0,0.0,0.14194645702351955,0.17631606556611404,0.35802525680203295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122400169727406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473237578614835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391217318623456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928562540204862
socialanxiety,regularguy72,2019/07/21,Do people find this subreddit helpful or is it toxic to us as it is a constant reminder that you suffer from this disorder? I have recently started following this subreddit and am really trying to find ways to ease my disorder. I’m also slightly worried that this could be harming myself more as I’m constantly reminding myself of my situation.,10.078095238095235,9.016279984126983,10.955555555555561,53.920000000000016,58.682539682539684,14.74920634920635,46.39682539682539,13.5591,6.977311111111113,281,16,39,10,3,98,46,63,0.201,0.725,0.07400000000000001,-0.8445,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,7,9,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975508230611527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587845948536592,0.0,0.16948315788076415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865677606839429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880283605116056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228248692193918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716375275936225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598787255679845,0.0,0.2095945230661272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386043656078435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024831219720156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411980735106708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553389456967342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849286452507606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155740953787939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eurcla44,2019/07/21,"Is klonopin for SA taken as needed or daily? I've been prescribed 0.5mg Klonopin to be taken daily but don't really experience SA on a daily basis, just maybe a couple of times a week where I have a social event that gives me anxiety (during the event not so much in anticipation of it).   Can I take Klonopin the day of the event or does it need to be in the system for some time in order for it be effective?",10.5238431372549,5.360023423529412,10.869411764705882,67.59901960784318,61.82352941176471,13.686274509803926,37.74509803921568,10.504223727775694,3.6437450980392163,321,8,67,5,3,111,57,85,0.025,0.895,0.08,0.6658,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,8,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,14,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,13,8,2,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,7,45,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152099418611415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112765481205457,0.0,0.18142889571095885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461860708990834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751861070690805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698689216200164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826249494905261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680344534266934,0.41719219850299605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022155922856964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867715276190559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151852552093456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32808129874703584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256588911803594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,riczomarino,2019/07/21,"Went to a festival, and got drunk, wow. I've actually seen a post like this a couple hours ago, and since I wanted to write this post for a month now, I'll give it a try.
So, honestly I'm a very introverted person in my everyday life, I rarely talk to anyone, I don't have a lot of friends, maybe like 2 actually.
I usually hate to go out in public, but there's this festival called VOLT in hungary, and this is the second time me visiting it. Last year I went with my parents, and it wasn't a big experience, but this year I went with my pals. I was pretty excited, because this was the first time I actually got drunk in my life, I'm 16 btw. On the first day we got drunk as hell just before we even got to go to the festival, and I was in a pretty great mood the whole time, this continued through the whole week, every day.
So I talked to a LOT of people on that week and I was really friendly with everyone, and I realized that people are pretty friendly too, but i thought it was just because of the alcohol. One month passed since that, and wow, I became so open I can't even believe. I actually started calling strangers mates, which is a big thing, since I didn't even talk to anyone I didn't know before.
So yeah, I think this festival made me pretty open about meeting new people, so I can only recommend going to these kinds of events.

also, sorry if my english wasn't right, it's not my native language.",6.79266009852217,5.073727655172416,7.665812807881775,76.99689655172416,65.55172413793103,11.182266009852217,33.128078817733986,10.125756701596842,2.9611527093596064,1100,36,234,21,14,373,141,290,0.059000000000000004,0.711,0.23,0.9951,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,0,2,15,18,2,0,18,1,16,6,0,1,0,32,37,19,0,2,7,1,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,19,16,4,0,4,3,0,8,7,2,0,4,19,1,30,15,28,18,4,46,1,0,1,0,19,13,1,3,25,146,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.3248401866757029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737689013628349,0.08893613886176449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655045594205015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637775964216206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145944371993952,0.0,0.14162701492612126,0.09375967001972517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699524496809773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208058891806513,0.0,0.10733914690771808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489671760387706,0.0,0.07011586189942384,0.07951962153233892,0.0,0.08140445836342834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415726132334122,0.0,0.0,0.1928851084323157,0.0,0.0,0.07983154973766582,0.14188636309279662,0.0,0.2662323529497669,0.09174958830570457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216184437111589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195426177778098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666011018257247,0.04573515901541494,0.06783484865806984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756052619581656,0.08131350723719301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150017090510725,0.0,0.07874412777859724,0.0,0.0,0.08360498710602457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328497261553116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037373276128733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056391561409754085,0.06329203887596767,0.0,0.0,0.0924052006918236,0.0,0.0,0.17308138368342482,0.07266389572413468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594021991810403,0.33865584395197795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331242398342218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106884009686391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651963138625387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315720960087524,0.058903059309977725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006655987217002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552872149116256,0.05332357664537896,0.0,0.06606684022660297,0.14557755499427266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056500452058326565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165431806473104,0.06866465010331542,0.04908490797970185,0.0,0.13350702916711998,0.0,0.0,0.2314354155453489,0.0,0.1858227859784019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071810204976668
socialanxiety,kris4455,2019/07/21,"Starting new job Wednesday, Extremely anxious I have been working a job from home for about 3 years now which requires very little to no social interaction. Wednesday, I start a new job that will be the complete opposite. My social skills have slowly declined to the point where even the smallest interaction is difficult. I always overthink what I say and I feel awkward when I look at people in the eyes when I talk. I just feel like they're judging me or something. I'm partially blind in one of my eyes do to an accident years ago so it goes kind of lazy so I feel like people just focus on that when we talk. I feel like if I don't talk enough everyone will think I'm weird or something. I've thought about going to the doctor for this but even the thought of that gives me anxiety. I know I should just force myself to do this stuff but it's really hard sometimes. I get physically sick even just thinking about some of this stuff. I've been shy my whole life so this has been an ongoing issue that has held me back from so much. If anyone else ever feels like this, what's something that helps you get through it?",3.3369701280227564,5.292298576576581,3.84972498814604,88.2728236130868,74.4954954954955,6.835846372688477,25.64817449027976,7.669130373188453,1.2990504504504503,892,31,179,12,19,280,126,222,0.113,0.8320000000000001,0.055,-0.8213,3,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,3,21,8,0,1,10,0,15,6,2,0,1,27,35,14,0,3,10,0,6,4,0,3,4,1,1,0,18,2,0,2,10,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,6,11,23,5,21,25,4,23,0,0,4,0,12,7,0,5,19,118,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244085396228346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677206013034487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977643958751296,0.11781044671180613,0.0,0.0729173085459477,0.1068505651813473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018742120220215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093390566946232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673837711214723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711531638082617,0.0,0.0,0.10775252629026648,0.0,0.2066344097481636,0.09433021580055037,0.0,0.0996471627664824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636438509427788,0.2980000433824965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896744094603483,0.10003804441366207,0.05926660298847234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341735408535437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989889825102412,0.0,0.10460465332692677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884467226226448,0.31045525425557824,0.0,0.0,0.10859501011599068,0.0573113748121477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365837929688701,0.20379021264538932,0.10451926349171277,0.0,0.0,0.08757170815436534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666022499329479,0.0,0.0,0.2014349232624721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066506341668917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459382040474295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858142648823896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680655274486358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293026632932858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260738468375764,0.0,0.2408471390635528,0.10313885089382717,0.0,0.1476245139350445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387588594447641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514569007263579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336410566066935,0.0,0.16557858437115866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604464449527144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642858104260902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591948490625809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431005315669475
socialanxiety,billyjohn24,2019/07/21,Do any of you think it's odd living in college dorms at the age of 23? I am going to be a senior this year and still living in the dorms. I am really anxious that me being 23 will be viewed as odd or weird. Am I just being overly anxious?,1.4578301886792455,2.268320773584908,4.049198113207549,89.63153301886793,77.11320754716981,6.054716981132076,18.910377358490567,5.985473137389443,-0.15167547169811302,183,3,42,1,4,65,39,53,0.207,0.7929999999999999,0.0,-0.8499,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,8,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,4,32,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613932255641965,0.0,0.0,0.6849029885331454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172276205718454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353400578481792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419333728733296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24208062937658145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942339614511432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952062812861046
socialanxiety,bonkerbanane,2019/07/21,"Sometimes you gotta force yourself... There is this monthly meeting of this Pen&paper-society in a nearby city.
I plan to go there since about 4 months and once I was even on the way, before my SA got me to turn around and hide at home.

Yesterday was another such day and I finally forced myself to get there.
I was nervous as hell, waiting all by myself in the entranceway with the others talking to each other. (just about 20 people)

Anyways - a couple of minutes later, everyone picked their gamemaster and I was in this group of 4 (myself included) so it was much easier to talk for me than in this huge human mass before. 

I found out, that two of the people at my table were new too, so I was even less scared to open up. In the end I had loads of fun playing with them and agreed to come again next month. 

Even though it was awkward at first, I don't regret a single bit that I finally forced myself to go.
Maybe that motivates some people with similar issues to leave their comfort zone for once. :)",4.000575296108291,5.495608380710664,4.746213197969542,84.4264940778342,71.79187817258884,7.689881556683588,25.3160744500846,8.238735603445708,1.5400303891708962,789,24,153,12,15,254,124,197,0.09699999999999999,0.8029999999999999,0.1,0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,3,3,17,8,1,3,8,0,11,0,0,2,1,21,20,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,13,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,5,0,2,11,0,22,3,36,8,7,32,1,1,0,0,9,15,1,1,13,115,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676943059045028,0.0,0.0,0.14204024400578766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058695019147785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305307309838129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788580253027875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668566437554045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988246051626988,0.0,0.08735964679027927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199761902664379,0.0,0.0,0.26840755533739624,0.0,0.0,0.12943658022425208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29677674051638936,0.0,0.11522108982178265,0.0,0.14852345837348888,0.0,0.0,0.0707715730195736,0.0,0.1539685867486962,0.0,0.10833868624758126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587610752059542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413836757828479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343119066672014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360864578096064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32436549443860513,0.0,0.09957772089915863,0.0,0.0,0.13082684384065088,0.14406185019311146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28851816116955475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28172999283394884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561777647967818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120528255404184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397210494834538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177531227863978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308747205295296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734015333412556,0.1323234541196651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752080052584208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yes_me_too,2019/07/21,"Bringing up ADHD with psychiatrist with out seeming like a junkie? **TL;DR -- Just wondering if anyone has tips for bringing up ADHD with a psychiatrist without them thinking you are seeking drugs.**

I have relatively recently been seeing a psychiatrist for depression.  During the intake evaluation, there were a bunch of questions, like do you hear voices, etc..  Some of the questions I could tell were geared toward to ADHD.  I mostly said I didn't suffer from the concentration problems I have now when I was a kid (30+ years ago), and I didn't have problems getting in trouble at school.  But I did answer that I did daydream a lot as a kid, etc..  Then I went home and started looking into ADHD a little more and quite a few symptoms hit close to home, like a plethora of abandonded hobbies and projects that remain unfinished.  Excessive procrastination.  Careless mistakes at work.  Lists of things to do around the house, at work, books to read (I can't even read books anymore), etc., etc.. Co-morbid with migraine ☑, depression ☑, social anxiety ☑.  But I guess if I have ADHD, it didn't nearly affect my life like social anxiety (which I think I've mostly worked through over the years).  And exactly how often is ""often"" on the online tests for ADHD?  A lot of the symptoms seem like they would be common among the general population, but of course I only know my own experience.  So there is a good chance that I don't have ADHD, since it is supposed to start when you were young.  If I do have ADHD, wouldn't they have caught it during the intake interview?  

But now I'm am *way* overthinking this, constantly fixated on whether I should bring this up at my next appointment in two months.  Talking about personal mental health issues with a stranger is close to a worse case scenarion for my social anxiety.  And then it seems like there are a whole host of people who are trying to fake ADHD to get drugs.  So now I get to worry if this is going on my permanent record as a drug seeker.  And as a crazy person who is asking for an ADHD evaluation for a problem that I know I probably don't have.

I know I need to bring this up with the doctor, one way or the other, so that I can get passed this and stop obsessing about it, but if you have any tips or suggestions that you used, I'm open to them.

Thanks!",4.622598484848486,6.181082184090911,5.486363636363636,79.47621212121214,70.3409090909091,8.333333333333334,27.65151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.1878560606060606,1811,63,333,33,33,592,217,440,0.10300000000000001,0.84,0.057,-0.9553,0,0,3,0,0,0,68.0,0,5,4,4,19,19,0,1,30,0,42,9,0,3,1,70,76,32,0,14,15,0,0,6,0,3,9,3,2,4,21,20,0,1,12,4,0,8,8,11,0,2,13,5,38,8,58,57,14,53,0,3,2,0,27,24,0,21,25,244,59,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6905078654606376,0.0,0.0509311592439805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03907195968067954,0.0,0.13186074255243865,0.0,0.05698078102976044,0.04017447799337039,0.0,0.0,0.051147902817613854,0.05371347950130024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208938045773866,0.0,0.045873834426347126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897330779587024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05880851429997463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989169342922145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563139170904384,0.03794905815295172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620286266275526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007327603217327,0.0,0.03265349318264879,0.04819125511033829,0.0,0.0,0.06329411492980726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061072899668221436,0.06475693766712833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526583816347688,0.0,0.0,0.06629635613361619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996899745333468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472872540445897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040582777904171134,0.1684202059109351,0.05758587274769141,0.0,0.0,0.04824845749582897,0.0,0.0,0.09769384665188026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057901999986688914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04586072473179202,0.0,0.0,0.04260279722360905,0.0,0.0,0.061104966181685996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038933582324215836,0.04369777577427968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039832663682088994,0.10033649345572074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061947142190125565,0.16493251487655508,0.0,0.0,0.12872744045410128,0.06111138674152839,0.11494283037960105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056730736953633176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465368660337098,0.0,0.0,0.05814840464038424,0.04578488701640268,0.15691698977422802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752808676295224,0.0,0.0,0.17570706189374974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133511651253945,0.0,0.0,0.048035677361801886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943729016115645,0.0,0.04618084935735331,0.050218960067249525,0.05289764272525237,0.0,0.0,0.038171124888662235,0.07363079897927402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03900876206608765,0.0,0.05612603321550734,0.0,0.0,0.04962342140287766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121158545655757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053262164164367166,0.0,0.06414742343305511,0.0,0.055385405293482334,0.062308436659042586,0.12548566601491695,0.058349221726053,0.0585524368777916,0.04081499929691612,0.0,0.0,0.07399938893015967
socialanxiety,BelgianFencer,2019/07/21,When you think you’re no longer socially anxious But then you talk to someone.,2.4160000000000004,5.3415896000000025,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,86.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.6469999999999998,64,3,12,1,2,19,13,15,0.259,0.741,0.0,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586152249903512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040542895158447,0.4189664791384197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974397208827327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31683917253500704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toxicteacup_,2019/07/21,"Frustrated with being alone I took a year off of dating and this year went back in looking for a relationship. I fought a lot of anxiety looking for someone and honestly did not have a very good time until I met my (now) ex. I got really comfortable with our routine of visiting each other, but it ended last week, in part because I was too quiet and never opened up. To be honest, he was not right for me and I am not feeling very sad.

But I do miss the comfort. I've been browsing some dating websites and I cannot find one person I am interested in enough to break through my anxiety. I would almost rather go on a second bad date with someone I've already met than to go meet a new person. I'd rather go on a friend date with a guy I'm not into than go on a first date. I work from home and I am lonely. I am not bad at socialising at all, I just can't bring myself to do it. I have PTSD and what was once social-nervousness is now a real sickness over interacting with strangers. It goes past dating, but I am most frustrated with this right now. I am tired of being alone. I've done it for a long time and mastered that. I'd like to have a REAL relationship again. I feel frustrated and didn't imagine I'd be so alone, so often, at this point in my life.",2.689772727272725,3.828999340909093,4.531484848484852,86.08472727272729,74.53030303030303,7.552727272727274,24.56363636363637,8.07648339933343,1.2670399999999988,982,30,213,15,20,335,139,264,0.168,0.733,0.099,-0.9427,0,5,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,3,12,17,4,0,13,0,26,3,0,0,2,43,43,15,0,3,11,1,2,1,1,1,3,1,1,3,10,18,0,0,4,0,0,8,9,9,0,3,13,5,24,8,38,25,7,51,0,3,2,0,15,18,0,5,25,151,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437401682149595,0.35488989298443296,0.12604371305965728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475473079835346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878275044490606,0.1907365003600034,0.06962695623178253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168858843233873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116429760320736,0.1180189528516226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550530566761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439426763409207,0.09715478208643724,0.0,0.0,0.08824546051885569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596535845453932,0.09580163493648768,0.09135151793994553,0.0,0.0,0.11309495261372755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457115739258615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310388201106996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067638961845397,0.0558017253187848,0.0,0.0,0.10108038619884648,0.1918307004323052,0.0,0.0,0.09710506824376984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809287837956628,0.1103136025189016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163970641036413,0.07739787710559241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236882489082806,0.10903513813175167,0.0,0.1994635768428063,0.0,0.0,0.10797405058903142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351611729046908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600128810647985,0.07317173592140375,0.0,0.0,0.2452573229332643,0.0,0.1950851231759876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643207715291297,0.1935550929261376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320425289530885,0.13127815309902488,0.0,0.0,0.12690171939083075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884855824997837,0.0,0.0,0.09161974219091372,0.0,0.0,0.1058823306327902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315292845695924,0.0,0.0,0.08113803331379371,0.0,0.0,0.14710682316903367
socialanxiety,coff3ebun,2019/07/21,"Meet ups I'm about to enter uni and my faculty decided to plan a meet up so we can get to know each other before the start of the year. I'm really nervous because idk anyone and I'm really bad at talking to new people, especially when they're in groups. I don't want to be labeled as the quiet one and I definitely don't want to leave without at least making one friend. Any advice?",1.2513888888888864,3.271993691358027,4.092083333333335,83.75812500000002,81.22222222222223,7.012962962962964,21.23611111111111,8.07648339933343,1.189381481481481,303,9,62,6,8,108,59,81,0.127,0.787,0.087,-0.3062,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,13,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,1,4,1,15,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,37,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505448629858968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743564432106925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927636975511113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407795023781515,0.1562951615790861,0.0,0.21817207319747525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808906286958505,0.0,0.13395507612571658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409072197929795,0.0,0.0,0.2714838069128229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114472197135466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476265409716792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474778839341236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775104243494075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32850461682648313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147671295670986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607946732649984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302455181794945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24715428536668396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510907514074985
socialanxiety,iLoveBabyElephants,2019/07/21,"DAE feel like you're overreading facial expressions to the point where everyone seems bored/annoyed by you? Then try this. It didn't solve my problem, but it made me realize how stupid my brain can be.

You know how people seem to have facial expressions conveying annoyance and boredom when they talk to you? Sometimes, it's a blank face. Sometimes, it's a slight smirk. It can be anything.

Well, I observed these same people when they were talking to others and realized that they have this same facial expression for EVERYONE, even to the most socially adept person.

This isn't to say that conversations will become easy once you realize this. But for me, it definitely was a step in understanding that lots of things are just in my head. Please give this a chance and try it the next time you're in social situations. Hope this helped!",5.569978354978357,7.589406149350651,5.276038961038964,80.09358225108227,68.67532467532467,9.28917748917749,28.417748917748927,9.725611199111238,2.7331359307359304,673,24,121,16,12,207,98,154,0.071,0.787,0.142,0.8906,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,3,0,8,6,2,0,7,0,12,6,6,3,0,23,20,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,19,3,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,4,2,13,3,13,13,4,11,0,0,0,0,19,5,0,5,6,82,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271122474664053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059541469735193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172434992867916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020232485681109,0.0,0.0,0.2951975114431933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810258370124577,0.11035044648314124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817773502373024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852654328273091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353521486947848,0.0,0.0,0.15341945937792845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489040105226538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546422040431787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132135665090866,0.0,0.14615933849454668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642762022808006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450110748418234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417436667801132,0.1348736373249017,0.0,0.16955713709717846,0.14602017240593596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478029739622195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283745750548092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812398485670203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362610674324996,0.0,0.3149169987918687,0.0,0.0,0.3055413849395557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24830762619099545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262025863578607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007028942078411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974436902029955,0.0,0.0,0.16080441542024734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888336533313364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HD_Thoreau_aweigh,2019/07/21,"I went to a crowded event and had a great time! It was a beer fest, went with a casual friend. Great beer, but not too much, plenty of mingling with strangers, not too anxious after a few drinks. Was really nervous when we got there, almost panicked and left but I stuck it out, the party got rolling and I ended up having a lot of fun.

Small victories: two or three years ago that would've been nearly impossible for me.",2.3705120481927686,4.583447662650607,3.2417921686747,90.2995557228916,78.39759036144578,6.077710843373494,21.218373493975907,7.1686216300943375,0.5589771084337345,328,9,67,4,8,104,63,83,0.1,0.691,0.20800000000000002,0.8339,0,0,3,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,14,10,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,2,9,0,5,5,10,1,3,14,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,7,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192792129796207,0.0,0.21680899126349928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446008791070534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210275543958715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917684621452377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727933328192968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463344386314612,0.4774181921686943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352447173353511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407373000952568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591638004036641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870536940989114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262519255020698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115041763363328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014240635257476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380639453559525,0.0,0.0,0.13942887915282975
socialanxiety,98herbsandspices,2019/07/21,"When participating in a 2 person activity like basketball or a board game or even taking photos with/for someone theres too much silence on my part and it feels like they think I'm luring them in to kill them or assault them 😟 Ok maybe thats an exaggeration but how can i fill in this empty space? Just so I dont have this socially anxious/guilty response, it fucking kills me and i hate it",4.9978750000000005,5.3549080375,6.285,78.50000000000001,68.625,8.9,29.75,8.841846274778883,2.17695,313,11,64,5,5,106,64,80,0.21899999999999997,0.7190000000000001,0.062,-0.9422,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,4,0,7,8,5,0,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,10,9,9,2,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,9,3,5,9,2,7,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,3,3,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681451194511972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27817987939007005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567716333911396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001450444638803,0.16956742686990792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194321247529449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343402597393897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251992773159047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192065066376935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384563606610288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448423091262846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25703380139586873,0.0,0.0,0.20725041323020604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419549121212174,0.20111126866719312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846243899921407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208836774487375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BabadooksMarmadook,2019/07/21,"Consulting Career ft Social Anxiety (2019) Let me keep this simple (I am trying to be more concise).

A few great friends of mine have welcomed me into their business. It's consulting related, as per the title.

Slight problem. 

The thought of making a call to a client (whether that's cold calling or warm) basically hurts my insides. I've avoided it for over a year now.

>I tried to do one once actually, about 8 months ago. It took me ages to hype myself up to make the call... I rang... she didn't answer. She immediately messages saying to call again as she was away, but at that point I made an excuse cause I was entirely ready for that one moment. And well... I haven't tried again since. (I got one of the others to rearrange the call and we actually did business with her!)

But the problem is that things are really starting to advance now. To the point where my concerns are going to greater than phone calls, but having to travel the world and meet people in the flesh! I need to step up and prove myself to not just be someone who communicates over text.

I want to be better and there's only so much pretending I can do. I need to start developing this skill but I just don't have a clue how to change my mindset to see myself as a consultant and the person to lead a conversation. When I listen to my friends talk business, frankly, I feel in awe. I don't feel like I can be that person and certainly not enough to be selling people our services.

​

Many here who have been in the same boat? If so, any tips or stories are greatly appreciated. I'm kinda at the end of the rope before I need to make a change.",3.421675053918044,5.12063227102804,4.480451713395638,84.92982207045291,73.64174454828661,7.181452192667147,26.053318955188107,7.882392219407189,1.4544794152887603,1273,44,255,18,26,415,182,321,0.040999999999999995,0.8490000000000001,0.109,0.9709,0,1,0,0,0,0,51.0,2,0,1,4,15,14,0,1,22,0,27,1,1,7,2,46,47,22,0,7,12,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,14,10,0,2,6,2,1,6,6,4,1,3,9,8,34,10,44,32,6,34,0,1,1,0,32,15,0,4,14,181,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.1820359112927192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267812749444395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105788390465194,0.11333312194816506,0.06342672171395339,0.0,0.0713512084814829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763012936041956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936580442703085,0.0,0.0,0.08248963580585499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5714338986941743,0.0,0.0,0.09581386661373877,0.19733434720188256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826094361645429,0.09637272617699877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432011491484844,0.06663202611201642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441201670995831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530074263489903,0.0,0.0745964492275066,0.20566076000485176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984734339139714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290256131062697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537477897626448,0.0,0.04556695568306264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825422251981138,0.18677512204418506,0.09456102641847416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444713418359575,0.0,0.06856409892464198,0.2074753188082868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932938595781968,0.18960626840222916,0.07093595218169943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932319213764182,0.1628793359785537,0.0,0.0,0.1763403819506957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849337151506467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597510781061989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417195794753183,0.0,0.0,0.07432402447246958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715381458588705,0.0,0.0,0.09507690433234177,0.07902727282365371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132033812554423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496680239847928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061964368708614326,0.0,0.0,0.07404587215612324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362627661693173,0.1899723932092673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055012996059656684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386082993162937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333312194816506,0.06006274943763214
socialanxiety,johantino,2019/07/21,"Healing social anxiety I believe social anxiety had very deep roots in us. 14 years ago I myself was severely affected by it, to the point of being hospitalized.   


However, after making a deep decision not to be ruled by anxiety but by my heart and my soul, I would like to share the top thing I believe has contributed to my healing (besides meditation and yoga) : 

​

Deliberate challenging the anxiety.

​

This can be done starting very gently like e.g. putting a small paperclip on your ear when going in to book a haircut or saying the first word that comes to your mind when picking up the telephone (sunflower, umbrella, mushrooms ... )

  
Three of my latest favourites are:

​

1) Buying a pizza naked 

2) Getting tied up in robe

3) Playing loud music in a public library

​

If you are interested in my experience of doing these things I shared about it on my blog [here](https://whitebullblog.wordpress.com/).   


Feel free to ask any questions you might have to this? .. I would be happy to answer to the best of my ability (off line for a big part of the next two weeks but will check back here later)  


Joyful will,  
Johan",7.630697233800678,8.836185536945816,7.415270935960593,69.71149298976886,63.088669950738925,10.187040545661237,35.31981811292156,10.214889679676881,3.8783553618795,916,40,144,20,13,291,136,203,0.04,0.743,0.21600000000000005,0.9931,2,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,4,0,4,5,11,0,0,13,0,18,5,2,4,0,21,25,8,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,5,2,3,0,0,8,3,1,0,4,4,3,3,1,0,0,3,3,4,19,12,31,13,2,31,1,0,0,0,14,16,0,4,14,105,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206144059839726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012164178536151,0.4499511315229169,0.06295362889816819,0.0,0.2832760312246085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654437819320071,0.0,0.0,0.07118384371922809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085988390692044,0.0971509090466904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974447418526281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473554525832563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055532888552242,0.0,0.0,0.04680829586905543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787435652191138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048366197406618565,0.0,0.052612049890751335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854695479558824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970086992810923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045415372491906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179399577361934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820659431450099,0.09347354967684696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845370941911442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002488347519728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751253939270788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930626377908901,0.103704287954691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361871761775486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458249313291733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873547269614388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552449356477515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230043668403315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043153953505152,0.0,0.11135536139788832,0.0,0.0,0.1527668164108446,0.0,0.0,0.07425743735547674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152410783673113,0.0,0.4499511315229169,0.05961474811441383
socialanxiety,hypetheworld,2019/07/21,Trying to get a job (sorry for any spelling mistakes English is my strongest subject) Hello I'm 16 and am really finding it difficult to get my first job. I've applied many places and the ones that do call me in for a interview usually end badly due to my social anxiety making freeze or stutter to simple questions. It would really be awesome if someone had any tip on calming myself down so my anxiety doesn't ruin my train of thought while in a interview.,5.4617228464419485,6.516740808988768,6.900617977528093,72.00838014981275,67.87640449438203,9.528838951310863,36.181647940074896,9.725611199111238,3.9088411985018734,368,19,60,8,6,126,69,89,0.138,0.72,0.142,0.3584,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,12,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,2,1,7,1,11,8,0,10,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,5,40,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271772602596139,0.0,0.3057276665637028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684362396711766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040413378661838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769836187237341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263434529406386,0.1699691029083795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087982468514668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3965864313940277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338321674336398,0.2025888738961687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540504601149236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877221151084274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384717712949745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560231014000912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036940979995518,0.16930914156512852,0.0,0.0,0.22368517446525085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586369186643896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566650965803054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200764945047295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194832655613498,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,idhearheaven,2019/07/21,"Starting University Hey, I’ve been diagnosed with severe social anxiety for over a decade. I’m starting university this September and to say that I’m petrified would be an understatement. Academically, I’m not nervous but socially, I’m terrified. I literally CANNOT make friends for the life of me. It took me three years to get close to my high school best friends but they turned on me in grade 11 which left me depressed and with some trust issues. Any advice on making friends in uni and not being an awkward piece of shit?",4.488526077097504,7.041349122448982,5.272993197278911,76.65216553287985,73.08163265306122,8.845351473922905,30.276643990929703,9.444778638647367,3.129601814058958,426,19,75,11,9,138,71,98,0.249,0.642,0.11,-0.9511,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,0,9,1,2,4,0,5,3,1,2,0,14,16,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,1,7,5,14,11,3,12,0,1,0,0,8,8,1,1,3,45,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939195654377232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484049008556168,0.0,0.14043796674841896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265556743782195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811692517607925,0.18632952949022066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42549965863914935,0.0,0.09591281540869166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939620305183629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916095095613053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945987939058807,0.0,0.12966777003241714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450817483199364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459899444674986,0.0,0.18579245556983695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20739280523768489,0.18844192223224107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742727674369593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598773107255389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396379962601388,0.0,0.19968199555372065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040975054006415,0.0,0.0,0.11821930683248175
socialanxiety,BenjiTheCoolDude,2019/07/21,Gf getting high with other guy Hey everyone I'm pretty new to the social anxiety reddit. I have been dating this girl for about 3 months now and I really like her. There have been a couple of times were I kept telling myself she wanted to break up. But luckily I'm past that stage. Anyways my friend said she was gonna do edibles with another close friend of mine. I'm now in my living room at 1:30 in the morning having the biggest anxiety attack of my life. I'm convinced she's gonna cheat on me. Idk what to do.,1.3492438402718785,3.5229275607476644,3.3120475785896346,88.6421920135939,81.80373831775701,6.507731520815634,20.942225998300763,7.686295010490155,0.9047644859813092,407,12,84,7,11,137,78,107,0.096,0.741,0.162,0.8588,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,4,0,9,1,0,0,0,7,19,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,1,2,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,13,4,15,11,0,18,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,8,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23176919446507696,0.3381746426141462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514534986713109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445654566524408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120360742035085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415344115372693,0.0,0.11547903613221472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885441960219296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23353029764652286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612000374457013,0.10798407820333872,0.0,0.1951735120926429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764240125149289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134721213948391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099811548241426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486694019146367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159745794367098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025011588218204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22531221844541924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318993520504152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288843524056971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036920241116834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hondroids,2019/07/21,Friend is upset I didn't like who she invited to my birthday anxiety So a friend of mine told me her plan to invite someone (a girl I like) to my birthday as a surprise. But I got an anxiety attack she saw how anxious I got and now she's mad at me. I feel so bad and I'm so appreciative and I've told her that but she's still angry and stormed out. I need help here Idk what to do.,-0.4958268733850098,1.2721090813953495,2.406434108527133,94.82913436692509,86.09302325581396,5.682687338501292,21.183462532299746,6.937597516519254,0.35513074935400546,295,10,73,4,9,104,55,86,0.225,0.626,0.149,-0.6054,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,2,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,11,11,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,2,17,5,8,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,0,4,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629269163745691,0.2679775028999839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698583258015047,0.0,0.0,0.19805875812200088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993948381065148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665325994192066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794337876934081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899551127745942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317756778979068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588671418803795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098555473537474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943460211709484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533247873094467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Funderwood123,2019/07/21,I don't have that much in common with most people It's hard for me to connect with other people because I don't have that much in common with most people. It's hard to get any good conversations out of people and I often get stuck in awkward silences with other people.,4.02809090909091,5.246078672727278,5.219772727272726,82.12965909090909,71.36363636363636,6.227272727272728,22.84090909090909,5.985473137389443,0.5767272727272728,217,5,40,1,4,72,31,55,0.131,0.8140000000000001,0.055,-0.2564,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,12,6,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,2,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199736620325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625222258993408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335539586117932,0.0,0.0,0.1874731626123785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004497611443267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286174082792616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7747832483983662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TopxHat,2019/05/19,"How do I get rid of the belief that I'm a boring person? I think that one of the largest things holding me back from succeeding socially is my belief that I'm a fundamentally boring person with a dry personality. This terrifies me because it makes me think that I'll never be able to develop close relationships with others. I have this belief because I find it very difficult to think of things to say in conversations. Conversations that I have just seem very forced and artificial. I want to be able to conversate with others freely and not have to think so hard about what to say. It also seems like I'm not really passionate about anything, or have that many interests. I find it remarkable how people are able to talk for hours about things that they're passionate about. Doing this just seems impossible for me. I just want, more than anything, to be able to hold conversations that naturally flow and that are enjoyable. How do I get rid of this self-limiting belief and reinforce the belief that I am an interesting person? Any help is much appreciated, thanks! :)",7.325151515151512,8.00416671717172,7.7106565656565635,69.16931818181818,63.64646464646465,11.650505050505052,31.65151515151515,11.374738998889045,3.7818303030303038,862,30,152,25,12,283,99,198,0.102,0.736,0.162,0.8959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,13,11,0,0,7,0,15,2,0,4,1,37,31,10,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,24,8,0,2,14,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,3,15,8,26,28,2,6,5,0,0,2,14,2,0,4,4,107,39,1,0.463870218821943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273921160005344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886191389662824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908628328931584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917189131856627,0.0,0.14138548995307335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119844881428405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211765218986149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388415066699358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773060742794745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420468149991254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056655889481650734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740924326873197,0.11757289864391582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524949610639418,0.0,0.08944132736184536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858261633234254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039730075590669,0.4050335827668951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742917850632842,0.0,0.0,0.12450575410788342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444410819724816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167175191013619,0.1209794511417285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821431788371313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321032769937114,0.0,0.10676734364046374,0.0,0.0,0.2311310711499053,0.2972293059625957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137075547371016,0.13680133676206607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PernillaUhlin,2019/05/19,"I don't know what to do anymore I’m new to Reddit and didn’t really know where to post this. I don’t even know where to start. I guess I just wanted to get some things off my chest.  

Sorry if this will be long but anyways, here it goes.  

I’m a 20 y/o Swedish chick who has struggled with being a social outcast for as long as I can remember. I’m extremely introverted and people often get annoyed with me as I can come off as either arrogant (which I’m not, on the contrary I’m really insecure and withdrawn) or just gloomy and difficult. I don’t have a very good sense of humour and feel lost when others laugh and make jokes. Even around close friends I feel lonely and isolated as if I don’t really fit in anywhere.  

I have always loved music (mostly heavy stuff) and a little over a year ago I finally decided to get myself a band to jam with. I ended up joining a black metal band as singer and it’s been a lot of fun with parties and gigs. With time we’ve gotten really tight as a group and I’d definetely say those people are my closest friends, but I still can’t shake that feeling of being an outcast. It’s frustrating, because I always feel so out of place. It’s not just my feeling, either, as they (mostly the guitarist who can be a bit of a cunt, especially when he’s drunk) often point out how strange and quiet I am all the time. I sometimes worry that they will let me go just because I’m so introverted, but they all seem pretty happy with my songwriting and stage performance so I’m probably not going anywhere, at least for now. But even if I manage to keep those people around and keep the band going (the music is basically the only thing I live for. I have no other friends, no job, no education or anything) I still feel depressed out of my mind. It doesn’t help that I have severe OCD either (not the kind where I have to check the oven a 1000 times, but the kind where I get nasty instrusive thoughts). Some days I can’t even get out of bed because everything feels so hopeless. My anxieties are killing me, everything feels so bleak and I’m so afraid of ending up completely alone. I can’t enjoy anything anymore and I’m losing control. I’ve become completely obsessed with death and thoughts of suicide. I spend a lot of time just roaming the internet on the hunt for pictures and clips of dead bodies for no good reason at all. I’ve even put myself in potentially dangerous situations just for the lulz.  

I’ve tried for so long (I even went to a shrink when I was 15) to combat my social anxiety and depression, and I really don’t know what to do anymore.",4.4279627090759535,5.200542808061421,5.5259851933095705,81.95709404990403,70.05566218809979,8.641425829448862,28.129476281875515,8.841846274778883,2.0707436358650946,2037,69,408,35,35,676,240,521,0.20800000000000002,0.653,0.139,-0.9902,1,3,0,0,0,2,51.0,0,0,3,4,36,31,5,5,27,0,34,4,2,4,3,96,77,49,4,4,23,0,9,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,22,35,1,4,18,5,2,7,18,17,0,0,8,12,44,14,62,62,14,57,0,6,1,1,19,27,1,15,21,274,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650038246161938,0.0,0.0,0.07594917166993201,0.0,0.0,0.12203512919947995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219657684181293,0.0,0.21817500827786826,0.0,0.0,0.12069091937057135,0.13056091216440366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341063462390857,0.08098872394522356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005885066277517,0.08145460775534487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316847201620611,0.15377306808475072,0.0,0.08224735388135858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729265958376086,0.0,0.12632038298652512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989963519537787,0.0,0.0,0.2906080235135153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318109929031854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966283051398847,0.0,0.0,0.08033091866381882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996687666446136,0.0,0.19156304048807093,0.0,0.12502770261616514,0.12301372840230115,0.0,0.0,0.08078275867283889,0.0,0.0,0.0780625945545186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04915246374323423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277005794804163,0.1303605613475316,0.08113028306950494,0.15272665037590005,0.16120398707358588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498628226429017,0.0,0.0,0.07349728590565713,0.06475293291571209,0.1946878336091236,0.0,0.0820390325585005,0.08004984016216145,0.12468739702976055,0.06618441395815168,0.0,0.048949251125876836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404376751296651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082388285093437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577180246264977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251619180211587,0.0,0.07661566169161488,0.0,0.06932183643035432,0.0,0.07023117063947648,0.07460435454103896,0.07906360715473536,0.0,0.0,0.07371826939871612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348897295784101,0.07539684970416657,0.0,0.0,0.08307013391644302,0.0,0.0,0.05831603946503346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675811450852684,0.0,0.08284356199407529,0.0,0.0,0.08242751924874135,0.0,0.14950417000398342,0.0,0.0,0.07252658848601243,0.08208845194595951,0.05190431287447751,0.0,0.1171250350083882,0.0,0.0,0.07666185769219425,0.08394686093684446,0.08021260387369157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974361920874082,0.0,0.0,0.116433814675186,0.17104041907591802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978717872278726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050605051977829,0.04325273510474216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679789038657832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447155399314882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722299051430024
socialanxiety,lovekyeom,2019/05/19,"do i have social anxiety? my dad refuses to let me see a doctor for a proper diagnosis, so i have to resort to asking reddit and taking online quizzes. 

i always start to shake when someone i dont know talks to me, like i start shivering and i dont stop till like..ten minutes after the interaction. its really bad and i always feel my heart beat super fast and i always feel twitchy? i constantly overthink absolutely everything. everytime i make plans with anybody, i always get super nervous before the plans and i usually have breakdowns and feel like i should cancel (i never do because im afraid they'll hate me). i can never even do simple things like getting up to use the bathroom/talk to the teacher because im terrified people will look at me.  there have been so many times where i have had to present a presentation, but physically couldn't and had to find some other way to get the points on my grade. i often come off as boring to new friends, mainly because i get so scared that i'll say something wrong and they won't like me or wanna be around me anymore. generally, im just bad at human interaction, but to an..extreme extent. do i have social anxiety?",4.467066563467494,5.9509408201754415,5.839711042311662,77.08258513931888,70.62280701754386,8.347162022703817,28.762641898864807,8.841846274778883,2.4060874097007217,929,35,167,17,17,313,133,228,0.145,0.7709999999999999,0.084,-0.9324,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,5,10,16,1,4,8,0,23,2,1,2,2,32,41,17,0,3,4,1,3,4,1,4,1,1,0,1,4,11,0,2,5,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,3,6,30,7,24,31,3,26,0,0,2,0,13,8,0,3,19,112,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571261751583617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164167214048185,0.0,0.10641199072830992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551905154753378,0.10031028321097156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918072797430346,0.19622581961027544,0.0,0.0913037303836285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242877419693764,0.0,0.11595233442210283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982529486856513,0.0,0.0,0.2515077655135794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708701206150696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643361720540784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276112371271695,0.07665458179334476,0.0,0.0,0.0980695401022642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289910859406696,0.0,0.2242376482902193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105935762187676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715008832131308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477046997656587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896884333789134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097207187391799,0.0,0.26210488674087673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901043179632772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162306028650076,0.10878456437557378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655115412897909,0.10363025203617296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438776657358433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143244187851247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687386257207953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532864373212062,0.10742523433717116,0.0,0.08550358357042412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187560776720003,0.09091427804374196,0.08260417912017251,0.0,0.0,0.15189387558057385,0.0,0.0,0.08970694963592077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806756573466219,0.1724860917955311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128483173335265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256703608907042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267207228121482,0.1181749279887434,0.0,0.0,0.08516912378621408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731484926170235,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blackcovenant666,2019/05/19,People who order pizza: is it weird if your pizza arrives hella early? I'm a pizza delivery driver with SAD and the delivery arrival time is always 45 minutes to an hour and sometimes the pizza will be ready really early and i feel too much anxiety deliver a pizza 20 minutes after they just ordered. Am I overthinking? Would it be weird if your pizza got there really early or would you be cool with it?,3.645659340659343,5.892541038461541,5.850586080586082,72.96346153846156,74.51282051282051,8.046886446886448,25.24542124542125,8.841846274778883,2.4575728937728933,323,11,50,7,7,113,52,78,0.11699999999999999,0.8240000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.568,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,0,5,1,9,6,0,0,0,12,12,6,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,1,4,5,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751966535967985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530101184341152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672287264168647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645176845002424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257057426747175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431270774307077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292888715929326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237525241675139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271037541250502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285328441184307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698869855928972,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dracomaster01,2019/05/19,"my anxiety caused me to cancel on a first date I met this girl off bumble, we quickly made plans to meet on friday night. i was mentally ready then, but we had to reschedule for saturday. I was mentally ready for that, but she never agreed to where to meet for brunch in time. She suggested meeting later that night, but then my anxiety started to kick in. i asked to reschedule for this morning thinking I would be ok for it then. I was wrong, as the time came my anxiety came back and I basically froze in apartment. I don't know how common this is for others, but when I start getting anxious I start to physically feel sick, like I'm going to vomit and so my mind forces me to think ""oh shit, i'm sick, i can't go out I'm going to throw up."" So I just never went, unmatched with her and went back to sleep with the hugest feeling of relief. 

I don't know why this happens to me, but it's just another time my anxiety stops me from doing anything social and I hate it and hate my self. I've gone on dates in the past, that haven't gone anywhere, so maybe those failures are just holding me back now or something. I just hate that I give up the possibility of happiness because of this goddamn anxiety that I don't know how to deal with.",4.0692792373866515,4.754420150197632,5.092378516624041,85.05984654731459,70.81818181818181,8.166379911648455,28.32108811904209,8.313332769828598,1.7774796093931644,970,34,205,14,17,319,131,253,0.213,0.705,0.08199999999999999,-0.9898,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,2,16,9,4,0,5,1,14,6,2,4,2,40,45,21,0,1,10,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,15,13,1,2,7,0,0,10,7,5,0,1,12,3,33,4,39,31,0,50,0,0,0,0,16,13,1,1,28,139,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254968459905046,0.4105533681197856,0.12125754407520402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832722859080212,0.0,0.10034335995304483,0.0,0.0,0.2476010413021015,0.0,0.06543017465060018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455243715232438,0.0,0.11026219874344248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065725741301016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854319550813432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912987541620394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056077897343003134,0.10296512676300064,0.18300217658054568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491563046602143,0.1142596753685733,0.0,0.3179120816977853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696486392996882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243826286558663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156259179746006,0.0,0.0,0.10783203036492314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633605868057298,0.0,0.10837734624858117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556611777373795,0.0,0.0,0.2014524982127447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246301888113117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100363183934396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197339444046647,0.0,0.11017742232911423,0.0,0.0,0.10741211368671368,0.10941410561861953,0.0,0.08263141737570792,0.0,0.0,0.2279159425757278,0.0,0.0,0.08973652998940303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755135273686242,0.0,0.0,0.18776300163393586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900049522927984,0.09685277979744987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624741878497343,0.1173535331621578,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MBVXI,2019/05/19,"Eye contact/looking at teeth So I’m a 18 yo male and I’ve always been introverted and akward for most of my life, but recently in this last year I’ve felt really confident and I am able to socialize normally with people. 

However, I used to be really insecure about my teeth after getting back senior pictures so I looked at other peoples teeth to see if mine were normal or if I needed to change them

After I got them fixed I noticed that I still glance down at peoples teeth when making eye contact or laughing and I’ve made dozens upon dozens of people insecure/self conscious about their teeth due to body language, even my own parents

Due to this I started looking away from peoples eyes when talking to avoid making them insecure about me looking at their teeth

The people I’ve told about it (teachers) are now even more weird about it, and I’ve even gone to counselors and therapists about it but I don’t know what to do

If anyone could help me that would be greatly appreciated because I feel like I make almost everyone I talk to self conscious and insecure 😞",7.569960474308302,7.083696632850245,7.5964339042599915,74.11715415019766,63.34782608695652,10.425823451910409,35.72639437856829,9.800150414767053,3.4338154589371976,861,35,154,15,11,278,119,207,0.083,0.8190000000000001,0.098,0.615,2,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,5,0,16,8,0,4,2,0,10,11,10,5,0,33,29,18,0,8,7,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,7,10,23,3,31,18,3,23,0,0,8,0,14,8,0,7,15,104,32,1,0.11506297747650107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521895113005524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574161476339264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045470919905214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810545498077423,0.08847632726569712,0.0,0.0701413230937299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780902888491746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172137336378938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186842475529557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279940343153297,0.0,0.0,0.10994760589436893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817929866776005,0.08220101409988237,0.110478502661879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060115656682211235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920263742909898,0.12685733887583675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712428837902864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323560326426055,0.09379168389437696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127238380816329,0.05621395873952955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864956869154916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887537139467048,0.2304162928326822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531773984113186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254745754872998,0.0,0.13099996248927628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776381970232267,0.0,0.0,0.4786210848133426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474245794547457,0.0,0.1136108089570118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916902957948578,0.0,0.24007155962186866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729221531485982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144216768376238,0.0,0.091889442445641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496652557497936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359698532843195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994760589436893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993774689266498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173743788120387,0.0,0.0,0.07409678500696414
socialanxiety,ZoraSpacenectar,2019/05/19,"I work at a Call Center, I'm good at it, but I'm a spaz around my coworkers and they hate me. Anyone else have trouble with getting close to people? I make outbound calls all day long, and I run the social media account for my job. Anytime anyone is mad about their product on Twitter, etc, I have to call them and fix the situation. Many times, I do not have a quick fix, which takes a lot of persuading and fake confidence. When I started this job, I was absolutely terrible, and ranked my way up. 

My coworkers hate me and think I'm fake because I can sound so confident and good on the phone now, but I'm almost a mute and never talk to them.  I have a lot of trouble with my self esteem and feeling like I'm worth other people's time, and my anxiety makes it worse. I want to get to know them, but I feel like I'm trapped in being this super quiet girl who avoids eye contact and makes every meeting awkward. I want to stay at my job but I also want to start over.

Does anyone else have trouble with anything like this or any wisdom to impart?",5.404426356589148,4.863898586046517,6.216104651162791,82.40772286821706,67.7906976744186,8.84108527131783,30.00968992248062,8.07648339933343,1.8983410852713185,816,26,171,9,12,270,123,215,0.205,0.621,0.174,-0.8976,3,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,5,3,7,18,3,2,9,0,10,1,1,3,2,38,33,19,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,8,16,0,1,4,0,2,1,2,11,0,0,1,5,27,7,24,31,4,24,0,0,1,0,16,11,0,4,13,105,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434126119782055,0.0,0.0,0.09131488335208073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765071908793636,0.0,0.08735234135806752,0.0,0.0,0.2395255163034681,0.2339950765485013,0.0939657401717462,0.10165017229968966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960701573795906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497914754678552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364083040636926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999253543623632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907762966951234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734810422216894,0.0,0.0,0.0962070305882152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547222605363733,0.16314968209198746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931544134645733,0.0,0.0,0.19154839653043346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547100928273914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399373735699246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275390080299459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735723271629574,0.0,0.0,0.10105143774374008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415451656335125,0.0,0.0,0.22866107757982146,0.11576716407010078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880676494223881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832504964585095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912139728605715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835038289744652,0.0,0.11639873212045758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616435504109819,0.12170759008781308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585401903403399,0.0917787638500087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316608297212085,0.0,0.0,0.13316610447225738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020504254884604,0.09063590945701537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312911425415567,0.0,0.1163657739481074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JesusCrisis7,2019/05/19,"Nervous whenever I have to “do something “ Hey everyone, I was wondering if anyone else feels this way whenever they have to get something done that requires social interaction (lol)

Next week I have to go setup a checking account at a local bank. Paperwork and everything else that goes along with this is making me really nervous and I was just wondering how many of you also deal with this?",6.566478873239441,8.202247619718314,7.0663098591549325,69.69242253521128,65.76056338028171,10.75042253521127,35.32676056338028,10.793553405168565,4.435437183098592,315,15,49,9,5,103,52,71,0.067,0.9329999999999999,0.0,-0.5413,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,2,2,1,8,0,0,2,0,13,14,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,7,0,8,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,2,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170285628497053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889048965345106,0.21817910297078447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952867960126726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790846390904814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557630518982545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034704126185582,0.1913740302037929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766733672364352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125078504862257,0.0,0.1210169946616979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421370897387454,0.2158846791381174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264608973027638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641288397217766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706243853993365,0.0,0.3278585855849636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690194658277267,0.17080520372612992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618421498961011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,badcompanyy,2019/05/19,"Help moving out and moving on I'm 24 and I live with my parents. I have DID + PTSD, depression\*. They have been very supportive. I have job 20min north of my home and 20min south to my pdoc. However, I live in the middle of no where. I'm talking cows, trackers, post office the size of small bedroom. I hate it here. We moved here from Long Island and for me, this is just terrible, and it's terrible for my mental health. I'm isolated - not even by choice. I love my parents, but my mother is a HUGE trigger for me that cause a lot of turmoil for me and it just creates a mess. Because of the small population I haven't been able to make friends or meet any new people my age. There is a city(ish) 20 min south of me that's 10 min from the capitol of the state.  But my panic attacks stop me from traveling there often but for pdoc visits.

Anyway my problem is that I have this job at a nonprofit  that I like but it pays me **no** where even close to a salary I need to live (barely with my parents, never mind alone) and I don't see a raise anytime soon. I tired of the way they treat me and I want to leave. I haven't made enough to have savings. I want to move to the city (or close around it) where at least other people live but I can't find a job. For months I've been applying and I can't find anything. I can't work retail because of the uncertain schedule and mentally I can't handle it and I spiral. I don't know what to do any more. I can't heal until I leave this house (T's words) but I can't! To get out of here, I'd have to secure a decent paying job so I can move down there. 

I have a degree in sociology which is like the Swiss army knife of degrees. To make it work, you have to have a direction and internships/experience, and a direction (helping people??). But my experience is limited except for my current job, and I have few to no references because of my social anxiety (I never got close to anyone in academics or at other jobs). 

Does anyone have any advice? I need to go out on my own but be able to financially/mentally support myself. I'm terrified of being that '30 year old that still lives with their parents.' 

​

\*I've been in therapy more than half my life. I'm high functioning for the most part but struggle socially.",1.091349572086898,3.2730923118279587,2.9815580425718693,90.58866359447005,82.87096774193549,6.11849901250823,21.532806671055518,7.369714342285796,0.7460594689488693,1755,56,377,27,49,586,213,465,0.12300000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.079,-0.9603,13,1,0,0,0,0,72.0,1,1,3,3,19,20,2,4,22,0,36,5,0,5,2,66,57,28,0,5,16,5,0,2,1,0,4,0,2,0,20,25,0,3,4,1,3,8,16,11,0,1,7,1,57,9,62,48,9,55,0,1,1,1,19,28,0,7,18,257,77,12,0.14067128208916735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687311743946487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284651200270993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620863768588597,0.08546550248872234,0.14349194346665967,0.0,0.05380657288199105,0.0,0.0,0.09836063120696804,0.0,0.057880239594680825,0.06261363255153392,0.0,0.08001694567103869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286278618468819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225407819680363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605799845678755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155119346163595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267551910104775,0.0,0.09291205511743647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760350658593254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285710033543488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434114179594399,0.0,0.03674746944926716,0.0,0.03997336569112085,0.0,0.056253837426442986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944188389878421,0.0,0.07476349738753787,0.0,0.0,0.09428899516100496,0.07431346645826288,0.07055238278535163,0.0,0.0,0.08115788632151645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187836246157698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03865462888217956,0.0,0.0,0.14895057640274753,0.0,0.0,0.04968014334181505,0.06872488284784857,0.0,0.3105382982552358,0.06224482899091027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597968467897791,0.06348066212950622,0.06655328420103859,0.09389917312492638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176356610722893,0.0,0.07101894701762199,0.0,0.05614123764062924,0.3737782764756658,0.0,0.1043059732297744,0.10849436485662604,0.06793060040997982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380542354795405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252372010536169,0.31239762287231715,0.07616664509310046,0.0,0.14628563225158858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736210155374789,0.0,0.0,0.06730170944385684,0.08221860047038886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604839952638889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433966569376294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617013379445596,0.05880374533479678,0.0,0.07353008352473409,0.0,0.0,0.15963210388467458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653312400490632,0.0,0.0,0.08043493534638035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084047258996911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580342700060095,0.08297156684343476,0.055829158006582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241036874779748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546550248872234,0.04529384678813719
socialanxiety,AyushSwag118,2019/05/19,"Surviving and Living a College/University Life So i am going to start my College life from July onward, While i was able to Survive my high school life without many friend and Social Interaction, I would love to change that a bit this time as its a new stage of life with new people.

I would love if you people can share you experience and tips for College life specially of how to socialize especially with girls without looking like i am scared,dumb,Not Social(I am going to a Design College so 70% of class would consist of Girls). Hope you guys are able to understand.

​

Also sorry for my english if there any Grammar Mistake.",10.774453781512603,8.303625941176474,9.95418487394958,66.08640336134454,58.495798319327726,12.209075630252102,42.2873949579832,10.355215969177356,4.439822184873949,513,22,86,8,5,164,76,119,0.069,0.802,0.129,0.8505,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,2,5,8,0,0,4,0,9,7,0,1,0,16,17,11,0,7,4,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,11,7,18,13,1,9,0,0,1,2,13,1,0,3,6,56,14,5,0.2511453925920693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042043985977332,0.0,0.13605796397303518,0.1525845706162192,0.08539373955254126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709286131206985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328392623358712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283419248878324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701715366177507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273171425791648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433671184426225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267444805619796,0.0,0.12472202119196348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443478545098553,0.061348476488350824,0.0,0.11088299142784323,0.0,0.10544943859695906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22666852218512695,0.0,0.0,0.12731100463014686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425577851514177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741125930693589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270862726578856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840166503938243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056835271534285,0.08888100075745416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322244903909142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307256054031612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24209519631452045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676097217761097,0.0,0.1525845706162192,0.0
socialanxiety,Sxxxh,2019/05/19,"What is that i can do? :) So its my first year in college and everytime i think of being more open to people and attracting alot of friends it just backfires,like i become more quiet and all. 
I am tired of it. And want guys to be attracted to me but not only in a sexual way. I want to be the most popular girl in my town. Help me out here.  I am just done with all this.",-0.44168055555555696,1.523603637499999,2.184166666666666,95.23527777777781,87.625,6.055555555555558,17.63888888888889,7.3871296695380915,0.1759722222222222,281,7,68,5,9,97,56,80,0.023,0.76,0.217,0.9237,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,2,18,12,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,10,4,12,8,6,9,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,2,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450633459494738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197326631604264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657596971189793,0.0,0.0,0.241388909078618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093628507711447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942067950560525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376232619791761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660524614226706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019772546279552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35910164643152714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685681850427232,0.2479988292589116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119989942829225
socialanxiety,Cosmonaut-115,2019/05/19,"How do I stop overthinking so much? Even when making this post I stressed over every little thing - the wording, how I might come across as a whiner wasting your time, wether I should even post or not... it’s gotten to the point where I avoid doing things I like out of fear of screwing them up. When my friends do make an effort to talk to me I take forever to respond which makes me appear rude or disinterested, but when I do reply immediately I sound like a complete dumbass. I don’t even know what I’m asking for at this point and might end up deleting the post. Sorry.",5.346278195488722,5.643948991228073,5.770200501253133,82.69973684210527,67.85964912280701,8.268671679197995,27.68922305764411,7.957251820313856,1.5367433583959895,451,13,92,5,7,145,80,114,0.179,0.759,0.062,-0.8481,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,10,8,2,3,6,0,8,1,0,5,0,20,18,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,1,15,3,14,14,1,21,0,0,0,1,6,10,1,5,8,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483294426740087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667500603940094,0.16635620855122585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052922967876588,0.0,0.0,0.3143882707707261,0.0,0.13368128181370548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854113618158732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122583429956712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719759717001435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503045362015727,0.15902303276321325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177284005636699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33663490814073105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663631242206955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999775714172826,0.0,0.4558688233985788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761138282085878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265022705096016,0.18174910134270708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119295598701638,0.12752813094565493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108186523585088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251826727811824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Uneasy1993,2019/05/19,"Panic Attacks and Anxiety Attacks: They're not the same thing! After  speaking with a client yesterday who wanted help for his ""panic  attacks"" only to find out that what he was actually suffering from were  ""anxiety attacks"", I thought I would try to explain the difference  between the two. The two terms are often used interchangeably, in media  and online especially, which is a mistake as they are actually very  different in terms of their cause, experience and treatment. I know *Russel Brand* recently posted a video for ""panic attacks or anxiety attacks"" whilst only referring to anxiety attacks, also in the ""*Nadiya: Anxiety and Me*""  BBC Documentary, Nadiya referred to her attacks as panic attacks,  although they were in fact anxiety attacks. All of this can be very  misleading to people going through it and can prevent them from getting  the right kind of help they need. Hopefully this post will help people  understand which one they suffer from and thus help them to find the  right treatment in order to recover.

# Cause:

**Anxiety Attack**:  A stressor in your life e.g. part of social or gen. anxiety, such as:  money, the future, stress, relationships, ""what if"" etc. There is  usually a clearly identifiable trigger for the attack. Often feels *""MORE MENTAL THAN PHYSICAL""*

**Panic Attack**:  The fear of experiencing physical symptoms, either that you're already  experiencing or fear experiencing again in the future. They are often  described as happening ""out of the blue"" without a trigger (although the  trigger is actually the fear of the physical symptoms themselves).  Caused by misunderstanding and non-acceptance of the physical symptoms.  NOT RELATED TO LIFE STRESS. Often feels *""MORE PHYSICAL THAN MENTAL""*

# Experience:

**Anxiety attack:**  although they do include physical symptoms, the person is still  ""panicking"" about the situation that got them into the attack e.g. the  social situation that has given them anxiety, their money issue etc, and  not the physical symptoms themselves. Person may feel like they have to  leave certain social situation to calm down as that is what is causing  it.

**Panic Attack:**  this is always about the physical symptoms, there are several fears  someone has with a panic attack but they are always linked to the  physical symptoms, these are the most common: ""I'm dying/seriously ill  and need to go to hospital"" ""I'm going ""crazy""/ I have  ""schizophrenia/bipolar"" ""I'm scared of when they will come back""

# Treatment:

**Anxiety attack:**  these are part of someone's current levels of social or general  anxiety; therapy with a psychotherapist or similar where you can find  the underlying causes and mechanisms that cause this anxiety to occur is  best.

**Panic Attacks:**  CBT therapy/Acceptance therapy/Panic Peer Recovery, the person needs to  understand what is happening to their body and why, and then train  themselves to fully overcome the fear of the physical symptoms and  eventually they will stop.

Note:  it is entirely possible to initially experience an anxiety attack that  then evolves into a panic attack as the physical symptoms become so  intense. I would suggest getting help for the anxiety as that is the  initial cause.",5.3077885047148605,8.928519675572522,6.083614728334084,65.171162999551,79.34351145038167,9.036551414458913,34.23259991019309,9.247498795725024,4.718614369106422,2546,139,323,78,68,829,225,524,0.18600000000000005,0.764,0.05,-0.9958,2,0,0,0,0,0,128.0,0,2,17,1,16,47,21,17,41,0,36,13,1,12,4,81,63,35,0,9,12,0,3,1,0,6,12,1,0,3,25,21,0,2,14,1,2,4,4,41,0,3,6,8,27,6,69,50,13,42,0,2,1,0,39,17,0,13,19,254,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.08626354025153134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032516404846225914,0.02356390689081043,0.04903605616230504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381205280391278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7039571313042174,0.0,0.022657494150046798,0.0,0.0,0.03254282305384182,0.0,0.0,0.030922693105465613,0.0,0.0,0.03273002410675237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118875078518196,0.0,0.02538230394635316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061571285485855005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657246389735225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647004968874994,0.0,0.16578691001417806,0.044696603937684216,0.021050478174833676,0.0,0.0,0.08079402425431753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030789481925783024,0.0,0.050238529573797305,0.0,0.02356660930201745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052113278620859266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875201462232594,0.0,0.0,0.029266333614003617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030754792810051005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03068424909466673,0.01619371367814625,0.0,0.0,0.03120018295626352,0.0,0.0,0.04162533906191543,0.014395573151075768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938948751857685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655458782395163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019966888035206583,0.044820360428530284,0.0,0.3111474564155021,0.0,0.06381749757433475,0.0,0.04085595459781926,0.07718558418253506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03321842750882343,0.05644046350280708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029094067519274038,0.03163539938015402,0.0,0.05032751488099893,0.0,0.0,0.02950055297330377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033288132567029616,0.0,0.0,0.09936287583046173,0.0,0.12014728750490596,0.049932801953051865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023531543057962945,0.02463485079773541,0.06750628466666726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756376079158921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03369687797778812,0.0,0.01957586564942831,0.0,0.0,0.023392670262474585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020005443580287687,0.0,0.05756789661645356,0.061350179271598124,0.0,0.025449117186908857,0.03245257731815795,0.048624983820802284,0.01737977877093506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026588433717437663,0.0,0.0,0.02840412107651522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04186352616269165,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wonderfulsociety,2019/05/19,"Social anxiety holding me back from dating?! Been feeling lonely for the past few years and been wanting a gf, but I think I should work on making friends first to help with my SA. So I guess my question is:
Should I focus my attention on working on my social skills and make friends(otherwise working on myself) or do I start looking for a gf?",8.98090909090909,7.086432848484852,8.365757575757577,74.26863636363636,61.42424242424242,10.618181818181819,38.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.4168848484848486,272,11,49,3,3,86,48,66,0.046,0.81,0.14400000000000002,0.8177,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,16,14,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,11,1,9,10,1,10,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,3,6,37,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248885644538633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733774615160608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400766089113835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917901413453256,0.0,0.0,0.17420253519725973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24838771478077196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113210226542576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893434186160388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30101454387381843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21524277142931333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525852111166371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596896633337077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959338197857809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444761959008877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299184389325866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924485926338446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519943230045798
socialanxiety,Throw33335,2019/05/19,"Really nervous about meeting up with a girl Hi, I (21/M) met this girl (19/F) on [r/r4r](https://www.reddit.com/r/r4r) and we agreed to meet up at a coffee shop. I'm not sure if it's a date but I think we're just going as ""friends"". I'm not sure what she'll think of me and also I have trouble coming up with things to say in small talk, especially with girls i get really nervous. I haven't had any friends that were girls in a while, I usually just talk to my guy friends. Even just snapchatting her makes me nervous. I've only been on a couple dates before and no real relationships. I'm also really short so that makes me worried about what she'll think of me. Does anyone have any ideas to get rid of this anxiety?",2.0343933918430537,3.755986409395973,3.5310067114093973,90.16127000516263,77.52348993288591,6.732266391326795,21.52865255549819,7.61054688173877,0.6646578213732571,561,15,124,8,13,185,89,149,0.209,0.7809999999999999,0.011000000000000001,-0.9785,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,0,9,9,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,2,2,24,21,10,0,1,7,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,8,8,0,0,4,1,1,2,4,4,0,0,4,1,15,5,21,15,0,16,0,0,0,0,20,10,0,1,4,71,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25266845568804897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148596872140485,0.0,0.1208520472318782,0.0,0.0,0.11046125976516558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442687446142887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608328130066613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479865367889216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824682266455554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434238302158708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36615814108961703,0.0,0.16507302642280833,0.0,0.08978202512759098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642216370934445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833691410802993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109018786685452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014870141583935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981252261261144,0.3036125217971606,0.0,0.0,0.16960828150223745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562972871696068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977830897382843,0.0,0.0,0.2539520139069578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495296398252876,0.3036760358445147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739894541272727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043341096405522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eli-trip,2019/05/19,"Interested in Buddhism, I just had a “social anxiety/norms” type question. // Share your thoughts :) Would it be considered weird for an English-only speaking person (myself) to go to a Buddhist temple?

I notice a lot of the websites aren’t in English and that’s fine by me, I just don’t want to offend any of their social norms during the service.



-a little background info if you’re interested:

I was raised in a Christian household but I never stepped out to see what other religions are like, the thought that I never got to pick a religion of my own just rubs me the wrong way. I really like what I’ve read about Buddhism so I thought I’d look more into it and see what the community thinks about this topic.

Thanks and have a great night!
-Eli :)",2.9458817733990164,5.307954765517245,4.074113300492616,84.30043103448278,77.20689655172413,6.349753694581281,26.219211822660107,7.447530270364453,1.5234729064039416,591,23,109,8,14,192,98,145,0.048,0.75,0.20199999999999999,0.9684,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,0,6,11,1,0,13,0,8,0,0,1,2,22,19,6,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,6,5,14,8,17,11,3,12,1,0,3,0,8,6,0,3,5,75,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235052481380769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321667536149293,0.0,0.14525507109783126,0.2002325085570113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745700917395327,0.1820271509562444,0.0,0.0,0.1525118720433266,0.0,0.0,0.1544036039004975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801472290947272,0.0,0.0,0.170434506550539,0.0,0.0,0.2067712545647482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585802660377054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345171582633545,0.0,0.1816653541791151,0.0,0.11634799227531666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894492049105371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702697016164028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720780181220768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637233162682688,0.0,0.4325489431166901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107121943962496,0.14415849098618366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901494209960726,0.19856881094949191,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LimberChimpanzees,2019/05/19,"Developed social anxiety throughout my 20s I have always been a very outgoing and social person but as I went into my 20s I feel like I’ve developed painful anxiety and depression where I’ve felt a shell of myself for so long and feel like I’ll never truly be myself again.

In your experience, is it possible to ever gain that old confidence and personality back or is it just tainted forever?",6.103200000000001,7.235676920000002,7.881333333333334,65.27400000000003,66.46666666666667,11.866666666666667,33.66666666666667,11.602472056035307,4.624866666666667,319,14,52,11,5,112,55,75,0.172,0.635,0.193,0.4381,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,2,13,9,8,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,3,8,2,6,5,0,10,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,8,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673872636653641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30778478481345123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468519469580647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326505402155432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181967290854901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678016734598044,0.0,0.0,0.20343240773686808,0.2874278411681502,0.19315210319065312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656030988115966,0.0,0.0,0.17802668215586664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551525815168822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110911844784648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405613286087855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513029592745244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22678584368873256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101293469788015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165984045711112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648405225128867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spacebro550,2019/01/11,"I’ve sat with someone new at lunch every day this week!! No friends yet, 2 people though it was weird but I’m starting not to care! I can finally feel my true self coming out and not somebody who is just there to please whoever I am with. ",2.3412000000000006,3.70525932,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,75.8,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.7986,186,6,42,2,4,60,44,50,0.11599999999999999,0.71,0.174,0.6351,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,10,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,3,3,6,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007295373290501,0.0,0.0,0.25408036726545336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022363423511707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485150003940818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913972569246067,0.0,0.0,0.3231122847429008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788396947340556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848724623466303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044868734362089,0.0,0.0,0.3237755233885917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077057249609605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249917121110028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877292828018454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28979492861107026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236597672105006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,9x19gen4,2019/01/11,My first period class makes me want to cut myself and I've been skipping it for 2 weeks.. The teacher reminds me of my mom and the fact that she has authority over me in the same subject that my mom used to criticize me about is just too much. It just makes me wanna go sit in that locker room and make slits on my hand like I have to my right already.,5.215,4.180661400000004,5.8825,86.28375000000004,68.33333333333334,9.1,28.083333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.454133333333333,275,7,64,3,4,90,53,75,0.059000000000000004,0.835,0.105,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,3,0,4,1,1,4,1,13,10,3,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,13,1,11,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,45,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848648349720977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957446582602533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670738769102348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261145747632038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169330436903287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6046628615935935,0.0,0.0,0.1897632187685856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220450866092528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229508028922147,0.0,0.0,0.15225815507118154,0.0,0.20706501027185575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SubmergedRain,2019/01/11,"I have social anxiety and need an income. I am 21 and I need a job but the biggest problem about this is that I deal with severe social anxiety. I need an income and I struggle on obtaining a job. I had an interview but I did not get the job despite I felt like it went so well. This week there were a couple interviews for me but I did not go to them since I got anxious about being a cashier. My mom knacks at me and I feel like parents really don't understand how bad my social anxiety is. Hell I even have a hard time talking with my family members or straight up text them a simple hello. Despite the fact I struggle with getting a job I do have so many hobbies I indulge myself into that could give me some income. My issue with this is I don't know who to reach out to for the benefits of success in these hobbies. I like to make music (Electronic music. I love to branch out into different genres), animate (I finished a few shorts that are mainly disturbing and surreal), make 3D models (develop characters, creatures, guns, environments, etc..), Do texture work for my models, I love to paint, write stories ( I am writing a book and am almost finished with it. I don't know what to do when I do finish it), I wood carve here and there, do voice acting for my own projects, and lastly I am a noob at video game development. I was working on my first game but I put that on hold due to a large music project. My life goal is to become a Video Game Developer. 

​

I surround myself with all these hobbies and I have for years. I want to try to make money off of what I do and I need help as to getting a since of direction such as where to go and how I can get a decent income out of my hobbies till I get a job I guess. 

I don't like going to Reddit for help as I had a bad experience with it many times before. This is most likely my 5th profile as I left Reddit a lot due to toxic feedback I have gotten through the years. I just need help and I don't know where else to go. Thanks for reading this.",2.124710144927537,3.8533620265700494,4.001280193236717,86.85815217391306,77.28502415458938,6.725603864734301,24.785024154589372,7.594959193182576,1.2399980676328504,1565,55,324,22,36,530,192,414,0.10800000000000001,0.77,0.122,0.8873,11,0,0,1,0,0,46.0,0,0,2,6,16,18,1,3,25,0,35,3,0,5,2,61,67,27,0,8,8,2,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,18,24,0,1,6,7,1,7,7,7,1,1,10,4,59,11,55,55,8,41,1,0,0,2,24,20,1,6,19,234,77,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351360552130957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036446311570244,0.10134079917738052,0.0,0.0,0.19140358172853916,0.09421888459914184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392719543499207,0.0,0.09210935710094764,0.07096772690749313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658855431011236,0.09228112434943557,0.0,0.0,0.08598230688053292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713582581016266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967045936920513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301366128450188,0.055085277946246826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158174304812899,0.07862261785177788,0.0,0.04216982493584201,0.05958137092604074,0.08007760875617242,0.0,0.0,0.07094046682244863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786673062774745,0.08000540890224891,0.1895938223955292,0.0,0.06670304012244503,0.0,0.09187511055525192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471051294505564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677048957474266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704850801726066,0.4138108941144841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750428659828126,0.06798258110415248,0.0,0.0,0.09061494364244108,0.0,0.058908276238950376,0.2037264846155865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090416677493036,0.15054450849013212,0.0,0.16701154798389412,0.16911013874063172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767771837740476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092022622658372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260644307091064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980306465692755,0.0,0.08384059002463964,0.0,0.0,0.08342312125203749,0.0,0.053428529126390296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421888459914184,0.0,0.1379795967024241,0.0,0.0,0.255049079282163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743767300486971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703420444298155,0.0,0.07678402295196736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726306497936008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056623500169326636,0.0,0.0,0.0868229157836949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919180633158193,0.0,0.06689889207299396,0.0,0.07498711214217382,0.07731314714551317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143319012629117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134079917738052,0.10741444203018274
socialanxiety,Emmy820,2019/01/11,Is this site suppose to be helpful I have tried to make friends and relationships but it all ended up with a big disappointment. So i thought it would be better to interact with people like me but i dont if this site can be helpful ,1.80936170212766,4.1957073829787275,3.3908936170212804,87.49400000000004,81.55319148936171,6.313191489361702,26.421276595744683,7.554174236665415,1.4956161702127655,185,8,38,3,5,61,35,47,0.081,0.652,0.267,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,10,10,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,6,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29083247881336244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853983247310788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912548571514356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25406116195746803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44082937676136585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065473612314224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950342082014246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279764249776061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530513642097716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261062427233242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232609445756837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335986792005184,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MuchEntertainment6,2019/01/11,"Silent Kid in my class. Feel genuinely bad for him, but he won't speak unless spoken to. Advice? Forewarning: Possibly the wrong place for this, and possible trigger warnings.

​

I'm a mature student, and I've recently enrolled in education. Everyone else in my small class is fresh out of school. Though things were a little awkward at first, we've all settled into our class and speak with one another - except one guy, whom I will call 'L'.

L absolutely will not speak unless spoken to. He always sits by himself. He does have friends, but will make no effort to speak to anyone in our class. I'm the only one who's made a considerable effort to speak with him and include him. He's a pretty normal and funny guy, and there's no reason he wouldn't fit in.

So we just got back from Christmas holidays, and while waiting to go in our first lesson we're talking about what we got and what we did, etc. L lumbers in, in his usual fashion: Head down, hunched over. He walks right behind our little group to his normal spot and leans against the wall as usual. I felt like speaking with him, but part of me is frustrated with always having to make every move.

Of course, my less-forgiving classmates dislike L very much. He's been referred to as all sorts of negative names behind his back. Their reason for disliking him is: They believe L thinks they're weird or something. Honestly, I understand why they think this - logically, why else would someone refuse to speak to you?

I believe L has social anxiety, and this really surfaces when he's picked out to give an answer in class: He's visibly uncomfortable, almost frantically throws out guesses and gives up, all in about three seconds.

What thoughts and advice do you have? I don't like seeing him standing/sitting there on his own, but talking with him is a chore, which quickly becomes wearisome.",5.22566976127321,6.910434347701153,5.397241379310343,80.20651193633955,69.02873563218391,7.997524314765696,29.763925729442967,8.502166056373571,2.3230801061007957,1475,57,260,23,26,465,197,348,0.13,0.782,0.08800000000000001,-0.9114,0,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,7,2,3,5,11,10,1,2,9,0,19,1,1,7,3,65,38,25,0,4,10,0,2,2,1,6,0,7,1,3,10,24,0,2,13,1,0,4,7,6,0,7,8,10,33,4,55,24,7,42,0,0,1,0,55,27,0,4,12,171,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929631133283411,0.0,0.0,0.09886766938046113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430891310048398,0.10697806432014824,0.11997241126494534,0.0,0.1035310302572598,0.07553111024424504,0.0,0.0,0.06903699010603219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184044267559071,0.08243862452522882,0.0,0.10904375889243154,0.0,0.22247843338450285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081828025559324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640264060697499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649588926140141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011432034742936,0.0,0.0,0.0831875107255934,0.0943444063856103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992279142498426,0.0,0.09479996101070054,0.0,0.0,0.16796589192183256,0.0,0.0,0.07628151268413802,0.0,0.0,0.18942897427600155,0.056112711312637835,0.0,0.15793292784646415,0.0,0.10876644587392642,0.1955240306207633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132939501592036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647272488973274,0.1979144733522436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342433789883116,0.13181119735496194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493843668246924,0.07258072602958703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347638183075944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007137968154432,0.07509152736925137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069191171137896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315583866384986,0.0,0.0,0.2226151181822705,0.0,0.10044780128157972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325142017493703,0.20302964412553676,0.0974877464847756,0.0,0.0,0.0843181519510342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999239078228277,0.07867807996108372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006467065609874,0.08365685435439403,0.07601012657655068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871702630201592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559436993081924,0.12652930403900273,0.09700548737029104,0.0783836329052066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278539980122944,0.0,0.0,0.2174827310257856,0.08146575057627023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818385029564265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013768052204425,0.10794994438136528,0.11997241126494534,0.0
socialanxiety,personman000,2019/01/11,"What hobbies can I get into to help with conversation? I've noticed that can talk at length about movies and video games, but then my conversational skills dry up outside of those topics.

What kind of hobbies can I look into that will help me relate to and converse with more people more easily? I'm looking into sports like hockey and basketball, since they seem like good conversation starters (""Game last night? Etc. Etc.). Any other ideas I could use?",5.2775087108013965,7.702549085365857,4.807839721254356,81.45719512195123,70.34146341463415,7.124738675958188,25.12891986062717,7.957251820313856,1.4910675958188149,363,11,63,5,7,110,61,82,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,12,9,4,9,0,0,2,0,10,5,0,1,6,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765962398766566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336507299930345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843270843040756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344436607978155,0.0,0.0,0.18212300246114668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910827723554476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451196129135065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261132678730548,0.0,0.17699445885120574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216292945953905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646783601356885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376701015685109,0.0,0.0,0.24721026969116805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053445462662068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976720551575528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796167757549401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452533497851996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753540403947716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sickANDnasty,2019/01/11,"Thanks to therapy, NoFap, and weightlifting, my social anxiety has subsided, and I have made some good friends and acquaintances who I am not scared of! I have been socially anxious all my life, all through teenage and adulthood, I rarely made acquaintances, friends were even rarer.

Now, FINALLY at 29, life looks much brighter!

But I have a different problem now (saying it in the least funny way!):

What the fuck do I do with all these good people in my life?",7.469156626506022,8.132322662650605,6.380385542168675,78.88479518072292,63.33734939759036,10.495421686746988,37.081927710843374,10.355215969177356,3.861242891566265,363,17,65,8,5,109,59,83,0.127,0.659,0.214,0.8582,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,1,3,0,9,4,0,2,3,14,14,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,9,5,7,10,6,7,0,0,1,1,6,3,1,1,3,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981886480723107,0.2064785418708486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095617969307305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207181332838136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021605244396992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28241593364072715,0.1689683006401179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065982999671145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387288441176932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348111405676254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34588356580862045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435728254920926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670999064175004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488660046541807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534636737715487,0.1829850668266257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726228361383308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827043926016072,0.20901389455967467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507464567096548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dontwannaverifyemail,2019/01/11,"I've been friendless for so long that I don't even know how to make friends anymore. Went into a panic yesterday deciding whether or not I should sit next to someone in class... I'm in a lab class that is in two separate rooms, and on the first day this guy approached me and we were talking since we're in two of the same classes. On the second day, when we were in a different room, he was already there when I got there. I literally froze trying to decide whether I should sit next to him (what if he doesn't want me to? What if he thinks I'm weird? I really wanted to sit in the front...but what if he thinks I don't like him or that I'm a jerk? etc etc etc). 

I ended up just smiling at him and then sitting in the front of the class. Then I smiled at him before I left. Didn't say a word to him for the whole 2 hours.

It's crazy, honestly. I literally don't know how to make friends anymore. It's like in theory, I think I'm a pretty cool person with a lot to offer. I'm pretty good at small talk, and a lot of people actually don't believe that I'm shy (much less socially anxious) if they meet me in a situation where I'm comfortable. But when I think about maybe talking to someone outside of the ""acceptable"" places (e.g. texting a coworker outside of work or approaching a classmate outside of class)...I think that there must be ZERO chance they want me to interact with them. So I avoid people and make them think I'm a bitch and/or weirdo.

ugh",1.7846625243664749,3.5241115427631624,3.395847953216375,90.77000974658873,78.3092105263158,6.7405458089668615,23.75925925925927,7.662118739084242,0.9894560428849904,1135,38,253,17,27,376,149,304,0.11199999999999999,0.779,0.109,0.6466,1,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,0,4,2,14,15,2,2,20,1,15,0,0,5,1,49,39,24,0,10,12,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,2,2,11,10,0,1,11,0,0,4,7,6,0,5,7,3,29,9,38,28,9,44,0,0,0,0,27,22,1,9,16,158,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.10018153676221664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328807273543838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159767939080225,0.2036226462009849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735626061260034,0.11566287933791496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241465967627894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725804869146822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909264573924228,0.0,0.3434797473346932,0.06780608744116033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732270537281407,0.0,0.0,0.1586300166371751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610649689224763,0.08210673232051638,0.0,0.0,0.10164972854814884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109960806428998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283871151823402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154059707370152,0.0,0.0,0.1003091667679666,0.0,0.0,0.09085103783320947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455604515511433,0.0,0.0,0.2055794224607528,0.0,0.10313595956190634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546705205811781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836055394604176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044961387112588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234329957577502,0.08963891832805385,0.10725804869146822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088846409541374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657667466311375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163950375591024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492157022635169,0.11539435512133715,0.0,0.10464913564545894,0.1739672920882011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475431166442421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946830280078627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969953038001349,0.0,0.20056817750772807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165492010929188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516702485944592,0.0,0.11461643619443967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473784117053142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TemporaryContext,2019/01/11,"Going to a networking event - tips please!!!!! I have decided I am going to force myself to go to a networking event to try and make new connections in my field.  The event is a couple weeks away, but I am seriously terrified.  I have never been to one before.  Do I approach people, do people approach me?  Do people just talk about what kind of work they do?  Is it just people mingling in a room?  I am worried I am going to stumble over my words and sound stupid talking to older professionals in my field.  My anxiety is through the roof thinking about doing this, but I know I need to do it.  Any advice or tips is appreciated!",3.3941803278688525,5.1488266147541,5.1270163934426245,80.03396721311476,73.8360655737705,7.830819672131147,26.1344262295082,8.548686976883017,1.933692459016394,485,17,92,9,10,165,70,122,0.14800000000000002,0.816,0.035,-0.9355,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,0,6,0,17,0,0,1,1,14,25,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,6,1,2,0,1,1,1,16,1,18,24,0,19,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,7,70,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816926739179627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644158017943224,0.0,0.1422390958308994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469122994609973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821624471185472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573257153053634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226825897789853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936217776891569,0.10218453187752506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411247148049535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786779688147371,0.14340385879806986,0.17957633545547064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599377434232256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156132407875805,0.0,0.0,0.20409983303178367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988936114028318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913907888036107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262370650663467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491451387892094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536225663678328,0.1888251282397384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hoiponn,2019/01/11,"Should I visit a psychologist? I've not been diagnosed as I've never been to one, but I'm pretty sure that I have quite severe social anxiety. Is it worth going to one? Can they help at all?
",1.1147500000000008,3.1429129750000016,3.9450000000000043,84.59000000000002,81.75,7.0,17.5,8.07648339933343,0.68675,149,3,31,3,4,53,32,40,0.131,0.584,0.285,0.8129,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,3,6,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,1,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23965686227563746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179706415638837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780431438579321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998368337795006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24161935673875465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245706491419675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187164176428129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332097843290242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539150424389458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193475352710162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29526086880635416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zombie932,2019/01/11,Any other guys insecure about their height? How do you deal with it? Im shortest guy in my friends group and i feel like im embarrassing my girlfriend everytime we are together..,0.8082773109243675,2.8376587352941205,2.2689915966386565,87.44617647058823,108.70588235294115,6.648739495798321,25.445378151260506,7.447530270364453,2.2871142857142868,143,7,27,4,7,46,30,34,0.141,0.7040000000000001,0.155,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,1,15,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867690931947266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30120123677066385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477234548117682,0.2087171566163021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257199221101475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5785631067009233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6311598044055344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273324676997534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Janiciar94,2019/01/11,friday after work nights Hi all! how you spend your time after week of workin/study? isnt time be at home playing games/tv wasted? sometimes i go out with my friends to play pool or something but i have weird tired feeling to just be at home.,1.0127210884353737,3.495682959183675,1.321530612244899,100.13358843537416,86.75510204081633,3.2666666666666666,18.37074829931973,3.1291,-0.9221863945578236,191,5,41,0,6,57,42,49,0.165,0.7040000000000001,0.131,-0.5792,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,8,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,9,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,23,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906169576392872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277647405438294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754383445769466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5914246417639301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766534637099491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269544238077444,0.2915685679449745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343805017523275,0.33883368395231583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23647388416480786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146207302234216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GreatGapid,2019/01/11,"Does social anxiety make you ignore people for no apparent reason? Has it ever occured to anyone where your SAD causes you to avoid a specific person or a certain type of person, while on the other hand you are okay with another type of person where you are comfortable. 

I seem to have a problem with avoiding some types of people of the opposite gender but I can't find a logical reason why...",5.852,6.9220848666666726,7.094666666666665,70.91400000000003,67.0,9.733333333333334,29.666666666666664,9.888512548439397,3.1612666666666662,315,11,50,7,5,107,54,75,0.16,0.745,0.095,-0.4618,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,3,8,0,2,6,1,5,1,1,4,2,18,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,7,3,11,7,1,5,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,3,2,39,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006452133114585,0.16054817169506766,0.0,0.0,0.14674433495035846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559187903401775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836565877850681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983729733596755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181522271278026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400882806822589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909915963211284,0.5497449900596267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081499014742776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315577787596305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910556191971029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139336317610621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937290407916876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sumergill,2019/01/11,Romantic Video Song💖💖Full Emotional Heart Touching Video Song💖💖💖 Romantic Video Song💖💖Full Emotional Heart Touching Video Song💖💖💖,2.4130952380952384,4.968523642857143,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,80.42857142857143,9.447619047619048,30.76190476190476,9.725611199111238,3.659819047619049,114,6,22,4,3,38,8,28,0.0,0.583,0.41700000000000004,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6884633591968631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7252711238174114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,M0D0M,2019/01/11,"I want to go clothes shopping I didn't go to a clothes store for at least 8 years. My social anxiety prevented me from doing it. But I want to change and I think this would be a good small step. I bought clothes online for the last few years, but I have a hard time finding clothes that fit well (especially pants, since I'm skinny and tall) and it become to much of a hassle for me to wait for them to arrive, try them on and send them back if they don't fit etc. 

I'm afraid that in the store people look at me and think ""ewww an unattractive person is touching / trying on the clothes"". I also don't know how to behave. How many clothes are ok to take with you to the changing room? What do I do with the clothes that don't fit, just put them back where I got them? I feel like an idiot for not being able to do such basic things, but if I don't do something against it I'll be like this forever. It isn't going to fix itself.",3.28886946386946,3.608176954545456,4.057070707070707,93.10304195804196,72.38383838383838,6.900388500388501,24.32167832167832,6.297961479604792,0.41749370629370697,719,18,171,4,13,230,110,198,0.057,0.804,0.139,0.9203,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,6,0,9,7,1,1,11,1,18,1,1,2,0,26,34,13,0,5,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,12,7,1,2,5,1,4,6,7,2,1,0,3,4,22,5,26,27,4,24,0,0,1,0,10,12,0,2,8,113,34,0,0.16633392099982688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330171765287711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724499428890504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558010361373244,0.0,0.0,0.1837027475518327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519184666539301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855062903011265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410342823263786,0.11882898639736525,0.0,0.0,0.15202619040078807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835942014127458,0.13951300127522498,0.13303243151641994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490025219041756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914127729736701,0.13558434590756285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625247038992714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967860137137594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686364887525963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227457056111615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531499742746334,0.14523636401863066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721153234207753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759313829836906,0.0,0.0,0.16955648553472358,0.0,0.12805197872580024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506240807998967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105048661437804,0.2131601206146544,0.0,0.0,0.0969906469569586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22585962782710484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962161123379781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955417087970316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815884512494065,0.0,0.0,0.2142271833041446
socialanxiety,stnivek,2019/01/11,"Shout out to those of you who have had not eat at a restaurant or food place because you were not sure how to order. ""Do I go to the counter first? Which one? Then what? Do I wait for the food? Or sit after ordering and wait for them to serve it for me? Or am I supposed to find a table first before ordering? Then they'll come to take my order?""",-0.001756756756755351,1.977336864864867,1.7310135135135134,99.12733108108112,85.75675675675676,4.781081081081081,17.35810810810811,5.985473137389443,-0.5819135135135132,264,6,64,2,8,86,52,74,0.042,0.958,0.0,-0.4445,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,7,3,0,1,1,13,12,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,3,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,1,9,1,13,9,0,15,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,5,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340661250060178,0.0,0.21413995387517176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677858462199134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25750599192112344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000820126210025,0.4281153971028018,0.608604688971374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302139208896314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052800788794215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629260162747737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371819524810089,0.0,0.18921331549617035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,biwltyad,2019/01/11,"I don't know where my new class is so I'm spending an entire period at the toilets 'Cause it's way easier than asking somebody, you know? 

Anyway, I need someone to talk to so the time passes faster. How you doin'?",0.22030303030303244,2.614907090909089,2.2881818181818185,91.71893939393942,91.72727272727272,4.751515151515153,16.424242424242426,6.42735559955562,-0.11704848484848407,168,4,34,2,6,56,37,44,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35451293768096226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895561800002668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168110629175806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281181612835236,0.0,0.3662462501944556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213059195401169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047970215722292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112213280543389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30100160528568626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pastadealer,2019/01/11,"The cause of my Anxiety Today I discovered the possible cause of my anxiety, I remember getting OCD around 5 years old. Which reminded me of an incident which happend a bit earlier than the start of my OCD, which I had no memory of, even my parents had trouble remembering it due to shared trauma. My memory is completely gone and theirs are foggy. I fell into a fire with my hand, went to the E.R with second degree burn on my hand, which explains the scar on my hand which I have been wondering about since I was about 9 or 10.

I have always had trouble facing possible pain, I get anxious for any type of uncomfort I have no control over. I love pushing my self at the gym, but in these situations I am in control, I can stop whenever I want. But as soon as there is pressure involved, I get nauseous. Like social situations.",6.5592270531400985,6.320298366459628,7.657474120082817,72.02436162870947,65.33540372670808,11.627605244996552,35.901311249137336,11.20814326018867,4.158009799861974,651,29,121,18,9,222,101,161,0.139,0.767,0.095,-0.4854,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,7,8,0,1,9,0,13,6,4,4,0,18,23,6,0,1,3,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,3,4,1,0,4,2,5,0,1,7,4,25,3,24,16,1,19,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,8,88,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073118056862905,0.0,0.0,0.09866999825300322,0.0,0.22199550681392985,0.16391675262138766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916586531374524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840683938941744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29810634369618666,0.0,0.0,0.15212999872508218,0.0,0.32547415479065345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583428966083896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274194211108135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708863916681565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309544634373125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522534471957483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439197142211653,0.0,0.16111151691705902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32714702475250235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287301092239599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136637754506754,0.0,0.0,0.12002459759365525,0.3261871159730405,0.0,0.1479067139348827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026994277966621,0.0,0.0,0.12130643663912552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753368372471114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558115693853763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450509490692325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735001229884996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343682318643268
socialanxiety,accountisntforporn,2019/01/11,"This sub sucks. Why does everyone here try and make their anxiety other people problems. You need to change as an individual, put yourself in uncomfortable situations, and most importantly make it clear to others whats going on instead of internalizing everything.",9.615271317829457,11.944444325581395,10.032558139534883,48.66341085271321,59.2325581395349,13.175193798449614,39.91472868217054,12.45797560212912,6.310137984496125,218,11,28,8,3,73,40,43,0.187,0.71,0.102,-0.5118,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222780396782612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30806923319233065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25484617524146536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27827055925485605,0.2617272837181438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655054725179297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38877954729080666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593389857675852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189337133017704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786555755359916,0.0,0.2927537678788255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32734038704106794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977173946436446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627782693829882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CBuggles,2019/01/11,"Trouble with getting used to a job. So, at 22, I finally have a paying job that I recently started.

It's nothing that amazing, just a part-time thing in an office-type setting.

But I'm somewhat proud of it, and it is at least a relief to be able to tell people I work rather than feeling like they think I'm lazy or useless. 

Still, I feel anxious and uneasy about it basically non-stop, even when I try various things to calm down or distract myself.  Even right this moment, I'm here because I can't sleep. (Luckily, tomorrow I don't have to go until later in the day.) I don't want to quit, but I can't shake the feeling that I'll somehow fail.  I've also tried acknowledging that failure wouldn't be the end of the world, reminding myself of how unlikely the worst case scenarios are, and giving myself rational reasons why I won't fail, but it only helps a little.

At this point I'm not really sure if I want advice, or perspective, or sympathy, or what.  Half of the reason this is here is really just venting, I guess.  Like on one hand, it's good that I even got this far...  But every time I feel like I'm making progress, there's always something else in the way, and I'm always reminded that for a lot of my issues, I never even fully solved them, it's more like I just kind of temporarily tricked them or snuck past them.",5.114833333333333,5.0506362148148165,6.243842592592593,80.3535416666667,68.33333333333334,9.268518518518519,29.837962962962962,9.017664075816787,2.2906851851851853,1038,35,211,17,16,349,157,270,0.147,0.6970000000000001,0.156,0.5245,2,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,4,6,18,19,1,2,14,0,14,2,2,5,2,41,35,20,0,5,16,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,0,8,0,1,2,8,8,0,2,1,5,24,11,25,30,6,31,0,3,0,0,7,13,0,11,18,139,44,6,0.12053325843665348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778370514478798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639040322432496,0.20058665347462107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616827360543066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347595559372662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773398022396227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006900709339152,0.0,0.10675669080836267,0.0,0.0,0.3184443216847019,0.0,0.10155446878968964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437809483390614,0.17221796782165813,0.0,0.1320382929982268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297365270637044,0.1156264846019522,0.06850182845958087,0.10109757851495224,0.0964014576944996,0.0,0.13278097320768625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079090239804503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258054062841966,0.23922132082299005,0.0,0.0,0.12551684050423742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355458468083832,0.12080599017668775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024730660127316,0.0,0.0,0.08045688596255694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296267954602877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156549122699258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167645534192307,0.091670974477718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052577300660734,0.1150626338002616,0.08356258484738623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394288901477315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820195707942642,0.0,0.0,0.15443338356999184,0.2478565289174487,0.11901205146555005,0.0,0.0,0.10293474412236693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206203061143884,0.0,0.0,0.0927923910667494,0.0,0.0,0.08531406070273985,0.0,0.09625801588666873,0.10077120117508373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136011696240253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535138059205387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015388213484066,0.07723284508654465,0.0,0.0,0.07028391229720052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636683409352151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041020353168131,0.0,0.0,0.1421872774699609,0.09567369018564324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876251799002544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774964768606326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vidtheVI,2019/01/11,Getting a haircut is hell for me Anyone have the same problem,4.195,6.232968500000003,4.823333333333334,81.855,72.33333333333334,4.800000000000002,37.0,3.1291,2.1939,50,3,8,0,1,16,12,12,0.44799999999999995,0.552,0.0,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5398696263647724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033899001661008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7387945417859721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sadguy213,2019/01/11,"Anyone get so anxious just thinking about going to school with a new haircut? Just to think so many peoole will notice the difference and will just comment on it, most in my case will make fun of it ( cause im practically gonna do a really low cut, almost bald) just the thought gets me so anxious and stressed. When i get to school im gonna die from all the stress.",6.031400000000001,5.199835573333338,6.0398333333333305,85.15575000000003,66.6,9.1,30.75,8.07648339933343,1.8436,288,9,63,3,4,91,53,75,0.23399999999999999,0.726,0.04,-0.9333,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,2,5,0,4,1,1,2,1,15,14,6,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,9,8,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,35,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431780125924673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933258227302929,0.0,0.12172205935723428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882998689928153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806694499486226,0.18187845526871094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728517051575189,0.0,0.0989347126316195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760764862961833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620096968122967,0.17649164691129973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681293109613628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981933111020804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152127445211917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523602005399215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988202838131085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308920816232566,0.0,0.1382015235958203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fiona1258,2019/01/11,"Spending time with the opposite sex Hi guys, 

So I have social anxiety which has gotten worse in the last few months.
One of my biggest issues is dealing with the opposite sex. I find it very difficult to get close to and talk to men and will usually avoid them as I feel so uncomfortable. 
All the way through school I was in single sex schools and my extra curricular activities were single sex too. Even my chosen profession for the last six years is predominantly female so I don't come across many men.

I have been on five dates in my life spread over the last 6 years and I've always been extremely anxious on them and nothing has come from them.
I almost feel like the aim is have the date be finished as quickly as possible so I can go back to hiding again from the world as it scares me so much.

My brother and sister had the same upbringing as me (which is the basis of a lot of my SA) but they went to mixed schools and so have much easier relationships with guys and girls and I so wish I was like that.

I've been told to try to join mixed clubs but I find they are mostly female and its getting harder the older I get.

Just wondering if there is anyone out there who is/has been in a similar situation? Does anyone have any advice?

Thank you.",4.548408718068898,5.4101465219123535,5.3530958518865726,82.98109444574645,69.83665338645417,8.77440824935552,26.318490742910708,9.007467420416297,1.8221448793063044,991,29,204,18,17,323,143,251,0.055999999999999994,0.866,0.078,0.8892,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,5,0,15,6,0,2,14,0,25,5,0,0,1,33,39,25,0,2,4,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,5,7,17,0,1,5,1,1,4,1,3,0,3,11,2,26,3,31,26,10,32,0,0,0,4,20,12,0,5,17,144,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072774608193858,0.0,0.0,0.1237134981789732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280019013810693,0.0,0.0,0.08401553379633776,0.0,0.09451237121509308,0.1395718426419346,0.0,0.17277250699412755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499926743571814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284792261365826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273705272247468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811595932595072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816009845384098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493716509645195,0.08826130517953336,0.0,0.0,0.2258376578484947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364309717819989,0.0,0.07021405331281302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446599779050489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894995217668864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30211950033043844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872642113787588,0.12071669484832827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050344126856518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525627836650358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861325871846836,0.0,0.1816410880069637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854574335633683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371798415808984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927958042519084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326421953923266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369112413107107,0.3751055203163814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887090884350353,0.0,0.12593961430341036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930161531787343,0.0,0.1137445811894518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204068089920451,0.0,0.0,0.11805352164889953,0.0,0.0838796414231887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606849244710675,0.10193840968155614,0.0,0.09806508431073507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452840323313042,0.0,0.0,0.14207183194419942,0.0,0.13398039434692924,0.0,0.0,0.12590395464081516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591191793905446
socialanxiety,TheRealPizzaHut,2019/01/11,I went to Walmart and went through the normal lines instead of self checkout. Today was the first time in years I didn't shake. It felt like a normal interaction ,3.488279569892473,5.993350516129035,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,76.09677419354837,5.423655913978496,26.46236559139785,6.42735559955562,1.0372494623655917,130,5,24,1,3,40,27,31,0.0,0.862,0.138,0.4621,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,5,1,2,1,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278301389403366,0.0,0.0,0.2465462042170315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160603596298307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5679827850789809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023766931539562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690138263481758,0.0,0.2747438444153703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537387581970839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866538532013979
socialanxiety,Materia_Girl,2019/01/11,"Is not wanting to get to a store within the first 20 minutes of it being open a social anxiety thing, or a normal thing normal people do I'm going to gamestop tomorrow for a game on release day but I don't want to walk in there at 10AM, I feel like it's so rude and weird to walk into a store the second they open, and it makes me uncomfortable.

I live 2 minutes away. I'm literally going to just wait an extra 20 minutes to get there because of this. I've done this every time I've gone there for a new game.",3.5115974025974026,3.6441922636363664,5.342207792207791,84.75045454545456,71.81818181818181,7.740259740259741,25.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,1.1370649350649351,399,11,88,4,7,138,70,110,0.124,0.8440000000000001,0.031,-0.828,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,1,0,9,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,17,5,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,1,2,2,5,2,2,0,2,2,1,5,1,17,14,1,18,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,6,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174861879435062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147569668575025,0.0,0.0,0.13933929422581345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741418269754394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391510282832734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258719253514445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115576126274173,0.1632964817903133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944287026065263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388455992718339,0.0,0.25981278783261424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116718788714329,0.0,0.20183894851868892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525778823159208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207624797976488,0.0,0.0,0.4479166749147584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584675082104489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330069319952091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037147148869219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328592538586928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269642970009169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whydoeee,2019/01/11,"Met up with my crush Well, last night my crush asked me if I wanted to meet her, and even as terrified as I were, I said yes. I picked her up and we just drove around town for like 3-4 hours while talking. It started out good but the last hour was rough, since we didnt have anything more to talk about, and now I’m just overthinking everything and feel like I completely ruined all my chances lol. 

Also this is a girl I’ve liked for nearly two years now and which I’ve talked to every day over social media(which makes it kinda hard/weird talking to her in real life for the first time over such a long period), but this is the first time we’ve met up like this, other then going to parties etc. She is literally perfect in my eyes and a solid 10/10 and that’s why it’s so terrible hard to talk to her :( just so damn afraid of fucking it all up that my mind just goes blank. Atleast I managed to hold the conversation going for a couple hours, and I guess it could have went alot worse. I felt that she was nervous aswell, and I suppose that’s a good thing?

Pretty sure she knows that I have a crush on her aswell, and I know she had a «thing» for me a year ago, but yeah, I feel lost lol. She is the one I want but my anxiety and negative mindset ruins it. ",4.851419518377696,4.376705802281369,5.291346007604563,88.3550164765526,68.92395437262357,8.686337135614703,26.278580481622306,8.021203637495839,1.190185500633714,978,23,226,11,15,313,146,263,0.159,0.6659999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.4796,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,0,4,14,17,2,2,14,4,13,3,1,2,4,45,34,23,0,4,9,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,17,16,0,1,5,0,0,4,2,8,1,4,12,7,33,9,30,21,5,38,0,3,1,1,25,13,2,4,25,146,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879666885208904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912920263408948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526150664231177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917166094834521,0.099217109764645,0.10419383587485548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685671555204268,0.0,0.0,0.0889864298411985,0.12332101038482672,0.0,0.07187818956220947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242999450869496,0.07361388562992427,0.0,0.09390425316603868,0.0,0.10016708319710847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127083237336196,0.07962229453219077,0.10701269290584266,0.0,0.0,0.18960432282095727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303682487502558,0.0,0.0,0.12668301294207762,0.18696356192855945,0.0,0.0,0.12277842887986685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996806174113176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32927729350552803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225036913026338,0.18169870923086104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872279620594233,0.21780190566216612,0.0,0.0,0.0986327063070454,0.0,0.0,0.12166449584865675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439597566134973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125361103401481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045914176343136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552367346843207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338812376093155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268583109865763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601765710913542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219536171558317,0.0,0.0,0.11361265327925282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888725380902421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504346208953448,0.0,0.0,0.4479098992632769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808930490945418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997868774290788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887372680858808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147614535978513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020994542931946,0.10331837078525777,0.10056931168102463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358048398204723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435446047549761
socialanxiety,ComputerAddicted,2019/01/11,"Why does it feel like I'm the only person with social anxiety/shyness in real life? Supposedly 3-8% of people have social anxiety and 10-20% are shy. Yet when I go outside to places like school, work, and stores nobody shows any signs of being shy. Everyone is outgoing, confident, and extroverted. Yet there's so many shy people on the internet. And I've only seen maybe 1 or 2 other loners like me despite having seen a few thousand people. What gives?",3.38887931034483,5.673775517241381,5.33400862068966,76.18997844827587,75.4367816091954,8.02816091954023,24.66810344827586,8.841846274778883,2.2188172413793104,358,12,61,8,8,123,69,87,0.107,0.746,0.14800000000000002,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,9,11,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,3,6,8,1,7,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,6,31,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405351044133715,0.0,0.15080205491797144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250766884978452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836384513559093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967362467973953,0.1408279785989572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910273190377966,0.11203214338570416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923703561266207,0.2889197267827062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985642013000032,0.1980411443155304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998488066068117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099903184114097,0.17212419447398047,0.20595635886976202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437433648052726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950362951621667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018934746501868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778769747385413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351122200206173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,uglyandimnotproud,2019/01/11,"Being ugly/fat makes SA incredibly worse and it’s impossible to date. Venting/Discussion.. I’ve had bad SA my whole life but it became incredibly worse when I gained weight. Im in my early 20s and want to date but feel like guys don’t even look my direction. I went from 110lb-200lb within a year due to medication I was on. I KNOW I’m fat, I’m not afraid to say it. I feel like my communication with others would be easier if I wasn’t so fat. I’m constantly comparing my body to others. Picking out every single flaw. I feel like people stare at me. I’m not used to my body either. This doesn’t feel like me. I’m sure my lack of confidence in myself is showing but I don’t know how to feel right now. I see other people my age and they’re fit looking, they go out with their fit as hell friends with perfect teeth and perfect skin and perfect hair and here I am, a blob lol. How am I supposed to love myself for who I am right now since I can’t change overnight?

I just wanted to see if anyone has the same feelings about their self? Or if you don’t, what’s your thinking?",0.7697393538913389,2.8808692246696066,2.8097632158590318,91.76430708516888,83.62555066079295,5.721659324522762,19.590491923641704,6.996647511020387,0.25004566813509577,842,23,188,11,24,283,132,227,0.073,0.67,0.257,0.9939,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,3,4,10,13,1,1,3,1,16,11,7,5,4,45,41,18,0,7,11,0,9,4,1,1,4,1,0,2,9,11,3,0,9,1,0,2,8,3,0,0,4,15,31,10,24,34,5,23,1,0,5,1,11,11,1,4,14,112,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844832729708436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561813938773927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810151184654053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338150616354212,0.0,0.0,0.13669628377761392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354883208892616,0.0,0.10657759216307584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837583928927922,0.3614725487986376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772981397712772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189009034264582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525005383512042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366364335450481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903681686321445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934724237824199,0.2471964995340401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124480801405693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416678222106474,0.0,0.08443647316580781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743052289560095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753915744741964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605227833357504,0.0,0.10059399455903896,0.0,0.0,0.20160046250035055,0.0,0.13196199508733486,0.0,0.0,0.10463806834049053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922015121275464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105296362953805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925116733482282,0.0,0.0,0.14922019532546765,0.0,0.0,0.15403697510251507,0.0,0.1172622412004554,0.0,0.14122728126069992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25781866297620115,0.08985850213261347,0.0,0.0,0.08145870834910518
socialanxiety,cnamme,2019/01/11,"How to conquer dating anxiety?  

So, I'm a 24F at College.

Whenever I am around someone who I think I could be attracted to or who I think is attracted to me, I get really nervous. I look away from them, don't talk to them, and walk away. I don't know why. I genuinely enjoy talking to people, I feel I'm in a great place in my life to have a relationship, I want to love someone. But I think this feeling of nervousness is keeping me from doing so. I'm on dating apps and always have a lot of guys that want to talk to me and take me out, but when it comes to real life it's a lot harder for me.

There have only been a few dates in my life where I have felt comfortable and able to be myself.  
I obviously need someone who is okay liking someone who truly is shy and hard to get, but I really want to work on conquering this feeling of fear/nervousness so that I can do things to make myself more accessible. I think it's some form of anxiety, and I want to conquer it.  
Please, please. Any advice would help me a lot.

TL;DR I'm so nervous around guys that it is hindering my ability to approach them and get dates.",2.16698667269031,3.5898953304721033,4.335120849333638,85.82394623898803,76.38197424892705,7.823718093517053,24.709509826067315,8.532816995589336,1.5770738197424894,864,29,187,17,19,299,110,233,0.06,0.747,0.19399999999999998,0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,4,10,11,0,3,7,1,20,4,0,2,1,40,47,17,0,7,4,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,15,11,0,1,9,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,6,31,8,34,41,7,21,0,0,1,1,15,13,0,5,6,133,46,2,0.10842778812711247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595437966175286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022060569076487,0.0,0.0,0.07373461407372163,0.0,0.16589392227466815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930474389182921,0.0,0.0,0.20374295233989329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340093861901748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657076597008004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220114063624677,0.16447304270272856,0.0,0.1041076803498264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994713231349048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195420191938597,0.0,0.2147211144768136,0.0,0.0,0.0971300007738542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267686082192225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963756000433073,0.0,0.0,0.05958907672302905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297572600344863,0.052972340379778084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105203379052622,0.0,0.0,0.2765442841538241,0.09786031208820488,0.0,0.07237639053042083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803978310127392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246421881392814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517017595560999,0.0,0.11328396091452135,0.2380423022197819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341456075243094,0.13892323505284204,0.0,0.0,0.11641086648158278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674820520745225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152420266686143,0.2614504467748699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072034604494565,0.2779045940386333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558140748179697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783921392112296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893672112526187,0.0,0.0,0.07702398974028092,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ArtyomStyle18,2019/01/11,"My oceanography teacher told me something today. “I made it so this project be done individually instead of with a group so you don’t have to worry about finding one u/ArtyomStyle18” 

Not sure how to feel about that one.",2.8885365853658564,5.831327121951222,3.4372682926829263,85.02419512195122,82.65853658536584,5.231219512195122,27.71219512195122,6.742157984588678,1.4184790243902436,176,8,32,2,5,55,37,41,0.122,0.878,0.0,-0.5943,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,7,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,4,1,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374949673662684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667543501620282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30142681601240906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120601695329228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469554926872179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538924387281537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108280503028191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312607264798007,0.3151334236166404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349230097465608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JunKriid1711,2019/01/11,"Not entirely sure So I’m not 100% that I have social anxiety and if I do it’s not severe but I’m pretty confident, but other than going to a psychiatrist or whatever cuz that would mean telling my family which isn’t ideal is there any other way to know for sure? Thanks either way",1.5936781609195378,3.84683296551724,4.25241379310345,81.79229885057472,81.41379310344827,8.004597701149425,20.011494252873558,8.841846274778883,1.6040252873563223,224,6,44,6,6,79,45,58,0.085,0.638,0.27699999999999997,0.9426,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,16,11,7,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739231000777498,0.0,0.19565292100952647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24110434143180584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453522374896957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405570109050547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785936616248198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601961716989715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28893189698340377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607114083848151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820946990062157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354233800808568,0.23546610113161126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060149998940413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168198537789265,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Budalido23,2019/01/11,"I had to do a demo for work with a pretty good sized audience, and I did it. I’m a chef at a senior living community, and I had to do a demonstration for the old folks. I was making cheese danishes, and was nervous, but kept going and tried to engage the people there. One of the older ladies who was the assistant activities director, spoke up,  saying, “Oh, OP is doing great, but their voice is too *soft*!” 

I absolutely despise when people do this. It’s an indirect, infuriatingly passive-aggressive and manipulative way of talking to someone without directly speaking to them, and worse, making a criticism of them that you can’t directly address. It’s like, why can’t you just talk to *me*, instead of making me feel like you’re influencing everyone in the room, and thereby heightening my anxiety, by saying that? I wish I’d had more fortitude to actually try though, but all I could do was flush as I forced myself to ignore the comment, just get through it and finish the demo. The lady was honestly really helpful otherwise. 

I can’t help thinking they were all humoring me through the whole painful thing, but previously if I had to do a presentation in front of someone, I’d be physically shaking and nearly passing out. So, regardless, I feel like it’s a win.",6.302900976290097,7.017946430962348,7.756217573221757,67.83337796373779,65.86192468619247,11.226889818688983,35.59860529986053,11.072351349416056,4.3205596094839605,1003,47,173,29,15,347,144,239,0.10800000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.185,0.9696,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,4,2,8,14,1,2,18,0,24,1,0,5,2,35,36,18,0,4,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,10,11,0,2,3,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,13,8,22,9,28,21,4,18,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,2,9,129,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.1512636411787702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857927944843187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375979673365588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811501767972626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675153234438355,0.2214728471376213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098431502791002,0.0,0.08809356639713159,0.13001180327253795,0.0,0.17089482610880485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779470810434786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271845237053748,0.0,0.13687326910416486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104034236034021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626528781696841,0.0,0.10503617791737524,0.0,0.16493747091198954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492349276231865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769697889561388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930090798586552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653422179892764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626724134780553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24917614151613585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297919754016953,0.09932168118235553,0.1522927540415641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047800012801232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303666585776747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986893949446774,0.1730588293814622,0.17824942116330633,0.14942039589338804,0.0,0.11284632233310775,0.0,0.15796450802232906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cdnkovah,2019/01/11,"Go around the room and introduce yourselves Everyone’s worst nightmare. I’m in the last semester of my undergrad and it finally happened. Small class, had to go around and say our name, where we were from, our degree, and our reasons for taking the class. I almost died 😆 heart rate went to probably 150 and my hands were shaking, I barely got the words out. Not sure how I’m going to survive this class as it’s discussion based and there are presentations.. send help ",3.8721629213483126,6.1821868202247225,4.261109550561798,84.32739466292136,74.05617977528091,8.045505617977529,26.85533707865169,8.841846274778883,2.192740449438202,373,14,70,8,8,117,65,89,0.122,0.848,0.03,-0.8109999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,4,2,2,2,1,17,13,8,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,2,0,0,5,2,8,1,11,8,1,16,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,3,41,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274970150185936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044928406779882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357863641661932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708887213507186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24887449808626205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873503160806168,0.0,0.18170383646829494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090252558183413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692201167426318,0.15228003049478733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518939731931253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449482201227044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335881804854957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066985033467192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141229898554604,0.0,0.17081789069827527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106065243801456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IsolatedAF,2019/01/11,"A way to maintain an eye contact (personal experience) I struggle with severe social anxiety everyday of my life, keeping an eye contact while speaking to people has been the worst thing i haven't been able to handle. Until recently, that i found a way to keep a proper eye contact to which i decided to share to you people. Every time if you face this problem just look directly at the person's one eye and lock your eye contact. Doing this, i felt easier to go up to people and start talking without worrying that a lot.",8.163599999999999,7.18001216,8.848000000000003,67.24900000000004,62.4,11.6,39.0,10.793553405168565,4.4185,416,19,69,9,5,141,68,100,0.136,0.795,0.069,-0.7775,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,1,8,0,5,7,6,0,0,13,12,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,8,9,1,15,8,2,11,0,0,6,0,13,2,0,2,6,51,15,0,0.18158268982645973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389102607035635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299124777598672,0.0,0.0,0.1776227136366643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743478582017458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990960469509299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319762720310624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32279807587676645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825722386254615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524837266851821,0.0,0.0,0.1543751094320187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304513002335855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776597211983936,0.3171020015712279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375011088600092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929099990470346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513675404613835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510068503073626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852516246014362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982965323543666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594928785246633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063547058042005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588232668711876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882637744114868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503923319930986,0.0,0.0,0.18440603575228734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,strwbryheart,2019/01/11,"I had an anxiety attack and my friend laughed at me. I had my first day at college and I decided to go into the library to study for a bit but I had an anxiety attack in there. I eventually went to the bathrooms at the back (since they're always empty) and I had grounded (is that the right term?) myself after a bit. Later I met up with a friend and when I told her about it all she did was laugh at me and said that I was ""probably running around like a headless chicken"". I don't think I'm being too sensitive about this? I wanted to talk to her about it seriously and maybe get advice but instead she made fun of me. This isn't the first time she's done something like this and I don't know how to deal with anxiety that well.

(this is my first post here and I really needed to vent sorry if it breaks any of the rules)",1.331637931034482,3.1055647356321856,3.2995258620689683,90.7761853448276,79.80459770114942,6.41896551724138,21.219827586206893,7.413659706084162,0.5984724137931039,640,18,143,9,16,216,100,174,0.085,0.767,0.14800000000000002,0.9326,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,12,11,2,0,12,0,14,0,0,2,1,23,26,13,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,10,12,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,1,3,13,1,25,8,24,12,4,25,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,12,108,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500028561507544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346836096147065,0.0,0.0,0.10090701426914588,0.0,0.34054278155028256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320942742988643,0.0,0.3376191394526771,0.0,0.11409904813474238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239963815872821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569616884284206,0.1529786103518919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518495626779561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786490881417516,0.0,0.0,0.2292840519737919,0.0,0.07752513488536954,0.0,0.08433072027734273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154861716864788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449870125102433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040565002368469,0.0,0.0,0.14907286284062096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002573463122188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211198995147165,0.0,0.15998432666285695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505934924794736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672013738326846,0.1411482909743796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274575855343982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423416499799105,0.0,0.16610506633814842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192663911190513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507923513399004,0.0,0.0,0.08652459476216398,0.0,0.0,0.14178840334961593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752142674842081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334161018237166,0.13755455327204913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,newredditacctwhothis,2019/01/11,"My SA makes me comes off as a standoffish bitch, and I’m frustrated I’ve akways been brutally shy. In elementary and middle school, I was pretty much a mute unless in a very small group. 

Now as a young adult, I’ve developed enough social skills to navigate conversations with people who initiate and maintain conversation with me, when in small groups. 

However, in every day situations, I come off so rude. At pre k pickup for my four year old, all the parents stand near the door, usually chit chatting. I’m really uncomfortable around large groups, so I kinda slink at the edge of the group and avoid eye contact. At Christmas, my aunt had a family party with all of my cousins and their significant others. It was so awkward for me. I felt I was (unintentionally) short with people, withdrawn, and distant. I asked my SO on the way home if I came off as a bitch and he was like “honestly, yeah, you were standoffish today”, and I immediately felt bad because that isn’t how I was trying to be perceived. I sent my aunt an apology text and explained to her my feelings and she understood (she knows my history with SA). 

It doesn’t help that I not only have resting bitch face, but resting bitch voice. Without trying, I just sound like a miserable bitch. I could be talking about how beautiful of a day it is and I’d sound like I was complaining about having diarrhea or something. 

Anytime I interact with someone, I spend the next few hours over analyzing the experience, breaking down everything I said, and panicking about whether or not I came off as normal and nice. I wish I could be a hermit. ",5.546832779623479,6.865503262458475,6.3475083056478425,75.08334440753049,67.87043189368771,9.985825027685491,31.609080841638985,10.181067101454742,3.3206695459579194,1266,52,230,32,21,417,177,301,0.141,0.754,0.105,-0.904,2,1,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,1,1,13,18,8,3,17,1,19,2,2,3,2,52,36,30,0,5,10,4,3,3,0,0,0,4,2,1,7,24,0,1,7,1,1,5,5,13,0,1,16,8,36,5,39,15,7,39,0,1,1,0,30,20,5,4,14,155,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235964126885858,0.12979600362219326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592501622324278,0.08463514865282662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175903440993025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391955266486264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170376727212068,0.0,0.0,0.17907972529159324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434581110395941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697809838499157,0.0,0.1247798104783467,0.13581147662526732,0.1308853357091755,0.0,0.07020132176125489,0.0,0.26661500192218884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306105621902734,0.0,0.13926713821825326,0.0,0.13672874350546055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630244834803072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034896068866391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267631089055099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206286059394028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765717070442486,0.0,0.13603303567784053,0.0,0.0,0.1456884901220337,0.0,0.0,0.10559354402916496,0.0,0.0,0.15416461218601746,0.0,0.0,0.1925073783178346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124948178378008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894401079773921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320679682306866,0.0,0.0,0.14051278393062158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560611903987814,0.0,0.14152918195921388,0.1176380883847803,0.10688527625568016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159377024379688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160342239748007,0.0,0.0,0.1885255421706436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291187394037467,0.11455696297192144,0.0,0.11020417394500344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596583431331421,0.13383613075960674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940795720920099
socialanxiety,slinkey1088,2019/01/11,"Gagging You know Stan in South Park vomits whenever he talks to a crush. Always wondered about that until it started happening to me at age 22. I literally gag until I vomit. This is usually in mornings before work, before meetings, in the car before seeing old friends, before a blind date, before job interviews. It has made my life very hard. I’m afraid it will happen during a presentation or something.... ",5.422477477477479,7.623897283783787,6.282162162162162,71.98963963963965,69.4054054054054,8.176576576576577,29.90090090090089,8.841846274778883,2.869295495495496,325,13,49,6,6,107,60,74,0.113,0.846,0.042,-0.5095,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,4,11,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,5,1,9,9,0,14,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,2,8,27,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467525594844832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7397604253702259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433291187269095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075084952929545,0.0,0.15575496988343496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254092043950905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555538738218004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281078565516665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452168956971705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244919281276414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855330354405154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385499678171786,0.0,0.0,0.12306734625025295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975155681042067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149520973509745,0.14346243418269716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885565368913721,0.126580732251696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HereToLearn7399,2019/01/11,"Will studying abroad for a year on my own help me become more social? I'm about to finish my Masters and will study something else next year. I have lived in the same room for 5 years now, in a dorm house with my best friends and some other people. 

Now I would like to train on my social skills, because I feel they are lacking a lot, and mild social anxiety. I always hang out with my best friends and have no friends beyond them (I don't go to classes or other activities). Also worth to mention is that I don't have any female friends either, which is also on my mind but not the main incentive.

Don't get me wrong, I've had a great time (drinking, partying, chilling with my mates). But I know that I suck in talking to family and random people, and just communicating in general. And I want to work on these skills before I start working somewhere. So I want to study something else, because I don't feel ready to start a real job now. 

Thus I have a choice: choose the easy road and study something at the same uni I am now (which is a very good one), which would allow me to stay in the same room and my friends will also still be studying here. Or completely change it up and go abroad for a year or two. 

I fear that doing another year here will just be the same as the previous five, and I won't gain much from it as a person. I would still be at the same place I am now.

On the other hand, going abroad all by myself, as a quiet and introvert person, might lead to a year all on my own. Because if I didn't speak the native language of said country, that would be an additional barrier to making friends. (I could also look for an English speaking country.) And secondly, there will be a large cultural difference (I'm from Belgium). Finally, I will have to do everything myself (laundry etc.). 

TLDR: I'm rather quiet and introverted, but want to work on my social and communication skills. Will going abroad to study and completely start over help me build them and grow as a person, or could this be a too big step? (it could be very difficult to integrate and lead to a bad and lonely experience)

(also posted this in r/socialskills, but I also have mild social anxiety) thank you ",5.497615917569729,5.643251265588916,6.11146651270208,80.9087133593889,67.52193995381062,9.063386036596198,29.355924675786103,8.841846274778883,2.136105063066263,1710,55,342,26,26,558,198,433,0.077,0.7809999999999999,0.142,0.978,1,2,4,0,0,0,61.0,0,1,3,12,23,18,1,1,27,0,43,2,1,5,2,73,65,39,0,13,14,0,3,1,7,13,0,5,3,3,16,24,1,1,4,1,1,9,8,6,0,4,3,9,42,12,51,39,19,55,0,1,1,0,27,24,1,9,21,253,58,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34624930881992466,0.060044869441389065,0.0,0.0,0.0490728835333126,0.07566853285832313,0.11040802517159366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025256150915989,0.1319685258500457,0.0796976639008036,0.06140485858216041,0.0,0.15145990241532867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633821499582485,0.0,0.1513217359184807,0.0,0.0,0.17284733239093936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539431364748787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069164632488575,0.0,0.0,0.12056479448740777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048011351453839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485488163719136,0.07058864096473659,0.06802825651779355,0.08120272424799913,0.07297492112140443,0.0,0.0,0.07905034484605439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345147904746677,0.0,0.03770185792027092,0.0,0.1640461426561415,0.06052636900429604,0.0,0.07955926343321006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673782582262178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326568182953704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161001356568558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039658549225783435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035254887037786536,0.0,0.06372069138412524,0.0,0.0605982130076159,0.0,0.0,0.061349863148016576,0.0,0.0,0.048168939753448735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655286675839297,0.07286341863083119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304764222671916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674549506211845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048899086878297415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005659719491028,0.18902818406347968,0.07539431364748787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911159924893581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213657102841462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864293522189532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678022233318811,0.0,0.16666234498385218,0.0,0.0,0.15323068253069674,0.0769154808049586,0.11525791764273008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800137644755676,0.0,0.06643741142901241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04207845601501496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704921461242541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908301905217833,0.12768969964879406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760518601515625,0.0,0.0,0.20504829788716306,0.07889821914432951,0.0,0.27882118717748977
socialanxiety,mysterion_8,2019/01/11,"Somehow everyone makes friends with each other but you? I’m stuck in this pattern where, be it work or college, everyone seems to form friend groups and hang out together but me.

It seems like people ask me to hang out in the beginning but since I never show up to anything because of my severe SA, I never make the connections others make. Then I just feel like the odd man out or the loner, and feel MORE weird than I did previously. Like I’m just floating around the workplace awkwardly while other people make plans for after work or whatever it is.

Anyone else have this happen to them?",6.273375474083438,6.874407159292037,6.2650063211125175,78.89778761061949,65.90265486725664,9.289001264222504,30.302149178255373,9.23628265651192,2.541784829329962,471,16,86,8,7,149,75,113,0.14300000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.3816,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,3,5,7,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,4,2,27,18,10,0,0,8,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,2,9,5,16,15,3,16,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,6,9,61,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942265945847995,0.17499793825436388,0.1405483486161509,0.15204226377779714,0.15966869742208886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411402172948762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426759019116773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32640067008415896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727164672273767,0.12201478088379708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639089884499342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103196752229248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503229649897102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560234654019397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634526726485475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368131643684464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109676452821583,0.0,0.19294783555333656,0.0,0.14128199801729294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24867914005657935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tjdke22,2019/09/23,Looking for a Wingman I've (20 M) been dealing with social anxiety for a few years now. Lately I've been trying to get over it.  One method that I heard other men with social anxiety have had success with is cold approaching women in bars. I tried it a couple times and feel like it could go a lot better with another guy who's on the same page. If anyones interested in trying this with me dm me and if were in the same area maybe we could meet up.,2.2095967741935496,3.908973548387099,3.9157930107526897,87.69368951612906,76.95698924731181,6.800537634408602,22.377688172043012,7.645422480735847,0.9017107526881718,352,10,74,5,8,118,67,93,0.036000000000000004,0.8370000000000001,0.127,0.8555,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,6,0,8,1,0,0,0,16,13,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,8,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,5,4,14,6,5,13,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,3,5,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823040883609206,0.3038291790764869,0.0,0.0,0.1388530630755921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562952935629395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171029341649184,0.21972706572786935,0.0,0.0,0.2047291916799044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004089618622768,0.14186692996987513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375083263894336,0.0,0.11285865492208655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662727557271253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400900270916166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701707254049197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667587594560385,0.0,0.0,0.1688272073315958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950218295594652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456421669287671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048584236653243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579468727910333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044721701591541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788021564798333
socialanxiety,mylifeasdoge,2019/09/23,"Anyone else do this? You just automatically assume people don't like you, so you try not to interact with people which makes it more uncomfortable and as a result, you act akward. One of the reasons why socializing is hard for me.",5.8910852713178326,7.295259813953493,7.288372093023257,68.33782945736439,67.13953488372093,9.454263565891472,25.96124031007752,9.725611199111238,2.3961844961240306,184,5,32,4,3,63,38,43,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.6601,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22713989480448565,0.3328431427196423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713671718441396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29099823351941306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870335996181648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168372451875139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012407466609787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504146657499912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339958183144858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311396152348061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205491285688022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29312301238690697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ninjaluke6,2019/09/23,Just got through the first day of college Back in school after dropping out and social anxiety made it hell. I feel all I can do in free periods is go on my phone because to do work I'd need to get my laptop out and noone else has a laptop and I didn't speak to anyone. Please someone say something nice,4.232500000000002,4.39943225,5.031250000000004,87.48875000000002,70.25,7.65,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.3692625,240,8,52,2,4,78,52,64,0.09300000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.124,0.2732,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,12,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,3,3,5,3,11,9,1,13,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,6,32,6,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592508958069065,0.0,0.0,0.19735997822383464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703746364033308,0.0,0.17206065544430024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203178821632332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357886938880687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427171290836307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008683403727454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474671254402161,0.0,0.16041260584700492,0.0,0.2257459309330544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670774792610552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092892690158521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098323598962183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446132315127365,0.0,0.2856581702311293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877244761781922,0.2391546173768529,0.21729448087030945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054857507312169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Olly1311,2019/09/23,"Meeting new people I really struggle with meeting new people
And being able to communicate with them I just freeze and say the wrong words or mumble or start shouting or just say nothing at al and I can’t get over this what can I do to improve this and I also really struggle with speech",7.240526315789473,6.573995859649124,7.553333333333335,74.75000000000001,64.08771929824562,9.705263157894738,33.03508771929825,8.841846274778883,2.731098245614035,232,8,42,3,3,76,37,57,0.142,0.7879999999999999,0.07,-0.6353,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,6,8,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,6,0,7,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,3,31,9,0,0.2310879015046212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480091134348628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073389073476365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463722705460447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217350739688528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32041450844594743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960816540955241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36754074893136585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356520608787242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831664984305651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526583435087771,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Quelliom,2019/09/23,"I am heavily introverted and have undiagnosed social anxiety. I have two job interviews lined up for tomorrow, but don't think I can do it. My batteries are too drained and when it comes to competencies, my words get lost too much and I end up failing. I need advice.

I really don't want to go tomorrow, and it seems to affect my job searching and interviewing too much.

Should I seek help from a GP?

My social anxiety is undiagnosed, but I know I have it. Every symptom matches and I've met other socially anxious people who act just like I do.

I want to seek help, but I always put it off and tell myself it will be fine.",2.7804765395894435,4.761994862903227,5.0789442815249295,78.72705278592376,76.1774193548387,9.025219941348977,26.59530791788856,9.573946990214177,2.650203225806452,489,19,96,14,11,171,75,124,0.156,0.746,0.098,-0.6706,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,1,0,14,1,0,1,0,21,25,11,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,2,0,17,2,9,20,2,11,0,2,0,0,10,3,0,1,5,67,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652701840589587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072826584445475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587653210383905,0.191066800064542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568902546665288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497974436933749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249785849621396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836253844156926,0.0,0.09611949109576066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267262231766381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356674140505444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294847187400823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262752773928042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846234811409496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486574712262563,0.12540646617756476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725224436770065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700206208095671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834789793751763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396802129776502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172149049012879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578902636743576,0.0,0.0,0.14782555906108394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837056371388153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652137405245508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951246642662213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nerdycookie01,2019/09/23,"Anyone else get this? Basically if I’m in an awkward situation where I feel really out of place, like if everyone else is talking and ignoring me, I start shaking my head (like in a getting my hair out of my face way, not in like a ‘no’ way. Like little shakes) I guess it’s a nervous tick or something? Any one else get nervous ticks when you feel awkward?",3.890416666666667,4.765617208333335,5.431555555555558,81.76899999999998,71.3611111111111,8.537777777777778,31.06666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.449346666666667,277,12,57,5,5,94,50,72,0.165,0.735,0.1,-0.4291,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,11,0,6,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,11,9,5,0,2,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,7,0,1,0,3,8,4,7,9,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,4,6,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027351001508627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394952042316338,0.1962851104682036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800940304881416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305241828403992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372611579072765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30026073536291903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211034884930063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966050931001677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374363807374805,0.1920024956883193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981213300506522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014886362585735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227240264313974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533161686365296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747919900035275,0.0,0.0,0.13559354588520905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539759303200562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041171594303838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KobeKastle,2019/09/23,"Social anxiety School day vent So today was a fucking flop. This is my first time back at school after 4 years and while although I’m way better now than I was in highschool in terms of assertiveness I still get that anxious feeling in class. 

Im socially awkward and have social anxiety and was bullied so bad for being gay I can’t make a genuine connection with anyone I come in contact with. They usually talk to me once or twice and see how weird awkward or nervous I am and decide to never talk to me again. 

I’m fucking 21 I shouldn’t give a flying fuck what anyone thinks of me im too old for this shit 
 
Today in my second class my English professor was like can you shut up and THAT PISSED ME TF OFF air caught me off guard so ow ain’t sure how to respond but I know if someone can disrespect me then there’s no reason I shouldn’t disrespect them 

I was just baffled and didn’t know how to respond I know I should’ve cursed him out and been like I won’t shut up but I can be quiet for a minute but idk wtf went over my brain that caused it to freeze and me not to react like a little punk 

This makes me feel weak I’m not a doormat by any means but certain instances like this that catch me off guard I’m not quick to respond now the next time I come back to class I’m gonna feel like a weak ass sorry excuse of a human not knowing how to stand up for myself to a teacher. 

To top it all off I messaged my crush on Instagram because I was to nervous to talk to him in person anddd he flat out ignored it. Like shit I don’t blame him cause he probably thinks I’m a weird ass stalker and is freaked out but now I feel like I won’t ever be able to have a bf or any type of guy friends because of how lame awkward and unlikable I am 

In class he kept looking over at me as if he were disgusted by the very sight of me and I could tell he was uncomfortable by me messaging him on instagram and that he was trying to act like it never happened and it just made me more anxious than I usually am in class to the point I kept fidgeting my pencil not knowing what to do with my arms and just feeling awkward 

Maybe if I was attractive that would help but no I’m a solid 3/10 so chances of me finding love are slim to none. 

I want to go back to school Wednesday and curse that teacher tf out I always say ok that was cute but next time he tries to tell me to shut up ima say something cause although he said it jokingly it seems like a personal attack cause he probably perceives me as weak

I don’t know why I expected this to be any different from my regular experiences in highschool. No one liked me because I was a shy introverted autistic loser with no social skills and not attractive guess the world isn’t built for people like me who have the odds stacked against them

I just don’t know what to do at this point",3.1311218198844983,4.074522411073828,4.327997502731384,88.71998361167476,73.21140939597316,7.423380677384112,26.947713438426717,7.738981096181357,1.3605234587170285,2231,78,490,28,43,733,256,596,0.19399999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.12300000000000001,-0.992,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,5,25,45,8,6,19,1,44,15,7,14,6,101,90,45,0,9,23,0,6,11,2,6,3,4,0,4,25,27,0,5,20,1,0,7,24,24,0,4,20,13,65,21,80,59,4,76,0,2,3,7,46,37,8,8,41,311,90,13,0.0673814204229754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056066739604963,0.0,0.0,0.13746502948495368,0.0,0.10309320438503627,0.15224365143833427,0.0,0.09422931171160946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665609322882304,0.0,0.15543645929521238,0.056260671529373134,0.12322526543433805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059593390671071875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521994956571447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768771193635566,0.0,0.1160862546713676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379858133166475,0.0,0.0,0.04345544184698871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703992429377297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095035243170278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591195865454037,0.0,0.0,0.17035035375504698,0.09627460042723608,0.0,0.0,0.06158539754924355,0.0573146017899683,0.0,0.0,0.052058718271950535,0.18687911223389192,0.03520401110543644,0.06463839833127427,0.03829441403181992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422823124441656,0.06671819991057355,0.059585167549478874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045164345770136526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455669935332216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592174654166119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621107429681939,0.06753388499811668,0.0,0.0,0.05658342271091936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081436267803094,0.0637579292188065,0.08995524271528116,0.0,0.06769369349334488,0.07339812038089821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393741072600866,0.0,0.14332181009076492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070546595897449,0.07175901365880295,0.045659394323475114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671379280923897,0.1176697145815956,0.0,0.0,0.12739444379905904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145297135460976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692793225545428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409516101226642,0.10716882002506896,0.0,0.20458078437120292,0.053694268175200364,0.0613415144839102,0.0,0.0,0.13833211953430855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274747490315442,0.05709205886341304,0.051873509399961965,0.0,0.07542798356537886,0.0,0.0,0.05381088938991725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350619132229872,0.0,0.0,0.16247590011943752,0.11778866281201256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635058692906737,0.0,0.0,0.11787194434699842,0.0,0.12773941571657876,0.0,0.0,0.09149512286919964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842223004106786,0.05559672860217043,0.0397433075578758,0.05348423518480057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246325179766224,0.060801251422227816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786582780108424,0.0,0.0,0.04339142556574918
socialanxiety,BeautifulOutside4,2019/09/23,"Why do you shut yourself from society and from people?  

Are you scared? Worried about many things that'll happen if you open up? Is it your smile? Your teeth? The wrinkles that appear in the corners of your eyes when you laugh? Your insecurities? The fear of getting hurt? The exhaustion of just talking or socializing? 

I have this problem as well...whenever i get asked that question, i'd come up with a blank answer. For me it takes time to just think about it... i still don't know why i do this or there's so many reasons that i'm unable to chose that'll leave me answering to that question with an 'i dont know'.... 

 What's your answer?",1.4230952380952355,3.962977341269841,2.389174603174606,92.89471428571429,85.1111111111111,5.2647619047619045,21.09841269841269,6.742157984588678,0.3988450793650791,499,16,104,6,15,157,81,126,0.171,0.782,0.047,-0.9347,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,9,0,0,8,7,0,3,6,0,9,3,2,1,0,21,20,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,9,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,0,1,16,1,17,18,0,11,0,1,1,0,14,6,0,6,3,69,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691708755642035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380219556269184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092554341066702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091470663677494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656659105619236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788828088259566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911379638705587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624922333895006,0.0,0.0,0.18905520360851485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620367139922229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378181925949795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084510432112385,0.0,0.0,0.40002639279160795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357577210409745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875642129246164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200590309111295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258764669046978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424491816732284,0.1435090958020064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861851167198467,0.11440553315648785,0.0,0.0,0.10411203225356673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053495002660134,0.0,0.3222212996076397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132286796763586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,noiretblack,2019/09/23,"Things that I don't like as socially awkward There was this one classmate in college that sees me as so quiet that she thinks that my family won't talk to each other at home. Also when it was her first time heard me talk she was just so amazed that I can speak. Like wtf dude I don't know I should take this as funny or offensive.

Whenever I'm in a group discussing about something, I get so anxious when they have been talking all the time and I feel like I still haven't contributed something as I'm just listening. It's either because I can't think about what to say even if I want to, or they have already mentioned what I wanted to say. The worst part is if one of them would later notice me and they gonna say in public ""Why you're so quiet you should talk more"" or ""You should express yourself more"". In my head I would respond ""Thank you for just embarassing me :)"" and then I gonna cry about it at home in my room alone. I also hate it when professors do that by always calling me in recitations. Well okay it's for me to improve myself but it gets annoying if they call me in almost EVERY session to recite while having this bit of shame that people in my class would always look at me.

There were moments when I think I improved that much that I have finally achieved something like I can say hi to my acquaintances whenever I run into them or I can finally ask strangers for directions, but then there are days that I just can't do them especially now that I'm in my 20's. I can't tell if I'm just getting worse.

I don't like it when I unexpectedly have this low or shy-speaking voice whenever I talk to someone new or doing presentations. I think that I'm not afraid to talk to them but actually looks like I am. They would say something like I'm nervous then I would realize that I am actually unexpectedly nervous.

Some of these may have been discussed here, but I just wanna rant from having these flashbacks of mine lmao.",4.020376226826606,5.101911007633589,4.806574881861141,85.60096374045803,71.23918575063612,7.853471464921847,27.26726644856416,8.192908349453996,1.6168350418029802,1538,52,319,22,28,497,182,393,0.133,0.8059999999999999,0.061,-0.9751,0,1,4,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,9,2,28,21,3,5,3,1,40,1,1,0,1,49,68,36,0,15,22,0,1,7,0,12,0,11,3,0,30,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,9,10,1,3,7,15,60,11,40,49,10,37,0,1,3,0,42,15,0,13,28,232,90,5,0.0,0.0,0.16575450721240512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504289495616024,0.08795955797425999,0.09371990726133383,0.13583341571525445,0.14133341793861298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594420760347694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939600156337033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051771180985782934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271912993111513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344149955519367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328916864216592,0.054771386454259656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609399183248315,0.0,0.07155531004859716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006234420619021,0.0,0.042942032857429466,0.06067241663652515,0.0,0.1860684439862848,0.0,0.07223951870432747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331137653911248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384859130125158,0.08716039480155076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037895798221506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667408193832388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904399336122833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263587622084006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243168366620625,0.0,0.0,0.08202377053777991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966908302841718,0.0,0.0,0.11509851127801993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196849994028852,0.0,0.05887822307061279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376898616120507,0.0,0.0,0.06767643792365091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657316742050238,0.07195902484406623,0.26152618952425816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782342769866034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385511446864034,0.4095703523751915,0.07423061527625778,0.07819008121436404,0.0,0.0,0.05642223738759038,0.21767314592714604,0.0,0.0,0.09904413258799273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018519958387016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636026562576671,0.0,0.07663410373953454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654865432383227,0.3016512594299973,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Soul_Mining,2019/09/23,"I love autumn because the temperature is just right, not too warm, not too cold. It often rains which makes the streets empty and quieter. The thing I enjoy the most about this season are these magnificent colors that are setting a special atmosphere in the city. The only thing I don't like about the cold season is that I can't hide behind my sunglasses when I'm outside in order to avoid eye contact... But that's just a detail after all. Only insecure or social anxious people can understand this.",6.546099290780141,7.456391978723412,6.8391489361702105,73.93333333333334,65.38297872340425,8.819858156028369,30.56028368794326,8.841846274778883,2.6153177304964537,402,14,66,6,6,130,68,94,0.124,0.722,0.154,0.7133,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,9,0,7,2,1,1,1,13,11,4,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,5,6,7,11,2,11,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,3,6,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34766754178679016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876002697642154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035008407180914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777545044124917,0.0,0.20542411989063133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681123070153504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133536519925608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628150339716747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137102390399182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40890807406998464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203764280346155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrlowselfconfidence2,2019/09/23,"Cant leave room Im pretty sure I have BDD.  Never been diagnosed but the amount of time I spend in a mirror or taking pictures of myself to make sure I dont look like an idiot, is getting in the way of me doing important stuff.  Like eating and going to social events.

Id like to say I dont care what anybody thinks, which is half true.  I really dont, but I care what I look like, and if I look like trash, that gives me a ton of anxiety.  80% of the time I have anxiety before leaving my room because Im not satisfied with how I look.

I really am starting to believe I am very ugly.  It doesnt help that my clothes dont always fit and my haircut doesnt look good, shit is giving me anxiety just typing about it.

Anyways, I have to go to a dining hall to eat.  So I have to see people.  Therefore I must look my best.  And I need to check myself to make sure, and if I dont, I need to fix it.  Sounds so similar to OCD, which I am diagnosed for.  Well sometimes I conclude that I cant go out because I dont look good.  Therefore I am not eating.  This is becoming a problem for me.

I an so obsessed with my appearance I cant leave my room sometimes.  

Fuck",1.2256490015361017,2.6052270564516107,3.6705529953917058,89.78059139784948,78.83870967741936,6.659293394777269,23.099846390168967,7.447530270364453,0.8631007680491559,882,28,200,12,21,308,116,248,0.221,0.647,0.133,-0.9765,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,8,20,3,1,9,0,26,8,1,6,6,33,51,14,0,6,8,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,3,0,12,8,4,0,2,0,2,4,14,5,1,1,1,10,37,15,25,49,3,18,0,0,8,1,5,8,2,4,10,132,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283631647689418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331123397752862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206910468175857,0.08340275660401518,0.0642595306307373,0.08508196533977963,0.07925058752121197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398953016136152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329663067657592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.531033208412679,0.0,0.0,0.2318186850609812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981438622367829,0.03945459284173336,0.14488585862923853,0.12875440607149116,0.1266804012843646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061755230070416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314295674567536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398852669416573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446931935008146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44390769238633176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081656504086932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199001635808037,0.058243479825874266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052354081751127365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682808816193099,0.0,0.0722597115789416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675643714579828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005426692365085,0.0,0.0,0.060177389515145924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751726695026094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698022202795131,0.0,0.0,0.14937678017768566,0.0,0.05345142585894522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644906684938164,0.0,0.0,0.21352205412441624,0.0,0.05677949687967712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838833902658517,0.0,0.0,0.08806931228652146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623095556856089,0.0,0.059941996846545276,0.0,0.0,0.06789898506812365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,weiihaee,2019/09/23,"Feeling weird Okay so idk if what I’m about to say belongs in this sub but idk where else to say it in. 

I feel weird saying thank you to people in real life. I still do say it because I know it’s a moral obligation and I should be thankful when people do something nice for me, but I feel like I’m unable to display genuine thankfulness when I say it. It’s not that I’m not thankful, idk why I cannot physically show it in a way I feel everyone else can :(( 

I also don’t like the feeling of people thanking me. I feel like I do not deserve their gratitude. Like what I did was something I HAD to do and not just because I trying to be nice. 

Omg I feel like I sound like some sort of sociopath or narcissist now.  UGH",-0.03313725490196262,2.124071601307193,2.2243464052287583,94.25455882352942,87.88888888888891,4.968627450980391,21.5718954248366,6.42735559955562,0.32887973856209163,557,20,125,6,18,188,79,153,0.099,0.618,0.282,0.9869,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,9,17,0,0,3,1,13,1,0,0,0,23,29,10,0,2,9,0,7,6,0,1,1,6,0,0,10,2,0,0,8,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,13,20,14,14,23,1,10,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,10,79,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947615923166648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641080610697234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869348092457652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069130213693052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960147368179476,0.23979672969366725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061490283013420764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902924339402606,0.3279746269916936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23270550482750305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735213710252355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448859902317249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227247694468145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935326825799954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150535396782843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596406926849714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881085721167954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009608016211373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coastal_crab,2019/09/23,"How to deal with anxiety when telling people news that you know will make them upset or irritated? I hope this is the right place to post this, but I was wondering if anyone has any tips on how to deal with interactions where you have to tell someone news or a status on a situation that you know will probably get them to voice their irritation or disagreement? I know many strong-minded individuals and sometimes, whether I am interacting with one person or when I serve as an intermediary between two individuals and have to tell them news (for example, the schedule isn’t going as planned, I won’t be able to accommodate what they want, etc.), I get incredibly anxious about it. I also feel terrible whenever disagreements occur or I know something I say is going to cause an issue (even if there are completely allowed to be disappointed). How do you handle that you can’t make everyone happy? I don’t really have any other social anxiety issues, as I am outgoing and can speak clearly and openly whenever needed, but these situations really set up my anxiety as I am unfortunately a people pleaser. thank you for your help!",9.557536231884056,8.533263908212565,10.154497584541062,59.12884782608696,59.67632850241546,13.883864734299516,39.54057971014493,12.857556352371635,5.370967536231884,907,39,150,29,10,310,125,207,0.142,0.746,0.11199999999999999,-0.6727,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,7,5,1,10,6,0,1,7,0,21,0,0,7,1,38,37,24,0,5,10,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,9,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,1,4,26,3,23,31,1,14,0,1,0,0,24,7,0,9,3,112,35,0,0.1229049425402484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828703814510396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715915103486464,0.0,0.28206583391300666,0.13884760156945222,0.0,0.08593799350639393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625723171340336,0.0,0.0,0.12886349388906454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25341919804215857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370714993866965,0.08117755540371442,0.0,0.0,0.1174409395728094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214443182867685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284255195256946,0.0,0.13969942238227098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308345967422145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238059225972942,0.0,0.0,0.1220723397701382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25656165661094993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701813687127688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408000703627088,0.1246063210422886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409895570493185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091132457570722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328356987018604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170413623963882,0.1073158551615156,0.128409505971002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770896088948507,0.0,0.1325123155091941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747210670440226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496014938817523,0.0,0.09773894335118634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763006098609351,0.0,0.12528611113540306,0.10413695897273888,0.0946182293596985,0.12155613084354895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32227301110441264,0.11315435829126275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006027007519232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249251946749702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328516741106106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Starfire911,2019/09/23,Is this a form of social anxiety? I hate being in a small crowded room with people. Every time I go to my therapist office she has a very small waiting room with only one couch and one other chair so I have to sit next to someone most of the time and I get so anxious I start to shake and my heart flies so fast it feels like My throat is going to close up.,1.0749350649350653,2.737996233766236,2.9519480519480545,93.49077922077923,80.16883116883116,5.43896103896104,18.79220779220779,6.1826913282559595,-0.19800779220779186,278,6,63,2,7,93,54,77,0.127,0.84,0.033,-0.7365,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,4,0,5,2,2,0,0,9,12,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,9,1,11,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,6,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449057877267205,0.272447825594992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031919291374636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194027936514408,0.1722883371399657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259987682544912,0.0,0.27411927490794924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381005268566237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857817076497409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782104614329872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564817327399916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32683931537083005,0.1834168636006868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719345806451816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458373653578677,0.20433833725248648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170697841102787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800111738424511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812505229399884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898639680212285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MatGI00,2019/09/23,"nervous around my new ""best"" friend?? Long story short i met a girl n we became mates probs a month ago or so, but over the past 3 weeks we became rly close, even to the point where we call each other besties etc. text wise its great, its great when alcohol is around, but man when sober i just start overthinking stuff as always leading to moments of awkward silence... how do i overcome this? its not a stranger anymore, and with my other close friends i usually dont have anxiety.... any advice??",2.9852514619883053,5.2869535368421054,3.0592982456140376,91.92953216374272,76.78947368421053,5.906432748538013,25.292397660818715,6.937597516519254,0.965573099415205,386,14,77,4,9,117,75,95,0.033,0.7490000000000001,0.218,0.9726,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,2,9,8,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,2,0,17,6,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,7,10,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,9,6,8,5,3,20,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,11,48,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130492528123815,0.16446764267864014,0.1982829734116633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438191630974968,0.0,0.0,0.12617174238530074,0.0,0.1419355447063105,0.0,0.1840031696325484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303351083791934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470997436167625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945435169902589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174483614344528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069231603764012,0.12254565238524907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866913519166604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091111085186173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641946928556933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480941215580774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919310327687282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771163693498568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539274175283498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132427259046647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239584609172266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434314941579232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882684954290926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Diztortion420,2019/09/23,"girl I like at the supermarket There is a girl I think is really cute working at the supermarket next to where I live but yeah I got social anxiety and am really insecure when it comes to girls (I had my last gf nine years ago and my first real date was last year at the age of 21 which was actually ok but It did'nt work out at the end).

There is a supermarket which is even a bit closer and cheaper but I always go to that where the girl works but I have no idea how to approach her and even if I do so, it would be weird because she almost always is at the checkout counter and there are always lots of people and when I fuck it up it would be super weird and I could'nt go to that supermarket again. 

I think she even finds me attractive too but to be honest I find it even hard to smile at her. I always think today I will smile at her because thats a little step forward but when the moment comes I'm kinda like paralyzed by anxiety.

I'm starting my first therapy next monday and I will also tell that my therapist but I dont know if I can tell it right away as they need to know more backstory about me I assume.",2.012754237288135,3.5917529025423747,3.862000000000002,88.39105084745766,77.17796610169492,7.262372881355933,21.545762711864406,8.07648339933343,0.8899515254237285,879,23,195,15,20,297,121,236,0.087,0.78,0.133,0.9247,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,6,18,11,1,1,11,2,21,1,0,1,0,37,36,24,0,5,9,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,0,4,13,11,0,0,9,0,0,7,2,4,0,3,4,1,30,7,23,25,3,42,0,0,0,1,14,16,1,6,23,138,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.10839918549535367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846674334787907,0.0,0.11123173300622947,0.0,0.0,0.08883156104899807,0.3697136843027209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995356198843095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436440348571913,0.0,0.0,0.1354280844695223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127185357911704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137316176155944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868926503721956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018628861009304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983849343887678,0.0,0.0,0.2934722260327953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305233002315595,0.1889711506448716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269273962605853,0.0,0.0,0.12625996267727238,0.0,0.08884174863831543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950689802923704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539710530733025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209459762983887,0.18109193737353207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085372846812436,0.11133250129154912,0.0980866966533144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443722730574483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236527034508144,0.0,0.0,0.2362721411256323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700968777988693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643467532454672,0.14232286702520058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486270106463776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323325069054907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786238145929951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417965448032398,0.0,0.127030983746243,0.12897378475278412,0.0,0.21352896026360352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052919483726157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242605215603626,0.0,0.0,0.1578177335905935,0.0,0.0,0.14306524622345204
socialanxiety,Msmomin,2019/09/23,"Group chat Hi, I just fixed a group chat and if anyone wants to be invited just say the word and I'll fix it ❤",-1.6985897435897428,0.007868884615385595,0.951538461538462,103.67679487179493,90.92307692307692,5.005128205128205,12.512820512820511,6.42735559955562,-1.2013179487179486,85,1,24,1,3,29,21,26,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5768637365630946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6560782928344617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486610216816173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ToastedTree,2019/09/23,"I overcame social anxiety, and now I want to help you do it too It makes me so depressed seeing everyone here be so miserable because of social anxiety. I used to be in a similar place as you. Every day was a goddamn nightmare, and it took me so many sleepless nights, panic attacks, tears, and pain to figure out how to overcome my anxiety.

Nowadays I feel so free and comfortable inside my body that it's like I am a totally different person, and I do it all without medication. I want to help you get to this point too and end your suffering :)

So, I’m currently trying to find out how one could make the lives of professionals with anxiety a lot easier.

Which is why I have two very simple questions:

1. *As a professional struggling with anxiety, what are the 2 biggest issues you’re dealing with?*

2. Regarding overcoming anxiety, what would you wish for more than anything else?

Thanks so much in advance - looking forward to reading your answers and helping everyone out that I can! :)",5.0864401544401545,6.8144476864864885,6.274922779922783,73.61060810810814,69.43243243243242,9.826254826254825,35.376447876447884,10.125756701596842,4.072158301158302,782,41,132,21,14,262,119,185,0.184,0.654,0.162,-0.5725,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,6,0,1,12,11,1,3,7,0,12,3,1,5,2,32,25,17,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,13,0,0,5,1,1,3,1,7,0,2,2,3,19,5,23,19,5,16,0,3,2,0,14,9,0,2,7,98,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395514575287612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967334347296083,0.0,0.0,0.13372981946058435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716572412594614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057128115056466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385391644266494,0.0,0.0,0.07580986909195435,0.12118863863496745,0.10124543409208354,0.0,0.0,0.12281447764526204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819773893433888,0.0,0.10411419473896193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904074077344226,0.22464766200503156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943668948717931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743834897878612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061414896730587074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23637337430697936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269140669224485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057428873963000025,0.0,0.10379858969373412,0.0,0.0987121908366182,0.0,0.0,0.09993660040942652,0.0,0.0,0.15693075215740807,0.11917700418193646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841901405894155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641259738564301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103124845978036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965475805466778,0.0,0.12508123010700312,0.13791931319493164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263991435098653,0.12281447764526204,0.0,0.11112251650155808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168263119202467,0.0,0.11758156837151824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367193769846116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23965434924694004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288852957609693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082240236167916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306021060630303,0.07980856933510798,0.0,0.11482903266183145,0.0,0.0,0.10152524863432676,0.0,0.0969908609400901,0.13866778544573138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607037266301554,0.0,0.13517642014084585,0.11331377168619962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350397522950695,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tamara1023,2019/09/23,"Why am I like this (rhetorical question) When I’m talking to someone, especially at work, I feel like I can only say stupid, inappropriate things and sometimes I want to avoid awkward silence so much that I tell things I should’t have to, like about my private life. The other problem is when people ask me something all of a sudden and I just can’t find the words and “humming” like an idiot til someone else answers it. Then I think about how fucked up those conversations and situations were all day long. How could I get rid of this?..",4.616176470588236,6.435649784313724,4.884460784313728,82.75257352941178,70.76470588235293,7.060784313725492,30.39705882352941,7.645422480735847,1.9294470588235293,426,18,80,5,8,134,76,102,0.163,0.732,0.105,-0.8074,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,3,2,4,0,7,2,0,2,2,19,14,11,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,11,4,10,12,3,9,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,1,11,54,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390292485662016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706173578252985,0.0,0.0,0.12686555958804932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433099343668736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994655308361744,0.14053396465652934,0.0,0.0,0.17979487931679328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818607915080067,0.10277600178042104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389463431651831,0.38442204526116425,0.0,0.0,0.1740874882289174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460890981738786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496113982789788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637812005436942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823066494896168,0.0,0.0,0.22036696401545328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643647544471428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211170496010131,0.0,0.0,0.3333536923289923,0.151441603585447,0.1945571747132103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811288615131808,0.1719384729004837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613787666435717,0.12604768316573636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160282058795648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750561166757828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321160611192935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mayoiteprithvi,2019/09/23,"Hey everyone, I’m currently trying to find out how one could make the lives of men who are NATURALLY INTROVERT a lot easier when it comes to meeting a woman ;)  Which is why I have two very simple questions:

1. As a naturally introvert man, what are the 2 biggest issues you’re dealing with when it comes to meeting women?

2. Regarding dating, what would you WISH for more than anything else?

Thanks so much in advance - looking forward to reading your answers!",5.823215686274509,7.290279341176473,6.593823529411764,73.02053921568628,67.35294117647061,9.431372549019608,35.34313725490196,9.725611199111238,3.753196078431373,364,18,60,8,6,120,68,85,0.0,0.865,0.135,0.893,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,13,13,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,11,11,3,11,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,2,5,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823106310858232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381678557361616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768836885030108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22840062747415435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507036172510286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169338784760547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202485864994786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231232849793807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562611878487274,0.0,0.18603993394416035,0.0,0.0,0.18834754229643444,0.0,0.0,0.14788136357693574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285925551157696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012295645788906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24817834353514984,0.0,0.22160248929226828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396660264752495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041284000935762,0.0,0.2164148670009483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279579461818565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999076806665264,0.0,0.2547629837882401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737746173099215,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rosemarys_Babooshka,2019/09/23,"So couple of days ago I posted I was going to see a psychiatrist. Update : Lol sis was even more dead inside than I am. 🤷🏻‍♂️🤣
I almost asked her if she was ok. Gonna try another one soon, but I'm even more sceptical than I was before...",-1.7856349206349194,0.07219731481481517,2.27783068783069,92.47166666666668,94.37037037037035,5.307936507936508,13.269841269841269,6.868970318607317,-0.4540603174603177,181,3,44,3,7,68,43,54,0.127,0.799,0.07400000000000001,-0.5478,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,10,3,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,7,1,4,5,2,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,4,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714159722968166,0.0,0.3066016803001737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210633773304785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28624316588697263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605422695032511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33878968114131724,0.0,0.1974650454679724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044667613784648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740129172909718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074799839309395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932421527072492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24399110113570666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078806224210122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mooseg00se,2019/09/23,"HELP I’m supposed to present at this conference in a couple hours and I can’t calm down Literally just in the hotel room crying uncontrollably and feeling like I could throw up at any moment. I’ve had to present internally for my coworkers before and don’t get me wrong I hate that too and have similar dread, but nothing like this before. I have to get in front of a giant room of experts in a couple hours and talk to them. Any quick tips for pulling myself together? I can’t stop freaking out long enough to even do my makeup or review my notes.",5.181506493506493,5.728866709090909,5.878571428571429,80.90500000000003,68.27272727272727,8.83116883116883,29.350649350649352,8.841846274778883,2.166155844155844,438,15,87,7,7,143,72,110,0.149,0.76,0.09,-0.7638,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,1,2,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,13,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,1,1,11,3,18,11,1,23,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,1,10,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701216399528775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33800298468354606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857299566547034,0.439513801826015,0.2181624818622388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052160204579326,0.0,0.1311792639365786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042259568547818,0.14188619307752465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752984046231168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608510875576027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312331717242418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39117939614665376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406049160603506,0.0,0.0,0.17576257118767527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905705359348825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604588112883173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963426028248953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714758549047056,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_Pigeon_,2019/09/23,"Even though it is hard, getting out is worth it!! After having a pretty hard time the last few days (impulsive thoughts, depression, suicidal ideation) I had a pretty great experience last night!

Even though I felt like crawling up inside my bed I went to a concert I was really excited about. While standig at the merch table, a girl that stood next to me pretty much the entire concert came up to me and told me that she thought I was super cool! We talked for a bit, realised that we have a similar taste in music and exchanged numbers!

It really lifted me up. I always feel like a hideous gremlin, even more so the last few days, and that compliment meant everything. I'm also really happy about gaining a new friend, as I have always struggled with that.

Hopefully this might motivate you to go out even though you feel dead inside. You never know what might happen!",5.888232013385391,7.056602496932516,5.97068600111545,78.6485331846068,66.97546012269939,9.117456776352482,30.15560513106525,9.339509955726095,2.6876306748466248,689,25,122,13,11,218,102,163,0.092,0.6509999999999999,0.257,0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,3,0,3,11,12,0,1,12,1,10,1,0,1,1,21,26,10,2,1,0,0,5,2,1,2,0,2,1,1,10,9,1,0,8,2,2,3,1,2,0,0,11,9,18,10,17,13,5,22,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,3,14,85,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352271959685676,0.1946190566722804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767617075889215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375656472044362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508426771224173,0.0,0.10072654462934537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30897037472516703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510469922116453,0.11439690721407215,0.0,0.0,0.11826414514269985,0.08354717988180832,0.11228775503607877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035319971377624,0.0,0.061100141373425274,0.0,0.06646384993315012,0.0,0.0,0.12893481943554538,0.0,0.0,0.10341611784317883,0.12449258351468065,0.20952363354750064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161550639668305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427118179386798,0.28598299321050946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142690944657518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481252245642746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596972717985707,0.0,0.09019697315636566,0.11294843837782145,0.12437478831905938,0.10974712590899392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569323652869104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475831947290806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222587178353479,0.0,0.1279213731450016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399781592443894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447004076856481,0.18568619810939144,0.06819291549848362,0.0,0.0,0.11174816403200744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841132574497032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rema-elghaish,2019/09/23,The all time problem How can some one forget what he feel ? Or even adapt with,0.5268750000000004,2.9177179375000044,0.8049999999999997,103.54,88.375,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.588025,61,1,14,0,2,18,16,16,0.247,0.753,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257516834980674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32592871686647784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43679709130952943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6167943667116771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758709695315779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wasteland_artworks,2019/09/23,"I need help I think my SA is linked to being obsessed with my looks. I’m constantly thinking about them and how other people see me from different angles.  

Whenever I’m in social situations where I’m not closest with them I have like this voice inside telling me they are making fun of me, that the joke they just told and are laughing about is all about me and they are conspiring against me and stupid shit like that that keeps happening even though I know those things aren’t happening. But it’s like my first reaction it’s to think they are and I start feeling shame.

What is something I could do to improve or some good texts to read idk.

I also started taking elvanse for my add and it just makes everything worse",3.752659574468087,5.7843486099290775,3.8889539007092218,88.10875,73.53900709219856,7.253191489361702,25.934397163120565,8.07648339933343,1.5205929078014186,578,20,114,9,12,178,92,141,0.106,0.725,0.17,0.836,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,6,1,10,11,2,2,1,0,12,1,1,3,1,28,32,11,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,1,6,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,4,22,7,14,29,2,7,0,0,2,0,10,3,1,2,7,79,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969875154366854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887767784558846,0.0,0.1394749732495537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251285224410665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153804546081013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699923319020934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832802072069798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859039687649855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652086753655907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30895385879412657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709037231462735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527163341255054,0.0,0.0,0.09600452056508928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560327036954703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669478587772006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321256361803605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295296998261453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110737571845533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747363000379062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139204537220437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793157755653101,0.0,0.19635778520125044,0.0,0.1780734636192613,0.0,0.13448414729222166,0.0,0.0,0.2472915844444944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134440776556733,0.0,0.15268590907188692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605562712006055,0.3358010240390734,0.17163108179436448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692285115170247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802304231485325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dannyhowyoufeell,2019/09/23,"Too nervous to go to class... I’ve missed over a week of my college class because it started out with me being sick, but now that I haven’t been in so long I’m anxious to show my face again. I worry what my professor will think, my classmates, I know it’s irrational but I’m so anxious",0.8718579234972665,2.7841647377049203,2.689754098360656,93.88632513661207,81.95081967213116,5.3781420765027335,24.92076502732241,6.42735559955562,0.6925715846994538,223,9,50,2,6,74,45,61,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.9436,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,6,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,8,8,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,32,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7341718418403075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980783637072987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846689843308461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857668304731966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875587069254937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22999183077881186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820628266191896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606445778851497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299889372439717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lil-fil,2019/09/23,Talking Do extroverted people when  talking to me and I sometimes answer awkwardly do they think I don’t like talking to them or they mostly know Im just socially awkward?,3.17625,6.225134125000004,4.861250000000002,74.45875000000002,82.75,6.95,33.0,8.07648339933343,3.373225,140,8,21,3,4,47,24,32,0.124,0.7959999999999999,0.08,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344604264566669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016805786985326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127269591951864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466288043959253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31563529804519136,0.0,0.0,0.3062382992042769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7466219851614356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984024910323377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FuckAUsername420,2019/09/23,"Feel like I can't say certain words Certain words that are not already in my daily vocabulary have always been extremely hard for me to say.  It sounds strange, but this has been a big part of my social anxiety all my life.  It's like I'm worried that I'll come off as awkward because I haven't gotten enough practice saying those words around other people.  For example, all my friends call each other ""dude"" and ""bro"" and I just can't say it because I worry I'll sound awkward.  I also really struggle to call people by their name.  If I just force myself to say a certain words around someone over and over I'll eventually adapt that word into my vocabulary and it's not an issue anymore, but it's just unbelievably hard.  Does anyone else have anything similar?  It really bugs me",4.752906698564594,6.118980486842108,5.7135645933014345,78.71086124401914,69.78947368421052,8.158851674641149,29.607655502392344,8.575989854853784,2.325334210526316,622,24,113,10,11,205,90,152,0.158,0.773,0.069,-0.8626,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,3,3,0,9,1,0,0,5,29,13,9,0,1,8,1,3,2,1,0,1,7,0,0,13,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,10,15,6,15,10,5,9,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,2,73,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147690470773278,0.10977190422868872,0.11421665528012152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050084334307045,0.0,0.13613140125948328,0.09597987049790316,0.14064566579924068,0.11295856548532444,0.2443924269275647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735266770853222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803287184997844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824286400440442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012276669938028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146684779149083,0.0,0.0,0.14183290257682493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940602492235752,0.0980631558630501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605169341193514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24592749584878545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327047660482298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695532990696952,0.13412287568266007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864615329507255,0.0,0.1903265004426108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587276351054204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5457988220745926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992582595109362,0.1163053898332556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435006629746805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27880141944067965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,10mesutozil,2019/09/23,Should I get a girlfriend? I'm constantly seeing girls around my campus that I want to ask out but I don't know whether or not I should. I have problems opening up to people and I'm pretty much a homebody so I don't think I would very good in a relationship. Where should I go from there?,1.2579234972677575,3.2661197377049227,2.689754098360656,93.88632513661207,81.13114754098359,5.3781420765027335,21.642076502732237,6.42735559955562,0.21371912568305973,228,7,51,2,6,74,44,61,0.0,0.764,0.23600000000000002,0.9183,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,16,16,5,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,9,1,7,12,1,8,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,1,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26672983273080103,0.2801089900764675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237882523337505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565417302919782,0.0,0.17028382973475326,0.2513112895459974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466610027024156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025889863681164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077222942850955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048264090352466,0.0,0.28670072268498553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216851890775127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23876238482407894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919876438102337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472220585288154,0.17672662680405102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284505005404009,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,saintneutral,2019/09/23,"Confirmed a bunch of strangers were talking about me Whenever i’m alone I usually get super anxious and conscious, especially when i’m surrounded by people who know each other. I was working on an event and there were a group of friends that kept cheering (it was a competition). 

Later that day in a bar, I got introduced to one of the girls that was in the event. She told me someone replied to her story asking about me, (she was a local in the place and i was just there for the event). She showed me her phone and their conversation and I saw that she told her friend that they were talking about me.

She then told me face to face that her friends and I were making fun of me because of my color. I look unusually pale, compared to most people here. I live in a tropical country so most are tanned. Plus, it was a beach side event. Apparently they were laughing at me and wondering how many tabs of medicine i took so my skin can look this way.

I felt off after that encounter. It just sucks that this encounter emphasised my fear of being talked about whenever im alone, especially when i’m surrounded by people who know each other.",3.5454727316027643,5.5739821040724005,4.163510359609429,85.92939985710882,74.1131221719457,7.367563705644201,27.016194331983804,8.20500826718156,1.7447773755656109,899,34,178,15,19,285,114,221,0.053,0.8440000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.9246,2,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,2,14,9,1,1,12,0,14,4,3,2,0,22,34,14,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,17,10,1,1,5,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,19,6,33,7,27,14,5,25,0,0,4,0,28,12,1,3,11,127,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972519775011051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621177169185861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415607703087268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747819043210157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925476622948144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161480943951215,0.0,0.0,0.1377855316700352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326105412825683,0.0,0.07497447483518331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477258112518693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550080310565013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773116047576535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671591364973372,0.0,0.2410130135127265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957894692887446,0.14548967394943166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724145070975873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298461053736976,0.0,0.14993025232956153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158975628441245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34602719696754586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113702386164869,0.15943728371634447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804844961938708,0.0,0.0,0.11390612373493465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556230485478309,0.10447200487021167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,me4eva,2019/09/23,"Does anyone feel like social anxiety took their youth? Im 26 and after years of having social anxiety, Im finally brave enough to go to college but I feel so old and like I wasted time. I also dont have any friends and felt like my youth went down the toilet. I spent most my life in my bedroom. I guess I will just keep working hard and hoping for a better future and maybe one day I will be happy with my life.",1.494051724137929,3.3083182183908093,3.2995258620689683,90.7761853448276,79.45977011494253,5.729310344827588,18.92097701149425,6.6274283507984215,0.0606563218390801,323,7,69,3,8,108,62,87,0.121,0.647,0.233,0.9204,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,3,8,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,15,16,8,0,1,2,0,4,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,4,4,12,8,8,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,12,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319111761479189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217226926882937,0.0,0.25237397595722005,0.0,0.0,0.11533750546521415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458856675776518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063796852694797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443496452830606,0.0,0.1933212277944482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704383751638747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668082638010245,0.11784095682373087,0.15837873297170854,0.1806956496013932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744065714030636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937453984849183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171201447439386,0.0,0.0,0.17559330164802514,0.1477636078761191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383346388396014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563505581697721,0.0,0.0,0.14661594008200954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23301939948483336,0.2417600351012715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571535123050807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308822315124694,0.0,0.1117749996612435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362933421693133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961841970286646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326652063815355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291113804666168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200862206779629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622297228806847
socialanxiety,hallomysweets,2019/09/23,"Planning to attend a bible group for the first time without my husband! I have decided to attend a bi-weekly bible study for young women this Tuesday. I have been wanting to be active within my church so much since I joined. I really just have the toughest time going through with it. In social situations even outside of our church, I've used my husband as a crotch to start dialogue's and I'm just next to him while he leads the conversation. 

I have signed up for other events and decided the same day to not show up. My heart starts racing and I start to sweat every time I think about it. But I have been wanting to be a part of our church in so long. So I'm posting this to be held accountable and be able to overcome my anxieties. I truly do hope that I go through with this and that I'm able to socialize with minimal issues. I'll update this on after Tuesday and hopefully, have a positive update.

Ahhhh, wish me luck!!",3.838926640926642,5.25708174594595,4.935463320463324,83.21385135135138,72.08108108108108,8.096525096525099,26.72779922779923,8.634040054169528,1.9015637065637068,733,25,144,13,14,241,104,185,0.016,0.8640000000000001,0.12,0.9611,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,9,0,13,3,3,2,0,28,29,12,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,3,1,1,5,2,0,0,1,3,0,19,3,31,22,3,30,3,0,0,0,11,6,0,3,18,100,28,1,0.32160449099392424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301327767007518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370414550768056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620836658864724,0.0,0.13548282717517018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367783078738508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827752436102505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055143514652575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194258252336458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783576656386712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230492711324405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182081525837696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101501234772046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413316180877955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400410133990236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301403604217464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301727915964193,0.1807484612885636,0.0,0.3278352779597507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414499710220957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303558600435864,0.0,0.0,0.2812952474600465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888151085324935,0.0,0.0,0.18969066127325815,0.0,0.1289858618957372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849146464887036,0.15500762641755936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cerealgraham,2019/09/23,"Going to try attending this event tomorrow It’s my first week in college, and I’ll try to check it out. Hopefully it goes well, it most likely won’t",0.37338709677419146,2.7628507741935517,2.6583064516129045,89.80745967741936,89.64516129032259,6.970967741935485,20.65322580645161,8.07648339933343,1.329832258064517,118,4,25,3,4,40,26,31,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36049663379540137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408637052426444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209437027479931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705449289670907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754848288733326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399586509250962,0.0,0.38106038367282985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,procrastinating24hrs,2019/09/23,"Do I really have friends? Hi right now I am a senior in high school and I have this amazing group of friends that I feel very comfortable around. But I feel like they don’t really care about me, these people have been friends since middle school while I have only known them for three years. I just feel really lost and lonely even though I do have friends but these are friends who don’t care about me. I just don’t want my last year at high school to be bad because I don’t have friends and it’s really difficult for me to make friends too. I feel like all this anxiousness is caused by my social anxiety what do I do?",4.7541141732283485,5.1140657007874015,4.631171259842522,90.13447342519687,69.15748031496061,8.869685039370083,26.111220472440944,8.841846274778883,1.467803937007874,492,13,111,8,8,151,72,127,0.113,0.606,0.281,0.9739,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,9,17,0,0,1,0,19,0,0,2,1,17,28,7,0,1,4,0,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,4,19,13,11,25,1,13,0,2,0,0,13,7,0,0,8,72,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808585516404356,0.13008143757134727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102503747642977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614153315594304,0.07019151875462455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347966569610521,0.11828596259074005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605239835677574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328837354899588,0.1645196802213395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6227269239631984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433147064592725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385880460655982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250837495222836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569471948098074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686039568108291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757320503439403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982726722102003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950601636031998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983334747290375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34959963557178675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952493991567033,0.0,0.0,0.11737615385502195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131296929567902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950069485657825,0.06791569345750632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482996226781651
socialanxiety,PMMeYourBoehner,2019/05/30,"DAE feel weird greeting people by their name? This (among so many other things) has had me self-concious for a long time. I work in a college campus coffee shop so between my coworkers and regular customers I am often greeted with ""hey pmme"" or ""Hows it going pmme?, etc, where they use my name.

 But when it's my turn to innitiate greetings I always feel like saying the other person's first name is too personal and I worry they would be weirded out that i know their name. I know it's fucking stupid. They know my name. Me saying their name would be at least normal and at best kinda endearing.

Anyone else have this problem? I feel proud that I've reached a point where I'll say hi first tbh.",2.5470401337792623,4.718354384057975,3.428260869565218,89.39081939799334,77.6231884057971,5.695429208472687,22.209587513935343,6.67199483983844,0.5456169453734674,547,16,108,5,13,174,94,138,0.081,0.782,0.13699999999999998,0.7797,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,6,5,8,8,2,0,4,0,9,1,0,2,0,27,19,9,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,3,0,2,10,5,0,0,6,1,1,1,0,5,0,2,1,6,19,3,10,14,3,14,0,0,0,1,19,8,1,3,6,70,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381154556578175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606278887509468,0.17007449719585746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419434525043873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866181808567046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851206881264592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517858205715893,0.11858198282948645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28237890763197193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534533897813671,0.0,0.0,0.0943349030177197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736682741425751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109343617012497,0.0,0.0,0.14689430836484116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828595294766105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263316536723235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507529820374646,0.2898689376459441,0.0,0.0,0.15691247411169018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588282628581172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396001368575108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316186346762602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102751654871224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678903759736072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054746580322667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433604857913143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208413657043936,0.1685690453360595,0.0,0.2358264690889989,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,j-cf-,2019/05/30,"I want to have a life but.. Social anxiety. I'm childfree so I don't want to go to a party period, let alone one that contains kids.

My sister knows I have SA but our family friends do not, my mother doesn't and I don't want to talk about it with her. 

Faking illness probably won't work, so I'm open  to other strategies. Current strategy is alcohol and CBD oil but I hate that I have to resort to those things to get by. 

I really don't want to be an asshole but I hate that I have to be miserable.",-0.09611111111111016,1.9267434629629645,2.88851851851852,90.38333333333335,86.5925925925926,6.562962962962962,20.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.8700777777777771,386,12,87,8,12,137,64,108,0.217,0.6829999999999999,0.099,-0.9538,1,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,3,5,2,1,3,0,14,3,0,0,0,15,25,8,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,7,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,0,1,13,1,13,21,0,4,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386652606128255,0.0,0.22664557330753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674070758267547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629680640581285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907026703034644,0.0,0.11433150403440412,0.0,0.12436815620984852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321056741113259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026520259014575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22377214339940846,0.1545686163983674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482872849536367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359395919315938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019038326240404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230732579262216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758901277315931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453832947153525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5162948181995249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931343930795655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GeistHunt,2019/05/30,"People will leave and forget me As the title suggests, I have the constant worry/anxiety that people will just forget and leave me if I don’t instigate an interaction with them. This has caused me to become rather clingy to close friends.

How does one stop being clingy when it’s caused by such anxiety?
How do I stop thinking that people will leave and forget me?",7.1954347826086975,7.452054304347832,6.699818840579709,77.75233695652177,63.92753623188406,9.218840579710145,28.84420289855073,8.841846274778883,2.170359420289856,293,8,52,4,4,91,45,69,0.21899999999999997,0.738,0.043,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,4,0,18,9,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,5,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871277183836781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726218371157426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38556903934515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028001109533824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422764725410552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499016776680426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5961331050797455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716723466966912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390311606658474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137941022080251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120248697059771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the_uwca,2019/05/30,"I've let fear take control of my life, and I'm tired of it. Every hour of every day in my life, I let my fear conquer my life. At this point I'm even too scared of leaving my home just because on the off-chance that I might bump into someone I recognise, I will feel like shit. I regret that I do not go out to meet people because of who I am as a person- not because I don't have anyone to meet or talk to, but because I might do or say something which will make me regret meeting or talking to people, I don't want to ruin people's perception even more than I have already, I guess. 

I'm tired of feeling scared to talk about my feelings to people who matter, I'm supposed to be living a normal, exciting, memorable life like all the others, but there has been no excitement in my life for years now. I'm the reason for my own downfall, I realise it; but no matter how much I want to rectify my shortcomings, fear stops me. 

Hell, I'm even too scared to let my parents know that I desperately want therapeutic attention, but telling them that would mean that I would have to open up and would 'make me feel lesser of myself.' I know this phrase and the idea behind it is flawed as I write this, but it still makes sense to me. 

I am desperately, desperately afraid of falling back into depression, I have got severe (undiagnosed) social anxiety which has stopped me from doing things which I want to do, like achieve my dreams, do stuff which I fantasize about the entire day (which would be pretty amazing- career and morale-wise). I have a dream that I know I can achieve, but my social anxiety makes me think that I can not, and it makes me want to give up on my dreams and do something which is the norm in the society. I have been told that I have a talent for the career I want to pursue, but I haven't even disclosed it to my friends or family because I feel it will seem 'ridiculous and humiliating' if it doesn't pan out. 
I know that because of my inadequate inability to interact with people, it has led them to believe that I'm just some kind of an innocent, little, goofy,  absent minded guy, but I am not. I have this little voice inside of me that says that I am quite a smart person, a capable and serious person. On the inside, I know it as well, I would say I'm a pretty knowledgeable person, contrary to what I exhibit to people and how they perceive it. 

It just feels so incredibly disheartening to get the first-hand experience of how fear can completely derail my mindset and my thinking. 

This kind of awkwardness and the sense of being afraid has hindered my human interactions, makes me regret about not doing things with people I like or care about. Instead it has created a completely disabled, discouraged, afraid person; the person which I so do not want to be. 

I just want to be a normal, ambitious guy who isn't afraid to go out and enjoy his life, meet friends, talk to people without thinking that I will be on the receiving end of any kind of judgement.

Since I am absolutely petrified of saying these things out loud to people I know, this was written for cathartic purposes, I just wanted to confess somewhere.",9.80646103896104,6.613269659090912,9.554989610389617,70.44455584415586,61.012987012987004,12.518337662337663,38.925714285714285,10.444984826868176,3.858752805194806,2474,88,476,41,25,811,242,616,0.18100000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.134,-0.9687,1,0,2,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,3,6,26,40,3,12,23,0,59,9,1,12,1,114,109,34,0,20,26,1,6,4,2,11,8,6,1,9,49,21,0,4,25,3,0,5,14,23,1,0,6,12,77,17,77,83,5,35,2,7,0,0,41,20,2,11,14,346,126,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906639375765412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03639897427305765,0.0,0.0818932693252448,0.0,0.0,0.037426067258082736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04115757807043484,0.0,0.1957708058467092,0.0,0.0,0.060304575840667674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457251288918487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224031636356127,0.0,0.06003306778415592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903865728204094,0.0,0.04610117989503722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740744374627675,0.0,0.0,0.14141157010653782,0.0,0.0901945860231384,0.0,0.0,0.05235792033091702,0.0504587988425669,0.24092294220278884,0.16238370879550634,0.03823841653287648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552851129861967,0.0,0.0,0.08270687988801499,0.0,0.027964709992125057,0.051346253081098615,0.06083921400381756,0.0,0.04280899537167997,0.0,0.05896404684572864,0.10599673463957583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053690143931396636,0.0,0.05271154424716278,0.0,0.0,0.06042344036448216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721479029627914,0.17649631434388685,0.0,0.0,0.05667546275551458,0.0,0.1641994430318427,0.22683860767704095,0.10459884432239087,0.10729263224906853,0.04726373588333653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437093636317936,0.0,0.0,0.0583046387603807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135635661505812,0.05404519786146799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03934718373225329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488667116175164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059433404917272635,0.0,0.0,0.3339687338942937,0.2804168621531562,0.0,0.0,0.05059861878776945,0.0,0.0,0.1089087505384292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693064315112136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503282446668402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026156270792053,0.16076420067625716,0.0,0.0,0.04872733558351209,0.0,0.06046824533522725,0.05494285287246047,0.04427660197929092,0.0,0.0,0.10912441006685496,0.04535173177246632,0.08241263430460022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274529716799723,0.08949893472303645,0.0,0.0,0.061273552948077535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04024429221987589,0.17208612635802348,0.046783387637743735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066793017922097,0.1028903686808113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303869656798395,0.0,0.051145626328561816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28413496973104224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812558664098709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515963867401614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011384654170976,0.0,0.0,0.03446847657378654
socialanxiety,Tabrith900,2019/05/30,"People made me understand how much i suck again I feel i'm going mad. This is just the worst, and the most pathetic part is that it's not the first time it happens. Another fuss over a ban, another drama i made about being kicked from a telegram group (cause i dared to criticize a mod, go figure...), the tampering to try to reenter that drove people to hate me more and even mock my mental problems and suicidal impulses. And even if now i hate them for it, i suffer the same of its loss. One of those guys was right, i am almost 30 years old but i act like 5 years old kid... i will never have a real friend or anything like that bein like i am...
I hate myself more than ever today. I wonder if i will ever be able to recover or get better from this point or i'll just have to off myself and put an end to this farce...",3.0751754385964887,3.819889690058482,4.596739766081875,87.48703947368423,73.15204678362574,7.805263157894737,22.437134502923975,8.07648339933343,0.9298222222222216,631,14,139,9,12,212,110,171,0.203,0.722,0.075,-0.9540000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,10,15,6,0,10,0,11,0,0,4,3,31,26,12,1,3,9,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,11,5,0,1,4,1,0,5,2,10,0,2,4,1,19,5,16,18,7,22,0,2,0,0,5,4,1,8,16,98,30,0,0.1337593527956193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394067032633272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28051668819804715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100725503153152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829927770921694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740770103058247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184710846976178,0.0,0.0,0.17669358201401136,0.2419859849422112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763274779232893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377563715695672,0.0,0.0,0.10334214416547467,0.0,0.06988374112201655,0.0,0.1520370453584905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244278888315236,0.11828295393011977,0.0,0.0,0.3961790058039937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604418999016596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25313266756212666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347979670824522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832851485316817,0.0,0.10316345887851701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28071588002797104,0.0,0.0906387991735707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484834432388094,0.0,0.18546378671061395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644582323549344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798963603022911,0.0,0.13446509414073954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522474271304719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422975643877192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463110219369533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799615427934684,0.0,0.1267882263796424,0.0,0.0,0.09081382035371016,0.0,0.0,0.13924820353717704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450563123148689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227327545546592
socialanxiety,whooooobs,2019/05/30,A number that I did not have saved in my phone just called me. And I actually answered. Everything is fine.,0.91,3.4918457142857164,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,91.85714285714286,6.609523809523811,21.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.3439714285714284,84,3,17,2,3,28,20,21,0.114,0.7340000000000001,0.152,-0.0598,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.582905491950417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6099381810069526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368394571973749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SchrodingrsGat,2019/05/30,Everyone on here is a pussy Like it’s really not that hard just talk. I really don’t understand how people are so bad at life. Please guys just don’t be so god damn awkward you’ll be happier. Nigga cock nigga cock nigga dock nigga cock nigga cock,0.4063865546218501,2.850562411764706,2.984761904761907,86.64000000000001,91.54901960784315,6.835854341736696,15.128851540616246,7.957251820313856,0.7568969187675072,197,4,39,5,7,68,38,51,0.257,0.539,0.204,-0.3032,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,1,1,0,7,5,4,1,0,5,8,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,2,5,0,1,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754626614786535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315244964702809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266646560881573,0.0,0.0,0.2955362669008477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23302653619881844,0.1611782930105235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287193761680777,0.0,0.0,0.3621442026254714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227000303325207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651706935852069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434499296107165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,turnrightatthelight,2019/05/30,"Just ate at the wrong restaurant, survived I spent two days trying to talk myself into going out by myself for lunch.  I picked a restaurant I could walk to, so I wouldn't stress about getting a ride.  I practically memorized the online menu and reviews, and picked out what I wanted.  I chose a time when I was reasonably certain it wouldn't  be crowded.  I only paced for three minutes before leaving the house.  I was able to smile at the hostess and ask for a table.  I was feeling proud of myself, until I sat down and looked at the completely unfamiliar menu.

​

I walked into the wrong restaurant.

​

In my defense, the building isn't labeled with the restaurant name.  Even the menu isn't labeled, and it took me a minute or two to figure out where I actually was.

​

I was able to laugh at myself, but not get up and go to the 'right' restaurant.  I stayed and ordered. It was still a very good meal, and nice and quiet and cool inside.  

​

Reassure me you've done similar?",4.5411169284467725,6.3493129895288005,4.8210261780104675,83.17768237347296,70.93717277486911,6.768726003490403,28.96369982547993,7.3011,1.7213431762652711,795,31,143,8,15,250,110,191,0.023,0.8290000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.9568,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,1,1,16,1,13,3,0,3,1,33,25,15,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,16,3,1,4,0,1,6,5,4,0,3,11,4,23,7,26,10,0,27,0,0,1,0,5,14,0,1,5,104,27,1,0.19952364596807776,0.0,0.09735314841644753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323675740926269,0.4848861376051069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326383763388628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488996355396076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459837335065443,0.0,0.0,0.0796516979593373,0.0,0.0,0.06433812273500678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209098147780456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658917432047969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044257520811987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424286998352376,0.0,0.11339388602788428,0.08367548395137918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511174944483366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563336607000147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837748056494372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587336181927548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025717693357471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519605173902918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633282956807,0.07966992070265369,0.0,0.1142768311682006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018477440387943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817192124532184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083905604877754,0.06773172926811477,0.0,0.1949056101911429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231395186513732,0.0588421079356929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181477851194132,0.4848861376051069,0.0
socialanxiety,ben-gom,2019/05/30,"Social Anxiety ruins my life Hi,

I've got social anxiety and it has stopped me from ever having a girlfriend. I'm 22 yo, not particularly ugly & in decent shape. But my social anxiety gets in my way every time I'm anywhere near. I dated one girl last year who was 10/10 but and she knew about my social anxiety but she made me feel at ease about it. A month in she just dropped me like nothing and made me feel crap about myself, making my confidence absolutley 0. Approaching her was the hardest thing I've ever done in my life!

Anyway I've got over how she treated me & this girl I've only seen twice seems to have been displaying some interest (*or maybe I'm overthinking*), when working out she seems to always glance at me, she actually helped my get my foot into a hoop when I was struggling, and when I go to work out at the other end of the gym she moved to a machine just in my viewing line lol. I was going to go after her after she left the gym that 2nd time and talk to her but I hit a wall. I didn't know what I was gunna say.

If I see her again which I really hope I do, what should I say? Ask her if she wants to train together tomorrow at a certain time? Outright ask for her name or number? I really don't know as I have next to no experience!

Would love to be able to get past this as social anxiety has always been with me.",1.5734902819600336,3.43255639145908,3.700444839857649,87.78191828634,79.39145907473309,6.885354503148098,21.127977005201203,7.882392219407189,0.8801244456611008,1050,29,226,18,26,359,151,281,0.07400000000000001,0.802,0.124,0.966,0,0,0,1,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,13,9,1,1,10,1,19,5,2,4,3,41,48,19,0,6,11,0,2,1,1,2,2,2,0,2,11,9,0,1,7,2,0,5,4,3,0,2,15,8,45,6,35,29,1,44,0,1,4,1,33,17,1,8,21,148,56,2,0.09728584672736744,0.0,0.09493695275380512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189923576772214,0.2108183485670104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721170323168191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189826813224924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955719812663454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616638423130052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600123616948316,0.0819675217719707,0.0,0.0,0.09516422578975137,0.0,0.0,0.0983812944359686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248351876940724,0.0,0.16586936594514165,0.0,0.1556167577182156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520865236371796,0.0,0.0,0.09662679702762736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693151423333984,0.07930094965179865,0.0,0.0,0.1057013571238305,0.0,0.13743174125567026,0.04752895061306152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780427496449919,0.18410844089360184,0.06493905812749813,0.0,0.0977367091441931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776526346966672,0.10339945886661232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346460167842306,0.0,0.0,0.09334839374870484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592340751996692,0.07399027030431365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287034882428297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464760912005846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473122017114194,0.0,0.0,0.07752422420067527,0.17713076211944778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958533462149126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133532403593166,0.0,0.101704290021377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819467847708059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463239371543023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018447873634934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057381712989175285,0.07722097684875752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165051017273173,0.0,0.0,0.06910907424781798,0.0,0.0,0.0626488956506483
socialanxiety,ulxmodmakerwannabe,2019/05/30,"Whats up with me? So I'm an 18 year old guy who wants to be a social person, and id say I am, I used to be a very very shy 15-16 year old but in the past couple years I can definitely say that im not how i use to be. But yesterday I went to ask a question about my phone, something that simple and right when I walked in I could feel myself getting nervous for some reason. The main thing that I want to fix is my shaky ass voice when im nervous, but I dont even know why I was nervous!",2.146915297092285,1.7230332743362808,4.280935524652339,93.12256637168144,74.6637168141593,7.165107458912767,23.22250316055625,6.1826913282559595,0.21992642225031567,372,8,99,2,7,130,76,113,0.16,0.7929999999999999,0.047,-0.9027,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,6,0,9,1,1,4,0,19,19,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,4,14,0,11,13,2,15,0,0,0,1,9,4,1,3,9,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531736760206264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081751391799254,0.18129222647978407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202602045507444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082185848464244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284534358220869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856026515711114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223307063764145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35396309217032085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900453494459011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438571444902477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640932559501636,0.0,0.1430638052526483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354475861690994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684607385208824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399233910847466,0.0,0.2605934628419778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702012743001116,0.0,0.12613647739277026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088518482012934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830202751179209,0.0,0.2703798367050445,0.1932809587504636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518866689258644,0.14784532151737553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165339091122804
socialanxiety,foreverpregg,2019/05/30,"Last day of my kids school and I felt like shit and I'm gonna go cry now Last night my baby kept me up. This morning, I had to go to a school event for my kindergardener. I'm tired, I feel like shit, noone talks to me, only to the baby I'm holding. Everyone is setting up playdates with each other and I'm like ""what about me?"". People I've talked at various during the school year ignored me. Someone straight up told me, I looked like shit and then I realized that I forgot to put on deodorant. I'm just going to go cry it out hope my kid doesn't feel left out because noone likes ME.",0.17868571428571656,2.288078280000001,2.146542857142858,95.57570000000004,86.2,5.1714285714285735,19.32857142857143,6.5431188927421005,-0.0060628571428567035,455,13,105,5,14,151,76,125,0.163,0.7070000000000001,0.13,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,3,0,3,0,3,4,3,0,0,18,21,5,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,8,0,4,4,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,5,4,16,6,17,15,2,25,0,0,1,0,5,9,3,1,15,53,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353761869222588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30106151143371124,0.08837872943475976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094650588574314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858193297533974,0.09790059082310212,0.13157879865943278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115293747096401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611051151618825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234099267046944,0.0,0.0,0.14889312518520442,0.0,0.0,0.3347513308301937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507813046451665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860168928296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422423021495504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500549252487338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776190730083188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41607193532071707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220052694725973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611258357306535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029329363605532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750601332763778,0.0,0.13094650588574314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824853451880403
socialanxiety,thewhitelizard23,2019/05/30,Sweaty palms Does anyone’s hands get sweaty even when they’re not nervous? My hands will sweat even when I just play a video game.,4.091153846153849,5.668803500000003,2.187692307692309,102.53230769230773,71.69230769230771,5.2,16.846153846153847,3.1291,-1.2210153846153844,105,1,24,0,2,28,22,26,0.0,0.826,0.174,0.4963,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865130308102002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4837370001171066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7302051558957603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888020464520015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,M0nklez,2019/05/30,"Im trying to have a nice summer but bad social experiences keep coming back in my memories This is my first time posting on this sub, so sorry if my grammar is terrible or if im going on for too long. I just got done with my freshman year of high school and it was really difficult making meaningful friendships( I really only have one good friend at my school and two more who go to diffrent schools, but we barely ever see eachother and mostly just text). I cant stop thinking about wrong things I think I said and or what they think of me when they probaly dont even know what im talking about. Im sorry once again if this is too much to read but is there anyway I can stop worrying my self to death about this?",2.8301020408163278,4.423334136054424,3.9575680272108866,88.50737244897958,74.98639455782312,7.07687074829932,23.1343537414966,7.793537801064563,0.990819047619047,566,16,119,8,12,184,98,147,0.17600000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.9239,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,1,15,7,0,0,1,0,11,0,0,1,1,28,23,14,1,3,10,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,9,7,0,3,5,1,0,3,2,4,0,3,4,2,16,3,15,19,3,20,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,6,11,82,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265786217892437,0.10061333561571202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380097663359217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233144016585337,0.14122632220360548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958980088073514,0.10900009008788968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787314009815725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249812362378716,0.0,0.0,0.09309880509486908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369670367044572,0.10107055576888414,0.09637569019195266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731596541900966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206472079623753,0.0,0.0,0.1071068616231964,0.0,0.0,0.06622422056993175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663962903371943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043538034362192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858212990940989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832967556983674,0.08165462373977328,0.09164647140354436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540668738398213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053364994868783,0.0,0.15439210449911842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462408412426064,0.0,0.0,0.3658604591614053,0.0960237280802978,0.0,0.12570886570439094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283563589464927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697820988971915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014885313352464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968541719807897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005553700536304,0.2316366037002965,0.0,0.0,0.07026512585006124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181229670919787,0.0,0.11771200723463285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237465604561275,0.0,0.0,0.13174897138677855,0.0,0.07759871940048907
socialanxiety,decodrum,2019/05/30,Can one negative comment break you? It did me. I thought I could play drums since I was 15. I ask a question to a drum reddit. I could not find the answer on the internet. They made fun of me and called a beginner and in medication. I want to quit everything. That was part of my identity. I hate thinking I am stupid and incapable of anything.,0.6289855072463766,3.0924524782608738,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637684,89.43478260869566,7.12463768115942,25.057971014492754,8.167268648758528,1.9716492753623192,267,12,56,7,9,90,51,69,0.188,0.7140000000000001,0.098,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,0,5,0,7,1,0,1,0,13,13,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,13,2,7,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072707989192656,0.0,0.235468141767066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571914630547121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40220170610397865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263680643735869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302082262420047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486733789450765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383292205362245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253736505065046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706763063449701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727549417555957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821564668643755,0.2678989484657733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083527333496491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613906562509541,0.0,0.19995978085844346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856178090875094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rachaellefler,2019/05/30,"I'm wondering if I should quit my new job. Well it's pizza delivery. It's okay for me to deal with the customers because there's a script for it in my head.

\- Hello. How are you tonight?

\- If cash order: Your total will be \_\_\_\_\_\_\_. (Wait for them to pay.)

\- If credit order: Please sign this. (Give them pen + copy of receipt that says ""Merchant Copy"").

\- Thank you. Have a great night!

\- If they say there is a problem with the order (missing an item for example), tell them you will go back to the restaurant to fix it right away and apologize. They usually get to keep old incorrect order plus we will re-make whatever it was. Or whatever I forgot or the cooks forgot I can run back and get quickly. Or it's in my car. W/e. Usually that's fine too.

That basic script works and I like driving.

What I don't like is dealing with the phones, communicating with my managers (I'm just scared shitless to even say anything, I only got my paycheck yesterday because I didn't think to ask about it, and because I never asked, she never showed me where they are?), and dealing with register when someone comes in to pick up a carry-out order. I can't handle these things but I feel obligated to because everyone kind of does everything and many times the people qualified to handle customer service more are busy when we get say, a phone call or a pickup order, but I'm not busy, but I really really cannot do these things because I lack a script and I don't know what to say and I can't handle their questions or impromptu issues. I can't look at the menu without a name, phone number, and address for delivery first which is fucking madness imo because a lot of people just call to ask questions about the menu. Why can't people look that stuff up on the internet? I'm so bad at this! I want to get better, not quit my job, because quitting jobs won't make me better. But I do not think I can handle the phones at work, even though I'm great at what I actually signed up to do, which was deliver pizza.",2.888838004101164,4.56418123308271,4.208161312371839,86.4273889268626,75.01503759398497,7.142128047391205,25.37411711095922,7.898369717300924,1.4032666666666669,1548,53,315,23,33,510,194,399,0.048,0.867,0.085,0.8468,4,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,2,4,7,8,19,18,2,1,20,1,28,5,1,3,3,62,60,28,0,8,19,0,1,2,0,5,0,5,1,0,23,18,3,4,7,2,4,5,15,6,1,1,6,8,42,12,43,48,5,41,0,1,2,1,38,14,1,13,18,206,65,11,0.0,0.0,0.0792328284022637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681506648542086,0.0,0.2277139803975929,0.0,0.07628366241776817,0.12486508256777112,0.06779291127403275,0.3464622492323343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361753375707573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165814623121868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699407325680608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511198006244655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105269626033388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725465518873062,0.0,0.0,0.07758355998945161,0.07297119203553863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04105370982494092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906287479745504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506178371883247,0.16968033523132806,0.07788789368928617,0.04614395353235076,0.0,0.06493760070843348,0.17903152834871766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833276237361705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474458203873751,0.24171509929512836,0.07216822623389448,0.0,0.08455019940339926,0.04462164664172272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933377001956557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636363915136468,0.0,0.0,0.06902753550876428,0.0,0.0,0.05419707605913717,0.08231713760818309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524236685874335,0.07841687620112188,0.0,0.07619429634827417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851985809988662,0.0,0.0,0.06175106974058446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688673770737112,0.0,0.0,0.08912572638777197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776909049195958,0.0,0.0,0.18190988012911447,0.2590768137110397,0.0,0.0,0.10402885639033943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693385294445026,0.0,0.32284036564997065,0.0812885343456852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879471530940579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092946762258326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709664153487105,0.07475176864636253,0.0,0.0,0.10788227791052578,0.1040506186472841,0.07977188406844288,0.0,0.04734439439127462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884562694945674,0.0,0.0478898393809785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300241694573778,0.0,0.07326421336555232,0.0,0.0,0.07826732515070993,0.08805053688393942,0.11821919958516178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VoidSalvatore,2019/05/30,"I need a haircut, but I had a bad experience that's stopping me from getting one. Alright, so.

​

I need a haircut. Last time I went to a professional hairdressers I got my hair cut really short to make it easier to handle. The hairdresser was fine with this of course, my mother came with me and she held up conversation with the hairdresser and I just kept quiet and sat silently reading a magazine because I was way to nervous to talk. The hairdresser didn't mind, she was getting paid either way. Anyway, she washed my hair and whatnot and as she was cutting it and brushing it she made a comment about how I have really bad dandruff, and I do. I've tried to handle it for years and can't find anything that helps. I was so embarrassed that she mentioned it, and started to notice that the sheet/gown that they put over you had flakes all over it. I have dry skin too, so that just adds to the problem. But I was so embarrassed and thought she was grossed out by it. Now the idea of getting my hair cut again by a professional just makes my anxiety sky rocket.

​

I know it's probably somewhat silly considering dandruff is common, but it's still a problem I have today and hasn't gotten any better. Plus, my hair isn't in the best condition because of several things that have happened with my health. I just don't want to feel this way again, and I know she probably didn't mean to come across as mean or insensitive or whatever, it was just my brain immediately making me feel embarrassed about it. I know I need to get my hair cut again because it's gotten very long and I really enjoy having short hair because it's easier to handle for me and takes away a lot of the stress I have trying to control my long hair.

​

Any advice?",4.870543478260871,6.001215362318843,5.57856884057971,80.67046195652176,69.28985507246377,8.648550724637682,30.02717391304348,8.959647251330699,2.4205869565217384,1400,54,268,25,24,455,158,345,0.17300000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.057,-0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,1,3,19,20,4,5,17,1,24,11,9,6,1,63,57,27,0,6,11,1,10,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,23,23,0,4,10,1,1,4,6,14,0,1,23,12,44,6,38,34,5,31,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,4,14,188,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736175046762996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905982640758173,0.32589647861124105,0.1215916694732107,0.0,0.0683916204696894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356951329600496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399530542615757,0.0,0.14929242009923355,0.2179923985260656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382097131314747,0.07906803521318137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980122886148683,0.0,0.10225107706568264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701115819021195,0.0,0.0,0.10027097028496504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745146079423805,0.0,0.0,0.09040779601634773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171101404379577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186833604088318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150225136380277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790571248410687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950292216069848,0.0,0.0,0.05992369357608871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092299489151507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739757057403355,0.07287385392848929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823437518994535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600564451298697,0.0,0.08459351172711925,0.17902784734670468,0.0,0.0,0.1947680808729456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026965685472683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988694173897089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178378012523807,0.0,0.0,0.060580520046387365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927790799220218,0.1710896168518527,0.0,0.08987282935570609,0.0,0.0,0.08942532415863648,0.0,0.17181796118650658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099783094531052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632785806265053,0.0,0.07139585865517689,0.07474334858594459,0.10240869344024088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721852436106288,0.07185724259727967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939413890184154,0.0,0.0,0.07097451176545895,0.05213051839767605,0.0,0.08474181873404048,0.0,0.0,0.12139499893178528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376529587177846,0.05273110333357543,0.21288736938715735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287574405570468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32589647861124105,0.057571397196035476
socialanxiety,wishihadaps4,2019/05/30,"What's the difference between anxiety and that feeling when in your stomach when you're interested in someone? I think I've always dealt with anxiety and depressionin secret. Definitely has fucked me I never dated and im well into adulthood. Every now and then I get interested in a girl and develop that butterfly in your stomach abduneasy feeling even if I'm completely alone when I can't themoutof my head. Same happens when I see said girls or on occasion talk to them

I've also concluded that I have shitty confidence and anxiety in general. Is this correct? I've always east with it. Also applies to when I have a new job or going to a social setting alone like a bar.",4.9553488372093,6.792419612403103,6.7293720930232634,69.79266279069768,69.93023255813954,10.12124031007752,34.60542635658915,10.355215969177356,4.241027286821705,546,28,89,16,10,189,84,129,0.134,0.7190000000000001,0.147,0.1714,1,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,1,10,5,1,0,5,0,5,5,3,1,2,21,15,17,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,9,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,4,12,4,13,14,1,20,0,0,1,1,9,8,1,3,11,63,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684240789293388,0.0,0.2844733547169672,0.2959919054004708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081932650458496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648557886672704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582858752539905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747658668544103,0.0,0.1498569331423443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986537526122615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644311312416725,0.0929258808186082,0.0,0.1010834289218197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728333233608752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253836713956625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212215692805445,0.0,0.17650121116301729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689469463480769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717862167456654,0.17178083204747505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918808698920085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173348457785626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130854793647208,0.1507024254066094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295924106655158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396718864726513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991986077400153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SpinglySponglySpoo,2019/05/30,"interacting on reddit/anywhere else fills me with fear, pls help every time i want to make a post or comment i get really nervous and keep rewriting it over and over trying to phrase it better, then i go back and forth whether to finally post it

most of the time i give up, but when i actually post something afterwards i start feeling anxious, and continuously check whether i wrote the right thing, whether people might misinterpret it or be offended, then i want to make another comment apologising for it

just attempting to make one post makes it difficult for me to sleep at night

the uncomfortable feeling is even worse when i  try to message someone directly (which i almost never do) because i don’t know how they will react

how can i stop doing this?

(this post was especially hard to write)",23.66788288288289,9.10529398648649,20.15405405405405,38.43599099099103,51.7027027027027,23.78738738738739,68.92792792792794,15.903189008614273,9.401506306306306,642,29,112,15,3,207,99,148,0.16,0.759,0.081,-0.9440000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,7,5,1,2,4,0,9,1,1,7,1,32,24,16,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,4,0,1,2,3,15,1,17,19,1,27,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,5,14,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.12640829094875766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971142914342898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358296193236119,0.0,0.1463386246751864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996050627300117,0.0,0.07896384380577326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456392103243895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821056997177396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555719852554441,0.0,0.109139529339745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457638295075354,0.13099442240607265,0.0,0.0,0.14190017755390852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767712833406701,0.12426257809294484,0.07361820120858767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603866634244503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682514090951662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513740356098735,0.0,0.0,0.0711895082510823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34586470770792904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741705246740438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990602297203084,0.0,0.0,0.1215606078395824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777683543022184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980383915495553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6202976232144833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298397400944511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062289685633976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962938603325,0.0,0.10975529416188133,0.09972301571787424,0.0,0.0,0.09168613200510167,0.0,0.0,0.10829775979652394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605785410747026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151066776276637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758926604645862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280718540617053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320080842564461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chiaii,2019/05/30,"Anybody have issues talking about yourself with friends/buddies? So I’ve always had some friends casually tell me stuff they’re going though, feelings, etc, and I’m usually very supportive and all that. But in my head, if I relate to something, or if I feel like I should be a little vulnerable too, I never actually say anything. Not even willingly. Sometimes I just don’t verbalize my stuff cus it just doesn’t come naturally. 

I’ve always struggle with communication I guess cus unconsciously I’m scared of being judged or looked down upon. (Lifelong self esteem issues -_-)

Anyone relate?",3.627142857142857,6.853551285714289,4.7540476190476175,74.33678571428571,83.76190476190476,6.80952380952381,28.452380952380953,7.957251820313856,2.6970952380952387,475,22,72,10,14,155,81,105,0.067,0.8320000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.5181,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,1,0,8,1,1,0,2,20,17,9,0,3,8,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,4,9,4,8,12,3,8,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,6,3,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.1646771127347445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28082951818907603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799496632811653,0.0,0.13886809871455688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453644674072004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820252015162944,0.11145876841710806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170651648750889,0.12055609904518705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037698350983296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095905361339551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589879278936694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318771479736395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522654276381549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244345464266578,0.16913332680913334,0.0,0.0,0.14170875147508766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015155322774175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419795900646514,0.16894968164615087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604460867440772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991314239252022,0.16689953978031316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641569849929872,0.38636016801102974,0.0,0.19149719243997915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563605644917007,0.14749624134869851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579748332481115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585592654692049,0.139237653341753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Regular_Personality,2019/05/30,"Going to the gym alone ! How does everyone cope ? Im literally terrified and end up not going.

Any advice would really be appreciated, i can go no problems if I’m with a friend",1.5158571428571437,4.001205085714286,5.3539285714285745,72.26232142857145,83.85714285714286,9.214285714285714,23.035714285714285,9.516144504307137,2.776,138,5,26,5,4,52,32,35,0.26,0.5820000000000001,0.158,-0.5289,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887279405598499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30601577192239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092839330893567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585660653073711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616969761665473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28233236590361344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282778680358949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037638737397313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191561763638642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827230021170005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928438673686185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209892012037725,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Liyandri,2019/05/30,"Making friends with Social Anxiety? I'm not against having friends. I just hate to be the one approaching the other person. But I NEVER get approached? I hate initiating conversation because it gives me so much anxiety, why can't other people be the ones to initiate conversations/friendships with me?",5.185256410256411,8.601497269230773,5.943846153846152,67.8844871794872,76.30769230769229,8.851282051282054,33.666666666666664,9.2995712137729,4.2832974358974365,246,13,34,7,6,80,39,52,0.201,0.6920000000000001,0.107,-0.6617,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,10,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,5,2,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37432683943524697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914181920381522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780457808452343,0.0,0.12782419841490622,0.2346991491615175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831001034254941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331174250089187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985247198614399,0.0,0.18869605755409594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33157445962781396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961570381503702,0.2136267497907436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493989790743988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076663941482685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lockdown2001,2019/05/30,"I must present a topic to my class in 2 days Present (a project, topic, etc.) is the worst thing that can happen to me in high school, I don't know what to do, I'm very afraid, I want to die, I stutter a lot and my body trembles too much.

Everyone will see my weakness and if I don't do it, or I skip the class I will be like a coward and the teacher is gonna put me 4/10 in my grades

Everyone in the room thinks i'm very weird and i don't know what to do.

i don't speak english, sorry if my grammar is horrible",2.691059113300497,2.182221258620693,4.402167487684731,93.01672413793104,73.48275862068967,7.66305418719212,26.91625615763547,6.868970318607317,0.862553201970444,390,12,102,3,7,133,64,116,0.19899999999999998,0.754,0.047,-0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,8,0,15,2,1,0,1,13,24,7,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,2,16,1,9,19,4,10,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,4,4,65,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247899097450224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393056390435707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316222686193058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489011103174944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265099657797872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973544946552277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357985274833061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24530424982801094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109032904460774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897369224337536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406061663382746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243543115992115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22586682209808875,0.17784300350921173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24982813998210124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482687397501475,0.14300267287506727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682884425441597,0.13163545059261092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nastiamanitas,2019/05/30,"I’m gonna hang out with a guy tomorrow and I need advice!!! Okay so, some context first:
I’ve been in a relationship for almost 9 years and my boyfriend and this guy know each other, they have talked a couple of times.
I’ve never hung out with him in a “planned” situation. We’ll smoke some weed and go to the cinema, I don’t have any real friends and it’s hard for me to start normal, average conversations.
I think this guy likes me because we like the same music and that’s kinda the reason why we met. Do men actually want to have normal friendships with women? I’m asking because I made another post about being obsessed with a guy I just want to be friends with and everyone told me that it was inappropriate but actually I’m just socially anxious and want to have a normal life hanging out with people who like the same stuff but I can’t always bring up that topic with him, I just don’t want to ruin it even tho I don’t really crave for this specific friendship.",2.163855196366548,4.327759197969545,3.967389794282664,85.08567192091904,78.84771573604061,6.990008014961263,22.551162169382852,8.032893268588372,1.2243868020304571,770,24,156,14,19,259,113,197,0.055,0.816,0.129,0.8371,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,1,2,7,8,0,1,10,1,14,1,0,2,1,46,32,12,0,8,5,0,1,3,2,2,1,0,0,6,12,21,0,0,3,1,0,4,5,2,0,1,5,1,18,6,24,23,5,17,0,1,0,0,22,6,0,4,9,100,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.23966595225932455,0.0,0.0,0.11999662612764192,0.0,0.0,0.12296429668992112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217763838215474,0.0,0.0,0.08350674078708455,0.1287642401296738,0.0,0.13872660397455971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479940208132013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971284460636253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587347214326767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110681389394345,0.0,0.0,0.11733859663660018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445177830876018,0.0,0.0,0.18974661011887967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978884123758547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863566636478677,0.0,0.0,0.11000274293375947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748648034797425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673574457385656,0.1799784627294545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619428348456268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910530409437291,0.09470926294597233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609474264996425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851325592098244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176063843883145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977082356193005,0.07866743946921533,0.12625662946008226,0.0,0.13183892225106192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802991498896833,0.0,0.12517693158927146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691694180441252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057414543481267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870025072018176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868389625909376,0.0,0.0,0.07160440687740029,0.0,0.0,0.11733859663660018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897173858420634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080594885265872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907778161494593
socialanxiety,aquierick,2019/05/30,"A little story It was some months ago...
I rent the house where I'm currently living, and l see the owner of the house almost daily because he comes to check everything is alright in my house and other properties he has.

The thing is that for some reason I get really nervous when talking to the owner, and always keep thinking if I looked or said anything weird to this guy.

One day I was walking my dog and I was almost arriving to my house when I saw the owner arriving in his car. I was trying to convince myself to just go, pass by and say hello, and enter my house, but I couldn't. I preferred to walk my dog again around the block (30 mins approx) so the owner could leave and I could go in my house without talking to him.

I feel ridiculous about this and I'm really trying to change.",4.0939772727272725,4.9494931250000045,5.201477272727273,83.67761363636366,70.875,7.5681818181818175,25.17045454545455,7.686295010490155,1.28825,620,17,122,7,11,205,93,160,0.076,0.905,0.02,-0.815,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,1,9,1,10,0,0,1,0,28,23,14,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,6,10,0,2,4,0,2,8,2,3,0,1,6,6,20,2,18,14,2,22,0,0,3,0,14,6,0,6,8,83,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893796330605632,0.0,0.22352808155255047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287074419141277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184777836199086,0.09935900551387716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803809284377893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807148392297866,0.0961444961637242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782273882846464,0.0,0.0,0.07198098644457758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031033755467207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056434756998429834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058313052139654535,0.0,0.12686418916338707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051416437737592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7727167275794754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992065352408966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818178038077436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186529129575416,0.09855609786963596,0.0,0.09372659464569977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908822748305016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563168395429473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300396374036606,0.11475648999835512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616927868854872,0.08875893390600079,0.0,0.0,0.08894090648714544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942019176405635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415054771272865,0.07151693968626892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155545356511418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759070239040856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thesame98,2019/05/30,"My social anxiety is growing more and more as I get older I was always shy and quiet when I was a kid. I tended to like to be by myself at school, and play videogames when I get home. My teacher one time actually forced me into a friend group with someone which was awkward as hell, but I digress. It was in the 4th grade that i started getting more friends and started to have feelings for girls. I was happy, still shy, but happy. 

Now that I'm 21, all of that has just been thrown out the window. I wouldn't say I'm petrified of social interaction, but I am scared of people hating me and therefore, I tend to stay away from people. I guess its because school wasn't so kind to me and often friends started to leave one by one until I only had a few left. I'm scared that I might drive the remaining few away so I try to crack jokes and laugh constantly. 

Other than that, I still stutter every time I talk to a girl who even is just mildly attractive and nice to me,  I can't nail a job interview to save my life cause I'm always nervous and forget what I want to say, etc. I feel like everyone else in my class has surpassed me and currently have no motivation to do so other than to please my parents. I've told myself everything there is to calm me down but it never helps. 

I just wanted to rant and share cause it kind of makes me feel better. Anyone else going through or have went through the same thing?",3.4923710660734884,4.571729484429066,4.516935244686113,87.18985005767014,72.49480968858131,7.165661558741144,25.180589883012036,7.447530270364453,1.0854022408963582,1107,33,232,12,21,361,159,289,0.14800000000000002,0.645,0.20800000000000002,0.975,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,14,25,2,4,9,0,22,1,0,5,2,41,45,24,0,3,8,1,3,2,3,2,1,3,2,3,15,14,0,0,4,2,0,4,5,7,0,3,10,6,35,18,39,32,8,29,1,0,0,0,19,9,1,4,17,163,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.10170965500319586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734489567820692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973269391931223,0.0,0.0,0.07287732410439787,0.1067919733289702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958477349186689,0.0,0.0,0.06353527328731262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217953028687208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141378643060166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263140503795947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413509283168555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623967093828913,0.06884036703415762,0.0,0.08781499847076077,0.0995925209230752,0.09367171306097843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580995685915747,0.07445915852415863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415745174225052,0.0,0.16336153244699694,0.0,0.05923410395538535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481681799080908,0.0,0.0,0.2219012783941984,0.0,0.10290171214259458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986056896450428,0.0,0.10454729302756584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342833837154106,0.0,0.0,0.21707092338320366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036040841583084,0.11324198064703,0.0,0.07361798848679843,0.10183923181218107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069571742159331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105674389956075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038560645793212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187894200308166,0.07926865828272882,0.0,0.0,0.11573076815460942,0.0,0.0,0.14451453191651256,0.0,0.0,0.11440897751102533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576958250010415,0.20869705021861532,0.2109647887313066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124908007379776,0.08831045036835805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131534533434852,0.1110911725691539,0.16647022270170087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837730045076776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924320063099618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155017350697545,0.0,0.0,0.0995925209230752,0.0,0.07076269158919105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295052795208873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661865428466243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gogetadrip,2019/05/30,"I'm Supposedly Boring My friends recently started using Discord (a program that allows you to create servers of people to chat with) and they made a server with all the people in the group. Except for me. I asked one of my closest friends in the group if I could be invited. His reply was, "" they dont want you here because they think youre boring."" I don't know what to do. I have had a whole lot of shit going on recently, including me having to cope with the death of two of my friends. How to I handle all of this?",3.101886792452832,4.320721594339624,4.605801886792452,85.6409669811321,73.62264150943396,7.186792452830187,26.45754716981132,7.645422480735847,1.4056830188679241,403,14,83,5,8,135,68,106,0.12300000000000001,0.774,0.10300000000000001,-0.32299999999999995,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,3,0,2,6,1,0,7,0,9,1,1,4,2,17,18,3,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,3,0,17,3,19,13,4,8,0,0,0,0,14,4,1,2,3,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746860242418304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876193452830625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864746160765584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475563091091118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895800487927591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004509339018254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608475928647727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957752451432846,0.0,0.19986796406067195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313278827419235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928762203142777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171220872204608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168213384145204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950746009063204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534564419217374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633795169443864,0.0,0.0,0.18243218951576834,0.0,0.0,0.12458707589716865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23582724805848876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,broken478,2019/05/30,Just want to chat with someone about work issues I have social anxiety and no one knows but just been having issues at work that seem unfair just wanted to talk with someone.,6.944545454545455,7.529027242424245,6.2207575757575775,79.85113636363639,64.45454545454545,7.8121212121212125,25.59090909090909,7.1686216300943375,1.2710727272727271,141,3,24,1,2,43,26,33,0.196,0.772,0.032,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,7,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,18,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002010415996672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5462970489069199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438243796317132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733580708635824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23824334816703785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667718695240681,0.44347790796514697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034586862627527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087168205572839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810438278401719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trev_r_taylr,2019/05/30,"A social tactic I've learned. Sorry Reddit for any typos I'm writing this and cooking ramen at the same time :P

Hi y'all. I'm always looking for ways to overcome my social anxiety and I'll share stuff that works.

So this is one I came up with while I was working in a position where I had to approach people or people had to approach me all the time and I had to talk

It was really hard at the beginning, but I eventually learned a couple of steps to start a basic beginning conversation

Try to engage instead of wait for someone to talk to you. Its terrifying I know, But being the one in control of the conversation is one of the best ways to avoid that terror of not knowing what to say. 

Even if that person says hi to you first, try to get the ""what's your name?"" or ""how are you"" out before they do. Always be polite about it though.

Next ask them questions. I tended to create or think about questions I could ask that could be a good conversation starter. You'd be surprised the conversation trail that a simple ""how ya doing"" can start. Eventually you'll get to a topic or an idea  and their eyes will just light up and they'll go off and you can just listen. Maybe they'll even start asking you questions and since you've gotten to know the person it won't be as scary

Talking to people (in my mind) is just like shooting at a target blindfolded. You might have to give it a couple of tries and practice a bit to get it down, but eventually you will learn to hit the 'bullseye' (that one topic or thing that that person loves)

SCREW PEOPLE WHO ARE MEAN. if you talk to someone and they are ignorant, mean, dull, unresponsive, or distasteful in any way, screw em! I mean let's be honest, why would you want to hang with that person/group anyway?

Learn to be ok with failing, especially at the beginning. You'll get the hang of it. We're and advanced species and we can learn a lot more than we thoughts

Smile. Everyone loves a nice person. Don't let anyone push you around, but let them know that you have a kind heart. 

We're all a work in progress. I'm still working out some stuff ( still can't talk to girls I like LOL y'all got any tips there hit me up XD) but small steps and trying makes us better.

I hope this helps at least one of you. You are loved. You all seem pretty cool! If you need a friend I'm here. :)

TL:DR: take control of the conversation, ask questions and listen, try to find the thing you have in common. Forget the terrible people, learn to love yourself and laugh it off when you fail, even the most confident talkers screw up, and be kind, everyone loves that",2.89027062532843,4.689094285163776,3.8113833420914354,88.7458506305833,75.3198458574181,6.567892800840777,22.585435277631806,7.348242739294969,0.7326142581888244,2030,56,422,24,44,651,235,519,0.07400000000000001,0.7140000000000001,0.212,0.9982,0,1,0,1,1,0,64.0,3,24,7,13,22,32,3,2,32,3,45,11,2,5,3,90,95,36,0,9,18,0,1,2,1,9,0,4,0,5,29,24,1,5,22,1,0,10,4,10,0,6,9,9,49,22,65,61,11,52,0,3,2,8,78,23,3,19,18,280,78,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348550108291894,0.0,0.0,0.12686342703232034,0.0,0.047571215970461364,0.0,0.0,0.043481070987367004,0.0,0.0,0.05535767244155896,0.2325376439798348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052914700443336016,0.0,0.0652591305520278,0.054997418596819184,0.06788971611131109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112286617714599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394911233345557,0.09929903514783077,0.13761263786536895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321745848629373,0.0,0.0,0.11884051796039374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056835797566246266,0.05289437487709561,0.0,0.0,0.04804383654253391,0.0,0.129956004399166,0.05965334427897705,0.03534106542204615,0.05215767544680275,0.049734880072174505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570538306248315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368930936990943,0.041681173062996006,0.0,0.0,0.06176355596136244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019909096170354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951183848898765,0.1367005999690908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076457030124566,0.0,0.06076072251748815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052219585921024166,0.0,0.0,0.05286730896665704,0.28062113291751445,0.0,0.04150884924385023,0.0,0.062473008424162216,0.2032124924602169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596826547819502,0.06278893981929876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610925500129295,0.0,0.0,0.06613425998129943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106902119687884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155556168598677,0.27148692481403364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326431629393528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27864491368527505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039837187085563684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890372722670056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661072329405311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051439924490734916,0.0,0.0,0.12677918275120778,0.10537798989140457,0.0,0.0,0.06961081320168698,0.13204420386362314,0.0,0.09932175281582058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237347926574712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046755244540711234,0.2499090080890835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262566056118822,0.039845520803066616,0.06109626847916728,0.04936779980361872,0.07252093552738767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110970493262868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748006800805184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03667821712389415,0.14807824345949208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056112126496301686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108515403874156,0.0,0.0,0.04417431091628378,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ricocco99,2019/05/30,"Friend hot spot Hi, everyone. Recently I have been coming back from some nasty times, but found myself entirely alone. I tried to make friends in many places but ultimately failed. So now I'm trying to make a community where all kinds of people can meet and make friends. It's a discord server, a small community, but it's steadily growing. We welcome all and aim to make as many people as possible happy!  


Invitation link: [https://discord.gg/WfjuEUW](https://discord.gg/WfjuEUW)",7.524376130198912,10.679079303797472,6.1380108499095885,71.15721518987344,66.08860759493672,9.071247739602173,30.273056057866178,9.606745405546679,3.236908137432189,391,15,59,9,7,116,59,79,0.138,0.635,0.22699999999999998,0.8609,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,2,16,10,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,6,8,8,3,10,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663407204296606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856358084634635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522735663730838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218994559365292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758128785853435,0.4176689436742265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182750220456635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876517942355732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4811427358696465,0.3653914166378915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498576113704037,0.0,0.18827187458890116,0.0,0.0,0.20314974971306995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792692122785622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507675460505307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446895389707947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tiffanys_Coma,2019/05/30,"Anyone feels like their anxiety keeps getting worse with every bad social experience? How do you feel about it and cope with it? I wanted to know more about your experiences and coping strategies when everything feels like too much.  

Today I’ve had a horrifying day. Somehow it seems that despite me minding my own business and being respectful to people, I’m always the one with the short straw... The one that has to ‘get over’ a collection of traumatic situations every time I try to be strong enough to get over my anxiety and try something new. 

I’m really lost, every time results in another experience which builds on my (already high enough) emotional walls. The only thing I wanted this year was to cope in university and get good grades, in a country which is not mine and haven’t managed to blend in. This has resulted in having to lock myself in my room for 40min to hide from my housemate, who was throwing me plant pots, glass and any object she could find (she was on drugs, hates me and gets really aggressive). 

I feel completely unable to be myself, to be open with people and don’t seem to trust anyone. I’ve always been really really independent, but I just don’t know how to do and really want to improve and feel better...",8.23013590844063,7.582739248927036,8.289796137339058,70.21206187410587,62.0901287553648,11.71516452074392,33.150572246065806,11.038039088145766,3.6208658082975687,987,32,174,23,12,322,136,233,0.071,0.846,0.083,0.5787,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,3,8,11,2,0,7,0,19,1,0,5,0,41,41,15,0,4,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,11,16,0,1,10,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,6,5,21,7,33,30,5,23,0,1,0,0,7,15,0,3,9,117,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528428914296633,0.0,0.17385337966420508,0.0,0.0,0.07104259474210414,0.10954499771618703,0.1598372058820829,0.0,0.0,0.14609449755702425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722736471279864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239446101925686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953390127595222,0.0,0.0,0.0834101042039334,0.0,0.0,0.06737395007388268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115103077043066,0.0,0.0,0.11751371661173945,0.0,0.21588908727969466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640592578806509,0.0,0.09389012304668,0.30657258259845865,0.0,0.0,0.2641136700294789,0.14926554297634154,0.0,0.0,0.09548289750160432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27290405825000763,0.0,0.0,0.08762375460297298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314164328875716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037737772438752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285696796430272,0.0,0.0,0.11482700986154715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020766856222708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140404025059244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548404635322628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679683518451974,0.0,0.0,0.10089694234231322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415819801987219,0.07945348533410178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485148974314066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33462801738724113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020955528872172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742768572240812,0.0,0.1064931278377962,0.0,0.08042544463766173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694046517880803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183358640495885,0.0,0.09902452548129023,0.0,0.0,0.14185537134563464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485580898730444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646297442635047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727469829889589
socialanxiety,aub00,2019/03/18,"What do you guys do to handle being called on during class? I pay attention during class, and I usually follow the professors lecture and know what's going on. However, when I get called on or asked to answer a question, I just freak out! My heart pounds and my hands shake for minutes afterwards and sometimes I can't even get my brain to process thoughts when I'm *supposed* to have intelligent replies. 

What do you guys do? I genuinely want to be able to interact in class, not just avoid eye contact and stare at my notes. ",4.328737623762375,6.131865574257429,4.638700495049509,84.29191212871288,71.47524752475249,8.218316831683168,29.45668316831682,8.841846274778883,2.361543564356436,417,17,80,8,8,131,67,101,0.061,0.8690000000000001,0.07,0.212,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,8,4,4,0,0,17,17,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,5,0,1,3,2,3,0,0,1,3,12,0,13,14,0,13,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,2,4,50,15,6,0.2282529408945506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133856878542835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254805769818112,0.466143545724072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075891475609554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850548164937185,0.0,0.12972140640146018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520125947237042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704808339551044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544184698554547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556955319414263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257479949572967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120733896936295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251388367062753,0.0,0.13462949836938434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tbhnglidk,2019/03/18,"Anxious Hi guys,

Soo, if I planned an outing with my friends, as soon as everyone confirms I start feeling anxious and I dread it and regret making the decision... 

How do I stop feeling this way?  
",4.085855855855858,5.955290918918923,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,72.24324324324324,7.095495495495496,36.65765765765766,7.793537801064563,3.001727927927928,152,9,27,2,3,49,30,37,0.278,0.58,0.142,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,11,5,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,3,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6845620584163583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895102631502759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063914658293504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340815068613784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999977196626547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224142529666905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21445072137639454,0.0,0.0,0.2533047496269095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404913294250681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,skkalirt,2019/03/18,"Being a loser :)     Being cursed with social anxiety sucks. I’m in high school and everyone seems to have their cliques and friends or whatever except for me. I feel like such a loser because of my really unfortunate lack of friends.

  The thing is that I know it’s only pathetic because I’m making it pathetic but it’s so unfair. All of my classmates are so carefree and nonchalant and have millions of friends while I just sit there, paralyzed. I literally shake in class-is selective Tourettes a thing?- and I just sit there thinking “what the fuck’s wrong with me?” I’m in a constant state of fear in class because I’m scared of being called on, or hearing that there’s something to a group project’s extent going on. 

  Everyone I know tells me that I’m the one in control of my social life, but my social anxiety is ruining me. Lol",2.879537037037037,5.304534777777782,4.164922839506176,83.23590277777781,77.76543209876544,7.50679012345679,29.260802469135804,8.472884824447931,2.4892580246913587,662,31,123,14,16,217,87,162,0.22699999999999998,0.66,0.113,-0.9548,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,8,13,2,3,8,1,8,2,0,2,1,23,23,12,0,1,7,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,9,0,2,0,2,15,4,20,20,3,15,0,3,0,1,11,8,2,3,3,82,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292284713003177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739922518616477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529861019345833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190550907125958,0.16803930859050822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863247207882419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859260290056502,0.07575504401026388,0.1070336285142548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472587881572889,0.1385090105950552,0.0,0.0,0.08514790126292403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886148455014055,0.0,0.0,0.15829629542301266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467767807432315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582446253547302,0.07319598234799714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000806016301264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152398718908943,0.11394719322142485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598049272272953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999902623041672,0.15162894178644676,0.0,0.13639329261584174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581772453452978,0.0,0.11534111614501208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309519636816395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990715758914039,0.09600057130685308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638080034006921,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,grandiosemonkey,2019/03/18,"I don’t feel anxious during a social situation, but I get extreme panic attacks before and afterwards. Advice? Hello everyone. I’m not exactly sure if this is the right sub to be posting this too, but I figured that any advice I can get would help. I’m a high school senior who struggles with extreme anxiety and panic attacks, but they only occur before and after social situations. For example, I volunteered at an elementary career fair today. I felt sick and nauseous all morning just thinking about it, but felt fine during the actual event. It’s now around an hour after the event ended, and I just had a massive panic attack and my hands haven’t stopped shaking since the event. I’ve experienced similar symptoms before and after presentations at school, parties, and even minor things like talking to teachers. It kind of freaks me out, because I am perfectly put-together during the actual social situation, but seem to completely freak out after the fact. Does this happen to anyone else? Or am I just crazy?",6.611542642140468,8.280518440217392,7.437608695652172,66.94819397993312,65.68478260869566,9.57458193979933,33.17558528428093,9.851270322608157,3.736740468227424,819,35,119,18,13,273,119,184,0.245,0.657,0.098,-0.9848,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,8,15,3,5,11,0,9,3,1,0,5,36,19,15,0,2,11,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,12,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,3,5,12,5,17,14,1,24,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,16,81,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.20150471738394454,0.0,0.0,0.20177990245952085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021023238106243,0.0,0.07898224585447045,0.11663761524741345,0.0,0.07219139911984461,0.10578684198590453,0.0,0.0919100595920304,0.0,0.3523687388179137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293727614782163,0.0,0.2635620171445465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825055996485383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903505135940394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624806235596119,0.0,0.09144454503164297,0.0,0.0,0.06819243808952591,0.0,0.0,0.098655151182689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220384254010072,0.0,0.19826304163487016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788264374083884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129933210914616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920303782876698,0.10908415391884124,0.0,0.0,0.10167566105007893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075139205497009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044035795880629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852257774428523,0.0,0.3634077623461899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988802999563024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378987740106524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817078136222152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897917768932447,0.0,0.0939904934947774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540544276575526,0.3481555733910029,0.0,0.31573624019309315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631755606109373,0.0,0.10793423226168854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730731809567993,0.10731122735732374,0.0,0.08298452883943552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859148019659607,0.06615531379776718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786431605862124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334238181778195,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jdor19,2019/03/18,"What am I? I came to this sub because I feel like I have social anxiety. My conundrum is that if it has to do with my job, I can be very social to accomplish what I need to do. A lot of my job involves talking, and convincing and I happen to excel at it. But put me in a social situation just for fun, and I freeze up. I feel insecure and unworthy. This has become very apparent since my divorce. The loneliness is killing me. A lot of people have advised that I should focus on my work or develop professionally for a bit before venturing out again, but that’s the thing. I can somehow turn off the anxiety when I’m working or doing something for work. Am I socially anxious or just f**ed up in some other way. Any insight is greatly appreciated. Thank you.",2.459744560075688,4.547074960264903,4.8707332071901615,79.3524006622517,77.54304635761589,8.28779564806055,28.66650898770105,9.04235418022936,2.7009542100283825,593,27,114,15,14,208,93,151,0.08800000000000001,0.784,0.128,0.7929,3,0,1,0,1,0,19.0,0,1,0,5,5,8,1,1,7,0,16,0,0,0,0,24,24,11,1,3,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,20,6,19,21,4,13,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,8,3,91,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932629417623066,0.0,0.20983028671383508,0.15493421327925874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360199533587807,0.15146529104870773,0.11669984189910344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497262399746382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568567367620678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868872845090455,0.09797603601231657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512022611670361,0.0,0.0,0.12127640095561723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721894473651971,0.0,0.15173003523673054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700186008857167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319064631752706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169088596652916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507870666280338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786807083953445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344732191763915,0.15415612921470026,0.0,0.5592060602896889,0.0,0.10558051246127252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023152919249198,0.0,0.12626420105792635,0.0,0.0,0.0911126912135246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491738001792868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263170996096804,0.0,0.1088588958936834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29952842030957777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,frnfls,2019/03/18,"Does anyone else feel like it’s so much harder to overcome their social anxiety because they also have very low self esteem? I’m starting to work through exposure therapy and I feel like I may be able to force myself to confront some fears eventually, except I have very low self esteem and am incredibly insecure about my appearance (face/body). Even if I attempted certain “exposures” I’d already feel humiliated that someone would be looking at my disproportionate body or ugly face :/
I just can’t come to terms with this. I am already so negative about the world and this is the icing on the cake. Can anyone else relate? ",6.358630434782612,7.858907417391308,7.049293478260871,70.12611413043481,66.13043478260869,9.923913043478262,33.50543478260869,10.125756701596842,3.697195652173912,503,22,82,12,8,166,81,115,0.21600000000000005,0.728,0.055999999999999994,-0.9594,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,7,8,1,2,3,0,11,2,2,0,1,17,19,8,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,0,4,11,3,12,15,3,9,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,5,4,54,15,1,0.15289196171027647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374401632935243,0.12226764654136375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696193222465953,0.0,0.0,0.2138112290860034,0.31331176541660244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320152076670203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396570048692023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170288703391808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337967860134112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554432306818272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098369875120457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204596341961903,0.2319203091904658,0.21845209599015994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939057924070273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283907410121091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239318383163784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189993211233321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585410082487616,0.12954486300394838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821771742914194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748452828822887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523037611050801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130716905955676,0.0,0.0,0.10861006291429703,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amy-dh,2019/03/18,"Does anyone else feel uncomfortable talking to people just because they are looking at your face? I don’t think it’s necessarily a social anxiety thing but I hate my face so much, I think it’s so ugly. So whenever I’m talking to someone I imagine how my face is looking to them. Once I start thinking about this I don’t know what to with myself anymore and I start acting all weird.

Does anyone else have this problem or is it just me?",2.642386363636362,4.6947648295454565,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,76.8409090909091,6.218181818181819,26.90909090909091,7.1686216300943375,1.4174954545454548,347,14,67,4,8,116,58,88,0.23,0.77,0.0,-0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,0,7,3,1,0,1,0,6,3,3,1,1,15,17,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,14,0,7,17,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,2,46,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355399110072797,0.0,0.17571196340323175,0.2477725394191465,0.3630775244079515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800544750062332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310097552671832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296017277549107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958600879950546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492559476816796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737183912829367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29756809382242777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302454725619968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868770998636367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283221494463052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953444941874918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180609627031021,0.1501214871286427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508135683255132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28481630351719106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177085181755187,0.3405835798084173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VladimirIlichUlyanov,2019/03/18,So like how do I have a conversation? I always hate when I end up in situations where someone is sitting with me or something and I can’t think of anything to say. I’m just horrible at having conversations. Even when they start a conversation I always end up giving short responses and the conversation dies. I hate the awkward silence so much it makes me even more anxious than usual and makes it hard to breath. Feels bad man. ,4.128728222996518,6.2684390853658565,5.239547038327527,78.36207317073173,72.78048780487805,8.10034843205575,28.787456445993037,8.841846274778883,2.4375310104529624,343,14,63,7,7,113,59,82,0.22399999999999998,0.7170000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.9259999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,9,5,2,1,4,0,5,1,1,3,0,11,14,9,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,9,1,9,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,7,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331839850428546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22526952199268105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409232691739048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649383357101896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069496497641077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532251393243952,0.0,0.0,0.2634086422181656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008245464402228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912862829667032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862662682289893,0.3937399151860441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741861836267264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662071532804101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658472760345032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857389540703132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241382119896587,0.0,0.0,0.1689541821709184,0.1535107777068189,0.0,0.0,0.14113902721165367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776989554259005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961510052182254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Clobber420,2019/03/18,"Hands shake during minor confrontations My hands tend to shake when I want to do something as minor as return a product I bought. The situation will be harmless, but I still get shakey and tremble. It's annoying and embarrassing. I wish I could stop it.",4.788191489361701,7.077081808510642,5.311648936170212,77.90875,71.34042553191489,8.104255319148937,28.77127659574468,8.841846274778883,2.5089617021276602,203,8,35,4,4,65,36,47,0.318,0.5660000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.8641,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,4,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,7,9,6,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,6,1,4,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33228270267226856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174348033994338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677993050457247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203926474241344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332358722425198,0.347941803820641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454714106130783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785819060561191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thundeir,2019/03/18,"Thinking about quitting my part time job I work part time at a coffee shop that gets a lot of traffic because it’s right in the middle of a school campus, and I’m thinking about quitting because my confidence keeps changing every time I work because I’m constantly paranoid that people don’t like me. I had a lot of trouble in the beginning with getting the drinks right and I’m afraid people still have a negative impression of me because I would ask so many questions (I didn’t want to get the drink wrong and then face an angry customer instead). I actually cried my first week during break in the bathroom because I was so sure that everyone hated me and thought I was really annoying. I’ve heard other people complain about some of the new people for the same reason and I don’t see why that couldn’t have happened with me when I was new. I know people complain about it. 

I only have about five or so coworkers I’m friendly with so whenever I’m not working with any of them, I get really stressed the entire time I’m working. Some people just don’t respond to me when I say something to them and then I feel like a monumental idiot for even trying, and then I hear everyone around me talking with each other instead. Some days I’m ok, some days I’m on the verge of tears like right now because I get so convinced no one likes me and they’re all just putting up with me to be polite. I’m seeking counseling for the first time this week and I’m going to see if I can get an official diagnosis, and then either quit or ask to be scheduled less. I don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this until I just break down in the middle of everyone ",4.732974959172561,5.4352547035928165,5.557855198693524,82.25599346761025,69.32934131736526,8.228415895481763,30.45127925966249,8.296473431620573,2.1607353293413176,1317,51,258,18,22,431,158,334,0.12,0.7929999999999999,0.087,-0.9005,1,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,9,22,18,3,2,19,1,19,3,1,2,2,49,54,26,0,4,8,0,1,4,1,1,0,3,0,0,10,18,2,2,8,3,1,2,9,9,0,4,7,6,34,9,38,43,14,44,0,0,2,0,13,15,0,10,29,174,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.07957218674854402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545062959533188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258871673948787,0.15245952752023573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823957013593044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862594936127763,0.0,0.0,0.08811677903292273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956888441408592,0.1051743102425597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975813987716714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05385701624204884,0.0,0.06870175164215163,0.23374756329869206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412295450103786,0.058252857774786726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387173494015367,0.0,0.0,0.06299832142592228,0.0,0.2556106274668285,0.0,0.04634159049770145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210637645533523,0.0,0.0,0.08050478841067915,0.0,0.0,0.0919025560441374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809167925673651,0.14495465303951105,0.0,0.0,0.08962552697415156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934712140813995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864636810411327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266970621203776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059941966891402826,0.0,0.0,0.1575054795629347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525424549787788,0.06201555280058345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660176547366688,0.0,0.339181289755958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819711579399887,0.09134450482791047,0.2601864532485076,0.0,0.0,0.1044744174208106,0.08383765823164409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890652997324072,0.0,0.06484462156278081,0.0,0.08252377596683028,0.12995513057237626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277419281815445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511869324733839,0.0,0.09340486156492517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685136296592092,0.0,0.0,0.06553951204496848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044962728866395,0.0,0.06473439142116695,0.2377358645379111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536094001879969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809495406669248,0.0,0.13081443359389613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357800782159565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23745107719479397,0.0,0.0,0.05792433823241664,0.0891522081137467,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kurotokyo,2019/03/18,"Currently completely messing up a job opportunity There’s a position I was nominated for— it’s a pretty rare teaching opportunity with good pay for something that’s entry level and part time. I was scheduled for an assessment today as a part of the application process. I was running ten minutes late, but. they said anyone arriving late wouldn’t be admitted.

So instead of being there right now and trying my luck anyway— I panicked and cancelled the appointment. I was so freaked out about arriving late and dealing with that, that I decided not showing up at all would be better. And this panic came from a whole lot of other anxieties. I’ve been so anxious about whether or not I’m capable of doing any kind of meaningful jobs— I am always terrified that ill singlehandedly ruin a company or be so bad that people regret hiring me, and this job opportunity really brought those feelings out. As well as the panic about the career change.

So now I have to figure out what to do for the next two hours, and what to tell my family and our family friend who got me the nomination. I don’t even know if this can be rescheduled, it’s a position that gets filled up so quickly.",7.094137214137215,7.416245558558563,7.972702702702705,68.3181392931393,64.13513513513513,11.335273735273736,35.545391545391546,11.051253699011982,4.168459736659736,942,41,162,25,13,318,134,222,0.207,0.6779999999999999,0.115,-0.9826,4,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,4,17,16,0,2,14,0,18,1,0,0,1,33,27,22,0,4,7,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,16,14,0,0,6,1,1,4,4,7,1,2,9,2,15,9,27,11,5,25,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,5,12,126,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122884051548727,0.0,0.0,0.09090401872702676,0.0,0.10226149825696916,0.15101542326737094,0.0,0.09346911518399556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161357526630496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182252400163292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288931988034546,0.0,0.0,0.14141110173111154,0.0,0.14015636462856132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378137145468492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829149910069096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520349920037821,0.0,0.06759041978570735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327746740598598,0.0,0.06984000432950832,0.0,0.0,0.11212078413347006,0.106912620332625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316435779049239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653048912358584,0.0,0.0,0.13920260787660116,0.07346463549589524,0.0,0.4523758312427561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364624833431634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216555902214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136791216278177,0.0,0.2895153817549385,0.0,0.09267385702935392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599618253268425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563603756192605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114158265658865,0.12715614448564766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029100380132726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683840083051765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794734032689689,0.0,0.12670887587177582,0.0,0.0,0.09075698445520332,0.0,0.13058167586662164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019045362219595,0.0,0.0,0.14924407756113708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495933889041933,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DammitBobbey,2019/03/18,"Anyone's anxiety kind of feel like this? A couple of years back I was diagnosed with GAD with what my doctor at the time said were symptoms of depression and OCD. Felt like I was given a bag of mental health trail-mix. After taking Prozac (40 --> 20 --> 10 mg) over 2 1/2 years, I stupidly decided to quit cold turkey. 

While the first month was fine, I got into a severe mental funk and started ""self medicating"" with different recreational substances. I could barely leave my bed most days and I hated/feared every aspect of reality, because for some reason I couldn't even comprehend it. 

That sort of faded, but now I kind of forget how to even be myself. It's like my whole perception of my life has gotten turned upside down. I struggle to find things to say around my family, as well as friends I've known for over a decade. Like that sense of personal familiarity with everyone got wiped. I forget most of my personality. It seems to somewhat be going away and my brain seems to be balancing itself out, as I've had a lot of different mood swings lately. But it's still a struggle to interact with anyone. It's like my entire social skill-set got permanently deleted along with my sense of identity. 

Does anyone else get this sort of ""amnesia""? I know I'm not, but it almost feels like I'm going insane some days. ",4.656173374613001,6.182746505882356,5.608916408668734,78.75380804953562,70.21568627450979,8.662538699690401,25.18575851393189,9.134995656068208,2.0134705882352946,1049,30,193,21,19,345,154,255,0.08800000000000001,0.809,0.10300000000000001,0.5539999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,2,8,16,1,2,8,0,11,8,1,2,0,43,31,12,0,2,4,0,3,6,1,0,7,2,1,3,13,14,0,0,11,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,12,6,21,11,41,14,7,25,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,11,21,118,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433968535246572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971152072857908,0.0,0.0,0.21857391411620306,0.10676361448758508,0.0,0.09275870217509644,0.0,0.0,0.09789786356280053,0.08012216790295472,0.0,0.0635184013569479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631991855867485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319397493884839,0.11529359100817428,0.0,0.1343987462303996,0.0,0.08974596293672214,0.10575922235411683,0.0,0.21773038276116008,0.0,0.10665151771252493,0.09118475626103507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704442543903496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376441726491606,0.0,0.08779167900642991,0.09956607391197538,0.0,0.0,0.09822901498544977,0.11725221290846573,0.1053717232709251,0.1488787714644979,0.1000468420593448,0.0,0.09523548564830232,0.08863113909173316,0.0,0.0,0.08050345559421099,0.0,0.05443938381194468,0.0,0.11843674841983147,0.0,0.2500110314355761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075806825344993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701327972616044,0.05726473711966638,0.0,0.11754037789994165,0.11033110196872717,0.0,0.0,0.0735984390694264,0.3054365645463167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858578677443478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496896518880083,0.21001503781140868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317020000017337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196411584929392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082786605108792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713334964821232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911657681235997,0.08286278101299932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971669112329415,0.10870169684476227,0.11771457730712262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621718667124502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375219152060028,0.0,0.08321300808553103,0.0,0.0,0.21786166496464304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830207512285386,0.07834425856784638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692248129480788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060758947796675865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333798043529154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936869105047566,0.0,0.0,0.1163338361446459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420075703569256
socialanxiety,socialyb,2019/03/18,"I’m really worried about an upcoming class trip I’m in a higher level French class than most of the people in my year at college, and I’ve gotten to know the few people we have in class. Recently our professor told us about a French immersion cooking class that one of the lower level classes was taking a trip to, and our professor invited us along as well. Me and another person decided to go, so I wasn’t too nervous. We aren’t best friends, but we get along and know each other.

The trip is coming up and the person I would be with is now sick. This means I’ll be going in knowing no one, while probably having to be right around them or possibly partnering with them. I don’t know why this is stressing me out, but I’m really nervous about being alone among a group of people who know each other",8.603465608465607,5.968297388888893,8.9505291005291,72.11166666666666,62.76543209876543,12.467019400352736,35.48853615520282,10.914260884657429,3.645535097001764,635,20,124,13,7,213,96,162,0.129,0.833,0.038,-0.9309,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,7,0,2,1,8,6,0,3,10,0,14,2,0,0,0,29,30,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,6,17,1,0,7,1,0,6,4,3,1,2,4,0,15,3,25,21,5,22,0,0,0,0,16,12,0,2,4,91,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821888761039016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601878466653581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599359830956462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031786733253728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159386935629944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802617270285905,0.0,0.07981361878443208,0.0,0.17364019991670154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41977935625136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640631040677656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070355836184324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177248899352648,0.2667777178560792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722200403500358,0.0,0.0,0.16470694412378326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573086003630236,0.0,0.15083740736328166,0.0,0.0,0.13046082089858768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499225491764134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148605724282848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459738907869376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36751594463771137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735444519262166,0.0,0.13784701658274112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551406838592011,0.0,0.10852016042930533,0.0,0.0,0.09837591200177047
socialanxiety,scorpiusdiablo,2019/03/18,"I want to but feel like I can't I want to be social. I want to have friends other than my husband. I don't want to be shut in my house all the time. 

But the thought of having any of these things is terrifying. I don't know how else to phrase it. I have no issue going to the store and having to deal with people in there. 

I'm wanting to join a certain gym in my area. I know exactly where it is. We have the money for me to go do it. But I'm scared of going there. I'm scared of joining the group fitness classes that I want to join. I'm scared of going there alone. 

I know that if I could just ""go do it,"" everything would be fine. But how do I ""just do it""?

I'm feeling a bit pathetic. Bless you for reading this. Any suggestions would be appreciated. ",-0.06403156384504882,1.7834058536585358,2.346743185078914,95.42006456241036,84.97560975609754,5.322238163558106,19.40315638450502,6.522977012572876,-0.08018249641319919,576,16,140,6,17,197,81,164,0.146,0.6509999999999999,0.203,0.5267,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,3,7,0,21,0,0,2,3,30,43,8,0,10,7,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,6,2,2,5,4,3,0,0,1,2,18,5,22,35,2,13,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,2,95,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458896066721325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915807416392803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537838264329515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246611755671584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522159751942684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767136491890293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659686397423867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244719795216504,0.10063119009239054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882892790295752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002730149812797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625347842783086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470223800056163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322407119562009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881761289331212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765534301388176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089920796275618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230795703685661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359014113092494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358184840408186,0.0,0.0,0.11182797029123978,0.08213723374254124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985011190916984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012735217825406,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cilantroisamazing,2019/03/18,"Is it a seriously bad idea to bring up SAD with these people that seem to dislike me? I developed SAD at the beginning of uni. It wasn’t too bad at first but it did stop me from forming any deeper friendships. Eventually it got worse and worse and now I’m, well, pretty much an outsider. Usually I can’t make it to classes and I’m awkard and nervous all the time.

I’ve had this little group of people whom I’ve been hanging out with: they sometimes invite me to events and so on. For the past year they have been acting colder. It’s pretty obvious that they’re shutting me out and I really can’t blame them since after years of knowing each other I still can’t act normal or open up.

I’ve considered switching to another field of studies and I could just let it be, but I feel like it would haunt me if I never spoke with them about the whole situation. I know that my own interpretations can be a bit distorted and I’d just like to hear about how they view me as a person and so on. I’d also like to be able to convey them my viewpoint, so maybe they’d be able to understand at least a little. But I know that the conversation might be doomed to fail and it could get incredibly awkward.

I feel like if I don’t face this now it might follow me for the rest of my life. I’ve never been able to confess that I haven’t made any actual friends at the uni. But is it a seriously bad idea to bring all of this up with this group of people that seems to dislike me and probably just wants to get rid of me? How should I bring this up?

Ps. I know that due to my SAD it’s possible that I’m imagining them hating me. I’m not saying that it wouldn’t be possible but there’s been a big change in their behaviour.

tl;dr: the only people I’ve been hanging out with at the uni are shutting me out since I can’t act normal due to really bad SAD. I’m thinking of switching to another field of studies and I’d like to talk to them about the whole situation before I leave. I want to know their view, but I haven’t opened up to them before. Is it a bad idea and should I just let it go? If not, then how should bring it up?",2.7707809640024412,3.7716642639821054,4.343733984136669,88.04609517998779,74.1454138702461,7.655318283506204,23.388854992881843,8.101407402915765,1.020046085011186,1654,44,373,25,33,555,178,447,0.18,0.741,0.08,-0.9940000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,12,2,20,23,1,2,18,0,39,2,1,5,5,82,72,32,0,14,16,0,2,5,1,7,1,3,0,1,33,25,0,1,17,0,0,11,13,16,1,1,11,7,46,7,62,43,11,54,2,6,2,0,23,25,0,8,23,253,79,2,0.24305292387030364,0.0,0.07906153096388024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478977846882635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018954858113668,0.16990812190189414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382317318404852,0.0,0.0,0.13788009101327106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845028090366493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570592192905807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293719882093481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192990748804288,0.11575803825147694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891356429347885,0.0,0.0,0.06259402868778352,0.0,0.08465674738849753,0.0,0.04604419259744072,0.0,0.06479720884207668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998814763989125,0.0,0.0,0.0913127699167606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743771665459992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226258842933779,0.0,0.0,0.08578598410230101,0.0,0.16569205466452952,0.05722515601950187,0.1979056358760518,0.16240192134147233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666085111330799,0.05407990467343743,0.0,0.08139311018703063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718938285942173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595572883575082,0.0,0.12497159908416555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876017358058195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616175669958598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734050594859775,0.2246697255926984,0.0707414793784139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267043486059334,0.0,0.16484813511967464,0.08735072017896169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380395117141736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442848016390222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751083564140552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403726017675194,0.18213444663235426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012851885163375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470079298902849,0.06773437584835802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511891117527556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191283318972188,0.0,0.0,0.047242038162870564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434222182357548,0.0,0.0,0.08922948579489985,0.0,0.09557260785521346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284458934737012,0.0,0.0,0.18090660638725453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512779601069516,0.05755260786280045,0.0,0.0,0.10434540944623083
socialanxiety,Alex_Leo7,2019/03/18,"I’ve been going go high school with the same group of strangers for 3 years So to keep it short, i moved to where i am now about 3 years ago and i haven’t been able to make a SINGLE friend, i want to but i struggle to even try. Everyday i put on a (metaphorical) mask and hide my real personality. When im at school im quiet and never talk unless i need to. I made friends online through my playstation and my best friend is someone who i’ve never met before but he’s always there to talk to me. I’m always worried about people judging me and i tend to freak the hell out in any social interaction ever. I dont want to go through my entire high school life without making a single friend because you only go through high school once. I feel like people probably think i dont want to talk to them because im quiet but in reality im just afraid. I have many insecurities, ESPECIALLY my looks. im too afraid to come out to the teachers with my problem because i dont want to look like im an attention seeker, i hate living like this, i just want to make some friends before its too late. On a side note, i’ve recently started seeing a therapist ",3.031615312791782,4.245643739495797,4.58935574229692,85.70940242763773,73.78991596638657,7.137628384687207,25.40709617180205,7.594959193182576,1.1862177404295045,902,29,191,11,18,303,128,238,0.121,0.7120000000000001,0.166,0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,13,17,2,4,9,0,9,1,0,4,3,38,35,11,0,7,7,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,1,4,10,0,1,3,0,0,7,7,8,0,0,4,6,26,9,34,31,5,32,1,0,3,0,17,13,1,1,15,108,30,4,0.07683596855421483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811045010625398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278673620764274,0.0,0.0,0.0522510934344974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051547979491946,0.0,0.13076350000629275,0.0,0.08063460859510017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618738338784272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701535487033181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074943257278079,0.06950253249950453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038850574363550015,0.054891631287683526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968163935256272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746706064598019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585961154758397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435442580948008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497976186941726,0.0,0.0,0.06829533925048765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866743192683739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054271516899390485,0.1126145193027148,0.0,0.06784756793357216,0.0,0.12904572390473404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270405126199546,0.15386581695303694,0.07789961223183801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166447471297905,0.0,0.05697289709792789,0.11852127147244047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182779885550216,0.0,0.05843721644682795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653677208962277,0.0670902040400744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828421697050659,0.07352164498216804,0.0,0.07724137063390286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745615374897488,0.0,0.0,0.07586624938697283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31104840901380004,0.06122831895132515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832459375933766,0.06510286681384386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438489401523305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032563721021674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527352308735415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921248162320236,0.0,0.049233386149110485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216657900287264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265992250228812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406713178833113,0.0,0.0,0.07803065577347505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895968916546134
socialanxiety,PaddyBeardy,2019/03/18,"Doing social anxiety the Irish way You know you are an awkward Irishman when the farmer selling potatoes knocks at the door and he starts rambling about the rainy weather whilst you eventually see the expression on his face change when he realises that you aren't a normal man. On a serious note, I notice that people who knock on the door seem to can't get away quick enough when they notice how awkward I am.",8.367692307692309,7.708957692307695,7.4457692307692325,76.4117307692308,61.82051282051282,10.364102564102565,34.884615384615394,9.516144504307137,3.1057846153846165,332,12,60,5,4,102,57,78,0.10099999999999999,0.899,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,1,0,6,3,0,2,9,0,5,1,1,1,0,5,10,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,8,0,7,10,1,12,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,1,6,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097448714880406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24682721823224898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27791518931340004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714524341039152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725653634882695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438002272624795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574026549332084,0.0,0.5982002727893326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213189916085248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093479987107192,0.23916376424369204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26780250110055553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859493926533352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20852910336680736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,S0wi,2019/03/18,"Did you experience trauma in your early life? I'm wondering if anyone else that has social anxiety had experienced any type of traumatic event in their early life.

I experienced a lot of trauma in my early life. 

WARNING, kind of sad and fucked up story.

The very first one was when I was around 3 or 4 years old. Probably a year before I started preschool. I witnessed a kid get run over by a car and die. We were playing in the middle of a parking lot of an apartment complex. We were playing with a cardboard box pretending to be a tank. I was at first playing with the box, then the other kid wanted to try, so i let him, a car came and ran him over. I watched the whole thing happen. It definitely could have been me.

I'm wondering if there is a correlation between traumatic events to anxiety.",3.418461538461536,5.2312465541401325,5.053757961783443,80.33998040176388,73.90445859872611,8.142871141597258,28.63743263106321,8.841846274778883,2.39502586967173,627,26,120,13,13,212,101,157,0.19,0.7509999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9733,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,2,1,2,4,8,1,0,15,0,14,4,0,0,0,19,25,9,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,3,4,0,5,0,4,0,3,10,3,16,4,21,12,3,29,0,1,1,1,10,11,1,7,13,86,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937843884379236,0.0,0.2460881969753664,0.0,0.0,0.11246483975186987,0.16480218387304668,0.0,0.14318395611702558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686515006971653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839610102895209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284196757556953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669291568334175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436329853740248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733486179972742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736251550039438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869633117049808,0.0840335856365629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422325218834181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749274834865405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447238872824493,0.3408235159469783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27348514174249045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877718311249534,0.0,0.10899106387348048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341545596805133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395870833230153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384517362356165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068566328219729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920152280274388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271193558343564,0.09486909401154188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957494551850553,0.0,0.0,0.3488537347121295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715463730829448
socialanxiety,expert__escapist,2019/03/18,"You would never guess it just by looking at me. But I (23F) have major anxiety simply walking somewhere especially on campus This is something I don’t see many people talking about..but I have trouble walking places alone. Not because I’m afraid for my safety but because I’m afraid of being looked at, and suddenly I become so self conscious of everything..whether my face looks bitchy, if I’m walking weird. I’m on antidepressants now but before it would get so bad that I would drive an hour to school just to sit in the car and decide I couldn’t walk to class. And if I was a little late to class? Forget it. Definitely not going. 

When I’m with another person I’m fine though. Because I’m talking to them etc. But obviously I have to be able to do things alone and this fear of mine is ridiculous. 

Even right now I’m too scared to go to the busy bookstore to buy a scantron for my exam.",2.7143086592178776,4.712595301675981,3.9351361731843575,86.77577688547487,76.43016759776536,6.262709497206704,25.15398044692737,7.1686216300943375,1.114265083798883,705,25,140,8,16,230,109,179,0.183,0.7759999999999999,0.042,-0.9777,0,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,10,9,1,4,5,0,14,1,1,0,2,25,30,14,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,2,0,1,8,5,8,0,0,1,4,15,1,22,23,2,24,0,0,4,0,6,8,0,3,7,87,22,5,0.14769788622794927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059409335605317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487411172593984,0.11298847869748894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233215656555084,0.27010578168702304,0.16312071130518535,0.1256800227166423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472218531716828,0.09755306088162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662011844630603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716604954865706,0.0,0.16788022488493476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270587328701538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545266646098687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660964893222535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803208362734588,0.0,0.0,0.3720870773048759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974247453523168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139137151448594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239511741225334,0.12896409728119773,0.15431285521557753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613318783112892,0.0,0.0,0.1478713502187548,0.14947814607649912,0.11769609281388232,0.0,0.15408110704782768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370504868412686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374279325070627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812391272466807,0.0,0.14511242331583205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147610221508731,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,InsaneAsura,2019/03/18,"Going out with a college acquaintance tonight... So yeah.. she asked me yesterday if was up to chilling together today and I said yeah because I wanted to step out of my comfort zone. But now that the day has come, I’m really nervous.. we didn’t plan anything specific. Are there any tips or advice you guys could give me? ",0.5320527859237529,2.8485890967741985,2.2146334310850437,89.22376832844576,101.58064516129032,5.480351906158358,23.378299120234605,6.980632752743323,1.4501419354838716,252,11,47,5,11,82,56,62,0.018000000000000002,0.903,0.079,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,11,12,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,1,8,1,7,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,5,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102453935302725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590258404733212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612653991268964,0.0,0.2968082255735588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935376097242536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27348761844918823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534881657780098,0.0,0.0,0.2047533591816607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045632175839397,0.1804356273379325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143628270619033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033908077564148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020035918806423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30094130166673905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872625241303088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ATrollNamedRod,2019/03/18,"I have mastered the art of standing so incredibly still... That I'm invisible.

I had a double maths lesson today, afterwards one of my classmates asked me if I was in the lesson.

Drax ain't got nothing on me.",2.4201219512195142,4.688625097560977,4.812378048780489,78.81661585365855,78.51219512195122,7.0268292682926825,27.32317073170732,8.07648339933343,2.0763609756097567,163,7,30,3,4,57,34,41,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,6,0,4,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441801045622529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800028907623281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558976808495177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219587118226934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37943746049876653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503653447714315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Stanley_Balls,2019/03/18,"I can't say something serious It doesn't happen very often that I try to say something serious in a conversation but every time I do, something in my voice or posture must make it sound like I am trying to make a joke and people laugh. Does anyone else experience this?",6.598805031446545,6.487610641509434,7.552830188679247,72.37880503144656,65.22641509433961,10.085534591194973,32.76100628930818,9.725611199111238,3.0907534591194974,216,8,39,4,3,73,39,53,0.0,0.752,0.248,0.9037,0,0,3,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,7,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,3,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177680394707414,0.2370622734118666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024703427614056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327698374999155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493621597392846,0.0,0.0,0.2263207874351799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459659088474447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303396249427908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088778088351156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040036722444645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679837806625688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343515987420991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349116397372236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141652695039335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090155493651734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AsIWeave,2019/03/18,"How can I help? As someone who used to suffer with SA from ages 13-19, and has since overcome it (22 now) and gained enormous insight on the entire experience of SA and overcoming it. What questions would you have for me? How can I help you? :) NO limits. If we sat down at lunch, and I said ""ask me anything""-what would you want to know?

​

Freedom is possible friends and I wish you all good fortune on your journeys. Keep moving and you will arrive.",2.077613636363637,4.69049153409091,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,82.52272727272728,4.883636363636365,24.70909090909091,6.2581,0.7182918181818185,357,14,70,3,10,110,67,88,0.061,0.691,0.248,0.9567,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,6,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,3,1,22,16,10,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,8,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,13,2,11,11,1,9,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,2,2,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390451784723071,0.2680813739231261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062529389165384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581185406980105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045296089062822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504829865552305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29575820222818744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610006462244914,0.0,0.0,0.12124875789024525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344875791573025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487195435564265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714851057283846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098632147689452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825018164332815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869333475667642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054763531358296,0.0,0.0,0.13012929771797455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537058274121247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134488264407306,0.0,0.2680813739231261,0.0
socialanxiety,stevepwn3,2019/03/18,how do i not lose concentration in poublic? i literally need to be alone cuz i can't concentrate around other people.  i have to use strong mind over matter techniques when going anyway cuz i always seem to look at other people and wonder things about them is something wrong ,4.264705882352942,7.008419000000004,4.815450980392161,78.70552941176472,74.68627450980392,6.432941176470589,21.964705882352945,7.554174236665415,1.1863223529411764,223,6,36,3,5,71,42,51,0.099,0.773,0.129,0.1426,0,1,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,12,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,8,10,0,6,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,1,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28389377961167583,0.0,0.0,0.22808026283949176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440147141102701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578219955719813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230182136774762,0.30665734091131114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27677148484644026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032480084645189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800646949414427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495381191244492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102214506696348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821055334406937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23674176886538376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972590178766484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29969465713589205,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AndroT14,2019/03/18,"Afraid of the cashiers on the local store I love electrical engineering, but there is only 1 store where I live that I know got the products, but it doesn't have an online version, so I can't tell them what I want 'cause I'm afraid of them saying something like ""We don't have it"" and thinking ""Wow, this boi is stupid. He actually though we would sell this."", so I say it really quick, sometimes they ask me to slow down, and THERE is the probem. And it really doesn't help that I'm 14, and this interest is uncommon at my age, so I'm ALSO afraid of him thinking ""This kid doesn't like EE, he's just following a trend. He knows nothing about it"". IDK if my age fits the subreddit or not (since SA is REALLY common then), but whatever. Clicking to post without thinking twice",3.8970629370629375,4.878490384615387,4.7665501165501185,86.14814685314686,71.43589743589743,8.493240093240093,26.361305361305362,8.841846274778883,1.7362641025641032,604,19,129,11,11,196,98,156,0.051,0.8370000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.825,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,3,0,11,9,1,3,7,0,13,1,0,1,0,22,26,15,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,12,6,0,0,5,0,3,1,7,4,0,1,1,3,15,5,10,24,1,14,0,0,1,1,16,6,0,2,8,79,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.18968142595560056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544117875644156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171387366757635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967610474824565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545900542607874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028509770129856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136462305881052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899230776837312,0.0,0.17163620190921622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543053149656007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650752866311607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783052932568486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615699461657725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735637529018126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091487311376322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607885550124461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963894915426873,0.1922413028206071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989183814011416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736419003568357,0.19097191185004825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114647087649709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187370035119094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807803357446802,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,poifan4859,2019/03/18,"I read the ""power of now"" and it has helped me beyond words It will take a lot of time to understand the message and a lot of youtube videos but when you do you will feel free.",4.926842105263155,3.685648000000002,5.172631578947371,91.81842105263159,69.0,8.65263157894737,26.894736842105264,7.1686216300943375,0.9091684210526316,136,3,34,1,2,43,29,38,0.0,0.884,0.11599999999999999,0.6652,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703009152832196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611892192986753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6625711389913783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897778859854081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29298517585505873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272211305639109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056627474656037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Addict_With_A_Sink,2019/03/18,"Scared to ask to open the door Hello everyone!

Don't you just hate it when you come super early at school and the door to the classrooms are closed?

Well I have that every Friday and also sometimes on other days. I'm too scared to talk to anyone and i usually have to wait like 20 minutes or maybe even more to get someone to open the door for me.

I always get a wave of panic and anxiety when I reach to the door handle and push and feel that it's closed. I don't know who I should talk to and where I have to go to ask.

",2.5968362831858407,3.2823917256637145,3.911670353982302,92.1760011061947,74.22123893805309,6.711946902654868,20.319690265486727,6.6274283507984215,0.05475309734513223,407,7,95,3,8,134,68,113,0.09300000000000001,0.795,0.111,0.2709,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,9,7,1,3,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,18,18,11,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,6,12,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,4,1,0,0,1,10,3,16,17,1,15,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,6,62,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675513723406828,0.1631022764764294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995286370246508,0.0,0.0,0.13706000526567194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664998352685827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885173400422393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641508210521227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946772105238494,0.0,0.16515321193140686,0.1873031372911577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911234607818632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482212423459412,0.0,0.1114012719292824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935267160455411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772610084183368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957642574007956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692594200510394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299843214381984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924954593683754,0.1983801917106844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608500574420235,0.0,0.1938663361072302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151029097197756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158856014276205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624328821251484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Voldemort57,2019/03/18,"Does anyone else prolong sleeping to avoid the next day? To me, if I go to bed early, I’ll just wake up “sooner”, or just have to start the day sooner in my memory. What I mean by this, is that you don’t remember anything while you sleep, so why make the next day feel like it comes faster when you can just not sleep as much? 

TL;DR: Less sleep, more time by myself. Less of my day doing dreadful things (aka being at school)",2.4332512315270947,3.851155379310349,3.2272577996715945,94.06137931034485,75.66666666666667,5.8909688013136305,18.175697865353037,6.1826913282559595,-0.3505060755336617,326,5,73,2,7,103,66,87,0.062,0.91,0.027999999999999997,-0.4515,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,0,6,5,5,1,0,12,12,6,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,9,1,11,11,4,17,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,13,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121503896921776,0.16297076794926335,0.13088881238521513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701190322369775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103095795268972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919020842869012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328701442676568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042304835790673,0.11362901037662737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090394690813124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770629804109007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617052849419097,0.0,0.0,0.17325765560958067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692381520974407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33831385170607003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017844639362676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097227421711266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6366799556848631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258003344810934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566915499666214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274632026779972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352250745491038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,doctor_faggot_md,2019/03/18,"Hit a new social anxiety low. Buckle up.

Matched with a girl on Tinder and started chatting her. It's her last night in town before she flies home.

She tells me all her friends have left already and she's alone in her hotel hot tub. She invites me over to hang out in said hot tub.

I'm not usually one for public pools and such. Still got some body image issues (I'm not super fat, but still about 15-20lbs over where I should be. This is a deep rooted issue for me.)

I tell her I need to find some swim trunks, so gimme a few. She makes a joke along the lines of ""don't worry they won't be on long..."".

It's about to go down.

Hop in the car, set GPS to her hotel, only 7 minutes away. Score.

Message her I'm on the way, she tells me to text her when I get there and she'll buzz me into the pool area.

Get to the hotel, walk through reception and out back to the pool.

My heart sinks. There's about 8-10 randos in the hot tub with her.

I fuckin' panicked. Speedwalk back through reception and back out to my car. Unmatched her and drove home with my heart pounding.

Reddit, what the fuck is wrong with me?",0.4055603448275882,2.4774365043103472,1.6602344827586215,99.68821379310349,84.81896551724137,4.401655172413792,17.038620689655172,5.414198509911553,-0.8024357241379314,847,18,200,4,25,268,135,232,0.092,0.873,0.035,-0.8971,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,1,14,7,2,0,13,0,9,6,4,2,1,27,23,10,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,3,1,1,2,1,4,16,1,0,1,9,0,7,4,4,0,1,3,4,32,3,38,14,4,44,0,1,0,2,28,23,2,2,12,121,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391058780066682,0.15333509232219406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629658604242706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054836468377728,0.3205325718249172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823645651767373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543424401267723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699804121134536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735264383451558,0.1284572974626675,0.14519157563602644,0.0,0.0789686478436498,0.0,0.1111312345302326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293135083496431,0.0,0.0,0.27875692598706425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900559897184617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326302595485352,0.0,0.0,0.15096988885943455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296662779544824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275039275663627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030298740868955,0.0,0.13419904901265206,0.0,0.1303954276870352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415630770818956,0.10567795143288083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217353826732925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164231492495574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834972536129656,0.0,0.22193175071722165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643460150290035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303410579077148,0.0,0.0,0.11029226690832687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111075702259515,0.0,0.0,0.15192032149538415,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,indianmotorcyclez,2019/03/18,"DAE ever feel like their SA goes in waves? For instance, one day you’re feeling like a turtle who wants to stay in their shell and not communicate with people if possible, and then other days they feel pretty confident/want to talk and be with people? Or is this just me... ",6.509937106918237,6.376670056603775,6.439622641509434,80.35993710691825,65.41509433962264,9.330817610062894,27.10062893081761,8.841846274778883,1.8064138364779885,215,5,42,3,3,68,44,53,0.0,0.821,0.179,0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,14,6,6,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,7,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,6,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33760355424209504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367604002935375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39703348383802506,0.373976720820349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557475985417283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736298554302599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36291754989072206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950744987211299,0.0,0.26628546033009143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789818825042191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037810619955294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438206722324888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MechieNK,2019/03/18,"How to be mean? Okay so not mean mean but just a little mean. I can't say no to people and I'm being to feel like they expect me to always say yes to something they ask. I have friends but it seems all they want to talk about is boys and looks (which is nice but only  sometimes). Being an introvert I can't really be outgoing or express myself fully. Most of the time I'm in my room reading stories. It's beginning to seem like my friends only call or talk to me when they need something done. And I know 'Its better to be alone then with bad company' but let's be honest. If I was alone I'd probably drive myself crazy with self doubt, anxiety and be more closed off. I should find new friends I know but I can't really talk to people and if by chance I'm able to speak it's just a one worded answer. Idk what to do. Should I just die.😀 And no I'm  not sucidal (not yet anyways). Please don't tell me stuff like I need to be more confident or glo up or something. Have you ever been in a same situation where you think it's better to be alone but it's really not. ",0.18004366812227346,2.2290415371179044,2.4103475982532783,94.0965519650655,85.5938864628821,5.760069868995633,17.893624454148473,7.087006719466742,0.0758969781659391,828,20,191,12,25,280,121,229,0.096,0.674,0.23,0.9886,0,3,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,4,2,11,13,0,1,5,2,24,0,0,1,2,53,44,22,0,8,19,0,1,3,3,2,0,3,1,2,9,9,0,0,12,1,0,1,10,2,0,1,3,5,23,11,23,29,5,16,0,0,1,0,21,8,0,10,10,125,32,1,0.1047872252338454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255838895058657,0.0,0.0,0.08719136572415385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016194048864357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796191035801753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749295610493882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535157055160228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699947287789316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875259602344398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072337127617507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478604440587524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298356958206467,0.07486001464453676,0.0,0.0,0.09577362548308728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24287505083915384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151766371316686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715203735332658,0.0,0.1535812357261876,0.10502432827612652,0.0,0.0,0.0879948778593761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565760308295059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539679951357316,0.0,0.10120415510137816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100653573315804,0.15939081336710326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529253607007173,0.0,0.0,0.11502490629360243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297835192407425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048155821451738,0.0,0.2013881391451605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666201471441847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078870863989575,0.10931592916355266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177852315754727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420109762769431,0.10363724515868443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995630276876508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25267200712025994,0.09158865353829243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714342280713954,0.0,0.0,0.061102273710398385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618062203863114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WaltHitman,2019/03/18,"Overcoming previous bad experiences... After visiting this subreddit, I feel very relieved that many others experience the same feelings and scenarios that I do. 

The only way I can navigate professional spaces (i.e. customer service, co-worker banter, job interviews, presentations) is to dissociate from myself in that point in time. It's exhausting sometimes but I feel accomplished at the end of the day. I'm thankful that at least one part of my life is unharmed by my social awkwardness and anxiousness. 

  
But when it comes to making connections with people one-on-one or in groups outside of my professional sphere, it is a nightmare. 

From time to time, I can go out and about, getting into the mindset that I am but a speck of dust in the happenings of the universe and no one cares what I do as so long as it is not too weird... but then are times when I just want to leave the situation immediately. And that has been happening a lot lately as I am avoiding new people more adamantly.

To be more specific, I am graduating uni this year and I can already foresee the lonely life I will lead eventually. I have not made any friends that are in my major, nor have I made a new friend in the past 2 or so years. Luckily, I have 2-4 friends who I can depend on and know me for who I am, one of which I see and talk to daily. I am very grateful for them and I would never undermine what their presence does for me in regards to mental health. But I want to meet new people, I want to be successful at socializing. The fact that people are good at small talk and even exchanging numbers blows my mind. Most of the time, I feel like a burden whenever entering a conversation. And this feeling sticks onto me for weeks sometimes, like I am utterly annoying or that I am really awkward. It is just easier to stay at home and not text anyone what I am up to, and I hate that it is becoming a habit. The whole, ""it's all in your head"" logic hasn't helped me either... in fact, it only makes me feel like shit. 

​

Does anyone else feel competent in a professional setting, but when it comes to personal social situations, cannot function for the life of them?",6.532508032128519,6.602597643373497,7.332545180722892,73.29022339357431,65.33734939759036,10.964859437751004,33.677208835341375,10.686352973137794,3.5939979919678717,1702,68,318,42,24,569,211,415,0.10300000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.141,0.9567,1,4,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,3,4,10,22,3,3,22,0,34,7,2,6,4,61,60,32,0,4,15,0,7,3,3,2,5,0,1,1,29,18,0,1,9,0,1,6,8,11,0,3,3,8,42,11,54,53,11,55,0,1,1,0,21,23,1,6,26,232,71,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903722268182842,0.0,0.0,0.08873227325123956,0.09951035145965212,0.05569082772268272,0.0,0.0,0.0925170750250971,0.0,0.11452458238913632,0.08391023063972547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837819140134922,0.0,0.09044565044128584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349654006473115,0.0,0.0,0.1410891111891602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052814949400172985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433322385236467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841205076792467,0.0,0.07253390611067037,0.0,0.0,0.054090311238705335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021637858214866,0.0,0.0,0.2898569869287147,0.1170103888942208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981364274597448,0.0,0.04278631136149857,0.0,0.046542330567512016,0.06868892443643683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483744614575264,0.0,0.0,0.08085351482839774,0.08404702051841145,0.0870496479251192,0.0,0.0,0.054891919979568056,0.0,0.08214650593334627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126730368306853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500688106427129,0.0,0.0923801640324896,0.08671407630178643,0.0,0.0,0.17353277219058974,0.1200280296798452,0.0,0.0,0.07247374237633201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962347458280117,0.0,0.1549804426063808,0.10932995708607847,0.08302781050707803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253003771530784,0.0,0.08268974231972162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631618142050895,0.237281630300633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197437175560472,0.1245683770355234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868337986683174,0.07817722911528137,0.22710035831161035,0.07150680970455284,0.0,0.0,0.07741643873742744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052463487109800255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525903169361144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840631642792681,0.0,0.18410490323952566,0.0,0.2504423067989146,0.0,0.0,0.16199080934628646,0.0,0.0,0.08728826354392767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316468253277434,0.0,0.07539712704517246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387656762800477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351424946168052,0.14490986779439533,0.06500376143771598,0.0656905443462385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143188968406822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961991382751568,0.0,0.0,0.058175251841026676,0.0,0.09951035145965212,0.105474290365096
socialanxiety,ghippey,2019/03/18,"Does anyone else feel majorly depressed/suicidal over not fitting in? I know it sounds so petty. But this is a lifelong issue for me. I try to not step on toes (ofcourse i try, i have fucking social anxiety lol) 
Basically I try to blend in the background like others but eventually I am *always* singled out and talked about.
I can make friends individually but when it comes to any given group of people I eventually become the outcast.
*why!* im not mean to anyone. I dont gossip, im considerate of others space. 
The funny thing is that I'm actually on the attractive side. I've seen people alot less attractive then me be more popular. People of all shapes and sizes are ""passable"" in the adult world. 
What the hell is it about me? I just wabt to be at peace for once in my life. 
Im starting to notice im the outcast at my iob and im getting pretty suicidal at this point.



",1.0938557993730385,3.6397570689655185,3.5669592476489065,83.57623824451412,87.50574712643677,6.1521421107628,22.85161964472309,7.520522993642371,1.3504459770114952,686,26,132,13,22,237,108,174,0.099,0.7290000000000001,0.172,0.9341,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,9,1,10,3,1,1,1,19,21,9,1,0,7,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,10,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,3,15,5,24,17,6,22,1,0,1,1,6,17,2,1,4,85,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.11969562707470308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206052535932064,0.0,0.0,0.08341102780139173,0.0,0.0938323386971234,0.0,0.0,0.17152937954470865,0.12567668441854818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354651200560327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056582228807443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733804668755324,0.0,0.14375319685756574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246426030815517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062019110516807065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476456404998124,0.11339450392906457,0.06408326743255383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6624535303664387,0.12802213543118324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740912931658298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663633059839533,0.05992405889186257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187456052406256,0.0,0.0,0.1336095299859032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964591078548325,0.0,0.1306257985551883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551049482757165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159505970348906,0.0,0.0,0.12478635731364315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503345744874875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681732014598137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26833389845988465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858712337745447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814879208854473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24982833959064854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067894631253734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UniqueUser912,2019/03/18,"Mistaking someone who doesn’t work at the grocery store as an employee ! Is it just me or does everyone feel anxious and bad after u mistake someone who doesn’t work at grocery store as an employee ? I said hi and asked her if she can help me with something. She was still nice and told me that she doesn’t work there, but she can help me. I apologized. 
I still feel super bad!",3.247543859649124,4.763830421052635,4.100000000000001,88.22833333333338,73.73684210526315,7.698245614035088,28.456140350877188,8.344100000000001,1.896156140350877,296,12,62,5,6,95,46,76,0.135,0.679,0.18600000000000005,0.7531,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,12,8,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,3,3,12,2,6,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,2,3,42,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406333792426956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991295632302432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556981294306375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864008395261574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035340173788054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540198697017848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28554357547987635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20261515067160024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609544285737419,0.1639805370163047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34020981582133225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035340173788054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465207357579613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway38296,2019/03/18,"Everyone in a group chat forced me to leave because one person in it doesn't like me. Honestly I just need to rant, I got added to the group a few days ago and everything was fine, but one girl in the group doesn't like me, and as soon as she saw I was in the group she asked "" Who the fuck added [my name]"", leading her to say if I don't leave she will. I said she could leave then, and almost the entire group told me to leave, saying ""[my name] < Girl"" and ""Just leave"".


I really thought that I was making progress, I'd stopped cutting for over a month and haven't really felt suicidal in over a week, but I just cut myself probably near the worst I've done and tried to kill myself again. What do I even do in this situation? It was a class group chat and I've got that class tomorrow, which I'm dreading going to now, especially because I sit next to the girl. What should I do?
",4.2915233415233445,4.052377621621623,5.001523341523342,89.15914004914008,70.08108108108108,8.889434889434893,25.466830466830462,8.575989854853784,1.2412162162162157,680,16,162,10,11,220,96,185,0.221,0.726,0.053,-0.9818,0,0,0,0,0,2,29.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,4,1,12,0,15,1,0,2,0,24,28,13,2,4,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,4,9,7,0,1,2,2,0,2,4,6,0,2,12,5,24,4,20,13,2,23,0,0,1,1,25,9,1,2,13,102,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137952167550758,0.0,0.12854735250832525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200117400281281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651038820779636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249566295802706,0.0,0.0,0.08279018165520974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137049299244216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478937770646773,0.0,0.0,0.12266622386100767,0.1153736768311865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325853418191675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186790805463518,0.0,0.0,0.0729575252102489,0.0,0.2053437678441271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202607618560076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6796441358575932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543345515829452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569019861148512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246637203758392,0.0,0.0,0.09518720202713847,0.0,0.0,0.13652649919368084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173978189595571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209064539982412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840816854597685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644784924501657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221124397287234,0.20417525862217809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429700828952435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073258570687095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404195937422094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019140893386938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266622386100767,0.0,0.08715706849304171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029733467743677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wakiBlaster,2019/03/18,"College anxiety and how to deal with it I'm not sure where to start. I'm currently a sophmore in college and I feel that I can't connect with anyone at a deeper level anymore and lack many social skills. Even something like walking from my dorm to a dining hall or class makes me kind of anxious as I don't want to see people I know, as then I will have to talk with them. At the start of college I met a lot of people and made friends, but as the groups and cliques formed, I didn't feel like I was truly a part of any of them. Especially with girls, I'm not good at talking with them. I'm not trying to sound like an asshole, but many people say im good looking and handsome, which helped with making girls interested. But when we socialized more, I think they realized how weak my social skills were and drifted away. Lately its been getting a lot worse, as my roommates basically cut me out of their group. The few genuinely good friends I had either dropped out or just moved on from me. And the ""friends"" that I have don't seem engaged when I'm talking, like they're just waiting to get out of this conversation with me. The only times that I relax and become more free flowing with people is when i drink, which is sad. I just see people making good friends and having experiences while I'm alone most of the time. I'm never feel genuine happiness anymore, just going through the motions and getting by one day at a time. I'm not sure where this is going, I just wanted to get this off my chest and get some feedback, as its been rough lately. I don't think I can keep this facade up, I'm not sure what im gonna do but I know I cant keep this up it just hurts too much. Thanks guys.",4.466418495297809,4.783683985632184,5.0578265412748165,86.97437304075234,69.77586206896552,7.591640543364682,28.17450365726228,7.1686216300943375,1.306035632183908,1329,43,285,11,22,427,169,348,0.14300000000000002,0.733,0.125,-0.16399999999999998,1,1,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,5,2,15,27,1,0,15,0,20,4,1,6,4,71,61,30,0,3,18,0,4,4,4,2,1,2,1,3,15,24,2,3,9,2,1,7,12,4,0,1,8,9,33,24,46,51,12,40,0,2,3,0,26,17,0,7,19,183,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896454538878737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058413666243851026,0.0,0.06571182564234393,0.0970404241302416,0.1703757043459611,0.06006196178038393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807041100508107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486772336000728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055397180345571104,0.08855718853903202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414745450707138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673489723401716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402484258179098,0.0,0.0,0.13029800919473264,0.0613656331161545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26545869351185664,0.0,0.22439110836362275,0.0,0.09763576068646976,0.28818906600986977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505264233169972,0.0,0.09144014455606496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757569826646145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195571258599612,0.0,0.18556941663409326,0.0,0.0,0.15270038924600504,0.0,0.08944967219980468,0.09441471914393007,0.0,0.1937936385581203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678619275341302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213278565947193,0.0,0.0,0.14605501743550242,0.0,0.0812788767821293,0.17201298359620884,0.17417442010626785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129610609667917,0.0631450007609858,0.0,0.06624992454241255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582067882479113,0.06532938993944568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301929177123427,0.0,0.2977546993988715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830963163664389,0.0,0.0,0.13689935857049187,0.07819842109765852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26268694362992,0.0,0.06612856832766277,0.0,0.0,0.12159826097019524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428738807532465,0.0,0.0,0.20712496198791247,0.0,0.07908344686297615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008009201468844,0.0,0.0,0.1502636512514549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831918405262367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132987182896223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753752137072203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aimless_shameless,2019/01/23,Anxiety is getting worse My anxiety hits me when I sit alone in my lectures. Its difficult to lift my arms to look though my papers- I cant describe it but it just feels really unpleasant being in class. I show up 10 minutes early because walking into a full room of people sitting triggers my anxiety as well. This is also why I don’t get up during class. I feel pathetic about this and its probably why I don’t have a lot of friends.,2.5888636363636373,4.627948340909093,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,76.95454545454545,8.49090909090909,30.318181818181817,9.188382445141503,3.033404545454545,346,17,65,9,8,120,64,88,0.21100000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.073,-0.8717,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,1,0,8,13,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,3,12,2,11,11,2,12,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,1,2,47,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386424937237585,0.0,0.18057491725475627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5182170058277641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764767194378802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22834599245406526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174455165892823,0.0,0.2359459395603589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896180068101264,0.0,0.0,0.19196999698223613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565436634733612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434542830864707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465545597222812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185071842731374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302439682190102,0.0,0.4075049388632812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301129808264314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kankiremt,2019/01/23,I joined a dnd group today! It's a small thing but I hope I'm able to meet people that way,-2.7769696969696973,-1.1268162727272717,0.14272727272727434,107.1007575757576,98.0909090909091,2.9333333333333336,7.333333333333332,3.1291,-2.62159393939394,70,0,20,0,3,24,19,22,0.0,0.784,0.21600000000000005,0.63,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,9,5,0,0.4747382699171812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715222202576573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32912374123781485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153950117642126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499963701925946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768251414126934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gamerGmr9,2019/01/23,"My anxiety came back after a stupid thought Hi, i was anxiety free for some months and I thought that it had gone for good, but in some day my cat was playing besides me and he ran close to me and i called him to come to me and he didn't and I thought  ""why isnt he coming at me, why is he ignoring me"" or something like that, I know, a stupid thought and I knew if I think this way my anxiety may come back, and it had and  I can't get rid of it, I can't find the way I was thinking when I hadn't anxiety, I cant reprogram my way of thinking, have this ever happened to you? and how did you fix it?",0.6156969696969696,1.64921063703704,2.8319191919191944,96.61818181818182,79.66666666666666,6.686868686868688,24.124579124579125,7.348242739294969,0.6675185185185186,456,16,120,6,11,156,68,135,0.134,0.794,0.073,-0.7882,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,5,7,2,0,3,0,15,0,0,1,1,33,32,14,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,1,10,1,1,6,6,3,0,0,16,0,24,5,11,15,2,19,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,5,8,80,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43686188261565945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195562246799749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577987657042107,0.16328607846845136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36894036855325096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207215086781356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129139868472584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048538395660467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458925473741414,0.0,0.0,0.11974520633808923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624735367820766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846036757588477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974817409691528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395432497554216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990811232189107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744357413940877,0.0,0.4533604937951031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399626165342389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576479150119215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,onechamp27,2019/01/23,"socially stupid (21 M) As a long time subscriber of this sub Reddit. I need some advice.....

​

I've posted quite a while back that I've suffered from great social anxiety and depression, receiving medication, therapy etc. For a long time I suffered from self esteem issues, feeling worthless , spending most of my time alone.

I've had some self reflection and realized I was always chasing something that i thought I wanted, but It was just me finding something to be miserable about.  

​

I've gone to the gym for four years now, consistently....and aspiring towards being a lecturing physicist. Everyone I know (friends, multiple therapists, family) has said that I'm extremely focused on my goals and I'm very smart. I'm not here to boast, if anything I felt everyone lied, but now that I'm better I don't think about it much and just take people's word. I've learnt to be more confident in myself, with goals and to appreciate what I have.

​

Because of my dedication, I often go days without speaking to anyone, and I'm happy with that...but because of that I literally cannot speak to girls or new people. I've noticed that my friends have said I've gotten more attractive, like an ""8/10"" or holy fuck you look like an Olympian etc. I've also noticed that a lot of girls, even dudes staring/ making eye contact with me and are always smiling. Honestly, It's probably because of all my gym time on top of my laid back attitude/developed confidence.

​

Embarrassingly, my laid back attitude might also be related to the time I lost my virginity to a prostitute. I was so worried that I would lack sexual experience for the future, but fucking a prostitute made me realize that sex isn't all that great unless it's someone you love. What I really need was some emotional connection.

​

I can tell that some girls actually want me to go up to them in coffee shops etc, but I'm literally so fucking clueless socially.  My rough childhood experiences do not help. I really don't see girls as sexual objects or anything like that. I don't think of girls as some divine entity either. I get extremely anxious, I don't know what to say etc. 

​

Often I sometimes think that maybe I'm not just cut for relationships, but then I get depressed that I'll never have kids or fall in love. 

​

A question for girls by the way: How often do girls approach dudes they like? ",6.0575924994611645,7.430614151447668,6.694344421294634,72.86482865148362,66.728285077951,10.158804511818376,34.75113154680652,10.31137664058796,3.905567368345429,1930,91,327,49,31,633,219,449,0.10800000000000001,0.7020000000000001,0.19,0.9934,0,1,2,0,0,0,93.0,0,2,2,6,20,29,5,2,14,0,25,9,1,3,3,66,63,28,0,7,19,0,3,4,2,2,1,5,0,10,22,10,0,0,13,3,2,6,11,13,0,1,13,12,40,16,45,44,18,36,1,7,4,7,32,8,3,17,24,206,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.05124635365336309,0.0,0.0,0.05131633827648355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438894773903403,0.0,0.08399128779971128,0.08739216134182656,0.3982943381756573,0.4466741144344064,0.0,0.0,0.04017327391579531,0.059326179137184784,0.0,0.03671919961037511,0.0,0.08642954178288605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114069968076953,0.0,0.09603663735490173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644460556407856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033867360683268906,0.0,0.0904609300873897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907148714535618,0.0,0.0,0.2342691767174687,0.034685181014023785,0.0,0.0,0.10035927362635352,0.0,0.10273806833924592,0.049505781465719885,0.0,0.026552793518745087,0.0,0.05042193592248652,0.0,0.047997092722399035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114479169871819,0.1456457932352813,0.05487307876439136,0.0,0.059690141305510674,0.0,0.0,0.11579433931451527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590241844967992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03519920919471859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481125575014192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057720940436143585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262328171440308,0.0,0.0,0.0929469553981058,0.044098761954651934,0.0,0.05732553071176535,0.04464575565247837,0.09479236054219177,0.04969027338106058,0.03505368396801307,0.0,0.05275764406203208,0.0,0.0,0.052902603696975664,0.0,0.05570934323921866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03860403187991082,0.07787733373771198,0.04050224353876551,0.050718610596512184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957569219955763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281356730991889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029415575672317,0.0,0.056619266583796665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058828002471455074,0.05585539178876977,0.0,0.0,0.06728397398195045,0.0,0.0,0.056380674612017574,0.0,0.0,0.09990619557835864,0.041761456419765454,0.0,0.0,0.041847075294200266,0.0,0.10956767610358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605950593731128,0.044495171778160536,0.08085610354355156,0.05193795724328916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039484196643203226,0.0,0.04589978790114186,0.0,0.06005464605888225,0.060973116682110175,0.0,0.10094707412144324,0.0,0.041690465624473434,0.1531074699341568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332977367965704,0.06194855578954098,0.04168338433309344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050621883694630894,0.0,0.0,0.05333079175347441,0.0,0.03730463172485025,0.0,0.4466741144344064,0.03381746906108785
socialanxiety,creativenamereddit,2019/01/23,Starting to feel physically weak because of anxiety and stress It’s like in my arms and chest just like a wave of pressure that makes the top half of my body feel like it’s tremor ing almost orlike a weight is holding me down ,8.705217391304348,6.17655082608696,8.001739130434782,78.6595652173913,62.47826086956521,10.93913043478261,36.04347826086956,8.841846274778883,2.802339130434783,182,6,38,2,2,57,36,46,0.18100000000000002,0.643,0.17600000000000002,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,2,3,0,1,5,3,1,0,8,5,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,3,3,6,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073308955154357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478902553382575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709244813989992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409132171132361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31037074690673105,0.2192600351575661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498292887700345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486805027320729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172359154590489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515699317240589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737396124689609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,undergroundetc,2019/01/23,"Walking in public Does anyone else get really self-conscious of how they walk in public? Sometimes I hate catching sight of myself in mirrors or reflections because I'm not used to seeing myself (that's tied to worrying about looking weird too but anyway). I've tried to walk slower and think that it's helping me improve how I walk. It's worse if I have to hurry somewhere though. 

Tips? Thanks

​",4.325939849624056,6.850250842105265,4.481127819548874,82.27289473684213,73.47368421052632,5.9218045112781965,27.962406015037594,6.868970318607317,1.6422879699248116,328,13,53,3,7,102,57,76,0.11900000000000001,0.746,0.135,0.5122,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,10,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,10,9,0,8,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,2,0,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251804639974893,0.2823906939938872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624990557557286,0.2381206368580345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416685099686231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033742706898257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413986796873514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214190883820878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294462820131226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557724111141566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951569547720428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488809989811249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851922235125471,0.0,0.2424432462731365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22984893732626965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396213277434206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891214405631298,0.2283312189101247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778392946350606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071845420535195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360128596102713,0.2368348309692577,0.0,0.0,0.2823906939938872,0.0
socialanxiety,Bob_11,2019/01/23,"Fear of being judged all the time. So, I'm an introvert person crippled with social anxiety and the fear of public perception and I hate myself for that. Throughout my entire life I've struggled to build an actual friendship and remained a loner, until now.

Coming to college I decided to change myself, and push my limits like never before. I actually started initiating conversations, joined a couple of societies, tried to socialize, made some friends, and for the first time in my life - had a ""group"".

The problem is, I don't feel comfortable anymore. Though I've tried my best to break the shell, it's all fake inside. The conversations I force myself to slip in, the social activities I have to drag myself in the name of changing myself and trying not to look the silent and sad faced person I really am in front of my ""friends"". I'm tired of all of this.

I feel they'll judge me. I feel everyone judges me all the time because I'm uninteresting or I'm quiet. Everyday feels like another show where I need to wear a mask and perform with no room for mistake. 

I want to go back. Back to being a loner I originally was and I originally am. I wish to step outside without wearing a mask.",5.1753947368421045,6.4417530745614044,6.373640350877197,74.74756578947371,68.69298245614036,9.208771929824564,30.03947368421053,9.516144504307137,2.8433894736842102,943,36,168,20,16,317,129,228,0.16899999999999998,0.75,0.081,-0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,0,1,4,7,14,1,3,18,0,10,6,3,3,5,37,27,13,0,5,3,0,4,2,2,1,3,1,1,2,3,12,0,1,6,1,0,5,5,8,0,1,3,6,27,6,30,21,6,25,0,1,1,0,13,6,0,2,15,113,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.24100394741317724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294830987228903,0.09446445360490653,0.0,0.12246233962659255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899022059399648,0.0,0.07527432701318376,0.0,0.10507526795511853,0.0,0.12958819707607278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612581017565314,0.10637000454088573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663201980325448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799366871579885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779062831853171,0.2497476443358476,0.08821655684911082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050349064997733,0.0,0.0,0.1908059180531345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701784549081491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191428051329307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443993714636793,0.12065549169098087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369494558573032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684296714923068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156136733042602,0.09523800110695048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156418623342186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118156925237251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910662013623773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776272894045581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740217738262335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290916479464528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213218014600865,0.0,0.21601246919245687,0.14192598902595768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515113437663379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283370141226146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199980176895285,0.11903357923199435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RedCupPaper33,2019/01/23,"A friend invited me to his place, and when i got there his other friend was there So I was pretty pumped to go hang out with my friend Bob last Saturday.  We had been talking about it all week last week - how we would drinks some beers and watch sports at his house on Saturday.

So then on Saturday, I get to Bob's house... and his other friend Michael is there.

When Bob is with me alone, it's better for me...we have inside jokes and stuff. When someone else like Michael is there, it's a whole different situation.  

**Should I just tell Bob that I'd rather just hang out with him alone?**

​

*\*Bob and Michael are not their real names of course*",1.7250498338870417,4.142935441860467,1.8159745293466256,98.45459302325584,82.17829457364341,5.546179401993357,18.516611295681066,6.868970318607317,-0.11762724252491676,508,12,114,6,14,151,77,129,0.015,0.809,0.17600000000000002,0.9669,1,2,2,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,1,1,14,7,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,1,1,23,14,12,0,3,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,7,12,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,1,15,7,14,7,3,20,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,1,12,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31440447129241905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445767807424444,0.18443392404778464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342404317769065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858175986142775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869033404982185,0.0,0.0,0.12679588394781774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690711328812716,0.0,0.07930076805256897,0.0,0.08626222835094594,0.0,0.12139536628447332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502762402567388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24744810188420524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415389516387369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858175986142775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544186864046712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276318799810647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061134466332895,0.0,0.0,0.12860591663862914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375613090429404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219980646610103,0.13266572665401766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435036092003797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946118620005338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782285282008154,0.0,0.18443392404778464,0.0
socialanxiety,TheLemming479,2019/01/23,"I made some progress! I managed to say ""thank you"" out loud to the bus driver every time I got off the bus for a whole month! It used to tear me apart because I desperately wanted to be polite but I also couldn't bear to say it out loud. I started off just mumbling it but then I decided that wasn't enough and set myself the challenge of saying it loud enough that they could hear it. At first I found it really difficult but I was motivated by the fact that good manners and small acts like that are very important to my SO. Now it almost comes naturally although I still cringe at the sound of my own voice sometimes. I feel like I've made some good progress. Now on to the next challenge! ",3.302636363636364,4.805900042857143,4.039350649350652,88.7711038961039,73.57142857142857,7.090909090909091,24.87012987012988,7.686295010490155,1.086,546,17,116,7,11,174,86,140,0.037000000000000005,0.7490000000000001,0.214,0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,6,6,8,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,4,1,23,17,9,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,9,0,0,11,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,6,10,17,7,18,8,6,21,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,3,11,79,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704289673613159,0.0,0.0,0.13610748308512424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375127656497593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661072635569755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588945751192125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517205886885593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339937048342252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605735164660297,0.12158966742617318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477054881308662,0.0,0.18661360184672265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855084426952245,0.13612309248255364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182580309147448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630054075836034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220914083296697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585062340739265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100777511950408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903336037049954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060454510580503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833042621811514,0.0,0.12046720094113132,0.0,0.1359205463495366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566956864077944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924397122693504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699664631586953,0.0,0.1404313850324475,0.10038734052249892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900202736507868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Oime,2019/01/23,"Has anybody ever watched yourself say something that you didn’t want to say, because of your SA? So this just happened to me. I was sitting at my desk at work, just a normal day like any other one. I’m assisting a customer and running through a disclaimer that I’ve given about 5 million times to everybody that comes through the office, and then suddenly my boss walks up behind me. This for some reason caused me to seize up and say the COMPLETE wrong thing to the customer. I NEVER do this. This is usually such an automatic process that I am completely baffled that it happened. Had he not been standing there everything would have been fine, but he watches me for 2 seconds and my brain completely vaporizes in catastrophic shut down. Just unreal. Have you guys ever experienced this? ",6.290753424657535,7.6654486232876735,6.187561643835617,76.70504109589045,66.1917808219178,9.127671232876713,36.51780821917808,9.3871,3.5803665753424667,633,32,108,12,10,199,102,146,0.05,0.919,0.03,-0.7009,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,9,3,0,0,7,0,12,1,1,3,3,20,18,7,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,13,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,6,6,13,2,18,11,1,20,0,0,2,0,9,7,0,1,9,83,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249431211073334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008412213756203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466841745358875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993649875192762,0.0,0.1424985330490504,0.5203332277589445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668509779601897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992718073273315,0.0,0.0,0.14867284682478854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379623310002356,0.2925686246427538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081804003152061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758554920478407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620808574633327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120959019553609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008390636086726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946565341108384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735183876035405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990066717759957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646033864868593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219168249156584,0.0,0.09757163828822177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043098421027547,0.0,0.0,0.11751279708596354,0.18086568895789734,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ks012987,2019/01/23,"I feel like the most hated person in the entire world Yes, I hear how dramatic it sounds. But I feel it almost all the time. When I'm alone, when I'm around other people, even people close to me. I've just started being able to walk through stores or college alone without becoming completely overwhelmed, thinking everyone hates me, wants me to leave, that I'm upsetting them for just existing. I still think that, but I try to tell myself that it doesn't matter. 

I've been in college for 5 years now and have no friends, not one. Everyone in my major seems to know each other (there's only about 150 of us, so it's a small group), and almost all of them hang out together, work together on everything. I can go a full week without talking to anyone. Sometimes I feel invisible, sometimes I feel like they wish I would disappear because I ruin everything just by being there. I don't know which is worse

I've felt a little more ok with it for the last month, but got an email about some club meeting in my department. It's not even that I wanted to go so badly, but the thought that everyone was invited and I really want to try to make friends, but I know I would get ignored if I went. It just feels like I'm not included in anything, like it's just some unspoken thing that everyone really means everyone except for me. 

I've always felt like an outsider. I can't read people at all, so I end up projecting my own negative thoughts about myself onto every interaction I have. It's ruining my life. It goes so far beyond not making friends. I haven't met with my advisor once in 5 years because everyone else is with his time except me. Haven't applied to any internships/research work despite being one of the top students in my major, because other people are worth it but not me. 

There wasn't any point to this I guess. I woke up, checked my email, remembered all the things I'm missing out on and spent the morning crying because I'm pathetic. I wish I could change and just do the things I want to without feeling awkward at best, and like I'm the worst thing to ever happen to anyone and not worthy of being alive, that maybe I shouldn't even be here at worst. I can tell myself that this is (probably) all in my head. But I can't stop feeling like everyone hates me and wants me to disappear. ",5.757791525149603,5.807476368995638,6.381014070839398,79.52676289826944,66.96943231441048,9.754617499595666,31.591783923661648,9.53975657930432,2.7532816432152685,1819,67,356,34,27,596,209,458,0.159,0.706,0.134,-0.9071,0,2,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,3,4,28,25,3,3,15,2,27,2,1,3,6,90,77,24,0,12,26,0,9,7,3,3,1,2,0,1,29,16,0,2,19,2,4,8,19,13,0,2,12,11,52,12,56,56,17,51,0,4,0,0,19,28,0,9,22,244,81,7,0.06660761824902152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333958164517465,0.1379708093987128,0.0,0.0,0.055422874208233656,0.0,0.0,0.09059092896377748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314719076795898,0.0,0.05481239448206157,0.05929490187675256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561457903586005,0.1624135434201701,0.07356288126125267,0.0,0.0,0.06990058598886607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046202825246448,0.0,0.06983682047113042,0.0,0.0,0.05318076326061855,0.0,0.07316534099375081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564211814416232,0.0,0.058994579580119375,0.0,0.0,0.1319811109862094,0.060250404064351,0.056119791137819536,0.4455250355059805,0.11972526479640512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575169185193126,0.19033798314372966,0.12790751797690605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543826418955592,0.0,0.03479973140705248,0.0,0.07570928884816769,0.0,0.053272197035468316,0.0,0.07337580091057791,0.0,0.0589008968425724,0.0,0.0,0.1972836996093296,0.06835863262182618,0.0,0.07507162666088933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981741514987244,0.05429409887333582,0.0,0.07052785034487095,0.0,0.0,0.04704693059057726,0.22778782457002386,0.0667583319346898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892220479570805,0.0,0.06691630520352697,0.07255522296558191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053165565412623655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093493959771306,0.0902700918884926,0.050658095132611485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470934325039748,0.0581592030794425,0.0,0.0,0.06296572873017699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181427811041763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662564321647599,0.0,0.08534109167172968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545344709696535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063707404671979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175327520134175,0.0,0.04714521502418713,0.0,0.05319292997423667,0.05568695134789624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353668049682712,0.11643598839851835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700456754751334,0.08535894455245281,0.0,0.10575801749313217,0.07767887569056277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044440110438773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012076357384858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643449493577395,0.0,0.05342861364976763,0.0,0.0,0.06174592943001475,0.0,0.0,0.15319094760035584,0.19262210128096985,0.0,0.0969822787563846,0.0,0.06787885344377782,0.09463228187635278,0.0,0.0,0.08578624467164744
socialanxiety,efqf,2019/01/23,"The worst thing is that my worries are not imaginary / Turning fear into anger I just read on this [site](https://www.moodjuice.scot.nhs.uk/shynesssocialphobia.asp) that "" When people are socially anxious or shy, they often take things to heart. For example:   You walk past a group who are laughing and assume the joke is at your expense.""

I was once passing a guy with two girls on my way home and he said to one of the girls ""Was that your boyfriend?"" and they laughed.. The moment I realised it was about me, I slowed down and felt like turning around and smashing his head in, but I was too depressed to fight back at the time, and kept walking. I had never let people talk shit about me in primary/middle school, I fought back, but with time, I felt that there's more too lose than win in defending myself. I recently started working out in order to feel stronger but I'm not sure if it's the right way to handle social anxiety.

There were other situations were people called me dumb, or one time I went to a shop on my bike, which I seldom do, and two younger guy stopped me and wanted to steal my bike. I got off it and punched each of them in the face, the younger one started crying, I got back on the bike and sped around a corner (I felt like someone else started chasing me, maybe their older brother/friend) and then headed home. I later heard from my brother that their older brother was asking about me. It's weird cause no one knows me in my town. I think I've been more scared of going to town from that moment on.

So yeah, my fears are not imagined. I've experienced situations that have left a mark on my mind and effectively prevent me from taking risks in the future.

Aso, I've been wondering if I could turn fear into anger- that is, I'll work out, become strong, and if I feel endangered, I'll focus on the fact that I can fight back now.

I know that some of my thoughts are irrational, I'm aware of them, but the feelings deep inside me are so strong, I feel so weak, so dumb and so hopeless.",5.418214285714285,6.04165080102041,5.245097959183678,85.38561632653064,67.77551020408163,7.90465306122449,27.924897959183674,7.699297019823105,1.4469255918367343,1582,48,321,16,25,489,202,392,0.201,0.7090000000000001,0.09,-0.9940000000000001,1,0,0,0,2,1,64.0,0,3,6,7,22,29,8,5,17,1,24,6,5,2,3,63,56,30,0,5,13,2,7,2,0,0,1,2,2,4,20,23,0,3,15,6,2,5,5,20,0,6,21,10,50,9,47,33,5,63,0,3,0,0,29,30,3,9,27,215,70,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493685400232223,0.09589597903376942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511314360969036,0.07935609133125167,0.0,0.0,0.2610855480818006,0.0,0.0,0.09374890198442136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866771575917817,0.0,0.0,0.08720036002346096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777382936742718,0.0,0.09324227468905298,0.0,0.0,0.07311139518167907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091059228059712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286557944002054,0.1716817882151861,0.0,0.24450896621290216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558200238587893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048242147247674665,0.0,0.13578070605028006,0.0,0.0,0.16809914999671927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742331632360405,0.0,0.0,0.10058922872724196,0.0,0.0,0.17029331306776954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093301240268219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222788799349543,0.08680074563127738,0.0,0.08294112493663623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496469196656862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527847237801695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570973297252163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546860683936485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039984004976166,0.2300813087112324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103241398545656,0.176545879719803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490805129516313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381377607221945,0.0,0.0,0.07249139467544255,0.08074514974554432,0.0,0.08498477358908753,0.08590823294732207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713331498050729,0.0,0.190828773351108,0.0,0.17305929884072851,0.07192285297989158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024628997226388,0.0,0.0,0.07096772793855989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000318350252437,0.0,0.12764603244400075,0.06822741206456738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278775089623334,0.05439093187447351,0.0,0.0673892719129578,0.14849151865419907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769917756369887,0.16584077811614675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006741959084488,0.13475565115426255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868931976051421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920542485076358,0.12359469870502605,0.08620491934967701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,guitar_strummer,2019/01/23,"I can't ask strangers for help I went to a gym yesterday for the first time and when I entered I sat down in the waiting area cos no one was at the reception.
It was just so awkward waiting outside and all these people walking past you. 

Eventually I go inside and I don't know how to use the treadmill. The guys next to me know how it works but I just didn't have it in me to ask.

So I use the cross workout machine and it goes well.  After I finished I wanted to use the bike machine but there's a mirror in front of it and everyone can see you so I just leave.

I really don't know how I can ask people for help and get rid of this social anxiety ",0.4748632218844975,2.3204927021276625,2.7321833839918948,93.41250000000002,82.97163120567376,5.730699088145897,22.128166160081054,6.868970318607317,0.4827017223910839,505,17,117,6,14,172,79,141,0.054000000000000006,0.884,0.062,0.4809,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,12,2,0,1,9,0,9,0,0,7,1,25,26,15,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,2,3,3,0,6,5,1,1,2,5,1,17,1,16,21,1,20,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,8,82,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323528950998833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852256207758221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531936683092574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716301668280107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090391075080585,0.0,0.09832610390759418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130803076092738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319311715501347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28524686302481617,0.0,0.0,0.18319360403176915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183999096833018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172366901051774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515851826643638,0.2398880025615458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083523798685237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378673189110571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636286495113535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088407008937607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482777075472957,0.0,0.0,0.1020463346252031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555761231164816,0.16038287415913413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259540244436773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,awkward_t33n,2019/01/23,"I want a cure NOW Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please


I'm sick and tired of having no friends and being depressed because of social anxiety. Why do I even have this in the first place? Why can't it go away? Why can't I just be like anyone else god dammit.",3.332857142857143,5.7407425238095255,1.8034126984127,100.83464285714287,76.14285714285714,4.834920634920637,16.849206349206348,5.46131890053228,-0.895431746031746,261,4,56,1,6,71,40,63,0.175,0.36,0.465,0.9631,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,4,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,8,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044970554555274836,0.0,0.0,0.04110401290085422,0.060232434483098375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552306764938852,0.0,0.0,0.03583494214359331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050631648793955736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049107532351157716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0388271025239358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000270273845006,0.0,0.0,0.0454173375265895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03340901169292205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028719503286265456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141807336509063,0.9679282572553191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059924158317989036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756499602482917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03467306291233953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913363118873913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cheesepit,2019/01/23,"What do I do? Whenever it's break time, I would usually eat with my friend and another coworker would always join us. My friend knows I have social anxiety. My coworker also knows; the only reason I told him that was so that he would excuse my awkward behaviors and not to take it to heart. He was understandable and assured me that it was okay (this happened months ago) 

During another one of our breaks this night, my friend got up to get something. When it was just us two, I told him that my friend wouldn't be here tomorrow and that he shouldn't come on that day for break. It was the usual agreement between us because he knows I get anxiety when it's just us two alone; plus, it's so damn awkward. 

However, it was different this time. He would usually respond with an okay and was understanding. But instead, he told me that the only reason he was here was for my friend and that he would've never talked to me if she wasn't here. 

He said it with such a tone, it hurt me. I never really attended to be friends with him; at times, he shown me that he can be a liar and now, he's a fake. 

My friend is also quitting soon, so I'm planning on trying to act like normal and then after she leaves, I'll have minimum contact with my coworker from then on. Does this sound like a good plan? 

​

​

​

​

​",5.12728881026095,5.695055390977442,5.595059708093761,82.81789694825301,68.3984962406015,9.115966386554623,29.55683325961964,9.168548406835145,2.308970190181336,1058,37,213,19,17,340,126,266,0.077,0.7709999999999999,0.153,0.9669,2,1,1,0,0,0,50.0,5,0,0,3,16,20,2,2,8,2,25,2,1,2,3,37,41,20,0,8,5,0,0,2,7,6,0,2,0,0,24,15,1,0,7,0,0,3,6,6,0,3,15,2,31,14,23,17,0,31,0,1,0,0,38,5,1,1,22,145,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686657673903516,0.0,0.0,0.06644177361155451,0.0,0.10260412016256537,0.053379320989610415,0.3475414891643855,0.3897564489938925,0.0,0.13453721997680382,0.09815169006598053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03910625707858605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055260975528850564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04137251417577397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702483170371465,0.0,0.0,0.056139550804393715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564316462762812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34694389878346216,0.0,0.06703319016440751,0.0,0.0,0.05380736954669583,0.05130794362439586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672910191057025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602002709939724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867567985906849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576822543540132,0.0,0.0,0.06792734617337443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268252222546354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05120524372467426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895543149224743,0.0,0.0,0.060201988045272076,0.06285500703992007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043470825715148737,0.09758045786821236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823318800026547,0.0,0.0,0.041097196699267056,0.13191718379337844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102292014233116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539453952544284,0.0,0.04938708276293338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048234065258795936,0.051562675046791434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122220481750818,0.0,0.0,0.18389898357925089,0.0,0.04355476675681822,0.0,0.1253337022869554,0.13356828294956574,0.3086661973301837,0.0,0.2119619737613915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785749667538385,0.0,0.3897564489938925,0.0
socialanxiety,spudalt,2019/01/23,"Social anxiety is robbing me I'm 16 and a half. I'm supposed to do stupid shit with other kids my age, but I'm so damn inept I can't make any friends. I'm being robbed of my high school experience. My last few years before adulthood and I spend it thinking about how stupid I looked when I crossed the street or how I offend someone every time I open my mouth. I'm sorry for this rant but this isn't fucking fair. I don't know who to be mad at or how to express my anger so I came here. I'm filled to the brim with anger right now. Fuck me and fuck social anxiety. I'm socially crippled",0.20264341957255289,2.281002228346459,2.163605174353208,95.70781496062992,85.77165354330708,4.888413948256468,20.095050618672666,6.1826913282559595,-0.04833588301462344,461,14,106,4,14,153,80,127,0.3670000000000001,0.633,0.0,-0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,12,11,0,3,0,7,5,2,4,0,17,22,13,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,11,0,1,1,1,15,1,10,19,1,14,0,0,1,3,7,5,5,2,6,57,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780830359643565,0.0,0.2650543683675805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741343286323547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813900051220992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596113469100958,0.0,0.0,0.1694607580903271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384384326694254,0.4804693514933369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303627101934256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520749691046122,0.14121271868450275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547693474251366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563822359329053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794496224822726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532688310256855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177827106969995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5297853258650929,0.1467846468747761,0.0,0.0,0.1939266187370892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100440816240592,0.0,0.0,0.1010169194096982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156008744227072
socialanxiety,Custardleaf,2019/01/23,"I just got fired because I'm apparently unable to even carry out a minimum wage job So I'm 22 and as of last month, I've been working in a smoothie/juice store. I was working amongst people younger than me; in their final years of highschool and just starting university.

At first I was pleased to start my job because all my coworkers and my boss at my job were so nice. But nope, it seems that a really friendly, relaxed work environment doing menial tasks is too much for me to handle. I was anxious, awkward, never knew what to say. I speak so fast when I'm nervous so it came out in a rushed gabble to customers. I kept making mistake after mistake and being forgetful. 

My boss sat down with me last week and said I was too scared of customers, not meshing well with my coworkers and I couldn't keep up with them. He said I was making too many mistakes. He said he had seen me physically shaking from being nervous. He said he'd give me a week to prove I could be better. 

This week I fucked up 100x more, was on even more edge with my boss and coworkers. So now I've been sent a message saying I've been fired. 

I feel so useless and incompetent. I've had similar experiences at my previous job but that was only my shifts being drastically reduced, not outright being fired. Having real fucking social anxiety has fucked up so much of my life. I don't feel normal, I feel like a mistake. This incident is just one piece of straw in my disastrous haystack caused by social anxiety. 

I'm only posting this to rant. I was too ashamed to tell my two friends what a failure I was and I lied about the reason I was fired so I had no one to tell. Thanks for reading. 

​",3.672404712404713,5.231909939939944,4.7839789789789835,83.57573284823289,72.72372372372372,7.405359205359206,29.023908523908524,8.012643519586192,1.9402299376299383,1322,54,258,19,26,434,171,333,0.214,0.7240000000000001,0.062,-0.9938,6,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,5,21,22,3,6,9,0,31,4,0,7,3,49,60,21,0,7,7,0,7,1,2,0,1,7,0,0,9,16,0,2,7,2,2,4,7,14,1,4,28,15,39,8,40,24,6,35,0,1,1,3,23,14,3,1,17,173,48,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267855849118954,0.11515065565713975,0.0,0.0,0.14499094875953078,0.10705822753465292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155365396652208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381252968842852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838667495828494,0.0,0.0973504424122712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566267239169304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251836560211753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926990045263148,0.0,0.0,0.1437491029198293,0.06770061004823995,0.0,0.10381115395537754,0.0,0.08060762628218776,0.0,0.0,0.14643143548559265,0.262827990921036,0.0,0.09090786105886382,0.0,0.0,0.07579275935035687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761611999285343,0.08423207731753025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544933304444498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693579177991223,0.04629771714578138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265136345793477,0.09607751030347143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564104972734237,0.0,0.13932733538081699,0.0,0.07308912300605723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285023109514152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843133438787738,0.14414711715295608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569858003706401,0.0,0.0,0.10402424263200204,0.0,0.0,0.09075931147050184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947913099868401,0.1078640736735906,0.06070931164586321,0.09743488687270556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605753943336457,0.1507229209293016,0.09487696272100787,0.0,0.0,0.08627110231389389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320332279786046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341512509600452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656587364424675,0.0872474922112653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257228476613237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280459009838037,0.0,0.08520571378061613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069715984344872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515065565713975,0.06102598127912792
socialanxiety,pm_me_your_gynoecium,2019/01/23,"Social apps suppose to be simple After all my acquaintances telling me I should use Instagram I started feeling left out in a bad way. So there I went and created an account and posted some pictures (that's what's expected, right?) My hell why would I do that. I keep looking over and over, each time I find something ugly and unpleasant about them (mostly are my face's pictures in random places). I don't know if they are ok, if I'm being ridiculous, or if I'm at any form acting innapropriate. Anxiety triggered as fuck, I open my profile to self judgement all the time... I guess that's just not for me. I guess I don't know how to be normal and enjoy things like everyone else. I feel like I'm constantly worried when comes to any social interaction (even online) to the point I don't enjoy moments of my life that I suppose to. I hate it, and I hate the fact that it makes me hate myself.",4.499953445065176,5.275218581005589,5.455432960893855,82.5180470204842,69.89385474860336,8.201303538175045,29.441806331471128,8.344100000000001,2.044709124767225,702,26,139,10,12,231,110,179,0.19,0.718,0.092,-0.9657,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,7,12,6,0,5,1,11,3,1,4,3,38,31,14,0,7,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,10,0,1,5,0,1,3,4,7,0,0,1,3,27,5,17,25,6,23,1,0,1,1,7,11,2,9,9,92,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196712566675402,0.0,0.11064484318678312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076359865004135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458964216771172,0.0,0.1562982954137162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082339811053988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552959069867917,0.0,0.0,0.13820427127749454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626289513822507,0.10332677241612534,0.0,0.0,0.13219312941291794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337120792222037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186619740869297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283892808836033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855761088303794,0.0,0.0,0.15897445691225345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714558953107852,0.0,0.10215948303579503,0.14132202588719991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145638444680755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965445179770352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171090467746456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111205906883132,0.0,0.1367261629037139,0.0,0.13851967824624614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351690144965614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088511788000306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948729080956444,0.0,0.11134654989810346,0.0,0.0,0.10237290156920432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641675272155636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608860178888108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867484623830184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491759654689236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480397471952546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407744460588392,0.13050995881449248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688315179286635,0.0,0.10274405655830494,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,torchwolf,2019/01/23,"I don’t know how to handle roommate troubles Sorry if I do something wrong, I don’t post very often.

I live in a shared student apartment with three other guys. Two of them are fine, but one of them is very inconsiderate of everyone else. He’s messy, he’s noisy, and he acts like he’s the only one who lives here. The main thing I have a problem with is that he constantly vapes and smokes weed in the apartment. He vapes in his room, and in the common areas. I think he thinks he’s being sneaky about the weed, and only does it in his room, but the smell is so strong. The smell of the vape makes me feel physically sick, it’s so gross. I’ve had respiratory problems my whole life, and constantly being around that makes me feel awful. I know I’m not in the wrong for being upset about it, but my anxiety is completely preventing me from doing anything about it. My other roommates don’t seem to care that much. I don’t know what to do.",3.0861954624781838,4.5330239371727785,4.141445026178012,88.0499336823735,74.0261780104712,6.978150087260035,22.680977312390922,7.554174236665415,0.7680971029668409,736,19,157,9,15,239,103,191,0.22699999999999998,0.696,0.077,-0.9833,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,9,12,0,1,11,1,17,2,0,3,0,28,29,12,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,12,8,0,1,8,0,0,1,5,7,0,4,1,4,18,5,21,25,3,17,0,0,0,0,15,12,0,3,4,101,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361592770986954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221772852996927,0.13221258237780134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151424084798437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571838534676974,0.3209905734679891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996917611034162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240678017159292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191539381687793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501904114284638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705625309038514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448649645664091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490271489542877,0.07255843387977441,0.0,0.2622883782105486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827394859687986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917788041300136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012793947254723,0.2259093906502879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422392702337876,0.0,0.0,0.2842234970695623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520528567893553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433647696178832,0.0,0.1662538356273889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866881564609646,0.19032878259552366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450805874975005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24508594666153505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581513684361388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247624200798012,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxiouscharlie,2019/01/23,"A tip that has really helped me - look at the situation at hand objectively and use the logical truth as the rational for making yourself look as ridiculous as you think you look. 
I have god awful social anxiety. I’m on meds, I’ve been to therapy, I still suffer. But I’m running for a small election in my city now. Crazy huh? 

I’m terrified of getting on stage in front of 800 people and giving a 1 minute speech. But even if I were to mess everything up and do cartwheels into the audience, the situation at hand is worse. We really got people out here sleeping on the streets peeing in the river and getting attacked for being “illegal.” Until that ridiculousness ends, I’ll be as ridiculous (worst case scenario) as need me.

This kind of goes along the line with being afraid to ask questions. You have a question, you are scared to ask in class. I can guarantee you there’s a least 1 person in class with the same damn question, and even if there isn’t it is good to hear reassurance/repetition of instruction on assignments. What’s more ridiculous, your “stupid” question, or you, as a student trying to receive an education, not having clear direction to succeed. You didn’t get this far to only get this far.

Everyone is in the same damn boat, some of us are scared (for psychological and psychological reasons) and some of us really don’t give a sh*t. So ok, you “look” stupid and crazy. But has anyone reached shore?",5.712444444444442,6.74786705925926,6.342962962962968,76.30333333333336,67.2962962962963,9.703703703703702,31.296296296296298,9.861636050157227,3.0312962962962966,1126,44,207,25,18,368,154,270,0.2,0.7170000000000001,0.084,-0.9869,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,3,9,0,1,8,20,9,3,18,3,20,4,4,3,2,37,41,22,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,14,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,15,0,0,4,8,19,5,44,34,7,28,0,1,4,0,25,20,2,9,4,138,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277727696611084,0.0,0.0,0.0756601357034746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023159653173249,0.12309992105092266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583837923615927,0.0,0.0,0.1429380558545248,0.0,0.0,0.10339544900546482,0.09724855582812042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613262978685544,0.207602067788294,0.0,0.09075804051444426,0.08654220537829084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195600133111616,0.0,0.07252818614202343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267987486014615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634630764556694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222833052104992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019244822124205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023336158388389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822955221861898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003280142756542,0.09448128625496233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848618376634775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795856075952007,0.11125376702238396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166661212455579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325610575811016,0.10828412302254344,0.1103023678294273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641343377369047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374296604099508,0.0,0.0,0.06933402151045308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346475620745557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603169368688505,0.09345522294109217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027113583588813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,homeshakey,2019/01/23,"Somewhat functional socially anxious 20 year old gets a job! So I’ve had about 3 jobs in the past 2 years. All warehouse jobs, none of which require interaction with any customers, let alone other coworkers. I’ve been working at a bakery for about a month now, making this my first ever job using a register, working with customers, and handling food. And so far.. I’VE BEEN DYING EVERY SECOND OF IT. I ABSOLUTELY DREAD EVERY CUSTOMER THAT COMES UP TO ME AND IT FEELS LIKE I AM A SOLDIER GOING TO BATTLE. My coworkers have been trying to help by assuring me that everything’s okay and to just relax and that it’s just a quick courteous exchange between the customer and that stuff. I’m just really surprised and a little overwhelmed that my coworkers are so nice about it. I just feel like a burden for not being able to do simple things like answer questions about cake and give people back $1.50 for change without wanting to cry. 

Anyways, my coworkers have been telling me that I’m improving with customers lately and that it doesn’t seem like I’m that anxious anymore. But it seems like the only thing thats improving is how much better I am at hiding it.

Any advice for me on how to not shit myself every day?",4.3501626383555445,6.3153198283261816,5.094777501694151,80.37759430765756,71.74678111587983,7.480370454032077,28.572170770273324,8.20500826718156,2.164584549356224,972,38,169,15,19,314,138,233,0.079,0.735,0.18600000000000005,0.9775,4,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,18,16,2,2,11,1,15,2,1,4,3,37,29,15,1,1,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,22,13,1,1,6,1,1,2,5,5,0,2,5,2,13,11,28,22,4,21,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,4,17,121,35,8,0.11247584131189492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991009038351532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649105066019448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529748581060645,0.0,0.0,0.254131371414111,0.11154581142126037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648697924949998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947574138807773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898452634364948,0.09688797799858256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354943022249087,0.07253761275198051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673216563652887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174083783004867,0.2842972420455885,0.0,0.10108603368701656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374232977638235,0.16070552701390695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567189316158764,0.13600623377469626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587639848163119,0.10789707589608012,0.06392261262433008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539018554238297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464596687801212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687764810262644,0.0,0.0,0.115014168212809,0.0,0.27475007345399177,0.11273034145825025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507849746491126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977714345303542,0.0,0.08268268500041259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802447498381236,0.0,0.0,0.08554294567321788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737091743892804,0.07797658633650822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599868357486316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205490405291852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047875632663585,0.0,0.0,0.11545483478538934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465495580078355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875792869285158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830884287997922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944790231444102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636371314264734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714301393994773,0.0,0.0,0.06634116535431861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842269731490953,0.0,0.16376750411172844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486150827909766
socialanxiety,MrZubar,2019/01/23,Class mates have begun to shun me My college class mates have begun to shun me due to my awkward social behaviour. I don't know what to do. I'm very sad. Haven't been able to sleep in 2 days. Can't sleep right now because I'm agonizing about class tomorrow. Any advice would be welcomed.  ,0.9856416464891034,3.410976813559323,2.4971428571428578,92.1715254237288,85.94915254237291,5.405326876513318,20.292978208232448,6.868970318607317,0.3966300242130752,228,7,48,3,7,74,39,59,0.147,0.812,0.040999999999999995,-0.7425,0,0,0,2,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,9,2,2,0,0,2,12,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,7,9,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,23,6,4,0.30909974870298346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020486970465002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019842860005572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842433784919616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993437667292232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987313823037767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639694965000143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6186459536896852,0.3150882679534661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550396642244012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957559297355772,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,muddiestblunts,2019/01/23,Pulling out of plans Been talking to a girl for a while and had a panic attack today because.of how scared i get that she will think im weird or fucken whatever and it does my head in and im scared shes going to hate me now. Should she be mad at me?? I need help on how to deal woth anxiety before meeting people someone please give me some tips ,0.5074324324324309,2.6129964324324355,2.2093918918918938,95.69760135135138,84.67567567567569,4.781081081081081,18.70945945945946,5.985473137389443,-0.2740756756756757,272,7,61,2,8,89,58,74,0.273,0.6679999999999999,0.06,-0.9506,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,3,3,3,0,6,1,1,2,0,11,12,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,9,0,9,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818714535934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352436057177598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759556748743488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318246326444104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809557283737632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080347061707162,0.19836348619906385,0.1175185905809618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041537454246596,0.21221729280457227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860116138628967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467186232675511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332573016063825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426133278648109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433561324915757,0.0,0.0,0.2269837963115211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140483532690645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520514311613686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620299390178878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249712168608618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960045149688699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theseasnail,2019/01/23,"I may be making friends!! How do i not mess up?? Halp Hey everyone first of all i wanna thank you for all the posts and comments, i just found this sub reddit and i spent like an hour reading and learning so much. 

May i ask for your advice/experience on something related to groups of people? I recently got into the situation of being in newly formed groups, where no one knew each other before. One is about music, the other one is from college. The groups are between 7 and 15 people. We started with group chats and that was doable for me even if thinking of what to say and saying it in the right exact moment was a great challenge. 

But soon I'm gonna be meeting them all!! and I'm afraid I'll mess up!! Do i try to be memorable and fun or do i just maybe focus on 1 or 2 guys in the group so that it's easier to deal with the situation?

I know i should just let go and be myself, but myself would listen nod and smile and i dont wanna be that now that i finally get to find people i may become good friends with.

Thank you all again and wish you the best xx",1.9055510974746284,3.4838527578475365,3.6447675241916464,89.8360066084494,77.47533632286995,6.309086617890017,20.70545197073401,7.0608816371341465,0.37744484304932735,827,20,181,9,19,277,134,223,0.006999999999999999,0.805,0.188,0.9898,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,4,1,3,12,13,0,1,10,0,21,0,0,2,5,49,39,20,0,6,9,0,0,1,2,6,0,3,0,1,10,18,0,0,7,2,1,1,3,3,0,4,6,3,23,10,28,20,8,21,0,0,0,0,23,10,0,6,10,134,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314972683719009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553469219187921,0.11969053175097095,0.0,0.14761304461588295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450133529726954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485141443474116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929040071641378,0.0,0.0,0.1344057952616804,0.0,0.13759158750187678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408516570496086,0.12855986665707894,0.1196445562883666,0.0,0.1542254400040428,0.21734573927298148,0.0,0.0734885728372606,0.0,0.07993980647287732,0.11797817727055822,0.11249792954575856,0.15507715131849525,0.0,0.1392746206963314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852087720069153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730256131043549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438334569114816,0.0,0.0687189299642651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389103966841053,0.0,0.14131096908274302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340062094200314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859427338035125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925459222602327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471253342595188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069716162668627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888388932143253,0.0,0.0,0.12012210052659235,0.0,0.2237155195954173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162134374497487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828624506582817,0.0,0.0,0.09955923302129707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25899999725450895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012866996989743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549829394567122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617510201308081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999201869991611,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pip_Squeak24,2019/01/23,"I just flunked out of a community college as a result of my severe social anxiety and intense, irrational fear of people and public places. I must’ve written and deleted this five times at this point so I’m just going to say it. 

I’ve never felt like more of a failure than I do right now. 

",4.226186440677964,5.015073271186445,5.762500000000002,80.01968220338985,70.52542372881356,7.933898305084746,30.00423728813559,8.07648339933343,2.1149288135593216,229,9,44,3,4,78,45,59,0.301,0.6779999999999999,0.021,-0.9467,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,2,4,1,9,3,1,9,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706925018659586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34871865375117617,0.0,0.0,0.29754832944796644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761207845854157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139931399862666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390105552944439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148425572901427,0.0,0.3237748954745657,0.0,0.2929514651284328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26464910942672365,0.0,0.2464413824197031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35009376716390106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31589949070001405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070258934503247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,suicideposter,2019/01/23,"Anyone else have trouble listening to people? It's like I have a hearing problem when some people talk to me but I know I don't have a hearing problem. It's a bigger problem with people that speak quietly or have thick accents but even with people I can understand clearly, I still have to ask them to repeat themselves because I'm not sure I heard them right the first time. I feel so rude making people repeat themselves, sometimes I just reply with an empty ""yeah"" because I don't want them to repeat themselves even though I have no idea what they just told me.",5.823779220779223,6.530664572727275,5.878571428571429,80.90500000000003,66.9090909090909,7.376623376623378,31.168831168831172,6.868970318607317,1.9064285714285707,453,17,80,3,7,143,65,110,0.22399999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.048,-0.9557,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,1,8,7,1,0,5,1,9,0,0,1,2,21,21,6,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,8,16,2,8,19,1,10,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,8,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073208844471928,0.15726440522305726,0.0,0.0,0.1434885632556813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712711550771693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821774403529962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275193049601367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760706429369528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055499704090953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34597944623822124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326685746972156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435181654913232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498544001045734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245300568906147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320388602130448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44059572780442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107608875241375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180144357382233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257400881565544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465860986952395,0.0,0.0,0.12336612309863995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079908154774807,0.0,0.08949884127737298,0.0,0.0,0.1466623200171119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978419681947303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052993894345787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AuryllTreat,2019/01/23,"Said something stupid I don't speak a whole lot and get very nervous. Also, this is what happens when I'm caught off guard:

So my boss walked up and asked me a question and I said something really stupid without thinking. Long story short, I don't know how long I'm staying at this job (because of future getting married plans), but I don't have a time frame to leave either. Anyway my boss knows that I'll leave eventually (I don't remember telling him. I think he guessed it). I think he was actually hinting at giving me more responsibilities, but I said I didn't want to get into a job position where it would harder to find a replacement since I didn't know when I was leaving. In my thinking, I didn't want them to have trouble replacing me in the future. (My coworkers are really nice and I've already seen then get dumped on with extra work because of others leaving) But I realize that it probably just sounded like I wanted to be able to leave asap.. also I probably ruined any chances of progressing if I do stay longer than I'm currently guessing that I will. Wtf is wrong with me, I feel sick to my stomach 

TLDR; I'm not good at ""long story short""",4.486022727272727,5.491087285714286,5.569629329004332,80.84587256493508,70.08225108225108,8.372402597402598,30.454816017316016,8.660442795831766,2.3531491341991346,917,37,178,15,16,304,131,231,0.177,0.768,0.055,-0.9754,3,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,3,9,10,3,1,6,0,18,2,1,3,0,38,47,15,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,10,7,0,1,12,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,10,7,29,3,23,34,5,26,0,1,1,0,12,12,0,5,11,110,39,5,0.0978564337956189,0.0,0.0954937634242444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079870080478408,0.15651150950360135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654573062111954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148255595134733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930474754245712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049479153183915374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943900767042193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450379113140416,0.09387280807162117,0.0,0.08207733390071023,0.0,0.0,0.2155997885155414,0.0,0.08653412122963029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421482209342467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133801054171987,0.0,0.0,0.5180791701797239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047807710633143104,0.0,0.0,0.2597995936402012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831940406338472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110115730371572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962160134804692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537867449333606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085226351872876,0.0,0.2792516323124769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094785325622066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066932713733494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086038764266256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553083633428403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25080980602646624,0.0,0.0,0.057060873486820186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074180623619218,0.17315478007629356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925321367808943,0.0,0.09433011016399326,0.0,0.0712406492677121,0.0,0.0,0.06951440293016105,0.1069906485951752,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iwillpickthe3hardest,2019/01/23,I check to see if my roommate's phone is connected to the wifi before coming home just so I'm prepared to talk. I get along with my roommate but I wouldn't say we're friends. The extent I go to avoid social interaction with him is excessive .,1.7505999999999986,3.9366928600000013,3.414000000000001,88.397,80.4,6.4,24.0,7.554174236665415,1.1578000000000004,193,7,40,3,5,64,38,50,0.131,0.835,0.034,-0.6749,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,7,7,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33077924337630943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348551024870816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003306031648499,0.0,0.20309454861885246,0.0,0.22092331209425395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899262874565431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30913243186719225,0.0,0.0,0.30976621174789665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39625965747664654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31244516898343955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sunriseslut,2019/01/23,"Ever feel extra anxious when you’re interacting with someone after being alone for a while (several hours)? I had today off so I decided to stay in bed until like 2pm. I noticed I was much more anxious when I finally did leave the house. It’s almost like I forgot how to be a human around other humans. Has this ever happened to anyone? I feel like I’m much more social if I get to be social  often (a few hours a day, at least) but my introversion prevents me from doing that for too long. ",3.752157142857144,4.647915730000005,5.911428571428568,78.12500000000001,71.7,7.7142857142857135,25.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.5533714285714284,383,11,72,5,7,135,74,100,0.062,0.8590000000000001,0.079,0.3527,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,1,2,14,14,8,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,10,3,14,7,7,18,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,16,59,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496826291090574,0.17062607632189594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722297852834887,0.0,0.11519349455445207,0.0,0.0,0.14665792709651965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624685913195883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980424652754101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665999862776315,0.11769382009271866,0.0,0.1804700322277134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607243304461781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456834088875417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244811667397919,0.19009354497444825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444110719082986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24145817247037474,0.0,0.0,0.14579409020505096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422129775879923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756320936176674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861148926417444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33587344484022097,0.1395878554629145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559618907056276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615894270533748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Semiunique_username,2019/01/23,I just set up my first private hangout in 4 years! It’s been 4 years since the last time I hung out with someone independent of a large group gathering. Today I asked a girl I’ve been talking to for a few months if she wanted to do something together. And next week we’re going to watch the second Harry Potter movie at her house! We’re just friends but I’m hoping this might start to change that. I know it’s not much but I’m really proud I did it cause it’s been 4 years since the last time and I wanted to brag about it.,0.9207884151247008,2.8090931946902664,2.513708769107001,95.33738535800482,81.65486725663717,5.525020112630734,18.237329042638773,6.574015621080383,-0.2174884955752208,413,9,96,4,11,135,75,113,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.8984,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,2,0,17,15,5,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,9,3,13,10,2,19,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,3,13,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798006180994425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757372581854585,0.2034574095930284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635940079914139,0.0,0.0,0.14859205345634752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930437409485012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910249944535516,0.0,0.2219205667038645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569838047872622,0.31354580578853275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402950171725576,0.0,0.0,0.1535142897057151,0.0,0.14138313128039903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454289668846945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321017343666935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31819124199004395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629588000658886,0.14806340873514345,0.0,0.0,0.13613067295138426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545858755735303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429588276218826,0.0,0.18230435476229875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687994930347224,0.0,0.15427383515529494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715585731595086
socialanxiety,bosmer_14,2019/01/23,"I started college And somehow It felt really good. Previous to going to college I had been locked away in my house doing nothing, going nowhere, for a whole year. Sometimes I would be inside for weeks at a time. I couldn't open my front door to get the mail without having some sort of anxiety. Today was different. It felt so good to just be anxious but to push through it. Even though as I write this I've been awake for more than 24 hours because I just couldn't fall asleep last night. So many thoughts running through my head it really was impossible to stop them.

So, I got up on no sleep but somehow  I had the most energy I've had in a while. While I was getting ready I was anxious but not negatively anxious. My motto for today was ""Anxiety, give me all you got"" It sounds crazy but it worked for me and clicked in my brain. My anxiety was still there when I got to school, but it was a healthy anxiety/excitement feeling. I don't know, I thought this could help someone who is struggling. I know we all have different methods that work. For me instead of fighting the anxiety I just let it happen, but I didn't let it stop me. 

I have a long way to go so I hope I can build on this. Today It just felt right to push myself. I hope sonetime soon you might feel the same. ",1.7179120879120866,3.9084696254826237,2.919710424710427,91.872301009801,80.54440154440155,6.146777546777548,25.01945351945352,7.321109707123232,1.1002989604989608,999,39,213,14,26,321,139,259,0.11800000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.111,0.2916,2,0,1,0,2,0,28.0,1,2,1,2,19,6,1,1,9,0,29,4,4,0,2,43,51,17,0,6,12,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,15,4,0,2,9,0,0,8,8,2,0,0,21,7,35,4,30,21,7,37,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,8,18,155,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053183564273936,0.3381608543763827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374433747953506,0.0,0.0,0.060823497431550536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138479742166617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966429275474868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084927059518217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590216222970442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090110271684467,0.0,0.28740642291207513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425935321808344,0.09571576350898824,0.17011772437799655,0.1673774300028345,0.2394037791179029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823300009044217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240060103710767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687882049021895,0.0,0.0,0.19820333586746916,0.09826083502891993,0.1151299513033106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967031652900547,0.0813320592317198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405870749348384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830003411149083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115882331435408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584826339458574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363451628437554,0.0,0.09573929597176473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784016802521242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520952322637977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009802557039491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984965584806543,0.0,0.08454123470704429,0.0,0.09868259539261996,0.0,0.0706230971764495,0.0,0.07968251837950678,0.16683707877819784,0.0,0.10430920911362662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980309831027282,0.15842453455296124,0.0581811195859165,0.0,0.2837324876811351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919881275787419,0.0800355703511944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139812452430853,0.0,0.09618204357267032,0.0,0.14527855888432778,0.0,0.0,0.07087914261875884,0.0,0.0,0.06425350155620475
socialanxiety,Anxoety,2019/05/21,"Matched with someone And I don't even know what the fuck to say. Theres a whole dating community out there and I don't know what to say, what to do, how to react, how to be a normal fucking person.",0.7038372093023249,2.368221186046512,2.872267441860465,93.61677325581397,81.32558139534882,5.230232558139536,20.05232558139535,5.985473137389443,-0.15876279069767474,153,4,36,1,4,52,27,43,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,3,0,4,2,0,3,0,10,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,7,7,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666272195145806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5505347874999565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272739806426368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917342369023583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599860032696475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473569487144821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25228473197394474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324300394405473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrtibbles32,2019/05/21,"I fixed my social anxiety and I don't feel any happier At the start of this year (of college) I couldn't even sit in my dorm's lounge without feeling like I was sitting at the top of a rollercoaster for hours. I'd be sweating, and stressed, and barely move because it felt like everyone was judging every single minute little thing I did. Like I was too afraid to move my hand too much for fear of looking dumb. I remember hearing people laughing and talking outside my dorm room one night, so i turned my fan on high and pressed it against my head so I couldn't hear them and just cried.

Fast forward to last weekend, I slammed 10 drinks in under a minute (high alcohol tolerance, it's the only way I get tipsy now), walked into a massive 150 person party in the basement of the Tennis house, made friends with like a dozen different drunk bastards, told some random girl she was cute, grinded for a bit, we made out in the middle of this crowded room, went and watched people play pong, then sat outside and smoked in a lawnchair and had people ask to take pictures with me after I made a joke about being an alcoholic.

People don't really scare me anymore, but I'm still not happy. I did all of this because I wanted to fix myself after I've been broken forever, after I've basically had my entire childhood taken from me by bullying, getting yelled at everyday and other fuckery because apparently being nice to a child is too hard for some people.

I have lots of friends now. I talk to people every day. I go out and do stuff pretty much every day. I used to not really be able to talk to girls, now I have people literally giving me their snaps without me asking, or asking me for mine first. I can do all this shit i never thought I'd ever be able to do because I worked so hard to fix myself and get better because i really wanted to be better and I thought it would finally make me happy.

Aaaaaaand I'm still not happy. Still a depressed fuck. Still don't enjoy life. Still don't wanna be alive. Only difference is now I'm a depressed fuck who can talk to people. This was basically a waste of time. Fuck depression.",5.498137362637364,5.901006121428572,6.218571428571429,79.25027472527474,67.54761904761905,8.556776556776558,30.915750915750927,8.384062270229773,2.309399267399268,1681,62,314,22,26,552,216,420,0.177,0.7090000000000001,0.114,-0.9849,2,0,4,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,2,5,19,30,6,4,18,0,33,12,4,5,4,52,69,19,0,6,8,0,7,4,2,1,3,3,4,4,13,19,4,0,6,5,0,6,12,13,0,3,20,12,45,17,52,39,9,58,0,3,2,3,24,21,6,5,34,210,58,4,0.1370773295338515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649397739377815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046608642332470265,0.0,0.05243189094812309,0.0,0.06797193856017825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222319855227452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890266944515573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123375850166372,0.07482647056694053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528650491870968,0.08840353742480153,0.0,0.17709675459919155,0.0,0.0,0.1432166339405095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714179852939389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045269141675012066,0.0619971461942949,0.17324034334352167,0.06549163134474947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712505274584007,0.06931041652522535,0.048964035804164516,0.0658078664741737,0.07508075710870032,0.0,0.058298953237753914,0.0,0.0,0.10590560476283573,0.1900886734790774,0.1074258705349548,0.06574853255523863,0.03895210266119327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888204934705546,0.1227943625308686,0.0,0.07034044345612979,0.0,0.15449611286150686,0.0,0.0,0.14482972472014685,0.0,0.0,0.06749677873276534,0.07908441696375255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558681595187732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841088585400314,0.13393811833375374,0.06869374784975248,0.0,0.0,0.05755521650040195,0.0,0.0,0.05826912181899412,0.0,0.19455882539414987,0.04575009094337703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456915077935312,0.10076760952706536,0.0,0.052861243542909664,0.0,0.0,0.06431889394727729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046443573040654884,0.10425348605153267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380128642613459,0.059845318414940035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972846216272599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131722871047519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776409463667295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861916009843376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035395445617122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986653745230119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485120196886016,0.0,0.2736753310893472,0.0,0.07851080892253734,0.0,0.0784603734262515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153254616265433,0.2203551301647059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045534043388242205,0.0,0.0,0.10882408796358567,0.03996544659893607,0.0,0.0,0.06549163134474947,0.0,0.0,0.07455038589337985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059195400445293186,0.0,0.0,0.08085176051020956,0.05440280187973797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353602889843915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213765405472114,0.0,0.04989696424187959,0.0,0.0,0.04868790098006427,0.0,0.0,0.044136652981507006
socialanxiety,Sevaa_1104,2019/05/21,"I have no idea what my issue is I’m not diagnosed with SA, so I don’t know if that’s what this is. I’ve always been a really shy person and I have a lot of trouble meeting new people and talking to strangers, whether it’s someone providing a service or just someone at a party or something like that, but after a few minutes of talking to you I’ll open up and not have any problem being around you(I’m not charismatic by any measure though, I’ll probably still have trouble keeping up a conversation for long if you don’t do most of the work) but sometimes(more often than I think is normal) it gets extreme

Just now for example I responded to someone’s Instagram story with a simple question to understand her point of view on a certain issue I won’t get into. I don’t know this girl and I’ve never spoken to her, so obviously I’d be a bit nervous about it even if it wasn’t a particularly hard question or serious topic, but hitting Send should not have caused literal physical chest pain. My heart started racing so fast and hard I got dizzy and had to lie down for a minute to breathe. It’s happened before a lot, sometimes really bad like it was now, other times not so much.

I don’t even really know what I’m looking for, posting this, and it probably doesn’t even make sense. I guess I just wanna vent somewhere? I hope this is the right place",5.6824587912087905,5.6614782234432255,6.668038003663003,77.64623282967034,67.13186813186813,9.608882783882784,33.912316849816854,9.354420925462401,3.0185459706959707,1077,46,208,19,16,361,151,273,0.111,0.826,0.063,-0.8904,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,1,17,11,0,1,14,0,23,5,3,2,3,54,41,22,0,8,18,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,17,12,0,1,8,0,0,1,14,7,0,0,5,4,18,4,29,31,6,23,0,0,2,0,14,11,0,14,12,145,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633410139942784,0.0,0.0,0.15746198408758125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306432445929717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666731602546716,0.0,0.0,0.09851602523418733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639634977667233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189328498494912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750922071648012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294049507570612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097535185361474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925958695628727,0.0,0.1275392506463284,0.0,0.10237947869016603,0.0,0.20742337677373332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719397068400285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499073011210854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069591925604773,0.0,0.24167810880022275,0.0,0.10290616822973757,0.0,0.0,0.1908807898833083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312366549613853,0.0,0.0,0.1024572603378764,0.09722186842621187,0.0,0.0,0.19685558457616414,0.0,0.0,0.07728073305315715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510796996998374,0.0,0.08929284219682875,0.11181624761359593,0.0,0.0,0.11343495026517765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319279709007015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026382994524513,0.10109029253363024,0.12096026727057768,0.0,0.1094448272998553,0.0,0.11088047774710233,0.0,0.2496501326662671,0.11078107013002356,0.0,0.0,0.25938906502355186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225053507984864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887124498104136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942874274338909,0.08912927610361278,0.11450446728245645,0.0,0.08194616373690622,0.0,0.09245809032959737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861111709289132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418396589257471,0.11374838139079638,0.0,0.06750935235921532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052589162679092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428560237207235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,psychomorte,2019/05/21,"I am changing A year ago I had no money, no goals. going out was a nightmare. after a year of taking pills, visits to a psychiatrist, now I sit in a bar that has long been afraid to visit alone. around me only a couples. but I don't care. before starting treatment, I thought that I would become normal, but now i'm just doesn’t care about normality. everything changes, let's see what happens next.",2.109018987341773,4.424705772151904,3.646060126582281,86.51060917721522,79.8860759493671,5.468987341772152,23.799050632911392,6.6274283507984215,0.8333151898734177,312,11,60,3,8,103,61,79,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.8619,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,6,0,9,2,0,0,0,9,18,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,1,3,4,1,0,0,4,1,7,2,8,12,0,16,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,9,40,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680991671993714,0.0,0.0,0.19489737836215626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675197960551819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078296527369433,0.1601270327242657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837234149287112,0.0,0.3981382624436102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821721735283466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912374678547046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694683881668073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640665410062114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924264544970763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653307966863065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013120595024173,0.0,0.3687522299038965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311911305289182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995482733176774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133194533692718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148768697308928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939363217494336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367743312160216,0.0,0.0,0.2423630659108761
socialanxiety,ThankYouKanje,2019/05/21,"I dont know if I have social anxiety (havent been diagnosed) I'm going to see a doctor and therapist soon, I just dont know what to say.

I know I struggle with depression but I dont know if I have social anxiety. 
I feel uncomfortable in any and every social interaction, I hate going into public because I feel like everyone is looking an talking about me. Never post anything on Instagram or snapchat etc. Because I am afraid of what people are going to think of me. 

I have been struggling with this for almost 2 years now can anyone help with identifying the problem?",4.000990990990991,5.8493476576576615,5.8037837837837865,75.41936936936938,72.42342342342343,8.536936936936938,29.45045045045045,9.150863307647796,2.8231693693693694,454,19,79,10,9,156,71,111,0.20600000000000002,0.733,0.061,-0.9359999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,3,3,0,13,2,0,0,1,21,27,6,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,2,5,14,1,13,25,1,11,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,4,5,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278874707144678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901786598194396,0.0,0.20289102710922705,0.0,0.0,0.09272328836321887,0.0,0.1091258988604293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616744176231326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421592784021375,0.13459533235329854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357309192803668,0.0,0.0,0.466250242170942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478940762454015,0.0,0.0,0.11172879254122624,0.12671357174340792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341021785012954,0.0947358881787147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260942331303559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309239224315997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888500999343585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915137291361045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478605364600454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135815226285008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022762273375138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919343758860773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700275487207568,0.0,0.0,0.12688889315826646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545599052174856,0.0,0.0,0.10567219522304354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055344930708656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772634154284481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065860821521282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396925696937153,0.0,0.08497048558161814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539584110595619
socialanxiety,my-dog-is-cool,2019/05/21,"Is social anxiety a valid reason to quit a new job? Should I stick it out? I’ve been working at this healthcare job for a couple weeks and I already know it’s not working. It makes me anxious and depressed to the point that I’m physically hurting myself to relieve the anxiety and I think about crashing my car on the way there so I have a valid reason to call out. I’ve already called and asked them to cut back my hours since I have college classes starting next week to which they were skeptical and not happy about saying they’ll need proof of my school schedule and they can cut back my weekly hours to 32 but it’s not fair to my other coworkers so I had better commit to working my scheduled days. It’s understandable and I agreed but that interaction only made the anxiety worse and now I really don’t want to go back. Would it be awful to email them my school schedule and say “I’m sorry but it’s not going to work out, as you can see I’m a full time student and this is too much for me right now. Thank you for trying to work with me” and never go back?? Or would that make me an awful person? Please help, I’m not sleeping, I’m nauseous all the time and I’m having daily fits of panic. What do I do?",1.6694047619047616,3.6641284801587295,3.254999999999999,90.4275,79.67460317460319,5.628571428571429,21.61111111111111,6.6274283507984215,0.4045682539682538,955,28,201,9,24,315,135,252,0.147,0.764,0.09,-0.8742,2,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,2,5,7,12,10,3,1,11,2,18,1,1,5,4,42,39,19,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,15,16,0,0,5,0,0,4,7,6,0,0,4,3,28,4,27,30,3,35,0,2,1,0,17,9,0,1,21,133,43,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221191425387495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000501409499385,0.11322053477021746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936925529967694,0.0,0.0,0.3082532309742335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886368068133491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467248436867408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089197555768128,0.0,0.06463387232386494,0.0,0.08631969081155569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087270284571185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668648822277034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717562712574694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739382861671784,0.0,0.10728801988941776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19890658194359667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507851540976687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948309735584456,0.13379580152456008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736735316060577,0.07431216286382987,0.07729615727061669,0.0967934948458577,0.10658554119929674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622213661420944,0.0,0.11758705544292278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750859484333498,0.0,0.11001191268601833,0.09474067993913116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659674059745317,0.0,0.0,0.06420375984509526,0.20608654282890326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558768109038492,0.0,0.15939858246038208,0.0,0.20285680741702494,0.07986268983247616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290335739216377,0.0,0.10029278627700634,0.10216208520487724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121885419224914,0.07093652082402377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226948692310856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421719091381066,0.0,0.0,0.11687865205797453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804307859308971,0.0,0.0,0.1043329794994094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059112593434643576,0.07955029522990603,0.24117229900135398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648082542965436,0.0,0.10213315812336617,0.14238740517999213,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SkeletalFriends,2019/05/21,"Does anyone else want to get their social anxiety diagnosed properly but cant? I would have to go to the doctors but then I would have ring them and talk to some random stranger, then talk to my family before finally going to the doctor.

Nope too much stress for me thanks",4.568207547169814,6.151241245283022,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,70.50943396226415,9.073584905660377,24.57075471698113,9.516144504307137,2.1045509433962266,218,6,41,5,4,70,41,53,0.024,0.831,0.145,0.7682,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,7,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,29,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635597944807772,0.0,0.0,0.1494970201920794,0.21906789236996185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193181218865515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700698361515905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376757627676112,0.18710168690192194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786061563670745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155577708491856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342122891259136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170398389789377,0.0,0.24301995562824424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717084780399293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794667901808668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24491223832829276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436957846721946,0.0,0.1968423824676812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610738515556322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037610482474811,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cingkhaos,2019/05/21,"First day of class Today was supposed to be my first day of class for the summer semester.  Last night I was so anxious about interactions in today's class that I didn't get a wink of sleep.  Now, because of this, I was so tired I that I fell asleep before class.  Hence, I missed class and may be dropped for the semester.  #Fuckthisanxietydepressionshit.

Anyone have thoughts on how I can overcome this?",3.290700000000001,6.0521857200000015,3.484916666666667,86.77537500000004,78.46666666666667,5.883333333333333,22.708333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.7506333333333335,319,10,62,4,8,98,50,75,0.121,0.879,0.0,-0.8204,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,0,9,3,2,1,0,4,12,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,0,8,0,10,4,0,14,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,10,41,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843610334145998,0.0,0.17600171963238148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344028466058238,0.0,0.21418695676942506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246646867532057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42820936678185545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150826170686966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20517751933931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362130992039578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518921184009556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998298906305342,0.0,0.2893040033830329,0.4771839340132546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Drakkensdatter,2019/05/21,"Welp, that's another form of social media I'll never use again. Goodbye, Tumblr (if this kind of post isn't appropriate I apologise I'm just freaking out a bit over a discussion I'm having over on Tumblr and I thought you'd might be there right subreddit for the joke? Anyway, sorry if this violates this sub's rules)",2.884285714285713,5.180756714285717,4.612936507936507,80.69178571428574,77.09523809523809,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.1367904761904764,255,9,47,6,6,86,50,63,0.163,0.8,0.037000000000000005,-0.7494,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,7,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,2,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32498084496931895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33835518519172325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32273667210961393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32877887787974697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903139775148285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968201585611904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646721876446995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159270381091878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469329515767272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24604390770575502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676735990406922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BaconJamican,2019/05/21,"Ruminating on social encounter? Hi all,

I’m new to this subreddit but wanted to ask for advice. I moved to a new town and have been a full time student. It’s an online program and the workload is heavy so until now (summer break) I have not really socialized. My fear is since I’ve been in isolation for so long that I have now become socially awkward without knowing. Basically long story short is I’ve been getting my sleeve done. The first session was awesome me and the artist hit it off and she said she considers me a friend now (I’m a girl if that makes a difference). The second session yesterday was extremely awkward. I felt like the artist did not want to be there. I know that this is her job but I just felt really weird and socially anxious. I tried to make small talk and felt like I made the mistake of talking way too much. Now I’m worried to go back and get my tattoo finished next month.",1.8053333333333328,4.300461088888891,3.3255555555555567,87.25000000000001,82.55555555555556,6.488888888888887,24.555555555555557,7.734863291789972,1.5015222222222224,716,28,140,13,20,235,112,180,0.128,0.7809999999999999,0.091,-0.4637,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,3,12,0,15,0,0,3,1,26,34,13,0,4,7,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,5,0,2,12,4,16,3,14,20,3,28,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,1,19,91,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123403652104158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266542424499318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805886493124665,0.0,0.0,0.09710490694351727,0.0,0.0,0.13947119586108914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194031758106706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923278409688035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210505683256927,0.0,0.0,0.36375847817544543,0.0,0.0,0.1074174443735102,0.0,0.0,0.0975670125847799,0.0,0.13195677145241996,0.0,0.0717703335731657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531777895103746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880520496862686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339235592219462,0.0,0.0,0.2235154364734716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949335075778315,0.1685916324758551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007990016105483,0.134220329568197,0.09283356295336948,0.0,0.0,0.24393251691251186,0.134304889872149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180203803159587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012538127502738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446375896113977,0.0,0.0,0.5149241613135676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300523098891948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736374479897798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573881667419997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897161963933073,0.10023867702817428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217336531428261,0.0,0.0,0.12824793609642626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,maxo2002,2019/05/21,"Social Anxiety but Not on Stage??? Hi. So I just found this Reddit and as someone with “severe social anxiety” I wanted to ask a question. For me, every day life is the most difficult because I always have this unexplainable kind of feeling that literally stops me from doing anything. I really don’t understand it, but when I have to visibly exist in front of others (mostly with people I don’t know) in a casual setting, I have to fight a million voices inside my head to function normally. Now, in my school, I’m well known as a singer/piano player and have performed on stage many times. And so when my name is mentioned in school assemblies, the entire school starts cheering as I walk on stage. When I perform, I don’t feel anxious at all, I feel kind of free, and the songs I sing make me feel like I’m in control of my feelings. Does anyone else experience this feeling of freedom and almost invincibility when they do this sort of thing?",8.06406384284837,6.994572668508288,8.486482504604055,70.0387968078576,62.646408839779006,10.917372621240025,35.58072437077962,9.994966539143718,3.4990142418661763,747,28,132,13,9,249,109,181,0.09699999999999999,0.765,0.138,0.8642,0,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,1,3,9,9,1,0,7,0,11,2,1,2,1,33,26,16,0,2,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,7,0,2,11,3,1,2,4,2,1,1,1,8,20,8,26,25,3,24,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,5,10,93,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490680487799675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210130985318534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612725708597668,0.15219997509502334,0.0,0.09420227878294947,0.13804084284030224,0.11086652046486203,0.0,0.1259489213828421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212660934405965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511046231120482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688595030885556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178980373498361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254476452323058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351093181490292,0.0,0.0,0.1317860990709172,0.0,0.0,0.4087235589109344,0.0962469807369524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771810896760926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826587606928847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28058900201829484,0.0740408856984352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515967223136353,0.06581942891090295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992943595075384,0.13658917219273958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200109123489345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340078269260464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092191409025754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630775918222235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40904418663170905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219997509502334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746686695199772,0.1141513600736867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535846765479193,0.0,0.0,0.11263544659151532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895047584392739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785587524757169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402526221380892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946381163818378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113321707260508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,-Sphinx-,2019/05/21,"Everytime I play the piano in front of my class Music Teacher/Student: Hey you Said you play the piano, play something.

Me: Yeah sure finally I will show them how good I am at it, I learned this piece to perfection.

Starts playing and hands begin to shake uncontrollably, not hitting notes and forgetting parts.

Fuck",3.4645864661654144,6.5608011228070255,3.5260651629072686,84.28578947368423,81.63157894736842,6.76591478696742,27.441102756892228,7.957251820313856,2.2199944862155387,252,11,43,5,7,77,47,57,0.11199999999999999,0.596,0.292,0.8859999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,1,10,1,2,2,1,2,2,1,1,2,8,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,5,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,2,9,7,5,4,2,7,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,3,26,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419542406811937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540643552809846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212304586033344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147364807186352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643073576682476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29484130851722945,0.0,0.0,0.2710794387701441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609597415906819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FunDip500,2019/05/21,What was your therapy experience like? What has been your therapy experience like or how is it going? During my session today my therapist mentioned that her boss told her that we arent making enough progress and that we are just going around in circles all the time. Before this session she told me that she cant get anyone else to shut up but with me she has a lot of trouble getting me to talk. I felt like she put all of the pressure on me when she thought that things were going too slow like it was all of my fault. Well this time her boss putting more pressure on her makes me think that it could be more her than me. Im not use to talking for an hour straight which is why sometimes I struggle with therapy. I was wondering how like minded individuals get through therapy when we have trouble talking.,6.539559748427672,6.413650251572328,6.365408805031446,80.89201257861636,65.35220125786164,9.330817610062894,34.647798742138356,8.841846274778883,2.7441496855345924,646,27,128,9,9,203,93,159,0.12,0.778,0.10300000000000001,-0.6093,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,2,0,1,8,12,0,3,4,0,15,0,0,7,3,28,30,7,0,1,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,6,1,0,9,1,27,6,16,19,7,19,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,3,12,95,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822118161237601,0.12047042317632213,0.0,0.1046674951757065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004844692890154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387480383374293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821959305246028,0.0,0.0,0.12148735403013332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230023619055952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289132030787012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428569424405802,0.0,0.20046331238753431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578859604361187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700216831327407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872082744124372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995884151491123,0.0,0.0,0.15696567743401574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871816074930155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23639254593857625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628558999206852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291587868281025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835092092371915,0.0,0.0,0.5378332394560477,0.13651470376129485,0.07811221594719006,0.07533790118851752,0.0,0.09334214608165688,0.13711892741632056,0.0,0.11144822312603256,0.2246976578256526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015478432968927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057148712017678,0.0,0.10609397885271518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750606836552994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,enriquebravo,2019/05/21,"Sexual anxiety? So, I am a very anxious person (29 yo male). I tend to sweat or think things way too much. I mean, it is not paralyzing or anything, I can still control my social life and approach people but there is something wrong, I would say quite wrong in the intimacy scenario.

​

Sometimes I get girls and lure them to my place (with the use of alcohol and basically using my looks, I am not that ugly to look at), and well everything goes pretty cool and we start kicking it in a cool way, we kiss and stuff and I get my buddy going on, as I feel pretty arroused. But when it is the time to fuck, I start overthinking stuff (as it had happened before with different girls) and I lose it, and well I start thinking more and more on that, so game over. I even thought maybe I am gay? But nope, I don't get turn on by men (as a matter of fact, I kinda think how girls can be attracted as we are so unestethic) and well not interested in them at all.

​

I think I can discard the anatomical issues (since I can get easy boners when I pleasure myself), so the thing I can pinpoint is sexual anxiety. It is getting to a problem now, because I no longer approach to girls since I am kinda afraid about getting to that point. Any suggestions on exercises? Tips?",4.548408718068898,5.4101465219123535,5.5411436606515085,81.63288727443171,69.83665338645417,8.615045699554724,29.505741738926645,8.841846274778883,2.2496349191469416,991,37,197,17,17,327,137,251,0.121,0.7190000000000001,0.16,0.9169,1,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,3,0,2,3,16,15,1,1,9,2,19,8,1,4,2,42,44,27,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,7,13,16,1,1,7,2,0,3,6,6,3,0,2,6,33,9,27,40,4,25,0,1,2,4,16,12,1,4,8,141,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105531124935154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398590909644166,0.23997822034050756,0.06715173612665842,0.0,0.1510832467701912,0.1115566505894322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126083908911991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060195604217215364,0.0,0.08402691188107698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075380027121824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031701968780734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522184093577332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874795171288262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992974015559615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129054043296213,0.309549188748383,0.0,0.05612052161538101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732215305966151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306681122927858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697483314218113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584618292797404,0.11047327601000803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920521008002722,0.1075650563014706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259082850780185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845913393292717,0.08622257224206327,0.1031701968780734,0.0,0.09334837492178176,0.0,0.0,0.2009235651306256,0.0,0.09448809161533862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503019941511968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852803382386593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337002633061626,0.0,0.0,0.1006607155302558,0.0,0.07602070639146644,0.09766387508490106,0.0,0.2096821221606849,0.0,0.07885993969356497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260846928402465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120699996261825,0.2530938311904629,0.0,0.07839454308738776,0.05758050417027829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740900380539947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057239652076034,0.0,0.08147708975700693,0.0,0.1567624549249735,0.0,0.0,0.2663577828440323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014744295386703,0.21592993976996244,0.23997822034050756,0.0
socialanxiety,scrabbleGOD,2019/05/21,"I never order what I want at a diner The ""Great American Breakfast"" at the nearby diner consists of: two eggs any way you want + bacon/sausage + biscuit/toast + home fries/diced potatoes + one of any kind of pancake/waffle. 

​

Sounds fucking delicious but I've never ordered it because it's too many words. I always go for an omelet instead.

(But never one of those create-your-owns. Too many words there too.)",3.771910714285717,5.938192512500002,4.35464285714286,84.19750000000002,73.875,5.571428571428572,27.67857142857143,6.1826913282559595,1.2973571428571424,331,13,57,2,7,105,57,80,0.033,0.892,0.075,0.5892,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,3,9,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,1,4,2,7,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380883400072727,0.21330494675260156,0.2392145432737152,0.2677521629218306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000809031315147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182000057371002,0.0,0.0,0.11188386118921442,0.0,0.0,0.2170461905937212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747331418424935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500633451223926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991837930050995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555071200869787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668038911485343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192310123583405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223411656388301,0.15626359343833354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392145432737152,0.0
socialanxiety,livingadvicethrow,2019/05/21,"Living alone vs living with roommates Hello guys,

I have a question for people of this subreddit. I think I may suffer from social anxiety, or maybe a mild form that only comes up in certain situtations. 

My current living situation is pretty bad, due to past social anxiety I am now still living at home with my parents at 28 years of age. I am male and I never had a girflriend let alone kissed one or had sex. I have a small group of friends, but due to my anxiety I pushed them away, they are still there but we aren't that close anymore. 

Another thing is that all of my friends live in their own places or with roommates, so I never invite anyone over due to my living arrangement and honestly I am ashamed of that and part of the problem I drifted apart.

So I need to move out. The thing is though that I have limited funds, which leaves me three options.

Option 1: Move into a place with roomates close to the city center, preferably with 3 other roommates.
Pro
- Lesser chance of isolating myself socially, because I would be forced to interact with people.
- Close to city center which means closer to bars and such.
- I would meet new people more easily.

Con
- Thinking about moving in with roommates already gives me hughe anxiety attacks.
- I lack social exprience so I would be the wierd roommate.
- I would need to justify my past, which gives me anxiety.

Option 2: Move into the outskirts of the city and live alone.
Pro
- I could improve myself in my own pace
- I can finally have my peace and quiet

Con
- I fear that my social anxiety gets worse because my parents aren't there anymore to force me doing stuff-
- 

Option 3: Move into the outslirts for a year and then move in with roommates.
Pro
- I could live a year in peace and work on myself, maybe hook up with people and gain social experience
- I can more easily find an apartment because it would be easier to explain and people would accept it better
- good middle ground between opotion one and two

Con
- I may be stuck in that appartment and get lazy and never move out.

What do you think would be the pro's and con's be of each option in your eyes?

I myself like option three very much. But I can't decide. Are there any of you who had experienced living with roommates and alone?",5.663581418581419,6.527616582750581,5.871138028638028,80.2585751748252,67.32167832167832,8.366333666333666,28.84124209124209,8.418075326091056,2.0683745587745586,1770,58,322,24,28,563,202,429,0.128,0.741,0.131,0.8424,3,4,0,0,0,0,51.0,1,3,3,4,13,15,1,2,16,0,40,4,1,0,5,80,53,26,0,14,7,2,0,1,2,9,0,1,1,2,19,36,1,1,10,1,1,10,6,6,0,5,4,3,51,9,56,31,10,62,0,1,1,2,28,33,0,12,20,233,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325453276104539,0.061943599534930435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03817201867957863,0.05885981099446594,0.25764721139921365,0.0,0.11133669545223927,0.039249142785217565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385881195233949,0.05273832297253901,0.0,0.046868285248793405,0.10265353635566868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964462664574423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835317060303098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963445288833614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490834708424775,0.0,0.06316465802795379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149040005041308,0.051304079760074096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673564645891232,0.0,0.05865381942801244,0.10769480024544777,0.0,0.04708127018194596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557999113221082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056305465139866284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059436202975055134,0.0,0.0573992750415435,0.0,0.02742349969386401,0.0,0.4460941607650565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278526366447827,0.061144738397606965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176196811415605,0.04126383950132708,0.08324306150561743,0.12987851232945952,0.054213109498385925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760736571131224,0.04269128875910102,0.0,0.0,0.12465697663202377,0.06078601757729085,0.10716962818244376,0.19457600726409607,0.0,0.1172930116051668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057106923243709064,0.0,0.05371121293625923,0.0,0.0,0.06288123633606851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309527163481936,0.0,0.3433200332697233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965495948981657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425827250383356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745838654717409,0.10790230092114993,0.05514988731256257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483328724288178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04631518366548208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086512191255983,0.0,0.05720380376362625,0.27912437712651783,0.0,0.0,0.10844245129773583
socialanxiety,Boxyys,2019/05/21,"Randomly approached on the bus So there are these girls that usually take my bus home but I don't know any of them personally as they go to a different school. 

Today, as I was minding my own business on reddit, one of them decides to sit next to me, out of nowhere. She then began to ask of my name and the school I attended. I answered neither, and I told her that I felt quite uncomfortable. After this she and her friends proceeded to mock me, and throughout the rest of the journey, they we're continuously try to guess my name. Pretty fucking weird, right?

I was also getting eyeballed by all the passengers which didn't really help with my anxiety levels already being at the maximum, lol.

I don't think I can take that bus without feeling like a fucking idiot again...",4.720109823062844,6.2051596442953025,5.6108480780963985,78.96153142159855,70.00671140939598,8.639658328248933,32.33740085417938,9.095868883498916,2.9055718120805367,613,28,113,12,11,201,100,149,0.153,0.7709999999999999,0.076,-0.8821,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,4,7,4,0,8,1,8,2,0,0,1,20,22,10,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,6,2,24,2,21,15,4,20,0,0,0,2,16,6,2,2,10,82,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943456784623024,0.140837939912924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976325115519006,0.0,0.1347263814158989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464239286964508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400117276392988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890483009864305,0.12581555317050305,0.1690966234183368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606488954858115,0.3256282727030048,0.09201205949223537,0.0,0.10008938730200488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400892724437144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804519824412694,0.0,0.1766562470683052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678739966755223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604018322844348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778244781476147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729875520590675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933909730593872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537755562297864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917079126851107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731843548627264,0.0,0.0,0.11282284785738522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504000068753696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564726236479796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648309394948769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284644976833087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693505014549562,0.16828404134484132,0.0,0.11956953802048595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939641908930092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976717468756236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mike356381,2019/05/21,"I’m so sick of this I’m so sick of walking through school every day with my head down, not talking to anyone all day. I sick of waking up without being able to look forward to talking to friends. I’m sick of typing shit out, then deleting it because I’m to scared of what people are going to respond with. I’m sick of thinking that people hate me for no reason. I’m sick of sitting at the lunch table, that I am at right now, all by myself everyday. I’m sick of never having anyone to play video games with. I want to be normal but I have no clue where to start. Sorry for the rant, I just had to get this out.",1.5668355308813309,2.9899539694656525,3.376682859125605,92.06482997918111,78.00763358778626,5.068979875086746,21.832755031228317,4.851557810540192,-0.04502137404580209,474,13,104,1,11,159,77,131,0.228,0.736,0.035,-0.971,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,1,2,0,7,11,3,1,3,16,21,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,2,3,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,1,8,2,32,18,2,19,0,0,1,0,5,9,1,0,8,68,14,2,0.20413764619885214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854755773178532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444041438569092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26330378782429525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199477130701898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771623906790727,0.0,0.10665349466826672,0.0,0.11601612868871042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015436628739364,0.2095041187123765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142420942707245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744353743525474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001155074864505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830466810951154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988749936938356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433243446467073,0.0,0.0,0.20437739594536272,0.2065981963420303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954436028632067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22851538192436074,0.14448967667024631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281562148360657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308031609673419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040567275212034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678140626680105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kenezis,2019/05/21,"Holy hell. Meds actually freaking work So my parents convinced me to get into a hospital for 2 weeks, as before I refused to believe it would ever be able to help me. I’m the type of guy to play Fortnite for years for 10 hours straight every day because I’m scared to go out of the house due to my depression and social anxiety. 

Now, after five days of hospital-supervised medication, I am feeling like my old pre-concussion self for the first time in 6 years. Just talked to a group of people for an hour and had absolutely ZERO anxiety and trepidations during the interaction. It’s unheard of for me as of the longest. 

The meds are tofisopam and effexor (venlafaxine) and the type of hospital is psychosomatic. Try it out people, this is absolutely amazing, I had actually been hopeless and periodically suicidal before going through with this.",7.737243589743593,8.08466592948718,8.718717948717952,63.42628205128207,62.78205128205128,12.06153846153846,39.769230769230774,11.645159339076185,5.066146153846153,679,35,112,20,9,232,101,156,0.157,0.7390000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.8763,1,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,1,1,10,0,9,1,0,0,1,15,15,9,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,10,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,5,0,3,3,1,9,4,29,10,0,22,1,2,0,0,9,5,1,0,16,75,14,3,0.14928487842873372,0.0,0.29136101348767585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22840504677460086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100267627801018,0.0,0.2540608723840224,0.1681929367223854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925527931133559,0.0,0.12857884704139316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350367192593747,0.1257789486802193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548292004228135,0.1066491469780165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698164132926545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779951874728794,0.0,0.16968407336484562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781550017959855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100062507220598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940310682070493,0.1722547063353105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293305092980383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316436921350493,0.15038880945118865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156649367491419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657631908208455,0.0,0.0,0.20699067596664816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494602062647679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573668602338425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521771336700522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329342708480274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998953047032575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870492131289857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135463313632667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974732475047645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868116947043907,0.0,0.0,0.10604769444336433,0.0,0.0,0.19226913442221188
socialanxiety,staysimpleandmemeful,2019/05/21,"How to handle social anxiety and jobs? Hi everyone, I’m in the process of trying to get a job and I struggle with severe social anxiety. How do you handle having social anxiety and being in a job in which you are actively talking to people and are expected to be social?

I’m a bit worried so I thought i’d ask on here.",0.6072727272727292,2.9741105606060643,4.0759848484848495,80.53397727272728,87.33333333333334,6.936363636363637,24.91666666666667,8.07648339933343,2.146066666666667,251,11,46,6,8,92,41,66,0.191,0.774,0.035,-0.8053,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,11,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,10,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,0,33,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36457858601534304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851110366499287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343216340607942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179595166060922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829969260499021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729271708237064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101323708735033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794647070492942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6477442887917255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607322888371528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768431630055352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261157773660702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785438517159457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132835550748015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FlockaTV,2019/05/21,"Just got a job after many years of unemployment and shitty economy, i know i should be happy but im feeling overwhelming anxiety right now So my older relative gave me a phone number to a dude last friday.
This monday i gathered mental strenght to face my phone anxiety, and called the guy, he booked a meeting.
This tuesday which is today i had the meeting and it went well, well he basically told me ""hohoho your older relative and me worked together for years, here you go you are hired"" after i was wtf happened.

So tomorow i start, driving a delivery car and handing out mail packages to people.

How did you guys handle first day /days at work, were you nervous wrecks or how did it go?",2.802240259740259,5.426897340909092,4.178051948051948,81.90136363636367,79.37878787878788,7.104761904761905,26.095238095238088,8.192908349453996,2.072669264069265,547,22,97,11,14,180,94,132,0.11900000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.08,-0.7469,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,3,9,5,0,2,7,0,9,2,2,2,0,14,19,11,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,2,2,1,9,2,16,3,9,8,0,23,0,1,0,0,18,3,0,1,15,63,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777194593561222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853487800937675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341264273977464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178026510706208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154397957821474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632017453946144,0.0,0.14517543563908952,0.0,0.0,0.35946001521449644,0.1605145617133143,0.19322783426969625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606911525009446,0.0,0.18012725271589705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975679605459024,0.14796028501171865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402937870291305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292607588130155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584078030014945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501421532151238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847840919491268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205654670883624,0.17344692438624876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264105100029525,0.16826774007414588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642925456660955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337815246057169
socialanxiety,Mentesa,2019/05/21,"I cant make new friends Hi everyone

Im 15 years old boy and I want make new friends but it seems impossible.

I only have one friend and we are very close. He is my best friend.

​

 We go out every weekend but Im already tired of going out with just 1 friend.. Me and my friend want to find more friends so we can create a bigger group and have more fun when we are outside. I really want to enjoy when I can because im getting older and when i grow up, it wont be fun anymore.

​

 I dont know if I have social anxiety or not but I just wanna make more than 1 friend so we can hang out and have fun.. 

Please help me if you know how to, I really appreciate it.

Thanks in advance.",-0.7616442953020126,1.3794277852349026,1.6497281879194643,96.50412248322151,93.2953020134228,4.590738255033557,18.18825503355705,6.2581,-0.2007022818791944,536,16,125,6,20,181,84,149,0.071,0.602,0.327,0.9941,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,5,1,0,2,8,14,0,0,1,0,14,1,0,4,0,37,27,18,0,6,9,0,0,0,8,1,1,0,0,1,3,16,0,0,4,1,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,20,14,12,25,4,21,0,0,0,0,20,7,0,4,9,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175030032341113,0.0,0.0,0.21944481248964454,0.2461002025160776,0.0,0.0,0.07746873356709871,0.0,0.1004293360994288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173122863989242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627313375160972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868379560189796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532154609765162,0.09676465311046856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925559115719696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6259070905340501,0.0,0.052907661044942496,0.0,0.11510437668265247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787692147256359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328156177862259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130703873581617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027888871757285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956079825323765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626234652006612,0.0,0.06862092365408723,0.07701787393438017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116040561046504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297480574938631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921893828114652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032286281740864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932327539937936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639115255018866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355561709378759,0.17918913604299005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461002025160776,0.0652124222212561
socialanxiety,Anewcat,2019/05/21,"I'm not sure trying to socialize is worth it? Trying to be social and meet new people stresses me out so much I'm not sure I'll ever be able to get new friends.

I have avoidant personality disorder and have been pretty much friendless since I became a teenager. I'm now 26.

The other day I felt ready to put myself out there and challenge myself to download a friend-app and try to get in contact with some new people.

I found a couple of people and added them to a group chat. I also started writing with one other person outside the chat.

All of the people seem really nice and friendly. 

The thing is I still feel horribly stressed out chatting with them. I feel really uncomfortable and like I've lost all my sense of safety in my life. I feel uneasy and scared all day long. When I wake up and remember I now have people who wants to speak to me I feel physically unwell. It's like I have a responsibility.

I even agreed to meet up with one of them in ""the heat of the moment"" when I felt slightly confident, and now I just feel tormented and overwhelmed. I don't want to let that person down by canceling last moment. 

I really thought I wanted friends and could handle a friendly relationship, but this is agony for me mentally and physically, and all I'm doing is just having a casual text chat with these people. 

Today I have felt really down and almost slightly depressed because of it all. I feel really bad about myself and suddenly everything looks dark. 

It might sound like I'm overreacting, but I'm really not. I don't want to commit to any relationship because I'm terrified it'll put me in many more and even worse situations than this one. If I dive in to this too deep and make them think I am more capable then I am and then I suddenly don't want to talk or meet anymore then it has gone too far. 

I feel like I just might not ever be ready for a normal friendship. I've grown way too accustomed in my small, safe bubble. It feels like I don't even actually want a relationship with anyone.",5.0594679005205325,5.761133879699247,6.187481203007523,78.03459369577794,68.59899749373434,9.346481588586851,27.877482166955854,9.466822959209583,2.327468401773664,1594,50,310,32,26,534,182,399,0.12300000000000001,0.741,0.136,0.6678,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,4,2,21,23,0,5,15,0,27,2,1,1,10,81,62,30,0,9,11,0,11,5,4,3,1,2,0,3,16,28,0,2,16,5,1,4,8,8,0,3,8,14,42,15,45,46,10,45,0,3,1,0,29,16,0,7,29,207,58,1,0.07186411876292259,0.0,0.07012901338885269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196153419061907,0.0,0.0,0.057469709810918215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048870065084424666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126989534806237,0.05024906276302369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060003537400794275,0.08761539955848552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057377651195628876,0.07951628053378944,0.0,0.09269282286374736,0.0,0.06189646018698046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236250611757724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423967180287932,0.13001041943901662,0.0,0.0,0.06458683611898706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906932617736109,0.10267948160672358,0.20700247143346984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879529693598104,0.2776101994478986,0.0,0.07509207194301575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058578848367943026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348593037809936,0.05075975235673416,0.17554589215356475,0.0,0.0,0.06359748367325142,0.0603477603200488,0.0,0.07844817483018422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047969857308278414,0.07285893690614949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242212909190404,0.15247294682988494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565679216446243,0.0,0.0,0.2082204411446972,0.0,0.0,0.07041157819050903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609096019530465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29892918848279776,0.18824692972651308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311164439894675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448657671905465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762279679927486,0.0,0.0,0.23146550746713945,0.08140803748568007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719485196785667,0.0,0.0,0.06542239469422276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059446741664002,0.08077828047806859,0.0,0.14651283803384668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086579314298596,0.0,0.057390778074736574,0.0,0.16464021047883098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354621629142864,0.0,0.0,0.0577616564972002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04774332725821912,0.046047625557346095,0.0,0.0570520829977984,0.0,0.0,0.06811878173640018,0.0,0.0,0.1463730580661306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543239150889149,0.057042392474617815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323567654284538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amyms14,2019/05/21,"Being a journalist with SA I'm 26 and a journalist (in music) and a longtime sufferer of social anxiety. I spent years just writing reviews and articles that didn't involve conducting interviews, but in the past 6 months, I've been doing mostly artist/band interviews (over the phone and face-to-face) and I have been struggling. It sucks because I'm passionate about my field and music, but interviews are inflaming my social anxiety, I hate that this illness is preventing me from fully enjoying my job. Part of me feels like I'm letting myself down as I give off the impression to people in my field that I'm confident, but I feel like an actor when I'm actually a wreck inside and on the brink of breaking down before each interview. 

​

Is there anyone else who works in a similar field and has social anxiety, or if anyone has any advice on how I can stop social anxiety from taking control of me.",10.873214285714283,7.984429261627909,10.800996677740867,61.38918604651164,58.7093023255814,14.712292358803987,43.17607973421927,13.023866798666859,5.708459136212626,731,32,121,21,7,245,106,172,0.175,0.703,0.121,-0.7236,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,2,1,10,0,13,3,0,2,0,24,25,16,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,10,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,14,5,20,19,3,17,0,1,0,1,13,11,1,3,7,83,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.13405563865107234,0.0,0.0,0.13423871183929614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884292963248827,0.16692249276737953,0.09341793744460948,0.0,0.4203580163314102,0.0,0.0,0.19210794148675994,0.14075424980031198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374093528420172,0.0,0.11689378786818826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540748189439892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475700650239096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891921822195158,0.19627772897398746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178011617474678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562679707379674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632090242151038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047257836184304,0.0,0.13422642383250213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964933290196542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876091398803046,0.13113749243324144,0.0952367200037211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5601354168296467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484947106743655,0.0,0.14361145114617258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032869427829383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000873767087852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692249276737953,0.08846331669198675
socialanxiety,Venomations,2019/05/21,"Can't ask to open a door There are a lot of days where the door to our classroom is closed, people always have to wait or ask to open the door.
I'm always half an hour to an hour early at school and I'm always super afraid when the door is closed, I'll have to wait at least 15-30 minutes for people to come in and ask to open the door.
I can't ask myself because I'm too scared so I'll sit on the ground for like half an hour and I really don't know what to do.",1.0602102803738305,1.7147872990654207,2.8598948598130853,98.3808703271028,77.87850467289721,5.723831775700935,16.17873831775701,5.148860815047168,-0.9974850467289721,359,3,95,1,8,120,56,107,0.028999999999999998,0.907,0.064,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,14,20,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,9,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,4,2,16,20,2,19,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,2,7,53,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154876467709487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6224158133059118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014635532160726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433779489577872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734349455435377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917454874359594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147402292910704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131680074572517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150590220407605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078452552331974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662916668163668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664085290967282,0.16845160145420246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Latrellspringroll,2019/05/21,"Im having trouble taking up a money making oppurtunity. Im gonna be 20 in a month. Im unemployed and tired of never having money. I live in an extremely small town so no matter where i get a job im gonna run into someone i know eventually. This has kept me from seeking a job.

4 people i went to highschool with work at my local groccery store. 4 other guys i went to school with work at the local fast food resturant.

Anyways my grandmother informed me that one of her friends, a woman we went to church with and ive known all my life needs help around the house since her husband (also someone ive known my whole life) is declining in health. They are wealthy and im sure she can pay me handsomely but for some reason i can't bring myself to do it.

This is basically a side hustle in a familar enviorment. And it feel into my lap, this should be a dream come true but i just can't bring myself to take her up on it and i don't know why. Its not out of sheer lazyness, thats probably only 10% why. I have not seen her or her husband in years so its like im gonna have to meet them all over again. 

And i havent been to church in years so im afraid she might try and pressure me back into attending. I believe in god, pray every night, and read the bible occasionally but i just don't enjoy attending church, never have. 

Even my grandmother who has been real supportive of me not being employed got kind of irritated when i voiced my uncertainty about the offer. 

Im thinking of just accepting and forcing myself to go through with it. I don't understand why this is so difficult though.",2.0007215447154465,3.9189374664634182,3.9276585365853687,86.37669105691059,78.29878048780488,6.812357723577236,23.43333333333333,7.793537801064563,1.1521386991869922,1251,41,261,20,30,424,177,328,0.079,0.821,0.10099999999999999,0.6162,5,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,2,3,17,14,0,2,13,0,28,5,0,2,6,54,52,20,0,2,10,2,1,1,1,5,4,1,0,2,14,20,1,1,10,2,4,10,12,5,0,1,8,3,41,9,40,36,4,44,4,0,1,0,20,24,0,3,11,173,55,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712366504322395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472092025483487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454167617848029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456723618013067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230351384492817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543899929004131,0.0,0.07071978037914682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244061175402671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149585954687952,0.0,0.06484881897483734,0.0,0.04385314543163979,0.0,0.047702817236570334,0.0,0.06713136307672535,0.0,0.0,0.08310993070797483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922014421809675,0.0,0.0,0.05626059534667075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685098443841082,0.0,0.0,0.7253230909784758,0.0,0.1665872459600602,0.0,0.0,0.08740652676473126,0.09225816565772198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857309271546446,0.0410069363614263,0.0,0.07411710988307181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602799535139471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904293274522602,0.0,0.0,0.06699699042857117,0.0,0.0,0.06223755107476174,0.1294733823002306,0.0,0.0,0.07876833940166365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056877270422140414,0.06383718274015311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819071990380935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049730715467934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395880954576991,0.09553765234016867,0.0,0.08630028545016231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849478095235561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943280535944961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223756223860293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524968619781887,0.07910877642679293,0.0,0.1262189952986182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378286064287531,0.08246678741269847,0.0,0.0,0.0964721939872544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056987098962270666,0.0,0.0,0.0873804353168292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334288036393396,0.2272178116060957,0.09371165281177107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221295402681355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810418677132624
socialanxiety,V0NTE,2019/05/21,Why is it that when I'm at home doing nothing I feel like I would be confident in any situation But when I go in public I get overwhelmed with fear and shy away from social interaction,3.247543859649124,4.763830421052635,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,73.73684210526315,8.224561403508767,25.824561403508767,8.841846274778883,1.8954982456140352,148,5,30,3,3,51,32,38,0.184,0.705,0.111,-0.4423,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,6,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766927076900525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007310773730231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36018543233800143,0.16184496122118874,0.2286693075368771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723158146129924,0.0,0.18191209520116475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210720826735075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637771820254467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30713088810093675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597897685476832,0.0,0.326287089632799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888275827351683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227379716963372,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tatsuhir0,2019/05/21,Need help talking to a cute guy Is it in bad taste to hit on a delivery guy? Last several times I’ve ordered pizza this extremely cute guy delivers. I don’t know what to say at all... what would I even say? Every time I close the door it’s followed by regret and depression. Why is connecting with people so hard? Any help would be appreciated,1.929006211180124,4.205700492753625,3.987619047619052,84.03000000000002,80.30434782608695,8.000828157349899,24.349896480331264,8.841846274778883,2.009346169772257,270,10,55,7,7,92,54,69,0.15,0.657,0.193,0.5226,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,1,9,10,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,5,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,3,2,8,6,1,9,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570202219052013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666173627926559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718736162781428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180203843544785,0.0,0.16813094267654116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5927627710719314,0.0,0.0,0.178759157906494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675106421560212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966841439891664,0.16266129720492686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479650824136978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834404660197366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173830969446433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543665952632674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603921250811353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327204419530849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006440184731465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835116531426481,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dubblewubbles,2019/05/21,"I asked a girl out on tinder and she said yes! I don’t know what to do now. I asked her what her college major was and she said dance. I replied with “maybe we could get together sometime and you could show me a few moves.” To which she said “haha sure!”

I was trying to be suggestive but I’m not for sure if she picked up on it. I’m not sure what to expect once I go through with this. Should I just straight up ask her what she wants to do? I’d like to just hook up, but I’d be fine with anything honestly. Even just dancing together with my laughably bad dancing abilities. 

I’m not great at making small-talk conversations. I have plenty to say when it’s deep or something I care about though. I’m going to force myself to do this even though I’m nervous af and would rather just stay home. I’m on the verge of shaking just thinking about it. 

What can I do to prepare myself and be less nervous? Is it ok to just accept that there will likely be awkward moments/hours? Should I tell her straight up that I’m not great with small talk? I have been on a few kind-sorta-not really-dates in my life but other than that I’m pretty inexperienced with women. I’m a 19 YO male if that changes things. 

Thanks!

P. S. I also haven’t replied yet. Any ideas on what I should say?",0.97848938826467,3.008918584269665,2.2764044943820245,96.35508114856432,82.25842696629212,5.154057428214731,20.001248439450688,6.238725200709706,-0.1225890137328336,990,27,228,8,27,317,140,267,0.08199999999999999,0.738,0.18,0.9763,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,0,0,18,19,0,4,5,3,24,1,0,2,3,47,48,15,0,11,17,0,0,2,0,5,1,5,1,3,19,13,0,0,4,4,0,7,6,5,0,0,6,5,30,14,35,31,4,28,0,0,0,0,26,17,0,3,5,147,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868808279447414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839206087013646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155298244382012,0.0,0.3461050788383943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303921990303676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582108676104575,0.0,0.13054764685422202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970599959657673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301757505211487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447476973089786,0.0,0.1402694436884762,0.0,0.0,0.27211206411438305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378671789445965,0.0,0.12153048175550185,0.0,0.0,0.139310845882031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285088134651253,0.0678209502195135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716561575984663,0.12058030288358634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823747547230368,0.0,0.12397835255606394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116151216589986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142382746985326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554871147640007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521633430992068,0.19627550317359485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500430401749384,0.12205212133011728,0.0,0.0,0.13153484170801746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489273182304428,0.0,0.0,0.19837883843494533,0.10786266498112347,0.11361606667928675,0.0,0.0,0.08198575299657533,0.07907386166458369,0.24249239485769866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378486986644643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278831368004499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766439188451268,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,casscass04,2019/05/21,"Improved social anxiety while on meds Hey guys, so I started taking lexapro 2 weeks ago and I’m feeling a lot more social lately. Before I was always afraid of being judged and would stay quiet in social situations. But now I just want to talk to interesting people and make friends. Right now I don’t have any friends and I’m always at home bored out of my mind. I’ve graduated college and don’t have a job (been applying everywhere but no luck). This probably isn’t the best place to ask but any advice as to where I can meet new people?",2.6791666666666667,4.815707842592591,4.136814814814816,84.6396666666667,77.05555555555556,6.912592592592592,23.76296296296297,7.908726449838941,1.3228896296296302,429,14,84,7,10,142,78,108,0.054000000000000006,0.7929999999999999,0.153,0.8591,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,17,18,11,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,2,6,5,11,14,3,16,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,8,49,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307513560505898,0.1388594748136304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26068826026017833,0.0,0.0,0.21305275127189405,0.0,0.11983570065398952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464452344042175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329636573638426,0.0,0.16439297323466295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792062061536001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242052539407664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551066780851175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713125313581994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554494999099667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670637082356042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317698281339194,0.0,0.0,0.10456411363473024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400120871102887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817036506359194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129213142472284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720074082062316,0.0,0.1636643783317647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889361558646984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377699313868646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607951686921566,0.0,0.4790503632311448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087663947263786,0.1669664957610735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778020331167942,0.12590815884418272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239536467830138,0.0,0.12565400603494828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127862493250257,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sierraa58,2019/05/21,Why can’t I act like a normal human? Hello I’m a 19f starting at a smallish university in my city next semester. I’m really looking for any advice so that I can work on my issues over this summer. Or if anyone relates to me pls tell me so I don’t feel as alone. For me I feel as though a lot of my social anxiety stems from insecurities I have. If I feel as though I don’t look good I get extremely anxious and really having social anxiety has become an insecurity itself. I replay conversations I’ve had over in my head and think was I too loud when I said this? Was I too quiet during this part? Did I make too much eye contact? Did I make too little eye contact? Was that a weird thing to say? Yes yes that definitely was a weird thing to say. It’s this kind of inner thinking that brings my mood extremely down even if I was feeling somewhat ok before hand. I almost always think that others are judging me or talking about me. I don’t know if this is exclusive to social anxiety because like I said my insecurity issues are kinda tied into it. I went on a first date with a guy and feel like I messed it up because of how nervous I was. He has since ghosted me and that’s making me overthink everything and feel even worse. I don’t really know how to deal with this issue and the kind of irrational compulsive thinking that comes with it.,3.617036363636366,4.732928040000004,5.5201363636363645,79.97620454545455,72.23636363636362,8.263636363636364,26.113636363636363,8.697196308434329,1.8554909090909093,1061,34,211,19,20,367,143,275,0.121,0.777,0.10300000000000001,-0.5863,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,14,15,0,4,10,3,22,4,4,5,0,39,48,22,1,5,6,0,7,3,0,0,0,6,0,2,21,11,0,0,12,0,0,4,5,7,0,1,12,17,35,7,29,36,4,22,0,0,4,0,17,12,0,10,9,147,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794365857629854,0.0,0.0,0.10036593094927028,0.10380811855621608,0.0,0.0,0.0833994425575682,0.0,0.0,0.06815988059338947,0.0,0.23002717398313965,0.11323144302974468,0.0,0.07008319125298232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219863349336454,0.11069623107358836,0.08528840221856622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633932520780069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333279495433301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240202403340506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008031870164224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040759917788662,0.07160437778847907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525564128343274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236607162589398,0.0,0.0,0.08406822234694476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924352156360608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286496209557723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31384243885871144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874837579290992,0.11016764392503946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690203944492494,0.10045685556666972,0.0,0.0,0.16833602044061768,0.0,0.0,0.08521201619935298,0.0,0.0,0.20071303816963268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368062970009763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659581020878,0.0,0.0982041819172196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853939202414624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926298367151234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906834867418407,0.15941393975496898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291134473597865,0.0,0.0,0.3065157841063013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094335522010464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056112884081901,0.08760549380379558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317680176728344,0.2568935117377709,0.1969510580782648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291427354190072,0.09044204302130468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296868036702765,0.0,0.10214299816693607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ArcticDruidYuppie,2019/05/21,"Off My Chest I’ve always had social anxiety, even though I didn’t understand what is was or how to define it as a kid/teenager. However, I’ve never let it run my life and I forced myself to make an expansive group of friends growing up.

However, with age, my social anxiety has gotten much worse. I recently turned thirty and I’ve cut many people off the past year or two. It’s hard to explain but my social anxiety has developed into paranoia. Mostly paranoia of people being fake nice and actually hating me.

I definitely have suicidal ideation multiple times per day, but my fear of death keeps me from acting on it. I feel stuck in a limbo of constant anxiety, but can’t bring myself to take the release of death. I’m tired.

~Just a short confession from a stranger on the internet",4.301096491228069,6.079060250000005,5.73026315789474,76.54017543859652,71.5,9.27719298245614,29.771929824561404,9.725611199111238,3.1103008771929828,626,26,111,16,12,211,102,152,0.303,0.637,0.06,-0.9913,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,1,8,0,10,3,1,2,1,20,22,11,3,0,6,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,4,0,1,5,2,14,2,20,15,2,20,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,8,73,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.14696430839275587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531163326687542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608357079875976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274557753821856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712482713544217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947017252551442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946736825148934,0.07614810922497563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635352899780158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349084163533879,0.14868675896100206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386059377495632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399915687866012,0.106373546964526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052696540760014,0.15268521194318874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070865421525787,0.0,0.11615234618041954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376516402995346,0.20881477019212946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869976929423606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605545594855059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473244164917106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323279098767886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479641710098394,0.0,0.0878163296488953,0.1730930554792837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638100364238062,0.14711475011099914,0.15678037279942172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347471799033854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698174792637244
socialanxiety,ladder55,2019/05/21,"I dropped out of my program I am disappointed with myself. This program was for me to become a medical assistant and costed me $1250. The class started today and had 10 ppl in it. The instructor wanted us to take turns and read this huge packet of polices out loud. I panicked, got up and left. Your not allowed to miss a class so now I am hoping I can get a refund.

I hate myself.",1.3792307692307697,3.5532666025641038,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923078,81.69230769230771,5.951282051282053,23.852564102564106,7.1686216300943375,1.1031487179487178,297,11,59,4,8,102,57,78,0.124,0.785,0.09,-0.5672,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,11,14,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,13,1,11,11,0,10,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,44,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31577837529863506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938243929735914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286779356657637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28228877149012144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28398505145935315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106550798072288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880363254034875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28599936554153205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237705685522386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497775379375406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27102061547775136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110010216306934,0.0,0.0,0.3439289505149154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686441982693226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iluvfishes,2019/02/24,"Does anyone feel like growing up with social anxiety has affected your communication skills? I’ve had anxiety my whole life, I was probably born with it. I didn’t learn this until I was 12 or 13, though. Until then, I was the shy kid and  wondered why I wasn’t “normal” (that’s a whole other thing though.) 

I’m in my late teens now. I’ve come a long way but find myself struggling with something else now. It can be so hard for me to put my thoughts into words. I usually need a moment to figure out how to say something, which is especially hard when I’m answering a question! 

I’m considering looking into speech therapists or something like that, but I’m not sure yet. I really wanted to ask you guys this question because I haven’t heard it discussed anywhere. I had hoped at least my psychiatrist/therapist/etc. would’ve said it was normal but I got the impression they didn’t know. ",3.036982758620692,5.234476304597699,4.384583333333335,82.99687500000002,76.183908045977,7.5683908045976995,25.81752873563219,8.472884824447931,1.9011735632183904,703,26,135,14,16,232,113,174,0.102,0.823,0.075,-0.3472,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,1,8,6,0,1,6,0,14,1,0,2,1,33,31,14,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,4,0,2,11,8,0,0,10,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,13,8,19,5,16,17,3,22,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,6,14,85,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953511589977668,0.0,0.0,0.08927749100549151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936445531021772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778331238028702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998583528873793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111734462319294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666105249522376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239801343156275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455932617525323,0.09121529827157696,0.0,0.0,0.1166980778252848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211812192006073,0.0,0.0,0.12642421735284642,0.0,0.0,0.2287541094267537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681599571017407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017011257457087,0.0,0.14402967627461558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018483301551274,0.12475692835666967,0.0,0.0,0.11299362544108353,0.1072198431756484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467380874412824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502004492394782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376616624765475,0.0,0.0,0.12835462339152148,0.2860637768385557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179568789252731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145382486250593,0.10153701849313672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301546522513556,0.0,0.29488510643389154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133479854489739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033778707673652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964948546768319,0.08482555167186981,0.0,0.2508917759271711,0.10136441451060424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062253100246164,0.0,0.07530953412640895,0.10134719736169596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521220050049025,0.2851024483511693,0.0,0.0,0.13846454692732732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070088560256798,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,drb1290,2019/02/24,"I can't f***ing take it. I've been told I look like Steve Buscemi 3 times in the last fucking week Like at first it was kinda funny because I know it's true, but being compared to literally the weirdest mother-F\*\*\*er in the acting industry is quite humiliating, especially since I never used to look like this... I have terrible insomnia, depression, and anxiety, and it's dramatically changed my appearance and ive been slowly adjusting to.. well, being ugly. And lately Ive been trying to go out more  and I hear  it every time... I just want  to kill myself, I can't handle not even being able to exist without being compared to others/being brought down... ",5.362437275985663,6.898844419354839,6.722043010752689,71.4086200716846,68.51612903225806,9.059498207885305,31.51971326164875,9.444778638647367,3.1520315412186384,524,22,87,11,9,178,83,124,0.207,0.684,0.109,-0.9592,0,0,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,0,0,2,3,9,2,0,3,0,14,2,0,1,2,18,26,6,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,4,1,1,6,3,12,5,13,16,1,16,0,1,2,1,2,5,1,2,10,59,18,0,0.19705874200826373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074939826282596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012518009512145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846201998801175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972640573871428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015544059119954,0.0,0.16603048921581398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761806528472412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217763162437509,0.0,0.0,0.11199302430378794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209952403644453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801630135051775,0.0,0.1082983310764206,0.1606291758166719,0.2222908442599629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888188425711071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33095942554911256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198385012287233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095962285657977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300902773808762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816364972718066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298130743388871,0.0,0.0,0.18829807275576116,0.0,0.1337899505480612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019548285764066,0.0,0.0,0.11623035165242801,0.0,0.15806863643894697,0.0,0.17717947486895286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995759523835887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CopeTheDestroyer,2019/02/24,Any advice? Is going to a school psychologist a good idea or should i just continue trying to get better on my own? Does it help? Thanks for reading.,1.1974137931034503,3.8403493448275854,3.106465517241382,85.70383620689658,90.0344827586207,5.658620689655173,17.594827586206893,7.1686216300943375,0.5327172413793106,117,3,22,2,4,39,27,29,0.0,0.648,0.35200000000000004,0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200574170638229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227308602435428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28967266552218346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866227177119306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112031416823728,0.0,0.186142202386751,0.2747156732005257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195356947889148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697402226308665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32761749984523564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314766982047916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015445748137641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222370600374869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SirBOBBIN,2019/02/24,"Anybody else? No matter how much I try to prepare for a conversation (or just a simple interaction) my mind goes blank, like completely blank. All I can say at that point are just simple responses like yeah, cool, crazy etc.

Anybody else? And how do you deal with it?",2.3302666666666667,5.1089025600000015,3.2360000000000007,86.70466666666668,83.4,6.533333333333335,22.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.2661333333333338,208,7,40,4,6,66,41,50,0.084,0.7120000000000001,0.204,0.6747,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,10,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,4,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205447214134233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151869617440595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107846302008082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34096193001296105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987216046761951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086930517216858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474156268420067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890070286454589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431231795928129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756583103174453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,user123user11,2019/02/24,"DAE hate having crushes because it makes you feel like a loser? Like you feel all embarrassed in the inside since you’re unattractive and it’s never going to happen but you still manage to spend so much time thinking about someone and it’s pointless. And then you hate yourself for overthinking and overanalyzing every interaction between you two even if it clearly wasn’t flirty whatsoever. Like they could just be nice to you but you’re so unused to the attention from attractive people that you go through this whole process that’s just a waste. 

Gosh I hate my brain sometimes. 

",5.609454926624738,8.09092766037736,5.1448427672955965,79.15414046121593,69.56603773584905,7.352620545073376,29.70230607966457,8.167268648758528,2.2906595387840682,476,19,78,7,9,145,75,106,0.191,0.652,0.157,-0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,7,1,1,7,10,3,1,4,0,4,1,1,1,3,18,14,10,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,5,0,1,1,2,10,5,10,11,3,7,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,1,7,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964243674661733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909868953283496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670309188649115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963238894484802,0.0,0.1653632676203554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984768109240949,0.14021306123368696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308592279683906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355810793624565,0.0,0.0,0.5813185786011625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28765817521507525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100963181521244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427870142792615,0.0,0.15137307732179295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360667063286326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235394839648434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629624656657346,0.0,0.19411291155265264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673894247465808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575985856000424,0.0,0.0,0.11444476581997072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917241723997356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191249045172117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Imsociallyawkwardtm,2019/02/24,Do you guys constantly think about how people dont like you even though they are friend with you and invite you to do shit with them? At any given moment I just think about how they probally dont actually like me and they will probally push me away in a month or so ,10.47490909090909,5.787447854545455,9.295000000000002,77.40250000000002,61.36363636363636,12.454545454545455,34.77272727272727,8.841846274778883,2.5755454545454555,212,4,47,2,2,66,38,55,0.133,0.785,0.08199999999999999,-0.4624,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,4,4,0,9,4,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,2,0,10,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,11,3,8,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,1,5,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2387475251143764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637346694712665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298609803052592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26438462702604576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5734665637467893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159200674561336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901947956173445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224644484163665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390516864298038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952809081677311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696126431509664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511343547151353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135294825338978,0.24037182919128955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,REShockwave,2019/02/24,"Is self hatred a cause of social anxiety? Are thoughts like: “How can they see good things in me while I’m nothing but a selfish, paranoid and reckless little prick? How can people believe that I’m a skilled, smart, funny, good looking, and cool guy while I feel that I’m anything but? How can they accept my flaws while I punish myself for them in pretty much a daily basis? And WHY THE FUCK AM I GETTING LOVE, SUPPORT AND PRAISE FROM FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHEN I ONLY DESERVE PUNISHMENT FOR ALL THE BAD THINGS I DO, FOR EVERY MISTAKE AND FOR NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH?!?!?” 
a normal thing? Is my brain fucking with me or is it a cause of social anxiety? And what do you guys do about it? I feel alone...",1.701630170316303,4.1357678248175205,2.872729927007299,90.73400973236014,82.43065693430657,4.821216545012166,22.272019464720195,6.079149491110277,0.4149400486618005,540,18,105,4,15,173,87,137,0.21600000000000005,0.499,0.285,0.9366,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,2,5,19,5,0,8,1,12,5,2,5,1,24,25,17,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,5,15,11,11,23,3,7,1,0,2,3,12,3,3,1,5,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703304978696138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172058563113976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682519747396243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853494523801493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599460754576327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584800245038518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916745684797213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668791853589508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961173642977667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383208047924075,0.0,0.14356366040237314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968189948293106,0.2624889315230687,0.07417091575884845,0.0,0.0,0.3572208212736025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28113557687095336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935698665294299,0.14228634572523302,0.0,0.0,0.11921494589549225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281290634073151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043606978500662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909567546302215,0.13621936137431484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107970870885032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842073907013696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442956433057988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312782028241067,0.0,0.14810058150856092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28943112331871085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110033571133514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28294595254772675,0.0,0.0,0.1127044475509405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810143945711366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,internalprocessor,2019/02/24,"Feeling more anxious around certain people for literally no reason? Maybe there is a reason. Something subconscious that I'm obviously unaware of. I don't know, but I'm really tired of it. I try to ignore it. There's just certain people that I feel more anxious around aside from my ""baseline"" levels of social anxiety, and for the life of me cannot figure out why. Like I get along with them just fine. I don't sense that they dislike me. Sometimes I think it's because my initial interactions with them I may have been feeling more anxious for whatever reason, so I just forever battle with feeling extra self-conscious around them. I don't know how to get over it. Any advice?",3.770813953488375,6.1969613720930266,4.7017248062015495,80.50049418604654,74.81395348837209,6.7806201550387595,28.579457364341092,7.793537801064563,2.0774387596899206,543,23,93,8,12,176,79,129,0.204,0.6859999999999999,0.11,-0.9293,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,0,10,6,1,0,2,0,8,2,0,4,3,30,19,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,11,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,4,17,4,19,17,4,6,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,1,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151410735494854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848095118970301,0.0,0.11078508694617606,0.4908080875614131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867551688220952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827948021431532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928965704715877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132246415015926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917595907758425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228897149224657,0.0707505766847767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548876939276767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079661424156328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927738790134284,0.44668991434848976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510763667042453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762333164637714,0.0,0.11148768307976274,0.14322833436640145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279328679183624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644655671142394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832166147787914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067538186300692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FukinSukinCukin,2019/02/24,"Whats the best way to learn how to converse with others? Im 22 and at the age of 18 I totally shut down and secluded myself in my room, afraid to death of social interaction. 

Recently my grandfather and aunt died, them being in a different country meant I have to travel. 

So im currently in a different country surrounded by relatives who I havent seen for 6ish years and I find myself unable to start convos, which is kinda uncomfortable. Advice is welcomed!",4.5520779220779195,6.434130181818187,6.208311688311692,72.94318181818186,71.04545454545455,10.028571428571428,29.61688311688312,10.290406445055957,3.515465584415584,368,15,63,11,7,126,64,88,0.113,0.8140000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.5422,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,8,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,9,2,15,5,2,15,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,1,5,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401174080032996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578708453925975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550213992678064,0.5134559071551258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22458612370395803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308454295634716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24262155180068826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504833787830837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392381311995556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950432657322798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823738187300426
socialanxiety,sapphirekiera,2019/02/24,"My social anxiety makes me come off as a bitch Idk. I feel like no one likes me at work. people stopped trying to really talk to me. 
I feel like my anxiety has caused this. I never know what to say. I feel like I'm the place conversations go to die. I don't know what to say. Or I talk too much about myself. My teammate (I'm a teacher) seems to purposefully make sure I cant sit next to her at lunch since a few weeks ago. 
I feel like when I do have conversations the person wants to get out of them. Or they repeat what they are saying over and over in different ways. I don't know how to end a conversation. I don't know how to start them. I don't know how to have them. Every time I interact with a  co-worker I walk away feeling stupid for something I said. I don't know what to do. It makes work miserable. ",0.3755747126436759,2.3261818448275875,2.557011494252876,93.94747126436785,84.0,6.16551724137931,17.712643678160926,7.3871296695380915,0.07793333333333319,627,14,150,10,18,212,97,174,0.138,0.763,0.099,-0.765,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,2,6,9,2,1,7,0,12,1,0,7,2,29,35,8,1,1,2,0,5,5,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,4,1,1,12,0,0,3,8,3,0,1,1,9,29,6,25,34,2,24,0,1,0,0,18,9,1,3,15,92,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407123663004243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962691528578478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030457758253308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060587106871552,0.0,0.10113283391511514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184643506590152,0.12266180804827548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103984771299184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891762409966699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968140213061681,0.33549271454454904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061338552412615766,0.0,0.06672319001281245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871317968634272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867874231743668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351035093794509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630517864584644,0.0,0.09054891921767867,0.0,0.12486009525723844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795557399255072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813928963958056,0.10251232357619236,0.12266180804827548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521177337873616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116777398283124,0.28009224280230144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687985780857537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971174981583595,0.0,0.0,0.11967821851659602,0.0,0.09038305225010344,0.0,0.0,0.0830988954753567,0.0,0.0,0.09815469389684664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106515343743564,0.0,0.0,0.18872918553541415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845900234352151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970936000449748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924770437062533,0.09318953892231158,0.0941741124480492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564137285577371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,meiarias,2019/02/24,SA SUCKS Sometimes I avoid going to my boyfriends house because his bedrooms downstairs and I have to pass by the living room and say hi to his mom. I don’t know how I’m gonna keep living life like this . Afraid of regular situations. ,2.009787234042552,4.4459138085106416,2.8887659574468114,91.09400000000002,81.12765957446808,5.4621276595744686,24.293617021276606,6.742157984588678,0.8079565957446802,187,7,38,2,5,59,39,47,0.11800000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.4466,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,8,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198542917718694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966549874586784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444717006393873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653534680116636,0.0,0.0,0.16406816826005244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21086556391041053,0.14585013449620055,0.0,0.5272274109745128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496430125299609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23740866336864205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355681789976556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29526079941481626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,catguy22,2019/02/24,"keep shutting down mentally hey guys, thought id share my situation and see if anyone recognizes anything or maybe has some inspiration

Basically, whenever Im in a social situation with people i dont know (i.e. 99% of the people) I tense up so much i mentally shut down. Like, someone asks me something even simple and I can't keep my head straight and just ramble some stuff. Then I walk away and I think in my mind ""wtf did I just say why didn't I say x or y"" and so on.

The thing is like it's interfering so much that I feel like I'm like totally closed off from society. I have 1 good colleague I am om good grounds with and with him I feel comfortable to talk about my life and everything but for everyone else in my life I'm just so tense I have no idea what to say if someone talks to me. It's gotten to the point that at work (I do very low-entry work) everyone must assume that I'm some sort of weirdo cuz I never say anything and even when people say hi or how's it going I just shut down so people kind of figure I guess that I'm weird and avoid talking to me too much.

Thing is I have all these emotions and stuff I want to say and thoughts but I can never get them ""out there"" (besides to the 1 colleague I know well and sometimes some ppl in my friend group). Everytime i try talking or someone talks with my I completely freeze up and my mind goes blank. So it's gotten to the point where I feel like I lead this double life with inside my head I'm always thinking of stuff and have emotions and thoughts but I have no way to connect with anyone on the outside world (or that is how it feels like).

This has been going on for a while but it just seems to keep getting worse and I am so frustrated all the time. I'm in therapy but the same thing happens there where I keep checking out and am so tense I don't know how to connect with what he is saying most of the time and it's not improving even after I told him numorous times what is going on.

I don't know I just feel so alone and don't know anyone who seems to have the same. I read stuff online and people seem to have social anxiety and all that but for me I seem to completely shut down mentally all the time so much that basically I am living 2 different lives and no-one even knows who I am anymore. And I tried telling people around me of course, but then I shut down again and I don't know what to say, and I feel shitty again. It is this cycle and I'm just at a loss to deal with it.

Anyway bit of a rant but thought I'd give it a shot and post online to see if anyone recognizes anything. I've been to many therapists and tried like tens of techniques and meditating and whatnot but nothing has had any effect.",2.0699830383480844,3.6751884300884967,3.4738993362831856,91.12158646755164,77.08849557522123,6.761430678466077,22.92127581120944,7.569512494915309,0.7949417404129789,2113,63,473,29,48,693,222,565,0.096,0.84,0.064,-0.9737,2,2,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,5,36,19,1,1,16,0,35,5,2,6,8,125,84,65,0,5,25,0,7,7,1,1,3,8,0,1,34,42,0,5,28,1,1,5,12,4,1,1,12,17,57,15,63,71,18,56,0,1,2,0,32,36,0,20,20,313,91,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05764050814565669,0.0,0.0,0.0463083843050239,0.0,0.0,0.03784646333246733,0.0,0.04257497191325922,0.0,0.05519357251396181,0.1556576041440739,0.0,0.1373949004602575,0.049543643173767686,0.05202875026026439,0.0,0.05228853688222207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075948864609565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670381109674095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737657990644745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581463309568753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522578892984272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046491572791485004,0.12520597207782752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703512694271684,0.0,0.0,0.1063590999536914,0.05001800838027465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884127103735894,0.1192771657530738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299795474376143,0.0,0.058153582207037126,0.0533881551143541,0.09488793824374124,0.09335946209940786,0.0,0.0,0.061308887996125765,0.055105969481499165,0.049214433676757915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423362195630013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282631765996187,0.06011560798932785,0.0,0.0,0.1978704660764472,0.0,0.057954823874241786,0.21410094633047155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792968372451745,0.19032730205513124,0.0,0.09828657443174996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642417458003269,0.05591167946278832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825769200844698,0.0,0.11238885930222488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636476605288124,0.0,0.08584721696824088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340128100633757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314998466110925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522157884225143,0.0,0.05330091526102055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055668817879164084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540648119155143,0.0,0.0,0.08869767791577056,0.2026603613185064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251143097473522,0.0,0.11346399360845015,0.14146574357132471,0.04284498127533473,0.05504298891596368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548409477149377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366190948051165,0.04864383681578228,0.0,0.06364492161074141,0.0646183016013552,0.1109216499707952,0.07132136080410957,0.0,0.1767314664702767,0.1298086134741226,0.0,0.0,0.0531795499768457,0.0,0.11335574375419598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592017820817818,0.03282602792511869,0.04417536198196878,0.0,0.0,0.050039411454233663,0.0,0.050218859468647785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103319612320672,0.0,0.05671593320203301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dru_21,2019/02/24,"Today I managed to text an old friend So we used to be great friends since we were kids  until high-school, we played a lot of online video-games until his pc broke one day.
Then he got a Ps4 and I couldn't play with him anymore because I don't have one and he lives one hour away from me. I still see him sometimes  but we don't talk as much as we used to. 
He recently told me that he managed to fix his old laptop and if I was still playing LoL.
Today I asked him  if he wanted to play some games but he couldn't and we talked for some time. 
I know this may seem simple and stupid but I don't know why I struggle so hard to text friends. I guess I'm afraid to be ignored but today I got a small victory. 

",1.1532803970223355,2.467866045161294,2.458709677419357,98.67114143920601,78.87096774193549,5.285359801488834,19.66501240694789,5.369823440869387,-0.4968163771712151,547,12,136,2,13,176,88,155,0.102,0.764,0.134,0.6214,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,6,0,0,0,4,13,1,2,4,1,11,0,0,2,0,32,24,18,0,5,6,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,12,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,5,0,3,5,2,24,8,16,14,4,16,0,1,1,0,26,2,0,8,14,80,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570978151348662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792812656680505,0.0,0.1285668890911386,0.0,0.0,0.08341717546539211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825130637047769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171697053489277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888894800051392,0.15086799662928427,0.1507460998775602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258291041234905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445803276673385,0.0,0.0,0.13476109831085736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040877988873533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208333591603236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633756456772874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059408751780136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871838128068757,0.0,0.2781815827338559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511425743805758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849068311265886,0.10904478494898934,0.12457516384277165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319652264832075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533952703904265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185632493319845,0.0,0.0,0.14305621949937672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997567822457087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979325205251743,0.0,0.3891286050553915,0.13075770926981867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23637386342664934,0.0,0.0,0.08071253362964638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234779728132783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RingsIsCool,2019/02/24,I'm about to meet a new friend irl for the first time. I feel like I'm going to puke I don't know what to do. I've struggled with social anxiety and a host of other things for a while. I don't know what to say or do while I'm there and I don't want to be too awkward and ruin the time for everyone.,-0.18924882629108086,0.8290819295774696,2.486971830985919,98.30867370892021,81.8169014084507,5.860093896713615,17.467136150234744,6.42735559955562,-0.522241314553991,231,4,63,2,6,81,41,71,0.205,0.7120000000000001,0.083,-0.7523,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,14,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,2,4,2,11,13,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285757559190232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855094269975396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510786714329141,0.2134577123654866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541530939403285,0.0,0.0,0.2308466586554898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698108946562105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32841753500605225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459751216811935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885760513459722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376121122076156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045817406701057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123632211498893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985047306002157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34845709364293603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623579792582836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,diss_researcher,2019/02/24,"Survey on flirting behaviors and personality Hey I am a doctoral Student at a University in the South. I am studying flirtation behaviors, specifically trying to catalog specific flirting behaviors taken from several experimental studies. I was wondering if I could post to this community as it seems relevant to my topic. Thank you in advance for taking the time to take the survey there is an opportunity to win a gift card if the entire survey is completed. You can back out at any time.

Here is the link to the survey

https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/JMQP5PJ",8.383328267477204,10.832178457446814,9.481185410334348,51.00500000000002,62.29787234042553,13.031003039513678,38.96048632218845,12.28987398476788,6.265044376899698,461,24,61,18,7,158,65,94,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,3,3,5,0,0,10,0,8,1,0,1,0,9,14,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,5,15,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,3,48,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835334838380533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752765264582887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829730329040835,0.0,0.0,0.21548406371438714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27624238960687325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356562909887579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584786478904583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456964196490436,0.0,0.3048972656397909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058452362036859,0.0,0.0,0.2484771364305773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147483934470425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323662444141448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926826436655934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Overinterpretation,2019/02/24,"Today is the first day of this semester and im already feeling uncomfortable again, yay. When I entered my classroom and sat by my seat, I suddenly had the feeling of fear or unpleasantness or I didnt even know what, but I just DIDNT WANT TO MOVE ever again. Like I just sat there and talked to nobody and read my books quietly until the day was over. Is that weird...?",2.4307240704501005,4.639825849315071,3.833307240704503,86.15410958904111,78.17808219178082,6.911154598825831,24.127201565557733,7.957251820313856,1.3726297455968686,289,10,58,5,7,95,52,73,0.083,0.8079999999999999,0.109,0.2272,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,3,1,6,0,0,0,1,14,12,9,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,6,3,8,2,7,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,11,43,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075043303302442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594207251168469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404996225507814,0.2520607193946647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31356598604625513,0.28179415543000946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23702504058834276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30099679203017593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314230166918505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613746976260185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961677151158146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278731866118948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397350539955949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641337394779971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435879850550228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Abade89,2019/02/24,".... I have social anxiety along 12 years,  I'm 30..  My dream is to gain 1000$ and begin my own business,  I know it is nothing in the US but in africa it is a money..  I want to work by my self away of people.. What should I do now.. start a gofundme page..? Do you think people will support me..?",-0.930952380952384,0.8845476507936532,1.7803174603174623,98.32857142857144,88.36507936507938,4.234920634920635,16.936507936507937,5.288315135182226,-0.7846444444444445,214,5,53,1,7,74,49,63,0.022000000000000002,0.83,0.14800000000000002,0.7724,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,15,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,8,13,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238459767885656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749168839639506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081089532515122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807673469046154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057180933799952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052562200091914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982792159130608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071109822059523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320505498394094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749277988500104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35197400267147844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258905772051794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130236864918467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884313538986917
socialanxiety,etozhedennis,2019/02/24,"Should I go to the concert and overcome my anxiety? I was at a concert one time and it was awful. That time I couldn't refuse to my friend even though it was an unknown band to me. As a result, all the time I was just walking around, afraid of loud music and crowds.

This time I know and like the band and the same friend is asking me to go with him to the concert. I don't want to, but I am struggling to refuse to him because I already did a couple of times before and he knows I like the band. I know that there will be a crowd messing and jumping around and I'm afraid I will just stand by unknowing where to go. At the same time, if it would be a concert with sitting tickets and no one would mess and jump, it would be fine for me. I'd like to go to the classical and jazz concert.

What should I do? Go and try to enjoy it and possibly suffer for two hours and a month before the concert? Or refuse and feel guilty and weak for a long time? Need advice",2.076470588235296,3.2651418921568687,3.1491666666666696,95.19375,76.15686274509805,5.8843137254901965,22.553921568627448,5.985473137389443,0.11866274509803887,742,20,174,4,16,238,98,204,0.128,0.755,0.11699999999999999,-0.6611,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,3,17,1,20,1,0,1,1,45,33,21,0,9,5,0,1,3,2,7,1,7,0,0,9,20,0,3,4,11,0,8,3,7,0,3,5,8,19,7,25,17,3,25,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,3,13,122,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788639665771068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444202724784197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011655966865132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23300727564140264,0.12234745546114817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977822730498016,0.0,0.2227245049852646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480714428829744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643958174499553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617270831002901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022224376567635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371887265534373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888234914370486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157711364059524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181203519822929,0.0,0.0,0.11581741415497615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044606126550241,0.0,0.0,0.09703977259022403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736422118174772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753827721165602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681560821185215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858086731532353,0.0,0.5341867445036214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885335345589845,0.0,0.12784272053868678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719157138014365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789026900689999,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,soldierchrome,2019/02/24,"A very tough day😞 So after finishing high school (last years 13 November) I’ve become a very social anxious person. I even skipped my school farewell/graduation because of that. 90% of my holidays  I had stayed home and did drugs to use as an escape from reality. Today I had to go to my Universty for something and it was a really tough day for me. 

I kept my head down while walking and my hand on my face while travelling in the train because I was so fucking nervous. It was a straight up sickening experience, although smoking some weed before going to university made me feel better and helped me relax a little. 

Now im starting my university on teusday and I’m so fucking anxious about it. I can’t stop thinking about it. I have no idea how I’m going to be able to do that, I’ll probably need to stay high all the time to get through my days. 

I know this sounds simple “just go to your uni, it’s simple and everyone does it” but for me this is a very hard, scary thing to do. Hopefully everything goes fine ",1.4982158920539703,3.960839635467984,3.4304990361961885,86.18785178839155,83.67980295566501,6.683144142214607,25.082244591989717,7.893859768569023,1.6730370100663952,798,33,159,16,23,268,128,203,0.102,0.82,0.079,-0.5445,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,9,10,2,2,9,0,12,6,3,3,1,21,30,15,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,11,6,0,2,4,3,0,6,2,6,0,0,8,4,21,4,26,21,2,30,0,0,0,2,4,9,2,2,13,99,32,2,0.12289872466646518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27768115428384915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983584370391212,0.13573198573169776,0.10457776277237503,0.0,0.0,0.10869393470856352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377785307561565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754950215551423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252350285036902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117344855672276,0.0,0.0,0.1174349981279484,0.11045344917470593,0.12021853514013672,0.0,0.0,0.06214128788486584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22723578118096266,0.06420951118042884,0.0,0.2793847097206941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009311753150627,0.0,0.12612954779071794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237642454999967,0.2596985004366559,0.12327744138997505,0.12206616401849285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873770086425868,0.13275171216681916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675419249973724,0.10017886367744364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317680876923495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628974484625546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112784709609813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731042595396266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325056115895996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873207002303782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24876014122445844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527977279611635,0.0,0.09461344253668234,0.0,0.0,0.08698834987518843,0.2619873765976231,0.0,0.1027488368617726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164845172214268,0.07874854033326789,0.0,0.0,0.07166323467837922,0.0,0.11649362081311936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614503865207928,0.0,0.3042129565365111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914274929223797
socialanxiety,scottydwrx,2019/02/24,"A Small Victory Its taken months of contemplation, stalling, learning skills, anxiety in overdrive and countless excuses...but today, I actually did a thing.  I joined a local motorcycle club for a group ride.  The agenda was meeting up at a local carpark, heading out for a ride around the countryside with stops for coffee and lunch.

I started off weak, I went to the carpark having been told that we're riding out at 9am sharp.  I even rode there on a slightly longer route to make sure I turned up with just a few minutes remaining - less time for awkward conversation.  That didnt go as planned, I stood around with really awkward conversation happening until 9:25.  Then we had a quick briefing where I was named as a new rider.  The only new rider.  And people clapped, like Id done something special.  Id rather have crawled into a hole at this point.

From there it got better.  Motorcycling is great, you cant have a conversation with anyone, even if theyre on your bike.  It gave me some time to calm down a little and prepare for the coffee stop, and then the lunch stop.  The idea of doing lunch at a busy cafe somewhere is alarming for me, but fortunately, we ended up at a small bowling club where we were basically the only people there.  I sat at the end of a long table so that I wasnt crowded and could manage conversation and it all went well enough.  I met some cool people, talked motorbike bullshit and enjoyed my meal well enough.

And then the best bit - A guy I was sitting near told me that he and a bunch of mates meet up every sunday for a social ride and morning tea.  The club we were riding with only meets twice a month, so every weekend would be ideal for me to try and get on top of my anxiety problem.  He said Im more than welcome to join in.  Its made my day!  Its been a long time since anyone has invited me to do something like this and even longer since I felt like I was in a position to accept it.  Now, every week, Ive got something social to actually look forward to.

Ill still be anxious, but its a big step in the right direction!

Anyone else have a win this week?",5.667439024390244,5.986203060975613,6.146000000000001,80.20900000000003,67.17073170731706,8.803902439024391,30.30243902439024,8.608573733854374,2.195543414634145,1645,57,321,23,25,533,217,410,0.071,0.7859999999999999,0.14300000000000002,0.988,0,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,4,2,0,7,19,22,0,3,36,1,28,8,1,2,2,50,49,24,0,6,5,0,2,3,1,1,2,1,0,1,16,27,5,3,4,5,0,12,3,5,2,1,27,5,29,17,57,18,11,77,0,0,1,0,29,37,0,3,32,212,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.17904405930879452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035703079015202,0.1036366412315972,0.0,0.192433824578464,0.09399534589815764,0.0,0.16333066912091562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627226894848577,0.08113387705041847,0.1001529893674227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324448960023769,0.0,0.0,0.05916274332241778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387874989113827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663445001292919,0.0,0.1625034168596169,0.18957758366302,0.0,0.18177417017660147,0.0,0.2318770100130597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808185794871141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047928769894553684,0.0,0.0521362225707976,0.0,0.14674083794640105,0.1011403108603912,0.0,0.09083400302640224,0.08112268161869718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414857646211187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355984990661728,0.09909164777274984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344541193751662,0.09194452372105218,0.0,0.16236862731186935,0.07703593317351032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868037198752478,0.06123512624735587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644711599464086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772002352621169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931025212585053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079655040588145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672106943158593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777987147926056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876903901125236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834285376774099,0.08726284667706194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517715054850038,0.0,0.0,0.187028534944437,0.0,0.2118707571311216,0.0,0.0,0.06493188513706714,0.0,0.07326124650018484,0.23008859287416444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646098939265237,0.0,0.0,0.07373468520307756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060945953066684225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047765922782867,0.0,0.08695590175801267,0.17531717340210373,0.0,0.06228336704783316,0.09978345830219768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717169506002334,0.0,0.16496506981876954,0.17008214281658368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516729697702597,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IsacVladutMarco22,2019/02/24,"Nobody Understands you? Life tips & More I\`ve seen some posts where people complain that other people or just people in general dont understand them or dont want to understand them.Being in a shitty mood myself, why not cope trough it and actually be an useful son of a \*bee\*

What these people forget to understand are the following things:

\- Most people are dumb and ignorant, we need at least a thousand more years for humanity to be more decent, as long as we dont blow ourselves to pieces with nukes in the future

\- Most people are self centered, think about it, if you worked a 12 hour shift, you were horny, hungry, sad, tired and thirsty would you really care about any \*idiot\* complaining about the deeper stuff of life? Now take what i said and apply the effect to dumb people, because frankly they can be fully rested, fed, happy and still wont give a damn about you.

\- Being sad wont change much in your life, unless you have a special kind of depression who open your eyes a little.

\- When you tell people your struggles, around 80% dont care, 20% are glad you have them, thats facts, google the stats. (I said around 80% because maybe your mom cares)

\- Being lonely and doing things alone is so much better, gives you the true power.

What I recommend to these types of people:

\- Keep it to yourself and only tell to someone you fully trust. Noone around? Use a mirror

\- Feeling lonely? the mirror is your friend.God is your friend too.Legend says if you watch horror movies at 3AM you wont feel lonely the whole night!

\- Just because you understand the bigger meaning of life genius that doesnt mean you should get mad when people dont understand you, remember, you know something they dont. Be proud actually.

\- Find at least 3 hobbies. 1 to make you happy, 1 to make you fit and healthy, 1 to make you some cash. The busier the mind is, the more happy youll be, ignorance is bliss, be careful which one tough. Think about Enstein, he was a genius, i bet almost nobody understood him, did he give a damn, no, he was too busy changing the world and science.

​

You people forget the most important thing in the world:

People will never fully understand you, but as long as you understand yourself, its all good. Remember people, when even yourself doesnt understand you, then thats the problem, it means youre either gonna commit suicide or end up in one of those special rooms with matresses where crazy people live in.Never let yourself down, forget the haters, youre your number one supporter. How the hell you gonna drive a car if the driver is suicidal or crazy, you are the driver. 

Maybe my grammar sucks, who gives a damn. Take care of yourself people, nobody will do it for you better than you.

Thats my 2 nickels, I would say cents but you deserve a 10/10. Keep it up",4.577474162877223,6.297790015065916,4.6831978319783225,84.55391897478297,70.6949152542373,7.214386109962795,24.250654540443712,7.765008861874849,1.2334947498966522,2202,60,407,27,41,685,259,531,0.14300000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.113,-0.9591,1,7,1,0,0,2,110.0,2,38,4,6,21,44,10,1,34,0,46,7,1,7,5,86,94,29,2,9,14,2,2,0,1,11,5,4,1,2,26,17,1,4,22,0,4,3,14,23,0,4,9,9,53,20,48,65,18,44,1,6,3,0,67,25,7,14,15,263,79,2,0.0,0.0,0.09404654495545298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825202390054716,0.04990689340765578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442054816820016,0.05855212014238559,0.03276861138380724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868914926905287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881225032463902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523444837979695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564778305129004,0.0,0.10195028785025834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04150313789017001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388467520785243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04267911752588373,0.0,0.0,0.031826863795892134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487292911851815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04404177484491048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445785657272369,0.0,0.02517556421558577,0.18490031071832128,0.0,0.04041672144715741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388692858251804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047454197360560384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856611138302788,0.0,0.05017903746168124,0.026482152546489297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927416999706258,0.13614277746859255,0.0,0.04829573690923857,0.04254974280564687,0.0852874340918769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649499808662876,0.0,0.0968200426041058,0.15746834252082506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865483495765127,0.0564356858056479,0.0,0.0,0.07084554433303593,0.03572983074032767,0.037164557048589536,0.0,0.0,0.04521995782156343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795767394737752,0.03664816007148413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010989033750837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046149542778843235,0.0,0.0,0.046108168353244335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0308696367290698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917228529482194,0.0,0.09167318105540737,0.07664000282152593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026924181786936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082843826548778,0.0370964792357102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03848196437832733,0.0,0.0,0.050375205893020886,0.055162247968808566,0.10541686718776104,0.05468170111367805,0.0,0.0,0.07246080959735299,0.0,0.08423460711935367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960393157483104,0.06175218897003884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055383528156049834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514765280726574,0.0,0.08323568230389411,0.0,0.0,0.028421766728978344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043481005757661804,0.05379873461503723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03508049470333543,0.0,0.0,0.06846090452188701,0.0,0.05855212014238559,0.031030657769779882
socialanxiety,InTheKappaWeTrus,2019/02/24,"Tips to being more social without being awkward? So I'm in high school right now and for the most part I'm probably known as just another person in class as I never really talk unless asked something or talking with my friends. Now I somewhat understand how to speak to people. But the thing is, subconsciously my body does not want to; _ I don't know how to start or maintain a convo with someone who I can't relate to ( can't talk to people ""without purpose"")_ _even if I did I would be to awkward to talk since I never really spoke and I'm unsure of how people would react, _I don't know how to start talking since  people always seem to be in their groups like HOW DO I GET TO KNOW PEOPLE AT THIS POINT_. I know this is becoming a rant but just wanted to explain my situation so u guys could relate and gimme tips from there. Thanks for reading/answering!",3.7390283400809694,5.159808777777776,4.928304093567252,83.15753036437248,72.33333333333334,7.3668016194331996,25.43454790823213,7.882392219407189,1.4495862348178132,675,21,130,9,13,223,96,171,0.027000000000000003,0.907,0.066,0.7248,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,2,4,0,15,1,1,6,2,39,33,18,0,6,11,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,2,4,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,2,14,3,28,24,4,13,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,6,7,93,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832704574176608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391172402889893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047315477540713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050966580143053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126041649114814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434926312305963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341150987926996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805028111817773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912979782461023,0.0,0.061739035204242176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700704447302215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485326991427592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597729344774126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577319748154163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228023621035253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796677576081986,0.0,0.4096215755266455,0.10318163219054856,0.0,0.0,0.11170900422367436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740742715984793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140567039036373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091667734032504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195945182740334,0.0,0.10757768229481167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550316732005796,0.13282821936137768,0.0,0.12045960420574615,0.10012519941247833,0.09097316818302187,0.0,0.0,0.1672829054939186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749035219912681,0.0,0.10879521353479876,0.0,0.0,0.07850700842559455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230193118210266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939965290317724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278236490390616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788939299220784,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tempsocanx321,2019/02/24,"I feel like I can't even text my friends. I got pulled out of school when I was 16, because I was missing too much. The school tried to set me up with a small group of a few people in a different location, to work, but it was with people I didn't even know, and most of them were girls, so I only ever ended up going once a week, after everyone left, for a bit, then it stopped. It's been over a year since I left school, but I'm just stuck in my house, never going out, I rely on my mum to do everything. I can't even talk to my friends. I barely managed to text \*one\* of them about how I've had anxiety, but that was over a month ago. Another friend tried to get in contact, but I've been avoiding the message. His dad passed away last year, and I really should have been there, but I felt like it would just make a bunch of awkward moments since I'm terrible dealing with that stuff. One of my biggest fears is seeing people I haven't seen in a long time. I don't know why, it just is. So even if I want to get help, I scared I'll run into anyone. What would I say to them? How do you explain why you've been out of school for over a year? Especially since I can barely even tell \*one\* of my close friends! I feel like such a pussy. Like I'm over reacting. But it's horrible. I started going to a psychologists a while ago, probably back in late 2016 or early 2017, but that ended up stopping because I wasn't really tackling any issues. I've always been introverted, but it's gone too far. I just don't know what to do. Am I just being a pussy?",2.014881118881121,3.213717872727276,3.6630303030303035,91.40685314685317,76.33333333333333,6.895104895104895,22.389277389277392,7.468242284971852,0.6296689976689973,1198,32,278,15,26,400,160,330,0.099,0.799,0.102,0.4815,1,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,3,1,22,14,0,4,16,0,30,0,0,4,2,46,54,19,0,5,15,2,3,4,4,3,0,1,0,1,13,10,0,3,7,0,0,7,8,6,0,3,18,6,36,8,43,32,5,57,0,1,2,0,21,24,0,3,29,181,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895875449430366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460542612929646,0.0,0.0,0.06097279287066808,0.09401774358064577,0.06859068761954062,0.0,0.0,0.06269330090930271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423979014427416,0.06894404397006562,0.0,0.10931345395860656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978869725184591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243691521532416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367702769155263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882668705910005,0.0,0.0,0.2961023815169719,0.08110382461931974,0.0,0.08567526263179015,0.0805818403157779,0.0,0.0,0.1008939465060411,0.09067094553896038,0.1281081732397704,0.08608895713306465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770885475266741,0.0,0.09368870986566454,0.0,0.15286983498659185,0.0,0.07171037261154024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009811317320934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103457160164246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358315503667623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782659995025915,0.07308596749299605,0.1011419085914781,0.0,0.19483463904628345,0.0,0.0,0.1752160272851734,0.0,0.0,0.07934747359975823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984964760411871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156683444657072,0.0,0.06591140908953053,0.0,0.06915236085266477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548641191468714,0.18227055439515366,0.06819149725196773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647967279019945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667010051599896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487871391489247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713023045577311,0.08976665326992944,0.3629682934640333,0.07144848775113982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250638668397305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346276527669256,0.0,0.0,0.1499218073585219,0.0,0.0,0.10264079488411378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720663971162364,0.0783679722078251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228225443853052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174834275194307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288458749401841,0.0,0.07192092697794962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618108455569357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527453093126839,0.0,0.0,0.12738570158680346,0.0,0.0,0.173216909927315
socialanxiety,DartmouthStudent2,2019/02/24,"How do disprove a specific social anxiety fear? I am a college student with social anxiety. I would go to a medical professional for help, but I already have - multiple.  My social anxiety used to be worse; I used to have more than a dozen fears. I did intensive CBT for 12 weeks and with the help of my therapist, I proved to myself that my fears were irrational.  That is, I proved that all but one of my fears are irrational. I am no longer particularly nervous from my other fears. Due to this nervousness from my one remaining fear, I still generally dislike talking to anyone except my one close friend and my family. I wish I had more friends to talk to. I would really appreciate if anyone could please free of me of this last fear.  My one remaining fear is:

​

\> If I am visibly very nervous during much of a conversation with a friend or acquaintance to the point that it makes my friend or acquaintance very uncomfortable (e.g. because I am consistently maintaining a nervous facial expression) the friend or acquaintance may not want to spend time with me in the future. 

​

Let me illustrate my fear of making others uncomfortable because of my anxiety with an example. Let's say I am getting a meal with my friend Sam - Sam is not a close friend (I only have 2 meals with him per college semester). During my meal with Sam the following thoughts will race through my head several times a minute, putting me in a state of constant tenseness: 

\> What if I am really nervous around Sam during our conversation?  Sam will become very uncomfortable if he sees my face contract into a very nervous expression for the remainder of our meal. He might not want to get a meal with me again. Wow I am really getting nervous now.  Let me try to hide my nervousness. I'm not doing a good job. Sam just made a joke - but I am so nervous I can't engage my facial muscles to laugh at it, now he is really getting uncomfortable. . . 

​

I can't seem to prove that this fear is irrational. I've tried:

​

\- To disprove my fear through logic. With my CBT therapist I have tried to prove to myself that this fear is irrational.  I've asked myself:

 \- Is it really probably true that Sam wouldn't get a meal with you anymore if you were very nervous around him during an entire meal?  While I agree that it isn't likely that Sam would no longer get meals with me if I made him uncomfortable, I can't help but think that this scenario is not that farfetched.  If someone made me very uncomfortable for a whole meal (e.g. had a very nervous facial expression consistently) I may not want to get a meal with them again.  

 \- Other people aren't afraid of making others uncomfortable if they are nervous, so why should you be? This doesn't quell my fear because I think other people may not get very nervous around people in general or even if other people do get very nervous around others, they are able to control their facial muscles and contain their nervousness so that it does not make others uncomfortable.  I do not seem to have much voluntary control over my facial muscles once I become nervous.   

​

\- To disprove my fear via exposure: I've tried to set up exposures of increasing anxiety level where I try to make myself visibly nervous in front of friends in order to see how they react (whether they will no longer get meals with me).  But I cannot seem to make myself nervous - whenever I try to make myself nervous I feel relatively non-nervous.  

​

I feel that all I need to do to overcome my social anxiety is to disprove this one fear. How can I disprove this fear?   

​

 \- Are there other evidence based methods I can use to disprove this fear?

 \- Are there any books, websites or tools that could help me disprove the fear?

 \- Are there any other techniques that might help me disprove this fear? 

​

​

Thank you! I apologize if this question is in the wrong forum - if so could you please point me to other forums on the web where I could post this? ",6.341802538709853,7.422503671581772,6.449963889040871,75.93603025660668,65.90348525469169,9.735908518903539,33.05290802648137,9.858887515219184,3.2919958198829127,3193,133,560,68,49,1018,244,746,0.251,0.645,0.10300000000000001,-0.9991,1,0,1,0,0,0,130.0,2,5,7,2,23,57,0,39,30,0,70,19,7,19,7,115,113,33,0,25,33,0,2,1,8,13,1,1,0,0,44,24,11,3,14,2,2,5,20,40,0,6,9,5,98,18,82,82,8,44,0,0,2,0,48,22,0,25,14,394,142,6,0.02926524518038925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03229492578298123,0.0,0.0,0.2853799283345532,0.3200442852139485,0.03980274054136623,0.0,0.1343269947629953,0.0,0.029023259412983105,0.04092587976194231,0.0,0.0,0.1042090912113212,0.027359053725956647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351946549534027,0.0646423280963975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031625333371179475,0.06564692188822728,0.09346366776746902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02561021327236572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01932941843454633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027588668615948983,0.6256992039577397,0.02959477457087037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088204664631413,0.0,0.15289882728302534,0.0,0.016632113253855052,0.024546299177157418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030034584578518327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098079384797611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029041240140125657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023855080802259586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977708793391591,0.0,0.01429752055050543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307444778112989,0.1367434488438405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029481655659296564,0.0,0.062091600776091785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04302664501970821,0.02169980848268341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031166531002835705,0.09915443762365016,0.0222575377021402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115534468027563,0.0,0.0,0.06424890203975568,0.05533023211733227,0.0,0.02802801522185772,0.0,0.0315528840634518,0.0,0.0,0.02941965452124813,0.03278377226803365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374032720994094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02327289758837768,0.0,0.0,0.0466412228494076,0.07992594025945705,0.0,0.03306139703298222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932892800871266,0.024796347272033642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023371262604517176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704459105642394,0.0,0.026943505852410968,0.0,0.06795841054601429,0.0,0.037503974865569965,0.0,0.02323333571362068,0.034129599619105035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192150827380286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582732666914191,0.0,0.21732202960413752,0.051784199531252316,0.0,0.023474814431331373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02640733185760015,0.03267360112174751,0.0336535876735574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02982378503865883,0.0623675715457335,0.03199695146960131,0.3200442852139485,0.0
socialanxiety,Pld46,2019/02/24,"Please help me with meeting people in college So I'm in my second semester and a big university and I still haven't met anyone. I just don't know what to do.

First off, I want to tell you a little about me. Throughout elementary, middle, and high school I've always been labeled the 'quiet kid.' I have terrible social anxiety, however, I can talk to people if they initiate. I never talked to anyone unless I already knew them or if they approached me first. I played Lacrosse in high school and was a top player so I gained some respect and friendships through that. Other than that, I either played video games or worked out by myself.

Now I'm in college and everything has changed. I'm extremely lonely and it's killing me. I literally have 0 friends. All my lacrosse buddies went to different schools, and don't really contact me anymore. 

97% of students at my school live in the dorms, I don't. I feel that this puts me at a massive disadvantage for meeting new people. Everyone that I ask for help just says, 'hang out in the dorms.' My school is very strict about strangers in dorm halls. If you don't live in it, you can't enter without a paper signed by someone in that dorm. 

So right now, here is an average day for me. Wake up at 7 a.m. Leave at 8 and drive to school. Finally get to class at 9. Class ends at 9:50. next class starts at 10 and ends at 10:50. At 10:50, I just go home because I don't know what else to do. I kind of just chill the rest of the day inside which I don't exactly like. I hate myself for doing this. But I've always done this, except when I had lacrosse practice/games. It all I know how to do. I want to change, I need help.

I also want to get into dating. I think I look pretty good. I'm tall, fit, and I take very good care of myself. I still never meet anyone though.  Lmao, get this, I'm in nursing. So my classes are like 3% men. I guess I just sit there in my classes and hope someone will approach or talk to me at some point, which hasn't happened and probably isn't going to happen. People don't talk a lot in class. I also probably look unapproachable because I never smile and look sad all the time. I have had severe depression for years. I getting help for it though. I'm working on smiling more and looking like I'm a nice person.

I recently tried dating apps. But when I started to make a profile, I realized that there are no pictures of me because I never go out and do anything. So I gave up on that.

So how can I change? How can I stop isolating my self? How can I socialize more instead of going home for the rest of the day after 2 hrs of classes. I've been a ghost my entire life. I guess you could off the grid. I don't have any social media either. I've just been that guy who is just kinda, there. No one know his name or who he is, he's just, there. And he never talks or interacts with anyone unless forced to. please help.",1.3706852791878177,3.5109878663282608,2.946593062605757,91.48090482233505,81.5042301184433,5.699729272419628,21.86353637901861,6.88968998030894,0.5421061252115056,2243,71,477,26,60,736,259,591,0.078,0.7979999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.9751,2,2,0,0,0,0,84.0,0,4,3,6,36,19,2,0,19,0,41,2,1,5,9,84,86,45,2,9,24,0,1,3,1,1,1,2,6,5,23,23,0,1,8,4,0,11,20,6,0,4,11,7,72,13,75,73,12,85,0,3,4,0,44,43,0,15,33,314,95,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956427059747379,0.1008233230603458,0.10490573899664783,0.0,0.0,0.04286816808539884,0.0,0.04822408467009977,0.0,0.06251699988390738,0.1763112256910484,0.0,0.051875104200768865,0.0,0.058932249278808566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528258665056228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427169177423228,0.0,0.20005831303303254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033090894293744,0.0,0.0,0.12196335846807482,0.0,0.054294747809376966,0.0,0.0,0.06586154872944791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451001076308059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266036457547126,0.0,0.1116663481651327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023574427779084,0.05665470962786301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03187403061945069,0.0,0.0,0.06905531580937138,0.0,0.10724059751715943,0.0,0.0,0.048703191500133504,0.0,0.13173952424139518,0.0,0.14330434877279932,0.1057469776893662,0.0,0.0,0.1388874671146436,0.06241777313483415,0.11148902324371723,0.0,0.0,0.062237215816193237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112660332444627,0.13320673318004034,0.12646499856365456,0.06261120073232178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974247789340574,0.06564463129291599,0.13857668282972296,0.0,0.0,0.06674839915803668,0.0,0.0,0.044525776510479904,0.0923919065612872,0.06318088195389666,0.11132785000980007,0.0,0.2117449959199432,0.0,0.0,0.053592861394828634,0.0,0.0,0.04207851785282896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046742059707665866,0.24309490257582386,0.060882729569978165,0.06704188841657736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271634606713872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481112654375622,0.05504256379398157,0.0,0.1383941253532605,0.05959151702493594,0.0,0.0,0.0641325575417096,0.13593177949195814,0.0,0.0,0.06337084722699042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0403839137562873,0.0,0.062242661673800076,0.0,0.0,0.053834316558623946,0.0,0.05013054237388463,0.0,0.38278841466777797,0.0,0.0,0.06576263737678133,0.07121527341440395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277865570631755,0.10682420037451752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923758814250496,0.0,0.10068484733177613,0.052702795254468734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473969148256063,0.2533387663117944,0.055098204411316166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04039236184596252,0.1238695107560832,0.0,0.0367581074383211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279883022809498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402630759164876,0.11154477000730452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843708441169461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076661838830107,0.0,0.0917851858809406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04059456281179952
socialanxiety,throwthisaawayeet,2019/02/24,"I fantasize about things like asking my crush out, or being popular Instead of actually making them happy I daydream about them, all the time, I don’t even pursue them at all, I’ll just think “you know how great it’d be if I asked ***** out?” anyone else do this? 

Also I need crush advice so if someone would want to pm me about them from another point of view that’d be amazing and I’d give you a full rundown of the situation with that. ",1.5077028714107357,3.669576000000003,3.3812734082397,88.43373283395756,81.13483146067415,6.202746566791513,21.124843945068665,7.3871296695380915,0.7141525593008748,340,10,71,5,9,114,65,89,0.034,0.765,0.2,0.9465,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,4,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,2,17,16,7,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,13,5,12,10,3,6,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,3,2,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.2207642305309555,0.0,0.0,0.22106571737578926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809130864981106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372179954987715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818268559220774,0.2317955735678353,0.0,0.0,0.4229820953203065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898304087363013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494203343555421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170168762712107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24941528905180674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408220978479933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432805548568138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052274067871597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100780868856692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774393135071505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138569717174107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542878342587541,0.0,0.0,0.19168080574848195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502946982400257,0.14495667531465584,0.0,0.0,0.13191437196561334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343413020064188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070466932502955,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JimmyEatFlatWorld,2019/02/24,"I got a compliment Tonight I was out with a friend and we were on a party bus. I only knew two of the 30 people on the bus. As we. Somehow, I ended up becoming DJ which freaked me out but I went with it. When we reached our destination, a guy on the bus I’ve never met before congratulated me on my DJing. I felt on top of the world. ",-1.3917808219178092,0.6048035890410972,1.9665890410958904,93.96522602739726,95.30136986301369,5.111780821917809,18.25890410958904,6.742157984588678,0.04994356164383529,254,8,62,4,10,91,49,73,0.024,0.831,0.145,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,8,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,1,13,2,13,0,0,15,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,4,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614808309931155,0.278511040611195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28989361597971597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142625403996548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25287375338624685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617743857098367,0.0,0.0,0.32408177132649485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25243651822383784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489289436615641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22691092894126166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197278102304146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034134810671216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,box_shelf,2019/02/24,People who comment on my shirt Whenever someone comments on my shirt I always freeze up and I mumble or say “mhm” because I have no idea what I should say. It also doesn’t help if they’re girls :( ,-0.08091666666666697,2.2515340749999986,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,95.75,3.6666666666666674,19.166666666666668,5.46131890053228,-0.1895833333333332,153,5,31,1,6,50,33,40,0.128,0.775,0.098,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,3,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,0,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989602194040372,0.3110653546740273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22788978021080006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505774962945109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220205709841394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591740242211028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945861529666003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167539554564356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FlammingOstrich,2019/02/24,"I think i fucked up by texting her after so long and I'm freaking out I know this girl (15f) in my (16m) grade. We met on the last day of 8th grade and texted each other for like 2 hours that night. Then my social anxiety kicked and I didn't text her ever again and we didn't see either until last year (9th grade) where we would sit with each other for almost every lunch. Then this year (10th grade) we see each other like once a month. 

She is one of the only girls who I feel comfortable around, even though we aren't that close as we rarely see each other and I really want our friendship to work out. I've been wanting to reconnect with her for like four months, and finally today I texted her (keep in mind this would be a random text after 1.5 years of not texting each other).

This is what I sent: ""Hey, I know it's been a while since we last talked and I just wanted to catch up.""

It's been like three hours and she hasn't replied. It says she hasn't read it either, and I might be over analyzing this but I think that she saw the text on her lock screen and was like: ""who the fuck is this guy?"" or ""Ew, he actually thought we were friends?"" And then she never opened the text.

That's all that I can think about.  My mind is racing with all these fucking questions. Did I do something wrong? Did I fuck up? Should I wait longer to see if she'll reply? Did the text make me sound weird or creepy? Jesus Christ I'm freaking out right now! Why does this have to be stressful? ",1.5795779220779202,3.3679802694805225,2.3389610389610382,97.88558441558443,79.09740259740259,5.3090909090909095,17.16883116883117,5.985473137389443,-0.6518714285714284,1145,19,269,7,28,356,165,308,0.102,0.846,0.052000000000000005,-0.9651,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,9,0,0,1,10,16,4,1,9,0,28,5,0,1,4,67,54,23,0,7,8,0,1,5,1,5,0,2,0,3,25,33,1,2,8,1,0,2,7,9,0,3,14,9,40,7,32,32,9,45,2,0,6,4,34,16,4,7,31,174,65,6,0.0,0.0,0.1030295507340291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572178588454906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076739256526308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398739911048096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808950699881698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239260445149627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973371493268822,0.09550195032170343,0.08895458194079657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338374717300908,0.0,0.0,0.11565627090381797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156981752960929,0.3904231117224749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453948105637006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079474429100333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384317177723632,0.0,0.0,0.11604655038107775,0.2581821191352449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579020226835391,0.0,0.0,0.093433799422471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047458118144592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200228301995192,0.21320871656049026,0.0,0.16854377213599026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142877801112372,0.0,0.0,0.09907842846910003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243783643838036,0.07154283830082465,0.08029733509470863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182722717446768,0.0,0.10560723977577803,0.0,0.06763639865824407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901636061880286,0.0,0.0839603949586529,0.0,0.0,0.3365301185140297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733576575907702,0.0,0.0,0.10762415689277496,0.0,0.08127961726355484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209400082697175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486013464301513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295164344760136,0.10373050593437996,0.08381766968702359,0.0,0.0,0.10007623292710227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681910272457453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952683267800553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686252824118386,0.0,0.0,0.15000011407279892,0.11543370019391926,0.0,0.2039676033085228
socialanxiety,stonecoldjew,2019/02/24,"Interview Questions A time you worked well on a team
A time you had and resolved a group conflict 
A time you went out of your way to do your job

If you heard about most of the social situations in my life you probably wouldn't want to hire me. Why can't I just say I hope to be a better human being in the future or that I hope to not be as fucked up in the head? ",8.525925925925925,3.646553938271609,8.925185185185189,79.16333333333334,65.17283950617283,12.281481481481485,34.407407407407405,8.841846274778883,2.4908814814814817,283,6,70,3,3,96,56,81,0.10300000000000001,0.77,0.127,0.4371,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,7,0,4,3,6,1,0,9,0,7,3,1,0,0,14,13,4,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,3,2,12,5,14,6,1,12,0,0,0,1,15,6,1,6,4,50,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522972825479706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407385163061303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265465631187815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384962987002495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905390851179987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591769498297509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23799887833883984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472832914993572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755441280926963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481249949431205,0.0,0.2250202466622229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861520112313345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130200262933476,0.1752159523642097,0.0,0.0,0.19847495844576984,0.20463147904568155,0.19918671616171726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607039308205197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OmegaElixir,2019/02/24,"Is friendship based on experience, are friends really disposable? Now there is this event where we get to pick out which hostel we stay in, and it happens every year, this is a nightmare as all the people look to get the best rooms, I got the best rooms and I has shitty roommates and good ones. I asked my friend if he wants to stay with me and I was discussing it for the past 5 days, but when someone else who was his roommate for 2 years asked him once then he just said ok and completely ignored what I asked, now I hated that and I feel betrayed so I just stopped talking and meeting him in general. Is it ok to feel this way or am I just being a dick?",4.940388888888889,4.83286395555556,5.238657407407409,87.56020833333336,68.7037037037037,8.231481481481481,29.467592592592588,7.645422480735847,1.5593148148148148,514,17,113,5,8,163,90,135,0.162,0.713,0.124,-0.8938,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,2,9,9,1,0,6,2,10,1,1,1,1,25,23,14,0,2,6,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,10,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,4,16,7,12,18,3,20,0,0,1,1,17,7,1,2,10,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549506628715777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34047172400344783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008056748274175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461600955169903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551079453585702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667411917297995,0.0,0.0,0.15867854066365716,0.0,0.0,0.1640427387513332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506556204014289,0.0,0.1695025067301055,0.0,0.0,0.13605922672558066,0.1297390895192658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434472230070727,0.0,0.0,0.1601548837145793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622072723680206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275492640906248,0.10992187467541467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485368897887936,0.1124602670463028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391983199696722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430472437231946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744523404943512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458017063870499,0.0,0.13561998130412184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038321244602905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567929967737662,0.1287596448486266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892378944998888
socialanxiety,anxiousandsad03,2019/02/24,"I want to talk to girls but I cant and it eats away at me / rant so this is gonna be super messy
I was at a party last night, got drunk and my friends were all talking to girls and some of them had sex and did stuff. im 16 btw. ive had really bad adhd since i was a kid and i have never been the chill cool guy in a situation. i have sometimes been the centre of attention but i cant talk to girls or flirt. im an attractive guy but i have such a weird and awkward personality that being a sexual partner sounds like a joke to others. i say stuff to bring my self worth down but to make others happy. girls flirt with me once in a blue moon but i dont know how to respone and brush it off. i can talk to girls on snapchat but i know its pointless because ill never reach a tenth of the intimacy in real life. I tell them theyre beautiful and great and i get nothing back. i get so sad about this sometimes because i see all my friends making moves and stuff and im here alone and sad texting girls for months and whenever i do have a chance i dont ever get anywhere. im so annoying at school, dont fit in and my friends treat me like a black sheep so i just walk to mcdonalds sit alone in a corner and help others with their problems online or listen to music. i hate myself. my friends like me because im outgoing and ""nick is crazy and funny"". i make people cry tears of laughter yet i feel so empty and unsatisfied with anything when im alone. im not saying im depressed or anything because i do have good moments but everyday or other day i have this incredible weight pulling me down. where to start?",0.92449948400413,2.885994356725149,2.8931750945992434,92.23582043343654,82.04093567251464,5.7779153766769875,21.46233230134159,6.923569853693429,0.4286773993808049,1258,39,283,15,34,422,176,342,0.183,0.601,0.217,0.9519,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,1,15,26,2,1,15,1,27,6,0,4,5,51,44,36,0,2,13,0,2,3,5,1,2,4,0,12,14,21,3,0,4,2,1,4,8,9,0,1,9,11,39,17,34,32,3,34,0,3,3,1,28,16,0,5,16,178,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711267460978303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521725757828795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929767096241405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810187984253906,0.055736356777086236,0.060521801804375976,0.17674430797873855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962117745633121,0.04674671608588851,0.0,0.06243107420162351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548550278050653,0.0,0.0,0.07417007259432683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556667472147898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03665050582229752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400638625864208,0.0,0.11361098925365146,0.0,0.0,0.06079683281613906,0.057972736763598876,0.07991477627843033,0.0,0.14354274707241335,0.0,0.07716144485604153,0.0,0.0715637588439478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858505078271976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6263684021103031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967152917563718,0.059084807403476686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119817605508046,0.10623727352797473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515255211723854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785669636455669,0.07703989850793584,0.0,0.0,0.11180953232553084,0.0,0.0,0.0680220987054805,0.0,0.06955114522945734,0.0,0.0,0.07719397377025887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025185148128546,0.06329095397098762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935818894898876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250360064637309,0.04643563545266733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528568552154166,0.0,0.07335851343469665,0.05776102147721195,0.0,0.0756174816057481,0.0,0.0,0.05996019689427581,0.08147598113319307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337869218917293,0.0,0.051305132740081284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24893335090824886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23304222903163174,0.06335493259966893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042753428241828116,0.0,0.0,0.08826699023238266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,troubledyung,2019/02/18,Tongue tied when all eyes are on me I’ve been struggling with social anxiety for almost two years now. It all started with me feeling like I need acceptance from my boyfriends friends. Now I feel like I don’t know how to talk to anyone. Whenever I’m given the chance to talk and people are focusing on me I get nervous and tongue tied. This even affects me during interviews. How can I fix this? ,2.466153846153848,4.9101552948718,3.1894230769230774,89.56182692307692,79.38461538461539,6.464102564102564,25.134615384615394,7.645422480735847,1.3917384615384618,315,12,62,5,8,99,55,78,0.08,0.742,0.17800000000000002,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,5,1,1,3,2,15,13,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,10,4,9,11,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,7,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558314682711472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544543686547025,0.0,0.0,0.17864115392344151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687455289367991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258361931872787,0.3650372777098565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738718950508505,0.0,0.13348044366186315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040795434638814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496342738866701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943899800385253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712123117534928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604349316364215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083370082238934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267088545645994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106985643832686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495718635203724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452405716752225
socialanxiety,prumaps,2019/02/18,"Dreading social events How can I stop myself from feeling so much dread at social events I have to go to? It influences my whole vibe and mood while Im there and overall makes me give off a way grumpier, serious, stoic, quieter, awkward, """"""""""""arrogant"""""""""""" appearance than I want. Like I know I can never be extrovert-level social and happy at these kind of events because I'm a natural introvert as well as socially anxious but I just want to... You know... Not seem like an annoyed and moody 20 year old with ""definitely doesn't want to be there"" vibes 😓. Any tips on how you guys handle this stuff? Im going to a fancy scientific lecture tomorrow with my research mentors and I just feel like crying when I should be beaming.",4.821956521739132,6.213708442028987,5.781855072463768,78.1888695652174,69.65217391304347,8.708405797101449,31.19130434782609,9.120678840339163,2.8134469565217395,567,24,102,11,10,187,97,138,0.182,0.705,0.11199999999999999,-0.9028,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,0,9,13,1,3,4,0,8,0,0,4,1,27,22,13,0,4,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,6,1,0,0,2,14,6,16,18,2,18,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,13,66,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955366766723124,0.0,0.0,0.1653847593441575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924107585194384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080811015778315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804349209336753,0.10458466722379324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404354907598839,0.16639938385722053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495413545115804,0.0,0.15584027416762822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31626359413345656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524479374731855,0.16090980376598465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456370943168776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771984596834253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761722084629433,0.0,0.11290890291565565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361699961167802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332725734686785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5969253513948402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239283361596667,0.0,0.0,0.16758733037976306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25904281566692994,0.11620159239713705,0.0,0.0,0.13162674922665898,0.0,0.0,0.1634448675304444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427362529725028
socialanxiety,CarefulMission,2019/02/18,Currently having a horrible anxiety attack in the gym bathroom - wish me luck I guess I have gym anxiety. I'm literally shaking and panicking because people keep staring at me as I walk by. I can't help but think that they're secretly laughing at me for being ugly. Fuckkk,3.6063461538461534,6.117483865384616,6.166000000000004,69.37899999999999,75.73076923076924,9.544615384615383,33.47692307692308,9.888512548439397,4.3236876923076935,219,12,34,7,5,78,43,52,0.285,0.574,0.142,-0.6404,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,6,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195181551710807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862934746709736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698992059592392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37405873634197534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275969374894688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018125875347418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354050745251882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175734952023692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904721418186123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Loserwhowantstodie,2019/02/18,So humiliated after breaking down in public I just had a horrible day. Somehow after 20 years of living in complete isolation I managed to get a boyfriend. It hasn’t been the best relationship but I was so desperate to feel normal and loved by a single person that I just dealt with it. Today we had a trip planned but the whole way there I was getting really anxious and he kept yelling at me because I was quiet the whole time. Then when we got there we had to go through the lines and detectors and I just did everything wrong because I was so anxious that my brain just completely shut down and my body was going numb and I got yelled at by everyone and just broke down right there in public. My boyfriend made the whole situation so much worse and I have never been so embarrassed in my life and that’s saying something because every day is an embarrassment with this disorder. I just broke up with him and now I just want to die.  Just needed to vent or have some support or something. ,4.33141623488774,6.028381450777204,4.9575336787564765,82.43647322970642,71.279792746114,8.048221070811746,28.92884283246977,8.648137234880735,2.204804075993092,792,31,151,14,15,254,110,193,0.23600000000000002,0.706,0.059000000000000004,-0.9907,0,1,2,0,1,1,8.0,3,0,0,2,19,9,0,2,10,0,15,5,2,1,1,37,28,21,1,3,12,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,16,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,15,5,21,3,24,13,7,28,0,2,0,1,11,12,0,4,11,118,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955657068686344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392294347782869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728147152134387,0.0,0.0,0.14530512775777096,0.0,0.14603195176922432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743124780720947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687287222219108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357645254841268,0.0,0.1499244492385427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021663695491027,0.12499860972676262,0.11756740159625426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614360894165283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669007973319824,0.0,0.1486894914238119,0.0,0.2092481914634862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923979644901078,0.0,0.0,0.1155113682244762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806495655405555,0.12377959435418467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616351614504612,0.0969970994676957,0.10089200430065713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817017812885334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422194632998185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380295014836547,0.0,0.0,0.1404455350722778,0.0,0.111714643956006,0.0,0.10402873205460718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470406837040913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141438186362326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844644634713414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627883378990966,0.0,0.12399660131821533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715762648007088,0.1038342527217096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381482731291893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331088365164395,0.0,0.14302483299963925,0.0,0.08424007995218846
socialanxiety,BongRipz4Satan,2019/02/18,"Alternative to adderall? There is nothing that has helped my social anxiety & depression as well as Adderall has, but I ended up abusing it (200+mgs daily). It was bad.

I've tried kratom, phenibut, weed, vistaril, etc. Nothing comes close to what Adderall gave me. Most 'anti-anxiety' medications and supplements are too sedating for me, I already struggle with extreme fatigue. I'm a single mom and need to be able to be alert, but less anxious. 

Any suggestions? What has worked for you? 

",4.065000000000001,7.2181441046511665,4.503534883720931,78.0920465116279,78.88372093023256,7.626046511627909,34.181395348837206,8.548686976883017,3.5864083720930244,387,22,61,9,10,122,66,86,0.214,0.741,0.045,-0.9446,0,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,8,2,0,0,0,9,12,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,6,1,10,8,4,4,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,41,11,1,0.2037668953067604,0.24143045072921185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486183595584708,0.0,0.0,0.2207813459319652,0.0,0.138568476273173,0.0,0.31176223435030576,0.2301985917558378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013684623224185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755271375528088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755041283451561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047698802298964,0.0,0.22725395161323997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658065470231226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527370965692132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386493250484382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510905709490075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39103966334078705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077146887950306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302140151085788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834434630299322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832109103011258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834472663533174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kanuman07,2019/02/18,"I face my fear directly, I feel more resilent I live in asia, and I away scare of going to class meeting, some how my college have classes ffs (the reason is to give out information to student more easily), and we have to take a picture in senior years, there is all kind of people there, the people that I don't get along with, just thinking about it make me have a panic attack, bad memory of highschool keep coming back. Then I realize I have faced this shit like a fuck million time before, so why not try to be difference this time, I have decided I will face my fear directly, If I am going to be scared of them, what I gonna achieve, I won't let them get into my head, I am not gonna be 
a weakass anymore, fuck them",8.688680089485459,5.106530765100672,8.983590604026848,74.88554250559284,63.49664429530201,12.349440715883668,36.91387024608501,10.125756701596842,3.379213870246085,560,18,120,9,6,188,95,149,0.24,0.7440000000000001,0.016,-0.9882,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,3,1,7,12,4,5,6,0,16,7,5,3,1,23,31,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,6,0,0,3,4,10,0,1,0,1,22,2,18,23,4,14,0,0,0,2,7,5,3,2,7,84,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102322015208734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847145093337777,0.15254799068653754,0.12484925899536653,0.13556864038603905,0.0,0.0,0.13816131601002465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986373860724638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963767743674527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654132752603427,0.08209701455765694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300209085949399,0.16965883242994467,0.15575604663600626,0.1845524236931101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663412802628969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431816137904516,0.0,0.16907896949806672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603000590312164,0.0,0.07932371641908563,0.0,0.14337195430423286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838041583044264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050125370102766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512796972632287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693905903134654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32511293210797765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666661351277529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207885638571572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403743279529047,0.0,0.0,0.18935357862361069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023570348653808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465098578636356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045582359479913
socialanxiety,REeeeeEeR_9,2019/02/18,Erythrophobia Does anyone else have Erythrophobia? If you do you understand stand that it's hard to be in a simple conversation without your stupid face getting all red and hot.. I hate it. What makes it worst is when someone points it out. I just wanted to know how many other people have this problem.,4.6080357142857125,7.071828017857142,4.792285714285715,80.65271428571431,72.39285714285714,7.337142857142857,25.485714285714288,8.238735603445708,1.7217471428571427,243,8,43,4,5,76,48,56,0.198,0.757,0.045,-0.8607,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,5,1,1,2,1,12,11,4,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,10,2,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002140565055812,0.29338692721209125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505761497154957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391985006602609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959968911284266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565024379316104,0.2826993095949198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736377362065387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113271359862466,0.29030159984195114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985105862117145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706817858050791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739866162339143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24261309971748515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29808776153400096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688894608391983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27601943370225474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,egalcarol,2019/02/18,"Just venting I feel like I'm wasting my life because I just wanna stay home and watch movies and listen to music. Watching movies has probably become an escape from reality for me and I don't feel like it's healthy. This might be me over exaggerating, but instead of doing drugs to escape the reality I don't wanna get in I just watch movies and keep myself inside this bubble. The thing is, leaving doesn't sound good to me, like interacting with people and actually doing stuff. Kinda makes me hate myself.",4.492190721649481,6.551369391752582,5.68307989690722,75.91369201030929,71.57731958762886,7.32422680412371,25.527061855670105,8.07648339933343,1.727660824742268,409,13,70,6,8,136,65,97,0.11,0.77,0.12,-0.2414,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,9,2,0,1,0,18,17,6,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,12,4,11,15,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,2,3,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.21516234657658964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440610422337534,0.24350925612632895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25569354174347114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22296850231731252,0.31503021560092503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519473629958113,0.0,0.0,0.18493303781913253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768409155112867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211652462623591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597791998437986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23346263875494286,0.0,0.0,0.15573564921216376,0.32315469101105976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717599128571182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339006029320552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528570999508222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377209965418818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500853850278985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25240350341483525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648097598768373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway7777666432,2019/02/18,"My worst social anxiety experiences/fears.   When you are walking down a hall and somebody waves frantically. You assume it is at you and wave or say hi back. Until you realize that it is actually someone behind you.

  You're at the grocery store(or any store), then once the cashier gives me the bag and says ""enjoy"", then your response is ""you too"" fml.

  You are sitting in the 'comfort' of your home, and your family member passes you the phone to speak to some fucking relative you don't know or speak the same language as. Then your family gets pissed and calls you rude because you are speaking sign language with them. 
  
  When you're presenting and you are shaking so much that your voice is shaky and you're losing balance. Then your presentation is 2 minutes too short, and was too fast for anyone to understand. 

  When you are already late for something and have to confront everyone who was there on time. 

  When you muster up the courage to tell a personal story, or anything really, then once you finish they either do not understand what you said, or they didn't have the reaction you hoped for. 

  When you sound perfectly loud in your head but then everyone you speak to tells you that you're too quiet. ",5.2836470588235285,7.05107688888889,5.147764705882357,81.72917647058827,69.0,8.494117647058824,29.679738562091497,9.007467420416297,2.4754522875817,960,37,175,18,17,297,130,225,0.07200000000000001,0.9,0.028999999999999998,-0.6858,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,27,3,2,12,14,4,3,10,0,17,3,2,0,1,28,25,28,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,1,1,7,10,0,0,5,0,1,3,3,9,0,0,4,11,32,5,21,21,5,32,0,1,0,1,46,9,2,8,19,125,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.14960597240605586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917860148044148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042543343361044,0.0,0.1172797922279681,0.0,0.0,0.10719614513142488,0.0,0.1261589822614622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788397860968032,0.0,0.09345480861118093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654406406740115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29298370811697205,0.0,0.0,0.28904927074415065,0.17251352179063453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173028238719482,0.08009682369783706,0.1470664913649889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733768980257135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377988879539894,0.1522689059473881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842537742348678,0.0,0.17293749978050066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715118404478583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269862763805485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265348967505711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386216637628265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821268868222063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583050766880326,0.2438325012949334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562776556008754,0.12989691883784102,0.11802357761315495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679949659884299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939481656419189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191969585453116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DeepIntoMyMind,2019/02/18,"I will be conducting an experiment using low doses of Tramadol to help me with my anxiety I read that Tramadol can be used for anxiety and depression disorders, I am going to give it a shot.

I had some laying around for a skateboard fall I had about 2 months ago, they helped a lot with the intense pain, and remembered I had them after reading about this.

I will be taking 50mg for a week to see how it affects me. I took the first dose today, and definitely noticed a change in mood, security, overthinking and anxiety. I even got a little ego inflation.

Will be updating.",5.720463320463325,6.3294801711711735,7.071763191763193,72.60486486486488,67.1081081081081,11.027541827541828,33.87516087516087,10.914260884657429,3.9343323037323032,453,20,83,13,7,155,76,111,0.132,0.7829999999999999,0.085,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,5,5,0,0,9,0,12,3,0,4,0,14,20,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,2,0,3,0,3,0,1,5,1,14,1,14,8,2,14,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,2,7,62,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464955918578294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003876214942974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530768868089576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455709346487192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026340111823755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994794947017072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523014991187845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706567858417923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839682999777534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673593309370858,0.09915046901606583,0.0,0.13953276809073584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338756802593639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485621705756904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832089573596735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925347408129934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986255301997803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563929544552948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490173464267345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763082660956965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902319718541262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117330702431246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653690662248146,0.0,0.1938331029563949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013573756875518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994246103345476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,2valve,2019/02/18,"Anyone else find it easier to talk to your coworkers than to talk to your own friends? I don’t know why, but I find it much less daunting to converse with my coworkers than my own friends. Maybe it’s because I have to see them for 10 hours a day 5 days a week, so I just accept it. ",5.569125683060109,3.7573218688524617,6.267868852459017,86.34092896174866,68.01639344262296,10.100546448087432,31.80874316939891,8.841846274778883,2.1235857923497266,218,7,53,3,3,72,41,61,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.8983,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,10,4,4,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,4,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671497217084621,0.2449355659253367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572301301063434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083356921325159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996960828638395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43697579339923376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693797657479307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23541666536800585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137594545941625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401584352745829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572967967767136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049235996315814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38427959759008345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175195363808145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157059638906287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LaseDaze,2019/02/18,"It keeps getting worse I've been struggling with social anxiety for as long as I can remember, although I didn't always know it was sa. ""Everybody gets nervous when taking to people"" is what my parents said. I had a few friends and I felt pretty normal around them so I didn't think much more about it.

Now it's been 6 months since I started University. I have no friends. I've even lost the few old ones I had. It's getting more and more painful going to lectures. I have noone to sit with and it hurts to watch everyone else talking with their friends. Being normal. I stay at home several days of the week. When I'm in uni I cry. It's pathetic. Noone even cares. I feel so worthless and lonely, and I can't fix it cause everytime I get the chance to talk to someone I either screw cause of anxiety, or get overwhelmed with anxiety afterwards and then ignore them next time I see them. 

I don't know what the point of this post is. Noone cares anyways. Mods can delete if they want.",1.696103896103896,4.046023242424243,2.7477489177489183,92.15590909090912,81.72727272727272,5.993650793650794,23.569985569985572,7.2636822038024595,0.9351440115440116,774,28,162,11,21,246,120,198,0.196,0.693,0.111,-0.9414,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,5,1,10,15,1,3,5,0,16,2,0,2,0,27,37,16,0,4,3,1,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,11,11,0,2,6,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,10,5,23,5,20,26,7,24,0,5,2,1,13,4,1,2,16,102,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051180741012528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772254382219562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753389900794848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24631879885011795,0.2481811845473945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268854724909798,0.07790331723622815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090941588097263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595690130802767,0.0,0.0,0.1154255922690432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107800121610193,0.0,0.11598294022878365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799796761057825,0.0,0.31555417786237033,0.0,0.06865105399688996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116806669802872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931443449978758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073688840417498,0.0,0.0,0.13277245829763615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690050843107636,0.0,0.0,0.13186291800352798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964180791405108,0.0,0.08879883408286547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284677357289949,0.0,0.2367085322643264,0.0,0.0,0.12675490366275072,0.0,0.081854380708413,0.0,0.12853527998451147,0.0,0.1341294741230117,0.0,0.0,0.0837446189901704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141911041240357,0.0,0.11568901420121228,0.12289278611453415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683812778359264,0.0,0.1149044964086983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962586371149648,0.0,0.0,0.13646490486696275,0.0,0.09992355894303216,0.0,0.0,0.12313613662741175,0.10234991486144747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549991029003806,0.12875228250885748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628202922561574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082343102197067,0.194182225167784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774010904175835,0.0,0.0,0.07043701995596795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124851031546309,0.0,0.09689512862827376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310127076642198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Purplejacket25,2019/02/18,"I (awkward bastard 24/M) met my co-workers for the first time, I applied for a job in a retail store as allround employee.  I am almost graduated from college. This new job is bellow my level, but I won't like to get a job in my field because I made the wrong study choice years ago. So I am going to work parttime at my new job at that retail store and I am going to do self study  to get eventually a job in a field that I do like.  


So today I attended a course at the retail store about some products of the store, I was free to come if I would like. I thought it was a good idea to show my best side by attending. I was sincerely interessted in attending the course. I already didn't had a good start on my way to my new workplace, because my chain of my bike felt of. But I was still on time, I was there 5 min before the course should start but they already started. The group consistent of approximately 20 people.   


I introduced myself in general to all of them and I felt pretty OK and confident. When the presenter was asking someone to volunteer tot test a bed that most of the group already had tested, I participated. So that the co-workers could see if the bed was right for me or not.   


Things went pretty OK and not that awkward at all till then. But when the course ended, I had in my mind to introduce myself to my new co-workers I did not met before (met a few at my job interview). Most of them began to talk to eachother and some of them walked away, so it was harder for me to approach them I guess. But I approached a few of them and had some small talk about the work with them, I already began to feel awkward and my body language was showing that I think. Then most of them went to the canteen and started talking with eachother again (standing) I looked for people who I didn't introduced myself into. Then I asked two people who I already introduced myself into if I had introduced myself, I felt so stupid. It was due to nervousness that I forgot that I introduced myself to them, so I was kind of ashamed. Then I introduced myself to another co-worker and after that I was standing there alone in the middle, I began to talk to another co-worker from another district, that went OK, she already said before that she was from another district when I introduced myself in that other room before the canteen, but I asked the stupid question in which district she worked. After talking to her, I saw two persons whom didn't met me, but they were talking and I was kind of discouraged to meet them. So most of them went out and walking towards home and I walked with them and said ""have a nice day, guys, yo"" and left. Felt also really awkward about that. Most of the people didn't seemed to be my kind of people.   


I was pretty self-aware and I was awkward when I was in that group. What do you think about how I handled it and what do you advice me? I start my job there over two weeks.   


TL;DR: I met my co-workers for the first time at a course I was free to attend. I participated to test some products. After the presentation I wanted to introduce myself to others, but they were talking to eachother. I re-introduced myself to two others, felt stupid about it. Due to nervousness, I didn't made a good first impression. What do you think about this situation? And any advice?

​",4.469132791327913,5.402162756097564,5.4029552845528475,82.29068970189705,70.0670731707317,8.14818428184282,28.449728997289967,8.378751543991594,1.940255054200542,2592,91,510,38,45,851,219,656,0.07400000000000001,0.816,0.11,0.973,8,1,0,0,0,0,80.0,0,3,14,7,24,32,4,8,34,3,46,1,1,3,2,76,92,48,0,7,15,0,6,3,0,3,0,2,4,3,32,24,0,2,13,3,9,16,9,14,0,7,55,11,104,20,94,32,14,93,0,1,3,0,50,31,1,17,46,385,136,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989908708508056,0.044898932420846055,0.0,0.050719521063634934,0.052459016778806614,0.33536690957241305,0.04050547546074737,0.0,0.054880187028105966,0.06154634046031245,0.03444432255800637,0.21244737750076512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420551537810763,0.0,0.04758815149082661,0.0,0.0,0.061752589816028325,0.0,0.17240060932607887,0.0,0.053154953996704606,0.0,0.0,0.056261688455522985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363123205333964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040440591228778536,0.0,0.0,0.032665615280187306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486162911618023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025610597347967282,0.0,0.2431638496914051,0.0,0.0,0.12925079017264507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052925968956374365,0.0,0.0575721034225461,0.12745061796706858,0.0,0.0,0.055797634121327266,0.050152315977807636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05080694367609343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717865713373173,0.0,0.0,0.3518421498047292,0.0,0.0,0.15823523295538747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055032308976052616,0.0,0.0,0.0742363570331828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042533966724335286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585413924710877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114293094873253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19567566977367276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557464834415454,0.04422637836920538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545904056853516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056740556620457024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03244823872121684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043255558775945176,0.09636113600319733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040362178645845286,0.04611064179006388,0.10567978970123454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056933690259284415,0.0,0.0,0.04291631038875955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925470153959622,0.0,0.04044984324138349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28497870569767125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0336501815832177,0.09736508013571428,0.0,0.040211126095034015,0.08860477359600277,0.0,0.048011094037498835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979141264247631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02987519029766105,0.04020429607535608,0.04062906570072908,0.0,0.0,0.1878154233991105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318698723034374,0.0,0.0,0.03598091860447302,0.05537876549713547,0.06154634046031245,0.03261749400640065
socialanxiety,jdkdjfjdn,2019/02/18,"How to post on social media and not feel anxiety from it? So before anyone says don’t post at all. That would be great but I’m a graphic designer and I’ve built a following which is great for business so I need to stay active. I really appreciate that I am able to do this as a job so I want to try be a little more comfortable, so I come to reddit for any advice..

Once I post something with some text I just think everyone will think this is cringey. How to not think this way?

Most people probably don’t even care ",0.7324999999999982,2.9611616944444457,2.88851851851852,90.38333333333335,84.83333333333334,6.562962962962962,19.185185185185183,7.793537801064563,0.719707407407407,405,11,88,8,12,137,72,108,0.0,0.7509999999999999,0.249,0.9822,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,1,20,20,10,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,13,16,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,58,14,1,0.1678719782111902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404255423071154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141587017590299,0.0,0.12842160384575027,0.0,0.0,0.1173799903831728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428466891022954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171156669867168,0.0,0.0,0.14460684482814568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087785837015768,0.0,0.0,0.16040886917637312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488111617215154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37015889723596296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658703530343266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825182371868214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447494474548525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877817804623733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638129263835925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823248530765281,0.0,0.18099438543400367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754308784976142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349853496137473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711243411695966,0.0,0.1292360503097844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892919269569846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32269675579302176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397405379934117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901524216193937,0.1332489625066373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925143683887593,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pm-me-your-axolotls,2019/02/18,"How do you survive PE in highschool? Seriously, it’s worse than presenting in front of the whole class, at least for me.",3.7743478260869563,5.912730130434787,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,73.78260869565217,8.078260869565218,28.89130434782609,8.841846274778883,2.284756521739131,95,4,19,2,2,30,22,23,0.19399999999999998,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,14,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7385826620757109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6741629263621339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,issyvk11,2019/02/18,"Í just ruined a group chat with my awkardness So for the first time in a long time i got dragged into the group chat of my large ''sort of'' friend group. I'm normally just left out of most things they do, the way i like it to be.

But screw my life.. we got onto a topic of something i care about. and then I made the conversation turn serious. And asked them not to disrespect the ''thing'' i like. and then it got awkward and the convo died. 

feeling socially inept rn. like everyday. kms",0.9994434137291248,3.3176061428571444,2.4539332096474986,93.33717068645643,84.51020408163265,6.012615955473097,20.133580705009283,7.348242739294969,0.5189877551020396,374,11,82,6,11,121,66,98,0.11599999999999999,0.715,0.16899999999999998,0.7602,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,1,4,9,1,1,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,17,11,8,1,1,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,1,11,5,13,6,1,13,0,1,0,1,12,5,1,2,10,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342417818384314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094900184620075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147302092651824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046151852919493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598958716615454,0.0,0.0,0.15985092892477004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964320515365626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479816157160046,0.0,0.14614004785040438,0.30324361985419024,0.0,0.0,0.183100564436486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957743976466152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202718707799573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090915702748014,0.0,0.15928222859531085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749111966117782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412908656926937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250484941461517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422810551076805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,missunderst0od-,2019/02/18,"Can’t accept a good deed without thinking too much into it? This morning I woke up to about 5 inches of snow outside. Snow is normal where I live, but I do not have a snow brush for my car (it broke and I’ve just been to lazy to buy a new one). I have a small shovel for emergencies if I were to get stuck, so I’ve just been using that to remove snow. I know, I’ve been told many times not to do that because it’s not good for the car, but I’m a lazy, broke college student so a shovel works better than my hands or a folder. Anyways, as I am cleaning off my car in my parking lot near my apartment, a man who I have never seen before offered me his snow brush to keep because “I can’t watch you clean off your car with a snow shovel.”  I took the brush willingly because I figured it would be an easier way to end the conversation (I have social anxiety), thanked him, and he left. I am now sitting  here waiting for class to start and can’t stop thinking if I should have not accepted it? I just worry about all of the horrible things you hear about in the world today with people getting sexually assaulted or stalked, and I worry that he will think that I owe him something? Crazy to think, I know. I keep beating myself up thinking “why can’t you just accept a good deed without over thinking it?” I drive myself mad sometimes because of how my anxiety makes me feel like I didn’t react properly to a situation or makes me think the worst in people. I wish I could just be normal. I guess the only thing I can do now is pass along a good deed to someone else, maybe it will make me feel a little bit better. Thanks for listening.",4.7588278931750745,4.619210899109792,5.687731454005934,84.29604821958459,69.08902077151335,8.283026706231455,29.01617210682493,7.734863291789972,1.6468303857566764,1271,41,270,13,20,420,170,337,0.16,0.708,0.133,-0.8998,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,0,4,17,17,2,0,21,0,30,1,1,6,2,61,64,15,0,8,18,0,3,1,0,5,0,2,2,1,15,8,0,4,15,0,2,8,12,5,0,1,10,10,44,12,40,46,5,36,0,2,2,0,17,17,0,7,10,185,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159125952005914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415920403071204,0.0,0.08430944977644372,0.0,0.0,0.17525572523982907,0.10816927173107417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910700567614849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082768299775846,0.0,0.08775512526655331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019525472879162,0.07078249252999977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353001277756103,0.0,0.0,0.3324131012135073,0.0,0.0,0.1091473597450868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166992032960148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613301798214592,0.0,0.0,0.10890312399902516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765028517788174,0.0,0.0,0.04840529229636548,0.09930379745411512,0.08748911004789689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423394052685104,0.0,0.0,0.19840922529741528,0.10045117245635872,0.09953878453418656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283491292611949,0.0,0.07641630259334681,0.09569170386197652,0.0,0.0,0.194153960628054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713890731893167,0.07535450741012467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373786513117535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113696318885723,0.0,0.10099918407652678,0.08394983125536007,0.0762763236682091,0.09799226684775557,0.0,0.07012905727292178,0.0,0.0,0.08283498968935624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824383845671314,0.0,0.0,0.13164817944663024,0.4444034899133256,0.0,0.0,0.05777411683672318,0.0,0.0939158843414672,0.09467481244760782,0.1100810913091367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557297046729431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864478191840743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940393635517956,0.0,0.1139366607241786,0.19101841499479705,0.0,0.07213113544901291,0.20124030493647466,0.0,0.07038331156374279,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Syignis,2019/02/18,"How do you talk to someone on IG you’ve never talked to IRL How do I (15/M) start a conversation with a (15/F) on Instagram I’ve never talked to IRL? She pretty and I’m not attractive, I don’t give off a friendly vibe and I think sees seen me look at her so she most definitely thinks I’m creepy.

I don’t know what to do.",-1.4378691019786909,0.4462874657534249,1.7979908675799088,96.61866057838662,92.15068493150685,5.436225266362253,16.330289193302892,6.937597516519254,-0.2593701674277016,247,6,64,4,9,88,46,73,0.036000000000000004,0.8170000000000001,0.146,0.8048,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,2,12,15,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,9,2,9,14,1,7,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,1,3,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784682150928487,0.0,0.0,0.2456553307841269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073490560205804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504275758367092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950094629802992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605254866070487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040626554852079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697580644495665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125478669196515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6174823637141064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281715287366615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TwoBals,2019/02/18,"Go outside = panic attack How the hell am I supposed to live as a 24 year old man with a partner and a baby on the way... when I panic *every* time I go outside

Every time I need to take trash out, go to the shop.. I start panicking and stressing over it
I go and the entire time I’m in a state of anxiety-panic and can’t just be present or calm enough to function a little bit

Had to go to the shop for my partner this morning to get her something to eat and I put a big jacket on because it was the only one with a hood, put the hood up and power walked there and back, trying to hold back tears the entire time... it makes me sweat profusely and that makes my anxiety worse... 

I can’t get a job, can’t even go outside ffs... 
What is the point in living if its just like this ",1.6847527472527446,2.699177273809525,3.63809523809524,91.99664835164837,76.85714285714286,6.121611721611723,22.446886446886445,6.297961479604792,0.2956194139194146,594,16,138,4,13,202,96,168,0.142,0.8290000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.9552,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,2,3,17,0,8,2,1,3,0,20,22,13,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,11,1,1,0,2,2,9,3,5,0,1,2,0,12,2,21,19,2,32,1,0,0,0,4,10,1,2,12,86,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302719408530912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321402107962465,0.0,0.20711591166805707,0.0,0.08209757642027474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703191447827835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780773531088922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391568801100935,0.0,0.08895259280351743,0.0,0.2269416081740296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407258802896468,0.0,0.45923873066599397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364569748652108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579616080719823,0.13498128646869031,0.2378437266051716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797952892337017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986095724559522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413203868809964,0.0,0.09126031747375052,0.10242758698259212,0.0,0.3160278334984791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273128734815108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707742664799078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368058986459656,0.0,0.0,0.09532475708101104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427153593716472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126000682414822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31412392336019984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143653878967473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689997874755316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372469128022019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672728430681248
socialanxiety,inlovewithumiv,2019/02/18,"Social anxiety at small party I’ve been married to my husband for two years and he’s a social butterfly . I told him I get nervous around a lot of people so he stopped going to hangout with his friends for me not be alone at home . Currently in my 2nd trimester and I decided i wanted to get out of my “comfort zone” and go to a small party for his friends birthday party . I talked to the three girls at the party but immediately started sweating, my voice was shakey while I was talking with a slight stutter. I stopped talking to the girls because i immediately felt embarrassed... i wanted to cry so bad because I didn’t want to be there . I wanted to be at home and Not in a corner by myself . I can’t sleep all i can think about is how I probably made everyone uncomfortable. I asked my husband how did I do... he said he felt uncomfortable because I was just on my phone for the last hour. I feel crushed and regret going ... I know no one is going to read this but at least I tired maybe I’ll do better next time .",2.14513030148186,4.13338713592233,3.8753142565150753,86.58948645886562,78.126213592233,6.472764435360245,26.376085845682173,7.475848149327749,1.3983825242718448,794,32,163,11,19,266,113,206,0.191,0.7170000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9778,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,2,9,0,15,3,2,3,1,32,35,12,0,5,5,2,3,0,2,0,1,2,2,2,1,9,0,2,6,2,0,4,5,5,0,3,11,5,31,4,30,21,3,27,0,1,0,0,22,13,0,1,10,109,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285339918186936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812942183743237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419124527590795,0.1199190734022274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710360983142377,0.2345843089263963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344811729866693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090319967943954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257150758512905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485929629794758,0.0,0.24632672111158255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982086775203882,0.0,0.13403596393154482,0.0,0.29160476529653256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257338988943374,0.0,0.1263242609252578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049615280029024,0.10456060412017064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090541487571028,0.0,0.12137616187438124,0.0,0.0,0.1288686881772096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642108075692336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692192648655883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892918805945235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383012971851146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830892581644693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201815105523604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836685109520854,0.26151881238695074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907931481799632,0.0,0.0,0.2144859716018283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093058603880392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219293619999493,0.0,0.0,0.07479772514992161,0.1474323379360511,0.0,0.12257150758512905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530526712169804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30263781717334465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260438753200658
socialanxiety,Milan_Kladivko,2019/02/18,"I want to help some of you... I want to share some things that helped me, in hopes that it'll help someone else. 

I've been fighting with my social anxiety for as long as I remember. I find that the worst thing is ignoring the problem and trying to fight the anxiety directly. In my opinion, it doesn't help at all. What helped me was targetting other things that are not directly connected to improve my situation, such as improving my diet, having a very good topic that is always great to talk about (I am a diet and health fanatic) and taking control of the mind through meditation. 

A [video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7kh8pNRWOo) by a respected game developer summed up my thoughts about it very well. As a software dev, you cannot escape the chemistry fallout from sitting in front of a screen the whole day, so I trust every word he says. 

In essence, he talks about meditation techniques and philosophy of asian countries in a scientific way to explain how you can take control of the mind. Basically you want to train focusing on your body and concrete feelings (the easy part) so you can then use the same process for dissecting your anxious feelings until they disappear. 

Contrary to what most people think, meditation is not about sitting in a quiet room, playing relaxing music and doing ""ooohmm."" It's more about *observation*. Meditation is simple conscious spectating a thing and every time you start to stray from observing, you come back *and that is what makes a change*. You shouldn't get frustrated when you get distracted, because *it's about the coming back*, not the observation itself. Think of it as flexing a muscle. 

The most mind bending concept is that *you are not defined by your thoughts*. As you get more into it, you notice that what you hear most of the time is a ""[monkey mind](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAVPDYhW_nw)"", constantly blabbering counter-productive thoughts. What you want to achieve is to 'gain distance' from your thoughts and watch them happening as a spectator. You are the spectator, not the thoughts themselves. If you can truly understand this, take it into practice and through mindful observation of your body change your brain, you can also control what the monkey mind is doing. 

This takes a huge amount of effort, I'm not gonna lie. In neurological terms, you are literally rewiring your brain and that takes *a lot* of time. After two years of experimenting with this I still get panic attacks, but if I have a good day (and I don't neglect my [diet](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xlfZvnV4v50)) I can control what goes on in my head. 

Watch the video, take notes, take it *really* slow and don't get discouraged. With time, it'll get better. 

Sorry for the long post. A big 'thank you' to anyone who took the time to read all this.  ",5.364662962288215,7.961252549098197,5.102293222809255,78.68109150118421,70.60320641282564,8.3840590271452,30.980187648023318,9.095868883498916,2.9395567134268528,2238,98,380,48,44,688,240,499,0.049,0.831,0.121,0.9845,0,0,0,0,4,0,111.0,0,26,2,8,16,23,4,2,36,0,32,9,5,7,2,76,72,30,0,9,9,0,2,0,0,4,2,3,1,0,37,20,2,7,14,5,0,5,11,11,1,1,8,8,47,12,66,60,16,48,0,2,3,0,46,18,0,10,21,264,84,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353984852636109,0.05570771925524385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024330525989191,0.07563438370481937,0.0,0.046812959692599417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616523006122984,0.0,0.10296075352882167,0.0,0.0408120663595793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059211787601044535,0.0,0.14873259693816418,0.0,0.1494765653335582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164833362107407,0.11534290258698833,0.0,0.07234910843611303,0.3003602342745052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635435452752221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055928089992157266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281643595828265,0.0,0.0,0.06548989497447698,0.0,0.0,0.0677038097730056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119103877037557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987150468937285,0.0,0.0,0.11230887845703058,0.0,0.07381255305780082,0.0,0.0,0.0592036171357681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870996080898513,0.07116466307167484,0.07545745618219869,0.0,0.22437569156302525,0.0,0.0,0.06649640383814184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849719282475706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691845089168495,0.0,0.0,0.04468960957983558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056021678613959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622295854143459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785513377775473,0.0,0.07250026851009564,0.0,0.04641466355097912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411954266964881,0.0,0.0,0.06406205760938864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696806473006943,0.0,0.042889850478725865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584123897879133,0.0,0.0,0.05324128512676903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525454565970435,0.0,0.06824703988682013,0.056726472937001976,0.0,0.0,0.0749449845319224,0.04738751716354235,0.0,0.05346631425564715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523661974923537,0.10762366295798732,0.0,0.061638516302300286,0.0,0.0,0.17791427991960465,0.08579764559279279,0.0,0.2657538981722156,0.19519526282480265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438385466230088,0.04545461938694784,0.0,0.0654003701319186,0.06969725607232467,0.0,0.057823258495732874,0.0,0.1104814358852262,0.15795525370717106,0.0531417517631534,0.0,0.0,0.060196042829498225,0.0,0.0,0.07474722504300522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043113570907333316
socialanxiety,laureniixx,2019/02/18,"Can I just call this backwards social anxiety? That’s what it feels like... In my case, I get extreme social anxiety with people I know.  Put me in a room full of random people? I don’t care.  I won’t feel anxious. Now put me in a room with friends, acquaintances, people I know of, etc.  My body starts to shake and I can’t breathe.  I do have trouble starting and continuing conversations, but it gets worse at I start to know the person.  It takes A LOT of time and trust to truly be myself with someone.  And I honestly have no clue what version is me being myself... I don’t know what to do or how to fix it.  I feel like I’m the only one who is backwards about the whole topic",0.7645952380952394,2.910575792857145,2.8000000000000007,91.6116666666667,83.92857142857143,5.447619047619049,20.761904761904766,6.742157984588678,0.3577476190476192,521,16,113,6,15,175,82,140,0.102,0.755,0.14300000000000002,0.8661,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,6,0,13,2,2,1,0,20,28,7,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,10,7,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,0,3,19,6,16,25,5,18,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,8,79,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208441747915276,0.17136618931253986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849306568903175,0.0,0.0,0.15489214820691796,0.0,0.15465776331334866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917411786551315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300966170628383,0.21673431038909896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719508940407558,0.0,0.15850321966557746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334587782302744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821585493883385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896116227968255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278886952079992,0.11536685566223638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154876247288618,0.13244959901339362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049800999738919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092571019791377,0.12852619436013907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32210026073557035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405177975757624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845148654266011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935613790808826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458476808625946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,druggedhawk,2019/02/18,"Erasmus with no friends Hey guys. Just wanted to share my pain. I'm currently abroad for a semester. It's been 2 months and I still haven't made any friends...
I have joined some societies though but still can't find anyone to talk to. I do everything alone.  The worst thing is that I live in a house with 5 people but I'm too nervous to talk to them. So I sit in my bedroom all day and try and hide from them even if I dont want to. Thank you anxiety.  I'm afraid it's too late now to make friends. Everyone has found their best friend . Do you have any advice for me ?  Thank you :) ",0.15627177700348227,2.2953844471544755,1.4591927990708484,100.24920731707321,86.64227642276423,5.465505226480834,18.541811846689885,6.868970318607317,-0.121150522648084,449,12,110,6,14,142,82,123,0.184,0.6559999999999999,0.16,0.1499,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,3,1,9,12,0,2,3,0,10,1,0,2,1,17,20,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,15,8,14,17,4,10,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,2,7,66,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200585795109434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611073381655872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115645112311438,0.0,0.11899861083956592,0.0,0.0,0.10876718073647856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324463694834304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031965237782008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823084766651074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027421455876135,0.0,0.0,0.14863879617374628,0.13980217124607855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217380864390156,0.0,0.0,0.17055725682762232,0.480723453570301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402320947212858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948877272145072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547202160748449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373572934515001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718923623149294,0.10383370062758646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241619551704408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552073857434474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784176288837127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484517238023161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500573020236494,0.0,0.2864269931661911,0.0,0.0,0.10334336242937486,0.0,0.152831306246544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561115628306622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834999083700342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SonneeD,2019/02/18,"Scared to reconnect with a friend. A friend from high school messaged me a couple months ago after not talking for a few years.  I didn't see the message until recently and I'm scared to message him back.  My life is a bit of a mess right now due to anxiety and depression and I'm worried he'll judge me for it.  But even if I wasn't worried about that, I wouldn't know what to say to him seeing as though his message went ignored for months (unintentionally, but he wouldn't know that).  Any advice would be appreciated.",3.68355769230769,5.1599702403846175,4.6838461538461535,84.63615384615386,72.55769230769229,7.507692307692308,26.461538461538463,8.07648339933343,1.4883115384615393,411,14,85,6,8,134,69,104,0.142,0.7709999999999999,0.087,-0.1406,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,7,0,7,1,0,0,0,14,15,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,3,9,2,15,7,2,13,0,1,2,0,13,2,0,1,10,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231675464679172,0.15631417837562844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991679289595088,0.0,0.13489910654593232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355940617597152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251687938268255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511611715994534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188080851564487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647046588692532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724786614094945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631218627392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382297071798404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245536853756352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28150474532967523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741138169086373,0.0,0.0,0.15059282628068252,0.0,0.14023211478585118,0.353092868550924,0.17846481859313873,0.28103923422225346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173487568588033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325249865901507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634683277083447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35816230332685084,0.0,0.1252664022418327,0.0,0.0,0.11355674848775008
socialanxiety,rainbowfawn,2019/02/18,"Help, I’m feeling so anxious about an upcoming trip, where I’ll be staying with other people as a house guest Next weekend my boyfriend and I are going to New Mexico to see my sister dance in an opera. I’m super stoked to see her dance, but everything else about this trip is making me sick to my stomach, so much so that I already want to be home and i haven’t even left, like I just wish it were over with. The main thing that is stressing me out is that we will be staying with other people during this trip, a few nights at my aunts house and a night at a friend of my boyfriends house ... I HATE being a guest .. the pressure to be polite is crippling, and I am constantly plagued with the fear that I am somehow being rude / doing something wrong. And I feel totally out of control, because as a house guest I have to pretty much humbly accept whatever the hosts want to do, and also somehow navigate a way of repaying them, like I’d probably have to take them out to dinner or something. I just hate planning and navigating situations with people I don’t know well, when I’d rather just be alone. And then the whole time, to know that there is no escape, that I can’t go home, and have alone time at the end of the day, makes me feel so cagey and trapped. 
And then I also have such anxiety and deep sadness about leaving my cat.. someone is coming to check on her every day, but she and I are so bonded, like she sleeps right next to me every night, and I feel so sad and guilty about leaving her. And I feel so sad that I’m leaving her for an experience that just sounds awful in every way. 
And then there’s the money aspect where I realize I’ve spent a bunch of money on plane tickets for a trip that I already wish was over.

tldr; feeling extremely anxious about a trip, and having to be a good houseguest, and leaving my cat.

If anyone has any advice or tips or experience with this, I would so deeply appreciate it.

Thank you <3 <3",6.202644557823128,5.458584247448982,6.500204081632652,81.70670068027214,66.21938775510205,9.201360544217687,30.91156462585034,8.269060116576782,2.054051360544217,1523,48,314,17,21,492,182,392,0.172,0.7020000000000001,0.126,-0.9812,0,3,2,0,0,0,45.0,1,1,2,3,30,19,3,3,22,1,33,4,2,3,1,62,60,41,0,7,11,2,6,3,4,2,1,1,2,0,17,30,1,1,10,5,4,10,4,10,1,0,3,9,40,9,46,47,7,48,0,3,2,0,17,17,0,6,20,219,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794464411677414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522329214388112,0.17604353607220455,0.12757478916725734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424238499070308,0.0,0.061019387655866925,0.18022166331283015,0.0,0.0557729768336776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862351038161706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870978759040325,0.0,0.08619675353238702,0.0894623224954854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288260870871764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663274631570762,0.0,0.07064739780357078,0.0,0.0,0.05268349576499119,0.0,0.20161431291068566,0.0,0.0716869114875415,0.15604936834741132,0.0,0.08975689044161901,0.2419870291571313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061625615966687065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066365562310742,0.06690241887643895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750124961375614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346425575208109,0.0,0.160019973941339,0.0,0.0,0.3681486674607283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767262652570203,0.0,0.0,0.33783504416896626,0.08666402671671959,0.0,0.0,0.1169062637745272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648643350769793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117271716081549,0.0,0.0,0.07703675253957128,0.16966024369183924,0.2245598691404433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589534000651568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114885781183398,0.08599928857451608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681181831392246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712346596362809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896582924743198,0.07982179556828445,0.0,0.06758394004025793,0.1228127420435859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700360289093436,0.0,0.0,0.09136961109337016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997274472332235,0.0,0.0,0.07343615025336504,0.0,0.0,0.05299178409939983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302228223175024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409397273337126,0.12662620391660276,0.0,0.0,0.0717175868446408,0.0,0.0,0.08905387051108128,0.1834497659285872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056662192614652475,0.08720962107316156,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oversleepandchill,2019/02/18,Ubereats/DoorDash I want to start working for them but I'm so scared. God I hate being anxious. Why am I like this!? I signed up for some a.m. hours but I'm so nervous. Does anyone else do these jobs with SA?,-1.7512373737373752,-0.33783829545454397,-0.0060606060606041,103.8136868686869,113.77272727272728,2.8646464646464653,16.252525252525253,5.033348758259628,-0.9680323232323232,161,5,38,1,9,51,35,44,0.316,0.5479999999999999,0.136,-0.9162,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,20,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463017050952185,0.0,0.2143391268364092,0.3140853289794056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682542578350462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560739174208248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026437016131367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30187906974638395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041925593335415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975942306172238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068989158624503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696981174605634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080458585152626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766036789122738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316397065620486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,idg_redin,2019/02/18,"I thought I was better but I still can't cope. Do you have any advice? I was always the quiet kid as long as I can remember. I had very few friends and I was happy with that. I used to skip class a lot when I was in high school. Classes were getting smaller and smaller and we had to give more speeches and stuff like that. I was terrified of saying anything in class and I couldn't even really talk to anyone during recess. The few friends I had were obviously better at this whole social thing and they had other friends besides me. But I never really learned how to make friends so I just clung to them every day. Some days I wouldn't even talk at all. In middle school I used to hide in the school library or in the rest room just to avoid talking to anybody.
Now I'm in college. I've been exposed to more social settings and I said to myself at the beginning that I didn't want to isolate myself anymore, so I tried to be as social as physically possible for me. I found myself being nervous all day, so having sweaty hands, elevated heartbeat and being jumpy. I always slouch especially when talking to people and I can't really hold eye contact, which often makes me seem rude. I tell myself that they'll see that as part of how I just normally act and brush it off but in my subconcious I constantly worry about what people might think of me. Even when something has happened days, weeks, or months ago I still think about it and often avoid talking to that person because of it.but that was still a lot more than I could do in highschool
A couple of months ago I had to give a presentation. I was poorly prepared for it, but until then I held a few presentations by just winging it even though I was dying inside. But this time a team mate said everything I was supposed to say and I was just standing there. On top I couldn't read my notes on the phone and I was just frozen. I had a derealisation moment that lastet longer than usual and an unnerving loud tone in my ears like after an explosion in the movies. I was lightheaded and I felt like I was going to faint. Luckily I was allowed to go outside but even writing about this now takes me back there.
People were pretty nice about it, which helped me not spiraling in total solitude again. But that definitely set me back a lot of steps. 
Now I am facing another presentation, the first one since then and I am terrified. I practiced in the mirror and even when I'm alone in my room I get nervous, my voice is shaky and I sound like I'm about to cry. I can't imagine how thats going to be with a room full of people. But then again I don't want to have to skip classes anymore but I can't bring myself to face it, considering that I was on the edge of breaking down during simple conversations anyway. I still hide in the bathroom sometimes or Im on my phone just to avoid talking to people.
Before that anxiety attack I went to a therapist but I didn't talk about my social anxiety but my derealisation moments.  I'm even worried about going back to him and talking to him. I had made an appointment last year for this month but I canceled it because I was worried about talking to him. I can only truly feel at ease when I'm in my room with no one around. But then again when I do that for too long, I get lonely. I only have one best friend but she lives far away and I feel like I care much more for her than she does for me. Even though that's the case, I'm really scared of loosing her so I adapt to her anytime we argue. Whenever we don't talk I sometimes don't talk to anyone. I'm happy that I still have my family around me but I'm going to have to change, because I can't live like this forever. ",2.899648408746483,4.6091246416107445,4.190786966875951,86.41876326044601,75.06711409395973,6.8467200692790655,24.2308941329292,7.601502580125103,1.1112779822472394,2898,91,591,38,62,953,297,745,0.10400000000000001,0.769,0.127,0.98,1,6,1,0,0,0,54.0,3,1,3,6,60,29,3,7,25,0,62,6,5,9,5,100,105,63,1,7,26,0,4,6,6,3,1,10,4,2,33,28,0,5,11,2,1,9,16,11,0,4,37,17,104,18,98,58,20,101,0,1,2,0,53,37,0,12,57,440,137,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051995813742626296,0.09433421515871343,0.0,0.0,0.055109107377449416,0.0,0.0,0.08854931385035175,0.0,0.0,0.036184358513550056,0.0557949140950976,0.08141040994401748,0.0,0.10553926785415256,0.07441079109864389,0.0,0.043786974162017614,0.0947356655716414,0.0,0.06053361142173513,0.04999217887480112,0.12274471384368515,0.0,0.0973082506680326,0.0,0.04527745788368892,0.0,0.05584020150052109,0.09411914962631884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425074224768029,0.0,0.05628871060365275,0.0,0.0,0.0575006838850206,0.0,0.04248354279744461,0.058875419902308726,0.05844825656534754,0.1372631826186695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552231730592835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046564087098106666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811555574238518,0.0,0.04483139019467091,0.0,0.04782136527438687,0.0,0.05016128349622225,0.0,0.05380875380111756,0.038012955047478376,0.051089568679721885,0.0,0.0,0.04526006593094798,0.0,0.058341589449240575,0.20554805823334946,0.0,0.08339947311357351,0.10208701024793318,0.15120123404316752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705308119698074,0.11328523566163902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03566527906405683,0.05621887294324462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747550815084475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337293283720395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597316237559158,0.0,0.09397011855679006,0.09417765848345472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357107194280588,0.0,0.05034821825402571,0.07103565389929416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644698612718211,0.0,0.0,0.12741420591250466,0.0,0.03911518472981345,0.0,0.04103853045503096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213411900206875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816862367921086,0.08093661018201373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057620820923582526,0.0,0.1844442145981076,0.04646057787817523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059985838856166575,0.0,0.05413330119115837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053224007920369056,0.0,0.1363497512304942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027611400102659,0.0,0.1012290453975606,0.08462883294297772,0.053272100744514855,0.16155289402126402,0.04240116901848432,0.04844002929689572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401553812372962,0.0,0.0,0.2169619806765524,0.0,0.04096335632088191,0.10525132703134124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124663109861197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060912271610723635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040007003683231394,0.4704465467280661,0.04650754326380915,0.0,0.0,0.06178045676659821,0.035350099639865976,0.06818913741924831,0.10455634066674296,0.04224248569284373,0.031026950700998836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03612583149923383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191203540264656,0.058602866525130685,0.043903499692807456,0.06276881158400513,0.0,0.04268153850057465,0.0,0.0,0.04932584029779335,0.0,0.059406627827012524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211082130335105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034265243421570245
socialanxiety,SOLODOLOGUY,2019/02/18,"I want to fix these issue. I am 24 and wasted most of my life.... Hi guys. I have had since social anxiety since high school. I am 24 now. I wasted majority of my life just hopping from job to job and being sheltered away in my room. When I apply to jobs,  I go to the interview, I pass it, and get the job offer. Now, when I start work, I have to meet all the workers and socialize with them. Also, I feel like a lot people just talk about me at work. When I talk with people or co-workers, I always mess up my speech. I stumble on words and I feel even more isolated with them. I CAN NEVER hold on to a job. I AM TIRED AND I WANT TO FIX MY ISSUE. I live with my parents and because of this, I am very depressed. I have no money to get help so it is like a ongoing sad cycle. Where do I get help? I want to fix this issue. I see so many people living a happy life, going out, meeting new people, having fun, and it really saddens me. How do I fix this issue? ",-0.5124672857745871,1.418154393203885,2.4525580413676664,93.43150907555928,87.59223300970874,4.941831996623048,16.72351203039257,6.280692351149826,-0.34761519628535265,719,16,166,7,23,254,107,206,0.142,0.753,0.106,-0.8592,6,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,3,14,7,0,0,7,0,14,4,0,1,2,28,26,16,0,3,3,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,1,1,7,13,0,1,2,0,1,3,2,3,0,0,1,4,35,4,25,24,5,21,0,2,1,0,15,10,0,3,10,116,42,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020148661929305,0.08344890812010737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672120227740878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422529797797366,0.0,0.0,0.061135555742782864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637920984463736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662402769110429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141878139441056,0.07164684750672846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719139237784882,0.0,0.11399368183598878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930238450647434,0.0,0.10676005054165956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344438919413556,0.1059613758449959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187047785350679,0.4976093293329256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251234499867747,0.09799277961867292,0.0,0.17711495320525336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526255682872813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167782424167253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734945440940881,0.09686023576172123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135963476030354,0.0,0.0,0.27811248034368297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424802953223455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149834048028483,0.07991775664322863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659210415995609,0.0,0.0,0.2044650557273879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098543287514361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121782190688208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526804101385532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827493506772486,0.17746005800341394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903587782581665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jaded_Heron,2019/02/18,"Today I set off the fire alarm in my house, causing all of my roommates (8 people) to have to come outside in the cold for several minutes. They all know it was me because I immediately confessed and apologized. I made myself eat the extremely burned food but it is not even close to making me feel better about what I have done.  I have had actual nightmares about this exact scenario.  I don't know how to cope with inconveniencing that many people so greatly.

I cannot describe the amount of distress I am currently experiencing.  I have never done something this terrible before.",5.770210280373834,7.594638299065423,6.388866822429907,73.07993574766357,67.87850467289722,8.714485981308412,32.06658878504673,9.188382445141503,3.059991588785047,466,20,77,9,8,152,78,107,0.11800000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.071,-0.7301,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,2,4,0,12,2,0,4,4,18,18,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,4,15,2,13,13,3,9,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.2016206327685455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259469615043717,0.0,0.17580908728532407,0.0,0.0,0.18272891815592604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224441130848096,0.0,0.17797540540992668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42286559028304144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114126420170288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646333144094985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446774549530477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498324879344984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277872111792299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383991081919704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270938653206413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195498482278338,0.13791314773935334,0.2094691519529692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934963931420568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864734067610582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334094218349192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590577435998712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584122481464347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MuffledDolphinSounds,2019/02/18,"It can get better! I am a 20 year old college student diagnosed with social anxiety and generalized anxiety disorder. As a kid, I would have anxiety attacks in public or when I was overstimulated. I couldn't make eye contact with anyone because it made me so uncomfortable. I tried my absolute hardest to avoid speaking in public, over the phone (absolutely dreaded phone calls), in class, to strangers. Small changes to my routine or surroundings would have me on the verge of tears.I was depressed as a result of my anxiety, and it held me back from so much as a kid.

A combination of the right medication, working on my self confidence, and cannabis has changed my life in the best way possible. My senior year of high school, I joined the drama department and performed in front of hundreds of people. I can make direct eye contact without wanting to crawl out of my skin. I can ask a question in a full lecture hall without stuttering (I still blush quite a bit) and I've even gotten pretty good at public speaking. 

Sometimes I struggle, but I'm very proud of where I am now compared to how I was. Anxiety is manageable! You don't need to silently suffer through life. It may take some time to find the right medication or coping methods, but I promise that everyday life doesn't need to be so stressful. ",6.8366530054644805,7.514259086065575,7.099901639344263,73.13253005464483,64.69672131147541,10.113224043715846,38.39781420765028,10.047579312681364,4.047573551912568,1043,54,180,22,15,338,146,244,0.13,0.79,0.08,-0.8628,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,6,10,13,1,4,14,0,19,9,3,5,0,33,31,18,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,3,6,2,0,3,5,8,0,2,2,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,6,5,24,5,36,20,5,33,0,2,2,0,17,20,0,6,10,122,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429294912116121,0.0,0.0,0.0809693351615358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825640908516,0.13173805033861466,0.0,0.08904226325041964,0.0,0.07058997981334693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152387910483554,0.10241478230099116,0.12642248806234235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824369967298892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449999204355141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099737486723438,0.11753352117757235,0.0,0.0,0.13271565668853608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648413027688925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583816446590398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060500184548738976,0.0,0.0,0.09712668544263273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234797395745815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453767200000399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957178920976847,0.15459342883120156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23331056750202225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512556997533043,0.17172694404574915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151154384967082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028042820081015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054594419919682,0.0,0.11780918715772525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972135284912445,0.12316646294887998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778338235890325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171947440166573,0.0,0.0,0.12080358481989716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804247120167075,0.0,0.0,0.11452814637193655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247721031195297,0.0,0.13264733360495515,0.12105823039793888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706641717441425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752331303719758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861990217985844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554628109460044,0.06830123518105194,0.09191583565399164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22325215750186014,0.0,0.0843030323149193,0.0,0.0,0.16452053755298096,0.0,0.0,0.14914148542325034
socialanxiety,conorsmith1132,2019/02/18,"Public Speaking Project Hey guys, I'm doing a project for school about public speaking. I'm trying to find a viable solution to the problems people face when public speaking by making an app. It would be great if you could fill out this survey to help me gain insight into the problems people face and potential solutions. If this post is against the rules, just let me know and I'll take it down. Here is the link and thank you for your time. [https://goo.gl/forms/OaZ0qi3blXCF9ktB3](https://goo.gl/forms/OaZ0qi3blXCF9ktB3)",7.395086206896551,10.675028091954026,5.469640804597702,75.21756465517242,66.93103448275862,6.189080459770117,25.81752873563219,7.1686216300943375,1.2903114942528735,432,13,66,4,8,124,61,87,0.055999999999999994,0.77,0.174,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,7,2,2,1,0,17,13,6,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,11,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,2,42,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863754868154465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273883827594529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742904419410729,0.0,0.2463399471629057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667578346774223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672777404499192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25440332200284177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606840237904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34495754585198685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382708220666098,0.0,0.0,0.476114410500712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517874666887362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705815519247648,0.0,0.0,0.22905122742347936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507070325312546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891120986082106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673236848764476,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shareteaa,2019/02/18,"How to tell someone about your anxiety? There’s a guy I like, and the more I get to know him, the more I realize I don’t show him a huge part of me.  I want to open up that I have anxiety, just to put it out there but idk how.  I’m afraid of him seeing me differently.  ",-1.4758079625292737,0.27491636065573744,1.736440281030447,98.13426229508198,90.31147540983606,6.108665105386418,16.911007025761126,7.447530270364453,-0.034364871194379365,202,5,55,4,7,72,42,61,0.081,0.833,0.086,0.0644,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,12,1,9,7,3,5,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,1,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868899122847101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324824504517621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626195665796767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150975730750293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489079732990784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547102514294053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34461190484789755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199088843140639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25358798068177635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26963511026722364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781469062232307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770020435573048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IFoughtInWW2_AMA,2019/02/18,"My parents don't let me leave the house. I'm 15 and I'm not allowed to leave the house my parents don't let me go to a friend's house to do homework and I can't go back home from school by myself they always go pick me up because they tell me they will let me do it when I'm mature, I think this is making my SA worse I just wanna go out and have fun I'm an extrovert but I have overprotective parents and social anxiety",0.3079883040935698,1.944722442105267,2.6866666666666674,94.60111111111117,82.47368421052632,5.485380116959064,20.029239766081872,6.42735559955562,-0.024005847953216808,332,9,80,3,9,114,55,95,0.048,0.8809999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.0253,4,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,3,0,13,22,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,16,2,8,18,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,51,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684942883133165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074289510470918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798238917987872,0.0,0.08560513169984689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849625889838907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192395661724973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086324533484684,0.0,0.0,0.4861138405436949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29739125396262833,0.0,0.4307991138409674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373845176056897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677943669872345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421231670926032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431512138141139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274245006367054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998219651262379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311068070614036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,clemthenerd,2019/02/18,"I’m strongly intimidated by everyone I think I’ve pinpointed the root of most of my problems. Everything comes down to me being scared of people. 

I want to date, but when I go to dating profiles and see the faces of the girls or photos of them with their friends, I get too intimidated to actually talk to them and leave. I’m currently in my mid 20s and have never dated. 

I want to go to a gym, but the thought of people looking at me fumble around in a gym makes me anxious and I didn’t do it. 

I wanted to eat at this new restaurant, but I’m anxious the server getting annoyed about me not knowing what or how to order, so I don’t go.

I even looked for a local therapists today, and seeing the faces of the therapists made me intimidated and I stopped looking. I don’t have enough money for therapy anyway. 

Deep down I’m scared of everyone and I hate it. Because of my social anxiety, all I do is go to work and go home. I have no where else to go. I have no friends to hang out with, and no one irl to confide in. 
It sucks because today especially, I really needed someone to just be with me. To ask “are you ok?”. Even sitting in silence with someone I trust would be nice. 

And the worst part, is that the few times that redditors have reached out to me and offered to talk to me, I ran away from them because, well, I’m even scared of them too. Plus I feel like I’m burdening them with my problems, even though they are the ones that actively want to help. 

This is turning more into a rant than I was expecting so I’m gonna end here. Sorry I wasted your time reading this aimless post. I just feel really lonely today, and I think all I want is for someone out there to tell me that I’m going to be ok. ",2.342600818234949,3.833125401129944,4.237356321839084,86.4246610169492,76.06214689265536,7.142645626339372,25.766218585622443,7.873277556716777,1.394467679719463,1328,48,284,20,29,452,169,354,0.19899999999999998,0.698,0.10300000000000001,-0.9902,2,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,7,2,20,20,3,3,14,2,22,3,2,4,3,57,65,23,0,10,8,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,11,24,1,1,6,3,1,10,8,11,1,2,5,7,46,9,58,54,8,45,0,1,5,0,19,18,1,3,15,201,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.08538013178731521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693158003903013,0.1976834108991594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788694083618318,0.08179374655772996,0.0,0.08220215385195097,0.0,0.0,0.1600039840733917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536710583705214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952674629108907,0.07308881921926938,0.0,0.07749245186311303,0.09040321773063358,0.0,0.231152081264216,0.0,0.0,0.16720580875386756,0.07863268443530376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847774908188205,0.06250471272727748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519309209692684,0.0,0.09142251813992233,0.0,0.3480683246146881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086380803706384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864442844426891,0.0,0.08776218596376277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048083630834115855,0.0,0.0,0.0926420034985813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274445249553621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041518111592698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278758950382903,0.058401972890874024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487463540085664,0.06747966722496351,0.08450087368344007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857446565658952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947459321286662,0.0,0.1213126696755221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379370121993013,0.0,0.0,0.1674371553930631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751625126491429,0.0,0.11209996724081488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627859909277457,0.0,0.13944050839988084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918766153533113,0.22239652342967794,0.0,0.0,0.09794077406563928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314770996663883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064643449749428,0.07647236653201618,0.0,0.10005538403045854,0.20317124504175416,0.0,0.11212341792916457,0.0859610102533143,0.06945933116274465,0.10203524761214168,0.0,0.2487981912534513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516679696523432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25802693656613696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866633193977393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369563629059881,0.0,0.0,0.06215221466270996,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,plsskinme,2019/02/18,"Is it cringy to ask friends / girls random questions as a way to further the conversation? I'm going to be honest, I didn't always have social anxiety or at least noticeably until I was rejected for the first time in my life which led to a domino effect and then it started that I couldn't have normal conversations without feeling like I'm cringing or weirding out the person I'm talking to, so I just want to feel some sort of affirmation as I'm trying to rebuild myself back to the way I used to be - IS it cringy to girls to ask random questions (i.e: Do you like sports?) just totally out of the blue over text, as a way to further the conversation? ",6.623252747252749,6.034979523076927,7.446703296703298,74.75115384615388,65.30769230769229,9.89010989010989,33.956043956043956,9.23628265651192,2.9512197802197804,518,20,98,8,7,174,79,130,0.08800000000000001,0.85,0.063,-0.285,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,9,0,10,1,0,3,1,23,22,9,0,3,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,3,8,4,25,17,3,18,0,1,1,0,14,7,0,8,8,69,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528204620533573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276310553785312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489273453681587,0.0,0.0,0.1434985734521316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887204548669347,0.13332072684514515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587381165036117,0.0,0.0,0.14418145861615264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605993876214166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318145937783199,0.18234533770813435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828471012081491,0.0,0.21246708945141907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629486054064268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181122177404277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023467739769356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208996397842412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999736865601926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881910164782237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267021231931978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117898951018833,0.0,0.0,0.11007278404340544,0.4443886805835279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798941589766731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kingian12,2019/02/18,"The mornings and going out dealing with social anxiety Every time I wake up I just instantly have negative thoughts like ""What am I doing with my life?"" Or ""What do people think of me?"" I then listen to a little music then I shower and during my shower I get terrible stomach pain because of how anxious I am knowing I'm going out. This pain has made me miss a lot of morning appointments, school days during high school and would lead to arguments with parents.
I never eat breakfast or don't even drink water every morning because of my anxiety. Once I'm ready to go out I always start walking back and forth around my house, look out the windows and watch outside and start having thoughts of people looking at me or saying negative things about me. I never go out unless it's mandatory. Anyone every go through this??",5.436870629370631,6.8007493653846165,6.0524475524475525,76.92891608391609,68.16666666666666,7.980419580419578,31.48951048951049,8.296473431620573,2.593507692307692,655,27,108,9,11,213,95,156,0.172,0.789,0.039,-0.966,3,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,9,9,2,3,2,31,28,13,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,3,0,6,15,4,0,4,1,0,7,5,4,0,0,3,5,18,1,22,24,1,26,0,1,3,0,5,10,0,4,10,79,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884006814744394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013062057584796,0.1477721864541702,0.0,0.0914617541562062,0.0,0.0,0.11644399994150775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058081339898213,0.0,0.15947477811691185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435827168350038,0.13485400021627425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281389013755107,0.0,0.13384596092699513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639533357017386,0.0,0.3306260445233196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683401067152459,0.0,0.3716968975061257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820244779436947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093117145531332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188689459265771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239129519641144,0.06390461572189167,0.13110076842788285,0.0,0.0,0.21968616785153455,0.0,0.0,0.11120555924239864,0.0,0.12377065993151727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176944381274975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393028378651452,0.0,0.0,0.27837104900087034,0.0,0.14524324534889205,0.0,0.0,0.18136715024296093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402122325102303,0.0,0.26476287212354377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333901605464882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851686145608132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690089367206685,0.08381443108829832,0.0,0.20768879267869214,0.07627332797657094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291997352638397,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,good-habit,2019/10/30,"ive faked it until ive made it i haven't made it yet but ive come close enough to where im happy with myself

ive discovered in my case tha5 i wasn't trying to overcome the normal anxiety that comes with socializing, so i pointed the finger at something besides myself. i used ""social anxiety"" as a crutch & it made me regret 3 years of high school. don't be like me, please at least try to change. especially if it's not something you want.

i know some people genuinely have social anxiety, diagnosed and everything, so i know it's not that easy when it's a realistic problem.

tips lol
•it's important to think positive 
•don't be ashamed of being awkward. ive started finding my awkwardness humorous and it WORKS!!
•start small
•eye contact. this is extremely important. practice & work urself up to maintaining eye contact in conversation.
•no one is watching u. relax

idk what this post is but i just be typing till my heart is content",3.8221153846153832,6.0221129010988985,5.184711538461542,78.15091346153848,73.83516483516482,8.506043956043957,29.506868131868128,9.188382445141503,2.8847571428571426,756,33,134,18,16,252,118,182,0.132,0.705,0.163,0.9023,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,6,10,0,3,4,1,17,4,3,4,0,26,28,11,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,6,0,1,4,3,20,4,17,20,3,19,0,1,2,0,7,10,0,2,7,83,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831252654344985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29984790488170165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821370800617128,0.22509223866182435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261019634698107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349996290504802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742262605783778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194146115100463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908270695164945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548246110313627,0.0,0.138042225627201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411278214738795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360710799802148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383052921918182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708815068829085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801234605724507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853395531890602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057844298261876,0.0,0.0,0.1434179235645162,0.12350945695072417,0.0,0.1251296011958673,0.0,0.0,0.12501741881954975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222796236490764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995532966213072,0.0,0.2011663549855668,0.0,0.0,0.18495394313357005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371726255037967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740982419985415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284237182872955,0.0,0.0,0.07706261258365976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023409757352847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413634453943172
socialanxiety,wittgenludwig,2019/10/30,The absolute weirdest moment Do you know that situation when you’re talking to someone who is standing in an open door and kinda blocking it and then someone behind that person wants to go through that door and you have eye contact with that person and they just can’t get through and you have to say something and AAARGH it’s just so awkward every time.,3.44464285714286,6.142813338235296,3.4691596638655464,87.49264705882356,77.38235294117645,5.0621848739495805,28.831932773109244,6.1826913282559595,1.345405042016806,289,13,51,2,7,88,48,68,0.09300000000000001,0.907,0.0,-0.6512,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,14,9,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,7,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,8,9,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,1,4,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500706858953469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506815911990898,0.0,0.16868090032993158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311605212702307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5183166761788501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23603093957912585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336208184563437,0.0,0.0,0.5029631675663108,0.2284946901547591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385603036105984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306915554811847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506304954506866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sassysebastian,2019/10/30,"Has anyone learned any good tips for coming across as less aloof? People have often told me in person that I seem aloof and distant. I don’t intend to come across this way at all, but I have a hard time spontaneously expressing my emotions. I can feel something deeply, but something unintended often comes out instead, making me sound more cold or analytical than I actually feel. It’s like my mind “intercepts” the message and filters the emotion. So what comes out ends up sounding more like thought than a feeling.  How do I stop this from happening? Advice?",5.6782352941176475,7.761498539215688,5.578578431372549,77.77610294117648,68.50980392156862,7.845098039215688,31.37745098039216,8.472884824447931,2.5642509803921567,449,19,76,7,8,140,78,102,0.044000000000000004,0.85,0.106,0.7461,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,3,1,25,18,8,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,8,0,1,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,7,10,3,13,16,4,15,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,5,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.1632087340290894,0.0,0.0,0.1634316201649158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137335471999664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694283896777237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5762731761409228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762602389009783,0.14813100777232385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536949952250385,0.11948113479705898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027866614603238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789577737620152,0.0,0.14982026645587276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341665988385062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163852597539392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688715735722968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594786061440945,0.14603343942290414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225518938917154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575094881312008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398257989402142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277526361540545,0.09752294380738133,0.0,0.0,0.1598114678307577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275271120886273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,killmealready6,2019/10/30,"Am I overthinking about this occurrence between my could-be boss and I? So I was offered a new job position. I'm pretty interested in it. I'm known as the bubbly, sweet girl, but my managers all know I have my (issues). 

I talked with the manager and I engaged with them a lot, diverting and then having assuring eye contact, I nodded in response now and then, and we had a few good laughs about situations. I think it went pretty well.

But at one point they went to talk about a situation I'd have to go through and how I'd handle it because they have heard from other managers that I have anxiety. For some reason, I completely blanked out and remained silent while remaining eye contact for a solid 5 seconds. It felt like 5 minutes. I then responded once I realized what they said was a question, so I mustered up an answer off the top of my head because I wasn't thinking in those few seconds I was trying to recollect what was happening.

They kept smiling and asking me if I had any questions, if I was sure, and it wasn't too horrible for me was it.

I think it went pretty well, I click with them, but I'm scared that that small thing took them off for me. Am I over reacting? I'm hyperfixating with this really really badly and I can't stop thinking about it. I'm annoying everyone around me by asking repeatedly if they think I was weird or seemed stupid or unhirable for that little moment. I was paying attention, my brain sometimes doesn't register a question unless it's asked like one or something.",5.0327702702702695,5.9975605202702695,6.048216216216217,78.06029729729731,68.79729729729729,9.433513513513516,31.69189189189189,9.642632912329526,2.993411351351351,1198,50,226,26,20,398,158,296,0.069,0.742,0.18899999999999997,0.987,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,8,1,12,16,2,1,11,0,21,4,4,4,3,54,46,28,0,3,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,20,17,0,2,17,0,1,5,4,5,2,4,20,7,41,11,33,26,5,28,0,0,3,0,24,14,0,12,11,165,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182824476762377,0.0,0.08080241148812581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402814993052086,0.29623379409207823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819199982447208,0.1287753628735349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791181296925775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074522122625964,0.0,0.0,0.08433252477055689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009286838459241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141603153819062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060028806336044,0.08859277333447986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934033480798613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840115345111168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024447871953308,0.10481596376371953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058048432776213035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320553727746752,0.10586344264999188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979812616196776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201274738313207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248658695261674,0.1431477153293156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984924157277043,0.0,0.0,0.3223741003932924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35497065581608256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353314485556107,0.10859952141488173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047303516084237,0.0,0.10574849600082388,0.0,0.0,0.09615652795351796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374526038409422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131485827551352,0.10446527713477874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883067657552953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954978960791412,0.0,0.0,0.16979385617338166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017218803371476,0.3383993978509229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735264506916793,0.07171206493516248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993812248126973,0.2937447567809059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IchBinEineFrage,2019/10/30,"Meds Hello,

I have schizoaffective disorder and social anxienty. The anxienty is by far the worst of the disorders. Nothing fucking helps.

Please tell me which Mediation has helped you best with your anxienty.
I am currently on wellbutrin.
Does anyone have experience with tianeptine?",6.17161904761905,10.041292066666667,5.7971428571428545,64.95000000000002,83.8888888888889,10.571428571428571,35.31746031746032,9.606745405546679,5.7094126984127,233,13,29,9,7,72,38,45,0.212,0.7090000000000001,0.078,-0.7326,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,6,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,0,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275959474759905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592884832810252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5663354656532932,0.0,0.2162157584427944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416853749506053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22841554720699203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312164306651903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274443053179324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23707376755249296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27121260053371177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518604042767709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159532027098292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yaa1220,2019/10/30,"Thoughts on Vistaril (Hydroxizine) Hi Guys,

saw a psychiatrist for the first time to get meds for my anxiety bc i’m tired of not making friends and approaching people i’m interested in out of anxiety. i asked her for something that works quick and makes my anxiety better, and while i was expecting xanax (didn’t explicitly ask as i didn’t want her to think i just wanna abuse drugs), but she prescribed me vistaril which i’ve never heard of. does anyone have experience with this med? does it help reduce anxiety so maybe i can actually approach someone for once? if you’ve taken it before how much time does it take to work so i can time it right? thanks!",3.922272727272727,6.115558658730159,4.985209235209236,79.72292207792209,73.52380952380952,9.026262626262627,27.327561327561327,9.573946990214177,2.679644444444445,525,20,99,14,11,172,90,126,0.105,0.7979999999999999,0.098,0.5796,0,0,2,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,3,2,19,21,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,7,2,12,4,16,14,1,13,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,1,7,58,19,2,0.0,0.16550931887289605,0.13631688684891505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274486080919869,0.0,0.0,0.09767420746318294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611818150441278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886555026338262,0.0,0.0,0.12354408831203732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667298978873841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199557288912494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366432208192631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881989169222305,0.0,0.0,0.10792382871953887,0.0,0.07298204394768923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831465350356786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363098591216264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864877686099205,0.0,0.14033696611207372,0.0,0.31032728170299423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268791963777824,0.0,0.10773722140206883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876485161887812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684317135216007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929414439894435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835853410437715,0.10753986900555944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502918515020283,0.0,0.0,0.12860740420105146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950744719531054,0.0,0.11089792892683142,0.24436236532159705,0.16055263156170205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239253788803343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339136666184424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Michellejohnson56,2019/10/30,"Open Letter to The Shy Kid,  

I know you.

I know that when you start at a new school you would rather walk around and cross your arms, than talk to someone—because the thought of talking to them scares you.

It scares you *so much*.

I know that you could be in a class for a full year, and never say one word.

I know that when you are with people you are *actually* comfortable with, you are crazy; you are *yourself.* But, the second you step into the **real world**, you shut down. You become the person the world knows. You don't show who you are, you don't say *anything.* 

You hope people do not looking at you. You hope that they don’t even notice you’re there.

You want to be invisible.

But, I know that you *want* to talk.

You *want* to talk to that person sitting next to you. You think about what you are going to say, you think about the perfect sentence. However, when you go to talk, nothing comes out. You say *nothing.* You sit there in silence.  And, when someone starts a conversation with you, you freeze. You only say *one* word.

I know you want to have a full conversation, but you don’t know how. You don’t know what to say. There is nothing to say.

Then again, *silence.*

You watch people talk to strangers and feel *jealous*. 

You feel jealous because they can talk to people so easily. They can start conversations and talk for 20 minutes. And, when you talk to people it last about 2 minutes. You just end up sitting there, in silence, again.

I know that your friends don’t understand.

When you are with them, and they talk to someone you do not know; you just stand there. You don’t say anything. You want nothing more than your friend to stop talking to them, to walk away, and talk to you.

It sounds *selfish*.

When they tell you “just talk to someone, it's easy” you want to explain. But, they just **won’t** get it. They don’t understand the internal fear that you have. They don’t understand that you can’t do it. You want to…  just *can’t.*

I know that the judgement that you get for saying *nothing* is better than if people know who you *actually* are. You think if they don't know you, they can't judge you. 

I know that you are not actually afraid to talk to them. You are afraid that they won’t like you. 

But, I know you are working on it.

I know that you try every day to change. It’s still very hard – but you want so *badly* to be outgoing- that you are trying.

I know the trying is not working that fast, but I *hope* that one day it will.

I *hope* that one day you, and I will no longer be afraid. No longer be afraid to show people who we *are*.

Sincerely,

A fellow Shy kid",-0.3612809448103569,1.8419486679536727,0.7963583920054518,100.20738564615034,99.96525096525095,3.673168294344765,15.939677492618667,5.6076373295792115,-0.7842681626163976,1982,51,444,16,85,615,164,518,0.053,0.852,0.095,0.9573,1,0,0,0,0,0,123.0,1,66,15,4,30,22,2,7,16,0,47,1,1,1,2,87,96,30,0,17,19,0,4,1,3,5,0,10,0,4,32,19,0,1,28,2,0,7,22,11,0,5,1,16,97,11,54,84,4,54,0,0,2,0,121,18,0,6,26,307,129,4,0.0,0.0,0.13771264351903165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741975658450077,0.041875536668101634,0.0,0.0,0.04419559005487564,0.0,0.039276401005568895,0.057350244942003525,0.051951939107172065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04160302118072901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049762039473948916,0.04052075958004507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037557579681749685,0.0,0.0,0.0910106463428233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04166344158156195,0.0,0.0,0.031069449354951813,0.0,0.039633194376181895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052933031898140734,0.04756963344833575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268591145832874,0.0,0.04915287427594019,0.0,0.053467785609412274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042138563782758064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688517333475832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653347639697432,0.03834384502326507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022981347946371217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039501718345139096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034579782440947754,0.0,0.03628011639555274,0.045431485643529904,0.05002753018180688,0.0,0.0,0.22568054725621314,0.05355530523792516,0.0,0.0,0.1275019748162033,0.035776008613205124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22828109339864144,0.08214695577717505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053541771837268166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366725718480449,0.09419041053453106,0.04760694997393869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119570414138173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988537553739896,0.0,0.03756617211796462,0.039327512135033715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293251221918626,0.04111499764181622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042391924316788,0.0,0.03734447312759377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581113337729094,0.0,0.0,0.14691076919443313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038812892697815946,0.22196309322270613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849130096648805,0.0,0.0,0.03341583731714552,0.0,0.0,0.030292191408235906
socialanxiety,Brad9407,2019/10/30,"Replaying to text messages When someone texts me and it's suppose to be a simply reply, I end up staring at my phone for 5 minutes trying to come up with something to say that sounds normal. It's like I'm trying to answer a test question everytime. My mind is always blank on what to say. It sucks.",2.8922950819672124,4.522285114754105,4.4499672131147525,84.88806557377049,74.90163934426229,6.191475409836067,26.95409836065573,6.742157984588678,1.300577704918033,236,9,45,2,5,79,47,61,0.044000000000000004,0.912,0.044000000000000004,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,12,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,1,3,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467009782544141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25539734244491696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26259952595459546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484859741364775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29936740345040075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904943606898725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321333523654384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715568075625255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512125169289464,0.22825021759116804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025904926232114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nima3333,2019/10/30,"Going to cinema Hope this is the right sub :)
The fact is I love going to cinema and the few friends I have are not always avaliable to come with me.
So, I decided to watch a movie one day per week alone, but last time I did it, it was disrupted/unsettled by the people around me in the theater. I mean, by looking down and avoid eye contact with everyone, I find the experience really painful.
My question is do you have some tips / a frame of mind to share to better live these situations ?",5.153436426116841,5.464139824742269,6.164484536082476,79.66088487972509,68.2783505154639,10.178006872852237,29.56872852233677,10.125756701596842,2.732190378006873,381,13,78,9,6,127,71,97,0.083,0.77,0.147,0.6869,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,1,8,0,9,3,1,0,1,17,16,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,3,10,5,14,14,2,11,0,0,3,1,6,4,0,3,4,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210031445705944,0.0,0.0,0.1775539265811454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995843872884335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872223686423145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838128138378108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761606944892654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389910064693936,0.0,0.20873207805955274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950305873316933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486119769212035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425439262343647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21194006437225035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393775734051653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884234084439216,0.0,0.17919017500413334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258884968332346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23243949209685236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154586428846864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459561594932194,0.0,0.2270573403613663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793471846620904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390407256521999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670028974053106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822301502513888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23985437303112786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244268687640448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711650700333746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hades_888,2019/10/30,I hate spending recess alone. It's terrible to feel everyone pitying you. Having nobody to talk to.,2.503333333333334,5.400653777777784,4.450000000000003,73.84500000000001,94.55555555555556,6.844444444444445,28.222222222222207,7.793537801064563,3.1620888888888885,80,4,11,2,3,27,16,18,0.483,0.517,0.0,-0.8807,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5270080858472729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862214741184348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572864059322258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023773040741528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40898888154979707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tastefultrap,2019/10/30,"Sounding like a dick wihout wanting to sound like one. Or maybe Im thinking too much about something that isnt even slightly important. So today at school we had like a excercise where we had to calculate something logical idk its not that important what it was but my ""crush"" or the girl I like sat in front of me and didnt understand it so I tried to ask her what exactly she was not  understanding and but it sounded like what can you even not understand about this or I probably just think it sounded like this and she responded with saying that she didnt understand how to calculate something and how that makes sense etc but as I was trying to answer the teacher started to speak to the class loudly and so I couldnt answer her question and it probably just sounded like I was trying to say that shes dumb because she didnt understand it.

Btw english is not my first language so yeah I dont know if I made mistakes but I dont really care tbh.",3.023024767801857,5.102263636842107,4.170928792569661,85.06561919504645,75.78947368421052,7.839009287925697,28.01857585139319,8.671277953709913,2.243232198142415,761,32,149,16,17,248,100,190,0.08900000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.114,0.7056,0,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,0,1,14,10,1,0,5,1,16,1,1,4,1,43,31,21,0,4,14,0,0,7,0,0,0,9,0,1,17,9,0,0,12,0,0,1,11,2,0,2,11,9,22,8,15,19,2,7,0,0,0,1,17,3,2,5,10,108,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059608905575075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069093157519891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556127216213673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656755216202277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264079853388038,0.14972465142974273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640993985379387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243045099278585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229063417244628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876174292537573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724837875892676,0.07565767944698203,0.0,0.11386879982330847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332052836433784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680450222123628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444069687870196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697068181344412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261076097009769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027063209269967,0.0,0.1147096929373988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261772136509769,0.0,0.0,0.08022512653512505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525190147318287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074364036526349,0.0,0.0,0.2308584291938399,0.0,0.0,0.5899730057871723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685294447803851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gorl_with_big_feet,2019/10/30,"One of the reasons I have trust issues I dont know why but this still hurts even though it happened about a year ago. So...I used to have this sketchbook and I used to draw on it . But I used to hide it because I didn't want anyone thinking I was ""showing off "" and all that stuff. Then one day, we had  a new student . She was pretty good at art and basically everything else.

She just used to draw and doodle without caring who would see her sketchbook. Her confidence was just cool so one time I had a chance to talk to her and showed her my drawings.  Later on we became best friends and she taught me not to care about what people think and boost my confidence. We became such good friends that even the teachers were beginning to hate and call us out. 

We never cared. Our art teacher was kinda nice so she lent us free sketchbooks and told us to do whatever we wanted with them. We made comics and people started loving them.( though it never had a title. We didn't know what to write)


Our comics were so successful that they were circulating around the whole school. We had till volume 5 in a span of 2months. We only ever stopped during exam weeks. 

So one time my bestie and I were just from taking supper (it was a boarding school btw) and we were going back to class, very excited because we had a new example for the next chapter. 

Then it happened. On top of my desk was the  sketchbooks, ripped and torn into pieces . Just a huge pile of shredded papers on my desk. I was just so shocked. 

Surprisingly no one knew who did it. I had my suspicions but I didn't want to accuse anyone. I didn't know what to do so I just put the pieces in an empty bag, put it in my bag and just kept quiet. From that day onwards, I never felt comfortable sharing my sketchbook. Because I have this phobia that someone would just come and try to ruin it for me. Sad thing is I cant even stand up for myself...",2.071806318191541,4.256109638522428,2.944706553519218,92.1948363402981,79.26385224274406,5.469328959566426,21.58888968123797,6.5153245180268975,0.32413465021749976,1479,43,307,13,37,467,185,379,0.13699999999999998,0.685,0.17800000000000002,0.9739,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,16,0,3,3,26,23,1,0,15,1,33,2,0,6,5,71,64,29,0,5,13,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,24,31,1,2,8,6,1,4,12,5,0,5,29,4,54,19,41,33,5,44,0,3,1,1,37,16,0,1,23,225,78,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778598932384982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271511438856128,0.0,0.0,0.07811701680398027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747512189887897,0.0,0.1604766316198463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920892872316424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960360797176573,0.0,0.2684040557409059,0.0,0.0,0.07558973827876013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318430369903015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284354810191307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330472166243232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387617380913284,0.07937582621393614,0.0,0.0,0.07886496331001251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425474547479428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559244892324132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987092989429884,0.14720279338463088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519588371980053,0.0,0.0,0.086635970320947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393928748059656,0.0,0.0,0.09158927196848342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446770058320247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919872635111866,0.08303214185846244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030370011434817,0.1695009740686531,0.0933242109073847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973118287474102,0.06673860894410795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167102410030747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927433978086688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764280348203603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022266890861008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776174447900638,0.06992620599093255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743511589636182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062110627350841476,0.0,0.0700780821475569,0.07336378637151539,0.0,0.0,0.1004539297058124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597785026667732,0.07053095017667327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582978820263107,0.11245462754679518,0.17242987361819054,0.0,0.10233665704088216,0.0,0.0,0.0838498651501862,0.0,0.059577186041920235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166610367678125,0.30315484546237603,0.0,0.07240378589335034,0.1552734847964602,0.0,0.0703885794257233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918165152348346,0.09797088596419164,0.0,0.08458885697491943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246716213292587,0.0,0.0,0.05650878325504755
socialanxiety,potatolot,2019/10/30,"Help with my course Y'all mind doing a survey about this dating app that centralizes around people with social anxiety

[https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/5FDHDBF](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/5FDHDBF)",23.51857142857143,30.940103952380948,13.228809523809526,18.920357142857174,33.285714285714285,9.914285714285716,24.785714285714285,10.125756701596842,3.4734571428571432,177,3,13,3,2,44,20,21,0.076,0.804,0.121,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661049858146656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42602904866956026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207755984720266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832195993504961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317804030981889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878421746833864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oizo12,2019/10/30,"Tips for coping with anxiety in the class setting I’ve managed to be able to actually listen and follow what my prof is saying, but now it just feels like I’m multitasking listening to the actual class and trying to keep my anxiety under control. How can I just not feel so uneasy, especially when I notice my friend and other classmates who clearly are just as anxious. Noticing other people who are socially anxious just makes me even more anxious, and whenever I reach a point get twitchy and I just snowball",8.595684210526315,8.265742463157897,8.836842105263159,65.54789473684211,61.21052631578947,11.389473684210527,39.0,10.793553405168565,4.49158947368421,414,19,65,9,5,137,69,95,0.146,0.738,0.11599999999999999,-0.2958,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,1,20,14,10,0,0,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,6,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,9,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,49,14,4,0.17434389604476386,0.0,0.3402689862606687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667452065480321,0.5908769325406605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554150417658656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515249906112232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763070245763585,0.12455131416993692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346976616054514,0.0,0.0910874899044448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496486542272853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517562115712432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637590441241955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969833623810525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086810557370803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648113346896027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864526378639366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772164637309382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836806118049367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,faze_pleb,2019/10/30,My first post on this subreddit Do you guys ever get really anxious when there's a group of people surrounding you. I usually get hot flashes and i get goosebumps and i cringe every time. Any tips on how to reduce this,2.0386046511627924,4.688440767441861,3.6802790697674443,83.99437209302326,83.18604651162791,7.1609302325581385,22.55348837209302,8.238735603445708,1.7391990697674418,175,6,32,4,5,58,35,43,0.057999999999999996,0.9420000000000001,0.0,-0.3167,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,4,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070364175137508,0.0,0.0,0.3439418043385531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27539242513401896,0.2565122279172092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258964986301212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771876259600601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30145333276846203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110672732099412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915789105287129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950384446713455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752722401048107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353086261528201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JollyAstronomer,2019/10/30,"Girl who I knew for 4 years came to school today, acted like I didn't even exist. I've known her for 4 years, and these last 2 years she started to ignore me more and more. Idk what the fuck I did man, I don't know if I did something wrong I was always being nice to her and offering to take her to like the movies and shit even if it was scary for me to ask, these past few months she's been leaving me on read more and more as I tried talking to her. And unfortunately she just starting ignoring me quickly. I stopped making attempts to talk for a few weeks. And now here we are.",1.9387096774193533,3.246130290322583,3.1395483870967773,94.6393225806452,76.74193548387099,5.927741935483872,21.27096774193549,6.2581,-0.004703870967742052,452,11,107,3,10,146,76,124,0.193,0.746,0.061,-0.9438,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,6,8,2,0,3,0,9,2,1,1,0,19,18,10,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,9,0,3,3,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,8,0,20,3,14,9,6,16,0,0,0,1,15,1,2,2,15,72,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023937716157752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003337109076292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025662839551555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25439040376559163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780342068509642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583520767372807,0.15697584636850095,0.0,0.203911092184536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816665581564804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854655154443148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371301488540093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838364064143219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262897719605376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948980667079056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767738263182644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825507771633206,0.0,0.0,0.2726137898673645,0.0,0.0,0.16100288062448267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447938346114349,0.30957197585525065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254034885592413,0.0,0.0,0.13074704900964815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447354357117485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105525686451146,0.0,0.3720395579874127
socialanxiety,bbase199,2019/10/30,"Working out I’ve had a terrible bout of seasonal depression this fall. I moved to a new state recently and suddenly I’m scared to go to the gym. I was very active in the gym previously, but now it daunting. I don’t want people looking at me, and I’m constantly worried about weird interactions. Can anyone help?",3.8188524590163913,5.6789771147540975,5.804065573770496,75.17986885245901,72.9344262295082,10.125901639344264,31.872131147540983,10.355215969177356,3.788118688524592,248,12,46,8,5,86,49,61,0.18,0.7070000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.4945,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,8,7,0,13,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,6,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109548887037216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260293349998657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598528241507262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146243994184907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022224159818776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533510947631594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206581891402383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913826817339313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209160032775398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978912707243812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020532349582125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248933192475328,0.17794983047841822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196403955139345,0.3063898820838327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,badvibesforeverrr,2019/10/30,Starbucks so I went with my aunt to Starbucks and you know how you order something and you just wait there? Well I thought my order was ready but it was actually someone else’s and I even grabbed it. The guy from behind me was like excuse me and the rest of the day I felt like shit just replaying that whole situation..,0.8183680555555526,3.374143406249998,1.9333333333333336,93.86722222222224,91.5,4.719444444444443,21.17361111111111,6.42735559955562,0.3369465277777781,254,9,53,3,9,80,45,64,0.071,0.7659999999999999,0.163,0.5187,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,7,4,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,13,8,7,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,11,3,5,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.2724025703859121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800236591409425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23318753209933754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843708242430369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26802033647164103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27639471533829674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340928104126472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727496078016705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865355094417727,0.0,0.3137675859144155,0.0,0.0,0.2365163235636025,0.21489734260544274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160776693517564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509824074364975,0.25876766343905977,0.0,0.31165235468431673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jason_Michael,2019/10/30,"I don't know how to walk if I am anxious and close to people Yes, that's true. I sometimes start walking like a 1 year old learning how to do that when I am anxious and I don't know the fucking reason.",0.6276666666666664,2.083362377777778,2.695277777777779,95.77625000000003,80.7777777777778,4.5,24.583333333333336,3.1291,0.04666666666666641,157,6,37,0,4,53,30,45,0.095,0.7140000000000001,0.19,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,1,5,1,0,3,1,11,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,9,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,5,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6538998451103128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675540630421437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31810336144805484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139067481193035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036861819998646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063984011083189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975607709074966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28623301458702743,0.0,0.204845260948614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863699812011649
socialanxiety,lumyg,2019/10/30,"Might have social anxiety - going to a club tonight First of all, I’m not in therapy and I’ve never been diagnosed with social anxiety but I really feel like I should see a psychiatrist because sometimes it’s all getting out of hand. I hope this is the right place to ask for help.

Now coming to my problem: 
I agreed to go to a Halloween party with one of my closest friends. It was all fine because I’d go just with her and I thought we’d have a lot of fun so we bought our tickets (it takes place in a club). 
Later I found out we’d meet around 20 other people from our school at the place of a girl from our school before the event starts. After that we want to go to the club where the party takes place all together. Some girls my friends really admires (but I don’t really like them) are also coming with us so I’m afraid she’ll leave me for them or we'll just hang around in one big group which would make me so uncomfortable. 
I can’t really dance, I’m weird around people and I’m afraid I’ll end up alone, crying, judged by everyone in my school or ruin the evening for her and everyone else. I have no idea how to behave like a normal human being.
I already talked with her about my problem but she just said I shouldn’t worry and I should drink a lot of alcohol when we get there because that would solve my problem but alcohol usually just makes it worse so that I can’t even speak to my friends anymore.I don’t know what to do.
How should I handle this situation? How can I come off as normal at that party? 

Sorry if the formatting is weird or if there are any mistakes, I’m typing this in a rush and on my phone and I’m still in the process of learning to speak English.",2.8633333333333333,4.136021829059828,4.070313390313391,89.03487179487183,74.2991452991453,7.2512820512820495,23.826210826210822,7.793537801064563,1.0026740740740747,1326,38,289,18,27,434,171,351,0.133,0.7040000000000001,0.163,0.9367,1,1,3,0,0,0,25.0,10,0,2,1,24,19,0,2,17,0,27,5,1,5,5,71,57,26,0,16,14,0,2,3,3,9,3,3,0,3,14,23,3,0,6,6,1,10,8,9,0,3,6,6,42,10,48,39,7,46,0,1,1,0,34,24,0,10,15,193,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180230653379215,0.0,0.08809445431747108,0.09386363777870793,0.0680208661292685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784236888916314,0.0,0.1301383016541933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271590076511898,0.07951776468409469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555173457038798,0.0,0.07237810835560772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980985243078827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343223857112933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633209764180537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332447554932329,0.0,0.0,0.07105505949179372,0.0,0.07533615724150015,0.0,0.0,0.11236003715292332,0.0,0.0,0.16255316223862654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043007889523105435,0.060765464934249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235030651560086,0.0,0.0932617262577525,0.1971468407433394,0.0,0.08887860735351892,0.0,0.19336172678582125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057012596406416836,0.0,0.0,0.08448180389089054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602014883429656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674566214087625,0.0,0.0,0.0900641594753685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466515319816808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462657011374952,0.0,0.0,0.11355377477777401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023311531216667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656019870121546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667759589547207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527502840291258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179370395223182,0.0,0.3554700998308242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416710718568102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796137703163876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263908247902304,0.08090965304788922,0.0,0.0,0.2582497652290984,0.06778022771304623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560877583389728,0.0,0.17341187514098316,0.0,0.0,0.08412455456327908,0.09521548715992366,0.06020450281238043,0.0,0.06792744291419005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790608761678124,0.0683664127925422,0.0,0.0,0.0972712562701265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752656508545465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231432253383814,0.0,0.0936793897351984,0.0,0.05016942269429489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638054592237006,0.08668138688010026,0.1208455508675472,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Global_Yogurt,2019/10/30,"Mentally exhausted from social interactions from today Fake smiling/laughing and all of that jazz. I came home, laid in bed in silent for hours. I feel a lot better now.",4.247956989247314,6.941713580645164,4.807741935483873,78.99827956989247,74.48387096774194,8.004301075268819,26.46236559139785,8.841846274778883,2.391120430107528,135,5,23,3,3,43,28,31,0.172,0.738,0.08900000000000001,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,6,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127291085835209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044224457613053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879000901542452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546880923734445,0.0,0.34822326233607914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006167712625777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35634408680148394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36044910670612396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351700008858293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anaisthevet,2019/10/30,"I have a presentation in 1 hour, and I'll have to speak with a mic It's in front of 100 people. I feel like dying right now.",-1.1673563218390797,0.4000237586206907,2.014482758620691,97.83712643678163,87.27586206896551,5.2459770114942526,13.114942528735632,6.42735559955562,-1.0759747126436785,95,1,26,1,3,34,24,29,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,5,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502742331435307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449328500968364,0.3460634474009479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770474400873036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366588364690756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33582972266827515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413684505268456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,risyelis18,2019/10/30,"Four Anxiety Reducing Hacks That I've Opened Most of using ways to manage anxiety and depression are deep breathing and doing exercise.

**Deep Breathing** increases the supply of oxygen to your brain and stimulates the parasympathetic nervous system, which promotes a state of calmness.

**Doing Exercises** oxygenates your blood, which triggers the release of endorphins, while also decreasing the release of stress hormones and slowing down your heart rate.

Non-standard methods of reducing anxiety are:

1. **Musical Thoughts**

The idea is about singing negative thoughts silently to a familiar tune. The reason why is this works is *distancing from and letting go of unhelpful thoughts, beliefs, memories, and other cognitions.*

You could, for example, sing your thoughts to the tune of, say, “Happy Birthday”. This helps see that your thoughts are just thoughts.

**2. Cold Water Shock**

Hydrotherapy is the application of water to the body surface to help it heal and feel better. It's a simple home remedy which can make a palpable difference with minimal effort.  *If someone asks you what you are doing, you can say you’ve hurt yourself (which is true, you hurt yourself with your negative thoughts).* 

**3. Hakalau**

You start by staring on a fixed spot in front of you (preferably a little above eye level). Focus all your attention there and try to let go of thoughts as best you can.

As you do this for a minute or two, you'll notice that your vision begins to spread out. Allow your visual field to spread out more and more. As you continue to do this, see that you shift your attention to the peripheral part of your vision without moving your eyes.

**4. A Mobile App with meditations**

Some time ago, I found this It’s [a device app](https://www.iamfeelinganxious.com/?utm_source=re&utm_medium=3010&utm_campaign=sc) that helps in those difficult moments – whether its feelings of stress or panic, losing sleep, repetitive worrying or procrastinating. There are meditations reducing panic attacks, fall asleep, worrying, learning acceptance, etc. It helped me a lot, especially when I'm not at home.",4.645160098522169,8.110746192528739,4.364031198686373,74.84301724137933,88.51149425287356,7.543185550082103,29.77750410509031,8.192908349453996,3.373971100164203,1697,82,244,44,56,517,205,348,0.136,0.7659999999999999,0.098,-0.9274,0,0,1,0,0,0,96.0,0,24,0,6,6,18,1,5,20,0,22,15,10,6,2,53,43,20,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,22,15,2,0,19,4,0,6,4,12,0,2,9,10,26,6,43,30,10,32,1,4,5,0,31,13,0,7,10,166,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930632032879306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154602657030316,0.0,0.1938730146792667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532401859461236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363874835241729,0.10178063113142644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388917690095668,0.07912551577155927,0.0,0.09937669441825868,0.0,0.0998737819525848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143141962070855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705704099978057,0.0,0.0,0.09347305707307513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997783769073766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047352030787366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809498650236102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169131936667122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523835198913938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060177870072124,0.2398690266356557,0.0,0.17948363281049642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155067099238005,0.10099636347951517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297034541058674,0.0,0.0,0.0896685592539559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008970755126753,0.0,0.0760608987870397,0.0,0.0,0.05971933209413404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950883305126691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018577744833834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993843854444807,0.0,0.09688309324639707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198607543056622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229410449084068,0.0,0.0,0.14258583428452307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953073477754996,0.0,0.07580435603944677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332458263146175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496628419064825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5682088682168563,0.05216841602973366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607416250869737,0.0,0.08739540263850525,0.0,0.0,0.07727000547415241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101404446011872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072926081508185,0.0,0.0,0.08624215036425026,0.0,0.06513240338118516,0.18171438223012945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cdrinko,2019/10/30,"Feel stuck? Here are 12 games to improve your life and get you back out into the world. ""But these games can help you slow down and become more present and mindful. They’ll help you be more positive and less judgmental. Kinder and bolder.

And those are all the ingredients for a bigger, bolder, braver life. Those are all the ingredients for improving your life through play. Little by little every single day."" https://www.playyourwaysane.com/how-to-improve-your-life-12-games/",7.417066666666668,11.459141640000004,4.337333333333337,78.8086666666667,72.6,6.533333333333335,21.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.2668666666666677,393,10,58,6,9,106,52,75,0.022000000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.305,0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,2,13,9,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,8,6,6,11,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,4,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983428770296084,0.0,0.0,0.2582949096212853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082906160121254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197048513209115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825347025939313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218925257572982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31352095851785416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6607670866884751,0.0,0.4688053816788425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361455682486905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Zergzzz,2019/10/30,"Chatting strangers so my friend has a classmate that is so beautiful and I chatted her...After I said hi I said""I don't have something to say because I suck at starting a conversation"" then she seened my text I think she thinks that im weird...What can I do so we can become friends?(she responded hi after I said hi and asked my name cuz my fb name is in katakana)",0.6008108108108097,3.0846593513513523,1.8068108108108087,95.28886486486488,90.62162162162159,4.581621621621622,23.616216216216216,6.2581,0.5544421621621627,288,12,61,3,10,91,50,74,0.042,0.836,0.122,0.7629,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,8,16,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,14,1,4,13,0,5,0,0,1,0,17,2,1,0,3,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23563206375228735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364690889170982,0.27836864037179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473265766942285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722564871035754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7192697858483346,0.20043971341897404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403985890173356,0.0,0.0,0.1784017860816342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230060178617952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SuperSayanVegeta,2019/10/30,"What happened today So there's that huge supermarket that sells my favourite steaks but it's always crowded, loads of people waiting in long queues. I want those steaks for my dinner tonight but guess what? I ended up buying spaghetti from the corner shop because I was overthinking all day about the amount of people I would see once I am in that big store. Social Anxiety fucking beat me again, it feels like it will always beat me.",5.671851851851853,7.414309209876543,4.825617283950617,84.5102777777778,68.01234567901236,6.881481481481483,27.08024691358025,7.1686216300943375,1.3572617283950614,350,11,62,3,6,104,61,81,0.026000000000000002,0.8909999999999999,0.083,0.5318,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,8,11,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,1,8,8,2,12,0,0,1,1,2,6,1,1,7,38,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154365242979349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097187927379014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217660339095926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099543017787665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211045840125494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622413818879508,0.17834096320505055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078569515945066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750036707166944,0.0,0.2207534723873475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196019303356767,0.0,0.0,0.22092118733412935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658556162843313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34613419396561873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989286366800959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544738271755241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366270058462921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724256905502525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773352015333318,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,icarly1234,2019/10/30,Social anxiety struck again... I had my cousin who’s 3 years younger visit today and I haven’t seen her in more than 20 years. I felt so awkward and anxious. I couldn’t even think of anything to talk about and it made me feel like I was the one younger than her. I wish there was something I could do to get rid of this social anxiety because I want to live a normal life and not feel uneasy whenever I know there’s going to be people around. I also went to a party this past weekend and no one was talking to me so I was just staring around aimlessly. What do you guys do when you’re in an awkward situation where no ones talking to you?,3.7364828738512976,4.390171052631583,4.7237092731829575,87.51675856307438,71.55639097744361,7.414870509607352,27.559732664995824,7.3871296695380915,1.3257692564745192,502,17,108,5,9,164,84,133,0.127,0.785,0.08800000000000001,-0.4427,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,13,3,0,2,4,0,12,1,0,1,0,20,24,9,0,5,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,5,1,0,3,5,2,0,3,9,5,18,1,16,12,1,15,0,0,2,0,13,5,0,0,8,77,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627968704762108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415997463861927,0.17839210545359815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299455666644709,0.28114479206743864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962597973193164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260774042595746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429733650675303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968696485678874,0.11281014682490748,0.1516173035424917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250088068932578,0.0,0.08974326458552148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563546334008173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678259954475477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153572313680564,0.0771463102792146,0.0,0.1394364481570167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941721543392356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471719080678822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210094638488098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074190895702438,0.10947414587384216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774962151814715,0.0,0.321936466988354,0.0,0.1215659828400064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807635672678938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118164444886377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496791695667061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313875811512703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638312857566513,0.0,0.0,0.18158743731137575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033763035023479
socialanxiety,CaptainJackDinero,2019/10/30,"How would you want an extroverted person to approach or acknowledge you? Situation: I'm a fairly extroverted dude. Another guy recently started hanging out with my friend group. One person that knows him informed me that he suffers from social anxiety and rarely leaves his house. As one who often used to never fit in or be included, I want him to feel welcome and among friends. The problem is I'm not quite sure how and I don't want to inadvertently scare him away. Can anyone offer advice or anecdotes?",4.399892473118282,7.131386193548387,5.315268817204302,75.35956989247313,74.16129032258064,8.004301075268819,29.68817204301075,8.841846274778883,2.8798301075268817,408,18,67,9,9,133,72,93,0.14800000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.127,-0.4852,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,3,7,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,3,2,24,14,9,0,5,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,2,0,1,10,4,11,12,0,10,0,1,0,0,18,5,0,4,3,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477543085584516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827614089314166,0.14465244882997966,0.0,0.0,0.13221531692564426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776551942573229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560900149223624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292179145110778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722768500914705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818313952126311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391828408556368,0.0,0.0,0.2002177845311705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458369741851463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562629899956048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302101718321048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809324876135359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011192620133144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867024225426833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931092061348195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254378423900688,0.0,0.1927522649096568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383805769255042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821399859347248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331205072033456,0.0,0.0,0.334588499628646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432329023048475,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nutserious,2019/10/30,"What is wrong with me? I'm lonely right? and i really want a friend even if it's an online one, it's getting pretty unlivable being alone so iv'e started posting on 2 different subreddit to look for that friend and some people have answered to my posts so we can talk right? but for some reasons, at the moment that i'm about to talk with the person, i suddenly feel like i just nutted, so what i mean is that you know when you're done fapping you're not feeling like watching more porn or hentai anymore right? well even if i felt really fucking lonely the whole day, at the moment that i have a chance to talk to someone i don't feel lonely anymore and feel like killing myself and i start regretting my post and then i delete it. And if i try to overcome that feeling i end up ghosting and blocking the person. So someone's answer on my other post on that topic was that because we think too hard about what to say next we just end up giving up and i thought it made pretty much sense but even if i know the cause of that problem, i still feel lonely everyday, come back on reddit to make friends but it ends always the same way. So i wonder if it's because of my social anxiety that i'm like that and i wont be surprised but i mean i'm pretty sure that having social anxiety doesn't mean not wanting friends right? or maybe it is actually because of it but i mean it's so fucking weird why would it stop me from talking to people online, i know that social anxiety makes it hard to communicate with others but literally stopping me from trying to at least talk to 1 person online, it literally took control of my body at this point. But at the same time i feel 10x better to literally be in a call on discord tho my english is fucking scuffed and that makes it a huge challenge but i still feel better through discord. So is typing instead of talking the problem or it's just something that i need to get through?",4.267427453226425,5.2505264510309315,5.1598052691867125,83.66453799159987,70.5721649484536,7.397632684230622,29.061092019854907,7.526774132740827,1.711127987781596,1525,57,299,16,27,498,174,388,0.153,0.706,0.141,-0.3294,1,9,1,0,0,1,20.0,3,1,0,4,23,27,4,0,14,0,18,5,1,7,1,81,59,36,2,12,21,0,11,4,4,2,0,1,0,3,34,17,0,4,22,0,0,2,5,13,1,1,6,14,36,14,44,48,8,46,0,5,2,4,23,20,3,11,23,205,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.0647535230397871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687244209481076,0.0,0.0,0.05521319986220506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522856261551448,0.0,0.13161390949206034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051023383640095336,0.0,0.12134932861152352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173723249388698,0.0,0.07370614620880067,0.0,0.0,0.06775651731213937,0.0,0.0,0.06816551058793169,0.0,0.057159499781735935,0.0,0.0,0.07442348146435708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279389193492235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932751035383419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790484775077525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631417855950832,0.0,0.0,0.13148180355169806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684112026415652,0.14221342615504207,0.06371181082564946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506478077887,0.1840341322955752,0.06933615597450189,0.0636543667597456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888322194875035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734126732749497,0.0,0.1094019568209235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967203641182504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572201717164013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278730159024039,0.13287869500759233,0.0,0.0666631492145488,0.2891229358906392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048779023082756105,0.04920185891246509,0.0,0.0,0.07056996537439038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044964292236927314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200527788385388,0.17381753018006305,0.0,0.0,0.0627275184572108,0.0,0.2542014048912445,0.20252259320176524,0.0,0.12698675291892586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501823151982912,0.06822463923305333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226669382096741,0.0,0.0527686603566746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292362550384865,0.11244582006303666,0.051083805875534516,0.0,0.0,0.0939337129971642,0.0,0.10598338378804224,0.11095255590449013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253939606031825,0.0,0.0,0.3200048516925739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042518008430003966,0.0,0.05267895828480333,0.03869250151535143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372354655507167,0.09010223424775267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827653966822919,0.05267001055424619,0.0,0.0,0.0596616804294332,0.0,0.05987563518586483,0.07408369128406173,0.0,0.0,0.07195985027611232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04713713577019224,0.07254946480714912,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PeanutPolarBeare,2019/10/30,"Do you get taken advantage of I have really bad anxiety. I can barely make eye contact with people and get called quiet all the time. People immediately pick up on my shy and reserved demeanor. I was picked on in high school and guys would either call me quiet and weird, or they would call me ""beautiful"" (in a manipulative way) and then try to get me to give them head in the school bathroom. Two different guys did that. When I said no, then ignored me and stopped being nice to me. Some would just be rude of nasty to me afterwards, and one said that I was ""ugly"" and had ""an attitude"" behind my back. 

I also volunteered at the aquarium in high school, and the volunteer coordinator (who had a wife and kids) would ask me if I had a boyfriend, tell me I was cute, and got my number from the volunteer sheet to text me. He also asked me if I wanted to come in his office to use his computer, and I refused (thinking nothing of it at the time). But he did not extend this request to any other students volunteering. He also offered to give me a ride home on two occasions when my mom was late, but I said no. I eventually blocked his number and just quit volunteering. I noticed he did not try this behavior with the prettier and most outgoing volunteers...so it was definitely because he thought I had low self-esteem & would not report him. Which I never did. 

 I have experienced this my entire life. I HATE taking Uber, since more than 50 percent of the time some weirdo driver will make inappropriate comments to me or ask for my number. It is not flattering, because I think they just view me as young and vulnerable rather than actually physically beautiful. One of them told me I ""looked 16"" and then proceeded to hit on me and ask if I had any drivers who made me uncomfortable or ""touched"" me before. He also boasted about being in a frat in college and said one of his female passengers asked him to be her ""sugar daddy"" (what total bullshit). All I did was sit in the backseat, fake laugh, and wish the ride would end. Then my pathetic ass rated him 5 stars. This guy had a rating of 4.98 after hundreds of rides...and had been driving for two years. If I'd recorded that conversation I think Uber would have banned him. I think these men can TELL that I won't say anything...that's why they feel confident to speak this way to me. 

I have so many more examples I can't even list them all. I made the mistake of going to a movie alone recently, and one of the attendants approached me as I was leaving the theater and started calling me BeAuTiFUl and all this fake crap before saying he wanted to ""show me something"" in the fcking disabled bathroom. I guess this shows how little respect people have for me. One of my professors would also constantly compliment my work and told me I got the highest grade in the entire class on my exam. He asked me to come to office hours a bunch of times, and seemed genuinely encouraging. He made me feel like maybe I wasn't that stupid after all. But I guess I really am that naive. My class was in the late afternoon, and it ended at around 6:00 pm. He called me over to speak to him after class and asked me about my final paper & began giving me book suggestions. He then casually said that we could discuss it further over drinks if I was free now. I said I was busy and immediately left. After that, my grades got shittier and he stopped writing any positive comments on my work. And what did I do about it? Absolutely nothing.",5.171425980877019,6.083416897626115,6.025517309594463,78.53967721727666,68.45103857566765,9.195858885591823,29.66620507748104,9.3871,2.5424150082426644,2735,99,524,54,45,901,304,674,0.11599999999999999,0.777,0.107,-0.0166,1,1,2,0,0,0,92.0,1,1,6,4,20,22,4,0,26,0,52,7,4,10,7,105,105,56,0,19,20,2,3,1,0,10,1,12,1,5,28,35,2,6,8,5,1,8,10,11,0,8,42,20,97,12,74,47,14,76,0,1,3,1,80,30,2,14,36,366,125,19,0.0,0.0,0.05405538761646463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737024085599855,0.0,0.2214880325500717,0.0,0.1200361631366554,0.0,0.11300702163023747,0.0,0.0423753445567968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931134081226651,0.3624935693536244,0.0,0.0,0.04259364820156975,0.0462506787964386,0.0675338801366651,0.0,0.0942703951397148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828112382857487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543199417169873,0.0,0.059859944042899585,0.0,0.04422664780273427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787369194350006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426386108525326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981231683559696,0.0,0.0,0.03658642558146676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601653361190982,0.039572631285522616,0.0,0.06068011079772506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682136379053312,0.15941347932055142,0.03148100786814887,0.0,0.13290806025589105,0.0,0.1220428404990114,0.16454275873668542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468892737952005,0.05684899922225833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705108047990302,0.05556350032530941,0.0,0.05455075534286434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497099458950242,0.0586529828878255,0.06018444520472566,0.0,0.03912557665320248,0.02706212674695176,0.05551814327869827,0.0,0.0,0.046516005548201116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724203559242214,0.07395025554766071,0.05615961048742602,0.05564951837929377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648753842699976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042722346425534234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630178157384262,0.0630650761523007,0.0,0.0,0.1876779927691088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520719009488695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891706703728183,0.0,0.0,0.07097209917747517,0.0,0.054693712749612086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31614745687882256,0.08810116440549408,0.0,0.16818142920558565,0.0,0.05042752967854645,0.057786776812222836,0.0,0.0,0.04582150108637137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042644087887381305,0.0,0.0,0.03920731280671448,0.0,0.0,0.09262173137312583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041648495982952616,0.0,0.09683150700993964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197389229011018,0.0,0.04397570009537472,0.12919996127332525,0.0,0.0,0.1058603988388032,0.0,0.07521615765028154,0.0,0.16233216612220752,0.0,0.0,0.047841598780572994,0.0,0.0,0.06534422367168874,0.08793646129566393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998339112398961,0.0,0.06369899255568955,0.0,0.0,0.080653244193685,0.0,0.0,0.3147956775877119,0.0,0.0,0.03567115058897344
socialanxiety,SnowGarden27,2019/10/30,"Socializing just destroys my self-steem First of all, I know it isn't productive nor healthy to base my self-worth on external factors but sometimes I  just can't help it. 

Most of the time when I go out and try to improve my social skills, I see how DIFFERENT people react to others than to me. In a group setting, I can observe clearly how other people hold more eye contact, use more facial expresions, laugh more, talk more with others but me. Of course I  try to make eye-contact, smile, have a strong tone, listen but that doesn't seem to be working for me. This just keeps me thinking, what do I lack that everyone else has? What makes me socially incompetent compared to others?",5.263044953350299,6.404035847328245,5.489720101781174,81.62905004240885,68.38931297709924,8.264970313825277,30.586089906700593,8.515128840125781,2.2983835453774386,540,21,101,8,9,171,90,131,0.079,0.7609999999999999,0.16,0.9222,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,6,3,1,0,3,0,8,2,2,6,2,24,18,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,3,15,2,16,17,7,8,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,2,3,72,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918453539221966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339217608067132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545818315342526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618832826131562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435631274722547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307760051624965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321119910102214,0.0,0.0,0.1009135575904906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451375136396708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546000138797976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463225377405862,0.1671620896079598,0.38311447835008855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5615368928621578,0.0,0.0,0.1816063286495293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475879818282137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765722342674505,0.0,0.0,0.10707115558401402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24933384929327385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858999386496855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367861680931395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sukhbaby,2019/10/30,How to get over anxiety/shame/guilt after a stupid car accident? Not with another car....my dumb ass hit a pillar when I was reversing at an angle and now I’m going to need to replace the bumper and tail light. Feeling super stupid and extra anxious now.,2.41,4.759871999999998,4.122,83.32100000000001,79.0,7.2,24.0,8.238735603445708,1.7409999999999999,200,7,37,4,5,67,41,50,0.316,0.5920000000000001,0.091,-0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,8,7,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,7,5,1,8,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,22,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395341121064505,0.0,0.5812773408640538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601640192165061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688229528100263,0.0,0.29242171936975114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815206889016231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DeadInsideAnd0ut,2019/10/30,"Sending friend requests to strangers? (kinda) I want to send out friend requests to people in my college class, they're not technically strangers but I've never spoken to these people. I just really want friends badly and since I can't build up the courage to speak to them in person, so I figured that I might as well try it online. Sadly, I'm afraid they'll reject me because of it. I feel so pathetic. 

Has anyone been in this situation?",3.2212058823529404,5.556487282352943,4.10198529411765,84.57768382352944,76.17647058823529,6.132352941176473,25.919117647058826,7.1686216300943375,1.3336176470588237,349,13,64,4,8,112,63,85,0.19,0.636,0.174,-0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,9,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,1,2,10,5,13,6,0,8,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,2,1,41,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156724147620472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048723065586006,0.14957425657843568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406560017204588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687128894270618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602970229586156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924318262046252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402150106200837,0.2142461615112213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718923525198866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029712181924817,0.27580428351813185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665889897109477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289449196687916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061559627628427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dnsmsm,2019/10/30,"Having trouble in life (suicidal thoughts) So I'm not going to lie here and say Its getting better cuz it's not.  Wakeup look at social media posts and feel bad cuz I have no life and go to sleep.  I have asked 5 people to hang, all of them saying no.  I didn't do anything wrong.  So now I'm all alone and I'm miserable my senior year of high school.  This life just may not be for me and I want to end it all.",-1.299666666666667,0.7030404777777797,1.2327777777777804,99.5825,94.22222222222223,3.888888888888889,14.166666666666668,5.46131890053228,-1.0876666666666663,313,6,76,2,12,106,63,90,0.16899999999999998,0.759,0.07200000000000001,-0.8420000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,7,4,1,2,3,18,18,9,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,2,4,7,1,9,14,3,11,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,47,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123113927853596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869214386873954,0.0,0.191641204909654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116096927652097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181300049083305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156335259650555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365084835537144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710061752608177,0.0,0.2330050049310436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658683624927652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343788111482133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214287019534946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421166480680471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632706094827188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32603804066105185,0.0,0.207464316821769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051414951467342,0.20896500819462666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422956396910806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274190236355024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091044879031325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412815861582608,0.0,0.1320090616807893
socialanxiety,HeyYesItIs-a-Burner,2019/10/30,"Help-I’m-in-public sweats! I know that lots o’ folks sweat when they’re anxious; and certainly when having a panic attack. But I sweat like a mofo when I’m in public venues of just about any kind- grocery shopping, out with my boo, in line an starbucks. And it often doesn’t stop, whether I’m
out for 15 minutes of 2 hours. 
It’s A LOT of sweat, so much that people notice and comment (thanks helpful strangers) and I’ve been tested for diabetes and other physiological causes with nothing found.
I’m definitely anxious when I’m sweating this way, but...sometimes I think it’s the sweating that’s making me so anxious! 
Is that ridiculous? Anyone with a similar malady?
Thanks!",3.5517441860465127,5.92347993023256,4.427306201550387,82.46793604651165,75.27906976744184,6.16046511627907,27.02906976744186,7.1686216300943375,1.525655813953489,537,21,95,6,12,173,85,129,0.183,0.71,0.107,-0.8399,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,2,1,6,0,4,7,6,2,1,23,14,13,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,5,13,12,3,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,3,7,55,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587603548066293,0.0,0.0,0.5775014830929979,0.0,0.11914578320162555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193851575460456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175045007959644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683188998602496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284274925424913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780705757266035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774426098558627,0.09364592268312312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324753401711404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897314527705521,0.0,0.0,0.1137415486935369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526165226577793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350084493350234,0.1939985028291206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999245662418748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813206165846407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852732791854586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245980748864825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31375795713188914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918373617193912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525347844067698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Recruit-is-OP,2019/10/30,"I’m tired of trying I’ve had social anxiety ever since I was young and it never went away. Lately I’ve been trying to talk more at work and it feels like it’s not even worth it, even when I try to make conversation with anyone; no one wants to talk to me. I’m just so awkward all the time and sometimes when I think back at the things I said when I was anxious I just think “what the hell did I say that for”. I come back home every day exhausted, I just don’t know what to do, is it even possible to stop having social anxiety? To talk normally with other people?",4.411428571428573,4.032725000000003,5.6490476190476215,85.09500000000001,69.83333333333334,8.857142857142858,24.642857142857146,8.418075326091056,1.2337857142857145,440,9,99,6,7,148,74,120,0.19899999999999998,0.78,0.021,-0.9548,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,13,4,1,1,3,0,9,2,0,1,3,21,20,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,10,6,0,1,4,0,1,2,4,3,0,1,7,3,10,1,14,13,2,17,1,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,13,68,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274155576605957,0.16791880269248627,0.0,0.1039312513307626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396504359245842,0.2285871267802011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128038605940601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585931099892103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29452229109070244,0.13445171745847326,0.1252340530999876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515591532531088,0.10618712491920962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909618487135315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168764067806343,0.0,0.1676703087798993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261709267509223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921712012261022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463890545963322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563382931190585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072105804119606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030469787560175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756718218953304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413889195888254,0.11820302373570699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295501465994965,0.0,0.0,0.30303575341676176,0.0,0.0,0.14700693220811584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242681499821032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584091468732372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874858299431163,0.19048265109163612,0.0,0.0,0.08667210128320915,0.1708376892532691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30274664340839763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767063266163032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778905530771726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821034434810947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alostturtle,2019/10/30,"Anxiety is expensive A few years ago my social anxiety used to be terrible to the point where I couldn't even handle simple exchanges like buying something or talking to my friends. I put a lot of work into improving and was proud of my progress but I stopped once it got manageable and now I feel the consequences of what I left unfinished. I can handle simple interactions for the most part but its been sneaking up on me in more subtle ways. 
I messed up in an interaction at a place I like to eat so I haven't gone back in months. A few weeks ago I drove 40 minutes to go to something for extra credit but was too scared to ask which building it was in so I just left. And today I was supposed to tell my counselor at school that she gave me the wrong textbook for my class but I was too scared to tell her even though shes always extremely nice and patient. I ended up paying $100 to buy it myself because the thought of that interaction terrified me. Its something that would have been so simple and I feel stupid for not being able to do it.",4.700169262017604,5.448930421800952,5.3873832092078535,83.28157582938391,69.42654028436019,8.493026404874746,29.289438050101555,8.634040054169528,2.077596885578876,833,30,168,13,14,270,123,211,0.146,0.762,0.092,-0.9338,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,12,12,1,2,10,0,17,1,0,1,0,22,27,14,0,2,7,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,6,1,1,3,0,6,4,3,6,0,0,12,2,27,6,30,11,7,31,0,0,0,0,13,16,0,3,12,124,38,7,0.140751761960326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24953588900494825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711674133955376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153494252902707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158389734168632,0.0,0.0,0.1082294168597243,0.0,0.08580096768039241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440241912013084,0.0,0.0,0.12466428376055093,0.0,0.0,0.185930422626626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423366399287843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874446214070617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999246994768051,0.0,0.11257204195782768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305854402407983,0.0,0.0,0.13752840249540274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966211468802986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234671354659452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498960328471748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242044204395955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705563376309932,0.0,0.13305591004252013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414943966676403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818341361313761,0.1424482974817883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347869603120647,0.0,0.32507274859794816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767477544553225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313093468172662,0.24604648767671985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382878914902914,0.11174117687212157,0.0,0.0,0.133416212666841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121564330746092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172219718886008,0.1129025734291706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246895905251162,0.0,0.0,0.09998601333127943,0.15388995612185485,0.0,0.09063951997466432
socialanxiety,RaySkrt,2019/10/30,How can I overcome social anxiety? I’ve recently gone to high school and all my friends decided to go to another school and I’m to shy to make new friends and now I’m in a school all by myself and I hate it... I used to have so many friends and I was never shy but idk what happened..,-0.8420967741935463,1.245469870967746,1.7066935483870969,96.63004032258064,92.22580645161293,5.680645161290323,22.266129032258068,7.1686216300943375,0.7566064516129027,220,9,53,4,8,75,40,62,0.111,0.763,0.126,0.2249,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,3,13,11,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,8,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,32,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874996358641346,0.15229363094280532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614200096984086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131402480410138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760434467155371,0.0,0.0,0.19654767200373385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033615464967031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288567968346096,0.20183319057147198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535407281661242,0.19227014906246204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965648702447003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6044307315670144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029342920426053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193891553228002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,selfdeprokate,2019/10/30,To all my chronic blushers out there It should be illegal to call someone out for blushing. We all know it just makes it worse.,3.848399999999998,5.5868116400000005,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,72.6,6.6000000000000005,32.5,7.1686216300943375,1.9669999999999999,101,5,20,1,2,31,20,25,0.226,0.774,0.0,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,9,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422008538293188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918185917852437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544404029157215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499066810565929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5411248679526908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Billyk55,2019/10/30,Every time I talk to another human I always get so damn sweaty and feels like I just finished a full on work out,8.036249999999999,4.7708401249999985,8.52,76.72500000000002,64.41666666666666,11.266666666666667,32.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.4361333333333333,89,2,19,1,1,30,22,24,0.146,0.75,0.10400000000000001,-0.2479,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615862328663026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556709007331325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661330119857492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972507449417292,0.3104476052510757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703809508251574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123025982521876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34928045319848666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533936793742437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31636266912607275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Blueskyoverandunder,2019/10/30,"Looking for Spotify listeners interested in music and mental health! Hi there! We the team at[ www.ensu.com](https://www.ensu.com/), are building an app related to music listening and emotions. The premise is that if you listen to Spotify, we can help you understand how your music listening correlates to mood / emotion states (specific for you), as well as giving you new insights around patterns in your moods and emotions over time.

We're a team of mental health passionate people who are all recently out of college, and we're looking to get input from people (we're designing the app specifically for college students) on the concept and the app. We're still in beta so would appreciate y'all signingup and giving us feedback!

If you're interested, please go to[ www.ensu.com](https://www.ensu.com/) and sign up! Feel free to message me if you have any questions :)",8.817793103448272,10.868587089655176,7.805689655172415,64.92577586206897,60.86206896551725,10.765517241379314,38.63793103448275,10.793553405168565,4.826986206896552,708,35,100,18,10,218,89,145,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.982,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,3,8,0,2,6,7,0,0,7,0,6,3,0,1,1,22,18,14,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,11,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,12,6,23,17,1,15,0,0,2,1,24,9,0,4,4,66,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733682062511007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051133638939348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5326472984299127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980880126213151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246504524386426,0.3028296080758989,0.08970428330633122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355537285725014,0.0,0.0,0.10579702995175684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650922078131082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181318079358881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244315105794495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188531884045169,0.0,0.0,0.17326125738589182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768172661222287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584826013560532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605147222745966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920379517213253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643173250380327,0.1898624537013344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191739091355146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212522469184956,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lemon-kid-241,2019/10/30,This helps me To me if I can’t see them staring at me then everything feels fine,-0.1833333333333336,1.8178573333333359,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,86.77777777777777,5.822222222222222,20.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.2392444444444446,64,2,16,1,2,21,16,18,0.0,0.7609999999999999,0.239,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6132658233677467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34502433708128616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45737499557701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437567012291699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,scrumclunt,2019/10/30,where did my emotions go? RANT(on mobile sorry for the formatting)This is just something I feel that contributes to my SA. Idk when or how but I never truly feel anything anymore. For example one of my relatives passed on and I didn't feel any sort of way. I just feel like a shell constantly moving but too afraid to off myself because of how it would affect the people I care about. Being truly emotionless is awful and I feel like I cant connect with anyone. This is gonna sound weird but I recently got into anime (21m) and there are certain shows that I feel like give me a jolt of feeling that lasts a couple minutes then quickly I go back to my husk of a body. I'm neither happy or sad just extremely content and it's gotten so fucking boring. I just want to feel something...,2.1944230769230764,4.5709331217948765,3.643269230769232,86.30798076923078,79.96153846153847,5.951282051282053,24.493589743589745,7.1686216300943375,1.22821282051282,621,23,116,8,16,204,103,156,0.136,0.721,0.14300000000000002,0.297,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,14,11,1,1,6,1,9,2,1,3,2,31,27,14,0,2,9,0,8,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,8,1,0,4,4,5,0,1,4,9,17,6,16,20,1,17,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,3,11,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934210929940376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487604469511484,0.10214530871962857,0.0,0.12021466047171753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232955600615106,0.0,0.08905143244861374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622663588318535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894234380097301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786487471256685,0.0,0.0,0.16163913467730054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432480432621116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5909155580993477,0.31308725291115513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505227666172998,0.0,0.1401370557156872,0.16604577376046342,0.0,0.11683669614720316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555091029027493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907793343733593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410774684159906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526414165830546,0.0,0.0,0.1126689637574734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989902790205356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127623138260912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442402970606652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249251548497453,0.0,0.16352904478310973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616411064240452,0.11595465604810505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103773861212656,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,courtneyexe,2019/10/30,"I want a rest As I'm sure a lot of you have experienced, my mind is constantly CONSTANTLY thinking and it's so exhausting. What are the best calming/clearing your mind tips you have? I just want to be able to have a clear mind for once.",2.57377551020408,4.103342244897959,3.877295918367349,89.08288265306123,75.53061224489795,8.16530612244898,26.535714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.8027918367346951,186,7,42,4,4,61,37,49,0.065,0.701,0.23399999999999999,0.755,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,2,11,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,5,9,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,29,8,0,0.22088685983593812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318071317615296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774004479761288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779010924365688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6690982820061495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23523729675803196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081832513067619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153538076238173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605695858248707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,3mthreat,2019/10/30,"Matcha Tea is the Key I’ve started drinking matcha tea in the mornings and it’s made quite a difference. I’ve been going to more campus events, making small talk with no problem, and actually inviting people to different places.  I’m still kinda clumsy but not awkward, and I’ve actually became more witty and quick with my responses. The only downside is that if you eat or drink something too sugary, your anxiety may creep in just a little.",7.128674698795184,7.707273192771088,7.375566265060242,71.74985542168679,64.06024096385542,9.531566265060242,33.46746987951808,9.3871,3.20196578313253,357,14,58,6,5,116,64,83,0.098,0.861,0.040999999999999995,-0.5696,1,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,1,5,0,4,5,0,2,0,16,9,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,6,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,4,35,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.4079386173883992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989654530376024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367541315604692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095118995785706,0.0,0.21387538492119545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878851849925826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948878185626876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977758413587261,0.1395196960646849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589659647408784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449052657309216,0.0,0.21837706578023455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999993043065475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223140738375516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091060502606627,0.0,0.0,0.147942487170455,0.0,0.16692031961748602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679990146081035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IFuckingHateDeluxos,2018/11/22,"People keep making passing remarks about me(17M) at college. They don't even know who I am. Literally.

Goddamn this shit's depressing, not because I care what they say, but because I wish I could just speak up and defend myself. 

But I can't, I just freeze up, lower my head and walk away.

Funny thing is, I used to be so social and outgoing and I could hold a conversation for hours on end. I could stand up for myself and give it back ten times harder than I received it. 

I genuinely can't understand what has happened to make me as scared and anxious as I am now.

I just needed a place to vent and this sub seems perfect for it. I'm perfectly fine with the whole situation, the words don't hurt me. I'm fine with being remarked at and having snarky shit said to me. Again it's just that wish I still had the courage to stand up for myself.

That's all from me, keep pushing on friends.

Thanks for listening :)",2.233014705882354,4.250011233695656,3.3811764705882372,90.09911764705885,77.96739130434783,6.2859335038363175,23.323529411764717,7.285733465282438,0.8366506393861894,713,23,150,9,17,230,111,184,0.10099999999999999,0.6629999999999999,0.237,0.9866,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,2,12,13,2,1,5,0,15,3,3,3,3,36,34,13,0,6,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,12,10,0,3,3,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,2,5,24,8,26,27,2,23,0,2,0,0,12,10,2,1,7,106,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597522778153387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380340530108515,0.11297067340561708,0.0,0.17911938138353947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979242753247834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35190558186775434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654003422220386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012551018649407,0.0,0.0,0.0970377816871406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350828151545585,0.0,0.0,0.14093688354305212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991887232068114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507799870577237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468437962168568,0.0,0.15727847934578035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611744756331525,0.0,0.0,0.08074214769924835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613746463325515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893764265726688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185426228026692,0.0,0.15349776850261634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975241460907786,0.11683488373204015,0.14709028779448333,0.0,0.0,0.1337483926947864,0.0,0.0,0.3016178977881253,0.0,0.16514169542534918,0.0,0.14976413419110907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117328696983283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526211601481195,0.0,0.0,0.0976056182677746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856689157028423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294654872179356,0.0,0.1268897560844176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402841002801552,0.33789630088602884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Longtimelurking97,2018/11/22,"People thinking you're dumb because social anxiety makes you freeze up This is the worst for me. My mind gets too noisy with anxiety and worrying about what to do/say, that I end up not having enough space to just think about what I want to say. Then I say some dumb shit. It used to be a lot worse but fuck I hate when that happens.",3.2860869565217365,4.296365724637685,3.6441739130434776,93.51495652173914,72.91304347826087,7.259130434782609,22.495652173913044,7.554174236665415,0.5580121739130437,261,6,60,3,5,81,54,69,0.34299999999999997,0.628,0.028999999999999998,-0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,5,0,2,0,3,2,1,2,0,13,12,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,7,0,10,11,4,6,0,0,0,1,4,3,4,2,3,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210711172902845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792331588811434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586583557974087,0.2168323391326291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400401064605707,0.10963856683033377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557068269590826,0.0,0.0,0.2071845692442086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784079470303545,0.0,0.0,0.14007727501050593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188984399487035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548436766125195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500646182103609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540919423812324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391682462118847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689282925035519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812440197724401,0.0,0.0,0.12377564785706413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131140336004718,0.21385625430872865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NERDZWIN,2018/11/22,Arguing makes me be sociable Anyone else have decent conversations if the conversation is a debate about something? Cause without the Star Wars Battlefront 2 argument a few years ago I wouldn’t have had a single smooth conversation. ,11.628461538461535,11.779623769230776,10.773974358974359,52.55019230769233,54.89743589743589,14.979487179487181,42.57692307692308,13.816669648895859,6.671553846153849,193,9,26,7,2,62,34,39,0.185,0.674,0.14,-0.2206,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,0,5,7,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487697068795501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751094049649527,0.4031360453833287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40418155546780654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286770086660663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26263094622424044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028970507211967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792717828604292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533689157044655
socialanxiety,Flybook,2018/11/22,"I work as a preloader for UPS. One of my drivers yelled at today for how i loaded his truck. I have been working here for 3 weeks loading 3 trucks everyday and while I can handle the first two, the third truck always has awkward packages and package volume; it is very difficult to make it neat. There is a chart and a preload assist label that tells you exactly where each package goes on which shelf. But for this truck, there were special cases for packages with a certain postal code and i feel like I get it wrong each time. He doesn't explain it enough(or maybe I'm just stupid) and I try my best to organize it but it feels like he's getting sick of me. 
He told me ""you're making me go crazy"" today when I took a location that had like 5+ packages for it and moved it to an adjacent, empty shelf so that it wouldn't cram up. I guess he didn't like that. I'm just so afraid of asking him again for clarification so I just load it better next time and hope he doesn't yell at me again when he shows up. 

I'm really thinking about quitting. I already struggle with self esteem issues and I don't ever want to be the reason someone gets pissed off. It's just one of those feelsbad days. 
",3.852945998071359,4.7414766475409875,4.467483124397301,88.59709257473482,71.45901639344262,7.0526518804243015,26.23818707810993,7.048011613610866,1.0338281581485051,938,29,199,8,17,299,147,244,0.102,0.7879999999999999,0.11,0.2779,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,6,18,17,2,3,9,0,14,2,1,4,3,34,33,18,0,3,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,0,1,18,12,0,0,6,1,0,3,5,7,0,5,6,4,21,10,26,25,3,26,0,0,0,0,14,8,1,2,19,124,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976241606159092,0.0,0.12046409871678974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135344745914267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519320535287803,0.12804140471247866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336766634409364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959090454364848,0.0,0.0,0.13095695101745905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640481665797828,0.20685406448637936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314523542098507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269163232379325,0.0,0.08227876464253016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594855887680076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379388464221507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110711125795587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829183063851753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327639372108565,0.0,0.1454455856171198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387253140639673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396947281659482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620608667050266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539856510468745,0.0,0.0,0.09274634199875696,0.1488524428216263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103152442567847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266708325336907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134988840384386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653941717210995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927657440165748,0.0,0.0,0.16883851447760242,0.0,0.27445886265776104,0.13833837336946772,0.1608499527672062,0.09829247777807668,0.0,0.14142378738552333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945424060416697,0.08539183406626855,0.0,0.11612948409757246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107953253740262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828834250124985,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EmTeeAge,2018/11/22,"Seeing a psychologist for the first time in my life tommorow. Any preparation or tips on what should I do? The title basically says it all. After a few miserable years of being confined by social anxiety / fear of relationships, social interactions, public speaking, etc, I had a small mental breakdown recently that involved locking myself in the school's toilet for two hours to avoid a presentation that I was supposed to give in front of my class..
It wasn't an easy task, but I tried to explain my feelings and fears to my mum and luckily, she was supportive and scheduled me an appointment with her former psychologist, that helped her get through some tough times (after her first child died). 
For what I've heard, he is an old man (around 60+), which is something that could change my experience with psychologists (I rarely notice them in my school, but they always seem like some bossy, arrogant, middle aged women)
I've experienced uncountable number of imaginary sessions with a psychologist in my mind over the years, but I never thought that I would ever get to see one in real life. Now I'm worried that I won't be able to properly explain my mental issues and he would think that I'm just a random idiot or something...
Any tips would be appreciated :)

Thanks for reading guys.",12.309470449172581,8.887369242553195,11.213758865248227,61.17222222222225,56.57446808510638,14.189125295508275,43.132387706855795,12.06081838636515,5.102650118203308,1032,40,173,22,9,331,148,235,0.10400000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.098,0.3393,0,1,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,2,4,9,1,4,13,0,16,2,0,0,3,35,32,9,1,5,6,1,1,1,0,5,2,3,0,4,12,8,0,2,6,1,0,1,3,6,0,4,6,7,24,3,30,17,5,30,0,1,2,0,26,11,0,6,19,117,36,5,0.12172705302667765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128665946910133,0.0,0.0,0.1655571405133034,0.0,0.09312086238381262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836288482765463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877108167099188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718914682134876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633346281850785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575784121803386,0.0,0.1101090884679358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907241545026385,0.0,0.2739535535804191,0.06154885549899555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708193824039628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271947222152068,0.11677168115244507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052892039642528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159107774762826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987662718369857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705141767861014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719588348987617,0.05946968943788768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453444778849349,0.0,0.1229096230747811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388340752895744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858705667234766,0.1277320654571619,0.0,0.08248540145177027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175999409598492,0.13855203578775951,0.0,0.0,0.12019077960274645,0.13068929987276764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680223833297157,0.0,0.2463885527204016,0.19400140241515693,0.11081573732710473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481708022228837,0.0,0.18742286493135346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813441724383246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206991588161387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779977804565193,0.0,0.09663768305941428,0.14196004704577078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264467863149899,0.0,0.11890964317447406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236197311203568,0.0,0.2594142178511431,0.0,0.0,0.15677646234195694
socialanxiety,vapingsmurf,2018/11/22,"""Everybody gets anxious"" Does anyone else get annoyed when they are trying to explain their Social Anxiety to family, and they respond with ""everyone gets anxious""?? For me it feels like they are minimalising my daily struggles, even after I try to explain that anxious feelings are just 1 part of what troubles me daily.",14.414181818181826,10.70514141818182,12.942272727272725,51.253409090909116,53.0,14.636363636363635,52.95454545454545,12.161744961471696,6.762090909090907,258,14,34,5,2,83,43,55,0.226,0.7340000000000001,0.04,-0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,7,10,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480795640770736,0.6560327716934184,0.0,0.13534777083292526,0.19833405946985194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693933177311367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170185258716746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278503339124571,0.0,0.0,0.18496323601645864,0.0,0.0,0.1824793905048488,0.0,0.1957483523760489,0.13828555381511476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033950481617276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456791380931368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096160933225773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731896413477806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023600859838023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628409503898573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HipGuide,2018/11/22,Who hasn't said a single word to their family this afternoon? This guy.,1.24642857142857,3.911835071428573,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,91.14285714285714,8.514285714285714,14.142857142857142,8.841846274778883,1.4168285714285722,57,1,11,2,2,19,13,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660165213904801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945038763866705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711308418166914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ignas1452,2018/11/22,"Being hard of hearing is ruining my life When people try to initiate a conversation with me, I usually don't hear them well so they have to repeat it 3-4 times and it happens almost every time. It doesn't happen when I hear other people's conversations, only when their speech directed at me. Due to this, on Monday I decided to  start counting how many words I said everyday.. 17 so far... I spoke 17 words in 5 days. People used to approach me a lot more, but not anymore. People think I'm a rude hermit.. This is ruining my life, I hear pretty well, just not speech directed at me. Anyone knows what kind of disorder is that?",2.7804765395894435,4.761994862903227,4.793460410557183,80.77382697947216,76.1774193548387,8.057478005865104,24.175953079178885,8.841846274778883,1.94738064516129,489,16,93,11,11,168,84,124,0.138,0.8270000000000001,0.035,-0.8597,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,0,9,6,1,0,3,0,7,2,0,2,0,15,20,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,2,9,15,3,12,17,2,18,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,2,12,60,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828482720103222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695573994762364,0.09656107306984547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906154612084513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827184695845273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635320846600343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442385543569813,0.0,0.1237083503725788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6225842576858752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438074294832641,0.07589484528878218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508487867489646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740566568883855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400093204437435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050294697102536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829580311169187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404949356042167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136246914061767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774621253333718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848738447332231,0.0,0.0,0.16105167594855704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937592250694407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927201196863672,0.1520950279680248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483327065130483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,serenade415,2018/11/22,I feel so fucking awkward all the times Why is whenever I talk to family or people they go silent like I can say the most simple shit and everybody goes silent I could be like hey let’s eat ! And they will be quit for like 5 seconds and then talk like fuck why is it so hard to socialize sometimes ,0.2974193548387092,2.668014467741937,1.8970161290322598,95.26552419354843,89.80645161290323,5.680645161290323,19.04032258064516,7.1686216300943375,0.3909612903225805,235,7,52,4,8,76,45,62,0.168,0.6890000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.4035,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,1,2,8,3,1,2,0,8,4,1,0,1,8,12,7,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,3,6,4,3,7,2,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,2,6,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638876103125699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210037609082439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350582228047367,0.0,0.10378828475309043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795288569975799,0.0,0.0,0.11665697958286493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838773578829906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989763906857312,0.0,0.4011289575747232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230508839898778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832487432539807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632351762739591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070184323435828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092420864668384,0.0,0.0,0.2030125942136688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299688869711989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969182584222884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704399466659435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nicknacky444,2018/11/22,"Social Anxiety and my voice insecurity is ruining my life I’m a 23 year old female with crippling social anxiety. My anxiety has gotten so bad that I can’t even hold conversations with my family. I was diagnosed with anxiety and OCD around 7 years ago. I have been on two forms of mediation but weened myself off of them because I didn’t like the idea of using medication. 

Long story short I have a huge insecurity about the way my voice sounds. When I was in high school, we had to read out loud during our english classes. The one incident that literally threw me into a state of hysteria happened when I was in 9th grade. I was reading a really long passage out loud and suddenly my voice started to crack and I had to stop reading because everyone, I mean everyone, in the class looked at me funny and asked me what happened and if I was okay. Since that moment I have had this intense fear of my voice. It has gotten so bad that it’s impacting every aspect of my life. In high school after this incident I would have little anxiety attacks when I had to read a passage out loud to the class. I hardly talk to anyone because I feel like I can’t get words to come out of my mouth without sounding feeble. I recently started talking to this guy which was a huge step for me. We meet on a dating app, and the first time we hung out he said “what’s wrong are you nervous?” And at that time I actually wasn’t and asked him why he thought that. He said “I don’t know your voice is cracking”. And everyday at work, I have to talk to customers and at least daily I hear “are you sick?” Or “you sound very uncomfortable”. Hearing this constantly makes me hyper aware of my voice and because I have ocd I obsess over it. 

Last night I had a breakdown when I went out with my new guy and his 9 friends from high school. I felt insecure, inferior, didn’t feel like I had anything to add to the convo because I was literally unable to talk. It was hard to even order food from the menu because my voice was cracking. I was so upset, I went to the bathroom and cried. Then I had to physically walk outside of the restaurant because I felt like I was going to pass out. I can’t keep living like this because it’s not living. I felt like I ruined the entire night and I was so disappointed with myself. I was shaking at the table and having issues drinking water.

The reason I am writing this post is to seek help from anyone who has a similar issue with voice insecurities.",4.208142857142857,5.353229242857143,5.547142857142859,80.22785714285716,70.85714285714286,8.375510204081634,28.489795918367356,8.759644201051973,2.158534693877552,1939,71,379,34,35,651,225,490,0.17,0.746,0.084,-0.9922,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,4,4,1,2,12,25,1,9,22,1,45,9,1,3,0,59,76,28,0,2,5,0,7,6,1,1,5,18,0,2,21,36,3,3,10,5,0,9,9,17,0,3,35,26,70,8,62,40,2,70,0,4,1,0,34,29,0,2,34,256,91,12,0.0,0.0,0.06834743857661586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208487325854519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678961697405756,0.0,0.0,0.09794504627307904,0.0,0.057635688952312324,0.062349082781720765,0.1309530203755504,0.07967886490977631,0.0,0.0,0.11695838537298875,0.34155838505728137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060331935885586524,0.0,0.0756866989410985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769339649444755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108756757980575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861103168418882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251949104165066,0.0,0.05901042741613222,0.13384950929715236,0.0,0.0,0.06602603144806589,0.07881274486969476,0.07082710455208728,0.10007098664402173,0.20174372941849572,0.0,0.0,0.05957468246846924,0.08469078977223686,0.0,0.054111544247172655,0.0,0.03659220718148516,0.0,0.039804473642196206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386981833741349,0.12386956641865922,0.0,0.125481415195585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787688037555686,0.0,0.04694530667790449,0.22199845064999435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906490176575677,0.0,0.146203921591372,0.0,0.06225340568005645,0.0,0.0,0.0384913086473317,0.05709069680642745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894047809084336,0.20530353703650114,0.0701969415990798,0.12369049534939378,0.12396367491677313,0.05881467088151704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04675121918124313,0.0,0.0,0.07629242076039049,0.0,0.07055638497091017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676435858419153,0.0,0.1314527095539947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349358717918078,0.0,0.04745987642890262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707748895847149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802296732305149,0.0,0.04486843405511433,0.07201120681152393,0.0691545345896767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324523754222506,0.0,0.0,0.21264799697514447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057936541926399965,0.0,0.0,0.14279078963622974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991471718905914,0.0,0.0,0.058555292774890313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517706032085744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560271776160248,0.08167998424027657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841740322455962,0.0,0.0,0.06049074621872391,0.0,0.057789068567509226,0.0,0.05559327341887105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985271730336226,0.0631988207898319,0.0,0.0,0.06751458083933977,0.0,0.05098883660445403,0.0,0.0,0.049753315966318566,0.0765760665504831,0.0,0.09020495019425157
socialanxiety,CMIBLT,2018/11/22,Looking for a job is getting me overly stressed... From the title you can guess obviously guess that I’m unemployed. I don’t like being unemployed but I’ve been applying for jobs for months now. Usually most places I’ve applied to will email back saying I was unsuccessful. I’ve been fortunate enough to get to the  interview stage three times in the past  but not got the job each time. The social aspect of the interviews were draining. I had to get myself pumped up before them and then after I just completely crash. Then finding out I failed to get the job really hits my self confidence especially after how much I have to step out of my comfort zone to go the interview. I’ve got another interview tomorrow but despite trying to stay positive all the self doubt is really stressing me out.,5.484181818181816,7.116826400000001,6.248181818181816,74.55409090909092,68.33333333333334,10.521212121212123,30.96969696969697,10.637119530657019,3.662533333333333,640,26,112,19,11,210,98,150,0.114,0.775,0.111,-0.1101,8,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,4,6,0,3,10,0,12,0,0,1,2,18,24,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,7,2,13,2,22,14,5,23,0,1,1,0,11,7,0,4,13,75,14,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205712676715007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041717490879216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527906581798356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420427369871513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998166999278752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382150127587158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831199394318848,0.0,0.07699344365047436,0.0,0.21670312655098006,0.0,0.29848150358653025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377512892417069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618613798770809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376470114999428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813468273230296,0.0,0.09958955660748707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293260137866663,0.0,0.0,0.14154231840858775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357723557210009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773498843502002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826594982517018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138099484928363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443980977868855,0.0,0.0,0.3103718223023064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799287588892189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197848779027476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920633849690493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rath_JMH,2018/11/22,"I hate people ""Why? are they being mean?""

  
No...

  
""Are they being stupid?""

  
Sometimes.  I tolerate it.

  
""Well then why do you hate people?""

​

Because they're disgusting, flawed humans, just like me....",1.326470588235292,1.7834475294117669,1.700705882352942,88.92517647058827,132.52941176470586,3.7129411764705886,18.105882352941176,5.6839178017228535,0.4308329411764705,152,5,24,2,10,46,26,34,0.278,0.614,0.109,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,0,2,6,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26443506520568943,0.29655530409288355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877454869330842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819104409783136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923365532415195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658490252656175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33839603031655224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413780728400828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943606153574768,0.0,0.4404459771352852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29655530409288355,0.0
socialanxiety,AnxiousVulture,2018/11/22,"Titles also give me anxiety so...no title I've been forcing myself to improve my SA and nothing but good things have happened.

All the anxiety I tried to ignore is attacking me now.

Every social interaction that goes bad makes me want to puke, cry and flee.

I can't get a rest from/ quit any social event because those are already planned.

Even staying at home gives me anxiety.

I've been taking diazepam and it has worked really well but my doctor doesn't let me take more even when a few months have passed since that one month I took one tablet/pill? daily.

I don't know how to deal with this.

",1.9883767926988227,4.508813652542376,2.95,90.07955019556715,81.96610169491527,5.664667535853977,20.941329856584094,7.010146845296331,0.5881700130378098,473,14,93,6,13,150,90,118,0.228,0.722,0.05,-0.9745,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,1,0,3,0,11,1,0,2,1,12,21,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,3,1,2,3,0,12,2,7,17,4,10,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,57,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685425287978124,0.12213897798711752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038623619853663,0.0,0.3505165414421923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375363610249955,0.0,0.0,0.12752406020244875,0.09310343999660604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776790387289647,0.0,0.15745902224405384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563267174199573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175485678721086,0.0,0.1286825100122324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979567803831675,0.2930271102748471,0.0,0.12810357155630742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505957691574336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532017117355076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393699939614567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617786243125148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194917227001347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438169588591151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654957663123108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069890455350939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244828831339406,0.0,0.0,0.09784343153142466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634071575085604,0.0,0.0,0.31138017502302395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279099442404096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22966950744430886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146773345835698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696898335960459,0.10369436801790223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090084739621512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373235702458827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119003478139518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SubatomicG,2018/11/22,Thanksgiving Anxiety So I'm pretty much stuck in my room while my family socializes out in the living room. Everyone is telling me to come out and sit with everyone but I feel compelled to just stay here where it's safe. Is this happening to anyone else?,3.175102040816326,5.779462428571431,4.366693877551022,81.21044897959185,77.77551020408163,9.634285714285717,26.126530612244892,9.888512548439397,3.1094783673469384,205,8,38,7,5,67,40,49,0.055999999999999994,0.8,0.14400000000000002,0.6746,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,8,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133785566894524,0.0,0.0,0.18402694604698705,0.2696668813732654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267128830420243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198595360575941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029742159121942,0.0,0.0,0.2481099226419901,0.0,0.13307559947167846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327359972104659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323995442375365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347322837486927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677564893630637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682866968803063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805230498226609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300376337523685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dotimooney,2018/11/22,"How to react to acquaintances i dont want to interact with? I feel nervous and anxious every time i see around people I used to hang out and get along with. I feel like these people were fake for me, I see them as a reminder of a time I'm trying to overcome, but I still see them around at college mostly, sometimes is inevitably to avoid them. I'd like to feel more comfortable when I see these people. Any advices ? ",5.3614285714285685,5.397466571428573,5.7120000000000015,84.03300000000002,67.80952380952381,8.14857142857143,29.895238095238096,7.554174236665415,1.754198095238095,328,11,66,3,5,105,53,84,0.11,0.7659999999999999,0.125,0.6415,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,18,14,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,7,12,3,17,13,2,9,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,1,6,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550128486704314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122132936367754,0.0,0.0,0.2028948482008052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197609544655966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048775572303105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131923159210653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272430742480583,0.12830499173352564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383264815071934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548521974729298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735323402205746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5724660588595142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762721456187688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342735649295507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094503123072639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193539034486126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511518280831962,0.0,0.0,0.1059316730487025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LittleAfternoon,2018/11/22,"Anyone else dread going around the table on Thanksgiving saying what you're thankful for? It's like a public speech My boyfriend's family is huge and we gotta go turn by turn around the table saying what we're thankful for. It's like the first day of school when the goddamn teacher makes every single person introduce themselves. I get such anticipation anxiety waiting for my turn to go and what to say and I can never speak loud enough and why am I at my boyfriend's Thanksgiving and not my own, who invited the orphan girl with obvious family issues. lmao this post got more personal at the end but happy holidays everyone. May your Thanksgiving mini speeches be quick and painless~",6.28736111111111,7.843188500000004,6.366041666666668,74.75256944444446,66.34375,9.75138888888889,30.628472222222207,9.994966539143718,3.2202211805555554,560,21,93,13,9,178,88,128,0.040999999999999995,0.7929999999999999,0.166,0.9387,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,7,0,5,0,0,1,2,17,18,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,7,0,3,7,10,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,7,9,5,13,14,4,16,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,8,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072518004474123,0.0,0.0,0.10120509462284603,0.1483025330380738,0.0,0.2576973542890071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334488439142943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091112539987806,0.0,0.12819607246158127,0.14955440397509245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219491157058291,0.13830461844769287,0.0,0.0,0.27289469001391103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231151876642612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562031835557728,0.0,0.24677606523189466,0.0,0.11576125264308075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407769256624038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107024073103045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142463679244466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096614616889953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163188286435644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527615745495561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862025442670936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34530753884047266,0.0,0.14648391435898078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665130303979611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723044363563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060471930871362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VeryLongSigh,2018/11/22,"Why am i this way So right now I'm living in an apartment with two roommates. They're throwing a party this weekend and I've decided that I was gonna go to my mom's while they had it. I just don't know if I can handle it because my anxiety has been killing me all week. 

So I told my roommate and he said it was ok nbd and he wasn't trying to force me. I decided to try and explain to him why I wasn't going 

I told him about how I was still anxious around him. He's been my friend for 10+ years and it still happens. I told him how I thought that he was only my friend out of pity, because I don't have any other friends. And how its so hard to connect with his friend circle because I think so little of myself and can't believe anyone would want me as a friend. 

He said obviously the first thing wasn't true. And that I need to tell anxiety to fuck off because I do have friends and everything it tells me isn't true. 

And I really wish it was that easy. Deep down inside I know that it's not true and I'm not this creepy weird guy my anxiety is telling me I am. I actually feel like I'm only awkward because of the fear of doing something awkward. 

But i just can't believe it. I've been in this state of fear so long. I don't know how to socialize anymore and I will constantly feel inferior to everyone around me.

 I'm not really sure what to do anymore.",1.4579322033898308,2.899126386440677,3.4520000000000017,91.33054237288135,78.35593220338983,6.618305084745763,24.68135593220339,7.404127859558343,0.9601294915254242,1064,38,246,14,25,361,139,295,0.13699999999999998,0.737,0.126,-0.0336,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,17,21,2,4,5,1,30,1,0,4,6,48,55,25,1,5,7,1,3,1,6,3,0,2,0,1,21,17,0,0,10,1,0,3,12,9,0,2,18,5,41,12,27,34,1,26,0,2,0,1,29,11,1,1,11,159,62,0,0.0,0.0,0.0910516874494766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345022803942532,0.0,0.21413295500858467,0.10540747458655753,0.1850658927655804,0.06524064344038276,0.0,0.0,0.1661214909126115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843876446730498,0.0,0.0,0.21024433601929388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082896739930397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891564039530797,0.08385602664975388,0.0,0.0,0.20998690111456408,0.09435507051809933,0.06665672034262331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936472062431832,0.0,0.0,0.4325207367072664,0.08625846392695585,0.0,0.0,0.10605414244156244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923860784353714,0.0825088202347991,0.0,0.08358246362297049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103227553777331,0.0,0.15383306283890208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558384307156557,0.09351557453354743,0.08238954200455698,0.0825715053751281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092770484531186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918407013744075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192448294651291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195464444319781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968149362451395,0.17750780388391627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511214040631354,0.0,0.07183032687582086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490261144490537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793834336804059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446566151949683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198733307724584,0.05978572644092636,0.0,0.07407331400277274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26746921185923905,0.0,0.12669519874903284,0.0,0.0911448935650203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055033384207674105,0.07406073235581631,0.07484320469356515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838551370965446,0.0,0.1072955170015394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662808068492886,0.0,0.0,0.06008500905469681
socialanxiety,zolmonn,2018/11/22,"Do you think that social anxiety could ever be cured? By this, I don't mean medication. 

I mean do you think that a person who has anything more than mild SA could ever manage their anxiety to the point that they are just as not anxious as someone who has never had any issues with anxiety? Sorry if this is hard to understand.

Is social anxiety that built in to the person? Does it need constant management and treatment? Or is it entirely beatable?

I understand that this is a big question, but I'm really bad with my anxiety recently, and I'm genuinely curious.",5.021892523364485,6.6604563644859835,6.499147196261685,72.28928154205609,69.46728971962617,10.583644859813083,32.06658878504673,10.686352973137794,3.994757943925233,449,20,76,14,8,153,69,107,0.146,0.8140000000000001,0.04,-0.8239,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,14,1,0,0,3,22,23,7,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,12,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,10,19,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,3,5,59,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342234909208276,0.0,0.5254723345911669,0.1551990306736399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305111252195248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470562619740453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845776417255765,0.0,0.21937171357646476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022118337138582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485341234855632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306449221442672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338785821275232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299291747899164,0.0,0.13839476826742345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186469854726256,0.1059550611339503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23990787753937384,0.0,0.0,0.12986744605787276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538957858540689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800842809817805,0.0,0.13564507015383112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28008093456851474,0.11640067892555853,0.0,0.0,0.15378440840609575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605367794163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286032517307284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zachvally,2018/11/22,"Wife’s family is coming to our house for thanksgiving 20+ people are coming to our small, rented house. Still hours away but already really anxious about it. Send help. Or Xanax",2.2800000000000007,5.1956291212121215,3.074909090909092,84.77236363636366,91.12121212121212,6.276363636363637,15.690909090909093,7.554174236665415,0.7885200000000006,143,3,24,3,5,45,29,33,0.083,0.8170000000000001,0.1,0.1557,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802315157161782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28688238717456194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858704198470085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374974134375039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393940916536471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021209367094328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500818993746112,0.5860303729021727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760515367108169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268186621203182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027985568963922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,arrianology,2018/11/22,"How to not be an awkward mess at my new job? It’s my second week working at a really amazing company and as much as I love the change, I hate how socially awkward I’ve been since I’ve started. My SA has gotten a lot worse the past 3 years, and I’ve tried therapy and even got on antidepressants, which sometimes helps, but not completely. It really worries me that my SA will cause me to lose my job.

I didn’t even think that they were going to hire me from how bad I bombed my interview. I prepped and did mock interviews, and felt I came in well prepared, but as soon as it began, I just lost it. My mind went completely blank. I kept stuttering, said um a million times and got extremely nervous. My answers were decent but my delivery was horrendous. I cried the whole drive home because of how awful I felt about myself. I was very surprised when I got a call back, and I still think to this day I only got hired because I knew someone that worked there who recommended me. I have a great work ethic and I’m very passionate about my job, but my SA and lack of confidence holds me back so much. 

My first and second day I barely said a word to anybody. We had a team lunch where I sat near my boss and didn’t say one word to him. I wanted to, and I knew what I would say, but I couldn’t get myself to say it. I was so intimidated by him. I always have a tough time with authority figures. I am already starting to feel he thinks I’m weird and awkward and constantly hope he doesn’t regret hiring me. All I can do is work hard and hope that makes up for my personality disorder.

Anyway, we have a happy hour coming up and I’ve been dreading it since I’ve heard about it. I feel like this is my chance to redeem myself but I’m also very nervous I am going to say something dumb or stupid. Any advice?",3.8370967741935513,4.46572344086022,5.121802150537637,84.84470322580647,71.31182795698925,8.317591397849464,26.70795698924732,8.488131031819089,1.6279091182795695,1408,44,303,22,25,470,198,372,0.198,0.669,0.133,-0.985,3,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,1,8,22,28,4,6,13,1,26,3,0,7,1,63,64,35,0,7,10,0,5,1,0,2,0,7,1,1,16,21,1,2,11,1,0,6,6,18,2,5,29,12,57,10,31,31,6,33,0,3,0,2,23,8,1,4,20,198,73,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695747055671241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819982359380504,0.0711632024143348,0.07404465665325811,0.0,0.0,0.0605144926787836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685165621072715,0.07430077325390637,0.10849180261927804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908660985582938,0.10177789451031873,0.0,0.09141458636112196,0.09413688415803624,0.07665477723394515,0.1866032199669597,0.09616378062035023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774849518713703,0.11477903990661445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019872853626889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755069469418485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998942006206456,0.06357262597478819,0.1708837440726495,0.0,0.0,0.07569264845178822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046492250726289534,0.0,0.101147195599468,0.0,0.2846854548781208,0.09810893752127164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472875636987416,0.07971524357397337,0.08785664769611908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596463874853669,0.0,0.08926163131646976,0.17676916078046515,0.08763467713411348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649188307045313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347475530129016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955415359179247,0.09714027376931224,0.07565391672561479,0.08031461497152788,0.0,0.05939978950036798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985192016061941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308319758701912,0.0,0.0,0.08594459846026628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060300174390346885,0.06767893788238535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494855530792228,0.0,0.07770037705126225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401523146391945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929481627529694,0.2830654515886499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472226160120384,0.0,0.0,0.0907114615995544,0.07539874667145469,0.06850685843304755,0.08801082733973653,0.0,0.12597149856191905,0.0,0.0710654633594955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017648626510085,0.0,0.0,0.17105862422230458,0.0,0.0,0.10377855284279652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041661246963125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027180692495707,0.05248708205831285,0.0,0.07138033546028011,0.0,0.08001037168247475,0.0824922238280911,0.0,0.09935126923316208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25913558741059484,0.09037103794668293,0.09068577674946134,0.06321410536669637,0.0,0.0,0.05730497671790603
socialanxiety,morgothsvrede,2018/11/22,"chest pain and shortness of breath I experience chest pain and shortness of breath at all times every day, I rarely have moments without it. as I understand it though, when it’s because of anxiety it only lasts for a while (or during a panic attack). is this true? am I dying or is my anxiety causing this? ",3.709152542372877,5.709495847457628,5.0120000000000005,80.14613559322035,73.57627118644069,7.431864406779661,28.749152542372883,8.238735603445708,2.2249091525423728,241,10,43,4,5,80,41,59,0.217,0.731,0.052000000000000005,-0.8559,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,2,0,4,6,4,1,2,9,5,8,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,7,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539177042101159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631594263763083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101027416033118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23762893737272225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918199803434146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400732122805848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489673010069156,0.0,0.0,0.2262749443686215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885563384972343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592897076593325,0.4922807029602511,0.27140369659506025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272703212944805,0.0,0.1348843123169275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24081184962286284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298382872090325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LFCKero,2018/11/22,"Anyone else feel like they put on a fake personality at work and cant wait to go home and just be yourself? I just started working for a large firm in an office job and I just feel like I try too hard to be nice or come accross as nice and it feels almost fake, like I dont want to dissapoint anyone and want to make a good impression. I am bad at introducing myself and continuing comversations etc. Always thinking about just getting through the work day or 'surviving' the day and just going home and being myself.",4.834243697478988,5.861037186274513,5.82619047619048,79.24500000000003,69.29411764705883,8.573669467787116,28.296918767506998,8.841846274778883,2.104774229691877,411,14,80,7,7,136,66,102,0.12300000000000001,0.715,0.162,0.6549,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,4,7,10,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,25,19,11,0,2,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,9,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,4,8,7,12,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,7,50,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820076593105382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976705027023806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349013522049111,0.1721082603394605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025049719829225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469392644066342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665746815089787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686318702516775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403199461395366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873343747099125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547966936325318,0.2399999895208721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775899623476599,0.0,0.1909259332276529,0.14088784167573198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047087743390264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33698136976541765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668735329098025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24618947204265335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212332854776194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666760568822707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885932980893198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188922034885702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763036079158043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404268847843832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814973741956093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668591864977327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GoodBowl,2018/11/22,"I don't have to spend my holidays with ANYONE now! What a freaking relief. I used to loathe holidays because I had to spend it with my family. I just wanted to be alone. Now that I'm an adult that cut off most of my family [My dad is emotionally unavailable and my mother is a sociopath], I don't have to see anyone today.",1.7982587064676598,3.577090343283583,4.439626865671645,83.1217288557214,78.40298507462687,8.048756218905472,21.61442786069652,8.841846274778883,1.5420666666666665,251,7,52,6,6,89,42,67,0.151,0.728,0.121,-0.2714,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,7,12,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,10,1,9,10,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31446390844466343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246032881475048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508696829001214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415372331617261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5724612141795463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194979680675185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878009769682843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622344949978957,0.0,0.0,0.1790858785276742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thisconditionallove,2018/11/22,"Did something terrifying today So Ive been separated for about 8 months and even though I feel lonely sometimes, the thought of getting back into dating gives me major anxiety. There was a cute customer at my job that would come in. He seemed flirty/chatty so I thought he might be into me.
Since I was leaving my job, I knew that I wouldn't see him anymore and I really wanted to ask him out.
This is not something I would do in a million years. The thought of rejection is terrifying to say the least. 
Still, I decided to challenge myself and just do it.

Turns out, he's in a relationship, but he said he was super flattered and if he wasn't with someone, he would definitely go out with me.

So the outcome wasn't what I wanted, but I went into it without expectations and I'm really glad I did it. Otherwise, I would have wondered.. what if?

This year, I want to do more things like this ( although not exactly the same scenario.. lol), but definitely take myself out of my comfort zone.

",2.8687276914219915,5.0810267564766844,4.4268998272884295,82.42137449625794,76.7720207253886,7.190443293033968,27.30253310305123,8.167268648758528,1.9642840529648813,776,32,148,14,18,259,110,193,0.051,0.7859999999999999,0.162,0.9743,2,2,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,0,0,8,1,22,0,0,0,1,44,43,15,0,11,9,0,1,1,0,6,0,2,0,0,11,15,0,0,8,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,14,4,24,7,23,22,4,21,0,2,1,0,15,11,0,5,8,113,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842145185245157,0.0,0.14055598855306925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324964500923061,0.0,0.0,0.10898000301843072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220860322138748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360993806947236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166188222734785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404697560521761,0.13595831139983586,0.0805472289262056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812861338982797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006937705607512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924109061076543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035089966535706,0.0,0.0,0.11312585373427125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815890375481046,0.0,0.0,0.15216271919158042,0.0,0.0,0.13481568363540455,0.1127077107530338,0.0,0.0,0.112938782850659,0.12902375280400286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723877943185294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008558562401872,0.21821811574777314,0.1401725122620364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318408013270248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656173888781847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415771591664232,0.0,0.13924693737893215,0.3375483527345458,0.0,0.0,0.13434147278077613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415925171796827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507843537824216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138317870175326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366206333390185,0.15369785656735582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40271772132955547,0.0,0.0,0.1825362354715581
socialanxiety,themistik,2018/11/22,"I managed to talk to my crush Oh boy I'm so happy I want to yell to everyone I'm happy oh my god oh my god.
I saw her this monday. I tried to talk to her since. But I always failed. Today I was very determined to do it. And I did it.

You know what's more crazy ? I did talk to her in front if her friends. At first I wanted to give her some hand at programming, being in the second year of the course, and her the first year... At the end I proposed my help to the group, they were pretty cool with me. But dang I did manage to talk directly to her, face to face. Gosh it feels so good.

Social anxiety didn't win this time. I did win. Take that, fucking thing that make my life a nightmare. I'm going to bet the hell of you, I promise.",-1.6936645962732904,0.24149329813664625,0.9188819875776416,100.94242236024849,97.38509316770184,4.042236024844721,13.832298136645965,5.7926816847441245,-1.0406869565217391,555,11,139,5,23,188,89,161,0.11199999999999999,0.675,0.213,0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,5,2,11,2,0,7,1,9,5,3,1,0,13,22,7,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,9,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,3,0,3,8,5,29,8,22,13,2,15,1,1,1,1,20,5,3,3,8,88,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008007251759375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878672496455154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910747780201514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608649346982589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851224454125113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863955932384939,0.0,0.0,0.1300662225427907,0.15563618036999755,0.0,0.16149595267110034,0.09567676544760688,0.1412033740472113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35842184059096593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128409619547482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925203519163783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891006273144886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237443992354876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712717225407182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926024955298882,0.0,0.0,0.17161087232191752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657769402097818,0.5412510407287878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184376943733756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816580875015916,0.0,0.15957541621833013,0.0,0.0,0.11429809845219815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890577246342364,0.19859351351700372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682281091136865
socialanxiety,MasterCrastinator,2018/11/22,"Tinder This is going to be my only negative post (but it is true)

The majority of girls on Tinder (at least the ones I am getting) are... I am sorry to say it

Ugly. Just not attractive at ALL.

And then there are 1-2 who are really attractive, I could get any guy level attractive.

I get 1-2 matches after swiping 10000x.

In real life the ratio would be much different, my confidence level is enough to know that to be true. 

How come Tinder is this bad?",1.5856654456654409,3.693951791208793,4.302783882783881,82.22277167277169,80.53846153846155,7.560927960927963,21.1001221001221,8.515128840125781,1.4984349206349208,347,10,68,8,9,123,62,91,0.193,0.747,0.06,-0.9108,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,14,1,0,1,3,13,20,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,5,10,15,5,11,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080769915747646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972073900523053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163651308829292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005429001752878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624245472541365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595310489806589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936859101188941,0.0,0.14274861270243766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24870286489628926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380392807074632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741241995235876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464261853135167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020276615523586,0.1910300020603987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405563399344721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858922831490903,0.16090921771940278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974454199539524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28116999006573884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784276032734433,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fkkm,2018/11/22,"Phone calls less scary then in real life conversations? I have a recruiter calling me in 10 minutes and realized that I'm more nervous/anxious with phone calls than with real-life conversations. Maybe because I got less experience with phone calls and it feels less safe for me? Also, find myself worrying that people around me can hear me fail.

Does anyone relate to this? 

​

Just i thought i had.",4.947025440313112,7.781116109589043,4.641526418786693,80.35958904109589,72.83561643835617,6.911154598825831,28.23679060665361,7.957251820313856,2.084821526418787,328,13,54,5,7,100,52,73,0.128,0.836,0.036000000000000004,-0.7744,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,9,1,9,5,4,4,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,1,35,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320809103936751,0.0,0.1789542026798776,0.20069130375410135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548591384931944,0.0,0.0,0.14703021901972368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006819224967779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6746001649348647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453538449699818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615612518133322,0.0,0.0,0.08351145061174269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095612578631984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320960580062563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615087234750974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665961642564668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592858236810173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450333137216513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759836442136511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112109121478666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773119477848072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069130375410135,0.0
socialanxiety,abdalla_97,2018/11/22,"lip quiver is there some kind of therapy/medicine that i can use to get rid of my lip quiver.
my lips start to twitch whenever i laugh alot ,have an argument with someone,talking in front group of people",7.6454999999999975,6.5332285500000005,6.665000000000003,82.90000000000003,63.5,11.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,3.08625,162,6,34,3,2,49,33,40,0.062,0.848,0.09,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,4,3,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,7,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27048418580178496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391194404190363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589176862794775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664406184952053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161188850951853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471386532756799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GurlWithIssues,2018/11/22,"If they people around me only knew social anxiety they I know it, they might finally understand that i'm not so strange ​

# Dont fool your self ...

* ""She's just being nice to you, because ***she feel pity for you***. She doesnt **really** like you.""
* ""He doesn't really like you, ***h******e just want you for your body***. And your not beautiful, just **fuckugly**.""
* ""They're leaving the room because of you. He looked away because of you""
* ""Nobody wants to be around you. ***You're boring*** *and* ***uinteresting***.""
* ""Don't tell them that you've social anxiety, because then ***they'll be forced to be nice to you***""
* ""If anyone ever showed interested in you, you will **ruin** **it** ***as usual*** ""
* ""They will stop talk to you.""

^(....) *^(""You'll always be alone."")* 

# Don't be their burden ....

* ""Don't tell your family about the pain you're carrying, ***you'll just bored them. You've already told them too many times.***""
* ""Don't call your sister, she's at school. ***Do you want to ruin her career too?***""
* ""Don't tell your classmate, they'll think mental illness is only for the insane. ""
* ""What do you ***expect*** them to do about it? Do you want them to put them in a  ***helpless*** situation?""
* ""They'll not understand you anyways. They'll ask: ***why can't you just....*** When you can not just. ***""***

^(....) *^(""You'll always be alone."")* 

# Why are you likes this? ....

* ""Why can't you just be yourself? It should literally be the ***easiest*** thing to do!""
* ""Why do you say it with a ***shaky*** voice? Why do you ***ramble*** the words? **Stop being a weirdo**""
* ""Even if you had her look, ***you couldn't be as interesting***.""
* ""She walked out of the room because ***you're too awkward***.""
* ""He thinks ***you're not saying enough***. ""
* ""***You will never*** be able to relax to when you're talking with somebody. 

^(....) *^(""You'll always be alone."")* 

 

​

​

​

 

​

​

​

​",-1.249783806697753,-7.17462855489614,0.18239355659177825,97.18485103857569,203.9851632047477,2.788089868588385,14.388622297583721,4.909634414157726,-0.5512401559983044,1375,42,267,17,175,429,148,337,0.099,0.83,0.07200000000000001,-0.8832,1,3,0,0,0,0,327.0,0,35,15,0,20,19,0,2,9,0,48,3,1,0,2,43,64,11,0,10,15,1,1,3,0,13,2,3,2,1,10,7,0,2,7,2,0,2,17,11,0,0,3,6,59,8,30,34,1,21,0,4,2,0,74,9,0,5,13,177,69,2,0.05120132661626962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590873985868355,0.056501937122695085,0.0,0.12781081619248036,0.44381292797631866,0.4977217288259184,0.0,0.0,0.07833774943450497,0.0,0.0,0.03580115806023662,0.0,0.0,0.09116007200019842,0.04786632871517745,0.0,0.04810533180059135,0.0,0.0,0.15605926735872994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568731313578371,0.0,0.0,0.05228227912671341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000757346668525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290465737194325,0.0,0.03381799333883407,0.04631453125568517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482680539324442,0.0,0.02588892916491619,0.0,0.0,0.05608855060705035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028138910077930884,0.0,0.0,0.0542148119986886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504314571741293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599243794808385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191010882291141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051598894548657216,0.05431651626131039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03948961954812959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788183222362859,0.05448182148165033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0354965530274729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051471475150655255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560176183056099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143469999205863,0.0,0.05181847604403295,0.0,0.0,0.05341415025518045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057552436368177126,0.0,0.10438660910036762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561320338968391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230737372475211,0.13425664875732807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034015886297304,0.0656154853534999,0.0,0.0,0.029855905300108357,0.0,0.0,0.04892506176649358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660477343860617,0.0,0.0,0.05639102759888249,0.0,0.12079947607562168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310061670713847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977217288259184,0.0
socialanxiety,razor_dll,2018/11/22,Social anxiety recommended medications? I have crippling Social anxiety what are some medications other then Antidepressants which doesn't help me.,12.080000000000005,16.660465809523814,11.543095238095233,31.006071428571428,57.57142857142857,15.628571428571426,43.83333333333334,13.023866798666859,9.01964761904762,126,7,11,6,2,41,18,21,0.252,0.6679999999999999,0.08,-0.4325,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46118435685164005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020413457984316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6073155330308834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6145373275259297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EntropyLadyofChaos,2018/11/22,Eye Contact Does anybody just ever get so distracted by eye contact or someone's face during a conversation they have to focus on something else just to process what they say? Is this social anxiety or ADHD?,5.8504385964912275,8.013221763157897,6.428947368421053,71.53096491228072,68.21052631578948,8.224561403508767,36.35087719298246,8.841846274778883,3.6910245614035087,169,9,25,3,3,55,32,38,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.6341,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,5,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,2,1,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43690437651356734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781070686914249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31813626237852577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303690981974957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288427001877241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993462067872946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891015617380193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705832000166436,0.3080262221118174,0.2798708164716713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whatabadname100,2018/11/22,Would giving my crush a secret admirer card come off as creepy or would it be like nice or something? feel free to redirect me to another sub. Thanks.,2.7305747126436763,5.266107344827585,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,79.0,8.004597701149425,23.459770114942533,8.841846274778883,1.938508045977012,119,4,23,3,3,38,26,29,0.040999999999999995,0.534,0.425,0.9337,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40465340576661946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324216444726693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512437503325147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701937448182899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885329286939992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970873226657209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552880410064788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482694652084973,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrlonely999,2018/11/22,"Where to learn conversation skills, being witty etc? Is there any other forums where we can learn convo skills or tips and such, my social anxiety has really delayed my progress for learning how to deal with people, and socialize etc.",10.531951219512193,9.86059304878049,9.385487804878052,64.28603658536586,57.536585365853654,12.102439024390245,35.134146341463406,11.20814326018867,4.105282926829267,189,6,28,4,2,59,34,41,0.087,0.845,0.068,0.044000000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,22,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952274960683632,0.0,0.21961907216508766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959718040151108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6403508379154076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199028440240554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391386234127535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5852935628754397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,strictmorning,2018/11/22,"Boyfriend is going away for a month and I have to take care of things alone :( My boyfriend and I have been dating for two years and we got our own apartment together. During this time he's always done things with me such as shopping or taking the dog on long walks because he knows I have really bad social anxiety. 

He's going out of state for a month to visit his mother and now I have to do everything on my own. Take care of the dog, make phone calls, walk to Walmart to grocery shop (no car), etc. 

Has anyone else been in a situation where they had to do things independently after being dependent on someone for so long? I'd love some advice or similar stories to cheer me up. 

Thanks for reading!",4.996682653876898,5.633672489208635,5.629016786570748,82.2135651478817,68.71223021582733,8.479936051159072,27.67466027178257,8.515128840125781,1.8194693844924064,552,17,110,8,9,179,94,139,0.07200000000000001,0.812,0.11599999999999999,0.8271,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,3,0,14,25,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,3,2,6,1,1,0,1,5,0,12,5,25,19,4,25,0,0,0,1,13,9,0,4,9,75,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258170702283816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171766669097612,0.0,0.0,0.12992397359012153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944941741053908,0.0,0.0,0.10917922722539376,0.15998755806716322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467020408270841,0.0,0.13037337382995842,0.09518368195196107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944006121346058,0.0,0.31839758871283924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597891023854998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304379318383778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741413752760252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033178866757112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774799987434595,0.0,0.12488229128498896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581243243875764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763643235962861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092568439241207,0.0,0.10422705744243604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24926464443619256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156185842638892,0.0,0.1000295807363842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755119350341679,0.0,0.15916872430609394,0.13229995537887734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35220163752444955,0.0,0.0,0.14375603724685793,0.0,0.0,0.3112045850369874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104858181670852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252959689251186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055135128176927
socialanxiety,Joshuey,2018/11/22,"Can I be happy this way...? Can I be happy in life if I just have those 1, 2 or 3 friends? I don't need to know all the other kids 100 miles out? I don't need to be going out every Friday night?

To be clear; I don't have any friends at all. I know some people make posts about whether they're not sure if their friends are truly their friends, but no for me I literally have no friends...

That being said... I'm trying to make a change. I've been feeling more confident about myself lately, and want to put myself out there again. However I'm a little worried that its too late for me to have the fun, or make the amount of friends that most young people at my age (20) do now. 

Social media is bad I know, it can be a highlight reel. Still, I see people going out and partying every week, or like I said before going to these big festivals or raves... it just feels like that's the kind of fun someone my age is supposed to be having.

I don't think that'll ever be me, and I'm just wondering... is that OK? Like I said before, is it OK to just have a small group of friends to rely on? I don't need to know everyone in the area, I don't need to be partying like an animal all the time to know what fun is? 

Honestly it'd just be nice to have those one or two friends, to know that someone out there at least knows about me. I'm not sure if that's enough or acceptable still though.",2.485945117029864,3.18071965423729,3.888571428571428,92.20378531073449,74.4915254237288,7.1105730427764335,22.52219531880549,7.2636822038024595,0.50108393866021,1058,25,252,11,21,350,136,295,0.05,0.664,0.287,0.9976,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,2,0,17,27,0,0,11,2,36,1,0,3,7,55,66,15,0,8,18,0,2,4,8,1,1,3,0,1,19,8,0,0,12,0,0,4,10,1,0,2,4,6,25,26,34,50,9,35,0,0,1,0,16,16,0,12,17,165,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954273258373896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310762888000631,0.0,0.0,0.14901154408087325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926252054931882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047126050439644,0.0,0.0,0.07920160966006455,0.1475435015225673,0.08366582883527983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854434263479921,0.06255175744685691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5411793854479745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492844148378471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864151464827236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117862743389664,0.3368387498005516,0.0,0.1975394379275172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184510610682802,0.17110649792860436,0.0877565458615199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533778894212593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25969385545398804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216765197892477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059331855883442884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821059650785901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385676928319144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802040251696379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498643430789441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977272976001785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925478941007528,0.14837594141416327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398485451481767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650455616886599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561039043009386,0.08602570956070536,0.0,0.05105602266754609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944642416470065,0.0,0.08553186003592031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164422856005516,0.06949980351336456,0.07023408836308648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495337863830652,0.0,0.08891983238357093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kodakblacc_,2018/11/22,"Why does no one like me? I am very shy and I may look kinda mean but I try to make an effort to talk to people , my coworkers, even my own family. Most don’t even try to make an effort to talk to me. Or they think I’m weird or something and just brush me off when I try to say something... I am nice and a good listener and I never used to have problems making friends in the past but right now I have literally no friends for about 10 months now ... ",0.07494845360825053,1.94059902061856,2.182690721649486,96.69053092783508,84.56701030927834,5.5294845360824745,17.94742268041237,6.742157984588678,-0.21728371134020685,343,8,84,4,10,115,62,97,0.109,0.727,0.16399999999999998,0.8382,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,7,7,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,4,1,20,15,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,4,13,5,12,14,2,9,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,5,7,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604514785098413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422028847299676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284677103113266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28331267209324396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378591162181268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895759159424417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396845347467553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671641517756254,0.0,0.0,0.19972271986321735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146348820846599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414114030305687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424321459824282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502903919665047,0.12711232530984656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544190744631524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658054025571932,0.0,0.14580787701961911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28230473293991426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947407782440854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174837583970803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734493751098464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835618061331175,0.0,0.15128357230810502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544553514608742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hermetic_Dreams,2018/11/22,"Friend invites me to open mic night at bar, and shes not here yet ..... Bars are SO not my scene, but I thought that I'd push my limits, and I really like this friend, and I don't see her much. What do ""bar people"" mean when they say they will show up at 9ish? I can 12 minutes after 9, which seems late to me. And I thought I had parked next to her car, but she's not here.
So now, I'm sitting at a table, alone, feeling stupid and slightly panicky, looking like a werido on my phone completely alone, and yeah, I'm turning to Reddit to not feel like I  completely stand out.
Oh yeah, this night is starting out wonderfully. I texted her. I want to be adventurous, I want to not be a shut-in who never goes out. She has an hour before I book it.",2.6263636363636387,3.2487239235668817,3.955981470758541,92.12143022582514,74.09554140127389,6.982976259409381,23.82686740011581,6.980632752743323,0.5550305732484073,564,15,135,5,11,186,98,157,0.07200000000000001,0.705,0.223,0.9773,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,1,8,7,1,0,4,2,11,3,0,0,1,28,26,11,0,2,7,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,10,3,1,7,5,0,2,7,1,0,0,3,5,24,6,16,20,1,24,0,0,2,0,13,9,0,2,14,83,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493139886087127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349760103251366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536252112578933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053579078676906,0.12047425170119795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605769372401341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607340012972585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022979479043156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471624476339592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161254327807304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369504708246165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396754223902408,0.0,0.13006319138597586,0.0,0.1793472810743693,0.31650865747826645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691160924778575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803313126157472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341068499991198,0.0,0.0,0.13438179437451486,0.15352072141296835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936208228164424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677577603471004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342854723949428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893285318943224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287954974996948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gsina97,2018/11/22,"I just moved from a European country to NA on a new high school and I can't many any friends because of social anxiety Hey, I am 17 yo and I just moved from a European country to  the US 3 months ago . It was a pretty tough ""decision""(I didn't actually decide to move,it was done because of economical issues) as I had to leave everything behind . When I started on my new high school I was pretty positive that I would make new friends and start a new life. However it didn't turn out so well.Because of my age , everyone had already their friend groups and I couldn't really meet anyone that I have in common.I am a pretty shy guy and my European accent doesn't help a lot on talking to people as when I speak sometimes people won't understand me and I feel . Every lunch I sit wherever there is a free seat, preferably with few people and I don't really talk to anyone as I don't feel comfortable with random people.I feel like everyone is ignoring me. I even joined a club in order to meet people with common interests but it was also a failure.Everyday that passes I feel like it is a waste of time. I have literally no one to talk to on the school and I feel so bad and mad with myself about it.I waste my whole day sitting on a computer playing games with a friend  my  and surfing the web without achieving anything.The last 3 months I had little to no social interaction with other people and I am starting to lose my mind.The only day I speak to someone (except my parents who work the whole day),is on Saturdays when I work..I don't want to sound desperate but I am..",3.576229166666668,4.874819831250004,5.208125000000003,81.4710416666667,72.5625,8.458333333333334,27.708333333333336,8.959647251330699,2.2166770833333342,1246,46,246,25,24,423,155,320,0.15,0.765,0.085,-0.9584,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,1,3,11,15,1,0,17,0,27,2,0,1,0,39,39,22,0,4,6,1,5,2,4,2,1,3,0,1,9,18,1,1,8,3,1,3,12,5,0,1,10,8,36,11,41,26,4,38,0,1,0,0,23,12,0,2,22,160,45,6,0.0,0.0,0.08055782117660812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317643823810292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910970284527116,0.06601596660641759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056137478252133305,0.0,0.06315125243989239,0.0,0.0,0.11544309029162135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892659688643857,0.1509668826541227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971560459311349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447828512389367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452412533594266,0.0,0.06955273757648066,0.15776194483791342,0.07419147287281372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087012089183139,0.11794883341530188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255114643406418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173842126687046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533216312415769,0.1744392266083153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616174662985993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729004392790303,0.0,0.0874095389062188,0.0,0.0,0.05830817882249977,0.08066045081788005,0.08273774096368587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235339973573298,0.0,0.07018186746464967,0.0,0.0,0.055103401576186366,0.08369370859188968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833529290364131,0.0,0.1317827648420255,0.263215793498304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189128959610744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593866160964712,0.0627837189954983,0.0,0.0,0.09166306311173288,0.0,0.0,0.28615218041949525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251951987806846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576850756549017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506379122706223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830059965286878,0.06994515386544553,0.0,0.08164500249489708,0.0,0.17528996644933584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905398508169053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813612405357656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979173083233526,0.0,0.08593845249980657,0.09929863120113633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869069039720323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742232199501654,0.0,0.0,0.18433038001337784,0.0,0.07957617203126624,0.0,0.1201961526789459,0.0,0.0,0.0586418279020812,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ProfitisAlethia,2018/11/22,"How do I give back? I'm someone who has largely overcome their social anxiety disorder. 

I used to nearly have panic attacks at even the idea of walking into the grocery store and now, while I still suffer from the anxiety in small doses under specific circumstances, I'm fully functional and can navigate my way through everyday life with little difficulty while being outgoing and developing a constantly growing circle of close friends. 

I really have a strong desire to help others overcome their anxiety as well and I'm wondering if I could get ideas from the community on how to do this. 

As far as i can tell there are no support groups in my local area, and as much as I would love to, I don't have the 6 years to spend becoming a therapist. I would really love to help others struggling with something that affected me for so long. Does anyone have any way they've helped their local SA community? Or have ways they think would be helpful to them?",8.722712600869023,7.939084536312853,8.910800744878959,66.60085040347612,61.17877094972067,12.648292985723154,38.32464307883302,11.855464076750405,4.755059093730604,768,33,129,21,9,254,117,179,0.131,0.691,0.17800000000000002,0.9057,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,1,9,10,1,2,8,0,18,4,0,4,0,24,29,17,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,2,2,2,4,1,0,0,0,17,6,27,23,1,28,0,1,0,2,17,14,0,3,9,95,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923767903358641,0.0,0.30116090201750123,0.0,0.0,0.09175575532463068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928768143765167,0.0,0.10090412752009424,0.0,0.0,0.1449279936052388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418078911312378,0.0,0.1047726949463072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039552070628642,0.0,0.11483611233281278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667304887588155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013843130021816,0.0,0.0685597840154453,0.12588323005079746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518301118500983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29627469922095445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268828434767576,0.0,0.13152218806338772,0.0,0.11613022871103415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368718472310043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964656675881491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396457256426102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681325279272228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376763047253634,0.1111867398561361,0.10102361886925308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479666488010006,0.0,0.0,0.1371851373889354,0.0,0.0,0.14891287384256435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469666421921752,0.0,0.0,0.1523626450202656,0.0,0.08408385015748332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333649471101682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124815182155432,0.0,0.0,0.11798727133776167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230820048715528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27965598629663435,0.0,0.0,0.08450476725507651
socialanxiety,512fm,2018/11/22,"Failed driving test because of social anxiety Really guttered right now, I’m a competent driver but just froze up a couple of times when the testing officer told me to explain hazards etc, one turn in particular there was a massive gap and I just waited and waited and I don’t even know why. I hate SA so much, this was just a reminder to me just how useless I am because of it. ",2.5906766917293207,4.683989947368421,4.481127819548874,82.27289473684213,77.15789473684211,6.974436090225563,29.27819548872181,7.957251820313856,2.1930774436090217,300,14,56,5,7,102,57,76,0.16399999999999998,0.8140000000000001,0.022000000000000002,-0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,10,3,1,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,12,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,1,6,0,7,9,2,7,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,41,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481916902911505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34235879764529986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107113399466083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31317779811190943,0.18547260496305806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772421099494695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432603882448515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064279368168526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028437820806152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989431742699238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398105267831929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862508150487018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374278846352094,0.0,0.0,0.2683263481334321,0.0,0.0,0.3054410523599284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25338768708113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zipperjuice,2018/11/22,"nervous about going out I just moved somewhere new, and someone invited me to their place for a pre-thanksgiving dinner. Should I go? I'm worried that if I do, I will sit in a corner and not talk to anyone and hate myself. I'm worried that if I don't, I'll never make friends here. So it seems like from those options that either way I won't make friends, I guess. 

But I should try, right? I'm just nervous. Can someone give me advice on how to make the best of it if I do go? ",0.6629411764705893,2.5120623529411823,2.50172549019608,95.29376470588235,82.33333333333333,4.864313725490196,21.964705882352945,5.6839178017228535,0.04279294117647048,368,12,84,2,10,122,65,102,0.18,0.7509999999999999,0.07,-0.8395,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,1,2,3,0,8,1,0,4,1,22,21,9,0,5,8,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,13,4,10,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,6,3,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807194819181946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931309896440424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940812453735828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857656101092537,0.0,0.0,0.1774095862207776,0.31531394604491186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037302923794852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258819803592335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035146956632543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37034308090488777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656005319826836,0.0,0.0,0.14263575139390905,0.1786144791007568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322107110125866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793622391407036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836080385180247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31339509644222674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864633074244651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255609073592272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467953457763712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756274660147266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ninjakilla_X,2018/11/22,"My 18th birthday today. Didn't do much except eat food with one friend and have dinner with family. Though I had the courage to organise an airsoft event this Friday with a couple of friends so there's that. 
 A couple of my friends also wished me a happy birthday but Idk. I didn't have a big party like others do at 18. And I feel as if I'm not an adult and I'm still just a young teenager trying to find order in this mess of life. ",0.5765217391304347,2.7130714347826093,2.363217391304349,94.50569565217394,84.65217391304347,4.5495652173913035,17.895652173913042,5.6839178017228535,-0.4184991304347827,340,8,74,2,10,112,66,92,0.09,0.759,0.151,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,8,0,7,4,0,0,0,14,11,9,0,2,5,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,6,6,12,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,51,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839305297121676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659842300946047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546606278236824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850700945597616,0.0,0.10647070863345408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924575081296736,0.0,0.2546225335286902,0.0,0.4880584486135564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415607994162545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873208331025,0.10287404900269302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479345431059602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426879358403057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816177364031926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688432451074068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995960943427829,0.0,0.0,0.14296346255899714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421455395161913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HeebieGeebie747,2019/06/02,"Oh computers, the bane of my life and flayer of Social Anxiety A lot of my social anxiety is centred around work and one of the things that makes me most self conscious is computers.

Why, may you ask? As some one not technologically gifted AND a millennial, it’s a hard combo to manage. People instantly think you’re stupid if you don’t know how to use a computer like Bill Gates. 

I dont get it? Computers are still very complex and just because you’re not great with computers doesn’t mean you’re dumb. The LOOK people give you when you ask for help with something simple, UGH. 

It’s a minefield of social anxiety triggers because it makes me so self conscious of how dumb I look around all my co workers and it’s so public. AND the way the person helping you will talk to you... fuck off.",5.300576923076925,5.935053544871799,6.000410256410259,79.82792307692307,68.03846153846153,9.060512820512821,29.70256410256411,9.120678840339163,2.3695379487179484,627,22,122,11,10,205,92,156,0.168,0.7859999999999999,0.046,-0.9571,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,6,0,2,9,7,4,0,10,0,8,2,0,6,1,31,21,13,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,7,10,0,0,6,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,0,3,13,2,16,19,4,6,0,0,2,1,19,3,3,5,3,76,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165460500509314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24557220431040475,0.257890095892135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816054418327658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616518259386673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751318935678987,0.07206223874695733,0.13231411837754753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206727074777687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355734180344295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490187711792344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580220180952367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742337102758876,0.06738516950773465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165133679239175,0.0,0.0,0.11726235069408908,0.0,0.0,0.18413743131924054,0.0,0.0,0.1502451768528559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692859543335494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191245280551308,0.12043433119125165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877801724312653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218039071515329,0.0,0.10618452561632466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015032198428956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086215024349516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163393573869548,0.08837936950686576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912641875838782,0.0,0.11380591598156545,0.0,0.10948166427803233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445951920023515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041399521477654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,agavebismuth,2019/06/02,"Might be starting a job at a restaurant soon, any advice? So yeah, I might have a job at a restaurant which is something I’ve always wanted to do but I don’t handle new people great in that I can be awkward with people and struggle when it’s not one on one with someone else.

I’m hoping since it’ll be fast paced once I get into working the fear will just go out of my head, but still, any advice would be great. Cheers X",3.34,3.786164333333332,4.288888888888891,91.03000000000004,72.33333333333334,6.0,23.88888888888889,3.1291,0.13355555555555565,330,8,73,0,6,107,66,90,0.09300000000000001,0.6940000000000001,0.213,0.9293,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,3,5,1,14,1,1,0,0,14,20,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,5,4,10,11,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,6,48,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32709826424609306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392627827886438,0.0,0.0,0.22763064967550475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398136838572575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833444812189487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744236933355443,0.0,0.0951185444509004,0.0,0.0,0.36904549965384376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176686598342833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166233232444988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33217191934855844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35509995622951396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164412785757196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824043278964968,0.22682447236037545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320624608123599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844774303750015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180954784373007,0.12884732236885954,0.0,0.0,0.1184632506565654,0.0,0.13365953243531267,0.0,0.0,0.17496836699391086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871741511512447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184519671474947,0.0,0.0,0.11889274152604652,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lookatthemshoulders,2019/06/02,"A month ago, someone on Overwatch (online game) made fun of my voice and I haven't been able to get over it. It sucks because I saw some truth in what he said, I just had never realised it. Then once I noticed, I started to notice all the other times people didn't fully understand me like when spelling out a word or phone number. This is something I wasn't even remotely insecure about and now I think about it often when I'm talking..it makes me careful with my speech or just want to talk less. And I already dont talk much. I wasn't playing well in the game (but doing my best) and this guy started to insult me as a person. He hit a lot of previous insecurities but this voice thing is a new one :/ I have to talk in my job either one to one or sometimes in meetings (when i have the courage), feels like this affects it. I feel stupid for not realising the way i talked. Im sure he exaggerated it to try and hurt me so i guess he succeeded.",2.789863945578233,4.0143038367346975,4.256,87.82233333333332,74.40816326530611,6.859319727891156,25.821768707482995,7.3011,1.08449156462585,736,25,160,8,15,245,120,196,0.115,0.774,0.111,-0.4145,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,12,17,3,2,9,0,12,0,0,3,4,33,29,16,0,1,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,13,7,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,6,1,3,8,7,22,11,21,20,7,20,0,1,1,0,16,7,1,7,14,110,35,2,0.1373777224387769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217770620445163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159973282466396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374418450475869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441694441675576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006574377158207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100566756235762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073669003065443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389246084075051,0.09814267235962908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177418991786683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133704936768855,0.13602554370914333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706569318434795,0.0,0.14839151436940803,0.0,0.13632619179016847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423163193358348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167936269436039,0.0,0.12999012262593693,0.09170069648338093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965358739070877,0.0,0.10098843287583617,0.0,0.105954168612733,0.13268026038614333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128108950599222,0.0,0.14630279087346262,0.27927210026375016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524041527064596,0.11995292832776648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067767322117002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639969841481615,0.10576008240163748,0.1358700802312174,0.0,0.19447331804284645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947687759998353,0.0,0.0,0.441676038082604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912676544747013,0.08802609746945929,0.0,0.0,0.08010605471642991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932704558253928,0.0,0.0,0.14301505394436334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102894002844638,0.10904404166526692,0.0,0.0,0.1235190708736714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cavazar,2019/06/02,"I'm 16 and I need help. Background: I'm a 16 year old boy from England and I've been suffering from social anxiety for as long as I can remember.

it's really impacting my life because my friends have part time jobs, but I can't get one because I'm too scared. They are also learning to drive, and because I'm almost 17 I'll have to learn too but I'm terrified of messing up or getting into an accident or something. I'm also too scared of talking to girls and I've never ever had a girlfriend.

My school is also making me do work experience for 5 days; I'm doing it with a psychology professor and one of his students. I've never met them in my life and spending 5 days with them 1 on 1 is freaking me out. I've genuinely been worrying about it for months and months. 

I have been meaning to go to my doctor about my social anxiety but guess what, I'm too scared they won't take me seriously or that they won't be able to help me.

In the UK will a doctor (GP) be able to prescribe anti anxiety meds for a 16 year old? Or would I have to be referred to a child psychiatrist/mental health specialist? I think it's time for me to get sorted out before I miss out on my life.",3.314854712969524,3.927545441767069,5.381790692180488,82.56582565556344,72.49397590361446,8.589747224190882,28.301677297424998,8.841846274778883,2.078968154972832,921,34,197,17,17,322,124,249,0.166,0.797,0.038,-0.9855,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,1,10,9,0,3,8,0,22,6,0,1,3,35,42,19,0,2,7,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,6,13,0,0,6,0,1,2,5,8,0,2,5,0,25,1,35,30,1,25,0,2,0,0,17,9,0,7,14,123,31,9,0.2229797687667272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164101452950602,0.0,0.0,0.26747526078357026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25586836917612044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388959612521307,0.0,0.09486967999224773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380350419851878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282292417945553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084898334109266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905850015845146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861368081119708,0.0,0.1747465890450774,0.0,0.06336227058045939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281867712898152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850853359748235,0.0,0.0,0.149458638792537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063650707911278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362458074626911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866503929721736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442036355903556,0.0,0.0,0.12144516847306312,0.12384012795461975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798032407851902,0.0,0.0,0.08266833658706861,0.17197574393961082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339797580862521,0.0,0.15109686207810755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073268017726248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142327479763133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629630535228578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348624715059961,0.1128337151568172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22729979375325934,0.0,0.08583035990124506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382651796898119,0.0896113459055866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143821614863631,0.0,0.0,0.13002129632367898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116596366920306,0.11322338943908007,0.0,0.0791992150648881,0.0,0.0,0.14359166040688465
socialanxiety,Internecine183,2019/06/02,First day of classes for summer semester tomorrow. Tips for keeping my anxiety in check? My first class is tomorrow and I'm already having minor panic attacks over it. Anyone have any tips for keeping it in control before and during class? I'm gonna be a nervous wreck tomorrow and need all the help I can get.,3.1164999999999985,5.641849650000001,4.830000000000002,78.245,77.5,7.333333333333335,30.0,8.344100000000001,2.769000000000001,249,12,41,5,6,84,44,60,0.204,0.754,0.042,-0.8611,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,8,12,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,25,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835201547594767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471597912893094,0.0,0.1965448617712856,0.0,0.0,0.17964605092680422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29228621493450546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862196019463234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28816021405817466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569363348388136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370759664900151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423130142838216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220960681808972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567287029906818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050463532892092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014429704812002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MasterOfStef,2019/06/02,"how do i reply my mom says something to me, and i do a ""comedic scuff"" say ""nice"" say ""ok"" or do fake chuckle, i cant even talk to my own mother.",1.8063636363636348,1.1146443333333345,4.075303030303028,95.23295454545456,75.36363636363637,6.6000000000000005,25.59090909090909,3.1291,0.1892545454545456,105,3,29,0,2,37,26,33,0.09300000000000001,0.746,0.161,0.3182,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,4,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343610594061095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961989454370716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8070608480089728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26043071405620666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719031683961413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hildarious,2019/06/02,"Stayed home alone while my family are at a water park celebrating my baby sister’s birthday So here I am.. sitting at my desk, playing fortnite despite me dying right when I drop. 
It sucks that I’m letting my anxiety ruin such a big moment (at least in my opinion). I’m mad at myself for letting it get this bad and not forcing myself to go anyway.. 
I won’t see how my baby sister reacts to water and the tiny slides. I won’t see how happy she is. All because of myself. I am the one preventing myself from going right? General anxiety isn’t a person.",2.959365079365078,4.5010720000000015,5.382976190476189,78.63424603174606,74.53571428571429,7.120634920634919,25.83730158730159,7.793537801064563,1.7020503968253968,432,15,78,6,9,153,75,112,0.18899999999999997,0.732,0.078,-0.8757,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,5,0,9,2,0,3,1,10,17,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,2,2,1,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,1,0,2,17,2,10,13,2,17,0,1,2,0,4,8,1,1,3,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006316567433454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250902325167544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741028516994442,0.12952463883190812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205186558144177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030538264503672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110110043048567,0.0,0.24151232927442426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22618682074738694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131327948966772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345463760669788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398061643088458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552762571353051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629101642290935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33863497075325105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647331568661394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrs_slowly,2019/06/02,"sudden onset social anxiety attacks? After a bad reaction to amoxicillin, I started getting ""globus pharyngeus"" aka the ""lump in the throat"" feeling.  Following that, out of the blue I start getting really anxious when I'm in public.  I started to feel my throat getting even tighter, to the point I can't swallow saliva (trying to can even make me gag).

Now it's gotten to the point that I get anxious in a normal conversation--no matter what strategies I use to get my mind off this the problem continues.  Has anyone had similar symptoms?  Is it possible to just start having panic/anxiety attacks when you didn't have a history of them?  Thanks for your advice.",5.7670982552800725,7.5588332396694256,6.621928374655647,71.53269054178145,67.84297520661157,9.34471992653811,34.93204775022957,9.725611199111238,3.8898532598714417,526,26,81,12,9,174,83,121,0.156,0.7979999999999999,0.046,-0.9235,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,0,6,5,2,0,9,0,8,5,2,2,0,10,25,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,3,12,1,16,22,0,18,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,10,57,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327348243416635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432484655029705,0.3312733749123655,0.0,0.10251876453126828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335984452763199,0.0,0.0,0.12241996534036488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367970668382425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482690045142738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830094542258806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786870113734253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804245595452065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365457996362066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202471610667192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772029371582163,0.16528984568255775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029369308353545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392729088019863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945865969715794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151081021761282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239231519454927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498622134441204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954404618697098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663093854951965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bronson73,2019/06/02,Is it just certain people? Hi...when it come to social anxiety most people I feel so uncomfortable with then I get the anxiety when around them  but some I'm really feel comfortable with why do I feel like this? Is it a force from above warning me about certain people.,2.196217948717948,4.870053365384617,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,82.65384615384616,7.3128205128205135,22.128205128205128,8.344100000000001,1.6652205128205129,213,7,40,5,6,70,38,52,0.136,0.648,0.21600000000000005,0.7714,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,13,9,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,6,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120433307724313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397432908882608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319870030086572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085141842948459,0.1923953536290565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070353209953326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157142389313245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5601176206603361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252709354258033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27452796648004113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24301068436653545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hernandix,2019/06/02,"I don't know how to get deeper with my psychologist Since i began college that i finally noticed my anxiety and introversion were a real burden and my mom was not understanding how I wasn't making an effort to keep up with grades so she kept asking me how i was doing etc. until i one day broke and told her that i was feeling really depressed. 

She got me a psychologist and since January, twice a month i go there to try and get help, but since the beggining i don't feel a real connection between us or much progress.

Im aware that I'm not motivated to improve much (hence i suspect im depressed), but i expected him to help me search will to help myself. When I tell him about my social experiences and how i feel about them aka my insecurities, i say what i know i supposed to feel like (so as to appear more self aware) and then he agrees and just shrugs them off as things i should not worry about.

I dont find this too bad, but he seems too patient with my problems and we doesn't give me real suggestions. Should i just go on a tantrum and let everything out? Should i take it slow? I need to know what to do, i don't want to feel like shit everyday.",5.098613445378152,4.9652562563025215,6.2114285714285735,80.80857142857144,68.36974789915966,9.657142857142855,29.18487394957983,9.424239791934726,2.2507193277310917,911,29,195,17,14,306,129,238,0.159,0.736,0.105,-0.9218,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,2,3,15,11,2,1,7,0,17,1,1,6,0,55,44,25,0,7,9,1,5,2,0,4,0,1,0,1,8,15,0,2,13,0,0,3,9,9,0,2,9,6,42,2,25,30,4,16,0,3,0,0,23,4,1,3,11,135,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756978545154905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070146683099666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557826754102487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382414276367978,0.0,0.1971869222335316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415882819914465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766510881126944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287889963845966,0.11197432677545617,0.0,0.0,0.2893991707583433,0.16355580669234446,0.0,0.12539707557093385,0.1046241618447238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961245042003875,0.10981074276556377,0.13011269329585426,0.0,0.09155268976271673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018192669881715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24729603602042036,0.0,0.0,0.10174683319119328,0.0,0.0,0.1887303377607233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705406411732874,0.0,0.11184922071450552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641009270987963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406672066101855,0.09136943447330764,0.0,0.1682982968415421,0.08487858646079567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303256704081897,0.0,0.0,0.07756832060086294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095330168945514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908782115161729,0.07333287272375351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910317089537779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420984185469337,0.11941792333040142,0.0,0.1175025463699304,0.2840740808955521,0.0,0.0,0.11668848069954353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606773338960091,0.0,0.1000524524637819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604925815464286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938167596141134,0.0,0.07771810302446941,0.0,0.0,0.11916805378656753,0.13769417856268912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751779492622445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625057000835527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cxrly,2019/06/02,"Terrified for graduation ceremony So I have my graduation coming up and I have never been more terrified in my life. The past few weeks I have been having anxiety attacks every day over just the idea of it. I hate being the center of attention and am terrified I’m gonna screw up and embarrass myself by tripping or something. We also each had to write something about our future that they are going to announce as we walk and as pathetic as this sounds I’m anxious that I’m going to have written mine really differently than everyone else and will stand out. We also don’t have a trial run so I don’t know what to expect or where I’m going to sit.
If I was doing this with a friend it would be easier, but I do independent study so I don’t know any of the people in my grade, I’ll be all alone up there. I know I’m going to have a full blown break down before doing this.

I can’t get out of doing this because a couple people are flying in from different states to see me and I already told everyone I’d do it. I also think I’d regret it if I didn’t do it. 

If you have a bad social anxiety disorder and have been through this or something similar, I’d love to hear how it went and any advice you have. Thanks

TL;DR: Graduating soon and am super anxious over everything about the ceremony. Would love advice.",3.8411035022500464,4.820039379182155,5.89886519272158,77.98741342203094,71.56505576208178,9.08323224417922,26.42555272940716,9.414487439383343,2.2579249070631966,1039,33,204,23,19,364,141,269,0.122,0.772,0.106,0.3371,2,1,3,0,0,0,17.0,4,2,1,1,13,11,3,1,10,0,36,4,0,2,2,40,61,26,0,7,8,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,14,17,0,0,6,0,0,9,6,6,0,0,9,3,26,5,34,45,5,33,0,1,1,3,14,14,1,6,6,153,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323503075766547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123131240072583,0.1311949339712743,0.2852220492946608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616946870319841,0.0,0.18189669926183727,0.26861729485849783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525130409715394,0.0,0.0,0.0992658101035104,0.07247250738421203,0.0,0.10116421408113896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241075869330386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154637785571818,0.0,0.07667238092057277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484235502677597,0.13625498172393433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931496433505443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016755726126142,0.2272035464574343,0.10684811074636824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918519225195812,0.0,0.062113632601232864,0.0,0.2702652441198258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737645416867115,0.0,0.0,0.1339944662977026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342091291616769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601181681689275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397351483944493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146006015591792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169310457298678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349124363682744,0.16484277063048106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616215699888544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473767168853747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119048466133997,0.0,0.27457542508060384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945532109333704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617808969763444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360177322871715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536410611382844,0.0,0.0,0.11020958553893713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689080504653798,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pieniadze,2019/06/02,"I'm 16 yo gay guy with social anxiety. I'm writing this because my sexual orientation is the main reason I've got social anxiety. I'm before my first visit to a psychologist and I'm afraid of telling her about that. I live in a homophobic country and my parents are very homophobic too and they would have kicked me out of their house if they found out. So I've got questions for you all LGBT people. How did your psychologist or psychotherapist or whatever react when you told him about your orientation? Can she say to me fuck off and stop the therapy? Is she obliged to keep it all in secret and not tell anything to my parents?

english is not my first language so sorry for the mistakes",5.398444444444448,6.355876992592592,6.4303703703703725,75.67666666666669,67.96296296296296,9.555555555555557,32.03703703703704,9.725611199111238,3.0435925925925935,554,23,104,12,9,185,87,135,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.8975,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,3,2,7,3,1,1,5,0,8,2,0,3,2,26,18,12,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,5,1,19,0,16,12,3,10,0,0,0,2,24,5,1,4,4,71,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534811114869956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633601509773768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099365078393012,0.0,0.14097681558851424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28184532730004924,0.0,0.18165356186857307,0.0,0.1531634258058675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650100995567416,0.0,0.0,0.16404382394188596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911661543268316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725912730399054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462936380907532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679239005113905,0.0,0.0,0.1148578530824852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559338086659086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034100151358306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175102946284614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377686222814185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545906323724887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385113186799099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896136689926149,0.0,0.1894632544122615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830910545252727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669883136511102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769042688739095,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Oryxania,2019/06/02,"The ultimate dilemma  I want to order stuff in the internet so that I don’t have to go outside, but then I have to talk to the post man or my neighbor. Haven’t found a good solution for this one yet.",6.297906976744184,4.017855186046514,7.339186046511633,80.73808139534887,66.90697674418605,11.390697674418604,35.45348837209303,10.125756701596842,3.1418930232558138,155,6,36,3,2,53,33,43,0.032,0.78,0.188,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,6,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510371980306672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23378650319749605,0.34503092682687786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787495358495643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939710829449486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709110699989914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306371917257208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426319643313479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jeepzks8,2019/06/02,"what do ppl do with their free time? social life and relationship is out of question for me. Not working at the moment, i don't play video games or watch tv/movies. nothing to do online anymore and it's boring.",1.385714285714286,3.9163118571428575,2.5764761904761926,91.55185714285713,85.19047619047619,4.312380952380953,20.304761904761907,5.6839178017228535,-0.03504380952380925,166,5,33,1,5,53,38,42,0.102,0.821,0.077,-0.0093,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,6,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,2,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825729435451327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27247560527343656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370149717315497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321425129627025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141647750353587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932364951570249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494133416415968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808398419751065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StormyTroopers,2019/06/02,"Does Elon Musk Have Aspergers? Do you think Elon Musk has Aspergers or some other disorder that prevents him from socializing with people? 

He's a brilliant guy, but in interviews his talking style is very mechanical and awkward. If you've heard his Joe Rogan podcast, you'll know what I'm talking about. 

People like him give me hope. For a long time I've suspected myself of having Aspergers but I've never been diagnosed.",4.853351648351649,7.400195141025642,5.548021978021982,75.13269230769235,71.94871794871796,9.072527472527472,30.37362637362637,9.606745405546679,3.3673164835164844,343,15,56,9,7,111,62,78,0.081,0.7829999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.672,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,13,13,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,8,2,6,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,4,4,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630102194813317,0.0,0.0,0.29698398928697795,0.0,0.22676530919700935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485799023085768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256578195687596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573733106278928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241038032555026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659721470903887,0.0,0.0,0.2293207832084753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985606134656456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592944860258204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641491205897305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165557359285272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660392353250059,0.0,0.0,0.15110005387474784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380835109457347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mustandsally,2019/06/02,I left the subway only to sneeze Im such a failure ):,0.2700000000000031,1.3330926666666691,3.84,88.905,80.66666666666666,4.800000000000002,20.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.24026666666666685,40,1,9,0,1,15,11,12,0.433,0.5670000000000001,0.0,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.63150783524984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6352093595301632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446424671388697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,naydeen71,2019/06/02,"Do you think this would make Social Anxiety Worse I have a friend of mine who has social anxiety and also has no teeth or dentures.  He is terrified to go outside and interact with the world.  He is working on getting dentures but his insurance has been an issue for 12 yrs. :(  Nothing like being tied up in red bureaucratic tape 

Do you think the lack of teeth can make the social anxiety worse?  I get with social anxiety people have irrational fears but his fear is very real and very apparent.  The judgement is what gets him. The constant rejection and alienation bc of the dental.  His mental health providers don't really address it.",3.8952564102564087,6.694212649572653,4.6518162393162426,79.07721153846154,76.35042735042734,8.002564102564103,28.553418803418804,8.841846274778883,2.830926495726496,508,22,84,12,12,163,80,117,0.313,0.6729999999999999,0.015,-0.9905,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,1,5,0,2,8,0,16,3,2,2,0,16,24,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,9,2,10,21,1,6,0,1,1,0,15,4,0,1,2,57,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086687788051753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158127092843824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684556415068306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30582129078349274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498595332086744,0.0,0.2129860351525806,0.0,0.07722770935297525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444151866199292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141830715617782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638752061688233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814112453429784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694212747517318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038723419325687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420693082937252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466914691017114,0.08705268697883779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5540787047925474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414179583151893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424200009416426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892734894403334,0.0,0.2769609090098405,0.09653022068153627,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,edgar_de_eggtard,2019/06/02,Tomorrow's my first day at internship God I'm so nervous rn. What should I be aware of or prepare or do for my first day at work?,-1.4012068965517237,0.5962936206896536,1.4788793103448263,97.37280172413796,95.55172413793105,5.658620689655173,21.04310344827585,7.1686216300943375,0.6416827586206897,101,4,25,2,4,35,23,29,0.084,0.8420000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.0754,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.571835374189028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7542097230644726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227568720586841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lulu_a_cute,2019/06/02,"Can social anxiety make you uninterested in meeting new people? I had some mild anxiety my whole life but impact is kinda low, i manage to have social interactions and make friends although everybody sees me as a weirdo who lives in his world, at least at first

But there is a thing i'm unable to deal with, girls. although i'm 28yo i never had a gf, i'm unable to understand dating. I see a girl with a nice body and i find it atractive but i dont find myself interested in aproching her i'm not actually interested in whats her life like or what she have to say 

For sometime i though i was just uninterested in parting and that kind of people, but recently i realized that i have the same kind of pointless conversations with friends or coworkers and find it much more enjoyable so i'm starting to wonder if maybe its that i'm not that i'm uninterested in them but it's the anxiety that subsconcious make me dont want to engage on those conversations to avoid feeling bad

Anyone here find himself getting interest in talking to girls after overcoming or managing his social anxiety?",6.3167802197802185,6.922980223809527,7.398571428571429,70.79027472527473,65.80952380952381,10.842490842490845,34.24908424908425,10.727762888450028,3.8318754578754586,877,38,158,23,13,297,119,210,0.13699999999999998,0.748,0.115,0.1847,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,5,14,0,1,7,0,11,3,1,3,1,36,29,18,0,2,12,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,3,14,7,0,1,8,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,4,22,11,26,26,7,19,0,1,2,0,25,12,0,7,8,111,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.11289444904464195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35400291351231084,0.0,0.0,0.08089148815179134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659434759236188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850288875145247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926887759101885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711701062815305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058495147092248616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229456304572984,0.09840384796202756,0.0,0.0,0.17875996824347398,0.0,0.06044201736178219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409417503007797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342720363628715,0.056519137569606866,0.0,0.10215430611108693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316671952109198,0.0,0.11622378441915868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504372700277604,0.0,0.0892254403173672,0.1117318441490172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527844104916155,0.0,0.16040648706503208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422758839292185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199945513590398,0.0,0.0,0.18437614279541426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537869419911267,0.0,0.0,0.11441803464002168,0.0,0.08188430743001036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929853433128979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685772786347855,0.0,0.11366251947283272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204349137676528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823556776622025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916111924240084,0.0,0.0,0.1254583112839282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ctbadvocacy,2019/06/02,"How do I get over my fear/anxiety of public speaking and performing presentations? My face starts trembling uncontrollably, my voice gets hoarse, nausea, etc,.",9.123600000000003,12.172244760000002,7.693000000000001,62.17150000000001,61.4,11.4,36.5,11.20814326018867,5.2002000000000015,129,6,17,4,2,39,23,25,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35331348752432856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.515084108025351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197089189114207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825944450054282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268993460485195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway1922227893,2019/06/02,"Social anxiety has ruined my life I’m an 18 year old guy in high school and I’ve had social anxiety and selective mutism since 2011, when I was 11 years old. It has ruined my life. I’ve missed so many opportunities in life. I’ve lost so many friends. I’ve wasted my teenage years. I haven’t spoke in so long that I’ve almost lost my social skills. I’m 18 but I have the social skills of a 11 year old. I don’t even know how to start a conversation anymore. The only person I speak to is my mom. Right now I’m in high school and there are so many cute girls here. There’s one particular girl I’ve taken an interest in. But it’s impossible for me to do anything about it because of my social anxiety and selective mutism. I hate my life at this point. Selective mutism is blowing my chances at finding love. I want to end my life.",0.5689655172413808,2.8309043448275872,2.586908045977012,92.01139655172415,86.01149425287358,6.0087356321839085,19.61954022988505,7.365786028017652,0.4753871264367815,652,19,146,11,20,218,89,174,0.11699999999999999,0.759,0.124,0.7266,0,0,0,0,0,2,16.0,0,0,0,5,12,11,1,0,6,0,11,6,0,1,0,11,24,12,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,4,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,2,17,5,15,18,0,23,0,5,0,1,15,11,0,1,12,72,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078621208939204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23099041003372225,0.0,0.09981753264336284,0.0,0.0,0.08282618994119366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061355169407640874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891458273256602,0.0,0.0,0.06647822796582432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199207207269217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776176746209983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996591026277974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993708164643394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268402933930686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531448481073637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35545956768232256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907188472198446,0.0,0.0,0.2197422407787228,0.0,0.09084035269982564,0.0,0.0,0.3061292265467601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787980149271672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31684502719481866,0.0,0.06820289322711671,0.07654869029459932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788350238307599,0.0,0.0,0.09514657144376522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595435898079308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037258940104572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325853500428075,0.0,0.0,0.5129988588341887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712404296748919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059365845781021324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25926062390290017
socialanxiety,Leomeny,2019/06/02,"How to fix my sensitivity/anxiety towards others' opinions of me at work? I work in a warehouse (minimal socializing on my part, so it's perfect), but sometimes I become obsessed with what someone says about me or their body language towards me during a conversation. I've worked in busy places, but I've never worked in such a warehouse before. Sometimes the moving parts are so loud  that I have to yell twice or even three times to get an answer about something since I've been working for this place for less than a week. I once overheard my current supervisor mutter that I was ""useless "". This ruined my mood for the rest of the day.

How can I build thicker skin and not care about others' opinions of me?",7.965607675906185,7.4016214029850795,7.6384008528784655,74.39455223880597,62.58208955223882,9.44818763326226,37.05330490405117,8.418075326091056,3.074790191897654,564,24,100,6,7,179,90,134,0.106,0.894,0.0,-0.9287,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,6,9,6,0,1,8,0,5,2,2,2,2,14,7,9,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,2,4,15,2,21,5,4,15,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,4,5,76,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148060462415752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538073673096502,0.1351260351922489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638960613734514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190590304334487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241205288499768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488507284504056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296578964238135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877793395697555,0.0,0.0,0.12247538112121785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691154798903478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34392713018153764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318217780957704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126283135063678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135996214256285,0.0,0.0,0.16187532166443294,0.1345496605976502,0.12225103145205875,0.3141120368772165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259682474005887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737877396525968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5780368851288288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,elpoir,2019/06/02,"How not to be a burden to others Ok, so I am fine with friends. I also heard that some people are fine when they got hit by the anxiety bombshell by their BFs or whoever. But thats not the  common way, usually it's just weird and make people feel awkward. So the better way would be to deal with these things on your own. How do you handle that?",1.2445238095238091,3.2087669444444487,2.8436507936507947,92.99500000000002,80.94444444444444,5.7809523809523835,18.61904761904762,6.868970318607317,0.052271428571428746,268,6,59,3,7,88,56,72,0.064,0.743,0.193,0.8762,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,1,7,8,0,1,4,1,6,0,0,3,0,14,11,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,6,5,8,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,3,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23470593849291016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22452104745015947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595703678896936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025779992515135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839868480852014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267516666118415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347328555895307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590859978157565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069416506922507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949834524618669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232406515297526,0.0,0.0,0.4659215542825858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20848873325986714,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SOS_NeXuS_88,2019/06/02,"A major L has been taken Just when i thought my week was going to go by anxiety-free, I get invited to a family barbecue that I'm not allowed to skip F*** MY LIFE",-0.706666666666667,1.1645405555555577,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,87.88888888888891,8.044444444444443,22.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.037855555555556,124,5,28,4,4,48,30,36,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585667305170152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541417141330616,0.0,0.552903360621027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34358275485325623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861743002357189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39018805340414897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AmitNair4175,2019/06/02,"The expressions that I put out are ugly and equally weird Everytime I am with people, I get this oddly awkward feeling; my expressions don't look aesthetic and I look damn-too-weird to them. 

I feel like I have a weird smile, an equally weird body language; and I don't know what the hell needs to be done.",7.345027322404372,5.974314868852461,7.235081967213116,79.40650273224045,64.24590163934425,10.756284153005463,35.087431693989075,9.725611199111238,3.080471038251366,241,9,49,4,3,77,43,61,0.239,0.655,0.106,-0.7964,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,1,4,0,7,1,1,0,0,9,14,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,4,9,1,4,12,2,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605827550567177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322018358457859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282780877676191,0.2319105965454173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960201714726852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840420384722466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859430504863356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452027952227586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24070369640965206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250525789608961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263355801508743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,requiemforpotential,2019/06/02,"Erythrophobia-Fear Of Blushing (I put this in anxiety but I'll post it here too bc it seems more relevant) 

I am not sure how to start this but, I guess I just would like to have a conversation about this so I don't feel so alone. I can blush when people are staring at me or when I think they are, and then I blush more because I believe they see my blushing and are judging me. I turn red and I want to run and hide. It mostly confused the people around me and they aren't very supportive or comforting, they mostly make it worse by pointing it out. Or they ask, ""why is your face so red?"" in a tone that make is seem bizarre and like they don't like it. Which makes me feel worse and I just want to cover my face. I only have one experience when someone was nice to me during a blushing attack I guess. I was in high school and a random boy talked to me, kinda flirting and I assumed it was a dare or a joke. I began to blush and he thought it was either funny or was weirded out but a girl next to me told him to leave me alone while I just buried my face in my desk not wanting to move. It made going into that class difficult every day after that and I felt bad that she had to step in and I felt like everyone in my grade would know what happened and I'd get a reputation for being odd.

I also had a job once where a firefighter came in my line and I was blushing so much that I made him visibly uncomfortable and I was then more uncomfortable. I wasn't attracted to him it was just that the uniform represented like what women are ""supposed"" to be attracted to, and so my mind made me think that he thought I was attracted to him and that made me uncomfortable so the blushing began. So, anyway fast forward and I was at the same store I used to work at and I saw a group of firemen in uniform. I was able to walk by them with my cart and get in line behind them and I don't think I blushed. I didn't feel the initially panic or the warmness growing in my face. So, I think that's kinda a breakthrough and gives me some hope. I remember I had to walk past them and I braced myself in fear they would cause me to blush but, it was fine.

The more severe instances that I had was when one of my professors triggered the blushing so much that I stopped attending classes and eventually left school my senior year of uni without finishing. That was in 2017 and my life hasn't moved forward since then. But that's another story, just saying how it contributed to major life disturbances.

I am not sure where this falls under but, this is kind just me venting about my experience with it. I am pretty new to reddit so I hope this is okay.",2.532559852670353,4.1296277071823235,3.827970534069984,89.10998526703501,75.79558011049724,6.962946593001843,24.221362799263353,7.715138304826218,1.0545356169429096,2067,66,448,29,45,677,226,543,0.15,0.743,0.106,-0.9789,1,2,0,0,1,0,41.0,0,1,10,1,31,29,1,4,20,1,44,6,4,12,2,105,88,58,0,8,23,0,6,5,0,3,2,1,0,3,35,32,0,1,16,1,1,14,11,8,0,2,33,12,85,21,55,50,12,61,0,0,5,0,28,27,0,20,28,324,120,10,0.08332252143427021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259400689645188,0.0,0.06663299028738802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737092874831019,0.06374150083344646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417470947688842,0.07789530982743853,0.09479139696123344,0.0,0.0,0.06957082501357023,0.05079263569464778,0.0,0.0,0.09387594860677063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529876714781996,0.0,0.08559518175785813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053736133224891035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702028179792546,0.07961823993865612,0.0,0.16301082860209495,0.0,0.18752200330682708,0.12639111119643842,0.0,0.16000537458628636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706515687831465,0.07993055499017145,0.047354109099355716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835783024479541,0.0,0.07368183052747232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803481861917788,0.0,0.16551612875451244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268474564754091,0.0,0.0,0.08676758405874029,0.04579187870808764,0.0,0.0,0.08822651937655553,0.09053016333674196,0.0,0.1177063220574647,0.2035358759482913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153671377415645,0.1668552902020736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413199406776138,0.0,0.0,0.17711730775904572,0.12250328093276162,0.0,0.0,0.08047341041671302,0.08861444681874248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873576597457654,0.1129229938553306,0.06337053220737741,0.0,0.09776102606296244,0.0,0.0,0.07954077484883154,0.11553069015733272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876671497440438,0.0,0.07979994306175257,0.08476895928582645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376214787628569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438817403021046,0.0,0.0,0.06626141336566044,0.0,0.16865368013719342,0.06639726177989683,0.15170738827742006,0.0,0.0941307324079264,0.0,0.06892525076160677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059890201945508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897610952984069,0.0,0.0,0.06966135885458427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455340990705814,0.1570609807405256,0.0,0.0,0.06697148652785047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135588292764968,0.0,0.13229754960569962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961823993865612,0.0,0.0,0.09063097665614007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196390590896516,0.0,0.06874980642364277,0.1474373458620689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518561560527164,0.0,0.0,0.0803199372915252,0.0,0.06065978797058948,0.0,0.16982553556735072,0.17756978576092836,0.0,0.0,0.05365697196749634
socialanxiety,devancollazo,2019/06/02,"Feeling depressed & confused about my social anxiety Please excuse my grammar if it is poor I’m just trying to get my thoughts out and sometimes it comes off a little scrambled but I don’t feel like editing my text for an hour then scratch this post. I could use some encouraging words from others that feel they have “beaten” high social anxiety. A little about me, 24 year old guy that feels like I grew up under the arms of family that loves me very much. I feel like I have had experiences that I tend to downplay at times but also I think these experiences are somehow subconsciously affecting me very much such as difficulties in trusting, fear of negative judgement, strong fears of what people that I think highly of think of me, a lot of fears. I feel selfish sometimes for my feelings if that makes sense at all.  I feel like I am a burden even though while I say this I simultaneously “know” that is not true. At least I think so? I feel so back and forth with my moods, I don’t wanna day I’m bi polar because I have not been professionally diagnosed but I have had extreme episodes of angry/frustrated “outbursts” within my relationships. I have said things I feel horrible for to people that love me. I feel like such a mess. I don’t want to sit and pity myself all my life. It feels like this will never change, sometimes I feel hopeful, but sometimes I feel like I’m just kinda never going to feel “normal”. I struggle a lot with negative thoughts like when I’m around my girlfriends family. Am I just chemically imbalanced? I’m afraid to take medicine. I smoke weed everyday to medicate, but maybe it’s making this worse? I feel like I don’t know I feel lol. Can anyone relate to a lot of this? I just need some encouragement and here I am on the internet.",4.001880466472304,5.8861542099125375,4.771756559766769,82.67005466472304,72.49854227405248,7.698833819241982,26.535714285714285,8.418075326091056,1.8059405247813416,1406,49,270,24,28,453,178,343,0.172,0.6459999999999999,0.182,0.5824,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,18,30,1,6,10,1,21,7,1,4,5,71,65,19,0,8,13,0,18,9,1,1,3,2,0,1,21,9,0,0,25,0,1,3,10,12,0,0,6,20,48,17,37,57,10,32,0,2,0,3,13,15,0,11,21,181,69,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212279930475549,0.0,0.07062030359439789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972193776674852,0.0,0.0,0.04557395230054842,0.0,0.0,0.0580222121036068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050117835968538894,0.0,0.03973188573787875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894965029224091,0.05614505016585418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052039305708828386,0.0,0.0,0.04203439880777398,0.0,0.05613769031748005,0.06615426787407723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043049434678373695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275131232604622,0.12288797942548856,0.22003001144248774,0.5602509828065678,0.37250524007252345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03405279936284348,0.0,0.037042142551245945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645364378678427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772820829223606,0.0,0.06473643103485653,0.06418717164811474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164021585689273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046037127968001336,0.2865839762211768,0.13065089822557605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623593870110534,0.11765132583624155,0.0,0.08701360258764129,0.0,0.065480031686012,0.0,0.0,0.06565994801203552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958266152951112,0.04832863911409368,0.1005385375872597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386057230547834,0.0,0.0,0.0683933157203641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903723958753554,0.0,0.0,0.07154583881774737,0.0,0.0,0.062422478697101415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997674793311165,0.0,0.0,0.06199917536507087,0.051832138038707634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328814653411998,0.0,0.0,0.2578507169121166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813816621734282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900572217087156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04330134731859468,0.16705364640140213,0.0640370248980309,0.10348805594447412,0.03800579863219754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04425156344275817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629283945837355,0.0,0.10755730298175067,0.03844365558886922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642192005057786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04197247593272215
socialanxiety,aditya1008,2019/06/02,"Does weed has anything to do with social anxiety? I’m 21 and smoking weed almost 2 years and i actually want to quit but turns out its really hard for me. I probably think about quitting everyday for a year. I don’t know i do think my life was actually better when i didn’t smoke social wise. I had friends and people who actually loved me but now i think that i overthink because of weed that all my friends actually hate me which might even be true. But i do i know i was happier once in my life. I don’t use instagram or sc which is quite weird because everybody i know my age uses them. I don’t take pictures because i look way shitty in photos although i’ve been told many times i’m good looking guy. Now i’m all skinny my hair are all fucked up and i do think weed has my life miserable. I even have a gf for 3 years who i know i don’t even a deserve a bit but she still is with me. 
Has any of you started feeling anxiety after you started weed? And if so did any of you recovered your confidence after you stopped? And how did you quit smoking?",0.9995514459964596,3.122858158371045,3.161011213850088,89.51384812118826,82.80090497737557,6.558410387566397,24.088333661223693,7.7425588080867325,1.2595829628172337,827,32,180,15,23,281,116,221,0.128,0.6970000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.9257,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,6,1,5,10,11,2,1,4,0,24,7,2,3,4,35,49,16,0,2,6,0,3,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,7,9,1,1,9,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,8,5,37,7,17,39,4,20,0,1,2,2,18,4,1,4,15,114,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.3918376070800294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051915033622152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652786796206445,0.0,0.1535855568009057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260671837821328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835777742729589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878067320215108,0.10959232003324812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784590630125087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989062249424184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050756699413443976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511143105567352,0.0928025362360588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419656152905816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939502747192612,0.0,0.0,0.08992351887506568,0.09910750520470582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067165336184985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127106058353496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859300347868425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905996453317471,0.0,0.0,0.1017726833450591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649058025918154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690469982006633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959298550943559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822993418657216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270790310091217,0.0,0.0,0.06430796895876374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046558089423081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210331576220012,0.0,0.08016605418564303,0.08392474641556494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547558034470397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572856873097796,0.0,0.0,0.05853417889093114,0.0,0.0,0.09592033096646367,0.0,0.0,0.10918796099196383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339749478877772,0.0,0.0,0.059208539076819874,0.07967941330302161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393022931978865
socialanxiety,SlaytanicTyrant,2019/06/02,"Got off work early on a Saturday night and I'm stuck... 11PM on a Saturday and my dedicated plan of going to the Pride celebration as an ally to network and meet new people is fading. I want to get out but actually making myself is another story entirely. 

Why must I isolate myself like this??",3.3578947368421046,5.4326904035087775,6.452491228070175,69.1061052631579,74.78947368421052,9.472280701754386,27.18947368421053,9.888512548439397,3.21792210526316,231,9,39,7,5,85,46,57,0.045,0.81,0.146,0.5946,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,10,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,9,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,7,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.3459288731811211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371711276250741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520519950885408,0.0,0.2014635369133441,0.0,0.2835162077782417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318479108650914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366233015898899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34236644292080515,0.0,0.3326627057255708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457571465688559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908603804699544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198700246490589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580712775596225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Efficient_Bat,2019/06/02,"Hard to project my voice I'm always been self-conscious of the fact that I have a soft-spoken, timid voice. I notice that on some days when I'm sick and my voice naturally deepens, I feel MUCH more confident overall because I don't have to ""force"" the projection of my voice if that makes sense.

Normally though, no matter how hard I try, even if I try to project louder it just doesn't come off naturally and it feels even more awkward. Does anyone relate to this or have any suggestions for projecting your voice?",7.881,6.827221099999999,7.314,78.24700000000003,63.0,10.8,34.0,9.888512548439397,2.9906000000000006,410,14,81,7,5,128,66,100,0.127,0.825,0.048,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,15,12,8,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,9,10,0,9,11,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,50,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014767772664401,0.0,0.0,0.1646609696622642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693073128690486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760402532433814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857896001186435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615786542446772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189508527949116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198574509342863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448627512324741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43381308254298573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162784324711246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779980220933802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724213831658425,0.0,0.2756737530444872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526009419492068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378976600079406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287892718778947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NovemberRain--,2019/06/02,"I quit my job after one day at work, what's wrong with me? I was working as a busser/server in a pretty big restaurant, it was a definite step-up from my previous job in a similar role but on a much smaller scale. The first half of my shift (12pm-4pm) was alright as there weren't many customers, it was kinda boring. The second half (5pm-10pm) was pretty horrible. A lot of the times I was just staring at the waves of people all around and when I tried to help serve the food, it went well until I made one mistake serving the wrong table. I got yelled at and the anxiety got worse. I wasn't allowed to serve and my job consisted of helping with simpler tasks all the while feeling the silent judgement of everyone around me. The staff there were actually nice but I just can't do it. If it wasn't for my friend who got me the job and guided me I would've quit mid-shift. I feel so terrible for letting him down. I know he wants me to work there so he could have a buddy as he's a pretty lonely person with even worse mental issues than me. I've never had depression while he tried to commit suicide recently. Anyway, just wanted to share my experience. I feel fucking useless right now. Grades mean shit when you can't even do a simple job.",4.3044644949613335,5.105612406374501,5.118036090930397,84.66635340988988,70.35458167330677,7.818232950550739,27.11530349191469,7.928766900206844,1.5411090227325994,978,31,198,12,17,318,140,251,0.192,0.675,0.133,-0.9708,6,2,0,0,0,2,29.0,0,1,0,6,17,15,2,0,20,1,18,3,1,2,4,32,31,17,1,5,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,9,1,0,5,0,0,1,6,10,1,6,16,5,26,5,31,13,4,24,0,3,1,1,13,11,2,3,12,137,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.09909483084238507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768286910710344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079600172599186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107669514523648,0.0,0.0,0.06548915461746868,0.0,0.08746193558950335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414113981928666,0.0,0.0,0.09703212555119503,0.0,0.09933205757443042,0.0,0.0,0.15403503241992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637548391932831,0.122790548719395,0.0,0.07845464929578799,0.09387819304621577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24364827132671354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361290875261115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598826510776678,0.5038466453806564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05580735428780759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383827588925644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633128581476082,0.0,0.09608584580504924,0.0,0.10295231144972207,0.0,0.1106140140326133,0.0,0.0,0.102335086219085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464843322999536,0.0,0.0783189961057387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762120496295174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039962476562966,0.08866657206203878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30992818881466805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601461202030506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002650143130966,0.0,0.0,0.08672023938459343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423612302278616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107549593505467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921263759157287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788694795518516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978962832005813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913025863673001,0.09413471319174828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22178139708210395,0.0,0.20696931634844493,0.07213578931715676,0.22205052652819016,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,productofdesign,2019/06/02,"Dread sitting in row with other people I hate sitting in a row with people and we’re all focusing on a speaker. This started when I was 20 in biochemistry class (27 now).

I get bored of the speaker and start focusing in my peripheral vision everyone else sitting there, the sounds they make, where they’re looking, how relaxed or anxious they appear. 

Pretty soon, I hear someone behind me cough and shift around, making me think they’re noticing me being anxious and that I’m making them anxious. And I self-hate at this point because I’m thinking my anxiety is making them anxious but I can’t do anything about it.

When I sit, I don’t know where to put my hands, how to pose so that it looks relaxed. I end up sitting very stiffly, and if I move it is jerky and not graceful. On the bad days, I start hyperventilating and sweating, but no I can’t get up and leave or then everyone will know something is up

My dream is to be able to walk into a room and make everyone comfortable/safe. 

Does anyone else experience this?",3.848399999999998,5.5868116400000005,4.743000000000002,83.32150000000003,72.6,7.2,29.5,7.865858978985527,1.96625,808,34,154,11,16,262,114,200,0.129,0.807,0.064,-0.8325,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,0,12,7,1,1,6,0,12,3,2,7,1,33,33,21,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,9,14,0,0,4,3,0,4,5,4,0,0,1,7,23,3,21,29,1,35,0,0,2,0,5,16,0,4,10,100,32,1,0.1145880460629038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765954159684697,0.5178075034420645,0.0,0.08012262611195953,0.11740899458023712,0.09429619837548824,0.1020076550725261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567623211664306,0.06985180931215501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389981007804196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027677130486286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144721773727344,0.0,0.10149099727774258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284813657278144,0.0,0.1120890967716583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973504924135575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313197225066683,0.0,0.0,0.1291490559184117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594918675975394,0.0,0.0,0.12133219557290473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245019791196846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824420526887418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217889585593096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045924992707156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888184631895447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832274165911668,0.0,0.0,0.11657723799214713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519263572391016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195403227678598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097090079576834,0.08821547612463995,0.0,0.0,0.24331802635427904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684678610920002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454713863289244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MoldyDogs,2019/06/02,"does anyone else get ''second hand anxiety?''... idk how to explain it, but now i cannot even watch youtube videos or look at \[some\] pictures featuring more than five people without getting anxious and overwhelmed. I used to watch tons of convention videos but now i can't without getting incredibly overwhelmed and mind my pathetic-ness crying.. I wonder if anyone else is the same?.",6.851641791044778,8.933193865671644,6.191223880597018,74.54146268656717,65.56716417910448,8.345074626865673,37.280597014925384,8.841846274778883,3.6617486567164175,307,16,46,5,5,94,53,67,0.019,0.868,0.113,0.6085,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,15,10,7,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,4,5,0,7,10,4,3,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774836897177594,0.2329560696455633,0.0,0.28837051521500684,0.4225684291808953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650953726354545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045379693916716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445202403764979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619827808710827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323205124892962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316258034139936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082110503988724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295849407533825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780972934986319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975538366051475,0.22362351521499305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,verrekktemongol123,2019/06/02,"College is way more difficult when you have social anxiety First of all the group projects are killing me. I just shut down when I get paired up with random people, which makes things worse. This one time the students of the project wanted to kick me out of the group after two weeks, because I was unable to speak. 

I also keep constantly failing at a speaking test. I'm doing a medical study so I have a few tests with actors who pretend to be patients. I never know how to keep a conversation with them, so I'm afraid I might never get my degree.

It just feels like college is impossible with social anxiety. Can anyone else relate to this?",4.830663082437276,6.234990274193553,5.294623655913976,81.64249103942653,69.64516129032258,7.769175627240144,28.293906810035843,8.167268648758528,1.9248541218638,510,18,94,7,9,163,86,124,0.14800000000000002,0.831,0.02,-0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,8,5,1,1,8,0,10,1,0,2,3,19,20,6,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,3,1,3,12,1,17,17,3,15,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,2,10,69,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922335598244374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854958370831197,0.0,0.0,0.13047453702378528,0.19119298697073006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374917326775902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164750294089595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587973279768766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943501894869064,0.1333065443196475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872123010163927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498081719708069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317159812906956,0.20644442753699704,0.0,0.10255006998920783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116296999679784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455645099116765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797911713645807,0.0,0.1979523204253728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878336962797999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644448371594946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293644276648061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804288808461884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396825288799407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880752558069258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822803571955151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006107461079706,0.14811380232014024,0.14967866604033012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016058141452302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BeastMorphersX,2019/05/17,"That Moment When People Decide To Sit As Close To You As Possible When The Place Is Almost Empty.  I don't mean to be selfish. My main reason for leaving the house on rare occasions is to learn how to adapt to being around people but even so I feel so suffocated when people decide to sit as close to me as possible even going as far as preventing me from getting out unless they move such as being on a bus, train, or even a coffee shop with groups of people sitting in one large area with their stuff all over the floor. Right now though less then a half an hour before the library closes a man decides to sit at the same table as me less then two feet away when there is not only one but two empty tables literally right next to me. Why not go there instead of getting as close to me as possible. I feel so freaking uncomfortable I just want to be shot in the head. I know I have no right to tell people where to sit nor do I want to but my social anxiety is making me frightened, shaking, nervous, uncomfortable, and worried. But this is for sure not the first time as many times people will sit as close to me as possible when there are several other places they could have sat instead of being literally right next to me. It's even worst when it's groups of people that crowd around me leaving me no choice but to move. When this situation happens to you how do you deal with it?",6.37170263788969,5.741454251798565,6.748791366906477,79.68697601918467,65.83453237410072,9.427721822541967,29.32470023980816,8.648137234880735,2.010104268585133,1094,30,220,14,15,356,140,278,0.14800000000000002,0.8320000000000001,0.02,-0.9891,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,3,1,28,6,0,2,12,0,18,2,2,4,2,43,31,37,0,3,11,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,12,0,1,9,1,1,5,7,5,0,6,1,2,25,1,53,23,6,53,0,0,0,0,13,25,0,2,17,170,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174981393540868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009334148028241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313243875915076,0.0,0.0,0.08608527748784045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779666462552614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315559458897689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446198147933106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420714071964625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265732373547247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793669774908588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574119988250833,0.0,0.1041458922741284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102422504216343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403431068170344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902327700752922,0.1057236529861943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050355039485130274,0.0,0.0,0.19403658431063306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611608067010388,0.0928939881543316,0.0,0.09980715114168898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947670477239344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488975313531548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241757703503003,0.06968540583010889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446516325735017,0.0,0.1914585235611856,0.0,0.0,0.4131764367547403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420638813789824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129910839959085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351086002348724,0.0,0.0,0.10299102551445044,0.0,0.09340077153681968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488940314355744,0.0,0.0,0.08635605384504151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008482241130731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002169741341919,0.0,0.10685526099536932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790098160812521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808631838838917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267786230506004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305025539181544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vanessathefinessa,2019/05/17,"I got a job as a hostess and now I want to back out. This job was offered to me by a family friend who owns the restaurant, and I've never seen myself working in the food industry because of how awkward and clumsy I am. I didn't really want to take the job, but I felt almost guilted into it because my Grandma works there and the manager made me feel like she really wanted me there. I was too scared to tell them I didn't think I wanted it, so I'm supposed to start in 4 days. 

The only job experience I've had is working at a hotel, but I quit after a really bad experience. I feel like working made my social anxiety and depression even worse, so I haven't really been looking for a job. Barely leave my house, I've just been in such a dark place since I quit and I've been too scared to try working anywhere else.

I live in a small town, and it's a pretty popular restaurant, so I will have to interact with everyone I know, or people I don't like, which gives me SO much anxiety and makes me extra awkward. I'd rather work with complete strangers.

I don't really know what being a hostess is like, but I feel like it probably isn't for me and I don't want to make a fool out of myself. I don't know what to do. I want to put all of my time into making videos before I go back to college this fall, and I know that the job would take away from that. Making videos is the only thing that really brings me peace anymore.

Should I just go ahead and back out or try it? I'm going to feel guilty if I back out, but I'm scared something will happen that will make me regret taking the job if I do it.",4.767643154807839,4.052614994134899,6.185426763389412,82.68235067139993,69.1466275659824,9.29038431856768,27.91804290785615,8.6894789155246,1.8033073313782992,1247,34,275,18,19,427,152,341,0.13,0.759,0.111,-0.8923,7,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,9,19,17,0,6,19,0,27,1,0,8,2,60,66,25,0,12,11,0,5,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,17,19,1,0,10,3,0,6,9,10,0,0,13,7,42,7,36,47,4,32,0,2,2,0,9,15,0,5,16,184,59,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034654554775964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748412945030336,0.0,0.06967042873218933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600342424730304,0.2160757036876479,0.058656914756855326,0.08564910080154503,0.0,0.05977869596403752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365716861083417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045306287302481166,0.0,0.06050735583617014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058685960362453174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640033189643429,0.0,0.0,0.0671281433310826,0.0,0.13743853513153495,0.06622668885230837,0.0,0.14208470545955862,0.15056266332234491,0.06745228057821524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494817059107812,0.0,0.054275992749832254,0.0,0.0,0.06739146401687933,0.11977632608004606,0.0,0.056186395268856035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621230070440588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106058695121345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879951406837322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443314495193253,0.0,0.0,0.0743860005304699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716062231996253,0.0,0.062033199405112475,0.0,0.058993412491933885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294698828145393,0.23446649588637036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164280074087444,0.0,0.054182146029138255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685858346683816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048703417294803535,0.0,0.0733976733603267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714708445370051,0.07574280094310752,0.0,0.0,0.0706219764804003,0.0,0.1494418446976775,0.0,0.0,0.2700287528680857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100146933729366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05811261484580421,0.0,0.0,0.07161237006688989,0.0,0.054082895498748514,0.0,0.0,0.049724243297503815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584607410439605,0.0,0.06140274694624837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046671853002402085,0.04501420689636023,0.0,0.0,0.040964107512634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539206477485226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486162792096108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068627699728229,0.0,0.07159209310345505,0.049904519529751126,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,big_ooga,2019/05/17,"Wow! Heylo everyone! This is my first time ever posting. I got a job offer today, whoop whoop. I felt overwhelmed walking in and seeing a bunch of other people applying, and automatically feeling like I don't belong here despite the fact that it's just Target. I always feel like I'm not showing my true self or that I'm going to let my employer's expectations down, especially after the interview. 

These past couple of months I've been telling myself to just keep going and pushing away bad thoughts. Music helps a lot too. Sometimes I still fall into those gosh darn traps, but baby steps amirite? 

Just wanna say that things get better in our own time, and even though I've never spoken to anyone here directly, thank you to all of you! We all accomplish something great everyday, even if we don't notice it :)",5.4727807486631015,6.974904287581701,6.1077480689245425,76.04668449197862,68.21568627450979,8.178015448603684,28.28817587641117,8.575989854853784,2.229292810457516,648,22,110,10,11,211,112,153,0.045,0.784,0.172,0.9598,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,3,2,0,3,12,9,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,6,28,18,8,0,3,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,1,4,1,0,6,4,2,0,1,4,5,14,7,14,13,5,23,0,1,1,0,11,5,1,3,13,74,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374833080572403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155315752382555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552375694364489,0.0,0.13795885564023996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461311384527378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282213920049095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826366818964898,0.1494585941434589,0.0,0.15788286638665766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708893956010834,0.2360784779333549,0.15864522499126826,0.0,0.0,0.14054323667807414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632504650280744,0.0,0.18780627367681507,0.0,0.1321482867957294,0.1821649513964221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074914836263727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396374322446275,0.1468626397318866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895728651635686,0.0,0.16144455105761946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047132107900495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188377384035438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743436802459304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811368747967305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577292532141506,0.11454860426280596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824318344375385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139629664084534,0.0,0.0,0.13166568386983016,0.0,0.1723693101941261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720093451294287,0.1634151636921549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319516550267389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441694959555704,0.1521201592575105,0.0,0.0,0.10977044151590627,0.0,0.1623361149643339,0.1311729345170918,0.19269207793123005,0.0,0.1566172526327864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheKevin21,2019/05/17,"Can’t maintain s conversation with a girl, in need of help. Hello, in need of serious help. There are two weeks left of school and I’ve recently seeked interest in this seemingly antisocial girl. Her being anti social, and me being socially awkward, there has practically never been a full conversation in any of our encounters. She also claims that she doesn’t have social media, leaving my situation practically hopeless unless I atleast try to do something, which my socially awkwardness prevents me from doing",8.32935606060606,10.177990193181817,8.768636363636364,58.3187878787879,61.84090909090909,12.23030303030303,38.53030303030303,11.855464076750405,5.632721212121212,419,21,57,14,6,139,66,88,0.10800000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.106,0.2023,0,0,1,0,0,1,10.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,10,0,0,0,1,9,13,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,9,1,12,10,1,9,0,1,0,0,15,6,0,1,3,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279564839900724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142801232148084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937215545869595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890709539827958,0.19400770275478568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26480233028884914,0.13771771523551768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630803988617982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807138739099003,0.0,0.16255577591941298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071072179367908,0.0,0.7280842647250387,0.0,0.1374654447500733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123160649013613,0.0,0.17442873888453853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323134624610645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AestheticBaBa,2019/05/17,"I want to DIE I, 22M got called out for being a virgin which i truly am at work. I am fed up with this life with zero self esteem. Time to go",-1.0792156862745088,-0.08014617647058486,2.3652941176470605,98.29049019607844,84.29411764705883,4.533333333333334,11.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.76918431372549,106,0,29,0,3,39,28,34,0.133,0.746,0.121,-0.34700000000000003,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,8,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208289920453295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277240264453159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342219653297238,0.0,0.3296165867335751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910983503690063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42993961602871705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24031527974505934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24308390245048336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30003425310242204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,poppyes123,2019/05/17,"Idk wt to say here I just spent the day at a confirmation with my host family (I’m on a student exchange) and I said almost nothing the entire time. I get very anxious about talking in another language but I hate having to switch to English because I feel like I’m not even trying to learn the language that way (I’m at a level where the only way to improve is by having conversations). I really want to talk, but I get extremely shy, so I end up just locking myself up and not saying a word for the entire evening. This gets worse more people in the room.",2.434778761061949,4.319745442477881,4.376292035398233,83.81328761061947,76.87610619469027,6.6438938053097365,25.45929203539823,7.554174236665415,1.4185192920353984,437,16,85,6,10,149,76,113,0.131,0.79,0.079,-0.7181,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,0,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,14,5,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,10,1,17,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,4,56,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970750974552373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637067714294527,0.0,0.22233737543233864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997252143645233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692508091118074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431375030098342,0.0,0.0,0.2599800703571682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553336284075733,0.0,0.09951219692916738,0.14059989876463894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30847266312621274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430746461179274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615060099299624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188842885123625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968159123292174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644210437113888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608044544055316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720977515640694,0.31301974101962193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316374135470992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476051051772318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361992629188196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238747039034962,0.11608264265781215,0.31243455778019424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005644856549344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tmc4791,2019/05/17,"Music suggestion I have had social anxiety for a looooong time and I quickly discovered how music helped me feel better about myself, specifically new age/ambience. It’s probably not for everyone but one of my all time favorite artists is Stephen Hummel AKA SubtractiveLAD. Maybe you can break free (mostly) just as I did. Give it a try on Spotify. I’m not sponsored or anything, I just wanted to share what worked for me as far as recovery. I’m on mobile so I don’t know if this will work but there’s a link below.

https://open.spotify.com/artist/3EhLkPpzlO2zkJZEmW9rkw?si=GX0x5edNS2O3PJ1nI4RnLA",6.05803780378038,9.561045118811887,4.931503150315034,76.06000900090011,73.05940594059405,8.02916291629163,27.00360036003601,8.841846274778883,2.618516831683169,491,18,76,11,11,145,79,101,0.013999999999999999,0.8490000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.9161,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,16,13,10,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,10,4,12,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,4,52,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610510067063506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170920706408564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827956181656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574417787973543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362265418730486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584516346101585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805861421653216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480658542334735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706679959254047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602069317223069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256555550359804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29047967720058576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746391456558884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142012330919173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291808487588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589105403030609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922810584270872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cascadesofneon,2019/05/17,"When meeting someone you know in a supermarket... How many times do I need to acknowledge them in each aisle of the store before I just walk past them?

These are the little intracies that plague me as someone with mild but functioning autism.",6.670151515151512,8.106679045454545,5.684545454545457,80.43015151515155,65.36363636363636,9.503030303030306,30.57575757575757,9.725611199111238,2.798630303030304,194,7,35,4,3,58,39,44,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060318509530044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976517739135934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604592963437436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646241117541737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666725982739048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34332234647006565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6094529691367631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097121966707173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxious--baby,2019/05/17,"Suggestions for therapy for someone who’s moving a lot? I’m spending the next month in my hometown in the Midwest, then I’m moving to LA for two months for work, and then moving home again for three weeks, then moving to a new state for graduate school for two years (but breaks and summers aren’t a given for where I’m going to be living). I’m at a point where I think I would really benefit from therapy but I don’t know how to seek it out?",5.545161290322581,4.673729322580649,6.5091612903225835,81.5237419354839,67.60215053763442,10.020645161290323,29.352688172043013,9.3871,2.2408339784946234,349,10,75,6,5,117,58,93,0.0,0.9690000000000001,0.031,0.3625,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,12,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,1,0,4,1,17,9,1,25,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,11,48,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939416186991664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777933676530495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644501386288501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889403817303936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372626769888166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511021425618236,0.6687171855162783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191613175368038,0.16728462119954784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486942654461066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007669663673328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919056095542233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327522774684442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35976023064516616,0.0,0.0,0.10078804625506503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073079912350366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617226260495135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451236245328232,0.0,0.0,0.11173759062959414,0.0,0.0,0.10129258323597533
socialanxiety,kafka0002,2019/05/17,I wish there was a pill I could take that would stop me from acting so awkward all the time :( I feel me being awkward (and dumb at times) is the only reason I don't have many friends. Is this what pushes people away?,3.549333333333333,4.0474910444444445,4.157777777777781,91.97000000000004,71.8888888888889,6.0,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.19099999999999984,167,3,37,0,3,53,38,45,0.298,0.649,0.053,-0.8882,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,3,0,8,1,0,1,1,8,11,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,3,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975801252065037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528847165581702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014920787353054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24470634519939066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211165187891982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408889463697079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958207747326736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256532312541832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648021209960641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381430342335807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693779339965199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642261504723551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499731399375927,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MyNameIssPete,2019/05/17,"Going to start carrying around a hip flask filled with scotch I can't fucking do this shit anymore, so I'm just going to be a little drunk in every social situation.",5.802727272727271,6.103608818181819,6.935909090909089,74.72386363636366,66.87878787878788,9.024242424242424,28.62121212121212,8.841846274778883,2.2504666666666666,133,4,24,2,2,45,29,33,0.205,0.795,0.0,-0.7708,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,3,4,2,0,0,3,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218565687915042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28890949201205984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734390282515519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30003208926155234,0.0,0.0,0.3688872312696097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252744360200299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331357448652064,0.0,0.3647966656970227,0.0,0.3308277576610847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297111504079819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Frozen_Forest,2019/05/17,Upset stomach Whenever i have to visit relatives my stomach hurts. What could help me this problem?,3.845098039215685,6.993671941176473,4.6670588235294135,71.69509803921571,94.2941176470588,6.972549019607843,35.07843137254902,7.793537801064563,4.240113725490197,81,5,10,2,3,26,16,17,0.364,0.519,0.11699999999999999,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499757150198319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777582657065064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6033279934796136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392734750260454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,srslyonline,2019/05/17,"Walked by an old coworker & friend without saying hi & I feel so guilty I genuinely like this person a lot, but completely pretended to not see him, though that would have to be impossible considering we were an inch away from passing & made eye contact in a diner. He knows I’m a shy person probably, but I feel like he’ll likely misinterpret it as me being rude. Is there anything I can do to rectify this? I care about our friendship a lot & he has a lot of standing in the small community where I live. We follow each other on social media though I haven’t seen him in person in about 6 months.",9.393223140495863,6.3502036942148745,9.646347107438016,69.00588429752071,61.64462809917357,12.985785123966945,37.42314049586777,11.20814326018867,3.945124297520661,481,16,94,10,5,162,86,121,0.07200000000000001,0.792,0.136,0.8314,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,8,0,10,2,1,1,0,15,20,6,0,1,4,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,0,3,5,3,1,0,3,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,6,13,5,16,13,4,15,0,0,3,0,16,9,0,3,5,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5975436282216308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134581637330209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953671553463422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057124782818306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455776811940302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942599405127976,0.09849687401998906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106520743633724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577168379856758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207412059677604,0.0,0.1217448487965628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516454224085456,0.0,0.1304592632775771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004933250121376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144675071974966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611575327764015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486509794219449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964256115358403,0.0,0.0,0.10986734911552104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405446962169499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27092007716265143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290515835724676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794139658567963,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,matthew264,2019/05/17,"First Appointment with Therapist I’m 22 with social anxiety and finally went to my first therapy appointment. I had a very difficult time making the appointment and felt really sick going to it, and was on the verge of tears almost the entirety of the therapy session talking about my problems, but I feel really good after. My biggest fear was having to talk to someone about my problems, so I think this will help me a lot.

I encourage you guys to make the first step. Please do it!",7.700439560439563,7.579041461538466,8.235472527472528,68.4345274725275,62.956043956043956,12.994285714285715,36.88131868131868,12.340626583579946,4.9836443956043945,387,17,66,13,5,129,61,91,0.161,0.6940000000000001,0.145,0.4288,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,3,6,0,1,7,0,6,1,0,2,0,15,14,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,3,5,2,10,2,13,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,6,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659166824320373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675398652221326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644965343599051,0.08377889337216332,0.0,0.15909037933375586,0.18150757301600695,0.0,0.4228127919476797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094166626578733,0.13897465422618438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406120777207409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105990756968648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408654799235383,0.0,0.0,0.22120149801823727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188014577969988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170898838132012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229317653186974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689022079204585,0.14039036040961092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26635403276445746,0.0,0.0,0.3789666639118949,0.19238127383745052,0.0,0.1061687935405846,0.0,0.0,0.09661638342526946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671331742873882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359821675392002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SA_Account_Yikes,2019/05/17,"What to do after presentations (or social interaction in general)?  I am studying Computer Science and at my university we have to take something called “exercise groups” in most of the subject in which we have to write an exam at the end of the year. To be able to write the exam, we have to do a percentage of the homework task every week which is totally fine. But we also have to present our solutions a few times to prove that we have understand the topic and so on. Of course this is reasonable but I think I am not alone when I say that this is the most terrible torture for people with social anxiety.  


So how it had to come I had to do a presentation today. While I did it, I didn't felt anxious or bad but like 5 minutes after it was over, my mind was in panic mode. I thought “Oh my god why did I say that?” or “why did I acted so weird when my tutor ask me that?”. The Problem is, that its still keeping me busy and it will keep me busy for several more days. Of course i already did some presentations this semester and I experienced the same problems. They vanish with the time but its really annoying and frustrating in the days after the presentation.  


Do you guys have the same issues? And if you do, how can I make it less painful? Sometimes when I sit in the tram I just get these flashbacks of the presentation and I feel so awkward its insane.",3.5594603174603137,5.0689314962962975,5.026507936507937,81.92500000000005,72.92592592592592,8.550264550264549,27.671957671957674,9.107695989026183,2.2527513227513225,1064,40,214,23,21,357,143,270,0.17300000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.9922,0,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,6,2,1,0,12,13,3,2,19,0,29,2,0,4,2,49,41,26,0,3,10,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,20,15,0,2,7,1,0,2,2,11,0,0,11,5,32,2,33,28,9,35,0,0,0,0,20,10,0,7,23,171,52,5,0.14397301703988544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911262566320233,0.15887780441937674,0.11513516971077803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013896396403547,0.16264852896505466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345953360036024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021145547136505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701254754603404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402000593770855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570137080039872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275173596418781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130347636141148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279708332050296,0.0,0.13823667434234568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521995913619993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255592227498085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027042442549954,0.0,0.2559396654111896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033794376769514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610310684292277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537170511663647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319744098288998,0.16892131477685465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981276212201964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755254666530117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223280135554808,0.14802824018912938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289862436077797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264852896505466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935247198451993,0.0,0.11083746240251184,0.14239299523296006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149770373855803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082497911509475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922520959435256,0.0,0.11429849358760773,0.16790364807258104,0.0,0.13646958583079316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988098821967394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548646995088208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25982650861643025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271390263290426
socialanxiety,centuryofaeroplanes,2019/05/17,"slowly conquering extreme social anxiety, but feeling dull & numb instead I still get bouts of anxiousness. But often, now when I approach social or nerve-wracking situations (interviews, speeches, uni groups) I just feel empty inside. It's like the jittering and clamminess and sweating and heart-racing has been suspended but my body kinda floods with heaviness. I don't feel like I can be overly social or confident. I just don't feel intensely anxious. I prefer it this way. But it still feels shit.",6.692987012987014,9.10678972727273,6.744675324675328,69.09772727272728,66.5,10.028571428571428,34.16233766233766,10.290406445055957,4.290806493506493,408,19,58,11,7,130,65,88,0.21600000000000005,0.635,0.149,-0.7759999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,20,12,10,0,1,8,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,6,8,2,3,10,0,7,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,4,6,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011038675062225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422610206579416,0.3964387763234013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948960441050384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435881900550944,0.1253483623908524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916703911950481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792045271209866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144138058795694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010674230516796,0.0,0.19722392470691694,0.0,0.5365768514624922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802445020343385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927165138865336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,poppy88__,2019/05/17,"Why does Social Anxiety ever exists ? I hate this . I fucking hate having social anxiety . I want to lead a group , I want to voice out my opinions and I want to stand up to the weak . But I can't do it . I feel so scared and always think twice before I say anything publicly because I care so damn much about what everyone think of me . I hate that 5 seconds of attention I get whenever I open my mouth to talk . Why can't I just be fucking normal ? I just want to die .",0.3138331771321461,2.484213804123712,2.69032802249297,91.48042174320528,86.21649484536083,5.589128397375821,21.189315838800376,6.980632752743323,0.6055855670103094,357,12,77,5,11,122,62,97,0.282,0.635,0.08199999999999999,-0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,6,1,2,0,5,4,1,1,1,19,19,5,1,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,8,0,2,0,3,17,1,11,18,1,6,0,0,0,2,6,3,3,1,1,50,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067935683444973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028780232204666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292399313424245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957370837337354,0.0,0.13363918517401024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160124382594303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299457158845082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374367499639232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206199452166654,0.0,0.15006935551767325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940991333571312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29038300145607404,0.082052881292281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651672679768374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154508592035218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538770396761001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489358728774035,0.15723586236429224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32018827543097383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262319768565421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012644081263625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705319700578556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28342894509539385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,keheelee,2019/05/17,"Scared to vote So tomorrow is the Australian federal election. I’m 19 and I’ve only voted once and my dad came with me. Last time wasn’t a federal election so I’ve never voted in one before. No one can come with me tomorrow and I’m so anxious, I don’t know how to vote, I don’t know where to go, the whole situation is stressing me out. I’m at the point where I just want to not vote and pay the fine for not voting.",-0.1914130434782635,1.7544000760869558,2.6197391304347843,92.66656521739132,86.28260869565219,5.853913043478261,20.069565217391304,7.1686216300943375,0.4233486956521744,325,10,76,5,10,114,54,92,0.11699999999999999,0.833,0.05,-0.7795,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,17,15,8,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,0,1,3,7,2,0,2,2,0,7,1,10,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,46,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27565345994954266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762822177352444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790739455779516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018661501105387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867228780816704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681948706990245,0.1988946672144186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818983001354156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598547816048355,0.3306849226370376,0.18557495533028032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306613042960421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442891466242915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742691203644532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27950412807380354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227986512961752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391904207059444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27242016389192314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hon3yg1rl,2019/05/17,Hiding in the bathroom at school cause I’m a loser ! I said who knows this one ! It smells like fucking ass in here but whatever,-0.06461538461538296,2.262118307692308,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,96.69230769230772,4.138461538461539,18.03846153846154,5.985473137389443,-0.18858461538461527,100,3,21,1,4,32,24,26,0.24600000000000002,0.69,0.064,-0.6162,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,1,3,3,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,3,2,0,1,12,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669943953733852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202658480228241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498335802450884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220922051293816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080454072076393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324240447471642,0.0,0.0,0.4600745145093071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,acidsug4r,2019/05/17,"I wish I had a true friend Hi guys, first post here. I'm a 17 yr old girl and I suffer from SA, depression and BDD. 
I don't have friends, only acquaintances. This makes my life miserable and most of the times I just want to die because I'm so fucking lonely all the time. I have a girl in my class who I thought was a good friend but she always ignores me and only talks with me when there's no one else around. This infuriates me. If you don't like me you can tell me. I'm used to people not liking me. I hate the fact that she deludes me into thinking that she cares for me when she clearly doesn't. She easily gets angry and stops talking to me for stupid shit and she's petty af
Other people in my class doesn't care about me too much and only talk to me when there's no one else around. I'm invisible to people.
I wish I had a true friend. Only one, they could be a guy or girl, I don't really care. Just someone truly interested in my company. But I know that's something that I'll probably never have.",0.6400631313131342,2.6090227453703747,2.7159427609427595,93.0778787878788,83.12037037037038,5.779124579124581,18.614478114478114,6.980632752743323,0.07831296296296353,787,19,180,10,22,265,118,216,0.233,0.601,0.166,-0.9383,0,2,1,0,0,1,20.0,0,2,1,1,13,22,4,1,9,0,14,3,1,2,6,36,32,15,1,5,7,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,5,8,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,9,9,0,4,4,0,36,13,17,26,3,16,0,4,0,1,24,6,2,3,11,116,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367243469248307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043340959831155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686254198133074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443368823028577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988295256413513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969617347337159,0.0,0.11683634456275067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880859754197358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957572766121973,0.0,0.0,0.34790443830780554,0.10407490287146336,0.05881642939150929,0.0,0.0,0.09442359356384823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293631725180665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114571213631363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061868947287445124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951591461441973,0.1099981108914384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514550210930887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827564760869868,0.0,0.0868257222279785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812980724595845,0.0,0.22885368382391835,0.3424771577256225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341385322381549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781690138336053,0.0,0.12137620743037073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211921025757358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555787374341325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538546726674756,0.08666667539033635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411876211545073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27145350791350803,0.09839657970584463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213429719439796,0.0,0.08937294509132633,0.1312882002974283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972297103087423,0.0,0.0,0.06640037226899573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589141981460449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chanerux,2019/05/17,"I did it!! I talked in a Discord server!!! Sorry for the format, I’m on mobile and this is my first post. But everyone!! I talked in a Discord server. After the initial hello’s when I joined a few months ago, I stopped talking and resigned myself to be being a permanent lurker in the chat for the rest of my life. Until now! I just wished someone good luck with their finals and told them I was in the middle of my own exams too, but after a year of having my Discord, this feels so weird. A lot of people wished me good luck too, so the nagging voice in my head that no one would respond was just as speechless as I was. I’m really happy I impulsively decided to do it because tiny steps!",2.2828723404255307,3.9495014893617046,4.1400177304964565,86.30875,76.65957446808511,6.118439716312058,23.09751773049645,6.816661863887847,0.7660539007092204,534,16,107,5,12,181,88,141,0.149,0.7340000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.3566,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,8,8,1,0,12,0,10,2,1,0,0,17,16,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,2,5,2,18,5,20,8,4,20,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,3,11,85,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465721729026292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113232197864613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749321678371033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392137997694996,0.0,0.0,0.20348134294639209,0.0,0.15799986246825454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31159856095878274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977355897087165,0.0,0.0,0.19063430430218006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312015547810127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791901436036387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482648231326895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258698097551043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877648293322247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778982881824612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899696508875356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573863756657489,0.0,0.0,0.2079332431421263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529630745606846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478992974137733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749321678371033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272093896720399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195231185963105,0.0,0.0,0.1196176725926384
socialanxiety,YourMomsTrashman,2019/05/17,"How do you survive your birthdays? My mom invited my family to come over on my birthday, which is in a couple of days.

I know nobody in my family really cares about me.

How do you guys survive family meetings where you're the center of attention?",3.7043750000000015,5.620484020833337,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,73.375,9.8,26.583333333333336,10.125756701596842,3.1253583333333346,195,7,34,6,4,68,36,48,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.5651,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,8,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678933804349223,0.0,0.0,0.22633775549094934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907303127788892,0.0,0.1694534326972447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7430981722650282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601659888314109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440173810546927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077322021766722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832578811472235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Zeero007,2019/05/17,"I cannot control my facial expressions. I think i had this problem all my life since elementary school. I used to smile a lot but i don't smile as much as i do now because i was picked on for smiling too much back in grading school. But whenever i rest my face i always look sad, angry, worrying or upset when i am not. And that is not good for customer service because i work at a retail store that gets busy. And which makes me embarrassed or nervous because i am always self - conscious on how my face looks when i interact with people. I noticed some people look scared or nervous when they approach me. And whenever i try to smile it looks forced. I always laugh no matter the circumstances. I am being honest i am most of the time content with life. I am no near depressed. I have social anxiety which makes me look this way maybe? I also noticed that this is affecting my relationships with my family and friends. Whenever i talk to them they always give me this uncomfortable look. I don't know what is wrong with me tbh. Idk this very frustrating. I just want to look approachable and not look like an asshole. Let me know if anyone is like this. I need some tips to fix my natural facial expressions or tips to control my facial expressions because i clearly don't know how.",3.4663198247535583,5.600353859437753,4.415255567725449,83.5663225629792,74.66265060240964,7.579481562614093,27.38243884629427,8.438071523408619,2.0691269076305225,1017,40,191,19,22,329,129,249,0.23600000000000002,0.6409999999999999,0.12300000000000001,-0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,3,10,16,1,5,5,0,19,7,5,9,2,44,38,20,0,4,11,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,13,9,0,2,5,0,2,2,9,10,0,0,2,8,43,6,20,34,8,14,0,2,8,0,13,5,0,9,8,135,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602025829295282,0.3163935142334084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272141526952043,0.0,0.0,0.06646887104166546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309605175147531,0.0,0.2317932464524451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132380200817839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187591178579062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961506348117786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344390335786251,0.0,0.04966545614761863,0.09119118637246576,0.0,0.07973266813307876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672914116990827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720632706552736,0.13428881049655672,0.09288401913068657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6386184780852675,0.0,0.0,0.08081747441422446,0.0,0.0,0.1269079295806227,0.0,0.09550156530728024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976156582613056,0.07048653712781512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164551882629961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180667517162106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096055181863147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205995309792687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951726582186626,0.19241364181299853,0.0,0.0,0.09916936930191206,0.0,0.0,0.07863545284708072,0.0,0.0,0.09690273212803467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640644194642783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091125916876624,0.0,0.0,0.055430841535519935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645401883179084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821021942940591,0.0,0.07843529187830932,0.05606944881267188,0.07545500793088397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920555012811397,0.09653907376047496,0.0,0.0,0.10393429552794156,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imjuxtme,2019/05/17,"Weird social anxiety Hi guys,

Just found this thread and thought to ask if anyone else has experienced this. 

After getting a new job and starting taking meds for my epilepsy I've been experiencing weird anxiety where in social situations like one to one or in a pub or cafe, I can't seem to eat or let go of my head because the back of my neck starts to feel weird/tense and my head starts shaking with the thoughts that everyone is looking - although I've never minded this and I'm not afraid of embarrassing myself it's just strange why it's happening. I've always been a people person and was always able to laugh things off but the past 3 years have been a depressing nightmare that I've got through with the help of alcohol on a daily basis. 

I am now a month sober and have been through therapy but nothing seems to help this anxiety. I've tried kalms pills and CBD oil but all of that does nothing. 

Don't really want to go on antidepressants but it's heading that way.

Anyone else experienced this back of the neck sensation? 

Also read about someone not being to play comp in CSGO.. Now that I'm sober, I am exactly the same. Very shit!",5.203066666666665,6.111972062222222,5.7835555555555525,80.31400000000002,68.37777777777778,9.022222222222224,29.666666666666664,9.21078282632365,2.410333333333333,914,33,178,17,15,296,131,225,0.098,0.838,0.064,-0.6764,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,3,12,0,15,9,6,0,3,33,35,17,0,2,12,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,14,9,2,0,6,3,0,3,5,7,0,2,9,6,8,3,27,24,2,24,0,1,1,0,8,7,1,6,14,107,22,2,0.10961850555055247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171488453172464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766187928470158,0.18242275594690188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25157357012138626,0.0,0.0,0.15329561567630254,0.2246342261044112,0.0,0.0,0.10247850527923552,0.0,0.0,0.16857972884367672,0.0,0.06682242354143304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441425820512117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592789291336166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216709746812673,0.1831443908961556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474517965140642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055426410073922926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019103334487195,0.0,0.0,0.057271144813194924,0.0,0.1245974457276614,0.0,0.08767193272983294,0.0,0.0,0.10853955469193904,0.09693528243767954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375006349034514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146949947223216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877945234603867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209234880641562,0.0,0.05355406476741062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205193653636963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217614479435256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068344188277053,0.0,0.08749644530890516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454454924709587,0.10587023573686703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036382500639733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856067262055225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464326714044613,0.07599566949171775,0.09571465086387816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964816987494803,0.0,0.07022442159793885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995851409401584,0.0,0.0,0.11252182068738954,0.0,0.12321579307416165,0.0,0.22348452364974444,0.0928794040274872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23276562729609826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241947398267654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253583144445444,0.0,0.07282566424173731,0.0,0.0,0.17404969780249774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442376972114116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904467472578172,0.06465583469126199,0.0870100673845846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891365119152984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059072359067707
socialanxiety,jose_the_mexican381,2019/05/17,"Does anybody here fear having a panic attack while socializing or in public? Advice and encouragement would really help cause I’m ready to change  I been indoors for two months with the exception of going to the store and seeing my friends on Fridays down the street from home. I just am afraid of meeting new people or being in public and having an anxiety attack and people judging me, laughing at me or staring at me. I have this fear someone would record my panic attack and I’ll become some viral sensation that everyone could laugh at. I’m ready to go in public and get a job again but how do I end that fear? I feel like the pressure to not make a fool of myself or panic really screws me over In the end.",5.456920634920639,6.1525520571428585,6.238095238095237,78.04468253968255,67.71428571428572,8.507936507936508,26.984126984126984,8.515128840125781,1.9081031746031747,568,16,103,8,9,187,89,140,0.19399999999999998,0.679,0.127,-0.892,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,18,4,8,9,0,10,1,0,3,0,23,18,13,0,3,8,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,13,0,1,1,3,12,5,21,13,1,19,0,0,2,1,8,11,1,5,7,74,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373110554863825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968635674729643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321438664930095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984128477427582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007310080801313,0.13394663707681645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109536402238063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080557377234752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429458068406455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209903540948628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274464042062194,0.0640226214071987,0.0904569928740117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782590811820842,0.0,0.06615346036378278,0.0,0.14392155446270016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848703787989521,0.0,0.12700967789373227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565031155985762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061859889696043176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451949645250569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106647327540376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228989775510064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44568208877067206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755640305755232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223138216990912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089934441992908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907263007754674,0.10728428762835787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236888485562283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798937134029984,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WentWest11,2019/05/17,"Anyone else mainly struggle with presentations? I’ve definitely got some traits of social anxiety in normal life but it’s pretty manageable and doesn’t really hinder me or stop me doing anything, but presentations are a whole different story. In school even the mention of the word presentation made me absolutely terrified, I’d worry about it for days and try and find any way out of it I could, even staying off school. When I had to present I would shake, mumble, and just feel like everyone was judging me. The sense of relief when it was over is unparalleled.",8.005372168284786,8.506850135922331,8.17490291262136,67.0283090614887,62.20388349514563,11.526860841423948,33.671521035598715,11.20814326018867,4.009247249190939,456,17,75,12,6,149,78,103,0.155,0.7290000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.54,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,0,9,1,0,1,0,19,12,9,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,1,7,2,13,5,3,16,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,9,52,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309177742993621,0.0,0.1472745422677352,0.0,0.0,0.13461196432211509,0.19725583342020786,0.158424618705023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537087044201815,0.0,0.0,0.12415717108093645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201138694669464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608227743784057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543105731447711,0.0,0.0,0.18395769929809316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734209165027302,0.13753377629988886,0.0,0.0,0.1759565295994976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397297605170232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135980048134791,0.09405380348251326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216370123812567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862522662252085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958584205595235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233309549392968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896738109269775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624625656358435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519689961391502,0.0,0.16095235607747188,0.0,0.20125997278741445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307060190889499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281058149987448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493771931401276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550977997789504,0.0,0.13675814854570806,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,se7enThir13en,2019/05/17,"Carrying the conversation People say I'm too quiet, which is true. Being acutely (and horribly) aware of this, I'm usually the one trying to start a conversation, one-on-one, when I find myself spending any time with people. After a few remarks, the conversation stops, and we are back to square one. Feels like they are eager to avoid talking. Maybe it's just paranoia, or I'm badly missing some social cues to carry the conversation forward. 
Are they just really good at spotting a guy with bad social skills, and want to avoid such a person? Or am I reading too much into it?",6.1031454783748345,6.9513147798165145,6.937903014416777,73.05568807339448,66.33944954128441,9.164351245085193,30.25032765399737,9.23628265651192,2.7125795543905635,457,16,78,8,7,152,74,109,0.15,0.743,0.107,-0.595,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,2,1,7,9,0,2,8,0,6,0,0,0,1,19,13,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,7,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,5,0,2,0,4,6,4,11,12,3,10,0,1,1,0,13,3,0,3,9,52,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300498872447913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039333707919908,0.3266117940147802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889401092900232,0.13972646925827611,0.0,0.0,0.17876179426840202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404801281924247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366060139232733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955532977751441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649213273080865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377800015430856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976018137065589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711890075235701,0.17077789660152273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563863680682247,0.0,0.1252972131467128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553760566366673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987499983275831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843657117618066,0.0,0.0,0.1635184100847245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720438386659444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404759950617804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278985751312186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541002581207416,0.0,0.11536151834574113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1stUsernameTried,2019/05/17,"anybody get really stressed out in the apple store? they take so long to ask you what you need, and I don't want to start a conversation the few employees that don't look busy at all. plus they usually are already doing something.",3.453666666666667,5.61127297777778,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,74.7777777777778,8.055555555555555,26.805555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.127555555555556,184,7,36,4,4,59,39,45,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.4432,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,11,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,11,2,6,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609824617389948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058108456793473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090547115831392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28948882699383666,0.27469643982319797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255359303137786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095599433041312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518311489586668,0.0,0.0,0.2315355567639761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37471216355358095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459517629615187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602738773085312,0.0,0.19294246565328524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,donkeyofmiracles,2019/05/17,"Friends made a group chat without me I've been hanging out with this group of 6 people for over a year, and I'd consider myself very close to them. I've known most of the people in it for 4+ years. We've had a group chat called ""The Guys"" for quite a while. Recently my friend was showing me something from another group chat called ""The Guys V2"". The chat had 3 or 4 of my friends in it, and obviously I was not in it. I didn't ask him about the chat because I didn't want to start anything, but obviously it hurts that my friends don't like me as much as I like them. Should I ask them about it?",3.537383720930233,3.4679771860465145,4.41968023255814,92.0960319767442,71.71317829457364,8.000387596899225,26.977713178294568,7.645422480735847,1.0635806201550388,463,14,115,5,8,150,72,129,0.087,0.828,0.085,-0.0621,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,2,7,0,0,9,0,9,0,0,1,2,16,14,7,0,2,4,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,1,0,0,8,0,16,6,20,5,2,12,0,1,0,0,23,6,0,2,7,69,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758360057105329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799334157368984,0.0,0.313532208936399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022213487713422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424573996549313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5182228542150776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320759436021177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951399973859894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638482546002889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867090640807868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327033667974313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325081738888973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835735325779956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557215653132135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909479426179565,0.0,0.0,0.11869077827874926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383605683044715,0.09890701770162104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164572306363886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597178293630226
socialanxiety,jovian_plutonian,2019/05/17,"Does anyone else get this?  I've never been to a psychiatrist or been diagnosed with anything, but I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety.
 Like, I scroll through this sub-reddit and I can relate to almost every post. Im afraid to invite people to do anything, I constantly feel like people are judging everything I do, whenever I say or do something I'm afraid people think is stupid, I agonize over it for hours after it happens, and im just generally anxious interacting with people. It gets so frustrating and slightly debilitating sometimes. 
 The weird thing is, I only usually feel this way around my friends. I feel like it doesnt count as social anxiety if it only really affects me around a specific group of people? Or does socal anxiety affect everyone differently? Am I just shy around people I particularly care about? Has anyone else felt like this?",5.87166666666667,7.85403378343949,7.099761146496816,67.46369692144376,67.85350318471339,10.074097664543524,31.554670912951174,10.317481424215053,3.8213868365180463,692,29,107,19,12,234,97,157,0.153,0.667,0.179,0.7675,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,2,2,3,0,13,1,0,2,2,26,24,10,0,1,7,0,4,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,10,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,5,13,7,16,21,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,5,9,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806434625448948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476710567236205,0.1219166877717363,0.0,0.1509176306053475,0.221149606966772,0.17761473287252014,0.2882098544606108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100296523893635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662108199616422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953455711001668,0.0,0.11275140131649106,0.0,0.0,0.1888796394284097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030337926344295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092561824741636,0.10312032904908057,0.09698979184290432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163699837945396,0.15419336425191082,0.1036182593942791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833772238303012,0.0,0.11276546219709326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954315821950558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062775485929892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23314004272484906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089324775078586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323305918879738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415309201195633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489007591779458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033556681605378,0.10979146212523126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913507128978018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582077115480861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200177391726803,0.0,0.08308059336978005,0.10673371871951556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017114924118711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716959623804987,0.0691495339613648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885649422715705,0.0,0.0,0.08566033118795233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway166474,2019/05/17,"I get scared of meeting up with online friends? 19F I do have social anxiety, but this particular case isn’t a fear of talking to new people. I stopped going on dates from dating sites because I started getting so paranoid that I would get abducted or murdered or some shit by the person I’ve never met in real life. Recently, I got involved with a lawsuit due to an employee of a company speaking out about fraud the company committed against me, and we’ve been emailing about what we’re going to do. We got my mentors involved and everything, so this is all being taken care of well. She recently told me the corrupt members of the company have now committed identity theft against her to try to silence her about the fraud. She went to the police about it. So overall, this is all very trustworthy information and the proof is right here, but I *still* got super nervous when she asked if we could meet up to discuss further action! We’re meeting up in broad daylight at a restaurant, and I am beginning to feel silly for typing this. But I still feel nervous of something insane happening, like she has been on the company’s side the whole time and is going to gun me down in the parking lot. I don’t know why I get these crazy thoughts into my head. I guess it seemed so larger than life that this fraud is happening to me, a girl barely out of high school who’s been sheltered her whole life. What should I do to break this fear? Is it normal in any way? My mom seems to get the same way as me, so she tends to reinforce those thoughts simply because those are the exact same fears she has.",6.858201357466061,6.44569473717949,6.9227752639517375,78.11830316742082,64.76923076923077,9.905279034690805,35.66063348416289,9.325443323948027,3.1634194570135747,1266,54,240,20,17,406,170,312,0.19699999999999998,0.721,0.08199999999999999,-0.9924,1,0,1,1,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,1,15,14,2,6,18,0,24,5,2,0,7,44,54,18,1,5,6,1,2,1,1,2,3,1,0,2,17,12,0,1,8,0,0,5,3,8,1,0,12,3,32,6,47,38,8,43,0,0,0,0,30,20,1,8,16,169,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353512177935674,0.0,0.08272254442619026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101091096750753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183549203689549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025026010367894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633654489297464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718425484288433,0.0,0.0,0.3650438971456784,0.10935203568909142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354439384652629,0.0,0.2824788879171026,0.0,0.184365868822404,0.0,0.2594549503752237,0.0,0.11912226792098875,0.0,0.19124584201863049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097712391328343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424996429414615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059427855812281785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22913564149715396,0.0528290213449802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193202707710817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664573972367274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339994015719439,0.1044369081568682,0.0,0.0,0.10594878414774136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496679968440302,0.09441881499520084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308065714159873,0.0,0.0,0.2135394121314529,0.0,0.0,0.09234621400570683,0.0,0.0,0.1082614305356032,0.10943781810412638,0.0,0.19688305111220625,0.0,0.0,0.11099844041133376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022943563146397,0.0,0.08324716864661924,0.0,0.0,0.07653810746335897,0.0,0.17271259399582095,0.09040522700735336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086914360301368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169332038995644,0.06305405683468622,0.0,0.0,0.1033270836792822,0.0,0.07341618112925474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922223107096347,0.0,0.17166415759670214,0.0,0.0,0.09722584070088652,0.10024170172338567,0.09757450555437856,0.24145646302528284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681559789301277,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,avt2020,2019/05/17,"I hate it when my parents make fun of me for not speaking I don't really have a good relationship with my parents so I don't share a lot with them. I still love them of course because they're my parents but that doesn't mean I want to spend time with them lol. 

I just don't get it how people, especially relatives think those passive aggressive comments will make me want to speak up. And of course the only times I do actually talk, they just ignore what I say. 

Can you guys relate?",2.979015151515153,4.555607040404045,4.135239898989898,87.4561931818182,74.55555555555556,7.374242424242425,24.49621212121212,8.07648339933343,1.2304636363636363,383,12,82,6,8,125,67,99,0.139,0.7509999999999999,0.11,0.0245,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,4,0,6,7,2,0,3,1,8,1,0,3,0,17,17,5,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,3,18,4,10,16,1,5,0,0,0,1,17,1,0,1,4,54,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.18588983449303206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161203568675658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995226665162587,0.0,0.0,0.15977317750740933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861410821563185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806849987482008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619469784170861,0.17192380487772968,0.0,0.254305840187612,0.0,0.0,0.2074984193054152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487550634399632,0.0,0.0,0.6345466417323655,0.0,0.0,0.1320611225107116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203216322608967,0.0,0.0,0.2045139512388633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514845382867297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521248014510767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310788284973445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205769167448167,0.0,0.0,0.2221513939369968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247107542654288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eric165,2019/05/17,Anyone here with social phobia i have had it since i was 6 or 7 years old. I want to talk about this with some people here on reddit.,2.548620689655173,3.042302655172417,3.899482758620693,92.9312931034483,74.17241379310346,5.8000000000000025,14.5,3.1291,-1.1568068965517244,103,0,24,0,2,34,25,29,0.1,0.8490000000000001,0.05,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,5,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065512348359598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600447038329606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039430217503982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626629246801405,0.0,0.0,0.4469107377227232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523828336638565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585895999244812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823260585662162
socialanxiety,microagent99,2019/05/17,"If a person with SA speaks in a crowded room and....... Nobody acknowledges that person spoke...did that SA person actually say anything?

​

For those of you who try to be sociable only to be ignored (or feel ignored), you are not alone.",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000002,5.0590909090909095,78.38363636363641,73.54545454545455,7.127272727272729,29.181818181818183,8.07648339933343,2.3378363636363644,188,8,31,3,4,61,35,44,0.051,0.846,0.10300000000000001,0.327,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,4,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,0,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2469274497759325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620698489504097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741653048029763,0.3074674505603935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082277549160795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794302658800674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244591515229356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6628260122208673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012250471987423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179540106443913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074674505603935,0.0
socialanxiety,GoldDustTaurus,2019/05/17,"Accidentally liked one of my coworkers family members tweets... I have a few older coworkers that I work closely with and talk to everyday. Sometimes I creep on them and their family members on social media, which I know everyone does. I was creeping on one of their nieces twitters and accidentally liked a tweet...I unliked it super fast but I'm scared they still got the notification or have email / text notifications set up. Now I'm panicking and switching between blocking and unblocking them because I don't know if it's weirder to block someone in this situation or just leave them unblocked. I feel so awkward about this. 

Has anyone else done this?",6.2806403013182726,8.352039305084746,6.823333333333334,69.49501883239174,66.96610169491525,9.651224105461395,35.14500941619586,9.994966539143718,3.9512455743879484,530,26,85,13,9,173,84,118,0.19699999999999998,0.752,0.051,-0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,6,2,5,5,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,12,10,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,14,3,12,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,7,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003265161907015,0.21985278860165414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080015820809404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877720517253739,0.21958007342583255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924608263638284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503126561167184,0.0,0.0,0.4045558586564352,0.0,0.10849326950975684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161159478690766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23584462187280675,0.0,0.0,0.22719913103109465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965657254021827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29079698778390595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482245824862534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24118618232759906,0.0,0.21872755806531027,0.18180485078539668,0.0,0.2122156672142386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135624307346173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246360448660755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620984725269166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nightskystarsinsky,2018/11/01,"I take drugs whenever I have to socialize or the possibility of socializing ( my story) It’s bad, I take stimulant medication whenever I go out anywhere that has people. I am addicted to stimulants because it gives me the confidence and that I don’t give a shit feeling. Ik in the past everyone who got close to me all called me weird and some called me stupid a lot albeit for doing mistakes that everyone does, the fucked up thing is they would not have said stupid to another person who did the same thing I did, so that’s been burned into the back of my mind. I make everyone around me cringe and look away from me because of how uncoordinated and self conscious I am when I’m sober. I lack confidence normally but stimulants gave me the ability to look people straight in the eye, everyone takes me seriously now but I also lost my sense of humor along the way lol. If I had to quit stimulants I probably wouldn’t be able to attend my classes or hold down a job or talk to anyone for months. It also fills the void caused by loneliness, but I can talk to someone about this right? No. I can’t tell anyone I know that I’m lonely. If I did that then they’ll avoid me and I’ll be more lonely and god forbid may become suicidal. I can’t tell anyone I know what I feel because they’ll all just ignore me or not care. I have to put on this my life is ok and I’m doing good personality mask but underneath that mask is a broken sad one. ",3.5704404873477067,4.916002103092783,5.180320212433614,81.4814831302718,72.6426116838488,9.002249297094659,25.94204935957513,9.457814108942452,2.151582817869416,1136,37,234,27,22,385,159,291,0.188,0.725,0.087,-0.9814,1,5,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,2,10,19,4,1,14,2,27,7,2,7,2,53,49,23,1,7,13,0,2,0,0,5,4,1,0,3,17,12,0,4,5,0,0,4,7,15,0,1,9,6,39,4,30,33,7,24,0,4,3,1,20,13,2,9,6,162,56,2,0.10320782584031847,0.0,0.0,0.11251176421320824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507052207308448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822240424968307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649593458708427,0.0,0.0,0.09187684632762784,0.0,0.0,0.09696714977085276,0.07936044743231138,0.08617422358290057,0.1887435980755567,0.1139849350135699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077345901932756,0.0,0.10522725688522354,0.10602286704206723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031786389812768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968831165867047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944780018585371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436995558611098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954139719206252,0.0,0.19801270189004733,0.05865538585033282,0.08656582765272837,0.08254472653882218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241784191773813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134406439280288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289873960904131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333716030143054,0.0,0.11266353369022013,0.08774360278266029,0.0,0.0,0.0688920251703144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397102652014917,0.0,0.0,0.10421048285479403,0.0,0.08237950192564837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112175622721688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993629382892662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852354797349863,0.14310262272098784,0.18023418522469065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163513163741712,0.0,0.0,0.1112754922471208,0.0,0.0,0.10375237116229516,0.0,0.10977422688357204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813891934965222,0.09817427672844918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766827114189544,0.0,0.10594135008877717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041476235244214,0.08744765591244792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289261016133327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279832197854305,0.16590908193497747,0.18041637770700736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713338699551084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192156822317967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331587829977705,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AloneTrainer,2018/11/01,"My anxiety is misconstrued as arrogant at work At times my anxiety can make me closed and not particularly friendly and recently at work I was called in to HR because 2 to 3 people had complained about my slightly arrogant way of interacting with people or the vibe I give off.

 I'm an intern and I try my hardest to be polite and treat people with respect but sometimes I may give off body language that is generally negative and be misconstrued as arrogant. I'm certainly not arrogant but actually shy and anxious in this new job.

I explained to HR that I was definitely misunderstood and I tried to take the feedback on and perhaps my language. I'm in a formal traditional Swiss bank and the way you address people is VERY important.

I was wondering if anyone had any tips to give off a more pleasant vibe when feeling anxious?

I'm also tall and appear confident which doesn't help my case. Because im not very confident at all.",4.902276029055692,6.840021039548027,6.474047619047622,71.1652118644068,70.24293785310735,10.028894269572236,35.241727199354315,10.290406445055957,4.228772719935432,752,40,127,22,14,257,102,177,0.18600000000000005,0.669,0.145,-0.6464,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,6,0,13,1,1,1,2,29,26,18,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,13,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,5,1,16,5,23,18,2,20,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,5,4,84,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.14115061303053228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156708811161932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836213732624716,0.0,0.22130285713648504,0.326810629712901,0.0,0.10113768425462977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634594814592164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066566316550585,0.0,0.0,0.14769658091878532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313580022094023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117507517703873,0.0,0.0,0.4162639715226513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695109216221127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623916128047924,0.0,0.14353576723285144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965502641325756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969702168819054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011087201346859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281742161020322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305553433190912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875346563980308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434244273042739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196406079583909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386910943450684,0.0,0.2296216152899809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685906346466438,0.21060351914620895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OllyMiranda,2018/11/01,"EVERYBODY WITH SOCIAL ANXIETY READ THIS - QUICK FIX So I was once like most people on this subreddit, I struggled to talk to others and felt alienated and awkward in large social groups, this feeling haunted me through my teenage years until one drug experience shifted my perspective entirely.

This drug was MDMA

And yes I already know you are skeptical, especially the anti-drug types among us but listen,

This drug completely eliminates and social anxiety you have and lets you talk to new people effortlessly, if you take it at an event like a rave or festival you will find and your self-soaring social approaching groups of strangers and speaking confidently and competently like you never could before. Even when the drug wears off the effect is life-long, you realize people are all the same and social interaction is not to be over-thought. Now my life has changed completely I have a girlfriend I have multilple friendship groups and am good at making new friends and unfazed when I talk to groups of new people.

​

So if you have tried everything and have still fallen short, maybe its time to forget your 8th-grade anti-drugs assembly and pursue new solutions.

​",9.9894493006993,10.054943067307695,8.633583916083918,66.8432342657343,58.23076923076921,12.17902097902098,39.58216783216783,11.567385478589935,4.858138461538462,970,43,149,24,11,297,130,208,0.068,0.778,0.154,0.973,0,0,6,0,0,0,27.0,1,10,0,2,8,9,1,2,7,1,17,6,1,2,2,32,23,22,0,3,5,0,2,3,2,1,5,2,0,0,8,14,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,4,21,6,17,16,3,23,0,0,0,0,29,7,0,4,17,101,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925092215578331,0.0,0.0,0.17526263303384282,0.19655132875453632,0.0,0.0,0.12374294993560325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882125035318566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555823638472312,0.0,0.16959816066655628,0.0,0.0,0.06457452938864072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627570571897476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341917896363106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268796230199435,0.07911423695284986,0.0,0.0,0.0408943643220052,0.0,0.07765559642450817,0.0,0.07392105824199602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062486168775763413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783665804946798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04444845258066797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270326986151867,0.11425309513435652,0.11853876694892425,0.0,0.0,0.07157451538927467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053986716011796415,0.0,0.08125285633394175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237812612686399,0.31245003855062664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613246709691356,0.05480504927131584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224282582324498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089992117705046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437342875679144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122248544634809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458930277205846,0.0,0.0,0.08455128209259408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060810216497520476,0.19502010141358894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420812517514075,0.047160632281403575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054910876405926234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728631717234297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655132875453632,0.052082802483888135
socialanxiety,fluffiemilk,2018/11/01,DAE have loud thoughts? When I am really anxious I find myself hearing other peoples thoughts very loudly. It can be hard to calm myself down when it feels like people are yelling at me in my head. The anxiety just builds and builds and it feels like people are telling me I'm a terrible person who would be better off dead over and over very loudly and I just cry. It's all internal but in the moment it feels like everyone truly thinks that and I'm getting a glimpse of their thoughts.,3.0377083333333346,5.312283187500004,3.442916666666669,89.37708333333337,76.5,6.3500000000000005,25.25,7.3871296695380915,1.2189875,390,14,76,5,9,121,63,96,0.10800000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.14,0.6432,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,1,18,19,8,1,1,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,5,0,1,8,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,9,5,9,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194860846491174,0.1948560826558325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254671769413194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946388124813726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481438044236765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616369402452656,0.3696645079372385,0.0,0.0,0.15764584206794832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011496549077808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451040359497106,0.0,0.1770167633668642,0.0,0.19440026610411168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25279865004344465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587328569753107,0.15060502959551508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049667942817364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075727099276826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051979471764896,0.0,0.410795416146601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846321837803903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252658958558628,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,heroina_da_lua,2018/11/01,"I think a girl might be interested in me but I know I can easily fuck it up but I'll try all my hardest to just ((maybe)) befriend her. So, I always get through every year in high school absolutely alone without any friend or even passing the free time with anyone. I literally got no friends in real life, I'm a really stupid-ass shy girl and can't even talk to anyone. But this year I'm having a year off so I'm learning german and italian, and in my Italian class there's like two girls at my age, and we all gotta take the same bus and it really fucks me up and puts my anxiety on top (and public transportation does that aswell, tho). 

So one just doesn't look (or at least I think she doesn't) like she gives a fuck about me and I really don't mind that at all (in fact I kinda prefer that so I won't fell that bad) but the other girl looks like it's somehow interested in me. 

Like the first time she just came (almost) next to me in the bus but didn't talk to me and I noticed that but I acted like I didn't see her too, but I was fucking dying inside the whole trip. And the next time she just came and casually talked to me at the bus stop but the bus was crowded so I just went to the first sit I saw and her to other one. 

But the day before yesterday I was at the stop waiting for the bus and she just stepped next to me like waiting for me to notice her, and I did but I was looking on the other and dying because of the anxiety of that so I just acted like I didn't notice it, but then she just came closer I just looked at her way and said something like: ""hey, you also take the same bus today?"" And she, in a not-that-decent acting like she didn't see me, replay like: ""ohh, hi!! Yeah I do"" and then we talked some casual and not relevant-at-all stuff and spent the whole trip together. And during that trip she was like _pretty_ close to me and I even gotta get a little bit to the side because we were arm to arm and I was as always dying inside.

I don't really know if she's really interested in me (cause no one was never so I've got no experience in this) or just want someone to spend the trips with, but yeah, don't matter what it is, it makes me feel like I'm gonna fuck it up somehow because how I am. ",1.8928274428274428,2.9244655592515616,3.806819126819129,90.92399168399172,76.35966735966736,6.863201663201664,20.484407484407484,7.329194593529364,0.3205750519750525,1718,36,405,20,37,584,191,481,0.094,0.759,0.147,0.9761,0,1,1,0,0,0,53.0,3,1,0,3,28,26,5,0,25,2,27,8,2,3,5,91,68,52,3,3,28,0,1,12,2,5,1,1,0,4,21,32,0,4,7,2,3,16,17,6,0,6,22,9,62,21,45,40,10,66,0,0,7,5,35,28,5,10,32,268,83,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881846541398537,0.07117868931204079,0.0,0.05495960142397883,0.11436991813675584,0.0,0.0,0.04673556395953152,0.0,0.10514934013506223,0.0,0.0,0.0961086621272485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057382758855517024,0.12568292377445225,0.0,0.05848017253244184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503023315079486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358103202055497,0.0,0.07059981929274617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432213609757248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397804818846936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060141977367813036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617724698269426,0.0,0.057904033397556384,0.0,0.0,0.06722653545280996,0.0,0.0,0.03474957907452051,0.04909737148571944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691541832011905,0.0,0.0,0.10619400002600432,0.3176771843439461,0.07181227045807753,0.06592757468801037,0.0,0.0,0.10993180885964407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261205780911903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553926039930489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854271523354689,0.4029085497505857,0.06888081020149045,0.0,0.0,0.2308477885085528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587467461906776,0.0,0.06904380598692034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290668782982067,0.06939296647240367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300519184741269,0.0,0.21927042399984856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347326450913157,0.0,0.0,0.13971013548523112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699183421812651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908791338707744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822444275379123,0.22013595035520284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537350280741311,0.0,0.0,0.06955367753307766,0.10953034007112268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823072774049268,0.0529080972546397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149148642673286,0.0,0.0,0.0786740316183108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033457524895296,0.22095518694070676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807280062762954,0.0,0.0,0.12022283372077085,0.0,0.06514355311758177,0.0,0.0,0.04665997071611636,0.0,0.06713463661857752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04053596538611464,0.054550948055762855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370904608497888,0.0,0.15345869698863068,0.0,0.06624874136523219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277052914325094
socialanxiety,bloodhoundbb,2018/11/01,"Jealous of my social father Didn't know whether to post this here or in r/socialskills. I am male, turning 27 next month, and still live at home with my father (when not at college) while my parent's divorce is going through. My father was rarely around when I was growing up so I was basically raised by my mother and her side of the family. The reason he was never home was because he was always out drinking and partying. My mother would sometimes find other women's phone numbers on his bar receipts after he passed out at home. Anyway, for the past three years, since he legally couldn't drive anymore, he stayed home and I finally got to be closer to him. Well, my mom met someone else and moved out 2 years ago so it's been just me and him in that house now. 

His idea of spending time with me after all these years is going out to bars and drinking, drinking, drinking. That's it - that's all he's interested in. I have suggested us doing things I would be more comfortable with doing - like going to history museums - but he just scoffs at the idea and says, ""Yeah right."" We couldn't be more different in the social department. I have low self-confidence and really bad social anxiety. I don't like sports and don't follow them, a lot of jokes go over my head, and a lot of the time I can't detect sarcasm (I sometimes wonder if I'm on the spectrum...). My mind can go blank around two or more people I don't know and I get depressed. Bars are horrible and frustrating for me to go to but I do it to be around and keep watch on my father. My father will start talking to people and I end up getting left sitting by myself, my mind blank of what to do. It causes irritability at my father for leaving me alone when I have told him about my social anxiety, and causes anger at myself for not being able to talk to people. And there are those bad memories of him I have from growing up that make me angry that other people like him so much without knowing the things he has done.  

I get jealous because everybody likes him better than me, even people around my age. If I decide to go to our local bar, I'll come in the door and people will look up and see me and mutter, ""Hey"" and then look down again. If my father walks in, it's like the Fonz has just arrived, with everyone getting up and hugging, high-fiving, etc. There will be women my age who are more interested in my father than in me. It makes me look bad because I'm in my prime, just looking down at my beer glass or straight ahead while my father is flirting with someone I should be talking with. All his past stories involve him and some friends ""getting fucked up'', and scoring some women while I don't have the social skills to keep a conversation going (if I even manage to start one). Even then, my father will notice I'm talking to someone and swoop in, taking over the conversation and cutting me out of it. All the older women are trying to get with him and trying to use me to get closer to him which makes me extremely uncomfortable. 

Basically, my father is the life of the party, which makes it more noticeable that his adult son is a depressed wallflower who is socially anxious and doesn't know what to talk about with people. I was a friendly kid, but that changed. Sorry for the rant.",5.353761609907121,5.722735421052637,5.906023219814241,81.48423606811147,67.85448916408669,8.317585139318885,28.84349845201239,8.07648339933343,1.8443357275541787,2566,82,499,30,40,832,267,646,0.114,0.797,0.08900000000000001,-0.9788,3,1,5,0,1,0,76.0,3,0,1,3,27,27,6,0,21,1,55,13,1,8,5,100,100,50,0,9,18,16,0,5,2,7,1,1,5,7,28,47,9,2,10,12,1,17,13,12,1,3,13,7,77,15,95,71,15,99,0,3,6,2,74,47,1,12,37,362,105,3,0.056994211645269015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052192978957943,0.0,0.0,0.05902881470960586,0.0,0.0,0.04742374979996515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720083181722686,0.06438723640178963,0.05652294315058608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294772735542085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276335822196634,0.10422942725342728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040674861475843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709751027568298,0.06029231875792044,0.049095466720011055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817806195126756,0.0,0.0,0.05954682056971841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832486648073944,0.0,0.22333051795750244,0.0,0.0,0.04761135049211936,0.0,0.05047995473944726,0.0,0.06356361172392565,0.11293241779946485,0.0,0.0,0.05446041166033663,0.0,0.0,0.05372907038421994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243437300233595,0.05209167690657336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806717307376004,0.052690230273560096,0.2084398626472191,0.0,0.2591289912810333,0.0,0.04558347757304106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849250397850375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021751380258431,0.2286793652167056,0.0,0.0,0.06576366804930668,0.0,0.12867905517644798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131814807231247,0.0,0.0,0.12529011277134994,0.0,0.0,0.06034864081783142,0.06192437771539739,0.0,0.04025669720413747,0.13922246460524118,0.0,0.05032693306513489,0.0,0.1914431336921024,0.0,0.0,0.09690888121702387,0.0,0.0,0.15217631536209414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150958130766391,0.06675093184461954,0.04549223597875726,0.06057582722351106,0.04189730339731417,0.0,0.04395744960252805,0.0,0.06061399066997737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977657542646015,0.0,0.0,0.03862075283262517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328532722186253,0.0,0.10881484808976127,0.276588270800334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054584700100917885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03651195140015622,0.05859954194388167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048672745333977994,0.0,0.045324084680469626,0.0,0.0,0.04541700761582235,0.0,0.05945739272170743,0.0,0.0,0.04714620083489871,0.0,0.0,0.3485905279322101,0.14487303172148686,0.0,0.11273746531077852,0.06380035375204464,0.0806815927002377,0.06074824629269768,0.04551565104233635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04285255414008639,0.2290489420905043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572884341297165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646756629133055,0.0,0.0,0.05446041166033663,0.0,0.07739065701765728,0.06199333597018295,0.0556750631945728,0.0,0.06855701909706953,0.049224699560146114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124464099874975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494038618285384,0.061807791318998086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097410541796148,0.0,0.0,0.1101072110127702
socialanxiety,kosqolor,2018/11/01,"First day at new job. The anxiety is real... ...and to make matters worse, it's a retail job. I haven't felt this much social anxiety in a while and I am freaking out. Wish me luck!",0.05289473684210577,1.9736898157894769,2.709736842105261,92.55565789473684,85.05263157894737,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.42945263157894775,135,4,31,2,4,47,33,38,0.23199999999999998,0.604,0.16399999999999998,-0.4199,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,6,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,3,1,4,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,20,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956294879627021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667641849884388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482795493953781,0.0,0.0,0.21994996366843556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132060455924808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260568641405485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900877359156426,0.0,0.0,0.24974038688676975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29432325674225024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263592080489044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29735687192784466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635174446827887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chad_Bonago,2018/11/01,"Social anxiety, Neuroticism, and personality. I recently took a Big Five personality test and got 99/100 on Neuroticism. While I am not socially awkward and I can get along with people, I find that I just move on by myself and disengage from a group long before they do. I have had this creeping doubt (I have OCD) that I either do not care about my friends and family or think of them only in terms of how they interact with me. I have read posts of people on this sight who are schizoid and feel like they have no personality/don't like people and I don't want to be like them. I want to love and to be with my friends, yet the effort it takes to turn that desire into reality overwhelms me and I just want to retreat again, like I only want to interact with them when I want to. I don't want to be this way and I want to change, and I am starting to, but I am still gripped by this doubt that I will never get better and never feel love for my parents and friends like I did, and will always be stuck in my own head and desires due to social anxiety. I don't even know if I could ever be in a relationship because my neurotic need for affection and intimacy comes before any actual feeling of affection and love I would have for a person, and that being in a relationship would just be a means to an end. 

I have been told that a constant baseline of anxiety overwhelms all of my other emotions, but can I overcome this Neuroticism, I mean I am basically fully neurotic. Can I overcome this and live a life filled with love and joy, or am I doomed? I know that it is up to me to make that decision but I don't want to, and if I don't make it then it will be made for me. 

I just want to know, is it worth trying to get better? What if I don't get any results and am stuck always be this neurotic, self-focused fuckwit? There are so many things I want to change about myself but I feel like I can't.",5.802021978021983,5.0097747333333364,6.7810622710622726,79.52346153846155,67.05128205128204,10.197802197802199,30.87912087912089,9.606745405546679,2.4997582417582422,1486,48,318,27,21,500,161,390,0.14800000000000002,0.6940000000000001,0.158,0.961,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,6,3,15,26,0,8,10,0,46,6,1,7,4,87,88,36,0,19,16,1,5,6,3,5,1,0,0,3,24,30,0,0,12,1,1,4,12,9,0,1,9,6,55,17,48,64,4,32,1,3,1,4,27,10,0,7,22,238,79,2,0.0,0.0,0.07637147287405881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302388873258824,0.0,0.0,0.1064403638264185,0.0,0.1796084138907871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047707195548499726,0.0,0.13318873923025262,0.0,0.0,0.13843103679048227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979233265298817,0.0,0.16557957863835465,0.0674149448886877,0.0,0.08457236723842364,0.0,0.06248506174707881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803312151079884,0.06931604064690965,0.0,0.0,0.05169067010820383,0.07079157927459262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377753101991069,0.0,0.15828450653594892,0.1118193863753514,0.0,0.0,0.07152916068286595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813928255269079,0.0,0.16355262560600878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259249241781326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031839180999006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903064089013902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527807768678045,0.22940630748225205,0.0,0.0691059204783944,0.06925854599263713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825345288285075,0.07405247583653572,0.10447968620000547,0.07934439762766198,0.0,0.17049840239636782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317908610888436,0.0,0.0580295597349625,0.12071945702448465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904207492616588,0.0,0.0,0.0868996087002362,0.0,0.0,0.16276902601560966,0.2050035298160702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495243033444976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828220535155826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727332249054647,0.16804610883647755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164331905465311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393317835564024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055393557580756266,0.0,0.06249935710135875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588425524533394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051993148718644,0.050146505935682734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478176491599328,0.08695088037836247,0.05313410001272234,0.0851255239456219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616038128361122,0.062119960327848577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118877604920814,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,what-is-life7,2018/11/01,"My social anxiety has made me depressed and suicidal I can’t do this for the rest of my life. My face is always red when someone looks at me, I can’t make eye contact, I shake and stutter all the time. This is a living hell. I won’t be able to get a real job if I can’t even communicate with confidence. I’m a fucking lost cause and I can’t do this anymore.",0.7872875226039753,2.268659518987341,3.4494032549728786,90.43316455696205,80.39240506329114,6.53960216998192,23.943942133815554,7.447530270364453,0.9429840867992768,278,10,65,4,7,98,54,79,0.256,0.703,0.040999999999999995,-0.9441,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,1,5,0,11,4,2,3,1,10,18,5,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,3,11,0,5,14,2,4,1,2,3,1,2,1,2,1,2,43,14,1,0.2446144675605503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353883266681114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871293981445803,0.0,0.2425918219518625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512864403409107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068608247281145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615655488097553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614213359471155,0.12780096321056114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24274211442230706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277843254726016,0.0,0.0,0.21599905640076192,0.0,0.2054145450229424,0.0,0.2670255872821346,0.0,0.0,0.23146012373618224,0.16328205655913738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27842481700617017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493536446516987,0.20726104456010355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26756852497659483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263666317199622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JATA___,2018/11/01,"Advice needed Don’t know if this belongs here but here I go: Long story short I made plans to hang out with this person from summer camp. They live about 30 minutes from me. Well the weekend I’m supposed to hangout with them and a certain AAA title comes out that I want to play. I basically ignored my phone for 3 days straight while I played it. That was about 3 weeks ago and I haven’t gotten around to responding to them bc I feel really bad and have been hoping that they will forget about me. Now today their texting me again and I feel like I should do something, but what? ",1.5476923076923086,3.9788282136752176,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,83.1025641025641,4.625641025641026,19.256410256410245,5.8734145424116955,-0.19891794871794846,459,12,95,3,13,143,82,117,0.085,0.735,0.18,0.8677,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,5,1,9,8,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,24,19,8,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,3,4,0,3,2,2,2,0,4,2,18,6,16,13,0,18,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,11,64,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250288093102381,0.2270445361549171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22801075103929475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385855332146744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063403981558144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651832030211409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25901489777159425,0.1829799237129764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556505925924845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543957171695561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076281160204074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251325910561758,0.0,0.22616822479789575,0.22666773397708306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423571943748963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991777289419376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364357059826231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640839751032074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718203452640184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427820883102552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107260591619467,0.0,0.2054527107675016,0.0,0.2302923857905792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mentalclarity27,2018/11/01,"Mind goes somewhere else : / There’s this girl I really like. I’ve known her for two years and we have a class together. I’ve only just started to like her. We Snapchat daily and talk on it a little but we don’t really talk in person. Whenever I’m around her in person I get so nervous my mind goes completely blank. It feels like some sort of fight or flight moment and all I want to do is escape the fear. I’ve recently got really determined to try and  breakthrough this because I really want to be with this girl. Anybody have similar experiences that have made progression in their social interactions, especially with crushes?",3.845795454545456,6.231401625,4.987878787878788,78.73227272727277,74.41666666666666,9.03030303030303,25.90909090909091,9.573946990214177,2.67225,505,18,91,14,11,166,80,120,0.124,0.752,0.124,-0.6183,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,3,0,1,1,4,6,1,2,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,23,15,7,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,12,3,13,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,3,7,53,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537955182594677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531459827094676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113850698793235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443211494779633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899516724481367,0.0,0.19440617891879408,0.08735406172325677,0.12342177757076568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902614315504291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817419192159122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253209529878501,0.1731537102358975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347233690912286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488823541367677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313938930390906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30169962327460603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44270508954592896,0.0,0.1705824209867884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610991625702707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228239778809134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777203861477071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729459954608742,0.0,0.16876415044830462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379994904437948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111253577805331
socialanxiety,bloobidybloop,2018/11/01,"A halloween miracle? So an old friend of mine just moved back to town. He hates texting, loves checking in during the day, is helping me with some projects, and so has been baraging me with phone calls at least three times a day for the last 4 weeks. 

I HATE talking on the phone. I usually avoid it at all costs. I often have to do yoga breathing and rocky training montages to get ready for important calls (I work from home, thankfully, so have the space for such shit.)

Anywho, my point is that 4 weeks ago, I began talking on the phone a least a thousand to 4 thousand percent more than usual.

Today I had a professional phone call sort of sprung on me. I saw the caller and said fuck it and picked up (I usually don't do this). And when I hung up, I took a second and realized 1) I enjoyed that, and 2) I did a good job. Normally my profesional phone calls end with wiping of sweat, nervous pacing, and a few wildabeest calls because I feel awkard and strange and have too much addrenalin in my body. But after this call, I sat calmly on the couch and then congratulated myself for being personable and confident 

.... and now I'm kind of looking forward to my next call.

Did I just cured myself of phone anxiety without even realizing it?

Has anyone else had any unexpected wins recently? I'd love to hear them.",4.2498204334365335,5.675465243137258,4.961073271413831,83.39851393188854,71.07843137254902,7.878224974200207,28.71517027863777,8.371475516178862,1.9892352941176463,1027,39,201,16,19,331,155,255,0.07,0.78,0.151,0.9711,2,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,2,12,15,4,2,16,0,16,7,4,1,1,30,32,19,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,7,16,0,1,3,1,2,3,2,6,0,4,10,5,26,9,32,21,8,37,0,0,2,3,25,14,2,3,22,135,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587468017344578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587896468750969,0.0,0.07410983284240387,0.0,0.0,0.06773791329368899,0.09926085402720206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449162198871574,0.0,0.059054676964560786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760733589052766,0.0,0.0,0.6924481993085689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495394048846073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092742128349757,0.0,0.08580333305704747,0.0,0.0,0.06398564808150102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489833886403606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484611487513405,0.08956025020921612,0.050613682908952386,0.0,0.0,0.08125494650401756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912898790000052,0.0,0.0,0.10918623085991618,0.0,0.06493390394502423,0.0,0.09717447171971272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961344273108264,0.0,0.0,0.10088138915232983,0.0,0.07896682511881159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135139505598629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486864548912473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296379830949896,0.07121496633955336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302866665030183,0.0,0.0949178574898757,0.0,0.0,0.10165500809720576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458833858423724,0.0,0.0,0.09157908119470233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565330858776623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215120816082592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944176550313008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573043015585805,0.0,0.08919035455681544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056489142645067915,0.0,0.09182706855036958,0.0,0.10763273953733468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200855010004008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541607938883287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338495405279032,0.0,0.07052684182166563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Oysterworldsblow,2018/11/01,"Regarding the schizophrenia post from earlier this week This is going to sound really bad at first, but hear me out. A lot of the stories people told were crazy. The different delusions, fear, confusion, visions, fights, arrests, everything, it was something i couldnt even imagine going through. But yet, so many of these stories involved them having spouses, girlfriends and boyfriends, kids, friends, you name it. Yet here i am, single, no friends, and all thats wrong with me is social anxiety and depression( mostly dysthymia at this point). Yet these people had actual lives that if you take away the schizophrenia, id be jealous of. I feel bad for thinking it because schizophrenia is some terrifying stuff, but damn if im not jealous. ",6.598372093023257,8.84353042635659,5.540224806201554,78.31824418604653,66.44186046511628,8.26077519379845,36.15581395348837,8.841846274778883,3.4407172093023264,591,30,93,10,10,176,94,129,0.307,0.629,0.064,-0.9913,1,1,1,0,1,0,27.0,0,2,1,1,6,12,4,2,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,21,17,9,0,3,6,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,10,0,1,4,3,8,2,12,11,5,13,0,1,0,0,14,5,1,6,5,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1770945008584651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882872409013386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050277507377665,0.0,0.3030499358893021,0.11062614959582012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630510386535032,0.0,0.0,0.1896039051702028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986325623112785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309902209942706,0.0,0.0,0.20421107220189888,0.09175977175678432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436348274746858,0.0,0.0,0.28041597808794644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062741059036685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045367603341808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960253355437188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024672607359167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428449536537478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839882873145328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25162536335164404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155357808785607,0.0,0.17380394457099624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162582402321369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849920358717434,0.0,0.13970917223947624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077467231761524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644744645879156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628256080801995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340819592352424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556918547181785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984156329174008,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theDemogorgonUD,2018/11/01,"Do you think it's a good idea ? Did you do something similar like this to go out of your comfort zone ? I've been thinking of volunteering somewhere and saw some of the projects in my area on the internet like an animal rescue group, interacting with children and mountain trail cleaning. I have no previous experience of volunteering and  I'm  kind of a loner actually and sometimes it just feels like to go out and meet people from all around but always my social anxiety comes back.  I need some motivation ig.",5.732661654135338,7.457172852631582,6.5954887218045135,71.9484210526316,67.84210526315789,10.06015037593985,33.57142857142857,10.290406445055957,3.7847744360902262,411,19,71,11,7,136,71,95,0.055999999999999994,0.7959999999999999,0.149,0.7972,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,21,14,6,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,2,7,6,14,11,3,10,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,2,4,46,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.2308879790673323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687058766196128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809987514365842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106246264669615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193119664856355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381039933527026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314407102267388,0.0,0.0,0.1196323327822345,0.16902745992164586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689310577976784,0.19844929210066448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670931897965592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463830341999136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467731911313421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754362888282538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402901090863325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411844359871699,0.0,0.1821466408001151,0.23400396574365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032081214898386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Qwertzy721,2018/11/01,"Just spent more than an hour trying to get myself to talk to someone I have to get a signature to join a class at my University. I just spent 45 minutes hiding in the bathroom, then 30 minutes walking around trying to calm myself down. I finally got up the courage to go and do it, and then there were people standing in the way of where I needed to go so I'm hiding in the bathroom again. Wtf is wrong with me, this is just shameful. I hate myself",4.2063405797101465,4.702500576086958,5.268260869565221,84.60210144927538,70.41304347826087,7.437681159420292,28.3768115942029,7.1686216300943375,1.4523202898550729,351,12,72,3,6,116,60,92,0.18,0.743,0.076,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,1,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,15,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,4,0,10,2,18,11,1,18,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,5,54,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466711109397601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30354133746651596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895388350393211,0.0,0.31495615639021124,0.0,0.22161622009687096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735715202749933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27288033951979074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546061014001174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921010806090584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23477961309295564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22271649056150844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37625529670448027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994316360706992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029571978393641,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AsthenDiscovery,2018/11/01,"For those who were successful in dealing with social anxiety... How were you able to deal with the negative thoughts in your head during social interactions?

Sometimes I feel like I literally can’t get out of my fucking head when I’m supposed to be conversing with other people. I feel like my thoughts drown out any ability to think and process what people say to me.

I find that I’m usually so worried about what I’m doing that I can’t be a good listener and pay attention to others.",9.86148936170213,7.335289297872343,9.768617021276599,66.88250000000002,60.276595744680854,13.655319148936169,42.64893617021277,12.161744961471696,5.126434042553191,390,18,71,10,4,129,63,94,0.11699999999999999,0.742,0.14,0.3256,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,1,0,2,0,7,3,2,1,0,15,18,5,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,0,7,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,4,10,4,15,12,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,4,1,0,4,48,18,2,0.1823825130144649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240263630126973,0.0,0.13952212325317512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760567250572821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443615712294972,0.2605882074785659,0.0,0.0,0.16669431275740867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860969440921142,0.09528733548943356,0.0,0.0,0.1529737988368125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743541514182391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820576672458635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25288214084845884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503789464715988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718320080935967,0.0,0.0,0.1803809688800881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686335005656358,0.0,0.2895826860181798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086857127807656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852182950240481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Schmonsy,2018/11/01,"My road to a better life - Part 1 Hello and welcome to my new journal about my attempt to deal with my long-lasting mental problems: social anxiety and depression. I am writing this to share my experiences with you as reddit is the platform that has influenced me the most regarding this topic and has given me a shoulder to lean on many times. I read a lot of your stories here and in r/depression and also in r/SuicideWatch. With my contribution I want to reach the people who have thought a lot about their illness but were not sure if they should go to a therapist, psychologist or any kind of doctor or counselor. 

​

**About me**: German guy - 24 years old - living in Berlin - enjoying the club scene here - I like: music (techno, funk, EDM in general, Hans Zimmer!), lots of games like classic WoW, Left 4 Dead, everything about Star Wars, Skyrim, Portal... (can't list them all), movies (Inception!), nature, ping pong, frisbee, cats, fitness, cooking and a couple other things I couldn't think of right now

​

**My Upbringing**: I have kinda problematic parents who argue constantly and abuse alcohol. They have always dragged each other down, even beat each other up so many times. I have no clue why these two messed up people wanted to be in a hateful, twisted relationship that has lasted so long (27 years). Crazy seeks crazy I suppose. I learnt to live with them but at least they always tried to be there for me even though they had their own mental problems which unfortunately they never dealt with. 

I'm like the mixture of them as my father suffers from depression and my mother from SA. Apart from that my childhood was pretty normal without any major ups and downs. I was mostly quiet in school throughout all these years and only talked to my friends, always had problems speaking infront of the class since day 1 so I'm pretty sure I had those mental problems for a very long time now. I spent most of my free time playing video games or watching movies/videos/TV. Once I realized that I can't grow out of my anxiety and I felt like nothing will ever change I dropped out of school in 2012 and isolated myself from the world for almost 5 years.

Realising that I can't just live like a recluse forever I tried to turn my life around in the spring of 2017. It was scary but I made progress, got a job, got an apprenticeship, met lots of new interesting people, made friends, had a vegan dietand went to the gym regularly. Everything went well and it actually felt good like my anxiety was finally gone for good or at least controllable. But...

Depression kicked in early 2018 and everything went downhill. I lost everything month by month except a couple of my friends who I still see every weekend. Last couple months have been horrible and I spent so much time in bed like never before. 

​

**My current situation**: no job - no degree (hard to compare with USA so I kinda have a bad highschool diploma) - living with parents - no passion - no relationship - in need of an income

​

My entire life (well... apart from last year) I tried to bury my head in the sand and the sand consisted of games and videos and television. I never enjoyed reality as it has always been filled with anxiety and boredom. It always felt so cold and harsh, simply not worth living. But I know it can feel good and I know that the progress I made last year can be achieved again. I try to see last year as the tutorial for a normal life. My mental problems didn't let me continue so I have to deal with them first which is why I finally brought myself to see a therapist. 

​

*My first session and what I learned from my therapist so far in part 2 :)*

​",4.3081578947368415,6.6189761315789495,4.6583391812865536,81.96926315789476,72.77192982456141,7.483976608187135,27.774269005847955,8.344100000000001,2.0928928654970766,2910,112,518,50,60,916,327,684,0.172,0.7,0.128,-0.9871,7,0,1,0,1,1,134.0,0,2,11,10,28,43,3,0,30,0,38,11,2,5,8,98,72,46,2,13,15,4,7,7,3,2,7,2,1,1,26,36,2,1,10,12,4,8,16,15,2,3,31,14,74,29,87,34,18,87,0,5,4,1,40,33,0,15,52,340,100,11,0.0,0.05063575345372879,0.04170465035483792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456723118293495,0.04279442241368429,0.0,0.0,0.034176356372914794,0.1778009200989891,0.2778298205390563,0.3115770854819991,0.05812455868623612,0.0,0.13077319440911467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038044537608263033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03568318483931983,0.0,0.0,0.03636560610765767,0.0,0.0,0.037796953301693914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520954076924416,0.0,0.0,0.046182964301025656,0.047932608558667496,0.0,0.1418613431273233,0.0,0.02756150116144356,0.08811889123406774,0.14723550813338468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04374260938810149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645409843083321,0.038657602775086716,0.03600733683560947,0.0,0.15363520960617008,0.04180448863934449,0.0,0.0,0.02160885391249291,0.0,0.12310119986790564,0.09363147378638516,0.0,0.07270327474124402,0.0,0.0,0.09905432068792012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024288132670038515,0.10753602297081599,0.06836055173186066,0.0,0.0,0.04231584506261606,0.0,0.0,0.03828350158942585,0.04219343705065408,0.04385996919323908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481874583944762,0.0,0.0,0.04450347885662314,0.0469737155412972,0.20901566452915127,0.0,0.0,0.04643332246309668,0.04370095748282329,0.12074418970635348,0.14615223542441438,0.0,0.18868552239088854,0.11346134895698078,0.0,0.0,0.04665192827007706,0.14533214533923802,0.0,0.12131490318769893,0.0,0.08665618813280361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227332459297878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233557804055372,0.0,0.031416238172353186,0.03168856652774902,0.09888304932656557,0.0825503385360143,0.0,0.0,0.08374537463075954,0.04100681567662216,0.0,0.044844758201065774,0.04551296809419497,0.0,0.03250302714795815,0.0,0.0,0.0949076313558067,0.09255891011768792,0.0,0.08888430539728771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695675068515894,0.0,0.2044652507526874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042748056051977686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176599519133873,0.0,0.03649672976358115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650322086870653,0.10216635052644372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035352066941036694,0.048037606417237436,0.0,0.04356447059091115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03412941687811394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055727391066367,0.0,0.0,0.03434997259657579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886107972514812,0.028392225611962307,0.027383817777263543,0.04198838537393455,0.03392800010240244,0.12459995775521535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160610882340212,0.04648503006193064,0.041747341803712375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035262080761638066,0.05041417925391125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685047562162013,0.11885146580932356,0.07712607169392195,0.0,0.0,0.041196452221129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115770854819991,0.19264629300897854
socialanxiety,ItsSilver,2018/11/01,"I feel like my boss is trying to force social interaction with me. I work at a company that's not exactly profitable, and as a result of this they have cut back drastically on ""incentives"" such as a staffed cafeteria. The cafeteria is upstairs on our third floor, which is mostly abandoned since very few people work on the third floor, and there's no real need to go up there unless you like quiet, alone places (such is the case with me)

I've been with the company for three weeks, and the culture in my department sofar has been that people are pretty distant from each other. They all eat lunches alone, I've never seen them leave to go somewhere for lunch together, and they generally don't talk to each other. I usually take my lunch upstairs to the third floor on account that it's been really quiet and empty up there. And for the first two weeks I've been alone the whole time. 

I should also add that I take lunch at the same time every day, but at the start of this week my boss has started coming to the third floor and sitting at the table next to mine while I eat lunch. It's an extremely uncomfortable situation for me because I'm use to being alone. I'm not sure if I should just keep showing up at the same time and letting him sit next to me or if I should start pushing my lunches back an hour so I can be alone again.


I haven't talked to the guy much but he seems like the type that likes to confront problems head on and makes it everyone's business when something's an issue. And that makes me hugely uncomfortable.


",8.333742388758782,6.399051744262298,7.994953161592509,76.54545081967213,62.70491803278689,11.074941451990632,34.24473067915691,9.606745405546679,2.9094730679156906,1222,38,244,18,14,390,157,305,0.107,0.848,0.045,-0.9323,0,5,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,4,3,13,10,2,0,21,0,21,11,1,6,4,50,39,22,0,7,9,0,1,4,0,3,0,2,0,1,14,17,10,2,2,1,2,5,6,4,0,7,5,4,28,6,38,28,9,48,0,1,1,0,14,20,0,5,25,170,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274363719358252,0.0,0.08145048204251991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663479141623915,0.0,0.0620876332233616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773591329146166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568569015725037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084387018082928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581414912480455,0.0973233227926736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149909921216186,0.07276261965007187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663470015833995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576893056131203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084884242131137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452886183006277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030305627134503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630634007781573,0.0,0.09053015327075678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078458658565458,0.0,0.1041498986567376,0.0,0.1990376855360511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359731244206798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748724561266782,0.07552148013552239,0.07855403450659626,0.0,0.21664011710079134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412217936405721,0.0,0.1064129752769537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361943185041407,0.0,0.09745797973917104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159291262076721,0.06524857825295864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272163721989224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425248327024314,0.11448517671572772,0.0,0.10382461754667932,0.0,0.07841013969695099,0.0,0.0,0.2162727139880672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599368523168382,0.0,0.15315906846527025,0.1637285025711961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817101116752587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915037606621716,0.0,0.0994939623406148,0.0,0.0,0.08796685846856242,0.11217486464933163,0.08403802454886254,0.0,0.0,0.2450970108573466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371338691957415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482979812099691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ole-Gunnar-Solskjaer,2018/11/01,"Is there really a point in me attending group social anxiety therapy if I need to take klonopin just to show up to each session? My social anxiety has become really bad throughout my 20s, with the last few years leading to severe avoidance. I am currently enrolled in a group therapy program, however, group social situations are exactly what I fear most. 

The therapy is in its 6th week and it feels beneficial, but the thing is, I need to take roughly 0.5mg klonopin, which is an anti-anxiety medication, to relax myself enough to be able to attend therapy. 

Today, I've begun to question if it's even worth showing up to therapy considering I'm cheating and probably not getting anything out of it as a result. Any advice?",8.527995735607675,8.103693164179107,9.575714285714287,60.50500000000001,61.38805970149254,13.328784648187636,42.2771855010661,12.540900571622839,5.873596162046907,580,31,90,19,7,201,91,134,0.11800000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.06,-0.7146,2,1,0,1,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,2,7,0,8,1,0,2,1,19,15,6,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,3,1,3,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,1,19,14,4,16,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,4,6,62,15,3,0.11813519575583875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544034604723027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033598414244715,0.0,0.2711193042088996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721520033603244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863795394570207,0.0,0.1304710423013702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206523674416155,0.0,0.07802718263716511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132934938764753,0.05973270453962394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172076393203185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629595183554866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900878127107167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519150153464855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116759446590446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273697217474528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323384557561899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136086285152325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334591453575142,0.0,0.0,0.13278890970023485,0.0,0.3612718648712212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776459302037562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6754894596560025,0.0,0.07848377477905931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197835239066138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476092823017428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760751928522247
socialanxiety,zwieterin,2018/11/01,"Giving my old textbook to an acquaintance So a classmate (not a friend) of mine at school asked me about where she could get a certain textbook. I told her that I have one at home and that I could give it to her. She then proceeds to thank me graciously for my kindness. I forgot to ask her how much she's willing to pay and it's already been a few hours since she asked me for the textbook. So at this point should I just give it to her for free or should I ask her how much she's willing to pay and risk coming off as a jerk? I fear that if I give away the book for free, she's going to view me as a stereotypical beta male nice guy type of person. ",4.343285714285713,3.7599557571428575,4.973571428571429,90.57392857142858,70.0,7.857142857142858,26.785714285714285,6.6274283507984215,0.8437857142857141,506,13,121,3,8,163,77,140,0.07400000000000001,0.767,0.16,0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,2,9,0,8,0,0,2,1,16,22,12,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,7,4,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,3,0,1,3,1,26,9,22,13,3,13,0,0,1,0,24,7,0,2,4,89,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569324848668808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317893360304262,0.0,0.13361115811691815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250148959533474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270865356075686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002600453504126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987124277187572,0.0,0.07429895662247339,0.5456839039594394,0.08082133023170887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081044987284716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264841924470306,0.0,0.14004839458826526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809003269189194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908171035297204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922567580506071,0.0,0.09636530758065807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417245570813212,0.0,0.0,0.1344345993049173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392430811613094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763774166713138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309280396820863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588793422442633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DinosaurAlive,2018/11/01,"Got dressed up, couldn't leave my house. I live on a street that goes all out for Halloween.  I decided to dress up for the first time in a decade. I had this big cat mask and I sewed some LED strips to my clothes. I looked awesome! I was going to do this dance down the street.  It all sounded like things I could be fine doing, especially because of the anonymity involved in wearing a mask.  But once it came time to leave the door I stood there for 40 minutes. I finally was able to move and I did one walk through the neighborhood with the mask and lights off.  Then I went back home. I tried to leave the doorway again, to actually wear the mask and turn the lights on, I took my Bluetooth speaker and had a fun song ready to go. But I stood there unable to move for an hour. I gave myself a sixty second countdown and that got me to get out. But I walked awkwardly with the mask on, avoided acknowledging when people commented on my mask, and I turned the LEDs on for less than a second.  My anxiety was just extreme and nothing helped.  I went home and had a terrible night.  

TLDR: got dressed up with a fun LED glowing Halloween cat dance costume, had extreme anxiety and couldn't leave my house for an hour, twice, and when I did leave I couldn't relax or do what I intended (first time I didn't wear my mask or turn the LEDs on, second time I wore the mask but didn't turn on the LEDs but for less than half a second).  

So much social anxiety.  Not sure if I'd consider what I did progress, but it's more than I've done for Halloween in a decade.  🤷🏽‍♂️  Anyone else dress up and couldn't leave their house?",2.6076565656565656,4.157487806060608,3.3009090909090912,93.16580808080809,75.48484848484848,6.585858585858586,24.040404040404038,7.242747475848597,0.7279191919191916,1256,39,282,14,27,395,152,330,0.045,0.88,0.075,0.6945,3,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,3,8,9,0,2,26,0,22,3,3,6,3,47,41,25,0,6,11,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,10,18,0,1,2,4,0,17,7,3,0,9,24,7,34,6,44,11,7,53,0,0,2,0,6,21,0,4,16,183,44,0,0.08836925287059774,0.0,0.08623564338372508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028067097061769,0.0,0.0,0.061789836294593024,0.0905447425610871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795050074904341,0.0,0.05386907633616539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010708834463835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055565774562178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043242683589517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382117147852507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968041970647843,0.0,0.15033368269655334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04616928731847994,0.0,0.10044456575318453,0.0,0.2120308926164957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923204745525705,0.0,0.17728313163535336,0.0,0.1740518268942071,0.3058987593889966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614216756627953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431727532491965,0.0,0.07803166928450213,0.0,0.07420791604624886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878450614275471,0.06496156875644304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292855752169402,0.0,0.08479268146126814,0.0,0.0,0.09411037024676927,0.05988129275935701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612641132138672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008132469914801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328697502338825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870860496159079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061152879822094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818149146572698,0.05999692198903101,0.3844814850138042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383836548940742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,johndoe901,2018/11/01,"Why is it so hard to have a small talk for us? Hi reddit,

​

Hope I'm not interrupting you with my stupid social awkwardness.  


So I'm working in an office as a programmer. I have my team and I have another team of web programmers (mostly girls) in my office too. We usually have a lunch together, I sometimes can tell a story I read somewhere on the internet. I even sometimes can contribute a discussion, but mostly with stupid things. That's maybe another problem, so let's keep to the point.  


So there are a few girls and boys I just can't talk to. I try so hard to make up a topic to speak on, I try remember things or funny stories I had in past, but it's so hard and not every story would be suitable for that exact moment.

​

And there is one girl. No, not that kind of girl. Just a colleague. So a few times we were at a dinner alone, a few times we walked to a bus stop. And we talked. Not that it was all that easy, but still, I had few ideas how to contribute the discussion. Her answers were so good so I could ask questions, she asked ones back.

​

And there is another girl. Yes, that's \_the\_ one. I often approach her to talk, I often write her messages. And it's extremely hard for me to have a conversations with her. I even started thinking she just doesn't wanna talk to \_me\_.

​

It's either me or them. Someone does this wrong.  


Is there anything I can do to change this? I really want to start talking to people freely, without the need to think very hard to find a topic and eventually fail. Is this too much to want in life?

​

Thank you in advance, fellas.",2.2524924864756533,4.431885391304352,3.412520536966543,89.09706571829297,78.62732919254658,6.515087156882387,23.430575035063114,7.601502580125103,1.0751697856141047,1264,42,258,19,31,408,160,322,0.12,0.7859999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.7797,0,1,0,0,0,0,68.0,5,2,1,5,25,10,2,1,20,1,26,3,0,2,2,55,41,24,0,8,14,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,16,15,2,2,7,3,0,3,8,6,0,3,5,6,36,4,36,32,9,24,0,1,0,0,40,11,0,8,10,189,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076769087018267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701693578130347,0.4151328659333569,0.0,0.21494508371002816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622851102295887,0.0,0.12775579651296906,0.0,0.0,0.05254037779844591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228246402536513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054554725467935584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979470686835112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026062352058144,0.0,0.05756968518556045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245098612210355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731068103148972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30604445204685804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786559072561567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713452864497518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073348598980091,0.0,0.07115358959022758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987049267430541,0.048262420941570176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045609786069258584,0.0,0.06864513474198948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022928936828013,0.050664696678707336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890342425535038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522725866668118,0.04737035957440915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459249236287391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538112035865955,0.0,0.0,0.07654352706703449,0.0,0.06834696329924762,0.0,0.04377296922638211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740283966613508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069652273053254,0.057894493137117385,0.0,0.13515721319918042,0.0,0.09672648924450226,0.0,0.054567206517108016,0.05712566267698636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32951902844897385,0.059722096790333086,0.06290767739091907,0.0,0.0,0.09078880216331944,0.08756425257514508,0.0,0.0,0.07968576376365566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278109545327973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219073952798027,0.0,0.07525415924363257,0.05637814586797533,0.08060380699040827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165581874729194,0.0,0.0,0.0658662093217324,0.0,0.04974394187312595,0.0,0.0,0.04853858652675413,0.07470645845304719,0.4151328659333569,0.0
socialanxiety,Rob_WRX,2018/11/01,"Feel like I haven't made many good friends at uni This is the time most people make life long friends with the many opportunities to meet people such as societies, sports teams, coursemates etc... but I haven't been able to get myself out there very much and now I'm in my last year so I feel like I've kind of missed the boat. Man SA sucks ",2.5031904761904755,4.2585708428571465,2.4457142857142853,98.30761904761906,76.28571428571428,5.80952380952381,18.80952380952381,6.42735559955562,-0.4347619047619049,269,5,64,2,6,80,56,70,0.111,0.742,0.147,0.1797,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,9,12,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,5,7,8,10,3,8,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,1,7,30,6,1,0.21315953927607728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377292324723321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555973557103092,0.3045624349002389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329373062559196,0.0,0.1113670614362121,0.0,0.0,0.1787881082589323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197285828237465,0.0,0.17375347453472498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056088646719254,0.2082779675721444,0.0,0.0,0.18863948451980994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016967100450657,0.1422856476777306,0.4322206322266187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669678781885293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29555597049005666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242950415354874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587894377564747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726775458377713
socialanxiety,Morty_Smith420,2018/11/01,Why are social interactions so tiring? Whenever i talk to someone or try to conversate i get really tired. Mentally and physically. After some conversation i want to just lay down and catch a breath. Why is it like this? Why cant I habe a normal conversation?,2.3104464285714283,5.241241770833334,5.030119047619049,71.2125,89.625,9.40952380952381,23.523809523809533,9.23628265651192,3.2738059523809526,207,8,35,8,7,73,38,48,0.07,0.835,0.095,-0.2342,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,7,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074811715916772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291117905844793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329096934531701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264437582481769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805827112764627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23559277130691186,0.1958231007214095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857615880228814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312656899530122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691200333129765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631769240494698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6256363749147976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shbibi,2018/11/01,"How to not be a bad texter I’ve gotten better at face to face conversation, but I simply do not no how to hold a conversation over text. I feel like I talk about myself too much, and don’t know ways to keep the conversation going other than to talk about my day or something random that’s on my mind. I ask people about their days or what they’re up to, but they don’t usually start talking about it like I do. How do you be a good texter and keep a conversation going without sounding too needy or self-centered??",9.860188679245283,5.6036336037735905,9.884622641509434,71.39410377358492,62.018867924528294,12.486792452830189,35.93396226415094,9.516144504307137,3.069950943396227,406,10,85,5,4,136,65,106,0.0,0.812,0.188,0.955,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,1,9,5,0,0,5,0,7,2,2,3,0,20,16,10,0,0,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,2,11,4,16,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,4,6,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081059054504693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704191206755995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18051425552109304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632616350576995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103201603196491,0.1458126280952612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23199511092514705,0.17119356131989305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628357426865351,0.0,0.0,0.1121707512020135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994307527517744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608783131314007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500406342196244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150068382700212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292599259698766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712997406516135,0.0,0.0,0.1444665450637225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921555195955122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247927837041955,0.0,0.0,0.1620090212652716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967499031852947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Overzealousmouse,2018/11/01,"Writing some of the dumbshit I think in a list makes me feel so melodramatic *  *None of the things I’ve achieved have really been me. They could have happened without me. I’m just surrounded by talented people.* 
* *I am vain for seeking validation from people. I feel low and say so, but people say I’m not so bad and try to lift me up. Are they annoyed at me for asking? Frustrated that I force them into saying nice things about me? I mean, what else could they say except that they think I’m great. I should just be quiet and feel low quietly. That’ll save everyone the trouble of leaping false praises upon me.* 
* *Never admit to feeling like you’ve achieved anything. It is presumptuous to think someone would be interested and you force them to act interested by mentioning it. God forbid anything you've done is brought up, you'd better change the subject to something neutral or downplay it or make a weird joke.* 
* *Say you are feeling out of your comfort zone or anxious anytime you're not confident. That way no one will be surprised if you fail.* 
* *If you’ve lost touch with a friend, it’s probably because they don’t want to see you. Don’t reach out to them. They might say no. Better to slowly drift away than to be rejected.* 
* *You are only friends with people because other people are actually friends with them. You have one friend, they have other friends they know who you see. But the others don’t really care about you.* 
* *You are actually not a nice person. Think of the mistakes you’ve made. You are the villain!* 

Relatable or have I genuinely lost my marbles? ",1.1463244897959193,3.7287895766666654,2.3737551020408176,88.9487142857143,96.56666666666666,5.115646258503404,23.12244897959184,6.7788397167469325,1.1256734693877553,1243,51,231,20,49,396,156,300,0.11800000000000001,0.637,0.245,0.9942,0,1,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,12,12,8,7,35,3,0,11,0,31,0,0,3,1,52,58,15,0,8,15,0,6,1,5,5,0,8,0,1,15,10,0,1,12,1,0,3,11,15,0,2,6,16,39,20,36,40,2,17,1,6,2,0,42,12,0,8,2,157,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.18379236101429064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638511578144623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498751045887765,0.0,0.08803608920104253,0.0,0.08847566536056008,0.0,0.07862788363321145,0.11481012185909448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665711432024835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601242883788698,0.0,0.09961920514443676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037391049872278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963684422603731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866681842046493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998331849243803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23807550510546646,0.06727495311955613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637769272131788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382258198631857,0.0,0.0,0.08327407926334139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051753281777287316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04600662753711606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559501086027315,0.0,0.0,0.08910578034415274,0.1257182000168925,0.0,0.0,0.10257856352092523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998993196057332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262958665037615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127623842589748,0.07162040742228434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264275527846438,0.08222547273048868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153101579404376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065522281071822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493258228693735,0.0,0.0,0.15008234189476066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978980055986752,0.0724965442088095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512451573803024,0.2413609264216996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393514046672782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554381199001679,0.07474763642176295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090776366121187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668955530754029,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rumillaire,2018/11/01,"I really don't know how to talk to people Especially when the topic is serious/sad. Even more so when it's over text or online messaging. I really, really, really can't do it. I don't know what to say, and I'm genuinely terrified of it because of how quickly it could get out of hand. God, I even get the jitters whenever it's brought up--imagine getting jittery when someone comes up to you seeking comfort. It's so stupid. I hate this so much.",3.185384615384617,4.538062923076922,5.559120879120879,78.36087912087912,73.61538461538461,9.595604395604397,30.582417582417587,9.957137785484203,3.225962637362638,350,16,69,10,7,124,57,91,0.129,0.785,0.086,-0.7070000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,11,3,2,0,2,0,6,1,1,2,0,9,15,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,10,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448149778741263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463776250515245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967312436480446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138135940272726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723474454861493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345423006170539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611146207018022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463466578537015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646948825366789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6087506271677341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889180385940788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128466054307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909425295043309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,andrewjordan94,2018/11/01,"Refresh Button (again) I quit my job today. The main reason was because of the overwhelming anxiety I felt every time I had to go into work. It was mainly because of the social aspects: getting along with co-workers, socializing about random things, helping customers out, etc. It was a restaurant job and the majority of the employees were around my age, 20's. I always had the feeling that everybody was friends and then there was me: not really wanting (or able) to carry on a conversation with anyone or interact unless absolutely necessary. The anxiety of having to face those social situations kept growing and growing until today I decided I couldn't really take it anymore. This isn't the first time I've quit a job because of social anxiety..anyone else get overly stressed out from having to interact with people at work? I'm trying to figure out how to deal with this in the future..",6.697311767986616,8.066638251533746,7.635716675962076,66.7111098717234,65.25766871165644,10.099051868377025,34.45008365867262,10.230975488527342,4.020391411042945,717,32,107,17,11,241,102,163,0.037000000000000005,0.897,0.066,0.5267,4,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,2,12,0,12,1,1,2,0,27,21,9,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,10,2,9,1,29,10,4,22,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,3,10,84,17,5,0.12167638661257002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124450095376196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616420543140072,0.0,0.12067028009925845,0.17015791727282611,0.12467183713470198,0.0,0.10831778097719526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225183877588996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254430118053526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164500784188972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570133477324212,0.0,0.0,0.10251760358061324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152323703766732,0.0,0.1168284125535512,0.0,0.0,0.10349787229424116,0.0,0.0,0.09400687446554436,0.0,0.1271417799948226,0.0,0.0691514945453534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815571171182541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622351162155631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435508599130631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25883562920988423,0.0,0.0,0.15589801793191574,0.1251035906112954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367693565932815,0.0,0.4961350123313244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393798897631013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148549991950028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083638463314359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190095905874142,0.0,0.2306699745245279,0.0,0.0,0.08261027946215069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717678853505658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26574557583816405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlphaTangoMango,2018/11/01,"What do I do if I can't afford a doctor/therapist? It's all getting worse. My anxiety, depression, and whatever else I have is affecting every aspect of my life. The soonest appointment was on the 19th of November when I checked 2 weeks ago. Even if I could afford to get it, I don't know how I would last that long.",2.968,4.26668518461539,5.092307692307696,81.70769230769233,74.07692307692308,9.507692307692308,28.384615384615394,9.888512548439397,2.8121384615384613,247,10,51,7,5,86,50,65,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.8176,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,2,1,9,12,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,4,9,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25055265177359404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622689136842707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256734587069605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434464980884003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28930480718373675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361182593382053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668801758436607,0.0,0.2381452726791244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953464849767721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533734621093784,0.23039791700764825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964443714150604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501368356238235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281790651379641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267252159803007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880450503248766,0.20078683575591985,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lalechuganormal,2018/11/01,"Why do people tell you ""You know you can come talk to me about anything"" when they're the ones causing your anxiety in the first place? For example, 80% of the times my roommate starts talking to me it's to complain about something I did wrong or haven't done yet, 15% is complaining about America (she's an international student from Spain), so even when it's that remaining 5% I'm always tense because I'm scared it's going to just be a lead-in to the other 95%.

One day it reached a point where I had an actual breakdown in front of her (usually I'm able to escape to some privacy before that happens), and in the middle of me hyperventilating and crying, she asked me why I was crying and I tried to explain my social anxiety to her (the reason I had the breakdown was because she decided to hold a sort-of intervention about how I'm not friendly enough to her because when she greets me I only mumble a short ""hi"" back, so she thinks I'm shunning her or whatever, so I was trying to explain to her why it was hard for me to force myself to be all social and friendly and how I'm trying but it's hard and when I get home after a long day of trying my hardest, what I really need is a moment to myself to relax and not feel pressured to keep it up 24/7). She then was like, ""You know, if you ever want to talk about these issues, you can come to me, right?""

I just don't get why she'd think that's a good response? Like I literally had a breakdown because you cornered me in the kitchen under the guise of wanting to talk about the tables, and you started criticizing my social skills and how I just want some peace, and you think I'd feel safe enough to open up to you after that? 80% of your conversations with me are criticism, and 15% is criticizing the only home I've ever known. It's reached the point where all she needs to do is open her mouth and panic sets in.

I'm obviously not going to say any of this to her because I don't want to be rude, but I just don't get it.",6.118488008342028,4.862057727493919,7.0584289190128615,79.31598540145987,66.61557177615572,9.872367049009386,31.493569690649988,8.841846274778883,2.2988270420577,1550,49,331,21,21,523,177,411,0.107,0.809,0.084,-0.7775,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,12,0,2,27,14,1,3,22,0,27,2,1,5,5,61,61,28,0,7,12,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,17,17,1,3,12,1,0,5,7,7,0,3,10,5,56,7,54,47,6,45,0,0,0,0,45,19,0,5,22,226,73,1,0.08745745047389777,0.0,0.08534585577362289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277160486456616,0.0,0.0,0.0594740653660165,0.0,0.13380942046192612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197002988229605,0.0,0.08176091030509985,0.0,0.0,0.0672493809881842,0.0,0.2665662502909048,0.0,0.07441984880768802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984289290018077,0.0,0.15067369914273324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213580532016106,0.11280564076261244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949933641304064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807338503793775,0.0,0.05776482120714961,0.1582205419743473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844222952392973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439126269543818,0.0,0.0,0.13513881857709478,0.0,0.13707872459838089,0.0,0.09940816912410637,0.0733551600668725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773383346214021,0.0,0.15668939446132418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545390733992675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912828561357707,0.0,0.07773620040831679,0.0,0.0,0.09612865514106092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545458531017389,0.0,0.0,0.07739709154393183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969718271412814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185268637154432,0.13303066413810566,0.0,0.10261247437073373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063198423862395,0.0,0.09137442137576292,0.0,0.16535111888806295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560274822495872,0.08992082510497433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468818484531788,0.0,0.06954967490187154,0.08756016499996394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674555709450874,0.0,0.06732901815924812,0.0,0.0,0.1238056671729041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28117994344629954,0.0764416665573562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811760865980202,0.0,0.0,0.050997142685515966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375114720558119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963220258014632,0.0,0.2063386809356504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156669836658623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562099279262372,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,burtshort,2018/11/01,"Does anyone else get depressed on holidays? This Halloween I let my social anxiety get the best of me.  I got a costume and everything and was planning on going to a party but I just couldn’t get myself to go.  I guess Halloween is all about scary things, and people are what scare me the most 😑",2.9906779661016927,4.812569423728816,4.212,85.88172881355933,75.10169491525423,6.753898305084746,25.359322033898305,7.554174236665415,1.3464345762711862,232,8,45,3,5,76,46,59,0.19399999999999998,0.706,0.1,-0.7814,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,8,1,6,8,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215529840878973,0.0,0.0,0.17563389962323564,0.2573679941563022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636024211134213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634466550714165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198130695477988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983224748668736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22574824818925546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937002811874973,0.0,0.2855076471652351,0.0,0.20089502710059434,0.0,0.2767078200781545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568529602356019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413956333223796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25147929908385386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560507567087165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687568456540036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sdf615,2018/11/01,"Talking to him tomorrow So there's this guy in my dorm who I've been wanting to get to know better. We have the same major, and according to his friends we have a ton in common. We've talked here and there, but nothing too personal. I tried to give myself a goal: I plan to get his number by the end of the school year. However, my friends said that was too long and gave me a two-week deadline (lol). I have to start somewhere, so I'm gonna start tomorrow. I'm lucky that we have some common interests for me to work off of. Wish me luck!",1.4986842105263136,3.111696587719301,3.036701754385966,93.59557894736844,78.73684210526315,6.665263157894738,22.803508771929828,7.554174236665415,0.7461677192982457,417,13,97,6,10,137,73,114,0.0,0.797,0.203,0.9707,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,4,7,6,0,0,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,14,19,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,15,6,15,14,4,12,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,3,9,60,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342995492282666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371087479541865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379473936720172,0.0,0.2285323994673377,0.2098051870301007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165558672851104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019650905703548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355020001262307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985676926246347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909678852889016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804193159279774,0.0,0.0,0.2213447467545399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096060997383897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515793242868712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848876102663822,0.0,0.21364649099582375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289999797433187,0.0,0.17543482067106192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515040592000777,0.0,0.0,0.15922244205536548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084114692427327
socialanxiety,grafmet,2018/11/01,self worth does anyone else feel like being less socially capable than most people makes them feel like you're somehow inferior? like when people who i know care about me talk about partying and all that shit i just feel ashamed that my anxiety prevents me from doing that kind of stuff. it's really weird and hard to explain i was just wondering if that's like a common thing.,3.730357142857141,6.312021638888893,4.154761904761909,83.59500000000001,75.66666666666667,8.003174603174603,24.174603174603178,8.841846274778883,1.9840769841269843,306,10,56,7,7,96,56,72,0.171,0.581,0.248,0.6772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,6,10,1,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,16,11,4,0,1,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,7,6,6,9,3,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,4,6,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545184999235503,0.0,0.0,0.14123309078769788,0.20695820887937466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059378725058673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767590383995534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873312568386076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063901014313212,0.28859723446359303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093950412842816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033701364797608,0.11100605279350599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947200215989055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348270164608603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800628900296684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939720509682473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071512602036135,0.0,0.20733540808233056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589897420757775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23122529029634326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623484464693328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419031723968186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904486457691544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EybjornTheElkhound,2018/11/01,"Hate it when people say ""You can talk to me about anything"" or ""I'm always here when you need it"". Only for them to ignore you... Happens with every ""friend"" I make, what the fuck wrong with me...",0.9565384615384644,3.0255876666666666,2.1304487179487204,97.15413461538462,82.58974358974359,3.9,14.878205128205128,3.1291,-1.262748717948718,145,2,32,0,4,46,31,39,0.27899999999999997,0.721,0.0,-0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,1,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,1,2,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26558155988356896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26265619449481425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689211247818685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24659603361312676,0.2950748012483573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822479397805686,0.0,0.0,0.3151220708678884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213053709278956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666634920191526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427491557998354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212777495136766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538230561798161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565430847904908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489708997175889,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,illgocher,2018/11/01,"I have no friends anymore Yesterday my friend told me I don't have anxiety, I'm just faking it. I loved him and now I don't know what to feel.
It's true, I've never been diagnozed, but I can't access qualified specialists where I live. 
I have been living like this for years. I am terrified of speaking in public, I can't initiate conversations, because my voice and my knees start trembling and I feel like I'm gonna puke. I don't trust people and I can't open up to them because I feel like they hate me. I opened up to him, and that's what happened. I don't know what to do. I don't have any more friends, and I'm terrified of loneliness. I want to end my life.
I wonder if I'm really just faking it. 
I'm sorry you had to read it, I have noone else to talk to",1.2872198460222428,2.632786263473058,3.5471727972626184,90.87720059880242,78.5808383233533,7.406159110350728,22.707014542343888,8.192908349453996,1.0310739093242085,594,18,141,11,14,205,85,167,0.228,0.629,0.14400000000000002,-0.9623,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,1,2,0,4,13,1,1,0,0,18,3,1,0,2,21,36,8,0,2,4,0,3,3,3,1,1,2,0,0,9,8,0,0,6,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,5,30,9,14,31,1,13,0,0,0,1,14,6,0,2,10,86,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021781765048285,0.0,0.13523774110622952,0.0,0.17532023475149885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552932473693695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767867134724216,0.0,0.15657637451020034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681588627600002,0.2525861828691797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409743988809765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563277329654399,0.0,0.0,0.17453561923056118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430952068962698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486635002969065,0.25910025717073826,0.0,0.3122034780034602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955265110734393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634517160333834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255837532086393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768298331557468,0.0,0.11325107175782885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789296829850506,0.1251272048471154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209066994231098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892277055559654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042705999930564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917125308682026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384180774853797
socialanxiety,myflagisred,2018/11/01,"Is dating the most difficult social experience? I’m unable to find love again How appropriate is it that the condition’s acronym amounts to “SAD”? 

I’ve been fighting it for years and have learned to control it in certain social situations (even if I still tend to avoid them when I can). But dating seems impossible. 

I was once married to my college sweetheart. I pushed myself hard to pursue her back in the day and it seemed to work. I stayed with her for nearly a decade, so I didn’t have to really think about my anxiety around attractive women as an issue. Then it all fell apart when I discovered that she had been cheating. I was shattered, but I walked. My confidence with women has since been destroyed. 

If making an explicit sexual advance scared me before, now it absolutely terrifies me. Even flirting scares me. I keep pushing myself toward dating but nothing works out. One apparently promising case ended very badly: I hung out with a long-time crush — a stunning beauty — as friends a few times. I had no expectations, so I actually managed to actually enjoy her company. At one point she unexpectedly made a move. I blanked out. I couldn’t believe it (probably because of my low confidence) so I carried on as if nothing had happened. I developed feelings for her after that occasion and became increasingly anxious when talking to her. That compelled me to ask her out but she rejected me. 

I still kick myself over the above episode. It could have boosted my confidence with women but it destroyed it further instead. But ultimately it’s not about her or about my ex-wife. It’s about being stuck in this prison in my head. I’d give anything to find love again. It’s been years and I don’t know what to do. 

Please share your experiences and any advice that might help. Thanks.



P.S.: this is my first Reddit post",4.096255530973451,6.660169734513277,4.936252765486729,78.54075082964603,74.36873156342183,7.7773230088495575,29.472806047197643,8.660442795831766,2.636127507374631,1456,64,251,30,32,471,195,339,0.157,0.6809999999999999,0.162,0.72,1,2,0,0,2,0,42.0,0,1,1,5,23,23,4,3,11,0,24,3,1,5,3,48,41,26,0,6,11,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,21,14,0,3,8,0,0,7,5,12,0,3,12,2,47,11,43,25,5,47,0,3,0,2,27,18,0,8,20,186,68,5,0.0,0.0,0.2245291811535846,0.0,0.0,0.11241790480309674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823263985967058,0.0,0.08800696687207354,0.12996493870319306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466992703156646,0.10241194691564093,0.1075489259248216,0.0,0.0,0.08846034941880035,0.09605543032678933,0.07012865634595494,0.0,0.09789243755833313,0.12961316239961268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902960771357294,0.09185183433308038,0.0,0.0,0.07419270074787497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189324142618228,0.0,0.0,0.15196857407495834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506668975459934,0.0,0.0,0.0581687921293966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029297029810615,0.09785483516793204,0.0,0.0,0.0888813170895512,0.0,0.0,0.11035895943942624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173143608978903,0.0,0.10305521315284924,0.0,0.11806648520717095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771103605848963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007416620139795,0.0,0.10225479178489116,0.0,0.0,0.06322418361316735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180872539448413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766015116040284,0.10885570970584664,0.07679156073222389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204159250738104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227165059347085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207721840909733,0.0,0.0,0.12251618669755099,0.15591114186798016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262817872912962,0.1087520623884823,0.0,0.11017862544183976,0.0,0.1240349474380808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369897810248885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303546196930953,0.0,0.0,0.20946019343451044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516409530858093,0.1293122510519897,0.0,0.2345420672740877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261967661555798,0.18374569645572644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246656133232084,0.0,0.10591539985634577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371439551794144,0.0,0.0,0.06708203101696636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492186185255616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675041811250689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816680789296388
socialanxiety,xcrazytx,2018/11/01,"Fuck tonight, need to rant I went to this Halloween event (note, event not party, this wasn't something i was invited to i just went it was at a bar) and just sat around like an asshole smoking cigs by myself. Everyone was having so much fun or at least was acting like it and it just made me sick to my stomach. Fuck the bar/club scene, it just made me hate everyone. I felt people looking at me weird, and i just feel like an asshole kinda scowling in the corner. I couldn't gather the energy to talk to people, i just didn't feel like listening to them or getting rejected or getting drained of energy. Why the fuck does it have to be like this? It isn't even that the people were assholes, they seemed nice, i am the asshole. fuck. ",3.5644348894348887,4.804428391891894,4.327542997542999,88.000257985258,72.51351351351352,7.273710073710076,26.29238329238329,7.686295010490155,1.325613513513514,574,19,119,7,11,184,82,148,0.235,0.655,0.109,-0.9670000000000001,1,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,9,14,5,0,9,0,13,7,1,2,0,23,32,7,0,2,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,4,1,0,4,1,0,3,5,7,0,0,13,5,15,7,15,17,2,12,0,1,1,4,5,6,4,5,8,79,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935272906625833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715784929096555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597293275312928,0.0,0.0,0.27769132342139546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694168473573244,0.20761260062276807,0.13951609661817382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537330487595236,0.15183228526565373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345912907092542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35494471366964003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202004982643401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27498321336463444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068162842832612,0.10774221000577347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022096783691953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228069804111062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118632966760046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679108166511712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693993658040415,0.13111564081149302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NathanTheNinja,2018/11/01,"How to get over anxiety when paying for something? I’m a 15M and I am never comfortable paying for stuff on my own when I’m at the register mostly because I don’t know how anything works. I’ve been this way my whole life and I always figured it would go away eventually, but whenever I’m trying to make any “transactions” if you will when paying for stuff at the store I always end up embarrassing myself. I wouldn’t care too much except it’s something I’m always self conscious about, I even find myself watching YouTube vlogs and stuff and seeing them going to big stores that look cool, but then I stress about how uncomfortable I’d be there. I actively avoid anything that requires me to spend money without my parents with me, which I hate because it makes me feel childish and immature. It even went to a point where I was afraid to go to any sit down place with my girlfriend because I would have to pay the bill, and eventually led to us breaking up because of it.

I hate it especially because I don’t really face anxiety anywhere else, just when I’m paying for something. I don’t stress about conversations or other social situations.

I’ve never told anyone about this anxiety because I’m extremely embarrassed that something so simple is so embarrassing for me.

Thanks for listening to my post/rant, do you guys have any advice?",5.089500307188207,6.675153424124512,5.801216465287732,77.56259881220564,69.23346303501945,8.679008806061848,30.25783329920131,9.134995656068208,2.6948490272373538,1078,43,192,21,19,351,141,257,0.174,0.774,0.053,-0.9837,1,1,4,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,1,2,19,13,2,7,5,1,15,2,1,6,2,34,38,20,0,4,7,1,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,2,16,8,0,2,5,0,10,6,7,9,0,0,4,6,29,4,33,29,4,29,0,0,3,0,13,12,0,3,8,130,45,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837128167743144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251290696350094,0.0,0.0,0.20537240216718688,0.0,0.23103147517949404,0.0,0.0,0.07038917524435574,0.0,0.1656818293263115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458058939329528,0.0,0.0,0.36819646225310304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263739833503624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409492058162706,0.0,0.08916167554374659,0.0,0.0,0.1329800927408276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090059848935384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200842629211176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525947024762044,0.0,0.17163526961220005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967681988097817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987769649328341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532431854098392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110455215549699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453548868772341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439290234896975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400232014768525,0.0,0.15528222556540722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117795339072708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517628874080608,0.0,0.09516348646558563,0.0,0.09641180039029576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449028690720691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021909920702437,0.0,0.10501833422578943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315467847278005,0.0,0.10261801180798552,0.0,0.30999556103040465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306289508784601,0.0,0.3457211915880701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926812650662331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619227234851868,0.0,0.0683467396785674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109081168019847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990531045701008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331993829211573,0.0,0.11239185809080887,0.0,0.0970400411879884,0.0,0.07328726243592001,0.0,0.0,0.14302284841550292,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,max120802,2018/11/01,Advice please? I don’t know if this is the place for this but most people seem intelligent here. One of my good friends told me he was smoking weed with a couple of people and I don’t know what to do. We’re only soft-mores in highschool and I don’t want them to throw their life away but I don’t want to be a snitch...  I’m not sure what the right thing to do is... ,-0.027870370370369102,1.6749971234567909,1.615540123456789,101.51368055555555,83.93827160493827,4.5438271604938265,15.063271604938276,5.148860815047168,-1.249754320987654,281,4,73,1,8,91,55,81,0.03,0.759,0.21100000000000002,0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,0,1,14,17,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,8,3,10,14,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,0,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404333933603025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311684026687289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722453208001237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009460024721234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637178829600772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704409948784229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378963114631188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672719958469367,0.18712914014064488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411547600428721,0.0,0.2570657977794407,0.2700847226358722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012201809742687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239911212078444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23189552976643116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346209050806726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351075848704611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902487196572825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,messd99,2018/11/01,"I went for a social gathering I was dreading and regretted it Exactly what it says in the title. Just wanted to rant. I thought I was doing fine until recently when I decided to be social and meet some former coworkers. My anxiety flared up when people mentioned inside jokes I didn't understand, and my ex-teammate arrived and didn't talk to me or ask how I was. I haven't felt this way in a long time and I hate it. It seems it never pays off to go for things that I feel uneasy about. Why am I like this.",2.9856428571428566,4.2323622666666685,4.8125595238095285,83.93598214285716,73.95238095238095,8.29761904761905,25.505952380952376,8.841846274778883,1.845880952380952,398,13,82,8,8,136,72,105,0.161,0.777,0.062,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,3,0,9,0,0,1,2,19,19,10,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,6,1,1,2,4,3,0,0,8,3,14,3,12,10,1,15,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,3,9,60,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782569376255577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783891505025968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782011264444768,0.0,0.2237323227759295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242861184103846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300554914340187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138400617151458,0.0,0.0,0.2062122154347404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797166423458007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615442589202977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300756216636826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530402445601127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212129414085857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750618291097269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728978672591495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480576773643684,0.0,0.0,0.18498902394609812,0.13587375913283034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425783301997973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374391326496768,0.1849576028247208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600857294142906,0.21026109231892406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GusherGauntlet,2018/11/01,"I can't even ride a train without freaking out When I get on the train each day, I get so nervous that my lips automatically start quivering, my heart starts to pound like crazy, and sometimes my eyes twitch a little. And then my body gets all fidgety and shaky. And I never know where to look or how to sit or stand without seeming weird or awkward. Makes me freak out internally. Being around other people on the train didn't used to freak me out THIS badly. It just makes me feel like my anxiety gets worse and worse with time...",6.257820512820516,6.2377896538461535,5.920000000000003,83.49166666666667,65.92307692307692,8.471794871794872,28.871794871794872,7.793537801064563,1.5598641025641022,420,12,86,4,6,130,71,104,0.237,0.688,0.075,-0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,4,0,3,5,4,4,2,27,16,12,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,1,3,12,2,13,14,2,18,0,0,2,0,0,8,0,5,9,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134996391134286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644861255320653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427678163157535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523987791291934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916256116906322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204006810266453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342620204384834,0.13200105067200718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861426738238214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895553871391726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154577972259524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805403910719243,0.185189940776778,0.0,0.0,0.15516182285492344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466732969896249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425074459834346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809753983563793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682093579356495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274408994785185,0.0,0.261564941040741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077419549878457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595835581237835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562269507015166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765966130354068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,awkwardtotoro,2018/11/01,"Is it social anxiety? There's always this nagging thought most people think i'm weird, or that I'm not a very nice person to be around. At work, at church, even back when I was in uni...in my head I feel like people don't like me, or avoid me, because maybe i'm weird or have offended/annoyed/angered people without knowing it. And I can't shake it...this feeling comes and goes. People get to know me, but they slowly become distant, or fade away. 

Also feel like I can't get close to people...most friendships I have are shallow and on the surface. 

And I feel a lot of guilt. For not being a nice enough person, for not having enough friends (so that means im probably not a good enough friend). 

Is this social anxiety? I tend to overthink alot too, in all situations. ",2.7519730269730256,4.4955363051948085,3.741688311688314,89.33582917082916,75.55844155844156,6.037162837162838,24.183816183816184,6.67199483983844,0.7435990009990006,597,19,122,5,13,192,94,154,0.17,0.754,0.076,-0.8775,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,1,8,14,1,3,6,0,12,1,1,0,1,31,28,12,0,0,10,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,1,9,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,2,4,12,8,15,24,7,14,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,7,6,77,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105341734551775,0.10960710453600442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154101539698044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726462406187925,0.0,0.0,0.12376150051649873,0.10128964375145416,0.0,0.08029932805737115,0.14548170825781453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347082370589205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083264496212739,0.0,0.08700419357713719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664197584997002,0.1882110546741339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354332767867933,0.0,0.13764344966400258,0.0,0.0,0.11048604345978877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351895205500858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422873595790057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447870164820584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930649258582002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198926612536003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233710023859682,0.14348891178653825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36529062383804267,0.2300372163200493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202358142690594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806624581307545,0.0,0.26855741125834803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440510251680321,0.0,0.1045762263730472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086882612881335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697976598208474,0.0,0.09589855197560088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BruhImSkill,2018/11/01,"social anxiety, but only when going to a social event (particularly work, party, and hanging out with friends) So, this is my first time confronting this issue of mine because I hate self diagnosing myself and the 2018 culture of everyone seemingly flaunting their depression, anxiety, etc.

​

but I decided to just say fuck it.

​

To start off I want to say that I personally feel that I'm not a super shy person and I have grown from being a super introvert to being a situational extrovert, how I see myself is that I don't have a problem talking to people but they have to engage the conversation. I find me taking the initiative in starting up conversation very disingenuous for some reason. And with this I honestly believe I come off creepy or univiting when all I want is for people to strike up conversation. Then this all leads to people just wanting to avoid me all together (or at least that's what I've conjured up in my head).

 I've been having this issue ever since I was kid and being forced to go to my families house even though I didn't like them. I think this is where it possibly stems from. Now I get really bad social anxiety from any social event (work, school, parties, and hanging out with friends), but the weirdest thing about my case is that if I actually follow through with said events when I get there and start going my anxiety goes away completely.

This year I started taking public speaking to hopefully combat this and while it did help me with speaking with intent and breaking out of my shell a little bit I still can't get over that initial anxiety and engaging conversation without it being disingenuous. 

​

I'm probably missing little details, but this feels so damn good to let off my chest. Can anyone relate to this and or have any tips?",7.7929766782225025,8.024782164670661,8.01189725811535,68.93129057674129,62.68263473053892,10.983674755751656,35.543019224708466,10.65788864234165,3.9562658682634737,1449,60,240,33,19,474,179,334,0.17300000000000001,0.726,0.10099999999999999,-0.9795,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,3,6,16,19,4,1,10,0,22,4,2,4,4,55,51,29,0,6,13,0,2,1,2,0,1,5,0,4,22,21,0,1,7,0,0,9,5,9,0,1,5,8,35,10,46,41,7,45,0,2,1,1,26,17,2,7,19,180,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.07887135521896732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627142810180145,0.2946255007301668,0.10992449705446423,0.0,0.3091459519982481,0.0,0.0,0.05651315321701924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593564381432187,0.0,0.06748362887256729,0.04926880450258477,0.0,0.0,0.09105957381709663,0.0,0.0,0.0882375213244671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962165145290608,0.08474112644591009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961252500637627,0.08203340038784547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013874225432783,0.05338267091344013,0.07310881387197406,0.0,0.0772296110396745,0.0,0.0,0.07619250535923973,0.0,0.0817328321089397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387053867661103,0.06874779861370592,0.0,0.0,0.12488692821989116,0.07471933952679888,0.12667966924415489,0.0,0.13780031170085985,0.06779029672072984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979574299788438,0.08294746942367376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417379255121305,0.0,0.0,0.08027523752316347,0.0,0.09325861390227384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871592665923876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264674830529793,0.0,0.039485918162011815,0.16201127742160548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061469351213034734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809697634996273,0.14114263361075444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111551838324022,0.0,0.0,0.08714060549896259,0.07733646624460765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177712982634723,0.08309925858906185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688095326094709,0.12854700594014212,0.0,0.08179694833395343,0.06440527579247854,0.07357800547674216,0.08431576577073298,0.0,0.0,0.06685742251062336,0.09084816890602136,0.0,0.32955450345871745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22882706290076854,0.0,0.06454516077000699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215373144417766,0.06496227320874877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369505061534149,0.051787961313323416,0.07940795162461578,0.0,0.04712840148408005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668724168283173,0.14301407419232806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791025675190577,0.0,0.11767986416999975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946255007301668,0.05204720774798887
socialanxiety,theJakester42,2018/11/01,"Will I be an asshole if I offer to help with a power bill? My neighbor just got a notice on his door that said they will turn out  the lights if he doesn't pay up. It gets pretty cold this time of year  where I am and I know that our apartments only have electric heating.  Also, having no power sucks. I probably cant pay his whole bill, but I'd  like to help him keep the lights on till he can scrape some more cash  together. I don't know him all that well, but he is a chill enough guy.  How do I help with out sounding like ""Yo dude, heard you were poor.  Want to rely on some college kid to not freeze to death?""",2.7822052586938057,3.307015091603056,3.6881933842239203,94.54508057676,73.65648854961832,6.4329092451229855,21.425784563189143,5.82211442006289,-0.07550958439355338,471,9,113,2,9,151,93,131,0.065,0.763,0.172,0.9097,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,1,2,5,4,1,0,6,0,13,1,0,1,1,19,23,8,1,3,6,0,1,2,1,2,1,3,2,2,5,5,0,1,2,0,6,0,5,1,1,0,4,7,15,3,15,16,6,11,0,0,0,0,19,8,1,4,5,72,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920341654414132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315432250058088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707694272201055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922396837043433,0.0,0.0,0.22188275211172226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506052029387178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918007063377804,0.0,0.0,0.2463062539763408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189565511133424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551261343782494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042932983801606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279784691545889,0.24160520167842395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315938891498454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306677510460775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437438360707445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217314721895776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014823880604041,0.0,0.0,0.2501867015612706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430558581442707
socialanxiety,MindwormJim,2019/07/29,"*silent frustrated wailing* Don't know if this goes here. Seemed like the closest match.

+++

Need to go to the store? No problem.
Chatting with co-workers? No problem.
Asking a stranger for directions? No problem.
Hang out with a couple close friends? No problem.

Get invited to a larger social event on the weekend?
Claim illness and then not leave my apartment for three straight days.

Gaming convention?
Buy tickets. Buy hotel room. Drive up with friends. Spend entire weekend hiding in hotel room.

Ask someone out on a date?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA",2.547483709273184,4.768057663157894,2.942706766917293,82.02228070175441,109.21052631578951,3.9147869674185465,28.734335839598998,5.916634753146586,1.733696741854636,438,23,67,5,21,135,70,95,0.259,0.636,0.105,-0.9443,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,16,8,3,0,6,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,0,0,2,7,4,3,6,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,14,8,0,21,1,0,0,0,7,12,0,2,7,34,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527376474340463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874537690780506,0.0,0.12166815471907763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29151185306046834,0.0,0.09856549347697348,0.0,0.10721811799096337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368095077135392,0.0,0.0,0.19976051802812286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216827843611523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398867714984076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7220770630027619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174624299552727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923120485006293,0.15984845984268306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734453942088776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,R0GU375,2019/07/29,Any books to cope with anxiety? hey guys can anyone please suggests for me some good books to cope with social anxiety?,4.622727272727271,7.166974909090911,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,72.63636363636364,8.036363636363637,24.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.965109090909092,96,3,17,2,2,29,17,22,0.126,0.6679999999999999,0.20600000000000002,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530785553824327,0.0,0.5693959983844464,0.0,0.0,0.2602198337861481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31214644274475706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684925332867831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085150693638815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37936574598919204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mitcha23,2019/07/29,"Just joined Hey y’all, just joined this community. I’m 20 now, been dealing with SA for probably the last 5-6 years but it’s gotten pretty bad this year in my second year of college to the point where I’m really not enjoying some things in my life that normal people enjoy. Always down to talk if anyone needs tho and glad I finally found ppl who understand this. Cheers.",2.035,4.5199751351351365,3.485067567567569,86.55165540540544,81.43243243243244,6.943243243243244,18.70945945945946,8.07648339933343,0.9044378378378388,296,7,58,6,8,97,62,74,0.1,0.7020000000000001,0.198,0.866,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,7,4,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,4,4,8,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,6,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665828085629972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525817782560298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973385115800116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436616983113344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25890480007950323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25914049888408275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926530209341966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693772421016148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524709694072715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23156828147153086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638521207202338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234227679787336,0.0,0.0,0.2404482087195123,0.2548202827061759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514088958243611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899654555933316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570173617612358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460438650662305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456596007675233
socialanxiety,idkwhattotypeinhere1,2019/07/29,"Extreme sweating when nervous in public. Anyone else? Hey there, so this is a problem I've been facing for a year or so. Whenever I'm introduced to a new environment of people, or when I'm in an uncomfortable social situation (i.e someone compliments me, or says something bad/embarrassing about me), I start sweating like NUTS. Only on my armpits, but it's so strong, that basically anyone who gets remotely close to me can feel it. And so it gets me stuck in a vicious cycle: get anxious > sweat > get anxious because I sweat > sweat more > get more anxious because I can't stop sweating, and repeat. It sucks so much, because I'm very careful when it comes to hygiene, I brush my teeth, shower frequently, use deodorant, etc. but still, none of this stops these ""breakouts"" from happening. 

Does anyone else go through this? Did you find a solution to it?

Thanks",4.716509971509971,6.6872410308642,5.4403703703703705,78.25320512820518,70.79012345679013,8.194491927825261,32.831908831908834,8.841846274778883,2.981161823361824,685,33,120,13,13,222,104,162,0.151,0.73,0.11900000000000001,-0.3777,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,1,11,9,2,1,6,0,5,9,9,1,0,15,23,15,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,12,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,3,11,5,14,20,5,18,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,3,12,70,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599884081946759,0.0,0.2847040956388231,0.278130521043422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133238572786166,0.24820824234047614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837964701369945,0.0,0.0,0.11691419422108153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877297285138395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22675994548778886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513681189521195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686261242588261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240492623461422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35455089867390394,0.0,0.07713506775411516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002027063921965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630788280157184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997727446949111,0.0,0.0,0.13108306930395466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322420563703304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409392112380367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298695225724463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793315947977973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255944440348165,0.0,0.1383535093600409,0.11499849103297552,0.10448695360333828,0.0,0.0,0.0960661343013266,0.0,0.1083893487846954,0.2269426555494081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495640919096106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722194469950062,0.0,0.11198650080066942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740179568175634
socialanxiety,M_J_R-69,2019/07/29,"Social anxiety sucks man I am pretty sociable with people I know, but I’ve always been sorta a introvert and shy. My brother and family are huge people persons and can make friends in a snap. Everyone loves them and I get treated so differently. This is the one big problem in my life and I feel like when I get older I won’t have any friends or someone to love. Can anyone lend me some advice or assistance? I would give anything to be able to talk with someone and have an engaging conversation without being awkward.",4.366500000000002,6.233595250000002,5.687000000000001,76.55350000000001,71.5,8.6,31.5,9.188382445141503,3.0664,415,19,72,9,8,139,75,100,0.07400000000000001,0.636,0.29,0.9807,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,10,1,1,4,0,12,3,0,1,0,19,21,11,0,2,4,1,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,11,7,8,16,1,6,0,0,0,2,12,4,1,4,3,49,12,0,0.18650427153575067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822498156254128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518649446343186,0.0,0.0,0.12682930014829386,0.0,0.14267525724020955,0.0,0.0,0.13040812309810365,0.0,0.15347712428010835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485726834414865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821282391737944,0.0,0.0,0.17581962874880494,0.0,0.09430216351482353,0.13323868885045578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28818547508934433,0.0,0.1948815683949921,0.17891189171045466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249787012797616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173348257228118,0.09111656637772864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366547733478683,0.0,0.12449304947951645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263801211611099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585971576101834,0.1628483360999108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974189364778726,0.0,0.1784593999076641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011761779395908,0.31604892808600904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990506880419266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978346234001347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248728343003213,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thatweirdnonbinary,2019/07/29,"Speaking to people makes me shiver sometimes I hate talking to people in public and on the phone. Speaking verbally makes me uncomfortable and anxious.  I prefer online conversation, such as emailing, texting or chatrooms. 

​

Anyone feels this way?",6.6308333333333325,10.63032175,6.185000000000002,62.59333333333333,81.5,6.666666666666668,36.66666666666666,7.793537801064563,4.348916666666667,210,12,21,4,6,65,33,40,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299570404807288,0.3359584419174908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31234833281437874,0.0,0.19332410998621571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397986674308861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729708062212506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691105648685994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833585220940954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734498427281605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222744504337094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194602078181392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359584419174908,0.0
socialanxiety,sutrotka,2019/07/29,"Girl i like asked to come over, not sure if i can handle it she just found out that she has to stay at the school she’s been going to opposed to transferring to a much nicer one bc she didn’t make the grades and the old school is terrible people terrible everything, i feel bad for her.

i replied with something like i’m gonna be honest i want to hang out with you but last time this happened before the girl came over i threw up and was shaking and nauseous  and wanted to die.

You guys know what it’s like, is it terrible that i chose myself over her?",4.558817733990146,4.51388631034483,4.910788177339903,89.37017241379313,69.51724137931035,8.352709359605912,26.05418719211823,7.957251820313856,1.1689325123152714,436,11,99,5,7,138,77,116,0.16,0.741,0.099,-0.8549,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,10,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,1,1,22,22,6,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,10,0,1,3,0,0,6,2,5,0,1,6,1,16,5,17,14,1,17,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,6,63,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941113470538465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691692213228522,0.0,0.0,0.17240448956190396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172958245471276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745288562614175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027512162303336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209101075116074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244469507182513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214921992893014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514679840598167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006137790417496,0.17916558979347358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134806095007016,0.16515256589294308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969521115098541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524241668629305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894019612996964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126030190255432,0.0,0.13729242779732256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046288001468618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41010023578816623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559775408634017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595317559187127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095564704670087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181423571086815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390069016097785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emmmkayy,2019/07/29,"Dealing with SA after weight loss Hello everyone! This is my first time posting on this sub. I’ve been suffering from anxiety disorder for many years. I feel as if my social anxiety has skyrocketed since my weight loss. People are constantly staring at me wherever I go. My therapist said it may be in my head, but I’ve had family, friends, and my SO point it out while in public. To the point that it angers any female friends I am with. I’ve tried to laugh it off and say it’s probably because I am a mixed ethnic background, but my friends still roll their eyes or make insulting comments. This makes me feel extremely self conscious and prevents me from enjoying normal activities and living a normal life. I get stressed out even going to the grocery store (thank goodness for delivery). Does anyone have any suggestions for overcoming this? I’m sorry again if this post is coming off arrogant, I just don’t know what to do at this point. I’m almost tempted to just gain all the weight back again 😔.",3.940055435786881,6.224205900523561,4.669251616877123,81.59766861718512,73.76439790575915,8.47317523868186,28.51278102864181,9.168548406835145,2.669719186941792,801,33,146,19,17,257,125,191,0.127,0.7240000000000001,0.149,0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,8,13,2,1,5,0,13,6,2,2,1,28,26,12,0,4,7,0,5,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,13,9,3,1,4,0,1,3,1,6,0,1,3,9,17,7,23,21,1,27,0,3,2,0,14,12,0,5,10,91,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945483750692808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224683782169724,0.0,0.18251783535472432,0.0,0.0,0.0834125299681967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172905319024988,0.0,0.07271998460760877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276046827452494,0.0,0.12891349351178974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298597854530545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672026167309145,0.0,0.10439422167582164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787919870662734,0.0,0.0,0.1139896975937808,0.0,0.0,0.1124589458355618,0.0,0.12063638143658532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147067515578556,0.0,0.0,0.27649672818930204,0.0,0.062325736609857074,0.0,0.1355940694046338,0.10005741734240944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242916710944765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556038428138737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426026540240197,0.0,0.0,0.10533801904944533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925818076118553,0.12094450968759615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337638774924861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270283570687928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383116994537557,0.0,0.2284996851128241,0.0,0.12861817035259748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347508416732653,0.09486668478865684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444875110993975,0.0,0.0,0.09868050960363492,0.0,0.0,0.12160432275979427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353889199240868,0.0,0.0,0.09526764745112294,0.0,0.13664987698677356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982908626205924,0.0,0.13850851806322673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956078324010705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099220443876677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358006825428948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682086432814103
socialanxiety,malamala1073,2019/07/29,"Asking for help is for suckers (or people who aren’t incredibly afraid of inconveniencing others) I’m moving out of my apartment and I’m not physically able to carry my TV stand up the stairs and out to my car on my own. I was able to drag it up the first couple steps before the legs catch on the edge of the stair and now it won’t budge. 

I also have a good friend who has offered multiple times to help me move. She lent me some cleaning supplies and I was already pretty nervous accepting them. 

I’m sure she’d be willing to come over and help me carry this thing. Between the two of us it’d be pretty easy. But am I going to call her? Nope. Probably not. I already accepted one favor and my stupid brain will not allow me to ask for another for fear that it’ll annoy her and she’ll never talk to me again. So now I’m sitting in my stairwell, staring at this stupid unwieldy TV stand and wondering how much they’ll take out of my security deposit if I just leave it.",2.407884108867428,4.075326621890547,4.108738659642963,86.66396839332752,76.31343283582089,6.719461515949664,24.26134035703834,7.510576382923642,1.0747796897863622,765,25,160,10,17,257,122,201,0.113,0.7340000000000001,0.153,0.8631,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,1,7,14,4,3,7,0,17,2,2,2,2,27,27,14,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,12,12,0,1,3,2,1,7,7,7,0,3,2,1,26,7,28,15,3,29,0,0,1,0,19,13,0,4,6,114,38,0,0.2941894715009801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246453972859644,0.1176316070358026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542416558606649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750274431939357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516678608445628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420637224740445,0.1502001713786371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670909019102933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275752732132884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655224724901044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511870708598624,0.0,0.0,0.11364502795656012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359732812651909,0.12337608548504282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29578350224879263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557520863565978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126768505464304,0.1081315557138267,0.0,0.11344852831359535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967519978621464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197696881491068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992964555406317,0.15859300391542314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863504765014414,0.0,0.11059693511863512,0.11822917674668365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772320634814814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577212332064094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436901831271723,0.0,0.1769368558107221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951796628007456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lynny208629,2019/07/29,"Trying to find a job that can help my SA go away? I got very anxious when talking to people, not sure if working for customer service is a good way to overcome my SA?",4.679714285714288,4.179945114285714,5.732142857142858,85.13535714285717,69.28571428571429,7.0,34.64285714285714,3.1291,1.7518571428571423,129,6,27,0,2,43,30,35,0.111,0.733,0.156,0.4029,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,16,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501201966830585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911790538569516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28326030411165265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613408041666667,0.2599453098480376,0.2478704946082657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077321382495459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075467349318952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148587763320575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920949410538974,0.0,0.0,0.24910111114054545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041462229694452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25571558970406044,0.0,0.2459992356388036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256246854956695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VienneseDude,2019/07/29,"Okay guys.. soo this is important. Never tell any girls about your social anxiety or depressions. No matter how nice they seem to be, dont tell them! They will hurt you, ghost you, no matter what nice of a guy you are. This hurts the crap out of you and make you feel like you just want to die. And it makes the SA and depressions just way way worse.

This post is also a reminder to myself!",0.9045850914205359,3.231469810126584,1.8738396624472564,97.26226441631508,85.07594936708861,5.536427566807316,15.106891701828413,6.937597516519254,-0.421406188466948,301,5,68,4,9,94,56,79,0.303,0.5489999999999999,0.147,-0.9595,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,7,3,0,5,9,1,0,4,1,6,1,1,3,1,16,11,6,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,11,4,7,9,0,5,0,4,0,0,16,1,1,2,2,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916998910367804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268485102869739,0.0,0.14269686747912586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213203728373097,0.0,0.1935913064001588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861472458762896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431644694646613,0.13325886978409945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693930434261217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39937384190942177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113036730443973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24902381151823505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386537903215565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864659211082776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698122008233925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014641386709888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32607528901815463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002171337282657,0.2961216645040343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009257412017175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cheesismylife,2019/07/29,If instagram removes likes i might actually start posting The only reason i don't post is because in anxious if the amount of linea il get and what people will think of me,14.825588235294113,7.367196264705885,13.981764705882352,55.377941176470614,56.941176470588225,15.952941176470587,51.647058823529406,11.20814326018867,5.928623529411764,139,6,24,2,1,47,30,34,0.059000000000000004,0.858,0.083,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.2951200942514071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416506020500609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435354873882367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800293115829625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774803675205378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320821784485407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300054395312466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966122772985066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5792730576547086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109400232687809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140557372922737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377970597113245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,interead,2019/07/29,"Telling your parent(s) they caused your social anxiety is like talking to a brick wall...that throws a brick back at you I told my ma that I felt she had a big role in my social anxiety and she could not believe I would say such a thing.

When I lived at home I wasn't really allowed to hangout with much of anyone unless she met their parents...well my ma doesn't like people and she definitely didn't jump for opportunities to meet said parents. I had a couple close friends and I could go to their houses and whatnot. 
From elementary school through 8th grade my little sister and I had a babysitter, who I hated and was embarrassed to have. Most other kids by 7th grade were allowed to stay home by themselves. And since I went to this baby sitter's house I couldn't go anywhere to anyone else's house or after school groups,  or sports. 

When I was in high school I had to watch my sister! So i still couldn't do anything or go anywhere. I was basically anchored to my neighborhood all my life. I had a few boyfriends and I made up things like we're going to the mall multiple times a week. Still had a few close friends I was allowed to go hangout with. But my ma would even then pull dumb stuff like when I ask to go hangout she'd give me a list of chores to do first....when she could have done that at the beginning of the day or the previous day....all to try to keep me at home. There were even times where since my sister couldn't get her own shit together I had to come home multiple times a week to pick the door because she forgot her keys AGAIN.

I've always felt like the odd one out because I wasn't experiencing life like everyone else was. I've never been good at knowing when to talk especially in a group of people. I'm that person who is probably quiet the whole time because I don't want to interrupt anyone and when I wait until there is a long enough pause it's not relevant anymore.

I told my ma about how I feel like she played a big role in my social anxiety and she basically took it as me telling her she's a bad parent. She said it's my fault I didn't put myself out there more or join clubs/groups in college...but also thought I was an alcoholic when I would drink just to loosen up to have any fun going out. I told her that she's always been overprotective and that I felt like I was living under a rock....especially compared to my younger sister who when she got to the high school age was allowed to do almost anything she wanted. 

It's crazy to still talk about this now like I still have to live in that house, but it all had such a lasting effect on me.",4.077941299790357,4.843561400000001,4.801477987421387,86.86024633123692,70.84905660377359,7.851153039832286,26.042976939203356,7.984000788550335,1.295555555555555,2042,60,439,26,36,658,230,530,0.052000000000000005,0.887,0.061,0.5257,8,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,3,2,28,21,3,1,26,0,47,5,1,9,3,64,82,32,0,11,11,10,4,9,2,3,3,4,6,2,20,19,2,3,7,7,0,14,12,6,0,1,40,10,74,15,62,32,10,70,0,0,1,0,63,26,2,7,38,287,94,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706425929214835,0.06283842717952308,0.0,0.0,0.05018384079216138,0.10443164823759687,0.0,0.0,0.04267443795641724,0.0,0.14401845013480735,0.0,0.06223447261502747,0.13163582906290386,0.0642982350554141,0.10328133972454044,0.0,0.05866592224026529,0.0,0.0,0.04825346172194836,0.052396435927642114,0.11476160076806192,0.0,0.0,0.07070154946936229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644649888198924,0.0,0.05405646466370957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031035942777116,0.06943540128915739,0.0,0.08094145386282388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421847666531277,0.0,0.06147440414991012,0.0,0.0,0.1048447629654456,0.0,0.0,0.06484099781285667,0.0,0.08289600730998925,0.0,0.0,0.059963526475411415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03172998527441126,0.044831014237995424,0.1807592052261872,0.0,0.0,0.053377977524468725,0.0,0.0,0.09696618338397643,0.0,0.03278604151247951,0.060198742826270676,0.2496492718026123,0.052634542599226994,0.05018959609302879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195595294945475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260474436753086,0.2517869540919927,0.0,0.0,0.2896358165479496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577807134717691,0.0,0.0,0.03448760652567608,0.05115236548012851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864911061151524,0.27592310520735885,0.0628953544644617,0.16623710460172572,0.0555347504962378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059378748286859614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046130941447563495,0.0,0.04839926127389948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252330205329788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090405458945684,0.0,0.0,0.08701055943097133,0.0547938150496442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765873781542288,0.0,0.0,0.0630844612451472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04020141048707361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193856349723006,0.04990399207155627,0.0,0.25403900970114474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441542413984665,0.1038204587806099,0.0,0.0,0.191907449039392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688673412213562,0.20045966331249385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183758569777761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513163255783297,0.10969840843101336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338109038300176,0.0,0.0,0.04981915968329383,0.1463679597548502,0.0,0.0,0.17989057942623424,0.06972129400108873,0.04260541345124945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740271173948434,0.0,0.10067392328898897,0.0,0.0,0.058172995125727614,0.0,0.07006188744383772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373456331001987,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jake_g101300,2019/07/29,"How do I stop being so awkward? Info: I am  M, 18, and I have ADHD and have had several short term relationships with girls ranging from 1 day - 11 Months. 

Backstory: I have a very niche sense of humor that only a small percentage of people can understand. Typically, the people who understand my humor, and who also won't get offended or triggered by my humor, are people who basically live on the internet and who have seen a lot of movies and nerdy cartoon shows.  I am also a right leaning independent voter.  Which basically means I can vote for whoever I want in any election. I am also into working out, tanning, fitness, as well as video games, memes, etc... When I am around people I am comfortable with, I tend to act less and less mature as I get more and more comfortable with them and vice versa. By less mature, i'm referring to, making obscure anime references, speaking without thinking about what I'm about to say and the potential consequences that may come of it. When I am around people who know next to nothing about any of the topics I am familiar with, and I also know next to nothing about their interests, me and this hypothetical persons conversation will fizzle and die within a matter of minutes. 

My question to you Reddit is: How do I not sound like a complete idiot, and act more mature?",7.210470383275258,7.301568223577237,8.003507549361206,68.97804878048781,63.918699186991866,10.768408826945413,34.64459930313589,10.451354775682146,3.773552613240419,1037,42,174,23,14,349,144,246,0.067,0.8170000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.8396,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,1,16,11,2,1,10,0,22,0,0,5,0,46,37,26,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,0,2,11,22,0,1,10,3,0,3,3,3,1,0,2,5,23,8,35,31,9,22,0,0,1,0,16,11,0,5,9,134,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514915226910249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032189860057098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144107873702102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442825253334028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858372199442654,0.13216444487418386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129392459109477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082338266435528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058270560404318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317152514148342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385511502660744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158325565285915,0.0,0.1113073380062062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716597396731964,0.0,0.0,0.08414152988731426,0.0,0.0,0.1373089539483376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061450953492666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681181441625413,0.0,0.0,0.2419030053413567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586918442761712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369472945839409,0.11006484455427014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120849987350148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533402715283613,0.0,0.10764879531934507,0.0,0.10024261178048847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240430419600605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053861696735298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076983921744221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624517783891939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400714088722583,0.0743494786909992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333701915179965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215108444445009,0.0,0.0917682745863949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WolfMutt22,2019/07/29,"Training someone new at work...ugh!? Does anyone else HATE training someone new where you work?

I can't stand it. Between being and introvert that also has Social Anxiety...well...I just want to be home, in bed, with my cats, and a good scary movie!",2.310425531914891,4.821223446808516,3.1398297872340457,89.29400000000004,80.48936170212768,5.4621276595744686,24.293617021276606,6.742157984588678,0.9471055319148928,190,7,36,2,5,60,41,47,0.172,0.743,0.084,-0.7489,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257534278161226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168379665007559,0.2467378833623099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107340957192132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116551312351216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019796596513743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377496159773071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415516540125865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651508067989891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454750519804657,0.4080743697007795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203573583065948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651674222200334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506245002997327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BountyApe,2019/07/29,"Need help. This saturday, I will be meeting the girl i will possibly be living with next year in collage. I have been quite lonely throughout my highschool career after we moved to a new town in my freshman year, where i got a bad nickname and could not make friends because of it. Over the years, I have lost my social skills and ability to make friends and especially talking to girls.

I am going to collage next year and will possibly be living with my parents friends daughter who is the same age as me. We are going to the same collage next year and they have a house in the city where she will be living and they also offered me free hospitality there.

This saturday, we will be going to the opening day of the collage and eat dinner at their house. When my mom spoke to her dad on the phone, she told him about how lonely i am and that i am not going to prom because i couldn't find a date and how mad she was at me for not being able to find a date. I was really confident in starting over and going out to meet new people next year without the people knowing me as the ""quiet"" or ""lonely"" guy. Now how in the seven hells do i make an impression on her with my awkwardness under this circumstances??",8.103215909090906,6.0930231625,8.062424242424246,76.11954545454545,63.20833333333334,10.727272727272727,35.56818181818181,9.095868883498916,2.975999999999998,949,33,187,12,11,308,121,240,0.098,0.846,0.055,-0.863,1,6,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,3,3,10,13,2,1,17,0,25,2,0,6,0,37,40,18,0,3,5,4,0,0,3,5,0,2,0,3,6,18,2,0,3,0,1,6,5,8,0,1,7,2,33,6,34,20,2,45,1,4,0,0,32,17,1,1,22,141,39,3,0.10193181406823484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815148348834173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510880705225808,0.12427337551820625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138425926628619,0.0,0.0,0.06573758746542982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043016930970835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632766281570826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23625680008896266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896509947727743,0.0,0.08152418335879315,0.0,0.0,0.10092852162453124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832274633951294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23523125561483166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601905926466798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700229778989664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127061610763596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041208322121643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938130868473845,0.0,0.10833738689127023,0.0,0.07558114855826985,0.0,0.19689276240887651,0.43362256261114335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318321670586283,0.0,0.0,0.14133337092519338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298256096508774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841703129656746,0.0,0.0,0.06530013020538174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390664786653338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214786263766439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192893103955477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974002165341252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825863131651084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39384447776486536
socialanxiety,SlavicBro,2019/07/29,"I'm a porn, masturbation addict and thus I have a huge social anxiety. I'm 30 days on nofap and would like to start dating. What drugs or methods can I use to possibly temporarily suppress my social anxiety and make me more sociable ? I've been thinking of LSD microdosing or sleep deprivation. Any other ideas ?

I know that it's the best to not take drugs and just wait till my brain reboot itself and become normal and available of being with people but I cannot wait. I just really want to socialize and make the process of rebooting faster by dating with girls from internet. It's fucked up as fuck I know but I'm waiting for your suggestions.",3.8077381818181806,6.008656712000004,5.1730181818181835,78.21450909090909,73.88,8.705454545454547,25.763636363636365,9.339509955726095,2.44604,519,18,94,13,11,173,85,125,0.126,0.795,0.079,-0.8327,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,2,0,4,0,6,8,2,4,0,31,23,13,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,10,2,16,20,2,9,0,1,0,3,6,3,2,2,7,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724844314801924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056761381283446,0.0,0.24876369616070165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956924251225653,0.0,0.0,0.17062946776929694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815055879833016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485789433587926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771084215569308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006259495754004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835457111880224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787117788665111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794338635585361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706182090634893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930488678235108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272028869633435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832971852300175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416010713499198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270865427015768,0.4972238588089688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150829114469432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222483723567934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418189684886092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042662151031113,0.0,0.0,0.09590052171454047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155001468294422,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hideawaycrate,2019/07/29,Turning down a promotion that would require more human interaction? My boss is encouraging me to take a position that would require me to interact with more people outside of our department and do a lot of problem solving and reaching out to people for help. It's something I already do in my current position but it would be amplified. I also have the option to apply for a different position that would be more isolated (which she thinks would limit my career growth). The promotion of course comes with a raise. The other position doesn't come with a raise and isn't guaranteed. For the promotion I'm a shoe in. Has anyone else been in this position? I don't want my anxiety to hold me back but I also don't want to do something I don't want to.,4.6505642633228845,6.285061655172412,6.07090909090909,75.01545454545456,70.3793103448276,9.962382445141069,32.492163009404386,10.230975488527342,3.711689655172413,600,28,106,17,11,203,76,145,0.071,0.862,0.066,-0.1708,2,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,11,0,19,1,1,1,0,28,28,7,0,9,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,4,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,1,0,14,1,21,20,4,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,2,85,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851197281436335,0.2683042026483455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283306698601196,0.0,0.0,0.11729687484778632,0.17188288516702593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899178667839278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28900890048755473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526629534381732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013619765474666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244137343580234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261769507018146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23259776854066266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051707055574302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25828907924637445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261294614606628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074894192058904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246721197779575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29683539153426003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5958349807597858,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aspect90,2019/07/29,"How do I ask my mum for therapy I would just do it myself except I'm a poor student and it's not covered here by insurance. I keep a lot to myself even from my parents (which I know probably plays a part in my SA) so i feel like she will have no idea. My SA is so embarrassing for me and I hate being so socially inept because the rest of my family is pretty outgoing. 

How do I bring it up to her? I really want help and to try therapy cause I'm srsly at a wits end",1.3285576923076938,2.2200447403846155,4.570384615384615,85.4496153846154,77.55769230769229,8.661538461538461,23.57692307692308,9.188382445141503,1.6723500000000002,359,11,85,9,8,133,71,104,0.11699999999999999,0.7440000000000001,0.139,0.0985,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,1,5,0,9,0,0,3,0,16,18,8,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,18,2,12,15,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,64,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969752410672815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844023192872192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164460427502263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186616887341846,0.0,0.0,0.1391647859597888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986283848039733,0.0,0.10653580920268488,0.15052349813328267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802176632954972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122718320415573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378536675306587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872790647504277,0.0,0.0,0.11579472971390688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029369504263344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912886275202414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395644551410896,0.2281666216135028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435675944210192,0.2271692949259371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497925575098324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478122558855586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819056277259242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430508762985247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427580388702407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967461427398995,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Reno_24,2019/07/29,"Another opportunity spoiled So I was walking the dog today on this path that overlooks the ocean and this really cute girl is jogging towards me with earphones in, using my  peripherals I can kinda see she is super hot and about my age. She slows down just infront of me and brushes her hair but I still try to pretend I don't see her (lookong at my dog and the sunset) as I always instinctly avoid eye contact with everyone because I don't want to seem creepy or am to awkward in interacting with a stranger. She makes it super easy for me to say something by going really slow next to me but I just kept walking on. 

I look back a bit further on and she was even looking back at me. As I continue to walk the dog I come up with all the perfect things to say but it's about 5 mins too late.",4.046784511784511,4.802202746913583,5.3042536475869815,83.26459595959598,70.91358024691358,8.113131313131314,30.77665544332211,8.296473431620573,2.140116049382716,623,26,129,9,11,208,102,162,0.046,0.8270000000000001,0.126,0.9443,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,10,7,0,2,7,0,8,2,2,2,2,25,19,12,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,10,0,2,1,2,0,6,2,2,0,0,3,10,24,5,28,16,2,28,0,0,5,0,11,11,0,3,11,91,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487448986886172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777480024865572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30472620206902723,0.0,0.12078880111208952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163256145848975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068641903010054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087447290216606,0.0,0.0,0.18933830893635506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261171993964846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351887052401245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33278778185529384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226491194432466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073198202972568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538765655018639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31514949247944163,0.0,0.0,0.315795608471029,0.1803859289763807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525435304475821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824075022131304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164031185574646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782054343457014,0.0,0.0,0.13452906139037174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113571286876678,0.0,0.0,0.11687245603141885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MEELO925,2019/07/29,"I don't know what im afraid of. I stutter and shake just trying to say a couple words, even talking to people i know. I have no idea what im afraid of but it hurts when i have something to say and cant say it. I even have trouble messaging people online although its much easier.",0.7615000000000016,2.70192415,2.8633333333333333,92.345,82.5,5.333333333333334,20.0,6.42735559955562,0.12300000000000022,219,6,48,2,6,74,38,60,0.20600000000000002,0.731,0.063,-0.7543,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,3,6,0,5,7,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24077212087917524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874477157455186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232947099767968,0.2456458109781353,0.4700943116515949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917638590878754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599622729078592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30171521362475184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191367712286448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752040488328387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489998836672838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147737257467155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xRobotsAreOurFriends,2019/07/29,"How to overcome ""blankness""? Whenever I talk to someone other than my close family my mind goes completely empty and I cant think of anything to say. I usually answer back with just ""yes"" and ""no"" and it feels horrible. How can you overcome that?",2.06246376811594,4.8819723478260855,3.8173913043478263,81.34898550724641,86.3913043478261,7.41449275362319,27.231884057971016,8.344100000000001,2.701866666666666,192,9,33,5,6,64,37,46,0.13,0.87,0.0,-0.7143,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,12,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882266606076962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693213347536358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36723142168949896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301853921309163,0.0,0.17709738702395836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536535799109794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27853358649568216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29676646457298345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815184190625289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442664450102334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857519009666748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wazungujim,2019/07/29,I’m going to a music festival on Sunday and I am terrified On Sunday I leave for a music festival with my boyfriend and his friends and I am terrified. He is very extroverted and makes friends with anyone and doesn’t seem to understand that it is harder for me. We met up with some friends yesterday and I was the last to join the group and he chided me for not greeting everyone before I sat down. I just don’t know how to behave properly and I am overthinking the whole thing and I’m so anxious that I will ruin the trip for him.,4.633971166448231,5.117232816513763,5.963591087811272,80.04100917431194,69.45871559633028,9.89829619921363,30.25032765399737,9.957137785484203,2.8276254259501963,423,16,86,10,7,143,65,109,0.15,0.6990000000000001,0.151,0.0257,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,0,21,18,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,14,5,15,14,2,10,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,2,4,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28321007469321696,0.0,0.17528934806811758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133200294589564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395465020101186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.581050967351663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247377484476026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377735098571079,0.2043470579625188,0.0,0.2654461354265721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673385442857714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22822015545022506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654831452606433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260978725961346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068467684709583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798881428076121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itsmemell,2019/07/29,"Is this part of my social anxiety too? So I always feel like I have to please everybody. When somebody falls or trips over something I automatically blaim it on myself. I know that it's out of my control but I feel so guilty and blaim myself for what happened to that person. I can get so sad and dissapointed of myself because of this, I start crying and can barely breathe. The overwhelming guilt and self hatred is controlling me and my thoughts at moments like that.
At parties this is a big issue.
The last 3 parties I've been too I ended up crying in the bathroom and hiding in my hoodies. I feel like I let all those people down. When someone doesn't like the food I blaim myself.
When someone falls or trips, I blaim myself.
When someone else is in a bad mood, I blaim myself.
When someone lost something I blaim myself and start wondering if I took it even tho I know I didn't. 
When people get into a verbal fight with eatchother, I blaim myself because others got into a fight.
It has come to a point where I prefer to avoid situations with many people. If somebody wants to do something with me I come to their house so I can't disappoint them with whatever there maybe is wrong with my house. 
And I just want to do something with 1 person at a time because then I can focus on making 1 person happy. This way I'm sure I can't let that person down. 
Is this a part of social anxiety? I'm diagnosed with social anxiety but I just have so many questions about it. Now I can finally seek answers on my questions like why I'm feeling stuff differently. But sometimes it's still a mystery to me. So is this a part of social anxiety or is it just a part of me?

Lol I'm sorry for writing such a long text, thank you for taking the time to read it! I appreciate it :).",2.393798944501192,4.463949379213485,3.930755873340143,86.09541538985361,77.67977528089888,6.225263874702077,23.990125978890013,7.229369725052465,1.0390985018726595,1393,47,275,17,33,462,155,356,0.16,0.7090000000000001,0.131,-0.9182,1,1,4,0,2,0,32.0,0,1,2,3,25,19,2,3,16,1,24,3,1,3,2,52,51,30,0,5,11,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,5,23,20,1,3,12,1,0,7,4,10,0,0,6,4,48,8,43,43,5,45,0,4,0,0,17,19,0,8,23,200,71,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388286751035502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349303549073949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641038350130208,0.14040380020552018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226955730252338,0.0,0.0,0.1722191583864855,0.0,0.0,0.1686672462165218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077924907890619,0.0,0.08021343029945305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413557781294159,0.0,0.06799977382959282,0.0,0.0,0.05070909768725609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527878604608528,0.1096960084898725,0.0,0.08410315075091859,0.0,0.0,0.0928365144126847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022343346972824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140390143636349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789179094353327,0.08172830918692754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717585432233848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013304935820731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438695493597885,0.0625817909025756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570150748036951,0.0,0.18754169162827888,0.0,0.0,0.06794337096164978,0.0,0.0,0.08380887318020308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124784223883647,0.15567539758394558,0.07713070678251342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325589422517693,0.0,0.15967814739888822,0.2681475270208848,0.0,0.08427578565969887,0.07257709679670993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720109186032522,0.0,0.07679567686076468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009296518671273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629820488438543,0.0,0.3130493702021915,0.2602044961388807,0.2364202770943069,0.07593233970615926,0.08594321543630118,0.10868333943929294,0.0,0.06131253469938099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788889281827361,0.0,0.0,0.0723594351109824,0.0,0.057725170408466225,0.0,0.0,0.07068401333095417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095069514337709,0.08953612375729787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529973935082566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090567650947134,0.06094034242541967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927740611344807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325910457511161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394130135165066,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_bluecanoe,2019/07/29,"Anxiety due to bad social skills I think most of my anxiety in social situations can be attributed to my bad social skills. I never seem to know what to say or always end up saying something weird so that I just don't want to speak or have anyone to speak to me.

Whenever I sense that someone wants to socialize with me or that a guy wants to like hit on me or whatever there's this intense resistance that causes me turn inwards and avoid them because I don't want to socialize because I'm so bad at it. I'd have no idea what to say if they said something to me and I'd usually end up making something up and saying something incredibly socially awkward. Even if they'd say something incredibly simple like about the weather I wouldn't know what to say because my social IQ is probably around a 50.",8.926883928571428,6.534403706250004,9.254285714285716,69.42500000000003,61.9375,12.642857142857144,39.73214285714286,11.20814326018867,4.355589285714286,643,27,121,14,7,216,87,160,0.153,0.8079999999999999,0.04,-0.935,0,1,5,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,2,7,8,0,2,3,0,9,0,0,3,1,28,22,11,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,9,0,1,9,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,9,17,2,23,17,1,12,0,0,0,0,20,7,0,8,7,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419483527229488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642639773481158,0.0,0.0,0.06234826841657225,0.0,0.0,0.07937833503010515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335441399883152,0.16306777127943106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159999496398467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157952584611896,0.0,0.0,0.05889455649596222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882902392203819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006597047057856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800869097791576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871258630636278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952026515332445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877178093268722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961380767547714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848190914357247,0.4254593545537125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117510657038343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022845475203283,0.0,0.6362681087905786,0.0755516716786601,0.3432290259825745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713518940114193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698906918345662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820584348433284,0.0,0.2103741489666879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mortimaus1,2019/07/29,"Bad date I had a date with a really cool beautiful woman today. I totally flubbed it. I got needlessly nervous and couldn’t keep on topic. I kept jumping from one topic to the next. 

I’ve been trying to learn become more social. The problem is I have trust issues and so do everything myself. I’ve come to the realization that I can’t improve my social skills by myself. I really don’t even know how to begin. I need someone I can put my full trust in to they can drag me out of my home kicking and screaming. Honestly I don’t know if I’m just ranting or asking for help. I don’t even know what kind of help I need. I don’t know my mind is a mess right now.",1.24704395604396,3.0392586714285734,3.6128571428571448,88.34137362637364,80.14285714285714,6.593406593406595,21.48351648351648,7.61054688173877,0.8283296703296705,514,15,111,8,13,178,87,140,0.11,0.715,0.175,0.8781,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,6,10,0,1,6,1,14,0,0,1,1,23,27,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,6,0,2,5,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,4,2,21,5,14,22,3,14,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,6,73,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357199378186155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609144737633678,0.0,0.19323903880851895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071993014324314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23113018042600866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725046853581312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993834898598745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23455548837236204,0.0,0.1755077416170823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262172865386386,0.0,0.1555201041960709,0.0,0.1822028406018874,0.3846326006478317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666837760827492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594739550388427,0.0,0.0,0.1860810590025108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856323114737087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742129131764524,0.0,0.17589173933484967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241786923346228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942220263336314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567168452854603,0.14825030143297266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584974567269006,0.0,0.0,0.11879217368440538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Redhoteagle,2019/07/29,"Friends, friends, friends Hey folks, just a question; how can one best support and befriend one with social anxiety? This sub has opened my eyes to how common this is, so I'm eager to learn as much as I can",3.898699186991866,5.123444073170732,3.842439024390245,91.85601626016262,71.6829268292683,6.442276422764228,30.739837398373986,6.42735559955562,1.3847008130081302,161,7,34,1,3,49,32,41,0.033,0.6,0.3670000000000001,0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,2,0,8,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,6,5,6,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,1,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202870361802748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908651496059681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6424056336046872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037464721218117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756252313288629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104856508982833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825324643917325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145209426060122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Klamath2046,2019/07/29,SA and speaking a foreign language I live in a foreign country and want to be fluent in the native tongue. But I never know if my fumbling and lack of confidence is due to SA or just that learning a language is hard and nerves are natural. Do others have experiences they’d like to share?,7.075263157894735,6.367685298245611,7.553333333333335,74.75000000000001,64.43859649122807,9.705263157894738,38.29824561403509,8.841846274778883,3.413729824561404,230,11,42,3,3,76,44,57,0.085,0.718,0.19699999999999998,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,9,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,6,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,32,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877263835452055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466475822905936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740174697541444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24359072964479106,0.0,0.4402728532669309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845509865223589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29408714383565554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,int16wis8,2019/07/29,"How should I respond to an over-apologizer to make them feel more comfortable? I've got a couple socially anxious friends who will throw out apologies for anything that could remotely be perceived as rude. Obviously, that's not the greatest social habit, but I'm not trying to play the therapist here; as a friend, I'd rather have them feel at ease and communicate that I'm OK with whatever they worry has offended me (which, usually, it hasn't).

I get the feeling it's a coping mechanism, where it feels super uncomfortable to not apologize because you leave a lingering doubt of ""what if they were ACTUALLY offended this time, and they'll hate me forever because I never said sorry..."" Or, for one friend, it's a habit learned from an emotionally abusive childhood.

Anyway, people tend to respond to the ""over-apologizers"" in a few different ways: the non-confrontational ""Oh it's OK, you don't have to apologize!"", turning it into a joke aka ""Lol why you apologizing so much"", and then the asshole response ""Dude you apologize way too much, it's kinda annoying"". The common thread here is confronting the behavior, which I find makes them apologize for apologizing... if they feel the need to apologize AGAIN, that response clearly isn't putting them at ease.

Instead of calling attention to the behavior, what can I say to put my friends at ease whenever they feel the need to apologize?",8.344604439385314,8.528012091633467,8.32644564598748,67.29885458167334,61.549800796812754,12.430392714854868,40.637734775184974,11.899873341045813,5.201900170745589,1109,57,185,33,14,360,149,251,0.16399999999999998,0.659,0.177,0.9285,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,4,9,1,10,17,6,1,20,3,14,0,0,3,3,36,32,12,0,7,8,0,6,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,17,6,0,0,10,2,0,3,7,7,0,1,3,8,21,10,26,24,5,19,0,0,0,0,34,7,0,5,7,125,38,1,0.0,0.15141342615354206,0.1247072190311515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436935095882095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516248503051387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580246028355915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049061191683933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203205448607787,0.14140016711893455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335161488166104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374956188611365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38769490523708017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680019217519283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949292228695033,0.0,0.0667663996025159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220747836729636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616881213925882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135313993782084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706052092610062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788464411331465,0.1895133023840728,0.09856159114084402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659562564844248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859535205546902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569338751431593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156010063500187,0.10162586645728698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26053708302228634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305344004281334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837714832397378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451693799537794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676283956493401,0.13900173664758628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074557997296175,0.0,0.0,0.20287175845322272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531301466276972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297796673162677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,greengianf,2019/07/29,"Scared to go out alone I’ve always had a fear of leaving my house alone or going to places alone. It’s extremely debilitating mentally and physically. 
This has caused me to not go out of state for college and not get jobs. 
I was wondering if other people feel this way too and how they’ve gotten over it.",3.432786885245904,5.1970221147540965,4.836852459016395,82.1142950819672,73.75409836065575,8.158688524590165,23.67540983606557,8.841846274778883,1.6125449180327864,243,7,49,5,5,81,47,61,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.8779,1,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,13,10,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,9,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,30,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6222027564953748,0.0,0.0,0.16662589840824266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571420367805285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253394337750538,0.10125354510924353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046235258077652,0.0,0.34142387378118805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23106418867251236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987194402521923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203819892780587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018071494378272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882968315508998,0.0,0.20922096031282286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004874179296408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895090032230558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171650027802062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CottonCandyPeeps,2019/07/29,"Why does r/roastme exist?? I still don’t understand why people willingly submit themselves to be tormented in truly hateful (albeit creative...) ways! 

I much prefer the /r/<toastme> subreddit.  Positivity for all!",7.815000000000001,11.97206436363637,7.6517424242424275,54.897613636363666,72.03030303030303,10.572727272727274,38.55303030303031,10.125756701596842,6.169248484848486,176,10,18,6,4,56,31,33,0.08800000000000001,0.715,0.19699999999999998,0.6052,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024802818049072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34125740590001585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25409221649716524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396299014361601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760362056952844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598334087812138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743605525258775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6237899776197171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,adrienneirda,2019/07/29,"Dealing with paranoia when SO doesn’t text back Sometimes I’ll text my boyfriend to hang out and I won’t receive a reply. I’ll see he’s been on social media and immediately assume the worst - he’s mad at me. I’ll spend the day raking my brain for anything I could have done to upset him. Usually there’s nothing I can pinpoint, it’s all small things like “I didn’t want to go out a couple days ago.” And he’s never mad, just not texting me back because of personal reasons. I’ve told him to please just let me know so I don’t spiral like this but he doesn’t always. 

Does anyone have tips to deal with this paranoia? I always feel like I drive myself crazy revisiting a week’s worth of interactions and then make myself look silly when I tell him how I feel. 

Any ideas are appreciated, thank you!",1.0078016688061595,3.3944866158536584,2.7421694480102694,90.77638639281132,85.28048780487805,4.91604621309371,19.607188703465983,6.339386263674448,0.0677121951219517,631,18,132,6,19,208,104,164,0.099,0.767,0.133,0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,10,9,2,1,5,0,13,1,1,3,2,24,23,11,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,6,0,2,4,7,4,0,0,4,4,20,5,14,16,2,20,0,0,2,0,16,5,0,1,14,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213331626361508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26683441653154283,0.0,0.0,0.10903791087357972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211470288754977,0.0,0.13194762549994954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465858678187135,0.0,0.09774286274949097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899445817001636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801986668927678,0.17741513326949088,0.0,0.20681437073139888,0.3306106756190886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031617492988485,0.16408531360672454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621472465509523,0.11454820189657927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112593042322616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100635627016007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811965070120555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396033672529362,0.0,0.23500468816396844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464671470828055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070293853049403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236654678972042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385226534255447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000426034686825,0.0,0.1760071281286645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648580579305311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277716416235974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344825557088646,0.0,0.0,0.15858212343147915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014578579441705,0.14762117129616714,0.0,0.0,0.10652395599221316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321344506444146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659382118687092,0.0,0.0945737379947514,0.0,0.12861650674918446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlphabeticalKeyboard,2019/07/29,"How to deal with personal history anxiety? Ok, so I know I that I definitely don't have it as bad as some people, but how do I feel better about my personal history? But before I start, I wanna say that I sway rapidly between being satisfied with personal history and thinking I'm an interesting person, and thinking that I'm a fucking weirdo and that I have no sort of interesting past and formative experiences. 

Right now I feel like I wasted so much time in high school playing video games and not making memories and like talking to girls. I think of my childhood and my young adult career and think I've had a thoroughly uninteresting life with no sort of cool euphoric or fearful times. Like a bubble if you will, no good and no bad. How do I feel better when I think this? Also to clarify, most of the time, I feel like I have an interesting or formative childhood, I just get into episodes.

I'm almost certain that this is just another chapter that is the result of some sort of social anxiety that I've had for my entire life. It's weird, I think a lot of us here can look back on our life and remember vividly the anxieties that plagued us for that period of our life. It's odd because for some of the anxieties that I look back on, I just don't give a shit about them now. Like yeah maybe they'll reappear for a day or two, but most of the time i just forget about them and when I think of them, I think about how dumb I was and how much it didnt matter. But then again, maybe there are some constant anxieties that we will forever be stuck with :( Sorry for the huge tangent, I'm a little high and I tend to ramble when in high. 

Side note: is there poetry that anyone can recommend on the subject of anxiety? I can imagine just how good some of it could be.",6.407147516679026,5.70441846197183,7.153180133432173,77.05644180874721,65.7887323943662,10.853965900667164,32.768717568569315,10.307518312809881,3.1133943661971837,1394,50,282,30,19,465,162,355,0.155,0.657,0.188,0.9604,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,5,1,4,2,29,23,3,1,16,3,25,6,1,8,1,73,51,36,0,3,14,0,4,5,0,3,4,1,0,6,19,19,0,0,15,3,0,0,8,7,0,1,5,9,39,16,40,39,10,34,0,0,3,1,22,13,3,16,26,201,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290688707235551,0.0,0.0,0.06621085549334989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681741450779636,0.3800261056041524,0.0,0.0,0.05789194767513432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732795779253508,0.13826015676797548,0.050470853065425564,0.0,0.0704521530806138,0.0,0.0,0.14645028778612967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947160844838051,0.0,0.06610479475815748,0.0,0.0,0.053395702885002935,0.08535765354958867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098905939740933,0.0,0.09316700488167833,0.16745386057723308,0.1182970357978606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654232418415725,0.04325678988525775,0.07942417717007656,0.0,0.1388884564826028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624312954666052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045501776985147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23392125272443615,0.20224643096462427,0.08298199499907462,0.0,0.0,0.13905331525230566,0.0,0.0,0.07038905470640533,0.0,0.0,0.055266074958875616,0.0,0.1663567181153664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172719543753605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790368663725103,0.057399388786713176,0.2891723959675889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379020398216023,0.0707061827770325,0.0,0.06584163259395638,0.0,0.08379261080602401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498752331313017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439872394428408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926818374981256,0.05860248277615345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654720728494197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42441177331437996,0.0,0.0,0.1931129160145625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808783471601347,0.0,0.19918355086258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Radaradayada,2019/07/29,"How to deal with personal history Ok, so I know I that I definitely don't have it as bad as some people, but how do I feel better about my personal history? But before I start, I wanna say that I sway rapidly between being satisfied with personal history and thinking I'm an interesting person, and thinking that I'm a fucking weirdo and that I have no sort of interesting past and formative experiences. 

Right now I feel like I wasted so much time in high school playing video games and not making memories and like talking to girls. I think of my childhood and my young adult career and think I've had a thoroughly uninteresting life with no sort of cool euphoric or fearful times. Like a bubble if you will, no good and no bad. How do I feel better when I think this? Also to clarify, most of the time, I feel like I have an interesting or formative childhood, I just get into episodes.

I'm almost certain that this is just another chapter that is the result of some sort of social anxiety that I've had for my entire life. It's weird, I think a lot of us here can look back on our life and remember vividly the anxieties that plagued us for that period of our life. It's odd because for some of the anxieties that I look back on, I just don't give a shit about them now. Like yeah maybe they'll reappear for a day or two, but most of the time i just forget about them and when I think of them, I think about how dumb I was and how much it didnt matter. But then again, maybe there are some constant anxieties that we will forever be stuck with :( Sorry for the huge tangent, I'm a little high and I tend to ramble when in high. 

Side note: is there poetry that anyone can recommend on the subject of anxiety? I can imagine just how good some of it could be.",6.339942016057094,5.648899437853108,7.076315789473688,77.51377787689566,65.92090395480226,10.729467737139457,32.473386856972944,10.186864033877496,3.015736723163841,1387,49,282,29,19,462,162,354,0.154,0.6579999999999999,0.187,0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,5,1,4,2,29,23,3,1,16,3,25,6,1,8,1,73,51,36,0,3,14,0,4,5,0,3,4,1,0,6,19,19,0,0,15,3,0,0,8,7,0,1,5,9,39,16,40,39,10,34,0,0,3,1,22,13,3,16,26,201,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479901418479824,0.0,0.0,0.06772194050981735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887987889101306,0.32391598432182145,0.0,0.0,0.059213175954910886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023387658431124,0.1414155736510501,0.0516227147845836,0.0,0.07206003432765007,0.0,0.0,0.1497926224211684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915135577015384,0.0,0.06761345922309164,0.0,0.0,0.05461431644877693,0.08730571282715771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283741724207587,0.0,0.0952932916371786,0.1712755453717046,0.1209968480409544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828919723599223,0.04424400998034712,0.08123682077923539,0.0,0.14205821261983068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268420585220935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654023288354277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23925987729576034,0.20686216276853306,0.08487583624829806,0.0,0.0,0.14222683384834595,0.0,0.0,0.0719954959024542,0.0,0.0,0.056527374743738125,0.0,0.17015336357870856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450529186525462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084067065255067,0.05870937573226327,0.29577197954745216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593071358398986,0.07231986156988111,0.0,0.06734429108901954,0.0,0.08570495218473327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869271353617624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863248982281066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479705161065363,0.0599399271119955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806596862802912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340978325970932,0.0,0.0,0.1975201998610196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272417829522112,0.0,0.2037293806512535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,darkkinght64,2019/07/31,"My Social Anxiety had returned and its killing me from inside. Hi,  
I just want to share with you all how I am feeling. I have suffered from social anxiety from as long as I remember, It started somewhere during my school years. I remember I was the quietest kid in the class, never spoke a word, never asked a question and if for any reason had to speak up in the class it would be a nightmare for me. College was even lonelier, did not make any friends, was always alone, would go to class and rush back home, People use to think I was mad or something. Use to daydream about having friends, hanging out with them and talking to girls, etc. My social anxiety had gotten to a point where I could not even go and buy things from a local shop without being extremely nervous and struggling to speak. I have deep regrets about missing out on my school and college years and all the fun I could have had.   
After college, I got a job. At start, it was extremely hard for me. I had to be embarrassed quite a lot. I could not speak, I would just sit quietly and do my work. I often used to get stressed out over little things and had sleepless nights. Did not wanted to give up or maybe did not had a choice to give up, so continued with the job, slowly things start improving, my anxiety started going away. I could now talk to people. Even had telephonic calls with the clients i was working with, before that, i could not make calls without embarrassing myself and being extremely stressed about speaking on phone.  
I have a slight lisp and was brought up by very protective parents, all this significantly contributed to my social anxiety at least i believe they did.  
I had not completely gotten rid of my anxiety but it had gotten a lot better. I would still struggle at times especially when i had to speak to groups but i was more confident than before. Nature of my work required me to meet and work with a lot of different people. I was able to do it without being extremely anxious and worried. I thought i had gotten rid of my anxiety finally if not fully, at least it was better than before.   
This year, i moved to a different country, where english is the spoken language, although i had learned english my whole my life, even had all my education in english, still, i started to struggle terribly with it for some reason and had difficulty even speaking basic sentences. Educated people from my country normally have good english speaking skills but i could not speak properly.   
I have a good job here in the country i am living in now. However, my anxiety seems to have returned. Despite the passage of six months, i am stilling struggling to speak english or more accuraely i am struggling to speak with people. My mind goes blank when talking to people, I can't find words to express myself when speaking, even at times make basic grammatical errors and end mixing words of  my native language with english when speaking, all this happens when i am talking not when writing, so it is due to my anxeity rather than poor english skills.  
Like i said i have been here for 6 months now, I have not been able to make any friends here, People who joined with me have made friends, but i have not. I feel very lonely and alone, just sitting at my desk all day long staring at the screen. Other people are lauging with their friends, going for lunches, hanging out. I had developed depression due to my anxeity and loneliness and now i am becoming increasing depressed due to return of my anxiety. I feel like crying even wish i would just die so all this misery would end. My mind keeps telling me i am a loser, i dont matter.  
I tired to force myself to talk to people depsite the anxeity and to be honest people are nice here but the only thing i have been able to do is say Hi/Hello, how are you? , how is your work going ? thats it. I can't finds words to say anything else as mind would just go blank or i would start shuttering really badly and make basic gammertical mistakes. All this anxeity and depresion seems to be killing me some inside.  
As i said above i have regrets about missing out on things in college/school, i dont want to have any further regrets. I had honestly thought i had beaten my anxeity but it was only returned much strong and i dont have the courage or resistance to fight back. This depresses me so much to think despite passage of so many years from all college days, i am the same i have not improved. Whenever i see others in office hanging out, i feel i am missing so much and would have regrets about it just like i have for other things.  
I really want to change, i don't want a depressing anxious life, I dont want regrets.  
Sorry for making it so long, I just needed to say it all. Hi,  
I just want to share with you all how I am feeling. I have suffered from social anxiety from as long as I remember, It started somewhere during my school years. I remember I was the quietest kid in the class, never spoke a word, never asked a question and if for any reason had to speak up in the class it would be a nightmare for me. College was even lonelier, did not make any friends, was always alone, would go to class and rush back home, People use to think I was mad or something. Use to daydream about having friends, hanging out with them and talking to girls, etc. My social anxiety had gotten to a point where I could not even go and buy things from a local shop without being extremely nervous and struggling to speak. I have deep regrets about missing out on my school and college years and all the fun I could have had.   
After college, I got a job. At start, it was extremely hard for me. I had to be embarrassed quite a lot. I could not speak, I would just sit quietly and do my work. I often used to get stressed out over little things and had sleepless nights. Did not wanted to give up or maybe did not had a choice to give up, so continued with the job, slowly things start improving, my anxiety started going away. I could now talk to people. Even had telephonic calls with the clients i was working with, before that, i could not make calls without embarrassing myself and being extremely stressed about speaking on phone.  
I have a slight lisp and was brought up by very protective parents, all this significantly contributed to my social anxiety at least i believe they did.  
I had not completely gotten rid of my anxiety but it had gotten a lot better. I would still struggle at times especially when i had to speak to groups but i was more confident than before. Nature of my work required me to meet and work with a lot of different people. I was able to do it without being extremely anxious and worried. I thought i had gotten rid of my anxiety finally if not fully, at least it was better than before.   
This year, i moved to a different country, where english is the spoken language, although i had learned english my whole my life, even had all my education in english, still, i started to struggle terribly with it for some reason and had difficulty even speaking basic sentences. Educated people from my country normally have good english speaking skills but i could not speak properly.   
I have a good job here in the country i am living in now. However, my anxiety seems to have returned. Despite the passage of six months, i am stilling struggling to speak english or more accuraely i am struggling to speak with people. My mind goes blank when talking to people, I can't find words to express myself when speaking, even at times make basic grammatical errors and end mixing words of  my native language with english when speaking, all this happens when i am talking not when writing, so it is due to my anxeity rather than poor english skills.  
Like i said i have been here for 6 months now, I have not been able to make any friends here, People who joined with me have made friends, but i have not. I feel very lonely and alone, just sitting at my desk all day long staring at the screen. Other people are lauging with their friends, going for lunches, hanging out. I had developed depression due to my anxeity and loneliness and now i am becoming increasing depressed due to return of my anxiety. I feel like crying even wish i would just die so all this misery would end. My mind keeps telling me i am a loser, i dont matter.  
I tired to force myself to talk to people depsite the anxeity and to be honest people are nice here but the only thing i have been able to do is say Hi/Hello, how are you? , how is your work going ? thats it. I can't finds words to say anything else as mind would just go blank or i would start shuttering really badly and make basic gammertical mistakes. All this anxeity and depresion seems to be killing me some inside.  
As i said above i have regrets about missing out on things in college/school, i dont want to have any further regrets. I had honestly thought i had beaten my anxeity but it was only returned much strong and i dont have the courage or resistance to fight back. This depresses me so much to think despite passage of so many years from all college days, i am the same i have not improved. Whenever i see others in office hanging out, i feel i am missing so much and would have regrets about it just like i have for other things.  
I really want to change, i don't want a depressing anxious life, I dont want regrets.  
Sorry for making it so long, I just needed to say it all. Hi,  
I just want to share with you all how I am feeling. I have suffered from social anxiety from as long as I remember, It started somewhere during my school years. I remember I was the quietest kid in the class, never spoke a word, never asked a question and if for any reason had to speak up in the class it would be a nightmare for me. College was even lonelier, did not make any friends, was always alone, would go to class and rush back home, People use to think I was mad or something. Use to daydream about having friends, hanging out with them and talking to girls, etc. My social anxiety had gotten to a point where I could not even go and buy things from a local shop without being extremely nervous and struggling to speak. I have deep regrets about missing out on my school and college years and all the fun I could have had.   
After college, I got a job. At start, it was extremely hard for me. I had to be embarrassed quite a lot. I could not speak, I would just sit quietly and do my work. I often used to get stressed out over little things and had sleepless nights. Did not wanted to give up or maybe did not had a choice to give up, so continued with the job, slowly things start improving, my anxiety started going away. I could now talk to people. Even had telephonic calls with the clients i was working with, before that, i could not make calls without embarrassing myself and being extremely stressed about speaking on phone.  
I have a slight lisp and was brought up by very protective parents, all this significantly contributed to my social anxiety at least i believe they did.  
I had not completely gotten rid of my anxiety but it had gotten a lot better. I would still struggle at times especially when i had to speak to groups but i was more confident than before. Nature of my work required me to meet and work with a lot of different people. I was able to do it without being extremely anxious and worried. I thought i had gotten rid of my anxiety finally if not fully, at least it was better than before.   
This year, i moved to a different country, where english is the spoken language, although i had learned english my whole my life, even had all my education in english, still, i started to struggle terribly with it for some reason and had difficulty even speaking basic sentences. Educated people from my country normally have good english speaking skills but i could not speak properly.   
I have a good job here in the country i am living in now. However, my anxiety seems to have returned. Despite the passage of six months, i am stilling struggling to speak english or more accuraely i am struggling to speak with people. My mind goes blank when talking to people, I can't find words to express myself when speaking, even at times make basic grammatical errors and end mixing words of  my native language with english when speaking, all this happens when i am talking not when writing, so it is due to my anxeity rather than poor english skills.  
Like i said i have been here for 6 months now, I have not been able to make any friends here, People who joined with me have made friends, but i have not. I feel very lonely and alone, just sitting at my desk all day long staring at the screen. Other people are lauging with their friends, going for lunches, hanging out. I had developed depression due to my anxeity and loneliness and now i am becoming increasing depressed due to return of my anxiety. I feel like crying even wish i would just die so all this misery would end. My mind keeps telling me i am a loser, i dont matter.  
I tired to force myself to talk to people depsite the anxeity and to be honest people are nice here but the only thing i have been able to do is say Hi/Hello, how are you? , how is your work going ? thats it. I can't finds words to say anything else as mind would just go blank or i would start shuttering really badly and make basic gammertical mistakes. All this anxeity and depresion seems to be killing me some inside.  
As i said above i have regrets about missing out on things in college/school, i dont want to have any further regrets. I had honestly thought i had beaten my anxeity but it was only returned much strong and i dont have the courage or resistance to fight back. This depresses me so much to think despite passage of so many years from all college days, i am the same i have not improved. Whenever i see others in office hanging out, i feel i am missing so much and would have regrets about it just like i have for other things.  
I really want to change, i don't want a depressing anxious life, I dont want regrets.  
Sorry for making it so long, I just needed to say it all. Hi,  
I just want to share with you all how I am feeling. I have suffered from social anxiety from as long as I remember, It started somewhere during my school years. I remember I was the quietest kid in the class, never spoke a word, never asked a question and if for any reason had to speak up in the class it would be a nightmare for me. College was even lonelier, did not make any friends, was always alone, would go to class and rush back home, People use to think I was mad or something. Use to daydream about having friends, hanging out with them and talking to girls, etc. My social anxiety had gotten to a point where I could not even go and buy things from a local shop without being extremely nervous and struggling to speak. I have deep regrets about missing out on my school and college years and all the fun I could have had.   
After college, I got a job. At start, it was extremely hard for me. I had to be embarrassed quite a lot. I could not speak, I would just sit quietly and do my work. I often used to get stressed out over little things and had sleepless nights. Did not wanted to give up or maybe did not had a choice to give up, so continued with the job, slowly things start improving, my anxiety started going away. I could now talk to people. Even had telephonic calls with the clients i was working with, before that, i could not make calls without embarrassing myself and being extremely stressed about speaking on phone.  
I have a slight lisp and was brought up by very protective parents, all this significantly contributed to my social anxiety at least i believe they did.  
I had not completely gotten rid of my anxiety but it had gotten a lot better. I would still struggle at times especially when i had to speak to groups but i was more confident than before. Nature of my work required me to meet and work with a lot of different people. I was able to do it without being extremely anxious and worried. I thought i had gotten rid of my anxiety finally if not fully, at least it was better than before.   
This year, i moved to a different country, where english is the spoken language, although i had learned english my whole my life, even had all my education in english, still, i started to struggle terribly with it for some reason and had difficulty even speaking basic sentences. Educated people from my country normally have good english speaking skills but i could not speak properly.   
I have a good job here in the country i am living in now. However, my anxiety seems to have returned. Despite the passage of six months, i am stilling struggling to speak english or more accuraely i am struggling to speak with people. My mind goes blank when talking to people, I can't find words to express myself when speaking, even at times make basic grammatical errors and end mixing words of  my native language with english when speaking, all this happens when i am talking not when writing, so it is due to my anxeity rather than poor english skills.  
Like i said i have been here for 6 months now, I have not been able to make any friends here, People who joined with me have made friends, but i have not. I feel very lonely and alone, just sitting at my desk all day long staring at the screen. Other people are lauging with their friends, going for lunches, hanging out. I had developed depression due to my anxeity and loneliness and now i am becoming increasing depressed due to return of my anxiety. I feel like crying even wish i would just die so all this misery would end. My mind keeps telling me i am a loser, i dont matter.  
I tired to force myself to talk to people depsite the anxeity and to be honest people are nice here but the only thing i have been able to do is say Hi/Hello, how are you? , how is your work going ? thats it. I can't finds words to say anything else as mind would just go blank or i would start shuttering really badly and make basic gammertical mistakes. All this anxeity and depresion seems to be killing me some inside.  
As i said above i have regrets about missing out on things in college/school, i dont want to have any further regrets. I had honestly thought i had beaten my anxeity but it was only returned much strong and i dont have the courage or resistance to fight back. This depresses me so much to think despite passage of so many years from all college days, i am the same i have not improved. Whenever i see others in office hanging out, i feel i am missing so much and would have regrets about it just like i have for other things.  
I really want to change, i don't want a depressing anxious life, I dont want regrets.  
Sorry for making it so long, I just needed to say it all. Hi,  
I just want to share with you all how I am feeling. I have suffered from social anxiety from as long as I remember, It started somewhere during my school years. I remember I was the quietest kid in the class, never spoke a word, never asked a question and if for any reason had to speak up in the class it would be a nightmare for me. College was even lonelier, did not make any friends, was always alone, would go to class and rush back home, People use to think I was mad or something. Use to daydream about having friends, hanging out with them and talking to girls, etc. My social anxiety had gotten to a point where I could not even go and buy things from a local shop without being extremely nervous and struggling to speak. I have deep regrets about missing out on my school and college years and all the fun I could have had.   
After college, I got a job. At start, it was extremely hard for me. I had to be embarrassed quite a lot. I could not speak, I would just sit quietly and do my work. I often used to get stressed out over little things and had sleepless nights. Did not wanted to give up or maybe did not had a choice to give up, so continued with the job, slowly things start improving, my anxiety started going away. I could now talk to people. Even had telephonic calls with the clients i was working with, before that, i could not make calls without embarrassing myself and being extremely stressed about speaking on phone.  
I have a slight lisp and was brought up by very protective parents, all this significantly contributed to my social anxiety at least i believe they did.  
I had not completely gotten rid of my anxiety but it had gotten a lot better. I would still struggle at times especially when i had to speak to groups but i was more confident than before. Nature of my work required me to meet and work with a lot of different people. I was able to do it without being extremely anxious and worried. I thought i had gotten rid of my anxiety finally if not fully, at least it was better than before.   
This year, i moved to a different country, where english is the spoken language, although i had learned english my whole my life, even had all my education in english, still, i started to struggle terribly with it for some reason and had difficulty even speaking basic sentences. Educated people from my country normally have good english speaking skills but i could not speak properly.   
I have a good job here in the country i am living in now. However, my anxiety seems to have returned. Despite the passage of six months, i am stilling struggling to speak english or more accuraely i am struggling to speak with people. My mind goes blank when talking to people, I can't find words to express myself when speaking, even at times make basic grammatical errors and end mixing words of  my native language with english when speaking, all this happens when i am talking not when writing, so it is due to my anxeity rather than poor english skills.  
Like i said i have been here for 6 months now, I have not been able to make any friends here, People who joined with me have made friends, but i have not. I feel very lonely and alone, just sitting at my desk all day long staring at the screen. Other people are lauging with their friends, going for lunches, hanging out. I had developed depression due to my anxeity and loneliness and now i am becoming increasing depressed due to return of my anxiety. I feel like crying even wish i would just die so all this misery would end. My mind keeps telling me i am a loser, i dont matter.  
I tired to force myself to talk to people depsite the anxeity and to be honest people are nice here but the only thing i have been able to do is say Hi/Hello, how are you? , how is your work going ? thats it. I can't finds words to say anything else as mind would just go blank or i would start shuttering really badly and make basic gammertical mistakes. All this anxeity and depresion seems to be killing me some inside.  
As i said above i have regrets about missing out on things in college/school, i dont want to have any further regrets. I had honestly thought i had beaten my anxeity but it was only returned much strong and i dont have the courage or resistance to fight back. This depresses me so much to think despite passage of so many years from all college days, i am the same i have not improved. Whenever i see others in office hanging out, i feel i am missing so much and would have regrets about it just like i have for other things.  
I really want to change, i don't want a depressing anxious life, I dont want regrets.  
Sorry for making it so long, I just needed to say it all. Hi,  
I just want to share with you all how I am feeling. I have suffered from social anxiety from as long as I remember, It started somewhere during my school years. I remember I was the quietest kid in the class, never spoke a word, never asked a question and if for any reason had to speak up in the class it would be a nightmare for me. College was even lonelier, did not make any friends, was always alone, would go to class and rush back home, People use to think I was mad or something. Use to daydream about having friends, hanging out with them and talking to girls, etc. My social anxiety had gotten to a point where I could not even go and buy things from a local shop without being extremely nervous and struggling to speak. I have deep regrets about missing out on my school and college years and all the fun I could have had.   
After college, I got a job. At start, it was extremely hard for me. I had to be embarrassed quite a lot. I could not speak, I would just sit quietly and do my work. I often used to get stressed out over little things and had sleepless nights. Did not wanted to give up or maybe did not had a choice to give up, so continued with the job, slowly things start improving, my anxiety started going away. I could now talk to people. Even had telephonic calls with the clients i was working with, before that, i could not make calls without embarrassing myself and being extremely stressed about speaking on phone.  
I have a slight lisp and was brought up by very protective parents, all this significantly contributed to my social anxiety at least i believe they did.  
I had not completely gotten rid of my anxiety but it had gotten a lot better. I would still struggle at times especially when i had to speak to groups but i was more confident than before. Nature of my work required me to meet and work with a lot of different people. I was able to do it without being extremely anxious and worried. I thought i had gotten rid of my anxiety finally if not fully, at least it was better than before.   
This year, i moved to a different country, where english is the spoken language, although i had learned english my whole my life, even had all my education in english, still, i started to struggle terribly with it for some reason and had difficulty even speaking basic sentences. Educated people from my country normally have good english speaking skills but i could not speak properly.   
I have a good job here in the country i am living in now. However, my anxiety seems to have returned. Despite the passage of six months, i am stilling struggling to speak english or more accuraely i am struggling to speak with people. My mind goes blank when talking to people, I can't find words to express myself when speaking, even at times make basic grammatical errors and end mixing words of  my native language with english when speaking, all this happens when i am talking not when writing, so it is due to my anxeity rather than poor english skills.  
Like i said i have been here for 6 months now, I have not been able to make any friends here, People who joined with me have made friends, but i have not. I feel very lonely and alone, just sitting at my desk all day long staring at the screen. Other people are lauging with their friends, going for lunches, hanging out. I had developed depression due to my anxeity and loneliness and now i am becoming increasing depressed due to return of my anxiety. I feel like crying even wish i would just die so all this misery would end. My mind keeps telling me i am a loser, i dont matter.  
I tired to force myself to talk to people depsite the anxeity and to be honest people are nice here but the only thing i have been able to do is say Hi/Hello, how are you? , how is your work going ? thats it. I can't finds words to say anything else as mind would just go blank or i would start shuttering really badly and make basic gammertical mistakes. All this anxeity and depresion seems to be killing me some inside.  
As i said above i have regrets about missing out on things in college/school, i dont want to have any further regrets. I had honestly thought i had beaten my anxeity but it was only returned much strong and i dont have the courage or resistance to fight back. This depresses me so much to think despite passage of so many years from all college days, i am the same i have not improved. Whenever i see others in office hanging out, i feel i am missing so much and would have regrets about it just like i have for other things.  
I really want to change, i don't want a depressing anxious life, I dont want regrets.  
Sorry for making it so long, I just needed to say it all. Hi,  
I just want to share with you all how I am feeling. I have suffered from social anxiety from as long as I remember, It started somewhere during my school years. I remember I was the quietest kid in the class, never spoke a word, never asked a question and if for any reason had to speak up in the class it would be a nightmare for me. College was even lonelier, did not make any friends, was always alone, would go to class and rush back home, People use to think I was mad or something. Use to daydream about having friends, hanging out with them and talking to girls, etc. My social anxiety had gotten to a point where I could not even go and buy things from a local shop without being extremely nervous and struggling to speak. I have deep regrets about missing out on my school and college years and all the fun I could have had.   
After college, I got a job. At start, it was extremely hard for me. I had to be embarrassed quite a lot. I could not speak, I would just sit quietly and do my work. I often used to get stressed out over little things and had sleepless nights. Did not wanted to give up or maybe did not had a choice to give up, so continued with the job, slowly things start improving, my anxiety started going away. I could now talk to people. Even had telephonic calls with the clients i was working with, before that, i could not make calls without embarrassing myself and being extremely stressed about speaking on phone.  
I have a slight lisp and was brought up by very protective parents, all this significantly contributed to my social anxiety at least i believe they did.  
I had not completely gotten rid of my anxiety but it had gotten a lot better. I would still struggle at times especially when i had to speak to groups but i was more confident than before. Nature of my work required me to meet and work with a lot of different people. I was able to do it without being extremely anxious and worried. I thought i had gotten rid of my anxiety finally if not fully, at least it was better than before.   
This year, i moved to a different country, where english is the spoken language, although i had learned english my whole my life, even had all my education in english, still, i started to struggle terribly with it for some reason and had difficulty even speaking basic sentences. Educated people from my country normally have good english speaking skills but i could not speak properly.   
I have a good job here in the country i am living in now. However, my anxiety seems to have returned. Despite the passage of six months, i am stilling struggling to speak english or more accuraely i am struggling to speak with people. My mind goes blank when talking to people, I can't find words to express myself when speaking, even at times make basic grammatical errors and end mixing words of  my native language with english when speaking, all this happens when i am talking not when writing, so it is due to my anxeity rather than poor english skills.  
Like i said i have been here for 6 months now, I have not been able to make any friends here, People who joined with me have made friends, but i have not. I feel very lonely and alone, just sitting at my desk all day long staring at the screen. Other people are lauging with their friends, going for lunches, hanging out. I had developed depression due to my anxeity and loneliness and now i am becoming increasing depressed due to return of my anxiety. I feel like crying even wish i would just die so all this misery would end. My mind keeps telling me i am a loser, i dont matter.  
I tired to force myself to talk to people depsite the anxeity and to be honest people are nice here but the only thing i have been able to do is say Hi/Hello, how are you? , how is your work going ? thats it. I can't finds words to say anything else as mind would just go blank or i would start shuttering really badly and make basic gammertical mistakes. All this anxeity and depresion seems to be killing me some inside.  
As i said above i have regrets about missing out on things in college/school, i dont want to have any further regrets. I had honestly thought i had beaten my anxeity but it was only returned much strong and i dont have the courage or resistance to fight back. This depresses me so much to think despite passage of so many years from all college days, i am the same i have not improved. Whenever i see others in office hanging out, i feel i am missing so much and would have regrets about it just like i have for other things.  
I really want to change, i don't want a depressing anxious life, I dont want regrets.  
Sorry for making it so long, I just needed to say it all. Hi,  
I just want to share with you all how I am feeling. I have suffered from social anxiety from as long as I remember, It started somewhere during my school years. I remember I was the quietest kid in the class, never spoke a word, never asked a question and if for any reason had to speak up in the class it would be a nightmare for me. College was even lonelier, did not make any friends, was always alone, would go to class and rush back home, People use to think I was mad or something. Use to daydream about having friends, hanging out with them and talking to girls, etc. My social anxiety had gotten to a point where I could not even go and buy things from a local shop without being extremely nervous and struggling to speak. I have deep regrets about missing out on my school and college years and all the fun I could have had.   
After college, I got a job. At start, it was extremely hard for me. I had to be embarrassed quite a lot. I could not speak, I would just sit quietly and do my work. I often used to get stressed out over little things and had sleepless nights. Did not wanted to give up or maybe did not had a choice to give up, so continued with the job, slowly things start improving, my anxiety started going away. I could now talk to people. Even had telephonic calls with the clients i was working with, before that, i could not make calls without embarrassing myself and being extremely stressed about speaking on phone.  
I have a slight lisp and was brought up by very protective parents, all this significantly contributed to my social anxiety at least i believe they did.  
I had not completely gotten rid of my anxiety but it had gotten a lot better. I would still struggle at times especially when i had to speak to groups but i was more confident than before. Nature of my work required me to meet and work with a lot of different people. I was able to do it without being extremely anxious and worried. I thought i had gotten rid of my anxiety finally if not fully, at least it was better than before.   
This year, i moved to a different country, where english is the spoken language, although i had learned english my whole my life, even had all my education in english, still, i started to struggle terribly with it for some reason and had difficulty even speaking basic sentences. Educated people from my country normally have good english speaking skills but i could not speak properly.   
I have a good job here in the country i am living in now. However, my anxiety seems to have returned. Despite the passage of six months, i am stilling struggling to speak english or more accuraely i am struggling to speak with people. My mind goes blank when talking to people, I can't find words to express myself when speaking, even at times make basic grammatical errors and end mixing words of  my native language with english when speaking, all this happens when i am talking not when writing or thinking, so it is due to my anxiety rather than poor english skills.  
Like i said i have been here for 6 months now, I have not been able to make any friends here, People who joined with me have made friends, but i have not. I feel very lonely and alone, just sitting at my desk all day long staring at the screen. Other people are laughing with their friends, going for lunches, hanging out. I had developed depression due to my anxiety and loneliness and now i am becoming increasing depressed due to the return of my anxiety. I feel like crying even wish i would just die so all this misery would end. My mind keeps telling me i am a loser, i dont matter.  
I tired to force myself to talk to people despite the anxiety and to be honest people are nice here but the only thing i have been able to do is say Hi/Hello, how are you? , how is your work going ? thats it. I can't finds words to say anything else as mind would just go blank or i would start shuttering really badly and have to repeat myself twice or thrice and make basic grammatical mistakes. All this anxiety and depression seems to be killing me some inside.  
As i said above i have regrets about missing out on things in college/school, i dont want to have any further regrets. I had honestly thought i had beaten my anxiety but it was only returned much strong and i dont have the courage or resistance to fight back. This depresses me so much to think despite the passage of so many years from all college days, i am the same i have not improved. Whenever i see others in office hanging out, i feel i am missing so much and would have regrets about it just like i have for other things.  
I really want to change, i don't want a depressing anxious life, I dont want regrets.  
Sorry for making it so long, I just needed to say it all.",5.54262504545634,6.484843569353262,5.9111280215573565,79.58349261323418,67.62969688503979,8.684177421474725,32.815346473088965,8.835816989431695,2.7594490759912134,29519,1268,5400,473,474,9471,315,7159,0.19,0.718,0.092,-1.0,56,32,8,0,8,0,745.0,0,24,24,112,416,411,33,80,234,0,818,32,0,120,104,1357,1291,460,17,264,298,8,40,24,40,72,24,152,8,16,249,322,8,24,145,8,24,104,200,258,0,9,377,216,851,153,954,738,208,794,0,121,24,0,457,288,0,130,410,4111,1100,168,0.1228104515813101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847963934292841,0.0,0.0,0.03406271128526807,0.0,0.0,0.11135375790016162,0.0,0.2740198396620831,0.09249390245442272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03368751250759407,0.0,0.038270398012060086,0.0,0.038461487311164826,0.06295577108617254,0.034180532424801464,0.0,0.045211498348136016,0.10450264887852798,0.04612177453173563,0.0,0.07241057622545335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836021347307762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04330572456275706,0.0,0.04292147397212781,0.0,0.0,0.1961083048205601,0.0,0.04496717144251024,0.05280172094318483,0.0,0.14544263523771414,0.0,0.04248595315721456,0.08554052202019126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919105794783716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034197457867744564,0.0,0.07251573868519587,0.0,0.045655372329974436,0.18926867170516928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279553914760265,0.02924527038279215,0.0,0.04484428225995885,0.07483101856426284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813841707870527,0.0,0.021387797378924173,0.07854065051092966,0.13959201960325168,0.06867172005599549,0.03274091235927807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0362002922485359,0.0,0.03667134739526942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041062965429405685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218704232309002,0.03638652405495521,0.05095183829719655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782976925894631,0.0599989832471063,0.04102944531591268,0.03614795957935744,0.10868338502992543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440905419112118,0.0,0.038735406239575935,0.16395386013861954,0.04150350734695586,0.04112653515335008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400354677274865,0.0,0.06535075384809963,0.04350935812296849,0.0902798126639308,0.03035413124065328,0.0631459941891282,0.0,0.0,0.038416429800304006,0.04010938914061888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622685883189883,0.0,0.0,0.04545549094798917,0.0,0.0,0.2838043461617815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03869852419678186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045858604087759464,0.04354134409800448,0.0,0.0,0.052450346682883967,0.08417973218494268,0.0,0.0,0.09274686744991496,0.0,0.07788057517617239,0.0976638003480492,0.0,0.12429073353737714,0.032621343195845615,0.07453468178775871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040603073155468,0.0,0.03151516186769907,0.0,0.045825415301838125,0.1738517394623532,0.0,0.0980765852735618,0.0,0.09378597156879166,0.2139802483343171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451731500638667,0.0357805825906115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317961401347622,0.05574015144076645,0.0,0.0649985203299997,0.0477411746217013,0.04705084931515506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060687990486078,0.0,0.06755432287036361,0.14487357250347774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04570449445882095,0.047075319479302165,0.11838489282319825,0.0,0.1490124523610212,0.041573324980667785,0.0,0.2617230635981065,0.0,0.0,0.10544787242605984
socialanxiety,SauceBeUponHim,2019/07/31,"If it wasn't for internet groups like this to talk about my problems, I probably would've roped by now I am eternally greatful to all of you who take the time to care about others and their problems. :)",7.41,6.239236000000003,6.960000000000001,80.78500000000003,64.0,11.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,3.168,160,6,33,3,2,50,35,40,0.11699999999999999,0.6940000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,8,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33299769765095544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600854721006609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595637276545941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35213768580592275,0.625037755839514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455678865296815,0.2625144089995246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904472219272557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320123074358287,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,angelicfe,2019/07/31,"Driving Test I have my first driving test tomorrow and I’m so nervous lol I’m 19 when most people get their license at 16-17. I feel like a burden to my family bc they always have to drive me to college and anywhere I need to go. My sister gets annoyed and I know my parents are tired of it. I’m too scared to get a job too, so that just adds to the burden on them. I hope I don’t freak out tomorrow, I’ve always been scared of driving and it took a while for me to feel somewhat comfortable behind the wheel. I just want to be normal...",-0.03682360742705272,2.020430715517243,2.334827586206899,94.2160079575597,86.67241379310344,4.948541114058355,20.129973474801066,6.297961479604792,0.08788673740053055,417,13,94,4,13,142,72,116,0.18600000000000005,0.71,0.10400000000000001,-0.8737,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,7,10,1,3,5,1,6,1,0,0,0,17,20,8,0,4,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,6,1,7,0,1,2,2,16,3,15,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,6,60,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602250536753765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405975217820008,0.0,0.21889792685429926,0.15463946785041266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412124239472072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392751267345455,0.0,0.12301952500960417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149941782041217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148037061315723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896106325528975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575169613702302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050276303405686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120853906059271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24035383633219096,0.0,0.0,0.1500664978974358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334295663210653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487895719468768,0.0,0.0,0.2404956476097924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767404702988572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aversionnn,2019/07/31,"social anxiety ruins my life am i a failure?

i can‘t get new friends.

can‘t have a boyfriend.

can‘t study.

can‘t talk to new people.

can‘t live.

im so messed up.
im looking at my friends and people around me. 

they literally have a better life and im so jealous.
I LITERALLY CAN‘T DO ANYTHING. just because of my social anxiety.

every time i tried to make new contacts with people i just started avoiding them at the end. i can’t talk to them because all the time i feel like im doing something wrong and they are judging me.
even tho i kinda UNDERSTAND they are not,my brain just can’t accept it.
don’t tell me that socializing is the best way out of it. it’s not.

in school im really bad. 
im not stupid,i understand a lot of stuff but im just not confident to raise my hand and say something. every time they tell me i should do better and there is nothing to be scared about.
 i am scared. and i can’t do anything about it.
that’s just me.


i hate myself for being like this.

im just wasting my time.",-0.7314675324675335,1.4172121476190505,1.5575324675324682,95.2301948051948,98.95238095238096,4.259740259740259,18.744588744588746,6.1124844417494595,-0.03861904761904755,781,26,171,9,33,261,99,210,0.138,0.723,0.139,0.3266,0,1,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,6,3,14,17,2,3,7,0,25,4,2,1,1,29,33,10,0,1,10,0,2,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,8,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,0,4,29,8,18,30,3,16,0,1,1,0,17,6,0,2,11,111,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361431374420873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297308699698945,0.07192375210241699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674595803222627,0.0985024940197035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478827452867403,0.14291138073431198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019277750560836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155946603851943,0.0,0.0,0.053363647398132735,0.0,0.13614478877882955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04085185284738284,0.057719219873905075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484242335810675,0.0,0.042211508506313035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976730688720632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6981707132591045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413432406076593,0.07894369382175731,0.0,0.07134254529517421,0.0,0.06784657640076235,0.0,0.0,0.06868813403334349,0.0,0.0,0.05393059446679308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340939248350337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752398190783362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803707310143653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175867846366773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425059838424407,0.16177769353511218,0.08176779907124135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470777972530694,0.0,0.1243982724997301,0.0,0.0,0.0571863794506795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248975234172456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987824634379785,0.14123496119079146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844642699216446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485379415590171,0.0,0.0,0.16821871965427904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413048336154555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833551003207121,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chainbreak01,2019/07/31,"Is anyone here found a way to manage their social anxiety as an ADHD ADHD diagnosed, a big symptom is my working memory and thought process. I have problems analyzing a given situations and construct a train of thoughts , ideas that I need to speak. Which makes me socially- anxious. Thought Vyvanse would also help me here, but nope.

 It’s killing me inside, I have done everything my psychiatrist has recommended, works well at start, and but 2 weeks and it’s back to start.

This is me throughout my life
As a kid, always been know as the polite “overly shy” kid, which moms and family took as good behaved kid who they all love

Afraid to talk to people
Eye contact
Answering or calling (even my parents)
Join conferences calls

Run into someone I know somewhere in public (shit I turn into a secret spy figuring ways to avoid them seeing me, so I avoid the awkward conversation 

Him:Hey how are you, how’s it going
Me: Good man, you
Him: all good (start some conversation)
Me: Aha yea
Awkward Silence 
Me (generic) Where have you been, haven’t seen in you a while
Him: Answers and stuff
Me (i cut him)Ok good stuff, et’s hangout some time.
Him: Umm Yes sure.. Ok man take care
 
I avoid going out with any of my friends if its only (1on1) because I just get axmward and silent and only  contribute with reactice short answers (yes, no, really, how, ok)

A group of my friends then Im fine, it’s better I dont have to do the talking  

My doc put me

Paxil - didn’t work just got trouble sleeping and weight gained 

Prozac - dunno if i felt anything 

Now on Effexor XR and Zoloft for little over 300. Effexor was amazing for the first week, but it stopped",3.1083333333333343,5.472284652866243,3.937222929936308,85.47693842887473,76.67515923566879,6.7344373673036095,27.027176220806798,7.793537801064563,1.7248037367303608,1287,52,243,20,30,411,198,314,0.08800000000000001,0.716,0.196,0.9927,1,3,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,4,3,6,14,26,3,6,13,5,18,10,3,4,3,53,42,27,1,5,8,2,2,0,2,1,5,1,0,5,13,15,1,4,13,1,0,5,5,11,2,1,14,6,38,15,27,27,4,32,0,0,3,1,35,13,1,6,12,148,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360443131936231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853372496333227,0.08171361747823755,0.0,0.0,0.06678210596343072,0.0,0.07512581190808998,0.1109425979179014,0.0,0.06866653908084999,0.0,0.08081354674868246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551283503976225,0.0,0.0598642634016863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868534814729281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055458300259504,0.0,0.10012555054755624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967502029192407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049681539691163,0.11509438833414895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486283369185591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825944729334112,0.0,0.09257801678180826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942912664298721,0.0,0.0,0.08353229525350192,0.0,0.10767564684655513,0.15174437540880112,0.0,0.05130755091945136,0.0,0.1116232233868792,0.3294755145727425,0.07854273155207214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582408928927816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086039312054803,0.10607720112529807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864820580975648,0.0,0.1079407300349208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069364408553761,0.0,0.09842623424221554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886329685669031,0.0,0.06555195063231242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501536960013135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281704172960822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937717565096692,0.0,0.0,0.10904395039204956,0.0,0.0,0.06808230732635476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939679911571617,0.0,0.09872217133408867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291201439533907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825589505215035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080502255190643,0.0,0.11038544100792276,0.09827494883836932,0.20021327693499846,0.08320795344762644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085279474287912,0.0,0.0,0.08210296391115729,0.0,0.0,0.2248402317624241,0.0,0.0,0.09255613331135684,0.10207158577038963,0.07383720671053003,0.1578653541040081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338890839787965,0.057263557917168036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910828746340973,0.0,0.10681778144989952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155899571325172,0.15754669387106815,0.11958604864561907,0.08829721416049903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144811039217912,0.0,0.0,0.06976132321542665,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,em_bee_bee,2019/07/31,"Feeling anxious about going out with some friends this evening My friend invited me to go to a new tap house that just opened in our town with some other people. And I'm glad she did because I hate being left out... but then I also struggle with (social) anxiety. 

I don't know if anyone can relate, but it's like... if I told someone I was feeling anxious about going, then they would probably be like ""well then just don't go"". But I *want* to go. I don't want to miss out on a nice time. And I will probably/possibly feel okay once I'm there and can loosen up a bit. But I've just been in an anxious and unmotivated mood this afternoon so I'm trying to perk up and stop being so blah. 

It's frustrating because just giving into the crappy feelings and simply not going doesn't really make me feel any better so I just want to be excited about going so I can stop feeling conflicted. I just don't know how to make myself excited.",2.9500701754385967,4.392471410526318,4.627894736842105,84.44359649122809,74.36842105263158,7.592982456140351,25.298245614035093,8.238735603445708,1.556129824561404,728,24,148,12,15,246,104,190,0.175,0.649,0.17600000000000002,-0.2108,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,1,18,16,2,1,5,1,17,0,0,3,0,47,44,21,0,6,13,0,6,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,3,8,0,0,7,6,4,1,0,4,6,18,11,22,34,3,27,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,4,10,101,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609614423823197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171652229906437,0.0,0.09192612295551778,0.40725774423639904,0.0,0.08402236933157653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465032988884694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062764396711352,0.13118938129600755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079368045066795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645551069996701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567882006657646,0.0,0.0,0.11527350203329045,0.4780489506865455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863835244706655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865461851963962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320794087821361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305599463028282,0.0,0.0,0.11741338822360448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042253709476587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605639220742872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797211905702038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330748640739657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955851376571315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698096597958325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249338706229584,0.10181566581751407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092713712679988,0.0,0.1256228586393863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006935076327797,0.0,0.0,0.114823090426236,0.0,0.08158434850168511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262981584581755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804303287234963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536197895986201,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justheretoupvote17,2019/07/31,"Does anyone have any tips for dates? Like what's helped them stay calm and feel comfortable etc? I've let social anxiety literally ruin my dating life for sooooo long and I'm sick of it. I would always reject everyone because I would go into the 'oh god no no no no no' mode and never let anyone in. It's reached a point where it's just ridiculous, I never used to feel that lonely but I really do now and feel like there's a barrier preventing me from the dating world cause of my own actions. So, does anyone here have any pointers for anything that's helped them? <3",2.3915335968379448,4.581737513043478,3.6733596837944655,87.34711462450593,78.21739130434783,6.616600790513835,20.88932806324111,7.686295010490155,0.8450869565217394,454,12,90,7,11,148,76,115,0.19399999999999998,0.708,0.099,-0.7303,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,6,8,1,0,4,0,7,2,0,2,2,18,13,6,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,0,3,9,4,9,9,2,15,0,3,0,0,5,5,0,0,9,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099886415152224,0.0,0.0,0.2304683448630361,0.0,0.1296314430128208,0.0,0.0,0.35545742488494664,0.0,0.13944576988841365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329726431648084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407539485473833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965797522578775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898541537195115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619200551985331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25704230233297315,0.12105759495314335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630431374962216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22716218202109095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34655531388597594,0.1196899992981853,0.16557281494200984,0.0,0.0,0.14996099119478767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613859296701499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018830416609628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085562338931999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273647592096433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806148556914322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635339372057918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074977069035106,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CV117,2019/07/31,"Please help I recently transfered to a new school and for the past 2 months ive been awkward and kinda weird when it comes to socializing.
How can I work on this?",5.231818181818183,5.390899606060606,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,68.0909090909091,9.024242424242424,28.62121212121212,8.841846274778883,1.8541030303030304,129,4,28,2,2,41,29,33,0.094,0.75,0.156,0.4576,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,17,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964096427508737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306413904505959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27465544815578136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33233163861695725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32848012660943154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777158709740989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397549008074521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482451755712667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35076420408964115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25050717535187816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nottoventbutfuck,2019/07/31,"I am tired of feeling anxious over the most non-anxiety-inducing things 
I can’t seem to understand why I have a ridiculously irrational fear of small trivial things.
Let’s start with driving... I’ve had my license and car for more than a year but I refuse to drive my self anywhere. I usually just say it’s because I’m lazy or blah but the truth is I have pulled over many times to cry / try to catch a breather while on the road because getting in the driver seat is one of the most mortifying things to me... how I passed my driving test is beyond me. 
I think I tried to talk to a few people About this but everybody says I am being ridiculous/ overthinking way too much. But then again I am also a person who is TERRIFIED of picking up phone calls.! seeing my phone ring and internally debating to pick it up or not and then finally deciding not to, is a daily struggle.
I really dunno why I’m like this and I’m sure this doesn’t make sense at all but like argh I just wanna write this down somewhere.
I’m in therapy now to address why I have such irrational phobias of the most trivial shit. I don’t even walk into the supermarket anymore these days because of the crowds. Thank you god for making a 24/7 Supermarket in my town that I can go to at 1am when nobody’s around. Seriously fucking arghhh Hopefully one day I’ll get over all this shit???
HONESTLY SO EXHAUSTING AND INCONVENIENT TO LIVE WITH ANXIETY",3.762840504691038,5.360308676156585,4.9707230669686195,82.17459640892916,72.55871886120997,8.667809770300876,28.786962148172112,9.218907990703514,2.4757601423487543,1122,45,222,25,22,371,167,281,0.217,0.69,0.09300000000000001,-0.9894,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,14,17,6,2,15,0,18,5,2,5,4,42,36,19,0,2,11,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,1,2,13,9,0,1,5,0,0,9,5,10,0,2,1,5,24,7,40,33,8,41,0,0,1,1,13,18,3,8,15,148,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263821907070517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981843092771586,0.1449944043108529,0.12728470625565844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142551166915852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471552066570775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105557666763729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409820120859006,0.16554505478926068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477129713533636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442488902998082,0.06489557451756388,0.0,0.0,0.1405967273623143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865377330132106,0.13411093523733353,0.0,0.07294196767509753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747649932541108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124244137611804,0.0,0.12540670760371175,0.0,0.11333183544384234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134385189681822,0.1301226603028949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434904940501206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394109031359284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897892946583304,0.11206674307924894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222170944652188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413172008720304,0.0,0.0,0.10227511433701783,0.11684134304572523,0.1338928290968051,0.0,0.26349057027259937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084393216864847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417506589393186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096454983618732,0.0,0.0,0.10315962222450853,0.0,0.11816371755915232,0.14677479247856956,0.0,0.2558020615598704,0.08223890976986957,0.0,0.0,0.0748395623028769,0.14751480233266773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427696606634996,0.0,0.0,0.13361267232304774,0.0,0.0,0.14135494405170493,0.0,0.0,0.10187505025498968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474368020485035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265059124193261
socialanxiety,Gourmet-Moods,2019/07/31,"SA totally changed me I guess I'll start off telling you about myself briefly. I'm a 27 year old Male and have been overweight most my life. I've been called every name in the book through school,sports and at home. Still I managed to have alot of friends and be very popular in school, mainly because I was funny. I always felt self conscious and insecure but it didn't phase me then like it does now. I started getting really anxious in about 2013 and it's only gotten worse, I no longer talk to friends I've known my whole life and used to hang out with everyday. Probably because I know I'm not myself or the person they knew. I've turned them down to hang out so many times,ghosted their texts and made up excuses left and right. I work in renovations, which is kind of a nightmare because I'm forced to engage with customers and always end up feeling super awkward and stupid about the things I say.  I hold onto these conversations and awkward moments for what seems like forever. I also have lost all my confidence talking with woman, which doesnt help.  

I guess I'm just curious if anyone else has shared an experience like this. 

Depression and anxiety runs in my family but my two  brothers seem to be fine. I'm just so confused.

Thanks for reading.",4.01561224489796,5.903296632653067,4.407091836734697,85.28451530612246,72.46938775510203,7.5122448979591825,28.5765306122449,8.238735603445708,1.9784653061224493,1005,40,193,16,20,316,160,245,0.157,0.674,0.16899999999999998,0.5003,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,3,3,10,19,1,4,7,0,12,3,0,2,2,43,34,20,0,1,7,1,2,3,2,0,3,1,1,4,9,17,1,1,8,2,0,3,4,7,0,1,9,3,25,12,30,23,6,28,0,2,0,0,21,15,0,9,13,115,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785667751949796,0.20363794327221774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361025919390548,0.1382396420480034,0.0,0.08556170453333388,0.1253792366939227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237809777153553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495017371903347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944783825366013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539433666959416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070840022886206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022217510374412,0.0,0.10838065529376628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309929796526354,0.0,0.0,0.11969820068033643,0.11535651897120558,0.0,0.06187232558695417,0.0,0.1174913077947238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908055636874274,0.0,0.06393159711938022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269601629234198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820198797599759,0.0,0.12274386725520088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742618117183874,0.06724958745544167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329518750580194,0.0,0.17286256477316808,0.1793466973979435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357780597131366,0.0,0.0,0.11578641512680447,0.0,0.12406071853670643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284033614888036,0.0,0.0,0.09306545763157846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684596086582457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193209573577044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239990389903092,0.0,0.0783912988676029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450056980976014,0.0,0.0973109826190236,0.0,0.24768344807100265,0.0,0.22279625914970613,0.12765524887053453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322368714731254,0.0,0.09772227632834886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967075807911836,0.10695396773927864,0.11265889946634244,0.0,0.0,0.08129505777194318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309992869396556,0.11953457295464524,0.0,0.0,0.10568561763781448,0.0,0.10096541679594548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366181507388707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890844802887771,0.0,0.12470221279965392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880020061908967
socialanxiety,torukkmacto,2019/07/31,"What is essential tremor? My hands shaking My hands shaking wven if i dont get nervous sometimes 
Is anyway to cure
Positive reply please",5.9208,8.17394608,5.805,75.70750000000002,68.2,8.200000000000001,36.5,8.841846274778883,3.652200000000001,112,6,17,2,2,35,21,25,0.11699999999999999,0.618,0.265,0.6501,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5988879058252307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669762806676705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5609242794192372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505391822821795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,simkashi01,2019/07/31,My friend has invited me to a club. I actually want to go because I want to socialize and have fun but It's really difficult for me to have fun in clubs dancing etc. Should I go? If yes than do you have any tips on how to have fun?,0.1088235294117652,1.8203151764705905,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764708,83.50980392156862,8.00156862745098,21.964705882352945,8.841846274778883,1.4322047058823528,178,6,44,5,5,64,37,51,0.06,0.622,0.317,0.9283,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,1,0,7,11,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,9,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.3503088458094002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441160265499516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188284706379542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003531912715372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773440088605865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080287282168653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299692523151836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659308801573324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234667548247928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mef_87,2019/07/31,"Losing hope. I've lived with social anxiety for as long as I can remember, I'm an adult now \[31/M\] and I'm still finding it a daily struggle. 

From the outside, my life must seem pretty good; I have a university degree, A full time job, a long time girlfriend and a roof over my head. However, I feel constantly burdened with how socially inept I am, and my inability to connect with other people.

My confidence and self esteem are at an all time low and have rendered me hopeless. Work is an enormous trigger for my anxiety and I constantly find myself in a cycle of negative thinking. I've had the same job for around 4 years now. Its a small company, which I like in some ways, as there is no big hierarchy, and hard work gets recognized. But as it is a small team, naturally the staff have become more tightly knit and cliquey, and I feel like I'm isolated and don't really fit in.

When I first started the job, I felt alright and not too self conscious, however, over time people have caught on to my awkwardness and introverted nature, and I have singled me out as the ""weird guy"". I would quite frequently find myself the butt of a joke, and called belittling nicknames. I'd also have jokes made that I've smoked too many drugs, I guess due to my awkward demeanor. This whole thing has made me feel kinda bitter and resentful towards my colleagues, as I don't want to be treated this way. This has made me more isolated, and less infused to try and build a rapport with these people. I work hard at my job, which is acknowledged from time to time, I just don't feel respected as a person.

I feel like I cant function properly at the best of times, but that place really makes life an uphill battle. I'm in tears quite a lot of evenings due to feeling defeated and frustrated with my own social shortcomings. My Girlfriend is supportive, but I know she feels limited with what she can do to help, which is understandable, I hate feeling like a burden to her. 

I've been seeking professional help over the past year, and have had an assessment in which I told I show signs of severe social anxiety and depression. I am currently on a waiting list to receive Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. I've been waiting a while, but I hope to be receiving the treatment soon. 

I'm not sure what the point of this post was, but I guess it was just to vent, and try and connect with people going through the same thing. Thanks for reading anyway.",6.889397708674303,6.632310987234048,7.201702127659576,75.62692307692309,64.65957446808511,10.890343698854338,34.88543371522095,10.475803106731721,3.572291325695581,1924,79,363,43,26,627,233,470,0.154,0.754,0.092,-0.972,7,0,2,0,0,1,60.0,0,0,0,11,15,32,5,3,31,1,35,5,2,6,3,84,72,38,0,5,9,0,12,4,2,2,3,0,0,5,20,31,0,4,19,5,0,4,8,16,0,1,12,13,44,16,55,56,13,58,0,5,0,1,21,25,1,8,30,245,64,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833859883266245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674211151297267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494153423158798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056824820339042,0.0,0.0,0.07655719385857965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449075774326958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766744692514584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283227759267543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459957975685561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048183208368960624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950882758546134,0.15634785103775736,0.07004405264419017,0.0,0.20002668449208602,0.06205177539510394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03811369741564935,0.0,0.04145952870958472,0.06118753401426801,0.0,0.0,0.16072670451530746,0.07223260087870259,0.0,0.0,0.13069888532091226,0.07202365198357069,0.0748684008224216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779454980304328,0.0,0.0,0.14491288765667842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895690068903079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04009176280732965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030543860175268,0.1425599873430788,0.0,0.06441674985000506,0.12911803797122168,0.0,0.08161310384405822,0.0,0.06202002366726329,0.0,0.20708297257513775,0.04869511731962932,0.07396049685176248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963963848435302,0.20229914812107572,0.06369768324292142,0.07621788993257833,0.0,0.06896193261685553,0.0,0.06986654576164268,0.07421702504883902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518396631691742,0.07297037945416884,0.0,0.0934680933898908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263885194926053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641152097853939,0.15220685070281356,0.08241345633876064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974559541021934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05163483703392722,0.0,0.05825847372140965,0.0,0.0,0.07626384609362613,0.0,0.0,0.08278351947041791,0.06875511295656439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716314622051886,0.08342541223611785,0.0,0.09693032468817547,0.046743823197038466,0.0,0.0,0.2977667255990036,0.0,0.0,0.06970746081649394,0.0,0.09905738915943628,0.0,0.0,0.07594418687491661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043028176363802136,0.11580964170449995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144678208216438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932679985219228,0.0,0.0,0.051822040161735264,0.0,0.0,0.09395563815120167
socialanxiety,Sajor1975,2019/07/31,"Anyone grew out of their social anxiety Im a male in my early 40s introvert and somewhat social anxious (just a lil lol),I remember from a toddler to 13yrs of age i was like most regular kids, had some friends at school, was social and social events, then when i hit 14yrs i started to be more  socially anxious and introverted, little by little my group of friends got smaller to the point i didnt have any, i remember i would not answer the phone and avoid opening the door to strangers lol, Halloween was the worst, this went on till i was about 26, at 35 i really got into meditation and spirituality  and currently still practice, this i believe aided me a lot, so all you young bucks dont worry there is light at the end of the tunnel.",6.769791666666666,6.524017506944446,7.327222222222224,74.59000000000002,64.90277777777779,10.255555555555556,33.97222222222222,9.827888789773867,3.1864055555555564,587,23,110,11,8,194,100,144,0.08,0.823,0.09699999999999999,0.5366,2,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,1,10,1,11,0,0,0,1,21,16,10,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,9,1,14,3,19,4,7,24,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,4,12,76,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918907938598414,0.0,0.1003322956882526,0.2963329182342757,0.0,0.09170578430989176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147765416729684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537112732509036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616333559440348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026581963755861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979134510749814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166860681793916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407512035893588,0.26290111977898645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150226806854101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398273077777094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402048071545754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971433700947351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273464448736244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6684738970519231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283133253093827,0.0,0.10473959166799704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215808837526535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319304716647432,0.0,0.09316789437187063,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,evea11,2019/07/31,Going to therapy I have my first therapy session on Monday and it’s making me nervous and giving me even more anxiety. I know it’s irrational because the therapist is not going to judge me and is there to help but I can’t get over it. Any advice for new comers to therapy?,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,3.9657142857142884,80.87928571428574,87.75,7.485714285714287,24.07142857142857,8.418075326091056,2.284564285714285,217,9,40,6,7,78,40,56,0.08900000000000001,0.8440000000000001,0.067,-0.0507,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,10,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,0,7,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189730355821307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474612559764441,0.0,0.16588495406663786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321860001562587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322331984603573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444727064195396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329196332623387,0.20801638288548185,0.2464747177302524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534586383690493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191717106875886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474495574068694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942914452929656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7439395323254167,0.251772426646432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pusheenanina,2019/07/31,"How do you eat pizza? A.K.A., anxiety about eating with people? I have social anxiety and basically have had a phobia about eating around people since I was like 8. I've tried a bunch of therapy but never got over it. 

Anyway, I'm supposed to have a work lunch thing tomorrow and I'm crazy nervous. It's a small enough group that I can't ditch. To make matters worse, we're having pizza which I haven't actually eaten in several years (because basically I went gluten-free for a while, long story). 

My social anxiety in these settings usually revolves around ""I'm eating xx wrong, they're laughing at me, they think I'm gross or weird, they think I'm dumb for not knowing how to eat xxx, they're generally intrigued and disgusted by the way I eat it."" It's a really weird specific phobia to have, but anyway. As you can imagine I'm nervous about eating pizza in particular because I haven't since I was a kid, and literally do have no idea how. 

How exactly do you eat pizza and what should I not do, to not make a mess or have people think I look weird? Does anyone else have this phobia, and how do you get through these situations?",4.41,5.605222857142858,5.7789285714285725,78.56607142857145,70.42857142857143,8.814285714285715,27.392857142857146,9.188382445141503,2.261469642857143,896,30,171,18,16,302,119,224,0.23,0.727,0.043,-0.9914,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,2,1,12,12,2,2,9,0,21,14,0,7,2,34,38,17,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,9,14,0,6,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,6,1,18,2,22,31,2,17,0,0,1,0,10,8,1,2,7,106,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0911954840418693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447113203870616,0.0,0.0,0.06534367703014944,0.09575242093993756,0.0,0.16638384414279936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393470956099228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178030695867396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7649962389889375,0.07806699412638075,0.0,0.0,0.09656069892729403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882471260916615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747419478584969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549571626109132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051358669711718825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045655832965278316,0.0,0.0,0.08270190934054902,0.07847598229728353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475961503668374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207579546602524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943631510026717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059867621187735275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557394306268188,0.0,0.15460860259649273,0.105043747691427,0.0,0.19052469922482165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687028687637157,0.0,0.06208522876174882,0.17964043548123396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344764330759968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292396376172606,0.0,0.0,0.07417769538243549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866307622878768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680340292440145,0.0,0.0952353761834068,0.0,0.10217488175896287,0.0,0.0601799004268171
socialanxiety,Wookie1438,2019/07/31,Social anxiety in college classes making it hard to succeed. I’m a talkative person for the most part and am completely fine talking to strangers yet when I’m on a college campus walking or especially in class my breathing starts to feel short and I can feel my heart rate speeding up. I can’t take my mind off of the breathing and so I can never focus in class and I’m just waiting for it to be over. I know it’s because I have all these people a similar age around me but I’m also not too concerned with how they view me yet I still am getting this anxiety. I have no idea how to fix this from happening so any tips would be great!,2.517954545454547,4.139385189393941,4.108181818181818,86.98227272727274,75.89393939393939,6.921212121212123,27.90909090909091,7.686295010490155,1.6445818181818181,503,21,104,7,11,168,88,132,0.059000000000000004,0.865,0.076,0.6356,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,12,3,0,0,5,0,10,3,3,3,2,23,23,12,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,13,3,18,20,3,18,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,2,8,75,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388082815448586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786167211912735,0.0,0.33267079580029996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356117527267772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254493788501198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797401833628494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988098279261445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359959620682825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397202869852732,0.0,0.0,0.1922749925644614,0.0,0.19477696476440406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576587616058001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24545501915684034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949530942811548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513799604450614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195450142593936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769747989646686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354583936439619,0.0,0.15074043649530305,0.18985382123370784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216452257755213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389996339875125,0.0,0.17364201164227291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348230849148496,0.17476414445719018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445793077451458,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThrowSomeShadeSS,2019/07/31,Fuck Mom called a plumber and I’m the only one home to let them in. Fuck fuck fuck,-2.3980701754385976,-0.6666658947368411,-0.6989473684210523,111.35403508771928,102.68421052631581,2.533333333333333,11.596491228070176,3.1291,-2.231329824561404,64,1,18,0,3,20,16,19,0.519,0.48100000000000004,0.0,-0.9325,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,4,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331664018917251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8444073604500737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22904926844300275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334988606304135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674356226660004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473289729745315,0.17366712866807685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CrystalMazeAztec,2019/07/31,"Selective social anxiety I hate it.

I walk out the door some days and i feel completely fine.

I walk out the door other days and i feel like the world is judging me.

​

I sit with several strangers in a college classroom and i'd be friends with them in a few weeks, gradual progression.

I sit with two strangers in a job interview and I feel like the walls are closing in and i want to die...within half an hour.

​

I talk to a girl at random in a bar if the situation is right and we seem to hit it off naturally.

I get told to approach girls in bars and I clam up and go to a corner all pissed off with myself.

​

I see my niece who i looked after since god knows when, I could chat to her at length about random things because I'm only about 18 years older than her.

Other days I'd be lost for words and can't connect at all because i feel I can't relate. But then again, I'm a man, not a teenage girl, so i can excuse that sometimes. LOL",1.1775742574257428,3.188216806930693,2.7777128712871324,93.13696534653471,81.42574257425744,5.822178217821782,22.47623762376237,6.961326702584282,0.5614427722772279,753,25,168,9,20,247,119,202,0.063,0.8370000000000001,0.1,0.5865,1,0,0,0,0,1,30.0,1,0,1,2,5,7,2,0,14,1,9,3,1,0,2,34,26,14,0,3,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,7,17,2,0,6,3,0,4,3,3,0,2,2,6,25,4,29,20,4,36,0,1,2,0,16,19,1,5,13,106,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842704557113651,0.4309467874797679,0.0,0.0,0.09043715126209276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441303143871664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395028983837912,0.0,0.0,0.09438818914593684,0.0,0.0,0.22872427281235744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226925760125632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391001548859776,0.1689112420837558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133564538914307,0.0,0.06176450710531725,0.0,0.06718653736582439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671670990554718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642182415276058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731403797242546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649700274883661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155115870176658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992741197474526,0.0,0.1290499176897127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991081684400368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095831290546682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420517446973056,0.10762206601529313,0.0,0.13355373146030972,0.0,0.09779191339081733,0.1328830207889082,0.0,0.12050930266818112,0.0,0.0,0.1169215360764669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501989093718267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853939835112063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296324552144245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548270828901545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972858276561994,0.0,0.09482808786074563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309467874797679,0.07612910939718709
socialanxiety,RoundSatisfaction,2019/07/31,"I Am Not Socially Anxious Anymore I used to wear prescription lenses, and I used to have social anxiety. 

Now, I don't wear prescription lenses, and I don't have social anxiety.",4.194545454545455,6.632443000000006,6.2212121212121225,70.0518181818182,73.54545454545455,10.460606060606061,32.21212121212121,10.504223727775694,4.467230303030304,141,7,22,5,3,49,18,33,0.121,0.8170000000000001,0.062,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,2,0,5,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717726473438853,0.27450900218959823,0.24098031833923386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7430916695840398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197298692870403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tuomas90,2019/07/31,"Today I finally went outside to overcome my fear of eating at a restaurant. I've been trying to get over my fear of eating at a restaurant for months.  
I mean: How am I supposed to get a girlfriend, when I can't date and when I can't even go to a restaurant alone.  
I did a lot of reddit searching about how to know how to order at a restaurant or how to get a table etc.. I'm in my late twenties and I just never learned that shit. I have no idea how it works and it scares the shit out of me. I was still confused, but I said:""Fuck it! I'm gonna go down the street and eat at that bar/restaurant I wanted to eat at for weeks."" On top of that I was starving. Would be the first meal of the day.  
So, I went outside into the rain, and walked down the street. At first confident, then as I got closer to the restaurant I could feel my anxiety rising. I got to the restaurant, looked inside, saw that it was quite packed and just passed by it.

Guess, I'll starve today.

But hey, turning 30, not being able to eat at a restaurant, not being able to date, never having had a girlfriend or just a kiss, not having any friends or self-esteem isn't that bad, right? I still have my good friends depression and social anxiety. Because I can count on them! They will never leave me.

Just kill me. I hate myself.",1.2873891907349169,3.2413574200743507,2.613773234200746,94.75075421790106,80.74721189591078,4.881955962253361,21.12682299113526,5.634304966280588,-0.061554303688875926,1002,29,220,5,26,323,135,269,0.165,0.7509999999999999,0.083,-0.9703,0,1,0,0,0,1,41.0,0,0,2,5,16,14,4,4,18,0,21,9,2,5,3,40,42,22,1,3,12,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,10,9,6,0,5,0,0,7,10,10,0,2,11,3,30,4,38,24,2,47,0,1,2,1,8,20,2,6,19,156,40,2,0.20242977779948665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482810008676086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688295952582569,0.0,0.15485822594194004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451020448255192,0.06169965683064953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808118528559776,0.0,0.0,0.06527523004149219,0.0,0.08717623549771936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178404983457607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288135607078965,0.06685147953792864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277897788526524,0.051177288994845714,0.0,0.0,0.11087596344498464,0.0,0.17218666558494342,0.0,0.0,0.1563967441791082,0.09357153383282148,0.15864180587890034,0.0,0.11504550771950828,0.08489424670122662,0.1619015856183799,0.0,0.11149961119054012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992874820532492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425928964919055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197927833417433,0.0,0.05562505594127795,0.0,0.1141748032891572,0.10717195306857713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499501505462656,0.0,0.0,0.08604927906388271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110252686173257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078875867340878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341894860583755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765449313181344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643696209162349,0.09627853731999493,0.0,0.10133376086877333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558920326947913,0.0,0.20779125791710032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317583294177166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166068203987402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187975986126776,0.0,0.0,0.06871826564312633,0.11009273453591803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969916386041507,0.0,0.08118847868739068,0.0,0.0,0.1876544320772839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368564458252191,0.0,0.0,0.07190015307734669,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mia_139,2019/07/31,"Anxious about everything and my mom isn't helping much. Hello guys, I was hoping I would find someone who feels the same way as I do and maybe got their anxiety better because it has been ruining my life for a long time.

So basically I get anxious at almost every situation in my life. Let me give you a few examples. I cannot pick up any phone calls or even make them. The only person I am able to call is my mom, even when pizza delivery guy just calls me to let me know he's gonna be at my house soon my stomach gets sick and I can't even speak properly but I manage to tell him OK thanks and then I hang up which I think is an extreme, I mean he's just doing his job and it's nothing serious right? Another thing is I cannot go on any trip with anyone because I'm constantly thinking something bad might happen to me or people who I wanna go with. Talking to people on internet? No thanks, playing online games is a torture for me because you have to speak with other people, chatting is also a no no for me because I often don't know how to respond or what to say. Going to work is not a big deal when I know what I'm doing but when I have to face some new situation I haven't before I wanna throw up and start sweating and the feeling won't go away because I fear I'll make a mistake and someone will be really angry at me or laught at me that I didn't do my work correctly.

I just don't know what to do. When I tried to explain these feelings to my mom she stared at me like I was a psychopath. She doesn't understand at all and when I try to bring it up again she gets angry and starts screaming at me that it's only in my head and tells me to get over it.

So if you got any tips what to do or where I could go to make my anxiety better I would be really grateful, I just want my normal life back. (Sorry if there are some grammar mistakes, English is my second language.) 

Thank you for hearing me out!",3.686153846153847,3.873185745098042,5.308921568627451,84.94995475113124,71.45098039215686,8.041628959276018,27.70211161387632,7.882392219407189,1.5473077677224736,1496,49,326,18,26,511,203,408,0.131,0.779,0.09,-0.9534,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,2,4,23,17,1,1,11,1,41,9,4,5,2,65,81,31,0,12,14,3,3,1,0,6,4,5,0,3,17,15,1,0,13,3,0,9,14,8,0,1,6,9,62,9,46,63,6,46,0,1,1,0,40,21,0,13,16,231,79,4,0.07869204630945567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879871733638133,0.0,0.0,0.06293000100301842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053986986703825,0.08251547184137847,0.1203984000742622,0.17779922705845805,0.0,0.055023308460782606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393376789149425,0.06050932624183741,0.06570457169942526,0.2398497051853855,0.0,0.06696113546627007,0.0,0.0,0.1391934402388009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410601327405392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085038146198908,0.0,0.06282919574801445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112804438889068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592606327509342,0.0,0.06630144297584381,0.0,0.07072333713050125,0.0,0.0,0.08855042978928296,0.11936718913648905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192310470022162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445338520901825,0.07548858131698419,0.22361251688291248,0.0,0.1258744361778197,0.0,0.0,0.15583499558451544,0.06958711666697777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076074216941143,0.0,0.08869165535447816,0.0,0.05274561988408306,0.0,0.0,0.07815895777461959,0.0,0.09080005604473143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808971358019541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298836270750312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609358978013482,0.16674755852597256,0.03844495893800684,0.0,0.0,0.06963998468958367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758265589594664,0.0,0.07905673744776139,0.0857187077948749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834798255333711,0.0,0.2764895206872544,0.0,0.0,0.05784770846034569,0.0,0.0,0.07600126868685031,0.0,0.0,0.07710149747982603,0.07550714077014807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969769443551101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366546997493348,0.06871085954369427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008242797816886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720257758223899,0.0,0.0625790736927452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176906314238643,0.0,0.0,0.13335103094531892,0.060580981794558876,0.0,0.08808930323071325,0.11139727080714458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324968602180486,0.13756063393361234,0.2173471908956834,0.0,0.0,0.05227949892442937,0.10084537165906768,0.0,0.0,0.045885965027716726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685346792507497,0.0,0.0,0.08192119543221144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641460775393372,0.062462083547188824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457749386206385,0.0,0.0,0.11180114382625908,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Demaryth,2019/07/31,"My Social Anxiety Problem Hey all. I never use Reddit, but I figured this would be the best place to ask about this kind of thing. Been fighting what I've always thought was social anxiety over the last 10 or so years. Certain events have made it better or worse, but there's always been some consistent things about it.

One of the first, and probably worst things is the fact that writing posts like this is near impossible for me. I don't know if it's the fear of humiliation, vulnerability, or the fact my brain tells me I'm talking nonsense. I can't vent my feelings at all, which means virtually nobody can help me in the first place. Whether it's because I feel alone, or hopeless about the future, or guilty about neglecting my social relationships, all I can do it wait for the welling feeling of dread in me to pass. The thing is, there are people out there that do care. I live with my wife, who does the best she can to keep me optimistic. She's pretty much the only person who can. If I didn't have her, I'd most definitely be more isolated, and detached from the world than I am now. Then there's my Dad who lives hundreds of miles away, but is always happy to take a phone call and let me vent. It's just bringing myself to talk to them instead of wallowing in my own thoughts that's the hard part. When all the obvious solutions are there, my mind ignores them all.

When it comes to social situations, I'm fine when I'm there, but getting there is the hard part. I've never been able to drive, and it's only recently that I got my first job. Before that, I've always relied on people providing a lift, or unreliable public transport that doesn't always go to the places you need to be. It's a combination of feeling too poor to do anything, to feeling like a burden when people give a lift, or not being able to make it to events, which leads to feeling guilty about that and avoiding people because I'm unreliable, which leads to months of never talking to my friends, deepening the fear further to the point where trying to speak to them again makes me feel physically sick because I might not get a reply straight away... on and on in a circular self-destructive pattern.

You get the idea.

This is pretty bad isn't it?",6.683712121212125,6.23838134090909,6.792727272727273,79.01575757575759,65.13636363636364,9.696969696969695,31.96969696969697,9.075114841892004,2.486378787878788,1770,60,352,26,24,568,212,440,0.18,0.679,0.14,-0.9624,1,2,0,0,2,1,50.0,0,2,3,8,24,24,1,4,27,0,34,2,1,6,12,70,67,26,0,5,17,2,9,2,1,2,1,1,0,1,33,9,0,5,13,0,1,8,10,12,1,4,9,10,37,12,51,51,15,51,0,2,0,0,34,22,0,12,22,246,70,3,0.1499818870102266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776680013860548,0.0,0.0,0.31199236197743085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473573304434607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171115686222042,0.0,0.070106409144025,0.0,0.14091291994792088,0.0,0.06261430545296677,0.13714134935983271,0.0,0.06381176957887694,0.0,0.15739673727013573,0.06632339545588878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371469394575998,0.07657413780884531,0.0,0.07645826478785453,0.0,0.0,0.0645980576777244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656250800163751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687713203331376,0.2654237198334706,0.053573545023951966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913617747089244,0.0,0.0,0.057937816928972125,0.0,0.11753901853311167,0.07193814625891727,0.04261908136092714,0.0,0.059977108074101636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982925381212141,0.13435431131629572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026484869023118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465564728825736,0.0,0.0,0.07441694013641695,0.06665539621306597,0.0,0.0780915277432777,0.041213061367809514,0.06112762786456748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668332052584714,0.0,0.07327357411545787,0.0,0.13243675402557928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095824394969621,0.1001140742077655,0.0,0.0,0.08168712182547948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955354033839017,0.07571947542520119,0.0,0.05985705565044783,0.0,0.05512697204480736,0.055604834402246624,0.17351291602850036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081580409993701,0.11406798351394673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241576800388202,0.0,0.20795711194433253,0.06547919933313262,0.2350487248624068,0.0,0.07089068082737451,0.0,0.07182059446647805,0.15258549855108186,0.08085292064497343,0.07175620518625349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740445097364655,0.08051220874733288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823190899290228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429296249711203,0.0,0.3057752922850475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056383856777774716,0.1808246393488709,0.06554538998310143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928260271185386,0.0,0.0,0.11906886514676968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050913928105157706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476809762272605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742586426135866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642217808724881,0.05327141467075185,0.0,0.0,0.048291708942631684
socialanxiety,nintendogstherapy1,2019/07/31,"I’m too anxious to get help - Advice/Encouragement? I’ve recently finished university and have no job. I really need to get help with SAD (and other mental health issues) but even the thought of going to the GP or referring myself for therapy is daunting! I’ve made progress with generally talking to strangers and groups of people, however getting a job is a completely different story, I’m absolutely prettified of the process of interviewing, actually getting a job and working. I had a job a few years back but my manager was awful (constant belittling, shouting and just generally a shitty person - not just to me but to my co-workers also) and I feel this has made me scared to work now. Genuinely feel suicidal over this, how am I supposed to live without a job? 

I was diagnosed with SAD when I was 16 but stopped going to CBT sessions after a few weeks as I was not ready to face it head on. It’s ironic because I studied counselling and CBT at university, but applying it to myself is difficult. I feel I’m finally ready to get some help with CBT and counselling but as I mentioned, I am too scared to talk to my GP about his. 

I need advice and some encouragement to finally reach out and ask for help, anyone currently in therapy or completed therapy? 



(P.S. Just want to say thank you to everyone in this sub, makes me feel I’m not the only one with SAD)",6.7957471264367815,6.874251869731804,7.8787586206896565,69.56710344827587,64.78544061302682,11.71095785440613,37.70651340996169,11.34169021259432,4.548264674329501,1082,53,193,31,15,369,136,261,0.16699999999999998,0.747,0.086,-0.9766,8,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,3,12,8,0,2,12,1,12,4,2,4,0,49,36,23,1,3,15,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,16,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,8,6,22,2,39,28,4,21,0,3,0,0,15,6,0,4,13,130,29,10,0.0,0.0,0.09371397869369844,0.0,0.0,0.09384195926231333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679724696668133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848951957142444,0.0,0.06714823679382947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977753092819289,0.0,0.0,0.0738431526635283,0.0,0.058540590339810274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137673801051245,0.10377713985596546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747108205222546,0.0,0.10033364245207772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342863604544444,0.0,0.0,0.09176327835880993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942279010058348,0.0,0.0,0.2103980698751739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25086538688037635,0.0,0.1091550955676898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985571676901654,0.10207817832217414,0.0,0.0,0.25747454836076245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023309928132933,0.476487758127322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084798557833241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817367632598837,0.06410251575622948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677828811077772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424139333694629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650741847988645,0.07303713057676084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657692312754537,0.08385197466335556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152095178149385,0.0,0.09482062116848504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763689893648244,0.19229079989515746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028756561751825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504409332920923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543747554603921,0.0,0.08841392886640091,0.3294649913604352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762391688136405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056642524038248765,0.0,0.07703157060008109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925720132613219,0.0,0.2097386608779716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061841855061576925
socialanxiety,zensama,2019/07/31,"We are built as social animals yet have a deathly fear of the very thing that would supposedly make us happy > I think humans are ""social beings"" by nature. Social bonds and connections make people happier and they have been shown to make people live longer. Having said that, there are some people with social anxiety disorders and other mental health issues that prefer to be alone and struggle to interact with others. The idea of hermits make me wonder why they would chose to isolate themselves from others. The signs of a healthy adult are their capacity to establish and maintain intimate relationships and their capacity to be productive or creative in some way.",12.42068965517241,10.701109344827593,10.95455172413793,57.84562068965519,54.68965517241379,13.762758620689654,41.30344827586207,12.340626583579946,5.349988275862066,548,21,77,13,5,172,79,116,0.086,0.8140000000000001,0.099,0.5719,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,4,0,2,3,0,2,5,0,13,1,0,4,0,23,20,8,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,7,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,1,15,13,2,3,0,0,0,0,15,1,0,4,1,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719380978165889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087216702084532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288222103386366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599248929957379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512897434070311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106727433515854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604365635978407,0.0,0.14833670972071533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254948629567901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794657190200488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322387448544432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29558504498649185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258405685695864,0.0,0.0,0.13518898746239386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794951512247566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857503578437045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441843807258456,0.09106497455782936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095326880296402,0.0,0.0,0.11726416358499385,0.0,0.11280850981012387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282415003941459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412344501900666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019164221536001,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,adrianblakaye,2019/07/31,"My social anxiety is even worse now I’m about to start freshman year of high school and I’m getting really nervous and anxiety . I still look like a 12 year old and I am really short and insecure. When I talk to people I don’t know, it’s like my voice completely changes it’s tone. It’s like low and quiet. Even when i try to raise my voice, I feel like I might come off as yelling . So I kinda hold back and still sound quiet. Also I’m 4’8.... which is sad. 
I have a freshman orientation in a few days and my parents won’t be there. I only have 1 friend, and I’m not sure if he’s even coming to it. Also when people tell me I’m shy, it makes me feel worse and embarrassed. I’m like “wow I really make it obvious”. In my head. I honestly don’t know what to do and feel like it’s the end for me in a few days.",-0.4318200529256124,1.3917627541899478,2.3892384592766867,94.7128550426345,86.26256983240224,6.226521611290798,17.800940899735373,7.475848149327749,0.18114972067039048,619,15,153,11,19,217,92,179,0.149,0.7120000000000001,0.139,0.0724,1,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,15,15,0,3,5,0,11,1,1,2,2,26,29,18,0,1,2,1,3,6,1,2,0,6,0,0,9,12,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,10,20,10,13,26,2,23,0,2,1,0,6,7,0,3,20,86,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063739251702234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741848094320397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921775756315834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649890412376375,0.2222995413937656,0.13528775282542227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643012251530048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428418485309233,0.0,0.0,0.2556735515773961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957275938820668,0.18436118542569632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968991789909312,0.0,0.0674139720168763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324242101979499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632954930980468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182538873233672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37823154072398535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835450721306976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225992222922573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688271884042152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539753436966806,0.0,0.0,0.0981347633909046,0.0,0.0,0.14327493105020495,0.0,0.0,0.17890929029720015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24798389527289816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058742303999452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315320260549226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913296188753361,0.0,0.20609048103469707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216112729847056,0.0,0.0,0.1037111533613196,0.11277978516328856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760435897931487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629895658142419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618494637448056
socialanxiety,Lizzysmilee,2019/07/31,"Does anyone else feel like they don’t have any friends? Literally this is exactly how I feel. I’ve been on summer break for about a month and half now, and haven’t hung out with anyone. I don’t text anyone. I don’t call anyone. I find it hard to keep friends around. I can meet people, sometimes. Sometimes I feel really self conscious and can’t even look people in the eye. It just sucks. Especially in college where you’re supposed to make your life long friends. I’m already going into my last year and that hasn’t happened. I just feel like people don’t like me or get annoyed of me. Sometimes I feel like I’m mean or look mean, but I’m not. I just cut things short when being talked to because I don’t know how to keep the conversation going. I don’t know. I just wanted to rant and see if I’m the only one. I feel like I am.",1.2382588235294136,3.1980488057142864,2.719563025210085,93.89961344537821,80.94285714285714,5.260504201680673,20.00840336134453,6.2272716619740125,-0.06913781512605066,651,17,146,5,17,212,99,175,0.05,0.833,0.11800000000000001,0.8303,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,12,11,3,0,4,0,15,2,1,3,1,37,41,12,0,2,9,0,7,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,5,9,0,2,12,0,0,2,10,3,0,2,1,11,19,8,15,39,0,18,0,0,4,0,10,8,1,3,12,80,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301860739092532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580877789664316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117916894062505,0.11422225702047123,0.0,0.09923894363806177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795587804088835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138313745850054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097555039851223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312546022739647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363008521751929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381993795144828,0.3185592653588423,0.0,0.0,0.1018887583695916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583825896130744,0.0,0.05824258872883235,0.0,0.12671089100539948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857951690587168,0.0,0.09986227972121588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981733152094338,0.0,0.0,0.12253064965785425,0.090869347067472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874012006844396,0.2723122943656365,0.0,0.0,0.09865441157571696,0.18722667754827665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441234735690867,0.0,0.0,0.24286417397214285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898057644880958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554029332694627,0.08478394749899755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23185416693601466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141558142743046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883343347033794,0.0,0.11629573628764305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330763407257503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960169340421079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406094683754792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575253910368739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178809670337252
socialanxiety,KermitsIsALilBitch,2019/07/31,"how to stop overthinking? does anyone have any tips on how to stop overthinking? or at least how to distract myself? i cant stop thinking about this situation that happened today, and i’m trying to forget about but fuck it’s real had to do so",2.40625,4.881585458333333,3.8873333333333338,84.29100000000003,79.83333333333334,6.34,22.1,7.554174236665415,1.1082449999999997,194,6,36,3,5,64,37,48,0.257,0.743,0.0,-0.879,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,12,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,9,7,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,4,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191854271220054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870518538232225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341031101722982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473121774193525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365615507117021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044892459747757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006966952464954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6709604915087123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141202742984038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535717823049482,0.0,0.0,0.1816242954299193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iftreescouldspeak,2019/07/31,"Scared but also not caring if I'm making friends I just moved to a new area from an area where I had a few close friends that enjoyed staying home and hanging out. 

I moved to this new area because 1. I couldn't afford to live in my old area anymore. 2. School 3. My fiance's mental health.


Now I'm an hour away from my friends and two hours away from my family. I got a job as a server, and don't have issues with talking to customers, but I have huge issues with befriending my coworkers. They're all younger than me, but pretty cool anyway. I can be friendly at work, but as soon as they ask me to do anything outside, Im quick to shut it down. 

I feel scared to leave my house. Even going to the grocery store absolutely exhausted me today. I was invited to a party tonight by coworkers, but declined Immediately in the back of my mind, even though I knew I would have had fun. Just picturing that situation makes my heart absolutely race and pound of my chest. 

I just feel like such a jerk and flake half the time. But I'm okay with it, because I don't feel bad about wanting to be home when I'm off work. I just can't bring myself to talk to people. I hate this, I hate that I'm comfortable with this lifestyle. I don't know what to do.",2.753715953307392,4.066238875486384,3.976363813229572,89.44127723735409,74.6420233463035,7.007704280155642,24.912256809338523,7.554174236665415,1.0186172762645906,969,31,214,12,20,317,143,257,0.098,0.7120000000000001,0.19,0.9814,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,17,18,3,2,11,2,17,4,2,2,1,35,37,18,0,4,12,0,3,1,4,1,2,0,2,0,9,11,0,0,5,0,1,5,6,7,0,2,5,4,31,11,36,28,2,35,0,0,0,0,8,16,0,1,14,137,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835056983311106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956616775453484,0.0,0.0,0.09091537309371882,0.0,0.10328359842322037,0.0,0.20759861493754544,0.0849520636973696,0.09224592813857233,0.13469478970080473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264140915079301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459415893067967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415042124273406,0.0,0.16758555556164226,0.0789267140896455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414253441460149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278815500884506,0.0,0.08836070226026628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181516464755224,0.0,0.11743474640702653,0.0,0.13091896704184675,0.0,0.0,0.2216402782192553,0.0,0.2176004844992755,0.127478731361305,0.0,0.0,0.11933702584586978,0.23062418999176584,0.10963404708326274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060716749468078514,0.0,0.0,0.11698204189383447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053974797000568,0.0,0.0975555921795385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749210469109586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133754450559702,0.0,0.111552994770663,0.0,0.0,0.234844856884354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134039500873528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592985214281723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659270779076012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239756500137307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212188902002256,0.1118113466040305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418380280424465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775665195577305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759878317890962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854573652267296,0.0,0.06442159690012599,0.0,0.1047218300309722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792260582520002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516378481296521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608610632673846,0.0,0.0,0.07848160342925953,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Doctor_Steve_Gates,2019/07/31,"No real friends in marching band. I'm posting this here because it's about loneliness, and that's obviously a result of my social anxiety. SA is the sole reason I have to worry about my lack of friends.

​

I'm part of the high school marching band. I'm a senior and I've been doing it since I started high school. I've enjoyed it a lot, but I feel like I'm missing out on the social aspect. I'm kind of a loner compared to everyone else. And it seems to me that most people see it as a social activity the point of which is to make friends.

​

To be honest, I didn't worry excessively about this until now. I was always a little depressed about being left out, but that's typical for me outside of marching band as well. It wasn't until recently that I came to the idea that I might be wasting my time with band, or that there's no reason for me to be there.

​

It was a pretty mundane event that led me to start questioning the value of marching band. During band camp, I overheard a staff member having a brief, casual conversation with someone else across the room. It wasn't a big deal. Everyone involved probably forgot about it like it was nothing. But to me, it was a disturbing insight that I wouldn't be able to forget. She said ""she didn't know why you would even be in band at all if you didn't have friends."" And that if you're in that situation, she's ""Sorry, I guess."" Maybe she wasn't thinking or didn't really mean it. But I'm starting to realize that's the widespread conventional belief. There's a pressure to be social, because that's supposedly the main reason you're there.

​

Marching band is widely viewed as a heavily social thing. And it does fulfill that role for me to some extent. I'm at least a little friendly with everyone. I was much friendlier with my old section. Then I switched instruments, and I don't like these guys. My new section is a lot smaller and they're so tight-knit that I can't really be part of the group. Not that I was ever best buddies with a player of any instrument. Regardless, I at least felt like I was part of something. The sense of community always helped me. Before I joined, I felt aimless. I always longed for the sense of camaraderie that comes from being part of a greater whole. At least I'm a band kid, and not some random weirdo who isn't in any extracurricular club.

​

For the first time ever, I've had thoughts of quitting. All because of the intense pressure to make friends and my failure to satisfy it. It's painful to look around and see people laughing and messing around with their friends, and I can't be part of that. It's too late because I'm in my last year and everyone already knows me. If they wanted to be my friend, they would have done so by now. They've already chosen their friend groups, and they happen to be slightly awkward and reserved to the point that they won't take the initiative to talk to outsiders like me. Being left out really sucks. But it would be even more depressing to quit. I'd go back to that emptiness. My life would be meaningless because I wouldn't be part of anything. There would be no goal in sight, like the football games and marching competitions. Nothing to do outside of school. No community. I guess I'll stay just for the illusion that I'm not alone. Isn't that what motivates most actions? Everyone is alone to some extent, and they have to lie to themselves to avoid having to face it. Lonely people like me are just very bad at that.",4.342637809840916,5.7504212568940485,4.9725826005293285,83.47407296735824,70.82873730043542,7.668072512023678,29.03955718717095,8.124751697461798,1.9494705654685682,2782,107,536,39,51,893,272,689,0.114,0.743,0.14300000000000002,0.9769,0,5,1,0,0,0,96.0,0,2,7,6,26,36,1,5,36,0,62,3,1,8,5,97,101,35,0,13,15,0,3,7,9,9,2,1,1,2,47,30,0,2,18,12,0,6,22,13,1,1,23,9,55,23,89,52,29,68,2,4,5,0,50,31,1,18,36,371,102,7,0.04796307997293765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935057188775263,0.10585690285534878,0.0,0.11972737433913383,0.25983988555957394,0.2914019599391677,0.06523307821138315,0.0,0.03669162489857435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03946952809846109,0.08539461987875394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036880647914948064,0.040047168358214064,0.14618924187144747,0.0,0.04081304840920764,0.0,0.05033429334471719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485698597874273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04131594645534595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944782940032449,0.08262106099940329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041972814501809966,0.049082883238000315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013399765878301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335832394308953,0.0867707035473446,0.0,0.2291538916338933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02425157436362262,0.034264833916143184,0.0921041567787394,0.0,0.0,0.04079737132303,0.0,0.0,0.33350540948574786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027258523658232187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567347999128006,0.04749098991789962,0.04241359321956465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03214864148752552,0.10135125469446067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414447920328717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049946167034214166,0.052718508820443134,0.039096311724952634,0.05410444333418775,0.0,0.10422405345734943,0.0,0.03387774182167596,0.16402636716219826,0.09614321297220324,0.0,0.04244581646594315,0.04027690736690056,0.0,0.0,0.08155299083404126,0.0,0.0,0.06403145664271122,0.0,0.048185360508929714,0.05224585494923696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088124830860885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03525838248282216,0.0,0.0,0.04632304151473193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204373761090784,0.0,0.05032918417311637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103609873978087,0.0,0.0,0.3116360498560117,0.0,0.09975468161479126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906812272238586,0.0,0.04593537239419755,0.048795695370982266,0.05171231241644561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372962643620535,0.10202927888686006,0.0,0.054592485463730314,0.09217913158655323,0.14794210335560706,0.04735775516419392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045623872489061135,0.0,0.0,0.14562359267773106,0.07644072987506707,0.0436637866400588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03967555539040658,0.053912511463856255,0.0,0.2444615994966131,0.040638962014992584,0.03692432222724347,0.0,0.0536907412345099,0.10184554460838928,0.05112226156029706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03606226706069745,0.038550906873068544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031864539117420466,0.030732804982371405,0.0,0.03807732797049046,0.05593531528218359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039574564077761235,0.028289867248590724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04312456903001193,0.0,0.04327921949571493,0.05354906592945198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741767179164824,0.0,0.1703579794239138,0.0,0.2914019599391677,0.030886650971224786
socialanxiety,mri790,2019/07/31,"Do you feel uncomfortable to share your Instagram because you have less followers? When people ask me if I’ve got Instagram I tell them I hardly use it.  It’s the same with Snapchat, I hardly use it and I got really low points and I lie to them or just don’t give my user name.",0.415960591133004,2.7284470000000027,2.696600985221675,90.48706896551724,87.6206896551724,6.762561576354681,18.630541871921178,7.957251820313856,0.8139921182266017,218,6,48,5,7,74,42,58,0.092,0.867,0.040999999999999995,-0.4201,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,11,11,5,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,12,1,3,9,2,4,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,2,1,30,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252367940950595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645597522380825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649544308364833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589617991968285,0.0,0.0,0.4318092868723792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836465213197782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715017923541905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551911497312097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293765785154638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23594925643469306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663023434206965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PostingFromMyAlt,2019/07/31,"Anxiety and Cashiering Mostly just want to rant about how shitty it is to be a cashier and have social anxiety. I'm 16 and needed a summer job. I applied at a few places, got turned down, then finally I got my last resort of a job. Cashiering. I had applied to this grocery store to stock, so I wouldn't have to talk to anyone, but they said they had a cashiering position available and I was desperate. I have no idea how I made it past the interview, since it was pretty clear I have trouble talking to people I don't know. Anyways we'll skip the rest and now I've had the job for awhile. Having to work now ruins my entire today. Before work, I spend the day dreading having to go, while getting ready I get even more anxious, while I'm actually working I get so nervous about talking to people asking if paper is alright is harder than summiting Everest, and after work I feel like shit for the rest of the day. Recently I've been having nightmares about going back to work. Mostly the nightmares consist of messing up and a customer berating me. It sucks ass and I don't have a way out. If anyone actually read this all I'd be shocked",3.5703132648066567,5.191155079295157,4.819082232011748,82.97392927068039,73.09691629955947,6.982770435633872,28.470141948115522,7.594959193182576,1.7936658835046506,901,36,169,11,18,298,128,227,0.19,0.735,0.075,-0.9792,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,2,5,13,10,2,2,14,1,23,2,2,3,2,26,41,18,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,3,1,2,2,4,8,0,0,10,2,20,2,25,27,7,23,0,1,0,1,10,5,3,4,16,119,26,12,0.0,0.0,0.2376012136254574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626142071035884,0.1375314647565304,0.0,0.1702467740396588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381039735041168,0.0,0.0,0.09361048871977964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359171065922236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702436226128852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040807312355859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061555364581397674,0.08697102762915929,0.0,0.13336013859306087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081226048747,0.0,0.1383752111574249,0.0,0.19473308033275186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374295584878635,0.0,0.0,0.3624242760370751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690507968624235,0.0992342882954154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594759786386509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519326175459454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026861274441532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621453475388058,0.1687982727342816,0.0,0.12719231189615152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238532712774759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177287079090357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020349034581501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580254801486008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496428483347907,0.10070452500969512,0.0,0.0,0.12409852372914427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935498238507891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539521539760475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241808124701535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180536266785363,0.09663148692052764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431405810836563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sheepisssh,2019/07/31,"My first post and first time talking publicly about my anxiety I'm just trying this out for the first time so I hope I dont seem miserable or something like that. As someone who does not use social media and does not talk to people, making a post and voicing my thoughts on the internet (however little attention it may recieve) is a big thing for me just for your information.

I suppose I just wanted to push my limits although it may not seem like much this is a big step for me so This may be a rant. At this moment in time I am 18 and I spend most of my time in my house and I only go out with my parents whether it is shopping or visiting someone. When I am out my communication becomes limited to talking quietly but only to my family and for everyone else I: nod, shake my head or shrug my shoulders. I think I'm afraid of what people might think of me and I worry I might act like a fool or something in front of people. This has been going on for years now so I would say I'm in a rut. I want to desperately connect with people and make friends but I feel like I don't know how. Sometimes I feel like I have been like this for too long and I no longer can be ""normal"". Perhaps these are just negative thoughts and I can change but I struggle to imagine myself having a realistic conversation with anyone and I find it hard to know what would be appropriate to say in certain situations. I guess if anyone reads this who may find this to be similar to what they are going through then any advice, opinions or anything would be nice. Apologies for the terrible grammar and I may regret this later but I think it may benefit me in some way.",3.3470893970893982,4.825794105105106,4.748543543543544,83.82978690228694,73.41441441441441,7.645599445599446,27.822707322707323,8.263242389622931,1.8613710787710789,1299,50,262,21,26,433,165,333,0.10800000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.106,-0.1444,2,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,5,13,18,0,4,10,0,32,2,2,4,1,79,56,31,0,9,18,1,3,6,1,11,0,4,0,0,22,18,0,2,16,2,2,9,7,7,0,3,4,7,43,11,40,36,3,41,0,2,0,0,17,15,0,21,20,194,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168848641968924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638068495397919,0.0,0.07177882919114745,0.0,0.0,0.13121465591244605,0.0,0.07721316576919197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362661582214562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992585038347772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642205539343227,0.0,0.10996673754692353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838198153193653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965750681003523,0.0,0.0,0.08845350864981481,0.0,0.09488539243899853,0.1340627278147848,0.0,0.0,0.17151577575748309,0.2394323682097848,0.0,0.0,0.07249195267607335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997532835427433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336307933071326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405223819278038,0.0,0.0962954908695286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319323971750718,0.0,0.10826591897170328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313178689400636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750402801867579,0.0940411780739646,0.0,0.08303559786217336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526299944258162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907520811474885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689750159821614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193237143637403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272216837036494,0.0,0.0,0.10418585690753808,0.0,0.0,0.2601964988809062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797242426863994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385426202893582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923296783881496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083655966390646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546758183446588,0.0,0.09564671743247806,0.15900179515315074,0.14446809730964946,0.09279915222536493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809030798724586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226248276051138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062335732388151315,0.18036525491790326,0.0,0.14897928494604948,0.21884947600392787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370364405129085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103801828677656,0.0,0.0,0.1106853978089005,0.07447699011102199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528777266012653,0.0,0.1999600127858045,0.0,0.0,0.06042271636861396
socialanxiety,drymhome,2019/07/31,"anybody else suffer from sensorimotor compulsions? i can’t stop blinking, this shit hurts lol",6.812000000000001,10.829450533333334,6.2150000000000025,63.86250000000001,77.0,8.333333333333334,34.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,4.2376666666666685,78,4,10,2,2,24,15,15,0.534,0.345,0.121,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4404934712594973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.564488096967679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5412683090592797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408483954464104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,marvelandtwd,2019/07/31,"How should I talk to my mom about my social anxiety? I posted this in r/advice but no one answered so I'm posting it here.


So I've posted before about how to tell my mom about my social anxiety. I finally spoke to her about it and she was very understanding and said i can go to therapy etc.


 I was out of the country when I told her about it (over the phone) as I am very bad at talking to people (especially my mom) about my feelings/problems etc. 


Now that I'm back in the country its an option to get myself diagnosed as i need closure to know if I have SAD or not. My mom has only brought it up once since I got home a month and a half ago. Today I told her i wanted to get a diagnosis and when she asked if im sure i had it (I said yes) she said i dont need a diagnosis and if I'm sure, then I should just self diagnose. Idk how to tell her that i want a professional diagnosis without making her worry. I want to tell her straight out bc I havent been straightforward about how its affecting me. She doesnt rly see the symptoms bc i hide them in front of her so she may not think its that important to me. How do I tell her (w/o making her worry) that I need a diagnosis to help myself know what to do about it.


Additionally do any of you know if college counseling is as successful as CBT from a normal therapist that targets social anxiety. its free through college and I don't want to add pressure to my mom with money. But i want therapy aimed at social anxiety rather than just talking to someone at college. they are licensed therapists but idk if theres a difference btwn therapists at college and other ones. 


sorry if all of this is confusing.",2.745700248353309,4.121032845481054,4.776689342403632,83.44278155706729,74.77259475218659,8.230169528128714,26.989417989417987,8.841846274778883,2.0129076557607166,1298,49,274,27,27,448,161,343,0.096,0.8079999999999999,0.096,0.2429,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,1,25,8,0,2,13,1,21,3,0,8,3,59,52,32,0,18,16,5,0,0,0,3,3,4,1,1,19,12,0,0,6,0,2,3,8,4,0,3,12,5,53,5,48,37,3,27,0,1,1,0,43,12,0,10,9,198,72,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240759715195258,0.0656833056086789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038910377323428,0.0,0.2267387215586248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927152143717194,0.0,0.0,0.056976700961082274,0.061868640191629125,0.0,0.0,0.06305184387986566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041559018337305,0.0,0.07741652050497694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868421711747472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527746077170455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117061283048073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774261748812308,0.0,0.042111536508180385,0.0,0.05926284883824785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496662514325669,0.0,0.0743262217738249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003843272633293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216678184871835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892182929236376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339127458387945,0.059144226102605585,0.0,0.0,0.1648279319395396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260019634001942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789118308736289,0.1004212911782239,0.056354781693698924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513701447340922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128958782781596,0.0,0.0,0.07090167028235682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145217503965144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904642208811772,0.0,0.07730025581169826,0.0,0.0,0.061294537453823225,0.0,0.0,0.3021338558499888,0.06278289881015164,0.0,0.0,0.08294651750024246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967276230639186,0.07701607569098178,0.0,0.17867122327276916,0.2590592753364077,0.0,0.1694747819108272,0.2581000721074694,0.0,0.047478933754472284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023613240318183,0.14160741197174795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713851309235392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227703311090088,0.2185242664620279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142771843706465,0.0,0.0,0.15050000116044376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iceyconfused,2019/07/31,"wow, what a shitty day feel fucking sick n its 2am so rant time

yesterday i had a weird outburst of social anxiety while out with my sister and a friend. just for reference im 16F, and i struggle a lot with anxiety..

so i began to feel uneasy on our walk by a river, my face growing hotter and hotter by the minute. this was a mix of my social anxiety and the hot weather. bad day. but by the time we made it from the river into the main town my face was so hot, i could only imagine how stupid and pink it looked, as well as dripping in sweat, i felt fucking disgusting, this added humiliating feeling only worsened my blushing state. 

even though people werent paying the slightest attention to me, i felt like a villain and unworthy to be out in public. im not ugly but im definitely below average looking.. 
the way the anxiety it all centred in my face, one of the few parts of your being you can choose how you present!!! this made being so out of control  even more awful. purely humiliating.

brought the blushing up to my mum, she offered to take me to the doctors but i find it so hard to talk to anyone about. i dont think theres a cure for blushing and nobody i know has this hyperhidrosis combined with blushing..

every time my friend tried to look at me i looked away and i kept my face down covering it with my hair, which became greasy too as it stick to my face. 

if anyone has any advice what i should do to help it, i need to get my life back on track -id appreciate help. because realistically its ruined my life, i feel so sad and conscious. 24/7. feel worthless pathetic and straight up ugly. my own view of myself is the most important, and when i cant be happy with myself i dont want to exist in anyone elses life too.

excessive blushing and sweating goes beyond physical appearance, it really fucks with your head because 99% people you know dont have it, so you wonder why it happened to you. my social and general anxiety has summoned partially because of it.
makes it worse being a fucking girl surrounded by normal girls.
i dont feel feminine because of it, im embarrassed  by my existence all the time. i feel gross and unattractive and incapable of loving therefore ive shut down socially and romantically.

it feels better getting something out. im very angry all the tjme pls help me im a broken child! time to cry now. this might end up incoherent and ive grammar checked it abt 7 times now.. perfectionist.",2.930500190186379,5.1057931778242684,4.5694123240775975,81.65150532521874,76.42677824267783,7.274324838341575,26.763217953594516,8.224198915089428,1.9576552301255232,1921,76,360,35,44,645,245,478,0.21,0.675,0.115,-0.995,2,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,2,7,0,2,23,23,7,2,24,1,25,19,9,7,4,77,61,36,0,6,6,2,14,1,2,2,5,0,0,3,25,29,0,2,20,0,2,4,6,15,1,1,10,20,52,8,62,43,10,47,0,3,6,5,28,24,4,6,18,241,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657661416442347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576725463105915,0.0,0.2574269045098242,0.0,0.0,0.1411760950066956,0.06895822972792799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323187349770712,0.051750616416176606,0.056193851394351235,0.164105216322832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952261230489163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548423422455673,0.053734685392088366,0.0,0.0739274192180584,0.08680766066400931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888582682921142,0.0,0.0,0.31550692219137044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056221677345501084,0.0,0.0596090574714208,0.0,0.0,0.08890386976693389,0.0,0.05670432570292839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27223684904332496,0.0,0.1292397817626206,0.0,0.061512253300023766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399377749435766,0.2488762108262881,0.0703243994345557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951439894980301,0.07164358357388355,0.060288828165390086,0.0,0.06907064495795381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533211383044574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43618231600333796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397417025566423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426108911727577,0.032880060756003526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22606487699252606,0.0,0.0,0.0572172370178706,0.0607421341778202,0.12736440935876964,0.04492420196803177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139614168567297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990312962194335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659410750211342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560516520016791,0.10237148313097376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288084939443443,0.0,0.09331662277860964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04311499526177005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744211759665239,0.0,0.051811899845579816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035802793697903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060227125238406,0.05409430980401274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043124014678474334,0.06612327623266613,0.0,0.2354638984620123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045693227596256165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553069702432066,0.03969610490093902,0.053420712590429735,0.0,0.0,0.060512034255247975,0.0,0.06072903849410071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298548907050946,0.0,0.0,0.06858586847846326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,meilinkikio,2019/07/31,"I can’t seem to contribute to group conversations Especially in a preexisting group of friends; I just drown out into the background. Like they can be welcoming but after that its on me to support myself thru. But idk how to.  I can manage a hi, and then after that they start talking about this and that i just don’t know how to contribute. Its literally a losing fight every time and I just get ashamed and leave. Like I get chances to meet nee people and my sa always ruins it. :,( whyyyyy",3.6945526315789454,5.66029175789474,4.6917763157894745,82.57555921052634,73.52631578947368,7.697368421052633,26.61184210526316,8.472884824447931,1.8660789473684205,387,14,75,7,8,126,64,95,0.188,0.674,0.138,-0.743,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,6,9,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,16,11,10,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,11,5,15,10,0,9,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,1,7,55,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531390399573103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563221459402757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350429872972875,0.0,0.3178893453290024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719375311347678,0.0,0.0,0.32212967265961795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972573124589761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403492433222062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091086708114387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276954433152199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215331569145339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452302005955032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24452401823387834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739567189706554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,helphelphelplz,2019/07/31,"Do you think it’s okay for people to call out shy? I hate this, I think it’s extremely rude and disrespectful to mention the characteristics of someone else. But people constantly do it to me, part of me think some do it because they know they can get away with it. Do you guys think it’s rude? I think any grown adult should know it is.",0.971630434782611,3.3508231739130463,2.309981884057972,93.86323369565218,85.3768115942029,5.7688405797101465,18.769927536231886,7.1686216300943375,0.16115797101449306,265,7,60,4,8,85,43,69,0.174,0.799,0.026000000000000002,-0.8944,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,13,16,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,9,15,2,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,38,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452874563678045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996803923363428,0.0,0.0,0.12955726347793464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701848043654876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22967110808519675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754284301830808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110389657394776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043965393266656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098309103370288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23360356924964554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015096336524465,0.0,0.2946852404841516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007729713367182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6809081950124576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,themaster342,2019/07/31,"Cockblocked myself from losing virginity I'm a 21 year old guy and I met some girl at my work the other week. She has a boyfriend but she was REALLY into me. I'm a very, very shy person, almost neurotic, with terrible paranoia and social issues, but she found this as a cute trait at first. She was surprised to find out I was a virgin because apparently she thought I was 'very cute, almost hot' looking. I have always had body image issues and body dysmorphia so I couldn't believe it. But anyways, we got into deep conversation on snapchat and she told me she wanted to take my virginity the following day. Anyways, I went to work that day, she's my coworker, and I fucked it up. I couldn't even stare her in the eyes. I had taken a benzo so I felt so empty, and it must've creeped her out because I was speaking in a strange voice because of how anxious I was despite the medication. I told her I didn't want to follow through with the plan, and after acting quite strange, she told me we should just be friends. She apologized for 'leading me in' and I was shattered. I still feel shattered. I feel like there's no hope. She was so nice to me and patient. Now she sees me as a freak.",2.8850420168067217,4.639347798319328,4.172848739495798,86.34053361344542,75.21848739495798,6.776806722689076,27.026050420168072,7.554174236665415,1.4691337815126049,928,36,188,12,20,305,132,238,0.179,0.7070000000000001,0.114,-0.9277,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,7,12,11,1,0,13,0,17,8,3,2,0,38,40,19,0,6,4,0,4,1,1,1,1,2,0,3,6,17,0,0,6,0,0,5,4,4,0,1,21,10,44,7,25,15,1,26,0,1,4,4,29,12,1,4,10,132,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256091724737946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640018422957784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445955547759812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384971261627646,0.0,0.0,0.14406854657204374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840750963552429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493439964138815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445859658953375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293123812857227,0.09135215721711194,0.12277767683030975,0.0,0.1168731709969321,0.1087683042114634,0.0,0.14020562318837065,0.0987939954047357,0.1182160886022934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227133940386897,0.0,0.0,0.12661390357220711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270062697516861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669313869860044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062472056492270174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738071525473493,0.14305664664757836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881811579337946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418070422998332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165335632086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600817019033895,0.0,0.0,0.08191841370504342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189784649806813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034993559528066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211916342889704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961442246647586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015165011358476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665630317079687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31652467438872456,0.15084505629702916,0.0,0.10257162618646136,0.0,0.0,0.11853911152453495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618544191543587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234571346058878
socialanxiety,annoyguy,2019/07/31,Does anyone’s voice ever get the “I can’t hear you” or “speak up” ALL the time? It seems like this is the worst part of my SA. When I’m in a group discussion or even speaking casually with other people I’m told often that they can’t hear me or need me to speak up more. This makes me even more anxious and embarrassed. Worst part is I’ve never really had a reason to think my voice is quiet. I’m naturally not that quiet a person. Anyone else get this or know anything that can be done about it?,2.4922142857142866,3.616377876190477,4.250654761904766,87.96455357142858,75.0,7.154761904761906,19.791666666666668,7.645422480735847,0.4273095238095244,387,7,86,5,8,131,68,105,0.129,0.8320000000000001,0.04,-0.8864,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,2,3,17,22,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,1,9,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,9,8,2,8,18,7,7,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,6,5,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126220355149928,0.0,0.2631995209260249,0.19284185145618976,0.15487956050575166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470252816332073,0.19260264184797815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722405279333898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24861988068890414,0.1702453649390298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666234825068254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242493200144938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343447046364836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919491671580973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256306363560612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955421923855324,0.14515799920677205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407622933140072,0.0,0.13048007742705905,0.16433640415502648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205711855511464,0.19350968584214626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133795134208588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059640837115168,0.0,0.0,0.1097458908812369,0.0,0.0,0.1798412888844437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JG_Gold44,2019/07/31,"Let's stop defining ourselves by this + game plan to overcome I know it's good to sympathize with others who are experiencing the same thing as you are when it comes to being socially anxious, but this defeatist mindset of defining yourself based on social anxiety is not healthy. You have the potential within you to learn how to be a socially competent person, a person with a very fulfilling social life, whatever that may look like to you. 

I just wanted to ask you guys, what's your plan to actively overcome this? I am right now focusing on working out, eating right, meditation, writing in a journal, semen retention, yoga and positive affirmations. Eventually I then plan to go back out more into society and begin slowly leveling up my social skill. I'll just generally go out of my comfort zone more and more until it's gone. I believe I can beat this.

What's your guys plan to beating this?",8.2389753825682,8.060553802395212,8.746067864271456,65.40709913506325,61.874251497006,11.973120425815036,39.51363938789089,11.429527900616536,4.856291284098469,723,35,117,19,9,242,108,167,0.09,0.797,0.113,0.7204,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,7,0,9,6,3,0,0,6,0,10,2,0,1,0,23,19,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,14,10,1,1,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,2,15,3,26,14,4,23,0,0,1,0,20,12,0,1,8,87,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847295400821956,0.16018823645092609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255938830881922,0.0,0.0,0.1090317704961314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975465469989353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221440252931109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509190769552865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117098064121282,0.1189311018122753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28079911856775275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077926943798066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499521779117916,0.10015415617823394,0.06927398138443845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907227146467635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476202309183902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421846836109359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7227118426145863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854715179876055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942024425391791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699590522275093,0.08363449363274865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322860780883074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hassanmozilla,2019/07/31,"Anxiety so bad !! I’m losing control of my life!! I can’t take this down hill fall I’m going through !! The anti depressants i’ve recently taking makes it worse!! I cannot tell the difference of what I’m doing right or wrong!! Every decision I make is wrong!! Take make matter even worse, every person that I’ve met in past few weeks or month, be it a friend or family or stranger at work!! Everyone act a certain similar awkward way with me and makes my anxiety so bad I forget how to even respond or converse with people ! I purposely avoid conversations so that I don’t embarrass myself!! Even typing this is making me anxious, like I keeping thinking  how dumb and stupid I sound !! Even my grammar is really bad like a primary kid can do better than me.  I’m so zoned into my negative self that I cannot see any worth or value in myself !! I even notice how vain constantly sound like it’s always about me (like I’m the victim) and I never about consider how others feel !! Almost like I lost all sense of compassion!!  I’m so locked in a reality of all the bullshit negativity !! I don’t even know what makes sense ! I feel like losing my fucking mind !! 

I’m just feel so fucked up !!",1.7880769230769218,4.180652286324786,3.894588034188036,83.81152307692311,81.69230769230771,7.162803418803418,22.60786324786325,8.238735603445708,1.5746501196581195,921,31,178,20,25,314,128,234,0.284,0.618,0.098,-0.9940000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,6,19,27,5,3,8,0,12,3,0,11,4,40,40,19,0,0,7,0,3,6,1,0,1,2,0,3,11,6,0,3,6,0,1,3,8,18,0,0,2,6,25,9,18,37,3,18,0,4,1,2,9,8,3,7,12,106,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840416084902273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176930241699154,0.0,0.0,0.06682761560546105,0.0,0.15035401498093434,0.11101820137251424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461564144918343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691266904711277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619598515972928,0.11021922616280218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464062492178999,0.0,0.0,0.10267222646192384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894422125064967,0.0,0.16559502691562114,0.0939021036841585,0.0,0.0,0.09264110542423476,0.0,0.14906623453957618,0.07020478605387674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592389191547133,0.1816998188389913,0.0,0.0,0.0558496453318321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734773531194423,0.0,0.0,0.05400714391139847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941167794362803,0.2880613328021539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198801118097076,0.10727435012507053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935797318020926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922564523145476,0.0,0.07843893443818059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579261456949198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188212749359112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381074101522464,0.06812870300960434,0.08580640273303725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295488670691464,0.0,0.09703070726771353,0.0,0.0,0.08392285404394965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783092236754276,0.0,0.10251803256584108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216625724621929,0.0,0.08589314144741106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296805651833022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780029056831464,0.07882702818395905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154242173479408,0.0,0.2002929863979644,0.0,0.2148877131849587,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MourningOneself,2019/06/27,I want to kill all of those people who make me feel anxious! Its so unfair. I don't think the problem is us because we have social anxiety. Its tis world of people ruled by extroverts.,1.6531081081081105,4.043230459459462,3.32560810810811,87.69489864864866,82.24324324324327,5.8621621621621625,22.763513513513516,7.1686216300943375,0.9956540540540546,145,5,28,2,4,48,33,37,0.27699999999999997,0.642,0.08199999999999999,-0.86,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,7,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390507740123996,0.3530199971171938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048843717473665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580022045540019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34571922797527754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858669129390708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332766022635842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29900669886924536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318539910606386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022827658672246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758819299680051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431221514930535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dannyh563,2019/06/27,"The most active and social day of my life in the last 10 years (long post) Today my grandmother paid us a surprise visit from Ireland and she needed to head into the most busy part of town, thousands of people in one place but I really wanted to go so me and my brother who is 8 years younger than me decided to walk there with her. We walked through are towns redeveloped shopping centre a place I have never been before eventually we arrived at her hotel and sat in the lobby of her hotel while she checked in we were then joined by my uncle and a cousin I haven’t seen in 10 years who I could tell immediately had severe anxiety as well. We later left for a town again and were meet by my grandad we sat while and talking about going to pre season football games while everyone else sorted out there business in the bank (the reason we were in town) and I later suggested taking my cousin to the new Spider-Man movie since he likes that sort of stuff too. 

Once everything was sorted everyone went there separate ways leaving my and my brother uptown he’s younger as I said and a little shy at times but doesn’t suffer from anxiety so not wanting him too be embarrassed by me I decided to be brave and not just run of home and considering I have just lost quite a bit of weight and my jeans were dropping of me we went shopping. I’ve not really gone shopping for clothes in a very long time he convinced me to get two pairs of flashy looking jeans that I thought were going to be a bit tight but I’ll be honest they actually looked really good and then a new shirt, then we walked too a different store and got him some new shoes. We were about to leave and go home when I got a call from my mom telling me she was on her way out shopping but considering I felt really good at this point I said we’d meet her there and help.

Afterwards we arrived home and ordered takeout I noticed the time and realised it was 7:00 pm and we’d been gone roughly 6 and a half hours but hadn’t noticed because I was actually having fun, Then my brother got a text from a friend asking if he was going too football he said yes and asked me if I’d like too go I said yes without hesitation which came as a shock to me my mom and sister since over the last 10 years I’ve only left the house when necessary.

We arrived at the field to play football a game I haven’t played since 16 and I’m pretty sure that was the last time I ran, when I see the amount of people on the field I immediately regret my decision and start too feel my heart racing in my chest and try too get out of it I tell my brother I’ll wait on the sidelines if he wants me too of course he replied asking me if I wanted too I considered it for a split second and say no I’ll play. We approach the large of guys I’ve never meet before varying in ages I feel like someone will tell me too leave and that I’m not welcome too my surprise one of the guys says I’m on his team and my brother is on the other, we kick off and I do what I always did as a kid and sit in defence since I could never pass or run worth a damn but I could block and tackle we enough. Over the course of an hour the ball comes to me a few times and luckily I only mess up once or twice but nobody seemed to care since plenty of others made much more errors and we were having fun. 

After the game I mentioned I’d have to get in the gym if I was going too do better next time with my brother picked up on and asked “so there’s going to be a next time?” I replied maybe. I do really want to go back and although I barely said a word nobody seemed to mind me being the and on the plus side my team won. We left and returned to my house (my brother lives with his dad) and that was that the most active and social day of my life in the last 10 years I’m feeling pretty good and I’m hoping to keep this going by going to the gym on a regular basis and continuing to got to football with my brother.

Sorry for the long post but I’ve been feeling so much better since I’ve been posting online about my anxiety.",3.836109557702084,4.379076480427049,4.8944159888154575,86.78409475088971,71.26571767497035,7.6347144551770905,25.61110405016099,7.5804360353943165,1.1229417217420772,3175,89,688,34,56,1044,327,843,0.061,0.792,0.14800000000000002,0.9977,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,19,0,1,7,32,33,2,1,52,2,48,8,5,3,4,134,117,77,0,16,22,14,8,3,1,1,2,7,3,3,18,69,1,5,12,17,9,26,13,8,1,7,46,19,103,25,101,59,13,133,0,3,4,0,91,46,1,17,56,439,121,2,0.0,0.0,0.09789240450743902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173481720631663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511038640390465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756088463657847,0.0,0.0,0.0385677989100721,0.0,0.030575370022329063,0.0,0.08536018388740799,0.0,0.0,0.08871995353700365,0.10951736668208356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121611990640077,0.05736648686107481,0.0511386189810649,0.0,0.0,0.04320599568488717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013935393725494,0.0,0.0,0.06469450283295078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052403609629712564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04189991340026712,0.0,0.0,0.05182580638846042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585472828327776,0.045078066706557667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144397088314268,0.03583232125456247,0.048158787850150736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038751336467631306,0.0,0.07861521708413062,0.0,0.3135604850561869,0.1262084656053135,0.16046121297143826,0.0,0.0,0.09932704834349944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147576840253143,0.0,0.0,0.059436536025441425,0.03361932097782756,0.0,0.1509353153182555,0.04981742739002954,0.09878949802560444,0.11574937352831245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458203334106226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353928403978155,0.0,0.1593277315989701,0.16348786813367402,0.0,0.07085504230397023,0.0735128386408225,0.050270701765210465,0.04428973585782287,0.13316265900270274,0.08423884892849827,0.0,0.054752520335380736,0.0,0.0,0.047459965393896734,0.0,0.0,0.05038965960694262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064448446429525,0.11748703763988495,0.0,0.0,0.07374264186615545,0.037190936099473215,0.11605299866136262,0.14532643955956534,0.10668552492906186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142086333520817,0.0,0.10683158460994643,0.06797564792487712,0.07629363762104023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054315371265049484,0.0,0.06954538885777334,0.0,0.10480721925942513,0.0,0.047414776233782166,0.0,0.14411022898331174,0.10205582998895264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053348367416467965,0.0,0.0,0.1606599672061947,0.05156996613969954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23855496569837836,0.07977405401984496,0.0,0.0,0.03996880294998581,0.09132248146343076,0.0,0.0566633712640446,0.0,0.24894337737311145,0.0,0.0,0.10225791946348713,0.04249804175140398,0.0,0.0,0.056146890804106696,0.035501531800648384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741800609751336,0.0,0.0,0.047272577377959285,0.0,0.0377119802083134,0.040314465936451216,0.1753584512340952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03981922257942545,0.20472950986718647,0.0,0.04754317089361471,0.0,0.0,0.03405345357265533,0.0,0.04899630660115641,0.0,0.06033294862373489,0.0,0.0,0.04138495160998063,0.14792011161957624,0.07962491825223633,0.0,0.06107797004556562,0.04509735594311252,0.09299247340777422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834976112723026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149799569830287
socialanxiety,SassySquatch23,2019/06/27,"Partners Family Hi everyone, new here and just wanted... idk really. Advice/to vent I guess. 

So beginning of this year my partner and I moved in with his parents. He works a lot while I’m currently unemployed, and his family has a lot of get-togethers and parties that they host here at their house. So I’m often just sitting in our room while that is going on. I have no problem being a part of these things when he will also be there but I can’t bring myself to go out and socialize with ten+ people when he isn’t here. 

This is happening right now. His mother just knocked on the door and asked me if I wanted to come eat dinner with them and I just said I didn’t feel good and that maybe I would come out later... which, let’s face it, I have no intention of doing. 

I feel so bad because they love me, and I love them too, and have no problem interacting with any of them individually, and no problem as long as my boyfriend is there with me. 

Like I can’t go out there, that’s not even an option for me, but at the same time my anxiety gets worse every time I think about what they are out there thinking about me because they know I’m here. So its like I can’t escape from it. Ugh

I hope this doesn’t sound like an idiot wrote it. I feel like I can’t explain anything in a way that’s coherent.",2.317725595437772,3.7545061549815517,3.800806776249584,89.75270966118755,76.01107011070111,7.141294867494129,22.281281449178127,7.84624498591911,0.8208361623616232,1012,27,226,15,22,335,144,271,0.14,0.731,0.129,-0.0732,5,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,8,1,25,14,1,0,8,0,21,5,1,1,0,52,49,25,0,8,8,2,3,4,2,2,0,2,2,2,16,22,2,0,7,0,0,7,12,6,0,1,3,5,38,8,29,41,4,35,0,0,0,2,28,13,0,7,17,161,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979698553687863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486357760397263,0.0,0.0954663689763659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269407645986084,0.0,0.11666468928846692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419701393743556,0.15214541349371605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149963867676565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769448128513736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242465614421615,0.0,0.1051435569724065,0.1192451412635118,0.0,0.0,0.23528762976977735,0.0,0.18929740120710736,0.08915220534917005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303984732529078,0.0,0.2127683593600324,0.1046705195058675,0.0,0.0,0.13747365318040386,0.0,0.11035411353694984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394769194802792,0.0,0.1439944658416451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858301627208359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760938510453354,0.0,0.2438703924964587,0.0,0.0,0.11043795382303394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121892376151288,0.22526126415859565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537142790270456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263530065606216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052593979081973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856795338869318,0.13513875080089974,0.0,0.08651581270005833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35823038798246104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994564620026587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657261331831196,0.11870680181679864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272108352933862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290698100872887,0.15992474076773655,0.0,0.0,0.14553570364625035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721239043034628,0.09905494277781936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085085265814416,0.0,0.1271748156859727,0.0886494275830418,0.0,0.0,0.08036265567998176
socialanxiety,clevergirl_42,2019/06/27,"I hate my job I've always tried to push myself. I try not to let things like anxiety stop me. I've went from hiding under a table in college to being a manager in a physical rehab facility. The problem is, I'm expected to be social. I dont know why my fucking brain didnt realize how difficult this would be for me. I manage a very small department of 5 people. However, I hate conflict of any sort. And one of my employees is full of it. Today I broke down and cried in front of another manager. I'm seriously considering going back to school for it/is because I'm fine with computers. Even talking with people via chat. I find it easier as I can think before sending a reply. Real life though, its exhausting. I'm so mentally checked out. I hate my career choice.",1.5112299465240682,3.9179397792207813,4.570213903743318,78.43120320855618,83.02597402597402,8.298854087089381,25.292589763178,9.007467420416297,2.6286612681436208,602,25,112,18,17,217,105,154,0.205,0.735,0.059000000000000004,-0.9665,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,4,0,6,0,10,5,1,1,0,18,22,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,1,1,6,3,9,0,1,2,0,16,2,22,15,1,17,0,1,0,1,4,8,1,1,4,69,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310268131556793,0.0,0.0,0.10878085736444536,0.16773597325395348,0.12237185562906827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230022746234354,0.0,0.09751243696765692,0.0,0.13611739685880708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857248426002875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757127035499237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747636152236674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056545695631586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620399904552167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478839391260181,0.0,0.0,0.0909111038551018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737933528888652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873937112879904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791191134472888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357380529254312,0.11298715013850638,0.07815022395522579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612058686880427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839559879029227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179749067410412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306373609254098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207380480059326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189188775917776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630629313536507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373688471741918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285728289025461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062728290541116,0.10249833265152536,0.1571636039417166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162696155828884,0.0,0.0,0.21720981578372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198687317048413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482880288124041,0.14434243276247402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363368136979385,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Overthinker700,2019/06/27,"Why do I have my social anxiety more when I’m around the opposite gender? I always act weird and unconfident when a guy talks to me. I seem nervous and it’s so embarrassing.. Like I don’t know where he’d look, and maybe he’d see any of the flaws on my face. But around girls, I don’t give af that much, maybe I do, but still less. 

I see that too when I did presentations in front of the class in high school. When I practiced in front my female classmates, it went so easy. But when I did in front of the whole class where the guys looked at me, I started shaking like it’s a fucking earthquake. 

Maybe in front of bitches I’d get nervous too, Idk.

There is a guy who told me that he’ll call me on Saturday night.. I just wanted to ask him some questions about an exam on Facebook messanger, but oof now he wants to call me. He’s so cute and I’m so anxious that I wouldn’t know how to talk. 

I know this is kind of funny, but I get really depressed because of it. How to deal with this?",1.837042016806724,3.1394945809523804,3.219075630252103,93.98533613445379,77.0,6.2745098039215685,22.352941176470583,6.794906146795322,0.3139831932773105,762,21,181,7,17,249,111,210,0.11699999999999999,0.792,0.09,-0.3845,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,22,12,2,4,9,0,12,2,1,2,0,24,33,20,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,4,11,7,0,0,5,0,0,7,3,8,0,0,4,4,26,4,24,25,5,32,0,1,4,1,21,14,2,3,13,113,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107116455414899,0.0,0.0,0.08754308885970004,0.0,0.0984806563472017,0.14543203703655525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291999396981256,0.12034829958301756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847465207766993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26290227640665315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327184257374664,0.11087784116695756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901190280619076,0.13451571867993162,0.12349275455870325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823987520820984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601384664093616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405596849834514,0.2122454387602513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257852193092553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162071744760439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879898431069737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463382061294102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080752337772915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421080808915215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246987702918142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028501759537078,0.20516761714873666,0.11719400214091485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122743316308474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111812397513536,0.0,0.10280661537987673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694197229663447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230102276200812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186052415599996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933710027364647,0.11616182041308888,0.14372618203989407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,A-Living-Being,2019/06/27,"Worried about starting music lessons Hello! I'm a pretty big lurker and this is my first time posting here so I hope I wrote everything okay ^_^
~~~

So I'm not sure if I need to mention this, but just in case; I've had social anxiety for a long time now, but recently it's gotten a lot better. I have a part time job working with kids and I actually spent time with a group of people from my school the other day so I feel like I've improved a lot, but it's not gone completely and it still affects me sometimes.

Anyway, back to the actual topic of this post, I started learning piano about 7 months ago and I'm considering starting music lessons since a lot of people seem to recommend it. 

The thing that I'm worried about however is the fact that I would have to be with a stranger for an hour straight, once a week. I've kind of had a teacher in the past before but it was a group thing for work so it was different than one-on-one attention but it still gave me anxiety, though less so than if I had been alone.

While I know that the focus of the lesson time will be used for teaching, and not socializing,  I feel like socialing to some extent with the teacher is to be expected. 

There's also the fact that being taught gives me a lot of anxiety and I do worse under the pressure. I think the anxiety ends up distracting me, so I do a lot better once I practice at home. Getting things wrong also makes me want to cry sometimes, since I guess I feel like I'm frustrating the teacher, which is really embarrassing too.

So yeah, If anyone wants to share a similar experience or give advice, please feel free to respond if your want ^_^",3.8647155085599176,5.022617821752267,5.046756042296074,83.44431331822763,71.68882175226584,8.296122860020139,27.688947633434037,8.72156446121922,1.9896675730110784,1293,46,262,23,24,428,171,331,0.122,0.731,0.147,0.8609,3,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,8,22,16,1,3,27,2,20,0,0,3,3,57,52,27,0,11,14,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,19,10,0,0,12,0,2,1,3,5,0,1,12,4,25,12,34,34,9,33,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,14,26,173,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.16387979939128666,0.0,0.0,0.08205180098402602,0.07443187913646915,0.0,0.0,0.08696472245485437,0.0,0.13429711983351225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569387907964722,0.0,0.0,0.05871183642313619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456561344211127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144992444438691,0.0,0.0,0.14852437490738676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803803842087213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223405444334054,0.0541519140291284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772787916190149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437003902325104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546432806496572,0.08213605861194279,0.0,0.0,0.16982540863547396,0.1799586080800251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142247913788421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043869409717995515,0.1610980278023926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249936546578803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842259734718459,0.08339840100921851,0.08269080323372631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332451497927937,0.0,0.0,0.08743894416071661,0.046146191216527854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306643513109868,0.0,0.0,0.0743083522961678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569296622297537,0.0,0.0,0.056048775054911126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702183832093048,0.0,0.0,0.062260633782804574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884470958317156,0.056898365105410485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092832269844944,0.08015621785433964,0.11642460344034995,0.0,0.0,0.09217079874314746,0.0,0.0,0.16083478273824492,0.08542485512259462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379155477575605,0.0,0.08290750532552839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497931502870934,0.0,0.0764406085305844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891711329723114,0.0,0.0,0.2567820365456414,0.0,0.0,0.16609146616356127,0.0,0.17829730321308598,0.0,0.13411266954017462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913811634712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735228078782258,0.05380280766920411,0.08249737275457338,0.0,0.24480982225425546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252072324730376,0.0,0.0,0.14857813539339973,0.0,0.06735344349212806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222582804557642,0.1705455867758956,0.085569776331934,0.059647907876398565,0.09180497971697617,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chai16,2019/06/27,"Graduation Hey everyone 

Tomorrow is my graduation and I’m getting nervous thinking about going up and down the stage in front of so many people. I’m scared I’ll trip and make a fool of myself. Any tips would be appreciated",1.9791472868217042,4.820808813953487,4.4933720930232575,75.61199612403102,88.76744186046511,7.517829457364342,25.77131782945737,8.344100000000001,2.5528015503875974,181,8,32,5,6,63,36,43,0.171,0.758,0.071,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,17,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28132585151606176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953019876402211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613784476222356,0.0,0.2351116209593412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761437074217532,0.4194204045005485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868030710539907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141794885872556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26507817102011266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29387608212316546,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mjivs,2019/06/27,"I feel like puking... I'm a 20M and I suppose I'm the typical introvert with social anxiety. Every time there's some sort of upcoming event or gathering or any sort of activity in which I'm required to be sociable, I often puke beforehand just thinking about it. It could be the smallest thing, like briefly meeting a friend or having a relative drop something off. The odd part is, it's knowing beforehand that I'm gonna have to make small talk that makes me physically distressed in the gut. The actual interaction itself usually goes fine. It's knowing beforehand that gets me. Spontaneous encounters usually go alright.

I'm currently traveling and figured I should offer to meet up this old classmate of mine while I'm in town. As soon as she agreed and suggested a time and place, my stomach just started to churn. Suddenly everything became very real and I was hit with this burst of anxiety. Then ofc, a few mins later I puked..

I don't get it. I genuinely want to meet this person but as soon as I gain the knowledge that I will, my gut gives out...any suggestions?",3.931566395663957,6.153251687804882,5.3141056910569135,77.24796070460705,73.58536585365853,9.628726287262872,31.38888888888889,9.994966539143718,3.6368319783197833,856,41,153,26,18,286,130,205,0.053,0.8540000000000001,0.094,0.775,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,1,11,1,10,3,3,2,0,30,30,15,0,3,6,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,15,7,0,1,6,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,16,5,21,22,3,26,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,7,17,93,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.1746056289845008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433511621007865,0.0,0.2737552727314384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428575762376054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075258137271608,0.0,0.16080684155849218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904701873034005,0.1278245237127081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382375172408113,0.0,0.18696253975025665,0.17164179219818435,0.1016875731034422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966657214013968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482807433871972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388685282414104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775237643124396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375904823218346,0.0,0.0,0.15623098049802595,0.1869392271339884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036565672482832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823921726757848,0.0,0.13774571076757225,0.0,0.0,0.1266444995636901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381366393903175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887025473338965,0.11464833504931655,0.0,0.0,0.20866597667344156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941226612042176,0.14763240401975572,0.10553498714736742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iam1810,2019/06/27,"Y’all every have everything planned out in your head, but when it comes down to it, your mind goes blank? Like I’ll make conversation in my head as if I was talking to someone else, so I can at least I can “practice.” Afterwards, I feel like I can do it, but right when it comes down to actually DOING it, it doesn’t come out at all as I had planned.",8.092694063926942,4.650128589041098,8.124657534246577,80.15310502283108,64.47945205479452,11.925114155251142,36.662100456621005,9.725611199111238,2.9859990867579915,269,9,64,4,3,88,46,73,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,2,1,1,12,14,8,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,10,2,13,12,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,5,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.22191049226977946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5876572643004605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996428692295186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159508051329194,0.0,0.2043732815381402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149807364000783,0.16245526072790634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667578925514228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219320341915616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179187806858851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296101017187073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419914084314785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267605925113496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182776243500512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SCPGames,2019/06/27,"gym shyness so for context, i'm an extrovert and i really couldn't care what people think of me but when it comes to public places like the gym i always worry about other people looking at me weird

i recently decided it would be a good idea to start attending the gym again because i just didn't have the right equipment and machinery at home. i had been to 2 other gyms before and they were all alright and i didn't have any shyness problem whatsoever

but now, there's this new luxurious gym that was built recently and i REALLY wanna go there, but it's so professional and luxurious that its giving me a bit of anxiety. not to mention that everyone who goes there is huge compared to me (i'm just a slightly average 16 year old) and the whole place just looks overwhelming basically

not to mention that most of the time i make stupid mistakes because of my anxiety and dumbassery, which embarrasses me infront of everyone

do you guys have any tips for me? i know this sounds silly but i can never trust myself to not be stupid when it comes to being around people lol",3.8218162393162416,5.949680711538463,5.141666666666668,78.78111111111113,73.61538461538461,8.660683760683764,27.901709401709404,9.2995712137729,2.662569658119659,860,34,157,21,18,286,123,208,0.175,0.735,0.09,-0.9593,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,14,13,2,2,9,2,17,0,0,1,2,34,30,16,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,16,11,0,0,4,5,0,4,7,7,0,0,6,3,20,6,20,19,4,23,0,1,2,0,8,7,0,1,13,113,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922430183156632,0.0,0.0,0.19487694227837146,0.0,0.2192247204490006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755371097980378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468997772930267,0.0,0.12192467835524662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642972049637774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608824364816347,0.0,0.0,0.24685406647420025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27382923472104265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745168645181366,0.08143196499673971,0.12018036102119993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418743244184094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372618032235154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175092204295585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874549294694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000163931297576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406460270556768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564361227694014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105099504206966,0.13838520172500093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035313046610813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29800659211649383,0.0,0.2994039121182884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710405298371622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358362350312946,0.0,0.2829525992828412,0.0,0.0,0.12236430280495067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141760827558713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091811014086975,0.0,0.0,0.08355042799181034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997218767415966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551251085466627,0.0,0.10178529982986714,0.0,0.0,0.09227061275549693
socialanxiety,Psychii_,2019/06/27,"I was in the wrong for assuming I could view a land being up for auction. This weekend, the neighbors in front of my house were planning to auction off a piece of their land. They even had a big sign saying there would be an auction.
At around the afternoon, me and my dad are curious cause there's 7 cars parked outside and we figure ""Oh they must be allowing people to see what the property is like"".

We decided to casually ask the ""visitors"" about how they thought of the piece of land. Except that they weren't visitors, they were relatives of the person who owned the land. So we then get lectured about how we almost ""trespassed private property without permission."" We quickly apologize and just head back inside and the neighbors realize we live right in front of them.

Well that's great, I fucked up a moment my dad thought we could use to try to open myself to socializing around my neighborhood. Now I have trouble sleeping at night sometimes.",6.0967790262172326,7.309529707865174,5.972528089887643,78.6623127340824,66.52808988764046,9.528838951310863,33.934456928838955,9.725611199111238,3.323447940074906,760,34,136,16,12,238,111,178,0.057,0.879,0.065,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,7,0,7,1,15,7,1,0,14,0,15,3,2,5,1,34,22,8,0,4,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,1,5,14,0,0,6,2,3,3,2,3,1,0,7,3,24,4,28,8,3,28,0,0,2,1,24,17,1,2,9,105,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836491446850328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265307204829057,0.17145474393882082,0.0,0.0,0.1410236915702995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884028705091676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29286080917065954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211343243584928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695508402861278,0.0958192104995417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219973843773012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188221861026323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161959475537007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960023798707685,0.0,0.16194603337118393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210897917443027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714683940459331,0.1601382739760262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662305568912602,0.0,0.1458474674123683,0.0,0.0,0.14614648227127305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835329857072838,0.18695375031206798,0.0,0.0,0.18138781967671944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911990791438973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245169252394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839917817635765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489910741306613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679157207292728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028247877977273,0.20051969545417975,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,elektric_eel,2019/06/27,"Just had first big speech, went about as expected. I've always been shy, quiet, and reserved. I've always dealt with social anxiety in general and especially the fears that come along with doing presentations. I'm finally old enough (25) that I got sick and tired of being scared. For what reason?  Adults don't get scared of stuff like this. It just seems so petty. I'm definitely not as scared as I used to be. So I joined speech class at my college.

I just had my first big speech and I bombed. At least I feel like I did. I had to teach the class how to do something and I chose a topic with a lot of steps. All I got were deer-in-the-headlights looks from my classmates. I don't think I followed my topic well and I felt very disconnected. My mind goes blank. My notecards did not help.

I joined this class hoping that I would learn how to do this the right way, but I'm feeling discouraged. I feel like social anxiety is literally stopping me from growing as a person and having people take me seriously. I just needed to vent. Does it ever get better?",1.3632857142857162,3.8883125666666665,2.7450476190476216,90.34328571428571,85.23809523809524,5.645714285714287,18.87619047619048,7.087006719466742,0.3468133333333334,829,22,170,12,25,268,119,210,0.13699999999999998,0.7659999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.6404,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,11,12,0,4,6,0,17,2,0,4,2,41,38,16,0,4,7,0,4,3,0,1,2,4,0,2,10,12,0,2,8,0,0,5,4,6,1,2,11,9,25,6,23,24,4,19,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,3,10,107,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963920701567646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193174972698127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672736066510105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369081339974185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549834460514476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637269527068396,0.0,0.0,0.11938528234162014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851645217375775,0.2002022065696495,0.18857594576194545,0.1267234252153664,0.14457983852601325,0.0,0.22452765715047185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791030363899884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111161371546999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846475789593185,0.0,0.0,0.1310879138803448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934392273089658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083164619544808,0.0,0.0,0.11220638347380936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326420423104185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786298658836183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849291562451035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149970625728727,0.11524159859553733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356994857885057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271191368800992,0.0,0.0,0.3964110433433245,0.0,0.0,0.1201514631786619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26907807252398713,0.0,0.10160619781000554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103428684446993,0.0,0.0,0.15108782273245924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923404464667444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456874152157648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169390284948095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399007904878243,0.0,0.10889897886772752,0.0,0.10476117468751192,0.0,0.0,0.11866767558706093,0.12234864368004582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375623172894863,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PaintBrush1999,2019/06/27,"Working in retail and asking customers for I.D Hey all,

I'd like a job in retail, but I'm worried about when people buy scratch cards, alcohol and cigarettes that they're look under the age of 18 and then I'll have to ask for some I.D. Then I worry they'll get mad about me asking for I.D and then I'll start crying. 

Is anyone else in a similar position? I mean, I don't currently work in retail, but I would like to. I guess I'm overthinking things.",1.6300945626477519,3.63474319148936,3.4216312056737586,89.13388888888889,79.85106382978724,6.73096926713948,21.08274231678487,7.793537801064563,0.8771621749408975,356,10,75,6,9,119,62,94,0.162,0.784,0.054000000000000006,-0.9022,2,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,1,11,15,10,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,13,13,2,12,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,9,41,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982363647492025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728280227499742,0.2011695892960633,0.0,0.0,0.5506433950750507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566604334959574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401366139696108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025775357601176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628640617343148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948333353451838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183985274598736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487291886073915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386762705952914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361147665255808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896773867288875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043701505142638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858701135036531,0.3987777847637293,0.0,0.13947156897115967,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,invisibleshoes,2019/06/27,"Any tips for fear of being center of attention? I’m not a shy person but I tend to be reserved until I know someone - then I’m a loud weirdo. My biggest problem is, I’m always afraid of being judged by strangers in public or being the center of attention. 

How do I get it embedded in my head that I’m never gonna see most of those people again?",2.073881278538813,3.514758876712328,4.349520547945208,85.54884703196348,76.67123287671231,6.510502283105023,23.125570776255714,7.1686216300943375,0.9121433789954332,270,8,55,3,6,94,53,73,0.139,0.8420000000000001,0.02,-0.8534,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,6,1,1,1,1,10,15,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,11,10,1,9,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,2,4,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913629633178694,0.0,0.0,0.23812227252446946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940297745084663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294527323374415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35936739213885704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243996249489628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700666402406223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427583482937544,0.3057480867875073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350578912733812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790339013636152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29669125705482924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,getoutofmyh0use,2019/06/27,Have to know if there are others Did any one else ever buy/give candy or gifts to people to get them to like you? Like in school? I remember doing this so much and looking back I feel so weird about it cause like what the fuck!! It probably made them think I was weirder.,0.31660714285714064,2.655224589285716,1.6478571428571451,97.49714285714286,88.82142857142857,4.628571428571429,15.142857142857142,6.1826913282559595,-0.6643642857142855,211,4,47,2,7,67,46,56,0.11699999999999999,0.746,0.13699999999999998,0.2966,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,1,10,12,5,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,6,3,6,9,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,2,5,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908189648863446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249408899382554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705252373042425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199888257219554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382083227861535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315385534312654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434558517053302,0.137585561136301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472612359369424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859674575837914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114133362184227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491809936710137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358700141927768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784476595670895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256849701628244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839277015057016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29831566045938823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26651661871819915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873920874388648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thelazyguy94,2019/06/27,I feel totally out of control of my life(25 M) I am not able to learn new things. I can't drive due to my anxiety. I don't have a job. I can't talk to people. I can't visit shops alone. I don't feel comfortable even at home when i think about my future. I am gaining weight and it's increasing my anxiety.i don't have courage to go to a gym.I feel everyone is looking at me Everything i try to do ends up bad. I just feel i am alien. Please help me? Tell me what to do please?? Anyone??,-1.3495238095238091,0.6166279629629621,1.513015873015874,97.955,93.44444444444444,5.678306878306879,18.825396825396822,7.1686216300943375,0.2639952380952386,372,12,94,7,14,129,64,108,0.105,0.767,0.128,0.3116,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,0,14,1,0,1,1,12,21,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,6,1,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,6,19,2,14,21,2,13,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,5,58,22,2,0.19410996300014208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103938116626185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849359039277596,0.0,0.0,0.13572619941114092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620737111265475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771082900983105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192381232869153,0.0,0.0,0.12820779986693234,0.0,0.0,0.18548038804635264,0.17445351846186002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925913185787144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031716523883348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301078165365826,0.0,0.19470811964812632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262418661899802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710560738059954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300348107670473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874726118412769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457140762063613,0.0,0.0,0.4261488984925309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601823550479826,0.16966066340507066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895803423360164,0.12437782647370965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178792316448432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363736414056763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LunaMargot,2019/06/27,How do you make friends with girls? Coming from a girl. I’m scared of girls ever since I found out my friends that were girls never actually liked me in high school. So now I’m like “all girls hate me and think I’m fake and annoying as shit” and I don’t know how to get over that. Now I’m even less real in front of them. And I don’t know. I want a female friend for once.,-0.9936144578313276,0.9659964457831336,0.8686867469879545,103.61772891566272,90.56626506024095,4.283855421686749,13.119277108433735,5.6839178017228535,-1.39013156626506,287,4,76,2,10,93,55,83,0.2,0.654,0.147,-0.7067,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,7,10,3,1,2,0,4,1,1,3,3,19,17,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,9,5,11,15,2,11,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,6,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.20784939857015405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347368752283605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067916054723345,0.1926633940963757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23353465686861702,0.4936711087513294,0.0,0.11127949215683317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102854343572924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250376674047215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341095882783613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811419606470236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217376673670173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427250643464766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22682945343105246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424314454442662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132420780010582,0.21555920357759487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186331546801925,0.17618912493901087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364766280770091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256281583489865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,awkwardismyname,2019/06/27,"Felt like crying at work all day So I started working at this new restaurant and its my first job. I’m a waitress there. And the restaurant is pretty small and everyone is soo close to each other. I tried to make small talk with them, but honestly I feel like I’m being annoying or something. They rarely started small talk with me. I stood next to them quietly for two hours while they talked to each other and I felt soo left out. I wanted to burst in tears. The entire time.  I sucked it in.  Then I came home,.... and cried for 2 hours in complete dread. I don’t even know how to talk. I wanna cry again .... and at this point social anxiety makes me wanna die. Sorry I’m posting this.... I just had to vent it out there",0.497747336377472,2.862664589041098,1.7979908675799088,96.61866057838662,88.04109589041096,4.614307458143075,17.700152207001523,6.139981653823899,-0.3225208523592085,554,14,121,5,18,176,91,146,0.203,0.728,0.07,-0.9692,1,0,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,4,3,7,6,2,1,3,0,5,0,0,3,1,28,20,12,1,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,8,14,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,5,4,18,3,21,14,3,28,0,0,0,0,9,14,1,1,14,77,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193666995835332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524036749553271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971116526967775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43910998433051024,0.08593588801268967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829352708254927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801104577344701,0.0,0.0,0.1273270654310219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737572235377112,0.0951945594053915,0.25588376250165984,0.0,0.0,0.11334325441350745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366164343042375,0.0,0.26245083793531193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322310820651576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323127892511043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477762934146324,0.0,0.0,0.13019944080349322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789218877014834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869467098846854,0.1417139775623917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596528985141894,0.0,0.12761764866246922,0.13556419777455628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583264003304274,0.0,0.1025831496620542,0.0,0.14916361388111327,0.1886315237000676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42840850808631176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769974467876359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904686996427316,0.0,0.13016689000561685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859490738981338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401666748508956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LizZLe_,2019/06/27,"Friends Do you guys ever think someone is such a cool person and you want to be friends with them, but you’re to akward to ever talk to them so it just feels like a crush?? 
I have this all the time because I’m not really good at approaching people..",2.7325000000000017,3.972692634615392,3.77615384615385,91.14384615384618,74.57692307692308,6.7384615384615385,22.615384615384606,7.1686216300943375,0.5859076923076927,195,5,43,2,4,63,42,52,0.096,0.716,0.188,0.4898,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,2,0,5,5,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,3,11,8,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,6,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701425769309037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049410926090926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112616304853054,0.1993959017083008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312786560754143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341038288105907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27636231306050635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635881642338218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349940271012248,0.24370767303769564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880470987028932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364885963054721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243376651537397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788421148190135,0.0,0.0,0.16275100961126293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462603037989004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,comfortcreaturee,2019/06/27,"would like to get over my social anxiety but I have too much social anxiety to talk to a therapist. (advice?) I’ve tried four different therapists over the past 3 years. Every appointment, whether it’s my first one with them or I’ve seen them 10+ times, I just feel like I’m going to cry (sometimes I do) and my mind goes blank and I have nothing to say. 

And I’m not sure what to do because a therapist can’t help me if I can’t properly communicate to them. 

I’ve tried telling them I need help with it and it would help me if they asked questions and helped me lead the conversation. They tend to just tell me they can’t really ask me questions if they don’t know what to ask.

Social anxiety has been affecting my life a lot lately and I would just like to start growing past it. It’s only getting worse with age and it’s ruining my day to day life. I’m extremely grateful for any advice.",2.2237905405405414,3.9519469297297327,3.844780405405405,88.09149493243244,77.0,7.868243243243244,24.53547297297297,8.660442795831766,1.6053851351351351,702,24,153,15,16,234,95,185,0.099,0.767,0.134,0.8270000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,8,2,4,5,0,0,5,0,13,2,0,2,1,33,28,13,0,7,10,0,1,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,2,3,25,4,17,23,2,15,0,1,1,0,25,2,0,7,13,91,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077472956619877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722866139153355,0.0,0.2439541467942006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981241985166981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479856891924438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676389274060485,0.13710745601625526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110592907862851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956105697096653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374770717339313,0.07593965785711211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041743576877023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110731406489855,0.0,0.060411877826756624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284998531276517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058418866590149526,0.0,0.11990931943236445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016352504178296,0.15579620909371972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903711694082302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733116605106112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814161623819386,0.07881897861752693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199626181128307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203060345097524,0.0808447867004791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20294786086382285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381572581581125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809753046305819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845328205937879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250737523562715,0.0,0.0,0.10513191823398213,0.0,0.07523861374181416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018506271482468,0.0,0.0,0.08543869452823949,0.1858191197615293,0.0,0.0,0.3702621969208991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061983500562912325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433938537159247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832723602752656,0.2265341784934668,0.0,0.0,0.06845273824607115
socialanxiety,freemancity,2019/06/27,"Real time conversation I remember when I used to be a teenager or a kid I used to have fun in conversations even If I was a little bit shy. Now I can't even appreciate conversation. I feel like I lost the natural way exchanging, I always have to think before saying a statement and I can't like really take my time to think of what the person have said but Instead I think of a quick answer to say so I dont lose the rhythm of conversation. I wish I could think and be in the conversation and really exchange with the others instead of just thinking about what to say. But somehow Its impossible for me to think clearly about what the other person said and continue in the subject or at least have a big continuation.I have been living this for a couple of years and I feel like I am trapped and excluded from the social flow around me .",5.731796407185628,5.911697898203593,7.033179640718561,74.38270359281438,67.02395209580838,10.272814371257486,30.47245508982036,10.125756701596842,2.896042395209581,667,23,130,15,10,228,90,167,0.076,0.7929999999999999,0.13,0.8278,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,13,6,0,0,15,0,14,0,0,2,1,32,29,13,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,0,3,7,8,0,0,11,0,2,1,3,2,0,0,5,7,18,4,23,21,2,17,0,2,0,0,14,7,0,4,11,99,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973346648079907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173998140754719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221887987550644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397715253506488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529424152122807,0.1459210384692846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456060561456633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420899493699504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336345195372848,0.1884280361827793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328750321398708,0.13217689057672585,0.11645112092313832,0.0,0.0,0.14753829472593802,0.14396094812780025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030241765122586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010659108172758,0.16896947255404726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493926185922264,0.0,0.2508932836857297,0.3146252003291103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344335105431405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991562104047549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070144600778268,0.0,0.0,0.1537988136420071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278013418169083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467900524008653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165375265911568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492542238806662
socialanxiety,lesn14,2019/06/27,"Awkward moment i had last week Girl walked up to me in the hallway while i was on the way to my dorm and asked ""whats up?"" and i responded with ""hey"" :))) 

Lol i felt extremely awkward. Even though we laughed it off and the conversation went pretty smoothly after that, i still cant stop replaying the situation in my head. Im hoping maybe putting this out there will help me a little haha.",4.742987012987012,5.339177844155849,5.587428571428571,82.43257142857144,69.25974025974024,8.757402597402598,29.685714285714287,8.841846274778883,2.176243636363636,302,11,62,5,5,99,61,77,0.042,0.726,0.231,0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,2,4,1,1,0,0,9,8,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,4,2,10,3,11,3,0,19,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,7,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314836754879307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635453063944189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23774622816898974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541212170431322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596901859223348,0.0,0.0,0.24593445947840595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26746331253297545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183672426980245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24817214605308124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24875940705871424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25191029224018585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489183225552333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783261190358769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977431611004336,0.20701461259818624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24327740737549536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654277887596466,0.19861930826965013,0.0,0.0,0.2295386863722132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,guilt0tine,2019/06/27,Terrified for field trip next monday I was supposed to be in bed a couple hours ago but I was doing hw and afterwards i discovered I have a field trip next week and I don't want to go but it's compusery and we are wearing non school uniform and I only own pyjamas because I've been to anxious to go shopping for my fat ass and I don't know what to do I'm not allowed to skip school and help.,0.3256847545219621,2.297664488372096,2.6808527131782967,92.86169250645996,84.34883720930233,5.682687338501292,23.50904392764857,6.937597516519254,0.7708284237726102,310,12,70,4,9,106,56,86,0.136,0.821,0.043,-0.7603,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,3,3,1,0,13,15,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,1,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,9,0,9,11,1,12,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,7,42,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158710631934435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751150091857491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484511601922344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694568342756358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768028214928707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163230312515886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398240084420784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383549462691108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179852260126584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521246041925388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929225299031802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363791620284175,0.0,0.19534182967122285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,awesomega14,2019/01/18,"I feel like the worst part of social anxiety is that it's always right. I think the reason I have social anxiety is that people pretty much usually are pretty mean when you try to talk to them. I think I'm just overly sensitive, but I don't know how to fix that. I just don't have any self-confidence. I feel like life for me is like being a teacup in a bumper cars ride. I don't know how to get more of a backbone and to handle other people being rude or being angry with me. I think my social anxiety is just a natural reaction to people being mean whenever I try to talk to someone.",3.872134146341464,4.264506731707319,5.851778455284556,80.49278963414636,71.11382113821138,9.076829268292682,24.318089430894307,9.188382445141503,1.7724479674796756,460,11,94,9,8,161,68,123,0.129,0.743,0.128,-0.0129,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,6,5,1,0,6,0,14,1,0,3,0,19,25,6,0,0,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,10,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,15,3,14,21,4,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672076507608152,0.0,0.0,0.09539240510946116,0.0,0.3219319807451701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185539420601626,0.20042622593068216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328835489498807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418390448693756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908099880171288,0.20559512041597405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30560310181640804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311890830620933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190510259353576,0.0,0.2917488875606356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854219894602091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422696217925018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979483060066595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633833041839792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289807669168395,0.1188552934816344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22549686917157616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26964934938638513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047622203945191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449405803470426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,i-am-indecisive,2019/01/18,"Does anyone else have an issue initiating physical touch, or do you have any advice for those who do? It’s not that I don’t enjoy it most of the time,, I just find it impossible to touch people. Even trivial things like going for hugs or high fives, which should be easy in theory, feel ridiculously complicated in the moment. I overthink every move I make and where my body is constantly. ",7.487432432432435,7.152234364864866,7.730405405405405,72.58993243243245,63.45945945945946,11.183783783783785,29.31081081081081,10.686352973137794,2.931983783783784,309,8,57,7,4,101,61,74,0.08,0.8079999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.5379999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,8,2,1,1,0,10,11,3,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,3,6,3,6,9,1,9,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,3,4,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551909793775921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758971775938875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826008796661754,0.26757717178559154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900767566746795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822084083178842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22853253243054536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181557948413892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724859101436326,0.0,0.22002860513476385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320443665865527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23868470569964895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841652902892913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759173905211848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725708518100617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758380979241818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743184382017609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27755918703266064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104726660036852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349524699903687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227760403328647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DesiAnn7Tiefenauer,2019/01/18,"Sitting in my car I have chosen to sit in my car in the cold for an hour at the fitness center to wait on my husband, because I'm too anxious to go in alone. Why am I the way that I am... ",4.556363636363635,1.5629364545454578,6.667272727272728,86.4459090909091,70.81818181818181,8.8,33.36363636363636,3.1291,1.5274909090909086,140,5,37,0,2,51,30,44,0.09300000000000001,0.858,0.049,-0.2263,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,10,6,0,15,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433347112528269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483579028292935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609376638780569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24327287675513504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215468334751412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397692348456674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862520348661581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlongTheRiver,2019/01/18,"Likeable There are some people who you just really enjoy their company. They don't even have to say anything but just their presence is enough. These people you see for the very first time and you instantly determine they are a likeable person. 

Then there is me. If I'm in a group at work and try and talk everyone will just direct the answer at someone else, almost like I've disappeared. If I raise a point it will be pushed away as quickly as possible. 

I'm not agressive or rude; I have had low hearing since a child therefore I naturally take a back seat in social situations hence I have no social skills at all. I have no friends or a partner. I'm the awkard one everywhere I go. If I catch a reflection of myself I just seem so werid, strange and out of place so I totaly get the reaction of other people.

I'm joining a new team at work and I want to be that kind of person everyone wants to chat to and when they hear my name they go ""Oh cool"". 

Surely you can train to be a people's person?",2.4456376573617966,4.34201297536946,3.8635057471264393,87.45012452107281,76.88177339901478,7.072687465790915,23.59304871373837,7.984000788550335,1.2375409961685824,786,25,162,13,18,259,124,203,0.064,0.818,0.11800000000000001,0.898,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,6,5,13,8,1,0,13,1,16,0,0,1,2,29,30,18,0,5,11,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,0,5,5,7,0,0,3,2,0,5,4,2,0,2,1,5,23,6,20,24,3,23,0,1,1,0,27,11,0,8,8,110,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363694948255801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120685602370896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795018648431436,0.10471777372479914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376500019533133,0.0,0.0,0.14071539522248308,0.0,0.08994883503071338,0.0,0.0,0.2602609957136809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583879731787736,0.0,0.0,0.1052161076968078,0.0,0.07115098386555868,0.0,0.1547940220083773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069805358456125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181560557101802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653305797587651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315282147637673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922824055216558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377653820016656,0.35673417747418673,0.14228422390300952,0.0,0.1287387392896958,0.15352800059557473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724352733615978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829969007874099,0.0,0.0,0.10852172490130507,0.1239776085248318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265354777279765,0.15307752156164064,0.0,0.2776466890660357,0.11538901481640887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283526465380014,0.0,0.10239408837865888,0.1094602554740796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941050415455059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246060046320148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236679615579367,0.16065075234439258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828844281373414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Imakebeermoney,2019/01/18,My Life is headed Downhill Social anxiety has been taking over my life for a couple years now.  I find that it is hard and scary to even hold a conversation with relatives. I am about to get kicked out on my 18th in February and I can’t handle it mentally. I know that I’m going to struggle. I know that it is going to be a test.  I feel broken ,1.011272015655578,2.8678159589041097,3.6716634050880645,87.31301369863014,81.1917808219178,6.911154598825831,20.01761252446184,7.957251820313856,0.8396160469667322,267,7,58,5,7,94,50,73,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,8,3,1,0,0,9,16,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,9,0,11,14,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,41,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038087358158348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947860085501943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759663130475443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347087441958909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435008610722508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919220072447422,0.0,0.30282252488666345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386578410598361,0.0,0.2734213204651206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928322925597096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763572614762716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684862800723846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715791938168293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785175223940829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031288013574294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156420042533574
socialanxiety,radiowave7,2019/01/18,"I feel like the amount of time it takes for me to respond to what someone says to me has gotten longer I’m in my early 20’s, and like the title says, I respond slower to what people have to say to me now. I remember as a kid being quick and witty with my responses and my delivery was perfect, conversations flowed naturally, almost instinctually. Now I find myself over analyzing what people say to me(which isn’t necessarily a bad thing), and find myself trying to “figure out the perfect response” which only leads to awkward and unnatural feeling conversations at times. Unexciting too. Do you guys have any tips on how to become more witty?",7.394428571428571,7.756630633333337,8.402380952380955,65.35500000000002,63.5,10.523809523809526,33.8095238095238,10.290406445055957,3.6104523809523816,516,20,85,11,7,176,82,120,0.040999999999999995,0.846,0.113,0.8316,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,5,6,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,2,2,18,12,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,6,13,4,19,9,2,13,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,8,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904668980775812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934868343445186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881662017013054,0.0,0.2100709629458065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235083188822452,0.13588539056186594,0.0,0.0,0.3476952700608365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883368741537391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585307789677316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446625613767694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637340254788013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546978608610934,0.0,0.0,0.6050475161895781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611635193957386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430135414075506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126366447700906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182486516415506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913946617710245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Randz55,2019/01/18,die of embarrassment for something petty... :( I feel like I have trapped myself in a web of awful. I cannot do anything and I want to kill myself but I will not. ,-0.5745454545454507,1.6320830606060603,2.002181818181821,92.46327272727272,97.1818181818182,3.852121212121212,18.72121212121212,5.6839178017228535,-0.18935878787878746,123,4,26,1,5,42,26,33,0.38,0.5379999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.8591,0,1,1,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708633130758411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677246900767058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278724790770653,0.32195900078749035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498599989574261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22017477745586653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34694806687616203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658170593809849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nooca4,2019/01/18,"I've been trying to talk to my mom I've been trying to tell her that I have social anxiety and depression, that I'm not in a healthy place mentally and that I am reaching out for help.
I've been like this for years but always thought that it was nothing and it would pass, well it only got worse and it's only recently that I've come in terms with that I have social anxiety. 
I told her couple of days ago, I was scared she would think I was crazy or stupid, I was scared she would think my feelings were irrational, but she reacted properly and told me she would call a psychotherapist for an appointment.

Today I asked her if she called the therapist and she said: ""no, do you even need it ? You don't have anything, you're fine.""

I didn't know how to react, I don't know what to do. I was so afraid to speak to her about it, I was putting it off for weeks, she just doesn't care. Everything I experience, anxiety, fear of judgment, loneliness, having no one to talk to, blushing, sweating,cold feet and hands, trembling, she just doesn't care, how do I react? What should I do? ",3.119943593875909,4.509016922374432,4.035944131077091,89.07174053182919,73.84018264840181,7.892667203867849,24.754499059897928,8.4952907291091,1.3966919688423312,842,26,184,15,17,271,114,219,0.23399999999999999,0.733,0.033,-0.9931,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,0,8,12,1,5,4,0,29,2,2,5,0,34,45,14,0,7,7,1,2,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,16,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,8,7,1,1,16,4,32,5,21,24,1,15,0,1,0,0,28,5,0,2,8,124,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066156003540025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007756190271566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27602772917473617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897521339663144,0.0,0.11243990808652883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456263021357604,0.0,0.2452546170932945,0.0,0.0,0.10360535871877076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330808387692159,0.0,0.07756674816644607,0.0,0.10359177747289663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943981008686914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809447155305807,0.11765100251691998,0.0,0.1353416326524081,0.060814123286602274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619406558526547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061709386800851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321988357053349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875977702543422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120785354022535,0.0,0.0,0.14086339738889175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891816104360856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154060994742214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150074168827888,0.1829475184725956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566067944463294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090854031139946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875601632906965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440806954470766,0.0,0.2408304131619519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24520829250454115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19334329130448327,0.1051247341745178,0.0,0.0,0.13964732684177025,0.0,0.1541333822800819,0.0,0.09548408210129468,0.0,0.0,0.1140056419712073,0.22985382818415265,0.0,0.16331623503087314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647650841458064,0.0,0.10814072597309857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256943102376752,0.34175665491086993,0.0,0.0,0.07745248089508927
socialanxiety,shadowgritz,2019/01/18,"I'm tired. I'm tired of feeling inadequate and unable to communicate with other people. It sucks. I don't know how to give or receive compliments. I don't know how to have conversations about things that I actually care about or be able to listen to others talk about what they care about. I'm tired of being so self-absorbed and insulated. I don't know why I can't just let things be. I'm tired of this distorted thinking and view of the world that makes it hard to even go to the movie theater. I spiraled going to the *movie theater.* Where it's *dark* and nobody can see you! I'm tired of not knowing my own wants or needs because everything gets filtered through these thoughts of how will it affect how people think of me. I'm tired of judging everything and everyone, the hyper-criticism is unreal. I'm tired of being absolutely paralyzed in life in every direction. I'm tired of not being able to sleep. I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired of being so cared. I'm tired of being angry. I'm tired of not being able to even enjoy the things in life because I'm too caught up thinking about how to utilize my time and instead I just waste all of it.

​

I'm tired.",2.069272151898737,4.375086776371308,3.646060126582281,86.51060917721522,79.97046413502109,6.481645569620253,23.377109704641352,7.645422480735847,1.1856780590717295,934,32,186,15,24,309,109,237,0.21899999999999997,0.713,0.068,-0.9881,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,0,19,6,1,0,5,0,18,17,1,7,1,34,55,16,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,16,1,0,0,15,7,0,0,9,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,2,5,12,5,37,42,2,11,0,0,2,0,7,6,1,3,1,115,27,0,0.16824644008159026,0.0,0.054728085226291315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060764982511927614,0.06814594672989584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837431217782612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153845870061624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740834579359486,0.0,0.04725162739273305,0.053588894513583764,0.1008060345015004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028356818448382032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02930060694230022,0.053799105369331815,0.06374555275940062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023858778146804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328512459241638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734779467616472,0.0792249575119892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03743526840315988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158420115919925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776059823343205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469020993499942,0.0,0.05850591006341665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056122648549495696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507670515856736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177545883983013,0.10780552531078533,0.0,0.044522960038352224,0.03270195073786862,0.9024144865055476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033078703158357946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050605414371306015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814594672989584,0.0
socialanxiety,moop_96,2019/01/18,"I feel like an outcast I enjoy being alone and I see nothing wrong with it, but I feel ashamed of it because I'm expected to be social etc... But I find it incredibly difficult in social situations and awkward. What can I do about these feelings and how do I snap out of it? I mean I'm still in my 20s and forced aka have to be in social situations... ",3.4195890410958896,4.081155890410962,5.621808219178085,80.7612054794521,72.2876712328767,8.579726027397259,29.668493150684927,8.841846274778883,2.247763835616438,272,11,58,5,5,96,46,73,0.201,0.725,0.07400000000000001,-0.8913,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,14,7,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,9,2,10,11,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487857047176386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058729939395656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061804845796626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000663887222887,0.14132037806734005,0.0,0.0,0.18080099271176786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664330773436942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154805125262561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981057707354376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157634396713046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447087951033356,0.0,0.6049480189810298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797677059112653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628164243688028,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,quitestatic,2019/01/18,"Couldn't bring myself to help a random person I was jogging on a rather remote road when I saw some random person with their car badly stuck in the snow. I probably could've helped them get the car out of the snow, being a somewhat strong guy, but I just kept jogging instead... Now I can't stop thinking about what happened :/ I really wanted to help. Damn, this sucks ",6.540833333333335,6.23819141666667,6.343888888888888,81.64,65.3888888888889,8.311111111111114,27.722222222222207,7.1686216300943375,1.4351555555555555,290,7,55,2,4,91,54,72,0.179,0.6920000000000001,0.129,-0.5739,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,6,4,2,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,13,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,5,2,3,0,0,4,1,9,1,8,7,2,12,0,0,1,0,8,4,2,4,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227302594296152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173553349741928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223013761431025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695527713089072,0.24073411847735096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474147046688222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754054771728111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29351245671531395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439897840943805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275983874958169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443546170369628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605696602661168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gopnik-,2019/01/18,How to ask someone out Dumbass question I know but does anyone have experience with asking someone out? It seems really out of my reach but I need to learn to get out of my comfort zone soon ,1.2100000000000009,3.825536842105265,3.2108421052631577,85.57889473684213,88.47368421052632,6.197894736842105,23.389473684210525,7.554174236665415,1.4757200000000001,152,6,29,3,5,51,28,38,0.057999999999999996,0.831,0.111,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,13,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,10,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20020349881893604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353461733428908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505629363351985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800785551110474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959180042277048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573554755149155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123046642957672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207469674798287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342566216806394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606574451083085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852006124894028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThrowawayAccount2741,2019/01/18,"That moment you actually want to leave your comfort zone but it just makes things worse I went to a place alone (!) where an event should have taken place where I know some people at least a bit. Turns out not enough people showed up so it did not even take place. The relief shortly after knowing I did not have to socialize was strong, but now I feel sad because I tried to leave my bubble and could not do that, which is not even ""my fault"" :(

First post btw, not even sure if I have social anxiety but I get anxious around other people (excluding close family/friends), as you can tell.",3.867280701754384,5.5374950263157965,3.84122807017544,90.08359649122808,72.42105263157895,6.821052631578947,21.43859649122808,7.3871296695380915,0.5329543859649126,459,10,94,5,9,140,82,114,0.18600000000000005,0.7040000000000001,0.11,-0.838,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,2,9,6,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,1,24,21,7,0,4,11,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,5,1,12,4,10,14,4,18,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,2,5,67,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.14445856903260826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331724115857265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324461643623585,0.16723482420426738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317804948761399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902393648065416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616133770001634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819207180647708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295735900059687,0.0,0.2933226225117411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484978504972135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591654580178413,0.0,0.0,0.11436970298936212,0.0,0.07734098010500469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270980985345695,0.0,0.0,0.3134905270714802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881298208244582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078817220118479,0.0,0.46398801811082796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177441424347165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30180140721386606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395190753943388,0.0,0.11130217351776273,0.0,0.1293871115972373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983463534320041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050449160946542,0.16101707764120576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731352657328527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372278033917238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085797623948974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,baseballboy1234,2019/01/18,"How do I get people to Snapchat me? I am a 16 year old boy and I have a hard time being in large groups of kids at school. That leads to me being quiet and alone in and I don’t talk to many people. I really want to Snapchat people but I get left on read a lot. How do I get people to Snapchat me? Do I post something on my story? Please help, comment what I should do, I would greatly appreciate it.",-0.963385579937306,1.0715462873563233,1.4646603970741907,98.64865203761757,91.87356321839079,4.083176593521421,15.955067920585165,5.565023196281405,-0.8455885057471266,305,7,74,2,11,103,53,87,0.033,0.8170000000000001,0.15,0.8916,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,3,0,11,15,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,14,1,11,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,49,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066352717375483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127118839279813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996375885713806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787244369142388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372934133229222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677143068768828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961879636728375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227484146130767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093553051650434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532687022906752,0.0,0.0,0.21900533350686288,0.0,0.0,0.19107827920234824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956696566069287,0.0,0.1278131203608885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191778180104897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359483518165465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036097157941848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633761993960168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176779216316184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172829286052485,0.0,0.0,0.1284798143630739
socialanxiety,doobadedo,2019/01/18,"I'm not scared of people, I'm scared of being lonely. I'm not scared of people disliking me, I'm scared of NO ONE liking me or caring about me. And I know it's a ""self-fulfilling prophecy."" They can't reject me if I don't put myself out there in the first place. At least I don't have to be lonely because other people deemed me not interesting, or fun, or worthy. I can be alone and lonely because it's my choice. That is the only place where I feel any power. 

​

I'm a 19yo girl, in my second year of college, just as interesting and as boring as the average person... and I'm still so scared. Have been my whole life.",1.9827272727272744,3.4712203030303077,4.01878787878788,87.62318181818182,77.03030303030303,6.315151515151516,19.575757575757574,6.980632752743323,0.2705666666666664,488,10,104,5,11,167,76,132,0.172,0.665,0.163,-0.042,1,7,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,6,15,0,5,5,0,11,1,0,0,0,15,20,12,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,10,0,3,1,1,15,5,14,16,2,11,0,4,0,0,3,7,0,4,4,71,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624282607843353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529924527663971,0.17157604767266266,0.09602229287825746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721510201084581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396498583825598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139604139963016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010646271049075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760099987399102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973524280776036,0.06898423008369127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568222007006796,0.10739058541773484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29367534130318984,0.12329225664289765,0.29505235254821754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194714456310015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7068398432452934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730462039012945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276420629445352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764713955006024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157604767266266,0.09092954454723033
socialanxiety,Nodnarb415,2019/01/18,"What helps anxiety? Hi guys,

So I have suffered for a few years from social anxiety, however lately it seems to have gotten much worse. I have a variety of symptoms that come with it, like butt sweat, hot face, shaking, blushing, etc. I have come to find that my anxiety is only present when I attend class or am around the opposite sex. Do any of you have the same issues?  I am planning to go to the doctor to see if any medications can help, although I'm nervous to take any medication. I want to know what works the best with the least side effects? Is there anything natural that works? If you can help let me know. ",4.093296602387511,5.4692994132231405,4.964077134986232,83.41864095500459,71.39669421487605,8.352984389348027,29.14692378328742,8.841846274778883,2.2543987144168964,483,19,96,9,9,157,81,121,0.11599999999999999,0.737,0.146,0.7168,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,5,4,5,0,2,7,0,13,8,3,1,0,15,24,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,2,10,2,14,22,6,11,0,1,1,2,8,2,1,4,5,64,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165177445072289,0.0,0.35606323275345536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767352957556855,0.13811455383361446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281818404265785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672924134562879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880048382671205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303095703906832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180240021700352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817414583179001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362084620647878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31197716776846696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193413357828218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053049325231606,0.0,0.17501362643518462,0.0,0.0,0.15864927330674058,0.0,0.07579744334419304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125904406480525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405158246325264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179969944438774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363281570198124,0.1412408514503678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815377967307667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125810769335508,0.11665193737939633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151027075473653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589908636743786,0.0,0.15810899860516175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991018226586508
socialanxiety,throwawaybuka,2019/01/18,"Social anxiety is preventing me from doing anything and the time is running out I’m an 18 year old high school dropout. I’m a worthless failure. My family doesn’t expect anything of me anymore. But I want to become successful and prove them and everyone who doubted me wrong. I watch a lot of movies and my dream is to become a famous hollywood actor. Then I’d earn so much money and I’d be able to prove my family, friends and enemies how wrong they were about me. But problem is I have social anxiety, autism and selective mutism. If I want to become an actor, I have to start taking acting classes and act in short movies first. How am I gonna take acting classes if I have social anxiety, selective mutism (too scared to speak) and autism (no social skills)? And even if I somehow cured my diagnoses, I’d still have no social skills because autism isn’t curable. And I live in sweden, so becoming a hollywood actor is impossible for a random guy like me. Maybe If i worked my hardest, id become a hollywood actor when I’m 50.. that would be too late. Time is running out and I still haven’t acted upon my problems. I turned 18. 19 this year. And the time will keep running. Eventually I’ll be 25 and still haven’t tried to worl toward my goals. I can’t keep ignoring my problems anymore. I have to act. Or maybe I’ll commit suicide.",3.064228055783428,5.017518694339625,4.5329122231337164,83.08534044298607,75.26415094339623,7.4766201804758,26.238720262510252,8.321376580360154,1.8796611977030355,1054,39,200,19,23,351,131,265,0.166,0.773,0.061,-0.9779,0,0,0,0,0,2,33.0,0,0,2,8,13,12,0,2,10,0,24,1,0,2,3,43,36,27,1,11,7,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,3,16,0,4,2,5,1,8,7,9,0,1,1,2,29,3,19,29,2,30,0,1,1,0,11,8,0,9,15,124,32,8,0.08962448465219873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568745633778976,0.0,0.1777668119150942,0.0,0.0,0.1475066287355187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463425397958918,0.4949160093010464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096696534140078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059196126844131315,0.0,0.0,0.08564003585808748,0.0,0.0,0.16897997551044805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623454086047105,0.0,0.0,0.06924365451914201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874233054708112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469318876070944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593247199103934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011003224554528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437859960934804,0.0,0.07914006194456813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619553184939849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800796823652661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588430854473966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404582018140313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572755832833423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972974425461218,0.09070476329089933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568043771271227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343667153151718,0.0,0.2147226876477372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803463956701684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477291710743375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678227322513147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060849141973159965,0.0974857029829531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572568627638808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524769224926112,0.0,0.0,0.06366666244483464,0.1959806089597427,0.0,0.1154304593237242
socialanxiety,Gking97,2019/01/18,"Student Jobs when you have social anxiety/generalized anxiety? Has anyone found a good job that is tolerable with social anxiety? I'm a student so I'm looking for a part time minimum wage job on the weekends. 
My last job had me answering phones for a takeaway which I was unable to deal with and had to quit. I'm always really bad under pressure and panic especially when having to work with numbers under pressure e.g. with money or working a computer while also talking to customer on phone. 

Thanks",5.774792626728113,7.641223376344088,7.101105990783412,67.81451612903228,67.92473118279571,9.61536098310292,34.79109062980031,9.957137785484203,4.071425192012288,406,20,61,10,7,138,65,93,0.163,0.777,0.06,-0.8394,5,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,4,6,0,3,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,13,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,4,2,14,9,1,10,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,6,42,6,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119676951931167,0.13650903027822767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510071649971721,0.0,0.0,0.11471285878373072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698120788526785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913613811528858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988064400060108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760369563470712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6512072455818682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337288058930767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776702941019436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248619563726124,0.0,0.1776583475600227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449540672353572,0.0,0.0,0.105099472315552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344720393819526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318632503878959,0.0,0.1510421571858499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566328113714463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388717116594439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mhr_kambli,2019/01/18,Have any books ever helped anyone overcome social anxiety? Well there has to be something!,5.556000000000001,9.26149026666667,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,79.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,2.301,74,3,9,1,2,22,15,15,0.099,0.7609999999999999,0.14,0.1759,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969529410694289,0.0,0.3340540175320639,0.0,0.0,0.305332250891924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949961633506237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29269302945270115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451336220180916,0.0,0.33617257940349293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926219015548163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Doogleyboogley,2019/01/18,"How to reply to a friend iv not spoken to for ages. Got a txt from a good friend I lost contact with which was probly my fault. I feel bad because I should of took more of an interest in his life he’s had a baby …etc I just at the time wanted to be left alone so I shut myself away now it’s years later and I’m scared to reply to him incase he says why didn’t you care about me and all that, I did, I was just to scared to talk to anyone thought everyone was better off without me.how would you reply any opinions anyone? Your all very understanding and give good advise.",-0.10620218579235187,2.10480417213115,1.8000327868852466,96.64360109289619,89.24590163934425,4.2369398907103815,14.69071038251366,5.6839178017228535,-0.8959263387978145,447,8,101,3,15,147,87,122,0.124,0.713,0.16399999999999998,0.7402,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,6,12,0,2,6,0,9,2,0,1,2,18,19,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,10,2,15,7,20,6,3,12,0,1,0,0,14,6,0,1,5,65,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431010559944205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101707423788698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488637798321717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719675215300575,0.0,0.14858692182266073,0.10848112535183252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738878047637306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143933930981485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984694432160468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700458373336148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998056371456112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27497875484915746,0.0,0.0,0.17071286883905545,0.0,0.2985242995215606,0.1423287187182806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335113964345493,0.0,0.12569651193710854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426142733492752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151879679020554,0.3563326274358566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303534608250046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127822730833878,0.10376833943185616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771712097786398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525983727569734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683341918685466,0.10496383303908728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057879414179765,0.0,0.0,0.17154449786687126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641576824662354,0.0,0.0,0.11459867404792093
socialanxiety,trvsh-pvndv,2019/01/18,"Do I need therapy? Seriously asking right now.

It’s 5:22am right now and I can’t sleep. I have the biggest job interview I’ve ever had tomorrow and I’m seriously thinking about just not going anymore because I can’t stand the anxiety I have right now. And I’m upset at myself because I had been preparing for this interview and it’s all I’ve been talking about for weeks, but I just feel so unprepared still and I know that I will mess up and probably not get the job anyways.

The worst part is, this isn’t even the first job interview I’ve walked out on. 

I’m starting to think my anxiety has become a little debilitating since it’s making me scared to go to any job interview. I don’t know what to do anymore. Do I need to see a therapist about it? Is it worth it to go on anxiety medication?

I just feel like such a coward and I know that my boyfriend would be disappointed in me too and possibly not understand any of this since he’s such a confident person. I feel so alone in this. ",1.5936781609195378,3.84683296551724,3.8745812807881777,84.50116584564861,81.41379310344827,8.004597701149425,24.9376026272578,8.841846274778883,2.0979661740558293,784,31,163,21,21,270,101,203,0.17300000000000001,0.777,0.049,-0.9716,4,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,18,8,0,2,9,0,19,2,1,1,2,31,41,11,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,9,0,0,9,0,1,4,7,7,0,1,4,4,19,1,19,34,3,26,0,1,1,0,8,12,0,0,10,110,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122336430307486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065095096515353,0.0,0.27108383939717623,0.0,0.2342860899217889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042601435983422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400939751099884,0.13045397553084245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801697598902692,0.10684606968588403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791746729148643,0.08438476773170095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004725927340887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061712690308212775,0.0,0.2013905154104924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688624735143358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474656434328294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770733978720356,0.11838701327859845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884584541604946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189932138660375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751685849310685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791217057640966,0.0,0.0,0.10313760316801507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331622619905906,0.0,0.0,0.12735306065718402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026208444155953,0.0,0.0,0.1182584685218747,0.0,0.0941261418563339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541974342787324,0.0,0.11820504728902373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836057617879238,0.0,0.09433057904065464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949401748244776,0.0,0.0,0.13508021992766853,0.13714612526430284,0.0,0.15137272321400366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296681778757093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474853265956663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390887613878713,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kindalost_,2019/01/18,"I burst into tears in front of 20 work colleagues during a communications training session, and then my instructor, and then my boss, and then in front of a group of execs who were doing a late interview. All because I was asked to speak up in front of them. So, time to turn in my notice. ",6.7447368421052625,5.955064175438597,7.139298245614036,77.7184210526316,65.14035087719299,9.705263157894738,31.280701754385966,8.841846274778883,2.3314491228070184,226,7,45,3,3,74,39,57,0.036000000000000004,0.9640000000000001,0.0,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,12,3,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,33,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859459421546803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516610009141408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656970030447728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700165355551044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407279983492361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490470318616236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005495333554173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Burningblaze199,2019/01/18,"I didn't go to school all week,but I was forced to come today So I'm at school today but I just can't enter the classroom,normally I would just go home now because the person who brought me here left.
But 3 of my classmates saw me and I'm just so scared to go!I think I will still leave,but I'm not sure it's a good idea.
Any tips?",-0.6288157894736841,1.122658750000003,1.3123684210526356,102.57407894736843,86.5,4.326315789473685,16.07894736842105,5.148860815047168,-1.1044947368421054,259,5,68,1,8,85,53,76,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,13,14,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,4,1,8,2,5,8,1,11,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,36,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477361588966759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243242635964408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871400031350482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704013080062196,0.1822174004221167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179175593117036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24524666326596126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604069813378414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969266273633492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750324901861096,0.4397333544438488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349461463179805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475376480694135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392038114621391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118515964761488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742633229635454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543268182803378,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnnonPls,2019/01/18,"Having a breakdown. Why does it feel like everyone hates me. I’m so depressed lately I feel like everything I do is stupid and everyone just judges me but doesn’t say anything. Im sick of constantly hearing peoples bad “thoughts” about me in my head. Theres one person in my life who says they love me but I just cant fucking believe them. I don’t trust anything anyone says. Im really lonely I don’t have any friends feeling almost suicidal at this point, but its not the first time. ",1.7219775070290524,4.242107402061858,2.9336269915651343,89.73609184629805,83.22680412371133,6.0014995313964405,25.313027179006557,7.348242739294969,1.373626804123711,386,16,76,6,11,124,71,97,0.221,0.608,0.171,-0.7796,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,5,11,3,0,2,0,8,5,1,0,0,12,17,5,1,0,6,0,3,2,1,0,2,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,1,7,13,5,5,16,0,8,0,2,0,2,10,4,1,1,6,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518823263479722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314537144438517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605588992915334,0.0,0.24963403525176356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664372643028265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708877241490258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390865117605033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306389374773606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273332061156676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28986721361102125,0.1363172565946457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23007692242342945,0.21671575946842436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290161413334664,0.0,0.0,0.11718505833514567,0.14022268440768465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497493601834628,0.1556640744025883,0.0,0.17095068800912214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32767377290680283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109794777468185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713375360183414,0.14820316871226105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689416248804515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278007152217528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515354040816016,0.13243826226657085,0.0,0.0,0.14338352752155475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716799132802306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618582490085927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590971456236472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041437395914788,0.0884439157223896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686464882871702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ballzdeepinurmom,2019/01/18,Has social anxiety prevented you from having sex? I’m not a virgin but I just don’t really pursue sex. Even when I’m really close with someone taking that next step and letting myself be that vulnerable seems impossible to me. It’s gotten to a point where I question if I really even want to have a relationship with anyone ever because it seems too much to handle and I don’t want to put that burden onto a person. But then I think how lonely it would be and I just get depressed. What would life be like to never have road trip buddy. Never have a little spoon to cuddle. Never have someone to just do nothing with. ,3.00090909090909,5.072583089430896,4.983917220990391,79.24643015521066,75.82926829268294,7.074353288987436,20.937915742793788,8.00094639256281,1.1789902439024391,492,12,88,8,11,169,75,123,0.126,0.8079999999999999,0.066,-0.8487,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,15,5,0,1,4,28,25,9,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,4,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,13,18,1,16,0,2,0,4,5,6,0,4,8,71,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725787918760706,0.0,0.0,0.11631632208211665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140588176201144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327766933296135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21974622154692955,0.15047378985770524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691140834933762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010492686547893,0.11749846423561612,0.08127058062046874,0.16672716750683342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228695215195445,0.0,0.3848998933385452,0.0,0.17691592479132445,0.0,0.0,0.15961804462521675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452510707334109,0.0,0.0,0.15725524136008107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722846427459145,0.18635092691355695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197056773442571,0.0,0.0,0.17859846557018838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30287897581390305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957365491849846,0.2818969251271628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250750719688015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659085266335178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962359812903506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363416199102767,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thatbookishot98,2019/01/18,"I’m a guy who is quite afraid of men. And I feel stupid because of it. My father was always very physically rough with me as a kid, as a toddler. He’s still physically and emotionally abusive. I took shelter with my mom, who passed away three years ago. 

I had a male babysitter who would hit me and insult me when I was 4. And in my early childhood experience, most of the mean I knew, I associated with extreme aggression, abuse, and bullying.

Because I constantly sought shelter with my mom and my twin sister, I never really developed male friends of my own. And socializing a bit with boys from a young age ended up never working out. I would get bullied by them for being different in some way. Then I was teased, and called “gay”, and bullied badly for that in 6th grade. 

So I openly hated men. I was pretty misandristic in high school. The problem is, I am gay. And I began to fetishize the athletic guys I went to high school with. But I would never make friends with them. I even just decided to dislike some of them on principle because I thought we were too different. That they couldn’t ever like me. But that meant I could never really make the friends I wanted to make. And I still feel that way. What do I do? ",3.10047619047619,5.118880836820086,4.400872683801556,83.78124128312412,75.35983263598327,7.564933253636182,26.443713887228533,8.418075326091056,1.866640007969715,956,36,188,18,21,315,133,239,0.17800000000000002,0.759,0.063,-0.9829,2,0,0,0,2,0,31.0,1,0,4,2,8,12,5,1,10,0,17,2,0,3,5,49,34,18,0,7,3,4,3,1,3,3,0,0,0,8,9,21,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,8,0,1,12,3,37,4,30,15,5,34,0,0,0,2,28,11,0,3,19,134,46,4,0.0,0.2565387450651536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596519136141322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008027293462817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171302118160794,0.0,0.0903918558945914,0.19798129195628486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819093675472846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054468112353336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169896653754784,0.0,0.08643611032133516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262155089774663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177695580487514,0.0958854607625403,0.0,0.0,0.07150413777522313,0.09792658572968913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589820751287904,0.0,0.0,0.10947814314786193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25092221789275104,0.0,0.056560929904521925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143871286255265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688348303982093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287634403294495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288994507254656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679144015115764,0.0,0.0,0.1179259354723516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25358358141508713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339844760828086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013846034748488,0.0,0.10358937165901648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514691615241862,0.0,0.0,0.1387071482695942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912804897857813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035655492944133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291177040976904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594566067624868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027988256365475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932512434364279,0.06385404283115145,0.1718621249279922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035730292081664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881393977668759,0.0,0.0,0.23071255059293155,0.0,0.0,0.06971533364567703
socialanxiety,hypnotized00,2019/01/18,"a really close friend of mine pushed me away and I'm scared to be alone yesterday a friend (she called me ""her best friend"") said that I am ""annoying her"" because I always talk to her in school. and that she would prefer to see me with other people. she also disn't like that I talk really little with her friends (since they always make inside jokes it is impossible to talk to them). she also said that a lot of people annoy her if they talk to her too often. strangely enough her other best friend doesn't annoy her, or do her friends, even if they spend the same amount of time with her. yesterday she even lied to me about something very important, but I forgave her. 

now I just don't want to talk to her anymore, the problem is that I'd be alone. I mean, two girls in class talk to me often but they aren't my type of person (?). obviously I prefer talking to them than being alone. also, my """"""best friend"""""" doesn't understand that it's her fault, in her opinion she did nothing wrong.

so, what should I do? now I can't even talk to her and I don't even want to, but to have a social life I need her. ",3.064713725490197,4.281013751111111,3.9939869281045763,90.00117647058822,73.71111111111111,6.894117647058824,21.23529411764705,7.285733465282438,0.44634117647058735,854,18,186,9,17,275,107,225,0.126,0.763,0.111,-0.1665,0,3,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,6,3,16,19,3,1,6,0,18,1,0,1,1,31,28,13,0,10,7,0,0,1,7,2,1,2,0,2,11,7,0,0,4,1,1,1,6,7,0,1,3,3,47,12,27,20,7,12,0,0,1,0,49,6,0,7,6,139,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668526104520833,0.0,0.2060464058996634,0.14292625834579925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517475747153515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806917045704567,0.0,0.0,0.052354646879445285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270392758070364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769810047357479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874207542635848,0.0,0.2269047047819615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4644813046486248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060663055209853885,0.041959031134484896,0.08607924736078196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301628325074427,0.0,0.0,0.05732884750598756,0.0,0.0,0.09355385019327676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636825760467318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240889203599787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908357194314928,0.07499139482812403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821802644090574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004015120145202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633924427584135,0.0,0.08598578241387164,0.08692011890841993,0.06843915750201733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104488899522472,0.0,0.0,0.0875488548499635,0.0,0.0661184033353878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5522483297359753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500801844615956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389708214903811,0.0894092251537358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086404926845168,0.10131429584734923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061010179283081764,0.09390167184436343,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hammerfan12,2019/01/18,"Sometimes, I get anxious before sending a message to a girl. How could i get over this? Ok, so one problem i have is actually sending the message and starting to converse.

I don't know why i do, i just can't work up the nerve to do it.

Take Christmas. There is this girl i've never made the effort to talk to, but have always wanted to. I figured i had an excuse, so i just sent ""Merry Christmas"", she said it back, i sent her a ""How are you"", she replied and i was too anxious to read it and it's been since Christmas.

It's probably too late",0.4660526315789468,2.489466219298251,2.6062280701754372,93.29776315789472,84.17543859649123,4.5017543859649125,24.41228070175439,5.46131890053228,0.3767333333333336,415,17,91,2,12,140,67,114,0.057999999999999996,0.861,0.081,0.5198,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,10,2,0,0,7,1,13,0,0,3,1,15,23,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,1,0,1,7,1,15,1,9,15,0,10,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,0,4,67,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.20633207430582348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593257512229768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777273983165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625820509888554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991736839273378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688152908175941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093427839935065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620028082028044,0.0,0.2385102177480262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006686229596413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307329844227256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432752266040867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279649162734624,0.20231671505366486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149428187744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011250664693216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490292427535634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091166627327785,0.0,0.14965624216341095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158974358464556,0.16994510295366844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247110584956437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078906333308376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539287007989966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tommytonga01,2019/01/18,"Whats the point of life? Hi reddit, 
I'm 17, and I feel socially anxious even w/ my girlfriend. I need some guidance. What is the reason to impprove?",0.375,2.7936541666666663,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,90.66666666666666,4.333333333333334,24.16666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.678666666666667,115,5,23,1,4,38,26,30,0.086,0.914,0.0,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609448796480586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694924369073232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630646353468327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28819560342667105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30254062160343576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857094598691604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195110757697177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159235792776359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SociallyStpid,2019/01/18,"My social skills might actually cause me to be homeless **TLDR: European interning as a tech consultant in the US after graduating from college in the states. The work is unpaid now but if I pass the one month internship period I will get hired full time (with good pay) and will be able to get a Visa. Social anxiety has made me doubt I'll get the job. If I don't get it, I'll be in extreme financial difficulty and will likely end up homeless.**

I have terrible social anxiety, like most people in this sub. I graduated from college last year in the US and recently was offered an internship role with a small company/startup for a position that's basically a tech consultant. The internship period is unpaid but if they're satisfied with my technical and social skills, then I'll be offered a full time job that pays well.

This is the end of the second week of a five week period as an intern. A couple times a week I have to give a mock presentation to my boss who plays the role of the client. So far it's been a disaster. My voice shakes, my hands shake, and I can barely speak coherently because I'm so nervous (I'm from an English speaking country so it's not like I have to deal with a language barrier). One time my boss literally put his hands over his face as I was done presenting and said something like 'I barely understood anything you said. Speak more clearly next time'. I know I still have three weeks left but I just feel like there's no way I can drastically improve socially (i.e when giving presentation).

What's making me even more nervous is the situation I'll be in if I don't get the job. My apartment lease ends at the end of February and at that point I'll literally have no money unless I get a job. My student visa also expires at the end of the year. I haven't talked to my parents in years and since I have no friends in the US, I'll have no place to go at the end of February. I could conceivably ask a friend from back home to let me stay with them but they are also struggling financially after just graduating from college. I don't even know if any of them would be able to pay the $1k plane ticket for me to fly back home and stay with them.

I've thought about looking for another job right now but I feel like that's pretty much giving up. I already told my friends at home that I was hired and it would be so embarrassing to tell them I didn't get the job (tbh they'd probably also know it's because of my social skills because I told them about the position).

The way I see it, there are 3 possible scenarios:

1. Get this job and be able to get a Visa and pay rent
2. Assume I don't get this job and look for a retail type of job while I'm interning that at least allows me to pay rent from March onward. I'm not sure if I have the time since I work M-F 9-5 and I'd have to be hired almost immediately. Also I'd have to look for another job during my time in retail that can give me a work Visa since it expires at the end of the year 
3. End up homeless at the end of February and just try to find freelance programming work until I get back on my feet

I'd pretty much feel like a failure unless I get the job which seems increasingly unlikely. 

\\rant",3.6374286178333617,4.6709254763358805,5.1941140165665125,82.64520708137081,72.09923664122137,8.872178008770504,27.21861296085756,9.252503621752664,2.1271734611011848,2517,87,530,54,47,852,254,655,0.09699999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.105,0.8712,15,0,1,0,0,0,56.0,3,1,7,7,25,23,1,7,48,0,49,4,4,6,2,66,90,43,0,9,18,1,5,7,3,6,0,6,5,0,21,21,0,1,11,2,14,6,12,9,1,5,13,15,64,14,76,59,9,89,0,0,4,0,45,31,0,12,54,327,85,36,0.1375567504891904,0.0,0.04474518189254601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045914405194494606,0.0,0.0505990982433699,0.14667211155776058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03118110245153868,0.0961601644546248,0.07015369174323173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03773249501929047,0.0,0.042865664303673265,0.0,0.0,0.10577265025470936,0.0,0.08385331834261246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710289150107225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036609290723653175,0.05073464268169327,0.0,0.0,0.04727165655257012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692277147804238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655033557803146,0.0,0.0,0.06056995757966584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955282616523263,0.09827057003461596,0.0,0.0,0.04190812596548906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627600420367543,0.0,0.2874708987403903,0.1759426258348655,0.026058890433188632,0.03845869199150344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798063643254174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005141148543157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755975926490498,0.037375703701203376,0.0,0.0,0.04981860396404175,0.04688703237672659,0.0,0.15680765340139113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551302585803558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338650776531844,0.0306067330324025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864199145200119,0.0,0.0,0.03659882862417385,0.0,0.06741335939474771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876438823085468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062141342752106164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05091349755811636,0.0,0.0,0.0317881769263563,0.0,0.04790584226642994,0.0,0.043345197161108205,0.051691522631669616,0.0,0.09329644519465084,0.04943648086751777,0.0,0.0,0.046094175890353084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04527356537934885,0.0,0.0,0.03915757110681771,0.08723197992941617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036538306869120574,0.04174216645837267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137883654768958,0.051539850317255546,0.0,0.2804435683873317,0.0,0.03529930231378832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774479567562824,0.03661766620998861,0.0,0.0,0.047934727461287394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043215203139596085,0.0,0.0,0.03685430182870378,0.040076887662252106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036401564883428134,0.18715771062877334,0.0,0.0,0.0876275799716393,0.0,0.031130668039971224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546383392252886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279076386574354,0.1471196372628622,0.0,0.04122667953046587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352393686549588,0.0,0.0,0.06514424590102806,0.0,0.0,0.1181093831197584
socialanxiety,DolceGaCrazy,2019/01/18,"Just went to a ""networking"" event and actually managed to socialize. Now I'm spiraling. Like I got home and my slinger was messed up. Everyone probably saw and judged me. I talked about stupid shit. They only talked to me and exchanged numbers because that was the point of the event, but they don't actually want to talk or meet up.

I just feel like I really embarrassed myself and I wish I hadn't gone at all. I've been freaking out for the last hour now, did anyone have some advice? I keep trying to distract myself but I can't stop coming back to it and ruminating. :(",2.6270698051948043,4.970202437500003,3.9737662337662334,84.70759740259741,78.19642857142857,7.6441558441558435,24.467532467532468,8.575989854853784,1.8094535714285724,451,16,89,10,11,148,77,112,0.172,0.736,0.092,-0.8172,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,6,8,2,2,4,0,8,1,1,0,1,20,18,9,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,6,0,0,9,2,15,2,13,9,2,16,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,2,10,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.36685645544480106,0.0,0.0,0.18367872662567156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143057462146193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453466613318008,0.0,0.11458265763052622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191652979283572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961008329791078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504152996264197,0.134283333134485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033401243760902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885457646338326,0.0,0.18510917809813507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707329654754965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532178169764326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366191295538395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429570231289907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768913566232694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265972081950054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041617814518728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929449512975584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916082154907333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571484433235102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532411523962344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761694164299628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108675348425696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742468649589076,0.0,0.0,0.21615224360418148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crocosmia_mix,2019/01/18,"Downvotes make me feel sad So, I quit Facebook and never log on anymore because only pictures of my baby would get likes. People rarely replied to my posts. I have a feeling it’s because I either don’t live in the same area as a lot of people, or because I have a reputation from K- grade 12 as shy. Or, I’m hideous/ unpopular/ have a shitty personality, I don’t care. I’ve never figured out how to get people to like me. Plus, wanting people to like you is always a good way to get disliked. 


Anyways, I read that Facebook and other social networks get you addicted to them — but mostly for those who are popular. 


Basically, when you get “likes” and positive feedback, your brain releases dopamine. Other studies show that people who don’t get likes or attention, but see others get positive feedback can get depressed. 


I’ve been having that problem with Reddit, lately. It’s really triggering my social anxiety. I’m also forgetting that not everywhere on Reddit is monitored well. It’s not safe to spill out your heart in some places. Some days, random comments get mass downvotes. Other days, people fight me, being sexist, judgmental, or just having a bad day. 


I want to quit Reddit because I’ve had a couple incidents where I shared personal stories and got rejected, massively. Like, sharing stories about bad things that have happened to me and being told I’m whiny or mentally ill. It’s really toxic because I’m torn between wanting to express myself and becoming more afraid of being myself. And, not modulating my own emotions and sharing personal stories — but, I see other people talk about serious topics and not get downvoted. 


I’m a stay at home mom and my company all day is a baby who can’t talk, yet. I need to participate in society. On the other hand, my social anxiety doesn’t mean that I’m antisocial at all. And, I would go out and do things, but I only ever felt comfortable at bars and now can’t go to them. 


Would you quit Reddit if it was making you feel bad? Or, are the downvotes or inevitable troll part of the deal? I take it so much more personally than everyone else. ",4.714888274965464,6.533872030226704,6.019629479158205,74.71453725522062,70.51133501259446,8.74978467538799,30.942471764036732,9.285337120503966,3.0668432436824573,1664,72,280,36,31,559,198,397,0.122,0.7440000000000001,0.134,0.586,0,1,0,0,1,0,53.0,0,7,2,3,14,25,1,1,13,0,28,6,3,4,5,68,64,33,0,9,18,1,5,6,0,3,2,0,1,4,24,18,1,1,7,3,0,2,12,10,1,0,6,7,34,15,38,52,13,32,0,3,2,0,30,16,0,13,17,193,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175965864538548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997643727075515,0.06240493055866435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474760804797872,0.0,0.07437856258018316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786235786378244,0.2285925721941494,0.0828301772938681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372335831097849,0.0,0.0,0.07646617812180907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829846405546413,0.0,0.1934718408785345,0.07732037164524999,0.06459627469670902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265179438145403,0.08436344854509667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784062240512087,0.0,0.07166447660075329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376479608013365,0.0,0.07201051814175051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918372789108537,0.0,0.08524698476416928,0.06290535544203539,0.05998331562912707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632110712074397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887382649788725,0.0,0.0,0.0752298161087129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846018059233822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984347351383585,0.0,0.06622523053127695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376121698911577,0.0,0.0,0.10012443588815356,0.0,0.0,0.08169557633954133,0.0,0.0,0.07558105472928461,0.0,0.0,0.08783757682722677,0.0,0.0,0.05513267761687212,0.05561058943246257,0.11568724959761685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140797894063453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121628891549265,0.0,0.3639626116753968,0.2619439053906503,0.07835768403630651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718280278074047,0.0,0.0,0.07176363186297086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393110635361006,0.07501900068785769,0.0,0.09609218171481458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952851549709408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22935520473155094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993864060617202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563896924358238,0.12056223631395725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996516141049212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166447660075329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270853802784716,0.0595304811053308,0.0,0.0,0.06743284275325298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983078458490746,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socialanxieytraining,2019/01/18,"There is no cure for social anxiety part 2  From Stat News: *“According to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, more than 22,000 people in the United States died of overdoses involving prescription drugs in 2013, Benzos like Xanax and Valium — a class of medications commonly prescribed for anxiety, insomnia, and other conditions —* ***were involved in 31 percent of those deaths.****”*[\[2\]](https://www.quora.com/What-is-the-death-rate-for-Xanax#FtUKE)

If the health industry is aware of this research, why are they still prescribed us these prescription drugs? A psychiatrist can earn $150 for three 15-minute medication visits compared with $90 for a 45-minute talk therapy session. Is that reason why they are so eager to prescribe us these deadly drugs in our first session? But we believe these drugs is going to help us because they are professional so we believe anything that they say to us, the ton of commercials we see on the daily about how helpful these drugs are for us, and the temporary relief that these drugs do to us. So the cure is to be on drugs our entire life???

​",7.334432624113475,9.924180031914897,6.119276595744682,73.5136666666667,65.17021276595744,9.481418439716313,34.341843971631214,9.888512548439397,3.862435035460992,898,41,135,21,15,268,116,188,0.048,0.8590000000000001,0.094,0.8721,0,0,7,0,0,0,56.0,11,0,4,3,7,3,0,0,10,0,13,13,0,3,0,15,15,10,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,13,1,0,0,11,8,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,15,3,27,13,4,13,0,0,1,0,23,7,0,1,4,94,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772422180010601,0.09837985462331296,0.0,0.0,0.123874140179717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662629237613868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935476880734673,0.0,0.0,0.182436909472912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080776375624024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402762110421179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6572459634805885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886774990482021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601358198316239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606071209944595,0.0,0.0,0.10853663017709356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057187112195099414,0.03955481326788975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312498105001516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767588387365388,0.0,0.0561300907590941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324425033511627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438564750154936,0.0,0.0,0.06451765024143058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253237769739086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646577792905366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507561950786292,0.0,0.0,0.09258913848961063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5843367511723354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611443667323767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837985462331296,0.0
socialanxiety,HPIroman,2019/01/18,"Oof, that probably wasn't good. I've been talking to this girl who I was really into. I think she was into me too. She asked me if I was going to some university event thing that she was really excited about. I wasn't sure if this was an invitation or not, and boy oh boy was I nervous! So I said I'd probably go, but made it seem like I was going for the event separately, because I still wasn't sure if she was inviting me and the idea of expressing anything beyond indifference is goddamn horrifying. So I go to the event, and it was pretty fun. And as I left, I met up with her. I talked to her as we walked back to our respective places. I was getting more anxious as things went on, and I suddenly couldn't do it anymore and said I was gonna take a turn here (There were soooo many other paths I could've taken). Mind you, we'd only been talking for like two or three minutes. She sounded disappointed as I left, but I just felt like I needed to go right then. I ducked behind a wall like thirty feet later and started hyperventilating! What fun, right? 

Well, I messed that one up! Don't worry, though! We haven't been texting nearly as much since! 😎😎😎",2.390294117647059,4.021716390756307,4.222428571428573,85.98507142857143,76.26890756302521,7.281008403361344,23.24453781512605,8.07648339933343,1.1401421848739504,903,27,194,15,20,306,133,238,0.11199999999999999,0.721,0.16699999999999998,0.9498,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,4,1,0,0,12,15,0,1,6,0,24,1,1,1,2,32,45,23,0,5,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,0,3,13,12,0,0,4,0,0,7,7,3,1,3,25,4,36,12,24,17,3,29,0,1,0,0,24,13,0,7,13,134,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392831577955736,0.1222710346004926,0.0,0.0,0.10145756630060374,0.0,0.11525996295463455,0.0,0.0,0.0948027747305638,0.0,0.07515673692681253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843742214540052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837820266851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644141911667391,0.0,0.3503441267922705,0.1034102115581709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917995358027482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679109511364791,0.0,0.0,0.2409340184789977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666044044797512,0.0,0.12499720326373552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448824635310632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063269440362147,0.09141833437988543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354482521043352,0.09376797153536633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881231854526792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543074966428394,0.2658559966798097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796608683614574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105788056002912,0.23455497397394476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223902948416316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198716542781266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726564172703846,0.0,0.0984599426932663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232399651042852,0.0,0.092699103017739,0.2972886714225944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638174432731522,0.07899956623053837,0.12113227813017476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341046468018466,0.12043689161960484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108529549842272,0.11429151724047253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520747486510955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadringz,2019/01/18,"Nearly cried from anxiety teaching a class. Y'know I'm very reluctant to call what I experienced anxiety since it's undiagnosed, but I swear these feelings are really. I asked for the classes attention and everyone looked at me at the same time and my mind went into like a shut down and I forgot everything. I got really nervous and started fighting a single tear that was about to escape. I saw a familiar face and quickly got it together.  
",5.8516260162601625,7.5614310731707315,7.15219512195122,68.1267479674797,67.53658536585365,11.320325203252034,34.39837398373984,11.20814326018867,4.657627642276422,356,17,57,12,6,121,62,82,0.172,0.762,0.066,-0.669,0,0,0,0,2,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,12,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,4,8,1,10,6,2,10,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,4,40,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713876318135644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269271531728387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478625180178249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666361661163849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319464492783489,0.21815715719352047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273556697956856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38827931873773774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340239221953631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185894683513184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383868641844624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24509606479318696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110082067065128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079528500117647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181112278087415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154241148231622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002841748426488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250204492031027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kalive7,2019/01/18,"I’ve realized that I’m the type of person who would accidentally break my hand in public and be too afraid to tell anyone This thought occurred to me after I smacked my hand really hard against a table and forced myself to smile through the pain so that no one would laugh at me / judge me for hurting myself. And I just realized, “If I had broken my hand or something, I’d be too fucking scared to ask for help. I’d force myself to go through the school day in excruciating pain just to prevent a situation that would only be embarrassing to me.”

i hate social anxiety so much",8.933947368421055,6.5756452017543925,9.035333333333334,70.89300000000001,61.894736842105246,11.927017543859654,37.71228070175439,10.355215969177356,3.647598596491228,459,17,90,8,5,152,72,114,0.266,0.596,0.138,-0.9514,0,0,1,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,3,5,0,7,6,3,0,0,14,13,7,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,1,2,4,14,1,17,5,1,7,0,1,0,1,7,3,1,2,2,62,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528414847569579,0.0,0.0,0.13970026439219915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677995738973616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885028246590105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847058762943128,0.0,0.0,0.11354725335068905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897573737681458,0.19725472318573964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391737518998392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138830797370372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687121498979028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353852499421637,0.15195196388177815,0.4251887524280181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744519825032132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279928355516285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002815314436898,0.2022016939109147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457627106703776,0.0,0.20366431814566446,0.0,0.15381080146917986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462832995748614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861372612074026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257827215990856,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,littlebunsenburner,2019/01/18,"Waiting For Your Crush To Respond On Facebook Messenger After They've ""Seen"" What You Wrote FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, TELL ME WHAT TO DO?

TELL ME WHAT TO DO BECAUSE I THINK MY HEAD MIGHT EXPLODE. 

",-0.5868421052631589,1.0255001842105291,0.5467105263157919,99.60322368421056,112.94736842105264,2.9526315789473685,20.539473684210527,5.148860815047168,-0.19132631578947326,149,6,31,1,8,46,30,38,0.038,0.779,0.183,0.8001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,8,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,1,1,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23323263742432965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926634156577196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453162178393096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40588375678473415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6688277859941699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451580249588133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iluvmymom19,2019/01/18,"family thinks i can just get over it I have terrible social anxiety its so bad that I don't know how to do basic things. For starters I learned how to cross the street alone at fifteen. (Hopefully that gives you enough info) When I told my family about my sa they were really supportive of me, but when I come to my family about simple problems that are really difficult for me they just look at me and confuse it with just being nervous, when its far more than that. I had an argument with my sister who told me to basically get over it and if it's so easy for her than why isnt it for me. I honestly don't know what to do at this point, I sat down and explained my situation and they just dont understand at all. 

sorry about the grammar and format :(",3.6453896103896097,4.650701590909094,5.194675324675323,82.75487012987013,72.05194805194805,9.496103896103897,25.688311688311693,9.800150414767053,2.2122935064935056,591,18,125,15,11,200,89,154,0.16899999999999998,0.765,0.065,-0.9221,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,0,14,9,0,2,3,0,12,0,0,2,1,27,27,14,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,1,24,3,24,21,3,16,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,3,4,99,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989729664471915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287742593395765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502940826668276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962424341214994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357112519456386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794750230188616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912370963692461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814986121013356,0.16662560908816254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251991914122586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909182209973292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458613999867351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641994336220694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620419091675673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254898338802606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524225947351131,0.0,0.17706181271939345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443912640688413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971088467866082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115396304966021,0.1112977696974792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33194909571032843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082428955452468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567341675087495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bBYc4j2KmaELULCE,2019/03/22,"Why is my brain like this? This evening I smoked some weed with my crush. Of course I'm too retarded too make any moves and she probably sees me as a friend only anyways. She hugged me goodbye, probably the biggest dopamine rush I've had in months. Then I spent around 2 hours with my best friend and his gf talking, we had a good time. When I got home I just started crying uncontrollably because of the inevitable feeling of loneliness. I try so hard to make some social contact, but it feels like I will never connect with anyone on a serious level. I should be happy because I finally didn't spend an evening home alone, but nope, I feel like absolute shit. Why can't my brain just work normally. Sorry for this rambling, I'm drunk, high, and don't have anyone I could talk about this with.",4.111430107526882,5.7314480516129045,4.292661290322581,87.2923252688172,71.70967741935483,7.489247311827956,28.400537634408607,8.07648339933343,1.7793763440860222,628,24,125,9,12,195,106,155,0.146,0.7,0.154,0.5193,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,11,12,1,1,6,0,11,5,3,2,1,24,22,9,0,3,4,0,4,3,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,9,1,0,3,1,2,2,5,3,0,0,5,5,20,9,14,13,3,16,0,0,1,1,11,6,1,2,11,76,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730377152345405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015295530081888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539371704772714,0.0,0.0,0.1180164658781398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162833395891973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912528497582852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29598658406442024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584730784723498,0.0,0.14562322721773188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512404145231406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010959310391676,0.18941776933610946,0.0,0.14522525868248254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484834516706446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119442442506962,0.10602929129991186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112449697045187,0.11875774665856074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006874096211516,0.2659594256492288,0.0,0.13055591777675687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430276110198905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698459759482418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581705910320234,0.14090219466303638,0.0,0.0,0.10224707452912968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298916187302599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082636392747547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858683304611116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564207442822092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608242149770625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351396331828417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840259350931445,0.093834570664851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131114017260839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730332703343064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000713584947878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392497577997577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651340527915173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ascendent-Doot,2019/03/22,"Just got exiled from my gaming friends circle It hurts a bit, because I always thought I could rely on getting home from school to play and chat with friends. I’ve lost friends before, but this feels even worse losing the people I’ve been gaming with since middle school. Have any of you guys dealt with this before? Sorry if I did something wrong with this post, I usually don’t post on reddit but I wanted to vent a little today. ",4.8585714285714285,6.1652086666666674,4.620000000000001,86.875,69.47619047619048,6.076190476190478,23.523809523809533,5.46131890053228,0.4399666666666664,344,8,64,1,6,105,61,84,0.19,0.722,0.08900000000000001,-0.875,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,2,8,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,11,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,1,7,4,11,5,1,8,0,3,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885503983224173,0.0,0.0,0.11348208866291852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172667586749276,0.0,0.28400008738937504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218647320038253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323771288218705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102206906739063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437802990776973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38678628988588093,0.0,0.08718634967436828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346678870386092,0.0,0.0,0.16523447540184946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739124647414924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864528970297852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725460330868674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669268772745654,0.1821659683927942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569150635375608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196440913556563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377768847499271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804238640938385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847007449907585,0.0,0.1868051492958446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248170490412936,0.0,0.0,0.15817989223599094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837914493472553,0.0,0.09842838361739477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006192900227532,0.0,0.18245381268873606,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fried-Penguin,2019/03/22,"I don't know what to say/how to say it, but I want to tell people. I can't talk to anyone other than my parents. (selective mutism) and never have done so. 

They and cahms tried to help me in the past, but 
got nowhere and eventually gave up and cut 
support. 

Until people found out I was depressed (no idea 
how they wouldn't expect it). 

Now that it's worse and other things are on top of 
it, there is no chance. 

I'm told I can't think that nothing will help. But 
how do you expect me to change that? When they 
literally told me that they couldn't do it. Or maybe 
it's that they said the referral won't take longer 
than 2 weeks 9 weeks ago.
 
This is about as far as I possibly can get in life: no 
life experience or social skills, unable to say a single word to anyone.
 
I had planned to die today weeks back. This is 
the end of the road.",2.028377723970941,3.2523153446327697,3.3407142857142884,93.6296186440678,76.34463276836158,6.413075060532688,19.42251815980629,6.868970318607317,-0.05247021791767592,644,12,153,6,14,210,106,177,0.121,0.7879999999999999,0.091,-0.8126,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,5,3,8,3,1,0,5,0,18,2,0,2,1,24,31,17,1,5,5,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,17,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,9,3,17,1,22,18,1,20,0,1,0,0,18,8,0,2,12,101,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274888120517227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112624767236986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058962171347887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214375472800126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387298485863844,0.0,0.1492636943914713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717901655131352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273828907359802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068472622930994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769251738786486,0.0,0.0,0.07514063859792075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502694828121934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192800631317906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162356623635615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904036774511905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317032722451414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448772166636287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092377219141103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800031586971295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969641740573276,0.0,0.13729360472106988,0.1994150162323475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213678828688194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680689155203993,0.3431171614372842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660759688467906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632065881867586,0.0,0.0,0.10813564017557736,0.1155980290160856,0.12570606395932818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554841160048104,0.09215481476986302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632567667249074,0.2748546310618631,0.0,0.0976451510084486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482946732826101,0.0,0.34609406337816023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656608510565924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,binkybales28,2019/03/22,"Girl I like is making me anxious but I know it isn't her fault There's a girl I matched with on Tinder, we've arranged to meet and were just talking on Snapchat at the moment. I like her but she's busy and we haven't had time to talk. The thing is that she said she'd text me tomorrow because she's just been busy, but it's making me anxious and I feel guilty for feeling this when we haven't even dated yet.

I know she's into me and I know it's just in my head. She calls me sweet and says she wants to get to know me and I know we'll re arrange, but I still get anxious. ",0.6742447552447572,1.9132984384615421,2.271398601398605,99.82723776223776,80.0,5.034965034965036,20.27972027972028,4.851557810540192,-0.5453846153846156,447,11,115,1,11,146,69,130,0.083,0.8059999999999999,0.111,0.5326,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,10,1,1,2,0,27,23,11,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,2,6,10,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,5,28,3,11,17,0,12,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,0,9,74,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5928488917036422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066331084014213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786187399168362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553680248059653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689542164089858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278296025442076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952427683148175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4806730640578649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091976288885033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23352858151105516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639443773491774,0.13910797062646607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969592310311166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811973698573441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621288989435755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200060656990298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317573449192292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fleabag2017,2019/03/22,"I'm a boring/uncreative person I feel like I lack color. I come off as uninteresting because I don't speak much, and when I finally have something to say about my hobbies and knowledge, no one seems to share them with me. 

People have looked at my work and have had very little to say because even my work lacks color. 

I feel like I cannot fit in any group because I don't share any common interest with them. I'm always viewed as an outcast. What should I do?",4.591950354609928,5.016879329787237,5.4582978723404265,83.83333333333334,69.53191489361703,7.9687943262411345,27.368794326241137,7.793537801064563,1.476594326241134,363,11,75,4,6,119,60,94,0.07400000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.139,0.6994,0,0,1,1,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,16,6,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,9,15,5,11,14,3,9,0,0,4,0,9,5,0,1,5,48,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354651068127985,0.0,0.0,0.2836687892073205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38142604678961706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966413401441064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775817063930265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091798592756486,0.2980041480760954,0.0,0.22847766418371385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379301967981747,0.20904140630885745,0.0,0.0,0.1751458287582446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533225618435628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133207353399074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459581205991967,0.18211481996618864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33172563448890896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987381598421788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056697101678932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209165937208692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036821225267553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Afsurdagi,2019/03/22,First encounter with my crush Sat her down and told her that i am a bore. We then went to the library and studied quietly for about 10 mins till she texted her friend to bail her out. She left saying sorry after another 2 mins :),2.6480434782608704,4.506678804347832,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,76.17391304347827,6.339130434782609,22.369565217391305,7.1686216300943375,0.5975826086956529,179,5,38,2,4,56,39,46,0.098,0.778,0.124,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,9,1,9,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,6,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38921107225520174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157226617698688,0.0,0.0,0.2867701525935529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032845071984354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951745633777831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155018616453777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546751875199176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440844654670743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlcatracNYC,2019/03/22,"Cousin said i have social anxiety. My cousin said i have a thing called social anxiety because i barley say stuff to anyone in big group gatherings and usually dont talk unless spoken too. 

​

But i go go to the bars and dance by myself or with friends. Have even went on a two week solo trip just for the heck of it.

its true about me not speaking unless spoken to, but i only do that because im really not a good conversation starter, usually have to get asked a couple of question first to open up then i can talk just in the flow. 

​

I would definitely say im an introvert but labeling myself as having social anxiety, is a bit of  stretch.  Since im not afraid of doing social things. What do yall think? ",3.311875000000001,5.130496437500003,4.741388888888891,82.44250000000002,74.20833333333334,7.855555555555558,25.19444444444445,8.59863814320734,1.8229277777777777,573,19,110,11,12,191,92,144,0.061,0.884,0.055,0.0576,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,9,0,12,1,0,0,1,19,20,10,0,1,11,2,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,7,4,1,0,2,2,0,6,4,1,0,2,3,5,12,3,20,16,1,19,0,0,0,0,21,7,1,2,6,76,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370467712609451,0.2658402253908545,0.0,0.0,0.2510478095710973,0.0,0.0,0.07648762251499518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226433669506192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336554433929226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942490975166745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169882335480064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103730726178755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282035798852683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225067704131878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304658065900427,0.0,0.0,0.08451399080545027,0.0,0.05715145454287706,0.0,0.1243370510383514,0.09175065149599852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35447801909307697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831955795099456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254117993019872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007766043171126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810876749469295,0.1739817070200464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048805462474288,0.0,0.0,0.4460349321133948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522470917734393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584613662684026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534693354017106,0.07009232028769079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685756371396364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409539727714323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877455905787483,0.0,0.0,0.10140508378498647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770710199862416,0.0,0.2658402253908545,0.0
socialanxiety,youngbossken,2019/03/22,"My brother has AvPD + SAD but he denies it and I do not know what to do. Any advice is appreciated, I'm at my wits end and in tears. Hi my brother is 22, he never has had a girlfriend. He graduated HS but lied about going to college to go to the library to play League of Legends. My mother kicked him out at 18 because he wasn't doing anything so he ran away for a week and took a train to Toronto from BC. When he came back he stayed at my fathers. He worked at McDonalds but got fired because when the burgers need restocking the cooker would need to yell to get more from the freezer and he would never do that even when its busy as hell. He would just freeze and not talk. My dad got him a job at the McD's close to where he lives and on the first day he ran away again without saying nothing to Calgary with nothing but his phone and it was -40C. My dad did not force him to get a job or was aggressive which makes it so confusing.

He came back a week later and moved in with me and my mom and I promised to get him better. At home he says the bare minimum and now it has gotten to the point where he doesn't even say anything unless he gets yelled at which makes him snap back in return. He does not think anything is wrong with him. I tried to relate to him today, telling him I went through the same thing and tried to commit suicide and when I was about to tear up he laughed at me and said ""I'm not gonna kill myself are you stupid, leave me alone"". I am literally in tears because he believes its normal to play the computer all day and just eat and sleep. We are going to the doctor to get a psychiatrist referral because a week before he did open up to the family doctor when I told him I have AvPD and SAD and he told the doctor he thinks he has it as well. He is living off his savings and im just waiting for it to run out. I offered him a job and car and he was gonna take it but I got mad at him for not responding to my texts so now he doesn't want it. Im just at my dead end here and any help or advice would be appreciated. My goal is to go the the doctor and also wait till he becomes broke. Thanks for reading, I appreciate it so much!",2.3074675324675344,3.351738707792208,3.758865800865802,91.624012987013,75.34199134199133,6.578701298701298,23.15670995670996,6.868970318607317,0.4842045021645016,1681,46,391,15,35,556,210,462,0.131,0.774,0.095,-0.9673,3,1,0,0,0,3,30.0,1,1,0,4,28,18,5,1,24,0,32,6,1,2,4,74,70,44,3,8,19,7,2,0,1,6,4,6,1,0,16,33,1,2,3,3,0,13,12,10,1,1,21,8,41,8,64,42,4,66,1,3,0,0,63,27,1,3,25,246,57,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466329527268846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196194590513048,0.0,0.06328573794232081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763159035716896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536873912887184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870341602712042,0.18255413805365947,0.0,0.1929644410738484,0.08740047145967643,0.06733966000152061,0.08916016911429755,0.0,0.06999014334848275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810230271200875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207348734123273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32399981840575537,0.06925322091895293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097678938714517,0.0,0.0,0.14018358118834864,0.0,0.0,0.10453833170744728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460321170311005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731379352758239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067287794808368,0.0,0.17990126068354603,0.0,0.1898789874770094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304378554561341,0.0,0.07938074757945765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096283043252772,0.0,0.23559344053038056,0.0,0.08755323759302087,0.0,0.04349156211221528,0.0,0.0,0.08379453422015486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975863773474878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564896982185497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268416267344508,0.0,0.08410998422511091,0.058174715713251224,0.1173579942320742,0.12207048791930453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753734445729213,0.15186795002035094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748099351529648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791583000636405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527729932256129,0.18879848062622606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919403621035284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434938937819092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656290720558235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950108843630358,0.06360723010822802,0.06916912515132928,0.07285861087074637,0.0,0.0,0.05257502965125625,0.10141544035897262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501251327183434,0.1512373689505666,0.08792399050177141,0.10745749978631217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667698484336858,0.0,0.1904365058449483,0.0,0.07115356312217916,0.07336068476890573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628513265053348,0.0,0.05761259443087125,0.0,0.0,0.224866288799232,0.08652376008318279,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jalfredo,2019/03/22,"Getting Help Hey everybody. I have had social anxiety since I was 12. I am now 19 and I just want to say, don’t be afraid to get help. I was so terrified of what my family would think of me when I told them I needed to go back to therapy but they, along with my therapist, were very supportive. They made it clear that they love and support me no matter. So please for your own sake, ask for help. If your too afraid to ask people irl, DM me at anytime.",0.5734736842105264,2.6235680842105293,2.5234210526315834,93.89144736842108,83.94736842105263,6.747368421052633,18.973684210526315,7.908726449838941,0.579821052631579,348,9,81,7,10,116,70,95,0.062,0.674,0.264,0.9688,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,4,0,7,5,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,1,1,14,22,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,1,18,3,12,14,1,5,0,0,0,1,16,1,0,1,3,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461140712311304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35344477977920485,0.0,0.0,0.14535639687082846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820555858834972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975261749870991,0.0,0.1074330579038702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801189204996093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706116443392243,0.1788696726343241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016720218536688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105320278864335,0.0,0.0,0.20750387842318474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032837475559496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563718671292925,0.0,0.0,0.19269757601902074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290297993037972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161782206015546,0.2194844318280688,0.0,0.12112612035106772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063123019772429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597383363066106,0.11149785602173568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428517917776778,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,honeygld,2019/03/22,I literally wanna crawl up in a hole and die So yesterday my “friends” wanted to take a group picture and kept insisting on letting me join in. I looked so bad in it and the worst part is one of them posted it on instagram and now people are whispering about me and looking at me weird since I don’t talk and I just exist. It was just humiliating tbh because I know that the people I talk to aren’t really my friends because I know that they be talking behind my back and would humiliate me by laughing and telling people that I’m a virgin. I’m only around them just so I would be lonely or they just stay with me just to kill time. I just hate how much of an uncomfortable situation I’m in and it makes me not wanna go to school at all. Since I literally don’t have any friends and would always be part of everyone’s joke.. I’m really tired. This is the first time I’ve dealt with stuff like this and I feel like a fucking loser with no friends. I’m sick of people pitying me and treating me like shit. I really wish I can change schools but I can’t. I’m fucking stuck with feeling like shit until school is out and it’s killing me. I miss having actual friends I could talk to and would laugh and joke around without having the feeling that they’re talking behind your back and laughing at you all the time. ,3.123349206349204,4.524500848148146,4.370952380952383,86.62500000000004,73.85185185185185,7.365079365079365,25.820105820105823,7.957251820313856,1.3665661375661378,1039,35,220,15,21,342,130,270,0.16899999999999998,0.6809999999999999,0.15,-0.562,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,4,2,16,29,7,0,10,0,22,7,2,2,2,52,46,23,3,9,10,0,3,4,5,4,2,1,0,0,12,23,0,1,5,2,0,1,7,14,0,2,3,6,34,15,34,34,6,25,0,4,2,3,18,13,4,1,13,153,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.08781275181886188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487504600554275,0.0,0.0,0.0611931451656833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021213512800553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838640784975584,0.07513403487959645,0.10970850672430343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519260201527673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718460049687776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339061916106482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859848882837919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649793796827694,0.1285711490795596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654151955419508,0.0,0.0,0.3476124127304208,0.16638007042531894,0.0,0.0,0.05114076603330805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884193452263403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991109844229272,0.0,0.09890722472773927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201614930313473,0.0,0.17584924829930074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113011416330446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060065940914372576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614960926991872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097642335979156,0.06843793754463841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489079835544065,0.0,0.24953813332677155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618112124187162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294081883256188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732100305737753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473740201684105,0.14887367495778214,0.10114733907125767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591244376726032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030117330296384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765780808619941,0.3616342054115681,0.07865118971712162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741359882754868,0.10342495867602132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307570946295887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347874783716393,0.08674269665210005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25569213290814,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dolphin201,2019/03/22,"Feel like I make other people act quieter Whenever I get partnered with someone even someone who’s really talkative it seems they always act really quite or just bored, even online whenever I try to join in on a discord conversation as soon as I say something everyone stops talking. I feel like I shouldn’t even try interacting with people because what’s the point",8.034552238805972,8.760482268656716,8.202201492537316,66.09046641791046,62.13432835820896,11.476119402985075,37.6455223880597,11.20814326018867,4.7011223880597015,300,14,46,8,4,98,49,67,0.10300000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.111,0.1372,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,6,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,7,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,4,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864345626123647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354998589166825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40159863658975625,0.0,0.0,0.19366650867021196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495910862655126,0.2895849032887476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589033977916952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803543768066006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528843613175393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810213516936519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19159522617264324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557188144688455,0.0,0.0,0.2596800845541389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611768433460522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845094808036527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434550394631348,0.15603061592750336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944700321163378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290405296947158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275208686298257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fijdgjasj,2019/03/22,"Can y'all hold my ass accountable if I don't talk to this girl at work? I'm not taking this shit anymore - I don't care if I can't breathe or I am a nervous wreck, I don't.  Who do you think has never gone to a high school party, never gets invited to anything, doesn't have a girlfriend? Me.

She seems shy and maybe that's what I need.  I just need to get to know somebody else who is in the same boat.  It's not necessarily romantic interest, I just need to break this bubble.  I want to get to know her - ask her what her hobbies are, what she is planning to do with her life, etc... that's all.  It would be such a big win.  Today alone, I've thrown away so many opportunities which just culminated in an awkward silence.

I've failed at so much this year, depression has gotten the better of me, and I just can't take it.

*Can you imagine I have to scrounge for a prom date within a few months of now?  God dammit.*",1.3781804327948812,2.9798780829015565,3.08324291374581,93.17808594940568,79.05181347150258,6.199207558671138,21.715635476988727,7.048011613610866,0.3567868942395611,702,20,166,8,17,233,117,193,0.171,0.748,0.081,-0.9483,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,6,8,10,1,2,9,0,20,4,3,0,3,27,38,7,0,7,9,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,15,3,0,1,5,0,1,1,10,5,0,0,2,0,23,5,20,34,5,17,0,2,0,1,15,8,2,4,7,109,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783095935075514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707400541009226,0.0,0.0,0.1416759939564888,0.0,0.16094974884971944,0.0,0.1617533928225123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522647354474538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755322896343114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828427780577574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382061700476326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920079511018982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26984516457093666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819003220884065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923325149487705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160425971179495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454689344411786,0.17296150152148726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374193628150521,0.0,0.12656007366215882,0.3829714390371648,0.2655664020636334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423877972111546,0.0,0.15673129804598754,0.0,0.0,0.17672348684634925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588912397129908,0.1383786002087766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031549913864228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319098578945934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015465665397069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533716934654954,0.0,0.0,0.12230009947467853,0.0,0.0,0.11086772979446992
socialanxiety,mister1bollock,2019/03/22,"Drank my coffee in the rain today. Starbucks lady asked if it was ""for here or to go"" and I said to go and then I felt too weird to sit in when I said ""to go"" so I stood in the rain drinking my coffee. ",-0.3213043478260857,0.7998162173913066,2.2341304347826103,99.52771739130438,82.47826086956522,4.6000000000000005,15.847826086956525,3.1291,-1.2317652173913043,150,2,40,0,4,52,30,46,0.04,0.96,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,10,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,3,6,0,8,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930010154771611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070276943403186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009278565002345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5343634456502331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5962594798562836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29708107589329685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,polerberr,2019/03/22,"About mental barriers and scary interactions We probably all have those things that feel about as bad as someone who's seriously afraid of heights about to jump out of a plane to try skydiving for the first time. Well I have a little victory and did a metaphorical skydive recently. I want to share it so that maybe some of you feel encouraged.

A few months ago a friend got me hooked on an online, multiplayer game which really requires you to use voice chat to communicate with your team. So when I first started playing, I had all my already-friends to play with, and I was comfortable with that. But then most of my friends lost interest and stopped playing, while I was still super into it. Playing this game solo is super tedious, though.

There's a huge discord server where you can find other people to play with, and I'd mostly avoided it because I was afraid of people rejecting me from their games or making fun of my voice (apparently my voice is fine, but you know how this anxiety thing works).

Well over time I kept trying to build up courage and just go for it. It was super difficult and I backed out more times than I can count. One day I made another attempt. I know this might sound like an overreaction, but I could feel my heart beating fast. Hovering my mouse button over the option to join a voice chat was like stepping at the edge of the plane door for me. I jumped and joined a chat with two people and it didn't go well. I forgot to make sure my sound was on, so after I said hello into the mic I realized I couldn't hear what they were saying (I could see one of them was speaking). Just as I got my sound on the two users that were in the channel left. That was a fucking nightmare, honestly. Bad anxiety. I felt shit because I didn't know why they left and my brain was blaming it on me. Maybe the way I said hello was weird? Maybe they didn't like my voice? 

Well here's the thing. I worked really hard on calming myself down and collecting my nerves, and I managed to make myself try one more time. That second time was a success. I got in a game with some cool people, and after an hour of playing I was feeling comfortable, enjoying their company, and getting along. What the fuck lol. 

It was such a relief having that positive experience. I mean, I still get anxious whenever I look for a voice channel to join. I still have those same fears. But every time I join one and things go well, it gets a little bit easier. The next time is a little less scary. Making this leap, even after the first failure, paid off.

So yeah, that leap is difficult. I will never downplay that for anyone. Maybe there's a phonecall you need to make or someone you want to ask out. Getting past that mental barrier is a challenge. But the jump is worth it, because it might make the second jump just a little bit less scary. :)",4.3021264418420335,5.698742844765345,4.738600862903937,85.15586202342169,70.91335740072202,7.931953861054858,26.689090428810424,8.407314429234152,1.7009357752927712,2232,73,443,35,41,707,249,554,0.127,0.6709999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.9909,1,1,0,0,0,0,64.0,1,7,6,15,28,50,3,4,35,3,38,5,3,9,4,83,81,34,0,6,10,0,6,3,2,3,0,14,1,0,36,28,0,7,11,16,2,8,5,15,5,11,31,23,64,35,64,44,14,67,0,2,2,2,36,27,3,9,34,310,100,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809686777737583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872394584253914,0.10027517193548573,0.07404105059654631,0.0,0.045826786011782916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127064380178319,0.0,0.0,0.05039587809188607,0.10944559429433416,0.11985692705869193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310445543246456,0.0,0.0,0.07316382705022782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465601540077682,0.0,0.0,0.0422675958976378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04328826295169308,0.0,0.05521990815386906,0.0,0.0,0.06411026823847557,0.0,0.07375022896155306,0.13255508829280352,0.0,0.06292825803225656,0.0,0.059901972829374914,0.16724375529461666,0.0,0.0,0.15190711036483845,0.12118053899017492,0.13696686556495358,0.0,0.11174293128578268,0.0,0.1572539259935495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871057477058241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386785027398662,0.07766469719276341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454326718080883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805648872389724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241785297242374,0.0,0.0,0.0960579592050268,0.26275143817880603,0.0,0.0,0.05503672598869437,0.0,0.07154417462295888,0.0,0.0,0.06201511877337985,0.26248900158590194,0.0,0.263373198824674,0.0713917972075794,0.0,0.0,0.13209692797910785,0.1390542374872075,0.0,0.0,0.05231305355046377,0.0,0.0,0.04859675518850274,0.05054815103114833,0.0,0.06970206831131581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764521506797454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625649284183719,0.18174752191076515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066273343133023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397264402304637,0.0,0.06471241127498685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246862648042889,0.052119690712110235,0.0,0.0,0.05222654592352352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727541913769601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106291734415367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638923970933315,0.0,0.15701993796087366,0.05479400896642897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177026208272238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741662925791274,0.0,0.06439228745139935,0.0,0.2675165218822965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349118254247028,0.0,0.12804525869790867,0.0,0.0,0.056605139068078826,0.0,0.0,0.07731386413728228,0.05202225414357455,0.0,0.0,0.29463968862661283,0.0,0.059139261182394015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954271642303293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DarthVader935,2019/03/22,"Do I actually have S.A? I'm mostly fine communicating with friends and most of my family, albeit being a little quiet. But around strangers and people I don't know that well I feel like an alien! I just fail at conveying my personality to outsiders and look like an awkward jerk.

Ive had GAD for a long time but is my issue with communicating a type of social anxiety or something else entirely? 

",5.8156578947368445,6.7778324078947385,7.416947368421052,68.95963157894738,67.02631578947367,10.290526315789474,30.989473684210523,10.355215969177356,3.2986768421052624,317,12,57,8,5,110,58,76,0.11900000000000001,0.785,0.096,-0.1801,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,11,6,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,8,5,8,9,2,5,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,3,4,38,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.25949787595309737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034267515255051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367236415354993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214059578364498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506840823183027,0.0,0.13445626912976144,0.18997206785989987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054477986171024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775495899999589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614172885851298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598284729520096,0.26651996947837586,0.0,0.23532930425902476,0.2233043766742699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435424874616266,0.2321895796435421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710701921530726,0.0,0.20471687868097108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505908384901848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390924635516372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KilluaKanmuru,2019/03/22,"How do I open up more so people can get to know me? I take after my father. I barely knew anything about him. I'm quiet and it comes with perks: insightful, I'll listen to you, I won't dominate a conversation, I can ask the deeper questions. But, people don't really know me that well. They say I'm calm and they need that in their life and yet I'm colorless, enigmatic. Double edges.. people sometimes think I'm stupid or never have anything real to say because I spend too much time listening. ",1.5769696969696985,4.015377404040407,3.534141414141416,85.7545454545455,83.04040404040404,6.428282828282829,20.11111111111111,7.686295010490155,0.9618202020202022,389,11,75,7,11,131,71,99,0.038,0.898,0.064,0.0951,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,18,21,7,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,5,14,2,8,19,3,8,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,2,4,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35677857526473594,0.0,0.20265755856089396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321454599199034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867344914193081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325721771803805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382703236293883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311625249448285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935629426553596,0.16073765753701438,0.16719205547896854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508583570308791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428402427512587,0.0,0.0,0.2467400818084512,0.13887312069600244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447800975238898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439834118258252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298958820378834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890217217883288,0.0,0.0,0.12640461550222698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490887069958795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gomi_sute,2019/03/22,"Anyone in the Portland area want to hang out? I'm traveling alone right now for the first time, and I realized I stink at it. It would be nice to hang out with like minded people, especially since my self-consciousness will probably be at max levels with everyone going out for the weekend. I little about myself, I'm a late 30s male with geeky interests (mainly video games). I'm also pretty laid back despite my anxiety and awkwardness.

I arrive in Portland this afternoon and will be there until Sunday. Respond if you're interested!",6.09900432900433,7.645912868686872,6.731774891774894,71.98909090909096,66.77777777777777,10.1015873015873,30.304473304473305,10.290406445055957,3.4237261183261167,430,16,70,11,7,141,72,99,0.078,0.762,0.159,0.8079,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,11,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,1,4,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,4,16,5,1,24,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,10,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652595136698836,0.0,0.20481631912754425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959284660655975,0.0,0.0,0.17908265255893455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693782418891767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24473034707457386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178526136393716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455569422813364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889106333966783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512561343061887,0.2566960756348753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586047132433855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755897343217708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605626153398348,0.2761369679447697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872214137764293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671854272363162,0.0,0.0,0.21186226364821065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934362477034407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106418182725756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819378546620809,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sendhelpiamsuffering,2019/03/22,"Had a ""life-changing"" breakthrough at work today! Heya all! Just thought i'd share with everyone my effing amazing day at work today. 

I don't know if it was because of the 0.25mg of xanax (prescribed for months now) i took or if it was just more of a placebo thing.But holy cow today was fucking fantastic,i got out of my way to make small talks with my colleagues (which i never do) and as time went on i became the most CHATTY person at my workplace! I'm still in shock because what the heck, i've always been a quiet person and i'd keep to myself because of my anxiety and fear, and so this is such a big deal for me i can't stress that enough. I even got dared to shout ""hey there beautiful"" at my workstation for giggles for five bucks and i did it! H e c k Y ea H

I personally don't think it was because of the medication because i've been taking it for quite awhile now, and i only use it whenever i deem necessary. So today was just really amazing and gosh i am so fucking happy, first thing i did was share this big piece of news to my lovely girlfriend. 

​

Hope this might motivate or inspire others! Thanks for reading :)

 ",1.6868482925919004,3.8137861416309033,3.3007837283075183,89.44102071281954,80.28755364806868,5.940585930210861,23.43515581265161,7.079830092131019,0.8756327299869384,893,31,184,11,23,295,137,233,0.032,0.777,0.191,0.9895,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,12,15,2,2,8,0,18,5,0,3,2,31,35,15,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,3,14,10,0,1,5,1,1,2,4,5,0,2,16,2,21,10,27,18,5,25,0,0,0,3,10,10,3,7,12,119,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730597467024994,0.12670773143807074,0.14209858967950528,0.0,0.0,0.08946110301085931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564369488212321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371022676644505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541858423444514,0.12056313591654827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208334177857031,0.0,0.07723977284375268,0.0,0.0,0.11174408307872767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159342842012353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947168730168927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622390612276904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706005884450327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448803714542793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615082207710135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039443442531016,0.0,0.0,0.06426883466188231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260032525847631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554565640931347,0.0,0.07806038509446793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780780647347228,0.0,0.12405808161508895,0.0,0.0,0.0933428162157949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901936792352832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088940449087801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063304469068521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438331436468672,0.11697468317600165,0.0,0.0749167038264783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339086019361488,0.0,0.13395785346430333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792660988005263,0.09399438319962856,0.0,0.10766543642798372,0.0,0.0,0.15538351458988506,0.07493237598336526,0.0,0.0928397084992188,0.06819042514793001,0.0,0.4433933001165511,0.0,0.1299280166987644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100123648496816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928239393055274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840736665034717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027184704776502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209858967950528,0.0
socialanxiety,ssbtonic,2019/03/22,"Should I Seek a Diagnosis/Medication? Hi all, I need your help. I recently went through the struggle (finally) of scheduling an appointment with a therapist, only to realize two things and cancel. My insurance wouldn't help me cover the cost until a certain (inhumanely large) deductible was met, and that a therapist can't actually diagnosis me nor prescribe me medication. I can barely even afford to see a therapist, so I'm wondering how I would be expected to do that and see a psychiatrist on top of that.

Given my circumstances, and the fact that counseling in the past hasn't been very helpful to me, I believe that medication will be the most helpful to me. I'm scared about how much this might cost me but I'm willing to move forward with a psychiatrist I can learn a little bit more. How many sessions would it take to prescribe me medication? Do I need to be diagnosed to receive medication? If I stop seeing my psychiatrist, can I still keep using medication? Should I even seek a prescription? If I am legally considered disabled, I'm really worried about what this might mean for my future career prospects and other types of discrimination. If anyone has experience with this and can point me in the right direction, please help me. I feel so lost and bitter right now.",7.047163120567375,8.081908042553195,7.943829787234044,66.01333333333335,64.31914893617022,11.88368794326241,36.5177304964539,11.602472056035307,4.772721985815604,1030,49,172,33,15,347,128,235,0.10400000000000001,0.821,0.075,-0.8215,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,2,11,5,1,2,16,0,24,6,0,4,3,39,43,18,0,11,4,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,0,12,10,0,2,5,0,2,4,4,4,0,1,6,5,27,1,23,25,5,21,0,1,3,0,9,9,0,7,10,128,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.098504960434925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058108620348139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372721682252945,0.0,0.0,0.11020266512235903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245413987261877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334265327735775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874077505467443,0.0,0.0,0.05103937526351336,0.0,0.0,0.1105771723574906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33829691889101443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972200555225146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117053541251332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019026198175064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233947906091263,0.0,0.10995557470763988,0.11212395365187497,0.5084428952081272,0.0,0.2141673020778819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107285512218424,0.07420408208320678,0.1496946247239452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677104054304819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636068750002104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080414934815833,0.09542294277968437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646661149769589,0.0,0.0996681782890165,0.0,0.0,0.1724080595702039,0.0,0.0,0.10106068432748253,0.0,0.2413134322134549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061251756437943,0.08439214282449285,0.0,0.10552663398200693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589592138499959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35160478852749555,0.0670614676485682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860579617977616,0.0,0.0,0.08718159285918219,0.0,0.08328783099065949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357436830640432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946743700719078,0.0,0.10251163560189154,0.0,0.1434127897938614,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yakisan,2019/03/22,"im too fragile to live a normal life, what should I do Im not a native English speaker so please forgive me about the grammar or vocabulary.

so im a girl 21 years old and at my last year of college. I have a bad relationship with one of my roommate. 

my problem is that I concern way too much about how other people think of me, and just a little negative comment will make me fell bad all day. 

I never fight or quarrel with others since the bad comment will make me uncomfortable for a long long time.

and I will be gloomy for all day just because a person who even have nothing to do with me is mad at me, or disliked me.

I knew that its impossible to make everyone like me but my heart just too fragile to take that, and that already have a bad influence of my normal college life...

How can I change my mind? Is there anyone who like me?

I often saw others quarreling, which make me kind of envy that there are people who don't care about the bad words about themselves from others.

please help, any advise is ok, I really want to talk to someone..",4.353762575452716,4.945748122065731,5.356716968477532,83.75588028169015,70.12676056338029,7.775855130784709,28.359825620389,7.7094869923839395,1.6122558014755202,822,28,168,9,14,271,114,213,0.151,0.75,0.099,-0.8943,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,18,14,2,0,11,1,17,3,1,7,3,36,27,12,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,2,15,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,2,4,25,6,23,20,3,15,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,4,12,120,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439212294302048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766551907900641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881821901540922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470593051143957,0.06871461249029431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492813934897425,0.0,0.1192454979969846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539342252185214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445217278047618,0.0,0.0,0.10771121501616668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335767494480355,0.07555554066855638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652790507320205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738317639507015,0.0,0.09188391278279738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923852340446173,0.11014107578696256,0.11297759565587945,0.09953606561573072,0.19951179669268768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009726758321973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381762909797452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286403494287843,0.0,0.08693856989605693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088830660236589,0.1081603146908302,0.0,0.11828334093316765,0.0,0.07638370856220968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629522855680245,0.09842497166654177,0.0,0.2474709920434318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786024469272736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221294382514308,0.0,0.0,0.12102181983702362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324524770387613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550944006275107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475331956288483,0.09060210563448146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222805037050735,0.0,0.0,0.06572941799502517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648667304459333,0.08947390331299418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517923654580545
socialanxiety,bedbugcrisis,2019/03/22,Strangers birthday party at a CLUB ugh I have an event tonight. A friend of my husband's birthday. It's going to be a lot of older people that I don't know. And it's at a CLUB. halp.,-1.81552845528455,0.09030114634146713,0.8896341463414643,100.8552642276423,98.51219512195122,2.7333333333333334,19.028455284552845,3.1291,-0.8624666666666667,141,5,34,0,6,48,30,41,0.076,0.763,0.161,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496097693331173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649296621060079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35289049127880384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5459045721247829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451628013266005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tanakaop1,2019/03/22,"Does therapy really help? Hey guys, first time posting here so I’m not sure if this is how you do things or how often stuff like this is asked. 

Also, I don’t mean to be assuming or to offend anyone who is dealing with the struggles of anxiety to the extreme level (or any level really). I’m here for advice.

*Does therapy really help?* 

I have not yet been diagnosed. I also haven’t gone to therapy because I have this fear that doctors would tell me I don’t have what I think I have which is SAD.

Brief explanation:

I don’t wanna make this too long so I’ll summarise most of it, but I’ve always been shy and timid since I was young but I never considered that I was actually an anxious person, until a series of traumatic events happened. 

I have small fragments of memories of when I was young of being sexually abused by an older lady who used to clean our home all the time. She lived with us so it happened quite often. All that is settled, but I never went to therapy for it. 

Also, for the past six years I was heavily involved in volunteering at my community church. I just recently removed myself from the responsibilities I had there because I had/have burnout and it was intense really with all the social expectations. I haven’t really seen any of the people from there since, because I sort of removed myself from the social crowds around there because I have this looming feeling of judgment from them even though everyone was quite supportive of me leaving.


I’ve also been in a relationship for about 2 years now. We’re interracial and her family basically isn’t cool with it. When her father found out he like literally came to my home and reprimanded me saying “you’ll never see my daughter” this and that. It was brutal I won’t lie. That put quite a bit of strain on us because we had to hide our relationship as her, her sister and I had similar friend groups and if people found out, GOD the stress. I love her with my all and everything is fine now, but her family wants nothing to do with me still. 

I’m 22 now and I’ve been happy all my life until I hit a spiral last May. I’ve seen my doctor about my anxiety (not diagnosed) and as things got worse he recommended me to see a therapist. 

Now I’ve removed myself from all social media platforms, I’ve separated myself from about 70% of my friends, I don’t go out like I used to anymore and always want the approval of people but never want to see anyone’s face. I critique myself unfairly and it’s not a good time quite often really. 


Advice bit:

It’s been about 7 months since my doctor recommended therapy and so many times I’ve seen the number thought about calling it but I just haven’t. I have all I need to go, but I really have this fear that my thoughts will be deemed invalid and that it’s just minimal or occasional triggers for stress. I’m also scared that it won’t work and then I’d be stuck with this problem forever essentially. 

So to any of you who have experience or had similar to me before going to therapy, how has it helped you? Does it help everyone? What do I need to ensure that I can somehow get better and maybe find ways to handle these feelings and thoughts I get? Just help in general. 

I appreciate it, thanks. ",4.6739776312016055,5.7394178044164095,6.035854602810442,77.45267493547462,69.69400630914825,9.29675939202753,28.44694579868081,9.573946990214177,2.557401892744479,2544,89,486,56,44,860,262,634,0.107,0.765,0.128,0.9408,0,0,0,0,1,0,57.0,5,4,1,9,43,26,2,8,19,1,54,8,1,7,12,99,98,52,0,11,22,3,2,3,2,6,6,1,3,2,41,30,0,0,11,0,0,11,18,12,0,2,29,10,74,14,70,58,10,57,1,1,6,1,49,13,0,15,34,344,115,5,0.0,0.06644599889673714,0.05472629441563698,0.0,0.0,0.1096020628451858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423702452895614,0.09332662346207304,0.0,0.0,0.1144096048418108,0.0,0.08580256971362342,0.06335478945443618,0.05561659985380135,0.0784253155717765,0.0,0.0,0.049923367018830565,0.05242752103764444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093018708942487,0.0,0.04772021464076112,0.0,0.0,0.04959847827048452,0.12245035113451568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726426827346465,0.06414093647707628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781633875628048,0.0,0.1138406715360061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220172567185296,0.14722877573521406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03704051688970377,0.0,0.0,0.107174281958983,0.050401367964831835,0.054857305689089,0.10573505346721862,0.12621188355459678,0.056711781114951475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125638879964012,0.04770188437761004,0.0,0.1229783340819529,0.08665501922024374,0.0,0.058599296337554035,0.0,0.09561520031919314,0.047037504637296695,0.04485254820100898,0.0,0.0,0.05552832539392249,0.09918326863655368,0.0596985344814391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794725363463485,0.0,0.11250625003898916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045712938873635735,0.0,0.059380952600861014,0.0,0.0,0.03961118255773173,0.08219402252972845,0.0,0.04951994256023855,0.04962931099996419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050614670718574666,0.0,0.03743404344750454,0.056856633784756125,0.0563402106839395,0.06108789981258012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476276966230505,0.0,0.0,0.08316568088459791,0.1730103741147522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381057145120631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353500301848384,0.11663708063043568,0.04896716494940469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370943645953834,0.0,0.0,0.05366128436638753,0.0,0.05637620261952375,0.0,0.2385932576908221,0.0,0.0,0.2514853852966806,0.0,0.05537254210175824,0.12041853432305673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044597314663848135,0.05614617517668331,0.0,0.13406624275013795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917063975998895,0.0,0.0,0.1715004458736334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447858092662082,0.0,0.1284796148686322,0.05862731799994628,0.06419853965713078,0.0,0.06363927299429191,0.05285502997682697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901666415691088,0.05163121627137999,0.3847963424062557,0.06511356412897026,0.07451453421789403,0.03593399923394473,0.055098621387785006,0.13356450947843365,0.13080352266273013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491541967773835,0.0968707666572331,0.0,0.0,0.0992328622742736,0.04451394100511416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198701067522978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040827134740362696,0.0,0.057150628570645075,0.03983784432059953,0.0,0.0,0.07222776397896298
socialanxiety,InsignificantPole,2019/03/22,"How do I tell someone that I have feelings for them? How do I (15M) go about telling someone (15F) that I have feelings for them? I occasionally talk to her, and I think she knows ( or hope she remembers) that I am socially anxious. 


What do I even do after I tell her?

I had an experience like this a couple years back, but I had waited too long to tell her then she found a boyfriend and I spent the next year depressed

I really don’t want this to happen again.
",2.157605263157894,3.7416035368421054,3.6980921052631612,89.69976973684211,76.78947368421052,6.855263157894738,24.50657894736842,7.645422480735847,1.0135526315789471,356,12,80,5,8,118,59,95,0.076,0.858,0.065,-0.4446,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,0,15,21,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,21,2,7,17,0,9,0,1,0,0,14,0,0,2,9,59,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698989583108448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134080738936729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929384873331035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018571441699896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517057552341615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705685556896903,0.0,0.0,0.17633470098206291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911890910608015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909920787857797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541959331342478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319000993436567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582988664662992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518899189520432,0.0,0.0,0.15431308174550146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854458177623118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170669693017728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752865078453108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774954484395342,0.29548841273926635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015301716342787,0.6096326828266978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173006534856993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284868947694448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245787544217275
socialanxiety,Irish_Beer_Dragon,2019/03/22,Event this weekend with SO's large family This weekend I am staying in a hotel with my SO and her family to celebrate her birthday. We will all be going for meals together and I am sick to my stomach with fear. One of my biggest struggles is eating around large groups of people. I am terrified of taking an anxiety attack and being dripping from head to toe in sweat and her and her family judging me negatively. Just wanted to vent a bit. Honestly I can't wait until its over.,4.374817629179333,5.8280499468085125,6.0918237082066895,75.30500000000002,70.80851063829788,9.201215805471127,29.386018237082077,9.606745405546679,2.9618528875379946,381,15,67,9,7,131,65,94,0.174,0.7609999999999999,0.065,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,2,3,0,8,7,4,0,1,14,12,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,10,2,1,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,13,1,17,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264689156618024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009057342008755,0.0,0.2567470144032997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463874050057126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309300699337645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6382615942026055,0.2539561396254323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826086038124265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161588671488104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292865417784346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646018900839026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24054806982836696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359328921577878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968554344674927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311369166097767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ClarissaKish,2019/03/22,"Is it OK to fake it till you make it? Can people with social anxiety actually fake being sociable? A question to people who found ways to manage their anxiety.

Only recently I realized that social anxiety is something me and my mom have in common. She told me recently, that in times when she feels overwhelmed and scared in social situations she just pretends to be someone else. She imagines herself to be someone very sociable and brave, and It helps her get through the day.
I find it extremely hard to pretend like I'm sociable or confident. I feel like a liar. But my mom seems OK, she achieved a lot in her life through using this ""technique"", but anxiety remains. It doesn't go anywhere.
So is it a right thing to do? Accept that you can never silence your anxiety and just pretend like you don't hear it instead? Is it how people manage? 

I know the best way to deal with anxiety is to get professional help, but what I'm asking is an advice on how to manage it, cause I don't have a possibility to go to therapy.
",3.9543181818181807,5.7731519444444475,5.505946969696968,77.6289204545455,72.48484848484848,8.788383838383838,31.061868686868692,9.354420925462401,3.0468777777777776,807,37,147,19,16,273,107,198,0.11199999999999999,0.713,0.174,0.9538,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,1,2,7,13,1,2,8,2,17,1,0,5,1,30,33,14,0,0,6,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,17,7,0,0,10,3,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,4,22,8,22,28,2,18,0,1,0,0,26,6,0,4,11,105,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.1070337478994717,0.0,0.0,0.10717991862136506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034382857775255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253780435267518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510442518029106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267356173384566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707357750741275,0.1130772600810698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162518359742784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091696500929782,0.07835679712050125,0.0,0.0,0.10024730261017674,0.0,0.0,0.12026058175303507,0.0,0.0,0.11460856939526427,0.0,0.12466954390146348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825347108697888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361951351205334,0.0,0.1470349796472214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027832369256941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077471595202192,0.1607551613028038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324765987472718,0.0,0.0,0.07321354409249446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569163160610196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459347085676483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341805492011918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22811893290478874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364990302608755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286887040881204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659535969528487,0.0,0.0,0.09366777420343804,0.0,0.0,0.10981075228187913,0.0,0.0,0.09985031533032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328709175618788,0.0,0.3354207640822928,0.1858662971832643,0.08443851304380688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543085289418576,0.0,0.07286780473159317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395641902370951,0.0,0.0,0.10480579033345798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472997695104544,0.0,0.09049908416782,0.0,0.17412083132717945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JohnyWuijtsNL,2019/03/22,"For the people here with social anxiety, what kind of social anxiety do you have? There are many different kinds, some people can't be social with anyone without feeling horrible, some can talk with their friends perfectly well but freeze around strangers, some people suck at crowded places but are great when talking one to one, and some people can talk with everyone relatively well but spend hours awake at night, thinking about everything they might've said wrong (and af course there are many other kinds and in-betweens). So I'm just curious, what kind of social anxiety do you have?",17.551217948717948,10.370416557692307,13.928076923076926,56.950256410256436,51.69230769230769,17.71282051282051,51.97435897435897,13.5591,6.574151282051281,478,18,78,10,3,141,70,104,0.115,0.7090000000000001,0.177,0.8174,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,1,10,11,1,0,1,0,11,0,0,0,1,20,16,8,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,2,2,1,3,4,9,13,14,4,7,0,0,0,0,14,4,1,4,3,52,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639509332925067,0.0,0.0,0.08041886277617714,0.0,0.0,0.10238480705729903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201627594327112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989861897471913,0.1033651102209676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815337700620194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888577629395941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680081786097747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326336839779752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790679958348932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320764714383346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220092506602409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079307000550672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586982436126678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189385574780227,0.0,0.1201627594327112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940247497164687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689598240810328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773261712051985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369486070474468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068186818249643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086718560063226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574725159030994,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FallendeBanane,2019/03/22,"I just had a lecture with only me and an other guy attending 50% of the time stressful eye contact with the professor.
The other 50% actually being able to listen to him.",5.945454545454545,6.2817861212121215,8.008636363636366,67.03295454545456,66.57575757575758,10.236363636363636,34.68181818181819,10.125756701596842,3.8210727272727283,134,6,22,3,2,48,27,33,0.099,0.9009999999999999,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,19,5,2,0.4400842373449121,0.0,0.4294587327341941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357525849166953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33470389345604346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041150069891672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566166578595064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nstbafrnlol,2019/03/22,"I am going to a party alone on Saturday and I can’t sleep out of fear My HS friend I haven’t met in a while is turning 21 and she’s throwing a party. When she hit me up asking for an invite I said because a part of me wants to go. I will even know some of the people there from highschool but no one I am “going with”.

I’m scared out of my mind and I can’t sleep, and I hate myself for being like this. For the last two hours I’ve been trying to convince myself that I’m being irrational and to sleep but I can’t. 

Why am I like this man, I’ve been working full time at a company for 6 months and I haven’t made any friends because I can’t open up and I overthink everything. I can’t sleep and needed a place to vent sorry. ",0.21382413087934526,1.7132279693251533,2.619779141104296,95.63478118609407,82.19018404907975,5.328261758691207,18.842126789366056,6.079149491110277,-0.29723443762781177,561,13,137,4,15,193,91,163,0.128,0.741,0.131,-0.1531,0,1,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,2,9,0,16,4,4,1,0,20,31,12,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,12,0,0,1,0,0,4,8,3,0,2,5,1,22,5,22,22,3,21,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,9,92,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322972369514068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006098541778595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831160208438448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803757076665637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771839544673637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296630877235302,0.0,0.0,0.1664828650203559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860883558463865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25224712666218285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606822468431854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569918208168614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130846543392824,0.1205975351582668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456004165806874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999217078162846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938551386269847,0.0,0.1180908473868568,0.0,0.0,0.10970172090845272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025353405035348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021349082530487,0.0,0.10256865837605704,0.0,0.15457438723290598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407326247361636,0.0,0.14812196506528694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5922202140423188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561590513331362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626978931911057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044712103520574,0.16092516491111816,0.14452390060655598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726368574448319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350024502249005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770805681237502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,decrepit_plant,2019/03/22,"Tonight I sung at our open mic night at my local/fav bar!! I go here often. I’m around the same people habitually . I NEVER sing. Tonight I decided to change that. I sung my heart out to “Lola” by The Kinks. I did better than the usual. And everyone was stoked on me doing it. I feel validated and so accomplished!!!!

If I can do it, so can you. Let’s be awesome and challenge ourselves!!! Small challenges matter just try! ",0.2441164658634527,2.6616636024096394,2.6038855421686757,88.71337851405625,93.69879518072293,5.176305220883535,20.16967871485944,6.816661863887847,0.6052016064257031,321,11,65,5,12,109,63,83,0.0,0.8270000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.8949,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,4,6,3,0,0,3,0,8,2,1,0,1,14,11,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,13,3,9,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,5,47,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27784653295710193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760383774236285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33017392111999283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982371226407701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781359212678786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773808772197199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698551297662909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31915644891084105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407206058200332,0.0,0.0,0.2928966872316379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637969286794329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190408008827533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437481161314493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rainb5,2019/03/22,"How did you first reach out for help/open up about social anxiety I've been away at college for a semester so far and I really think its time I reach out for help with this. I was always too afraid to get help in high school so i put it off. I thought that going to college would force me to be social and possibly get rid of my social anxiety, but that didn't work at all, i feel like its only gotten worse. I really need to reach out for help, ive been losing weight because i'm too afraid to go to the dining hall and i've just been drinking and smoking to relieve the anxiety.  I really need to start taking care of myself and start getting help because its making life miserable.

 my college has a free therapy service but i have to call them to make an appointment and i am too afraid to see a therapist. i'm afraid they're going to judge me for making a big deal out of my issues because they've definitely heard worse. my mom brought me to a therapist once in high school before but i just couldn't tell her anything, so i would make up dumb problems about how i'm too stressed about school so i wouldn't have to face my problems with anxiety. im very nervous about speaking to a therapist or anybody about these problems because i don't like to open up to people and also i know that everybody has their own problems and i don't want to come across as annoying and make a big deal out of my social anxiety when others have much worse problems.

how did you guys first reach out about this or feel okay openly talking to somebody about it?

i honestly just need words of encouragement to reach out and attempt therapy because its really the only option i think i have",4.84098977945132,5.4796725502958585,5.553297471759013,82.6125067240452,69.05917159763314,8.867348036578807,29.268961807423345,8.97023862654752,2.230930177514793,1334,47,267,23,22,434,149,338,0.168,0.701,0.131,-0.9503,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,5,23,23,2,7,11,1,22,5,1,8,1,60,55,25,0,13,8,1,3,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,13,22,3,0,6,1,1,6,5,15,0,2,11,6,35,9,57,39,3,37,0,2,1,0,23,25,1,3,8,173,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846057969359225,0.06082769471164945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27961862984019353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015768120293592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868283586489911,0.0,0.0,0.2228150735894996,0.0,0.062205414490801386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464651134281866,0.0,0.07453355523226722,0.0,0.0,0.06297190909549233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073231936400394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161327722614781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392631984839901,0.05222492019810232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124363040360968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145801693785731,0.0,0.12463865077413135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238363287156305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449975739372275,0.15447502828554593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896396959337063,0.07630071805847591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04017559114467899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051634931821321,0.07142903384681111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178374964065352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243984672559464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561755072277352,0.0,0.0,0.05373924227929889,0.16261522574179327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778524916269675,0.0,0.1111965118886746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050680534445989175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241284171058781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497493107741245,0.0,0.07348887840855159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732705384650256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195293650533165,0.05825376284297809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29807790824740965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348560184128057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373943575785145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496448703112717,0.05875756000854115,0.06389539388686237,0.0,0.16719969481919675,0.2546352489887734,0.0,0.09368312081104337,0.0,0.0580357523250376,0.04262704707714137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060317772322895966,0.043118144482716884,0.0,0.0,0.08901996855940775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321997937592578,0.0,0.22349513086285508,0.10386079094733036,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,away9292,2019/03/22,"How do you ask a new friend (also crush) for their phone number without making it weird? Okay so some back story. I started school and I met this really cool girl. She's super funny and fun to be around in class and I 100% have a crush on her. The thing is, the way our school works (It's more like vocational school or trade) is we have X hour classes and our next module is coming up where we start our next class and I'm not entirely sure if we will be in the same class again so I absolutely want to keep in touch.

How do I go about asking for her number? Just be up front and say ""hey we should keep in touch, what's your number?"". I don't think she would say no since she seems super genuine and always seem to have a good time with me in class and never displays any like ""leave me alone"" signs or something.

We've known each other for about a month now so it won't really be that weird I guess, since if you get to know a person for a month you usually want to keep in touch right (well, this is assuming it's not one sided and only I feel like I want to and she just views me as someone to get her through class if that makes sense, which I hope not, I don't think she does)",0.9217857142857148,2.7308187976190506,2.2248412698412707,97.8132142857143,81.26190476190476,5.311111111111114,15.658730158730158,6.21433560688645,-0.7675746031746034,915,13,220,7,24,293,137,252,0.036000000000000004,0.78,0.185,0.9877,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,7,4,1,3,16,15,0,0,9,2,19,0,0,4,2,56,45,22,0,9,11,0,4,3,1,4,0,2,0,2,12,18,0,3,8,0,1,3,9,2,1,1,1,8,34,13,27,36,4,31,0,0,1,0,30,13,0,11,17,139,46,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095966293106088,0.0,0.0933972643683586,0.09717899332641118,0.0,0.0,0.07942149705307472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396824336683544,0.21836657228290388,0.0,0.0,0.08980463133139116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006046137824492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220409199340988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905275037340715,0.08343510625320097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023199620980957,0.0,0.12203635825384357,0.0,0.06637469258704028,0.0979582712771457,0.0,0.0,0.12865782529102038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159992487793125,0.1150150475308265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31142610011526844,0.0,0.0,0.06418496578312155,0.0,0.0,0.12366420175610693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117371379311544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591703732189538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864420133469253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007597922113844,0.11279692468995735,0.24841589370940925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914021766759184,0.08882438450096483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019768983234524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496378796032126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973838875963864,0.0,0.18575287450982164,0.0,0.35459444974327065,0.0,0.21264324156049874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322050051401168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895615201401102,0.08991097858221457,0.0,0.0,0.16532973439789836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007359775472236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759037190951333,0.1496691830136083,0.0,0.0,0.06810143871259998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286281581939467,0.0,0.2066580639688796,0.09270280688181584,0.0,0.0,0.1050086221911431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258180647321843,0.0,0.08502482372744499,0.0,0.0,0.08296457031778176,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,catleengreen,2019/03/22,"I feel insane It just hit me how bad my anxiety is today when I was sitting in the parking lot of a restaurant next door to Taco Bell scrolling through the menu on GrubHub to figure out what I wanted before going through the drive through.
Is this as bad as it feels? because to me it makes me feel like I'm crazy for going these lengths to order fast food. ",5.954315068493153,5.3724660410958895,5.752157534246577,86.3276883561644,66.67123287671234,7.847945205479452,33.31849315068493,5.985473137389443,1.7529753424657533,283,11,59,1,4,88,54,73,0.17600000000000002,0.792,0.032,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,10,12,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,1,14,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578544751228012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492101118429843,0.1639808465455324,0.0,0.2289005039827353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080457949538232,0.1921747592497996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32527773895246803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30575955712178554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142056829275445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286954960585589,0.0,0.0,0.1795606217564308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28608619747276964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25498201346051896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866408227781809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fozbal,2019/03/22,"Problem within my girlfriend Please help ? Hi, I am (20/m) My girlfriend is having a very bad and hard time. (Exams /Parents Divorce / Lack of Money ..) It is very stressful and bad situation. She is not alive! I feel her cold and sad. She is not alive with me either like before! It is like all these stuff are destroying her life and destroying me with her. Please help ?",0.8609610389610438,3.4051617714285736,1.894675324675326,92.81305194805195,95.57142857142858,4.259740259740259,19.22077922077921,6.1124844417494595,0.11657142857142855,284,9,55,3,11,89,46,70,0.34,0.508,0.152,-0.961,1,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,13,9,4,0,2,3,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,3,11,2,4,9,3,2,0,1,0,0,12,1,0,0,3,37,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35815681833694313,0.0,0.0,0.18250318517058475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844545407110286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212826974117467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875173357085934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149066364392713,0.2095641721449864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381500939122672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708602418028961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522446076437065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410798861199413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24568140692086174,0.0,0.24552358070742306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506261600660448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35393014133682793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VisceralFerocity,2019/03/22,"I literally CANNOT talk to another person. I will try and keep a very, very long story as short as possible. So here goes. I have never been social, having only a few friends my entire life. I've always had bad social anxiety. A few years ago, my father died. I was a university student at the time and just locked myself in my room, living nocturnally and only operating when everyone else was asleep. I would go months without talking to anyone and ended up failing university and dropping out.

So I moved back home with my mother and have lived as a complete shut-in for almost two years. I literally do not leave the house, I will sometimes go in the garden but no further. There is no need. Now I am just incomprehensibly socially anxious. I cannot answer the door to the mailman when he delivers parcels, or even talk to people on the phone. I realised how bad this was and had to ask my mother to book me an appointment at the therapist, which she did. So I prepared to leave the house to go to one session and when we arrived, I could not talk to him. I uttered my name and said hello and then just started crying. I just couldn't think of anything to say. So I just ran outside and back to the car. I'm a 23 year old man. This is pathetic. What do I do, please.? ",2.8569155844155816,4.78559236111111,4.5637806637806655,82.74435064935071,75.78571428571428,7.121500721500722,25.740259740259727,8.00094639256281,1.6042476190476191,993,36,194,16,22,335,152,252,0.122,0.8490000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,1,19,4,0,0,16,0,23,2,1,1,1,35,34,25,1,4,10,3,0,0,1,3,1,2,4,2,4,14,0,1,2,2,0,6,9,3,0,2,9,2,28,1,26,20,2,35,0,1,0,0,23,10,0,2,18,139,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694289202061228,0.0,0.1095103332908262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099801759787106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467568417927901,0.08366169758531869,0.12354803017227126,0.0,0.07646851436149221,0.0,0.08999567974262684,0.0,0.1022387889975496,0.0,0.0,0.168185389507287,0.18262554997739708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466406802242644,0.0,0.0,0.08731672797905969,0.0,0.1201291178492232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135005807577807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135799105332383,0.0,0.09686234912034164,0.0,0.0,0.07223262736240074,0.0,0.0,0.10450016119683256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449287750297912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645898369624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969909058243138,0.0,0.0,0.2523783314349283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720604823698242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315973200057942,0.0,0.0,0.07724567660857894,0.0,0.0,0.1931374537030553,0.09678200599596924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729177485169043,0.1162345916327078,0.0,0.08109060214474695,0.08434678382373123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147571141274442,0.0,0.07410658078979736,0.16634959114650796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581790148792861,0.09549075649553786,0.0,0.1200467312349841,0.0,0.1232893216785738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402838885991343,0.08696912143720452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344426276815601,0.0,0.0,0.1081619008994639,0.0,0.07740704840221102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35160441341803433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269778126469149,0.0,0.07007480980989847,0.0,0.0,0.06376991267643921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424967868324023,0.0,0.1068308685355379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047035099135775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542114973592494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768768919450714,0.0,0.0,0.21127679628151055
socialanxiety,fuck_red,2019/04/05,"Afraid people think I'm trying to be ""quirky""?? The past couple of months, I feel crazy anxious to talk about my social anxiety with anyone (therapist and my own mother included) because I'm worried that people will think that if I say I have social anxiety, that I'm trying to be, like, quirky? Does that make sense? I'm worried that they'll downplay or invalidate it basically, write it off as me trying to be ""different"" or something. God I hope that makes sense. Has anyone else ever felt this way?? How have you gotten past it?

I hope this hasn't been mentioned before, I'm sorry if it has (also if it has, please link me to it!! <3)",4.241404444444441,5.447199416000004,5.308266666666668,81.74257777777778,70.84,7.795555555555558,25.08888888888889,8.167268648758528,1.4982622222222215,497,14,95,7,9,164,74,125,0.11699999999999999,0.785,0.099,0.5781,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,12,0,0,3,1,19,26,9,0,5,5,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,14,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,11,3,10,18,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,7,5,57,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704122553933212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392461581226672,0.16534116560612935,0.0,0.2046717099263928,0.14995951111173594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921755281331882,0.0,0.12453858626351487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194066325763756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529113729885544,0.0,0.0,0.12807754341567085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226206040783218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323878167654697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400223466837816,0.0,0.14052517419440694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907300193553028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150238420777709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538817602455155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168203473716377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794276447298327,0.20293031282401305,0.0,0.0,0.16065546688135526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638854856785663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29838400397611314,0.0,0.11267236994436157,0.0,0.16383409888288425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763579610645372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699311556799681,0.0,0.1875586477168589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980993319500813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617096284095844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972642229605633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NarrowTackle,2019/04/05,"How Do You Make Friends and Interact With Others At University? Made on a throwaway acc since I don't want anybody I know seeing this.

​

I'm close to finishing school now, and in a few months time, I'm heading to university, though because of my anxiety, I'm truly terrified of interacting with people. I know that building a friendship would be good to help me with my anxiety, it may help relieve the stress from uni and it's simply normal, but I just don't want to take the risk of making a mess of myself, and presenting myself as the socially awkward weirdo of the class.

​

The biggest problem I have is just my voice - I absolutely hate it. It's just generally difficult to understand and I fuck up the pronunciation of many different words. People often ask me to repeat what I said, or they take a few seconds to process what I said, trying to decipher my sentence. I can't even pronounce my own name; when anybody asks I usually just spell it for them since it's easier and less embarrassing. I don't want to meet my new classmates in a few months time, but only for them to be baffled by whatever trash I'm talking about, likely leading to them ignoring or just avoiding me, while embarrassing myself in the process. 

​

What I'm asking here is how do you build a friendship, while trying not to screw it up with my anxiety or confusing voice? The first week of uni is dedicated to joining communities and introducing yourself to your peers (Fresher's week), but I'm starting to consider not going for that time, in case I embarrass myself. I want to go, I want to join the communities and meet these wonderful people, but I just don't want to be a burden or seem like a fool to others. How can I improve in social situations, or how can I prepare for Fresher's week?",8.3079445766746,7.1655605289017394,8.717589255355321,68.81260285617138,62.208092485549145,11.95620537232234,39.13906834410064,11.088447113337141,4.362318123087383,1437,65,259,33,17,480,167,346,0.18600000000000005,0.6990000000000001,0.115,-0.9694,1,2,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,4,2,17,22,3,8,18,0,18,3,1,8,0,60,51,26,0,9,17,0,0,2,1,2,0,4,0,0,16,13,0,2,5,0,0,3,7,17,0,2,3,5,39,5,47,43,5,33,0,0,1,2,23,11,2,10,21,182,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925573889217977,0.3280935732514836,0.0,0.0,0.20655808773368312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524243394177467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548655091939457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403486282701487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944669149918324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765572255098239,0.0,0.0,0.06953674822871543,0.08320710541206784,0.0,0.0,0.10230251975034177,0.07549095590083545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886016446488915,0.09236991220358001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065536167550213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892752001965392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794266586418148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516381537693764,0.12015653231931026,0.091249773277974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436804225323179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869262754079049,0.0,0.0,0.08818465954704313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845198068379561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871920030233229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612152542788384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122853661921142,0.0,0.0,0.0910886973240396,0.07172141250038767,0.08193612117672955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890422312754414,0.10116809402397718,0.0,0.18349517328426235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370518551321383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309910161043838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353433822930072,0.0723416822059734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842832181373886,0.0,0.15744589934905595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221340698161093,0.0,0.0,0.09369717794089012,0.0,0.0,0.0991265208259181,0.0,0.3185196020760422,0.0,0.2165869691670344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976053317828759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393614992930811,0.0,0.3280935732514836,0.0
socialanxiety,freyja_jane,2019/04/05,"Can't remember what it feels like to be normal This social anxiety has been going on for too long. I just feel like I'm broken at this point. 

:(",1.1540000000000001,3.1919117333333347,3.256666666666668,89.525,81.66666666666666,6.666666666666668,16.666666666666668,7.793537801064563,0.33566666666666656,112,2,24,2,3,38,27,30,0.21600000000000005,0.644,0.14,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,4,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433015773984223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32162360284533403,0.45441913047664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807508340645277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107589186190258,0.0,0.0,0.2814575295772512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116140404698333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006528831167519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36028005818866626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242041906581157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,herbapect,2019/04/05,"I've managed today. Yay. Like the title says, I've made a big step today.

My anxiety is very often appearing in form of being very afraid to do a certain thing for the 1st time, which is absolutely random, from ordering a coffee to borrowing a book from a library, speaking in class etc. I'm trying to overcome this by asking someone to do it with me for the very first time or guide me through it, then I relax a bit and it's just easier and easier to do the task every next time. Sometimes it might fail.

Today I've been participating in a course that consisted in trying to make some things by hand (not a common thing), of course everyone was asked to do it at least once, I was about to refuse but after everyone had made their part I've broken the anxiety rush and I did it. I was mumbling that I'll probably break the thing, destroy it, do it with flaws and stuff and... I didn't. It was okay.

At the end I've actually got praised that my part in one activity was the best. 

I have my trophy which is a handmade paper sheet, a bookmark and handprinted document. I've blushed, mumbled, stumbled but it doesn't matter. I did it! And nobody said a single bad word. ",3.3966288416075656,4.77678290638298,4.967198581560286,82.70361111111113,73.12765957446808,8.115839243498817,26.247044917257682,8.680891452615391,1.8582718676122931,913,31,184,17,18,308,131,235,0.10300000000000001,0.797,0.099,-0.2148,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,4,3,11,1,1,19,2,22,1,1,3,1,26,31,11,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,22,9,0,1,0,2,1,3,3,4,0,2,14,4,13,7,28,15,9,25,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,6,13,128,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.12370978897825187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395827739491853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370267394668207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058481303400288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303789158995774,0.0,0.1384006286275747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228109709731456,0.0,0.14138269530287312,0.0,0.0,0.10680967239149496,0.2422694236219489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783098167401148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013900051580737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061933696839284014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23990675613031584,0.08462033954504862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344835408750777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482193886661892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500651919633272,0.08590301875573463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27456034617942443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668011520513726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058784178303784,0.1008130450813958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741229216931948,0.0,0.12537933477159907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451219725088186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368829336003602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217628156492914,0.0,0.3604910310375976,0.0,0.0,0.17213779053241068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137969890293263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kaabdulla,2019/04/05,"What is the best way to cope with the effects of social anxiety? How is it useful or not as a part of the human experience? Just some questions I wanted to ask you guys after going to a party tonight. It wasn't easy or comfortable but I'm glad I did it and met new people dispute my definite discomfort.

I wonder if socializing is a skill that we can just learn? If so maybe we can just endure the discomfort to live ultimately fuller and possibly more satisfying or enriching lives.

I really am thankful for this group. Its so comforting and enriching that we all share our experiences and hope to learn and all grow together 😊

Let me know your thoughts or comments...

PS. I'm not American but  I think Bernie Sanders is a man for the whole world to love and be inspired by. Hope he wins",2.497759740259742,4.988224538961042,4.178035714285716,82.25133928571431,79.58441558441558,8.265584415584417,25.858766233766232,9.017664075816787,2.406572727272726,625,25,121,17,16,209,105,154,0.083,0.634,0.28300000000000003,0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,2,0,4,6,13,0,2,9,0,11,1,0,3,2,40,26,18,0,5,13,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,10,0,0,9,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,13,11,14,20,7,7,0,0,0,1,19,1,0,11,3,84,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189321259515946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118011852405675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093370547892665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373002140051229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798460182190223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707130509185895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34248415353112954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475205187525862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763009522536311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044824570451346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556067970411616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732090637889848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651469591346246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670327760805389,0.0,0.11952741682378965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436642076599087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931387084054781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045028970316724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35150065774287703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873200550884062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047339528817064,0.0,0.13687431742121195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890692276026213,0.0,0.0,0.10169191159076174,0.13685106877407932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924896582375081,0.0,0.0,0.1869713393918199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hannah_Cheg,2019/04/05,"Anyone else anxious when posting on Instagram? Every time I post anything on Instagram I have to immediately close the app and switch off notifications for a few hours because I get so nervous. I don't know if I'm scared that no one is going to like it or what it is, but for some reason it's incredibly nerve wracking and every time I vow to never post again lol. I know it's silly and I don't even care about social media that much, but for some reason posting gives me all the anxiety.

Is it just me? ",4.172676837725383,4.965696864077671,5.843717059639393,79.373786407767,70.6504854368932,8.215811373092926,27.335644937586693,8.418075326091056,1.8095975034674063,399,13,80,6,7,137,68,103,0.158,0.813,0.028999999999999998,-0.8973,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,3,1,6,0,0,2,2,17,13,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,9,3,10,13,5,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,7,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526608733817512,0.18498762019783696,0.0,0.11449578331659545,0.16777826008965036,0.13474991548195214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981871552863217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695108699813493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678969488582474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815341869697112,0.0,0.2759279970941918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555110409251708,0.15708114417559838,0.09306125348006866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125791435120332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998225340237187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999856445053236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037296335893792,0.0,0.12629186227523814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095927634125984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6272978518830029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33671859252467307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393941829157554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669195526664319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909645078078464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RedditLurker12345678,2019/04/05,"I finally asked out my crush for the first time in my life She said no, of course, but I wasn't expecting any other outcome, so I'm happy with it. Hell, I've never been this much at peace before, when I think about it, because for a long time I had a different crush every year, but I never had the courage to go further with it (or anywhere at all really). But I decided that this time would be different and I would at least try, especially that this time it seemed like I actually had a chance (like 10%, but that is still many times better than all the other cases, with about 0.0001% chance). And so I messaged her about two hours ago. Of course, anxiety flowed in at full force immediately after I sent the text, but I calmed down after reading her reply, confirming my expectations and now I feel better than ever. At least people now won't be able to say that I never tried. I know that for some of you rejection would be considered a failure, but for me it is a win, this is much better than never knowing for sure about what other people think about me.",7.625165876777251,5.898360355450237,7.850374407582944,76.36068009478673,63.92890995260663,11.094028436018961,31.52654028436019,9.888512548439397,2.6700290047393365,829,22,169,14,10,272,115,211,0.11900000000000001,0.727,0.154,0.9078,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,5,12,12,1,0,9,0,15,1,0,0,8,35,26,13,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,4,1,2,0,0,18,7,0,0,7,1,0,3,7,2,0,2,7,3,23,10,32,12,8,36,1,1,0,0,9,11,1,3,24,129,41,1,0.12444777657715847,0.0,0.12144307813171555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031544518648273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462875556856461,0.0,0.09520220845298262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634187188467085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586220951893467,0.0,0.10589589185531073,0.0,0.0,0.33019183572361044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26004287832817463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125701386837086,0.10485261915484807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292453507471453,0.0,0.0,0.13632645628101495,0.0,0.10585521518235487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072653932893581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247697226338762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255599183289798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678648683256436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790114495443994,0.12159779507119547,0.0,0.0,0.11013236612763837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617051259833792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296686985781596,0.0,0.3839271890334992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255283768442514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124481453912898,0.0,0.07972443234276907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837833377896173,0.09896586690216114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132925818642322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938415513026523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729055664503198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948222049933086,0.0,0.0,0.3628324965232497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898374265858232,0.0,0.12156739474669985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652123896978113,0.0,0.0,0.0801402879350626
socialanxiety,Luna_Noche,2019/04/05,"So I actually applied for a job in person Walked to my local library to print out my cover letter and resume it had its complications, but I did it. Manage to go in the pizza place hiring and asking for an application. I turned it in, messed up a bit... but I did it. I was beating myself up walking home, over analyzing everything. At this point though, I don't care if they end up throwing away my application or if I made a fool of myself. At least... I actually did it...  tiny accomplishment I think.",2.529393939393941,4.553707797979801,5.1484848484848476,77.7427272727273,77.08080808080808,7.632323232323233,24.131313131313128,8.515128840125781,1.7536949494949492,388,13,75,8,9,138,67,99,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.937,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,10,12,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,3,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,6,0,15,1,17,6,2,19,0,0,0,0,4,14,0,3,1,60,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.4612370530530894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093141478415693,0.0,0.2220345553678535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580050399249321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409484784311201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093132757175647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239313458158285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343086039755214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370526443099089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234515503917344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361586362524227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063493527087282,0.2469087014112148,0.0,0.2234029470547886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514271346895809,0.2321875254624261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570530875384974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,5p00ki3b0i,2019/04/05,"Whyyyyy I need to rant...I'm going to university in september and I desperately need a job. So, today I summoned up every single ittiest-bittiest piece of confidence I could to go into a job interview at a grocery store. I thought it went okay but the second, literally THE SECOND I got out of that room I got an email saying the position was filled. Christ, this is so discouraging and I feel like I wasted a lot of time agonizing over this interview for nothing to come out of it. I honestly don't think I can even handle going to any other interviews...",3.2442056074766366,5.5579043084112145,5.676457943925233,73.42309813084113,76.00934579439252,9.513644859813084,28.457009345794397,9.888512548439397,3.3651614953271025,439,19,78,14,10,155,74,107,0.15,0.7490000000000001,0.1,-0.8132,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,15,17,5,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,1,6,1,1,0,2,5,2,11,3,17,11,3,16,1,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,58,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483563101404653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792555967431165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741830423430951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409265076258246,0.0,0.18380924523667286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103082726228402,0.15585357817708562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719561394948461,0.0,0.3489650310758161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329803596930237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658197722973436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547186692389286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235258149021091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933044488936312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348962234901086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978814651906205,0.0,0.17319470528142414,0.12721087536170073,0.0,0.20679021180384866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223654534094268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ImTheRedditDevil,2019/04/05,"My friend just told me ""you don’t have to come if you don’t want to."" Great, now I'm thinking that he's saying that because he doesn't want me to come, and that if I do come I'll look like a dick.",1.4352482269503533,1.0761281276595724,3.073191489361701,100.93333333333334,76.23404255319149,6.2666666666666675,19.921985815602838,3.1291,-0.7648950354609934,150,2,44,0,3,50,31,47,0.068,0.6779999999999999,0.255,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,10,14,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,3,13,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,2,2,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807893006629795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7125360237859593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302385440836727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039869345038696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470493031768546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153890840206365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926697267955456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667295189599275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26346631553245514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252585866094042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Stickycars,2019/04/05,"Just got off a video call with a girl from a dating app, it was horrible.. I was feeling good, but after the hellos, I just froze up and couldn't think of what to say. It was so awkward, if I can't even talk to someone on the phone how could I possibly do it in person.

I can't handle this anxiety anymore, it's been eating away at my life and brain. I feel so incredibly stupid.

I would go to a psychiatrist, but I don't feel comfortable at all going, (I've gone before).

I don't know what to do...",2.0286214953271013,2.923728626168224,4.293539719626172,88.10236565420561,75.82242990654207,7.592990654205607,22.72079439252337,8.07648339933343,0.9385897196261688,381,10,89,6,8,133,70,107,0.14300000000000002,0.825,0.033,-0.9152,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,6,0,13,3,1,1,1,18,22,8,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,7,3,1,0,5,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,6,5,10,2,15,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898858280864754,0.0,0.23203818770679455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21982518585694985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990936546162239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26119106980943496,0.23891243019996014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680827484431375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394126275334763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453685470530126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549110952340517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659443146783364,0.19624531810608828,0.18712945462239414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858535439136326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526193686381646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429605984305665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637692229491632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860645939951627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824442874866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880585067102546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499203489824986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662075931034378,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lolllucian,2019/04/05,"Social anxiety and being attractive is hell. Help? I’m not making this to toot my own horn or brag because trust me, I am very insecure and unconfident.  I’m 20 years old and never had a girlfriend despite everyone telling me I’m very handsome and attractive.  I’ve always had attractive girls show interest in me but every time it happens I do nothing about it. even when they make it very very very obvious my anxiety gets the best of me and I end up never asking them out or for their number etc.  I’ve never been comfortable enough to even compliment a girl, even after they compliment me.  Recently there’s been a girl at my job who is very interested in me and I like her but I can’t even bring myself to have a conversation with her.  Despite her saying she wanted to marry me and begging me not to go home because she’ll miss me, i can never think of anything to y’all to her about.  People like my therapist tell me I should just ask her out and 99% she’ll say yes, but that seems so terrifying and impossible?  People tell me I should be more confident because I have a lot going for me but I’ve had this problem forever and it has made me depressed and lonely.  ",4.521217948717951,5.444262435897438,5.947938034188034,78.46754807692311,69.94017094017093,9.43974358974359,29.58226495726496,9.673873057562805,2.731411111111111,926,35,180,21,16,314,131,234,0.122,0.693,0.185,0.9391,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,4,1,10,19,1,1,6,1,20,0,0,3,5,38,37,19,0,4,9,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,1,3,8,14,0,0,2,1,0,3,7,6,0,0,6,2,40,13,21,25,6,20,1,3,0,0,28,6,1,4,13,130,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909049226551938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381591639902787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810916569053076,0.0,0.2001912630816555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580592048770887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123629494926336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221889776543472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483189406675302,0.11063152811668764,0.11941091715744155,0.2828738690895904,0.0,0.09021076387199907,0.10230960023759628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055939451824776984,0.0,0.12170025298965127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468130207158723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717665023124586,0.0,0.10739954824353512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106250066309743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046176058065227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910267531452326,0.0,0.10131185333685433,0.14293959149105334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33031473389131794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027361779915912,0.0,0.11235154411565534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484571718023062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245115621791062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571832240011612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029210185610802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747215122885962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914398328395047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28075067394209324,0.0,0.0,0.12431606901046605,0.0,0.0686058824815823,0.0,0.0,0.06243315032618985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300618464086392,0.06315242975672633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689493180982659
socialanxiety,Joz86,2019/04/05,"I keep shaking in meetings. I need this to stop. Please help me! Once a week I have team meetings at work. It's a small meeting with only 5 of us. I get so nervous, mouth gets dry, heart races, hands sweat, head hurts. I'm the complete opposite of all of my team members who are cool, calm and confident. I'm like this coward.

I hate this part of me. I hate it. I go in and give my update and then immediately after I start shaking. What the hell is that? No one really talks to me at work so I know they probably think I'm even more weird. 

I practice my update days before the meeting and it never comes out like I plan.

So I'm considering asking my manager if I can participate in the meeting from my desk instead of going in the conference room which is like a foot away from our desks. Our manager calls in from her home so it's not like she's in office.

I do have another meeting weekly. That one is easy because I just sit and listen.

Should I do this? Would it make me look even more weird? Is it better to shake during my update or to sit at my phone and talk and get everything out that I need to say?

My status at the office is loner and quiet person who no one really talks to.

I just feel like trash. I need this shaking to  stop.

",0.8423966823966857,2.9315521814671825,2.9125010725010765,91.2668582868583,83.16988416988417,5.844759044759043,19.63120263120264,7.093109894594671,0.3381478907478912,961,26,211,13,27,324,135,259,0.161,0.727,0.11199999999999999,-0.9077,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,1,6,9,19,3,5,9,1,13,6,6,1,2,31,38,15,0,6,5,0,2,5,0,2,0,3,2,1,18,12,0,3,3,2,0,7,4,11,0,3,0,7,36,8,30,36,4,36,1,1,1,0,27,15,1,2,17,137,54,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127799351530505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393915831994575,0.0,0.11450807202439905,0.0,0.0,0.07429548932689711,0.0,0.10370891057602001,0.0,0.0,0.10779088456292636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445071595510415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498681091742276,0.127786406002221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786010069743103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609980878217851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095357806439752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162500609577639,0.08706942350598262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102813858148726,0.11691615554006395,0.13853176386932922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24065791050075594,0.12508163921323426,0.0,0.0,0.14442561200996196,0.08169202534790615,0.0,0.12225322866182704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047255403997118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833046271699558,0.0,0.0,0.0669807736749087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297716338054699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234653737480097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135428337072073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27111221816951003,0.09399956366952557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979572852867105,0.2477623666305636,0.09269345122307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198162714504882,0.0,0.0,0.1064188702655432,0.0,0.13378506973808793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140472944594944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156155897640623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969220057625852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862656339091674,0.0,0.0,0.20379035946832275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29388193551022923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809428229203176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660381664265718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552581202654795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177456773727364,0.0,0.0,0.08657839167926608,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IndependentMacaron,2019/04/05,"How can I avoid my friends without making them worried about me. I have a small group of very close friends, but my friends are all so much better than me, I don’t deserve them and I don’t want them to have to deal with me. I want to “avoid” them, and just spend my time alone but I don’t want them to be suspicious about me.",2.4587142857142865,3.169284585714287,2.8500000000000014,99.565,74.57142857142857,6.171428571428572,24.0,5.6839178017228535,0.0495142857142854,251,7,64,1,5,77,40,70,0.133,0.628,0.239,0.732,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,5,1,5,6,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,2,1,16,12,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,18,4,10,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,1,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26402077951394304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254564847270461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26281186339412543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5908528859738317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016142710604662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18739591429896968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864620567907175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210336127074132,0.4510761837440197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457342851648629,0.0,0.0,0.2588841629812004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alan7thomas,2019/04/05,"I have a favourite locker number (7) at the gym. I don't like to ask people to move when they're stood in front of it. So I'm reduced to having to use a different number and it just feels awful. I'll even slowly pack my bag in the hope that they move, but no. And I don't think they'd understand my want for a particular locker and so I don't embarrass myself by asking in the first place. ",2.4985098039215683,3.139796282352944,4.511470588235294,87.94995098039217,74.41176470588233,7.549019607843138,21.225490196078432,7.793537801064563,0.6268431372549017,304,6,70,4,6,105,57,85,0.08199999999999999,0.81,0.109,0.0244,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,1,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,11,16,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,1,9,2,11,14,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,45,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687972260891129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26195938325911405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560473609205995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677657243307602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327072721395945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24903136724475705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249396563869397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5329724135750494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382454474441414,0.0,0.26195938325911405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065759766770074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610186712524629,0.0,0.21655013339954107,0.0,0.0,0.14788699284376394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Four_stroke_gang,2019/04/05,"""Nobody cares that much about you."" is not really helpful. Does anyone else feel that its not really helpful when people give this as advice when you're talking about your social anxiety? 

If I'm always awkward and weird during a conversation then people will avoid me and treat me differently. That's the problem - not their opinion or whatever is going on in their mind. 

There are real consequences to not being able to perform socially. Alienation and isolation from your peers is a big deal and it's painful, especially when it lasts for years. I feel like people think that an awkward moment is over once you walk away - bit that's not really how it works is it? People remember if you give them a bad vibe and they treat you accordingly. Humans are social creatures and how we're treated by others matters even if those people done really ""care"" about us. 

I just always felt very invalidated when people say this to me. I have uncontrollable anxiety when speaking to people even when they like me.  I know the other person doesn't care but what about me? I care about myself and I want to at least have a little bit of control in social situations, instead of turning bright red, shaking, etc. 

",5.893354072398193,7.545353366515838,6.2421238687782825,74.91124010180997,67.37104072398189,8.7829185520362,28.29213800904977,9.188382445141503,2.5210563348416284,958,32,160,18,16,308,131,221,0.13699999999999998,0.794,0.069,-0.8517,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,6,5,3,18,19,0,5,7,0,13,1,0,3,0,34,28,22,0,5,11,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,16,7,0,2,6,0,0,3,6,9,0,0,2,7,24,10,22,24,5,21,0,0,2,0,27,8,0,5,12,116,40,1,0.09363406061288372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149812035101654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582207859624864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432596001623238,0.0,0.0,0.06547111228087664,0.09593916025925356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797228219059809,0.0,0.07818052951443326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044482863603744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818646607113956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501856084312766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653260503407862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782766434654852,0.0,0.0,0.08193979743113415,0.0958201530584594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821924278183097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442672862948356,0.12368882790190447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468838886921116,0.06689219161081407,0.0899033819698925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796446459358566,0.053214394444075414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255218742150542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051458830970607085,0.07632425657109437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148974475273264,0.09384592728444513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454370914876696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883180822356609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971721866756704,0.0,0.0,0.09963324218423984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543984760087637,0.0817576500930887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959515045042807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657606008211097,0.23993750746305326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606913780514966,0.0,0.0,0.07446156319537132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524860724223256,0.0,0.3817925327181429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525951112545806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999692526307646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018469702494571,0.0,0.0,0.11263024605949587,0.0,0.0,0.07725790615774315,0.05522779492433705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816671130245901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029726512143156
socialanxiety,pie-flavoured-jeans,2019/04/05,"Talking to a friend’s friend Do you ever get left alone with your friend’s friend and he/she’s trying to start a conversation so it won’t be awkward but you’re sitting there like a fucking potato and just awkwardly smiling and nodding and responding with one word responses and then he/she just stops talking to you and you feel like you just did the biggest fuck up off your life?

",2.004064327485377,4.679041921052633,2.6085964912280737,91.40073099415207,83.73684210526315,5.4830409356725145,24.23391812865497,6.937597516519254,0.9786216374269008,310,12,61,4,9,96,50,76,0.149,0.674,0.177,0.5106,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,6,0,0,6,10,2,2,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,16,9,9,0,0,4,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,6,6,7,6,0,9,0,0,0,2,14,4,2,0,6,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214852004071627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764722937795392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489117988778747,0.14819981598862533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6410905833330601,0.3835618799043131,0.10838223051012008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22539122153297195,0.0,0.14652559286788616,0.20269575582285612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057111235699904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683169540685298,0.0,0.0,0.17343455691644755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33347526614402845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084255154421862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,drpavelhere,2019/04/05,Funerals are horrible Gma died and all I wanna do is go home and cry but instead I have to hold back my tears and act unemotional as complete strangers line up to ask how she died.,6.023513513513514,5.324713108108114,6.614189189189191,80.59263513513514,66.56756756756758,10.643243243243244,34.71621621621622,10.125756701596842,3.1506324324324333,143,6,31,3,2,47,32,37,0.35100000000000003,0.649,0.0,-0.9279999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,6,6,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047770603058491,0.0,0.0,0.25068298002656153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34181720966415824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35810869586980976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6766976347341538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528004056568095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32701645504369004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sambam127,2019/04/05,"Finding it hard to meet people There's a lot to this.

I find it impossible that someone will willingly come up and talk to me, like even in college now, in class, there would be people who will talk to the person near them they dont even know, but it my case it never happens. 

I'm a really shy guy, and I get social anxiety, when I'm speaking to someone new my speech completely fucks up, but if I'm doing an oral presentation I'm totally fine. And I where to go up to a girl I will literally sound like I'm on some hard drugs but I'm just trying to get the words out without sounding stupid, which in term makes me sound retarded.

I really want to fix this but I just keep getting this anxiety even when I fight it. 

I guess I look ""handsome"" I comming from the 3 friends I have, some co workers, and the 3 ex girls I ever had. But i dont care about that when i just get too shy to utilize the only thing I have that has an advantage

Another thing is when someone decides to talk with me, they never ask my name, I always feel like I need to be the man to initiate everything.

Are people shy of me also? How do I fix my social anxiety...?",3.0007925178439616,3.8181276861924713,4.8527738124538535,85.31090081220773,73.39330543933055,8.301353679547132,26.61112478464189,8.671277953709913,1.7447566330297812,883,30,194,16,17,303,127,239,0.134,0.772,0.095,-0.8579,0,0,1,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,3,2,19,11,3,0,11,0,17,2,0,2,4,38,41,16,0,4,10,1,3,3,1,5,1,5,0,5,15,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,9,29,8,27,33,5,23,0,0,1,1,21,10,1,5,14,133,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911320016803364,0.09482200836405018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194946766033194,0.26153218710463383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653514836220804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618755948485615,0.0,0.0,0.09816454362209158,0.11948257230312358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671153570255889,0.0,0.13215485457016185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225804132113592,0.10308134321331457,0.0,0.0,0.10241791157617644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762048152751913,0.08141146632814794,0.0,0.0,0.2083107069418677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804350412000178,0.10535213847022523,0.2381529626304377,0.0,0.06476483692838457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553735090534274,0.1128361262760992,0.1007724953432085,0.0,0.20416758844086014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012909177834557,0.0,0.0,0.06262821988586438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702205657223118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956958406956563,0.0,0.0,0.09688283596374464,0.0,0.0,0.07606770821023011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449825565205447,0.17578254235291585,0.1100611415109548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667003270750119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370119441767255,0.09950354469393637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460085537586887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323312271076533,0.28966819122409904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747848594127655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141698102308054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736985748681803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721525575092169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985124078396986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095234279870323,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dilydingdilydong,2019/04/05,"This is making me anxious (Long read) i have a colleague who i really like. She seems to be a really nice person. I never took any initiative to reach out to her but when i noticed her looking at me so many times and intentionally bumping into me in places, i spoke to her. I had only intention of knowing her and be friends as i knew  she was committed. 
Though, she managed to be present around me, i could see she was very weird around me and very shy. She would be looking at me from distance but when our eyes meet, she would quickly stop gazing. I tried to make things easier by adding her on a chat platform and talk to her. Initially, she tried to avoid me there despite the fact she had like a huge network but added me later. I tried to talk but she dint reply much.When i asked her she  made excuses. I even asked her about discomfort in my presence but she denied. 
Anyhow, I decided that she is not comfortable talking to me so i never reached out to her again and  in fact i stopped making eye contact and made sure we don't bump into each other.
But, I still see her looking at me several times a day. She tries to greet me if our eyes meet and expects i will say something.
This part kills me as i really like her and i need to see this on a daily basis. What to do? ",2.246981605351173,4.0835971730769245,3.568695652173915,89.61108695652176,77.26923076923076,6.675585284280936,23.996655518394647,7.586124646067393,1.049471571906354,995,33,211,14,23,325,136,260,0.11800000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.115,-0.2195,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,3,0,0,0,13,11,1,2,7,0,17,3,3,7,6,50,36,22,1,6,8,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,0,1,8,16,0,3,4,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,9,11,59,7,34,19,2,33,0,0,9,0,42,17,0,3,18,155,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686150368450781,0.0,0.0,0.12768712180632746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012340692916328,0.21132796185999345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024200277127893,0.0,0.0,0.07289237014276037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465255638275603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732354798734275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125046437974487,0.0,0.062116091575717965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565627092886784,0.0,0.0,0.1000243854235208,0.2847399278583853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389572300368687,0.226337044438722,0.11459054613058245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308705857269587,0.0838072899986115,0.17434511978953307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868076283536434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859613078312119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239606066427375,0.0,0.0,0.09868987663358668,0.11808803353227668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305650974422544,0.0,0.2172219020269461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988275075577816,0.0,0.0,0.2702010821212644,0.10289455563753576,0.0,0.12768712180632746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701287772196492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026264836823404,0.188989465729698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652559512618864,0.0,0.0,0.27253786746630204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508940120355627,0.0,0.11104739580205797,0.0,0.13181264964146486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557595957622875,0.3069487308826521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651644754944893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058074611467973,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ballsack_Jackson,2019/04/05,"I dont feel like i can function around people anymore Currently with ""friends"" at the bar. It feels like I'm the butt of every joke. I'll have moments where I want to have fun and socialize. They shoot me down every chance they get. I constantly feel like no matter the situation, I'm making people uncomfortable or making people realize they didn't invite me because they wanted to. They invited me expecting me to say no. I'm starting to think that staying away from groups is a better option than actually trying to get outside and have a good afternoon. ",6.047843665768192,7.096010037735847,6.9025067385444725,72.5461320754717,66.54716981132076,9.830727762803237,32.123989218328845,9.957137785484203,3.340281940700809,448,18,76,10,7,149,71,106,0.154,0.706,0.14,-0.1215,1,0,0,1,0,1,10.0,0,0,5,1,2,8,0,0,5,0,7,2,1,2,0,17,21,3,0,3,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,13,8,13,20,0,11,0,0,0,1,9,5,1,2,8,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.16608429500936775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878620919192727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150828873674416,0.0,0.0,0.15990238577707594,0.0,0.0,0.10374837149746764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052231080233988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839186997641106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199465502115052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867907105142917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581648260432287,0.3647587886347781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314910677755038,0.0,0.17783814753382676,0.0,0.0,0.1427502241857089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944382643845686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22721095158061305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539722087034206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353446938870353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130461298349774,0.0,0.17349082953547598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046382782262274,0.18140361480266745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905311593564812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555020755096287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076905929245945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nothisisnotok,2019/04/05,"Asked a question in a group chat yesterday afternoon. For the first time. It took a lot of guts. 

And no one answered. I purposely took a nap so I didn’t have to stay up torturing myself with the wait but I woke up at 11pm last night with no messages. I went to sleep thinking someone would answer by the time I woke but nobody has answered. I have to see them in school today and I feel like.... I feel horrible and I don’t want to go. 

I graduate in 2 months and I’m so... ready. ",-1.0832352941176495,1.0040598921568638,1.4070980392156862,97.08594117647058,97.13725490196079,5.072941176470589,18.564705882352946,6.742157984588678,0.1690188235294121,367,12,86,6,15,124,67,102,0.125,0.825,0.05,-0.7876,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,7,0,6,2,2,0,0,19,20,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,7,2,0,4,4,1,0,2,6,3,12,1,15,13,1,20,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,10,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866238669912487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489663381499488,0.1518127721607662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807556415588916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077081860935075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321897659717592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038186329430104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806631493795801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961852249301482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942044057610134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439980887309367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380529132697705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506521185851613,0.16933803235011335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126572886874193,0.0,0.18005379790635612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650079862024455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616386794893798,0.0,0.0,0.2478253738353616,0.0,0.201428774859337,0.0,0.4721991282530644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253402593918669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699317102325575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509566173841369,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yaoyaohuanghuang,2019/04/05,anxiety - freshman orientation Hi I’m starting college in about 3 days and I’m pretty scared. My school’s orientation would be quite sporty ? and I’m not at all a sporty person I’m really scared that I’ll screw up and ruin the fun for everybody. Also I’m scared of introducing myself to the rest of my classmates (like what do I even say). Also I’m a pretty soft person so if they can’t hear me they’ll ask me to speak louder and that will also in turn make me more anxious ?? idk 😭😭,0.7995989304812845,2.9713837549019573,3.2969518716577544,87.94082887700537,84.0,6.062032085561497,19.07664884135473,7.348242739294969,0.4884392156862747,381,10,81,6,11,132,67,102,0.188,0.721,0.091,-0.8124,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,6,7,1,3,4,0,6,1,0,1,1,9,17,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,9,2,10,13,3,6,0,1,0,1,9,4,1,1,3,45,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182904400162232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337967832411346,0.19696942564606973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162996654171802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244335433276838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515860758475985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965086654626116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518013948976515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638207783434908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044768813425594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547596581058435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854460307384672,0.0,0.0,0.11169508894011312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138652618536642,0.5236737414175351,0.17645469051360346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340805307443076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964615446037955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385547142334613,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sleuthwood,2019/04/05,"SA and sensory overload? Hi!

Never posted in here before. Glad to learn it's a sub. I wanted to ask if any of you struggle with sensory overload.

Just a quick background: I was *extremely* shy as a kid, to the point of hiding behind my mom when new people showed up. I remember once when my grandma was watching me, her brother and sister-in-law I'd never met who lived out of state came by and I hid in the corner of the room behind a table with a lamp on it, and my great aunt crouched down to introduce herself to me.

I think I probably have social anxiety to an extent. I want to please, I dislike conflict and I don't want to embarrass myself. But I've done a lot to live life anyway. I've moved to major cities on my own, been in jobs where I have to be in front of a crowd speaking every day. The issue is that I need time in between these ""public"" moments to decompress, and not all jobs allow for those moments. I also find myself probably more frazzled and exhausted than the usual person by these ""public"" moments, often because my nerves amp up in anticipation of them. Now that I'm getting older, I've started taking my blood pressure only to find that it gets pretty high when I'm out in public, even when I don't *feel* overtly stressed.

But the other feature of this is major sensory overload. When I get on a train, for instance, I feel like I'm experiencing a heightened version of everything. I'm hearing scraps of convo from people all around me. I'm feeling every little bump from the car. The lights feel brighter than they probaly are. If someone brushes against me, my body reacts rather than thinking nothing of it. That's exhausting, too. The reason I'm connecting this to social anxiety is because it only seems to happen when I'm out in public and there are relative strangers around. If I'm alone in my home, I don't have it. If I'm in an empty room with a couple friends, I don't have it. If I'm outside--alone or with friends--and there's no one else around I don't have it. But throw in a few (or a lot of) strangers, throw in a potential employer during a job interview, clients during a presentation, randos on public transport, etc, etc--my senses are heightened to Spidey-like capacities. The only difference is that I don't cope with it the way he does.

The result of this is that I feel like I spend an inordinate amount of time in my little hermit hideaway recharging. I get that that's something introverts do, but it feels worse than what an introvert would probably need. It also feels like work demands across the nation are increasing and I'm startin to run out of steam. There were multiple occasions where my most recent job had me going from 7am to 9:30pm and I just don't feel like I have the wherewithal for that. My health declined.

Have any of you found helpful ways of toning down the sensory overload so that you don't wear out? How did you rescue yourself when it really started to interfere with your life by leaving you too fatigued to do anything beyond the bare minimum?",4.624155844155844,5.8047474040404055,5.519990379990379,80.67696969696972,69.9090909090909,8.148725348725348,30.13612313612313,8.491030156203081,2.308557768157768,2394,95,447,37,42,785,280,594,0.073,0.8590000000000001,0.068,0.5760000000000001,6,2,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,6,2,1,31,14,0,4,35,0,35,9,3,5,4,77,76,33,0,12,15,3,8,4,1,1,6,2,3,2,31,25,0,2,17,1,1,10,12,7,0,1,10,14,52,7,91,64,15,79,0,1,1,0,33,41,0,12,28,306,83,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660324867506864,0.0,0.1209189465564668,0.0,0.08191552286173318,0.0,0.10282489345425468,0.0,0.11567175808058165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062214602356535365,0.2019073665850838,0.07067834390591837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217344103174206,0.0,0.06433235207177161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397758601948335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646937862118963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365297917693353,0.0,0.04875750430490311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898875824768845,0.0,0.0,0.06616045566849689,0.07736783818511138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315637708086892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863405003908308,0.04993488800097357,0.0,0.12739711603418136,0.0,0.06794685592304278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058160820750337,0.2160424124238457,0.0,0.0,0.13819904520586482,0.0,0.0,0.08289448763923203,0.05841047915678384,0.0,0.15799721738575465,0.0,0.04296677188520146,0.0,0.0,0.08335227315779642,0.0,0.0,0.06685524159509633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036216320668098,0.08520976770124568,0.0,0.050674914112469466,0.079878431703338,0.07583569921331329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890960453599602,0.3000961624825189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005237147053293,0.0,0.0,0.10680088350258822,0.14774269382158228,0.15154758753192527,0.1335171856766134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285494694304155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854499984779815,0.0,0.08035373385904836,0.0,0.11211692787287987,0.11661896728050468,0.07301758461856793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254285534636508,0.0,0.0,0.08051443659701593,0.05123036426887408,0.1724978414788872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482682293346203,0.06601338487674861,0.0,0.08298909091353689,0.07146901375234532,0.0,0.07240651371547052,0.0769151527893403,0.24453757941318255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048433042683137285,0.0777321947292078,0.07464857189800964,0.0,0.08564315155222565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882588300562367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413491811894645,0.0640579450465659,0.058202672677561136,0.0,0.0,0.10702399825656513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660266807260364,0.0790363851250293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684384165069236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688634921144323,0.0,0.0,0.08816911591360455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326572245717664,0.0,0.13377734113260414,0.12001985097514645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503968550793549,0.0,0.07704563749361938,0.05370600794456862,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NothingPotato,2019/04/05,"What do normal people think of strangers who sit with them in the cafeteria? With the end of my first-year of college coming and me still having exactly zero friends, I've been trying somewhat harder to sit with people I don't know well or people I've never seen. Sometimes it works out. Sometimes the person has only agreed to let me sit with them out of politeness and ignores me for the rest of the meal, even if I ask something (they'll only respond with a short answer then return to their phone). I'm wondering, in general, what goes through people's minds when someone like me sits with them? I'm obviously socially awkward, I think. Do people think I don't have anyone to sit with, and that's why I want to sit with them? Most importantly, what are some signs I can use to tell if someone would actually talk to me before I go up and ask to sit with them?",8.05046511627907,6.2057067209302375,8.025232558139539,75.81947674418608,63.1860465116279,10.693023255813957,34.2906976744186,9.188382445141503,2.8436953488372096,684,22,134,9,8,222,101,172,0.034,0.89,0.077,0.7929,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,7,1,4,5,0,1,6,0,13,2,0,1,3,39,27,9,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,16,2,1,6,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,2,1,20,3,29,22,4,21,0,0,1,0,17,6,0,7,7,91,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.1401511197870975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004215241905762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685281676585797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220892333014123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371478067623275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720352705377982,0.0,0.0,0.0948587872615321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221619805043196,0.0,0.0,0.11095944014272116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162180865397435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892907358842874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685983637015493,0.0,0.0701648352670477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501393125289636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076758405571356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071581863926827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845696403151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497835566175381,0.12540229653293802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640116352252305,0.2433752922992292,0.11056468065905577,0.2840851045262091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469406774665485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154352592122318,0.12552906136206893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760751637677334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750766006494198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404043217812505,0.0,0.0,0.0847100217297887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913044616008454,0.0,0.12959352519100065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574833804351068,0.10455611352201474,0.0,0.0,0.10202259354583236,0.0,0.0,0.09248572472757677
socialanxiety,AnonymousRandomZero,2019/04/05,Am I talking out loud? I don't know if i'm accidently talking out loud I don't know if this is a social anxiety thing but I feel like I'm accidently blurting and saying stuff out loud that I meant to say in my head in my classroom or in any quiet situation.,2.727857142857143,3.505276071428576,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,74.0,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.073121428571429,204,8,45,4,4,74,36,56,0.027999999999999997,0.905,0.067,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,12,10,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,7,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,1,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852055947491497,0.0,0.20834504205467225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770704608062445,0.1945650617270044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795070401811679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993500551588164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305519976658656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331632225084559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30612992744964435,0.0,0.27762391209800724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117726541141051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378051032581714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093553394877496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Geometry_Prime,2019/04/05,"I don't think I have social anxiety, except for when it comes to anything even remotely romantic I have plenty of friends. I make friends easily, in fact. I'm not a shy person, and I actually kinda enjoy public speaking (which I know many fear even more than death, according to a study). I can talk to girls, even girls I'm interested in, just fine. It doesn't really seem like I have any kind of the usual social anxiety.

But I *can't* be affectionate or flirt or even just convey interest. I just can't, like I become physically incapable of it. I even think about doing that and instantly the anxiety goes from 0 to 60 in nothing flat. It's like there's some kind of mental block that just causes me to lock up the minute I try to ask someone out - even someone I've been smoothly and wonderfully carrying a conversation with just moments ago.

Does anyone here have a clue what my deal is, or if there's anything I can do to help myself?",4.00221198156682,5.428376225806455,5.578525345622122,78.73064516129034,71.68817204301075,9.185253456221199,27.264208909370197,9.606745405546679,2.5003499231950848,742,26,144,18,14,252,112,186,0.142,0.7020000000000001,0.156,0.574,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,16,14,0,1,7,0,15,0,0,2,1,29,25,9,1,1,12,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,2,17,13,22,23,2,10,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,8,7,95,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.1254001651129944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390995068401265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738628899125163,0.0,0.29491279806439513,0.0,0.0,0.08985212343309537,0.0,0.21149365832983685,0.0,0.12013274176128187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192121163688093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200774076008182,0.0,0.11069375647718302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324807115790173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124536385036426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092491991395263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446013402329521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856184004637006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613269686895798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26763171729005064,0.07062176081960815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833988499656326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577659568017068,0.13028163774853102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295005662720894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330187192206064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220366069616536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232216387400755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698409403328468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26198477909199,0.21775995714560295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328565756067414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646787704237232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724494453201748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415276445473839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393557706595559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Floppy_Trombone,2019/04/05,"My anxiety peaked last year, but it's been lingering and coming back in waves.  

Every single conversation I have with someone other than my girlfriend, my mother, and a couple close friends gives me intense anxiety. It's always mildly been there, but got a lot better in my 3rd year at uni when I just went to everything and talked to anyone. However I spent from September to March last year pretty isolated. I had just graduated and didn't have a job for those months, just pretty much living in my room at my parents house smoking pot and playing computer games. It totally destroyed my self confidence. Sure, I was attending band rehearsals with a couple army regiments twice a week and even performed a concerto with a local community orchestra, but I spent all that time in constant fear when I had to talk to anyone.

It's a little better this year. I've been working all year since last April, i exercise at least 3 times a week, smoke only a couple times on the weekends, but I still get these anxious thoughts when I talk to people. It hit me that my anxiety was a real problem when I got anxious just talking to my dad, who lives in the same house. We were just talking about his recent gramophone collection, but I spent the whole time gripped with fear, and I don't understand why. I tell myself, it's fine, what could you be worried about? But I still worry I'm going to sound stupid, that I won't have a response to something he'll say, and I'll just stand there silent. When this fear comes over I have trouble comprehending what people are saying. I start to focus on the sounds of the words they're saying. Then when I realize it's happening, I try to focus on the substance of what they're saying, but for some reason my mind just can't grasp it.

It's really one of the worst pains in the world. Sometimes even when I'm with a group of close friends, people I went to uni with and at one time was totally comfortable around, I get anxiety. I want to be able to hang out with people and not worry. I want to talk to my boss without feeling like I can't breathe. I really need help.",7.413451511991661,6.4786590973236,7.402954466458117,76.84591240875913,63.866180048661796,10.650955856795274,33.683350712547785,9.842372674337009,3.0470022245394506,1663,58,320,29,21,535,205,411,0.158,0.728,0.114,-0.9599,3,0,2,0,1,0,42.0,1,1,0,4,24,18,2,3,21,0,22,3,1,2,5,63,47,25,0,5,16,3,2,1,3,2,2,6,1,1,21,24,0,0,6,6,3,7,7,9,0,3,18,8,43,9,50,23,12,63,0,0,0,0,29,22,0,2,34,212,64,5,0.07286185650679762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062690145528416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295648318411568,0.1646263170995497,0.0,0.1018934083841983,0.0,0.0,0.06486249990168437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056026270159732716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888078204859651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552807550184406,0.0,0.07873778223510745,0.0,0.05817426359745395,0.2418607751103359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624913809241016,0.0,0.0613892566130801,0.0,0.06548353846868082,0.0,0.0,0.24596953611613184,0.036841143903669465,0.05205252484694353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258577919100417,0.0,0.07613462552515167,0.06989573200562348,0.0414090721549552,0.0,0.11654856541149965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443149907898475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883776655448795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814559957746172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230414981410184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817641338645174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03559662269469019,0.07302672171632539,0.1286767083731897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061944544837433564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356970449138052,0.0,0.05815763872106705,0.0,0.053561848125155534,0.054026143370558936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987461592973474,0.055414725154419725,0.07753015246608051,0.0,0.08090446903142381,0.0,0.0,0.202052948554019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482534047553227,0.0,0.0697189564683452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293274419516236,0.09335434202543902,0.07491412361405286,0.07194229318059807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317706910199501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760108069170383,0.0,0.0,0.060272080636072776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617356145725483,0.05609261684717015,0.07206223915806957,0.0,0.051571997053428686,0.0,0.1163751454516511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867143747300422,0.0,0.0,0.3513816018125576,0.06368447410326537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784417531804769,0.21243167234321195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946841779024242,0.0,0.0,0.07585176223495772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595162150663375,0.0,0.11689077266063885,0.0,0.0,0.13508734190701002,0.06574649256057437,0.08134766074293466,0.0,0.07023622959114008,0.0,0.053044299317471434,0.22198425624400028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234603233602878
socialanxiety,skeletonwlonghair,2019/04/05,"Blushing I honestly wouldn't have a problem with social anxiety but the fact that a lot of symptoms I experience are physically visible makes things really hard. I'm not just taking about a little red in the face, I mean BLUSHING like all my blood went to my face, pure red. This is my biggest problem, and it's always been a problem but is getting worse lately. I just talked to my mom or more like she talked to me and I threw in some replies and I could feel my face start to get hot. It was more of a mild blush, still noticable but not max redness. I can't even talk to my mom.. why is getting worse not sure. Exposure therapy is supposed to help, I'm exposed to anxiety inducing things all day at school yet it isnt and has never helped me. I've done so much research on SAD so I know common replies if I asked ""how do I help myself"" but I'm still so lost.. I'm only 18, about to graduate highschool. I'll have to find work soon, when I don't even like when people look at me. I would be satisfied living a life of solitude in my room for the rest of my life, but it is not possible. ",1.0650743707093824,3.109222574561408,3.026086956521741,91.02326086956523,82.02631578947368,6.4213577421815415,23.070938215102966,7.586124646067393,0.9808819221967964,849,30,188,14,23,285,129,228,0.098,0.774,0.128,0.7947,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,16,10,0,0,9,0,20,7,4,3,6,39,38,17,0,7,13,2,3,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,9,5,0,0,6,7,25,5,23,28,8,22,0,2,4,0,11,9,0,4,14,123,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864169557305066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813782744324027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108266725613767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465118391707457,0.0,0.0,0.0764538565264392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213160863069532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660008925052096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596300063164633,0.0,0.0,0.059941590519664835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835101308905143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580980653842216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619600582359463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383813118581686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515105413655929,0.0,0.1337276639860938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167468362883018,0.1737501571906081,0.11881655633601268,0.10468033488444184,0.0,0.09955072823670452,0.0,0.1294094907875255,0.10078553888774967,0.0,0.0,0.0791319214354243,0.0,0.0,0.12913386969278656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776847097080144,0.0,0.0,0.08714665256294522,0.0,0.0914317695279228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496804343526772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901613362671715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218647565059449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336454140151545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34030418417607605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594508679688754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997722472792514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208450789635202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390910819004407,0.0,0.18934567649606854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173038481559187,0.12321709160535955,0.08913358006998383,0.28585393747633314,0.0,0.0,0.13557033087022075,0.0,0.15751646695063878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989547656490438,0.1069714161285207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630458591090917,0.0,0.2416217236259515,0.08421332232931672,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GGffat20,2019/04/05,"Do I have anxiety? Adhd? Something else? Hi guys,

I’m 22 years old and confused regarding my mental state. To start I have always struggled paying close attention to professors during lectures consistently zoning out. Second, when I study, it takes me so long just to get one section done with the amount of distractions that occur. On top of that, I have a tough time concentrating on what friends or people say when I have a conversation thus resulting in making it tough for me to build connections. This problem could be from something else tho, like social anxiety since that occurs too sometimes when I’m at parties. Even at the gym, sometimes I can’t concentrate enough on lifting but more the people around me and what they’re doing. A few months ago, a friend gave me some addy and I’ve taken vyvanse recently as well to study and I’ve noticed startling differences. Firstly, I can actually get work done, and don’t put things off. Second, my anxiety completely disappears and I start conversations and even hit up old friends through text. I actually feel confidence too. I can talk to people and not worry about what I’m saying and actually speak my thoughts. I actually allow myself to become vulnerable. My question is, should I get prescribed? Is it worth it? Is there a bigger underlying problem that exists? I’m graduating in 2 months and will be working soon and I’m thinking about therapy as well. I just want to know what’s wrong with me and why my life feels great on medication but not when I’m not on it. ",4.12869587897757,6.727650450704224,5.007292644757438,77.89743609806993,74.4225352112676,8.151069379238391,28.82837767344809,8.94667605116694,2.7367596765779862,1224,52,211,28,27,397,166,284,0.091,0.764,0.145,0.9624,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,19,16,0,4,8,0,20,2,0,4,0,43,42,23,0,5,8,0,2,1,3,2,2,3,0,1,15,17,0,0,7,1,2,2,5,9,2,4,5,5,24,7,33,31,6,38,0,0,0,0,14,18,0,4,18,143,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.3880251806743463,0.0,0.11946716081726645,0.0,0.08811776514596817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271407811655705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281368442557496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849276072042253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978654561041007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422570655859084,0.0,0.0,0.07936791206659292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385851791500288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345449622076012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660825632916456,0.0,0.0,0.1027133718323768,0.0,0.13131396353314734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005257132264621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455502287233325,0.0,0.0,0.23040338639984634,0.0,0.15580720468718612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959589373299904,0.0,0.09842795279486437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463115115693202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021367165824703,0.04856493997843242,0.0,0.0,0.08797152526556774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635453590997631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100141477852811,0.10017825849726616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869046105867154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317483162762652,0.20862056455590616,0.0,0.06736034118331882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674761907514366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023697642805806,0.0,0.09993087619378348,0.11135790480870253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815181569873202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581038992755721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222999141159362,0.0,0.0,0.1013322940499104,0.0,0.15305578811679652,0.1966309191430752,0.0,0.1407207061720076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039211402045954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474123251720809,0.07989908924748354,0.0,0.0,0.11367986805926845,0.0,0.06604118712837062,0.0636955995924292,0.0,0.07891756829059925,0.05796466426240497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586324631878808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875656212358915,0.0,0.08969880351803802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473806881321186,0.10095201234034434,0.0,0.0,0.1086852802291702,0.0,0.0640144547216804
socialanxiety,aequanimis,2019/10/21,"Tips to be less... boring? Hi guys. 

I've always had trouble keeping a conversation going and I've always kind of been a pretty mellow, boring person.
I just can't for the life of me think of the right thing to say when I'm talking to people, especially when it's someone who's friends with one of my more interesting, energetic friends who knows how to keep conversation flowing. I have lots of people in my life who just know how to make small talk and get people to open up and talk and talk and talk, and I always feel this weird pressure to be similar and make sure they're not bored with me, but when I'm there, I just can't.
I've read loads of articles about how to make small talk, and they always say something like ""Ask about pets, hobbies, movies, etc!"", and in my head I formulate questions but in the moment, I worry if the question is too invasive or if maybe it'll seem like I'm trying too hard to make a conversation happen or if it's just a weird thing to ask.
So instead of saying the wrong thing, I just say nothing. I can barely ask minimal, necessary questions like ""How was your day?"" And that kind of gets something started, but I can never keep it going. 

I'm additionally not a super interesting person in terms of being around. I wish I could learn to crack jokes and be at least funny, but I'm just terribly awkward. I don't know what to do at a large party or some freeform get-together, so I just kind of stand around. I feel that I'm not interesting enough for people to seek me out because they have fun around me, only because they need help with something. 
I want to talk to people and get to know people and make connections and go to social events, but I struggle so much with knowing what to do when I get there. Any tips on how to be more fun or at least make some conversation?",8.351702054794522,5.84169283287671,8.372080479452055,75.67044948630141,63.13698630136986,11.207191780821919,34.59332191780822,9.354420925462401,2.8405650684931505,1424,43,294,19,16,466,161,365,0.087,0.753,0.16,0.982,0,0,3,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,3,1,29,27,0,3,11,0,20,3,1,11,2,82,59,38,0,7,22,0,3,3,2,1,2,4,1,3,15,24,0,3,13,2,0,4,7,11,0,1,3,7,28,16,50,49,12,32,0,0,0,0,36,17,0,14,13,189,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390168714759008,0.0,0.0,0.048835342659387285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178654314917928,0.2014065481981233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755314838001799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733688408821822,0.0,0.0,0.04631348207534599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420208673401554,0.0800905436518896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262168069023958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096518240651798,0.0,0.18759679662823328,0.0,0.12243904899828813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711062187916016,0.06350405086148048,0.0,0.06433039529514835,0.0,0.07370091654869478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813477965855489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149223921128536,0.0,0.22434675000940366,0.1973328956205088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144737459892568,0.1052526995528732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610528946583315,0.0,0.0,0.2876146469121406,0.0,0.07214587004447283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052790861243273215,0.05324847327000407,0.05538665819538144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890656686955245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866238727976381,0.05461706735035478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987167978031321,0.12540878622923146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073059698210874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413411836372693,0.0,0.07183249258167257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061327959961736414,0.0,0.22843450736244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537591175642407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732043699657623,0.06084697180448774,0.16585560374047215,0.0,0.0,0.050829652743207006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507460149924221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768295818588227,0.0,0.0,0.4040443158647499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312821615808438,0.046014908489672816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04875635309272429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042357202779752516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258147370771446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292964725056772,0.0,0.0,0.07851630655682132,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MiddleTurn,2019/10/21,"Alternatives to Beta-Blockers for Public Speaking Anxiety I have social anxiety like many of you and public speaking/presentations are my biggest struggle. I was prescribed Propanolol, a beta-blocker and used one today for my presentation. I was completely blown away by it's effectiveness. I had zero anxiety while giving a 20 minute presentation, zero heart rate increase, zero shaky voice and zero mind blanks it was incredible. However, there is one potential downside for me, I have severe asthma. For the most part during warm weather and stable conditions my asthma is well controlled, however, cold weather and dry air completely destroy my breathing. I noticed after taking propanolol I started wheezing, I am still wheezing and am experiencing an asthma attack. I am doing my best not to move, and exert myself hopefully it will pass by morning.  

​

Do you guys know of any fast acting, effective public speaking drugs that are not ""beta-blockers""?",8.853088650479954,10.84654354658385,8.661038961038962,59.03623376623378,60.73913043478261,10.326595143986447,40.72332015810277,10.436869588844218,5.1895291925465825,785,42,95,18,11,253,104,161,0.121,0.741,0.138,0.5955,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,4,3,9,2,2,4,0,16,8,2,4,0,18,22,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,4,1,6,4,6,18,5,12,17,4,15,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,3,9,76,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128500299441046,0.1920905463503748,0.107503203104375,0.0,0.3628037166284765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798444795110905,0.14852603666292588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590042686681275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314981745368185,0.0,0.17730574028169413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833283808748487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516495116652718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652897808157987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733145502516546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570140486415646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687936728539851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723233298634577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027335094928988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962075851181567,0.0,0.0,0.16801930896407336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998079037717787,0.0,0.0,0.21424493894790414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119062128651724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785910232214915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611477226124145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189335806835914,0.0,0.1262468642312665,0.0,0.0,0.16526473847525394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886022633081475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498460707097507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653466049325036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213737662966908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920905463503748,0.0
socialanxiety,okalright100,2019/10/21,"I was invited to go to dinner at this person’s house who I just met I’m terrified. I haven’t responded bc anxiety. I want friends, but I know it’s going to be really awkward and I might die from anxiety",0.09727272727273116,2.2182814545454583,3.9329090909090887,82.53936363636366,86.72727272727272,8.974545454545455,24.70909090909091,9.3871,2.771587272727273,160,7,34,6,5,60,34,44,0.31,0.617,0.073,-0.8857,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,10,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494153742224677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351996095282069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24953158263881114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671110644587097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726726224022824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749996416170458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426280429153059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28201145824236784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206907629713096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050047260885425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,syc3d,2019/10/21,"I need a job and can't do it. Just graduated, I have to save money to study abroad next year for my Master's degree.
My plan was to find a job while moving with my boyfriend so we could spare the expenses.
Yet I cannot do it. I have seen job opportunities passing by the past few weeks and telling everyone and myself that I would apply in a few days but these ""few days"" are becoming weeks.
I just cannot call the employees (some of the job applications only provide phone numbers) or even think about having to talk to them if they call me back after sending a CV on email. I just cannot handle it and I am staying all day at home thinking about it and being anxious all the time. 
All my life I was trying to avoid these kind of situations that felt like I had to defend myself and struggling to talk.
I need advice.",4.29581927054981,4.8895200299401225,5.239891126837236,84.53563418617313,70.25748502994011,7.988894937397933,25.96026129559064,8.00094639256281,1.3253161676646703,643,18,136,8,11,211,106,167,0.057,0.897,0.045,-0.431,5,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,3,9,6,0,2,9,0,17,1,0,0,3,28,23,11,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,4,0,2,3,4,2,0,0,5,2,21,4,19,15,7,20,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,3,14,98,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421354596607846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516260781742547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056110874303403,0.0,0.0,0.15168857191395474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28049254923205424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096601151829323,0.0,0.0,0.2657316591057331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071615966217053,0.0,0.0,0.13124059935259907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131874312196054,0.0,0.12553233973219613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377698774010095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451813847912922,0.0,0.0,0.14302538896890746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701199289455473,0.06710063013146503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597774105484868,0.0,0.2036815848981163,0.0,0.0,0.14606970865911206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044583079781376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311129079489042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438337674894306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146393242540974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435845281556087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078805153747705,0.12004701621756662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601236081632413,0.0,0.0,0.08008792966888229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324935215910182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22034237824625613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756711162388704,0.0,0.0,0.08844673238048834
socialanxiety,frost_biteee,2019/10/21,fml... I just told my history teacher “you too” when she wished me luck on my essay...needless to say I wanna die.,-0.3949275362318865,1.8142240000000032,2.27826086956522,92.38376811594203,91.6086956521739,4.8057971014492775,20.71014492753623,6.42735559955562,0.3807797101449277,84,3,18,1,3,29,21,23,0.157,0.723,0.12,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225277286219084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003836560255674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810920922716158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789715878715884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Neiniac,2019/10/21,"I want to ask the girl I like to be my girlfriend but I have really bad anxiety Soo I don't know if this is the right subreddit for this on not but here it goes

So I am 16 and i have really bad social anxiety and it is very difficult for me to make or maintain friends but lately I have been doing alot better and have made alot more friends than I ever had (2-3)
So I met this girl in school who has a lot of the same interests as me and I forced myself to talk to her and we have been talking every since. We have gotten really close and I told her I like her and so did she. Ever since we have been holding/kissing each other's hands and hugging like a couple(which gave me ALOT of anxiety at the beginning but it went away now).

She knows about my anxiety and she is actually really supportive and gets happy when she sees me being more social than normal.

 I want to make it official with her and ask her to be my girlfriend but I'm getting very anxious just thinking about it. If I ask her in person it's going to take me a long time to do it so I've been thinking about asking her over the phone since we already talk every night. Honestly it would be soooo much easier for me to ask her over the phone and I'm sure that she really wouldn't mind but I'm just not sure

I need advice on this and also sorry if I'm posting on the wrong subreddit 😬",1.7144791666666634,3.3332224340277783,3.734744444444445,88.80470000000004,78.13194444444444,7.246888888888887,21.589444444444453,8.109356740369918,0.9768384444444442,1063,29,234,19,25,362,135,288,0.115,0.725,0.16,0.9275,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,0,1,15,17,0,0,13,0,27,2,1,3,4,57,58,30,0,9,14,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,0,3,15,20,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,12,2,42,13,31,40,9,23,0,0,1,1,40,11,0,8,12,171,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0925390551215507,0.0,0.0,0.09266543115486638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046457415837211,0.07583441413218903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901745427160136,0.10712935008921652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432597996076443,0.0,0.08909461120726485,0.0,0.15835587545575686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386820930645646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715558338762466,0.1597944066122195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652871505018078,0.0,0.0990880813650624,0.0,0.053893290768028214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094683062398584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423066048402643,0.0,0.10697081518466912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898542305409975,0.0,0.0,0.0839203457005488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061990266105201,0.0,0.08972913426227977,0.12659768204665228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574987483503468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970994772063606,0.07031422106849335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899023715174184,0.0929119147768106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280069434235755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908196060805553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037482149085588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098312439050544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959716273371454,0.07556613361254326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353296462252568,0.0,0.0,0.1933316745759908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615287772668984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761039559498277,0.1787497065059553,0.0,0.07129932159291774,0.22865896108654504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215247029368622,0.0,0.0,0.05529533162728072,0.0,0.0,0.090612811370809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564870875328301,0.11186475544553362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879070819219423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736353175146377,0.10368021086208143,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,scoopykills,2019/10/21,"BEST MEDICATION FOR SEVERE SOCIAL ANXIETY??? I have very bad social anxiety and nervousness, what is the best medication that worked for you tremendously? (Benzos, ssris? Anything?)Don’t say stay away from them because I don’t care, I just can’t live like this anymore... and does the medication make you feel normal?",5.559119496855344,9.028601169811324,5.666320754716983,70.1710534591195,75.0377358490566,9.571069182389936,27.701257861635213,9.725611199111238,3.6870276729559763,254,10,37,8,6,80,41,53,0.2,0.569,0.231,0.6212,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,3,1,6,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,4,4,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716938484821738,0.0,0.17610997088089747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668406716271802,0.0,0.14827047483088546,0.10825009205925948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37271496989462144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105292620959051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539997935698174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978893124545527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675579444713177,0.0,0.15680490474484218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853490358676935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366744078396097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398904438191665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412174028520677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061294928700216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620374565418789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927485529496246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652070664645211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927912761974275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nua_nua,2019/10/21,"I turn bright red whenever I speak in class Even when I’m not nervous or shy, my face seems to want to make me look like I’m an embarrassed tomato 🙄 does anyone else experience this?",1.2923684210526325,3.5210190263157912,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,82.42105263157895,6.957894736842108,20.026315789473685,8.07648339933343,0.8526105263157895,145,4,32,3,4,48,33,38,0.063,0.679,0.258,0.696,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,2,3,7,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,13,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24500662714379776,0.3590244498258472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066358993768327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927128039233864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314347617129677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34275675763852104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118690212523954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942463082630391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338935752712003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189894374606497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811327132886169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667398624528144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,animeshsingh144,2019/10/21,"Let’s talk about social anxiety. Hey guys!! I'm researching about social anxiety and how it affects our life for my final year thesis. It'd be really helpful if you can answer this quick survey. 
Thank you.


https://newschool.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_3qpSMa25bEpCKix",6.689147286821704,10.70065981395349,5.042209302325585,71.67711240310078,78.76744186046511,8.448062015503877,23.44573643410853,8.841846274778883,2.929313178294574,224,7,29,6,6,65,38,43,0.08,0.775,0.145,0.5827,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,5,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,17,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424501299817423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039360054308745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27472191549832176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597077857063202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837143091678037,0.19597313389545876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774338277785712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5656564244762607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300606912333665,0.0,0.2554412821376759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867052114120785
socialanxiety,Grand_A_,2019/10/21,"Is It Better To Be Crude Than Quiet? First off a disclaimer, crude may not be the word I'm looking for but seems close enough.

When I was younger I was awkwardly loud, in fact looking back I was definitely cringey. I would always just say the first thing that came to my head, problem was that I am not your average Joe so that would often get me in trouble... with basically everyone. Teachers usually hated me, my friends wouldn't be my friends for long because I would embarrass them... but I had friends! They would just come and go.. 

Now... I am a socially awkward adult. I struggle to talk to most people, and when I do I over-analyse everything that was said. If I say something and someone disagrees I instantly think they must think I'm stupid or hate me. I wouldn't have found my gf without the internet as I haven't been able to go and speak to women without being drunk (which is an awful thing to do btw).

So basically I have a question, and I'd like everyone's advice. Is it better to be crude and just say the first thing that comes to your head, even if sometimes it's not acceptable. Or be overly conscious of what you're saying and play it safe in social interactions? I didn't know where to post this and thought here would be the best place so if anyone knows any  better subreddits to post this in feel free to suggest it in the comments.

​

tldr; Is it better to have a filter, play it safe socially and be quiet. Or be louder, sometimes say socially unacceptable things and generally say the first thing that comes to your head?",5.2337128712871275,6.076131405940599,5.623450495049506,81.72903712871289,68.27392739273928,8.832277227722773,30.991584158415844,8.982922981607832,2.463723564356436,1228,48,240,21,20,393,153,303,0.149,0.68,0.171,0.8605,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,3,9,14,27,6,4,12,1,38,4,3,0,2,61,60,24,0,12,16,0,1,1,4,9,0,11,0,2,22,16,1,2,12,3,1,6,9,12,0,4,12,14,30,16,29,30,3,28,0,0,2,0,29,10,0,11,11,173,52,0,0.07880910390395983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701134423265728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557548771377883,0.08538963115384465,0.09576168732959224,0.053592893134018216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510515785258456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059933630647703,0.0,0.04804129826019752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270529241188036,0.2788009921966195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013661988129436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366119433491245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814308713341818,0.0,0.05205266986220467,0.0,0.0,0.15061095214037104,0.07082854094852432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039848250882464825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26813993408423537,0.0,0.08641011467568377,0.18266315454529367,0.0,0.04117450406400895,0.0,0.08957805981026508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561534841196792,0.2426426310974686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866228449389894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03850214736587409,0.0,0.0,0.06974357697713217,0.13235959739863298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463630965541466,0.0,0.08233873991691461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509546733831104,0.0,0.0,0.07540966903412437,0.0,0.0,0.08828423268316034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496550491586812,0.3760329755414563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174484833122291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213438270624355,0.06677469799261658,0.06067109844972481,0.1558884378091704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238838669138504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334377248220444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617863339440976,0.1009953832190272,0.0,0.06256562543741377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679709388387684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193832770797233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799186313485942,0.0,0.09576168732959224,0.0
socialanxiety,memegod-number-420,2019/10/21,"I had my first anxiety attack after trying to text a friend for help. So the other night I spent around 30 minutes tryin to bring my self to send a text letting him know that I need some help. I don’t know why as I trust him the most out of any person but I just couldn’t send it and couldn’t think of a reason why not so I was lying in bed with my finger on the verge of doing it, I finally I was able to because I closed my eyes and just went for it and then promptly had an anxiety attack. This was pretty late a night so he was asleep now when it comes up again this will go one of three ways I either send the text on how I’m not ok ( it’s  increasingly worse depression, anxiety, stress and loneliness In case you were wondering) and get help or I end up not being able to do and have another anxiety attack or it doesn’t come up again in which case I won’t get help but I wouldn’t have to struggle with sending it. Does anybody know any tips for this situation.",4.4422463768115925,4.01503995169082,5.502717391304351,86.33494565217394,69.7729468599034,9.0256038647343,25.94565217391305,8.59863814320734,1.4007942028985507,758,18,175,11,12,252,113,207,0.17800000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.105,-0.9469,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,11,9,3,2,9,1,20,3,3,2,0,36,35,17,0,4,10,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,13,13,0,0,6,0,1,10,9,6,0,3,9,2,21,3,27,19,4,35,0,1,1,0,15,12,0,5,12,120,34,0,0.23816148898348485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619579794142188,0.12486654344097366,0.3643857743914086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600710918157223,0.0,0.4064146137413935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259051657465583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051550344998508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256407074001354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420836197569998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054701945821514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044713496989746,0.0,0.1012900204322496,0.0,0.0,0.09200148780176164,0.0,0.12442954824091328,0.0,0.06767633131149092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31926925167380416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633098882645705,0.0,0.13432826657882702,0.0,0.0,0.1217681292100846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829686317399234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234984239092801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069219430149499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039767129317552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114792744851635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243483820749985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124227187050258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338517460963296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364065904834526,0.12448904934434532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630213280058816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084800884453237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452075222513184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110389043162773,0.21490370015766988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291379877568233,0.0,0.0,0.12135345198970054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LazyHobbit_,2019/10/21,"I related too much to Joker. I saw Joker the other day and I can’t get the movie out of my mind. It hit so close to home. 

The way he tries to make friends but people misunderstand his actions. The way he fantasizes so unrealistically about becoming close friends with his celebrity heroes. The way he has to examine other people closely to know how normal people are supposed to act in various situations. It all made me think of myself. 

I’m tired of feeling like the weird guy at work when I’m just trying to be like everyone else. There’s a lot of bitterness and anger that builds up after a while, when you do or say the most mundane things but others talk about it behind cupped hands, as if to make a spectacle out of your awkwardness. 

Of course you can’t sympathize with the murderous , violent aspects of the character, and I hope no edgelords try to. But when it came to his home life and all the things that made him who he was, it somehow did my heart good seeing that someone out there could sympathize with what I’ve felt for so long.",5.5473470919324575,6.157837663414638,6.043902439024392,79.81752345215762,67.48780487804878,9.624765478424015,29.915572232645413,9.661875296680813,2.5850300187617257,831,29,164,17,13,269,127,205,0.14300000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.8248,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,2,14,13,4,1,13,0,9,4,2,5,2,39,25,18,1,4,6,0,3,2,2,0,2,1,2,1,15,14,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,7,7,15,7,32,15,6,22,0,0,2,0,17,9,0,6,9,113,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487530395808718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038812995174434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196389719239662,0.0,0.0,0.09043808410878512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714590038751008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399775249980725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090554814794882,0.1001818189035559,0.13464477862718024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668589900670696,0.0,0.07326546876523565,0.0,0.0,0.1176200071395716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885179665978506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617567826692994,0.0,0.0,0.2813284002812452,0.13928208707365045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770678783449014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905005827101293,0.13702061211684186,0.0,0.0,0.12410096919808225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192202912580015,0.0,0.2653819508081684,0.18721199143150646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159441513770074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308670683683804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739765461638714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29165778164202955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151817065160126,0.0,0.0,0.11174680396731336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762672229277416,0.0,0.0,0.11881817793070848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127132260549511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632791246670705,0.08985504820123139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611761356162006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28562511158179743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339290699541391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020906171932018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WegTrippen,2019/10/21,"I'm tired of living in spectator mode all the time.. Everytime im standing in a group of people at school it feels like im just watching them talk instead of being part of them, I never know what to talk about and never really have an Idea how to start an conversation without being too awkward. It's the same in class i never ever talk in class even if i want to i just don't have the guts to do that, also having to read in front of class or doing presentations is always an nightmarishly awkward stuttering fest for me. Fuck social anxiety",3.3359225280326186,5.113782816513762,5.047094801223242,80.44864424057086,74.04587155963304,7.780224260958207,24.037716615698265,8.515128840125781,1.6570419979612645,433,13,82,8,9,147,73,109,0.096,0.8420000000000001,0.062,-0.6919,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,9,5,1,2,7,0,9,3,1,1,5,17,15,5,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,2,7,1,19,13,3,15,0,0,1,1,8,6,1,2,8,63,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183706100941768,0.14758015556975584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568214638952816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714653422960615,0.1604349130568296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968002022470868,0.12670810366873805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396915919930002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022114511834047,0.38316477296198703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747402099233446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665056252157192,0.0,0.15661470555216944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103796480553016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206675571378407,0.0,0.12296111488941605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741091437949705,0.0,0.11362322655882393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950074141884662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079915850664025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553838585667373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42767278398760616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342174348289124,0.20385258247551385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461324402977712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097152321628506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,commanat055,2019/10/21,"what a cruel joke!!!! just kill me already okay so if you ask anyone they will most likely tell you that for a guy the most important/attractive trait to have is CONFIDENCE and it matters most than looks/smarts etc ... and us people with social anxiety, not only do we have to make an extra effort, to have/maintain relationships, we are seen as unattractive and undesirable. 

i'm so bugged by this fact, and sadly experience does support it. this disease is incurable and no matter how better you get at managing it, it will still control your lifie. smh",3.8952941176470617,6.5472542156862765,4.815450980392161,78.70552941176472,75.47058823529412,7.609411764705883,25.88627450980392,8.548686976883017,2.1999498039215686,438,16,74,9,10,142,81,102,0.20199999999999999,0.685,0.113,-0.9142,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,3,4,1,3,5,8,2,0,4,1,8,0,0,3,1,20,14,10,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,9,5,9,11,5,2,0,1,1,0,13,1,0,4,2,56,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550429261215237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680357399220686,0.0,0.0,0.16160210738251565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216062831822982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440385997912916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259216930265678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225170280535248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577561129737488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607639229886586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074888969511804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22884177991906715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255696286098137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291190145434996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427213176920734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577459635486875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022715702110235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248132746073679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355942786089697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457002322487945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26226839007760033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200610394402999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780048250920307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MuOrIsIt,2019/10/21,"Some strategies that helped me overcome my anxiety Having had social anxiety throughout my life, it become almost a unquestioned idea that I was socially uncomfortable when there were more then one or two people I didn't know and this made me feel like there was something wrong with me.

Then as I started accumulating life experience and knowledge from reading about others, some things started to come out of it that helped me see a few things.

1.  Almost everyone has some degree of social uncomfortably or nervousness meeting new people or doing something new, and that just because this happens doesn't mean there is something wrong with me or a problem with the situation, its natural.  Now of course there's degree's to this, but when I heard this, I felt less stress about it and was able to not close up when the nervousness started to happen.  Instead I felt a feeling that if I just let it be there for a little bit, maybe it will pass as I get more knowledge of the new people or situation I was in and learning about.  Sure enough as I did this more and more and let nervousness be there it would pass.  Sure sometimes it would remain the whole time I was meeting a new person, but the next time it was a little less.  Same with a new situation, the more I got familiar and learned, the easier and less nervous  I became.
2. Dropping the label that I had social anxiety.  I can't remember where exactly I learned this one, but it was basically as follows.  If you believe you are something or some way, or you can't do something, its going to make it that much harder to change or do it.  Now what I saw in this was, I was almost always believing I was a socially anxious person because that's what my experience had shown me over and over.  However, as I started considering this I saw that what happened in the past doesn't mean its whats going to happen in the future.  So instead when I caught myself saying that I'm a social anxious or awkward person, instead I'd say, up until this point,  it seems like thats whats been happening, but the future may be different.  While it wasn't a magic bullet again it created less stress in me, since I found that I wasn't always believing this about this about myself, and going over how awful it is and worrying that the next moment its going to happen again (even if it might and did, i just wasn't worrying all the way up until that moment).  My attitude changed more positively in general when I practiced this.
3. This is similar to #1, but it helped as well.  Learning that even the best of the best athletes, CEO's, actors, muscians, ALL experience nervousness and anxiety leading up to their moment on stage, in a game, or in a performance.  Hundreds and hundreds of people I and most people think have overcome this type of feeling, really haven't.  Instead it seems they've learned to live with it and instead focus on something else in their experience and not make those feelings the most important, like trying to win, do the best they can at what it is they do, to provide the best performance they can, and in the process, the nervousness or anxiety while there, is not the focus or preventing them.  This allowed me again to feel ok with this experience I had always thought was a sign of a problem or a problem about me, is normal and natural and reminding myself of this over and over lead to it being less and less of a distraction (a demon or scary thing I ran away from in my head or body).
4. This one may seem funny, or sad, or what ever, but it helped.  I realized that someone always has it worse.  There's always someone out there that despite how bad I feel like I had it, has it so much worse.  People with anxiety and nervousness that causes them to talk to themselves and spin in circles, unable to support themselves in any means possible.  People who have no control of their bodys, people who are in agonizing pain almost the whole day, people who have no skin and are always sick....  The list goes on.  The more I understood this, the less I felt bad about my situation and in time felt more grateful and happy that I didn't have it that bad.",9.290325909831617,7.166242588086185,8.994870179250409,70.72510266159698,61.01520912547528,12.008270867282276,38.25895346731849,10.546247564933571,3.9010985406481984,3258,124,598,59,35,1056,274,789,0.122,0.759,0.11900000000000001,0.8962,3,0,6,0,0,0,85.0,0,3,8,10,43,36,0,11,43,2,66,8,4,10,6,141,116,75,0,9,32,0,11,4,0,6,4,3,0,3,84,39,0,2,31,3,0,12,15,21,1,4,39,17,64,15,85,65,35,90,1,1,3,0,34,36,0,36,42,479,148,10,0.044888034960082236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979553179722566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241026459537738,0.0,0.0,0.03052540304916327,0.0,0.20603534328304976,0.10142140526744263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042173786468750384,0.0,0.1124389026515874,0.0547266589519775,0.049575307939613886,0.0,0.15172033168592186,0.1884288932757056,0.0,0.04900610827728339,0.09972097511507562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046112376882308896,0.09497117809347252,0.03866706745986448,0.0,0.0,0.050345748114817936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028949069054773645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046898442602059234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03749819330230855,0.0,0.0,0.04638133944186426,0.0,0.05929624748398798,0.04060379750989517,0.0,0.04289244103883634,0.0,0.2195455576477929,0.0,0.0,0.13618043526214998,0.06413604228907246,0.17239821178230008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04921741342464262,0.0,0.0,0.023452145581323063,0.0,0.10204361885194532,0.0,0.035901062157610165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23816604642113234,0.04778414790462597,0.0,0.0,0.046068074067443884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035001453830192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050673127679538806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024669290090530812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918021140081992,0.06341149317842235,0.08772010599708165,0.08997920707981931,0.03963695725667635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042474144026509335,0.059926223794317564,0.0,0.04509606447937473,0.14668868834970447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761911149530314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599574115831895,0.0,0.0,0.2167657193974893,0.09547786884740234,0.0,0.04398074362863857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125188260128224,0.0,0.04776403403930898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042850708556424914,0.2800774035956286,0.1175835021447665,0.0,0.0,0.04243370213239473,0.050604514866304726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885536158577954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044900182299838866,0.0,0.028756424619254862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508493932103187,0.0,0.0,0.07139353414811306,0.0,0.0,0.035769952189707716,0.12259314345290692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03713184637913422,0.20182412812028527,0.0,0.2745461925495981,0.07606697270899689,0.2073420140594441,0.04439541435960325,0.0,0.12708792872877686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283818477187028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050938410125420684,0.08461288344360897,0.0,0.0,0.036079302172370216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946484754711674,0.02876244030300925,0.0,0.035636085716144364,0.07852372249571662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030476029209895183,0.0,0.04384908766941811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126006557053742,0.0,0.0,0.04035973426539507,0.0,0.0,0.10023177597757454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117195683806484,0.09148948503287332,0.0637743442700037,0.09815603917413786,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,-psyduckae,2019/10/21,"why do i suck at taking compliments no, i didn't say 'thank you' i was just super awkward at accepting the fact that someone was complimenting me in a super quiet room and i was earning stares. 

so someone complimented me about liking my sweatshirt and i told them to ""stop"" but i totally came off super awkward and annoyed. they of course looked very confused and i was just as confused as to why i said that as well. i regretted that i said it and i don't even know why i said it. It just sounded like an impulse reply to get them to stop being so loud and forcing me to speak when the room is at an awkward state. Gosh i didn't know how to react. I was just super uncomfortable and that's what bursted into my mind INSTANTLY, but i definitely didn't mean to come off rude.",2.1033333333333357,4.217666764331213,3.824484076433123,86.28521868365179,78.80891719745223,6.4796602972399135,25.11634819532909,7.554174236665415,1.3224788959660292,610,23,123,9,15,204,86,157,0.18600000000000005,0.62,0.19399999999999998,0.5196,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,5,11,21,3,5,5,0,12,0,0,2,2,30,26,16,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,8,10,0,2,4,0,0,2,5,9,1,0,13,10,24,12,19,12,1,15,0,1,2,0,10,9,1,2,5,89,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978428732265196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490068295032862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425156366205365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037483542680587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013041039651246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901844045820935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525951318641167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842577427309684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466034383030504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936303659366536,0.13756052461810106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29313054177293296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892378107531453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005932431495898,0.0,0.0,0.15925661108737318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528966556586247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427264973483098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555296648426707,0.0,0.4682622449956384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,-MeditativeMind,2019/10/21,"For those who struggle with excessive thinking and worrying!!! Hey everyone, I’m currently trying to find out how one could make the lives of people who struggle with excessive thinking and worrying a lot easier.

Which is why I have two very simple questions:

1. As someone who struggles with thinking and worrying too much, what are the 2 biggest issues you’re dealing with?

2. Regarding your mental state, what would you wish for more than anything else?

Thanks in advance, I'm really looking forward to reading your answers!",6.899580745341615,9.110345076086961,6.594409937888197,71.19282608695653,65.63043478260869,9.604968944099381,39.22981366459627,9.957137785484203,4.641072670807453,425,24,61,10,7,133,70,92,0.156,0.7609999999999999,0.083,-0.7527,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,20,14,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,3,0,2,0,1,4,1,13,12,3,7,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,2,2,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257213925103309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219789734614736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750504929559728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276245024763116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598373856158578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963423174603298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945814951693296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490375146278624,0.0,0.1282931193791946,0.0,0.0,0.12988444586239786,0.0,0.0,0.10197897316512897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396198307953335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230772590805543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352477538607588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591544149156122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114376026408584,0.0,0.15281705390216338,0.0,0.097872032272126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944636383677766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791430317254625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065534827958934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29367751966734185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372467905345614,0.0,0.1492396701017894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605596123251986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378563160975236,0.0,0.17568452750770522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654534501479608,0.0,0.10852748147883637,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,akiresc007,2019/10/21,"Feel extremely awkward and shy around boyfriend's family to the point of not wanting to go to any family gatherings... My boyfriend and I have been together for over 4 and a half years and his parents are divorced.

His mum is lovely and is just what you'd imagine your 'regular mum' to be like and lives in a small place on her own. I've always found that I feel relaxed and be more myself when I am around her or at her place I think because she is a similar person to my parents (who are still together)

His dad on the other side lives in a flashy house with a flashy car and has a young girlfriend who can be very rude and we've had an awkward history of events stemming from my social anxiety and awkwardness as I don't feel as comfortable around him or even talking to him since he is pretty different to my dad. For some reason I always get the vibe that he does not like me and wishes his son was with someone better.

My boyfriend is also extremely close with his extended side of the family on his fathers' side and they often get together at least once a week if not more. They are all very lovely and welcoming however I just don't know how to act around them without being awkward. They have a lot of young kids in the family and I feel very awkward around the kids and don't know how to play with them whilst the other girlfriends of cousins seem to fit in just fine. They are also very attractive girls and I honestly just feel like an ugly piece of shit that doesn't know how to socialise and my boyfriend doesn't seem to notice any of this and just goes off on his own and does his own thing. I feel very intimidated by the other girls and feel like the ugly girl in the family. I wouldn't expect my boyfriend to be holding my hand the whole time either as we've been together for this long now so he probably doesn't even notice how uncomfortable I am especially when they are all so nice to me.

I just find it really hard to muster up the courage to go to some family gatherings of his (unless there is alcohol involved as I can use it to relax). I feel so exhausted every time I go as I am so anxious and awkward the whole time.

I feel bad for making excuses to not go as they have done nothing wrong and are always kind to me but I am not used to their culture and big families and little kids everywhere. Family is also very important to my boyfriend so he gets upset when I don't go and I am tired of making excuses when I know I am the one who probably needs to change but some days it gets so hard that I even consider breaking up with him so I don't have to feel this way anymore.  

​

If anyone can relate or give me some words of advice that would be appreciated a lot.. Thanks!",6.786119480519482,5.656425287272729,7.174714285714287,78.60950000000003,65.21818181818182,10.911688311688314,32.37012987012987,10.125756701596842,2.8978675324675316,2148,70,444,42,28,704,223,550,0.079,0.8270000000000001,0.094,0.8666,4,0,1,0,1,0,28.0,0,2,9,1,36,31,2,7,25,0,49,7,2,9,2,103,87,57,0,8,21,9,13,4,2,2,3,0,0,7,19,36,1,1,21,3,0,7,15,12,0,2,6,13,66,19,73,72,18,57,0,0,0,2,65,31,1,14,21,319,85,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032182930225359,0.0,0.0659705832984305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480963459892589,0.15409288393924078,0.0668844156139317,0.07500869143823959,0.08395701655791278,0.0,0.04722327143851971,0.06973731507861998,0.061219560210131724,0.0431630425202701,0.0,0.0,0.2747638817489584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154196105928035,0.03763002739382639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054595157467241334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530214162018018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03981073511221685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449469832945151,0.0,0.0,0.1080406560209124,0.06317120935746069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231622356838298,0.0,0.05201017682099784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655483067338543,0.0,0.3121253643441926,0.08819983074015872,0.0,0.0,0.05642009019828665,0.0,0.0,0.0676837450299223,0.0,0.0,0.1290054825299804,0.05921702886154497,0.17541287218599375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059588750389672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122811749306265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428228266505538,0.1357007469003376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206326150681362,0.06186966447667695,0.10901741973216224,0.05462909636576778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496125569322164,0.11142744755044512,0.0,0.08241049193109044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577200351796814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059231587827344674,0.14055999971584104,0.0,0.0657404219877359,0.041829837082236164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370876916283341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390024400663965,0.12898939665890302,0.0,0.058354791037569236,0.0,0.0,0.06280158956996064,0.13311073427278108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03954581064853999,0.06346870821574345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239332432057124,0.0,0.0,0.06336494503591726,0.05106368352054075,0.0,0.0,0.06292594836688087,0.05230361804685989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929764771919458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961622562370483,0.0,0.05683267876060279,0.0,0.0,0.04101066072066334,0.03955408341171629,0.0,0.0,0.10798575630834363,0.07094953972829685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662977865535167,0.0,0.3056022272119909,0.03640994596812736,0.04899839074514328,0.049516072438703686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783865297085565,0.07098643910224191,0.05950550506417208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438512119661717,0.06749205074319338,0.07500869143823959,0.03975208802207174
socialanxiety,bcbritt7,2019/10/21,Smoking Has anyone felt like smoking cigs helped with their anxiety or just made it worse?,4.353750000000002,7.6950968750000035,3.017500000000002,87.67750000000002,80.25,5.7,26.75,7.1686216300943375,1.6513499999999994,74,3,12,1,2,21,15,16,0.23600000000000002,0.64,0.12300000000000001,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35599120836669707,0.0,0.0,0.3253832950472044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44680864036268303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119140611005379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22734633316568134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403250903093612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742310490626224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KatRomero,2019/10/21,"Social Anxiety in College So I’ve been in college for two months now and I swear to god every one of these days here I’ve had a mental breakdown from how anxious I’ve been.
I’ve been in a relationship for years now and lately they’ve been going to college in Boston while I’m stuck here back home. I’m anxious on making friends because I feel that anything I say or do is stupid. Most of my time I spend alone and I feel like there’s pressure on making friends and networking. I haven’t been able to concentrate on my work and all of it has been surrounded by anxiety. 
I feel very tense around the arms and very tense around the arms. I don’t know what to do with my life right now because I also have a lot of free time. Can someone help out????",2.383461538461539,3.9714873461538462,3.3861538461538494,92.15884615384616,76.1794871794872,6.338461538461537,24.179487179487186,7.010146845296331,0.7303102564102568,590,19,130,6,13,189,89,156,0.155,0.7390000000000001,0.106,-0.5784,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,12,6,1,1,5,0,15,3,2,3,1,21,25,11,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,4,10,0,0,4,0,2,1,2,2,0,2,8,4,12,5,23,17,3,24,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,3,12,82,16,4,0.15547628318076098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102654018159693,0.0,0.1243343274876206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378778621519625,0.35128789085942963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794373361989675,0.2768137098341853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955166478778585,0.0,0.18955379829660945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002693404196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099547421689958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23584044094741244,0.11107228776996594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24024118141972026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883607546839784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421247531667094,0.0,0.15595538879157594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544569918007128,0.0,0.17538401949812055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098174967905214,0.07595785855171043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218037607578192,0.0,0.0,0.20756325263256534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668352503413596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409968590461908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535475324111866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669233427614541,0.0,0.13277589632839126,0.0,0.12364098074640935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584884911127582,0.13173455019944974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131894205970173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187773708007232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25656843283545805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318858586918965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012162887823298
socialanxiety,twocatssayhi,2019/10/21,"Socialanxietysupport forum deleting my posts? I made a few posts on the socialanxietysupport forum and they have vanished, meaning a mod has deleted them. Has anyone else experienced this? It's not very nice and there was nothing wrong with my posts.",6.809285714285713,10.08063254761905,6.205000000000003,69.27750000000003,68.76190476190476,7.057142857142857,29.54761904761905,8.07648339933343,2.31964761904762,205,8,31,3,4,63,34,42,0.061,0.868,0.07,0.0939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783494868700426,0.26134732413853456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307659710521795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413515232897463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778438443278155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447446398280145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7328539538132329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045782544177208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27887683339751945,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,arthuselixer,2019/10/21,"Why can't I ask girls for their number? I have a problem with asking girls for their contact details. I'm decent with conversations and people have said I'm decent looking but for some reason I always choke when asking girls for their contact details at the end. I don't think it's a confidence issue. I do okay connecting romantically with friends of friends, and tend to connect well with strangers. But when I'm supposed to ask for their numbers, my brain goes blank, I feel flush, my eyes glaze over, and I say ""bye"" or ""I have to go"" or anything to get out of the situation.

Last week for example I had such a good time talking to this co-worker at the pantry and at the end when she asked ""So are you going to ask for my number?"" For some reason, I blurted ""No, no, that's not what I was doing.""  She blushed and apologised and left. She probably hates me now.

Today the elevator broke and I ended up being briefly stuck in the elevator with a girl who is completely my type. When it was fixed. She awkwardly stood outside the elevator on her floor smiling and as soon as she took out her phone, I said ""It was nice to be stuck in an elevator with you. Cya."" And closed the door.

What the hell is wrong with me? I start getting dizzy and I just want to get out.",2.4073517786561283,4.401353292490125,3.6715415019762863,88.3316600790514,77.3399209486166,6.6134387351778665,24.43873517786561,7.586124646067393,1.1025003952569177,985,34,207,14,23,321,138,253,0.15,0.732,0.11800000000000001,-0.9031,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,4,0,10,12,2,1,14,1,16,2,2,2,0,35,43,21,0,2,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,8,21,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,6,1,0,10,6,34,6,38,31,2,31,1,1,2,0,35,14,1,4,15,139,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632451793580006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526350899006823,0.0,0.6493395564757454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292303678102814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137584277524326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075963410448304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058533511387544285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788772087420392,0.0,0.18144497556110145,0.0,0.13158214646469188,0.0970969438518658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429250427095755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208270331463099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436271531287324,0.0,0.0,0.12577739755017087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721219664616354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025584517678065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481264854477345,0.11077004945986818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23804834720206985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202352243067666,0.09205979337658417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301230409368506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193801160730517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304632815260434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417658595827761,0.0,0.0,0.06750263642567288,0.0,0.109730276158336,0.0,0.12861752443541824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828032035855623,0.0,0.09285850882535804,0.0,0.10408530244483814,0.0,0.1044585662445234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427721751154066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265692305732964,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Forcika,2019/10/21,"My friend doesn’t understand what I’m going through. We’ve been extremely close friends since a long time. It was hard for me to tell him I have social anxiety but I did because I wanted someone to understand what I’m going through. Later he called me to ask if I’m “over it”. When I said it’s not a phase , he said “well I mean it is but ok”. As someone who has had social anxiety since primary school, I was hurt at the ignorance and thoughtlessness of someone who has known me for ages. I do want to talk to him about it but I can’t bring myself too. What should I do?",0.997,2.9959167000000018,2.765000000000004,93.05,82.0,6.666666666666668,22.5,7.793537801064563,0.9559999999999996,444,15,101,8,12,147,75,120,0.109,0.8029999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.5205,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,1,14,0,0,0,0,15,28,7,0,4,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,7,3,16,4,14,20,0,11,0,1,0,0,16,3,0,1,5,66,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465478184040363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506468976314427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823124148133816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454496016200915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24899727378583086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316249442289165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435242391054628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250685174432814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260643238047244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553190399709698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30656767751266883,0.0,0.0,0.1630852598383544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665982128759122,0.0,0.0,0.3285298713592434,0.409607674286601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952059241483088,0.14084603355895636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396374508273787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355109702853949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009256396684807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488685692381026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ProudMount,2019/10/21,"Alcohol for social anxiety Hey

It seems to help when I'm tipsy.
Of course I know It's not healthy 
but I can't bring myself to visit a therapist.
What do you guys think?",-1.0291666666666686,0.9907655277777819,1.8277777777777795,92.645,102.05555555555556,5.7333333333333325,17.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.5476444444444444,133,4,29,3,6,46,32,36,0.094,0.848,0.057999999999999996,-0.0333,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014816356459271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873898533217842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719766749044088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518066012920996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646080078398246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419998234651022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829526951523489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361868812726753,0.0,0.2407169576290391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NotSchofield,2019/10/21,"I Had a Panic Attack Before Meeting a Girl I Met Online I had a date with a girl I met on Tinder. I was a bit stressed, because I thought to myself what if she doesn't come. I don't smoke by the way, but I thought why shouldn't I have a cigarette to calm down a little so I went up to a guy and asked him for one. It was a mistake. The cigarette gave me a panic attack I was actually 10 minutes late from the date. ""Good"" thing she was absolutely accepting and very shy too so it wasn't so bad.",-0.46814984709479995,1.4404438899082628,2.458922018348624,93.61174694189604,87.1651376146789,5.468195718654433,20.09250764525994,6.816661863887847,0.2292379204892967,380,12,91,5,12,134,66,109,0.193,0.6970000000000001,0.11,-0.7829999999999999,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,2,3,13,0,11,0,0,0,0,11,19,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,13,0,16,3,10,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,3,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.18469850836773197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694026311242456,0.4306399128848927,0.0,0.0,0.15803108184715664,0.11537616762670293,0.0,0.16105333929969495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066319074326716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303783721922785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874922716065748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874053228329869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350282837378556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969650765760696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282530635571511,0.0,0.0,0.4441310192370021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680613930912035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574141433033806,0.0,0.0,0.3005156958515084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616612687562148,0.0,0.15023232603274206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545356265650494,0.17078515557531404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tylerjosephsbitch,2019/10/21,"How to make and maintain eye contact for a presentation hey, idk if this has been asked before but basically i have a very big school presentation coming up that is heavily graded and my teacher tells me that my main problem is simply being unable to look someone (the examiners) in the eye and to maintain eye contact. 

does anyone have any tips on how to do so? or anything that has personally helped you? thank you!",4.249505494505498,6.646368089743589,5.3967399267399285,76.2173076923077,73.23076923076924,7.534065934065935,29.091575091575088,8.418075326091056,2.414880586080586,333,14,57,6,7,110,58,78,0.067,0.893,0.04,-0.2851,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,9,3,3,3,0,12,14,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,1,8,12,1,7,0,0,4,0,9,4,0,2,2,41,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959257019855916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145426201000052,0.0,0.2370912184972317,0.0,0.2693453633600265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516166886481786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24818254892807495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25212831805760555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311506750964336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419411000074993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231666565282526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515678516735061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756837983175361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915842228446773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24411594176047366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25182215288340337,0.26525436320648466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377221636723601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sam-Hinkie,2019/10/21,CBD use Does anyone use cbd to help with their SA and does it help? Also what brands do you use?,-1.3328571428571399,0.6919166666666712,0.06380952380952642,107.07285714285715,96.61904761904762,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.6631714285714287,74,0,19,0,3,23,16,21,0.0,0.767,0.233,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438128263372614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618942206260848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910783074213008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761363309793641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7269981479838831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bopshestop,2019/10/21,"Can't stop thinking about all the stupid stuff I do everytime I go out I keep replaying them in my head and it's eating at me. Pretty much everytime I go out I embarrass myself. I work from home so I only go out for groceries and stuff but I dread it everytime because I'm bound to annoy someone. Uh, today for instance someone tried to chat me up in the grocery store and I just froze for an uncomfortable amount of time, pretended to grab things I didn't need, slammed the freezer door, loudly apologized multiple times and ran away. I had to get my boyfriend to return the food to the shelf. Last week I cried trying to order a pizza irl when the order didn't go through on the phone and my boyfriend was rushing me(couldn't remember the order).

It's not like these are one offs and by far not the worst situations I've created but I just feel like such a mess. I hate that I always make everyone uncomfortable. Is it normal to think about this stuff so much. I dunno, I guess I just wanna hear that I'm not alone in being like this, although I guess that's selfish.",2.0975615972812243,4.457109495327106,3.422327952421412,87.85153780798643,80.21495327102805,6.694647408666098,23.74596431605777,7.84624498591911,1.3282691588785052,848,30,170,15,22,276,128,214,0.19,0.74,0.07,-0.9813,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,9,11,3,2,12,0,9,4,1,1,1,32,27,12,0,3,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,14,9,3,3,4,2,1,6,6,8,1,1,5,5,26,3,29,21,5,29,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,3,11,114,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590368144735204,0.0,0.0,0.10918501781816352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232849065423288,0.0,0.0,0.07999010284822029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441383034387615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427016242681747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538572007907195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634845022601897,0.09374313574454622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867096884281426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855669880039995,0.0,0.29829994095324736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891058338022198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955194983300364,0.1346689183386048,0.0,0.14789375346740882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316237152858517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663379476781585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696129057892888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232145086877636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758994055930247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929226531965261,0.09729749145949466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285671105660978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891763312618031,0.09979823491122193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349726153951808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864595319923193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749605653581252,0.0,0.0,0.22236347282536112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970525910141232,0.0,0.0,0.4506443136804898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717631094410316,0.16816013270770824,0.0,0.0,0.1530301260541448,0.0,0.12438060853338655,0.0,0.0,0.17817866155827478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525625414935644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095529255612738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hoesnose,2019/10/21,"Actor in my own life I constantly feel like I’m acting. I always feel like I put on this cement mask every morning and walk through life acting like a stone creature with a face lifted into a constant forced smile. I feel like it’s always me coming on, saying my lines, and then exit stage right. I always feel like I have to fill the empty space with my own voice and find something interesting to say so I can keep the friendships I have and make new ones so I just seem like the standoffish loner to most of the people I’m around. I constantly feel like I’m an imposter in my own body and mind. Y’all ever feel like that?",3.2407874015748,4.740720362204726,4.136228346456694,88.02796456692914,73.7244094488189,6.33984251968504,21.361417322834647,6.742157984588678,0.4064714960629918,494,11,100,4,10,159,75,127,0.054000000000000006,0.733,0.212,0.9565,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,8,0,3,4,2,1,1,24,16,8,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,10,0,1,8,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,9,16,9,13,16,4,22,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,2,14,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853264709491342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175344470109056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696429258162367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984614693264352,0.0,0.3705611369908883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339314113249128,0.09630477298112726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34676862328239705,0.4899463064106848,0.0,0.0,0.1044704000300008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159730006769724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147045019670522,0.4467393621152346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629779594868158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541292532643907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039405175286264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745432163991256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924295069781055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490556743777815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761369718849246,0.0,0.18179584681270985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405668894896823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799563684947903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blueyedowl,2019/10/21,"relationships how do people do it? i definitely crave the idea of physical & emotional intimacy but it also makes me want to break out in hives. i don’t see myself as an affectionate person & i didn’t get anything like that as a kid so the idea is completely foreign to me. like, i’ve liked people you know? but i know that it wouldn’t work out because of the way i am. i couldn’t do it. it honestly freaks me out but at the same time i don’t want to be alone. ugh.",0.8556999999999988,2.8195211700000016,3.414000000000001,88.397,82.3,7.2,21.0,8.238735603445708,1.0249,367,11,84,8,10,128,61,100,0.07400000000000001,0.698,0.228,0.9367,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,2,0,17,18,8,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,12,5,12,14,1,8,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,4,55,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173311521974352,0.0,0.15576532405492274,0.0,0.4220876323208066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028716711468274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873594933166225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042228992071788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910104199245872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176439866012037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397653381993759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409175230723654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28547869339631515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001701927983006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27007155634214336,0.1700741956511722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912059527693694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521427078236236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357765927530054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297723280610417,0.15460712744000835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418020036259753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StinkyLeopards,2019/10/21,"I Ordered a full sized pizza with green peppers as my only topping because I panicked when I got to the counter Well this is a full time fuckery I got myself into. Rn I'm waiting for my pizza that I ordered FOR MYSELF. I'm going to eat an entire fucking pizza with only green peppers. Fuck me I'm so fucking stupid. Idfk I panicked like I always do when I reach the counter. It sucks so bad. 

Oh not only that, I also asked for a drink without realizing it was a six pack. I want to throw myself into a ditch and bury myself. 

Lmao I'm going to laugh about this later, but this is just plane stupid :'(",1.4751344086021518,3.4801883951612917,3.5706451612903223,87.86763440860216,80.37096774193549,4.455913978494624,23.23655913978495,4.7782277997778095,0.2825720430107528,467,16,91,1,12,159,71,124,0.184,0.735,0.08199999999999999,-0.9407,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,6,0,8,0,4,8,0,0,0,12,19,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,5,1,1,1,0,3,2,7,1,1,3,2,17,3,14,16,2,14,0,0,2,3,1,5,4,0,5,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609276558663334,0.16744374368172146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881276760872625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802292284697035,0.12267106372321165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713381039519576,0.0,0.2059137701377836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5581158881154117,0.0,0.0,0.22873311673783045,0.0,0.3218922234979991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831331675132393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591451391488341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734181902715715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869368988946348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093454373915396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939834783326925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FastRepair,2019/10/21,"Does anyone wear a mask on a daily basis? I suffer from social anxiety. However I am able to force myself to be outspoken and seem confident.

I used to work as a Kitchen Designer where I would have to work with clients for hours at a time constantly speaking. At first I was a nervous wreck, then eventually I created this 'shell' of myself where he handled all the interactions etc. However I would become so mentally and emotionally drained. I sold the highest amount in the Company and won numerous awards (internally), however I recently quit my job after confiding in my Manager stating how difficult it is for me to speak to people.

It reached a point where I couldn't recall what happened the previous day because the level of interaction was so intense.  

Now I work as an Analyst, a night shift role - related to my studies. It's extremely quiet here, absolutely perfect for me. 

I do not have many friends, just three that I try to hold onto.. When I left my retail job, they held a Leaving-Drinks event for me. I went in with a colleague of mine for only 45minutes. I simply couldn't be surrounded by 20+ people despite having worked with them for years and being so comfortable around them. 

I did like a colleague of mine, however once I confided in her how I truly feel she seemed weirded out. She thought I was a very outgoing and confident person. I could make everybody laugh and smile etc, but the moment I was alone I would breakdown a lot due to the overwhelming amount of stress I felt. However putting on this alter-ego of mine is a lot better than being a nervous wreck and avoiding everyone. But I feel so... fake? It's a different personality altogether.",5.697374382805696,7.1042492587859485,6.734994191112403,72.1163629102527,67.59424920127796,10.674934650014523,34.99404589021202,10.735267742514802,4.215844728434506,1330,65,229,39,22,445,187,313,0.10800000000000001,0.789,0.10300000000000001,-0.6811,8,2,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,10,14,17,0,5,23,0,22,2,1,4,2,39,35,19,0,6,4,0,3,1,1,3,0,3,1,2,8,12,1,3,6,0,2,2,3,9,0,2,11,6,43,8,41,14,7,36,0,2,0,0,16,18,0,4,16,168,51,8,0.12068739855926496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499574749237816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232552956190132,0.0,0.0,0.08438743519442456,0.0,0.0,0.10743737193211032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356991798179367,0.13328974978136385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673819646825496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042020285874106,0.0,0.0963590673265737,0.0,0.0,0.07783338785135249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609264449105134,0.0,0.0,0.10561435577723964,0.0,0.0,0.11822770441558304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357570792994228,0.0,0.0,0.2691967033332433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532198126822014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204634992430037,0.0,0.11587882892834088,0.0,0.0,0.10265663956132463,0.0,0.0,0.09324278474885182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672346796970347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188527769557416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23952724139795165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311272116612037,0.0,0.0,0.058961766780085426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520822086574586,0.0,0.0,0.08055977569131778,0.12235807950286205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162451176865588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325694795927856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128528140655027,0.0,0.09178820498678396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733889240070726,0.2107591625839592,0.0,0.0,0.1140886012531316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132416963521675,0.0,0.12836590407330645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916424624102595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973854989332653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302560430868895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382470072894822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581231354281954,0.0703737926422573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193882149283736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423516289252094,0.0,0.09957974321825877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187842757974473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514474541244977,0.0,0.0,0.2571985957376249,0.0,0.0,0.07771872778037536
socialanxiety,DragonDragger,2019/10/21,"Any gaming communities/groups for people with social anxiety and similar issues? I don't know how many times I've felt like I do right now. Too often to count. 

I've been watching people play video games with their friends on YouTube and it just makes me sad that I don't have anything like that. The people I do get along with IRL (not friends but we hang out every now and then to grab a beer together) aren't into video games and getting to know new people is really stressful, never mind the fact I'm pretty much tongue-tied in these situations.

I have been googling around, but I wasn't able to find any gaming communities specifically for people with social anxiety and similar issues. I'm pretty tired of playing my games alone.",5.361914893617024,6.746140262411347,5.5586453900709225,80.32350000000002,68.36170212765957,8.476879432624115,26.86595744680851,8.841846274778883,1.9827327659574472,591,18,109,10,10,187,89,141,0.114,0.7490000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.3422,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,11,2,0,2,2,28,19,9,0,0,4,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,14,1,0,4,10,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,3,10,6,17,15,1,13,0,1,1,0,11,6,0,1,8,62,14,0,0.14078963027693633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581559703600255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148355294091,0.0,0.21540736360738424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585786966397643,0.1253326200814551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186213357152816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518012382820582,0.0,0.12867917145391142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754743821636585,0.0,0.14711354188400458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29389559142965394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547485976665689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756540358878927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939781714592509,0.14273858729455116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421573919676147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349657771603077,0.0,0.10858564227496782,0.13597550223718116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880290128318242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864673375547545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019344227992612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023357499503312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582534432855464,0.0,0.2870345960222423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127404580372345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209556561469669,0.16181696901205692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OdeToCyrano,2019/10/21,"People remember me more than I expect These four girls just approached me in the library and asked me if I was “OdetoCyrano” and said that they have class with me and asked if i wanted to study with them. I’m studying for something else right now so I said no (lol bad idea tbh) but I’m actually shocked because I always feel like no one remembers who I am, especially since I’ve never talked to them before. 

I’m not sure why I’m making this post, I’m just happy about the fact that people notice me even if I don’t talk. I’ve been having a really rough time and it was nice to hear.",3.1067941712204004,4.186457803278689,4.3983060109289625,87.67283242258655,73.42622950819671,7.38943533697632,22.571948998178506,7.793537801064563,0.8322265938069218,460,11,100,6,9,152,83,122,0.10300000000000001,0.799,0.098,0.34,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,6,6,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,1,3,23,20,9,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,5,5,15,4,9,15,1,7,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,3,4,60,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.16607066113905902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160299199605594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181897540687781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420927893506643,0.10373985478707272,0.0,0.14481023573239793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421631505541965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240196681483994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604787775876288,0.12157628185422993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115926167171156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918046853588397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211196180256496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831411165263091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359614990959517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125293572290198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375050949052214,0.0,0.0,0.11531804585903695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359621007349085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298493653707388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090213570981792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855604393667165,0.14533237875589547,0.32375938518110203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077425609801766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101250738182627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603921819758436,0.0,0.0,0.27356770099669003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923304564958203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037628907382568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356054550619505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UniqueUser1010,2019/10/21,"Train Phobia, Please Help!!  I'm a 19yo female and I am currently in university in my hometown except I have to take public transit to and from campus. One time the train got stuck in an underground tunnel and of course, it had to be rush hour. The train had a mechanical failure (so they said) so we were stuck in this dark tunnel for about an hour. they didn't let people get off because there were still trains running in the opposite direction. I'm pretty sure this is where my fear of crowded spaces originated because I can be in elevators and small spaces comfortably so I'm not claustrophobic, it's only when there are lots of people in that tight space with me that I start hyperventilating, sweating, feeling nauseous, feeling dizzy and my heart races. If anyone has any tips please share!!",6.219261744966443,7.429746261744968,6.376704697986579,75.88331208053692,66.24832214765101,8.913020134228189,29.66510067114094,9.120678840339163,2.4799041610738253,639,22,113,11,10,204,101,149,0.094,0.769,0.13699999999999998,0.7156,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,2,0,9,4,0,1,7,0,14,2,2,1,1,16,26,10,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,9,4,11,3,19,14,1,23,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,2,8,74,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390066323345007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767902332858828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400602514049845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157040406620807,0.19911995452501893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287359162887977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748116498075482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333307785071574,0.13197980335329024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878192106077465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20134646432240336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739972818642895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342644028793085,0.14975346017507135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730152328665545,0.0,0.0,0.432280314276518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032094612919168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729966308711196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936882273381732,0.0,0.15724683882486054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557856865880773,0.0,0.148046408648138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481561226018545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whatisthislife96,2019/10/21,How did you get better speaking to a group or even speaking to one person but other people are around? I am fine speaking to people 1 on 1 but as soon as someone else walks in the room it’s like my mind just concentrates on this other person and it’s awful it’s like I freeze up and can’t think of what to say and if I do it’s quiet and mumbled wth,-0.4908974358974376,1.5155229871794909,2.0105128205128224,96.08448717948721,88.35897435897436,3.97948717948718,16.358974358974358,5.033348758259628,-0.8213179487179487,275,6,63,1,9,94,54,78,0.107,0.745,0.14800000000000002,0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,13,7,11,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,1,2,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,5,4,12,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,3,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25540970325467355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25374756098020423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396755274711708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950058844449652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149898031545649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803383419726411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28969614833161195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944168609127204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39781294052909055,0.5010354796074837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281614318992616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430969361668096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838396051619212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WardsWardsWardsWard,2019/10/21,"Walking down crowded narrow hallways sucks I'm afraid that people might feel like i'm following them if i walk too fast and stay close so i either have to walk as slow as possible to be a set distance away,or i got to walk super fast to make it pass the crowded and sometimes i feel like i look like an asshole for cutting about.

Anyone else feels this? Sorry about wording it so badly,cant seem to properly phrase out what i thought.",3.570147783251233,5.270429758620693,4.041050903119871,88.22689655172415,73.25287356321839,6.3507389162561605,27.37110016420361,6.868970318607317,1.2524824302134645,347,13,68,3,7,109,63,87,0.063,0.804,0.133,0.792,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,2,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,15,7,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,4,7,4,12,11,1,15,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,3,6,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997735868695806,0.23442542700474575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149585191425919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911271616258492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470537880424368,0.3268994754440925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298663229502266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353300532690333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212846504630174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272107869871976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24271317676208734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861623208590495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579296878085715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828451968379813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262820895755543,0.2561149893316246,0.0,0.2438628555514953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163605535530755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alone1904,2019/10/21,"Social Anxiety in Uni Started uni 4 weeks ago, still haven’t made friends and I’m miserable. I have breaks but I have no clue what to do in them, rn I just find somewhere to sit and watch YouTube videos until my next lecture or lab. I usually don’t eat lunch because I don’t wanna be seen eating alone so I just skip it. Studying is getting hard for me because every time I try to study I just get reminded of how miserable uni life is. 

Don’t know what to do anymore, I just need 1 person to save me from this abyss. I’m so lonely.",2.187246804326449,3.48886410619469,3.717286135693218,90.77429695181914,76.07964601769913,6.792133726647003,25.829891838741396,7.3871296695380915,1.1109260570304822,416,15,93,5,9,138,76,113,0.16899999999999998,0.774,0.057,-0.8925,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,2,0,15,20,8,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,3,13,2,12,17,0,12,0,3,2,0,4,2,0,1,8,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885059384347775,0.0,0.0,0.22024657723628646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268058942386246,0.0,0.21089674298020328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25926518218601674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351985668750695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917111550170195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943629327069017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642968229312495,0.0,0.22220705276856675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904972232854807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686969590695355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502046045421613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121942212644692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768108147925414,0.0,0.0,0.22616113915501426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856822536428029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677512079414307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051839280204787,0.0,0.16982665842220387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400091417140767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437887159059493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342095777380809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057911501896347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wakawakka,2019/10/21,"Had one of the best nights I've had in a long time this weekend but following it was a serious spike in my anxiety. Hi guys. This past Friday I went out with some friends. I saw a girl that I have had a crush on forever but never really hung out with her before had posted on Snapchat about her going out. I sent her a message asking where she was and she responded by asking if I was close by. We met up. Had a great night and she ended up sleeping with me and staying the night. When we woke up we hung out on the couch a bit. She was holding my hand and playing with it. I had some other responsibilities so I told her I needed to go. I drove her to her car and she gave me a goodbye kiss and said ""lets hang out again"".

I was feeling so high off of what happened. I've had such a big crush on her for so long and this finally happened? I thought I was dreaming because I am not someone who gets girls. I don't know what I am doing in that department and have never been in a relationship.

Now I am having a ton of anxiety. I want to meet up with her again and see her. I want to text her and talk to her and be around her. I have never felt this bad or this anxious and I am trying my hardest not to text her and seem clingy. My friends think I should wait a couple days or just invite her out again but I just want to know how she feels. Was I just a one time thing or will this lead to something? I know time will tell but this anxiety built up in me regarding all this is eating me alive. How should I handle this?

tl;dr Had sex with crush. Night went amazing. Next day tons of anxiety over wanting to see her again. Send help.",1.0052855141005423,2.840443320809253,2.6863741460851287,94.47727185146259,81.10982658959537,5.812436503765984,20.600455421264673,6.850034144686104,0.19445394990366088,1263,35,294,14,33,416,163,346,0.067,0.8009999999999999,0.131,0.9759,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,0,2,18,9,0,0,16,0,33,5,2,3,4,70,68,27,0,8,13,0,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,3,18,30,1,2,9,3,0,12,6,2,0,2,28,8,57,7,46,34,7,66,0,0,3,2,46,27,0,7,25,220,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31391218890271194,0.115893036196297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132333373336188,0.1918082167305633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856550664724776,0.06253550372428061,0.0,0.0872931724701603,0.0,0.1076577300977294,0.0,0.11199739671211252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350951276875475,0.0,0.13231903064119638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497113947252318,0.0,0.0,0.0908607908763046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374117818256487,0.0,0.09849869534728632,0.11237800307347423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851545503604095,0.0,0.053596976882149136,0.0,0.11660403227528494,0.0,0.0,0.1131014819483976,0.0,0.10157631775299043,0.18143300989785385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687612666888854,0.10838779386685936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913583016483458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490118622980787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157085156924602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606625598511484,0.2373620572605173,0.0,0.10910142766311436,0.3850802330735692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390299244412131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979299922865671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824907820370224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571925030001954,0.0,0.0,0.11013902561418623,0.0,0.0,0.0975828252281618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349559949125872,0.09339048677900344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266013611239416,0.0,0.08692082700156027,0.07897575295550227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934307946575406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245478085368027,0.08966472909588112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681536130545843,0.06573299840089142,0.0,0.08144186448422695,0.17945625165549506,0.0,0.0,0.09802536671136268,0.0,0.06964919381718694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24203164009008796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019659166430428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Islander642,2019/01/08,"I feel like an outcast... I’ve been going to college for the past 6 months with a small class of 12 people. I feel ostracized from the group and despite trying my best to fit in, I feel like they have all written me off as some weirdo. I’m honestly at a loss why I can’t just get along with everyone. Being excluded from everyone feels humiliating and isolating. I’m tempted to just pull away completely and focus solely on school work but I feel that will just make it worse if I don’t try to socialize with the group. It’s hard to judge what’s just my social anxiety and what’s real. I feel horrible and wish there was a way to rectify this but I think I’m just doomed to be socially isolated for the rest of my life.  Any thoughts or advice is appreciated.  ",2.7941836228287817,4.516330264516132,4.514193548387098,83.93436724565758,75.38709677419354,8.640198511166252,25.471464019851126,9.265573868473778,2.0901513647642687,601,21,126,15,13,203,103,155,0.183,0.723,0.094,-0.9244,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,6,6,0,0,8,0,9,1,0,1,1,31,25,10,0,2,9,0,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,7,13,4,23,18,4,12,1,2,0,0,6,7,0,3,4,78,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469799792657056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228470104131533,0.0,0.11506407443504214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131617308340974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578471624535991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770316929682415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874484901328684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563142077446547,0.2149074297543387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858358809217382,0.0,0.0854820903644977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347387955589384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623980315496803,0.1469665249427383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040057252421347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200566994096524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358440761759556,0.10427611334827401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120075298809387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152224056158928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599755027270111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637735504667223,0.0,0.11940960674255295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423851777747246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938932454598235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357226164638722,0.0,0.1729653339111186,0.0,0.0,0.10950106707558667,0.0,0.15328175372393402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,__Pr0ph3cy__,2019/01/08,"I have finally built my confidence I've recently gained confidence in the last week, after figuring out where my insecurity stems from. I recently added this beautiful girl from my school on snap. I knew before texting her I had a 0% chance with her. I knew this was text suicide for me but I did it anyway. I decided that you only live once, and you miss 100% of the shots you don't take. To sum up what I said to her is along the line of ""I think you are very beautiful"". she responds with ""thank you very much ❤"" Even though I know I would never have a chance. It makes me feel so confident that I was able to tell a super beautiful girl a compliment, without being scared of what she would say. I just wanted to share, thank you for reading",2.6349974186886937,4.505766067114094,3.9269798657718127,87.32234383066599,76.24832214765101,8.074548270521424,23.542075374290146,8.841846274778883,1.5970739287558071,580,18,123,13,13,190,96,149,0.039,0.6809999999999999,0.28,0.9914,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,6,0,2,6,8,0,2,7,0,12,0,0,1,1,20,24,4,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,8,5,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,3,29,5,20,14,1,12,0,1,0,0,18,5,0,0,7,86,37,2,0.1793912771309405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264876404654773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184862466655572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907056198221829,0.0,0.0,0.19651437552059312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858875442396664,0.14622783389652802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840578430717395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974507048099893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187322971613682,0.0,0.13835761204481944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910458554465247,0.0,0.13643514993862355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943982295823327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542544884837513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706421847406346,0.14265914381316405,0.17960196346939494,0.18155354969971246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622494079877686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487991488256654,0.0,0.15679588320304802,0.3303187720079565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149466868832124,0.17625101896188608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960331820148125,0.10580962311955182,0.0,0.14389686179941155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292678956157373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548688325732689,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,408me,2019/01/08,"Double meaning or hidden messages in conversation a thing? I’m going crazy, I feel like I don’t get it, I keep interpreting and seeking hidden messages when people talk to me, like they try to insult me, is this normal adult behavior? Is there a technique or a formula that smart people use to go back and forth? Are they testing me? My ego? I want to know what the hell is going on",2.5906766917293207,4.683989947368421,4.325864661654137,83.38605263157895,77.15789473684211,6.448120300751881,24.01503759398497,7.447530270364453,1.2128142857142865,300,10,57,4,7,101,55,76,0.14,0.748,0.11199999999999999,-0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,2,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,16,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,10,3,6,16,1,7,1,0,0,0,8,2,1,2,4,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088397541668205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867078538609864,0.19592672042781292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328610892559346,0.0,0.4675936696904783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437690687260612,0.0,0.0,0.15072252450299886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679727664847916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987424086514706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687101527810909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802656228431069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043453564208987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220180674153608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620009098298693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368669265753408,0.0,0.0,0.1617617912557057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,needpeopletotalkto,2019/01/08,First day back Today was my first day back from break. Second semester of my Junoir began. I decided I would try to put myself out there by dying my hair blue. Second someone saw me they started laughing. They wonder why I never talk. ,2.4333333333333336,5.084441222222225,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,81.22222222222223,5.377777777777778,20.11111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.6055777777777775,185,5,32,2,5,60,36,45,0.0,0.9279999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,3,10,1,5,2,0,13,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,10,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928498122504336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294876037756279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651162623081325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345704473935659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701841096990802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567973143448408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164415418414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080847879090756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532064081540494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24213626765292506,0.0,0.0,0.17343344993176196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23050345119270205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770240981071009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146400352397932,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hegelalien,2019/01/08,"Had a breakthrough this weekend! I'm 23 and was diagnosed with social anxiety when I was 18. Before that, it was *really* bad, to the point where I thought I was broken and I'd always be alone as a result. 

Since then, I've been getting better at holding it back. I can talk at parties now! I don't automatically assume everybody hates me! I can introduce myself to strangers!

*However*. My latest breakthrough was that I tend to isolate myself from groups because I fear rejection, and I don't keep my friendships strong and healthy because I don't really think anyone cares about me, so I never check in on the people who *do* care about me. Their love just didn't feel real to me.

Well, something happened. This past weekend I went on an art retreat with some people I'm working on a project with. It was basically a weekend camping trip, and that spelled *death* for me in college because I'd, as mentioned above, isolate myself and shy away from participating in the group out of fear. 

But...I didn't this time. Something clicked in me early this time, and I stopped myself from hiding in a corner on my phone or going to bed early instead of socializing. And we bonded! I made friends! And I'm still in contact with them!

Ever since them, I've felt so much more energized and unburdened. I've been chatting more with my coworkers, letting them know more about my personal life. (I've been here for, like, three months, and I was probably the most open today than I've ever been.) And I don't half-say what I'm thinking anymore out of fear of being ignored or told to shut up. 

In short, even though I've been able to carry out idle chit-chat with the people around me for years, I'm finally letting people (who aren't my two or three closest friends) *in*, and it's been surprisingly easy.

Is there a lesson here? Not really. Everybody's condition is different. But maybe it'll just be nice to hear that it genuinely won't be as bad as you think.

(That being said, I'm *still* feeling some anxiety about a networking event in a few hours, but maybe the beer will help lol)",2.6348762376237644,5.007477636138617,3.7707821782178255,86.01716336633665,78.33168316831683,6.614257425742574,25.941584158415843,7.734863291789972,1.5721358415841582,1631,64,314,26,40,528,205,404,0.083,0.825,0.092,0.7496,2,1,3,0,0,0,70.0,1,1,4,4,24,20,1,3,15,1,36,4,0,2,3,56,64,27,1,0,8,0,3,1,2,3,2,2,1,1,18,25,1,4,10,6,1,3,10,8,1,3,22,6,39,12,54,32,8,56,0,1,1,1,25,28,0,7,26,212,57,3,0.09753852450409367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102049530635844,0.0,0.0,0.08115986603569199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492334085418998,0.0,0.09673200692468167,0.06820120421691794,0.0,0.0,0.08682996617670563,0.0,0.0,0.09164065454348164,0.0750011046498415,0.1628811875480558,0.1783757376535265,0.0,0.08299810030119803,0.0,0.0,0.0862648985397524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889405266762988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899954920184402,0.0,0.10190699809008537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442327552722045,0.17645835919973238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292738721732352,0.0986368173880296,0.0,0.09365227960715683,0.10684868594882248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507160441541828,0.0,0.05095985329925125,0.0,0.055433391251855715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862529950930461,0.0,0.0,0.09629909948469262,0.0,0.0,0.1099330060001491,0.0,0.06537801695123861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605579899698012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866967222037272,0.0,0.0,0.05360462221466393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947949948531085,0.0688943444141065,0.04765239621152247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803232652319368,0.09229331026863234,0.0,0.0,0.1959811158662323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785431968736348,0.0,0.07170203843697867,0.0,0.07522772315685758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311155835325456,0.2704837265822608,0.08516687736070035,0.0,0.0,0.09220543289365707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516302653292467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102019478623776,0.18745702924195293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927814729007566,0.07756654959536702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136975081017405,0.0,0.0,0.19885648483178436,0.0,0.15017984292881728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578878332923546,0.08154657397143668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839777130274908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749624420766534,0.09583110509513366,0.07743469329733747,0.11375099604474607,0.0,0.09245511634956376,0.09320224008530018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528096553856934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769884743506122,0.09041918941195597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100920751720037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281161185449367
socialanxiety,avakadava,2019/01/08,"Anyone's friends kinda ditch you? I tried to ask my friends about hanging out for once, later this week, and they apparently all got plans together that night already for dinner .. great start to my morning",5.74072072072072,8.021184513513518,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,68.72972972972973,7.095495495495496,31.25225225225225,7.793537801064563,2.2122684684684684,165,7,28,2,3,49,33,37,0.0,0.762,0.23800000000000002,0.8834,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,6,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34147285725908266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636645323267295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28928303816169193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781425239235039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474860751772935,0.3411568167028245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903868813816676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32954168911577075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190220204726548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100882927372305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482127381669893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,runo_sari,2019/01/08,I need to talk to my boss and I'm panicking I'm literally shaking because I need to talk to her about my work but I can't find the guts to talk to her. She's really nice and sweet but I can't seem to do it because I'm afraid to let her down or lose my job?,-1.145752688172042,0.20833582258064354,2.143225806451614,98.1015053763441,85.93548387096773,6.068817204301076,18.397849462365595,7.1686216300943375,-0.11855698924731195,199,5,56,3,6,72,35,62,0.11,0.753,0.13699999999999998,0.5697,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,2,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,10,10,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,11,2,10,9,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,32,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31081319038715643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330068491969475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529846033740163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26068929188799705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852081295279331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780635686214208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331850420251925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320841235690033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6147236043576223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559641540057029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,percythrowaway21,2019/01/08,"I’m getting so tired of going to see a psychiatrist and making no progress. I’m on my 3rd round of psychiatrists now. I’ll go for 8 months to a year and a half then I just get so fed up with not making progress that I stop going. 

The most frustrating thing is none of my psychiatrists thus far have put me on any anxiety specific medication. Always a fucking antidepressant, SSRI or SNRI, and I have come to absolutely hate them. None of the meds I’ve been on so far have helped with either my depression or anxiety. I’m so tired of taking meds that don’t work for 2 months then going back and the doctor deciding the best option is to just up the dosage. 

One of the other super annoying things is how every time I go in my depression is always the main focus. My social and general anxiety hardly get thought of at all despite me constantly trying to express that my anxiety is much worse than my depression and most likely even a huge factor in why I’m depressed because I’m so fucking lonely but terrified of any social interaction so I can’t make friends. 

My social anxiety has ruined my life and I feel like I’m never going to get adequate help for it. ",6.315004995004998,6.07896887878788,7.584155844155845,72.33689310689311,65.83982683982684,11.090376290376293,32.48784548784549,10.727762888450028,3.4685262071262075,925,34,174,23,13,318,126,231,0.182,0.723,0.095,-0.9407,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,5,12,16,5,0,12,0,12,8,0,5,2,32,40,19,0,0,7,0,3,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,7,10,1,1,3,0,0,8,7,11,0,2,3,4,18,5,28,37,9,30,0,6,2,2,9,11,2,5,13,115,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580798343567382,0.0,0.0,0.13550992675526774,0.0,0.3811010869689377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661287853758424,0.0,0.06073634420321166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045603946868563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582640941526992,0.0,0.1076696365740336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34326063498619186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198026321823178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580773184612948,0.0,0.08394647095017208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037826139470706,0.07117899785768098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697746612105394,0.18422121543047426,0.208219922591068,0.0,0.3397479296390962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892530560846519,0.09836856732369592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335659813304884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037488401226623,0.09735289260132053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952066277410746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213432204653262,0.10037140520169244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905481834384785,0.0,0.07324291538526095,0.0,0.07684436707676576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751500221888689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016031999596513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939589844989099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046948666280874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329901000788806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491284026469983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238563870617806,0.0,0.0,0.07909876500994363,0.05809775258772655,0.2290306951359941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764537194435992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990475422430835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725351955276419,0.0,0.1015361975377886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416143351787792
socialanxiety,Outcast227,2019/01/08,"I don't know how to make new friends. I had to go to my new highschool today for a test and the only people I talked to were my friends from primary school. It now appears that my friends have started hanging out with the other kids and I don't know any of them. Tomorrow we are heading on a camping trip for three days to get to know our fellow students and I need advice. How can I make new friends. If you have been in a similar situation, please give advice.",1.8449356725146195,3.8634106631578926,3.1835087719298265,91.03900584795325,79.21052631578948,5.906432748538013,26.345029239766077,6.937597516519254,1.1020994152046786,363,15,77,4,9,118,64,95,0.0,0.843,0.157,0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,9,1,1,4,0,16,20,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,0,13,4,14,17,0,15,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,8,52,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219047961539085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120082340563052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622412084705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090171767516296,0.0,0.08605401236356094,0.15800453853115826,0.09360830982241844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903965573718768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27156040632906303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198899876949679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221301445300918,0.0,0.4772329209456164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252691376799746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418895681845452,0.0,0.0,0.18080177293446645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666949948297967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851405872045176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165823629245582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323874058534921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612552255005666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ayupuyo,2019/01/08,"Eating lunch alone? Ever since highschool has started for me, I've been avoiding going to the lunchroom because none of my few friends have the same lunch schedule as me. I can't stay on the 2nd or 3rd floor of the school because there's classes going on, and if I sit by my usual spot on the 2nd floor by my next class, I get sent back down to the 1st floor. I've been camping out in the girl's bathroom but it gets really awkward at times, especially when a group walks in and starts chatting and I'm too afraid to leave the stall I'm standing in, but then it seems like I'm listening in on their conversation

I can't change my school schedule to match my best friend's lunch time, so I'm not sure where to go. Where do you guys go during lunch??",6.193846153846158,4.995180307692311,6.084230769230771,86.17326923076928,66.43589743589743,8.825641025641023,31.038461538461537,7.1686216300943375,1.6111692307692311,592,18,132,4,8,186,98,156,0.08,0.848,0.07200000000000001,0.5806,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,8,8,0,3,9,0,7,5,0,0,2,14,22,11,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,5,1,1,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,3,1,13,5,22,19,4,37,0,0,0,0,11,16,0,3,13,74,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315467799948615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598035854099466,0.0,0.2156021290120397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558446347544008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870750798957222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095321703076367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159963450295568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732549316126568,0.0,0.1847849883059907,0.0,0.4020128744909896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510109506198046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724983605164391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639592646578513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807316389527573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328932716550486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579465015548118,0.0,0.16099005029047214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628528923196868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503389438563978,0.18848973240456945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667121802828855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062356454451571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476615860864532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mahboilo,2019/01/08,"I can't leave my room anymore I have severe social anxiety and I live in the dorms of my college. I only get out of my room to go to my classes. The problem is I havent talked to someone in a very long time. Also, I dont have a loot of food left but I just can't go to the grocery store (which is only 1 km away ). I am starving but my anxiety is greater than my hunger. But I really need to get out of here soon, in all.seriousness.",0.14302083333333115,1.6986247604166709,3.0741666666666667,92.02083333333336,82.64583333333334,5.933333333333334,22.125,6.937597516519254,0.4758625000000008,331,11,80,4,9,118,56,96,0.146,0.8059999999999999,0.048,-0.7861,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,0,0,9,15,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,15,0,16,15,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,3,56,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740372413281482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32027872605781965,0.0,0.2076023341526421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667547889620424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24533700958309165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531265964286605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873596608490076,0.0,0.2379378197506527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221653686067678,0.2274411882696355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484509462344675,0.1852533386266645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521795217993914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184147385863721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030364886337632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341042400241974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648698778897345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338888608303186,0.17736738313515898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825413668392458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206390129724355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272185413096008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lxlpeep,2019/01/08,somebody help im currently at the doctors in a wheelchair in a middle of a huge crowd and im feeling like everybody is staring at me because im the only one in the room with a wheel chair. a lady looked at me and started giggling so that's just great that my face is so deformed that it's funny to look at :),2.3525373134328333,3.3166197761194027,4.430029850746268,87.16832835820897,75.11940298507463,6.554029850746268,29.817910447761196,6.742157984588678,1.5345844776119404,243,11,52,2,5,84,45,67,0.0,0.6970000000000001,0.303,0.9626,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,10,6,0,12,0,0,3,0,2,10,0,0,3,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003786460500328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351326620047404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615556123403292,0.1641151602961751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532719666822693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397942578509913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7444253324819371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122317400879081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858212839980462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556672016330385,0.17471576120903753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626001157120489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gaythrowawayxz,2019/01/08,"paying with card in store i always try to pay with cash at a store (even though i have a debit card) just because i'm terrified of failing to do such a simple thing in front of people. how do i know if i swipe it or if i put it in? do i put it in before or after the cashier cashed the items? when am i supposed to type in my pin code?

 sorry if these questions seem dumb, i just don't want to fail and stand there humiliated while other people are waiting in line. i can't find any information online since everyone apparently seems to know how to do this, and at this point i'm too afraid to ask",3.7527755905511815,3.8640186377952768,5.188651574803148,86.13762303149609,71.28346456692913,7.9248031496063,24.536417322834644,7.645422480735847,0.9352055118110232,465,11,106,5,8,157,80,127,0.142,0.835,0.023,-0.912,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,10,4,1,1,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,22,18,12,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,7,0,7,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,0,20,18,1,16,0,2,0,0,3,9,1,8,3,71,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700402493601372,0.0,0.0,0.14466011803208642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988689164320157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967502723460042,0.0,0.18101308606022476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050268469966415,0.0,0.0,0.2032676054553341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442655878166465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338159080498554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949531007339113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109363827642826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276942378964017,0.2383003934566765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873132283355307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596810339584015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381279307116643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413248651191113,0.0,0.20900097726190345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442613503095406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547056332469886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GrimalKin_Seamless,2019/01/08,"I have a dream. To go to a coffee shop, order a hot chocolate with cream and marshmallows, then sit down and drink it, then leave, all by myself.  ",3.8479310344827553,4.664330517241385,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,71.41379310344827,7.179310344827586,21.396551724137925,7.1686216300943375,0.4049172413793101,111,2,24,1,2,35,24,29,0.046,0.878,0.076,0.2023,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,2,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6318388645560717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366559324542748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6829450276759164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,manonomnomnom,2019/01/08,"Scared to even see a docter Uhm.. I dont know if this is the right place, but lately my mental and physical health has been going downhill.

I know that I need to go to the docter.. I know that it is not normal that I can barely make it to class or even the supermarket, even making appointments with my old friends is difficult for me. But the whole idea of going to the doctor terrifies me even more..I dont know if anyone can relate to this and if someone went through it, how they managed themselves to push themselves as far as to do it... 

​

I am a little lost and could use some guidance...

​

X ",4.676280487804878,5.2683837317073205,5.276168699186993,84.61961890243903,69.40650406504065,7.776016260162603,27.570121951219512,7.645422480735847,1.4852121951219517,481,15,97,5,8,155,75,123,0.10300000000000001,0.863,0.034,-0.8157,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,7,0,12,2,0,4,0,24,26,12,0,6,7,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,3,1,11,1,14,22,2,11,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,5,2,70,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850279814729751,0.3196495882834236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196966715533504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501695340077144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462774767007446,0.0,0.0,0.3083071530392769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34750044520915696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162067206131928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425662132780835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981150559378502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848270485864398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28914441143238273,0.0,0.14837291279447196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182880808877295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358183280156026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559618299498828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325525042859988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752871166585246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887264068193122,0.0,0.0,0.13801985926017513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374220998405716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232691862984334,0.0,0.0,0.13168566821560904,0.0,0.10481333000364178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144595148802257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360071810478076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219307320179248,0.0,0.14684987775034627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196495882834236,0.0
socialanxiety,h0203throwaway,2019/01/08,"Is it a social anxiety thing to experience painful, cringe-like physical discomfort during small talk or formal talk? I have a a couple diagnosed anxiety disorders, and also social anxiety traits. More than being anxious about my social skills, I actually lack them/have social communication issues that make me very confused about how to interact with other people rather than scared, but the social anxiety still hits pretty bad sometimes.

There's something I've never seen anyone mention and I was wondering if it's a social anxiety thing: when I have to do something like texting acquaintances and do small talk, or email a professor in a formal way, it's physically painful for me to do it. I can't open my emails or text to type one or read an answer because it makes me physically uncomfortable to the point that it's almost painful - similar to the way eye contact feels like, it's not pain like an injury but can only be described as pain. It feels like reading an incredibly bad and cringy joke. So I end up avoiding them for days because I don't want to experience this feeling. It doesn't help that I often simply don't know what I'm supposed to say, so wording the reply is a struggle on its own.

I'm not embarrassed or shy about what I have to say, and I know I said everything correctly, it just feels horrible to have to communicate this way with people, maybe because it feels so stupid even if it's socially accepted and needed. I usually don't do small talk, and I do really good and feel relaxed when I can be completely direct, but these aspects of communication are so hard and impact my life. I lost friendships and had issues with university because of it.

Can social anxiety manifest like this? Or is it something else? Does anyone else experience this? Thank you.",7.651958714150645,7.848738721556888,8.117885282067443,68.17141033722032,62.98203592814372,11.462716671919319,36.14182161991806,11.10113133989139,4.246086227544911,1439,62,242,37,19,477,168,334,0.191,0.6629999999999999,0.146,-0.9087,0,1,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,2,17,25,1,6,14,0,26,8,1,3,2,53,46,30,0,6,15,0,7,5,0,0,7,3,0,0,28,14,0,1,11,4,0,0,8,15,0,1,5,12,23,10,28,37,3,18,0,1,2,0,23,8,0,12,12,161,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.06506458774227243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676477151407237,0.0,0.0,0.053319486412592126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060343598222511,0.0753230837455264,0.0,0.09324056892069152,0.06831579281843864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134066302667477,0.1625763596740827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990683045462585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377394550016972,0.0,0.04299946637532378,0.0,0.0,0.06767310340381166,0.0,0.0,0.07641462851112021,0.0,0.05834720889534021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113957964580644,0.0,0.05905372043897949,0.0,0.0,0.04403780644977556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599226434622504,0.1956610447002534,0.0,0.0,0.2022754526562637,0.09526439653853244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592331584534372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972715817188644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469043886711874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918148335555589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328500324095702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709409417580259,0.16286869800219742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278297394771252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901134748645664,0.0,0.06698338743022729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943821611568516,0.051423400703045984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518029290423538,0.050708878836397214,0.3547312647147827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244725529370748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302885058480091,0.0,0.0,0.06783182554701722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338486812096384,0.0,0.04271332218492478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634226141451349,0.10604430371176653,0.0667526968559468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437291611541676,0.0,0.15398761087743534,0.06594267758187337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053246254798082406,0.0,0.0,0.06970255005995207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143613996941512,0.0,0.061384821267371874,0.0,0.0,0.08859100550227332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343242202522582,0.0550133553013842,0.039326283299486335,0.15876908447070184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230553292573856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,graybagss,2019/01/08,"Having difficulty socializing at my new job. Any advice? I’ve struggled socially since I was a child. I somehow got this far in life and I just started working full-time at a prestigious university doing program coordinating.  

Everyone here gets their shit done and can socialize and mingle with everyone else really smoothly. I know I just started here (about a week ago) but I can already tell people either don’t like me or won’t talk to me unless I initiate. Half the office was out for vacation last week when I was introduced to others, and now that everyone else is here, I feel like I have to introduce myself to the ones I haven’t met yet. I don’t even know where to start.  
  
I’m deathly afraid of losing my job over this. I have a 3 month probationary period and if I can’t perform well or get accustomed to workplace culture (and I’m sure my office can tell since everyone here is basically a lawyer who attended a top school) then I’ll lose my job.   
  
I’m trying really hard despite my shyness to talk more. I also have a stutter, which I plan on going to speech therapy for once my health insurance starts after my probationary period. My stutter makes it super hard to even initiate conversation, because it comes out when I’m nervous (which is 90% of my existence).   
  
I know I shouldn’t just sit at my cubicle all the time but this is the busiest month for my job so I’m piled with stuff to do.   
  
At least I know I’m doing a lot better than my other job, where I didn’t even start socializing til 5 months in. I’ve made improvements since then but I have this urgency to get better, and to get better fast. ",3.8490595611285268,5.4735761880877805,5.477309090909091,78.51996363636364,72.38557993730406,9.241931034482759,27.807021943573666,9.692545771848811,2.6901020940438864,1280,48,246,33,25,435,165,319,0.081,0.802,0.11699999999999999,0.9374,5,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,10,21,16,1,3,12,0,26,3,1,2,2,35,52,21,1,2,11,0,4,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,13,12,0,0,5,0,0,3,7,8,1,2,8,5,37,8,34,42,5,43,0,2,0,0,14,14,1,5,27,164,50,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076634082045538,0.07326579607208566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120826963007407,0.06609658058444469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056206029326531626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050383744205504566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929628856502084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119717057035525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458144396516833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380898754422362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377211889736182,0.0,0.0,0.31590918488874103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041791211982342966,0.05904643204843926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272852780236295,0.0,0.04697289847852695,0.0,0.06610416082743854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807948046009864,0.0,0.0,0.08785495321612384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100955795489357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169297749286856,0.06737221371805374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058379380601221276,0.08075894759288986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493235020774196,0.0,0.0702675685429271,0.0,0.0782070913503876,0.05517068991008845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979155327972226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982558239653427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802142423992558,0.05600696990337778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730032180025089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058976645040786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364799112250777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484084130136152,0.2051111636271508,0.0,0.0,0.3370122326220639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925066967041076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640556252415217,0.09461648803904964,0.0,0.0,0.07789830326850096,0.0,0.0,0.13286470371677025,0.14448255809823035,0.0,0.09451948783466227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819490444635486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611511791568487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325965087244226,0.0,0.07431385603912605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601714638130577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imsotiredofliving,2019/01/08,"Its been so long and I'm still fighting I'm so deppressed because at the age of 21 I'm still living with my parents, have no job, no friends or SO and I feel like my life is worth nothing. All I do all day is browse reddit, facebook and youtube. The only thing keeping me alive is my parents, without them I would have already ended it a long time ago. I feel so lost in this world, my life has no direction. Depression wiped all my passion, dreams and will to live and social anxiety pushed me away from the people I loved and cared for. I know I'm not alone in this journey and a lot of people here has been struggling with the same issues, others even successfully accomplished what seems to be impossible and lived the rest of their lives happy and for that I still have hope. For now I'm just gonna try to survive and try to take care of myself. Thanks for reading my post, I appreciate it. If you have or know any online job available please hmu I'm very desperate to get a job and prove myself to my parents. I feel like i dissapointed them so much.",4.015109034267912,4.985302691588785,4.6964299065420585,86.80199688473522,71.14953271028037,7.388909657320872,27.35077881619938,7.554174236665415,1.3471156386292835,832,28,175,9,15,267,124,214,0.094,0.6890000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9826,6,1,0,0,2,0,18.0,0,1,3,4,13,15,1,1,8,0,15,4,0,0,4,34,37,19,0,3,6,3,3,2,1,3,2,0,0,0,9,13,0,1,7,2,1,2,5,4,0,0,3,3,25,11,22,30,7,19,0,2,0,2,11,5,0,6,13,116,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585551507629857,0.0,0.0,0.11199567122433468,0.11933011218504574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735357858691299,0.0,0.08272329148683875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015967758414723,0.0,0.0,0.06591834131631279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050251152982944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973839263297922,0.0,0.09313686884811533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577587559958953,0.0,0.0,0.07142241743381329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402953485780208,0.15450391481045392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354514832923082,0.0,0.056496287792246074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511215306786016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740285987703146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286527196370508,0.3219231219667605,0.0961157195548314,0.0,0.0,0.11885678500094025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275847386847444,0.10565899687924987,0.0,0.3819421871857253,0.19139286731591465,0.0,0.0,0.1180425721997871,0.0919328573078541,0.09759642801696218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949196743244462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037588408386498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224185089655572,0.0,0.0,0.36021472237239904,0.0,0.0,0.1499349534070885,0.0,0.0,0.11870020602757235,0.0,0.0,0.10356382991011487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816467143015664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844241457360653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102304311046356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25907123062405896,0.0,0.0,0.11304660762930747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130436953895194,0.0,0.0,0.0995565556531165,0.0,0.0,0.07184036043076872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305462627080446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683368828976892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922303682975953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423867492754478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076816291608502,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sitchnatio,2019/01/08,"I feel so uncomfortable around girls I really don't know how to act, I feel blocked like I don't know what to say...it feels like they know I don't have romantic experiences.",2.625,4.273018166666667,4.167777777777779,86.555,75.66666666666666,9.244444444444444,23.11111111111111,9.725611199111238,1.815844444444444,138,4,32,4,3,46,23,36,0.212,0.642,0.146,-0.3074,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,10,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,3,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922819529456446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211682504125848,0.0,0.0,0.4980382272609453,0.23455792855774996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413222309426182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208094173133503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033562878789386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261099981921578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Owolsana,2019/01/08,"Started of on a bad foot with classmates due to social anxiety. Hi guys! This is my first real post on Reddit ever. 
So im female in my 30es, I started education june last year. I have social anxiety, and in some periods is worst than others, especally when I feel stressed. 
When i started Education, I had a hard time connecting with anyone, besides one girl, WHO allso seemd to be social awkward at times. After first period she stoped education due to personal reasons. 
When we came back to second school period, after beeing away for 3 months, I was determend to be more open and interested in the other classmates. It’s gooing well, and im really maling progress. But there is a group of 4 girls, and I have a really hard time to get on better terms with them, and change our connection to something positive. 
The reason why it’s hard, is because i get really strong bully wibes from one of the girls in the group, and I just cant handle bullies. 
I was teesed a lot as a kid, and it just still freaks me out to deal with that kind of people. 

Can anyone please help me with som inspiration to deal with this problem, because it’s affecting a great part of my day at School. 

Im sorry for my bad english. I hope everyone gets my point.",4.60549829849295,5.737342330578513,5.955153135634422,77.72171366067091,69.9090909090909,9.330481283422461,27.458434613514825,9.627879704456738,2.5065048128342244,972,32,183,22,17,328,142,242,0.125,0.742,0.133,0.7859999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,1,5,11,15,0,2,11,0,13,1,1,3,1,31,22,13,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,17,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,7,1,5,4,4,22,8,38,16,6,42,0,0,0,0,21,13,0,3,27,123,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578268227058445,0.0,0.0,0.1442569659359678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691766393729986,0.07931994693393023,0.17226049153763534,0.12576485027373774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123235192841253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798201666152468,0.0,0.0,0.10912447627879968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652654126816829,0.21269687089429198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330974359056156,0.0,0.09856917137693197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215834591688783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548744457252272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616829330046149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372892273877427,0.0,0.10213982164344844,0.0,0.0,0.2772202718705831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691427260895523,0.0,0.0,0.10245634463547557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33427580727413964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742022016108234,0.0,0.08408521939438937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769882405777363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233746069488006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980120563200424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170698064688674,0.0,0.07151479614587904,0.09007110261000098,0.0,0.11323338345912808,0.09751496432340083,0.0,0.09879412392918653,0.0,0.0,0.09870555208461364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741315011495085,0.1982515015116559,0.2121213599522939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879704843515384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154610701662186,0.0,0.07941387815069294,0.0,0.1154737507699423,0.21904124928674096,0.0,0.08237984016547832,0.0,0.11816388171627926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045180158496574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274887292917493,0.0,0.0930814827781439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664285378514567
socialanxiety,anon19213,2019/01/08,A customer really went off on me today and it gave me an actual panic attack. I shut down and literally couldn’t handle it. She was the most nasty mean customer and I know it shouldn’t be effecting me this much but it’s really bumming me out. She did it in front of a bunch of customers and I told her she was being very rude and I started crying and couldn’t breathe so she left and I went to the back of my store to try to calm myself but it really rattled me up. I’ve just started to get more comfortable around people at my new job but I wasn’t prepared for this. ,1.0503443526170813,3.0349471404958663,3.1656404958677697,90.32603650137743,81.72727272727273,6.347382920110194,20.00068870523416,7.492282038375204,0.568206060606061,448,12,98,7,12,152,75,121,0.122,0.7959999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.6183,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,1,5,0,9,1,1,1,0,20,18,11,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,3,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,8,0,19,2,16,5,4,18,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,5,74,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.19844341994248155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810274894736835,0.0,0.2313436579207925,0.0,0.1563660828207977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337397613229812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624367039297017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017967044010904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117576179168106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209438810892716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151128420725508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948802331647154,0.0,0.0,0.19639981821111194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385912023297327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097952620131568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908198618758591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878689278975496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275508604596173,0.19431272726318066,0.0,0.13806349576992386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778771290707392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770209659227781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hawkgrl,2019/01/08,"Lost my confidence, not sure how to get it back? I made a lot of progress after going through some traumatic things that really forced me to gain a sense of independence and manage a lot of things for my family. I grew massively as a person and became very confident in myself and also stopped caring what people thought of me. I was much more secure and confident within myself. However, now, my family situation is out of my control again and things have basically gone to shit. I’ve also suffered something very traumatic in the meantime which I thought I was over but I don’t think I’ve actually properly processed.

I miss having a peaceful, calm mind and being sure of myself in everything I did. For once, I was socially outgoing and I think my lack of caring what people thought of me actually drew people to me.

Has anyone experienced similar circumstances? How do I get back to the new improved me? I really miss her.",4.922617671345996,6.989644965317923,6.417725020644095,71.06013005780349,70.44508670520231,10.260776218001652,30.854252683732447,10.451354775682146,3.8378194880264247,741,32,123,23,14,252,99,173,0.128,0.696,0.17600000000000002,0.9154,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,8,11,1,0,7,0,11,1,1,5,2,28,26,13,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,3,5,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,10,1,26,6,24,15,6,16,0,4,0,0,3,6,1,3,7,99,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.2563597595232442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008310647843054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184385337613192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020020185156566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26784272243185864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732160441187267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805004074435325,0.0,0.24765255138751416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725122153560507,0.0,0.0746499466795964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433854139868747,0.22334028407603124,0.0,0.124287735872667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262732613191444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655828779841508,0.0,0.0,0.12685986308239167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988480249257626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731872700426076,0.11469085167383067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829395810729114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483017834835026,0.0,0.14764431693367092,0.0,0.1338960656595922,0.0,0.10112061533499517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981553286563044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475940116015164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617918170377851,0.16832916426532896,0.0,0.3128346793470064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675708745737265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,glubandglub,2019/01/08,"I’ve accepted my life as an NPC Trying to be an extrovert isn’t working and I seem to offend people with my social ineptitude so much that I’ve somehow ended up with less friends than when I would sitting  by smiling and nodding . I’ve been working on being more extroverted and true to myself but I find people drifting off mid conversation and ignoring my invitations. In working on being less socially awkward I think I’ve made myself too boring. Where is the balance?!?
I think I’ll just stick to what worked and try to be an extrovert.",4.002970085470087,6.175828826923079,5.595512820512823,75.52726495726499,73.23076923076924,8.083760683760685,30.786324786324787,8.841846274778883,2.8991081196581203,434,20,74,9,9,147,68,104,0.1,0.8270000000000001,0.073,-0.5788,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,6,7,1,1,4,0,8,1,0,1,1,19,12,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,10,3,15,5,4,11,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,2,55,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182590521063767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884202646089927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927342945481085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561208219677255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506711610854105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515463018532432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28584130499339705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767410539702986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42029439514861183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641892572879323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799289433450876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6003278585291323,0.0,0.0,0.14644529870570835,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MaWaNu,2019/01/08,"Where to start getting in contact with stranger women My SA only restricts me, when trying to talk to unknown women I see and like from behaviour and looks.

I have no idea how to start conversations.

Like for the past 4-5 months there is that cute girl sitting on tue same public transport than me.
Everything I managed to do is smile at her and wait for a reaction.
But I am so bad at reading signs and emotions, that I really don't know If I should start a chat with her or not.

Hell, we seem to have so much in common that getting to know here shouldn't be hard.
But I am scared of scaring her away, eventho I am certain there is nothing that would make her see me in a negative light.

Those of you having the same Problem, where did you start?

Thought about getting into Smalltalk with strangers I don't see at least once a weak.
Because if this works out, I might be able to talk to her, without having to think to much, if I can impress her or not...",4.222973296133919,4.9640356735751325,4.506735751295338,89.19413312076527,70.50259067357513,7.181984854523716,29.35392586687924,7.010146845296331,1.3965515344758868,747,28,159,6,13,234,114,193,0.11900000000000001,0.78,0.10099999999999999,-0.684,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,0,1,10,11,1,2,6,0,21,1,0,2,1,39,39,15,0,7,10,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,3,6,10,0,2,6,2,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,6,24,5,32,31,5,22,1,0,4,0,18,12,1,7,10,118,30,3,0.1454238968354372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663053813884474,0.0,0.12142287949736122,0.08864905773507213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358231041847196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130697621488692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279339518395615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302712474001942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641658784696484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598423410745915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209354069806496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122119447397445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970715803727198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427177339454334,0.0,0.0,0.11607596702914155,0.0,0.2138065937241466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953815111778867,0.0,0.0,0.15487170400718134,0.0,0.11060142659511583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882356458634126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915102934525245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546325060721987,0.0,0.09316227210447896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29118938027238656,0.0,0.34765205304734803,0.13238845393938825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117271306912469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337724394340348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318176113255673,0.0,0.11545033008043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873328007596634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018344708550107,0.0,0.10587032888645036,0.0,0.0,0.10330496389646014,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sunrosekt,2019/01/08,"i forgot how to speak to people like a human basically this. Ive gotten to a state of isolation that, as an adult is gonna screw me over unforgivingly. My only friend can speak well through anxiety and watching her, I can't help but think she's well off and I wont ever get a job or be able to shop by myself or anything. 
I am trying to change but, I'll admit what do normal people even...act like? or speak like? What if everyone I meet just hates my presense because they sense I'm nervous around them? ",2.8959285714285734,4.120365104761909,4.58779761904762,85.54741071428572,74.14285714285714,7.154761904761906,23.60119047619048,7.645422480735847,0.983690476190476,396,11,84,5,8,134,80,105,0.12,0.726,0.155,0.5663,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,6,9,2,1,4,0,8,1,0,1,1,16,16,10,0,2,7,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,0,2,4,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,2,4,14,6,12,11,0,5,0,0,1,1,13,3,1,4,4,54,18,1,0.2252686933730085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723299338428233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537694050937328,0.20053689683841852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732170461176768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830440802584696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878784741322568,0.2037684300319735,0.0,0.2152538901956818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404203369683155,0.0,0.11769359466495435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224061971842069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099285670766738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354441864309904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33016471446250045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071549043318886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132699230626794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123458960222977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434308276225288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294265577488206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050872180496416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Deplorq,2019/01/08,"Wasted teenage years Hey, im almost 18 and incredibely shy. I've spent most of my teenage years inside gaming. I never had a job, teamsport (outside school) or musical instrument to play and meet people. I usually feel lonely but I do have one great irl friend with whom I usually talk to online everyday. I really want to make more friends and be more social but deepdown I also want to completely isolate myself. I am now on a second highschool to advance to university at my first I did have 4 friends .One of those friends is the guy I still talk to (mentioned before).Anyone else had this and maybe you have some advice?",3.0261734028683165,5.804374042372885,3.9499999999999993,82.9100586701434,79.76271186440678,7.020599739243806,26.873533246414603,8.139509932561175,2.152068318122556,499,21,88,10,13,160,84,118,0.062,0.7120000000000001,0.226,0.9756,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,1,16,15,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,4,4,1,13,6,12,10,4,12,0,1,0,0,14,2,0,4,9,60,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692828378869444,0.0,0.0,0.16080932164131975,0.0,0.0,0.12842506977598594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228940276105616,0.16454510442242012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837727035632358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341537015395922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811999541791502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659915980666934,0.0,0.0,0.4962907848593103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177052840785017,0.0,0.15901096347131738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346651979793806,0.0,0.1593624146747166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719616111215084,0.0,0.1613358789316335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385816645539795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217642091442037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113340169841631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287911139120927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625273047643448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370294464232535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824868444604404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25815494076568923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353737988000654,0.0,0.18944221021506247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068314911029324
socialanxiety,youarenothing,2019/01/08,"I hate making phone calls Hate 'em! I'm just absolutely terrible at talking on the phone. I turn into a blubbering, stuttering mess every single time. Unfortunately for me I recently got a new job where I frequently need to be making phone calls to specific decision makers whenever we need to make a change (I work in the TV broadcast industry) and these phone calls are sometimes after hours when sending an email isn't an option because these people are at home with their families and not sitting at their desk. So I have the added anxiety of feeling bad about calling important people in the company while they're at home on top of my already-shitty panic when making general phone calls. Fml.

Just wanted to vent because I had to make one such phone call a few minutes ago and the person I was talking said *""whoa whoa whoa buddy, slow down, you've completely lost me. Deep breath and start again from the top""*... Kill. Me. Now. ",4.1468103448275855,6.619958436781608,4.859295977011495,79.59342672413794,73.82758620689654,8.258045977011495,27.54166666666667,9.017664075816787,2.5711735632183914,744,29,129,17,16,239,117,174,0.18600000000000005,0.7859999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.9834,1,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,1,0,2,4,10,9,3,1,12,0,7,1,1,6,0,23,24,8,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,9,0,1,5,2,15,0,22,18,2,30,0,1,0,0,21,14,0,1,14,76,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960164851682331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286220864591058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044017072967454,0.13205807587126006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6636226063813785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458502384784774,0.0,0.1135683138508358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912617443089055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211162778492018,0.0,0.05476832984271552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663099997441365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138812254408436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173015655781579,0.0,0.10667042635969384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748790907172197,0.0,0.11983671217857945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824080099949745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615121935112276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063136627817326,0.0,0.1046132337207022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339840257457078,0.0,0.0,0.12708666148659142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018673905776214,0.09457822655845356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069499701979636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303427149583376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712828281699202,0.0,0.07666733021795251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412220350750354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316051385567249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781779216474213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388817309120913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885606616589462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PurpleCat987,2019/01/08,I have been considering asking a doctor for antidepressants to help my anxiety. I just can't seem to make friends or really interact with people outside of my immediate family or inner circle of friends in general. Would you recommend taking antidepressants? Did it work for you? What side effects were there for you?,6.249818181818185,9.198196163636368,7.365454545454547,61.848181818181835,69.18181818181819,11.672727272727276,32.81818181818181,11.20814326018867,5.112381818181818,259,12,37,10,5,87,44,55,0.028999999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.2,0.8818,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,0,9,10,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,7,2,9,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,0,29,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194071553109586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956636845657386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237090984088366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981450856071015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886887985868289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119847607279669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110834528941547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192572929487695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026064995734423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879144167557265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23779079614099116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302435981844366,0.0,0.0,0.2246645197763093,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Stevehandelin,2019/01/08,"5 Ways to Prepare Social Media and Email Accounts Before Death #### 1. Get a Digital Executor:  A digital executor is someone who will carry out your wishes regarding  your social media and email accounts, upon your passing. One job your  digital executor may have is delete emails or deactivate social media  accounts. The  executor would be the only one to see your emails and  confidential information on your social media accounts. You can designate anyone as your digital executor, but it is best to choose someone you trust.

##### 2. Inventory Your Accounts: The average person has about 90 online accounts.  Most likely, you will not be able to remember all the accounts you have  created off the top of your head. Make a list of all the accounts you  can think of; make sure you have the username and the password. Make  notes for any inactive accounts. If you no longer use an account,  explain why and what happened.

##### 3. Get Proper Documentation:   Since your will or trust may not cover your digital assets, you should  work with your digital executors, and make sure they can carry out your  wishes. If your executor needs to prove to a service provider that they  are your official representatives, confirm you have the proper  paperwork filled out. If you have data in the cloud or other online  storage, the service may require evidence of your consent to turn the  data over to your family members or fiduciaries.

##### 4. Backup Your Files:  If you transfer all your files onto a hard drive, it will be much  easier for your family members or executors to gain access. Remember  that any files you leave on the cloud will still exist.

##### 5. Do Not Forget to Update:  Each time you create another online account or delete one, make note of  it. Make sure you know which accounts you have on auto delete. For  example, Google gives you the option to set up a service called Inactive  Account Manager. The service allows you to choose what happens to your  account and data after long periods of inactivity. ",6.940687679083098,8.783384638968485,7.199385673352437,68.31087220630376,65.07449856733524,10.168527220630374,34.59037249283668,10.355215969177356,4.150773891117478,1585,72,235,40,25,513,166,349,0.021,0.852,0.127,0.991,1,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,38,2,5,2,7,0,0,22,0,28,1,1,11,7,64,48,19,1,9,14,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,0,1,10,12,0,1,9,0,14,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,40,7,38,35,7,24,0,0,1,0,54,13,0,15,7,171,50,9,0.10604686341995527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423100725493526,0.11119938269217897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741504326156218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023807004982416,0.0,0.1112896405876968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828570430190354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994308980636635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081021842810106,0.1017298144873186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755378219424348,0.0,0.09499715989751394,0.0,0.10883467638971148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523514864484268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828058277053581,0.0,0.0,0.11228831640343853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518091408330134,0.0,0.0,0.09384813702648193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247226288012604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795664652215988,0.07863240551096956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155802975032758,0.08065341828555876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259603072009984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24026084730853586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450562021201283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772306127903608,0.0,0.0,0.4324056898409115,0.17970632648129806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468916211349424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29984374128069075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795054809483804,0.0,0.0,0.06183677886646102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534853527749613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159044121240094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417506410757344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956907997020618,0.0,0.2438973187213027,0.0,0.0,0.07720337958177502,0.0,0.0,0.07533264914038353,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheChosenFool,2019/01/08,"Time heals all wounds my friends. I am much like you. I do insanely awkward things and then think about them for the rest of the day, and then sometimes the next day, and then of course recall it from time to time for the next months/years. For some credibility I froze for a solid 20 seconds during a college presentation and stuttered the rest of the 4 minutes of it. At the end of the presentation I nearly cried on the bus ride home thinking I am a complete failure of a human being. I realized though and something I now tell myself all the time is that ""time heals all wounds"". I promise myself no matter how badly I fucked up today, tomorrow the pains will be at least halved. And then the next day another half and then another until I barely even recall anything. I work a retail job and sometimes multiple awkward things happen that day. But by next week I recall maybe one thing from that entire weekend and It barely causes me and grief at all. I mean think about surely you felt socially anxious at one point 2-3 weeks ago, but do you even remember it now? So remember when you fuck up that time has your back. For time heals all wounds. ",4.737808295964129,6.043985591928254,5.085086883408072,83.42924467488791,69.76233183856503,7.727466367713005,26.94198430493273,8.07648339933343,1.6318073991031392,909,29,174,12,16,288,121,223,0.113,0.843,0.045,-0.9161,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,1,1,11,12,2,2,17,0,9,9,0,2,6,30,17,22,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,7,0,1,1,11,10,0,0,8,1,1,1,1,8,0,4,1,2,23,4,26,13,10,44,0,1,0,2,10,9,2,1,35,127,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063437962989404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442643761881366,0.0,0.11550820112503292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413925387236543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786204028118119,0.08537063977444692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503419252040032,0.0,0.0,0.1072023585684127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231177288826674,0.2637593026398088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905590780203849,0.0,0.0,0.1350642472815131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981716200225948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899454385989314,0.1890484529506384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041527120967346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256047466366294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146278463912296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995193874262322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271924890205017,0.1113752169112968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516213488670526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349565793821841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385682608880247,0.0,0.10879631643452456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665495340877132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23164821755467602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422631114706447,0.0,0.07871350562370158,0.2022466337300646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963650812449426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936698788947214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378190534518406,0.1965441751042217,0.10045558821641183,0.0,0.4173408124936972,0.0,0.09691668573885467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640301880771711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443587030370002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658426865619493
socialanxiety,kioptea,2019/01/08,"I’m not able to make friends I’ve lived all my life without friends, but now I’m in a really good therapy and feeling really lonely because I’ve no own to talk to. I’m trying to make friends but its not working, I technically know how to do but I think when people try to know more I’m closing myself and run away. Do you have any tips to make friends? ",5.298684210526313,4.149846763157896,6.414736842105262,82.91315789473686,68.21052631578948,9.705263157894738,33.473684210526315,8.841846274778883,2.486800000000001,278,11,63,4,4,94,47,76,0.077,0.703,0.22,0.899,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,4,1,18,14,7,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,10,14,3,6,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,34,6,1,0.19064758690929806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964689668264426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911968363608075,0.0,0.0,0.11621699945298218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639714826038656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5891754108973468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599061506860236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954985580043944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466002875301056,0.0,0.0,0.16834531206661876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817762339941914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321710319930514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442674519691216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323530875545313,0.0,0.0,0.2180221307327332,0.0,0.0,0.12215927567931582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588743941502737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377747050555926,0.0,0.1387937138717703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vuvuimp12,2019/01/08,"I need help I don’t know why I keep putting off the idea of getting help, even though I hate my social anxiety",1.6437500000000007,3.0480492083333366,2.8566666666666656,95.955,77.75,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.6976499999999994,87,3,21,1,2,28,20,24,0.209,0.581,0.209,-0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23265474852135656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087165619485664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889273011805172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002604174540961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40769707644504544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433200417719862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27032022251600424,0.0,0.0,0.1671391147972528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255047912480105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30572956700041115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100170794356016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988012117966488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744254569212982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Disco_Steve_Phd,2019/01/08,"Does anybody else's social anxiety pair well with their introversion? I certainly wish I wasn't so anxious about every social encounter and that it didn't hinder my friendships and professional endeavors but I'm perfectly happy not having any social interactions (outside of my wife) and am very comfortable with and content with a life of avoiding as much social interaction as possible. If I didn't have my wife, though, I imagine, I would feel much lonelier.",10.674999999999997,10.177400419753084,10.226018518518522,57.81458333333333,57.148148148148145,13.5320987654321,43.70679012345679,12.602617957971056,6.000923456790124,378,19,54,11,4,123,59,81,0.10099999999999999,0.652,0.247,0.9346,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,7,1,0,0,2,17,10,10,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,1,9,5,8,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268269897602815,0.0,0.1380105828453038,0.2038081481202995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578750630168381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507065952132657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200037181452475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121901584058303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204621880889225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742654235718756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652392708193201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338137564217945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7356073855673521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772486040238854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885436851920028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622072318474981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074587282113161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815569818798694,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KeyEvening,2019/01/08,"Any tips on how to get over my long term crush? I can't take it anymore. I'm a 17 year old guy and a senior in high school. I developed a crush on a really cute girl in my 6th grade class, and I've had a crush on her ever since. That means I've had a crush on her for 7 straight school years, which is crazy when I think about it. She is definitely my ""oneitis.""

SA has completely ruined my teenage years and has made me an extremely awkward and boring person. I don't really have any friends and can barely hold conversations with anyone about anything other than schoolwork. 

She is my polar opposite; a social butterfly that is liked by pretty much everyone and has a good social media following. The only social media I use is reddit. 

In terms of physical attractiveness, I think I have somewhat of a chance with her. I'm tall, I dress nicely, and I have a decent looking face. However, I'm so socially underdeveloped that I would have no chance of flirting with her without it being extremely awkward. 

As pathetic as this sounds, I feel like i'm never going to forget about her. I've liked her for so long that I'm scared that once we graduate I will constantly think about her and that will drive me insane. 

",5.435788005578799,5.935463401673642,6.2750460251046025,78.4526248256625,67.70292887029288,9.720613668061366,28.904044630404464,9.725611199111238,2.5457478940027904,959,31,186,20,15,317,134,239,0.12300000000000001,0.722,0.155,0.8298,1,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,1,0,0,0,9,14,0,3,12,0,21,1,1,3,2,27,38,14,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,3,0,1,0,3,12,12,0,1,5,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,3,3,29,9,27,31,4,27,0,1,1,0,19,11,0,1,16,118,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443245126588114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719220370945916,0.08967726128894435,0.0,0.10554103417000417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447050298231747,0.1385955928412098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601189866268835,0.0,0.12255093928049846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484841248171111,0.09162374574511786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908770840074113,0.0,0.06700673590789194,0.0,0.07288895802505223,0.10757226956589563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699032471806504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550600615488395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879733548038274,0.0,0.0,0.22699918554032555,0.10769995643393276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135579415661787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970477550891952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428048242977848,0.0,0.09891637930986012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457962135530102,0.13658492672454828,0.0,0.09754194831112546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198529999481216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047909110164274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432391172363747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284033142865992,0.25959713414728197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609194862241232,0.0,0.0,0.5229498556225581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643005993398948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653743105514864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076914373178938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123631014270237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110702961869553,0.0,0.0,0.2477715779184697
socialanxiety,saltysucculent4,2019/01/08,"My life is a mess I have always been left out of things my friends have done, and every time they do something as a group (without me of course) they put it on their Instagrams and it makes me feel awful. My friend invited everyone to his birthday party (even people he hardly knows) and didn’t invite me. And yes it was all over Instagram of course. I told my friends that I was having these problems and I had one just ONE request. They had been planning a meetup and I was in New Jersey so I was afraid I couldn’t attend and I did all I could to push it to when more people were in town. Anyway this one request was that if they had a meetup without me, don’t put it on your Instagram. Guess what? They did. All of the people that were there. I was so upset. And now they all have matching bracelets. It sounds stupid, I know. But being left out is a feeling I’m used to now. My life can’t possibly be worse than this right now. Oh and also one of these people is my crush. FML.",0.8403358710255269,3.0348928029556674,2.1918875951634567,95.78261867442906,84.02463054187191,4.873175100761308,18.586878638602773,6.1124844417494595,-0.252544827586207,761,19,168,6,22,244,107,203,0.096,0.8170000000000001,0.087,-0.4149,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,7,1,12,8,1,2,6,2,31,2,0,2,4,30,40,16,0,4,5,0,3,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,15,11,0,0,4,0,0,4,6,5,0,4,18,4,30,3,20,18,5,21,0,0,0,0,17,11,0,2,6,133,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029116404270918,0.114756940333893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011449268185096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411356809814607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109204274117373,0.0,0.11619995561681902,0.13178439574740447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946867978743704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196600659509911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192973167378354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354540981071165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158976310788375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996917008323341,0.0,0.1948279256103108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205982453886616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319987698384697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373821087295535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824536238026687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554792698253818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196673317504404,0.0,0.2772868139985504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777928476212962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617427132492163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162508660485023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041977459824258,0.0,0.0,0.13178439574740447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119114914662055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26589169543532937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405479171887382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Auxfite,2019/01/08,"How NoFap destroyed my social anxiety! [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PRggS\_WpAS8&t=2s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PRggS_WpAS8&t=2s)

​

How NoFap destroys social anxiety, depression, and gives you more energy. I give tips on how to stay on nofap forever with these simple tips! Semen Retention is powerful AF!",19.01684210526316,25.64782673684211,10.472894736842102,36.89776315789472,44.78947368421053,12.221052631578946,35.8157894736842,11.20814326018867,6.47918947368421,288,10,20,8,4,72,30,38,0.301,0.596,0.10300000000000001,-0.8733,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6427505622152435,0.2402745998472222,0.0,0.0,0.30253967722419384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031236144335438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37937864642164615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031401368015684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076352647473012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402745998472222,0.0
socialanxiety,Ultracrepidarian1,2019/01/08,I’m hiding in the gym bathroom and I don’t want to leave Gyms are so intimidating! ,-1.16,0.8274363333333383,2.483333333333338,87.94500000000002,102.33333333333334,4.622222222222223,17.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,-0.08068888888888859,66,2,15,1,3,24,17,18,0.377,0.557,0.066,-0.7297,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8736058342058945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866342018820944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwawayyy1218,2019/01/08,"So nervous to go back to university Hey, it's 2.46 am and I have university at 10am. 
I (f 20) had 3 weeks off for Xmas and new year. 
I'm so scared because I have a 1500 word essay due today and 3 exams next week. I didn't do the essay or revise in the break.

Also, last semester I wore the same shoes and outfit more or less every single day so I'm nervous to go back because I'll be wearing the same thing again, I didn't buy new clothes and I own a decent amount of clothes already but I feel unconfident in them because I'm overweight, my clothes and I look weird in them. I feel like crying. Every day is a battle of deciding what to wear and it ends up being the same thing. 

In 2 weeks, I'm going abroad with some class members. I have no friends in the group. I'll be going abroad for the first time in my life and I don't feel prepared.",1.1469467213114757,2.657698322404375,3.18537909836066,92.59642930327871,79.43715846994536,5.6678961748633885,21.820013661202182,6.322622252153567,0.19658497267759506,655,19,152,5,16,222,102,183,0.135,0.823,0.043,-0.9188,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,7,7,1,3,10,0,13,5,3,0,0,21,26,15,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,4,0,1,4,4,5,0,1,4,4,16,2,18,19,9,32,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,3,19,90,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331262716437554,0.12559576093410274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241529151496086,0.0,0.28721537345407444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251607876936936,0.2025732452626828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910293315900735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26464897660436115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382331592437637,0.1121991712429495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358976910663725,0.0,0.0,0.1213392737058951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570288735377863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280197004582313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093164978639697,0.07672848871665684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318855254881664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033668209293152,0.16702835682373834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157238119121233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086789557925597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915792563482604,0.0,0.14886851272149387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37793693553873203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113741248309344
socialanxiety,Rasytojas,2019/01/08,"School is about to start in 4 hours... It's gonna be the first time I'm gonna be leaving my house in like 15-16 days.

​

Also, I will have to go to a job interview like 2 hours after school.

​

I also haven't slept yet. \[It's like 4 am now\]

​

I'm kinda hoping that a car hits me on my way to school.

​

I just don't really feel that good right now...

​

​",2.1289036544850504,3.5327036511627914,3.1967774086378737,94.0254651162791,76.44186046511628,5.84451827242525,21.588039867109647,6.1826913282559595,0.09800863787375436,318,8,72,2,7,102,56,86,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.9036,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,0,0,4,18,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,6,5,9,11,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,13,37,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061742579924208,0.0,0.4902675609715429,0.5498190851417539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863592369212845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038131688248990527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414728468109668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04285963091215075,0.06325385757870244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490332226018946,0.1485356027841608,0.08701786785302212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483696236546622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985275468300032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053071447998694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048312271140542866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440331944897575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289696064439649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337856281447682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043974629697620456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059860286091189936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5498190851417539,0.0
socialanxiety,Jsalvo99,2019/01/08,"What good is a college degree if I suck at socializing? It's exactly what's in the title. Why should I keep pursuing college if I naturally suck at socializing? What good is a degree if I have the personality of a ceiling tile? I'm thinking about dropping out before I get too serious with my graphic design studies. 

Yes, I know....BRILLIANT GENIUSES were all socially awkward. Yeah yeah...I'm not one of them. ",2.238701298701301,5.097883324675326,4.8831298701298715,73.76755194805197,85.88311688311687,7.755324675324676,31.076623376623374,8.548686976883017,3.412829610389611,324,18,54,9,10,114,54,77,0.11599999999999999,0.7340000000000001,0.15,0.5484,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,2,1,5,2,5,0,0,0,2,11,11,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,8,2,8,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,3,0,37,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082152019442437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784167477625358,0.0,0.0,0.41047273574676535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174938396908404,0.0,0.0,0.13447653860831846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580989655127704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365595723596206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7482992320953414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678900364310613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207968230389896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,heretoimprove99,2019/01/08,"Hating myself for missing college the past few days It's just so dumb.... no one really cares but college gives me so much anxiety - forcibly making small talk, those horrible group tasks in lab classes and just staying in a big group in general. And those lab classes are most important! I can get by reading the material off books but lab exams require practical experience... means I'd have to go out of my way to ask for advice from the professor which in itself is anxiety inducing. 

I _know_ that it doesn't matter, it isn't as bad as I think it'd be, that it's all in my head but these anxiety thoughts almost control me before leaving for classes...I just stay in my room and procrastinate the whole time and hate myself. It's just so fucked up... I'm jeopardizing my grades for no reason other than my disfunctional and unjustified thoughts!",6.308385093167704,6.939984341614911,6.959807453416151,73.8400838509317,65.83229813664596,10.415155279503104,34.112422360248445,10.355215969177356,3.5982243478260862,673,29,122,16,10,222,104,161,0.19899999999999998,0.752,0.048,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,4,0,5,0,8,2,1,4,1,28,24,13,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,2,7,2,0,1,4,6,0,1,2,0,12,1,21,20,5,19,0,1,0,1,5,12,2,2,3,82,26,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579278860696701,0.0,0.0,0.16183364536954745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709041080739088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108780536445945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349414142132672,0.0,0.0,0.13752209448195352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477682382847034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126448115444724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422802676703824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809005958569966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941006453383301,0.08443694174654456,0.1550354207689961,0.09184928379719504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31912185483285765,0.16586317328279232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881914036733718,0.0,0.0,0.1711264929439086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787897955999562,0.0,0.0,0.1760456442405424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880530359965975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951421436401057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427939288669926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616583038901143,0.0,0.10353443108201704,0.1661666934843867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445192534473954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298996684640458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355608990794292,0.0,0.2566078300388238,0.09423875467458193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828212208920978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043689435629254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Eraka,2019/01/08,"I feel powerless and cowardly Tonight I was walking home and witnessed someone throwing trash out of their car in the parking lot. I felt immediately uncomfortable, because I hate it when people litter. But at the same time I felt very uncomfortable because it was a situation for me to be confrontational, and I was too scared to do it. So I walked by and didn’t say anything. 

This has happened before, and I didn’t say anything either. I just feel so weak and cowardly and incapable. I’m afraid to have that confrontation, I’m afraid I won’t do it right, I’m afraid I’ll fail, I’m afraid they might hurt me. It sucks, when you see injustices happening but because of social anxiety you feel extremely apprehensive to do anything about it. It makes me feel terrible about myself. ",4.752551020408163,6.8232733197278925,5.5630102040816345,76.99716836734696,70.90476190476191,9.253741496598641,31.97789115646259,9.725611199111238,3.3243564625850337,626,29,113,16,12,204,85,147,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.9767,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,2,1,8,14,4,6,3,0,13,1,0,1,0,22,29,13,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,9,8,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,14,0,0,7,9,18,0,13,19,3,12,0,2,1,0,7,4,1,2,4,74,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663466594298306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40866632531202013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027278163889875,0.0,0.14085903161011598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348001105558112,0.0,0.3178812374179969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29276605893841623,0.0,0.0,0.1634326309772686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604620861282893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772098222967773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073287541050333,0.0,0.0,0.11049663437101416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560764616268074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476189109873727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136692775626794,0.0,0.26328190697597753,0.16573051742403908,0.0,0.13191084230972608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606951581579995,0.0,0.16874321087559002,0.14025820315300674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965254330484826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365846215772579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mehtotheworld,2019/01/08,"Any advice for social anxiety having to do with one person in particular? Whenever I talk to or around my dad I feel like my brain shuts down. We have a not so positive history and years of him yelling at me to talk in the car has definitely left a mark. My whole mind will go blank, I'll forget basic things. Today I couldn't even remember the name of my bank and I've spent the day trying not to cry in frustration. I know my bank, I've gone there for years! He thinks I'm stupid, I know because he tells me it often. How do I override this horrible freeze reflex with him? I'm tired of having my heart broken by this man, I'm not worried about bonding anymore, its never going to happen. I just want to show him that he's wrong about me. ",2.7256277056277085,4.038587038961039,4.279935064935066,87.2351406926407,74.71428571428572,7.470995670995673,22.573593073593074,8.07648339933343,1.0106683982683982,580,15,125,9,12,194,103,154,0.171,0.754,0.075,-0.9553,0,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,9,4,2,0,5,0,8,3,2,1,1,24,21,5,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,5,1,3,4,5,3,0,1,2,3,20,1,22,17,1,17,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,2,6,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316310438372934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050577535636177,0.0,0.1355616760306716,0.0,0.17574017926205365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775041071042592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080227910348918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781987561443773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946518541429227,0.11428284850725275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704252139230235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960039453698025,0.12659560124210936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141986970848194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567021847416388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099892987795475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477495023161803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253422829384664,0.0,0.0,0.08657362664872592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892697809907515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667175915574853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007899178142205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547289544629498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007392185892182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063862935755287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848620393706557,0.1548853645927192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772741983062883,0.11354609026039399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20367158450033326,0.1679700363667383,0.0,0.0,0.12031086121309108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452035933282344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784354460561104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996072536426197,0.0,0.0,0.19374632969691666,0.0,0.2282289859992704
socialanxiety,ThefitzyG,2019/01/08,"Have any of you had a positive experience on a dating app? Big surprise, I'm lonely. I started using Tinder about a week ago and well so far It's been pretty bad for my confidence. Everything is more focused on looks and going out and partying and stuff and well that shit scares me. 

I've tried using Dragon fruit too but nothing ever came  from that. I never matched with anyone. 

Last night I tried out GamerDating and well It seems to be full of closed accounts and stuff. 

I'm just wondering if any of you have used these apps and what experience you had with them. Also if you have any apps or sites you think I should try out Let me know!

​

I'm a 20 year old straight male who plays and makes games btw, if that helps. ",3.2997716894977174,5.045131054794524,3.8645890410958894,89.02555936073061,74.06849315068494,7.0584474885844735,23.125570776255714,7.793537801064563,0.9532392694063928,578,16,120,8,12,182,98,146,0.053,0.78,0.16699999999999998,0.9192,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,1,0,9,9,1,1,4,0,10,2,1,4,2,33,25,16,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,16,1,0,4,2,1,2,1,4,3,0,4,2,13,5,14,18,2,23,0,1,1,0,10,11,1,6,10,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894555061495665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730647304572198,0.0,0.14538773445043213,0.1630476040225079,0.2737480842853437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382420263985396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203759319353744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153470143605031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137663140370873,0.0,0.0,0.12059545127186047,0.2625143642827378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625955866242996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994035194914073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374372629998012,0.10937743785596613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721169000681496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268032042372934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956850864905495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349056475828317,0.0,0.0,0.12592209742149882,0.0,0.12875265909216813,0.0,0.14080298041830644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651282953813548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434106267404455,0.0,0.0,0.1221555921534944,0.0,0.0,0.13773740441307306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497575120537896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072159416922265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597934993835861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733053057283601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476743080137676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076338863794616,0.0,0.36194116485942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551625009876254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630476040225079,0.08640975575780219
socialanxiety,isomiserable002,2019/01/08,"I've got my first ever date on Wednesday and I'm over thinking everything. Everything is making me anxious. I've been getting spikes of intense anxiety ever since I asked her out.

I'm expecting myself to bomb. I will be a nervous awkward mess. The whole date will be really awkward. Fuck me why did I do this to myself. ",1.4970238095238102,4.148147015873015,3.589186507936507,83.35616071428574,86.77777777777777,6.324603174603175,26.92261904761905,7.645422480735847,2.1121761904761907,254,12,45,5,8,86,46,63,0.281,0.6990000000000001,0.02,-0.9346,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,3,2,0,8,1,0,1,2,7,16,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,9,0,6,9,1,9,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,6,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281259958445165,0.28473743132884033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356266637415577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559755793040764,0.0,0.0,0.4530409199792876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438808563943476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330101688259693,0.13168233420483985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158222406363066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682410038338199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146553005643485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849300067597806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614993077453831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743006999613996,0.2813975842094145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Whatisthismadness739,2019/01/31,"Is retail actually good for sa improvements?    So I'm an 18m struggling with sa accompanied with blushing. I'm also looking for my first job I applied to some fast food places, but thought maybe I should put myself out there. 

   When I see ""strong communication skills"" on retail or cashier applications or something similair I think oh Shit abort mission. I have no experience so if I somehow landed a job in retail or as a cashier etc. I'm afraid I'd be trapped or in mental torment. Some may say it's good practice or whatever I just don't know. 

   If I said something corny or the wrong way in an uncomfortable situation I wouldn't bounce back too easy. One side of me thinks cool experience, finally be able to relax after a few hundred social interactions a day. The other side thinks It's a death wish that would change nothing and cause stress in my head beyond the unimaginable. 

   Has anyone had experinces in this kinda circumstance, or took a job for someone socially equipped while your really struggling with sa?",4.810078947368421,7.052888047368422,5.437039473684212,77.2324013157895,71.15789473684211,8.539473684210527,30.822368421052627,9.188382445141503,2.922815789473684,819,36,144,18,16,264,131,190,0.149,0.7120000000000001,0.139,-0.6202,3,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,10,11,1,4,11,1,11,3,2,1,0,31,24,17,1,6,11,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,5,5,1,0,5,1,3,2,3,6,0,2,4,5,14,5,19,14,4,23,0,0,2,0,6,12,1,14,8,88,19,3,0.1280323694677028,0.0,0.1249411237091459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023874396065009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952320963268423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844898915414013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315245115826499,0.13544127041047244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257028645301231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278993578490512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504804496499044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025320257909,0.0,0.10890426806386176,0.1548172493706089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147749541097668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139814841334874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811571129339905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036324192372252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075149445766423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862572385040036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902651488876665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285051155636058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675804705508103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376657579300058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870789409277433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202081433719857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178810248138172,0.10181647904374563,0.0,0.0,0.10202522205900394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314233873840096,0.0,0.14391374762769304,0.0,0.2610257543516879,0.10848141116924173,0.1971311462237356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666064664903147,0.2676944627507525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461139179032273,0.0,0.1016434000029072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224867340043448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016261354672036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723090629775207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095052184171874,0.13998329715485616,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dtb419,2019/01/31,"I have social anxiety, particularly when I go out new places and meet new people. I’ve never seen a mental health professional about these issues.

Where can I start to get a good viewpoint? What tips would you have?",3.823,6.5238273000000016,4.535,80.36,76.0,7.0,20.0,8.07648339933343,1.0109999999999992,172,4,31,3,4,55,34,40,0.046,0.866,0.08800000000000001,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,5,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166424660667396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445571613107555,0.0,0.15724718896148135,0.23207132407668524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29410457683153723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28878859059973233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27883469257716914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339751603222334,0.534450666049755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918194282559908,0.0,0.2890782725589159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820468181757935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958399728309545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965499945443901,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sepher40,2019/01/31,"A very short survey to design an app to help with anxiety Hey everyone! I’m a UX design student and am lucky enough to to be working with a client whose background is in sonic therapy.

My team and I will be designing a non-intrusive app that uses scientifically backed soundscapes designed to help with anxiety and chronic pain.

If can fill out this short 11 question survey, it would help us greatly and hopefully allow us to help others in the same situation. Thanks for your time =)

https://goo.gl/forms/5IPFcEacWufmbI0z2",7.104363354037268,9.365990771739133,6.850931677018633,69.35369565217391,65.19565217391305,9.604968944099381,32.70807453416149,9.957137785484203,3.6174857142857135,429,18,66,10,7,135,67,92,0.064,0.6859999999999999,0.25,0.9554,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,2,0,16,11,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,13,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,2,44,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285602235451208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353678146599833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287876560507808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783700337444765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580300618602546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004806356184838,0.0,0.0,0.1854042333386441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986287596840164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091117722716991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982354740937756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185954727681768,0.21347203615516305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884807588529874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490791544519671,0.16122190512194726,0.0,0.15402130593642427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589710643670705,0.0,0.0,0.13260415662951774,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oliver_deadite,2019/01/31,"Messaging a girl from class? Ok so I am in this acting class in college and there is this pretty girl that seems really interesting. I don't think she has a bf and she is maybe, very Christian, I'm not sure. Either way, right behind me she is prolly the most shy in the class. I feel like we might connect. I wanted to talk to her today but she left before I could find her. I'm wondering if I should message her through the schools website. (We use it a lot in class) I feel like it might break the ice for me so when I see her next I can approach her. I don't think I make good decisions when it comes to social interactions and wanted to see if anyone had any thoughts on my idea to message her. I will answer any question to give more context.",1.7910046082949298,3.604688658064518,3.2685023041474643,91.34846774193552,78.54838709677419,6.235023041474656,22.03917050691244,7.1686216300943375,0.5721428571428571,582,17,128,7,14,191,94,155,0.043,0.8809999999999999,0.076,0.5768,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,7,1,14,0,0,2,1,34,31,10,0,6,5,0,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,12,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,4,27,6,15,24,4,16,1,0,2,0,23,7,0,9,6,85,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167405923867828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114282496997272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560366200499965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727456921065032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723602974969522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115445531639686,0.22769369787990976,0.0,0.0,0.14565219529516327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287267748471256,0.0,0.13366364607560471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989809493531606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314515661899094,0.0,0.0,0.15571053810016772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548221262077087,0.0,0.0,0.10637406837646432,0.0,0.16009858598476642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381116513941385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948121717250164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212645808865392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851972314977432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209012632634196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609260883751134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128087471301408,0.2539786490208737,0.14507540103427194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244749854980953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501949577175551,0.0,0.0,0.12808756878896654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042229660235258,0.0,0.1265140760962862,0.0,0.0,0.1510546904399232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376359138243716,0.0,0.13148872775661707,0.18798936840399,0.126492587177343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281917240067585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,welcometotheyeet,2019/01/31,panicking over team sports pe absolutely kills me. its the number 1 thing i worry about because of changing in the locker room. i change in the stall. i told my dad id play lacrosse a few months ago and its finally time to do it. im so scared its all girls my age which is even worse than older or younger than me. i have to run and i hate running and i never do physical activity so it will be hard but also hard because ill be terrified the while time and look stupid. im going to try to see if he will let me stay home if he just takes my phone away or some punishment because i cant stop crying,0.7508112980769219,2.7383794296875053,2.723437500000003,93.07396634615385,82.828125,6.125961538461539,20.783653846153847,7.321109707123232,0.4890112980769232,469,14,108,7,13,157,89,128,0.247,0.693,0.06,-0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,4,1,5,0,10,1,0,0,2,14,16,13,1,2,6,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,7,4,0,1,0,3,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,4,13,1,12,10,3,19,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,5,10,66,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643938582623414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210997743718006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552103647276681,0.0,0.0,0.3021122386967932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495183246452512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146388942004288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911270921560848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096797321455207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388668072214287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959726002391253,0.16310030115371196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570856424596914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35688760857339863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827687662188281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689276774868368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872597026323172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318606617826659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274120357059194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539351499506186,0.0,0.13164261003146033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760806824714426,0.0,0.13811417597844658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420946182174601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975120472351756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926583094827577,0.0,0.0,0.15785519810109308,0.0,0.11215961394938644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677681073794102,0.1683524000295859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sherrifkati,2019/01/31,I know this sounds really stupid.. I know this sounds really dumb.. but can anyone tell me if this will ever stop.. i can't take it anymore man everyday i wake up feeling empty and knowing that damn well i will fuck up every social interaction at school.. and when i finally comeback from school ..rather than feeling happy that im home i just think about the next time i go to school again and how shit i will feel. ,1.3951219512195152,3.9669841219512207,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,85.82926829268294,5.719024390243902,17.956097560975607,7.1686216300943375,0.30933268292682925,326,8,66,5,10,104,59,82,0.172,0.703,0.125,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,5,0,1,0,5,3,2,1,1,17,15,7,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,6,3,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,5,10,2,7,12,0,12,0,0,0,1,4,3,4,1,8,41,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705373573430258,0.12483229049083568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614905587670917,0.15041918090805392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27081031741268696,0.0,0.0,0.19557083127894132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650480598963242,0.0,0.0,0.10146268352732783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004844912466234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908009402968803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284297945665585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29434617095628296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898686248041275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287417120911167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5420455151286561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325842581520504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198879891881745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925903035608934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342323023775537,0.0,0.15604304335446684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439478179118905,0.0,0.0,0.10410224822949132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051986360688594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CrazFight,2019/01/31,"I called over the phone to set up a hair appointment I feel like a badass 😎

Anyways that’s all",0.6414285714285732,2.380827666666669,1.9907142857142863,99.49178571428571,81.85714285714286,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.07869523809523793,75,2,19,1,2,24,19,21,0.094,0.76,0.146,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7136317145869712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35337328856690897,0.4992779793013728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414360763712673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChoosingMyself,2019/01/31,"Mo' friends, mo' problems More people in my life seems like more people I am supposed to do things with. More people I'm supposed to impress, or be there for. I really like being left alone. I don't want to have other people's problems added to mine. What's wrong with me tho?",1.4038095238095245,3.708555571428569,2.5892857142857157,93.12238095238096,82.57142857142857,4.447619047619049,20.047619047619047,5.46131890053228,-0.1485738095238096,216,6,44,1,6,69,38,56,0.187,0.638,0.175,0.0716,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,8,7,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383598038549827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780870413198593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500521584025982,0.0,0.1625575322261406,0.22487349284424848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6382115611153059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44043350384561947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743615667904725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951447830313347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289746499977744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574490977416995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516263645825918,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dementedflapjack,2019/01/31,"Coach journey anxiety Hi, I haven't been formally diagnosed with SAD but I suffer from a lot of symptoms of it and I've been lurking here for a while. I've got a trip tomorrow with my film school group which involves a coach journey to London and I'm worried it's gonna go horribly. 

I like all of them and get along with them pretty well and I've been out for drinks with a few of them on more than one occasion, but I'm worried that either I'll end up sat on my own because no one'll want to be stuck next to me for two hours and I'll feel like shit or I'll sit with someone and not be able to hold a conversation with them for long and it'll be awkward and I'll feel like I'm burdening them.

I know it's probably pretty inconsequential but I can't help but feel like it'll define how I feel for the whole day even though it should be a really good experience. Anyone been in a similar situation and has any advice/suggestions? ",3.268246753246757,4.1120630252525245,4.884300144300144,85.23454545454548,72.78787878787878,8.687445887445888,26.26406926406927,9.04235418022936,1.8027160173160173,741,24,165,15,14,251,112,198,0.18100000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.141,-0.7625,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,5,0,5,11,1,1,9,0,14,4,1,1,1,35,29,17,0,2,7,0,4,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,8,17,1,1,5,4,0,4,4,5,1,2,7,4,14,6,27,14,7,17,0,2,0,0,10,5,1,2,11,101,22,1,0.14520453500654604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874406308012364,0.0,0.11108107183771793,0.0,0.0,0.10153038705017957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851533680022296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364491260775602,0.0,0.0,0.14737954650019447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224516436259044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860811902644104,0.0,0.0,0.09590622591523858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203789780216394,0.0,0.0,0.2936791032296848,0.3112024464657433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586337644475047,0.0,0.08252308348404247,0.12179067478098947,0.11613333133144887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732753903465352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299721775526106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980061501294461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837584049593209,0.0,0.0,0.12850144416055062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344770309925515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442667028899548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678870168667686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954504281485819,0.1565550478155275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302174329981064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695474152677035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905036853898254,0.0,0.16321598117888467,0.0,0.0,0.12303133130452015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092310969526404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266271840023895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184373165724928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856453968666378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305563153344977,0.0,0.0,0.1621156777819144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949245073900165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,makemedisappeari,2019/01/31,"Disappearing... I might have some anxiety, am severely introverted and maybe a bit asocial so most of my interactions are online (even those are draining).

​

You know when someone embarrasses you so much you'd rather disappear? I actually do. Online that is, I just delete my existence. It makes toxic groups people who latch onto you easier to cut off but also destroys buds of new possible (and old but maybe dysfunctional) friendships. I'm kind of bummed out about that. I scheduled my discord account for deletion a while ago because it got to that point again (it even had 9 months of nitro left so you can imagine). Someone i got really close to is just not the person I thought they were and I'm now afraid of them doxxing me or just having any kind of way to identify contact me (they already sent their friends after me which isn't very nice considering we talked about parting ways before in a peaceful manner). Most of my recent discord activity relied on that one person and some common discord servers with their friends but i also started to make some acquaintances in other places. It probably is not a big deal and they probably don't worry about me since they don't even know me that well and i don't want to be able to be traced back in case the mean people were desperate enough. So i didn't tell them. I told it in one server but even that might not be that important. Kind of hard to trust people right now to begin with since the person who made me want to disappear used to be the closest anyone ever got to me and yet they used me and gaslighted me and treated me like garbage with a bright smile.

​

I probably will just use a new discord acc eventually, a new identity. It's a bad idea to try to go back to the same places i was before, right (not the toxic ones, I'll never set foot in there ever again)? My original acc isn't deleted yet but it's locked so i can't check dms if anyone missed me after all (probably not) or i have to wait 2 weeks again before deletion (there are only a couple days left).

​

I wish i could cut toxic people in a more healthy(?) way because every time i do this i start with zero friends, zero people i could trust or turn to. It's like all the effort i ever put into making friends is lost so it makes me want to try less and hella depressed. Not my first time it happened and yet it still feels terrible. Missing some old friends but i know things can't be the same ever again. Cut them off multiple times already and they weren't that great to begin with either but you know, nostalgia. They must be sick of it too. I don't even want to have mutual friends with the people that hurt me so i end up cutting everyone off (which might be the right choice since they are always \*their\* friends first and they barely know me so of course i shouldn't trust they would not talk behind my back with their good old buddies).

​

I want to make friends but i hate the fact they always start off having more/better friends while i have none, it's like i should be humbled they if even talk to me, they could ""get over me"" in a whim with people supporting them while i suffer on my own. And it's hard to make one-on-one friendships knowing that. And i can't really find a group where i feel like i belong. Everywhere people are talking about each other's back so why would I be an exception? I tried so much, given up so much, I'm nostalgic about things that actually hurt me and it keeps getting worse.",4.005284119038453,5.5869840787172045,4.508944936465152,85.78928956488257,71.91545189504373,7.3931019307992765,26.06292975411189,7.966352962830772,1.4647189394356124,2762,90,545,38,53,875,283,686,0.145,0.7190000000000001,0.136,0.7658,0,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,1,6,21,4,53,43,6,2,24,0,56,2,1,11,9,115,108,46,0,17,27,0,4,4,10,9,1,0,0,3,36,29,0,2,13,0,2,6,21,17,1,7,15,5,87,26,70,71,22,91,0,7,1,0,55,31,0,14,54,388,123,0,0.04672554386797065,0.0,0.09119478114880802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141937538096435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312559912511723,0.07473280109948419,0.07775879120685666,0.20250842903688068,0.2271066006608876,0.03177497211739273,0.0,0.035744913165559875,0.0,0.0,0.0653431733909872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371623615509352,0.039013877402484264,0.05696691570219292,0.0,0.11927998899816528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05101219209406287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191963405939814,0.05170092555586134,0.0,0.0301341102870425,0.048171984016131535,0.04024464246587298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138496299083395,0.048279977340805726,0.0,0.18517068627417024,0.16906371806580214,0.039368285964947534,0.04464825954503802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04725167785030369,0.03338073787548335,0.0,0.0,0.04270630059072481,0.07948944748868136,0.0,0.0,0.3249003535620397,0.0,0.048824336290622834,0.0,0.026555203370748712,0.0391911693180404,0.11211205767264544,0.05151507707009823,0.0,0.0,0.041319244128968084,0.0,0.08371381894711735,0.046131800950394986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004132222269416,0.05274745157419184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041531810298909136,0.0,0.145972390854233,0.15407482158778102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015348802592926,0.0,0.0,0.09131096214201853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100645075023436,0.0,0.0,0.04421283938426004,0.1871379801699888,0.0,0.09388417831066476,0.05089781533478703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870525420234362,0.0,0.0,0.03729588332772284,0.0,0.10304595315882653,0.0,0.03603761996938731,0.1353834642989377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709179462080044,0.0,0.12664975116606764,0.03553688164523792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050599210638002406,0.0,0.2591488705872553,0.12239682785180316,0.0976364966339354,0.0,0.04417074198571638,0.05267603006916216,0.0,0.0,0.20151215674157547,0.0,0.0,0.046972077269124606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986715975550571,0.0,0.04613583755800714,0.0,0.0,0.11971007747763815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052786564673518915,0.0,0.1159555582080979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918080337842101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921774133441222,0.0,0.03731507969080696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053023593458626735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022488891572228,0.04084018485231915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062084750237214825,0.0,0.0,0.037094862537271005,0.08173812115885143,0.0,0.0,0.04464825954503802,0.0,0.09517073142329666,0.05082397415066402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106760277696757,0.0,0.0385534671858979,0.13779968195213158,0.11126568548205316,0.037480412849527855,0.0,0.04201187544953517,0.0,0.04216253564740996,0.0,0.053732069472260176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745205790979807,0.04761732107635275,0.0663849714849193,0.0,0.2271066006608876,0.0
socialanxiety,Vikingcpu,2019/01/31,"Having a tough day First time poster long time lurker. I work in the healthcare field. I work around some really great nurses and doctors. I have a few coworkers who you could call veterans in this field. Management tends to turn a blind eye to them and lets them get away with more it seems. I’m already a shy person, I have trouble talking with woman who I find attractive and stubble on my words from time to time, I’ve tried to break the mold of not talking more in groups and talking more to the nursing staff but it doesn’t seem to help or matter. The very act of keeping to myself and not interacting is causing people to spread rumors about me, I’ll randomly get nurses that come up to me and ask me if I’m married, have kids, and all types of personal stuff. This one nursing aid I work with asks me the same questions every two weeks to compare her answers from last week. keeping to myself seems to be causing more issues every time I come to work.

It’s really challenging for me to get though the day, during report I was vibrating from head to toe and I swore I thought the anxiety would kill me. Im extremely self aware of my surroundings and even more so come to my own conclusions that people are always talking about me behind my back or coming to some conclusions about me. I’m not sure what to do anymore.",6.857028353326068,6.24981120229008,6.796357688113414,79.66824427480918,64.83969465648855,9.92846237731734,32.07306434023991,9.23628265651192,2.597272846237732,1053,35,206,16,14,335,148,262,0.068,0.887,0.045,-0.701,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,1,2,8,8,7,1,0,11,0,13,5,3,2,2,47,33,15,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,11,17,0,2,9,0,0,5,4,3,0,3,2,2,28,4,40,27,11,27,0,0,2,0,23,8,0,10,13,137,39,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086212646857296,0.0,0.08190263438930355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529959015150177,0.0,0.09761729021843912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762462681590454,0.1840397489245384,0.0,0.09247934220308443,0.07568750853073643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005092492150126,0.0,0.0,0.20223189040218045,0.0,0.3391590144518046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785892949815921,0.0,0.0,0.1269599477656984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074849280738236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650128719944765,0.0,0.16586504403562938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996432349615552,0.0837255190625846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427870093325247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852073334280446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101879729193823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597635113271577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632257497496972,0.10273658806911616,0.0,0.1749803268103027,0.10889952681216457,0.0,0.0,0.08023455645428973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065255964888917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710850479820452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669952107187617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364795855921004,0.1718926350983502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026545869318416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611508027014826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688241728907565,0.10268519715053867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126801619261838,0.0,0.0,0.09277023072814768,0.0,0.0,0.31646104477902964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967081434101672,0.07814336917942415,0.28698008928374763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682831612431701,0.1070648683825269,0.0961529690220704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121603945633794,0.0,0.0,0.15791112504353585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866363115482617,0.0,0.0,0.06992269252244049,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MonkeyBoof,2019/01/31,How to not overtalk when shy? Whenever Im really nervous talking to someone I always over answer questions and say stuff that I dont need to say. Anyone have tips for this?,3.35372549019608,5.453831235294118,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,74.88235294117645,6.886274509803924,28.98039215686275,7.793537801064563,2.0425803921568635,138,6,25,2,3,45,29,34,0.085,0.862,0.054000000000000006,-0.253,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492914809121016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948752172344787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35112936372121745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236197756950262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221498537039663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356209442594681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193164762231252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765084262058111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538503933465975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342970707174986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408074022654952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,roses4me_,2019/01/31,"I feel lost I’m so scared of being judged.

To start, I have horrific social anxiety. I’m so afraid of people and the judgment they may cast, so I stay quiet and give short and simple answers. I used to be generally outgoing, but now I push away everyone. I even hide away from my favorite people. 

My mother’s birthday was about a month ago and she asked me to play the piano for her. I was so scared. I started shaking, sweating, and turning red. I almost started crying. I played so soft and I messed up a lot. It was awful. 

I’m normally like that around most people, but not as bad around my own mother! 

She was hurt because I was anxious around her, she wants me to feel safe with her. 

I feel hurt. 

I’m going to college next year and I need help on how to fix this. ANY advice helps. 

I feel lost in this world and I don’t know what to do.",-0.3167952380952386,1.947359308571432,1.7508928571428548,95.49681547619049,93.05714285714285,4.288095238095238,17.577380952380953,5.985473137389443,-0.31171904761904745,649,18,142,6,24,215,106,175,0.214,0.64,0.146,-0.9104,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,13,14,0,4,4,1,11,1,1,2,0,32,32,17,0,3,3,2,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,1,6,2,0,3,2,10,0,0,7,7,28,4,22,22,3,22,0,4,1,0,14,10,0,4,9,92,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725914929841586,0.11544094713330695,0.0,0.13040643137909602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856079655059332,0.0,0.09962551566932808,0.14712271650105962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477966592236286,0.12174737507449185,0.0,0.24471055253303495,0.0,0.10873652529186556,0.07938693719349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305142804956092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601561953474407,0.0,0.0,0.12444024861132268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26339259800541964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492838503189126,0.07401265229715888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458071127220806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788275990072952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157094624553867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362375009506198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843226354988232,0.1107168023857814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394826227882613,0.0,0.0,0.09656381937944823,0.0,0.0,0.13850097416339938,0.0,0.1275976498120777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708550418188038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260765693778487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275298097874716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27653217671012914,0.1388077438436027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165273278669036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247681874471506,0.0,0.0,0.07681296809962741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386378468690774
socialanxiety,Cyan37,2019/01/31,"Public Speaking at Uno Well, just did my first speech for the public speaking class. Only got to a third of the required time, was stuttering like crazy, eyes were darting all over the room, could barely talk, everything sucked.

So I guess my GPA is gonna bomb, and judging by how everyone reacted all my classmates think I'm an idiot. Yay.",3.700052083333333,6.139137234375003,3.8731250000000017,86.29270833333338,75.09375,6.766666666666668,26.291666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.6408104166666668,269,10,49,4,6,83,56,64,0.188,0.703,0.10800000000000001,-0.7128,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,2,0,5,1,5,1,1,2,2,10,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,4,4,4,3,6,5,2,5,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,3,29,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28304276010676405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387439582464274,0.3186055194095154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015410942723964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835293959956405,0.0,0.3905263471491745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319284705866295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696164212201758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849370502735365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22715197925541644,0.0,0.0,0.20671425182165934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187418530564657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nicekicksbro,2019/01/31,"So alone. I have spent six years with the same people in university and I have nothing to show for it. Todays was a friend's birthday and I could've gone but I had a mini-anxiety attack when it came time to ask about the plans after classes. I knew if I went the anxiety would've just amped and amped. Now I'm home, feeling energised and hating my life. ",1.7855185909980449,3.83436680821918,3.348375733855189,89.63082191780823,79.54794520547945,6.36320939334638,21.38747553816047,7.447530270364453,0.7074242661448138,279,8,59,4,7,92,55,73,0.17,0.748,0.08199999999999999,-0.7504,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,13,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,2,0,1,7,1,7,1,7,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317391719859941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848695183882205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423387147654453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917753664335567,0.2545497406102981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559122160408672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864744140167224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313552917908212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728699268963913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090837616567205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224441092906522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804236833946742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469568956831886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512118269606678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304713541348691,0.0,0.21209034903007545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074199698034204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894671300939536,0.0,0.0,0.14408869089508253
socialanxiety,SingingPotatoes,2019/01/31,"Feel awful but am probably overreacting - comment from co-worker (vent) So on the side of my studies I am a part-time tester for a company, I basically test their software and make sure that everything works correctly. Every morning it is customary for everyone to have breakfast together, and so we usually end up about 10 people crowded around this big round table. Now, I like to think that I have come very far from where I used to be in social situations. People usually find me very friendly, social and outspoken, whereas people used to think I was really aloof, unfriendly and arrogant (since I would be too shy to talk with anyone and have a resting bitchface). 


But sitting at this round table I completely shut down and I feel like I have an audience observing and judging me whenever I say something since everyone can see everyone easily and will look at the person speaking. So I end up sitting there not saying anything. I usually try not to be on my phone since I know that that will look bad, but today there were even more people than usual, they brought another table and somehow I ended up in the middle. Also I was just superstressed from school and really tired and I felt soo awkward just sitting there kind of looking at people and fake-smiling/laughing. So I escaped into my phone. Now, since I was on my phone I didn't notice someone started taking pictures of everyone since apparantly it was a record amount of people. And no one told me. Then at lunch they posted these in a work chat group, I was in 3 of them since I was in the middle. I look exactly the same in every photo (since I'm on my phone and have no idea what's happening) and someone @myname and commented ""is SingingPotatoes doing the mannequin challenge? loll"" then someone else underneath went ""I heard she's still down there"". This made me feel sooo uncomfortable and no one commented about anyone else or anything else. I don't really speak with these 2 guys either. 


The whole rest of the day I felt super uncomfortable and am really apprehensive about tomorrow. I know I am probably overreacting but it just made me feel so bad. This became a lot but I guess I needed to get this off my chest, thanks if u read this far. 

TL;DR: coworker commented about me on work chat group, made me feel uncomfortable. ",5.386691433566433,7.101513184149188,6.086922348484851,75.30038352272727,68.67365967365967,9.65154428904429,30.65566724941725,9.978442167317967,3.2775506410256408,1832,74,315,46,32,598,215,429,0.106,0.83,0.064,-0.9503,0,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,4,5,26,12,0,2,15,1,28,4,1,6,3,65,63,33,0,3,13,0,9,2,1,3,1,5,0,2,16,24,2,0,13,3,0,3,7,4,0,2,17,19,49,8,49,40,8,55,0,0,7,0,31,32,0,5,18,219,65,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423713768176648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711171609058469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484527917139647,0.06949153696382272,0.111623266656628,0.060375857560222436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325688367341025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842254937595592,0.07110995704129704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043739505665796326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996944896226218,0.0,0.18021018101815775,0.0,0.0,0.04479571601903853,0.0,0.11428572807453626,0.2592268738298032,0.060953937901208635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146391675121386,0.04845196886602564,0.1302392927861982,0.0,0.06198797505086514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052399020836739314,0.0,0.035434136157833036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471345366845422,0.06715433002098181,0.05997466975033084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656265391640721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062605749210801,0.07454626963266835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626869530768073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278132112400472,0.0,0.0,0.05765974209144814,0.0,0.1925241250192473,0.04527163550962463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050289069055513176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721566666158712,0.0,0.0,0.09191573031246766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344449327702185,0.0,0.282114936828166,0.05921945478953852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495461902835546,0.0,0.14624692810849252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784023950418691,0.0,0.17379374724376995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786937173918154,0.0,0.06863936940759596,0.054045262163931004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39272075430338005,0.07623464142067078,0.0,0.13827174340592222,0.17239579159644028,0.0522126012731269,0.0,0.0,0.04800467994470815,0.0,0.05416264571970804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392132485812743,0.0,0.05099361768801732,0.05451266287010845,0.0,0.06244128041456165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869150519635208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795128088401368,0.06428721766486863,0.0648067184574508,0.0,0.046046608606827535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715266735195565,0.29878490223020365,0.11192031756376612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628715677435284,0.0,0.07572071359132397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750056287240286,0.0,0.0,0.048178721865846943,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,historynerd86,2019/01/31,"Have to give a presentation in a couple of days, does anyone else struggle with public speaking? I am taking an EMT course and have to give a 5 min presentation in front of the class. I am a bit older and have struggled with this sort of thing my whole life. How do you guys handle having to speak in front of a large group? I am getting better, in the past I probably would have dropped out but I still will probably feel uncomfortable through this ordeal. ",5.14419475655431,6.120346359550562,5.442191011235956,82.46455992509364,68.5505617977528,8.18052434456929,27.192883895131093,8.344100000000001,1.6865940074906374,362,11,71,5,6,115,60,89,0.086,0.8909999999999999,0.023,-0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,8,0,11,1,0,1,0,10,16,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,1,15,14,2,15,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,7,50,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810482680651254,0.2023741563259884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468311606965148,0.21563170530505096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185430244382184,0.0,0.12737875637776636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284388699919584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649957454667621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998678889803262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031917514475879,0.378942587797388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556771191732736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950840916234447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885473400024053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259022031219662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773316019209185,0.0,0.0,0.412964387301834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485042756068985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121804825014485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22051484538935465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403066994408418,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dream_is_destiny,2019/01/31,"Interview Hey guys,

​

I just got off a phone interview for a high paying, local, and family owned private music lesson company.

​

I barely got through my answers without choking and stuttering on my words. I also ran around my answers a couple times without giving a super straight to the point answer like a nervous Nellie.

​

They liked me enough and asked me to come in for a second interview. I've heard the woman that conducts the in person interview really grills you about your answers at a very fast pace too.

​

Please, for the love of god, give me any advice on controlling my nerves. I try to meditate once a day, but it has only gotten me so far. I still get pretty nervous just going to places alone, and for some reason having one-on-one conversations.

​

I'm a full-time performer as my main income, believe it on not. But I NEED alcohol to get me through the shows. (I'm talking thousands of people in attendance type of shows.) I have used it as a crutch and adapted to being able to perform and play my instrument proficiently while drunk, that I can almost no longer convince people that I'm confident during one-on-one conversations.

​

Please. Help.

​

​",6.471783333333335,8.149484742222223,6.361930555555558,74.49756250000002,66.02222222222223,8.647222222222224,33.173611111111114,9.017664075816787,3.1497611111111112,997,43,156,17,16,314,137,225,0.08,0.774,0.145,0.9402,1,1,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,2,1,5,8,9,0,2,15,0,5,3,0,3,0,27,23,13,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,6,8,2,1,6,4,1,4,4,3,0,2,5,1,22,6,30,17,4,24,0,0,0,1,21,15,0,2,7,101,28,6,0.05641337446507764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512649662341359,0.0,0.0602887409004635,0.0564898456317171,0.05842724256225582,0.0,0.04511375517813177,0.0,0.4889909413092218,0.5483873978128587,0.038363029133292134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021986360385158,0.052738889879071264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355855476836267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859512692011495,0.0,0.0,0.06327239638918017,0.0,0.062420325846077325,0.0,0.036381959567947736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058290096067973876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053181508783920736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589473195636751,0.10823369845856406,0.032061020755228334,0.0,0.09023785803911163,0.0,0.0,0.05585811001852571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037812695761043874,0.05960382743153804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055121450428051916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050915272979923744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04182980235458274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060078402671938126,0.07645432505428625,0.042904913364703874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821986149562031,0.049257982617615714,0.05893996934131041,0.1238498890884952,0.053328873283562464,0.0,0.0,0.0573926828051964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03613985222933961,0.05800234458434918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04505179371993755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045342933494384376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032895092314926815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03830097819063255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048723042727585014,0.0,0.046546942020208565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876095973674496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483873978128587,0.0
socialanxiety,Azzeeyyamm,2019/01/31,"I did something really stupid. I am taking up a major that I thought I liked but actually hate now in uni. The people in my class were just terrible people and the teachers were no better. The environment was just really toxic tbh. I felt really anxious inside the classroom today and in the middle of the lecture, I literally just got up and left the classroom. I accidentally banged the door on my way out and ran outside while everyone else stared at me. I really want to drop the class but I don't think I can since it's already the middle of the term. Can anyone relate?",3.3884821428571428,5.549366598214284,5.31907142857143,76.87592857142859,74.98214285714286,8.051428571428572,24.59285714285714,8.841846274778883,2.0682650000000007,457,15,82,10,10,157,73,112,0.195,0.741,0.064,-0.9501,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,16,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,8,2,13,2,11,8,2,18,0,0,1,0,0,11,0,0,5,58,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.20116560466269887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274836700398009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328826511088983,0.0,0.14413981611873555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231652587062191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220583061352698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697824843416686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792938433669816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487120269814454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352330507208574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397472009265634,0.0,0.0,0.10071094354433932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28582687842780197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282413418813107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052342752574778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869877367305044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499370640255544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208796175646045,0.0,0.1636543310524158,0.0,0.0,0.19539923998228567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158834526723562,0.16362653371346975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway295635,2019/01/31,"I just need to rant here You guys ever get all your worst suspicions come true? 

Last year (i'm in 10th grade), my friend told me that he had been talking with a girl and that she said she hated me. I kinda shrugged it off as if it didn't hurt me or anything and I really tried to get that thought out of my head but I just can't. But the thing is i'd been getting into a few fights with this ""friend"" before this happened, and he'd just been an all around asshole to me the previous term so i was ready to just call our friendship quits. But then I thought, what if he had been lying about this whole thing, it's just such a mindfuck. To top it all off, this other girl that was the first girl's friend said she hated me on snapchat (which I don't have so this is really behind my back), sent it to a bunch of people and one of my good friends showed me it. Was it because I didn't make eye contact in the hall? Was it because of my general awkwardness when I said hi to them? All these thoughts swirling in my head and I just wish I had the courage to just go ask them why they hate me but that's a lot easier said than done and would be really damn awkward. I just don't understand why i'm being targeted by these girls, I haven't wronged them in any way since I've known them (like, 4 years or something). This wouldn't be as awkward if they weren't in the same class as me.

Sorry if this is all jumbled up nonsense, just needed to get this off of my chest.",3.929757085020242,3.8060947692307714,4.429595141700407,92.55224696356278,70.85897435897436,7.850472334682863,26.036437246963573,7.273561745256523,0.8661769230769236,1136,30,274,10,19,360,157,312,0.128,0.745,0.127,0.3674,1,0,1,0,1,0,29.0,1,2,6,3,18,19,5,3,12,0,29,4,4,1,7,53,56,23,0,9,19,0,0,1,4,2,0,4,0,5,28,12,0,0,5,1,0,3,8,11,0,2,24,5,41,8,36,26,12,28,0,1,1,0,36,15,1,8,10,191,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240178790138423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761396764667298,0.09477895763781373,0.09953306622143948,0.0,0.0,0.08186720360952536,0.0,0.1298036244635622,0.0,0.09059629732502007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871557711249584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171262415401137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895357383781984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630626434538644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056149752407656,0.0,0.0,0.3290271825088052,0.0,0.22250022612007814,0.0,0.06050813184111875,0.08930017996833502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541990884196972,0.094149166791355,0.0,0.0,0.3153448747882114,0.21853345702164334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139760338133677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678550658191922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052014812866342616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051515744752088,0.0,0.0,0.07106811559374307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788912119064605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214536953652825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381140058055108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132416622401329,0.0,0.0,0.2046180899952937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051012191684541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807130446726566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196415130484352,0.0,0.1191820397171065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557482367413008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146501535794515,0.0,0.0,0.2535707373462401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173459179768576,0.0,0.0722846803816962,0.0,0.0,0.11083678505326752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845092224493692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921413464691852,0.11886755063675288,0.12243277139820315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563170484514263,0.11640587870502647,0.0,0.13712360746529825
socialanxiety,BoardReborn,2019/01/31,"Have freinds but don't feel like they are your freinds. It's like you have freinds but you are their dead last choice. You are never invited to go somewhere but if you go up to them and talk to them they will gladly let you be there and won't tell you to fuck off but in reality they never give you a second thought. So then you become ""freinds"" with a bunch of different groups hoping you click with one then you find them but then they fall apart their separate ways leaving you alone and hopping around again alone and lost and left to always be a backup but never anyone's first choice. Hypothetically or something I guess. ",4.626260162601625,6.031713739837401,4.226178861788622,89.1047967479675,70.13821138211382,7.0926829268292675,25.04878048780488,7.3871296695380915,0.9080341463414632,502,14,104,5,9,151,74,123,0.175,0.775,0.05,-0.953,1,2,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,12,9,2,4,6,1,0,3,0,11,1,0,0,3,24,20,17,1,2,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,2,0,3,2,2,22,4,12,13,1,19,0,1,1,1,25,6,1,4,11,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696481883483654,0.0,0.0,0.148487677454504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477889514155754,0.0,0.0,0.15886152406119147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708796307287346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864460133054276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023149396902323,0.12748727602162233,0.0,0.0,0.1631033427595636,0.15179252733413456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497746278742562,0.0,0.1711889385795566,0.20283856843221054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965867417420435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772446744725239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454634887915853,0.0,0.18895657872635055,0.1938903410961729,0.18248088017625927,0.0,0.1743668141462685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480316732166467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129032157411304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092476689106485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738228736833671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343423106730022,0.15597629802143187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167221218757226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164814859893335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,401not0k,2019/01/31,"I only get social anxiety when out with friends Hey everyone first time on this subreddit 
Im a m/23 and I only get social anxiety when I’m out w my friends , strangers and new people I can talk my ass off with no issue at my job I interact w hundreds of people a day  and I’m totally fine with friends in smaller settings and lowkey actives. 

But for the past 2 years on and off I’d say half the time I go out drinking or out to parties or really anything with my friends that  I get the worst panic attacks: Its usually once people all show up for at the same time it’s like so overwhelming to me witch is fucked up there my friends I should be happy they’re there and I just to feel shitty and like unwelcomed.

 It’s really starting to become a problem me and my SO argue so much over either me bailing on plans or not wanting to go out or just me not having a good time with my friends and like the other night I locked my self in my car for like 45 min I was dissociating and I thought I was about to die like it really freaked me the fuck out .

So long story short lol any ideas on why this is happing and and any advice on how get over this shit and have friends again lmao",2.3945161290322585,3.8151481290322593,3.8532580645161296,89.5223870967742,75.7741935483871,7.056774193548387,25.706451612903226,7.734863291789972,1.2486025806451615,928,33,204,13,20,307,132,248,0.18,0.637,0.183,-0.2458,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,13,27,5,2,10,1,9,5,2,1,2,44,23,25,1,3,10,0,1,5,7,1,0,1,0,1,9,24,1,0,3,2,0,3,3,12,0,2,3,2,26,15,37,18,6,43,0,1,0,3,15,22,4,4,22,132,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867420141649412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733654396740785,0.0,0.1544952681763643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309601094558262,0.0,0.0,0.11487666671517666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152189289001366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651222375123631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479886954519313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989196649411846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964884821522621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105733931604236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589154665220533,0.0,0.0,0.5461056314840024,0.18670444046796103,0.21102664017716946,0.0,0.11477586327429133,0.08469527098711464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749259754374756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399148794724615,0.10907320146703307,0.1053944430064485,0.10020474718888576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24666292232675574,0.0,0.0,0.0893620521849037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423019929215627,0.0,0.0,0.09752485398706666,0.0,0.09476069420253716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753791314781673,0.0,0.15359612246093302,0.0,0.1184755280414479,0.0,0.0,0.09639460304939923,0.21001558707916246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662198400984327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406662547782472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030148877747352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534172257509236,0.0,0.10365211767517786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058680174424201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147250801027867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116201874761053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016498332387666,0.23552354410409926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121262730318776,0.0,0.059559240553211226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111663275934684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650263028424035
socialanxiety,SouthernFeature,2019/01/31,"Went for my first interview...went horrible How my interview process went:
1. Get contacted by employer and a date arranged for an interview.
2. Think about it day and night, not being able to sleep properly and trying to think of what questions would be asked and how to answer them.
3. The day arrives, chest pain, sweating profusely. The drive felt like an eternity.
4. Meet and greet the interviewer with a shaky, unenthusiastic voice.
5. Failure completely at small talk, answering ice breaker questions with very little detail or saying ""yeah"".
6. When asked a question about the job, fail completely at thinking of an answer, despite rehearsing for fucking weeks.
7. Heart pounding fast, shaky voice, sweating some more and am a complete mess. Can't think of answers to the questions, feels like a massive brain fog. Constantly going ""uhm"" or ""ahh"".
8. Leave interview with my head down and crushed hope.

Still didn't hear back from them.",4.06603658536585,7.301289871951222,3.9409268292682964,81.41321951219514,80.15853658536584,7.426341463414634,30.151219512195123,8.395991825355821,2.9163448780487813,745,36,122,17,20,227,114,164,0.135,0.807,0.057999999999999996,-0.9136,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,2,7,9,1,2,13,1,6,9,7,2,0,34,21,12,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,10,0,0,14,0,0,4,3,6,0,1,4,6,5,3,20,14,2,21,0,1,0,1,17,5,1,10,14,64,7,7,0.1203808889747094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507976193170506,0.0,0.0,0.09256547295273257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438488444606858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37865121524317663,0.13008897488736124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527142905243882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060868194506616326,0.08600013113677134,0.11558453166004595,0.0,0.0,0.10239592266528218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112901920653169,0.06289404595132228,0.0,0.06841523338300241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354552197536185,0.0,0.13567801089101555,0.1426519330464127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956538506122072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945945723150918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746597979602056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762404335893745,0.12065327594692585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296930947770185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280937533528369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394165844494488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573171464777767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046782661304115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613633343753653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967575986108422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30854085155096034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173072160474168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932684071071993,0.0,0.0,0.09656228787222552,0.0,0.0,0.22318858024814714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855151296311963,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TrissMerigold69,2019/01/31,"Anyone else handle anger from others better than kindness? I think it’s really weird, I feel like I’m in my element when someone is yelling or angry at me. I know how to respond (or just choose not to) and how to feel like I’m in control of the situation even though it still hurts a bit.

However, when someone is nice to me or does/say something nice, I get really uncomfortable because I don’t know how to respond. I also feel the instant need to give something in return.

Anyone know why this is happening? What caused this and how can I fix this? Is there a name for this sort of thing?

",2.8454621848739485,4.589937285714289,4.222428571428573,85.98507142857143,75.30252100840336,7.1129411764705885,25.345378151260505,7.908726449838941,1.4137556302521013,463,16,94,7,10,153,74,119,0.11800000000000001,0.74,0.142,0.4591,1,0,2,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,12,9,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,6,0,24,19,13,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,10,6,15,19,1,8,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,4,6,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663012340909428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389271033068249,0.1750578602979386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414967200633686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511045337235221,0.18652591629482865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755118627628747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162482247173507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427247563821739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284600311674554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25916341208913896,0.2441131213236645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926301429374578,0.16389661555578694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510836832409422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290038644610648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779158591971298,0.2816870447522674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693911967061592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668444547163366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189040770640448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586820952150425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204458256018825,0.0,0.0,0.2895243528426921,0.26306012670928314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136442468853488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350634476341075,0.1094749352884446,0.16786102686873428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416717596540674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hailoremaster,2019/01/31,"I want to go on a grad trip but I don't have anyone to go with... I am graduating from university soon. Most people would be eagerly planning their grad trips with their friends but the thought of going on a grad trip never crossed my mind because I couldn't think of anyone to go with. 

I didn't make any close friends during these four years. I do have friends whom I made during my classes, though our relationships are but superficial and functional. I have drifted away from my high school friends. I am not sure what the reason is. I know my interests definitely changed. I suppose they changed too. Though we still hang out occasionally, it is no longer the same. I can tell that I am no longer part of their core group of friends. 

A casual friend in one of my university classes broached the topic of grad trips which was why I started considering the idea. I asked my high school friends but they have all made plans with other people already. 

I think it is not so much that I want to travel, but rather that I want to be a part of a group of friends and have the experience of participating in a group trip for once. 

Does anyone else feel the same?",4.362580392156861,5.901239360000003,4.570875816993468,85.86517647058824,70.95555555555556,7.783006535947712,27.901960784313715,8.313332769828598,1.6828745098039213,916,33,190,14,17,286,116,225,0.031,0.762,0.20800000000000002,0.9917,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,5,2,7,12,0,0,13,0,21,0,0,4,3,39,38,10,0,6,8,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,7,2,0,13,8,0,0,2,5,1,31,12,27,29,7,27,0,0,0,0,22,9,0,1,5,130,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101834880762178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789928574710552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094457291090153,0.10230490298479966,0.0,0.0,0.093343331712474,0.0,0.09380940765522787,0.0,0.0,0.060865716468673565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124946814697987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737665624895617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340923583983398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766938395032088,0.0,0.0,0.0504855702868073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6171314640505797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698107618555685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098736996672968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271494664529512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054873220652891734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889550180533144,0.06664855148025466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081686108311336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339892744059183,0.0,0.07700805045262793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633364263489614,0.06765881345587044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162488293613405,0.0,0.1384424756537563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265919709445102,0.0,0.107198156342126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210069700538236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067211834897895,0.0,0.07973782791190102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941044798257237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727055277994578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795566694223362,0.1961980574823344,0.07926725039639261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667678724299912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009625705317273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709283415185235,0.0,0.0,0.06429810144082236
socialanxiety,sillylion17,2019/01/31,"A Late Night Hero Who Cared After a long day as a senior in high school, I took an Uber to get home. I was missing assignments in every class and my personal hygiene was at an all-time low. I felt that I had nothing left to lose. I starting laughing hysterically with tears coming out my eyes.

The Uber driver asked me how was I doing back there, and I said that I was having a rough day and felt lost. He told me that I am young and still have things to learn about the beauty of life.

As a socially anxious person, I was surprised by how comfortable I felt talking to this man about my struggles with depression, but he listened to me the entire ride and was completely supportive.

When I arrived at my destination, he looked at me and said: “I hope you have a great evening and an even better tomorrow.”

I do not know why he went above and beyond to help me, but I felt blessed to have met him. Although I continued to struggle to get out of bed and to manage my grades, I indeed came out of my depressive episode and today, I do believe in a brighter tomorrow.

A five-star rating and compliment of “Late Night Hero” was not enough to thank this man for all that his sincerity meant to me. If you see someone having a bad day, compliment them on their hard work. Tell that stranger hello or smile at them. ",7.135129195129196,5.938396513513517,7.123629343629342,79.474852984853,64.55984555984556,10.44027324027324,33.822690822690824,9.466822959209583,2.8029338283338276,1023,36,210,16,13,328,148,259,0.095,0.698,0.207,0.9891,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,3,6,11,24,0,2,15,0,17,2,1,2,1,35,44,21,0,2,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,9,18,0,0,7,0,0,5,2,9,0,0,21,12,37,15,37,23,2,39,1,6,3,0,27,15,0,3,19,143,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505477292223086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348565269802228,0.0,0.0,0.08511825588940539,0.0924263893579529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471628697207678,0.0,0.09790146081796083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660653306927466,0.11286177016247435,0.0,0.0,0.09535465078621196,0.11606246549531828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416894672727405,0.0,0.19068430219066249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437837715690133,0.0,0.14622709564508282,0.0,0.09326600607812892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251414022470648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566799858384202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204253686363062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991617155201646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419707752809973,0.1169562157868011,0.111036937160655,0.10994593034006464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083552998085491,0.0,0.2497394223167466,0.0,0.12027133677901156,0.0,0.07818773422806029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796232093630164,0.0929566127904222,0.12384031227552117,0.12083756833941907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077610643589024,0.0,0.10621562870926553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331064773870685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059415562032585,0.0,0.0,0.11203008375976097,0.08821023997305821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284045241869148,0.09379221254054904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835107404805236,0.0,0.08840182811990771,0.0,0.0,0.2314466199842869,0.0,0.0,0.12561630938668958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889731103303234,0.09675302938156206,0.10191384238060802,0.0,0.0,0.07354138681753643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492669792622246,0.1057746036952956,0.12298713360549984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261613795705272,0.09988576361851027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058787832754571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justwonderingx2,2019/01/31,"Feel so alone I’m a 22-year-old woman and decided to go back to university a few semester ago after dropping out my freshman year. I found a group of random people to live with online in hopes to make friends. Nope, I just feel like the “weird” roommate. They love going out, and I’ve tried going with them, but just feel like I’m intruding in their good time. I don’t add anything fun to the mix or the conversation so I’ve just given up and I’m the freak who hides in her room the whole time.

I decided I’m just going to commute next year. I’ve been back for over a year and have made absolutely no friends. Despite being super friendly to people in my classes, trying to find “clubs,” etc. people seem to have their own group and don’t care about me. 

My only friends are my boyfriend and my mom. I feel like they are the only ones who care about me, but I can feel them even getting sick of my venting. ",2.6983870967741908,4.194493354838709,3.7739569892473135,90.09093548387098,75.12903225806451,6.465376344086023,24.227956989247307,7.0316486544052195,0.7707531182795697,708,22,153,7,15,229,102,186,0.149,0.6990000000000001,0.152,0.56,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,6,1,11,16,0,0,10,0,9,2,0,2,0,32,32,11,0,1,7,1,5,3,4,0,1,0,1,1,2,11,0,0,10,1,0,4,4,2,0,1,4,5,21,14,25,27,4,24,0,0,0,1,19,9,0,4,13,92,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738413124071992,0.0,0.0,0.1254654763220837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996886691035092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862998056193954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470225173604263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510416668414865,0.08001244624409201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30626248760098346,0.25962932834909763,0.0,0.0,0.11072062157527532,0.0,0.0,0.13282478446805146,0.37437274905134094,0.0,0.06329113956632555,0.0,0.2753887442927533,0.10160727028877134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032028403878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755002795529784,0.0,0.1069696665926656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933442511322257,0.11462648345842125,0.08086251598381558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418788010572279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883476059283774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711703506480462,0.0,0.08208823392271593,0.18426628250082086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519516175165664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028215912053838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127650886668372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449348836440858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352495297366191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120431661310955
socialanxiety,bcf0001,2019/01/31,"I need help and guidance I'm mainly just writing this to get it off my chest. I don't know why but I feel as if I've been socially awkward my whole life. I can remember ever since I was little whenever someone would ask me a question I would tend to just unload an answer without thinking what of what I wanted to say to calmly get my point across. I've constantly been in and out of social groups ever few years it seems like. I was apart of the ""popular group"" for a good part of elementary school and middle school, but then by the time 8th grade rolled around I noticed them beginning to just treat me poorly so I took it upon myself to leave the group and then for the remainder of middle school I would literally sit at an empty lunch table eating by myself (really healthy for the mental am I right).  Once high school rolled around I finally found a group that I felt comfortable with but then as a year or two went by I felt that I've outgrown them and started drinking a lot I turned out to be one of the schools ""heavy drinkers"". It wasn't until late junior year into senior year that girls started to notice me and I would only seem to know how to talk to them if I was blacked out. There was on night I had a party at my house and managed to pull the girl I've had a crush on since middle school and couldn't get hard since I was so fucked up, BLEW my one opportunity. Once college came around I decided to go to one of the top party schools in the country and my freshman year was overall bad. I had an okay social group my first semester but them my roommate transferred and the rest of my group joined fraternities and never really associated with me after that.  I've finally decided to join a fraternity myself even though I was previously against the idea.  Through pledging I took up a xanax addiction which made me more easy-going and more personable in a way. Without those pills I don't think I would have followed through the whole process of that.  Now that I am off those pills and now that the majority of my pledge class, who have become my only friends at this school have left, I really have no one left. I even live in the fraternity house of 20+ people and only a few talk to me at all. At this point I really don't know what to do with my life, it's not even like I can focus on my future because I am a marketing major that lacks social skills. Even though I've explained this life story horribly, I hope some see where I am coming from. ",5.360060240963854,5.499377335341368,5.953879518072287,81.94262650602411,67.81526104417671,9.049638554216868,28.648192771084343,8.841846274778883,1.9957609638554223,1955,60,401,30,30,636,231,498,0.055999999999999994,0.8270000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.9821,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,4,4,21,14,1,1,29,1,34,12,1,2,4,76,69,32,0,12,13,0,4,2,1,5,7,1,0,3,24,26,3,0,18,1,1,8,10,3,0,6,21,7,60,11,72,41,15,75,0,0,2,1,27,38,1,9,29,283,84,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776606448221945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601283437870268,0.058113343754942766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190291017886724,0.03789355103512149,0.06865335825233093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109709207078226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053547302986451176,0.0,0.0671753448775302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608953723741521,0.0,0.0636075348230142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423040786738916,0.11245868851676752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031431118291115015,0.0,0.11937108096200005,0.1361914861504931,0.0,0.05287520656572963,0.0,0.06815773530264002,0.04802642601031374,0.057468029400242135,0.09743168238157383,0.0,0.07065651645512981,0.05213877410681314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055685196074173264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04166606828663316,0.06567786543443745,0.0,0.061741173561069625,0.0,0.14345385811766986,0.0,0.07017365162082298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024882959362862,0.0,0.07012176335498572,0.06582088267175569,0.13507900575359202,0.0,0.13172117752035614,0.0607387035324686,0.06230293865684072,0.054890435171669534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284815046366481,0.0,0.05881945564241225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264496101474287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04609254553910965,0.04794338519688274,0.0,0.0,0.058335092049974675,0.0,0.0,0.1415443434835959,0.0,0.13240160628059452,0.16849108821287578,0.14183165316085994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731569532995438,0.0,0.043095500398111934,0.05427770821676816,0.0,0.0,0.11752690101356468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963598399561907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929100219380135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041774936090983,0.05308625043620547,0.0,0.04943394282835999,0.0,0.5032923964773285,0.049535291749271564,0.11318041644177118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542638497662395,0.0,0.0,0.2534664788753273,0.05266990106165456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799756837810345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992737757881187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966216249182033,0.12214825579232287,0.0,0.03624732738840846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812916836901926,0.0,0.06761471406856404,0.060723518419155076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036664925361058996,0.0493415272040043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576250595558818,0.0560917921088628,0.13880393910689634,0.0,0.11984444600164293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207915132775952,0.0,0.0,0.20015236242747855
socialanxiety,sunnyslay,2019/01/31,"Extrovert with Social Anxiety? So I’ll just state that I’m a bit nervous to make this first post. I don’t know exactly how to explain this or whatever so I’m sorry for the rant in advance. Anyway, I found this page not too long ago. Seeing posts from all of you is awesome and finally I feel a bit more understood. I was wondering if any of you are extroverted but suffer from social anxiety? Or if that even exists? You get your energy and happiness from the company of people, but at the same time being with company is painful bc of SA. People actually think I’m confident and outgoing but really I’m just tearing myself apart on the inside. People don’t even believe me when I share with them I have SA which is embarrassing so naturally I just don’t talk to them anymore and feel more isolated bc of not being understood. I get really excited to meet new people and become friends/hangout. I end up making plans with the FULL intention of following through, just to flake last minute.  This blows bc then people just think I’m an asshole and I push away people I genuinely would like to be friends with. Some interactions are easier than others. Seems to be when there are no plans and hanging out naturally happens and I’m able to leave without being noticed. But also seems completely random. On bad days I literally drive myself crazy and lethargic because I’m in my room bored, anxious not doing anything. Conversely, hanging out with people or leaving the safety of my room is too overwhelming. A never ending trap I suppose. Does anyone relate to this? Has it gotten better for you? If so, what helps? Thanks in advance to everyone. 

PSA- If it’s any consolation to you, regardless of what form of anxiety you battle with, you’re appreciated and understood! You’ve got a friend in this random and awkward, fellow redditor. Thanks guys.",3.4374847902657706,6.1571148674351575,5.002019692603267,76.36853065962215,77.55907780979827,8.466506564201088,27.50632404739033,9.150863307647796,2.9380919628562285,1477,62,249,40,36,495,190,347,0.127,0.703,0.16899999999999998,0.9768,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,7,2,6,20,18,1,4,11,0,20,1,0,4,3,66,51,31,0,6,20,0,2,1,3,1,1,0,2,1,14,20,0,0,13,0,0,7,9,9,0,1,7,3,27,9,46,38,10,39,0,2,1,0,22,15,0,13,15,173,41,0,0.09869543456017496,0.0,0.09631250714313584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748754779583118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892670336009353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423255982315954,0.0,0.22650521189175,0.11149774851444652,0.09787935082930872,0.0690101426276286,0.0,0.08121793324700169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272760962432022,0.0,0.08240656534669043,0.06016382084997837,0.10900135336522916,0.0,0.11119595738353603,0.0,0.08728809146905779,0.21549970529253973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034802853771219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365039042172774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636903988040585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482972132666633,0.0,0.0,0.13037480741636706,0.0,0.0,0.09430771722217708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980675435925447,0.0,0.0,0.10811602436594273,0.0,0.0839502862182987,0.0,0.1082144498014353,0.1525036958331606,0.0,0.10312858210770408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893575501730309,0.0,0.0,0.09772399708869056,0.08727604683488463,0.10506312532345463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615346937521252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542404297256744,0.08044995187071866,0.0,0.20900842940692527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04821760402713962,0.0,0.0,0.08734235382155146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175993790305213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612000351335009,0.09532066570839684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236540639569498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501890091755428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789609118692367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904588874137376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645364524057004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864748320347094,0.17969723376459054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012151330498964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048145867587626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932765178285316,0.0,0.18173099198637555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648009863835605,0.0,0.0,0.05755010157969825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951388769612132,0.10703098871514063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011040500119374,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Iliterallydunno,2019/01/31,"I need an alternative I’ve already posted this in /r/mentalhealth but I need all the help I can get so I’m posting it here too.

I’ve been struggling with anxiety and Social Anxiety my entire life. At this point it has ruined a lot for me. I’ve taken a couple different medications so far (Zoloft, Xanax, Lexapro, Celexa, Ativan and Klonopin). Klonopin was the only thing that truly worked and it still does. It’s the only thing that makes me feel like a functioning adult.

The only is issue is it has ruined my focus as well as my memory. I have stopped taking it for those reasons alone and am working on natural ways to improve my memory and focus.

I know you guys are going to recommend therapy and I know that works but things are BAD. I have horrible fatigue (which somehow Klonopin completely demolishes) and feel like I’m ruining my life by being afraid all the time. I have tried every supplement ( Passion flower, you name it) and it doesn’t help.

Do you guys have any recommendations that work? I just want to feel better.",3.59948110547095,5.910602487309649,4.731125211505923,80.63603355893966,74.88832487309645,8.032600112803157,26.17287084038353,8.841846274778883,2.2248095882684717,818,30,149,18,18,268,119,197,0.159,0.669,0.17300000000000001,0.494,2,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,5,8,12,0,2,9,0,17,7,0,2,2,28,32,14,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,19,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,3,3,19,5,12,28,3,12,0,4,0,1,10,5,0,2,5,97,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052877715400193,0.1390769254819154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570452859137355,0.0,0.19282477549158986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522954855627788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146304206448687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213975936137795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394494835788506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316742291135531,0.0,0.0,0.1102894537300271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618547130775796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117323346579934,0.180071308517973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584532490091566,0.0,0.07162559193222098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495784663150245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895012402224202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154227990711168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385252718522739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803703103866975,0.123143506415901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714595763822864,0.0,0.0,0.08412581403563024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696167982439546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689887492532287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28755383429703485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913881798010655,0.0,0.24140326010413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957953821957394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847142411804424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064749395954976,0.10536648577410042,0.0,0.1317536230994577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947586618052302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412596379128853,0.0,0.2511856296270891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348894087651474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556590432448337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433559178661968,0.1000365223233422,0.0,0.0,0.11331585020246293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670045368827857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kaylah365,2019/01/31,"Anyone else who gets anxious when a friend gets mad at you? My so called ""friend"" got angry at me because we were playing Super Smash Bros. with a time limit and he said he needed to go so he wanted to end it quick, so I was beating him at first and he got angry and said I was running the time down. 

The time eventually ran out and he called me an asshole so the game went to sudden death round where you had to knock the player off stage and at first I thought it was my character who won and I cheered, but it was really his character and he called me a dumbass. I can't stop thinking about it and my anxiety has been high for 7 hours now.",2.799333333333333,3.8283260074074046,4.009814814814813,90.3591666666667,74.1111111111111,7.177777777777778,23.87037037037037,7.554174236665415,0.8501259259259251,501,14,113,6,10,164,82,135,0.136,0.775,0.08900000000000001,-0.7689,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,6,9,7,1,0,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,18,23,14,1,2,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,2,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,2,15,3,16,6,14,8,0,26,0,0,1,0,22,9,0,0,12,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265084806092679,0.18682233364225706,0.0,0.11563135634983793,0.16944229052119322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080872090947476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065873152743542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814637968449806,0.0,0.14646975819445054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28132923920353176,0.0,0.0,0.2555306876078174,0.0,0.17279920564568216,0.0,0.093984238124835,0.0,0.2645248385125074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472370431511386,0.0,0.0,0.16285727577421574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226206157072147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594099619129274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146116752287176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825769005498845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596315845722634,0.0,0.1312862245954851,0.2892877503371767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754019158732216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330071707390527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,starspade94,2019/01/31,"Encountered a situation with a rude person and felt discriminated against. My SA stopped me from saying anything. I am feeling so shitty and terrible over it. I know this may be a little silly but went into my program office with another classmate of mine to pick up our vouchers for a metrocard. There was a student worker in the front and she went by his side to ask for her stuff. He seemed nice and easy going with her, then with me he got uncomfortable and fidgety.

 When I stood in the same spot she stood in when she walked off, he was like ""can you go to the front"" to me, as if to keep some distance between us. And I'm thinking ""what the fuck"" why he made me walk around to the front like an idiot and not her? 


Even when i was standing in the front, he seemed nervous and not as easygoing with me. I am guessing he wanted some distance since the front was basically a bit outside the room. I think  my presence made him uncomfortable. Either way that really hurt and made me angry even my friend asked me why he told me  to go to the front. Situations like this make me feel I am indeed repulsive and should stay away from people.

Part of me wants to go to the office tomorrow and report his behavior to me to the supervisor there, or by any chance I see him tomorrow, I will pretend I have a question, then confront  him about it.  Am I overreacting? I felt discriminated against, as he treated me drastically different from her and no doubt blew a huge hole to my self esteem. My sa made me freeze and just did what he said, which now makes me angry. I want to be more assertive and daring, rather than regret and feel like shit moments later like now.


I am so angry with myself for not speaking up and being direct with him, and letting him make me move for his comfort. Should I go back to that office tomorrow and report that behavior by him? someone suggested that. am I overreacting, I cant shake off this sadness, anger, of this situation",5.195921052631583,6.004167802631577,5.864315789473686,80.09121052631579,68.34210526315789,8.71157894736842,29.673684210526318,8.841846274778883,2.2437294736842093,1535,55,299,25,25,500,189,380,0.182,0.713,0.105,-0.9888,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,1,0,1,16,23,6,3,20,0,22,2,1,8,0,69,61,31,0,8,9,0,6,5,1,4,0,3,1,2,14,27,0,2,11,1,0,17,5,13,0,0,18,10,59,10,55,35,7,50,0,3,1,1,39,16,2,10,19,217,73,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742741508741683,0.10397052723894784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159444034744316,0.08826715891190554,0.185389271883106,0.0,0.09315747285814993,0.07624250836656478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824935544043067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359374292910836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097919414166906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040415224685752,0.0708348967337869,0.19040478789832352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660533342174658,0.09166531676437614,0.0,0.0,0.2817545698852317,0.0,0.07930168248005122,0.0,0.10922816758723057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614529785395632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881317095105663,0.0,0.0,0.05449187550995219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139062270797572,0.0,0.2422056470905285,0.09937731756131417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752837248563929,0.1985561186477918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053839082098983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737299677807476,0.0,0.06874018017217037,0.08657654297283894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107401102447677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351992719341536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943171738192937,0.0788504160585431,0.0,0.0,0.0790120743063731,0.18053026757543994,0.10343816509289616,0.0,0.10177909187568594,0.08202035579139412,0.3343562550059963,0.0,0.0,0.08401198397007457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568386606757234,0.0,0.08289631702504656,0.0,0.0,0.1135064207446353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706643041630286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474490546055038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926880636746275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754489600099036,0.07870300701095696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383158054602408,0.17894025409260958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jeff007oo7,2019/01/31,"Going red Me and my new classmates were stood in a circle around a bench. I catch a glimpse of people looking in my general direction, which is pretty normal it’s a damn circle but I still turn red. Someone points out that I was red and my face turns even reder. I just find it funny how my body decides the only way to fix my problem is to add more of the problem ",2.6278070175438586,3.990165815789478,4.100000000000001,88.22833333333338,75.05263157894737,6.119298245614036,24.508771929824558,6.42735559955562,0.7494456140350882,286,9,59,2,6,95,55,76,0.11599999999999999,0.8059999999999999,0.077,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,6,0,4,2,2,1,0,14,9,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,4,10,0,8,6,1,10,0,0,4,0,0,5,1,0,2,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114452219203272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509809082316643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492386735196593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651535443320293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841330577219354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897421476713807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182251309319468,0.0,0.0,0.2213842567801152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184611185945234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664615091922365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135969707181551,0.0,0.0,0.2298736581850203,0.0,0.43240967301009786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144776587780346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044496482853567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.491540165748184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934958976185972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Arctic2709,2019/08/02,"A Thank you to Delivery Systems! I just want to say thank you to anyone who works in delivering food or packages. Your work makes my life so much easier and saves me the stress of social contact. I love sushi, but I hate going out to restaurants and suck at cooking. Thank you for delivering!",3.5987500000000026,5.811859946428572,4.370857142857143,83.67414285714288,74.53571428571428,7.337142857142857,25.485714285714288,8.238735603445708,1.6633542857142856,231,8,44,4,5,74,45,56,0.161,0.643,0.196,-0.43,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,2,2,8,2,1,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,9,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,5,9,9,1,5,0,0,0,1,9,3,1,1,0,28,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200450662846835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801630125279281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316759623765126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287479859030623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365098541075995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911117024248216,0.0,0.15465627892236605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703203556977185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842508609980366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618092293928536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26540252298454226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6399328832295721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665800621366278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373492231402256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DaTrueSomething,2019/08/02,"I'm scared of playing online with other people and hate myself for it No matter whether its Overwatch, Pokemon Showdown or Smash Ultimate, I never play online with other people. My hands get shaky, my heart goes crazy and I sweat like hell, heck I'm even afraid of posting this because I constantly think people will laugh at and ridicule me.

It's actually pretty irrational. E.g. I watch other people play Pokemon Showdown and I constantly predict correctly. If I could kick my ass into playing online I'd probably be pretty good.

I'm perfectionistic and always see the bad things in stuff I do, rarely I even punch myself for failing.

Do you have any tips? I'm planning to force myself into it but I never do and feel stupid. I hate myself because I'd love to play with others and I genuinely enjoy games.",3.7471271929824574,6.3848150723684265,4.664631578947368,79.66808771929824,75.90789473684211,6.421754385964912,25.92280701754386,7.554174236665415,1.7325170175438598,649,24,106,9,15,210,93,152,0.22,0.63,0.15,-0.8732,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,2,20,5,3,1,0,7,5,4,0,3,24,18,11,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,10,0,0,0,4,20,10,13,15,0,9,1,1,2,2,3,4,3,3,5,68,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.1562181558667844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332020847217555,0.0,0.0,0.10886209680788222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366282377680916,0.19517052191602213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459862367473769,0.0,0.12781344588505952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114669484805699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094289917030309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363688887300441,0.0,0.0,0.1342702316953188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160981266910348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969941734955675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782085879068659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144481379634595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469321363580803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439262658248085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331549862721788,0.3257244244136779,0.17259681483055342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027125605216816,0.0,0.12756562106052247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832570171553952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635219545821974,0.1025748801958228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,B_E_B_0_P,2019/08/02,"New Collage! Today I started a new college, and I needed a buch of paperwork and they needed to activate my account.... I was really close of maybe calling my gf to go with me but I said ""fck it"" and did all the process alone! And It when great, I wasn't a mess! And yeah, took the train for the first time. 

I'm always afraid of doing things alone but I have to learn.",0.5097727272727255,2.506469246753252,2.4156980519480515,94.88640422077923,83.8051948051948,5.4084415584415595,20.01461038961039,6.6274283507984215,0.11780649350649375,280,8,64,3,8,93,52,77,0.095,0.787,0.11900000000000001,0.5939,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,6,1,5,0,0,0,1,13,12,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,5,1,10,1,8,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,42,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636671294019129,0.0,0.0,0.18625508612530303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22856845824945266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040051495491336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721498403276627,0.0,0.0,0.2467874041641917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248801125333625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319531015096724,0.0,0.4323774141646212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433993870439147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292569924108973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843703904156933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871116594056194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052449812962866,0.0,0.2121767383258112,0.0,0.24869751340887536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JD0GE13,2019/08/02,"I'm stuck in a loop. on one side, i cant socialise and avoid any contact with people i dont/barely know, getting sick, trembling and wanting to leave.
the other side, when im at home, all i feel is emptiness and crushing loneliness.
im 20, weight problems, few friends, no longer at uni (failed 2yrs and decided to quit to get better), no job, recently moved across country. i just feel stuck in some sick purgatory.",2.6454999999999984,5.05386455,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,78.5,6.0,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.4591250000000002,324,14,63,4,8,102,61,80,0.327,0.618,0.055,-0.9666,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,2,6,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,15,11,5,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,3,4,2,10,9,3,11,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,2,31,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081060547947034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613676358311946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259911755425429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242662596271665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133827095866652,0.0,0.2317304226395113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224525079699081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47909740786053906,0.0,0.22007163073885735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187850785490704,0.0,0.0,0.2348214757335885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357054765383348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027649423745712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374678354631924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220309598893425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587875580085785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897025025608294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080517202848532,0.0,0.0,0.2700550415858243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LethalNuggetSpin,2019/08/02,"Guess i will starve My dad has some friends over and i dont dare to go outside my room and get food. My mom said that i could eat in my room but I’m afraid that they will see me getting the food. So i have decided to wait a couple of hours until they are gone and then eat.

I just had to write this somewhere and I know you guys understand.",0.5063428571428581,2.134792053333335,1.804571428571432,101.208,81.8,5.352380952380952,18.714285714285715,6.1826913282559595,-0.4947714285714291,264,6,68,2,7,84,55,75,0.028999999999999998,0.941,0.03,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,0,0,14,19,8,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,3,4,4,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,14,1,7,13,1,9,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,2,3,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741227104225911,0.2320067279088832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457431823979172,0.0,0.0,0.4291095961886804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070913309136491,0.0,0.16199810548399649,0.0,0.2190980989860854,0.0,0.11916587134103795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309859565156161,0.2076159833662093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649238169154127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523454311310502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455744659604992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945352093452207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167087665783328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218284082909603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mortyoufatfuck,2019/08/02,"a tip that has helped me a lot with my social anxiety!! If you are the type of person who gets very anxious interacting with people and struggle with eye contact, sunglasses are your best friend. specifically mirrored sunglasses. I have a very hard time with one on one interaction and people who make a lot of eye contact really intimidate me. I don't know why it stresses me out so much to make eye contact but it does. my boyfriend's dad is a super nice guy, but holds eye contact with you the entire time you're speaking to him and it's hard for me to know where to look and what to do with my eyes because I cannot hold eye contact for that long without getting anxious. we went to his trailer yesterday and I decided to wear my mirrored sunglasses so that I could look at him confidently without frantically looking all over the place and not knowing what to do with my eyes and it worked!! I was able to look at his face/eyes while he was talking without worrying about eye contact cause he couldn't see my eyes. I am realizing how much confidence I have when people can't see my eyes. not sure why it helps but it does!! figured I'd share and see if this helps anyone else!",5.847655677655678,6.04893112820513,6.2584859584859585,79.9623076923077,66.77777777777777,9.42075702075702,33.38095238095238,9.23628265651192,2.7911670329670333,940,39,187,16,14,304,121,234,0.069,0.782,0.149,0.9768,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,3,0,3,6,9,0,3,8,0,16,11,11,4,2,45,31,18,0,4,10,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,14,17,0,2,6,0,0,1,9,3,0,2,3,20,27,6,29,26,6,14,0,0,17,0,31,7,0,4,6,123,41,2,0.10914683452801846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349702966591059,0.24660971121076625,0.0,0.07631800449229796,0.11183383035011683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653489726398848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454286901259025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121238649395708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871448660118653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103026084601446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117817483225432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432657360591762,0.0,0.1140494323428489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807252622361783,0.0,0.0,0.19554825022791866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947646740280569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995273746083712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096591513906716,0.3666234066832944,0.0,0.0,0.18558547117596466,0.0,0.0,0.14571271917302478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047096394766708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479214396369301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270060165808389,0.09530280592020092,0.11403521136224296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992225706307678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609276874915805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126145261633127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502733018318507,0.11410396976716758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286959984292864,0.0,0.0,0.08772809118501128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728879389775988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011513853368213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118020910281576,0.1969760829148548,0.0,0.0,0.3156409607134102,0.0,0.07946019546892273,0.11084390857663057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,beattheodds902,2019/08/02,"When you amp yourself up to do a social anxiety inducing task and everything you thought would go wrong, does. Back in the safety of my house but wow crying on the walk home was awful.",3.671666666666667,5.579651722222224,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,73.44444444444444,8.133333333333335,25.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.001955555555556,146,5,28,3,3,47,34,36,0.242,0.609,0.149,-0.5346,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,5,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243287913810807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22899006308317935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23016974352969105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288048780789692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26194962657327003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690225355316572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011868701120006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002568964970003,0.0,0.0,0.3453918083432089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051338132060727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376381465281007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212638631092736,0.32727527099468257,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mrboionreddit,2019/08/02,"Ayy guess what the girl i like left me on read twice

my social anxiety will not allow for me to talk to her like a normal fucking human. Tips?",0.997,2.9959167000000018,2.8633333333333333,92.345,82.0,5.333333333333334,16.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.309333333333333,111,2,24,1,3,37,27,30,0.10400000000000001,0.742,0.154,0.3887,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,1,2,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634113317835138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183273241573962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793180620325038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741153028922312,0.0,0.0,0.3364442659695349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33737006673074205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444229507946596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35100083831846235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27675922636208355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,olivejamm,2019/08/02,"Message to younger people with social anxiety This is something I wish i'd known when I was in middle school and early high school. All of the stupid crap you do? None of it will matter. I know variations of this phrase are thrown around again and again but it holds so much truth. In the long run, these years do not matter. In middle school, I did all the wrong things. I was weird and reserved and self-conscious and awkward and I did weird OCD tics that made people not want to sit next to me. I was dragged through school by my dad in front of my whole grade in an effort to get me to finally show up to morning math extra help. I was the lowest possible rung on the middle school social ladder. I wasn't even on the ladder. I was underground. My friends and I were teenagers and yet we'd still play cops and robbers during our lunch period. In the moment, these experiences were positively soul-crushing. I thought my weird habits and awkward comments would follow me for the rest of my life. I'm in junior year now at a different school, and guess what? Those moments meant nothing. I did everything wrong and I was looked down upon by all of my peers and now I'd like to say i'm pretty confident. I have close lasting friendships and when people treat me poorly I can stand up for myself. The general population does not think i'm an ""awkward weirdo"" (at least it doesn't seem like that!) I share photos of my deeply awkward self in middle school and I tell people about all the weird things I did and we just laugh. I shrug my shoulders and I say ""I was a weirdo in middle school."" And that's that. When I was younger i'd daydream about coming back to my public school as a beautiful, ultra-confident version of myself. But real life could never compare to that fantasy. You know why? Because nobody remembers, and nobody cares. Nobody thought I was cute. Nobody wanted to be my gym partner. And the *only* *part* of my life that is directly affected by those years is my deep empathy for others.",2.7951943319838084,5.15234418205128,3.4198110661268544,88.82404858299599,77.69230769230771,6.156545209176787,22.82726045883941,7.273561745256523,0.8887948717948717,1581,49,307,20,38,496,196,390,0.105,0.737,0.157,0.9848,2,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,3,2,0,1,16,22,2,4,16,0,30,6,2,2,6,59,50,27,0,5,6,1,0,2,2,2,3,2,0,2,19,25,1,1,9,4,1,4,7,12,0,0,20,3,47,10,48,25,12,54,0,0,1,0,19,26,1,2,24,209,66,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061209981337572286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122883087838804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615253147504857,0.0,0.048775385616965816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157892640052916,0.0,0.0,0.06892440218896176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388413628118901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359690383284105,0.0,0.0,0.0700202075935044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284805233969148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191082511426541,0.07826839379439922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765069613799342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061818103198789325,0.0,0.04180366447284902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814370794456006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363125102579469,0.08453848017819071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794647143493896,0.06522154627022916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954735177818053,0.07818094651316496,0.0,0.0,0.07080928252483439,0.06719104850433871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757105510665814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058819006782400235,0.0,0.06171121567871263,0.0,0.08509508820928782,0.0,0.0,0.0767749517359611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060853745880584176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664664324411167,0.0,0.22188468410635712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020301161557767,0.0,0.08140232576965373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107269099266456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063950950846043,0.0,0.0,0.127259629047989,0.0,0.7287998894641882,0.0,0.072841133985036,0.1669427147899038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631270349492989,0.0,0.06159817344365951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389875171623015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993518045644699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631460722162964,0.05126931349108213,0.0,0.12704329889456056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943878746779578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219958846086255,0.08933202972740352,0.0920113850715706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683917662446969,0.17496403957543552,0.0,0.15457789084742085
socialanxiety,thisis-never-that,2019/08/02,"I want to make more friends I feel like I don’t have a lot of friends. 

All of my friends have many mates other than the people within our friendship group, and they’re very sociable too. Everyone except for me. 

I feel alone because whenever I ask them to hang out, most of the time they will say they’ve already made plans with other friends (that I don’t know), and I feel like it’s weird to ask if I could come along too. They’ve already made so many friends at university and hung out with them out of school hours too.... I have made a few friends within uni, but I feel like we’re more classmates or acquaintances and rarely ever have fun outside of class. I’m too scared to ask and I have strict parents so I can’t really do things after class (beyond 6pm). 

I feel like an idiot that I can’t even hold a basic conversation with somebody or even muster up the courage to initiate some banter or to introduce myself. I can’t help to feel terrified. 

I feel like I’ve been left behind by my friends because everybody has the social skills to make so many new friends, and even be at the stage to hang out with them casually. I feel left behind because making friends is beyond my capability and I want to catch up to them, but I can’t. 

If I try to force myself to speak, I’ll end up muttering some stupid shit that they might be offended by or make myself look like some weirdo.

I don’t know what to do.  I just want to make friends.",3.7110368925727286,4.755164430034128,4.269176011701614,89.30541524459616,71.93515358361775,7.628733950918252,25.897773443848532,7.957251820313856,1.2299882658865595,1130,35,248,15,21,358,137,293,0.11199999999999999,0.677,0.21100000000000002,0.9776,1,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,6,2,14,25,4,1,9,0,22,1,1,8,2,58,49,18,0,6,10,1,8,6,11,2,0,2,0,0,8,17,0,1,10,1,0,4,7,6,0,0,4,11,36,19,46,40,9,26,0,0,1,0,28,15,1,12,12,157,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860796438700159,0.1675117815964446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286457800947964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388010778451508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537984403847129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059878263645624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722355012441376,0.0,0.0,0.1503907459465501,0.06865454566271675,0.0,0.07252427685288639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070125286941602,0.2711095460275599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5863899892537973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050873169970215716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474474168653514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342367004339474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492790180816747,0.0,0.0,0.222481063055026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373563110422674,0.0,0.0,0.06452619725610315,0.0,0.2154510099585256,0.2533142169078227,0.23084752279135054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051632273497493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330325187864427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427631103469144,0.0,0.0,0.05261846886109939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862252764998095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060357539821242825,0.07598764700476987,0.0768133420178091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790872766347395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736897067459406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042359613149213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04425703031327618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051530104751880405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262421774824747,0.13430071925722012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,poshspice90,2019/08/02,"How to deal with forced socialising at work? Hi, I need help!

​

I have recently started a job at a company where people are seemingly expected to have breakfast/lunch together at the on-site restaurant, so the entire dept has to sit together and talk etc. This makes me so uncomfortable, I feel like don't have anything to say to them, I'd much rather have lunch on my own, come here just to do my job and leave. I've stopped having lunch with them and kinda clammed up.

​

But there's so much socialising, today they had a cafe where all employees would mingle, before it started I thought it would be cool but I panicked, I felt like I was going to burst into tears. Later the new employees had to stand up and talk about themselves to everyone, I panicked and hid in the ladies' room for a while.

​

I don't know what to do, I'm so scared. I feel like I'm negatively affecting my career, but I'm also kinda terrified of being here, around so many people. I'm so confused. What do I do?",4.611816223977031,5.755270773869345,5.370656855707106,81.87483668341709,69.90452261306532,8.700789662598707,29.289662598707825,9.04235418022936,2.3355984206748026,800,30,157,15,14,260,114,199,0.165,0.773,0.062,-0.9675,4,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,3,1,17,6,0,2,8,1,20,2,0,3,1,33,36,17,0,5,5,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,10,2,1,6,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,5,18,4,24,27,5,24,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,4,11,105,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170222232452584,0.0,0.3727373932647629,0.4180128339652673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943643235341411,0.10208135144422872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757643149149264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877876747615656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822059184374098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788828871369445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957289337387004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596203551014304,0.16384172952058249,0.11010198079169706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517007599208546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686144103228466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275862120404589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302008995597456,0.0,0.0,0.1214198531372128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806712771010146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654367029575304,0.1162582245930706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859251033352224,0.08502696838613671,0.0,0.1107498033844506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589966319749407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322361187132812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119084756346583,0.11480550657367293,0.0,0.0,0.10439201803856543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232920913845536,0.0,0.0,0.09586994954841123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843361410164224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103583115966006,0.0,0.0,0.10869453992058384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348173087604117,0.0,0.0,0.1629177369121628,0.0,0.4180128339652673,0.0
socialanxiety,julianette73,2019/08/02,"Were people ever mean to you because of your quietness? I'm just curious and would like to read some of your stories. I can begin.
I've always been an introverted person, even when I was a kid. In kindergarten I had friends and I would talk to them but I've never been a loud kid and I didn't talk a lot. Other kids didn't include me in their groups but I didn't really mind. From the 1st to 3rd grade it was okay. I was never popular but I've always had someone to talk to. In 4th grade I decided to go to a ballet school so I had to go through enrollment where they had to see if I could do ballet. They would check if I was flexible, how much I weighed etc. A couple months later I found out that I got accepted to that school. In my class there were only 16 people (14 girls, 2 boys) and I've never found a good friend there (except for one girl that joined our class but she joined 2 or 3 years later). I'm usually very quiet when you first meet me and I tend to open up after some time. But people started labelling me very soon especially my form teacher. I genuinely hated that. She labeled me as the ""shy kid"", the ""quiet one"". Then my classmates started doing that too. I remember once the whole class was discussing some topic and I said something about it and the teacher instead of listening to me, like she did with other kids, she made this surprised face and said something like ""YOU said something?"". It was like she thought there was something wrong with me and I started believing it too and my anxiety started getting worse and worse to the point when I changed school because I didn't want to be there anymore.  Also the ballet teachers didn't help. They were really strict and were constantly telling me to smile while I was feeling so bad and so upset and while they would tell me this I would force a smile on my face. 
My new class was okay. At least this was my first impression of them. I wanted to make friends and I did but later I found out that the group of friends I talked to have known each other for 8 years and oftentimes they had inside jokes that I didn't get, they had past experiences together that they would reminisce, or mutual friends they would gossip about that I just didn't know. So I decided I would talk to some other people in my class. I decided to talk to 4 girls that would always stick together. I used to know 2 of them before I went to the ballet school so I thought I'd be easier. But it just seemed like they didn't want to be friends with me but I thought that maybe I was overreacting. I would talk to them but I wouldn't consider them my friends because I knew they didn't consider me their friend. Later their group broke because one of the friends changed class, the other friend argued with the other two. I quickly became friends with the girl who got excluded from the group and I'm still friends with her now. Some time ago I asked her why they didn't want to be friends with me when I joined their class. She told me that it's because one of the girls was jealous about her other friend and decided not to be friends with me right away, before she even had a chance to get to know me. 
In that class there was also a girl who would make fun of me for being quiet. I remember once our teacher decided that we were going to play a game. We had to take a sheet of paper and pin it on our back. Then we had to write something nice (or it could be just constructive criticism) on the other people's pieces of paper. Most people wrote on mine ""you're okay"". But this one girl that hated me for whatever reason she had decided to write on mine something like this: ""you're too quiet, nobody pays attention to you, do you even exist?"" I know it doesn't sound too serious and now I probably wouldn't care but I remember being so crushed when I read this. I felt like crying but I couldn't cry there. When I came home I burned this piece of paper.
Also once I got a job offer. I had to dance during a Christmas festival. I accepted the job offer because I don't have a stage fright and I wanted to earn some money. The festival was in another city that was quite far away from where I lived so the people that offered me the job told me that someone will take me and another girl who was supposed to work with me there. It turned out that the person who would drive the car was a 20-something-year-old boy. We all talked a lot during our way to the city where I was supposed to work. But on the way back I was exhausted. I had to work all day (it was freezing, and I had to dance in a dress, also they made me do more than I was told I had to and in the end I got paid less than the other girl because I was a teenager) and when we were going back it was maybe 10 pm. I wanted to rest on the way back but this boy kept talking all the time. And it was about things like what he did in the morning etc. And then when he finished talking he didn't ask any question so I didn't respond and he got mad about this and told me that I don't talk at all. Then they asked me who I want to be in the future. I told them that I'd like to be a hairdresser to which they responded that I can't because I'm too quiet and made fun of that. I don't want to be a hairdresser anymore, but at the time I wanted to but I decided that they were probably right. Now I'm more outgoing because I learned how to care less about what people think of me.
 So this is my story of people making fun of my quietness/social anxiety, now you can share yours if you want^^",2.942640386162513,4.306131944247792,3.8807864038616273,90.11032683024942,74.24778761061947,7.118664521319388,24.079847144006443,7.686295010490155,0.9829203539823008,4307,127,935,56,88,1385,338,1130,0.095,0.777,0.128,0.9896,3,0,7,0,0,0,99.0,9,10,25,7,64,57,5,2,52,3,105,4,2,10,8,169,186,82,0,30,28,0,3,9,15,15,1,12,1,19,65,50,1,1,33,11,4,10,24,13,0,8,91,16,168,44,120,66,27,106,0,1,1,0,143,35,0,17,66,665,233,28,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032021181808747835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555136160664416,0.09017259558702384,0.0,0.0,0.02456512561525829,0.07575699168055514,0.05526854775981644,0.0,0.07164933907032776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131140454425447,0.0,0.06787817743846833,0.11110654577630773,0.030161499295406825,0.1981842016212165,0.0,0.061476642734228884,0.04069866006629173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413155039863542,0.0736603523058846,0.0,0.07642745669689588,0.0,0.0,0.039036522426391565,0.0,0.05768313206434894,0.03996981416734798,0.07935963623525029,0.023296580773396008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031994577704009326,0.0,0.0805741972212745,0.07157742187441166,0.032675650004707374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03533558061922327,0.0,0.0,0.018265057757345268,0.0,0.03468409345371598,0.0,0.0,0.061453028359326214,0.0,0.11882220928783965,0.4186323105811444,0.0,0.05661889881270385,0.0,0.08211895879953947,0.030298563087630338,0.14445576692345485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713286847911501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02421272882269597,0.0,0.03623467848522048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075405917826653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940982255823116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883245484084066,0.0,0.031897591407677346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142158300874559,0.0,0.10254239870949464,0.07233787606921585,0.0,0.07258154704168554,0.03934893231761099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0364742990944982,0.0,0.0288333237710707,0.0,0.02655482826901797,0.0,0.0835816936190199,0.034888169158684465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0379053929455787,0.11541060821389686,0.12239062850478045,0.027473445401136883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03448383750072236,0.2253905244180093,0.06308305459152884,0.0,0.0,0.03414825421056325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789419019897162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040466433866245766,0.03842164314503525,0.07226627714412913,0.0,0.046283102757397665,0.03714083358077521,0.0,0.0,0.12276218561235808,0.0616983093861018,0.10308477135939374,0.0,0.0,0.14623508787292686,0.028785643464781005,0.03288535304666066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061214416620787325,0.16685717834708522,0.0,0.0,0.10227320924730494,0.0,0.028848164415738318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432054685179272,0.3193805000387612,0.06314682306194318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02399875730393341,0.023146392462266185,0.0,0.0860337457929677,0.0842552940263453,0.0,0.0,0.17258710726392132,0.0,0.0,0.03929184594293661,0.03528727679627657,0.0,0.0,0.031198987462698613,0.039784780959014776,0.059611115366292974,0.21306495466876346,0.08601913261910775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03348671947686225,0.03259571654728542,0.040330444835797806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889471564168984,0.0,0.07362558616140633,0.307932008399734,0.039495226784155485,0.0,0.06978678441181188
socialanxiety,_dcxo,2019/08/02,"Is someone else scared to post? Hi, I just wanted to know if I'm not the only one who is scared to post because of anxiety.


*PD.: I posting this really scared*",-0.03500000000000013,2.1723126969697013,2.6456818181818207,90.78852272727272,88.6969696969697,5.724242424242425,20.37121212121212,7.1686216300943375,0.6728848484848484,121,4,26,2,4,42,25,33,0.217,0.7829999999999999,0.0,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404479464302252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071966274653893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791357731661848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178497406048647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453090144980777,0.1630900717186045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6161181538364924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373747347275047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6440707643785947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169296662885276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264813285348328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FrancoMoyano2000,2019/08/02,"Looking For Some Books on Social Anxiety Hi! I’m looking for some good self help books to overcome social anxiety so if you’ve read any good ones id love to known which ones! I love reading and a very good person here on reddit told me I should try reading some social anxiety books.

Any recommendations would be awesome. I want to work towards improving myself, and I’m willing to work as hard as it takes.",4.429916666666667,5.940542825000005,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,70.75,7.833333333333335,29.583333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.177958333333333,326,13,61,5,6,106,51,80,0.069,0.627,0.304,0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,10,13,6,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,5,11,8,3,3,0,0,2,2,10,3,0,4,0,33,7,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954635246560648,0.0,0.32982688497974705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616263168695443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287412468323345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963297601516434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413703750318019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594184802483442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477127051657367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254872088754179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312644722114615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992706087576627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43950088382303976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080564955700988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732673231292852,0.0,0.09757368440464516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858069546098288,0.08476738053880148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925382101423898,0.0,0.0,0.10209167503511413,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nero21598,2019/08/02,"Conversation between SO and me I told my SO I used to browse incel forums 

Her: what's an incel?

Me: someone who can't get laid

Her: ohh you're a virgin? 

Me: no, I gaymaxxed on grindr

Her: 🦍",-2.3250609756097558,-0.9227478048780462,1.0867987804878076,96.39897865853659,112.41463414634146,3.025609756097561,14.88109756097561,5.148860815047168,-0.9127341463414638,144,4,33,1,8,51,33,41,0.07400000000000001,0.9259999999999999,0.0,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,10,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,22,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209512114749126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205022064937299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5869987829810388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305659258440215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,olow_,2019/08/02,Friends sleepover My friend is asking me to stay at her house and then added me into a group chat with people but are her friends.  I really don't wanna go but she is my closet friend and her birthday is in a few days what should I do it's tonight so I have to say if I'm going are not soon,-0.3383736263736239,1.5471224153846137,1.6468131868131868,99.79461538461538,86.38461538461539,4.32967032967033,16.978021978021978,5.288315135182226,-0.8442747252747256,227,5,56,1,7,75,48,65,0.0,0.8079999999999999,0.192,0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,13,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,11,4,7,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,4,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328210195197005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061174094025665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7696381412682126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830730626370928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873614848409892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726546381793199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954293426766275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804850701261628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26544605515415376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Brandon4795,2019/08/02,"Holiday time Hi all,

Hope everyone is doing well. So I’m going on holiday on Sunday and obviously the anxiety kicks in with some thoughts but why always at the time of about to go on a great holiday with family do my thoughts come back? I’m worrying about what if something happens over there, what if my family don’t want me there, what if I have an anxiety attack over there in a foreign country, do the Spanish like people from the UK haha silly silly things. I just want to enjoy my holiday. Anyone got any advice x",3.1322222222222216,5.133303689320388,5.255857605177997,77.76451995685007,75.2135922330097,8.849622437971954,26.97842502696871,9.444778638647367,2.7387052858683925,412,16,75,11,9,143,69,103,0.086,0.619,0.295,0.9721,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,0,7,1,6,0,0,0,2,17,18,6,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,3,0,6,8,16,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,5,5,53,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936007882521896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124091387068204,0.0,0.0,0.13177739681663336,0.0,0.2964831307477849,0.0,0.0,0.1354958433541616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045331355200684,0.0,0.14900525648641175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166924757199357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851655886117356,0.0,0.0,0.3653580514706657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025986737014894,0.0,0.15498398191376847,0.21364370448620892,0.0,0.0,0.1713594715246332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246777766739476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467137254631124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434301148948286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491817095172927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287391651839212,0.0,0.0,0.30768017056774866,0.22598995601950805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285935396289112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423195720426773,0.0,0.17485677627905624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679352170139428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MLM0048,2019/08/02,"What are some of your small victories as someone who suffers with social anxiety? (AKA Give yourself a pat on the back) I tend to beat myself up about my social skills (I assume a lot of people here do, too), and I wanted to shift my focus from what I do wrong to what I've done right. I'd also love to hear how you've taken any steps forward, big or small. It can be things that happened recently, ways you've changed over time, etc.

Here's a couple of mine: 

1. I used to not be able to order my own food at a restaurant as a high schooler. I'd tell my mom, and she'd tell the waiter when they came around. I would avoid driving through a drive thru restaurant like the plague. Now, I can put my own orders in.
2. About a week ago, I was able to start a text conversation with a friend I haven't talked to in a few months. I was unsure sending the text at first, but it was rewarding when we got to talking.
3. I created this post, despite crushing doubts about it. XD",1.9288497379149696,3.452982816831682,3.1807513104251623,93.42193651718115,77.26732673267327,5.9410599883517765,22.278392545136867,6.522977012572876,0.2990561444379733,747,21,169,6,17,242,133,202,0.044000000000000004,0.828,0.128,0.9601,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,1,4,13,8,0,2,14,0,14,2,0,2,0,19,25,10,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,10,7,1,1,1,0,0,7,2,4,0,1,7,1,22,4,30,14,6,35,0,1,0,1,18,14,0,5,13,110,32,0,0.2979044650944341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320371668896709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191170465530501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012926259218046,0.0,0.113948050198432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259906667418195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114535072556203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036167270649635,0.0,0.0,0.15757171167374456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481281219675356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242984900635312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612111303462695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669869291237956,0.18011363084542925,0.0,0.1150801253739914,0.0,0.0,0.1428885541337845,0.0,0.0,0.11913070741340928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317179673192018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787999159923284,0.0,0.0,0.1573762117311844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277053695468727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663386152940134,0.13443520535729406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744510545166657,0.118892250931998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326472321310297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426550645801752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497381345926401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707235990914905,0.0,0.0,0.12720439273415174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30367608616985925,0.1262067432689925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542915684985377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23944432462232945,0.2603816331633499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989572446829087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086855244640406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286469043836385,0.0,0.0,0.08785588597562068,0.11823134904024744,0.11948049628921405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581139235321148,0.16285588337718074,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BedHeadable,2019/08/02,"Conversation between me and my SO Me: I heard ____ is a good game

SO: from who

Me: Reddit

SO: Because you have no friends 

Me: ...Reddit is my friend",-1.6350574712643675,-0.22768755172413435,0.9432758620689654,96.90847701149427,114.17241379310344,3.3126436781609194,18.626436781609193,5.46131890053228,-0.31686666666666685,107,4,24,1,6,36,21,29,0.062,0.6779999999999999,0.26,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275885811586063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8303739462292925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450738095703129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Vyncz,2019/08/02,when we’re in a public place alone who else pretends to text people? like i either turn my phone off and just tap my phone or like i go to my moms messages and just type there but then delete it after. who else?,0.33999999999999986,2.471174111111111,1.2933333333333366,101.82000000000004,85.66666666666667,3.6,13.444444444444445,3.1291,-1.6277555555555554,165,2,39,0,5,51,35,45,0.062,0.8490000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.2869,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,5,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34019042088631074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548780301368443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667408671809768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209425705997053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38469394499089016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771609986138486,0.0,0.34317575326068056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572753266280827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vgirl789,2019/08/02,"I wish I was someone that people wanted to be friends with I’ve always felt like I wasn’t worthy of people’s attention and friendship. Why would anyone want to be friends with me? 

There isn’t anything that great about me, except for the fact that I care about people and would love to be given the opportunity to be someone’s best friend.

I always watch shows and movies where there are a group of “ride or die” best girl friends and I wish I had that. I feel like such a loser because finding girl friends feels like fucking dating, and I’m too anxious for that shit. 

I just wish I had a friend who actually cared about how I felt and what I had to say, instead of pretending to listen to me and then I end up mumbling and stopping because I feel like what I have to say isn’t important enough for them.",5.155460122699386,5.398411570552149,5.317920245398773,85.96780061349695,68.2638036809816,7.7469938650306736,29.183435582822085,7.1686216300943375,1.4467403680981596,638,21,133,5,10,201,85,163,0.07400000000000001,0.5529999999999999,0.3720000000000001,0.9949,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,11,20,2,0,5,0,15,3,1,1,1,30,32,11,1,7,3,0,5,4,6,2,0,3,0,2,8,10,0,1,7,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,8,9,19,17,21,18,3,7,0,1,1,2,15,2,2,1,8,89,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.1050109112206559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907870203064735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156759820562955,0.0,0.07524275066398982,0.0,0.08855308028739126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311949576929438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22585812065676214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942919901858046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168120591180636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953096793424872,0.11118891564634006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323110879564173,0.2306277831273584,0.20664312909148227,0.0,0.0983527233335296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498830916326093,0.09948283388476377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863935888844533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028938757628696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971213700844377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380770066572406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115007331857196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045914471705566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235359982680893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996598525328345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694121295469812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710043122935393,0.0,0.3712352947816058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528847650966648,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alwayscosmic,2019/08/02,"hot flashes caused by social anxiety Hey all, so i get hot flashes during certain social anxiety situations, like for example I always get them when in line at the grocery store. Does anyone else experience this and if so, how did you help yourself not have them?",4.074375,6.964032687499998,5.362333333333332,73.71600000000002,76.29166666666666,8.006666666666666,30.43333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.199703333333334,211,10,33,5,5,70,40,48,0.066,0.7929999999999999,0.141,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,7,4,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309079656365446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918225528627386,0.0,0.0,0.17906694087927966,0.2623986570512174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26307917283550963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241096622784394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21393374932668247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505091587584199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267597182270579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716544690175419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511463563055414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28786048493903843,0.0,0.5221113442451716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,frontlinepetmeds,2019/08/02,"A painful and short story of my anxiety Long story short...

I played in a baseball game and got hit in the face by the ball, the ball broke my tooth so I had to go to the dentist. I went to the dentist and he told me I needed a root canal so I said “okay.” He injected something into my mouth that was supposed to numb it but it barely did anything so I asked him to do it again, still nothing. I asked him to do it a third time! Still nothing! I was so nervous and scared to ask for another shot that I said “that’s good” and he proceed with the root canal.

I was barely numbed and the dentist killed the nerves in my tooth with a tiny drillbit and I felt it all",0.27276595744680776,2.2774581205673807,1.884510638297872,98.29400000000004,84.81560283687944,4.611063829787233,20.747517730496455,5.6839178017228535,-0.2028235460992902,509,16,120,3,15,165,74,141,0.174,0.7759999999999999,0.049,-0.9514,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,2,13,1,7,10,4,2,1,16,19,12,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,8,10,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,7,0,1,11,3,18,3,16,7,1,14,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,6,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912359562234225,0.13951627889998786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500789813876508,0.0,0.5114876632391778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510847857667514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036478433325422,0.15296739101497067,0.14586184644755576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177077623177006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613960238765636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352286576955594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34998721923649884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405972358621945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34696053588668724,0.0,0.18258906373695655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040108750401195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912896188168067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063442552468029,0.0,0.0,0.17426700695097358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906333469381846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Galfromneptune,2019/08/02,"Suddenly experiencing debilitating social anxiety? To give some background, I’ve always been a really anxious person. Just never a socially anxious person. I used to host large parties, I had a ton of friends and I lived in a house with fifteen roommates. None I knew before moving there. I never had any problems and never even considered a conversation to be nerve wracking.

I recently moved into a house with two roommates who I would say I’m friends with but very casually so. They already have been living in the house a year before me. I don’t know why but I suddenly am so anxious to make conversations with them or be around them. I’m even too anxious to go to the bathroom when someone is in the living room or kitchen because I’ll have to say hi. I’m worried I’ll mess up or won’t be funny or interesting. They bring friends over all the time and I constantly worry I won’t be fun enough to hang around. Sometimes I’m invited to join the group, sometimes not. I feel like an outsider a little bit. They’re nice to me and all, but I’m so nervous that I hide in my room so I won’t risk “messing up”. Currently I really don’t have any friends, no one I hangout with regularly or talk to. I simultaneously feel extremely lonely, but too terrified to put myself out there. My anxiety makes being awkward so much worse.

What is a good solution for this? How can I relax? I’m so nervous all the time it’s obvious and I think it pushes people away more so.",2.587011863568957,4.872357823529414,4.563384824518042,80.72899221453287,78.03114186851212,7.450370736529906,27.968487394957986,8.418075326091056,2.2685283242708847,1157,51,219,24,28,395,156,289,0.18100000000000002,0.67,0.149,-0.8359,1,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,4,0,19,19,0,4,16,0,22,1,0,4,7,44,39,23,0,2,11,0,2,1,4,4,0,2,3,2,6,14,1,0,5,3,0,7,11,8,0,2,5,5,28,11,31,25,10,34,0,1,0,0,21,15,0,6,13,149,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231509275823784,0.0,0.0771476529842555,0.0,0.0,0.12610095833284254,0.0,0.14185591694773125,0.4189735473464513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507489295975927,0.0,0.0,0.08711031401729298,0.0,0.0,0.05651918935422676,0.0,0.1577900248769099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012225327209541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001937251420344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580105040644617,0.0,0.12247690261828086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376061508007644,0.066236769939631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865305141941265,0.0,0.0,0.08894222776381681,0.05269299027869159,0.07776629969856766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32094758405060225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050954628130489205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045296655925701736,0.09292640808476993,0.2456114152243018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377812403592445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708618224352573,0.06815738184150165,0.0,0.21452631322784346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282717942148595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427802833940009,0.16191314799574594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887172811233208,0.0,0.09320580890893584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879327840074445,0.0,0.09154647418822696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474639509320476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890258305592158,0.07855848897911287,0.0,0.18339821057606195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452210495941021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059409064646241565,0.0,0.0,0.10812761033408064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057066287100213,0.0,0.0,0.08007738856456217,0.0,0.07650091935933444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366232598471422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883164509219424,0.0944861540521069,0.065863224774984,0.0,0.0,0.05970646172088536
socialanxiety,BlkQueerGirl,2019/08/02,"How to overcome social anxiety I am 20 years old, and I've wasted the last 6 years of my life due to social anxiety, and I am SICK OF IT. 

How do I just say ""fuck it"" and keep moving. Sometimes my social anxiety prevents me from opening my door and checking the mail, because my neighbors are outside. 

I find this to be pathetic, and I feel defeated every time I allow my SA to win. Any advice or help?",4.576097560975608,4.6237985609756125,6.347463414634148,78.76460975609757,69.48780487804878,8.999024390243902,32.25365853658536,8.841846274778883,2.670616585365853,310,13,61,5,5,108,55,82,0.24,0.657,0.10300000000000001,-0.9175,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,2,0,5,3,0,3,0,15,8,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,12,1,7,7,0,8,0,1,0,1,7,1,1,1,6,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870019969624455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301363862547206,0.0,0.4391865845706151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665578364902418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123527818035074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676110142902164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490632591751884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769160667533336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826952647024106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009612744736874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559899628616811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516844570348674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033932483701971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080788247379475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218302803446684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5852248584704066,0.0,0.0,0.18926724019776908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158786300493173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464686475705605
socialanxiety,Inhaleexhale8828,2019/08/02,tips on becoming unstuck and getting out of my comfort zone I used to be a very active social and fun person and go out all the time and date etc. until anxiety hit me really hard. I’ve always kept in touch with some people via text and social media and I have so many options of guys to go on dates with BUT I can’t seem to muster up the strength and desire to leave my comfort zone and go on dates. I literally don’t know how to be with a man or in a relationship anymore bc I’ve been accustomed to work eat tv sleep repeat. I do hang out and have drinks with my family. I’m blessed to have a great bond with them especially my brothers. But I m looking for some encouragement. I suffer from fear of throwing up (emetophobia) and have anxiety and panic from anything that makes me feel sick or bad. That’s why I’m afraid to live a full life. I used to! I had the BEST years ages 15-22. Now I’m 30 and stuck.,2.8933928571428567,3.846237625000001,4.570029761904763,86.72437500000002,73.79166666666666,7.777380952380952,24.651785714285715,8.192908349453996,1.2372473214285715,712,21,159,11,14,241,116,192,0.14300000000000002,0.6779999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.892,0,0,1,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,3,13,0,3,8,0,11,5,1,4,1,37,28,19,0,1,4,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,20,2,1,3,2,0,5,2,5,0,0,4,4,16,8,31,21,6,25,1,1,1,0,9,11,0,6,9,93,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309673366846097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24081732777261675,0.0,0.15609603536693129,0.0,0.0,0.12952473911133494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142034586290452,0.0,0.17383318305424802,0.0,0.0,0.1651789754760735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418963736873242,0.0,0.16105694646252894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553982914997773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838036385655853,0.17711595720390652,0.07958491002606725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822337023265449,0.0,0.2683578954821861,0.0,0.0,0.17353130979171516,0.0,0.1558482803217205,0.0,0.0,0.14099725241401134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865015548738312,0.0,0.0,0.1666612360639039,0.0,0.0,0.11117451569695427,0.0,0.0,0.1389848844692197,0.0,0.13217426633262952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506405974599553,0.15957637003052685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467206411022014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911961483348208,0.13743343411595127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083287492462016,0.0,0.0,0.16898602073784574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328878113410018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751118001360467,0.3208938786250453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177975349694614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718818240938489,0.0,0.1298694292678075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202677063025854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458726144918292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135883558300596
socialanxiety,howtohelpmyfr1end,2019/08/02,I feel like such an awful human being. My social anxiety has gotten to the point where even just sitting on voice chat with my best friend has me so anxious I feel like I’m gonna throw up let alone actually going out to see him I’m such an asshole. I don’t know what’s wrong he used to be what made me feel better. I also go back to college soon so that makes things 20x worse so that’s fun. Sorry to just pointlessly rant I just feel like such an asshole and need this off my chest.,0.15823717948717686,2.325887067307693,1.9726923076923093,96.35564102564103,86.98076923076924,4.620512820512821,16.358974358974358,5.985473137389443,-0.605548717948718,381,8,87,3,12,125,72,104,0.16399999999999998,0.6559999999999999,0.18,0.5992,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,14,8,0,0,4,1,6,1,1,3,0,15,22,5,0,1,3,0,4,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,6,11,7,10,16,1,12,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,5,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.17630017770044698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711148145664705,0.0,0.1444754397994784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820603467850134,0.2040967830593705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389180260833027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959375908664486,0.1597809723119073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932563276027858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36539280413687136,0.3871951845325533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395791132059494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534890326651986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928718172576954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847392677878588,0.0,0.26478717283231945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094687529031366,0.12059337439729133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395867996448765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078410766807742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439643269161127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416228984671415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202236463102495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002389129536176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603407427827715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841101444978895,0.0,0.1975256779420903,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LAFLAME201,2018/11/12,"I dont think I have social anxiety...or do I? Its like, Im comfortable with my friends and all you know theres no trouble at all, but then as soon as I get invited to a party or something where I dont know anyone my heart literally starts beating faster the whole day. I tried breathing exercises...even the typical whats the worst that can happen in my mind, but it really only goes away till I get to the actual party, and by that point if I dont know anyone Ill just scroll through facebook the whole party. Even if someone makes contact, its hard for me to even make eye contact, like how long are you supposed to give eye to eye? Is there some point where you have to look away? Its even worse when all your mates are basically socially gifted and they push you to do what they do but...its basically impossible for me. what kind of things can I do to help overcome these? would be really helpful if theres anything i can do in the next 6 hours as I have a party 😂",6.484271356783919,5.138563381909545,7.113713567839199,79.50484170854274,65.93467336683419,10.573065326633166,31.96030150753769,9.642632912329526,2.5856970854271357,759,24,164,13,10,252,111,199,0.08900000000000001,0.746,0.165,0.9451,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,5,2,1,13,7,0,0,8,0,19,6,5,3,3,24,31,16,0,4,7,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,5,23,5,23,29,7,20,0,0,4,0,16,9,0,5,12,114,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.1199482401234108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189138574801538,0.0,0.10114935690502183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309671695859401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927062165361119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321697474649872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247393130942157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496456104251284,0.0,0.1284370254411282,0.11791218316121953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869417205820174,0.0,0.1101085515006778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565599713595012,0.16477594582439906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104745501420335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277032264746488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799805112386284,0.20265418112716632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201010526582493,0.0,0.0,0.108776751222575,0.1032184440645484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640947073130716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241100739943109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072251137636318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348312171207933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239061268151015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748621496535836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250594671569124,0.10414628882437492,0.09462670640810378,0.0,0.0,0.08700054478382903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165989802973245,0.07875958010188427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834518642527344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744625457956701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252618579824195,0.0873159669879087,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,qbarajas,2018/11/12,"My gf's sister has no common or social knowledge Hello, Social Anxiety redditors,  


I've been concerned and disturbed by my girlfriend's sister for the past 3 years my girlfriend and I have been dating. Her sister seems to have no common social knowledge or just common knowledge as a matter of fact, and I'm not sure if there's some phenomenon, disorder or name for it. I've thought for the longest time she's mildly autistic. She also has social anxiety although I don't know how bad, so I couldn't determine exactly what factors are at play; but, every time I'm around her sister, or she's with my girlfriend and I and we're in a social setting, she never knows the most basic of things. She also has a very limited vocabulary. And it's hard to think of the really basic things because they're so basic they don't come to mind when I try to recall them. But for example, words like ""pimping"" or what ""No Nut November"" means. It feels like she's from a different planet. And it's to the point where he knowledge is just so foreign, abstract and unlike what most people commonly know there's no way to relate to her. She only knows references to obscure and niche things in fanfiction or on tumblr. A couple days back she called something that was tart, bitter. Furthermore, she acts childish, making noises and faces. She's 21. She's a grown woman. Just until a year ago she didn't understand the difference between me kissing my girlfriend and her kissing my girlfriend, which is her sister, on the mouth. It's like, how do you get to 21 years old and not understand context clues? And explaining anything to her is like talking to a rock. She doesn't retain anything unless through music or some mnemonic.

If any of you have any idea what I'm talking about, please let me know.  


I'm unsure whether this is some deep troglodyte form of social in-immersion, or some disorder that's dissociated from common social knowledge or contexts, but it's killing me. I'm not sure this social anxiety reddit was the best place to post, and I'm not here to bash forms of socially anxiety, but some of you must understand how social ineptitude to this degree is just confounding and disturbing.

I'd want to help except my girlfriend's sister would first want to be helped. Otherwise it's moot.   
",5.8238698196773155,6.86996814908257,6.241338184118947,77.09334862385323,67.05045871559633,8.949572919962037,31.31888642834546,9.130062681391069,2.778536159443215,1827,71,319,32,29,590,207,436,0.113,0.7909999999999999,0.096,-0.3996,1,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,2,3,20,15,2,2,16,0,26,4,2,4,6,93,51,44,1,7,26,6,2,4,7,2,0,0,0,1,20,18,0,2,21,2,0,3,14,5,0,1,6,4,39,10,44,40,10,36,0,0,0,2,57,10,0,20,24,215,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627302140811785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318385583408155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624726519963836,0.0,0.21654465182680893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164695655135976,0.06299716992857259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544150544161364,0.05908705428521384,0.04313858894146135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426505406485659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226048751675973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060959055811777324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830176332897525,0.0,0.045638524774103136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787181795111926,0.1622090323618528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059623810930890836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03578165822131983,0.050555586941060736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060193931128802586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03697256464772543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339286548631945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486655874283197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988674138737366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829262440273094,0.0,0.1944570315587703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236351964463889,0.0,0.13829170890297107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723717443349745,0.0,0.0,0.07708544184572258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145397082233047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05457947143970634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425751580654506,0.0,0.0,0.05382109635597734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755461187163081,0.049060566405551564,0.0,0.07393590897555963,0.07768034348010869,0.06689719667192084,0.0,0.06777472549343823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045334818709276616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442314493803586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7213751379824521,0.0,0.05447949309101063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333931384785819,0.0,0.0,0.11375883092548356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104231308665044,0.045344302500673776,0.0,0.05618067985989799,0.08252900632014433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04804579420085839,0.0,0.0,0.22101120194905846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058389756675436326,0.08347980595717294,0.05617113734800575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027047649462841,0.0,0.0,0.13671387746825944
socialanxiety,leftsideel,2018/11/12,"Talks more than 6 seconds and face heats up God i fucking hate talking to people who are not my close friends or family lmao every time i start talking, especially jumping into a long open answer, my face and ears heat the fuck up I can just feel this heat swarming all over my face
The only thing that helped me to prevent this reaction were benzodiazepines but i don't want to continue using them jfc",4.634615384615382,6.347247846153842,5.062051282051282,81.92461538461541,70.53846153846153,7.764102564102564,28.384615384615394,8.344100000000001,2.018984615384616,324,12,60,5,6,103,63,78,0.102,0.8320000000000001,0.066,-0.4227,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,3,0,4,6,4,1,1,15,11,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,2,9,1,8,10,2,11,0,0,0,2,7,6,2,1,4,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241168478477667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647591027958056,0.0,0.12147203628706713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560802415713287,0.4441940937638088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371862356628728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610271105207238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260391926221547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827125542680304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655144559869434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004237202435624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5792849266242711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960408977604146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400852692243728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748932675368148,0.0,0.0,0.14169916267917718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,askreddithoe,2018/11/12,"I'm so lonely It hurts. I'm scared of getting close to anyone. The only person I ever got close to was my ex and we're still close friends but it's not the same. I expect to much. There's this couple and it's like the perfect love story, and every time I look at them I feel jealousy in my heart. I want that. It doesn't help that whenever someone hits on me or tries to ask me out I panic cause I'm kind of asexual. I'm a mess and I'm crying at work again. I want love but I'm too afraid.",-1.9916964285714296,-0.13056249107142648,0.9417857142857144,100.77821428571433,98.01785714285714,3.5142857142857147,13.25,5.148860815047168,-1.3220999999999998,379,7,95,2,16,131,72,112,0.187,0.616,0.196,0.4827,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,6,12,0,3,4,0,2,3,1,1,2,20,18,8,0,3,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,2,12,6,11,15,2,12,0,2,1,2,8,8,0,1,5,52,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050127262584794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878509094341054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064197802410864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223352634885858,0.22072213744662267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176089643649845,0.16929983629893214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160083337167657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524503014232205,0.0,0.1049823727246627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070933363312706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23811377020589455,0.1346852257063914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510943466666396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924712426130074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816868174490724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687382143836884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627107189891742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771333975601508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282322045897906,0.0,0.2357587086285637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545224885896699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117506720589426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025502535112058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604702040815316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716918997436193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364244412770879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370381440260084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628603906446452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cfsdmm,2018/11/12,"Are there any psychologists in this sub who suffer from social anxiety? Anyone? I'm curious to know. I just finished my Master's in Clinical Psychology and did an internship at a hospital for 1 whole year. It went alright but I felt like I put a mask on during the appointments. And every time there was someone new, I would be incredibly nervous during the first sessions.. but somehow still managed to talk. My supervisor was always there as well as another coleague of mine.

I'm curious to know if there is any psychologist who suffers from SA and what is your experience with the sessions. How do you feel, what are your ""coping mechanisms"" to deal with SA when it appears during those times.

​",4.647093023255817,7.290887139534885,5.616453488372095,73.94235465116282,72.95348837209302,8.951162790697676,31.68023255813953,9.516144504307137,3.529609302325582,567,27,93,15,12,186,92,129,0.081,0.826,0.09300000000000001,0.1332,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,2,10,6,0,1,6,1,10,1,0,1,0,17,18,10,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,5,2,10,3,16,11,1,15,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,3,9,68,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609048271454002,0.2162760133643437,0.2425464976113143,0.2714816100049377,0.20930719419762606,0.15270015878882773,0.0,0.0,0.13957108954713227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578787181174396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681789934765759,0.0,0.0,0.1952556739829466,0.0,0.0,0.10092818910148964,0.0,0.19165571713030152,0.0,0.0,0.16978711344657574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193995139284406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975187598978496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278338897321126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066194102682103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347599848244416,0.16912785873769312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940781748755256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160437964174206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278695203886834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947225168647268,0.18503932484911664,0.0,0.22285605756147464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179633952371642,0.0,0.2425464976113143,0.12854150015973756
socialanxiety,innerinnocence,2018/11/12,"Anyone highly sensitive (sixth sensory)? Social anxiety is such a blessing for me, because I can see through people...",6.374210526315789,9.865068789473684,7.367631578947371,59.16092105263158,71.63157894736842,10.115789473684213,41.078947368421055,10.125756701596842,6.1434,93,6,10,3,2,31,19,19,0.085,0.754,0.161,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522380228787371,0.0,0.0,0.3219528062253068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280682088434524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864838456805882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192135527932355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669138615832658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693641707855048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,moogenkorg,2018/11/12,"Does anybody else buy too much to avoid small talk? Every time I go to a store to buy a single item I feel embarrassed and worried that the cashier will think it is dumb that I ran in, bought a random thing, then left.

Last week I went to a Books-a-Million to buy a $5 copy of The Wedding Singer on DVD, but I was worried that that they would question my purchase, and I would have to explain that no, I'm not an Adam Sandler fan but I wanna give him a shot, but then I worried that they would goof on my Adam Sandler purchase. So I then spent over half an hour to find something, anything else to buy so my purchase will not be questioned. I debated not buying anything and leaving all together. I eventually bought the one DVD, feeling ashamed and nerve wracked that I couldn't find anything else, and the cashier didn't say anything. I work retail, I know the fear is irrational. I didn't even really notice that the store trip was weird until days later, in which I realized that I do this frequently.",7.155373134328362,5.866307149253732,6.808203980099503,82.0514104477612,64.57213930348259,9.632039800995026,36.02039800995025,8.238735603445708,2.6689538308457714,791,32,163,8,10,248,114,201,0.151,0.8170000000000001,0.032,-0.9681,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,4,6,1,4,14,0,15,0,0,0,1,29,28,14,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,1,10,2,14,4,7,6,0,2,9,3,23,0,16,12,4,22,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,3,11,106,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352265262297312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527161800635145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115707503559055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33136108202507275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873307351455388,0.0,0.11140191000798533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878540447676544,0.13370983863236272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416952294757208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268384482305926,0.07514425135973378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021106848027275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266521341696608,0.1077777766812804,0.0,0.14000296647364252,0.14365852254005232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719766151116084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505345049388946,0.0,0.0,0.0895963834601429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962355999179345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470416961326062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051474601909078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179019911424413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062742455364299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784176894255179,0.08472188925343906,0.0,0.0,0.07709913867952588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605972490249878,0.0,0.0,0.12257020801858197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625847558711956,0.4028305847250577,0.0,0.2817780519767991,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,htoea,2018/11/12,"Is my temporary hearing loss a fight, flight, freeze response? How can I overcome it? I used to think I had hidden hearing loss cos when going out with friends to a bar I can often not distinguish the words of what they are saying vs the background noise/music. I asked them to repeat several times sharing that I had hidden hearing loss. In the end I have to sit there passively. I have checked my hearing and there it is really good.

But then it dawned on me that as I have social anxiety in many settings where I can rapid heart beating, sweaty hands, blush easily, and incredibly self-conscious, this temporary hearing loss might actually be a fight, flight, freeze response. I read this can happen to some.

Does/did any of you experience this? Does any of you know how to overcome it?",5.828378378378383,6.990778594594598,5.809027027027027,79.77516216216219,67.10810810810811,8.892972972972975,31.69189189189189,9.120678840339163,2.70983027027027,624,25,114,11,10,196,92,148,0.14300000000000002,0.765,0.092,-0.7825,0,0,0,0,2,0,21.0,0,2,2,5,7,9,2,0,6,0,14,3,2,4,0,18,25,8,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,10,4,1,0,3,2,1,1,1,6,0,0,2,9,18,3,15,21,1,13,0,4,0,0,16,5,0,3,5,76,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.13567402021122446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909144382863988,0.0,0.10635819309350952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299750444432311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121666803304615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314003574606025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599881519966692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741486295235167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901441625167445,0.11661245152792014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294449073612157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7834891659819585,0.16475218543412345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640770007087416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095542487618293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748972408294986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906843892563106,0.0,0.0890667003126335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105628845453201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503946176079247,0.1570652476419638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172440754576235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908533256991935,0.0,0.0,0.08106998640662505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007798530549635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Edoada98,2018/11/12,"Work...& Social Anxiety.. Hey guys, 
How do you cope with work-life while having severe uncontrollable social anxiety ? I'm really struggling and I just don't know what do to.... I don't really talk to anyone at work because all the staff are just stuck up and not very welcoming...so most of the times I just feel....idk...weird and isolated :(

I really appreciate any helpful response.",2.415852895148668,5.293136563380283,4.106384976525823,79.672848200313,84.77464788732394,8.225978090766827,21.973395931142417,8.841846274778883,2.282613771517997,300,10,53,9,9,100,51,71,0.231,0.688,0.08199999999999999,-0.8417,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,12,9,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,6,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,31,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359783053113608,0.0,0.14033617987017086,0.0,0.3157393526523262,0.0,0.0,0.14429613502738425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257989983295033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043450162201385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433510991875425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832299986689095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341353710672962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966106627281417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331352111776205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42072896682431704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21573889330853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658694376974256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033386560570825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027383330597387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507114345151602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheThrowawayOpinion,2018/11/12,"Guess I'll go fuck myself then Just saw a huge post about how my favorite band was literally shit. I don't know where else to post this, but stuff like this is why I always say I don't have a favorite or that I like all music when people ask",4.288238993710692,3.603155433962265,5.103773584905665,89.93729559748428,70.13207547169812,7.821383647798742,23.32704402515723,6.42735559955562,0.339998742138365,190,3,46,1,3,62,42,53,0.08199999999999999,0.664,0.254,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,2,0,5,2,1,1,1,7,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,6,2,2,9,1,7,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,2,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340244253778668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509988215907281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428618650627946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821162794259696,0.0,0.0,0.152587178968127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29576836966268705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475532688632674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623380798029117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613487224900613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142720843110804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351140021858486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755977394363951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073530367803451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422674864417726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,moist-flannel,2018/11/12,"What helped you? What change of mentality or event or activity caused you to push your boundaries and overcome social anxiety?

I'm beginning to realise the core of my anxiety is my self-esteem and making every decision based on other people rather than myself. 

Short answers please.",6.899285714285713,9.503205408163268,7.007908163265308,66.63798469387757,66.34693877551021,9.797959183673472,32.65816326530612,10.125756701596842,4.054016326530612,231,10,32,6,4,74,41,49,0.075,0.879,0.046,-0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623928812549278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104618042958565,0.3197072597478113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25463224785420874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257079111296356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173329615284796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045653173872491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095203595645043,0.0,0.0,0.3317453239839658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152799641879653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080738551642045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jewfrahh,2018/11/12,"Social anxiety came back? Pretty much my whole life I’ve had a lot of friends, but always felt restricted; my true personality was not being displayed. It wasn’t until around last year being 19 that I realized it was slight social anxiety holding me back my whole life. I dedicated my whole year of being 19 to fixing it, and actually cured myself. I was able to express my natural self more and feel no social anxiety at all. I recently just turned 20 and to my surprise, I feel like it’s come back or slightly coming back. I just tried talking to a girl and had the feeling I used to have my whole life. And I’m just mad as fuck because why did it come back?? Anyone have any suggestions?",3.626450534759357,5.368745375000002,5.10975935828877,80.44914438502673,73.19117647058823,8.180748663101605,27.06951871657754,8.841846274778883,2.1640382352941177,545,20,104,11,11,183,82,136,0.139,0.7120000000000001,0.149,-0.3411,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,2,0,3,0,12,4,0,1,2,27,24,9,0,0,6,0,4,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,6,10,0,2,5,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,9,4,16,4,11,12,8,16,0,0,0,1,10,2,1,2,11,73,22,0,0.10956509491497364,0.0,0.10691972768206276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116693604601253,0.0,0.0,0.07450802168937876,0.0,0.2514509931513068,0.0,0.0,0.07661046187989541,0.0,0.0,0.0975361636233837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212439746996001,0.0,0.06678986491372378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531328010839998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283141883138204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619821215529268,0.07827332569939828,0.10519967321969416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464972054333944,0.10129116474047477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931017581412151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232167200289758,0.05352797102874221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314832561183864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054295148390253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566801475703496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146709089116824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818231319699774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430028925562813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350634492241786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806427304062397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438750740554934,0.11917536085846996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462906361502693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886545640041287,0.4893020627098179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411126577850016
socialanxiety,susannala,2018/11/12,"Social anxiety is situational? Sorry if I don’t have the proper terminology, but let me explain what I mean by “situational”.  When I’m working (in retail) I don’t feel anxious AT ALL- speaking to customers, co-workers, everyone! Not at all. Also, when I’m around certain people like in my running team, I’m not anxious at all. However, I’m extremely socially anxious whenever and wherever I’m not in those situations- working retail or at running practice. Why is that? ",2.962114164904865,5.985291279069767,6.2567653276955655,64.12977801268501,83.88372093023256,8.243551797040169,35.72515856236787,8.841846274778883,4.473479069767444,374,24,54,11,11,137,57,86,0.126,0.804,0.07,-0.4122,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,4,15,14,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,2,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,10,13,3,12,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,3,38,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646127828414558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097358441188374,0.5359459043390251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077454030421746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110569635176654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995829801783376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170474363085513,0.0,0.07725724731275051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225643076161856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096315706028819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5332543686297369,0.0,0.3223994142959498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702027192374248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269311668311385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453746092192683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JohnnyGaulomaud,2018/11/12,"I learned a tip that immensely improved my social skills. It’s all built on focus. Focus on the person you’re talking to. (“I’m going to say hello to Samantha and learn about her.”)  FOCUS on what is being discussed. Listening is key, but more important than listening is focusing on them as the main character in their story. Thinking about what they’re saying. The people you talk to are the main characters in their movie so when you approach someone, paint a picture of this persons life in your brain. This person you’re talking to is a gigantic production of experiences, emotions, actions, dilemmas and setting. Literally put your feet in their shoes. When they tell you a story, construct the scene in your head. See it as a movie scene. Get lost in this persons description of what they’re saying. For me, the improvement came in when I stopped focusing on what I was going to say or how I was going to say it or how I was sitting or my body language. Ruthlessly focusing on a persons life will create a scene in the listeners head that will illicit the most genuine responses from them. A funny analogy is to treat someone’s life as a book. Think “Oh look there is James, I’m going to go say hi and open the book that is his life. When he tells me about his weekend I’m going to direct an entire movie in my head about this mans story and then focus on that.” This all comes from a chart that was based on a book about gaining friends and influencing people or something. But don’t fake that shit. Be genuinely focused on what they’re saying and care. A director can make any scene enjoyable to watch with the help of good writers. 

TLDR: Focusing on the person and deeply understand what the person is describing to you while you talk to them. Construct images in your head of what this person is saying and FOCUS on it. Manually focusing your brain instead of auto pilot is a great way to get things done, especially communicating. ",4.464855072463767,6.456999108695655,5.226608695652178,79.43868115942028,71.5,8.276231884057973,29.11449275362319,8.936278230431713,2.556448623188406,1544,62,274,31,30,500,170,368,0.037000000000000005,0.83,0.132,0.9897,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,10,7,3,14,9,1,0,26,0,22,14,10,4,2,31,46,26,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,2,4,11,0,9,24,12,0,1,5,4,0,11,1,3,0,0,7,14,30,6,54,35,6,44,0,1,3,0,53,22,1,5,8,187,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182437379830804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465043166788114,0.0,0.17014771529846348,0.0,0.08716218902313938,0.07769961554041674,0.0,0.0,0.06564685008407574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798772517777533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572427285663144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745465082113573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887847589953795,0.0,0.07963156175342552,0.0,0.25986618286078184,0.06392005005786179,0.0,0.08402010867125445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31284751088058704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051080931921026085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153131881858968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399592231592235,0.0,0.08319054883948185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508697463754357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566671694553544,0.5323383812798124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661056259890955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848322814300071,0.0,0.0,0.0607282848990206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822690066613909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768493935295546,0.1291423808893756,0.05866900443216923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371369441405117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24501393008984676,0.13321912591829232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062952205875961,0.09766262251895344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793357062815494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049073732247904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NightKing17,2018/11/12,"Been feeling depressed lately I’m generally a very social person when I get to know people, but have suffered from social anxiety for years now. I just turned 18 recently and it hit me just how alone I am. I crave human interaction but struggle to make friends in the first place. All of my closest friends seem to have coupled off and I’ve been making an effort to find other people lately. 

I’m gay and I’d like to find a relationship but there’s literally no one in my hick town. Plus my overly homophobic parents just make things worse. I’m scared if I give in to the loneliness I’ll go to a dark place. Do any of you feel the same? How do you cope?  ",1.628796992481206,3.9410083834586476,3.46387218045113,87.14889097744361,81.70676691729324,6.2060150375939855,22.281954887218046,7.447530270364453,0.9289639097744358,517,17,106,8,14,173,88,133,0.19699999999999998,0.716,0.087,-0.9433,1,1,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,2,0,2,8,7,0,2,7,0,7,1,0,5,1,25,22,11,0,1,7,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,2,2,11,3,17,19,2,17,0,2,0,1,12,9,0,2,8,65,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538240701157247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202329505169552,0.0,0.11477000857826045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600168091238587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292177698024888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517160063335018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742433566668023,0.12761262739542942,0.0,0.0,0.23182049983935624,0.0,0.07838275433693988,0.14391927334527874,0.08526362631074373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245074627085333,0.0,0.3384732860837682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732954634676935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004319452385994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166196907822636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658688677087366,0.0,0.0,0.2080192359300696,0.13099752047178964,0.31349192273391124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148133258787699,0.16107252106045505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020289084981375,0.0,0.0,0.13657866559716178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058666379462709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568404725460311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967106766074997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631859594185038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237877327929964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289001607289784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661227069447503
socialanxiety,Chit_Ruthru,2018/11/12,"My anxiety goes nuts when i'm listening to music without headphones So, just the other day i was sitting on the couch with headphones in, listening to the All Skulls On podcast with a bit of music on in the background. My mom decided to pipe up and tell me to take out my headphones, and i tell you having the podcast on, with Radiohead playing, with no privacy whatsoever as to what i was doing made me stressed enough to turn off my laptop, got to the kitchen, and start cooking Mac n' Cheese in panic. does anybody else get like this over seemingly small things?",11.607777777777775,7.493863851851853,10.564074074074076,67.41333333333334,58.62962962962963,13.762962962962966,46.444444444444436,11.20814326018867,5.1119,448,21,82,8,4,143,73,108,0.106,0.856,0.038,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,2,7,0,4,3,1,1,1,14,14,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,8,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,10,2,25,10,3,16,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,1,4,59,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786517855648443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549570944814021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060919533510253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436593573215375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508650551405374,0.0,0.0,0.24130158378103495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201113508008675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677733895354948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409222308611533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209741751030495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735105368525313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740001668682891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259929123694896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652955631011016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675107829704108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558743772506502,0.0,0.4082355390190157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514867017375353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540163879952008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22511707484079088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bobbybobbobbo,2018/11/12,"Medication for Social Anxiety I'm currently going to uni with pretty intense social anxiety and don't really have the time or money to go through therapy. I've spoken to our college nurse and they've suggested that I could try and speak to my local GP and get a prescription for medication to at least get me through uni so that I'm in a position where I can spent the time and effort to deal with my anxiety with conventional therapy. I'm currently on the fence about what to do, since I've never really considered taking anti-anxiety meds before (to me, it seems a little bit extreme, plus I'm worried about addiction/side effects/effectiveness etc). Can anyone who has knowledge or experience about tell me a little bit about what kind of meds are generally used and how effective should I expect them to be, so that I know where to start looking for more in-depth research?

Any help would be much appreciated :)",11.019512799339388,8.084855410404625,11.168802642444263,59.00664739884394,58.479768786127174,15.203633360858795,42.63336085879439,13.484332010920856,5.772257473162675,738,31,126,23,7,251,105,173,0.043,0.858,0.099,0.8834,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,2,9,1,0,0,7,0,12,2,0,3,1,25,27,12,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,7,10,0,1,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,11,1,27,21,6,16,1,0,1,0,10,8,0,3,6,82,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906986930846249,0.0,0.4007927663742669,0.0,0.0,0.0915832104058664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145305380526208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28598919087449304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457567192497992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350330790155937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607564660030628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812210273160307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686171734192645,0.0,0.14887619633173801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779212553666793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639394896498375,0.07198235649033824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26254972627784096,0.0,0.0,0.1099889495845644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290975166044718,0.2638941118983063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628426577069744,0.0,0.10101869134621126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325221892565922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781635796850794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923790433252852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834676609657568,0.0,0.0,0.2670321660743147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270725421974102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847952916324866,0.0,0.11448097936609608,0.0,0.2995706520959356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274922963982876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892580171322771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312336763028218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330150214083056,0.0,0.0930433662122903,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HeiniN,2018/11/12,Social anxiety is ruining my life. Resources? Hi all. I've come to realize that social anxiety will destroy all my relationships and I'm worried I'll end up dying alone and forgotten. I want to do something about it. What are your favourite resources to help you cope with or overcome SA?,2.662698412698415,5.625389925925926,4.025978835978837,79.93833333333333,84.92592592592592,7.530158730158732,31.78835978835979,8.418075326091056,3.3255693121693124,232,13,39,6,7,76,43,54,0.254,0.679,0.066,-0.8541,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,9,7,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,6,2,3,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27439775270258393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053564755138007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282221962634676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749657054103168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346580429435319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758357720546794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871348306481601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844462166031238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401455653399733,0.0,0.2039636178575573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626837067506932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690592485300172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,myungwootenclarke,2018/11/12,"Miles' Challenge of the week Say ""good morning"" to someone you know only a little (better if you generally don't say ""good morning"" to that person)",12.131111111111107,8.147180629629629,11.547407407407407,60.36333333333334,57.51851851851853,12.281481481481485,45.51851851851853,8.841846274778883,4.5779185185185165,115,5,18,1,1,38,22,27,0.0,0.7559999999999999,0.244,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778144726097561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5269395352181995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726326710179751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31483173608289405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23890315373450746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742783161899799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996032090170528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661536798751673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519688959321916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Adoboros,2018/11/12,"Advice on dealing with group social scenarios? Quick bit of context - I'm 30, almost entirely do social interaction online. My in person social skills are pretty bad honesty as a result of this.

Last night a small group of friends (5 of us, including me) went to a pretty quiet pub. I decided to go and I really wanted to enjoy it but I ran into the same problem I always have - I don't have a clue how to do handle this kind of thing.

Everyone else quickly got relaxed and began enjoying themselves, but I ended up ""shutting down"" as I call it almost immediately. If I'm seeing one or two people I know I can usually awkwardly carry a conversation, but in a group setting I don't have the first idea...

I ended up sitting there watching everyone else have fun, only really finding myself feeling worse and worse having no idea how to even join in. This happens pretty much every time I do something like this. I can remember as far back as a birthday party when I was 5ish just sat on the stairs not really taking part for the same kind of reasons.

Anyway, I ended up going outside for some air after a while and the rest of my friends came out after a while and sat on a bench talking whilst I stood around feeling too awkward at that point to try and re-engage properly. We ended up going home pretty soon after that and I can't help feeling it was largely  because of my awkwardness.

I'm really tired of this happening whenever something like this comes up. Has anyone been able to get through situations like this more successfully? How?

Thanks for your time. :)",4.52833913043478,6.1950229933333345,5.9382898550724645,75.71986956521742,70.73333333333333,8.284057971014493,28.71014492753623,8.841846274778883,2.5214362318840573,1238,47,211,23,23,418,175,300,0.091,0.6940000000000001,0.215,0.9916,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,2,1,0,3,14,18,0,3,15,0,18,1,0,5,0,42,44,22,0,3,7,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,1,1,13,14,0,0,10,2,0,7,5,5,0,3,11,6,25,13,44,33,8,53,0,0,2,0,18,22,0,5,25,154,38,1,0.09028510165612498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822555641786631,0.0,0.0,0.1808149753053907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512443716659256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631294423111367,0.0,0.0,0.08037288202706756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694236702068259,0.07538428867164879,0.05503695997355727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856794737217192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219118327042146,0.1032621040690866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777262068750873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307997540195467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084323460497276,0.0,0.3198632081176195,0.0,0.0,0.059632458144797236,0.0,0.07606909210978985,0.1725425674309175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369525804833319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251894726117139,0.07679646134653434,0.0,0.0,0.1395080911552882,0.0,0.04717023923517537,0.0,0.15393331167647992,0.0,0.07220924349540199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596776344467684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605162005118368,0.0,0.0905633183583223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384178045884235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803607985818147,0.04961833071081556,0.0735944080417383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232622057763493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636993805419213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472645182375534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117952147898654,0.06866588821197887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776996687465496,0.0,0.06259232153389299,0.0788334683074157,0.0,0.0,0.08534860378886958,0.0,0.0,0.3674096258569035,0.0,0.08639064901559634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313557920122743,0.09282812146494326,0.0,0.0,0.10227542014767413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719455367684149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148423705895593,0.0,0.276102873802399,0.0,0.13901176437172866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788316032586887,0.07256774477232601,0.0,0.08312239141900013,0.0,0.0,0.0599814097648674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052919376584822,0.10376944287872662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129765755478685,0.0,0.08819542537966553,0.0,0.1086018607809556,0.0,0.09943628409113647,0.0,0.053252492163106124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369519376295509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401646371922975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brandochambo,2018/11/12,"Some random little things Does anyone here start panicking when you make eye contact with anybody? It could be family, a friend or a stranger and yet you still panic? I constantly do this so I avoid eye contact all the time. I don't know what to do with my eyes so I end up looking down at my legs or the ground. Anyone else? ",1.482012987012986,3.77875728787879,2.5689610389610387,93.4377272727273,82.18181818181819,5.58961038961039,20.034632034632033,6.868970318607317,0.28115411255411304,255,7,54,3,7,81,51,66,0.142,0.8109999999999999,0.047,-0.7511,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,2,4,0,5,4,4,1,1,12,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,8,1,6,7,2,12,0,0,4,0,5,5,0,4,7,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698282305774113,0.2709669092648518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857834981218979,0.0,0.2111469751828106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314276422235093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209194494131036,0.0,0.2342299408054589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493060273248172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431841552198654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533836177853074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26505486179620186,0.0,0.0,0.22207683279315327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652674969319146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102826914867276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718365319273014,0.0,0.21119528146163916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569313008936788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420669648238816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,benzj,2018/11/12,"I've been diagnosed with social anxiety I went to the doctor to talk about how I always get red in the face whenever I talk to people. If I'm sharing a story with people, talking to my boss/professor, or public speaking, my face always gets hot. I am very self-conscious about it. People around me think I'm quiet and reserved. Really, I would rather not talk than embarrass myself and turn red. After telling my doctor, she diagnosed me with social anxiety. It really sucks, and no matter how much I try, I always feel embarrassed. To people who have the same problem, what did you do to get over it? Also, do people really care if you get red in the face?",3.920390625000003,5.544902757812501,5.534812500000001,78.17893750000003,72.203125,8.557500000000001,24.51875,9.120678840339163,2.0976600000000007,515,15,92,11,10,175,75,128,0.111,0.8170000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.6041,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,7,6,1,2,5,0,7,7,3,2,0,20,19,9,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,7,16,2,17,15,2,6,0,0,3,0,14,4,1,3,1,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019011008002423,0.31808147042395224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949583554204428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343456919212774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991748225097002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586657972680118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608481723379452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442951310221404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26629557788059544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367146157518692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44169954149094376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219277672537884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448936500887601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293124917555546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597858859238608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096750375441735,0.11137438265686593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164829349180887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651267942428809,0.13860095799437308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513832448697367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812352635003373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051850822372913,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mexican_timelord,2018/11/12,"Tell me about your and successes lately. Did you manage to order food without getting nervous when talking to the cashier? Did you get yourself to go out with friends and actually have fun? Big or small how have you won lately,",4.23,6.860714142857147,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,74.23809523809524,6.104761904761905,31.92857142857143,7.1686216300943375,2.1677428571428563,182,9,31,2,4,56,34,42,0.0,0.7,0.3,0.9420000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,2,3,5,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,5,4,7,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,22,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.2834185124266959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511900102383892,0.0,0.2243860734949632,0.0,0.303476154827966,0.0,0.16505848562199998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6552370622952153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334372318767068,0.25384927278213804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799648745746022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,forddieseltrucks,2018/11/12,Planning things Do you ever want to plan things with family/freinds but when it comes time to ask them in person or call them it feels too akward or stupid to ask to hang out?,1.2558333333333316,3.614478472222224,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,83.72222222222223,4.711111111111111,14.555555555555555,5.985473137389443,-0.9279777777777779,139,2,31,1,4,42,28,36,0.11900000000000001,0.852,0.03,-0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,6,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,7,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6043893959757407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300739366252047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784508687418161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923977284437883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344468732444364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28224904268470896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295052811578642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884894147409286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906609623592799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Heaz1999,2018/11/12,"I have to get a job next year? I am currently 19 years old and will be 20 in the next two months. Next year, I HAVE to get a job! I REALLY hate being at home and living off of my parents. As a girl, I feel like a complete loser! Not only that, I have a toxic situation that I desperately need to escape. I have two sisters who back stab me.  

The problem Is, I have really bad social anxiety! I have an extremely hard time even just going to the grocery store. In part, this has to do with my nose. I have my dad's nose and get made fun of for it a lot! Most of the time, I just want to stop caring what everybody thinks and live my life, but I don't know how to do that.

All of my social anxiety started when I was involved in a really bad accident where I gashed my face on the sharp edge of a propane tank when I was walking outside. I was pulled out of school and before that I was bullied. For all of high school, I was home schooled and missed out on social interaction with people. 

Is there any insight that you have on people that can make me feel less scared? How do I go about getting a job despite having all this fear? How do I cope?",2.4432411249423684,3.4349552904564287,4.124612724757957,89.3382238358691,74.93360995850622,7.347256800368832,23.34739511295528,7.793537801064563,0.8914645458736747,879,24,201,12,18,296,131,241,0.196,0.769,0.035,-0.9909,5,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,12,11,1,2,15,0,27,4,3,5,3,33,45,13,0,3,4,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,11,10,0,1,5,0,1,4,2,8,0,2,6,6,30,3,30,36,7,32,0,2,0,0,11,12,0,2,17,141,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027812514932855,0.0,0.1581172421879831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946590474716421,0.17257747062830955,0.0,0.0,0.08793895987963321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536708704394222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835523744466168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825837966584182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629182567381262,0.10450864652881024,0.07382966900248042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159739308968335,0.0,0.11746665891384472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257679633766566,0.10203176476687327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918963747775218,0.2073268673007136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30766181644276275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679569418084843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299561034987079,0.050489133406743436,0.0,0.18251100816830285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786019996733299,0.0,0.09778751175531,0.06898357162984554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248897108003292,0.0,0.0,0.07662898762850565,0.0,0.0,0.32972565202703424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844316414198177,0.0,0.0,0.07859850848819043,0.0,0.0,0.114752361907036,0.11191253432220337,0.0,0.14329278317029007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888718163800106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986163070460708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346634614756757,0.3137718884807914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616407907331724,0.0,0.3160415547699245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314810344834044,0.0,0.0,0.08640102449058344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662192854901676,0.0,0.0,0.12052256908466677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019060430391084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060955542355731335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965232197372412
socialanxiety,TomSurf43,2018/11/12,"Prozac experience Hi all,

5 weeks ago I started taking Prozac (fluoxetine) and I thought it was finally a fix for my constant depression and feeling of no self worth. The first few weeks were fairly shitty, anxiety was through the roof but last week for about 3 days I felt normal for once in 9 years. No depression, happy for no reason, reduced social anxiety and I was talking to girls online and actually asking some out on dates ! I was feeling great, but all of a sudden 4 days ago all went to shit again, depressed, suicidal thoughts and no motivation to do anything, it's hard to get out of bed in the morning. Should I continue on this or consider visiting my doctor for a change in medication? I'm worried because by week 4 you should start to see improvements... I'd appreciate any feedback!!

​

Thanks. ",5.075767543859649,7.046141006578949,5.963157894736844,74.87043859649127,69.85526315789474,9.27719298245614,33.719298245614034,9.725611199111238,3.600761403508772,651,32,112,16,12,214,102,152,0.24100000000000002,0.619,0.14,-0.9540000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,2,7,1,0,6,0,8,5,1,2,3,24,22,8,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,3,7,0,0,7,0,1,2,4,4,0,1,9,5,9,3,23,11,5,28,0,3,1,0,8,7,1,2,19,68,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.1240343168793734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253385058324864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771618475029845,0.1544442111539517,0.0864344847543605,0.0,0.19446708816234445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045950434420226,0.0,0.11882426586743562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748088634936873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344582548476607,0.0,0.0,0.1373533258234762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394200357242125,0.0,0.3284212105184325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300954360679598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433124715721575,0.0,0.0,0.12853431983137648,0.0,0.1220389341295256,0.13923526262288904,0.0,0.10811385469843067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640613774832614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013164597547634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530364191786529,0.11385943598599188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360601254449044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804302829190595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245340776838391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536068181090327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068318331365478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128473593701633,0.0,0.13259628138124244,0.0,0.1304695331066214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956563126606788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992849464557387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390301910122371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556573315044364,0.10216067871546676,0.0,0.1170194822845885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018113701939536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078178462043573,0.0,0.0,0.11782587190592568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290793949657765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544442111539517,0.08185024639906466
socialanxiety,Sectrav55,2018/11/12,"How do you deal with isolation? [serious] I know this sub is a lot of jokes, but I figured it'd be interesting to be serious for a bit and hear some of your coping methods, I know I'd like to hear.

​

My social anxiety has only gotten worse as I've gotten into my later 20's, which has lead to it being just me for the past couple of years. I've been working on meditating (not like weird mind expansion shit, just clearing my thoughts) and it has really helped with overthinking things. I also am trying to get into working out, but damn I hate that more than meeting new people.

​

So what's your ""little trick"" or go-to thing when you're feeling isolated or down?",5.777722222222224,5.8781708,6.7245833333333325,76.90687500000004,66.92592592592592,9.712962962962962,30.949074074074076,9.516144504307137,2.734574074074074,538,19,102,10,8,180,95,135,0.193,0.713,0.095,-0.9470000000000001,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,3,6,11,4,0,3,0,11,1,1,2,1,25,21,11,0,0,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,4,3,12,4,18,13,4,12,0,0,0,0,9,6,2,4,7,68,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879796512049814,0.0,0.3219147273404726,0.361016871133086,0.0,0.0,0.11364281506923808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218165324870873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437132451937705,0.0,0.0,0.15315185815972546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511297709385788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761293186326072,0.0,0.08442622455985299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466655604934528,0.0,0.0,0.3348605756028881,0.0,0.09957209933856193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328194145581154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515120985798985,0.14888936374669784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629464464050386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999641549437748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347363614599315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129814262029952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181086809092822,0.10298810574508807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516700366991793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248775680363805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143131120477135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973843315033027,0.0,0.0,0.11793467181796323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085789252536688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629704278515224,0.0,0.15138843359637322,0.0,0.0,0.361016871133086,0.09566341022327916
socialanxiety,UncreatedNight,2018/11/12,"For those of you who have dabbled in online dating, how did you get the photos? For context, I’m a 32-year-old male.

Over the last 12 months, I’ve overcome a significant amount of my social anxiety, to the point where I now feel (slightly) comfortable entering the online dating arena. However, as someone who has hated his appearance for so long, and made a conscious effort to avoid cameras because of that, I don’t have any recent photos of myself. Also, because my social circle is limited, and because my friends and I don’t really do things together that would be conducive to having my photo taken, I don’t know who I would even ask to take them. (I really don’t want to upload selfies.)

Has anyone else been in this position? If so, what did you do?",6.992224137931032,6.7350094896551775,7.754612068965518,71.74846982758622,64.44827586206897,10.284482758620687,33.98706896551724,9.827888789773867,3.38046551724138,596,23,102,11,8,200,93,145,0.07400000000000001,0.857,0.069,-0.193,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,1,2,7,4,1,1,7,0,18,0,0,2,0,15,29,9,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,5,1,16,2,16,21,1,14,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,2,7,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323900921111874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030865090948113,0.0,0.1465893154609904,0.0,0.0,0.13398565291050396,0.19633805779676985,0.0,0.0,0.17913949304492044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350430611120675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600745114780952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656366897414292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688918641902047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804568197842222,0.0,0.10011390993635792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918577563692754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530972860257837,0.15619645051568648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695782946959975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131614503878404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294981921487688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107369668258826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114350428269604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455142617498055,0.0,0.1892023296999885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390666356431652,0.16235960220596346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407492328322755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273042823700105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130228570121008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722437030913757,0.0,0.0,0.12339745201445952
socialanxiety,Nuttell,2018/11/12,"So I have this school presentation.. Well I'll have this school presentation I need to do and because of my anxiety I'm already overthinking most of the not likely at all outcomes.

Do you guys have any tips on how to be chill about it or something you did in your past experiences?",7.004848484848488,6.6392802727272775,7.221818181818183,75.939393939394,64.45454545454545,10.969696969696967,34.69696969696969,10.504223727775694,3.3963333333333328,225,9,45,5,3,73,43,55,0.032,0.9279999999999999,0.04,0.1027,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,7,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,6,2,8,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,33,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216280235836839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819950755669505,0.0,0.22296240452695365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766836423151594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28509907857380645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885864372245786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239027232041118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611031285007185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782269351418662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899363768349974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243764262845205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620531969270637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Zootopia18,2018/11/12,"Went out of my comfort zone today I volunteered at a dog rescue event. It was snowing so I posted on their webpage asking if anyone would be willing to give me a ride as it was quite a ways away. A woman responded and offered to pick me up
So I rode with a stranger and then got there and met many other people from the rescue and of course complete strangers shopping at the store. It helped I got to hold a puppy the whole time but ya, very good experience for me. Although I feel so exhausted after ",3.3494306930693085,4.909322297029707,4.4050371287128725,85.96715965346534,73.55445544554456,6.6341584158415845,26.48638613861386,7.1686216300943375,1.2747118811881188,396,14,78,4,8,129,74,101,0.044000000000000004,0.853,0.10400000000000001,0.6095,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,9,0,5,1,0,1,0,12,12,12,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,11,2,16,3,1,16,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524067637992795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092761690591006,0.0,0.22203073852628427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24777738020291884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311666387405064,0.0,0.0,0.11949066448535213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267000037751318,0.0,0.19821428896584647,0.3780139281844479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840054241624746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395917327149404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383476818115067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263295606489797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25135577072966336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378002906337375,0.0,0.22400405001349175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949890298859536,0.0,0.18758008600652307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190713226798155,0.0,0.263843220012886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787518910343158,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yennykj,2018/11/12,"I don’t know how I’m gonna get through the next 10 years of my life Going to the grocery store is already hard, I’m slowly drifting away from my friends. I want to go to grad school, which means I should be talking to my professors more but the thought of that gives me anxiety. I don’t know how I’m ever gonna land a job because I don’t think I’ll ever pass through the interview stage. I’m only in my second year of uni and I honestly don’t see how I’ll ever be able to achieve anything because of SAD",3.3493749999999984,3.2969601875000016,4.7678571428571415,89.37714285714287,72.125,7.828571428571429,30.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,1.5996642857142858,399,16,94,4,7,134,68,112,0.083,0.847,0.07,-0.3181,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,3,3,15,25,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,4,4,1,0,1,1,2,11,2,14,19,1,14,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,6,50,13,6,0.18885256027359945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840349637831948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447169169711493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540956582419016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743319702317842,0.0,0.0,0.2302455357533904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124838583417769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590701959835206,0.0,0.09866766814097866,0.18116458424618748,0.21465852422489184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917479958195614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740702564345327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075768564104836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333921483549723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571580216311505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084684033655725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436308821103625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112887335388312,0.15049103971465472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179253434007905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100909509115898,0.0,0.14992783782155075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139013305048563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432297140835844
socialanxiety,alex-bettermind,2018/11/12,Tools to help with social anxiety Has anyone had any experience with any tools to help their social anxiety? Or have found therapy helpful?,4.942499999999999,8.430078250000005,5.721666666666668,68.29000000000002,79.0,9.866666666666667,28.83333333333333,9.725611199111238,4.209683333333333,114,5,16,4,3,37,17,24,0.11,0.614,0.276,0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33639525562498074,0.0,0.3784242251164533,0.0,0.0,0.17294376714949752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241943026492758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711922319832701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4973542917665745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042578060576925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828513920362852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wemjohn,2019/10/22,Unsure if I have social anxiety. I joined this subreddit to learn more about social anxiety bc I caught myself so stressed out at the mall for no reason and I wanted to get out. I used to be an extrovert and comfortable in any situation. I’ve now become pretty introverted and increasingly anxious in social settings. Can someone describe what social anxiety is like so I can tell if I actually have it or i’m just awkward.,3.6463749999999986,6.3033328875000025,5.8625000000000025,70.8425,76.375,9.0,30.0,9.516144504307137,3.5616250000000003,341,16,55,10,8,119,57,80,0.188,0.706,0.106,-0.4618,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,13,11,8,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,10,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,2,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.16845434146349927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738899826564048,0.0,0.3961664734837553,0.19501392246751986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906476297256114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018796156557037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433447507776214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756188104664793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774843457787961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940345569534256,0.0,0.7038662731525918,0.14626220844696958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773811789452528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087938932204836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909013462864631,0.0,0.0,0.10181703112702467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,happyvoice2,2019/10/22,"Should I tell college groups I work with I have social anxiety? In college groups in particular I dread working together, and the social anxiety makes me sometimes not hear what other group members or selective mutism where I just ignore what someone asks and work alone. Should I let a group know I have to consistently work with I have social anxiety?",5.276666666666667,8.167347698412701,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,72.01587301587301,8.644444444444442,31.13492063492064,9.2995712137729,3.3712349206349206,287,13,45,7,6,90,40,63,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.8738,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,10,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,0,31,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873226568887276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41508604516122494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908531945492902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384915656235356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939923798943533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849477659216646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072947699102927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5531104103965649,0.15324719713640472,0.0,0.1788811247253384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808487896338316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266904849494535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dalisbabu,2019/10/22,"Vent I went to a birthday dinner and people thought that I had locked myself in the bathroom to get high when I actually had a little panic attack because I was surrounded by so many people at the same time.
I HATE U ALL.

hehe.",4.564710144927538,5.149880543478265,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,69.65217391304348,7.872463768115942,28.3768115942029,7.793537801064563,1.8048202898550727,179,6,34,2,3,61,37,46,0.22699999999999998,0.773,0.0,-0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,0,6,0,5,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.28003829777256184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264662752909338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493235798837864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499283605099133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833204016412099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30319628417618777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28761622152394606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290939394164638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366938252893109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978934302749049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781966314703575,0.16733270642685494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660211902016809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,controlscourtnsenate,2019/10/22,"My father gave me a fucking condom lol Who does he fucking think i am lol, did all that i ever say to him about my anxiety fly over his head? Does he seriously think im gonna do the sex anytime soon? I haven't spoken to a female in years and i doubt they want to speak with me lmao",-0.5571428571428569,1.3512024920634929,2.1549206349206362,95.64285714285715,87.57142857142858,4.8698412698412685,16.936507936507937,6.1826913282559595,-0.4775015873015875,219,5,53,2,7,76,49,63,0.091,0.727,0.18100000000000002,0.7793,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,1,3,2,4,5,1,0,2,8,11,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,11,0,7,8,1,5,0,0,0,4,10,2,2,1,3,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110170736540761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827794088531327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495133425145401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.510019823012264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28309172660449033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979548572501327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935927710801506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534946511901905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269775506976403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763210871524862
socialanxiety,BusyHope,2019/10/22,"Vent Today in class we all went around in a circle, coming up with different professions, and I said singer. The teacher asked me who my favorite singer was (she needed an example I guess), and my mind went blank. I just shook my head and sank into my seat. I was silent like I always am. I don't even feel embarrassed anymore, stuff like this happens too often. Thanks for reading this pointless story, I have no one else to tell it to",4.548745098039213,5.699260835294119,4.789117647058824,85.95936274509806,70.05882352941177,7.549019607843138,25.93137254901961,7.793537801064563,1.352607843137255,341,10,67,4,6,107,67,85,0.042,0.8059999999999999,0.152,0.8559,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,0,5,1,1,0,1,15,15,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,5,2,14,3,9,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,3,46,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837145609335345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259558164376294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083308359164125,0.2004052631487293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465916177799974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396906899078928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907706475493787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158812752401606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839096712024923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361506622926353,0.0,0.18956502861147592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200035456749068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945887946263148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164507009180412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895125148730407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526139217658235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442614017144515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203913180592436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540022070685874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18736719350101025,0.19736137201919776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031959209900573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974428066970577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lonelyflowerx01,2019/10/22,"Have to go on field trip tomorrow for my college class. Really dreading it and feeling anxious about it, needing tips/advice I don't like field trips because I feel really awkward and anxious going to new and outside spaces with classmates I am not close with or don't feel comfortable with. I don't have any friends in that class nor do I see anyone that is friendly/decent enough to talk with, so I know I will be alone and feeling awkward on the whole way there and whatever we will do there. I find the aspect of this triggering as well. 
Tomorrow I have to go on a field trip for my class, the only good thing is it will be placed in nature, so the environment wont be as hectic but I still feel awkward and kind of triggered going to places outside campus with classmates and my professor. I also have extreme hypervigilance, so i am very aware of my surroundings and the people around me, I fear I wont be able to concentrate due to being around them., im nearly considering skipping out on it, making an excuse and telling my professor if I can go on my own as an alternative.
should I try to go and brave it out, if so what methods or coping mechanism would you recommended? or maybe find out if I can go on my own there (I can go on the weekend so I can bring someone like my mom with me) so I will be able to write about it as part of my assignment(that way I can bring someone with me) ugh I hate college and these uncomfortable assignments we have to do :(",4.526023890784984,5.438109682593862,5.548073378839593,81.37890187713309,69.92150170648465,8.590375426621161,29.667064846416373,8.841846274778883,2.26495781569966,1159,44,231,20,20,383,138,293,0.136,0.816,0.048,-0.975,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,1,0,16,15,1,5,9,0,34,0,0,3,0,49,54,30,0,6,8,1,5,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,12,26,0,0,8,1,0,13,7,7,1,0,0,6,38,8,44,40,5,41,0,0,1,0,10,20,0,6,8,174,50,9,0.22423496629276585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955990693165853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611989967589205,0.0,0.08966031076523144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624373321185897,0.0,0.0,0.2533216859652467,0.0,0.07839515107727912,0.0,0.0,0.19961666057413466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834577708917983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584733098261593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261633390554229,0.28344984116125105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494669683265504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866216893594535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097515953640195,0.09403882548522748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069280285282287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110612125479682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675310559381395,0.06161683661175915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954987798499864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483929060673522,0.0,0.11263708143452288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131064120466196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313369311757239,0.0,0.10828376387103512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527039814010859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141230847855945,0.0,0.07772814590604323,0.0,0.23427781379621115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365066127161255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934311816819011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899935592698911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953716686875852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011578601828292,0.0979956220480462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744858739155286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612041147151248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092508665488483,0.0,0.17798727896464447,0.0,0.0,0.10080708211702556,0.0,0.0,0.1251751659867843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964504321944885,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,docks619,2019/10/22,"I’m now accepting that getting over my social anxiety will be hard but I should stop being hard on myself. I’m 26(m) always had severe social anxiety, but was always too afraid to make any type of improvement. Recently I decided to go straight into the fire pit and join a 6 week customer support training Bootcamp to start fighting my anxiety.  It’s a social focused environment 8 hours a day 5 days a week. After I’m done I’m gonna start interviewing for social customer service jobs. 

I’m on week 5 and it finally hit me like a brick. This shit isn’t easy, it’s so hard, but that doesn’t mean I should be hard on myself. I always would blame myself for anything that was awkward or weird or embarrassing in any social situation.

Now I’ve accepted that I’m in this for the long run. Even if I have bad days I shouldn’t treat myself like shit and create more negative thoughts that aren’t there. The hardships and bad days is what I’ve been avoiding my whole life. I know it will make me grow stronger and sooner or later get over it.

My advice to anyone suffering and wanting to make a change. Put yourself into the fire, accept that it won’t be easy, but be kind to yourself in the process.There isn’t anything wrong with me or you, we just have to convince our selves that by putting ourselves out there.",4.623908045977012,5.633041601532568,5.301015325670498,82.88301724137929,69.76628352490422,8.098850574712644,29.44252873563219,8.344100000000001,2.043652873563219,1042,39,204,15,18,337,140,261,0.235,0.59,0.175,-0.9508,2,1,0,0,3,0,23.0,2,1,0,0,8,21,3,4,11,0,24,3,2,3,0,38,45,16,0,6,10,0,6,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,16,11,0,2,7,0,0,5,7,12,0,0,6,6,21,9,25,25,2,35,0,1,0,0,10,12,2,5,20,123,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436650957447668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410604548272186,0.0,0.0,0.13134102029894487,0.0,0.2216260024548707,0.0,0.0,0.0675235766614996,0.0,0.15893679198677313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126284690130158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215763088942567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491171212537227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882403437720973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378318438500682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578706812710664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090706169839726,0.0,0.05488262101496853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460288919535242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510141619677244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583023829192466,0.0,0.0,0.10056217977385742,0.053072022101109985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820983001698536,0.09435787140822127,0.0,0.0,0.08546088878396535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338249268483415,0.0,0.0,0.1051923975316259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415785893674367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953506419270502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090959456499611,0.19825422277751395,0.0,0.10854806268065738,0.0,0.4922017599377119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670465054985306,0.0,0.0,0.08073635065929027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958582180722826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666532444929261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056959139909225326,0.0,0.2323864666204434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781629731528446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860013798857974,0.10558348986310802,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ktgilli23,2019/10/22,Anyone else horrible at explaining things? Were going through a lot of changes at work amd I was trying to explain the thing Im working on because I had a question about how I should do a certain thing amd I just ended up stumbling over my words and looking stupid...,4.362884615384616,6.008025673076923,4.6838461538461535,84.63615384615386,71.11538461538461,6.7384615384615385,34.153846153846146,7.1686216300943375,2.333984615384616,213,11,39,2,4,67,43,52,0.07400000000000001,0.882,0.044000000000000004,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,10,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,1,9,5,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,1,30,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912522233349082,0.2624840607289756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616338955181513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710017633968839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400337898559327,0.0,0.22689717417424696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559154265233532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767155952582812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151245294989157,0.0,0.0,0.2177928983298772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28697736154240994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105787236510738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392766569848814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730004544725709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Antidotebeatz,2019/10/22,"Are these the best examples of what Social Anxiety feels like on the whole internet! So accurate. Feel like these need to be show for people who want to understand what the illness feels like [Social Anxiety Simulation (Shop) ](https://youtu.be/WtthmR9w1n8)

[Social Anxiety Simulation (Restaurant)](https://youtu.be/SWoNiuLXeaA)


Wow I feel feel like I’ve finally found convincing representations of what social anxiety feels like. At least in my case the first video is extremely accurate for whenever I walk into a shop. Ofc it’s not like this all the time and some days are better then others. 

But I feel like these two simulations are extremely accurate and show what social anxiety is like in a big way. The first one is much more accurate as the second one is dramatised as it’s a scene from a film, but it does still feel like your being stared at in a similar way. 

Do you guys feel like these are good examples to show to people who don’t understand social anxiety. And do you feel they are accurate? As I feel like they are right on the money. Everything about the first video is spot on. 

Let me know what u think and if you can relate! X",5.542983597285065,7.8163066298076975,5.917341628959278,74.43059954751133,69.24038461538461,10.663348416289594,27.619909502262445,10.718039707386858,3.4258854072398184,921,32,161,30,17,295,105,208,0.049,0.775,0.17600000000000002,0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,2,5,3,16,0,0,14,0,18,1,0,0,1,29,36,12,0,3,4,0,11,11,0,0,1,0,0,1,16,5,0,0,16,8,3,1,2,0,0,7,1,12,12,16,22,32,7,22,0,0,1,0,15,11,0,2,19,107,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314080873306741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757720230462454,0.06385720487158253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656461096709043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318485581919311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489091182165499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015850432037727,0.464233041010407,0.0,0.07909426133213557,0.0,0.18424611659553414,0.0,0.07916626626537497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060559994479897676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149178310508209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03968058156641985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383190313754466,0.0,0.3880192021217813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053077112889320655,0.05353720625832967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785250561491766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011218372228847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061660502926074126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416078674025566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766097463828375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626441840460284,0.0,0.0,0.042101832736919205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053130809578158,0.15033060612813087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04258687925655397,0.1146218976680449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061146363818386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Surane10,2019/10/22,"Finally managed to get a gym membership! I finally managed to walk into a gym and sign up for a membership, but now to actually go... it's been 2 weeks.

I will get there eventually.",1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,5.292222222222224,73.15000000000003,83.44444444444446,10.266666666666667,31.222222222222207,10.125756701596842,4.284522222222224,140,8,27,6,4,53,26,36,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,18,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.34917481048260385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7839354085551112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738860526108072,0.0,0.2033539197638478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28701677636987666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whoisvonjah,2019/10/22,"Seems like having a social issue Hey guys,
I think that I have a social issue since 2y.
I cannot small talk with people, only interested about having interesting conversations on subjects, I’m talking with no one even if I’m going out with people. Is that normal ?
How can I do to solve this?",3.3578947368421046,5.4326904035087775,5.21038596491228,78.01136842105265,74.78947368421052,6.665263157894738,20.171929824561406,7.554174236665415,0.8351150877192994,231,5,41,3,5,79,42,57,0.04,0.778,0.182,0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,12,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,7,12,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184594729846276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065675002892102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276358938630588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799091028894178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231691006960658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252519497455492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557853337470354,0.17484834881903946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187656740175209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092911754090313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901746106244976,0.0,0.0,0.4687056202686605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369567792141344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730982750992086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lonely_girl92,2019/10/22,"What advice could actually work? I suffer from social anxiety and need advice. I've tried read many threads before but the advice never seems applicable in my case: 

A) Find hobbies 

I can't because the SSRI I'm taking removes my enjoyment of anything but sex. Yes I've tried different things, none work .

B) Talk with friends

No friends, and the people I meet online always leave because I am too awkward and shy.

C) Go see a mental health specialist 

have been going through supportive therapy for the past three years , I'll be on a waiting list for another year or so to get targeted therapy. No I can't just go to another facility, it's public health care. 

D) Work or school 

Can't find a minimum wage job because where I live the younger you are the lower the wage and I'm 27. -Can't find a job with my LLB because that's considered an unfinished degree . -I am enrolled to get my LLM but I had to take a break because of my mental health issues are so severe I can't write my thesis. 

I've tried to volunteer but I'm turned down for not being social enough. 

E) Meditation / Mindfulness - I've tried different things over months but it just isn't a thing that works for me. I've tried headspace and calm, I've tried YouTube videos of various kinds. They don't help. 

I've never seen any other piece of advice on those subs , and I've gone through many threads. Is there anything out there that could help ? Should I just resign myself to loneliness and embrace being a hermit ? 

Thanks to everyone! 

TLDR; Everyone keeps giving the same advice for social anxiety and nothing has worked for me yet.",2.7424350649350657,5.293671344155847,3.8715422077922064,84.44874188311691,79.06493506493507,7.096753246753247,25.209415584415584,8.17850203761792,1.8312480519480518,1266,48,235,25,32,410,170,308,0.11699999999999999,0.769,0.114,0.769,7,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,5,10,11,0,1,17,1,22,4,0,0,2,37,44,17,0,4,11,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,11,11,0,2,4,2,2,5,13,3,0,1,4,2,21,8,28,34,5,20,0,2,2,1,14,7,0,3,7,135,32,11,0.0,0.0,0.07488147571874522,0.0,0.0,0.3749186883243976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384897208288681,0.0,0.0,0.05218186332811765,0.16092492454297222,0.11740285194206042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629135876036576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338821729263682,0.0,0.06529512242828643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823559498387388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253197320717095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034174017101513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928690447862033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664556549789792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104009091597185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856925061226176,0.0,0.08018086794822933,0.07361040288083241,0.1308293824293509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24469448650011094,0.0,0.0,0.10286658623409703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009053179335493,0.1522936363938185,0.06820485131443177,0.0,0.07990682437205313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081250400887125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775767327229515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555927982211894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465997991516778,0.0,0.07747963190368479,0.0,0.0612484781833491,0.0,0.0,0.05689741083596485,0.11836423666813375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362850056926168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325144286557284,0.053197808076195625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675493006281475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765907132610554,0.06114719446653773,0.0698559016165528,0.0,0.08668776460850679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346624526759672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707702076972794,0.0,0.0,0.11538908435168835,0.061676014953849626,0.0,0.0706465093030294,0.1755044095848919,0.0,0.1529363081580177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125847652435299,0.08346473643229585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793169290348365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882857248716984
socialanxiety,workalonesf,2019/10/22,"Managing managerial position with anxiety How do you manage social anxiety and managerial positions that come with promotions etc in office or desk job? I have so much anxiety that I don't want to take a promotion so as to avoid additional responsibilities of handling people 

What do you guys do ir think?",7.212777777777778,9.337964166666666,9.12314814814815,53.69916666666669,64.74074074074073,14.288888888888893,37.574074074074076,13.023866798666859,6.5640518518518505,251,13,37,12,4,89,42,54,0.16899999999999998,0.831,0.0,-0.7307,1,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,9,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,27,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6464913397555129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426566612137281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141661506871221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789239032359437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279540389919057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707939929017855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529294019881305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871541892084148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180077116723947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049979454821208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615194184506893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,almost17_catholic,2019/10/22,"Intense fear of someone I don't really know So at the beginning of the school year (I'm in high school) I talked to this lady like 2 times, and I managed to not be too anxious which was surprising because I have anxiety talking to people (though it has gotten better at my past two schools). However, she was really cute, and I got really anxious and kept walking past her in halls with the intent to talk to her, but I never did. Instead, I *think* she realized and thought that was hella weird. I believe this because she started like glaring at me whenever I walked by her. Then I intended to talk to her and if she said anything I'd apologize, but I'm absolutely terrified! I haven't talked to her for almost 2 months and I'm pretty sure she like hates me. Now whenever I walk past her she glares at me so I just look down and the opposite way. Sometimes I'll accidentally make eye contact with her and I feel absolutely terrified and feel dizzy; like I'm gonna pass out. I also have a class with her every Thursday, and the whole time I'll be shaking and can't think straight even though she is like 20 ft away. I feel really bad and like this shows I'm socially inadequate. How can I stop being afraid of people?

TL;DR I thought some girl was cute; and kept trying to talk to her, but was too anxious. Never talked to her for 2 months, but may have made her think I'm creepy. I Feel intense anxiety whenever I see her, but I have a class with her on Thursdays. What should I do to not be afraid",3.7833933393339336,4.929968834983498,5.0084263426342615,83.68538478847887,71.87128712871288,8.545394539453946,28.2941794179418,8.97023862654752,2.1575689768976902,1179,44,243,23,22,391,147,303,0.141,0.721,0.139,-0.7693,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,12,18,1,4,7,0,23,1,1,5,3,53,52,26,0,2,9,0,4,6,0,3,0,1,0,1,7,18,0,3,11,1,0,5,7,7,0,1,14,8,46,11,32,31,2,36,0,0,3,0,32,13,0,4,23,154,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904081447533417,0.0,0.0,0.0711095146425093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604753943361272,0.30136381388267797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317381276033529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354352878850142,0.0,0.07424471839935262,0.10840995297021297,0.0,0.0,0.10018270399154076,0.0,0.07864276036105178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873100536513715,0.0,0.07491916979127526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006003469473143,0.17984305839179865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111766979055781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779036586091722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394915636610658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886825963320293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606517394209232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467063885027451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413851758069994,0.05935497641949211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195063600346328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371616011814132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546534022889296,0.12329225009967792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904638907179088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278584295306956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458354745432434,0.0,0.0,0.26997620740500045,0.07085794946911987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906430260024046,0.07534186347100992,0.0,0.08794442918653257,0.0,0.06293823083854926,0.0,0.0,0.07434133446694116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380631021934791,0.0,0.0,0.5002952616924545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092957218312624,0.17472744443462013,0.14118553737840014,0.10370025901851124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060371032265330526,0.0,0.08686219153629864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058077822670651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927631549173108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057261744030082565
socialanxiety,dykebucky,2019/10/22,"Haircuts?? With THIS anxiety??? I got a haircut yesterday and asked at the beginning for the minimum loss of length. 20 minutes later, my hair was almost entirely gone.

I could feel the hairdresser taking off more than I asked and knew I should have said something but my anxiety was overwhelming. So, instead of saying something to get it to stop, I sat through the (what is now a terrible) haircut, tipped in full, and ended up just sobbing in the car. 

Here's my question: how do you communicate your wants to a barber/hairdresser? I'm recent to my location so I need to build up the trust with someone again, but how do I get there? How do I overcome my social anxiety enough to not get another terrible cut?",3.8017661691542273,6.0782209925373145,4.967985074626867,79.33366915422886,74.1492537313433,8.944278606965174,31.315920398009947,9.516144504307137,3.3311711442786063,559,27,100,15,12,184,88,134,0.125,0.818,0.057,-0.7294,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,1,11,7,1,1,9,0,9,1,1,3,0,21,25,10,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,7,4,15,1,19,16,3,17,0,3,0,0,8,7,1,2,8,75,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356066280997453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269047468772514,0.4436187841767391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36141626399218735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433323261961854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120521811648146,0.1997291637815927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773759873269297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029716788394817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459857800351287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433284898979668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165387116704655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908590841039194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838712685249896,0.15371883441063966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197043617531008,0.1637813076701706,0.2976214686281419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160631569228612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533651855017796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140125441707979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,prissally,2019/10/22,"I went to a movie alone today for the first time! I've been dealing with severe social anxiety, and I had so much personal growth since the last few months.. I had asked my then boyfriend if he'd come along with me to this movie, but then we broke up before the movie released. So I decided to go alone. Safe to say, I'm so proud of myself!! I had so many mixed emotions, but in the end, it felt really great. I was constantly smiling. You guys should try it too, some day.",2.307139175257732,3.8236034639175287,3.2500902061855683,93.35699097938148,76.21649484536083,6.911855670103092,21.403350515463927,7.645422480735847,0.5550835051546392,364,9,83,5,8,116,72,97,0.099,0.6990000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.9467,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,13,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,7,2,12,3,11,4,3,16,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,2,10,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038325438777384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491412876670681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225813102903152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589373215804673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793787335848825,0.0,0.2106788564815279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573089743133434,0.2009917241193765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929996732985133,0.17267370721867745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718893724987967,0.0,0.0,0.16583000914698184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079834511362692,0.0,0.0,0.21494037187661366,0.0,0.1930377138793464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589156732581523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976554222880596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561252137931153,0.0,0.14331555441008587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022860873129286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489420877246588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503733647277138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202454987221752,0.0,0.16127013824512407,0.0,0.0,0.19873373193397376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368077824719655,0.0,0.1847960887378791,0.0,0.0,0.13236275389214386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072674839327865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LegendofZo4,2019/10/22,Lonliness Anyone else in a stage of there life where they struggle to make connections with people. You feel like everyone looks at you differently and then you end up thinking there's something abnormal about you? 😬,5.382631578947367,8.627205421052633,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,73.73684210526315,9.06315789473684,30.552631578947373,9.516144504307137,3.5805052631578933,178,8,28,5,4,54,34,38,0.061,0.873,0.066,0.0516,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,7,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832786958894085,0.3199302981090937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32622793167182074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26083932351956424,0.0,0.27655500441465264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29836198278875703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787966246804114,0.22306677216464588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054677208950835,0.1525463701869511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262205844659767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842491729634194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164702825310731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403802508938468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32642463330419946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000729851415776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,litacruz,2019/10/22,Social Anxiety Abroad An American currently living in a mostly Russian speaking country which I don’t speak. Left alone in a building by myself. Pressured to go make friends with the English speaking people in this department. I decided to walk up and down ten flight of stairs to avoid it 🙃 what the actual fuck is wrong with me,3.5430444964871204,6.5403313606557365,4.251194379391105,80.10475409836069,79.65573770491805,7.420140515222482,30.02576112412178,8.418075326091056,2.944323653395784,267,13,43,6,7,85,52,61,0.22,0.733,0.047,-0.8519,1,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,0,3,4,1,12,5,1,11,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,1,1,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.3165147570009855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359244775463144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24812368344098798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505887950598595,0.2998525070089258,0.0,0.0,0.18433321811012732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524027093168173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286403323183493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165033699406802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486056978184074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306297428617397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35462126454304266,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MayaDC,2019/10/22,"I just want to act normal? Why am I fully conscious of the fact I’m acting awkward, but have no idea how to stop? 
My friends are so cool and everyone likes them. But all people at school think I’m weird and make fun of me. Sometimes I feel bad my friends have to hang out with weird, social scum like me. 
Does anyone else also kind of have a superiority complex but at the same time desperately want to be like everyone else? cause same",3.2140097402597405,4.763717965909095,4.196948051948056,87.3636363636364,73.88636363636364,6.846753246753247,23.935064935064936,7.447530270364453,0.8677383116883113,343,10,73,4,7,111,62,88,0.16399999999999998,0.557,0.27899999999999997,0.9374,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,13,0,1,3,1,6,0,0,3,2,24,13,8,0,3,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,9,11,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,41,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426423859897145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348820697538498,0.19765163681195289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610657168938738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981642349332744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881047362243734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222909461421777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686536386781887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753741327583253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29807233191911914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177636950686968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087850225787168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827275809953927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876406610908273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890037122833572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373446002548622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522785515903096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664003419042725,0.0,0.0,0.19078572643458094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127531478211565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360427639648522,0.0,0.0,0.1124831295813936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755804897212906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740647042091021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GQManOfTheYear,2019/10/22,"Holiday Planning Committee With Difficult Person. So, I'm forced to attend a Holiday Planning Committee at work with someone who's difficult to work with. I've never heard of a mandatory attendance and participation in something like this until this job/position. All of the new people have to participate. This person is freaking difficult to work with. She's so bossy, short and impatient with people, rarely positive, brings negative energy, always blames the failings of her committee onto ours, and I feel like they think I'm the bad guy because of the perception that ""a man is beating up on a woman."" I get anxiety from all of it and having to defend my committee for the excuses she makes. I'm thinking about telling my boss I don't want to attend due to health reasons, but I doubt they would allow me to.",7.470333333333336,8.099308566666673,8.138000000000002,66.40233333333336,63.33333333333334,12.266666666666667,37.333333333333336,11.855464076750405,5.012133333333335,655,31,105,21,9,219,94,150,0.18100000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.085,-0.8681,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,2,7,3,9,0,1,9,0,6,1,0,4,3,24,17,8,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,5,6,9,0,0,5,2,0,4,3,7,0,0,1,2,13,2,27,15,2,14,0,1,0,0,15,6,0,1,6,72,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671635217639138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368668872448696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677417316561826,0.12246577017219452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158024264675276,0.1435218221821283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496109668698776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892095280341696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135455528110444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936061436333632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629757317993488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341012093744342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494519337489718,0.19402887938938648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785552424115257,0.3508333823761868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065569645253704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022052096491072,0.15466136569823907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175594013832893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574551029567293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849505258787688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387691769113917,0.0,0.0,0.1427124245809723,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cityofstones101,2019/10/22,"New relationships are like letting sand slip through your fingers I'm too afraid of ""screwing up"" a relationship that I can't even begin one to start with. Have you ever met people you feel soo similar to and want to connect with? I hate that this anxiety is affecting my chance to just connect with people the way I want to - it feels sand slipping through my fingers. I've missed out on great, wonderful people I had genuine feelings for and who showed feelings towards me. When we interact I get SO nervous and anxious inside because I'm uneasy of saying the wrong thing or leaving the wrong impression, then I end up being closed off or cold. Honestly I want to beat myself up. What should I do to work on this? I really want to hold on to people instead of missing opportunities like this.",5.895761589403975,6.9273598013245055,6.318867549668872,76.6541953642384,66.88079470198676,8.953907284768214,34.305298013245036,9.120678840339163,3.1248193377483453,634,29,112,11,10,205,100,151,0.157,0.679,0.16399999999999998,-0.342,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,0,3,7,14,2,2,4,0,9,3,2,1,1,25,27,8,0,5,3,0,8,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,8,0,1,2,10,17,6,27,22,0,18,0,2,0,1,10,10,1,3,9,80,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760944463354706,0.17368061650089436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371749327224947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361665781922076,0.0,0.0,0.10154275413608968,0.13906517199599225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109389895137237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032196146547481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949711351673186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178482780449948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278675290279535,0.0,0.15720791597183387,0.0,0.15021761973147926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848149138513755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041771092618686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263313580594156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848874688856138,0.0,0.0,0.3301149835625907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225893530389055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881682103117764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213695249155803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627155335922779,0.12203037502338852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667227217806764,0.11192337616039164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33617758208133863,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ebdhzhvsgsyxvx,2019/10/22,"My friends response after an argument w her over having social anxiety. Before this she'd been saying things like ""everyone worries....not everyone can sleep ....it's called being a teenager....you're just gonna have to deal with it..."" ""Hey,  *look if you really believe* you have social anxiety,  here are some numbers that help.  Your mum doesn't have to know.  No one does.  Trust me there super helpful I promise.  And I hope they can make you feel better because I hate seeing you *upset* xxx ""

(Here she listed w bunch of help lines and stuff like better help) which is ...good? But I can't pay for therapy and honestly i wasn't asking her to help fix me. If I want therapy I know where to go, I just wanted her to be an ear. 



""And some ways to help you feel more confident; 

-do yoga breathing (in thru your nose out thru your mouth,  do this 5 times)

- relax, go to your happy place.  ( or think about anything that makes you happy as a person) 

- do exercise.  Sit in your bedroom and do some yoga or just go for a short walk. Research yoga poses 

- do things that make you feel amazing and perfect (because you are). So look at yourself in the mirror and tell yourself what you like and what you don't and how you can improve what you don't like.  Or get dressed up and put makeup on just to take photos for insta,  that works

-on YouTube there is multiple relaxation music. Put this on when you're trying to sleep  

-do 1 different thing each week to push yourself to the next limit like; if your scared to jump fully in the que then simply push in a little bit each week.  Or if you can't find us at lunch then come look for us first,  then if you can't find us don't panic,  text me I'll probs have my phone on and I will come find you 

-so there's also this other thing called the 5day positive challenge.  And you not aloud to say anything bad about your self and you've got to do 1 thing within them 5 days that you will remember so you can keep coming back to it and smiling 

-1 night every week,  have a spa night;  so go get a face mask,  grab a bath bomb and go sit in the bath with relaxing music on and just chill for like 3 hours doing nothing at all !

-don't care what other people can do and you might not b able to.  if you want to b able something you can do it if you put your mind to it.  




I promise you,  I even swear on my life that most of them do work !!!!
I love you so much and please just call some people and get some help because living like that isn't good at all trust me !!!!!!!!
❤️❤️❤️😍😍😍💋💋💋""


Is it just me that felt rlly mad reading it",1.7532325141776932,3.3896182646502884,3.104073724007563,93.29066635160684,78.07372400756144,5.961058601134216,20.195652173913047,6.7026698264267655,0.1203708884688086,1958,46,439,18,46,637,248,529,0.054000000000000006,0.74,0.20600000000000002,0.9977,1,0,1,0,0,0,90.0,3,32,3,9,27,35,2,3,14,0,45,11,7,4,3,80,82,43,0,11,21,1,5,7,1,4,2,3,3,2,32,27,1,2,11,11,1,15,13,6,0,2,4,13,63,29,53,71,14,58,0,0,4,1,67,24,0,19,23,281,95,6,0.1363650271658549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054525531478603416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431887253438613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122167983041742,0.0,0.06374144623726229,0.0,0.0,0.05242814428987755,0.056929550856249435,0.1246902822988247,0.0,0.05801829717965541,0.07681834431811563,0.0,0.12060378494180868,0.07443764571636234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088659088905805,0.0,0.06951661672411809,0.0,0.0,0.1761995944780394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043972080662374194,0.07029317761987351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123621478589197,0.0,0.0,0.05966697711027065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045033907176923016,0.0,0.05744670838131405,0.13030262725183084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342538256851223,0.0,0.06546590548557142,0.0,0.1869527465532404,0.057996011222584874,0.0,0.0,0.052677640860131984,0.0,0.1068676476528316,0.0,0.19374846867909887,0.11437651499182665,0.05453178470341963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451631071154292,0.0,0.0673161162937539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31990911140253314,0.0,0.0,0.0677206204441415,0.0671460415577198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060375086976864,0.0,0.0,0.07494265267680203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815932574010333,0.23317372473379644,0.068336790799113,0.06020640865528098,0.0,0.1717684176144335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061537380531652836,0.0,0.13653707178749672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723308721182099,0.06884490206899313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012199266401349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251287670919522,0.1279693403748755,0.0,0.0654229606753792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04620223578111255,0.0,0.0,0.07999748894633582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945383398786282,0.0595343409384643,0.07123621478589197,0.07484392508950015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562677486237485,0.0,0.0,0.06820096473942583,0.0,0.043679464114264765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723749650278347,0.0,0.0,0.10844294289370683,0.06826259063217509,0.0,0.05433263570580108,0.0,0.07112923172067036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646350835762724,0.13900697234278228,0.0,0.05249023005236377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780526655289977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126476479584936,0.0,0.0595945221374147,0.0,0.15594529289411502,0.0,0.2264871618350093,0.04368860161470689,0.0,0.0,0.039757771979454716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629145110507117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460455062463684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206474391776708,0.0541201056473532,0.1640756990712145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927536387637742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Summerdayyz,2019/10/22,"Feelings of loneliness, isolation and being friendless So as the title says I’m lonely, I’m in my early thirties. I have a family, kids, husband and work part time I’m very busy and it feels like I don’t have enough time in the day, however I’m finding myself to be very lonely while I wouldn’t consider myself friendless I don’t have any friends I would consider close as in talk to regularly on the phone and hang out i would consider most of whom I call friends more friendly acquaintances and I get along well with them. I’ve always had an issue with social anxiety and where I can talk to most people pretty easy one on one, but I’m very shy and awkward in group situations. 

I’ve always had it in the back of my head that other people don’t want to spend time with me if they do they would make that initial effort to catch up. I also am quite fearful of rejection and hesitate asking people as I feel like I’m coming on too strong and will turn people away.  I feel quite isolated from other people as if I’m on the outside looking in, I see other people on social media going out for dinner together; going to concerts together and having lots of social contact. I feel as if I don’t have that and my main social contact is my husband and people at work which is ok but I feel as if Im craving and need other social contacts as well as this. Sorry this was a long post but I I just wanted to reach out and connect and see if anyone else understands this and feels like this.",4.492119205298014,5.175086324503316,5.771847682119205,80.57604966887419,69.86092715231788,8.291655629139072,27.351655629139074,8.395991825355821,1.870084238410596,1178,37,227,17,20,396,145,302,0.113,0.779,0.107,-0.4102,1,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,6,8,15,0,2,8,1,24,2,1,1,0,54,52,35,0,12,9,2,7,3,3,5,0,2,0,1,15,25,1,0,9,1,1,5,5,5,2,2,3,12,28,10,43,42,7,33,0,3,3,0,25,19,0,8,11,160,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680622402758846,0.14163626822011224,0.0,0.0,0.057877551896778685,0.0,0.06510872957314479,0.0,0.0,0.059510719554132376,0.08720500174112752,0.0,0.0,0.07956613189612594,0.0,0.07996341640755733,0.06544414803690038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690657563439018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331451774773186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488875098168503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109827920680943,0.0,0.0,0.0879411281241769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023390238283368,0.09577213622739246,0.3012383455162345,0.18240727780373409,0.0,0.0,0.07778877412157181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726675662736112,0.0,0.0444663341803456,0.0,0.09673967017448536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734716273291644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193314024203426,0.08883247194840475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474098161112207,0.0,0.0,0.07531945487374171,0.07147075870973553,0.0,0.0,0.07235727009600303,0.0,0.0,0.05681142231025611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310780486591881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534514520967673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216557071450612,0.0,0.4130307143030045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815116187228796,0.08658721828278257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810494014901383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768269318339303,0.0,0.0,0.13564291097947342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956669305110462,0.0,0.4337933851837084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527340261660708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681599424045318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888454761938558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257497349291026,0.0,0.08860225644883486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067338371930444,0.10039987716217096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304778192271107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392183049662485,0.0,0.0,0.18137858397276813,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,N0V0CAINE,2019/10/22,"Just got a phonecall for a job interview Holy shit. 

Struggling to fit in & make friends in college as a freshman at the moment, & I have no work experience whatsoever ... Getting a job offer in a business setting where I'm going to survey people over the phone. I don't know what's going to knock me down flat, whether that be nervousness or stammering over the phone. 

I always wanted at least a small string of income, but working in an office with professional & older people is going to feel like a culture shock. 

Any tips?

( I'm 16 y/o, if that's even relevant )",3.831261261261261,5.6374611351351405,5.0596396396396415,80.75450450450452,72.78378378378378,7.455855855855856,28.54954954954956,8.167268648758528,2.0655117117117117,450,18,83,7,9,149,81,111,0.11599999999999999,0.818,0.066,-0.5023,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,1,2,11,0,4,1,1,1,0,10,15,5,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,1,4,2,17,13,1,18,0,0,0,0,6,12,1,2,3,48,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253177768279916,0.5958613205786816,0.0,0.1246596791864716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107704485360075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931608463357582,0.0,0.0,0.09268897200097202,0.13095942489553636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162779747595194,0.0,0.0957739014843998,0.0,0.3125443938108487,0.0,0.14661280258325482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638213479579746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074447775482756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955786967159493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236339387599172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25417343365079315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881689951285288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163939942476807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812323661960196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26690927877288745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,benmiller306,2019/10/22,"My blood pressure is high asf when anxious I went to the doctor today for a checkup. And normally I’m anxious in these types of situations for some reason. The doctor checks my blood pressure and it came out to 160! I’m a 19 M, the average for people my age is 120 and under",1.1684210526315797,3.3662861052631605,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,82.6842105263158,5.905263157894738,23.535087719298247,7.1686216300943375,1.0853298245614038,216,8,43,3,6,75,39,57,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.7712,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,5,0,2,5,2,1,0,8,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,9,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,27,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5441796193032298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754660752124398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930364924599849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544692517317493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23598001093944984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697375389369304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476319703129767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707233668205722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22829584668369865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232686109572302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sammythe_fish,2019/10/22,"Anyone have any strategies to change? I’ve been going through this sub for a bit now and it’s crazy how fuckin relatable everything here is. Assuming that a lot of people have similar experiences that I do, does anyone have any recommendations, strategies, or resources that can help fix such anxieties?",7.145377358490562,9.368518207547172,6.720896226415096,70.47681603773587,65.0377358490566,10.58301886792453,34.00471698113208,10.686352973137794,4.181720754716982,247,11,39,7,4,77,44,53,0.084,0.8640000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,5,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,7,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062583815548748,0.0,0.2285079986507861,0.0,0.0,0.41772203244438666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261077700262803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159895796009114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613981764520313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26845619569076656,0.29219015645396906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976055719897432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002152193031256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539477438105603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070839754744504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,puddle-ass,2019/10/22,"experiences on “shooting your shot” ? im an awkward high school student rn and in really about to consider just saying at least hi to my crush that i never talked to since ms. 

like it would be completely out of the blue when we are passing eachother or walking from our class tht we have together (theres no interaction cause it be math)

yet i think i have a 65% chance of him liking me back? (at least i hope soo)

but everyday i feel like im getting closer to getting comfortable around that idea but idk it would just help me to see what other people did (w/ social anxiety ofc) and how yall felt before and after:) even if rejected ehe",2.9231209735146737,4.83183592913386,4.336349319971369,84.53683607730855,75.53543307086616,7.767788117394417,24.931281317108088,8.575989854853784,1.74036062992126,501,17,100,10,11,166,99,127,0.10400000000000001,0.772,0.124,0.6915,0,1,0,1,0,0,13.0,3,2,0,0,10,7,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,2,1,23,15,9,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,5,14,5,16,9,2,16,0,1,2,0,12,8,0,3,9,67,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395973579706015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752306487131693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470136835140854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013015728530594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331612199656367,0.0,0.0,0.1973066458649217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429331762499995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840794106726135,0.0,0.0,0.09515114818982906,0.13443821175359774,0.18068551218882545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196636050570604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613532236775934,0.1988260248605401,0.0,0.18690851214746546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243607887416016,0.4065405873222935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27581061515920025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513858868585666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046262963716265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055506277781168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965094070478768,0.0,0.1904515811228938,0.1499577534024212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556671989150986,0.0,0.0,0.19182921101663486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512546359973187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058028222502265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673600831424671,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,satans_sideboob_,2019/10/22,"How do I feel more included and part of a group that‘s consistent of so many different personalities? I find myself in a shell when I’m around this group of people, when it’s suppose to be the complete opposite feeling. Please give me some helpful tips on how to break free from my shell and feel less lonely when I’m around these people.",8.98090909090909,7.086432848484852,8.365757575757577,74.26863636363636,61.42424242424242,11.830303030303032,35.63636363636364,10.504223727775694,3.4120363636363638,272,9,53,5,3,86,49,66,0.033,0.8170000000000001,0.15,0.7713,1,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,11,8,8,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,2,10,7,4,8,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457044714821655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624726761735624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26154798120985984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37973241697296173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22880269345025364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24014523291305104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779503537121745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25380155050170505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710896406453451,0.0,0.34710311344453604,0.21858385839162572,0.0,0.27479390323891184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peterparker294,2019/10/22,"Eye Contact Anxiety I need to know I'm not crazy and if other people deal with this. I've dealt with it for 3 years now. Whenever I focus on my eyes, I feel this pressure or tightness around them. It's a very weird, uncomfortable feeling. Only recently I've realized it's probably because anxiety causes muscle tension, so when you focus on the eyes, the muscles around the eyes tense up. But it makes your brows furrow uncontrollably, which makes your gaze feel like it looks very uncomfortable and creepy. And of course, the more you think about it, the worse it gets. Please, anyone else deal with this?",5.764623893805307,7.236981778761063,5.582466814159293,80.19724004424779,67.49557522123894,8.835840707964602,28.28429203539823,9.188382445141503,2.317761946902656,483,16,88,9,8,150,77,113,0.19699999999999998,0.732,0.071,-0.9239,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,1,0,6,5,0,3,6,0,0,4,4,3,0,23,11,8,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,9,1,12,11,1,9,0,0,5,0,8,5,0,2,5,50,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28373944409075785,0.0,0.0,0.12967184734238196,0.1900167525781902,0.0,0.3301819153514876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304937934832518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050955006756212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38238425429035305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549207483405609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813092189545136,0.13248643190515078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689063988655344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191917383977354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060212818803044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557323685932393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475803396871404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750977470945416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104405563997865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856856746406625,0.0,0.0,0.2035698161084431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999478466577803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831107665689222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882969240463588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060334570245306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889906984627002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942454443794752
socialanxiety,lcstmyhead,2019/10/22,"How can I go to a concert with my social anxiety? (TW: talk about vomit)
I bought a ticket and VIP for a concert that’s happening in a month (I bought them in August) and I felt like I was ready to take that step. I’ve been taking the right medication, I even had to up my dose from 10mg to 20mg, and I’ve been in therapy for 2 months. I thought I was prepared for this until last week. I’ve been having anxiety attacks left and right just thinking about this concert. It’s hard to explain but I’m completely fine with going, my body isn’t, it’s just rejecting it. I don’t have a clue what I’m, or my body’s, afraid of. There’s nothing to be scared about the concert or the fact that I’m meeting the band that I look up to. I think my fear is just my anxiety. When I have attacks (TMI), I either need to poop or throw up. I always poop but I always have that fear of throwing up. That’s where the concert comes into place. I want to be able to eat and just try my hardest not to have an anxiety attack the day before or the day of. 

Any tips will be greatly appreciated because I really don’t want to miss out on this concert.",1.6110330578512408,2.965164276859504,3.659578512396696,90.3766404958678,77.71900826446281,6.658181818181817,23.670247933884298,7.365786028017652,0.8258472727272732,873,28,200,11,20,298,122,242,0.138,0.773,0.08900000000000001,-0.909,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,0,12,12,3,4,13,0,20,8,4,1,1,32,41,14,0,3,12,0,2,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,13,10,1,0,5,8,2,6,4,9,0,0,10,9,25,3,35,27,1,30,0,2,1,0,6,15,0,4,10,128,38,0,0.11985854880382404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994638285458693,0.0,0.0,0.08150792331137126,0.0,0.3667658470706023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090692078188008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306465886398217,0.0,0.10199079703280016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662716550908094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324752679328317,0.12566940801648988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459769665624504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264521814582426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916544107202972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26974838012880703,0.0,0.0,0.11508300318211873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362367508531086,0.0,0.0,0.13214447319406433,0.0,0.0,0.1059905188682854,0.0,0.10736971710997588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770071458252397,0.0,0.0,0.13022666397673546,0.0,0.0,0.05855683265639529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065099384832256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207448781609808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133990027591055,0.0,0.0,0.08887359521587819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500751018020652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522667290829334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678445551727782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471709156496276,0.0,0.0,0.11999931684552495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218069636252787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023742424005987,0.09633776136737858,0.0,0.0,0.13706869633327906,0.0,0.0,0.1536010367948169,0.0,0.09515429942041552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137608691601983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139135502482764,0.0,0.0961432980942147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mayorbonnie,2019/10/22,"Went somewhere alone I hate going places alone.  Today I faced my fears for a puppy. My boyfriend and I got a puppy today and we needed supplies like food and potty pads, but he was at work so I told myself I could do it and marched into that pet smart like a boss. Might of accidentally went over the amount of money I had by like $4, but the lady at the register was nice enough to take a few dollars off. Nice people make this social anxiety a tad easier and I love every nice person on this planet right now.",4.0577142857142885,4.682141628571428,5.319047619047621,83.64428571428573,70.80952380952381,7.523809523809526,22.619047619047624,7.447530270364453,0.8046190476190476,401,8,82,4,7,134,75,105,0.102,0.632,0.266,0.975,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,2,10,1,1,8,0,6,3,1,2,0,14,16,8,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,7,0,11,8,11,7,3,15,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,7,51,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770357814864628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924484987637514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532820908566005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880753819632336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335975341971333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482317530618174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200993825176113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344619637680967,0.0,0.145578072117594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797071283433333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667774255733095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428021326804298,0.0,0.1214998053673876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309452230146648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349655702421657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618979312321596,0.15893289804743346,0.1901722246921928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544413914092733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855465317578076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685643459370686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450674730861821,0.17392797036027927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374688437026853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251277360989588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peluchita95,2019/10/22,"High school- discovering social anxiety now I realized I had a lot, a LOT of social anxiety at high school. I couldn’t even hear my name being pronounced  without sweating and feeling so nervous . It was produced by the ppl around me in my teen Years, bc I hadnt it before. Never made a friend at high school, it made me feel so miserable. I was lonely asf so in the breaks I used to go to the bathroom and lock myself there. I never knew what social anxiety was until I discovered this subreddit. Maybe if I would’ve known it I would’ve asked for help. Never knew why I was so incapacable of socializing with others. 
Now I don’t think I have it anymore, bc I created a mental wall and stopped caring about stupid things like other people opinions.  And that helped a lot with my social anxiety.
Maybe it’s useful for somebody.
Thank you",3.1611860940695315,5.392643932515341,4.429595092024542,82.6593210633947,75.93251533742331,7.291451942740286,25.59059304703477,8.238735603445708,1.808593783231084,663,24,123,12,15,218,99,163,0.158,0.745,0.09699999999999999,-0.7857,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,10,8,1,2,8,0,10,1,1,5,3,31,24,10,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,1,7,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,10,3,21,4,17,12,3,19,0,2,0,0,12,9,0,5,9,87,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135566984878442,0.0,0.10162258245575934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121991446216547,0.09579550158773194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719431716223162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447486778039301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768038664216526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362369630140596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916797196397415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582359919161019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549099746848245,0.0,0.13736679574102906,0.324795149752592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006160543108045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613486725010607,0.0,0.19391894846535945,0.0,0.0,0.20588952653897866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032655337758084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709325617794585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710397098163931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31111495517156906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222756709269774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856694045834227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434049450383354,0.0,0.0,0.06807643237464893,0.0656585589503122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700214500805095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924631248665032,0.0,0.0,0.09877730376041882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558331972727107,0.0,0.0,0.06598724049871603
socialanxiety,SupportFreeSoftware,2019/10/22,"My social anxiety costs $223/month. I got a new car insurance policy a few months ago that has the same coverage but costs less than half what my old one does, which is $223/month. I want to cancel my old policy, but I went to the website to make changes and saw the dreaded words:

>To cancel your policy, **call your agent.**

I'm on month five of being doubly insured because I cannot bring myself to make a simple phone call, and as a result I have now paid over $1,000 that I didn't need to. I consciously know that nothing bad can happen during such a call, but there's a mental block. Every time I enter the number, I hesitate and find reasons not to do it. Is anyone else literally paying because of their anxiety?",2.9126484018264835,4.561855630136988,4.5919863013698645,83.81049086757994,74.89041095890411,7.606392694063928,22.44063926940639,8.344100000000001,1.3086502283105026,566,15,112,10,12,191,96,146,0.14400000000000002,0.8079999999999999,0.048,-0.9228,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,1,10,0,9,0,0,4,0,19,21,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,4,4,3,2,0,3,5,1,16,0,12,15,3,14,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,8,69,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071744985404066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561826928966702,0.0,0.0,0.1031098720402937,0.15109372963676207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312582012800476,0.17978469926572288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517300056322292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559967757891915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290462577126497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318678930828254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424431559215715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347789206035507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793999098300048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040144069670168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104205491361717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686599418476808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860847253546888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708156715365949,0.0,0.0,0.10934227872257124,0.0,0.1424211176757301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414951561570945,0.0,0.309476166817039,0.0,0.09992504923604983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161698528584386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032041545904012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859871228176956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697776270068476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670009433559496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DeafMetalGripes,2019/10/22,"Does anyone else love it when people give you the “your one of us” kind of vibe For example, when people invite you to their group, even if you barely even talk to them. It makes me actually feel important when that happens.",5.014806201550389,6.201334046511634,5.367441860465117,82.10992248062018,69.0,8.524031007751939,23.635658914728683,8.841846274778883,1.4924635658914736,176,4,34,3,3,56,34,43,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,4,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,2,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,1,3,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2564778511127314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377232211194425,0.2692937640447388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22999864096856346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955533332299365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34718492371599696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289147299714027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521242773223309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324139783066653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736902606081552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372084958299185,0.0,0.17543674616371044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809602487027712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644174842530412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124759666829268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161443442352966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nerdymj,2019/10/22,"Coping with social anxiety in school? Hi, so I am in my first semester of community college, but I might end up dropping out because of my social anxiety. Everyone in all of my classes is considerably younger than me (I'm 29) and most of them already know each other because they went to school together in high school. I just got my GED last summer. I'm no one. In most of my classes, we end up doing group work and I just sit there and apologize for being so awkward. Or people just avoid me altogether. 
On top of having social anxiety, I'm also bipolar with depression and my meds have not been working lately. It's gotten so bad, I haven't been to school in almost two weeks. I feel miserable sitting around, moping at home, though. 
How can I cope with the social pressures of school despite my anxiety?",3.3739285714285714,5.5533188653846155,4.942893772893775,79.47115384615388,75.08974358974359,7.790476190476189,28.45054945054945,8.634040054169528,2.4557780219780216,637,27,114,13,14,214,100,156,0.217,0.76,0.022000000000000002,-0.9865,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,4,11,6,0,4,1,0,11,1,0,1,1,27,19,12,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,11,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,6,0,3,5,1,19,0,26,12,4,25,0,2,0,0,10,14,0,5,7,84,21,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140808053409588,0.0,0.1257205849161708,0.09110687885800267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486134522622052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014186252409192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512376225688228,0.13889691839289464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812461762114327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018099016376817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088615310478043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760459699636094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690571417496144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111732739065066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036946744594433,0.114277440518601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261095484600726,0.0928651990667538,0.1285139103650661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654651688834773,0.0,0.0,0.12085787749457115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719945838456438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898220196293515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764978556021643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645343583536208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193208245972912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128951169788112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138486401665012,0.0,0.0,0.10561088860609268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587951194604145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SignMyAdoptionPapers,2019/10/22,"Does social anxiety have a cure? I've always struggled with it and it stops me from talking, even posting stuff on reddit gives me anxiety. I just can't figure out what causes social anxiety, like is it an actual problem in the brain or something? One of my happiest days was when I came out of a small surgery on anesthetic (it took my anxiety away temporarily and boosted my confidence soooo much). I mean I don't want to turn to drugs or any of that but that's the only real coping mechanism ive heard of. Pinpointing the cure for me is too hard and its a trainwreck, I see a psychotherapist and a speech therapist, we make little to a bit of progress here and then. 

My main issue is half my family hates me for my anxiety (this isnt in my head, dad literally tells me to get over it)  
causes my main speech problems which impairs me from talking cause I literally cant talk if anxiety kicks in but no one will ever understand :P  
my speech and anxiety leads to depression and laziness  
and all of the above leads me to honestly being satisfied with living life alone and just playing games or something 10 hours a day, its my one safe place.

welp stumbled across this reddit not too sure where I should be posting stuff like this so ill post it here pls dont get mad :c

ty for reading if u did, any advice or something would do, kinda hopeless atm",5.846447368421052,6.093646906015039,6.508787593984966,78.00874530075191,66.78195488721805,10.108646616541352,32.03853383458647,9.978442167317967,3.032256390977444,1071,41,207,23,16,352,157,266,0.157,0.698,0.145,0.4987,0,1,4,0,0,1,21.0,1,0,0,3,11,13,2,1,12,0,18,5,2,6,3,47,31,20,0,7,11,1,1,2,0,3,3,4,0,0,17,15,0,2,3,3,1,4,7,7,0,4,5,6,26,6,29,21,5,28,0,2,1,0,11,14,0,7,9,140,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.08945151016782374,0.0,0.0,0.08957366969294811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493696945940963,0.0,0.0,0.07627236136383597,0.0,0.0,0.12467025878611575,0.0,0.4908626340758961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612198935721535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007409551954792,0.0,0.0,0.10232810424628004,0.0,0.10483998035528502,0.0,0.2824946463393839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182322777151568,0.0,0.07895065922384796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021638391746423,0.0,0.10743032861456443,0.0,0.10630193346107304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054366020137595,0.08291595585330737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641330745404724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578202961003494,0.08793311881945265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211355334595592,0.09049989944141043,0.09407441249041276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027125068155854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956741163324358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474547815007987,0.08956547025594018,0.09187209595515937,0.08094159658965587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061186889297412936,0.0,0.0,0.0998497148320472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738409084834887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863430893983552,0.06971512382127798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577008641700452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633682904828131,0.0,0.0,0.1754214486974972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168949117312512,0.10433447994721284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304488640290183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868812063337051,0.0,0.21170385947396936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663578147352923,0.0,0.09582783172481657,0.20986826841535305,0.0,0.0,0.08639288118951907,0.0,0.0,0.2210298058017857,0.08011897533065744,0.0,0.0,0.10642976481304728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184283826884584,0.0,0.09970485554625964,0.0,0.09542617023790212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406620640341365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511596252513803,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jrue_holiday,2019/10/22,"Ive made strides overcoming my SA, and I’ve noticed that I make others nervous Okay quick background story to anyone that takes the time to read this: 
I grew up very social and the leader in any social group that I was in. I’m not oblivious about myself: i’m a very good looking 21 year old male and I have a ton of charisma. 

When I turned 18 I had my first heartbreak and I shut everyone out of my life for 3 years. I smoked weed daily and masturbated daily and my SA was through the roof. 

Since ive turned 21, ive made immense strides to self inprovement in every way. Im 4 months clean from drugs, 2 weeks clean from porn, and ive been back in school and back in the gym after an 18 month break. 

Since I’ve been back on my feet, I literally had to relearn how to socialize. I went back to the gym that I went to for 4 years, so It took me months to start socializing with my old gym buddies. Ive been coming around slowly, and today I overheard one of the guys say, “I get so nervous when I’m talking to him.” 

Im curious if you guys think that this is due to me being closed off for a while and taking so long to come around to them, or if its because of my good looks and muscular stature that intimidates him? Its not just him, since ive been overcoming my SA, ive noticed that a lot of other people are anxious around me. 

Im not overthinking this as a big deal, I’m just curious as to what you guys think because I’m trying to grow as a person. Thank you so kuch for reading this I would love your feedback!!",4.856451388888889,4.2536111312500005,5.7245833333333325,85.68430555555554,68.9375,8.861111111111112,29.027777777777786,8.167268648758528,1.6645069444444447,1182,36,268,14,18,390,160,320,0.04,0.875,0.084,0.9242,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,1,1,18,8,0,2,13,1,20,6,2,4,0,35,45,25,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,6,17,19,0,0,2,5,0,7,3,3,0,2,13,3,41,5,44,30,2,48,0,1,2,2,23,15,0,4,24,164,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921182131455999,0.0,0.0,0.09836636909421573,0.0,0.060882638899871985,0.0,0.0,0.23253713202529275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678114103067468,0.0,0.10615634282660784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000932079449092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976721991739288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097566413634954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336176111830515,0.08320085243252813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406324297789983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045491430575637,0.0,0.0,0.14606341784943708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25864436443959304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821575115654135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061501399298855515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705581796976937,0.1462367932038407,0.0,0.0,0.07402534501415815,0.07858571426657765,0.16477891692607768,0.058121113907171285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849968061759605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826368130668345,0.18273444956924476,0.0,0.05900211657049615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036463447706436,0.076027752004047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741907595485199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924300360890538,0.0,0.08812132724931396,0.0,0.0,0.09083489468854804,0.0,0.0,0.2160801201549986,0.0,0.0,0.3550350084847377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162988016084639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093434018101258,0.06998502820564591,0.0,0.08016403053768209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115842089324462,0.0,0.0,0.05077227664973632,0.0,0.08253390138468901,0.0,0.09673999236799707,0.05911604813365728,0.1894182669798588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368673568834295,0.0,0.06911355539893761,0.06984375942937202,0.0,0.0,0.16143289321045998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061853320516143034,0.0,0.0,0.1682141859736009
socialanxiety,no__cause,2019/08/05,Failing continuosly and tired. No matter what I do I can never get anything right. I am a burden on the only people I have left my family. I am useless and I  tired. I dont know what to do and Im so sick of fighting. Im 38 and I have nothing. Im just so tired. Just a rant. I can't talk to people because I suck at communication. U just needed to say this.,-2.141541666666665,-0.32090073749999704,2.055000000000004,92.20333333333336,100.125,4.166666666666667,16.666666666666668,5.985473137389443,-0.3537083333333331,271,8,64,3,12,102,49,80,0.389,0.598,0.013000000000000001,-0.9840000000000001,0,0,0,0,2,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,3,0,9,4,0,0,1,11,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,11,0,6,13,0,5,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410652165983919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044969021038511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009046190004135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160085177536476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956061297610886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.555493625323479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420872536084368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862498664671978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271068054417349,0.13221076126653955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448346874350542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037370890050207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23768404719019706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639294981225556,0.0,0.1363211877280834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778203819786444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5910710903588775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bbaby1,2019/08/05,Quick! advice! [F 23] I am gonna work on my social anxiety right now... i want to go somewhere by myself and attempt to at least make eye contact with people ... where should i go? Or do you think this is too big of a step?,-0.9782269503546104,1.0641265319148945,1.5245744680851097,98.0841666666667,92.19148936170214,3.984397163120569,16.343971631205672,5.46131890053228,-0.7631390070921991,165,4,39,1,6,56,43,47,0.059000000000000004,0.912,0.028999999999999998,-0.3278,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,7,10,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,7,8,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,2,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37431716836802653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930362266928305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353982654137496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25569236162330233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655622872717101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271271004695233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390476599964178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245446344570874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593591793996065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27886879264633685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SignificantPerson5,2019/08/05,"First day of school So, today was my first day of high school and it went great!  I met a few other people and we share interests and all that.  We had to present but I didn't stutter or do anything dumb.   I know this probably seems dumb but eh, whatever.",0.03736263736263723,2.378808230769234,1.6032967032967065,96.79884615384618,91.69230769230772,5.279120879120879,18.96703296703297,6.868970318607317,0.2130186813186814,196,6,44,3,7,63,41,52,0.159,0.7070000000000001,0.134,-0.6632,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,2,1,6,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,5,0,6,3,3,3,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,2,6,29,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044834217065528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205067921836923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227254029465448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739575176362926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625398928317019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365618185753228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226942412346358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679107427100286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029637114427485,0.0,0.2262130034732341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355363829396712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303497054928492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,preglory,2019/08/05,Anybody interested helping each others communication skills ? On Kik or Whatsapp,10.436363636363632,15.167860363636365,10.155,32.05250000000001,81.72727272727272,9.472727272727274,50.95454545454545,8.841846274778883,7.971872727272728,68,5,5,2,2,22,11,11,0.0,0.647,0.353,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MindPal,2019/08/05,"Fear of being photographed, recorded and then being turned into an internet meme or just mocked online... Anyone else have this? Worst part is it's not just ""in my head"". There are Instagram accounts for this. Reddit subs. Etc.

I could be minding my own business in public and someone could decide to take a picture of me and post it on /r/Trashy where I'd get endlessly made fun of. 

That is freaking scary.

How does one deal with this?",2.5885809906291826,5.2187565060241,2.9343775100401612,90.45034805890228,80.32530120481928,5.13467202141901,22.475234270415,6.42735559955562,0.5638230254350738,342,11,64,3,9,105,69,83,0.182,0.782,0.036000000000000004,-0.9251,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,2,0,9,1,1,2,0,15,13,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,10,7,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771382048567476,0.2457621772521289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830131175936904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24728237275463055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990076383675246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037001946993288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675043238021644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26990617796445604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253155539750259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24616281705678236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22695880297348786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421875253348581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253353280322175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25974211196878544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22971701724343405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032303353903483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034285981462925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608958957677051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Midnightblue9444,2019/08/05,"Some people will never understand. I get weird looks from my coworkers when i say i prefer to be home all day. Everyone talks about what they did the past weekend; clubbing, drinking, going out of town with friends and family. I say i stayed home. Some women go on about how they LOVE going grocery shopping cause they feel its the only chance they get to go out if they have families. I say i get my groceries delivered. And damn it stings when i get those looks, you know....those OBVIOUSLY weirded out looks where they scrunch their eyebrows and say they do not understand why i would ever avoid going out. Im not a freak. I just wanna hide, i just wanna hide from the scrunched up weirded out faces, i wanna hide from the judgement and the questions and the probing. Im scared of everything and i push through it as much as i can but GOD I HATE IT when they judge me. Like i hate life and people and everything on this earth. Im just ranting. The fact that i let what they say to me GET to me is the reason why i wanna stay home always!!! And this is so stupid and ill probably feel like everyone thinks im immature for doing this and delete it later. I cant escape myself.",2.466515151515153,4.6102315256410265,3.3838228438228453,89.74678321678324,77.76068376068376,6.476767676767676,23.029526029526032,7.520522993642371,0.9586136752136754,923,29,188,13,22,294,125,234,0.138,0.78,0.081,-0.9405,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,10,0,13,14,4,2,9,0,12,5,1,3,5,47,33,20,0,7,7,0,2,2,1,2,2,5,3,1,12,17,1,1,8,4,1,6,4,10,0,0,1,10,36,4,28,28,4,27,0,0,3,1,21,10,1,4,11,127,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879127590773118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972747018019071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061068464697301074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276204714530513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565427683072631,0.0,0.1809644045136792,0.17020601162359625,0.0,0.1785342587528619,0.0,0.09575817547632394,0.06764793760628679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315875443566927,0.0,0.24736314003728355,0.0,0.26907804546556235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697736425113545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849511958964838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091341580176249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204021131562567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096828919573199,0.0668837143820187,0.09252339317355253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385521310155791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546316876420279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960946794996227,0.0,0.07303225819219215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201748389225035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039416700347612,0.13129493042978824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209392207724673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607663897221176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735908056284573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37651413863174493,0.09480314652779996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018580080549542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610979084846692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606747687440025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715528858918047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088948671165538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726643409978729,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RHA27,2019/08/05,"Sweaty forehead; how to deal with it? Whenever I stand in front of a lot of people or just get a lot of attention I get all red and start sweating from my forehead like crazy, and that just makes me more self conscious, so I sweat even more.

How do you guys deal with that?

I believe i am physically active, regularly lift heavy weights  (and I also sweat like crazy there but its got nothing to do with anxiety) , drink a lot of water and when I talk to people 1 on 1 I don't really get nervous, its just when theres a lot of people.",3.12890909090909,4.123561663636366,4.468863636363637,87.51329545454546,73.27272727272727,7.6818181818181825,25.56818181818182,8.07648339933343,1.3070909090909084,413,13,91,6,8,137,66,110,0.034,0.883,0.083,0.5913,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,1,4,0,4,8,5,3,1,22,10,12,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,7,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,11,2,14,9,7,7,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,5,5,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360357433439308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013257262411798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916540799949034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35074888442963154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664161477382347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235509076877716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26662408405088306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605134451393505,0.0,0.0,0.1684342056686199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662128868139635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5784808130880711,0.0,0.0,0.11354877584216015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632237384192833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35379554287160986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108975890899482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746031351204966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204037049038678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672680624673358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714638238114705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Purplegrrl1995,2019/08/05,"I have jury duty and I'm scared. I just received a summons in the mail for Jury Duty and I am on the verge of tears. I've read that they will call you up in front of a group and ask you questions, like what is your occupation. I am currently unemployed right now and the thought of saying that out loud in front of a bunch of people is terrifying, they will probably judge me. 

I already know as soon as they call me up and I will embarrass myself and start crying. I don't know what to do.",2.4756553398058263,3.707980873786408,4.20989077669903,87.81153519417477,75.2135922330097,7.480097087378643,23.55461165048544,8.07648339933343,1.0914864077669906,382,11,85,6,8,129,62,103,0.138,0.8370000000000001,0.025,-0.8834,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,3,0,3,3,0,2,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,14,16,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,7,0,2,4,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,2,16,1,16,12,1,16,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,1,5,62,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732496467040938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314868848132048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056858234519171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719937857141629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27216579214748604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209723306200917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166527499592826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669711793354532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27738581132112183,0.0,0.2476823134828041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114621177489143,0.0,0.19691362929702053,0.2479061174091108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526338753525586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657889348208332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JustKebab,2019/08/05,"A guy stole my basket at the grocery store by mistake I'm currently on vacation and yesterday I way going to buy some stuff while I was there. Me and my mum had no cart and were filled with stuff. I went back to the entrance and separated two baskets that were stuck together. While I was separating them a guy took one. So far so good, I took the other. Another one comes and takes my basket and thanks me. My anxiety blocked me from saying that that was my basket and just went back to my mum. After a couple of minutes the last guy comes to me and apologizes after seeing me and my mum saying that he thought I worked there because of an accessory I had on my shirt that looked a bit like a badge and  and thought I was handing them to customers. I'm confused and accept the apology and moved on.


TL;DR a guy mistakes me for a staff member",4.693978609625667,5.2507312000000015,5.6384491978609645,82.16393048128343,69.35294117647058,8.77005347593583,29.572192513368982,8.841846274778883,2.1953529411764707,664,24,135,11,11,219,90,170,0.08900000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.092,0.3759,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,7,7,0,1,13,0,8,2,2,0,0,25,24,17,0,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,8,16,0,1,3,0,2,9,1,3,0,3,15,5,24,4,17,9,2,24,0,0,2,0,14,5,0,2,10,97,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279613786880205,0.1041769873729678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094273449465957,0.0,0.08301379318361701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486728046319862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346132581524361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068008820883516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739397976511353,0.11422095032842662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393566810609146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100451354113393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653045222143576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435652909301453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473731629069406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455758259792496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659089708434687,0.0,0.0,0.10851747466878636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117860212133943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239007813384801,0.0,0.0,0.12537583859100898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21622271164841586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30260099416343905,0.0,0.0,0.1330276382584775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809299268048643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252479624922555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914033844247216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rockstarbam27,2019/08/05,Starting school soon.. Dropped out last year due to my social anxiety. Could not be in the classroom without having panic attack just sitting there. I’m going to the doctors tomorrow to see if I could start propranolol. I’ve heard a lot of people saying it helped the physical symptoms which is one of my main issues because I shake and turn red. Any advice on my situation would be helpful.,6.129452054794522,7.464083863013703,6.430027397260279,74.96668493150689,66.53424657534246,8.579726027397259,33.77808219178082,8.841846274778883,3.0943391780821914,314,14,51,5,5,101,61,73,0.046,0.846,0.10800000000000001,0.6864,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,4,0,7,2,0,0,0,10,14,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,4,5,0,9,8,2,14,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,2,7,36,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587212255926414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363091871314262,0.0,0.15333955415224068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22803464552056246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218915478607123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32007737171929124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051635199808073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391727338747633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687075519781045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092120631459571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633890847154657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704108129422138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358264341512554,0.0,0.0,0.2351785250417943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896303262387585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940157432967558,0.0,0.20286061498572305,0.15972837766814305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22530810488625955,0.0,0.2043280055204684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837514091351374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833866624685735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802614264053305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322142109581192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239007775398094,0.0,0.0,0.12907973692294838
socialanxiety,markocame,2019/08/05,Vacation boredom. I’m with my parent on a vacation and I saw some girls walking by and talking and I would really wanna join in with them and have a conversation but I’m too awkward to do it. Maybe I would if my parents weren’t around because everything is weird with them. Just wanted to get this of me sorry.,1.5361904761904732,3.964469603174608,3.653333333333337,84.90000000000002,83.12698412698413,6.7746031746031745,24.87301587301588,7.957251820313856,1.7328158730158731,247,10,48,5,7,84,47,63,0.12,0.85,0.03,-0.5124,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,16,11,6,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,8,0,11,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,2,0,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482234828874276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997606092526946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25060014669688513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456804929260245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801286082588128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192295737776995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862971636417654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121344835766049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241181092225404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446491333619193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961547090466248,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ImPrettyGoodAtLife,2019/08/05,"I got invited to a party for the first time I got a job a month or so ago and it’s helped me so much socially. I feel more confident and somehow made a few friends there as well. today I got invited to a party with lots of people from work, (I don’t know half the people coming) which will be quite hard for me, but for some reason I actually feel confident.",8.465350877192982,4.539153078947372,9.350526315789477,73.145350877193,64.26315789473685,13.29122807017544,35.85964912280701,11.20814326018867,3.5859964912280704,278,8,62,6,3,97,53,76,0.019,0.785,0.19699999999999998,0.8988,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,7,0,3,0,0,2,0,14,11,7,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,3,8,2,9,5,5,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,45,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.20070125369769715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231132224047736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716384728409004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079827565658808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494018370067813,0.0,0.0,0.15889775822033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934718905199668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842371701851284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785420641501414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409269088943105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302916485048164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485066727563006,0.0,0.19460701987927065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416137957330582,0.0,0.15118885625485876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851671036763283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875209373157944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145985553146693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096515326199839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199260395154032,0.0,0.1949481995283347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849192676750762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972797290171186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,opiatelover,2019/08/05,"Extreme case of social phobia, schizoid personality disorder exacerbated by marijuana 6 months into smoking marijuana as a 16 year old (dumb I know) near daily gave me a psychotic episode which totally changed the way I looked at socializing and interacting with other people. I started over analyzing everything I said and looked at myself in general very poorly. It seemed to just completely obliterate any ego or self-esteem I had since that day and through the year just got worse and worse. I eventually turned to opioids and other prescription medications to help, which they did at least acutely. 

Now fast forward 13 years and I'm 29 and forced to stop all forms of self-medication and now I (as much as possible) refuse to go into public unless it's extremely necessary and even then I can put it off. If I do have to go out, my head will be down the entire time or i'll act like I'm actually doing something important on my phone but I hate faking it so it makes me feel even more anxious. I almost wish I could kill myself I'm just too afraid. My face is frozen in public as is my entire body. This is absolute misery and a heroin addiction (which I can financially afford) seems to pale in comparison to the horrors of severe agrophobia and hating everything about yourself. Can anyone relate to this severity? It just feels so extreme, and just gets worse as you get older. It's fucking miserable.",5.814813177983125,7.458100625954202,6.857360385697068,70.45929489754924,67.54961832061069,10.248613901165127,31.72840498192045,10.426177893888326,3.662928244274808,1132,47,191,31,19,379,170,262,0.225,0.746,0.03,-0.9956,1,0,2,0,0,1,24.0,0,1,1,0,13,9,5,2,7,0,14,6,3,1,2,40,38,25,1,3,10,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,15,16,0,2,5,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,5,5,23,1,36,30,6,34,0,1,2,1,13,15,2,6,16,130,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.11113828555184747,0.12415475964957436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404240768767646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744776356932884,0.0,0.0,0.12866105327702276,0.0,0.07963315632438839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650392348917733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204784312763644,0.0,0.11940942922540132,0.0,0.0,0.09093032219796966,0.0,0.0,0.07344835552524308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305255454387455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044393511502516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047104297812165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517041654306548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528764555294202,0.11900358683228428,0.0,0.1294503802926985,0.0,0.09108665885237463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248816961874139,0.11688197213066845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633674366654421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600022767166902,0.0,0.06258988106651676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055639937158214414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912745180564634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602114220326753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650392348917733,0.11473020531139495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909043363878729,0.0,0.08372080377743306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195063260343445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895561790089782,0.0994426320824743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839163815770105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448892295669813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833359352444064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073587644159827,0.2376200998888605,0.2573221065540455,0.0,0.09420935260485133,0.0,0.0,0.23218900200591605,0.0,0.08767656704920752,0.0,0.0,0.08061053150428278,0.0,0.0,0.09521548992202206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640902425472968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387746932182953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396954937867312,0.0,0.09039901457407837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309656102042811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481848869199376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002046576275566
socialanxiety,Teafor2222,2019/08/05,"Even therapists have social anxiety. This is what I do. I have struggled with social anxiety anxiety for as long as I can remember. I am a therapist that specializes in anxiety and this is what I have learned. I have a passion to help people that are struggling. If you like my video, please subscribe to my channel and check out my other videos on treating anxiety like my CALM series for Generalized Anxiety Disorder. 

https://youtu.be/pP2xy0WiKes",6.396623376623378,9.381464246753254,6.4766233766233805,68.22064935064938,68.87012987012987,11.153246753246755,36.97402597402598,10.914260884657429,5.349135064935067,365,20,53,13,7,116,50,77,0.205,0.613,0.182,0.2342,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,2,2,0,10,1,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,6,10,10,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,44,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.70914375997167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706821224482067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204454057000924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355682241503784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095993920427908,0.0,0.0,0.13672596024720202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710953217167808,0.0,0.0,0.1695925232560748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501623419970724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31498272119759685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230299268215313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587684133135619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peculiarofpecu,2019/08/05,"I'm not sure if it fits here but I need to talk to someone about it. I always feel like I can't really talk about the things I want to talk about or even joke around with people anymore. Every time I try, I think a lot of my friends look down on me and think I'm strange or rude. I'm trying to get better, like: attempting to put the emotion I'm feeling into my movements and body language, learning how to read people's faces better, and even working on a sarcastic accent to speak with when I joke around. Nothing works.  


I don't know if it's just me being a generally rude person or if there is actually something wrong with me.",4.626736641221374,4.699865519083974,5.568769083969468,84.30292461832063,69.38167938931298,8.076717557251909,28.588740458015266,7.645422480735847,1.564579389312977,497,16,105,5,8,164,80,131,0.129,0.6809999999999999,0.191,0.8325,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,5,12,11,2,0,5,0,4,2,2,1,1,30,17,12,0,5,9,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,4,13,8,20,16,1,11,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,7,4,65,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.1515015828395655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918041799241767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396626064267355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27641078954076875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746119774652657,0.0,0.17244772626157415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463532847124225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050822917176116,0.0,0.1308048018150907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699810660140642,0.11091061485714117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994574740573627,0.0,0.081111705471945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853213274276554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169459393236634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303708802890902,0.0,0.0,0.13198797897253053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151158910582721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896654040639565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526157303338228,0.13555829197310282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606910759339584,0.0,0.0,0.1552919902237664,0.0,0.09945711090932094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154280202465285,0.11951901741094854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632126636796272,0.0,0.0,0.37435215314830494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314118650922467,0.19895583356518387,0.0,0.0,0.09052751029463216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108090875229809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157045904401304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260476650946719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974147870985987,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tryinglifeoutforonce,2019/08/05,"Meeting new people and making friends How do people get over meeting new people and asking them to hang out. 

I am always terrified of denial and having them say no but if they say yes, I’m terrified I won’t know what to talk about or do.",1.5410204081632628,3.7395141224489836,3.4034285714285737,88.11657142857145,81.24489795918367,5.552653061224492,20.00408163265305,6.742157984588678,0.4076416326530614,188,5,37,2,5,63,36,49,0.174,0.725,0.10099999999999999,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,10,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,6,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914877224423573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462197053958092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348256870810866,0.0,0.1376023622237865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474379664196946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580459588772895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5087376749355869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5477723734149575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188921185150985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169053334965068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Xoandre,2019/08/05,"""friend""???  

... when you're so alone, it depresses you...

... when you're so depressed, you forget you're lonely...

... when depression and loneliness are the norm and people ask you out to a social gathering...

... but you have no concept of what they are asking...

... and if you decide to try it out, you run and hide in the corner or run back home because it terrifies you more than anything in the world...

... because the normalcy found in social anxiety and social depression is a safety blanket protecting you from prying skeptical eyes and sneering derisive laughing mouths...

... and instead you post these words on facebook, because a small part of you wishes someone would come knock on your door and give you a hug...

... give you a long, warm, inviting, welcoming, reassuring hug and tell you they will be something called a friend...

... and somewhere that word floats aimlessly in your mind ""friend"" without a connection or meaning...

... but then you betray that hugger by stating the obvious pain in your heart and it terrifies them, and they run away and ghost you...

...and you are again alone, and again depressed, and you forget...

This is how I feel. All the time. Every day. All through the night. And it is my normality. I wish it was not. But I know not how to fix it. And simple words will not do the trick. I need someone to physically come get me and share their life with me.

But I'm terrified of opening myself again. So I sit at home alone.",3.05201298701299,5.738707621212125,3.552294372294373,86.3877272727273,78.84848484848484,6.8017316017316025,25.33766233766233,7.957251820313856,1.6915707792207786,1108,42,205,20,28,346,145,264,0.20800000000000002,0.679,0.113,-0.9866,0,5,1,0,0,0,95.0,0,20,5,0,13,19,2,0,15,0,13,7,3,2,3,57,28,35,1,6,11,0,2,0,3,3,2,0,3,0,12,25,0,1,5,0,0,5,5,9,0,0,2,3,34,10,24,22,4,35,0,6,1,2,41,15,0,3,12,146,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32730894113118925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058666508401252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668783818342947,0.0,0.19696189021596866,0.0,0.09897267385274226,0.08100182071028378,0.0,0.19264728950237006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756639163691686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814863391212378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793714792532646,0.0,0.4536563718593574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875553456500236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326429413806681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550252928705235,0.2441618835563269,0.0,0.05503706804906421,0.2021081016527396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248312781862129,0.0,0.0,0.21133407826853565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789344061192943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440646854787078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932247292185561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147487805857747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063658172483955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811007169482044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885672767804114,0.10321320800027503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120917650201182,0.0,0.0,0.11407557831554282,0.0,0.07303117210058323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088892167826627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322150001789117,0.17851258592755115,0.0810977436133292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207392065604574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061426013858398514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152059020246129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422771747563764,0.10154633639697208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483223471390855,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,benjamingrace02,2019/08/05,"Public Speaking Groups Besides Toastmasters? Does anyone have recommendations as to a public speaking practice organization other than Toastmasters? I tried Toastmasters, but the whole thing felt way too formal and parliamentary for my taste (i.e. people having to use formal forms of address to officers such as “thank you, madam toastmaster”, etc.). I didn’t feel like that particular organization was right for me, but I am still looking for groups to help with my debilitating performance anxiety. Ideally I am looking for a group that is very non-judgmental, one that understands that I may be completely overwhelmed by anxiety at first and provide a safe place to practice. Any advice is appreciated. Thanks!",10.527524630541867,11.965076801724141,9.691822660098524,55.092586206896584,56.8448275862069,13.180295566502464,41.57142857142857,12.540900571622839,6.108846305418719,583,29,78,19,7,185,84,116,0.032,0.748,0.22,0.9781,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,3,6,0,1,4,0,10,1,0,1,0,12,18,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,6,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,7,9,5,16,13,3,6,0,1,2,0,9,3,0,1,3,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940665981991902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505270634869915,0.0,0.3038521792165915,0.0,0.0,0.13886357437643027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082250776164492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737934908781356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148804705985095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041656291033152,0.1418776694231279,0.19068417404167595,0.0,0.0,0.1689264269036611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311531993799905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702441681949686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335427664860119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457440332421478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376820890303012,0.0,0.20749149771245495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960067272273102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859974577609073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656826976633318,0.0,0.0,0.13193895987605514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348342630211781,0.0,0.0,0.2067463831807756,0.0,0.1715239627986848,0.0,0.16386324631048999,0.0,0.15763698016348773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172635339337515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ZineKitten,2019/08/05,"How do you deal with a desire for social closeness but reluctance to ask for it? I’ve been an anxious creature all my life, and on that note, I realized I may have messed up my last relationship by trying “not to get hurt”. 

I was dating this dude who was setting off my social anxiety (I’m a bi dude). His personal motto for talking is “only talk if it doesn’t ruin the beauty of silence” while I nervously talk. I kept being like “lol Idk if I’ve ever fallen in love” or creating a kind of distance with him, or would be vulnerable in a reluctant way? 

So our relationship fizzled out like 75% of relationships do for me: we actually stayed as close friends but he lost any romantic + interest in me. 

So I need to be more vulnerable... but whenever I do... my brain is like “no”. Or I get so anxious about what being “vulnerable in the right way” that I never actually *am* vulnerable just anxious. I want someone to *know* I’m lonely without me having to ask for it.

How do you drag yourself through these moments? Anyone have any good self help books on this?",1.8881861888111864,4.278222495192313,4.322272727272729,80.91363636363639,81.25961538461539,7.4356643356643355,26.28146853146853,8.438071523408619,2.171857692307693,821,35,158,19,22,286,132,208,0.188,0.601,0.21,0.9131,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,2,0,1,8,14,0,1,7,1,20,4,1,2,3,31,32,16,0,6,11,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,2,10,7,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,23,8,29,21,2,23,0,4,0,2,24,12,0,6,9,111,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.2387978687618921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640854939320412,0.0,0.09359975401537728,0.4146723853439345,0.0,0.0855521025838356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287671844392506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658647664310802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261406296738999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106753452623496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452966863677494,0.0,0.1278488451097843,0.0,0.0,0.10262393954499696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201067528295428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098147851201533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741188108556714,0.06724204053774001,0.09973407202541912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642158285087384,0.1793265706608654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356281553424815,0.0,0.11042841128511564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072324173157914,0.09436622069302676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305501359205066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068339703435936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39408418287992536,0.0,0.1044888424932074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764092307771016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494470674693693,0.1036693484837016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041207959529488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950282586582151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306969450846594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721670033124822,0.19423632379495787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794398115383688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691610149570994,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cokeszeros,2019/08/05,"in conclusion i don't like shared kitchens me:
my social anxiety: what if u look dumb trying to boil pasta? you should google it... and watch tutorials.. and",5.634482758620693,6.894618827586211,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,67.6206896551724,9.937931034482759,28.29310344827586,10.125756701596842,2.7466413793103452,122,4,23,3,2,39,28,29,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.799,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395408315521078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807035510467803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824900888235819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5856968996184994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900920786077294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bolognesebilly,2019/08/05,"A girl approached ME today and gave me her number! So heres how the story goes, I walk to my bus stop and see a cute girl waiting at my bus stop, and shes totally my type. 

Of course I would never have approached her in a million years though, but i tried to move somewhat close to her so i could catch proper glimpse. So anyway after a few minutrs she turns around, we make eye contact, she smiles, I awkwardly smile (more like a half smile) and look away nervously. After a few seconds i notice in my periphery that shes looking at me. I pretend not to notice. And holy fuck, she just walks straight up to me in front of everyone and says something like ""Hi, how was your day?"" 
Im shitting myself and my social anxiety is through the goddamn roof as i attempt to act like a recognisable human being. 

So we start stalking about random stuff like school and music etc. Needless to say it was extremely awkward, im unsure of what to say and there were a few brief awkward silences.

 Then my bus eventually arrives smack bang in the middle of the convo, but i decide not to get on so i can keep talking.

After a few odd minutes of internal disbelief at what is happening, her bus arrives and she quickly asks for my number, for whatever silly reason my anxious brain decides to give her my phone instead to get her to put her number into mine. So ive got her number realise i dont even know her name, i ask her and we shake hands as she scurries onto the bus. 

As awkward and baffling as the encounter was,  i'm totally stoked. 

If this aint an epic r/socialanxiety moment i dont know what is. :)",3.974427376217253,5.1638234637224025,5.084271019064602,83.15921684268275,71.46056782334384,7.531970923055823,29.55547935811274,7.893859768569023,1.9658244136606784,1246,50,241,16,23,411,179,317,0.124,0.769,0.106,-0.7189,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,3,1,0,1,18,14,2,6,16,0,18,5,4,4,3,44,38,29,0,3,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,0,3,7,18,0,4,5,1,0,11,6,8,0,3,6,8,50,6,41,29,9,40,0,0,4,1,37,16,2,3,17,176,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551109832355928,0.14104672027999365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111443545780326,0.2334387015866669,0.0,0.11730214637669867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393756269721094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996838079073707,0.0,0.0,0.08051892467014794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926501867060434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392424875462037,0.0824632749908477,0.0,0.0,0.11930101180076895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542325134918695,0.13045956951797116,0.11976898875774633,0.0,0.0,0.0998551944443353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040581831541306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697222094307987,0.0,0.0,0.11097379922680788,0.0,0.0,0.13723029964847408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24398465434147404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968772412357234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333938287154381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269744495333413,0.0,0.0,0.09629321655646278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842886471916141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551029763965896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836819318532985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978609046355307,0.0,0.1263564398044519,0.09949052525206976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815832768959332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727043803809732,0.0,0.09611682721944716,0.0,0.0,0.08837057368266316,0.0,0.0,0.20876298197929333,0.0,0.0,0.14292516072388847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035095112288396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266601950094587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834467622844635,0.0,0.0,0.08476601080172337,0.13580264049921278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869096295374221,0.0,0.0,0.08040030840696648
socialanxiety,Emma-LouiseA,2019/08/05,"Eye anxiety I suffer from bad social anxiety, and when feeling anxious my eyes do this weird thing where they blur and shake. Does anyone know how to stop this from happening?",4.656770833333333,7.333481968750004,4.42625,82.32708333333336,73.0625,8.016666666666666,26.291666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.2965916666666666,141,5,24,3,3,43,28,32,0.436,0.528,0.036000000000000004,-0.9284,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,7,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,4,0,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075186111177753,0.3747409297750819,0.0,0.2319412307131728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769662466645111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290284016850536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772390664720094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933324427960142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823006234441192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381393214149303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27732666812188056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203751766443248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,svvvg,2019/08/05,"I didn't start college/university because of social anxiety Hey guys, I hope this is the right place to share this. I got accepted to do a course at a university at the start of July, but its now been almost month since its started and I just can't get myself to go. I start overthinking and get really anxious about everything and it becomes overwhelming, and now I probably can't even go if I actually wanted to because I've missed out on so much work and assignments. I've really fucked up and any advice/solutions would be appreciated.",4.725192307692307,6.4603219038461575,6.385769230769231,72.4342307692308,70.34615384615384,10.584615384615383,30.30769230769231,10.686352973137794,3.6957153846153847,434,18,78,14,8,149,70,104,0.132,0.775,0.09300000000000001,-0.7252,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,1,4,0,8,1,0,0,0,15,21,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,8,3,12,16,1,16,0,2,0,1,4,7,1,3,7,51,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.17527369165724904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985371739044084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221411268312337,0.0,0.137401347085252,0.2029084547093674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897747857210947,0.19836540618309131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186308739788535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142210836857485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604677884251673,0.187677881487724,0.0,0.2041532846010229,0.0,0.14365072196774367,0.0,0.0,0.1778423824829047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783935015479959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336318530774764,0.0,0.1320341975199646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876544796745105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936502241738852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301258463959575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338616927974785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485754520838681,0.0,0.0,0.18309002762510587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085162281585602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593877702511748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075839872115708,0.0,0.0,0.12758996596237898,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bro-asking-questions,2019/08/05,"Why is my social anxiety so fucking bad? It is paralyzing. I’ll go out to a bar then leave in fear. 

I’ll go to a brewery tour and leave in fear at all the small groups. 

Today, I switched my sleep schedule to get up at 4am instead of 2pm. I got up, washed my clothes dryed my clothes, took a shower, got my mom to put my clothes back in the dryer after taking them out for no reason (and yeah I’ve had to live with her since last December) argued about something else with her, avoided a wasp in the house twice, drove to camp gladiator which isn’t far and fear paralyzed me. 

It was just a muscular Mexican man way bigger and more fit than me and a muscular black woman way bigger and more fit than me as well. Then my thoughts start racing? How am I going to keep up with them? How will I fit in? I’m awkward. So I drove off. I’ve had bad social anxiety since the age of 5.",2.3055990783410145,3.3103653817204304,3.9925038402457775,90.10161290322584,75.29032258064517,7.249769585253457,24.57603686635945,7.7094869923839395,1.0044359447004614,675,21,156,9,14,227,108,186,0.17,0.765,0.065,-0.9554,1,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,0,9,10,2,5,10,1,8,6,3,3,1,19,23,13,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,11,1,2,2,1,0,7,2,9,1,1,9,1,19,1,31,13,3,38,0,0,1,1,11,20,1,0,9,92,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144590061706464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062675996943932,0.2307831720201305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544872536883395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665417156359457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776407015549207,0.0722040204097351,0.0,0.23562746677227764,0.0,0.22106301666689665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946474051661802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283889167999293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265179542115775,0.0,0.2926686005814278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203351121187266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185867275322896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389296028783462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209305879148387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286416468389416,0.0,0.13830023621340234,0.2817558678021803,0.0,0.1063934425035174,0.0,0.0,0.097818975325134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390952374036933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971570389792867,0.0,0.0,0.13099784782909535,0.0,0.15354576224554514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939413649861345,0.0,0.0,0.1242587833392457,0.0,0.12470439193646388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HighlyAdorable13,2019/08/05,"Can anyone please explain this situation with this girl? Really confused...(please read below) I caught this girl glancing over at me multiple times in several different places, even turning around from her seat several times to look at me in class, so I decided to approach her in person and she was really receptive. We’ve talked a few times but just casually regarding college stuff. She is always engaged and tries her best to keep the conversation going longer, asking me questions etc. My friend caught her looking at me and said she is probably into me. 

The one issue is...I added her on fb along with a small message asking her about something but she didn’t even respond. I later learned that she made a new account and apparently doesn’t add boys on there at all so maybe that’s why she didn’t respond...but still I was so disappointed. Anyways after that i decided to brush it off and keep talking to her in real life and while we talked afterwards she asked me why I didn’t come to sit closer to her during an exam...(like of course I won’t sit closer to you because I thought that by ignoring me on fb, you would want to avoid me in real life too) but she would still catch glances at me and once again be active in face to face conversations. I’m so confused...should I continue talking to her or just move on?",4.325156249999999,6.050202453125002,5.02778125,81.81409375000003,71.34375,8.245000000000001,28.815625,8.841846274778883,2.31219125,1052,41,199,20,20,339,145,256,0.046,0.865,0.08900000000000001,0.8712,2,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,2,0,1,16,7,0,1,6,0,13,4,2,1,1,38,31,16,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,4,9,15,0,4,6,2,1,7,5,3,0,1,10,6,39,4,39,17,4,45,0,1,4,0,39,24,0,2,12,137,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210249047043154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739663787392405,0.0,0.0,0.09853707901416373,0.3104390844304143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747526201421254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161617499433236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534916101730384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564691736103536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344799742245127,0.14621867704193572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551839535040087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290736590511935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553102893642933,0.0,0.1967717400389707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563664655896883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590252216326605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473703499908464,0.0,0.0,0.11120243131325604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764536910567193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069045616315034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788065291908688,0.07500603673753284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664975921794516,0.11564691736103536,0.24300755580053984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934194968768035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123997517713949,0.0,0.1107194052473054,0.25197765673561184,0.14182099349268326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529101563470412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500951465089591,0.0,0.0,0.12441958075365178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521414726164885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679347727940956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671293930160082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558719518407817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787506004953702,0.19363172724938804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515087145717918,0.1203983375314668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528750612936772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997600259677074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726122046584762,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NeonSkyy89,2019/08/05,"Let’s just say that... “I missed a shooting star” Interactions with amazing people are like shooting stars to me. The difference between me and most people is instead of making a wish upon seeing it, I question it and scrutinize it so much to end up realizing that that star will never come back...

I met someone online with Agoraphobia and I really would like to be there for them like they are for me. Sadly, due to some experiences back in High School and Uni, I closed my doors completely. Everyone became temporary. To my disbelief this person just tore down my walls probably because we had similar views despite my trying to sugarcoat them. Anyway, It took me longer to accept that this person is very special to me because of how genuine they’ve been. I was happy to have finally met a friend after how long but, this realization came too late... this person seems to be quite distant now and rarely talks like they used to and I’d very much want to stay friends and share stories... or at least I’d like to explain myself as I never told my friend that I have anxieties too when talking to new people. 

Of course I can’t force people to stay in my life but, how can I keep this person from drifting away completely? I feel quite dumb right now...",6.1151400560224065,6.817360457983196,6.3643865546218485,77.69335854341738,66.26890756302521,9.37187675070028,30.57254901960784,9.3871,2.661856246498599,991,35,181,18,15,318,143,238,0.040999999999999995,0.8079999999999999,0.151,0.9728,0,0,0,2,0,0,29.0,1,0,4,2,16,16,1,0,4,0,16,1,0,5,2,37,32,16,0,3,5,0,1,5,3,2,1,1,1,4,14,13,0,1,6,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,8,4,28,13,33,19,5,31,0,2,2,0,22,11,1,5,19,128,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152267966723692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012224203465302,0.1638853146570394,0.0,0.12992325925958426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188308661219616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179715200235657,0.22346479587511772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133876311369267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438582394411496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182835649176422,0.0,0.1042419725662186,0.0,0.0,0.053882959223989016,0.0,0.0,0.1167378173906067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469978252526113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344146263631373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259280412312965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472073554400504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021106218925012,0.0,0.0,0.1089709301396536,0.07527070011241595,0.26031376416879803,0.0,0.0,0.09430753499014057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113361622631682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566765074415503,0.0,0.1643804999680136,0.10292208331074318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955177183556063,0.3721971978887476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489614569077793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937828146633167,0.2266920650792943,0.0,0.0,0.06826889276147086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910067609149345,0.0,0.08474554106000386,0.0,0.10785045661578327,0.08491928542768094,0.09701366186849902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029300532520096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271703019185029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713073891157522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182835649176422,0.11839871998724465,0.07235130227325526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920387874824148,0.0,0.17585618076059778,0.06285537345131663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254561277449885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570141155494631,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,idsen,2019/08/05,"I’m sitting on the floor although I booked a seat Yeah so right now I’m sitting down in the train because it’s a very crowded place and someone is sitting in my seat...
I’m too scared to talk to them so I’m on the floor by the doors...
Is this social anxiety?",-0.07105263157894726,1.8189568947368464,1.9851754385964924,97.75039473684211,85.3157894736842,4.5017543859649125,23.535087719298247,5.46131890053228,0.1195403508771924,201,8,48,1,6,67,37,57,0.087,0.871,0.042,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,6,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,1,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919937812249988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326762558292612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987875100669324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259633803140395,0.0,0.0,0.3821408623513031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890875206461671,0.32340688690180763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067900399242732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149363550221376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,furkanx32,2019/08/05,"Something that works for me. Ways to beat social anxiety :

- Have a good posture and think in your head how you look in public 

- Fake your confidence. I know it sounds weird but there are alot of people who fake their confidence and end up being confident.

- Visuilizing what you want to become in life and being succesfull.

-Go workout everyday 1 hour max",4.583177083333332,7.241609296875001,4.795000000000002,79.68333333333338,73.21875,8.641666666666666,26.291666666666664,9.2995712137729,2.598935416666667,281,10,48,7,6,88,54,64,0.11800000000000001,0.691,0.19,0.7506,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,1,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,0,9,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,1,8,7,1,9,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,1,3,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22883120675011456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303620833221482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649375864654736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700006712753182,0.25089339362659435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30699042640537405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945796737418081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643922833180017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128212676468705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25119120078240376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737688083666825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049221339829337,0.0,0.2302824482983991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916683949095216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764327548640968,0.23743295501291625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776789534319385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dhyruebsn,2019/08/05,"Some random made called me awkward Basically I was walking home and two guys (late 20ies or older) were on bikes behind me. 
I heard one say “woah I nearly ran into you” and I turned around thinking he was talking to me and said oh, sorry man. 
Anyways he said he was talking to his mate, and by habit I said sorry again. 

He then stopped and the look on his face was as though he was offended by this.  He started saying - in a loud voice mind you- 

“You know, you’re really awkward?

“You’re reaally awkward, Did you know that” 

He said a few other things like I should “I should stop smokin the weed” etc and then rode off.

It was so sudden and unexpected that I didn’t respond after, but instantly felt upset because it’s one of my main insecurities and things I struggle with and constantly worry about. I’m aware that I’m awkward and it kills me when it’s confirmed from a third party. I just don’t understand why someone would say something like that. 

It completely ruined my day as I’ve been battling depression, social isolation, nervousness and depersonalisation for 6 years and it’s taken everything from me. Including my confidence and my ego/personality. I don’t even know/feel who I am anymore. I try with every single bit of effort to act normal, but it obviously and noticeably effects the way I act and reveilles itself through my tone/voice. It just sucks because it’s not the first time people have treated me differently for this reason. This is why I stay alone and have done for the past 5 years. 

The most pathetic part is- You’d think a 27 year old would be able to shake it off, but no. Here I am dwelling on it.  This mental illness “game” has seriously and incessantly beaten me to no end, and I feel like I overwhelmingly can’t catch a break.",3.861441102756892,5.7260632602339205,4.837898913951547,82.1322368421053,72.83040935672514,7.692731829573934,26.83416875522139,8.418075326091056,1.849304594820384,1393,50,269,24,28,454,199,342,0.218,0.7340000000000001,0.048,-0.9949,1,2,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,5,0,4,11,23,5,11,11,0,27,2,1,3,1,51,48,29,1,5,7,0,2,3,1,4,1,10,1,2,24,22,0,2,9,2,0,7,7,19,0,5,20,13,37,4,31,22,8,40,0,3,1,0,32,9,1,4,24,177,61,1,0.101029256459092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463584086206099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019387503638284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899374576948055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317299403561302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029778170531493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316216659277244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592725323531664,0.10917673493137887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515551247426074,0.0,0.08701635054859626,0.0,0.0,0.1055540700186348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338800596628747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948193415073426,0.0,0.1126743268297438,0.06672887106161969,0.0,0.08512150592288648,0.0,0.09079858130136936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216685531044327,0.07217532100097526,0.09700392970382624,0.0,0.0,0.08593543393328408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003484769157467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134058165053447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177390354232787,0.0,0.16656911161981114,0.0,0.11396540181052253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807337456315872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483913055720431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955963252468194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181372817604813,0.0,0.1020107488200752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898722078769208,0.0,0.11502247809607942,0.10601320970362237,0.0,0.13692007766877765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940483951602598,0.09644385698885423,0.07004096565901824,0.08821484985999667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472192868965641,0.10387490203884887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844078334381374,0.2410275592611097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298660404577213,0.08560176114545957,0.07777725746509956,0.0,0.22618796243780154,0.07150902771647456,0.10768374501508676,0.0,0.16892996438089072,0.0,0.10561771465436688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624069788432007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342386976091214,0.1294709363128121,0.09926073151750532,0.0,0.058910971897055325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859223340115753,0.1098908197461866,0.09869090343541148,0.10517501896200893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019232125241986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823263797174413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260011401101933,0.0,0.1435365702351258,0.0,0.0,0.1951785863561095
socialanxiety,throwaway232325656,2019/08/05,"A fear manifested into reality. Want to leave town and never come back. I guess I need some sympathy. I feel like a nightmare came to life.

I live in a small town where everyone knows each other. I was out with my family in a crowded outdoor restaurant. My mum fainted and a lot of people gathered around, just doing nothing and observing. I immediately called an ambulance and it took like 25 minutes to arrive even though the hospital is not that far.

All that time people were just STARING and I had to go wait a bit away from the situation until the ambulance arrived because I was so panicked. I'm ashamed to admit that I actually felt embarrassed, though it was something that was out of our control. There were like 2 people who after about 10 minutes asked me if I had called an ambulance. Yeah NO SHIT. If you're in doubt why didn't you just call yourself?

I feel guilty because even though my brother and a few other people were helping, I only called the ambulance and did nothing. When she was being wheeled to the ambulance n the stretcher I didn't even stay by her side even though my dad or my brother were supposed to be staying by her side, because I was so terrified of all the people LOOKING. I know it's irrational but I have this anxiety about being observed. I don't know where my dad was but he only got in the ambulance after she had been in it for a minute. 

The next day a neighbor who never speaks to us was suddenly sympathetic and said ""oh you all looked so lost like you didn't know what to do"". A lot of people in this town are the judgemental gossipy type who revel in others' misfortune.

At least it didn't happen when she was home alone or something. But the second worst place for this to happen would be in public.",4.262361673414303,5.813125555555558,5.204327485380119,81.17858299595146,71.22222222222223,8.068556005398111,29.23571749887539,8.617729084823388,2.2725102114260007,1388,55,261,24,26,454,177,342,0.11800000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.06,-0.9615,0,1,2,0,0,0,27.0,2,3,0,2,23,11,1,4,23,1,33,3,1,1,5,50,58,25,0,5,11,5,3,4,1,1,2,2,2,0,19,16,0,2,8,0,0,4,9,7,0,1,28,8,34,4,39,25,11,42,0,1,3,0,32,24,1,9,16,198,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.08671910189287257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203700096851446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798123155530124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910839930913037,0.08307647333701337,0.0,0.08349128546039554,0.06833144819141107,0.0,0.16251323941136694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701720708700112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36296306689520413,0.10163751200867972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654904711010584,0.0,0.0,0.09966928700333944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057310362446486435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347771134604785,0.0,0.0,0.08491400319295969,0.0,0.0,0.08377370488154344,0.0999974628917606,0.08986529743239006,0.06348494009453846,0.08532402185089022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050503841511198376,0.0,0.07107319688151419,0.0,0.09789445592011417,0.0,0.15716547357724733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059564117075576926,0.0,0.0891385125276122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953508009132616,0.0,0.0,0.09409485758309527,0.0,0.0,0.06276774652843327,0.1736591618550846,0.0,0.07846913427018921,0.0,0.1492478882365917,0.0,0.09700628794943217,0.15109913418230034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589202897465746,0.13707582818812505,0.0,0.09450858780483692,0.0,0.0,0.17053610073250364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351711763119296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696454506076654,0.0,0.09284466932647517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453065375823446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121830973916653,0.0,0.09988761565298378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368247335075273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894358350369086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492363598379419,0.0,0.05181770541408552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987319213764622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689325991173344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241468649620649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018654530029336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312691399480817,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,robbear52,2019/08/05,Social anxiety and TRT Hi what are peoples views on testosterone replacement therapy and social anxiety? Does healthier hormones = less social anxiety?,8.410724637681156,12.806988913043476,8.434782608695652,48.244637681159446,72.91304347826087,13.50144927536232,46.79710144927536,11.20814326018867,8.965997101449277,127,9,11,6,3,41,18,23,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5538011651405838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117074754421786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672929723493805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7379510665313455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759573693132825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cinnnamonnbunn,2019/08/05,"Social anxiety advice assumes you can act naturally around close friends and family. What if you can't? I read social anxiety books and a common assumption is that you can act without anxiety around people you're close to. So when you talk to other people, social anxiety is this filter that drapes over you, preventing you from acting like your true self.

But what if you're close to nobody? What if you still don't know what to say around the people you should be closest to? If this anxiety is removed, what do I show people then?",4.093685368536853,6.421085673267331,4.792607260726077,80.6899889988999,73.45544554455445,8.053245324532451,24.093509350935093,8.841846274778883,1.9668011001100112,427,13,75,9,9,137,57,101,0.102,0.818,0.081,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,9,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,1,19,11,10,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,10,8,0,1,2,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,11,3,11,9,0,16,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,5,5,55,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296331981075927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5595980539107397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907158369030542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379192496166205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303153338902099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040302118683876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147511658333393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057058496186804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634025930614802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634416348521925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262350399323138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474053216635605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116835902662754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759093538264932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102862345840975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nervousgall,2019/08/05,Does weed help with blushing? I would never rely on weed for social anxiety but there are times where I know I will have crippling anxiety right before a presentation or interview and I honestly rather lose some brain cells then be traumatized for the rest of my life from embarrassment. I’ve used weed before social events either for the fun of it or just my crippling anxiety in general. & every time I have I do notice I tend to not worry about blushing. Blushing is a phobia of myn and I wonder if weed actually has helped me NOT blush. Does anyone else know if it actually blocks signals or somehow prevents it?,5.234961685823754,7.146439775862068,6.01770114942529,74.87519157088123,69.34482758620689,8.948659003831418,29.26819923371648,9.444778638647367,2.8714015325670506,498,19,84,11,9,163,80,116,0.174,0.711,0.115,-0.7685,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,0,9,2,1,1,1,25,14,9,0,4,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,12,11,3,10,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,8,6,59,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.3219360706564559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872395519147874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785603763344403,0.0,0.0,0.11533732643862407,0.1690114290039497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807216998039552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841394725307915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886988424477981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377950980854977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897803286959876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211258809751165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130512157315126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650951889634957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453757927182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722010648639867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779740288031727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408669497517419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33629282017562123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236809546358485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246439628386934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888193842892608,0.0,0.1675153871263242,0.0,0.11717620570645525,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwayayayaabrr,2019/08/05,"Advice on how to reply Hey guys, had a situation where I'd really appreciate some input. I took music lessons for about 5 years with a teacher, we got along pretty well and I was always pretty comfortable talking to him about things. Over the years I still grew to enjoy talking to him, but I wasn't fond of his teaching style anymore. He used to invite students to play board games at a restaurant once a year but I never showed up due to my social anxiety.  And about 6 months ago, after completing a music exam I stopped taking lessons. Never any kind of proper goodbye or anything. We never really chatted outside of classes but tonight he texted me regarding the board game event. 

This is what he sent:

\-""Hey (my name), how have you been?

\-Still going to do a board game thing this year with students. Though you've technically stepped out of the studio, if you're interested, would still love for you to join.

\-Let me know if you're interested and I'd be glad to have you. Don't mind catching up.""

I haven't responded yet. We talked about a lot of things but I never really brought up my social anxiety as one-on-one interactions aren't too bad for me, but when I'm with a group of people I don't know I tend to close up and get very anxious. There are some things I want to talk to him about in general, but I feel the whole situation would be odd as I'm sure the other students will likely know each other making things more difficult. I know it seems like a simple situation but for some reason it's difficult for me. 

My question is do I tell him about my social anxiety, or just thank him for the invitation and say I'd rather just catch up over text. Would this be rude? It's really late and I've been thinking about it a lot and I'm probably gonna sit on this and respond in the morning, again greatly appreciate any input, thanks.

​

tldr - Took music lessons for 5 years, enjoyed talking to the teacher, but ended off on a semi-sour note. 6 months later to tonight he invites me to a get together with his current students  none of whom I've met. Not keen on going, but I'd still like to catch up on some things. Do I tell him about my social anxiety, or just thank him for the invitation and say I'd rather just catch up over text. I'd appreciate any advice, thank you.",4.385723468271337,5.440983859956241,5.317105443107224,82.37804328501096,70.35667396061271,8.250793216630198,27.847989606126923,8.567472430010655,1.917245131291028,1812,62,361,29,32,594,203,457,0.071,0.7659999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9924,2,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,3,4,0,3,28,25,1,0,21,0,25,1,0,5,5,76,56,29,0,8,21,0,1,3,0,5,0,2,1,1,18,20,0,1,12,6,0,12,11,4,1,0,11,3,42,21,68,36,10,64,0,0,0,1,50,22,0,13,32,232,60,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986965500695014,0.06344017517887104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954980357003866,0.07754323969840712,0.08696221513293359,0.14600484282224865,0.0,0.21899543700205892,0.080850782494366,0.07097562246797147,0.0,0.0,0.05889386595770101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975578323081353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503704924047484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338746728460379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03618662392596725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478201732353375,0.0,0.08134679667453845,0.0,0.057238981458945126,0.07890330270847228,0.0,0.07086297022467725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452642603367339,0.1573262687213183,0.0,0.0807311358142111,0.0,0.0,0.0731825075054697,0.0,0.10489263866415977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168807538433457,0.06459236576319949,0.0,0.047771790115970665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226266469182475,0.0,0.11424881954395058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207887398454808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621693713367225,0.04849591722735373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961581867256325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456195339008114,0.07716175344735501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017185838648534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339161647986754,0.07358319885651385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382652578500857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515226610184736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413342426345731,0.0,0.291815775180146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286152478761219,0.059833544570824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745142031389713,0.0,0.05380977236680822,0.2876157951859116,0.12510611072900632,0.26355855793217325,0.0,0.0,0.2852771724410535,0.045857495245972255,0.07031459960524421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902801238826025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181124862469276,0.0,0.05905059382306103,0.04221230224854446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434768061075886,0.0,0.0,0.07990243772719953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251826644577415,0.0,0.08696221513293359,0.230435271184878
socialanxiety,moodcloud,2019/08/05,blushing so much I laugh about this a lot but it’s also something I get self conscious about. Because of my social anxiety (I think) I blush a lot when there’s attention on me. There’s this guy I work with who I’ve always had a small crush on and I blush so much around him he probably thinks I’m weird lol. It’s one of those things that shouldn’t matter but I still feel like i’m judged for it. Is this like a common thing with social anxiety or is it just me,-0.16603333333333126,1.9925815300000025,1.5839999999999996,98.54866666666668,88.7,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.4822666666666661,363,8,86,4,12,118,64,100,0.085,0.77,0.145,0.7743,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,17,10,8,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,11,3,10,8,4,7,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,5,58,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026630889310542,0.16675561824750865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066233413155653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840572439879532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216693572694365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133237195262236,0.1431716078809984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470497621301957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843555649638192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958185783040374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407596503689185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946460691274861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580173526879907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607385969026735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906938663674648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085817004191139,0.0,0.15428396927673133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004619123366404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26628451262848346,0.2568268747362159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589950525040224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,redbroski,2019/08/05,"How do I move forward? I used to be outgoing in grade school but I got bullied a lot in middle school and some in high school. I was the kid that teachers disliked and never did his homework. It rarely ever escalated to physical violence but I was told daily that I was stupid and weird. I know it sounds not that traumatic but when you are told these things for years you can't help but think they may be true. I almost never reacted to feed on the bulling but I would ball my eyes out right when I made it to my bedroom almost every day. The worst was when I would see a group of people laugh while looking because it makes me imagine all the things they could be saying. 

 I went to college for a semester made a few friends (alcohol helped a lot) and ended up getting a concussion from falling over and knocking myself out(I was drunk). After the semester I dropped out of college because my anxiety got to the point I couldn't leave my dorm room without me talking myself up for at least a half-hour. Dropping out only hurt my social ability more because I spend nearly all my time in my bed doing nothing.

 I had my first anxiety attack about a month ago. Im not sure if this has to do with social anxiety but I was playing a videogame by myself and a toxic player told me something that reminded me how miserable I was in middle/high school and I was overwhelmed with emotions. After I was reminded I instantly felt nauseous and my heart was pounding out of my chest so went to get a glass of water. when I got out of my chair I made it about 3 steps before I had to grab onto a wall and lay down. I lost all feeling in my arms and legs and I thought I was going to die.

I never talk to my friends anymore and it's impossible to talk to my parents without getting into a heated argument. I appreciate all feedback although the main reason I did this was to vent because I have no one to talk to. feel free to private message me for any reason and I'll be happy to chat.

​

TLDR: bullied in middle/high school started to move on in college but got a concussion that gave me a lot more anxiety and ended up having an anxiety attack.

​

For people that have overcome anxiety, what would you recommend for me to move forward?

please be detailed",4.171070392117159,5.4916520178173736,5.221931565094149,81.85781062293312,71.1380846325167,7.758682594317339,30.53256394681784,8.199878495009871,2.261470081662956,1792,76,337,26,33,590,216,449,0.172,0.723,0.105,-0.9883,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,2,2,10,17,3,2,23,0,36,9,5,10,10,73,65,31,1,6,12,1,4,0,2,4,1,2,5,1,18,22,4,0,9,4,2,10,10,9,0,2,32,9,61,9,65,22,14,62,0,4,3,0,26,32,0,8,22,257,79,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047885103092983,0.0729135908779656,0.1366383650290758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147847197109808,0.16580581120765925,0.04639649409302612,0.0,0.31315942240600997,0.0,0.06766255115098736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523543653296207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636144687144952,0.0,0.05805589468889304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054473466531521984,0.0,0.0,0.044000575823198745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080854070367854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674585195569718,0.12085720697726834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171495420676905,0.057483935484728514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899493677500908,0.0,0.06550832925713819,0.0,0.0,0.0580335942898875,0.0,0.0,0.10542355494388934,0.0,0.10693690093266137,0.0,0.03877480464115498,0.0,0.218268491413034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262858847192309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808489653845427,0.09146183474840294,0.21625575637476696,0.0,0.0,0.06718955410532043,0.0,0.07303809108652354,0.0,0.07369654137756099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03749560882524807,0.0,0.0,0.07224222180629218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729324281397082,0.0,0.07447750015944493,0.1740116959637791,0.0,0.1936732533154512,0.04554185056643549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445789925844536,0.21754254712663654,0.0,0.0,0.15786190614353193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546535661748568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623217614598056,0.05188947808502874,0.0,0.0,0.07575767381482942,0.0,0.0,0.09459960341581698,0.0,0.0,0.07489242608490541,0.06449628223286794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029681694525173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058265227131668214,0.0,0.054256608504862684,0.0,0.34524530308503304,0.05436784480141668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909705282050755,0.0,0.05252424521663457,0.0,0.0,0.04829120785942617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643028552409715,0.0,0.0,0.21935214122150806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065357278696796,0.04371691307303358,0.0,0.05416437705227894,0.039783536148207135,0.0,0.0,0.19558060059898771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058925961144785786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264936647780074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153620399590968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539886577964184,0.0,0.16580581120765925,0.04393575647913322
socialanxiety,onekatt,2019/08/05,any tips for dealing with party anxiety? am going to a party soon and have been really stressing about it. it’s a pool party too so there will be that extra stress about feeling self conscious. i will probably know some people there but not anyone close at all. so anyone have some tips they are willing to share? i don’t wanna have my anxiety control me but rn i really  wanna j make up an excuse to dip.,1.6774074074074081,4.140761432098767,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,82.82716049382717,6.0691358024691375,20.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.883503703703703,320,9,59,5,9,108,60,81,0.08800000000000001,0.772,0.14,0.4962,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,2,3,0,11,0,0,2,1,16,15,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,11,10,4,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,48,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016246136640006,0.0,0.3603460769547368,0.0,0.0,0.3293637346124824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641570014461468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428119685021956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908657229087488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385209964091152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943626705592215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721219942343592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328071359210694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539316391824328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017617647635581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24569992930952464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395773732778564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rcrevelo,2019/08/05,"DAE take the initiative to make plans? And then regret it? Last week i suggested to a group of people that it would be a good idea to hang out, and then the idea just kind of took off. But then when I met up with them, I just extremely lost all comfort amongst the whole group, and then it was as if I a witness to the whole thing. Looks like I was the only one who didn't have a good time or participate in anything out of fear of embarassing myself I guess. Feels like every time I put myself out there I just withdraw completely. Fuck...",3.4286363636363646,4.497734000000001,4.039772727272727,90.5896590909091,72.63636363636364,7.6818181818181825,23.75,8.07648339933343,0.9820909090909088,420,11,94,6,8,133,71,110,0.077,0.7979999999999999,0.125,0.652,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,5,10,1,1,9,0,6,1,0,1,1,21,15,12,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,6,2,11,6,16,7,3,18,0,2,1,1,6,6,1,3,11,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590986505169634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590468719473707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939013755964373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995214627833399,0.08965255256814998,0.12666929486086692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391893788423095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974360723125349,0.0,0.0,0.19532540605257434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003196407181792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846396154935488,0.0,0.14453016903511728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324804548571296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889456250765945,0.0,0.1935532753646228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835486320605157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014889196242605,0.13485117543978772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229234537284864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824410976247826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333139962342179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779595111851865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678013388170488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699637177559412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222625888179605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959174259149741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259549378255277,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,funsnailz,2019/08/05,"I have extreme social anxiety when I think think about or try to ask a girl out. I’m sure this gets posted here all the time but i really need help. I’m sure only a therapist can actually deal with this but I’m just increasingly bummed about it right now and need some relief. 

So at work after Friday I did this to a girl  I worked with. https://i.imgur.com/mGybnVF.png

It seems like she was interested right? She never replied though after I said “Okay. No worries!” That made me less sure. 

Today at work we worked together. After a few minutes of being there with her I was less anxious but as the night wore on I knew it would be now or never and the thought horrified me. Literally the thought of asking a girl out HORRIFIES ME almost as much as being alone all my life. I can talk and have a conversation with pretty girls I’m interested in literally no problem. But asking them out. I become a child watching a horror movie. 

I have no idea what to do in this situation with the girl. Or my life and how to deal with this. 

Please help.",1.7754411764705864,4.381857524509808,3.4004901960784335,85.82220588235295,84.04901960784316,6.341176470588236,19.774509803921568,7.645422480735847,0.8024745098039219,821,23,164,15,24,271,112,204,0.16,0.669,0.171,0.3725,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,4,11,9,0,0,13,1,13,2,0,2,7,44,32,18,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,6,10,14,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,9,2,21,8,28,19,8,23,0,0,1,0,22,10,0,6,12,117,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.1170157990861098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007350481443105,0.12419159076536684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917315557895007,0.13546525291185849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363016809651312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243223381719174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472458678973261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264852718461571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160747577046346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536487763786062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693933137345529,0.05858243786415116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346264918324522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814835234773763,0.1778249141325196,0.18496544845031507,0.0,0.0,0.11252831247839727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119768807735937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162622492089598,0.0,0.0,0.11484155272865952,0.12199255455663015,0.0,0.11473859389108652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681803113683837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480660842273846,0.11406278179645273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916243396756832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347849425248807,0.0,0.12223412244403195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33904398065867336,0.0,0.0,0.09637988708153768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392258660896843,0.0,0.15366820208160292,0.11781190886537457,0.1903918152818507,0.06992104476967849,0.0,0.11366156876412277,0.0,0.0,0.08141167032306766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491864265287992,0.12177539996581165,0.0,0.08518130519926116,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mechaxk,2019/08/05,"Just your average overthinking. Do you ever just think at night about really awkward social interactions from years ago and how they might come back to bite you, then remember your social anxiety exists and that your only group chat disbanded and you'll likely never speak to those people again because you hate talking in person? Only because you stutter over every word and take too long to think of a reply to what someone says and worry that they think you have some sort of mental disability. 

Then you start wondering if your friends are actually friends and not talking to you because they have to. Then you go back to thinking about your social anxiety and how you kinda want to tell someone, but don't 'cause you worry that they'll think you're over-exaggerating it and make fun of you because of it.

And then you download go to r/socialanxiety and debate with yourself for an hour whether or not you want to vent about it just in case someone you know finds it and talks to you about it?

Just an average evening for me.",9.572066781807713,8.136349683937826,8.608566493955099,71.53831894070237,59.93264248704664,11.479332181922855,37.506620610247545,10.25414643259724,3.7067805411629218,831,31,147,14,9,259,104,193,0.071,0.8759999999999999,0.053,-0.3803,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,21,4,0,16,7,1,1,3,0,8,0,0,4,2,45,24,21,0,3,10,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,1,10,13,0,0,9,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,2,26,4,27,21,1,22,0,0,0,0,40,4,0,7,16,107,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.11290102109733975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255608303054768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770117607428548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792366630827267,0.0,0.2821048691831955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884999283004745,0.0,0.09966045996919663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641504369106186,0.1046521860115858,0.09747750097764757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574256296783223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787703746003985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315035592272699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422424324611473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393565473138215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358260294985563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565224277823116,0.0,0.0,0.1023858813772048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722689383876588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659271861108225,0.12273344907452167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923063449919555,0.0,0.0,0.10857133378905967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598157148119276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020791249496273,0.10101986589923416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411677928767642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310591738500737,0.0,0.0,0.09200481080460547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35380753739193016,0.2940824060362888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188907425413773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698777182039079,0.2789722691226805,0.10112198337549727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706614205240415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647908008154844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546561473099854,0.0,0.2349865079425688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450338445053352
socialanxiety,tbsgrave,2019/08/05,"What is the most effective way to assassinate people who ask ""why are you shy""? Needless to say nobody has to know it was me, because that would be too much attention...",5.8515625,6.42063103125,6.506250000000001,76.91375000000002,66.8125,10.15,31.625,10.125756701596842,3.0861374999999995,131,5,25,3,2,43,30,32,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119534509512829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686195305426585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24217276368922555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239325284468487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054950715680443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35042697642981946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497718612202097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976230902618233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31302905652447577,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bananaboat16,2019/08/05,"My social life peaked at middle school In middle school it was so easy to make friends, at least in my case. I had a large group of very close friends that I loved and talked to everyday. I met my best friend there and she was the coolest person I've ever met. I had people to talk to in every class, I loved to talk and joke around. We would all sit at the same table at lunch and laugh together. Having my friends to talk to was honestly the only reason I looked forward to going to school at all. Mostly everyone in my friend group were going to the same high school, including me, until I had to move to a different city. I went from a ghetto school to a more well kept and bigger one. I tried to make friends but I learned that it wouldn't be as easy as it was in middle school. I went from being the chatterbox that knew everyone's name in my class, to sitting in the sides of the room barely knowing anyone and barely saying a word. I just can't seem to relate to anyone here. I haven't made one close friend and I'm already starting my junior year. I don't get bullied or treated poorly which I'm thankful for, but I honestly have no friends as close as the ones I had in middle school. I pushed my old friends away and now I'm alone. Everyday I sit at lunch and I try to ignore my loneliness but I look around and I see full tables of people talking together and it makes me think of how good I had it in middle school. The only people I have that are close are my friends online that I love and cherish.  My mother and sister ask me why I never go out with anyone and sometimes it just gets to me. I know I'm not going to have any fun memories of high school when I graduate. Anyone else on the same boat?",3.197726879861712,4.236416404494385,4.201685393258426,89.32607173725155,73.15730337078651,7.049956784788245,23.2428694900605,7.321109707123232,0.7502527225583404,1344,34,290,14,26,436,163,356,0.032,0.753,0.215,0.9966,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,0,1,13,25,0,0,15,0,23,6,0,6,4,56,56,26,0,2,7,2,0,0,10,2,1,1,1,1,12,23,2,2,7,1,1,9,7,1,1,3,17,4,44,24,54,35,10,57,0,0,3,3,31,36,0,3,11,192,56,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665776450524456,0.07102308892351968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043767147815508535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000861294051745,0.06594463788417483,0.0,0.11458845890336655,0.06016810562438135,0.0,0.06046853315399835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675420666143878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724271801999132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053764694488502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058217491989357086,0.05422625029237794,0.12299787190958597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4972453633257536,0.0,0.06725110365261679,0.0,0.1463095554456545,0.05398228814389415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360001847874062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074137328552113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04545951761344879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809272881874048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426279902220476,0.06089918409763272,0.12888281396024195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840471464046011,0.0,0.0,0.049638559375979635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753521077146889,0.0,0.13083642590472616,0.09789767532277432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385779163681102,0.05619685032765113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617301204889035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118181989439238,0.0,0.5862236902724746,0.051286752293464764,0.0585911153193689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560712603942014,0.0,0.0,0.0636538904819069,0.0,0.04555448582677811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586514826217519,0.0,0.05925423160673714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04123942194142633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739271177589254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310391118177974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057867555509201064,0.11932511350888028,0.05807507629398534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045719644520449534,0.0,0.0,0.04144586322304575
socialanxiety,Sponseline,2019/03/19,"my fear of death and my anxiety ​

ive got an aunt that is a sweet old lady , she used to call me her little sunshine and that im the prittiest girl she knows ,her husband passed away half a year ago and she is still so happy , its been a loong time since ive visited her and every time i hear from her the still calls me her sunshine , i miss her so mutch and want to visit her but she lives in another town and i cant go there , i wat to make her laugh again and be her little sunshine but im having problems with my social anxiety and my low self-comvidence and my laugh always seems played witch it is . I just rememberd all the great times we had and im sobbing , ever since my grandmother on my mothers side , cat and bunny died years ago i wasnt the same , i had not mutch time with my grandmother and wasnt thinking about her death , my cat grew up with me and his death hit me realy hard amd my rabbit died when i was on vacation , my gandma on fathers side found her and got me a bit of hair in an bag that i still have in my room, i am scared of death not mine but the death of my family , myfather , mother , sister and grandmother , im scared of things that happend or will happen , i dont want to meet people , What if they are my best friend ? what if they die bevor me ?

I do not want to see them die and ive got to change to make those that i matter to and thet matter to me happy and not sad or make them cry and have good times that i can remember but i dont knoe if i can 

​

i wanted to get this of my back thank you for reading and sorry for any grammar mistakes englis is not my native laguage ",4.372023121387286,3.9011227630057834,5.2760751445086695,88.04891040462431,69.92485549132948,8.538497109826592,25.681502890173412,7.908726449838941,1.1279357225433526,1260,29,292,14,20,414,170,346,0.195,0.647,0.158,-0.9552,0,0,0,0,1,0,29.0,1,1,4,1,12,24,0,3,11,0,26,1,1,4,2,59,49,32,9,9,15,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,13,24,0,0,5,2,0,5,10,10,0,1,10,8,66,14,31,36,4,37,0,4,4,0,37,15,1,6,17,193,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465036664818737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875977672419542,0.17907215569106805,0.20082358421045854,0.05619531770748009,0.08665105733079233,0.12643263662632265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763924773480804,0.06354198770514452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672138993417307,0.0,0.09021711588258938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876120252472254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741793707720842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907717721707862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430525102407988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369756689995013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474899831867388,0.06962439901522989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790187192705413,0.09298848079166816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060611516525087,0.06384437315506487,0.0,0.043173902396700686,0.0,0.04696394648885116,0.06931116109302313,0.19827468853403346,0.09110648821293224,0.0,0.0,0.07307474708968582,0.17593512973813333,0.07402562990235811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931367844282253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35704426703887426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04541458771314632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564597429799338,0.07296910715345302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548052681110478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671258729817301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057289401633393175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907149739036334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265836835633138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361048573492192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546611570642392,0.0,0.06585019776625346,0.07522871616141392,0.08620737637558996,0.0,0.0,0.13671471600097276,0.0,0.0,0.08423700139659344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925042430727082,0.0,0.0,0.1979796631220676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608013171635805,0.0,0.0,0.05489969041483635,0.05294981587194274,0.0,0.0,0.24092859784760765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137097689128191,0.0,0.0,0.1949634291713776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082358421045854,0.10642975691710647
socialanxiety,apexchillin,2019/03/19,"Hello, I've been struggling with social anxiety for years, and have covered it up with alcohol. I've finally sobered up after 7 years of hard daily drinking. Help. Like the title says, I need help. I start this new job soon, really good pay, great benefits. Problem is, I quit every job I've ever gotten within a month because I get alienated from my co workers, and eventually people start talking shit and calling me weird, and for some reason I just can't handle that. I really need this job to help myself, and my family members. We are all close to homelessness.


I can't fuck this up.


How do you guys deal with your social anxiety at work with no therapy/ medication. My anxeity is crippling and sometimes it completely wipes my mind and I can't think of one thing to say at all. I'm so tired of the cycle. Can't get a job because anxiety/depression/PTSD, can't get help for any of those issues because I don't have a job. I feel like I'm going in circles.

Please, whoever is reading this. Help me break the cycle. How do you cope with your co-workers? How do I stop caring what everyone thinks? How do I become a normal, functional adult? I need to hold onto this job long enough to get benefits and get professional help. Thank you...",2.9908754208754225,5.112506967078192,4.645299289188177,81.43127104377105,76.03703703703705,8.039580995136554,25.86026936026936,8.841846274778883,2.18254074074074,975,36,183,22,22,328,134,243,0.1,0.722,0.17800000000000002,0.9679,6,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,1,5,0,3,8,13,2,1,7,0,17,6,1,5,3,36,37,13,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,11,15,2,2,4,2,1,1,7,5,0,1,2,4,26,8,27,35,4,23,0,0,0,1,22,9,2,1,14,110,37,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464475867824287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022450594019488,0.0,0.13549782056882884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195786138345836,0.09780864883872864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904306662774835,0.0,0.09029382537020564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285450668001496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130248570517192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675604870712697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150717021596594,0.0,0.0,0.08010848015309598,0.07461644854295525,0.08462381531776908,0.0,0.0,0.08348741389887504,0.0,0.04477909442164588,0.06326798459627071,0.0,0.09701422904003308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187320256647716,0.23134729434988094,0.0,0.050331248041263925,0.07428075155117324,0.0,0.09763879740179288,0.0,0.08768929760292045,0.0,0.0,0.07933324642789258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561633643521954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243465832971172,0.5272986680438028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653284669472328,0.0,0.0,0.07837368390331596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921587419513606,0.0,0.0,0.08942134784430471,0.0,0.07068853243102588,0.0,0.0,0.1970005422377784,0.0,0.08553275011281168,0.0,0.0,0.08677096094853153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001121466956385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139703537117368,0.0,0.0,0.09721336596214812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474090117390992,0.10352305096990913,0.0,0.0,0.0941955075687853,0.08858494976388526,0.0,0.11346886804487595,0.09105544126425456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085449795600316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090657732182264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055354068469187,0.0,0.0,0.08758907757945647,0.0,0.12536784045613253,0.0,0.0,0.07404094804202073,0.0,0.09258316902747836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118196423151096,0.0,0.08153505543528095,0.10127720326039376,0.0,0.05883598254064276,0.1134926050996442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017878231505165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894690207654036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140607400964047
socialanxiety,Background_Theory,2019/03/19,"Does anyone else get SA exclusively at work? I’ve always been a little introverted but I can actually be social in most situations. Very comfortable holding conversations with close friends and family, but work is an entirely different story.

I started a new job that’s generally more stressful than previous roles I had, but even still I find myself straight-up terrified of talking with my coworkers. I never speak up in group meetings and my heart races a mile a minute when put on the spot to talk or voice my opinion. I mostly eat lunch alone at my desk while working on my own stuff. I tell others I’ve got work to-do even when it’s not always true.

My best days are the ones where I go from 8-4 without a single damn word uttered out of my mouth.

The worst part is my team is generally very nice and open and I feel like there’s no reason I should seem so secluded. There’s a lot of young people around my age in my dept and it’s clear that there are some cliques and friendships that have formed meanwhile I keep my head down and only speak when spoken too. I feel like I should make more of an effort to reach out and be more friendly and social but half the time I’m too busy and the other half I freak out and don’t wanna make a bad impression since I’m already so quiet as is.

Does anyone else ever feel this way?",4.538101160862354,5.336479261194028,5.274875621890551,83.76307628524049,69.82089552238807,8.343615257048093,26.45605306799337,8.515128840125781,1.6221834162520734,1054,31,217,16,18,342,164,268,0.113,0.735,0.152,0.8813,2,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,7,16,14,1,1,14,0,15,5,3,3,4,51,28,23,0,3,7,0,3,2,2,2,0,4,0,0,9,19,2,2,6,1,0,2,5,5,0,3,3,7,26,9,26,21,13,34,0,0,0,0,14,18,1,7,15,141,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.11081538956448823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761095184394862,0.12531312973352626,0.0,0.1889772776709855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880358773791067,0.23270542263541105,0.0,0.10108993169802287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481547010289604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917121438119235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323496210137051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864304375648818,0.0,0.0,0.1987492400428104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619730561439676,0.1897248412491933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500068423280529,0.10271893601077824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070515669451566,0.0,0.1722537086857917,0.16225048955754215,0.0,0.0,0.10378917032756453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754679321000352,0.0,0.059328919682852574,0.0,0.06453714060000665,0.0,0.09082201992529966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654238870441502,0.0,0.0,0.13456575976785842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126879410640995,0.10093480525123663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095656696368177,0.11381408859701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654222110114292,0.0,0.0,0.1516005478501357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875822683179241,0.10967419515228738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694925815333638,0.08636532340591344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297131848710233,0.0,0.07872622393397563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415629218381695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675565466703798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337815697025607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393564114910256,0.12764298522057266,0.0,0.2315144109171262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037632942862195,0.0,0.0906868801147563,0.0,0.13007932224162064,0.0,0.12999575903212354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825458581924052,0.09925394715100122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662160825753631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873930692720493,0.0,0.0901363734965931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946503238168627,0.0,0.3306838067049845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dnicky,2019/03/19,"Someone at work made fun of my clothes really loudly He sits next to me. I just sat down after going to the bathroom and he told me I looked like a cartoon character, and started naming the aspects of my outfit that contributed to it. He was pretty clear it wasn't a good thing. He has a loud voice and the office is pretty quiet, so the people around us overheard. He was kind of saying it to everyone at our table. I think one of them said ""yeah,"" but I'm not sure. I didn't know what to say. I thought what I was wearing was really normal. 

Anyway, I felt so humiliated. I did basically zero work for the rest of the day. I was sure everyone at my table hated me. I wanted to disappear. I didn't want to stand up because then other people would see what I was wearing. I felt pathetic for having such thin skin. It didn't get better for the entire day. And I don't want to go back (but I will). 

The thing is, if he had just said this to me one-on-one I wouldn't have reacted like that. But the fact he said it in front of everyone makes me want to die. 

It sucks because I had taken a risk today. We have a pretty casual office, and a lot of people will wear t-shirts - but I never do because I'm afraid people will think I'm unprofessional or whatever. Today I wore a t-shirt because I felt really comfortable in it and it was clean and soft. It was black but had a big brand design on the back. My dad got it for me for christmas. 

Anyway, that's it. I just feel terrible. I know it's not such a big deal, but it really hit me hard. I keep thinking he wouldn't have said that unless he didn't like me. My office gossips a lot about each other, and sometimes for the tiniest things. I feel like I've somehow done something wrong and now they all hate me. ",0.9238968860164504,2.922316375000001,3.2313102232667457,89.6105170387779,82.26086956521739,6.043595769682728,19.456815511163327,7.2228458231874715,0.40812520564042254,1358,35,294,19,37,466,168,368,0.17,0.742,0.08800000000000001,-0.9864,0,0,1,0,1,1,47.0,3,0,2,3,15,20,3,2,21,1,33,4,4,3,6,59,73,21,1,9,14,1,9,4,0,6,0,10,1,0,26,12,0,1,11,1,0,4,11,8,0,2,32,22,43,12,35,34,5,31,0,0,3,0,25,13,1,5,16,199,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786999627816332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595730608743278,0.0,0.21556557845341334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818780316721133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402893829049647,0.09114256469467102,0.0,0.0,0.09175133015057996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046989352562096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534267770282434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940132305866574,0.06315716745968518,0.25465048222519016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04618841552750127,0.0,0.10048618053132763,0.07415064498554054,0.07070624609012004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919429015701916,0.17456497748546382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857919461626342,0.0,0.0920611039023047,0.09717110253463003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276255990566333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423866082511837,0.0,0.0,0.15031900961636027,0.0,0.08365176681461965,0.059011601220194665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818405296327297,0.0,0.09402064013102758,0.0,0.0866189771372492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198122038667932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451579811944252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698216408752227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265402429459897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33637688856193865,0.14060778404155996,0.0,0.0,0.07044802827988697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490600233609919,0.06805915382367285,0.08743566079471986,0.0,0.06257412611033107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664296262026554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761987848524032,0.16994072542663194,0.0,0.07018438160053714,0.0,0.0,0.16759684556077295,0.0844755923427478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063413701974618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857627824540384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872104493013553,0.0,0.0,0.06280098984808262,0.09665793494645797,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iuna_,2019/03/19,"Lonely at university It's my first year on uni and I just feel lonely. 

I don't feel like I have a bond with anyone. I know that my 4 'friends' have a groupschat since the beginning of the year but I didn't know them yet then. But now I feel left out all the time cause I can see them chatting with eachother in the groupschat during lectures. My psychiatrist told me to just ask them if I can be in the groupschat but I wouldn't dare to ask them that. 
I also find it very difficult to bring up anything personal with them, like with most people, which doesn't really help. 
I don't go to any parties but that's the only activity that my friends do outside of uni in group.  We don't go out to eat, or go to a Cafe or something. Parties and drinking is the only type of fun for them, which I'm too scared to go to and I don't drink at all. 
I get very anxious that I'll never find a group of people that I really like at university since I'm very bad at getting to know anyone. I just think I'll always be with this group of people that make me anxious cause it's still less scary than finding other people to be friends with. 
It doesn't really help that I hear from my friends from high school how much fun they have at uni. 

Has anyone had similar problems at uni?
Is there a way to find new friends?

(sorry for the long rant and English is not my first language so sorry for any mistakes) ",2.8097188378631657,3.966335446735396,3.9638253670727903,90.20313261480787,74.25773195876289,6.802936582318026,24.567478912839732,7.1686216300943375,0.8194865979381438,1089,33,242,11,22,355,131,291,0.156,0.74,0.105,-0.8957,0,4,3,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,7,2,11,17,0,1,13,0,22,3,0,4,3,46,45,15,0,4,11,0,3,3,5,1,0,1,0,1,16,13,3,0,11,3,0,5,10,7,0,2,3,5,32,10,41,38,5,34,0,2,1,0,24,15,0,4,16,156,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376176544999362,0.07674843755742451,0.0,0.0,0.12544842457507654,0.0,0.0,0.2084027439129882,0.0,0.1934824237221397,0.0,0.07590305799504103,0.0,0.1724579836013639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701390639502505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895052793891413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807139712109105,0.0,0.09438131149093927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991314900961804,0.06589401498390017,0.0,0.0,0.3372111930574175,0.15691321334535574,0.0,0.0,0.35630975840270523,0.0,0.09637988108933307,0.0,0.2096812809039554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395761918571876,0.0,0.12364881552179355,0.09745328274198146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520728607051497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021559358800512,0.0,0.0,0.13518677889980707,0.0,0.0,0.08162669847038191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061568805116372326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780468830863305,0.0,0.0711387351323648,0.08908291221086277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030054220774096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578163708117474,0.0805376485737913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825819642170116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726783946574387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234516496543096,0.09334860361889334,0.07350081737000426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259852989734174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100842362367436,0.0,0.20650317559173653,0.0,0.0,0.07366045740041506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910164096991509,0.0,0.0,0.05378404156800677,0.0,0.0,0.08813625074557159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283151517415708,0.0,0.07321330816290084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879499821194328
socialanxiety,TheProfessorPotato,2019/03/19,"Face and eyes tension in public This is a complete nightmare for me. Whenever I have to sit at the table with other people, especially them sitting in front of me I feel like my face tightens up really bad. It feels like my mouth pops out, my eyes get all tensed up and angry looking and once I look down on the phone there's simply no getting it back up as I have no idea where to look at when there's someone sitting in front of me.

Weird thing is when I look at the reflection on the phone, my face seems pretty normal possibly with the exception of the eyes, as they begin to look all tired because of all the tension I feel and as result look like I am high (I've actually been asked if I am high once). It becomes a vicious cycle where you have no idea where to look. Do you look at the stuff at the table, which may make you seem weird, or do you keep switching between people's faces which may make you appear angry and rude by staring at them with those tensed up angry eyes? After a hour of this torture it feels like my face becomes all numbed and I begin to feel this dizziness. Eventually after this never ending struggle you have to get up, but you feel SO tired from the anxiety that when you attempt to walk away you begin losing your stride which in result probably makes people think you're either drunk or on drugs. Combine that with not being able to focus at all at what's being said at the table during the whole time because you spent a whole hour trying to seem normal at the table. Seriously fuck this condition.

Apologies for the bad structure and English I haven't vented in a very long time and just had to let this out.",6.957625603432863,6.028926993920972,6.949744323261221,79.70605042016807,64.77507598784194,9.20014303593778,30.599141784373327,7.928766900206844,1.9807813695691032,1307,37,256,12,17,418,154,329,0.166,0.8029999999999999,0.031,-0.9902,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,11,3,2,11,18,4,3,19,0,18,16,10,5,6,52,51,19,0,3,8,0,6,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,20,14,1,1,13,1,1,4,6,14,0,0,4,20,32,4,57,42,8,55,0,1,13,1,20,32,1,9,20,182,52,0,0.0824971436554833,0.0,0.08050531185171117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631100890918328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712369302208287,0.0,0.07750878210423233,0.06343521122629066,0.137763338088672,0.1005789861231577,0.1822232273921601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649668554893386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567049553068198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306798282923806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25027820756418445,0.17680792773355794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626727996823167,0.12930405784785806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743255233590098,0.0,0.0,0.1624861374330819,0.0,0.0,0.1862584672004052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332725179577873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435891874022003,0.0,0.16121574919353984,0.0,0.0,0.0730073761013876,0.5542145858723974,0.0922932017983852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520245197256234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362688297469313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165936996053928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571353115517022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715793961548294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300313404794973,0.0,0.08392925335613244,0.08894587396355344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284978268579568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847367527217207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253069036237715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989956210594106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624392659895716,0.09443949221683484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480743652344307,0.05286083856577155,0.0,0.0,0.09620949577993544,0.18963666162378448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056010145287340565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806878331558981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421022949700172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,QuietBooty,2019/03/19,i feel like high school was stolen from me so many people seem like they're having at least a little fun here,8.090869565217393,5.409613739130439,6.71913043478261,87.85521739130436,63.78260869565217,9.2,23.0,3.1291,0.12712173913043445,88,0,20,0,1,26,22,23,0.11800000000000001,0.588,0.294,0.5868,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839652015232505,0.26618376921053866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936697760568843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640646914976464,0.3734406370622385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777554413574632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583122316561841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770886197766006,0.0,0.3391988221597614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwitaway6979,2019/03/19,"Struggles with social media? Literally feels like the most vapid, stupid thing to be stressed about and I’m aware that this is just something that is specific to the age group I’m in but I’m driving myself crazy. Social media triggers me in more ways than one, but it’s such a regular thing to take part in that I’m known as “quirky” for not having it among my friend group. People have actually made comments about how I seem popular but have few followers on my instagram (which is partially due to the fact I’ve been mentally unable to log back in after logging out two years ago, I’m sure a lot of people have unfollowed me as well). I see people who genuinely enjoy it and have used it to make new friends and connections and it makes me anxious that I’m not using it just as much as it makes me anxious to think of using it. A big part of this is that I’m about to go into my freshman year of college and I’m watching my friends meet people through Instagram who are going into the same freshman class as them and I want that. I just want to be normal and enjoy these normal things. But my entire self worth is so tied into how many people like me (shameful to admit) and I actually take it personally when people unfollow me. It makes me feel like if I was more attractive, more funny, etc I would be able to match up to these people I’m comparing myself to. I feel vulnerable trying to interact with others because I think they’re above me all because of the internet. Advice on taking it less seriously?",6.231645495407463,6.0084888305647866,6.996357240570648,76.4382802423295,66.00996677740864,10.00594098104358,31.32714481141294,9.627879704456738,2.7677158882157524,1202,41,230,22,17,400,156,301,0.055,0.7879999999999999,0.157,0.9889,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,13,17,1,3,8,0,17,0,0,11,3,54,50,22,0,6,10,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,0,2,28,14,0,0,8,0,1,4,2,5,1,2,3,5,25,12,45,43,13,27,0,0,2,0,16,13,0,4,12,163,53,2,0.09617293740304997,0.0,0.18770182758474266,0.0,0.0,0.09397908136651127,0.08525150626480914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729608945433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739510524618001,0.0,0.11725225999193427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072582473722893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458837804732771,0.13741193139400085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290891861093085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931459326473096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095571799726406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817627922032858,0.0,0.09100115873511004,0.2567847300465348,0.09750426358728397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691970078598977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069817479124586,0.0,0.0,0.09288442223537084,0.0,0.0,0.18845811841387394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516927135948973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082918384463395,0.0,0.4667194384520696,0.08397449937721893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663737955805021,0.08755223020881632,0.10032934824966536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607239667763368,0.0,0.07403862579747575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016577486075643,0.1005408355570799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064185534241152,0.0,0.21693024017207035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167907863584727,0.12324746998972674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529511153926001,0.0,0.09394698536841617,0.0,0.0,0.249187618153931,0.0,0.0,0.11345058047041305,0.07633760122877939,0.0,0.0,0.08647102063080507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831849539475128,0.0,0.0,0.12386443706790665
socialanxiety,PhoenixWarrior94,2019/03/19,"Can I be an actor if i have social anxiety? My dream is to be in movies and TV shows  I'm really interested in a acting career, but I have no experience. What should I do? ",-0.12905405405405546,1.8184219729729745,4.282364864864864,80.83543918918923,86.02702702702703,8.024324324324324,17.35810810810811,8.841846274778883,1.252140540540541,131,3,29,4,4,51,30,37,0.129,0.7709999999999999,0.1,-0.2532,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44229065992395417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5655512187072618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703839686698072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5893611006124915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,flandersisanoob22,2019/03/19,Speaking clearly is an issue for me Because I can hear myself talking and mumble or seem disintrested social anxiety sucks,11.94714285714286,11.349554190476189,11.704761904761904,48.548571428571464,54.714285714285715,12.20952380952381,49.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,6.471914285714287,102,6,11,2,1,34,21,21,0.17600000000000002,0.711,0.113,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168179498313576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524574805566162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667688009013988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322572691197701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37701986225512585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221662190164857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328721285423292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nosir_nomaam,2019/03/19,"Currently hiding in the closet So, I just joined this sub while hiding in the closet. Someone showed up at my house unexpectedly (yes, I know them), & because I wasn't expecting company, I crawled on the floor (below the line of sight of the door) & hid in the closet. My vehicle is here, & they haven't left & it's been 20 minutes so far. I've committed to this now, can't just pop out of the closet & go to the door! I really really wish they'd just leave!!!!",4.428750000000001,4.6444260416666685,5.891666666666668,81.32000000000002,69.83333333333334,9.733333333333334,26.416666666666664,9.725611199111238,2.1068666666666664,364,10,78,8,6,124,61,96,0.075,0.8640000000000001,0.061,0.4594,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,8,1,6,0,0,0,1,8,9,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,10,0,13,6,0,15,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,0,3,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.882782106034327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933289998255466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260832635674672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880225968702012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955314181900295,0.0,0.0,0.17254068242738949,0.1770458165273064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878007941737145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806713467944082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738463253464288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hadilbader812,2019/03/19,"I am not scared of people and I couldn’t care less about what they think of me. Why do I get nervous then? I genuinely don’t care about what people think of me, and I am not scared of people, yet this doesn’t stop me from feeling uncomfortable with them. This feeling impairs my thinking process. Recently, I gave a presentation for my Chinese class, and lord knows how much effort I’ve put into controlling my anxiety, yet I didn’t perform as I planned. I skipped a lot of lines and ended it earlier than expected. When talking to my advisor today, I just couldn’t think properly. I literally felt that my body was getting hotter and my stomach began to hurt me. Because other students (who know me) were sitting near the cafeteria, I decided to not eat. I really messed up in my test today because I felt uncomfortable asking questions in office hours.

I am not always like this. Yes, I always avoid unnecessary interactions with people. But sometimes it gets so extreme to the extent that I avoid even necessary interactions (and I usually do because I know I will get nervous if interact and who wants that?). I sometimes say “hi/good morning/good afternoon” to all the people I know and follow the social conventions, but other times, I feel like I don’t have any energy to do any of that. I sometimes lock myself in the bathroom to avoid interactions with my parents and siblings. I have no idea why. Does anyone here have an idea? 


I sometimes cancel buying food just to avoid talking to the cashier on my way out. I avoid people. No matter how much effort I put into being social, I always return to my extremely introverted self. ",4.9104587404994575,6.784575739413679,5.926437296416937,75.35634432681869,70.10749185667753,8.634581976112921,31.032709011943545,9.188382445141503,2.9880989142236696,1300,56,220,27,24,430,158,307,0.121,0.8220000000000001,0.057,-0.9487,1,5,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,5,12,15,0,9,9,1,19,5,2,3,1,57,43,18,0,5,9,1,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,15,15,3,7,17,0,1,3,12,11,0,0,7,6,48,4,34,32,6,30,2,1,0,0,18,9,0,3,18,159,63,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410223941818372,0.0,0.0,0.12210139069703292,0.0,0.06867832317420877,0.0,0.0,0.06277340161086789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392835424541553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417967902364464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972079421526836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306504099851592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069131356924532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856350125825103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918631655031807,0.0,0.0,0.07951480675509555,0.0,0.0,0.05929613991705205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618018822270356,0.06413592594245958,0.172397899041643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855738317365914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876168243018376,0.0,0.0,0.1505995429074281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841118447575005,0.0,0.09610696529828497,0.20269214302182975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735396271171668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771994686756804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763242657664528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199124287620242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968552052894504,0.0,0.0,0.3734358606913116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180499165736458,0.10056956208986532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057512744906764786,0.0,0.08864287757661934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713934046359763,0.17976268900336906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365585046243956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303046300426695,0.0,0.0,0.3551626705893516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505667820201826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431694688944124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300991050097917,0.0,0.0,0.052349053365994776,0.0,0.17019412534510694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887547818308727,0.0,0.05295215599812995,0.07125993630052065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620175847469604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MrSilverbolt,2019/03/19,"I became lonely after I lost my spark/drive I had severe social anxiety in school, up until the last two years of my high school life. But after school, I could always come home and laugh my ass off with my online friends. I knew some of them for over 6-7 years, and made a lot of great memories with them. I had my energetic drive/spark online that I could never translate to real life.

​

At the end of my sophomore year I transferred to an alternative high-school, and my real life completely changed. For some reason everyone liked me. I met my closest friends there, I was hanging out with my group of friends outside of school almost every day. Since there were only 40 kids in the school, we were all really close. We tried pot together (we were clueless and that period was really fun and stupid), we went to a few parties, I lost 90 pounds working at an express gym with my teacher, and I helped my friend lose 60 lbs too. When graduating I decided I wanted to become a personal trainer, and my best friends dad hooked me up with a job shadow.

​

When I graduated I had my first extremely short fling with a girl, and I realized how awkward I really was. I didn't let that failure get me down though and would still drive around with my friends. Until my mom got sick. She has extremely bad bipolar disorder. When she got sick, I needed to take care of her (My dad left when I was real young). She would do things like open the window and scream for someone to call the police, it was real embarrassing. So I stopped talking to my friends. That laster for about a year...

​

In that time I honestly forgot about talking to my online friends. I was spending so much time managing the house, planning with my moms case manager, that I didn't realize how much time had passed. My mom ended up totaling my car right before she got better, and I didn't have the energy at that point to try reconnecting with my real friends. So I just sat in my house for about 3 more months.

​

Now I've effectively been a hermit for a year and a half. When I try to talk to my real life friends, they say things like ""Don't kill yourself!"" jokingly, or express how I'm a different person now. I don't have any of the spark/drive that I used to. Even when I try to talk to my online friends, I have crazy social anxiety. I can maybe talk to one, but only because he's just as awkward as I am. I had dreams, to be a personal trainer, to travel, to at least experience one real relationship. But now I'm 21 and time is moving so fast... I feel like I'll never be the old me again.",4.770491916064671,5.528415711500976,5.498700263731222,82.51342363261095,69.27290448343079,8.686366242403395,28.73345946565761,8.841846274778883,2.099292902190116,2032,70,408,34,34,661,241,513,0.071,0.8059999999999999,0.122,0.9756,2,2,0,0,0,0,85.0,4,0,3,9,29,34,2,3,22,0,35,8,1,7,4,72,56,35,1,6,6,5,1,4,11,2,7,2,2,5,11,31,0,2,7,4,1,8,7,11,0,5,29,3,77,23,66,20,11,69,0,4,0,1,49,24,1,5,41,271,88,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965820285178887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126366783110028,0.21492722350958932,0.24103387376461324,0.03372356680048162,0.0,0.07587392759701878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414648590629237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04140639670328169,0.030230200989676662,0.05476934100635382,0.04219827124819106,0.0,0.05204267376330565,0.0438591916509878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506379349637037,0.0,0.05056130895564303,0.0,0.052460681082529534,0.04271823799873504,0.051995198795965716,0.0,0.0,0.07918872420602606,0.0,0.0,0.031982079401476564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051812018972586506,0.05683555919381055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784577741252585,0.0,0.0,0.0327543744438613,0.0,0.04178253930969331,0.047386306358649904,0.0,0.04850949399200336,0.0,0.0,0.025074689421164264,0.03542780586665073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04218206207096244,0.0,0.0,0.4214525476216724,0.0,0.02590924014508785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898731026717067,0.05467423028372957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0332397884164269,0.1047911857516742,0.049743796124995264,0.0,0.0,0.1144426649173713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04921139542220772,0.0,0.05486507161640235,0.0,0.0,0.04042326734410706,0.0,0.0,0.053880744636891284,0.050710136721123435,0.1401103024046346,0.09691059114185878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547962149726983,0.10826882508510266,0.042160477622393375,0.0,0.04692418413163353,0.0,0.0,0.04982080467405022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424106849442886,0.03958304693828425,0.05270736337148352,0.07291015230545399,0.03677108314503578,0.076495241593164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052037391182918544,0.0,0.06720826265297314,0.07543234956218907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990279220317452,0.0,0.0,0.04687950511738709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39511774289180107,0.09530775449830182,0.05098778658428098,0.0,0.053242153382243314,0.0,0.04235042577528275,0.0,0.03943673756065856,0.0,0.3011323144665972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056023691645065314,0.0,0.041022170936618606,0.0,0.0,0.10110351750149997,0.04201827624242597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960342051502263,0.04146027963675804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03728624512421126,0.1992967553884665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589208683427569,0.0,0.04872288585091848,0.0,0.11566759644928445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467608014453408,0.0,0.04844318139806938,0.0,0.0,0.04283068420998353,0.0,0.0,0.029250044734762424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597133509081301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03610282390868959,0.0,0.0,0.0704560184080955,0.0,0.24103387376461324,0.1596748253847539
socialanxiety,clarion353,2019/03/19,"Anyone using CBD as anxiety relief? Hello, wondering if anyone has any advice/experience with using CBD oil/capsules as a daily or as needed anti anxiety medication? 

Background stuff: Going through a period of higher anxiety than usual and I don't like having to take prescription stuff as going to the doctor to ask for that is a panic attack inducing situation for me.. Also don't like the way trad anxiety meds can be addictive. I was given bromazepam before and have use it very sparingly before interviews etc. I'd like CBD if it calms me down so stress doesn't become a full blown panic attack and so I can enjoy life when things aren't fully 'ok' (unemployed right now). ",5.2052380952380926,7.237022539682544,7.0240000000000045,67.14600000000003,69.63492063492063,9.801904761904764,26.885714285714286,10.125756701596842,3.2860057142857144,544,18,81,15,10,189,88,126,0.235,0.7,0.065,-0.9603,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,12,2,3,6,1,12,4,0,4,0,13,22,14,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,0,5,7,14,19,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,7,56,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164263182372006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039047931851839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835670168250831,0.0,0.3975836853695013,0.0,0.0,0.18169983775172585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146679929578005,0.2956277499932598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434972271253604,0.22112133548938465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329886291053833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490604319901595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709625036933098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768416939464551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177324173221443,0.1904313734529364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443226881483075,0.13089057782278454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634128095674138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048891892989563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095931692197007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604650962295146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883411692917647,0.0,0.2974770112062212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769101995622137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631956836147718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33665282293436305,0.1430992895275958,0.1072056707519864,0.0,0.10313220672879116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090329727968082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hlaiie,2019/03/19,"Anyone else think posts on here are about them, even though it’s not possible? Sometimes I’ll read relationship subs or any sub and my immediate thought is, “Is this about me?” Even though I know it’s not possibly about me. 

Does anyone else do this? Or it is just me? ",2.4433962264150964,4.594525415094342,3.2383396226415115,90.72505660377364,77.86792452830188,7.258867924528303,21.92075471698113,8.238735603445708,0.9878860377358492,209,6,46,4,5,66,36,53,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327139550006766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729176579911489,0.3999243332733312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078385284822953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260584982621981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25779969252575263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072535897298524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400220562514031,0.18690716771354385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952105518038796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952637631465626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301599438564265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250491992500603,0.3834829760788857,0.1549334457112852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,notathrowawayahah11,2019/03/19,"Crush: Cute Way of Making the Move with SA? I have extreme SA and I'm like 99% sure my crush likes me back. Since I can't talk to people and get panic attacks easily, I thought of a cute idea.

Maybe liking a few of her Ig pictures on an alt instagram account named '' Love '' ( with a bio that says something like: '' A sign from the universe '' or like '' Someone special is sending you love ''could do the trick? Would that be cute or creepy? Either way there's nothing really negative about this idea..

What do you think?",3.3494306930693085,4.909322297029707,3.820878712871288,90.15527846534651,73.55445544554456,6.6341584158415845,25.496287128712872,7.1686216300943375,1.0167910891089114,396,13,82,4,8,124,76,101,0.08199999999999999,0.594,0.324,0.9853,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,3,15,2,1,8,0,8,2,0,1,1,17,15,4,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,1,1,8,12,9,11,2,6,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,2,6,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20393673334078308,0.0,0.13784163535049626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431263513834124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936571474351614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047306097112827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4378924985726814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235824301073552,0.0,0.11965897017129648,0.0,0.18009306419511276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052744405310384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200700141329642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032567239701425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427790024514697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484001286511362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255656759507954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828761823992329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188835608343101,0.13800486834584633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689525862807036,0.0,0.0,0.14408423788766125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486403675573607,0.0,0.1423142339943078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845801227114238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273427871058677,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,httpmelo,2019/03/19,"I can't stop daydreaming. It has been part of my entire life, even if I'm not bored and there's ton of stuff happening... I still get caught daydreaming. ",1.968924731182799,4.096624387096775,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,79.32258064516128,8.004301075268819,20.010752688172047,8.841846274778883,1.1324107526881728,120,3,27,3,3,38,27,31,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.4023,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27401806080639696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675271966168794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668686241225632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29303531219714113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492643362620803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33131612723749115,0.34685032516884456,0.0,0.0,0.4749274799763799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ofkkx,2019/03/19,"i think i just gave the longest and most complicated compliment in history was taking an extra math class after school (idk what they’re called in the us), teacher jokingly asked me if his teaching in this class is better than normal classes. basically i wanted to tell him that he was good either way, but what came out instead was some weird assortment of a million words that made no sense 😭😭. the teacher just smiled at me and nodded cause he didn’t know wtf i was saying. my friend even overheard me and was like “that was the longest compliment i’ve ever heard”. i’m not really too embarrassed by this cause i’m used to being awkward but i just needed to get this off my chest before i overthink it.",3.5354347826086965,5.614476818840584,4.45731884057971,83.58858695652177,74.28985507246377,7.208695652173913,25.268115942028984,8.07648339933343,1.6074376811594204,563,19,105,9,12,182,97,138,0.079,0.7490000000000001,0.172,0.9323,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,7,10,0,2,6,0,9,1,1,4,1,26,23,6,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,11,2,14,7,13,11,4,10,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,3,3,71,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006702465274176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265268024835574,0.0,0.0,0.18984187436168115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191832572704953,0.245504217643868,0.0,0.4410125914630649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177534067313188,0.19416463836578315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658392741598307,0.0,0.11214658837241964,0.0,0.0,0.18003955679734288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796689184062675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486791693671496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310851005484354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591614228121688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103129683776929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751129523118685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069954769803689,0.0,0.21723885331389625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139127046884227,0.0,0.18761493745348515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375400618277203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581994150328242,0.1853900417344652,0.0,0.0,0.12660706019841247,0.17038042880168422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lothbrok-98,2019/03/19,"Can someone cowardly truly change? All my childhood up until this year I lived as a coward. Always staying in my comfort zone and always choosing the wrong choices in life. Now i suffer emensly because of it.

I picked up my balls this year (3rd year university) and began doing things i should have done years ago like talk to girls etc. I will never stop trying but I cant help but feel that i can never escape my past. That im a loser at a biological level. I feel that no matter how much i try to socialize or how muscular i become that I'am a fraud, a poser, an imposter. I feel like people can see this",2.4921758569299577,4.472548426229512,4.307585692995531,83.93346497764533,77.03278688524591,6.075707898658719,22.566318926974677,6.980632752743323,0.8216950819672135,476,14,91,5,11,161,84,122,0.20199999999999999,0.708,0.09,-0.9439,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,7,0,9,2,1,3,3,18,14,9,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,4,15,3,10,10,3,20,0,2,1,0,4,6,0,1,15,64,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087841867273138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832520613187593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375673315633596,0.18798048686097749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800566555987651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418106672812067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982602727126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25818563298386804,0.12159606219210488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408630257119445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838529905108379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022238343714285,0.16630928700345646,0.0,0.15029608150641388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512188092510787,0.0,0.2625485808851137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248203776336126,0.11800024576480905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356331066224641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735048121273222,0.14421601355754773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141823512993205,0.0,0.1423008458437704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680610509222987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130781047918396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23111904077100875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860948605178076,0.0,0.4384314415875183
socialanxiety,durlean,2019/03/19,"I’m so relieved! Hi guys, so i take a comm class and i decided to take it this semester to get it over with and to face my fears. I had to do a 30 second introduction speech and I was terrified. I wasn’t aware of how bad my anxiety was until i felt like i couldn’t control myself. My heart was beating so fast, i was sweaty, i couldn’t see straight and i don’t remember a single word. I was freaking out and I cried. Afterwards i felt so disappointed in myself. I hated myself even more for being the way that I am. So when I heard i had to give a 3-4 minute speech, i was really scared. I was dreading the moment BUT I came on to here and read a few posts and I felt a little better and I started thinking positive instead of negative. I took some of you guys advices and I was sorta calm about it, just ready to get it over with. I was planning on being one of the firsts to present but I was the 6th because my professor called my name & i’m glad she did. I was a little nervous as i was beginning but as i kept going i felt a little calm. I was proud of myself. I didn’t think that i could ever do it and now i feel like a can do anything. 😊 ",0.05109230769230777,1.9367914200000025,2.744800000000001,92.50978461538463,84.8,5.9261538461538485,20.415384615384614,7.1686216300943375,0.445172307692308,885,27,206,13,26,309,125,250,0.12300000000000001,0.763,0.114,0.1346,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,6,14,16,1,4,13,0,29,2,2,2,1,38,52,23,0,3,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,8,14,0,2,9,1,0,3,6,8,0,3,26,9,45,8,26,21,4,26,0,1,1,0,9,10,0,2,13,155,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608736212122887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980477099797636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987081757183261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618131864783356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773529224315098,0.07865595167651675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411721874589105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175482911489164,0.14757681150223145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471896536976928,0.10302055991293656,0.0,0.14173422743969602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522359789571632,0.11671570660375502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451954739960427,0.06524182753823819,0.0921795983825545,0.4955590447049028,0.0,0.0,0.109753495750904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482648967654748,0.12377805925607,0.0733311525591083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555214706795627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739115894123362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290206797244013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607582027654668,0.3879681474894326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874345800959136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235757975425442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906567427556453,0.0,0.08266040677638614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461666943213424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918229707453674,0.0,0.1028208074376994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132863372429637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940301419557375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535539774554028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335791837351344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241860879722264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,harusari03,2019/03/19,Dating with having social anxiety Well I never thought this would never happen but I am dating someone for the first time in 20 years. And because of my social anxiety I feel bad for my boyfriend sometimes. I can’t even hold his hands because it cause too much anxiety. I told him about my anxiety but tbh I don’t think he fully understands it. He probably think I am too shy. I don’t know what to do. ,1.1111111111111107,3.6303048641975337,3.010975308641978,87.90238888888894,86.77777777777777,6.202962962962962,22.91481481481481,7.554174236665415,1.3311718518518512,318,12,62,6,10,106,54,81,0.18600000000000005,0.794,0.02,-0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,1,1,2,15,16,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,2,2,13,1,7,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,7,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463069006369872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906701791989604,0.21766327289681967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340185689139946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791890410476323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027129803314372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518594879841831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578755282759268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098116686163097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124178684447166,0.0,0.27539024057244776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924880214428557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363982405017294,0.15126984321957276,0.0,0.17657301534890313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879258528630386,0.0,0.14173470843550026,0.10410362314435732,0.0,0.0,0.1705952688842086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585842646349046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052198364896492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126824227592976,0.0,0.0,0.11496895142821698
socialanxiety,Throwmeawaycopy,2019/03/19,"I fucking SUCK at being assertive I have been so shy for so long. My entire life I was being thrown around, never able to speak up, always being forced into things I didn't want to do.   
So, lately, I have been trying to be more assertive. But I'm AWFUL. I never know which thoughts I'm supposed to share, and which are oversharing. I'm rude. I don't want to be rude. I don't think I'm better than others, but I sound like I do. Up until now I was telling myself that it was just my social anxiety talking, but nope, I sound like an entitle brat. A girl told me so today, though in much nicer words.   
Idk what to do! Idk how to be assertive! I try to acknowledge and encourage others all the time, but it's not enough when I come off as so rude and arrogant in other times! And that's not how I feel, it's how I word things. When I have the chance to correct myself and explain what I meant, people get me. But I don't get that chance all the time. Sometimes I come off as an idiot and that's it. That person now hates me.    
I'm so pissed off at myself. This shouldn't be so difficult, but I never manage to get it right. Texting is much easier, I can think before I write. But talking is harder. I feel like there's a ticking clock and I have to answer and react to things as soon as possible or I'll lose my chance to be assertive. Ugh. Existing shouldn't be so difficult. How the fuck am I supposed to live in a society and be a good worker when I can't manage simple socialization tasks?",1.0081234491315136,2.9884989583333343,2.9338792390405284,91.95413151364764,81.8525641025641,5.6924731182795725,19.038875103391234,6.828538100315305,0.13685760959470672,1153,28,252,13,31,386,143,312,0.204,0.691,0.10400000000000001,-0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,3,22,20,9,0,10,1,34,4,1,5,6,52,59,38,0,4,11,0,2,3,0,2,1,3,0,2,21,13,0,0,10,0,0,2,13,13,0,0,9,5,36,7,33,38,6,32,0,1,0,2,13,13,4,1,20,184,57,3,0.12986668436031326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080594847909572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934765807489318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560888241664595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105069832573582,0.0,0.0,0.11485652881253383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373729878862844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418700049716098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132899533967707,0.09277678525559828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24011931409447446,0.2035499475856016,0.0,0.0,0.10892601335832444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282164644231019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137133341722249,0.0,0.1464952765530471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172867977782433,0.190338906476527,0.0,0.11467466155810944,0.114927928992647,0.0,0.1452876011878374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909339113140951,0.0,0.30048357901743605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003320719493113,0.11339457959189632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640517378836795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090543886419954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647654604162777,0.0,0.0,0.12844147151487048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087638432524952,0.1135092062367326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25883296357430186,0.1664266551024096,0.1275933580148365,0.10309964113267812,0.2271789240321287,0.0,0.12309843186074555,0.12409318222077285,0.0,0.1763419080152086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319747033096445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jameslilly02,2019/03/19,Well I’ve accumulated a large amount of tardies because I can’t pee in urinals My school didn’t install panels on our urinals so you have to pee out in the open. Each bathroom has 1 stall and people usually just rush to those to vape. I often try to use the urinals but my bladder just locks up and I just stand there like an idiot. This forces me to wait for people to get out of the stalls to pee which often makes me tardy.,1.9669943820224705,3.803820123595506,3.0678511235955064,92.88245084269664,78.10112359550561,5.348876404494383,22.360955056179773,5.985473137389443,0.15835842696629188,337,10,74,2,8,108,63,89,0.067,0.878,0.055,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,8,3,1,0,5,0,4,7,7,2,0,15,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,9,2,16,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,2,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225335003922468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072562249780112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783469210082679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24367634717004344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061648904774684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694540879960557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478476701486735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152894049463121,0.4020553529015761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282273434181472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FlaringK,2019/03/19,"How to talk about yourself So I've got a friend who doesn't have the most relaxing life, when we talk the they don't really want is to talk about themselves, and to be fair, I've kind of asked them to do that a lot. My usual fallback is to ask the person about their life and get them to talk about their interests but now I can't do that. I just need something to say after hi really

​

Also go away Cameron i know you stalk me",3.7419354838709684,4.039465505376345,4.41198924731183,91.03798387096776,71.36559139784946,7.920430107526883,24.10215053763441,7.793537801064563,0.8516537634408596,344,8,80,4,6,110,62,93,0.013999999999999999,0.898,0.08800000000000001,0.6607,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,5,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,9,2,0,1,0,11,17,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,12,4,14,15,2,6,0,0,0,0,18,1,0,2,4,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326394684565935,0.0,0.1941059105674141,0.21768345014973853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33495688782727645,0.0,0.1683146865482856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840867820063624,0.0,0.0935970151821683,0.0,0.10181347917410996,0.0,0.14328037697744148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865542353255376,0.09845461308135307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253073923200929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230453853579193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283537487467356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642442034785958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22953256045082365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246503963567433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791626278946426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5759669163709604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973053251931827,0.0,0.10566565695434747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768345014973853,0.0
socialanxiety,FallingSins,2019/03/19,"Anyone else have no control over the volume of their voice? I can never tell how loud or quiet Im being. I think that I'm talking at a normal volume but then everyone around me will be going ""what? speak up?"" or I think Im flippin screaming and still I get ""huh?"" Other times if Im super excited about something I think Im talking normally and then people (who are use to barely hearing me) will tell me Im screaming. 

Its embarrassing and I wish I knew how to control it better. ",0.6282312925170039,3.0156951224489816,3.1276530612244886,87.18460884353745,87.57142857142858,4.899319727891157,21.431972789115648,6.42735559955562,0.5983238095238089,374,13,72,4,12,129,66,98,0.12,0.72,0.159,0.7295,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,4,5,6,0,1,2,1,7,0,0,5,1,21,17,11,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,7,11,3,8,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,5,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127824816151303,0.1337560669655704,0.0,0.11621037035247946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545410241577544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928286972452703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905138472393164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247388121279627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820299126873039,0.0,0.07419022730196874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713071884929504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7050407096528614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006823099647544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25580757745979177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905016304407937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004978807127367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425129137220353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984999624117368,0.2281995400257821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509388053282138,0.0,0.0,0.07612029556375502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274667897819783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011726296712458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WereWolfBoy,2019/03/19,"I (26 male) had my first kiss yesterday I've always had social anxiety. A couple years ago it even got so bad that I developed agoraphobia. Which caused me to not even be able to go outside alone. Luckily I had my mom to support me through that ordeal.

From there I had to build myself back up. Now I've traveled trough Europe for 4 months (not that impressive as I'm European). I moved to the other end of the Netherlands. To a city where I knew no one. For a while the goal was to try to get my writing going. Now I'm working at a software development company.

Then yesterday I went on a date and finally had my first kiss. The date was awesome. The kiss awkward. I didn't really know what to do.

I hope this is inspiring to some. No matter how bad things are or seem now with work they'll get better!",1.6734146341463436,3.756453597560977,3.5892073170731718,87.58612804878052,80.09756097560975,7.270731707317072,23.664634146341466,8.278499904357787,1.480568292682927,626,22,132,13,16,211,109,164,0.106,0.7120000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9203,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,6,10,11,0,1,10,0,13,3,0,2,0,15,26,7,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,4,1,0,5,5,3,0,3,11,0,17,8,20,13,1,26,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,4,17,90,26,3,0.17414822344398256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437189258055484,0.0,0.0,0.18036503913174468,0.0,0.0,0.1449052726287056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322291426999774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390923430011425,0.29081298479914514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401995163093504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889819681290747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926916968886185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424363604013658,0.0,0.0,0.23004651830747694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077086648497024,0.0,0.29626077979558074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197051809325065,0.0,0.19794489726119885,0.0,0.1392822430311248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296848005651258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570730923531418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396029453520456,0.13900345048202145,0.18509200127693587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800734319708975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115638112583323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158538002073548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775221827982289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976213402144154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569634146287265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823521232885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143714784896315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535639615251003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214574622413913
socialanxiety,CaliforniaBaer,2019/03/19,What's your Worst Everyday Fear? My biggest fear in daily life is that someone sits next to me on the bus and feels like chatting to a stranger (aka me). What's yours? ,2.38401960784314,4.24327367647059,2.712352941176473,95.8022549019608,76.94117647058823,5.7098039215686285,26.03921568627451,6.42735559955562,0.7072862745098041,131,5,29,1,3,40,29,34,0.26899999999999996,0.669,0.062,-0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,4,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7757042128236168,0.1742766460995284,0.24623392463213226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434522037036724,0.16838945153065846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665628486373488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920396793522271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,morristheairfilter,2019/03/19,"I'm lonely I don't talk to that many people, and the people that I do talk to are mere acquaintances. Everywhere I look, I see people having conversations and doing fun things with their friends and I want people to do those things with. I'm lonely and it hurts because I ruin every potential friendship that comes my way.",8.578978494623655,7.330156790322581,8.26677419354839,72.60349462365595,61.74193548387096,10.847311827956991,31.956989247311824,9.725611199111238,2.867079569892474,259,7,46,4,3,83,38,62,0.17600000000000002,0.667,0.157,-0.3182,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,12,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,2,5,12,0,2,0,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,31,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002632686252328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978709291097543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935367716715906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746988188903107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459044642428261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289474805979945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328853001980831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6369954211424489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830455252738156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692571229969087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30521222441957513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354862419264742,0.18232951590523427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwthatshitaway909,2019/03/19,"I’m stuck. These past 6 months of antidepressants, beta blockers, exposure therapy, and cognitive behavioral therapy have done nothing for me. The main goal through this treatment was to gain the courage to go on a job interview and land my first job. I’m as shy, unconfident, boring, and socially awkward as ever, and I think it’s getting worse. I’ll be 21 years old in a few months and have nothing to show for it. No skills, no experience, no job, and just dropped out of college. My life is going nowhere. Sometimes I feel like the only escape from this hole I created for myself is suicide. Anyone been in my place? Advice? ",3.691687211093989,6.106536381355935,4.693636363636365,80.51800462249618,75.01694915254237,8.019722650231127,31.066255778120183,8.841846274778883,2.894023728813558,495,24,89,11,11,161,84,118,0.191,0.7290000000000001,0.08,-0.9056,3,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,0,1,12,16,8,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,4,1,8,2,16,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,8,56,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603386420476815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147296709068452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679124463240811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842120247141627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050329112887549,0.0,0.0,0.08296458785562061,0.11721992894854133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956772647655435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572586460333935,0.0,0.1865027108714358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884770140631157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158956876601978,0.08016198244655619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619367378909657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148814440284098,0.0,0.1721760393541929,0.0,0.0,0.12479145179612637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663445492128827,0.0,0.0,0.1714303506547139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726052951997042,0.0,0.0,0.16228089951101984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794786405988785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752832225033481,0.0,0.0,0.1051368649630521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672131698859016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566317178615084
socialanxiety,Linkmaster79,2019/03/19,"""dude no offense but you've gotten fat"". 🙄 Yeah......that just happened. For the past 3 weeks I've been hitting the gym and gaining muscle while also trying to lose my belly and work towards gaining abs. While I still have a gut I just changed my profile pic on Facebook yesterday. 

A very old friend who I haven't seen since I was 15 (I'm now 27) when I was skinny as a toothpick commented on the photo and said that lol. I went through a few of his pictures and he's not too good looking himself. Almost skin and bones. Maybe you should start working on hitting the gym yourself! ",1.1062192118226621,3.590149301724143,2.187980295566504,94.1336206896552,86.15517241379311,4.0039408866995085,24.665024630541872,5.288315135182226,0.4031300492610841,453,19,91,2,14,143,86,116,0.084,0.777,0.139,0.8538,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,5,7,4,1,0,8,1,6,5,5,0,0,11,16,11,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,4,11,2,9,6,1,15,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,1,10,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064828313360165,0.0,0.0,0.19218582752209654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542293540547524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567257807636464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015711226164164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251640534501706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018103848857492,0.2688594209111434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414362667317672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521780517167841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294150325558003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286017439998971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879726690420849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701015122560326,0.0,0.1919218700202102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316321173903475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982912425590568,0.0,0.0,0.19277222460235194,0.0,0.0,0.2227813780531351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349915304661007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shortshyguy,2019/03/19,"Anyone else find it hard to get/keep a job? I've had a few jobs but always lost it due to social anxiety I haven't had one in 4 years mainly because I'm helping my elderly grandma.
I also can't blame employers for not wanting to hire/put up with someone like me ",1.374736842105264,2.9569636666666668,3.968280701754389,86.91663157894739,79.0,6.665263157894738,25.43508771929825,7.554174236665415,1.3456414035087725,207,8,44,3,5,73,48,57,0.113,0.73,0.157,0.5274,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,4,1,7,4,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,25,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937614047188671,0.2016069569428414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853532715117408,0.0,0.0,0.16941670697143946,0.2482575296872641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769939633688334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240448149172488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214511612321229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126587948597617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170466905419704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624037063183447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808762865478711,0.21536090674084715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837198680213072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26449113111477723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418382110798213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435711104181152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469869205898851,0.2052938397016296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291052684785516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602857108081478
socialanxiety,Da5Ki,2019/03/19,"I am a completely different (outgoing, fun and all around better) person in my head. When I am by myself I am comfortable and I feel so natural and true to myself, the way I talk online is also my real self. When I daydream (a lot) I will imagine myself confidently talking to people naturally and having fun. As soon as I step out the door though my real self shuts off, even in my head. I start seeing everything like ""how do I respond to this, how should my body language be?"" I am a very boring and 2D person on the outside but on the inside I am fun. The only one person (apart from my mum) I am myself with is my best friend and that is because we have known each other since forever. I want to be that guy that I truly am.

**Story,** happend the other day and it's what got me thinking about this **:** This cute Japanese girl hopped on the bus coming from the airport, she didn't know a lot of English and was having trouble buying a ticket, I know a bit of Japanese and I thought to help her but as my Japanese isn't perfect, I thought it might make for a bit of an awkward interaction so I didn't. Later she noticed me looking at her and smiled at me but I got nervous and deflected my gaze. I actually saw her glancing at me multiple times throughout the half an hour or so bus ride and I kept thinking ""go talk to her, go talk to her” but I just hopped off the bus without saying a thing. 

The guy in my head not caring that my Japanese is kinda scuffed would have helped her, started a conversation with her, asked her about where she was from and how long she was here for, depending on how the vibes I would have complimented her and who knows we might have even kept in touch. But none of that happened as I can’t be that guy for some reason :/",2.5230524344569294,4.201270893258432,4.1526067415730346,86.42628838951313,76.02247191011236,6.993857677902622,24.78801498127341,7.793537801064563,1.2818032958801506,1362,46,282,20,30,456,175,356,0.055,0.8059999999999999,0.138,0.9841,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,0,0,3,20,17,0,2,23,0,34,4,4,7,3,65,59,35,0,4,9,1,2,1,1,6,0,1,1,9,16,22,0,2,11,1,1,5,7,4,0,2,12,7,59,13,42,38,9,34,0,0,4,0,38,18,0,8,11,221,75,0,0.0,0.0,0.0964484391103398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903809763660963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879838636164451,0.09239713056582352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024873387701121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372095120651903,0.08741128670443085,0.21580385373328956,0.10978310400670184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076859392308203,0.0,0.0,0.08513736821529956,0.10362633368564776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374022426615737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326125664119867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055881367444944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882628215816013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997380898990154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635946699947713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123401090765082,0.0,0.15809432413799746,0.0,0.0,0.2935857635442938,0.0873992250708994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042988394907936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249367194835074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733230001863408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295094808218413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048285656598541685,0.0,0.0,0.0874656256408339,0.08299628078895506,0.0,0.0,0.16805150566261146,0.0,0.0,0.0659729495419452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969605898710364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252399484064472,0.0,0.0,0.06697297071061517,0.07516826560369197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851955712400687,0.25889602123394484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499112015925274,0.0,0.10161856303711744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785973439965231,0.0,0.0,0.07875848339882043,0.0,0.20621235627062132,0.0,0.0,0.08175710974140081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991146076868205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31775844777352097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566140274149815,0.1266586080462205,0.09710462012324783,0.15692747087772008,0.0576313256984816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154900281637792,0.05829528429920716,0.07845040806136297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527315250949367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041871255016591,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DIVINExGXD,2019/03/19,"Bored on a cruise, how do I start talking to people? Im 16 and so far all I tried doing was going to the teen club but I just sat there n felt like I didnt exist.

All my friends are older than me though so I feel like I'd get along with like 18-19 year olds but idk what to do...",-1.6579870129870145,-0.14114337878788066,0.9598701298701292,104.97409090909092,88.84848484848484,3.771428571428572,12.458874458874455,3.1291,-1.8782398268398268,211,2,60,0,7,72,52,66,0.048,0.742,0.21,0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,11,12,7,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,2,7,4,7,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410553669020444,0.2177343433904468,0.2926358573461733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354716776884123,0.0,0.15923456880084308,0.0,0.17321306051105462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292138696564347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466992115446415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198145333530287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112955433616028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157243082594044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497000089526916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994440468249169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692509148776075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626783206385684
socialanxiety,playuhplayuh,2019/03/19,Terrible anxiety around family I struggled with social anxiety all my life. Over the last few years I’ve made incredible progress. I’m so happy about it. But I’ve always had the worst anxiety around my parents. And it hasn’t gone away. They love me and they are like normal parents. They have a normal relationship with my step siblings. So it’s just me. I can’t even get a word out with out stuttering. I’m so monotone and afraid to show emotion. They don’t even know who I am because I’ve never shown them my personality. It breaks my heart. I’ve tried so hard but I’m 25 and it’s just getting worse. Wtf is wrong with me.  Would therapy help?,0.3899638408999593,2.8438184503816832,2.3218481317798343,90.69638408999599,93.50381679389312,5.811329851345923,20.63519485737244,7.273561745256523,0.8661206106870232,511,18,107,10,19,169,81,131,0.196,0.7140000000000001,0.09,-0.9125,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,5,1,11,9,0,2,4,0,9,3,1,1,2,24,18,10,0,3,4,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,12,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,1,16,3,12,14,3,12,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,0,4,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300867498886851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35879721173064705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783500920985912,0.0,0.0,0.14688583766255411,0.0,0.0,0.09530293359585454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758605727526001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065211523842043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738269686191524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336157301167628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664260001212629,0.14004922734241335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852627210026736,0.10479087946761516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591994323708946,0.1274373254990428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042701015057667,0.07637944282508691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110224427311815,0.14793194414631494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057843962800152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063584709758707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34719239067595103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365093711360915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678498072183181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593681401265442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343969106313594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878751598688958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614406374065756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932301521380907,0.11105889183581724,0.17093238766235586,0.0,0.10067732785348996
socialanxiety,TBenoit4224,2019/03/19,"How to stop eyes from conveying fear? Basically anytime someone speaks to me or if I have to speak my eyes widen with fear, the rest of my face is still and expressionless but the eyes widen so much is looks like I'm a character from a horror film.
Any advice would be much appreciated.",2.4130952380952384,4.968523642857143,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,80.42857142857143,7.3047619047619055,21.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.289997619047619,228,7,47,5,6,74,43,56,0.168,0.713,0.11900000000000001,-0.2846,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,0,5,4,4,1,0,8,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,1,7,5,3,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,30,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28037728347273233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511709528098956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6457350187468486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017580908207072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409425827450768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218420079495137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431084486893385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291366278009599,0.23988000380037666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20382146613055166,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,venting-machine-,2019/03/19,"I want to go to a design expo this weekend I feel it would be beneficial to me in the field I’m currently studying. I was thinking about inviting a friend. I’m not very close to her and I’m not even sure what to expect at this expo as I’ve never attended one of these before. I feel like I’ll be boring or she will not find anything interesting there.

I don’t know why but, as a female I find it very hard to be friends and social with other females. Sometimes they are intimidating and overwhelming and it suppresses my own outward enthusiasm and energy. I wish I could invite my guy friend but he recently started dating a girl and won’t hang out with me 1:1 anymore.

Looking for encouragement. Otherwise I might attend by myself.",3.149336870026524,5.2687007931034495,5.0358620689655185,78.82419098143237,75.55172413793103,7.771883289124668,27.015915119363395,8.617729084823388,2.2130265251989387,585,23,108,12,13,200,99,145,0.071,0.7190000000000001,0.21,0.9636,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,0,2,31,23,11,0,5,6,0,3,1,3,4,0,0,0,2,8,10,0,1,6,1,0,4,6,2,0,1,1,4,17,7,17,14,1,15,0,1,1,0,11,5,0,2,7,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185217455136424,0.0,0.0,0.1508965644785643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560329977972776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464047419968391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111309502209296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543313948614248,0.1309984175001117,0.0,0.0,0.3351907807153607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250098996275078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104212484185877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815635394580914,0.0,0.0,0.1642620640363009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100774473989061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895845351414647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539832686705884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452488884581295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142500995843565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425516956384505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105416760664225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692098582456526,0.0,0.0,0.181356030643651,0.0,0.12978909325118507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282254151692028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749506295238335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30259625831725145,0.10815542984749887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654614546929867,0.0,0.21086460389606426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025964618807198,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,improvementhrowaway,2019/03/19,Tips on reducing anxiety around women? Over the past couple years I have developed pretty serious anxiety being around or interacting with women.  Even things like talking to female store associates has become difficult.  Any tips or resources on learning to be more comfortable with women and not putting them on a pedestal as much?  Unfortunately I work in a male dominated environment so I don't really have any female friends.  I searched Reddit but most of what I found are TRP type stuff which doesn't really seem my style.  Thanks in advance.,6.570131578947367,9.25009552631579,6.679144736842108,68.32713815789478,67.42105263157895,10.644736842105264,32.92763157894737,10.686352973137794,4.386394736842105,445,20,67,14,8,142,74,95,0.076,0.794,0.13,0.7968,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,7,4,14,8,3,12,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,4,3,46,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871330601082567,0.0,0.3230072480508374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758770733325493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331617022645779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335965065592909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944052569586524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314784591782515,0.16310816436817724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031409086859424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551949951519147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153468663128105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147814838137677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223049757678145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270493404637466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219262707867035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416780021011408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696875291480729,0.0,0.19436780433264944,0.0,0.0,0.14025649067297316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369540192444187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595217109217864
socialanxiety,WickedWereWolf,2019/03/24,"Need to get this out of my system. So I have a huge interest in history and because of that I have started a small reenactment group with some friends.

Since I have the most knowledge on the subject and I am the most willing to do research, I'm the leader of this group. I handel everything from making sure that we can attend events to making payments in advance. It was my idea to start it so I have to put the work in it.

I also try to organize some training days so that the group stays in good shape and it also serves as an introduction day for new members who are interested in joining but don't have a uniform yet. Those days are planned at least two weeks before the actual event.

Yesterday was one of those training days. We practice our drill, whistle signals, hand signals and take some pictures for our facebook group.

So first, this is my fault, we hadn't set a clear time to meet at the location which caused a bit of chaos. My friend wanted to go the reenactment shop in the forenoon so that's why it was hard to schedule a precise time.

Second, my friend forgot his boots. For most people not a big deal but I wanted to take some very nice photo's which wasn't possible anymore since they didn't wore Nike Airmax shoes back in the day. I got a bit frustrated, since I'm quite a perfectionist and the guys had 2 weeks to pack their gear! Why is it so hard sometimes for those people?

Next thing is that we didn't train a lot. One of our friends, who isn't in the group, came to take a look. This resulted in everyone just wanting to talk instead of training. When he was finally gone we resumed training.

Side note, I encourage having fun at the training days and in general, but we also need to get some work done.

Last thing was that suddenly everyone was tired and wanted to go home while we still had 1.5 hours planned to do stuff.

For those who are still here, thanks for reading I will now explain why I put this story here.

I don't know why, but after these days I just like a wreck. It feels like all my efforts like planning the event, doing research, etc. were for nothing. I always feel like I just want to leave the group and lock myself in my room, since apparently nobody cares. I haven't been able to stop thinking about everything that went wrong yesterday. I feel like I have no energy left to do anything anymore.

I'm so tired of not feeling appreciated. 

I've spent so much money and time already on this hobby that I can't just go away from it. I still love doing reenactment with these people. I will gladly make all arrangements and do all research. It's just that after these kinds of days I just feel worthless and it feel like all confidence leaves my body. I'm just so tired.

Thanks to whoever has read this. I just had to get it out my system.",4.0649138388122985,5.4251269221014535,4.474862142099685,86.95985153764583,71.44565217391305,7.5592788971367995,27.05037115588547,8.015777009494485,1.5419524920466599,2199,75,447,30,41,693,248,552,0.091,0.752,0.157,0.9912,1,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,10,0,2,9,31,27,1,0,29,0,46,7,3,5,7,79,92,30,0,7,14,0,9,6,4,3,3,0,2,1,42,23,0,2,11,3,3,10,12,4,0,5,23,10,47,23,64,66,18,79,0,1,1,1,34,26,0,9,45,298,89,7,0.06572859844155501,0.0,0.06414163061464463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253314282539564,0.15768940927986902,0.0546914593116129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037021570551385,0.0,0.0,0.05408903607785818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175418188899265,0.05054123501730412,0.0,0.040067543539177804,0.0,0.055930196133737814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351721188086616,0.07300965541672598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751760063187192,0.06701468669261787,0.06752137637520172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391160672281881,0.0677632988601708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672631766876638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330476183266289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256129850962219,0.11814525214955204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940612577275615,0.18782609543936746,0.0,0.07200246680421353,0.0,0.05590871225691662,0.0,0.0,0.20312700843642936,0.0,0.10302143951356753,0.0,0.11206523163144362,0.05513002990054542,0.05256916459544974,0.0,0.0,0.06508164629266562,0.0,0.0,0.11775982758235773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593114341922046,0.0,0.06472942944703093,0.0,0.0,0.07419958712801605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844622068764164,0.03612271875212783,0.05357758040903975,0.0,0.13919419057840907,0.07141431452603299,0.0,0.0,0.1926700387127703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05519546852037932,0.0,0.0,0.055880103918086683,0.0593226263093205,0.0,0.13162304955200832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048318082684009785,0.0974738458007326,0.0,0.06348108995567517,0.06990311011728531,0.0,0.0,0.06306836291477501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907879874699112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670380247105302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409911883946169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215079158893805,0.0,0.06991045513569745,0.1314927710675316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174855034057967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650072645346082,0.0,0.0930460805603444,0.07005794047039603,0.1574728308615532,0.054952051428952736,0.0,0.0,0.07524351978618006,0.0,0.0,0.061948426165154676,0.0,0.1482591780091341,0.05283015767226404,0.0,0.12102812505856153,0.0,0.0,0.08733432037124755,0.042116231876866035,0.0,0.0,0.11498062297997287,0.2266360645233982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044625403803299664,0.0,0.06420728993850447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423297736997767,0.19384215165046567,0.0,0.10544703396375082,0.0,0.0,0.06093106926197067,0.2372393466560387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570240497856257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718639041475946,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fartspatula,2019/03/24,"Wearing sunglasses eases my anxiety If I could wear sunglasses all the time and not feel like a douche bag for wearing them inside, I would. I’m seated in an outside patio at a restaurant with nice weather, wearing sun glasses. I feel easily at least 75% less anxious than I normally would at a restaurant. Thank goodness for sunglasses.",7.119754098360659,8.381007491803281,7.187008196721313,70.6972336065574,64.24590163934427,10.034426229508195,39.84016393442623,10.125756701596842,4.5695540983606575,271,15,41,6,4,87,45,61,0.085,0.6809999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,3,4,4,0,1,11,7,2,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,8,4,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25303466355163523,0.3736708093357397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640892968264153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344898993522167,0.23629890323992786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774303660119185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615952910360068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32407991239254985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30452438619483485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928719935708257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469932570454696,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GhostingLife,2019/03/24,2nd year of college and I still haven't made any friends It sucks. Everything sucks. I'm miserable.,0.7765789473684208,2.727562315789477,1.1677631578947398,95.1505921052632,110.05263157894736,6.110526315789473,25.802631578947373,7.1686216300943375,1.9328842105263158,80,4,16,2,4,24,17,19,0.473,0.527,0.0,-0.8675,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,6,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481693509390423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601417405912333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955606066366295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844553611162397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088742242853285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32970344236968857
socialanxiety,PM_ME_BEANIE_PICS,2019/03/24,"Learning To Drive Hello!

I'm 23 years old and I've driven twice in my whole life. The second time I was trying to park in a difficult spot at the request of a family member in the car, several people yelled all at once because a car was coming, and I panicked and bumped a guard rail slightly. Since then I've never been behind the wheel of anything bigger than a go-kart. 

For work it's borderline essential I get my license, and I need to do it now. I'm struggling to get past the anxiety and just do it, even though I know I could probably handle it if I could get over that hurdle. 

Do any of you have any tips for handling this stress? Hoe long did it take you to learn? Any advice would be appreciated. ",2.6071149425287388,4.215679406896555,4.177672413793104,86.63248563218393,75.6206896551724,7.040229885057474,23.117816091954023,7.793537801064563,1.05064367816092,554,16,115,8,12,185,96,145,0.10099999999999999,0.8759999999999999,0.024,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,2,10,0,12,1,0,0,2,18,22,8,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,3,0,2,5,1,11,0,18,13,2,20,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,8,74,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534197459858436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36606621271979134,0.0,0.1372674164031964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476598587199563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093820161582175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545675134817618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865287701398381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851523964045813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915551202185564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28124241633374425,0.0,0.10197714404510663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861287858489642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674036939739514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879448183366374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304890735258332,0.13839146744058267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882870300844256,0.19109260338434667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129117638344604,0.12439775613860292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934614654233051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027106715848889,0.0,0.14843062954714314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554238471362066,0.18758460263745372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349129193037283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629414667934548,0.0,0.10463009250350618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182470420495528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003329629379784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063094319108606,0.0,0.0,0.12746559883259975,0.0,0.0,0.11555036856195587
socialanxiety,DarthCalathar,2019/03/24,"Wish I could play board games I’ve just been depressed lately because of my inability to play board games. This will probably sound stupid, but I’ve really wanted to play games like Imperial Assault and Twilight Imperium for literally years now, but despite having a strong interest in these games, I’ve been completely unable to play them. I’ve gone to meet ups before, but besides my aspergers and social anxiety, I also disliked them because they’re always playing light Euro style games when I want to play heavy thematic games. I do play some games like Star Wars Rebellion with my mom, but there are lots of others that need more than 2 people I’d like to play. But i have literally no friends, and no family members who would want to do stuff like that besides my mom. 

Sorry for the rant, I’m just feeling depressed.",7.40302308802309,7.783973227272727,7.2508658008658005,73.55423520923524,63.480519480519476,10.480808080808082,33.994227994228,10.25414643259724,3.4929258297258285,663,26,115,14,9,211,96,154,0.223,0.5489999999999999,0.228,-0.267,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,6,20,3,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,21,18,10,1,7,7,2,1,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,15,1,1,2,5,0,0,3,3,11,15,15,12,3,7,0,2,0,0,15,2,0,2,8,64,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826492753497974,0.14386338359124967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226502301181353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079168331907655,0.0,0.14712182417508174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181278243609006,0.0,0.0,0.13804344603083038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978302695657157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299103076602273,0.0,0.08742144972167437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335790775207386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195034301762846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.337873152831752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699005889169273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049875833750675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820024776306854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986436773867297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641120993311547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076165195923836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624577364618485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354299910494568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792463916676886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059357512494401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882195187617102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228204100038399,0.0,0.0,0.11133940273181063
socialanxiety,gfitX,2019/03/24,"Does anyone else feel a weight lifted off their shoulders when you find out someone you know also suffers from anxiety/ depression - possibly when you least expected it? In the past few months I’ve really realised how mental health can impact us all in different ways. Finding out that your friends or people close to you also are struggling with anxiety and depression can help me feel a sense of relief as I don’t feel so alone and isolated.
Sometimes it’s those you may least expect ?
Have people had similar stories where they’ve found out someone they didn’t expect to suffer with mental illness actually does? And how did this surprise you? 
Also it would helpful to know just how many around us are dealing with mental illness to make us feel less alone.
Hope this makes sense and others relate, thank you:) 
",8.760405405405404,8.74138328378379,7.730405405405405,72.58993243243245,60.75675675675675,10.372972972972974,35.39189189189189,9.827888789773867,3.5052270270270283,658,25,106,11,8,202,98,148,0.188,0.7020000000000001,0.11,-0.9254,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,8,2,0,12,10,0,1,3,0,11,5,1,5,1,35,22,15,0,5,2,0,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,8,12,1,0,9,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,5,15,5,17,16,5,14,0,4,0,0,17,9,0,3,4,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.11089329564408272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353872707585099,0.0,0.2726263444761999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386395026146986,0.0,0.0,0.079457615379825,0.11643451027744005,0.0,0.1011610005296718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171547318381327,0.19575072076881853,0.0,0.0,0.11872645287905274,0.0,0.0,0.1988889658893284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094929111355196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298330766530348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077242735873033,0.0,0.0,0.12459707810282633,0.08779564529302794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079079092873285,0.0,0.0,0.1523369384706138,0.0,0.0,0.11286715719339308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490381961487512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517071269488854,0.11521005701089028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435580304558665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070394959158126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084793512958791,0.15756314100348198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810861547623864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279875627209179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256848095400014,0.0,0.11238987434478308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879803990401465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462165932451202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100738689058963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901997416940572,0.0,0.1383792220383888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072444690874045,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WinterSky116,2019/03/24,"Having social anxiety “for” someone else? I have social anxiety but I’m really comfortable with my boyfriend. I noticed that I felt uncomfortable when I go on double dates with him or I’m with him in a larger group of people. I realized that it’s because I started to analyze his interactions the same way I analyze my own social interactions. I have this little negative voice in my head that tells me I’m not talking enough or saying the wrong things etc. So now I think I’m doing the same thing to my bf in my head because I’m worried how he will be perceived by others and how that will effect me since I’m his girlfriend. Does this happen to anyone else? Can anyone give me some advice? I hope I’m making sense. Thanks so much.
",4.014103362391033,5.4491484178082255,5.508281444582816,79.2111270236613,71.67123287671231,8.322789539227896,26.97135740971357,8.841846274778883,2.137487671232877,583,20,109,11,11,197,89,146,0.122,0.7929999999999999,0.085,-0.5589999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,8,2,2,4,0,20,24,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,22,3,13,20,8,11,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,4,4,77,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541419412264525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276765820764235,0.0,0.0,0.20810108435262792,0.15247215593481508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814248729383908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302235451866175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486212418434041,0.0,0.0,0.15375922404355982,0.16596109876646026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287974209633073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427509183631022,0.0845714453381536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159109148891165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305441429981553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780067138603914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491454669823536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099331000153891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939155782038017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941975501225942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316525464579966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533069956433382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183386955232359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123096140716605,0.0,0.0,0.4550753604631475,0.1260851760624347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532760341652678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960684130328315,0.13006541176192152,0.13700310944475091,0.0,0.0,0.1977238504903792,0.09535064221535028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811746404125215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511225150744624,0.0,0.0,0.16269901430425432,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,666ze,2019/03/24,"How do I know I have social anxiety? Sorry for the bad English, it isn’t my first language.

Recently I have been suspecting I might have mild/moderate social anxiety. It isn’t bad and I usually just dismissed it as shyness but I did some research on the internet and I can relate to some symptoms.

I read somewhere that the difference between shyness and social anxiety is that people who are shy get used to the situation and become less nervous, while people who have social anxiety don’t. I definitely feel like I get used to the situation but it takes a while.

I also took some online test to see if I have social anxiety and in most cases it said I have mild social anxiety, but I’m not sure how accurate these tests are.

I would be very grateful if anyone could help.",4.761981818181823,6.2152492466666684,6.326848484848488,73.99009090909092,69.86666666666667,9.721212121212124,31.63636363636364,10.018931242160765,3.4492,617,27,108,16,11,211,84,150,0.191,0.7140000000000001,0.095,-0.7063,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,6,0,20,1,0,4,1,27,31,16,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,3,15,2,9,23,5,8,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,7,6,83,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838615724373308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813347682299662,0.0,0.0,0.07332498164117605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751180235567088,0.0,0.11581663115080885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372723766758917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956300332024477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302357126362298,0.07491653266495106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919925334662004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957666658553564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028969572793717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763179675348605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123239563710205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124661249706236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540222942985326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048947161025948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354285739075414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975190138067463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356489412196094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23574831478921435,0.0,0.6413881514383466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738927961374294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883528231767516,0.10899627755939756,0.07884643523551699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651035980908858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114169219267998,0.11549545566258093,0.08652571116172837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449403759831938,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,scarrillo3,2019/03/24,"I was inspired by u/3nem to share my own little free write Your walls are wood or brick or stone or straw but my walls are people. The open air closes me in because of the possibilities in a space without barriers. Your barriers are physical and made of materials other than flesh and bone, but my cage is built from words and thoughts and sensory detections. You need the sunshine and fresh scents of grass or of rain or of flowers or of a fire or of life in general. I need the dark because if the fear is based on fiction, if nothing can possibly come out of the structure of this room, then it is just the fear that I have to be afraid of. Fear without a cause is a fear that is limited. I scare easily, compared to you, but if you knew all of the things that scare me then you'd never see fear in the same way and, maybe, fear would start to see you. You swerve into oncoming traffic because of an icy surface and see your life flash before your eyes but this would never even break through the surface that is my anxiety. Your anxious moments are fleeting and sting you like a bee and you might think that mine are more like a rash but my moments are anxious more naturally than it is for you to blink. I can feel my eyelids move against my eyes themselves when I blink, and when I swallow I can feel the saliva swish across my cheeks and down my throat, and when I breathe I can feel the air travel into my lungs and I can feel it stop and I can feel my bones beneath my skin. Your bones make up a being that might look at me for two seconds, when I thought only one was necessary, but it wasn't necessary at all because I am not even worth looking at, so please stop looking at me but please don’t forget to see me. I see you and I can hear you laugh or jostle your belongings or settle into your position or think about your next meal. I see you and I forget how to breathe. You are the thing that haunts me and halts me and holds me in place. You say to go outside and to enjoy the freeness and to soak up the light but when that light touches my skin, I am that much more vulnerable. Without the light, only the fears can see me. I am closed in, in your walls, but my walls never end, my walls appear and appear and appear and they move but they don't stop or quit or rest or disappear. You have a life without walls and with walls, you have a life with choices, a life of choice. My decisions have to decide if they're functional and they aren't and they never are and they won't be no matter how long I toss and turn the ball of thought over and over again. If I am not encased and enclosed and secured in one spot where my walls can't find their way into, where there are only your walls, then I am not safe. You are always safe in your head, whether the world passes you by or strikes you down. I am not safe in dangers that are not rational and that YOU cannot see and that YOU cannot imagine. I am safe in your possible danger and you are safe from the fears that you don’t even know exist. But if you did know… then they would know about you. I keep them to myself, for myself. All of the frightening things are mine. You are mine. You don't acknowledge me, you don’t notice me, I am not here to you. I am yours.",5.0148868778280535,4.860734018099548,5.189321266968324,88.13656108597286,68.54751131221721,8.368627450980393,28.0105580693816,7.793537801064563,1.3824377073906482,2526,73,562,26,39,795,249,663,0.152,0.7759999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9952,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,43,8,2,19,28,2,11,32,0,65,22,15,5,7,151,102,78,0,11,43,0,9,2,0,6,5,2,1,0,23,45,2,16,19,2,2,10,26,13,0,4,9,29,112,16,76,83,10,89,0,0,14,0,55,53,0,25,25,419,135,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008981958888899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605154539813671,0.13601391997876802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678533376206473,0.0,0.05122433135213929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618402508105901,0.0,0.05185551714089602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331783834934227,0.0,0.0,0.11928125585118506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419187145278246,0.15219038143852406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502016836161006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03421208908581308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178083732188922,0.0,0.0678478748965664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053507027380047034,0.0,0.0,0.09925025706728942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259924707612,0.058819710918786426,0.060334525237722224,0.0,0.053273613511139684,0.15165426714384378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696110018939773,0.04018284200606788,0.0,0.06047729756140562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772179607062376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796256179116436,0.0442526872565854,0.08927257404077288,0.18571460329186604,0.0,0.06402158981582677,0.0,0.0,0.057761905788037235,0.06853617941848211,0.0,0.0,0.08158387094791435,0.13735059118599366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173393121508343,0.0,0.06289442551485734,0.13215934299511328,0.0,0.2035936620314048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402831683777449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787211543271761,0.12053802788007795,0.0,0.3837620984995008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042608676449517054,0.0,0.0,0.15098545788105158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997925470563785,0.07714529774955539,0.0,0.1433722111669888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547847919149842,0.05880500556744659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556523921784188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321161058457727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828946515824702,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ShortPurpleGiraffe,2019/03/24,"Getting Invited Does anyone with SA like getting invited to things?  For me, I like being included so getting invited to go do things, events, dinner, etc. is fun even though it does get my anxiety up.  ",4.722342342342344,6.749865378378381,6.122702702702704,73.13288288288291,70.89189189189189,10.33873873873874,33.954954954954964,10.504223727775694,4.308484684684686,157,8,26,5,3,53,29,37,0.04,0.762,0.198,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305684394575726,0.0,0.0,0.18559813672954026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645674465395181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960298914007389,0.1753171375366991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5547147695674023,0.0,0.1508526755073322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593560054871433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526860838055134,0.0,0.26078827713686553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pinkmoonmilk,2019/03/24,Post date anxiety So I worked up the courage to ask someone I've been crushing on out on a date. They said yes and the date lasted awhile and we talked the entire time but I'm not sure they feel the same way. I know im going to have to wait it out and see because I dont want to be pushy or needy but I'm miserable. I'm throwing up in the mornings before work and I can barely sleep. I've been taking melatonin to fall asleep but even then I'm having constant stress dreams. I feel like crying out of frustration from chest pains and nausea. I just want to be proud of where I am and I'm considering going back on medication to deal with this. I have some days off from work soon and I'm worried about how I'm going to keep busy. I suppose it would be the perfect time to go see my doctor but I feel ashamed that I cant do it on my own.,1.1984221311475416,2.721958989071041,2.862974726775956,94.90790471311479,79.327868852459,5.6678961748633885,20.727117486338802,6.322622252153567,-0.016639071038251796,657,17,156,5,16,217,106,183,0.205,0.695,0.1,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,5,8,10,1,3,7,1,14,6,3,1,2,33,38,15,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,12,0,2,4,1,0,6,3,5,0,0,3,6,16,5,26,31,3,31,0,1,2,0,7,12,0,2,12,92,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758630125549545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436963555610728,0.0,0.0,0.1181920666695097,0.0,0.09369905139129676,0.0,0.1307943002978501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661038862806489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884116685022274,0.09912903002076726,0.1584663361290063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732678760203994,0.0,0.0,0.1801447874671003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152277238756008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331583518247332,0.10980912114060336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494234974348577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603116041020638,0.0,0.0,0.1366228513375975,0.0,0.0,0.08447397024575462,0.12529264378933685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509402983181339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484477338220734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355629105851505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720990284726668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621163357498235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497096315919306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381913947385248,0.0,0.13023640254185706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607214736756668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486809657255798,0.0,0.1155693870270668,0.12354477518452225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925689722854204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132207891943286,0.12200636168745498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33570405508846324,0.15609807053471228,0.0,0.10918984779328292,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sammsollo,2019/03/24,"I don't have friends but i met today a middle school friend of an ex-friend of mine on the bus we had a really enjoyable conversation, we clicked immediately but i think i gave the vibe that i don't wanna have friends. So we didn't change numbers and i'm not sure if i feel good or bad about it. So as you can tell I love being alone & commitment free but I low-key feel bad about not changing numbers with her as she seemed to want to, yes I like her and her current friend group it would be very nice to hang out with them but i think about all the time and energy I'd save if I don't have friends, idk I'm not even sure why I'm posting this, but do you think I should try and contact her ""I know her Facebook"" or move on. Does anyone here feel the same as me about having friends or do you think it helped you more to be motivated if you have people around that inspires you? Also I'm posting this here instead of r/introvert because I'm socially awkward and I'm not sure if we met again I'll be this talkative with her as this time was all about catching up and stuff.",2.283497584541063,3.51129559130435,3.5020289855072453,92.71338164251208,75.69565217391305,6.850241545893723,24.082125603864736,7.3871296695380915,0.7396618357487923,846,26,199,10,18,275,118,230,0.124,0.653,0.223,0.9840000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,6,1,1,14,20,0,1,7,1,20,1,0,1,6,54,40,25,0,8,16,0,3,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,10,15,0,0,11,0,1,3,8,3,0,0,6,4,33,18,25,28,4,16,0,0,1,1,34,6,0,8,6,129,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776102701763873,0.0,0.09092748364323967,0.0,0.12319611735385776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950311298779046,0.0,0.0,0.10121892554442954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987291508859175,0.06931171078174281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24056337275741185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950142507762044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509912782469083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247350968939285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6149214209287617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953678800927522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621208347084657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062487669910424926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554907546931338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262053408751104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084727876338094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882668100489991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779025633350108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284044100246544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507253896235099,0.0,0.10351007066213454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115904915195137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016163759878635,0.0,0.0,0.3214884930650874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938059822494098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914227152669672,0.0,0.0,0.1326011526461554,0.0,0.1077762430419862,0.0,0.0,0.07719622439315285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381609428152704,0.06706441156978153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025984096416758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077066990726772,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,giveheramicrophone,2019/03/24,"Does anyone else look like they shouldn’t have SA? Sorry for two posts in a row. 

Ironically, one of the main contributors to my SA is the fact that by all means, I shouldn’t have it. Or at least I look that way. So many people have told me that they’re “shocked” by how shy I am. That or they’ll believe that my shyness is me being rude/stuck-up. This isn’t helped by the fact that I’m a Black woman and we’re kind of expected to be loud, talkative and sassy. Growing up in an area where this stereotype was pretty much true, I was *hated* for my “weird” personality. 

I’m blessed to say that I had a pretty amazing childhood with no traumas (if we’re not counting school teasing). On top of this, I’ve been told even by strangers that I’m  very attractive. Basically, by all means, I “shouldn’t” have this disorder. I should be an effortlessly social butterfly, confident and loud. So why am I not this way? Where did I go wrong? Anxiety runs in my family for sure so I’m comforted by this fact. Other people however do not know this. I feel like people see me as a big fat waste and I hate myself for it. All this potential yet too stupid to live up to it. 

Man, that was a ramble lol ",1.4064506172839482,3.465569032921813,3.120889917695475,90.72108796296301,80.89300411522633,6.683744855967077,21.23611111111111,7.793537801064563,0.7879,917,27,204,16,24,304,135,243,0.136,0.708,0.156,0.7942,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,1,9,17,4,0,10,1,24,1,1,1,8,29,40,12,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,5,1,3,0,3,21,5,1,0,4,0,0,3,8,8,0,2,8,8,21,9,27,24,6,20,1,0,4,0,11,12,0,3,4,130,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703433753417048,0.0,0.0,0.09783158856605388,0.1433591110166233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763591754408718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035433038351554,0.0,0.12244026823735488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688075108532285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241231819618123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189909625989818,0.0,0.07074505976081415,0.0999550662874912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795167297709881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762735347048593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937818522279329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456995953614977,0.07689344207272625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671047817644896,0.0,0.12354721459638845,0.0,0.23498616427362726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418515121839773,0.0,0.3048161801967631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285337926590173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480979959400652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909976402540335,0.122168090740849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339995753033383,0.28468703378438864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126575921396957,0.0,0.14160111301232708,0.11149387503855383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262538346008413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662301507877965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186791812413867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26738892106535045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366762995723379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544425358581865,0.0,0.2221155008489704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625122491917204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297472453862607,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dontwannabeshygirl,2019/03/24,"How do I date as an inexperienced mid 20s female?? I am a kissless virgin. Physical intimacy for some reason terrifies me. It just does not come natural for me. Idk if not growing up in an affectionate family is the reason for this or what. I did still feel loved even though affection wasn’t shown that much in my family. 

The older I get the more I do feel the urge to express my love physically but it’s like something is holding me back and I fear that I will make a mistake and be judged by the guy I am seeing. I’ve made the mistake of telling guys that I’m not in a relationship with that I’m a virgin but I’ve never told anyone that I’ve never kissed a guy before. 

I really want to at least kiss a guy but I just put too much pressure on the whole thing. I want to kiss a guy I’m attracted to but I’m still so scared to do so. Anything physical makes me feel anxious because I feel like it’s a performance and I’m being judged.

 Besides therapy, what can I do to overcome this. Do I tell guys about my inexperience and risk them judging me and looking like a big loser. Or do I just force myself to kiss a guy and deal with whatever happens ( for example i might look foolish because I hit their head or something)?",2.4843628834933185,4.077472407114627,4.593156408808586,83.59006587615286,75.91699604743083,7.8230001882175815,26.27686805947675,8.563005593585519,1.8401524185958973,961,36,201,19,21,332,134,253,0.152,0.7070000000000001,0.141,-0.4428,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,13,18,0,4,19,0,17,9,1,7,2,43,41,19,0,5,14,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,7,13,9,0,1,6,0,0,3,6,7,0,0,4,7,28,11,23,32,6,18,0,1,3,8,17,8,0,6,10,137,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091753594621166,0.0,0.06757272885135521,0.0,0.07952624313183079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430996807529512,0.0,0.11782133460855886,0.0,0.08223327126296136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324654895373966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996312926119028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457005725204801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638296138448117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822066266723488,0.1087465357719618,0.19545575456184125,0.06903942469464816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049025730312474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6698195126509826,0.08545817213875381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918021807680713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163983548195774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230602604966274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744422139933456,0.09144282569763286,0.12901550726298344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251945535673253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208260563790853,0.0,0.14906899657710684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971495957779503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190986974344796,0.1987234245034576,0.0,0.10375487697008194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675320382440564,0.0,0.07700933304870455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879593288252765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435318679281645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893472380058172,0.0,0.110515925114401,0.0,0.06420312598656369,0.0,0.0949480196789966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234337970913184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140012039346557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789477963771436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Deborah_99,2019/03/24,"I’m in a restaurant with my family and I’m not saying a word and I’m acting weirdly... Yes so... it’s happening right now.
I don’t know what to do, I can’t say a word (how can I talk now if I’ve been quiet for all this time).
Since I don’t know what to do besides acting weirdly I’m just gonna post this.

I hate myself 
I hate my life 
I’m horrible.

I don’t need replies, just needed to write this.
",-2.135579710144928,-0.3587644130434757,1.2521739130434817,99.74028985507248,95.30434782608695,4.371014492753623,15.27536231884058,5.985473137389443,-0.7832420289855069,302,7,79,3,12,108,53,92,0.17600000000000002,0.7909999999999999,0.033,-0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,3,1,8,1,0,1,1,16,21,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,3,10,0,6,19,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408324729979533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22590948869352195,0.0,0.0,0.5044434759109585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807970385969925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18044458750303724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788525363957183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446677044503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21816825682180846,0.0,0.4063167786789776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21132575081480587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053354832560892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896543202427998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theflyingroar,2019/03/24,"got a cashier job i’ve always struggled with severe social anxiety. i go out of my way to avoid almost all social situations, but for some reason i decided to apply for a cashier job at cvs. i got hired and took it because it pays well and i’ve been looking for a job for a very long time. i just had my first day and it was one of the most anxiety inducing days of my life. it was so hard having to nail down everything to say to the customers and not fuck up (even though i fucked up a lot) but i actually finished it. it was only one day but i’m proud of myself. i never thought i’d be able to handle a position like this but i did it and i hope it gets easier going forward",1.6544977168949764,2.991210500000001,4.107054794520547,87.28720319634705,77.56164383561644,7.3324200913242015,23.81050228310503,8.07648339933343,1.2194036529680363,527,17,118,9,12,185,89,146,0.107,0.752,0.141,0.8472,3,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,2,2,8,0,8,3,0,2,2,25,20,11,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,4,0,1,4,2,4,1,3,10,3,13,4,20,9,4,18,0,0,1,2,3,6,2,5,10,81,22,5,0.14004014196404402,0.0,0.13665897752356815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402299734203944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652461649595774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142606505915384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853671707356769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709429190047565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249519301721676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585904975680184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911807321507613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589297093379489,0.07316519423250538,0.0,0.1591760798090084,0.0,0.22400578887815428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544846051265174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909145912252435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169046970527717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891449374822446,0.06841653966283243,0.0,0.0,0.12393111883190785,0.11759844923878728,0.0,0.0,0.11905712081496275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800759068357636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978964892439315,0.10650683841413544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398458959174545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136554168953376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820549957773736,0.0,0.0,0.15741098701952608,0.0,0.2855065781228325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640036235547646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758872845703635,0.11117623008379857,0.0816585329522238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558975046711826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554778331045118,0.0,0.11115734635899577,0.0,0.0,0.12591290577061742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,inkminnk,2019/03/24,"Help!Is this a good way to tell somebody I no longer want to be friends!? (persons name) the following is bad news so if you're not in the right mental headspace I would avoid this text for awhile.









I thought a lot about a perfect way to approach this subject and I realize there is no good way to have this conversation.I can only treat you the same way I would want to be treated in this scenario.With clarity and honesty. I dont think we should hangout anymore.You're not a bad person.It just given my personality this is an unhealthy friendship.By avoiding the topic would only prolong or delay the inevitable making it much worse.So for the sake of clossure Im calling it. Best wishes for you own path.",2.7481366459627314,5.2282832753623225,3.389068322981366,88.32130434782611,78.56521739130434,5.392132505175984,28.697722567287784,6.5431188927421005,1.3823896480331266,564,26,107,5,14,177,91,138,0.145,0.674,0.18100000000000002,0.6579999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,2,4,11,0,2,11,0,12,0,0,1,1,27,20,5,0,8,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,3,3,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,10,7,12,12,5,10,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,1,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25435450275065363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598459351792735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553136463806305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851287177577718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767873578424284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555103734311752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209400632930613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452709881768607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949336546017312,0.0,0.0,0.10167191578363054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349840552126398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196956878439493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168591439741784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39898859533147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007677976114213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313063968482855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759775347288124,0.0,0.12092165587559127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796794982490041,0.4836044674058494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751555436465032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246021198681429,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fluffy2418,2019/03/24,"PRODUCT THAT HELPS ANXIETY Hi I am a design student and I have created a product that I think would help with anxiety and reduce panic attacks, please can someone help by messaging me so I can ask what you think about my product??? Would be massively helpful- thank you!!!!!!",2.0422000000000007,4.86618752,3.3675,82.05125000000002,93.8,6.5,30.25,7.645422480735847,2.9288000000000003,216,12,35,5,8,70,36,50,0.163,0.521,0.316,0.866,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,11,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,26,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464280019065177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116761935988886,0.257590375327158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6070698512436378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26566017806684816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854593223340385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184860917614704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846111192934935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901671499274287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216907105302452,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,liliithrising,2019/03/24,"Familly meeting I drank too much. I feel awful. I feel sick.
I was feeling pretty good before that. I develloped a routine. And just one evening with my family bring all these emotions. I talked too much last night. I gave too much info about things i needed to keep for myself. I know this is not true but this is what im feeling. This is why i feel sick.",-0.10227272727272664,2.218345944444444,1.5488383838383832,95.61636363636364,96.5,3.7292929292929298,17.656565656565657,5.565023196281405,-0.4361555555555556,276,8,58,2,11,89,50,72,0.14800000000000002,0.75,0.102,-0.6388,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,2,16,15,2,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,2,1,1,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,12,2,4,12,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,41,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734360305335808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344358997162577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765442535474018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964726635460177,0.0,0.5268978604880429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480643399897722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251211569557978,0.0,0.0,0.1852465180857052,0.0,0.0,0.1145380051996848,0.1698839233443812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596212851814136,0.15453515464557796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558092020666898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122563675337338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203033754841413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675139934977764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845993859755715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805977553432734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NormieInTheMaking,2019/03/24,"Has anyone found a way to get rid of the trembling voice? Other than medicines. Is there a natural way to stop the trembling voice when speaking from occurring, like controlling your breathing, speaking slowly etc.? Does anyone have a method that they've tested and find to be helpful when talking in front of audience?",7.269642857142857,9.175132392857149,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,64.35714285714286,8.457142857142857,35.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.2915142857142854,258,12,40,4,4,76,44,56,0.11699999999999999,0.747,0.136,0.2824,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,2,5,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,1,8,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,25,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022430040890081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226077878241778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517118552358193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32078973128565785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628937309235541,0.0,0.0,0.31537759318107544,0.0,0.0,0.1502777312687185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927960821351956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052422698577294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404762442545001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311906028990488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566235079373211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amberjadej,2019/03/24,"Side effects of medication?? I'm starting to realize I have a mild/moderate case of social anxiety disorder. It explains so much about the way I've been my whole life. It's definitely not severe or crippling, but something is definitely there.

 Anyway, I'm thinking of going to a psychologist or my primary care doctor, but I've heard some bad things about the side effects of SSRI's and I was wondering how many of you guys have side effects from the medications. ",6.067586206896548,7.435294781609201,7.425919540229888,67.64853448275863,66.70114942528735,10.857471264367817,36.339080459770116,10.864195022040775,4.498135632183909,374,19,62,11,6,128,60,87,0.09,0.779,0.132,0.5722,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,5,0,5,4,0,4,0,15,14,7,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,5,1,10,11,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,1,41,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356490958974713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894378669419156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313223869004052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260027627549468,0.23222441198198024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894286386523265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246498865671145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602542054934299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300237984798188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571216001450961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678514469795336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563132628879936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23127869388222835,0.0,0.17466565372206275,0.0,0.0,0.1605889880950323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507310146749302,0.14537749508095188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008920179949486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533068189907792,0.0,0.0,0.24604498577970144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,requinox------,2019/03/24,Jobless people of reddit What do thou jobless people of reddit get up to and do with most of your time?,2.21142857142857,4.340778000000004,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,78.52380952380952,4.2,20.02380952380953,3.1291,-0.219876190476191,82,2,15,0,2,27,15,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281109299722237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8707704332477175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661994951038915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OMAN155,2019/03/24,How do I get my face to stop going red whenever I get the slightest bit of attention? Seriously it’s all I think about now when I’m in a group of people. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve just got up and left my staff room because my face got red it’s so annoying.,4.87420765027322,2.889802868852464,6.654754098360659,83.56715846994537,69.49180327868854,10.756284153005463,30.169398907103826,9.725611199111238,2.2281759562841525,209,6,53,4,3,74,46,61,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.75,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,1,0,2,0,2,2,2,2,1,8,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,8,0,6,7,2,9,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,4,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866797577693892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378932106012095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234013491184938,0.0,0.1758956546812396,0.0,0.495069924254795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33627202900397146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137838373759177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456793050801967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875537634977025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27051613770785377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831473341486408,0.0,0.0,0.18047160265757603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,usernametaken9870,2019/03/24,"Hmm. I just realised something. So basically I'm a hermit. Haven't had friends in a long time. Even growing up during my high school years I was always quiet and uncomfortable around people. Even people I've known for 10 years. It's really nothing new to me. Without getting too detailed here we go.

Last week I went to the DMV for the first time in 10 years. The second I walked in panic set it. I can just breathe and calm myself down so I'm kind of fortunate on that front. But I remained uncomfortable the entire time I was there.

Similar situations happen all the time waiting in line at the store so it wasn't a totally new experience. Just 10 people compared to 200-300 at the DMV is the difference there.

One of my jobs I work for a d.j. just came home from a sweet 16 that was just off the fucking charts. 14 moving heads, 3 led walls, massive sound system. That's not really important tho. Been doing this for a few years now and I'm just now thinking about this. During the introductions the d.j. has to go emcee. So I'm standing behind the mixer, on a stage, with a giant led screen behind me. I don't know how to mix. I don't listen to dance music. I'm pretty much shitting myself sweating clammy hands heart rate through the roof and I manage to just fake my way through the shit. In front of almost 500 people. Big difference between the store and the DMV. Those places I'm just another asshole waiting in line. This situation I'm the 3rd most important person behind the family being introduced and the emcee introducing them. One fuck up and it's just like oh shit...

So if I'm able to deal with that kind of pressure why the fuck can't  I just behave like a normal human being would when out among society? 

What in the actual fuck is wrong with me?

I'm gonna stop there. I'm 99.999999999999% sure I just got tinnitus. ",2.0706863734679146,4.461079449315072,3.544545782263878,86.75798666186012,80.53424657534245,6.3626532083633744,21.660057678442683,7.573540080772713,0.9605342465753424,1449,44,285,23,38,476,196,365,0.109,0.825,0.067,-0.9339,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,1,2,30,19,7,2,30,0,18,12,8,3,3,45,45,17,0,3,15,0,1,2,1,2,0,3,1,2,13,14,0,3,3,1,2,12,7,11,0,4,9,6,23,8,46,32,5,58,0,0,1,4,7,23,7,3,20,177,36,4,0.0973562519970822,0.0,0.09500565814096447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748822329361352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100820070831234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208651886692756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666770500144985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113496162831967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037002091031208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343312422996784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860577251078467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523309565324448,0.09177880989830813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281117821425375,0.0,0.0,0.07521719879032084,0.3600171447742319,0.050864623437358036,0.0,0.11065960317129904,0.0,0.07786468838494247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609181211706006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991560182838753,0.0,0.0,0.11536762736861972,0.0,0.1028622254640628,0.09765625869666024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661105779098232,0.0,0.0,0.20276310974253275,0.053504450011648295,0.07935833934348238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512669414307323,0.0,0.0,0.08615721939483204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034742885261646,0.07156804717178178,0.0,0.0,0.18805454968797428,0.0,0.0,0.09538845626761114,0.0934159495038368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194223190565674,0.0,0.0,0.11422658514225573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699782673578096,0.08500772403815628,0.10171656211498392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990463084854149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473781595727695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852972462327957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998043808842124,0.0,0.2188650126235544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494959918348222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813941859939525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175711534333393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238195520657009,0.0,0.0,0.2270768538309519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727686127476155,0.07809331291346595,0.0,0.0,0.09025022097184623,0.08784887463105484,0.0,0.0,0.09384795275923301,0.0,0.07087651096124094,0.0,0.0,0.06915908813139747,0.10644377831832952,0.0,0.2507769373440687
socialanxiety,AshieGiddy,2019/03/24,"Do I have a speech impediment? It feels like every time I talk I always stutter, and it’s not because of my social anxiety. Even when I talk to myself, I’m finding it difficult to form words properly or say basic phrases. It doesn’t only happen when I’m talking to strangers or when I’m nervous but when talking to my parents and friends as well. 

Earlier today my dad and I were driving to the store and found a parking lot. It took me several tries to say the word “there.” And that’s only one of many examples I have. Whenever I talk, I’m always repeating simple words and mispronouncing them. This is honestly making me even more anxious. Do I have some type of speech impediment? I’m healthy physically, but mentally that’s another story. Idk...",3.04333004926108,5.429606855172416,4.969285714285714,77.88250000000002,77.0,8.280788177339902,30.357142857142854,9.04235418022936,3.0619556650246316,594,29,106,15,14,203,87,145,0.064,0.82,0.11599999999999999,0.8852,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,20,18,15,0,0,5,2,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,3,1,1,3,5,15,4,10,15,4,9,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,4,8,69,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24826092285291354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564291834847791,0.11412298200690972,0.16853195705191526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093929345357073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706515814801398,0.0,0.12569134438825294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543034663603777,0.10657486647950816,0.0,0.0,0.13634864215009007,0.0,0.0,0.16356915946127046,0.11525679513197727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192017931135114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288225349227798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268282684575873,0.0,0.0,0.09957941075807036,0.15124602016111724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503392618925331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108884029567866,0.22691759724226734,0.0,0.0,0.16564773774130942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23726928253668497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853195705191526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207114319876494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5995297923690751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086988583868188,0.0,0.1414060522064075,0.0,0.1657454716392964,0.10128404023531594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134131547160208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gab6e,2019/03/24,"How to win friends and influence people (this will change your life) Just found the answer, it is a so fits all.
Joke, not for the socially anxious.

But on a serious note, how do you meet and connect with people?

I do have people i casually talk a bit now and then, and that’s enough, i like time for myself.
A particular area i’m trying to work on is dating, because you know, socially anxious/mild depressed doesn’t mean i don’t get hungry anymore...

So, for those that managed, how did you do it? Any practical tips?

Cheers!",1.9089055604589609,4.3304496699029125,3.4132744924977945,87.268773168579,81.4271844660194,6.463901147396292,23.92674315975287,7.686295010490155,1.3229300970873783,408,15,81,7,11,134,72,103,0.063,0.7709999999999999,0.166,0.8978,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,0,2,7,8,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,4,1,17,15,11,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,9,6,8,12,3,8,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,55,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388042032401812,0.0,0.0,0.4448210018779751,0.19524515732000491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001197972094872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493437331655105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826557509074084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695664634799689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342248093061485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158611300214345,0.15210362467949526,0.0,0.10285803934744968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819627577385688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905725251895565,0.09618222438244453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144524591688195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094609382252448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013745491222545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582390945683709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479825460127448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366387313073208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332592007172695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Maverunner,2019/03/24,Can talking to people on skype video chat make you less nervous about talking to people in real life? Can talking to people on Skype video chat make you less nervous about talking to people in real life?,3.647368421052629,6.460944526315793,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,77.42105263157895,3.8,25.28947368421053,3.1291,0.5239263157894736,164,6,26,0,4,50,16,38,0.099,0.9009999999999999,0.0,-0.4541,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,10,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719336574035845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569874386165641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338147105047771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382090848040411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6188894854562593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,darag4321,2019/03/24,"Need help. Ok so bare with me while I try to explain I'm trying to figure out do I have social anxiety.  Iv been to a doctor about this and they just give me ssri medication which didn't do anything.
I find it very hard to communicate with people I know most if the time. I can get really awkward all if a sudden like extreme flushing cannot look the person in the eye and feel like physically weak when this happens and embarrassed. this nearly always happens after I laugh at something to.  with strangers this isn't really a problem most if the time but it happens sometimes with them aswell. this all started at the age of 16 and that was the worst time I thought I was going to have a heart attack or something because I didn't know what was happening  . another weird thing is when I have sunglasses on I feel fine and never get awkward . can someone with that knows more than me explain what this is??",3.9788282504012855,5.655773528089888,4.748346709470308,83.6648314606742,72.14606741573033,7.3329052969502415,27.882825040128413,7.957251820313856,1.7884690208667733,720,27,137,10,14,232,106,178,0.126,0.8,0.07400000000000001,-0.8808,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,5,13,1,3,10,1,17,6,2,0,3,34,37,14,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,14,11,0,0,10,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,7,5,16,5,21,30,6,18,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,6,13,100,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980123641225705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097349495908732,0.11014278195994463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848163278207995,0.0,0.0,0.16379576932868994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776765726154623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736759195833754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559921370076231,0.10285791761340374,0.0,0.0,0.13159329084095098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044513331140028,0.1381168245978968,0.08182601986523948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092771075725031,0.0,0.12897601491742508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706146325910307,0.09650542377060374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373796433783353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068076410171884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209052648498482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504269570666872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675786852066968,0.11104471565671524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981622215744897,0.1257160430094341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776750890758402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447199725932129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676744747808082,0.12199209886912693,0.22168260922410316,0.14239793132327475,0.0,0.1019083750438236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565259085597316,0.0,0.0,0.11430245577469607,0.2518642027444941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550323280170204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879693511600453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WarlordKiller,2019/09/20,"Social anxiety because of Fap? I know here is not no fap subreddit but i think fap and social anxiety are fully  related to each other.
When you fap your hormone gets unbalanced and due to nature of fap you will crave to do it again and again. But for doing this you need callorie.so you will eat junk foods and high calory foods. Sequence of this behavior will make you fat. And because of beign fat you cant wear good tshirt abd clothes.so you will feel aweful about your self and isolate yourself from social and going out. You will not believe in your self obviously others will not believe in you too.
Tv,instagram and lot of similar things will make your feel even worse because they bombarment you with this message that others are better than you  in every aspect and you worth nothing.
I think its a vicous cycle. We should break it to live and feel normal.",4.863954695611138,6.837859208588959,5.009202453987733,81.48146767343087,70.41104294478527,7.7147711184520995,26.648890986314306,8.384062270229773,1.9098970268994817,693,23,122,11,13,217,97,163,0.076,0.879,0.045,-0.6387,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,16,1,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,14,6,3,2,1,32,25,13,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,11,14,5,0,6,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,21,2,18,17,2,11,0,0,0,0,24,5,0,1,4,89,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282136941624173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663339698726489,0.0,0.0,0.3281624553909703,0.0,0.12880267905818135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902137523369582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619081019130336,0.0,0.12270410826919716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209129069020398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522058148921468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608848721164105,0.0,0.08276795571989394,0.12215206644960358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387179925596248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003740881893855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859872905337974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238140116979212,0.0,0.0,0.1944255248205156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079868060186895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269177366062294,0.1397410970306238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038589745551685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44537085931811626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675369054365464,0.186634571543338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484149176838489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sarieli320,2019/09/20,"I need a rental sister or something like that. Socially, I am worse than a hikikomori and I'm not even kidding. My social anxiety level is hugely high. Because of that, I want a cute, sweet and very, very socially awkward girlfriend to follow me everywhere I go. In exchange, she will be able to live with me here in Brazil for free. If the girl doesn't like the idea of being my girlfriend, she might pretend to be, which is pretty nice since nowadays everyone pretends to be something they are not (let's don't get hypocritical...). She can leave my apartment whenever she wants as well. Otherwise, it is impossible for someone like me to make friends or anything. At the moment, I just want a trustful company. Psychotherapy is not working at all. Sorry for the short text, it's because I have to study more than 10 hours a day. By the way, DM me if interested.",3.8989721254355416,5.981617085365857,4.807839721254356,81.45719512195123,73.26829268292683,7.612543554006969,30.61672473867597,8.418075326091056,2.4587505226480832,678,31,125,12,14,220,109,164,0.077,0.716,0.207,0.9746,1,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,4,12,0,1,10,0,17,0,0,1,1,19,26,7,0,6,8,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,2,2,2,5,1,1,0,0,1,18,12,20,19,2,15,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,5,6,85,23,1,0.15512332245534186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866891708713158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765327701707965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912347513230449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004170995141692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245749147885584,0.0,0.0,0.14822698227002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984789412895823,0.0,0.08104553350389149,0.0,0.08816015896973957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389630703546498,0.0,0.0,0.1527652254047443,0.0,0.0,0.17511534937637654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16425320044063016,0.0,0.15862410713723354,0.0,0.2273562593100165,0.0,0.13697673571907998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354602229128043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456133118974142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150219780401542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781618677817166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831961533524214,0.0,0.0,0.4743860763077569,0.13143548772220295,0.2388430245319301,0.0,0.1736478593552899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25598597370844145,0.2744872640725769,0.12312967296872546,0.0,0.0,0.13947449644945026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293162625734254,0.0,0.1580839181381886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnyoneIntrigued19,2019/09/20,"I don't know what to do anymore.. I'm an autistic guy, and unfortunately have very serve social anxiety, but if you see me you wouldn't think it, but its getting to the point i can't work, and even my family make me have panic attacks.. I've been doctors had every single medication basically, now on pregabs. But my girlfriend is doing so well, but i feel i'm holding her back, meh But I need to get up and do it but i can't I've done the CBT, etc. Its just getting too much is negative thoughts common with this? I have so much potential man..",1.3792839903459362,3.3814680707964615,3.662381335478681,87.10198712791633,80.68141592920355,6.586967015285603,24.432019308125504,7.686295010490155,1.2443699115044242,424,16,91,7,11,146,75,113,0.128,0.84,0.033,-0.8598,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,8,3,1,1,3,0,15,2,0,1,0,20,27,12,0,3,8,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,4,2,13,1,6,22,4,6,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,3,66,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615849145396013,0.0,0.202441590314962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322267495859237,0.0,0.15696296792968426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089351697852131,0.0,0.20889532758073096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22765832644758244,0.13482559460576807,0.0,0.17198788870852824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924351041973869,0.0,0.1032139971580814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199476803624128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212027577777256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218422231039653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625801122961378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056389729306648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001173065975703,0.15135942094771815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395019595298421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296833658383106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162664764723924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080842955379529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079792670567558,0.0,0.16205600354048388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842819699084507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353691511194128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860869068890664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,intervention197,2019/09/20,"Do I have social anxiety? Okay so, I don't really know if this counts as being socially anxious but sometimes I feel like i do and other times I feel like i dont.
So the situation with me is that, I can easily talk to people 1 on 1, whether it's making new friends or talking to a teacher after class. I don't really over think that much to what I'm about to say as most people with social anxiety I've heard do. I don't mind going up to strangers and asking for help or talking to waiters, grocery store accountants, etc. I have plenty of friends and in fact people consider me pretty outgoing. I can get along with pretty much anyone and I can get by in groups.

But here's where I fail at social situations. 
If I'm in a group of let's say 6-7 people and somehow the attention is focused at me for a long time. I'll awkward the fuck up, I feel anxious and I'll get a lot of adrenaline and my body in some cases shake and my voice gets shakey. I have stage freight but most people do right? Most people do get nervous when performing or giving a speech, some are just better at hiding it, I'm not cause shaking is pretty noticeable and when I'm trying to hide it, it just gets worse. In fact my face will even begin to twitch. Andd Like if someone asks me to tell a story I can't gather my thoughts and talk for long. Most of the time in groups I can participate without getting anxious and without being quiet either, but if someone goes Oh tell us a story or some shit, oh god I hate that shit. Also I get super  nervous in games like taboo or pictionary. 
The story thing will happen even with people im comfortable with, like family members (has happened 1 on 1 too)

tl;dr do I have social anxiety?",3.0767165446248512,4.435597796561608,4.7336326010824585,84.14727687572963,73.8997134670487,7.348020800169798,25.533375782659448,7.921354282810032,1.4637792847288549,1337,44,268,19,27,452,169,349,0.14,0.6729999999999999,0.188,0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,4,14,21,4,5,12,1,29,6,4,2,2,59,58,32,0,4,20,0,3,5,2,2,1,6,0,0,11,17,0,1,7,1,2,3,8,10,0,0,2,9,29,11,44,51,12,31,0,1,0,1,26,17,3,18,15,176,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059572488495676236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096215292395553,0.2524696227473144,0.0,0.05208764274637138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392828816040853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065883517282177,0.0,0.08274557328704721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652542619748608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730592020376331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308003246820632,0.09840461319539304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022591685625275,0.0,0.11299857600913787,0.10643645595016464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510710923931212,0.06886811373930984,0.3113585648272704,0.07146102924494248,0.042336417852138805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174885240799455,0.0,0.0,0.0735469871587939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499314759837861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046584886481384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04093972303760293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617473198397284,0.0,0.1819690002818612,0.0,0.0,0.13184894710426914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633317772512397,0.0,0.0,0.049725042670978256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521727941524868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952270433270396,0.0,0.0,0.07194636313905386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481143383475015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615112781542494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273602533849286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544498890269193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361710974238978,0.0,0.1184805685114267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293317741094506,0.0,0.1674678087052399,0.0,0.37968411476918656,0.12623633609183546,0.0,0.07367605477708616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395004692727321,0.13022134358578807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04949022403616208,0.047732477731200484,0.0,0.059139580993586516,0.13031341554859704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057625049445268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896066038104641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361830437552722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591532152634713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PeepOfReddit,2019/09/20,"Anxiety and personality change after head injury ? I've been accident prone all my life which of course has resulted in injuries here and there.
But a couple months ago after getting hit in the head by someone ( on accident ) and getting a gnarly concussion I've noticed my personality changing and not all together for the best either.
 I'm a lot less emotional and feel weird but not really depressed. I havent been hanging out with any of my friends much, so feeling alone most of the time doesnt help. 

Then the anxiety that I never before this have experienced was and is...debilitating to say the least. When I go out in public I cant meet peoples eyes and I feel like I shouldn't be there. It's been a trip :(
 Been to see a neuro and they reccomend antidepressants. No idea if I should or not 😅",4.293752688172042,5.9590551870967765,5.510725806451617,78.55942204301077,71.32258064516128,8.779569892473116,29.045698924731184,9.2995712137729,2.5716344086021503,634,25,121,14,12,211,103,155,0.146,0.745,0.109,-0.4558,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,10,0,13,4,3,1,3,31,22,15,0,3,8,0,3,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,4,11,0,0,4,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,5,7,11,3,16,13,9,17,0,1,2,0,8,6,0,4,9,86,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825631073387985,0.0,0.0,0.17321971532538313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373518061215306,0.0,0.2558903365724977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231673744145865,0.0,0.17551770057502913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538549212933695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18505804141029292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405147745266278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813282132726472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25369863872783155,0.11948285075463222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921630498931136,0.0,0.17476159178886905,0.0,0.09505156575452517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432918291742847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121036028430443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888039715489691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181330450890126,0.08170950341611266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218927569100032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349670333924452,0.0,0.12294739447314285,0.0,0.12899288159585384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904143049616102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594952582800035,0.2920710734358036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714411018793628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300326432705578,0.0,0.0,0.1332759461433549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417096911995503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752434440701804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mymiddlenameisrei,2019/09/20,"Should I find a new job or keep trying at my current workplace? I feel like I've got to a point where my colleagues have dismissed me as too introverted. I want to have lunch buddies and people I can get a coffee with. I struggle with small talk and smiling in general. 

Everyone has their own group of work friends and I don't fit in anywhere. Should I look for another job so I can start afresh or try and make some friends at my current job?",2.5116666666666667,4.435302777777778,3.3508333333333336,91.07625000000004,76.7777777777778,6.277777777777778,27.91666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.339,350,15,74,4,8,111,63,90,0.05,0.7979999999999999,0.152,0.8381,5,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,17,16,8,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,13,3,11,13,2,12,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,3,5,46,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877946831936406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025382974697605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006737190273044,0.14224100301568066,0.0,0.0,0.1819788122651226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30765681788768634,0.0,0.10402440160937464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924285030281116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5927444339344734,0.17697410932047206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727288601180667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719846698391488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290446175376486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229732453739384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803467818855947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821904618859955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409278917779944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814829030629592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003345220377435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27035911840099697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174375776187312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495116925388027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,playatnight,2019/09/20,"Comparing social anxiety with laziness I think one of the worst things about any sort of chronic anxiety is that people easily tag you as “lazy.” If I don’t (can’t) go to the grocery store because I’m feeling too panicky, I’m just “part of the problem” as to why we’re turning into a lazy society and why people don’t leave their houses anymore.

WHAT?

Maybe that’s just my experience, but I’ve been discounted as an extremely “lazy” person, just because certain social interactions cause me to mentally breakdown. 

What’s lazy is that people don’t take the time to critically think about how much of a hindrance mental disorders are. It’s easier to shame us than to take the time to be helpful.",4.8745112781954925,6.510808819548871,6.010533834586468,75.65880827067674,69.82706766917292,9.229774436090226,32.096992481202996,9.642632912329526,3.2931960902255644,555,25,97,13,10,185,86,133,0.195,0.7040000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.8847,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,1,0,7,4,0,1,8,0,9,1,0,2,1,16,18,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,4,3,0,1,1,1,7,1,19,16,3,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,2,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061059704578944,0.0,0.2387255407402137,0.0,0.1547401542697937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022927391541708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602861227200627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882426851391786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262759621172114,0.0,0.0,0.07889361972604085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886756285402916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458383683453328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003804423605466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521358353978027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675343181249154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144837346399393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470024081931628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573018527033344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689656352588862,0.0,0.3245153407035973,0.1362396600716939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929994719198092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181065308029684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346307700512194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365961377114506,0.1999558620846256,0.0,0.0,0.18196507273969836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971618668490715,0.0,0.0,0.18768526761062215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28158619590953005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway10000378338,2019/09/20,"Why do I have problems holding eye contact and responding to people I don’t know? Sometimes I’m afraid I’m holding eye contact for too long. When I’m walking I usually look down to avoid embarrassing awakened eye contact.

I also struggle to say things sometimes when people talk to me on the sidewalk. It’s like my brain just stops working. 

I really just want to avoid embarrassment. It even happens with my friends sometimes",4.136107594936711,6.955274556962028,4.542262658227848,80.08529272151901,75.58227848101266,6.481645569620253,35.19145569620253,7.645422480735847,2.9663531645569616,346,20,56,5,8,109,52,79,0.2,0.7140000000000001,0.087,-0.8085,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,6,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,12,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,5,8,2,9,10,0,8,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,0,6,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625662730210428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269323578521015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342672735285639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705684133557024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797635154381844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171966054800417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993143745651462,0.0,0.0,0.17990008873009686,0.17070749987558986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818632878011675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451549143793348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022904125930188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616597269536165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6031597103858302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699546641044961,0.0,0.21251674660979167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633921112733301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135052966154322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238887875846092,0.0,0.11990226721796304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343233976181325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799329296334912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RayRay_Hessel,2019/09/20,"Tall Girl I just saw a movie on Netflix. I'm barely 5'2. Really I'm probably rounding it up but I'm self conscious enough. I have always felt insecure about my height. Napoleon syndrome. I just feel everyone is taller than me and I'm so  small I don't feel like a grown woman I feel 15 when I'm 36. Well, that's more than just my height but it is a factor in my insecurity. And people keep thinking I'm younger than I am. In a way yes it's a compliment but people also don't take younger people, especially females, seriously. I've always been dismissed as some little girl. It's not half my troubles but it plays a role in how I feel.

So I watched this movie about a tall girl who has the opposite problem. Made me see its not all roses from her view either. She's really shy and insecure. I thought maybe u guys would like this movie. Its on Netflix and hopefully found elsewhere too. Tall Girl. Really great movie imo. ❤️ I hope y'all have a good day or night.",0.4669346733668327,2.84927241708543,2.457113567839197,91.62394170854272,88.64824120603016,5.797065326633168,21.02532663316583,7.24861992348623,0.7361130050251261,757,26,163,13,25,252,116,199,0.12300000000000001,0.716,0.162,0.8757,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,12,15,0,3,9,1,10,0,0,2,1,33,31,15,0,4,11,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,7,11,4,0,1,9,3,0,1,4,6,1,1,6,10,19,9,13,24,5,19,0,0,5,0,12,14,0,4,5,89,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260026122094414,0.2622091148776733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161472758716016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280410135452958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055764672304636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186731797991369,0.11256262599311488,0.15128463452163454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727590634512998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215588434968176,0.0,0.1737131268601111,0.0,0.15601157003282018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31299007437476845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140048720520544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395408152754433,0.1579189403055573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908937370612452,0.0,0.0,0.1582926310567849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786165978300386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277018340479348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698789404909122,0.15076595889733113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30281556707791035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255568509193054,0.0,0.16437196957487932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846733270476101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095963813559304,0.0,0.12508696343454878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506571691636648,0.0,0.0,0.14166754015849856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192782413460003,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JokoDragon1,2019/09/20,"I need your help So i just started High School,and there's this boy/my crush,who plays Bass guitar and listens to cool bands. Today i wore my Nirvana hoodie and when he saw it he started singing Nirvana songs lol. Then we had Informatics class,and he was waving at me,and he pointed out to his computer and lip synced ""Nirvana! Watch!"" And i was silently laughing and we spent the last 20 minutes of class watching bands performances on the computer. I never thought he would talk to me,and now i need your advice on how to start talking to him on Monday. I have Social Anxiety,but i really really wanna become his friend. How should i start talking to him,what do i say to him?

Thank you for your help <3",3.2096904761904734,5.140548492857143,3.962857142857143,87.43047619047621,74.78571428571428,6.666666666666666,25.952380952380953,7.492282038375204,1.326738095238095,559,20,110,7,12,178,89,140,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.9637,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,4,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,2,7,1,1,2,1,18,19,10,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,21,5,15,10,0,18,0,0,3,0,26,7,0,0,11,61,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752664536769508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808669736957385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857146040666185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043962507818256,0.18950145754522196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620061841081086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26598320465667585,0.13833186134118028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695511790427777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298025132964879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263259252133806,0.0,0.1815197594977578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828327811356692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078017489692118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324832325456677,0.0,0.16512864703458324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239012968489204,0.0,0.0,0.17001030735016584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274106985754169,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadat46,2019/09/20,"Does intelligence breed depression? Can anyone relate to this?  Is there a direct correlation between intelligence level and magnitudes of depression and anxiety?  Are “intelligent” people more apt to observe every minute detail in ones life and let it impact your mood, feelings, job, or life in general?  I’ve been around a bit.  I’ve had a chance to observe individuals whom I would consider having above average intelligence and with that intelligence comes above average depression and anxiety levels.  The personal problems seem to abound with a directly proportional relationship.  Intelligence in this arena is a bit subjective.  However, I have experienced nothing but dread, depression, and anxiety my entire life because I can’t let the little things go. Ever.  I have to evaluate every word, every action, and respond accordingly.  That trajectory has made me a miserable human being.  I would gladly give up intelligence points to feel normal again.  I don’t consider myself a genius.  And this isn’t about bragging......I just want to feel better.  Feeling better will never occur until I can let it go and forget about being right all the time at the cost of peace of mind.  I’ve seen this in a lot of people I’ve met.  And my current status in this life is a direct result of my inability to accept some things as they are.  It’s cost me, my family, and my children are observing me every moment as being purely miserable.  I don’t want that for them.  I sure as hell don’t want to feel like this anymore.  Thoughts are appreciated on this......",5.75590130117423,8.21784032481752,7.143678197397653,65.0644287527769,69.1094890510949,10.3126626467788,30.526182164392253,10.472087959537523,4.0186491907331,1235,51,184,38,23,420,150,274,0.129,0.685,0.18600000000000005,0.9284,3,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,2,2,7,16,1,3,13,0,29,4,0,2,5,46,46,17,0,7,3,0,5,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,16,15,0,0,8,0,2,4,6,9,0,1,6,7,21,6,33,31,6,25,1,6,1,0,11,14,1,4,8,135,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858550299767756,0.0,0.10309958855100118,0.07269068757068163,0.0,0.0,0.0925457257770542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337256145176179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838869228210547,0.22699303540813826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955164286239095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581596154660051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090975393683838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403704527728142,0.35036042809221346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800347860660577,0.0,0.26282446761918965,0.07426847096227078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972713443027384,0.11816481455828742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316346165167076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189159665214329,0.2937178205396247,0.05078921237210154,0.10419442624937736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838239149892366,0.0,0.09836870563550752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049691533270892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801797414493803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185794023149904,0.09975165311970127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044544223335054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441444347478804,0.09077316074811376,0.0,0.0,0.09827504355311173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947491133647013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161327171435488,0.0,0.08878058603940127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464054832766004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798031267258846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813174194627226,0.0,0.0,0.08253198990014374,0.06061944366879204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395348327854502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769926133598124,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DatGudMan,2019/09/20,"How can you be friends with others if you feel like they’re secretly laughing at you behind your back? That’s what I feel most of the time now. As title, I rarely feel accepted in a group, because I’m so different from them. It doesn’t make sense that they’d wanna be friends with me.  I always feel like I’m secretly laughed at or judged at behind my back. How do I trust them?",1.9200723327305589,3.6828008987341785,3.0013019891500896,93.64582278481014,77.98734177215191,6.53960216998192,22.678119349005428,7.447530270364453,0.6960220614828208,297,9,67,4,7,95,55,79,0.022000000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.254,0.9598,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,3,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,16,13,6,0,2,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,13,8,12,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,3,6,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164308738757279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000143276202911,0.0,0.15855955521005255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27175772617699656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260741207784528,0.3716427252470156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40191792737850657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541514730888454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362425501953135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167119341579474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bigfatdog22,2019/09/20,"I just started happy crying because I was able to confirm that I do indeed have social anxiety. I've always been the type to want to be a little bit different from people to feel ""special"" whatever the hell that means, so for a long time I've feared that I don't really have social anxiety, I'm just a little shy, nothing big, and that I'm a shitty person for telling my friends and such and making a point of it. It kind of took up a small portion of my thoughts every other day and recently it's been kind of haunting because I was never diagnosed by a psychiatrist or anything like that. I've only realized that ""hey, I don't exactly like small talk, I hate talking on the phone and I care too much about what other people think."", which is true, but really downsizing it. I've always doubted myself, but looking through this sub, I've seen so many things that just shout out at me how big they are. I don't just think about that stupid thing i said too much, I OBSESS over it to the point where i'm making plans I know for a fact that I won't follow up on to go up to them and say, ""hey, I was kind of panicking but that's not really me and this is what I meant..."" or something along those lines. I don't just hate talking on the phone, I avoid it at all costs, making text after text after text no matter how urgent it is to me. I don't just keep quiet at someone else's house if there's a problem, it'd go to the point where I'd be bleeding out and if they didn't know, I wouldn't let them. 

I still don't know how to deal with my SA, I just got into college and I haven't talked to a single student for more than ""thanks"" for holding the door open, and I desperately want friends. I just feel validated finally. Like i'm not a massive liar. I'm not an attention whore. And maybe even, and emphasis on maybe, a tiny bit more confident.

Also i'd like to know if anyone else feels/has felt like this before. I know i'm not the only one, for sure, but I'd like to know how many of you felt this way.",4.741578014184399,4.191141600472816,5.845452127659577,84.54562500000002,69.16548463356975,8.941252955082744,27.790484633569736,8.344100000000001,1.6227747044917256,1559,43,347,20,24,522,192,423,0.11699999999999999,0.758,0.125,0.3327,1,1,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,4,1,25,28,5,4,21,0,26,3,0,7,6,78,66,28,0,7,21,0,4,6,2,2,2,4,1,1,30,18,0,3,17,0,1,4,16,11,0,1,14,10,37,17,49,46,9,41,1,0,2,1,22,26,1,6,16,219,67,4,0.08308117199908815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664399832312701,0.13826038119433068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711373835226927,0.0,0.0,0.05809228719522904,0.08512647879173985,0.06836872558061965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129102263817054,0.0,0.07069595815376514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814062439762215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470679192292646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912607662497081,0.05358048280553921,0.08565304024903947,0.0,0.08432564073414284,0.0,0.08680214181297963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388073169241911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054874330548203135,0.0,0.06999947067079794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348941643969667,0.08401667374529126,0.0,0.15954190797344558,0.09101136294939648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283766147894752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443388930688368,0.0,0.06644760285717129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844145248114521,0.0,0.16405091400186725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586451779527194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384636302205617,0.0,0.25954876728554965,0.2739554362220676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495612729068687,0.0,0.24353558427995506,0.16653832110021913,0.0,0.07352422280717773,0.06976725995138078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663719823357943,0.1684625366029979,0.16693240828317327,0.0904997523871716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214844172300016,0.0,0.06407732163748651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971862524472491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629795230421347,0.12637395017259878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519604753807808,0.07254327479941143,0.0,0.0,0.23561568524137735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949746124576353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967177859282813,0.0,0.08203263436182782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902921996808526,0.06606948260774666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938158438874215,0.07039440742623385,0.06395994518371788,0.0,0.0,0.058805281157400115,0.0,0.06634873127879676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830302138385696,0.0,0.0,0.26710999597602103,0.07261660627809073,0.07648998086927424,0.0,0.0,0.11039087800782607,0.1064701206926452,0.0,0.06595717031030877,0.04844529951375523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230623904375093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980068556080087,0.06594596722263461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,22Wideout,2019/09/20,"Started shaking in class I don’t know if this is the right place to post this, but today in one of my college classes I was call on off guard. I was looking down at my paper writing and as soon as I heard my name my eyes widen and my head started shaking from side to side. Not vigorously, but noticeably. I could not get myself to bring my head up for a good 3 seconds. People had to of seen me because when I did people were turned around staring at me. The thing that’s weird is that after initially bringing you head up I was alright....
     
   Is this a form of Tourette’s/sensory issues? This has come upon within the last 2 years and I’ve never had problems like this before that. In my second year of college.",2.294294871794868,4.230880138888892,3.5619444444444466,89.25442307692309,77.4722222222222,5.541880341880343,24.96581196581197,6.297961479604792,0.7726170940170941,556,20,112,4,13,181,94,144,0.07,0.8809999999999999,0.049,0.0173,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,2,5,1,13,4,4,0,1,17,24,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,4,0,3,9,5,18,4,26,14,1,33,0,0,4,0,5,17,0,1,11,86,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766939445941133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796731351496418,0.0,0.15071133609726206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085363712413216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256839993856794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414114616062547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253498032098648,0.0,0.0,0.14855518199016793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453115126470455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486145069371515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733745960019716,0.14437190080644255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652916482681225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873151503580834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366015683175979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164595414928205,0.0,0.0,0.12001732253000184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24557769200646765,0.0,0.1850468840139972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962666640928833,0.0,0.0,0.16947459110222465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125475674917369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507250124124645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766695828156945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788377159843795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264964176355945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281117738998834
socialanxiety,nannnoo,2019/09/20,"I went to the park alone today and made 10 new friends I am an expat living in germany and therefore have no friends. So yesterday i went out in the just eat my lunch there and i saw a group of 10 people picnicking and i really didnt want ti be alone. So i walked up to the most open looking person if I could join them. All of them insisted that i sit down and join them.

It took a lot of courage but it was worth it they were really interested to hear my story and even invited me to a party this weekend. 

I was very pleased with myself that day, since I now know that i will be okay 😊",1.380367965367963,2.942305738095236,3.205844155844158,92.48006493506495,78.92063492063491,6.8040404040404034,21.772005772005773,7.686295010490155,0.6764698412698409,457,13,107,7,11,153,85,126,0.046,0.7509999999999999,0.203,0.9642,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,0,7,1,10,2,0,2,1,20,19,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,7,9,2,0,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,0,9,3,19,5,13,6,3,17,0,0,2,0,9,6,0,3,6,74,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047121523970239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599604915793364,0.0,0.0,0.12600475839225653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992382053133145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904748894775425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30190217562002464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020889594170756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737643865799017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725252447006799,0.0,0.1640710623263489,0.0,0.0,0.16610617245439488,0.0,0.1848744858030483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887004521542662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545277475810485,0.17059939245523034,0.0,0.2144699672149064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25033249459722073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616214090618458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18519860264233964,0.0,0.21707578468485325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121001322649747,0.1152409376982622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622407973147565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,adaxhar,2019/09/20,"I hate living with this. BTW: this is my second account, i dont want people i know, knowing about this.

Over the years my social anxiety has been getting worse and worse, but the past week it reached an all time low, panic attacks have become the norm and i feel like im on the verge of a panic attack all the time, my heart rate goes crazy throughout the day and my head is filled with thoughts that tell me everyone around me is judging me, any laugh is directed towards me, that when im not looking everyone is staring at me. Its gotten to a point that i cant trust my friends or family as i believe any thing they say is a lie or has ulterior motives and that they dont actually care and are annoyed with me. Doesnt help that i have depression either.

​

I feel like my social anxiety is causing paranoia and nothing seems to help, i've been to therapy, i've done cbt, its stopping me sleeping at night. How do you cope, how do people live with this and get better, i cant see it.",5.938946894689473,5.2923826336633715,6.4678577857785795,81.39887938793882,66.72277227722772,9.325652565256526,33.215121512151214,8.575989854853784,2.4732712871287124,780,30,161,10,11,255,117,202,0.267,0.6609999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9916,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,2,5,15,4,2,10,0,22,3,3,4,2,31,36,14,0,1,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,14,12,0,1,7,0,1,1,6,8,0,1,5,6,25,7,16,31,3,19,0,2,3,0,10,9,0,3,11,105,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.10741623639275646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926501171956397,0.13375182217466236,0.14970803694416082,0.0,0.1684124461536917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979890973887096,0.0,0.2504498768907286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156796129093707,0.0,0.12401557802329564,0.0,0.09735140892530587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222766491248537,0.11307620428076536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098855161013037,0.0,0.09480647848920644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264380431825526,0.258011554026608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103606342994173,0.0,0.0,0.10376786533339877,0.0,0.1113133303021022,0.15727361524105926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504281286146181,0.0,0.11501812675344153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867517578720533,0.11296756546224004,0.0,0.0,0.13043808733067205,0.14756041381101656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23779737574756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120987460388689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755308331397097,0.0,0.19439451959993967,0.0,0.09243434314936713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329688733025373,0.0,0.10561886429826554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25829598177768703,0.0,0.0,0.10507798126885948,0.15262274876504991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405540323714413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753517382396113,0.0,0.0,0.08771463746576827,0.1002071335994567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015338210086224,0.22441293388164105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202669919669304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620942986336503,0.0,0.12587908402573486,0.0,0.07312820014320608,0.0,0.0,0.08738637174332184,0.12836993863164306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492443109113287,0.0,0.08829463344340979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243493916074449,0.0,0.0,0.13375182217466236,0.07088397499345109
socialanxiety,Kryptic_Anthology,2019/09/20,"Husband who can't stop comparing himself to those around us. Not sure what I look to get out of this, but perhaps someone can offer me some tips or something to help ease my own self-esteem.

I'm an individual with a career with only an associates degree. Many times I keep wanting to change my profession, mainly due to my employer not so much not loving what I do. But I compare my salary and lifestyle to those who have trades and paid much higher wages and able to support their families. 

My wife and I just bought our first home a few years ago and it's not the ideal home. (needs a ton of work with money we don't really have) But it beats rent I guess. Our friends have such nicer homes, and on top of that all kinds of toys like ATVs, campers and go on extravagant getaways often, even with kids.

My wife and I have no kids, just some wonderful pets. But I wish I could do more for her. I really wish she could stay at home and not work at very minimum and be ok, but it's not an option. I'm thinking of going for my BA degree, but I'm not sure if it's worth the 40K in extra debt to obtain it.

Just at a point where I'm not sure what to do. I'm hard on myself I know it, but it doesn't help to compare myself to others. But I can't help it, I want those things for my wife, and even though she says it's ok, it still hurts me.",4.580986842105265,3.891298824561407,5.475471491228074,87.53215460526316,69.52631578947367,8.668859649122806,25.882675438596486,7.865858978985527,1.108688596491228,1035,23,243,11,16,341,152,285,0.09,0.7390000000000001,0.171,0.9791,5,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,4,0,1,7,12,12,0,0,9,2,15,1,0,0,4,61,38,23,0,9,21,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,22,18,0,2,3,1,8,2,13,1,0,1,2,3,34,11,32,33,11,22,0,1,1,1,24,12,0,8,8,165,56,6,0.11522327778801965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213848358431944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257314598482573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189094983831325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399282302057615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220777656474604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862225168942964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800886122465076,0.0,0.0,0.0890212185953253,0.0,0.06019940697882833,0.0,0.13096808817682035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693143087070435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321742473982908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231695202896562,0.0,0.4623133694128334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334890197658932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241574348781103,0.0,0.11998731278052258,0.06332370012325585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629227337465603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675853361788342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399350682080367,0.0,0.0,0.11681831866848663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694047338689137,0.08543660049096502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876324949175399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892324096438998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762996442331144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163017522076697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020300799604708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762830935611977,0.0887045085412483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281268317709178,0.0920174584814881,0.09633181958763162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075401017622687,0.3257897271111829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654922587092737,0.07383042389452138,0.11320628540619412,0.0,0.0671876198792489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385994161109854,0.0,0.0,0.09507127133296107,0.13592334914312304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650021660281338,0.0,0.1249547296651488,0.16776783706458706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420001315192994
socialanxiety,Prinks007,2019/09/20,"I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SPEAK At my workplace today they had people from skin care industry to sell their products. It’s easier for me to place questions for people just to pretend that I care about what they’re selling or they’re about when I have zero interest in their business. I do it just to be with people and not come across as a dumb person. So while I was their along with a friend, my trainer who is a decent lady came in with a few other ladies ( I didn’t even ask her who they were ) and after five minutes or so, I went to the trainer and asked if she likes any product that she would also purchase? To which she replied in a sweet way, “ I won’t go for any skin care products since mine is mostly clean but would like to purchase hair oil for my MIL as she has a peachy scalp ( dunno what a peachy scalp is and didn’t even ask her :/). I know I have the worst hair that prolly spiders would like to build a cobweb in there.” And I was just smiling at whatever she said, had nothing in mind to add to the comedy she provided.  When she said she is having hair fall problem, I chimed in like one of those gossip girls  or one of the Kardashians (poof!) saying “ yeah, I have been having hair fall like everyday.” 

I don’t know what to speak man. Cany any help me ? I feel bad for myself.",5.248012578616353,4.801313750943397,5.504528301886793,87.06408805031448,68.09433962264151,8.425157232704404,26.72327044025157,7.554174236665415,1.1959610062893078,1004,24,220,9,15,319,139,265,0.07,0.767,0.163,0.9681,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,5,0,14,16,1,0,12,1,26,8,8,0,0,33,42,18,0,5,9,0,7,5,1,4,0,5,1,3,14,12,0,0,5,1,4,6,6,5,0,4,12,14,37,11,38,25,3,23,0,0,0,0,32,10,1,7,11,158,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967257442071824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542733493051634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34955775055182264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406711756095888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255211149576225,0.38122875464112826,0.0,0.0,0.10736418161832093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460742374311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24696570631185785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302047170383265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629463366165902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083437112720581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835418979734486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549255340534767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30445796677058257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258483583539484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959305558166525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891520942271296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25922387535630154,0.10882866919153382,0.13021967374097662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192612676420306,0.0,0.0,0.13962253962198348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371176338579491,0.09911675322427817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310143903752177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814178920353816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893145672334692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554022359426183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656167404433157,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imstillsolost,2019/09/20,"Going out tonight, I’m scared It’s only 11 AM but I’m going to a restaurant at 6 PM tonight and I’m already so nervous. It’s going to be with 7 other people and 3 of them are people I’ve never met. I can feel my heart rate going faster and I hope I’m able to eat my food at the restaurant without shaking. I don’t want people to know how scared I am. Im a sophomore in a commuter college and this is the first time I’m really going out with college friends (I’ve flaked every other time). My friends are bringing other people they know sort of as plus ones, so that’s why there will be people I’ve never met there. I hope I can get through tonight, I keep telling myself it will only be an hour or two and it will be over. I gotta stay strong. Before I leave I’m going to take one of my pills that my psychiatrist gave me to use in emergencies. Maybe that will make me feel a little less anxious",0.9426666666666677,2.635526061538464,2.916025641025641,93.45147435897437,80.69230769230771,4.94871794871795,21.602564102564106,5.46131890053228,-0.01874358974358969,702,21,158,3,18,236,104,195,0.073,0.809,0.11800000000000001,0.9107,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,5,9,0,4,7,0,16,4,1,3,2,27,45,12,0,3,3,0,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,11,10,2,1,4,0,0,8,4,4,0,4,3,2,19,5,22,33,1,27,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,4,10,94,30,2,0.12206068469086348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469700078756966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789383050808995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386465247769874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248985529220925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284139128621572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343509938583555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038247560433188,0.14759626443451568,0.0,0.1886075644150826,0.0,0.06377166988200138,0.0,0.4162193999964016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464249905795634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424676024608095,0.1202051871679407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184648518478748,0.0,0.0,0.108493144902929,0.0,0.0,0.13416272028684093,0.0,0.0,0.12924464091607366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233687255268096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147645484790136,0.0,0.12262636384307707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828144967223448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542295780375588,0.18566530194501554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231075494557718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819520015542737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244408078068326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010044918958694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091774444247891,0.0,0.10668641846227077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234913365853386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923555283180674,0.0,0.0,0.10542124118515163,0.0,0.0,0.07199455431396316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014078260849387,0.0,0.0,0.11766214429630162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crazyaztronaut,2019/09/20,"I can't see my bf anymore Here's the thing, my bf just told me she was doing some orientation in her new school, and i didn't know that she would move to another uni, i thought she will never move, we promised to go to the therapist together because she has problems with her anxiety.
I've never seen her since the semester started, i thought she's busy with her council, but i was wrong.

She used to calm me down when i was so angry, we used to go to the cafe talk about coffee or stuff, we used to talk about our life, we used to see each other in campus even tho we're not in the same major.

And now she's no longer here i don't know who i should talk to, because she's like everything to me, i can't replace her with another person, she lied to me about she won't move to another uni, she's afraid that i would be really sad if she did, and yes i'm really upset, angry, sad, a lot of things started going through my mind.

Just help me, i don't really have friends in my campus, she's the only one who can understand me.",4.112528977871442,3.8143866666666715,5.420182648401827,86.20738672286619,70.46118721461187,9.112890762205833,27.34843695117668,8.841846274778883,1.7050559185107133,796,23,184,13,13,268,111,219,0.187,0.7559999999999999,0.057,-0.9851,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,5,0,0,0,12,10,0,2,7,1,19,1,0,4,2,36,38,9,0,5,6,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,5,0,0,6,10,6,0,1,9,3,44,4,25,23,5,18,0,2,3,0,34,5,0,4,8,127,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35645756628994096,0.08668459324043375,0.0,0.11237664214099312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814983667562994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484256359025064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018389564642416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875458056608312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193196189226856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595171700032732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454838143512947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800367462011887,0.05535930088158563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963351699131805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144144331230388,0.0,0.0,0.3613032697265278,0.0,0.0,0.17478886654057096,0.10943898021589894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678422740169474,0.08618009830330038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894106411832587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842581110530504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177747796377166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467941192187615,0.18059253561374772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093734180214497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040789748128967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971696105098451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732315363993296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156582232428168,0.1505610405547783,0.0,0.0,0.1799166810370835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827599998995027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796345299324935,0.0,0.3914662711197539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098945950140173,0.12389063246609805,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IceCool3960,2019/09/20,"My Parents Theory Hello
When I was little kid my family (mom & oldest brother) used to tell me and my older brother do not speak in front of people in social gathering or in any sort of meeting

Why?

""so people do not know what you have like ideas or opinions"" baiscally so people do not find out if you are stupid or something

I still do not understand why

Anyway we followed the instructions so I grew up fucked up and do not know how to speak or have conversations

I remeber being bullied at school for being silent all the time, I wanted to speak but did not know anything about everything

I did not effect my brother but fucked me up until 2 years ago I started to get better.",5.065339966832504,5.994671537313438,5.9793532338308495,78.71233001658376,68.70149253731343,8.642122719734662,28.321724709784412,8.841846274778883,2.240392371475954,542,18,99,9,9,179,84,134,0.10099999999999999,0.8590000000000001,0.04,-0.8583,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,2,8,5,3,0,2,0,13,2,0,3,1,31,24,15,0,2,14,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,7,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,3,3,16,2,17,19,1,21,0,0,0,2,18,9,2,7,10,73,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542646684397146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855846674585056,0.0,0.11834450648484506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320960936002602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391297194240613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640448263604095,0.0,0.16405741552068245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905776560654555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217708007994373,0.09092206220381074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964555972486313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869224976056825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502093024212731,0.17442103612208942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381862711776552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323668081643836,0.0,0.0,0.3619457762517568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761248810217768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739887885207373,0.0,0.13397468925536604,0.0,0.0,0.12317739246034723,0.0,0.1389783970269481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210749841860566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147669654180297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116851817750504,0.0,0.15030367977465411,0.0,0.0,0.10264578860459278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31406507328522204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120678516600008
socialanxiety,saltycw-reddit,2019/09/20,"Am I the only one that thinks people trying to make you more social only makes it harder? So I've been having really severe social anxiety for a few years now. Since I started high school pretty much (17M) and I've been asking for tips, (which are good) from other people, I just don't execute them at all because the thought of starting a conversation with someone I don't know face to face scares me to no end. 

I have anxiety medicine as well which barely does anything besides stop me from literally shaking in public or around people. 

But besides that, I honestly think that people who try to get me to talk or be social, only make it a harder process. That's just me of course. I'd like to know what some of you think.",3.824621212121212,5.295131361111113,4.9210101010101015,83.0977272727273,72.19444444444444,7.180808080808082,24.896464646464647,7.686295010490155,1.3103972222222224,572,17,109,7,11,188,95,144,0.107,0.8170000000000001,0.075,-0.3654,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,0,6,6,0,2,5,0,9,2,2,3,1,20,22,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,3,0,13,4,18,18,5,11,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,3,7,72,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763862818873285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167941856316556,0.1208124590784456,0.1268724070144485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272877999283601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876249210095075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020055697516265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090392248720055,0.0,0.0,0.11382879287773486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338718677720896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916754002979224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630203166932591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717664560026505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997639405603334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196196837423047,0.3096452908171578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763424723971793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806790073147907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694058695578186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587139441908547,0.13734779666614388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533159393175661,0.0,0.11226237481527017,0.0,0.0,0.4150239023587567,0.11498834334991455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211531449003785,0.0,0.0,0.11346131485140025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908017075671353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608763233260105,0.0,0.10774017458671208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842790891198418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220213928842643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739408318297855
socialanxiety,SSTLK1,2019/09/20,"How will people react if I suddenly start talking and initiating conversations? Hello,

I am struggeling a lot with my social skills. I never know what to say and I am always quiet. After being at work/school for a while I feel like people are used to me being quiet, so I stay quiet. But if I, say after a couple months suddenly start initiating conversations and speak up in class. How will people react? I am afraid that people will react negativly as they are used to me being quiet. How do I overcome this problem as I don't want to stay quiet for the rest of my life....",3.7583829365079353,5.4985467232142895,5.699047619047621,76.36817460317464,72.83928571428571,7.477777777777778,22.265873015873016,8.167268648758528,1.3532111111111107,451,11,80,7,9,156,64,112,0.046,0.929,0.024,-0.2975,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,4,0,13,1,0,8,1,21,20,13,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,8,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,15,1,15,14,2,14,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,10,64,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208976461818974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224546900209886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924203739606683,0.13057992511118366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045253612776878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291047550627788,0.08929834507262413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539522914023246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589532652201662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097320839165994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5068737581559771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489826173150486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29071211785924994,0.0,0.18498574829241926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632384113082545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258748928428448,0.3896438606645566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691372924127472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157309576354602,0.0,0.0,0.10780991251167013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330679088635476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zcrased_,2019/09/20,"What triggers your social anxiety and how do you deal with it? What triggers my anxiety is noisy people, group of people, presenting in class, doing/saying something weird",8.39551724137931,10.341428034482758,7.561551724137932,66.67612068965519,61.75862068965517,9.937931034482759,35.1896551724138,10.125756701596842,4.204917241379309,139,6,18,3,2,43,25,29,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,13,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553357388607459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742018369450337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.503269615091563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886449994762913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699979582665097,0.0,0.2794288318203544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PascitoLP,2019/09/20,"I just need people to talk Hey guys, i'm 20 and turning 21 at the end of the month.

I find it really hard to talk to people face to face. That's why i don't have many friend. It would be cool if some of you want to chat a bit

Some stuff about me:

I love palying videogames. My favorite is Skyrim, i love movies and tv shows. Especially marvel

I listen to almost any kind of music but i like linkin park the most (even got a tatoo of it)

So yeah if some of you feel lonely too you can write me at any time.",-0.38364864864864856,1.5005921891891916,1.5184009009009038,100.65165540540545,86.56756756756758,4.781081081081081,13.754504504504506,5.985473137389443,-1.1376792792792796,387,5,99,3,12,127,77,111,0.057,0.779,0.16399999999999998,0.8786,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,2,6,4,2,0,0,17,15,6,0,5,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,13,6,14,12,5,5,0,1,0,2,13,2,0,7,4,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795211486654685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688639936859141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158198855755307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750894758798042,0.0,0.0,0.13056851275195813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995504298364856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067972632599666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273027932858926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581060687997352,0.0,0.0,0.19573838248209266,0.0,0.0,0.17708616396001076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585761558894616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965784873787832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356835316247512,0.0,0.0,0.2004206943295092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778959777665194,0.0,0.0,0.1465802879781674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27409858948052784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266415246804208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263010494383575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177820537157569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527121413859885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502358231272053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659922998962788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783791922178015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404291441092339,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Killedbyfriendlyfire,2019/09/20,"Get to know each other event at Uni Hi everybody,

so I've got a class tonight: ""Working in teams"". The lecturer sent out an email that tonight will be all about getting to know the other students a little bit. This is semester 1, week 2, so I've spoken to a few people already (yay me!) and even know some names etc. 

Still I'm quite worried about tonight because... Well, I guess I don't have to explain it to you people.. I mean ""it's all about getting to know each other"". They couldn't have made that description more terrifying for me.

Anyway... In a language class last week we had to ask each other questions in that language, like ""Did you have coffee this morning?"" What year were you born?"" - this was all perfectly fine for me.  But then.. There were also questions like ""Who's your favourite actor?"" or ""What's your favourite movie?"" and it's those kinds of questions that kill me.

I ended up saying Keanu Reeves and The Matrix. Which ended in me thinking about nothing else for the rest of the day but that everybody else will now see me as some stupid girl who has a crush on Keanu Reeves in Matrix and therefore had the crazy idea to go into IT. (I should probably mention I started an IT program and I'm the only female.)

So I'm pretty sure I'll end up in a situation like this again..""What's your favourite XYZ?"" then I think for way too long than is in any way appropriate for that type of question - What's your favourite colour? - Should I say black? No they'll think I'm depressed. Pink? No that's too girly. Red? No that's not a cool number. Purple? My mother loves purple. - You know the deal.

So I was wondering if anybody has any tips on dealing better with those kinds of questions? I feel like my options are either allowing the thoughts and answering after a weirdly long pause with an answer that's probably super awkward that'll make me doubt myself immediately. My first reaction would be to say ""Fuck it, just say whatever comes to your mind."" - BUT, nothing comes to my mind in those situations.

I guess I'll prepare a little for coming up with answers to favourite movie, music etc before the thing tonight, although there's a 99% chance those questions might not even be asked, but I'm just scared I'll head off to the bathroom to cry at some point. Which I'd rather not do.",2.60604301948052,4.943953102678575,3.1045698051948065,90.93929383116884,78.24107142857143,5.679870129870131,24.02110389610389,6.782984794422108,0.7648330357142861,1802,62,361,18,44,559,223,448,0.11800000000000001,0.795,0.086,-0.9314,0,0,0,0,0,1,80.0,1,9,2,7,22,23,3,3,24,2,29,3,1,4,5,78,66,21,1,6,13,1,1,4,0,8,0,4,0,1,36,18,0,0,23,2,0,5,8,8,1,1,11,13,35,15,52,43,16,51,0,1,7,2,38,21,1,17,27,229,71,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257154398183925,0.05983773985531344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017674963334678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990304998470202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04561278892262633,0.0,0.06367079200038285,0.0,0.0,0.06617686901177693,0.08168981317615506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336602892400992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219204346933741,0.048256107775942005,0.15428313166179394,0.06444689376053986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501382023550234,0.0,0.19881893462583367,0.0,0.1668999061660599,0.09884276775471693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783390379238793,0.05345518647193773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364633481004557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917475462785233,0.11727934282875925,0.0,0.04252492420265433,0.0,0.059844602307263225,0.0,0.16485693734564233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679231214732524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446861990695592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278307285215653,0.15583800457965194,0.20561005245319475,0.06099258028616139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462233856675336,0.1499891518522448,0.0,0.1324360152857281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753272582176371,0.07080147786293449,0.049946447475604665,0.0,0.0,0.08150665272541993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937778490092849,0.1511043809627238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359372555566738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056907988135653766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037488390228792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707340640059512,0.0,0.0,0.07612419781363187,0.16134858904504198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029285489450631,0.07958588303451407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23801622579560205,0.07491314672834934,0.0,0.05962605100498713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821347277058693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052961709875311264,0.0,0.059755555749781926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052192965104556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04971058329168141,0.1438350314341704,0.0,0.05940290479729266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878562995536147,0.12004063333712105,0.0,0.06727690216339195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811448114077925,0.054473686331763256,0.07598869184699575,0.0,0.053153723606974734,0.0,0.0,0.048185019405058864
socialanxiety,caledon13,2019/09/20,"Medication experience sharing I have tried a fair few. Including SSRI's (citalopram, escitalopram), bupropion, venlafaxine, benzos like lorazapam and clonazepam (currently on), antipsychotics like seroquel and risperdal. Even the 'gold standard treatment' that is nardil (MAOI). Still a mess though.  Nardil was meant to be my magic bus ticket out of this social anxiety hell. Nope. Off it now after a year and a half, one episode of serotonin syndrome and 25lbs later. They thinking of trying amitriptyline next but I haven't got much faith in medication curing me anymore. And yes I have tried talk therapy. Anyone have any medication success stories or any questions about my experiences with these meds? Just looking to share experiences.",7.276232492997199,10.86191230252101,6.324558823529412,67.38134803921571,68.83193277310924,9.008683473389356,36.80742296918768,9.516144504307137,4.539033053221289,600,32,79,15,12,182,96,119,0.07,0.784,0.146,0.8608,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,1,6,8,1,0,5,1,7,3,0,0,0,14,11,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,7,6,12,7,2,11,2,0,1,0,6,4,1,2,9,52,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897376195009974,0.0,0.12316608929702105,0.0,0.1596707214446598,0.11257634186364936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634030253573422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724725495038548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287680071905185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731488932272258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352011305869495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883692666655013,0.4865777301081306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835499510724935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122745349849694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909912194579713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803590870077378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641212635118939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285764051527078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940730893043634,0.0,0.0,0.18411981843185188,0.0,0.0,0.10316358060647693,0.15818364752106434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32792936859722155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368000932429693
socialanxiety,HowAboutUthrowMeAway,2019/09/20,"Is counselling effective? I'm stuck in a rut. I'm 18 and I've tried everything, other than counselling, to try and retrain my brain.  Sometimes the advice I give myself  works to allow me deal with social situations like going to a new work place or talking to new people but no matter how hard I try to mask my feelings on the outside they are constantly there on the inside. People are always telling me that I don't look like the type of person who gets nervous so why the hell am I so scared and anxious all of the time about what people think of me and of making someone dislike me? Its constantly there, the fear of talking incase I get laughed at or belittled and the way it makes me feel, like a negative weight on my mind.

I need to try something more than online advice because it doesnt stick. My next thought is counselling, to talk about all of my feelings and try to solve my issues. Has it helped any of you? If not what does help you?",5.13547619047619,5.653380603174603,5.4117592592592585,84.31541666666666,68.36507936507937,7.7814814814814826,29.50661375661376,7.492282038375204,1.6986645502645503,750,26,148,7,12,238,115,189,0.19899999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9818,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,3,7,8,1,3,11,0,8,2,1,5,2,27,24,13,0,2,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,7,1,0,6,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,6,21,4,25,22,3,14,1,0,1,0,14,6,1,3,9,95,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22929583922539645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762319199701344,0.0,0.0,0.07978452739739739,0.0,0.0,0.13254303103238835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151978654450163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097268773248574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535717131519995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120956171552965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267126005349764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544348952563308,0.0,0.0,0.13202242279302334,0.17796802962214006,0.08381648253639361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259417827487855,0.11254813130091204,0.06667808686186842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509950184458404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727997132001054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224560569629156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195613737568494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852283863974287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662972365802566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846406816655147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869944602234419,0.0,0.2266250237578383,0.12477569306180697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440136307081442,0.10244302789648953,0.12257889183814814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746206250349972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187739612753552,0.0,0.11959731913583455,0.09940847395796132,0.09032195564414627,0.11603670384262675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829024142299757,0.10254658399782088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517665541305116,0.0,0.09314236580517997,0.06841272582833115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39827739269234896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312654520394156,0.0,0.14286935455041685,0.0,0.0,0.10586690581746283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082693300550408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bigsa_-,2019/09/20,"Feeling sick before university I'm leaving for university today (UK) and I feel super sick. I'm concerned about my life in university since I have never been in an English speaking country. I'm fearful of meeting new people and going to events that university provides. I feel like I will never make any friends, never understand anyone and sit in my room alone all day. I wanted to go to university for a long time but when the day day came I started feeling like this. My heart beats so fast and i feel nauseated, I don't know how to calm myself down and tell that everything will be ok.",3.688421052631576,5.845311526315792,5.21038596491228,78.01136842105265,74.08771929824562,7.3670175438596495,28.94385964912281,8.238735603445708,2.254939649122808,470,20,84,8,10,158,75,114,0.084,0.775,0.141,0.7596,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,3,1,6,4,1,2,4,21,22,9,0,1,1,0,5,2,1,2,3,1,1,0,3,6,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,6,12,6,12,17,1,23,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,16,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700575393585927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165891201862292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480966248729065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971870426744004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877964842057203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176785134730544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756877936038654,0.0,0.0,0.18476615168384775,0.4151121612575229,0.23460331356294806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685742399596067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866327439002247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194573053183048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023782871413948,0.0,0.0,0.17385985830147235,0.0,0.0,0.11597649220839773,0.16043574563155355,0.0,0.0,0.14530829500246792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960210647311053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379914237783372,0.15858152209735496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383283372257047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582462977668752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621877547120946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351454315685425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957440093136277,0.0,0.1556386111534893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709338289759721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684705627083844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Seven_One-Bri,2019/09/20,"Social anxiety or low self esteem, help me please😩🤦🏻‍♀️ Hey y'all, this is my first time posting so idk if this is gonna sound stupid. Ok so this is gonna be kinda long I'm sorry I haven't really spoken about this ever. If you think you have some answers or could help, by all means reach TF out cause I'm dyin! Ok so I'm not sure I have social anxiety but growing up I remember as far back as 5th grade and feeling like people were looking at me, I would avoid the cafeteria so I wouldn't have to walk through the big crowd, etc....I dropped out of school in 7th grade and I never did have much friends, I was constantly moving and I did talk to guys mostly (i was lonely and a teenager I liked guys ok lol) anyway this could be a long story if I say everything, but ive basically been dealing with the same type of feelings for years. So fast forward to today, I'm 23 I don't have friends and honestly I don't mind, I do talk to guys still lol, go on dates when I feel like it. But honestly, the thought of leaving the house alone to a store or to shop gives me anxiety, I can do it and I have done it but I feel kinda tingly all over and like I'm doing things but sometimes I feel like I don't think things through if that makes sense like I do things without thinking sometimes? I can have a conversation with somebody I'm not scared or nervous, somtimes I say things without thinking and I feel like that's strange?? I'm a vocal person for the most part but somtimes when I know there will be a confrontation I don't say anything even if I want to..and then others I do. I don't know if this is low self esteem or low self confidence..I could've given more details I'm sure but I don't think anybody would like to read all that lol I honestly don't know what I'm doing right now but I have to right this shit somewhere 🤷🏻‍♀️",0.5338579808582864,2.5337460202531688,2.327317073170736,95.53634146341464,83.73417721518987,5.372645878357519,21.026551404754557,6.584502450881947,0.19150015436863246,1438,45,333,15,41,474,183,395,0.099,0.708,0.193,0.9907,0,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,3,0,1,15,28,3,3,12,6,45,2,1,2,7,76,78,37,0,12,23,0,6,8,2,6,0,4,0,7,19,12,1,1,18,2,2,5,14,10,0,1,9,11,40,18,30,58,10,38,0,4,1,0,26,15,1,16,26,201,59,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405281286890927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625162731466452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678421263709045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240371119718534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833692423525446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877004628167801,0.0,0.19438862881436011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366794619068679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305044090800523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905100396778542,0.05360256357752005,0.07340996200815665,0.0,0.0,0.07293749541275601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462085123050964,0.2319105461328804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903098295664202,0.0,0.0,0.1254013595678385,0.0,0.0,0.07785192663297577,0.04612264518651586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24107065793471616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879388797051284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364276262897624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338031237993979,0.0,0.0,0.08593215090813525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31718854114706496,0.0,0.0,0.1436404522164524,0.06815033458837727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054172048943957316,0.0,0.0,0.08840233097371306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194410548575203,0.0,0.0,0.08625564811093178,0.059658765291001024,0.0,0.06259226623153841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788369670499586,0.0,0.056263132509787366,0.07086201254229765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772471132376256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117764541573266,0.0,0.05199040898269347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193356909036936,0.13861302062388126,0.0,0.19361477069344735,0.08125099694219776,0.08213388443278456,0.0,0.0,0.2539892319723808,0.0,0.08330514291037444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545599837583674,0.0,0.0,0.16053009232353752,0.09084714340398498,0.0,0.0,0.06481103370428183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297654258772705,0.0,0.0,0.13045972860587934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566492010667512,0.26000642543240216,0.0,0.0644285475491311,0.04732253170609473,0.0,0.07692609870636805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786772482031798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646236576122696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530133822618804,0.0,0.0,0.052261599403067065
socialanxiety,SimplyASMR,2019/09/20,"Have any of you felt anxiety like this? I’m not really sure what this type of anxiety classifies as, maybe I can get some help?

For example: I was at my boyfriend’s sister’s labor for about 6 hours. I was getting tired and bored from sitting in one spot, and talking to his family to be quite frank (it feels like it’s draining after a while). Once I heard that it would be at least another 4 hours, I felt completely overwhelmed with anxiety. I didn’t drive seperate so I felt like I was stuck, and the thought of staying another 4 hours completely overwhelmed me and made me super agitated that I couldn’t leave.

Do any of you get anxiety like this? I don’t know if it’s social anxiety, I don’t get nervous talking or being around people I know. But I do get agitated if I feel like the conversation is dragging on or I feel like I have to talk.",3.477710196779966,4.7986484883720975,5.0060465116279085,82.73716457960644,72.83720930232558,9.013237924865832,28.92844364937388,9.466822959209583,2.5495683363148482,668,27,138,16,13,225,97,172,0.16,0.6970000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.284,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,3,12,0,3,3,0,17,1,0,1,1,26,35,12,0,4,6,1,6,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,11,7,22,8,19,19,2,13,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,5,11,86,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672325264964833,0.22624171364748236,0.4126368629021887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603545264865887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262187963285134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169900716756937,0.0,0.16364105313144425,0.2312069898366023,0.3107431498481313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818124199509233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230922373511521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187181525821564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857528881144892,0.0,0.0,0.11422860680813568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316226273587644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207800622717583,0.0,0.0,0.10837926122475064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148879383767477,0.07310180859365144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478992639349961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147429193458322,0.0,0.0,0.06911024480030825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996936526542672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498498468257135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167496768934706,0.0,0.0,0.2601278954220779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564411745118129,0.0,0.12399139071063195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766343626308801,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nosnahyat4,2019/09/20,"Blushing I blush so much all the time for literally no reason and because of this I am constantly thinking about it which makes it worse. I’m currently in nursing school and I’ve had enough of this blushing shit. It’s ruining my life. I feel like it has affected every aspect of my life. I’m more closed off to people because all I can think about is my face getting so red for no reason. You can tell people get uncomfortable about it. I want to be social. I want to date. I want to make new friends in school but this makes it almost impossible. 

I got prescribed propranolol 10mg a few months back by my psychiatrist. I never mentioned my blushing to her but I have heard this medication usually helps. Should I talk to her about a higher dosage or a different medication? Or does anyone have anything else that helps or any advice?

I’m 25 and I just want to live my life :( I feel like I am constantly holding back because of this.",2.3544965675057203,4.7912145869565235,3.7705377574370718,85.27835240274602,79.76086956521739,6.917162471395881,24.901601830663616,8.032893268588372,1.613276086956522,740,28,145,14,19,243,104,184,0.08900000000000001,0.805,0.106,0.4784,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,9,5,1,0,4,0,11,7,2,6,3,30,29,10,0,5,6,0,2,2,1,1,5,1,0,0,13,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,4,23,3,21,24,6,15,0,1,1,0,11,4,1,4,13,94,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202477659738684,0.0,0.0,0.12322164754684607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368151128453033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604280565980225,0.0,0.10126364879681883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924315327722616,0.0,0.22503926588350545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26595713314031505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285661174566765,0.0,0.0,0.10768612019182024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279652920299917,0.0,0.0,0.12714854489046246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367901045065313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244404495033001,0.17582080531137312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507186453575614,0.0,0.12858215054190594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984181972382189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496213143295999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607518190717806,0.1202367586769046,0.0,0.10865967864918746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24642018475269234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479296115980842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822119969216367,0.0,0.09045946665431807,0.0,0.09490747910004298,0.11884713177837987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062146473568734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530417416205689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490761363831915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631402544918102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254389132496307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989068195762262,0.10755535447695852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769714613827993,0.0,0.0,0.07175426708857989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552752177690652,0.0,0.29032373272095074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540339535998546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThatsOffTheAList,2019/09/20,"Hey guys. I'm looking to improve the quality of life for other people with social anxiety since my own personal breakthrough! I have 2 simple questions for you:

1. As someone with social anxiety, what are the 2 biggest issues you’re dealing with?

2. Regarding social anxiety, what would you wish for more than anything else?

Thanks so much in advance, I'm looking forward to hearing your answers <3 peace",4.882504892367908,7.700570205479455,5.449745596868887,74.56506849315069,72.97260273972603,7.4590998043052865,36.4559686888454,8.418075326091056,3.729479060665363,327,19,47,6,7,105,54,73,0.066,0.772,0.163,0.8608,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,10,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,12,9,3,4,0,0,2,0,12,3,0,1,1,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133149317336762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820226102160364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566931181587512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044567556147928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832166795683904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202979361052264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879716556177063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272059276653545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30246770236734005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323900298702199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485470923224845,0.15725139317547668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017468286377164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897586313871813,0.0,0.0,0.5507503665305039,0.15259331302792534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580663181966693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709955309327727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793382110226062,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,overwhelming-guilt,2019/09/20,"I don't really fucking know about this Look, I'm not willing to self diagnose. I've had friends with severe anxiety and I'm nowhere near what they had. But I don't know what the hell I've got, and I'm pretty sure I've got something because I don't think I'm normal. I don't tend to panic during social events. Like, I can handle social situations while staying pretty levelheaded. I think it's more of a reactive thing. For example, when someone I admire viewed my writing but didn't upvote it, I assume that they probably hated it. I make social gaffes and they stick around in my head and haunt me for ages and ages. I apologize a ridiculous amount because I don't want people to leave, I worry way too much. Extremely low self esteem and constant self deprecation. Sometimes a tiny facial microexpression or one fucking word in a text is enough to make me dive into analyzing every single little thing. I once assumed a long distance friend of mine hated me based on his text ""tone"" that I was reading it in. When I saw him again, he was very happy to see me and we immediately struck up a conversation. I thought he hated me for six fucking months because of how he worded text messages. I know it's ridiculous, but it seemed so real back then. God I just need to know, is this kind of thing common for sufferers of social anxiety? Thanks for any advice and I'm really sorry if it's too dramatic or whiny.",3.3541486810551566,5.354657334532373,4.802320143884892,81.26352817745807,74.57553956834529,7.36714628297362,25.6121103117506,8.212053250817874,1.7453664268585127,1121,39,209,19,24,374,157,278,0.185,0.711,0.10400000000000001,-0.9792,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,3,0,11,20,9,1,7,0,14,6,2,3,1,41,44,20,0,4,8,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,3,16,12,0,0,10,1,0,0,7,12,0,2,9,4,32,8,26,34,5,25,1,2,4,3,22,10,4,6,14,127,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369988384947127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520659925950445,0.0,0.14670692516999126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535995709581516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737313551639588,0.0,0.17535588211623887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362002271876472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732351219827537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907713287958016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078912034811081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481644601412205,0.2659385756595166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153379542234481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207373112668018,0.0,0.28400634120888024,0.09840795351776112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985178647540692,0.2107884387778854,0.0,0.0,0.10153072336660003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046845653352558636,0.0961041871960241,0.0,0.08485717431786807,0.08052111689640842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801093088920099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765362660019104,0.0,0.07048814129683452,0.07109916033383586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394911904385972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211676230176847,0.06497566339390518,0.0,0.0,0.11250299528274474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647612659778986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510355426332002,0.1033826434372694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095913170718463,0.10914065133270387,0.12285561984317835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640970159212487,0.08729212588634178,0.3000938551747767,0.1083252679572924,0.0,0.0,0.10778125535347403,0.0,0.3909797909841761,0.08124493226724458,0.07381866833261086,0.09483491465923984,0.10733789493360188,0.0,0.10220302074355166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037257221489503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828007141560358,0.0,0.0,0.19110962932813452,0.12288132055410506,0.0,0.07612374377915614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791170004986169,0.05655676804966527,0.0761108138585481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737812869611706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,virtuousturtle2,2019/09/20,"Have a great weekend! Today I had the privilege of meeting someone and speaking to them about their social anxiety. The stories I heard had me feeling like I'm talking to myself and as if I've known this person my entire life. This individual happened to be doing a presentation infront of about 20 people shortly after our conversation. Had I not spoken to them prior to that, I would have never known how nervous they were infront of that audience, but I knew what was going on inside their head while they were up there. Fellow socially anxious friends of reddit, let's not forget that the way we feel inside is not congruent to how others perceive us. Take it easy on yourself this weekend!",6.146666666666667,7.614321496124033,6.739534883720933,72.27271317829461,66.59689922480621,8.213953488372093,33.713178294573645,8.515128840125781,3.0297503875969,559,25,87,8,9,183,91,129,0.028999999999999998,0.825,0.146,0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,6,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,13,2,1,2,1,19,21,8,0,2,5,0,2,1,2,1,1,2,0,1,9,3,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,4,17,4,17,10,0,14,0,0,0,0,19,4,0,1,9,73,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874538801416342,0.2491959987848012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306678089379708,0.15758453626416274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042187536456835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536239984237835,0.0,0.0,0.24319353158056836,0.0,0.0,0.19506081468712536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263817918723727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22556105814650024,0.15580429333791873,0.1077657096636016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012720486059058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292447528874029,0.19260456363765224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497131710645153,0.18689925651069286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585096093861518,0.1772962564774991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090868879125201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653341842627692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750885147616952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669583137112122,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,welcometoearth42,2019/09/20,"How do you know social invitations are real? How do you accept them? I’ve recently graduated physical therapy after visiting two-three times a week for several months. 

As I was leaving my PT said something like “don’t be a stranger. If you’re ever in the area stop by. (A local bar) is right across the street.” I said “of course!” And left. 

Was this a real invite to hang out/get a drink? How do you know if someone is actually inviting you to something vs just being polite/saying that because they know they’ll never see you? My PT was seems really great. But, friendliness is also a part of their job?

I spoke to one friend who was convinced I should go out with my PT. He said “that’s how you make friends. You invite people out. Or go out when invited.” All my previous friendships were from forced repeated contact-coworkers, classmates, neighbors- people you have to regularly interact with. And I’m not if this really how you make new friends? Is it weird?

I was thinking of writing a thank you card anyway. Would dropping it off in person and saying something like “thanks so much for everything, I’d love to repay you by buying you a drink sometime?” Be appropriate? 

I’m sure in overthinking it. But, I don’t know what to do.",2.4049074975657234,5.018547012658232,3.847700421940932,83.71199853943526,80.98312236286921,7.021681272314183,24.72719896137617,8.139509932561175,1.823311716975008,970,37,180,20,26,319,142,237,0.027999999999999997,0.775,0.19699999999999998,0.9904,1,0,5,0,0,0,36.0,0,12,4,0,11,13,0,0,10,0,24,4,0,7,4,41,44,18,0,5,9,0,0,2,4,3,0,5,1,1,9,8,3,1,7,3,1,4,4,1,0,1,10,6,26,12,26,28,3,29,0,0,1,1,33,13,0,5,13,120,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.1138867279190624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332852251225134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114196171354711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22865190153115106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556587459169944,0.0,0.0,0.1048864525079053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27049675212261,0.0,0.060973268787011564,0.0,0.1326516795378858,0.0,0.0,0.12866709020198114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581117870147432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25655089855362184,0.0,0.0,0.12357318295785595,0.12679974815133135,0.0,0.0,0.1140318181643204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533034064137548,0.0,0.15580227992919513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315239454579212,0.0,0.08579121365443121,0.0,0.09000968188315735,0.11271390437861507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908196922217972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263795682660033,0.0,0.16181637009986302,0.10190184172176044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26567047348965256,0.14952774376939088,0.0,0.11523158481433556,0.0,0.0,0.09966497973620683,0.3330380281363044,0.18561615747150773,0.0,0.0,0.0929983528286864,0.10624336639446844,0.0,0.13184283251791362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896551024673795,0.09888331872913186,0.2695344080618997,0.11542370497710892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757016261845057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999258185485383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489159251201898,0.13346173236531672,0.0,0.0,0.07477951206999199,0.0,0.0,0.0680513149821852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400330938854045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361328634635582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290350708864594,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IlluminatiGaySex,2019/09/20,"I think part of my anxiety comes from how it’s hard to accept myself I was born in China, but my parents moved to Canada when I was 6. My whole life I lived around asian neighbourhoods, hung out with Chinese ppl(we spoke English though), and many of my job experiences were with Chinese employers. My parents could only speak Chinese, but when my sisters started going to school I only talked to them in English. 

Now that I’m at university, I notice it’s predominantly white people, some Asians but I find that I just can’t fit in. I feel like I identify as a white person, I enjoy western music, western shows, I’m pretty much westernized. I’ve stopped talking to the Chinese friends I used to have, because they started hating me for meeting other people and having success with women. 
I often feel anxious about the way I speak, always thinkin “do I have an accent?” And sometimes I feel like I should be friends with more western people, but I stop myself and tell myself that I’m Chinese and I shouldn’t white wash myself, or erase my race or be some self hating asian.

I don’t even understand what it means to be Chinese, I can speak it, but I can’t relate to anyone who is Chinese, I barely look Chinese, people always mistake me for Argentinian or Brazilian... So wtf do I do",4.443927125506072,6.109197198380572,5.197408906882593,80.95417004048583,70.94331983805671,6.819433198380567,29.19433198380567,7.273561745256523,1.799409716599191,1016,40,180,10,19,329,136,247,0.109,0.76,0.131,0.8253,4,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,1,11,10,2,0,4,0,20,2,0,2,0,40,38,19,0,4,9,3,4,2,2,2,2,4,0,3,10,12,0,2,8,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,4,12,39,7,25,28,6,19,0,0,4,0,19,7,0,6,10,126,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064506243257946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490321962271492,0.14014903091627487,0.0,0.08674349699001246,0.0,0.0,0.11043697829346512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562395923404983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686406914958888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990493720699702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193843893149268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135149208463415,0.0,0.0,0.1881807492355216,0.17725260559970113,0.0,0.0,0.11338579577639755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169216837951236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050441795584513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113065106910344,0.24496108953510898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310737075584187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876250855968243,0.12121590915591834,0.0,0.10954455094256599,0.0,0.1041765851507227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257742657613259,0.0,0.1351343763142143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185289440518386,0.0911961251527721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123964855514212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188701786341666,0.0,0.0,0.2755011016784954,0.13434157687480675,0.0,0.344021848177507,0.10832173500177128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621050736336714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555224647174154,0.0,0.0,0.12941844434441446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269548589309855,0.0,0.17561628144993066,0.0,0.0,0.2074343136622349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942453852850808,0.10843123368407856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949067802056886,0.12188531378317286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914764975386914,0.0,0.10714536492060883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847062468130648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385051433001944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mlk30033,2019/09/20,"Let me try and explain this cycle my mind continuously goes through *Phase 1:* I feel extremely lonely bc I have no friends (or at the moment anything to do bc I’m unemployed) so I download tinder and other dating apps. Sometimes I’m looking for friends or something more casual sometimes something more serious.

*Phase 2:* I actively use the sites and sort through people and chat with people then I convince myself to go out and meet a few people 

*Phase 3:* I realize I’m rly awkward, kind of stupid, very uninteresting and not at all confident and weird and then I convince myself I’m not worthy of social interaction and isolate myself 

And then it just goes in a circle like this over and over",2.654284351145037,5.541185893129772,4.087094465648857,80.34300811068702,83.19847328244275,6.328435114503818,27.271469465648856,7.645422480735847,2.0998278625954194,556,25,94,10,16,183,83,131,0.145,0.733,0.12300000000000001,-0.2563,2,2,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,12,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,25,12,17,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,2,12,7,14,11,4,14,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,3,7,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178419893489605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962794650391297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33502075317002883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322070017288325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257789801851207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170755786020446,0.0,0.1059246330324934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820696083461224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892087958448075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509357098063319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210151205034792,0.0,0.3338288526037635,0.4288702500676789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472028412940174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872581501781188,0.0,0.17889470302349553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1648958,2019/09/20,"My parents are angry at me because I have no friends :,)) how are you doing?",-0.09600000000000007,2.205669066666669,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,91.66666666666666,3.0,27.5,3.1291,0.5750000000000006,56,3,11,0,2,19,14,15,0.267,0.583,0.15,-0.34,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108501218412176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207129561346047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7483716955474852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anon6466,2019/09/20,"I use daydreaming to fulfill what I lack from not having friends? Anyone else? I have been addicted to daydreaming fake groups of friends. Mainly I daydream about tv best friend groups and create all the attention I would want in real life and more through them. So much time is consumed on it and nothing is more fun for me, but I guess it shouldn’t be this way. It is basically maladaptive daydreaming (I am on the MD subreddit too). 

Is this common for people that struggle to make friends, talk to people, lonely, etc.",5.552488954344626,7.098860979381445,5.385419734904271,81.13288659793818,68.0721649484536,8.841826215022092,31.382916053019148,9.23628265651192,2.782532842415317,413,17,75,8,7,128,70,97,0.18100000000000002,0.73,0.08900000000000001,-0.8675,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,3,9,0,1,2,0,11,2,0,2,1,15,15,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,9,6,13,11,8,6,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,2,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21190783367523275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591818544090878,0.1991699258020868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20399457526379824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238333480358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679013800710034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007240333503351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413647868100188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372995445963627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975318548624376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428949982433147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651720240749445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695235203723589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212521552353844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032129197497936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562389248170748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133471846429852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678858252635344,0.0,0.0,0.11465303414756675,0.15429339478274615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808519538509645,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whatthosethangzdo,2019/09/20,"Do I have social anxiety or am I just awkward? I just realized that I have no problem talking to people. But by their facial expressions, they seem shocked by what I say sometimes because I tend to speak my mind. I don't cuss or anything but I'll say things like ""Yeah I like having shorter nails and I like it because I can wear crazy colors without looking too strippery. Because I used to have super long nails and certain colors just looked too much."" IDK I can't explain it. Maybe that is a judgmental thing to say or awkward thing to say but yeah, idk I said it. 

But then if I spent this much time writing a post about it then I must still have social anxiety.

So my question is, do anxiety meds even help something like awkwardness? Maybe I am just a goofy awkward person. I take anxiety meds but I still feel like I will always just be socially awkward. I think it's because I am just the type of person who doesn't bullshit. I say what I think and feel. 

I was raised in a pretty invalidating environment so I still struggle with fully expressing myself. I was trained to think how I am is too much or weird so maybe I still believe that to an extent.",1.907608695652172,4.374768456521743,3.184086956521739,88.6204782608696,81.82608695652175,5.7669565217391305,25.72173913043478,7.087006719466742,1.2707617391304349,915,38,179,12,25,296,117,230,0.141,0.6829999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9601,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,19,16,0,6,6,2,23,2,2,2,2,37,37,19,0,3,17,0,2,5,0,2,0,7,0,2,15,4,0,0,9,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,4,13,33,7,14,30,4,10,0,0,4,0,22,1,0,7,13,128,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001128387323618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29424288623062833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912996424903031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23446846294230744,0.0,0.0,0.10833730656056474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351155118941784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724089974366733,0.06869540157712417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445278102177192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23489007478421106,0.0,0.0,0.08509693683421414,0.16149725591112965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898113586425354,0.0,0.21362005470548645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709231989814804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120619130574152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666395377349006,0.16792317518383612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209292713739003,0.09782740803437544,0.0,0.0920103631132936,0.0,0.0,0.10771913483243424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914684206498655,0.3823441019489264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753876831732005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29406337334722765,0.0,0.07402724173627433,0.09510286911281368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30716809122725325,0.0,0.0,0.10052537655830872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229896177459577,0.07728827856831028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164960636595146,0.18484277948250585,0.0,0.0,0.05607059055147407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304976782085903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269302519356604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,roseC-137,2019/09/20,I just did my presentation in class and I know I failed I just got back from my class. We all had to do a 2-3 minute speech. When it was my turn I introduced myself and then my mind went blank when I actually looked up at everyone. I pretty much forgot what I was going to say. I spit out bits and pieces but my voice was shaking and I kept saying ‘um’ every few words. I don’t even think I reached the 2 minute mark. Maybe I should’ve prepared more but I’ve never been good at public speaking and have avoided it until now.  Then when everyone else was done my professor was saying we all deserve to treat ourselves for accomplishing our first speech. I had to hold back tears cuz I know I don’t deserve to do anything special. I was dreading this class before but now it’s going to be even more awkward. Every time I go I’m gonna remember my horrible speech.,1.5017514124293818,3.679919655367232,3.0450000000000017,90.74569209039551,81.25988700564972,5.967231638418079,21.69774011299436,7.1686216300943375,0.6315062146892654,677,21,144,9,18,222,105,177,0.141,0.7829999999999999,0.076,-0.9062,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,3,11,8,0,4,2,0,17,1,1,1,3,27,31,15,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,5,8,0,4,4,0,0,5,3,5,1,1,15,9,29,3,14,14,8,24,0,1,1,0,8,5,0,0,14,98,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.16098252526400322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575254531993985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536965638410022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140373484830995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800995934000769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881697482113414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780750205202025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791630548567525,0.0,0.2779810866418426,0.3152631972864514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031956464359105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281261075052967,0.138365229356104,0.13193797517305944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132144220203872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385294670620947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573001126155254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656812223130707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212686190209026,0.0,0.12723155851890036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782921322855954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868737462277568,0.0,0.0,0.3935615453909627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057032273294627,0.0,0.0,0.0961927059767129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794350860796656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529246653512485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,The_Nendo_Goon,2019/08/16,"Telegram social anxiety support group If you would like to find people talk with who also have social anxiety, then please join in. Share memes and relate to others.

If you would to join message me or comment below for a link🙂

Edit: ill just live the link here https://t.me/joinchat/KNm3bxd_FoYgVmdxb4kN4Q",10.342941176470589,11.512149176470597,7.467450980392157,71.80352941176474,57.235294117647065,9.15294117647059,30.72549019607843,8.841846274778883,2.5775960784313723,252,7,36,3,3,71,42,51,0.10300000000000001,0.6629999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,4,6,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,7,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,2,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908682542127247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000273137786908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896668356146755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773453503383014,0.0,0.2308710527780619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126115261780076,0.0,0.0,0.2870009383617279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5330443513417251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966979603490049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101489885334197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714626707216861,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LovelyVidel,2019/08/16,"Any ideal jobs or careers? I’m 19 with extreme SA and have been taking regular classes in online community college with no clear vision of my future. I don’t have any career or dream I want to pursue, but I just want to do something online like a stay-at-home job, without interacting people, or at least something where that’s a minimum. I’ve been researching a lot but I thought this would be a good place to ask. Suggestions would be appreciated!",5.255517241379311,6.421527367816093,6.476494252873567,74.4554310344828,68.42528735632183,9.018390804597699,31.74137931034483,9.2995712137729,2.9369862068965524,359,15,64,7,6,121,63,87,0.019,0.732,0.249,0.9505,2,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,1,18,16,6,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,9,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,2,41,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125020481462168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480330772244774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927196133467093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560212136681118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225368893385773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953416684209173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929312332300893,0.0,0.2400600467814794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537753127342357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449035348552917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275794161890826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182411183175426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27104780885310104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148943555779851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32644308039864506,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sheepsheepers,2019/08/16,"I am considering creating an anonymous Instagram profile so I can speak my mind without fear of social repercussions. Has anyone ever tried​ this? I overthink every single thing/word/picture that I want to share on social media. Its a reflection of my social anxiety (what will person X think of me?) and fear of rejection and judgement. I was thinking about creating an anonymous profile, just to see what happens.",7.684583333333332,9.502163847222224,7.726000000000003,65.319,63.30555555555557,10.204444444444446,39.4,10.355215969177356,4.881429999999999,335,18,45,8,5,108,54,72,0.071,0.746,0.183,0.7443,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,8,1,9,8,1,2,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754213379264972,0.0,0.0,0.1439967544069704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862828618973108,0.17351178742414253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634753833491202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821104406276458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793884192182155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798172636939334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410605589797045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6297840794162864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368161671431681,0.2639137235126533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146766635093748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851704370850032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JimJamesJimothy-,2019/08/16,"Stepping out of home after over two years Hi! Been home for 2 years after graduation. Got a job now. Moving to a new city. 

I have SAD, GAD and OCD. College was a nightmare. Can't even. Haven't interacted with anybody other than my parents in two years and now I will have to. New people, new city, more responsibility.  Don't know how I am going to manage. So fucking scared.",0.3917444717444738,2.843746135135138,2.660663390663391,87.96898034398035,94.40540540540545,4.312530712530713,18.889434889434884,6.1124844417494595,0.04871891891891922,290,9,58,3,11,98,54,74,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.8223,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,3,0,9,1,0,1,0,6,13,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,3,0,2,3,0,4,0,12,9,1,16,0,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,10,39,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628428973584152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675920968760142,0.0,0.0,0.10866206948654418,0.0,0.15291828160155882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835738016109085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897342331618813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507726574810212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321291614421805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539798434074455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123024394936252,0.0,0.0,0.13255242386003724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142227077134866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735447774088851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369375185845211
socialanxiety,bluenbreezy,2019/08/16,"Anxious at my new job Hey guys,

I recently got a job as a receptionist at a dental clinic (my first job also) which is a huge step out of my comfort zone already since I have mild-moderate social anxiety, but that's not it. To work as a receptionist at the clinic you need to know Chinese and my Chinese is elementary level at best. I don't know what got to me when I decided to apply to this clinic knowing full well that I might not be that qualified for the job. But anyways, I guess they weren't very picky with the requirements since they told me to come in and train (note: I actually followed up with them first after the interview, where they just asked me about my availability and past experience, and told them my friend referred me since she works there).

It's been two days since I've been training there and I've been so stressed out mentally. The first day I didn't need to do much so it was fine but on the second day, I had to call patients to remind them of their appointments in Chinese. I had rehearsed everything I needed to say in my head but I was so anxious that I would just blank out momentarily in the middle of my calls and forget some of the words that I needed to say. As a result, there were long pauses in between my sentences as I looked towards the worker who was training me every few seconds so she could remind me of the words to say. I essentially sounded like a toddler who was just starting to learn Chinese. But after a few calls, I started to get the hang of it and started sounding a little better (though there were still some small pauses). I somehow survived but I was super embarrassed. 

All in all, I just felt incompetent and embarrassed. I felt bad for my friend since she was the one that referred me but I also felt bad for my colleague that was training me since I felt like such a burden. I'm going back tomorrow for training again so please pray for me.

Just wanted to get this off my chest since this is the kind of stuff that eats me up at night. Thanks for taking the time to read this.",5.101682455475559,5.6790241625615785,5.671428571428574,82.21395604395606,68.45812807881774,8.413641530882911,29.162182644941268,8.384062270229773,1.9479859037514209,1614,55,322,22,26,522,186,406,0.086,0.785,0.129,0.961,5,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,7,11,27,18,0,3,24,0,26,6,2,1,2,58,56,28,0,7,14,0,4,2,2,2,3,5,0,1,21,14,1,1,11,1,0,5,5,6,1,7,24,10,56,12,58,28,9,53,1,0,1,0,28,26,0,5,24,244,77,12,0.0,0.0,0.07571385413644985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561933557527028,0.1240928116801259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935394783438526,0.17530276218475588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253350008374881,0.0,0.0,0.05965971958159886,0.12956403801787686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142291407702333,0.06861951808102579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23767542649747506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683444893535201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061947015983665386,0.0,0.0,0.15011185522218778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939101132895568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537050966300921,0.0,0.06973031635184936,0.07589510829506399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29798327721309226,0.0,0.0,0.19798673860703736,0.0,0.0,0.11988725996324935,0.0,0.08107215412217719,0.0,0.0440945582466132,0.0,0.12410704318284525,0.0,0.08547097922507234,0.07682346437319687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962678698110362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079730483715505,0.0,0.0,0.08079506429248996,0.1279195850995171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581031262522032,0.07776269466338173,0.0,0.0686621751768036,0.06515365469350662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818958592660262,0.08230769191077482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703547336470077,0.2301195174601771,0.0,0.07493414088898231,0.0,0.07281027266190393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052575052351724695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406570192659936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516737801242133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760813369727146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660793811501031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851012176171284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492661734159853,0.0,0.0,0.07909031591891222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474972581783287,0.0,0.061961188243647373,0.0,0.08887580388497282,0.0,0.08881870989577241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833587157361005,0.0,0.0,0.07143181206403376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622896867802982,0.0,0.04524168382479587,0.0,0.0,0.14827566964049008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757913595010903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401751403305238,0.04576290392033796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976015446748797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296872033995273,0.0,0.0,0.05511567640762148,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,welpdelp123,2019/08/16,"AITA - Afraid of being the asshole A good friend of mine recently showed me this subreddit, and it's been very effective in undoing the bit of progress I've made in improving my sense of self worth.

I'm 22, and I've made plenty of mistakes along the way - mistakes the voice in my head reminds me of on a weekly basis (Just to clarify: I mean being a shitty person kind of mistake, not like physically assaulting someone..)

I've tried calming these thoughts. I grew up isolated, sheltered, and with conservative parents who were often more similar to investors who I needed to please than people I could talk to. I try to use this to dampen the blow, but as much as I'd like to wish, I know it doesn't matter. Hell, with that kind of thinking, no one is really at fault for anything!

I'd like to say that I've reflected upon these mistakes and that I've changed. Have I thought? I've never been in those exact scenarios again. Who's to say that I have?

AITA has now given me even more scenarios to think about. It's not about disagreeing with the consensus. I usually do find that the consensus is usually pretty fair. It's about the berating and judgment passed. And that's not to say that I don't agree with these people being mad. They're completely justified, and either way, it's not my place to decide how people feel.

Every time I read something, it's as if I put myself on trial. For things in the past or for the future..

I'm sure I'll continue to mess up, and frankly, I'm scared. Or. Maybe I'm not and I'm just an insecure fuck up, and I'm really only worried because I'd be rebuked the same way.",4.052606003499797,5.138465120743035,5.37673980347288,81.52699959617716,71.16718266253869,8.837205545833895,28.59456185220084,9.20300075937882,2.3869704940099608,1266,47,250,26,23,424,171,323,0.157,0.72,0.12300000000000001,-0.9109999999999999,2,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,2,10,22,4,3,15,0,16,2,1,5,3,57,36,18,0,9,12,1,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,2,23,15,0,1,11,2,1,3,9,13,0,1,8,5,20,9,48,23,6,30,1,0,0,1,11,13,2,4,14,156,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606311328265188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116068713853918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744459120215038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234903504235184,0.0,0.1223946236907054,0.0,0.0,0.09320354882935493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710249075135597,0.0,0.09835443067964207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059024818578111385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669384704160816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018931671340467,0.10791980030661938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979119372729962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119803981042039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431234693190588,0.06415460646346273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710927490776119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091531494366645,0.0,0.0,0.11727618667209785,0.12715884187967358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581379493975944,0.08655766279300181,0.09003337352035802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910278455320555,0.08878237080118855,0.0,0.0,0.1296206116515992,0.0,0.11143694585573792,0.2427884431891698,0.10192866351930092,0.12196342569417098,0.12814018156002802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876165330467185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735110646570578,0.0,0.0,0.1167667782499174,0.0,0.14956710128052414,0.0,0.11526191516152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27849752083458273,0.11687228785642514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178026013484265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890934601490288,0.08986845092630152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002153323307838,0.0,0.0,0.09382732230439153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755367186808608,0.14959838988448926,0.0,0.18534939972958686,0.0680692269115672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851105997414214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082172196066526,0.2571346348282294,0.0963187556392844,0.0,0.27797687609542443,0.0936379264958473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423970520048953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855024992581782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,formerhomecomingking,2019/08/16,"anyone peak in highschool? YES i know many ""nerds"" are resentful towards me heck i have been BANNED on spot from other subs and mods on those subs got DOWNRIGHT ANGRY that i used to be popular in highschool and wrote hateful pm's to me :(

i know many of you have the image of me as a 1980s sitcom bully in a varsity jacket but i NEVER bullied a SOUL! i even STOOD UP for nerds getting teased. 

backstory was i was at a religious school, and was a jr. varsity on track and was elected homecoming king, i had girls flirt with me, i was friends with the star football players. i honestly felt i had to work hard for good grades (i get good grades in college so i don't think the teachers are ""giving"" me those grades) but now once i went to college i lost many best friends, i have been made fun of by teachers and students, have been ostracised. been fired from countless jobs if one told me that, in Jr. year of highschool with my varsity trophy i would have laughed. 

i KNEW from the get-go college would be hard, socially but NOT falling flat on my face. so for those who ""peaked in highschool"" now what? 

​

thx",3.1516510454217763,5.124818397260277,3.507089641913001,90.44811824080747,75.0730593607306,6.437010334054314,27.50805094929104,7.273561745256523,1.36571598173516,875,35,177,10,19,271,124,219,0.109,0.6940000000000001,0.196,0.9807,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,4,5,16,3,0,9,1,23,1,1,2,1,25,40,12,0,3,5,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,20,4,27,10,32,16,1,19,1,1,0,0,10,13,1,1,4,117,35,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624680349048439,0.18220260410283354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104846766386665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573606321144497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903889816348288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397309833884828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316981064131421,0.0,0.2350241126375862,0.14384328880993702,0.08521860998404764,0.2515376686297013,0.11992669991296015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686469837014256,0.14804209548565728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879973934646018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481443010040406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368539048519445,0.0,0.0,0.14188393375005687,0.0,0.4560696369406363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564874266063495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968917536505922,0.1016082949781369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175485785014325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285257532490593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608029232784786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432812456193157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295064810050083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390028187624775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091635533029386,0.0,0.0,0.21303677907460733,0.0,0.18220260410283354,0.09656126266527648
socialanxiety,StraightActivity1,2019/08/16,"Social anxiety cost me an interview I applied for an unpaid internship for the summer last spring. They told me they’d get back to me with a date for an interview but after a month I received a standardized rejection email. Ok.

A month ago they asked me if I’m still interested. I was excited at first but then started to wonder whether they were just being polite.
Like most rejection emails it stated they’d keep my resume on file for the future. So I thought they might just be giving me a second chance so they can bring me into an interview and then reject me outright.

This insecurity, coupled with my anxiety surrounding my job references (which I am not sure are very strong), prevented me from getting back to them. I am 27 years old and graduated from college five years ago and have had an extraordinarily hard time getting my foot in the door. I am sure my crippling social anxiety has played a huge role in my lack of success as well as the fact I picked a degree (Art History) in which job opportunities are few and far between and extremely competitive to get. I had one but I ended up losing it due to experiencing a mental breakdown.

The  deadline passed for applying to the internship so I have no chance of getting my foot in the door now. I’m ashamed and embarrassed. Sadly I have resorted to stocking shelves for a living and this opportunity could have at least filled in the gap during which I will be working a non-resume job to earn money.",7.080161870503599,7.242466467625903,7.655314748201443,71.12455485611513,64.17985611510791,10.978776978417267,34.64118705035971,10.686352973137794,3.74830143884892,1170,48,210,28,16,388,157,278,0.157,0.696,0.147,-0.4536,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,8,8,10,20,0,3,23,1,23,2,2,1,3,32,38,19,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,10,0,2,3,2,2,4,2,8,1,4,6,2,36,12,34,24,4,42,0,5,0,0,20,13,0,4,25,155,43,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23281386892813796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30137748766241435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276613336430113,0.0,0.0,0.20195338932147752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484804424149198,0.145302680148064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631022028608305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170041579927548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430454505022686,0.12597376139262054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763660057984122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909434290914274,0.11672292677453455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070430308197356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415614122709615,0.0,0.11595764499674925,0.0,0.0,0.14691308308271306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233930697514282,0.1393093821525088,0.0,0.0,0.2096361621283683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779786826123105,0.0,0.0889855843326809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26772766406460324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294871467726902,0.0,0.10487203141372296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475344067651082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425312290716676,0.07657353614050738,0.0,0.0,0.12548154034168765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083524530921345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807212414927552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241054416182375,0.09560225944726176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913108096184426
socialanxiety,femiran,2019/08/16,"Tips for phone calls? I *have* to make certain phone calls to people that I do not know and just thinking about it is making me panic. I've found 277-SLYDIAL which is a service that sends you directly to said person's voicemail, but just incase it doesn't work, does anybody have any tips? Also, if anyone tried SLYDIAL, did it work for you? I'm terrified that it won't work and i'll end up having to speak. 

A big thank you to this (recently discovered)  thread. As someone who has struggled with social anxiety all of my life and having it get worse then better and then get worse again, it is nice to see a community of people who share my struggles.",4.594704861111111,5.7301170468750025,5.259791666666668,82.68381944444445,69.9375,8.188888888888886,26.722222222222207,8.515128840125781,1.7788930555555558,514,16,100,8,9,166,85,128,0.172,0.7240000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.8943,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,4,5,8,0,3,3,0,12,1,0,2,2,17,23,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,13,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,3,8,5,14,19,1,8,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,1,5,64,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316394271999061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119411842534412,0.0,0.125927031375709,0.0,0.0,0.115099899777115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455851299139597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361726499170173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405227196415618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579656436403254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048756099214647,0.0,0.0,0.17200499829137375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046594873712556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162696792281368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975835826208795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313564373891354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282412032047086,0.14373205225773425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253359007483775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658283977046164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117372446666548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780027374128165,0.1394744402539954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441744991038745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515517731711888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547613816440718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176012305566088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595164966216841,0.0,0.3355055225584662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sinshyoma,2019/08/16,"Anxious about mentoring I'm a senior this year and there's a new mentoring club starting that I'm planning on trying out. Basically, groups of 5 upperclassmen each are going to be visiting with small groups of freshmen a few times in the school year to build relationships with them and mentor them not only in academics but to help them develop in high school since it can be scary to some people. It's a wholesome initiative and I won't be alone doing it, but I can't help but feel really anxious about it. We're expected to be really positive, open, cheerful, and encouraging but I still have trouble talking to people as I tend to stress about saying something lame or awkward (as I tend to do if I'm anxious), leading me to avoid conversation altogether. I don't want to avoid anyone or shut them away but this is really the only time I've ever been forced in a situation like this.

Well, I could quit before school starts, but I feel like this could be an opportunity for me to stop being a wallflower. Then again, the stress is killing me and I don't want any more embarrassing memories forever burned into my mind. I don't really know what I'm looking for here, maybe just support or advice. I feel like this is so trivial and my peers will do just fine, makes me a little discouraged I guess.",6.364598155467721,6.615147936758895,7.0322687747035575,74.68608432147566,65.6798418972332,10.383030303030305,31.88642951251647,10.203070172399654,3.1319050856389987,1040,38,195,23,15,344,143,253,0.19,0.65,0.16,-0.6793,1,3,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,4,12,19,1,6,11,0,24,0,0,2,1,44,43,20,1,6,13,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,11,12,0,4,4,1,0,3,6,10,1,0,1,5,22,9,30,32,4,29,0,2,1,0,14,13,0,6,16,129,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014871943841673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674396783300832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665349317729123,0.0,0.0,0.3820246853503365,0.0,0.07881647350001808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590418898437796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591645262061968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999556116224116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196173037859947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098391867972235,0.16105443954682316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406139690322701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241738332703533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110773481746867,0.11909491201775102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470802444181052,0.0,0.06194798661945777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165207954889138,0.11297509364385055,0.0,0.0,0.09465644512579076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524150261603936,0.0,0.11324243173218936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381510848248926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886571794740987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145734099602214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562917672285662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989163852876605,0.0,0.0,0.28884537836308943,0.0,0.0,0.12101913967688005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963950081037671,0.0,0.3422360978153943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932431826862057,0.1267020488064047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677739452216164,0.0,0.0,0.15956765029502862,0.0,0.09001837030483763,0.09423900149907724,0.25824085212174297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279133666711086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060009915207383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314559246908052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652950866362641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329704012494642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134885394198093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451760213933314
socialanxiety,Snoman2014,2019/08/16,"I have 'Now Memories' Like Will Byers I don't know if its PTSD or Dissociation or what. It's been happening a lot lately. Like bad things happening instead. I'll be driving and all of a sudden I come to a red light and BAM my brain sees me running the light and killing someone. But a second or two later and I'm still just sitting at the light. I cut hair for a living and as I'm doing a cut, I could even be in the middle of talking, and BAM I take the clippers and buzz them down the middle. I know it's not actually happening, but it is really messing with my brain. I'll be talking to a friend and they dont answer for a few minutes and BAM I'm seeing them get ready to kill themselves.. I hate this and I don't know how to deal with it..",0.8166045548654246,2.515126602484472,3.254385093167701,90.84749896480335,81.11180124223603,6.032463768115942,21.913457556935807,7.0316486544052195,0.5299860041407869,577,18,132,7,15,200,92,161,0.127,0.802,0.071,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,6,10,5,0,13,0,12,3,3,1,1,29,27,18,2,2,8,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,7,0,2,1,7,15,3,14,21,3,14,0,0,3,0,7,5,0,5,7,90,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.15179251126002194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987616945426733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34728625345460845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399091828417214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419250384849302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603632649604054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823012192337464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027380555744494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201760791697956,0.0,0.08126746424298352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126520235495271,0.0,0.0,0.15357154931446315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441818610508378,0.0,0.2564555098014488,0.0,0.1754650363253084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519858929919363,0.0,0.13735182546039298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322414354283775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182740945087647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964809835405708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479033997525019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179540360740974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422091665295837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695281588416045,0.250047347611551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333924848265573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194789542411025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bellaflor209,2019/08/16,Mindfulness or mindfulnaaaah? Does any one here successfully use mindfulness to help with anxiety ??  I’m having a hard time being able to focus on one thing specifically.,6.6184523809523785,10.218390607142858,7.014285714285716,61.39738095238097,71.5,12.304761904761904,30.76190476190476,11.20814326018867,5.392319047619047,139,6,19,6,3,45,25,28,0.095,0.7070000000000001,0.198,0.6531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,12,1,1,0.29478977347731106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046715473663887,0.0,0.22551336983505066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579725173232223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26407373442321314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759137126010715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5953072721879779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995143594550568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958452266552384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189428755118105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546037152534014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crochetlily,2019/08/16,Does anyone else do this? Sometimes I stop talking right in the middle of a sentence. I think this may just have to with me assuming the other person isn’t listening. Or maybe what ever I’m saying is not worth listening to.,2.0240909090909085,4.623675045454547,3.6647272727272733,84.46209090909093,82.63636363636364,6.247272727272727,22.43636363636364,7.554174236665415,1.3061327272727268,178,6,32,3,5,59,37,44,0.094,0.875,0.032,-0.3749,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,9,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246483664273471,0.3291921410497869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811566963964454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683905084541373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29061863783657776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32277170202103594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805317016389796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274373709903636,0.0,0.2554969352239461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317756851295352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686067620179322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582349015230222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586501101724208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OtherwiseDRUNK,2019/08/16,"my dad doesn't believe i have social anxiety i can't de a with this anymore my dad thinks im faking my anxiety but i know im not supposed to feel like shit every time i have a social interaction, i know that im not supposed to feel like my best friends hate me every time we hang out, i know im not supposed to learn/read of paper what i have to say when im calling someone/asking something to a clerk but my dad's think im faking it anyways how can i make him believe me that i am actually suffering from social anxiety?",0.0593522267206481,2.1783510350877187,3.0457894736842133,88.84475708502028,86.89473684210527,5.612955465587046,23.68151147098516,7.010146845296331,0.9908645074224024,414,17,89,6,13,147,61,114,0.204,0.659,0.13699999999999998,-0.7184,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,3,9,2,0,3,0,7,1,1,2,0,17,16,4,0,0,5,3,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,3,18,4,9,16,1,5,0,1,0,0,12,1,1,0,5,51,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.1061405470231921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24961853664618064,0.0,0.10786727650914628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168212230381694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450855053729588,0.1141438741816354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106289626091832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328116390198074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099913585320433,0.15540581307433293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403283321621953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738453508759667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7049197883894844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793258960635332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627576873234824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260257415990487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879606986103513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649559457169713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164738890177396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33262166448725605,0.0,0.08373387029960146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938653717186694,0.0,0.0,0.12684540033479522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway70826,2019/08/16,"I was an extrovert before... Now I doubt my own ability and have no self-esteem to talk to people anymore...
I used to be an optimist who had no problem getting to know new people.
It happened because I was rejected by a student organization at my university many times. They told me that they found better candidates for their positions. I started asking myself where I'm not good enough even though I did get good grades in school and had decent soft skills. 
I question myself again and again and became more and more depressed. I told my boyfriend about my struggle but he couldn't understand why I overreacted so much on this which seems to be a minor problem to most people.
I lost my self-confidence. I can't find any people to talk to. It now feels awkward to me to start a conversation because I am not good enough.",5.356363636363636,6.656790426751595,5.910121598147079,78.1112391430226,68.29936305732485,8.766415749855241,30.8332368268674,9.095868883498916,2.6597439490445858,655,26,119,12,11,212,101,157,0.177,0.767,0.055999999999999994,-0.9334,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,3,9,12,0,3,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,21,27,8,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,9,2,24,4,16,15,7,12,0,3,0,0,12,4,0,4,8,87,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979697753658973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095585570735693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344679283070055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609901286691786,0.0,0.1123628837298022,0.0,0.0,0.11678547737128712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373250752588272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728811861563409,0.0,0.08721627352058317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676729469366495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068922360177466,0.0,0.0,0.14478350901980402,0.0,0.0,0.13797896699736614,0.0,0.0,0.33226608708415706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167693624771704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256997342623894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414568470173034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387566211337978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707026761873667,0.0,0.0,0.1275325105721912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36618105005383456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527036687258323,0.0,0.0,0.14792366665595655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133639342074339,0.0,0.12021128469131835,0.27550914046551506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692811136432333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380449473123542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226991050635569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973621420763445,0.0,0.07699808728357425,0.0,0.0,0.25235450999618914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374663331686289,0.0,0.11404683290575696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191525283618974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dahlli,2019/08/16,"New Apartment, how do I do laundry?!?! I've never lived on my own before. I just moved out of my parents. The place Im living is pretty decent but the laundry room is downstairs in my apartment complex. How do I do laundry with other people?? Can I trust people to be in there with my clothes? Do I just go down there and wait as they wash? Or can I come back to my apartment and wait there? But then idk when theyre done. I also dont know what people do when someone elses laundry is in a washer and they havent picked it up yet. Do you move it over for them or wait?(I would assume wait but idk tbh)

Im sorry if this is a dumb post. Thank you for any advice",-0.05438829787233957,2.025918184397163,1.822761524822696,97.69031250000003,87.01418439716312,3.5250000000000004,18.03235815602837,3.1291,-0.8727556737588658,508,13,115,0,16,167,84,141,0.065,0.853,0.081,0.6421,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,3,0,12,3,1,0,4,0,18,1,0,3,1,26,25,16,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,7,0,3,3,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,0,17,2,16,22,1,25,0,0,0,0,6,13,1,4,7,84,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685415516415534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792899538023753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728959487421885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262339816697866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676437306809556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857280246348492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650283102044584,0.20214058818990352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440815668792119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802208586212212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3726073553951782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478829930248056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30459893690476475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666293861087823,0.0,0.0,0.13302412448465512,0.16657839616271355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151418752759072,0.0,0.0,0.358719426223976,0.0,0.18020071100021434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518433182175507,0.17547009886985848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613835561773295,0.0,0.0,0.19307276187353967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879272848743162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252200226071593,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Doinkmazter,2019/08/16,"I constantly feel like I’m in an uphill rise. Then I drag myself down again. I just cut all ties with toxic friends and as it is the beginning of a new school year, want to make new friends. I’ve always been a band kid and after some ridiculous incidents, I decided that it was not worth it to spend 1k on band every year to lose and gain more drama. Anyways, I have a few classes with some friends that aren’t in band in them and I am slowly starting to trust myself in talking in public. I just feel like a if I were to venture past them, then I would be stuck in an endless cycle of anger. I guess it’s just hard to find wholesome people. Everyone I come into contact with is fake or smokes and drinks. Everyone except for the exchange students and my four friends who are in Eagle Scouts.",4.845652173913045,5.113943658385097,5.274093167701867,85.92579813664602,68.93788819875775,7.930683229813666,29.143478260869564,7.554174236665415,1.6097150310559007,623,21,129,6,10,199,103,161,0.124,0.727,0.149,0.7457,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,5,12,3,0,8,0,11,1,0,1,1,29,21,11,0,3,7,0,3,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,7,11,1,0,4,5,3,2,2,5,0,1,4,3,16,7,25,15,5,24,0,1,0,0,14,10,0,5,14,89,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897476819129442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387371592159426,0.0,0.18049025715245326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361689603891486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072231142360478,0.3191912540877698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890157045848278,0.23863952802242602,0.0,0.0,0.1526540763504146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5161597307177679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399235095756195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961791974921732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631959499377108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18685366430544573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111487747388482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32261965111789925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594403474296396,0.11579126185581637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903406716534172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821825235367835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424507241944186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851325391716174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864685497694348,0.0,0.0,0.21511196663042625
socialanxiety,beatingwomenforfun,2019/08/16,"What’s the best job for someone with social anxiety? Hello guys, I probably have to go out of my comfort zone and find some job so I can finally live alone and stay most of the time home,  but I really don’t know what job should I find. I am really scared of having conversation with random people so something like bartender is not possible. So can u guys gimme some advice what work should I do? 
Thanks",2.41,4.759872000000001,3.797500000000003,85.64750000000002,79.0,7.5,21.25,8.472884824447931,1.3741250000000005,320,9,63,7,8,105,57,80,0.086,0.768,0.147,0.7259,3,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,16,13,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,8,11,4,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,41,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664860381531316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645453149058932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033449849531276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879543079201632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866347493378196,0.3114347624402749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682661971332727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373911278721211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089751187360652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072052610752146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363227204473236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323539913765285,0.0,0.15044204155299598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811484170900068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206939823826905,0.0,0.0,0.1836903741238304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182899761689879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170572597266189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367331133373193,0.14435606894585706,0.13116107648735112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815944194574608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156856110531265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934557662181738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403321133960987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kokeundesu,2019/08/16,"First day of school. Hello this is my first ever post on reddit so I don't really know if I am doing this right. Anyways, I am a Korean who doesn't really know much Korean and I've been going to an international school for around 4 years now. This school is really not ""international"" because 90% of the students are Koreans, so basically if you don't know Korean you are seen as wierd. I don't have a group of people I can truly call friends, but I still occasionally talk to some people about basketball or hangout with if they ask me. Today was my first day of junior year and it went awful. All summer I hadn't gone out, so when questions like: ""What did you do this summer?"" came up, I quickly made an excuse and had to lie because I felt ashamed of myself. Throughout the day I awkwardly kept forcing myself to look at my phone because I didn't want to look like a loser. Around 2 year ago, I deleted all my social media accounts like facebook and snapchat because I realized I was trying to hard to fit in. I don't really like anyone in this school and I just hate it. I always put a front and can never act like my real self, honestly at this point I forgot who I really am. Every year I pray that possibly someone that I could connect with would come, but it's always the same egotistical Korean who is loud and obnoxious. I tell myself to deal with it  until I graduate, but I personally like watching anime and when I see the characters having fun during their high school years, I just feel lonely. To sum it up, I don't know what to do with my life at this point. Also I don't know if this relates to social anxiety but couldn't find any other place to post this.",5.8591332188036835,5.527045548961425,7.084044978916133,75.86474621271279,66.80415430267061,10.062095892550367,28.71607059191004,9.682069395223575,2.446623738872403,1318,37,258,25,19,450,172,337,0.10300000000000001,0.775,0.122,0.7677,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,2,4,16,14,1,2,10,1,32,1,0,1,4,53,54,25,0,8,12,0,3,6,1,1,1,1,0,2,22,17,0,2,10,1,1,8,12,5,0,3,15,9,43,9,36,36,5,50,1,2,5,0,23,17,0,7,29,183,65,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653432166896681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904527393234765,0.14368194315046756,0.0,0.0,0.058713486494840685,0.0,0.0660491052093348,0.0,0.0,0.06037024224990197,0.0,0.0,0.15372004505862374,0.08071531807118318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105258329339412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881617809945174,0.09874882479019792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437341087498194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893467284646436,0.0,0.0,0.16704455357213568,0.08901172666687134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809857622180759,0.07274433846199191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043655596912448386,0.0,0.08289898795858991,0.0,0.07891228963834802,0.220319749661766,0.0,0.0,0.06670530382129165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04906844823390947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734279293816762,0.08524189610857613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912219028581727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724830565462274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060983795076393524,0.2530852705117757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450060442695963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816960574661022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346910556717733,0.0,0.06658996601355446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971319484690808,0.07538789200231986,0.09020588759828163,0.0,0.16323654059956744,0.09733425944926842,0.16537780774119995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867945505722652,0.09671944917002223,0.0,0.0,0.09827269372780234,0.2765548985222662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373304154091746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368984302875838,0.06880101145360858,0.0,0.09007041574052911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602349254825653,0.07315476175138537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895044374502728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939602459725099,0.07546409900579927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183928473628749,0.0,0.0,0.058618519354180935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0509249842007647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003712590584272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133275447638716,0.0,0.0,0.27799745380609925
socialanxiety,MildGone,2019/08/16,"It's so scary being vulnerable on social media I really appreciate it when others talk about their struggles or are completely themselves on social media especially since it's often a space where most people appear so perfect. But every time I post something personal, I get really insecure about it and end up deleting it.

Like at the beginning of the year, I made a post describing how proud I was of myself for all of the things I accomplished in 2018. It didn't get many likes so I felt like people thought it was dumb and I deleted it. On the bad days I've tried opening up about what I'm feeling upset about but end up deleting it within a few hours.

Tonight I added a video of me singing on my Instagram story, showing my face without makeup and it's kind of scary because I don't know what people think of it?? For years I have occasionally uploaded videos of me singing but usually don't show my face.

It's a little thing but just another part of social anxiety. I admire people who don't even think about these things!",5.632858783008037,6.419307616915425,6.4668656716417905,76.23706084959817,67.3582089552239,9.567699961729813,30.884424033677767,9.661875296680813,2.8905174894756995,825,31,151,17,13,273,116,201,0.11699999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.091,-0.6157,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,14,12,1,3,9,0,9,2,2,2,2,24,21,13,0,0,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,20,4,0,0,6,6,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,2,19,7,26,14,4,28,0,0,0,0,7,14,1,4,14,104,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961963293746402,0.10185956675458796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117488609435294,0.08116714853795362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960549006517595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587088753458004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358631775590705,0.0,0.0,0.08794447568048003,0.0,0.11218481728258722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732476047664092,0.0,0.1278451081372464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913100637868767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311261622406902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865548198589078,0.07317588800226325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515144016405064,0.13345151716247938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598997356104985,0.0,0.13499344142649822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418873113047428,0.0,0.3692384362593983,0.11626165098770615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25504224158605865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705989024866051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014325187248647,0.0,0.0,0.4071896954417975,0.0,0.10250555747178043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391975375886629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702111675189953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653773027202059,0.17063459082616025,0.0,0.10570641504615436,0.07764097388265136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904002706212049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664617458459106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835207686194786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148877407996024
socialanxiety,unidude007,2019/08/16,"21 year old university male going on first date tomorrow, need advice I am a 21 year old university student, diagnosed with social anxiety disorder. I am a pretty shy and anxious person especially around new people,  and overthink a lot . Under my psychologists advice, I made a tinder account to kind of get my self out there. I matched with this girl from the same uni and made plans to get drinks. We have only had a few conversations on snap chat and don't know much about each other. 

Honestly, I feel really inexperienced and don't know what to expect. I think the plan will be to hit a bar or something. I get anxiety even being in restaurants with my friends, I don't know how bad it will get with a girl I've never met. These fears may seem stupid and they are, but I am worried about awkward silences, not knowing what to to talk about, appearing visibly nervous, other people in the bar/restaurant listening in on the conversation and ridiculing me If I am appearing awkward, or the dates not going well. I have been told I am an attractive and pleasant person but its hard to really believe. I also have zero female friends, and don't socialize much or go out. I was thinking about taking a shot before the date to ""take the edge off"" but my psychologist said that's not a good idea if I am trying to make a good first impression, which might be true (would the girl even really notice though?). I have so many questions, like do I hug her once the date is over? Say we have had our drinks and conversation, how do I say good-bye without seeming like I didn't enjoy the date or something, and that I would like to do this again? I know when grabbing a drink, if it goes well you would usually transition to get dinner or something. But honestly even if it was going well, I would rather it end there. I would rather muster up the courage next time for a longer date but for now even going to grab drinks with a stranger is a big step for me. 

Anyways does anyone have any advice or tips, a similar story maybe, or anything they want to share.",7.182044747547259,6.526799484924624,7.337106963388373,76.21541876046905,64.20100502512562,10.596027757836804,33.022732711174925,9.957137785484203,3.013888346494377,1617,56,312,30,21,524,205,398,0.095,0.768,0.138,0.9766,0,0,7,0,0,0,45.0,3,1,2,4,25,28,2,4,27,0,40,8,0,5,2,77,74,33,0,14,22,0,4,3,2,9,1,4,0,7,15,22,6,0,12,6,1,8,10,7,3,3,11,8,36,21,41,50,6,44,0,0,0,1,31,14,0,19,25,219,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272838491312133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200060197122475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272296421151619,0.0,0.11862026318128548,0.08758667513062746,0.0,0.054210681592922166,0.0,0.06380046977508634,0.06901801373122893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473419565702004,0.0,0.0,0.06597220151619479,0.08734960413957568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869117710230555,0.0,0.0,0.08885593777921462,0.0,0.06784690397913427,0.0,0.0,0.3037989921020254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866844491946315,0.0,0.0,0.20483096841934728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724264840680487,0.03920142732197731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189372061934715,0.0,0.0,0.1197987568460038,0.0,0.20253076268574546,0.0,0.22031003391174647,0.19508510752380745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945152719649925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752177629992497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073541979773605,0.2130419206049138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363152195728288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591311547727892,0.0,0.14672125847562356,0.05175178436383855,0.07860311043899766,0.07788916627233436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224693076476464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398673732820415,0.057487409684278123,0.05979580850282527,0.07487882304237523,0.08245388691716903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826826081268803,0.16270909475438408,0.08256677185089198,0.0,0.05896495305326181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749888763826723,0.13539216862446835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887574130363259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685118805875602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900284300361066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374865213739991,0.12330971485494605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116054759233396,0.08088055384041261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806385980541826,0.0,0.17905882469747447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658561378730173,0.062315565633866185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993560090452594,0.07617269496425501,0.0,0.0452082855300216,0.0,0.0,0.07408310482233335,0.0,0.05263768654437044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538818874845358,0.0,0.04572912085070737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912596847618575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747360195135675,0.0,0.0,0.07873533741266933,0.0,0.2753749446931941,0.0,0.0,0.09985337736126118
socialanxiety,youraveragekriss,2019/08/16,"Anyone else with extreme anxiety? I feel like I’m on the complete extreme of anxiety and I feel so alone especially after my dog passed away. I don’t want to leave the house and if I do, I stare at the ground the entire time when I’m near other people. If I’m in a crowded place like a grocery store I completely forget how to act normal. I walk weirdly because I feel like everyone’s looking and judging me. I can’t look people in the eye or look in their general direction and it’s VERY noticeable.

Anyone else this extreme? I feel like a lot of people are just a little anxious to meet new people but I haven’t left my house in two weeks because of my extreme fear.",2.9318577075098844,4.422826072463772,4.6940316205533605,83.75353754940716,74.5072463768116,7.337022397891962,27.76284584980237,8.00094639256281,1.8299913043478264,530,21,105,8,11,180,81,138,0.11900000000000001,0.816,0.065,-0.6876,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,9,0,5,1,1,1,0,20,16,11,0,4,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,0,9,16,4,16,16,1,20,0,0,5,0,3,12,0,4,9,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277541616888712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872595057493488,0.1393512211017718,0.0,0.17249940508568154,0.2527748115557067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589207677429646,0.0,0.0,0.1503869273289665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25866179935271744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060874235377764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178669141693763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880387135953282,0.2494793532510595,0.2643653709801082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846603755320594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306106188083465,0.13402093540340435,0.0,0.0,0.24105175536932125,0.12362984270705107,0.0,0.0,0.3107506542725607,0.0,0.0,0.1048683845423088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913290931590274,0.0,0.0,0.120857531276628,0.0,0.14043563031058093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420634756858452,0.0,0.1288752650810732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192680602535095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204957453472314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017772753974485,0.07275545990246468,0.0,0.09894451988462896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,leslierav,2019/08/16,"I (15F) finally told to my dad about my social anxiety yesterday This is my first post bc I’m usually too anxious to post ANYTHING online (deleted my Facebook account because of that) and I have a hard time trying to articulate my thoughts, but I’m trying to improve myself so here I am. First of, yesterday was my first day high school and it wasn’t good but told myself it’ll probably get better. So when I got home and my parents asked how my day was I lied and said it was kinda good so there’d be no further questions asked. I lie to my parents a lot when it comes to my mental health since my mom believes in our house there’s no reason to feel bad or to cry as a young kid, is against psychiatrists (or so has implied many times), she has OCPD, put a lot of pressure on me as a kid and has always been highly critical, and my dad has always agreed with my mom on mostly everything, so I don’t really trust them with a lot regardless of my life. But my dad is a very kind person and he’s been the one I’ve been the closest to since I have memory, but a few of the things I used to tell him he’d told my mom, plus he had been a closed minded person until recently I started noticing how involved he’s been in my life and how he’s been trying a more opened minded view of things and stopped telling my mom a lot of what I’ve told him. 

Yesterday he took me to the dentist and while we were alone in the car he asked again how my day at school was and more related questions about it so I told him that I didn’t really have any friends in my classroom and that lately I’ve been struggling with making friends or talking to new people at all because when I did so I felt anxious but my dad told me to give it time so I had a little breakdown and told him I’ve been struggling with anxiety a lot lately and it’s been causing me sleeping problems, tried my best to describe him how I felt when I tried to talk to someone new and how I only have one friend to talk to but by the time I finished we had arrived to the dentist and he dropped me off. On the ride back home he told me we could try homeopath medicine (my parents are big fans of it for some reason) to treat my anxiety and my stomach problems (left from my unacknowledged depression last year) and if that didn’t work we could try something else, then he praised me for trusting him. 

After all, I felt this big weight off of my body and it felt really nice that I had someone to talk. Going to the homeopath in a couple of weeks, hope the treatment works!!

Sorry if my English has mistakes, not native",7.505663841807909,5.1743467438794735,7.6165277777777805,79.86287076271188,64.61205273069679,10.507250470809794,35.87264595103578,8.59863814320734,2.754883804143126,2015,73,431,22,24,656,224,531,0.113,0.769,0.11800000000000001,0.9171,3,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,5,0,1,8,25,22,0,3,24,0,42,9,3,11,2,82,72,54,0,9,12,11,7,0,3,1,5,1,2,4,19,31,1,1,10,0,1,6,7,8,0,5,38,9,72,14,60,29,13,68,1,1,1,0,65,22,0,16,37,291,91,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057636946447700614,0.0,0.0,0.09261104567376444,0.0,0.0,0.037844124739775616,0.0,0.12771702341568186,0.12573803877520434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045795470204182134,0.0,0.15607660596505046,0.0,0.0,0.0427916596440328,0.046465691222235934,0.067847834953536,0.0,0.0,0.0626988517141468,0.058401575650113585,0.04921818411574433,0.0,0.06181495810798845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716820642699024,0.0,0.047937821555235474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886450162779755,0.06157601865610745,0.061129261458459073,0.10766955430315883,0.0,0.04793153756231017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648870000383768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05001491768860751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0281384730114645,0.0,0.2137321306157972,0.060962203475276734,0.0,0.14200839681984606,0.0,0.0,0.12898589349685874,0.0,0.029074994402712568,0.05338485617600211,0.031627358322767425,0.09335369327092184,0.04450864325672773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985175431426395,0.0,0.0,0.05915368597206167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175952332882748,0.11164361330589756,0.05527332275782902,0.0,0.06421299550413348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795124275422084,0.0,0.04536243692164371,0.12555196588333484,0.0,0.06046423360773893,0.0,0.0786149311088433,0.0,0.055776238748273005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23655955250373856,0.0,0.0,0.0371470195627446,0.05642068804124702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056082431700048035,0.0,0.11238191461725697,0.2607079205631665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749484828716313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335825617385844,0.0,0.0,0.07542019177361732,0.042324574727443616,0.0,0.0,0.18537927793177209,0.0,0.0,0.03858092364504325,0.09718342272367783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659524342671353,0.0,0.060000455453862615,0.10649967764853258,0.0,0.055943940560882886,0.12468218522415099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695305663368128,0.11443559141395625,0.05494797556607615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052936196449069495,0.0,0.0,0.11264218619255985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206903665952802,0.0,0.055690508242894836,0.05672849124461842,0.09430466811986264,0.042842333816331575,0.0,0.062295975120648064,0.039389581686976094,0.0,0.0,0.04652615791212933,0.0,0.1163555912259023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891847124654586,0.09728166207268917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394319729800476,0.0,0.0,0.04418013648851952,0.12980059239505568,0.0,0.0,0.4254101114282747,0.06182955121495621,0.26448039175579463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806400715328266,0.06129096333309241,0.04591734072790383,0.0,0.0,0.04463932852357786,0.06776709534377183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102818895414643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035836980384745164
socialanxiety,MrChillaxx,2019/08/16,"Why can’t I ask questions? I can’t ask questions in a public setting. In a talk, classroom, whatever setting with more than a few people, I can’t ask questions. 

I’m just blocked. Something inside doesn’t allow me. It’s a blank. I want to ask a question, or even need to in some work settings. But nothing comes out... it’s just an anxious blank...

Anyone else experienced this? How do you get out of this?",0.14537037037037234,2.536800975308644,1.9017592592592607,93.4504166666667,94.80246913580248,3.6876543209876544,24.03395061728395,5.46131890053228,0.4297728395061728,313,14,63,2,12,102,53,81,0.067,0.8859999999999999,0.046,-0.3485,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,18,14,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,10,14,3,9,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,6,0,40,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048892299334972,0.0,0.10552199527757664,0.15462837369220378,0.0,0.0,0.5643337574878999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999833061196395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606858628016382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967672351250144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884590105017059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190020112229176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480525389435214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462418826321307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6762291405968622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618032891265867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129828715149145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901249592637643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617566018274568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986658294863012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lazydayz13,2019/08/16,"DAE realize on a regular basis that they're almost not breathing? I feel like I'm in a constant state of stress and anxiety and it's causing my chest to be tight often. I have to force myself to take a normal breath and then consciously continue to do it, it's exhausting.",2.738727272727271,4.815034509090912,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,76.63636363636364,8.763636363636364,27.363636363636363,9.3871,2.759836363636363,218,9,41,6,5,75,43,55,0.17800000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.0,-0.797,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,3,4,3,1,0,12,6,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,7,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619652860107134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27652760597659964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713346938045832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906263699611909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277276676827173,0.2582380180275152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659856693176007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35416903384358006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140687211932928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717844304783276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,neon__cowboy,2019/08/16,"Silly things that are normal in life but you’re too terrified to do? My biggest one would be mailing a package. I know I can’t just drop it into a mailbox like I can a letter, so I’ve never send anything to anyone. I’m so scared that once I walk in with my box they’ll laugh at me because I wrote the address wrong or my box is stupid. Really just anything else that’s probably ridiculous because I’ve never done it before and I know people will be there. I’ve even looked up countless how-to’s on sending packages but I don’t think I could do it. I want to some far off day, especially since most of my friends live in different states in the US, but the idea of doing so just makes me panic a little.",3.53234899328859,4.075468845637584,4.8720067114093935,86.67123154362417,71.9530201342282,7.302281879194631,26.980536912751678,7.1686216300943375,1.220843758389262,554,18,119,5,10,185,99,149,0.188,0.716,0.096,-0.9553,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,0,9,9,2,2,7,0,15,1,0,1,2,24,23,8,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,2,1,17,4,15,15,2,20,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,3,4,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582268192275878,0.0,0.29616105089080313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193872670257021,0.0,0.15312110239543794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436725295735285,0.0,0.0,0.11605051842171014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880056511261912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841476067848342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032209721068124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885287654602678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902611472924795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313754221710573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778763169792327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710143879457805,0.0879127041849558,0.18035353069610294,0.15889593650121006,0.0,0.1511096254135084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120115595517556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27757145907375863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630923084326938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916370052307209,0.12193631353969912,0.0,0.0,0.21112828696780714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475215168781452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401261589754346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527824879981967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801577026226888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488534921140497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195483686506794,0.11530236436695715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645332011512688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061370279498048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278287343288183,0.1967431009755049,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NasThaDesigner,2019/08/16,"I'm 16 with really bad social anxiety and my dad despises phenibut and SSRI's What can help me? I'm literally desperate because this social anxiety is repelling all of my friends and completely ruining my life. Ive done so much research and came across so many things I'm curious about(magic mushrooms, Kratom, ACDC strain, etc). I'm just not sure what singular strain or supplement or even combination of whatever would be effective for me and help take the edge of my social anxiety, my dad is against the medication and drugs and told me not to order any although he helps me with the social anxiety. I'm also aware of other steps I need to take to cure my social anxiety, like meditation, actual interaction, and a better diet. So I'm not trying to just run to and rely on drugs, but I just can't describe the pain I'm dealing with. Whenever I go out in public, my heart races really fast and my hands are just uncontrollably shaking. I can't make eye contact whatsoever and I can barely speak clearly sometimes.  Nobody close to me understands and I need help, I am considering therapy btw. I can really use some sort of helpful substance that preferably isn't dangerous, what do you guys recommend for me? Thx to all that help me🧡🧡🧡🧡🙌",8.156617852161787,7.217121673640167,9.013483263598328,65.9141440027894,62.38912133891213,13.322315202231527,38.74511854951186,12.45797560212912,5.066196373779638,996,45,177,32,12,341,138,239,0.09699999999999999,0.7340000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9723,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,9,13,2,4,5,0,15,9,3,3,4,42,32,20,0,4,10,2,1,1,1,1,5,1,0,1,8,18,1,0,3,0,0,5,6,9,0,0,3,3,24,4,22,27,5,12,0,1,1,0,23,5,0,4,2,106,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.09962596451085796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164203363770597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942529396140222,0.0,0.3904961891037241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524161397325011,0.062233648138031526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029108016047166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676476051213415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704033717275466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525120647370437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447440748478216,0.0,0.0,0.23678600015940016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385830903947047,0.06743005826579518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788751546373381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580205953732344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010860142115088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097817514062552,0.4105761580342018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210980224164636,0.04987644336230713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681464499619656,0.10350412064494667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284581326696987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504853781517057,0.15139817633921296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863188599412596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620608080967475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5203439381576009,0.0,0.0,0.10097048309205532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621943888068396,0.0,0.15351926110190095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674980970244506,0.0,0.0678246391501877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755220342373007,0.0,0.06931300082313739,0.0,0.0,0.10628019841914338,0.0,0.08817373498593363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252242650178599,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,suppoe2056,2019/08/16,"Assuming my negative criticisms in others I keep telling myself that others aren’t thinking the same negative criticisms I make about myself, but sometimes I slip and get really self-conscious and uncomfortable in public, how do I get out of such a place? 

Furthermore, what do you think negative criticisms stem from? I think it’s moments where one wanted to do something beneficial for oneself, but couldn’t get it done. So, one resorts to bashing oneself to convince one to get it done.",8.708620689655174,9.26223733333334,8.421287356321837,65.67744827586209,60.72413793103449,12.017471264367812,41.53793103448275,11.602472056035307,5.356348965517241,396,21,60,11,5,127,58,87,0.205,0.727,0.068,-0.8958,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,17,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,0,11,1,11,14,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42776424450924017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367807212596103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577102563766806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951079209620335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248765103461036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836312923531911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133892353713348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180351899004289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609003359171454,0.20670881729526613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267739770174574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401761089742459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327508993492793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mangochililollipop,2019/08/16,"Any advice on going to weddings/parties/events where you don’t know anyone? I’ve been internally mocking myself for being so freaked out but need advice: My boyfriend and I are going to his friends wedding cross country next month and I’m terrified. Tbh I have been freaking out about every aspect but especially the fact that I won’t know anyone but him. 

These parties are more like huge reunions so my boyfriend will be occupied and I don’t want to burden him and make him babysit me but I get nauseous at the thought of being there. It doesn’t help that I’ve been to exactly one other party with this group of friends where I tried to make conversation work a group of girls all of whom refused to talk to me. 

Any advice? I feel super childish to be so afraid but I can’t help it.",4.6216783216783215,5.783082846153849,4.91783216783217,85.06353146853147,69.8974358974359,7.211188811188811,29.566433566433567,7.348242739294969,1.657546153846154,628,24,123,6,11,198,95,156,0.125,0.67,0.205,0.9458,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,7,9,1,1,3,0,16,0,0,2,3,24,28,12,0,2,5,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,4,1,18,4,19,18,2,12,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,0,3,82,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566435281833303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582488542601105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26553602627247297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998148963075026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960086732855806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934005339034821,0.0,0.09920409104121572,0.0,0.2158255503672428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545441686277428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087053819086104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092765428980727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534917984554129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151559836188355,0.0,0.0,0.14079308615678715,0.0,0.0,0.20193877700260726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866711971504016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261777925606004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507429450102156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891557259993047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199572371006583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823438317088774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rainbow-hoodie,2019/08/16,"DAE get tunnel vision when they are in a crowded area? When I'm in a place, say school, and I'm in an area with now isolated places and I'm stuck in a hoard of people. My vision goes black and all I can focus on is what's infront of me while my heart races and I start to sweat. My ears ring and I go lightheaded as I frantically look for a less crowded place to calm down. Does anyone else get this? How do you keep yourself from freaking out?",1.0020935672514641,2.8112267999999996,2.5624561403508785,95.4916374269006,81.0,5.485380116959064,18.976608187134506,6.42735559955562,-0.19495321637426866,346,8,81,3,9,113,67,95,0.109,0.823,0.068,-0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,4,3,3,1,1,10,14,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,10,1,15,13,2,18,0,0,2,0,5,12,0,0,5,48,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722128220484574,0.2303867654623885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967689194046444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783443895825824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349510853561051,0.0,0.12778819596586716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664499158103253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985819875664487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881849200758816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588360497841125,0.0,0.7047653669462156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881080728138013,0.0,0.2275615563003969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591509329441965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,icantthinkofanameah,2019/08/16,"“You’re hard to watch.” My mom sat me down today and told me she wants me to see a doctor because I’m “hard to watch.” 

I don’t know why I’m posting this. I’m just so terrified. I just turned 16, and everyone else my age is starting to get jobs, and start driving, and I literally can’t even think about doing any of that. My friends are constantly questioning me about it, so I’ve even started avoiding them. I feel like I’ll never be capable of being a normally functioning adult. I don’t even really feel like I have a future. 

And now I have to see my mom cry because I’m “hard to watch.”  

I would like to see a doctor, but like, sitting down with a stranger and telling them things I’ve never told anyone seems... completely impossible. 

Anyway, sorry for my babbling. Theres really not a point to this post, I just needed to write something down ig.",3.2470831480658053,4.475651040462432,4.673988439306361,85.25485993775014,73.27745664739885,8.097643397065362,26.60248999555358,8.617729084823388,1.7892369052912411,662,23,139,12,13,221,98,173,0.095,0.838,0.067,-0.1269,1,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,13,6,0,1,6,0,11,2,0,0,2,26,33,9,0,4,5,2,5,4,1,1,2,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,11,21,5,18,27,0,18,0,0,6,0,12,4,0,2,14,82,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090436069622474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318729044874085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504723650721554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473883153429205,0.12856538737784273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068405867849187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435437224965671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993850057114934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357376733069215,0.0,0.0,0.11368189030489112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031062605434205,0.16998581445841626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919167006235146,0.0,0.062157437926564675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197239471210481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806036144272783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538335105320799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23249288746388866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786747980913958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821549012171387,0.18351554134273268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656632151551875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246605122514597,0.0,0.22788266559201295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332747494509504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524317399500325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844134548574439,0.10830673150953284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158968933694273,0.0,0.13317829585808086,0.2526248615648722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039858991531238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903904696390343,0.07623181391022049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277059848945373,0.22736378060978224,0.0,0.0,0.129406286227713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017217910556639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735282408063324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451358600696711,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,polyglot_linguist,2019/08/16,"How to overcome cringe?? What are some strategies that you use to help overcome the overwhelming and hopeless feeling of being awkward and fearing that people will not like you because of it? Whether it's accidentally disclosing too much information, doing/saying something that you think is ""stupid"" or makes you look that way, etc., how do you get over these moments and not let them dominate your life?",7.572428571428574,9.553122814285716,6.221428571428575,75.39357142857145,63.71428571428571,8.457142857142857,36.85714285714286,8.841846274778883,3.430085714285714,327,16,51,5,5,97,55,70,0.174,0.7559999999999999,0.07,-0.8481,0,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,6,1,0,3,6,1,3,1,0,6,1,0,4,0,15,12,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,7,1,5,9,3,3,0,2,1,0,9,1,0,2,2,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185268037463948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33895338126282004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419967585736519,0.15367210097820824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878670722373867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371251807856916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107808483661528,0.21466910494451674,0.14848094324988545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552179451599003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028703028398079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234176483550645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107012556011139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24169098228420755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339740129353507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474095329987012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624910370106881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412391465262045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spetrillob,2019/08/16,"For anyone who receives treatment... Do you feel like a different person? I’m not formally diagnosed, but I’m afraid that if I seek treatment, I won’t be the same person. Like, if I took medication, I wouldn’t feel the same emotions or experience things in the same way as I did before. I’d like to get better, but I also like parts of myself and I don’t want to affect those parts.",3.125,4.462680217948718,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,73.74358974358974,7.764102564102564,24.538461538461537,8.344100000000001,1.478215384615385,299,9,61,5,6,102,51,78,0.0,0.775,0.225,0.9413,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,15,13,8,0,4,6,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,2,9,5,6,8,5,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,4,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319576346530262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269141410332345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736496655132319,0.0,0.0,0.18048450172473005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712809741999372,0.0,0.2132110984177002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295527713947101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962091234456952,0.0,0.0,0.20636918537367827,0.14578859409733136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661884365913148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987957619755513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558038877122595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419787129251581,0.0,0.0,0.3563744161088609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355759193480148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267307488763147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036655375204028,0.16198231764890747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,exccc,2019/04/23,"Discord and social anxiety So I want to be able to voicechat on discord and practice talking to people online because it'd be convenient, but my room is right next to my sister's and i'll feel constant enbarassment and anxiety if she could hear everything I said, and I might very well be annoying her. (Especially during nighttime)

Is it feasibly if I could buy a shitload of acoustic foam and cover up my entire room? ( I think that's how acoustic foam works?) or is there another material?

:)",6.407753623188409,7.450691804347826,7.1921739130434785,70.8086231884058,65.73913043478261,10.481159420289854,38.15942028985507,10.504223727775694,4.442211594202898,394,21,65,10,6,131,64,92,0.122,0.79,0.08800000000000001,-0.2959,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,17,15,12,0,5,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,10,1,7,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,2,44,13,1,0.22531761485349824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362651649786409,0.34473471728298805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373515266922015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434882961074896,0.0,0.3597955623986643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250094366664864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392735610675618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539493275253443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390263827121393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396278395693043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562068640059316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242001197035588,0.21432864894030215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296829334268225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110176393968394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437442967158792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859106294236999,0.1328981670186964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258759531101472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403390713318794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,m_baum,2019/04/23,"Anyone else so self conscious about not having friends to the point where it gets in the way of meeting new people? I’m 21(M) in college and throughout my college career(actually my whole life) I’ve only had a couple close friends.  Idk I’m always so embarrassed that I don’t have many friends.  Everyone around me seems to be hella social with a ton of friends, and I’m damn near always alone. When I meet someone new, they always tell these crazy stories they’ve had with their friends and it makes me feel lame/bad about myself bc I feel like nothing interesting happens in my life..",2.959791666666668,5.6510063482142865,3.1160714285714306,89.34559523809527,79.26785714285714,5.161904761904762,25.404761904761905,6.42735559955562,0.8917833333333341,469,18,88,4,12,143,76,112,0.228,0.75,0.021,-0.9651,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,7,9,1,1,4,0,6,2,0,1,0,13,15,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,11,7,13,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,12,8,1,1,4,48,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058441644473816,0.0,0.0,0.3629385609916495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166292005090363,0.1489734149825373,0.0,0.12943155492341551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139798217365368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087578207728195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145809576682864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893027243654715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470312290718669,0.10386955850979568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5616555207185889,0.0,0.07596240493481536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857150317178953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539227447814834,0.07103220246489833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705167619511056,0.14740677478136502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808450134468201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950953932294152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057874817131423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007979469949802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744439940844247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236130816417266,0.15167773282201685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821095280633312,0.12319193062847235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270808328411587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154070517296626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623272959768715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anonymous753741,2019/04/23,"do you ever feel like this being lonely sucks because you have no friends. its no fun. recently ive been dreaming of just having more of a social life with friends, just have people who hang out with me and have people text me and just things that normal teenagers have. i dont have this. im miserable about this and its harming me. i am nice and try to talk to people at school, but then i just get.. weird. like start saying annoying crap, not saying the right thing, and awkward. im not always awkward tho, in fact i can be rlly good, its only when im feeling a certain way. it comes on at different times. their always the worst times. i feel like im in no control over it and its destroying my happiness and life. im very upset over this right now.",2.1354621848739512,4.088937620915036,3.2486134453781514,91.23661764705885,78.01960784313725,5.940056022408964,22.039682539682538,6.868970318607317,0.5233682539682539,588,17,123,6,14,189,92,153,0.21899999999999997,0.619,0.162,-0.8534,1,2,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,1,9,22,4,4,4,0,14,3,1,1,3,26,21,11,0,1,7,0,3,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,14,11,0,1,3,1,0,2,6,12,0,0,1,5,13,10,15,18,2,21,0,2,0,0,10,10,2,0,11,83,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975402815345941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236005338632619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225185016844036,0.0,0.0,0.13313515172046214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401903845065387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911865963243406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073733720189921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005892839884832,0.1696024399405534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341879581777787,0.0,0.062017252241820274,0.0,0.0,0.0995621781228639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636121260144648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6410963319630866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676864299618093,0.17397640403846526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630342571181633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902787388552259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468804815859736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720457839678194,0.0,0.0,0.2027428842487416,0.0,0.18879427472191015,0.0,0.12013345174577796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100243604817912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401836950837299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540871967444553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772157527807518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384329772897712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059132944937678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794214446797432,0.0,0.0942206640738274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,i_won-t_read_replies,2019/04/23,"Looking for some advice I really need it I am struggling Hey, I [23M] am struggling with social anxiety and related issues and hoped some of you have some advice for me, or perhaps can relate and would like to comment/vent as well. Misery loves company, after all. 


So my - rather depressing - situation is as follows: Even though I am in Uni, I have a total lack of social life except for one friend (who is not from this uni). I am interested in gaining more friends, becoming part of friend circles and forming real intimate bonds with people/finding a partner. Further issues I have are: I am insecure about the way I look, I am insecure about my lack of friends, I am insecure about my lack of sexual experience (am virgin), I am addicted to porn, and lastly, I start off every morning depressed - during the day it gets better. I wake up depressed because my life seems painfully repetitive, each day is spent the same way, isolated in my room. So when I wake up I feel uninspired, unmotivated and lifeless, like S.S.D.D (same shit different day).


I minimize attendance at Uni because I get more depressed seeing all the students have fun with each other in their friend groups and also because I feel anxious that I am being judged by them for being a loner. You think I probably should try making friends at Uni, trust me I've tried. If you don't manage to make friends in the first years of Uni it gets harder every consecutive year because those friendships groups will have formed. I am now in my 4th year and probably will spend another 3 so I definitely still want to try and make friends at Uni. But nobody seems to still need friends; every group project I do where I am forcibly set up with people I manage to get along really well, but at the end of the course, it never leads to more. These group projects are the only time I get to enjoy interaction at Uni, I know - it's pathetic. Now you can see why I am so depressed.


I don't know what to do. This lack of social relations is 100% the main cause of my depression. If you could leave your thoughts I would appreciate it so much, regardless of whether they are helpful.",7.347212121212124,7.026033217283956,7.439421997755335,74.51421717171719,63.74074074074074,10.622895622895623,35.69304152637485,10.125756701596842,3.5345802469135803,1683,70,308,33,22,544,204,405,0.133,0.732,0.134,0.1468,1,2,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,6,3,4,20,33,1,5,12,0,39,10,3,5,4,61,67,25,0,16,9,0,2,2,10,5,4,0,1,1,14,16,0,0,8,0,2,3,4,13,2,2,2,6,49,20,52,57,22,43,0,6,4,3,31,18,1,9,21,224,63,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819792126201049,0.0,0.14019038016487007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057363653383344065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521673049464729,0.05487439996574839,0.081036175673338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490742263540446,0.07922180436488206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344068116819834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368800824434046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727176465594691,0.0,0.0,0.13878264687712602,0.0,0.3706934069620812,0.0,0.0,0.07494414859436824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353281657751501,0.0,0.0,0.04737797820106402,0.0,0.18131064355931434,0.0,0.0,0.0701671696657457,0.0,0.0,0.07253920179916727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556129004478459,0.061014775925556985,0.0,0.0,0.4987761997853822,0.0,0.18738373662180616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808011136651713,0.0,0.0,0.07124556318331621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497380958775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884351119928826,0.058470745100852366,0.0,0.07595329963292281,0.0,0.0,0.10133215739547363,0.07008877367572075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047278529333134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474047792311577,0.0,0.14364399663060998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052730904882408065,0.10637599436746516,0.055323753700405064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860711976596328,0.054555036905646496,0.07632737178251756,0.0,0.0,0.07767822262262879,0.0,0.04972958917752584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467737515238966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164614924365042,0.09190606937611008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432143429006725,0.13060332425881654,0.0,0.0,0.07363135233516092,0.0,0.08062920967396546,0.0,0.21936368788450636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050771923792954095,0.0,0.11456973462059007,0.0,0.0,0.14997867348662244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596264780678929,0.07047583301260013,0.056946797272007924,0.04182721358742608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610293657634627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04230909627655687,0.11387424926405312,0.0,0.0,0.12899046340110973,0.0,0.06472652021757569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191199682331653,0.0,0.0,0.1385781995495638
socialanxiety,verityrose48,2019/04/23,Anxiety U know when you remember something like an event you're going to and you feel that drop in Ur stomach?,3.12409090909091,5.2961132272727305,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,75.81818181818181,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.5546545454545457,89,4,17,2,2,29,20,22,0.163,0.73,0.107,-0.0772,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40428537276497467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26721511540677584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30034707998498783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904385135436532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581883903041805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5986642552097824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068493400605758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pulplesspulp,2019/04/23,"I'm about to go on a required camping trip for 4 days with my college classmates and professors and am curious what I can do to be more friendly since we're going to be in close quarters. I am a pretty quiet person, but I am excited about this trip, maybe more than others in the class. I just feel a little uncomfortable in this rugged environment long term with a forced social dynamic. I don't want to sit around a campfire and not say anything, but I'm also afraid of what I'll say when I'm nervous is lame, like I've never hung around a campfire before. Those times everybody was drunk and not talking out loud in front of their peers. I know it will be a cool time, but I'd rather be thought a fool rather than say something lame and prove it. I'd rather just focus on the grade and pass the time while I enjoy my own time. 

​

So I guess my question is what can I do, as a person who is super quiet yet friendly, to keep others comfortable while we share every moment for the next 4 days?

​

Thanks to any and all replies.",6.557590051457975,5.573237726415094,6.620703259005147,81.92223842195543,65.60377358490567,9.21852487135506,31.53687821612349,8.00094639256281,2.046079245283019,826,26,170,8,11,264,123,212,0.109,0.7,0.191,0.9633,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,2,13,16,0,2,13,1,17,1,0,0,3,35,29,16,0,4,10,0,1,1,2,1,0,6,1,2,11,14,1,2,5,1,0,6,4,5,0,1,2,8,14,11,26,22,5,33,0,2,0,0,14,11,0,2,16,110,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060938857970556,0.0,0.2874896407881097,0.3224102589463895,0.09021822314781557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917377475234856,0.2362038120255358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288998801476065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111869531738622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117778103788966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708050601363022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049966487962164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507956170401457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614784186277915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792067402724067,0.0,0.0,0.0729104056284266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481447668888089,0.13296735459833936,0.0,0.11740626831089684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328200128057047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232109813039664,0.0,0.14109303755104596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316797066345692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497020390075404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861758973760886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165067690365292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974365177513896,0.0,0.0,0.1352374699411857,0.0,0.10213366695603818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663284377152836,0.0,0.12214210329818916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532291180810216,0.30943716864741583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825053258977037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224102589463895,0.0
socialanxiety,cryptic_sandgoose,2019/04/23,"People on Reddit really add to my anxiety I love the idea of Reddit and used to love Reddit. Everybody was super awesome and nice when I first started posted (in general), but lately, there are so many people down voting posts and making rude comments that it's definitely made my social anxiety worse to post here. 
Anybody else have a similar experience?  Why do you think people are so negative on Reddit lately?",8.794599999999999,8.649348160000002,9.501166666666666,60.339750000000016,60.73333333333333,12.3,34.75,11.698219412168324,4.564399999999999,332,12,48,9,4,113,58,75,0.19699999999999998,0.637,0.166,-0.7070000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,5,5,1,0,2,0,5,2,0,3,0,11,12,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,5,4,8,10,0,12,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614284896185063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427390448974266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714257648348932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534100349695206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289019576570968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854951352415124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084317162681449,0.16168028956228228,0.11405632105725635,0.17323425096417927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35537695344671344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909355360361253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946299603625392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417933084944118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094189057650565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948589508492496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757587272684114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541826100085334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413001216442292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bbrrooccoollii,2019/04/23,"Looks dont matter if you have social anxiety. Believe me, I am decent looking but I will never have a SO.",-0.2078787878787871,2.0803751818181797,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,92.63636363636364,4.751515151515153,20.96969696969697,6.42735559955562,0.7697696969696972,82,3,15,1,3,30,20,22,0.13,0.87,0.0,-0.0994,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759939363597169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064728982956428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228287519623463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6059247710786712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782539866950872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677674091587281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,timetickticksaway,2019/04/23,"Even though Reddit is as anonymous as it gets, I still feel very exposed I can’t make a post or add a comment without feeling like the reactions to it are personal attacks. Many times, I’ve refrained from writing because I’m afraid of what people will say. I guess I’m wondering if it’s common, or if I take Reddit too seriously or something",6.048529411764704,6.151108558823534,6.831176470588236,76.36529411764708,66.35294117647058,9.15294117647059,37.588235294117645,8.841846274778883,3.3715176470588237,274,14,50,4,4,91,53,68,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.7699,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,13,8,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,4,1,6,12,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,4,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888357366077964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547685635555607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676914911868604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567481218296006,0.181378569920168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132646682747517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796876927262117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403748977279093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694730822887272,0.2574039053402429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601487614982228,0.22168634779071267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24315577229996754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20190296537112226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545639057347386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027563265983577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089316012901675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494449526817011,0.0,0.14804489522326778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094852657160153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447402295524501,0.27533212062245044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,youtocanyo,2019/04/23,"Is it normal to glance at other students in class? I'm in class a lot and I have a tendency to glance around at other students while the professor is speaking, sometimes I'm afraid I glance at certain people too much, (for like a second, I don't stare.) 

I don't know if this is normal, it's like a subconscious thing that I have a hard time controlling but I don't want to seem weird. Is this normal?",2.3171256454388995,3.948138819277112,3.67765920826162,89.81445783132533,76.4698795180723,6.670567986230638,22.70051635111876,7.447530270364453,0.8067913941480205,314,9,67,4,7,103,48,83,0.065,0.857,0.077,0.2088,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,1,1,13,14,4,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,6,3,10,14,2,8,0,0,4,0,1,6,0,3,4,47,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323122371007489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686516756708012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145705640025145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163864613384468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340431352056939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363863739249055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760810705293754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7040614698664546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660589614172559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180578277716953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368998953517705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591321485735797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967104418479084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128016543846444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ImOuttaThyme,2019/04/23,"I know this may be a common post but I wanted to ask others with SA whether or not I may have it... I'm aware that for a proper diagnosis and treatment or whatever, I should go see a therapist. But I don't have the resources or time now so this is the next best thing. For all who read this post, thank you for reading it and good luck in your future endeavors and may finals not kick your ass.  


Basically, a while ago, I was... overcome with a sense of despair/panic or something. I wouldn't call it an anxiety attack, I don't feel a heavy pressure on my heart or a black wave like others have described for panic/anxiety attacks. But I had to rant to a friend and explain how I felt in general life. I very likely also have depression so I don't know whether the current thoughts I explained in this rant I had are a byproduct of depression maybe or another thing to be diagnosed. I'm not sure if social anxiety can show up later in life because while growing up, I would always let anyone else talk the conversation and be content with listening because I was taught to not interrupt or to wait for an opening. (Context: I am deaf. This means that I have a different understanding of conversations due to being taught how they worked, how communications could break down by the speaker and listener, and so on by my hearing itinerant, a person that taught me how these various social skills worked and how to talk, listen, etc and also navigate the various disability laws in my later years.) However, most conversations don't usually have openings and when they do, it's when their transitioning topics and so I would always have to make the decision to either try to interject myself into the conversation and risk interrupting someone (they're usually not upset if it's a welcome interjection I've learned), or not saying anything at all. And so I was thinking on this topic and I started to reexamine how I interact with others nowadays which caused me to look up research for social anxiety (I do not want to self diagnose myself nor share with others that I have it because that would be disrespectful to all therapists/psychologists and cause an unnecessary false burden on others.) So I did some research and some thinking and had a rant with a friend at which I'll post here. If you happen to read through the entire thing and give me thoughts, thank you. If not, have a nice day sir/madame.  


"" So... I may have social anxiety. Or at least a minor form of it after doing some research.  Like, there are times in public where I walk by someone and my mind quickly flashes to ""What are they thinking about me? It's likely something bad."" Even though they're likely not giving me a second glance and I dunno, there are times where I feel like people are watching me or pretty aware of me, even though while they may be aware of my existence, they probably don't care that I'm there and just don't want me to sit next to them.  Like, I don't have anxiety when talking with others online, mainly because I know that I could just mute them so to say and I certainly am not too afraid when I'm around good friends or family but there are the occasional moments where I'm thinking to myself if I need to change anything about what I'm currently doing so that I may be more better in front of them or so that they look on me less negatively, or at least as I perceive them. I'm afraid of getting questions wrong, especially when raising my hand and trying to answer with what I think is right but these days, it usually isn't (unless it's a subjective thing in English where there are few wrong answers) but when I mess up an answer or talking about something to someone, I just want to clam up on myself and not try again and put myself down for even trying in the first place and oh my god, I probably have social anxiety. Not enough to have panic or anxiety attacks necessarily, I just blush a lot, stumble a little, and try to finish off my sentence with as much grace as I can retain as to look perfect. I dunno. If I have anxiety, it'd probably stem from the fact that I had to try to be perfect growing up, even if I didn't have to which I likely didn't but it was a thing that I always felt I had to be, always perfect. And my parents never asked me to do that.  Does that make any sense?  
Like, not all social situations make me anxious but some, mainly those involving authority, absolute strangers, and crowds get me. (Interjection from present me: I'm afraid of parties where I don't know anyone at all. I'm ok in very busy crowds such as on the street or in the airport, usually because I'm in a rush to get anywhere or I'm with others. I want to say that if I was on my own in a busy street or airport or wherelse, I wouldn't be too anxious because I would have a purpose when asking others for directions or something, not just small talk.)  
And, there are moments that ramp up the tension where I make a mistake and I'm recounting it later on and I hate myself utterly that I just want to die and feel like that I should probably kill myself, and then that feeling goes away. (Note from present me: I have not attempted suicide yet and these suicidal feelings usually exist within the hour and after busying myself with something, they go away. I'm aware of the effect that my own death would cause on others and I don't want to burden others, as I've previously stated.)

  
Like, I don't have symptoms of anxiety or panic attacks really, nothing goes weird with my breath, I don't panic externally so much in the situation, I just panic internally, tell myself they probably don't care about me, that I shouldn't listen to the voice in my own brain because it's just my bad thoughts talking.

  
Like, not everything is scary for me.

  
I look forward to being with my friends that I know.

  
Maybe I just feel that with the people here \[at college\] because they're all new and I don't feel it at home because it's all old and friends I've grown up with.

  
Like, I don't feel like I'm drowning

  
I don't suffer as bad as others do

  
So does that mean that I don't have it? Part of me wants to say ""Yes, just because your pain is not equal to them means that you don't have it."" And the other part of me says ""No, the fact you get irrational thoughts and worries about other people like this means that you are in the anxiety spectrum with them and that is enough. Do not attempt to measure or compare suffering, and besides, whenever you look out for measurements by people who post them online, those are the people who prefer to post things online because their severe anxiety keeps them front hanging with their friends et cetera and thus makes them start to draw or do videos or write articles or whatever in some attempt to share anything about their disorder or some kinda catharsis, therefore any bias might be present in your research meaning all anxiety stories you find could just be severe anxiety ones.""  And a third part of me is telling me that I'm just making this all up as a reason to explain why I'm so lazy and that the only thing wrong with me is that I'm lazy and have a hard time taking care of myself and that everything else I've tried to explain about myself is really a farce, even though all the experiences I've just said are true.

  
I mean, there are times I have a hard time talking on the phone but that's mainly because I'm deaf so I'm scared of getting whatever they said wrong so I have a closed captioning app for that and earbuds that connect to my implants (Interjection: I wear cochlear implants which are devices that I use to help me hear.) and that really helps. So my fear of that is kinda decreasing as time goes by and I get more experience.""  


Now that I'm rereading this entire thing, I could come across as a perfectionist that doesn't want to let others down or burden others with my own troubles. I also apologize for any stated stereotypes and fallacies, I'm running on a basic amount of research on anxiety, its symptoms, and stories about having it from others. If you've read it this far, thank you for reading this entire thing through. So, I guess my final prompt for your thoughts, if you're willing to share them, is: Do I have a sort of case of social anxiety or am I just a perfectionist and that part of me is bleeding into my social life?  


Have a nice week. (Finals certainly aren't helping me with stress.)",6.956158048373643,6.44620006055046,7.165625173755911,76.78079806088408,64.60244648318043,10.122949680289132,34.05355157075341,9.516144504307137,3.0103134556574918,6629,253,1265,110,88,2149,491,1635,0.151,0.74,0.109,-0.9966,5,0,5,0,0,3,166.0,0,14,23,13,87,86,6,14,67,2,135,17,6,20,20,304,254,156,6,36,83,1,13,15,6,18,11,17,1,2,112,82,0,3,47,7,0,14,47,39,0,4,25,39,174,47,198,191,48,159,0,4,9,1,109,76,1,61,77,943,286,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025986130293752862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032999491395632,0.09757028256465493,0.0,0.0,0.059805964570562815,0.030739512804862326,0.3588164089161093,0.06623559794173495,0.0,0.040995698315765966,0.030036856971231683,0.07237166369565827,0.026096717345537583,0.08221718281524762,0.13340095624138498,0.055085136256171466,0.0,0.07343082980759222,0.2144430735984635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0307644633366714,0.025926886455903592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032725425918008026,0.029934067198792238,0.0,0.08966631169035423,0.09034426748260084,0.031011563839332162,0.02525242405292997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936231145076866,0.0,0.0,0.03781172019147784,0.0,0.05049822761085423,0.059508562921662664,0.03042451920416392,0.03062811425351745,0.03359772568545562,0.0,0.05130780734456728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04897812741923164,0.0,0.0,0.0605808161141035,0.03269416475338478,0.09681196975742896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526931708396402,0.057351724709029474,0.027635734212483252,0.03298771745032602,0.1185810501411612,0.06282829200745846,0.056294322738752726,0.09634001066891787,0.026793535182686075,0.024935469456265943,0.0,0.0,0.13589297025838698,0.0,0.09189580137443816,0.05624356645442315,0.03332097446773784,0.049176349131096704,0.0,0.0,0.03229396585132967,0.0,0.025923308878970076,0.0,0.05252127021565866,0.02894266219990798,0.0,0.0,0.06608065650268173,0.034738618753246193,0.05894802350317941,0.0,0.029405506701565536,0.0,0.028869538319553786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02605667091394347,0.03243289328068237,0.0,0.08055425655144972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995349697250079,0.06211851663821299,0.21482867658365293,0.029381502689394268,0.0,0.0,0.12308680202555893,0.0,0.0,0.024922710043103098,0.0,0.0,0.11740862557386653,0.0,0.05890205894374977,0.19159689137635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03109876376715954,0.029599965869592182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04310004742788205,0.02173682782729675,0.02260966707942289,0.02831277480272103,0.0623540338120352,0.0,0.0,0.02812869718571477,0.0,0.030761340596448992,0.0,0.019864718535720388,0.02229550851921433,0.031193408791374614,0.1719751841677106,0.03255102815192354,0.12698189369649182,0.0,0.10161724215145752,0.025596876557122557,0.03062811425351745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037915166499074,0.029824067876489318,0.1580335625748097,0.0,0.0,0.029469843735129737,0.032839700584833494,0.0,0.14661552038647474,0.0,0.05634014755465639,0.03014087819784805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025034995837872425,0.05577088140898697,0.11656300292340595,0.029349600219598038,0.0,0.02336039581964967,0.0,0.030582116728878495,0.06623559794173495,0.0,0.0,0.06590296086839803,0.0,0.23906500050552704,0.07451594770914803,0.11284125413381775,0.0,0.0,0.04149885780191077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03358042930703718,0.0,0.0,0.06413207800525828,0.0,0.027629201713796583,0.06093937444448416,0.02204136025568182,0.16493696793927445,0.05124550310244722,0.08096841245096495,0.0,0.03403717296938992,0.1752812729154228,0.09391988933251504,0.08640601992710903,0.1163648560916484,0.119657383596024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932153755895807,0.0,0.0,0.030518126840732664,0.0,0.025318895413702767,0.16143259606785326,0.04837617237603753,0.15561762634220494,0.0,0.0235148618928498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0264523821224048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042683587224617486,0.029770979118082706,0.0,0.10412328183895084,0.1282061499571513,0.0,0.018878008972714425
socialanxiety,highschoolgirl022,2019/04/23,"Thank you to that guy who whispered the answer when I was called on My science teacher called on me today. I actually, visibly flinched. He said ""Sorry, I didn't mean to jump you. Does air flow from high pressure to low, or low to high?"" My mind went blank even though it was a simple question. I was already embarrassed from being called on, and very stressed. After being quiet for a second too long, someone whispered ""High to low."" I repeated that louder. It sounded like the right answer and turned out to be. I'm am so grateful for the guy who said that, whether he realized I was having a mini-panic-attack and was trying to help, or thought I was stupid and just said the answer because he knew it. I'm glad either way.",3.2934976525821615,5.176859077464791,4.148943661971831,86.39318075117373,74.4225352112676,6.141784037558686,25.91784037558686,6.816661863887847,1.124589671361503,567,20,108,5,12,182,87,142,0.10300000000000001,0.797,0.1,0.1464,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,0,6,10,1,3,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,19,23,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,2,8,5,0,0,8,0,0,3,1,7,0,1,13,7,12,3,16,7,1,21,0,3,0,0,17,12,0,3,6,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.13278356442076944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501553538739912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479795456944725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294630488395603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41682451204617976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907476309256505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987218873706987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694590982580612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120407850442896,0.43129261589153295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664763644978912,0.0,0.0,0.12041664586811847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821886200604056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739074444555868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964747177790814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242824706614047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620205004662545,0.3882978927538502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152906906934802,0.0,0.0,0.152317931705242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586640206348518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527391092524912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368694921997268,0.10802346378483946,0.0,0.0,0.12897735481898814,0.0,0.0,0.09238181386934358,0.1480038300600149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227104729533324,0.0,0.10800511556993038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261371824046833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boricua4lyfe,2019/04/23,"Long term people I am good with talking to people I've never met before but i get terrified of talking to people I've talked to before. For example, I have the absolute hardest time making friends in class or at work because its always the same people and if i talk to them once they'll expect it and assume that I'll be as charming as I was when we first talked; but I never am. I get so anxious about it that I end up just not instigating conversation and then they just eventually give up on talking to me and fade away socially. 
I havent really made any friends in college because of this anxiety",5.8971546635183,5.812563933884299,7.047296340023612,75.32471074380167,66.68595041322314,9.889492325855961,32.98819362455726,9.606745405546679,3.0317829988193625,480,19,91,9,7,163,78,121,0.08900000000000001,0.789,0.122,0.6385,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,3,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,2,20,13,13,0,2,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,14,4,19,8,2,17,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,3,10,65,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134448309671876,0.0,0.0,0.09271508172639543,0.0,0.10429883410137596,0.15402407403158871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809482164295033,0.0,0.0,0.16622177434228005,0.0,0.2320286101784917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075573856566026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596974173684718,0.0,0.0,0.2106700884103876,0.0,0.14246282617331682,0.13078863198301702,0.0,0.1143545446035554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065557690934722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290071003594643,0.09100722974396094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103058261289632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451964075716362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780807206853337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873421476020847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898027073227248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6575039374559831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950026995467438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925629424228087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gaping_Hole123,2019/04/23,"Lexapro almost cured my SA Hello I see a lot of u struggling and I’m sure some of u aren’t sure about trying meds whether ur scared of the side effects of if they’ll change you. 


Well all I have to say is a lot of the side effects to go away within 2 weeks and the ones that don’t may take long, you have to decide whether the trade offs are worth it. 


When I was on Zoloft I couldn’t cum for **SIX** or so months. Then after 6 months I was able to masturbate daily + got sex drive back 


-——>this is one of the issues people have. They don’t wait it out, after 2-3 weeks they’ll decide that the side effects won’t go away when they actually might. 


Only other side effect for me is extra tiredness. BUT I’m pretty sure 99% of you with severe social anxiety would gladly take tiredness over the ability to be around people without being nervous. 



I only take 10 mg lexapro, when I was on Zoloft I was on a higher mg. I have a healthy sex drive, work out weekly now ( still have anxiety if there’s a ton of people there- but I still try my best ), and can talk with people/ make jokes. 



Am I good at communicating? Nah. Probably cause I went so long barely doing it I’m kind of inept socially. But now I actually DO talk to people and if I don’t I’m not as nervous to do it. 


I ask questions in class and participate. 


My advice : try out meds and if they don’t work after like a month and a half decide whether you want to try a different one or stop altogether. 


While sleep and workout out help a lot of people , maybe even to the point of not needing meds, a lot of us with severe SA will not work out out of fear of others at the gym , or if we do the combination might not help much unfortunately. 


Are meds a cure all for most ? Nah probably not. But they are an aid to a lot of people. 


The people who have good experiences are less likely to write about them cause they’re living their life, I think this is why you see so many bad reviews online. 


And I know someone who did have a BAD experience with their meds, so I’m not saying they’re some sort of miracle for everyone. 


If you have any questions you can ask. Hope this isn’t annoying to y’all.",2.079833980925468,3.6906369015659983,3.648638290356765,89.8551262804663,77.07606263982103,6.494972330154245,21.382844695631693,7.273561745256523,0.4985337807606261,1673,43,370,20,38,555,206,447,0.081,0.7909999999999999,0.129,0.9558,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,8,9,8,19,21,1,5,25,0,45,6,1,7,5,84,68,35,0,11,23,0,0,2,0,8,3,2,0,0,12,21,0,2,11,3,2,5,15,8,1,5,7,4,40,13,61,50,15,50,0,0,2,2,36,23,0,25,24,250,52,6,0.06700037602144401,0.0,0.1307654041529897,0.0,0.0,0.06547199201494339,0.0,0.0,0.06709119840121168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045562553235373934,0.0,0.10251020853662204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964453956369185,0.12527261438823198,0.0,0.12589811757931255,0.051519153474093714,0.1118850307406594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031276103979453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376556845540105,0.07087751389786531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000113263929611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04425311646656808,0.0,0.0,0.06402173052652574,0.0,0.13107844822630918,0.0,0.07539405023744483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615571543451591,0.11239347319095544,0.053586321305179915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898178794797226,0.0,0.0,0.0665464911123354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993098532220958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977058133068928,0.036821654450177765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732434702046651,0.06546599880872385,0.0,0.05916255953072699,0.11858644880020235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848066186865583,0.0,0.0,0.04472327126076011,0.0679278651608996,0.06731088317615799,0.0,0.3721115680312511,0.0,0.0,0.14215362195425152,0.0,0.0,0.1604371827583307,0.0,0.049252985537832035,0.04967992986121879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620356632647246,0.10191361023376364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715969967934531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333701177564732,0.0,0.0,0.06816346948378442,0.1444754748358599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011150980081608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656277642086864,0.06707906470756518,0.0,0.10678125024232962,0.0,0.0,0.15138270801082687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704876289172097,0.1365968915951045,0.05676920117853133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701317367727832,0.05601531443217031,0.0,0.07004334035887409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944118444999195,0.0,0.15112783340534566,0.1077047286338006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042931135597930964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195542919348573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805932028150838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03951855769733256,0.0,0.16123098073206393,0.0,0.0602413844649633,0.062110019819922126,0.06045741811751103,0.0,0.0,0.0645859715706781,0.0,0.14633121514271508,0.0,0.0,0.04759514479093432,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shyandintroverted,2019/04/23,"Girl from class There’s this girl in one of my classes who I sort of have a crush on (I don’t know much about her personally, but I find her attractive). The only real conversations we’ve had were working on class room activities, which I pretty much stayed on topic the whole time of what we were supposed to be doing. It’s not that I’m a goody good student or anything, I just have social anxiety up the ass and can’t bring myself to say much else to her, although I’d really like to. I’m just a really shy, and introverted person. I sometimes feel that because of this people think I don’t like them or just don’t care but it’s rather the opposite in a lot of situations. Anyways, this girl asked for my number after class and mentioned that her and a couple others from class have a group chat for assignments and general class stuff, so I gave her my number and pretty much left right after that without saying much. Now I’m in this group chat with her and two others. I should probably also mention that we’re paired up quite frequently for classroom activities, and it’s a small classroom. Sometimes when the teacher says to find a partner she’ll come over and sit by me, sometimes not. For those times when she doesn’t come sit by me, I just won’t do anything and I’ll sit by myself for the activity, regrettably. It’s not that I don’t know what to say to her for the most part, I just physically can’t get myself to do it. Btw, I’ve had girlfriends in the past, and I believe I can be charming and funny once I’m comfortable, but getting to that step for me is really hard. 

I feel like I should add one more thing- one other girl from the group chat asked if any of us would like to study for an upcoming test to which I replied that I was down for that, hoping that the girl I sort of like would  also be down, but she hasn’t said much in the chat. I don’t want to actually study with these girls, I personally don’t find study groups to be effective for me as an individual, I get distracted, get off task, etc. I merely said what I said so I could hopefully be around this one girl out of class. Would it be weird if I texted her outside of the group chat, asking if she’d like to study (hopefully w/o the other people) or should we become more acquainted in person first? Is there any signs here that she might be the slightest interested or maybe she’s just trying to be nice? Any input and or advice would be very much appreciated, sorry for the vent/ranting.",6.209025379961632,5.506471189243031,6.704935812306331,80.10694481333924,66.19123505976096,9.907156558949387,29.54876789139737,9.250403328903447,2.1789006049874566,1955,55,410,31,27,640,212,502,0.047,0.795,0.158,0.9961,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,3,0,1,4,20,18,0,1,25,0,45,1,1,1,0,74,73,33,0,16,23,0,3,6,2,10,0,7,1,12,36,22,0,0,9,5,0,4,15,2,0,6,9,10,54,16,65,43,14,39,0,0,0,1,57,21,1,16,16,290,90,13,0.0,0.0,0.0720462604242785,0.0,0.0,0.07214465045641888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808173192418743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061835034671522,0.0,0.05647883114203424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150962618258833,0.06572328603465229,0.20705989000772948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500535219829031,0.08153811092757747,0.0,0.08317977738732525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527338365802984,0.0,0.0,0.1271939506508734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058946290569528874,0.08169016471887236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061674490227910626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233862954101331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466012078765953,0.052743310611324055,0.0,0.0,0.20243456140957655,0.06279874092144146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429000664837894,0.0,0.0,0.06192409599431201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613610477482625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199859753452214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114875713354794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021520895337489,0.0,0.0,0.21641413933569006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276660697333479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417095446780357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832069142376663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799086481629657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862526418749524,0.20011322666132292,0.05615013046638664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994939756343926,0.07047794502567599,0.10236719022616506,0.2578578473733009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502208663112617,0.07959993510797157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852601826334474,0.0,0.08403333939701822,0.14188986238923912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304939316860753,0.2106842908275375,0.2348465051985705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298666629856538,0.0,0.07525916574611706,0.0,0.0,0.21905571772575186,0.08264529893284618,0.0,0.07869167926588916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451631444051208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049048575232258564,0.047306514985872586,0.0,0.0,0.08610033585134691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050124910033345085,0.0,0.07212001141409208,0.0,0.08880695801848243,0.0,0.0,0.06091649329365995,0.04354614001915739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242722040256903,0.0,0.07116833015087247,0.0,0.05374824685811029,0.0,0.0,0.2097834496058029,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gottchen,2019/04/23,"Which medicament has helped you best with social anxiety? I already tried Venlafaxine, Escitalopram (Lexapro) and Sertraline (Zoloft) for my social phobia - but with no success. So I was looking for another medicament, that clearly helps and is strong enough to help social anxiety and be more active, talkative, happy and especially social.

Briefly a medicament that can help me with my social anxiety, lack of drive (avolition), lack of concentration, depression.",10.30125,12.76874773611111,8.873222222222221,57.094,57.75,12.42666666666667,43.56666666666667,11.979248473330829,6.496846666666667,375,21,45,12,5,115,52,72,0.196,0.486,0.318,0.9515,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,11,6,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,4,8,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627750874723488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467152304940507,0.33852204010895665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547970662478383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704556876761672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524117697542392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570214796722489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39547712348243774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238667851206958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7518122516028412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001459984307714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Brfxxccxx,2019/04/23,"Too drunk to be anxious Just wanted to say... I just got drunk at home (after final exams... but have no friends). So much so that I actually had the guts to invite myself to a party that was talked about on WhatsApp.

​

But I started shaking at the thought of going. I must have social anxiety. There's no doubt.

​

I know that the fear is irrational. But I also know that I only ever get rid of it by drinking myself barely conscious, like right now. I did function well socially today by not paying any attention to others. But then I got self-conscious again in the streets because I thought people look at me and that I might look weird.

​

Fuck. Social anxiety is really shitty. We have to beat it somehow.

​

Sorry I'm drunk.",2.7277083333333323,5.451931909722222,3.817222222222224,83.72500000000005,80.59722222222223,5.544444444444443,25.66666666666667,6.9077264865688965,1.4158416666666676,601,24,102,7,16,194,94,144,0.262,0.6709999999999999,0.067,-0.9811,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,0,1,13,8,1,3,5,0,11,6,1,0,2,21,25,9,0,2,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,8,2,4,0,6,4,1,2,3,5,1,0,7,3,15,3,17,15,1,17,0,0,2,1,7,7,1,3,9,78,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.09385328745833918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691140847974337,0.0,0.41682389197517067,0.467454404890386,0.06540254945616154,0.0,0.14714778930283173,0.10865079264037993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058627612760960825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421524805572644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699612812554426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822402936643384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535541659806956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743048521321191,0.0889125796283955,0.050247661227117706,0.0,0.05465867901810546,0.0,0.15384045802836271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647173756708784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057109360748351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698642767741542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152617648788387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202686888733492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069996288093737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314570255903477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666758918090992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161240460327848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213324031365128,0.0,0.0764825142595474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033188576741443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29411603357548666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107660452494644,0.06807342175448193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730211918485776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527050014520958,0.0,0.0,0.09116300507707488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672672492439075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864732076454071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467454404890386,0.0
socialanxiety,jjbic447,2019/04/23,I wouldn't have such crippling anxiety if I could get a text back every once in a while I serioisly feel like the only people who respond to my texts are my parents. It really beats you down after a while.,3.849285714285713,4.905240595238098,5.603333333333335,79.82500000000002,71.61904761904762,8.457142857142857,25.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,1.900561904761905,163,5,32,3,3,56,36,42,0.046,0.887,0.067,0.2023,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768012055236304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782271930330031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28889415664001505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048598541567001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295360421493728,0.2584935216489671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904277486337345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677329555513988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853402677010276,0.0,0.2751902525092722,0.0,0.0,0.40177265518947336,0.0,0.0,0.2508493986836491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23179944394949814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lone_Wolf011,2019/04/23,"Do I have social anxiety? I don't care much for strangers, but its the people I know that I go out of my way to avoid to the extent that it is causing me problems in life.",4.4310526315789485,3.0667163157894737,5.793684210526315,87.36578947368423,70.05263157894737,8.65263157894737,29.52631578947368,7.1686216300943375,1.4225894736842104,132,4,32,1,2,45,31,38,0.247,0.753,0.0,-0.8183,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,6,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,24,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810337449115169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745538013769804,0.3773857559245077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087823857789908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189457404672795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25948124891195645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700560494679849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546851116038573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515193484899387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374483054285568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29159778275151793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Romcom1398,2019/04/23,"Today I waited for two hours at the hairdresser Today I went to the hairdresser for the first time in six months or something. I waited two hours. When I went in I had a hard time greeting everyone and I basically avoided everyone's eyes. Then I saw there wer eonly two ou tof five spots left in the waiting area, but I didn't want to look weird by just leaving, so I sat. I didn't have the guts to ask anyone how long it would probably take because they were all busy. Then after half an hour I didn't leave because I didn't want to seem weird. Also I had to pee the whole time but didn't have the guts to ask to use the bathroom. So yeah. Social anxiety... yaaaaay",1.6937792642140437,3.653163985507253,3.086231884057973,91.84299331103682,79.43478260869566,6.275139353400222,22.209587513935343,7.321109707123232,0.6838778149386853,522,16,114,7,13,170,82,138,0.07200000000000001,0.877,0.05,0.0761,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,1,10,1,11,4,4,2,1,16,26,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,7,12,4,14,0,15,13,2,23,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,2,15,73,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768483899333953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301193485147672,0.0,0.0,0.09415502968442714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517714982000945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641708340938964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25734031481249736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453884008834846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062586952732494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39782889656126696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28516380528716473,0.1463047961814641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191668587203224,0.11307763472364868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748161803580326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518259609345036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258631655501527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726545188796674,0.0,0.10366523385710097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124500932629617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23555804913271866,0.0,0.2552774345943575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946198124351956,0.0,0.0,0.11630007279750612,0.0,0.0,0.15884790984451513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496560452524304,0.0,0.15033929149037142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565618926038502,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,roadtomisery,2019/04/23,"Can anyone relate? Whenever someone i am not close to or a stranger starts a conversation with me, my mind is racing and gets nervous how to continue the conversation, and I had a hard time maintaining eye contact. 
Especially in classrooms , as I seat in the last row, I need to shout to get the attention of my teacher and whenever this happens , my classmates would naturally turn around to face me and this is totally awkward:(
Are these issues common among people?",7.8846428571428575,8.547386750000001,8.100095238095241,66.91157142857146,62.45238095238096,11.481904761904767,39.41904761904762,11.20814326018867,4.83550761904762,373,19,60,10,5,122,62,84,0.049,0.951,0.0,-0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,7,2,2,1,1,15,13,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,9,0,12,11,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,5,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210745760786485,0.0,0.0,0.2683097386781235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149379303908044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26652686385393576,0.0,0.269995036157606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31458310407894685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24568107913811035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043278969609445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348414617866236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20895268416976845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25537508788901364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333234262460293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574865779073626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278364530747353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410578327235208,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hey-Gang,2019/04/23,"I have to finally get a student apartment to go to college this year. I'm terrified. I've been going to a college in the city for the last 2 years, but I live in the middle of no where so I have to get the train into the city every day. This year Im advancing in my course so I'm moving up to a higher level college, which is much further away from the train station I arrive at now, as the college im currently attending is a ten minute walk from the train station.

How, the college I'm going to next year is much further away so I will need to get student accomadation in order to attend, because I would have to wake up, get the train, and then get the bus to this college every day,

I hate living out in the middle of nowhere because nobody I was friends with are here anymore, and all of my friends I made through the college in the city, meaning that summer time is a lonely and depressing experience.

I'm on anti-depressant medications and have struggled with benzodiazepine addiction over the course of the lst 2 years. I have horrible social anxiety, and I also have muscle tension disorders due to generalized anxiety, which I just recently am beginning to get treatment for because it has caused a lot of missed days and trouble for me in college in the past.

I'm genuinely terrified of moving into the city with room mates who I probably won't know, but at the same time I will be able to hang out with my friends finally.

I have exams coming up, and then I have to apply for a student grant (I live in Ireland).

I'm currently on disability welfare due to the effect that my mental health has had on my life, as a doctor recommended that I should apply for disability due to the severe effect it has had on my life, including multiple trips to pyschiatric facilities.

I've somehow managed to make it through my last 2 years of college despite all this shit.

The amount of pressure and fear I've been going through towards the end of this college term is crippling me mentally. I can't focus on anything and my mind is constantly racing wondering if I could handle living in a new environment for a whole college semester.

I just wsh I could be normal.",10.962792553191493,7.016470094562648,10.900294030732862,64.00093750000002,59.63829787234043,13.8846926713948,45.350029550827415,11.578365685549247,5.187454018912528,1722,80,312,35,16,580,187,423,0.136,0.8220000000000001,0.042,-0.991,2,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,11,13,2,4,33,0,34,8,2,6,2,45,60,21,0,7,5,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,1,0,14,18,0,0,5,0,0,13,3,10,0,1,6,0,32,3,73,45,9,82,0,3,0,0,6,36,1,4,32,220,46,17,0.08776130901192125,0.0,0.0,0.09567278087873847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701826871095458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427432236170728,0.0,0.08703563637262114,0.0,0.0,0.07222007956866403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490927748466555,0.0,0.0,0.16049543820794127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901550393204174,0.0,0.07559859679640016,0.0,0.09483879726567153,0.0,0.14014052808662122,0.0,0.0,0.16979635200222512,0.0,0.1511773737081239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005820634109031,0.08982741853877678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777304708479843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788537591352807,0.0,0.0,0.08584740028854775,0.0,0.09875587173467487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227644856733053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034125089238119,0.0,0.2751099704656734,0.0,0.19950709748653875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664612336934781,0.0,0.09328616757584733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895945472982252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048231320276440885,0.1430743603811904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397681593074275,0.0,0.0,0.3099793748769719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461152654782599,0.0,0.08304187256675817,0.058581355243190365,0.0,0.0,0.09559779362332654,0.0,0.08841028587152837,0.17688551560768798,0.0,0.08861390416508827,0.0,0.0,0.18655276520722244,0.1290293201387978,0.06507389861283093,0.0,0.08476041911904454,0.09333514776452152,0.0,0.08598744934144395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377809985098297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462153456911812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866537050460643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914529892002008,0.09008572253683876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946160249540272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917471752023436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234865008520616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798236737478104,0.0,0.0,0.09517339597662808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234311592710218,0.0,0.0,0.3390924338168178
socialanxiety,LatiLati5,2019/04/23,My friend At school we had a conversation about mentalhealth and my friend told the whole class about his social anxiety and i was so confused bc he is super social and outgoing he even randomly shouts in class something stupid every now and then. I myself have social anxiety and its not really like that so could it be that he is lying about it?,3.2661038961038966,6.0059735757575785,4.178051948051948,81.90136363636367,78.39393939393939,8.013852813852813,21.549783549783545,8.841846274778883,1.848578354978356,280,8,50,7,7,90,47,66,0.192,0.654,0.154,-0.2542,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,1,7,6,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,8,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,7,4,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,3,38,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33966534447449825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725235886558174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663173808018334,0.0,0.18704818713251745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430399235375695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846008097226834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222163127714765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246801911300174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6789162401501895,0.0,0.17090974661756314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213461043128268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478598586938248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CahirOfNilfgaard,2019/04/23,"I had a anxiety attack in a dream last night, is this normal? I was having a dream where me and other 2 ""friends"" were talking and suddenly I couldn't breathe, I went to the bathroom and started breathing so hard and burst into tears. I can't even be normal in dreams, fuck.",3.7711818181818164,4.9253595272727315,4.576136363636365,86.74420454545454,71.9090909090909,6.954545454545455,28.29545454545455,7.1686216300943375,1.4576363636363632,214,8,43,2,4,69,42,55,0.22,0.657,0.122,-0.6559999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,4,0,8,3,2,0,0,8,11,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,6,1,4,5,0,9,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119406134505284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289425852901217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097661975624314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22339162686191635,0.2673085975107033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590158705639045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356906241672195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713416799614641,0.5665986708404385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465732715209425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324026718184473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680390125102952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whimsyyyy,2019/04/23,"Just some weird rambling I tried to record myself talking and just saying and explaining random things, to maybe try and help myself out of this social anxiety. And I realized how poor my social skills are, and how I got so nervous even with just talking to myself and expressing my thoughts. I have to work on a loooot, my nervousness has always been there and has affected my life a lot that I couldn't do what normal humans can do, and wth I even get nervous while just singing alone or just chatting online. How do I get out of this nervousness? I realized that I am scared by everything around me, and I hope I can improve myself and get out of this misery. If you got any advice, or tried some other ways to cope with it, please tell me. :v

I hate dealing with this my whole life.",6.057308802308802,6.104015798701298,6.024891774891772,82.34384559884559,66.33766233766234,9.182106782106784,29.44877344877345,8.841846274778883,2.126497258297258,619,19,122,9,9,195,88,154,0.20600000000000002,0.73,0.065,-0.9664,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,13,8,1,5,2,0,12,2,0,4,0,40,21,18,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,10,17,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,7,0,0,4,1,24,1,17,16,4,7,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,8,1,95,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798097523924434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674402206906195,0.0,0.0,0.1345214734794716,0.0,0.0,0.1099403939454214,0.0,0.1236762638358214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391959428723486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16667353413560151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135615637040224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529758031512974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533959784173961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586027716200729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961456555054088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083632539459687,0.0,0.0,0.16057369328669485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283830463917249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744511504835413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624181369944756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584011936798209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746390084548366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856559595229644,0.16185876944478494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296021624623637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598866712893416,0.14130574198081214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074056316063034,0.0,0.0,0.1283470457702313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32928770688122544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832524551409966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049755017281952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176968826146476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wasntmyproudest,2019/04/23,"Help me figure out Im depressed. I can rarely fit in groups and talk with people in ease. I avoid eye contact as much as i can, and i just can’t speak up easily. As far as one on one goes, I’m pretty much fine, but when it’s someone new, I just assumed they would be too cool to talk to me.",0.94136363636364,1.6463273787878805,2.96709090909091,97.30063636363636,78.24242424242425,5.8860606060606075,19.26060606060605,5.6839178017228535,-0.4623539393939393,221,4,58,1,5,75,48,66,0.08199999999999999,0.738,0.18100000000000002,0.6646,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,11,6,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,8,2,12,4,2,9,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,1,2,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425349500914171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874531661461416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041678985332765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140053362828215,0.0,0.0,0.2719635024280139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38162832610825503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522057640164603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28648050263025904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385921580974228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526662892652068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003502030820927,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hezra_,2019/04/23,"Starting College At 20 I graduated high school at 18 and then took two semesters at a community college but ended up doing poorly and basically wasting 2 years due to various personal reasons, namely immaturity and lack of motivation. Now I've straightened myself out and I feel ready to take school seriously. I'm going to be starting afresh this summer at a community college in another district and my plan is to transfer to a four year college after two years when I'll be 22 and graduate by the time I'm 24.

​

I'm basically just feeling really insecure and stressed about the fact that I'll now be a year or two older than the majority of my peers throughout college as well as getting a late start on my career (accounting). I guess what I'm really looking for in posting this is some sort of validation. If anyone has gone through a similar situation or started college late because of a gap year or any other reason, I'd love to hear about your experience. Did your college experience feel ""normal""? How did you overcome insecurity about being an older student? Did graduating two years later than most people set you back in your career and life in general? I just feel like a failure.",9.189853896103898,8.260602660714287,9.999139610389612,59.6435876623377,60.33928571428571,12.609740259740262,43.13149350649351,11.741389052700956,5.379666071428572,972,51,155,25,11,335,136,224,0.106,0.81,0.084,-0.7248,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,0,2,11,7,0,3,12,0,11,2,0,4,1,33,32,18,0,3,7,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,7,0,2,3,0,4,1,5,5,6,13,3,32,23,5,42,0,0,1,1,9,12,0,8,26,104,18,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771550753560045,0.13201410375176306,0.07388150680971878,0.11392249289485047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596626823178759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354037291466034,0.0,0.06622824962411944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622615603661294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254895912463356,0.0,0.0,0.21973427047993915,0.07761514954441208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676189928363715,0.0,0.061744772943342026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968338986370362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122449454041494,0.0,0.0,0.1147881353937961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24510986807507765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673832606781035,0.05307787089768081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123342597016416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805526759409253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064478527822362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531992859146791,0.09486357204880297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040507246140245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919999535527047,0.22340783369837644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990664346109975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212017865963228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075945518781792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445110120716844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168661367735029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335107111660537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070725483917555,0.0,0.0,0.4245168083815845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768382016659273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201410375176306,0.41977825544251296
socialanxiety,FrostyMulberry4,2019/04/23,"Benzodiazepine Discussion  If you take benzodiazepines for your social anxiety, I just created a subreddit called [r/benzoz](https://www.reddit.com/r/benzoz) to discuss therapeutic use of legally prescribed benzodiazepines. This is different from [r/benzodiazepines](https://www.reddit.com/r/benzodiazepines) , because they seem to focus more on recreational use and posting pictures of pills, illegal or otherwise. This is the first subreddit I've created and I don't really know how to promote it so I figured I'd post it here since I'm subscribed and have social anxiety.",13.256206896551724,14.939334850574713,11.40519540229885,44.28434482758621,51.06896551724138,15.695632183908046,48.43448275862069,14.265292616868653,8.218073103448276,480,27,55,19,5,149,64,87,0.086,0.815,0.099,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,3,0,12,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,8,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,1,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494428394440145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922736841701258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321665739092745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386239858738929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427252562921168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255198254669403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374782257454693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631557641164492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792207522230252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889305634523786,0.0,0.0,0.46563953326821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172448799028395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945196032333679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Izzy9595,2019/04/23,"Is this social anxiety or not? And if so, any tips? Hey,

I'm not sure if I got social anxiety or not.

Because I DON'T have trouble talking to people, I can keep conversations with people 1 on 1, I'm not afraid to ask something to someone I don't know or something... I small groups I feel fine. But when I'm in a crowded place, like a classroom, I feel very nervous, like everyone is watching me, like I have to defend myself, & I'm nervous to talk in front of the whole group, and it also drains my energy very hard when being there, because when I got home from a crowded place (where I felt anxious), I'm very tired mentally. So I think this is social anxiety, but when I look for social anxiety, I mainly get things like problems with talking to people, which is not entirely the case for me... Anyone recognizes this?",6.089911383776418,5.616001331288345,6.8929652351738255,77.90130197682348,66.36196319018404,9.698432174505797,33.448534423994545,9.150863307647796,2.841950783912747,639,25,124,10,9,213,89,163,0.12,0.7959999999999999,0.085,-0.5312,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,3,5,0,10,1,0,0,1,24,26,16,0,3,12,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,6,17,6,15,22,2,12,0,0,2,0,14,7,0,5,8,78,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205583667106584,0.0,0.12472490388201092,0.0,0.07828079773358222,0.0,0.3522445662177029,0.13004494156570964,0.0,0.08048969674296566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761513010281316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034365125842022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099954190892423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164091984945389,0.0,0.11052654672917926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601417993306528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841327880686364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311865112413404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546773999319945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023177370386685,0.0,0.0,0.06326310269180348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495361858667304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666594081934307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600684445754025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394146119905997,0.0,0.2405372006678513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014760919987812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693728899148106,0.09753488422820554,0.1772392460373624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084926545250953,0.0,0.0,0.2775704436572401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647597231091087,0.07375977208418276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230547717070132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849408794655343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851957055474994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gam3rDano,2019/04/23,"I made a website called BFFmatch for people to express themselves and make friends https://www.bffmatch.com/

I launched the beta version of the site a few days ago to let people play around with it and the apps will be coming soon. It let's you choose your personality traits, interests, favorite TV/movie/music genres, gender identity, orientation, religion, disabilities, mental health... and matches you with your most compatable matches. Try it out if u wanna make some new friends!",15.158958333333338,12.121437312500005,12.215,54.98333333333335,50.875,14.66666666666667,50.41666666666667,12.45797560212912,6.3509166666666665,395,19,55,8,3,118,63,80,0.0,0.8109999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.9245,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,4,0,17,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,9,3,4,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,4,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020341344637607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289391462485676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327281241617543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963297951242882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698722116597002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521752862713725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24226447241370275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4661199159702055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566000585536296,0.3042719299135556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968612190805324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201230766902703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160170649894664,0.199007806923727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474027289995876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ReasonableStar4,2019/04/23,"feeling like people always catch me checking them out in public not sure if this a cultural difference either- I'm from an East Asian heritage  
living in the West

but where on earth am i supposed to look when I'm walking down a sidewalk in one direction, and another person is walking up the sidewalk in the opposite direction, and we pass by each other?   
am I supposed to look straight ahead and blink every few seconds in a zoned out fashion without looking at that other person at all?  
why is it that when I look at the other person for even one brief second , they seem to automatically think or notice i'm checking them out with a slightly standoffish look in their eyes? i'm a guy and this phenomenon seems to be even more prominent when it's another guy who is passing by me, guys seem to be more insecure about it, women care less

alternatively, in some places on the streets, i look at someone for two seconds, and they look at me in a disgruntled way, 

if I did the same thing in China, people wouldn't even notice at all",12.190264285714285,7.300429555000004,11.482857142857142,63.62500000000002,58.45,14.228571428571426,46.07142857142857,11.20814326018867,5.073892857142855,821,35,150,14,7,270,113,200,0.028999999999999998,0.902,0.07,0.7881,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,5,1,8,4,0,1,13,0,9,1,1,0,3,29,26,12,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,12,11,0,0,5,0,2,6,3,1,0,6,1,9,14,3,36,22,10,39,0,0,8,0,16,28,0,7,5,117,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912565934478456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246322773416469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092076937138064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190911025693782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122391468458992,0.0,0.09024637316097016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415898161730063,0.07652074386427801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181727847503005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232945098557841,0.0,0.0945817467229106,0.0,0.6296289787562851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24389515593302846,0.0,0.0,0.14516355518568475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485157729503692,0.2805778694522744,0.11190911025693782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925318805109653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907555428656051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009516732015372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116036931988877,0.06863296358132633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046327364919274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850204195746549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665180569041668,0.0,0.0,0.10325202380364147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Grace_is_forever,2019/04/23,"Im terrified of everyone I've had social anxiety since sixth grade. One of the reasons why I was taken out other than panic attacks. I was with my sister yesterday going to dollar tree for some snacks. The cashier asked if we were related and all that crap. My sister had always been the ""holy than thou"" sister so when asked she looked at me and straight out said ""unfortunately"". No sarcasm anywhere in that. I was to scared to say anything to her.  I can barely talk to the people that I've been friends with for years. Or with the people I consider best friends. I don't know what its like to have a meaningful relationship with anyone because I live in fear.",3.706541193181821,5.773115492187504,4.527869318181818,83.32565340909092,73.765625,7.467045454545455,26.48011363636364,8.296473431620573,1.827240625,525,19,99,9,11,169,88,128,0.17300000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.12,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,1,2,9,2,3,6,0,11,2,1,1,1,16,18,6,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,9,1,0,3,0,1,1,2,5,0,1,10,3,14,4,21,8,3,10,0,0,1,0,16,6,1,3,4,69,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479368256071524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231411409137507,0.0,0.0,0.1300780308233797,0.0,0.15308863917758453,0.0,0.34782996525077914,0.2116384695313488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134034946892372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952293032965992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776172719859906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093379307382717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874560128690877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572637915555574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094668556671874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022384249776196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088592986563013,0.0,0.1642698296528331,0.0,0.1562201839276828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606022466476527,0.0,0.0,0.2182686889216454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257942590072788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127207216058653,0.0,0.19972894855673146,0.0,0.0,0.17695921106374538,0.14794026212555522,0.18625067306393628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388774773745115,0.0,0.0,0.18963638736573266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952562537706046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786511358176875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979862931581847
socialanxiety,thecrimsonwolfie,2019/04/23,"Over-apologizing Do you ever find yourself as the only person apologizing for anything? Even if it isn't remotely your fault, you still end up apologizing because you're prone to feeling guilt for everything and automatically blaming it on yourself is your first reaction to resolving the issue or avoiding confrontation.

And on the rare occasion that you do try to stand up for yourself and express how you feel, suddenly you feel absolutely horrible because the other person gets all offended so you resort to apologizing yet again?

I feel like this is a huge problem that I have and I'd like to hear if anybody else struggles with it too and how it affects you.",11.8435,9.523719683333336,11.371666666666671,56.28000000000003,56.33333333333334,14.6,48.16666666666667,13.023866798666859,6.4019666666666675,542,29,84,15,5,179,76,120,0.187,0.7120000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.8623,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,9,0,2,9,10,2,3,5,0,6,0,0,3,2,22,12,12,0,3,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,0,5,11,3,14,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,3,9,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469096247851024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258811702058557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773353502395852,0.0,0.18801988100043507,0.0,0.0,0.1402110327115248,0.1920222820983528,0.0,0.0,0.19078642648172692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293469997038634,0.15165514016395695,0.0,0.0,0.19402297295313065,0.1805679572665365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109091954645619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23925856259591194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156847818772146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742166955398786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145091780181234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37071495448920666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312632569469974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952961500874586,0.0,0.0,0.22192446251106224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412633884192674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GolfMikeMike,2019/04/23,Anyone else? Has anyone else literally sat on a number that you were forced to RSVP for something you were forced to do and you sat on that number for so long that your phone died?,6.279166666666665,5.911533027777783,5.852222222222222,85.165,65.94444444444444,8.311111111111114,23.555555555555557,7.1686216300943375,0.6676555555555561,143,2,30,1,2,44,23,36,0.23399999999999999,0.705,0.061,-0.8541,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141957628608597,0.6069485042706187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073909570799343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49484540289202295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26211243372142395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280159687884049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thephaser97,2019/04/23,"Feeling anxious when going to cut and dye my hair 22M. My social anxiety mostly stems from my low self esteem issues. I’m afraid of getting a haircut but I decided to book an appt anyway as I wanted to try a new style of haircut and maybe also dye my hair for the first time in my life. I feel that with how hideous I look, it wouldn’t even matter much anyways, but I really want to see how I look with a new hairstyle.",3.512310606060605,4.164506215909093,4.879999999999999,86.19833333333334,72.06818181818181,7.2303030303030305,26.03030303030303,7.1686216300943375,1.1468121212121214,329,10,69,3,6,110,63,88,0.07400000000000001,0.872,0.053,-0.1681,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,1,5,0,1,3,2,2,0,16,11,9,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,7,11,0,12,10,2,8,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,5,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734116267795336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696455737598901,0.2505253547372102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464701992280537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425674844709625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886286989230512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586029745134505,0.0,0.12603115557381633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23145952579625145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663544378082173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724446152722594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278743863104705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301890534088695,0.0,0.0,0.42835382612751216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206495087926574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767137802444992,0.0,0.23134374506158106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260561009413065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293098722217544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056028870153107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26159924910628696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cococat512,2019/04/23,"Have I offended someone? I was having dinner with some old friends I haven't seen in a while. We started talking about the universe, religion, the purpose of life and chemistry. At the end we talked about how that was a great discussion. I said ""Yeah, I wish this was the norm for conversations."" My friend looked taken aback. He instantly said ""Ok, we should get going. The restaurant's closing."" As we were walking out of the restaurant he was walking a bit far from me. My brother struck up a conversation on the ride home with him. But he hesitated to talk. I mentioned hanging out again and he said ""yeah, we should,"" but didn't sound too eager. I'm wondering if he thinks I think he's weird, and everything he says is weird. And doesn't want to talk to me anymore. I didn't mean to upset him. But in some ways I really did think the conversation was weird to have in that restaurant. And maybe he caught onto that. Does it seem like I offended him and lost a friend?  Or, is suffering a blow to the self esteem?",2.383787878787878,4.759682075757578,3.2891818181818198,89.11377272727276,79.25252525252526,6.586262626262628,24.54646464646465,7.734863291789972,1.2914416161616162,793,29,161,13,20,252,111,198,0.124,0.782,0.094,-0.47,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,5,0,0,1,5,15,2,1,15,3,18,2,0,1,0,34,38,14,0,5,5,1,0,1,3,2,1,5,1,1,5,16,1,0,6,0,0,6,4,8,0,0,16,7,22,7,24,20,3,23,0,2,2,0,34,11,0,6,6,101,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242642376175024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678921083187738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567751389518558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719931101322948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907093585010654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328672874911863,0.0,0.07503234856366718,0.0,0.08161910337635313,0.0,0.0,0.15833485973060346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405647671756472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143876266261796,0.07016250971996935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205995272259016,0.0,0.15677156444714005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427949106544669,0.15643766660120995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069865622133655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200275804168133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40982919087655395,0.11420755770123205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307407239020336,0.14982064520224647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168361292771795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016506755591498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617257328791379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760660135176393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084707214096267,0.11399404928682652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514892662101055,0.0,0.1557431759122078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Therealmeeotch,2019/04/23,"How do I stop caring? I’m always thinking people are judging me, and thinking way too highly of me. I have people always complimenting me, and over the past years tell me I’m going to do something great (please know, I’m not trying to brag). And while that’s really nice, and made me feel good at the time, I feel like it’s done more damage. I then try to live up to people’s expectations, and be something that I’m not. It’s really gotten to me, and I feel like I’m not going to live up to that. Cause I know me. And while I know I can do great things, I feel like when I’m plateauing, that I’m failing and people think so as well. It’s spiked anxiety I didn’t even know I had. It’s created so many problems these past few years, and I just feel like something has gotta happen or I’m gonna lose it. I’m really sorry if this doesn’t apply, but I was just wanting assistance or advice. Thank you!",2.496950407105846,3.3179217927461195,4.3377239082161365,88.51711139896373,74.59585492227978,7.1723168023686155,21.557735011102885,7.447530270364453,0.5630802368615839,698,15,158,8,14,238,97,193,0.069,0.7809999999999999,0.15,0.9117,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,9,16,0,0,2,0,13,0,0,3,0,37,44,21,0,4,9,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,1,12,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,6,5,21,12,13,35,2,18,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,3,14,91,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793962494185402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382210100944785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450112117887569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126206967356528,0.11347220776849698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130382935007063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729573768401504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27925790009896984,0.31564880442616383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555321914298898,0.0926480848434786,0.0,0.2435637065267051,0.0,0.0,0.09767886241574514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167063965992479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24282233967670275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158594886266689,0.0,0.19507530746549576,0.0,0.0,0.12357578861603992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045193334550099,0.0,0.1119884711449569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089194845678905,0.3063144959317101,0.0,0.0,0.12125122578190956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569470606748642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228931642821608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551110752601245,0.0,0.1236502292766342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234898534060916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654636432292617,0.10169615379404877,0.0,0.0,0.07338430196845254,0.21233372617000332,0.0,0.0,0.06440975110674459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998933268134124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515180254664478,0.08767751212060124,0.0,0.0,0.09931624569544256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422644346628821
socialanxiety,ImpartialAmphibian,2019/04/23,"I guess i have social anxiety For most of my life Ive been living in fear, afraid to talk/meet with people or being in social situations. Whenever i would tell my parents how I felt, they would always tel me I was just shy and that things would get better eventually. That gave me some hope. But the years went on and things only got worse. Becoming les and les social, and just not talking anymore at school or anywhere that wasn't home. 

I always felt that there was something wrong with me, but was told that there wasnt. At some point I just gave up and accepted that this is who I am and ended up never really talking about it anymore. 

As I got older I got more and more frustraded, hating and blaming myself for who I was because I still didnt understand what was wrong with me. I had difficulty maintaining friends and didnt know how to make new relationships. I was losing hope, feeling like there was no point in living anymore. I felt empty and emotionless, faking a smile whenever people would see me. Hoping to hide my fear to not seem weird. The one thing that made me happy in life and gave me some kind of escape was drawing. It was my only way to let out my emotions. And gave me a dream to pursue something in art. 

For a long time I didnt know social anxiety was a thing. And even when I heard about it I didnt feel I had to right to think I had it, same thing with depression. Only resently it klicked, when I heard someone explain what the signs are. 

Now I'm 22, I've got some friends now but they have no idea about my problem, and how severly it affects me. I still struggle a lot. I'm afraid of talking about it to anybody because Ive gone so long with just hiding it. Somethimes I feel like its to late to change my life, eventhough I know its not. 

Im at a point where Im starting to feel hopeless again and needed some way to share my story, or else I would go mad.",3.1476562500000043,4.580239703124999,4.090541666666667,88.53362500000004,73.84375,6.786666666666667,24.77916666666667,7.3011,0.9852641666666666,1482,46,310,16,30,478,175,384,0.17,0.716,0.114,-0.9744,1,0,3,0,0,3,37.0,0,0,2,2,24,28,3,5,9,0,34,3,0,6,1,77,75,28,0,10,13,1,7,2,2,5,3,2,1,0,27,21,0,0,16,2,0,3,12,16,0,1,37,10,47,12,41,31,10,39,0,3,1,0,25,17,0,15,19,214,74,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959207010572526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995047877857828,0.0,0.2138072951324838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761441980547212,0.07936738556648062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355726233759659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760218586905084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189576803418891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060032578506539536,0.08083655700314815,0.0636495670586792,0.0,0.0,0.04746504189585255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173241746360814,0.14534500555837784,0.10267833340067732,0.2070001566429628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104283803658528,0.0,0.03754561611561417,0.0,0.040841578089068,0.0,0.22990263184890056,0.0,0.07916554357675233,0.0,0.0,0.07649983526742211,0.0,0.07095014580006123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208476446950292,0.2141294607616098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112493556873669,0.1552494243321729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748345841012354,0.11848259585102848,0.0,0.08106494963205542,0.0,0.0,0.07348510862687647,0.15227755421817252,0.07021757164961294,0.0,0.12691324774440707,0.12719354499776991,0.0,0.0803966677259344,0.0,0.0610956206819301,0.0,0.06799880637482635,0.047969320888739286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328573760510653,0.05542541887459816,0.06940603757810998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869644218115572,0.16396586836401594,0.0,0.0,0.07979570702131937,0.0,0.0,0.09964194857609138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380218327179556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876348724344736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046037479848836466,0.0,0.0,0.07715430637348697,0.0,0.06137087848147644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272951152855284,0.05726575799777514,0.06542166311291778,0.0,0.081185091037259,0.0,0.0,0.0807773771806561,0.0,0.2930223993287801,0.0608895537191991,0.11064778184892174,0.0,0.0,0.05086522433984905,0.0,0.11478027261283362,0.0,0.0,0.07512714019070416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310440423262348,0.06281170494274158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387139668591814,0.04604711063302769,0.0,0.0,0.04190407697197525,0.0,0.0,0.06866847725814397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481224546446967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140835092041908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661801310947227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323485759006833,0.2552481861077008,0.1571425076431517,0.0,0.04627761882364818
socialanxiety,mythirddamnaccount,2019/04/23,"This has been on my mind a lot I am very concerned that I unintentionally make people think I don't like them. Because I don't talk much and might have a resting bitch face, I think I come off as, well, a bitch? But when I'm required to talk to someone I am entirely polite and I smile. Am I just over thinking and being paranoid for worrying about others perceiving me as mean?",4.498311688311689,5.0337310389610375,5.587428571428571,82.43257142857144,69.77922077922078,8.237922077922079,29.685714285714287,8.238735603445708,1.9249449350649348,298,11,62,4,5,99,55,77,0.195,0.74,0.065,-0.8627,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,2,0,3,0,10,1,1,1,0,16,17,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,12,2,9,14,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,2,2,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505694541773423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127694017345048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067216173336245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209991329717842,0.0,0.0,0.16487501668131005,0.0,0.0,0.2690563875299655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620289183942123,0.2494004938390917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157407951683815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123932160459102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928305840425498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970599294183213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748046038439194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380160797791844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220834699379553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250841400521703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,criticaltheory_,2019/04/18,"Anxiety at the gym Hey everyone,

I started going to the gym about 2 months ago and while I enjoy working on my health and well-being, I can't help but feel anxious and hyper-aware of my self/appearance. I try to go three times a week, but I still have this uncomfortable feeling whenever I go. Especially when I'm working out and straining and people decide then to make direct eye contact (who wants to be stared at while they're struggling?!?!) Has anyone else experienced something similar? If so, how did you overcome it?",6.611515151515151,7.113280202020199,7.055101010101013,73.8693181818182,65.16161616161617,9.832323232323233,34.68181818181819,9.725611199111238,3.3944060606060606,416,18,73,8,6,136,78,99,0.146,0.8140000000000001,0.04,-0.8785,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,2,3,0,5,2,1,2,0,15,14,14,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,5,9,1,10,12,0,17,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,10,46,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911644368883516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497487308941125,0.2436278630054236,0.0,0.1507904311797852,0.22096321321770054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015141235157686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606683020852065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180824868844942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676837556433456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292303306564576,0.0,0.0,0.14454846478078925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395085339722674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213312535549394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950746921099375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224974363525582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602113943415753,0.0,0.0,0.15264115306000733,0.0,0.1722217230686542,0.0,0.0,0.2254485938800036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574969854023815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464150462068401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271984348459282,0.0,0.17298479155761984,0.0,0.19389902525244126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31399765274518104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ahch00ch00,2019/04/18,"College is exhausting with social anxiety. (group settings, roommate, extrovert friends) I absolutely hate getting to know new people, and in large group settings there is no chance I am going to talk. One-on-one I can have a good convo and I'm good at keeping a conversation, but in large group settings people always tell me ""why are you so quiet? Be yourself!!"" or something like that. People don't understand that when I'm quiet around people I am being myself, just like I'm being myself when I've opened up to people and I can act more freely around them. 

Also living with a dependent, extremely talkative roommate has been the worst part of college, it's much worse than school work. I have no where to be alone and it makes me feel like I'm going insane. On the weekends she will even wake me up so she have someone to eat lunch with, if she does it again I'm going to tell her to fucking stop because wtf?? She even thinks I'm mad at her if I don't talk to her when I come back from class, and it's a whole dramatic ordeal where she will ignore me then at the end of the day say ""...I thought u were mad at me :("" Ugh, I'm fucking sick of it. Luckily this year is almost over and I have a single next year, I'm so fucking happy. 

Also having extroverted friends who always want attention can take the fucking life out of me. It seems like in the dining hall my friends are always being loud and sometimes they seem very attention seeking and I fucking hate it. I just want to eat like adult college kids and not disturb people around us. It's fine to joke around and have fun but when you're yelling/dancing/doing something weird or dumb like stacking cups I don't fucking get it, I hate attention seekers and I hate being around them because it's just annoying and it exhausts me. 

And when I sit in a lecture with my coat on the chair next to me because i like my personal space, and someone asks if they can sit there (when there's plenty of fucking room to sit somewhere else) and I say yes because I don't want to be a bitch but I get so fucking mad, I feel like I want to scream because this persons body is like right next to mine, I can't stand it, especially when there's plenty of open seats.

That's it for now folks",3.966032427937913,5.006524707317077,4.715431679600886,86.35778166574279,71.32815964523282,7.233952328159647,27.840978381374725,7.413659706084162,1.44107588691796,1757,62,358,18,32,566,199,451,0.18899999999999997,0.659,0.152,-0.9802,0,1,2,0,1,0,51.0,1,1,4,1,32,44,18,1,14,1,35,18,2,2,0,61,78,37,0,7,12,0,2,9,3,2,4,6,1,4,19,28,4,3,11,2,0,5,8,26,0,0,3,8,51,18,47,66,6,60,0,0,0,8,34,27,10,9,30,226,70,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556061391325625,0.06780910531448718,0.0,0.1047156511877605,0.16343350584356658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008579638007694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29141919682109285,0.06120735432907979,0.0,0.0,0.05034382170153413,0.0,0.19955520153634929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272448078349618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639821313808925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04222393561122958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729486896390016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398812287686945,0.054693340795808065,0.0,0.05798863799039986,0.0,0.0,0.08648709673579584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620908279915899,0.0935462247455704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175019801141207,0.4842214625167455,0.10261903929594704,0.0,0.11162750649569417,0.10982938563978714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069696016149773,0.0,0.2585596421337993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819440053728731,0.0,0.0,0.035981623947439284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046244713429500026,0.2878762085907405,0.0,0.0578128549786641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043702977289664414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048129352968342316,0.0,0.0,0.0632331337580763,0.20889020881201847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044365429138899695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089964799381313,0.0,0.2723396788847021,0.11433501169725994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591261370457163,0.0,0.10413170742120836,0.0,0.06626102124716292,0.0,0.11920625117488767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674031978131895,0.11094819497403544,0.10080687839027393,0.06475334712169734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473740952957616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492266932848817,0.10524760771697754,0.11445058899227124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195172649863967,0.0,0.05197734634808978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681585189022351,0.07875459046349426,0.0,0.0,0.05402114416323034,0.15446800566059168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590781733200172,0.07309699747284994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766429640074278,0.0,0.06672142233353763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432346704096924
socialanxiety,icepophffh,2019/04/18,"I keep trying to get out of this rut only to be brought down again by the voice in my head and it’s killing me I’m sure everyone on this sub experiences this. Having to make an effort just to talk to people is the definition of mortifying. Every time I muster up the confidence to just actually talk to people, I break, and everyone I talk to can see right through it. It’s so humiliating for me that I often think about just bawling my eyes out and killing myself. 

I’m a guy btw which only makes this worse because I feel totally emasculated and insecure, especially when I see another guy who’s taller and more attractive than me handle a conversation with ease. 

And it’s not like I’m not doing anything about it. I avidly try and challenge these thoughts and try to stay present and objective through meditation, but the stress of it all coupled with the depression and shitty home life really makes me want to end it. I’m short, ugly, have an annoying voice, and worst of all - am such a pushover that it absolutely infuriates me on the inside, but I’m too scared to actually do some shit about it in fear of getting my ass kicked or embarrassing myself even more.                                                                 

Deep down I’ve always felt this way about myself but only realized it now after reflecting on all the stupid shit I did when I was younger to get attention.",7.1171926910298975,6.728421926356592,7.742104097452934,72.37883720930233,64.23255813953489,11.557475083056481,34.32004429678848,11.062562989136584,3.7067997785160567,1059,41,204,27,14,353,146,258,0.254,0.71,0.036000000000000004,-0.997,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,2,16,17,6,5,12,0,10,6,5,3,5,43,30,18,2,1,9,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,20,15,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,13,0,0,5,7,21,4,39,24,8,26,0,1,3,1,7,14,3,3,9,139,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.2346307152641239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003094787391197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260589811663218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892911281863567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328373405374021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301885250642465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354352659620518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647740304211024,0.0,0.0,0.07940280868990117,0.0,0.10128879063381516,0.2297467670930957,0.0,0.11759620314815199,0.0,0.13527859335925532,0.06078579734379694,0.0,0.115428065092378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884267191913979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380693018541443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233782786297636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058838534657774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685521949711188,0.2660066546397676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491347893383774,0.058732407954019135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407392045204871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742934580348299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666879510532505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770146840494363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026654550076705,0.0,0.0,0.12035911970394525,0.0,0.19159625042601444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24680395428592555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813631743521198,0.0,0.0,0.13770923216789607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330397591496855,0.0,0.0,0.2898798540833237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703079509209265,0.0,0.09543960761901572,0.07010004150914652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486024863221895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709076496095523,0.0954233968221196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251234075418492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,salsajnverde,2019/04/18,"How do I learn how to talk to other adults? I'm 25 and still feel like a child. I don't know if it's because I'm the youngest in my family or if my parents just coddled me, but I don't like having conversations with other adults. I would prefer to just sit and listen, and that comes off to others as though I have an attitude or have a problem with something. I'm really just uncomfortable and don't know what to say. Even if I know the subject at hand and can confidently speak on it, I won't. For example, I hardly say anything to my boyfriend's mother when I see her, but I can play puzzles and talk for hours with his little sister who is a teenager. How can I get over this fear/feeling of being intimidated around other adults?",6.0113815789473675,5.039561059210527,6.958157894736843,79.0171052631579,66.69736842105263,9.705263157894738,30.842105263157894,8.841846274778883,2.231536842105264,579,18,122,8,8,195,91,152,0.076,0.81,0.114,0.69,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,6,0,14,1,1,3,0,33,25,19,0,6,10,3,3,2,0,2,0,4,0,4,10,11,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,8,17,3,19,22,0,12,0,0,1,0,17,7,0,6,5,89,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664634197217442,0.18007664565173834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233111329212936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425072118522536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360741538503426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069641025015494,0.2276270010326717,0.20456287149590752,0.1445125316839344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568562731394583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120773660104825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992100980849428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335118387654625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765258573463929,0.2027428346047658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246136893196651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355954269707606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958902905721656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32173049653128044,0.0,0.0,0.16119505241216564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572896978958842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154515985300685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251782375232245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874410545676915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369754693315884,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HotSauceCommitteeMem,2019/04/18,"Anyone here have good experiences with anxiety medication? If so, what did you take and what were the effects?",5.382631578947367,8.627205421052633,6.1255263157894735,68.06618421052633,73.73684210526315,10.115789473684213,30.552631578947373,10.125756701596842,4.089715789473684,89,4,14,3,2,29,18,19,0.077,0.774,0.14800000000000002,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682871595355828,0.0,0.0,0.3366220476147969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709239212634434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037946423360155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849828691690306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619700664364394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gazzlowee,2019/04/18,"Is it good idea to move to shared appartment ? I'm actually living with my mother and brother. It's not very common at my age of 23, but since they live few blocks away from my University, I work as security guard where I sleep 10 days a month, house pricing is probably the worst among all Western countries here where I live and the SAD thing makes shared apartment or University college (only available places to live) somewhat horrifying to me, I found it to be the best, yet not ideal, choice.

However these 2 people sometimes are quite hard to live with.
My (8 years younger) brother, who knows and understands me very well, treats me with despect for being too awkward for him.

On the other side my mother, who is usually very friendly, is extremely oppressive person when she gets upset about whatever.
She does not understand my anxiety even a bit and sometimes, usually when I do some stupid mistakes cos of my anxiety, she gets really mad on me.

I was supposed to get bachelor degree this year, but at the beginning of the semester I got ghosted by beloved friend, fell into depression, got little bit of unwanted attention from some people who were aware about what happened to me and my anxiety got much worse. 
All these things led to fatal failure about the graduation thing.

I decided to not talk about my problems with my mother or brother when it was actual, sadly I had to inform my mother about me not getting degree this year. 
Since my mental state got much better over time I was able to face that upcoming unpleasant ""why  aren't you getting degree?"" question, giving away some solid explanation instead of just being quiet or crying. 

Is it really worth to blow over half of my earnings for shared apartment? These money that I save for own house, for something that I'm afraid of. Just to get rid of people who can only hurt me even more when I'm being down so low and replace them with some strangers who sometimes scare me to the death when they're around.

Please help, any advice, experience with shared apartment, whatever is appreciated.",9.578199941366169,8.361263039577842,8.936178540017591,68.49685649369687,59.76517150395779,12.116153620639107,38.469803576663736,11.095144083064902,4.283853004983876,1648,66,279,35,18,524,209,379,0.205,0.64,0.155,-0.9851,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,2,6,23,29,2,4,10,0,19,2,2,3,2,52,40,18,3,4,12,7,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,23,14,0,3,9,0,3,3,6,15,1,1,10,2,39,14,55,26,16,42,0,5,0,0,31,21,0,9,17,194,62,4,0.08256826966926653,0.0,0.16114944116222554,0.0,0.0,0.08068475751156537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614925476171359,0.0,0.1894935008930895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350326549537482,0.0,0.0,0.15515121467101373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665030496047246,0.073024924683203,0.1802863309689686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069736712443703,0.053249703234155336,0.0,0.07111592967766851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225604920532551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907112679330608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807676113453074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053184590689922,0.12758408065405333,0.0,0.25883107813521883,0.07920700796901439,0.0,0.06925434717355992,0.26414955203797363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301484818263426,0.0,0.07396495156269157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0553437706948826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054539474048554,0.08839104039852186,0.09320952621227573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045377361663429365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275509767135154,0.3645464741939383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511496115735697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320939556233665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590520510276653,0.08775700361924273,0.12139435726756545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559377950441178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717273256219003,0.07209542826857628,0.08626626804401218,0.09063516531082544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902255983626575,0.07900668298509693,0.0,0.0,0.09249535866580497,0.08782151832247198,0.0,0.0,0.10579069566302177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826652420900406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366026518147461,0.0,0.08262789948615293,0.0,0.0,0.06356508791208054,0.2449863899042797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636524752968959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456406845965035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814622204058496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191296130426698,0.0,0.0,0.18187456776684627,0.2043824091776392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742387904832217,0.0,0.07450502070371312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011068370257161,0.0,0.08414412079760561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951377567984834
socialanxiety,bbyxnate,2019/04/18,"First job and am I paranoid? I am 21, female. I am diagnosed with depression, social anxiety and also maybe avoidant personality disorder. I just started my first job in retail. And I felt like I was doing alright, which is a wonder since I always see myself as incompetent for anything. The boss asked me how I think I was doing and said, hmm well yeah it is your first week I guess. Making it sound like I absoluty suck :( I can't do better than I am doing now. So I started to see myself as apparently the worst employee.

And yet at the same time I feel like I am doing so much compared to others. I am behind the checkout and filling this long area of food and drinks at the same time. I barely see them or anyone (and the store is not that big) and when I do see them they are just filling stocks together or  adding tags.

Tonight they asked me to remove everything from outside when we were about to close (while usually people do it together) while doing the checkout and filling the stocks while they were in the back doing ????? i don't even know

Then they were counting the money in the register. There was a fake 5 cent in it. They blamed me. Also heard them say ""she probably gave someone an euro too much back"". While I just worked 3 hours out of the 12 hours the shop was open... So I was not the only one who was behind that checkout. 

Am I paranoid or what? Am I just awful at the job? Or is something not right? I am literally running around. Some costumers even said ""oh wow are you all alone?""",2.5808003977131517,4.603790328859064,3.8802162565249847,86.90153492418594,76.91946308724832,6.5624658215262235,23.453144419587368,7.526774132740827,1.04099661943823,1170,37,235,16,27,383,158,298,0.124,0.818,0.057999999999999996,-0.9641,5,2,2,0,0,0,43.0,1,2,8,5,23,12,1,1,18,3,35,3,0,3,1,41,55,29,0,0,11,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,0,1,11,16,2,1,5,2,6,5,5,5,1,4,14,11,43,7,24,41,7,43,0,1,4,0,22,14,1,7,27,185,54,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155502128509989,0.0,0.17844087055063354,0.09283304112638313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853487803103814,0.0,0.0,0.07801054271274482,0.0,0.09181049059402302,0.09931866838641266,0.20860097734575656,0.0,0.0,0.17157693753267012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867232740850372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609286592977627,0.11323859527449764,0.0,0.0,0.12786594312644525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929360945610264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473784735890188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026961421156874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641184598020155,0.07970379590341442,0.1071222310855875,0.0,0.0,0.2846976026749064,0.1349077819511756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290410486508165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197428944693604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321403841618722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131454303324859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351863575019454,0.0,0.0,0.09873366673350327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447212737319811,0.0,0.112084481393817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402979965832545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560097949162183,0.0848520596597155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734680988379693,0.0974163784986355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028856187136355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527797756149753,0.21225235354071392,0.08872290012715947,0.0,0.0,0.3556191953290028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092289732876882,0.0,0.0,0.11372894717765175,0.09453072330940307,0.08589006005033004,0.0,0.0,0.15793600558530194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148790570090367,0.0,0.0,0.13011173391223946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228757645134432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949266452041314,0.0,0.10031252031755553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099012114498947,0.081222419451717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,asunflowergirl,2019/04/18,"I have an interview in about 2 hours, send help I'm suppose to have an interview soon but, everything in me is telling me not to go. It's trying to Panic! And Shut Down. 

Does anyone have any advice on how to get through it or any words of encouragement? Anything? I'm freaking out. I also, had coffee today. Why did I do that? I'm such an idiot.",-0.4291666666666672,1.8126344166666684,2.2957777777777792,91.42700000000002,93.72222222222223,5.102222222222223,19.7,6.742157984588678,0.4363399999999995,266,9,57,4,10,92,53,72,0.172,0.757,0.071,-0.8715,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,7,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,12,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,38,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762458202301008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260707112947541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844839450557961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766658641755208,0.0,0.23263350877927466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473878858277604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540676128300748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769622269372634,0.0,0.16066181452533426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948418266043626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27839716484996724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316811177712079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470874770686671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26796135721489983,0.0,0.0,0.19193102743613671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550878405082606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,candiguts,2019/04/18,"I finally found a friend after years of isolation and loneliness! And I was able to have 4 interesting conversations with them without stuttering (ok I stuttered once, but it's fine) 💙😁.",3.5994117647058843,6.6588586470588265,5.4250000000000025,71.30750000000003,80.17647058823529,10.458823529411768,32.029411764705884,10.125756701596842,4.608258823529414,150,8,25,6,4,51,31,34,0.11800000000000001,0.66,0.222,0.3195,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,4,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,16,5,0,0.3929221337651765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304269916575837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308188388823601,0.30357066586148024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184492488687172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787629154905887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530289716865861
socialanxiety,xanxietybird,2019/04/18,"loneliness Hello there. I deleted and rewrote this message a couple of times  cause I'm new here and I'm afraid of saying something stupid or inapporpiate and be judged, then i thought i might just write it as I feel so.... I feel like I'm in a dark place, in a dark room or something, getting darker and darker, making my head hurt, my heart bump faster and do nothing but cry. I have noone to talk about it cause I'm pushing everyone away from me and it's not that i want that, it just happens and I'm really lonely  ..

I feel like this almost everytime even tho i try to dissimulate this so that I come to believe it's not real. I try to keep this smile on my face all the time . who would care how I feel anyway?",0.8575000000000017,3.050012385135137,2.528310810810812,93.4111148648649,83.93243243243244,5.321621621621622,20.06081081081081,6.6274283507984215,0.14058648648648694,555,16,123,6,16,182,90,148,0.078,0.8079999999999999,0.114,0.7976,0,2,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,12,7,1,1,4,0,5,3,3,4,1,32,22,16,0,2,7,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,13,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,5,16,3,13,18,1,14,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,4,8,75,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826744173992932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849617732264833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807182426124427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114576363779,0.3247283332910101,0.0,0.13614883051398385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748828514887049,0.17361401056080736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043926431347868,0.0,0.0,0.15102659883346742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196657727590701,0.2258264648726281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257626977414491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397659163146771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220817404434362,0.0,0.0,0.1872937943308794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691992117056174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048493976599152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544336127437375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550173342191443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766946050227444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526487583891576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165630110162465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651319464509487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989913552559592,0.10125292241877204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569024261556752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24335413902203945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270371693335044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547658028075726,0.18432417537211895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461548590123072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322386806397633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227645331740944,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,azdhejk,2019/04/18,"Fear of staying alone forever As a kid I always was scared and shy in social situations, but as I got older it became more like I didn't even want to fufill any expectations from society. No I feel often disinterested and annoyed by others. And that state was pretty fine for me, at least for the last year.

The problem is I am pretty sure I don't want to get old and not have any family around me. Sure right now I have my parents, but when they are gone I will probably be all alone. I have to mention that I am 24 and haven't had a girlfriend yet. I just can't connect with people well at all which makes me kind of unattractive. Today I made a plan to more often go up to people that interest me and not care so much about the outcome. My biggest weakness, because I don't know what to talk about most of the time. 

Anyways I just wanted to put this out there.",3.90054307116105,4.567801432584272,5.110730337078653,84.84096441947565,71.19101123595507,7.731086142322098,26.069288389513112,7.793537801064563,1.3050771535580532,677,20,143,8,12,225,115,178,0.171,0.691,0.138,-0.3309,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,15,13,1,2,7,0,17,1,0,2,4,31,29,12,0,5,6,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,8,5,1,0,7,1,21,8,25,20,7,22,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,10,108,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132116648579979,0.0,0.0,0.12581712593865674,0.0,0.0,0.205653179867785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460713186613052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217496177599577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541665806959809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987142372591484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254539642293995,0.1701509800640874,0.0764552819126163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899991206919565,0.0,0.08593496156430784,0.0,0.12093480930378595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745980956945388,0.08309993391451,0.1232546592586773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387256569382745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430766166649086,0.10093247958856796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111552401542457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866730574652918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789853224866735,0.0,0.0,0.20965710488476744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30766568716517073,0.16302774264763445,0.1446855853710296,0.0,0.15200575188078902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913076159721512,0.0,0.0,0.15138553461219872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699640691686036,0.0,0.15413746114856972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116755394923446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850234034573611,0.0,0.0,0.12153522112727685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817057059159941,0.0,0.14332745463515906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675590965763272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595410479804967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973729611090218
socialanxiety,PlayfulBall,2019/04/18,"A virtual Studyhall for those who need company when trying to study or be productive at home alone.  Hey everyone, I was very hesitant to share this with everyone on this subreddit but I feel like it could help a few who are looking to focus on school or trying to be productive.

I have social anxiety where I don’t like bringing attention to myself but I like to be around people (who I like), if that makes sense. I had a long history of pretending to talk to someone on my cellphone while I wait for the bus. I get really anxious when I’m heading to work but I feel fine when I’m there. I don’t have a lot of friends but I desire that social interaction whenever I study. Basically, having company gives me comfort and motivation.

When I was in university, I often get depressed and lonely when I’m at home studying alone. I end up watching youtube videos to combat my loneliness but it was also a distraction from my studies. I found this virtual study hall, tinychat.com/room/gottastudy (password: getstudying), where you get to study with a small group of people via video chat (no mic). Most people just broadcast their desktop while they study (two examples below). You’d need a third party program to broadcast your desktop (I recommend ManyCam). It gives me the motivation to study knowing that I’m motivating someone else to be productive and I feel less lonely at the same time.  


 TLDR: If you’re looking for an online studyhall, check out tinychat.com/room/gottastuyd (password: getstudying).",5.6546997651794735,7.920304649446495,6.239183160013418,72.27079084199934,68.92619926199262,9.502918483730294,32.98238846024824,9.910423181423305,3.71319778597786,1204,56,196,31,22,391,147,271,0.109,0.7290000000000001,0.162,0.9459,0,6,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,2,4,12,12,0,1,11,0,16,1,1,4,0,36,37,20,0,6,10,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,13,7,0,1,9,4,1,1,3,4,0,2,5,6,30,8,34,26,5,26,0,3,3,0,21,15,0,7,14,136,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691055646691031,0.0,0.1038929960507629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099384636135899,0.14676699586995925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565191304655364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372657367998424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118956179684844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852733043914027,0.0,0.11506614855353943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482787415614795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970668156981769,0.09281131758068356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424451158762128,0.10037202362700157,0.0,0.2036257106435881,0.24925265392152005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333302929211918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707930066693054,0.0,0.2606307191138605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139789844726255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538796696937289,0.0,0.0,0.11497070616577733,0.2181917968693861,0.0,0.0,0.1104491057869506,0.0,0.0,0.08671928590350753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266068513558066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702001550093164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322688967284107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148093796232144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648640084196955,0.2201531528769984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044207734838615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575449400010907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640754400461012,0.0,0.12690809897395236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719349884278198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457968320028108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IsNewAtThis,2019/04/18,"Anyone else have recurrent dreams of being a normal human with a perfect girlfriend? These are the only dreams I remember anymore. They feel like an alternate life and so real until I wake up and realize that's not me. They're not even about sex, it's just nice having a partner I'm completely comfortable around. I don't even really feel lonely IRL, it's just the moment I wake up and remember that's not my life feels like absolute shit.",5.124341085271318,6.338074767441863,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,68.76744186046511,9.919379844961243,28.286821705426355,10.125756701596842,2.9608356589147293,354,12,63,9,6,118,60,86,0.071,0.701,0.228,0.9204,1,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,7,7,1,0,6,0,5,6,3,0,1,19,9,5,0,1,5,0,3,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,7,5,7,8,0,5,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,4,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422824194746864,0.14399176114237613,0.21100067139512504,0.0,0.183322272579688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591476220195532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720289472868587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720310002803121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123747420355264,0.29423433148325395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909103467846339,0.2012149941320051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017686816623807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661982447616418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234394591022112,0.1319246880803659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665594160030173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138523833501285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NellodeeYT,2019/04/18,"When is it valid to consider seeing a therapist? What are your experiences? I have been debating asking a therapist to assess me and help me out for a while but I can't get myself to actually make the appointment.

Thing is I read a lot about social anxiety and I honestly dont know if I might actually have a problem, or if I am just being dramatic.

When I was younger I definitly checked a lot of boxes. I couldnt eat properly in front of people, I ä rejected invitations if I wasnt familiar with the environment, I couldnt speak up in larger groups or with new people etc.

By now its way better. I dont avoid most situations, even though I might feel uncomfortable in the beginning or through out and get a stomache ache as a result of it. I still dont ask people to hang proactively, but then again I do if the conversation is clearly going there anyway. But then I have some days where I can feel my face bruning from blushing, even though I am just voicing my opinion among friends. Or I hesitate to speak up in a lecture even though I know my point is valid and relevant.

It just irritates me and I feel like my body doesnt act according to my true personality or feelings. But then some days I am pretty fine and you might even say outgoing.

Sry I drifted of a bit there. My point, anyone else here who went to see someone professional even though they werent sure if it was ""justified""? How did it go for you?",4.697435610302353,5.558326496453905,6.099130272489735,77.77026315789476,69.49645390070923,10.050317282568123,30.79955207166853,10.186864033877496,3.0687276595744684,1120,45,224,29,19,380,154,282,0.091,0.778,0.131,0.909,1,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,1,1,24,10,0,1,14,0,29,4,3,3,3,52,46,32,0,8,17,0,4,1,1,3,0,4,0,1,9,10,1,1,6,1,1,7,8,3,0,0,6,10,38,7,29,34,7,33,0,1,2,0,16,12,0,19,14,172,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.18824780898053156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378603798210827,0.0,0.0,0.06744195812376863,0.09882717130076946,0.0,0.0,0.1803404756525468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530455937940687,0.10530134808187808,0.1071371863711576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440800154686465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391254760563805,0.0,0.0,0.09869517346515327,0.0805738395513097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075702369163642,0.31853043507001844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434923114030153,0.0,0.0,0.1950774970655181,0.06890581553081909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451910310921635,0.0,0.1007850911626266,0.0,0.10963256424550803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465019983249387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601574350926248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047121908574709936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640012426778326,0.0,0.0,0.0643829144245992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306963160992794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315460163187254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006044362131288,0.08421876185974561,0.0,0.0,0.1823579221334458,0.0,0.0,0.09812705329783794,0.0,0.09229219077335668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647878379860624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670304431836275,0.0,0.0,0.15372060009697008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841685615121152,0.0,0.09832136306574364,0.08172404473992671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702723670410556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909055116282002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239779965568004,0.06407887631304429,0.0,0.3790570827004405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655964973308202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894126028407217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GioVillalba,2019/04/18,"How to make a Club Banger! (""Get Introverted"" MV) Finally a club song I can relate.",-0.5120833333333329,1.4360036250000014,2.715,85.09666666666669,106.5,7.133333333333333,17.833333333333332,7.793537801064563,1.399858333333334,62,2,13,2,3,22,14,16,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7908739066994392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771952636171217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819151344446207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LuckyClownBoy656,2019/04/18,I'm always too scared to talk to people I'm scared that they will instantly think I'm. Weird or something... And my voice is always super low so I just straight up avoid people altogether...,1.3645945945945923,4.038148702702703,2.6041081081081106,89.57264864864867,89.0,5.122162162162162,18.210810810810813,6.742157984588678,0.24741513513513524,150,4,29,2,5,48,28,37,0.26899999999999996,0.593,0.139,-0.575,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5172636443551013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309747076503294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6223813550973191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928875396330115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498298658818875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991645118025445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brain_damaged666,2019/04/18,"Anime about social anxiety I came across an anime called Hitoribocchi no Marumaruseikatsu. Its about a middle school girl with no friends, so she tried to start befriending her classmates. 

She freaks out about introductions on the first day, which im sure everyone here can relate to. Then it followers her awkward antics as she singles out the person who sits in front of her and tries to interact.",7.437857142857144,9.385127071428574,6.55857142857143,72.97642857142857,64.0,10.171428571428573,31.142857142857146,10.355215969177356,3.4715142857142856,325,12,52,8,5,99,57,70,0.122,0.805,0.07200000000000001,-0.1779,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,7,2,14,3,1,14,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,4,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373091546291356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852861988225089,0.31954523314742744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801820289359518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669670322651985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376471346105585,0.0,0.0,0.2158543345405002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301786785798612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24395066551481234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827553868405105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284800695528583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775213503664169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26331971132033144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793719768024633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,takemeoutifyoucan12,2019/04/18,"Brintellix giving hope to social anxiety sufferers. Also known as trintellix, this medication has been shown in a small study to be very useful for social phobia comorbid with depression.",10.404999999999998,12.605940833333335,10.320000000000004,47.79000000000002,57.33333333333334,15.333333333333332,38.33333333333333,13.816669648895859,7.321333333333333,155,7,17,7,2,51,28,30,0.272,0.525,0.203,-0.4417,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471295873552695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364055812358871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661653715511593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964478254180577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069345411584088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113132079324516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6300302772483316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669009794555497,0.0,0.25498047166953125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vexdetoxx,2019/04/18,"How to meet people? Not really sure where to post this, but honestly how do you meet people? Like I dont get it, especially being under 21 so you cant go to a bar, like I'm not sure how I'm supposed to talk to any girls besides like dating apps. And its weird to just try to randomly start taking to someone in a store or something",1.668215962441316,3.1478964084507046,3.9827464788732416,87.58473004694841,77.87323943661973,6.986854460093897,21.6924882629108,7.793537801064563,0.8471953051643188,259,7,57,4,6,90,49,71,0.083,0.735,0.182,0.8658,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,3,2,12,10,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,10,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636625729020375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30395517201441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549918194172098,0.0,0.14739405003334582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38011455800161786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595999724059544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483847130483157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614565170450293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197456206962284,0.1996595804691012,0.0,0.0,0.18356860268609068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48886684796421104,0.0,0.19499822008353915,0.2084549540438475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760809906476721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrgreenbeans9,2019/04/18,"I feel like I’m always the “bad guy” in conversations. If a conversation goes poorly I’m to blame. I’m the awkward one. I’m the boring one. Am I going crazy?

I feel like this is the root cause of my anxiety. I always think I’m to blame, that who I’m talking to is judging me. Maybe the people I talk too feel the same way I do. But man everyone else seems so much more confident.",-0.5578048780487848,1.5289971219512208,2.4299512195121937,92.24614634146343,89.97560975609754,5.719024390243902,17.956097560975607,7.1686216300943375,0.2295765853658538,292,8,68,5,10,103,52,82,0.19399999999999998,0.7020000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.675,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,16,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,3,8,2,5,16,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577466906479859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164452458609607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949205888445274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083474504305695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958093937828568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541429268027567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260878503153795,0.3071510840381745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122173145671687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128553879909011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100482403288067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21596756825538269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580286428286063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913402372120232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903403428546802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570180075186536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455715812222015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774493098333548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063421445597365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayharfchn,2019/04/18,"Is something wrong with my personality? Am I just an awful person to be treated this way?(21F)(24M) I met this guy when I was sixteen. I went to a party with his friends, I got wasted, and two of them brought me to a different house and had sex with me. I bled I felt baffled. The next day they told all their friends they were 18 and 19. I was already getting bullied and had slut rumors spread about me, so they thought I wanted it. They called me gross.




I just lost all confidence at that point I felt like damaged goods. I still hooked up with one of them after that because I felt like no one would want me after that. John would hook up with me when he was drunk but ignore me during the day. 



He left for the military but still kept in contact with me. I would send him pics over two years and see me when he was home. He cheated on one of his girlfriends with me.  I didn't know because the one social media I had he posted no photos but on every other platform he did. He would have sex with me then ignore me for a month. He implied I'm attractive enough to fuck but not be seen with




I graduated I turned 18 he was 20 that is the last time I saw him. I left to volunteer outside the country for two months. My phone broke while I was there while I was gone he blew up my phone sending me dozens and dozens of messages. He also made tweets like ”if you have to think if I care about you I probably don't fuck everyone.”


When I got back, I talked to him some. Then he got weird and was like ”do you tell anyone I talk to you. I don't want to ruin my reputation.” I felt like a dirty secret and gross. I kept asking why he would say that he said he had a girlfriend. I said if you have a girlfriend, then you shouldn't be talking to me and focus on her because she's probably a nice pretty girl. He said he was joking and send nudes. 


A couple of weeks later I ask why we haven't talked. He says he has a girlfriend and doesn't want to see me. I ask why he lied to me, why I'm not good enough. John called me annoying and said ”thats just who he is.” that he wants me got sex nothing less nothing more.


That girl ended up cheating on him and him, and he started texting me again, but I never saw him in person after that. It's been almost four years. I moved to LA to finally be happy.  I started working in production on TV and commercials. I met a lot of nice people, no one has been mean to me since I moved here and guys are always so lovely.

I feel so ugly by the way he treats me. Two years ago he texted me after having a girlfriend for eight months. At first, I didn't know when he told me that I said I don't feel comfortable talking to you with a girlfriend. He sent me dozens of texts saying he missed me and sending old pics he had of me from three years ago. He asked,” if I was single would we be cool again.”


I kept ignoring him, and a couple of weeks later he got a new girlfriend. Posted lots of pics of her saying she's gorgeous. He went on deployment we stopped talking. After his deployment, he got discharged and moved to the east coast with his girlfriend. Before he left, he tried to see me and tried face timing me like 60 times. Thank God I was in a different state.


Now he's been messaging me like crazy saying he misses me and that I'm beautiful. I just blew up at him after six years of this I couldn't take it anymore. I called him a rapist, a douchebag, self-centered, a cheating loser, a sociopath, a liar, and a coward.

He just kept saying ”why are you mean to me.” and ”if you're going to put me down stop messaging me.” he also tweeted stuff like ”if you can’t respect me. Then at least have the decency to leave me alone. be your own problem.” after I blew up at him the first time he tried apologizing for a couple of months later, but I just started saying the same stuff to him.


I feel like shit I feel like this is my fault why would anyone treat me like this? Was I too mean to him? Did he treat me this way because of how I look?


Tl;dr: the guy I used to hook up with messages me like crazy now, and I just blew up at him because I couldn't take it anymore",1.771602384181147,3.379953582263713,3.053576114037025,93.7971221892838,77.93815635939323,5.799293575956353,21.38271468668201,6.449566325927974,0.15747110914882212,3168,84,718,25,74,1026,308,857,0.158,0.7170000000000001,0.125,-0.9841,2,1,1,0,0,2,89.0,3,10,7,5,30,58,9,0,35,2,62,12,3,3,3,112,138,53,0,22,21,0,8,12,10,8,0,12,1,8,25,39,1,9,16,3,0,14,17,26,0,18,59,28,141,32,92,63,13,112,0,7,7,9,148,32,3,10,73,462,166,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994436945967683,0.0,0.04515408175770482,0.04670270307929601,0.049761198239832966,0.0721216412234873,0.03752095170317176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944019100218101,0.06306008658012724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862330698762712,0.0,0.0,0.0346736997324966,0.0,0.13744123716214351,0.0,0.03837078429240786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813484927455735,0.0,0.04597527391745782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968349435604628,0.0,0.0581624523298131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422508292144713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039938974706687766,0.09318615528451588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03799276026289871,0.043088251862442216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120141375648036,0.06442883353525204,0.17318523707206399,0.04939712915827207,0.0,0.07671209065481527,0.0,0.0,0.06967741187639799,0.0833754223848701,0.02355920836046044,0.0,0.02562736605539997,0.07564366412338748,0.21638973733982675,0.0,0.0,0.13394734779685288,0.0,0.048002290149037716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523191151058183,0.0,0.0,0.05203121691366693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956381865634568,0.0367567776066551,0.0,0.04774692948214688,0.1469808858625999,0.0,0.0,0.2643616867489613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03786672607851491,0.0,0.04922428822378594,0.07667283728278766,0.04069815332546259,0.04266804525764364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735834557097138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439710690300157,0.1437800277637286,0.0,0.0,0.034778467550287934,0.043551057884934435,0.04795687026137262,0.0,0.0,0.08653581486793188,0.0,0.047317471857452185,0.0,0.15278076996076426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03126177794922598,0.11812028955624965,0.0,0.0,0.04262741873984235,0.0,0.08637317398381518,0.04587574744981799,0.09723566664750208,0.043147868943520185,0.0,0.04533087552567476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144686366367008,0.2510180995011348,0.0,0.0,0.10779974315256106,0.0,0.04704178750347025,0.0,0.04628727131820527,0.03730135917079189,0.0,0.0,0.04596658993962982,0.0,0.03471476056185206,0.0,0.0,0.09575107902083753,0.0,0.07202258580147858,0.07539946066928746,0.0,0.0,0.10324129242148217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780858203030228,0.21746405959269072,0.039413231085756686,0.04151553544378992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02889374542317128,0.0,0.035798770122188066,0.1051762610575435,0.0,0.0,0.08617650372488445,0.0,0.0918454714088757,0.04904818734636299,0.1761970629489224,0.0,0.0,0.03894583584364178,0.0,0.0,0.13298496879880614,0.1073780686761573,0.07234169865634779,0.0,0.0,0.08360324393522177,0.2441362741097081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03282820901357417,0.0,0.0,0.2242291950749509,0.0493020685617493,0.0,0.14519192612728007
socialanxiety,skane-dew-humphries,2019/04/18,"Struggling with feeling like I’m the one getting to know people and no one wants to get to know me Today someone finally asked me a personal question! They asked, “so how’s you love life been?”. She asked this bc we just had a whole discussion about her love life. 

She asked me that question and I started to tell her about it! It felt soo damn good when she asked me a personal question... That was the first time someone’s asked about MY LIFE in a long long time so it just felt so great.

Then she got a text message after I say a couple of things about my love life and her mind is no longer giving me her attention... she then says she’s gotta go home soon. I didn’t get to finish my story. I even asked her if she was distracted. She said no she wasn’t but her eyes clearly were on her phone and not me.

What the heck. I was about to tell her that I’ve had a life long issue with situations like that where I feel nobody wants to learn about me, or hear what I have to say, or get personal with me and make sure I’m doing okay. What the heck",2.01440925087984,3.3931687239819013,3.0272926093514343,95.22644922071396,76.69230769230771,6.359074912016089,20.87506284565108,6.937597516519254,0.1524598290598287,812,19,192,8,18,259,108,221,0.046,0.815,0.139,0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,1,1,16,12,1,2,11,1,12,9,1,2,2,34,44,16,0,3,7,0,4,2,0,1,5,5,1,3,12,9,0,0,11,0,0,1,6,3,0,3,13,10,38,9,21,30,1,19,0,0,1,3,47,3,3,6,17,123,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5617151352874424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949758378567985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669383054663026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680246331612029,0.061321214541444014,0.16483193153103134,0.0940290794862354,0.0,0.07301200892288091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938294903419902,0.08234165759395985,0.0487825442674035,0.07199511619084646,0.06865084455663778,0.09463442973963243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674334567202723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610044905880193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959042319226075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943463784939098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303142323629928,0.08387021162298547,0.0,0.0,0.2278863242937174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324108683556205,0.0,0.057296158209875075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666983294531748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632931230946432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950783484300035,0.2248459026846462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28846770055762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164963764190664,0.2047805602645176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648319586296444,0.0,0.0,0.1454570312269271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060755121964649814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973436418259828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089936007011418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004879440251326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702558618161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010325680423354,0.0,0.08136243704771626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125652575146446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583276453024947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YoungCharmz,2019/04/18,"For those who struggle with social anxiety, have you ever been minding your own business and still ended up in some sort of confrontation with someone on the street or outside your comfort zone(home)? What was that experience like? 
I’ll say or give you mine for starters. So today I’m walking into a Dunkin’ Donuts and as I’m walking in a girl comes out. She has the door open while leaving so I just proceed to take the opportunity and go inside I figured she held it for me or something. As I’m trying to walk in she proceeds to say “can you wait!” With a stank attitude. Here I am trying to mind my own business trying to avoid conflict and confrontation and extra cautious I guess you could say cause of my anxiety and somehow still things manage to arise or happen. It’s inescapable really.",4.09279858299595,6.232556164473685,4.573947368421057,83.09493927125509,72.88157894736842,6.7821862348178135,29.455465587044536,7.61054688173877,1.9497564777327927,635,27,114,8,13,201,99,152,0.13,0.82,0.05,-0.8604,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,0,1,8,8,2,2,6,0,7,0,0,1,1,32,18,15,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,7,13,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,3,4,17,3,23,14,4,23,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,8,10,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26177130659868125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575960931523169,0.0,0.14738144354295538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366038141151174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515375878166438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476338609194285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673617542533351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412796642180666,0.09723607735676697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847819500099186,0.0,0.15129694780922334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116275073441876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358738261577661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345510251969378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960653729220812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40817998933991545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440773607144985,0.14496651776645805,0.13171572670077925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732701327669725,0.0,0.0,0.1788635198974185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864062021625194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136665664438323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621761296282612,0.0,0.0,0.3484826861830527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mondo_1017,2019/04/18,"Should I be open about my SA? So this has happened to me basically every single job I’ve worked through out my life. I’m not able to talk to my co-workers. I always been so quiet and awkward around everyone, I would never know what to say to them and I would never speak. So my current job I’m in the same situation but my co workers are really cool people, they were always nice to me since I began to work there. They all get along with each other well but then there’s me, the quiet one and they always try to spark up a conversation with me but I’m unable to hold it, I never know what to say and it pisses me off that I’m unable to have basic communications skills, I want to change but it’s hard. Anyways, I want to let them know about my SA but I’m not sure if it’s a good idea, but it’ll explain why I behave the way I do around them.  Any suggestions?",1.0690143084260733,2.7749603783783776,3.2606041335453098,91.06833068362484,80.35135135135134,5.866454689984102,18.44992050874404,6.794906146795322,-0.046173290937996825,670,14,153,7,17,229,101,185,0.048,0.845,0.107,0.8916,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,6,4,11,7,1,1,5,1,12,2,1,0,5,38,26,15,0,6,9,0,1,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,10,12,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,3,7,27,5,25,17,4,14,0,0,0,0,13,7,1,1,6,107,37,5,0.14249128751409154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35569249785232016,0.0,0.0,0.09689896174403358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536949115896157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507368885194367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005505532945973,0.13615653154969054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444581661510348,0.0,0.0,0.119514931513474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600457496400755,0.0,0.12764420547144262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085531950428258,0.0,0.0,0.28280123218276626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349284554459309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457069955632533,0.10064581033920893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296941957203091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655578412305424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878551743598056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128356747947156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266295820254203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787026549599268,0.16016617731675226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342963521669107,0.0,0.0,0.11452909942978652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674223084830423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809010639553926,0.11310295160518942,0.0,0.0,0.12811677999085672,0.0,0.1285762238794708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112060631199069,0.0,0.0,0.20244344475049628,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Klonopnk,2019/04/18,"Just venting..? Advice? I just...don't think I can do this anymore. I've struggled with social anxiety + trauma my whole life, and I was just recently diagnosed with an eating disorder...All I want, is to do well in school...it's all my parents want...but I simply can't go anymore.
 Everytime I do, I end up breaking down in tears and being sent home. I can't even retain any information I'm being taught and I'm so fed up...I don't want to give up, I really don't but it just feels like my life has been heading towards chaos for a long time now. Can..I please have some advice? I don't even know why I'm writing here... everyone is so disappointed in me and it just hurts so much. All I want to do is make someone proud, or have a positve impact. for once. 

And yes, I do have a therapist and a psychiatrist I see often. Everything is just getting worse.",0.31593073593073484,2.5847038181818185,2.7637987012987004,90.17492424242424,87.52272727272728,6.0796536796536795,21.4491341991342,7.447530270364453,0.902261147186147,656,23,142,12,21,225,100,176,0.151,0.737,0.11199999999999999,-0.8617,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,1,14,7,0,1,5,1,23,6,1,1,2,29,40,11,0,3,7,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,8,2,1,4,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,5,2,17,3,14,33,5,15,0,2,1,0,6,7,0,3,6,89,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882787418756053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030789593461586,0.0,0.1128402887894356,0.0,0.29256900859429524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971363089684478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093359367841108,0.0,0.0,0.13064491592961086,0.0,0.0,0.19485023055576428,0.0,0.0,0.14094655868018674,0.13256723978119322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458254199300883,0.10537701083306003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706484250596315,0.1414994436945883,0.08383002088544994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513818366959123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795871251161705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579062682038128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106443604352816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083731195475286,0.07206308831989303,0.0,0.0,0.13053655162888428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846018102420563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084325393767071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708713048169998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378592843739687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619152875420555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449495043568014,0.0,0.1456425760352375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492820981875602,0.11754172864000025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036192897631515,0.12497980731436195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420338845664258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126371401102314,0.0,0.09451471825263699,0.0,0.0,0.08601086961148686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480071323055314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262396627889794,0.0,0.13309957353967164,0.16468314174111892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503193541623131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MJB360,2019/04/18,"Does anybody else get this weird feeling? Has anyone here gotten this weird, uncomfortable feeling when somebody you don't know calls you out, or tries to talk to you (people of opposite sex too)? The feeling is internal, doesn't hurt or anything, but feels like you been hit in the chest with something and quickly radiates away from your body. Has anyone felt this before?",8.034552238805972,8.760482268656716,6.617126865671643,77.45464552238808,62.13432835820896,9.088059701492536,34.660447761194035,8.841846274778883,2.9635104477611933,300,12,50,4,4,89,52,67,0.066,0.802,0.133,0.5794,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,6,3,2,0,0,12,15,5,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,5,5,1,8,11,0,5,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,2,3,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33293878341245264,0.0,0.19591757716281455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368173982519768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258650017334226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644505399975565,0.0,0.0,0.24310384565201384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834330989175104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888328320666632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815167467776259,0.17008268317752573,0.2285918290902775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438571836918585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548669920918708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308412212830636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631268834265625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505302929611895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328376592429185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135775459892987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163906083424734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yoyonissan,2019/04/18,"Shame...... Hi everyone I've just been dealing with some stuff and thought I'd share this here. I just turned 25 literally  today and am uneemployed and to top it off I rarely ever leave my house, I am terrified of going into stores, etc. and am fearful of social interaction-I avoid it at all costs. With me turning 25 it made me think of what  caused me to get to this point. I want to start by saying that I accept responsibility for  getting myself into this mess, and not seeking professional help sooner. But at the same time, every single day is a struggle just to get up in the morning. I think what started my anxiety/ social anxiety/depression is that I was severely bullied in high school. I'm talking every single day non stop. What's even worse is the worst bullying came from my ""best friend"" who I had known since elementary school. Pair with this the fact that I have such repression with the fact that I'm gay, and never really accepted it until I  turned 23 ( and came out to my close family/ friends). I think being gay put a whole other layer on my anxiety, because I never know if people are going to accept it, be hostile towards me, laugh, or be okay with it. I was just tired of hiding my true self. I hate having to constantly worry about what others think of me but it’s how my brain works. Now that I'm looking for jobs again and set an appointment to see a therapist, I'm terrified that I will never get hired for any job and that it’s to late for me. The only experience I have is 2 years of cashiering from when I was 18 to 20. I literally don't care what the job  is, I'll wash dishes. But my anxiety makes me believe I don't even deserve that. I have an associates degree  that I did online and am going online for my bachelor's in a worthless field but it interests me. You would think (at least I think) I should be able to get a dishwasher job, but I honestly don't feel like anyone will hire me. I’m just a fat ugly piece of shit  when it comes down to it all. I also realize there are people who have it a lot worse than me and are a lot more courageous than myself, but I don’t see any pathway out of this cycle. It’s hell and ik I’m just a weak person who probably will one day just end it all. I can’t keep living like this anymore, it just doesn’t make any sense to.",4.690689655172413,4.848242029723996,5.976409693242553,81.14235668789811,69.25477707006371,9.21417380481734,27.70634746321107,9.130062681391069,2.0387114869316934,1800,54,375,32,29,608,236,471,0.172,0.764,0.064,-0.9940000000000001,5,1,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,0,3,21,29,4,5,18,1,38,9,3,5,10,82,79,25,0,4,17,0,1,2,2,5,4,1,0,2,41,25,2,4,14,0,2,7,10,13,0,1,10,5,49,16,54,60,16,48,1,1,3,2,16,19,2,5,23,261,90,10,0.07935342648927153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634589064938671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618891534729408,0.0,0.1821154621932392,0.0,0.07869727617558198,0.05548576086036498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048373112255983945,0.0,0.0,0.0894041377846987,0.08327652538313017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858466771582581,0.0,0.1815183598193993,0.08090610693445366,0.08151782791182308,0.0,0.0683559504879346,0.0,0.08575286321367549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352918602119733,0.08180989831317456,0.06834698995749468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028358252466489,0.0,0.08850004666650782,0.10482437959234894,0.07177971732895007,0.13371736860486386,0.07582559962688276,0.0,0.07762287783523121,0.07480734821998375,0.08929466636621093,0.04012347673666213,0.0566901037394999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261652092185164,0.0,0.20729445074374045,0.0,0.13529514292285222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834508006752634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053188929077317766,0.0838412518913527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915631999736362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149841254241069,0.0705329715333711,0.0,0.0,0.0436105679271166,0.0,0.08951412147186726,0.08402382092186991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753615177252315,0.0,0.07007052941219465,0.0,0.06663689257983209,0.0,0.0,0.134926890991587,0.0,0.07508613082973246,0.10593805674208777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836067634762844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377193547194964,0.06035185664743777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002734879892924,0.0692883512060867,0.0,0.0,0.07501463732651797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555641514773484,0.0,0.0,0.07977211118518218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050835836969641716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631050297575914,0.0,0.1606198081687842,0.12646881397837545,0.0,0.08278293016756558,0.08964678487803733,0.08145515195185724,0.06564197440760841,0.0,0.0,0.1617816501863492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123335273979021,0.0,0.0,0.06634301775625849,0.0,0.08295743084265676,0.09084068818926466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378127835770489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213544431885656,0.0,0.3050788292603918,0.0,0.06299775676872846,0.046271621129245856,0.09120509038880906,0.07521776975921178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25894122333085945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680470691975869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859526680103776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057770239578937774,0.0805872565068413,0.16173584189090814,0.05637039741694633,0.0,0.0,0.05110100495480662
socialanxiety,cokodooshi,2019/04/18,"Just started a new job in a new city, and a coworker is bustin' my fight/flight system So recently, I moved to a new city to start a job; that was scary by itself. This job is cool and I'm gaining a lot of valuable experience from it. However, the work environment requires you to be able to challenge others, and to be assertive. I feel as though I'm unable to handle the stress of that. When people I report to request I perform a duty (especially when its out of nowhere and needs to be done right away), I freak out (internally of course). I also have a very difficult time speaking up. My anxiety is always ready to kick in in such situations.

I also have a coworker, whom I'm starting to think, dislikes me. He's made some comments about me and one time when him and another coworker were having a conversation, I jumped in with my suggestion. To this, he responded with, ""well I was asking him.""

Me: ""oh""

Me to myself: aodfbaodsifbads \*alarm going off\*

That was 2 weeks ago, and before that I was already beginning to sense he was annoyed with me and I think I figured out why. 

Its because I ask too many questions.

Now I know it can be annoying, and I'm pushing myself to stop relying on others' help as much. And recently I haven't been asking as much questions and just doing whatever by myself (It probably has to do with my fear of fucking up and then having a confrontation with my boss).

And today he (coworker) made a remark, which I think is about me - he was making a joke ""can u read this email once more do i need to change anything do i? is it good enough? huh? no but is it good enough?"" 

what a fucking dick.

He's also very assertive and I'm literally scared of him. I avoid him, try not to even make eye contact, and have a difficult time speaking up around him...

This is ruining my life. If he says something at the workplace that triggers me, I spend the rest of the evening going over it! Its exhausting! I also need a therapist (my insurance kicks in after my probation period, which is where I'm still at). 

I've read some psychology books that emphasize going **toward** your fears; challenging him, looking him in the eye, speaking up around him... But man, this shit is HARD. My heart is going hard as I even type this...

Thoughts?",2.128094483509951,4.5513696241457895,3.8025715559076967,84.79802787956821,80.5489749430524,7.0975735366940675,25.261018124195303,8.18289091462,1.8134486084975736,1751,69,340,36,46,583,215,439,0.134,0.8190000000000001,0.047,-0.9894,4,1,1,0,1,0,85.0,0,2,0,6,25,25,6,6,22,2,36,9,5,6,0,56,69,32,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,28,25,0,4,9,4,1,7,3,17,1,1,12,11,51,8,61,53,9,56,0,1,3,3,36,24,4,6,24,249,79,14,0.08400881545714932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446874610088837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927058168684961,0.26872727747813313,0.0699020642662403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809056787037715,0.06426651388247964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913209710625892,0.14957131332006632,0.23561070628784206,0.0,0.07892904752309035,0.0,0.0,0.051210994161044084,0.0,0.07148531441240613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887018758225433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597018545040334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360712667827766,0.0,0.16646109091031622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217674154492143,0.0,0.18906654646049675,0.04247738127760862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532959238023408,0.0,0.0,0.1909765832328396,0.1409252172684081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051079527321148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955085080339794,0.056309338171098476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500973597050305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046169047954922764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933791079321739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054624682317723,0.0,0.0,0.07142129071799831,0.0,0.15898234486746926,0.11215307331358022,0.08517175316857496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928807581473977,0.12351229107839864,0.18687441656892226,0.0,0.2434087123817353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946664671072893,0.056926547518997124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058241134941654525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057571184141686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882181992652499,0.0,0.16806309887139756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658971407298452,0.0,0.0,0.07174306938403631,0.0,0.06680718191847901,0.08410747972895585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623384182764672,0.0,0.094429428405224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467409043829228,0.0,0.0,0.17838561591471147,0.0,0.06708954854269032,0.07023513138792335,0.09623181427000528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754070972463606,0.0,0.16148837045294118,0.08253823465059572,0.06669361559722957,0.14695864762218536,0.0,0.07963053416041567,0.0,0.0,0.05703647121192865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386321417340851,0.0,0.0,0.06738680442609273,0.0,0.07553401414912259,0.0,0.07580488921471336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061159418192967836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dcsoccerboy,2019/04/18,"Confidence ok I got a question. I mean I’ve always struggled with having confidence but it seems it’s getting kinda harder to motivate myself. I’m not sure if this is the right page to ask, but how do people improve their self confidence?",2.8291304347826056,5.525174086956521,4.415391304347828,79.79265217391305,79.86956521739131,7.1582608695652175,26.591304347826085,8.238735603445708,2.3267182608695656,192,8,32,4,5,64,38,46,0.078,0.6,0.322,0.9195,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,2,1,12,9,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26275121294593745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29520825319450045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649801055614955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25255518749846473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34397300955816235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189195556655171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537417719674483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26967127078426084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874709221215617,0.3294235930757854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301179951616542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976154653735865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pbuck26,2019/04/18,Anyone have experience with MAPS ecstasy/mushrooms therapy? I’ve been doing some research into SA treatment/therapy and one approach in particular that is showing a lot of promise is psychedelic treatment. I know this treatment is also extremely popular in patients with PTSD and has alot of positive peer-reviewed research to back it up. I would be extremely interested to hear from anyone who has pursued this type of therapy and if  it worked for them.,10.683354430379744,10.462934012658227,10.634018987341774,53.99887658227851,56.9746835443038,13.975949367088607,50.129746835443036,13.023866798666859,7.2370734177215175,373,24,50,12,4,124,58,79,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.8998,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,12,12,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,3,13,9,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,1,43,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422374443372032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046676204791206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752202801504534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131103288311815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455457182519517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973097018111495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521803693250327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762857510437635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546684080516793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7474307572450054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860574996274734,0.0,0.0,0.15476254249900204,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chickenfriednugget,2019/04/18,"Not Sharing Anything Not sure if this is related to some sort of other cause but it's very hard for me to share what I like with anybody. Want to know the music I like? I'll be as vague as possible. What am I into? Ah, nothing important really. 

​

Perhaps I'm embarrassed about what I enjoy and feel that whatever the other person thinks of it would change how I would view it. Like everything that's part of me should remain a secret. It's ridiculous to put into words but I've stopped listening to songs I like simply because I've shared it to someone regardless of their reactions. This makes it extremely hard to do anything social and I've lost, more or less, my entire social life. It's incredibly selfish but my sensitivity to judgement of my 'things' is terrible- or, even judgement in general maybe. I know this is irrational but it feels like if a part of me is vulnerable, my whole self is too.",3.842203389830509,5.875593333333337,5.078666666666667,79.66816949152545,73.29378531073445,8.56180790960452,28.749152542372883,9.21078282632365,2.679146440677966,728,30,134,17,15,241,105,177,0.184,0.677,0.139,-0.7322,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,4,15,1,1,4,1,11,1,0,3,1,35,21,13,0,7,10,0,4,5,0,3,1,2,0,2,19,5,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,1,7,15,10,22,16,6,5,0,1,1,0,10,3,0,6,6,92,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729282961375884,0.17639878009920887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389268970295681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849495705222736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913071215828694,0.15357177813387415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588414449086606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047042682659207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468057433148813,0.10371026509861914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600895878278314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956448348042832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253864337609674,0.3546163406229675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847140793528275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690283862630483,0.0,0.14584388543903753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929558876101314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144123157866002,0.0,0.0,0.12675780776217838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365860644524582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593705519588354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300032599796113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144512122909792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959673156714945,0.1230030046029768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136954256708972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682204669168335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644523032566236,0.09301978114781602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197813636485556,0.08562567789286195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207835231065978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062507730340446,0.0,0.17639878009920887,0.0
socialanxiety,strangepassznger,2019/04/18,"Isolation Hey guys, what is the longest time you stayed isolated from the world ( staying at home, no going out ) ?",9.294,8.591176400000005,8.140000000000004,72.32500000000003,60.0,12.0,40.0,11.20814326018867,4.5455000000000005,88,4,15,2,1,27,19,20,0.298,0.7020000000000001,0.0,-0.7351,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189157638820802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691667547409962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739854112322871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7947882083680061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174039628762852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shutupmyhead,2019/10/28,"Is it me or are people generally rude? I've always had some social anxiety. I was always scared to go to birthday parties as a child, speak in front of people, make friends, etc. But I'm feeling like it's not all my problem. I think people are generally so rude, at least where I live, and it makes me even more scared to talk to most people.
In high school, about 10 years ago, sometimes I'd try to strike up a conversation about something big going on, like a football game, and have literally been told ""Shut up, no one cares"". Even today when I was talking about a concert, the person said ""I hate that singer so much. If they dropped dead, then I'd pay attention"". 
How come no one seems to care to listen to others? I feel like I constantly listen to people talk on and on and on about every little thing, but the second I want to talk about something, I'm shut down and in an extremely rude way.
How come no one can just say ""I'm not a fan of that, but it's cool you are. Did you enjoy the game?"". This is what I would say if someone was talking about something they like but I didn't. I'm open to listening about different things. 
I never talk about weird stuff. It's movies, music, sports, cars.. normal interests. I could say ""I had the delicious pancakes this morning"" and someone could say ""Ew I hate pancakes, they're disgusting"" and then I'm just left speechless. 
Sometimes I just feel my social anxiety is made catastrophically worse because of all the extremely negative things people have said to me. I've never really found people who want to simply hang out and talk about random things. I don't know if it's where I live or what. I'm scared to talk to anyone about what I want because I'm scared I'll be rudely shut down, and I usually end up listening to everyone else and it tires me out because it's all one sided. I'm just... Tired of this.",3.6350345622119815,4.9700007446236585,4.563471582181262,86.00806451612905,72.46774193548387,7.572350230414747,25.1136712749616,8.07648339933343,1.3444897081413214,1455,44,299,21,28,472,173,372,0.17,0.733,0.09699999999999999,-0.9856,1,1,3,0,0,0,58.0,0,2,2,0,23,23,7,4,11,1,22,2,0,5,5,61,58,27,1,11,15,0,3,4,1,1,2,12,0,2,23,15,0,0,8,4,1,7,10,13,0,5,13,16,29,10,46,41,9,46,0,0,0,0,33,26,0,9,15,187,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241653259976902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717786860957732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077309117944567,0.0,0.0,0.04923413589193477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287686252507449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435807025634106,0.0,0.0,0.12130846196071066,0.0,0.07609101966195551,0.0,0.11243748324016052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735661935872653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058820702662932364,0.0,0.0623646751767477,0.0,0.0785286757621792,0.0930137330661363,0.0,0.059325662971187125,0.0672822687880652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680819775082988,0.10060556899498764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772037953282216,0.05440060981460781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003422077898283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903575471250118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439479111328959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038696930426016095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650350959457454,0.0,0.0,0.1376001833159677,0.07057193586394242,0.12435125385706428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662611653058123,0.09400193132240553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517613720266136,0.0,0.10861309524581148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898941031688427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908536343124701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417066785260362,0.061481577365291175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737536080967363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04510812263784677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395703778252568,0.2239797427212864,0.281981235095573,0.07126132308268754,0.0,0.06410099798162552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435535825153642,0.11932075628587252,0.16262120764326618,0.13927974857834727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060559533611683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527599264866824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711604419368305,0.0451175590056893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185788009789873,0.06674292359679347,0.0672822687880652,0.0,0.04780554193771583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775495449398006,0.0,0.1245935496857718,0.055890254430039366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175646773856881,0.05001909974151245,0.0,0.0,0.04534341393444905
socialanxiety,I_need_an_extrovert,2019/10/28,"I met my limits I need an extrovert in my life. 
Sorry for the long post. I just can't deal with it alone anymore.

I'm in my early 20s, I don't go to any university, and I suffer from depression and anxiety. For years I've rarely gone outside to play with others or later go for a coffee, and so, I didn't have any friends. I really hated myself and how much useless I was, and a lot more that I'm still not ready to say or write outside of my head.

The last few years I became better. I can understand parts of myself and my feelings now, but I can't control my anxiety. It's always there, mid volume at best, turned to 11 at worst (with max being 10). The last few months something happened and forced me to realize that I can't continue living like this, and I started going outside. **I LOVE IT NOW**. I can't explain it, but the noises(music, people, bars,etc) that I used to hate, became oxygen for me. I don't get tired going outside and want to be left alone later. Now I don't want to stay inside. I want to be around people, get to know them and make conversations (Don't get me wrong, it's still hard for me to make conversations with people, but it's even harder to meet and get to know new ones).

Some people from school invited me into their group few years ago, but only recently started going outside with them, and only one of them I consider a true friend now.

(From this point on I might come off as an ungrateful asshole. I'm not. I just got tired of fighting this alone)

The problem with this group is that most people are introverts, and one of them doesn't want to change. I can only talk openly to the person who we are friends but they have their on demons to solve and can't rely on them (but they can rely on me. I think). I don't like the humor and a lot of things from the rest of the group, but I don't have anyone go out and talk to, so I suck it up. We only go to usual places. Not to bars, university parties,and other places to meet new people. I can't continue like this. I need an extrovert in my life to help me, to know I can rely on them while getting better on hard days. To teach me social things I should already know, to take me out to bars, parties and generally help me meet new people, be in a relationship for once, and value me as a person.

This became an obsession which is worsened by my anxiety and depression. That's all what I think about. I can't read a book, watch a movie, listen to music without thinking about it.",2.7974681376253088,4.030730465618863,4.383300589390963,86.88225127197624,74.40275049115914,7.1851493627525045,22.87446476248048,7.702957570686157,0.910494594730744,1913,50,408,25,39,642,210,509,0.153,0.736,0.111,-0.9586,0,3,1,0,2,0,75.0,2,0,10,5,16,25,4,1,21,0,33,8,1,5,2,82,81,34,0,8,15,0,3,3,3,2,4,2,0,2,26,33,2,2,11,5,0,9,19,12,0,3,5,6,66,13,73,70,14,63,1,4,1,1,40,24,1,7,31,281,92,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262900649221351,0.0,0.0,0.21952344467479706,0.07796657672545039,0.0,0.058788378561100314,0.0,0.0,0.09609198191553026,0.0,0.16214646247936745,0.0,0.07006810286702904,0.04940173521311428,0.0,0.0,0.06289553163873927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414523641117328,0.12497244659471507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747407717529279,0.06086070577177414,0.0,0.0,0.07924256904292598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556489255199198,0.07283942531580649,0.1217054555308597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879599745905543,0.046665181879116606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035723928857395414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637573894294821,0.0,0.1845645695039112,0.0,0.28107333640552945,0.0,0.05650710344497754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062477601002061435,0.0,0.1265811775794319,0.13950905027638885,0.07250964930819265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471350306106203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531463898644474,0.1151821187117463,0.0,0.0,0.07676393736574624,0.0,0.09980762655162967,0.10355144400785013,0.0,0.062387280747134836,0.06252506765077957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013212828908965,0.06376646475714917,0.0,0.09432192596827033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495093174151743,0.0,0.0,0.056393996712424774,0.0,0.05193757438414095,0.10477557956700996,0.0,0.20470931264727132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524240021567881,0.1436274934446911,0.21493705018984866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650956255136432,0.0,0.3428698919414025,0.1233817371001028,0.14763324471508127,0.0,0.06678926616215212,0.0,0.06766537919739213,0.0,0.0,0.06760471519015288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706714256747282,0.0,0.045261676480050465,0.0,0.06976062877259312,0.07585413592546424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561855496321966,0.0,0.0715039057777759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720211286726341,0.0,0.054391597039250936,0.0,0.07908947235357741,0.1000161318870986,0.07530595777520514,0.11284604592502195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053121741442286714,0.1135752948548662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387650561869608,0.1358134349115028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240886510739508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684942077868481,0.0,0.07355154239713514,0.0,0.061020907973422724,0.07781353354961837,0.0,0.1666902428387914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810630190219648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724720559815733,0.0,0.13649330621532682
socialanxiety,Pengwin8r,2019/10/28,"I want to give a girl my number For context, I’m a girl, and I’ve had a crush on this girl I know for awhile. We’re not exactly friends but we’re not strangers either. But Wednesday might be the last time I see her in person and I’m trying to talk myself into giving her my number and saying something like “I hope we can keep in touch.” I don’t necessarily want her to take it as me hitting on her because I don’t know if she likes girls. But I have such low self confidence and I get so nervous around her that I feel like I can’t speak. Does anyone have any tips on talking to your crush/giving them your number?",2.3686363636363623,3.4281004090909093,3.771636363636365,91.53245454545456,75.21212121212122,6.1890909090909085,22.29090909090909,6.2581,0.22590363636363664,482,12,110,3,10,159,82,132,0.07,0.7170000000000001,0.213,0.951,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,1,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,23,24,10,0,4,7,0,2,3,1,1,0,2,0,6,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,5,24,5,14,20,1,11,0,1,1,0,23,8,0,3,6,67,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831232371619442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221517043834986,0.0,0.0,0.18106041646568424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398478992530723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798815158905334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284020610339406,0.14530201335383974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713877895035785,0.0,0.10626299499662747,0.3902208630655447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020123800647813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078257218793886,0.0,0.0,0.22355589089879244,0.1657901749136618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980985626351905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157648812567099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759249442328084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174406592491605,0.0,0.0,0.16207567181365234,0.0,0.2121803565565976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565797276144601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529241327375737,0.32695470808245736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859847253270887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380886080643827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399296420810299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Trainer_JJ,2019/10/28,"Seeking advice on how to improve my lifestyle I’m a 19 year old male and I feel like I have social anxiety which controls my life too much. 

I just want to list all the things I can think of at the moment that I think are ones that affect me the most. 

Firstly when I meet new people I’m not an extremely “social” or “extroverted” person therefore I’m most definitely awkward a lot of the time and find it hard to great a good first impression when meeting people. But once (and usually it’s the other person who initiates) a conversation/topic in which I can input my five cents is sparked I can talk about and laugh about with the person/s. In addition to this I feel like I do better when there’s at least 2 other people where I “tag along” to whatever is being said and that way am not exactly an odd one, but that being said I feel like this affects my dating life which I’ll explain later. I’ve got quite a few closer friends that I’m fine around but then there’s just friends and even there I can become my awkward self. 

I don’t think me being shy encompasses the underlying issue but because of this I find it hard to do the above. 

Secondly I really overthink what others see/think of me. What I just said could have been dumb or awkward, how I look maybe something is out of place, something doesn’t suit me or others wouldn’t ever wear that ... Because of this I spend a lot of my hard earned money on clothing that is considered fashionable and other products to make me look good, I constantly think about this, although at uni I see people wearing very very low maintenance casual clothes, and from a 3rd perspective I don’t think of them as weird or anything and try to mentally prove to myself that I wouldn’t look out of place at all. But in the morning readying up for uni I cannot force myself to wear something like that and also I cannot wear the same thing too often therefore I end up buying something else. At the moment this has sort of stopped but there’s a very thin boundary stopping me. Just want to mention this isn’t my biggest issue but I feel like it is part of the whole main problem. But in order to do something or say something I really subconsciously drill myself down of “what will the other person think”. 

And thirdly linking back to my social awkwardness it makes me bad at dating. There was this girl I met this March not going into details but she and her group of friends were drunk and randomly added me and a few friends. A week later when uni starts she is in one of my classes, and for the rest of the semester I see her only once a week but start regularly texting. Then in July I get a new job in which I spend 4 days a week in, and we’ve organised to meet up Fridays. The first two times we watch a movie in her car which is only a couple hour meetup, then some of the weeks she couldn’t so we’d go without seeing each other for several weeks at once but still text. Then in middle August we had a conversation and became a couple. One Saturday which I took off work I invited her over and we had planned to cook these dumplings together, did those and then just started watching a movie in my bed (where I think I should of made a move of some sort but obviously too scared to do anything) then she left for home. Another time she drove me home from a performance of her dance group and I think should’ve at least gone in for a kiss. Few weeks later she ghosts me for 2 weeks then breaks up with me over text. So most of our relationship was only over text which I’m not a fan of but irl I’m too scared/anxious to do anything. 

I feel like I mentioned the main things and would really love any advice to help overcome this social anxiety and possibly relationship advice too because that’s all I’ve been thinking about since the text breakup which makes me feel like I’m not good enough because any girl will think I’m too awkward etc etc. 

Forgot to mention that I find to hard to maintain good eye contact whenever I’m talking to someone and often find myself shifting positions.

Apologies for the long post but I appreciate anything anyone has to say.",5.675128205128207,5.833551970695975,6.013553113553113,81.71835164835166,67.14407814407815,8.883516483516487,30.267399267399263,8.603709575120403,2.153401465201465,3260,111,648,45,49,1047,327,819,0.069,0.821,0.11,0.9891,1,0,6,0,0,0,47.0,5,0,1,10,38,34,1,6,44,0,48,11,5,11,7,130,102,60,1,9,30,0,11,7,4,6,2,5,3,7,50,35,2,4,23,4,5,8,15,11,0,11,18,25,84,23,98,72,26,111,0,1,9,2,57,47,1,17,59,448,134,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420060222004199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03873772330774914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588218612903025,0.050793921275265295,0.07411345676839802,0.0,0.0,0.03387061281833592,0.0,0.15944909349097955,0.043122173562308776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037247632291984106,0.040445661496563735,0.11811512940507995,0.053498551023573815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042841545274770895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234680002466886,0.054329961553065034,0.038675670772963314,0.10719663224031442,0.0,0.03124001266514032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04046568929272115,0.0,0.04290376439406415,0.050051821315859626,0.1080475699914996,0.03199438847049245,0.0438170618219846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695735169529967,0.20763473633072224,0.0,0.0,0.1770943769206563,0.12360998828091485,0.0,0.0,0.14969954960974846,0.0,0.025308078943714264,0.0,0.05505952435465026,0.1625178396434949,0.03874216591813996,0.05340564711504198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357212403113426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03246853958682309,0.0,0.09717922349259532,0.0,0.047703978458133456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111826190651983,0.04806956411308329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263057238191845,0.0,0.06842969099494113,0.16565852705020576,0.0,0.0,0.04286817757926912,0.12203305963498805,0.0,0.0,0.08236449158656807,0.04371929911502614,0.04583542202405793,0.09700291156684754,0.0,0.04866483349837954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881647057816324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051484416588474816,0.03560922435416338,0.0,0.0,0.09356796664560332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508299894828034,0.15476214717358758,0.1312977152063492,0.11052318672446686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245616897662311,0.0,0.1343297333517728,0.16918494980564672,0.1012196929781473,0.0,0.0,0.054609206339088015,0.04639245666399886,0.0,0.0,0.046350864458940766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051522265440647884,0.0,0.0,0.09309636875817308,0.0,0.0,0.10401359618310706,0.0,0.0,0.1382335714487389,0.07704340705313294,0.04849723196585479,0.0,0.15440272118231266,0.0,0.050533840253704866,0.05472379749200903,0.0,0.040070350758754925,0.0,0.0,0.1975153102203401,0.04104334385212455,0.2237504471379411,0.0,0.0,0.10285896833750056,0.0,0.038684519006449126,0.08099658841399678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786902263984276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654483068760043,0.34142476133200644,0.0,0.0,0.08473785739495629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381900135659349,0.03288781192579722,0.0,0.047319174635827715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335019216462799,0.11990506356748935,0.05714273649934794,0.038449688083755984,0.2719914384969214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408191097724782,0.0,0.04669476026027572,0.0,0.035265145270783185,0.0,0.0,0.03441062852377642,0.0,0.0,0.031193991514469714
socialanxiety,llama2uni,2019/10/28,"Tips for continuing a conversation with friends? So... hi, I don't know if this is the exact sub for this, but if not someone can please redirect me to the right one?

Anyway, I think I have been getting better with my anxiety overall, I can approach people, talk to them and even hug them sometimes... but I don't know how to keep a conversation going... I run out of subjects or don't know what to say, usually because 

a) I don't know how to shift between subjects

b) fear out of just randomly being a mood breaker

I want to talk with them and keep going but I just don't know what to say...

Other thing I have problems with is how I feel like I'm being boring to be around, like everyone is ""oh it's *she* again"". Don't know if anyone can relate to this or can help with it?

Thanks!",1.2125543478260887,3.2443750186335443,3.212635869565218,89.95199728260872,81.4223602484472,6.0125776397515525,22.484860248447205,7.1686216300943375,0.7397481366459626,602,20,130,8,16,203,87,161,0.091,0.752,0.157,0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,1,10,10,0,1,6,0,19,1,0,3,1,38,35,14,0,5,11,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,9,10,0,2,8,0,0,4,7,3,0,1,1,3,17,6,22,31,0,11,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,6,5,94,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432638472631352,0.0,0.0,0.11363687577892095,0.0,0.0,0.1446761269629105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906991024790443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373461102335447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734208937240353,0.0,0.0,0.15529361248819673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287875577868676,0.08217435376288552,0.11610341422102499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556156877352284,0.0,0.08490932946961892,0.0,0.1847262806579259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893287994344786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889082315957319,0.0,0.0,0.5358962674391642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879688609701836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012689844869687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267002537113345,0.0,0.0,0.17839676367356055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550847736403706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387901086714765,0.0,0.25848283654738563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770159376480282,0.0,0.160735180997761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612528004795793,0.0,0.1496254128394451,0.0,0.0,0.10797022373334607,0.10413544089472944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789914222193057,0.0,0.0958577585246514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JWKul,2019/10/28,"Beta Blockers? Want to try beta blockers to fix the physical symptoms of social anxiety. What is your experience with this? Also, is mixing this with CBT & exposure therapy an effective option? 

I feel as though by using this tool to help me day to day will help me push through my physical symptoms. While therapy will allow me to focus directly on my mental fears. I feel as though this can be a viable and effective option.

What is your experience and what tips can you offer?

Thanks!",3.427666666666667,6.325743100000004,5.09555555555556,74.56000000000003,79.1111111111111,8.488888888888889,26.777777777777786,9.120678840339163,3.0479111111111115,389,16,62,11,10,131,57,90,0.044000000000000004,0.769,0.187,0.9253,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,2,4,2,0,1,3,0,8,2,0,4,0,15,13,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,1,13,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,3,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637933076203533,0.0,0.19832689180637653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002730769736488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360950389671445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581021337152248,0.0,0.20597413705148546,0.18510396718311906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24537957782299896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446417815077648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865891723657748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805032913405143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852129794601708,0.4186509877173383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596774146284325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427410515792665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809028441531955,0.0,0.0,0.1079634373480673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mon3973,2019/10/28,"Why shyness and passive traits are bad? I just want to know why people view shyness and passive as bad traits. I myself have been having force myself out of the ""shell"" yet I end up being softspoken still. Like i can talk a bit louder, but still in a soft voice. I was yelled at alot throughout elementary and high school, also having low grades in math since i had an attention span of a 5-year old. And I'm still working on becoming a bit more outspoken. But i still like being quiet so I'm not sure how to fix that. I just wish we all could accept each other and not try to change everything.",3.6648926237161565,5.036211941176472,4.4406162464986,86.77578898225958,72.4453781512605,7.305695611577962,23.3062558356676,7.793537801064563,1.0087807656395893,467,12,95,6,9,150,82,119,0.11,0.759,0.131,0.3841,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,1,2,24,16,11,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,5,11,4,12,10,6,16,0,1,1,0,2,9,0,1,9,65,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236918157246386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764106226855145,0.0,0.18280783715770305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614178523146521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510204556605274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215714424701644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466048000318084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876195939658196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488479565814288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096745442628544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161732962628329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736891983486724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475323887364665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675187434381875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692285148303773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287495168187908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560040558582504,0.0,0.0,0.1330416183057114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237967481315682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763012145988126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29871864854834185,0.0,0.19034399769840654,0.0,0.0,0.12050316897673274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659178635629167
socialanxiety,RafeKolinowski,2019/10/28,"My situation (gasp) Hi everyone,

This is my first time posting here.  I'm looking for advice or at least someone to give me some new perspectives because sometimes I feel like I'm out of ideas.  I feel like I am in a purgatory
I've tried to go through every door but they all lead me back to the same place.  

Here is my situation now:
1. I'm 34, divorced for 5 years, have a 7 year old son.  I'm an only child.

2. I live very far from where I grew up (unreachable by car).

3. I have a couple of friends still that I know from my teenage years.  We play D&D on Skype.  We play games on Steam together Destiny 2 recently).  They are good friends and I'm really grateful that I can send them messages on Messenger and thet actually respond.   If you want to go into stereotypes, we are a very nerdy group, with very nerdy interests.

4.  I have not made a single friend in 10 years where I live now.  I was married for 5 and met a lot of my ex's friends and I haven't warmed up to one of them.  Be it partying, lack of interesting conversation, too loose with their money, too rich for me to be friends with and keep up, etc.  Basically when I tried I knew and they knew (I think) I wasn't into it.

5.  Actually I take that back.  I made a couple friends playing at Friday Night Magic (45 minutes away...ugh).  But I almost quit Magic because it is basically gambling.  

6. I basically can't make friends unless we have some kind of seriously nerdy thing in common.  In my experience you can't convert people to your nerd-dom, you just have to go find them.

7.  I've had really negative thoughts about women due to my divorce.  This is really something I'm struggling with.  I feel like women act really independent these days but in the end they just want someone who can support (pay for) them and frankly I'm just making ends meet.   I literally can't take on more responsibilities (keeping the house clean is hard with my depression) so I've just accepted that I don't have the means to support another person.

8. I've tried antidepressants (Zoloft being the most recent).  Zoloft actually worked.  I was able to shoot the shit with people of all walks of life because my doc said it is also used to treat social anxiety.  I actually felt like talking to people and I loved being friendly!  I realized I like being kind, it is just that I became hardened after getting knocked down so many times.  But the nausea the Zoloft caused me became unbearable and I had to stop because it was getting in the way of work (being tired, sick, etc).

So the reason I've posted this is because I really want to get out of this.  I've found that being kind is what has helped me the most.  But in the end, I don't have anyone where I live that calls me, checks in on me, just says hello.  That's mostly my parents and one or two friends that are far away.

So what would you do?",2.1865079365079367,4.30966767724868,3.822107583774252,86.361626984127,78.57671957671958,6.880776014109348,24.432980599647266,7.921354282810032,1.3546917107583778,2211,79,456,38,54,736,266,567,0.077,0.742,0.182,0.9968,1,0,1,1,2,0,83.0,4,5,9,5,25,34,1,1,20,0,44,8,1,9,2,82,87,25,0,6,16,3,6,5,9,1,6,2,2,4,24,24,0,3,16,4,5,9,9,4,0,4,15,9,68,30,67,64,15,68,0,1,1,1,55,30,1,10,31,286,92,4,0.06299823696076229,0.0,0.24590876667507836,0.0,0.0,0.06156114804386205,0.0,0.0,0.06308363423972849,0.0,0.0,0.05037966733688549,0.0,0.06825856342660055,0.0,0.0,0.06605914437082869,0.048193478841225816,0.0,0.0,0.04404983206493359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837783479956812,0.09688351114746133,0.0,0.19201570261392803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432824356208793,0.0,0.0,0.06471654302174315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941270190293206,0.0,0.04062865112558181,0.0,0.054260289182083664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673932172395387,0.0,0.14051937408623333,0.0,0.0,0.05307873173112265,0.06019751514614277,0.0,0.061624364161531636,0.0,0.0,0.09556140447776193,0.13501785921723455,0.06048818692515296,0.0,0.05757924727284449,0.05358626817616013,0.0,0.06907431515500134,0.4380505344180124,0.0,0.09874193596696784,0.060433649354314764,0.10741004957922506,0.052839932231579526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643404620203835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04222639028895708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269150714751639,0.0,0.07111734135694274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119914552097322,0.0,0.19680890809422216,0.03462218348740562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449751784459372,0.1538887820758263,0.0,0.1668857922526753,0.0,0.05290265253562415,0.0,0.0,0.05355884822576723,0.05685836847247565,0.11922091009183615,0.08410362472127189,0.0638703243139326,0.0,0.06862354861628485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060844089823566275,0.0,0.059119577770065476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610605224620307,0.0,0.08537847154359979,0.04791299801794035,0.0,0.0,0.06995208680622603,0.0,0.0,0.1310251358724224,0.05500763055886085,0.0658197491327614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066979337454226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700637961403659,0.0,0.0,0.20179141879557985,0.06477267993721297,0.12440631766963328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992574980078862,0.05009872659528045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466678493123139,0.0,0.1416253157331092,0.0,0.06421876902644348,0.10675640347969566,0.04849912062778134,0.06230686721494191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031047341500496,0.05266934697351595,0.0,0.06585943565509818,0.0,0.0,0.14297930548037813,0.0,0.0,0.09473366793433484,0.05063559653825756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041853229340096186,0.040366726487138634,0.0,0.050013563175490494,0.07346955718044397,0.072407205971361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831500275042826,0.0,0.06154012350881,0.0,0.0,0.054410249702433265,0.0,0.15594042960521168,0.11147397716248474,0.05000506817289235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917269336256318,0.0,0.0,0.04475214002920529,0.0,0.0,0.16227519649759484
socialanxiety,Primemime,2019/10/28,"Social Perfectionist I just found this subreddit today and felt like seeing if anyone else experiences something in the same way that I do. When I am on the top of my game, I am able to socialize quite well and I consistently hold myself to this standard. Essentially, I feel the need for every social interaction to work out perfectly, and if they don't I REALLY beat myself up over it. If even one social interaction goes poorly in my day, I will carry that with me through the rest of it at the very least. Sometimes, if the social interaction goes especially bad, an entire week will pass where I am very negative and dislike myself. I really feel like some sort of alien trying to blend in that gets upset when their cover is compromised.

I'm not quite sure if this will resonate with a lot of people in this subreddit considering I feel relatively confident in my social skills, but this is a form of social anxiety that plagues any conversation I have. If anyone can relate, feel free to leave a comment because I am very curious to see if there are some other 'Social Perfectionists' out there",8.152669623059872,7.909286253658537,8.601108647450115,66.59031042128606,62.07317073170732,11.942350332594234,33.270509977827054,11.389717465364855,3.901390243902439,882,30,151,23,11,294,120,205,0.066,0.8270000000000001,0.107,0.8162,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,7,8,8,0,1,10,0,14,0,0,0,2,34,25,14,0,8,10,0,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,6,1,2,1,3,2,1,1,2,7,22,7,26,20,7,20,0,0,2,0,16,13,0,11,7,114,34,1,0.09605031363116227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531750697478958,0.0,0.07347822702656967,0.0,0.0,0.13432122514387598,0.0984148970160512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019799985773987,0.0585513796827771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061944506247909266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023771213178736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344032628130028,0.0,0.08092653185031237,0.0,0.0,0.09395563734144934,0.0,0.0,0.1942636982437088,0.06861836324986248,0.09222336378651272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531421123146532,0.0,0.0,0.0501823245417832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170341356494976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385066310288598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165854185749448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122009050840201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508617831813047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658919360949866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432266322708395,0.0,0.0,0.12306458084193428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307932857601794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7832895907660246,0.0,0.07394422402702114,0.0949962161813796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052628388860012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104446645395477,0.0,0.0,0.06521185804738405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377547038449301,0.0,0.07624026818632171,0.07704576792931289,0.0,0.08636076713335508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992577227720036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,curiouskitty1991,2019/10/28,"What has helped me I took klonopin for many years to ease the social anxiety which was so severe I actually drank liquor in school in high school. I’m 27 now and it’s just as bad as ever despite great coping mexhanisms and a great diet. I have awful depression too. After millions of different meds I finally got prescribed Parnate, an MAOi. And I feel like myself again, can go out in public and want to socialize! It has been such a blessing to me so if you are struggling with severe debilitating social anxiety and depression find a doctor who will prescribe it (not easy to find one) good luck to all you sufferers and I feel your silent pain!",5.096550179211473,6.566917346774198,5.6752688172043015,78.91345878136202,69.08064516129032,8.736917562724015,29.10035842293907,9.150863307647796,2.4975960573476708,517,19,94,10,9,167,90,124,0.268,0.612,0.12,-0.9732,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,8,12,0,1,5,1,8,5,0,0,2,19,16,11,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,4,1,0,2,1,6,0,2,5,2,12,6,15,10,1,13,1,3,0,0,9,5,0,2,7,65,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.1382569919553805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676609602965996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829495649278104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440535802403904,0.0,0.0,0.14802303552483476,0.0,0.14501312306474085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815558529840193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432729979091146,0.10121457280290187,0.0,0.15520098847385466,0.25898169096239243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051869838499165,0.11883252775802268,0.11331259428435465,0.3124003152960895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496357175747258,0.14969026220939868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921656480378602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363894438178812,0.0,0.0,0.15737197892987034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600447200780868,0.0,0.15075505528833086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28677077999700545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32011093422155856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332677009960335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481122871489007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574091308780807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356517458174248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123578976088413
socialanxiety,stoirtap,2019/10/28,"Worrying about what the boss thinks of you I can hardly order a sandwich at a deli without wondering what everyone in the room thought about me.

Then when I go to work, I actually have to worry about what my boss thinks about me! I can't just dismiss it as being paranoid - everything I do, everything I say, how I present myself, how my work is - and if he doesn't like me he can just fire me and ruin my life.

This is my entire life! I can't go anywhere or do anything anymore without thinking about what I might have done to the smallest detail that might have given my boss reason to fire me.

Does anyone else have this issue? How do you cope?",4.124991452991452,5.037035123076926,5.020256410256412,84.79696581196585,70.84615384615384,7.623931623931623,28.290598290598286,7.793537801064563,1.6633418803418798,506,18,102,6,9,165,73,130,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.9513,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,11,2,0,0,5,0,18,3,0,7,0,22,26,10,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,8,2,1,0,6,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,4,22,1,15,20,0,9,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,5,4,79,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.15855620154037284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113564621122828,0.11360919165498007,0.16647907856447136,0.13370648708652094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218658926378205,0.16627257051210553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573047157324794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525577998368725,0.29205154641930103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846812777905572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554939418117033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958600746865213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295276415821661,0.07937910006391018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447293797356715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705561551621784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920993258370653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31233021450805426,0.0,0.1289902870861562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132481833822129,0.1762016950982538,0.2365734962811316,0.33001090468869343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cw9595cw,2019/10/28,"Fear of Spiders Is Called Archnophobia. What Is The Name For The Fear Of Extremely Attractive Women I Don't Know (Strangers-10/10) At age 23, (Now 24/m). I diagnosed myself of fear of extremely attractive women after suffering flashbacks from social media since 2008. Since 2013, I have suffered social media trauma worsening terribly over winter and spring this year. 

The closer they are to my age, the worse it is. 

I fear extremely attractive women more than I do spiders. 

Especially social media accounts online. 

Especially after over 10 years of many multiple social media incidents that flash back/trigger to me at any unexpected moment. 

I am so very sorry. I do suffer mild mental health issues and have for many years on/off and I am trying to make the most of my life. I am 24-years-old living on my own, I cook my own food, I work twice or three times a week working 4-6 hour shifts not usually Sundays unless otherwise specified/needed. 

I love sports. 

But my sexuality is messed up because my hormones kicked in when I was 3 or 4 years old.",5.027519430051815,7.246029196891192,5.988986398963733,73.60917908031091,70.50259067357513,8.970077720207255,28.64281088082901,9.516144504307137,3.0101919689119163,837,32,135,20,16,276,124,193,0.192,0.741,0.067,-0.9746,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,2,3,14,0,4,6,0,14,6,0,1,0,12,17,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,10,0,2,1,0,22,4,23,16,4,27,0,3,0,1,11,8,0,3,19,85,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848199284586338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874230145732034,0.0,0.07035217928866683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784536532161632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713757924534016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194682818400002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955287029843466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226742378424292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365449497191897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045688180399852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634256997452041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151670177719195,0.0,0.0,0.10190815141212477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416101595814324,0.0,0.07703632052835671,0.23401297113672356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630500199772592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855742188065982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422044018473681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093482875147752,0.0,0.0,0.4705792589608892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291907874039465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672958433692526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835505079389538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710657146651064,0.0952244088425385,0.0,0.0,0.09257403853099007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803807168325835,0.0,0.11761150374095558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29727812784813185
socialanxiety,Treemebe,2019/10/28,"As a trans man, it’s devastatingly lonely being a man I can’t stand it and am thinking about stopping hormones because I’ve never felt this depressed and lonely. 

As a girl I could just exist and feel “valued.” I was just as quiet then but I could have friends any time I wanted. Just by talking to anyone I was liked and included. And yea it felt really shitty that potentially I was just liked for my looks but.. I was appreciated, and always “fit in”. like walking into a room with new people, I could talk to any girl p much and feel welcome. That doesn’t exist for guys. 

As a guy, I feel “creepy” and “weird” for being shy. Guys are only valued if they’re talented at something or funny/social, which I’m none of these things. I can’t stand that the second I’m perceived as a guy, these things are attached to me. I feel like a “creepy autistic loser” for being shy and have been feeling so worthless. 

I’m in this one “frat” group and feel horrible because they all think I’m weird and probably creepy. I know for a fact that if I looked like I used to, I’d be friends with basically everyone there. I haven’t been able to open up a ton because of how creepy/weird I feel, and it’s just a cycle that’s only getting worse. 

I felt VALUED and WANTED as a girl and I have none of that as a guy, it’s horribly demoralizing. I know “guys just deal with it” but I really can’t anymore, I have an option to just “be a girl” and feel like I should use it even if I don’t feel like I should be a girl. 
(It’s also super demoralizing bc the only thing that’d make it “worth it” to be a guy for me is having a penis which will likely never happen due to how shitty + physically taxing the surgery is)",2.925470085470085,3.985792102564101,4.702350427350427,85.39403846153849,73.84330484330485,7.109401709401709,23.18660968660968,7.468242284971852,0.8476131054131053,1312,34,281,15,26,447,154,351,0.141,0.6759999999999999,0.183,0.9576,0,4,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,14,20,0,0,20,1,36,0,0,5,4,69,65,34,0,10,14,0,12,8,2,3,0,1,1,14,26,20,0,1,17,0,2,1,10,7,0,2,9,15,29,13,34,42,5,18,0,5,2,0,22,8,0,5,15,189,55,2,0.08144142584706185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512867882591862,0.06776579044135397,0.0,0.0,0.11076592464298647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076801047634563,0.056945738559735185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489378118531507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950730547692316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396253396731225,0.07014538074478406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379129367960405,0.0,0.0,0.07782077249249814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706130875438976,0.17454531269372192,0.2345896216027274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584288717049655,0.0,0.04254978363419814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5644787105392608,0.07201838391211754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951615553651503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183053352284522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678057232859994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436278415594967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986881876815034,0.0,0.1256252966358001,0.07865663657673863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518681787463648,0.1858196227436756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646123025051913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780763160790199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434692564904284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269758848513922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808867871379344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091906629897362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231819356553653,0.10436875444430367,0.0,0.0,0.047489150346019436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067848658116536,0.0,0.0,0.09607252607836277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299577067381805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DudeLingo,2019/10/28,"Is it weird to ask someone if they don’t like you? I’ve been friends with this one girl at work for a while and we got off alright early on but recently she’s been acting different and giving me pissed off looks but smiles at me other times. I don’t understand what I did so I feel like just asking her something along the lines of “Do you not like me for some reason?” 

Would that be weird? I would typically just drop it and completely ignore them but i don’t want to do that.",0.8250545454545488,3.052834960000002,2.2334545454545487,95.2417272727273,84.4,5.636363636363638,18.090909090909093,6.980632752743323,0.00029999999999974486,376,9,85,5,11,121,70,100,0.138,0.675,0.187,0.5424,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,2,2,1,3,9,1,0,2,1,12,1,1,1,0,21,20,9,0,4,7,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,4,2,15,5,12,13,1,11,0,0,1,0,12,5,1,2,7,62,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224917118544155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369189759678549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360843070526869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425419804020782,0.16142874113534694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745792414295647,0.0,0.0,0.21676527817966,0.0,0.0,0.1807240691093372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311838190656669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897528664220528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311906803937902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323286469548543,0.22311220938240306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914585809807964,0.17395814230436374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176143729617693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352365140114019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332794336024646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450449787794993,0.0,0.0,0.32103671336118583,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,babieangel,2019/10/28,"I get cringe attacks everyday Multiple times a day I remember something awkward I did or said to someone. I cringe super hard to the point where I have to crawl into a ball and wanting to suffocate myself. It’s physically painful. I know my brain is overreacting and that I probably weren’t perceived that way by others but I can’t convince myself that it’s true. My brain also tells me that people know there’s something “wrong” with me and just try to be nice for that sake.
I’m starting to wonder if I may have autistic traits since socializing is so hard for me and I find zero enjoyment from it.",3.6692372881355912,5.659666601694919,4.812000000000001,81.58003389830509,73.66101694915254,7.770847457627119,28.749152542372883,8.548686976883017,2.278044745762712,481,20,90,9,10,158,78,118,0.10300000000000001,0.752,0.146,0.8442,1,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,1,3,0,9,3,2,0,1,19,17,9,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,3,17,5,12,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,4,63,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864131925402427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145559035366476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41498798521629937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987169868421207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698831240599134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711015312110924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330085934160961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430015921343767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778031153503925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885984949233326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570858484070173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004008439608604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055610215476767,0.0,0.17680629862266312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375477160686304,0.0,0.0,0.18947252043427534,0.15748826352827866,0.28618582272755216,0.0,0.0,0.13156075822466268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245982662809186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838312836887903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619450330605342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963178800635734,0.1475360933390721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156964229327007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032212353643503,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,concernedforeskin,2019/10/28,"Halloween costume ideas ??? So, I promised my girlfriend that I will come with her to a Halloween party this weekend (why did I do this?).

It is really starting to freak me out.

It's a Club event and you have to come dressed up (Heaven help me).

My only idea is that i really want to hide my face. I do have this balaklava/ski mask that I would like to use I think. 

Question is only, what can I do with it besides look like a guy trying to rob a bank or go snow racing in Sweden?

​

Do you have any tips?",1.7881341719077568,3.3204825094339654,3.2523899371069187,92.72206498951785,77.67924528301887,5.843186582809224,23.09853249475891,6.42735559955562,0.42631991614255815,390,12,87,3,9,128,68,106,0.08,0.774,0.145,0.72,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,14,1,1,1,0,14,22,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,0,4,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,16,4,11,19,0,9,1,0,1,0,7,3,0,2,5,58,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164274187444057,0.2427162938086933,0.13583583120464274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441312955113074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135216770402618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977824216519499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388721054699707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509834911600172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951740570350891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773843395238214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038354739615737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237640371232192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559280108006441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138301799935607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799077475703538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561612119832625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251857210559327,0.0,0.0,0.1178168419380448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180241954397386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189560494082407,0.0,0.2427162938086933,0.0
socialanxiety,jormahoo,2019/10/28,Puked at a swimming hall Fuck i suddenly became ill and swallowed two times and then puked to floor... Luckilu i got out of the pool first and didnt puke there. So fucking embarassing when everyone started looking at me,2.8885365853658564,5.831327121951222,3.1494634146341483,87.08760975609756,82.65853658536584,6.206829268292682,30.151219512195123,7.554174236665415,2.286527804878049,176,9,31,3,5,54,36,41,0.255,0.6859999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.8452,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,1,3,0,5,4,0,12,0,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,6,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33378459453574794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971263972016218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.645870518113037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279378398278395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933358691567243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472463197111715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368786232006766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341229120889788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,2Deep4Adele,2019/10/28,"I feel really weird when walking, can't swing my arms naturally. Whenever I go out I feel really weird when I'm walking. Like I'm constantly aware of what my hands are doing and I can't swing them naturally like I see other people do. It's killing me because in the last 4 years I became more comfortable around people, it took a lot of effort for me and can now talk to others and have a conversation but this small thing makes me not want to go out anymore, it just gets worse everytime I go out. Also, this is happening mostly when I'm walking alone, if I'm with a friend and we are walking and talking about something I catch myself walking ""normally"" but when I realize it I just go back to manually moving my hands which feels very weird.",3.4602796420581647,5.138421375838927,5.012231543624164,81.24282158836692,73.49664429530202,8.456599552572706,26.510626398210288,9.075114841892004,2.1715364653243845,591,21,116,13,12,199,90,149,0.113,0.8170000000000001,0.07,-0.6211,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,1,11,8,1,0,4,0,9,3,3,1,0,26,26,13,1,3,6,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,4,0,0,12,3,4,0,0,1,6,19,4,13,25,3,27,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,3,11,77,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820259233461665,0.0,0.14054869923327906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429861954443107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645641727947884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514233210268736,0.0,0.10713670280626393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899253240579585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665962640531601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578545134355502,0.0,0.09182309314808464,0.0,0.3995353297854298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541678968778405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444339368495075,0.0,0.0,0.1432612234825262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717269628060077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494179467329044,0.0,0.0,0.11731573152651725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867964135323068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219950750052773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24368842150266665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22518228426166445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005147803763413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530236856490446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825253759920198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676172657368496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526678361064512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501369102163245,0.1036630008145932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910616060933313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317843582138515
socialanxiety,ThrowAway_BenasWest,2019/10/28,"God if only I could speak normally So I was at work yesterday in 'my' (where I work) coffee shop, and this really cute guy came in. The payment was taking ages to go through from a previous customer as he was paying by card. So I started to get even more nervous cause I was making the guy wait. He was really nice about it though. 
He started talking to me asked if I worked here for long (which I just started a couple weeks ago) but I did have a job before at domino's so my social skills are improving. 
Anyways, since I was very nervous I realised I just talked about myself until the payment went through cause I was panicking and I didn't know how to turn the conversation around to him.
Now I feel like I sounded very self centered lmaoooo and i probably won't see him again since I don't usually work Sundays. 

He was so nice though so atleast that and I guess I can learn what NOT to do next time I talk to someone 🙄

Any tips on how to keep cool and control my anxiety and whatever word vomit comes out. 

Thanks for reading my drama",2.4204586466165416,4.39767193809524,3.6110025062656654,88.85943609022556,77.23809523809524,6.7067669172932325,25.814536340852126,7.669130373188453,1.377333333333334,817,31,168,12,19,265,131,210,0.052000000000000005,0.8320000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.9177,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,6,20,8,0,2,7,1,17,1,0,6,0,31,36,20,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,3,5,10,0,3,3,3,2,4,4,2,0,0,12,5,28,6,25,22,1,28,0,0,1,0,16,9,0,3,16,110,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763625963863756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257341201745867,0.0,0.09289007182896776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809431847556386,0.11351632500648215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332404216957257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887826941357614,0.0,0.2494745959144084,0.0,0.10459720016564296,0.0,0.0,0.1361888717969281,0.09694827343867594,0.13435485676701187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020030835790631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613963129414306,0.08674630498040058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343974153792849,0.0,0.06900883314827484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376372910631698,0.2404604035333352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049593846917772,0.10792844352381313,0.0,0.0,0.06673220502749261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932229988123545,0.0,0.0,0.1074576269451026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810523739858409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913725316235491,0.0,0.11897107660242145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234946167904537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091708061673482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145822437568853,0.0,0.1555763961190227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676029486812934,0.0,0.12667313752829262,0.0,0.0,0.20088863331927576,0.0,0.0,0.12377786810715515,0.10288331767978008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25783649484820725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129676286736924,0.2927913265010776,0.0,0.11179216203134204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385996091012557,0.0,0.07080410677778233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207592889154066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373288464328212,0.20037728554922415,0.0,0.0,0.09740010349574664,0.0,0.0,0.11256252981497042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35359644740347074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,redditorlmaooo,2019/10/28,"english class my teacher said that we’re going to have to present some satire thing with a group tomorrow, and i’m really scared. wish me luck :(",2.581309523809523,5.1785183214285695,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,80.07142857142857,6.590476190476192,23.619047619047624,7.793537801064563,1.234461904761906,115,4,23,2,3,35,27,28,0.179,0.6459999999999999,0.175,-0.0296,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27080404436167965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30525597488166845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532574597358294,0.0,0.4770563026337074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165632215783045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479476666723243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,redditcoman,2019/10/28,Am I the only one?? I have no friends and I feel like I’m the only person in the world who doesn’t. Like I don’t even have anyone I can talk to at all. I’m always by myself. I’m super shy and no one wants to be my friend.,-3.8638888888888867,-2.5480336851851835,0.07962962962963083,105.17833333333334,108.07407407407408,2.4000000000000004,7.851851851851853,3.1291,-2.4777259259259257,167,1,47,0,9,61,35,54,0.11,0.621,0.268,0.8796,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,12,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,7,5,5,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439639384881974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050106192028449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19365428746542165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482495451590702,0.20946046499310708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530475655177317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864831307890652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973566412681001,0.44598006081126895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256008885235472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356611708464924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729355747932388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kimyekarwestian,2019/10/28,"I feel like when I’m not being a pushover, I act like a serious prick. There’s no middle ground. I’m either a pushover who stares at the ground, laughs/smiles excessively to make the other person feel good, or a complete asshole who’ll interpret every minuscule thing as a power struggle. It’s like a dial, only it’s not since I can only switch between two state of minds before completely collapsing from the exhaustion. Tips?",5.322962962962965,6.978764691358022,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,68.75308641975309,8.85679012345679,29.549382716049386,9.2995712137729,2.7541753086419747,344,13,59,7,6,111,58,81,0.168,0.7,0.132,-0.2006,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,1,9,0,3,2,1,1,0,9,8,3,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,3,3,4,6,6,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,1,4,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095721015435264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952245569494102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897740557797086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388220883233475,0.16871480319605114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808221265751635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461317511516287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764055112991324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845717860857504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592250126610397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620831091139075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953563684496016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688871063957465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689611860618607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306968104807036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RoutineParticular28,2019/10/28,"I had an epiphany while on LSD regarding social anxiety For years and years, I’ve been struggling with what I thought was social anxiety, and now I’m just not even sure that’s what I was dealing with all along. I recently had a quite profound acid trip, and it made me think about this issue in a different way

Is it possible that the issue is something other than anxiety? Perhaps, a general disinterest in people, or in life in general? I used to be quite extroverted, however, while I loved the attention and the company of people, I could never relate to them very well. And honestly, I don’t think I ever tried too hard. I always wanted to be the “leader”, so to speak... 

Severe depression of 10 years has had me pretty much disinterested in everything and I guess everyone. I can never really sit down and do anything that I like doing usually, nothing is fun. That includes interacting with people. Recently, I was in a room full of my best friends, we’re all just having a good time, but I can’t help but think of just how annoyed I am by everyone, even if I’m putting on a happy face. And I extend that thought to all my friends and family, and, wow, I realize that there’s some serious social disconnection going on.

I wondered why I was unable to communicate with anyone for so long, and I realize now that this problem may in fact stem from a general lack of interest in people, or just a lack of interest in anything in general. I mean I didn’t used to be this way.

Can anyone relate or is this all a bunch of mumbo jumbo",6.8949,6.2778082566666695,8.124500000000001,70.20975000000001,64.76666666666667,12.033333333333335,35.41666666666667,11.45678717892309,4.173066666666666,1207,50,224,34,16,417,156,300,0.09699999999999999,0.755,0.14800000000000002,0.9656,2,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,3,16,19,1,1,14,0,27,3,1,4,9,62,43,22,0,6,11,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,16,16,0,0,10,0,0,3,6,5,1,0,12,3,28,14,39,26,11,37,0,1,0,1,11,16,0,8,16,172,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403051016731547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317677455554527,0.0,0.0,0.14122699467868874,0.0,0.16620983799990385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059811853057254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063108836771796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411469442416846,0.08698123480114789,0.0,0.0,0.10551147331075686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340388479254367,0.09134986706557648,0.0,0.19299765181130685,0.09076193922169642,0.0,0.09520295662501407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604690716352346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057394083735295115,0.08470435048527815,0.0,0.0,0.1112502026020014,0.0,0.0,0.1075041209597614,0.09046584707659727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769045325584908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081148299241115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133115407329726,0.04933787301457987,0.0,0.0,0.08937163197110952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114605124787267,0.09555774702108144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000606677658413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742381569142324,0.0,0.15577709191427988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690117575671707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800508015460311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138493438902696,0.0,0.10274159602911287,0.0,0.096632342074894,0.0,0.10152132139099032,0.0,0.21482737103833294,0.0,0.0,0.06469580993280315,0.0,0.1994278926832845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114088243673846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088351303428454,0.0,0.0777458701854314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557509226247737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518045267471777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941280318069632,0.0,0.16034715433274171,0.05888719817179526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856455276953083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444325403702884,0.11122454951364404,0.08332607711793205,0.059565625419909465,0.16031991873091342,0.0,0.0,0.09080077692357083,0.0,0.0911264006400108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951770492122068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509982136651152
socialanxiety,lingologist,2019/10/28,"Career aspirations and social anxiety I've been committed to the idea that the only feasible path to some happiness is through a career i'm passionate about- in my case, the academic route. Having a meaningful personal life in adulthood has never seemed attainable with social anxiety and my career goals reflect this, in that the long hours associated with university life may combat lonliness/fill a void. While i do believe that this is a good professional fit for me, my lacking of building relationships heightens the decision.(i think its the 'only' one) My question is, Do you think this is an ok way to approach this major life choice?",7.606071428571429,9.59512175,7.886071428571429,63.458928571428565,63.64285714285714,11.671428571428573,37.214285714285715,11.45678717892309,5.194817857142857,524,26,76,17,8,171,76,112,0.049,0.7909999999999999,0.16,0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,11,1,10,4,0,0,2,16,14,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,4,12,12,3,10,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,4,4,55,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295766436718418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779652541862365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214100795736874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057843125190616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903734671281785,0.0,0.0,0.2182258175564331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096261344528085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710751148857371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490941997367591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099327392461513,0.2940451081141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879265902672494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655378034055972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075448377039112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598406480855028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941146591216112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477331610449123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344213768094267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gayalien420,2019/10/28,"Ruminating on my awkardness I met this girl just over a month ago and we have been hanging out every week since then. I have made huge steps in managing my social anxiety in the past year so making new friends is really great.

Last time we hung out though for some reason it was a little bit more awkward than the other times. There were more silences and I kept feeling uncomfortable maintaining eye contact at some points. And our goodbye was awkward because we didn’t hug!

I feel like a rude dick especially because I really like this girl, more than I should. 

I’m still proud of myself for actually making friends but now I feel myself slipping back into anxious thinking.",5.942619047619049,7.518507706349213,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,67.17460317460318,8.457142857142857,31.46031746031746,8.841846274778883,2.673022222222222,545,22,94,9,9,171,92,126,0.09,0.77,0.14,0.7523,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,4,0,0,1,7,10,1,2,5,0,9,3,2,4,0,23,19,7,0,1,2,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,8,4,15,7,13,10,6,26,0,0,1,2,11,11,1,2,15,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.1738074038267104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578817123612007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625188808073296,0.20121098262989776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695381237388773,0.0,0.21714557779478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444745762174345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006340254295322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701697843942259,0.1272401625371637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752111042789841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636434652716314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451815313233694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402883225221402,0.17851068642805856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852979375313765,0.23777651952579454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421638513291202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201750768660118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002393434186405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836932756293338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228200681672876,0.18312435934682567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733251382401005,0.0,0.0,0.18155835064117687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422370237187797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412420999179465,0.17498989178966698,0.0,0.20771204160774884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428672380078377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146955067526458
socialanxiety,Whambamthankyawham,2019/10/28,"I need help with class participation For some background, I’m a 24-year-old who has just gone back to college after 3 years away. Part of what drove me out of college before was severe social anxiety, and a phobia of oral presentations especially.

In this class I’m taking participation is 25% of the grade, in another class it’s 20%. I have been trying so hard to chip away at my anxiety. In one of the classes I raise my hand and say something at least once a class, and got a review from my professor still saying I need to participate more, which broke my heart because it was already an uphill win getting my hand up once a class.

In the other class, it’s much, much worse. I think because it’s a smaller class, and the material is more abstract, so it’s easier to look stupid. I’ve spoken up a few times to varying success. One time I forced myself to say an idea and the whole time I spoke my voice was shaking so hard and it was so embarrassing. I keep telling myself that as long as I force myself to speak up, I’ll get better, but it’s been eight weeks now and that hasn’t happened at all. In fact I think it’s getting worse. 

I don’t know what else to do. I read the material thoroughly so that I’m not caught off guard. I have a plan that when my anxiety begins to flare up, to breath, meditate a little and bring myself back into my body. But anytime I think the teacher might call on me, or anytime my brain presents an idea that would be good to share with the class, my heart starts beating into my head, I get hot and sweaty, I feel like I can’t move, I feel so scared like I want to cry and run away. Every. Single. Time. It doesn’t go away. The breathing doesn’t help, the forcing myself to participate hasn’t chipped away at it whatsoever. It’s honestly maddening. I just want to participate like everyone else. 

I’ve also been working out regularly and eating super healthy, sleeping, no coffee, etc.

I really need help with this. I’m waiting to get insurance (which is also taking a maddeningly long time to get, by the time I’m in a therapist’s office the semester will be over). If anyone can help me with this please, please do. This class is making me feel so pathetic.",4.361883067577828,5.241303111617314,5.438184510250569,82.13706416097192,70.2756264236902,8.495702353834472,27.61738800303721,8.745826893841286,1.9120122399392556,1722,57,352,29,30,570,209,439,0.115,0.742,0.142,0.9365,0,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,7,16,15,1,3,26,0,28,11,10,1,2,49,67,27,0,7,7,0,8,3,0,3,0,6,0,0,26,19,1,3,9,1,0,8,8,5,0,3,12,15,41,10,57,50,12,55,0,1,1,0,14,27,0,4,23,226,67,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665947652259616,0.12560034515758234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234523739814334,0.1802250162647704,0.0,0.0,0.0549097920247525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689061901304772,0.12076898363410166,0.0,0.09574195225512178,0.0,0.06682299056616693,0.0,0.0,0.06945313784766245,0.0,0.08722879325302542,0.0,0.0876651163367647,0.0801876036690674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626118778815395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035548788297266,0.13120297498713746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758137369456394,0.0,0.0,0.06616465906152075,0.07503849350002219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191209273563679,0.05610163324661503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461711617912751,0.0,0.04463023812871445,0.06586698639761142,0.06280737477539491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944355420774692,0.0,0.14069437247802916,0.0,0.08059412784034482,0.0,0.0,0.186116144798962,0.21054720983315128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730094487110246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980080542703257,0.0,0.0,0.043157869295253316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509693393977058,0.0787073897179547,0.0,0.13899262632080553,0.06594516964348039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052419184426916086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330760156974452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834646430093071,0.11545673023024608,0.17468633212412446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240370984991872,0.1672631347649241,0.10642751393330156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850400122480914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724040567651929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855095107796821,0.0,0.05030813657637369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873499077587868,0.07862192914264779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871620821292593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858641303596706,0.0800511394942351,0.0,0.06045599954000351,0.0,0.0,0.055583725726934784,0.0,0.06271391972193041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180891222547305,0.0,0.06863841898448733,0.0,0.0,0.0911790341739814,0.0,0.1509559822744485,0.0,0.0,0.2747477969256764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053316511356921566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263770318338707,0.0,0.0629917883618827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767560539838369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057170556757482525,0.0,0.16005694620512773,0.05578524562917578,0.0,0.0,0.1011411039810988
socialanxiety,dreamcatch2,2019/10/28,"Anyone go through pregnancy with social anxiety? My husband and I are going to try to get pregnant within the year but I’m petrified because of my social anxiety and going through the whole process. I’m scared of the attention that will be paid to me, by people constantly asking me stuff about the pregnancy, the doctor visits, and just basically a lot of attention directed at me. Has anyone gone through it while dealing with anxiety, and if so what helped you?",7.794,8.330112164705888,8.11529411764706,67.15882352941179,62.647058823529406,11.976470588235294,39.352941176470594,11.602472056035307,5.100929411764706,374,19,59,11,5,123,58,85,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.9247,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,13,8,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,15,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,3,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574407675460319,0.0,0.0,0.2787401874631509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633851755287584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150441995687465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21539552487921507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549151745024472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401380576879413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041371572894045,0.0,0.3398366798652705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360087193619385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945584914777942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818429879455246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955540223187535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063659468825409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281752116446576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532608504335816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253512336810635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835638801551533
socialanxiety,jennyyanghi,2019/10/28,"How do I speak without hesitating Sometimes, I wanna just talk to people like everyone else did, but I just don’t have the courage to do it! I need help!",1.968924731182799,4.096624387096775,3.6658064516129047,87.18537634408602,79.32258064516128,6.713978494623658,26.46236559139785,7.793537801064563,1.5559591397849468,120,5,25,2,3,40,24,31,0.0,0.653,0.34700000000000003,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444216126771806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39396787986975895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763542883174865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142770698413925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057133332469578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28583513712588265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077727181662602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33138907088918396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974400266872853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iliketoeatfoodnomnom,2019/10/05,"Does anyone have a “social battery?” whenever i go out to a public place ( a mall? stores, etc) i’m already anxious and unhappy about being around people. but after a few hours (probably 3 or 4) i become dizzy and sad and just want to go to my car and take a break from people. 

one time i was stuck at the mall w my family and i went to the car and bawled my eyes out bc i couldn’t stand being there anymore. :(

stuff like this makes it so hard for me to be social. i really want to get a part time job next semester and this whole “getting tired of being around people” thing makes it so hard.",1.0798780487804898,3.015496764227642,2.9896138211382137,91.88490853658541,81.35772357723576,6.051219512195122,17.567073170731707,7.1686216300943375,0.07319024390243901,454,9,100,6,12,152,81,123,0.191,0.76,0.049,-0.9517,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,8,0,7,2,1,2,0,19,19,11,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,1,0,1,3,3,10,1,16,11,4,18,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,1,6,65,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784002085734953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182345006388194,0.15083683727771274,0.10634798418502016,0.0,0.0,0.2707926341117449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797638379594124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330988886204597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962552945698958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338112268917344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892615782861405,0.0,0.17287757551682706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724935270647153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978240794868994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093028494930413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430567153276463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030484688017886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175418578403195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030631436695993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470348082136468,0.0,0.31632944836339194,0.0,0.15890634110737462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639835544105842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974356069422053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31008230055171593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411177067969505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435610701555557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104480229099104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773750077772986,0.1748102100405909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941850860848982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099309001965868,0.0,0.16980803518826304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LightBlueBrown,2019/10/05,"Stress headaches after social gatherings I've always been prone to headaches, especially after a day or evening out with other people in a social/public setting or after doing something that was anxiety-inducing in some way. I used to think it's because I don't keep hydrated well enough when I'm not at home but while that might be partly true, I'm starting to think that it might be a symptom of my social anxiety as well.

When I get home I can almost always be sure that this headache will last until I go to sleep or take painkillers.

Does anyone else feel like this? How do you deal with your headaches?",4.644114877589452,6.309040228813561,4.723333333333333,84.55095103578157,70.4406779661017,7.278342749529191,27.517890772128066,7.793537801064563,1.6478557438794723,489,17,91,6,9,152,80,118,0.067,0.85,0.083,0.5923,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,12,2,1,2,2,20,23,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,1,8,5,16,15,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,7,11,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484606357850368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467278318271655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134182358973093,0.0,0.0,0.10366660312771936,0.15190954459937786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903777140753931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561521700336152,0.1528492018284483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297430296314093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385192363355135,0.0,0.0,0.15319186351898034,0.0,0.09792410871553794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496453999128729,0.10591673241035046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745955438877458,0.0,0.08425938276181083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974330593928053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178000002144355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120851412773156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243218214201756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145601449577445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055076653222894,0.0,0.1027845822447889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836673371041326,0.4533961649752566,0.0,0.11413753139290599,0.0,0.0,0.10493895210341812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983094231095386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973297718889405,0.15409855679805093,0.11147281494859257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999761034906024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804874610344924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768161905844025,0.0,0.0,0.26660648345425203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spiritualasfuck,2019/10/05,"Good times and bad times Hey guys. I have always had social anxiety in my life, at least since I was a teenager.
For half a year I studied abroad a few months back, and it was like something just changed inside me. I was life of the party, and I really connected to people. I was one of the most confident people in the group.


I still don't really understand what happened there. My filter just completely disappeared. The reason I'm posting this is because I'm worried about losing that confidence and sociability. I recently arrived some other place where I will be surrounded by all new people.


A few things crossed my mind about being the reason for my great success:

- I was on Paxil. This is an odd one, because I did not feel a profound difference. It's not like it made me consciously feel different. I got off it a while back, as I always thought it was nothing but placebo effect.

- I vibed really well with the people and did not really feel judged. Though I don't understand why I never felt lesser than them, like I used to have with most people I met.

- I got a new slate. At home, people already see me a certain way and expect me to behave accordingly. That makes it difficult to suddenly be the outgoing and confident guy. A good start may be essential.





I hope someone can relate.",3.5971297653958962,5.781485157258067,4.9362023460410605,79.75043988269796,74.44354838709677,8.380058651026394,26.998533724340177,9.095868883498916,2.49588870967742,1021,39,184,24,22,339,143,248,0.055,0.774,0.172,0.9815,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,3,11,13,0,0,17,0,22,2,0,6,3,39,41,11,0,2,6,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,13,9,0,0,11,0,0,2,6,3,1,3,15,5,29,10,21,20,7,27,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,5,17,134,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127720071259046,0.0,0.17006475657789588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817701204006026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715950787473273,0.08532650084493988,0.12459124558809595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810615521055003,0.0,0.10714693204987727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353890377483914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501485362854628,0.0,0.09812086264011273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142850516657535,0.163465416592572,0.11266763418057453,0.0,0.20237335909047055,0.09036852406928857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025074481246403,0.10150024882749574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443632239021456,0.14977833671821414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432731045125093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669705059456704,0.06821431281303561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103185331804087,0.0,0.08156910904920933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881718546057015,0.1973963804677464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980564965889488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384966173497379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42508463264895774,0.0,0.10676945188741956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978722030068874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26186862714327563,0.21014189890715387,0.10090280291198732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143422206447863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453472366039612,0.0,0.0,0.1041724233255294,0.08658740602314048,0.07867280861258444,0.0,0.0,0.07233240454813712,0.0,0.08161109304567342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789218152969677,0.0,0.10040364996060648,0.08112946034499602,0.1191785817163344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127720726418256,0.0,0.08826154177629432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111568018352265,0.0,0.0,0.09188336470791313,0.0,0.0922128707287744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378148312622476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580864411236254
socialanxiety,brownhippy8,2019/10/05,"Meditation's effect on my Social Anxiety For context, I have been practicing meditation for around 6 months starting off rather inconsistently but making it a daily practice within the last 2 months. I also suffer from social anxiety, some days much more than others. 
I wouldn't say it has cured or eliminated my social anxiety. Rather it's given me a space (for lack of a better word) between the anxiety that arises and how I react to it. Before practicing I would become socially anxious as I still do now which would lead me down this downward spiral of negative thoughts and rumination. I would be in my head for the next 30 minutes just wondering what the other person is thinking of me now. This in turn led me to be even more anxious and taciturn for the rest of the day. 
Now when my social anxiety arises, I will admit that initially I still get those racing thoughts but very quickly I become aware of what's happening in my mind. I don't fight it. I just accept that my mind is uncomfortable and that it's all in my head. I take a deep breath and ground myself to the present, and I start paying more attention to what the other person is saying rather than what my monkey mind is telling me. 
I almost see my mind as this different entity in my head. It's weird. Anyways I just hope that anyone else that has to deal with social anxiety can benefit from this. I think instead of suffering from S.A we can choose to accept it and live with it.",7.416190476190477,6.973545857142861,7.872857142857146,71.86547619047622,63.64285714285714,11.038095238095238,32.95238095238096,10.504223727775694,3.3974595238095247,1160,40,208,25,15,384,144,280,0.134,0.7859999999999999,0.081,-0.9095,1,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,1,0,0,3,19,9,1,0,12,0,19,4,4,6,1,50,35,15,0,9,9,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,2,28,11,0,0,11,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,4,3,34,5,37,24,8,32,0,2,1,0,15,14,0,5,16,167,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565207264380746,0.0,0.0,0.06840320755953233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39260940499843705,0.19326294674333114,0.0,0.05980884680225185,0.08764186735771089,0.0,0.07614528518279558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893585772851584,0.07278494159727629,0.0,0.0,0.07564975076929817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103274476674545,0.08818398809442357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936704427478981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145445595084418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649580327426236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468909448206046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563931207648257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633542215744357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495667131862261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697233575164064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755299646969474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057096027052427036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34546840703342624,0.0,0.13654823642893993,0.0,0.06287889314456782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096863839326864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937368860794253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604351814590948,0.0,0.0,0.06816121652842186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231598403648823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108581781559252,0.0,0.1366185184357221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431252024012199,0.0,0.07476234264266422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961618908416222,0.0,0.1358122561551775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303874073180356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057626047084686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927602778869574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822872252816406,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DepressedNobody13,2019/10/05,"Anyone else ever feel like they can’t post more than once in a day, otherwise everyone will be annoyed by them? I’ve posted a few times in the same day, but I feel like I’m annoying everyone and I don’t know why. Just wondering if anyone else ever feels like this.",1.051333333333332,3.3149265272727315,3.2177272727272737,88.31992424242426,83.72727272727272,7.303030303030304,20.075757575757574,8.344100000000001,1.215666666666666,209,6,44,5,6,71,41,55,0.096,0.755,0.14800000000000002,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,2,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,12,10,3,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,4,3,4,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,8,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397856696722193,0.3513738347969833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211624394768573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864752538681647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102011637169371,0.0,0.32768573239152426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600946960903301,0.3674854848752853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423308857119166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130850404173866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260542110140499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284335700856953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998305409578598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472116398141586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859472849029066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ligbitleg,2019/10/05,"Arranging Plans With Friends? How do I arrange plans with my friends? I feel like my friends don't actually like me, so I always feel really uncomfortable making plans with them.",5.098333333333333,7.884718000000002,5.16375,77.03958333333338,72.125,9.266666666666666,32.541666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.6097166666666674,144,7,25,4,3,45,20,32,0.073,0.556,0.371,0.8949,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,5,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.3031760364152562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25850823717717114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141753557421169,0.22194778416523325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7200850763753165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30356227883598064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073793784248643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902770725987312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sk84Life77,2019/10/05,"Social anxiety survey Hey r/socialanxiety!

​

I’m Alex Spaet and I’m a Social anxiety.

I’m reaching out in hopes you could fill out my survey so I can

better serve millennial introvert drop outs who have immigration background  just like you social anxiety  so they can live a fulfilled life .

I used to be in the exact same position, and found a way to get more confidence and own my life. I now am on a mission to help people like you

do the same.

In exchange for 15 minutes of your time to fill out my survey, I will

be selecting 5 lucky people to hop on a FREE 30 minute, call with

me so I can help you solve your problem, absolutely no charge.”

​

click the link below and lets get started  :)

​

[http://bit.ly/2AJeInalexspaetsurvey](http://bit.ly/2AJeInalexspaetsurvey)",7.882269503546097,9.12443481560284,7.173900709219861,71.53333333333335,62.54609929078014,9.670921985815603,31.97872340425532,9.725611199111238,3.0254595744680843,643,23,107,12,9,199,88,141,0.079,0.688,0.233,0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,6,1,1,5,7,0,0,8,0,11,2,0,1,1,20,20,7,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,16,7,18,14,4,17,0,0,1,0,15,10,0,2,5,68,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781182627304371,0.4240473036353011,0.0,0.0,0.2669677411827701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028810967174842,0.25399622846204994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187820862279194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928770285919173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754570627996084,0.0,0.0,0.12155130730428193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594203897563655,0.0,0.0,0.11553819318429212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895145086298567,0.16432931194346945,0.113662239600232,0.0,0.10271819171952178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129192119893146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113084912963562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557398245727384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233630386828314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783075981012608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046851295728557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923343463250732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240473036353011,0.0
socialanxiety,GalGreed,2019/10/05,"Advice for talking to neighbors? I’m having some plumbing issues and my HOA told me it’s not their job to cover it, the plumber I managed to call told me I should ask my neighbors to see if if they have similar issues.
I’ve never spoken or even seen any of my neighbors and I’ve put off talking to them for a week. 
I’ve decided today’s the day but instead of doing anything I’m having a panic attack in my room. 
Any advice on how to get myself to do it? I’ve been thinking of just leaving them a note with my number or something, would that be weird?",3.3537820512820486,3.986863470085472,5.040245726495726,84.97524038461542,72.41880341880342,6.5337606837606845,27.44551282051281,5.985473137389443,1.1044025641025643,434,15,88,2,8,148,74,117,0.099,0.888,0.013000000000000001,-0.8943,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,4,3,1,1,5,0,9,0,0,1,1,17,18,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,2,14,0,16,11,1,9,0,0,2,0,13,4,0,5,4,62,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565262087877662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481098232659705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501198151215192,0.0,0.17054227654542042,0.2075341977649464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862758048211378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176487071329783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048965790797947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530926890659634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808075530683372,0.181028161895102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931611993005562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069701601148982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140358383467263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338700261673585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453687032686676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043928806073858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29325179658165695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168902498811275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291709012986306,0.3486288436045222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632992554133212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958912663863664,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,no_spoon,2019/10/05,"If I see the Joker alone, is the joke on me? I've seen a couple movies by myself, but lately i've been lacking friends to go see movies with so I want to go see this one. Anyone else get anxiety for this type of stuff?",1.0549999999999995,2.313067833333335,2.8566666666666656,95.955,79.0,5.633333333333334,18.25,5.985473137389443,-0.4479750000000005,168,3,41,1,4,56,37,48,0.071,0.74,0.18899999999999997,0.7115,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,10,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,4,2,7,8,1,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558592029622234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898512053951025,0.0,0.0,0.17273629177015254,0.2531219373153432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27334534575377706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063704353339549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086268986290206,0.0,0.12906833814937335,0.0,0.2807973423646474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786721703794552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740087169577672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905773016117772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828019905710824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571074425840955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wtfyuh,2019/10/05,"My anxiety is getting worse :/ I started college around 2 months ago and with me not having friends really at all and going out less my confidence is much lower

I went out today to distract myself from the fact that I have literally nothing to do today while everyone is going to the football game and drinking and having fun n shit. 

I couldn’t even bring myself to go inside anywhere besides Walmart. I really wanted to try a new coffee shop but I couldn’t bring myself to do it, so I just went to one of the few that I had been to before.

I really like exploring and trying new things, but I’m losing the confidence to be able to do that. 

Heartbreaking tbh but I guess that’s the way it is.",2.93058752997602,4.825893755395686,4.717428057553956,81.87216127098324,75.47482014388491,7.511031175059952,24.53297362110312,8.344100000000001,1.71029448441247,548,18,103,10,12,186,86,139,0.14,0.777,0.084,-0.5986,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,1,6,0,15,2,1,0,2,21,27,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,1,3,1,8,3,4,0,1,4,0,16,3,17,20,4,21,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,1,9,79,23,1,0.16772560593086333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486786296737406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830962945193874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931134917191705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427221370725651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430724000717445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078118085947164,0.0,0.0,0.16026900418987453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295843870808303,0.0,0.08762970647978267,0.0,0.2859669812658453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847686644848596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194225891021896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764205048818933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387697845839494,0.0,0.12329761911474843,0.0,0.0,0.3239808707448643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609372424752705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365521135155247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32234795405672273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216792420630886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187170471568211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114294397731044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179685255642394,0.0,0.0,0.2277493532582561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892890799862757,0.13313277900358264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109666341377005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092672164294284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Absolutely__Alice,2019/10/05,"Has anyone tried social anxiety type workshops aimed at reducing it?  I found a workshop that offers help 16 hours, in-person over the course of 2 days.  It's attended by others with social nervousness, but it's pretty expensive and I'm just wondering what people's experience has been or recommendations that have helped. Ideally I think starting with others that have similar anxiety would make me feel more comfortable.",8.194109589041098,10.041552794520552,8.208109589041097,62.21873972602742,62.15068493150685,12.415342465753426,35.14794520547945,11.979248473330829,5.21707890410959,346,15,49,12,5,112,59,73,0.065,0.743,0.192,0.9142,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,13,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,2,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,31,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357063656230832,0.0,0.0,0.16318176723947891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050806735098682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22828628799457154,0.0,0.0,0.11800180334839115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558844901209689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31285372354376423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298281271408865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578014114823804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179337674460187,0.2037747238858812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23742706197464955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757944231992276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518457381493956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495377724967019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844683116527292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25308607145137185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657834537700264,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ilikerussianpeople,2019/10/05,"eye contact? no thank you 





:))))",-1.34,-4.116311999999997,-0.4549999999999983,102.77750000000002,169.0,1.0,22.5,3.1291,-0.4789999999999997,20,1,4,0,2,6,5,5,0.253,0.46,0.287,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,2004rememberkind,2019/10/05,"Does anyone else feel contrived and fake when they go out ? I feel like I'm being fake because I'm not myself when I go out , I I'm hyper aware and everything I do is kind of planned and fake , down to where i move my eyes , like every little move I male isnt natural and completely coordinated",1.4123497267759542,3.4589017377049203,3.656967213114754,86.95189890710384,80.80327868852459,6.689617486338799,21.642076502732237,7.793537801064563,0.9553584699453548,230,7,49,4,6,79,39,61,0.18600000000000005,0.733,0.081,-0.7514,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,11,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,3,9,3,5,10,0,11,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727763007769037,0.253180565164738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062832811624946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590770027424853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162366667275236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064182346473239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819028106428386,0.0,0.22207527881961256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498798169971796,0.17652648648756908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808623803636182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573139972500263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414386911526078,0.2476565861539632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252510247466353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,troidatoii,2019/10/05,"I don’t even remember the last time I socialised and I am not even sure I want to at this point I am very easily irritated and take unreasonable dislikes to people.

I want to socialise but it feels impossible to find ‘my people’. I don’t even know who that demographic is or where to find them.",3.070508474576272,4.912227915254243,5.0120000000000005,80.14613559322035,74.9322033898305,8.787796610169492,25.359322033898305,9.3871,2.1640616949152545,233,8,48,6,5,80,40,59,0.14400000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.034,-0.4302,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,10,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,6,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.488468069875948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464681285332325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506256285124175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547974255858708,0.2009449191944094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418088229117995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303901407812685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792566253878005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323401205306679,0.0,0.18535071521475704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374651870701255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034030124556294,0.2908051853218909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,40000arrowheads,2019/10/05,"""Special"" treatment So, this has been killing me for a long time but I've never really been able to get it off of my chest. It's kind of hard for me to explain, so sorry if this post ends up being rambly. Anyway, does anyone else here suffering from social anxiety always get the ""special kid"" treatment from everyone? This has been happening to me since I was in elementary school. I'm 19 with a job now and I still get it from my coworkers. It's hard to explain, but everyone just treats you super overly nice and is really 'careful' around you. Basically it's like being patronized, but by everyone around you. It's hard to be angry with them about it since obviously they're not doing it with ill intentions, but it's extremely demoralizing and crushing inside to know that you're just ""that retarded guy"" to everyone and that any time someone reaches out and talks with you, they're probably just checking off their good deed for the day. Talk with the awkward quiet guy. Just because I'm silent doesn't mean I have a learning disability or something. If it weren't for the frustrating barrier of anxiety crippling my social interactions with everyone, I'm a pretty normal guy.",6.535944907110827,7.311290067264579,7.2373894939141605,71.54463004484306,65.3677130044843,10.855733504163997,33.86579115951313,10.7630783206399,3.8791540038436896,947,40,164,25,14,314,125,223,0.16,0.726,0.115,-0.8056,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,2,1,13,13,2,1,8,0,14,2,1,1,2,36,26,14,1,3,12,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,16,14,0,1,5,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,5,4,15,9,33,18,0,17,0,1,0,0,17,8,0,3,9,110,31,3,0.10958462661325437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118318798363384,0.0,0.0,0.07452130391398012,0.0,0.16766387882565284,0.0,0.0,0.0766241188974679,0.11228240007731607,0.0,0.1951071019516281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680177125570905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172883026472477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067301845558162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589824522702596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154389394321548,0.0,0.09705945273892554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235640343748406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717603334002747,0.0,0.0,0.09191438559580352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255180276527249,0.09690532340531373,0.0,0.2944989024936049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087458327283761,0.0,0.12123915303436444,0.11411552528102505,0.060224844901072536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353751322993798,0.0,0.0,0.09697894612563626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936978421595955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451841972208134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736966706169204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495178030683544,0.11148696165009199,0.11815076201656748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404054357663718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090549257660884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129907110153834,0.0,0.0,0.22341545302954394,0.09285069851385584,0.08436359938734213,0.0,0.1226710176680145,0.0,0.0,0.08751442436957788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615994375970884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779935406882334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iyomo-sen,2019/10/05,"My problem with social anxiety and going to medical appointments or potential visits to the hospital (A short rant) I still have no clue how this whole schema works when going to the doctor. I pretty much adhere to the “standard” social way of going to an appointment: arrive, check in with reception, greet and state reason for the visit. Right? It still gives me a bit of anxiety but at least there is some structure. 

Now, what worries me is when a visit to the hospital or doctor is unplanned let’s say in the case of an emergency. What then? What is the schema there? You just don’t walk to the reception area and say “Hi, I have a broken arm that’s bleeding heavily.” This is just a wild example. Some people are afraid of hospitals simply because it’s the hospital. My fear stems from not knowing what do to at the hospital. 

I think my SA pretty much stems from that which is not knowing the the procedures or schemas of social life. Simply the way of doing things like having a conversation to someone. In this case, it’s not knowing which individual (nurse, doctor, receptionist) to approach and how to appropriately relay the problem at hand (extreme headache, broken hand, etc).",4.8912785388127835,7.031930022831055,5.6426712328767135,76.27761415525116,70.68949771689499,8.702283105022829,29.06164383561644,9.2995712137729,2.8319150684931516,941,37,159,21,18,306,116,219,0.125,0.7909999999999999,0.083,-0.8418,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,1,11,5,0,2,22,0,14,9,3,3,0,27,22,13,0,2,9,0,2,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,15,6,0,0,5,0,1,8,5,4,0,0,0,4,10,1,28,21,8,26,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,5,7,120,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961430463655214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953167498626522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243653643357634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40061652980707263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455055633076267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681202122912734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515615372210304,0.22244277517681324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151043019100031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334116869944304,0.09215293537808464,0.06373974853866482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314321117139879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918170024187618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044962104122617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654643621714914,0.0,0.2496792345602673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414214719494869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114183891612215,0.0,0.20750571888450303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989850462775644,0.1105445475118383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083827606585065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667669851186181,0.08359819867673943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711779169377356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456621175675947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498177197607106,0.13249590926918378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Milkymoofficial,2019/10/05,"Advice regarding not going silent I hang out with a really close friend of mine once a week or so (or sometimes around a little over a week depending on my work schedule) and sometimes I can be clamped up and nervous and not know what to say and he's usually more of a listener than a talker so I don't want to leave him hanging, but I also don't want to blurt out random things like an idiot. I can handle this fine with other friends and even my girlfriend, but I'm having problems with him once in a while and even though it doesn't hurt our friendship, I don't want to be awkward. What can I do?",5.321211428571432,4.791664504,5.911885714285718,84.48280000000003,67.96,8.742857142857144,29.857142857142854,7.957251820313856,1.7989542857142855,473,15,101,5,7,154,78,125,0.152,0.715,0.133,-0.1111,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,7,9,1,2,8,0,11,0,0,1,0,26,18,15,0,4,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,6,13,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,5,0,0,0,2,13,4,17,16,1,17,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,4,6,75,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865650351741386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620674728751798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275485997009426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415111199262563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825034920736996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039048410142491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572016706628648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047698008476226,0.0,0.0,0.1935874762172707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893200747868821,0.18324076138032008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894097399877568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494082119045729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712370697229366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539142963692794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36164130772266107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146218601197048,0.0,0.17962667472191365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135819551362052,0.0,0.3235084404020507,0.0,0.2933057061478502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310028939237106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wreope28,2019/10/05,"My biggest fear came true & it hurts I was working (as usual) & I usually have constant thoughts of self pity throughout the day of what I fear others think of me. Well, it came true.

The store is closing & this women walks up to me asking about a dress that her daughter couldn’t fit. She asks me where it’s supposed to be & since I didn’t know I took it to my manager, she told us where it should be & I helped her look. I couldn’t find it but she was having none of it. She basically wanted me to pull a medium sized dress out of nowhere. 

I told her she can order it online & it’s free shipping to the store but, she interrupted me by asking if we could take the tag so her daughter could try it on. I couldn’t understand her bc she had a strong Spanish accent so I repeated “this is the last one” & she called me stupid in front of the whole store. I just want to scrub my skin off

I’ve always stayed quiet because I feared something like this would happen. I’m really sorry but I really needed to post it somewhere & this thread SAD.",2.4394977168949765,3.971185666666672,3.4874200913242035,91.7296689497717,75.89497716894977,6.327853881278537,21.755707762557076,6.937597516519254,0.3922803652968033,827,21,182,8,18,266,124,219,0.11800000000000001,0.79,0.092,-0.7899,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,0,2,7,13,1,3,9,0,18,1,1,0,2,27,37,7,0,11,5,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,18,5,0,0,5,0,4,6,5,7,1,1,10,3,37,7,21,18,2,25,0,3,1,0,26,10,0,1,7,116,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079761127392133,0.7375172795834991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862922176672746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051867081403426746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688139042677076,0.1946293530824996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194675573785148,0.0,0.13586704256548165,0.0,0.0,0.0548728444224937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872331454382594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776623121946791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752404644818344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057030742607905374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108534909203768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676054054069295,0.06935570486763437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0415682773770301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145004674537975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308951645498614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765585930432692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148799695403247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901537533341436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876230570184508,0.0,0.0,0.07038326606037038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655026595052358,0.0,0.09524579273314324,0.0,0.0906893854818288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397339904375789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054519090371164605,0.0,0.0675480577157347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260490032144514,0.09453266616980954,0.05776719127947889,0.0,0.0,0.08857657983912008,0.10234688755330552,0.0,0.1874184127861412,0.0,0.10037078164514207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650171461776313,0.0,0.0,0.09499446491701173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194295920179434,0.0,0.0,0.06044200704093813,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trashpandaapproves,2019/10/05,"Maaaakes sense I didn't get the job I had an interview two weeks ago and I keep cringing at my answers cause I was not prepared for them/was going through a crazy dark week. One of the questions was ""what motivates you?"" And I automatically laughed....makes sense I didn't get the job 🤷 it honestly felt like a movie scene or something, aside from that I still feel like I can't even bs an answer for it. That kind of freaks me out. What would your answer to that be?",1.944093567251464,3.987197000000002,2.6866666666666674,94.60111111111117,79.0,5.906432748538013,23.18713450292397,6.937597516519254,0.4859941520467839,365,12,83,4,9,114,67,95,0.066,0.838,0.096,0.5575,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,2,0,15,14,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,6,2,12,4,9,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,51,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026955764819432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23489945305716925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102947455821866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561866872101755,0.16335658963542302,0.21955193157280506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23893351601155025,0.0,0.12995421119515274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453824645964851,0.20324580352665125,0.0,0.2381168848516277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22342596840563966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549476790015698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561544164633649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603562207258108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261022818016398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337011030446025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36683865072517663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624353329946304,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BiddyBimBap,2019/10/05,"The life of the Fallback Friend Hey guys, I know this probably won't pick up much traction, but I feel like I really need put my feelings into words and just get it all out of my system. 

​

As the title says, I feel like I'm always the last friend to be invited to any event, the +10th friend, the 3rd, 4th, 5th wheeler, the Fallback Friend. I've been struggling with social anxiety for the past few years which started in the later years of high school. Going to college just magnified everything umpteen times. I'd say that I'm more of an introverted person as I don't usually feel comfortable talking to strangers, but at times I do crave social interaction. For the last few months, I've been actively trying to combat my SA, starting off by making eye contact with strangers, progressing onto saying hi and even trying to have conversations with them. Everything seemed to be going well and I felt like I was taking great steps in the right direction. But then, I started to realise that I was everyone's last pick for anything. 

​

To give an example, my mate and I were playing a video game together. He's quite a social and outgoing person, and when he played alone, he'd met some strangers and joined the voice chat to talk to them. Turns out they had a great time. So he sees his new online friend, and asks me if I want to go play with them as well. He immediately joins them and they have no more room on the team. Instead of backing out and continuing playing with me, he just says, ""Oh sorry dude, there's no more room. I feel so bad, see you in a bit"". Obviously I was hurt, but I didn't want to seem needy, so I just told him I had some work to do anyways and that was that. 

​

Example No. 2: In my campaign to conquer SA, I'd decided to join a martial arts club, and at first I had a great time introducing myself to everyone. I seemed to click with another person there who was also a beginner, so I looked forward to every training session. However, as time progressed I felt like he was always talking to other people at the club and when he finally ran out of things to say, he'd come back to me. When I tried talking to him however, he didn't seem to pay much attention, just nodding his head and looking around. It just made me feel like I wasn't at all someone he actually wanted to talk to and just stood around me so that he appeared popular(?).

​

There are plenty more situations that are similar to the examples above but if I told them all, I might as well publish it as a book of a compilation of little pockets of sadness. I'm just not really sure what it is about me that prevents me from keeping people engaged. Thanks for listening to my rant Reddit.",6.410790960451976,6.2352460772128095,6.8018888888888895,77.82204237288137,65.62900188323917,10.093182674199623,33.519209039548024,9.725611199111238,3.0320106214689257,2141,84,416,40,30,697,253,531,0.083,0.755,0.162,0.9919,2,1,0,0,0,0,79.0,0,1,7,7,31,29,0,1,26,0,29,3,2,4,5,80,76,38,0,6,16,0,8,5,6,2,1,7,2,4,17,29,0,2,15,12,1,9,9,4,3,1,23,21,53,25,75,47,14,63,0,2,6,0,62,25,0,10,35,267,70,8,0.0,0.0,0.05775241209196316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129397896911254,0.0,0.047327264471872035,0.09848716553688457,0.2564916566168409,0.2876470303442123,0.040245313620302266,0.0620567534818713,0.04527353274657945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870116757699512,0.1053678088705384,0.05532652689638292,0.0,0.0,0.09101353378096616,0.049413913749669656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461065211008976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097944994185053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039088690698968,0.0,0.04986279797507067,0.1131005371996626,0.10637667336277508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954306179831836,0.126837398287495,0.11364665831903142,0.06483022172444464,0.0,0.05033958380620332,0.0,0.0,0.2286166290483645,0.0,0.03091978679099552,0.056772095910565236,0.10090229038989787,0.0,0.0,0.1957427775420748,0.0,0.05859879177220751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073708791794032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252829305053298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633548059927048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260305892711035,0.0,0.0,0.03252449492262615,0.14472197571322834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04180150260402898,0.14456496982909936,0.05931521039052606,0.0,0.0,0.0993947741288051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599877729206961,0.03950397750356385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278200727970888,0.0,0.0,0.047237949280490826,0.0,0.08701013042295082,0.04388218429223332,0.0,0.057157668616084165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649524764433082,0.08205772402096291,0.1550244860900969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380745132054003,0.0,0.0,0.05949355279082168,0.0,0.0629465976440529,0.0,0.0,0.07582611279769598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054050709888866,0.0,0.2353167268278976,0.0,0.05989463544695701,0.09431966822776904,0.2155057324119945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652226114150843,0.0,0.1809836483505717,0.0501441236974014,0.0,0.0,0.06624862044643748,0.1256664868799606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186914471614618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577767515504545,0.0,0.04449697262526567,0.2378384371846146,0.0,0.05448619006190216,0.0,0.0,0.03931742622941865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254546065474058,0.0,0.0,0.1131005371996626,0.0,0.12054065443247387,0.06437226039307835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517984121424752,0.0,0.10471999276259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963328908648836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043084691467541014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876470303442123,0.07622163412186457
socialanxiety,That_Guy_Bardly,2019/10/05,"Friends Who don’t respond Fuck you. 

You know I’m anxious as hell. You know I struggle to communicate and open up. And when I do. When I feel I may be able to open up and confide in you. You do the same shit? Ignore me? Leave me in read? What sort of drugs are you on to find this ok? If you don’t wanna talk to me loose my number. You say you want what’s best for me. Yet you don’t communicate, I when my anxiety worsen and it shows you question why? Why do I even call you a friend?

That’s my rant.",-1.836925675675676,0.06358248648649223,0.7228322072072082,102.23668074324327,98.009009009009,3.856081081081081,15.045608108108109,5.602791699666715,-1.056941891891892,380,9,99,3,16,128,66,111,0.239,0.638,0.12300000000000001,-0.9295,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,12,0,1,5,9,3,1,2,1,9,3,1,0,0,18,15,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,25,4,13,13,2,11,1,0,0,1,20,7,3,4,4,67,31,1,0.20972859374884706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044180016546294,0.23693361406540034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009721991343836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141563432800989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24321858432696966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852375817363718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604507863856932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916881351326104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240715825521765,0.19389070539927333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230522700495594,0.0,0.0,0.2220722983617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23494402364223405,0.0,0.20978534928486486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667845956384522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528338760231525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925386314603434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685718992773896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370335847356345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784948693247163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ZOMBIEISWEIRD,2019/10/05,"Nightmares of social anxiety? This morning I found myself, as usual, bursting out of sleep into an upright position while gasping after having a nightmare of me embarrassing myself in a conversation or similar. 

Seriously. I have had dreams of being killed by far worse than embarrassment and not being woken by them. 

How can I stop this phobia I have?",6.598524590163933,9.149053114754096,7.738491803278691,61.31101639344263,67.03278688524591,9.47016393442623,33.511475409836066,9.888512548439397,4.165987540983608,284,13,37,7,5,96,49,61,0.312,0.65,0.038,-0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,2,3,0,7,1,1,1,0,8,9,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,8,0,12,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704251310764237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875924954773471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39109334795964745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537534603107965,0.3603468653665019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955402971830869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893282903847413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602448335498469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,srslyshelbs,2019/10/05,"Help me not miss my interview!!!! I had an interview last week for a job I really really really want. Interviews are extremely tough, I’m sure most of you agree. 

Anyway, after the interview, the person I interviewed with invited me to a second interview. Here’s the correspondence:

Them: “Are you able to meet us on Oct 10th for a 2nd interview at 9:30am?”

I responded saying yes. They then responded saying they’d get back to meet with where we would be meeting. 

Today, she emailed me confirming the location and signed off “see you on Monday!”

My concern is... my interview is not scheduled until Thursday. 

I responded almost immediately asking for clarification on the interview time, but this was at ~4:40pm on a Friday, meaning she potentially won’t be checking her email again until Monday morning.

My dilemma is: should I show up at the meeting spot ready for an interview Monday morning just in case? Or assume our originally scheduled Thursday interview is accurate. This is a job I really really want and I don’t want to accidentally miss my second interview. 

PS: Apologies if formatting is weird, I’m on mobile.",5.179255555555557,7.8192747700000025,6.679333333333332,66.96522222222225,71.3,10.844444444444445,32.111111111111114,10.746095033038511,4.5625277777777775,894,42,137,32,18,304,117,200,0.044000000000000004,0.845,0.111,0.8861,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,3,3,0,6,5,0,0,13,1,17,0,0,1,1,24,28,8,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,4,0,2,2,3,28,1,25,20,1,30,0,2,1,0,39,12,0,5,18,101,30,14,0.17672130801054114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769608626325038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521056736683795,0.0,0.0,0.13588777750476622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232958953250316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845256763416916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507372593106001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405145270737113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250131205017898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543062296961918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5660609755963283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810717544078179,0.0,0.0,0.1408240022995225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665577413891616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304761585605968,0.0,0.16751113651381866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125739744159346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31270441846747715,0.0,0.1417551736210819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255377468286592,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ludrew,2019/10/05,"I feel like people generally dislike me? Hi guys, been struggling my whole life with social anxiety/awkwardness and I’ve been going through a rough patch lately. It seems that when I first meet new people, they are nice and open and enjoy talking to me. After getting to know each other for a bit, it seems like that reverses and suddenly I am hated simply for existing. No matter who I meet I can’t help but feel this way. It’s pretty depressing and it makes me feel like I can’t make friends. I’ve worked on my social skills a lot over the years and I feel like I’m competent enough, but nothing has really changed. I can’t tell if it’s my personality that is repulsive, I’m imagining all of this, or if people are just complete assholes. Has anyone else been in this situation?",3.979588744588746,5.604001915584419,5.199415584415586,80.64293290043291,72.05194805194805,8.509956709956711,27.119047619047624,9.075114841892004,2.2302138528138533,621,22,119,13,12,206,98,154,0.09300000000000001,0.727,0.18,0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,2,10,1,1,4,0,12,1,0,2,1,29,26,12,0,2,6,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,13,9,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,3,5,15,7,11,23,6,13,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,6,11,75,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761983167645863,0.14304880961102434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241994985068952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769079520009604,0.0,0.1463803385374001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024745721760928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662776220242566,0.0,0.0,0.1442563321236788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823677271121408,0.2992161393640059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875374398284234,0.0,0.0,0.10786374691037612,0.0,0.07294141442880728,0.0,0.07934461547116027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823765294942875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783776973190606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357886100986776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672700589027992,0.0,0.15748821562960305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861195828411386,0.2728291355298275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869297800902465,0.0,0.0,0.18638394980866274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483796710798704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396130800833495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903677746238935,0.12190365738877675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203541374439774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943890776945675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541947175428894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692953678701232,0.0,0.2846333404218048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595258872905612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122146936591102,0.1220268855650268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081736545128752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587161279473813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016390687657139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990543564393119
socialanxiety,Depressed-dumbass,2019/10/05,"Somebody asked me my blood type and I’ve been thinking about my response for weeks now Two weeks ago, my friend asked me what my blood type was. I said AB negative. They responded with something I could’ve quite hear properly, but I made out the words “AB” and “positive or negative” So I said, in a confused voice, “AB?” and they looked at me, said “okay” and changed the topic. 


Here I am, two weeks later, and I realised they were probably asking if I was positive or negative, because they probably misheard me and was asking me to repeat it, but my dumb ass replied with fucking “AB?” Now it’s been haunting me and I feel so dam embarrassed and I can’t face my friend now, and I feel nauseous around him.",3.0576086956521737,5.017970195652175,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,75.30434782608695,7.498550724637681,28.16666666666667,8.344100000000001,1.957727536231884,549,23,112,10,12,174,77,138,0.198,0.687,0.11599999999999999,-0.934,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,1,8,7,2,2,3,1,8,5,4,1,0,24,22,16,0,1,5,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,3,13,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,10,8,27,3,9,12,0,13,0,0,1,2,16,4,3,4,9,75,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616978707732454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267067175328969,0.532249284913911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676499293493489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505696447417577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136414722913797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393587731791488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199325425908417,0.13158474275148266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604198521793278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952403399845173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467910802343347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069185094623833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513888701461268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061743795407403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957504520035986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120136246109753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780776941036287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34251330436299643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,newaccount501,2018/12/12,"Scared of posting my face on social media. Anyone else? For the last few years, I’ve had this fear of posting selfies online/on social media. Does anyone else deal with this?

I think I’ve narrowed down a few reasons why I feel this way:

1. I’m afraid that someone might save and share my photo, or that they might post it somewhere else online. Like what if it’s used for cat fishing or for some other reason?

2. I’m afraid that someone I know will see it. For example, I’m into makeup but I’m scarred of posting my picture on r/makeupaddiction  because I’m afraid someone I know could see it. Like someone I went to school with or an employer. Even though I’m not doing anything bad. This also goes with number one, because once again I’m afraid it could be shared. 

3. I might get nasty comments calling me ugly or something. You never know. 

Also when I was a stupid kid I would post my picture online asking if I was pretty, so someone might recognize me from that too. (I know how cringey that sounds, I hate myself for it too, lol. I was very insecure and still am honestly.)

I guess I’m just sort of afraid of the permanence of the internet too, like how they say if you upload something it’s there forever or if someone saves it.

But I hate being this way though! I want to be like everyone else in a way because other people post photos all the time. Any advice? ",2.0887091105704267,4.3095009744525585,3.397704785077046,88.77769532306033,79.4014598540146,5.5191132738577995,23.28683427953501,6.605766666666668,0.7139236550419037,1073,36,211,10,27,349,143,274,0.11199999999999999,0.77,0.11800000000000001,-0.7777,2,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,2,0,16,21,3,8,8,1,17,1,1,5,2,45,41,21,0,8,13,0,1,4,0,6,0,2,0,1,21,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,12,0,1,5,5,26,9,22,25,4,23,0,0,2,0,14,6,0,16,11,130,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684637981480806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577722067026945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347809289900348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997423645278837,0.16115253778138253,0.06471425688328179,0.0,0.07351805412820529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566135612557643,0.14381516994741972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030052711280733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255757427646398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107468440338557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688186464507127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26277548070188245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051941168907807936,0.0,0.0,0.07514416575747046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849218791145122,0.039762892763156116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108630500501538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663114381360783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552820079721279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287458384599905,0.06410233114127589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367869082897995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33369967488552194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606522385436483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374934075592724,0.05328869474276656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451927433931232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518939494384097,0.08000544514134263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171062828560592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253791383871052,0.07873264773986269,0.07958817040919995,0.12533225675108892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032774152715135,0.3997899677058517,0.12108227227312975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280223601349409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050389521542076175,0.15452736842804832,0.0,0.04585578465732559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791996002856583,0.0,0.06488647392447519,0.04638407968172848,0.1872630019216768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290033534183005,0.07096062869479393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586380468017725,0.0,0.0,0.050641767497950886
socialanxiety,Jteague101,2018/12/12,I got prescribed 10mg of Propranolol to take each day of the week prior to a difficult final exam. My exam is tomorrow but I have not taken any doses. Can I still take the medication safely? I have pretty bad test anxiety which makes me lose focus and run out of time when test-taking since I'm not fully focused. I have never taken this drug before and I only intend on ever using it for computer science final exams which require a lot of on-the-fly creative problem-solving under rigorous time constraints. I want to do the best I can on the exam tomorrow. I took a math final exam and had a difficult time focusing as well because of a lot of anxiety. Should I take propranolol tonight and tomorrow before the exam or just before the exam? Thoughts?,4.594788293897884,6.174061554794522,6.558966376089662,71.6782503113325,70.43835616438356,8.870734744707347,29.71108343711084,9.339509955726095,3.049063013698629,601,24,96,13,11,210,88,146,0.151,0.7070000000000001,0.142,0.4096,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,11,0,9,3,0,3,2,23,21,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,6,0,12,3,15,14,4,23,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,17,69,16,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803585364828604,0.0,0.220568758507352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037016936321886,0.08788048955544903,0.0,0.3680165477845529,0.0,0.15129028251104398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297327516157756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718343080042125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130403780216551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737708983157765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530040307192488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612816368371501,0.0,0.2451246298106146,0.0,0.0,0.09622999074135384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522915961126695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118747245784524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964253611986724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466657033891498,0.0,0.1379446199817579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192532085965438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151288403315286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251781365581197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444940065947692,0.2521879941801362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017051195473345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451063417188522,0.0,0.0,0.08503113332549497,0.0,0.1156389454951677,0.0,0.1296199429489414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AgnosticGlobetrotter,2018/12/12,"Careers/majors for people with social anxiety? What are good career paths or jobs for people with social anxiety? I’m a sophomore in college but I’m still trying to decide what I want to major in, and was curious what majors and/or careers people with social anxiety have chosen. If you have social anxiety or know people with social anxiety please feel free to share what you/they have done to make a living.",5.416622807017545,7.471656539473687,6.2736842105263175,72.64412280701757,69.13157894736842,8.224561403508767,25.824561403508767,8.841846274778883,2.3687877192982456,331,10,49,6,6,109,44,76,0.106,0.6920000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.8767,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,12,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,4,12,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,1,32,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135773737469208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740388079830393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789047857829482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126185296308011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324133873017924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379077209771939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856205301575078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962565007861292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37234108179039577,0.0,0.0,0.14738712393850528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6843520645296924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722745661738707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115988816938128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919537913811375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Javacat17,2018/12/12,"Tips for Public Speaking I have a group presentation on Friday, and I have bad problems with public speaking. I don't want to let them down. Does anyone have any tips for calming nerves and stuff like that? Thank you",2.543902439024393,5.401094121951221,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,83.39024390243901,4.255609756097561,20.39512195121951,5.6839178017228535,-0.002496585365853843,173,5,32,1,5,52,32,41,0.19399999999999998,0.637,0.16899999999999998,-0.0315,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,3,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548493340474013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620405796378616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129085570208176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279545935029876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38321701406289016,0.0,0.18308857838763654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35859426148208456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290100057872863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450282282071979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104288272984354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,njsm0n0,2018/12/12,"feeling insignificant it’s such a shitty feeling. it sucks to be so unimportant. hell, none of the teachers i’ve had in my entire lifetime have remembered my name. i feel so small and helpless and it just hurts so damn much. ",1.7600775193798448,4.5473273720930285,2.8468604651162783,87.41664728682171,89.23255813953489,5.657364341085271,25.77131782945737,7.1686216300943375,1.5767550387596905,179,8,33,3,6,57,35,43,0.45,0.498,0.052000000000000005,-0.9756,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,5,2,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6607293789545936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662990727469111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202025679037014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934290000086371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thisboykyle,2018/12/12,"Walking with confidence? I have an issue with eye contact anywhere i go but i tend to look down walking almost anywhere, even if at a social and/or exciting event. For example, i was walking around work with my crew and everyone is making conversation and when i put in my input i notice I’m always looking down, not looking toward anyone. Does anyone know some good steps to take to gradually walk and talk with confidence?",4.732582417582414,7.249429730769233,5.699304029304031,74.04807692307695,72.2051282051282,8.046886446886448,30.37362637362637,8.841846274778883,2.996931868131868,341,15,53,7,7,112,57,78,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9443,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,15,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,1,4,8,2,14,11,1,15,0,0,4,0,4,6,0,3,2,36,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192685694192816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220203097808746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062202669977042,0.0,0.0,0.19493127527091927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916236472312742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446287705570928,0.0,0.0,0.20923688350817296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444668730292514,0.1836631083206296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285496082211097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034114291206024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5516433420381314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616533826768302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24930077983942314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012708132066466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321411541993205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646394987713082,0.17600119188509591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941403626872153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LuxLizbon,2018/12/12,"Left on read I need to vent, sry. 

Why do people take the time to read my messages but not to write me back... I honestly don’t get why it is soooo hard to text someone back. It takes 10-20 seconds... 

Honestly, it makes me feel like I shouldn’t have texted them at all. I feel so stupid for thinking they’re my friends.

I need to stop texting people. 

What do you do when people leave you on read? 
",0.895090361445785,2.741566626506028,1.9622740963855416,99.47304969879521,81.5301204819277,5.113855421686747,20.01355421686747,5.985473137389443,-0.29993855421686755,302,8,73,2,8,95,56,83,0.126,0.7090000000000001,0.165,0.6859,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,12,16,3,0,3,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,12,4,9,15,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,41,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27283568819489795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940831724452747,0.12674220859614704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370670332817091,0.0,0.0926897457719087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589251014005933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878522693706908,0.1927571976031662,0.0,0.0,0.08667388550612606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842299096483007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263095507964348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689826338165193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323759996354623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503194737041598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832325292611606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667814696223307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367758528621695,0.0,0.0,0.10344958062157356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201710464220313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lebootaku,2018/12/12,"Have you ever had a day that was so bad, you thought it was a bad dream, and tried to wake yourself up from it? Has anybody here ever had ""the day from hell""?

Where everything that possibly could go wrong did, and things that you didn't even think could go wrong went to shit?

It was so shit. 

The shit just came from all angles. I wasn't even prepared for what was happening. 

But yeah, everybody is different, so has anybody here ever had one of those days, and if you have, how did you deal with it?",3.7848797736916566,4.6201021980198025,3.940113154172561,92.51277227722773,71.57425742574256,7.751626591230551,24.32956152758133,7.957251820313856,0.9304274398868456,386,10,88,5,7,119,60,101,0.24100000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.035,-0.9786,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,0,13,8,4,0,4,1,18,4,4,1,4,17,25,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,8,0,1,14,0,6,0,9,9,1,12,1,0,0,0,6,2,4,1,6,67,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536816268877095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374773323254672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257996332912846,0.0,0.0,0.2939134981470914,0.1566153903334258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871650652785368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200673897227802,0.4122413795624821,0.0,0.0,0.1365293978649468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267105045540956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433595646327134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294002115349153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125881731868134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678088109377679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009240909498198,0.0973395658965683,0.0,0.12060176665536512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313879567555198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082465518079249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321855219057161,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fanaticlychee,2018/12/12,"The horror that is social anxiety I really wonder whether this is social anxiety, I cannot be certain. At times I consider myself socially incompetent, or rather I fear that others perceive me this way (most of the time actually).

I can interact with people just fine, but there's always my inner critic who will look at people and constantly wonder or worry that they think something bad about me. So, when people are friendly (in this case a coworker), I don't believe it to be genuine friendlyness. I often think they're friendly because I behaved inappropriately (childish, maybe) and they treat me in a friendly way because they think this is the only way they can interact with me (does that make sense?). 

Interacting with customers is even worse. I am constantly concerned about coming off as unprofessional (which I definitely do at times because I'm interacting with them so much). I have basically never learned to be professional and to keep my personal feelings out of work. When customers are angry about my work, I take it really personally.

It's worse when people criticize me (or say something which I take as criticism), it immediately confirms the bad scheme that I have of myself and I'll emphasize this thing in my thoughts even though they might have said many other nice things before.

It's even worse when doing leisure activities with friends (games night or choir). Unless people smile at me, I think they secretly dislike me or that they really dislike me for some reason. Choir is also bad because I feel like they think of me as unfitting or not being a good singer.

Because of these problems, I have virtually no success in the romantic sense. And that in itself strengthens the whole dynamic that I'm in, it's a self-fulfilling prophecy.",8.99195212469846,8.951261173501582,8.842605307107071,64.87795138244573,60.293375394321785,11.875227314900725,38.83633327147894,11.326091736570909,4.676794544442383,1420,64,225,35,17,461,162,317,0.192,0.669,0.139,-0.9478,0,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,9,3,18,17,0,1,10,0,24,0,0,2,2,47,43,25,0,2,12,0,2,1,4,2,0,4,0,2,28,12,0,1,14,3,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,7,41,12,33,35,4,28,0,0,1,0,27,13,0,12,12,171,69,5,0.0,0.0,0.08512333212128527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975733663930718,0.07258186626326975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334605369609235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218498769445044,0.2658712277257552,0.0,0.07422581271287138,0.09827768678927612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514042256538878,0.0,0.1885280310513682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633505434356558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284263011851678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815735010190237,0.08821163264542695,0.062316715953114075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695729378290781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316389995250694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753351753547069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04261588908276438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325074453871874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822631601590895,0.0884369419241219,0.08763367805260795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253663116964964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412366134695087,0.0,0.06727670717273089,0.0,0.0,0.08185890273754852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634190555063213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023694873484441,0.15233073203783148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346677552261918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764420262307628,0.08968637305991375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297515492238927,0.06936833689151625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909993103685961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26675822963958096,0.0,0.1343069402074246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117133785306712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590270292958665,0.2794654547598137,0.08570246346657903,0.06925041683253856,0.15259253099190553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771596312153828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738853365660344,0.0,0.0,0.1891931727232122,0.12700811509983567,0.08858571147186746,0.26668269734169314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peppermint112,2018/12/12,"Going to my first day of work as a server And I feel like I’m going to throw up. So scared. 
Please leave me nice things to check when I’m done ",-1.6049999999999969,0.21236236363636607,0.5002272727272725,106.17034090909092,92.03030303030305,3.3000000000000003,8.25,3.1291,-2.4683272727272727,110,0,30,0,4,36,27,33,0.127,0.657,0.21600000000000005,0.4976,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,2,6,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217609492237604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453001998974371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061087130886365,0.24105458400488936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870112663272746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835297784955497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572815335088211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648475093355899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703883985124125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378186217829293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22416840660180545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564747903011144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxietythrowaway8462,2018/12/12,"My legs are trembling. I was minding my business and staring at Reddit in a waiting room when someone sat in the seat next to me. I thought I had gotten through my anxiety, but she just reminded me how bad I am. Why am I like this?",2.134375000000002,3.6605336875000014,3.84,88.905,76.70833333333334,6.466666666666668,32.83333333333333,7.1686216300943375,2.050983333333333,179,10,38,2,4,60,39,48,0.16,0.774,0.066,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,5,1,1,1,0,7,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,11,1,5,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316719958610966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345684813358941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226657158459646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180366218333157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403091166946447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35079314156733304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286812664243306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37358368961006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lonely_fucker689,2018/12/12,"Pain on forehead when anxious When im in a room with lots of people, i get very anxious. I mean many of us do. Thats not the problem. When that happens, i get this little ""pain""/pressure on my forehead. Its more like pressure than pain. Just above my left eye. I have no idea where it comes from.",0.2964999999999982,2.695656650000004,1.2983333333333356,99.1125,90.83333333333334,3.6666666666666665,20.833333333333336,5.148860815047168,-0.294166666666666,229,8,50,1,8,71,46,60,0.23399999999999999,0.6890000000000001,0.077,-0.8492,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,2,5,3,0,0,8,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,7,1,8,7,2,11,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,1,4,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41786113090727584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931020177683952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932479647461472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354261909968532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087757548117711,0.1997678982535497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009388191583111,0.0,0.0,0.09035277759805713,0.18535935845775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572301319457583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750103581328725,0.0,0.20145484753597992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5903704418528574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821472756217506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696345583629378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224611206541622,0.0,0.0,0.15259560361935845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fenrir-2003,2018/12/12,"I slightly screwed up a basic greeting and now my evening is ruined All I had to do was greet someone and I fucked it up. The guy said ""Nice to meet you"" but I my mind went blank for a second and I forgot that you're supposed to say ""Nice to meet you"" back so I said it a split second too late and now I keep thinking about it. I know that he doesn't care but I do and now I'm gonna obsess about it all evening even though I know it doesn't matter. I can't do anything right...",-0.4115038232795243,1.3248524205607488,1.4372812234494496,102.083313508921,85.54205607476634,3.89090909090909,18.138487680543754,3.1291,-1.0303757009345795,367,9,94,0,11,120,62,107,0.138,0.7709999999999999,0.091,-0.5728,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,12,7,2,1,4,0,9,2,0,0,2,16,21,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,7,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,6,3,15,3,9,14,2,9,0,1,0,2,9,3,2,0,5,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267317626236187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069130090511758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263265637928205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398532298817278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052197980051325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197981681084446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730877786738124,0.0,0.0,0.2439922116631835,0.0,0.25040660453572544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241396496864128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957235362105632,0.4223135214677542,0.17652987004615406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880855593906535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422378065320831,0.21809726766335005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578055669404885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alees0419,2018/12/12,"Help at work So basically my job relies heavily on communicating with people constantly, and more of making that effort to go out there and talk to them instead of them coming to us. I've had social anxiety since i was a kid, and I've gotten so so much better at it, honestly, but like life took me to this job and now it comes into play again. I'm scared that it's going to jeopardize my employment/ make working here less enjoyable ",4.686201550387602,5.7911118837209274,6.465116279069767,74.2401550387597,69.69767441860466,9.919379844961243,27.124031007751928,10.125756701596842,2.73397519379845,346,11,65,9,6,120,65,86,0.055999999999999994,0.774,0.17,0.8635,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,4,8,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,12,11,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,0,7,5,13,7,3,13,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,45,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986943118322458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482617793664755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36003621408815634,0.0,0.2258335667801211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375367503719015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007515453816324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147615942944921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476090342080738,0.1020972656362642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789920746110456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536246368905936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488069372510487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922583364504665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287074338289316,0.0,0.0,0.21302919653025956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797052652836855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23218490970175726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251377685700029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042804349364989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crimsonfart1,2018/12/12,"Do you feel like a child? I guess this questions are more to those who still love at home. And I ask this question in SA forum because I don’t know where else to ask it.

Do you, or can you still feel like a child sometimes? Not due to your behavior but because how your life looks. ",1.8730508474576268,3.4173505423728834,2.4120000000000026,98.78681355932207,77.47457627118644,5.397966101694917,21.969491525423727,5.6839178017228535,-0.13712474576271205,218,6,52,1,5,67,42,59,0.0,0.8859999999999999,0.114,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,11,13,4,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,3,5,13,1,6,0,0,1,1,13,3,0,4,5,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916726480030919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553951729013009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749943765127917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118396315774268,0.2993063330249384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076678170671794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012638017935506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512520092907673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479625247947613,0.2046835314549709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759111612663122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890646526460237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693330048754121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20718192455974996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33458336692406204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Welly_Beans,2018/12/12,"When your Amazon Christmas parcel arrives, but the delivery ends up with your next door neighbour........ ....’I can always reorder’.",11.649,11.531101900000005,9.320000000000004,63.86500000000004,55.0,10.0,45.0,8.841846274778883,4.7170000000000005,98,5,12,1,1,29,19,20,0.0,0.934,0.066,0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152535826167822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484588974837314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6585640313375009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jerk_17,2018/12/12,"social butterfly turned into social anxiety ? just as the title reads i dont know how to handle this issue. 
i dont have the issue with public speaking or any nervousness, how ever i feel constantly judged by my inner critic.
when ever i am in 1on1 conversations i feel like i say some cringy things that just adds to my insecurity. 
and when i reflect on in hours later i feel like a moron that doesn't know what to say. 
i feel like the individuals that i interact with are consistently thinking bad or negative things about me. all though i know my mind is just playing with me.
any tips ?
",4.2391228070175435,6.001693789473688,5.704385964912285,76.725701754386,71.63157894736842,8.575438596491226,24.947368421052627,9.150863307647796,2.0662000000000003,468,14,86,10,9,158,72,114,0.16699999999999998,0.753,0.08,-0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,11,8,1,2,4,0,7,0,0,2,3,27,16,9,0,0,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,0,9,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,7,16,4,13,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,10,63,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280232888175065,0.0,0.11407014943820372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450215796727712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113692605340368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495159318301154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26976039212938363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30158170638854753,0.31957658480054546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468451260753076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112680409079632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458439029041557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854553923469586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056045135993876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915219174922706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371594401066065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040014855004632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812656152193853,0.09554484617906613,0.1465016256860595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219086334207464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Avachi,2018/12/12,"Things being potentially offensive Does anyone else have to look through what they say or type to make sure they weren't potentially offensive to someone? I either think back through real life conversations or read texts over and over to make sure I didn't offend someone on accident. My brain can always find at least one thing that could be seen offensive, even if it's a huge stretch, and it sets off my anxiety so much. Just wondering if anyone has a similar problem. ",7.950689655172415,8.316054413793108,7.471862068965517,72.4843448275862,62.33333333333333,11.557701149425288,35.79080459770115,11.20814326018867,4.125429425287355,382,16,67,10,5,120,66,87,0.17300000000000001,0.735,0.092,-0.8277,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,4,7,4,0,2,0,8,2,1,2,2,18,14,7,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,3,6,2,11,8,3,9,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,5,1,47,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983773247937513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469515093889848,0.0,0.0,0.2686334112380356,0.19682317127277305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770855456324894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444061596070574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337155881094525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810289708877132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604700247247579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687638339171814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557058547489712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568178866831954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613107172944072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564486917118615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121131290280295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301679767089558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380817170654348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214614703470792,0.21864521297074235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276098901050572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255215229422462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620929517527737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25523765340091153,0.12308618362912213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831792626390586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,L1saschfr,2018/12/12,I almost cried because i had to speak infront of the whole class I had to explain a math problem infront of the whole class and when i have to speak to people that aren't close friends i get really nervous. My throat closed so it was hard to breathe normally and I wasn't able to think clearly. I was there for like 20 mins all red and shit. God fuck this now i have another thing to cringe about for the next 4 months :(,1.9271551724137943,3.848994172413797,2.485732758620692,96.61066810344828,78.54022988505747,5.729310344827588,23.518678160919546,6.6274283507984215,0.4314609195402297,331,11,75,3,8,102,59,87,0.23,0.6920000000000001,0.078,-0.9234,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,1,4,0,8,4,3,0,2,12,12,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,4,9,2,12,7,3,7,0,0,1,1,4,2,2,1,6,47,13,3,0.2301894649315844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305014983296632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24137372456994774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032136128092526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528523183627846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784380959648566,0.21280645110562826,0.12026449470695401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620454675997546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245894524658144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837350347727944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24480910739728295,0.0,0.22553680178186514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595843914269444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026023017323967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746526557329145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362861778407755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292765214137916,0.1474961144849413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139966341128078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Spwarklyz,2018/12/12,"Advice for socializing in different cultures? I live in a predominantly black area. I did not grow up in this area, and therefore have not adopted the social customs that the people around me have.

A few days ago, I was in talking to somebody in class, and they started laughing at some of the things I said. One of the girls started saying ""He's dumb as fuck"" between her laughter, so this made me think they were laughing *at* me and I got a little mad and disengaged from the conversation. Later, I relayed the entire conversation with my sister who has many more friends in this area and she told me that this is something black people say when somebody says something funny... so yeah, we were actually getting along perfectly and now I feel like a dick.

This, along with how little I like the same mainstream things that those around me do, makes finding friends infinitely harder for me. Has anybody been through similar situations and how did you overcome it?",5.94548076923077,7.738120034090913,5.713863636363641,78.21050699300702,67.4090909090909,7.915384615384617,33.42482517482517,8.384062270229773,2.7247671328671332,770,35,132,11,13,239,111,176,0.068,0.782,0.15,0.9414,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,2,1,8,10,3,0,11,1,12,2,1,5,1,27,23,13,0,0,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,1,13,14,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,10,7,21,7,24,13,4,25,0,0,2,2,23,16,3,1,10,102,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.14752546634003744,0.0,0.0,0.1477269346090252,0.13400794632357532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691564659862455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749568159134007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15794620609073182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643886768959457,0.10799979691424698,0.0,0.0,0.13817165480169244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23359560989239275,0.1397593001630044,0.07898295153824264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090884574860253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771341191090584,0.3030351030182345,0.13349072319509486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304589947393914,0.10091081034363604,0.15326821417720954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244042130073168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961209349521293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380250537092704,0.3606624409829051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992757949689974,0.0,0.3082087385986427,0.0,0.23276454872058966,0.0,0.0,0.2140055732016808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215091286693763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008685500632858,0.09686714679032857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445465470013588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RetroPacRat,2018/12/12,"Cringe moment happen yesterday. ""StoryTime"" So I was going through this building because I needed papers to prove my father can't pay child support and there's an entrance where you have to go through a metal detector and you have to place your belongings in a basket. So I only had my black sweater and I put that in the basket, then there was this guy who has those metal detector ""wands"" and he checked for items. My mom was in front of me and after she was checked, I stood behind her awkwardly waiting if the guy was going to check me.
""Btw I don't make eye contact so I didn't know if he signaled me to pass"" so I lifted my arms in a ""T"" pose and the guy was like ""not you, the guy behind you"" my armpits were drenched in sweat and I felt like an idiot. I quickly put my sweater back on to hide myself.

Just wanted to share this story. ",2.718370927318297,4.299081877192987,3.733805346700084,90.04802631578949,75.25730994152048,6.289223057644111,25.079782790309103,6.868970318607317,0.8950063492063487,655,22,137,6,14,211,101,171,0.057999999999999996,0.89,0.052000000000000005,-0.2644,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,0,0,10,6,1,1,9,0,14,4,4,1,1,18,26,14,0,4,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,7,0,1,3,0,4,7,4,2,0,0,11,3,27,4,20,15,1,21,0,0,2,0,19,8,0,2,8,98,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544023360824234,0.0,0.10737286999806532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912133077448688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003120352387091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6976223176556484,0.15575938326979605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680154164570698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210550977917535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175743368983742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629219547878824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306050439945225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396185930016505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402805788094528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541372520515551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988076718165154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389151073840856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nginparis,2018/12/12,"Social Anxiety: Take Klonopin or Lexapro? People with social anxiety, which meds have helped you best, with minimal side effects, addictive potential? I read klonopin or lexapro were two options.",8.533000000000001,12.403678300000005,6.0100000000000025,69.78500000000001,66.0,10.666666666666668,46.66666666666666,10.504223727775694,6.597666666666668,159,11,20,5,3,45,24,30,0.1,0.7659999999999999,0.134,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970203864413961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416860581982874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285928776326703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262343842081205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026403848484038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888867576913948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27253260280108155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5554750160033493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485516348893376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661527276926494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pro_Fly,2018/12/12,"I just want to experience life. Hi everyone! I'm a 19 year old male, I've never had a job, I've never had a girlfriend, I hate being in public, I still live with my parents, I rarely start conversations and my social anxiety is only getting worse with time.

I never really had a plan as I was growing up. I just went with the flow and I never really expected to live to be an adult.


Here's how I got into this situation:

I didn't fit in at school and eventually I realized it just wasn't for me. I decided to get my G.E.D. and take a welding class which lasted 2 years. Meanwhile, I made a pretty successful online game which allowed me to finance a vehicle. My welding instructor suggested for me to fill out an application for a certain welding job. It took all I had to do that and when they never called back, I couldn't bring myself to try again. It wrecked my confidence. Fast forward 1 year and all I do is play video games with my friends all day and eat junk food. So now I'm stuck paying for a truck that I don't even use, no job, no income, and social anxiety.


Here are the roots of my social anxiety:

Video games - I only have about 5 friends and we all play together online. I haven't stopped playing video games because I will lose all of my friends. (Side note: I can't even talk to people in online games because I'm too shy and I care what they think of me.)

My self image - I'm 5'7"", 165 lbs., and I'm not in shape. I still look like a kid. I can't picture myself fitting in with all these tall, muscular, and bearded welders. I try to eat healthy and workout but I get depressed and give up within 3 days and start binge eating.

My voice - I'm self-concious about my voice. Even though I probably sound normal to everyone else, it makes me not even want to talk.

My lack of experience - I have no experience with a lot of things but most importantly, jobs and girls. I feel like everyone expects for me to have had a girlfriend and a job by now. I have nothing to put on my resumé for previous jobs. I also don't want to have to tell a girl that I'm 19 and have never had a girlfriend.

I can talk to my family and friends with no problem but as soon as a stranger starts talking to me, I lock up. I'm breathless and I can't even think straight. This is terrible for first impressions.

I want to do so many things but something as simple as social anxiety is holding me down. I feel like I'm being left behind.

Thanks for reading.",2.045948103792412,3.8991731556886258,3.7787465069860287,87.80053493013975,77.92215568862275,7.0082235528942105,25.10538922155689,7.946510646118237,1.3977108982035928,1905,70,404,32,45,638,227,501,0.07,0.8,0.13,0.9667,9,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,1,0,2,4,26,20,1,0,20,0,35,6,1,6,13,78,72,35,0,10,9,1,2,3,7,1,1,3,0,6,15,30,4,2,6,13,2,8,21,5,0,1,14,6,63,15,62,53,9,57,0,2,1,0,37,22,0,2,32,265,78,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363965840490744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524802000785095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051576347341351234,0.0,0.08177629778867945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849082562186283,0.0,0.06838718437819942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651533775542761,0.0,0.05777138934277035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059026628753875,0.05603235207027462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151121979951507,0.0,0.0,0.1922784123010224,0.0,0.19683594698673487,0.06323211076895384,0.0,0.06783002434433075,0.0958364386508746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705375347047074,0.0811070616019151,0.0,0.20728716142254813,0.0,0.10513137532429824,0.06434421819125491,0.0,0.0,0.0536458100339512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622243534772176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993680751263136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054674878758694916,0.0,0.0,0.07287691901232944,0.0,0.047376884033189334,0.09830801360037167,0.0,0.1184564774145417,0.0,0.056325902109456386,0.07503949527681401,0.0,0.057024559217108174,0.0,0.06346775624068278,0.04477292069533585,0.06800327512090705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103931226627845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571901988570332,0.06436003771631492,0.0,0.07038367358148791,0.0,0.0,0.10202674938886204,0.0,0.0,0.0744785791439559,0.0,0.0,0.04650119054086239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682391409993777,0.07231793197250355,0.0641814831655942,0.0,0.06742865628522925,0.0,0.0,0.06709290771321498,0.0,0.08593961290658786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788323435787527,0.0,0.0,0.13994719862923152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539483643879867,0.0,0.27349706862713324,0.0,0.051637424400139284,0.0,0.0,0.1424275732900655,0.0,0.10713197410075928,0.05607749970195803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050431869204912806,0.21564859357078545,0.05862629347334322,0.061753423852381986,0.0,0.0,0.08912297534371914,0.08595759099461743,0.06590060753861966,0.0,0.03911182981783517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452252228471669,0.09107871329297833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057931053578581714,0.0,0.0,0.15824971652546807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217897111258513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835490705860854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295818318357667
socialanxiety,callinhinze,2018/12/12,"I just struggle to make friends I guess I have a form of social anxiety. I'm not awkward or shy.  I just get anxious in new social  situations. I'm usually too afraid to accept invitations to hang out with people or go to parties, etc. I hate this. I used to be such a social person when I was a kid and a teen. Everyone really seems to like me and I am popular within my program at uni. But I cant seem to make solid friends. I'm just too anxious to reach out and make the first moves.. or I dont know. 

I've become a shut in... and on top of that I live in the middle of nowhere at the moment and all of my aquaintances live in the city an hour away. I just feel so so isolated guys and it's truly beating me down. I dont have a single true friend besides my boyfriend.  Just need some support from anyone who can relate or has dealt with this issue. ",0.9900487487812804,2.7631647679558045,3.2308612284692906,90.86248943776405,80.87845303867405,6.026779330516738,22.249268768280807,7.048011613610866,0.6094976275593114,657,21,147,8,17,225,110,181,0.11,0.71,0.18,0.88,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,11,12,1,3,11,0,10,0,0,4,2,35,27,14,0,1,11,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,1,1,18,8,27,25,5,24,0,0,0,0,10,15,0,8,7,100,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017864075571699,0.2958790961200001,0.0,0.09156534053747928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303459794731753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446272339094902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30695174106155865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604714407710642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513114614696866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621374121886611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138850396637012,0.0,0.0,0.3035217500752619,0.0,0.06841750632796663,0.0,0.07442357368030754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442594273041342,0.12966399910796808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292889170948271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896226755445428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366808468404234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719683111731783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397699185277117,0.0,0.231267690585179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622363131834756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391822510735651,0.0,0.09709994579824224,0.0,0.12647516558463465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078628016441784,0.11434305621999287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389180668076729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384292768685032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719659140486802,0.0,0.4004700934706881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690044594212827,0.0,0.0,0.14860384458247586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310129481057972,0.1442261626470957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anna4271,2018/12/12,"social anxiety in class idk why but i only really get social anxiety with certain people. In some classes i’m very confident and i’m fine talking in front of the class, but in others i’m really quiet and i get the worst anxiety whenever i’m asked a question or have to say anything in front of the class. I think it’s because in one class there aren’t many kids who care about their grades so i feel smart and in the other i feel dumb compared to all the other kids who just seem better than me. At this point it’s affecting me so bad i stay home from school. I’m constantly afraid of embarrassment and what other people are going to think of me or if they will think i’m dumb. Please share some tips on how to overcome this.",2.4884307692307712,4.29199092,3.935333333333337,87.39946153846157,76.46666666666667,7.282051282051282,22.205128205128197,8.139509932561175,1.1116974358974363,578,16,120,10,13,191,87,150,0.17800000000000002,0.6659999999999999,0.156,-0.59,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,6,12,2,2,6,0,4,0,0,2,2,24,21,12,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,11,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,0,4,11,6,21,20,4,15,0,0,0,0,13,10,2,7,1,72,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777163345143368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354376783945647,0.0,0.15386276611610722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741982156924393,0.10032818976673964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556017356546105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780320453340009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785561301110253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643608816545516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197551302262815,0.0,0.09353623766477784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650900375770182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668611975739172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152561194751902,0.12517268879573026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820207786950236,0.0,0.0,0.18066256762347047,0.15558400975217465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437048062428216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210872001431346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088290385889292,0.0,0.16656665079743393,0.0,0.14983006327546508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355430185012431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542344065360868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228547637733334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163741720181031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579810401578885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851044067732233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EveningBrownie,2018/12/12,"How often do you cringe at yourself? Most of you will know this:

Work. Out of the ordinary lunch invitation comes along. Go to lunch with coworker. Reflect on the conversation hours later. Cringe so hard. So hard. 

How often do you all do this?",1.269166666666667,3.765272666666668,2.3370833333333323,88.32562500000002,100.11111111111113,5.805555555555558,18.958333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.8988333333333336,190,6,36,4,8,60,32,45,0.087,0.9129999999999999,0.0,-0.4753,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,2,1,12,7,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,8,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494422294533986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054728490936874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7267876430165792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994957399943032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229414407290026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953270515649435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,M-Zeka,2018/12/12,Serotonin and Social anxiety How can SSRI treat SAD even if there's found that patients with SAD have already high levels of serotonin? ,6.5500000000000025,9.172894000000003,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,67.33333333333334,6.466666666666668,32.83333333333333,7.1686216300943375,2.4597333333333333,112,5,16,1,2,33,22,24,0.301,0.612,0.087,-0.7695,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664548875849838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233608259021551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27918632677957195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634636912336843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466009002710298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43088473150535306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,almahmud47,2018/12/12,"When your therapists says repeatation is the key When your therapists says repeatation is the key to lose social anxiety, know this, they have no clue about social anxiety. And if they have no clue, how they can help you cure it. If repeatation is the key, I repeated going to university for four years straight. And the last days in my university, I felt just uneasy as the first day.",7.744436619718312,7.8736366478873245,7.453626760563381,73.23846830985919,62.80281690140846,12.73380281690141,33.24295774647887,12.161744961471696,4.202377464788732,306,11,57,10,4,97,45,71,0.166,0.775,0.057999999999999996,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,3,2,5,1,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,9,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,3,9,0,6,8,0,14,0,1,0,0,11,2,0,2,11,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328158194031525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805744291702473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886047220236104,0.0,0.0,0.1850287443510914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362586710335713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580406957916875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954740188863805,0.17731391098581145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433575837388985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459731304684265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434836983860688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5051322885123835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400805508072057
socialanxiety,lana0007,2018/12/12,"Relationships are the worst. I’m 22. Still single. When people see you as boring it is so hard to make connections. I’m so sad and frustrated that I haven’t found my person yet. I cried almost every night over the summer because I’ve not only been single, but completely romantically alone for the majority of my life.

I’m seeing someone but he doesn’t want exclusivity, he’s younger, and he’s not taking initiative with us talking. He says that he doesn’t feel comfortable enough with me to be intimate with me. People say I should just stop talking to him but that means being completely alone again.

How do I find the strength to keep meeting people when it’s so hard to find someone that cares.",4.279030303030304,6.222428081481483,5.191919191919193,79.69818181818181,71.8888888888889,8.16835016835017,26.346801346801357,8.841846274778883,2.059962962962963,561,19,104,11,11,183,86,135,0.157,0.718,0.124,0.0373,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,1,10,7,1,0,4,0,10,1,0,2,0,23,23,12,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,6,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,7,11,3,12,18,5,9,0,1,2,0,15,1,0,1,8,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615879056191755,0.3023430145106427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897643010324237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488168991584443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30607452282260983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033123129562574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081666178690314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297838144359186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380223344874944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26681129723387226,0.0,0.0,0.1600386294103144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615046529519921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973678390595264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309652367931099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743005629971292,0.0,0.0,0.15899424614168065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369744481202101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100986693134207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035727986049302,0.1274474568729996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670741787588596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232147985007716,0.0,0.0,0.23262393222993166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473444500365482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165645897791934,0.122029875832471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974445668554024,0.2346357383687981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557303091415996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609154010415128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Don_Carlone,2018/12/12,"Coffee actually lowers my anxiety for some reason. 

When I have multiple cups per day, I usually find that I’m not as nervous or scared when going about my business. 

Does anybody else experience this when they consume caffeine?",6.9026666666666685,9.027464600000004,7.605,64.28666666666669,65.5,10.333333333333336,38.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,4.890083333333333,184,10,26,5,3,61,35,40,0.149,0.807,0.044000000000000004,-0.5083,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.3288717431447204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578106280475019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173426429313702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949184642965586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815274101579869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296590412128948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30801972090083024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152973255893016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465009311726198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374043629014408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711673196245371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hiroshima_adventure,2018/12/12,"I have a friend that talks about his depresion all the time and it's annoying to deal with I don't want to talk to him anymore he's just a bitch and always complains about his life and how he's gonna commit suicide, so I told him ""why don't you do it?"" and he got quiet and stopped talking to me

​

I don't want him to commit suicide cuz i'll feel bad but how do i tell him that i don't want to be friends with him anymore without hurting his faggot feelings?",2.9410084033613444,3.4975676666666686,4.0908963585434215,91.68617647058826,73.31372549019608,6.612885154061624,28.296918767506998,6.1826913282559595,0.9959507002801118,370,14,85,2,7,121,58,102,0.182,0.655,0.163,0.5670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,4,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,2,0,3,0,8,1,0,3,3,22,16,10,2,3,3,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,3,16,2,11,12,1,2,0,1,0,0,21,0,1,0,2,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187044455201805,0.18473770236837025,0.2071773100918309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381822443811891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236116701105073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757789873338118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172420801260095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26345721388786153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636518104941234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252478770598213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042985956692867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254642431191275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730007201986571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111266027121267,0.14902534081764898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994204719978588,0.0,0.0,0.16292095933636067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016976241670548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385058288331285,0.0,0.0,0.1643568263686047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071773100918309,0.0
socialanxiety,Karrieal,2018/12/12,"Social anxiety during a job interview. Um, hiya. You can call me Karrieal, I'm just a 18 year old introverted shy girl game lover deciding to look for jobs to provide for my mom for the past months but this one typical interview I had hours ago at sweetgreen kinda make me breakdown and tear up. So, I finally got a interview to a sweetgreen near my mom's job. When the interviews started the manager was talking to first girl asking questions to her and she seemed so nice and energetic especially knows what she's talking about applying for a Cashier position. 

So the after their talk he decides to hired her right on the spot and I couldn't believe that and was in shocked. It made me more confident I was going to ace this..til its my turn to interview. He seemed like nice and understanding manager in my opinion he wanted to get to know me as a person not just my experiences we talk about video games and dogs and what I wanted to be in a career and why should I hire you and why sweetgreen etc but the nervousness kept showing up. He even eventually noticed and asked if I was nervous and I just said a little bit. I can't help it but I kept my cool the rest of the interview and as we finished he said that he will get back to me at the end of the week. 

I kinda felt discouraged, then on the way home I happened to ran into the same girl that got hired on the spot and said ""good luck, I hope you really get it!"" and I said thanks. Makes me think why couldn't I be like her with a outgoing attitude and so energetic or a people's person, no matter how hard I try I dont think Ill ever will get a job in my life with my social anxiety.. 

I might be too overreacting with this but I just dont be useless to my mom if I can't ever get a job in my life acting like this.",2.8323940079140755,4.265756177595629,4.5173148671565855,85.15450819672131,74.65573770491805,8.217674769172792,26.008667797248922,8.841846274778883,1.8423377802901828,1395,49,298,29,29,471,178,366,0.055999999999999994,0.7759999999999999,0.168,0.9935,5,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,3,1,2,17,16,0,2,25,1,20,4,0,4,2,67,57,32,0,8,12,3,2,3,1,4,3,4,1,5,12,22,0,3,11,4,0,3,8,5,1,2,16,8,47,11,42,31,5,38,0,2,1,1,49,16,0,12,21,193,59,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293210403937618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588078414466827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383262951230495,0.0,0.0,0.0632646399843343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926961074686851,0.0,0.0,0.08982333670803451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401229727493632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928521168181008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287150998178481,0.0,0.09175872660992523,0.05434207071841829,0.1488454685983216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048104712078183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789972065174311,0.09012858785094896,0.0,0.0699833423482938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492728591687715,0.0,0.046758958511777214,0.06900863211572608,0.13160617350445342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275579083279073,0.0,0.07370252323735686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514741048975414,0.0,0.08252885096188102,0.08171795378120121,0.08102461384166254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40822778263848897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043272473758504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622697870022353,0.1205866915475836,0.08246148182714462,0.0,0.0,0.06909054445371003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785089398839715,0.10983882554112508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728110915028081,0.0,0.28907956958254744,0.06567137283166309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367099337156312,0.08633410467083841,0.0,0.05575188389278467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854109942914601,0.057039345166111526,0.14367926605801126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216718428641224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270767465311835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026267091072047,0.3130506681301282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980071654416302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773864838615626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823489262369775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645191320953739,0.0,0.07574805757306265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543740160977166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585953934059379,0.08949191860952907,0.0,0.08565150627180032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970562269304006,0.06530631678975901,0.06599629628014188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227220286243643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05298260644776631
socialanxiety,ThomasTZh,2018/12/12,"Accidently broke a thing in store and pretend nothing happened Today I accidently broke a box of yogurt in a store. However I pretended nothing happened and put the broken box back to the shelf and left. The reason of this is not that I'm cheap but I panic at the very moment because of the social anxiety. I couldn't think of nothing but the negative feelings against talking to other strangers. Now I'm back home and rewind this whole thing, I feel terrible about it. There was a staff right next to me but I was too afraid to talk to her and ask her what could I do. Now I just feel awful. I hope she won't judge me because of it although i may never know. ",3.1013192071086806,4.829437669172937,4.208161312371839,86.42738892686262,74.5639097744361,6.941626794258375,27.1285030758715,7.686295010490155,1.5338180451127823,522,20,105,7,11,170,79,133,0.161,0.78,0.057999999999999996,-0.8969,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,10,1,8,0,0,1,1,21,19,9,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,6,2,3,1,5,5,0,0,2,3,15,1,15,13,1,14,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,2,8,77,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465288350562426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233207336811302,0.0,0.0,0.2505901071899703,0.0,0.19866016386191845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009874572251126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24717046593055844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881843859064825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344765112015092,0.1618416765071845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955060121690411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704079377808818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567363705871892,0.0,0.17329441842097254,0.0,0.0,0.4690518885529328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911814694332144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380526226839026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753514211249926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391545912482151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661024463641778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619388875128013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650753781245335,0.10440891538214386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445330855101827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444712626948033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192286374862424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lockjawbrether,2018/12/12,"Well I feel like an idiot Reached out to an old friend today. Remembered kind of going our separate ways mutually but I was wrong. Looked at old fb messages and there was a fight I somehow forgot about (HOW?!) and it was them basically saying they didn’t want to talk to me anymore. So now today since I forgot I sent two messages to someone who doesn’t want anything to do with me. Ugh. I am so embarrassed and just want to crawl in a hole and never come out.

I don’t live near them and haven’t seen them in 6 years thankfully. But still my anxiety is not doing well right now. Anyone else have any embarrassing stuff they want to share to make me feel less alone in this ridiculousness?",3.465374917053752,5.128385875912411,4.254134041141345,86.74546118115464,73.45255474452554,7.609555408095554,24.13337757133377,8.296473431620573,1.3200277372262772,543,16,112,9,11,174,91,137,0.198,0.6779999999999999,0.124,-0.9453,0,1,0,0,1,0,13.0,1,0,5,0,12,14,3,2,4,0,12,0,0,2,1,26,27,10,0,4,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,2,3,0,0,3,6,7,2,1,8,5,17,7,18,19,1,21,0,0,2,0,15,8,0,1,10,77,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626585298331561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680076014401782,0.0,0.1201443665555277,0.0,0.15575340416281894,0.10981442505436292,0.16091835554694886,0.12924043197169666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528641016147827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311968114643337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882044188263386,0.11219799551982608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133800220461488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925628306759507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635455125465266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672768468702444,0.0,0.1386798122858861,0.0,0.13188414347384095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483344386126096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112820090894905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295993550817371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790932486550598,0.13412156821912466,0.0,0.12489407108083005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991505509215984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330696681398579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542194721962804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978699021810865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623246583407435,0.0,0.14459240076655844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29773390548852074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341700442654438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705334053661891,0.124660584474323,0.0,0.0,0.2824172569851069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717117310398833,0.0,0.10113635267495777
socialanxiety,maparo,2019/07/24,"""That’s when I let it all go. I cried so hard and couldn’t stop. The hardest part was to admit I had these issues. I was raised to be tough, men are raised to be rocks and I was a puddle on the floor of my doctors office. After, I realized that it took bravery to admit I had depression."" Hey everyone, we have created an online space where we are encouraging positive and open communication and creating a platform for everyone to come together and share their story with mental health issues, overcoming tough issues and sharing their view on positivity. 

This excerpt is from our newest blog post that many people are finding extremely relatable. You can read it below, and we would be more than happy to have others who want their story shared send us that story. I would love feedback, questions or for you to reach out in order to share your words with us. Thank you so much.

https://www.pearcards.com/silence/",6.201566866267463,7.8811326646706625,6.300973053892214,74.67485279441121,66.66467065868264,9.159481037924152,28.28792415169661,9.516144504307137,2.6258187624750486,733,24,124,15,12,233,111,167,0.052000000000000005,0.713,0.23600000000000002,0.9853,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,6,4,3,0,4,11,0,0,5,0,19,3,0,0,1,28,27,11,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,11,15,0,1,5,3,0,4,1,3,0,0,6,2,22,8,21,14,4,20,0,1,1,1,26,10,0,2,4,94,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335178050558841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025898444751753,0.0,0.0,0.1335003026973047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864791497961786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962161320839108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166616241599087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808943180920711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499918312433987,0.13884854585134532,0.0,0.0,0.16475655454752589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853356621556582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849684973637446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398925349711691,0.0,0.0,0.15714452978073098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562024084502679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394200648447493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678486755633666,0.0,0.10745670276609068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844607524909606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363421157465708,0.0,0.15504081848219253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958599870778895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427021380423083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722094517019146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728891208313577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142235152319587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021350532071188,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,4-10-2023,2019/07/24,"Anybody else gets anxiety when going to a new place? For example restaurants, hair salons, coffee shops, stores, banks, hotel, hospitals, libraries...
Whenever I have to go somewhere alone or when I’m in a group and I have to be the one to go through the entrance first makes me feel nauseated and sick. 
I always feel like i’m going to embarrass myself cuz I don’t know where everything is located. 
One time I was at the post office that I rarely go to and got in line to drop something off. When it was my turn, the lady working there told me I have to move to the other line, because that was not the right one. I was soo embarrassed. That was literally the last time I visited that post office.
Sorry for bad english!",2.5445714285714303,4.9278677428571465,3.9028571428571435,84.89214285714287,78.71428571428572,7.142857142857142,25.0,8.192908349453996,1.7402857142857142,564,21,108,11,14,185,88,140,0.13699999999999998,0.845,0.018000000000000002,-0.9245,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,2,9,0,11,2,1,2,0,10,26,8,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,2,3,7,2,3,0,4,7,3,13,1,16,18,0,25,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,9,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423048795448268,0.0,0.0,0.13997677420642213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869175463114815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404609465586195,0.10254847037512846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053049970972797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118988862112104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011934827359634,0.12018005773804465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309219922563898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789068079196549,0.0,0.4780310558512311,0.0,0.13454499432665626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924521252519413,0.1371259236787297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218629515679404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229157239175544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787966773061644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247286700606167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34198108047573983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575944316414918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222263221858119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366333139742424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950791438442127,0.0,0.18831424653489484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961868379884799,0.0,0.0,0.1607463091451562,0.0,0.0,0.18298062106020013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246988927804454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alonelymonad,2019/07/24,"Help responding to this text My crush messaged me on tinder saying 

Hey Op, I hope you had an amazing day today and are enjoying your evening.

I’ve been tying to think of a response all day!! 

This is what I got: hey 👋🏻 my day was pretty alright, what about you? 

So boring!!! Anyone have better ideas?",0.9892142857142864,3.3847730166666707,2.6995238095238108,90.97500000000002,85.5,4.761904761904762,20.238095238095237,6.1826913282559595,0.2093095238095235,231,7,46,2,7,76,50,60,0.057999999999999996,0.633,0.309,0.9598,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,1,5,9,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,8,5,5,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,4,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037512222760907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25771654208764644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5637799468154664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246465340921973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330564168349152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953169451588288,0.0,0.0,0.2894224942826638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32895120247321435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964550200498886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317302087149165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671512411023625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762098291107431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,senseandsensibility3,2019/07/24,"Anyone else very tired of faking emotions/reactions to things just to seem ""normal?"" I just don't understand why I have to pretend to be excited when someone tells me they're engaged or add an lol to a text message just to seem lighthearted and not be taken too seriously. I don't know, man. It's just exhausting to keep up with social etiquette. Ya feel me?",3.5797619047619023,5.602536785714285,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761904,74.0,8.095238095238095,28.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,2.481809523809524,285,12,53,6,6,94,54,70,0.163,0.6940000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.1322,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,5,2,0,0,0,16,12,3,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,6,2,10,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822383039771544,0.2670458655969039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772262065420486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317821768463719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316595989204916,0.0,0.0,0.14323523389214884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25536170993492624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745348707268791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26567909574838283,0.22083064789170895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278017927616193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315075162290536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29955543059719514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27132464646301424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504674804685855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23517771142777436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eric-go-cartman,2019/07/24,"I regret every social interaction i have Every time i meet new people, or it doesn't even have to be new people, I end up regretting everything.. the way i said something, how i said it, at what volume i said it, how i carried myself, even the things i didn't said.. etc. 

It tortures me for days after, ""aah, why did you say that!!?!""  
Like today i went to a course in school with new people, it went fine, but still the smallest things comes back to haunt me, ridiculous small things. When i know they shouldn't.   


I went to a course in school today with only new faces, i am nervous weeks ahead of these thing, I start planning everything ""if this comes up, im gonna say this"".. so when i am there, im extremely stiff.. i dont want anything deviate from my plan. I can never find a way to get into the moment, and small talk with new people is impossible..   
i got into conversation with a stranger after the teacher said, ""get familiar with the person next to you"", the person next to me started talking.. i couldn't find any words. i have the questions in my head, sometimes at the tip of my tongue, but never further than that. its embarrassing.  


I have always been garbage socially and i know that, but it got worse after my concussion, now im just so paranoid.  


Anyone else have this post-social anxiety that 'you did everything wrong' - or something similar to it?",4.259269116186694,5.441931030188683,5.033624627606756,83.81577954319764,70.77358490566037,7.843098311817279,26.40019860973188,8.20500826718156,1.60077358490566,1053,33,208,15,19,341,139,265,0.14,0.847,0.012,-0.9854,0,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,0,3,1,3,13,9,2,2,13,0,18,3,2,2,2,34,38,14,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,7,0,2,21,11,0,1,5,0,0,5,7,7,1,0,14,7,34,2,31,20,1,46,0,2,0,0,21,12,0,4,28,141,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686453469718394,0.0,0.0,0.0546463928430542,0.0,0.06147387194454361,0.0,0.0,0.05618838483230569,0.08233656446844483,0.06612802574820388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179056483386779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384431029524802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182444921234962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941793174714048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712903999342625,0.0,0.07117359338781191,0.0,0.08962073517003663,0.1061517854132901,0.0,0.1354106503980621,0.0,0.21666254871673946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468920426008417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396777977905237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853973085878376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247078896740273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604022284453989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883256293307723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03925900146863314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395453444932401,0.38805268641414864,0.1709239062445654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111610067282538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228412810973535,0.14033151863092042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696102879312773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001967572430375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38219567854512027,0.1278082752004394,0.0,0.16265375932738715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383031391337494,0.0,0.12372747527596285,0.07947640362414636,0.0,0.11375602261070193,0.0,0.0641742342438609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917789926240758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354590893054912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046857565157440495,0.0,0.15234052585471045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739740148808663,0.12756934055604974,0.06445857314770212,0.0,0.0,0.22347881987883675,0.07251085784545754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189196277053194,0.0,0.0878591753234063,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BottleMerchant,2019/07/24,"Staff at the gym dont like me And it's really quite brutal. I think one of the girls is the instigator, as i used to be on what i considered good, or at least neutral, terms with the others. She seems to have taken a dislike for me and now it's spread. I go downstairs and use the group room when it's free, use the stereo and practise boxing. Other than that i just exercise as anyone else in the main room. I guesss my Soc Anx makes me appear stand-offish or maybe arrogant, i dont know. But the vibe i get from them now is genuinely quite hostile. 

​

It makes me feel like utter shit, cos i've done nothing to them. I guess it's a misunderstanding of some degree, but it pisses me off as now i'm not going to return, and ordinarily i liked the gym, and working out is one of the things keeping my focus positive. I can join another one, so it's not like that ruins it, but it just feels like shit to be disliked when you dont deserve it - and i genuinely dont here. I'd hold my hands up if i'd been a douche or whatever. 

​

I am in a new country, know absolutely no one and feel like the one thing that was my focus (going to this gym) has been destroyed, and now i'm feeling raw, paranoid and even more socially anxious than before. It fucking sucks that people dont give others benefit of the doubt. I genuinely wish the best for people, dont like gossips or negative people, but it seems that they are more and more of them these days. 

​

I'm wracking my brain with why she wouldve taken against me. I genuinely dont know. Maybe they see me in the group room and think i'm a twat, i dont know. it's not a boxing gym, but i practise my boxing routine with shadowboxing and stuff. Maybe they dont like that i play music down there, but i only do that when no one else is there, and it's good inoffensive music. 

​

Either way i feel depressed as fuck about this.",3.723195983707491,4.517563971867009,4.936038647342997,85.46673107890501,71.6854219948849,7.838628398219192,25.99043288813109,8.045849151850463,1.3776592024249317,1487,45,317,20,27,493,179,391,0.218,0.698,0.084,-0.9949,0,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,6,4,15,27,9,1,20,0,25,8,5,6,0,61,62,33,0,2,17,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,3,1,31,18,0,2,13,7,1,4,15,13,0,6,6,7,42,15,35,54,9,29,0,2,1,2,15,13,6,11,19,212,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518405406962561,0.2824309554824032,0.0,0.06093144142335662,0.0,0.06564564770020433,0.0,0.040630555962187793,0.0595386466500812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944573923236654,0.0,0.060980898025907775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486789120685395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03747493703932341,0.0,0.05004844769640252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946479226509646,0.6129206661449047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708377360484896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03837987219772383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690608380131412,0.12453738022732942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074400607038518,0.03035909988795321,0.055742613694194164,0.09907256908260018,0.09747668596823013,0.0,0.0,0.06401265696985681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051649176340540184,0.0,0.0,0.1277388355664587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271095794551183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757525671887326,0.0,0.17513228220447702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561211945802799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575631844807934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362534386672368,0.04419385173624392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085458368309318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361029902309195,0.0,0.0,0.03722555637432231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04630465676366415,0.1057989193286997,0.0,0.0,0.11929432194747325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923392136672515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651990723180454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720891986123045,0.0744666875064731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056030353481387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612352932008349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243354968022152,0.0,0.0668214824092995,0.0,0.0,0.04230341110520346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824309554824032,0.0
socialanxiety,smolgreenpapaya,2019/07/24,"Just left a voicemail! For the first time in years (I honestly can’t remember the last time) I left a voicemail. No alcohol or clonazapam to help me. I’m so proud of myself! 

I can hardly drive in traffic without feeling self conscious and I just spoke ON THE PHONE to a stranger. 

Yay small battles!",1.7964778325123127,4.451851603448277,2.9000492610837436,89.0284482758621,84.6896551724138,6.072906403940888,28.975369458128082,7.447530270364453,1.9912334975369457,235,12,45,4,7,75,44,58,0.098,0.6809999999999999,0.221,0.8689,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,6,1,2,1,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,3,6,3,8,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873195605452009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593895647807272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286842083547401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408373566440944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802049100184307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914914629227425,0.0,0.0,0.5842139918206353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30455535425102986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804698410118934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135379285370322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591624131579401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313099096893278
socialanxiety,folskygg,2019/07/24,"Tips on overcoming social anxiety during business hours I recently started at this company, whose position requires me to be close to the staff (not necessarily mandatory, but it would be better for everyone).

I am that kind of serious person that doesn't laugh much, unless I'm comfortable enough with the person I'm interacting with. 

I have social anxiety issues, interactions with people I'm not close to really scare me off, and I act weirdly in those situations. This creates a wall between me and the person I'm trying to bond with. I think I assume people will dislike and reject me automatically, and it makes me nervous without reason. 

For those who happen to be socially anxious, could you give me some insights and small steps that you took in your career, that helped you overcome your anxiety?",10.181547619047619,9.383584138888892,10.21480158730159,58.46750000000003,58.30555555555557,13.228571428571426,40.71031746031746,12.28987398476788,5.392598412698412,652,29,97,18,7,217,93,144,0.193,0.731,0.076,-0.9499,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,2,0,9,0,2,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,25,19,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,12,11,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,0,17,4,20,12,3,15,0,1,0,0,17,9,0,2,3,73,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495359435102795,0.1720599292209418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470032390879375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216021818796518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737052667522894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553279654910647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610367180189304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468173699622435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208601886650674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499885522064204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896558521108695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586009583684259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166396134365643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119608086935974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111765399335548,0.3989573799185661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756970674167237,0.15659366052498636,0.1503816168730875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248266169165353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711958393195423,0.0,0.46576359628815894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780140525684917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759011778051108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692151127762915,0.10340427476749244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468154169407758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819224139395027,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,morrissigh,2019/07/24,"Anyone else avoid Instagram sometimes? I like ig for fashion inspo mainly, and it’s not like i avoid it STRONGLY....but out of all my social media apps, that’s the one I hardly go on bc I DO follow some people from college/high school and they post pics of them with their friends/doing stuff that young adults should be doing according to society I guess. I just feel bad about myself seeing that stuff and that I have hardly any friends :/

I do post, but not often. I guess it because I have nothing that cool to post, and also I have this lowkey fear that when I DO post, ppl that I know in real life (I have some internet friends/acquaintances) will judge me, like: “oh remember her, she was so weird/cold/awkward in high school/college”",2.3081250000000004,4.7590885625000015,2.904,91.34100000000002,80.04166666666666,5.506666666666668,21.405555555555555,6.742157984588678,0.478800555555555,579,17,114,6,15,180,93,144,0.102,0.8340000000000001,0.064,-0.6249,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,0,6,9,0,3,1,1,12,1,0,0,1,23,19,8,0,1,4,0,3,3,1,2,1,0,0,1,13,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,1,5,22,5,12,15,4,13,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,5,5,77,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940045397531124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930300035206258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565509024136948,0.14016974376286298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422389730814927,0.08339318676275613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428045845332395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394020442160522,0.0691711662331102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569283174632252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774768940613616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014054981054104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24509531723908204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890774999300957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518276303435505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966272488545974,0.20050353855921974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126514137884274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270052821239452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948412332748444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5240737334768611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557105460647818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496991871847873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769017132810287,0.10901342638397496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945233973557433,0.0,0.0,0.1353006067609234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132109604912809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,I-need-scissors-61,2019/07/24,"What can I do to deal with anxiety when playing online games? When I'm playing online games the mere thought of playing against, or even cooperatively with other people fills me with dread. Particularly the former.

Sometimes I force myself to play in an attempt to deal with it but it's excruciating, my heart pounds, I sweat uncontrollably and feel like shit every time. I get so worried that I'll ruin the game for others or get mocked and humiliated because I've done something wrong.

There was a time when I really enjoyed multiplayer, I want to be able to play with others again but this anxiety is overwhelming.",7.440455120101133,8.331361389380533,7.726953223767384,68.41637168141595,63.42477876106194,9.996965865992417,33.84197218710493,9.957137785484203,3.4012538558786343,499,20,84,10,7,163,79,113,0.275,0.59,0.135,-0.9742,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,7,14,2,3,5,0,6,3,3,0,0,14,12,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,8,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,1,9,7,14,8,0,9,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,2,8,55,17,0,0.21447860559640464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32815109245498075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307441672531239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44223604929185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948607890646846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416610962005203,0.0,0.18070747560137865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844682735058132,0.15322355869292326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224112438292257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541581803059627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478341296157072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869245974560455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374004867836301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201592065043287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511610906472104,0.2121248251385888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027205535081846,0.2501283994290413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650503852981626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178134350224173,0.0,0.0,0.2344986858040955,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CounterBusters,2019/07/24,"I try to hide my social ineptitude by acting like a complete idiot and hide behind the excuse of ""I'm just joking around"" My strategy is basically just acting so stupid, it's comical and it seems like I'm just that way as a joke.

Example: Back when I was in school, somebody in my class I had never spoken to came up to me and just said ""How are you"". My response.... ""yeah"".

I mean, they did find it funny but realistically, the only reason I didn't respond normally is because I wanted to hide my inability to actually have a regular conversation with people.

Hell, even now, most of my conversations with friends is just sharing memes and whatnot because I still don't know how to talk to people or how to make small talk.

Does anybody else do this, or am I just on some next level retardation?",3.9898817204301062,5.5797099612903285,5.8913709677419375,75.83038978494623,71.96774193548387,8.521505376344086,27.755376344086017,9.075114841892004,2.363827956989247,624,23,117,13,12,216,102,155,0.121,0.77,0.109,-0.6166,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,0,16,9,3,0,5,1,12,0,0,5,1,31,21,13,0,2,9,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,3,0,3,3,3,0,0,6,1,17,6,20,15,2,17,1,0,0,0,12,7,1,5,8,84,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.18727486539148014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083911743290894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756567449072225,0.0,0.2339710964926291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21949202614741167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012122525880442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679402893495039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603148003449728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675365450228762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754007541603847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826791429286276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546780970570616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751345119201016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810031306791952,0.0,0.0,0.2090444517869704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801154942811198,0.0,0.20409670618307452,0.0,0.18802943589857035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595494704209575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26609017119296363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731374493557385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254878635139876,0.0,0.0,0.19422149456094454,0.0,0.17470615324379224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562639409150587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325825531101828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084973229360031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302931716923844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131925163413215,0.15232791473992247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ShadowLife656,2019/07/24,"Ashamed of my past Thinking of going to my 10 year reunion soon and I'm really scared. I might just not even go even though it is so nearby. I fucked up in college because I was trying to hide being gay even though many people saw through it and just didn't say anything. I look back and see how cringly and needy I was and I can't imagine facing them all now because they just know me as that weirdo. I am just ashamed of how I acted and don't want to face it all.

College wasn't that important so maybe I will just not go and try making new friends. Well, that is another post but maybe I just stop trying to make friends from back then and forget it all happened.",2.1512350119904085,3.8529687697841735,2.9346942446043194,94.65345623501202,77.12949640287768,5.496642685851318,23.813549160671464,5.985473137389443,0.3366973621103111,525,17,116,3,12,165,84,139,0.149,0.795,0.055999999999999994,-0.7841,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,20,7,1,3,0,0,12,4,2,4,3,31,26,17,0,1,9,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,4,6,4,1,0,5,4,15,3,12,18,3,16,0,0,3,2,5,2,1,1,9,81,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165064936126375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686089622417654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23707970544502366,0.0,0.1879495310496792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054645246314243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23820792720809844,0.14251883079146818,0.0,0.0,0.2628387701320972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136323556605467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472253911776988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945593250967613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580656439494066,0.1562944766935406,0.3097497392823507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635398514350786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888910117518628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716357132990154,0.1068754295773066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476430753309769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875911713516188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259455921557083,0.15434148108037202,0.0,0.1228459012201782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288850199437689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877977699202564,0.3029236739178269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31399443203443456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909278140915784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860873793021075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927426073598494
socialanxiety,almighty_uterus,2019/07/24,"Practicing how to be comfortable being alone, but it’s taking a long time and I’m lonely. :/ I quit using Facebook last week in the hopes of improving my mental health/self-esteem. And while I have noticed a huge improvement, it still makes me sad no one has reached out to me. How do you know when it's time to stop isolating yourself and reach out to someone?",2.547766599597587,4.884359028169017,3.489657947686116,88.10901408450707,78.43661971830986,6.874044265593561,24.227364185110666,7.957251820313856,1.4311674044265592,285,10,56,5,7,91,57,71,0.203,0.5760000000000001,0.222,0.1655,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,4,0,13,11,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,2,8,9,0,13,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,9,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26101951232125714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678883462093664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25031540773443506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850508558886596,0.20543213845888256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230321598256214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822711000580104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25397960638702005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869295156542002,0.0,0.0,0.17077710469783788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680571647602236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629146414079701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353801683960105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126565468918053,0.2107022629907259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894897066524598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939129275065834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766669611373485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215740908733584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MrsSpider,2019/07/24,"How do you make others understand your anxiety? Especially those near and dear to you? Having a rough time with the hubby right now as I’m bracing myself for a visit from the in-laws. (They’re wonderful people and only come every year, but it’s a major trigger for me for some reason that always leads to a blowup between him and I. He’s very supportive otherwise, and I can totally understand why he feels slighted when it comes to his parents)",4.2648338870431886,6.199147709302328,5.52933554817276,77.3022093023256,71.90697674418605,8.635215946843855,27.40199335548173,9.23628265651192,2.5823109634551504,357,13,62,8,7,119,69,86,0.017,0.888,0.096,0.7506,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,5,1,19,12,8,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,11,12,3,10,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,4,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198778378399595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765096024178443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39751094711716695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440194109186187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666519977686073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401562325847745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548233566320615,0.0,0.0,0.25620094932643445,0.0,0.0,0.15996074708072858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372312656847608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704415080563986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618323160221061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454187827422456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480400989595053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037833812305632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208200041487944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502193716433378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858405693451426
socialanxiety,Wilted_R0se,2019/07/24,"How to restore faith in people? Hi,
I was diagnosed with social anxiety about 4 years ago after years of thinking my thought patterns were just the norm for everyone.

I'm struggling at work and have to take diazepam to force myself to go in. It's a customer service job (well-suited, I know...). It feels like everytime things are going somewhat fine and my confidence is building, there's a customer who tests my faith in humanity. No matter how many times others tell me that their attitude is the issue, it still leaves me broken down, in shock, and tearful. I had the misfortune of one such incident this week and it's plagued me all day, everyday since. I had to listen to a lady berate me on how slow I am in processing orders (various swears). Fortunately, a manager was there who intervened, but she even told them that she can speak to their colleagues however she wishes. Hearing someone say that they can speak to others like that honestly terrifies me. It's this constant battle where you hear that your fears are irrational but they become reality and you just want to run. 

Does anyone have advice on coping with social anxiety in customer-facing roles? How do you see the good in others? I don't want to give up on this job but if it's really not working with me, then maybe it is time.",5.143211382113822,6.677063239837402,5.7611382113821135,78.099918699187,69.04065040650406,9.043902439024393,29.92682926829269,9.444778638647367,2.8169365853658537,1031,40,183,22,18,334,153,246,0.10099999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.106,-0.584,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,5,2,13,11,1,2,8,0,17,1,0,4,1,29,34,14,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,21,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,7,8,28,7,31,27,3,31,2,0,1,0,28,14,0,2,15,133,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431838802669616,0.12184461405490365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030375803712967,0.0,0.0,0.0961109827190508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518070647407193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853886522670054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864641255551227,0.0,0.0,0.13951284397075173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202868590519814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078702336703612,0.0,0.0,0.1313431190705142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467388394698586,0.06950083624103706,0.09819711393270836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318583330846684,0.15623647030396234,0.11528983370694745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098411343684955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346618962584592,0.2728036289490338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554108433259615,0.0,0.0,0.14554386342350928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430609272646554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393567091776335,0.13809094616842052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314233923763607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952932469075211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805650625920927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930888088171667,0.0,0.0,0.10953298473606383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370331000436293,0.0,0.0,0.2802339400995185,0.1164642675011809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977088479813016,0.0,0.0,0.14369669043920158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334824782450484,0.0,0.12014079197217215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131828234697537,0.08807492718952954,0.0,0.10912306541809216,0.16030098208177154,0.0,0.0,0.1313431190705142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214777658923765,0.0,0.1102572502908383,0.0,0.1235875892088866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806523413261525,0.0,0.0,0.2001361939262119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703164660560233
socialanxiety,buyuyu,2019/07/24,"What moment made you suspect/realize you might have social anxiety? I’m just asking out of curiosity. Personally, I was in a lot of denial. Since I was this way for as long as I could remember, I didn’t realize how much I had normalized my behavior until a friend asked me why I kept making excuses not to talk to my teacher.",5.317615384615387,5.626466569230771,7.6305769230769265,69.29817307692309,67.92307692307692,12.03846153846154,33.17307692307692,11.698219412168324,4.301384615384615,257,11,48,9,4,93,51,65,0.03,0.914,0.055999999999999994,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,13,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,11,1,10,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,3,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749329373070625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582524105882628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195684541422154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935604173777415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689707000678365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836688082541974,0.0,0.23191022574167625,0.16359957812584244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600019176278473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801694605129963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24013630920586665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140032652089894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27763936221698154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027411045791936,0.0,0.0,0.2498385427573564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699417853304685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454115287780335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115573883077275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Crativ390,2019/07/24,"What do you do when your friend ditches you? A two days ago my friend and I made plans to meet up because we haven't seen each other in a while. We planned to meet up today, but we didn't discuss too many details beforehand because I assumed we would talk about it more the next day. She never brought it up again, and neither did I (because I got scared and dont initiate things lol). Today I see on her Instagram story that's shes having the time of her life with her other friends. I don't mind that shes hanging out with others but I wish she could've told me something. She did this once before too, when two other friends and I were all planning to hang out with her, just to see that the very day we were gonna go out shes with someone else, and didn't tell us anything about it. I'm scared to confront her about it because it might ruin our friendship (especially since I've known her for a long time). What should I do?",4.376529209621991,4.494267494845367,4.7046907216494835,90.12686426116841,69.9278350515464,7.291408934707904,28.537800687285234,6.42735559955562,1.0840975945017175,730,24,163,4,12,230,110,194,0.077,0.8190000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.6497,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,7,3,0,3,9,8,1,2,6,1,19,1,0,1,2,31,30,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,16,18,0,0,2,0,0,4,7,4,0,2,11,3,33,4,22,15,4,27,0,1,3,0,32,8,0,2,15,114,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706052650064495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086716254680679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220027865645376,0.0,0.11237074585415338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054367363763919,0.0,0.0,0.2554974417202981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547697727142376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031664426175178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40810751649332794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505101318693935,0.0,0.10561801393285514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327573569577624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686625333261005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495548783163304,0.0,0.13388502950471218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009156495986816,0.1333398836197083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185046801515568,0.0,0.1404440742997161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406363517121203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26442410743361344,0.0,0.2104645980759249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923888131796423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189143301858996,0.10166389893822188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614238160419792,0.11542360301728034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877327758275359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400694980745802,0.0,0.25034911267922233,0.1261860837254835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25800092109140416,0.0,0.158848262214897,0.0,0.0,0.10896082149226924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185898591031732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380947494112146,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KAMATISES,2019/07/24,"It's hard for me to express my emotions to people i genuinely care about. sometimes i doubt my self if i even care about them at all.  i have a hard time expressing affection towards people especially those closest to me (my family). I have this thought buried in my head that telling my family that i love them or any sign of affection is ""cheesy"". i want and need to tell them, show them, but i feel like i just cant do it. its like i have three sides of my self that i show to my family, my friends and one side that i keep to my self. 

people are gonna say that i should just be more open with my self and others and i know that, but i don't know why its so hard for me to do it. and when i don't do it, i end up thinking that I'm the worst person to my family. if anyone can relate to this i would like to hear your side. thank you.",2.1585164835164856,2.7945248516483545,3.744725274725276,93.15027472527474,75.2087912087912,7.578021978021977,21.69230769230769,7.882392219407189,0.5456351648351645,641,14,160,9,13,214,95,182,0.063,0.775,0.162,0.9524,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,4,0,7,10,0,1,2,0,15,2,1,2,1,29,30,12,0,6,7,0,4,3,1,3,0,2,0,5,17,7,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,6,38,8,21,25,3,12,0,0,0,1,19,9,0,4,6,113,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142178913997257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371931949966074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441492776125081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468225773213294,0.10604691383382224,0.0,0.0,0.07908178233809167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514902698955258,0.0,0.06054003975555696,0.08553648420501961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925045591140679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217687598229113,0.0,0.12287945901198748,0.0,0.13494653882667934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642320277310743,0.0,0.0,0.13160302799271792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754848567190222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806270292607988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877967730983738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113342551470748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490210449933149,0.10454526570925568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521560246072547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996258839998856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841789806829135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209301893779656,0.11023303533216068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767193588150464,0.0,0.0950537443283138,0.06981662633833989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062096927109678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803940517734996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505409745661974,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EggIsMyFriend,2019/07/24,"Is this actually maladaptive? So, uh, I recently discovered the wonders of these things called ""earbuds"" and ""Spotify"". Dunno if you've heard of them. Pretty new tech. (Self deprecating humor because I live under a rock). But I found that it is way WAY easier to manage things like going to the store or for a walk. I have a reason to not interact. I live in the US in the Midwest, so nodding and smiling and saying hello to everydamnone is considered normal. But, I feel like having earbuds in and music on is like this protective barrier. I feel safer, I don't have to talk to people. It's great. But, is this actually a step back? Is it ok to cope like this? I have pretty bad anxiety in general, not just social.",2.4409627329192527,4.844814731884057,4.757184265010352,78.51260869565219,79.21739130434783,8.290683229813665,25.07453416149068,9.04235418022936,2.4568099378882,555,21,101,15,14,193,85,138,0.045,0.723,0.231,0.9788,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,8,1,11,0,0,1,0,21,17,11,0,2,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,11,4,0,2,5,1,1,3,3,1,1,0,2,4,11,7,16,15,0,14,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,4,7,72,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.32013091134268423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547923777440154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126125664965401,0.1369546367734475,0.09998856519194166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748861388756994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587267935876135,0.11718001735134838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984575141365544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932196047720788,0.0,0.0,0.18083895111748635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205387540587766,0.0,0.2896754569393409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584170762872475,0.0,0.0,0.16071039364420392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137147913913407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337462801796304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864577329856906,0.16195562440028854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304398474190753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711146135488862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672035798618333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183767203868185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794281891516215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730276239603306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603919862213425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787891196916325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hityouwild69,2019/07/24,"Today someone invited me to a party I got invited to a party by a cousin it’s really my first time ever someone asking me to come with him do you think i should go or not?
By the way i have social anxiety i don’t know how to act around. 
I simply don’t want to waste my chance and regret it later.",0.5549999999999997,2.088921772727275,3.8969696969696974,86.71545454545458,81.27272727272728,6.824242424242425,18.575757575757574,7.793537801064563,0.5926848484848488,231,5,51,4,6,85,46,66,0.114,0.75,0.136,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,13,12,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,11,0,9,10,0,10,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21425625538671345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493257185525261,0.26183188625294324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412594154592573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533434546809485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23823125940746576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917281457354834,0.0,0.22400119376784644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392164180058493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942292110827535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28550072142499155,0.4746124952603837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946045538334487,0.0,0.0,0.16331371572346906,0.0,0.2654779142813548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519521931299874,0.22231013229773985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,applejuice__,2019/07/24,"School presentation?? On Friday everyone in my class has to read a narrative they wrote, in front of everyone. Not even a factual presentation but my own personal ‘creative’ thoughts. I haven’t started it because it’s too scary. I can’t even think about it. If I don’t go to the lesson she will probably make me do it another day. Told my psychiatrist today (while crying), she says she could get my teacher to not make me do it but then my teacher would know about my anxiety. I will cry in front of everyone if I have to do it. But my teacher can’t know that I don’t want to. I’m fucked no matter what I do??",2.1498181818181834,3.938949160000005,4.22901818181818,84.98250909090909,77.4,8.385454545454545,26.56363636363637,9.095868883498916,2.1857200000000003,475,19,102,12,11,163,70,125,0.163,0.816,0.021,-0.9673,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,3,0,15,1,0,2,1,20,29,7,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,8,1,0,0,3,1,20,0,13,22,1,14,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,2,7,73,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794524095861684,0.13711553608084626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926098979734664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310586936709702,0.0,0.3937660570661404,0.11559280245526532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367682155438742,0.0,0.0,0.5138048606446034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570138196216536,0.09364374468155748,0.0,0.10186431084757323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700753559646095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392836928828395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650251722777478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324740887222586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928514015323166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253616711735395,0.0,0.1813970447953797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268646136098452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114847599202119,0.0,0.14229386819559633,0.0,0.0,0.16989537350315434,0.17126828688153448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571841187652632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273245637876741,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kiddokarama,2019/07/24,"Social anxiety is crippling my life Hi, it's my first time writing such thing but it's been disturbing me and I have nobody to talk to about it. 

I started working around 7 months ago at a place that's across the city, and my life has been pretty much a routine ever since. Take the same bus in the morning, pretty much see the same people in there and then on the way back I take the same bus home and mostly see the same people too. Mind you the trip takes around 45-50 minutes each way depending on the traffic. But whatever, I just plug in my headphones and try not to get too annoyed by how crowded the bus is and try to suppress my anxiety. I usually like to go to the back of the bus and stand by the door because that's where it's usually more empty. 

About a month ago, I was going back from work and after a few stops from where I took my bus, I noticed a girl with this beautiful silver dyed hair walk in. She immediately stood out from everyone else on the bus and she had sunglasses on and then she noticed a free spot across from me and when she sat down and took her glasses, I think I got a glimpse into another dimension... She really had a different vibe with her.. I liked it.. but, I dropped off and didn't give it much thought as I didn't think I'll see her again.

Next day, she comes in again! For almost two weeks she takes the same bus as me and sits or stands close to me no matter how busy the bus is, she makes her way. One day I had to get some wet food for my cat which meant I had to drop off a station after my usual one, and guess what? Turns out that's her stop too! But I go into the supermarket and she goes home. Next day I said to myself let me go home from that bus stop too, and we walk together for like 5 minutes before she turns and I continue my way... 

All this time we never spoke but she keeps looking at me and smiling and I know she likes me but thanks to my anxiety, no words come out of my mouth, we walk for 5 minutes together in silence and I have to walk faster to avoid confrontation... I reach home so tired and anxious and sweaty from what had happened... And hating myself, disgusted at myself coz I know I'm messing it up. 

Last week Thursday I finally had the guts to speak to her, I said hi and we spoke for a bit, she's so cool.. and of course I was feeling so anxious I forgot to ask her number 🤦‍♂️ I haven't seen her since... Actually yesterday I waited for her at the bus stop but I was scrolling through my phone avoiding other people and didn't notice that she already is halfway home and by the time I reached her, she was already opening her house door and I was like a creep waving goodbye to her from outside.... Today I tried to wait for her but she wasn't there, I waited for 45 minutes.... Why can't I just be normal and make a normal conversation with a girl I like? Why do I have to suffer so much to just be straight forward and speak? It's like crippling me and I'm so devastated now what if she thinks I'm a creep now? What if I don't see her again?",2.1020686726522726,3.5390567839116716,3.4590063091482683,91.97905059451591,76.58675078864353,6.580393108468818,23.39104586265469,7.24557181361754,0.6910144139771903,2347,71,533,27,52,768,263,634,0.11199999999999999,0.795,0.09300000000000001,-0.9267,1,2,0,0,0,0,67.0,4,1,0,3,33,19,4,3,34,1,32,7,3,6,3,110,86,55,0,4,15,0,3,7,0,0,3,6,7,2,22,51,1,12,8,0,1,14,11,9,0,4,30,16,96,11,78,53,16,101,0,1,6,0,54,34,0,8,53,359,118,2,0.0,0.0,0.0626890500513888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388990745501555,0.0,0.06432715934040963,0.0,0.14178104851383666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736132369427215,0.147430453077914,0.14514600739967246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143745794300696,0.060055801794978485,0.0,0.0,0.14818996561035605,0.0,0.03916015571001452,0.0,0.054663575453464605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013352788681079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106742791593868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428860890335075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711720941946724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053664342632396916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058108828982257436,0.0,0.061384148129245676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03248171398027973,0.0,0.0,0.07037186616646808,0.0,0.05464257811029707,0.07767935813676373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712557940030099,0.061624937091674124,0.14603646851389446,0.0,0.05137865936528629,0.0,0.07076768915931203,0.0,0.05680728942283974,0.0,0.0,0.06342377803442575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221901836721573,0.0,0.0,0.07412442576157034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709953358634999,0.0,0.0,0.07060933444144024,0.05236423813534522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656898328513746,0.09074933475659633,0.21969120286799448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394548681607578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576150270594422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486416668144514,0.0,0.10255163583658357,0.0,0.18889539755937892,0.0,0.049545908955194166,0.0,0.1366401049333386,0.0,0.12588327529740287,0.0,0.21941326608129094,0.0,0.0,0.08706147972316647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360794593466993,0.0,0.06711720941946724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307105094905969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04115383936525233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221405131415718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476410207579293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628011384968293,0.0,0.0,0.06548467027296574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454694583333622,0.0,0.0,0.21483032903560656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320217757129776,0.051633741874082734,0.0,0.059143633524103414,0.0,0.0,0.04267825379939085,0.12348734555722116,0.0,0.050999446787504336,0.11237671945442668,0.07383452034823104,0.060892083195791875,0.0,0.14274618223064256,0.130844389787766,0.1397495172072404,0.06275322242431333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225411269654085,0.0,0.0,0.20396313731461624,0.10305903243461992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593335821184746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353508475304656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DeatsByDoctorBre,2019/07/24,"People are afraid to be honest with their feelings As a kid I had really bad social anxiety and I still do. I got teased and messed with for my awkward and slightly offputting demeanor, but never straight-up bullied. People would say things like, ""you're weird,"" or they would say douchey things about me in front of me but refuse to talk to or even look at me while doing so (I'm talking middle school aged kids in this particular instance). This kind of thing happened all throughout middle school and a little bit in high school but it happened less and less as I got older, probably because I eventually got really athletic and tall and people were just afraid to say anything to me because my appearance was intimidating. My personality never changed, but my appearance did, and that's when people stopped messing with me. But that's all besides the point. My point is, it's kind of cowardly to insult people indirectly, and it seemed to happen to me a lot growing up. I never really thought much of it until now. Why are kids like this?",7.529636363636364,7.617534215384616,7.3595337995338,73.87258741258742,63.256410256410255,9.962703962703962,34.65034965034965,9.573946990214177,3.2248461538461535,832,33,146,14,11,265,113,195,0.125,0.8009999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.8237,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,7,14,2,3,4,0,12,0,0,0,5,36,25,22,0,2,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,4,12,12,0,2,3,0,0,4,3,9,0,0,8,5,19,5,25,14,7,27,0,0,1,0,15,12,0,7,13,104,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083807186887182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015218396133597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147156966138324,0.13356409423984805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960270532902252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589177581694493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235824129123586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055392919518249074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26285687493936194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906301323532076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574798836122245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281636622256779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704341109517262,0.10980015520937926,0.0,0.0,0.09199631556973394,0.0,0.0,0.09313742254438424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053352388306012,0.0,0.25348039351123536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797487513872674,0.09565681675845288,0.0,0.0,0.20712461162776746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811587638959516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105459687143093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613610872383565,0.0,0.3326182386433279,0.0,0.09973227234446166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167474328207327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748858453993018,0.09159060335896288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610793012915266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183449813631453,0.0,0.0,0.08697226547498606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885388413936616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556455791616619,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hnergh,2019/07/24,"How to just do stuff you enjoy/am I being paranoid My fav artist is going on tour for very affordable prices, and I'd like to see her live. I just don't have anyone to go with since it's happening when I'd be in that city by myself for a few months, and I don't know anyone there. (not like I'd have anyone even if it were local) It doesn't help that the artist's main demographic is girls and young women, and I -a tall and awkward 20yr guy- would feel really out of place. I just feel like it would be REALLY weird to go, especially by myself. Am I right or just being paranoid? How can I get over my anxieties about just liking the things I like? I see people passionately and unashamedly doing things in public and I'm like...dang. I want that",1.4626923076923075,3.441397833333337,3.140358974358976,91.0713076923077,80.28205128205127,6.211282051282053,16.81025641025641,7.3011,-0.01644051282051251,586,10,129,8,15,194,92,156,0.08,0.785,0.136,0.8617,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,1,4,0,18,1,0,2,0,25,30,12,0,4,8,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,10,9,0,0,3,2,1,3,4,2,0,0,1,4,16,6,16,23,2,15,0,0,2,1,7,9,0,2,8,86,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759141929732307,0.0,0.0,0.3498635538320469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016108578653408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686648003081168,0.11915249879047005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871392012440603,0.0,0.2843662877660105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514512028861147,0.14748898614718586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179365338038116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166164461552832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889015341767357,0.0,0.1472757698486401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331276051977224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562894297147296,0.0,0.17425667147437593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136957459408312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243498665875245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658149167240084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379677361704476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909309434206428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216114321720714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376165490820388,0.09837515574625844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369610661114752,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xyn-io,2019/07/24,"Anxiety posting to Reddit/social media Anyone else get anxiety when posting to reddit or social media?

I made a reddit post a couple of hours ago (different account) and have not been able to stop thinking about it since it posted.

I keep going back to check the comments and votes worrying about how everyone perceived me. Some people criticized me (for something totally insignificant) and I just can’t stop thinking about them. My anxiety is screaming that everyone thinks I’m a bad person, but I know it’s not true.

It’s not just Reddit. I get anxiety no matter where I post, even if I’m anonymous. I ended up deleting all of my social media accounts, mainly because of anxiety, though I tell people otherwise. The worry of what people think of me was too overwhelming. I was constantly thinking about what others thought when they came across my profile or saw my post. I thought everyone would think I’m a loser and have no friends.

Do you get anxiety posting online? How do you deal with it?",5.519250965250965,7.354758318918923,6.211138996139,74.06790540540544,68.51351351351353,8.961389961389962,32.67374517374517,9.424239791934726,3.391617760617761,799,36,127,17,14,261,105,185,0.201,0.7709999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.9763,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,2,1,15,6,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,3,3,37,30,13,0,2,9,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,3,10,0,3,2,6,4,0,0,8,2,21,2,17,21,4,21,0,2,1,0,11,3,0,4,9,91,30,0,0.08760481791443853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765638530890259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40210467551768586,0.0,0.0,0.06125532559924846,0.08976148861175827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673626974535108,0.07314636370286727,0.05340308388211947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019657350433332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466968598377358,0.0,0.0,0.09693306475205904,0.0,0.0,0.09031672055514013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152838898556716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318258416280518,0.0,0.07759186618463318,0.0,0.0,0.05786215601177135,0.0,0.0,0.25113047321772297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768326500754844,0.0,0.1373097048143281,0.0,0.049787836874596494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627309899898243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778671873605943,0.0,0.0,0.04814531686186014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289379690652357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822024507998111,0.07649314792753842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873083954757111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724676106620328,0.0,0.0,0.17860415905781538,0.0,0.06744246881469812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648310092109654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657047219587168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368017799523765,0.08607128880698063,0.13909687974188975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793389006233934,0.0,0.06223194914139937,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,moonlikeyou,2019/07/24,"Job References From Teachers/Profs Does anyone have tips on building relationships with teachers/professors? For reasons beyond me, I find my social anxiety is the worst when interacting with people in these roles, and it never helps when I’m applying to positions that would greatly benefit from having personal references. Every time I get to the references spot on an application I have a breakdown.

Some people suggest dropping into office hours for this, but I just find that to be way too intimidating. I’m very much an independent worker so questions don’t come up too often, and I usually go to fellow students before I go to a prof for an answer as it’s far easier interacting with peers. 

If anyone here knows how to make a good impression with profs despite being an invisible student, please let me know. 😰",9.032602040816329,9.14833085714286,9.396658163265313,60.42110969387758,60.15646258503403,12.520068027210884,38.783163265306115,11.93303328291395,5.143014285714286,664,30,99,19,8,222,105,147,0.064,0.8340000000000001,0.102,0.7687,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,9,0,9,0,0,4,1,28,18,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,10,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,22,14,3,18,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,4,6,72,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389557052457405,0.0,0.0,0.25401675196368084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456404399114929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646858086737167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589562211095825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304129891819218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320351676074803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490049746372677,0.0,0.20646277668855856,0.15235277105780126,0.0,0.20026105062583252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175086720580625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888087423562302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025175112428385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965148975817365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857413484277964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212475086657406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352783958921866,0.0,0.1400935812889045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518555151421164,0.15860287080303326,0.0,0.19938847384959546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348071677586532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675832576819065,0.0,0.19501563201855915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516124078698684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591696612870186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000531050763968,0.14987375120123744,0.0,0.14417904000492468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290333324867772,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Benster7703,2019/02/06,"How has sitting in a corner and never approaching anyone worked for you? I’m my 15 years of living I can remember two times people came up to me first, so if Putin, Trump, and Kim decide to let me survive till age 30 I would have had four pleasant social interactions. ",4.035,5.485597735849058,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,71.64150943396227,7.564150943396226,24.57075471698113,8.07648339933343,1.43606037735849,212,6,40,3,4,70,48,53,0.0,0.9359999999999999,0.064,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,8,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,6,1,7,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159150594420214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531766244393356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26265894184287303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157614919220994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27266964151833745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381599929737261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140780011646087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34980197214172337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147753051861468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800595264745928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016456318354884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248047880979192,0.0,0.0,0.2193574985784249,0.0,0.0,0.198852396565866
socialanxiety,paisleywhite,2019/02/06,"Girls who hate other girls Do any other girls out there experience opposition/straight up bullying from other females? 

Just a little about me: I'm 25/Female. 5'4 and pretty skinny. I feel sort of like an asshole saying this but I've never had an issue getting a boyfriend or a date with a guy. Relationships with men have always come easy to me, and I'm relatively happy with how I look. I'm an artist and I sell paintings frequently  (locally and on social media--I have a big following). I have played piano my entire life, I've worked as a graphic designer for a huge brand, and all over I think I present myself as a pretty happy, welcoming person to others.

​

But deep down I'm miserable that I don't have many female friends. I have one female best friend who is awesome, who I have known for years. We hike together, chill out and make crafts, get tea, explore outside, etc. It's a very genuine friendship and I love that. I also find it very easy to befriend coworkers in any workplace, and I usually end up becoming pretty tight with the females in those environments. But what kills me is that other than these circumstances, I feel like most of my other interactions with females SUCK. I feel like girls judge me the second they interact with me. I feel like their tone of voice becomes snotty and judgmental, fake and just straight up weird. And you could be thinking ""well maybe you present yourself as standoffish"" but truly I always make a point to be welcoming and friendly to other girls because I know exactly how shitty it feels to feel bullied and isolated. I just feel like they hate me before they even get to know me. This is random but lately I stopped wearing makeup (I only ever wear a little eye makeup anyway) as an experiment to see if girls would treat me nicer. Oddly enough it seems like it works. It's bizarre but I've had way more warmer interactions since I've just been going out everywhere barefaced. There are still some females who are totally standoffish to me either way, but for the most part it seems like interactions have been smoother.

​

Example of my experiences: I have a male friend who dated a girl last year, and this girl befriended me. I'll call her Bell. While dating my friend, Bell wanted to become friends with me from the beginning, but I always felt a the vibe that she didn't genuinely like me. I went to her house one time to play music with her boyfriend and our circle of friends, and the second I started playing piano she went upstairs for the entire night and wouldn't come back down. My male friend had to go upstairs and console her the entire night. One day Bell's friend mysteriously blocked me on social media for no reason, someone I've never spoken a fucking word to. I asked Bell about it a year later when we got coffee one day, and she said ""oh she just doesn't like you because you're friends with my ex."" This is just one example of petty shit I've experienced. Why would someone dislike me to the extent of blocking me online, when I've done absolutely nothing to them?

​

Would love to hear your experiences and thoughts on this. It sucks because I dearly love a deep female friendship, but it feels like so many girls these days are more interested in competing against each other.",6.0649110936270585,7.12766461935484,6.066270653029116,78.50428402832418,66.51612903225806,8.758457907159716,30.92840283241543,8.9110942124816,2.535422501966955,2624,98,470,42,41,828,287,620,0.09699999999999999,0.659,0.244,0.9989,0,0,0,0,0,0,79.0,3,4,5,4,22,45,7,1,30,0,32,11,5,5,6,101,81,42,1,7,18,1,10,10,10,4,1,4,0,14,36,37,2,4,20,4,1,8,7,10,1,7,13,18,68,35,63,61,14,65,0,1,3,4,67,24,4,9,41,304,104,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044470311942650685,0.13881284992847245,0.18075623175755115,0.2027122206120756,0.07563173874071401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05198669175666981,0.0,0.0,0.04275971032139443,0.0,0.10169576709622452,0.18424654698451712,0.047318966069558654,0.0,0.05835797157402596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056782769898014014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580405995897884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04439907658488754,0.0,0.0,0.10758916552278956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690707695363099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925286318353034,0.05745872284571859,0.062018476202061565,0.0367290670232168,0.050301314616604566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758418365135895,0.0,0.0,0.22493971299369872,0.19863457603074447,0.053393138216247915,0.0,0.05082540681589006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296319646828674,0.0514094102533813,0.08715985885554599,0.0,0.0632074890930791,0.0,0.044475411991209295,0.0,0.0,0.05506142344485737,0.0,0.1183931358563788,0.0,0.10980429201412574,0.0,0.0,0.06267512343015105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416505247673036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058041106524993585,0.0,0.0,0.061522863032730024,0.0,0.061122249558537886,0.04532856819243506,0.0627291128237606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039278117618175616,0.2716763529867983,0.11146918962866954,0.0,0.0,0.04669735997106142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150567253587436,0.0,0.07423856933894964,0.11275712589071818,0.055866482114016715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577782061592833,0.0,0.0,0.1043701240729606,0.0,0.053358112989463725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884097029334081,0.042292974142078436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060218877066535836,0.0,0.0,0.04855543157561972,0.0,0.0,0.05256826041428021,0.0,0.0,0.16972232731425546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057175075470583786,0.0,0.05970300618588985,0.0,0.0,0.05289667296169676,0.04422232454858887,0.0,0.0,0.04431298866754782,0.10124826833681268,0.0,0.0,0.057081601571328376,0.04600014780777785,0.0,0.0,0.11337227267033105,0.09423425789756397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03936017244077306,0.0,0.04440923422115669,0.04649142031974278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126370672449504,0.0,0.04414715049436503,0.03242592000712422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612452019679424,0.09176611538728796,0.0327994923345735,0.08827930385058037,0.0,0.0,0.049998961073319435,0.10309977072474233,0.05017826402726371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096769128302934,0.0,0.0,0.11850862058449092,0.0,0.2027122206120756,0.10743067079840764
socialanxiety,Technical_Cabinet,2019/02/06,"DAE feel like they're being watched even when alone?? I'm homeschooled (left school cause of social anxiety) and I spend 90% of my time at home cause of it. I constantly feel like in each room in my house I'm being watched by cameras from specific spots?? This really bugs me because I want to learn how to dance but I'm scared that I'll be judged by the people watching me :( Or I can only like workout and stuff if I'm hidden behind my bookshelf.

I used to see someone at CAMHS (doing cbt) but they basically told me unless I'm planning on going back to school there's nothing they can help me with and kicked me out so I don't see anyone anymore. 

Is this normal?? Does anyone else feel this way??",1.8180482897384282,3.9733961971830993,2.9910663983903447,91.683661971831,79.98591549295773,5.465593561368209,21.410462776659962,6.5431188927421005,0.3384209255533195,548,16,114,5,14,176,95,142,0.09300000000000001,0.851,0.055999999999999994,-0.7991,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,6,4,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,4,0,21,22,11,0,3,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,4,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,8,16,3,19,18,1,15,0,0,5,0,5,8,0,2,7,64,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603595718905545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118446288710886,0.0,0.15355204081621399,0.21652469387480547,0.15864399261022175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905648449350105,0.0,0.09438433537351358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31811085331182504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731871536335471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354947925645837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934252228522142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022652764867414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23486359516981575,0.22122445772739532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879947664345859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378082959858698,0.0,0.15530942509500847,0.0,0.0,0.17865569055079153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682257512518571,0.0,0.0,0.22692972845356416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170278383939045,0.14856577147002056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775694414868522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734122433906501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918953860452466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550141469465454,0.31339711535630194,0.2467626000505865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783203536361176,0.13118890866906174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772459446943214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902839615492932,0.0,0.0,0.14794890159659205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372539812529302,0.0,0.0,0.09132410442387937,0.12289867600816035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,softjeon,2019/02/06,"I would do anything to avoid people and it’s fucking ridiculous... I was walking home and I saw my neighbors outside. They go to my school and I’ve never talked to them but they’re really intimidating and they scare the shit out of me. They always stare at me whenever I go outside and I feel so self conscious and awkward. I really didn’t want them to see me so I literally walked around my neighborhood for a good 15-30 mins, hoping they would be gone by the time I got to my house. Well, when I came back, they were still there, so I ran off again and now I’m chilling at a park waiting. It’s hot out and I’m sweaty and I just want to go home and rest but I’d really rather suffer than have to face them. I hate this. I wish I didn’t live like this.",-0.2617701863354043,1.924954298136651,1.7681335403726737,96.72387732919258,89.86956521739133,4.959130434782608,17.366770186335405,6.508806274219699,-0.2822077018633537,586,15,138,7,20,194,96,161,0.135,0.7070000000000001,0.158,0.6143,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,8,0,13,12,4,3,4,0,9,3,2,0,1,29,28,16,0,7,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,4,14,0,2,2,0,0,8,3,8,1,0,9,5,29,4,17,16,1,22,0,1,3,1,11,6,2,1,9,89,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167308881957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011256801107544,0.151570845434156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092232256704295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473638396829185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609047348937555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740610358641782,0.0,0.0,0.29029445756873484,0.14280916474040933,0.13617548367959442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810021431700778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415768697773138,0.16911033251924554,0.0,0.19646152031311934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831822733414989,0.0,0.15034602046923434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131790902425233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803945377227665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272259757300312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046372766112078,0.17231601622882742,0.13567817351044253,0.0,0.17762223602252347,0.0,0.17477330406108252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597285959041158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136851561733064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928216834953074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085195541251025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308756912656002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579492254585285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419009816252976,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cigkiddy,2019/02/06,"How little of an ""attack"" can be defined as an anxiety attack (for you)? For instance - in public, I'll get shaky hands, my heart will pound, my chest will tighten up. I feel like I breathe weird when I walk by people. For presentations, I can get extreme tunnel vision; for other situations, I can be totally silent and not say anything. 

I don't really know what defines these things, and although I know I have some form of anxiety I just wanted to ask what an anxiety attack really means - I don't really know. ",5.913095238095237,6.327123234693879,7.035102040816327,73.71585034013606,66.65306122448979,10.206802721088435,30.619047619047624,10.125756701596842,3.08338231292517,399,14,72,9,6,135,64,98,0.156,0.797,0.047,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,3,1,3,0,10,4,4,1,1,14,19,6,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,3,13,1,11,15,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,52,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951259482300247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168024046546565,0.0,0.16095457305835367,0.5876005446784662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705371087621751,0.1229974145279353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990216849579138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040208393893806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838583851836973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411297185386017,0.17255835310525708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875422800613707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936015756663887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308871972449518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691552831793485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935249281228205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438129063046465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154961023394428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,11LeRichard11,2019/02/06,"Advice for a party at a business school this evening? In a couple weeks, I'm starting a graduate program in finance, and this evening (i.e., in a couple hours), I'm going to a welcome social event for all graduate students in the business school. I'm really nervous for this event. I really want to go because I want to make new friends and have a good time, but I'm afraid I'm going to be awkward or embarrass myself something.

​

Does anyone have some kind of advice to help me feel more comfortable and/or socially confident for this event?",8.942211538461544,7.709560336538459,8.63353846153846,70.21146153846156,61.019230769230774,11.396923076923079,40.99230769230768,10.355215969177356,4.383433076923079,441,21,74,8,5,142,62,104,0.059000000000000004,0.723,0.218,0.9446,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,16,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,5,15,15,3,16,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,8,43,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173606062935517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594359236411833,0.19731500244171413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354305317126312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898811464013034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593508325203177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421038142234724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145069279242908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210650772171463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545790071926502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768606462000673,0.1362004564760245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088429411204565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991607213024586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909852068887185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083929482358372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683201052414075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805540198234296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32868366832279905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310611988447104,0.0,0.12501156018216442,0.0,0.0,0.1149366204633464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468773711908232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155722996498492,0.0,0.13025509133420252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19731500244171413,0.0
socialanxiety,CharlieTries,2019/02/06,"Advice; overthinking? I'm doing stage crew for a theatre show within my school. the cast is lovely but 1-2 year older than me. 

after the last show everyone is invited out for drinks. i have never like 'been' out before, my anxiety gets too bad. i would like to go, but i'm not sure whether i should. they said i am invited, but i'm worried about the ID aspect of getting into a bar underage as well as talking to all these people all night that i admire quite a lot. 

any advice appericiated",3.1024489795918377,4.763325520408166,4.960969387755104,81.3134948979592,74.40816326530611,7.757142857142857,24.494897959183675,8.472884824447931,1.6743224489795927,383,12,74,7,8,131,72,98,0.168,0.743,0.08900000000000001,-0.8005,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,6,0,8,3,0,0,4,15,16,6,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,1,9,6,14,12,3,12,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,8,50,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162729065502733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448440461442791,0.0,0.1629407520122297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784210283097354,0.0,0.0,0.1812432351549036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086542168516752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352605005948568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225624114638264,0.0,0.12105008584092665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361952355552004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811740078188126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108091004524407,0.192236492153136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427503604066854,0.0,0.0,0.1998815751034699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766405943214014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265466230378972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260721932122844,0.0,0.0,0.21556252293925235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074546393651216,0.0,0.0,0.1711974810059527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150827272919385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163069739332871,0.0,0.15130568545463904,0.0,0.0,0.13716193137541252
socialanxiety,dekraasbaas,2019/02/06,"Need advice about my anxiety Right now I'm in my room escaping a party. And I feel like my phone (yoytube, netflix) helps me to not think about the mental suffering. Is this a bad thing? In other words: am I avoiding the problem?.
I just cant bare it when im not on my phone, the mental suffering is too much",1.4186458333333327,3.2910844062500004,3.504375,88.93645833333336,79.9375,6.766666666666668,23.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.1333104166666668,238,8,51,4,6,81,47,64,0.20199999999999999,0.67,0.128,-0.7319,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,8,1,6,8,1,7,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27630859183254725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163096806551265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360917572512292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297132712111338,0.20200291763011746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895272393328374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054279869650494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381416494828895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5699086574504743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078602263148042,0.20966204081830925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705619499177827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24147443964453466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878523586721781,0.18118039878989772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LonerInTheTrap,2019/02/06,"Social anxiety keeping me from possibly getting a gf I’m 20 and haven’t really had a girlfriend before, I’m working at a family run business and can’t really go to college yet for some personal reasons, I downloaded tinder in hopes to get into a relationship or at least go on some dates. At first I was nervous about just simply swiping right, I got over that. It has boosted my confidence a good amount because I got 10 matches within a couple weeks I wasn’t expecting to get any honestly. But  now I’m too nervous to message them, I thought it wouldn’t be so bad seeing how they had to swipe right on me but unfortunately I’m still really nervous.",4.7592248062015505,5.882272364341088,6.5565891472868225,73.58434108527133,69.54263565891473,9.76434108527132,33.713178294573645,9.994966539143718,3.6276573643410863,521,25,93,13,9,181,87,129,0.107,0.812,0.081,-0.4932,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,8,7,0,3,6,0,9,0,0,2,0,16,24,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,7,1,11,3,17,15,4,20,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,4,6,62,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534494221021267,0.0,0.14100544474101054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390075529708985,0.1123606769850934,0.0,0.1568440225278854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039482364318655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376190816453438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567837756864105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28890113206977075,0.0,0.20950831488314545,0.15460013104563872,0.2948374869405205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307284141162014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383342029599365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094242618705484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779479901631248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35424322256458857,0.18951320305603275,0.0,0.1978923130618929,0.0,0.3148191116785965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688037313904956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789255942959385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719938982585226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633068390593254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785159103467593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341882489249492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sqoorelfreend,2019/02/06,DAE put off texting people for an entire day? I'm so mad at myself bc I met this cute guy on tinder but I was so nervous talking to him that I ended up making him like once ever 5 hours lmao. Another time I met this rly cute girl in tinder and just ghosted her because I was too nervous,0.7534408602150542,2.579243483870968,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,81.90322580645163,4.778494623655916,21.623655913978496,5.46131890053228,0.15031397849462413,224,7,47,1,6,78,49,62,0.133,0.654,0.213,0.7794,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,6,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,9,3,7,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360640937280242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536911564660045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066910031904708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838610277886355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899036105369708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173377391751091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31562033182818244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657633648085725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139310816874385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413138122797495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218898918507893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221832561245508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25759954996513584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688162241281106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oleny92,2019/02/06,"Colleague pointed out that I was beeing socially awkward in front of other people So I was in this conversation at work today with three of my colleagues that I really didn't want to be in. And when I just want to get away I tend to look away, or at my phone alot.

One of my colleagues noticed this and pointed it out to the rest of us while smirking like a jackass. Which made me even more awkward than before.

Ended the conversation pretty quick after that, but now I'm probably going to be thinking about it for the rest of the day. Which is annoying.",4.24218181818182,5.51334462727273,5.219772727272726,82.12965909090909,70.9090909090909,7.6818181818181825,28.29545454545455,8.07648339933343,1.8689090909090909,439,16,84,6,8,144,73,110,0.09699999999999999,0.867,0.036000000000000004,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,7,4,1,2,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,15,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,4,1,10,1,24,9,4,21,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,2,9,72,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964782099158477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954333913133114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607593766890674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868811652551841,0.0,0.0,0.1393618644759267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023748965081173,0.0,0.1199147465859292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308272481391292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718476615692308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965094435872333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402220620413113,0.0,0.0,0.14297737249659973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627910541033226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39892169212788864,0.0,0.0,0.21466032123601134,0.2274910012200065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517040691935772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508538849112732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519868381510344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000009668767901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538040234269543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24890359467724324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360869924059872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,43158,2019/02/06,"teacher is forcing me to present infront of a class i honestly have no idea what i should do, i hate talking to people and i'm afraid of pissing him off or something

he also said i could record it, but i really hate using microphones and stuff",3.3427551020408166,5.06331791836735,4.599744897959184,83.90329081632655,73.89795918367345,7.348979591836735,30.617346938775512,8.07648339933343,2.270955102040816,194,9,37,3,4,64,40,49,0.218,0.742,0.04,-0.8338,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,8,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,7,1,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353959042171514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501883217244626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5812300268755121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332291413563595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204068969118172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857160438560344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27999938875974884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266091651136152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33696650505767617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365917177061469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542285529941942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HersheleOstropoler,2019/02/06,"All my co-workers seem to know my name and I barely know any of theirs I'm officially seasonal but I'm likely to come back as long as I want to. The faces are mostly the same year to year. I know the names of people I've directly worked with, but basically no one else, while people I don't even remember being introduced to know who I am.

I'm not looking to socialize at work, particularly, but how do I get over this, or at least ask people I've been working with for over a year at this point what their names are?",2.926169724770641,3.9287488990825694,4.77145642201835,85.12122133027525,73.77064220183486,8.385779816513761,23.716743119266056,8.841846274778883,1.4021825688073393,406,11,91,8,8,139,69,109,0.028999999999999998,0.956,0.015,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,1,1,23,20,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,10,1,18,18,4,14,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,3,8,59,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016528494417135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651950816484973,0.0,0.0,0.13587504030591802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522154898917043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761413881436164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671181644281076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923209351828402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884492228750853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863290119011317,0.0,0.0,0.15637813729378855,0.1483874801900439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973970725098225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675144595174033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670430984895734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017202768838294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608653617829303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012823289576024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422503589188227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145726308185136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413761836810643
socialanxiety,Hacksawdecap,2019/02/06,"I was told I'm paranoid by my therapist scared the living shit out of me, I feel like I'm not in control of my mind anymore. ",-0.4465476190476174,1.3986141071428548,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,86.5,5.161904761904762,23.619047619047624,6.42735559955562,0.5433904761904769,97,4,23,1,3,34,22,28,0.27399999999999997,0.645,0.081,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,1,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32411207378995066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366550146700655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524718369881036,0.2334762774429769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596650110774879,0.0,0.28858310862851405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32998938644637105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271982343351556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354702920224261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794567153902172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122851709200689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,codystheme,2019/02/06,"Jobs for a teen with social anxiety? I know there really won’t be a perfect job for me, but I’m in high school and I’d like to find a summer job that won’t give me a panic attack or leave me crying at the end of the day. I’ve considered working at a library, but I live in a small town and I don’t think there’s one that’s hiring. I know I’ll have to deal with some social interaction, but I don’t think I could handle being a cashier or a waiter. Any suggestions?",2.4382829670329684,2.7306859326923067,4.727362637362639,87.63192307692306,74.28846153846155,7.865934065934066,22.54945054945055,7.957251820313856,0.8330565934065932,363,8,86,5,7,128,64,104,0.16699999999999998,0.773,0.061,-0.8758,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,10,0,8,0,0,0,1,17,14,7,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,9,2,11,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,4,51,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188088750113008,0.0,0.13710859364954636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038972248455587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309862363335246,0.0,0.19687305995519225,0.11558694976261835,0.1847757456052214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874242154765889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381074383503422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193140796866271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893637585441796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335670972806531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699756071454366,0.0,0.0,0.1897761087540418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756153320398642,0.0,0.15826122002410362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144923382535615,0.0,0.0,0.21028492617789352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481776500409553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138786030354545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653998556995125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296835684811789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047979904739088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Iwanttobeabetterpers,2019/02/06,"I worry people will mistaken my intention when I look at children First of all let me 100% crystal clear. I have NO interest in childen in any weird form, I dont even like to be around childen, the post is not about that.

​

Sometimes when I'm in a pool environment my mind tend to drift on how children behave, how easy it is for them to just make a new friend, and specialy how they can hold long conversations having absolutly no clue on what they are talking about.

​

That fascinates me, apart from that I dont feel confortable around children, I dont know how to play with them or interact like some of my friends do.

​

That being said, I'm constatly plagued by the fear that some parent would think I'm some sort of pedophile looking at their childen.

​

I just thought that this interest of mine was just weird, fruit of a stoner/esoteric mind, but recently as I discovered what social anxiety meant, I wondered if I was just overreacting and not acting different from everybody else. And maybe pedophile wouldnt be the first thing in a parents mind as seeing someone acting like this.

​

Its just something I cannot ask a friend about. ""Hey, did you noticed me staring at those kids playing? Whas that weird?""

​

Can someone offer me some advice or help?

​

​

​

​

PS: I have a fairly normal appearace, nothing that would stand out as creepy just by looking.",7.6403409090909085,8.397641594696971,6.578333333333338,77.28750000000002,62.97727272727274,9.47878787878788,37.33333333333333,9.354420925462401,3.501224242424243,1167,55,200,19,16,352,147,264,0.076,0.826,0.098,0.8175,3,0,1,0,0,0,69.0,0,1,5,2,18,14,0,1,9,0,24,1,0,6,2,46,41,16,0,5,12,2,1,3,3,4,0,1,0,4,16,7,1,1,6,3,0,3,9,4,0,2,6,8,26,10,33,27,6,25,0,0,5,0,24,13,0,9,10,140,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04416231989940983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896686643614739,0.5491474421197476,0.030732959078978675,0.0,0.034572711804127236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046314631342115,0.042249587197421834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047217326337528065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158898453823712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03775316048863997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029849714752781076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050854969623320284,0.022851064611817254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688270906595282,0.0,0.0,0.10474857626811547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03029208218809666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02483702775811569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462131590635141,0.0,0.06623741602207638,0.0,0.0,0.03999460323778,0.1138528409090561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03016684465496292,0.0,0.04540269303030864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689689510189654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043647921524502316,0.0,0.0,0.04427978860836209,0.04336414130735687,0.051452813552854415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036350956180236,0.0,0.0,0.031331308512628726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04328263999726978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462288125718061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04298912897187737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03601316828258698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606882606008965,0.07658418648108463,0.03479197104118492,0.044697278873288726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0363246216757801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03002438651117686,0.028958009151272463,0.0,0.035878391590287675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049010150751777865,0.0,0.04589593811655603,0.0,0.06420797489821993,0.0,0.5491474421197476,0.0
socialanxiety,mjoey-,2019/02/06,"Propranolol for blushing Hi guys,

Have anyone tried propranolol for blushing issues?

I have been going through a rough patch recently and my blushing issues have been pretty bad, and so my self-esteem. I am really tempted to go see a doc and get a prescription for propranolol, as Ive seen on this subreddit that it really helps with social anxiety symptoms. I just dont know to what extend it helps blushing though...

Can anyone share their experience?

Thank you in advance for your replies!",7.098333333333333,8.641210954545457,6.8913636363636375,71.7778787878788,64.45454545454545,10.412121212121212,33.984848484848484,10.504223727775694,3.9778348484848487,396,17,62,10,6,125,63,88,0.055999999999999994,0.77,0.174,0.8701,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,6,16,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,3,9,2,11,13,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,1,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550642094062299,0.0,0.0,0.2834637609843226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692452301469465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23756176313891594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827855424903074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590188136173563,0.0,0.2303970692128721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070391610878136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717297851772797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231302660207981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139809035324301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621779346225114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597083885443131,0.0,0.2001408464217365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152488990713804,0.0,0.2114593038532437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662614294630272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21068191275841966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661804089376646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915077586571428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761934141895393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Noodlekip,2019/02/06,"I didn’t think going out was sad but guess I was wrong I like going out with my friends and my girlfriend and her friends during the week sometimes and I really needed to unwind. Ended up spending most of the night in the bathroom after a certain point because nobody wanted to talk to me so just stayed there and told everyone I fell asleep in there. Oh well, we’ll get em next time.",3.704329004329004,5.26037425974026,4.126688311688317,88.333841991342,72.63636363636364,6.172294372294372,24.52164502164502,6.42735559955562,0.7412528138528138,306,9,60,2,6,96,59,77,0.073,0.7290000000000001,0.198,0.8922,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,1,15,12,6,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,2,1,0,4,0,10,5,11,7,1,16,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,7,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407469056432511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044978356058733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062294564699236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567662921741553,0.0,0.12062921378638235,0.0,0.26243742755525284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25434866353581514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112799992893967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120019055056396,0.0,0.0,0.2455515256189134,0.21667232212780213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21826336138527147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791247483516545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22835368778302986,0.0,0.0,0.24609540455870105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557866443061727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794341730050034,0.0,0.0,0.13463238541639624,0.0,0.0,0.22062294564699236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618345732303766,0.0,0.1852040632980776,0.0,0.20759563325153388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524392873330785,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PawneeCityCouncil,2019/02/06,"How do you prepare for a first date? So I’m going on a first date with someone tomorrow night who does seem really cool and I am excited about it, but am also feeling pretty anxious, and am getting really nervous. I haven’t been on a date in over a year because of my social anxiety, and am just really worried about running out of things to talk about, or me not saying the right thing or doing something that makes her think I’m weird or strange. My anxiety sometimes causes my stomach to hurt and not want to eat, so I’m hoping that doesn’t happen during our dinner tomorrow, haha. 

Do you have any tips on how to get ready for first dates? Is there anything you do mentally or physically to prepare and hopefully boost your confidence? ",8.088214285714287,6.770317027777783,8.41202380952381,71.39250000000001,62.75,11.561904761904767,37.23809523809524,10.608840637214634,3.9316261904761918,588,24,106,12,7,195,93,144,0.136,0.67,0.19399999999999998,0.9168,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,4,0,3,10,8,0,1,5,2,13,3,1,4,0,25,27,15,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,2,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,3,1,3,12,5,19,26,0,20,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,7,11,77,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660672041506618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076615609712783,0.0,0.2422254303776708,0.17885409718272013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028209375955954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650908654708464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263603357667525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385450097258856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199867564777296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005025743344531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039952245634626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654290754061062,0.0,0.08997567759436786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999994412719086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31449067717095985,0.0,0.0,0.16948252342022288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567838836426496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954714718362048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857056922865675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106616079945188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042673891128267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520257135731215,0.0,0.12590070174114873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412661663313228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613851016752918,0.1341421930943957,0.12188080887152758,0.15658039313104513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724988378943886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035867784103496,0.1014436800515911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933799646180744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607794526772207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195149908338512
socialanxiety,AFGhost,2019/02/06,"Social Anxiety is a bitch I'm currently experiencing that high you get after you go through some social situation and do well. for me, it was the speaking test for French as a foreign language. you just feel so accomplished like you won the Olympics or some shit. It's great but kinda depressing at the same time. 

Oh, anxiety...  ",3.805956284153005,6.447022737704923,4.817622950819676,78.63058743169401,75.72131147540983,8.656830601092896,29.83879781420765,9.2995712137729,3.077325683060109,261,12,47,7,6,85,50,61,0.133,0.7090000000000001,0.158,0.1777,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,2,3,7,2,0,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,9,8,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,5,4,6,6,3,6,0,1,0,0,7,2,2,4,4,31,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40706742303237786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291554440706629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452696504947528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900437149641304,0.0,0.15120694452611744,0.0,0.0,0.29332998478849104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811049809296898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998254423503333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731048072340798,0.0,0.2990604418782255,0.0,0.5424254369357521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514061254688913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392181762589496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WonderfulWeek,2019/02/06,I'm telling my supervisor totay what issues I have and I'm terrified. heart warming stories would be amazing haha,2.2778571428571444,4.882856666666669,4.438452380952381,72.59196428571431,101.38095238095238,5.90952380952381,33.82142857142857,7.1686216300943375,3.5270857142857146,94,6,13,2,4,32,18,21,0.152,0.53,0.318,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6109400169457115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381097549319348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506213784172839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662383932014414,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thatgoodkusch,2019/02/06,"always worried about not making friends hi all. I have always had a lot of anxiety/despression, and now feel as though I am always comparing myself to others socially. I have never had a lot of friends, and always hype of expectations of different things in my life (like going to college) as \*the\* time I will finally make those significant, amazing friendships that I will have with me for the rest of my life. but every time, the event/era comes and goes, and I don't have those relationships. I see others on social media which I know is fake, but I can't help but mentally compare myself to those people and ask what I am doing wrong. I feel like I move through life trying to make friends and am just inherently unlikeable, and it makes me really depressed and lonely. any advice? ",7.742027027027028,7.470064148648651,7.810135135135133,72.01831081081082,62.91891891891893,10.913513513513513,33.364864864864856,10.411451182825502,3.4154297297297305,626,22,110,13,8,203,92,148,0.183,0.759,0.057,-0.9655,2,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,5,0,15,3,0,4,2,27,26,14,0,1,5,0,2,2,3,2,3,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,2,3,18,6,17,22,4,10,0,2,1,0,9,2,0,2,7,85,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302009215292969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434665575644626,0.0,0.0,0.09060800253518088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124561734978289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147747579545046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475971255311608,0.0,0.0,0.139207800117807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122607359446012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474064212029185,0.09518692796562496,0.0,0.14595828348574566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088234764399851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572355769344652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930819361199575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322540821046418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282334784838865,0.13018900313566498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265523505206276,0.0,0.0,0.3557558554581102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342749277093518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161339879143134,0.0,0.0,0.10276316685611812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237207760721557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535717581215045,0.0,0.0,0.14305026503210494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617530302444853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27164350153972405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851896370052924,0.0,0.1309079609170612,0.0,0.15538703148335675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046144705984878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531203638844694,0.0,0.0,0.14567739911590424,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,99realup,2019/02/06,"Do I have social anxiety?? Please help Hi I’m just wondering if I have social anxiety or not I’m only 15 but I’m too embarrassed to ask my parents to take me to my GP to see if it is. So , I hate going out in public, when I’m at school I feel like everyone is staring at me or judging me, and when I’m at school I’ll always think in my head “you’re fat no one likes you” which will then make me feel sad, i have no friends only acquaintances because I’m too scared to try and start conversations because I feel like I will be rejected. If I try to start a conversation it fails and I start to think about it and feel embarrassed. I can’t go onto a bus because it’s too crowded and I’ll be too worried and feel like there’s too many people on it. I will only go on a bus if someone will come with me so I feel some type of comfort. I can’t even go to a supermarket by myself or I hate going into stores because I get that feeling everyone’s watching me and I get sweaty. I don’t get panic attacks though. My self esteem and confidence is very low right now and it’s affecting everything i do. I have no friends, school makes me very sad I honestly want to do online school to help me focus on my mental health and physical health. What’s wrong with me??? Thank you for reading ",0.3382417582417574,2.442686468864469,2.784641025641026,91.30619230769231,85.41025641025641,6.130842490842491,21.55421245421245,7.42949916751922,0.7956775091575095,998,34,223,17,30,343,127,273,0.217,0.631,0.152,-0.9733,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,15,22,3,4,4,0,19,4,2,3,0,40,56,24,0,5,10,1,7,4,2,4,3,0,0,1,9,15,1,0,10,1,1,6,7,13,0,1,0,10,37,9,27,50,1,26,0,5,3,0,16,13,0,9,11,135,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651371210347246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069025264745136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596527126266973,0.10461179461500064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421903014747613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921086843713275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073524017751172,0.0,0.0,0.17573339419139114,0.08264299328582313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32546556518329123,0.19707745925307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420880119086937,0.0,0.14412767299761314,0.0,0.2612999963121165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157254154547475,0.09437209475210546,0.1954871825665056,0.0,0.0,0.12327065115418323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969776949437494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276100932228542,0.09322767603067343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266875245693812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231091332758808,0.20980717593916093,0.0,0.10788907757138383,0.10210485943967253,0.0,0.0,0.0637498402698448,0.0,0.0,0.10093869377755983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919796267624242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852884766552902,0.0,0.0,0.09206273888020194,0.3722524345704403,0.07327602435437952,0.0,0.09592885101496476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747255969639498,0.07791295491851656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525812009661506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691385224534785,0.0,0.0,0.0846595723876356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784177205252873,0.09034506762963453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486246818365175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517445856896165,0.05423728959359518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972099571798937,0.0,0.09338450460138943,0.0,0.0,0.10053807562990104,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Def_LeppardRules89,2019/02/06,"Fear of people talking bad behind my back I always have this fear of whenever I hang out with someone and leave that they talk shit behind my back.  This anxiety is even worse with my roommates.  I get along with them well but I can’t sleep sometimes in fear they’re saying things about me when I’m asleep and their awake.  I can’t stand it it drives me insane.  I hate having these negative thoughts.  I try to be as chill as possible so they don’t have anything bad to say but that doesn’t help either.  Girls are even worse, when I try to talk to a girl and converse I’m so scared of them saying bad stuff about me.  I sometimes ask questions in class that I think can be stupid but I’m curious and I hear people whisper.  This anxiety makes me paranoid everywhere I go please help.",1.6397170513775166,4.0141590253164585,2.3739463886820573,94.59640729709606,82.16455696202532,5.4897989575577055,20.686522710349962,6.794906146795322,0.30264735666418474,618,18,131,7,17,192,91,158,0.319,0.604,0.077,-0.993,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,5,0,11,11,3,4,1,0,12,3,3,1,0,17,23,13,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,11,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,10,1,0,1,5,24,1,20,20,1,11,0,0,0,0,19,3,1,1,4,86,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016423982250124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689584249462735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052281313812672,0.0,0.11419804496460892,0.0,0.0,0.18785866755330755,0.30598192191769424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136389932476572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123735988648055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382072760264068,0.0,0.06942326427826018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060236046014018,0.0,0.0,0.1376770923824081,0.0,0.16375528345985765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293440651196411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153913235294402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937321359407487,0.0,0.0,0.1340890492331204,0.0,0.13771093768572856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684108876991133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914266807480413,0.12229804710418883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538992350976289,0.0,0.0,0.1222428010610662,0.0,0.10350118133081526,0.0,0.24162801111954865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398377717146522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29454967879825417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811540767207165,0.07827172406892456,0.0,0.09697709369183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586988613645756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983163982736233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489719110152084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,babyfacedbitch31,2019/02/06,"Do I have social anxiety? Hi I’m just wondering if I have social anxiety or not I’m only 15 but I’m too embarrassed to ask my parents to take me to my GP to see if it is. So , I hate going out in public, when I’m at school I feel like everyone is staring at me or judging me, and when I’m at school I’ll always think in my head “you’re fat no one likes you”, i have no friends only acquaintances because I’m too scared to try and start conversations because I feel like I will be rejected. If I try to start a conversation it fails and I start to think about it and feel embarrassed. I can’t go onto a bus because it’s too crowded and I’ll be too worried and feel like there’s too many people on it. I will only go on a bus if someone will come with me so I feel some type of comfort. I can’t even go to a supermarket by myself or I hate going into stores because I get that feeling everyone’s watching me and I get sweaty. My self esteem and confidence is very low right now and it’s affecting everything i do. I have no friends, school makes me very sad I honestly want to do online school to help me focus on my mental health and physical health. What’s wrong with me??? Thank you for reading ",0.2948888271261829,2.367354929961092,2.9118218454697065,90.53431420233466,85.30350194552528,6.3173429683157325,22.01903835464147,7.5804360353943165,0.9457660922734852,935,33,209,17,28,325,120,257,0.19399999999999998,0.653,0.153,-0.917,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,14,19,2,3,4,0,17,4,2,2,0,38,51,22,0,5,10,1,6,4,2,3,3,0,0,1,8,15,1,0,9,1,1,6,6,10,0,1,0,9,35,9,27,46,1,25,0,4,3,0,15,13,0,9,10,128,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079980078854919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857133544157006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078081041688307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367791663854663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364804443617943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413746206106398,0.0,0.0,0.18557749783931315,0.08727242752297293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29459764726069304,0.2081171989933919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500473933500662,0.0,0.10146754044622013,0.0,0.27593730676033257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174373824269214,0.09965856114334504,0.2064378393604504,0.0,0.0,0.06508796778061897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897639465937397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481887249456643,0.09845003521814426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785980227593953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580140010738256,0.22155999955886246,0.0,0.0,0.1078244941391876,0.0,0.0,0.06732093179768127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713207364659666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292781872807746,0.0,0.0,0.09721984147768133,0.3931049968621112,0.07738074663537389,0.0,0.10130252263021226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797425925830425,0.08227742535546967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619594543808706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301147320497299,0.0,0.0,0.08940196986540233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244429455146226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185692182287614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024490195797858,0.05727551407448254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530709289797524,0.0,0.09861564889605168,0.0,0.0,0.10616994338968197,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ToeHead042,2019/02/06,"Stressing out over PD I wasn't quite sure which sub to post this to, but this feels the most appropriate. So for PD, we have to dress down into a required short sleeve shirt and either shorts or other athletic leg wear. But we have to change in the locker rooms, and I hate my body. Being very underweight has usually led to me getting bullied, mostly physical but some just insult me. I'm just so stressed because I feel so vulnerable.",4.970714285714287,6.3052051190476215,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428571,69.23809523809524,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.1315142857142857,346,12,66,6,6,110,65,84,0.267,0.733,0.0,-0.9796,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,2,5,5,2,2,3,0,5,4,4,1,1,21,10,9,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,8,1,11,8,4,11,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,4,1,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700824472093056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860948496493566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724679024279484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604635658415844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345662345620026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542905124406465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24667451920153516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739503567960049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5900759589759187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242750435796112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283669672783928,0.21251676121657426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BloodOatg,2019/02/06,"I have stopped attending classes The same thing happened two years ago when I was in 12th grade but there wasn't so much at stake back then. I missed a day or two a couple weeks back because my friends weren't back yet and I couldn't face my class without them. But when they were back, I started feeling like they would be happier without me. I know it sounds stupid, I feel stupid writing this, but that's what I felt like. And then I just started missing more classes because I couldn't face the questions of why I was missing classes. I couldn't face the teachers asking me about it. Every night I go to bed thinking I'll go the next day, but I can't make myself get out of bed. I just lie there for hours not doing anything. I eat like crap and avoid all the work I need to be doing. The more classes I'm missing, the more anxious I feel about going back. I'm lying in bed right now when I should be in class. My friends joke about how I'm so lazy and I joke along with them but I know that's not it. I just feel so tired all the time. 

There's a minimum attendance requirement for the semester and I'm already toeing that line in the first month. I feel kinda dumb writing all of this, Maybe I am just lazy and just finding excuses for not working but I needed to get it off my chest. There's no one I can talk to about this",2.276615240766713,3.783199064516129,3.055564905719184,94.76131837307156,76.27598566308244,5.855758142434159,24.675237649992212,6.280692351149826,0.4997319931432132,1045,35,236,7,23,329,133,279,0.19,0.7090000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9803,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,4,27,16,4,1,13,0,19,8,6,2,3,56,48,22,0,7,17,0,6,3,2,2,1,1,3,0,12,9,1,3,11,2,0,5,12,9,0,4,6,7,37,7,25,34,8,39,0,4,0,0,12,8,2,3,29,160,49,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318567699915432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845539875716094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150409348760872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579108842005203,0.0,0.10882261131680253,0.0,0.0,0.4475398586723086,0.0,0.1419183584788205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287995039977405,0.0,0.15014270698851212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911099227148016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980759174233312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942883809499889,0.08315948767291304,0.1117666951051102,0.0,0.10639171880434876,0.0990137149337348,0.0,0.0,0.17986784972121056,0.0,0.12163322473707952,0.0,0.19846629354919554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293622584420632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463510813198405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794587579549144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706082604953741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770099137777417,0.0,0.11694409209931587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291306146111547,0.0,0.08557079338609365,0.17262510961186694,0.0,0.0,0.12379763973687485,0.1092378555096368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887878677337057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039982094256622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940891410149276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478358603517146,0.0,0.0,0.09731947912173812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356162859964076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733406075812803,0.07458738376903319,0.0,0.0,0.06787647319512857,0.13378999313085388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742080960207586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337276910901332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503706887811794,0.0,0.0,0.2244198100303781,0.0,0.16948790738509553,0.0,0.0,0.08269050610054696,0.0,0.0,0.07496076230765064
socialanxiety,ninetysevens,2019/02/06,"I feel like an idiot Yesterday, after dreading it for weeks, I finally applied for an internship that I really wanted. Today the company contacted me by calling and, like an idiot, I just stared at my phone's screen for 5 seconds before panicking and turning off my phone out of fear. I don't understand why I'm like this—I *need* to earn money and yet I'm pushing away the opportunity to do so.

​

Has anyone else done this? And what did you do to get over the fear? Please help me, I don't want to be like this again in the future.",2.990234454638127,4.682234119266057,4.830581039755352,82.0009378185525,74.77981651376147,8.147196738022426,25.87257900101937,8.841846274778883,2.0125465851172266,425,15,84,9,9,145,73,109,0.17300000000000001,0.679,0.147,-0.6227,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,5,10,2,3,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,17,5,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,0,1,2,3,11,5,16,14,0,15,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,0,12,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844124941830765,0.2225453913233585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280616419803752,0.18765721193661486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207398062457455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584582600649602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870150261669766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742443358582392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299701373835836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41218580830943424,0.09260535015081238,0.13084127632651898,0.0,0.2006301548947929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956874964820976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276053328277693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579082905186129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358022415701994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104197975723376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732957524295826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736032984337652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992129014842096,0.0,0.19066397665857468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160513806646248,0.0,0.14691062470727595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526297285121333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225453913233585,0.0
socialanxiety,psycheguru,2019/02/06,"It just took me an hour to answer a text... It’s not that I even got busy, that entire hour I was staring at my phone thinking of what to say. I hate how much social anxiety has held me back from keeping up with friendships and just interacting like a normal person to people in general.. Anyways guess I’m just ranting  ",2.375364583333333,4.485429140625001,3.8731250000000017,86.29270833333338,77.90625,6.1416666666666675,24.729166666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.1358104166666672,251,9,49,3,6,83,52,64,0.085,0.835,0.08,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,14,10,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,6,1,9,6,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948845439556482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588852414036176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682612599138801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037484059178356,0.0,0.2806379931828409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251514808510786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5017587084480747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264352377152747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445893442779618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727199489727686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24960282138941095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766129254080799,0.22243957591984664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025889751068984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596875306790617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323476270193854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28303878925265363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,samthegerbil,2019/02/06,professional help who do you see / have you seen for professional help with social anxiety and self confidence issues? what have you tried and what has been most helpful? ,8.233103448275862,10.13867455172414,7.1546551724137935,69.59336206896553,62.10344827586207,11.317241379310346,31.74137931034483,11.20814326018867,3.9738827586206895,138,5,22,4,2,42,22,29,0.045,0.634,0.321,0.8873,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,16,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558324566588921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6724694765686872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490504219424416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26649160083255163,0.0,0.3488758198639552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409018364864553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22705106699867075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,siflyx,2019/02/06,"Strategies to cope with large crowds? I always close myself off in large crowds. Whether it’s people I know or don’t know, I always get nervous and weird. My anxiety in that situation isn’t crippling, but definitely annoying. I can never be myself. 

What are some strategies/coping methods to deal with this? ",4.0111309523809515,6.963473089285718,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,77.03571428571429,6.590476190476192,27.190476190476193,7.793537801064563,2.048033333333334,247,10,40,4,6,78,43,56,0.149,0.7859999999999999,0.065,-0.3839,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,7,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5798237839092703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665390045998509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592039127299001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203415315174892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382963112258769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26872163069186056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415493418936829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39163670676281853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HitGirlHutton,2019/02/06,"How do I get of a blank mind state? Hello all :) 

I have a problem. 
I am an introvert wanting to be an extrovert. I am researching on how to do that. I am terrible in groups. One on one Im okay with. Its even getting in the way with my boyfriend.

 Whenever Im in a group or one by one I enter 'the blank mind state' where I freeze up and its hard to think let alone talking. So its hard for me to do conversation. Most if it just seems so random. 

Does anyone else go through this? Any help???? ",-1.423269230769229,0.5660074423076935,1.1276923076923104,98.5548076923077,99.57692307692308,4.907692307692308,18.03846153846154,6.6274283507984215,-0.005123076923076564,370,12,90,6,16,125,69,104,0.113,0.828,0.059000000000000004,-0.6662,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,1,9,0,0,2,1,17,15,7,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,0,3,9,1,16,13,2,12,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,5,0,63,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612412243628315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220814843047555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565657340597702,0.18413290554628212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572643844296444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012364506973486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869596942295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778086458675025,0.0,0.1021326540632134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32196757793443914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045502246619677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882326905745839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837644265806504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629093233595605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871013429060909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719570541446593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360014474416693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444312850014468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515014455703305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599690802850804,0.14264448296364704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amezaing,2019/02/06,"turning 23 tomorrow and im feeling worse for it haven't really had a party for my birthday since I turned six. so every year its just a reminder that I'm alone. (i work and play video games) and I would have worked for my birthday even if the weather wasn't bad. I try to make things happen but it always feels like something is against me (probably my psyche) so when someone tells me happy birthday I feign happiness then continue to mope because of 1. I don't like to let people know how down I feel, especially someone who is just being kind and 2. this is how my birthdays have mostly gone to this point and I don't expect that to change until I do something which I don't feel I'm in the position to do so at this time. so im just looking for some kind words to help me get through another uneventful, lonesome birthday. 

peace to anyone and everyone who took the time to read this",3.8882435897435914,5.026421627777778,4.822222222222227,85.15115384615386,71.6111111111111,7.7606837606837615,28.84615384615385,8.139509932561175,1.880910256410256,703,27,142,10,13,229,108,180,0.063,0.738,0.19899999999999998,0.9825,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,0,0,5,0,16,0,0,3,0,24,31,17,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,5,4,0,2,5,1,0,1,4,5,17,7,20,24,2,14,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,3,10,94,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414107141087791,0.0,0.0,0.11360936786416323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317050341218762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954695476610478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400233673476552,0.08323142864811563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443759192481664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901811198797148,0.0,0.11503795295570153,0.13046654826855328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761479785257115,0.09754175624424027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133472493944665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073884208485915,0.29069144530272256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151758795136901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949658609314269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843636634637334,0.07503693071310681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396178982627901,0.0,0.13340974733553365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465633512973612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113922383357048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465726933629913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290711956089614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472095205508791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657352343236312,0.0,0.08746882596917391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294446551870226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23137399332426306,0.21022505154923374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933898437758685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070883329051124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923114940676786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516971583195504,0.09269937172254956,0.2970251716100422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988005050431337,0.0,0.13914243426130588,0.09699166523845272,0.0,0.0,0.08792507757688986
socialanxiety,Deadpoolsnephew,2019/02/06,Duck these ppl and duck me. . When I go to the gym to do bent over row I got up to 45 plates on each side and felt like I could do more but the idiot inside of me felt like ppl were looking at me and thinking that I was carrying too much weight. I was afraid that I'd end up on the internet for fail gym vids. Even though I was doing the exercise perfectly. I'm so disappointed because my training got ruined a little bit. ,2.16390476190476,3.3267534222222217,3.846507936507937,90.385,75.8888888888889,7.365079365079365,22.857142857142854,7.957251820313856,0.8853809523809519,328,9,76,5,7,110,62,90,0.17800000000000002,0.718,0.105,-0.8603,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,1,5,0,8,2,0,0,1,10,16,7,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,5,0,0,8,4,10,3,11,7,4,12,0,3,1,0,0,9,0,0,4,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213873681927811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724714993574537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926550397645668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104956587971566,0.0,0.0,0.1648420781223527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792626970609866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183934822538494,0.0,0.3992162029786644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24385969060819035,0.25013993485581315,0.0,0.0,0.20958032654604447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346650220487984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599177227091296,0.2452063851669384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039153803676592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,just-an-anxious-bum,2019/02/06,"SAD is affecting my grades I can never focus in class. I feel like i can never stay calm in class bcuz im worried about a bunch of things regarding my classmates. Worried what they think of me, thinking that they all hate me, wanting to go curl up in a ball in my room and disappear. It inhibits my learning. It gets worse when the teacher calls on me, or i raise my hand to speak (which never really happens anyway) i freeze up and forget what i was going to say, i start panicking and cant focus at all any more. 

This just makes me even more embarrassed because now i look like an idiot. When i get home from school, i'm exhausted by all the social trauma i went through in the day. I really really dont like school for that. It puts me through so much emotional trauma and stress that i come home from school VERY depressed and tired so i don't do any work. Then i stay up late doing homework. Repeat cycle.

I don't want to live like this anymore but i don't know what to do about it. Maybe i should talk to my teachers about letting me work outside of the classrooms so i can focus better? But i'm not sure how much that would help. I was thinking maybe i should stop eating lunch with people, and just find a quiet place in the library to read. Any advice would help. Thanks <3",2.692163009404389,4.413639095785445,3.5494618599791004,90.74513322884016,75.66666666666667,6.278021595262975,22.59160571229537,6.980632752743323,0.5978337164750953,1008,28,211,10,22,321,144,261,0.153,0.745,0.10099999999999999,-0.6962,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,3,14,17,2,2,9,0,19,5,1,3,7,39,40,16,0,6,6,0,3,4,0,4,2,3,4,0,15,8,2,1,7,2,0,6,9,9,0,0,3,7,34,8,31,32,8,33,0,2,1,0,9,13,0,1,16,141,49,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017308824609152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123863321624196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324487761867594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346186675839678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207302914183328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630355658847036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967784001684209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671395622651029,0.0,0.08966608447823103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201110181696798,0.0,0.0,0.10652611828400176,0.0,0.11710489714207815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876083117743093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263896854663711,0.07437313090374474,0.0,0.0,0.09515072123619607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878185999890412,0.0,0.11833133370720375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206032424779144,0.0,0.0,0.10278282294739546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955970880120486,0.0,0.2088530051665441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124520176377497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057213768599441765,0.0,0.11743576100253615,0.0,0.0,0.10645512879636464,0.0,0.20344314034241195,0.0,0.09192723796052488,0.0,0.08742256598492422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949136129625592,0.0,0.2091763312523384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305933204093547,0.0,0.2408781948536096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217378233083943,0.0,0.10876829583913987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046549799045397,0.0,0.0,0.10413386971203498,0.0,0.20007832627638492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278902893550175,0.0,0.3160815706096837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612264798829006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368654832979557,0.2219256430907817,0.0,0.0870370244303808,0.11925272444266392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811838760071136,0.0,0.0,0.08367621598124833,0.0,0.09584653896956397,0.0,0.0,0.0691631993538102,0.20012018154709124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196541844012968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589810304690555,0.12280847502592092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650702432428618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515803749553321,0.21144877789951405,0.10609259947780428,0.14790740075028294,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,livelife512,2019/02/06,"It has gotten so bad now, I do not believe people's compliments I'm thinking they're just being nice but really they mean the opposite of what they are saying. I feel with recent betrayals of friendship I'm second guessing everyone and everything. It has gotten to the point where if a friend compliments me I do not believe them, ""they just want to act like a friend but really they're talking crap about you.""",3.9471609403254964,6.213369683544308,4.943074141048825,79.72430379746838,73.68354430379749,8.564918625678121,26.475587703435806,9.23628265651192,2.5408321880651,331,12,58,8,7,108,54,79,0.124,0.662,0.214,0.8399,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,4,0,6,8,1,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,0,14,15,5,0,2,7,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,2,9,6,6,12,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,1,2,3,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254239716634491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196172440814539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203493601371536,0.20724951878545456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165989120944184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563238808571839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25403325613978844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266011422688092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511923455848513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598698594190608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799270189956568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29545810922478594,0.0,0.2276908974479461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338335597667266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534853590352976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775995870723954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360145817761444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yukonwanderer,2019/02/06,"What do people talk about I'm pretty deaf and have been for a couple decades, so I can't really over hear random conversations that everyone else just take for granted. On top of my social anxiety this has made me feel like I'm extra cut off and extra in the dark about ""how"" to socialize. The longer this goes on the worse it gets. I don't even know what I'm asking, I guess for you all to throw out topics that you casually overhear being talked about.",6.2004347826086965,5.59930426086957,6.720782608695654,79.65030434782612,66.17391304347827,9.968695652173913,27.09565217391304,9.3871,1.961045217391304,360,8,74,6,5,118,69,92,0.07400000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.12,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,7,3,1,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,1,11,18,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,7,2,15,15,3,8,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,1,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122961168541564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925117042221772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476640344796333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698154333370176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783784086699742,0.0,0.0,0.2138794996903937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317535466259578,0.1599044529138426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694212411594967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465743748658087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522730816475441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301131142204308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935220710833857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179369730769693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551757877891698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277159431720281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433914592289572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563337259607392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682925736423002,0.3598127274135865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22810225778529825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,12berney,2019/02/06,I’m not sure wether I’m feeling social anxiety I am very social and I like to talk a lot. Sometimes I can come off as annoying or weird to people. This week I started thinking and I feel like the whole school talks about me behind my back calling my weird. Every time I meet someone they say “oh I’ve heard about you”. And it don’t know if it’s a good thing or not.  It my first time dealing with an internal conflict like this and feeling like this. Is this social anxiety? How do I solve this?,0.558462783171521,2.8443899514563142,2.192451456310682,94.63165453074436,86.37864077669903,4.986731391585762,21.204692556634306,6.42735559955562,0.2817838187702266,387,13,84,4,12,126,67,103,0.129,0.6920000000000001,0.179,0.7471,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,4,9,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,20,15,9,0,1,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,5,13,6,8,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,4,10,53,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24485599031928465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230587033661508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341584132977427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785784921309582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499129256913792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483821603471838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24275880152573934,0.2286611689957901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612753299067215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423158325623588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795224196985006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127443051649733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605787689539334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094962144310168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726797908318901,0.0,0.16196615757012264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894132151839259,0.13559897275243646,0.0,0.15828085087889787,0.0,0.11327513092169332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083313648444938,0.0,0.0,0.25726362640534034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632158296656316,0.10254535496928054,0.0,0.0,0.18663791880436234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204742370364092,0.0,0.0,0.1283721625415654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867578234914974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JohnBob89,2019/02/06,"A short Valentines Day poem I made I shared this with my normal friends and family, the ones married and have lots of friends and all that. They didn't get it at all. So I thought I'd share it here :) It's pretty lame I guess but I was happy I was able to get some of my feelings out on paper in a way that didn't seem offensive. lol

​

 Happy early V-Day, I wanted to get this out of the way early and say, that, for me it's like gee, there goes 10 more happy couples arm in arm and knee to knee; but here's me alone. Hopefully no one notices even though it hurts, and i start to groan. But it hurts more when they do notice and look at me funny, and then I'm gonna curse. But it's all in my head, right? No one can really notice my plight as long as I'm not a talker. I dunno. But someday I'll get this right, ain't giving up without many helluva fights. I do know who I am and what I have to offer. Haven't found my rhythm now in quite some time, maybe because nothing in life has rhymed since my last partner in crime. ",1.20855558177956,2.6137402780269063,2.7981307528911965,95.90596176540006,78.95515695067266,5.591597828652349,19.36016049091338,6.05967700443912,-0.27609775784753365,794,17,190,5,19,261,128,223,0.135,0.69,0.17600000000000002,0.8476,0,1,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,0,2,1,8,14,2,0,5,1,13,6,5,1,3,36,32,20,0,3,7,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,1,15,12,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,7,3,23,9,25,24,8,28,0,3,1,0,13,15,0,7,12,118,38,1,0.1144420691206963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852746968683163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123997934078883,0.13905964029032752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976282312309431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662797275910725,0.0,0.14761133405337848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558790732536037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788579768366813,0.0,0.05786534874685651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254798218298865,0.17683531743364636,0.0,0.23916503077340226,0.10978326077490162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607084144940375,0.0,0.0,0.3654771318618285,0.0,0.0,0.11745057945557505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366679693230702,0.0,0.0,0.24502520388175544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289436827006657,0.09328556071286176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083381787401678,0.05591061428017583,0.0,0.0,0.10127762988992088,0.0961025150897623,0.0,0.0,0.09729455467929604,0.0,0.10828785289547203,0.0,0.11602629569536956,0.11497244049131185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212892938628777,0.10981025184098056,0.390879162632519,0.0,0.0,0.23264672346063586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642872696226406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217232274625928,0.0,0.0,0.0733145199353772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546580345646491,0.0,0.09100892673309148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418376158396003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094667662188351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081002685553726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112438751856962,0.09085421957866384,0.06673209082301898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750089745915556,0.1816775752563229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031807075759106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905964029032752,0.0
socialanxiety,etregoning,2019/02/06,"Well, now I feel like a hypocrite. Me: it sucks being a male with social anxiety because I'm the one expected to approach woman, and that doesn't seem to be a skill I posess.

Woman: * approaches me, tries to talk to me *

Me: * forgets English * ( my native language haha 🤣)",0.3882692307692288,2.8274885961538487,2.8296153846153835,86.35288461538461,95.73076923076924,4.907692307692308,23.80769230769231,6.6274283507984215,1.2462230769230764,205,9,37,3,8,70,41,52,0.081,0.772,0.147,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,7,3,5,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30713138142669805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447387049759353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030005364074546,0.2868176540044791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614302748607484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27205348669345875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654926470591637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092586739710852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226947107386781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725788149495288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609790652834564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cosmoquerlenker,2019/02/06,"Need an advice Hi, first of all, english is not my first lenguage and i'm scared to post even here for that, sorry for misspells.

When i hang out with my friends they sometimes brings other people and i feel really unconfortable with that, so i end remaining in silence and desiring to back home..
What to do? ",2.9653107344632796,5.506991999999999,3.4450000000000003,87.87789548022602,78.15254237288136,6.6451977401129945,25.08757062146893,7.793537801064563,1.4545570621468924,244,9,47,4,6,76,47,59,0.071,0.877,0.052000000000000005,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,6,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,6,1,10,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698696167485796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235728095903336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446041852596138,0.0,0.0,0.18240733500268635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396395855818834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4698192322658871,0.0,0.0,0.21336785293302685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770205030057561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20477616793274564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146114243530984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26449401875932776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692123874855162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764938247235861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27313867447891954,0.3091491192760309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CaLushexo,2019/02/06,"Anyone scared to be too happy? Honestly I’ve noticed this since the beginning of high school and maybe into a little of 8th grade. Every time I’m extremely happy at school, something bad happens when I get home. If I’m moody in the beginning of the day but in the middle I start getting cheerful, something bad will happen when I get home. But if I’m moderate or depressed the whole day everything is fine when I get home? I swear to god this is happening to me. I’m not sure if a higher power is just fucking with me or what. But I have been noticing this for the past 3-4 years and I know this isn’t just a coincidence.",3.711579861111112,4.627644984375003,5.0754166666666665,84.00569444444444,71.8125,8.188888888888886,27.503472222222207,8.515128840125781,1.8546743055555552,490,17,101,8,9,164,76,128,0.14400000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.122,-0.4503,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,1,1,9,0,8,1,0,0,1,17,24,13,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,9,6,12,21,1,18,0,1,0,1,0,7,1,5,11,61,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504499793405674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269907446907141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532643741307108,0.0,0.11707579419622555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452638321731386,0.0,0.12216458114744347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566454120312592,0.2840700076873833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606057620779314,0.289398750650182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361687555941233,0.4090448176547378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470324411639641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362369700793221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365593538009669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30951304872285745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975999431292462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608904381874132,0.2751356221642027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244220544545504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092901881249429,0.0,0.0,0.09621152989438056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811185210607962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926152703758202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176032227913205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753407784351451
socialanxiety,UrAverageThrowaway_,2019/02/06,"Phone calls are so scary... WARNING: Really Lengthy (Sorry For The Long Post)

So a few weeks ago I (kinda got forced to) apply at a fast food place, and just the thought of that is scary because working is a new thing to me (if anyone is wondering I’m 16 so first time trying to work) and things I’m unfamiliar with that has to do with interacting with people and the possibility of messing up makes me very uncomfortable and very nervous.

Anyways I got a phone call during school so I couldn’t answer it. Phone said the number’s location is based on my city. It’s kinda strange to me because I get robocalls but it’s never from anywhere else than the cities around my old town in a different state, so I looked up the number and it was actually the restaurant’s number that was calling me. I assumed they were gonna talk to me about my application and stuff and the time they were gonna interview me.

I told my mom about it after school and my mom said I should call back. One problem, though; I’m really bad at talking on the phone because for some reason I’m just even more awkward than talking to people face-to-face. It’s even worse when it’s bad signal so you have to keep asking the person you’re with on the phone “Huh?” or “What?” because their voice just keeps breaking up or something. She told me to try my best anyways and I was so scared. 

Moving on I called them and told them that one of them called me and was wondering if it’s about the application. Normal, right? But the thing is I didn’t word a lot of things right and even forgot to say my last name because I was so nervous (yeah, I’m fucking stupid). Guy on the phone said the hiring manager isn’t here but the hiring manager will call me back to let me know about the application. Call ends.

Mom was so confused and disappointed that o talked like that. She said something like, “You’re supposed to say your first AND last name! How can you just do that? How are you going to get a big and important job just saying things like that?? You know better than this! You didn’t even try!” Yeah, mom. I do know better than what I said on the phone, but I literally just told you that I’m bad talking to others on the phone and it just hurts me that you said I didn’t even try but really I did. It’s just so hard for me, but you can’t understand that.

Just hearing what she said to me, however, made me so sad. I’ve disappointed my mom and now the guy who is as talking with might think I’m a huge awkward idiot. I’m a really overemotional person, so tears started up and I tried to hold them back, because my mom is going to ask, “Why are you crying???” not in a caring way, but in a frustrating way. She always asks me that question when I cry over some problem I’m facing that are small (I get really overwhelmed by things easily), even though I constantly tell her that I can’t control what I feel and I can’t control my tears. It just...happens.

Unfortunately my tears started dropping, and she asks the question unsurprisingly. Then she asks, frustrated, “You’re crying over a simple phone call??? Just how??” Well, yeah. It was overwhelming to me and just because it’s simple to you doesn’t mean it’s going to be simple for me or everybody in the world. And just because you told me to relax or it’s not big deal doesn’t mean I’m going to be comfortable and not so nervous with the snap of my finger. It makes me so depressed that I’m the only person with these kinds of issues in my family so I have no one to turn to since they can’t really understand and aren’t really helpful.

It’s been four hours since I made that call. I’m still crying about it. I wish I wasn’t an awkward person. Maybe my family would like me more and I can land a job easily in the future.

TLDR: Fast food restaurant I applied to called me during a time I was busy. Told my mom about it and she told me to call them back right now and ask about them calling me earlier. Called them back, but horrible talking-on-the-phone skills, nervousness, and awkwardness decided to team up and fuck up me talking on the phone. Mom becomes frustrated asking why I did that. Cried (and still am) because I disappointed my mom and now I think the guy I was talking with the on the phone thinks I’m an awkward idiot.",2.535414728682173,4.3794029523255835,3.8103720930232576,88.16749612403103,76.45348837209302,6.865736434108528,22.86201550387597,7.746657839377867,0.9610755038759692,3329,98,700,49,75,1088,283,860,0.185,0.747,0.068,-0.9989,5,0,2,0,0,0,102.0,0,12,11,11,62,45,8,13,45,4,54,6,2,10,1,120,129,69,0,9,29,9,3,4,0,6,0,12,0,7,51,40,2,6,20,2,0,5,18,33,1,6,38,16,106,12,86,81,7,83,0,8,1,2,116,37,2,18,39,460,157,12,0.0,0.0,0.0338371206261158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03073667995840967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028851800121258937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02424508082887081,0.0,0.0,0.030867483536311694,0.22691056661064185,0.0,0.0,0.13331200419177733,0.08685479097359124,0.19023421479029007,0.03829504652752669,0.0,0.0,0.03638854469604584,0.06133321139428855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956888024953803,0.0,0.0353527656782355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037470606290411566,0.077780364727881,0.0,0.0,0.19044048367324176,0.0,0.035747686729866564,0.029864928771539595,0.0,0.0,0.03622726950485152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028965933181075456,0.0,0.030711143054187595,0.0,0.0,0.1374123117342804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537569913662566,0.0,0.017532370855719612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058987893589850786,0.08385661640360725,0.0,0.0,0.06411167394430628,0.05434768094437523,0.0,0.07882482820948626,0.0,0.05546441980301763,0.0,0.0,0.10299904266769612,0.030662374099904167,0.0,0.03106136726359645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0390804626815254,0.0,0.02324145627066316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03414720659999505,0.0,0.03711956150343442,0.0,0.0,0.036190966581379824,0.06881779633460737,0.06164023235549002,0.0,0.0361079536584261,0.05716827495869437,0.05652837427996967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035456826930369216,0.0,0.06776045737627298,0.0,0.0,0.030685669490843018,0.029117683919819694,0.0,0.0,0.02947885482107588,0.0,0.06561933306368134,0.046290736735668594,0.0,0.03483500071345092,0.07554096826127275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03678395891223419,0.0,0.36549115083707295,0.0,0.0368532995936551,0.0,0.0,0.026742962231413096,0.033488660605037066,0.0,0.0,0.03397345762582981,0.0,0.0,0.03638485108465683,0.0,0.07048862095212884,0.02637137204033156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048077595470479656,0.12110506547569112,0.03622726950485152,0.0,0.0,0.03909006987245652,0.0332084000871585,0.0,0.0,0.06635725555498029,0.0,0.0,0.07768631615371255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549273724547216,0.03565096135361792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883500307244181,0.23088243602299405,0.08272319907614421,0.0347150290812605,0.07018449727255448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057365888134228826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338794926692925,0.0,0.03881504650905857,0.04908530421720875,0.0,0.05538189079529195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03969378437905202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229591484623057,0.030306871595773388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382164081993436,0.06665368519690892,0.06813465878290692,0.02752752564282521,0.06065659965543487,0.0,0.0,0.23192949584570105,0.0,0.11770788776428608,0.03771568772621782,0.0,0.07219435037307237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721986733409803,0.0,0.05504569996624789,0.02781363658599385,0.0,0.03117636512544786,0.0,0.06257633547149384,0.0,0.039873740433828894,0.0,0.07520561105328395,0.05048661517391561,0.0,0.03533607991281624,0.0246316319815614,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LordKvlt,2019/02/06,"Why do I start crying when I get into a confrontation? I'm a 24 year old male.

I've had this continuing issue well into adulthood where I get extremely nervous and cannot control my breathing whenever I have to respond to somebody who is confronting me. Particularly a supervisor/coworker on the job. The last job I had before this one I have now (which I've been in for 15 months) was at Home Depot, and I had to quit due to a foot injury that was making my job too difficult. When I went into HR's office and talked to my boss I IMMEDIATELY stiffened up and couldn't get the words out to tell my boss that I had to quit, I was completely frozen, and started tearing up. I don't understand why this happens because I'm not \*sad\* in these situations, in fact it's anger/frustration that I'm feeling. Today at work I was confronted by the general manager who was upset at me for not doing something he wanted me to do (it's a long, long story so I won't go into detail), anyway, the same thing happened, I had so much to say in my defense and I couldn't get a word out. I was completely stiff and my voice started to crack so bad he couldn't understand me.",3.6850186150409527,4.727973227848099,5.530603127326881,80.24166790766941,71.9957805907173,8.6144452717796,28.709108960039714,9.007467420416297,2.3022516257135766,913,35,184,18,17,315,126,237,0.11,0.866,0.024,-0.9551,3,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,10,10,4,2,11,0,24,3,2,4,1,33,43,12,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,13,13,0,3,3,0,0,2,8,9,1,1,13,3,27,1,29,26,2,34,0,1,0,0,9,17,0,0,15,126,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082517732113146,0.07903302683200092,0.0,0.11032202878708047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27186970691859325,0.0,0.1454127453724923,0.0,0.0,0.14241369866482406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555459563446857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27094569067307883,0.0,0.07368270072760265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292969447034341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004884668861025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532021421329568,0.3859708577033662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568150617771102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294711504564051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654193301353827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348485647958744,0.0,0.0953071735356638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360451601043397,0.0,0.08785373983121184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757960378167147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031023491660696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573127647964454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981038659142087,0.0,0.0,0.27529938443872165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420721861244807,0.11331922697485855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613325244791148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228924032045854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699390450240195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764705326024507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657031590137427,0.12018622572095547,0.2339767052544622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438625471464282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348991634781251
socialanxiety,savoryrocks42,2019/02/06,"I've been calling therapists Ahhhh

Not the greatest, most pleasant feeling, but I really hope it goes somewhere.",10.876315789473686,11.11282821052632,10.451578947368422,53.97105263157897,56.368421052631575,13.915789473684216,50.57894736842106,13.023866798666859,7.559694736842108,92,6,11,3,1,30,18,19,0.094,0.561,0.344,0.6995,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078129097725583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514567587665564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939447347152986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31859190262769344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5774195578312576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Browncheese769,2019/06/03,"I’m afraid to wear a certain shirt to school because someone else wears it a lot For real, does anyone else get anxious about wearing the same shirt as someone and being near them and then getting judged for it? I hate this.",5.064469696969695,6.102184386363637,4.611818181818184,88.12106060606064,68.77272727272728,5.866666666666667,30.57575757575757,3.1291,1.1138575757575762,179,7,34,0,3,54,35,44,0.127,0.826,0.047,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,3,0,1,5,5,0,1,6,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944061327078918,0.0,0.18221900871825888,0.26701759097515193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886058742323014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805460518863635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353991366834076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27230762445434986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25729056620101226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215545389005037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966221795338626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637431817749452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416145330070955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ahahaajhahaj,2019/06/03,"No man will ever want me?(22F) When I was 16, this senior 18, John took me out with his friends. We went to a party I blacked out. Him and two of his friends had sex with me. They called me a slut, gross and ugly after. They ignored me for a while. John kept hooking up with me. Before all that happened, he was helpful to me and would hang out with me after he would only have sex with me if he was drunk and ignore me the rest of the time. He would never want to talk to me only about sex.



He left for the military over the years he kept in contact with me and saw me when he came home sometimes. He would only want to talk to me about sex or photos. He cheated on his girlfriend with me (I didn't know they were dating). He would have sex with me and ignore me. I went on vacation once, and my phone broke. He sent me at least 30 messages and was mad I didn't respond. He always implied that I was attractive enough to fuck but not date.



He would also imply that I'm weird or annoying. When I was 17, I tried talking to him about trouble I was having at school. At first, he was sympathetic but then told me to speak to someone else. Because of what happened I was bullied in school, I tried to talk to him because I was money. After three years knowing him, he told me he wanted me for sex and nothing more. 


That he felt no connection to me.
It's been four years since all that, and I feel broken. He still tries to contact me trying to cheat on his girlfriend with me or see me again. I try to ignore him then he'll bombard me with texts it works to face time me. I moved away and didn't talk to anyone he knows. He still keeps photos of me and sends them to me, asking if I miss this. I feel so used and dirty. Something must be so wrong with me.




I blew up at him and blocked him finally. He was messaging me begging for pics, and he now lives with his girlfriend. I feel sick.
What's wrong with my personality? Have I treated this way because I'm ugly? Will every guy be like this?",1.4291528218135705,3.2100271879518085,2.7154755865567566,95.04555326569441,79.5301204819277,5.235890932149652,21.04153455928979,5.9092894577622985,-0.0588072289156627,1533,42,348,9,38,494,182,415,0.17800000000000002,0.7759999999999999,0.047,-0.9957,0,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,1,0,4,2,14,22,5,0,7,0,32,11,1,1,5,72,64,31,0,13,8,0,4,1,5,10,1,1,1,3,13,33,1,8,7,1,1,8,7,17,0,4,28,8,69,5,62,24,6,51,0,2,3,8,67,17,1,5,26,233,82,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140760566884831,0.07429895598846828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243576434989269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347693152626384,0.0,0.08389374319181643,0.0,0.0,0.1632966111045766,0.0,0.0759817937438838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117816953682133,0.10212744101485943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459287065419094,0.0,0.0,0.09226357189699884,0.0,0.0,0.08077065983704626,0.07523323088883474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544772025743973,0.0,0.08573531402444412,0.0978161522746474,0.0,0.07595260765818614,0.0,0.0,0.1379751505065701,0.08254996951169766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841414060657693,0.1579230671345246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059851237333698924,0.0,0.08956819190476245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936774987438244,0.0,0.0,0.14721934601102968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970171408607798,0.0,0.0,0.043624065216026,0.0,0.07884738344422933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949043620512694,0.0,0.0,0.06886829124984006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856790727373155,0.0,0.0,0.09509416518914796,0.0,0.20373412428464674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796723161069716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073863162818693,0.0711549859344609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386411904649093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565769650012387,0.06874213872664718,0.08831309216066208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261906187703086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588517850100522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413497041821428,0.0,0.0,0.1706466378611077,0.09920784440096574,0.3031205379123029,0.0,0.08722631777109692,0.0,0.0,0.077120510326401,0.0,0.0,0.2106693758106373,0.07087665279042947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555107105961636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500639098857401,0.0,0.0,0.3805872492178465,0.1952558267278815,0.0,0.17250535564053635
socialanxiety,Jelly_Mango,2019/06/03,"How Do I [17M] stop feeling insecure around the girl I like[17F]? I have had a crush on this girl for the past year and as an introvert have struggled to not compare myself to her. I am fairly certain she likes me back. She will walk with me to class, study with me every spare block, and she even took my friends seat in Chem class to sit beside me. She listens to every word I say, and is the most caring person I have ever met.

The problem is that she seems to good for me:
She is extremely good looking, one of if not the best looking girl in the school. She is super athletic, musical and social. Her grade average is 95% while mine is 90%. Her family is super wealthy as well.

On the other hand I am really introverted, and fairly good looking. I’m not athletic and seem way outside her league.

She seems interested in me, and I have never felt this way about a girl before.

I need to stop comparing myself and stop thinking about leagues. I just don’t know how.",2.9531670984455967,4.65645751295337,4.154789507772023,86.7594381476684,74.90673575129533,7.3120466321243525,25.015867875647675,8.07648339933343,1.4157878238341972,752,25,154,12,16,246,109,193,0.10300000000000001,0.713,0.184,0.956,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,10,15,0,2,10,0,17,1,1,2,3,36,33,14,0,3,5,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,5,4,11,0,4,7,0,0,2,5,3,1,1,4,8,32,12,22,28,2,20,0,0,3,0,22,6,0,5,10,109,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289517039833207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061531397725936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747172236017775,0.0,0.14487661087458464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075278138459474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118176330305283,0.12487555320434406,0.2326288121341896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301427386501121,0.0,0.06980302431410539,0.0,0.13255116139388148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665830440608827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473733339339372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586953526853582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489005259741715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34778566150895845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236349362965487,0.10647388526244532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354732003409273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317858492146612,0.0,0.12054131040701767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320967130184367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843937396824393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978415343769488,0.0,0.1397155641386386,0.0,0.3770309071216917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072619548463974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462518947626335,0.0,0.14432148041783607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088457874992355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533803794196431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191578289525774,0.0,0.0,0.12412494526757732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890068811201242
socialanxiety,Luixuis,2019/06/03,"First job, whatdo Just making this post to rant, and some advice would be appreciated.  I don't ever post here, and if I do, I end up deleting the post later, but basically I got a job at walmart today. It's my first job, and although I'm excited because I can finally not feel like a bum, and I can also gain a little bit of job experience. Also, I'll be in college next spring, so the money is nice.

But I'm so worried about not fitting in. Luckily the job is in the back, doing inventory and what-not so I don't have to talk to any customers, but I just don't know how to fit in my first day of work. 

I just want to work and get some paper, but shit, I'm not sure I can handle it.",3.3485831469052947,3.011254402684564,5.8344519015659975,82.71970171513797,72.08724832214763,8.501416853094707,26.62266964951529,8.167268648758528,1.4523506338553318,522,15,121,7,9,189,84,149,0.125,0.755,0.12,-0.2048,5,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,6,13,5,1,0,7,0,14,1,1,2,2,27,23,18,0,3,11,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,1,1,12,4,14,19,3,24,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,3,13,82,15,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241210030246608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031532887413864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637693208797363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766938208824376,0.0,0.07742929546390101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386712987784389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819164211436279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250068527254103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489550045833655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242484608155208,0.0,0.0,0.06422436743043458,0.0907420380375038,0.0,0.13914255239685142,0.0,0.3241256002715148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663619210181318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158829362153222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6302312838803494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980604290060995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062054820588744536,0.1273059007074488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478583156844448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508561017284562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649458204813345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038265956842798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971342811109215,0.0,0.0,0.10209265471466804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039868115166034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491879914637861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849419539394875,0.1289934470553216,0.0,0.09023029434030938,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,maddiokii,2019/06/03,Meds? Do any of you take meds and does it help? I have social anxiety disorder as well as generalized anxiety disorder.,2.5753030303030333,5.5548325909090925,5.506363636363638,68.64621212121216,86.72727272727272,12.024242424242425,30.06060606060606,10.504223727775694,5.318406060606059,95,5,16,5,3,34,18,22,0.316,0.518,0.166,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680432686808067,0.0,0.3752894672896064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5622428522809235,0.0,0.21465327903264605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441145045073732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5449195904771111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500403394547233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442613310088807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205434698395692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,James-Avatar,2019/06/03,"Helped a friendly dog and a friendly lady. So this woman came out of the shop and had her dog tied up outside (a big Labrador I think) and as she was untying him he dropped his tennis ball out of his mouth and rolled a good few meters from him near to where I was walking. I usually would’ve just kept walking but instead went and got the ball and brought it back. The dog happily hopped up and took it from me as I held it out to him and the woman thanked me, I replied with something like “That’s okay, no problem.” and continued on my way. This was a really small interaction but for me it was still a little win.",4.30907480314961,4.558489228346456,4.909911417322835,88.13604822834647,70.1023622047244,8.239763779527559,30.04822834645669,8.07648339933343,1.7767015748031492,480,18,107,6,8,154,81,127,0.046,0.769,0.185,0.9578,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,10,1,5,1,1,0,0,21,14,14,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,14,0,2,1,3,1,6,1,1,0,0,12,0,16,7,17,2,1,24,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,0,5,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481648684618927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28977379442994466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914871703630981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250447760669933,0.20263335392216286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982037316483498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237778091812557,0.2539310457417161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424291698701618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230747552337474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504718984540007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023318429771153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332577955942071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234142934262208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814898055176042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790377903381166,0.0,0.0,0.2011036055685385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23486519174560785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997809113397206,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,honeyvee02,2019/06/03,"first post! venting about working I got my first ever job (retail) this past month and I didn’t even finish training for a whole week before I decided to quit. I justify it in my head because management was not so great and improperly trained me but expected my performance there to be great (reeling in customer sign up’s, protection plans, etc) only after three days of being on the floor. I was so anxious after my first day I couldn’t stop crying and hyperventilating. I also felt sick when I tried to eat. I worked there and it got better, bur I just couldn’t stand the pressured environment. My boss told me if I didn’t rack up enough sign ups he’d have to decide whether or not to keep me the next week (on my third day). So I decided to quit and it went well (despite being anxious as hell) and my last two days I messed up twice ringing people up. I kept telling myself it was alright since I was leaving. Again, I justify it due to the management being poor. My boss asked me if I had a boyfriend because my coworker needed a girlfriend, talked down to other employees, and demanded a stellar performance from me despite my lack of experience. I applied for another job, but now I’m even more terrified than I was before. I had a phone interview and now I have a follow-up in person this week. I’m worried that it won’t go well and I won’t be able to handle it if I get hired. I’m terrified I’ll mess up at my job or just have bad panic attacks. I want to get help, but my gov issued insurance dropped me as I aged out of the program and now I can’t even pay for assisted health insurance as it’s over 100$ a month. I’m just overall anxious and I need to work a little at least so I can pay my expenses this summer. I don’t know if I can do this.",2.7406058296818463,4.2113605248618775,4.500927795770625,85.02632596685086,74.96685082872928,7.7555343875023794,27.123642598590212,8.433251757073789,1.8458188988378728,1378,53,288,25,29,467,183,362,0.204,0.7440000000000001,0.051,-0.996,4,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,12,22,13,2,2,13,1,27,4,1,2,1,47,46,30,0,11,15,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,14,12,1,4,5,0,5,2,10,7,2,7,15,2,51,6,41,21,6,51,1,0,0,0,10,18,1,6,28,202,65,16,0.09545730634113027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076337173393227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009530877454008,0.0,0.323518755970437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923969563980083,0.10859646662721516,0.0,0.0,0.07970286354049419,0.1163797758857365,0.0,0.16245427386695396,0.0,0.0,0.08442423020301132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485536868594343,0.24624826241643075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767665532962948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863291479680923,0.1064601295697208,0.18914595167705725,0.08634659861947729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337556242262046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165398379212054,0.0,0.0,0.2435878080281336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974500541642953,0.0,0.05425058700815222,0.0,0.15269185614378136,0.2104840344699823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979667357395458,0.10146665285573694,0.0,0.0,0.06398302028680028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996326272333564,0.2841799417187146,0.08484683987428701,0.0,0.0,0.05246083914085632,0.07781044518498104,0.0,0.1010755044682991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567329848798724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523862224113311,0.0,0.0,0.14156076623362268,0.0,0.0,0.1015199282333214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259958294339476,0.0,0.11199858156569432,0.0,0.0,0.09112480012196217,0.06617807702117161,0.08334963793712748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142171263815628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306119073176554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896327023396861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980658239641883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672496697850194,0.08343389319323792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121354694194364,0.0,0.06480924502347317,0.0,0.09324791780618087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630319249352481,0.0,0.22971027975269254,0.0,0.17165516472460754,0.08848987932405633,0.0,0.10657467355293364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084821677221229,0.09694152819733408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,igaze,2019/06/03,Fuck. The next term is all about speeches. This is going to be difficult :(,0.07976190476190226,1.7984579285714304,1.4014285714285712,93.32690476190477,112.57142857142858,4.723809523809524,18.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.5709809523809528,57,2,11,1,3,18,13,14,0.426,0.574,0.0,-0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6084346079161824,0.0,0.0,0.37403292173716907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6999333549321949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snorkinporkin94,2019/06/03,"Opening texts Not sure if this is the correct place to post this. 

Anytime someone has hurt me during a serious disagreement, I tell them off, then block them. Before I was able to block people, I would just not read their messages or have a friend read them for me. 

Whenever that new message pops up, my heart rate goes through the roof, I get hot, can't think straight, and get super shaky. My friends and other people I know don't seem to be fazed by these types of situations at all. 

I guess I'm scared whatever they have to say is going to set me off even more and I choose to just not deal with it at all. Sadly, this has never gotten better over the years. Anyone else experience this?",4.814833738848339,5.517398350364966,4.902871046228711,87.02386050283863,69.14598540145985,7.840713706407138,26.17112733171127,7.793537801064563,1.240520519059205,542,15,113,6,9,169,98,137,0.18,0.7509999999999999,0.069,-0.9088,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,2,3,10,0,2,5,0,11,1,1,0,5,26,20,6,0,2,7,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,4,2,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,2,17,5,17,16,3,16,0,2,0,0,12,9,0,5,4,74,25,3,0.1769002720267122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236927833372728,0.18125523379834124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505291021740446,0.0,0.0,0.15645391495950353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237641279466196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777747793120294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684096128744308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304241054297928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733454226954797,0.0,0.1848461816889703,0.0,0.10053650126114916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487559355043876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096276740932554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189375399943046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972197631640942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643639534284502,0.17085138505876607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452807496036736,0.0,0.1848231329643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694215608498624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538962875052934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067819657265776,0.1771080328007085,0.0,0.0,0.16104336374354888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884331758887416,0.0,0.0,0.1498870264251526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672641285645062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461863494645808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335055139480055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256648777310186,0.0,0.0,0.11391797528195995
socialanxiety,burningolivebranches,2019/06/03,"An effort is being made, a tiny effort. I'm coming to terms with the my anxiety, just recognizing it as a separate thing rather than judging myself for having become this strange anxiety-person. Because I'm not a strange person not any stranger than everyon else. I'm a person who I rather like who is also suffering from anxiety, but hasn't always had anxiety.

 I'm viewing the anxiety as a parasite and starting to try to fight it off.

 Step one for me: post to Reddit everyday. Not necessarily here but somewhere. I get so anxious about posting and having a record of my existence that I pretty much throw away my account every time I post. I often delete my posts the next day too. 

I also get nervous and fixated on how people may be judging me... But it's all make believe. On a deep level, I don't care if they're judging me because I'm doing my best to be a good human. I'm the only one who really knows my story and so my perspective on myself is the most valid perspective. My judgement is what I need to be concerned with. I need to silence the thoughts that anxiety is suggesting and acknowledge that I'm good with my ideas and good with having typos/imperfect grammar. I'm good with others correcting me if need be and good with learning other perspectives. I have a valid perspective and I want it out there, I want to be part of my own life and other people's.",4.6458593901728475,5.7743962583025885,6.126875121382793,76.54018255972036,69.81180811808117,9.247698582248981,30.86832394639736,9.549672527348893,2.9879918819188194,1090,45,198,24,19,371,139,271,0.098,0.778,0.124,0.9214,0,0,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,13,11,1,1,16,0,20,1,0,3,2,46,42,21,0,9,11,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,16,17,0,0,5,0,1,3,5,3,0,2,3,1,28,8,30,32,7,21,0,1,1,0,8,8,0,5,7,147,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737785211319806,0.08707755673306437,0.0,0.0,0.07116589376713006,0.0,0.4002865342662421,0.1182252195221008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832254148319873,0.0,0.0,0.12758788445589894,0.11557819867672572,0.0,0.11790521913485452,0.10982418954402902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066981070879177,0.0,0.0,0.0901470952145412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749088192844697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742202147874824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817251660912999,0.09999798847754733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093510803682872,0.0,0.0,0.4388791565249885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813761854289835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057513149787594815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391770683392165,0.051126923161140855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990227849497044,0.06985498716500264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693012106656982,0.2327909451823955,0.0,0.0,0.11129693947959947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182770489646293,0.07959138200457347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133262378849945,0.0,0.14510288888648154,0.2741302058788356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009048073881729,0.10646712889469624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704175719745234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407212625849867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952510805701022,0.0,0.0,0.08308076673932688,0.061022518243025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105078526571018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345109214534075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nickpolaski1,2019/06/03,"Understanding my anxiety Does anyone know why randomly throughout the day, I get intense anxiety? Sometimes to the point where I don’t want to move any of my muscles. 
Also, getting anxiety when I’m around a lot of people and feeling the need to dismiss myself to regather myself and my thoughts. 

If anyone can explain this or give some recommendations that would be great. Thank you",6.630869565217387,8.471912086956525,6.893449275362317,70.2193043478261,65.81159420289856,9.577971014492757,36.98840579710146,9.888512548439397,4.128157101449276,310,16,48,7,5,100,54,69,0.071,0.78,0.149,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,16,16,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,2,7,13,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,2,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650601488188746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415904101656018,0.0,0.4778418276258802,0.0,0.0,0.2911715134720023,0.0,0.0,0.1853516587916978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427867126852192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822065793632578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527758172563828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756298560742246,0.19973466778707746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22955302258393614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442715094660212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701328434948055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212950143342841,0.0,0.15438558962466295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144347077413788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682640324499934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592569796782345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169243087557586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529603180403324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675467294404693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280806048362795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878777641057591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790690148609908,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,astriaa,2019/06/03,"Doing a speaking exam in English I feel my social anxiety has improved alot in the past few months, but there are still these moments where I really can’t take it such as this. Skipping classes, being late on purpose and staying off of school solely because of my anxiety. When I first moved to my new school, we’d already been told we’d have an English exam for speaking and listening near the end of the school year and I’ve been worrying about it for the entire time. That exam has came now and honestly I’ve never been more anxious. I’ve never really had to speak infront of the class except for when being called on answering questions and even doing that triggers my anxiety. I used to be perfectly fine reading infront of the class a few years ago, I don’t know why I can’t now.. 

I have to write a speech regarding a certain issue of my choice, memorise it and read it out infront of the class alongside everyone else. My English teacher is aware of my social anxiety and mentioned that I could do it infront of fewer people, except that doesn’t really help.. 

I feel I should be grateful that it doesn’t have to be infront of the whole class but I still feel extremely anxious. First of all, my teacher mentioned it to me a while ago and I’m not even sure if she remembers mentioning it to me. She only gave us the instructions literally a day before a 1 week break, I wanted to speak to her about it but never got the chance. I was off school on the day we came back (today) so I’m not even sure when we’re doing it or what’s happening which makes it much worse. I have school tomorrow, I don’t know if it’ll be tomorrow or not.

I know its only a speech infront of the class and I’m sure there are much worse things than this? But I’ve been worrying about this for a long time and I don’t really know what else to do aside from skipping the class.. which I know is a bad idea

Thanks",4.931640625,5.2722226328125,5.7687500000000025,82.20125,68.765625,9.004166666666668,29.802083333333336,8.959647251330699,2.278377083333333,1497,53,302,25,24,492,168,384,0.095,0.8270000000000001,0.078,-0.5815,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,4,0,0,3,19,9,0,0,25,0,39,0,0,3,9,56,62,24,0,5,13,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,27,14,0,0,12,2,0,3,13,1,0,2,11,10,35,8,43,40,8,48,0,0,0,0,23,10,0,6,33,216,62,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654030098150495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121369042685973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529285043852319,0.18675701900111666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355787692471873,0.06901486664672235,0.05038673867124485,0.0,0.0703347379822912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440170135616823,0.1890744203484995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599462493882997,0.0,0.0,0.10661342791042014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809808256156827,0.0,0.07320927557459528,0.0,0.0,0.163781852393889,0.0,0.0,0.07898199009342341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538108729991065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061544208122362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610808960740537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309302005758894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540302338703994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330931911206268,0.0,0.08627208831310272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271297201035861,0.0,0.09324032371787484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314855165053066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517396887919662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659757651817147,0.08785095888565868,0.12152432568841028,0.0,0.19124975793568413,0.07983032668411065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572824395199844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890514404706737,0.05730372734013769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925943869565086,0.0,0.16535807558202745,0.0,0.2118079166763956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936338938405857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182648129397989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851613116404218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810101210412033,0.1320194464244087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337087990352957,0.0,0.062147528881702774,0.0,0.0,0.07609915620649021,0.0,0.0,0.05491341855377346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639553764481007,0.0,0.07834885810603248,0.07898199009342341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994257964286184,0.07138882381681896,0.0,0.0,0.04875304536268184,0.0,0.06630219467777257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458478800183004,0.092283219905101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678837207064544,0.16846841600775558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645637059159098
socialanxiety,sribalaji93,2019/06/03,"Terrible Anxiety at work Apologies for my bad English. 

I am 25M working in IT support. Since it's a support project, it will be like 24x7, I will have to provide Oncall support. I will be getting calls from Helpdesk to resolve the issue immediately depending on the incident priority. Anyways, I am good at work and I know what I am doing.

My problem is I constantly feel anxiety throughout the day at my work. It does not end here and I will go to home and start to check mail if I received any important mails (it's totally unnecessary). I keep on worrying about unnecessary things which might not even happen. I will start to think worst possible thing happens to me on a given day. (This happens every single day). For example, I will have to present ppt to the customer this Wednesday , even though I am the one who did all the ground works, I will think what if my mind goes blank in the middle of the presentation, what if the customer asks something and I am unable to answer it, what if my words fumble while presenting to the customer.

Once anxiety starts to accumulate my mind, my mind will go blank, I won't know what I am doing and I can't explain things clearly to anyone and I simply feel like a dumb who knows nothing. It even happened today. In addition to all these, my hands and body starts to shiver , which I couldn't handle at the peak of my anxiety. I am starting to lose my personal life because of this.

Any advice would be highly appreciated. Thanks.",4.111396527884466,5.999616406360427,5.178306959594412,79.85209402365956,72.21554770318019,8.17262252266093,30.67890612997388,8.841846274778883,2.6538063911507144,1165,52,215,23,23,383,146,283,0.107,0.799,0.094,-0.3993,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,7,7,14,1,0,14,0,29,3,2,1,4,38,56,13,0,7,6,0,3,2,0,11,1,0,1,1,23,8,0,1,10,0,1,3,5,6,0,1,2,3,32,8,32,39,5,32,0,1,0,0,10,13,1,6,18,156,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996520470528087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252152043206537,0.0,0.28171899499478537,0.0,0.0,0.06437424065144802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606868410870018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687073040134969,0.05612218920927919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226386080782056,0.0,0.0,0.09400902654172363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948994782571573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812362333503515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056701734550256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154258291014313,0.0,0.0,0.1824249068602992,0.0,0.07756903692382082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310202499408153,0.06577151189953269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810035097642351,0.0,0.10464573197924967,0.07722005633228593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256523767743429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727210805228398,0.09234906307993597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609231697606864,0.0,0.08183192251391429,0.0,0.0,0.15179014315501227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502848678054995,0.0899569694277555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299758893406796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766679846698724,0.27887930750494994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833919636629464,0.0,0.0,0.09804660418873024,0.06238587090977583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038792161664042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037898608304468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809411625015583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615741753971474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087641237937398,0.0,0.0,0.3258216799142859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134240400373014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476141452918573,0.0,0.0,0.1834924038035826,0.11798353107742594,0.09045374919872824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726719678459967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33512339449623313,0.0934968424938212,0.0,0.06540059057797694,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KoreanGirl02,2019/06/03,"My friend has severe social anxiety and it’s only getting worse Hey I have ADHD too, but it’s the combined type so I spazz out and I’m dreamy asf, and also I’m super Uber chatty and I’m good at making friends, bad at keeping them, etc etc.

This friend who’s had ADD and I have been friends for a while. We were super close for almost 3 years, but recently we’ve drifted a bit. He’s still funny and he’s still himself, but he seems very distant.

Recently, he only tells me things impulsively, and usually it’s if he’s irritated, and then he apologizes quickly and shut down. Through these “moments”, he has told me that he has a profound anger at himself for not being able to socialize properly, and isn’t able to have his own opinions. He accuses me of only being his. Friend because he agrees with me.

The only way I can get him to stop holding everything in is irritating him and then letting just flow out.

What should I do to help him come out of his box? I really want him to be successful in society, but he can’t talk, hold/start convo, or even make eye contact Bc he’s so anxious and he has so many things to running through his head

TLDR: Friend has ADD, coupled w social anxiety and impulsivity. How to help him gain confidence to express his opinions & be himself?",1.8379673032407409,4.207607707031251,3.6413715277777774,85.84332754629631,81.3046875,6.605092592592592,25.88773148148148,7.793537801064563,1.6696005787037036,1007,42,198,18,27,337,146,256,0.11199999999999999,0.657,0.231,0.9914,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,1,4,11,12,1,0,5,0,22,2,2,3,0,42,34,27,0,3,8,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,10,22,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,4,1,26,10,25,24,4,28,0,0,1,0,47,11,0,6,12,125,36,2,0.21047890849092316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264773728776391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538211161915996,0.0,0.0,0.08415995353812804,0.0,0.11402690470637805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101578888944942,0.118890628077673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787054844001989,0.06415299451073436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114894227256364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065447129435064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644545443619238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347396205541386,0.0695096669921958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458243559663793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878464477537402,0.0,0.1099665424899246,0.0,0.0,0.08826986116900559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800604163912844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107957565649087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354166239420313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761447215715708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049630581320102,0.10669628861940088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201573889004218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741908919988046,0.0,0.20782252977006652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958060466275894,0.0,0.118890628077673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32183511145879945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448902737943604,0.0,0.1680887282075412,0.0879848960600278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458748692282654,0.09198392162724547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983283427138518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056080846927112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590639073327058,0.08683357131976432,0.062072956774212276,0.08353418028666391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724799473423276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777075812303524
socialanxiety,MessyNinja,2019/06/03,"Social Anxiety is Taking Over my Life Hi, I'm a 16 years old and I have social anxiety and it's pretty severe. I have this since when I was in 6th Grade along with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and OCD and was diagnosed just last week. My doctor gave me a few meds and there's no difference and I know it takes time like months to lessen my symptoms, but it's first day of school and I have this social anxiety but I still forced myself but ened up going back to my house in recess time because I can't handle the anxiety that I'm feeling, I'm the new kid at school and no one knows me and I told my mom that I need to transfer back to my old school, I'm tired of my anxiety taking over me and soon I think it will gonna take over my life little by little, I'm just too scared of people's judgements and opinions about me and I feel insecure with no self esteem, I feel depressed and usually suicidal. I just want his anxiety gone. Thanks for reading and for the answers!",2.8131435643564338,4.2398343118811885,4.288205445544556,86.80478341584158,74.69306930693071,7.822277227722773,24.011138613861384,8.472884824447931,1.4151079207920794,769,23,163,14,16,256,111,202,0.23199999999999998,0.7170000000000001,0.051,-0.9887,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,11,5,0,2,5,0,8,6,0,0,0,34,31,18,1,2,6,1,3,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,8,17,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,3,0,2,5,3,27,2,21,24,1,28,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,1,18,102,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250624886273766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079069585219165,0.0,0.059771123215450035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323493546221402,0.0,0.08445138564862939,0.09951994029217867,0.0,0.102442672184325,0.11237521089430873,0.10035959454468844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487329526680975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834023310128255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055724776850548566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313796140847004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777278977930503,0.07992484383483896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851297501530366,0.047902881012933184,0.19654619434801213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891281881465263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483642222258313,0.07826356088730843,0.0,0.0,0.07270374888271625,0.0,0.09469849445303903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057765557871712,0.0,0.0664420549089137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797638104540778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975335678145372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980777697755972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816639213078487,0.2976992557588872,0.0,0.0,0.10228882303452508,0.11076998718748493,0.0,0.08110899542001722,0.0,0.0,0.2998526607957992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783038435028949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725213751672168,0.0,0.0,0.10191277705935124,0.2948893065344509,0.0,0.0,0.09027240425079752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282727271316721,0.0,0.0,0.11434892810944355,0.1126954715391793,0.0,0.09369215762260873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107989583569902,0.0,0.05783315924680561,0.0,0.07865078693417236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314178106679984
socialanxiety,rustytrumbone666,2019/06/03,"Feeling confused and anxious about work I’ve been working as a busboy at a hotel for about 6 months. Everyone at work hates me because of how incompetent I am and I go on everyone’s nerves, I even pissed of the chef sm that he stopped giving me food to give out. I work a zero-hour contract and I only work part time, and I don’t ever want to step foot in that place again. Should I just quit without any notice? I’m really on edge about what all the staff is going to say about me. I feel so embarrassed to go back there. The environment is so toxic, and all my co-workers and supervisors make fun of me. I cannot go back to that place and cannot deal with the anxiety it causes me. What do I do?!",2.6097051597051566,3.6125667027027033,4.407272727272726,87.4286363636364,74.54054054054055,7.543980343980343,24.265356265356267,8.00094639256281,1.1271675675675679,544,16,122,8,11,185,93,148,0.161,0.78,0.059000000000000004,-0.9312,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,6,14,5,2,2,7,0,10,3,2,3,3,23,22,11,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,9,1,1,2,1,0,5,4,4,0,0,1,3,16,1,22,20,3,20,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,1,7,81,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973471347509451,0.0,0.10094610088887916,0.1490729004832071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029322830788141,0.0,0.0804392500992633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555532487237654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604100633807545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871557988858366,0.11936190096107747,0.0,0.25217953064654897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344199823211014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956191193375271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531687444644589,0.2999749056513134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027938860433722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129950236629335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808176116735794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532614763119977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023296226658978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035860552300092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428956617772059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757322026212727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035161850426456,0.0,0.0,0.08453449474920928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493683442012586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032125800372472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769446978068551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783116177883409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720102895607266,0.0,0.5763939345303982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,clearmyskin3,2019/06/03,"It finally happened... The place I get my lash extensions done is finally using online booking, so I no longer have to call them over the phone and schedule my appointment.

My phone anxiety is terrible.",5.634166666666665,8.02958963888889,6.462222222222222,70.10500000000002,69.27777777777777,11.466666666666667,37.0,11.20814326018867,5.3280666666666665,161,9,25,6,3,53,29,36,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.7695,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,2,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,18,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375854112934271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31712697593037403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178212203412301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6804291142404819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226015104595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27463626964893323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244798372090201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26823300299028313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Green_Distillerie,2019/06/03,"Always delaying my dreams. Wasting years away. Hey, I'm new here. Hope I've found the right place.

Has anyone ever felt like they're just wasting their life? Like their anxiety is just preventing any progress? It's something that's dawned on me recently, and it feels shockingly bad. It feels 100% my fault too. I used to be social and motivated. Worked hard at uni, had jobs, had friends and a partner. But it's all gone to shit. Because I would rather stay in and not socialize, and stay comfortable. I just can't talk to people properly. I know I come across as monotone and uninterested. There's no banter there (something that seems really important for us Brits). And I'm so paranoid. I ask people about themselves a lot, as I know that's a good conversation technique. But I always feel they never ask me about me? I'm sick of myself!!!! I always had this dream to start a small business, like a shop that sells booze from independent craft breweries/distilleries, or a food van. It would be so cool to start it with someone. I know I could do it, have a bit of savings. But I don't have the guts! I'm too worried my parents will put my idea down (which they will) and I'm too scared to interact with possible business partners or employees. It's just a dream. I hate social anxiety. It's stolen so much from me. I think we need to kick it in the balls!!!",1.9605269275474624,4.438934558052439,3.026906883636837,89.75966292134834,81.69662921348315,6.529200568255199,23.439106289551848,7.753152298057669,1.2173893581299238,1065,38,218,19,29,340,153,267,0.16,0.705,0.135,-0.7041,3,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,2,0,4,3,17,15,2,1,11,1,17,6,2,3,3,49,42,18,0,6,11,1,5,3,3,4,2,0,0,2,16,12,2,2,12,5,2,3,5,6,0,0,6,6,29,9,25,29,4,23,0,0,0,0,19,10,1,5,11,132,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844033347919277,0.0,0.0,0.07747812513414476,0.0,0.17431636729175712,0.0,0.0,0.07966437462077051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302334053389774,0.0,0.10704349751398644,0.0,0.09512902369167787,0.06945230049257617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438497153762845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981429102312186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096596928116367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030586262637199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728233495733051,0.0,0.10939323392273738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776784145945764,0.1249212962053886,0.08802410119234401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955613213241662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206129710955192,0.11248492787006226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131608524878898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861612084107826,0.0,0.0,0.11306059869364815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784325384922854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047401692793445,0.16698524844069085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686148503415284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375362453936577,0.08447963402223622,0.08787190179772374,0.11003688636132154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650875128470826,0.0,0.0,0.15797314116871652,0.0,0.11903539483710275,0.0,0.0,0.12844197106421884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453380563238627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298818827954184,0.0,0.11249477048419694,0.0,0.0,0.09729788094819217,0.0,0.0,0.11406648223697766,0.0,0.0,0.1037200272587702,0.0,0.0,0.11695025244791887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34842003932268845,0.09653478482546657,0.1754218771492307,0.0,0.0,0.1612842659149974,0.24287414219358466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915747675456211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730034570017251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370469784783852,0.09840124950112783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294434349256015,0.11570416071571014,0.0,0.16186900522628198,0.0,0.0,0.07336890652833318
socialanxiety,cybersonarz365,2019/06/03,"I dread going to work. So, I work in fire alarm installation and I work with this russian guy in his late 50s. I don't know enough yet to work alone but this dude just gives me hella anxiety with his behavior to the point where my brain just shuts off and I can't think straight . Unfortunately, there's no option to take him out of the equation right now, the few days when he was sick was like a vacation for me at work(I was working with other people and I felt fine). Anyone have any advice on how to block this guy out so I'm not ripping my hair out by the end of the day?",2.8476767676767665,3.914297495867768,3.793829201101929,91.8087235996327,74.04132231404958,7.03067033976125,21.7089072543618,7.3871296695380915,0.40679540863177177,451,10,105,5,9,145,85,121,0.17800000000000002,0.777,0.046,-0.9302,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,10,4,0,2,6,0,6,3,2,1,0,19,13,8,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,3,13,2,20,9,2,21,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,1,8,67,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772266191938525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671664406407177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976063136259362,0.0,0.12347404185149186,0.0,0.0,0.11285781683981985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018086169978867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818516903404974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295652723185556,0.16677405020279762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497368323467614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483395531990285,0.09172992747773392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31963176844312263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887037216590612,0.0,0.1820713669417441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885411211382215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189759485654503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257947387631784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378386070213459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135613739159433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342152082652813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7050266247875744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gayprincess96,2019/06/03,"Tension & caution? How can I find a way of asking someone if there is tension or if I’m imagining it and how to release it, if neither party is acknowledging the tension? I’d like it to be in a way that lets friend be honest without feeling like a dick & that it gets resolved or something but I get the feeling something somewhere is being held back, possibly even by myself but I’m not sure why?",5.2192592592592595,5.529270925925927,6.315654320987657,78.63644444444445,68.1358024691358,7.961481481481481,37.18765432098765,7.554174236665415,2.890553580246913,319,17,59,3,5,107,53,81,0.14800000000000002,0.721,0.132,0.185,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,3,5,0,8,1,1,2,1,20,16,10,0,3,9,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,3,6,6,11,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,5,3,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602695532740265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856486682405072,0.0,0.0,0.16332210991889756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028787090690348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479114483325198,0.15173824993830742,0.0,0.0,0.19412930107022253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409933190192605,0.0,0.22193995144066972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171928859822164,0.0,0.2075353404004451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394485300536991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179965412660562,0.32703103412857404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001840213042696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371856838757476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165751805619285,0.0,0.0,0.20474554484652546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cordelina_chan,2019/06/03,"Not trying to give up. These days I have trouble keeping myself together, especially with my health issue and my mental issues.

I'm not at all severly mentally challenged or anything, but I have great amount of anxiety and it is really hard to accept the way I am. I want to tell myself that it is alright to be myself and others will think the same. But it is hard. There were times when I really wanted to give up on myself but I cant seem to do that since there are peole who still support me. I want to love myself more.",3.5017924528301885,4.819954226415099,5.1624056603773605,81.65040094339625,72.77358490566039,7.941509433962264,23.62735849056604,8.472884824447931,1.4962490566037734,412,11,80,7,8,140,70,106,0.078,0.718,0.204,0.9585,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,1,12,2,0,0,1,19,23,8,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,15,6,13,20,4,9,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,4,66,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310425260231834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431815040253503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221116159983263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33382009030050097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918280175813333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31172730094020146,0.0,0.0,0.184946539217968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632072031823465,0.0,0.15465307031110204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703557455665912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506882617171402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292888271324374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839679225375314,0.0,0.19656268867600216,0.0,0.14392889825457533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895112208095395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744531886007569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207764684531494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148775909649873,0.0,0.0,0.1014567814220646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812990020930772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30787693214061884,0.13810763168620258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,curiousmind421,2019/06/03,"Better ways to respond than “that’s cool/that’s exciting” So I noticed that whenever people talk to me about things that I don’t know how to respond too I’ll typically respond with “that’s cool.” 

The reason I don’t like this is that it kills the conversation. What are good ways to keep the conversation going besides just responding with a basic adjective?",4.25416666666667,6.5779203970588265,5.31529411764706,77.14049019607846,72.97058823529412,8.650980392156864,28.98039215686275,9.2995712137729,2.8481686274509808,289,12,51,7,6,95,45,68,0.051,0.747,0.20199999999999999,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,7,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,8,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690577793745024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289517991549333,0.255165218497444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27040462517247066,0.3365742454124731,0.0,0.1671913009975934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862647639512294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463563724961983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090777379639186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127887249440156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445204319681369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211018368806186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829511926849132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,apgoingpsych0,2019/06/03,"DAE always wait for the other person to do something first/initiate in a social situation? Like, I know i should extend my arm and shake my hand, say something nice, even something as simple as say hello when i pass them by. But im too afraid i guess that i cant do anything unless they do it because i dont want to get shot down. So instead of looking like a maybe overzealous friendly person i just look like a cold motherfucker who doesnt care... i've lost acquantiaces over this because i never said hi when passing someone by",6.249714285714282,6.139895447619049,6.743571428571428,77.8839285714286,65.95238095238095,8.523809523809524,32.73809523809524,7.793537801064563,2.3042380952380954,422,16,79,4,6,138,77,105,0.07200000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.8966,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,7,9,0,2,4,0,7,2,2,0,1,10,17,8,0,2,3,0,1,3,1,1,0,3,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,7,12,6,12,14,0,9,0,1,2,0,12,3,0,1,6,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499572803281696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339860854722294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124508184302953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766655723198144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422782816396767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509506106405006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822285854324616,0.0,0.0,0.1346304744930916,0.0,0.091042055519424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196365805654506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882273907276524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576705339214328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25539940682600604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29266387267620386,0.0,0.19022202753193285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750645113387164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439768964851234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043088657087159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657582481134954,0.27715221522489425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958720942372914,0.0,0.17763299892308376,0.14764733419705114,0.4024545022981253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027812541693838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NShadeX7,2019/06/03,"i'm losing hope. i try to avoid most social contact as possible, even when I'm around other people. when someone talks to me i freeze and glitch, my mind is full of thoughts racing but i do my best to stay silent and when they give up trying to get my attention i heave a sigh of relief. I'm pretty damn sure there aren't any forms of employment that involve a lot of talking, at least not where i live. i'm a recluse, i isolate myself for the longest time possible. i only exit my room when i want to move around. the only people i talk to are my psychiatrist, my therapist, my mom, and hopefully a tutor. i have no friends, and i don't want any, i only have online friends. i'm the exact opposite of interpersonal. i'm wasting my life away, whenever i try and do shit that involves a lot of social contact at once without me having to process each part of it slowly, i get too overwhelmed and i take a break. i avoid needy and lonely people cuz it's hell. i just wanna sleep for so long, this pain is gonna make me feel worse. i'm a broken mess, all i'll do is fail.",2.3371798704534115,3.748366367713008,4.110724962630794,87.65669033383159,75.90582959641256,6.749277528649727,24.048081714001004,7.3871296695380915,0.9661980069755858,832,26,178,10,18,281,128,223,0.22699999999999998,0.625,0.14800000000000002,-0.9748,1,4,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,3,12,19,3,3,10,0,12,4,2,2,3,33,31,15,0,5,4,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,6,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,11,1,0,1,2,30,7,25,29,10,19,1,4,0,0,14,10,3,5,6,114,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202625581789262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210359690694894,0.0,0.0,0.11192744456460556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250205771902524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868486575269855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023618537659761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840805454860628,0.0,0.12448200383523088,0.11428125796344694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366478177166597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414570971408714,0.0,0.0,0.10519480719009144,0.10542713766817358,0.0,0.13327705516114208,0.0,0.20256173888916426,0.0,0.0,0.07952083098673886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202882942351556,0.1395247231947506,0.0,0.12661734139273562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687056862261992,0.0,0.2718133562076255,0.12676372504702674,0.0,0.0,0.12900720442377409,0.0,0.2477711922466076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686044819150386,0.0,0.12119899961444874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228620328825407,0.0,0.0,0.11921698014207052,0.2428779922317243,0.10093926327189333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269777367046356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122795059924648,0.0,0.0895716447599758,0.2872588234509033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832020939189246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457666343165004,0.06946621217074553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426462754868391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053303610849774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148379799733577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140461079833245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alrightalrightokay_,2019/06/03,"my boyfriend doesn’t really understand SA, but gets really defensive when I try to talk to him. I’m a junior in high school, and have been dating my boyfriend for 8 months. I am very happy with him but we have our ups and downs. I have very little friends, and he has a ton. Whenever we’re in a situation where I am having a lot of social anxiety, I don’t think he’s really sure how to handle it. There are other things too, like me constantly asking him for reassurance and asking him exactly what the plan for the day is so that I’m not put into an unexpected situation where my anxiety would go crazy. Usually he just tells me to chill out and to not be afraid to talk to other people, and even thought he thinks he’s being helpful, he’s really not. 

Whenever I have tried to talk to him about this in the past, he gets very defensive, like I’m accusing him of being a bad boyfriend. What I really want is for him to be able to understand what I have and how he can help me, rather than giving me more anxiety. 

Now, I know this post makes it seem like it’s an unhealthy relationship, we really are happy together, and this is just something that bugs me. Any advice would be really helpful. Thank you :)",5.584620811287478,5.3848631851851865,6.815499706055263,77.11379629629631,67.35390946502056,11.222692533803643,28.87977660199883,10.914260884657429,2.967896178718402,946,28,195,26,14,322,125,243,0.075,0.7120000000000001,0.213,0.9903,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,3,1,0,1,14,13,2,1,10,0,25,0,0,3,2,39,44,14,0,4,8,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,2,7,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,28,9,27,35,3,22,0,0,0,0,33,11,0,2,11,133,42,2,0.10436147010873713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198082075599264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096937838124001,0.0,0.2395087169498363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512777357751696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713746835927685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277767409605872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730451461112459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892976675035489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062941292619054,0.0,0.1090491215419653,0.10011303164849558,0.05931102847381772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218945104880394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985388070553104,0.1102636230121892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735433468353321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295722838097,0.1045976097908834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872438988496037,0.0,0.0,0.06966209167767838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833003297742918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962483196527412,0.07235110303885542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994944018932107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049121022907409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679964105587825,0.0,0.0,0.11204516270688422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561937934302014,0.0,0.0950067628442935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23461332995282105,0.0,0.1063833762260254,0.0,0.0803425583298259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835945051021763,0.0,0.0,0.25164538959352634,0.091216524793031,0.09608202027041997,0.0,0.0,0.06933312348805952,0.13374123222841725,0.0,0.08285134997700465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417091754740359,0.0,0.0,0.2172879417762312,0.0,0.0,0.11493941524733313,0.25832742737108816,0.0615550989825876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827078817678116,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Velocity_Mint,2019/06/03,Has anyone tried Chamomile/Apigenin? Anybody tried these and had any success? I know it that Chamomile tea could possibly have a positive effect but I was hoping to take it in capsule form. Alcohol helps but I can’t exactly rely on that all the time. If people could share their experiences then that’d be great! Thanks :),2.853771186440678,5.899252237288137,3.08625,86.0714088983051,85.94915254237287,6.339830508474578,26.019067796610173,7.645422480735847,1.9219983050847456,258,11,45,5,8,79,50,59,0.0,0.611,0.389,0.9829,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,1,2,11,13,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,5,3,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866275217667864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238728830142167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875338263045763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282766635402272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623540718103769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956948373940829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977086791716612,0.0,0.0,0.26638617017911953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739739608635175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859382425189988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023586691847888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165533436545852,0.0,0.0,0.2469253575465507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639137005836268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36418456567701657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chloeunicorn,2019/06/03,"Being trans with social anxiety I'm a 20yo transgender woman, and I decided to see a therapist for my transition. I have an appointment on June 11, during Pride Month which is great, except: I'm terrified.
I usually try to escape from social interactions as much as I can. I never succeed to talk and people never understand me, they just keep being disrespectful toward me, and they obviously never understand what I go through.
Talking, explaining everything, I must talk, I can't stay quiet. And I don't even succeed to say hi. Not even on the phone. So imagine... That's scary.",3.276931464174453,6.158860485981307,5.311799065420561,72.86121884735203,79.65420560747663,9.174143302180683,27.6082554517134,9.516144504307137,3.4912872274143307,460,20,74,15,12,158,76,107,0.13699999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.078,-0.7367,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,4,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,5,19,16,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,14,4,14,13,1,11,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,0,6,56,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479304539962006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327577876235329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835781848868904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013891254877272,0.0,0.0,0.19426188252612908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661526900960884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064170953019395,0.0,0.12952778089990985,0.0,0.4076905031601685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215537255796352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401218606913297,0.0,0.0,0.1404091369748844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359228827510346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780649105829375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248703202462935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458258150219025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962870224394664,0.0,0.0,0.3668622642252464,0.0,0.0,0.19406016634732107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tubphonecase,2019/06/03,"Needing help but unable to ask 17. I don't really have friends, am very depressed and definitely need help but I don't have anyone I can ask because of my anxiety.
My mother has an anxiety disorder, my father is bipolar and my sister has depression (all diagnosed) but no one talks about it (I only found out from my sister who read my mother's diary). When I tried to tell my mother once she said that 'every one is like that at 17'. But constant crippling fear and suffocating emptiness surely is not the standard state? 
The idea of having to tell someone how I feel makes me feel physically sick but I know I need to and I spend my life going back and forth.",4.668452991452991,5.715479469230773,5.83717948717949,78.94004273504277,69.69230769230771,8.547008547008549,28.290598290598286,8.841846274778883,2.2104957264957266,521,18,98,9,9,174,84,130,0.233,0.662,0.105,-0.9690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,12,4,0,2,2,25,24,12,0,3,6,6,2,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,1,1,1,4,3,0,2,2,3,19,3,10,22,1,7,0,2,0,0,17,2,0,0,4,66,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398004725805181,0.0,0.0,0.10959128496475702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29304820037472684,0.0,0.0,0.12051792232597305,0.0,0.09554291853758397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937257997856572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699876269792911,0.15908059003554156,0.0,0.0,0.1796294772881811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205422454593238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636808211388658,0.15849772282623126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184953043040846,0.12109144650238235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907491659418565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101095125342844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693236176464325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613630061238904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070507944599546,0.07657177600355376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462042499743393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486463688413397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691541881872554,0.21241253294671664,0.11920242991073605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677530994759045,0.0,0.10040710642469666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908887537786936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327992739939353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771889943394226,0.0,0.0,0.12597596470752884,0.27398291842258143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641134803076924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932105343178565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BEEEELEEEE,2019/06/03,"I managed to stumble upon a way to avoid awkward encounters with people from your past At the grocery store I ran into my high school English teacher, who I repeatedly had issues with during my last semester. When we made eye contact I was dreading the obligatory “oh my god how’ve you been?”but she didn’t even acknowledge me. Naturally I was relieved that I wouldn’t have to admit how downhill things have gone, then I realized that she didn’t recognize me because my hair’s gotten much longer since then. So I guess if you wanna avoid those situations just make grow your hair out.",6.637324675324674,7.546275200000004,6.629480519480518,75.52136363636366,65.18181818181819,9.558441558441556,34.8051948051948,9.606745405546679,3.3740649350649345,472,21,82,9,7,150,82,110,0.09,0.848,0.062,-0.4404,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,4,0,0,5,5,0,4,3,0,8,3,3,3,0,18,15,6,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,9,3,21,1,11,5,1,15,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,2,6,57,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744668930909874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890345997471465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152852340598965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30238953104642746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29872191781779506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332939124196065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708125102797433,0.19104294470532449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039237800415475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732134623875738,0.19841735216874468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896530489064371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23675035153101706,0.32170453356965995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014077467072435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271748811207571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mslangg,2019/06/03,"I’d rather end my life than try and find a job, everyone thinks I’m lazy but I’m scared to death of even trying Not sure why I’m writing this here but whatever... I’ve lived with anxiety my entire life and it’s ruined me. The last job I had, I had to quit after 4 days because of anxiety attacks. I’m 18 and soon I’ll be done with my education, but from that point on I have no plans. Of course I want to find some employment as soon as possible, I’m desperate for it, but actually trying to find it is my worst nightmare. 

The thought of it is so overwhelming, but I know it’s something I need to do. It’s the next step in life and the pressure I feel to do so is intense. But I can’t bring myself to do much other than apply online to a few places every so often. No amount of preparation can ease my anxiety. Talking with people about it doesn’t help me at all. I’ve done so much therapy over the years to try and relieve me of this but it’s all fallen apart. 

And so naturally, I’ve started to plan for suicide again. I feel like there’s no way out of this, it’s only gotten worse. I don’t even know what else to say about it. I know anyone who reads this will think I’m lazy about it all, but I swear it’s not like that. I’d kill to work a job without anxiety, and actually do something with my life, but it’s never been that way and it never will. Haven’t set a date yet but I know I’ll overdose on a ton of old meds. God forbid I end up failing yet again lol.",0.6177570093457945,2.279108890965734,2.9562087227414335,92.92590186915888,81.58566978193147,6.273769470404985,20.668847352024926,7.3011,0.4108312772585663,1138,32,271,16,30,391,153,321,0.233,0.6920000000000001,0.075,-0.9955,4,0,2,0,0,2,31.0,0,0,0,5,20,13,2,3,10,1,21,4,0,0,6,51,41,25,3,3,14,0,2,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,24,13,0,1,12,1,0,3,12,9,0,0,7,3,24,4,43,31,10,34,0,3,0,0,5,10,0,2,20,173,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.1935060117484848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033882202393467,0.0,0.0,0.0693257701734444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127938346369302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060438988505032286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394150439069067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292326424566676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282445584505438,0.0,0.17562932952593852,0.0,0.0,0.13097109484505814,0.0,0.08353548208005561,0.09473904676599416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026323451905116,0.0708305165507906,0.0,0.0,0.27185522459969635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645603152609468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951637962898529,0.0,0.10969127972003544,0.0,0.21795402368958586,0.08081790098519835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801213580869706,0.09687626797517587,0.0,0.08754846906012904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101297792357354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457686589180901,0.07351611960103528,0.15293629800601458,0.0,0.10544378056801904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403792183222008,0.0,0.0,0.07540563342026076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873592951914148,0.0,0.10358733705330103,0.0,0.09372580327464326,0.11177315593086506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545485999650822,0.09917366248413223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884554022378372,0.09926327507995326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265615021185416,0.0,0.0,0.0701766379554343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084505419640118,0.0,0.09344471575203173,0.0,0.0,0.07969046790080635,0.0,0.0,0.1133830430592844,0.0,0.0,0.127058573071356,0.0,0.07871150975440895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26925676288218964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847937028601592,0.15739628058291807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946459452565134,0.0,0.0,0.09557400793042403,0.0,0.0721800744878155,0.0,0.10103909210107824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384730911493289
socialanxiety,ThunderWaffe,2019/06/03,"I'm terrified of being recognized in public. I get a little anxious when I walk in public places but I can handle it well. But when I see someone that I know or someone that knows me, I get this instant anxiety boost. My heart starts raising like crazy and I try to hide somewhere just so they don't get to see me. Am I the only one that has this problem?",1.5500386100386088,3.4895692162162177,3.3625868725868737,89.78337837837843,79.81081081081079,5.850193050193052,24.08494208494209,6.868970318607317,0.8667320463320465,278,10,58,3,7,93,53,74,0.19399999999999998,0.6859999999999999,0.12,-0.5846,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,8,14,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,12,2,5,13,0,8,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,4,40,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833843529588586,0.26336260225107194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653913928158271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762518439558957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25623657715239234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389210849628872,0.2336504612861673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797015892132488,0.17730052493212012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24356388777361485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230672000106697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715376518886364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950486748862583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500563927531056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827519521806882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960554853815075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bae-n-orange,2019/03/12,"I keep applying to jobs and not going to the interviews I need to solve my problem of having no experience I can really talk about, so I need to apply to volunteer or for a job, but then I get scared about having no experience to talk about that I start having a panic attack and decide to not follow up with scheduling an interview.   


I feel that I should go back to school and study something even more practical and technical than business management because I feel like I can't talk about anything about what I learned. The sad thing is I even majored in human resources four years ago and it's as if I didn't learn anything that I can talk about, when I went through all the courses and studied hard- knowledge went away after every exam was done. I have been working for my dad's company occasionally, not regularly, and I went through trauma a few months after I graduated which made me have to focus on my safety first- not my career development. So now I feel terrified about having to explain myself- and I really don't want to lie and say I've been working the whole time at my dad's company and bsing the answers is what makes me freaked out. I've done one interview before with a grocery store- but I memorized my answers word for word- and it just makes me feel so dumb for preparing that hard for an interview that isn't that important.   


I have terrible social anxiety, even going on dates with online dating- people tell me I am attractive and my photos make me look outgoing. But I see myself as not good enough, to be looked down upon and I am painfully shy, that every time I go on dates, the guys always point out I am shy even though I already warned the person I am, and I'm trying my darnest to keep the conversation going (my technique has been interviewing others with question after question) someone said they can tell from my body language.  


I know it's just a volunteer interview and I just want to say, screw it I'll do it and wing it, and who cares if I fail miserably and look like an idiot- but then I don't want to put myself through embarrassment. But I know I have to someday and I want it to be soon.",6.417928571428572,6.349890126190478,7.02452380952381,75.86964285714288,65.59523809523809,10.23809523809524,32.976190476190474,9.928628108626363,3.1176904761904765,1703,65,322,34,24,562,203,420,0.21,0.74,0.05,-0.9968,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,4,22,20,4,4,16,0,33,3,1,4,1,74,70,36,0,10,16,2,6,2,0,1,1,3,0,3,20,25,0,2,16,0,1,10,12,15,0,3,12,13,55,5,55,55,6,42,0,3,4,1,27,12,2,5,22,238,75,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795982065537019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705184033830977,0.0,0.07317905401889455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727931056655996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474598201591815,0.0,0.0,0.1000525521332954,0.08262921979461002,0.06762591113979674,0.0,0.053611751632952204,0.0,0.0748365265011149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768943057818552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966795619032003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000088870416486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087289076948214,0.0,0.23235298874482166,0.0,0.14819849334314994,0.0,0.0,0.17205832965699294,0.0,0.0,0.17787483741572718,0.06282944429221413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480778033485383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594874338186865,0.0,0.24991189186328225,0.07376587655430597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708148163598729,0.0,0.0,0.1575667004020728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454790391816186,0.1563428927942674,0.0,0.0,0.09666688072117344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593304663561688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156030703646154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321769696811274,0.17611616831099686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019855680269768,0.0,0.0,0.13042335891312767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959524857714075,0.0,0.09358194265614962,0.10318700293834897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097146350047693,0.0767920380284807,0.0,0.0,0.08313846096780286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415352193614886,0.0,0.08841115265572327,0.1970418172331837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126823616908188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365785638890967,0.1398781688575573,0.08805041549325025,0.08900718665059698,0.07008247276340959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965101937891927,0.07451731434809132,0.06770599420040871,0.0,0.0,0.0622494283501964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28275427357663696,0.15373932886888636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842816253756394,0.0,0.08640760463260361,0.0,0.10256535269046367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971032546288699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749397387180224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445836003504106,0.0,0.09818982525782824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128053110153111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663506559870875
socialanxiety,tokillatequila,2019/03/12,"Does anyone ever feel just tolerated? Like, ""You're welcome to be here, but no one asked you to come""

If could be just a voice in my head/anxiety over exaggerating things but it's a depressing thought to have to live with. ",2.802954545454547,4.895214295454547,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,76.5,8.036363636363637,24.63636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.7421545454545455,175,6,37,4,4,58,36,44,0.179,0.7390000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,11,8,3,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,2,2,7,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480462991156953,0.0,0.0,0.2267194251813996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031250138218917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793080884545124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588829996428184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792714749832513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837487118497189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932978840005018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394785690887725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33276859487507005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840957651174015,0.0,0.28631400027961385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971659236631655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541376330298626,0.0,0.0,0.25741406409236706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,arzrer,2019/03/12,"Help I've been stuck in a bathroom for about half an hour now.

I'm staying in a house in a city next to where I live, with a guy who lives in the second floor.

A friend of his (a really annoying one at that) just came after I got into the bathroom and they started to chat right after I got into the bathroom in the first floor (the one on the second floor doesn't work).

The thing is I decided to wait it out and let him go away, after all he's just in the living room probably near the entrance.

He doesn't.

His f****** mouth won't stop running, he won't f****** go.

It's WAY past my OK timing window to come out of the bathroom, and I'm stuck and he doesn't show any signs of leaving.

Please help me.",-1.0830263157894748,0.9629778026315812,1.2700526315789489,99.49336842105265,93.34210526315788,4.092631578947368,15.494736842105262,5.6839178017228535,-0.8463194736842108,534,12,129,4,20,179,88,152,0.048,0.845,0.107,0.8284,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,5,3,1,0,17,1,8,1,1,0,1,18,20,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,11,0,2,1,2,0,5,5,1,0,6,6,0,10,2,27,11,1,38,0,0,0,0,14,20,0,0,11,82,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578839733043035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997283104526444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947417679194579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667120900695418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483027231922935,0.0,0.0,0.1315489963891941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935349889669665,0.0,0.2723584971503784,0.0,0.0,0.16859255337944998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22825473065237625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768014349538254,0.19646695195978867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028972330901524,0.0,0.1741110450767038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45105053142921203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810824478969292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307566416681417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254051945623044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690364774484888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835782072876611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907834089051023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540834176269002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051689836698475,0.18148353247389565,0.0,0.1423520637782339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311880466910418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928491324154916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351511849456166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239574729512363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jamesol1,2019/03/12,"Felt like i had almost a mini panic attack when speaking but mate thinks i was smooth? I'm quite good at hiding my social anxiety, delt with it for quite a while. It only really comes on strong where i get almost an inclination to just leave a siutation. Anyways, when their are too many eyes on me and im being confronted i get a real spike in anxiety sometimes. Like a teacher was joking around with me and i was kind of bantering back but with lots of people looking at me it made me feel uncomfortable and i can't help but think i went a bit red most likely and looked awkward. My friend though (not sure if he's just rubbish at picking up on social ques, although i don't think so given he's a social guy)... was like you was very smooth in how i spoke and was funny.

​

I'd like to think how i appear on the outside isn't as bad as i think when i get real spikes. Urgh i feel so shit.",1.801764705882356,3.6453529197861023,3.5288770053475917,89.35449197860964,78.62566844919786,6.111229946524063,20.62566844919786,7.048011613610866,0.4349486631016046,704,18,149,8,17,235,113,187,0.14400000000000002,0.6709999999999999,0.185,0.9104,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,3,15,17,3,2,9,0,12,2,2,4,1,37,32,21,0,1,7,0,5,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,10,0,0,8,1,0,3,4,6,0,0,12,11,21,11,21,19,3,20,0,0,4,0,13,12,1,6,10,94,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076056991805155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484525652288743,0.1400098847855158,0.0,0.0,0.17629223138084532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257387161211247,0.0,0.1310840399700373,0.0,0.08860021508546136,0.09620730466243614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579486667428025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925535339956383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652152693918046,0.0,0.11063319873989877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902184835299427,0.0,0.18059949853205634,0.0,0.0,0.09664450235899244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408996748243025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723228065485463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446179289145047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998816159984445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200567734119812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814633579991836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351843622238696,0.0,0.0,0.09795940333561913,0.0,0.10902782270910627,0.0,0.11681914506957634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876331148510411,0.0,0.13519064660678126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988187795430049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451100120376791,0.0,0.2623004869811946,0.07381550439672424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827587555268955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523693566146451,0.0,0.0,0.11395957415587095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085973439422156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691547309441405,0.11320708625488543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507194389016896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068138885040982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400098847855158,0.0
socialanxiety,zggzy,2019/03/12,"Psych told me he's given me everything, not sure what to do  For reference I have GAD and SAD. I've taken Klonopin, Hydroxizine, and Buspar, and I don't want to try Xanax. My psychiatrist said these were the only medications that could help with the anxiety and none of them worked for me so there's nothing else he can prescribe me.

For depression I've taken Lexapro, Trintellix, and Abilify, and none of them did anything. He wanted to put me on Zoloft a few months ago but I think he just forgot about it or something idk.

Idk what to do, any advice?",3.5844444444444434,5.470765592592597,4.3862962962962975,84.98833333333333,73.62962962962962,8.133333333333335,25.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,1.9111222222222224,436,15,87,9,9,140,76,108,0.114,0.8690000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.7234,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,0,1,18,17,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,8,1,11,1,12,8,3,4,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,1,2,54,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23663241517682376,0.21465702294141065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467464456020128,0.0,0.1852489704358181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992740704190401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933421676442735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856893812638252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022905854432819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763454300272447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231231930820622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439470800607472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19328691486686486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323555807983279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417084150655352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24343404928791176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303461738000601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186423814577452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22822952548487285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551640325912711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23139080165506204,0.0,0.16440828871818505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28566021788645435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629273113240465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Davidelee128,2019/03/12,"Why people dislike me I’m M20. I really don’t know if it is my problem or not, I feel like people are really disliking me. Creepy stares on bus, even being rude like yelling at me just because my gym bag is blocking their way (why can’t they just ask nicely?!) classmates seem to be avoiding me... I always be nice, I’d never be rude to anybody, I just have no idea why this would happen and I started to hate socializing because it just makes me feel so much pressure........",1.944093567251464,3.987197000000002,3.5561403508771967,88.36742690058483,79.0,5.906432748538013,24.239766081871338,6.937597516519254,0.9323099415204684,365,13,74,4,9,121,66,95,0.276,0.6970000000000001,0.026000000000000002,-0.9736,0,2,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,2,0,6,10,3,2,0,0,11,0,0,1,1,19,21,4,0,3,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,4,14,4,5,16,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,4,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255430400889076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263425541478315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23817801665328786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903275013656246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755871939354785,0.13956447955106435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275528251693267,0.0,0.0,0.19287652700822586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053648586371927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736417494740784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088503909342094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304036223129959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361131336781688,0.0,0.15067287290196715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708746087689105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186932140236407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503039035459486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784745936788265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991438568618975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827607689223234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506684867303192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5288432238496853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387773995569721,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anonymous121620,2019/03/12,"Spotlight effect and very uncomfortable in public settings (school, stores, street, etc) Hello all. I’m posting this to see if anyone feels the same way I do while in public places, especially at school. I can’t relax and focus properly while in public settings. Some people say that sitting in the front of the classroom is the best way to stay focused, but this is the opposite for me. Sitting in the front is hell for me because it feels like everyone behind me is watching every move that I’m making, looking at the way I’m sitting, what I’m trying to take notes on, what I’m looking at, etc. This causes me to constantly generate feelings of embarrassment, tense my muscles, shake my leg, and not sit with good posture. Whenever somebody walks behind me, I will usually tense up more, lean forward, change tabs of what I’m working on to a website article so it just looks like I’m reading. In other words, I’m extremely uncomfortable with others watching what I’m doing. Another thing I dread is walking around in the classroom, standing up to stretch, turning on a computer, taking out and plugging in my headphones, drinking or eating, walking around the campus, etc. The racing thoughts are so strong that my walking posture is shi*ty (unless of course, I’m by myself with absolutely nobody or just a small group of individuals I feel connected with). I’m not afraid to have a conversation with another human being, I absolutely love having deep one on one conversations with others without being in a public setting. <— I constantly think that others would be eavesdropping the conversation, and watching my body language while speaking. 
Can anyone relate or am I just a lunatic?",7.505627264883523,8.458736767213116,7.654788610871442,68.7730543572045,63.29508196721311,9.699741156169113,37.36410698878343,9.682069395223575,3.939852459016393,1354,65,207,25,19,439,164,305,0.111,0.812,0.077,-0.8944,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,4,7,12,1,4,17,0,19,5,2,3,1,40,45,16,0,2,12,0,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,18,14,2,0,7,3,1,9,4,5,0,2,1,13,19,7,46,39,8,54,1,0,7,1,13,27,1,5,9,149,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411369279625855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607959243579986,0.0,0.0,0.20471639516731227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700918504014816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206663265373727,0.0,0.0,0.127718881501411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811800259641993,0.12163551977878613,0.0,0.0,0.2485089992996316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263840980845408,0.0,0.11765510735822884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847053709494775,0.0,0.0,0.09687714268552644,0.10987005668614283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325530525413364,0.08214303536076407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644129554984768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123486188357454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28966731029472303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103775581965243,0.0,0.07675125786507085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220747820208484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558293143080443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971391659973437,0.0,0.12013152952788565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012079988832912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501293596311668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143815849481507,0.0,0.2327354813580021,0.09162562399247458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255532156807795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290403832721207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638881221144812,0.0736757076535264,0.0,0.0912827216842226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806510834456741,0.1250672025707012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266362304957209,0.09487204357628096,0.0,0.27380165085280056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083837158478466,0.0,0.08370813456857436,0.0,0.0,0.08167978611572381,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,t_alia,2019/03/12,"Workplace anxiety - am I in the wrong? I moved my computer screen at work because I sit across someone who sometimes looks through the space and tries to make conversation. It makes me anxious and sometimes frustrated especially because I always feel like I might be under scrutiny. Sometimes conversations are started when I’m trying to get work done, and it’s distracting especially when I am in the middle of doing something important and lose my train of thought.. I feel uneasy and can’t work while someone’s watching. The coworker noticed and pointed it out as a sign of dislike and that he’s used to these things, and I feel bad for doing it even though it saves me much anxiety and helps me concentrate while at work. I sometimes feel pressured to interact and socialize when I do not feel like doing so, and this happens often because I am highly introverted and need my own space - am I in the wrong? ",7.520178571428572,8.092398279761909,7.397714285714287,71.94728571428574,63.22619047619048,10.529523809523807,38.82380952380953,10.355215969177356,4.239198095238095,733,37,123,16,10,234,97,168,0.177,0.769,0.054000000000000006,-0.961,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,7,10,1,2,6,0,13,0,0,3,0,28,28,20,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,8,18,3,18,24,2,21,0,1,3,0,7,13,0,2,8,89,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969475457875132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331459582489168,0.13535559204314918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003959352863988,0.2191123058329285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261120797411153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913594435975288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30290751396768484,0.17119013392587268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625978123941676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595102724420304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030872490514954,0.1265899530343681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707002925085952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061349170893298,0.13404109571480255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995340390326732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710360326834413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734320364639778,0.08807699512006513,0.08884048128596646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640890789725427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326285333095658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213517234601785,0.20303584038904068,0.09223858610658316,0.4739960034116413,0.0,0.0848048880276321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959902464940093,0.0,0.11771653860626552,0.09511884532638283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626915330526927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034807319657616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489037556146604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619953600522811,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WaterCape,2019/03/12,"Practical advice/talking to girls There is probably a planet size mountain of data on the internet relating to this topic
But, I want to give you guys the shortest, practical advice ever, that actually works:

“It’s not what you say, it’s HOW you say it.”

Your intonation, the way you enunciate words, add stress; all those things matter way more than the subject matter.

Simple example:

A strange girl walks by, she’s attractive, you want to introduce yourself. How do you open?
YOU DONT NEED PICK UP LINES.

Just be a normal human being, that is literally the most attractive thing.

Just say this:
“Hello, miss. My name is. . . And your name is?”

That’s all. I swear to god that is all you need to open anyone with. 

Those words, in that order, every time.

Why does this work?
It works because of what I outlined above:
Intonation, stress, and some extra juice “respect.”

“Hello, miss.”  Get used to saying this. Get used to saying this in a different manner, a different tone. Try saying this upbeat, downbeat, monotone, rising/falling, whimsical, get creative. If you’re bold, try seductive. 

Walk up to her, extend your arm, make sure she knows you’re going for a handshake, and just say “hello, miss.” Get used to that. Do it often, try doing it once a day. 

Introduce yourself FIRST. In some cultures, it’s just proper etiquette to do so. 
This is HIGHLY important. Do NOT just ask for her name. The more you know about a stranger, the less they become a stranger, the more they become FAMILIAR. You’re knocking down a vulnerability shield, even if it’s just a name. So, display vulnerability by introducing yourself first. Remember the rule “give before you take.” By introducing yourself first, you subconsciously are telling her “I am confident in who I am, I deserve respect, even IF you don’t reciprocate.” Remember, she’s under no obligation to entertain you. The most important thing is to get used to saying and hearing your name spoken as if it were “important.” 
I’ve noticed many people aren’t confident in their names, and how they pronounce their names is a sure sign of how confident that person is.

And finally, ask for her name. 
Once she’s given it to you, say 
“Oh, that’s a beautiful/wonderful/unique/fantastic/. . . Name. Nice to meet you, “insert name.”

The most important thing, is to add stress to her name and enunciate slowly so that she knows you actually listened. 

So, the beginning of every interaction with a girl/Woman should go down like this:

“Hello, miss. My name is. . . And your name is?”
If she’s agreeable, she’ll probably repeat your name first to try and memorize it, then she’ll spit out her name.
“Oh your name is. . . Is that right? My name is Anna.”
“What a fantastic name. It suits you well. Nice to meet you, Annah.”

The best tone to go with is an enthusiastic tone. Not TOO enthusiastic, but there should be an air of enthusiasm here. You’re meeting someone new, and she’ll be flattered if your HAVING fun talking to her. We all want to think we are fun to be around. 

Any variation of the above is OK. Remember, it’s not what you say, it’s HOW you say it. 

Depending on the context of your encounter, you may or may not want to ask her for her phone number. However, to start learning how a phone number is no big deal, if everything above went half as smooth as it should be, there’s a high chance she will give it to you, out of sheer respect for your massive balls.
All you have to do is say is something along the lines of:
“Look, anna. It was a pleasure meeting you. I’m running late, I have to go. If it’s not asking too much, can I have your phone number? IDE love to chat with you sometime.” 
Or just simply say “look, it was nice meeting you. Might not ever see you again, but just in case, can I have your phone number?”
Or say 
“I’m pretty busy, but I’d love to get to know you better. Can I give you a call later? If that’s alright with you.”

You want to convey manners, respect, and confidence.
However, by just conveying manners and respect, you automatically convey confidence. You don’t have to do anything outrageous.
You want her to know that you ARE a busy man, but that she’s attractive enough to you, that you’ll willingly go out of your own way to make time for her. That shows her you respect your time, and you respect her time. 

Finally, a woman’s phone number is infinitely more valuable than a mans phone number, which is why you get her phone number. Never give her your phone number, unless she asks for it. Why? Because she wants you to make all the moves. She wont ever call you or text you first, she doesn’t want to seem eager. She’ll respect you for calling, setting up a date, she’ll respect you for putting yourself in the line of fire and facing every potential rejection.

Remember, a phone number is no big deal, even though it may seem like it. What you do with that phone number, is up to you.",2.573705003599713,5.0766681825054025,3.7310542656587486,85.4930752789777,79.37796976241901,6.838894888408928,23.792701583873292,7.972316293177498,1.4542736141108707,3771,131,725,69,96,1221,319,926,0.036000000000000004,0.775,0.18899999999999997,0.9991,5,0,1,0,0,0,181.0,2,62,5,10,37,43,1,3,44,2,76,5,3,15,12,154,141,48,0,23,35,0,2,2,0,16,0,16,0,8,60,31,0,0,14,4,0,11,17,9,1,7,5,21,114,34,98,114,21,70,0,5,3,2,186,28,0,26,28,493,174,5,0.0,0.0,0.09299707434915973,0.0,0.0,0.046562037938396666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0324029446336609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033317279111267965,0.0,0.03921105576366885,0.04241769997389047,0.22272685022534824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809275956652036,0.10524912354322087,0.04054577782299741,0.0,0.0500046714072957,0.04214165622373561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596482744835693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03072965425770418,0.09824802521944036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956609821609567,0.0,0.0,0.041697949007218266,0.0,0.055844257066087116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04923414021918888,0.0,0.0944151181777852,0.12930370817812106,0.12043897811127298,0.0,0.04282383645717434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439427084327248,0.0,0.20265101700326715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426240089665168,0.2285462473820716,0.13540008491258124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717998779456405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370387057680581,0.0,0.0,0.10068754026216112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093318369421178,0.0,0.05375013198401563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655777572051115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002629556714863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601014094293558,0.0,0.0954182050561755,0.048308593298554386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050548044551658365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064333162671381,0.03502748748912984,0.07066223915860048,0.03674983569718978,0.046019687882909374,0.0,0.0,0.04668588973094896,0.0,0.05424868671170677,0.0,0.10148923061803793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033033807529756265,0.04160525692532724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048476149181352485,0.10274733261422364,0.0,0.0,0.047900391964352584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590805142792352,0.04069197394591293,0.0,0.5304934094838326,0.0,0.0,0.03797007294170902,0.08675569510358745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04037283146057236,0.036682517568396564,0.047126065826740636,0.0,0.033726197747273284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374525843388213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981721136005827,0.0,0.03582610770399505,0.07659690054408495,0.0416473142355273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266234769364265,0.030531546435811338,0.04681488710728381,0.0,0.11113802836541208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940213572958992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461370142592274,0.0,0.0,0.2248368532735572,0.11346464232860287,0.0,0.0,0.04284216109201251,0.044171087669819455,0.12898739641536594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406708855737384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snortine,2019/03/12,"Fear of auditoriums and rooms full of people Hi!
I have had social anxiety for 5-6 years now, but i wasn’t diagnosed with it until a few months ago. I went to a psychologist and i’m almost anxiety free now! :) However, a part of my social anxiety that I haven’t gotten rid of 100% yet involves a fear of being in rooms full of people, or auditoriums. It isn’t a fear of the rooms themselves, but the fear that they’re gonna be so full and hot that i’ll start sweating and that people will see it. It’s only happened once, and i have been able to stop anxiety attacks in auditoriums before, but the fear is still here. Every time i hear «auditorium» i tense up. I haven’t had an anxiety attack in that situation in a long time, but how can I get rid of the actual fear and anxiety that i associate auditoriums/rooms full of people with? Thanks in advance!",2.9623864574731584,4.54253934682081,5.531019818331959,77.41735549132952,74.60693641618495,8.873492981007432,25.073905862923198,9.424239791934726,2.1712876961189105,669,22,136,17,14,239,90,173,0.263,0.674,0.063,-0.9883,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,7,10,2,6,11,0,14,2,1,1,0,16,24,14,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,10,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,8,0,0,6,3,11,3,21,14,6,28,0,0,1,0,5,13,0,2,13,91,21,3,0.09818556240119077,0.0,0.09581494546591042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703557689081738,0.0,0.09831865786968856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506701189472514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234005035187339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354868189503467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996562790473568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272557103158568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6629163294753349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129790389498011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682516856857357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106622647354595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868911330055916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837077916372474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045644195271652,0.0,0.0746745446169973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632539596728192,0.0,0.2722780250149731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782411811061315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036468595273903,0.0,0.20017563213715772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694962464258791,0.0,0.07841111696505239,0.08208752662584899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903960742126801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450558204702255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101900002496026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322828304625343
socialanxiety,anslame,2019/03/12,"guys, i think i’m making it ive been struggling with social anxiety for 4 years because of emotional abuse. ive been able to seem semi normal around people who already knew be before everything happened, but making new friends was always harder. especially making them online first and then trying to transition between online and in person friendships. last week, i became friends with a guy who turned out to be really sweet. on friday i was able to push through all of the screaming thoughts and fears in my head, and go up to him (backstory i made 400 cookies for my friends and i wanted to give some to him too). he was very kind and understanding, and that was just what i needed. a switch in me was flipped because of him. yesterday, i was able to walk into 7 stores and ask for job applications by myself. im finally taking my life back. my interview for my first choice job is today after i get out of school. wish me luck guys :)",4.934910256410259,6.333055183333336,5.477777777777778,80.45115384615386,69.3888888888889,8.205128205128206,28.290598290598286,8.617729084823388,2.132854700854701,743,26,136,12,13,239,117,180,0.057,0.752,0.191,0.9846,2,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,5,9,0,2,3,0,13,2,1,4,1,32,33,10,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,5,14,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,3,0,2,11,2,22,6,31,20,2,24,0,0,0,0,18,9,0,3,12,89,27,4,0.3552106404600799,0.1402888414904752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066125820660707,0.0,0.09852123606463647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057838923256112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540425967950133,0.11069133297279432,0.0,0.0,0.09104501888982863,0.0,0.14435540631899887,0.0,0.10075269751054844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318805349081986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641347317706773,0.0,0.0,0.13323690831800114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970529802169348,0.0,0.20142799287726945,0.0,0.0,0.2744348596813664,0.0,0.06186096628728829,0.11358347115785852,0.06729146426862836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517143801928179,0.1047038654192312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215161984614319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789614871627422,0.0,0.2349945005037725,0.0,0.0,0.12329907358437385,0.0,0.09651469376920123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363192672786778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112036298879102,0.23710586076293036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779472968115562,0.0,0.1143548833379823,0.0,0.0,0.11601033643027517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208611096811766,0.10338541004554484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585234398900209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198307106455418,0.0,0.10779014209873322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069750507276687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378109530248972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902473170544538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586821187659619,0.0,0.09399919037057912,0.0,0.0,0.11223271782204516,0.0,0.0,0.08038823607786,0.12878905850581224,0.0,0.12326226796500107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769532634908376,0.06983747964456861,0.0,0.09497618326717916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615823544981231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624800213932645
socialanxiety,MrBlowie,2019/03/12,"I’m tired of appearing mean My flat mates don’t even talk or make eye contact because I always appear angry and say very few words to them. Everyone thinks I’m always angry 24/7 and it doesn’t help I have RBF but that’s just my normal face because if I alter my expression my nerves start twitching because I’m nervous.

Nobody ever talks to me ever. I don’t have any friends. People say university is one of the best times of your life but I’d say it’s one of the worst so far",1.9485368536853684,3.743133732673268,3.624290429042905,89.06622662266226,78.009900990099,6.073047304730473,22.113311331133108,6.937597516519254,0.5901674367436738,381,11,80,4,9,127,68,101,0.151,0.7390000000000001,0.11,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,5,4,0,1,2,0,6,5,2,1,2,16,15,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,4,11,2,6,15,3,7,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,4,4,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30240708261752386,0.0,0.0,0.12357415115561357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33231995731627645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070133572220996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002271415950813,0.3287478172129981,0.0,0.17363888639995187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403945122219537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180142932252022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835246483745144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129786174186345,0.0,0.0,0.19794366152185225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804459624491828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24627300122554274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259800543154015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335272182717772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862060240031947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921153331247985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643725522260726,0.0,0.0,0.10596095255874786,0.2088575679855895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993599251642895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,voglioliberosis,2019/03/12,"Concerts: yay or nay? I personally don't particularly enjoy them the way most people seem to... and if it weren't for my friends who drag me along I wouldn't necessarily want to go...and it makes me feel bad, like there's something wrong with me. 
I enjoy listening to the music and looking at the performer(s) and light show and images/clips they have in the background. I enjoy scoring close seats to the stage and the possibility of affording meet and greets or getting things signed by the band. Am amused by people in the pit singing, dancing, crowd surfing, catching drumsticks and guitar picks the performer throws etc (and wishing that was me) but actually doing those things makes me feel uncomfortable and awkward. I don't know how to behave in concerts because I feel what I do (just sit in the chair and enjoy the show, [when I'm not forced to stand up because it's something you just have to do]) is wrong and am being judged by others if I just stand there, not dancing or singing but just looking. (I've started to awkwardly sway when I have to stand up to blend in) The people I go with have mentioned how weird my lack of dancing/singing is even though I've mentioned how uncomfortable it makes me, it's like they just don't get it. And I feel like they still judge me silently despite my explanations.
I prefer comedy shows, although I don't wooo and scream with the crowd but I do clap and laugh. 
I dunno, I just want to see if I'm not the only one who feels this way.
Thank you for reading, really appreciate it. 
Hope you have a good day :)",5.280346534653464,6.13434775247525,5.428731023102312,83.12507673267329,68.17491749174917,7.908184818481848,29.671452145214523,7.908726449838941,1.802304422442244,1231,44,244,14,20,388,148,303,0.12300000000000001,0.728,0.149,0.9244,1,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,3,4,1,16,21,0,2,15,1,21,0,0,7,0,61,46,30,0,10,18,0,5,3,1,1,0,4,0,1,16,19,0,0,8,13,0,5,9,7,0,1,2,13,33,14,30,42,3,26,0,0,3,0,18,9,0,10,8,162,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.13346579221189311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141955271822766,0.16674494830257486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820401455863909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253241954012187,0.09033394245691463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457699299338893,0.09770705229061594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566658050633557,0.0,0.14291122014130808,0.0,0.1554567579669546,0.11471446928980472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584143623856929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751640896700153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045373890467366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970126770980745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738810100938277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092677503909111,0.10401819055374653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844530318350143,0.1194205003669199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541853162032644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680496342618928,0.0,0.08761705224344378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898635039811552,0.12450840692493652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105813027713585,0.0,0.0,0.09680506042017152,0.0,0.10922306319825123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591755491770235,0.0,0.0,0.1817251002810417,0.0,0.13437381850583846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133856333973814,0.21712006866752093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727639518313413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990685708045716,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,meowczkj,2019/03/12,"Crying because of presentation I have to give presentation next week. Even thinking about it makes me nausaes and Im not sure I'll manage to do it. I have to retake this class because last year I just didnt show up at my presentation, I just broke down on the way. I even tried taking medication. 
Today I decided to talk to the teacher if there's another way to pass this class. I tried to explain to her that it's too much for me mentally that I already failed this class last year for the exact same reason and I'm working on it with my doctor.
Her and other teachers in the room just were looking at me and started patronizingly saying like: ""but how do you plan to get your diploma if you can't do this little presentation, how did you finish high school, how do you imagine working you can't avoid it"". Of course I started ugly crying in the middle of all of this, i hoped someone would have just a bit compassion for me but they were just ice cold and also started commenting on me crying but I couldn't help it. 
I feel like shit I don't know what to do, just wanted to rant a little. ",3.0250450450450472,4.631000153153156,4.421801801801802,85.32747747747749,74.4954954954955,6.915315315315317,24.94594594594595,7.594959193182576,1.1893405405405402,862,28,176,11,18,286,117,222,0.13699999999999998,0.7959999999999999,0.067,-0.9421,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,6,1,4,15,8,1,1,7,0,17,3,1,5,3,38,32,14,0,6,12,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,15,6,0,1,7,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,4,29,4,29,26,4,32,0,2,1,0,15,14,1,3,17,125,44,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271182626632678,0.1034200491186084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560708747599076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766895214361445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118789432214338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261677593427453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236820104903801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083405758521994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653899060696227,0.09238881722370518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756625180739435,0.1240589967148118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668289388620334,0.13663750083067222,0.0,0.12844753095940178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969169749512075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107287733596056,0.21083201552457556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263619729337313,0.2592324758476009,0.0,0.0,0.10859926658811392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863245180001288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027993774521704,0.13032778784861668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506773804247888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753713292899106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296621622878285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028433302391064,0.0,0.13088240381074406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327488335563885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957548030009133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746077634259347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188597774724515,0.0,0.09723526482857207,0.10394542397667947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286535137560898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258366670471467,0.0,0.0,0.17560449269299785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762784194696346,0.2053021339755276,0.10373560420206557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829826560043,0.0,0.0,0.09186778644317613,0.0,0.0,0.16656033752951924
socialanxiety,Xoidburg,2019/03/12,Is it just me? Does anyone else refrain from calling people by their names because it feels like an intrusion or is too aggressively intimate?,6.674400000000002,9.11472224,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,66.6,9.8,36.5,10.125756701596842,4.4262,116,6,17,3,2,37,23,25,0.08199999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.102,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28781633405228313,0.4217563507919546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509215268986632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203130493385331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36021401329551295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438581524815155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812892902091126,0.2940635143565581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109817918735715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28536752209719435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ray-Rey2,2019/03/12,Well sh!t I added 47 people from my past on Facebook and am now completely freaking out about the fact I did... I thought it would help and it made it worse and now I can’t unfriend them otherwise I look like a douche... I just felt the need to share this. ,1.4658490566037763,3.37417898113208,2.1251320754717007,98.70618867924532,79.94339622641509,5.749433962264153,21.92075471698113,6.742157984588678,0.1959992452830188,198,6,47,2,5,61,42,53,0.113,0.7090000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.3816,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,9,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,8,3,5,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,4,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34505112592736553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159839809055369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058625958297925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077979006774887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763579402595335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113988010966013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24402067757355736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31415958052697723,0.2281538822496963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612656387108612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958970251402219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33537716421549235,0.2337805128457247,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GaBros13,2019/03/12,"Help me What should i do to calm my social anxiety? I'm going to have a test next monday in a new school with new people.
",1.7177777777777798,2.4781380000000013,4.097222222222225,89.73250000000004,76.4074074074074,6.881481481481483,17.203703703703702,7.1686216300943375,-0.0852074074074074,94,1,22,1,2,33,23,27,0.064,0.7490000000000001,0.187,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,13,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25841444777364503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197831542588897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264187933795921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6524945801836212,0.3592518695044073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341865119863149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341869481011476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443423909974279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anonconfession2018,2019/03/12,"Hanging out with an old friend of mine. What do I talk about? So basically I was always really shy in school but came out of my shell in high school with the help of drugs and alcohol lol. 
Well this friend of mine, we hung out a while in high school and we messed around a little . Well I haven’t seen him in 6 years!  
He’s been asking to hangout and I do want to but....

Here’s a little background as to why I’m so nervous. 
I’ve been sober for 3 years so help from alcohol to come out of my shell is not gonna happen. Since getting sober I have hung out with absolutely NO ONE other than my family. Even then I get a little awkward when driving in the car with my sister or hanging out with my cousin. 
What am I supposed to talk about with him? I don’t want to have him start every conversation. 
What can I do when there’s an awkward silence? What do normal people talk about with each other? 
I just need some help lol",1.380074841681061,3.222628253886011,2.8372625215889467,93.81826568796775,79.93264248704664,5.739666090961427,19.01237766263673,6.691623216298621,-0.06690765687967826,715,16,163,7,18,233,103,193,0.078,0.758,0.16399999999999998,0.953,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,0,15,8,0,3,8,2,14,3,0,0,0,32,27,14,0,4,5,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,7,22,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,4,2,1,5,1,22,4,37,21,2,31,0,0,1,0,18,17,0,2,8,112,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726717340523295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615027630008528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113566290224419,0.11926277063127927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590859235263776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989214010686783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794323141903418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842602240664562,0.0,0.10748506677586972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026370100822073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971239050935177,0.0,0.13330240110422112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128116605910891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25652683656255626,0.2695740322184823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38358252696757655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459315763387093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499365373025173,0.0,0.0,0.13386554667443232,0.0,0.08644621316097352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844248923093638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172600744837595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873295814898615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552902851911317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029624812025587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076130663438234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049075826675468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22940542761213545,0.0,0.11511405306131132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643046071632508
socialanxiety,laylalovescandies,2019/03/12,"I just can't make friends I've tried to make some friends on a online game and it's very hard. For example I asked a girl her life story and then she said she doesn't even know me. Did I asked something bad? How am I supposed to make friends? Ok, you don't know me but we can start knowing each other. And I'm really fake I don't know how to be natural. I can't stop crying know I hate myself. I guess I'll just keep being a loner.",-1.6992194403534595,0.2355688350515485,0.8585346097201771,101.24786082474228,97.76288659793816,4.008541973490426,15.1759941089838,5.773587663045528,-0.8801511045655377,335,8,84,3,14,113,63,97,0.225,0.667,0.10800000000000001,-0.8851,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,0,5,7,1,0,3,1,10,1,0,5,0,22,26,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,2,16,4,5,22,2,4,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,2,3,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33420948836813724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924666122159955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634568938148705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180610102632028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142995281619456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969104772563924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012261287276172,0.17647610866659086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588789537029287,0.0,0.0,0.4911746415910309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262546158416572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35794594882212705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114510198744824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002976540276982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760852605091267,0.0,0.0,0.12651837084656106,0.0,0.0,0.14944087874735526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135779075405055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748537287517513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BadWolfEve,2019/03/12,"I start a new job tomorrow after 3 months of hiding in the basement apartment we have and avoiding the world. This sub helped me get the courage to go for it. Wish me luck reddit! After a few weeks of therapy, a new prescription, and getting past the sad stage into the angry stage I am now finally mustered up enough courage to get out there and be a part of society again. Reading people’s posts day in and day out help me realize that I’m not alone and that there is still kindness out there in the world. Thank you for being my inspiration. I wouldn’t be able to do it without all of you!
Here’s hoping it don’t freak out or fuck it up!",4.803636363636365,4.8563676969696985,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,69.0,8.721212121212123,29.37878787878788,8.472884824447931,1.904860606060606,504,17,108,7,8,164,85,132,0.11599999999999999,0.6890000000000001,0.195,0.8937,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,0,7,11,1,1,10,0,9,1,0,0,1,22,19,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,10,7,22,15,4,32,0,1,0,1,5,13,1,3,15,76,17,2,0.1840186133410885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905877863113032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373535642499019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901404188573676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015833961564032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012224279740548,0.288426391147631,0.0,0.10458201867234918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466875951532807,0.0,0.0,0.18277200434349294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261007920318406,0.0,0.0,0.19162706824758446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688190152887892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35545264691476597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992742257654379,0.1756665885741856,0.1275753363864673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623896413775325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840684113912768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302493216614274,0.0,0.1469575023207266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941961548405593,0.2104413217367105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760863179057482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161232374675806,0.17738737654127865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Godofspeed44,2019/03/12,"Social Anxiety is ruining my life I literally avoid all interactions if I can. I always take the stairs instead of the elevators because i don't wanna bump into anyone that I might know. I'm 24 years old and I'm scared that I will be like this forever! I've never been in a relationship. There have been many times when females initiate the conversation with me first but I always screw it up by acting so awkward. I've missed SO many opportunities in life because of social anxiety! Funny thing is, I'm currently in Nursing school so I will have to be interacting with people 24/7. I just feel so alone, I wish there were people in my area with the same problem so at least I can talk to someone that understands. Social Anxiety just sucks! I just don't know what to do anymore.",3.720956477732795,5.768357401315793,5.427894736842109,76.97257085020246,73.67105263157895,8.624291497975706,27.481781376518217,9.265573868473778,2.563374898785425,623,24,115,15,13,212,93,152,0.182,0.727,0.09,-0.8638,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,2,3,5,0,17,3,0,0,2,22,28,9,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,3,1,15,2,17,20,3,17,0,2,0,1,8,9,2,2,8,81,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556685612268012,0.0,0.0,0.2499648247461284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447187443240583,0.0,0.1489627838199966,0.1050266769295774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312688351784054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594805159323373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277641119562745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509724143184568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121881610782616,0.07338246999143612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045681494185213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934353843298776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584718872431687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761465292574214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826616841038406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372569203414176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126372471024308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038119153543114,0.152015259766257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593445825682014,0.12726802547053606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293530383755675,0.12072891517317574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978938375706199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758561706631601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636847668794773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272808798107928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672695579811333
socialanxiety,tieredlayers,2019/03/12,"What am I supposed to expect from a psychiatrist I’m about to have my first session with a psychiatrist for my anxiety in an hour, but I’m not sure what am I supposed to do with him/her. Anyone has any experience with this please tell me. Thank you.",1.8635294117647088,4.010847901960787,3.889960784313725,85.34082352941176,79.78431372549021,7.217254901960787,23.925490196078428,8.238735603445708,1.4353419607843136,197,7,42,4,5,67,37,51,0.075,0.792,0.132,0.5986,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,10,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420741587179264,0.0,0.27231872150918024,0.0,0.0,0.24890491906874956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482103484907419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30279084206092205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505621513570961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39075196075155655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355007719852377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111364930072825,0.32773253416333903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,F401974,2019/03/12,"How do you guys deal with anxiety attacks? About a week ago i experienced a pretty bad anxiety attack for my first time. It happened before i was going on a night out with some friends, so in response i drank way too much, aiming to get as drunk as possible. Obviously that's a shit coping mechanism so was wondering if anyone had advice on dealing with this? ",4.992608695652173,6.426746521739132,6.3804057971014485,73.8975652173913,69.28985507246377,9.577971014492757,31.19130434782609,9.888512548439397,3.2814904347826097,286,12,50,7,5,97,57,69,0.248,0.67,0.081,-0.8992,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,3,0,4,0,4,3,1,1,1,9,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,1,4,1,5,1,12,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,3,5,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922313391151865,0.17165050936381046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29626871460999193,0.0,0.0,0.1353978529715529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405877641188836,0.0,0.0,0.16168162524902274,0.0,0.0,0.16477369733468988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992694490141679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471040455079822,0.0,0.0,0.14960607383073204,0.0,0.10116910403104512,0.0,0.11005028788878046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917344159249663,0.17123554462206075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234795660165833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171837492710505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183004284702606,0.0,0.19700187694090596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987690628503444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291326021787243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537027169212652,0.1553266290863504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20999472717580925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thiikn,2019/03/12,"Should you distance yourself from someone who makes you feel bad unintentionally? There's this girl I've been going out with in the past months, I don't love her or anything, but she kinda makes me sad. The thing is, she has plenty of friends and has done lots of cool stuff, while I'm older than her and got no friends to go out with. I've been planning this surprise trip with her and then she tells me she's already been there Lol, and that we should go elsewhere unless I really want to go there (I don't, anymore). I can't blame her for being cooler than me, but it's just that after knowing her I've been craving this kind of life she has, and it's been taking me away from the things that used to matter to me.
It makes me sick. ",4.0133333333333345,4.478157294117646,4.336477124183008,91.22314705882351,70.83006535947713,6.642875816993464,24.45032679738562,5.6839178017228535,0.3444671895424838,578,14,130,2,10,181,87,153,0.107,0.765,0.128,0.5367,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,2,16,3,0,4,0,28,31,11,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,13,11,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,7,2,23,6,21,21,1,15,0,1,0,1,19,4,0,3,6,92,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029520304955984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239179334387864,0.0,0.0,0.1513443271853858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279185924889234,0.0,0.15355926566272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882063530489395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299169212494136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28418070143402074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180868758127281,0.0,0.1470916367402787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915165802445144,0.10107350698167934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990284631149826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563558411053709,0.16598822269139046,0.0,0.36828909000824267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679721261652698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755653030368385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781906466931705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558284747749824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210535825794857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827932098569362,0.0,0.16074764194169866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443666020920294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588413612091887,0.0,0.0,0.10847636470902676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fstarc,2019/03/12,"Got a phone call from a potential employer, and I couldn't answer it from anxiety. I cried for several hours afterwards If I can't even pick up the phone, why would anyone want me as an employee? My social skills are shot. I can't talk normally with anyone. As soon as I open my mouth, people can tell that something is wrong with me. I guess I'm stuck as a 23 year old useless loser who has never had friends.",3.625,4.625247690476193,4.900952380952383,84.8607142857143,72.09523809523809,8.933333333333335,25.904761904761905,9.2995712137729,1.9752047619047617,322,10,68,7,6,107,64,84,0.22,0.764,0.016,-0.9418,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,0,9,1,1,1,1,13,14,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,10,1,10,9,0,8,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,2,6,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378327458389206,0.0,0.0,0.31768298305812753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23196442928056246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24953392143904765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004264648149887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755098133947032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168739528008787,0.0,0.2502517051278585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371520500090333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520634551503442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257688971118128,0.0,0.0,0.23837511848868256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749002916435362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566357350068228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315696695797631,0.0,0.1748854035813084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258942887102364,0.19855527485476604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339898623076439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049842302212295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613739789263645,0.2483730844823912,0.0,0.1462890608291853
socialanxiety,-TheFuckingAuthor-,2019/03/12,"Hi my social anxiety is getting out of control I'm so stressed about school tomorrow. I can't even imagine walking down the corridor with all the people around me. I'm so tired of everything. I just want to stay in bed forever. Even with my friends and family, I'm not comfortable anymore. I start to cry at the most inconvenient time an I have trust issues because of my self esteem issues.",3.396334586466168,5.689753934210527,4.791654135338348,80.04657894736842,75.44736842105263,8.553383458646618,30.59398496240601,9.23628265651192,3.084524812030077,313,15,57,8,7,104,57,76,0.204,0.7040000000000001,0.092,-0.8538,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,12,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,13,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614309895243872,0.0,0.20927677989941385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785401335035692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863684308538048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23667873114435425,0.0,0.0,0.231797380698798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787556276674196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896526579821931,0.0,0.1989324371705496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303480824255134,0.0,0.11025010585087597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405035681864466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462958464161817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356518214574755,0.0,0.0,0.22014160969756144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511000407608571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936221449472348,0.22492100835588655,0.0,0.0,0.2417245943936147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123048424815227,0.2425383514471273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446604030422752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,greatdarkwing,2019/03/12,"does anyone feel like they have to relearn social skills when they make a new friend I’ve noticed that every time I make a new friend, it’s as if I forget all my previously learned social skills. I forget how to have proper conversations, how to make talking last for more than 5 minutes, and how to keep the other person engaged. This might make sense to others as a learning curve for talking to anyone new, getting to know their personality before you’re okay with saying certain things. This learning curve usually takes several months or even years to disappear for me, and even when I know the persons interests I struggle to engage in/ lead coherent conversations with them that don’t make my anxiety skyrocket. For example, I met my boyfriend online and we have been talking for 8 months now. I love him a lot and we have interesting conversations a lot of the time, but he always has to lead them/ come up with a topic because for some reason I still haven’t gotten the hang of having conversations with him. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want my new friends to continually get bored of me because I have shitty social skills. I don’t want to keep avoiding calls and bailing on plans to hang out because I feel like I suck at conversing. I’ve even tried watching videos on YouTube and reading forums on talking to people so I can literally reteach myself, but it’s useless. If anyone else has this problem, even if you have no solution, please leave a comment so I don’t feel like I’m just an idiot. 


I have pretty bad social anxiety so I think this is an extension of it, but if it’s not and it is a different problem, please don’t be afraid to let me know. ",7.431670876939732,6.716795613496934,7.634222302417902,74.48437928545651,63.7239263803681,10.369974738361604,35.127390833634074,9.627879704456738,3.198299747383616,1334,52,250,22,17,435,163,326,0.14400000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.132,-0.8452,2,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,1,5,6,15,23,2,3,14,1,25,1,0,11,2,62,51,25,0,8,10,0,3,3,3,1,0,1,0,3,15,15,0,3,12,2,0,6,9,10,0,0,3,5,36,13,40,45,5,29,0,1,1,1,35,7,1,9,19,167,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979590179555961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833782059998022,0.0,0.0,0.1759551161569013,0.08594623134445244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003732217503099,0.15339965522492238,0.0,0.0713767474097708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856521129028863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225625110310394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763803069669808,0.0,0.0,0.07340502842951001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007200310643452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161104159874895,0.0,0.07067355287865362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723860861501166,0.1797742994555536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944192874623726,0.0,0.08764895976606175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911498021120811,0.0,0.0,0.18439571825992884,0.0683743968023726,0.0,0.08881810961350757,0.0,0.08577423938933829,0.0,0.12294039389517435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262564190033578,0.07570608376984461,0.0,0.2799568572556929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898472792338792,0.0,0.0,0.1339063928190722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32405205318634417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549933474298887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815268229228635,0.2197255601390876,0.0,0.18415279992541095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533736535085598,0.0,0.16052601476070966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390392807005154,0.0,0.0,0.08624387341852388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670571974327534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476191249621707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420253966566585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669876575283847,0.0,0.0,0.08769087271917039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306824477326692,0.26968221679572724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572696107159122,0.05374770432305128,0.0,0.0,0.09782363792461987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569498481233786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238332267235433,0.0,0.0989506438535504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540167610760851
socialanxiety,poyo_frito,2018/11/06,"Non-SAD individual looking for advice/potential methods to help a loved one w/ SAD. Hey there everyone,

​

As the title says, I am not a person living with SAD, but (to make a very long story short) my former ex-gf, now close friend/more, has been dealing with SAD for a few years. It seems to have developed at some point in the past 2 years (which I was not a part of until recently reconnecting), and am looking for any advice or strategies, or even just actions or things I might be able to do to help relieve some of that anxiety for her, even a little.

​

Although it can be harder for me to relate to the symptoms and feelings associated with SAD, I have been dealing with moderate depression since I was a child, so I can empathize and understand pretty well how mental health affects our well-being, and how to navigate discussions about mental health in a (hopefully) positive way.

​

Recently, its been a struggle for her to interact and open up about how this is affecting her life, she does not have many people she feels she can speak to about this, including her best friends, parents, and even a recently ended relationship with a toxic individual whom she is also close with (her words not mine :P). After reconnecting and hanging out a lot, she has been able to open up to me more, and just recently expressed how she really feels very comfortable and safe with me, which I am really happy to hear. 

​

I try my best to emphasize to her that its okay to feel the way she feels, that she is not abnormal, strange, or a ""weak"" person, and that despite how her anxiety may affect her interactions and how she feels people perceive her, I will never think of her any less than the amazing woman she is. I try to be there for her as much as possible any time she may need support, but I just really wish I was able to more immediately or directly provide some useful tips or tricks or strategies to help ease her anxiety, other than being there for her.

​

I have been doing my best to make my apartment a place for her to relax and feel comfortable, where she can be herself, and I have also been looking into aromatherapy (Trying to keep my apartment clean/pleasant smelling, it's a win-win lol), and breathing techniques. She does see a therapist who she talks to, and I do my best to give her sound advice when she asks, or attempt to help her navigate through her anxiety and to overcome some of her feelings or thoughts about herself through CBT and positive thinking and stuff. 

​

Am I doing anything wrong so far? Its still not easy for her to open up and talk about a lot of this stuff so I want to avoid saying or doing things that may increase her anxiety (especially if I am focusing too much on helping her with her anxiety, which could cause anxiety, right?)

​

What are some of your strategies, techniques, or little things that have helped relieve stress or anxiety? What really helped you that a friend or loved one you are comfortable with has done for you/with you to help ease anxiety?

​

Thank you all in advance, and I think you are all incredibly strong and wonderful people! You are more than your anxiety and it does not and never will define you :)",11.784438375853398,8.119639945454548,10.66208408192598,65.4716241466044,57.809917355371894,14.09198706431908,43.82500898311175,11.882522634951824,5.041748113546532,2577,106,459,54,23,820,246,605,0.083,0.6920000000000001,0.225,0.9989,1,1,1,0,0,0,110.0,1,9,0,7,31,34,1,3,23,2,53,8,1,13,4,118,87,56,0,6,26,1,8,0,2,6,5,5,0,4,30,39,0,3,16,1,0,4,9,11,1,2,11,18,78,23,80,64,22,49,0,5,4,2,84,25,0,28,18,362,108,0,0.12628284830969927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226809188365053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732556544568671,0.0,0.3648731023550465,0.4091932881142215,0.0858766672739834,0.0,0.3220201110185471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0346400080542902,0.0,0.03935247207937386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767014110245712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432424238085325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033608859548801814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679471436402568,0.036255744068357895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105109715609152,0.0430770660964251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03728304028906451,0.0,0.0,0.08340863030664866,0.0,0.0,0.04022289109749709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027307328112892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756581534592414,0.0,0.0,0.040380671705494565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044810146748565836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948850833399863,0.04744331600096273,0.0,0.22571928345011905,0.0,0.0,0.04180912079255663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03741533264135007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02973243679621735,0.0,0.084379059800624,0.037170022888832366,0.0372521156215324,0.1060457874320824,0.0,0.0,0.0715741078103437,0.07598346734072105,0.0,0.056196521232741374,0.04267699576974559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484227270217799,0.044655381914517255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618882825322568,0.031212377299160408,0.06493141180472943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704835082696959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046740719493465366,0.045584006181891,0.04018375597124621,0.08754862652447708,0.0735102081250005,0.04397956618316129,0.04620688180547634,0.03979270329216143,0.04745497904085407,0.0,0.042825018744812926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078667017124426,0.0,0.16625210377265626,0.04519350634931455,0.0,0.0359482874862409,0.0,0.06695012639884247,0.0,0.0,0.03354369340244768,0.03832105408302103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03482082569757673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0336165485954437,0.0,0.04821885869118447,0.044006083999754135,0.09637576560523654,0.0,0.047768093247462916,0.0,0.043752077410933767,0.0,0.06766757997470726,0.0,0.03875476002927343,0.0,0.048874706712414666,0.08389671309878621,0.0809169501189286,0.0,0.03341815854228738,0.02454551479638349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573776457841423,0.0,0.0,0.04382163289808065,0.0,0.03635594497639043,0.0,0.06946438351018049,0.024828298602946604,0.06682496467032481,0.0,0.0,0.0756956310605422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048406347769183324,0.0,0.0456494540420725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602349013767061,0.4091932881142215,0.05421467597708586
socialanxiety,marcu90,2018/11/06,"Example of my social anxiety This is a true story with fictionalized names, times, and dates for anonimity.

I sit there in my chair at work stating at the computer screen—bored out of my mind. I feel like I don’t care about anything or anyone. I could die at this moment and I wouldn’t care. I dislike working, I dislike my drive for material possessions, and I dislike my life in general. Every day(after class and work) I get home I smoke weed, watch a movie with the room mate or pass out early. Sleeping is an escape, I wish I could sleep right now. The hour turns over, 12:00 noon. Is it my turn to leave yet? I check my calendar which I have to use in order to maintain any sense of true awareness in my life, and see no, I have to stay until 3:00. Like every Wednesday

Then she walks in, Wednesday at Noon. Here she is again, it has become a common fixture of my week. This one girl who I’ve had a crush on from the moment I started working here(four months ago). We usually say a few words every shift. Very friendly greeting each other, and saying goodbye. I feel like there is some connection between us just in these short interactions. Sometimes we will speak for like thirty seconds(usually she will mention what she is working on or will mention she is tired and I just kind of acknowledge her and will be like, “yeah me too”). She is nicer to me than she is to other people that work there (she doesn’t have any friends working there either and is quite shy seeming herself) and just has this radiant smile. I do know she doesn’t have a boyfriend because she mentioned it once(I thought maybe this was a sign she likes me; but I’m probably just grasping at straws. She just brought it up more to herself with me as a sounding board more than anything else) We also go to the same college and whenever we see each other (maybe once a week) we say hi in the halls. I don’t do this with anyone else. I even avoid my male friends in public, I’m really weird so this is actually a big level of interaction for me. I yearn to interact with her and only her.

God I’m so fucking weird. She probably just feels bad for me and smiles at me because I look like depressed shit all the time. That’s not fair to myself,I’m not a terrible looking guy. I used to be very overweight(now I weigh 180, normal weight) in high school and was bullied for it, I think it impacted my confidence, I shouldn’t be so hard on myself… But I know that’s no excuse. I should just start talking to her about anything. I need to talk to her about anything. Maybe her GRE, or her classes. he has mentioned is passing multiple times, practically asking for a larger conversation to start, surely she would want to talk about that. If I want to talk to her so bad I should just fucking do it.

No, that would be weird, to just talk to her out of the blue like that. She’d wonder, “why did he just start talking to me” and she’d get creeped out. I blew my chance the moment I didn’t talk to her the first shift I worked with her. Now she’ll know I’m just a coward. Like that chick in Zach and Miri make a porn when she accuses Zach of being creepy for being fake friends with her for years when all he actually wanted to sleep with her. She could accuse me of that and it wouldn’t be far from the truth.

Ugh, that’s not even true. I shouldn’t say things like this to myself. Sure I like her, and I’d like to ask her out but I’m too afraid to even talk to her on the surface level, but it’s not like I view her as some sex object. And I can always deny that I felt that way if she accuses me of it. And what’s the worst case scenario anyway if she does think I’m weird. She tells everyone else? Whatever, I don’t like them anyway.

This guy name Josh(our boss) comes in for a few minutes to look some stuff over. I ask him if he went to the football game this past weekend(he did and so did I) and we chatted about that, then he talked about his classes, I talked about mine some. Then he left.

What the fuck is wrong with me? Why can I talk to some dude about football and his classes withing five minutes, but this girl here I can’t even begin to speak to what the fuck is wrong with me. It’s 1:30 now, I have to do some homework for my class at 4:30 after work. I need to work on that instead of worrying about this girl. It’s a philosophy assignment.

Oh maybe I’ll read some Plato as background for this. Oh what about the Phadreus? Oh it’s about love and stuff very cool. I can use this to help me get this girl as well. Love is like some philosophical thing where people are riding on chariots toward the sky, or something…Maybe there is some esoteric piece of knowledge, like a mathematic equation or axiom, that I am missing that will allow me to find love in her...

This is bullshit. I’m wasting my time reading this crap. I just need to fucking say anything to her before I focus on “love” what the FUCK is wrong with me? I’m wasting my time with my life. I throw together a bullshit 1,000 word essay on politics, why Hobbes idea of humanity of the “state of nature” is ridiculous because humanity’s cooperation arose from evolution, a natural phenomenon.

2:15 now. Evolution, like there might just be some pheromone I’m missing or something right? She doesn’t like me on an instinctual basis or she’d talk to me first…Thousands of years of breeding from my fathers before me lead to this point, maybe all my fathers were just rapists or pillagers and never courted women properly? My DNA is getting weeded out. Or maybe it’s my fault, the very fact that I am alive proves that I should just talk to her and the chances are it would work out eventually(with some girl I like) in order to continue to growth of our species.

What could I possibly say to her. Even if I did just ask her on a date and she said yes, she’d probably end up wanting to have sex at some point. Then I run into multiple issues, I’m a total virgin due to my complete lack of confidence in talking to women for my entire life, so I don’t think I’d be good at sex. I also have acne all over my thighs which(despite multiple showers per day and antibiotic cream) are still there, though not as bad as they used to be. She’d just end up thinking I’m disgusting after living with me for a week. My room is dirty, my roommate has to practically make me clean up our house, I’m just a lazy, bad person. I don’t deserve a girl like this, a girl of true virtue.

2:45 Now, I look over at her, she is engaged in something on her computer screen. Something about her jeans turn me on, I want to talk to her about anything but I just can’t. I need to but I can’t.

The cycle repeats…

At 3:00 I leave. She gives her amazing smile, ""Bye Matthew! Have a good day"", ""You too..."", a reminder of what could be. I walk out slowly, feeling down and depressed until I get home and smoke some pot. I usually feel depressed every Wednesday because of this routine.",2.4559421965317942,4.4345620346820835,3.3842938728323686,90.51931884393065,77.135838150289,6.249609248554911,24.150034682080932,7.184747529063637,0.8692297294797684,5392,181,1136,63,125,1719,479,1384,0.131,0.731,0.138,-0.7249,1,1,6,0,0,0,178.0,9,1,2,14,73,79,11,2,52,3,104,29,6,9,15,205,191,75,1,33,47,2,8,20,5,17,5,10,7,16,70,62,2,1,22,5,1,14,25,35,1,3,14,30,192,44,189,139,29,154,0,6,11,16,155,74,8,31,80,758,262,27,0.0,0.0,0.06771309292426561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0307543258364729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548989801382044,0.028868363892867756,0.0,0.0,0.04718650809940752,0.0,0.02654097741404577,0.0,0.0,0.048517999780825716,0.03554832042918167,0.17130228329217498,0.0,0.12973762034202546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587287222410762,0.08459707908629185,0.03831703165156626,0.059044438561739736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074612328723258,0.0,0.0,0.02988599182354195,0.036376221466009065,0.0,0.0,0.1385025269656542,0.0,0.0,0.06712469017477041,0.0,0.08964622253598517,0.0,0.03600711481262086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030361138945900305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694768742886587,0.0,0.06145754854311114,0.0,0.0,0.11457599993279885,0.0,0.11692548070108053,0.03315180659896133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771218080682068,0.049571104336658636,0.03331188454533715,0.0,0.03170988146386013,0.05902175844379408,0.0,0.0,0.1072186493068643,0.19244544105669786,0.09063146976628687,0.033281849767383014,0.01971752035384737,0.05819971837012919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870544950058204,0.0,0.0,0.031079199544114457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02325479915297572,0.03665634009350454,0.06960224737301048,0.0,0.03416681045586623,0.04003246280998515,0.0,0.039165542643644316,0.0,0.03621174375653829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036128683176000265,0.057201095172535674,0.0,0.0,0.07347232266185792,0.037695363130664884,0.0,0.09802219258628818,0.3389967927242191,0.0,0.030635625049990883,0.0,0.1165376013395424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525152445617346,0.0,0.046317312172475686,0.0,0.24398499601564205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03680507652332708,0.03503126417097817,0.0,0.02769258922110669,0.0,0.0,0.10290127511793552,0.026758315322613045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03399296173269701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03694820375665678,0.023509696118326474,0.026386511802206088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033119551330846715,0.04810519673998544,0.03029364792429176,0.0,0.0,0.06559448948579813,0.0391125114181077,0.0,0.0,0.11221868638962536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03690156532986833,0.06940720200627443,0.0,0.02222600076764041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925733540232159,0.03300214075066829,0.165541380660866,0.0,0.03511239503924718,0.055293590587375666,0.031584307814902526,0.0,0.0,0.03561311031214845,0.0,0.0,0.10415780400523512,0.03536638025040538,0.0,0.08012789880289238,0.034313463050464024,0.0,0.09822696802134008,0.036979414053682436,0.02770684272444261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943314503244263,0.0,0.0,0.06539776892537247,0.0,0.0,0.4182884042764959,0.030324270721553418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04609858600496567,0.08892260129249126,0.0340868873899489,0.027543329150605915,0.1011523708513688,0.03987589326413464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321202072393045,0.0,0.0,0.04173286555897655,0.1198586400622778,0.07642154647846143,0.11450543433407652,0.10231772642486234,0.027538650806616004,0.08348881304880758,0.04224820385330929,0.031194263426051663,0.03216188234828478,0.09391839066614337,0.0,0.03989663188347708,0.0,0.0376243932362468,0.2778357970174716,0.03523365664369257,0.0,0.07393731888447792,0.11379802414164625,0.0,0.04468387039760912
socialanxiety,PaloPintoTourismBrd,2018/11/06,"I get nervous and can't think of anything to talk about while in conversations  So I have a problem when I try to make conversation with people - I have this tendency to just sort of ""freeze up"" and not be able to think of anything to say or any interesting topics of conversation. I just sort of go blank. Then my mind starts racing and I think ""I'm not being interesting enough! They'll think I'm a boring person! Think of something interesting! Think of something RIGHT NOW!!"" Of course this is entirely unproductive and only makes me panic and freeze up more. It's gotten to the point where I have to plan conversation topics ahead of time because in the moment nothing occurs to me.

The problem is this tends to make me feel bad about myself, like I'm a boring person or like I don't have anything interesting to contribute - but when I think about it objectively I don't think that's actually true. I have hobbies and things going on in my life, and I learn about interesting things in my classes. I have things I can talk about, it's just that when in the moment, actually talking to someone, I just freeze up and can't think of anything to say.

Does anyone else have this problem? Do you have strategies to sort of calm yourself down and let conversation topics come to you, rather than obsessing over being interesting enough?",5.054574578739338,6.7283777984189745,5.6474266694403985,78.29022467235285,69.43478260869566,8.330268358643645,27.94029540253797,8.841846274778883,2.1680798418972334,1065,37,196,19,19,344,114,253,0.094,0.804,0.102,0.736,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,1,2,16,19,0,3,7,0,21,1,0,3,1,43,44,18,0,4,10,0,4,2,0,1,1,2,0,2,12,11,0,0,11,0,0,3,6,9,0,0,1,6,25,10,44,38,3,28,0,0,0,0,15,14,0,5,13,138,37,2,0.09961606134661018,0.0,0.19442181216937215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774233769599343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965386628234309,0.10206842693109744,0.3279021225990078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317525025875729,0.0607250263940404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581041624122628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717468658520976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832164368012908,0.0,0.0,0.20586004084551426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036887374458875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204528055229511,0.0,0.11322820663262632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186417192155607,0.07036177012603963,0.09733475154467336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994834834407672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058382461311034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558429752210408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576250352574003,0.0,0.11687798451080225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906123410588234,0.1739618047945082,0.0,0.0,0.0941693767290871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859573517972758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507157209709312,0.0,0.1584373805575184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440436551264521,0.15337862165008925,0.0,0.0,0.07050876094218461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24020285016320075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854145429943726,0.5744695481158082,0.0,0.0,0.058086926462353125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763276668434587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rebeccaxhealy,2018/11/06,"Anxious about going out? I'm going out with a classmate at a cafe tomorrow and I'm reaaallyyy anxious. I like to think of him as a good friend, but for some reason we barely talk to each other in real life, we mostly talk through text.
I think that I'm starting to have feelings for him and that's what scares me. I also have really bad body dysmporphia and the fact that he'll be looking at my face? Scary scary scary. We did spend some time together today and I was panicked all the time. 
I just want to have fun, you know?
Does anyone have any tips? I know it's not a thing that just goes away, I've dealt with this for years. ",1.7177989821882953,3.5720153282442766,2.8094847328244263,94.36374363867687,78.92366412213741,5.588040712468194,20.07697201017812,6.42735559955562,0.008358269720101674,492,12,109,4,12,157,85,131,0.205,0.7120000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9659,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,6,0,7,3,2,1,2,29,21,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,9,12,0,0,6,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,14,4,19,17,5,14,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,3,7,69,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186389360241215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913930466574333,0.0,0.0,0.4290685280507413,0.0,0.13278331048080227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784183963410516,0.0,0.15855954118410034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109373849414865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661837898271101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601973527048087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671716955108288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585041748494735,0.15928008799097684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087294286504752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341328093799314,0.09277611728355982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946915135887188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614910122486308,0.1216555494458976,0.1952500263360436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901241953938159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441302249974432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052707273257672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616189632455513,0.2433619982175718,0.0,0.0,0.221465793731004,0.0,0.18000410052492188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120086277005302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229012455774167
socialanxiety,GRCCRaiders20,2018/11/06,"Fear of Driving The thing I hate about driving is the confrontation of it all. When your driving, you have to confront other drivers who can be mean, clever, or just downright insane. I find myself being unable to look at my rear view mirror ever, my neck tenses up and I end up making fidgety movements and sometimes downright shaking. 

​

I have such bad social anxiety that I generally have trouble looking people in the eyes. Sometimes when I do, I physically twitch and shake, and it makes me uncomfortable. 

​

I have trouble driving to my local college so I've considered taking the bus. social anxiety is causing problems in my life.",5.2813479623824495,8.15696537931035,5.6123824451410655,73.60722570532916,71.93103448275863,6.631974921630094,34.6833855799373,7.686295010490155,3.1005275862068964,528,28,74,7,11,168,79,116,0.295,0.682,0.023,-0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,7,11,3,3,4,0,10,4,2,3,2,15,17,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,0,4,16,1,11,15,1,17,0,0,4,0,5,6,0,1,4,59,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33421324896341403,0.3748092621571256,0.0,0.0,0.23596891487022906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287744394972314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843525719842802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660076279470126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395085991366711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355005395238887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096214700312468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226881319944596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893622179465348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25902636233658705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589757721697088,0.0,0.0,0.16800015988550354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692269257146872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757594189476542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144332720075184,0.0,0.0,0.3050720595230499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596071378135965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246262926706504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748092621571256,0.0
socialanxiety,coerapaziada2017,2018/11/06,"I [M18] can't be friend with no woman, but have lots of male friends I know this is common to a lot of guys, but it simply makes me so sad... I'm a guy and all of the male friends I have can easily talk and have fun with girls. But I can't.

​

I can't talk to them, I kinda run away from them... I don't know if this is a vent of if I'm trying to get advice...",0.6881782945736425,0.8000755697674435,3.034883720930232,98.83317829457368,78.18604651162791,6.198449612403103,17.82170542635659,5.46131890053228,-0.7668387596899224,273,3,78,1,6,95,51,86,0.040999999999999995,0.769,0.19,0.9375,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,1,1,16,17,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,11,16,3,3,0,1,0,0,13,1,0,5,1,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032229570878102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22533217048252716,0.2527026825560258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953918535151419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820243924782793,0.0,0.10865418018458126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118400765732573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22858646184227066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536122330565556,0.0,0.0,0.138819595319133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343120129948903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119594975223168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527026825560258,0.0
socialanxiety,ProminentDetail,2018/11/06,"As an introvert with social-anxiety I recorded some thoughts on how I deal with it. Maybe I'm not alone? I've dealt with social anxiety for a large portion of my life, and have been labeled introvert and shy. That I should talk more, etc.. So I've recently been trying to give more purpose to my life and see if I can share what I've learnt in my own unique way.
I created a video recently, and thought it might be good to share it, since nobody knows who I am I have to make effort to put myself in different places and see how the world reacts to me, etc..  That's why I found this place to post. I don't want to intrude, but I need a pathway, and it brought me here since we can relate. Maybe it will help others too?
here is my video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C7w18YvPkgY
feel free to leave me some constructive criticism, or whatever you feel will help me.
thanks",4.1246423751686905,5.641200087719297,4.169239766081873,88.5996356275304,71.51461988304094,8.068556005398111,25.43454790823213,8.617729084823388,1.5213406207827251,689,21,144,12,13,212,106,171,0.054000000000000006,0.8059999999999999,0.141,0.9418,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,14,2,0,4,0,30,29,13,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,6,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,6,4,21,6,18,18,8,12,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,5,2,92,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440961210219482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128672526555899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434363240020798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536063286207346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103321634568553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069603135939793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525482290306636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346561832967105,0.0,0.11669515746829814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651103648246914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764618912880528,0.0,0.0,0.14731796824274035,0.0,0.0,0.1965424493379616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286996894214314,0.0,0.27954840752101884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475943293473667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103162702843415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907212657241469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324752648995095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986349600981088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747470372763385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221736270940209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301785897159513,0.0,0.0,0.2836498476613233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182695855165643,0.0,0.12809167832196292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209064388930644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445974423208003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820621372839888,0.11043445852796137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554266234593825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,marssbaar,2018/11/06,"should I go see a GP? I have been feeling like the since high school but I’m 21 now and from age 18 to now it’s just been getting worse and worse to the point where I barely leave my house. I want to see a GP but I’m scared idk how to talk about it and I’m scared they are not going to be able to help me or that they will say that I don’t have a problem. I just want to live like a normal human being. I also haven’t told my parents anything I wouldn’t tell my dad because I don’t think he would understand. I want to tell my mom (I’m more comfortable talking to her than my dad) but i don’t think she will understand either idk if she would take me seriously. Also my mom has been taking risperidone for schizophrenia and she is or was taking medication for depression and anxiety because she had like a breakdown last year and my dad and aunt made her get help and she is back to the way she used to be now and they have been weening her off the meds. I wrote down my physical and emotional/behavioural symptoms

the symptoms of shaking and body being hot but I feel cold only happened once. 

Physical:

I have a hard time falling and staying asleep like I need a video or music playing to fall asleep because it distracts me from my thoughts and without a video or music playing I would be left with my thoughts and have an even harder time falling asleep)
I either wake up too late or too early
I feel tired and unmotivated most days
I have trouble focusing/ concentrating
Symptoms I get when I feel anxious during certain social situations:
blushing 
heart beating fast
trouble catching breath
mind going blank
words won’t come out of my mouth
stiffness/muscle tension
shaking
feeling trapped/loss of control
body feels hot to touch but I feel cold
crying

Emotional/Behavioural:

I avoid going out with family and friends, school, work and parties or outings like Christmas, weddings and dinners in fear of being judged or made fun of. Even if I have to go I will avoid people and if I have had a conversation, when it is over until when I get home or even the next day I will think about what I said and what they might have thought about what I said or I think about what they said to me
I don’t answer phone calls if I don’t know the number or if I know the number but it is someone I feel may judge me
I have a hard time making eye contact with people are judging me
I don’t initiate or contribute to conversations with people I don’t know or who I’m not comfortable with
I think that most people don’t like me or 
I run situations in my head before they happen to try to mentally prepare myself and practice because I know when I’m in the situation I will freeze
think I’m boring and tolerate me and don’t want to spend time with me
I feel like I’m a burden to others
I haven’t really left my house since April and before that I left my house 1 day to go to school for a class I needed to get my diploma

Should I tell my mom? how? I want her to come with me if I go to the doctor and do I just tell the doctor this list if I go?",3.5177022608695663,4.684869886400001,4.454193043478263,87.3280791304348,72.536,7.098782608695653,26.38695652173913,7.423996415210882,1.2196991304347828,2409,80,505,26,46,781,242,625,0.14300000000000002,0.743,0.114,-0.9754,1,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,6,3,25,30,0,9,24,0,56,19,11,7,1,127,126,60,0,22,34,8,15,7,1,14,7,4,1,1,16,36,1,3,25,4,1,17,16,16,0,0,17,24,94,14,58,89,5,58,0,1,3,0,49,15,0,24,31,327,110,7,0.056624415016114676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056504846109847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043317522499488254,0.06396947146927089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046597068845422085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435406799308455,0.0,0.13807087130001935,0.0,0.09636641318696394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579392004459758,0.0,0.0,0.05781985872058758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975538393360518,0.0,0.0,0.06350909631231051,0.0,0.0,0.06219926101751212,0.10955418979325236,0.0,0.048770525680811465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591497630180067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219967624170074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338045903331042,0.06371820941757851,0.2576790504490707,0.08090498680321086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043747882578515584,0.0,0.1479195987968844,0.0,0.25744767971051274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014556638749572,0.0,0.10144870737170368,0.0,0.05811298595066131,0.0,0.0,0.06710020443002446,0.07590830358772023,0.05982680336063896,0.05679890513376045,0.0,0.0,0.19601091716732524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447719054588645,0.04615645579813078,0.06387480652409122,0.059957079581975076,0.18456777778743266,0.0,0.0,0.19364680277034876,0.0,0.0500003958666033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715878121865048,0.03779723671904514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289696002229879,0.05704314093814095,0.057064092131696685,0.0600695560499925,0.05717451736004279,0.1989534915057925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839725724981832,0.0,0.0,0.06022070775962045,0.0,0.05547990421411865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603031539711741,0.0,0.043065419213619,0.0,0.0,0.06287471182766723,0.0,0.0,0.15702495877366296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053528374818626885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541819178761346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0362750502103361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158835662266988,0.045030007558416234,0.11338183528039608,0.1719207930886437,0.09024465516023464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368060248377864,0.19094464484429946,0.0,0.0577214602281998,0.04797768308998191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035409228902629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765633449090685,0.127723539290162,0.09102511979046793,0.19796893818481706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769583249195126,0.0,0.13486038154278104,0.13207260702951867,0.06508143527307421,0.0,0.054107055133893266,0.0,0.03844426087172111,0.0,0.0,0.11789602599805275,0.0,0.04890531400426243,0.0,0.0,0.16699273532254755,0.04494582499022212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458391542857256,0.0,0.041223248525259465,0.0,0.1154102329210657,0.12067307938083935,0.0,0.0,0.03646426676600675
socialanxiety,xotourrose,2018/11/06,"20 and 21 in March, have had one job for about 2 months in my entire life. I've only ever had one job and it really depresses me. I feel like a piece of shit for it and not worthy of anything. When people find out I'm unemployed I get strange looks and its something I'm really self-conscious about. I'm currently in my final year in university. I'm telling myself that if I got a christmas job it would effect my studies and I wouldn't be able to do well in my final year.
Last year around this time I got a job  in a home supplies store and was immediately thrown onto tills which was my worst nightmare but I survived. I had minor panic attacks while on the tills but I could usually hide them and they would go away. The reason I was so scared in the first place was because I used to get derealisation a lot in intensely stressful situation (which is subjective, a work environment creates stress in me.) Anyway while I worked I never had an episode of derealisation. They never kept me on after Christmas. I told myself that with this experience under my belt I should be able to walk into another job no problem. Well I never did and eventually resorted to my old destructive habits of sitting in all day and being a burden. This time around I have a girlfriend, shes really understanding but I'd be extremely embarrassed if I couldn't get her anything for christmas. She says its not something she cares about but it is something I care about. I don't know how to get out of this slump. I usually reluctantly apply for maybe 1-2 jobs every month but a part of me knows that they won't hire me and I am comfortable in that knowledge. I check my email and half hope that they haven't responded :/. Apart from the anxiety I really believe that it would put a strain on my final year studies but all my friends work and go to uni so I don't really have an excuse. 
All thought welcome ",4.12635217723453,5.5506740989304815,5.394686783804432,80.17589572192513,71.37967914438501,8.551413292589762,27.79564553093965,9.04235418022936,2.2213356760886174,1499,54,293,30,28,500,186,374,0.157,0.752,0.091,-0.9737,9,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,5,6,14,22,3,6,16,0,32,2,1,4,7,57,56,28,0,11,10,0,1,1,2,6,1,1,1,0,19,18,0,1,9,0,2,4,12,13,2,4,14,3,50,9,47,30,7,58,0,1,1,0,18,24,1,4,30,210,69,11,0.15704471749922222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233753963955055,0.060069389518305275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292344214247255,0.1398030939879088,0.0,0.0893305189334488,0.07377434084324737,0.0,0.0,0.04786650107557884,0.0,0.0,0.0884678090337901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160117555972217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269371403908097,0.0,0.0,0.05064042540083686,0.0,0.06763119253110066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102796897890122,0.06615847388811033,0.0,0.0,0.07680993411644696,0.0,0.0,0.03970326391669824,0.05609638878023132,0.0,0.2580522176028768,0.07176801334467303,0.06679107823925365,0.0,0.0,0.06066617958681686,0.0,0.16409876622332614,0.0,0.08925213205174297,0.0,0.12560300689209716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876432814765509,0.07799041974000534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675279491616182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630766966339656,0.06400620262054722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055462664166881975,0.03836205816751651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659390049882761,0.0,0.0,0.06675690142279783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788862634863393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535159521387862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168385145270305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239600662523182,0.0,0.1064175649267072,0.059719792182079415,0.0,0.09212906940534248,0.0,0.08503206257782878,0.0,0.05443751666997127,0.0,0.08203915226121525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513529264719161,0.0,0.07893665856437353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25151716847454786,0.0807340626749824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062444131334396864,0.07861457944459893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191594526596054,0.0,0.08060207285986015,0.0,0.08826242119242618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135104406241928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989419329664502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863200256022009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233798181460545,0.0915740376939603,0.0,0.0,0.07503147878701169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174454469806004,0.0,0.06781810655195658,0.17296256921482395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120206134416705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149563709948798,0.0,0.0,0.16734009221756968,0.0,0.0,0.2022632983123659
socialanxiety,dopamineway,2018/11/06,"Much love I’m going to uni in a year 
We’re having fun 
We’re getting laid 
Can’t wait
(I hope) 

All of my friends 
I copy their questions 
I copy their answers 
And vice versa 

In all areas 
All subreddits 
According to 
Whatever topic we’re tackling today 

That’s the culture that’s been going on 
And will go on 

Some people are jealous 
We question them and 
We let them question us 
Curiosity and Open mindedness are the best values probably 

That’s the context! 
Much love! ",0.540978260869565,2.892543206521744,2.428586956521741,87.89222826086956,100.63043478260867,4.908695652173913,23.14130434782609,6.6274283507984215,1.187052173913044,373,16,68,6,16,123,61,92,0.03,0.745,0.22399999999999998,0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,3,0,4,1,0,7,1,0,4,0,7,2,0,0,3,17,16,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,11,6,7,13,7,11,0,0,0,2,14,6,0,5,2,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822781819613305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459355160731944,0.0,0.0986869385004903,0.0,0.3220506723922937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876098384806815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193152254405182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340960196358224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27771095085526376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095215724943626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036547686084617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6347982208471851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904510689356984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22721074409851105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216386091184482
socialanxiety,870SWMAN,2018/11/06,"About a year ago I successfully confronted a repeat loud, asshole bully type customer at work. I then did it about three more times. It seems to have really helped my social anxiety. Is that possible? I'm 30 and a guy. I've always had social anxiety issues. My ultimate fear was confrontation with others. When people raise their voices and get angry I get very anxious and almost paralyzed with fear. I've always felt like I had so many flaws my opponent would have way more ammunition to use against me or I'd just freeze and they'd destroy me verbally and I'd be humiliated. I always went to great lengths to avoid getting into confrontations with people. I know it's not healthy and it screwed up my life. 

I manage a retail business. I know in this context people are over the top assholes and I've had a lot of anxiety doing my job. We had this one repeat customer who would be a complete bully obnoxious asshole to me and my staff. I'm certain he did it because he saw I was afraid to stand up to him. There was no one else to stand up to him cause all my staff are teenagers. He seemed to take joy in it cause he'd always have this shitty grin on his face and did it every time he came in. 

I watched him be an asshole to a female staff member and I felt like I wasn't doing my job. I went over to him and just blasted him. It actually went really well. My staff couldn't believe I had that in me. He turned bright red and started stammering, apologizing, and looked scared. Guy rarely comes in and when he does he's super polite. Actually he acts like he's afraid of me.

So I had three more repeat customers who did the same type of stuff. With them too for years I was afraid to stand up to them and I think they took advantage of it. Actually one of these three guys I distinctly remember him saying something along the lines of ""you're afraid of me."" He used to say shit like ""do what I say you don't want me getting angry."" In the next month I made it a point to confront them. What happened with the first customer repeated itself three more times. 

It's weird. I don't really have anxiety at work anymore. In my personal life it's non existent. In my head I basically went toe to toe with four extremely loud, bully, asshole, pushy types and I won. My thinking is I have the capability to stand up for myself successfully even when the other person pushes back hard. ",2.752703856343836,4.823641124472573,4.0938798940241385,85.34512952605242,76.57383966244726,7.278500637817682,24.314395054459816,8.20894155585173,1.485999764498087,1879,63,376,34,43,618,218,474,0.16,0.746,0.095,-0.9766,2,1,1,0,0,0,45.0,1,1,6,9,15,32,7,8,16,0,37,8,5,5,3,56,69,23,0,4,4,0,4,4,0,2,2,6,0,5,26,27,0,1,9,0,1,9,6,17,1,9,26,15,60,15,56,35,7,54,0,0,5,1,40,21,2,5,23,241,86,14,0.0,0.0,0.2326335330695829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043923282324789,0.0,0.07957080403155131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26447861888286023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24315617872623055,0.08977067096686046,0.07880603074787022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110220956918382,0.0,0.04843996078479343,0.0,0.0,0.08952768855085078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090884603256885,0.0,0.1632609606102728,0.0,0.06845041401348388,0.08331553572978931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953868364277302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638121339211757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248462007027006,0.0,0.06695107870244703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788361316998121,0.0,0.0,0.1525940515650896,0.0,0.0,0.06759126190516929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606473466986701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760833484987532,0.0,0.23604285032926756,0.0702689461275318,0.0,0.07118331854479464,0.0,0.08155205320376338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326243275512446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293881852476097,0.1577097066096749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734166985217183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225425785861838,0.15528660349118634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672898047795668,0.0,0.0,0.06755667563686747,0.0,0.07518989503149401,0.0,0.08056309882373434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342667857510778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450989538466427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153873448124914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526909927370698,0.13876820649887556,0.0,0.0,0.07511830272885797,0.08958269196766751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271826647666095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001618809581563,0.0,0.0,0.1895767105456076,0.07955641335464686,0.0,0.0,0.14468042145125415,0.0,0.0,0.08156771773102645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200522201786785,0.0,0.06117456721834495,0.0,0.0,0.05624438255261082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096622417564812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059746352736648065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183347619121456,0.0,0.0,0.1390066965975847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882864143931763,0.0,0.08643302114707077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372611888505783,0.0,0.06556536949852193,0.04686938801330478,0.06307410040849774,0.0,0.0,0.0714468590825524,0.2946523140595763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570014866619195,0.0,0.0,0.11289659535860512,0.0,0.0,0.10234324651162628
socialanxiety,MattJ_C,2018/11/06,"I’ve been having therapy for the first time in my life and I have never been so sure that I can beat my anxiety Had about 4 sessions so far and all I can say is that it becomes an environment where I can speak without any filters. It’s a ‘practise ground’ for seemless mental output without fear of judgement. It’s like normally I freeze up and don’t ever say anything on my mind, becoming this ‘nice guy’ with no character. But I think by implementing this (eventually) into reality, I will be able to cope. +1 recommendation for therapy (although I understand that you need the right therapist for it to be effective)
",4.763860640301316,6.4585279661016965,6.323333333333334,73.0797645951036,70.1864406779661,9.990207156308852,33.45009416195857,10.25414643259724,3.8122625235404897,492,24,88,14,9,168,86,118,0.035,0.8809999999999999,0.084,0.6618,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,5,4,0,1,4,0,13,1,0,1,4,18,16,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,4,12,3,16,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,67,21,1,0.17528406546860836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919917526537654,0.0,0.1340918303099002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424385071036536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38717495788092665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855447241849016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972433055231532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909653654369193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173558782935438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380831920614364,0.08563494044782283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664511074017175,0.0,0.17698693825307932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299709135286442,0.1351898772092615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174116782826174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969163417432926,0.0,0.2787858484957447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520315730245674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40090521004226864,0.20351831002722004,0.0,0.1123149514919282,0.0,0.0,0.10220954817186033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247689387740534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379351681705511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,faithmah15,2018/11/06,"Obseesed with how i look Who else is Always thinking. ""what does that person from that angle say about me?"" ""wow that person probably said i'm ugly and awkward""
This constant battle in my mind.. Is just giving me so much anxiety especially walking alone. My heart starts beating so fast.. The rational part of me knows that nobody cares but when i'm in the moment i wish i could just die. ",4.149504504504507,6.034748364864867,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882884,72.1081081081081,7.095495495495496,25.84684684684685,7.793537801064563,1.555376576576576,305,10,55,4,6,98,57,74,0.18899999999999997,0.696,0.11599999999999999,-0.6222,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,11,13,6,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,8,2,6,11,2,8,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,5,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219068929425936,0.0,0.0,0.1782799980241629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639069473592321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845052886736493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315370128499029,0.0,0.1710677496335626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223661992578604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749880704613567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898524489240208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553600241389028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538970153575996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775071114968975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992293755940325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633971812060002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750444025192653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320207665926737,0.0,0.0,0.3741640165081705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310065932619913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380862627534987,0.17038673157151007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516530667424707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728801224725326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24638637228465646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BuckyHunter,2018/11/06,"I can't even communicate with online communities anymore. My brain is broken. Everytime I get up the courage to put a little idea from my brain out into the world it always gets downvoted and sometimes removed. When I take the time to organize and write down the thoughts in my head the internet always say F. U. buddy, get that crap outahere.  Moderators make me sick. 

This is why I can't go out in public and interact with real humans because everything I say and do is wrong.  What is wrong with me that the thoughts and feelings in my head are soooo verifiably wrong that I can't even figure out how to properly post to a subreddit?  

Talking to real people is even worse.  There is a reason I read, alone, so much.  There is a reason I can't even apply for jobs. The thought of having to interact with another human being and for them to automatically assume I am an idiot because I am not talking and organizing my words exactly as they would has paralyzed me.

I try really hard not to judge people because something they think or feel is strange.  I in fact enjoy people who have strange views (not including xenophobic views and the like). I like hearing people explain their thought processes.  I enjoy discussing why a certain brain has come to the unusual conclusion that it has.

I will assume that I formatted this wrong or that I am shadowbanned.",6.552814960629924,7.3595206102362205,7.186289370078742,71.81557578740158,65.33858267716536,10.601968503937009,34.378937007874015,10.550175099000144,3.841583464566929,1081,47,186,27,16,357,138,254,0.135,0.81,0.055,-0.9577,1,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,1,9,12,2,0,15,0,25,7,6,4,3,47,41,14,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,2,1,3,0,2,12,17,0,0,15,1,0,4,7,6,0,0,4,8,29,6,28,34,1,19,0,0,2,0,18,12,1,4,4,132,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002241626698127,0.0,0.0,0.16071601866880708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126714782326428,0.0,0.0,0.09577629800387684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766133914648099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234284061418825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831906795562262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551471030714889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867952454967066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766228900497913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136911507345924,0.0,0.05488571124175199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865120938734171,0.0,0.1982273101778508,0.0,0.10884687165986773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902124737739352,0.0,0.0,0.09583563411966682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436318433271472,0.09679336803431332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446446043344765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099362474896878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678113566124277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924920078805831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708439560505416,0.0,0.0,0.09660098174238747,0.2198466381158493,0.06186832006762144,0.19859005491470752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360038947528146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743480356079315,0.09551499331024213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261226621929051,0.15524640800595255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061881262575352126,0.0,0.30667856470130833,0.05631357004668736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556798192100255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428755671386692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841801993432826,0.06860400059535472,0.422357739433944,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mickc8,2018/11/06,"Have you ever left or plan to leave a job because everyone is getting along too well and you cant fit in? I want to leave my job because my boss is crazy, but im scared of finding another job because i know its going to be hard to fit in, i feel like i kinda prefer this drama in our office where i have a reason to be quiet than to be in an office where everyone is so happy and get along very well then go out after work. Im thinking of Data Entry, has anyone here tried it? how did you get that job and how much does it pay?",3.4219211822660114,3.094611931034485,5.317684729064041,86.4529310344828,71.93103448275863,7.66305418719212,24.33004926108375,6.868970318607317,0.7808290640394095,408,9,93,3,7,142,74,116,0.136,0.7509999999999999,0.114,0.6509,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,3,0,2,10,5,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,4,1,20,20,9,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,1,1,2,1,1,2,0,1,3,11,4,17,16,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,4,64,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492933063118313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664237610691848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25276174115390354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095191979466932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502239009410346,0.0,0.2641386187751961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988510330173002,0.09874004144812112,0.0,0.0,0.12632500534151325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663318260051925,0.0,0.15710029486297244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713127209814786,0.12381251102735225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985894703517768,0.0,0.5486238963822165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595874765879519,0.0,0.0,0.2926971380605955,0.15016981234252294,0.0,0.0,0.06752433259715784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160312337330113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421069139768269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383762306553648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856188958052139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383816899072712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404094667123095,0.08152214225009466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24854179908629945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062136906124004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nihtmoon,2018/11/06,"how do i stop anxiety about being judged ? i have severe anxiety about being judged by people because i went through a lot of bullying and and betrayal and judgement from former friends.

for example today i said my opinion at work about something i shouldn't have and after coming home i was hit by an extreme wave of anxiety. i feel like my gut is in my mouth.

is this normal and what should i do?",4.151538461538461,5.744186205128205,5.213333333333335,80.84000000000002,71.56410256410257,8.276923076923078,29.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5171897435897432,316,13,58,6,6,104,53,78,0.218,0.715,0.068,-0.885,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,11,2,2,1,0,14,16,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,11,2,13,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580575659842759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482300347238759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946357267216487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229506242733498,0.173715844482731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878672914178532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439125240822396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879726084995768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672866396345474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382483155412655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857875142221962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23130389475711755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747052115446941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719891750696885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032953301341574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23049028899068244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254147300952839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770257115869832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FiftyNineBarkingDogs,2018/11/06,"My life gives me whiplash So, I can be chilling super cool and really happy. Then I'll have something small go wrong, like a look or a thought that someones not happy, anything! And suddenly everythings doom and gloom. 

I get thoughts like ""I should never have friends, this is the reason you never make connections, how about you just die right now, it's never going to get better.' Which is super unreasonable. 

Then something small will happen and suddenly life is just a okay again! And life is good and I can smile without that slightly chilled sensation that it's all a lie. 

Whiplash! All the time! And it's very easy to not let the 'crazy' show to others but internally... God it's such a pain.

",2.9092857142857165,5.560530318181819,3.1947186147186137,88.95136363636365,79.15151515151516,6.195670995670996,24.58008658008658,7.447530270364453,1.2381995670995676,550,20,105,8,14,169,84,132,0.113,0.703,0.184,0.7934,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,3,8,15,0,0,8,2,12,4,0,3,5,25,22,13,1,1,7,0,0,2,1,2,4,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,2,8,11,5,16,2,15,1,2,1,0,4,3,0,1,12,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289695257670114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282955609317202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760672669546245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514165079111868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247709441908226,0.0,0.16874936036587646,0.15492110175753285,0.1835631131379153,0.1354546780737347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280984745109607,0.34382970916553385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513998650358155,0.3422069276113188,0.15779698841310993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561546099366387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779943245882484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37366562134571935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184249016103506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345808753578097,0.16604416656735685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791618783070372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368345269849681,0.2486540952665779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564186142240231,0.09416926551383087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325061683954914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567580107293266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656986616903414,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sarcasticwitandsexy,2018/11/06,"I am so glad for mail-in voting Thank you Arizona! When I moved to Arizona and registered to vote while changing over my driver's license, there was an option to receive a mail-in ballot for EVERY SINGLE ELECTION. Holy crap. My perfect situation. I have in the past shirked my civic duty as it was my own personal nightmare to go to a polling station. No guilt today! 

Which reminds me: PLEASE VOTE! I don't care who you vote for, just please be involved and be a part of deciding the future path of our nation. But I truly do understand if the idea of actually going to a polling station is just too overwhelming. 
",3.7162184873949577,5.676968563025214,4.817386554621852,81.71952521008407,73.45378151260505,7.1129411764705885,30.387394957983194,7.908726449838941,2.2325791596638656,485,22,88,7,10,159,83,119,0.077,0.773,0.15,0.8771,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,0,1,6,7,1,2,8,0,9,1,1,0,1,12,14,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,2,0,13,4,15,10,3,12,0,1,0,0,7,3,1,2,5,63,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.22226683562831906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322226954484468,0.0,0.240946308900626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190274345329733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588894210098089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571201772988049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420792943245307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466484658907824,0.2174284928904484,0.0,0.1988765532037245,0.0,0.5000375116413105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560186137198822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969640248476226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589560913190392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371125188955969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hdjahteen,2018/11/06,"How do you tell jobs you can’t deal with customers? I keep getting considered for cashier positions and stuff, but I can’t do those. But I also can’t write on my resume “I have bad SA and can’t talk to people” because then there’s no way I’ll get hired by anyone for anything. But how else can I explain to employers that I’m only interested in positions that don’t require customer interactions without sounding like I’m just an edgy antisocial spoiled brat? ",4.272307692307694,5.89495161538462,5.299780219780222,80.22021978021981,71.30769230769229,8.276923076923078,32.78021978021978,8.841846274778883,2.8371714285714287,371,18,70,7,7,122,65,91,0.121,0.838,0.040999999999999995,-0.792,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,0,14,15,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,9,15,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,43,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112407156511635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933414556476485,0.0,0.22754326886990306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23087338603287405,0.16855726212920713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28506853976573965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309877094223934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889289809350263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27439242235795186,0.2457738197325032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508828406212847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102974823508093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169645912733907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31653654224452593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224738400506105,0.2416809707425547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947989849439808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26654471734129165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snowleopard57,2018/11/06,"What are the origins of your social anxiety? (23,M) Personally I went through emotional abuse of a narcissistic mother which hurt my self-esteem and identity. Growing up in a house with parents with a broken marriage also contributed to the negative emotions and thoughts that I constantly feel. What are the reasons for your social anxiety?",7.3242105263157855,10.384143877192985,7.280561403508773,63.169263157894754,66.36842105263158,10.875789473684213,41.22456140350877,10.793553405168565,5.889325614035088,279,17,36,9,5,89,44,57,0.282,0.667,0.051,-0.9419,1,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,8,5,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,9,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.2463426927815447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626780652249895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181054754505036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246798953420298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677478749511032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051269685478438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23990347862783815,0.22257497327626186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308625810720104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154145429073787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137690061295681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689841468977333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42388187251027004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505955448171308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927372665328068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shelldonix,2018/11/06,"Anyone else experience difficulty in asking Authority for anything. Due to previous experiences I have always struggled to ask authority (boss, teacher, parent, etc.) for anything which there is a chance of saying no. For me the actual question being asked is irrelevant but it heightens if they request appears to force the person to act. 

Experienced it today at work, felt anxious asking my boss to work from home the day of a dentist appointment (I work from home once a week) and was scared that it would be a negative response. 

Does anyone else have experience of this? ",8.616433333333333,9.53007231,8.964000000000002,60.480333333333355,60.9,11.466666666666667,38.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.896166666666667,461,22,67,12,6,153,71,100,0.154,0.81,0.036000000000000004,-0.9274,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,2,7,0,8,1,0,2,0,9,14,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,15,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,4,48,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.1276177732173081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088154788780734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773880159728758,0.0,0.1828821820297606,0.2679893827837113,0.2152337654525076,0.0,0.4890287976973661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433921336884323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444229697056355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849187066331774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584896551060944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837698461861711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556474217188013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262356464224682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927136641292495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521043183319945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418789849257716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649820217475526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399772266045644,0.13092883278919562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671467898104836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395963980375975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490001219076656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28561780464269954,0.0,0.0,0.09289898094251448,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GreyCloud59,2018/11/06,"How social anxiety has ruined my life and continues to ruin it Sorry in advance for the long post, and it’s kinda like my life story FYI so if you don’t like that then don’t read but I just need to get get it off my chest somewhere.

I used to have a lot of friends at the start of high school. I can’t really pinpoint when when but I became super socially anxious.  I would get on the bus and my breath would go super shallow and thought that everyone could hear it so I held my breath as much as I could. I didn’t sit near my friends on the bus. I questioned if they were even my friends at all or if they even liked me constantly. I would just stand around groups of people at school and not say a word. People would just move away from me. I would sit mostly by myself while everyone was off doing other things. They also would make plans to do stuff in front of me but never invite me. I would go home and not want to do anything other than listen to music or watch YouTube videos just to distract myself. I was failing most of my classes and was late with almost every assignment. I became very depressed. It just got worse and worse. I thought about killing myself constantly. But I was too scared to do it. Too scared of what happens when you die. I eventually got to a point where I attempted. It was in my second last year of school. I was 17. I tried to hang myself with a belt. Just as my vision was going black the belt snapped and I woke up some time later. I remember just feeling sheer terror and regret as soon as I did it. I didn’t tell anyone about it. I continued going to school and being lonely. I finished school last year with terrible grades and didn’t leave my house for a couple of months. I decided to move with my parents to a new state. I thought that maybe I could get away from everything and start over with people who didn’t know me. I moved at the start of this year and nothing has changed. I did some more schooling where I met a few people that seemed cool but again social anxiety ruined everything. I wasn’t sure if they liked me. I was quiet and didn’t talk much. They were taking about all of us going out to a nightclub or something once the course was over. I found out last week that they all went out without me. I feel as though I’m in a bad dream and hope that one day I will wake up and everything will go back to what it was. I feel like I’m in limbo. I pray every night that I don’t wake up in the morning. The worst thing is that I know it’s all in my head but it continues to happen.",2.3441948051948067,3.950936790476192,3.335790043290043,92.39849025974026,76.33333333333333,6.296536796536796,21.455627705627705,6.980632752743323,0.3767238095238095,1985,50,436,20,44,635,229,525,0.155,0.742,0.10300000000000001,-0.9841,1,2,1,0,0,2,39.0,1,2,6,6,28,28,1,4,18,1,45,8,6,3,6,94,86,46,2,18,23,1,3,5,3,9,2,4,1,0,29,26,0,1,13,3,0,13,14,15,0,2,30,10,74,13,74,43,14,82,1,7,2,0,25,31,0,17,38,315,103,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398648040288167,0.0,0.0,0.0511006956971602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977664374155138,0.07218865447553993,0.0,0.04468026850612267,0.0,0.052584140922142586,0.0568844237825113,0.0,0.0,0.1200720455919429,0.04913504875005505,0.053353714775302936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759758004186771,0.0,0.0,0.13810609764180953,0.0,0.15305651811427431,0.07070398072125356,0.0,0.04121012399449461,0.0,0.05503685658328095,0.0,0.06631796715554159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844105109770512,0.0,0.1076767776192696,0.12211811096878925,0.17228722414385794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692906898247973,0.045650073414243215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006289929670023,0.14810662212586903,0.0,0.13354015986001375,0.0,0.2178945812270696,0.0,0.1022131122938621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301287197092065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655796924217109,0.0,0.0720197873654763,0.0,0.0,0.06751371141548157,0.06409677058625754,0.06346698003479227,0.0,0.07373186015052435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069572856399017,0.0,0.07023538487979758,0.1562607457696776,0.07208182640800143,0.06766072631043704,0.0,0.0,0.09026872303266427,0.15609122171209533,0.0,0.0,0.056549366109284176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432537667972059,0.0,0.0,0.042653653359509915,0.0,0.06419599902651475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100425935191955,0.20374631862068093,0.09394750038756164,0.04738093720537867,0.0492835120485876,0.061714883868801536,0.0,0.0599656907849578,0.0,0.06131363994850254,0.0,0.0,0.068051266421695,0.04330019950572248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095323352103887,0.0,0.0,0.17720047129657884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040602283661624,0.0,0.06119840321530881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158246840872819,0.0,0.06391715313714567,0.0,0.040935887159466965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723860858971733,0.0,0.0,0.05081573416198978,0.12794981641814687,0.3880204242549871,0.0,0.058172033477257114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954135833483678,0.0,0.049193234806566566,0.0,0.07153066274941959,0.13568595136531947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315005285394968,0.0,0.0,0.06022486270016795,0.0,0.0480447429815,0.05136028772963391,0.0558512949508201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490445648043578,0.0,0.06278128892373577,0.15218805567758842,0.037260522775765074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338381107258859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768636649131564,0.055188963322409065,0.0,0.052724077399813066,0.03768979356321725,0.0,0.05125661405566866,0.0,0.0,0.059235811264898575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159718566204105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023883480548246,0.31774839478313793,0.0,0.0,0.1234482461937954
socialanxiety,gingerelectric,2018/11/06,"People can not like me Seriously, I can’t function like a normal human being. A few weeks ago, this guy in my class began to flirt with me, but me being me, just awkwardly shrugged off everything and I started acting awkward again. Then I mention to our group table that I’m awkward (big mistake don’t pint out our flaws, because then people will start to notice even more) when he mentions in a frustrated voice “I just wanna get to know you, why won’t you tell me anythingggg?” 

Fast forward to moving seats, now after we moved tables, he used to greet me or make a comment everytime I’d come in and he’d see me and I’d respond in my awkward “hi” every freaking time. But now it’s silence and my anxiety is telling me it’s becsude I weirded him out with my actions and my depressing ass aura. I don’t know how to stop this. I still find myself thinking like whyyyyy why did I have to spoil another person’s preconceived notion about meere. I stress about the way other people see me, as a depressing person who has no enthusiasm or zest. Why am I so awkwarddddd? This is why I’ll never be in a relationship",3.03397951893308,4.935446248868782,4.5372660157180285,83.24976184805908,75.19909502262443,7.005572755417957,27.46868301976661,7.85451343220497,1.805908597285068,875,35,166,13,19,292,138,221,0.213,0.752,0.035,-0.9899,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,2,0,0,12,16,1,5,7,0,16,1,1,3,1,30,29,15,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,4,8,11,0,1,4,0,0,6,7,12,0,0,2,3,32,4,23,21,2,33,0,2,2,1,23,10,1,2,21,111,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809780311279013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970025124843036,0.10191838188004523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121401557436829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476336685037525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294966458844094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799525603950988,0.0,0.1122495943507911,0.0,0.11973594461474045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176717375503855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960567127495368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191579439977152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643628154819668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526412331009302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893013689754811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831986880403031,0.0,0.0,0.1027529678719932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053429046939785,0.0,0.15167995875453902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770887297371683,0.2326575641523797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303606765548876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123295307888961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859768202093286,0.0,0.10639534985571747,0.11138383754997808,0.1526112154412936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328927496089558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536655880181501,0.0,0.0,0.07768580485695284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506545575658965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574948637289344,0.10686675925402553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808670133555149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,entrylevelheaux,2018/11/06,Therapists don't seem to think I have social anxiety They always only treat me for dysthymia... which is one of the reasons I want to die because it seems like there's no cure. Maybe it's cause I don't have panic attacks but that doesn't make it any less severe. It contributes largely to why my life/myself is shit. Like I feel like I have to be fake and performative to finally get treatment for it.,5.2192592592592595,5.529270925925927,5.878617283950617,81.76977777777778,68.1358024691358,8.949135802469135,29.78024691358025,8.841846274778883,2.2057387654320983,319,11,64,5,5,104,59,81,0.195,0.639,0.166,-0.6815,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,1,1,1,8,2,1,1,0,9,1,1,3,0,10,16,2,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,8,4,8,15,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656474799372184,0.0,0.0,0.13612840789053746,0.0,0.15313618848935884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22773221594130155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202710215328888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563870815816127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775392838341475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121638584220116,0.14300773213624987,0.0,0.21928602544389605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458512978390044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139216433011065,0.29339166341570777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336208636274845,0.0,0.2011064505788588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356462951586076,0.15224495247039868,0.0,0.2348666209352178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581708484885256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644704141369872,0.0,0.2261449980339633,0.20548060037033006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405701673014795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324229463744079,0.0,0.12826645398225464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807060753767425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063017739575907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SADOCD,2018/11/06,"the last time I said ""excuse me"" was about 10 years ago so i've been actively working with a therapist on my SAD for about a year now. im back in school, but constantly skipping class because the campus is 30k + students and unless there's an exam or something, i have literally no motivation to go.

we're doing something very extreme now where im going to wear a disguise to see if it provides necessary detachment so i can attend at least one ""unnecessary"" lecture. when we were talking about how lack of motivation just amplifies the anxiety in crowded or otherwise undesirable situations, i realized something.

the last time i politely asked ppl to step aside was when i was like 13. it was definitely before high school because i have no memory of it. typically i just wait until a group/ppl dissipate. i stand awkwardly or try to sneak my way around them, even if it takes a lot of time. if i dont have a lot of time, i *might* silently squeeze through, but it's more likely ill just be late for whatever instead. i never thought of it as a problem (or at all really) until last night.",7.447354588539426,6.7334670142180135,8.332615252046534,69.48678155967258,63.69194312796209,12.03291684618699,38.613097802671255,11.389717465364855,4.497555450236966,864,41,159,23,11,294,136,211,0.141,0.784,0.075,-0.9331,0,0,3,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,3,19,5,0,1,12,0,15,2,1,3,2,30,23,19,0,5,13,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,8,3,17,2,27,13,6,35,0,1,1,0,7,8,0,10,23,112,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824309448516918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020437683070888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874629196263894,0.1247026010418188,0.0,0.0,0.1025694637741297,0.0,0.16262786036601584,0.0,0.11350593677133668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414830899137074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633328676679858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810351335823932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161838595390312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093494060651612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28817039202284433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261944642422581,0.1504708852562261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033623304049718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680855711414386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150679693067705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287938105940776,0.0,0.0,0.12517843993492528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903892100974015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763719518472713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545370569231607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268854101287515,0.0,0.0,0.2699976755336637,0.10629537599054636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993709992071716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080727816771769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029344938368084,0.1072146523861475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487726005880756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589757319046214,0.3111255153521905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056374932748136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100615646967986,0.0,0.1058795860665247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711025420317636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179889221052425
socialanxiety,myrokorg,2018/11/06,"I was offered a teaching job. Help! Hello everyone, 33F here. Been suffering from Social Anxiety literally all my life but I managed to travel get a degree, date/get married, have a kid and live in a foreign country. 
People I know don't believe I have this disorder and many times think I'm making it up. I don't blame you if some of you think that as well.

While I can be very friendly with those I trust, I freeze or act very out of place everytime I have a social situation or a random stranger approaches me. After the interaction, I get so depressed for minutes (or days) and blame myself over and over for my poor social skills. 

I haven't worked for more than 5 years because I decided to be a stay at home parent. I decided to change this (being constantly at home brings me down as well) and started to send job applications here and there. 
Since I happen to speak four languages, many language schools are looking for me. 

I went to an interview last week and got the job. I performed very poorly on the interview but it didn't matter. They just thought I'm not fluent in their language (which I am, but not with strangers...it sucks) and they didn't care much because they desperately need someone.
They expect me to give a demo lesson one of these days.

My husband says I should try and overcome my fear. He is very social and loves to be around people, so he doesn't know what I feel. I'm afraid I will have a breakdown in front of everyone, which will send me into depression for many months. It would be unfair for the school directives who trusted me and the students who paid their course as well.

What would you do if you were in my position? Any help would be appreciated.",3.731650343352471,5.57641475987842,4.441249577845323,84.9241798941799,73.13373860182371,7.427265563435776,27.078802206461788,8.167268648758528,1.74497694472588,1332,49,260,21,27,426,182,329,0.113,0.769,0.11800000000000001,0.1488,4,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,4,6,4,10,14,1,2,15,0,30,2,0,1,1,47,54,25,0,8,11,2,2,0,1,6,1,2,2,1,14,16,0,0,9,1,3,8,8,6,3,2,9,5,42,8,40,33,4,35,0,3,1,1,35,15,1,7,11,178,56,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374385783831689,0.0,0.0717079673540054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344512721091449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428148426353142,0.0,0.0,0.10560864381919864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557034430123504,0.0,0.09916051338253712,0.0,0.0,0.1012955754846446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090424093055124,0.0,0.1614697730415504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074298524484594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913798939948267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547933069868848,0.0473958596152948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242038682577284,0.0,0.14691995039656122,0.08992034314973693,0.0,0.0,0.07496943443248033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828906478348082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565885215689515,0.0,0.18805018385449265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790562646333372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302997264084282,0.07640754675173443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620867871868366,0.0,0.0,0.0827708176184844,0.0,0.07871483387747771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460061668630911,0.0,0.0625696683542537,0.2851015059038673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481937280742737,0.0,0.06890692213883078,0.06950423454391592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351810242163054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408300205036247,0.0,0.0,0.12996981322787898,0.0,0.0979344204972282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454282067926843,0.0,0.18973215928836226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753958671908948,0.10536346162671194,0.0,0.3822091705007525,0.07942241232235488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634699342712985,0.0999103602841842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012479591540423,0.0,0.07441610445390164,0.05465835559583882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364075423682905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093688607993331,0.0,0.0,0.0751895579821446,0.0,0.2528404122227742,0.08689443397264145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824109941906949,0.0,0.0,0.19976260731095044,0.0,0.0,0.060363065567183516
socialanxiety,Shunubear,2018/11/06,"HALP. Getting my hair dyed (only my third time ever) and I’m super anxious. I sweat, so I know my hair won’t smell good. Especially since I’m trying the whole “don’t wash hair for 12-24hrs before dying hair” thing. Especially with a sensitive scalp, I want the extra protection of the scalp oils. 

But I’m gonna smell. At least I fear I will. 
I showered and washed my hair recently, but still... I get night sweats. 

And the whole sitting for 2-4+ hours with a stranger (new hairstylist) is intimidating as fuck. 

But I REALLY loved seeing myself with red hair. And I want it again. It boosted my self esteem and confidence. So I know it’s worth getting through the anxiety. 

But it’s in 9 hours and I’m anxious. 


Any advice/good luck wishes are super appreciated. I half needed to vent

But also, is this something any of you get anxious about? Hair appointments? Especially longer ones. 
The stylists are always so chatty and nice but I feel like I have nothing that isn’t stupid to say. ",1.1513701923076916,3.7732376145833335,2.7775000000000034,88.30211538461542,89.52083333333334,5.662179487179487,20.40544871794872,7.1686216300943375,0.7699160256410256,770,25,152,13,26,252,115,192,0.091,0.665,0.244,0.9874,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,2,8,10,2,1,8,0,9,15,11,0,1,25,28,18,1,4,6,0,8,1,0,3,2,1,1,1,7,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,0,14,20,7,14,25,4,12,0,0,2,2,4,2,1,1,10,85,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984590881156316,0.11429365636697256,0.0,0.0,0.18681760289170665,0.0,0.1050792266393032,0.4655295734373105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688235600050012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425569118649141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424904114913543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545670154270576,0.06945281616606823,0.09812926679549668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698614298077626,0.28705754437468106,0.0,0.0,0.23042035346151155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705418088735569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509777817619816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671066484420687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239718221368456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184992663334053,0.0,0.13266213724259174,0.0,0.12890207680974727,0.0,0.1317996244630875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307798458588122,0.10446767692953662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799566555194935,0.0,0.13562539957777445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923335631340077,0.0,0.0,0.1094573053281162,0.0,0.14329534971137936,0.0,0.0,0.11362474920184712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574563635555788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096950410183644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091255187987231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009511282104358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932577157700513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203574414748628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30671274170485185,0.15795602243382806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xxhelpxx00,2018/11/06,Skipping school bc im scared Hi I don’t know what to do I’m repeating the school year bc i missed sm last year i just can’t bring myself to go to school I actually wake up and stay at the front of the school but I can’t get in my heart races the day before school I can never sleep I only get to sleep at 5 or 6am bc im that nervous I just don’t know what to do I already missed 10 days in 3 weeks I was more often absent than I was there can someone who is/was in a similar situation help me overcome my anxiety ??,-2.387328615656788,-0.6617974285714254,0.9333038478549334,99.52663423264043,103.11764705882356,4.1859354268023,14.66651923927466,6.05967700443912,-0.7551949579831936,402,10,103,5,19,142,71,119,0.10800000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.034,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,5,0,10,4,4,0,1,9,19,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,2,0,15,0,13,17,1,18,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,2,8,56,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.1351212026983535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527988203627182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592482588224933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782293802521418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178596063192953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468378469537135,0.0,0.07869246402378886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408088599706142,0.09280971505977953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991304526071568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521927383432462,0.11286690146733346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067922197149428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530835487654118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862693971507387,0.7006664209873319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556396972189049,0.2771286347501091,0.0,0.11732036908620774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758454196155474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106772554440683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783329648254369
socialanxiety,Neeraj1993,2018/11/06,"Worried about appearing too quiet, saying something for the sake of talking Does this happen with anyone else? ",6.881666666666668,10.637633833333336,5.6200000000000045,70.80000000000003,71.77777777777777,5.822222222222222,31.222222222222207,7.1686216300943375,2.770355555555557,91,4,10,1,2,27,18,18,0.115,0.885,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703991880095632,0.3962338522847861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384157366380717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230496473649765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419696192221645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30753023012001274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29771107453028384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108257976589254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39272650109650015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mystomachhurts111111,2018/11/06,Not being able to understand things Sometimes people will be saying something and I have no idea what to say back its like my brain can't process what they're saying even if it's something simple and I feel like an idiot does this happen to anyone else? Or am I just dumb as hell,1.233533834586467,3.7756085438596543,2.076942355889724,94.67526315789476,86.36842105263159,3.95889724310777,16.914786967418543,5.288315135182226,-0.6179002506265663,225,5,45,1,7,70,48,57,0.21100000000000002,0.71,0.079,-0.8555,0,0,2,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,9,9,5,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,4,2,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,3,30,10,0,0.21770288477271035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522229188772752,0.22306233238630904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740008039310816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302841807309464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051326153845036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186282520357272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437907021875691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007711978087101,0.15552698438071744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251394202968974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457600580221805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271726580496336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509277689518458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193782157757016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351966333973389,0.21531371968856014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446321231190615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266363807529861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kodybricen,2018/11/06,"Why do people stare at me and say I look familiar? Hey! I never post stuff like this but this has been a constant thing for years now but just recently its been really eating me alive cause its getting worse haha. I am a 21 year old guy and anytime I go anywhere people stare at me like im an alien haha, There's been times and this is 95% of the time I go anywhere, when I was walking through a store and people have locked eyes on me and as they walked by turned around to keep staring.  I don't know why either, I don't stare at people to cause it or dress weird or anything. Whats really weird and thankfully others see it, especially my mom is grown older men seem to stare most. Another weird thing is people always say I look familiar. There's been three recent ones that really stood out. First, I met Austin Augie when we were riding bmx at swamp fest and there was a group of us, he locked eyes one me and was sure he had met me before, he kept saying you look so familiar. After I told him we've never met he said I have a familiar look.  Another time was when i was at the hospital recently for work and this young girl came in and said you look so familiar! I asked her where she is from and everything but she's not from around the area and i've never seen her before. Finally, there's been this man who isn't homeless but he's living kinda like as minimal as possible in the woods near our house for the last couple years. I just recently ran into him and one of the first things he said was i looked familiar haha! He never comes near where he could see me. I just been wondering lately and wanted to see what you guys think it is or could be. I'll link my fb so you can see what i look like if that's of any help! Thanks everyone!

​",1.7795345830639953,3.7272917692307743,3.173206205559147,91.38061732385263,79.10989010989009,6.809825468648999,19.222365869424685,7.827709963407826,0.5292542986425341,1380,31,302,23,34,450,179,364,0.055,0.8590000000000001,0.087,0.9482,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,3,4,1,3,18,13,0,0,12,3,31,3,2,2,5,53,68,31,0,4,13,1,0,4,0,0,0,6,0,5,21,21,1,2,5,0,1,9,8,3,0,6,26,25,41,10,33,39,2,55,0,0,19,0,43,17,0,8,32,189,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060833432873005425,0.07921472757505113,0.08883673429006639,0.049717352940913055,0.15332456068470107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016335615877931,0.13016692059232812,0.06834804396491939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244225652378346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361844045875336,0.0,0.150208356804317,0.0,0.06297784953063452,0.0,0.07900601012409562,0.0,0.11674487973304755,0.08089489909656432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480985098562236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985980254513244,0.06570661449125005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008850533806959,0.0,0.1243747721090754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03819699275421275,0.0,0.08310027234790662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478092231738612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900413714118663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435920193225735,0.0,0.0,0.07897141863448558,0.0,0.0,0.06498358718545252,0.0,0.0,0.040179381096372084,0.059594462871084976,0.0824713405735942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287154416428768,0.0,0.06455752902787898,0.0,0.42975830412536303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562562742736145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255479645488408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767167173885228,0.0,0.14862382149398254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25342657689094256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242061609996391,0.07001923516146673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050854396369172,0.0,0.2887494863091367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086332486459959,0.17442018026219774,0.0,0.0,0.2330370327731389,0.06655665961633911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369353584005237,0.0,0.0,0.06890537338260562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461985498588408,0.0,0.0,0.14571324067830466,0.04684597918931821,0.0,0.0,0.12789320485846525,0.0,0.0,0.06985980254513244,0.0,0.0,0.07952275933942635,0.0,0.0,0.08794240937940327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043122212019249116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194092872350327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928474952091957,0.05322499986585998,0.0,0.07450540473512972,0.0,0.0,0.08883673429006639,0.14124145935807295
socialanxiety,Kyomeii,2018/11/06,Anyone else just stares at their phones all the time only to avoid people? If I see someone I know on the distance I'll immediately grab my phone and pretend to be distracted so I don't have to speak to them,3.919457364341088,4.8339268372093045,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,71.32558139534885,7.593798449612403,25.96124031007752,7.793537801064563,1.2680449612403095,166,5,35,2,3,55,36,43,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.6124,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,6,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30399229561266106,0.4454600594112737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631837973413836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389311501107324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306523901314339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30140585460957353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464451463633048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683683074807778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535103801531656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ohdeeeeeer,2018/11/06,"Reasons to not care if people like me. I’ve tried to be nice to everyone in my school, just a lot of people think I’m rude for being quiet and stuff like that. 

Why should I not care?

I need a reason to not care what people think of me, someone that I’ve barely talked to said that they have a problem with me and I just can’t stop thinking about it.

Sorry if this sounds silly.",2.415555555555557,3.3492270370370387,3.660185185185188,92.86583333333336,74.92592592592592,5.893827160493827,19.672839506172842,5.46131890053228,-0.2831086419753093,294,5,67,1,6,96,53,81,0.19899999999999998,0.698,0.10400000000000001,-0.8011,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,9,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,20,14,4,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,8,7,11,10,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.528528480813061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511316016397232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883795326526968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690424785524778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812540599338698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593831770678285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653416114060408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553243634976865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643677467547055,0.0,0.0,0.17487790562935798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640876042374404,0.0,0.0,0.19343001101939014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444644733500632,0.0,0.0,0.19780909313220746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888618726075969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321604434793646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731655672241124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592073626627334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jaunt-Nominal,2018/11/06,"I refuse to see people in person anymore. But I do have an invitation for you? Hello Anxiety Ridden Friends,
My name is Jaunt, & at the risk of sounding spammy:
I have a youtube channel, that I accidentally created- it has morphed into me really just being a friend who is dependably nice & normal. I never had that so I like to be it.

Plus I refuse to see people in real life anymore.

“A master of Tragicomedy; All things combine for a laugh, that makes me gag, so I giggle harder.” 

If you are lonely or sad, come hang & laugh away tragedies with me

(Youtube.com/jauntlyRecluseWithYou)

 -OR post a video on the Lonely Side of Youtube- a channel I just created so folks like you can share videos there, too, if you want. ‘For the unseen to feel seen, & the unheard to feel heard’

so come recluse with me & i’ll RECLUSE WITH YOU; i like hanging out, so long as you’re not in my room <3

Stop by my halloween afterparty for a start, if interested.
Or my failed hanging/suicide video if you’re really in the shit.

I hope this comes off as genuine as it actually is-
Jaunty",3.4183785220627314,5.423612531100482,4.5211084529505605,83.32914805954283,74.4066985645933,7.132482721956407,26.443646996278574,7.984000788550335,1.627813184476342,845,31,164,13,18,276,125,209,0.124,0.6579999999999999,0.217,0.9719,1,4,0,0,0,2,44.0,0,5,0,2,9,18,1,1,13,0,12,2,1,2,2,34,25,17,0,7,11,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,1,1,9,9,0,3,2,5,0,6,2,6,0,0,3,7,24,12,30,20,1,23,0,4,3,0,15,12,1,9,7,108,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.1205514031207638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6692454040857325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450320253538824,0.0,0.2450251463496163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606429714920913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192409112382365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492504489636312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088418585622866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269717557664972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725574584569111,0.18105747611640308,0.0,0.0,0.10932373808325943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245993101244732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527706734343716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103713052039702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128589801360142,0.1078651588697724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831146243610495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406087826568183,0.15827813869314752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688127187894175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680591691257767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743802939643497,0.0,0.0,0.10327998899691407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512618946394325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207052705445574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286357749712777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheLou02,2018/11/06,"I’m thinking of go to college I’m thinking of going to college to become a teacher, but I have SAD.
I find it very difficult to talk to anybody so I don’t know how I’m going to be able to control a whole class...
It’s my dream job and I can’t see myself doing anything else in the future.
I guess I’m kind of hoping it’ll go away and I’ll “be normal”
Am I wasting my time and money? should just give up and find something else to do?",-0.4294897959183643,1.2795764591836765,2.5605714285714285,94.15942857142859,85.42857142857143,4.328163265306123,21.02448979591837,4.935628992294339,-0.1858277551020402,335,11,78,1,10,119,59,98,0.136,0.8029999999999999,0.061,-0.8438,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,0,17,25,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,1,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,14,21,1,9,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,47,12,4,0.1870775368011702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394887274818245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757655040406315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661244146129296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982336504834695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125585534643404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419709588818596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946181998954205,0.4252819014705296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608699809448036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581020554380406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564558873768214,0.0,0.0,0.1948124663114353,0.10281292172566883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329626574311486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490765758201923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440214276110493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036583770963455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397434634446656,0.0,0.0,0.10908641614646128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435856020557798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886538891450948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anywaysuhm,2018/11/06,"WTF is happening What the title says.

​

I don't really know how to feel. I am proud of myself for making it this far but I think that the fear of failure is preventing me from actually enjoying the life I'm creating for myself.. I'm content but not exactly happy-- if that makes sense. Idk. I just started thinking about the past and realized that, holy shit balls I've come a long fucking way. I'm so glad I didn't give up.

​

Now I have an apartment. I just bought my first car yesterday. I have a boyfriend (which is showing to have its own complications with Social Anxiety) and I have a steady job. College starts back up for me in a couple of months. By then I will have all of the things I had yearned for since I turned 18. 

​

I don't really know how to feel. I am proud of myself for making it this far but I think that the fear of failture is preventing me from actually enjoying the life I'm creating for myself.. I'm content but not exactly happy-- if that makes sense. Idk. I just started thinking about the past and realized that, holy shit balls I've come a long fucking way. I'm so glad I didn't give up.",2.003557312252965,4.238148437229442,3.4983850931677014,87.86944099378886,79.77922077922078,7.134274421230942,25.627893845285147,8.18289091462,1.7003734613212869,903,36,186,18,23,297,104,231,0.129,0.741,0.131,0.5396,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,3,11,15,4,2,14,0,17,6,2,6,3,39,47,14,0,3,11,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,14,6,0,2,10,3,1,3,6,7,0,1,4,3,25,8,25,42,2,25,0,1,0,2,4,7,4,2,13,119,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.18805307304992194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31319499799629064,0.3512379789681602,0.0,0.0,0.07370970884526333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408943668616635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599899253894135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661265708220903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684761238903788,0.09743784802789322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195773204880549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815341672861146,0.0,0.18486097312206287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520455596985613,0.2051389187900798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561539103934777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590607384254314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611381305207668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053857832966768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25726524999200745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690796977126471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839595013852457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234522768185909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662369763806502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780974537836812,0.0797041189695204,0.0,0.0,0.09821965297286606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459724694730907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401258890349187,0.2469562046936627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480429256194436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296090277917307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512379789681602,0.0
socialanxiety,KennedyLyons12,2018/11/06,"Damn Social Anxiety I wanted to go into the hotel hot tub because I had a long day at work. I walked in and saw a young guy already in there so I awkwardly turned around and left, now I’m waiting for him to leave so I can go in 😅😅",1.0134905660377385,1.713617849056604,3.8265566037735854,91.22775943396229,78.05660377358491,6.809433962264151,22.683962264150942,7.1686216300943375,0.5794566037735849,178,5,44,2,4,64,40,53,0.177,0.823,0.0,-0.7644,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,9,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,9,7,0,14,0,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,4,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32070090471266777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231969730741225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587089846198629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715622075774076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742264798948585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330326429832252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877545634068402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30771934808272106,0.3157540730458327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571851504194657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962454181498218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161056930478737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141227026492192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157119810515895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SpiritedScallion,2018/11/06,"There's no changing this... Is it possible to get rid of social anxiety?

Face it head on, right?

Just talk to people non-stop and it'll go away.

​

I'm sorry, that may work for some but it sure as hell hasn't worked for me. I've actively been trying to converse with others and go outside of my comfort zone for over 6 years now. Five of those years have been at university, so I've been constantly interacting. I've joined tens of clubs, worked numerous jobs, given countless presentations, volunteered many times, hung out awkwardly in communal areas waiting to talk to people. I always get nervous, seize up, and have the conversational skills of a 6 year old. Every. Single Time.

​

Honestly guys, I've just accepted it now. My final straw was getting REJECTED from a volunteering position because I ""lacked people skills"". A VOLUNTEERING position. So fuck it, I'll wander this Earth with nothing but my shadow to keep me company, until I perish. I've tried every single self improvement tip you've ever read. I've learned a new language (which I can't speak to people because my brain just fogs... ironic), learned to play the guitar, been going to the gym for years, got a degree, a masters degree and now working for a PhD. What use is it all when I'll be lonely for the rest of my life? No friends to watch sports with, or go on weekend adventures. No girlfriend/ wife to stay up late with engaging in deep discussion, going on night walks, having meals with. I've never had any romantic experience (at all). The last friend I had was about 3 years ago, but I think he just gave up on me (and I don't blame him). 

​

So this is my last call for help. I want to accept it, but a little part inside of me still wants to fight for a normal life. What can I do that I haven't already done? Every time I try to join any groups, I just end up the guy everyone thinks is weird and nobody talks to. I'm pretty big in terms of musculature now after years of the gym and I probably look intimidating, combined with my resting bitch face and I'm just completely unapproachable. I've tried all of these online meetup groups, everything. Oh, and some guy came up and tried talking to me at the gym and I just weirded him out so quickly and it's horrible. I don't want this! Why!!!!!!!!!???",3.390319216364162,5.469099339325844,4.504943820224722,83.08729760875828,74.70786516853933,7.620282339383464,25.34284067991933,8.463088693708992,1.7757611639297028,1806,62,346,34,39,590,234,445,0.126,0.755,0.12,-0.7096,1,3,0,0,1,0,94.0,0,0,0,7,21,20,4,2,17,0,26,8,4,1,6,56,51,24,0,5,12,1,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,4,21,21,1,2,6,9,0,7,9,10,0,2,13,3,29,10,64,35,12,65,1,2,2,1,27,24,3,4,33,210,50,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659658850589924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212064228343785,0.0,0.06192062815890621,0.2418912821074929,0.2712731863567602,0.10121177053828452,0.0,0.056928546402142476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699169080901419,0.0,0.0,0.09072741872160683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830736111999277,0.07598773706827712,0.08511284197429686,0.0,0.0,0.07872296615925088,0.0,0.078024459286356,0.08041797978794904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615408703455949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591107873342453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731413554041712,0.18809775398931727,0.07110831416800242,0.06688090169079895,0.07279377955324727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815198210035879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498826431709835,0.06879700930732084,0.1166389108794606,0.0,0.21146353332962692,0.0,0.05951780651879599,0.0,0.0,0.22105259966259036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637296932894443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987992310908941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073847059102748,0.0661449526766362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213190313778157,0.08394524149384487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051253850232192,0.0,0.07458505007707905,0.0,0.0,0.0624912577818401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544681996094549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739472106556195,0.07187208049928183,0.0,0.06983500065322609,0.07291253329359236,0.07140479880754462,0.0,0.07808777355871628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805859982754887,0.0,0.2063645872625007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389361048895362,0.0,0.07570850339363701,0.08023375320933518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443680499057329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355142682750498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763281312735011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585842027413534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330336588208669,0.0,0.0793182653388271,0.0594292462213756,0.0622156655889189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013682775854377,0.0,0.0,0.2392531916299437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953663905233538,0.0,0.0,0.13017887053363986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25262015953909883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427210692014745,0.0,0.0,0.1316786344151052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714946700019404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670487886697667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712731863567602,0.2875313613745903
socialanxiety,lizardsoldier,2018/11/06,"I thought I'd overcome my social anxiety but I just had an anxious moment. Just need to vent. I was diagnosed with SAD about 7 years ago. I had a few specific thing I was anxious about, the list of which might look familiar to some of you:

* Dating-related things
* The gym
* Being around people who break even the tiniest least enforced rules
* Afraid of unfamiliar social situations, mostly anxious about what I should be wearing

Anyway, I had gone to see a counsellor and I'd worked through it with some good CBT. Not to brag, but recently I've been exercising at the gym (even using the showers - a big surprise to myself!), asking many girls on dates, I'd gone to a few things overdressed and simply didn't care, and I'd become OK with parking my car in a 60 minute parking stall for 65 minutes. These are all progress for me.

Still, there were limits to what I was comfortable with so perhaps I wasn't as over my SAD as I thought I was:

* I only invited girls on dates online where I know they are into me
* At the gym, I only exercise in the squash courts (practicing hitting the ball and running around the court) and on the running track (usually just 1 other person), and it's hard to do it wrong
* Even though marijuana laws weren't really being enforced in Canada pre-legalization, I could never be OK around it until it was recently officially legalized
* I was OK with being overdressed to things but not underdressed

Anyway, I recently moved into a condo and part of my condo fees go to some fitness equipment we have. This equipment is kind of visible as you drive by and the light of the fitness room was never on so I assumed that no one used it. Finally, a place where I could safely use a weight machine for the first time without worrying about other people also being there!

So I got my stuff together and went over. I was trying to swipe in and my swipe card wasn't working. That's when I see a reflection in the glass of a girl behind me. I immediately froze. She was waiting to enter the fitness room too. What are the odds?! It had NEVER been in use before.

I said hi and she gave a polite smile and said nothing in return. Obviously she is uncomfortable that I'm there, right? Well, not actually but that's what I was projecting from myself onto her. Better to leave.

I made some excuse that my card wasn't working (the truth, but a bad excuse when I could've just asked her to let me in) and then darted back to my condo and wrote this. 

I thought I'd be OK with a situation like that but I suppose not. Oh well...

Thanks for listening. Time to get back on that bike and keep riding!",2.9081745600468203,5.090538111984284,4.235581657818837,83.98461271579654,76.524557956778,7.082406052752582,24.77870668394432,8.058908269544373,1.5571156711114829,2045,71,392,35,47,673,246,509,0.09300000000000001,0.787,0.11900000000000001,0.9387,1,0,0,0,0,0,66.0,1,2,1,7,34,21,0,1,31,4,41,5,1,5,6,75,73,33,0,4,15,0,3,1,0,2,3,3,6,4,30,27,1,4,6,7,1,11,14,5,2,2,34,10,52,16,69,26,10,70,0,2,3,0,26,34,0,7,25,292,82,5,0.0,0.0,0.0819092676193938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440405382785183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712345737434326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421068446301338,0.2844708084005231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241620672441256,0.1569373514924776,0.0,0.0,0.12908295299564318,0.07008291669269655,0.0,0.0927005358753656,0.07142321389748935,0.0,0.0,0.07423442558191921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557817838641296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20104780432724764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851931062607256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631648331441895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194760510775518,0.0,0.07139577885102752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438530097576771,0.0,0.047702669652396334,0.07040139656128347,0.06713115538402828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519002198592961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460602726685109,0.0,0.08740625634422358,0.046128940113546034,0.0,0.0,0.08887593048303874,0.0,0.08583007868975176,0.0,0.04100680949313671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048496209233181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942211709306711,0.0,0.08509776301029408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904265726196442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921050973659353,0.0,0.06223735852266316,0.19420947259834315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805386979844553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687709445381273,0.1276739704781478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089433042698604,0.0,0.11638107974379736,0.07328953405728421,0.08769508333113189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377144556139783,0.0,0.24862953457066855,0.0,0.0,0.07168074495296847,0.15968440146621515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377198746848315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886947918923466,0.0,0.17112402813439292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703126670474527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608645024662384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727684025101629,0.0,0.0,0.22305295799614824,0.0,0.08246653227488046,0.19990703313901226,0.09788732142148912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056986922654152686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28997444958948265,0.09244346450683308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221123526966544,0.15093679291903622,0.0778093604838148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091115022520705,0.0,0.18331886388196056,0.0852409153563811,0.0,0.0,0.09177065971964614,0.0,0.0540519261579391
socialanxiety,tipicalmat,2018/11/06,Xanax and social anxiety If I was to start taking small doses of Xanax would it help with social anxiety?,3.5875000000000017,6.229834750000002,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,76.5,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.7399999999999998,85,2,14,2,2,28,17,20,0.154,0.7240000000000001,0.122,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242418405127355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296663479744026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6985626785897464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252444484317195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257624857296745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434037220376505,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Arsimael,2019/04/02,"My issues with a lost little girl First things first, I don't know if this posts suits in here, So @MOD, If I am wrong here please tell me (and maybe where to put this to), I will remove it asap.

​

Some other post on reddit made me think about something which happend to me years ago. It was about 10 years ago around christmas when I was shopping. I am male, single, 23 back then. I was at the supermarket and when I walked in, I recognized this asian lady (late 20 I assume) dealing with her daughter (2-3f). She looked like she had a hard time making her staying with her, because the little kid was overly interested in the sweets which were stacked up at the side.

I mind my own business and bought the stuff I needed and headed to the register to pay when I heard a very frightened female voice yelling a name again and again, sounding more and more desperate, and I saw that asian woman, looking in every aisle, obviously looking for her daugher. 

Well, I lived in a quite ""civilized"" area back then, means very low crime and quite wealthy. I thought about ""oh well, maybe she's (the little girl) at the sweets, with big eyes and packing up chocolate and went on. I paid my stuff, which took me less than a minute, and headed to the exit, still hearing that lady looking for her daughter. 

And then I saw her. 

That little girl was at the exit, looking at some riding-toy where parents could make their kids sit on while it moves, and looked like she's lost. 

And this is where my... incapability of doing anything kicked in. I was about to walk over to that girl, grab her and and bring her back to her mom, but I couldn't move towards her. My legs just refused to make any step into her direction and all which was running through my head was ""If you go over to that kid, everyone will accuse you of trying to kidnap her. Or they will look at you like a child molester, a pedophile! How will that look like? YOU an adult, single man, approaching a little GIRL which is seperated from her mom!""

I really wanted to help that little girl, but I just couldnt. But I also couldn't leave. What if I leave any anyone takes advantage of this situation? You read it in the newspapers, missing kids, found abused and dead. Of course this only happens elsewhere, far far away, not in my hometown, but... you never know. 

I walked to the info point while not allowing my eyes to lose focus on the doorway with the little girl and said to the woman behind the desk to get the mom, her kid is at the doorway. - Which she instantly did. She walked into the supermarket, waving her hands to get the attention of the lady and told her to come outside. 

​

In the end, nothing happend, no harm done, mom and daughter united again, and she thanked me for finding her, but still. I had (and still have) no Idea on how to react if such a situation would come up again.

Should I approach the kid, talk to him and tell him his mom is in the store? What if I talk to the kid and while I do, the mom sees me and accuses me of trying to kidnap her? 

What would you do? ",5.349308505830244,5.710963414715723,5.334982373678027,85.59997062279673,67.8628762541806,7.9364367712193795,27.533399620356146,7.534196372845213,1.356477393112176,2374,68,486,22,37,741,265,598,0.07400000000000001,0.845,0.081,-0.4818,1,0,1,0,2,0,106.0,0,7,2,8,32,19,1,0,37,0,35,7,7,8,3,88,78,51,1,15,16,10,3,4,0,7,0,6,0,20,30,36,0,1,11,2,5,18,9,8,2,2,27,24,80,11,78,40,9,103,0,5,13,0,79,52,0,10,33,347,110,3,0.0,0.06846632225563108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244664938085868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621101236480098,0.0,0.1252210459198793,0.1404313203421547,0.07859219019254328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04040493798040022,0.0,0.04755251084537795,0.051441311608685036,0.0,0.0,0.05429134288503017,0.13330035810804478,0.0,0.03522548074163891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955411612744848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04613698864302791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957427304358899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05913458938943919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511807669015489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048686743243717856,0.05521648442311192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052814864574011335,0.09830456738482952,0.0,0.06335877548323761,0.0,0.0,0.06038103683617301,0.0,0.032840809209918484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109949241180398,0.0,0.05176442292481729,0.0,0.17791366258529862,0.0,0.06512841437971488,0.0,0.038732376510458716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523275191202606,0.0,0.06031300825485818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351475640100239,0.0,0.0651845170789466,0.12237291948715205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292422974938687,0.4054134896565817,0.051025620830513575,0.0,0.3882018694735796,0.06464715002301405,0.12615931380203332,0.0,0.0,0.054678000487341616,0.11571673198823695,0.0,0.11610652513875205,0.0629453075269096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834684292829272,0.4060658018614609,0.0,0.12283360034680442,0.0,0.04284718720914185,0.044567709961425485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544670840848578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043948447079575424,0.0,0.0,0.06416391610389664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343108364011707,0.05462593865168161,0.0,0.11068499671505933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580903488575082,0.0,0.12292390166688295,0.05780109866699251,0.0,0.03701884606231205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496720624406983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04604753098827218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990655878586727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044486071097406536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159161293294151,0.13844263163827664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323010558193856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344747525825101,0.09289152951652456,0.10101407999836386,0.05320108885984515,0.0,0.0,0.03839009268578475,0.03702659019858113,0.0,0.04587520141519905,0.033695167066101525,0.0,0.0,0.05521648442311192,0.06420177348556966,0.07846506989997762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535811438202726,0.034083362126778614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391213856858086,0.05356770136797505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209826723991856,0.0631793303997998,0.1404313203421547,0.07442388475598906
socialanxiety,biglizardbackyard,2019/04/02,"Toastmasters I have tried this so many times and chickened out, in an alternate universe I made it all the way through and I’m a professional motivations speaker😋",7.1080000000000005,8.490045133333332,7.1733333333333364,70.35000000000002,64.33333333333334,11.333333333333336,41.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,5.164666666666667,134,8,23,4,2,43,27,30,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,15,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166514666400375,0.0,0.5535723004655667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183850420318988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37070753394888334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334003454772989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kheprisun,2019/04/02,"I can't stop trying to improve myself I can't be the only one guilty of this. Maybe it's a self-esteem issue, dunno. So here's the thought process:

Maybe if I improve enough people will start talking to me ('cause lord knows I ain't starting a convo with a stranger). 

Maybe if I get even fitter women will start 'mirin.

Maybe if I get better at my hobbies I'll make some new friends and meet some new people.

Maybe if I work harder I'll fit in more at work. 

Maybe if I make more money I'll feel successful. 


I know this is all as ridiculous as it sounds. Being fit and eating healthy is for *me*. My hobbies are for *me*. Fitting in at work and feeling successful; who cares? 

And still I can't stop. Maybe I feel it'll all compensate for me having the charisma of Lurch. Iuuno.",0.8787421383647818,3.1857303647798787,2.1782704402515733,95.17860062893082,84.97484276729558,4.2880503144654085,20.154088050314463,5.46131890053228,-0.19712327044025105,604,18,128,3,18,193,87,159,0.033,0.745,0.222,0.98,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,6,4,6,1,0,6,0,13,1,0,3,2,26,27,12,0,5,5,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,6,5,1,2,6,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,4,18,5,15,21,7,16,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,8,8,78,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958261391092236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046931881652132,0.11130456354941304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086836964735393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195377667453237,0.0,0.07156368194994676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643539645495688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371039007514296,0.0,0.11321606062028515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308850520902332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909186870190705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446479803375729,0.0,0.7619599508476187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928883238086526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342028071928673,0.08240451488484188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023150579785818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303193605218766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23007054823358644,0.0,0.08652788025992189,0.1811697103582987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708705239186494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601723084820337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356205338501952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23663871329228944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pope_Hope,2019/04/02,"Overthinking Conversations? How do I stop overthinking conversations?

I guess my problem is, once I realize I'm ""socially successful"" with a person (e.g. having conversations that don't require much effort, making them laugh, etc.), I become too self-aware and I'm unable to connect with them again.  Or if I do, it's just weakly.  I'm not 100% sure what happens, just when this self-awareness hits I don't know what to say to them anymore, maybe I overthink it, and we can't connect anymore.  This makes the relationship fade away.  Slowly over the years I've gradually lost/cutoff connection with dozens of people due to this, with my social circle getting progressively smaller and smaller, tightening around my neck.  

It used to just happen rarely with special people, but in the past few years it's accelerated and I'm afraid that soon I'll have no friends.  No human connections.  Nothing.

It's driving me insane and I don't know if I can take it anymore.   

Has anybody else had this problem?  I would really appreciate if someone could help me with this.  ",4.79476074367571,7.245054974093268,5.406558975921979,76.52109113075281,71.79792746113989,8.064492532764403,30.005790917403232,8.841846274778883,2.7579267906126184,842,36,141,17,17,271,118,193,0.114,0.8,0.086,-0.3205,0,0,0,0,0,1,35.0,1,0,3,4,9,9,0,1,4,0,14,2,1,4,1,37,29,12,0,7,9,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,15,13,0,2,3,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,1,1,19,5,16,25,3,14,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,5,9,93,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145162732607009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402800662434126,0.0,0.0,0.13089959848247795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538725461312116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123897416485214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638742588900802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538322421626324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076414707147748,0.0,0.07279110312806518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348122744717022,0.0,0.2464077211546709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338602186038723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531377871460987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520887368404419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859998660319417,0.0,0.13996980654948052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024192601911453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368525223654154,0.0,0.0,0.14837564242216505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300063888932342,0.1931796067042644,0.12165244897102374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26662873641333473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925459987429107,0.0,0.0,0.14958196596675974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079613353140293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906908885139388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840467928758269,0.11804887608044475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648120415178785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131133574430154,0.0,0.10475440031804056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033130782361402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897185855735847,0.0,0.0,0.17944033273767798
socialanxiety,lenaperez7,2019/04/02,Eating to loud I'm eating hot cheetos in class right now and I cant stop worrying if I'm chewing way to loud. ,-0.8725333333333332,1.1106038800000029,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,90.2,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.23273333333333346,87,3,20,1,3,31,19,25,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.4449,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,8,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7585966775407715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165588268438294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099052073778497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29422865314536906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764436904501326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jack333318,2019/04/02,"working on small talk in local area - will locals find it odd? So say I suddenly try to make small talk in the local shops or with passing ppl. For years I've never done it with these exact people.

​

I'm worried they will just think it weird that all of a sudden this guy who says nothing is suddenly talking and think I'm up to something etc.

​

Or am I overthinking it? 

​

Really wanna try to 30 day small talk challenge. ",5.147241379310344,6.286358379310348,5.3914367816091975,82.23474137931036,68.65517241379311,7.639080459770115,29.44252873563219,7.793537801064563,1.9339977011494256,357,13,65,4,6,113,63,87,0.077,0.907,0.015,-0.644,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,3,14,10,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,12,7,2,18,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,2,6,38,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40810677978823057,0.4576784477819784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097068531594219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848333745891544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002372346500866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475229874719475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431626834740205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380696802100249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683348067294673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047057772765785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704198270010502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804318579036774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968805822951316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665610168336024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036559264949559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608973676001164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048320042104928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140338741052642,0.12750420078804384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576784477819784,0.0808514035426353
socialanxiety,erwtre,2019/04/02,"It feels like therapy just adds to my anxiety more than helping me through it Hey all. About two months ago I started CBT therapy, after years of social anxiety and going in and out of depression. I was really looking forward to finally improving on myself, but right now, I'm not really seeing any change.  


Honestly, my biggest source of anxiety nowadays is these weekly therapy sessions, and I find myself consistently debating skipping them. I go to them anyway, but I've never really left feeling glad that I went, or that I was better equipped to face every other situation that I go through, even though we go through them in detail. I never really wanted to do the homework I was given to record my thought and anxiety inducing events of the week, but I was afraid I would get in trouble if I didn't.  


I also feel like really irrationally stressed out about my therapist, to the point where sometimes I wonder if I really don't like her. I don't really feel like she knows me personally, even after like 7 sessions, and it doesn't really feel like she cares about anything I say. Even if she's trained not to be judgmental, I still feel like she is. Even the thought of her makes me feel really anxious, and I don't really feel like I can trust her, which might just be my fault. I've never really felt comfortable talking to anyone. I've heard that finding the right therapist is important, and maybe that's the problem, but I'm doing this through my university, which means I can't really switch.  


I was supposed to do exposure therapy this week for homework, which was walking around the store and asking employees for help finding things, and I absolutely could not do it. I made it into the stores, and ended up buying things, but going to actually ask them for help, just for no reason, felt like too much.  


I am very, very, stressed out about going to my appointment this week, and want to just skip it, and maybe just quit the therapy entirely. I don't want to get in trouble for not doing my homework, thought I know realistically I shouldn't be getting in trouble at all, but I know I'll still end up feeling like I failed. I made progress on my own before, super slowly, through times when I personally decided that I wanted to challenge myself, and I didn't have the added pressure and anxiety that comes from having another person measure my progress too.   


Anyway, just wanted to see if anyone else has had similar experiences. I know I should probably wait it out, and keep going, because change doesn't happen easily, but I feel like I'm reaching a point where it's all too much. But I don't know. Thanks for reading. ",8.721811377245514,7.392714616766468,8.84985279441118,68.79418038922158,61.514970059880234,12.501696606786428,38.04066866267465,11.538034831475384,4.408992614770459,2097,86,374,52,24,692,216,501,0.122,0.7170000000000001,0.161,0.9723,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,1,0,4,7,28,31,0,4,11,0,38,1,1,5,6,97,96,31,0,14,23,0,12,11,0,4,0,2,3,3,25,24,0,2,28,1,3,11,19,11,0,1,19,17,66,20,56,69,7,57,0,2,3,0,25,25,0,7,34,263,91,8,0.0,0.0,0.05089664455826755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623306728814831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041709062366162265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035467807287543195,0.054690019169716574,0.1994956418816318,0.058921332685827964,0.0,0.07293724988414628,0.053439893272962134,0.04291986994052989,0.04642981757565033,0.09751747059861757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03179375862906165,0.0,0.04438083792717147,0.0,0.0,0.046127663970658137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317642623196868,0.0,0.11034807426015493,0.044927698246346265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04164225015257917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492180883942766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356957028660032,0.0,0.09238931109289973,0.0,0.0,0.13779394658601907,0.0,0.04394360362259299,0.0,0.0,0.051018487893161935,0.0,0.0,0.26371595194733405,0.2980815400774073,0.10015570543595632,0.05713425002038855,0.14300867050831648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174793092344519,0.0,0.20748983901823204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046121298946192164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048770211769862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635856920793989,0.0,0.0,0.14331762064570505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056667548797456814,0.0,0.0,0.2802881743043766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04379782858010768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870236619705376,0.03481447490773265,0.0,0.10479524360776148,0.056813075995212375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532917835676998,0.0,0.0,0.041630349748200186,0.0,0.07668118993980003,0.0,0.12067755925516392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662158653722725,0.0,0.0,0.09860838641867113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623289231381593,0.04990616203964586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055474230259682615,0.052170024108163085,0.0,0.400948937525312,0.05362496201213899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908172429267944,0.0,0.04147647299961397,0.0,0.0,0.0831230152084077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862542806247172,0.0,0.05316638207416335,0.0,0.0,0.05158352859161339,0.0,0.03691622152757158,0.0,0.08330355416226595,0.0,0.11948883732722522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192094480972764,0.0,0.04801815454043621,0.2982241424635392,0.12111406280222148,0.06930013813303924,0.0,0.05124291674357121,0.12421789995305807,0.030412530535011105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050948745498583636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606817588158112,0.15381453509089602,0.0,0.16734529995410616,0.0,0.0,0.04834905107750175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565608595492024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0370500620223576,0.0,0.0,0.033586696027287845
socialanxiety,Afnvj,2019/04/02,"I'm 18 and i don't go outside I'm 18 yrs old and i got to school and go home and that's it. I had a job for about a year but i quit because i felt anxious and stressed about having to talk to people. I feel like a loser who just sits at home all day and I've yet to get a call back from any of the new jobs I've applied for. I haven't had a friend since sophomore year of high school. I'm in college now, i don't talk to anyone unless i'm answering a question. In one of my classes i was told we were doing group projects and i wanted to cry. I optedout, that's minus 100 pts on my grade. I don't go out unless it's with my family and I'm getting too comfortable being alone, to the point that i don't want to try anymore. I've just come to except that I'll be alone for the rest of my life. I know this isn't healthy but i can't find the motivation to step out of my comfort zone. I feel like I'm too young to have these problems. Therapy isn't helping much either. Any advice?",-0.5090348995905671,1.2129142556053836,2.0020666796646545,97.97776954572045,85.81614349775785,4.775121856112302,19.11269253265744,5.7926816847441245,-0.3994026515890043,761,21,191,5,23,261,119,223,0.166,0.768,0.066,-0.9598,2,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,3,9,8,0,1,10,0,17,1,0,1,1,33,37,12,0,3,8,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,9,13,0,0,8,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,7,3,22,5,32,28,4,23,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,1,11,112,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276920390602302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706754173190964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772409692643185,0.0,0.0,0.1476231749596831,0.12959239737960346,0.09136952534777984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004793890532988,0.0,0.07965698294283155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343163424687185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125631270786153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353803745216162,0.08427320593170001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318677428948276,0.0,0.13214428234867284,0.18670548228147452,0.12546646989146334,0.0,0.11943265721074843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095755327767893,0.0,0.1365423869331055,0.0,0.2227932499985137,0.0,0.10451105003240667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758728596660145,0.13806308629622988,0.2621511329543311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25934536704393035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181440481055239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229812905124456,0.12768035032587022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605961205051383,0.0,0.0,0.12620469470126489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711922005621874,0.0,0.08854733439571627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059213101837467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352812145639755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503631120544825,0.0,0.0,0.14638354648275406,0.1389867069545865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644958887878667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809396774080464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968535786978876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005984379610376,0.0,0.0,0.1494358418362304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486354948892915,0.0,0.08871831701138909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541485162675362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829811811593906
socialanxiety,GearTreeNation,2019/04/02,"Social anxiety and depression  I've been lurking for a while here but never posted.
 Thing is, I've read so much advice on social anxiety on this sub and it feels like nothing helps at all. I don't have a clue what I should do anymore at this point.

Everyone tells me to be myself, which when I'm in social situations where I am anxious I get so struck by anxiety it feels almost lile my muslces tense up. It even gets to the point where I can't even act like a normal person because my thoughts are racing so fast I can't even think straight at all.

I love my parents but I can't help but think it was the way they tore down my self esteem on the daily, always making me feel bad about everything. I have noticeable acne and scars for example, and my dad would tell my when I had zits to leave the dinner table cause they disgusted him so much. They would say such hurtful things like this all the time, even getting to the point of my dad saying he wished I was dead.

This wasn't helped at all by the fact that I was always bullied since I can remember, I always remember feeling like the odd one out even since preschool, because my parents were always moving me around and I was never able to keep long term friends. They once even barred me from seeing a friend (my best friend at the time in middle school) cause they caught me playing video games so they banmed me from TV. So I would go to his house to spend my freetime instead of playing TV or games, so they decided that it would be good to just bar me from socialising at all to 'teach me a lesson'.

After a while I started to accept I was a little weird, nothing wrong with that in my mind. But then the social anxiety got way worse after they decided to move from Chicago to the rural south. I've always had an accent, a slight Romanian accent, and in the rural south you WILL meet people who think you are stupid just because you have an accent (ot saying all southerners are racist a good deal of them are good people, but I lived in the deep rural south.

Add on top of that I was moved to homeschool. So here I am in a place I've never been to before, don't know the culture at all and don't have any friends, I spent my 4 years of high school basically lonely and without friends, and my parents REFUSED to let me join any clubs or activities related to church.

I know I need to see a doctor because my feelings of inadequacy are for a very obvious reason, but I don't have the money or means to do so right now. When I was 19 my parents kicked me out and then I had to move to the ghetto.

I legit don't have any clue what to do with myself. I'm constantly battling negative thoughts about myself and feelings of intense anxiety around people. I've even tried benzos on occasion(I know not to use them daily as I had a friend who got addicted to them and see the dangers), and that helps with the anxiety, but not my self hatred.

Tdlr; my parents tore down my self esteem and put me in situations where I was unable to develop social bonds, and the ones I did make were always broken.

What should I do at this point? I've tried to think positive but the negative thoughts are so strong they cause me physical pain, further making me hate my existence and myself.
",7.2079166666666685,5.849176766975307,7.3124382716049405,78.70347222222223,64.50925925925927,10.260493827160495,32.28703703703704,9.103633062298675,2.518300000000001,2547,78,515,35,32,824,267,648,0.159,0.711,0.13,-0.953,5,2,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,12,4,34,31,5,0,35,0,56,8,0,8,12,96,96,45,1,9,16,7,6,4,6,7,4,3,0,4,23,24,3,2,24,11,3,8,17,12,0,2,25,12,85,19,77,61,11,78,1,3,3,1,58,46,0,4,25,356,108,5,0.05169818612471322,0.0,0.0,0.056358653814815585,0.0,0.05051886914874856,0.0,0.0,0.05176826561638675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25810219386662325,0.0,0.0,0.10546961811343948,0.0,0.2372938252874853,0.05840423501729304,0.051270708918703764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092044692605894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043165825979458484,0.12605893766563991,0.0,0.04399134864080157,0.0,0.054254056813268565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932483421257973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586737308371985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329855983484435,0.04452757195512129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052915284138359636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390231505071721,0.0,0.0,0.049399832319257896,0.04646299617060735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568409375680586,0.0738663889945623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396513421423476,0.0,0.08103050545865703,0.0,0.02938127055984129,0.1300859571527465,0.08269552432622809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104125568962207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860881763360833,0.05462197206813908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059652765656582764,0.055343977493823415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045951723215812375,0.0,0.0,0.08523591320931832,0.0,0.0,0.054740914477280835,0.0,0.05286489797179273,0.0,0.10102848945714668,0.05181516409777464,0.04565044550279869,0.04575126787332847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046659631409501016,0.0,0.10352682204372124,0.0,0.0,0.05631448053241001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052200430489726835,0.0,0.0,0.2197879609214315,0.0760082305423984,0.03833354994613705,0.11961848469437515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050653245837974765,0.09921160778890513,0.0588587275562565,0.0,0.05505688097655002,0.0700640577553576,0.0,0.055010515029834346,0.0,0.2870235881182516,0.0,0.0,0.10752303855054372,0.04514086203210218,0.05401360110231022,0.0,0.1954859848734322,0.0,0.04951257160889511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197095619015815,0.0,0.0,0.05171217638809224,0.0,0.0,0.053154345656945434,0.0,0.0,0.11712793384043332,0.04414996847641518,0.0,0.1233374178588722,0.0,0.10464264878528208,0.12359028286402499,0.0,0.16179744925055842,0.0,0.0,0.08553054759335461,0.11622185454653015,0.0,0.26349895124024364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0365922422281757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037298672558344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869195535399693,0.13250444074981185,0.0,0.12312775511878345,0.06029125615024027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019934964123327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465063392108108,0.0,0.04265641782493688,0.0,0.08207122758661661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945036266013555,0.04983520657014949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052684868360686456,0.1468996325182932,0.05652385081015277,0.0,0.033291936872702745
socialanxiety,thetinxe,2019/04/02,"Being social without alcohol? Wasn't sure how to google or where to ask so reddit here I am.  In my free time, about 2-4 hours a day I play video games, and I play them drunk.  Its the only time I drink because I have a lot of fun talking to strangers.  


Without alcohol I have no desire to speak a word.  Its just a dull experience.    
I also had the same ""social high"" from my first week drinking coffee, but like alcohol my tolerance got the best of me.  


So any suggestions?  Google tells me to be myself blah blah, myself dont want to talk, but I want to have fun conversations.  Does that make sense?",2.0795454545454533,4.0264574999999985,3.5128787878787904,89.30727272727276,78.16666666666666,6.696969696969697,21.74242424242424,7.686295010490155,0.8123333333333327,460,13,98,7,11,151,82,120,0.07400000000000001,0.695,0.231,0.9673,0,0,5,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,0,0,7,0,9,6,0,2,1,16,14,8,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,7,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,1,16,9,14,9,3,9,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,2,7,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946026288298131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336953563921042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490878161660816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422147588508316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404146283265828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189667981682895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994912846385694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350025769483436,0.0,0.180803104017956,0.3022514249190818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509055059818455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122184744342075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233836841934914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299455639447374,0.0,0.0,0.15192471751032244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536845155338424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115470157434225,0.0,0.0,0.10297631639819373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732916529657128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31451734927647995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539749887725745,0.0,0.0,0.2479925081667057,0.13483864023624573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799119690957874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198469773436815,0.0,0.1237459605630669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974212420450684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gabeoobla,2019/04/02,"I have never felt so alone This is probably going to be a long post. Sorry

So here is some back story. I moved to this new high school because of job problems 3 weeks ago. At my old school I was doing great, I had a friend in every class, I had people I could talk to about anything, and was talking to girls. I was still quiet at my old school but it was a good thing.

The first day of school at my new school was terrible. I sat alone barely talking to anybody, in short I never wanted to go back. The second day I met 3 people in my first period who introduced themselves to me. One of them said I should sit with him at lunch and I did. It's a nice group of people and it was nice sitting with others. The third day my 2nd friend introduced me to his study hall group (my school has a 40 minute period for everyone to study.) They were all friendly and I finally felt I had friends.

Flash forward three weeks to today.

I have never been so quiet. My new kid appeal has worn off. My study hall group was already great friends I just feel out of place and I'm on my phone the whole time barely talking. My lunch group are also great friends so I feel out of place there and didn't say a word during lunch, I just sat there and listened. I feel like I don't truly have friends, just people I sit with. Almost every class I didn't say a word. I have troubles just talking to people if I don't feel totally comfortable with them or if they haven't introduced themselves to me (so that would be everyone in my classes.) Right now I'm home, tired, and just want to go to bed.

I'm looking for advice from you guys. I didn't get much sleep last night so maybe that made me so quiet? Just looking for some advice here.",1.3628208232445544,3.4146948220339013,2.587904761904764,94.52323728813562,81.00564971751412,5.401646489104119,19.4363196125908,6.474141703775902,-0.025416852300242262,1333,33,293,12,35,427,160,354,0.081,0.7659999999999999,0.153,0.985,1,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,4,2,23,18,0,0,11,0,34,5,1,1,5,47,58,20,0,8,10,0,6,1,7,2,1,7,2,3,10,14,3,0,6,0,0,5,9,3,0,6,24,15,47,15,41,29,6,56,0,0,2,0,33,20,0,6,30,192,57,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739618341410947,0.062318291585592885,0.0,0.07039708367893667,0.14562289692203678,0.07757976909487126,0.05622031292227252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057852379836699976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811546803785388,0.0,0.04285531627177441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613025566992539,0.0,0.0,0.13601650828395032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846457371330275,0.13435273861689648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218678148087355,0.05022361001664585,0.13500147884236682,0.07701217031748755,0.0,0.11959732663795633,0.0,0.0,0.3802048986955964,0.0,0.03672978162329348,0.0,0.11986237538967742,0.0589658027113667,0.0,0.2325239019937577,0.0,0.06960982104213051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427769682073643,0.07051842348727103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976367493270247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730533870290115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03434590159429668,0.0,0.0,0.062214868405339276,0.11807158868607613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652124980719959,0.0,0.0,0.07062759331139848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471967281685031,0.0516799017899433,0.0,0.1626632141585986,0.203693709198868,0.0,0.06597346385477706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753979689804714,0.0,0.047638309666767034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436920332089887,0.0,0.14690080694518867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732967784818775,0.0,0.07579721583412986,0.06726931480710459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060037341182873225,0.06687309750129096,0.11181360398272792,0.0,0.4268949644272769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703525571809196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786970938153665,0.0,0.0,0.05614309716944847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825295633008806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467053828397373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04099353681044676,0.08080156127900727,0.0666378730239705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293162976321987,0.0,0.11278370449684448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784894335276315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994037176861635,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwoutaccount56,2019/04/02,"Being ugly and a empty shell I am in my early 20s. Wide forehead, thick but ugly tricolored hair due to constant bleaching when I was a teen, bad eyesight, weird nose, slight dark circles under eyes and bad skin(working on it). I feel as if my appearance deters a lot of people. I don't have anyone to confide in and I feel I would just have to give up making friends. I tried different styles and approaches but nothing works. I don't smile a lot, which may be a factor, but even if I do smile, people don't want to have anything to do with me. 

I tend to be on social media a lot and to be honest while I do talk time from time to people who share an interest in video games,  I tend to feel left out since everyone is talking to each other while I'm at the sidelines, favoriting pictures and retweeting them. I do draw but it's nothing special and I'm lucky even if I get one notification. I don't make much text posts either because I think this would annoy people or they would think it is boring. It annoys me when I see people having relationships and having friendships. Sometimes I would have to get off of social media because it angers me so much.",4.384074675324673,5.363817783549784,5.314218073593075,82.6770413961039,70.29870129870129,7.506601731601733,26.991612554112557,7.645422480735847,1.5134521645021644,912,29,176,10,16,299,130,231,0.158,0.733,0.11,-0.8947,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,1,6,13,3,0,8,0,27,4,4,2,0,39,44,22,0,8,10,0,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,7,0,1,1,8,25,6,26,34,7,25,0,0,2,0,12,13,0,10,9,127,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468825803844164,0.0,0.09966948373494998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225631202646413,0.1476643574616136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088512250289014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654213733128328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999409524142927,0.0,0.0,0.11573307903772648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183722127907295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357517498713312,0.0,0.12655791801217406,0.11618706021803822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159465163789064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089096152806647,0.0,0.0,0.16169390752418686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780707775692563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324312514157491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207243580808217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198385478491953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159972027099268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003499996156867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651506427901477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018974923628282,0.0,0.0,0.2469283276360989,0.0,0.0,0.11978842599189995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469951482407966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521456444468046,0.0,0.0,0.1412493197998044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223091556181923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143831202043797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763501439122734,0.0,0.0,0.34415393702105584,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jeburt515,2019/04/02,"My social anxiety makes me so angry and I feel like I have no control over it It makes me feel like I come across as a very unpleasant person. I’m not sure if anyone actually notices, but I always worry after I come home from school that everyone noticed I was pissed off and assume I must be a complete jerk. But in the moment, the only thing that makes me feel better is getting angry that I’m being forced into situations that are anxiety producing. It’s not until the anxiety is passed that I beat myself up for not being able to control my emotions. Does anyone have any advice to not only deal with anxiety but specifically getting angry as a reaction to it? ",7.094252747252746,6.622964623076926,8.354395604395606,68.24346153846156,64.30769230769229,10.813186813186817,33.18681318681319,10.290406445055957,3.4992197802197795,531,19,90,11,7,184,79,130,0.292,0.659,0.049,-0.9887,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,5,1,6,2,0,6,0,10,1,1,6,2,26,22,10,0,2,8,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,6,0,2,4,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,3,14,4,16,17,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,5,68,24,2,0.13446824067646318,0.0,0.13122160562331292,0.0,0.0,0.13140080851210628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188834826898476,0.0,0.0,0.09144301477244726,0.0,0.41147134424693743,0.0,0.0,0.18804664084661715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189262314326608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316649654220715,0.14098739198393226,0.0,0.3016351319704785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386308516567994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767406358145605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125867183063146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284901664762178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039735484137436,0.1921282760145804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050821156297835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488260926867868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138878028265136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26927578444362105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30618596651930324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453831281088436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741248107685726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608903848132806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511479365187728,0.0,0.13707343738480252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673472547130513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933472407325549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109503812114879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655902565068034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tempus--Frangit,2019/04/02,"I really am invisible. Everyone in my small department just got up and went to lunch together. 

I know it’s probably not personal since I’m new and the only woman but I still feel excluded and hurt.

I had to take a lorazepam, which I hardly ever do, so I don’t look upset when they get back.",0.218,2.597659133333337,3.658333333333335,82.19250000000002,91.0,8.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.1813333333333333,228,8,46,8,8,83,50,60,0.19699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.9099,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,12,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,3,8,0,4,9,0,10,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,5,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129401561127882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504967808862591,0.0,0.2646160966092828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002286627067695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446831905701842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148422197916884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807264860679526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964566195407594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521921133835153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254935656843365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674583080675273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061584488289414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24180241405103825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29857468622312605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740684957278302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290772921934078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211546616388326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821501822297336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25671456972353224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,well-machine,2019/04/02,do meds have an impact on SA? i stopped going to my therapist a while ago because he was expecting me to go to a physiatrist to get medication for my SA but i really don’t want to do that. i guess i need to hear from other people that they do work and i have nothing to be afraid of. ,1.4829032258064532,2.6771124516129063,4.281483870967743,86.45222580645166,77.70967741935483,8.185806451612903,23.690322580645162,8.841846274778883,1.53328,220,7,51,5,5,79,44,62,0.026000000000000002,0.94,0.034,0.1072,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,7,15,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,0,11,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24833746543877736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707777981829346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636763368136402,0.0,0.31843318923316283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30861854142298445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157511827444259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111852411409167,0.28222323562184004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077288410505535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688129893227923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422182583944106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794722708871825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342192587747671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252775680860652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524065580182226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039536812017128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Janmarjun12,2019/04/02,"Solo travel social anxiety fix? I recently got a chance to sit down with a psychiatrist. With despair I spoke of my increasingly worse social anxiety. I was very shy from infancy and never grew from it. I am now 24 years old and struggle to function normally. Through my teenage years alcohol served as a ""great"" crutch to get past the nervousness of outings. I am deeply conflicted by 2-3 traumatic events in my life. Paired with depression since childhood, mood problems, and often a lost sense of self. 

To all this my psychiatrist suggest a switch in antidepressant, and that I embark on a solo traveling journey. She said that maybe I want to be depressed. That despite minimal work history in past year, many new medications, and being on waitlist for surgery in Canada, I should pack my bag and take flight! My anxiety surely says if I can't control my frantic mind in my home country, why try and master it in a foreign country? She pushed the idea from start to finish.

This was from one and only appointment so far. Touching base with doctor in a week to check meds. Any input would be great!! ",5.215474137931037,7.211378980295567,5.6921151477832534,76.85078355911331,69.54187192118226,9.015886699507387,32.39193349753695,9.516144504307137,3.2921628078817733,875,40,150,20,16,281,135,203,0.161,0.78,0.06,-0.9613,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,4,12,0,3,10,0,10,4,0,1,3,26,18,11,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,1,1,7,12,1,2,1,2,1,6,2,8,0,1,6,4,19,3,32,7,2,33,0,4,0,0,9,11,0,2,15,93,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202134071237826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037124925686224,0.0,0.3049864949132269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149049896067863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22891970460902095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360207920888273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943068664890444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628602779154543,0.2930282269446924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333017063465032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500191117796865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938656869910536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506752853873242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347318268629466,0.13350807119583033,0.0,0.1476132695733379,0.13387490488612575,0.0,0.0,0.1341832330338598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249465286217876,0.12834810945141986,0.0,0.0,0.13020613482365795,0.0,0.0,0.13944800314542105,0.0,0.09005119019981245,0.1010705021898514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25372127323258936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715988255417748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312150097323479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641090887698653,0.10568120688588722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863554146578966,0.0,0.0,0.10992979647448876,0.0,0.0,0.2709337133562961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940617791859218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892777557164265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524932050379303,0.0,0.09991839154820477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022507672220062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096499779732592,0.07838325937284414,0.0,0.106598102410946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991453538389682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674710025874833,0.0,0.13542849938740442,0.09440280203565447,0.0,0.0,0.2567346484480189
socialanxiety,Lramon5226,2019/04/02,"Help with sa Hi I've had social anxiety for a number of years. Used to work at a call centre and it involved talking all day to customers. Got to a point with the anxiety where I couldn't get my words out so I had to leave the job. This very slight social anxiety manifested into something physical.now I have a phone phobia. Im overly aware that nature or people are judging me. Very scared of embarrassing myself .I work at a warehouse now stacking shelves and I love it but it's time to face and overcome my anxiety. This is somewhat oversimplification of my social anxiety. Dm me please and let's see if we can help each other in someway.

Thanks ",2.390753655793024,5.012586551181101,3.9289595050618686,83.05112204724409,81.1259842519685,6.463217097862768,24.81946006749156,7.7094869923839395,1.5837113610798657,520,20,96,9,14,172,89,127,0.126,0.75,0.12300000000000001,0.6809,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,7,0,8,2,1,1,1,18,14,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,12,2,17,9,3,12,0,0,1,1,12,8,0,3,4,64,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643893918713943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066842708646538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515967824969286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709051450190438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801186135818285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780374697268854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938289520989402,0.0,0.14642389244957887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623765040604745,0.0,0.15088325664519656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317262325345738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229488654613772,0.0,0.0,0.1619692250895731,0.1394855715125711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772660431796694,0.0,0.11758088437797945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45123605353709795,0.0,0.11359374693654993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859776145824112,0.0,0.13584726355046606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603952172604086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743868456683474,0.0,0.24349386777134566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21484113424454868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501949399505
socialanxiety,megalchari,2019/04/02,"Idk if this girl wants to have sex or just hangout I am in Bumble (Tinder but instead of looking for love, is for profesional proyects) and I met a girl there, we talked, I wanted to invite her to go out to take a coffee and she was asking what was I looking for, I told her that I was open for everything but I wanted to meet her, she insisted and she told me that if I was sincere, maybe she wanted that too, but I told her that again and idk if I am too inocent",3.804545454545455,3.6091265757575752,5.1480303030303025,87.54204545454546,71.12121212121212,7.8121212121212125,26.601010101010104,7.1686216300943375,1.0717797979797976,357,10,82,3,6,120,54,99,0.028999999999999998,0.8540000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.8873,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,19,22,11,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,20,2,12,14,0,5,0,0,2,2,19,3,0,4,1,65,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094409726793352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931782618424775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215791587422944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609984989274404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939958082083421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594064628080434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161151796290546,0.17276425156845693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6161660587515665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071193534581304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,impersonal_darkness,2019/04/02,"I thought about myself in 3rd person and can’t stop hating myself Does anyone else start thinking about how they look and act in the third person and then judge themselves?? Recently I’ll start replaying random scenes in my head and I’ll judge myself doing whatever it is.  And then I realized that I wouldn’t be friends with myself either and that the reason why I had no friends was just because I was really fucking weird and still am... :^) and it got me questioning everything good and bad that’s ever been said about me by my friends and colleagues. I can’t really get out of this cycle and I don’t know how to because my brain keeps clinging on to the idea that I’m not being more negative, I’m just looking at things more realistically now.",6.949948979591838,6.5483967414966,7.068767006802722,77.11090561224492,64.578231292517,10.07108843537415,31.980442176870746,9.516144504307137,2.7423340136054413,599,20,114,10,8,193,92,147,0.09699999999999999,0.779,0.124,0.7187,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,10,8,2,0,3,0,13,3,2,3,1,31,28,15,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,8,13,0,2,7,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,7,3,17,4,14,18,3,16,0,0,2,1,8,6,1,2,9,82,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397557405758528,0.16701596298288346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361007995909094,0.1987303824562357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819653943472169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264513195239575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616819369376762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744565743356866,0.0,0.0,0.14649669702181273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778074269229736,0.1506937612039993,0.08516240439390538,0.0,0.0,0.13671928647492926,0.13036848859031536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093183794947888,0.1672882312526865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401068577647076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488466582866666,0.0,0.0,0.08958225385030315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27376314093677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846560804704937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826008034894811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884794986929975,0.16759435922955576,0.1609459197470398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505329791741185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23074889976385116,0.0,0.130174505095306,0.13627791015628862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082920323775456,0.10444581984819183,0.0,0.12940627254126694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708496556733733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whocares-anymore,2019/04/02,"I’m lost Sorry this is kind of a long rant kinda post. Most of it probably won’t even make sense and just be one big ramble.

I feel so worthless at this point. When I look in the mirror and look into my eyes I see a empty soul. I feel and look completely dead. I’ve seen two therapist and neither have helped one bit. Mainly that’s my fault because whenever I was there I just wanted to go home. I didn’t wanna talk about anything involving me. I’ve also tried multiple SSRIs and busiprone and all of them did nothing. I feel like a zombie with or without them and it’s destroying me in college and work.

I skip classes all the time and my mom and teachers push so hard for me to do all the homework and basically will build outlines for me and how I should do them. About a month ago I skipped a meeting with someone at my school and the dean emailed my mom about it. She started screaming at me saying how everyone does so much for me and I just say fuck you to them. Then kept asking what is wrong with me and how I’m lazy and she doesn’t know what to do with me. My mom knows I have depression and anxiety and at the beginning she was very supportive especially when I was in the hospital because I had a seizure cause I cold turkey stopped taking Xanax which wasn’t prescribed. 

I don’t even feel like I’m living life. I abuse all sorts of drugs which makes me feel worse about myself. I already know I’m gonna be a detriment to society and always be a piece of shit. Sorry for the long rant I just don’t know where to go anymore.
",3.1108803552769047,4.312941115987464,4.131054075235114,89.1188799634274,73.57680250783699,7.322936259143156,26.14433124346917,7.793537801064563,1.2889340647857883,1212,41,263,16,24,393,165,319,0.196,0.7959999999999999,0.008,-0.9947,0,0,1,0,1,0,19.0,0,1,4,2,22,13,3,0,15,0,23,6,2,6,4,57,55,30,1,3,6,3,6,2,0,4,3,3,2,0,10,24,0,2,9,0,0,3,8,9,0,3,10,16,44,4,33,38,10,26,1,3,6,1,19,11,2,4,13,175,54,7,0.0,0.12260235905803606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172539489406953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418854360351118,0.08274986801877915,0.08610047549404119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791589985461743,0.0,0.1026205709610862,0.0,0.0,0.08515208377936033,0.0,0.0967362650197988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615624428470454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129691942769009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062985461549488,0.0,0.0,0.10849281159552401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912388679452107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055270709084116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999952346137775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136690088998864,0.0,0.0,0.09887592945169542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616033420568179,0.14784681494213522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566206593910848,0.0,0.0,0.11761580145864288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269433725627804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935790583838088,0.0,0.10379505081253784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775452367065808,0.22747122127240985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308828984877999,0.10110647473070462,0.0,0.0913713674127912,0.1831463356123716,0.2606818035871253,0.0,0.11295647976768755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814231441918898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635701729028797,0.0825937039053164,0.0,0.07606690233570497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928819058663986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402362823206911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978184415901629,0.0,0.0991015820809708,0.0,0.11156482915946796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457683159940634,0.0,0.10472342387788416,0.08245712259644361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621681724246547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767503603220975,0.0,0.0,0.2316662355005557,0.073240976561412,0.0,0.0,0.08651072428782673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742354885753233,0.0,0.0,0.07780121359357993,0.08317023815528826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014382658758525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033779579593125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025353747987938,0.0,0.10108119738386932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537868979519365,0.06103293507967995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974735009616308,0.0,0.07533189531137534,0.0,0.10545107306310283,0.0,0.11313496468821173,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,terroruchiha,2019/04/02,"practicing what you are going to say man, does it ever grind your gears when you practice a speech or dialogue for a ""normal"" encounter for hours and then end up messing it up anyway? when it comes to expressing it, not only can you not articulate it well, or at all, but you do not even end up saying it the perfect way you layered it within your mind after hours of contemplation. like, wtf is this? ",10.53076923076923,6.731393102564103,10.132051282051282,68.7296153846154,60.282051282051285,12.964102564102564,38.82051282051282,10.504223727775694,3.8600205128205136,314,10,60,5,3,103,56,78,0.076,0.825,0.099,0.4684,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,7,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,3,13,6,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,3,7,3,11,6,1,17,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,10,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974378072834646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130784250805921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313170752986008,0.0,0.0,0.16082185626314532,0.2202492860492576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838012437473576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795742462056838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895618084314692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458539717971328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23856703013461775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18518397442872367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872636523917044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932698359298693,0.0,0.0,0.21892540112595915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dynamics5,2019/04/02,"I learned I have to have an internship in order to graduate and I’m freaking out over it I have one more year before I graduate and I just learned I have to get an internship before doing so and I can’t stop stressing over it.. 

Has anyone with social anxiety been in the same position as me? I think I will have to attend career fairs and the first one I went to was horrible. 

Things like this makes me wish I was a normal person who could actually talk to professionals...",3.0500263157894736,4.855680568421054,4.815986842105263,81.68503289473686,74.89473684210526,8.539473684210527,25.559210526315788,9.188382445141503,2.1713421052631583,374,13,74,9,8,127,60,95,0.141,0.8029999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.7759,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,0,13,0,0,1,0,16,19,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,4,0,13,1,13,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,60,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.23036557890931084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058922913605516,0.0,0.0,0.16506227413851296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017481902905687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884788505557186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007969354960253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333432190707345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532953086585265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757535169851872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312937711220264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31992777304310344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061230240703852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406387393771473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736107452177307,0.2704118849384485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974026290598545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683122706877514,0.15126104598248016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21883480213383344,0.0,0.0,0.2714633257307688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201824680445258
socialanxiety,SlowIntern9,2019/04/02,"I thought I was doing some progress, but my hopes just got crushed. A few years ago, I found a passion that was a game changer for me; something I was interested in learning, and luckily, something that is known to pay well. This was getting me motivated to change my life, including my social one; for once in my life, I had a primary goal and along with it some secondary ones. I did not make huge progress, but I was slowly feeling more and more confident about pretty much everything. 

 I ended up studying this subject and was doing pretty good on exams. 

The other day was my final thesis presentation that concluded my degrees. I spent time working on this subject, on the report and also on my presentation. During the presentation in itself, I felt I was doing alright, especially versus what I would have done years earlier. Sure I stuttered a couple of time, but I thought I was doing fine nonetheless. 

One of the committee member disagreed. He felt each one of my sentences were vague, fuzzy and were lacking in meaning, and he (not the field expert in the committee) didn't understand anything I said. Apparently my written report wasn't any better. And finally, he added that he gave me the bare minimum so that I don't fail my degree. I was crushed. I'm still am. 

I'm starting to think I might not be able to do the work I want to do, as it would include some form of communication,explaining or vulgarization. And I think most professionals on the field would agree that no matter how competent you're technically, if you can't convince other people of the work you do, there is no point. 

​

TLDR: Thought I was improving with my SA, realized I am and will be just bad at communicating with others.

​

I'm about to start my internship and I'm so scared I will just fail.",6.1648063474986525,7.132293393491125,6.705368477676172,74.35274341043574,66.24852071005918,9.69575040344271,34.00268961807423,9.800150414767053,3.381078106508877,1429,63,253,30,22,467,176,338,0.10300000000000001,0.691,0.20600000000000002,0.9905,1,0,2,0,0,1,51.0,0,2,0,12,12,15,0,1,15,1,40,3,0,4,1,59,66,21,0,7,12,0,3,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,16,16,0,0,16,1,2,0,9,5,1,4,29,4,41,10,32,29,11,29,0,2,0,1,10,14,0,8,15,190,57,13,0.10569148524179643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368912460754518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452144256258275,0.0,0.2290333602041007,0.2568534461566584,0.07187383427988261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697508685582579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824797544061218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347552976892376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118075771949974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694561813586996,0.0,0.06816226434254116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815908470225363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361128502939328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949886919090168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344079061205791,0.0,0.2029608009406577,0.2315597118468067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158852582706258,0.0,0.0,0.055219438783655934,0.0,0.0,0.08864900332226593,0.08453113584878834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497549269039384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493060433896798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054988710673225,0.0,0.0,0.11512901194894025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212196355462986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769540267087588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255798238558913,0.2864771428679145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327316806759593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991261606058434,0.0,0.0,0.21505247453146376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053680557153484,0.0,0.10581561475571456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773915916142422,0.0,0.1627329379158306,0.0,0.0,0.14961795449046528,0.0,0.08440535664135587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996129740330435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354456722156315,0.0,0.25172170028556523,0.123259109985802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002856354713328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233957636756988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502933826947844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23083398010662515,0.0,0.0,0.2252405960367526,0.0,0.2568534461566584,0.13612370252851305
socialanxiety,chromedreams1,2019/04/02,"I've just come out of a presentation where I was obviously on the brink of tears towards the end I'm just so embarrassed. I'm 22 and currently doing a Masters. All I had to do was present to two people (people that will be marking my dissertation) and I just started having tears in my eyes at the end.

I just started overthinking what I did, hated everything I worked on, buckled each time they had valid questions and concerns with the things I did.

I couldn't say what I was thinking. I couldn't speak at times. I hate how I cant just talk like a normal person!

I'm currently sitting in the college bathroom wanting to leave but I have tears running down my face.  I'm not really sure what I'm expecting from writing this but I just want to stop crying. ",3.4954385964912262,5.073296263157896,4.721052631578949,83.77570175438599,73.21052631578948,7.698245614035088,29.114035087719287,8.344100000000001,2.0890508771929817,600,25,119,10,12,198,92,152,0.17800000000000002,0.812,0.01,-0.9614,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,9,5,2,1,8,0,16,2,2,1,3,30,29,7,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,7,3,18,2,17,18,2,25,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,1,12,83,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758603926477136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370205150436092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446239028664023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484736868840622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384152120500924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20599844273504853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504641865584827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061591976928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26975043817539623,0.16987197548901156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793849731486226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463255224511338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471252933022922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27540442052046304,0.0,0.0,0.16265099818348966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833593667505898,0.0,0.0,0.15637046581772446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924917282137946,0.12465862468039472,0.0,0.0,0.2268852282810156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004531273335049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294991261372423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163339942321448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,teapot0,2019/04/02,"Should I date this girl or not? I've had social anxiety for many years, and one of my biggest triggers is relationships. I'm in my mid 20s and have only been in one relationship so far. It lasted a few years, it was great but the first year was pretty exhausting for me. From the first few dates, to the first kiss, first sleepover, being vulnerable, meeting their family and friends etc. I've now been single for over a year and I've been on a few dates. Recently I met a girl online and we have been texting for a few weeks. We haven't been able to meet up yet because of the distance, but she's been talking about meeting soon. Before we meet we (she mostly) want to talk on the phone as well as video chat. She seems really great and I can see this going somewhere. Problem is, my anxiety is very intense whenever I think about meeting her, and doing all the things a potential relationship entails. Even calling her feels too overwhelming.

​

I recently started therapy for the first time in my life, but now I'm wondering.. Should I try and meet this girl, or should I just take a break from dating and focus on therapy? I really like her and I know it would upset her if we didn't meet and I'd hate to miss out on something great, but I'm also tired of feeling so damn anxious. What to do?",3.684961389961387,5.184144552123552,4.6774884169884166,84.59268050193052,72.59073359073359,7.959922779922781,26.8496138996139,8.548686976883017,1.8369581467181464,1025,36,206,18,20,334,140,259,0.121,0.745,0.134,0.6772,0,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,5,0,1,5,13,14,2,2,14,0,24,4,0,1,1,41,41,23,0,7,9,0,2,1,1,4,3,0,0,3,8,17,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,7,1,7,11,3,27,7,29,25,8,38,0,2,1,1,34,13,1,6,24,147,35,0,0.1027081540321268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213567367205782,0.0,0.1112842419827959,0.12480164911670732,0.0,0.0,0.15714291341999398,0.11603097934256475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260993739536465,0.0,0.08739707426834799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048765087268428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454674142020835,0.06783776707454907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682410682986467,0.0,0.1038646574267516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368175167562113,0.0,0.0,0.07935206502662928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837141084679616,0.0,0.0,0.3397083072361675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140303837191836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644571540577896,0.08372085381089296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725458066338646,0.050178016070845655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412994750635808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919540656017584,0.0781141793481082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044911168985678,0.0,0.09827783236955934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159494693114368,0.0,0.20282382260539664,0.3308103599306215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184510109407518,0.09350164598235672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469802869292426,0.0,0.07906975484033595,0.0,0.0,0.072697360059907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722374964467801,0.16510584739059195,0.0,0.0,0.23491145048023626,0.0,0.06823473375107154,0.06581123793029398,0.0,0.0,0.05988995057322856,0.11804791408011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973209464751709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474498354455913,0.06057993032466037,0.0,0.08238628590422446,0.0,0.09234696522831057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138261181131988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296092578352223,0.0,0.12480164911670732,0.2645627351103405
socialanxiety,fuckshitbih,2019/04/02,I need application references ugh i really doesn’t feel like asking for my boss to be my reference but i need him to :/ lol it’s for a college application. how unethical is it to not ask him ,1.5603846153846168,3.7794147179487183,5.156089743589742,75.46182692307694,81.30769230769229,10.053846153846157,25.134615384615394,10.125756701596842,3.1282769230769243,150,6,31,6,4,56,29,39,0.215,0.659,0.127,-0.5951,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,8,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,21,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7011929225476784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962321103416288,0.2679169498569741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832175981014096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561505262976945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402497347141556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,notquiteadoughnut,2019/04/02,"Should I take this job offer? I’m quitting my current job as a social worker because I just cannot do it anymore. I want to work in administration and my previous job is offering me a position! It pays more and I think it’s what I need in order to start moving up towards the salary I eventually want. 

There’s just two things that scare me. 
1. I have to give tours around the school.
2. I have to speak in front of a lot of people at a United Way conference about the school. 

The job is one I’ve always been interested in but those two things terrify me. I blush so easily. 

I need advice. Do I take the job?",0.6476827896512916,2.8365787007873986,3.0927390326209228,89.04639763779528,84.8267716535433,6.463217097862768,19.30764904386952,7.7094869923839395,0.6628452193475818,473,13,104,9,14,163,80,127,0.055999999999999994,0.852,0.09300000000000001,0.324,7,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,19,5,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,1,1,16,1,16,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,2,71,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435146486458954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440084472412128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635093112618618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239327099940685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381127299576659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189080411691062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6821770218533675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688719174738488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612774893302893,0.0,0.2038908897013978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316527618693422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531671353280304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462351749841379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376492501274595,0.2782899417288653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015147482883333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731455649887764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674739609964904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268154021913788,0.08809661625334217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686111615548648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621877066077542,0.10913139818144757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009273942844653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,draediamond,2019/04/02,"20 M Nervous smile/face twitch? I don’t understand how my smile feels like my face is cracking when I’m in a social situation. This happens especially when meeting someone new, early on meeting up with friends/family, during speeches, and when I talk to anyone I’m attracted to. My face just feels like it’s twitching and I can’t hide it or stop it unless I just instantly stop smiling. My brother who also has SA said he didn’t notice it on multiple occasions but that could just be because he’s so focused on his thoughts. Nobody has brought it up before so it could be me imagining things but I’m almost certain it’s not. If this was fixed, I feel my confidence would shoot up at least 20%. For my whole teenage life to my college life (now) I’ve been that quiet nerd. Don’t get me wrong, my fashion is on point, I make great beats, and I’m a great gamer. In my mind, I have it all going for me but it’s like something has control over me to where I can’t project that confidence. Anyway, I’m digressing here. Anybody else gone through this and/or have tips for the twitch? I’m to my wits end here I just don’t know what to do. ",2.4588362068965535,4.230237556034485,3.633137931034483,89.67565517241381,76.45689655172414,6.708965517241379,26.686206896551727,7.554174236665415,1.3581406896551722,891,35,189,12,20,289,131,232,0.068,0.765,0.16699999999999998,0.9789,0,0,1,1,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,16,10,0,1,3,0,21,7,2,3,2,34,40,16,0,4,11,1,3,3,0,1,5,3,0,0,18,4,0,3,7,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,7,6,24,7,23,28,3,25,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,3,12,117,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435934107896868,0.0,0.0,0.12327400517774535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778553160623423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396864238882092,0.0,0.13117062177991634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728927616264809,0.24615307416196644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877286441854635,0.0,0.1365314846213647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531926157118555,0.0,0.2338291952507463,0.22025012809148925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053721252436451,0.0,0.0876072147614002,0.0,0.0,0.3399026817698164,0.0,0.0,0.13631467413925402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471701883125501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776194783069305,0.225930271332178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289657730397957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155647942972271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887939997281452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755012321574551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572193725225266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466323138226458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327148855745536,0.0,0.1571369023248424,0.13061111883998255,0.11867249554083342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577532443040963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390023832621196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241066452217154,0.0,0.0,0.12237818492578514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604759845688408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210339701347288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095040089245752,0.1685392443114668,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wormpotion,2019/04/02,"Forgot how to be funny? i don’t know how to explain this other than i used to be really good at reading situations and knowing how to tell jokes in those situations but now it seems like i’ve lost that intuition. i’m in my first year of college and while i am enjoying it my social anxiety got worse a few months in, and i started to second guess my humor and lost all confidence in my joke telling abilities (even tho there was literally no evidence i wasn’t funny, thank you brain very cool). anyway, i was wondering if anyone else has dealt w this as a result of anxiety and what did you do to get your sense of humor back?",7.511207349081367,5.718901236220471,8.460275590551182,72.10673884514439,64.19685039370079,12.246194225721785,34.55249343832021,11.20814326018867,3.67949973753281,495,17,99,12,6,170,87,127,0.114,0.645,0.24100000000000002,0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,3,9,11,0,0,2,1,10,1,1,5,1,20,25,13,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,2,0,2,8,1,13,9,16,15,2,12,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,4,8,71,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622069489259039,0.0,0.0,0.11983127535259396,0.17559671020712525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177887584592596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913141956507963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316408096825267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319335717687198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577378745666436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953777697543315,0.0,0.0,0.1437434871379539,0.13706640552364824,0.0,0.1887918622266624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883694083860108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837264895422092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741580169690937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367920482778087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714240812201396,0.0,0.10978894554621127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601582520656246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852714394346658,0.0,0.1746979871039829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130202095292685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995833341123964,0.15778156450368533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801531148823693,0.0,0.14140455390823586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858518094824161,0.0,0.0,0.17464852156201946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036162252409312
socialanxiety,immertraurig,2019/04/02,"Crippling Social Anxiety A few months back, I got transferred from one Starbucks to another. I was extremely happy about this change as the negativity coming from the entire staff from my old store was palpable.

Forward to having worked there for about a week or so... I get a text in the afternoon from my boss, telling me about how said boss wanted me to come to the Christmas staff party happening later on the same day. I agreed to coming, out of respect, even though I was fully aware that I have major social anxiety.

Then comes the time to get ready. All goes well until it's time to leave...  I physically cannot get myself to get in my car. I sit on my bed and proceed to deeply sob for a good hour. I inform my boss that I won't be able to make it.  I then take a good shower and feel as I can surpass my fears. I get myself to leave and finally arrive to destination. The restaurant is filled and our staff is huge. I sit and chat with the few girls I knew at that time. 15 minutes in, I feel overwhelmed and leave running to my car, bawling my eyes out.

I feel so silly...
Sharing this in hope that someone can relate.",3.9807166666666665,5.039696880000001,4.8934861111111125,85.02556250000002,71.3111111111111,7.580555555555558,26.0625,7.865858978985527,1.3771833333333334,878,27,179,11,16,286,127,225,0.062,0.7959999999999999,0.142,0.9590000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,1,11,11,0,2,13,0,12,1,1,5,1,28,32,16,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,8,13,0,0,5,1,1,9,3,3,1,1,6,5,30,8,36,24,5,37,0,2,1,0,9,11,1,2,17,122,38,8,0.12501063431015802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108454995220034,0.19126558615623585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612546133856803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224467528157344,0.4307423690406494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062151725830838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256834495848765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067171862406164,0.18962739856950506,0.0,0.0,0.1369430394152473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265644840170115,0.0,0.0,0.2097059779399767,0.09998242419661124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054649106651288,0.13307614478646265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416376681834995,0.12311029332084628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971046348714203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344556912551468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997822956353482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311776316563494,0.0,0.08471044110920813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891374037616825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548651974376169,0.10592110477615524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399243923584062,0.0,0.1092648044538269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282231349607177,0.0,0.21868411852543201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373451102998224,0.0,0.10027599031838877,0.0,0.11239957341846656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100923064726384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ruir74jrb5btbgh,2019/04/02,"Questions about social anxiety. I'm 16 and about a year ago I was diagnosed with bad social anxiety. If I was spoken to I did not have the confidence to respond a lot of the time, and I constantly was under the illusion that someone somewhere cared about that odd thing I said 2 weeks ago in a casual interaction. I had 3 friends. That being said, about 4 months ago I told myself calmly in my head ""okay, stop worrying about what you look like."" And I did, I stopped worrying. I stopped worrying overall about social interaction. That being said, the day I said that my brain became, foggy? Maybe not foggy, something else, I cant describe it. I've been unable to properly socialize even with close friends and family, and it's not because of nervousness. I used to be able to at least imagine a normal conversation between me and someone else, now no matter how hard I try I can't do that. I also do feel like my thoughts aren't really my own, like my conscious mind is being mostly populated by someone elses thoughts with a few of my thoughts occasionally sprinkled in there. I feel like something's missing, even to the point where I feel like it could've been some sort of brain damage, although I know that's irrational. Has anyone else had a similar experience, and if so if you got over it, how did you? Also, is there a chance it wasnt social anxiety since it went away so fast?",6.241940298507463,6.522628529850749,6.881305970149256,75.56061567164181,65.94029850746269,10.282089552238807,33.541044776119406,10.125756701596842,3.3349283582089555,1098,45,205,24,16,362,141,268,0.146,0.7490000000000001,0.105,-0.838,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,0,18,15,0,1,12,1,24,4,3,3,0,40,43,17,0,4,6,0,4,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,15,11,0,3,10,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,21,9,30,11,28,18,6,25,0,2,1,0,20,10,0,8,19,142,45,0,0.08301293327553158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075786990493007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277082549739175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905140002181744,0.0,0.0,0.05804457309308893,0.08505656015537688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799338343102373,0.0,0.0693123318325295,0.05060391362657411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853397751217004,0.0,0.0,0.08463721799638801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970748998601914,0.0,0.06627907239665368,0.0,0.0,0.053536474474093966,0.0,0.0,0.08425637986614676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27738661505906315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965851902973753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120257767649099,0.07825720553030623,0.0,0.1259214999710136,0.17791336835642435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827117265238255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639302611621707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436328281307175,0.0,0.08519521877252521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045621737152474695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027796302660025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970995660995495,0.0,0.0,0.07057462730027073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339764917186622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838193982810989,0.0,0.06626013135094902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133504929541129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847405409666015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299348367086882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053180210723946665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31585723726189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866915623750243,0.0,0.0,0.4231061570460512,0.21100976693162216,0.12781482336096328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082075878743161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055150104228137216,0.0,0.0,0.19770898915843274,0.04840550896528811,0.0,0.0,0.0793224151858723,0.0,0.056360332582033476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169652114020764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658796781068613,0.0,0.0,0.07695382081740766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529109898549251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345760734351515
socialanxiety,nya_philosopher,2019/04/02,"Is it social anxiety if there's no fear of judgement? I keep thinking I have social anxiety, but others' experiences don't match mine.

Let me explain. I do get fear in social situations. A lot of fear, to where I sometimes go into a panic attack. But fear of judgement isn't a factor. Like, throughout most of my life I struggled to even comprehend that people have an opinion of me and it should matter.

In fact, I'm like the complete opposite of a socially anxious person in certain aspects. The only place I feel comfortable socially is performing (especially in theater, especially in IMPROV theater). And I love intimate conversations. It's just getting TO the intimate conversations that's excruciating and fear-inducing.

The fear is more like a deep-seeded belief that I'm not supposed to exist. That the very fact that I'm in the same room is annoying to people, even if I'm making their day better. This is starting to sound like a judgement fear, but it's really not. It's more like: I'm just one more person society has to deal with. I shouldn't be here to make them feel more at peace.

Anyone else relate to this?",4.606500824628917,6.494722107476638,6.082028587135793,73.87850192413416,70.9158878504673,8.960527762506869,30.34524463991204,9.478462496947786,3.093771632765256,897,38,153,21,17,304,111,214,0.21899999999999997,0.637,0.14400000000000002,-0.9556,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,2,7,19,2,8,13,0,15,2,0,2,3,32,32,8,0,4,9,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,1,2,13,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,0,3,14,9,24,28,7,14,1,0,0,1,14,11,0,5,7,105,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346519159443223,0.09942410597679896,0.0,0.061537311968181664,0.09017470192825038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012192252281772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783601527709473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227482166163488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056757945761878176,0.0907324898590194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735194771753773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625704412847515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608881224924876,0.0,0.6932350857674175,0.08899908253599519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196120292406502,0.0,0.05001703313141107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822564575107789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999424813703855,0.0621627259185925,0.214981568534566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482134204432636,0.07943074910103709,0.0,0.11749218440829907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059636568318809785,0.06693412819405513,0.0,0.10325854656652086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220274748527096,0.1536905619681484,0.09194973615517003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056380244413285076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989247952638444,0.0,0.4485658898730256,0.0,0.0,0.087042264313607,0.0,0.06229258833962317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200517795350358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639203884617708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261590200028117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SelfRespectingNomad,2019/04/02,"I feel like my friends are all becoming cooler than me... I've always been the type of person that values having a small group of friends over lots of acquaintances, and have had the same group of about three best friends for years now.  I always thought my friends were like me in this way, but lately I feel like they have all really started to come out of their shells, and are making lots of new friends (more girls).  I really hate to be jealous, but it's definitely there, and I'm starting to get pretty down on myself, as I could always justify not having a lot of friends with knowing that I had a close group of friends that were just like me.  Any tips on how to get over it, and maybe get myself out there more as well?",11.585172413793106,6.292842000000004,9.961379310344828,75.29655172413796,60.03448275862069,13.255172413793106,40.03448275862068,9.3871,3.454351724137931,570,16,122,6,5,175,84,145,0.055999999999999994,0.674,0.27,0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,7,15,2,0,5,0,13,0,0,2,2,26,26,9,0,1,4,0,2,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,6,2,15,13,26,18,9,18,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,3,10,88,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019360944144742,0.0,0.0,0.08225445922662775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335867748903732,0.0,0.0,0.12693621681344155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419317702925036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965737954847679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231832005291055,0.17282246746839888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.654153979715593,0.0,0.18958408667584356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941934445469247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664744413901208,0.0,0.13644402043363202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363726326716003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084982654489069,0.0,0.0,0.08073929644363169,0.0,0.12151690154675228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682038726365088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561441091445208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305608275364285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497545782039593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122704055670593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960258233057321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600951293777034,0.0,0.0,0.1087542762722495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789191749397975
socialanxiety,changg_,2019/04/02,"I always feel like I’m being manipulated in some way, regardless of the situation. I don’t know if this feeling is even social anxiety, or borderline paranoia, but it gets in the way of me building any kind of relationship with people. I constantly feel like I’m getting tricked into doing extra work at my job, or a friend wants to get something out of me. When I get in this mindset, I tend to just go along with it because I feel like most people don’t think like this. Then I feel stupid because I know it’s something in my brain trying to trick me? 

I really don’t know where I’m going with this one. I just hope someone can relate. If not, that’s cool too lol",5.217352941176472,5.113487794117648,6.3973529411764725,79.47558823529414,68.11764705882354,9.15294117647059,30.235294117647058,8.841846274778883,2.2495323529411766,524,18,107,8,8,177,82,136,0.105,0.721,0.174,0.9148,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,3,0,3,2,7,1,1,1,0,29,28,7,0,5,8,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,0,6,15,8,18,27,3,15,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,7,7,68,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200095300467495,0.0,0.0,0.09970774544851868,0.0,0.11216515595430496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787583859660533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367824483177934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844590832739022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684221270827577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706815421983189,0.3142395942324612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327951805525792,0.0,0.30641502856857555,0.0,0.16665691779316766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562837517124486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549935708027806,0.0,0.0,0.15268387895598678,0.2417382623365296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28652771546988104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935462023169103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032979724287589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939295792860882,0.0,0.0,0.15741677349775138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480887049694684,0.0,0.1494623010464813,0.12423204272999724,0.2257530088991341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394922883055168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954647143717706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648124417046613,0.2327628718647387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674230272133924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stcyrlyapologize,2019/04/02,Talked to a person I thought had a nice face. I tend to have trouble approaching new people I meet (but I’m sure you would already know this considering the subreddit I’m posting this too). This weekend at a theatre competition I saw a person I thought was attractive and I made it a goal to talk to them or get their snap. After a day or two of awkward hellos and congratulations on performances it somehow became the last day of the competition and I had no way to contact them after that day. I went up to my friend who was talking to someone from their school and with her help I was able to get their snap. I was even able to hold eye contact for a bit! It may seem kind of small but it was a huge step for me and I’m working on holding a conversation! Wish me luck with this!,3.946789772727275,4.765747781249999,5.127727272727274,84.20636363636369,71.1875,8.068181818181818,29.54545454545455,8.296473431620573,1.913625,615,24,131,9,11,204,92,160,0.031,0.818,0.151,0.9554,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,5,3,3,8,0,1,12,0,10,2,2,1,1,24,24,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,7,0,2,4,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,12,2,20,6,23,10,1,19,0,0,2,0,20,6,0,6,8,89,30,3,0.3259520972290928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798481223023299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792763466056682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153182060528323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076441430461862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259148908800302,0.0,0.17029651762551226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923940999866684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697144752019932,0.08956737412666932,0.13284723174430207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421187779508336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740328331996833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298707151107272,0.2846087987419589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608600383186585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649404620738968,0.0,0.14836727370637107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808907711383742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536029970768997,0.0,0.0,0.3929819233601184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25876955599732704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920391815034135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936280147958604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510804298528459,0.0,0.0,0.1874144127934704,0.0,0.0,0.11864850442676066,0.0,0.0,0.11577350892450272,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KrackleTea,2019/04/02,"really bad anxiety, but kind of wants to date So I am a 21 female, a senior in college, and have never been on a date/been kissed/been intimate with anyone. I pretty much have been struggling with anxiety since I was in elementary school, but things just started getting better this school year. I am not as anxious when around large groups of people and can talk to new people without feeling jittery. Due to me graduating soon and moving off to start a PhD program in the fall, I kind of want to start dating. The only problem is I don't know how. I won't know really know anyone at the school I am going to, so I am kind of nervous. Any suggestions on how to immerse myself into the dating world???",3.648596837944666,5.31758600724638,5.036060606060609,81.30136363636366,72.98550724637681,7.337022397891962,25.58893280632411,8.00094639256281,1.6191217391304351,551,18,102,8,11,184,85,138,0.134,0.785,0.08,-0.7592,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,8,0,13,0,0,2,1,22,24,11,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,3,1,11,4,24,20,1,26,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,13,73,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592741941277408,0.0,0.21582503767038447,0.1593606096675206,0.0,0.19726852871753767,0.0,0.0,0.1255756395575734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778139620956947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124758424798336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132549955287416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369939724254289,0.0,0.08016913821123271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406850369034527,0.2325729819178857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992724174732247,0.1036972571886233,0.0,0.1087961894244847,0.13623915822153004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728447967193906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559011969646206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351139831918494,0.0,0.1349778772182617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807366540464859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42828870978386696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668845765754901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29953454722198064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474692792778091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133807912719448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371573723400194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640477715268764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597933265583148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083970289955216
socialanxiety,moonlightbaae,2019/05/20,"Does anyone have any advice with managing anxiety at work? I just started a new job today but it’s causing me so much anxiety. Every time I even think about work, I feel like I’m going to have a panic attack. Especially since today was basically my only day of training. I’ll be closing by myself my next shift. There’s also other aspects of the job that are making me super anxious, such as interacting with customers, meeting sales goals, etc. 

Any tips or advice would be appreciated!",4.18391304347826,6.4240215217391325,6.08195652173913,71.94076086956524,72.91304347826087,7.643478260869566,27.80434782608696,8.472884824447931,2.4310608695652167,388,15,62,7,8,134,74,92,0.14400000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.127,0.2124,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,7,4,1,1,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,11,13,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,2,9,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,8,40,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331478507632769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563568479885754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306789007878852,0.0,0.2594997486489169,0.19160908576518856,0.0,0.11859405695256628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929539104342248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423443016945325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938331293500833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842535378871302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915807248432068,0.11202467309295436,0.0,0.14290229585010875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575904541018449,0.12116819319552027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639229738946027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366201051447121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286204114902848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321484773663708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468160537113784,0.0,0.0,0.16380873922802675,0.18038033600912892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128994744119154,0.0,0.1989987791257604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030172661713775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200496175895986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108678140996032,0.0,0.0,0.09889995534708897,0.0,0.3215376461401669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469537040333515,0.0,0.0,0.12048485986392135,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mv0135,2019/05/20,quit my job today put in my two weeks finally at a job i have hated for a while. I was frozen with fear and anxiety but I did it. I owned up to the fact that i’m just not happy and that’s okay. I don’t want to look back and tell my kids I stayed at a job that made me miserable. I want to be brave even if it’s scary to make moves toward your own happiness.,-0.6938253012048179,0.7580024337349442,1.9622740963855416,99.47304969879521,84.90361445783131,6.077710843373494,15.194277108433736,7.1686216300943375,-0.5375289156626506,274,4,75,4,8,95,59,83,0.204,0.635,0.161,-0.599,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,1,2,4,1,5,0,0,2,1,13,12,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,1,12,4,11,8,2,13,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,1,5,50,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071714258935866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144207038476855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149369684727315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069888544585609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150235691929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916249696035196,0.0,0.18160724526518696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476100024841899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446716608145508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405286159457609,0.12278447247162975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550403681344705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491516440907968,0.0,0.19564776192249766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606050670572306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077571901270402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435800626137313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968718056825994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699062358007729,0.0,0.14754929113484766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,swimmergirl0184,2019/05/20,"Graduating high school with no friends... I moved out of state for multiple reasons & for my senior year of high school! Now graduation is coming up. I’ve had trouble with my health and had to do online school for most of my classes the past 4 years.  During my senior year I tried to do 1st semester at school and I did! Unfortunately, I ended up doing 2nd semester online. I never really clicked with anyone from school and no longer keep in touch with anyone so I will be doing graduation with no friends by my side. Does anyone have any advice for making this situation better? I’m worried that I’m going to get really nervous about being alone during this big ceremony and not want to go last minute.. that’s something I will definitely regret. 
Thank you!",3.962419871794872,6.3133273680555595,5.282777777777781,76.9169230769231,73.93055555555556,7.764102564102564,24.27136752136752,8.617729084823388,1.8937976495726487,607,19,106,12,13,202,91,144,0.152,0.774,0.073,-0.8398,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,13,1,0,2,1,19,23,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,3,2,13,4,24,16,1,24,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,1,10,67,17,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430027179883625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174285644446995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378232579496299,0.0,0.0865016868543315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668276797468008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249978640526467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957321531845234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113152822457779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266317074600035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655181959529688,0.0,0.06645776797346528,0.0,0.14458359729431464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520972292052225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687916847175237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306293631657555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368656536588343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490828829794497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519554050292262,0.0,0.0,0.0981059843593384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142865295060187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297765067728778,0.13078478841229718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6436758138559271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298031955705776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792627440512514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711046396822315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636177321006988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502700485659995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291797531321882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24574165287441874
socialanxiety,k526e,2019/05/20,"I beat myself up at any interaction with another human 🤷‍♀️ I live in a lovely house that is split into 6 flats. I've been here for almost 3 years in the smallest studio flat ever, but I could be happy here. I know who my neighbours are, but I don't know them. Live and let live is how I feel, however if I bump into them I will say hello and be friendly if the situation calls for it. I generally avoid contact with people because it makes me hate myself. I'm not a horrible person. 


The other day the sun was shining, it was a beautiful day and I popped outside to the front yard for a cigarette. My neighbour from upstairs was outside making the place look pretty with some new plants. We got into conversation, our other neighbour from upstairs came by and sat with us for about half an hour and we all had a really nice chat. It was so lovely, I felt we had broken a barrier. This evening, I bumped into my neighbour again and we talked, she suggested we go out one night! I said that would be so nice, and honestly, I'd love that. She is Italian, quite loud and laughs a lot. The more I speak to her the more I like her. I can only imagine she thinks I'm weird. I don't laugh very easily and I am really akward, especially recently when I've sunk into a deep depression and try my best to avoid contact with people unless I'm going to the shop to buy wine and am forced to speak to the cashier - she is really nice too, I've often thought we could be friends. After speaking to my neighbour(s) I just retreat into my flat and beat the shit out of myself. 


Why am I so awkward? Why can't I laugh? Why am I so awkward? Oh god I hate myself so fucking much. 


In another life I am sure I could make friends with these lovely people around me, but at the moment I can't even give time and effort to my actual friends. 

How could anyone like me? I look like shit, my brain is shit, how can anyone look at me and think I'm worthy of anything? This is where I'm at right now and I've completely given up. 


Where do I go from here? I honestly feel like there is  no way out. I know I'm going to hate myself for posting this too because I'm drunk. Haha. Jeez.",2.079833980925468,3.6906369015659983,3.9390186035558687,87.7732470858354,77.07606263982103,6.763428705993171,22.725126574826326,7.573540080772713,0.9049096196868014,1673,49,356,23,38,566,214,447,0.11199999999999999,0.637,0.251,0.998,1,2,2,0,0,0,49.0,8,0,2,5,26,37,7,4,21,1,38,12,4,6,3,78,78,30,0,7,8,0,3,4,8,2,1,6,2,2,14,38,2,3,10,5,2,6,6,13,0,2,14,13,63,24,49,53,7,46,0,1,4,5,46,24,5,6,18,240,77,0,0.0,0.0,0.07977158723725651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185607532482786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558958370847778,0.1714340767674676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431638062736765,0.0,0.06726938836317709,0.07277061730279155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966231024031176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578661286613858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125475108682338,0.08347105574992321,0.09349480655131737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857083556139738,0.0,0.0,0.26106777133405584,0.0,0.0,0.10543786726819024,0.0,0.07040707739755449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798395381711816,0.0739432726546839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266572482018636,0.05839883401075342,0.07848827425496306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526247574072425,0.07557218073436656,0.0,0.07841750738237611,0.1858308728291044,0.0,0.06537915639703368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701935517786064,0.0,0.24211957773688586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050262019333097,0.0943230610641492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134775180295666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359007239077053,0.05773909852138874,0.15974643045294626,0.0,0.216547701252688,0.0,0.2059363048607653,0.0,0.0,0.06949690149459427,0.2951131746686011,0.0,0.1636967984623467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060092175877493714,0.0,0.0,0.07895008681240286,0.0,0.07671239410095418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539270749076658,0.06217095799983088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001562323852845,0.07137681277770651,0.08540640386059943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828936787599744,0.08316432297273578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694615208894146,0.0,0.0,0.15710433087032585,0.0,0.08071358786457411,0.0,0.0,0.06981001009333132,0.07775846697337098,0.06500711614484947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25173102099173394,0.0,0.09188510342077756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704394532364914,0.0,0.0,0.06570374795786403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475813081380786,0.0,0.06489660977676746,0.04766632169438922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554996693782204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983294893742945,0.0,0.0,0.06744840509897443,0.0,0.06488558682951752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128716236862836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806949122900816,0.0,0.0,0.052641270861868525
socialanxiety,buttercupandhoney,2019/05/20,"I’m constantly excluded and treated badly by my friends. In high school, I became “friends” with a bunch of kids in one my class. It started off well, but as time progressed, they started to become ruder and cold towards me. Whenever I would try to start a conversation with them, they would tell me to shut up or that they don’t care. They would say that I talked a lot even though we sat in silence 80% of the time. They would complain about me being too loud or would make fun of my laugh or voice because it was high pitched. They would never laugh at my jokes. Like, even if they were bad, I was met with a bunch of pissed off faces. I remember once, we went on a school trip to another country.  When we were on the plane, we were allowed to move seats and everything. They started playing a game on the other side of the plane without me. When I asked to join, they told me that I should go back to my seats because there isn’t enough room. I just sat in my seat alone the entire time while my “friends” were on the other side having fun. The only time they truly seemed interested in being around me was when I drove to school, since I was the only one with a car. They would make me drive them around to fast food restaurants during our spare period or lunch break. It was a really confusing and upsetting year for me. Being told to shut up or being judged for everything you do. This isn’t the first time I’ve had toxic friends. These guys are just the worst. But in general, people are always willing to be my “friend”, but nobody wants to actually be close to me. I’m always told that I’m kind and a sociable person (especially at work), but nobody wants to be good friends with me, just aquatinces",5.189658659924149,5.521521088495575,5.255566793088921,86.13495575221243,68.20353982300885,8.463042562157607,27.352296670880733,8.269060116576782,1.5377730299199324,1335,38,281,17,21,418,167,339,0.094,0.7140000000000001,0.192,0.9903,1,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,5,1,13,3,16,26,1,2,19,0,33,4,2,3,1,50,56,21,0,11,14,0,0,1,6,9,0,3,1,3,11,17,2,0,2,3,0,7,5,7,1,3,18,4,47,19,49,22,5,55,0,0,0,0,39,27,1,9,21,197,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.08343733763770422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855398819118551,0.0,0.0,0.142288548412423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965600059650537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222930309606308,0.07993255931240023,0.0,0.0,0.0657455392130699,0.14278071707087486,0.10424210069360162,0.0944299239369299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871746942925439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239697618152334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834612506942059,0.0,0.11294614945163292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536868520402596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727277129809128,0.10338901015447294,0.0,0.3963504659260458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859259360615335,0.07171477985061235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466013794321851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806745072693738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903687621929056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04177181787319202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269049840430578,0.0,0.0,0.11414611406181653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087478911801973,0.0,0.0,0.06594419169970983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105653334721893,0.1158763463945495,0.13005581043443762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059276121783590575,0.07465679740737623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477458642923448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096856772709072,0.0,0.0,0.067994393573982,0.0,0.2595968933306461,0.0,0.07783754784773135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072790013710842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420742087528389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872303776679199,0.07473226537270429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400499842340986,0.0,0.2492836807504747,0.0,0.0,0.2451016511909605,0.0,0.05805005031326225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086225062065224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687630788775372,0.07926094410011213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242059972218772,0.0,0.0622462650264576,0.0,0.0,0.4251657438129927,0.0,0.0,0.055060299571527284
socialanxiety,saltedcaramelcajun,2019/05/20,"does anyone else feel the need to explain something you said in a previous conversation with someone in fear that they mistook whatever it was that you said? Sorry if this is worded poorly.. I’ll give an example to clarify! 

Example:
I have a phone conversation with my brother. During the conversation I say something that I fear could have been misinterpreted. 
I feel the overwhelming desire to call back and explain to him exactly what I meant in order to clear up any potential misunderstandings.

Does anyone else have this happen?
How can I overcome this compulsion? Is this maybe OCD related or is this a true social anxiety symptom?",6.533918650793653,8.963458919642859,7.174047619047624,65.79317460317463,66.94642857142857,10.692063492063493,34.76587301587302,10.746095033038511,4.616961111111111,517,25,77,16,9,170,73,112,0.11199999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.5271,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,3,7,0,10,1,0,1,3,18,20,4,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,10,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,5,5,11,1,11,14,0,6,0,1,0,0,17,4,0,2,1,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431075136617284,0.0,0.12859265041611714,0.0,0.0,0.2350726609413861,0.3444675507248439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292551168708554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164437046586953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421063402448585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942031309396437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808445571943645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783084976234463,0.169988341088866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125258710607607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864635678718036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887459294123905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464073470416613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197947598032542,0.13367634356888575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713522641263797,0.14242683037651072,0.25881636330608376,0.0,0.18816922764354874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471565914586792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,garshgoofy,2019/05/20,"The rejection game REJECTION THERAPY GAME

It only has one rule:

YOU MUST BE REJECTED BY ANOTHER PERSON AT LEAST ONCE, EVERY SINGLE DAY.

Have fun!",2.1838461538461544,4.742515846153847,4.591846153846152,71.40315384615386,102.07692307692308,9.772307692307693,24.43076923076923,8.841846274778883,4.071747692307692,116,5,17,5,5,40,24,26,0.32299999999999995,0.589,0.08800000000000001,-0.8676,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123283380692048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535961426106876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33130712560636233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187693943027093,0.2664579114198097,0.29906361992442826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34334693713465314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44968448320528215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Quelquech0se,2019/05/20,"I feel like my mom is holding me back from socialising I don't know if this is the right place to post this, so if someone knows a better subreddit then please let me know

I'm 17, and my mom is pretty strict. I pretty much have to tell her everything I'm going to do in a day if I want to go out, and it's now at the point that I'm scared to ask her if I can go out (if I didn't ask her she'd get extremely paranoid and probably yell at me).

I don't really feel introverted, but because of my mom I'm really cautious about who I talk to. She barely lets me do things on my own (e.g. she goes with me to every doctor's appointment, always wants to drop me places when it'd be more convenient to get the bus, etc), and it's honestly making me so sad. I want to make friends, but my mom always seems to make excuses for me to not go to places that I don't know anyone (like social groups or clubs). 

I feel the need to hide things from her because I'm afraid she'll get angry. She isn't homophobic, but I don't want to tell her about my sexuality because I'm afraid she'll make a fuss about it or tell my whole family (she's done this with other stuff I've told her in confidence before). I also feel as if I can't tell her about any of my problems because she usually gets frustrated with me when I try to explain stuff that's happening in my mind to her, she just tells me to get over it. She's also refused me to go back to therapy because she thinks I'm fine (I can get free therapy through a charity so it's not a financial issue).

I'm so unsure of what to do, I want and need to be more independent especially because I'll be going to uni soon. Also she wants me to go to a uni in my home town so I can stay at home which is definitely not what I want. I feel like such a loser because I stay at home most weekends and barely have anyone to talk to, even on social media.

I feel as though my mom is holding me back from being the person that I want to be.",6.030116822429908,3.739540563084113,7.423289719626169,79.95699065420561,67.43457943925233,10.989906542056076,30.979439252336448,9.642632912329526,2.3858136448598124,1523,41,358,26,20,532,168,428,0.092,0.7959999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.3512,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,2,23,15,1,3,12,0,32,1,0,5,0,60,84,31,0,17,15,5,6,3,1,2,1,1,3,1,22,11,0,3,13,2,1,7,10,7,0,0,3,7,67,9,58,70,7,41,0,2,0,0,44,19,0,10,14,234,89,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306192037512328,0.1061730122343996,0.0,0.0,0.04338602042298932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922054265761302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928831508216275,0.0,0.0,0.1471742178223744,0.0,0.272242164567633,0.0,0.05428889147522537,0.0,0.0,0.056425697672002575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041145563228570214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530175151992743,0.0,0.06528929901736516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115359027589951,0.042139135725800816,0.0,0.05375404430200482,0.0,0.05733910495256761,0.0,0.060144729922336215,0.0,0.1935544351692734,0.09115711383472387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929153158306444,0.0,0.19999642897729236,0.0,0.2538120927585356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641791165130964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198906515712086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659036735091453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025070489187275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047914180915293,0.0,0.09350801128243807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703473245038222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441956415012944,0.3736075032705223,0.0,0.0,0.04690015999319668,0.09461341819176593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570748421397484,0.19997149114744686,0.07003297105018384,0.060311389316433185,0.0,0.06110252833307212,0.12981457223645027,0.06878692541074682,0.061047748115106874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174351203905515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448464121483346,0.0,0.0,0.06387468358770435,0.0,0.0,0.05808089977823758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007162916982706,0.054057324421765036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600409761055313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460709084630528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255965094885547,0.2788189848814206,0.0,0.1459211575235536,0.0,0.0847714431281463,0.04088030616308524,0.0626829342548884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096339890764615,0.0,0.04331584495649682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026641533393284,0.0,0.30104598264917337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123014678285698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,memeyasin,2019/05/20,"Successful first 'date' with my crush ! i mean, i hope, lol..
basically, I (16f) asked out my crush (16m) to our band banquet, to which he said yes to, much to my surprise, and it was held 2 days ago. We were exTREMLY awkward with each other, like, REALLY awkward haha, but we ended up ditching to get ice cream together so that's good, i guess. then, earlier today, i found out I'd been sitting next to his older sister in a class of mine all year (i never saw the resemblance!), who told me he said he'd had a good time, and encouraged me to make the next move because, surprisngly, the dude gets shy (surprising because he's usually a walking meme lmao).. It took me for-frikin-ever to ask him out because of my anxiety, and I almost didn't follow through with any of it because I thought I wasn't good enough. I'm glad i got the balls to do something i wanted to for once :)",3.7738135593220328,4.450341819209044,5.229166666666668,83.84341101694919,71.48587570621469,8.611864406779661,28.87429378531073,8.841846274778883,2.1115954802259886,670,25,142,12,12,226,118,177,0.053,0.746,0.201,0.9832,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,0,2,1,13,0,2,7,3,8,0,0,1,2,24,28,6,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,12,0,1,3,2,0,4,3,2,0,1,15,4,25,11,23,12,4,24,0,0,2,0,18,5,0,3,15,81,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291045321565501,0.0,0.1458413304073275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904284822674457,0.0,0.11141718697518103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723147772190326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551326852463031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392826846805834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289972684547847,0.15048908463207344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238846292950776,0.0,0.1596910219360212,0.0,0.0,0.1521858559352367,0.0,0.0,0.3664775868493028,0.1164847338699619,0.0,0.16044317894141524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446572580165316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115425413638438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721843604330746,0.0,0.0,0.15864890709115198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547964194214227,0.10706502653916757,0.0,0.11232955647905696,0.0,0.30978788578274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510600314869832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330321354059076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27708140730736913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212379187067477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562499021863346,0.08492613094320743,0.0,0.13805339013266935,0.13916899053034798,0.16181573491312165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604061824870317,0.0,0.08590454735793816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937898982618189
socialanxiety,GoodGod96,2019/05/20,"Took an Uber home, I feel pretty good. I got a ride down to an Amazon FC for a hiring event, that went well. But I did not have a ride back so I requested an uber from where I am to my house and my driver was very chill. I asked general questions about uber and if he likes it and it went well! It got quiet towards the end of the ride but because I ran out of things to say.",-0.012861445783133972,1.6081013734939802,1.9622740963855416,99.47304969879521,83.4578313253012,5.113855421686747,16.399096385542173,5.985473137389443,-0.7687337349397589,286,5,73,2,8,95,56,83,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.7798,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,12,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,8,3,9,4,11,4,0,14,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056493450969459,0.0,0.0,0.16914918274255622,0.0,0.13409629269710754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483484552646074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122727543418408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845067596598544,0.35187233654796224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065545139182205,0.0,0.0,0.25382459575835203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746993544341807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237962850433293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464252369347177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493500307057167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461433313918362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444031884799137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150454369954536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39557253030768735,0.4078428461735748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Elis_453,2019/05/20,"not being able to play the guitar and sing at my own room well, I have this problem I dont know what to do about. I live in a flat, theres another block of flats in front of mine. Also the window of my room is right against. it means I can see people passing my window, walking right besides my fucking window (im in the first floor). and my passion is playing the guitar and singing, but the problem is most of the time I cant do that. either I see someone outside so Im afraid they could hear me or my mother is at home and it speaks for itself or I can hear someone passing by my door like walking down the stairs or even neighbours talking in the hall etc. Im just going nuts about that. I really like to sing, Im just working on a song, but how am I supposed to write it if Im being so anxious all the time. Im not even sure if its due to social anxiety, maybe Im being paranoid, but I feel like this since my childhood and its maybe even getting worse",3.008257839721253,3.5468402682926867,4.338275261324043,90.03981707317074,73.14634146341461,6.442508710801394,26.837979094076648,5.773587663045528,0.7902613240418117,745,25,166,3,14,247,111,205,0.11900000000000001,0.802,0.079,-0.8579,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,13,12,1,1,11,0,16,2,0,1,2,30,26,17,0,5,13,1,1,3,1,0,0,4,7,0,11,5,0,1,3,8,0,6,4,4,1,1,0,7,21,8,22,22,5,26,0,0,2,2,9,15,1,6,8,113,32,1,0.0969861834559012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755981586954122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169846973462876,0.07419416488090658,0.1095667812856011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743557565196332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366708469491266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816523169310394,0.1921753784224254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490391284640571,0.06928694883965157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249639810217478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966216379044115,0.05067127789860672,0.0,0.05511948310546347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862095499182305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728504977631117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7333320473150927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053301070019543664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214765082559885,0.0,0.08564057686081174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487131422104803,0.10564638625743256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672380079089723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560535859423452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213183259501134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565134149567265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457086274170245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022797318228729,0.0,0.0,0.09886520027520827,0.16435215702024766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140833012285207,0.0,0.0,0.077953820490519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310684703072588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720222649924296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060709665576609,0.0,0.09883720670302117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LeftFohDead,2019/05/20,"The one time I build up courage to be helpful. Hi, so about 3 hours ago I left college to take the public home and I typically take 2 buses and then I get picked up because where I live doesn't have a great bus schedule. Total commute time is 2 hours. As I got off bus 1 and proceeded to walk to the bus 2 waiting stop, there's a woman with her purse on a different stop to the right on a bench. I walk past her to the busy line for bus 2, I turn around and she's now lining up behind me. I felt guilty for taking her space so I ask her ""Are you in the line?"" I looked at her in the eye and she didn't even acknowledge I was there nor did she answer my question. I'm not even a creepy looking person, I look like a regular 18 year old teen. So now I'm thinking this woman is deaf and I just completely turn 90 degrees to face away from her to avoid the awkwardness that would pursue.",1.8038917975567201,2.932226806282728,3.400083769633511,93.3651169284468,76.74869109947645,6.5593019197207685,22.15741710296684,7.0316486544052195,0.3948510296684121,684,18,163,7,15,227,116,191,0.083,0.868,0.049,-0.5986,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,2,14,0,10,3,2,1,1,22,26,12,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,3,2,8,0,4,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,5,6,26,3,26,19,1,32,0,0,4,0,18,15,0,1,16,100,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320003223031971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256206529121148,0.1392113729874661,0.0,0.13990647429483166,0.0,0.0,0.09077456098920833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613000210822894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557995389468887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967081834244501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297759345765226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779967789620303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909746433682428,0.16417453701757592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998116817650572,0.0,0.1493695412982904,0.0,0.2932940241465443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179187633769554,0.0,0.0,0.07275023054850838,0.0,0.1314908478911556,0.0,0.37514237067955136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625669644956122,0.0,0.1009057223809794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215208206659327,0.0,0.1300230514239975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681402781162158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271688967192164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24899197222021374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358868702105665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541594321608532,0.0,0.0,0.17366201587522115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239440917160837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578186599266234,0.0,0.0,0.09589358787445207
socialanxiety,cuddlecarah,2019/05/20,"HAPY GRADAUTIUN     Class of 2020, we made it.  Sleepless nights, last-minute papers, cramming for finals.  It was all worth it.  Today, we will all together take this fated step into the next chapter of our lives.  Today, we will leave this auditorium as graduates; but nay, young men and women, birthed from the salubrious bosom of mother nature, ready to greet the Reaper with a soft but deceptive kiss, as if to say, “I am your harlot no more!”  But most importantly, today I stand before you guilty of shitting my pants.  
    There are many whys in life: why study, why get out of bed, why practice good hygiene, why Whitworth.  Today I will answer none of these.  We all survived the windstorm, finals, papers, and just the day-to-day grind of being a university student.  But what will stand the test of time is the friendships we formed along the way: the laughs we’ve shared, the games we’ve played, and the deep, late-night conversations we’ve had--memories that we’ll treasure for a lifetime.  It is probably apparent to many of you that I put off writing this until fifteen minutes before the ceremony, and to fewer of you that I failed a class and didn’t actually graduate, to fewer still that I have completely filled my drawers already.  Oh, but we’ve only just begun!
    Drop plate, LOOK OUT FOR FRISBEE, SEIZE PINECONE FROM SKY AS COOL SPRING BREEZE TICKLES YOUR TITS.  If you haven’t done these little three, you won’t get your degree! *pause entire minute for laughter, remove one article of clothing* This is the rigorous path of your average Whitworth graduate, and before you today stand several hundred courageous survivors, ready to take the mental fortitude they’ve acquired into the work-force.  
    But the Reaper, so enchanting, so bewitching, so beguiling, whose words doth placate thee, walketh forth from the all-engulfing black to greet thee.  WHAT IS THY REPLY?
    College is hard.  One tip I can give to prospective students is to practice good time management.  This can include using a spare hour in the middle of a day to review lecture notes; naps are generally not advisable unless absolutely necessary, as they can throw your sleep schedule out of whack.  Try to consider preparing for exams to be more so an ongoing process, rather than something you start preparing for the night before.  An athlete wouldn’t begin getting in shape for competition the night before a game/ race, so why should a university student for their challenging biochem exam that you didn’t study for and instead drew a dick on because you didn’t know what you were doing because despite the best efforts of your friends/ family to bolster your increasingly fragile self-esteem after all the smoke has cleared it turns out that you’re still a FUCKING IDIOT AND SIMPLETON, ETERNALLY DOOMED TO TREAD IN THE SHADOWS OF YOUR OWN FAILURE. *clear throat*
    Have I mentioned the windstorm yet?  It was wild.  Some trees got blown over, power went out.  Full campus lockdown and everything.  Still wasn’t enough to shut those stupid virgins in MacMillan Hall up.  As they say in Mac, “neither rain nor shine nor sleet nor hail, nothing can stop the gay orgy!”  I swear to god, the verses of their infernal milk song can be heard from Duvall Hall on the other side of campus.  “Milk and Cookies?”  More like, “tongue butthole human centipede with only dudes whose bodies are nasty and misshapen like autistic cattle.”  
    You may be observing what seems to be an increase in volume and general size altogether, specifically below my waist.  This is all feces that has been building up in my pants since the onset of my speech.  
    Class of 2020, we all alike have faced challenges and dealt with adversity, and rest assured that many trying times are ahead.  What defines us is our willingness to undertake these trials, and in so doing, become the best possible versions of ourselves.  We are shaped not by our peaks, but rather during the process of emerging from our valleys.  Though this realization may seem daunting, there is a certain tranquility afforded to the one who is wise enough to accept their trials with open arms, thus becoming their harlot, because the Reaper is old news.  As we all collectively turn this page in our lives, I hope you will join me in an act of group prostitution, with our tribulations as the new object!  RISE, GRADUATES.",7.838666408433171,8.716393442132645,6.9335865866142825,74.49419223639433,62.5630689206762,9.665617131948096,34.567163766151126,9.583734159087527,3.3291421354065798,3443,140,565,60,47,1052,412,769,0.086,0.7829999999999999,0.132,0.9862,3,1,2,1,0,0,113.0,16,22,6,10,18,30,4,0,48,1,55,16,9,3,11,85,76,43,3,7,16,1,3,2,1,11,1,5,1,3,35,37,3,1,5,5,1,10,15,7,0,4,13,12,60,22,101,47,26,86,1,2,3,6,65,37,4,9,36,372,95,26,0.0,0.0,0.07096863034519373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025330431458291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329965574162985,0.16063701347959575,0.3094160045911871,0.0,0.15263977132499165,0.0,0.0,0.08078053515709335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625026425726801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070387626147868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442242232457955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028771698603965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536009956789994,0.0,0.06855819496066819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933229017110867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618677540900662,0.0672326368907021,0.11398666339484695,0.06976397595624358,0.0,0.12199573585639385,0.05816443351969167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651468756961878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223184693400536,0.0716189923277816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03996748834754208,0.05928018141108653,0.08203641403722174,0.07700475465541211,0.0,0.0,0.05136747156906747,0.07105904347910805,0.07288906363511763,0.12843414800139052,0.0,0.06107027159453327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881368901259731,0.0,0.22119371330517912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328920028913763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702377841630003,0.07734334057856533,0.2729881015732274,0.0,0.06978112797078273,0.0,0.07631213882894572,0.0,0.14784002868237991,0.11062053268098684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198595706766586,0.0,0.0,0.07840932113494377,0.0,0.0,0.07310821839286695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566689733199205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241132367305408,0.0758675237244571,0.08215799519042086,0.07465066361722042,0.06015846552675714,0.0,0.07277702997343273,0.0,0.0,0.05598688018223948,0.0,0.0,0.051474781924615895,0.0,0.17423366097389478,0.0608009460813585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935956048707224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145146104908236,0.0,0.12721873845319284,0.0,0.3446716563521447,0.0,0.0,0.09875033597285238,0.15820676528787528,0.0,0.0,0.08747863023812083,0.06281062607619525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772533035777878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741634862651755,0.3281127899078468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294430884423865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ashesh8500,2019/05/20,"Extroverted introvertness, truly possible? It is clearly ironical to put those two words together but can the condition actually exist in our socially modern society? 

The term particularly describes a condition in which a person acts like an extrovert by having large friend circles and being open about their personality while still being extremely secretive and shy about the reality of their personality. Almost like a shade of cover. Their introvert nature comes due to social anxiety and a conscience that forbids the person from revealing yet the extrovert attitude hides this from the world. Is this a thing or am I just nuts to think about it?

P.S. I’m no psychology student or professor so this may not be very accurate.",8.378943089430894,10.716473073170732,9.118861788617886,54.026747967479714,62.17073170731707,13.596747967479676,38.86991869918699,12.650343791298138,6.4850260162601625,600,31,80,25,9,202,91,123,0.12,0.773,0.107,-0.1619,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,3,0,7,4,0,0,12,0,9,0,0,0,1,18,12,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,5,3,13,8,1,13,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,4,8,62,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.18922738402302736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417202962303454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833998887309294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167035585216218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981374835079833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946845730750125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6772560521658392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860346053006935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493227993519088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953319707095894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485611842151975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882464026029128,0.12424917025958823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894210888286529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999537799648395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,therealjayvi90,2019/05/20,"I really just don't even know anymore (rant for sure) I feel like there are several events that have all joined forces to fuck my confidence and self-esteem just right off. 

Used to sell drugs, lived that lifestyle for a while being ""popular"": got busted and nobody I was ""friends"" with cares anymore. Okay, I at least got used to that because my girlfriend helped pull me through it. She encouraged me to leave that life behind and go back to school, start my own business, and everything was pretty alright. 4 years of being together I come home from class and she's cheating on me. Then kicks me out. So then homelessness was on my mind. 

(It gets better)

Her parents move me into their place... Awkward. Humbled, but awkward. Now my entire identity is just shot, I was already socially awkward before (actually why I wanted to go to school to begin with, to force myself to be around people more often) but now it's just unbearable. 

Friends invited me out to a bar the other night. Turns out it was a club. Walked up, paid the entry fee, walked upstairs and drank two shots back to back, then walked right back outside to ""have a smoke"" and walked around the block until the place closed. I can't even use the crosswalk at this point without feeling like I'm on parade for everybody at the lights, all waiting for just me to finish walking across so they can all continue onward. 

I'm tired so I'm sure this post is probably random asf, but it helped to share I think.",4.133604488078543,6.101419888888893,4.19750038959015,86.57422159887804,72.33333333333333,7.146080723079321,26.10892940626461,7.893859768569023,1.509122674146798,1155,39,219,16,23,356,166,279,0.071,0.8370000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.7401,1,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,2,1,20,18,2,3,10,2,16,6,0,3,5,44,41,18,0,1,9,1,2,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,12,17,2,2,4,2,3,10,3,5,0,1,9,3,27,13,42,29,6,50,0,0,0,1,14,21,1,2,20,146,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.10630379835859363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202112967091529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606636734241505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939485798415558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33505386156161143,0.0,0.06640511050775268,0.0,0.09269474809079732,0.0,0.0,0.09634320556979202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106539813488724,0.0,0.0,0.09383693201283017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632877051011862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389966214909936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979027890402874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016053267582326,0.15564483771877918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832416278703435,0.10070765971362397,0.0569134805155281,0.0,0.12381932162934588,0.0,0.17424882465518438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460322294119656,0.0,0.10926961021143912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059867237137461435,0.0,0.0,0.11534529934881695,0.0,0.0,0.07694325384763116,0.10643922804787814,0.0,0.09619065286372848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999221219575324,0.0,0.0,0.11577952427279165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022271106360057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095823391993793,0.0,0.0,0.07552106857631552,0.0,0.2276255355814084,0.0,0.10297777110155244,0.0,0.10432858947082442,0.11082496570650796,0.11744919724138045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978586273008644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605795605648792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204938986505407,0.0,0.0,0.11364184294866694,0.12306433013836918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104441969642068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771039938582883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533787309701731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980046154361312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520352368663698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184888308702341,0.10641261747430793,0.0,0.0,0.2822518102732306,0.0,0.0,0.0642520522318692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829592508009148,0.0,0.0,0.105008417832145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701498771285153
socialanxiety,VeryLargeBrain,2019/05/20,"I haven't been to the movies recently I feel very awkward going anywhere alone. People seem to be looking at me.

But I have no friends to join me. So I just don't go.",-0.952499999999997,1.1593176388888935,1.312444444444445,98.47700000000002,94.83333333333331,3.991111111111112,21.088888888888885,5.6839178017228535,-0.05727111111111061,129,5,30,1,5,43,28,36,0.16699999999999998,0.687,0.146,0.0534,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,10,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,4,8,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3946416848540972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266486312806574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29438993255365425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331067048219427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199769519584512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641645966502197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762302306628036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468837672361064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31439723694110705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,The_Answer_Is_42__,2019/05/20,"I wish I could actually enjoy spending time with friends I complain about my lack of friends and that it’s because of my anxiety...but I also don’t really feel better when I do get to spend time with friends.

I went out with a group of people over the weekend. I can’t remember the last time I did that. Even though it went surprisingly well. It left me feeling stressed afterwards. I felt, almost like I had an extra day of work added to my weekend. If that makes sense? 

For me any social outing feels like a performance. I spend the whole time working against my overthinking and trying my best to be “care free”. I feel like I’m working extra hard to do the things others just do naturally when hanging out. 

I was happy when it was all over and I could finally go home...but I’m sure if I hadn’t gone I would have felt bad about letting my social anxiety get the better of me. It’s just so frustrating, and I needed to vent.",3.1395900178253133,4.716427700534761,4.353283422459892,86.0561996434938,74.13368983957218,7.553511586452763,26.370409982174692,8.238735603445708,1.6314587522281636,728,26,150,12,15,239,102,187,0.087,0.6629999999999999,0.251,0.985,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,7,12,20,1,1,8,0,16,0,0,1,2,30,34,12,0,8,4,0,7,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,7,2,4,5,3,4,1,0,10,7,26,17,21,19,6,23,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,3,16,103,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.11825851420479028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134869295954676,0.0,0.0,0.096911137995561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240956212987455,0.0,0.09270575066002247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118392997636873,0.07387289848064871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271755737545733,0.2143555455276774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355559411611053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351179921303005,0.0,0.0,0.07815392645361946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004116740457043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24509793853848624,0.17314834969658022,0.2327120975613484,0.13275161017502926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808803500437302,0.0,0.12662771693793454,0.0,0.06887189936683845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900306997510158,0.10855743851109967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155785541878285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878147769467684,0.0,0.0,0.13166722841115322,0.12391928135769352,0.0,0.17761376107539634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089154228418859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985671293169177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840140192438492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763384344104497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727832593342432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470645129675231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388163452523728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142148829927581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050954479344667,0.0,0.11906307871979632,0.0,0.2826544425859613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227626736327638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108959348485342,0.22467834542967335,0.0,0.1352980787265643,0.13935610395444462,0.0,0.0,0.2646711061943114,0.0,0.0,0.08608593599806602,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hsalF-esreveR,2019/05/20,"How do you begin a conversation with someone you dont know? I struggle in social situations and have an especially hard time when put under pressure. 

Theres a girl that I dont really know but I think she is quite cute and want to talk to her but I dont know how I should start a conversation and feel as though it would be the worst outcome should I end up talking to her 

Do you guys have any tips to help?

Thank you.",1.7324999999999982,3.558884522727276,3.45,89.92000000000002,78.77272727272728,6.672727272727273,21.227272727272727,7.645422480735847,0.6031772727272724,330,9,75,5,8,110,59,88,0.095,0.74,0.165,0.7453,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,5,5,0,2,5,0,12,0,0,2,0,17,21,10,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,13,2,9,17,1,9,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,0,5,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024815025987196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6217183676440841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661588088371806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940884097683052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508613262530798,0.0,0.0,0.15840189949483227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185231412724638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29153782148260604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775957079075727,0.0,0.1880768529539148,0.0,0.0,0.11327964656137847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876050485876345,0.0,0.180252448328632,0.14982460263331007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515877616243914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485755336551485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28425304274653435,0.0,0.16279817400519347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330334403206703,0.1737312347047514,0.0,0.10310901127630093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429690890002352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561254179270231,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alexyouknow,2019/05/20,"Explaining social anxiety biologically TL DR: I am trying to explain social anxiety from a biological standpoint and I show my own strategies to come out of it. Please share your won thoughts.


Hello there,

I am a 22 y.o. male suffering from social anxiety. I pretty much only leave my appartment for work, getting groceries and working out. There is no more social life for me since I moved out from home (where my old friends live). I cant really enter into interpersonal relationships because of my self hate and social anxiety.


Evolutionary, the goal of every living organism is SURVIVAL and REPRODUCTION.

Why the hell, are we so afraid to be ourselves around other people? Or rather, why are we so afraid of getting rejected?

If I look at it rationally, I (or anyone) could just go out everyday and try to make friends with people and to pick up girls and to just be myself, even if people dislike me. Its like going fishing, it doesnt matter if 20 fish reject you, sooner or later one will come along that bites.

However so many of us just cant do that. We experience intense anxiety, self hate and all that stuff.

Why does that happen?
Think about these millions of years of evolution to get here today. How come the fear of rejection keeps us from going out there? Because we are not good enough??

Theres a guy without limbs that has a family and there are men on Death Row that are in relationships. There are some ugly guys finding love and happiness and that is a good thing.

We just tell ourselves that we are not good enough. If we reject ourselves first, then people cant reject us. We hide our real selves, trying to fit in as much as possible. We subconsciously think that our real characters will be rejected if we show them.

 It almost seems like a bug or like the settings of our characters are wrongly adjusted. From an evolutionary aspect, our chances of reproduction would be SO MUCH higher, if we just went out into the world and if we went for that girl or that man we liked. Got rejected? On to the next one and try again!


We are so afraid of getting rejected, even though the consequences are so nonexistent. 

My personal theory is this: 
4000 years ago, if your tribe rejected you, you would be on your own. It will be very hard to find a new tribe and you might die without a group.
Therefore our goal of SURVIVAL would be dependent upon not getting rejected. Since SURVIVAL is usually a higher priority than REPRODUCTION, this fear of rejection might be understandable.
 
However in our modern society, this fear of rejection is misplaced.

Our social anxiety seems like a relict, that will be eradicated throughout time, because our rate of reproduction is much lower than average (I would assume). 


At this point, i have read quite a few self help books (as many of you have).


My current ""strategy"" to improve my life is this:

1. Self Discipline
2. NoFap
3. Challenge Yourself


I optimize myself and do my best at work. I dont masturbate or watch porn, to fuel my motivazion of finally starting a social life again.

Next, i want to challenge myself again. I plan on doing a little bit of rejection therapy (asking strangers for money or trying to order a subway sandwich at macdonalds).

Then I plan on going to a prostitute to work on my fear of intimacy and to lose my virginity and that psychological blockage. It will be scary to me and I already know that I will make it awkward as hell. 
I need to learn to deal with that embarassment and I need to embrace my natural sexuality. Maybe this will help me overcome my fear of speaking to girls and loosen me up a little. I hope so.",5.09587616419455,6.98328597608371,5.9898318385650215,75.03313685753713,69.65769805680121,9.391295849143383,30.204697021961593,9.804425359399806,3.149306059560768,2854,116,497,71,52,939,294,669,0.16899999999999998,0.737,0.094,-0.9949,4,6,0,0,0,0,89.0,25,8,1,18,30,47,4,9,24,0,55,8,0,6,1,114,94,50,2,18,26,0,1,5,2,13,4,1,1,13,33,49,1,2,14,4,1,11,11,29,0,4,5,4,75,18,88,65,14,66,2,15,2,3,70,31,2,24,27,361,108,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047402364156426034,0.0,0.05354749161433716,0.0,0.05901099616563803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24544938812270134,0.0,0.0,0.03739096584299997,0.0,0.0,0.04760409052508607,0.049991909731178674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779359749440417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611871708780345,0.0,0.05838085398003474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819194169251664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269543903983111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513038058800965,0.0,0.0,0.05549861107818209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046796335974649036,0.0,0.06267230590806509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105079468882897,0.0,0.07063947102960211,0.0,0.045054996854984215,0.0,0.0,0.05230881452768814,0.05041147420034528,0.3008712296893164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857925255945572,0.0977503689399286,0.04548581070808813,0.0,0.0,0.08262931019571655,0.0,0.1396924112964512,0.0,0.1215643074141284,0.1345568876384139,0.04276884537928415,0.0,0.0,0.10589732169954276,0.04728776904177477,0.0569251356503552,0.04790309962617288,0.10559099009722783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716863353594699,0.0,0.05363978865321596,0.05311274443917202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047531040189690565,0.0,0.0,0.02938846346291088,0.0,0.0,0.056622307586165065,0.0,0.0,0.11331292936868954,0.13062592805657186,0.10719200390375168,0.09443881569708587,0.0,0.044905534964304536,0.05982485060440799,0.0,0.0,0.04826327851395973,0.0,0.0713899602293593,0.10843052074673942,0.05372282860226647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345705637902966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568354659666598,0.15724112210942404,0.07930207511679882,0.0,0.05164649165944145,0.11374254588767148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611302076951692,0.0,0.07247209270873976,0.04067014988124528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482913373429244,0.04669231047915979,0.0,0.058699495663688164,0.050551163010264515,0.06028503174388376,0.0,0.054403303228537266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056877248651442926,0.05348947465267166,0.12173252243266662,0.03425745658450515,0.0,0.0,0.1148242827181662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736326971570952,0.2231443647006004,0.0,0.0,0.08847015107601139,0.0,0.0,0.3815772230244509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03784988275216228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061216085290554376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04673951011523713,0.0,0.06115332696049961,0.0,0.03552641622714755,0.06852924610697256,0.0525389194875863,0.04245317960860439,0.031181704608826136,0.0,0.050688050704236536,0.0,0.0,0.18153008611978624,0.0,0.0,0.05566936460039931,0.19297153522757765,0.0,0.05889516152672599,0.04412247829016404,0.03154094258764049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991437280814328,0.1447586196170896,0.0,0.0,0.10309599033849556,0.0,0.15572175789561868,0.0,0.0,0.15194843301709096,0.05846652174317048,0.0,0.0688722980880316
socialanxiety,MyNewestThroughaway,2019/05/20,"Stressed about making office bulletin board. Any advice? So I work in an office (in the army technically) and my boss wanted me to do the office bulletin board. We’re about 30 people on our floor. 

We have two cork boards, one I was planning on writing about overpopulation (I think people might find it kind of interesting?) and a riddle. Simple stuff. But I’m getting stuck on the second board. What should I do with it? I was thinking of putting notes in the side with a pen and pins and do like a “thank a coworker” or something that involves participation (read it on a site) but I’m kinda afraid people will abuse it lol. Kinda freaking out I won’t have anything or that everyone will criticize it :///

Anyone got any good ideas? Desperate for anything!",3.76710184182015,6.127905190140848,4.458732394366198,82.55089382448539,74.56338028169014,6.622751895991333,25.711809317443123,7.61054688173877,1.4725356446370537,595,21,108,8,13,190,92,142,0.132,0.794,0.07400000000000001,-0.8693,0,0,1,0,1,0,23.0,2,0,0,2,4,8,0,2,10,1,12,0,0,2,0,24,22,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,3,0,3,4,0,10,5,17,13,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,5,1,70,19,4,0.0,0.21899222708557872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061283022429986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25138021431234225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923678477347725,0.0,0.3041971559289932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766120991646945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893042353147164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656556168680697,0.0,0.0,0.15502585660693058,0.14782469349685035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086495250438358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247103643424074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902981486007447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337484091596505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607443731002186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125244962737922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38441161954258174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858042676950951,0.0,0.0,0.18487908957366112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229044971240887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117210777349066,0.0,0.21158506770295968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016577711441255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23686201279214905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055114682656345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109016975540754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345577658665324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cash_man,2019/05/20,"I'm a wreck when it comes to texting I feel like it's impossible for me to talk to someone over text whether it be tinder, snapchat or even just texting in general. I feel like everything I say comes off as too much not enough. Minutes will go by and I'll just be overthinking everything I'm typing hoping that the person on the other end isn't getting weirded out by how long the ""x is typing"" notification is on for.",5.522117647058824,5.493948741176472,6.5882352941176485,78.10705882352943,67.47058823529412,9.623529411764707,33.47058823529412,9.3871,2.8919882352941166,333,14,67,6,5,112,60,85,0.035,0.871,0.094,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,15,6,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,14,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,5,45,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041580623643162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777764281256628,0.2423948014436675,0.0,0.15494487986112931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216698124057899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372321136266167,0.33518314527178544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256390695094373,0.0,0.13332324501545473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330013995369163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292182365974102,0.0,0.0,0.2076053002548036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724510844954094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483546471066244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655586214672268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876785543601225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855503940888868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StaticSpace4,2019/05/20,"Missed a Skype interview. I was supposed to have an interview on Skype, but I couldn't do it I just started panicking when they called and didn't answer. 

I can do face to face interviews I do get nervous but I can't do digital interviews, I'm so embarrassed and ashamed of myself.",2.0766666666666684,4.548534285714286,3.853571428571428,84.05809523809525,81.14285714285714,8.733333333333334,28.97619047619048,9.2995712137729,3.0826761904761897,224,11,44,7,6,75,38,56,0.298,0.7020000000000001,0.0,-0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,10,2,2,0,0,7,14,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,8,0,4,11,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,32,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7576021250704602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876322248715128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251478633012648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,goodkidmAAdshitty,2019/05/20,"Clothes Any of you guys have a weird anxious phobia about wearing different clothes?

I’ll usually stick to rotating two or three outfits at a time. Sometimes clothes I used to like feel/look horrible one day and I never wear them again.

Sometimes clothes will make me feel fat even though I’m skinny.

I’m wearing dirty clothes today because I can’t find anything else to wear that doesn’t feel horrible or look bad.

I also have newer clothes that I’ve never worn because I’m scared I’ll stand out too much or it won’t match with any of my other clothes.

Fml.",4.602094594594593,5.9040132072072105,4.491520270270272,87.57349662162164,70.08108108108108,7.351801801801803,32.79391891891892,7.645422480735847,2.1484135135135136,450,21,89,5,8,138,73,111,0.20199999999999999,0.759,0.039,-0.9532,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,6,6,6,2,2,13,15,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,1,3,8,1,9,12,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,9,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527861375388354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470788640794025,0.0,0.0,0.2052314064981964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949602924940755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516839177124326,0.2214843929650604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715984694272065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898027997623356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517590282303941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998899284735624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755680834108833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660398662193322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987837098377818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875306294800017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051081688525489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126378216711133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354576132224633,0.0,0.2802247685148253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231019044581724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818798326098452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593455762939005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178486388494105,0.0,0.10593118200754707,0.0,0.1721985758032743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746174808615567,0.0,0.0,0.15690150548065984,0.20007995564442493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,inklike_,2019/05/20,"Anxiety doesn't exist (This is a repost of my post in another reddit, I just want to get this message across to as many people possible in hope to help them to overcome anxiety, and this post is how I genuinely feel)

Anxiety doesn't exist.

Anxiety is a pure example of psychic entropy - thoughts that occupy one's mind when one is not experiencing ""flow"" (complete immersion in whatever one is doing). Any kind of anxiety can be eradicated with immersion and therefore overcome at no expense but benefit only, as focusing on the activity also provides better results than not.

TLDR; anxiety doesn't exist when one is fully immersed in an activity.

Most (if not all) of what is said is taken from the book ""Flow"" by Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi, a former chairman of the Department of Psychology at the University of Chicago. It is a good read for anybody, I strongly suggest to buy the book and give it a go, it may change your paradigm.

Best of luck,

Gustas",8.754942528735633,8.283342770114944,9.921264367816091,58.36683908045978,60.95402298850574,13.480459770114946,42.89655172413793,12.650343791298138,5.995062068965518,758,41,117,25,9,265,111,174,0.055999999999999994,0.787,0.157,0.9741,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,3,5,8,0,0,11,0,16,0,0,3,2,23,25,11,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,3,2,4,7,0,0,4,3,3,6,8,28,20,3,17,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,5,3,90,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237371299297348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555835040429846,0.14734736695361073,0.6449840317391409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746696530864964,0.12427843202441205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865142157089134,0.0,0.14733244129488374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105108342075936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734158478295381,0.1347994920698418,0.07986069726149082,0.11786142491679992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418752671251547,0.0,0.0,0.13956796676951835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632985171545104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424651227890721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188504094024748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808796827840413,0.10687171576377046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741880532170516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841507336842284,0.2691584411805789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055792634464462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366660331383728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115571041082218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288227756697182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HeartShapedSlut,2019/05/20,"Sometimes my social anxiety is so bad I have my SO order for me at restaurants because I can’t bring myself to talk to the waiter This happens like 1/3 of the time but when it happens it feels really shitty and bad. Luckily I have my partner who knows how shy I am and doesn’t mind ordering for me. But yea sometimes I feel like a failure. How am i suppose to be an adult when I can’t even order my own food sometimes?? 
 
  I haven’t worked in almost 2 years because I hated working due to my social anxiety. Dealing with customers all day is stressful. I had a coworker who seemed to hate me for no reason and she just made it that worse for me. She had a huge loud mean girl personality and felt the need to treat me lesser because I’m quiet and shy. 
  
  But I’m honestly thinking about getting a part time job this summer to save up some cash before I start college and I’m kinda hoping to make a friend. I haven’t had a group of friends or even a friend in 3 years after I finished high school and moved to a new city. I have my boyfriend but I feel pathetic when I watch my old friend’s snaps seeing them hanging out with their friends having fun while I’m like a friendless loser",4.2049590163934445,4.74224724180328,5.155860655737708,85.25952868852461,70.43442622950819,7.575409836065574,28.77459016393443,7.413659706084162,1.5561524590163938,933,33,193,9,16,306,138,244,0.21,0.61,0.18,-0.8683,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,11,19,2,1,13,1,17,1,0,5,1,37,41,20,0,2,6,0,4,3,6,0,0,2,0,4,8,10,1,0,9,0,1,3,6,6,0,0,5,8,33,13,24,35,4,29,0,1,2,0,20,7,0,6,19,123,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108938915418112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943736612675128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849328490141088,0.2025251280141077,0.0,0.09423479397785446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142057184417766,0.1141719670011324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462904349534502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798613699821127,0.07911537340701771,0.10633138881866018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391180963970312,0.0,0.4278018207189504,0.0,0.057859050500789724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586070507805992,0.0,0.0,0.21867309654705264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700687620499872,0.0,0.10999355420317172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098961064470922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086188132412788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231144049976867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478843548390504,0.07392232827512235,0.0,0.0,0.12063243421502112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118196410144222,0.0,0.0,0.1177031044521896,0.0,0.08211510429265617,0.0,0.106957025846262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620696043271113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992471402694953,0.0,0.0,0.09669719081157027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094529660401995,0.113863042774827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207861038877168,0.08824844886701297,0.10081697150048337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22577866012932166,0.0,0.0,0.3285852689932249,0.0,0.07838501237403875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685661756389094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901164966700896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096013796465088,0.0,0.0,0.12915116898040205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124557108248666,0.0,0.11285736557562398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263071759582754
socialanxiety,EthanGamerKingz,2019/05/20,Graduating high school this week without a single friend I never talked much and I have acquaintances but not real friends. I've tried so hard this year and every single person I try to be friends with I fuck up so bad and fuck myself over. My grades have been great but this semester I'm on the edge of failing but luckily I can fail a semester and still pass with my fall grades. I want to enjoy summer until college starts in August and I'm debating on taking the easy way out. I have access to a gun and I obviously am meant to be alone so might as well just not suffer anymore. I'm so fucking lonely that my heart is just gone and I've almost ended it twice this week (gun and jumping off of building). I have family but that's it. Maybe college will be better but I fuck everything up so yeah. I actual have self respect and all that shit and I have hobbies but I just can't make a single friend in my pathetic life so what's the point in living anymore but hey at least drinking has kept me somewhat sane.,1.1536594202898556,3.5780637922705303,2.823025362318841,90.18497282608696,84.9903381642512,5.575603864734299,20.219202898550726,6.996647511020387,0.5242014492753624,803,24,163,11,24,264,121,207,0.243,0.607,0.149,-0.9781,0,3,1,2,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,3,11,19,5,0,7,1,17,8,2,1,3,37,31,25,0,1,13,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,10,13,1,1,1,1,0,4,5,10,1,1,4,1,19,9,22,22,7,28,0,4,0,4,8,13,5,3,10,114,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.12457321046616708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278283967077913,0.13221244733933193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531996172216826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658688796742477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290078632887038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505364748547554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306475304500645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755514101626333,0.0,0.1147284004208354,0.0,0.12034210620205707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945048376667997,0.47206126903352497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074047784735638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435412262911235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127220848098746,0.0,0.13487488969067987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016675136272603,0.0,0.0,0.11272201585544353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521093969141796,0.0,0.12824696059145554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354221568077496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384137300280206,0.0,0.09845567828757074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146373074056984,0.0,0.0,0.12067557087186084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529973954556485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919403289073078,0.0,0.0,0.13317237425188355,0.0,0.13103638586505198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035511621409642,0.0,0.10194573016847358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598093889356146,0.10260453760845198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333921095722493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752944349040445,0.10132687770513812,0.20479484897910052,0.0,0.11477749354786952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305520533891175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220586227998926
socialanxiety,Lolilewdpolice122,2019/05/20,help ok so I am 14 and I have severe ADHD But I also believe I have social anxiety and maybe even depression but I dont know how to work up the courage to tell them any tips if so please tell me I really need them,-1.043125,0.9577676041666692,2.0341666666666685,94.7275,91.70833333333334,5.7,16.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.027808333333333657,167,4,40,3,6,59,36,48,0.107,0.664,0.22899999999999998,0.804,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,8,6,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,3,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933898867239673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522606038895016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601284935618815,0.0,0.1867543695295943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750444116755216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102638435809535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28611178214000305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124175305879174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636313270080625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416429368442545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452556038953464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810150249804986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26797509795943153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639223438426628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757908953247774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488539115636716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267506785225945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772534863662987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jaycrowe3,2019/05/20,"People talk down to me like I’m less of a person and am completely socially blind I’m currently a freshman in high school. I’ve always been the loud kid that talks in class and hops in on conversations and well... just talked a lot. I went to a psychologist when I was young and when I was older and was confirmed not to have aspergers/autism. I’m was just a talkative kid. As I grew older and went through middle school I didn’t really change much I talked a lot changed topics a lot etc. 

late 8th grade and this freshman year I realized like “shit, I talk a lot” so I started slowing down and thinking before I speak and actually sticking to a conversation. Then oh god (I’ve been bullied a lot throughout middle and elementary school) I get approached by a “popular kid” and they start talking to me. I don’t get very frightened when I’m in a conversation hell i’m happy to talk. But all of a sudden they start talking to me like I’m a little kid. They would say “hi how was your day?” Which I just reply with “good, what about yours?” (A normal response I assume) Then they would say “woooow that’s so cool my days been pretty cool too” but it’s a sarcastic voice as if you were taking to a baby. Then I would realize I’m just trying to get picked on as some of her friends are giggling in the back...then she just asks me what I do for fun. (At this point I don’t know what to say) so I just reply with “that’s none of your business” then she starts laughing and goes back to her group to giggle it up. Thing is that happens to me with all these people. 

It’s such a dehumanizing experience to go through. It makes you feel like you are some half human who only exists to be laugh food for others. They act and think like I don’t know what going on. I know what social cues and sarcasm is. I’m not stupid. I don’t want people treating me like I’m less of a person... how do I fix this?",1.2904931470916097,3.3538687621483376,2.987007672634274,91.50398714669815,81.32736572890025,5.8516886353203486,20.511574529477343,7.010146845296331,0.3508012459833436,1470,41,323,18,39,486,184,391,0.059000000000000004,0.789,0.152,0.9875,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,6,5,0,19,22,3,0,21,2,26,3,1,4,2,55,57,32,0,6,11,0,1,6,1,3,1,6,0,7,21,17,1,0,9,0,0,7,8,3,1,1,12,10,44,19,44,41,14,46,1,0,1,0,44,17,2,9,28,212,65,5,0.0,0.0,0.07913274654238528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747389092336095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580878220272977,0.0,0.0,0.1247073609522583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900214404132189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156624503747792,0.0,0.08502197105835688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459348140695604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904374753629916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932218531230338,0.0,0.0,0.041001853394758606,0.05793115431437056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980550982025212,0.0,0.06265041097521988,0.0,0.12709950438331216,0.0,0.09217133486136644,0.0680149637792016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170816644968306,0.08632247164759152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567669100671879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369585026334008,0.0,0.09147375012984583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377006819700055,0.08127410336502541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447017216227816,0.0,0.0,0.05412861776626352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961093526635074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945158931160104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167306972425609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865407456373993,0.14161040115053852,0.0,0.0,0.07665684562455859,0.0,0.0,0.08249831198164967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194872688399279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934595445634771,0.0,0.2462041065155189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832383549535761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653233478852969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295854295934597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097005352870121,0.5214205422359837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387300394582975,0.10391918853623404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055055207276128164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669082530539458,0.0478293479875602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291020494459027,0.1503436321858392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281334709825955,0.0,0.0,0.05221969988376727
socialanxiety,sunbun1999,2019/05/20,"College friends? So I'm a year in college and haven't really made any friends and at this point everyone has their own friend group, so I feel like I missed out on my chance in making friends. That being said if any one has any advise on how to make a friend let me know.",3.2955263157894734,4.094970438596492,3.6306578947368418,94.41335526315792,72.68421052631578,7.1035087719298255,24.77631578947368,7.1686216300943375,0.6833894736842097,213,6,50,2,4,66,43,57,0.037000000000000005,0.652,0.311,0.9518,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,10,13,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,5,6,7,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,2,29,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847847414325803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802253771824015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536711564850604,0.1347433502568513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7285998673494112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365537618533764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192866974023337,0.0,0.09214554363722208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784677775915401,0.2517978931688448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780732892251426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829784891776335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082869027505246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941173874977434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214589523551178
socialanxiety,mettsoft,2019/05/20,"Is it normal for me to be depressed when I cannot relate with my friends anymore? I used to enjoy my friends' company, probably because I really feel comfortable being myself. But eventually, conversational topics became different. These conversational topics do not interest me and I am really having a hard time to relate and socialize. In the end, it makes me feel devastated. Maybe you'd think I'm being petty to feel this way and I guess I am and it sucks. I'm starting to think maybe I'm better off without friends. I don't know. What's your take in this?",2.792725856697817,5.554389822429911,4.980957943925233,75.23318146417445,80.6822429906542,8.05264797507788,25.73909657320872,8.841846274778883,2.6146517133956384,449,18,77,12,12,155,68,107,0.13699999999999998,0.695,0.168,0.6788,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,1,9,1,0,2,0,11,0,0,2,0,18,26,6,0,1,3,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,15,7,11,22,0,8,0,1,0,0,8,3,1,1,4,52,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829460793734924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245206523516192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314997979611853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888496346183287,0.0,0.0,0.1927333708254337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338692381834094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798228776086957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275664837310618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321606626935615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525015815387378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138066791176786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313610508050225,0.0,0.3706526714253565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074282429550312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988913908736463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23635423021544544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880453813301725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305698203187463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869954984797772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364036742030695,0.0,0.0,0.10756676829531428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593240778151771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464248265042395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778238656936336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rocketmawn,2019/05/20,"If you guys are looking for a job with almost 0 social interaction try Amazon flex(if available in your area) Amazon flex is driving your car and delivering it. Pay is $18-25 an hour. You pick the hours. You can make a lot of money. Today i made $80 driving for 3 and a half hours. I could have made $90 more but my dad needed the car.

No interview, just register online(you might be put on a waiting list) and watch the video tutorial. You literally drive into a warehouse scan drivers license and they give you packages you scan yourself and put in the car and drive away. When delivering I rarely see people by the house and if i do i just say package for _____ and leave.

I've been doing it for a week already and i love it.
Sometimes Amazon doesn't even have packages for you or they have a couple and they will still pay you the full amount.",2.605666666666668,4.519972547058824,3.892352941176473,87.34225490196081,76.47058823529412,6.415686274509804,24.862745098039216,7.3011,1.0692862745098035,663,23,136,8,15,217,107,170,0.042,0.892,0.066,0.705,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,10,3,0,5,1,0,0,14,0,15,1,0,4,0,28,24,15,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,12,0,1,0,1,3,9,2,0,0,1,3,6,20,1,13,17,4,23,0,0,5,1,21,7,0,6,7,89,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627401185583151,0.0,0.17934465691515078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526927158060422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975884773995758,0.17982508387198978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734280489785006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590381529793038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092016795589115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801478412883551,0.18752604592205468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127583894514033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208501783771096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647571274951767,0.0,0.0,0.13816853475792515,0.14668047803142673,0.3075603566092065,0.10848323834919514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240784068265347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050638337438775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267077641176144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267546042453512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924227977661365,0.0,0.0,0.1295072508641312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656684845599892,0.0,0.0,0.16073625243313952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978853401452514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540497814633152,0.0,0.0,0.11034028615123898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036359236820366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dizuckai,2019/05/20,"Taking dance class by myself I’ve been looking at swing dancing and I decided I want to learn but I feel nervous about going by myself and meeting new people but also dancing with them

How can I get past this ?",2.66,4.900763809523814,3.957380952380952,85.39178571428572,77.57142857142857,5.152380952380953,24.785714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.858457142857143,168,6,30,1,4,55,33,42,0.068,0.902,0.03,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,8,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,6,7,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,22,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430506616498572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690233889445984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412141151803955,0.0,0.24379602938888745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602304444374742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143061352883502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40950459107939263,0.2973968264698992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225353518918304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253020207316409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dreamingofcas,2019/05/13,"I feel like I can't face my teacher after what she said about me to my sister Hi all, probably overreacting but I feel awful right now.

My sister (younger than me) and I go to the same school, I'm in my last year and me and her share the same teacher for this subject.

I haven't been in school lately because my final exams which determine which college I go to are going on right now and honestly school and the people stress me out too much to even go in.

So basically I've been giving my sister my essays for this teacher to give to her. However when my sister had class today she went to the teacher and asked for my essay and the teacher refused saying ""you're not your sisters secretary"" to which my sister explained I'm too anxious to even come in and my teacher just told her ""if she wants her essay she needs to come in herself and get it from now on"".

I honestly feel so sick to my stomach and crushed since she was one of my favourite teachers and now i just feel like i cant face her anymore let alone go get the essay from her. I thought she would pleased I was making an effort and classes aren't even on anymore because of exams so we're not meant to come in anyway.

What should I do?? I feel like I'm overreacting honestly and my sister told me it isn't a big deal but I feel so embarrassed and like this teacher is mad at me/judging me. Thanks all",3.962541993281076,4.6409029361702165,4.969343038447184,85.87026315789477,71.05673758865248,7.497125793206421,28.31728256812244,7.475848149327749,1.5000751773049643,1076,38,225,11,19,353,127,282,0.107,0.77,0.12300000000000001,0.5731,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,18,12,1,2,8,1,16,4,3,1,2,44,49,22,0,5,7,7,6,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,10,18,0,1,9,0,0,9,7,3,0,1,11,8,48,9,33,35,5,34,0,0,0,0,33,14,0,1,15,157,58,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325751983906973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235386266865336,0.2168990987446801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223100740044254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332207875135607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28259575378930224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273892868243394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166813887813944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317552918833584,0.2343670519435678,0.0,0.11979170297995564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142656562617894,0.20980418915654245,0.31074131988832154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913791268008048,0.12335580858511362,0.0,0.0,0.11182163234267607,0.0,0.2136989011165943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299448642560245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038759873578558,0.08108443017810643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410094039088083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758121308369979,0.0,0.0,0.12003759424005632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790185276531365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677503342746046,0.10402047105280963,0.08696250204479568,0.0,0.33201554099494607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045856337559788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526436686764314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067825348719656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681467345570887,0.0,0.0,0.10365458160177066,0.20898441496440012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449968309738313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013720345322108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776817762303238,0.0,0.0,0.07042023852843357
socialanxiety,dontcallmejo,2019/05/13,"Anyone taking medication (antidepressant/SSRIs) for their anxiety and has it helped? I have performance based social anxiety and was just prescribed 10mg Cipralex (Escitalopram). My doctor said it should take about 2-4 weeks until I notice any improvements in my anxiety. Has anyone else had any experience with taking this medication, or other medication in general? If so, what does it feel like?",8.220454545454544,10.733369833333338,8.867090909090912,55.00063636363637,62.78787878787879,12.552727272727275,34.41212121212121,11.979248473330829,5.470979393939395,323,14,43,12,5,108,52,66,0.085,0.843,0.07200000000000001,0.3049,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,9,11,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,6,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23622327314804525,0.0,0.3986052460643696,0.0,0.0,0.2428889353430817,0.17796062783468095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777377754337434,0.15199276037112006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509138412919725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989708587679428,0.0,0.0,0.08782026591792026,0.12408047333466275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641727675087893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485363209680903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249075643742277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977413238812553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521404153475042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704980594345024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917681180679147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931948971576327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reginaphalange100,2019/05/13,"I need to find a job. I'm a fifteen year old boy and I need to find a job because my parents say I need to start making my own money, which is fair. However, I can't seem to find a job which I would feel even a little comfortable with, if that even exists. Any of you have any ideas? 
(PS: I've already been in therapy for quite a long time but now got into the specialized mental health care and I do feel like they will do anything to help me, no matter how long it takes and what's needed. So I want to hereby encourage you to talk the person you are most comfortable with about it so maybe you will be able to get therapy someday and be helped out a bit! All the best! <3)",1.7091666666666685,3.1297138055555562,3.3483333333333363,92.43,77.6111111111111,6.7444444444444445,21.027777777777786,7.492282038375204,0.4952194444444449,524,13,121,7,12,174,95,144,0.019,0.764,0.217,0.9832,5,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,1,2,7,7,0,0,10,0,12,1,0,2,1,28,27,9,0,7,2,1,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,6,8,0,0,7,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,15,7,16,20,5,11,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,3,8,76,21,3,0.12588339545714355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891545717588466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121005127284705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359130850080606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673734946324087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210685714395373,0.0,0.13743206432562355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834651135707084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628959092973036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730085423191176,0.08993112286727509,0.0,0.0,0.3451654286335015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657688784808143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068045101410364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380816279798868,0.0,0.0,0.16875397293366254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421070308915573,0.0,0.0,0.3747595375939389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150026840444781,0.12616823300264549,0.0,0.2228056873202672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402814396822887,0.0,0.12646679061505464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268608545302044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37336377067503945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209344766588338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977861335969094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991652536426387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389248636210066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010752865704788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459951537449628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910091522284683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464864700190884,0.10118030489018172,0.0,0.0,0.2879172671038845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340362021851048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742492881669359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942395236169393,0.0,0.0,0.0810647794251591
socialanxiety,BigTucas,2019/05/13,"A socially inept turd reaching out for validation on If what I'm feeling is Ok. My mother is undergoing a surgery soon where her neck will have to be broken and fused to some other bone in her neck with a piece of her hip bone sometime next week. As you can imagine, it's very hard not to be a bit anxious about that. The thoughts that cross my mind whenever I imagine her laying on the operating table with her neck being broken are unpleasant. Even if our family has been assured it will all go well.

​

Now, I'm already a neurotic mess in general. The kind who will pick and bite the skin off their lips until they bleed sometimes when I haven't checked to see if I've turned off the stove at least four times before bed. So I'm already a medicated wreck. With this on my mind, my sister has come home from college for the summer to spend time with family and she is a very unpleasant person to be around who will tell me, when I try to find out how I've earned her ire despite how soft spoken and kind to her I am, tells me to 'Stop talking to me' or proclaims loudly that 'I don't care'... It's always reduced me to tears, and I know she's nineteen and her brain is still developing but it really hurts when you try to connect with someone related to you and they shun you. 

​

So with that added to my anxiety, my father who lost a kidney not even a few months ago due to some malpractice got shit faced and passed out in a pile of poison oak. On my birthday, and Mother's day. The nail in the coffin in which had me crying as I folded laundry in the dark to help get my mind off things while listening to something chipper like Dorris day. It didn't help any and when my mother confronted me and saw me crying she got upset herself and told me she didn't need this from me. Now I told her it's why i retreated into the laundry room to hide from it all but then she had to say. ""It's mother's day!"" and shut the door behind her, leaving me feeling even worse. I cried myself asleep leaning against a pile of towels. I feel upset because my father is destroying himself in my mother's time of need because his life has been cut in half from his problems and my sister isn't helping anything at all by being an unpleasant horses ass and I'm close to slapping her... I don't know how everyone can look so happy when I feel like my heart is being crushed in a trash compactor. Am I wrong to feel the way I'm feeling? Am I overreacting? Should I just stop crying on command as my folks tend to demand of me? It's very hard to do...I don't even know what to think right now.",4.935180084745763,4.972196992467044,5.681562500000003,83.88386917372883,68.71751412429379,8.445409604519774,28.834804613935965,8.07648339933343,1.7383262241054616,2037,65,426,24,32,666,252,531,0.18600000000000005,0.752,0.062,-0.9968,1,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,1,4,3,2,25,21,5,2,25,1,38,19,15,4,4,71,71,38,1,7,9,9,10,2,0,5,4,3,5,1,23,28,0,2,14,0,2,4,9,12,1,2,13,16,70,9,73,47,9,61,0,2,3,1,52,29,2,6,29,287,93,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009555564377122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452330232613952,0.0,0.06579705301806156,0.1713562882748242,0.19217049046820195,0.05377397185853276,0.0,0.060492451340291964,0.08933267455831022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507230231750281,0.07039385557355031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640723870723224,0.0,0.06728732651572761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632983758329381,0.0,0.0,0.08827427891228988,0.0,0.0,0.08062262277881292,0.0,0.0,0.06811644039850721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474423792864351,0.1529912403294007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089141780296962,0.0,0.0,0.07555991688795685,0.0,0.0,0.14909046659504258,0.0,0.23989733670921426,0.056491469213619215,0.0,0.0,0.0722734672327421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04131362375399817,0.0,0.04494036229144698,0.0,0.1264876144662524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841772153038863,0.14167202185422315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370470925374023,0.15900768659467507,0.0,0.0793190562785869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846518326753922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468968530574346,0.13037328702539908,0.0,0.0,0.08372941271425413,0.0,0.0,0.05585328135048971,0.07726447548812755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640340583892612,0.0,0.08632012129273896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966012893601368,0.0,0.0,0.23953078406189499,0.0,0.06311721606220727,0.0,0.0,0.11726678864945468,0.0,0.0,0.08409756661105952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904557410950353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566446189724928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065771500993225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752994478046763,0.0,0.06288391819067338,0.0,0.0,0.06301284210178935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116974401605867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060739448305762,0.06700031516749294,0.06087609288984022,0.1564151509204492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631497027842871,0.13222112142669828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355779730632308,0.1382307397679056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253417060077607,0.05066831232156797,0.0,0.06277702107198667,0.13832847471043122,0.0,0.0,0.1511198337759137,0.0,0.1073739884419084,0.08601130932922617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957364165586672,0.0,0.06276635814530737,0.06342950226267824,0.0,0.07109826563501198,0.0,0.07135323351384408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805845705884011,0.0,0.08645651754039346,0.19217049046820195,0.0
socialanxiety,taebestressed,2019/05/13,"I’m having a panic attack and can’t calm down I called my teacher after getting beat up today by my friend. 
They were so nice listening to me. 
He’s meeting with them right now.... I’m so scared that the friend will start making life a hell for me. 
He was so nice last year.... I feel so bad but I know I can’t take this any longer. 
I’m so scared that the teacher will call me in the room with the friend and their parents. 
I’m doing breathing exercises but I’m still hyperventilating. 
God, what if the friend says I lied? What if I lose the respect of the only teacher I’ve ever been close with? 
What if I just made the situation worse? 
What if he just starts abusing me at school more?
I’m doing breathing exercises but I’m going to another class in 2 hours and I keep hyperventilating. I’m so scared- what if they start making up lies about me? Did I ruin my life? What if the friend tells my favorite teacher I lied? I really really didn’t I can’t take this abuse and bullying anymore. This could ruin my relationship with all the people I care the most about. I know he’s going to deny it. I know know know if he’s done it before but omigod I just can’t take having my hair pulled, getting punched, kicked, told I’m worthless anymore. God oh god my hearts beating so fast I’m so scared I made a mistake by doing this",0.2928988529718488,2.651644306569345,2.2777413972888425,92.67586131386864,89.51094890510949,4.737267987486965,18.412513034410843,6.3317336037704965,-0.10171979144942657,1036,29,225,11,35,344,126,274,0.264,0.608,0.128,-0.9944,1,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,4,3,16,23,2,5,14,0,18,8,4,4,2,39,52,23,0,9,14,1,2,0,5,2,4,2,1,0,14,9,0,1,6,2,0,3,5,13,0,0,9,4,33,10,20,40,3,24,1,4,0,0,23,9,1,8,12,131,47,2,0.0,0.2375553585731076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817218782589113,0.10511893867058847,0.0,0.0,0.19883847846759672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140467565861834,0.0,0.0,0.08370302791367744,0.0,0.0,0.0853038022484175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472916366673094,0.0,0.1022096823636633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004000010148396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258867515938716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068020185780636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068848283483119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872574064808623,0.0,0.10475105412466763,0.0,0.11394668138541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879455466339806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987242461299305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910517252340029,0.0,0.0,0.2754688406365137,0.08171563198585867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416164830425758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215205080760353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971446959476046,0.13383285316898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624324456730346,0.0,0.11761961845100685,0.11131372034710342,0.0,0.0,0.06949945312017929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844307917491418,0.0,0.0,0.10762900917637687,0.0,0.0856113826138285,0.0,0.07972136210061846,0.40146359443955854,0.10145649195272842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126831343377622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128684951452048,0.0,0.08005831168070024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261224253918757,0.0,0.08762131221737375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502353587993843,0.09579141484556623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021614415329736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455652957231292
socialanxiety,that_classical_memer,2019/05/13,"My two best friends leave me on read.  So a bit of backstory... I’m a little concerned about the state of my virtually nonexistent social life. At 19M, I consider myself an introvert and I’m rather selective about who gets in to my inner sanctum of friends (the two friends are 18M since middle school and 20F from about 12 months ago). They’re always trying to get me out of my shell and be open to expressing myself socially (particularly around crushes and such). But now as the title suggests, I think they may have heeded my advice and have left me in relative isolation. They talk to me occasionally but it’s intermittent at best and the current situation is left on read. I know people get busy and everything but this feels out of the ordinary, especially for these two people. 

So I wanna hear from you lovely people. Am I overthinking this thing or are my concerns justified (and how do I act accordingly?) Maybe you’ve had a similar experience, I’d like to hear about it and how you handled it.",3.5539848749272807,5.976944994764402,5.1054013961605635,77.35896305991857,75.49214659685866,8.851774287376381,27.365037812681788,9.444778638647367,2.80137673065736,798,32,146,22,18,268,118,191,0.025,0.838,0.13699999999999998,0.9740000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,2,12,7,0,0,9,0,10,2,0,2,0,25,21,18,0,2,5,0,1,1,3,1,1,2,0,0,8,13,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,22,7,28,18,3,21,0,0,0,1,16,15,0,2,5,102,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604462331835595,0.11433921079270527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073275337569774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482579483126823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707278397062268,0.0,0.1408204187338285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592521664178013,0.12617405644285906,0.0,0.0,0.06521971304905137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989651555652343,0.0,0.20217118296452244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907554925558449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088789301037332,0.0,0.0,0.1365786301564932,0.28028954975778897,0.0,0.09110734698007067,0.06301654269295927,0.12927888036552754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641582173716522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958479884388222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295620893086864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682700765182128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580438518771132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054175075000302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669939604026307,0.14498681507047387,0.0,0.262972046789619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036748809105628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569324475674997,0.08264967428874632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757371979833803,0.0,0.3780047286207061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bubba_Bee,2019/05/13,"phone anxiety oofs me i need to call to make an appointment to get my braces off(shouldve been done in january but im baby) and everytime i properly think abt it my anxiety overflows to the point of crying.

my phone anxiety extends to everyone, family and friends to strangers, and i can not fathom why my anxiety is so bad with this.

like ill cry from anxiety no matter the case but phone calls and the possibility of them just send me. when i made my voicemail i could barely get through it(only did it bc i was forced in the first place)

i dont think ive heard of anyone else crying bc of phone anxiety?? so if ya do 👊🏻😔 share ur wisdom on getting over this",3.0439687924016283,4.7193601268656735,4.6594165535956575,83.35403663500679,74.59701492537313,8.753324287652646,27.853459972862957,9.339509955726095,2.460531343283582,523,21,107,13,11,176,89,134,0.249,0.6409999999999999,0.11,-0.9698,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,2,0,17,19,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,1,17,4,17,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,3,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6096841738151391,0.0,0.0,0.0928773149222248,0.13609928547640035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109068932470118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27126707438532105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605336471102207,0.0,0.4377201519987906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359304618703685,0.155674916694218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096181188520968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692406099351447,0.0,0.0,0.12521961547231925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298451030568125,0.0,0.0,0.10262356550346376,0.0,0.2081934357732733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434784066134782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489367248794614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568626817454373,0.08866457002405324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849122158993033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877831723158307,0.0,0.12556659558629796,0.14974504541773506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022326726688464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985775707012575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Stoopid_69_,2019/05/13,Not sure what to do. Does anyone else just unconsciously blink when someone walks by? I started doing after I started to get extreme anxiety that I was unintentionally staring at someone or accidentally meeting eyes with someone. Now I just blink whenever someone passes by. People are starting to notice and it's really stressing me out. People are going to think I'm weird.,5.121558441558442,8.322278515151517,6.502294372294376,65.23772727272731,74.45454545454545,7.40779220779221,33.67099567099567,8.418075326091056,3.5734268398268405,306,16,41,6,7,103,50,66,0.161,0.8390000000000001,0.0,-0.8203,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,9,12,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,10,11,0,11,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,6,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883326853728054,0.0,0.0,0.13603667222989818,0.1993435523473132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025550624377142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625248926081067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016464289707408,0.0,0.11056951505336901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150100518283386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697584777210202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246362667491445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6593798517643461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131189428630332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228609362765203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833648315276057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246623399614794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,parvunny,2019/05/13,"I'm afraid of making friends I lost all my friends (and my best friends) two years ago, and it hurted a lot. And when I say a lot, it's a lot. Adding that to a list full of problems and sad things, I started to feel depressed, and ended up with depression, plus my already existing anxiety.

It happened all of sudden, and I had the horrible feeling that it was all my fault. Since then, I've had a lot of social anxiety, zero social skills and no motivation to make friends. I don't know how to make them, how to maintain a basic friendship and the most important fact: I don't want to. I suppose it is because I'm afraid of making friends because I don't want to have the same traumatic experience I had two years ago twice. You know, in the strange case I ""make"" a friend, I lose contact with them on purpose, I act distant and I ""succesfuly"" lose them. And I feel bad. I always get jealous of other people with friends, so I get angry with myself and end up sadder.

I know there's no other way out of here than therapy (I'm already visiting one therapist) and my own effort (which right now, it doesn't exist. Each time I've tried a little bit, I ended up abandoned again, or ignored, so by this point I don't even try because I'm scared), but I wanted to share my experience here, just to vent and also to know if there's other people that feel the same (it's always calming to know that you are not alone, right?). Thanks for reading and have a super nice day 😊",5.321215949467035,4.965258677852353,6.174658507698384,82.01513028030007,67.9261744966443,8.890959336754838,31.623371496249515,8.313332769828598,2.1923270430319777,1138,42,237,14,17,377,149,298,0.152,0.7170000000000001,0.131,0.3992,0,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,3,8,14,29,1,3,14,0,13,0,0,8,4,60,40,25,0,5,5,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,17,21,0,2,10,1,0,2,8,16,0,5,5,5,32,13,32,35,15,29,0,8,0,0,18,11,0,7,15,162,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975800990668875,0.0,0.0,0.08748713533785657,0.1864330926452149,0.0675519335122249,0.1405743292454433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924113439001386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053028425465775,0.15447936830796574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864776619423761,0.0,0.09222114407470704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054477214412197286,0.0,0.14551058555714586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244503800660028,0.0,0.0,0.05579271619947409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525892966844152,0.0,0.0,0.17084558071017172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456838012858733,0.0,0.08826588246015647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746979851179352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042862903353888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23211699884299605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466276665844143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900429818048547,0.09221076472665993,0.28725904283130904,0.0,0.0,0.2819273511334235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057240163918926626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117123987179167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985299579050162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082794358588874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449449112394586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427662419607454,0.0,0.06717523213047749,0.08457083972792534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987580681401237,0.0,0.0,0.1722163819186275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597894558324145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777012953249343,0.0966006728541614,0.09807807528716556,0.05611919877811687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925608786416387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470138639405235,0.0,0.16503302031760655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947067123863572,0.0670496495719482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087939228656133
socialanxiety,IndividualSchedule,2019/05/13,"Introvert finding a job with social anxiety How do you guys do it? Where do you work? 
I’m 26, looking for a proper job for the first time (been doing nanny and aupair for the past 9 years). This might have been the hardest thing for me ever.
I thought office job will be ok for me, but there’s no way I can deal with so much communication and responsibility. Call centres, hell no. Almost 99% jobs require good communication skills. Also who thought having 12 hours shifts is ok? I don’t wanna do this. 

Also I have no idea what I want. I love animals, would love to work with them, but no one is hiring. It’s mostly volunteering. Or meaning to do your own business, which you cannot do if you have no money or contacts or social anxiety. Fuck.",1.445162064825933,3.936950891156464,3.4354141656662662,85.83374549819928,84.3061224489796,5.635694277711085,20.891956782713088,7.048011613610866,0.6538494597839133,579,18,115,8,17,195,95,147,0.17300000000000001,0.701,0.126,-0.7776,4,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,1,5,7,7,2,0,5,2,22,3,0,1,1,25,31,12,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,4,1,14,5,11,23,3,8,1,0,1,3,15,1,2,7,6,85,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079103559773054,0.0,0.0,0.22487624953485227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511791059242247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356877403213447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495288466144854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718115168881866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850625919354874,0.11959466637050505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998284544852998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792898220681207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921654534712793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846311615079476,0.0,0.0,0.1587207880343638,0.0,0.0,0.558096985135051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806896235643205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537947813601315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315510262713006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915485284091973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335750449236546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527450004461344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421903366452154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866488941231726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340868789373706,0.0,0.0,0.2232420956171004,0.08198524993846254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292978507052026,0.11160208852968788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471759645743226,0.0,0.0,0.09987852183630916,0.0,0.0,0.09054207657052354
socialanxiety,popularclassic,2019/05/13,"DAE find it especially hard to talk to people who have similar interests? I love music, film, hiking, high fashion, and farming as my primary hobbies and interests. I'm pretty knowledgeable about these things, but when I meet someone else who's interested, I clam TF up and can't talk about it. I don't know what I'm worried about--maybe that they'll thinking I'm faking or that my taste is bad?? 

So I always end up hanging around people I have nothing in common with. Mostly eccentric types. Usually nice enough, but I wish I had one friend I could talk about my interests with, yet I'm so afraid if I speak up about who I am, I'll get rejected. What's wrong with me? LOL",3.8991044776119423,5.247317119402986,5.046447761194031,82.74892537313436,71.83582089552239,8.64358208955224,27.579104477611946,9.120678840339163,2.2062262686567164,530,19,106,11,10,175,87,134,0.14300000000000002,0.648,0.209,0.8344,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,0,18,18,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,11,7,1,0,4,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,3,16,7,15,15,2,12,0,1,0,1,11,6,0,3,5,64,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837513872399514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943975649969553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589229500582705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196813372044773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590016451847867,0.0,0.16858156236828895,0.1966683892654752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396402838752648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470534364260361,0.0,0.09944291716886326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705040354034726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110086491105328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460391193550307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178603916343888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121850446961045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826329165731707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897687579096992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639105989973526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936405537873846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127142056484314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589555840419174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126451051757045,0.12195988459599025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096286625377273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887747544733346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329586115121186,0.0,0.0,0.20810298229154225,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,goldenhaze420,2019/05/13,Social anxiety makes me depressed. (new to this sub) I want to be normal,-0.2566666666666677,1.3784685714285736,2.2442857142857164,87.28404761904763,113.28571428571428,4.723809523809524,18.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.8045523809523814,56,2,10,1,3,19,13,14,0.307,0.613,0.08,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403382402536755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831815378326439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29696631499558634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42967577685376335,0.0,0.0,0.4358959580363509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535074737750784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624065754245066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slothluuuvchunk,2019/05/13,"Anybody else experience spikes in social anxiety around people that are extremely sociable, even though you usually feel very comfortable around them? I have this lowkey friend crush on one of my co-workers. Let's call her Bilinda, as she reminds me of the Queen Bilinda Butcher. I don't know Bilinda too well, but well enough to know that she's one of those people that is so ridiculously genuine and sweet and understanding and just plain easy to talk to. It's great to just have her around -- she's a calming force. Her smile really brightens my day. I've worked with her twice a week for almost two years, and typically that's way more time than I need to begin to feel comfortable around people in terms of my social anxieties. (I'd say I became well comfortable with the other people in the office around 6 to 9 months in.)

But the more I got to know her and see how great and sociable of a person she is, the more nervous I've become around her when we talk, at least sometimes. It's gotten to the point where every 1 to 2 weeks I'll make a fool of myself in front of her.

Here's the typical scenario: A student calls about some expense form she handles. The form is pretty simple, but she keeps track of them so I occasionally have to ask her questions about them. These are simple questions like, ""Hey, Bobby O'Toole's wondering why his form hasn't been sent out yet -- do you know why that might be?"" Instead, I'll end up saying something like, ""Hey \[Bilinda\], I have a student... someone's calling.. they're wanting to know about the form... they don't have it, I think, the one -- they're calling about if they've received the email with, ya know, that... that one form with the receipts and stuff, the recent form -- "". At this point Bilinda inevitably kindly puts me out of my misery and simultaneously asks and answers the question I should be asking, ""Oh, they haven't received the expense form yet? Their application might not have been approved yet -- so-and-so would know for sure. They're out until 3 but you can take a message."" Then I finally get an idea of what to do next and what to say, e.g. ""Oh great, I'll take a message for so-and-so. Thanks!"" (This is literally a summary of the convo I had with Bilinda just now, with some loose paraphrasing to make my lines sound like English.)

Part of me gets it, because I place high value on her (I want to be her friend and think she's just a lovely person). But part of me doesn't get it. She calms me when she's around. I *want* to talk to her. I often (though not always) find it easy to make conversation with her, like when I give her a recap about what happened in the Champions League matches, because I know that no matter what I say she'll end up knowing the right thing to say and will never be mean or harsh to me in response. I even noticed that my baseline anxiety is significantly worse when she's out of the office. But sometimes, I am so nervous to talk to her! I haven't put my finger quite on why, but maybe just knowing that this sweet person is so skilled at being social and sociable and smart (and reminiscent of the Queen Bilinda Butcher to boot!) makes me super anxious when I have to talk to her (especially about stuff that I don't know as well as her?), and then she gets front row tickets to my one-man show entitled: *You're Amazing And I'm So Sorry To Do This To You, But Please Be Patient With Me As I Have A Stroke And Attempt To Make Language Noises At You.* Major oof.

I wanted to post this on here partly because I needed to vent after the painful convo I just had with her. But I'm also wondering if any of you have had similar experiences.",5.251854951185493,5.705845789400282,5.633205020920503,83.05429846582985,68.0934449093445,8.325913528591354,29.182984658298462,8.167268648758528,1.8388301813110184,2849,95,573,35,45,912,291,717,0.065,0.7490000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9985,0,0,1,0,0,0,121.0,1,7,6,8,49,32,1,2,34,0,47,4,1,6,2,108,98,51,0,10,20,0,4,4,2,6,2,6,0,3,33,39,0,1,25,2,2,7,11,5,4,6,8,13,88,27,101,77,19,71,0,0,1,1,83,34,0,14,32,397,121,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533736565177803,0.0,0.0,0.042625113348741264,0.04435103783466035,0.0,0.0,0.036246782356089316,0.0,0.1223262840070438,0.06021541463444315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321468494507183,0.14948885213207974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747612306281883,0.05886721280073475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177067708703886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03437499592551795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04452648337472488,0.0,0.09441844611548676,0.0550745984721482,0.0,0.07041014900354724,0.0,0.04490873155865504,0.0,0.0,0.10427800127636896,0.0,0.0,0.05390158256228676,0.0,0.0,0.05838908249326024,0.04871651742216377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236106468722941,0.0,0.1113911341711624,0.05113156338608329,0.0,0.0,0.042630001781909316,0.1762949575268015,0.0,0.0,0.0471342553355392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631585954785805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017079700288889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737673673472518,0.0,0.055505209799961035,0.322223633242652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450429664966055,0.0,0.10416149412371016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04810659794073978,0.0,0.1778955045897805,0.0,0.05354842429655887,0.058060854562657964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308873252750823,0.0,0.0,0.04254467197527773,0.0,0.0,0.07904463105229673,0.04110932852547923,0.0,0.05668664761545051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068400148732879,0.0,0.0,0.1805920532758128,0.0,0.056716451654489485,0.0,0.0,0.17316067834234355,0.0,0.1478099284446101,0.13962218955942465,0.05568862232870614,0.058508935243602976,0.10077411022412007,0.0,0.051048010956130194,0.05422668984881337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716526549871758,0.1791293125119406,0.0566926039236857,0.0,0.0,0.034146244124432325,0.0,0.052628705907364716,0.0,0.0,0.045519107597553,0.0,0.2119370782533876,0.0,0.0,0.04247431785977992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300220626097595,0.045162106456530036,0.041034024703849016,0.105432902511343,0.0596665576859071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203471016694185,0.0,0.0,0.05023594227014992,0.0,0.08015204440793497,0.2142082467011571,0.0,0.04907277133479699,0.0,0.0,0.03541108425156885,0.0683067746567733,0.1047367171834033,0.0,0.031080477184943764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206772650001242,0.0554886411140357,0.0,0.0,0.05870396590239185,0.04397924029632597,0.12575419577405658,0.042308173347554295,0.08551034204870822,0.0,0.1916974529720387,0.0,0.1442886792359451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156061974360235,0.07760811354271106,0.0,0.054318684122143815,0.0378637879561184,0.0,0.0,0.03432435648168203
socialanxiety,zigazigha42,2019/05/13,Today I didn't help an old woman who was climbing the stairs carrying two bags I just couldn't gather up the courage to ask her if she needed any help and now I feel like shit.,5.422631578947367,4.304579684210527,5.793684210526315,87.36578947368423,67.94736842105263,8.65263157894737,26.894736842105264,7.1686216300943375,1.081273684210526,140,3,32,1,2,45,33,38,0.19399999999999998,0.67,0.136,-0.3434,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,5,2,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,1,1,4,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306125299078637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170304612101195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146874167491846,0.24226666142195555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454608597344741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567640020339938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145242084559105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558483152596606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34810075158223064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214451334029314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312699598203473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xsiberiax,2019/05/13,i am not interesting therefore this title is boring does anyone have experience with anxiety medication that would be willing to share? i’ve been struggling for years with SA and despite being diagnosed with it a while ago doctors only seemed to try and treat my depression over my anxiety and i think that i want to try the other approach. i’ve been on a ton of SSRIs that didn’t do anything. so what have you guys taken that’s shown an improvement and what were some of the negative side affects you had?,4.540747422680411,6.611986412371135,5.439780927835049,77.65802190721652,71.47422680412372,8.561340206185568,29.650773195876287,9.188382445141503,2.793537113402062,410,17,72,9,8,134,72,97,0.177,0.735,0.08800000000000001,-0.8526,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,0,14,3,0,2,0,15,18,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,0,7,3,11,8,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215935043908552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727038045803018,0.0,0.0,0.1703294760667928,0.0,0.2004605046512555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209810711968055,0.2472469737156907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493330076531213,0.21317436468145706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382857134417716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24120044662254356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24539948762197403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526735441703812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176258816715386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25466165575050165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560878453055282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33077427942323706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436804881736256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730451220065003,0.0,0.0,0.1568692087028099
socialanxiety,Darkstarkhaz,2019/05/13,"""Labs"" in physics I have to do labs in physics and the require groups of 2 or 3. In the past this wasnt a problem because my friend did physics but he is gone now. So every time I have to awkwardly ask this guy if i can join his group. Last time someone else, his friend wanted to join but said that I can. Now im terrified, what if he joins next time and im stuck alone? The teacher will announce i dont have a group and can i join anyone. I asked if I can just do them on my spare but he said no because i need to learn to do group work in post secondary.  But i dont have any future plans so why does that matter. Im considering just skipping every lab because of this. It keepa me up at night.",1.0560880566801636,2.4415995986842134,2.555526315789475,97.56599190283406,79.32894736842105,5.466396761133604,22.21862348178138,5.8734145424116955,-0.03412510121457535,537,16,133,3,13,175,84,152,0.105,0.782,0.114,-0.1707,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,6,4,0,1,5,0,17,0,0,0,0,19,25,13,0,6,10,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,2,16,2,14,18,0,19,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,4,10,77,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013224104052272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857606288277382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135764628451356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710313675713061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650942183560518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685327490725173,0.0,0.3397781935207068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121093380978637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442658718018804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398759183479894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435307036513612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697368867469681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815970022432405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748414086261436,0.0,0.0,0.15416393336815828,0.13603278312786735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837832491274316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882920388950445,0.0,0.0,0.13870473941550504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27577553270528005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122822009474988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535776315241616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549968234844926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080158654179527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553077795489502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1312ac1312ab,2019/05/13,last thought before falling asleep? what are your last thoughts before falling asleep...mine is please dont wake up tomorrow,4.9471428571428575,8.531718000000001,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,83.28571428571428,4.704761904761905,30.809523809523807,6.42735559955562,1.8134952380952387,102,5,16,1,3,27,17,21,0.149,0.7440000000000001,0.107,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214028420327483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35906765030599513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994708516257173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363062787736859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486452930978508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rrr_rrr,2019/05/13,"The girl on the train was scapegoating me? When I remember her, I feel awkward. 


I'm a HS student. I get on the train to school every weekday. I always sit on the same seat in the same car. A girl from a different HS–she wears a different school uniform–sits across me every time. She stares at me and makes a frowny face. I feel uncomfortable, not knowing what to do, so decide to ignore her.

Fast forward to my adulthood. I work at a newspaper. My boss is an N; I'm her scapegoat. She makes a frowny face when I talk to her. She shows I am so farking unwelcome. I get hurt.

Had the girl been scapegoating me as my boss did?",0.2325000000000017,2.5502272500000025,2.1878125,93.6259375,89.0,5.7,21.28125,7.1686216300943375,0.6865843749999998,480,17,106,8,16,159,71,128,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.9371,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,14,0,7,3,3,4,0,14,16,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,3,23,0,14,12,2,14,0,1,1,0,11,8,0,0,5,67,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541413272827348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656241709789287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754912588479515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253411796297904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328411187688613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23854633937872946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246267796681327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974842737411252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524252964990421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510359020258157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791039769279088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993517183319753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222440068757127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sam2003_,2019/05/13,"I feel like a total loser for not having a gf at 15 I know it may sound silly, but it’s killing me. It’s become such a norm for such young people to be in a really deep relationship. I just haven’t taken the opportunity to ask someone out, and the last and ONLY time I did, I was in 7th grade and got rejected in a really mean and humiliating way. I don’t know. I know that there are people that like me, even to a point to where I slept on a couch with a girl who obviously liked me, but I was STILL too terrified to ask her out because my anxiety gets the best of me every time. And this makes me extremely worried because even when a girl shows EVERY sign of liking me, my anxiety just tells me I’m ugly and they’ll reject me of course, so what are the chances of me ever getting a girlfriend? And it seems that any time I seem to get anywhere with a girl, they always have a boyfriend, not that I stop being friends with them, but it definitely destroys a possibly serious relationship. I’m also a VERY socially awkward person, mostly due to abuse trauma at home and severe bullying at school, to a point where I resorted to cutting and a suicide attempt that ended me up in the hospital. I just need advice, you know? I know there’s more important things than getting a girl but I really just wanna get out there and talk to a few and get to know them. If anyone has even just small advice for me I’d love to hear :)",5.647842465753424,4.989872996575343,6.964486301369862,77.63590753424658,67.32191780821917,10.176712328767124,30.23630136986301,9.673873057562805,2.535749315068493,1113,35,231,21,16,382,153,292,0.21600000000000005,0.644,0.14,-0.9828,0,1,0,0,1,1,25.0,0,1,4,4,21,18,3,1,23,0,14,2,1,1,3,49,41,19,2,3,12,0,1,4,3,2,0,2,2,5,14,17,0,1,10,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,6,3,34,9,36,31,5,30,0,3,0,1,24,18,0,5,15,164,48,2,0.0,0.1230109396045141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290541126685305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302563747832191,0.08638741107668138,0.0,0.0,0.07060185827614172,0.0,0.15884560238694725,0.0,0.0,0.07259407577164505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941172901621549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657666839095738,0.1146621670977296,0.0,0.0,0.10895376218911433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195461387180533,0.0,0.0,0.20571842676879729,0.09391206244352453,0.17494738538262558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249503053176531,0.07416976216158178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021186762723836,0.0,0.3254532081238613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303515921910246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701384248285605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041409547487144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486258358995065,0.0,0.3423439264548729,0.08462799350294334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288683761519896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370252996784573,0.0,0.06930134145217673,0.0,0.0,0.11309153416581272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769819757271038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789605690989661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395285514356645,0.09065251588070096,0.0,0.0,0.19628885615421648,0.11704260811788647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953122442583135,0.0,0.0,0.22292985731011453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507242167927903,0.0,0.1890295267791416,0.0,0.11728820860000724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583246214867127,0.08796721894296082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291160596963129,0.08679902705196034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135633522875334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344740852637478,0.09074415336265794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897407684833501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816166265856932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856632199788061,0.0,0.08240829845975704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543529212493076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chonkyborfs,2019/05/13,"My mom told me to fix my anxiety myself. I told her that I most definitely have SAD and the first time she said that I'm being ridiculous to self diagnose myself and that there's nothing wrong.

Second time she told me to just go get rid of my anxiety myself by talking to strangers and doing those stuff which cause me anxiety and obviously I'm going avoid or have a mini breakdown doing. I don't believe that self therapy is possible

On a slightly unrelated note, does social anxiety cause a lack of sympathy? I see others crying over someone else's troubles and I'm just here feeling nothing for them, it's their problem, I can't do anything for them and I think it's over dramatic to cry for someone else. I've seen my friends be so comforting to those in pain or whatever and all I do is just what people would normally do for comfort and nothing more, I just pat them on the back even though I don't or can't care less about their issue. Is this also social anxiety? Does anyone else feel like this?",5.140769230769231,5.804994825870651,6.1733333333333364,78.34153846153846,68.40298507462687,9.368694986605435,31.87944890929965,9.466822959209583,2.8907662456946035,804,33,153,16,13,268,113,201,0.16699999999999998,0.726,0.10800000000000001,-0.8883,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,1,12,12,1,1,5,0,17,2,0,2,2,28,33,14,0,4,7,1,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,2,14,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,5,5,27,5,19,25,5,11,0,1,2,0,19,5,0,4,5,111,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846507410109735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048869227863627,0.0,0.0,0.07401499697826489,0.10845908079615788,0.0871081388180043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139455303998164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926027300286575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792436054624506,0.21748072633453708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325494713439696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743873835011301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852656430593889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652802197694022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991501980392202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704508556330876,0.07562152508886058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003865148199547,0.0,0.0,0.08178189579444928,0.0,0.05530391187757465,0.0,0.12031759066750652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048320692631282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051714511526586994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397395219503413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371363087074996,0.3047069116130959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263523502647454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073385259232306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933354332416896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128718695669044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069060385718216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435127084236066,0.0,0.22085588198470907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158079507968844,0.17937809318574555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117655336388765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850807676008202,0.0,0.0,0.12105232395433276,0.0,0.0,0.06782643653587138,0.1040002011032033,0.0,0.12344766819290298,0.0,0.0,0.3034417176714517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519505418658197,0.11573382319998456,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dakdaketydak,2019/05/13,"What do i do in this situation Sometimes when i see someone who is very popular, and they are with they're friends and i'm alone, i instantly begin to run, like instantly i try to hide from them, as i don't want to appear as if i have no friends. Has this happened to any of you? BTW i'm in highschool. What can i do? The person is sometimes nice to me but sometimes rude, what should i do. AM i overthinking this.",0.7816091954023001,2.83306555172414,2.6926436781609238,92.9750574712644,83.13793103448276,6.16551724137931,24.60919540229885,7.3871296695380915,1.047588505747126,321,13,73,5,9,107,55,87,0.114,0.764,0.121,0.152,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,13,0,0,0,0,8,20,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,13,5,12,19,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,2,3,52,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400475253129258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761397942307584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581353795034111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495660766781496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323286181796248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20237574649645151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846935321152962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26052321017185404,0.0,0.0,0.19638099867218856,0.0,0.6876899788104749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735904397557646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123747335722127,0.1367060600743766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jaykay814,2019/05/13,Going to graduation with no friends I did not plan on going but my mom insisted that I go so I’m going for her. But the anxiety’s been eating me alive and I know it’s so stupid. It’s just a stupid ceremony but I hate being alone and awkward in crowds of people that I barely know. This is for you mom.,-0.4631818181818197,1.6377807878787929,2.6456818181818207,90.78852272727272,89.6060606060606,5.724242424242425,17.340909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.18076363636363668,236,6,54,4,8,84,47,66,0.297,0.632,0.07200000000000001,-0.9590000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,3,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,12,7,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,2,0,9,1,7,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540497737695483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764862300443466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509961763011396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951291420960487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576231026824673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421762471477164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26961345032685297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5745688514146132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005541632461826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Golf_Foxtrot_Zulu,2019/05/13,"Im so fucking sick to death of this disorder It feels like some sick joke someones playing at my life's expense.

This shit just doesn't end, everytime i think ""yea you know what maybe i can do this"" NOPE FUCKING THINK AGAIN YOU THOUGHT IT WAS THAT EASY? 

I tried talking to someone i was interested in, i spent a week planning it in my head concidering every possible option and outcome, talked for several days with of my oveseas overseas friends about it, i even felt confident about trying for the first time ever, i felt like it was gonna be ok.

The day came today and i fucking did nothing because i can't get through the solid rock wall in my head. Everything ends the same, just me in bed wishing i was someone else without this stupid fucking disorder.

Im so sick of being alone. The only solution to 2 years of built up isolation and lonliness and i have a disorder that prevents me from getting that solution its fucking bullshit man im so fed up with it im reaching breaking point.

Everything hurts and I just want it to stop1, doesn't seem like too much to ask but apparently it is.",3.025976744186046,5.267124469767445,3.969941860465117,85.7470058139535,76.3953488372093,7.276744186046512,30.75,8.238735603445708,2.401237209302326,871,43,168,16,20,280,131,215,0.11900000000000001,0.743,0.139,-0.3937,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,12,16,7,0,7,2,14,13,3,0,1,28,36,9,1,2,5,0,3,3,1,1,4,0,1,1,17,8,1,1,8,3,2,1,5,8,0,1,11,3,20,8,25,22,3,22,0,1,0,5,7,9,6,3,14,104,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976101081774603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004848993405604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871727263433455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016722435855296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424002581198318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311816245264925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046504871999202,0.0,0.17062620469734158,0.0,0.0,0.06362007102910283,0.0871291722913291,0.08115582006351403,0.0,0.17313681768722172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870352583717685,0.06881277887033517,0.1849693183677766,0.0,0.0,0.08193182836412281,0.0,0.0,0.07441848738553426,0.4452427732260368,0.10064901109106657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977092493170791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311517692756396,0.0,0.4161791081913364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052936300504375824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803539635728356,0.1411748536630862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676884953252918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080808513632028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242399041126713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325756511185633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910558511959712,0.10858909178213892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768834257469704,0.0,0.10881695353029723,0.09887361266561248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448411027032702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484067638556626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343907567114805,0.0,0.07646926747169003,0.05616639629678711,0.0,0.09130242169505834,0.0,0.0,0.1307932441115847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681347774842886,0.0,0.07726406081867009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076606600586082,0.09285140633913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062028500956100574
socialanxiety,litas-f,2019/05/13,its time today im facing one of my biggest fears that held me back many years 💪😤,-0.8147368421052619,0.8905593684210551,1.778157894736843,99.2346052631579,86.89473684210527,3.8,14.76315789473684,3.1291,-1.3576526315789479,64,1,16,0,2,22,19,19,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097001297765429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532207066379133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.435053497031843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083387873667733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27292284728337485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485452915488045,0.0,0.3817725307599958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593663711171972
socialanxiety,undeadprocess,2019/05/13,"Finding Better Reasons To Break Free I've fought with Anxiety for almost twenty years. At one point, I rarely left my own bedroom. One day something just snapped, and I said ""no"", and I got up and started finding ways to fight back, and do more things that I wanted to, instead of fearing them. I'm not going to preach that 'it's that easy' it's not. But it does seem like switching the mindset back from ""what if this happens..? and more towards ""Hey, why not..!"" has a lot to do with it, for me...  


Today was a big one for me, I drove about 70 miles from home, and watched my 18 year old daughter graduate. I sat with her mother and new husband, in the middle of a gym filled to the brim with strangers, and even fought the crowded lines going in and out. And I felt calm and okay, for two hours. I didn't even feel the need to run to the restroom, part of my usual routine...  


Everything was against my going today, I was even in the ER a few hours before because of a nasty asthma attack. But there was no way in hell anything was going to keep me from seeing my girl get her diploma, and the accolades she's been working so hard to achieve. I never finished school, I was a punk kid in the 80's, and I hardly went. I was so proud of her, she's taking two grants and two scholarships with her, awesome! She didn't just graduate, she totally annihilated high school!  


And maybe that's what got me there. I had something with me, something I was carrying that made me feel more excited that afraid. These kinds of weapons seem to be what helps. Some would say they're just simple ideas, and maybe they are. But if we didn't use them, going would be out of the question. Tomorrow, I have to start follow up on my asthma, and I may find 200 more excuses to go than the one I need, 'to get better and live a healthier life'. But today none of it worked, hell none of it was even there, well... until I was driving halfway home, but then I decided to go to my favorite burger joint, and the anxiety left again.  


It was an awesome day, despite how it began, feeling proud of my kid, and a little of myself.  


Does anyone else find ""fuel"" to help them move forward? I find myself wrestling with the idea that ""is it really happening this easily?"" ...and knowing it is not for others. Am I heading in the right direction, or setting myself up for worse later? I hope this is something to talk about, or even better, helps someone with their own considerations.",4.518055124223603,5.2105539233954445,5.028239518633544,85.89621020962736,69.80745341614907,7.693814699792961,28.13722826086957,7.645422480735847,1.521594254658385,1887,63,387,20,32,603,237,483,0.061,0.825,0.114,0.9825,0,0,4,0,1,0,88.0,1,0,5,8,21,22,7,2,23,1,30,4,1,4,2,82,70,35,0,8,16,3,6,1,0,3,3,2,3,3,26,32,0,1,18,1,2,15,12,9,2,7,27,10,54,14,65,38,13,66,3,0,2,0,33,24,2,12,26,275,80,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188555322107439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983561520835336,0.0,0.0,0.05019600702219786,0.07355553608769051,0.05907560530041156,0.0,0.0,0.08166948742626093,0.0,0.11040145167237847,0.0,0.04376144518586608,0.0,0.06108650533936703,0.0,0.0,0.19047259513622175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259495265252636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256447463304226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996986339721332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370772794914356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451864176372019,0.0,0.0,0.0807817290501449,0.10889487440374104,0.0,0.06892796892345138,0.0,0.3280657570022141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501278557849445,0.0,0.28559238065425685,0.0,0.1148312280567501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269642082449375,0.0,0.1286163259497923,0.0,0.07367544581480494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435443342953544,0.07584821769461299,0.14401891725458627,0.07130192100496367,0.1413939128007125,0.0,0.0,0.1620803711982788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380868676011317,0.0,0.07475640556484653,0.03945293963654195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599626703151373,0.0,0.050706157401578016,0.03507210821747908,0.07195067657878505,0.06339033171546757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061031795028830715,0.0,0.06792776907005048,0.0,0.0,0.14424187345652895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629953879103772,0.0,0.10646014163292657,0.05536751679391719,0.0693335301605894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532968248025923,0.0,0.19458227903478006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773966891094282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786309142422299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041925903866035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598938520333478,0.07381026770277242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130676527079713,0.06828705619982238,0.057088890333858285,0.0,0.14530706425805928,0.057205933343182164,0.13070663621995873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082594334107901,0.2210643796338572,0.0,0.0,0.1016241724482006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053975822812000106,0.057700668544226064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769291721158559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414057447256675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038003962704604,0.0,0.0,0.062001990657237174,0.07906460490970359,0.0,0.04234256430453616,0.11396432792079347,0.0,0.0,0.06454624976544039,0.06654841829813495,0.06477772124005758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045253883740052,0.0,0.07315835026330487,0.10199261290499348,0.0,0.0,0.09245854661732282
socialanxiety,ThonMakerKDplusKG,2019/05/13,"When you realize the anxiety is winning I’ve come a long way but damn this is just the one thing I can’t over come. I’ve had social anxiety for sure my whole life

I’ve overcome severe depression, and a bipolar diagnosis which I have been able to balance for 3 years with no medication by living a healthy lifestyle with no drugs/alcohol and being very consistent with my work schedule

But my social anxiety is only getting worse. It’s the one thing I can’t beat on my own. I’m afraid of interacting with people and ive started to give up. I have almost no social life, I avoid conversation with people I’m not comfortable with (nearly everyone). I have an anxiety attack any time I’m in an uncomfortable situation. 

I love that I was able to beat my other mental illnesses on my own after I found that the medication had little effect on me, other than causing me to gain weight. Unfortunately I just can’t calm myself down when I get anxious. I’ve tried everything in my power but it can’t be done. I think it’s time to go back to see my psychiatrist and tell him I need help again

Just wanted to share this with someone who would understand. Feel free to share your stories and offer advice",4.185089453860641,5.736003902542372,5.773333333333337,77.02298493408665,71.41525423728814,8.973258003766476,27.941619585687384,9.444778638647367,2.564296421845574,955,35,179,22,18,325,136,236,0.21,0.6609999999999999,0.129,-0.9607,1,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,7,7,13,2,2,9,0,19,8,0,2,1,34,37,10,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,13,14,1,1,6,0,1,3,8,5,0,2,6,3,28,9,30,28,3,25,0,1,1,1,16,10,1,1,11,122,41,1,0.2316240636576632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131701771450478,0.0,0.12376784133710927,0.11596902086323728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875615300739673,0.0,0.3543835494303415,0.13083463138231766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175290537305534,0.0,0.0890523038262735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189708585806014,0.0,0.1995236214448537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974873331314003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851591763951433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106633594280398,0.1040843866048329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585580430548634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698191522832994,0.0,0.0,0.12101401333045135,0.11109745383689958,0.06581864657764583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762636372200772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360292609876662,0.0,0.11607408080491716,0.1022641458796402,0.10249000377640832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452488032912892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233336876047706,0.11671128880287188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587315415215173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695446001231603,0.08808026889585055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057896155078216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922871951332713,0.0,0.0,0.13083463138231766,0.0,0.0,0.13017757610952593,0.0,0.3541673456892657,0.09812715874432068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197235220970353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915146941957504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122482044033128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388073578927527,0.07420767371102746,0.0,0.0,0.13506185419016187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786287675103503,0.0,0.0,0.12056440946448214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555705507594216,0.06830893695892362,0.09192620025936404,0.0,0.14102785482448926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929999765079842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431253848603143,0.0,0.11802235453225912,0.0822695446016802,0.0,0.0,0.07457915145115337
socialanxiety,CrimsonCub2013,2019/05/13,"How do you make new friends in your 30s? I turned 30 years old last August and I also moved to a new city where I don't know anyone at that time as well. It's been about nine months now and I still haven't met or made any new friends in my new city. Basically the only person I've been hanging out with the entire time I've been here is my girlfriend, which isn't a bad thing. I just have really bad social anxiety when attempting to meet new people. I just feel incredibly awkward like we have nothing in common or nothing to talk about. So I generally stay pretty quiet around people I don't know. I tried joining a local Gamers Facebook group but that didn't really do anything because no one really played the same games that I played. Some kind of running out of options as far as how to meet a new guy friends. Anyone else feel the same way or does anyone have any tips or suggestions how I can improve things in my 30s?",4.761666666666667,5.186725761904763,5.3493253968254,84.76303571428572,69.15873015873018,8.204761904761906,26.86111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.4737968253968259,735,21,153,9,12,237,112,189,0.031,0.8140000000000001,0.156,0.9695,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,1,16,11,0,1,8,0,15,0,0,5,0,28,23,16,0,0,7,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,7,7,0,0,4,3,0,3,6,3,1,2,6,3,17,8,20,17,3,33,0,0,0,0,17,11,0,6,18,93,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664100505840101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735245993462845,0.0,0.08288128256471182,0.0,0.0,0.2272655968868631,0.11100911410416693,0.0891561799202709,0.09644729061797644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092197801480805,0.06604423705388539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948107560888074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050578328646884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956187375330036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251114127150782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727554763638326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282145161000605,0.1190837865048373,0.08831313598869149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052930396134239735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251575705395004,0.07231908188455352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864774976587107,0.11515032937360455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6278238868383095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791401433786755,0.0,0.1136866341088524,0.0,0.07341529803504337,0.08239892248347983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022131030215238,0.09459999736861203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022269597390114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082198505166698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044095735802344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547808573314824,0.08652200802541997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708114220901764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439551329593939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635010534594865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355706107934161,0.11784491245320433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859967838918464,0.0,0.0,0.09741240953863332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697686530291325
socialanxiety,JamesL08,2019/05/13,"A couple of things Well the first thing is that I’m a little afraid to ask my mom for something because she usually acts really angry when it’s the first time I’ve asked her at all. 

The second thing is a bit like the first, whenever I want to ask my brother about something I can’t, I feel like I’m invading his privacy by doing so. The few times I have asked him of a favor he doesn’t complain or anything, he’s absolutely great, but I feel like he might get annoyed at me or something when he’s an amazingly chill guy who I’ve only seen get annoyed one time and it was for something that was to help me and my siblings. So any help with this would be very much appreciated. :)",3.4154225352112704,4.268544485915495,4.8226478873239484,85.77833802816902,72.45070422535211,7.933521126760564,26.876056338028175,8.238735603445708,1.5621977464788732,535,18,116,8,10,179,88,142,0.07200000000000001,0.727,0.201,0.9553,0,0,4,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,6,11,2,1,10,0,11,0,0,0,1,12,23,9,0,2,3,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,5,3,3,14,7,12,17,4,13,0,0,1,0,19,3,0,3,12,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758817730502555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599113578639746,0.0,0.4816411364752839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851506988912405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406158566983323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251436060087036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024994395658165,0.18402898840059306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32867074413762365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345850000441846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200206652039876,0.0,0.12753190127993427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266337802429338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887750061378459,0.1290910840846187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136636072389967,0.0,0.15084859095123135,0.0,0.0,0.09468256108922794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872779747830124,0.09795793616785113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251235255283344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966250461617299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567062887557429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253123314220736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185461549259626,0.1062731985137928,0.07596936941948003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580635168445505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149557443084994,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sassafrassmiles,2019/05/13,"Emails make me nauseous I got an internship for the summer, but now I'm freaking out about the communications aspect of it. I'm supposed to go to a company event soon, but have not been sent the details. I kinda need to know, so I had to ask my classmate who got hired with me for information. I don't know him that well, so texting him was way out of my comfort zone. I eventually got the courage to text him, and found out he didn't get any info either. So now I'm emailing my coordinator and I feel like I'm about to throw up. I'm so worried that I'll make a really bad spelling error or come off as rude/annoying. I know realistically I'm not going to make a terrible mistake, but it doesn't stop me from freaking out. 

Has anyone else ever dealt with this? Any advice is really appreciated.",3.4503783231083847,4.6025049938650335,5.633880368098161,78.86386758691208,72.68098159509202,8.378118609406954,27.693762781186088,8.841846274778883,2.0628817995910027,626,23,129,12,12,220,100,163,0.156,0.728,0.11699999999999999,-0.8365,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,3,1,31,33,11,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,7,0,0,5,5,5,1,0,9,1,16,4,23,24,1,19,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,8,80,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903692993182854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491868476906889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281091556528348,0.18772683687008246,0.0,0.0,0.17128258660194565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529780276470273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782469168791133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305377897957848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657297086211473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263970876286066,0.13088982130416751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088730823674192,0.0,0.0,0.09572299863790333,0.0,0.20825218644707966,0.0,0.43960463814650175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020727992940469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951027058226277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668950769608774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358526271745495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234746214167464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531771008710539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454286375609441,0.0,0.0,0.16473353257662152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606513143887604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,awquame,2019/05/13,"I may have extreme social phobia Hi there,

I have been struggling to talk to people/ be around people since I was a kid. I cannot overcome the social anxiety that comes along with it. It's frustrating that no matter how hard I try to make an effort to express my ideas or talk about daily life or even small talk like saying ""hi"", I keep failing. If I manage to say a word, it's so soft as a whisper almost. It is so bad that I have lock myself in my room for eternity because it's the only way to get away from this. Even when I'm around people like at school/university and at family/friends parties, I just sit there listening without saying a word. I can't even make eye contact at all and feel like my heart is beating fast and become sweaty of nerves. It's not like I'm not making an effort, but my fear is winning the battle against me. It doesn't help that I'm an introvert. I tried getting jobs (like tutoring high school math) and teaching/performing music at my own business (I play violin yay). It barely helps but the fear is still there. It's a painful way of living and it's making me feel depressed to the point of suicidal thoughts. My parents say that you can easily get over it but I have struggled with it for years. I have trouble making friends for this reason. Btw, I'm 21 years old. It's like a mental battle that I can't win at. Please what can I do?",3.6582978723404262,4.619385645390072,4.679921985815607,86.62350000000002,71.97872340425532,7.3421276595744684,26.156737588652483,7.554174236665415,1.2722363120567377,1080,34,224,12,20,353,152,282,0.21,0.688,0.102,-0.986,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,6,15,23,3,4,14,1,20,4,2,7,1,39,38,16,1,1,10,1,4,6,1,1,2,6,1,1,22,11,0,1,5,1,0,1,8,12,0,0,3,11,26,11,31,33,2,25,0,2,1,0,20,14,0,5,13,141,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976472842257717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459878275805162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361822254127207,0.0,0.0,0.09161864420158226,0.0,0.08142103329268494,0.0594442983982217,0.10769776393373824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400062201075757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398961067779934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932234068459765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946319123537747,0.09861312670090616,0.06966480521418396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150679845027517,0.0,0.15284284113576388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735437353782502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555586018003185,0.1307246287905655,0.10303005457114274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100826756187296,0.0,0.0,0.09676868754758107,0.08667589930032514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887779730318676,0.2858457060747944,0.0,0.08610761774552983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32546042434583033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827228259114253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232569113247854,0.0,0.0,0.07416462592797497,0.10376293917839856,0.0,0.1082789757577354,0.0,0.0,0.20281407115250327,0.0,0.0,0.10704229393719963,0.09218328690274202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026176145556824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31019167834295225,0.0,0.1973809697197893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806654964329199,0.0,0.0,0.19880872328706534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787568291356042,0.0,0.0,0.20388790563090967,0.0,0.10666568944019984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23513682494843616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741609495708293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241270043074455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480589105097586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940010742578376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559305140044033
socialanxiety,Dieter2729,2019/05/13,"Needing Help Making Friends Hello everyone,

​

I'm a 29 year old single male who just recently moved out on his own for the very first time. I spent a lot of my 20's stuck in my room and avoiding others except for a friend who lived close by me throughout my teens and up until I moved out about a week ago. As a kid I moved around with my family constantly so I never really learned how to make friends from a young age. I have had only one close friend throughout my life who I am very grateful for but as a result of my moving I see him less often - which is probably a good thing as I feel like this will force me out of my comfort zone and put more pressure on me to meet new people. I managed to get out of my parent's home due to a combination of therapy to help me reconnect with my emotions and going to school which helped me land a permanent full time position that pays a decent amount. 

​

I want to work on making more friends, and maybe start dating as well but building an emotional relationship with another human being is as much a mystery as it is terrifying to me. I plan on going to social anxiety groups and will join a gym in the hopes of becoming more fit and hopefully making some workout buddies. I guess I'm confused as to how to form a genuine connection with someone. I always feel like an outsider in social situations and as a result I start feeling very lonely, anxious, and depressed.",9.31816843345112,6.609453699646642,9.243542402826854,70.79544316843347,61.473498233215544,12.260188457008246,39.13103651354536,10.504223727775694,3.9678859835100115,1139,44,215,20,12,375,164,283,0.08900000000000001,0.731,0.18,0.9736,1,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,8,17,0,3,19,0,9,1,0,8,1,47,31,23,0,4,4,1,3,2,5,2,1,0,2,3,10,20,0,1,4,2,2,7,1,5,1,2,3,4,31,12,50,25,12,44,0,2,1,0,23,19,0,7,20,150,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886719287070533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403078302241273,0.19279951935411535,0.21621837499708155,0.0,0.09329357844847762,0.0680623726177782,0.10051161174684642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920282154044248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982611923137371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614576256404037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663036803851205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016021485332475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501535487901506,0.0,0.0,0.08387369552993572,0.0,0.13495883832897038,0.12712142894371714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567846603931183,0.0,0.0,0.34369286532175425,0.0,0.046483539546402934,0.0,0.10112824380853236,0.07462443556922603,0.0,0.0,0.0980113008195406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890563490670136,0.0,0.0892449065050179,0.1767360398208664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284266487760233,0.08693321900954967,0.0,0.07856279348730932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563974157024099,0.0,0.0,0.23755463942097896,0.0,0.08938306686461786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782472656002588,0.06540373104433507,0.06597067640597705,0.06861971960188158,0.08592849515604302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335982519739894,0.0,0.06028887604152312,0.06766625698625282,0.0,0.0,0.09879147785288664,0.0,0.0,0.061681108692623006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592550578897464,0.0,0.0,0.08944016763768667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056996934304672585,0.0,0.0878478722933886,0.09552127844815904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004313885588643,0.07089816074258813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000683954871124,0.0,0.18138893027136596,0.07538461932689255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594789548038576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101745795128769,0.0,0.059108206319527415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375910801859327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22023053494297956,0.052477247636309385,0.0,0.07136696103910567,0.0,0.07999538026498837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477175839580004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621837499708155,0.057294239574558724
socialanxiety,fadeintoyouuu,2019/03/25,"I'm tired of my therapist / parents acting like I can magic up some level of normalcy at 22 I've been lonely all my life and have no idea how to make it stop. I don't think I can make it stop, being so so socially crippled and unaware and awkward all my life....seems like most people figured this out when they were kids. 

I never had proper friends as a kid. Honestly, I didn't want to. I never even wanted birthday parties or to hang out after school [to be fair maybe it was a bit of me lying to myself cause no one would come]. Honestly I was just exhausted after a day/week of school and too tired to want to socialize anymore. 

Then once I started college, I didn't even have the vague acquaintances from grade school, or seeing my family every day [not that I even ever feel fully comfy around them either please kill me] to ease the loneliness, which set in more and more as time went on. I tried going to clubs and saying hi to people in class and all that shit. I'm just...me. I'm just moody and not talkative generally. And it feels like pulling teeth trying to fake it. 

I stopped giving a fuck and started drinking. That helped ease the pain of never being in a relationship or having a group of friends and all that. Ironically enough it never helped me actually make friends cause I'm so bad at it. And now the doctors say I can't drink anymore so I can't even use the thing everyone uses to make friends to make friends. 
",3.245661231884057,4.824907062500003,4.371256038647346,86.0254347826087,73.8611111111111,7.230917874396138,25.02173913043478,7.893859768569023,1.3261347826086949,1126,36,228,16,23,368,156,288,0.23,0.6809999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9904,1,2,2,0,0,1,33.0,0,0,2,0,16,20,3,1,11,0,19,11,2,10,9,58,44,24,1,4,8,1,2,3,5,1,6,2,0,2,14,16,2,3,5,3,0,6,13,10,0,1,8,5,24,10,34,32,11,35,0,1,1,1,20,11,2,5,20,152,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.08498157111284918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272815877627642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752335892289809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271163009771707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507334028227094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891882676136892,0.0,0.07501528669709351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123241485541616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913432048340639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061863296193006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998120892509114,0.0,0.2300730465112317,0.07877260188808206,0.07337215466007836,0.08321263992947668,0.0,0.0,0.08209518898814669,0.0,0.08806472850424749,0.062212936175281223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33640500223811576,0.08050789602731158,0.0,0.08353905457951571,0.0494919309030427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674134396099525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983074086149576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634571250534404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302022504312288,0.12763475483305195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906467411364349,0.0,0.08748773641399821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26865866889194023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927417806346622,0.0590104757068355,0.0,0.09266367849042603,0.0,0.09669664599262058,0.0,0.0,0.12074637329678617,0.0,0.0,0.09559224891674308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349578979493202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385056272498149,0.0,0.2644014355664672,0.06939479497475333,0.07927814207584041,0.0,0.0,0.08939063143745504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754265406930447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327722317220685,0.0,0.0,0.21841875338480735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101111413435222,0.05785484159118805,0.055800008823473315,0.0,0.0,0.050779469821904434,0.2001808461417992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118248846822546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042549533713126,0.0,0.0,0.15409346881858665,0.0,0.06985365455757178,0.0,0.0,0.08072788212349982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061862083597355864,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HunterGio,2019/03/25,"Nobody Sits Next to me at Meetings at Work? Why does it feel like people go out of their way to sit somewhere else, besides next to me at work? I don’t smell and I dont look pissed off-so what gives?",-0.5450000000000017,1.4164835909090918,0.9829090909090932,103.68936363636368,88.0909090909091,3.5200000000000005,15.618181818181819,3.1291,-1.4177309090909092,154,3,39,0,5,49,35,44,0.0,0.852,0.14800000000000002,0.7512,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,8,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,3,18,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309360849023954,0.0,0.30928269610796943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204502117209588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343312100294824,0.1885264709633349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25315190241329794,0.14997747491009947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128925651052974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160513679365884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613101471952774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295140077562547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946737907646398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812397683126146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38423705994860796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,E_Szczesny,2019/03/25,"The thought of having a relationship makes me anxious. First of all english isn't my first language but I'll write this as best I can.

I am a 20 year old male,and I really can't get into relationships and I never even had one and I've had plenty of opportunities to have one, but always seemed to avoid or make up an excuse to not have one, to the point of not telling someone I really loved how I feel.

It's not that I'm desperate for a relationship but I feel that I should experience one but the thought of it just makes me feel so vulnerable. I've been through a lot and have also seen how relationships can just hurt someone so badly and have also seen the joy in it but it just scares me.

I feel that if I get into a relationship I'll end up hurting someone. I have a feeling I need to fix this but I don't know how.",2.2604571428571423,3.604461874285714,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,75.97142857142856,7.514285714285713,24.5,8.192908349453996,1.2595714285714283,648,21,146,11,14,224,88,175,0.129,0.728,0.14300000000000002,0.5356,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,11,9,0,2,11,0,16,1,0,6,2,42,35,20,0,3,14,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,9,0,0,0,7,5,0,6,7,7,17,4,18,27,3,12,0,2,2,1,9,6,0,4,6,107,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635506127270106,0.09174790845536114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245661571681418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206525967950432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571454306369824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766056639977012,0.0,0.0,0.07282787754807972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785867684403422,0.0,0.0,0.2787622175246471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18757983343536566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521605896545445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360783116760096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059783254906246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374192466764307,0.0995169438970054,0.0,0.2208048505728744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175884858331699,0.08504186360368446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570279748393668,0.0,0.298869094941744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104234469934855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127500202822807,0.0,0.0,0.5919076600842857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039281073577986,0.0,0.0,0.10037957789300128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802772388960979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637499459482847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507350612897082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100595769620194
socialanxiety,IllustriousCareer6,2019/03/25,"I want to help people with social anxiety. This is what helped me. I can safely say I don't suffer from social anxiety anymore. It's been 10 years and since last year I'm grown mostly out of it. Now I want to help people who also suffer, and I hope they can use any of my tips. This may not be useful to everyone, so I encourage others to do this too.

​

One and a half year ago I started to do this.

​

**It takes time, but it can be easier.**

​

**Face your fears, but do it slowly. This will make it easier to not back out.**

Try going outside at least two hours a day. Build it up as you go. This will make sure you stay in contact with the outside world. Don't wear headphones -- make sure you will see, hear, and smell everything. Once in every while, you'll meet a passerby. Just greet them. This will probably be a bit scary at first, but that's important: you need to feel it to get over it. That's why you should begin slowly. After a while, try to go to some more crowded places, like a record shop, a supermarket, a library, or something else what suits you, as long as it is a little bit more crowded. The best places are places where people **work**. When at a library, ask a staff member for a book you like. When at a supermarket, greet the cashier. When at a record shop, ask if they have your favourite LP in store. After a while, your smile when greeting the cashier will become brighter and it will all be just a little bit easier.

**Why this is really important:** You tend to avoid social contact because, well, you know why, but that's why it's best to start slowly and mildly: you won't think too much of it, but you're still making progress. When you greet a passerby, know it's just a friendly thing. It may scare you, but you did do it. It'll be easier the next day. Just don't give up because, progress is key to motivation.

​

**Up your style - It's the best boost ever.**

Try to spend some more money on clothes, grooming etc. Don't buy trends, or hype - but do learn about style. I recommend watching some TMF (teaching men's fashion) and AlphaM on YouTube. Buy your clothes at H&M. Make sure your shoes match your outfit and your hair is not messy or greasy, just make sure it's decent. All these things combined with the tips from TMF (Jose Zuniga) and AlphaM (Aaron Marino) should be enough to cover at least the basics. Just don't think too much of it. It's just to make you feel appreciated about your look.

​

**If you play games a whole lot, like I did, play less.**

Unless you're gaming with a friend (in person!) though. This is really to make you stay connected to the outside world and **getting used to it**. If you, after seeking contact more and more, keep on playing for too long, you will drift off and get used to the feeling of being outside of contact. Which is not what you want. It may seem harsh, but if you really want to tackle your social anxiety my way, this is really important. Don't worry, I still play every day.

​

If you keep this on, you'll find it to be a lot easier to cope with. You'll start to make progress and that will keep you motivated. Once you are able to do so, keep on greeting the cashier and chatting with elderly strangers. Just make sure that what you do, is something easy. You don't have to go all in and tackle everything at once - begin at 0 and make your way up to 100. Remember, facing your fears is effective but hard and that's why we mostly avoid it. This will however make facing your fears easier.",1.2559091532866729,3.781589536023056,2.203612597776864,93.97913784822286,85.91642651296829,5.206779195828188,19.06882118841773,6.7097532225279775,0.14241353094551945,2734,75,570,33,84,857,261,694,0.048,0.727,0.226,0.9992,2,2,2,0,0,0,163.0,1,41,3,11,30,29,0,6,32,0,61,6,6,19,9,120,116,50,0,13,30,0,5,3,2,19,0,2,0,2,53,26,0,7,14,10,7,6,12,8,1,4,3,11,58,21,79,86,29,80,0,2,3,0,73,35,0,20,38,378,111,7,0.044995815659595866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039886075690068114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03598313752643837,0.0,0.3412706322768323,0.32804904638315663,0.030598697620790205,0.0,0.1032650274618824,0.0,0.04462375839797588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413002730618166,0.0,0.0,0.034599004816283516,0.0,0.05485806318005594,0.04969434325432719,0.0,0.0,0.14166099754057562,0.0,0.1473713306585875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705573606845539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037588230246634886,0.0,0.0,0.0464927057160589,0.050182228567158295,0.0,0.04070129132316674,0.07582183069365174,0.042995430116062015,0.08087867553580454,0.0,0.0,0.1518984065952976,0.06825370911144027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112536034493891,0.038273417813929164,0.0,0.0,0.0695273111233141,0.0,0.07052536964500382,0.043164086443832725,0.10228863587330847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04030741275209978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050713554444637404,0.0,0.09047924029661948,0.0,0.0,0.04469099764343447,0.04431181470785845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997739356438084,0.0,0.0,0.049457047088549394,0.0366775952740868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594804811451804,0.09019525623165606,0.0,0.0796397618459964,0.03778515266830719,0.0,0.0,0.07650766681638688,0.0,0.0,0.3604206762121797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615420358941644,0.03336382717168032,0.0,0.0,0.04785356042037928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375722551872588,0.030490329191804274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935832992304374,0.039288610664442086,0.14103315147929532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851309962026408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530188678098335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097148773227595,0.0,0.0,0.03578247861231028,0.04504866105876303,0.0,0.035855839452805856,0.040962500651846215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03722100368754691,0.0,0.0,0.18347027043310776,0.0,0.06927995438282966,0.0,0.0,0.09554480974816253,0.09591910521870856,0.07186743301843568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204011877781948,0.0,0.03383125357766456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597864411132235,0.057663003646527364,0.044208160429318535,0.0,0.02623742195787469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164761568986204,0.0,0.04395437375169476,0.0,0.0,0.15544775115710752,0.0,0.0,0.10615879150965728,0.07143116817552803,0.0,0.0,0.04045664205819947,0.0,0.20300862490681945,0.05023622129072355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03275748969776385,0.04569543495118816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32804904638315663,0.08692749011704391
socialanxiety,raybayne,2019/03/25,"My 30 minute solution to easing social anxiety **My 30 minute solution to easing social anxiety**

Have you ever been exposed to an uncomfortable situation, but then after awhile you get used to it and then actually feel good afterwards? Or even if you didn't feel good the entire time, once you leave did the contrast of being out of that discomfort make you feel good?

​

A lot of times we see a situation as uncomfortable, and our mind even lets us believe that the way we look at this and our feelings in the moment are permanent. Trust me. It's not.

​

This is the beauty of getting outside your comfort zone and why I love to go out. Almost every single night I go out, my first few conversations are rough; the other night I had a chick ask me if I was high because of how uncomfortable I was, haha. Unless I've got some momentum, this is typically how the night starts.

​

However, after I talk to a few more groups of people, the discomfort fades. I let go of my self-image, thinking of what to say, thinking altogether, and then I just flow.

​

My confidence rises (or more so gets back to normal) and then I get to enjoy the night. Typically, this process takes around 30 minutes.

​

Everyone has their own process. Staying in uncomfortable conversations is my golden gateway to feeling good, yours might be to say hi to as many people as possible. Everyone has their own blueprint.

​

You can even be exact by setting a timer for doing whatever action you're about to take, and then stop once the alarm goes off.

​

**In the end, if you can survive for 30 minutes, you can thrive for life.**

*- Ray Bayne*

\--

**Credentials/Background:** I've gone out to clubs (sober) for the past 7+ years. I go out for the love of how much my mind sharpens from getting outside my comfort zone and because it's pretty fun to meet new people. I always have mindsets and concepts buzzing in my head so I'm here to share what I've learned.",2.666933349669197,5.509186150943401,3.664985910316101,83.80446734868906,82.36927223719675,6.391595197255576,25.952033815241364,7.686295010490155,1.7996247978436661,1566,65,280,28,44,502,193,371,0.07,0.75,0.18,0.9943,1,0,0,0,0,0,91.0,5,10,2,2,14,16,0,3,19,1,25,4,1,5,2,49,54,29,0,4,9,0,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,12,17,0,1,8,1,0,8,2,3,0,1,8,10,39,13,51,40,10,49,0,0,2,2,32,13,0,9,25,190,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.05398016610617271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539070608801837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602711265584508,0.4195419381308341,0.4705026050358708,0.0,0.0,0.08463275313876277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049242720944867965,0.051712733784845484,0.0,0.0,0.0425343764307465,0.0,0.06743990244667428,0.0,0.0,0.06232187727163704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048993311862829694,0.0,0.0,0.10960653972910324,0.05003623819672074,0.046605882243097016,0.10571308736011653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398464576055454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705152559251465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445009105669587,0.0,0.12574880017286594,0.18558481553727474,0.044241036745286864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676989022371734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058444098227940874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05857136353126381,0.0,0.11312814872444744,0.039071130924540266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645127556763174,0.0,0.0,0.04702744945245922,0.09984919907229188,0.0,0.03692367453157228,0.05608146081716108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868124046561238,0.11170622266353236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406634209985166,0.0,0.0,0.05342426981620669,0.0,0.20764023479466145,0.054197663746480176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781887903657168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052805116558494826,0.11504687196162493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062360166165808875,0.0,0.05627597649303166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879785660311733,0.0,0.0,0.0440794693553812,0.0,0.05770636283651408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243543802277492,0.0,0.11277482673114232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03915275333699548,0.05895920055990751,0.0,0.04624642117115981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318107890312403,0.044460682699154784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708881632940666,0.0,0.0,0.06451008565444924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665380037352521,0.04777502415270076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043907046058098566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991383605583368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705026050358708,0.03562151191391312
socialanxiety,ImHere4Ubro,2019/03/25,"Don’t know how much longer I can go like this I fucking hate having social anxiety. Nobody gets it, they all think I’m a fucking weirdo. I can hear them constantly talking about me behind my back, everyone hates me FOR NO FUCKING REASON. 

I’ve tried to get help but I keep getting told that it’s just regular high school anxiety, ITS NOT. I CANT HANDLE IT. 

I honestly don’t know how much longer I can live like this, I might run away idk",3.132086677367578,4.598721662921349,4.218009630818621,87.46707865168541,73.94382022471909,7.782343499197433,25.07383627608347,8.418075326091056,1.5129634028892456,344,11,72,6,7,112,64,89,0.191,0.731,0.078,-0.7801,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,5,8,5,0,1,0,8,3,0,3,1,12,24,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,1,1,13,3,5,22,3,6,0,0,0,3,7,2,3,1,4,44,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561652095745621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730490716554246,0.12874244365701812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093109650493008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599854322000975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643557956711598,0.26242397653122945,0.0,0.09515366851299514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306026343881543,0.0,0.0,0.18870447171541416,0.0,0.11222402260671506,0.1768977625767407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881844641717673,0.0,0.0,0.18402902430428933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359454872100476,0.0,0.1478427336897074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761554131793916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24615892490286365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721447333723974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944692528794253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067261818218288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457295998374735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728164057718263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599854322000975,0.0,0.1136731924506984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,undeadmaruchan,2019/03/25,"Incident at track practice earlier today has me worried... So I was just waiting for my ride home after track practice, nothing out of the ordinary. I wasn't really paying much attention to anything, just browsing memes on my phone as usual. However, though, I began to listen in on a conversation happening on the other side of the locker room. They were saying things like, ""yeah, I honestly don't know why they're even here, they're just a drag on the team"". Basically, talking mad shit. Someone else brought up that whoever it was had thrown shot put last year, and also always came in last in all their races-a description that fits me to a t (oof). I can't confirm it was me they were talking about, since they never said a name (that I heard). But I'm so anxious about it and this isn't the first time I've had people talk shit about me when I'm right there so I'm just feeling more awful than usual. And since I don't have anyone else to talk to I'll just complain about it on Reddit. Is it possible they were talking about me?",4.515638002773926,5.393841354368933,5.385464632454924,82.65922330097091,69.92233009708738,8.409986130374481,28.30651872399445,8.634040054169528,2.0135780859916768,813,28,161,13,14,266,123,206,0.10400000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.9252,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,5,2,19,6,3,0,9,2,16,2,2,0,2,18,29,11,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,11,5,0,1,3,1,1,4,6,4,0,1,14,5,19,2,27,15,3,31,0,0,0,0,19,15,2,0,13,105,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648606027829406,0.1107977649144717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043015182117134,0.0,0.09310686871250848,0.13643566586015896,0.10957733399760276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522967860091764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224721259426952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794931886341611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732846811294886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326376065444226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177507990129708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356789928540078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317991786553052,0.2170823830106326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505406244428273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788613494180763,0.0,0.10269932655777084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277682792839295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231469263968473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011515240005496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338601357874491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530414876231693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371583685396397,0.12666334143966662,0.10589224387722228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733686632801132,0.2202986351247752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282397658578446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.53513505251478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846397243055458,0.0,0.1308266360266685,0.0,0.07764524964229333,0.0,0.12621780624840032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933085010478509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201539952037689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352279755226981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857491090620169
socialanxiety,EasyBakeOven666,2019/03/25,"Going to a concert with all my girlfriend and her friends and im terrified Me, my girlfriend and a couple of her female friends are going to a rock concert. I decided to go because I wanted to face my fears. The problem is that I just don't dance. When I hear awesome music, I never get the feeling/need to dance. I like it, but when I do dance it'll always be forced and fake because it's just not my thing. I also can't dance, literally freezing out there. I'm terribly anxious when it comes to dancing even though I'm just myself in my every day life.

I've been told so many times to just dance and don't care: ""nobody will notice and everybody is just paying attention to themselves. Just dance!""

No! It's not that easy. To you it may be, but I've never done it. Tried many many times. One time at a concert I literally tried to force my body to dance to a point I didn't even care about anything anymore, but I still couldn't do it because I'm too stupid. On top of all, I'm going with the most extraverted group I know, without being comfortable with any of them except my girlfriend.

Does anyone know how to come over this fear and know how I can ""just dance""?

I know it's going to be awkward no matter what, I'm used to it. I just wanna give it a shot one more time.",1.7121929824561413,3.5017417669172985,3.282875939849625,91.26661967418549,78.69924812030075,5.78671679197995,22.737468671679203,6.6274283507984215,0.5013288220551382,994,31,215,9,24,328,133,266,0.19699999999999998,0.755,0.049,-0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,1,22,13,1,3,9,0,20,3,2,3,4,48,44,18,0,4,15,0,1,1,5,3,1,4,0,0,16,13,0,0,6,13,1,16,12,7,0,2,4,5,28,6,30,32,4,34,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,2,12,145,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149286670894896,0.09519748510252256,0.0,0.0,0.07780206939512797,0.0,0.0,0.1292496482038304,0.11346302351090345,0.07999745982280056,0.0,0.09414889035770102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092280637877753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270826500399904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332952793130568,0.0,0.0,0.19710651230211576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659142494377512,0.0,0.07378436497288407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012012053139052,0.117080168298098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511321817500579,0.0,0.09639454931057284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574839517114392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678427859613724,0.0,0.059774000528152085,0.10975157474018173,0.32510646552571315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289473013222118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358139420926124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515048618962797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081048733034718,0.0558944771600649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479784233211992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647860708326468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302554485666791,0.0,0.0,0.15505305075790285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815352159902963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947399851291978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136720588968723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600828143120529,0.0,0.11240629938497257,0.0,0.2668513214796237,0.0,0.0,0.10932273912502699,0.0,0.15535245419412774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881267556486227,0.0,0.0,0.0674814151103401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028623036411407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IveeLaChatte,2019/03/25,"I left work today, on the verge of a panic attack. Do you have any advice on how to talk to a boss/HR about such things? Background: I’m a 28 year old woman with social anxiety and ADHD. Over the weekend I hung out with two work friends and had a little too much to drink and said some things I regretted (I’d be up all night regretting everything I said had I had booze or not, let’s be honest). This led me to being anxious for work today. I forced myself to go in and everything was fine until my supervisor sent out an email to everyone in my department (6 people) saying to not do a daily job the way I had just done it. She didn’t use those words, or my name in the email, but the implication remains. Upon reading the email I went to address it with her, and she was helping a customer. I waited 5 minutes and went back and she was still with the same customer. In those 5-7 minutes I started burning up, my hands started shaking, all the tell tale signs I’m not going to be able to keep it together. I interrupted another supervisor (though not my direct supervisor) to tell her I needed to leave and that I shouldn’t have come to work at all today, then I disappeared. 



At this point I’m about a half hour past the panic attack and am curled up in bed with my cat and filled with anxiety and dread just thinking about work tomorrow. I’m well aware I handled this incorrectly...I don’t feel like I had any control over myself. I know my bosses are going to call me into a meeting to address this tomorrow. Any advice on discussing social anxiety with bosses/HR? ",4.427037371910792,5.1197145126582315,5.738065099457509,80.7249578059072,70.0126582278481,8.550693188667871,28.338758288125376,8.704169506293173,2.064569499698613,1230,42,244,20,21,414,164,316,0.125,0.835,0.04,-0.9687,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,6,12,13,2,4,18,0,23,3,1,5,3,53,45,18,0,4,9,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,3,1,12,22,2,3,3,3,0,12,7,8,1,2,15,5,34,5,47,24,6,53,0,2,0,0,25,23,0,3,18,170,46,8,0.09830820544536004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814735876569367,0.19213128116958608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005588525045605,0.10308472505979706,0.22561652425292786,0.11106028983509107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22367955185486846,0.0,0.07559294178410615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038366927601043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468381418777501,0.0,0.0,0.11026101172335216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006034260505063,0.0,0.09630461501175658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393770320863228,0.1767061522092186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970758250424375,0.07023140161307345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595267566303765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676124560042449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589391786199153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681377968370852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755572469957127,0.08738084998902777,0.0,0.0,0.05402761873108835,0.0,0.0,0.10409419498234397,0.10681215286231067,0.10052680065257948,0.0,0.04802842344133916,0.09853064834849327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226784248943359,0.07289428867898633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225559122999642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315792439475913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23068699480796226,0.0,0.0,0.09384630590290713,0.06815453149837086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293303016601978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833480904191913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702723146212588,0.07817863077259295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042567041461345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916610760756476,0.0,0.07850905985855045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790164116883431,0.17185140933759854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062320683928424,0.06299192853803097,0.09658731271204428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27955405165636205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603283197917163,0.0,0.0,0.08490672539632647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803247761221876,0.0,0.0,0.08839088303622472,0.1822653827112265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578477220464902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633072611456883
socialanxiety,kcsoysauce,2019/03/25,"how do i meet new people/friends/get more comfortable hello i’m pretty much a loner who stays home and plays video games all day. i don’t really talk too much and kind of stick to myself most of the time. idk talking i guess its just difficult for me not because I don’t want to, but because i usually have nothing to say. like it’s kinda hard to have a good conversation w/out any awkward moments lol. and so i tend to stay away from any social interaction at all. but since i’ve been on antidepressants it’s helped a little bit but idk. and i have a friend group but i only really consider a couple of them to be close/good friends. it’s come to a point where my friend group would make plans w/out me knowing first you know and then be like “so hey you wanna come with?” which is my fault i guess cuz i usually say some bs to stay home, but whatever lol. so i figured like yo i need to find new people to hangout with but idk how to do that cuz im scared??it’s easier to relate to people online cuz i have a moment to think about what im ganna say, but even ppl i meet online seem to fade. idk what the point of this post is but i feel like im rambling. but yeah i guess im just tired of feeling lonely lmao which sounds depressing as hell, like what should i do",-0.2179235262878408,2.0328666022304844,1.795532660647904,95.87860966542752,91.15613382899627,5.007371216144451,16.607647371216146,6.610729790773281,-0.2449299840679764,992,24,226,13,35,328,146,269,0.16699999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.15,0.4922,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,2,11,18,1,1,9,3,16,1,0,6,2,48,32,24,0,5,12,0,3,5,3,2,1,4,2,0,12,9,0,0,8,4,0,2,3,6,0,1,1,7,25,12,30,27,8,24,1,2,0,0,23,7,1,7,16,129,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278393928857378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831122146322615,0.0,0.0,0.11459673184032546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261799196837086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619364180312253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040034733983957,0.0,0.06061887875172554,0.0,0.0809575951905342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062082687872677136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505320393198424,0.06714991359101624,0.0,0.0,0.08590955673767031,0.07995194040007852,0.0,0.0,0.21786047938548034,0.0,0.04910841059421262,0.0,0.0,0.15767678012714947,0.0,0.0,0.31063765262845705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420089049022425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300274220616707,0.0,0.18856892374624185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061221129594865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788113401506472,0.10331418271582997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22960559022919425,0.09420749651444396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274226793551221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819400630248282,0.06969596325358482,0.0,0.1815615533173104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019055866858744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148729128377136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032833734874166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777109612529187,0.0,0.09002104882779813,0.09562651713981588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043096888742945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424534526446185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556934807015527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775348109556113,0.0,0.0,0.09581587538228414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005578945532807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510989413646192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602280811874451,0.0,0.0,0.05480913167530765,0.10803321099590883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704401530653574,0.0,0.05544057636156236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677121871275983,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DonnyRedford,2019/03/25,Social anxiety practically gone when out with friends. Anyone relate? Whenever I'm out with friends like at the store or out and about I feel a lot more outgoing after hanging a while. Talking to clerks at stores or people in public with friends seems to flow so much easier. I'm guessing it's cuz I feel more comfortable with them and am having a good time therefore making me feel better and more outgoing. Just curious if anyone experiences the same thing.,4.495676470588234,7.147505788235293,5.07375,77.610625,73.47058823529412,8.485294117647058,28.27205882352941,9.188382445141503,2.853970588235295,372,15,62,9,8,119,60,85,0.017,0.66,0.32299999999999995,0.982,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,24,11,10,0,1,4,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,7,14,10,6,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,6,5,44,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282413265163288,0.0,0.0,0.31592963210449976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998031997537329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209879332743804,0.0,0.0,0.3426877918120633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236234271292932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894865379479942,0.0,0.0,0.24887051982920305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103705145448859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920646052743685,0.0,0.0,0.150799821311909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607330387077046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662081265749508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056642646711272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23029159387964085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815816841496931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008769305079733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173268252579642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socialnxiety,2019/03/25,"Promotion has me freaking out Hey guys, this is my first post here. Just wanted to talk about whats eating me today. 
I recently got a promotion at my job which ive been at for 4 years. Its a great opportunity and I had to overcome a lot of obstacles to get to where I am.

However, I am TERRIFIED of the training process. In order to complete my training, I have to work at not one, but THREE different stores out-of-state, during which I will stay in a hotel away from home.

 Every single step of this scares me. Driving there, meeting all of these new people, and staying away from home is all terrifying me. If I think about it too much I feel like I'm going to vomit. Rationally, I do know it'll be okay and its a great learning experience. But my anxiety just wont stop and it feels like the actual end of the world. 

Anyone else dealt with something similar? Starting a new job, training, etc? This all starts on Wednesday and I could really use some words of encouragement right now. ",2.68174358974359,4.806547969230773,4.247307692307693,83.90685897435898,77.0,7.615384615384617,25.19230769230769,8.515128840125781,1.8039230769230763,774,28,154,16,18,258,128,195,0.087,0.79,0.12300000000000001,0.7992,4,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,5,9,9,0,1,9,1,15,2,0,1,3,28,27,8,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,12,7,1,1,5,1,1,3,2,2,0,3,3,2,19,7,28,19,8,31,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,3,14,108,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.1295243303605645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153730034202034,0.0,0.0,0.09280718337698972,0.13599651707483915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494064768696429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916380194601827,0.0,0.0,0.10597328394694323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386735258964683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581487425668562,0.1108780247587611,0.0,0.11755847321213896,0.0,0.14802788918260698,0.0,0.0,0.11182988352661202,0.0,0.0,0.12983440338203894,0.0,0.0,0.13422351268077354,0.18964320834142487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128991958421656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934540972276446,0.0,0.07543293357044893,0.0,0.1061554839905382,0.2926683205737177,0.0,0.13142254997327732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662759620997571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26342604873566416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294437188979289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968934271276986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284142562500447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757106646621268,0.0,0.0,0.256380936632761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994058653065504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201755710049632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271176655709628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502957823066354,0.0,0.13105384738132594,0.0,0.0,0.11334981693306426,0.0,0.0,0.13288485580322676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021812472540248,0.0,0.0,0.18789249917357306,0.28294284816003845,0.0,0.1109673638644498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668252006958974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504736594451102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258115459355249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463521618601967,0.0,0.0,0.07828698661878151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662827246485453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547310632585968
socialanxiety,GallantBlade475,2019/03/25,"I'm playing my first online D&D game in an hour or two. It'll be the first time I talk over the internet, with my voice, to people I've never met in real life. Wish me luck!",1.6153846153846168,2.57811258974359,3.7005128205128233,91.68615384615387,76.94871794871794,6.225641025641028,20.69230769230769,6.42735559955562,0.10936923076923087,137,3,32,1,3,47,33,39,0.0,0.804,0.196,0.7777,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,4,2,5,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32418500958916885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090017718060085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946534891121084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133506955000167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076286218622485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742884505081866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405571355114053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404870616264863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744669672448189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922766687182796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440672872720413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThingsAintGreat,2019/03/25,"I've lived a unique life for better or worse (mostly worse) The last five years of my life were basically put on hold. That's means I skipped high school, I don't have my drivers license and I'm more aimless and lost than I ever was before. After a really bad breakup recently it's made me really rethink a lot. I was shamed for my anxiety and depression and was treated very badly because of it. My relationship failed because of my poor communication and social anxiety. I missed out on those those teenage moments everybody should go through. I never had friends, I never dated until recently and I feel like a fish out of water. I still feel like a teenager sometimes I get up and ask myself where all the time went. Meeting people is really hard. I have a very sporadic personality and I've had four or five best friends at this point who have all left me behind. I have trust issues and whole lot of baggage from those relationships. I have a lot of work to do and I keep putting it all off because there's no urgency to do anything and when ever I think about I get incredibly anxious and discouraged. I have depression issues mostly due to the life I've been living and I'm incredibly unhappy. It's a never ending cycle where I have bursts of energy I get a few done and then go back to doing nothing for months at a time. I've let myself go physically and mentally. Having social anxiety in my situation has made it so much harder to get the ball rolling also. I really don't have anyone to talk to anymore, my father never listens to me anyway. I don't really have any family left that don't hate me and my mother passed away when I was young. This is all your fault and nobody cares are the only two things I've been telling myself over the past few months. I'm moving soon and I really hope this can be my catalyst for turning things around. ",3.8659240815559532,5.5408544686648575,5.2932011650850335,79.6532152588556,72.43324250681198,8.331823733909612,26.551630179460677,8.939507131559953,2.1391464624635907,1478,51,279,30,29,496,188,367,0.155,0.774,0.07200000000000001,-0.9797,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,5,15,21,1,1,16,0,35,4,0,2,10,50,61,26,0,2,2,2,3,2,2,1,3,1,0,1,16,21,1,3,5,1,1,8,9,11,0,4,14,4,40,10,38,44,15,54,0,6,0,0,16,18,0,8,30,203,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473924516176036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505180267972549,0.0,0.18578980014121171,0.0914554867840929,0.08028506221401947,0.05660523437593635,0.0,0.06661861535024714,0.07206662466918479,0.07568148357322507,0.0,0.07605937150756682,0.06224897574616847,0.135187170116,0.14804724568710395,0.0,0.06888627516552523,0.0,0.08495670175972943,0.07159763315510152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253845805583486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945189992689974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284451008779417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170161497111263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464558711943723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631665157644575,0.0,0.08186600559995458,0.11566775184163634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509041594672046,0.0,0.1691814373595415,0.0,0.13802484018101432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251928695982005,0.07992576024296147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553282211674658,0.0,0.08040603604497118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899082829134018,0.0,0.07195603562011703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598868235568105,0.0,0.0,0.1759144956128694,0.08278141090916041,0.17154156840105778,0.07910051111558238,0.0,0.142968526653349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837134621931009,0.20647373766980973,0.0,0.1532021177359509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818312967475607,0.0,0.0,0.08158304584873148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923414076577544,0.08604176969958177,0.05951083617304771,0.0,0.2497482529673968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767797902224254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156950788056032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728018360102837,0.05612362315982235,0.07068630399451516,0.0,0.0,0.0765281229211116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276316591077156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111689653428533,0.0,0.15986550775394878,0.1738295678855107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819302262943877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099619470536473,0.0,0.1650457357802159,0.0,0.0,0.08006602197105217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465032908690077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506812115851687,0.07075775832585914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756508005268522,0.0518723433593468,0.0,0.0,0.09441038271303473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805519595752229,0.07908073541813428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359180050864994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750455870612961,0.0,0.09038275341473558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893580444087754,0.0,0.16499900326254655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213201220385475
socialanxiety,Liluziisgod,2019/03/25,"In a new class and shit its tough Dont know anybody.Its not like the people are rude or anything but i just dont have the guts to talk to them or introduce myself 

I keep overthinking and hust dont do it

Please help",0.40638297872340345,2.4442624042553227,1.884510638297872,98.294,84.53191489361703,5.4621276595744686,17.910638297872342,6.742157984588678,-0.2286391489361703,171,4,41,2,5,55,36,47,0.203,0.722,0.075,-0.4585,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,3,0,6,2,2,0,0,9,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,2,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811074574351555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8037201221136918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321959030706372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031820002574846,0.0,0.0,0.12562752186903292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167791507235404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077441267365455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847607385587992,0.0,0.0,0.2509240465905181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346451644536957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837326208433815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jmods0812,2019/03/25,"Does anyone ever look depressed when their social anxiety kicks in? Whenever I’m in a large group of people or the attention is on me, my social anxiety kicks in and makes me look depressed. People always ask me what’s wrong and it’s really annoying. I’m not depressed! I researched this and apparently I have ‘resting sad face.’ I don’t know if anyone can relate.",1.650142857142857,4.415822300000002,3.8285714285714287,80.08142857142859,90.28571428571428,6.8000000000000025,22.714285714285715,7.908726449838941,1.979542857142857,291,11,49,7,10,99,50,70,0.301,0.6990000000000001,0.0,-0.9674,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,8,0,5,11,1,6,0,4,2,0,5,4,0,2,2,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651767782233643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30372023550903504,0.0,0.0,0.2776065494871583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558067770993594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129308426809437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737180234005129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956426425331296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909627168932128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33339793004168466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250741242224506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752446048830289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271710171457233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047132541950282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704025284861755,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HowaitoHasugami,2019/03/25,does anyone else pull out their phone to stare at the black screen everytime someone walks past you so you don't have to make eye contact? I swear walking anywhere takes fucking forever because I have to stop to do this every few steps..,4.186333333333334,6.5259164666666685,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000002,73.22222222222223,6.277777777777778,29.027777777777786,7.1686216300943375,1.6284444444444448,191,8,35,2,4,57,38,45,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,6,7,1,8,0,0,4,1,5,2,1,0,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24303186981531175,0.35613070702523664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118779257608692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041644091296897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903535340480041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29284614300060224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213266250925515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232008389318326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33179877669074376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944983798596851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905874841487733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613324429773732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BlackQueerGirl,2019/03/25,"How do I get friends and start dating? I am 19 year old college student. I have always been a bit socially awkward, but I don't think that I am that social awkward. 

I dress pretty nice. I am smart, caring, respectful, ambitious, etc. I take care of myself and I have a pretty nice body. 

I have been in college since January, and still haven't meet anyone to hang out with. I have set up a couple of online dating profiles, and haven't had much success. For some reason, people just do not find me all that attractive.

What are things that I can do meet new people, become more attractive, become more outgoing, etc? I have zero friends and a pretty non-existent social life.

I just don't understand why people don't find me all that attractive. Not to be rude, but I see people that are much less attractive than I am, and they have a lot of friends, and they date. ",3.7822262443438888,5.248519141176473,4.780588235294118,84.07957013574661,72.29411764705883,7.8190045248868785,25.429864253393674,8.384062270229773,1.6458733031674218,674,21,131,11,13,220,89,170,0.036000000000000004,0.601,0.363,0.997,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,2,4,17,1,2,5,0,25,2,1,2,2,25,33,10,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,3,1,21,14,11,29,12,13,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,2,8,97,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176893128749602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551965404456978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701561734333318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352718558174953,0.13585511703197276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493995637021145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532998285422018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27280849199832863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235721262075064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834814451524273,0.0,0.06390017704750342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638880453169923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398074082419632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981892231456453,0.0,0.0,0.11812452553049163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283402558723481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391681274194117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732895018429173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575160721622264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746256563081193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117332546396024,0.0,0.0,0.3740286843010369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656927697946677,0.0,0.09767424935757776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919593801875903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125510418602454,0.07836916333762804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732553690902984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036272880819953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876147316539044
socialanxiety,NiggigityGoo,2019/03/25,New and just want to introduce myself I just found this subreddit and honestly feel like its perfect. I find it to be so challanging to even go to classes or go out unless im near people I already know. My chest starts to hurt and I feel like its hard to breath and ill just leave or walk away if it becomes unbearable. Have taken alot of alprozolam to help and I felt better but I couldnt continue taking it cause of addiction that grows from it. I just want to be apart of the community that understands best. Love you guys already!,1.8711006289308187,4.42456689622642,3.3285849056603776,86.93143081761008,82.86792452830191,7.306918238993711,22.98427672955975,8.344100000000001,1.6406125786163526,425,15,85,10,12,139,71,106,0.055,0.718,0.226,0.9625,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,6,8,0,0,2,0,4,5,2,1,1,28,18,11,0,4,9,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,7,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,4,10,7,16,12,2,11,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,4,5,57,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940973817270483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929583226779563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728090627386666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663879237140627,0.0,0.0,0.18684921769294774,0.1574679980107079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290319274581585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759828614287215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005170616509006,0.2543934556809306,0.17095292788273833,0.0,0.16273162425511153,0.0,0.0,0.19521921580909785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023762918900678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629440534411603,0.0,0.0,0.1594950340046713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119341071716181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060286928088266,0.0,0.1923211852018436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784990983758797,0.0,0.0,0.18852593974825144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396942577712846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069426212150786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195878779718735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343528955684364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260224992482652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338690968079853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535308297895425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003332768915506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mildly_Dying,2019/03/25,"Apathy is what made my anxiety so much more unbearable this year After a few years in college, I thought I found a group of friends who I can call family. But over time, some of them have become so uncaring and different. It makes me feel like I can't talk to them anymore because they just don't care about what's going on in my life or even my existence. I understand that the other people are increasingly busy so it's not that they hate me, but the anxiety blinds me from that fact some days. I've become much more emotionally unstable and I don't even feel comfortable existing in the same space as the people who I'm supposed to consider as friends

I enjoy spending more time with my SO because he cares. He wants to hear about my day, my plans, my fears and it's just so nice every time. Only thing is that I would hate to be that kind person who only hangs out with their partner. I do my best to reach out to my friends and catch up but I realize that it's not a friendship if it's only one-sided",5.329637681159419,5.122837966183576,6.129770531400967,81.83929347826088,67.8888888888889,9.991787439613526,29.810386473429947,9.725611199111238,2.464224154589373,797,26,169,16,12,263,117,207,0.091,0.715,0.19399999999999998,0.9807,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,2,11,14,2,1,7,0,11,2,0,2,1,31,26,16,0,3,9,0,2,1,4,1,2,1,0,2,19,8,0,0,6,0,1,4,5,3,0,0,3,4,27,11,24,21,11,21,0,0,1,0,19,9,0,4,9,118,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970798463605604,0.0,0.12774571893204734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570437581177339,0.2845228566031281,0.0,0.0,0.13517900646898956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153024706546093,0.0,0.262662427433333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614464268176093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457988879896868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489483275993714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015666085766432,0.0,0.10852866970909228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143137531775147,0.14494798176113072,0.13026123980053436,0.09202247409906886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123441330161438,0.29855675531566506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320615630174547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543480299289012,0.0,0.0,0.14517915354309532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341366449784059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098289012430802,0.062930459176925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188391048337327,0.08598222123080965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938154474882515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728554391013607,0.29389929452359925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860240477887684,0.1124726377910408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353325622136487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557618381538748,0.0,0.0,0.10226140116428184,0.225331871491413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409660426961956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597595781496091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915035093266337,0.0,0.0,0.16589988709488168
socialanxiety,Chopper313,2019/03/25,Medication? At what point do you think you should try medication ?,4.013636363636362,7.149881727272727,4.791363636363638,70.50704545454549,95.36363636363636,9.472727272727274,23.681818181818183,8.841846274778883,3.245509090909092,53,2,9,2,2,17,9,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8348317587381688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39169641220046186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654999235670717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813176955993008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fleedledees,2019/03/25,"I’m 22 By now I should have an established group of friends, right? Well, I don’t. All of my friendships except for two have fell through and the two friends that I do have live too far to visit often or they’re busy with other life events. I work and come home and do nothing for the rest of the day. I’m not in college because I started having frequent panic attacks due to the stress of academics and have left indefinitely. I feel like my options for making friends is so slim because I don’t get out much, but when I do, I’m fidgety and awkward and can’t hold a decent conversation. Any advice to overcome my friendship woes?",4.168862642169728,5.251479307086619,4.686561679790028,86.59568678915136,70.88976377952756,6.589326334208224,30.646544181977248,6.42735559955562,1.4855588801399824,500,21,101,3,9,159,85,127,0.11599999999999999,0.764,0.12,-0.2755,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,1,3,6,0,13,1,0,1,1,21,21,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,5,1,2,0,1,11,5,16,20,3,15,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,4,8,68,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999745671768167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222095387458496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119534993713044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370488290472517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748661876280604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253930543697873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831105271248933,0.13890281277439726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506548372248446,0.0,0.10158309962931564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950319256531259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112517781262968,0.0,0.13733361851372114,0.09499003232024283,0.0,0.1716877018371607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129785386607757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293046079619784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656349077472428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22812496770201124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660445268476976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762051835483255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227220859847127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798651365122392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481841448909494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154937533787013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lonerstoic,2019/03/25,"What To Do When Pressured To Socialize My cousin's wedding is coming up and I can't get out of going because her dad (my uncle) once let me work for him one summer.  I'm really nervous about how to interact.  I find socializing boring, stressful, and totally unrewarding.  I get caught up in my negative maladaptive daydreams because the conversations are so boring.  I always get singled out as the family screw up who can't quit smoking and lose weight, at which point, I get bombarded with unsolicited advice and lectures.  I love when I get to be alone away from them.  Last time I hung out with family, I kept quiet to control the daydreams and be a good listener, and then got confronted about why I was so quiet.

What do you do when forced to socialize?",5.482237762237767,6.800858937062942,6.5730139860139865,73.4072132867133,68.020979020979,10.195524475524477,31.782517482517484,10.355215969177356,3.5474285314685314,600,25,105,16,10,201,94,143,0.18,0.772,0.048,-0.9402,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,4,8,10,2,3,4,0,11,3,0,2,1,17,24,14,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,12,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,8,0,1,4,4,18,2,23,17,2,20,0,1,0,2,15,10,1,0,7,77,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149615711920902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056711856225947,0.0,0.0,0.1289996232222969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565832209179558,0.0,0.0,0.1890129861244869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335469408369917,0.0,0.0,0.17388235225912946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923020581410767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416970763026952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049909269303099,0.0,0.08810865437208562,0.13003407067425332,0.1239938102087541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637233990318655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585314363558761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344193199106164,0.0,0.0,0.1399230618231931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651047624672262,0.1050541676899148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655600955649273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648963564936242,0.0,0.0,0.0993179154663647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474108932252229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775894304858763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040081229606801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878805875944268,0.0,0.0,0.1398928951491455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128656497659119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RukiMonster,2019/03/25,"What are the DO's and DONT's of texting? There are times when I am having a good text conversation with someone. But they eventually don't reply or leave the message on seen.

Like is it something I did wrong or did I bore them that much that they don't reply?

What are some general guidelines to texting? Short answers? Long answers? Reply too fast? Reply too late? I feel like I'm responsible for carrying the conversation...",2.3322222222222244,5.1547106790123465,3.5936913580246888,83.72461111111113,84.18518518518519,6.202962962962962,25.38395061728395,7.554174236665415,1.6514187654320982,339,14,62,6,10,110,56,81,0.063,0.7859999999999999,0.151,0.7358,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,0,0,10,15,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,7,3,5,12,2,7,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,3,7,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641021272552771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708374188035404,0.22194222303894268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605746845497357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35044852279925337,0.32895395092798496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035546727759517,0.0,0.0,0.2749325704659579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837769499031846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26322910520086457,0.2391684191254673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811537778133396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396681298296673,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tabbs51,2019/03/25,"Do I have social anxiety? I’ve never been diagnosed with anything but I find myself feeling lonely a lot. In spite of this, I have difficulty reaching out to people. I’m really reluctant to reach out to even my best friends because for some reason I feel like they don’t like me even tho they have told me straight to me time and time again they love having me around. 

I especially have a really hard time talking to people I don’t know, like it’s physically difficult for me to get words out. And the longer I go without saying anything, the harder for me it gets to say something. I have zero conversation starters. Not one.

I think I  already know the answer, but I don’t know.....maybe I’m just introverted or something? ",3.58563829787234,5.575843255319153,4.893209219858157,80.90875000000003,73.8936170212766,7.820567375886525,27.352836879432626,8.59863814320734,2.118181560283688,573,22,108,11,12,190,84,141,0.133,0.653,0.214,0.9298,0,2,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,1,6,9,1,0,5,0,11,2,0,1,1,25,23,6,0,0,6,0,3,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,2,5,22,6,18,21,3,13,0,1,0,1,11,6,0,3,9,76,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509281078299274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137970339951255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611385910083301,0.14124713284638438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672183702742124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651106659610534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610435094422095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959591158366087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045345014644535,0.1133516269522481,0.0,0.0,0.14501862334882004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258561213420405,0.0,0.16579375728750725,0.0,0.09017402543198286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213432925655906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261597448272396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325498201084117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348928790444998,0.1432030238718859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594021737369207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237365363984565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751676162253856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999922690053506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329208972581653,0.16313594428557945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523564897592166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174086877587293,0.0,0.2442989806289546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275304011465871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166730864896216,0.0,0.0,0.2775597427455496,0.0,0.0,0.15161297149555647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294917813414852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hugebiglysmile,2019/03/25,35 still a virgin I’ve been told that I’m very attractive. I do have an ugly personality. I’m a nice person but I tend to run away from people. I even blocked many friends who annoyed me. I don’t want to be like this. I scared away dates with my SA,-1.8466262626262664,-0.009427218181816244,0.9533333333333368,99.11222222222223,103.0,3.8989898989898992,15.202020202020204,5.82211442006289,-0.8243131313131316,193,5,48,2,9,66,43,55,0.21100000000000002,0.5770000000000001,0.212,-0.2302,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,4,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223105956467888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835918762353119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147534497321481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579863420457994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818107561525144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927044784977378,0.4854129716253594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782893574303526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198153379942584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26560546613877706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293485060228844,0.16394972225849602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KingHarald1066,2019/03/25,"Learning languages has really helped improve my social skills! I have always had trouble speaking to people. I was nervous and did not really know what to say, but ever since I got into learning languages it has helped. The reason it helped was because it pushed me into social situations to improve my skill. And if I ever say anything awkward or wrong in the language I can just use the excuse that I am not fluent in the language. It also has made learn more about other cultures, so it gives me something to talk about. I still have trouble talking to people from time to time, but it has definitely improved since learning languages.",7.538424908424907,8.159646871794873,7.267032967032971,72.73153846153849,63.188034188034194,8.053235653235653,36.372405372405375,7.447530270364453,2.950825152625153,512,23,78,4,7,162,69,117,0.10099999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.5857,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,2,4,0,12,0,0,3,2,21,17,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,9,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,3,11,0,13,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,2,5,64,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540969863295396,0.1408925442171861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393406210619518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321937320419904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063295738451181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243263758841786,0.0,0.0,0.13542522800543114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404863361929449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930569747651346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602200685281465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347782362698889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169487545291512,0.17409501756525514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693091808168761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801359324735719,0.1903291777809785,0.0,0.34521244859762396,0.0,0.13035519397649808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522372026897586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721951624450397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747035108381328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624303621306395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513106836380736,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slomejelle,2019/03/25,How do you know if you have social anxiety? What are the symptoms and/or variants of social anxiety? Because i think i might have a mild form of social anxiety but im not sure and would like to know. ,2.1744999999999983,4.465879450000003,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,79.5,7.0,25.0,8.07648339933343,1.6594999999999995,158,6,31,3,4,52,30,40,0.16699999999999998,0.754,0.079,-0.1538,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,1,1,11,9,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936497885960296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112218123225874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323435251718189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23642525877270745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508636792861144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281857466608843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.657798160996894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272799491034876,0.2235699264892662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782657236220436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279995686704945,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TrueBeauty3,2019/03/25,Best medication to take for SA? I’ve struggled with social anxiety for years... it seems like it’s getting worse the older I get.. I’m 23. I cannot continue to live life like this. I hate the thought of taking prescription pills but I’m in desperate need of beating this anxiety and feel I have no other option. Anyone have any suggestions on meds?,0.7779679144385021,3.27829594117647,2.785614973262035,86.1016310160428,96.94117647058823,6.5903743315508025,22.35828877005348,7.686295010490155,1.7480117647058822,276,11,52,7,11,92,52,68,0.262,0.654,0.083,-0.9032,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,8,14,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,3,9,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557927166064125,0.0,0.3505146822064204,0.0,0.0,0.16018881868181875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24042147062957955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583750930312225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23938576434053296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22618426116806425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181684432511048,0.223848864374985,0.0,0.20229542060703865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544733249024854,0.23078949653947475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987132380207115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855983266448114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335338925329468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23950023648421226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445024338214732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818761440756565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334677676693895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475299156078004
socialanxiety,adamtwosleeves,2019/03/25,"What are you supposed to do when you know better than an employee? I’ve had a couple of these incidents, and I never know how to handle it. 

Once, I was obsessed with subway. I always got either a turkey sub or a pizza sub. I got them so often I knew how they were made. Turkey subs always got 6 slices of turkey, but pizza subs got 12 slices of pepperoni. I even heard an employee training another one once who said, “every foot long gets six pieces of meat unless it’s pepperoni or salami in which case it’s 12.”

I go in one day and get a pizza. The sandwich artist only puts 6 slices of pepperoni. I know they’re wrong, but how are you supposed to tell someone they’re doing their job wrong without sounding like an ass? 

Anyone have similar stories and or advice? ",2.925203619909503,4.74348332026144,4.424836601307188,84.30099547511313,75.27450980392156,6.7991955756661655,22.880341880341877,7.61054688173877,1.1092206133735545,600,17,114,8,13,200,94,153,0.11900000000000001,0.867,0.013000000000000001,-0.9490000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,3,1,7,5,0,1,8,0,8,6,2,4,1,22,22,14,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,4,4,0,4,1,0,2,2,3,0,3,11,3,14,2,14,11,2,8,0,0,0,1,10,2,1,4,5,72,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935757806968844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543572281008259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602704648320248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687221471093017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517826942519126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911919424843694,0.0,0.09857186107107126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095214906511306,0.0,0.12877782611725727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970956659689312,0.0,0.08686487812122454,0.0,0.48897386021058203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167427895409002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519975164926531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467195305247776,0.0,0.0,0.1352623025479413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462487260547546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788286546764172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255481580364043,0.207142363881164,0.11624489746225353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365063148330954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538983009021872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950439013740572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335925630135726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473363493946011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33422226595450005,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Amyblaze,2019/03/25,"Staring Does anyone else experience people staring at you because you're just so fucking awkward. Like when im watching a movie with someone in my living room and i cant come up with a conversation or small talk, so it's absolute silence throughout the whole movie. I can see the person with my peripherals staring at me and it makes me blush and i feel like crying and i just feel sick. At times like this I always imagine myself getting up and just walking away but i cant' i feel trapped. I just stay completely still with my eyes fixated on the tv screen without actually paying attention to the movie because how freaked out I am at the moment. Ive tried to explain this before but everyone says its all in my head and i know for a fact its not becasue ive experienced many other situations like this one before. And after every situation every time the person behaves differently with me and looks at me with ""caution and fear?"" Thats the best way i can explain this look that they give me. Does anyones else understand what im saying?",4.796204620462046,6.336553603960401,5.84318811881188,77.15544224422446,69.89108910891089,8.356963696369638,31.783498349834986,8.841846274778883,2.760983102310231,836,37,150,15,15,277,120,202,0.044000000000000004,0.861,0.095,0.9003,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,9,9,1,2,10,0,7,4,2,2,2,39,22,16,0,0,9,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,1,2,12,17,0,0,9,1,1,2,4,4,0,1,0,15,25,5,23,22,3,24,0,0,9,1,11,14,1,1,10,101,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.11583979453473164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877278374047732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600379285976802,0.2432563604310278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152806177721444,0.0,0.0,0.14472397931305653,0.0,0.2020198852549962,0.0,0.12457447510337175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225458630808264,0.12446083434071953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303928117499258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402235705473727,0.0,0.0,0.2077605937313887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983270258293084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002961134026204,0.1134285349858132,0.0,0.11611710764647193,0.0,0.13357709319551958,0.18006374656469207,0.08480348915151201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974165353854257,0.062018911750788434,0.1138734762301147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218264576351996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564453947797532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523763549795075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23197474592411674,0.0,0.10481944799665964,0.0,0.1993660488945901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923708242749421,0.1203491090688708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043816196571862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822956959394156,0.20729875418228905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887993266353812,0.0,0.0,0.09459320045966776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668607174483872,0.0,0.0,0.10057908883496633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265246510238271,0.09479865207147796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541127269993788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384366815939607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059348597887693,0.0,0.0,0.12357698526112924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422318530834466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325308519730607,0.0,0.11442821172823665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IntrovertedFaith,2019/07/27,"Any Tips 4 Dealing w/ SA without Seeing a Therapist? I'm too afraid to tell my parents that I could possibly have social anxiety, for I think that they will just tell me I am shy and I just need to get out of my shell, but I literally hate talking, for I fear of making a mistake. Literally at the end of 7th grade, I promised to not talk as much (since I participated sometimes) and I would just talk only if teachers called on me. Any ways for dealing with this? I'm worried this will take over my life forever and I just want to not make my social anxiety not a big part of my life before I enter 8th grade in August.",5.522544642857142,4.814328218750003,6.752366071428572,79.22031250000002,67.59375,9.814285714285717,32.348214285714285,9.23628265651192,2.5843245535714288,484,18,103,8,7,165,81,128,0.161,0.802,0.037000000000000005,-0.9414,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,2,4,0,6,2,0,2,0,23,17,6,0,6,10,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,1,19,1,19,13,2,10,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,1,2,67,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042066220232111,0.0,0.2297200433436896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277617886298021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331417501516045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987805121646658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095844772340749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298333455165995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689541435496611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844422923172233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823646744871327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210279842264795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044504755490852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037337777451496,0.1113301377877258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419154879510472,0.0,0.0,0.1667175393796395,0.16259170650493773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926520222072405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964561278400868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420096315117528,0.0,0.0,0.3061065264210288,0.0,0.0,0.14849660764665712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288987030630265,0.36204103888694,0.2624655707228965,0.0,0.0,0.1743291701389941,0.0,0.0962064410085288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855903150239053,0.11917760145439628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473380164191188,0.0,0.0,0.15247888209012164,0.0,0.10665824292432853,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nonusspeaker,2019/07/27,"I have a new boss that I can't stand at all and the only way out is to move to other project where I would have to talk to English native speakers over the phone, but English is not my native language. Currently I'm working in a project where the only way of communication with English speakers is through an e-mail, so it's not a big problem because I can take time to concentrate and focus on writing sentences. Lately we've got a new boss and he is over my head and I can't stand him. He's got no experience in a field and somehow got a job anyway. It's a nightmare and people are quitting because of him. I see only two choices: either quit a job or move to this other project. But the problem is that I'm not so good at speaking part. I have a social anxiety which doesn't help. The upsides are that I would learn new stuff and also the pay is slightly better. But I'm so known of speaking nonsense when I'm stressed. I'm afraid that people would laugh at my bad English. Sometimes I had a chance to speak to some English people over the phone and sometimes they couldn't understand me and I had to repeat myself. I know that I cannot expect any solution from you but I just needed to rant a little...",3.939071580439408,4.7068028032128515,5.002674226317033,85.28389794472005,71.16867469879517,6.9833215213796365,29.90810300023624,6.794906146795322,1.5496107252539568,954,38,194,7,17,314,125,249,0.125,0.8009999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9088,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,4,10,8,0,2,19,0,22,1,1,2,1,39,35,19,0,8,10,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,12,11,0,0,4,0,1,2,9,5,0,1,5,6,22,3,26,26,4,28,0,0,1,0,15,14,0,3,8,134,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435260657954583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023388389463397,0.0,0.09025824482720683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985125934407037,0.1438451899626778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434819399315733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541202423126423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896026712915368,0.28309028203904635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108670604688407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908289595416425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341639251837352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484150114902247,0.0,0.13309228212693847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825202180207316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25079888483679,0.0,0.08748442396954878,0.0,0.3418521066103013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26919885487553274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776631798419136,0.0,0.24538794617944915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257915285404213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509832600428496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401881397874894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027090628560967,0.0,0.0,0.2333804743181081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515148290805826,0.0,0.13506466133268816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871007861837749,0.09483191874109312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879803490826722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525425571899718,0.12282660416246916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730209124846348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589452589329452,0.0,0.0,0.2514395956725697,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tyransomorphin,2019/07/27,"I have trouble genuinely caring or connecting with people I've been re-examining my personal relationships I had with other people and I realized that outside of my own family , I have great difficulty truly caring about other people. It's not that I don't trust them. I have varying degree of trust depending on the nature of our relationship but the issue seems to be that I don't care about the friends I have. I have this one friend whom I am a good friend with and he was there for me during my lowest. But I asked myself, if I really cared about him and I somewhat care about him but the feeling isn't strong. Same with other friends I have. I feel like I'm not being my real self with them and faking my reactions. I've had several bad relationships in the past and I think that hurt my ability to care and connect with new people. I am starting to doubt whether I am making the right friends or if its just me who's being the bad friend. Is something wrong with me? What should I do?",3.5023484848484863,5.2089238181818205,4.850391414141416,82.3289204545455,73.44444444444444,7.980303030303031,25.001262626262626,8.660442795831766,1.7543020202020203,788,25,154,15,16,262,105,198,0.193,0.5820000000000001,0.225,0.6788,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,1,6,25,0,1,8,0,22,0,0,2,0,36,36,14,0,3,11,0,2,1,6,1,0,0,0,2,13,13,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,2,34,18,20,28,3,6,0,1,0,0,20,3,0,8,4,119,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381912327494336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758579746963154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6139165411924119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460651409210148,0.0,0.101485812761295,0.07169420151803982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652078394921135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417368127979173,0.0,0.11064262061725008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743295643013306,0.0,0.0,0.10474537894371518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902877330809445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698827385638315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692425421974832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680036853602519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958009638508223,0.2782962950124133,0.08762681114588695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142268678081453,0.06429049339523865,0.0,0.0,0.3232337070104141,0.0,0.08570330240987495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913601486023321,0.1046929831873266,0.11337348560913164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725879556736527,0.0,0.0,0.07103234973343239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430394260812933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972331003907697,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hero__,2019/07/27,"How do I get better so I can enjoy being outside again? I used to love walking & cycling around my town. Now I fear being humiliated by people, so much so that I've stopped going outside.

As a teenager I was constantly bullied and humiliated wherever I went. But I still fear that happening now at 25. If it's not that I get paranoid that everyone is looking at me, everyone is making fun of me...

I have schizophrenia so I don't even know if this is because of that or whether I have social anxiety.

Whatever it is I'm so so tired of it. It's been like this for 3 months. I want to go outside but I feel like I can't because whenever I force myself to go outside I hate it. I feel so exposed, it feels too bright, all I can think about is going back inside and feeling ok again.

Please tell me that things might change for me because honestly I'm sick of it. I'm tired of being enemies with my own mind. I've tried going outside more to get used to it but it. doesn't. work soI don't know how helpful that suggestion is.

​

Thanks. I'm hoping to hear if you've done anything that helps if you're similar to me.",0.9986266094420628,3.2065223047210303,3.1872892703862696,88.81125150214594,83.46351931330472,6.13143347639485,24.770643776824034,7.404127859558343,1.2535615107296132,879,36,185,14,25,299,122,233,0.16,0.675,0.16399999999999998,-0.2526,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,19,14,1,2,1,1,22,4,0,5,1,32,53,21,0,6,10,0,4,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,20,4,0,1,7,0,0,7,5,3,0,0,4,7,26,11,21,45,4,20,0,0,2,1,7,4,0,7,11,123,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25486384726698985,0.1429107476154003,0.0,0.0,0.08997241381927806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678417691074633,0.1046990982125968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904359216932835,0.0,0.21508448865826266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401774274716076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441728686215993,0.0,0.0,0.12709616200071094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203573157182324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768123320323456,0.0,0.0,0.22476550246411947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646910891826522,0.2378714696276784,0.08402162142107403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843413369971761,0.0,0.33420639961577986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400338963624008,0.0,0.0,0.11611692735447975,0.0,0.0,0.13255661724654025,0.0,0.1576649103788066,0.0,0.0,0.11681467674394505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927232044477993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491799733890115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098763970987731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061488977408806,0.0,0.07850653562542309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476712985914863,0.11875400620836613,0.0,0.09387631277701644,0.0,0.08645792570135312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153694945795888,0.0,0.0,0.1291020203039847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989003078294574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939246313479759,0.0983284127942772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279756436865624,0.10828079326448578,0.0,0.0,0.0781358009507102,0.07536064852250599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703540502073159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985043346298566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315700878808185,0.0,0.0,0.06937026228788094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902696395481824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562251396841555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429107476154003,0.0
socialanxiety,mdmeray,2019/07/27,"Depression I don’t have social anxiety but severe depression and drug problems.

It makes me not care about anything.",6.177999999999997,9.463752799999998,6.0100000000000025,69.785,71.0,10.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,4.8165,96,5,13,3,2,30,19,20,0.615,0.385,0.0,-0.9592,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384723938084331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25652701056842386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178292402307039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369847274407796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615075246184883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808201853744485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298283256093568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521658698767343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177692074817918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway73839762738,2019/07/27,"A friend stopped by when traveling to visit me for a few days and I feel really bad for sleeping when she’s here So I’m 17 and female and I have quite a few friends, but I like to be alone sometimes and don’t normally like to hang out for extended periods of time and get anxious when I have to be with somebody for a long time. However, I haven’t seen my friend in a while and I invited her to stay over for two nights while she was traveling and we had an okay time last night, but today we went out to breakfast and I came back and basically was a potato. Is this rude? I am so worried about if I’m being a good host.",2.317388059701493,3.2727402910447765,4.07779104477612,89.69370149253733,75.19402985074628,8.046567164179105,25.34029850746269,8.548686976883017,1.4318232835820892,485,16,114,9,10,164,82,134,0.121,0.726,0.153,0.6655,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,1,8,9,1,0,8,1,12,2,1,0,0,21,19,19,0,2,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,15,1,1,1,2,0,6,2,2,0,1,6,2,15,7,19,10,2,28,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,19,79,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598534355505966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028684184437632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808194241185595,0.1499374633479674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538574040979973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581089493041105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079841824897336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162171522659951,0.0,0.09382042519821353,0.0,0.0,0.15061882859183562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637743557462882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546236045952146,0.0,0.0,0.1589180536738633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370375840584234,0.17594518392631026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099991198728974,0.0,0.0,0.1150402199066795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970449419469356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760407625074404,0.0,0.0,0.19140285151746686,0.0,0.1501325798277008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31413454292053045,0.0,0.17021592029963373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541849360575476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664676455580016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823669336999282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unicornrainbows89,2019/07/27,Anxiety and facebook Does anyone else get anxiety with fb? I only have a couple groups some friends and family on mine but for some reason it gives me anxiety. Half my family hasn't seen my son in almost 3 years or contacted him (no fault of mine) so i dont even like posting pics of him really. Idk. It sounds dumb but FB just gives me so much anxiety and I just wondered if anyone else had a similar problem,1.049277108433735,3.5162932650602454,3.427722891566269,85.27074096385546,86.22891566265058,7.6573493975903615,21.55301204819277,8.548686976883017,1.8084226506024093,323,11,64,9,10,111,60,83,0.259,0.718,0.023,-0.9607,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,16,9,9,0,2,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,2,11,2,6,7,3,4,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,6,2,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359306729773573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999153344541738,0.0,0.0,0.22846645499425985,0.3347870392903053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076757783084646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296759585912078,0.0,0.19147030886087726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729520316385404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790540686062723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30802442627310883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622049974787292,0.0,0.08535492271718136,0.313441867610154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798151158724542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200969302936083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425147034805538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564648412083172,0.0,0.0,0.1563245658655594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466003600769387,0.16797322341568358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716954084723854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520595976010537
socialanxiety,tinytankismy,2019/07/27,"Does your social anxiety ever make you so resentful of seeing your friends go out, that it makes you self-isolate even more? I know it's so juvenile, and I feel like such a child for having this internal tantrum.

I resent so much that I can't be at that level of normal. I wish I could be happy for them going out like normal people. I wish I could join them. Sometimes even hearing about the stories is triggering, because I picture everyone being so wild, happy, and enjoying themselves, and it hurts that I couldn't be doing that.

This shit sucks. Some days I feel like I'm doing so much better, then I revert to a goddamn five-year-old mentality.

I'm going to try leaving the house today. I can have my own fun.",4.3109859154929575,5.386544323943664,5.487436619718308,81.01214084507043,70.54929577464789,7.933521126760564,27.580281690140843,8.238735603445708,1.883817464788732,562,19,106,8,10,187,90,142,0.14300000000000002,0.631,0.226,0.9184,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,2,1,10,15,5,0,4,0,14,1,1,3,1,20,29,9,0,7,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,0,4,20,9,10,22,5,11,0,1,1,0,10,4,2,1,7,76,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861602003323086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655105173261993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557174749952396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267225205593726,0.0,0.0,0.09156679473415444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242496093694888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755585236951253,0.1284310588703597,0.0,0.1356701086594116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358096673003815,0.20286427201624108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096951214284154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420753259025508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30228545549777264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160024296150456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382843460195326,0.15199491754760364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802972239566576,0.0,0.0,0.15033868469940215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080960425194194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895484867919247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430846968274264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20874655666952088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782248863671107,0.0,0.0,0.14898647011448587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843260350403762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314145762712832,0.0,0.14811843475348224,0.0,0.14574272238606056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473300684653775,0.0,0.0,0.14042405944426006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458255584612494,0.0,0.0,0.09639661661294097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265451230609837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143190332735332
socialanxiety,fivefootfeed,2019/07/27,"Taking a big step out of my comfort zone So yesterday night some friends invited me to a club after dinner out. I’ve only been to a club once and i got so anxious I couldn’t breathe and snuck out immediately. Being a music student, I’m not a fan of the loud blasting music in my face and being so close to people all around.

This time, I only had two drinks and I was able to somewhat enjoy the music, have a little boogie or dance when i knew the tune, and made a friend who was awkwardly ditched by her friend. 

Didn’t feel like dying this time without alcohol!!",3.901239130434785,4.7911590695652215,5.202336956521741,83.3678532608696,71.34782608695653,7.489130434782607,26.54891304347826,7.645422480735847,1.418065217391304,443,14,89,5,8,148,78,115,0.06,0.7829999999999999,0.157,0.9024,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,10,0,9,5,2,1,1,20,15,10,1,1,3,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,10,3,0,2,4,0,2,4,1,0,1,8,2,9,6,14,4,3,16,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,7,60,12,1,0.20505745034585013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191440524669136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23165655160812204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254460551189064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281725906276572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008782351522576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368320818185882,0.14649308349949125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752806324106152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400317539616216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018071238708287,0.20552143577165854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403031759897002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243252617693796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837949226712666,0.0,0.31191086246124483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216101692894326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417768294551068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23914129664999745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031133297500134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766806464121955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sgt_Smallballs,2019/07/27,What are some good ways to avoid social anxiety? Hi I know that this question is probably asked about a 100x time but do you know some ways on how to avoid social anxiety?,1.66,4.237743529411766,2.6485294117647062,91.21338235294121,84.29411764705883,6.9294117647058835,20.264705882352946,8.07648339933343,1.0864941176470584,136,4,28,3,4,43,27,34,0.22,0.728,0.053,-0.6381,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,6,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009601372508228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449966953336669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198088516259455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880496651583957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825518894484978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935743299710529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342873571703072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281301764850302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160321993748332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PatrickH1993,2019/07/27,"I would love your feedback for a project I'm working on Hey, I'm working on a project that will help young guys improve their confidence and self-esteem.

I would love to get your opinion as a guy who want more confidence in his life.

Here's the link to the survey: [https://patrickherran.typeform.com/to/CKdsYY](https://patrickherran.typeform.com/to/CKdsYY) , it should take you a few minutes to complete. I really appreciate your feedback. Thank you!

\-----------------------------------------------------

Also, I noticed that this has been brought up a couple of times by other reddit members. 

There's this website called [Iovercamesocialanxiety.com](https://Iovercamesocialanxiety.com) 

The guy seems very convincing to me. He understands the cause of social anxiety and has a program to get rid of it. He comes across as honest and caring. I think he's trustworthy.

I haven't tried his program, which is $69 (US), nor I'm promoting him. But I believe that it can benefit you in a big way.",7.0671428571428585,10.13616665605096,6.220514103730668,70.43848726114653,67.15286624203821,7.543039126478617,29.04868061874432,8.418075326091056,2.2511113739763418,763,28,122,12,14,232,102,157,0.023,0.7140000000000001,0.263,0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,103.0,1,6,1,3,3,7,0,0,11,0,10,3,0,1,0,15,26,8,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,11,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,19,7,18,20,2,12,0,0,0,2,24,7,0,2,2,79,30,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289931362249666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339557424528255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173209658839407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470735762167146,0.0,0.16445812022046588,0.16570156754291712,0.0,0.1389473742969298,0.16912205856805834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847757437343292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685472555443492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791429642537181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811731801261992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393235970810213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911626716728858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364337489233304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333417963905392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684326576070764,0.1682731452241253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442705676944236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127901571114122,0.0,0.0,0.14850519284104227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335579657349407,0.0,0.0,0.09405648249315003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951345721024364,0.0,0.0,0.16792105122630624,0.19402642299924627,0.0,0.0,0.1330910275405061,0.0951400878023884,0.1280340048224584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348595270696971,0.0,0.0,0.22916859917094215,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tplow93,2019/07/27,A new low I had my worst case of social anxiety I’ve ever had in my life today. I went to a town festival with a friend and i ended having to meet a bunch of new people and had to make random small talk so basically a nightmare of anxiety. I was so overwhelmed and uncomfortable I literally just left without saying anything to anybody and ignored calls from my friend the rest of the night. Has anybody else experienced something like this?,3.4982647058823524,5.902360870588236,5.07375,77.610625,75.58823529411767,7.544117647058822,28.27205882352941,8.472884824447931,2.3986764705882355,354,15,62,7,8,119,57,85,0.162,0.69,0.149,-0.044000000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,7,0,6,1,0,1,1,11,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,2,8,4,12,3,3,12,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276719513329407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623990932486053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868685972280275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890774429822925,0.0,0.18968701247418032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372490199388293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309273758986543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326913775732331,0.0,0.15127138413940144,0.10463041623776892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429570944514303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41368463366687264,0.0,0.2009797577979138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847535039067786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031295413279496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183146959407062,0.0,0.1648750191534479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213806850570498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300379573833705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853350883049667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644784197992716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emilee18,2019/07/27,am i a bad person if i have trouble believing someone when they say they love me? i just feel bad sometimes. i need a lot of reassurance but part of me thinks this person could be trying their hardest to make me believe that they love me but sometimes it feels like they hate me too. like if they do love me then it’s probably very frustrating and draining and unfair for me to ask for reassurance that they don’t hate me.,4.271686274509804,5.353387247058823,4.92794117647059,84.964068627451,70.6470588235294,8.019607843137255,28.284313725490193,8.344100000000001,1.808490196078432,336,12,69,5,6,108,52,85,0.21899999999999997,0.555,0.226,0.2048,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,7,0,3,13,3,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,0,14,17,8,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,19,7,6,15,2,2,0,0,0,3,16,0,0,3,4,50,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366250019671301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744819151760413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703743653683562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123499272453404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621945696182994,0.1174249968482838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245600262889545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606044402274171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397403488820605,0.4450473737065513,0.0,0.1097173506350926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187727173017865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799523101785378,0.0,0.0,0.2870407314611588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772172057620202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307125482508668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926902427738852,0.0,0.3251295967255455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532079440471682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111595524332186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562135084256047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ahsatan_1225,2019/07/27,How do you date when you have social anxiety? I've forced myself to go to parties and gatherings but I don't find myself not really awkward just totally indifferent to talk to any one. I end up sitting in my corner on my phone usually...,2.1099999999999994,4.5710170212766,4.897276595744682,76.69400000000002,80.91489361702128,8.866382978723406,26.421276595744683,9.3871,3.0090204255319146,188,8,34,6,5,67,38,47,0.125,0.794,0.08,-0.2843,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,8,0,7,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26158613855606555,0.0,0.2942685133902145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406999893835385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515778463083977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861460909112385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606597043910847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464269534038356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921186464961243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091800400429599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423655363598194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,avocadocj,2019/07/27,"[Participants needed!!!] Social anxiety test and Win £10 or equivalent! Hi everyone!

I'm a PhD Clinical Psychology student from King's College London and The University of Hong Kong.

This is an online self-assessment for social anxiety. It involves some questionnaires and computerised tasks which take <10 minutes to complete. You will then enter a prize draw of **£10** or equivalent voucher.

To take part, please click this link: [https://www.psytoolkit.org/cgi-bin/psy2.5.4/survey?s=Vh3Hk](https://www.psytoolkit.org/cgi-bin/psy2.5.4/survey?s=Vh3Hk)

After completion, you can choose to enroll into an online intervention study for social anxiety. If you complete the intervention study, you will:

1. receive a brief report about your progress
2. receive a £10 (or equivalent) Amazon voucher
3. have a chance to win an iPad

\*\*These are on top of the £10 (or equivalent) prize draw you enter for completing the self-assessment\*\*

**For more information:** [**https://changeyourmind.online**](https://changeyourmind.online/)

This is a joint project by King's College London and The University of Hong Kong.

Thank you!!!!",8.044089979550101,12.157009656441724,5.568263803680981,64.81832617586912,87.40490797546013,8.062903885480573,28.74621676891616,8.238735603445708,3.6392815541922303,926,38,113,24,30,263,96,163,0.03,0.799,0.171,0.9742,0,0,0,0,0,0,97.0,0,7,0,8,1,5,0,0,14,0,7,1,0,0,0,15,12,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,5,18,10,3,10,0,0,1,0,15,3,0,6,2,65,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479229967553332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6358029591073913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486122998695333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241020331963633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641690843961367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641234753559506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163057633571559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636143126589546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227970135060013,0.0,0.0,0.13957381114355316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fluffycat_prettypuff,2019/07/27,"Being a waitress has severely helped my social anxiety You’d think it’d be the opposite but because I’m forced to talk to so many people daily, I’m getting so much more comfortable in social situations. ✨✨✨",2.772142857142857,5.040760261904765,5.643095238095237,73.30607142857146,77.33333333333333,8.961904761904762,29.54761904761905,9.516144504307137,3.3967904761904766,169,8,29,5,4,61,34,42,0.168,0.71,0.121,-0.0168,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257740662490841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179908846612405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419353356923987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781978947748002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992160595111237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695491558406124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460636596508672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334135208123384,0.0,0.0,0.331739108544308,0.0,0.601696866929978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372147602179547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910774236056546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway337899975,2019/07/27,"(M, 24) Really hard to make friends/get a girlfriend after university (UK) I've finally learnt the importance of a social life, at age where everyone fades away and settles down. I now realise how bad having social anxiety was growing up and now I've no close friends, and never had a girlfriend or even been on a date yet. 

I'd do anything to be back in school and wish I could make friends/go out with people I was surrounded by. 

Social anxiety ruined my high school years and 4 years at university in a large city and I clearly didn't make the most of it.

I was reserved, kept to himself. There were so many friendships I could have made, events/parties I could have went to and girls I could have been on dates with. Extreme Shyness, low self esteem and social phobia ruined all that and I'm always feeling bad about it. 

I'm getting more confident but it's really hard to do all that now because I live in a small town and work isn't the same. It makes me miserable and I keep having so many regrets and living in the past, still wishing I was at school/uni again.",3.8672359154929534,5.247636906103288,4.6704196009389705,85.2890096830986,71.95774647887325,7.578521126760562,27.86649061032864,8.07648339933343,1.7494884976525815,843,31,168,12,16,272,127,213,0.142,0.777,0.081,-0.8914,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,1,10,0,22,1,0,6,4,40,36,17,0,7,2,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,6,16,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,12,3,14,1,25,19,5,39,0,5,0,0,10,20,0,2,17,111,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909134537367446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671679026365588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991204734749744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265379693431104,0.08401454796376152,0.18245583725118492,0.06660416108371374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34894234046495864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216550205538508,0.0,0.0,0.1044030498821862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055245370479066094,0.0,0.0,0.1196894911404643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441435882589197,0.0,0.11416815950177454,0.0,0.06209523619506894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957518188709668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154396727024958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971157152936859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771738927077668,0.0,0.0,0.19295797233363207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338488717598808,0.2917288165709361,0.2215459106293756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426840091054236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430147024863344,0.07574744440917489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999009434968002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317322499293662,0.0,0.0,0.11398248652442862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455091097872322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725554290391219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128553920853843,0.0,0.0,0.2512882690859074,0.0,0.0,0.07954291471672523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072030542663969
socialanxiety,pillowblanket123,2019/07/27,"Do I have high-functioning social anxiety?  I’m actually unsure. I have several friends and I’m going to attend college in the fall. I was just thinking this whole time “haha I’m just shy whatever” until I went to orientation just yesterday. I couldn’t ask the other students I’ve met simple small talk questions because i was afraid of messing up my articulation or being ignored or seen as awkward. I would kind of have to bring myself up to ask them to look normal. A friend of mine met some cool people and I would’ve loved to be friends with them but I felt inferior to everyone. It felt like they were too cool for me. I had funny things to say in reply to their jokes but I was too nervous to say anything at all. Occasionally I would crack a joke like a normal person but other times it would not come out the way I wanted since I was scared of messing up. 

The whole day of orientation was so draining, it was constantly talking to people and walking around the entire campus and by night time, I just burst out crying in the restroom. I literally had no good reason to cry but I guess I was sad because I was tired and I felt that with my personality and nervousness I wouldn’t be able to make close friends at college. Sometimes I wondered if I was annoying my friend or offended someone. 

Sorry for the jumbled post",2.8817307692307708,5.212891403846157,4.441384615384617,81.7436153846154,77.26923076923076,6.92923076923077,26.55384615384615,7.9765259561132025,1.8209953846153843,1055,42,197,18,25,352,144,260,0.165,0.687,0.14800000000000002,-0.564,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,0,8,27,2,5,10,3,24,2,0,2,1,46,46,17,0,9,13,0,3,2,5,4,1,2,0,2,8,13,0,1,7,2,0,7,4,12,0,0,19,9,33,15,36,19,4,30,0,2,2,1,22,13,0,8,10,138,41,4,0.10318128475250586,0.0,0.1006900498391811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893340041607122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849094057360827,0.09185321913243724,0.1929211455879893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579670698213427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888154051895082,0.0,0.11150231299450172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667959256150974,0.06654339269065394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859413931783599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972106430458188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985880232377132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864030193848931,0.08654356624750452,0.0,0.0,0.11366581791578675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901669238665856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074474301058492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081832768413412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664629232149647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312513795545467,0.0,0.06887430878810455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968286460483073,0.2021915031927341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306582222407854,0.1801878359164097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098819148851416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558665306915065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608754554428447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410779805743386,0.10330246615791873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656548238528774,0.0,0.08535262499324904,0.0,0.0,0.10518032587959412,0.08742516773487337,0.0,0.10204892895884783,0.1155030007042262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586641649292702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854906077835332,0.0661144009917317,0.0,0.0,0.18049751070329415,0.1185917082428451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060858995081934215,0.08190050114305995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565008469462988,0.0,0.2303964392201264,0.0,0.0,0.11189570189516568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29318809708998395,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unacceptablelemonbro,2019/07/27,"How do you deal with presentations at school? I'm a high school student who currently just finished doing summer course. During the course, I had to do a presentation infront of a small group of classmates( the whole class was separated into 4 groups). Naturally I got to be the last one to present, because I was too nervous to say a thing in front of them. Everyone else went and the more people present, the more nervous I got, head is spinning, hands getting cold and sweaty.  When it was my turn, first slide, I did good, I didn't stutter or wasn't shaking, I was pretty proud of myself. Once I turned the slide to the second slide though, I started shaking and kept on stuttering.I tried to look at the classmates while I was presenting, but I was too overwhelmed to look back. By the time I was half way through it, I was on a verge of tears and was feeling super nauseous. Even the fact that I can tell that they know I'm about to cry made me even more anxious. I knew it's was going to be worse If I burst out of the room so I  finished the presentation, skipping half of the slides. 

Now that I went through that, I'm too afraid to go back to school. I know bunch of my courses will require frequent presentations with bigger crowds as well. I feel like the teachers won't understand that I physically can't handle the fear and will just say that everyone is nervous and I should just get over it. I wish I can just get over it and I wish I'm confident enough to present infront of people. I really don't know what to do, I'm not in a situation that I can afford any therapy and currently am talking to the social worker at school about this problem, so far nothing has changed(during the school year though). Should I address  my teachers about my social anxiety? or any suggestions to be less anxious infront of the class? Thanks!",5.0800833333333335,5.958442619444442,5.337777777777777,83.51000000000002,68.6388888888889,8.333333333333334,31.11111111111111,8.472884824447931,2.2262777777777782,1453,58,289,21,24,460,177,360,0.084,0.799,0.11599999999999999,0.8855,3,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,2,5,22,16,0,8,24,0,35,2,2,2,1,38,66,20,0,6,9,0,3,1,0,5,0,2,2,0,16,12,0,2,7,0,0,11,6,10,1,5,21,8,37,6,45,37,7,53,0,1,2,0,15,17,0,3,25,202,53,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090040584007512,0.0,0.07362750190312306,0.2174599150909963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801361248254544,0.0,0.05867032988514135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572110187035336,0.0,0.0992248275551066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040071925727321,0.0,0.0,0.0994472725973185,0.0,0.127138417270797,0.0,0.0,0.18393329419475335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830288332422013,0.09732917757374836,0.06875776505796155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186632625380191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085281770750586,0.0,0.10939700861276362,0.0807261128369408,0.15395254892956278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987755932654973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016885967646292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586819384220486,0.07845288329124635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702066282654351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164386734061514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106976706950108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235010012299827,0.0,0.0,0.1024982576930478,0.06521840430706535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344894610584287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791621831201057,0.0,0.09209389252552673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165729650002394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530764815667426,0.0,0.4870276426231471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081839125789562,0.0,0.19622022117506974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812302126354493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773584428874465,0.0841227610208667,0.08860987466854396,0.11006505410188196,0.0,0.0639411969623938,0.0,0.1891213218731596,0.0,0.05612149289892555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534433936128838,0.20937481292346452,0.0,0.1001949024051967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639515429452617,0.0,0.0,0.08653621356659882,0.1784409833040427,0.0,0.10745460209325262,0.22135502352482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808233081815823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197891097631141
socialanxiety,ash_gibbs,2019/07/27,"Extreme anxiety over going to the bank Hey guys! So I've been dealing with social anxiety for quite some time now. I just turned 20 and got my first job so I'm going to be opening a bank account today. I'm terrified of banks and always have been, that's why I've avoided getting an account for so long. Just the thought of sitting face to face with someone makes me super anxious. I stumble over my words and I think way too much before I speak which is what makes communication so difficult for me. I'm completely clueless on what the process is like. I know you have to show them an ID and a couple other things but I have no idea what kind of questions they are going to ask. I read where opening an account can take up to an hour and I'm freaking out. I'll be going to Wells Fargo. Does anyone know what the process is like and how long it might take? I thought maybe if I prepare beforehand it wont be as difficult for me",1.67186552769358,3.821041356020945,3.095971341967489,90.77084596307526,80.46596858638743,5.696445301736016,25.235877652245804,6.8360192770164,0.9661141361256536,733,29,153,8,19,239,112,191,0.124,0.8240000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.8915,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,3,11,9,0,1,10,0,15,2,2,3,0,29,36,14,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,10,11,0,1,7,2,6,4,2,4,1,1,5,1,17,5,22,26,2,21,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,4,9,97,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028636848475345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117760473153625,0.1633128311491364,0.0,0.10108044261596427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514506108407712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301080033786567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156950340453468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995404470399655,0.0,0.0,0.14903608788340078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650634308256162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296354949547965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552717853411682,0.0,0.3286294890406973,0.0,0.115618672148345,0.0,0.0,0.14313816062120902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142363507945749,0.0,0.0,0.16319182174029095,0.0,0.0,0.1434545292394757,0.0,0.0,0.15053808083841408,0.15889393748785752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125044729275196,0.0,0.0,0.2558639483196199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299123773960147,0.0,0.14523099821758956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335642204123126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626900015760772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194145273110908,0.15375846381198582,0.14460016346969168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473617785392815,0.12248610278365175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173838272827201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960399335999322,0.0926288793624188,0.0,0.2295306413485503,0.08429470681807663,0.0,0.13702696587293056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572409032512656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474582732816255,0.0,0.0,0.1299777389186767,0.0,0.1304438564546179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bigfunneanxiety,2019/07/27,"I really need some advice please Some background info on me, I am 20M and have never been in a relationship. I am just really upset right now. I have been talking to this girl for awhile who I slowly got a crush on and I get so much anxiety when I text her. We live far apart, but we got to the same college. People have said that she is into me and she has definitely said some things that are clear signs but I want to wait to tell her that I like her until school starts again so I can say it in person. I just get so much anxiety about stupid stuff when I talk to her. Today she indirectly mentioned to me that she had a fwb but that she is single and for the rest of the day I got so locked up about it. I think its great that I have the girl of my dreams texting me all the time but idk I just get anxiety attacks when I hear stuff like that. The reason why I am so upset is because I planned to hangout with my friends during the day and play the new Fire Emblem game like all night. The thing is when she kind of mentioned the fwb I just got so locked up and anxious I could'nt do anything for the rest of the day up until now. I've been texting her some but I feel like whenever she texts its like I have to shut myself down from everything else and dedicate all my energy to make sure I say the right thing to her. It's been driving me crazy and I want to get over this. I know this kind of turned into a vent but I am really upset about this.",1.7306352357320094,3.1886219741935515,3.1819354838709693,93.4859801488834,77.64516129032258,6.446650124069477,19.987593052109183,7.1686216300943375,0.18063523573201,1132,25,265,13,26,371,140,310,0.106,0.72,0.174,0.9781,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,1,20,16,2,3,17,0,22,0,0,2,6,46,43,26,0,3,10,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,0,3,22,13,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,5,0,0,11,7,51,11,37,32,13,35,0,0,0,0,32,16,0,5,23,194,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383799517076024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438704141585432,0.12004581210677892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874445707126293,0.0,0.0,0.1208883638516034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477632803900628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484155923924618,0.0,0.0,0.20559059472218374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887682645619512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550143249994128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372925929193135,0.07591359300932471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209775649956244,0.0,0.22207003379868068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33994970989341994,0.11715422855932915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976499527326137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131103894390994,0.05839881542178042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25957122499792395,0.0,0.09383129154584584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093070918226321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622959121988006,0.07879192549747878,0.08195580414026926,0.1026285003776616,0.0,0.0997196872711265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073668690173847,0.09278387843346042,0.0,0.11664376454868218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422247183044973,0.10925503243905343,0.0,0.11408561901950387,0.0,0.1814943323432164,0.20215898878250035,0.16900761261162506,0.0,0.1075428156084413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521278951412794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24328913080050896,0.0,0.0,0.10015067609149876,0.0,0.0,0.17081873863242192,0.09287767043584716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21178725044249444,0.06808839801110278,0.0,0.0,0.061962225901515476,0.0,0.1007239497533554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155825405412516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535215981803138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958849257112858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Blockmaster1,2019/07/27,"Flatmate is Always Home I am living in a residence unit with two other flatmates, and one of them is almost always around. I tend to stay in my room most of the time when i am not at work, partly because i can hear him outside walking around, talking to friends on the phone or facetime, and being loud.  I just wish he was not there as often so i could walk around more/sit in living room(he usually occupies the living room space).",5.91,5.978171764705883,6.0329411764705885,82.08823529411767,66.64705882352942,8.211764705882354,31.117647058823533,7.554174236665415,1.9808117647058825,340,12,65,3,5,108,64,85,0.0,0.9279999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,15,11,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,2,9,1,14,8,2,17,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,4,3,50,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841213206165329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059925884639797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910553837342242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208670892369957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680688830271155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420591073102202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723718943066285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844386810040139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487087226853961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459647515780416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911553661074952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598316461853868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778940714481653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072172842941257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796162974423366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250911090896748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114438093257484,0.0,0.0,0.1338610588847479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,superstarmandlx,2019/07/27,"At a con I'm at a con with my sibling, and I feel like this is a good opportunity to make friends with some common interests. But I can't work up the nerve to say anything to anyone.",5.2905000000000015,3.5933030499999994,6.960000000000001,80.78500000000003,68.5,10.0,32.5,8.841846274778883,2.2782499999999994,142,5,34,2,2,50,31,40,0.0,0.6779999999999999,0.322,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,8,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31025459699739544,0.0,0.3651381693916629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243547337558416,0.3169888096822141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428117294774855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37216559317893294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677586418479566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961820167152291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528585581663299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32302850535135336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CherWoodhouse99,2019/07/27,"Scared that someone might want to have sex with me? Sooo this is pretty odd and I feel like maybe it’s just me. But if there is a chance that someone else has felt this I’d like to feel a little validated. I have pretty bad social anxiety and the only reason I go to parties is bc my best friend invites me. All of her friends and just these people a part of this scene are very open about sexuality and I get very uncomfortable about it. So anytime I’m at these parties someone will flirt with me and I just shut down? The thought of someone wanting to have casual sex with me freaks me the hell out. Or even I’m just talking to someone normally and the thought creeps into my head that they just want to have sex and then I’ll find a way out of the conversation. And the thing is I’m a virgin and I know I’m not asexual I find men and women attractive. I don’t feel pressure to lose my virginity bc I’ll lose it when I want to and it’s nobodys business. But when someone shows interest in me sexually I feel like I led them to think I want to have sex? And i get mad at myself and question myself and idk I feel weird. It’s not really about the other person whether they actually want to have sex with me but my brain telling me that I’m making them think I want to have sex with them and the thought of rejecting someone makes me feel flustered and embarrassed. I have actually rejected someone and felt so bad. I hope I’m explaining this so that it can be understood I feel like I’m not making sense ugh but idk I’m venting at this point
(Also I’m aware this makes me sound so full of myself like I think everyone wants me but I feel like it’s more about a lack of confidence in my personality maybe?? Lmk what you think)",1.6201870274572236,3.687557186629528,3.332848388380423,89.43681337047356,80.19777158774373,6.6655312375646645,23.34906486271389,7.760100539840176,1.063336904098687,1366,47,298,23,35,454,152,359,0.126,0.72,0.154,0.6873,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,5,3,19,28,2,3,14,0,19,10,2,6,1,84,64,33,0,12,16,0,10,6,2,2,0,1,0,4,23,26,0,0,24,2,0,2,4,14,0,0,6,11,47,14,37,55,6,20,1,4,0,8,19,14,1,5,9,190,70,0,0.0,0.0,0.14607765584201027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059854260636396886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057256929154541274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498644515551792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854618257024505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355280736462221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252416783805873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049435028775475495,0.0,0.0,0.07151849052767931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30275479574696784,0.21387978029885096,0.1437276543106694,0.0,0.13681564232930624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565155479466073,0.0,0.0782078152228714,0.0,0.04253666503653344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681351396712904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743388932964872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04113336398986319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939563538103224,0.07501528140354048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746689452858946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199840949360422,0.0,0.15038558693283807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939970055166011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333311698807464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056923700032796974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105084506310163,0.0,0.05188874167552288,0.13070515271346886,0.0,0.0,0.07075359318585357,0.0,0.0,0.15229043034349046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384456733278417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047948217260005546,0.07695407834186654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493382972373594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762959968225734,0.5073336872790138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015832086412636,0.06541863900793116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972430803573222,0.19183299103925425,0.0,0.17825791657038195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123511456251166,0.3531685346334985,0.05940921291812016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cowboyeehaw,2019/07/27,"No one cares about you. Have you ever been out with a group and realise no one cares your are there, you are just walking in the back while everyone else is walking in front of you. When you could just go home and they won't notice. You feel so out of place and uncomfortable that you think you should leave and it will be better. You want to talk but you know no one will listen and even if you wanted to you are to scared to even open your mouth to try to speak so you just float behind them knowing you look weird.",2.386033229491176,4.021008953271032,2.5008722741433007,98.30796469366564,76.28971962616822,5.503219106957425,17.496365524402908,5.82211442006289,-0.7014768431983387,406,6,95,2,9,122,68,107,0.128,0.8109999999999999,0.061,-0.7717,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,16,2,1,12,5,0,1,2,0,12,1,1,0,1,23,23,11,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,4,2,0,3,1,4,18,3,15,16,0,14,0,0,1,0,22,6,0,1,4,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258910014700233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755051916089491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40464823368715896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843921982923526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577223130860105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621371961683965,0.1795015044739116,0.0,0.18961915311377853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003378768677605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277875610909753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990527901140004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181162825705892,0.0,0.0,0.2101206695758214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664070181176427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259267197597573,0.0,0.0,0.4034068539775164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073289081520384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867434599011466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949958913894804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271531635796634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472860739771692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340916242412869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,apominoz,2019/07/27,"I’ve put on weight Today I weighed myself and noted I’m the heaviest I’ve ever been in my life.  It made me realise I need to up the exercise and cut back on the pizza. But it also made me realise how far I’ve come from the days when I was constantly underweight.  

I didn’t have an eating disorder but I did (and still do) have social anxiety.  The constant feeling of nausea made it impossible for me to enjoy food or partake in normal activities like meeting friends for coffee or going out for a meal. It was a constant battle that meant I missed out on a lot in my teens and early twenties.

I still struggle with social anxiety but over the years I’ve been to doctors and therapists, and developed coping mechanisms that mean I can lead a normal life.  

My clothes are feeling a tad snug at the moment so I’ll make an effort to get my butt moving a bit more, but it weirdly feels like achievement.  Food is no longer a problem for me, and I can happily go out for drinks or dinner without having to make excuses, without looking for an escape route, without obsessively needing to know where the bathroom is, without having to sit at the end for a quick getaway. I can do these things without even considering my social anxiety and that feels awesome.",6.491048009367683,6.478826430327871,7.262880562060889,74.03352459016395,65.43442622950819,9.758313817330212,35.46135831381733,9.424239791934726,3.3539751756440284,995,44,177,17,14,332,136,244,0.109,0.765,0.126,0.8046,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,11,11,2,2,20,0,18,14,1,7,1,46,39,19,0,5,12,0,5,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,10,13,9,0,7,2,0,6,7,7,0,0,10,6,20,4,35,29,3,37,0,1,1,1,6,15,1,4,17,132,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842060337026563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505279742929132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540406479868854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705893060079384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447222269312021,0.0,0.31791240877720744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324224640235815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238820321310414,0.10037119767171374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960639877132824,0.0,0.10034249246669953,0.0,0.0,0.08685433224634508,0.0,0.0,0.06476940393182012,0.08870321052927982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833353134163767,0.07005592100462966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715530253375264,0.0,0.07576289984435595,0.0,0.05123364646758604,0.0,0.1114624389995519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389262499338776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385289892653716,0.09581683865916273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234786275958034,0.0,0.0,0.08336929193270058,0.0,0.27836752993728586,0.13091505650811758,0.0,0.0,0.1068188888964288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042249948702239,0.0,0.14542430912935495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921609997377549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938326377295491,0.0,0.09857996988754418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998873284180417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662579328545054,0.0,0.0,0.10251629188342457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385820422182227,0.06514841544897254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295185206592192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941379444097446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726441000093837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631490812368498
socialanxiety,NearbyFail4,2019/07/27,"I feel like seeing a psychologist is my last option/only hope Having an initial consultation next week, which I booked last week around 2:30am when I couldn't sleep or feel like i could handle life anymore. Has anyone actually had success with therapy? I saw a university counsellor who said I needed external services because their services were short term (suggested CBT in particular)... Now almost a year later I'm finally going to an external service.

The thing is, I'm doing the generic ""health"" stuff: I'm a normal weight and exercise 4-5 times a week, I don't drink, smoke, do drugs ect. I feel like if this doesn't work I'll have no hope left.",5.277235772357719,6.844376073170736,6.240813008130085,74.66089430894309,68.7560975609756,9.369105691056909,29.92682926829269,9.725611199111238,2.9875463414634145,519,20,91,12,9,172,89,123,0.019,0.83,0.15,0.93,0,0,3,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,1,2,3,6,0,0,9,0,13,7,1,0,0,15,26,4,0,7,2,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,3,2,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,7,10,6,4,20,1,18,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,5,16,47,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.14659674323344024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042741998853612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489816274853626,0.10503996271481728,0.0,0.0,0.133731017134556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157502445637006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994146777773615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716211761928005,0.17421189665299427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22787297687135505,0.32195970411661884,0.0,0.16456281259338046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537563840854327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968085771007104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984122271137692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449048682744192,0.0,0.0,0.16321858096595884,0.0,0.10610750135001876,0.22017525843429533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138903242633998,0.0,0.0,0.15976469863463186,0.0,0.1471874128817574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289721957290272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970890638326855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033227391333245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197029206108894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179398924300512,0.0,0.0998020070291732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759669657232785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36150137472142296,0.18293209850227188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936470397637382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673919167569422
socialanxiety,Trashtie,2019/07/27,"what does this mean so i really really like this girl and have for over two years now. we talk a lot on snapchat, but not much in real life. she says she likes talking to me, and maybe she really does, but my mind tells me she would much rather talk to other people. here's the big problem. whenever i see her talking to anyone else, i just feel hopeless. whenever i see my other friends talking to her so casually i just feel instantly unwanted. i know it's entirely irrational but i just can't knock the feeling. i'm only happy when i talk to her and that's it. due to this, i also feel terrible because i feel very selfish. like i'm trying to restrict her from talking to other people because she's all mine or some shit. does this make me controlling in any way? just jealous? am i a bad person? or just dumb ???",1.3367878787878773,3.6712811333333337,3.289242424242428,87.80719696969696,83.12121212121212,6.575757575757575,23.10606060606061,7.793537801064563,1.3163333333333331,637,23,129,12,18,214,95,165,0.235,0.6509999999999999,0.114,-0.977,0,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,1,0,0,1,12,14,3,0,4,0,4,2,1,2,1,34,16,12,0,4,12,0,5,3,1,1,1,1,0,2,11,4,0,2,7,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,0,8,27,6,14,15,5,10,0,1,2,0,22,5,2,4,7,87,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899431357005304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567739441562184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781283153937606,0.11402429949953713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291805440340316,0.13567620869371444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481522458846167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29215790438350875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929640653668558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813443744550129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859782630578643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846460477421647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061159146469833926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860365630583413,0.16310421149140078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461025023412696,0.0,0.0,0.0742833840165413,0.0,0.11180041268256087,0.12122163417653445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236579701807788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636140798975066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463700923582787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430156177115698,0.09716948486312753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648440366852532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266663222968034,0.21387543526185485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849803938297247,0.0,0.0,0.17735895416212347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423211862940745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6261248388560076,0.09726771012283937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555498870972219,0.0,0.10870895617591836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182151070149648,0.0,0.08833259432445817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905343947704263,0.0,0.0,0.07166368142716738
socialanxiety,skybirdabridged,2019/06/26,"(shameless self promotion) I made a short film about the effects I feel of social anxiety [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ZOEu0rGBxg](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ZOEu0rGBxg)

​

It's basically self-isolation because of that fear of interaction, while still feeling hella lonely. idk its short and sweet (and theres a LOT of video issues that weren't there in premiere) but it's been sitting in my brain for a while and its nice to finally put it out there. anyway uh yeah",9.097913533834586,12.80746830263158,6.033759398496244,71.14131578947371,63.34210526315789,8.027067669172935,29.27819548872181,8.841846274778883,2.659261654135339,405,14,57,7,7,112,57,76,0.08900000000000001,0.775,0.135,0.6624,0,3,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,4,1,2,1,1,2,0,10,5,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,3,3,2,10,2,1,11,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449434182437155,0.2746960575229058,0.0,0.0,0.1729405784685137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780829889659055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25236545256042603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25438814040632424,0.22861245915440684,0.0,0.0,0.24764526572348264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359551351449155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921940149783949,0.0,0.21390999002947653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725969922391606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716742112311049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304467602465056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805373379265772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746960575229058,0.0
socialanxiety,odellyaa,2019/06/26,"My anxiety has ruined my appeal I am blessed to be born with a cute face, and great body. But, people lose interest in me very quickly, after realizing i can’t hold a normal conversation for more than 2 minutes.",8.004634146341466,6.705551048780492,9.097682926829274,66.34945121951222,62.90243902439024,12.102439024390245,37.57317073170732,11.20814326018867,4.262112195121951,167,7,30,4,2,58,38,41,0.152,0.5660000000000001,0.28300000000000003,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,6,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,6,3,1,4,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022134125779329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388132984600238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355458123079135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419617191895772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870667160672385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738790558223784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32595896459437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,marzowe,2019/06/26,Had anyone had any experience with medications besides antidepressants? Pretty much have taken every antidepressant in the book as well as Vistaril and Buspar with no effect on social anxiety. Curious to see what kind of medication has worked for others on here. Has anyone been on gabapentin or a mood stabilizer and have they helped? I would rather be on a benzodiazepine but my psychiatrist is reluctant to prescribe them to me.  Any experience/advice with what medication has helped is greatly appreciated.,9.12,11.485073857142858,9.396190476190476,52.63214285714287,60.42857142857143,12.742857142857144,36.61904761904762,12.161744961471696,5.67484761904762,420,19,56,15,6,139,63,84,0.061,0.82,0.11900000000000001,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,12,3,0,1,0,10,14,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,5,3,15,8,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,0,47,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941393846997682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27020671826960835,0.0,0.15198307091528884,0.0,0.0,0.2778313129287713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738921619171526,0.0,0.0,0.19433874320066455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903591079625093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26633049217826466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688568214930106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6004215777484536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460463323730683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021202290830402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831537716758576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025204646295308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862944067473652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463513937222752,0.0,0.0,0.14113045655154954,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ivorytwigs,2019/06/26,"Quitting over email? I am a content creator and a company gave me shares of the company in return for help creating content. This person has been wanting to txt all the time and likes to have a phone call at least once a week. I am very intimidated by this person. He is really nice, but definitely a business man. Every day I wake up stressed thinking about having to look at the txts (I have txt, email and phone anxiety really bad. To the point I throw up before a phone call). I told this person I wanted to txt instead of call  (after many phone calls that’s did NOT get easier). And they were offended, so I explained my anxiety to them. Anyways, they let off with the phone calls. But now I’m realizing that I really don’t want to be apart of this company even though I love the product. I am just stressed 24/7 thinking about having to put my energy into this company when I could be growing my own (which is already successful and let’s me work from home on my own schedule and not have to interact with a lot of people). Anyways I really want to sell my shares and say I need to step away. However I am terrified to call. My family is saying I need to call because it’s disrespectful to email. But I rather die than phone!! It makes me sick to my stomach just thinking about it. I know this is not normal. My question is.. if I email saying I would like to share my shares and focus on my own business, is that a huge no no? I could even explain in the email that I am dealing with severe social anxiety and that’s why I couldn’t call. Any advise?",3.3891080937167186,4.773649980830676,4.877719648562302,83.32039203940364,73.15335463258786,8.283759318423856,26.46019701810437,8.841846274778883,1.9491768903088391,1216,42,247,24,24,408,153,313,0.13699999999999998,0.722,0.142,-0.6791,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,3,15,13,1,2,15,0,29,4,2,1,1,45,48,16,1,13,10,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,1,4,15,13,0,0,8,0,1,4,7,4,0,0,5,4,39,9,43,35,6,27,0,0,1,1,45,15,0,3,10,177,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913009138005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626312021292835,0.0,0.18987777603748854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773292343115236,0.0,0.0690808623264508,0.05043492114597063,0.0,0.07040199579306733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6758592859534942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211546500616428,0.0,0.0,0.05335768866533409,0.08529688452854142,0.0,0.0,0.08586660513023374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929231286459996,0.0,0.06970840438945225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799586449282728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322599390310898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055456002699543074,0.0,0.08299066340717072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045469382720212205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920573883743836,0.0,0.08084097793656987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947715923034492,0.0,0.0,0.0703389423407407,0.0746722088704282,0.0,0.05522672915761805,0.08388102448104423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269496186976195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106342975543128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811083139413968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573585242066758,0.2167248932167484,0.0,0.0,0.07821198889034689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317224072706972,0.09268293062547654,0.08799961216988972,0.0,0.0,0.2120104586519453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197384273078969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934678029891347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433863761788626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954695349903575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904110754368006,0.08128741541395505,0.0,0.048243858087941294,0.0,0.0,0.07905751686578108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826562587974817,0.1951986624525099,0.0,0.06636559635653907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465610993608487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023258256216767,0.0,0.0,0.058773074877749236,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JustMe11-11,2019/06/26,"Making friends help So, not only do I not know how to make friends, even slightly, I can’t even understand social situations generally (I don’t have autism or Aspergers as far as I know). And every time I have tried to make friends they either think I’m crazy (because I misread things and have many quirks when I get anxious) or they misunderstand me from the beginning and never get to see the person underneath all the quirks and odd mannerisms like not making eye contact, etc. 

I want to make friends (or try) with my driving instructor. I have no idea whether my driving instructor even likes me though. He appears to be a genuinely nice person, very patient, listens well, makes me feel comfortable, etc, but that might just be good acting on his part or something, or him just being polite as he is an instructor he has to be nice. 

I’ve never made friends easily and barely have any friends, and the ones I do have I still struggle to tell if they are my friends with 100% certainty, even my best friend who I’ve known for over a decade, and if I struggle with that you can see how meeting someone knew can get very confusing, especially when they are nice people and easy to get along with (they are unknowingly misleading which I don’t blame them for since they don’t realize that). The older I get the more needy I become for friendship. 

Now, when I get in the car at the beginning of my driving lesson I try to talk to him, but because we only have between 5-10 minutes until we get to the place where I’m learning, I don’t have any time to really get into a proper conversation with him. He has me driving around on the roads more now and I would love to talk to him but feel like I’d lose concentration, and we end up just sitting in silence generally. I struggle to find a balance between asking too many questions and not asking enough, and with only a 5 minute window of opportunity generally, I’m finding it very difficult. I try to think of conversation prompts but never write them down, since I don’t want to pull out a notebook just to start a conversation with him (or anyone really since it’d be weird and awkward) and I tend to have memory lapses in anxiety-inducing situations.

Another thing, I have a habit of asking them way too many questions about themselves (which I know most people find uncomfortable), and because I don’t want to creep them out I have learned to somewhat limit how much I ask and how often, but - any help here would be great please - I can’t tell whether me telling my driving instructor that I have read all his student reviews on the driving school’s website has made him uncomfortable with me (I can’t tell at all). He just said “oh, I didn’t realize you’d read all the reviews” but that could just be surprise rather than “erm...”, you know?

I’m 24, by the way, and Ian my instructor is in his late 30s which I don’t feel is too old and we could become friends. He gives all his students his number to contact him with questions, etc, and I have to keep reminding myself to not message him constantly because I’ll just end up pissing him off as I can get very needy sometimes. I have found him on Facebook and am considering asking him if he’d find it okay to add him on Facebook (I don’t use social media much but it can help me to communicate things to him I struggle with during lessons). He has a girlfriend and, I think, kids (judging from Facebook), and since I have never had a girlfriend and don’t really have much of a life outside of work, it’ll make it harder to find common interests with him...

Social difficulties suck. 

So, can anyone give me any ideas? Thanks. ✌️",6.733918688572153,6.410835175388964,6.901782178217824,77.86853516120844,64.997171145686,9.966982192724767,34.25267471802125,9.466822959209583,2.9848760671671566,2867,114,557,48,39,924,278,707,0.08199999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.151,0.9943,0,0,1,0,0,0,83.0,4,3,10,7,34,37,2,6,25,1,64,4,2,14,9,149,123,56,0,11,32,0,3,3,11,4,1,2,1,3,18,44,0,2,30,2,0,10,23,11,1,1,7,8,93,26,82,100,19,61,0,1,3,1,92,25,2,19,26,381,111,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869013620679851,0.053463737878605484,0.0,0.05760017520559853,0.0,0.07130182195203195,0.0,0.0,0.04538874979935218,0.2383272380326781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432346547510728,0.11262105531523026,0.0,0.0,0.05350713312371039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509823862851704,0.0,0.08141706222204458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031772133279596,0.05268263185817488,0.17059010651513176,0.13470427608869434,0.0,0.04295828272118387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734084249759969,0.03642472970180925,0.0,0.0,0.2330034556731385,0.0,0.0,0.05590401018306214,0.3545280395737265,0.0,0.2397448392244953,0.097821696569035,0.0,0.04276501479483221,0.0,0.05621274055851077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252542703075462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511499076000517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04531909899078821,0.0,0.0,0.1120832769110489,0.0,0.05751493583589705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036013237121831125,0.07472821138440014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704079514839525,0.0,0.0,0.046017261306823536,0.09648922261265977,0.238236956646612,0.15507677142346762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540885655849788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244272084926776,0.0,0.15729557224024654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350170189369144,0.0,0.03454973771276032,0.11633247711911772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521335620228441,0.0,0.07069516856458374,0.08903880210779101,0.05326998780237732,0.05596781059441285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134947667111758,0.0,0.10200049429069584,0.0,0.09798967537402374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849978924254824,0.0,0.0,0.05160100891849267,0.08125919800815236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870607158365447,0.11462181094603095,0.0,0.1559227931341164,0.04320065319390918,0.039251859788417096,0.050426902263780334,0.0,0.03608847137342938,0.0,0.040717844423007216,0.0,0.0,0.2132084293996364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196195353216516,0.17825761668500675,0.046941472443034,0.0,0.0,0.1016193944437549,0.0980101742679596,0.05009392774962697,0.0,0.059461217437249116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846580945566225,0.0,0.0,0.05307869205073673,0.0,0.04403592198637301,0.0,0.16827664224226732,0.09021938676415188,0.0809413407594149,0.0,0.0,0.045842941316144775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037118742472954484,0.0,0.0,0.07243862168716328,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Keepgoing63,2019/06/26,"My social anxiety gets me depressed I’m only 19, and I’m trying to go out more often and see more people to get over my social anxiety. I don’t know if it’s severe, but I’m shy in front of strangers and I remember being scared to answer simple answers in class, shaking in front of the class when I did presentations. It was so embarrassing that I lost my confidence to speak, and my mf classmates made fun of me. Fuck them I won’t forgive their asses. I got depressed because I thought of how bad I am compared to them, even though I’m smarter than them, but it was depressing to see yourself weaker than these extrovert bitches. Now I want to be more mature and handle this problem. I’m thinking of starting to work in retail. What do you suggest me as a first step? I don’t want to start as a waitress and taking it like a punch.. slowly and small steps are better. Any recommendations and advice?",4.12374358974359,5.320414177777779,5.281111111111112,81.86115384615384,71.1111111111111,7.538461538461537,28.84615384615385,7.882392219407189,1.8642435897435896,712,27,137,9,13,236,111,180,0.249,0.614,0.13699999999999998,-0.976,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,4,4,7,15,2,3,4,0,11,2,1,2,0,25,33,17,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,7,0,1,6,3,11,0,1,7,3,22,4,24,23,3,19,0,4,2,2,10,7,3,2,7,91,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816073630960986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006549130516427,0.0,0.2476339815306567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514037300046647,0.09866399790591268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314569706916022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41821087952889596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690228399877988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376719554480551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963035602409436,0.16912287260621872,0.0,0.09198470717493236,0.0,0.12944851337066676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895009607541683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907312925860392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668151024070397,0.0,0.0,0.15314908446957273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309638929928765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220839021111134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154871323155575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833477329439103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204294292263174,0.0,0.25795153992768216,0.0,0.0,0.18284765612500625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32997720532704583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291205670889896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216932038298656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370877390177316,0.15901960788175562,0.12849308742044244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988746397927077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909300142227946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783080581372553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hellblade999,2019/06/26,"I'm sick of this robbing my love life from me. I'm a 23 year old guy, soon to be 24. I don't have a dating life, love life, or sex life. You can try and make me feel better by saying things like ""oh, you're not alone"", but let's face it, I am in the minority for someone my age. The overwhelming majority of people date and those who don't are mostly doing so out of choice. Heck, there are 15 year olds with more experience than me. I am not attractive enough to be approached, I don't meet anyone through my social circles or work, and dating sites are practically useless for me. I feel so lonely and unwanted.

I saw a thread on here about just saying ""fuck it"", and honestly, I'm going to try that more often. This post is to hold me accountable so I actually do it instead of feeling sorry for myself. So what if I'm ugly? Not approaching is still rejection in a roundabout way--it's basically rejecting myself. I am a guy and I have to make the first move. If I don't, I am going to die alone and live a life full of regrets. Fuck I've already missed out on so much, and the longer this goes on the painful it gets.

I'm just going to accept that I'm ugly and unlovable but approach anyway. I've already convinced myself that I'm all of these things and have tortured myself for a long time over these thoughts, hearing it from other people literally won't harm me. 

No more.",3.8886137879911047,4.496947253521132,5.321868050407712,83.53032246108228,71.1830985915493,8.091623424759081,26.91919940696813,8.20500826718156,1.5852563380281683,1076,34,227,15,19,363,149,284,0.228,0.69,0.08199999999999999,-0.9946,0,4,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,3,15,21,3,1,12,0,23,13,1,2,1,37,47,21,1,4,11,0,3,1,0,1,7,3,0,2,19,13,0,1,5,0,1,7,9,13,0,1,2,7,25,8,32,41,9,31,0,7,1,5,11,10,3,6,14,154,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.11399344741332125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24196779719755046,0.2578139321734631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167894594330515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331233979715136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212343129411832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069991262186205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426634048730468,0.0,0.0,0.17719374682517766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936178406337892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215985006913078,0.061030404824960464,0.0,0.19916397457354248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313281141481145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165767610073725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945005548169317,0.4125453133717078,0.057069336808929935,0.0,0.10314875195603064,0.1033765635704596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085808445498624,0.0,0.15594827710395145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415461456239572,0.08587160576947697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451529286188241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429815103202015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619680028800421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187535874711282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579009224699547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190769889003068,0.09897597902377928,0.0,0.0,0.13076351891658872,0.0,0.0,0.09328767547601036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521183607616207,0.0,0.0,0.09273713273233844,0.06811508362363489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861784532145076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272138096154896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504185943443521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504485531650602
socialanxiety,oblbious,2019/06/26,"Googling “what/how to say when (insertsimplenormalthinghere) Little impulsive rant. 

My social anxiety has me searching how to correctly ask for fish. My mom asked me to go to the fish market with vague instructions and I don’t want to sound like a dumb ass when I get there. 

I hate how I have to do that with so many simple situations. Why can’t I just confidently accept I don’t know what something will be like and that’s okay instead of researching how to be a person so I’m prepared enough to not avoid doing the thing..?",5.203655462184873,6.322201970588236,5.594817927170869,80.90382352941178,68.50980392156863,8.965826330532213,27.31652661064425,9.23628265651192,2.0711467787114843,419,13,83,8,7,134,69,102,0.146,0.687,0.16699999999999998,0.0631,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,2,1,4,1,10,1,1,3,1,14,18,9,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,2,10,4,12,15,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,0,4,54,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406241987192976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498670108498236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486096250828996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570635498076413,0.0,0.1367415545247605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375479519743546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223039770456535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23509522284820544,0.2411497512421919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24393604142913464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817940560424727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008729470311696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913390166335412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704504733393834,0.0,0.2452668351074169,0.0,0.18522973894081726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984749092657558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191525826466145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710888772492634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ItsElyzeo,2019/06/26,"Please give me points of ideas for a declamation speech My professor wants us to perform a speech about anything and I thought I can speak about social anxiety but I'm dumb and I need help on what to speak about. Yes I also have social anxiety and thinking about performing in front is a factor why I can't think if anything.

Yes my English not gud and I'm dumb af.",2.4411196911196877,4.601973459459458,3.3625868725868737,89.78337837837843,77.91891891891892,6.93127413127413,25.43629343629344,7.957251820313856,1.476596911196911,292,11,60,5,7,93,50,74,0.155,0.691,0.155,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,2,5,2,2,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,13,12,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,10,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,1,0,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873117221403392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419505297153094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678394205269026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143995298349328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980591642745789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25230189990090884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572084453612393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453335547879071,0.21127773551967727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556558815478717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28641683142704144,0.0,0.1774323501023076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688404285532771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182483901942504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016720719392274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,What-am-I-gonna_do,2019/06/26,I have an even in a few hours and I'm freaking out. Any tips to help me deal with the anxiety when I'm there? Thanks in advance!,-0.5177011494252888,1.2110376896551749,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,85.89655172413794,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,-0.1814919540229889,99,3,26,1,3,33,25,29,0.14300000000000002,0.669,0.188,0.3382,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099557800407495,0.0,0.3486814213962895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699039491417098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30104786188716043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055093373710377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488656106547297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196341889994835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NomadicMoogle,2019/06/26,"Getting out of your comfort zone now and again is a good thing. Over the past 6 months I’ve let a lot of things build up and it’s added to my anxiety, and made my depression worse too. It’s easy to get into such a state that doing things becomes impossible without overthinking and stressing out. 


Yesterday I worked up the courage to sort a few things out and then today I finally called the utilities people to renew my broken gas meter. Before that it had broken and the thought of calling them filled me with dread so I just left it. 


Let me tell you, overcoming that fear and just getting it sorted is like a weight off my shoulders. My anxiety at the moment is at total zero. 


So if something is stopping you it’s worth trying to overcome as it might just make you feel better.",6.118477633477633,6.180377500000002,6.331385281385285,80.14644300144303,66.20779220779221,9.182106782106784,31.3968253968254,8.841846274778883,2.4428608946608947,621,22,119,9,9,199,98,154,0.14300000000000002,0.733,0.124,-0.509,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,1,2,9,9,0,3,10,0,9,2,1,2,1,27,16,12,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,12,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,3,2,15,5,21,10,3,24,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,5,11,91,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310164238279565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826364134741464,0.12964250889859738,0.0,0.0,0.13474522713160247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31114207951919226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312227590601906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144123680092666,0.07703504314888743,0.0,0.0,0.16689697316751367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23879690779105825,0.0,0.0,0.1277877763001464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655336749452899,0.31158571935096296,0.0,0.07443274216485431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952639844374084,0.0,0.14416156820892284,0.10169785168167014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162411149695913,0.0,0.0,0.1216079560403815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543966655342633,0.10562346849841203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728998346127277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737523393158326,0.1745216334344358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331646005153116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048703987666761,0.0,0.0,0.12095250226727572,0.0,0.0,0.14441430828623636,0.0,0.0,0.10343874525022416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552680921083595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686435880808044,0.0,0.1109159340276866,0.0,0.1552623123933232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vaniljeroll,2019/06/26,"Social anxiety while learning a foreign language First of all I´m living in a foreign country so I´m learning a new language. I only have a little bit more than a year living here and I think I´m pretty good with it, considering my advancements in the formal classes and passing the required exams. Even though everyone here speaks English as a second language, it's seen as rude to speak it while you're permanently living here and I completely understand that, but at the same time I´m struggling with becoming fluent, I cannot make small talk or say simple things without getting nervous, forgetting what I want to say or speaking with an awful pronunciation, mixing it with another languages I speak to the point of excessive sweating and feeling uncomfortable. Also before saying a short sentence I overthink what I want to say too many times (even though I know how to say it perfectly) and I just can´t stop thinking about me failing. It feels super awkward to explain that I´m on the last level at the language school and passing my tests when everybody that interacts with me never hear me talking in the language.  


I am anxious about every phone call, every casual encounter with the neighbour, when I go shopping, at work when interacting with colleagues and with my husband is even worse since he´s a language nerd... and this is just the day to day stuff. I spend my days avoiding people and when I encounter them I freeze mentally and can't come up with a lot to say. I know everyone is really tolerant (since it´s a difficult language) and they also try to help me by teaching me, being supportive and not judging but nothing can stop me from feeling ashamed and intimidated by everyone, I feel like everyone judges me and have super high expectations from me communicating in the new language. At this point I can only really talk and practice with kids because I know they don´t have expectations or sense of judging and of course teachers and in situations where is mandatory. I see other expats arriving and speaking the language with a terrible pronunciation unselfconsciously but at least they try and I admire that. I need and I know it´s possible to overcome this but instead I feel like I'm not making any effort or advancement and that makes me more sad. 

Maybe it´s something people doesn´t experience a lot but I would like to read some advices, tips, experiences you´ve had related to my issue, any comment would be fine, thanks!",10.3161222943723,9.339948402272732,9.584155844155843,63.66742424242425,58.15909090909091,12.1991341991342,42.997835497835496,11.20814326018867,5.053010822510824,1987,97,307,42,21,634,229,440,0.11599999999999999,0.758,0.126,-0.3118,0,1,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,4,10,23,23,1,5,24,1,17,1,1,4,3,85,45,44,0,7,14,1,6,3,1,2,0,12,0,1,19,33,0,4,15,3,2,6,6,11,0,2,2,20,43,12,49,39,9,45,0,2,2,0,30,20,0,7,22,218,62,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767798144002588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566827067347133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686353884621287,0.08238977025929314,0.0601074943907102,0.08876418653816873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789686507512305,0.08677678780007315,0.06685912889127868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578045877325015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080230969667308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768296652645879,0.0823814245275783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201764709776538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556885302112373,0.0,0.13240088271300712,0.30031629929867376,0.0,0.15371731662590765,0.0,0.0,0.19864224793216728,0.11226394677839503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683344699869173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04105071547000349,0.0,0.04465437446325507,0.06590260770920492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855654516063166,0.0,0.05266526879695305,0.08301581069084021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200893097373578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272483745109446,0.06404680480085133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515917913985575,0.0787499552064823,0.2081419947865661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335984970045096,0.0,0.0,0.1573425992288357,0.07965984719800932,0.07893630479737562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918226620087633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826026789121747,0.06059970072193532,0.15177098129091424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539211546832597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951535057651408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894409795482822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855219336204925,0.08857831510855914,0.0,0.07993614329999545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859343196342157,0.0,0.1006706871135701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749024557112818,0.0,0.07951923001709205,0.06261184609414658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999142063996388,0.08831841024649607,0.0,0.08009443169172728,0.0,0.060488694553318866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137970339110944,0.0,0.0821406911141645,0.08994633552845879,0.0,0.08916276650688527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894600000710075,0.0,0.07233869691258832,0.0,0.0,0.05219985791191644,0.10069174686021908,0.15439351464907514,0.0,0.09163212746397316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669069057350987,0.0,0.0,0.08179639915289129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268780227962448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574076727228997,0.0,0.057201474981127064,0.0,0.08007175304191816,0.1116308293343911,0.0,0.0,0.05059790088699104
socialanxiety,TheHealthEnthusiast,2019/06/26,"I Can't Get Anything Done I'm in a pretty bad place right now and I feel bad about it. I have emails that I should have sent out weeks ago, I have messages to send and applications to send in but I cant do any of it. I always start to feel tremendous stress and anxiety over the smallest things and I'm not going anywhere right now. I want to be better but for the past month nothing has happened in my life aside from video games and TV. I start work this upcoming monday and I dont even know what I'm going to do because I cant even get a damn email out and I don't even understand why,  I'm not scared of anything in particular and I really want to be more productive.

I dont know if anyone has gone through this, I would appreciate any input.",1.2881132075471695,3.1522978113207567,3.0156981132075447,92.32128301886793,80.32075471698113,6.252578616352202,21.291823899371067,7.3011,0.5017854088050315,588,17,134,8,15,195,87,159,0.068,0.809,0.12300000000000001,0.799,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,1,2,4,0,18,1,0,0,0,24,38,11,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,5,3,0,6,8,5,0,0,3,2,16,1,19,31,1,25,0,0,0,0,7,10,1,1,9,83,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204407088364528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394667041096386,0.0,0.0,0.20259584467433234,0.0,0.11395400834393372,0.0,0.0,0.10415631017660404,0.0,0.2451628101342505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487507909424943,0.0908046462050229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174303346730212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243781929823266,0.3491600704326554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951600669863904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063732473146255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565092574932582,0.0,0.1693148254393169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317248546227854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637290638016399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521486810388964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889846760116303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293115762403555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219919522275576,0.0,0.0,0.1556315174212798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154589345180544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954276037923011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25442208806153,0.0,0.0,0.14913496730734555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108693391144565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063320077278404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896241898524424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507263521889375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757209596144074,0.0,0.1194867437167064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344132497038926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844466939370703,0.0,0.0,0.10581692504701608,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TrueOptimism,2019/06/26,"any natural things/supplements that help with social anxiety that are available to teens? doesn’t seem like my parents really believe i actually have social anxiety and it’s been affecting me for most my life. i’ve been wanting to go to a doctor but for that reason i probably won’t be able to go for atleast a while until i can convince my parents i actually need help.

anyone natural supplements that can help reduce social anxiety by a lot? i’m trying Vitamin B & Omega 3 supplements rn. not sure if it’s working but it’s only been like 3 days. is there anything else that can reduce anxiety a lot that i can buy in stores?",2.5210856079404493,5.043471120967741,4.783225806451611,77.758300248139,79.7258064516129,8.65409429280397,28.08684863523573,9.265573868473778,3.092895285359801,505,23,90,15,13,175,75,124,0.075,0.726,0.2,0.9481,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,0,13,3,0,2,1,15,19,6,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,9,4,11,14,3,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,5,5,56,18,2,0.13977586931365527,0.0,0.27280217107715377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514470960036041,0.0,0.09505238425207914,0.0,0.4277126297662715,0.0,0.0,0.09773453777494596,0.0,0.11502363076922816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747953972452078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014387233814901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430665250532389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676480316375296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588756953342453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810664565562113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872783015978412,0.13657485878955936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376648913161633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364203600246624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063058471549331,0.0,0.0,0.31040912302782026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070202802460486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895440010480152,0.14371287329259808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724670180863654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274516891249537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173710264865388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489864013494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244342918909266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175849758291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,littlemoonwitch,2019/06/26,"Introductions and small talk Since social anxiety became a prominent part of my life - which has been almost a decade and a half - I’ve struggled with introducing myself and maintaining small talk

I have difficulty describing myself in the moment. I tend to think: “What do I say?” “No, that sounds embarrassing.” “I’m into so many things but my mind is going blank with the details.” “I can’t even remember my favorite movie. What’s it about again?”

And it’s like my brain turns to mush

I’ve been thinking of writing flashcards to help with introductions and basic job interview questions because I plan on job searching soon. But just being able to meet a new person, say hello, and engage in even 5-10 minutes of small talk would probably make me sob because I would feel so relieved

The only people I can pull off small talk with is my close friends, some family and my psychiatrist. It’s frustrating because I’m rather witty and quick-thinking when I’m not anxious. Talking to my psych and former therapists was actually great practice, as well as challenging myself by asking questions to store clerks

I’m not in therapy currently but plan to look for a new therapist when I move

So, tips? Stories?",5.938716216216212,7.572619572072071,6.245574324324322,74.99782094594597,67.24324324324324,9.333783783783783,31.893018018018022,9.673873057562805,3.211296396396397,963,40,163,21,16,309,139,222,0.063,0.775,0.162,0.9799,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,13,11,1,2,8,0,13,2,1,1,0,35,26,19,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,2,1,3,0,1,8,15,0,0,6,0,1,3,4,4,1,1,3,5,19,7,25,20,2,23,0,1,1,0,18,11,1,4,10,103,27,5,0.11524469608460244,0.0,0.11246219913130208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154009160668702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816187706611628,0.13019370347703796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773823394867747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107562912117321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286511945397351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522360697305304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864244295326833,0.0,0.05827118105604935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903776631813479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549621659994302,0.0,0.0,0.12705768428279154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724609053157512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287251566312845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140073703512299,0.056302737272486435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677651959267712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692672952620318,0.116840033459487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163642904755269,0.0,0.0,0.12248687361265402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260809122732955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764878449723652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124798775345975,0.0,0.07989616160457468,0.10062722342592524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242532742190008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25820086920495794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054977505299306,0.0,0.0,0.18329441581975414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533160350701236,0.0,0.0,0.11747745455145525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047877865379834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631466066065151,0.0,0.0,0.13179235364759753,0.2676159492767963,0.07656345523546518,0.22153244362241611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253531359924939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361882211166074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373305113327502,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,icculus_prophet,2019/06/26,"Need some first time dating advice? (M22) So I have struggled with SA for basically my whole life, which has obviously made it difficult to date/pursue relationships. I have basically no experience in this area, having only kissed a girl once when I was in 8th grade and only dated 2 girls at the same age. I recently said fuck it and started talking to this girl at my work because it was clear she was interested and she is really cool. I've been texting her for days now and we are going on a date very soon. I am just wondering if I should be honest with her about having virtually no experience with dating/being a virgin? She has said before that I seem innocent but in a good way (?) so I feel like maybe she gets that vibe anyway? I'm leaning toward just being totally open with her and explaining how I've had social anxiety all my life and it made it hard to date, but that I'm moving past it now (if she asks). Should I say some shit like that or would it scare her away? She is a really nice girl, I just don't want her to be intimidated or scared off because of my prior inexperience. Any help would be greatly appreciated, this shit won't stop bouncing around my head...",3.8093589743589753,5.317017542735041,5.465470085470088,79.03230769230773,72.2905982905983,8.618803418803418,24.538461538461537,9.150863307647796,1.8637282051282056,931,27,185,20,18,317,140,234,0.138,0.7140000000000001,0.147,0.5156,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,2,13,16,3,3,6,1,25,8,3,3,4,43,42,16,0,8,9,0,2,2,0,5,2,3,0,4,15,13,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,7,0,1,9,6,27,9,22,24,6,32,0,0,0,3,25,12,3,8,19,127,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639596235123415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796009692281859,0.0,0.09894976508317292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514586230137035,0.12092157397808892,0.0,0.12152535183299475,0.0,0.0,0.15769692599717952,0.0,0.11006439653688307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341783123329001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530515125198776,0.0,0.0,0.06540150764134724,0.0924052089813019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100221186601536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957881132773952,0.06757823950952788,0.0,0.07351063137574446,0.10848975851174683,0.0,0.14260504007152275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586911234986053,0.0,0.1327468880097563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669827329062764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272260245053729,0.12638439225775794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447816868637825,0.0,0.0,0.1299460058252108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747492423119662,0.0,0.09590883599383017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774986598766298,0.0,0.19674777635061208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347592828714188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572543809427068,0.0,0.12771412444439012,0.1388697998520967,0.0,0.0,0.24607639903964265,0.10286157685152528,0.2589969443849597,0.0,0.0,0.11775225116409264,0.0,0.0,0.2655447720929314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185252988338733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155216157751836,0.0,0.0,0.10813951670273254,0.0,0.13522110964539266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396386612416353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754230198625018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672445904448348,0.07629195289715733,0.1026692794885585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441081605923892,0.0,0.0,0.14027082778621894,0.09416583687554768,0.0,0.0,0.18376817151747613,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wykan,2019/06/26,"You need references/guarantors in order to apply for a passport here in Canada. I have literally no one. Not a single soul fits the criteria to be my reference. Reference cannot be family and they must have known me for more than 2 years. They must also be Canadian. I don’t talk to my family but I could have asked them anyway, but since they can’t do that, then wtf do I do?

Of course there’s an option for people who cannot get references or guarantors but you have to swear in from of an official and that’s more complicated. Also the website doesn’t say you can do that for references, but you can do that for guarantors. I need the latter now, but in the future, I will need references. 

I haven’t kept a job for two years. I haven’t been in school in ages. I haven’t kept in touch with anyone. I moved a month ago and haven’t rented a place for more than 8 months. The only people who have known me for 2+ years are all foreign and anyway it would awkward to ask them since we’re not friends and they don’t really talk to me. 

I literally have no one. 

I want to cry. This is so ridiculous.",1.7437030075187965,3.6266483201754416,3.5495488721804516,88.95184210526315,78.95614035087719,7.50075187969925,20.06766917293233,8.418075326091056,0.9518932330827076,859,21,189,18,21,288,109,228,0.114,0.879,0.006999999999999999,-0.9705,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,6,0,8,3,1,1,12,0,34,0,0,0,3,33,43,15,0,8,8,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,2,7,0,1,1,14,2,0,3,3,2,27,1,28,32,5,21,1,0,0,0,18,9,0,2,10,141,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749447896626107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24808069784618675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845558988710496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900113402924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384165324845996,0.0,0.17037959280030146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29244530320152623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983657518863923,0.0,0.08103787922207438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539214232545024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24761252426266414,0.16485597119381612,0.0,0.34503334463908025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102113007212092,0.11796713448612885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506564626071928,0.0,0.16205554899487593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936658703883047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334864154475013,0.0,0.15697825687511474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566149925797228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493409502105193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151863432838142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148711344610187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018475027153543,0.0,0.0,0.2996546979041085
socialanxiety,Not-so-super-Saiyan,2019/06/26,"Have had SA for so long I feel trapped in a world and have wondered what it must be like for others w/o SA - Do people just naturally have the right amount of eye contact ratio and dont worry about it at all?

- When I see people at stores they are able to just smoothly talk about their transaction (no ""umm to set the right pitch of voice before speaking) and even strike up some one liner outta nowhere.

- Personal space: at the dmv or my school office people are capable of standing RIGHT UP against the counter with literally about 2ft of space between themselves and the employee. Sometimes resting their arms on the counter while speaking. Whereas I stand back a little with my hands awkwardly to the side or in my pockets. 

Ah looks like I'm fucked. I'll never know what it will be like just to live a normal life. I have always been in denial about social anxiety hoping I was just a introverted individual but this is my lot in life.",7.058508287292818,6.83110703314917,6.789441988950276,78.62372099447515,64.30386740331492,9.449944751381217,33.017127071823204,8.841846274778883,2.589717790055249,747,27,142,10,10,235,118,181,0.052000000000000005,0.887,0.06,0.0954,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,12,6,1,1,11,1,16,6,3,0,3,23,24,10,0,3,7,0,3,3,0,2,2,3,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,2,2,1,3,9,12,4,28,17,5,27,0,0,3,1,10,18,1,6,8,97,19,1,0.16635156646941748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841782944869946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272584930248441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279140863455875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155293069366298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949627969803379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987364075406146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411235031224991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378934264754626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522464047122784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914224704622882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349980619952719,0.2438129179043117,0.16672797172692966,0.14689148089447526,0.14721590154692002,0.13969341912170702,0.0,0.0,0.141426153023987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283005833099896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298921535816935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112724126652056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345981691722917,0.14525177136205966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42618998650609663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835666635332386,0.13256066086621016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957447286882482,0.0,0.0,0.16452595283679447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370708784277435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040117775334946,0.0,0.16893809064688914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Am3li1,2019/06/26,"How do I force myself to speak up? It seems every time I open my mouth, even when in my head, I literally sound like I'm yelling, I'm either completely ignored or asked to repeat myself.  It's especially painful when I finally muster the courage to actually say something to people at school or where ever, it's like I don't even exist. I don't really know how to speak up and project my voice but I'm getting fed up with always feeling invisible. 

I think one of the reason why I'm unable to speak up is caused by my social anxiety, I'm never confident when I'm around other people and my stupid voice reflects that. How can I change this? There has to be a way that I can make my voice sound loud and assertive...",5.8897945205479445,5.291920136986303,6.802842465753429,78.79481164383562,66.8082191780822,9.765753424657532,30.578767123287676,9.188382445141503,2.370167123287671,564,18,116,9,8,189,88,146,0.10300000000000001,0.8440000000000001,0.053,-0.84,0,0,1,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,12,6,1,0,3,0,8,4,2,6,2,24,22,12,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,0,0,7,6,1,1,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,12,17,3,17,20,1,18,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,3,10,72,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.18844775083420898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068320057271762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772881528872245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190906728158106,0.1805320189655358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983774249142911,0.20428504259653196,0.0,0.2024724266186909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550950022154889,0.17467927997536334,0.16270371727054225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764234643539936,0.0,0.0,0.21154284345042626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089213707226688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818683230285825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612834500189622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886878308759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890259367344709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893853229533804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308565054397833,0.0,0.2054829249079954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677566697249105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371137320180725,0.1985495029674991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356902438558515,0.0,0.19543788611012214,0.0,0.17580032198590534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685158439861847,0.0,0.14866570758444836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373725293156697,0.0,0.0,0.11260414171190357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328193061037154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742519673194132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IAmTheClit,2019/06/26,"Unfortunate Social Encounter Based on the way that women react to me, I've come to the conclusion that I'm a really good looking guy that constantly gets fawned over by girls, I've had beautiful girls flirting with me and/or trying to talk to me on many different occasions, from parties to grocery stores, and yet every single fucking time one of them approaches me I get an unbelievable sense of fear that stops me from conversing with them at all, I'll just give them an awkward smirk or something like that and go into my shell until their persistence eventually runs out. I could be one of those guys who gets whichever girl he wants, and it wouldn't even take that much effort, and yet this stupid motherfucking chemical imbalance in my brain completely supersedes that and leaves me isolated and depressed despite so many people wanting to be part of my life. As a result of my crippling anxiety I've literally never, not even a stupid little teenage relationship, ever felt love or affection from someone that I wasn't related to, and even that type of love is really hard to come by when you have narcissistic parents (that's another story). I was a virgin until literally this year (I'm 21 years old), despite having too many opportunities to count. It's such an awful feeling to be so blessed with physical attractiveness and yet have no ability to capitalize, it feels like I'm starving and there's a juicy steak hanging just outside my reach that I'll never quite be able to reach.",11.781432806324112,8.818904264492756,10.954874835309619,61.211205533596846,57.07971014492754,14.674044795783924,43.93148880105402,12.872792785125622,5.590344927536234,1211,52,204,32,11,392,169,276,0.124,0.725,0.151,0.8122,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,4,5,15,15,3,2,10,1,13,6,1,3,4,37,33,17,0,4,5,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,6,18,16,0,1,4,0,1,6,6,6,0,2,4,5,20,9,36,23,4,30,1,1,1,4,21,8,1,2,17,133,38,1,0.1203865079700224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262357502995652,0.09209534908470453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343911571031512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740463373252727,0.12622296315740536,0.13009504702510996,0.0,0.0961188306747536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368872291050213,0.0,0.0,0.12577827786659024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385424593660067,0.10889648871653823,0.1014308251922572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135468290907762,0.12174207127895698,0.08600414534814567,0.11558992677672256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129538673594047,0.1886909449333735,0.11548570818231225,0.06841842678752859,0.1009744911860708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238403140060286,0.0,0.0,0.10784266482114097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747192950073816,0.0,0.0,0.085032550831238,0.11762953367350445,0.12065890765639248,0.0,0.0,0.1010943465780154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173070472920528,0.0,0.0,0.3661590710160465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849793520710783,0.0,0.18569899307856716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632538892415293,0.0,0.16315402685560385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133674970318019,0.1303668565519744,0.0,0.08346084655143117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804586989429226,0.0,0.0,0.15424535935662315,0.0,0.0,0.12925005616690236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271888424500152,0.10200309753401546,0.09267941538795764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006485112139292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051567170768217,0.09676211494643104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019834091997193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173453653371865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420141630151759,0.09555720649590342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504992821197724
socialanxiety,idontgetbuckets,2019/06/26,"dealing with a small issue right now i’ve always dealt with some form of nervousness, being terrified in certain situations that involve groups of people such as parties and events. recently i got a job with one of my close friends (i’m 15M) and the first three days were fine. i stayed for the most part in my comfort zone and tried to get rid of any thoughts of nervousness that came to my mind about talking to others. the first three days ended, and it would continue the next week. i had to miss this week because of family issues. i ended up messaging my friend asking how everyone was doing, and she (i believe and hope it was jokingly) responded with “nobody cares. we’re fine without you. nobody remembers you.” and this lead to my confidence being destroyed. i’m sure she didn’t mean to hurt me and meant it in a joking sense but i’m destroyed right now. all sorts of thoughts are going through my head such as “when i come back next week will anyone care about me?” or “am i just completely irrelevant to everyone” which of course, i don’t like having. i’m coming back next week. i don’t know how to deal with this. i want to tell myself it’ll be okay but it’s just not that simple for me now. a response, anything, would be appreciated. thank you!",3.0999116672800864,5.17851596761134,3.9805391976444615,86.52109955833643,75.5587044534413,7.243945528156054,24.58759661391241,8.150884317080207,1.4587587044534418,992,33,197,17,22,318,145,247,0.062,0.778,0.161,0.9645,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,0,3,14,21,2,2,8,1,19,1,1,3,3,44,41,16,0,4,7,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,13,17,0,0,6,2,0,5,5,6,0,5,10,0,25,15,34,23,5,36,0,2,0,0,16,8,0,5,23,132,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884856632544673,0.0,0.0,0.07261328716263392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466226242509233,0.0,0.08786990455057468,0.0,0.0998238210575552,0.0,0.0,0.16421270626623938,0.0,0.06509140265128131,0.0,0.0,0.12030321101604476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212657090451197,0.2177363306933672,0.0,0.0,0.18396106801132248,0.11195560432818087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377270636511919,0.22016863433485145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891487546088827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406355540945045,0.0,0.0,0.10066160718569894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18165208943599054,0.0,0.0,0.16499416644493842,0.0,0.055787547798592865,0.0,0.06068488749253205,0.0,0.08540080966975389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958591720807716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605550228590084,0.0,0.0,0.11430897927853399,0.0,0.0,0.22289877797388846,0.1059615434099238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868286956136146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052166757933089565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631348305204632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781621049637563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406815905326482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235611975143104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563110106550588,0.0,0.07402701758597442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543124345511123,0.0,0.12095963435043885,0.18237712792802815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002391375425432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381205857102612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063781292672673,0.0,0.0,0.08582480385436132,0.09332943108495284,0.09830762912397542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954097682451785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249583754982061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298093883162027,0.0,0.3426062463453274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293101170410897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517052786044505,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_ohitsthebass_,2019/06/26,"My social anxiety got me in trouble at work. Why am I like this lol I’ve made a vow to try and step out of my comfort zone and try to start up a conversation at work if we aren’t busy. I’m a nervous wreck about initiating conversation for some reason. 

Anyways, everybody was gathered around, and I waited until my co-worker finished her story. Right when I was about to say,”Hey, check this out...” everybody started to walk away and get back to their work stations. So all I was able to get out was,”Hey...” 

I realized it was awkward not being able to finish my sentence (and I also failed at striking up small talk, once again). My co-worker stood there and said, ”...yeah?” At that moment, for some unknown reason, I began to panic. I was too embarrassed to make any attempt at a one-on-one conversation so I blurted out a random work-related question even though I already knew the answer. It was literally the first thing that came to mind. “You’ve been working here for over a year and you’re seriously asking me this question?” She asked looking super annoyed. I tried to save myself. But I already screwed up. “Oh no, sorry, uh, I just wanted to verify. I’m having some brain fog at the moment.” Obviously she didn’t believe me and I got this whooooole spiel about how “you should know certain things by now, that question is common sense yadda yadda”.

Essentially, I tried to start a conversation and made myself out to be a bigger idiot than my co-workers probably already think I am.",3.158986866791743,5.325041233449479,4.5442682926829265,82.1431566604128,75.68989547038328,6.784722594478692,26.36947199142321,7.748469712250963,1.6555785044224072,1162,44,215,17,26,385,168,287,0.124,0.809,0.067,-0.9187,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,1,1,8,19,15,3,4,11,2,16,2,1,6,3,47,40,18,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,17,0,1,10,0,1,3,4,10,1,1,17,2,33,5,42,20,4,40,0,1,1,1,19,21,1,8,17,146,44,5,0.1883793634897224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31182196794079164,0.07532345446157078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405221348831877,0.0,0.07205484872632277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384878612509374,0.17610927551806282,0.0,0.08849430653402017,0.07242605127971882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611951691529026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051468352252688,0.0,0.10772790349859646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062211396468435674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011769517535773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842044235187992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506641857650873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051764185813994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601632079594309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909561038815965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824910855643225,0.06287234395956012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510472810228396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030893703961098,0.06382536599844116,0.0,0.0,0.11051129722694958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155240763404047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165419996267079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368536020611912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043747356643392,0.08959595655945103,0.07490341542051912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960145189525677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543763729054878,0.20000382459193247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570609834478716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515087855533688,0.060352944849449634,0.09254088408719112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557944445266813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555551466362452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084991537506921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485696808316348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060655066913670674
socialanxiety,SCJSA09,2019/06/26,"My anxiety increases around my socially anxious coworker I started a new job a few months ago. Overall, it’s a decent job. It pays well, the work isn’t hard, my boss is a good person, etc. 

One of my colleagues who I don’t work with often but who sits next to me is a socially awkward/anxious person (as am I). I tend to keep my office door closed and chit chat with people from time to time. In general I prefer to stay to myself. 

This colleague is a nice person. She means well and is genuinely nice to me. She has a rude boss and is always trying to appease her. The colleague clearly has a low self-esteem. While I identify as being socially anxious, I no longer consider myself to have low self-esteem (though I did for most of my childhood and early adulthood). 

When I’m around this colleague, I find myself getting really frustrated when she’s over the top nice to me. It feels like she’s trying to be so super nice to me to make me feel comfortable because I’m a bit of a loner in the office. I actually feel comfortable being alone, and prefer to not have small talk or have superficial engagements. I’m most comfortable with people who I can have real conversations with, not “OMG, that blouse is SOOOOO adorable! I just love how you put outfits together!” I don’t know how to respond because it feels so phony and I know my outfit isn’t THAT great (it’s clean, it fits, it’s ironed and it matches).

I end up finding a way to end the conversation quickly and I can tell she gets sad or discouraged. I’ve tried to steer the conversations to something more substantive and yet, it gets more awkward and I feel like a jerk.

TL:DR my coworker is so nice and socially anxious to the point of being fake and I don’t know how to respond because I’m also socially awkward/anxious and can’t handle superficial conversations.",3.0980936629526465,5.179564194986072,4.6610785167130935,81.62679883356546,75.57381615598885,7.718697771587745,27.37473885793872,8.567472430010655,2.1908585654596107,1442,58,271,29,32,483,167,359,0.122,0.674,0.204,0.9904,2,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,4,18,27,3,1,19,0,27,1,0,6,1,53,48,29,0,2,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,16,20,0,2,13,1,1,2,9,9,2,1,1,6,41,18,37,43,8,34,0,4,0,1,28,13,0,5,18,183,57,7,0.0,0.0,0.08980186116505251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157346178473003,0.0,0.0,0.0953088051261477,0.0,0.07359132336597621,0.07657109413888559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039788218171346,0.31188177826467894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384121460399825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682903886750468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046605155356304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301137648477307,0.0,0.10263075605893693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326497503845493,0.1314835059865856,0.0,0.0,0.1682159978108088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442357626329033,0.0,0.0,0.07718511743017062,0.0,0.10145645925521052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243516407389981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826386547605802,0.08179489693187746,0.0,0.0,0.15172146435308367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991626759589072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830549862971457,0.0,0.061426537433508774,0.0,0.0,0.10024079204358656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345244309888756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887706739254896,0.09786825388758652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235764386695013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759529988663745,0.24105464815700425,0.0,0.0,0.0869921455896932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250924029683208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474312245113784,0.05895274160411989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200158716044405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690328903908659,0.0,0.07084434371545395,0.0,0.0,0.06513485179876756,0.09808502501954787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396516800633529,0.08043277397811885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041282259443237,0.0,0.10731952443962643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743416459995735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304413340488132,0.0,0.0,0.16548072417637233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398870597287704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rally_parakeet,2019/06/26,"Stop trying to pigeonhole social anxiety into one concrete form A little background info- I'm on the autism spectrum. Very mild, but much more severe as a kid and enough for the child psychologists to slap the diagnosis on me at age 6. I've always had trouble reading social situations, and despite brief attempts to program myself and learn how to fit into a large social group, it never really clicked for me. In high school, I was excluded almost completely from the mainstream social scene, to the point where I convinced myself it didn't even matter anymore. I had one friend, and we lived across town from each other in a fairly big rural city so we never really saw each other. I was always one of those kids who went home and fucked around on the computer, hung out with the cats, and didn't really think it mattered. 

Then I went to college, and everything changed. Like almost in an instant. I just finished my freshman year about a month ago, and I'm proud to say I found an extremely supportive network of friends who make me look forward to every day at school. Does that mean my social anxiety got better? Fuck no. It got worse. 

Now I'm back home, and back to being alone. I had no friends in high school so now there's none to come home to. And all through the year, and especially now in the summer, every unreplied snap, every blown off interaction, every time I get even the slightest indication of being pushed to the fringes, it's a reminder of my past. And that I could end up back there. 

I always viewed myself as an introvert, but this is making me realize that I'm just an extrovert who really really sucks at interacting with people, and it's a completely different form of social anxiety that doesn't get nearly enough attention or sympathy. 

For anyone out there going through the same thing: I feel you and you have my support. Feel free to reach out.",5.814171361502348,6.977118185915497,6.200158450704228,76.9561062206573,67.14084507042253,9.184272300469484,29.721244131455396,9.408791572840183,2.6834624413145534,1496,53,264,29,24,482,193,355,0.11800000000000001,0.759,0.124,0.6522,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,2,0,3,20,14,3,0,23,0,13,2,0,3,3,54,39,23,0,1,5,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,18,27,0,1,9,1,1,7,8,4,0,3,13,7,27,11,51,23,11,57,0,0,4,2,23,30,3,3,23,185,45,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731102509176873,0.0,0.15207412608197124,0.07864485867036637,0.0,0.0,0.18954983861619765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426820599249293,0.0,0.07530625335405243,0.053094909607424065,0.0,0.0,0.06759747512235663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516597767869632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715756771235416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803282415707004,0.06541052976492549,0.15923098225996324,0.0,0.0,0.060627224393924276,0.0,0.0,0.0489712323035524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933500462466662,0.0,0.0,0.06645046931832045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672551011857651,0.1569205105739254,0.0,0.10030755409692443,0.0,0.2559111198595591,0.0,0.06824470023927623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678915590001137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325785473922549,0.17599956260236752,0.1403997601360904,0.07934489824917662,0.0,0.043155116270222026,0.0,0.12146292176360615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045715590878756,0.22850437256921066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03709758058495288,0.07610594738051986,0.06705122841601692,0.0,0.06376554512696897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137324350408686,0.0,0.0,0.08271452897598708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060989851734413,0.0,0.055820323016159634,0.0,0.11713016527631558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543647960681831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248771969551379,0.05264316509532351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178229740975334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595467936177656,0.0,0.24322674203868874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038586835251485,0.0,0.2305481820104744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578395368271195,0.0,0.0,0.08535314420595011,0.0,0.4644317006520512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348433320968437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723383028798476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050447262212384235,0.04865552474349636,0.0,0.0,0.04427780214511275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051554290167459584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265361013428775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078339946418347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738336622155415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977981808973301
socialanxiety,dearjkaroline,2019/06/26,"Two birds with one stone! Gym and possible friendships. Normally after work I take a book to the pool and read for the evening by myself because my significant other works night shifts. I spend the majority of my nights alone. Well, today the pool was closed for maintenance. I noticed a flyer saying the fitness boot camp at my apartment building's gym started today. I've always been a scared to go to the gym and work out with other people because I know that I'm at a very beginner level fitness wise. But something told me to go today so I did. Not only did I last the whole hour but I even talked with some people afterwards who live in my building! Maybe some friendships will come from it! 

All I know is I am flying high with pride right now.",3.4125079030558467,5.567391589041094,4.065342465753428,85.91933087460484,74.89041095890411,6.410115911485772,24.929399367755533,7.321109707123232,1.1987435194942049,596,20,112,7,13,189,97,146,0.025,0.853,0.12300000000000001,0.8963,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,1,11,0,7,0,0,0,1,19,16,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,2,7,1,3,1,1,1,2,5,1,15,3,18,10,5,26,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,2,12,73,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528434332224655,0.0,0.0,0.12279441441215892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799209824625147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712299452498851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494409686184636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677408095932099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592133426677854,0.0,0.0,0.14533187602279968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622069753476409,0.12029351007921335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031163290461056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482591552581675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769787150310819,0.1445923934446706,0.0,0.1680153789095697,0.0,0.0,0.1000007959775973,0.1122376133665103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462016779993586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636889965773222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761516721168508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602844115718495,0.0,0.1173577471326289,0.14774855119675787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361062289607615,0.0,0.0,0.10445450825013933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095820794207024,0.11861538083497836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41965219114186186,0.14101445766486104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415955741953018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176502111656455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326878559739578,0.0,0.0,0.16476247548450293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322309577905592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ahmadov96,2019/06/26,felling happy 🙂 I just discovered this community today and it's a good feeling to know that you are not alone in your suffering,2.3302666666666667,5.1089025600000015,4.18,79.93666666666667,83.4,8.133333333333335,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.9491333333333336,104,5,19,3,3,35,25,25,0.107,0.5529999999999999,0.34,0.6946,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956940551717514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419988332666117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014340942290601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5094876376022002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630307095699228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536648865728416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aspringtimefallacy,2019/03/16,"I find it intimidating when I see potential friends in public. I just always get super anxious in shopping centres because 98℅ of the people there have friends, and by cool I mean I see a lot of people wearing stuff that's shows same interests (anime etc) that I'd like being friends with but I can't make friends with people in a shopping centre.  What's wrong with me?",4.968082191780823,6.014257589041103,5.621808219178085,80.7612054794521,69.0,7.4838356164383555,32.40821917808219,7.554174236665415,2.2073528767123283,296,13,55,3,5,96,52,73,0.102,0.66,0.23800000000000002,0.7935,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,1,0,11,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,8,9,7,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,2,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253548899798706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067447213551133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907522424996975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785166203862755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853388258937872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6036655093952299,0.0,0.10205517923867607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543147245658946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606797715591434,0.0,0.0,0.1303885286149812,0.0,0.0,0.21277854699056534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062648841735864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113155569856862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236133838136532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21356963132731027,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Landpls,2019/03/16,"Had a great time last night, but that might change Basically, on the rare occasions that I go to a social event and have a great time, I end up nitpicking everything that happened and start to view the experience negatively after a while.  


Is there any way to stop this? I **know** that last night was fun, but I know that I'll view it differently within the next week :(",2.112852112676056,4.716081183098595,3.3275880281690178,87.01279049295776,82.23943661971829,7.493661971830987,20.142605633802816,8.472884824447931,1.2146746478873245,288,8,60,7,8,93,48,71,0.086,0.75,0.16399999999999998,0.7906,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,3,7,7,0,19,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,14,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341241816722323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864477241659216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606493632770465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746885653958737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725895241376674,0.19293025033516328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209120524426217,0.0,0.0,0.4348968446160732,0.0,0.0,0.17441116189302794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678654597932007,0.3215399892379593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923145063735352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975793515882146,0.3701767991955343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105267377706976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960146909209614,0.0,0.0,0.16489436337151242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300145445993085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565531823636303,0.1582072104928359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FlorisRX490,2019/03/16,"I don't know how to approach this.. So, this is a bit complicated.I'm a 19 y/o guy studying at university at the moment. This is my third year in uni, 2nd in my current study programme (I quit my first study on a different uni). I haven't really made any real friendships/connections from uni, although I often work with one person I can get along with very well. Outside of studying we don't really do anything outside of uni.In the first year at the other uni, I didn't have any friends except my cousin with whom I often play games via Discord and formerly Teamspeak.

When I was in high school, I didn't have any friends. I tried to connect with other people, but I was too anxious. The 6 years I was in high school was definitely the worst time of my life. Especially in the lunch breaks I felt horrible, I often went home on my bicycle, even though it took up a large part of the break time. I did this because I did't know where to sit (our school was horribly crowded in the breaks, there weren't even enough tables). I also feared sitting with my classmates, this fear grew stronger in the later years.

Back to my cousin, he plays an important role in my current social life. He was in a different high school, and I was 2 years ahead of him. Around 2014-15 we started gaming via Teamspeak, which was a big relief for me, as I didn't have any other way to socialize with people. After a while, a few classmates of his also joined, and ever since we still talk via Discord all the time. Currently it's my cousin, my brother (he was 2 grades lower at my high school, I will explain his role in the story below) and two friends of my cousin (classmates) which are in Discord all the time, and we are basically friends.

When I quit my first year on uni halfway through, I started working at a supermarket for a while before starting my next study. While working there, I saw my cousin's classmates for the first time, which was a bit awkward, but nothing too bad. It was nice seeing them irl for the first time.

Now my brother. He is 1 year younger than me, and was 2 grades below me. He did have some friends, but one best friend which he still is. Since around 2016, when I was in my last year, he went to the disco/club (not sure what to call it, it's basically an empty hall packed with people where dance/big room house is played by a DJ) with my cousin and some other friends, and he quickly made friends with those people (including the Teamspeak/Discord group). I forgot the order in which the connections grew, but it's not that important.

Back to today, what it comes down to is that my brother, his friend, and the friend group of my cousin (and kinda me, limited to Discord) became one big friend group. For like 2 years now, they go the the club almost every Saturday or Friday night. And I? I never went to a club even once. I'm too socially anxious. In the beginning I was not interested in night-life, however, after a while I regret never going. It would have been a great way to get to know the friend group better.I feel like I'm too late at this point in time. Every time they go out, they send video's and pictures on our Snapchat group chat, and it makes me feel sick in the stomach to see them having fun, while I'm at home doing nothing. Aside from going to the club, they do a lot more fun things together like going on a vacation to Spain, and this year to Albufeira, or going to birthday parties or other random parties from people I don't even know. I feel horrible to be disconnected from those events, and the fact that they have many more friends than me. The problem I have is that I don't how to get involved in those social activities. I'm extremely anxious to go to the club with them, especially because they have done it a myriad of times, while I have never been to the club. A few times my cousin has asked me to join, but I said no because I was too anxious. I instantly regret it, but didn't do anything about it. After all this time I fear to go with them, I don't how to behave at the club, and them having all this 'experience' makes it even worse.The fact that my brother is involved in all these social events makes it extra hard for me, it makes me feel like an outcast. I've always portrayed myself to my brother as someone who doesn't like parties and that kind of stuff. I feel like I need to break this image of myself from my brother and my cousin. I feel like it would've been a lot easier if my brother wasn't involved in this group of friends.

I would greatly appreciate if someone can help me break the status quo and get more connected with my friends. The greatest fear that I need to break is going to the club with them, which feels like a massive threshold.Maybe someone has been through something similar, and can share his or her experience.",6.203401583239093,5.847095819137754,6.247882467313457,82.22750014880067,66.09779179810725,9.112163958494532,31.29776005396504,8.451235370850725,2.1592788564172767,3768,127,766,46,53,1196,323,951,0.11699999999999999,0.7509999999999999,0.132,0.9636,7,0,1,0,0,0,124.0,6,0,12,13,39,48,0,5,57,0,70,5,1,9,12,112,123,51,0,9,16,16,9,8,15,3,3,1,3,2,55,42,1,2,13,15,0,18,20,10,1,10,38,13,108,38,120,81,22,148,0,2,3,0,95,51,0,16,76,522,163,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040628584520870537,0.0,0.0,0.06489336250830442,0.0337604729901455,0.0,0.0,0.11036571647088786,0.0,0.0,0.18334640888766915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667772066993209,0.07223818547346432,0.03793082493016541,0.0,0.0,0.06239716479198008,0.033877248703199365,0.07419984245046463,0.0,0.03452513243700665,0.0,0.04257947425111835,0.035884038742353026,0.08859169267579163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04143016666905151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03495055083435723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478152132518615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04152086428809334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192335929304882,0.0,0.13399235112197802,0.036701130501053836,0.06836999054947951,0.0,0.0,0.07937750315294675,0.0,0.1826262529475083,0.14360656567980415,0.14492888610349305,0.03895700437396631,0.0,0.0,0.17255935330863142,0.0,0.0,0.4702057666911859,0.0,0.08479209416804849,0.0,0.2075301302935471,0.0,0.0,0.08946504136792481,0.0,0.04017422810568892,0.0,0.0,0.036345962682826194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02719561876138264,0.17147288072672445,0.08139722781693531,0.0,0.0,0.04681646955958646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422511451310279,0.08919272486868073,0.03307288704751499,0.04576877112472518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731664595758085,0.15857763338419728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898842205925601,0.0,0.0767834142832371,0.10833273214775646,0.04113524689942138,0.04076161957851671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016959832158834,0.09387855006920526,0.0,0.04315046792947205,0.07615112195792298,0.0,0.07786289813864405,0.0,0.0,0.04320954383109965,0.08248113371662688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393723867241217,0.0,0.14064307569116816,0.03542728941329805,0.0,0.0,0.03835515235303631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0388234412488773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631000386695982,0.0,0.046181622401805816,0.051984954975592634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038594770578778255,0.0,0.0,0.20531317062874704,0.06466378830753403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712577755189418,0.0,0.0,0.20679830170389624,0.10313360067611828,0.031235527967930075,0.0,0.0,0.08615457685171166,0.0,0.0648042347610738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644704766335291,0.0,0.0,0.03824012368027358,0.0,0.0,0.03261151071134216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026955286996521586,0.0,0.039863341245009606,0.0,0.2602466205815405,0.0,0.03845901442158035,0.0,0.04507874581480252,0.027546800885156417,0.0,0.03963449695845014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033477456822687726,0.0,0.0644108464332823,0.0,0.0,0.036480525593724035,0.11283635931301582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886141592957463,0.0,0.0,0.08646693198224148,0.0,0.0,0.26128058473489524
socialanxiety,otakulover99,2019/03/16,"I'm going to a party this evening, wish me luck So as the title say, tonight i'm going to a party with some classmates. It will be full of people i don't know and i'm really nervous right now. ",0.3752325581395368,1.9579990232558158,3.1466860465116286,91.64933139534887,82.02325581395348,5.230232558139536,20.05232558139535,5.985473137389443,-0.006669767441860318,150,4,34,1,4,53,34,43,0.054000000000000006,0.6970000000000001,0.249,0.8275,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789743887360233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800903497530835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321259916292637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928213121298254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705839347610135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607055345727749,0.0,0.33588917332504914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4857098562895897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chekko,2019/03/16,"When you are drunk talking to a person asking if he can talk to you later when you are sober But when you are sober you don't dare talk to him so you are fucked either way

​

I'm drunk how are you guys doing",1.5813829787234042,3.073779000000002,2.5499468085106405,97.70875,78.14893617021276,4.7,16.00531914893617,3.1291,-1.1414638297872342,171,2,40,0,4,54,30,47,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.8578,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,7,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,0,4,11,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,3,11,1,5,0,0,0,1,15,0,1,1,4,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891361764911037,0.3242567950543046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494724492227719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24670220503815496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642273955183613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330066028232015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.643461364074613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181626877094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242567950543046,0.0
socialanxiety,ericotres,2019/03/16,"giving up on life The only reason i have social anxiety is because of my looks. I recently stopped hanging out with my friends and i dont talk to anyone anymore. I dont enjoy anything in life anymore and i just want to die.

How do i get over this?

​",0.011556603773584584,2.3650707924528334,2.3560141509433983,89.97100235849057,95.7924528301887,4.159433962264152,25.49292452830189,5.985473137389443,1.0038320754716992,204,10,39,2,8,69,40,53,0.184,0.6920000000000001,0.124,-0.5152,0,0,0,0,0,2,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,9,9,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,9,9,0,8,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012591355745805,0.2356493611932909,0.0,0.0,0.14835792405613682,0.0,0.3846580970667932,0.13560219758580044,0.0,0.15959002274632345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821952559114444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127144232542066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454575174366307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983186172008986,0.0,0.10132179006766448,0.18603784115441502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739606906081119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285455825061768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749449701827388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939503356245106,0.19148506678404406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768988434289506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621363546741721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587569452101668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114386484338765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356493611932909,0.0
socialanxiety,lokingsley,2019/03/16,"There's an upcoming event next week. Im alone and i dont know what to do. Hey guys i kept stressing about this. I dont have many friends at school and we have an upcoming event on monday. Everyone would be enjoying the booths inside the school with their friends. I invited my highschool friends to come so i wouldnt be alone but the thing is, they can only come after their class. The event starts at 8am and they might come between 2-3pm. I cant be late nor absent because we have a performance. I dont know what i should do before they come. I dont know where should i stay. Im afraid of what other people would think about me when they see that im alone. Everyone would be with their friends but me. I also thought of not attending the event but the performance is also my project. I really dont know what to do please suggest something. ",1.7903740224413482,3.927502393063584,2.6343148588915355,94.30125807548454,79.98265895953756,6.382726963617817,22.315198911934715,7.510576382923642,0.7408411424685477,666,21,147,10,17,209,88,173,0.10099999999999999,0.867,0.033,-0.7758,0,3,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,7,2,8,7,0,2,9,0,26,0,0,0,0,29,39,11,0,6,4,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,1,6,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,2,1,25,5,14,26,0,21,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,1,11,96,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946359403613019,0.0,0.1516659363820484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578055451264889,0.0,0.08069063363919161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267396118475338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556815937092007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122216729739726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930518423496459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389345363781364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072876915930112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845734621847886,0.0,0.10696877556312157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613950484549344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005962633619017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084939153845557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212006443660839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574097240722461,0.0,0.0,0.10409136484677203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074848466314965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193959487607887,0.07556469278670573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300231355768524,0.0,0.0,0.06711890639633007,0.10107276567555334,0.0,0.0,0.10862379404108947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629987210518045,0.0607611929075552,0.0,0.07528189735841984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606434961861258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020867419759814,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawwy18373782823,2019/03/16,"I need a haircut I havent cut my hair in a year, it’s pretty long, past my shoulders now, and I get teased for it a lot by people I know. I’ve been wanting to cut it for a while now, but I have pretty bad dandruff and am really self. conscious about it, and I dont want to really deal with the hairdresser idk saying things about it. idk i dont know what to do, but just the thought of them noticing and talking to me about it just fills me with so much dread it makes me to just chop it all off myself, but then I know ill look even worse. Idk im just lost and need help on what to do.",2.02716709075488,2.3644435572519136,3.5080407124681936,95.8366836301951,75.2595419847328,6.738252756573367,21.425784563189143,6.42735559955562,-0.0026851569126380426,450,9,116,3,9,149,74,131,0.2,0.708,0.092,-0.9317,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,11,6,3,1,6,0,8,3,2,1,1,26,20,11,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,11,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,3,15,0,18,17,3,11,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,1,7,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439610166693531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775438525114487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041429458726688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387982101164652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900807809756034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556749959659605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862399773490335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842676687848739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258364429515558,0.14478687933617845,0.0,0.18821355362723968,0.14658279167054933,0.0,0.0,0.11508970515281892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267463542725833,0.2556900834200391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629792935956825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459156279478296,0.11953225801417107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508202054067987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090952648967893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371129411245028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798685631522706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858227621314892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454621225681072,0.0,0.0,0.13687986120896015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033920607878793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570768171805073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110309132360158
socialanxiety,gfuds,2019/03/16,Introversion vs Social Anxiety I hear a lot of people say they are introverted and wonder if they just have undiagnosed social anxiety or don’t want to admit that they have it. Is there something about being introverted that is different than social anxiety? It doesn’t seem natural to me. ,6.5367307692307675,8.721803057692313,8.087692307692308,60.2323076923077,66.5,12.123076923076924,32.230769230769226,11.698219412168324,4.940907692307693,237,10,35,9,4,82,39,52,0.09699999999999999,0.797,0.106,0.128,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,13,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,12,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,5,0,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919604324685753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239633039358236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416022422093652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224342635286045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861204382815302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046975230222652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951476703292905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6555470603591956,0.0,0.16502681090246601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643662202266434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324671077370368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ZdCole,2019/03/16,"Going to the toilet is stressful. You can either aim for the bowl, which is quieter but sounds like you're missing the toilet, or you can aim for the water, which ALERTS EVERYONE IN A HUNDRED METRE RADIUS THAT YOU ARE CURRENTLY URINATING.

Smh. Need to noiseproof my bathroom.",4.2940000000000005,7.1118124000000025,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,75.0,6.4,28.0,7.554174236665415,2.0690000000000004,220,9,34,3,5,69,37,50,0.14300000000000002,0.7979999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.5647,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,5,2,1,0,0,4,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.523108288470564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31112628189342073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674545526042806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059244082799727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6270977533864803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Imnotfat4,2019/03/16,Has anyone had any experience with CBD oil for social anxiety? Would love to hear if someone has tried it and how much it helped with the anxiety,5.251071428571431,6.655196250000002,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,68.64285714285714,9.885714285714286,28.285714285714285,10.125756701596842,2.8225857142857147,117,4,22,3,2,38,24,28,0.10400000000000001,0.767,0.129,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,6,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145501021627474,0.0,0.4827116601793376,0.0,0.0,0.22060419872092668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086185086358915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555902418454638,0.0,0.21147229303487108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847501166170133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319280270438835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32161144367223565,0.2673212330667908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420307440222694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241213990926579,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,caitlesm,2019/03/16,"Feel like a failure (venting) I feel like every time I THINK I’m doing so well in life, something always has to “humble me” and make me realize that for my age (23F) I’m actually doing terrible and I will probably never succeed in life. Just had a ‘catch-up’ double date with my boyfriend, my friend and his gf. My friend and his gf are doing SO well: moving out of state, getting adult jobs, living a fun and spontaneous lifestyle. I’m still in school (practically taking 1 class a semester, 4 years in and barely a sophomore) and moving back into my parents house. I hate comparing myself to others, but at my age I should be getting an adult job! And should have already finished school! And maybe got an internship or joined Peace Corps or something of that nature. I was speaking to my friend and he says “How’re you doing? You’re still in school right?” Me: “Yeah”
Him: “And still taking 1 class a semester, right? See I was right!” (He says this, laughing to his girlfriend)  I was just frozen in embarrassment. 

I didn’t realize my failure was so open and noticeable. I’m trying to change my life for the better. Life is really difficult with depression and anxiety. The mixture of the 2 while trying to work + go to school is unbearable sometimes. I recently began taking workout classes (a BIG step for me since I am scared being around strangers), got Invisalign for myself (braces make me nervous too), and bought myself a car (ALL by myself!!), so this year has been a Big-Girl kinda year for me. But when stuff like this happens, it just makes me wanna give up. Am I ever going to get to a place where I can consider myself an adult? Will I ever have an adult career? Or make big steps in life? Or will I always feel this small and powerless?",3.276339285714286,5.4093701458333365,4.230380952380951,84.68128571428572,75.22023809523809,6.98,24.59285714285714,7.908726449838941,1.4526400000000002,1363,45,256,21,30,440,173,336,0.11599999999999999,0.777,0.107,-0.7278,4,0,2,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,0,3,19,19,1,3,17,1,28,5,0,4,4,48,56,27,0,3,9,1,3,3,6,5,5,3,0,4,9,21,0,0,6,1,1,7,2,7,2,0,11,7,41,12,33,38,2,48,0,1,1,0,22,21,0,5,22,171,50,13,0.0,0.0,0.08703822241711986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842524671345207,0.0,0.14842926050570904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823139796361695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939951295432332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685829033736425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888280084287289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435298057577046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682067104972498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135797805869148,0.07514784479621876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529399362028902,0.12743712089896814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067278330367725,0.0,0.1397969287682324,0.08556079533234727,0.10137938457436774,0.0,0.14266948303295135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887191603072134,0.0,0.0,0.08805832748413285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291523401117354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701797767640567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31499363829390603,0.13072366201092805,0.0,0.07875789546257872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381445799937124,0.0,0.08960503978750968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895933003449245,0.0,0.0,0.06879012905707645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154532909545994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903681551990832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318633153125254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616372613256728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057138479862990074,0.0,0.08806603273100623,0.0,0.0,0.2285076452361333,0.0,0.14185762198469565,0.08929644031411726,0.3610670039771388,0.07107422845339426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378028682985756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732823942183967,0.08821286105563914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136857941689436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210314499084837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011831502766961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715043291451205,0.0,0.0,0.05200839112180263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111060428197384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038807982093714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493261186655568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723095703725178
socialanxiety,AshamedSkill,2019/03/16,"so I'm finally outside for once and these 2 girls my age keep looking at me and laughing hard. they're not even being discreet about it. they've been doing this for the past 5 minutes.

Gotta love that blow to the self esteem right where it hurts.",1.7711764705882374,3.895556705882356,2.50172549019608,95.29376470588235,79.98039215686275,4.864313725490196,21.964705882352945,5.6839178017228535,0.04279294117647048,196,6,42,1,5,61,46,51,0.085,0.775,0.14,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,5,5,0,6,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,0,3,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144395668188454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506886096428488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867751067399676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342707586628486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845477480628993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26882998559800353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889313417184265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409297932890899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056019140583701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27339070719961545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33396716237999674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,inedhulp,2019/03/16,Too scared to get a job Most of my friends have jobs and I feel like I'm missing out on activities they are doing on weekends. I am terrified of getting out there and working because I hate talking to people and I'm awkward. Is there anyway I can overcome my fear and awkwardness and just get out there and work?,2.435714285714288,4.620770904761905,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,78.04761904761905,6.104761904761905,29.54761904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.7291714285714284,249,12,49,3,6,81,43,63,0.267,0.6509999999999999,0.081,-0.9088,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,6,8,1,4,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,14,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,2,9,14,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,36,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814118441951938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919217648591873,0.13117150909346048,0.18533105959335766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004287190099464,0.0,0.4066117117798671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561254212827304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148724192513867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674043807385593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985048352403482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25972658177754504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085134991915013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777244706880515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,punkvindeisel,2019/03/16,"Fellow guys, how do you deal with your anxiety? As I guy I mostly feel like I shouldn’t be feeling how I feel when I go out in public. I mostly feel so anxious or “in my own head” a lot of the times I go out and I’m wondering how do other dudes deal with it. ",1.5917796610169503,1.7263430508474609,4.162500000000001,91.4908686440678,76.11864406779661,7.255932203389831,21.529661016949152,7.1686216300943375,0.3552677966101689,196,4,50,2,4,70,41,59,0.081,0.8440000000000001,0.075,-0.0814,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,3,0,18,12,8,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,8,10,4,8,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,5,3,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342322718506126,0.2561040323498353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467431037769811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585009578707807,0.16195298227112798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576752135768533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489330061855815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326573862815647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075311372765627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273039687024987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218933362402085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458441373171373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Intheworldofnim,2019/03/16,"Elliot Rodgers description of his Social anxiety I found an article that highlights sections of his manifesto talking about his experience with social anxiety disorder and the anger and jealousy he felt due to everyone else being more socially confident than him.  

[https://lionoftheblogosphere.wordpress.com/2014/05/30/elliots-descriptions-of-his-social-anxiety-and-shyness/](https://lionoftheblogosphere.wordpress.com/2014/05/30/elliots-descriptions-of-his-social-anxiety-and-shyness/)",32.249883720930235,41.74954881395349,18.239709302325586,-16.559970930232538,14.348837209302332,14.532558139534887,47.9593023255814,12.602617957971056,8.873330232558141,441,16,24,11,4,108,37,43,0.235,0.698,0.067,-0.7665,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587257551099633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380600734966336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126336126813388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158459543084824,0.0,0.1654146010437508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236482833083588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541205964876076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8618930355358582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591810826693687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anunlovedpoptart,2019/03/16,"There’s a reason I have social anxiety... It’s not because my brain is broken. It’s because people actually are terrifying. I can’t tell you the amount of times in my life I’ve put myself out there only to get punched in the gut. And they’ll tell you, “oh that’s what the anxiety wants you to believe but really people are nice and they don’t care.” And I start believing that... but it’s not true. People care. And all your fears are real. They won’t talk to you anymore. They’ll ignore you. They’ll reject you. They’ll laugh at you. And you’ll be left alone with a sick feeling in your stomach screaming at yourself why did you do it. Why couldn’t you just be happy without them. But now here I am. I’m miserable and alone. And I try and be social and it fails. And I’m even more miserable and even more alone. I just keep thinking why even try. I want to give up.

",-0.03095078834209275,2.234976956043962,1.9543287147634985,95.14501911132349,89.87912087912089,4.923459149546106,17.803153368370758,6.498293943080001,-0.13166440516005684,674,18,151,8,23,223,95,182,0.22699999999999998,0.648,0.125,-0.9587,0,3,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,12,7,1,9,13,0,3,5,0,20,5,3,1,2,32,32,14,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,8,13,0,2,3,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,1,2,29,6,14,21,4,12,0,4,0,0,25,8,0,0,3,99,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.1206479635108066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841394741914197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891577971883443,0.0,0.12261070444117805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073104579847332,0.0,0.0,0.2785840843914567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801530420305888,0.0,0.0,0.252104145070896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24497527072763975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912148524141885,0.06251255426344472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459313426739231,0.11860002911987565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160961630369986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989068168943188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432760487256645,0.0,0.08732563676885106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094028459655524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571346442906064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428530214124445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072140879426098,0.07920245889829948,0.12711530428498558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520565267182556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750806632677778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937151385200696,0.2161213643924228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792190276112605,0.0,0.0,0.0720913904267053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678773688203136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584388089343056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346786295157388,0.0,0.0,0.11917779005604075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PrincessComplex95,2019/03/16,"Socially exhausted. Posted this in r/introverts but I'm really proud of myself so here... Went to a fair tonight, was super excited to take my 18 month old son. I got there and instantly went into panic mode because of the amount of people there. My dumbass forgot it was Friday night. I started to cry before we even got the tickets but my husband and mother saw this and started comforting me. My husband even told me we can leave whenever I want even though we spent so much money on tickets. I got better eventually and started to have fun but still my mind was running constantly due to all the people. When I got home I felt the consequences. My head hurts. I feel like my brain is overwhelmed and just stopped working. I can't think straight. My body feels like I just ran a marathon. I desperately need to recharge. Going to take a few shots, watch The 100 peacefully with my husband and go nini. My son went to his first fair and mommy didn't ruin it 💖",2.608111455108361,5.058279363636366,3.7714157050379984,85.55328454826909,78.89304812834224,6.9314945116802695,25.884886011821,8.032893268588372,1.7819368983957218,759,30,144,14,19,246,117,187,0.127,0.654,0.218,0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,5,13,13,0,2,8,0,8,4,3,0,1,27,34,14,0,2,5,6,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,12,0,2,4,3,2,7,2,5,0,1,17,5,27,8,15,17,4,25,0,3,2,0,12,4,0,0,15,89,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768271516986881,0.0,0.10843713169996863,0.0,0.0,0.11270520807214834,0.0,0.14155068580239133,0.0,0.1422587298946162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771111548036932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998050224222902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525072930899745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288691369893575,0.1820780585066082,0.12235683155288996,0.0,0.0,0.10839547888733207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484760316054132,0.0,0.4076831349536805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307842702163111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782690883086195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642096370584195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493443451842907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451584180977605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286722305794358,0.0,0.1017167752841716,0.0,0.0936788114056948,0.09449085632671908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958837892828092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372077277376188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951659504378656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766936795882035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220467526966925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163762180189367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990313487202645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705957815996757,0.0,0.10176912937732832,0.10654071056243533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162934184441188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165469993736157,0.12520347003658527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176885430130635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516400220469636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543983843565328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277362686025134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cxellee,2019/03/16,"Social anxiety but a longing to connect with people I hate who I am at parties and don't find them fun. I would much rather be at home under a doona watching a TV show, or at a yoga class, or exploring a forest, or listening to a podcast. I love my own company which is great, but at the same time I desperately want to share my world and life and thoughts with like minded people.  I want someone to see my soul and appreciate me. 

Most ""friends"" I've had just care about partying and being popular - and they are really unreliable. 
Has anyone been in this position and ended up developing really good friendships? I'm about ready to give up. ",5.4109000000000025,6.060208120000002,6.7405500000000025,74.56602500000002,67.8,10.41,31.625,10.411451182825502,3.339900000000001,505,20,95,13,8,172,89,125,0.09300000000000001,0.584,0.32299999999999995,0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,4,10,1,0,7,0,10,2,0,0,0,25,20,12,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,3,9,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,12,9,17,14,4,13,1,0,2,1,9,9,0,4,4,67,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358777416769565,0.0,0.0,0.1495225942020828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802514389366628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893996482331907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544679334413464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652130205658373,0.0,0.0,0.20513576567638145,0.0,0.1793596791261668,0.0,0.23576044946429706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112370873216807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449995128654326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510422172295552,0.10447190754624378,0.0,0.0,0.1892425494261487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299984489317246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591844349251896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719773455283131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965008386024519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739840313720798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040358515850532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798396250736468,0.1811867792417249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976586199615,0.12469240255337175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522579159407227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519065058726629,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Just_Some_Statistic,2019/03/16,"I realize I have friends and that's weird to me I know this might not seem like much to a lot of people but this last weekend I was invited out to eat with a group of guys I work with. They asked me beforehand and when I didn't seem sure they actually came to my door (barracks life) to make sure I was getting ready and hung out until I was. It was a pretty good night, and it made me realize that these people actually cared that I was going out with them and as a group made the decision to include me, they actually WANTED me to be there with them.

I've struggled with my self worth and and image for a long time, and a lot of times I decide people don't like me, so I don't make effort to get them to, which makes them feel I don't like them. It's kind of a vicious cycle, but what these guys did made me feel like maybe I actually have friends, that just being myself is enough for them and that I was valued as a member of the group. 

​

At the end of the day, it all felt pretty surreal, I've believed for a long time that i'm bad at making friends and that only a few people actually cared, but this made me realize that a lot of that stems from my own feelings, and that there are a lot of people willing to be friends with me if I actually make the effort to put myself out there, and it was nice.

​

Not sure where I could have posted this but I feel like I wanted to at least say it somewhere",6.711285714285713,4.5739049666666665,7.241809523809526,81.30900000000003,66.0,10.304761904761904,31.095238095238088,8.634040054169528,2.064223809523809,1110,29,251,13,14,368,123,300,0.10300000000000001,0.747,0.15,0.9641,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,9,3,7,21,1,1,17,0,23,2,0,9,4,65,50,22,0,4,8,0,5,5,4,2,1,1,1,3,24,23,1,0,13,1,1,3,6,4,0,0,15,6,41,17,40,29,10,24,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,8,17,181,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.4385564990499096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231080066155787,0.18202627102539076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002249505363059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253935906002048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438798384054948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566699928414355,0.1527334956471098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059802499745565785,0.0,0.0,0.0483050665216784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664260916219127,0.0,0.0,0.06634021616125288,0.07739294423819659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148915432232274,0.16052825999425122,0.0719168816154831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314738722956185,0.0,0.0782655532195838,0.0,0.04256806831533668,0.06282355851681935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483278939486941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799805583966579,0.04116373126234164,0.0610544609551101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290492054212618,0.18296467269208186,0.0,0.0,0.13257037964907087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25471322868911656,0.0,0.2834932410116392,0.24998560586701835,0.0,0.07524830558179507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945831847413183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055060987639503775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028968616480638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056965724738332925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596352462685358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173462857648563,0.15240286085112512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529637661551053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059564426920209385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637444756029388,0.07813826905950516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830297911112741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117804352672565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102644618756512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835731654205922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452895318773978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202627102539076,0.0
socialanxiety,Nice_Nai,2019/03/16,"My first day of training starts on Sunday for my first job. I have severe social anxiety, and applying and going to an interview was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. In early March I got a call, but I was too scared to answer it.
There’s not one person in this world that hates me more than I hate myself. At that point I gave up, how can I get a job if I can’t even answer the phone?
A couple of days ago I got a second call from the company. It was now or never, I wouldn’t get a second chance, it took all my courage to answer the phone. “Are you still interested in the position?” My orientation was rescheduled and now I have a job!
I know it isn’t a very good achievement, almost every adult has a job, but this is the first time I’ve ever felt proud of myself. I was able to push just hard enough to move myself forward, even if it was just a step.",3.997880462079358,3.8739000386740368,5.3002009040683085,86.37010045203421,70.71270718232044,8.128779507785032,23.63686589653441,7.686295010490155,0.8642110497237567,661,13,149,7,11,222,106,181,0.099,0.7929999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.546,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,5,13,7,2,1,16,0,16,0,0,1,4,23,28,9,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,3,0,0,5,0,0,6,5,3,0,6,12,2,21,4,17,15,3,31,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,4,18,111,31,6,0.12685917795166915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245300700935312,0.0,0.1270311419483078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704692390418747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590748087900929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036726750339412,0.0,0.16362734996176628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982098361038827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310794424198927,0.0,0.16757858119935093,0.2295027785645752,0.1068843288157618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180470500930278,0.0,0.0,0.3237190558789461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255736912053334,0.0,0.0720969943008367,0.10640345967292884,0.20292174682880607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364090576274555,0.2504943489810816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035526376990163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971848654811917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483122975971262,0.0,0.0,0.09784161865657673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596306212138154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076854100079826,0.0,0.0,0.11992292767434885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700816789214697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331476205599628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931695616873906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979157909479699,0.0,0.1013099033828836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427960090397803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739726068381033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094521445880698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467210757801876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sugarspiceverything,2019/03/16,Anyone else hide in the bathroom at gatherings? I can’t help it I never fit it with any of the little groups that form at gatherings even family ones I reside to hiding in the bathroom for 10+ mins at a time,1.7324999999999982,3.558884522727276,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,78.77272727272728,7.127272727272729,20.090909090909093,8.07648339933343,0.9357909090909092,165,4,34,3,4,57,34,44,0.141,0.7959999999999999,0.063,-0.3204,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,9,1,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25941451637866925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667345806196945,0.3908638601857432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186714902642004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25195911974289664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596185101425238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556931088455782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823358605806727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942152622906528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584957732365755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243979833967084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tekashi69momshouse,2019/03/16,"How do I get rid of Social anxiety I’m 13 and I cannot stand social situations. My knees get weak I get hot, my mouth gets dry and my mind goes blank. I feel like people are always judging me even when no one is looking at me. I can’t even talk to my own family without these happening! I can’t make any friends and I know it’s my fault. I know my parents hate therapy so that’s not an option.  This is my last resort.",-1.0092753623188422,1.0472869130434788,1.893478260869568,95.14246376811596,92.91304347826087,5.240579710144927,17.44927536231884,6.816661863887847,-0.009546376811594206,324,9,77,5,12,113,65,92,0.15,0.7879999999999999,0.062,-0.784,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,7,3,2,2,0,12,19,6,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,0,3,17,2,4,19,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,3,45,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612786101510012,0.0,0.0,0.13180820486386455,0.0,0.1482762225553059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560402535370335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272173400085454,0.0,0.09800415892174832,0.13846920526455206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974934851391836,0.0,0.4050639664677499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139953340792866,0.0,0.0,0.19136287037307453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304320449835426,0.15799391371860272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469350562973304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276487337594125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938024061267414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570882569911646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134139257447974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522063650270046,0.0,0.0,0.134374419348062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786834380945705,0.0,0.3951620309363215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557898529438549,0.0,0.0,0.22165671842358387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186841174772233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,souththroaway,2019/03/16,"Shaking hands Does anyone here have shaking hands?

My hands usually shake even when doing nothing, but it's not that really perceptible. But when I'm handing money to someone or serving myself at a restaurant, I can't control them. Even sometimes when I'm holding a pencil or a piece of paper, they start shaking quite a lot and becomes uncontrollable.",7.6178124999999985,8.625575156250001,7.612500000000002,68.9825,63.0625,8.9,39.4375,8.841846274778883,3.903481250000001,286,15,42,4,4,92,49,64,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,6,5,0,5,4,0,3,4,4,1,0,10,6,8,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,2,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,31,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012401578482309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178583425808996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32279811698323685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518603578682429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801853731193192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446817743875793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27615694788842704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061163636331228,0.0,0.0,0.18437544511397974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24385649706784834,0.0,0.2846468012609113,0.0,0.20371007295090093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31697687756718484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BongWatcher,2019/07/06,"Over analyzing conversations A new anxiety has crept up on me in the last few months, one that is crippling every social interaction I have ; its the uncertainty of what to say during conversations. Every time I have a conversation with somebody I am panicking thinking what to say next, should I just stare at him, should I look in this direction, should I not say anything and contribute to what he just said. But mostly its the fear of losing a friend, I'm always worrying that a friend may start finding me boring and not want to hang out with me anymore, and everytime this thought pops into my head I can't remember what words I use during a sentence and I choke up half way through, its so cringy when it happens, and I also stare off into some corner for some reason because I am so afraid of making eye contact with the person.

This is not always the case, I'm naturally a funny guy and have always been, when I'm not paying attention to what I'm saying the conversations flow naturally, but once that simple thought pops into my head i'm fucked (which is pretty much every time I have a conversation in the last couple months), I don't know what to do anymore, I'm uncertain of what to say, its the fear of losing somebody that messes me up. Even while writing this post I start choking up, even when I'm fucking texting, I hope I explained myself well, its very hard to explain this anxiety I have.",11.581433823529409,7.344196628676474,11.026088235294118,64.45714705882354,58.816176470588246,13.821176470588233,42.27352941176471,11.20814326018867,4.5861488235294114,1121,41,205,20,10,369,137,272,0.145,0.7909999999999999,0.064,-0.9595,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,11,14,2,4,15,0,19,5,3,3,0,45,43,15,0,5,8,0,1,0,2,4,0,6,0,2,23,13,0,0,10,0,1,2,6,10,1,2,4,11,25,4,33,35,5,34,0,2,4,2,23,16,2,6,14,146,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326773933664007,0.2599179474910429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930879444052934,0.0,0.2065255971508187,0.0,0.0,0.08568498882079692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347288229151211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521096839171492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375455329799022,0.0,0.26318629509115365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23433637337739105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516723723193124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089152912638274,0.19252149064973648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030989002466049,0.09207630382107157,0.0,0.09327444378384687,0.0,0.2137220505454495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034183953451442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722369960517565,0.1697495356280975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743774054911252,0.2329757242485022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950342341214835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622119581084455,0.0,0.07654294982558435,0.0,0.0,0.1005633835913502,0.11073680810870364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088841426957023,0.07055695967496149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091685763371267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972178689994077,0.10593130482673917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705657488926354,0.0,0.0,0.11795193098360153,0.0,0.09904554709735916,0.4140169961165232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614106846034542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739867726901046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667183059492647,0.0,0.16532528148490855,0.12143081246589628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992950388433026,0.0,0.08591301299908614,0.06141489588855351,0.08264860016419327,0.0,0.0,0.0936197718407059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574274029312376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Faster_Is_Louder,2019/07/06,"Anyone else having a much easier time interacting/talking to people when you're helping them? I don't know why, but when I'm helping someone I can forget about my problems/anxiety/depression and I can smile. I know this is cringe but like 4 months ago I saw this elderly woman struggling with her baggage (she was trying to go up the stairs) and all of the sudden I got an urge to ask her if she needed help, she said yes and I helped her. At the top of the stairs she said ""I was hoping there will be a kind man like you to help me, thank you"" I got embarrassed and mumbled ""no problem"" and practically ran away because my anxiety came back. 

Just thinking about things like this makes my palms sweaty as fuck. And man I didn't get a compliment in such a long time in real life (If that even counts as a compliment), before that I used to get compliments on my perfect skin, I've had acne for like 9/8 years now lol.",4.558225225225224,5.100199556756755,5.284121621621623,84.63681306306306,69.64864864864866,8.545045045045045,27.30855855855856,8.59863814320734,1.7442342342342347,718,22,150,11,12,233,120,185,0.11699999999999999,0.614,0.26899999999999996,0.9867,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,2,10,15,1,2,10,2,11,4,2,2,2,25,32,14,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,0,3,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,11,4,26,11,19,19,2,23,0,0,1,1,21,9,1,3,15,93,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484605601906447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774212286926532,0.0,0.0,0.098478518937104,0.1443071009679546,0.0,0.0,0.13166627601532094,0.0,0.13232370362795173,0.10829717435885053,0.0,0.08585468375095175,0.0,0.11984436471618293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610833027944999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130518245503827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176536477414698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302341258988918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020419979577053,0.1471660489219773,0.0,0.08004254958286516,0.0,0.22528503635272676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720100146564399,0.0,0.0,0.13988577965641855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666306221990846,0.15480382977090032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994793725264013,0.275229005504904,0.0,0.0,0.124638862018281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401171368353714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124170486972942,0.0,0.10353351720281484,0.1044309866042596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764063954680917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476474452507994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030661745918895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679419561862529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933317346403115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472364224178421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132017607974931,0.0,0.12966643926789953,0.0,0.0,0.09356775826232276,0.09024450837707346,0.0,0.0,0.16424973351611585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562103369388217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164043662629813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708608565259807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069626524202026
socialanxiety,DavidKim_0210,2019/07/06,"Does averyone else have this feel? I am 15 years old student. and everytime when am in the public like subway or theater, I always feel like something is scratching my back.",4.215208333333333,6.782245937500001,4.42625,82.32708333333336,74.0,6.766666666666668,29.416666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.199404166666667,138,6,23,2,3,43,28,32,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.6124,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070536693817562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28375310994588404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32293132906819355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082683240884692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731745528240937,0.26362750480704306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605684392122227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872237430073102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840891322947091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376363693259817
socialanxiety,s2105,2019/07/06,"What do you do alone at a bar? I have never been to a bar alone. I recently moved to a new city (don’t know anyone) and want to visit a bar. But, I am not sure what to do at the bar while I finish my drink. Using my phone the entire time will obviously be weird. I just want to grab a beer and have a good time on my own. I am not very chatty and extroverted. What do people usually do alone at a bar?",-0.000333333333330188,1.2993822444444447,2.9575,93.89625000000002,82.1111111111111,6.277777777777778,15.694444444444445,7.1686216300943375,-0.3915555555555561,302,4,78,4,8,108,50,90,0.12,0.8140000000000001,0.066,-0.5457,0,3,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,0,13,7,0,1,3,14,17,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,1,7,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,10,2,9,14,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,8,54,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6550244089347174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740722776219578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065191116715068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768221934176215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585878646323568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406370864812525,0.0,0.0,0.16259405165552135,0.20360710100744525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615305091778852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081550546747965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869128700007935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24585664101785945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182077063509836,0.2321836917964156,0.17394501746919622,0.2486891046020453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pizza4liv,2019/07/06,"Any tips for going out drinking/clubbing? Just turned 18 and dreading going for “drinks” Hi, I’m Liv and I’ve just turned 18. I live in the suburbs of London and I have real bad general anxiety about just going out at night in general and getting the train at night too which is all understandable. However my social anxiety just means I hate crowded, busy, loud places with lots of people I don’t know and it’s starting to effect all my relationships.

All my friends seem to love it and love meeting new people and getting drunk with them and now turning 18 I have no excuse not to go to bars and clubs and parties. I’ve actually recently just been dumped partly because of this too. My ex was a real party animal and liked getting drunk a lot and going out but I always found it so overwhelming. He seemed to think this was a huge difference between us and along with other things decided to end it.

I don’t understand how people find it easy let alone enjoy going out clubbing and to these places but I wanna spend time with my friends and date new people and it all seems to happen over “drinks”. When I don’t go I feel really left out and like I’m missing out. 

I don’t have like a really close friend group or a best friend so it’s hard to talk to my friends about this. I feel like alcohol or drugs has to be involved every time we wanna have fun. I find it hard to make friends due to my social anxiety and I’m just worried that I’m not gonna make any when I start uni because of this.

I don’t like getting drunk either. I know it can help some people who find social situations hard but it makes me feel sick and I get panicky when I’m out of control. It’s also hella expensive to go for drinks and I just way it up in my head and would much rather stay home or have a quiet thing in the day when it’s light so I’m not scared of rowdy people at night time.

I’m gonna be going to uni in September in London but commuting from home. The commute is about 1 hour 40 so I’m hardly anywhere near my campus. It means I have a long journey home on my own at night which always scares me.

I wanna be fun and go out with all these people without looking like a total loser who can’t handle it. 

Does anyone have any tips to overcome social situations like clubs and bars and parties and how I can start to feel comfortable in them? The same with crowds and going out at night, does anyone have any tips for overcoming that fear of going out in the dark? 

My ex told me that there’s lots of people in the same boat as me but I can’t help but feel like everyone my age just wants to get fucked up and be in these high energy environments 24/7. It’s just too overwhelming for me! Any advice would be much appreciated.",2.9871027809399884,4.422022876565297,4.26781387217434,87.09265917222312,74.25939177101971,7.228508700601723,23.25910717189787,7.84624498591911,1.0242089445438285,2144,59,450,30,44,706,225,559,0.096,0.7240000000000001,0.18,0.9959,1,1,6,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,2,4,29,33,3,6,15,0,31,15,1,7,6,119,93,48,0,7,24,2,9,8,6,4,3,2,3,0,33,46,9,1,21,11,2,13,12,12,0,0,5,13,43,21,78,78,18,77,0,4,1,3,33,36,1,10,34,284,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.05192935914286867,0.0,0.0,0.05200027651297237,0.0,0.056869770246047585,0.0,0.055113837359971066,0.0,0.04255535699696572,0.08855691398627752,0.0,0.0,0.18093732097961102,0.0,0.12212609602798145,0.0,0.0,0.07441717773341387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044431613863595176,0.06487773505226219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584499423242463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968422282213996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03431874095937993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055597487436060265,0.0,0.0,0.09313616733305012,0.0,0.0,0.1563888997023799,0.061711549306710724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047131964772381824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04483523804672539,0.0508484252236971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059880741964980076,0.13453343043762678,0.07603243535444752,0.0,0.0,0.1459103773111938,0.0,0.0,0.058346596873811815,0.24667884036386284,0.04919564785507795,0.16681326248334916,0.0,0.3629141077364077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705711973547725,0.0,0.1906777960125742,0.05253798143451553,0.05461309644972612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133668038828557,0.056223698176297084,0.16013447081909601,0.0,0.0524052437809461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058490238471355566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057817357485723725,0.0544150999158181,0.0,0.2079820659481123,0.0,0.04698909197860997,0.04709287084845769,0.04468650516657215,0.0,0.0,0.13572236739989946,0.09605574218786833,0.0,0.10656262627201232,0.0,0.0,0.11593167498454428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782370839265783,0.0,0.0,0.10278916477487726,0.0,0.2496894948404147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762576648501189,0.0,0.2951360725398325,0.0,0.11119497487212053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113876378382578,0.06818072702503074,0.0,0.052542578593339086,0.0571321097389441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655334611565878,0.0,0.0,0.14533256062901442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962992590897555,0.0,0.2169806023967235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299580213239607,0.05671923081210655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427715386255086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070626743657182,0.03409749502655714,0.0,0.0,0.09308884117820568,0.0,0.0,0.0508484252236971,0.0,0.0,0.1736452266340376,0.0,0.11079566698461488,0.06401010115125094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03138709949723412,0.04223893567072124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051296566320567866,0.0,0.0,0.054041578393509065,0.0,0.07560364710573197,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xXthrowsaway5102,2019/07/06,"When am I gonna get rid of it.. It's ruining my life You don't know how much I thought about posting this... 
It's very fucking cruel.. The anxiety that you can't even tell anyone about.. 
I feel so fucking lonely lately that I can't breath properly..
I have a few people I know who just keep making fun of my anxiety.. I know i have to leave them but I also know that I can't, because I don't know how to make friends... It's better than dying of loneliness I guess 

I can't even find a job because I can't even look for it

And of course life depends on your social skills... Because why wouldn't it

Where I live, going for a therapist is almost a taboo (I live in a middle eastern third world country) 

Fuck me, why was I even born ? 

I've been thinking about posting this here for a fucking year...

 I have no one to tell this to, so I'm just gonna leave it here 

As if that would even help..",-0.08913487908252549,1.910429774869112,2.043006731488408,96.61485165794069,86.32984293193718,4.894639740713039,19.56644228371977,6.1826913282559595,-0.12757461979556206,681,20,160,6,21,228,102,191,0.113,0.851,0.036000000000000004,-0.8768,1,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,1,2,19,10,5,0,7,0,16,7,1,5,0,25,38,10,1,3,4,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,15,1,0,2,9,0,0,1,9,7,0,2,3,2,25,3,18,31,2,12,0,2,1,4,10,5,4,4,4,105,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383590298511585,0.0,0.0,0.0909112956553847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739325341034324,0.0,0.0,0.07948895890174394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078981132695633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005423152482771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798376200339253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37542878894128506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057480934637302125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390310712916423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783027790463446,0.42038797488457935,0.05939404928481098,0.0,0.0646079876388754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523332104546464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619851529286345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281164668331944,0.10104560861197373,0.0,0.0,0.312382725575684,0.0,0.12823802381857013,0.2407452270442589,0.0,0.0,0.16059363685948075,0.0,0.0,0.20076622709333944,0.0,0.09546408183801117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176697062322742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356920456067905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703373086211504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881264734528867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775148273191006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588428042900982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872581062696848,0.0,0.0,0.1319933336642242,0.0,0.07284270818567849,0.0,0.09025065207799292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379939202898492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051602877146185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075629015572168,0.0,0.0,0.07320735301643871
socialanxiety,BeastMorphersX1,2019/07/06,"For The First Time My Fear Didn't Prevent Me From Completing A Goal! Fear is my worst enemy and social anxiety has only added to that with my fear of being around people or just generally anywhere outside of my home and often times I would avoid going to places for the safety and comfort of my own apartment, the one place that all seven billion people on the planet would avoid. But because of my mental health not just with social anxiety but severe depression as well the best way I wanted to handle this was to make a return to the gym to start working out my issues rather then rotting out at home or at the library my alternate place of hiding. I registered online after months of delay and weeks of indecision on what gym i wanted to join. It was either Planet Fitness or YMCA where I have a past history of going to anyway so I ended up joining the Y today. But I still needed to go up there to get my membership card and even before I started making my way there my anxiety was getting the best of me. I didn't feel comfortable being outside in public but it was either go to the Y to get my card or stay at home or the library and do nothing. So I successfully went to the gym to get my card despite my anxiety getting worst as I was getting there. In addition to that I have to go back tomorrow to have a trainer give me an orientation at 2:30pm and I know I'm going to look foolish and embarrass myself but I'm honestly tired of my fears prevent me from doing something so at least for this weekend my social anxiety is getting a major shakeup.",7.127887096774192,6.229449103225808,8.067540322580644,71.73131048387098,64.41935483870968,10.45967741935484,34.53629032258065,9.673873057562805,3.2999838709677416,1242,47,222,21,16,423,152,310,0.193,0.7240000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9842,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,17,18,0,8,18,0,19,2,0,2,1,48,46,24,0,6,16,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,8,14,0,5,2,4,0,7,3,11,1,4,8,2,34,7,52,34,10,48,0,1,1,0,5,20,0,7,18,180,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355091817114057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808506469058142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744752262749458,0.0,0.05347033068269032,0.0,0.07463911730686687,0.0,0.18410324011313087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196764766737482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755489151670549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768957224151103,0.0,0.0,0.057935017812683676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948156416759118,0.044351406580897854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461044696931918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207927552773213,0.08414434786706274,0.2991031874717488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323708419560453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639562895189612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915518093140736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048205942920995164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365861975254169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710106424215695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839622282846858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001338197987117,0.0,0.0,0.06503965937894989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416503540756225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059438043926515374,0.06671131092776904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373401922855132,0.12162125714147495,0.0,0.2749309330177554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909313270360624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682435943363965,0.0,0.06752739443922573,0.0,0.0,0.12417044462496518,0.09349266046812857,0.07004941819034037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229479839593633,0.10081564149164304,0.08314368943135328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347331564122428,0.13924837888862754,0.07035978846616278,0.0,0.07886643835977136,0.0813128066885813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385766120562,0.0,0.0,0.12462062703959804,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lolash5,2019/07/06,Any books that were helpful? Does anyone have any books they read that they found helpful for their social anxiety or for learning to be better at social interactions?,8.070689655172412,9.935921068965524,6.747758620689655,72.51060344827587,62.44827586206897,8.558620689655173,31.74137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.8649172413793105,137,5,20,2,2,41,22,29,0.048,0.703,0.249,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,0,13,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827269792251492,0.0,0.21527229965737169,0.0,0.0,0.19676331479161768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488778252779554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462574041316983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085435421597997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772366038849867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814788573077806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737092412454051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Big_Marsh,2019/07/06,"Why can I never think of what to say? The title says it all really, im 15 and still in school I don't know if I have social anxiety but I didn't know where else to post this. In short whenever I talk to people my mind always go completely blank and I have no idea what to say at all, leading to long awkward pauses. Afterwards, when im in class or at home, im able to come up with things that I could have said and I beat myself up over it. Anyone know why this happens and, more importantly, how I can overcome it?",1.050540540540542,2.669355900900904,3.1966576576576604,91.91444594594593,80.08108108108108,6.602162162162162,19.20810810810811,7.554174236665415,0.3387578378378371,399,9,93,6,10,136,73,111,0.062,0.905,0.033,-0.2548,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,2,3,21,16,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,4,11,0,16,13,3,19,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,2,5,61,20,3,0.15654418196662345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025729988918291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975587072419852,0.0,0.0,0.10945933186459016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484895139507885,0.1641335964143059,0.0,0.0,0.12498779118432883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077257672242412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896766617372122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843150311798488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702657834494085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767193268169994,0.5072837389213507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25809776527444594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853667488233942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806499805635507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207365237753584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085280250249396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499260535153127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028621151069156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890936530722068,0.37347065016973785,0.0,0.1584310696452267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957707944127975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501638593490902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582428367655074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040009985325082,0.10030719082718732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825135506699477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Paddy-Mac-Fee,2019/07/06,"All my friends have left me for now because of me being so fucking awkward. I literally get so anxious talking to my friends that I basically close off the conversation and cry about it afterwards when I’m alone. All of my friends basically gave up on me after a while. There was one person but they gave up on me an hour ago. 

I fucking hate myself and my anxiety.",4.675416666666667,5.745592375000001,6.0871111111111125,77.069,69.69444444444444,9.093333333333334,35.23333333333333,9.3871,3.3039300000000003,289,15,56,6,5,98,52,72,0.184,0.738,0.078,-0.8092,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,3,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,6,10,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,13,3,11,6,2,14,0,0,0,2,9,7,2,0,7,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014915749550043,0.0,0.0,0.2354187358460485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388719129908906,0.2567891947839385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13856261060903244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24968313456389105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526844287570945,0.4202783831409085,0.1187571314734457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244159682156326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223848979377632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24696682106069365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402729758352662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984733745702546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826986113785084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wpglifeguard,2019/07/06,"Advice on making friends with other girls. I am in my early 20's and have had a hard time making other girl friends since middle school.  I isolate myself and I 100% judge my self-worth based on what people think of me.  I cant seem to relate to other 20 yr old girls.  I am a military kid and have moved around, when I moved back to Canada from out of country I had an extremely hard time fitting in.  I moved from a fancy private school, to a public school.  I isolate myself and push away the friends I do make.  I hate crowds.  Shopping in big centers, like Costco, freak me out.  I'm not comfortable at big parties.  I end up not talking much and leaving early.  I get so stressed, I can feel it in my face.  Though I do like attention, when I do have attention it leaves me with a sort of uncomfortable high I need to come down from.",1.7715458579881656,3.76930081065089,3.1222744082840244,91.4903938609468,79.35502958579882,5.645118343195268,22.396819526627226,6.6274283507984215,0.481464201183432,643,20,136,6,16,209,98,169,0.13,0.768,0.102,-0.4042,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,1,7,0,12,1,1,3,0,23,23,9,0,1,2,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,11,0,0,5,1,1,5,3,3,0,0,2,3,25,6,26,21,1,33,0,0,0,0,10,19,0,2,11,89,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320628174335737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203083287508892,0.0,0.0,0.1269738372502284,0.10391870401665196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641605702704433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196989800134603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833372841071123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132397060578281,0.0,0.07060805219417643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421280101958963,0.1334284029967423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278885586010995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861995732119072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205072860483252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706324197159253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43091548533777096,0.099347642204877,0.10020882678928457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181268196662622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369301444042924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103240013629227,0.0,0.12303157283349755,0.1409864430303577,0.0,0.0,0.11179392256937112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548089468562162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862499731985976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659590991811457,0.13277996760799587,0.0,0.15760909315618055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheMemeOne,2019/07/06,"Too anxious to even walk to my dog? Hi,

So I live on a fairly busy street. Lots of people like to walk their dogs too, and I would like to walk my dog too but my social anxiety always prevents me.

I feel super bad for my dog, but I just can't bring myself to walk him over fears of running into other people. I have a backyard which I play with him in, to get him to move around but I feel like its not enough.

Any tips? Thanks in advance.",0.6279669030732862,2.3837110638297863,2.291843971631206,97.23388888888887,81.97872340425532,4.6033096926713934,16.8274231678487,5.033348758259628,-0.8431569739952719,336,6,79,1,9,110,61,94,0.113,0.69,0.19699999999999998,0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,7,8,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,8,5,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,8,2,2,0,0,0,2,17,6,17,7,2,15,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951703340267308,0.0,0.0,0.15950690142144994,0.0,0.17943557336739166,0.2649828090060605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880558741662647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958454180200619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24236023112399305,0.0,0.1549227816395634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639419980891522,0.2371982796089056,0.16756767074440718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225464269001398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437783182769271,0.0,0.2071182556903275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941209622881012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24929712397324766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252247806978817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391014701215307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159487047120429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662266552729313,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,braidout,2019/07/06,"Convince me to go to work please I work at a big box store which hasnt been great for my anxiety. And they put me at full time!  I need the money although i hate the job.i wish i worked somewhere smaller. What are my options for pt work with mo skills? Comvince me to go.what is something i can write on my board as a daily aspiration to will myself?

I literally just scan and bag.why is this so hard",2.4629965156794427,4.188979585365857,3.2249128919860617,92.80597560975613,76.3170731707317,6.149128919860628,26.34843205574913,6.868970318607317,0.8981407665505232,314,12,70,3,7,99,62,82,0.133,0.784,0.083,-0.6384,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,5,2,3,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,14,2,11,9,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,1,45,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033912728948794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530928049100133,0.0,0.0,0.24549040669725186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19946528888565596,0.21983689477119409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209619671579025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510425677926027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444207567228629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384115501800125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141941359454158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983852331652554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009217225742629,0.0,0.2560552820193032,0.0,0.0,0.6484149390504339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dolan_Nolan,2019/07/06,"I need advice. Any advice will suffice. (17) I’m 99% sure i have social anxiety. But I don’t want to self diagnose myself. I’m not a person who thinks he has OCD because he’s a perfectionist.
I do relate to every problem posted by people here. Infact I’ve been anxious to post this. I’m a introvert and as a result I think I’m a dick to the handful of friends when they ask me to hangout and I reject. To add onto this I’ve gotten very insecure about my body(im morbidly underweight) as a result I never go outside without my hoodie to hide my tiny ass arms. I’m literally starting to hate myself. There’s not a single fucking thing I’m good at. I hate sports, I suck academically and there’s literally nothing I do. I can’t communicate to anyone not even my parents. I was never like this, I’ve turned into this anxious little bitch ever since we moved to this shithole.",1.3294067796610172,3.7442340734463286,4.061499999999999,81.70648728813559,83.97175141242937,6.0258757062146895,24.1042372881356,7.365786028017652,1.4209911864406783,689,27,128,11,20,243,109,177,0.21899999999999997,0.71,0.07,-0.9757,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,0,7,12,5,1,8,0,9,6,4,2,4,22,28,7,0,3,5,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,2,2,0,2,8,8,0,0,3,1,21,4,19,24,1,13,0,1,0,3,11,4,5,0,6,80,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914901738720061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142532826556128,0.0,0.11409733227291892,0.3369881572353837,0.0,0.10428731119903456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394326605378531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909188543742076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138144428270636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851043336419264,0.13491233791857768,0.12566309460462646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523089056758735,0.13788434320580278,0.0,0.0,0.0847638892989823,0.1250977404010891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945043059417337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611047568867745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286587282659739,0.14948485037932602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852005404981626,0.0,0.11059088739724406,0.2300632977300987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311092712387846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656105075503827,0.0,0.0,0.10340000917960901,0.1302297334064103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28568391079047945,0.0,0.0,0.14271389337121873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555932380936277,0.0,0.0,0.12337624836744993,0.0,0.0,0.15203696441810105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556727841681823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056963416571422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908688746965276,0.1911352288946296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622295133083652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306220287648502,0.08797098499566962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377274544000812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CCubone,2019/07/06,Made some bad decisions and now I'm alone at a camping place I wanted to be alone and now I'm lonely with a million people around enjoying time with family and friends,5.91,5.978171764705883,6.657647058823527,77.60941176470591,66.64705882352942,10.329411764705883,31.70588235294117,10.125756701596842,3.081517647058824,136,5,26,3,2,45,25,34,0.253,0.5820000000000001,0.165,-0.3612,0,4,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,3,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,16,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6416534545592715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27575962475528004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586437444104185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920221572455419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23932636168472665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931104286659104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147544627419891,0.0,0.3236421340539232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062849362973601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182709477199488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,abc981,2019/07/06,"Going Out Whenever I go out in public i feel really tense and uncomfortable. I get this stiff unnatural walk that I can't control. My mom always tells me to stop doing it and says i'm doing it on purpose (even though i'm not). It's like I can't even concentrate because i'm so riddled with anexity. It's so bad, that I almost walk into people. This is a reason why I stay in all the time. I feel hopeless and like this will never end. I can't understand how people can feel so comfortable.",2.014607843137256,3.782108892156863,4.563333333333336,82.5316666666667,77.72549019607844,7.670588235294117,23.098039215686285,8.515128840125781,1.5628745098039218,385,12,78,8,9,136,65,102,0.152,0.7559999999999999,0.092,-0.7190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,3,2,20,18,8,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,3,5,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,4,11,3,8,17,1,15,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,6,51,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806061496693792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288873965806234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734867527800482,0.12666012556392145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330417715953764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840304866171819,0.0,0.0,0.2744720871187001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151778559109377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855593091039263,0.0,0.2361711426258611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302060920291912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433482068856979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025194322295985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880955382938755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310852234704718,0.21363137655607548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523416873643013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214647256339434,0.0,0.1737125143991058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160796938667265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204141773381572,0.0,0.12115758256905375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163052252194865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874881935722803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shahhr,2019/07/06,"Invited to a graduation party. Not much time and need advice Hi everyone. I was recently invited to a party to celebrate graduating high school. Only problem is, that:

1) I haven't gone to a party in years

2) The person who invited me is more a classmate than a friend, and she is just very nice.

3) I looked through the guest list, but it's all people I don't really know. Mostly people I screwed up being friends with because I'm so damn socially awkward.

4) if we gotta dance, imma kms.

I swear to you, I could probably extend this list to at least 8.

Still, do you guys think that I should go? I'm honestly baffled I was even invited. I've got 0 real friends right now.

The invite expires today, at 11:59. My choices are rsvp or don't go.

I'd appreciate literally any comments. I'll be cross posting this as well. Thanks.",1.1542041851616989,3.552846734939763,3.740259987317693,83.80806911857962,84.66265060240963,7.109194673430567,25.001902346227013,8.20500826718156,1.9421253012048192,642,27,127,15,19,224,119,166,0.1,0.7,0.2,0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,0,0,6,11,2,1,8,0,14,1,0,0,1,18,26,7,0,5,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,1,0,5,4,4,1,0,4,1,15,7,14,17,5,18,0,0,1,1,14,6,2,3,6,74,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262499975938286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013130346634518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768711003865672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104446180009306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667881156952853,0.0,0.0,0.1688012060823553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40944911848529897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079395714061052,0.0,0.14128695977818406,0.0,0.0,0.17491599900459065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866454668127325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708484338083434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834551777244465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986158439591347,0.13098727587793044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435391532050744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449403535309277,0.15424813398902076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691864407515874,0.0,0.1904637238094473,0.16903476011980378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107180645297248,0.11316957115943725,0.0,0.17442527665732327,0.0,0.0,0.15086221101223374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787840615374105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007729452737153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107673000139231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263998076410482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131932456029652,0.0,0.0,0.1030088188215703,0.0,0.1674480692095759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575868860176713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883385641291722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137598820297834
socialanxiety,VogelVrouw,2019/07/06,"Anything to help a bunny Yesterday i was walking my dog and saw a bunny hiding in the bushes, i immediately thought ""how the hell do i find and contact the owners and can i even do it?"" But i couldn't just leave the bun behind so i took it home, posted on my neighbourhood app and on Facebook and i found the owner! Usually i would never  send a stranger a message or just invite them over but i told her my address and to come get him. Im so proud that i put my anxiety aside for a moment!",3.3495700416088776,3.9381500873786384,5.2709015256588065,83.48058252427188,72.39805825242719,7.827461858529817,27.335644937586693,7.957251820313856,1.589985852981969,381,13,81,5,7,132,69,103,0.067,0.825,0.10800000000000001,0.5920000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,6,2,1,0,10,0,6,0,0,1,1,19,13,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,6,1,17,1,8,5,0,14,1,0,1,0,10,4,1,1,4,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423053477659816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893562416860784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187098117623824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676965952861544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320572878061629,0.0,0.0,0.2783849909670048,0.0,0.0,0.132650720172642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018182884306746,0.0,0.2546794249136914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742523638530249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26884029738745224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582104357925847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24316317333860674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552366443105573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015658830868415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24260949489821645,0.28208894498875664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27963171079583016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803611670970349,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nobleratking,2019/07/06,"I always feel unwelcome on social situations where I am welcome Whenever I am invited to something I always need to double or triple check that it’s okay I go and even then I have trouble feeling like I can go. This has always been a problem with every group of friends I’ve had.  I am scared people, my close friends and boyfriend, don’t like me and only hang out with me out of obligation. I have anxiety attending any social events because I am always worried people won’t want me there.  It feels as though I’m not welcome or am being invited out of obligation/pity.  I get scared of being a burden on a social situation and can not just accept an invitation to something without this crippling fear. This often ends in me seeking validation and my friends getting frustrated/angry at me for asking “are you sure it’s okay I go?” so much.  Any tips for how I can start to overcome this?",3.2246315028901726,5.492017832369946,4.7239848265895965,80.4522200144509,75.878612716763,7.330780346820807,28.73157514450867,8.278499904357787,2.3104800578034688,707,31,127,13,16,236,102,173,0.126,0.698,0.177,0.8076,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,8,18,0,3,4,2,18,0,0,1,1,27,31,12,0,3,6,0,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,4,0,1,5,5,7,0,0,2,3,21,11,21,26,3,18,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,3,6,93,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259803738151634,0.0,0.0,0.1740705364686766,0.0,0.09790938899596144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965018223815875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801943571036772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335812794635905,0.0,0.0,0.08453393386397996,0.0,0.10783421984530434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402049314028822,0.1941415923685085,0.09143364356447532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966463596698169,0.0,0.13373541886105608,0.0,0.2182131811022497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505556343849591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940848680161112,0.09490043279614298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733956696415838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774595692866207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224658791126471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562738027244165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877245731828589,0.0,0.39139862416862575,0.0,0.1970606555775553,0.0,0.0,0.09058956525849014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062584390343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257461722324453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548980522784099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337450297814027,0.0,0.0,0.12997659205466244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unicornmaya,2019/07/06,"Got held back in Pre-k b/c i wouldnt say my ABC’s in front of the class- Me:jokes on them i still dont know them shits -Moment of realization: .....oh , that explains a lot Moment of realization-",-2.387380952380956,-1.281464023809523,0.5585714285714296,99.36976190476193,117.8095238095238,3.771428571428572,14.190476190476188,5.82211442006289,-0.8187809523809526,149,4,37,2,9,51,36,42,0.0,0.9259999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.3724,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,6,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,4,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151504648332105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803428445522087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277956435468449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252436372374908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484410445982109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259303216214677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207066215700596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273078957385239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theprincessmae,2019/07/06,"Is there anyone who feels socially anxious because people are being mean/indifferent towards them? Like I’m not anxious in general (like my outlook is pretty great in life) but I couldn’t help being socially anxious because most the people that I met are mean/indifferent to me. Like I just need to know someone who felt something like this. Also, would be a great help, how did you over overcome social anxiety because of this?",5.902692307692307,7.930284653846152,6.272307692307695,73.24769230769235,67.84615384615384,8.276923076923078,34.7948717948718,8.841846274778883,3.3919333333333337,345,17,53,6,6,111,55,78,0.08199999999999999,0.633,0.284,0.966,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,1,0,12,16,3,0,3,3,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,7,6,7,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,4,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492285664554246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993586406762837,0.4870457990763584,0.0,0.10048364356610576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628083220673099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726628430884452,0.0,0.13798176133764592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168761095589033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264825094561824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897789802922428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150487557095587,0.28083295308159345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130792503015865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655730963928507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925740816744886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462022177600028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439475175814177,0.1217629204560883,0.11063307445185593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208570332087367,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tinabobina16,2019/07/06,"Your feelings are real. Your thoughts are not. Hi all! Social anxious bean here. I usually stop myself getting into social situations because I have these thoughts that people are going to not like me, make fun of me, laugh at me... you know how the thoughts go. 

I have heard this idea for a while now but it actually clicked in my head other other day. So I have these thoughts that are induced by my anxieties. My feeling of anxiety is valid 100% it is real but the thoughts are not real. My anxious thoughts are something my brain has made up due to trauma in social situations I’ve had in the past and these can get into a feedback loop, which isn’t fun at all!

Example: Some people are near by me laughing.

Thoughts: I am sure they are laughing at me 
Feelings: I feel sad, alone, isolated, embarrassment 

Reality: I have no idea if these people are actually laughing at me. My social anxieties have made me think this. They might be laughing they might not but it isn’t certain. But what I am feeling emotionally is very real. 

Im not sure if I did the best explaining this but I’m trying to make the point that we should try and be more mindful of our feelings and our thoughts. They can influence one another but the titles says it all.",2.1880694444444444,4.806520445833336,3.4625000000000017,86.0702777777778,82.04166666666666,6.222222222222222,26.805555555555557,7.526774132740827,1.6907638888888892,977,43,186,16,27,317,120,240,0.11800000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.158,0.9421,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,3,3,4,1,4,15,0,1,8,0,31,2,2,7,6,61,58,14,0,3,13,0,6,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,18,6,0,1,20,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,13,9,33,12,20,40,6,21,0,1,1,0,18,12,0,5,8,139,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.15933294366084852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455188055421414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560408862713233,0.18735750545669846,0.18445438717488408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976549236572431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567357143090468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113450425937418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264946563993037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183125493140233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476703873827348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530450016408432,0.0,0.09279300129400404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378367809073642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431771257195226,0.08818256239714663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0448658621292937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03988398295197365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449484626106866,0.10898739626549177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320907762058466,0.08243065261788589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531971625184196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793227835822729,0.16979159282841008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717387174583965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37168561568439373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492145595307927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835280519500103,0.0,0.33287680290891697,0.0,0.0628485739574906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825264676369412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388484828755256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231004525874812,0.0,0.5184887615981892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085307439019733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991222696876737,0.06735952800892635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tyhfxe,2019/07/06,"Today I achieved something big So, I haven't socialised since high school (I'm now 43) and today I went to a meetup.com group.

It wasn't easy. When I arrived at the restaurant I wanted to turn back, but I forced myself to go in.

I ended up having a good time! I didn't speak much, but for me just turning up was an achievement.

I plan going next month too.

I feel proud of myself!",0.04835443037974585,2.3359478227848136,1.680873417721518,97.08232278481016,89.7594936708861,3.6663291139240517,18.026582278481012,4.935628992294339,-0.6448794936708859,294,8,64,1,10,95,59,79,0.078,0.805,0.11699999999999999,0.5968,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,13,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,2,13,2,9,9,1,18,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,9,42,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536393994493762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199332681426774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153139077187629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592233258381802,0.1912857738702236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409577426970823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203518875955169,0.0,0.16765022356798728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425442275079936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308087339806311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886534566532196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755716071067557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298352692402546,0.0,0.4323481246528917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496127234565305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451560267251636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141375684980254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ocelis,2019/07/06,"people just suck. i suck at socialising obviously. but sometimes i feel good, and actually crave social interactions but ive kinda isolated myself so i dont have really any friends at all. i play video games and it takes a lot for me to actually plug in my mic and talk to people. sometimes i talk myself into it, or if ive had a couple drinks i feel comfortable doing it. well tonight i decided to jump into a couple squad games on fortnite (i know how people feel about the game but i actually really enjoy it and its something that is fun for me) i used to have a lot of friends that id play with but like i said i isolated myself and pushed them all away. so when i joined the squad match i started talking to these guys who were all adults btw. and immediately they started talking about how hot i sound and that i must suck at games because im a girl. which annoyed me and made me feel really uncomfortable but i just laughed it off. they kept talking about my voice and asking me to moan and just kept on and on and i felt extremely uncomfortable. i was going to leave but i had really good loot lol so i didnt really want to. then we get into a fight and they all die and im the last one left on the team and theyre basically cheering me on and then i made a mistake and they just go off on me. talking about how im shit at the game, and started calling me names. so i left and just instantly started crying. lately ive been having mood swings so usually i wouldnt cry over something like this. but it just sucked. i wanted to have a good time and meet a few new people to game with and it took a lot of courage for me to talk to people. and that happened. not doing that again :)",1.4375194433074086,3.555206816618913,3.412324191567748,88.35812607449856,81.12034383954155,6.5100613999181345,21.7192795742939,7.6583078777640585,0.8747156938190743,1325,41,284,22,35,447,156,349,0.136,0.677,0.187,0.9782,0,0,3,0,1,0,25.0,1,0,5,1,22,25,7,0,15,1,19,2,1,6,6,74,48,42,1,6,16,0,6,2,2,2,0,3,0,3,17,28,1,2,7,11,0,5,4,8,1,1,13,9,48,16,41,33,8,39,0,0,0,0,34,20,5,6,16,197,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.2382894549748704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535141881522156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609337551014743,0.0,0.07647332007691585,0.0,0.0,0.04961766131523256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311343704230853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801241287013213,0.17881726033399667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447520160306883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539438147478806,0.07973615244781877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646231128544383,0.0,0.07815200349679678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577121303581112,0.0,0.042525549297307084,0.0,0.09251735473235116,0.2048108950749047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059388718027477,0.07197736565940252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637618341707309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447325856918569,0.06634782180310134,0.0918171512020558,0.0861855955608348,0.17687189970842465,0.0,0.0,0.07953101090491885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075974586081041,0.0,0.1540359110766141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861183749042823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515538608293061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28214536307010585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607187364840305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742532296057175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835508395767546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297199365100501,0.0,0.12532375783006994,0.16100355299066615,0.0,0.2304473149165635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119894085129085,0.4579557535476919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474621027803244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904328851040703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029918139665578,0.08964513790096182,0.0,0.09601780772813624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318391672001742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DumbHash,2019/07/06,"Finding balance between acceptance and self improvement Hi everyone,

It's been around 2 years since I came to the realization that the root of all my anxiety, depression and related habits and patterns is the core belief that there's something inherently wrong with me. I know I'll have to take a hard look and accept everything about me is normal and there is actually nothing 'wrong' with me. My beliefs and thoughts may not be logical or making sense but they're there for a reason. All that said, I keep struggling to find a way to balance this acceptance with the desire to improve myself in certain departments. Is there anyone who's been working on the same and can offer useful advice?",8.484105736782901,8.587899165354331,8.117210348706411,69.18062992125986,61.28346456692913,11.351631046119234,38.61529808773904,10.914260884657429,4.451399100112488,562,26,91,13,7,179,88,127,0.078,0.748,0.174,0.9331,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,8,0,10,0,0,4,3,37,19,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,12,0,1,11,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,3,9,4,15,12,3,7,2,1,1,0,5,3,0,2,1,65,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.1795785422954603,0.0,0.0,0.1798237838728041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407760251164976,0.0,0.0,0.1286721858278879,0.0,0.0,0.16381824443719747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047169367140514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584975398412459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584053087520565,0.16538675394465338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363848286186433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484721370161334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356685894557188,0.0,0.0,0.10113346223185886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453180225108942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228358511444731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030210266988184,0.1765736943178134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920486001321465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504668809806534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919746689732605,0.0,0.0,0.15222457434333705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416688229981891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237933826037604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383613461526432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609259997507382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893558346222558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606778556599034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396992106010006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40239747654744656,0.0,0.1185038810602956
socialanxiety,johnsmitheroo,2019/07/06,"Should I just go for it? Whenever I go out to eat with my friends theres this cute girl who takes our orders. Shes always there whenever we go which is usually around midnight. 

Ive been thinking about asking her for her number and to grab something to eat but whenever I go back over there I dont do it. I’ve thought about things to say that could be kind of flirty but not too excessive to try and let her know im interested but again I never say those things. 

My last few encounters with her have been good. I was able to make her laugh so thats a start right?

Im really just debating on if I should really go through with it. What do you guys and gals think I should do?

Im also at a loss as to what I should say to strike something up. Other than that shes always working late",0.7987706939063058,2.8054520119760507,2.5142303628038083,94.53357872490317,82.77245508982037,6.324621345544206,19.404367735118,7.510576382923642,0.36875160267699897,614,16,143,10,17,202,99,167,0.028999999999999998,0.85,0.121,0.93,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,2,1,0,2,13,7,0,0,2,0,19,2,0,1,1,27,32,10,0,6,7,0,1,0,1,4,0,3,0,2,15,9,2,0,4,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,4,4,22,6,25,21,1,20,0,1,0,0,18,7,0,1,7,100,37,1,0.13260065640753538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060406970218084,0.2206687370963607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804269717440755,0.12396371396819525,0.0,0.0,0.10196171982734717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058708343278038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540698175147388,0.0,0.0,0.27136715059014305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244693821031173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768000440986421,0.11121913939910914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129549728896267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296943899210615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380831785096799,0.07287385295482983,0.10808723294599587,0.14957931610575398,0.0,0.0,0.13559315514604015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851196781300155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226980079266018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698947518570557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324023605435775,0.0,0.3163480925277367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416492716891516,0.0,0.0,0.09385542709708657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969919126316362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618796814039353,0.16993029289222378,0.0,0.10527010955053136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002714156502965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460408893532698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653485713088146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crt894,2019/07/06,"I always feel like people are watching and judging me This is especially true at the gym. I feel like everyone is thinking ""why is he even here, does he even lift? I hate when I look around, and I see someone looking at me, they almost always look angry or disgusted and I figure it must be something about me they don't like, or they think I'm trash. I also notice clerks and people in stores are often just jerks toward me or won't talk to me when they're friendly with the others in line, so I've gotten to where I just speak as little as possible.

And if I walk past people and then I hear them talking quietly or there's a group of people around and I hear them laughing loudly, or doing that thing that girls do where someone is talking about someone and the other says ""stop it!"" I figure they're talking about me.

I wish I just looked normal, and blended in, or at least commanded respect, rather than people thinking I'm nothing.",5.733689839572192,5.758070390374331,6.121283422459892,81.45486631016045,67.02139037433156,8.083422459893049,29.299465240641712,7.348242739294969,1.7003946524064175,741,23,142,6,11,239,105,187,0.077,0.8009999999999999,0.122,0.8248,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,0,20,10,3,0,4,0,12,0,0,0,2,37,29,23,0,5,11,0,2,3,1,2,0,6,0,1,8,12,0,1,7,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,14,25,7,19,25,1,18,0,0,6,0,18,12,0,9,8,101,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326319950807115,0.0,0.0,0.0904539248807945,0.18823295139930046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138353599739744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989832124335076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941600921280568,0.0,0.0,0.10808133123683918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438350111012688,0.16161143229383398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738840759635078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167258275861933,0.0,0.0,0.2549660957609864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577931220707762,0.11336580816205667,0.0,0.0,0.3799352247765714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108236604175874,0.10853197410340028,0.1287763405364166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797617279526757,0.3920807217208021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751438717121372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994951121392435,0.0,0.0,0.0901339247034513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875128859919886,0.08707750658047772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456491887501686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636537268051693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514517389391254,0.21742871906646516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206406761490876,0.0,0.1300707722506871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Maristine,2019/07/06,"What social anxiety has taught me: That a smile and a “haha, yeah,” works for most situations.",7.018235294117647,7.361666117647061,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235297,64.29411764705883,11.505882352941176,28.764705882352942,11.20814326018867,3.2691647058823534,72,2,13,2,1,24,16,17,0.083,0.539,0.377,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137952992569901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6080064286209661,0.0,0.5513904658088551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937895215511583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,paindiamond,2019/07/06,"Awkward compliments I want to say I'm horrible at small talk, but like you all I'm sure, I'm terrible at normal talk too lol. I like to compliment people often, hoping to make people's day better. At work earlier this week I told a coworker he looked really nice, and he just went ""uh....thanks???"" like I was being creepy or  weird and it just made me want to die. I know not everyone likes to be complimented, or maybe it looked like I was hitting on him? Either way, ugh, talking to people in general gets my heart racing because I'm dumb as hell. He made me feel like such an idiot. I also know I'm overthinking the whole ordeal and he probably hasn't thought of it again. 
I hate posting on reddit but a few drinks in and here I am. 
I wish I wasn't so fucking awkward. rip.",1.6732075471698131,3.633040345911951,3.757836477987421,87.00052830188679,79.50314465408805,7.258867924528303,22.549685534591195,8.238735603445708,1.3162508176100634,601,19,126,12,15,205,103,159,0.20600000000000002,0.532,0.262,0.8201,0,0,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,1,0,2,9,23,5,2,4,1,7,3,1,3,2,28,31,11,1,5,8,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,1,0,1,3,10,0,0,8,4,16,13,15,20,4,14,1,0,2,1,11,8,3,4,9,68,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068498011505133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437234840588022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241079707148173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926183279189527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364585013447626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558733435923553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225495758778116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998333992996514,0.09887883910721278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795614204281322,0.07231256706495197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664943360195336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401437241527764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747056331179716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213104386806603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40571550431468906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324560424261437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26193035326280883,0.09238854206429152,0.0,0.13904963090571998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561064006634754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28786443669096945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325567871541871,0.0,0.14922743918156398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866783112092512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006774856030277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044808176203035,0.0,0.0,0.33374178268029514,0.0,0.12742766629013236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988064308850702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225495758778116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632734738410586,0.10986197942430763,0.11102270194399386,0.0,0.0,0.12830577945181665,0.0,0.15452780209990286,0.15916258867804498,0.0,0.0,0.10076281127936626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,majo334,2019/07/06,"Video ident - awful to imagine, anyone experienced? Hi there, I have to go through a video ident to verify myself for financial purposes. Some service person will call me through video connection and I have to proof my identify with my ID card.

Having severe social anxiety as well as telephone phobia this is probably one of my nightmares united in one situation. 
Does anyone here have some thoughts to it, how personal will it be? I hope I don't need to talk much, its hard enough to be so visible and in a direct contact with someone I don't know. I'm really scared but I try to tell myself that this person just does his job and doesn't mind me because he's seeing a lot of customers everyday and will forget about me in the blink of an eye..
But dealing with those fears of being judged are killing me inside, I'm scared the person is having a bad day and treats me mean or says something about my behaviour.",6.765593220338986,6.6781727062146885,7.046333333333332,76.06950000000002,64.87570621468927,10.243841807909604,32.389265536723165,9.888512548439397,3.044552994350282,727,26,134,14,10,236,112,177,0.17300000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.9785,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,3,7,1,17,1,1,1,1,25,26,12,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,7,8,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,5,1,2,1,5,18,3,25,19,5,6,0,0,2,0,15,3,0,5,2,95,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900314678052782,0.0,0.0,0.19926224151821065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897176488535748,0.08685953502193701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549646847933295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091893155020556,0.14689916352850035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24938491400038404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722848625384188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603389329068571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097937509042348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764151436019072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415230159414914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139763495496896,0.0,0.1576421741679248,0.0,0.07830783415684313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113844310312134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521151247589252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387254737332233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474528319862947,0.10565325666612296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931074968923619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976610920834736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536264691539826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128164295626544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133124020072087,0.28531125789709344,0.0,0.11354471383613166,0.0,0.0,0.1609712025455772,0.0,0.0,0.16016280054770612,0.0,0.1452488609364765,0.12072986011858662,0.10969444189603364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145266848231304,0.12454104010218835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311978091051884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674019124059148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811407891635893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,loveforall13,2019/07/06,"Difference between being lonely and being alone Hi. Just wanted to share this recent insight I realized. When I was younger, I used to be very lonely -- I didn't have many friends, was never invited anywhere, cried myself to sleep, etc. Now, I'm in college, and I've found my group of people. I am an out of state student so it's hard to see my friends over summer, and yes, I am often bored because I don't have people to hang out with, but I don't feel lonely. I'm just alone, and I'm kind of enjoying the peace. If I wanted to, I could travel and see one of my friends. And we're always texting and Facetiming. I don't feel lonely - I'm just alone right now. There's a big difference.",2.132582159624413,3.7276000281690163,3.8165492957746494,88.77627934272303,76.88732394366197,6.423474178403758,23.805164319248824,7.1686216300943375,0.8947305164319248,532,17,112,6,12,178,82,142,0.185,0.7170000000000001,0.098,-0.8085,0,11,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,3,1,14,1,1,1,1,26,26,11,0,4,5,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,5,0,1,4,5,15,6,16,18,1,15,0,4,2,0,6,6,0,2,6,71,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4929755584074945,0.0,0.0,0.13201885471486893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671841409719376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667808299062222,0.0,0.174281912672491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33153443524332193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694921335257732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044777179105546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739638510209241,0.3677438216995175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212929920432965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522125718493896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085758590112598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236932290657007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075129566661334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199914412543261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665882509712314,0.0,0.0,0.1354958248119169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528649191727033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587758147686854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703236220301535,0.0,0.1309121323563145,0.18716501024814747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1throwaway8882,2018/11/02,"what is wrong with me? everytime i meet someone new, we hit it off pretty well.  however, halfway through hanging out, I start worrying that i said the wrong thing. it's like either they really like what i say or they go, ""what??"" making me feel like i'm a freak.  then i grow quiet and upset.  they always notice and today one of them asked me, ""why are you always sad about everything"" which made me even more upset. i dont want people to know me as just that sad person. how can i just be normal and not get sad everytime i hang out with someone.  how can i say things that won't people react negatively?  any help is much appreciated",1.1240476190476194,3.589653468253972,3.0447301587301614,88.19471428571428,85.74603174603175,5.899682539682541,17.923809523809524,7.3011,0.4240038095238092,491,12,99,8,15,164,87,126,0.2,0.6679999999999999,0.132,-0.8640000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,4,0,7,12,0,2,2,0,8,0,0,5,0,22,20,8,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,0,1,11,8,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,8,1,1,2,5,20,4,10,15,3,11,0,3,0,0,13,3,0,1,7,68,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703214961730641,0.0,0.0,0.1104628540428441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518568378647097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903751676634366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728822680183524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598806527013553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213311996583228,0.11604515535557662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486672330481254,0.0,0.09231679395921216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887821913921474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927122718812328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23807580647925425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370198927884907,0.1084280804035438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941001911227073,0.0,0.0,0.1568828426915942,0.0,0.0,0.15915394978803454,0.0,0.18493580845816512,0.0,0.0,0.1100716385047752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22522697865231664,0.14183388192390378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652570114265534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406141830117033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451495792663844,0.2583531339292829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752649945457559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497387355675764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158320919496883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539714553587219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580965861050554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605053463785514,0.0,0.14657429136646608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649628433207485,0.0,0.0,0.3551991176415829,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fuckieverything,2018/11/02,"Does anyone else has this fucked uo habit? I bite my lip/gum in social situations till it bleed if I'm sober. I also create spasms in  my hands and feet. My teeth are also becoming loose along the sides, because of the unknowing jaw clenching ",3.685851063829787,5.700946468085108,4.30739361702128,85.10875000000001,73.68085106382978,7.253191489361702,22.388297872340427,8.07648339933343,1.13023829787234,192,5,37,3,4,61,40,47,0.152,0.8059999999999999,0.042,-0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498134311908856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177736966645369,0.3191182317923091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985756546918411,0.3439730271515179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27255276363669684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601772454670163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879313196097377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35008383803843995,0.0,0.31748494989763465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shadow796,2018/11/02,"Which personality type are you? The Myers–Briggs Type Indicator is an introspective self-report questionnaire with the purpose of indicating differing psychological preferences in how people perceive the world around them and make decisions, it was developed in the WW2 Era by swiss psychiatrist Carl Jung


Take the test:
https://www.16personalities.com

https://i.pinimg.com/originals/37/8e/a4/378ea4fffb3cb79e1488062cf2b17d9f.jpg

Darker, realistic version:
http://imgur.com/jSroJiu",20.979107142857146,26.28969869642857,13.891428571428573,20.40357142857145,35.25,16.314285714285713,46.14285714285714,14.191785591663535,8.8908,421,18,33,15,4,114,50,56,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,21,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38940086232393867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570158745929479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919844888112579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032553190259717,0.3819425130052735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563295248301783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32888905438609617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pakuja,2018/11/02,"What the actual f OK rant.  
I've dealt with SA for my whole life. Literally since kindergarden. Elementary and high school were hell on earth. SA gave me depression and SA gave me isolation and loneliness. But somehow I've managed to overcome this piece of shit disorder and I actually became quite confident, I was able to talk to people, take the bus without dying at least twice, and even giving presentations without tears in my eyes. Thats a big deal tbh, I was carrying alcohol all the time in my backpack just in case I had to give a presentation in school. Guess what I felt fucking amazing. Now , since I'm at university, all the progress I made in terms of mental health is gone. It's anxiety time again. Oh boy is it anxiety time again. I can't even look straight when I walk around because there are so many people. And just why the fuck am I unable to hold a normal conversation, or to ask someone a simple thing without making it awkward, ffs. I spent 3h every day in overcrowded buses and trains. This is just garbage. It feels like I've been pranked by my own brain.",3.4271457489878543,5.694360115384619,4.393896761133608,83.05899797570851,75.25,8.032793522267207,27.293522267206477,8.841846274778883,2.2490538461538465,856,34,165,19,19,277,140,208,0.157,0.747,0.096,-0.9265,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,13,9,4,1,9,1,11,8,3,2,2,27,28,11,1,1,8,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,9,1,1,2,0,1,2,4,6,0,1,11,4,16,3,24,17,7,26,1,1,2,2,9,13,4,3,12,98,26,3,0.12551776498681594,0.0,0.2449744649437151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414031838105894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204149331536705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173742214978344,0.1173421666098825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651446452218849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011933694247558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809485745908786,0.12940330423484175,0.10810826706016184,0.0,0.13026762335689573,0.0,0.14385423302407474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580659997511374,0.0,0.1057541305382062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346555336419181,0.08966991638621663,0.12051673820139985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320783023279842,0.0,0.2408161549560524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827196913092754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341951470568206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261641011207018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886569094114976,0.061321639825354164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540331013201908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876794412311703,0.08378408279011806,0.12725531290440895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649238501331858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298075974218907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403642816272807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350359335056305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540613584806272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884218202021658,0.2076591845237764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635079495278622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437373839149593,0.10088642496796846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338842573517533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957125445282027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326025986114854,0.14013610210997454,0.0,0.3629839390062051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mechengr17,2018/11/02,"Social Anxiety in the Office So, my anxiety went through the roof today 

2 separate yet funny incidents:


1) My coworker and i were discussing a job we were working on...after the conversation came to an end, I got up to go to the restroom, but she was also going that direction...I needed to go, but didn't want to go in the same time as her, so i decided to go to the one downstairs...as I angled my body to walk towards the stairs (calling an elevator would draw attention to myself), she walked past the restroom and I could go in unhindered 


2) my office is migrating to o365 over the weekend...those of us with work laptops were instructed to turn off wifi and connect to the network via ethernet...I clock out and proceed to do so, except I keep getting the 'no internet access' icon...I ask my supervisor for permission to pilfer one from the empty desk, and it also fails...finally, I run a diagnostic test and it comes back with nothing 


In defeat, I call the IT help desk, and it guy picks up...I explain my issue and asks me to clarify if I'm having trouble getting wifi to go away or if I'm having trouble with the ethernet 


I happened to look over at the icon's location as I explained I'd previously disabled wifi, and to my horror, the icon was gone...the very reason for my call had suddenly fixed itself  or maybe the diagnostic test had yielded results afterall

I stammer out that while the icon had disappeared, I didnt want to leave and have it come back during the migration 


He tells me not to worry about it, after sighing heavily, and says if it does, well just do the migration on Monday 


I mumble my 3rd apology about calling, keeping the thought that I didn't want to have to do it Monday to myself 

I will stay awake tonight wondering why the connection fixed itself AFTER I called ",7.307606837606838,6.3855724245014285,8.218988603988606,70.86814102564105,64.07122507122507,11.56068376068376,37.44871794871795,10.864195022040775,4.119673504273504,1415,63,259,33,18,482,188,351,0.084,0.867,0.05,-0.8653,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,2,0,0,3,12,6,0,0,26,0,22,1,1,3,0,49,53,26,0,9,10,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,13,20,0,3,7,0,0,15,5,4,2,2,15,2,34,1,52,35,1,47,0,1,1,0,23,15,0,6,16,181,47,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179607689614411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477505550694087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914287778969266,0.0,0.09504364694368993,0.15557240498198324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236654264777196,0.0,0.0,0.5164810523840637,0.11570069563931032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742816766394129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076845085447437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885262605875024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959820260845627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105704402252565,0.0,0.4024430189084992,0.0,0.08090731618655324,0.0,0.0,0.10016482809007572,0.08945592165723347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780577017860333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558530988680316,0.10038621565104652,0.17983225234159605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711439372420127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494936638254696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162934822329617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500925041142684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706625583613833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370979849347841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965691714293084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400987201654001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044691290244238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312041981240788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782366401743584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841876112769143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031016024064992,0.05898751793855949,0.0,0.09588835304855148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003360651371638,0.0,0.0,0.12168366075199655,0.0,0.0,0.08346803076628635,0.17900130284996238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909554644116121,0.09377682381488228,0.09128164285804942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970427842030617,0.1472921397743564,0.10273342759136808,0.0,0.07186153732431468,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iwantsmash5,2018/11/02,"do I have social anxiety?  

For context, I am 16 yrs old and I (unfortunately) go to an irish all boys secondary school

I am ok with talking with people that I know (people that I met as a young kid or someone in my class) and I find talking to complete strangers actually enjoyable, but what makes me very unsettled, stressed, anxious(?) is getting to know someone better and them actually liking me, coming up to me to talk and messaging me online in a friendly way.

I never really had friends, until recently when our classes mixed in school and I met a few other people who want to be friends with me I think. These guys are also dont have a lot of friends but it doesnt make it any less stressful when they ask me to play games with them online and I dont want to disapoint them by telling them I dont have a mic.

This kind of stress isnt new, I always felt this way when people actually wanted to talk to me and progress some sort of friendship.

I also can't bring myself to sign up for some kind of after school sport class or art class despite me really wanting to improve in those areas all because that would mean having to go into this new enviornment where everybody already knows each other and I would be thenew guy.

I hope I don't insult anybody by associating my possibly unrelated problems with a mental illness I probably dont have, but I hope I can maybe at least rule this out.

Sorry for my bad writing skills.",6.8768085106382975,6.2282106524822725,7.475333333333335,74.95300000000002,64.81560283687944,10.073191489361703,34.75744680851064,9.3871,3.080062127659575,1132,45,215,18,15,376,156,282,0.132,0.723,0.14400000000000002,0.3802,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,5,3,6,19,1,3,7,1,24,1,0,2,3,50,46,20,0,9,5,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,4,15,17,0,0,7,4,0,4,9,6,0,0,4,1,38,13,39,38,9,28,0,0,0,0,28,11,0,9,12,152,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.2446200484575323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220772189450363,0.13364172230055216,0.0695264905637605,0.0,0.0,0.05682193009422334,0.0,0.06392121917884427,0.09439613280261808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811493465605712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976697906385011,0.05093584488059539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389977272350626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719773429564352,0.08760839470804184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917148280254347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022825384554162,0.0,0.07636999389909052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582251088754833,0.0,0.043655317986637215,0.0,0.09497524680719564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654700212352981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598279936012214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402444830189132,0.13776296497123716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082194854885513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103755443106008,0.0,0.0,0.11155049103749126,0.0,0.08394468761787105,0.09101855681311193,0.0,0.0,0.08420625488069036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444465521786702,0.16140060833386166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767948602753738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317128549177501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419846812683023,0.0,0.0,0.09008906161430114,0.07995319326333716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705808187649088,0.0,0.08250289966815028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536937955431259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517629581916396,0.14159590943937733,0.0,0.0,0.0935357223293501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871443238626236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686412471062164,0.07303289268484978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053540238915261835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894364562252142,0.19713739142774656,0.13264802623039695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871362766541467,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jwhite45,2018/11/02,"Social anxiety is ruining not just my life but personality I've become a lot more aware recently of how my personality or thoughts can change the minute I'm in a social situation. When I'm in my apartment, I feel like me. But when I go out, the fear creeps in and I will start speaking differently to people and almost feel like I'm acting. I'll be walking down the street and see a cute girl walking towards me and all of a sudden I feel like I'm walking strange and am overly focused on where I'm looking. Straight ahead? too uncomfortable, she'll think I'm checking her out. Straight down? She'll think I'm insecure. I usually pretend to rub my eyes or whip out the phone. Or even at 711, I never know where to look when I'm buying something. When I make eye contact I just freak out and think that the other person knows it. This makes me come off as cold or anti social. when I'm out socializing I close up and even feel like I'm turning into a more cynical person. 

My SA used to be a lot more severe- sweating, difficulty breathing, muscle tension- but its gotten better over the years. I know what some might say- calm down dude, people aren't overanalyzing you, even if they are who cares? Just accept your flaws and don't judge yourself and othersyadadada... I get it, great advice. But how do I really take that to heart? I know theres nothing to really worry about but can't help it sometimes. ugh well so yeah thats about it thanks for reading fellow funky monkey hurdling through space ;-)",2.4706306306306303,4.878804081081082,3.7654324324324335,85.63992792792796,79.13513513513513,6.243963963963964,24.055855855855857,7.42949916751922,1.1633890990991,1192,42,232,17,30,389,171,296,0.141,0.674,0.185,0.9547,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,1,2,21,19,1,3,12,1,14,6,5,5,2,56,51,28,0,1,14,0,5,4,1,4,1,2,0,5,12,17,0,0,13,2,2,6,5,7,1,0,2,13,27,12,33,43,7,45,0,1,5,0,22,27,0,10,16,143,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975657011238952,0.0,0.0,0.0999786261240158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637983861824067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026906237175113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830327060492286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179688176603002,0.0,0.10562095522900113,0.08600614803357512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431498073039977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978366413836617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235145205766107,0.2019350564334076,0.28531224681712297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052163994765464315,0.0,0.056743238920121127,0.0,0.0,0.11007757257084116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831477171107313,0.06692284834483535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948503000510056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052226387473431,0.1951135402170565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768642398528524,0.0,0.0,0.16976637845714376,0.0,0.0,0.1332923341056827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591794572328077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700529540240603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580232333638064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843752271739412,0.3487172161776839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987030254163436,0.0,0.12792432812688126,0.0,0.09858319730353043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939938647993132,0.0,0.0,0.07956217022082615,0.0,0.0,0.1127944911294219,0.0,0.0,0.11222803395859933,0.0,0.4071106159952875,0.0,0.07686423756377044,0.09874756039845092,0.0,0.07066958997390395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506972356547204,0.0,0.0,0.09192228110728336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919266337749952,0.0,0.07926441452073403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860082176127872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623253999034869,0.10996327105670617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977110259081147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139570093419244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429580110342126
socialanxiety,blue_di_do,2018/11/02,"Events are hard I was finally getting around to socialising in college and joined the fest organizing committee. Didnt socialise one bit and I was really awkward around everyone even though everyone was pretty supportive.  Was getting awarded at the ending ceremony as everyone did, I didnt even shake the chief guest's hand and just stood there for a photo. :( 
I dont know where to go. This feels pretty weird. 
I havent been socially anxious for a year and I cant understand what my trigger was now. I hope someone sees this. 
",3.7998979591836735,6.559442663265308,4.848326530612244,77.75738775510206,76.44897959183673,8.817959183673471,30.20816326530613,9.3871,3.3440702040816332,423,20,73,12,10,138,67,98,0.078,0.716,0.205,0.9147,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,2,5,0,13,1,1,1,0,12,23,6,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,10,4,8,3,9,13,1,12,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,5,50,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410644899774449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059104947702664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758173645531287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013704693993313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218054551831364,0.0,0.0,0.226969523990674,0.0,0.0,0.4925409619560629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868767976608734,0.0,0.0,0.1882192048632053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795365658034349,0.0,0.09764863958451167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391598438320772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706549348047276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442717316213983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642893233032264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496031795630776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007158605219404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691741663516652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514772935465836,0.14558159512399774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497804986952091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881119540213774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886953285537766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064573732887698
socialanxiety,14thMelody,2018/11/02,"Been meaning to tell him So I’m new here but have been struggling with very light Asperger’s (diagnosed at 4), social and general anxiety for the past 16 years. I’m gonna explain what’s happening as of recently: I’m going to tell something good to my love of 11 months (at the end of this month). I’ll kinda indirectly tell him I like him as more than a friend.

So about that guy, he’s 16 years old like me (but 4 months younger), I’ve known him since we started school. We’re not super duper close but we’re excellent friends and I want to take it further. He shows some signs but I don’t know what to think: he’s nicer to me than to other people, smiles at me often, he listens and helps me when I need something or have a problem, asks me for supplies in class, told someone I’m super beautiful and super nice, laughs at my jokes and compliments my creations. When he cheers me up, he seems rather happy about that. Today, I heard he was about to be in a relationship with a girl who is a year older than us. He didn’t pursue that decision thankfully. Although it happened back in September or very early October. He might’ve left that decision for my sake, I dunno. Also, I went out with him and a good male friend of mine who’s also his friend back on September 15. He was really fun to be around and seemed very happy there. I want to ask him when I feel 100% mentally, physically and emotionally ready. Do you think he likes me?

I talked to one of my best friends (I have 2) about that and she said that I should do it when the time feels right. Also, I don’t care if others see me negatively. In my country (Lebanon), people generally don’t like when the girl tells the guy. Also, there isn’t this “dates before relationship” thing here. You immediately go into the relationship.

Some former temporary friends (they were mean to me in many ways, not just what I will mention) told me not to do it, shit like I’m too weak to do it, he should come at me, what matters is your friendship (I don’t give a fuck, I love him way too much) and that traditional local mind “The girl shouldn’t make the first move”. I don’t care about that anymore. I’ve deserted them. I’m an atheist and so is he, we don’t care about pleasing society (our families aren’t but I suppose it’s ok but won’t go into details). I’m definitely telling him good stuff.

Why do I like him? Well, in general, people are not nice to me other than my 2 best and only friends and are two faced or mock me (they think I don’t know but trust me, I do), but he purely is nice to me. I can feel he likes me, at least as a great friend maybe even love/crush. I feel like we compensate each other’s traits, he’s very smart, logical, cute, sweet and funny. Those are my ideal traits.

Well, now onward to what I’ll say. As mentioned, I talked to one of my two besties and she said to say some good and sweet stuff but no “I like you”. I’m thinking about saying “You are really really nice to me and you make me feel really comfortable. You’re also really funny and sweet.”. I’ll make sure to find him alone in a good mood. Is that a good saying? If not, what can I say?

NB: This is my second love, not first. So don’t tell me it’s my first one. I had a horrible first love experience and would rather not talk about it.
",1.4002141414141431,3.4231681614814846,3.030636363636365,91.5503181818182,80.71851851851851,6.579797979797982,20.597643097643093,7.686295010490155,0.6323925925925922,2539,70,568,42,66,837,275,675,0.057999999999999996,0.605,0.336,0.9998,1,1,2,0,0,0,99.0,5,6,3,11,39,68,3,1,20,1,46,9,2,3,2,104,105,52,0,13,24,0,5,9,8,7,2,9,0,6,36,32,0,0,21,2,0,6,22,6,2,10,13,19,85,61,68,83,9,62,0,0,1,5,94,24,2,14,39,347,121,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544016617480336,0.0,0.21002730419540494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0401826648561856,0.0,0.0520922205436242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04675976330558557,0.09821046218674244,0.0,0.0,0.08077934509261374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469622292607135,0.0,0.11024674136589087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066294682241974,0.0,0.0,0.04524696941660335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053313339758962144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059085295748949475,0.04652293013677205,0.0,0.0,0.03469328905291581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138104224092938,0.04951735398141013,0.0,0.13279500261736488,0.0750499516666944,0.0,0.0,0.0480083125656612,0.17871621694795733,0.0,0.0,0.32465504071079226,0.0485599465086626,0.0,0.05038825036974442,0.08955614178937947,0.2643406542466292,0.0,0.0579107037513461,0.0,0.1040190799308862,0.09289810448021736,0.11183097249788904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035207437393297215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057734433334731924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707024725133623,0.0,0.0,0.230956359804882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370362982226337,0.0,0.1051856344454542,0.053253674519283915,0.05276997673602716,0.11443361722754584,0.0,0.0,0.05293440522775869,0.055722365905049635,0.053036839062527326,0.0,0.12577856658920886,0.05582740698644766,0.03861305599288127,0.03894776920640032,0.0,0.05073046662422327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05511777539708127,0.0,0.10678004339360284,0.039948806102021006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05014253282964471,0.10924588241166726,0.0,0.0,0.05765837542773521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026081182985035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824925585950354,0.0,0.05186362853551457,0.16918156262660952,0.0,0.04485738433057777,0.09992954973986568,0.2088560930755816,0.0,0.05315967005093772,0.041856857503895666,0.09563639167027724,0.0,0.0,0.05391774590042461,0.043450502659468766,0.0,0.0,0.053544200072541084,0.04450557300925513,0.08087500453853047,0.0,0.0,0.03717856047901199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491215189642072,0.12026065941423365,0.0,0.0,0.049505649134078636,0.0,0.039493426504274835,0.1266565469693378,0.2754631048593351,0.04835938752125017,0.0,0.0,0.03489630398466961,0.1346275621328642,0.0,0.0,0.030628652094614524,0.0,0.04978902500201343,0.10038273369978973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026216084673867,0.0,0.0631829688893504,0.0,0.0,0.1733596099450051,0.0619630369392701,0.08338625655648718,0.0,0.0,0.09445534828127716,0.048692635519190536,0.04739703888941638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037313352088879925,0.0,0.0,0.10147612278857633
socialanxiety,AvoidAtAIICosts,2018/11/02,"I'm going to a family meeting tomorrow, send help. I only seetalk to this family once a year, so there's going to be lots of small talk and surface level conversions. And since I haven't had a job or education for over a year it's gonna be a living hell to talk about myself. 

Last year, I could talk about taking a gap year but now they're gonna be like ""you're still sitting at home? What a loser amirite?"".

I've already prepared my funeral which takes place at Sunday. Farewell.",2.7411363636363606,4.2586448686868685,4.254431818181818,86.60164772727276,75.06060606060606,7.374242424242425,24.49621212121212,8.07648339933343,1.3295545454545454,378,12,79,6,8,126,70,99,0.11900000000000001,0.8,0.081,-0.6767,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,13,5,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,11,6,1,20,1,1,0,0,7,7,1,2,10,42,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019560518230164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484485625545518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420432204649597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062042811735312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159843269132295,0.0,0.1819737108172104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002607233613238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787717333593473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863004666582029,0.0,0.1601924818224558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423226935665665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320070829311825,0.0,0.13797403530482802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895397233794081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006809396606174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448779939123271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728025167457397,0.4374427320432725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4673004115140847
socialanxiety,osama699,2018/11/02,"I want to start smoking. Seriously, I’m 23 and every smoker I see seem cool and has great personality. Unlike non smokers they seem boring. I get anxiety when approaching  people so smoking should help with that or at least give me an excuse to avoid them. Smokers also seem not to have social anxiety so perhaps smoking contributes to that as well. I also want to die so I’m sure smoking will help. Convince me why I shouldn’t start smoking. ",3.613214285714285,6.090733654761905,4.940714285714286,78.34178571428573,75.54761904761905,7.057142857142857,28.357142857142854,8.07648339933343,2.2431000000000005,353,15,60,6,8,117,55,84,0.14,0.622,0.23800000000000002,0.8129,0,1,3,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,14,17,10,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,2,9,5,8,14,1,5,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,4,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306816191162836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29350212890599353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909147821500287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161626854268385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022437722360254,0.1840228716574483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149561506555886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571620838299508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299225415070312,0.16750042810034038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286538151061752,0.5239103352759503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554871196453366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715595565725775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079952469215746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262951364754613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248013481891025,0.0,0.1730986716245928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,freshchippies,2018/11/02,"A mix of anxiety and paranoia? I am mostly writing this here to get it off my chest, otherwise I will brood over it all weekend and it will just get toxic in my mind.

So in an effort to be social and get to know my work colleagues, I have been essentially organising/hosting after work drinks every so often. Tonight was another one and I realised the whole experience, more often than not, just ends up making me feel stressed out and depressed.

I try to be lovely, friendly, charming and laugh a lot and seem like a happy, chilled out person instead of the depressed and anxious being I am on the inside. But it really takes it out of me. I freak out as soon as I walk in the door when I get home afterwards that I've said too much, that I will get fired for revealing what I'm actually like as a person, that they will realise I'm a terrible employee. I feel like I disclose way too much information about myself, although I expect I would feel that way about other people knowing anything about me in general.

Basically, I've made friends with my boss which stresses me out because I'm sure she now knows way too much about me and what I'm like. I'm afraid she's not going to give me a good recommendation when I apply for future/other jobs. I know she adores me as a person but I suspect she thinks I'm a fairly poor employee.

I had been hosting these drinks as a sort of exposure therapy, thinking that socialising might help - except pretty much every time they're done with I want to quit and never do them again. It's too risky. I can blame my boss for the last two - she kept asking when the next drinks was because I know she enjoys them, and I felt obliged to organise it. I don't quite know how I'm going to say no more drinks to her from now on, but I need to figure out a way.

I don't know if all of this is irrational thinking, and maybe it's hard to explain to an outside perspective, but I thought someone here might understand how it feels.",6.8894162436548205,5.754079743654826,7.397060913705584,77.11716497461931,65.01522842639594,10.316548223350251,33.91319796954315,9.3871,2.868129340101522,1545,56,310,24,20,511,198,394,0.1,0.797,0.10300000000000001,0.3291,3,0,4,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,5,26,21,0,3,18,0,24,6,1,6,4,78,67,30,0,5,10,0,7,4,2,7,0,2,2,3,21,20,4,1,23,5,1,3,6,7,0,2,11,9,49,14,50,46,11,38,0,2,0,1,25,15,0,9,20,219,70,5,0.0,0.0,0.08250147728967755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865038969979562,0.06467493215292353,0.09550918400705738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957143650443957,0.0,0.07903600969930517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307288734863912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563300288035444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651653209860648,0.0,0.33127863107666583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487973634699734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246173781242094,0.0,0.0,0.0826989805870743,0.0,0.0,0.17098931223728006,0.060397319957445066,0.0811742476264475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063495667985106,0.0,0.22085035025697014,0.08110105901714693,0.09609512650684086,0.07091040352785538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999727351063247,0.07573365104553521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056667188023476235,0.0,0.08480321874201588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838955820762607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252371887880818,0.06891358219295178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652131662483147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187517810453456,0.076303085224419,0.07999634449301746,0.056432907038972815,0.0,0.08493450290887161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937288366551427,0.08536402402008564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859444096049854,0.06268733892953607,0.06520454017268723,0.0,0.08991211786409299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728831978071596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861126150002139,0.2214582673731456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601031696461127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984313062885854,0.0,0.0,0.05416021683200136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041946536683124,0.06723174631514553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696449656540709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618063334694633,0.07163275320595043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368674859963297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968049183378391,0.0,0.06356558702097269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668194251399867,0.0,0.0,0.16251464054249046,0.0,0.06711745827184049,0.04929752676295581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057398942046540835,0.0,0.08258593088345692,0.08801192961362747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986547338733175,0.2684242324185674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943889025196674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309618129826133,0.0,0.0,0.060056706626687786,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway54722139333,2018/11/02,"Need a more permanent solution I have dealt with social anxiety for years now.  For the longest time I could not find anything to help me cope with it.  
  
  Just a few months ago, I finally did.  I learned that if I go out in public when I am super tired, my social anxiety is practically gone.  So, I have been going to places while tired for a few months now.  

  The problem is that the lack of sleep, and inadequate sleep, I get is effecting my daily life.  I sleep 3 hours a night, on average, and don't eat much throughout the day due to my busy schedule.  While I am not as socially anxious, it has effected my mood and cognitive ability, to the point it is becoming a detriment to my job and school work.

  Do any of you have some more permanent solutions that they know of or have tried that may help me?  All help is very much appreciated.",5.374545454545455,5.56907690909091,6.292272727272728,79.33840909090911,67.7878787878788,10.721212121212124,31.65151515151515,10.577609850970193,3.167133333333332,650,25,135,17,10,216,102,165,0.098,0.763,0.14,0.8061,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,4,5,3,0,0,10,0,18,7,3,2,1,24,24,11,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,5,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,3,0,19,1,17,19,9,24,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,4,16,95,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909181822930735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136157097591026,0.0,0.20555243347738375,0.15177553758904433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055734886734173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837733698988104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726632639192407,0.0,0.0,0.08664365292325688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747203151871354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471721890241133,0.12279207352639575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019153390422336,0.0,0.15270667043061836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27015285541399986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323061868408648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333201325437915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383440912807636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489430205685168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447134424957665,0.0,0.19752317701530994,0.099617692947245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607694411133846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403655632506099,0.0,0.12700273548871888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855334778256075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596783066694693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40333650386978825,0.4108540584441779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833967700640228,0.3088276203870913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121379662831593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085156316294063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780729092147594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865160140311548
socialanxiety,OneShortMuchacho,2018/11/02,I backed out again Today I could've turned in an application that I filled out about a week ago and I backed out. I knew that I probably should have turned it in but I just can't do it. I struggle with it so much and I have been worrying about it the entire week. Even though I am a bit calmer now that I didn't turn it in I am still panicking because I still have to get a job. People tell me it's not gonna be as bad as I think but I freak out when I turn in applications. How is getting the job gonna be any better than that? ,-0.2439355742296918,1.4739149075630245,1.9615336134453791,98.66202030812326,84.7983193277311,5.64733893557423,16.639355742296914,6.816661863887847,-0.4722274509803919,410,8,107,5,12,138,70,119,0.139,0.758,0.10400000000000001,-0.785,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,14,4,0,1,6,0,13,0,0,1,0,15,23,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,17,1,15,15,2,20,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,11,79,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339138266759726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233151576958144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314195624171737,0.12564445991943246,0.09173117148594538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330872736157332,0.16428511472578586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014598319039999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939057765612444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723911009597394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298656231500331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062006644418164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432383952688476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162242820931348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24034694046090796,0.0,0.0,0.15731430044011366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152609559522224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642146603924087,0.14784577180968814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263738293413356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6547158301894654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414118536055285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281967815284536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,76loner,2018/11/02,"Multiplayer Success! I posted here about a month ago, talking about my nervousness for the new fallout game, since it was an online multiplayer. I still want to play with others, and talk to strangers.

I plugged in my headset, and set out. But I couldn’t speak. There were plenty of people talking, but I just couldn’t talk. 

Instead, I used the in-game emojis to “talk” to others. This might sound stupid, but it took a lot to go up to someone and press the wave or thumbs-up button. I was able to get the courage to say hello to about 5 other players in game! 

I managed to team up with someone even! We didn’t talk, but stumbled upon each other in a building. He waved and invited me. After a while, we found one other mute person and invited him. We traveled a little, but they logged off soon after. 

Sorry if that isn’t a big enough success story, I just didn’t imagine I could be interacting at all in this game a month ago. ",3.1849637681159417,4.859213510869568,4.136391304347828,87.25498550724637,74.21739130434783,6.211014492753622,25.31014492753623,6.742157984588678,0.939573623188406,722,24,144,6,15,233,109,184,0.044000000000000004,0.867,0.08900000000000001,0.8306,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,1,3,11,6,1,1,12,0,11,0,0,1,1,31,17,13,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,10,12,0,0,2,6,0,3,5,2,0,1,7,4,18,4,29,5,4,27,0,0,0,0,21,12,0,4,10,106,28,4,0.14329557514070446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25404576280395025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440985668278154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480626344420848,0.0,0.09464537592767948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711620189865114,0.0,0.0,0.07486602370426113,0.0,0.08143817760028732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361981138930693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182477368636745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520139604123204,0.0,0.0,0.2287543219155585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839575940213925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710079023397454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934310920701746,0.12512016904487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723755042926658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395439281513432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853558053200587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24282775161000295,0.0,0.0,0.1604076645884885,0.0,0.0,0.114436031409807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6910533321491049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592066565093089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123761368584261,0.0,0.0,0.08451944287831978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tae_8ever,2018/11/02,"is prozac worth it? i just got a prescription of prozac from my psychiatrist today and i am still thinking about whether i should take it. i've been reading around a bit on the internet and my main concerns are having to rely on the drug for the rest of my life as withdrawal is pretty bad, and i'm also worried about the emotional apathy that is linked to SSRIs. however social anxiety has been quite debilitating in my life as many of the coursework at uni require social interaction of some sort and i just can't handle it, so i wanted to get treated asap, but im not sure if prozac would be more helpful to my life than messing it up?",10.147086614173226,6.6000444960629965,10.204188976377953,67.14376377952757,60.732283464566926,13.309606299212598,40.36062992125984,11.20814326018867,4.338336692913385,509,19,97,10,5,171,87,127,0.07400000000000001,0.8440000000000001,0.083,0.2861,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,7,0,13,7,0,0,1,20,19,11,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,10,2,21,13,5,8,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,2,73,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341791169256133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676045460123902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078220532000588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601820756096363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094444170910363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224786182060029,0.0,0.0,0.2157991485980212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023079027255127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534355063251423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128589269419486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722489201210706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065161576536574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945001285904866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951747423294732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405015304533414,0.1918963337358141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3911224490476351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320719995987472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081109349641328,0.0,0.14424312693725605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292615665978045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818460764013544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315480820183565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948273187390524,0.0,0.13628077019926993,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,circlepervert,2018/11/02,"How to be functional? It's only two months, when I started to study. I challenged myself, that if I can study, I can do anything. But I can't do it. I was there only once, I missed few important information and now the only way, how to fix it, is to go to teachers and ask them about it. But I'm too scared to even go out from bed. I cry, or feel really empty all the time, since I woke up. Yesterday I felt confident, that I could actually do it. Now...  


How to do hard things in my life? How to convince myself, that I can be member of society and not nervous little piece of crap?   


BTW.: I'm not diagnosed with social anxiety, I am diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, but I feel, that this community has more experiences with this kind of situation.",3.171401766004416,4.705323,5.493658940397353,78.08808222958059,73.96688741721856,9.53664459161148,27.152869757174397,9.928628108626363,2.7200591611479035,587,22,119,17,12,207,93,151,0.106,0.8490000000000001,0.045,-0.6755,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,1,11,7,1,2,2,0,15,4,1,4,1,24,26,13,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,12,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,3,4,18,3,19,20,4,14,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,2,7,91,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.1688727944278413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238352670639705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424062123592279,0.0,0.16177930695087803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816712694053113,0.0,0.19008837664082134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35128620578290626,0.0,0.0,0.19833141651421413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429854078387308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692770651734789,0.0,0.0,0.17499955105905124,0.0,0.16615607965568988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669772078296524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550196881854226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020596677671172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223102551603054,0.0,0.17344254495852296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812764193008026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429364685658586,0.0,0.3948392067890541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110144161071218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086088957078873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325422084146144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431495596375484,0.19451655305300106,0.0,0.17640368217601546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248637495034205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496738225408952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090741858610637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690456630218293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735981375676345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tibo_Bones,2018/11/02,"Can you relate? Having only 1/2 or no friends at all.

Skipping school cause it is too much to handle sometimes. 

Trying to avoid to go to big or even small social events.

Have a presentation and be dying from anxiety for every single day till the presentation itself

Wanted to make new friends but just couldn't get yourself to do it

And there is so much more... 

I know for a fact that I am getting past my social anxiety and I am very happy currently but I know personally that all the people with SA are currently going through the hardest time of their life. 
I can only say that it all starts with seeking help (start talking through mails with therapists or just someone this really helped for me). And for all of you with SA, do NOT lose hope. 

I know SA is a pain, it is annoying, it sucks, it screws you over, it makes you miss oppurtunities

BUT if you make that one step, that one step towards the light. You will get there, cause we humans like to support eachother. Just look at this beautiful subreddit. People help eachother here all the time and I am truely grateful for all the ones that were there in my time of need. 

Thank you for reading this my friend, if you feel like talking you can always send me a message. 

-Tibo
",3.2148892284186417,5.477746470588237,3.8005194805194833,87.08311688311692,75.89075630252101,6.5121466768525575,24.26355996944233,7.520522993642371,1.1515731092436976,972,32,188,13,22,306,133,238,0.09,0.737,0.17300000000000001,0.9815,2,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,9,1,1,10,16,3,1,10,0,19,3,0,5,7,43,41,15,1,6,12,0,1,2,3,1,2,1,0,2,17,10,0,1,4,1,0,5,3,7,0,3,1,4,23,9,29,37,10,26,0,2,1,1,27,7,2,6,16,136,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776143902586568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797596950612888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413900452659961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577159931893712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193650365205007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760131244587272,0.0,0.09899074376494907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594066851006421,0.08393517748420742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723184145163404,0.0,0.18415168116064526,0.0,0.13354502326265558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250707337764668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23625405006212316,0.0,0.0,0.11669449433885977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19370898186939392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298695623406639,0.11479976629385835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866235968425503,0.13144172390064598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23527729731733285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273795044472565,0.08711765559747622,0.0,0.11347297700793813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23884364200039426,0.1787135131197352,0.12501808753279414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215789748287523,0.16290612365064602,0.10258810043451666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117522211720643,0.0,0.07526736973726962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934330954338866,0.0,0.11890657466492388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395333687247715,0.09954924917629106,0.0,0.11620102677876415,0.0,0.16632064395042445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332673305190834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886869368677656,0.0,0.10816939077190696,0.0,0.13641542987865693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552882121077146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976828096804088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694189873665428,0.06929889210396624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ContentRaise,2018/11/02,"I have a great opportunity but social anxiety might ruin things. I volunteer at a hospital (currently in the ER). They just opened an oncology floor with 6 patients and want to recruit volunteers. Basically I would talk to these patients to provide emotional support and also make sure they’re comfortable as much as a volunteer can (such as making sure they have blankets, towels in their bathrooms, etc. Of course a volunteer can’t give medications or anything). I would be trained. The hospital requires we do a shift once per week for 3-4 hours. The oncology floor would take about 1 - 1 1/2 hours, then I could use the remaining shift at the ER.

One of the things I’m nervous about is I’m shy and have (professionally diagnosed) social anxiety disorder. I might be really awkward talking to the patients (I was also home schooled, my older sibling has autism and was one of my main role models, and I was also left to figure out social skills for myself with very little outside help. I’ve also looked into social skills groups, but because I’m over 18 and don’t have an autism diagnosis, I’m on my own. Which is frustrating. People say the social awkwardness stems from social anxiety, but in my case, it’s the other way around. I was really awkward long before I was socially anxious). I also know I have to go through an interviewing process and for some reason am intimidated by the volunteer coordinators and the main volunteer guy who will most likely do the training. They’ll notice my nerves and might declare I’m too nervous. I remember I was initially turned down for the ER due to my nerves. I had to try again 6 months later and was finally allowed to.

But this is also something I’m passionate about. I initially wanted to be a mental health therapist and like the idea of helping these patients out at some of their most vulnerable moments. I also like patient care for the reason I stated and also, patients can be a pleasure to talk to. They have interesting stories. They crack the funniest jokes. They have interesting wisdom, insights, and really give me perspective on many things. I used to volunteer on the med/surg floor for 11 months before I switched over to the ER. One of the things I miss about the med/surg floor was the in-depth conversations and getting to know the patients a bit better. At the ER, the patients are usually stressed and far less talkative. I’ve been volunteering at the hospital for two years and working with patients is what made me go from wanting to be a therapist to wanting to work in patient care. It took me a long time to figure out what I want to do exactly, but I finally decided my field - a radiologist technologist. I’ve been told by people who do this that 80% of it is patient care. 

There are also some ulterior motives. In order to get into said field, I need to be accepted into a program. Having employer and character references (could get those from volunteer coordinators and the staff at the hospital) as well as patient care experience are one of the main things they look at. I also think having a combination of volunteering in the ER and being more on-the-go as well as getting to talk to patients more in-depth would be beneficial to me down the road. As a radiologist technologist, I would only be working with each patient for a brief period of time, but it’s also important I have a positive interaction with them to help soothe nerves and to get them to comply.

I think this could look great on my application. But if I’m too nervous for my own good, it won’t look good on my application.

This could also be good experience for me.

Fuck social anxiety. I also would really appreciate any advice on how to approach this.",6.517977469216664,7.367782795389054,7.4622281896777585,69.65507663086196,65.42651296829972,10.920041917736445,34.50471574534976,10.832165505486646,4.014548703170029,2956,130,511,80,44,994,281,694,0.078,0.746,0.17600000000000002,0.9977,4,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,1,0,11,9,27,38,2,7,49,0,65,5,0,10,3,95,112,52,0,17,10,0,0,3,0,12,3,2,1,1,25,35,0,1,15,1,0,5,3,11,8,5,15,6,57,27,102,71,17,68,0,2,4,2,40,39,1,10,24,370,82,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734460067960285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.503688917555211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03294753714503719,0.0,0.1482559103331227,0.05473450280032472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039870071404792685,0.043130609310271885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029534558900664306,0.0,0.08245445196421357,0.0,0.0,0.04284992612500253,0.052894652044365637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759127078977406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547329467065084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917554464812502,0.0,0.0,0.055527688063834624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449952323914774,0.0,0.0,0.05403435336456311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478643612310092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614881317806928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479107533768556,0.12656514910335334,0.09295495900279746,0.08260544300898208,0.12191222406991024,0.0,0.1068321891220457,0.0,0.04797293634693275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149989012117191,0.0,0.0,0.09742467367310877,0.0,0.04859911705840179,0.0,0.09542662103757003,0.0,0.0,0.05469394634324348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325350497684853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052640868204394266,0.0,0.0,0.07101040024067763,0.048559445108204764,0.0,0.08575312727885702,0.16274257636692216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045844388549537436,0.06468125846676445,0.04912051019200197,0.0,0.0,0.10763364947062816,0.04880809370009916,0.048826020269383034,0.15419279892340426,0.0,0.0,0.0773443637814874,0.0,0.035616190386183535,0.03592492558548152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516043806236963,0.0,0.051597474140288715,0.1313234002389465,0.03684826925101768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717800576050226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415277423533735,0.09962896287736887,0.0,0.0,0.05488419821685206,0.0,0.04608687110127743,0.03852923931048493,0.0,0.049033801669309866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951078980562656,0.0,0.03729903636297011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549910196504792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498027845900761,0.09132675875620994,0.0,0.03642823291785873,0.1557685114364146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250794419321344,0.16093952868186154,0.06208937315186658,0.0,0.0,0.0565029561231872,0.0,0.0,0.04629587665369467,0.053829529664736746,0.03289424558323018,0.05269948845276325,0.04732843141947463,0.0,0.0,0.08369017235363352,0.05336062876226921,0.039976173306602164,0.1428847875276973,0.038457209779698937,0.038863520950037436,0.0,0.08712440859380456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581613197765004,0.0,0.0,0.2065041604874664,0.0,0.0,0.031200093819354683
socialanxiety,fartwithmypantsdown,2018/11/02,"Anyone else have extra trouble when dealing with family? I'm awkward and anxious with everyone  but when it comes to family members, like my cousins and uncles, it's worse for some reason. I spend so much energy trying to be as not awkward as possible when we visit each other. It's as if I take a step through a minefield with every action I take. One wrong move and I'm scarred for the rest of my life. That memory would torment me for countless nights.

So I end up not talking at all and just sitting on the couch trying to act normal while not saying a word. This act alone is haunting enough but I'm in too much fear to do anything else. It's been like this for most of my life. I'm 23 now and still act like a shy child when I visit them. I know they know something's off with me, but I'm not sure what. I'm the weird relative they have to be nice to.

I used to get asked every visit about a girlfriend or college or a job, but recently they stopped. I'm glad not to be asked those things but it leads me to believe they have lost any hope in me. They may think I'm retarded and I couldn't blame them.

Needless to say, my fear is growing each day as we close in on the holidays.",2.3298192771084345,3.712755345381528,3.6245361445783137,91.25126204819277,75.86746987951805,6.586425702811245,24.096586345381517,7.1686216300943375,0.8021420080321287,927,29,205,10,20,303,136,249,0.16699999999999998,0.715,0.11800000000000001,-0.8903,1,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,7,2,11,15,0,4,10,0,13,2,0,3,2,47,33,25,0,5,14,1,0,3,1,2,2,2,1,1,12,16,0,1,4,1,1,12,6,8,0,1,2,2,25,7,34,25,10,34,0,1,0,0,21,9,0,7,15,135,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244937157079847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696558107876923,0.0,0.0,0.14447264510648716,0.0,0.08941954413812803,0.13103238476495296,0.10523772724214356,0.0,0.23910876212861065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408160077121376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016083833006944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247467225848196,0.1318429034714071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213661530672478,0.0,0.11326736467696867,0.13213847264447268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549575888645936,0.12219874878708595,0.0,0.0,0.2411155176495546,0.2878103584278862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681416997963457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701777792040594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690524771324774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056352632385916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806566597155896,0.1874331514486721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396006143411128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359205718021926,0.18801907281334246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200105754329584,0.12529927679516004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665758354520912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417012065228202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148616557839735,0.12627013194424214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033971565406667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845143680101852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212841655131824,0.1069168433941404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052926153951846,0.0,0.1923058727836671,0.10278840457186632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496052113849457,0.08194297484511592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364983420159807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045081210891633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032483495249508,0.090845203557605,0.1398212002216842,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hannah1497,2018/11/02,"Tried to tell friend about my anxiety she replied saying she has the same problem... but clearly DOESN'T i was talking to one of my very close friends, trying to explain what i was struggling with by explaining how i couldn't go up to a cashier to buy clothes. although i never used the word anxiety to explain why, instead saying i was scared, i made it extremely clear that it was something i could NOT do.

After telling her she exclaimed ""me too, yeah i have the same problem"" and at first i felt relief to know that i wasn't alone and the conversation basically ended there (we where at school the bell rang we had to go back to class)

about a week later i found out she was going to go to Japan as part of a school exchange program, the first thing i thought was how the hell could she go to a foreign country by herself to live with strangers in a foreign speaking country (where Australian) for 6 MONTHS if she couldn't even go up to a cashier.

She was clearly lying or completely misunderstand what i was trying to say although she put in zero effort to get me to further explain. 

I want to know what you guys think, do you think she was just being selfish and trying to make it about her? Is she really a friend?",7.4884999999999975,6.337233516666667,7.058333333333334,80.08000000000004,63.83333333333334,9.5,37.5,8.07648339933343,2.8756250000000003,964,42,190,9,12,302,129,240,0.129,0.748,0.124,-0.5077,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,2,0,3,13,10,1,2,14,1,22,0,0,5,4,44,44,11,0,8,5,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,0,1,9,9,0,0,11,0,2,7,6,6,0,4,15,6,35,4,38,24,3,27,1,0,0,0,33,11,1,2,9,145,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128422302498293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916817720487796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004559595441729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278110922577945,0.0,0.0,0.1869957153994881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371921101634204,0.0,0.0,0.07734595730646285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243801500107613,0.0,0.0,0.19921686965086846,0.0,0.12839827540536686,0.27142232262677096,0.0,0.06118190367334081,0.0,0.3993167386815239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595117578965446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871437496196958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340480329925912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080644964557204,0.07816769768414852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347113814661906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031767192734907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935256743657099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681200673263074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241050481002489,0.0,0.11772166608512614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501969467757677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793769325285844,0.11724133551019846,0.2370306005818097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901522285571744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242232063118845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412360086444503,0.2047077703842473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779856311792263,0.15007077675915154,0.0,0.09296733878866956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180231807789311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114008673833327,0.0,0.09662290139902777,0.06907085693682262,0.0,0.09393360700070692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056679676810709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AboutAGir1,2018/11/02,DAE have a really hard time hearing people either in person or on the phone because of anxiety? Every time someone talks to me I can never hear them or I hear half the stuff they say so I just smile and nod and it makes everything more awkward and produces more anxiety. It's even worse on the phone. Anyone else deal with the same stuff?,2.2660127931769734,4.7151506119403015,3.289125799573561,88.52895522388063,80.19402985074628,6.216631130063965,21.51172707889127,7.447530270364453,0.8913130063965881,269,8,52,4,7,86,51,67,0.151,0.809,0.04,-0.6876,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,12,6,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,6,6,4,6,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,3,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682483501573527,0.0,0.0,0.12259225791787992,0.17964256095833275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687731342280693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807537645466155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146462665001223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580139823086187,0.0,0.14772000857446524,0.0,0.15757201500333526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705796873757655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5928166040467819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703169762895088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522248684184768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215492129226084,0.15308820299207396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231854696806294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942654771242952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855344431819725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014134402504357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092067596292518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446840500323696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867252549310392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brendan_jb,2018/11/02,Having no friends gets lonely Years and years of isolation is taking its toll on me. Its to.the point where i'm scared to even initiate a conversation with my family. I did have one friend in high school but we've been distant since then. I really want to go out and meet some people just so I have someone to talk to but im so anxious that i don't know how i am ever going to make a friend. Its just a full on cycle that never seems to stop.,2.72130699088146,3.763846936170218,4.2088449848024325,88.80500000000002,74.31914893617021,7.499088145896658,20.875379939209726,7.957251820313856,0.6519592705167168,348,7,78,5,7,116,70,94,0.111,0.7559999999999999,0.133,0.4762,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,2,2,17,17,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,7,3,12,15,2,16,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,2,6,53,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870218161703046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371123310243355,0.18312065481565828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084458814859984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692192677395383,0.0,0.10576774880816103,0.0,0.2301052543099425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389140997239456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218672428557486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125699644508684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351318105057884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613598570507067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718014504296974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403480043488872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913734132587733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129689724345408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268006354269888,0.20488242042972252,0.0,0.18429587117260265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16746236658786462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152870798503153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925083165621602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221141902321594,0.16271545629411482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194057165246648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607324140377543
socialanxiety,UniqueMe019,2018/11/02,"Does anyone else goes through this ? I’ve been truly miserable going out in public I’d say going on almost a year now I’ve never ever been this miserable in my life ! It’s like no matter where I go I always find a way to worry about something whether it be me over thinking a group of people staring at me to thinking everyone I pass by laughs at me or look at me weird .. it’s like now going out in public is truly a challenge For me , whenever I do go out I avoid ways to not get out of the car just so I won’t have to face people and the idea of being talked about . I never have fun ever , whenever I do go out I’m always looking down to avoid eye contact so that people can’t see my face . Basically I have this huge problem about getting judge by others !! Ik that this is something I can’t let take control of my life because if I just stay in the car all the time or stay home I’ll miss out on so many opportunities .. even going out finding a job is truly challenging for me. Jobs I’ve had in the pass I never lasted long there, because every time I had to go to work my heart would literally be beating so fast and I’d feel like crying or passing out from the thought of having to go to a place full of people and felt like I would be talked about or made fun of . This truly isn’t a way to live life , my family thinks it’s all in my head and that I should just relax ! But honestly it’s just not that easy for me no matter how hard I’ve tried . Do anyone else go through this and if so what ways do you cope with this type of situation ?!!",4.384514231197328,3.8530406586102717,5.820524725711563,84.36109079344888,69.90634441087613,8.418572110033393,26.78661154396565,7.669130373188453,1.2965311178247745,1202,31,269,12,19,410,151,331,0.114,0.762,0.124,0.5301,2,2,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,6,21,19,0,4,13,0,27,8,5,3,7,56,52,19,0,6,14,0,3,4,0,4,3,1,1,0,18,14,0,3,9,1,0,15,11,7,0,0,7,9,29,12,52,36,3,59,0,3,5,0,8,25,0,7,17,179,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594466506196559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283207636638678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120026314542047,0.1758825140586544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464029504120756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626375952216804,0.0,0.0,0.09427837983400393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510894161831427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433970969837184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668879619533908,0.15527325923393875,0.07231406172969553,0.08201263828803958,0.0,0.0,0.08091130200146586,0.0,0.04339737767528053,0.061315769283421626,0.08240864731623003,0.0,0.15689105997219774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968351001044703,0.0,0.4877821242984106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688531672880602,0.0,0.08808461825940396,0.0,0.0,0.10170697298818476,0.0,0.0,0.08609280343135517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688972673629882,0.0,0.0,0.17034272905191247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996153652536824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877652727133768,0.18186924295020945,0.16772552807645766,0.0,0.07578797941080004,0.07595536274425273,0.14414834553714928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121283205789566,0.0,0.08701644565529837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858827565248224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23801020244459398,0.0,0.08967232725021464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212611130898842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825412532353331,0.0,0.0,0.0683940591737083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647462825874742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321496685595035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296313957039814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453221551700285,0.13797110572785226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498596645848707,0.0,0.0681380993260208,0.1000943677424911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058271795671032085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272506103195521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248403950268356,0.08716282562937835,0.0,0.12193995263494145,0.0,0.0,0.05527062438195406
socialanxiety,throwawayties1,2018/11/02,"The Guide to Mastering Social Hello all! Over the past few weeks, some of you may have noticed a series I had going around to get people to really break down social and master it in discrete stages. I'm happy to say that the series has been completely written. I've noticed that people haven't been able to see most of the posts so I decided to make this new post to aggregate the entire collection, comments, and questions in one place. Without further ado, here's the series:

​

[Stage 1: Make People Talk](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialskills/comments/9ejn21/mastering_social_stage_1_make_people_talk/)

[Stage 2: Make People Feel at Ease](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialskills/comments/9eugjx/mastering_social_stage_2_make_people_feel_at_ease/)

[Stage 3: Make People Laugh](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialskills/comments/9flpzj/mastering_social_stage_3_make_people_laugh/)

[Stage 4: Make People Feel Important](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialskills/comments/9kxfi2/mastering_social_stage_4_make_people_feel/)

[Stage 5: Make People Feel a Part of Something Great](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialskills/comments/9o7pxt/mastering_social_stage_5_make_people_feel_like_a/)

[Stage 6: Make People Respect You](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialskills/comments/9qw630/mastering_social_stage_6_make_people_respect_you/)

[Stage 7: Make People Love You](https://www.reddit.com/r/socialskills/comments/9sjoik/mastering_social_stage_7_make_people_love_you/)

​

I hope people find this useful. Please leave your comments and questions below!",17.66789652659703,24.348543474860328,8.67203303376245,46.750177313577865,52.798882681564244,9.593490405635169,34.039591935875634,9.54385415503706,4.9754700510080125,1338,47,109,29,23,322,110,179,0.008,0.863,0.129,0.9636,0,0,1,0,0,0,131.0,0,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,8,0,7,1,0,9,1,26,26,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,5,4,18,21,5,24,0,0,1,1,11,9,0,6,3,54,10,0,0.08638058150018646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718664793205256,0.2099237226970572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689703128193785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056839624360824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102985235769232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895028657499037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513028860682395,0.0,0.049092075107837814,0.0,0.0,0.095234896054197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195373524733473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579540803234782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146456343734488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796184732698726,0.0,0.4612776712606604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342690388435338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966897291292032,0.0,0.0,0.058533717571546726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354175203848512,0.08246003920845765,0.5988541888270137,0.0,0.09024932249811213,0.0948199388854188,0.0,0.0,0.16545743855804218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935320408099699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055337612410221726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869330547162057,0.0,0.0,0.06883413972406065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610824935260944,0.0,0.06649999181222717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942943937157747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460508794545892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928929208309477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326779806794052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099237226970572,0.0
socialanxiety,WheresBaeTho,2018/11/02,"Law school is stressing me out Every day I do something that I later replay in my head over and over again because of how awkward it was. If you struggle with social anxiety, you probably know all about that - and it’s a nightmare for people like us. Well, I go through it ALL the time now that I’m in law school. I often think of quitting. I originally wanted to attend medical school where I know that it’s okay to be awkward and anxious as long as you’re smart. I can’t help but think that law isn’t for people like me. That no matter how hard I try in school I’ll choke when I have to do a public announcement or moot, I’ll say the wrong thing to a professor or classmate... I’m no anxious about all of it that I’ve been having trouble sleeping for the past 2 weeks, and I’ve developed an eye twich (muscle spasm) for the first time in my life. I don’t belong. I don’t know what to do. What would you do?",3.3472716346153817,3.908465369791666,4.55125,88.7379807692308,72.38541666666666,7.366025641025642,25.70673076923077,7.321109707123232,1.0275403846153843,709,21,158,7,13,234,106,192,0.165,0.767,0.068,-0.9528,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,3,0,2,10,11,0,4,8,1,15,5,3,3,3,28,24,13,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,15,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,6,1,1,2,3,19,5,25,20,3,22,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,4,14,104,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553271321762224,0.3116924282698386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409410801820619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896746802156752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623030145198772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734169036578855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840116015335588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235776739249453,0.0,0.14157829734198907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246615193024628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22744402658594234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743940264325797,0.1347925163047164,0.0,0.0,0.12208296004253147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897187757513954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169055750919212,0.19127675113997689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873532178393342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672866980314855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970477071734287,0.0,0.5584581544611451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380513797963932,0.1406244391940227,0.0,0.10620199893393564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580232666165603,0.14421712444876358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164901466713454,0.1767878257527773,0.0,0.0,0.16088155274478788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936601846859254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593897293527388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136751794347842,0.0,0.11065657488681026,0.0,0.12403519300816335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979969670821312,0.15082858553803535,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,puppies6uui,2018/11/02,"I almost went to a party It sucks. I'm a senior in college and I've never been to a party with friends because my social anxiety is so bad. 

I've been ""out"" and to a party with my boyfriend, but I freak out at the idea of going without him because of a past trauma. He pushed me to go tonight because some of my friends were going and he's trying to help me be more independent.

I wrote half the paper I have due tomorrow and started getting ready, then had a panic attack. I'm so fucking frustrated with myself. ",3.9594474393530974,4.488906292452832,5.6779784366576855,81.32537735849056,70.98113207547169,7.5665768194070075,30.23719676549865,7.447530270364453,1.9077347708894885,401,16,79,4,7,138,67,106,0.22399999999999998,0.627,0.15,-0.899,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,4,1,8,0,7,1,0,1,1,17,18,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,8,0,1,6,0,11,2,16,11,2,17,0,0,0,1,8,4,2,2,8,55,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147530708601168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406311559753686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24398189113775176,0.0,0.0,0.17906710945262555,0.3922027855877835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313861690363877,0.19826699264408087,0.11204772958490976,0.0,0.36565169819986665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143749596788138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421018958700432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540659040107325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516253666792489,0.0,0.0,0.20472858605635555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186173644162047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517975596553597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560586228202585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988087529417287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067340584131946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,redditweeb132,2018/11/02,"Why am I sad? I have to go into school everyday, a cycle of homework,bad grades, and tests. My friends are like ""Ayy watchu get?"" But they are getting over 90% while this fucking dumbass is getting 41%. I can't go out with friends because what if they think I'm weird. Ugh.",0.396571428571427,2.776975981818186,1.6342857142857168,97.34000000000002,89.18181818181819,4.5974025974025965,24.22077922077921,6.1826913282559595,0.5298051948051947,209,9,46,2,7,66,47,55,0.193,0.6659999999999999,0.141,-0.4859,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,14,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,6,14,0,7,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,1,3,25,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570938429592545,0.18770043192989685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757844361342643,0.2846598866014901,0.4826142804544182,0.0,0.34998722196813004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043035789044462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116236062116149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729771820969647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778428866905947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bruh302,2018/11/02,"Will face the greatest fear of my life soon, voluntarily. Brief background: I've been depressed ever since I graduated from high school. My friend group slowly began to shrink until it formed into what it is now, two of my acquaintances from high school. Many of the people I would see on a daily basis in high school have no idea whether or not I'm alive. People I would laugh with, play with, and enjoy the company of, and vise versa. I've convinced myself that I'll ""re-expose"" myself to these old friends of  mine when I'm ""ready"" and feel that I have my anxiety under control.

Today I came to the realization that ""feeling ready"" is something that doesn't exist. Anxiety isn't like a cold, or a bruise. It doesn't go away with time. Anxiety is something that dwells around the peripherals of the mind until it is faced. Anxiety only goes away when it is acknowledged.

The only way for me to overcome this problem is to face it directly.

It's not about facing your fears and hoping for the outcome that you wish for. It's about facing your fears, fucking up, and being okay with the fact that you fucked up. That's when anxiety begins to fade. When you don't care what happens, there isn't a reason to have fear of a certain outcome. But when you go into a situation hoping for everything to turn out right, your anxiety will cause you to focus on the odds that everything could actually go wrong. Anxiety feeds on fear.

Tomorrow I have plans to go to a sports meetup where many people I've seen in the past, old friends included, will be there. No one knows I'll be coming, I'll just show up. It would be nice if everything where to go as I want it, but if it doesn't, I want to be 100% okay with it. This is the only way I could ever see an end to my anxiety.

Thanks for reading.",4.5987288135593225,5.480146231638422,5.395833333333336,82.64849576271189,69.73446327683615,8.498870056497175,26.614406779661017,8.72156446121922,1.791538983050847,1402,42,281,23,24,457,166,354,0.09699999999999999,0.7809999999999999,0.122,0.7061,0,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,8,0,2,17,27,2,6,20,2,31,9,5,3,4,50,59,20,0,13,10,0,2,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,26,16,1,1,6,4,0,8,10,11,0,2,4,6,26,16,53,42,2,52,0,1,3,2,12,21,2,6,22,190,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.07178594501335288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45019810803828986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548581660722136,0.0,0.0,0.13822792663508218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413538296743757,0.07500140810116808,0.07556848438757126,0.0,0.0633671886207837,0.0,0.0,0.08250608920258973,0.1174666151621484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335888204881042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515413799375035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308216343017454,0.0,0.0,0.19833846972219146,0.0,0.0,0.4138887636019621,0.07439036105400862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050156176200104,0.13601385151335446,0.0,0.0,0.2090350286471285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505067394581222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331670199102741,0.0,0.14612741902996568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304259543362963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04042777642576816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195904826676389,0.03593869969788817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916073635530613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742766958330711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543819846932427,0.0,0.0498475458717683,0.1678417514420071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022329620542482,0.1529959801967163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038894282911136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358195249367469,0.0,0.0,0.0756340345764746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282158497155965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223346152188944,0.11723885240143148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060851284255959176,0.08268682133767996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132633131760477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677260481786025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289462033599992,0.0,0.06972821780611406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001438169551049,0.07185942952827787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867776007956572,0.11678025546738695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845927219956872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567690997016567,0.08042854885585403,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,skrrtskrrt7,2018/11/02,"Laughed when I shouldn’t have today because of the way a classmate with a heavy accent pronounced a word Disclaimer: please know that I’m coming from a non-American  background as well. I meant nothing bad by any of this, sometimes accents just get me 

I’m in a small honors program at my university. I was sitting in a lecture at my university. There is one guy in my class who’s really nice and who I like. However, every time he asks the professor a question, he prefaces it with “Meeeestorrr” (Mr.) in a heavy accent. This happens so frequently, it’s almost like a meme. 

I made the fateful mistake of looking at another classmate’s face as he said “Meeestor” again. Normally I don’t laugh or even smile, but I guess whatever I’d been repressing came to a head today. There’s this one kid in my class I sit across from whose smirk is the most hilarious thing I’ve seen, and I supposed the juxtaposition of “Meestor” and that other guy’s face became too much. This was one of those round-table class setups where the desks are arranged in a U shape. From then on, I was stifling giggles and having a hard time controlling myself as all of the other “Meestor” incidences whirled through my brain. God help me, I tried my best. I looked down at my papers, held it in. But then I’d spaz as if to let out a giggle, and the grin on my face was hard to hide. I was randomly giggling to myself for about 20 minutes. Thankfully the professor made enough self-deprecating, cutting jokes for the timing of my stifled giggles. Still worried though, as I meant absolutely no offense 

I wasn’t trying to make fun of him or anything. The way he says it almost tickles your brain. 

Anyway, I’m scared I’ve offended him and other people (he wasn’t seated anywhere near me). No one actually said anything and I almost never giggle like that in class.

Currently on an anxiety spiral because of this ",4.3817166535122345,6.063545715469616,5.163745067087612,81.06830110497239,71.12707182320442,7.8233622730860315,30.60812943962115,8.418075326091056,2.387485872138912,1487,64,274,24,28,482,198,362,0.09300000000000001,0.73,0.17800000000000002,0.9849,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,3,14,25,3,2,25,0,16,6,6,4,2,40,38,22,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,0,4,20,12,0,3,4,1,0,2,7,7,1,4,17,8,33,18,48,19,5,41,0,0,3,0,21,22,0,10,16,181,53,10,0.0,0.0,0.104306549196561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210964596647357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268700359012813,0.11208061404826483,0.08176846299014348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759182187476708,0.0,0.0999251614011028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924639922081798,0.13031496584373992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217158721832593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23864306862411694,0.0,0.12225055282105893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207391190701858,0.0,0.0,0.11988315332235285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104431145788966,0.0,0.07059802857980449,0.0,0.09005712838076707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584418287025905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774836984723434,0.21167038866234214,0.09452005292869232,0.0,0.191499984197366,0.0,0.10969716795344228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164427873997646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058742443940489664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929946739357198,0.0,0.1566591516236606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951675994135705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227862376592792,0.0713480774859053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857443629461572,0.0,0.08243804596954171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472682260354246,0.10256121080923328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28971830041851715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410216922127039,0.0,0.0,0.11733011621076712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973819591984862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684747171453424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334852650441065,0.08500104101128445,0.10701279605717452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150672567999297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057142353778081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536030563397264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840743024161676,0.0,0.0,0.07101114749546053,0.0,0.10501619237727064,0.0,0.18698046639265686,0.0,0.20263325305891247,0.0,0.0,0.14513886948681728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968426702232844,0.0,0.0,0.0961044853272069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085492031560428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway29489jh,2018/11/02,"I'm wondering if anyone shares this type of social anxiety I have really severe social anxiety but mostly AFTER social interactions. It's so bad  that I can be whiped out for a day and maybe a half afterward. Not tired but I go into this mode of pure tension where my muscles stay tense and I flash back on the events 

But during social interactions I'm not as bad. Before social interactions I mostly just dread it because I know how badly I might feel afterward so although. 

I guess it's obviously social anxiety but it is mostly like after being  social anxiety.",3.4621410365335628,6.160617728971964,5.627935429056926,72.03845369583689,77.3177570093458,8.376890399320306,23.74596431605777,9.095868883498916,2.539343925233645,455,15,72,12,11,158,68,107,0.289,0.6459999999999999,0.065,-0.9808,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,1,2,23,13,12,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,1,9,2,9,10,3,13,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,7,8,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444192691234664,0.0,0.0,0.07870157607214334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654840058718588,0.2819379727906877,0.06861292185649966,0.0,0.0957766271094342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258912752618618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691155366177882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396800919627459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239928145896316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185767980911066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549890391016109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307734867842514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194038312760958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210607601697791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271559252374198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8031546703380525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996942089106233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936624186276588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206187640987368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,freebird003,2018/11/02,"My own classmates are pushing me to social anxiety. Note: if you think can’t handle WEIRS social interactions, then click off, cause this is more than awkward. Here we go, don’t say I didn’t warn you. So at my high school, everybody looks like a grown-up/teenager. Puberty barely touched me a few years ago so I’m either called a girl or a middle/elementary schooler in public. And most of my friends in my friend group are medium to tall height wise. They constantly call me a loli/shota and give me head pats and y’all down to me and call me cute. I don’t really mind it cause they’re my friends but now random kids at my school are starting to do it too when walking past me. Today I’m audio/video production I was setting up a camera and a group of girls walks by me and goes “why is their a middle schooler here?” I turn around and one of them just says “oh that’s Daelin, he’s in my last period!” And they walk off. And a random kid in my class keeps walking past me and patting me head. When I tell them to stop they don’t cause you know, small, they don’t see me as a threat. Seriously what do I do please help. P.S I also have a really high voice,",1.9168504248172304,3.6033987842323647,3.182809721398936,92.68376210235131,77.75518672199169,6.416202331555027,20.604821181584672,7.2636822038024595,0.3430306658763089,901,22,204,11,21,292,143,241,0.06,0.855,0.085,0.6825,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,4,7,0,12,9,1,1,11,0,16,2,2,3,0,28,27,20,0,1,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,5,12,0,2,2,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,2,7,38,6,22,25,5,38,0,0,3,0,34,17,0,5,15,122,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088091465320936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816193787080543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939022729974788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927219672795478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37601985374304897,0.0,0.0,0.3782895924758832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264753044299632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28450557944521976,0.0,0.0,0.1177515542839038,0.06976080610054987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519507652591219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227573779587477,0.2593810771058557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910451427604084,0.0,0.0,0.06745937010096263,0.10005641742330354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996872096883143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030778321078883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394100188221187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831775660915399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343546812241612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474100160813154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727167535440062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522908138981807,0.0,0.24845608759124524,0.09781466894280252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502532925896473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688202607388898,0.0,0.0,0.10262324939023283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728760675700758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865228785615998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635123341745365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335151290872553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107614365795595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904601498284927
socialanxiety,Liverpoollondon,2018/11/02,"Please tell me what I should do My daughter seems to have social anxiety..she has counselling tomorrow....but I have been told that I am not helping as i try to understand it but she thinks I am not taking it seriously enough. Believe me I am.  I want to help her it now I really don't know what's best. Any experiences about how you would like your parent to support you....or indeed as parents how did you support your teenage child....? I don't want to get it wrong. X My son says I need to stop trying to fix it but be there for her...
",0.677162162162162,2.8248829549549583,2.581463963963966,93.0300337837838,84.31531531531532,5.8621621621621625,20.96171171171171,7.1686216300943375,0.4968252252252249,412,13,93,6,12,137,71,111,0.11199999999999999,0.7120000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.6464,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,0,1,5,6,0,0,0,0,14,0,0,2,0,16,26,6,0,5,4,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,21,4,11,20,2,2,0,0,0,0,18,0,0,1,3,64,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099632950737835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004625810189669,0.18672320577371412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384595351821906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404655782759024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295941252086283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385211751641934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977839194358742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692605002258913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193047220901954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39513332387713296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531020266331425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398446805375835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149453765718814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197788179551242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137397195174176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487547769213303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038184620324823,0.0,0.0,0.13377881491104654,0.0,0.15551587095897412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400831296917473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001668809916326,0.0,0.2416012438176827,0.0,0.0,0.1852280800594321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20989168030603025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639409807271762,0.19453503103505568,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CleverUseOfMeme,2018/11/02,"Is this social anxiety or extreme self-consciousness? I've always been an incredibly self conscious person. I constantly think about what I said, how I looked, how I talked whenever I have a social interaction.

I wouldn't say I have the typical social anxiety. I can ""fake confidence"" and can put on a good presentation, succeed in networking events, ace interviews, etc.

But just about a month ago, something really strange happened. I was sitting in the front row of a small seminar. There were a lot of people behind me. Suddenly, I started getting uncontrollable tensions in my neck that would make me want to shake my head. I had to try so hard to fight the urges back whenever they occurred. I couldn't make any head movements like nodding, changing direction, etc because they would all trigger the neck tension. It was the first time this ever happened so I shrugged it off thinking that it was the lack of sleep.

But about a week ago, this happened again. Except that it happened when a prof came over to our discussion group during a class and shared his opinions. As he looked around while speaking, he would make eye contacts with each student. And when he made an eye contact with me, my neck suddenly tensed up super hard and made me look away the moment he saw me. This happened over and over again throughout the discussion and I couldn't help it. 

And it happened again today. Same scenario, different professor. 

So I searched it up on google and apparently a lot of people who suffer from social anxiety have this EXACT SAME PROBLEM.

This pretty much 100% describes what happens to me: http://forum.socialanxietyinstitute.org/t/head-shaking-symptoms/2803


It doesn't happen when I am speaking to friends or even strangers. It only happens when I speak to an authority figure and someone who I need to impress (boss, prof, etc). And it only happens when I am already looking at the person, and the person looks away then looks back at me. It's the ""waiting for eye contact"" that triggers it. It happens only when I am super self-conscious about making an eye contact. Usually when I am talking to someone, I am not even really paying attention to what the person is saying, but thinking about how to look at the person in the eyes, noticing his behaviours, trying to not look stupid, etc.  

I am so embarrassed that this is happening. Now the profs probably think I am some weirdo. I am worried that this will somehow reflect on my class grades.

And I am also worried that since now this neck spasm will be the only thing I am thinking about while talking to someone up close, this will never go away as I will become more and more self-conscious. Oh god what if this happens in an interview??!?

Is this social anxiety? Or just extreme self-consciousness? How should I go about fixing it? ",5.737074257425742,7.889999239603963,5.526621287128716,77.92597153465347,68.48514851485149,7.980693069306929,32.228960396039604,8.623443432112703,2.7939396039603963,2236,99,371,37,40,693,229,505,0.091,0.8490000000000001,0.06,-0.8908,2,0,1,0,1,0,81.0,1,0,2,5,38,18,2,5,30,0,38,12,12,13,4,76,80,41,0,12,12,0,2,1,1,9,0,6,0,6,40,19,0,1,9,0,1,7,7,10,0,1,11,22,45,8,54,57,15,66,1,1,14,0,45,24,0,9,35,279,85,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873583191729033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523342485351604,0.04002642009975744,0.041647121444728666,0.0,0.0,0.03403695201885371,0.0,0.15315801251870112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044556728874005566,0.0,0.0,0.1410759894811203,0.07697351576374173,0.0,0.030511123176663317,0.055278299681837895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724594487499068,0.0,0.0,0.05294818592133449,0.0,0.0,0.054088233116329064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229349594612512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232840269357068,0.06611750636871268,0.04527473414197675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257405010745047,0.0,0.0,0.038669909779039835,0.0,0.026150008653613686,0.0,0.05689120227339741,0.041981089541562384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753885360088573,0.0,0.08967319399340648,0.0,0.15410281306777707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0335486779954312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024452789649515142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362473643381221,0.0,0.0,0.08510453015929886,0.0,0.0947204791985086,0.13363990645254964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03995088293505105,0.0,0.036793844648612496,0.037112788219987126,0.03860304699056865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698432557805401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226664948625562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939925581469172,0.2185165807783333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050920692004962194,0.05396432438153411,0.0478928293767164,0.0,0.050315900650624086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412895144565116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047610739870113744,0.07960642787720136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610748059688117,0.0,0.0,0.041403380376092425,0.0,0.05008796398392349,0.2551076221041027,0.1272262267665562,0.03853233416043428,0.0,0.0,0.035426933801251226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068926411260122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03325220329257038,0.16035591716216585,0.0,0.0,0.02918561709214136,0.0,0.04744327026246515,0.0,0.0,0.0679637967283659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512500533445176,0.0,0.02952185855892963,0.0,0.04014854864681108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166009979833096,0.0,0.10666612456136633,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CitiesofEvil,2018/11/02,"It seems I'm unlikeable by people. This is driving me insane. Every single friend I know IRL seems to not hang with me for any reason other than pity. They left me in ""seen"" all the time, while answering messages in a groupal chat we have. Sometimes they don't even see my messages. This is the people I'm supposed to be friends with, we kinda share interests, yet they don't seem to want to have to do anything with me. I don't know what to do next, I feel stuck. It's not like I don't talk to them, I send messages every day (althrough if they don't respond after 3 attempts to start a conversation, I just give up and leave them alone). Hell one of them even said she notices how lonely I am, yet she doesn't want to talk to me. There's like barely anyone in this city who cares about me or knows that I exist and the worst part is I'm sure there's tons of other people I could be friends with here, but I don't know how to reach them and it's killing me. I'm sorry if this doesn't have any coherence and just sounds like a long bitter rant, but I just needed to vent and maybe get some advice. I'm tired of never fitting into any group.",2.697307514983862,3.7521256763485487,3.634986168741357,92.8485972798525,74.39419087136929,6.185431074227755,22.10258183494698,6.139981653823899,0.15441060396496065,892,21,202,5,18,286,129,241,0.16,0.782,0.059000000000000004,-0.9671,0,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,8,1,13,16,3,0,6,0,20,1,0,3,3,43,44,13,1,6,10,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,12,12,0,0,10,1,0,3,11,6,0,1,3,6,31,10,29,38,6,20,1,2,2,0,29,7,1,8,13,131,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410766106090493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153871297455044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591029418830543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888047380761873,0.0,0.10451416291091198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294899001774434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140303133383348,0.0,0.0,0.08190761581741174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777099979081278,0.0,0.21401411300956635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421746385117222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943708761158029,0.0,0.06635478766983928,0.12183461662207723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051203961252096,0.0,0.27919415735274383,0.0,0.0,0.13447978893008627,0.13799113172956498,0.0,0.0,0.18614445065255428,0.0,0.0,0.11239528797865764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275934337392714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094172480582818,0.0979539632432984,0.0,0.13507108960605232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144595853650635,0.0,0.0,0.08606176740467468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753386664227776,0.0,0.2641474967576557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058212952634515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081068793255545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120641517757688,0.3468613127693567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125611035592924,0.1421715218432008,0.08989468039241452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970055992456426,0.0,0.0,0.20416336122611906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405754433257712,0.14597338195606924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982149201133044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxiousperson9301349,2018/11/02,"Does a girl I like actually want me to talk to her? And how can I? I'm 25, looking for advice.  I have SA, but I've managed to keep it from debilitating my life too much for the last few years. But when it comes to girls things can get very bad; much worse than my general anxiety around people.  After repeated bad experiences trying to find a relationship between when I was 19 and 20, I basically just gave up.  With the last girl I liked (5 years ago), I became completely delusional.  I thought she was in love with me even though I barely knew her, and I would rationalize away all of the obvious evidence to the contrary.  Since then, I don't try to meet girls.  I don't want to deal with all the confusion.  I feel like I don't even know the difference between liking a girl and being obsessed with a girl, and I don't trust myself to judge what people think of me.

Now I'm in my third year of grad school in a fairly small department, with about 15 students whom I see every day.  I don't have any close friends; but I've been able to get along well with the people in my department, and I've generally been able to get through the day without much difficulty.  I don't do anything outside of the department's building; but I've been fairly comfortable there. The other graduate students in my program are the only people I interact with, and most of them are male.  So its been very easy to avoid girls.  I can't say I've been happy, but the past two years I've been able to live a decent and functional life, doing something I enjoy.  And I was satisfied with that.  

This year, there's a new female student, who I found myself attracted to. So of course, my reaction was to never look at her or talk to her.  And things were fine for awhile.  But starting about a month ago, I started to think she might actually like me.  Due to my poor opinion of myself regarding girls, I assumed that I was just misreading things.  But before long it started to seem obvious that she was trying to get me to start a conversation with her.  But she will never actually say anything to me. E.g., she would show up in doorways just as I was leaving a room, or strike up conversations with people near me.  

The reason I've avoided girls the last few years is not just fear of rejection.  I'm not even so worried about saying the wrong thing (I'm making a worse impression by blatantly ignoring her!)   Really the problem is that if I like a girl, and I think she likes me, I become obsessive and ruminate about everything.  Well, that's already started happening with this girl, and I've been loosing several hours every day to it.  So I guess there's no point avoiding her anymore.  But every time I think she wants me to talk to her, and I don't, I feel like a failure, and my anxiety has been getting worse and worse around her because of it, and it makes me feel completely incapable of talking to her.

I think what's holding me back most is the doubt.  It seems obvious; sometimes I even think she talks to half of the students in our program about me.   But what if its all in my head?  I think what I'm afraid of most is that I'm going down the same path as what happened with the last girl I liked, and in reality I'm actually just deluding myself.  

Here's an example of how I could be deluding myself.  I think she's even trying to accommodate my social issues.  For example, I have one class with her.  For awhile, she would come into my shared office before class and start talking to people (not me); or she would go into the classroom early, and start talking to people.  But I avoid group conversations.  The last few classes, its been strangely quiet Yesterday, I walked past her while she was talking to someone else, and said ""hey guys""(""Hey"" is the most I've ever managed to say to her).  Then in class, the guy who normally sits between us sat on the other side of the room, leaving just an empty seat between us.  After class, I thought I heard someone say mutter ""so we're supposed to be quiet now"".  

So whats going on here?  Here's one possible explanation.  She figured out that I don't like talking in groups, and stopped talking to other people when she is around me to give me the chance to talk to her.  When I said hi to her earlier in the day, she took that as a signal that I wanted to talk to her, and told the guy who sits between us to sit somewhere else, to make it easier for me; and she asked everyone else to stay quiet before and after class.

If that explanation is correct, and she's going through all that trouble instead of just addressing me herself, then I'd feel pretty bad about not saying something to her.  But doesn't that explanation sound absurd?!  Did I just create a ridiculous conspiracy theory?  This is really a more general problem: the more it *seems* obvious that she wants me to talk to her,or the harder she *seems* to try, the more I worry that I am just radically misperceiving things.  

Should I just ask someone?  I'm not very close with anyone, but there is one person I talk to frequently.  But I don't know how.  I could just ask ""is she trying to talk to me?""; but it would make me feel like I'm asking ""am I completely delusional?""

I wish she would just say something *to* me (of course, I guess she thinks the same thing).  I think that if she did, and removed the doubt, then I'd be able to talk to her reasonably well. But when I don't talk to her, she makes up some excuse.  At least I think its an excuse, but it also re-enforces my fear that its all in my head.  For example, the other day she went up to the desk next to me and moved around a bit (I was too afraid to even look at what she was doing), and then left.  It seems so obvious that I'm supposed to say something there; but later she comes by to talk to the guy I sit next to, and says she was looking for something on his desk.

I don't know if she likes me, or if she's just trying to reach out.  Either way, it really is a shame, because by being so indirect about it, its just making my anxiety (and my life) worse.  Whenever I'm in a situation where I think she wants me to say something to her, I feel so pressured to do so, but also afraid, and my anxiety gets so bad that I just feel completely incapable of saying anything to her.  I know that the obvious answer is to just go ahead and do it.  My psychologist keeps telling me this; as well as other things I already know (my fears are irrational, nothing bad is going to happen, I'm making a huge deal out of nothing at all, etc).  But when I say that I don't feel capable of doing it, all my psychologist has to say is that I *can*.  But he can't tell me *how*.  When she triggers my anxiety, I feel like I have no control.  It feels tortuous to even glance in her direction, let alone say anything to her.  

So my main question is this:  I know I should talk to her, but whenever I get the chance, the pressure and anxiety are so strong that I feel incapable of doing so.  So how do you talk to someone when it feels impossible?

Other question:  Should I ask someone I know about whether I am reading things correctly? If so, what can I ask that can leave me with some dignity if the answer is ""no""?",5.016258680002544,5.267711428170991,5.949341195769893,81.29105900012743,68.56552207428172,9.317477862011847,29.810863540803968,9.249281286307843,2.3522004905395937,5556,194,1142,101,88,1840,417,1427,0.125,0.778,0.09699999999999999,-0.9932,0,5,6,0,0,1,200.0,4,1,1,3,87,58,1,18,64,0,99,6,2,16,19,253,216,112,0,29,58,0,12,13,1,11,3,21,3,17,78,64,0,10,49,2,1,17,26,30,4,6,35,39,199,28,187,162,29,137,0,1,6,1,154,49,0,34,78,821,277,21,0.11229677660899816,0.0,0.109585454965609,0.0,0.0,0.0274337776070654,0.04977215843204697,0.0,0.0,0.029076398407770564,0.06196114271213806,0.044901845841253965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01909141472866804,0.0,0.12886009010413416,0.0,0.027842056838026943,0.019630129308780088,0.0,0.0924106788437338,0.09996793948121638,0.15747349076829778,0.0,0.02637662955199773,0.02158732238649421,0.1172038972862761,0.03422753635992416,0.031005741763745244,0.07166721438438163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030649748861719762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255029720938204,0.11774103373895145,0.0,0.03148759593893037,0.04482991922520384,0.0,0.0,0.09052766354033172,0.0578865228744816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02933155760146756,0.0,0.0,0.024567916491289414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035716043687992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03131014755783225,0.12979918324470874,0.025394715888657708,0.07096115821000626,0.026826095605634,0.025231275469552915,0.027461948896400253,0.0,0.09477382053556108,0.17034187318234276,0.08022483964742523,0.0,0.0,0.025659304848245728,0.0,0.0,0.030781904830177894,0.02169005276097834,0.0,0.10267325407442496,0.026931325179127254,0.09573126904068922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185377994267596,0.08339359808773217,0.0744777515171528,0.029885501712588664,0.0,0.0,0.057624445210834076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027647426124202814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029302164790321,0.0,0.049907267387644935,0.0,0.0,0.10800190031729588,0.11442107623431305,0.0,0.08917955404080792,0.03050269409040258,0.028707765605523062,0.0594889007468756,0.17830323134607914,0.0,0.02479002777951654,0.0248447783813716,0.09430100968566138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025338056312125573,0.0,0.13117819817421805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029782283467422906,0.0,0.0,0.02240855392889004,0.029838425435035176,0.061913288880251015,0.0,0.043305098498771316,0.0271142316536193,0.05971444795141196,0.0,0.02750674955338809,0.0538758929085736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707140157025903,0.021351689724425086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359998995920981,0.15570489083573671,0.0245133034615956,0.0,0.0,0.026539187855359667,0.03164943568147752,0.0,0.02856154830782183,0.0,0.053726424601930126,0.0,0.0,0.06289904506336819,0.0,0.028081791427894687,0.0,0.053955142964271834,0.0577298946778917,0.0,0.03014117804565222,0.0,0.0,0.05340997512912343,0.31256016407718423,0.0,0.02841258329176984,0.022371497961172902,0.12778845981607745,0.0,0.031715848390380864,0.0,0.02322326351345829,0.031556570489753265,0.0,0.028618105471582517,0.1189358680049877,0.12967731743658895,0.027766095871860488,0.0,0.13909741382632568,0.029923355575906713,0.0,0.023471283390480317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451299476560087,0.04907616621852559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920997705054126,0.21586572031782855,0.027582753214115897,0.04457554847793723,0.0163702883768656,0.0,0.0,0.026826095605634,0.031191462686716336,0.13342374493611842,0.0,0.02742440834678944,0.0,0.1013093966424066,0.0,0.0,0.06949245102920322,0.09935332252971543,0.022283988571880617,0.0,0.0,0.10096828847219592,0.02602505924245081,0.0,0.0,0.032283937771357366,0.02706252133281397,0.0,0.0,0.057021413830846336,0.14305001143324206,0.11965861222666492,0.030694724144653324,0.0,0.1084731635126253
socialanxiety,Gallopmeetstheearth,2018/11/02,"Idk, just feel like venting... Recently started a new job working in an office. Its a huge change from what Ive been doing with my life previously, working in a labor environment. After a few days I've had to learn a hard lesson: In this environment, all my personal flaws are on full display, and there's nowhere to hide. Due to my social anxiety/awkwardness, people give me the cold shoulder and treat me like Im some big creep. They exhibit closed, guarded body language, and avoid looking at me (Btw, Ive withstood a lifetime of this treatment). Therefore, I go off to my car on breaks. I spoke with my therapist, and her advice is to socialize on my breaks, instead. Furthermore, according to her, ""its all in my head"" that people at work think Im a creep.  Needless to say, I'm stewing with resentment. Its easier said than done to be the new guy who has to face an office full of people ostracising me, and comvince them that ""I'm safe"", or some shit. Yeah, really simple to roll up on a group and awkwardly interject, whereby throwing off their clique-ish vibe /s. Idk, conformity is soul-sucking, I guess.",5.5037711577521975,6.452127748815169,6.114397427217335,78.06925355450241,67.72037914691943,9.630467163168586,33.080907244414355,9.784248007369934,3.228070819228166,869,38,161,19,14,283,137,211,0.07400000000000001,0.847,0.08,0.3222,1,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,3,4,3,8,2,2,12,1,11,6,5,1,2,25,22,7,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,2,9,10,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,5,7,21,4,31,16,7,30,0,0,1,0,15,18,1,4,9,99,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967892467379593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014072016897036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620367692701809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987839409214888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567492033371525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744889277870448,0.10942685238745374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693753994032233,0.08705177010194108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873737553454815,0.1516653942114015,0.0,0.0,0.1372129601042199,0.0,0.15719973234492424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309063417174979,0.0,0.15200060999870302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819065000032764,0.14966522329348533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286267783421104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29587095845121336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31857270479505906,0.13374479282026072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812657344272344,0.0,0.15123990083932468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457026399842668,0.12180935155668755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722992728663732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122812552132487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841666807682457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784570851132686,0.0,0.09814710097497227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345353983390697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iplaymarimba,2018/11/05,"How do you do it? I can’t handle the staring I get all the time. I’m a gentle giant, big, broad-shouldered, with a resting angry face (I’m a female). I’m in college so I walk a lot to different classes, which requires walking past a lot of people. I usually look straight ahead, but as soon as I like at someone else they’re already looking at me. Sometimes professors stare at me as well. Not to mention the stares I get on the rare occurrence that I speak (unique voice). I’m so tired of it. I’ve tried telling myself “it’s okay” over and over and sometimes it lessens the anxiety. Because of it, I can’t make any friends. There’s a lot of potential ones but I can’t bring myself to initiate a conversation. Any tips would be helpful. ",1.0053647058823498,3.3462007600000017,2.7978431372549046,90.71911764705885,84.73333333333333,5.662745098039216,26.823529411764717,7.048011613610866,1.3726941176470593,574,27,119,8,17,190,94,150,0.066,0.795,0.138,0.8477,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,12,1,7,2,1,2,1,14,17,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,7,14,4,19,15,5,18,0,0,5,0,7,10,0,3,6,76,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019622677148828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24891377038672835,0.0,0.1400064345503473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156461225479804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121235114476426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288605137392008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413974000710124,0.0,0.1912361966491901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267150017879715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941217863401628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30737402394918023,0.0,0.0,0.4667799602151818,0.0,0.0,0.12216433543611582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401610835730292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747091007012098,0.12687997457365868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506852561787698,0.0,0.3620142200360841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599637028370089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671786926520613,0.210349511750354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425558025939012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015658292902721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455300543658655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000903264586866,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,saviour117,2018/11/05,"i can't do this anymore, it's fucking killing me so i started college a few weeks back. i share a lot of classes with this girl, my friend noticed her always glancing at me,and i seem to cross paths with her in lots of places, whenever i would look tho, she would look away.
long story short, i believe she likes me. thing is: she's really cute but i just couldn't even walk towards her non the less talking to her. i think she's waiting for me to do so but whenever i try, my heart beats so bloody fast to the point where i just give up.  ",2.1733333333333316,3.4228117719298297,3.1166666666666667,95.27833333333336,76.01754385964912,6.119298245614036,24.947368421052627,6.42735559955562,0.5338315789473684,418,14,98,3,9,133,76,114,0.075,0.851,0.073,-0.4959,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,2,0,4,0,7,2,1,0,0,14,15,6,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,23,4,14,12,4,16,0,0,3,1,13,9,1,3,6,67,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246220003042594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363381713112987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834421750131384,0.15013386617428473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199779370755416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289596396168977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084832756132938,0.1805038776237516,0.0,0.1872999299287284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313701377232677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160132801599748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953884413983738,0.0,0.0,0.17278857311976092,0.3279187412586337,0.0,0.0,0.3319861907043144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229144727198188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039928836369785,0.0,0.18457272312491946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508104013060833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774669022081196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381977290632657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569331619858213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971427352883053,0.12510720638705566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256075757318078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661638343590936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27739753535278905,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RandyButternubs220,2018/11/05,I can’t talk to people at all When someone I don’t know well tries to talk to me I feel lightheaded and I start sweating a lot. Even if I have something to say I can’t do it. I can’t even talk to family members other than my parents and a few family members that live near me. When there’s a family gathering I almost always try to find a place to sneak off to or I sit by myself. I seriously have no idea what to do about this. I feel like I’m trapped inside of my head.,-0.1947012987012968,1.6510554000000042,2.742251082251084,92.40350649350651,85.47619047619048,6.103896103896104,19.069264069264072,7.348242739294969,0.3525238095238099,367,10,87,6,11,130,64,105,0.08,0.8690000000000001,0.051,-0.4019,1,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,8,2,2,0,1,12,13,6,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,3,16,2,16,13,3,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,4,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773122427254614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733826570502434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339090526108868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500783768580862,0.0,0.17906606206353576,0.12650042394419447,0.0,0.0,0.16184079423189404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172717529273302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989297453522867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973142571158048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650853873276147,0.0,0.15635800769333655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054046284991365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661773682542166,0.0,0.0,0.12275957663155874,0.0,0.1850027740952072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081493048643245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003271097504353,0.13631884009797354,0.0,0.0,0.12533262334709885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269718109369359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404408178360112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920918449679242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KV2stronktank,2018/11/05,"I dont know if its the right place to post but i need a small vent. Sorry again about that.. So I (17M) got a female friend. Later on she became my girlfriend (well i thought that we had a relationship). So from april we started all this. We talked and so on. I always overthink. Always. Even when I write to her something. I quickly delete or edit my messages. Because i think she will look at me like a big weirdo.

Then VC and Vid calls came. 
During VCs I was super scared to talk to her. I always didnt know what to say to her. So i made a plan to keep me going through VCs. 
My plan is to come up with as many questions to her as I possibly could.
After my plan finishes, silence comes back. So I quickly say do you want to watch something together. She agrees. So the rest of VCs we watched random videos. During that time I always beat myself for not having what to say. 
Even during the VCs I  sometimes faked that I had a call from someone. In reality, I just thought what to say to her. What to do. Anything. 

During Vid calls i always looked at my monitor. Or somewhere else but not in her eyes. Because i cant keep an eye contact for 3 and more seconds. Even irl. And that just makes me sad how shit Im. 

Then approx October 14th I started to see a pattern. I started to think that she has a secret dude. And on 25th (exactly 6months of our relationship) she said that she has a dude. 
I started to feel sad. I was mad. In other words. Am an emotional guy. Too emotional. I started to panic. I even said dont be mad at me because am too emotional. And yes she knows that I have social anxiety. But that didnt save me. 

Then I tried to repair all my mistakes. I tried all I could. But on november 4th she left me. 
Because she thought that I was too emotional, too shy, (later on I became too weird).

I said that its time to end this. I wished her all the best with her another dude. But now I just think of EVERY single thing I did that got me to the point of leaving her. I did leave her because I didnt want to be friend zoned. And i saw that she wasnt interested to talk with me. 

But i still want to talk to her. I still want to repair my mistakes I wish that i werent so shy with her I wish that I werent so shy of her, I wish... for a time machine. God I did mess this up so much. 

Again sorry for the vent or that i did post in the wrong place.

Might delete this post next day if I will be able to do so.",-0.44344852941176427,1.711391629411768,1.6315379901960796,97.55848345588235,90.54901960784314,4.520833333333334,18.360906862745093,6.073382037908393,-0.3132328431372549,1841,53,431,17,64,610,202,510,0.131,0.77,0.1,-0.96,2,0,2,0,0,0,73.0,5,1,0,6,34,21,3,2,19,1,34,3,3,3,5,74,75,35,0,15,16,0,1,1,3,3,0,7,0,1,28,18,0,2,12,1,0,4,9,13,1,1,24,16,93,8,61,43,9,56,0,2,8,0,55,21,1,8,29,301,121,1,0.06539105520588305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27205298149754503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856822293450399,0.05002397824931167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381126675544776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050281685104372885,0.0,0.19930890157837614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862387813106742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200314735570423,0.07478994677965449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265720788027872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044188733266165,0.0,0.0,0.042171820940770266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327565938825616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546258358275802,0.2942245428448339,0.057917065818940565,0.0,0.0,0.17276070098302462,0.0,0.05509478430404157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03306368229346418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104193408507876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03716324361096191,0.0,0.10459840086944294,0.0,0.0,0.06474742542087847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063356078376501,0.0,0.0,0.11624514880897335,0.0,0.0,0.10781164145196223,0.0,0.0,0.13847937148004727,0.07104757281283723,0.0,0.0,0.03194676654381313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982403442970222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061874597525376086,0.04364903711979223,0.0662962664468108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936957591067522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806994956756842,0.048486638868110346,0.0,0.0,0.06954412905680367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767223139941809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366394698270202,0.0,0.061815683426484684,0.07371858955804468,0.18787966539012446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732529472766089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041104274372654,0.0,0.05584360385516865,0.1866056037052892,0.20800636681796975,0.06546785382290246,0.0,0.05210820479063112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712297847412571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665794589263703,0.05540562887394995,0.10068245803079556,0.06467342564357044,0.14639986531688878,0.23142062720319045,0.0,0.10444276231297546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023541282136576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344291145841613,0.1256998434025378,0.0,0.1557395807451742,0.11439015045445952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879246820639661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427735433700054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879441178011379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007859453591425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149485360781216,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dkheije,2018/11/05,"Do i have social anxiety? I am a bit lost. Tomorrow im supposed to visit my doctor to find out if i have social anxiety, but im having doubts about going. Its just that im not sure that i have Social anxiety and my opinion changes like weekly. What if im just a stupid little naive teenager who thinks he has a mental illness? Its just that my sister suffers from pretty bad social anxiety and today she found out that im going to the doctor and she said that she presumes that i dont have anxiety. For example she said that i dont feel fear when i leave the house. But does it really have to be so bad that you feel extreme fear everytime you leave the house? This is the post i made a couple of months ago explaining my situation:

I dont know if this is the right place to ask about this, but i would like to ask some questions regarding  i could be suffering from social anxiety. 

First off i should probably say that im 15 years old, and that during the last year and a half ive just felt like my abilty to speak in class and general nervousness has gotten worse. I cant even manage to raise my hand in class (not all the time) and i get shit nervous when i have to present something in front of my class.   
If its just a normal presentation, i will already start to feel some anxiousness the night before and sometimes have sleeping problems. During the presentation i normally get really sweaty, blushing of the cheeks, increased heartrate and generally i just feel really fucking nervous. Once or twice my knees even began shaking. This is a bit of an pessimistic look at it, considering that ive often also held presentation where i was nervous, but without blushing, and afterwards i just felt like it was a succesfull presentation where people couldnt see how nervous i was. 

The most nervous ive ever felt was probably when i had to perform a group presentation which we had worked on for a week, in front of about 40 other kids. I already began thinking about the presentation several days beforehand, and the night before my presentation i slept on the sofa because it made me feel more safe, but i barely slept. I almost threw up right bedore the presentation, and afterwards my armpits were drenched,and smelt really awful(more so than normally when i sweat) 

I often overthink my relationship with my friends(oh shit hes gaming with ... and hasnt invited me, doesnt he like me??)

A couple of months ago i had to go to a big family dinner with people i dont often see, and i was so nervous that i just stress ate a whole plate of chocalate and really felt like shit, i just felt really really nervous even 24 hours beforehand which is unusual for me. 

The reason that im writing all this is that today was my first schoolday after several weeks, and we met our new teacher. She was generally very nice, but she did something i absolutely despise. She wanted to hear everyone speak, so she picked one kid to speak first and the that kid had to pick another kid to speak until everybody had said something. It made me feel really nervous because i had to speak before my class without having prepared anything. Secondly that day a new kid joined our class, so everyone had to say something about themselves. The only thing i had to say was “my name is ... im 15 years old and in my sparetime i like ... and ...” Which went fine, but again it filled me with anxiousness.

Since then nothing much has changed except that its gotten a bit worse. The new teachers lessons have been hell, for almost every lesson we have to present something in front of the class. For example we watched a movie, and then the next day we were handed badges with different words, and then she would be like “okay so bread, what would you say about the main character and blablbla” I felt extremely nervous and felt like i was going to throw up. All i wanted to do was to jump out of the window and flee to mexico, but i survived even though i was asked something and my cheecks turned bright red and i felt
Like i was burning up. Furthermore, i attend these lessons 3 times a week and during these days i dont sleep as well as normal, and feel nervous all the time, even the night before. 

One of the reasons why i felt like i maybe dont suffer from SAD is that i dont often feel the same symptomps when interacting with
People as opposed to presenting something, and i dont know how to differentiate between shyness and anxiety in these situations. For example i accidently stumbled into some of the girls from my class, and some other people from a different class, and walked with them to the school and i just felt totally out of place. I didnt know wether to leave or stay, and i ended saying some cringy stuff in panick, and i was sweating during the whole ordeal. Im also pretty sure they were talking about me afterwards which didnt help. Its just that i dont often meet new people due to that ive gone to the same school in the same class for the last 9 years and dont have a social life outside my class, so i dont really have alot of experience regarding that which makes it harder to decide wether i have anxiety or not. 

Extra question: Is getting cold hands when having to present something a sign of anxiety?

I guess that im just a bit confused right, and keep changing my opinion every 30 minutes right now. This post has been extremely long so if anyone actually read all of this i thank you very much :D",7.072456140350879,6.723680047846893,7.19923444976077,76.10130781499204,64.31100478468899,10.433811802232855,33.261562998405104,9.93914555978268,3.101127591706539,4290,156,807,81,57,1385,370,1045,0.138,0.774,0.08800000000000001,-0.9918,3,0,8,0,0,0,96.0,7,4,2,10,54,52,7,17,56,1,88,23,15,10,9,186,155,79,0,18,34,1,21,11,0,5,4,14,2,6,56,54,3,4,35,2,0,19,22,32,1,8,59,42,114,20,105,86,28,126,1,5,6,1,70,31,5,29,84,550,170,17,0.0,0.0,0.031172246520303957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056631967918673164,0.0,0.06397359881084043,0.0,0.07050088959008842,0.05109040823782739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033495543263305914,0.2199301994930944,0.07217412164311805,0.0,0.022335636795258015,0.0,0.02628677740973504,0.0,0.08958857680853187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334297374402113,0.038944920255304376,0.0,0.10872625750875513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949610777857652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137595720893948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025504284195597426,0.07068974677949573,0.0,0.08240365535873598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667483139739218,0.0,0.06539104832126154,0.027953970701570047,0.0,0.4118129642699508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028292458237908574,0.0,0.0,0.10549189709027816,0.028894723090495813,0.05382755020503525,0.0610467632339345,0.0,0.0312468708988882,0.03011348738035413,0.07189063301226613,0.12921274063209084,0.0,0.30670767860643106,0.0,0.029195778820105794,0.08151337022795144,0.0,0.03502439720789484,0.0,0.029531249527756775,0.050067478463204036,0.0,0.07261690508530641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03518936481471606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03600264426447121,0.0,0.02141105362850553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031457911383075764,0.0737170166439442,0.0,0.0,0.3450445978939621,0.0,0.0,0.028392849081123463,0.0,0.0,0.052665933955903084,0.05207642925406621,0.0,0.10147065754312933,0.0,0.0,0.02256263759195006,0.17166577761603533,0.032015777241527175,0.0,0.028268990868887976,0.026824493469115297,0.0,0.034870101926503284,0.0,0.0,0.09067713160470292,0.02132253321840041,0.0,0.032091537627364185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03219153318271205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050993991306901285,0.0,0.04696429356039775,0.0,0.0,0.12340491917734896,0.0339722729252608,0.08993042797175872,0.12519138468798655,0.03065064822287967,0.0,0.06703865616391055,0.034018783258744995,0.043291482422022534,0.024294469952192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072799859871499,0.0,0.0667483139739218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118608291172544,0.06499604350832157,0.06888098800891332,0.030565613892308607,0.0,0.0,0.07156805761211082,0.0,0.03195214275094475,0.0,0.18417440723844453,0.06568647304718236,0.0,0.03429536274668229,0.0,0.10911829234346183,0.09115674585961248,0.12701376017593274,0.0,0.0646570514984983,0.050909664950919864,0.0,0.0,0.07217412164311805,0.09836862616038393,0.026423991960418062,0.07181166113336092,0.06393313519826256,0.19537424319332006,0.0,0.19673332540922375,0.031592936697508164,0.0,0.022609772570335102,0.034047519062437914,0.0,0.0,0.0365911694760605,0.0,0.03656766323765167,0.0,0.0,0.06021273838723248,0.0,0.0,0.02567497400495368,0.0,0.029409281570043837,0.0,0.0,0.02122184093394533,0.04093620788842883,0.03138432497885642,0.0,0.055879532376146124,0.0,0.060557402830577124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03474535343817232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271346312549232,0.03768220595186962,0.0,0.10249259041451377,0.0,0.028721041309507717,0.029611943032614583,0.02882403880058756,0.07132755036114119,0.0,0.06158478507661126,0.0,0.02325524727069059,0.0,0.06510630773076576,0.06807523425034177,0.0,0.0,0.0822822626090043
socialanxiety,path_mls,2018/11/05,"Does anyone here have a issue safety/security? Has it been linked to your social anxiety? Trying to help my SO evaluate his social anxiety (he is seeing a therapist). He has no fear of going out and does not ""care"" what others think. But going out (grocery stores, Target, etc) compounds his background anxiety and impacts his sleep. Then he needs to stay away from society for a few days to ""reset."" 

He clearly has an intense need for security. On top of locking the house and bedroom door, he added a deadbolt to the bedroom, a deadbolt to the garage, the strongest windows money can buy. 

In terms of finances, he is financially secure, but still seeking out multiple forms of income. Any dip in the stock market makes him lose sleep. 

Clearly, there's a topic of security here. I'm wondering if this is a side effect or perhaps an insight into why just being around people makes him anxious, even though he has no negative thoughts around people? 

",6.170183044315992,7.603595069364163,6.675274566473987,72.88185211946053,66.51445086705203,8.772447013487477,33.49181117533718,9.075114841892004,3.2142527938342966,749,33,119,13,12,244,116,173,0.12,0.782,0.098,-0.7131,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,3,10,6,0,1,14,0,11,2,2,3,2,27,23,10,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,9,0,3,6,0,4,2,4,2,0,0,2,1,7,4,24,20,4,19,0,1,1,0,16,12,0,3,4,83,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950445612786238,0.0,0.33580940345780713,0.16530300606689322,0.0,0.10231223659170124,0.0,0.0,0.26051645699583764,0.0,0.0,0.13747499676472372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918574830798226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943660389041822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560959680991697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318849327320528,0.0966447657843306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465372178329182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663171290290306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807702393254984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883675439490578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272288681946786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636976775299657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953430818537082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699286147436447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288347798281656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660025037586093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928567523914332,0.2983151391168059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559605332773036,0.11685350017881485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698919368043854,0.0,0.09375768027211992,0.1437613134535439,0.11616388232449655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934351093033617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203348103870452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586807304421227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SageMaskThe6God,2018/11/05,"How to ask parents for a day off work? I am 20, and I’ve been wanting to ask my parents for a day off work for 3 months now but I can’t bring myself to do it. I started working for them back in August because they asked me to (left a higher paying job with less stress) and since I recently moved back in with them, I felt obligated and like I really didn’t have a choice. A week or so after I started my girlfriend of 2 years up and left me out of NOWHERE. Came home from work and she had her things packed and the dog loaded up. I kind of assume this would have gotten me a day off to deal with everything but no, despite not getting a lick of sleep I had to be there the next day. My two other coworkers are older and have been here for 10-15 years and have each taken at least 5-6 days off each since I’ve been here. Lately my mental health has been going down and down and I’m just trying to block it all out but it’s tough. I really want to ask for a day off so I can drive to go see some friends, because I literally go to work, go home, sit in my room and wait for the next day. This town is incredibly small and has nothing to do except drugs. I can feel my soul dying in this place and I’m afraid if I don’t get out soon, even if for a few days, I will do something drastic. Any advice would be appreciated, I’m just afraid to ask them and get the whole “We’ve done so much for you” response which isn’t the point of any of this. ",3.5131578947368425,3.2317947006369465,4.759721756620852,90.37289138451227,71.7388535031847,7.7570231310760995,24.169627891384515,7.0608816371341465,0.6015439490445855,1112,24,272,9,19,370,162,314,0.028999999999999998,0.924,0.047,0.7461,3,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,4,5,14,7,0,3,14,0,30,3,1,1,1,45,57,24,1,6,10,2,2,1,2,3,2,0,3,0,10,23,0,2,3,0,1,8,6,4,0,1,12,4,32,3,50,40,9,58,1,0,1,0,17,24,0,5,26,182,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845067246269205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761799270388305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042330927163664,0.0,0.0,0.13299472894160902,0.0,0.10543414878019157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890946056074476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461767646290791,0.08915652299565006,0.0,0.0,0.08975202315027622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849850966507469,0.0,0.0,0.10028871485446522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711886582387414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777221598363597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043726611939347314,0.0,0.08303384062986545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681381405320233,0.0,0.13554584111953613,0.0,0.19659307361602416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192361896214107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349189320062022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581751719741681,0.0,0.0,0.09005504677827722,0.0,0.0,0.09755259441700996,0.0,0.18792036640356674,0.0,0.0,0.04224949450516514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715095259660352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902707761502391,0.09191397691034754,0.0635723514407395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394376748096525,0.0,0.0,0.082979371475289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920504059670986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035262648143284,0.0,0.0817510396139316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110801909334658,0.0,0.08538803095148831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891293079556259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307340117569484,0.0,0.08654191155468619,0.0,0.0,0.0665761110988306,0.0,0.0,0.12242120972078875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990619259530954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745310864038546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587138747272173,0.0,0.08447786365452951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201564883559136,0.0,0.06936860414523027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965512255205976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31479037376179786,0.0,0.0,0.12286505024951393,0.0,0.0,0.11137987009624126
socialanxiety,CripplingSerotonin,2018/11/05,"I’m paranoid because it actually happens I see a lot of posts on here on how SA makes us think people are talking about you when they’re not. For me this just isn’t true because I SEE people talking about me and it’s happening more frequently, seemingly every time I go out. 

Just yesterday I was the store and it was hectic, I wasn’t alone, I had my SO which helps a bit but as we were leaving I made the mistake of making eye contact with someone who was checking out. I looked down at what he was buying, maybe a little too long then back up to his face to see if he was still looking at me and to my horror he had turned to a girl that he was with, whispering in her ear while looking directly at me. I felt like shit. 

A week earlier my SO and I went out to a restaurant and for the first time in a long time I got dressed up, even put on make up. We get sat near an older couple, within minutes of sitting down I watch the woman turn to her husband, pointing at me, whispering then laughing as her husband takes his turn and stares at me. Watching this happen completely ruined my night and it’s all I could think of. I was shaking and couldn’t even read the menu. 

I ask my SO, why, why do people make fun of me? Am I that ugly? Why do I have to notice people do this to me? Why can’t I be blissfully unaware? For some people it may be paranoia but for me it’s real. So real that I’ve withdrawn on my hours at work and turned down free tickets to this show I’ve really wanted to see because of my growing fear to leave the house. ",2.9852375201288264,3.78535187962963,4.4353945249597455,88.35340579710146,73.41358024691358,7.116264090177134,26.432635534084806,7.255503002510835,1.1539811057434246,1195,40,262,12,23,399,169,324,0.11599999999999999,0.815,0.069,-0.9404,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,1,0,2,16,10,1,2,14,0,24,4,4,6,2,43,56,23,0,5,6,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,2,16,16,0,0,4,3,4,5,5,5,0,1,16,15,43,6,50,35,5,50,0,1,11,0,23,25,1,5,19,182,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.08462251007879522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981183928428495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106794868513258,0.0,0.0,0.06667941130686006,0.0,0.15858418664223226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946716398732801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092029427982964,0.0,0.0,0.06923583595390342,0.09594983482212356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145504751342028,0.0,0.07306214530889762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757984258030533,0.0,0.0,0.08326115863099984,0.0,0.0,0.07376076225560113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04530563961880533,0.0,0.04928281940210593,0.0,0.06935487324197546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300485691421063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058124046346665674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539799726459428,0.10005886133146842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363988695419645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04236515904105796,0.08691242161635451,0.0,0.1534822306221462,0.2184593241430569,0.0,0.0,0.07372301907043767,0.0,0.08205297275293923,0.2315349689030935,0.0,0.08711808642174125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813772869238419,0.0,0.0,0.09872697759903866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005905003132004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197484574857176,0.0,0.08305015672365791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717374025257804,0.0,0.0,0.08673967467246121,0.1974040586756855,0.0555526233626511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27640636247446804,0.0789431789620869,0.0,0.0,0.08901294140256448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347436166334959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692516757526674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519979647709677,0.13939840653395508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111284893236642,0.0,0.0,0.15169475477549516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772893326245092,0.0,0.0,0.1043089211810598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051147466238539024,0.0,0.06955851144466578,0.0,0.0,0.08038679362098489,0.312991559633094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313043223455495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mlc0914,2018/11/05,"Being an introvert on a business trip I have to go on a business trip with the CEO of my company next week, on a plane, 2 overnights in a hotel, and also have a meeting with our client while we're there.  I am FREAKING OUT!  Oddly enough the client meeting isn't the part that's triggering me. Also, I'm a good traveler but very independent - I like to get where I'm going, keep my earbuds in, read my kindle.  But now, I feel obligated to have to constantly keep up conversation since I'm traveling with a colleague.
My CEO is nice but intimidating and I never know wtf to talk to people about anyway.  What am I going to do for 48 full hours, airport traveling, driving, during all meals, etc???   Also, I don't want to over indulge in the alcohol consumption but that's usually what happens when I'm crazy nervous in social situations. Help!",3.803850844277672,5.480825079268296,5.5909756097560965,77.44745778611635,72.59756097560975,8.704690431519701,29.688555347091928,9.265573868473778,2.765999624765479,659,28,123,15,13,226,102,164,0.08199999999999999,0.8059999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.7845,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,12,0,10,2,0,2,2,19,24,11,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,2,2,2,5,0,9,3,2,0,0,0,1,13,3,24,23,5,30,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,10,84,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097307675271905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287125175392657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931083063866328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464208779365895,0.1992947347346629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035472809407767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336196788374324,0.0,0.3046733943689808,0.14988282357460206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802143916046069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977703866337552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598085238473635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31766875569593195,0.0,0.0,0.09820736704709424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730247825789829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782238014097384,0.0,0.1900466141579473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351177045842344,0.0,0.12388621316252522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874566586309246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782025964710224,0.20086326112883032,0.0,0.1821594014538883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363012710305134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680983841338234,0.14744399365887753,0.1054003020479427,0.0,0.14334020148878582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reddog788,2018/11/05,"Rejection I cared about her. She knew that. I grabbed her hand, softly, and it felt warm. Or maybe that was just my heart.

I felt something. But I wasn’t sure if she felt something. And that’s what I always fear: rejection, failure, for my love to no be reciprocated. And that’s exactly what happened.

There is no happy ending to this story. I’ve felt this feeling many times before. Not just in dreams, but in reality. It’s a scary feeling, but one that does not stop me. And so I keep trying. But with every failure, the ‘trys’ get separated by more and more time. *We are all running out of time, but no one seems to care.* Pretty soon it’ll be a year, two years, since I’ve tried, since I’ve been rejected and felt pain again. So I take the easy way out: I don’t try.

I get ghosted. Indirect rejection isn’t as painful, because it only exists in my head. No one said it to my face, no one did it to my body, and I didn’t feel my heart sink into the core of the earth like it has when I saw the expression change on her face.

I didn’t see her text. Maybe it didn’t send. I kid myself. I cheat myself. I don’t acknowledge reality. That’s all. I’m flying in the face of reason, and spitting in the eye of the truth. Maybe it doesn’t mean anything. Or maybe it would crush me more than anything to know the truth. And that’s why I run from it, forever.",0.16283365570599528,2.358859996453901,2.0533655705996128,95.56136363636368,87.33333333333331,5.262153449387492,18.47453255963894,6.714681859716394,-0.04935602836879438,1037,28,240,13,33,342,144,282,0.177,0.7070000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.9648,0,1,2,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,0,0,9,17,1,1,11,0,18,13,10,1,6,50,42,21,1,2,12,0,12,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,22,14,0,2,14,1,0,3,15,8,0,5,15,16,33,9,26,23,5,23,0,4,3,1,12,9,0,5,11,151,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081332406850891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984634003668224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059204698894789375,0.0,0.08264370931516331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788070052592716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804480118855347,0.0,0.10274224866607327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499215853830404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602130701452064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182951412512432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092893053303225,0.14732347670139684,0.0,0.4662619833748499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148452283903406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858847061337983,0.10338822587799272,0.0,0.0,0.09967524077138336,0.0,0.0,0.23018018857437916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632653858800275,0.0,0.0,0.05337573751906567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474489267391004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765644005246401,0.0,0.0,0.09846651257793113,0.3902886044893356,0.10579438237631886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263249652555734,0.07386569385167145,0.20668941298091625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988080386360194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985764080976513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923853081988209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739369767597093,0.08841626468328752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068072317100807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495385947264495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119838081216417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153638067499398,0.0,0.07302369297015543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989794135016953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978184856266055,0.0,0.09487412833139212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709096089766262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763754178636846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899271620128332,0.0,0.0,0.1250868290450429
socialanxiety,drjlm,2018/11/05,"Hearing my neighbor is making me really anxious So firstly, hi to /r/socialanxiety!

This is my first post on this sub, but I have a feeling that I will become a regular - as I'm currently coming to terms with the fact that I have this problem and want to do something about it.

I live in a pretty/very small one bedroom apartment - about 25 sq. m. I share a wall with my neighbor who - in six months of living next to me - I have only physically met once. I actually took the initiative to say hi and be friendly (I saw her heading into her apartment and was like ""you must be my neighbor"") but she seemed pretty cold and awkward. 

To cut to the chase. She has a **very loud irritating voice** and frequently has guests over. I can hear most of her telephone conversations in my apartment. Not the details but her loud exclamations (OMG, etc). And I can only hear those because she is literally screaming. 

I've obviously thought about saying something to her, but have instead suffered in silence (she goes to bed early and I'm home fairly late from work, so it's only rage-inducing for about an hour or two at a time). I also feel like it would make for a really uncomfortable situation if I did. Plus, I'm thankfully supposed to leave this place in about a month.

To direct this into a question:

1) I find the very fact that I can hear somebody I don't know in my own apartment really unsettling. It literally gives me a stress response**. Is this a normal reaction** or something I should be working on?

2) I think that the above could also be tied into a feeling that my privacy is being violated (at least, this is my self-diagnosis). I am an *extremely* private person. Does this go hand-in-hand with social anxiety? I feel like there must be some connection between awkwardness around other people and not wanting to give them details about our lives.

If anybody has thoughts to share about the above I would be very grateful (I can hear her talking on the phone as I end this post and it's making it hard for me to concentrate)!",2.9280404858299605,5.318186133333335,4.357759784075576,82.0994331983806,77.41025641025641,7.182186234817816,27.69905533063428,8.20500826718156,2.109051282051281,1592,68,296,30,38,527,203,390,0.106,0.8009999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.6283,1,0,3,0,0,0,65.0,1,1,1,4,14,15,2,3,22,0,36,1,1,3,5,58,66,24,0,12,10,0,5,3,5,6,0,11,6,1,23,18,0,0,11,0,0,3,3,8,0,5,7,18,47,7,50,45,6,41,0,1,1,0,40,23,0,9,16,213,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.08278122328342932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567602480053487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489423190076224,0.09583303653031176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551611956145089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051711193437884204,0.0936873687413515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307298648899227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772934518224777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423474881086459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513363854298725,0.0,0.09460716540659303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156910276520962,0.12120423035730403,0.0,0.0,0.07753250263392401,0.1443116287652382,0.0,0.0,0.06553895683325486,0.0,0.0,0.16275211294576464,0.04821048292190692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759904486953251,0.0,0.08705940157986887,0.0,0.4780442968250347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850907694802534,0.0,0.08353983677552848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662000042670696,0.0,0.09569121842643856,0.08982204895331015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433002826612953,0.0,0.2247176498519001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698727791887935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135419979363383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021699185651742,0.0,0.08311476654616214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034050500461968,0.05748257300470558,0.1935496635144692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881000055454521,0.0740697293415678,0.08862863122920324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248616499471255,0.08630196073127604,0.0,0.08117024567883521,0.0,0.0,0.09502830271296904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630315898552939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491943141593388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722546776595539,0.08849552810653176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535176027115463,0.0,0.08647285462236845,0.0,0.19591736828365244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717175079526584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818263016481463,0.0,0.07809948194363579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435523171840784,0.0,0.13469008027357213,0.04946468480747647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424854559452783,0.0,0.0,0.0828659632424387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799724401121956,0.10006911445032007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351357580676718,0.0,0.0,0.12052069379255312,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MoldySixth,2018/11/05,"Help! Low Energy and How To Stop Relying on Others for Validation? Hey y'all, I'm one of you in that I have major social anxiety, but I work doubly hard to overcompensate for how little I have to say or how little interest I have in people in general. No one likes being lonely, so to have friends, I play the part of hypersocial, chatty, bubbly individual, but it's gotten exhausting keeping up such a persona, especially now that people have placed me as someone who talks nonstop (overcompensating for the fear of silence). I also act really ditzy and tend to ""have no filter"" because I'm extremely uncomfortable with silence, so words go unprocessed and right out of my mouth for the sake of having conversation.

​

A lot of people will say, ""hey, just be yourself,"" or ""stop trying so hard, everyone will like you a-okay"", but the fact of the matter is that I am forced to ask people about their interests, hobbies, or daily lives because I have so little experience with reading books or watching movies or doing anything for myself. This is mainly because I have problems with keeping up school, work, family life, and needing like 12 hours of sleep and I get so drained from socializing that I don't have the energy or time to invest in myself. Basically you could say I'm way, way, WAAAY too invested in whether or not someone likes me. I use nearly 100% of my brainpower to make random people I don't know or don't care about or acquaintances that aren't even very good to me like me... because I have no way of validating myself. 

​

I would like to divorce from having such a wildly exhausting social experience but I don't know how to. It feels like I'm really dependent on it. I hate being lonely so I'm forced to act in such a way so people like me and come to me. And it feels like I have no option either because I've had a friend who is likely on the autism spectrum cry every day and eat as a coping mechanism because she has 0 friends... because she is so deadpan, uninterested in what others have to say, and also not very responsive, and not very hip to pop culture like TV shows, movies, books, or politics. 

​

I don't know. I don't want to end up like my lonely, sad autistic friend, who doesn't try to be social, but I also want to stop pretending. I've stopped trying for the people I like most because I know they like me so I put less effort in them knowing that they already like me, and that's impacting my romantic relationship. I also want to like myself. And I don't know how to do this. I'm strained and tired and exhausted and I'm starting to hate people because they use me as a source of entertainment and think I'm dumb and ditzy.",7.083325123152712,6.570842047892723,7.798338806787082,72.35732758620692,64.34482758620689,10.67553366174056,33.585385878489326,10.125756701596842,3.2813960591133,2127,78,392,42,28,713,222,522,0.187,0.66,0.153,-0.9745,1,6,0,0,1,0,78.0,0,4,5,3,27,40,3,2,15,0,40,9,3,9,1,82,76,54,0,7,21,0,4,16,4,3,5,4,0,0,19,22,1,6,9,8,2,5,16,14,0,2,2,9,54,26,64,66,7,41,0,5,1,0,35,22,1,15,26,265,73,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061610999579501925,0.17859241996855016,0.0,0.18147889818947027,0.20352266745394507,0.0,0.0,0.042710633415874236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045944232515481215,0.0,0.052194535418123564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30630704541202874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056923520377138874,0.0,0.0,0.048093543094973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044576584834224914,0.0,0.06132783415968957,0.03600643626750962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057129146503413275,0.0,0.0,0.04944977695271305,0.0,0.0,0.03687591044629163,0.0,0.04704010392394093,0.05334900205946712,0.0,0.10922704442485813,0.05263258574794412,0.06282550172120882,0.05645975643028801,0.07977148815260393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253985617979556,0.0,0.029169441808734837,0.0,0.03173009684479594,0.04682847201584644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002738617191978,0.11024329140655437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03742240484545616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498238040012392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925048168719226,0.0,0.0,0.1840998519977484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03943515218808023,0.4364200313297854,0.16787226796432975,0.04929987809280451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746559882683511,0.0,0.0,0.03726768818921326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041398048110902426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756651872283389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045963314227777,0.0,0.30965000140088417,0.0,0.058331609261820086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053422815956381785,0.0,0.0561256692310747,0.0,0.0,0.055846201800818236,0.0,0.07153365577149065,0.0,0.0,0.059941699801239576,0.0,0.04767944846354217,0.0,0.17759650456133844,0.0,0.056504046911286875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587141366185211,0.2276510738179665,0.09461100803368497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03951753506722816,0.0,0.0,0.18670917517703786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044874917800904295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03577431010679008,0.0,0.0,0.032555559376596564,0.06416962844908912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371694212583715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644027719031947,0.0,0.13819949677267854,0.09879187575734097,0.17726449196203176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129140146436749,0.0,0.0,0.03966080667594823,0.0,0.20352266745394507,0.0
socialanxiety,slukenz,2018/11/05,"Not sure if right place If I meet a new person, and I know for a fact I won’t see them again after meeting them (we meet at a party, or they’re a friends current SO that you know won’t last)

...my personality goes away. It’s like I lock up. “Well, I’m not going to know you later so I’m not going to expend energy being polite or forming a connection!” 

It makes me feel like such an asshole sometimes.
I was out with my girlfriend, her friend, and a guy her friend brought and I felt like I was being even more quiet around him than usual compared to my normal withdrawn-ness. My girlfriend kept asking me if anything was wrong and I didn’t have a good answer.

Is it normal to not even want to put effort into going through the motions for 3 hours if you won’t see them again? How do I remind myself to stay polite and pretend to be interested when I can’t escape? Should I be concerned that I’m this closed off to new people?

",1.5753080023028192,3.4663526476683977,3.3263816925734027,90.31152993667244,79.51813471502591,5.11790443293034,20.56678180771445,5.82211442006289,0.020294415659182,723,19,152,4,18,241,115,193,0.040999999999999995,0.787,0.172,0.9731,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,3,3,1,11,11,0,0,9,0,16,0,0,2,2,36,34,15,0,8,10,0,2,3,5,4,0,1,0,3,6,11,0,1,6,1,0,6,9,1,1,0,7,5,28,10,21,19,2,28,0,0,2,0,22,10,0,6,14,107,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053744581329362,0.13039488768024365,0.13693548983742793,0.0,0.13761922735088028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349231944349046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406277631315784,0.10464263852269493,0.1406401386305055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33950148516298084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24973742859616194,0.12285730110362485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503448355319187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424956812441422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414984941465351,0.11939766658192845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468264213246596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777401209565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28293528580123345,0.0,0.0,0.2870311851640449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015481656276679,0.2557947652524802,0.15303647064361486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724905484917858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508988878300226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334451608405159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486872376559945,0.0,0.0,0.15612415778838742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380521008241424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132285876022115,0.0,0.08639546771462994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169970995623273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014874880841876,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Humperdink34,2018/11/05,"To continue with my current Zoloft dosage or increase it So I’ve been on Zoloft for about 4 weeks, and have noticed diminished effects on my SA so today, I decided to take a double dose at 100mg and the side effects haven’t been great, namely the increased anxiety I’ve been feeling. Should I stick out the increased anxiety for a week or two at this new dosage or wait until the 6 week mark at my current dosage?",7.671506024096384,6.151023831325303,7.572379518072292,77.73037650602411,63.6987951807229,10.709638554216868,37.61746987951807,9.516144504307137,3.386930120481928,330,14,65,5,4,106,53,83,0.042,0.81,0.14800000000000002,0.8271,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,0,6,3,0,2,0,14,9,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,1,5,1,13,5,4,19,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,9,41,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40530637676887576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394497740876496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920609869653865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558489051540985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015984623049209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991771533809991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511009336817865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25877572116591435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6374774332847011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Zayy99y,2018/11/05,Social anxiety with Girlfriend(Ex now) You read it folks. I recently have been broken up with my girlfriend because I wasn’t excellent at starting convos with her. I can’t stress enough o how important this is. And I am also terrible at it (19M) it’s a shame really . I just freeze up. I also know that this could just be a lack of chemistry . But still. I didn’t try hard enough to actually sit down and talk with her. I hate talking to someone when there is a big group around . It’s weird . ,0.6467832167832164,3.1206924040404047,2.3981818181818184,91.43265734265735,89.6060606060606,5.874436674436676,20.746697746697755,7.321109707123232,0.8271811965811975,384,13,80,7,13,126,71,99,0.23199999999999998,0.698,0.071,-0.9315,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,10,6,1,2,3,0,10,0,0,1,0,14,13,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,2,12,1,13,8,3,13,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,5,60,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.20859501687134813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418811846426317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352275143175327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902881548397316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030367080565025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066676887105628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441734167727001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148338595324516,0.2110397914514672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747470488875747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138138408429363,0.0,0.13693756421063175,0.0,0.21105825777645534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178973184185512,0.18111476126750392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129759376484006,0.0,0.17070581407412735,0.0,0.2448567705644712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436179443946292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512628958819598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alusyeon,2018/11/05,"Tinder to overcome social anxiety Download tinder on your phone, make an account for looking for men, and make an account for looking for women  
Then swipe through thousand of pictures, non-stop new faces,swipe, swipe, no need to like, just swipe, thousand of pictures of men and women  
  
This has done wonders for my anxiety, it obliterates the fear,  you get used to seeing faces, looking at them, and more importantly you get used to strangers
  
If you really do this right the very meaning of a face itself will change,you'll notice how we're all alike and you'll be better at telling emotions  
Tinder is literally god's gift im fighting social anxiety  
It is perfectly tailored for fighting anxiety and inhibition in the comfort on your home",9.125533049040511,8.849644410447766,8.25481876332623,69.97514925373136,60.11940298507464,10.64221748400853,41.53091684434968,9.957137785484203,4.3551633262260125,597,30,95,10,7,186,86,134,0.133,0.7490000000000001,0.11900000000000001,0.2247,0,0,0,0,4,0,14.0,0,6,1,2,2,7,2,1,6,0,8,2,2,5,2,17,21,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,1,4,8,4,20,17,2,8,0,0,4,0,17,6,0,2,3,60,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746767901969989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719429699289692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874539171698912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449327113028906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455727716072447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620914500938101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560170815352936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756020355839826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578559888126629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39079448976771264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709253402389816,0.0,0.0,0.16897517346911903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502224988309664,0.0,0.1498194255443675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766093481634115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937620738975048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247478288758932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361349626009108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162581316478719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969035004469426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558494160386714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26795412266934104,0.0,0.12799328935284532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822502366698736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sunmoon226,2018/11/05,"Chat Group Hi, I'm looking to start a chat group where we can discuss tasks we can do to help resolve our social anxiety over time; as well as give each other motivation and confidence to do so.
Add my user ""fallynrayne"" on kik, and I will add you to the group :)
Hopefully together, we can fix this.",6.92401129943503,5.8155280677966115,7.680000000000002,75.02926553672317,64.9322033898305,11.934463276836158,34.92090395480226,11.20814326018867,3.754622598870056,232,9,47,6,3,78,44,59,0.024,0.705,0.271,0.9442,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,4,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,11,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,3,8,10,1,5,0,0,1,0,15,3,0,1,2,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039402562763588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811349442728635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663078116509075,0.0,0.0,0.3946174308239712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33363944990047495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050064362432537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812173169803473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316740415389232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572284574210458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RealnickGa,2018/11/05,"Will I always be like this? I don't have crippling social anxiety but i feel it on a mild level. Hate presentations and public speaking ( or groups ) and often feel awkward. 

I want to be a banker ( investment banking )  one day and i know that career involves great social skills ( presentations, networking etc)

I'm still in highschool ( senior ) but I want to know if I'll ever be able to succeed? I'm really ignorant but i dont know how I'll ever change my way of thinking about being judged etc ",3.1339883040935703,5.4726330421052625,4.6740350877193,80.35269005847955,76.47368421052632,7.169590643274852,25.292397660818715,8.167268648758528,1.8519941520467835,389,14,69,7,9,130,65,95,0.11699999999999999,0.7290000000000001,0.154,0.5529999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,1,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,2,21,19,9,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,8,3,7,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,8,44,11,4,0.1900021523772641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809701153296293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453511265098464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099708382880827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253566979745027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268110752396134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238052494027638,0.0,0.34373564930749384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921415943357048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947804376245585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758778920544314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132606418829553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282545427210613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875037574518705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217202440960441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873665336267213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517359643242689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217457072926926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241363845162628,0.15081486468484825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,angelusrosea,2018/11/05,"Vent Due to my extreme anxiety issues, I don’t have friends.
I never leave my house.
I’m always lonely and I hate it.
I feel so indifferent about everything, but so terrified as well.
I wish I wasn’t so alone.
I wish I had friends.",-0.4370535714285708,1.8113286875000008,2.32595238095238,90.6,95.45833333333334,6.076190476190478,21.44047619047619,7.447530270364453,1.1185976190476192,179,7,39,4,7,62,34,48,0.289,0.419,0.292,0.0445,1,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,9,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,10,3,3,7,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25111405316243995,0.0,0.0,0.20174503057559728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548021355743646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790621248071165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259438508114567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746459231801445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393777333417225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797647439802526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530638514350799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25672871585110474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699906800903826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799945615299848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576309935031692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fullthetic,2018/11/05,"Anyone here want to talk? I'm a pretty normal person, just have bad social anxiety which is basically just milder paranoia for me.. I Realized I'm not talking to many people irl except for my regular-casual friends.. so does anyone want to talk here?
",4.387340425531914,6.57666895744681,6.064840425531916,72.50875,72.19148936170212,8.955319148936171,26.643617021276608,9.516144504307137,2.853429787234043,199,7,32,5,4,68,36,47,0.153,0.7290000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849326719224112,0.0,0.0,0.3380645405715421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018452403752478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115508581421544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676998012267132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450893775657981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368567344643871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759410227618055,0.21108059305876545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24593945752504415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464264632722309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5829114054863473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851724748126634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smallsaddd,2018/11/05,"How to overcome fear/anxiety? And how do I care less about other people's opinions?  I've always been a very shy person with social anxiety and thus reduced my life quality by a lot. I wasn't able to do the littlest of things; just asking someone to move out of the way for me was always hard for me. But I have changed over time, I became more confident and really want to use all the opportunities life gives me.   

  
  And the real reason of all my real problems is: fear. May it be the fear of humiliation, fear of failure or the fear of getting rejected. 

  
  Like I said above I've done better, but I want to increase my confidence, reduce my fear and generally don't want to give so many f\*\*ks what people think about me. 

  
  If I overcome my fear in problematic situations I just feel great afterwards, but it still conflicts me, even though there is no real reason to „fear“. Or do you guys think just approaching a girl to ask how her day was is a reason to feel real fear, like fear of dying?   

  
  Probably not. But it is for me.   

  
  Now I need your advice. What can I do to finally overcome my fear in all of the situations I have to face, to live a better life and to take all the opportunites? 

  
  Thank you for reading. ",5.052461964038726,5.3891136099585095,6.34404979253112,78.19538312586445,68.50207468879668,9.414218533886585,29.344674965421852,9.3871,2.414292724757953,944,32,189,18,15,320,123,241,0.193,0.669,0.138,-0.9358,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,0,3,14,19,0,9,13,0,19,4,1,8,4,49,37,18,1,6,11,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,3,7,8,0,1,7,1,0,3,4,11,0,0,6,4,27,8,33,29,8,14,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,6,8,133,34,1,0.06380555109352327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062350046070893436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618265973187876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762214388614407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192991543123478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286164967822047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505401175691224,0.0,0.06749781274279308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114930195378081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622008843770688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529523158284889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04214296473278794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7897888237726631,0.06452400755037366,0.0,0.0,0.06989586243225654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033335766969361524,0.12241619726743992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034584533399244,0.0,0.06317752707704083,0.0,0.0,0.05715724109233612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520324307503448,0.06234433864284061,0.0,0.05634147058746694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424519783161403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468881413158863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678152031121744,0.0,0.04731100765864523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884694705202696,0.055712546120030015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879317579090967,0.061053295268603376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382281778181073,0.2904987438291174,0.04087546986502248,0.1968081999710106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069369041412051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344022555382827,0.0,0.06504172411732725,0.05406223638470283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095519552427805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479738337235202,0.0,0.0,0.058743578900772614,0.0,0.0,0.042389572977283865,0.08176804157099184,0.0626886299909091,0.0,0.0372055299532832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055107509906384466,0.0,0.05264626191004075,0.1129025015393558,0.05064587655409826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,musubikabuki,2018/11/05,"I keep overthinking every thing I do at parties I am actively pushing myself to do social things and keep friendships but I still feel gross inside whether I go to something or back out like I normally do. It’s like even though I remember my grounding techniques and make sure I’m not becoming a total recluse, I just don’t feel like I’m getting ... “better”. I went to something today and now I’m just sitting and replaying how awkward I acted in ONE PASSING CONVERSATION even though I had a really good time. Even replaying good parts of the night just mean nothing because it doesn’t cover up how awful it was in that one awkward moment. Ugh I just want to get out of this feeling ",4.555789473684207,6.112924165413535,5.389481203007518,80.11143984962409,70.50375939849624,8.026766917293234,32.096992481202996,8.548686976883017,2.6866547368421045,546,25,98,9,10,178,85,133,0.107,0.662,0.231,0.9448,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,15,11,0,2,3,1,8,0,0,3,2,28,23,11,0,2,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,5,0,0,5,3,4,0,2,3,3,14,7,12,20,2,20,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,10,70,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857333495550812,0.0,0.09400130921392652,0.17030617034730866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363808807511824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055508047654967,0.0,0.12992349600106087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391048255288946,0.11016334741470124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113042021837592,0.0,0.08763767012916808,0.2586779487785153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741271486440409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22600881268886944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293234779517008,0.0,0.0,0.1679733304365808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144709980353388,0.15108715059407787,0.14796286870371875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898520262999054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698787310264612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878701219065997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468303843280705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719152867226413,0.0,0.23742750059884465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231474901219842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453354173702433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048925321857709,0.0,0.3030092363746485,0.0,0.08991757533777113,0.0,0.14616733354060632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095349715248438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294862565830285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,atwevkey,2018/11/05,"I accidentally ordered just bread with lettuce on it So I was at an after school event that I got told to go to so I went to it and afterwards I was talking with a small group whe they decided to go to Subway to eat dinner. I had no money with me and my parents already made dinner for me, but went anyways because I’m too awkward to say bye when no one else is. 

We wander over to the Subway and I say I just won’t eat anything because I have no money with me and have never eaten at a Subway before. Everyone else orders and one of them shoves money into my hands and tells me to order. I try to refuse but I’ve never been to Subway before and am barely capable of ordering at restaurants I go to all the time so I just stumble my order and fail I guess. 

After I order I am holding a piece of bread with just lettuce in it and go sit down, trying to give the change back to the guy who gave the money to me (he just gives it to someone else). There is no way they didn’t notice that I’m literally sitting there eating bread and lettuce like a fail in trying to adult but no one mentions it. 

A few weeks later the girl who insisted I go to the first thing invited me to go Trick or Treating with them for Halloween and watching a movie with them even though I’m not apart of their club. So I guess she didn’t care that I’m incapable of ordering food. 

TL;DR: People don’t really care about you messing up and completely failing to do something. You’ll still worry about it anyway if you are on this subreddit, but remember that it doesn’t matter to them and the reason isn’t that they don’t care about you. ",3.3166071428571406,4.2402574464285765,4.900952380952383,84.8607142857143,72.75,7.385714285714287,25.309523809523807,7.645422480735847,1.2466630952380946,1266,38,262,15,24,428,161,336,0.122,0.8190000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.96,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,4,8,4,22,11,1,1,15,0,20,11,1,2,3,46,44,25,0,1,12,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,3,16,22,10,2,3,1,4,8,15,6,0,4,13,4,40,5,51,29,3,44,0,3,1,0,33,13,0,4,15,194,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484207162678645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563942928035317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002217890841583,0.0,0.12687826628752022,0.0,0.1771090935892008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183140209873414,0.0,0.11009057244255276,0.0,0.10911374159834276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194638739592027,0.2608073933009186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873619934231592,0.0,0.0,0.09944181976507432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852053126977115,0.12583992719160084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966379184415692,0.3548668334659457,0.0,0.08323300949972362,0.0,0.2292861595392344,0.10304408156039002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050842565490950085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847204012323887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052793754001213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848256770234315,0.0,0.0,0.2115583315634631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555564696462868,0.0,0.0,0.0721479278919742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666888441920832,0.1069996518690174,0.0,0.0,0.11788921479674055,0.0,0.0,0.16551874370405256,0.0,0.10532278078390768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817682098524032,0.0801169417130245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310916185634377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836462410853693,0.09096037208706788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913842338043498,0.0,0.10224667853515663,0.0,0.06068312326198791,0.0,0.0,0.09944181976507432,0.0,0.2119668452374766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260465510107755,0.08347739637070664,0.0,0.0,0.192944906229265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568651585148796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,creepykat56,2018/11/05,"What I do every time someone requests to follow me on Instagram My instagram account is private to avoid someone I know from following me without me knowing. So every time anyone tries to follow me on insta I have to check my page and make sure it’s good enough and not cringy for them to see and if there is anything cringy then I will delete it and let them follow me with caution, but if it’s someone I know then that’s a whole different story, I’ll panic and then check my page like 10 times (not an exaggeration) before I cautiously let them. And if I’m scrolling through someone’s page I won’t let myself like more than 1 or 2 photos or they might think I’m a stalker and think I’m weird… thanks for listening to my pointless ‘rant’",7.778885714285713,5.906671193333337,7.8711428571428605,76.79700000000003,63.73333333333333,10.704761904761904,36.095238095238095,9.23628265651192,3.0697238095238086,589,22,118,8,7,192,86,150,0.042,0.86,0.098,0.7845,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,0,2,7,0,2,3,0,10,0,0,1,1,26,26,17,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,5,0,3,4,4,2,0,0,0,2,21,5,15,20,6,12,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,6,8,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044427049995358,0.0,0.12291846270424203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710253733510465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605945175189204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543387371353335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25170067898425713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528414287989054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462688954921233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582216419214911,0.0,0.1459488939289568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970537518970572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584575525444619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752530549807608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902824098623843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062415465741269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407790906128786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375194693316507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142003084499268,0.0,0.0,0.261295864047758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141216096293272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676583634028747,0.0,0.143986974698252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Space_Leprechaun,2018/11/05,"Is living with strangers a terrible idea? I didn't know where else to post this, but I figured it was slightly related to social anxiety and I needed some advice.  Sorry for such a long post.

Im a junior in college now and I'm sick of living in the dorms. Where I go to school, most upperclassmen rent houses near campus with their friends. This sounds very appealing to me and I really want to live off campus for my senior year. However, I've been having some trouble finding friends who need an extra housemate for next year. I'll keep asking people I know, but if I can't find anything I'll have to either commute from home or find randoms to live with, and I'm not too keen on moving back in with my parents.  I have social anxiety but I think I'm at a point where I could manage living with other people, even strangers.  It might even help me break out of my shell even more.  But I have never lived with anyone but family members before, so I dont really know what it's like. My parents are worried about my mental health and insist living with strangers is an insanely stupid idea.  Are they right about this?  If none of my friends have openings should I just suck it up and commute for a year?",3.2667573221757347,5.095065665271972,4.129077405857739,86.74340690376572,74.35564853556484,6.62100418410042,24.08389121338913,7.365786028017652,1.0562199163179915,950,29,185,11,20,305,138,239,0.12300000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.086,-0.7855,4,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,0,14,9,2,0,8,0,17,2,0,0,1,48,31,15,0,7,11,2,0,1,3,2,2,1,3,0,10,15,0,1,10,0,1,2,6,4,0,0,3,1,23,5,33,25,7,29,0,0,0,0,12,15,1,8,10,126,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155175105460124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334357033703876,0.0,0.0,0.06550948751528173,0.0,0.07709801750114527,0.0,0.08758651488573002,0.0,0.0,0.0720410143062011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972239021147215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480299766749435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980274376108233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826509020479612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856419902977509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832159761855198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568899905088943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715153550958666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053245585526514254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958696561029687,0.0,0.0,0.06279772379999464,0.0,0.09397764903572414,0.0,0.0,0.10810446162263744,0.0,0.21152682620333585,0.1012001358418794,0.0,0.0,0.08327503753096595,0.0,0.0,0.15446697914148408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577168527352229,0.0,0.5791033736184051,0.0829117665804897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441641894796453,0.0993891632753064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957651973478396,0.0,0.13893832862229846,0.0722586887948932,0.0,0.09963925405232248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20806096833900725,0.0,0.0,0.12990423345950292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856633433885636,0.0,0.17945621928565958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003907221070538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000984565034314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481821240966487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910081582868755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048771015711511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003209185778281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730319010290862,0.055260166141230464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514566966669867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099782327198136
socialanxiety,Lonelyjon,2019/08/23,"I'm Missing So Much I feel like I've wasted so much of my life already because I can't just get out of my comfort zone and talk to more people. I constantly get to see how ""friends"" that I have on social media get to go out on great vacations and hang out with friends almost every day just enjoying life. And then here I am shoveling a thing of icecream down, feeling ashamed that I can't just be out there more. 

There's so much I want to do with life, but having anxiety, OCD, and constantly hating my appearance, it just makes finding friends feel like the biggest challenge. It's also hard that I'm not sure of when I'll be in my first relationship. I turn 20 in a little over two weeks and I can't just seem to be what I see as an adult. I can talk to people and try to fake my way through a conversation, but the whole time I'm nervous, especially when there's more than one person. Still to this day if in-class group projects are given I dread it because if I don't anyone I am always the one left without a partner. Or it's the case that I and the other really awkward person would get paired up in the past. 

I just wish I wasn't this way and I could just live my life, but I'm not sure when that will happen. I just feel like it's going to be another 10 years before I can start to feel comfortable and will just start to do the things that people my age are already doing. I just don't know what to do.",4.804829411764708,4.258432663333334,5.688352941176473,85.71123529411767,69.03333333333333,8.792156862745099,28.64705882352941,8.124751697461798,1.6157882352941175,1109,33,250,13,17,366,144,300,0.10400000000000001,0.782,0.114,0.4743,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,23,20,1,4,12,0,26,4,0,2,2,52,56,25,0,6,19,0,6,3,4,3,4,0,0,4,18,15,0,0,8,0,0,4,9,7,0,4,2,8,28,13,34,46,7,38,0,1,2,0,13,15,0,6,20,170,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987459065163145,0.0,0.21764210181029287,0.07886016684241888,0.08205327724668753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340352411848693,0.07543808808267144,0.0,0.0,0.06895196593483398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022620350581112,0.0,0.08391174687212526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131295817679785,0.0,0.07873384364042456,0.0,0.0,0.12719346417756175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308505913923914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24930653903222266,0.2113457961795978,0.0,0.0,0.09012979415354193,0.08387951473710215,0.0,0.0,0.22856269903899154,0.0,0.2060832860110985,0.0,0.1120872086977648,0.0,0.0,0.10872033465573,0.0,0.0,0.08720247168242566,0.0,0.08833719106015532,0.09735916401277554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541947041453894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714247933666846,0.0,0.27861094499359645,0.1445308673659044,0.09883536350321072,0.08707640811170173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658244310469648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747401245467915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336444019301702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413653429480527,0.2050959170959982,0.17220879584101198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317352136200755,0.0,0.0,0.10587263329488138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716236414602242,0.08977287301069385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052275268066854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959649168319854,0.0,0.07875185639670887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858817245363236,0.0,0.0,0.15852155451803973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310271712031535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05750158589124405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695123290923109,0.10726179193472817,0.09632982240544984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581640497864457,0.1565476005512904,0.07910078485354426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100970361355607,0.1133992009139378,0.09505867331277756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700513007690018,0.0,0.0,0.06350304471352312
socialanxiety,RMVKEBAB,2019/08/23,"I hate my life and theres nothing i can do to change it So im 19 about to turn 20 life used to be good but my dad made a bomb and basically fucked up the whole family and my life.
Basically i just sit in my room all day smoking weed and playing video games, i cant get a job because i weigh 50kgs and have social anxiety so as u can idmagine im too weak to lift stuff and i cant get any sort of normal job because of my social anxiety.
I cant go out anymore and havent been out anywere with mates since i was 18 since i have no money because i dont work, i cant get my license because my mum hates me and my dads blind im basically stuck it feels like the only way left out is suicide",1.8137937062937048,2.2777870576923114,4.237062937062941,89.94430069930071,75.85897435897436,7.4675990675990676,25.079254079254078,7.686295010490155,0.9899820512820514,535,17,133,7,11,189,92,156,0.24,0.715,0.045,-0.9875,2,0,0,0,0,2,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,3,0,4,0,15,7,0,2,1,20,27,12,1,1,2,3,1,1,1,0,5,0,1,0,3,12,1,0,1,3,1,1,7,4,0,0,4,2,20,3,14,22,2,11,0,0,1,1,7,7,1,1,2,73,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781223163623998,0.0,0.19756685123845089,0.0,0.1280613919417356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148636592826435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366014901765434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327760172067476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133837040065762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173144492507453,0.0,0.06529156446246981,0.09224987124083346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937779341365945,0.2023939114091808,0.0,0.0733870563575804,0.1083073818455722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549765504678842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184448343830052,0.0,0.25628145916616324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029916991817784,0.0,0.2736231550365773,0.06308596691225671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218509835234075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651912378788255,0.12390287610778315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820851678900963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136338897851303,0.0,0.0,0.2632617584790458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782195191238315,0.14124630200889066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045540541480062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115261023615096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249668733637254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416805431330332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400753943224524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mknz_w,2019/08/23,"going to college and getting jobs feels like something 15 year old me could have only dreamed about I dealt with social anxiety a lot through my younger years and into my college career. I could make friends but it was always the other quiet kids. I constantly put myself down for not being able to talk to people really well, and a lot of the time I still stutter, get really bad dry mouth, and sweat buckets when I'm in professional settings but I really never thought I'd get to this point. I just finished nursing school and I've done 3 interviews for nursing jobs so far. I think 15 year old me would be pretty freaking happy with 20 year old me. 

Don't give up. I know I had it easier than a lot of people, but I can tell how hard it is. Y'all are really not alone. I've seen a lot of people (cough cough, on the r/SocialAnxiety discord server, cough cough) really improve and make friends, and even go to meetups together (I promise it's not shameless server promotion). You don't notice improvement right away but then someone says they notice you've been happier or more talkative lately, that you've hung out with them more recently, that you've been able to make your own doctor's appointments over the phone, and it makes you realize that you have been getting better. Love u guys even though I just lurk here. (talk to jimm if you join the server tho) ❤️",5.126554307116108,6.098324445692885,5.618970037453184,81.19714419475656,68.5880149812734,8.779775280898876,28.691011235955052,8.998388855275968,2.256519101123595,1085,37,206,19,18,349,163,267,0.08,0.736,0.184,0.9863,2,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,6,2,2,13,11,0,0,9,0,18,8,2,5,1,42,36,20,0,4,11,0,2,1,2,1,5,2,0,2,10,13,0,0,5,1,0,3,6,3,1,0,8,5,26,8,26,23,7,31,0,0,1,1,21,11,0,6,17,127,36,10,0.19248296219637864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967714950566604,0.0,0.0,0.08008062201799866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362446961559697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042203956757644,0.0,0.08035761670763701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511776905034434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400285065460098,0.0,0.1536819828326255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850723400473088,0.0,0.0984884494919836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271331811806566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866258457619575,0.06875493332650362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487118591182899,0.0,0.20112880661263435,0.09232359828816243,0.10939250318780648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529419735131107,0.0,0.10245084623209172,0.0862134633105786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100963937160528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052891801079394375,0.0,0.10856458266260836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04701872631959065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272842624069901,0.08686169420940942,0.0,0.25696774384155885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742273633220345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191431282290606,0.3029677345585777,0.0,0.0,0.07319598318240605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200165175182719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097930763359886,0.0,0.0,0.0979121857138684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674927057912663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082737859773371,0.0,0.09502685192567067,0.0,0.0,0.08218969900333492,0.0,0.07653508861948151,0.0,0.09740151695882206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810607000410032,0.08154509461908503,0.07409139408273596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685857112520322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471051388842827,0.08411929649480906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166765502703556,0.09455676653428167,0.07640498571420375,0.05611918158184343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865326496445022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836718686916356,0.0,0.0,0.2479054337053189
socialanxiety,alexpartyman,2019/08/23,"Girl asked me to sit with them during lunch So, some background info of this is I am a new senior to the school and it's the second week of school and I don't really have any friends yet.

Today during lunch, I sat down where I normally sit, which is a picnic looking table. I normally sit near the edge of the table next to no one and nobody sits across from me. I like sitting there because I don't have to worry what the person across from me is thinking because there is no one there. There is a group of boys that sit on the other end of the table but I just keep to myself during lunch time.

So anyways I was on my phone, looking around the lunchroom and saw a girl at the ""popular"" table look at me for like a second. I didn't think much of it until about a minute later her friend that has her back towards me turns around and tries to get my attention. I didn't think she was talking to me at first but then she asked me what my name was and I had to repeat it once because she didn't hear me the first time. She asked me where I was from and then asked me what grade I was in. I kind of knew where she was going with this conversation because girls never talk to me unless they have to for groupwork or something.

Anyways she asks me if I want to sit with them. I had already made up in my head that they were too cool for me, like on the first day of school. Their table is normally always full so I didn't want to be taking one of their friends’ seat or anything. I had an awkward pause for a second because I've never talked to girls casually. I ended up saying no and I might later on. She had said ""damn..."" and then paused and said it again. I feel like she did that because she was probably only trying to be nice to me, because I was sitting by myself and I ended up rejecting her.

I know that they were only trying to be nice to me, but I feel I wouldn't even fit in with them, they just seemed so much cooler than me and I would just be that random kid who had no one to sit by. I would like to sit by people and make friends but I just don't see how they would like me at all, they seem way out of my league. I just wish I could go back in time and not say something stupid like ""no maybe later."" I wish I didn't sit by them at all so I didn't have to be put in that awkward situation. I also want her to know that I didn't mean to come of rude if that's what she thinks now, because I wasn't trying to. I just never talk to girls and this was my first time in years. I don't even know how to make friends anymore because I've isolated myself from people for so long.",2.922596427892838,3.4709366444043326,4.0683526505795164,91.86119513585408,73.35018050541515,6.698004940148206,22.340680220406608,6.339386263674448,0.2319501805054149,2007,43,467,12,38,656,198,554,0.05,0.83,0.12,0.99,0,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,12,4,35,24,3,2,19,1,52,4,1,5,5,82,94,37,0,15,16,0,2,7,5,5,0,5,0,8,23,23,3,1,15,1,0,4,22,6,0,11,31,13,92,18,83,52,6,82,0,1,5,0,58,31,1,9,42,353,115,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132474239456017,0.0516874358264588,0.053780300902907724,0.0,0.0,0.043953038238696236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409912550944465,0.0,0.0,0.05318791402587019,0.11507514579481685,0.3021182758362501,0.0,0.0,0.09939843849286502,0.0,0.3546001729684713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567609023554748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160463962328158,0.0,0.0,0.04168330020376264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173845384879066,0.0,0.0,0.0853797156708258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653613414898999,0.04617422929142146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990909777261072,0.0,0.0,0.2496786466460919,0.0,0.03376836826217168,0.0,0.07346548502882813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633268094145457,0.0,0.07284672130002204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744927924550505,0.0,0.06730590828222019,0.10656274535582054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103685386952912,0.0,0.0,0.05719866807924854,0.1628277399908035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115783872030575,0.08628680845557278,0.0,0.06493309992612857,0.07040489651449484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856599485598505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950262091560558,0.0,0.1495481616185967,0.06242349650991753,0.0687385259686871,0.0,0.18998150196698235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883263364800102,0.1751894961656477,0.09831347212935522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961754691990588,0.056435532919746415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968591111663403,0.0,0.0,0.06497458127526548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041405914570977004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229626359566261,0.10279840470423188,0.0,0.19623784475354525,0.05150458042629038,0.1176799339511706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265083123124877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995161467949107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859639454562245,0.20780003401804484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565830583010582,0.0,0.0,0.1507533980551808,0.0,0.061265058952983134,0.0,0.0,0.17552778255786067,0.07030275498066882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436764761421038,0.05130311272007409,0.051845144445482966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865081205631098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656385191498736,0.0,0.1377414831099545,0.0,0.0,0.04162189454878778
socialanxiety,mildlyuninteresting_,2019/08/23,"Does anyone else fear they're losing touch with reality becauase of their social anxiety? This may sound exaggarated but lately I feel like the way I'm interpreting social situations really distorts my view on reality and it's freaking me out. I've gotten to the point where I feel like pretty much everyone I interact with thinks I'm either annoying or just completely irrelevant. I read every action or word as a sign they secretly hate me. It doesn't matter if they're long time friends or someone I just met. Looking at the world like everyone's judging me makes me act accordingly. Either by isolating myself, getting easily defensive or feeling like I have to prove myself constantly. It's like I'm becoming the person I'm afraid people will see me as (an annoying loner that can't read social codes). I also sometimes don't recognize myself when thinking about interactions in retrospective.

The worst part about it is realizing that 99% of it is probably just my brain messing with me, and that I'm the only one holding me back from enjoying life and connecting with other people.

I don't really know where I'm going with this, just wanted to get it off my chest.",7.467597471022131,8.002773680365298,8.437534246575343,64.57451001053742,63.337899543379,12.035265191429575,34.65437302423604,11.661520659325953,4.5292111696522666,952,39,153,29,13,324,134,219,0.142,0.7120000000000001,0.146,0.2381,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,11,17,4,2,8,0,9,3,2,1,1,39,31,13,0,2,12,0,4,5,1,2,1,1,0,1,12,9,0,2,10,2,0,3,4,10,0,1,2,8,23,7,21,27,5,19,0,1,3,0,11,9,0,6,11,97,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816594431176656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390610558189022,0.0,0.0,0.08583211422404492,0.1257754859365121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438987852413697,0.0,0.0,0.13557161681439822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703352355604356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870472855492926,0.1326529443998811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742243116982278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025448132325288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342513356458184,0.23459249462794474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813183570521162,0.1862036016948839,0.26308541420854026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483906380958776,0.0,0.12826729379470092,0.0,0.06976365336046654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119368567677655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746212342867239,0.0,0.13847131551775574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867044402960178,0.2998558428431864,0.0,0.0,0.1086330009526306,0.10308203918914301,0.13732978795131287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193892672611372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902379602220128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831809609512489,0.0933595822256512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293009817997506,0.0,0.1702036670929848,0.10718363743957957,0.0,0.0,0.11604175232792585,0.0,0.0,0.12488445889533918,0.13234905467081448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455734744831033,0.0,0.15727809433609385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781866121011867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798009784806406,0.0,0.3753952598693226,0.10400865778682372,0.0,0.12140636849311802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731099603682838,0.0,0.0,0.07157856373443333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240320558403616,0.09743602919688724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UShallNotNoMyName,2019/08/23,"(NSFW) I can’t mastrubate Hey, M(23) here honestly I m not quite sure if I’m in the right subreddit...i am very shy however i don’t think that I have social anxiety but well please let me explain. So a few weeks ago (2.5 to be exact) I was about to have my first time with a girl. However due to the pressure I couldn’t get an erection. To be honest I felt bad and quite a bit embarrassed at the moment however I don’t feel that way anymore. The thing is that I haven’t mastrubated since because every time I’m about to I remember laying in bed with her and her trying to get me hard and I just panic. 
The girl is gone and I don’t have to see her again (she wasn’t mean - the situation was just awkward) and I don’t think about that night a lot. It’s really just hitting me when I’m trying to mastrubate...at first I thought this is a normal stress reaction but at this point I feel like everything should be back to normal. 
What do you think? Do I have to consult a doctor?",0.02097087378640694,2.2440749223301,2.4595223300970908,92.1053805825243,88.6116504854369,6.2086213592233,19.405048543689322,7.554174236665415,0.6612716893203885,758,23,170,15,25,259,110,206,0.132,0.79,0.078,-0.8629,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,4,12,11,0,5,13,0,25,1,0,0,2,31,42,10,0,5,7,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,9,7,0,0,10,0,0,1,9,6,1,2,6,5,25,5,19,29,3,20,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,2,13,113,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547671178781644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828637867911413,0.0,0.14038088166157248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884423399314537,0.11818944649770202,0.08628837587794727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453738899194444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488378252179146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926309912134288,0.0,0.12721720656155555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431452094238526,0.10112429719525996,0.13591147334620488,0.0,0.0,0.2408069750200521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790945340487827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680218661038062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474582354608415,0.0,0.06915482895613577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034187736684898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154190893673585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283633262603073,0.2773804950124747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607998478062047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538085136802818,0.13381175864238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011145230128185,0.0,0.0,0.09068140551497927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035006114105105,0.1208840609143364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127980819143418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709272149123785,0.15910962373716114,0.0,0.14429375318627952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214656827466156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341045169787868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404041273294783,0.2721011266787813,0.0,0.11237594320499997,0.1650794356730033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220812043639027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167946702723386,0.0,0.11235685570415252,0.11354393728906788,0.0,0.12727164374066502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aquabetta,2019/08/23,"Is it weird to email business asking if they are hiring? So I graduated high school in June and I still haven’t gotten a job. I’m not going to college, at least not right now. My family really doesn’t understand how anxious I am and how I cannot physically get myself to like, go out and walk into places alone and hand out resumes, so I’ve been under a lot of pressure and I’ve only been applying to a few jobs online with no success. I specifically want to get hired as a dog bather/grooming assistant because it’s something I’m genuinely interested in and the only thing I can think of that I might actually enjoy because I would be able to focus on dogs, which I love more than anything, instead of a job focused on people/customer service. I actually got myself to call someone after I saw an ad for a dog bather but she didn’t answer, and that made me feel worse because I finally built up the courage and now I really don’t want to call again because it’s been several days now and she’s probably gotten lots of calls about the job already from people who are actually able to socialize and not be a total disaster when talking on the phone. Anyway, would it be socially acceptable to email a bunch of grooming salons to ask if they are hiring? I don’t think I can handle calling a bunch of people in one day and I’m much better at writing my words than trying to say them, which I’m sure a lot of you can relate to. Does this sound like a good idea? It’s probably better than what I’ve been doing, which is nothing, right?",6.719843247588424,5.685955443729906,7.736605707395498,74.21526225884244,65.30225080385853,10.604581993569134,33.585409967845656,9.827888789773867,3.0973294212218656,1217,44,236,22,16,415,168,311,0.039,0.804,0.157,0.9881,4,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,3,13,14,0,1,16,0,26,2,1,3,2,43,48,20,0,6,6,0,2,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,14,15,0,0,7,0,0,3,10,2,0,1,10,5,26,12,42,32,10,31,0,0,1,1,22,17,0,6,13,165,40,12,0.1840246038906686,0.0,0.2693722012935632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529699535700648,0.10153786322750727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394771093774507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571828454479097,0.0,0.17203816314228215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435938095426314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275480754048502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758193915130936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868064553384433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052058549232285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674100938889527,0.0,0.04652418452389686,0.0,0.0,0.10079497925532624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614526019744847,0.0,0.10458542323972783,0.07717555337764911,0.07359064334943187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721604883117374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387068912039672,0.0,0.0,0.36523204779857066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899051260191923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346767061686037,0.0830446949057795,0.0870642648650627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761051178049486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763962900097338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828828530205475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623499170952496,0.13995900372509684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757948947926562,0.0,0.09613327171269644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198409647880752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789087347165425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715600622927808,0.0,0.0731718756103094,0.0,0.09312136187103368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394771093774507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758990890170785,0.07796172484707607,0.07083556535186902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348114319067979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867205056626126,0.0,0.0,0.07395600293960833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061128884889696415,0.1179155355853114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062470313174755335,0.0,0.0,0.09578805131320672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085424792877964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376839651316804,0.13072579868010625,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RiseWasHere,2019/08/23,"Meditated in Public — epiphany I’ve been fantasizing about this for weeks.

Found myself sitting on a chair on my friend’s driveway meditating alone waiting for him to return. Was incredibly peaceful.

Then his neighbor exited their home and I could feel anxiety kick in right away. Omg people could see me meditating. What a weirdo I must be. But NOPE! I shut down those thoughts instantly and had a little epiphany I wanted to share with all of you.

So what if this neighbor saw me meditating like a ‘weirdo’. She probably noticed me, then went on about her life and will have forgotten about me by now I bet. Strangers probably don’t give a damn about the weird shit we do. They notice for a little then move on. Going to keep telling myself this and gna keep working at getting better.

Hope this helps someone out there!",3.0886038011695898,6.0329549802631615,3.462543859649124,85.2783625730994,81.43421052631578,6.5356725146198835,25.549707602339183,7.793537801064563,1.7230295321637432,655,26,119,12,18,203,108,152,0.10300000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.41700000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,2,2,7,8,2,0,7,0,11,2,1,0,2,22,25,10,0,6,2,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,4,0,7,7,0,3,3,0,1,3,2,3,0,0,7,3,20,5,23,13,1,25,0,0,2,0,16,15,2,3,7,82,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766619809433006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384317738196325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520982459211359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317597160150766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585073299641229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185497464361914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775008335144473,0.12507356075870707,0.0,0.08457932058458703,0.15529684382160705,0.09200416143761612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085095010464762,0.0,0.16238594632610154,0.1607904036216638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877853598926929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143456361313992,0.07908985279314644,0.3245067780754258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720603521678427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686190398791073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223212167219364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490833179028934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382506865690735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900304763407322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661747669916923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371664022880912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149644827927807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852026300595548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548519743849072,0.0,0.12985605519236654,0.0,0.0,0.15007095023141848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785572638496986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mileston,2019/08/23,"I need a hype man I want to go to an Opera Theatre meeting at my college, but I missed the first meeting because of a class I’m required to take as a freshman. I don’t want to feel out of place, and my anxiety is really telling me not to go. It’s in 40 minutes. Can I have a hype man?",2.4191538461538467,2.0080967230769247,4.72596153846154,90.12278846153843,74.07692307692307,7.730769230769233,31.634615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.6658461538461538,217,10,55,2,4,77,46,65,0.086,0.868,0.046,-0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,13,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,8,0,11,13,0,7,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,34,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704572279758367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551477878526468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876050991380568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007210497553165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40185000079436056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26214552302854943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693741834898184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264868570146803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658181754207217,0.0,0.3090096521991645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170542513180192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xxx333xxxx,2019/08/23,"Social anxiety and hyperhidrosis(rant) having hyperhidrosis turned me into a socially anxious person. I constantly feel like I’m under a microscope when I’m in public I feel like everyone can see my sweaty hands (hyperhidrosis). It’s made me a home body who can’t speak to anyone. Looking people in the eyes makes me feel like I’m going to throw up. I’m 20 (f) this is the prime of my life. I should be finishing college, saving money, making friends but I have a hard time even going to the store. I am so god damn extroverted in my head I love people but it’s way too stressful to be in those situations and it’s killing me.",1.581317204301076,4.186911701612907,3.7162580645161287,83.14272043010753,85.20967741935483,6.8550537634408615,21.976344086021506,8.021203637495839,1.4966221505376351,497,17,95,11,15,169,82,124,0.146,0.725,0.129,-0.5033,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,1,7,0,9,6,4,3,0,13,25,6,1,1,2,0,5,3,1,1,1,1,1,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,1,9,13,6,12,21,0,15,0,0,3,1,8,7,1,0,7,55,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406631348934875,0.18321584530020787,0.0,0.11339916531292699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014405047624196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525763296454575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711754660923288,0.0,0.0,0.15496876268273155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460073738291457,0.3475816324339889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529891372585894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843398623411996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452803208218532,0.0,0.1664422043721924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267852738485108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794267778235748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145516599163364,0.2376970619914839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618931921321106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637266985102418,0.15345747144203234,0.21651117373444326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486867480816206,0.14160824454498588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923548060695436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822957300681657,0.0,0.3306416603036064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577523060771012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456774373045808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764039285966489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872995710546878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OfficialNeeuq,2019/08/23,"♡ A fun & aesthetically pleasing Discord server ♡ **Invite:** [https://discord.gg/CPPdQNC](https://discord.gg/CPPdQNC)

​

At 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑪𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒚 𝑪𝒐𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒓, we make sure that everyone is having a good time. Whether it means having friendly discussions in the main channel, sharing funny memes or having deep political conversations, there is a way for anyone to have fun. 

♡ - we have two venting channels. One is for regular venting, whilst the other one is for more triggering subjects.

♡ - we have a selfies channel that is only accessible by active members to ensure privacy.

♡ - we have a taggable role called 'Emotional Support'. so if you ever need advice, encouragement, anything, you can tag this role and get some help!

​

Our goal is to have an aesthetically pleasing Discord server that spreads positivity as well as fun. Although it has a very cute and innocent look, we appreciate midly offensive memes just as much as you. So come join us and be yourself.",7.413477088948787,10.512539157232704,7.095889487870622,64.41693396226415,66.23270440251572,8.819586702605571,36.51437556154538,9.424239791934726,4.175675292003596,782,40,106,17,14,246,107,159,0.044000000000000004,0.644,0.312,0.9934,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,7,3,0,1,6,12,1,0,9,0,17,0,0,2,2,20,24,13,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,10,11,13,23,4,9,0,0,1,0,19,4,0,3,3,76,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959620749523294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643498482177657,0.34716881019943496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988750522789737,0.0,0.117557454932153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587087995335812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305689344162572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069259525428858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922048429679464,0.0,0.13650403025380595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036938292538608,0.0,0.07463581723061655,0.0,0.0,0.11981995752545214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957526642672751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996218223788505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535679093676733,0.0,0.0,0.15561092403398147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501482813184654,0.10592513812123566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360442759667687,0.10864762964240983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136236814315551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211010864467795,0.13463910332114673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329987235972867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954853220893831,0.0,0.17183692013391014,0.0,0.0,0.11787029785168394,0.0,0.1133916129618434,0.0,0.0,0.12844375964079013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34716881019943496,0.0
socialanxiety,hasleruegsau,2019/08/23,"hey is there anyone else who feels like he/she has no personality because of social anxiety? I'm just so ""blank"" (don't know if this is the right expression) On top of that I have absolutely no talents, which makes me feel even more worthless...",1.727517730496455,4.441913276595745,3.2820212765957457,85.4841666666667,86.44680851063829,6.5375886524822695,22.72695035460993,7.793537801064563,1.3694141843971623,192,7,38,4,6,63,43,47,0.12,0.73,0.15,0.3566,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,10,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,10,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596599047322916,0.0,0.0,0.23733449986328414,0.3477819732120876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691089436434795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835468074174299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418762325921848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432478941051755,0.2424859497208921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865396124563104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582636262811473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265694416324729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29637362676223017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28986788664974783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460019871644364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kikil980,2019/08/23,"I’ve been worrying for three days now about a presentation that I have to do in front of 65 people... it’s not even due until December I had my first week of classes at my university this week. In one class, it was introduced that we will have a final individual presentation at the end of the semester. Ever since, I haven’t been able to stop worrying about it. I’m going to finally start counseling soon because I’ve reached the adulthood point of life where my social anxiety is holding me back from more than just going to a party or something. I just still don’t think I’m going to be able to do this. I can even introduce myself to a class of 20 people without my voice trembling and then shaking for 10 minutes after. I’ve spent my whole life avoiding ever being the center of attention and maybe 20 people I could do and just suffer the embarrassment after, but 65 people I know I will have panic attacks for weeks leading up to it and the quite possibly right before presenting. I just know that it’s not going to happen. Has anyone been in this situation? Did you get out of it somehow?",5.3423412698412704,6.0731212500000025,6.597513227513229,75.24166666666669,67.98148148148148,9.504761904761905,30.243386243386244,9.606745405546679,2.8012775132275136,874,32,161,18,14,296,123,216,0.107,0.871,0.022000000000000002,-0.9398,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,3,16,7,1,5,10,0,22,2,0,1,2,27,35,8,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,12,6,0,3,4,0,1,7,5,7,0,3,7,1,18,0,34,23,2,42,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,2,24,124,30,4,0.25330420309123675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688851102035168,0.0,0.0,0.08855809420873513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408504959917515,0.0,0.0973876483209114,0.0,0.07720594555990318,0.0,0.10777161004726464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112139730887756,0.0,0.0,0.08168012782998403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217616963405086,0.0,0.0,0.16730503717292602,0.2291281536353333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27748237307481904,0.0,0.10773021287444692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617049568486863,0.0,0.2879172320288016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199803512180168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920936554173907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891624973859446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272390592020484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582274178946203,0.0,0.0,0.14859895244405846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512184808997801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972717353762136,0.14278121466474278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471009990909635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081602027046322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476792718524013,0.14236226865231122,0.0,0.129105867850517,0.0,0.09750297543165773,0.0,0.0,0.08964500934877784,0.0,0.10114453189751994,0.10588682799783596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115355268271338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047780289686932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140254836838356,0.0,0.12208810629919276,0.0,0.0,0.25724271391777065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HELLOitz,2019/08/23,"GROUP TRIP IN FANCY HOUSE- IM FREAKING OUT AND NEED HELP hi guys,

a few weeks ago my boyfriend and I decided to do a big AIRBNB house rental in Italy. I wanted my friends to come along, but i know they are all very tight on cash and frankly, I didn't think that they liked me enough to actually pay money to hang out with me if I rented a house. My husband and I are doing well, so we decided if we rented a huge house via AIRBNB it would actually be less money than if we stayed in a hotel for 3 nights. I told my friends ""guys, i am doing a big airbnb and you don't have to pay to stay, since we are already renting it"". So now, 4 of my friends are coming along.

​

WHAT DO I DO? DO I ASK THEM TO PAY NOW? I KIND OF FIGURED THEY WOULD BE DECENT HUMANS and would offer to pay me at least a little bit, even though I initially mentioned that it's already paid for. Do i now ask them for the roughly $100 each? Or do I let it slide? My mom says I need to let it slide because I OFFERED. Am i being taken advantage of? HELP!",1.92796380090498,2.9683289457013537,3.469140271493213,93.34497737556565,76.28506787330316,6.285972850678734,22.95475113122172,6.522977012572876,0.3333511312217197,791,22,188,6,17,262,119,221,0.045,0.816,0.139,0.9735,4,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,4,1,5,1,8,8,0,0,8,0,25,0,0,0,1,36,37,14,0,9,5,2,2,1,3,3,0,1,3,3,8,18,0,1,5,1,11,6,2,1,1,0,4,3,36,7,26,25,7,25,0,0,0,0,29,11,0,4,7,128,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.2140729488144069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722889527401184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24207965439319246,0.0,0.0,0.11884335928433976,0.13327895271594606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20508083266735952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686279343842459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974731722030944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896736573721548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333364681443855,0.0,0.0724457297982436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25422645127165194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172102549009126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703872512018398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5062458081258614,0.0,0.0,0.1184783305488268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421976770309684,0.06027985918318642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432013587846225,0.0,0.05358641875823525,0.1099329148159847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284614302896612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265967518199825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293168899198248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722569983256592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073234222516534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23381865662981235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702815462004605,0.10776469046588193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104808460087655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050138948233566,0.06469489567181398,0.0,0.08798247443992782,0.0,0.09861974500525604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233750655855202,0.0,0.13327895271594606,0.0
socialanxiety,PrinceVick47,2019/08/23,"An Idea? So I decided to start trying to focus on triggers and identifying them. 

Bad side I have to have anxiety attacks to figure this out and them dating them in my journal \^-\^'. 

So before I try that any tips on identifying triggers without having to go threw them?",4.7085294117647045,6.550940980392162,6.041323529411766,74.45845588235295,70.56862745098039,8.237254901960785,30.39705882352941,8.841846274778883,2.755035294117647,214,9,36,4,4,72,36,51,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,0,10,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314258605368289,0.0,0.2603400329854544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871574263070343,0.0,0.0,0.2841487985383986,0.0,0.0,0.2895829879014953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340884923836366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38417419617498944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24087669884760585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621030735801442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280515025603717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tanvir1012singh,2019/08/23,Finally visited a therapist but not sure what to do next. I have been going through a lot of anxiety lately due to presentations in class. I finally told my family about my anxiety and visited a psychiatrist. He prescribed Fluexotine 20mg and lonazep md 0.25mg. I feel much better after taking the meds but I'm not sure if I'll be able to deliver the presentations. They suggested 6-8 counselling sessions which are not affordable for me. Can I overcome my anxiety with just medication and do they have any side effects?,5.0748711340206185,7.2787736391752595,6.89957474226804,67.19204252577323,70.34020618556701,11.860309278350515,35.83634020618557,11.45678717892309,5.292815463917528,421,23,69,17,8,146,70,97,0.11800000000000001,0.841,0.040999999999999995,-0.6353,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,2,3,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,2,16,13,6,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,1,10,3,10,10,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,8,47,12,2,0.19583752429632106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317623207635626,0.0,0.4494455101674291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320237567249028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461818881324668,0.0,0.09902133654343576,0.0,0.0,0.42906087080811406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112989781351177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209132574883922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649405994059022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753134108363376,0.19728570257604336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396311371214374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082754288174108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36914909801476414,0.0,0.1472454459902192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273824598838952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871311468978646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pinksusHiii,2019/08/23,"I am in the process of learning how to cope with social anxiety at work... I am a digital marketer and I love my job.. however I am tired of getting so nervous and worried every day. One of my daily tasks includes answering phone calls and forwarding to my colleagues and I am absolutely terrified because I can mess up very easily.
I even composed a detailed script containing situational type of answers, but it doesn’t really help, my social skills are terrible and some conversations are pretty awkward: e.g. asking people to spell their names because I can’t clearly understand (I am fluent in English, although it’s not my first language)
Also, there’s a lot of pressure coming from my coworkers who are experienced/skilled to do their job. 
What’s your experience with social anxiety at work?",8.634166666666665,8.85145852777778,9.048055555555557,62.2525,60.944444444444436,12.2,43.0,11.698219412168324,5.593141666666666,644,36,97,18,8,215,98,144,0.14800000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.2294,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,4,5,6,0,3,4,0,12,2,0,1,1,20,17,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,5,0,2,0,0,18,1,17,17,2,9,0,0,0,1,14,6,0,2,3,72,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364719266795635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25569534268507016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623626428196294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375171936657815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064997876711027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439605784216464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777969470323016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038233109982427,0.0,0.14080727129070125,0.0,0.0,0.16347712689453567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215366408449154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731420986658292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201817750965423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316850732526547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208092443401707,0.1508338924751698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132460141090376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586116981937016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002288783787806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706246409359622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18785183446998446,0.0,0.5110786940841281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920818520355304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397962204057366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789293539666328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433332298351679,0.1697202361656313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cheez30,2019/08/23,"17 yr male Been shy my whole life and i dont ever shoot my shot with girls because i dont think ill ever get one. My whole school life ive been quiet. And when i say quiet i literally mean that. Like when someone would ask me a question i would shake my head and not speak at all. I would refuse to speak at all unless the teachers would force me to. Now i have the reputation of being extremely shy. Now last year since i was going to high school i thought it was time i stop being quiet and actually talk. That year i finally talked. I tried. Some people now know that i finally talk. Some people think im quiet tho. Every time i speak with someone unfamiliar with me speaking they go ""OMG YOU TALK NOW?"" And they ask me why i didnt talk and stuff. Idk how to respond to that stuff. I hate admittimg that im shy even tho its obvious i am. Anyways im social awkward. I cant continue conversations because i don't know what people like these days and stuff. I wanna be cool but i dont think im cool and i basically have no hope for getting a girlfriend. Everytime i talk a girl i think ""do they think im shy"" and stuff. And even not how do i talk to one. And even if i talk to one i literally have zero hope for getting a girl. And i dont even beat myself about because i know its not gonna change a thing so why even do anything. My cousins are telling me if im ever gonna shoot my shot and im like ""i dont really care about having a relationship"" but i feel like that im not normal for not trying to have one. I mean yea i have crushes at times but in my mine im like ""you wish. Im never gonna have one anyways"". Ive tarnished my reputation and i wanna fix it so nad but there is no way. People think im weird now because im talking like nothing ever happened i just wanna have a normal school life. I so many random people sometimes talk to me and i just dont know the right way to respond and i dont eant my brother whos coming to my highschool now just see the stuff im going through. School is in 3 days and idk what to do. Help me",-0.29731463795798163,1.7901327426636584,2.2227934537246057,94.29994465184929,88.39051918735892,4.942681021010593,18.902977947560338,6.395487648340406,-0.07765007813856517,1587,46,368,17,52,544,169,443,0.081,0.8190000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.9242,0,0,0,2,0,0,37.0,0,2,3,1,32,15,1,2,11,3,39,5,1,2,8,78,73,33,0,14,15,2,1,6,1,7,4,9,0,4,19,21,0,2,15,0,0,5,18,4,0,6,6,13,64,11,31,57,6,39,0,0,1,0,39,7,0,8,31,235,83,5,0.0,0.0,0.041783204772878994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035234733647273205,0.0,0.08005620956584998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044033561604824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04365477381905962,0.0,0.045294696960096144,0.03688304468975588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522683140025162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512683450093691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414010868652527,0.15492167123206102,0.03607515985693357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02164955611066956,0.030588465448372838,0.0,0.09380783699458947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711032853301603,0.0,0.07300164458412824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037862921907430167,0.0,0.0,0.042272912141908064,0.043942583346000465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02869932513783473,0.04523849962264314,0.0,0.08505386216097924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6012460412259725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412438942446648,0.03490156068709574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072871659474298,0.12550930813561462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340970638505827,0.0,0.09328050635508914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0330231014481202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390311649196155,0.04108405566098331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506949906406852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484195448193849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796482673227091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027429659501602425,0.0,0.0,0.045969422302349336,0.0,0.03656547460001035,0.0,0.034049788146950616,0.0,0.17333231475714606,0.034119596644685515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03541865570323645,0.0,0.0,0.04364652814577421,0.07255739155167384,0.0,0.04234709688147671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035796919965135364,0.0,0.0,0.2450760422623497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441467382495422,0.037423935561886834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028445704894029467,0.16461238580093407,0.0,0.033991906508059014,0.07490079171433645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813984980793314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797226569512076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772713455093397,0.09560727811985563,0.04923742418914402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166384183191263,0.0,0.0,0.05514547412437037
socialanxiety,Qwerty172xx,2019/08/23,"I have Low self- esteem - Help me :( So, you saw the title.. I have Low self- esteem and am Super insecure. I used to be so ugly during most of my childhood- I was fat and ugly.. but then i became not ugly at 17 - people started saying I was prettier etc and I thought so too when I look in mirrors etc.  But I still have those insecurities and anxieties when I need people and I become “quiet”.  Usually I would hide this insecurity by acting arrogant etc... :( this is so bad that people hate me for being too arrogant r too quiet/ insecure and also since I don’t have any friends since middle school - so around 7 years of me being a loner .  What to do people!!! My life is shit n crap!! How am I supposed to be successful like this- I’m gonna end up being nothing",0.5743550051599584,2.9683114509803907,3.4381080151358776,84.75569659442728,88.08496732026144,5.835431716546268,19.16374269005848,7.273561745256523,0.7407464052287578,584,17,114,10,19,206,96,153,0.341,0.552,0.107,-0.9933,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,2,14,14,3,4,2,0,18,4,3,2,0,16,27,18,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,2,6,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,4,5,20,4,11,16,4,17,0,2,2,0,6,7,2,1,10,84,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213233346722276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316876979540238,0.0,0.11605859807240294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505506901711262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667245534291968,0.0,0.16755302212130516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437102962729325,0.0,0.5075940340036981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721164156511035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978333056958007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016887715190688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715805671051916,0.07411839417374441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739913853954568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249187947888176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557091949450754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207095772354823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064677864439816,0.0,0.1535397615410667,0.0,0.0,0.31653558804508697,0.0,0.15572929328663113,0.25099402651603325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738191762510636,0.0,0.1211567032158216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204416897538361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102970470419695,0.16708837448694425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777123290146204,0.0,0.0,0.09769699272738544
socialanxiety,abk147,2019/08/23,"I'm moving and starting a new job In a few weeks i'm moving to a far city to start a new job and i'm really scared, more like desperate. Yet, i think this new job could be good for my ""carreer"". I'm in my actual job for 2 years, and only recently i was starting to feel more relaxed and was slightly beggining to trust some of my colleagues. Even if not much, it was being easier to be around these known faces, and
i know that in a new environment i'll feel threatened. I'm a 25 year old 1,80m tall and weighting 90kg (not so big, but not small) and it's like i feel smaller than most people, i get scared around them, i shouldn't feel like this.
I'm really afraid and i don't know if this is going to be a good decision. I'm saying this here because i don't have friends that i could open up, and the people i can open up (family and gf) don't seem to understand really well what goes through my head, even i dropped my last psychologist because she didn't seem so clever, or maybe she didn't know this specific problem so well.
I could say something better but this is the best i could describe right now. Any feedback or if somebody just want to open up is much appreciated.",3.4352321981424154,4.134899291497977,4.695094070016669,87.27954989283165,72.27935222672066,8.240914503453203,25.86544415336985,8.4952907291091,1.4592569183138844,923,28,207,15,17,306,127,247,0.067,0.7390000000000001,0.193,0.9863,4,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,13,17,0,3,9,0,22,3,2,0,0,48,46,20,0,10,11,0,5,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,12,15,1,0,13,1,0,3,9,4,2,0,5,7,21,13,21,32,8,35,0,0,0,0,7,16,0,9,18,124,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0938662473686459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541158069201633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125658399141602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727141693350575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094405418136647,0.08507104455286223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071952414728755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706339276784642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067809898576908,0.0,0.1945434870639259,0.06871719103432493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743151126594279,0.0,0.05025459977131005,0.0,0.05466622666610738,0.16135695255941732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871730569241377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818095733077074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858830005676994,0.07840658816896691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409787476638481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663442791677893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204466625528352,0.1414194512404688,0.0,0.0,0.37159839161620506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093380787689643,0.0,0.0,0.07315580302296268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337019775372566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203954783050984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486273740924455,0.0,0.09497468794213268,0.0,0.0,0.08214458183888168,0.0,0.15298615098697374,0.19260323850584027,0.0,0.0,0.17513306938361214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405072239696589,0.0,0.0,0.20424846540850525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163380322118835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013577729641764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056734558142458265,0.0,0.07715673330630589,0.11713186276134704,0.17297029692661767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388467432204453
socialanxiety,Endeuur,2019/08/23,"Moving into a dormitory room Hi! Finally, I have the courage to post here. First of all, sorry for my grammar, English is not my native language.
I'm socially anxious, and I'm going to start university in September. I will live in a dorm, and I'll have to share a room with two people. I'm very introverted, so it's a nightmare for me. I won't have my private space, and that scares me. I'm not into partying, I don't like loud things, and I don't know, if I will be able to handle a situation like this.
Got any tips? I'm going crazy because my anxiety, everyone says it will be fine, but I just can't imagine myself in a situation like this. Plus I'll be ~200km away from my family, which also concerns me.",1.7656860706860726,3.451110932432435,4.556756756756759,82.67015592515595,78.18918918918921,7.797089397089397,25.57380457380457,8.617729084823388,1.8747914760914768,550,21,116,12,13,197,91,148,0.11599999999999999,0.845,0.039,-0.7148,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,7,0,14,0,0,0,1,16,24,9,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,2,3,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,1,2,16,6,16,16,1,16,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,6,75,23,1,0.18834319610668065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061798587998998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807983191593675,0.0,0.14408202950361307,0.21277420184118126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695463262111516,0.0,0.0,0.11481226420828874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996999515028422,0.0,0.0,0.17755320317418205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063207651921738,0.0,0.16020462639317626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407955743616827,0.0,0.15063525940491548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103508494980127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27604491610625115,0.0,0.16631049276951096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017901075800199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057345756037764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803807190021008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977806908639096,0.18856439603900269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42341128738896666,0.0,0.19199216981279027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108347881568496,0.13331028360141886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512685055312436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398393525946224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540286168318948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Drakan7,2019/08/23,"Does anyone get replays of social situations when your trying to sleep? When I was younger (early teens) I used to go to a youth club and wasn’t socially that bad then. But every night when trying to sleep my brain would just replay the whole thing awkwardly making it a restless night. 

Didn’t happen much until recently I joined a new club to try and get out the house and it’s started up again. Does anyone else experience similar things?",4.363214285714285,6.4429631785714285,4.823333333333334,81.85500000000002,71.97619047619048,7.6571428571428575,23.904761904761905,8.418075326091056,1.566161904761905,353,10,64,6,7,112,61,84,0.10300000000000001,0.897,0.0,-0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,0,4,3,3,2,0,9,11,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,9,7,2,16,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,13,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249160437222398,0.16479219316584004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428865633944814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954257712382846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814917055715809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343551531090868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550855686759605,0.0,0.0,0.15732532377965575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680569826344817,0.0,0.09140497732869676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222389940373972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855794384837339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735713195866503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823060162378173,0.0,0.0,0.1553333046403494,0.0,0.30186134464647824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880297082097555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078278742725115,0.3218978702815663,0.3278975375172468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383827205363195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137003098285977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32758470822649377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389078859934232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956405925073796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425099497127572,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BornMarzipan,2019/08/23,"When you're asked if you go to the company party and awkwardly have to find an excuse why you can't. And internally I'm like: ""Well I'm bad at small talk and initiating conversations so i would just stand there alone like an idiot and hate myself.""",3.4716000000000022,5.116423560000001,5.097000000000001,80.78350000000002,73.4,9.0,22.5,9.516144504307137,1.765600000000001,198,5,41,5,4,67,39,50,0.243,0.575,0.182,-0.6908,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,5,7,2,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,8,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,4,3,3,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551387291686871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205631740957787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863053570262104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134023955567553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487673331032998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385406071052012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350451090361595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275608279148511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083063207440627,0.0,0.30941194839796604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435847732601216,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WestbrookIsAwesome,2019/08/23,"Senior year of high school started 2 days ago, cant do this anymore... My depression and anxiety has flaired up, last year was horrible and i ended up being prescribed pills and therapy, didnt work and i still went to school at the same time. This year, i dont see myself making it, my anxiety has worsened even more than last time. Idk what to do guys, cant i talk to my counsler and maybe do online and get my remaning credits and graduate early. I need help, i dont know who to talk to, im losing it",2.77778846153846,4.029229663461543,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,74.48076923076924,7.892307692307693,26.461538461538463,8.472884824447931,1.7372538461538465,391,14,83,7,8,132,65,104,0.16699999999999998,0.7829999999999999,0.05,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,1,0,11,19,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,3,1,11,1,10,15,2,19,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,14,51,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429945138375758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24680847710826065,0.0,0.15997945466750696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403373809456054,0.0,0.1389389152068034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781159895244888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142875709945643,0.0,0.0,0.1065459180926964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842795451054599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597255358736646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108124909547736,0.1704363658825261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742460533915521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865357498720049,0.2629837513072449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804683285279396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767788524422384,0.0,0.16206089916971148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961177337291423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265153581975501,0.12854582061751554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417838918527813,0.0,0.12882501559039944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593150519440233,0.0,0.0,0.18447582549701816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812617347320795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495390520002936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743800895001365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116414431190221
socialanxiety,orangutanging,2019/08/23,i have to use the public bus tomorrow and i can’t sleep. tomorrow morning i have to take an at least 1-hour public bus ride to another city. it’s like one of my worst social anxiety nightmares come true. jesus christ why am i so scared of it.,1.5622000000000007,3.701498820000001,3.414000000000001,88.397,80.8,7.2,22.0,8.238735603445708,1.2853999999999997,191,6,40,4,5,64,39,50,0.177,0.7240000000000001,0.098,-0.6418,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,1,1,4,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,6,7,2,5,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445336778696842,0.2513547014973855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830334556475025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235746863906809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052241843714832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264713759143406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289553016618895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288067017519863,0.3349351386802828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470433074963873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837784779432506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964827893955695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xlarius,2019/08/23,Good books about coping with social anxiety? Anyone know any good books that have helped you learn to cope with social anxiety?,6.335454545454546,9.305102545454547,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,69.0,8.036363636363637,20.090909090909093,8.841846274778883,1.5242,104,2,16,2,2,30,17,22,0.12300000000000001,0.653,0.22399999999999998,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490708866343735,0.0,0.4610160515151535,0.0,0.0,0.21068908218252155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054637578661976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019676125154536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655969096854567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143130573178097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whenur18,2019/08/23,"Pls tell me something to make me feel better I haven’t had a bad social anxiety “episode” in a while, but I can’t stop thinking about this... 
I went into work today and there was a manager from another branch there. She wanted me to talk to her as if she was a client. I mean, I do this almost everyday and pretty well. I have no clue why but I got extremely nervous with her. I couldn’t keep up with anything she was saying and I couldn’t even talk. I was saying things weird and messing up words. I WAS EMBARRASSING MYSELF!!! I pretended like I was sick and that’s why I was being so weird. I felt so stupid, I just started CRYING IN FRONT OF HER AND MY MANAGER!!! 


It’s 2:30am and I still cannot stop thinking about it. I’ve cried several times over it. I feel so weird, insecure, and just weak. I’ve had so many negative thoughts, like: maybe I should quit my job, I wish I didn’t exist, I wish I could switch lives with someone, why am I so fucking weird. 

Maybe it doesn’t seem that bad, but why am I tripping on it so much? Why did I even freak out that bad? Someone tell me I’m not the only one!!!",0.6524999999999999,2.6846465497835545,2.4156980519480515,94.88640422077923,83.5021645021645,5.754761904761906,20.01461038961039,6.996647511020387,0.24287142857142865,847,24,195,11,24,279,121,231,0.28800000000000003,0.621,0.09,-0.9948,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,3,16,19,2,3,5,0,24,3,0,1,0,41,42,20,0,8,7,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,11,13,0,3,8,1,0,3,10,15,1,1,15,5,39,4,19,22,1,19,0,0,0,1,13,8,1,3,10,130,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080571017115714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315390700433968,0.0825514843547355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880141286507874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703030897088741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543835380758983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615801151200826,0.0,0.2370699442851988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254816193581665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912590909726022,0.0,0.10361131291328607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997618171622972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630614312470226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708484107604586,0.09591609783004323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543955482238228,0.0,0.09528723387080244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203131240253527,0.10940463741379036,0.21682185213524066,0.11754652156626877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932687140320857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312316652926061,0.08207104366333956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978410179791727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477644343956045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163003560492796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823796056045954,0.0,0.1219085145794892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000149468421276,0.18286498056419964,0.08307502371665032,0.0,0.0,0.07637983604868583,0.0,0.08617772277201476,0.1804365601820392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734692641380751,0.1886376316129413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716911559434589,0.13828979646949066,0.0,0.08566913983545629,0.0629236687821611,0.0,0.10228684267709888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364859937452162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702478959235368,0.10003441418431767,0.486863667248557,0.0,0.248184242151725,0.0,0.0,0.07856036447431944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,winevodka94,2019/08/23,When I was a new server I never ate the food we were supposed to at lineup in the kitchen. I felt like I was too new and people would think I didn’t deserve it. New people ate on their first day and I had been a hostess for 6 months by that point.,4.093212121212119,3.00446329090909,5.076363636363637,91.32121212121216,70.63636363636364,7.333333333333332,25.60606060606061,3.1291,0.3392424242424239,191,4,47,0,3,63,42,55,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,7,4,0,0,1,7,11,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,1,8,1,6,1,0,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,9,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558638362530742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23205104282212066,0.0,0.0,0.2055731878128588,0.2922408464549008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807281446047828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290695482738526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863987900872044,0.7002491830640516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351014576639865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284660549277553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485901384755632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168279113984036,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shufflealong4,2019/08/23,"How to become friends with a tight-knit group? Desperate for advice. Sorry if this seems long and random, so thank you to anyone who will read it and provide advice, I really appreciate it.

So I'm Greek and go to a Greek Orthodox Church. I used to be really close with some of other kids there when I was really little but they all joined our church's competitive Greek Dance team, which I never did, and we kinda grew apart. I still go to sunday school and see them there but its nothing more than a quick ""hi"" or whatever. All of the kids in Greek Dance together know each other really well and are really good friends. So, I need to get sports credit for school, but I can't join a sport because I work after school and don't have time to for practices and games. Thus, my parents said that I should dance for our church's Greek Festival, which would require me to join the dance team temporarily and attend practices only for like a month up until the festival, which I can get school sports credit for. So, this coming Sunday, I will walk into the first practice of the year for the Greek Dance team on which all of the members have been dancing on for years and know each other super well, all of whom I know ever so slightly. To make matters worse, we will be performing their competition-winning routine, the choreography of which I do not know. Considering this awkward situation, the tendency of teenagers to not like outsiders enter an already tight-knit group, and the fact that I'm really bad at engaging in conversation with people, how can I become one of the team without it being awkward?",8.441453551912566,7.343067068852463,8.04754098360656,73.58158469945356,61.91803278688525,11.149726775956283,33.120218579234965,10.203070172399654,3.1228644808743167,1276,39,235,23,15,406,161,305,0.068,0.768,0.16399999999999998,0.9879,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,4,1,3,9,15,17,0,2,17,0,19,0,0,5,7,54,37,25,0,4,8,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,0,2,19,21,0,1,5,15,2,13,6,3,2,2,4,2,24,14,40,25,8,38,4,0,1,0,25,10,0,6,17,163,43,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182044896747194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320759939457356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780676728050743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932223660975278,0.06806027783717128,0.2466154007460398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961758457345742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099303676450183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496869919174214,0.0,0.0,0.17251969311394058,0.0,0.1166641322316615,0.0,0.12690555541985726,0.09364599924958804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454377840358382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909225778438937,0.1119017669029398,0.0,0.09880597315902433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452666614917447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911727623582144,0.0,0.0,0.08278642064204249,0.08611069767333307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713035847875232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565634496900941,0.08491420005554066,0.0,0.0,0.12397315423973893,0.0,0.0,0.07740345389929011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167935118963623,0.0,0.42915177794593373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062038970126041,0.0,0.0,0.4519795506342801,0.08896990720336566,0.10164118139276676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549830829399755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498206841094928,0.0,0.0,0.08916314530873383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279152513484284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510350984586942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642900714696186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007719659954088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076257841941724,0.0,0.08128190172374256,0.0,0.11378000940969338,0.07931234380137549,0.0,0.0,0.14379676778198489
socialanxiety,moon__safari,2019/08/23,Silences in conversations give me anxiety how can i resist the urge to fill the silence in a conversation with mumbling and nonsense that makes me feel exhausted? i feel like its my duty to entertain the person im talking to. this is why i can never enjoy a conversation. they feel like work.,5.569545454545453,7.1703935454545435,6.936136363636365,69.82420454545455,68.0909090909091,9.863636363636363,33.75,10.125756701596842,3.8101818181818174,235,11,39,6,4,80,40,55,0.162,0.7140000000000001,0.124,-0.3022,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,5,0,3,1,0,2,1,9,8,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,4,6,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,27,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305438381480885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422878510698261,0.4166030497046232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797056934365942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31495146784902783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848980259343465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462884439821507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248809244323152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545923937104033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23435726277711116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26310144789956263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227036469491312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nocakeforme90,2019/08/23,"Anxiety over work texts I work remotely for a company several hours away from my place. Currently I'm the only employee who works from home, and I've neither met nor talked to most of my co-workers as I was recruited online by my boss. So we communicate primarily through a chatting platform and the occasional phone calls.

Lately I've been finding it difficult to ask questions or post anything to our chat group because I'm scared of sounding stupid to my superiors and co-workers. There are only about 10 people in the company and group chat. I keep thinking that if I can't even text people without getting my heart racing how am I going to get myself into a real working environment once I graduate. Even in college I can't bring myself to join activities that my classmates plan because I am too afraid of appearing stupid and awkward.

Me and a few co-workers have been assigned to a new task and it's been nerve wrecking so far. I had to ask multiple questions in the group because the instructions for my part wasn't very clear and I'd like to get them sorted out before I start. There are some detailed information that I really need to have in order to do my task correctly but they weren't included in the instructions.

I've stopped asking questions in the group chat for fear of spamming and annoying my co-workers with my seemingly 'stupid questions' and went to text my manager directly. He hasn't replied yet and I'm so damn nervous. What if he gets annoyed that I decided to text him directly? What if he tells my boss about it? What if he (and the rest of the company) thinks I'm an idiot?

I know I'm probably just overthinking things but I feel sad and pathetic. Sorry for my bad English. Feeling like a wreck and just needed to rant to strangers as I can't do it to my family and friends.",5.610781867588933,6.4702092357954575,6.469604743083004,75.93745059288537,67.4375,10.09901185770751,35.190711462450594,10.176274734539398,3.71607445652174,1449,70,266,35,23,480,186,352,0.19,0.773,0.037000000000000005,-0.9954,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,2,5,14,19,7,5,16,0,19,1,1,3,2,56,46,29,0,6,10,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,13,19,0,2,13,4,0,4,9,15,0,0,9,3,37,4,45,37,6,26,0,1,0,0,32,13,1,14,9,171,50,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160186200209405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702280048937249,0.0,0.2625031958118569,0.0,0.08793796998292983,0.0,0.07815003642618414,0.17116857514386355,0.0,0.07964461285535529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557355329222708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364058501626443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823543085495439,0.10532325429719312,0.09465145714956323,0.06686610136155849,0.0,0.0,0.08554645600491363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231322731598265,0.0,0.19560340646138769,0.0,0.05319363900488888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091353569372926,0.0,0.0,0.09388596421472607,0.0,0.09217472322695897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319379420355805,0.0,0.0,0.05143876026139434,0.0,0.1055821020743388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914540606140096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880278005388658,0.0,0.09039708748859426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967832553179944,0.0,0.14237029385197664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013570149334671,0.0,0.12977749857611487,0.0,0.0977895082017814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964057068270992,0.0,0.10091397880815524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41940266293943496,0.0,0.0,0.10653449176292062,0.059960980901209264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370746588042964,0.0,0.0,0.08520768524513732,0.0,0.10573857885209703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477478321797873,0.06624882063900586,0.0,0.0,0.07825173455857902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523015733457704,0.0818083755412017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062182046691928276,0.11994704880843406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722777292425084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676585740247751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022468863718597,0.0,0.545120991574442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,marzbarz21,2019/08/23,"Is this normal to think about? Every single time I ""people watch"" I marvel at people. I wonder about their lives. Everybody is always looking straight ahead walking or sitting. Not looking around. This makes me not want to look around just so I blend in. I watch my every move in public just to blend in like a chameleon. Lol people seem so ordinary and I try to be like that.
I was in a train station once and literally froze and just watched people. They were on phone calls, scanning tickets, walking looking ahead. No one else was looking around like I was, which makes me feel.....different, or out there.
It makes me feel small and insignificant. In the whole train station only one man gave eye contact. Thoughts?",2.855227272727273,5.780403083333336,2.735075757575757,90.14761363636364,82.56060606060606,4.815151515151517,24.15909090909091,6.322622252153567,0.7739454545454549,565,21,102,5,16,169,81,132,0.044000000000000004,0.841,0.115,0.8604,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,2,11,3,0,0,3,1,7,1,1,3,0,25,22,8,0,2,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,6,12,14,3,19,15,2,20,0,0,10,0,8,13,0,4,6,67,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939312078662072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511070720726417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424501570106248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735760167677047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982586229826924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153737705459484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294981627731284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268800907999944,0.0,0.1160899399738846,0.0,0.5520061661110126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632706521123834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397312277532276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881215515087155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001068198392838,0.17817421428335445,0.09998844698744656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645774742877971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196848568411964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424032012993038,0.0,0.10437206430608598,0.07666089816146912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925913204458095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754409253634703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467809547206421,0.0,0.0,0.14257301900066902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fuckit57732,2019/08/23,It won’t get better and that’s fact.. Me and my fiancé in a matter of a year lost 3 vehicles 2 of which was due to car accidents.. Lost my fiancés mother... and now my fiancé’s father has lost his memory.. not to mention all the minor headaches going through all of that.. lol my anxiety and depression is pretty outrageous right now.. trying to even clean our apartment has been a struggle..but I’m still fucking alive :)! I guess I’m not homeless... but if my fiancé loses hope there’s no way I will be able to afford anything really... I can imagine my family is over me at this point all I ever do is call when I need help..obviously I have so much guilt about that too.. it breaks everything inside me.. so I won’t run and tell them what happened this time but now I feel even more like shit because I feel like I’m holding this all in...my fiancé is starting to drink which I fantastic because he has anger issues that only magnifys when he’s drunk.. but I can’t tell him not to because he is already angry... I’m so alone and lost..I keep telling myself this is my karma this is what I deserve.. but honestly I think back at my life and I wonder what did I do so bad to bring me here..I can’t think of any really.. but I have to have done something bad if I’m here right?.. this is not organized or probably makes any sense I’m just kinda writing what ever comes to mind..otherwise I feel like imma explode...I have work tommorow I’m so nervous what he will do while I’m gone.. he has gotten us kicked out of an apartment before while I was at work..shit might as well bring up the times he’s cheated on me...the days when I was paying for the apartment completely...I had bought him the laptop he was using brand new.. going to full time work... full time school.. yet he got to use the 1 car because he didn’t want to walk 5 mins away to work..his part time job.. yet at the end of the day I would have to walk a hour back to my apartment after school because he was either passed out or with his friends and forgot to pick me up.. or the fact that im currently the only one who cleans.. sure every once in a blue moon he will clean but still.. and then tell me he hates the way I clean.. or the time I came home from working 2 jobs (18 hours) sick not having gotten a single day off in a month and only wanting to sleep.. but he kept me up all night because I refused to have sex.. that night 3 hours before I had to get up again I had to close my eyes shut tight and try holding back tears as had sex with me.. of course a couple rolled out but I don’t think he cared he just said I know you want I know you like it.. he says if I ever left him that he petty and gets this look in his eyes...but he’s the only one that understands me...he isn’t completely evil.. I love him.. I guess I kinda feel better now..,0.9040815360492259,2.7428109190556533,2.695024407561906,94.2703795745688,81.4620573355818,5.577929647051864,19.341114168219875,6.5966054737557815,-0.009648004496908058,2157,53,493,21,57,715,259,593,0.115,0.774,0.111,-0.6772,4,1,3,0,0,0,105.0,2,2,1,9,32,29,7,2,21,1,48,11,3,4,11,90,105,40,0,9,23,2,5,4,1,7,2,2,5,0,26,20,2,7,12,2,2,13,13,16,1,2,25,10,63,13,55,72,12,91,1,5,3,4,45,31,2,14,48,294,89,9,0.06624764831953509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861258441365903,0.0731059272727395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901013451718862,0.0,0.05067926963665701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054516169901519966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224184633543209,0.15282105700330167,0.11062803836138572,0.242303709162886,0.0,0.11274373870013785,0.0,0.0,0.11718132276118325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764625586536463,0.07576966110266314,0.06754389263607953,0.0,0.0,0.057066483059612816,0.0694593988487784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330176281515631,0.0,0.12817275790468685,0.0,0.05705900242398556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677943449231059,0.0,0.06489747461002189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058675753067330035,0.0,0.0,0.08751189383720252,0.17977437196338933,0.05581650094685145,0.0,0.05953911463657517,0.0,0.062452386945943676,0.0,0.13398720603787967,0.0946546663927638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118276875727585,0.061244883371027015,0.10383498592832023,0.0,0.07530013043529282,0.0,0.05298429619897913,0.0,0.14595850689975975,0.0,0.05858257662274648,0.0,0.0,0.06540583742254669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044404402228090716,0.0,0.0664517927675747,0.06579886266157776,0.1957217670666163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155882833862551,0.06914533316621321,0.13148113755461935,0.05888395372197675,0.0,0.0,0.07281594998147732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197826373717778,0.0,0.04679267318380543,0.1294610186838163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055631339691830366,0.07411417297739273,0.2892685355040229,0.0,0.05979108908925775,0.0,0.0442208196747095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027828583797274,0.06689123972105207,0.0,0.05287824084922102,0.0,0.048699644066969534,0.0491217918080314,0.0,0.06398239156223284,0.0,0.12433786041822308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055158337095757,0.08978224200786257,0.20153728712148306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173974734385573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626254407942486,0.0,0.0,0.0673976748004494,0.07142616964314169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487987976295798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315025938776445,0.06301668411069543,0.05268278892959862,0.0,0.13409231378503125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600451799143146,0.0,0.0,0.06629549157886791,0.0,0.0,0.051000676243640235,0.0,0.0,0.04689042645534156,0.0,0.10581091504711336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243762453244792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316134584582845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734645424108054,0.0,0.0,0.2317772189075781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995560919823861,0.0,0.0,0.06896613824943737,0.07968776407060478,0.11443339563645055,0.0,0.0,0.11722373818873323,0.1051685993236743,0.0,0.0,0.059564591861984324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184274866705846,0.24114538491152496,0.0,0.0,0.047060428628311037,0.0,0.0,0.042661313503312176
socialanxiety,CheapHelicopter,2019/08/23,"Trying something totally new tomorrow & I'm so nervous A friend invited me to their crossfit gym tomorrow for a workout and I accepted because I'm trying to step out of my comfort zone more. I'm so incredibly nervous about looking stupid and weak, and have this fear of people making fun of me.

Luckily the friend will be there and isn't just giving me their free pass to use on my own or else I doubt I would have gone, but I'm so nervous about how others who've done it more often will think of me. Any advice to calm down a little?",6.020030303030302,5.409856881818183,6.900000000000002,78.2466666666667,66.54545454545455,9.87878787878788,32.878787878787875,9.2995712137729,2.781424242424242,427,16,85,7,6,143,74,110,0.147,0.705,0.14800000000000002,0.0083,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,9,14,1,5,4,0,8,1,0,3,1,17,18,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,1,3,1,7,0,0,2,1,11,8,14,12,4,10,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,3,3,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736337230361804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631868202326961,0.0,0.16518332425631832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807227011171667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485755398837773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029154607166153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733349859265585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753346799358231,0.0,0.0,0.2330160379909413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434540260689468,0.0,0.0,0.20397852230948296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214057584318764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345985870012685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839932920602735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699967742264906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556433340232409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329832291283121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979141500170864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725523193226904,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LotusBM,2019/08/23,"Anyone else get extremly anxious when they take public transportation ???? Hey everyone!

This is my very first post on reddit

I was wondering if anyone else hates taking public transportation like public buses or the subway. For me it is traumatizing and makes me feel trapped. First everyone is just starring at everyone, there's no space to breathe and you most likely have someone sitting/standing next to you. I've been biking for the past year (each time the weather alows me), I feel way more in control and if someone makes me feel uncomfortable it doesn't last more than a few seconds because I bike off. It's almost been a month without the subway or bus and winter is coming soon and I know i'll have to put my bike away.

Walking is also easier because I am free to move and change street if I don't like someone's energy. Of course, walking can't get me to all the places I have to go during the week and I have no car.

Anyone feels the same way ? 

Thanks a lot for taking the time to read!",3.459294117647058,5.531186169230769,4.193273001508295,85.42927601809954,74.48717948717949,6.844645550527903,24.803921568627448,7.724431198458867,1.3483695324283564,793,26,150,11,17,253,115,195,0.11,0.8190000000000001,0.07,-0.7881,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,3,5,6,1,0,11,0,16,1,1,3,1,30,33,14,0,3,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,6,4,1,9,6,1,0,3,3,4,18,6,18,30,8,33,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,9,16,97,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887315937989458,0.0,0.0,0.09493413461382458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341110399393765,0.0,0.2490190730521384,0.2432694351738603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153405627916196,0.0,0.0,0.1447317580564689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558180814786984,0.10226008237164727,0.0,0.0,0.13314587031011252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833768567333004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403038949078711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400978997052883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019531396454268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404449038848135,0.0,0.067466901130608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720375891097667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524114194401295,0.09676631907107013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739904107200939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092490038146247,0.0,0.0,0.15848268265467685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475497656409866,0.12617232293428984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625181290434118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332426466557853,0.0,0.0,0.12402902311033848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369350983838188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933858870409245,0.0,0.0,0.1187443641866394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017534845275461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267770489352406,0.0,0.0,0.1092942801501928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384441224025267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795002970070557,0.0,0.188456499387132,0.09522379748892768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144343621098278,0.12873835923662047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644678976228766
socialanxiety,LemursOnIce,2019/08/23,"Going on Dates So I'm starting to try to get out and meet people now. Have 2 ""dates"" I guess, set up in the next 2 days and I'm really nervous about trying to think of things to talk about, or say, or just nervous about not acting like a fool. I quit drinking and it's my first time trying to go out without the social lubricant of booze. It always took the edge of, obviously. But any success stories or advice or anything would be nice. My chest is already starting to hurt just thinking about it!",1.8071287128712896,3.9741374851485216,3.1866237623762395,90.20528217821784,80.08910891089107,5.228118811881188,22.971287128712873,6.2581,0.5001556435643559,390,13,79,3,10,127,70,101,0.1,0.815,0.084,-0.1734,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,8,7,0,2,4,0,4,3,1,0,1,19,15,9,0,1,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,2,1,0,4,2,4,0,1,1,1,4,3,19,12,0,19,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,5,10,49,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812160972740774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244303417687296,0.0,0.1601863521575133,0.0,0.0,0.13091553493550234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842190883336876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415504735798645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885895840584006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637515762604253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058016856384623,0.0,0.21881930481378395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207492488282512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608929515425214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940521946811911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473990555551466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334643697542827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047614184520579,0.0,0.0,0.12332884534887065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530941737097305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962428997483856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725235789119069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473476751111892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789717420700855,0.24670929011187115,0.0,0.0,0.11225595852190247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138891790413232,0.3921113500415637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557579453075795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675580928156295,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,j413n,2019/08/23,"Does anyone else deal with these symptoms?/ How do I get rid of them? I have lots of symptoms that are triggered by my social anxiety, and they make me even more anxious: 

1.The obvious one, sweating, which is so bad that I get sweat stains on my shirt and it makes the ink on lined paper bleed when I write (even with the use of clinical antiperspirant and antiperspirant hand lotion). 
2.My eyes sometimes burn and water in social situations. I read that it's caused by adrenaline, and it's the worst symptom for me. It makes me need to blink a lot which probably makes it look like I'm tweaking to other people ://
3.I will sometimes feel the constant urge to swallow and my mouth and throat will be dry. This usually happens when it's quiet in a room full of people and I feel like everyone can hear me swallow like every 5 seconds.
4.I've been experiencing really bad muscle spasms and shaking when I'm anxious. Recently it was so bad that I couldn't even smile without my face literally convulsing during school pictures.
5.When someone is talking to me for a long time while I'm anxious, I start getting tunnel vision and I feel like I've retreated into my body?!? It's hard to describe but it's almost like I'm paralyzed and on autopilot while my actual concious is watching from inside (kind oflike the movie Inside Out if you've seen it lol).
6.My stomach with bubble like crazy and make noises which I always am hoping other people don't hear.

I've realized that my body creates physical reactions toward social situations automatically which causes a chain reaction. I usually don't even experience negative thoughts until after I have these reactions. If you've delt with any of these or know how to help, please let me know. Any responses would be appreciated.

Sorry that this is so long.",5.329395604395606,7.249061976190474,5.955952380952379,75.3787912087912,69.1190476190476,8.978754578754577,29.887362637362642,9.466822959209583,2.925024175824176,1448,57,247,32,26,470,190,336,0.075,0.812,0.113,0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,0,12,13,0,1,9,1,21,19,11,11,1,50,48,27,0,6,5,0,5,6,0,3,5,3,1,0,27,18,3,0,7,1,0,1,5,5,0,2,4,13,27,8,31,37,5,26,0,0,4,0,11,10,0,7,21,153,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.08195972236434909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410138797294503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988436024976044,0.0,0.0,0.1142288126609746,0.0,0.0642502371754493,0.2846460376816805,0.0,0.05872603982449313,0.0860551585246096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037825980721644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658244358712767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255667523072726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076069214990112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658746445719405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349806104572952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016081148798832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221891908665,0.0,0.0707631236568755,0.08025369237723197,0.0,0.08215592873485861,0.0,0.0,0.1273998692383892,0.12000142877156245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164006744443066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426990304607467,0.0,0.07523633778745907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932012015088567,0.0,0.05629507676892938,0.0,0.0,0.08341857651443561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874600971427012,0.09231470954509556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588294858903969,0.0,0.24619241402979936,0.0,0.0,0.14865265752503656,0.07052837965531232,0.0,0.0,0.1428064038575186,0.0,0.0,0.2803116710799817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062275695699178325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056912129796917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467915282652965,0.0,0.0,0.09219309644200503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055277183367964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401026686054662,0.0,0.05380456787649756,0.0,0.08292756207465056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499987298417322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881102474213304,0.0,0.25684415652942155,0.07116236893964326,0.0,0.166131646541141,0.09401717334619793,0.059446812130743786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618856327028474,0.0,0.06750600216725622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667672418090262,0.048973809190765334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253826725549238,0.18500081628332532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096099014646753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059662337729513085,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Zzma2208,2019/08/23,"Experiences with anti-anxiety medication Tomorrow I'm going to the doctors to discuss my issues. I have great difficulty relaxing in public and basically look around constantly, along with very low self esteem at times. I'm willing to try medication if it's recommended. Does anyone have good/bad experiences or any general advice for this?",8.639137931034483,10.645558258620694,10.206379310344829,47.714051724137924,61.24137931034482,14.075862068965519,40.36206896551725,13.023866798666859,6.877503448275862,281,15,36,12,4,99,49,58,0.079,0.772,0.149,0.6494,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,10,6,0,8,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,2,3,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096274401239687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681088750975446,0.0,0.1651533290542994,0.0,0.0,0.15095354360647278,0.0,0.0,0.19218562540208792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025702573379454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332976672894868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096998072452967,0.18892458603058024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223587562815808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269382835202113,0.18107617306065726,0.0,0.23801670562772134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225330436741512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812911080946356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349678412821909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252177219011105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588572400500836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657342570946186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812977815460304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,m4ries,2019/08/23,Presentations You know how teachers tell students that the more you present the more you’ll get used to it? Well that hasn’t worked for me and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so tired of overthinking weeks before I even have to present and being anxious and shaky while presenting. Does anyone have any tips on how to remain at least a little bit calm while in front of the class and before it? :(,5.41,5.869395000000001,4.9575,88.01750000000001,67.75,7.9,27.25,7.554174236665415,1.2463249999999997,320,9,67,3,5,97,56,80,0.131,0.8190000000000001,0.05,-0.7769,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,3,0,10,12,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,10,10,4,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,7,45,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108238264284958,0.0,0.0,0.2842127200776757,0.2494988186692446,0.17590992293988245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42815048783313614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27465916681355435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201585241133983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661655914092641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143967133464945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765225356728803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521483026896807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989118059004256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891531119559902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172835260344647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201801540817876,0.0,0.22619978153393505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315254643662546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tresoculis,2019/05/06,"Eye contact is kinda difficult I've been working on my eye contact at my job and I usually don't look at someone in the eyes while they talk to me. I may establish some eye contact when I talk to them or when they talk to me, however it's always brief. I tend to get very tense inside when I do eye contact longer than a couple of seconds. I don't understand why this happens. Thank you to those who can give me any advices. I need to improve on my social skills and I want to start here.",2.5213834951456318,3.7650668058252457,4.095327669902915,88.63289441747574,75.11650485436894,7.0917475728155335,27.43810679611651,7.645422480735847,1.4708067961165048,383,15,83,5,8,128,68,103,0.051,0.88,0.069,0.2023,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,3,2,4,2,0,0,2,0,7,5,5,0,0,9,17,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,6,18,1,14,15,1,12,0,0,6,0,14,5,0,4,6,55,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125401197599419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809788174830076,0.0,0.0,0.14790859760315292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24066146668832794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363564825439892,0.20864742584307705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923360130910305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158368516016228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826466279922021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127473622551405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217155672599128,0.18428846359840995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394880519913468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244588231861473,0.0,0.2002463202753957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264269145176382,0.0,0.0,0.23954736685496186,0.17946166067865735,0.12828812332171255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626143166897786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834380999614772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Yigyogger,2019/05/06,"[22M] I've made a lot of progress, but I still can't connect with people. Over the past few years, I feel like I have more or less conquered my social anxiety. I can give presentations, I can hold a conversation, I've been described by people as a friendly, welcoming person. But I dont feel like my life has really changed much. I thought when I reached this point I would be able to make friends and have a normal social life, but I still find myself feeling very lonely. I havent made any new friends since high school, and the friends I have I only see once every month or two. People seem like they enjoy talking to me, but I feel like I am stuck as an aquaintance and not a friend. I have started dating recently too, using Tinder, and its pretty much the same. They seem like they are having fun, we might go on other dates, we might have sex, but it never moves beyond that. All of my interactions with people feel a bit forced, planned, and not like an intimate natural connection like you might have with close friends or family. How do I become intimate with people? Has anyone else here overcome their social anxiety and still feels this way?",6.345981372887206,6.442020748878927,6.2336322869955145,80.9233977233529,65.72645739910314,9.193377026560883,30.15833045877889,8.841846274778883,2.2270244222145563,909,29,176,13,13,286,134,223,0.069,0.6579999999999999,0.272,0.9948,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,1,4,3,8,17,0,0,11,0,23,3,0,5,2,48,41,18,0,2,10,0,6,7,6,4,2,0,0,1,6,13,0,1,10,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,5,7,29,16,14,31,9,23,0,1,1,1,22,6,0,9,21,116,35,1,0.0873095361192178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937347853263478,0.0,0.13358311230898454,0.0,0.0,0.061048857702386425,0.0894589375177665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642652308180108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531940047058664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923619123827816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232612608422853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293591411263063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356204980985627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230766030347299,0.0,0.2648779489194575,0.1871218501465182,0.0,0.0,0.0797993342673531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047307861502344,0.0,0.0,0.08375526277668774,0.049620021425600916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224731853612107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233386148214864,0.2985852042098307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422744539000105,0.0,0.1652287882645412,0.0582797933292368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27786486123271903,0.0,0.0,0.06968963874879718,0.09279621951506814,0.1283651100232132,0.0,0.06733849671731,0.08432409404409645,0.0,0.0,0.08554480782706203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298180649196296,0.0,0.0664028365370426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334683150572919,0.3026471952462149,0.07623531925350148,0.0,0.0,0.08253573256871433,0.0,0.0,0.08882518657807095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055932724526415685,0.0,0.08620763381680753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836191178631887,0.06957439628326867,0.1589666451321741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222335050966834,0.0,0.0,0.2670032307731804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061798139044898566,0.0,0.20917652498139866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017609790617929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931401910883621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528873021669013,0.0,0.0,0.07540740647407435,0.0,0.07203951109268114,0.0,0.06930224584704417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202218942612316,0.0,0.0,0.05622447870519138
socialanxiety,Rafyta005,2019/05/06,"Any good social anxiety test online? I have been suspecting of having sad, but but i'm not brave enough to go to a psychologist. Do you know any reliable online test? At least for starting with something.",2.5734210526315806,5.5275989736842135,3.8318947368421057,81.12626315789477,85.57894736842105,7.2505263157894735,23.389473684210525,8.238735603445708,2.0709831578947373,163,6,28,4,5,53,32,38,0.215,0.737,0.048,-0.7026,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,6,7,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,18,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153862188442356,0.0,0.2898890921328222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391547707353346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536109937919407,0.3178380218916528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825625333845926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862829805728461,0.0,0.2917275611986129,0.0,0.0,0.2682166347762007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throooowawaaay47,2019/05/06,"Last night I had some kind of episode Last night, I [18m] was at a little get together with my closest friends(4 or 5 people), at my best friend's house to smoke weed and/or drink. I don't drink but honestly even before smoking up I just felt so off. The entire night was genuinely awful for me. We were there 8pm-3am and the entire time I didn't speak a word apart from yes or no. I couldn't see anyway for me to appropriately start a conversation or even join in one. I couldn't look anybody in the eye. It felt as if my head was underwater, and that my thoughts were 10x louder than what I was hearing, and all I could think about was how fucking weird I was being and that nobody wanted me there because of this. For hours I was on the verge of crying before I ended up breaking down, luckily nobody saw. I wanted so badly to leave yet I knew doing so would draw attention to myself so instead I sat on the sofa and pretended to sleep while I sobbed to myself. I didn't realise at the time but I must've been scratching my arm to cope because there are marks and openings all over my arm.


I'm really not sure what to make of the situation. This has happened maybe twice before but i don't know what to call it. The entire time it seemed so easy to just 'snap out of it' that I felt like I was doing it on purpose. I'm not even sure if this is anxiety related. All I know is somehow in a room full of the people who care about me most I managed to isolate myself to the point of crying at 18 years old. Has anybody had a similar experience? Please tell me how you manage",3.5187250836120403,4.430668904615388,4.770715719063549,86.02676254180606,72.26153846153846,7.4983277591973225,25.20735785953177,7.7425588080867325,1.181239464882943,1234,36,262,15,23,409,172,325,0.126,0.7879999999999999,0.087,-0.9041,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,1,21,12,1,0,15,2,29,8,5,3,5,50,53,23,0,8,12,0,4,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,15,10,2,0,10,3,0,0,9,4,0,2,22,10,39,8,44,26,7,40,0,1,4,1,9,24,2,9,16,188,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488531240035366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264829252543247,0.13528231033791954,0.0,0.28326042036592586,0.0,0.11644734259733952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330418932660268,0.0,0.11313273589488453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859380034358584,0.0,0.2437721918470767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740022876261444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827903332378933,0.0,0.0,0.2198672504667787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085417265800295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196215816203151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572864894512737,0.1025822016604694,0.057972850844167485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812296730974583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387860344500372,0.0,0.12506177602735086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092748143380366,0.1280347765181693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155494204363854,0.12196317559863618,0.1808970108927044,0.0,0.11749230189674276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421022783788811,0.11121266352851418,0.0,0.0,0.09317978895211863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406772275132238,0.0,0.11147583109853193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123898055495531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164355226349192,0.0,0.07519044488487513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385358985284192,0.0,0.0,0.12180250434353054,0.10489456821580798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108483569159042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842202074032747,0.10101526383116904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472547592393217,0.11104172482660957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785391843012762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091599702194302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698532022222084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109970624302075,0.0,0.08809110768684965,0.19410778583936125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089604103384708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882392967477336,0.0,0.0,0.07145562574403658
socialanxiety,berennabeani,2019/05/06,"I feel pathetic Today in class we had to read two things we wrote down for our notes. Even I thought it was easy. It comes to my turn and I say my first point and nobody understands me. I was feeling just fine a few seconds ago why did I care so much I started to cry. But I was able to say the last point but still someone didn't hear me. I don't know why I felt so bad usually I can speak in front of people. I just felt so pathetic because the people around me were confused why I was crying. At the end the teacher says to give somebody two claps and everybody did but this one guy at my table was like, ""Go (my name)!"" because I was crying. I know he didn't mean harm but I hate when people care it makes me even more sad I don't know why. I just felt so pathetic and two other people were talking about me right in front of me. It was just so embarrassing and me crying was so unnecessary. I feel so pathetic because I am just a cry baby.",0.0455353666450371,2.168269582089557,2.1426389790179563,95.26627514600912,87.0099502487562,5.286696950032447,19.18689162881246,6.7026698264267655,0.05827216093445786,730,21,169,9,23,244,100,201,0.257,0.6659999999999999,0.077,-0.9939,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,1,18,10,1,2,6,0,19,0,0,1,0,34,42,17,0,0,9,0,6,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,7,9,0,0,12,1,0,4,4,6,0,6,20,11,33,4,16,22,3,23,0,1,0,0,14,10,0,1,10,115,40,2,0.0934488346640446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283675354963485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318927515446471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802587358404564,0.17089662675143086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905546299566901,0.0,0.0,0.08049789653776625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132457842961454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827679304287146,0.0,0.0,0.12344414791730304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175161588836646,0.0,0.26917660803509785,0.0,0.0,0.07948753102687701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964463735983047,0.05310912626881646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252903832226086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922613774587469,0.0,0.0,0.10532362832080973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407110689960646,0.07617327270101241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045654380333887586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062377822780343165,0.0,0.0,0.1017931764137679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686956458387985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332334884320666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591426226017955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667870818046638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347412324585784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798047942073362,0.0,0.2229427922592877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917889435791442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614356615372316,0.0,0.07462836007548679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511063352401541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208325339636081,0.0,0.0,0.07418793638712659,0.0,0.0,0.08857856857607865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164549760609028,0.27385779846005154,0.09728353253543147,0.0,0.0,0.10292068903052726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372921529915043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,canofwhoopass2for4,2019/05/06,"I'm not uninterested in this girl, I just don't like talking to people My friends have been making fun of me for not talking to this one girl I had a deep conversation with two weeks ago. There's nothing wrong with her, in fact she's probably two leagues above me. But I'm not talking to her because 1: it was a conversation in which we basically talked about our problems with growing up and 2: I've had a problem with talking to people no matter what. 

So many people I've practically lost contact with and they think I don't care about them because I'm still active on social media. It's just one on one texting, conversing etc is taxing on my mind and stresses me out. I only talk to my absolute closest friends at college, three friends from back home, and a group chat that includes those three. This way I can talk to my best friends without any pressure and I'm talking to 8 at the same time. 

This girl's cool and I'd like to get to know her better, but man is this an issue.",4.5549483352468405,5.073670074626868,5.351442786069653,84.23407577497129,69.64676616915422,7.77665518561041,31.38193647148871,7.61054688173877,1.9096717183314198,779,32,162,8,13,254,118,201,0.071,0.8059999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.7991,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,2,3,8,17,0,2,6,1,10,0,0,1,1,30,20,9,0,2,8,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,4,11,13,0,0,2,1,1,1,7,6,0,7,5,1,20,11,30,15,3,19,0,1,0,0,31,12,0,0,7,105,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927022219824597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111672958899236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804141437672188,0.0,0.12749974176355633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974831870572772,0.09249087710943273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066243958694372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663228361584888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231872836866694,0.0,0.0546377681861387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490041337207344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915242057133492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747341745807934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021832053726675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415940671473095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980672861233096,0.10602583207419293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559412177563918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003455574612582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259458717023394,0.07953639717018211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750396921778856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275293576135775,0.20013433600923208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660425626371534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351624738358912,0.0,0.11979391993719148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6724476586846779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700945720697743,0.0,0.0,0.06098036150475473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043153176708345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300926945193418,0.08388628558527217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080960677744087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143397924055428,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tigerlilyx01,2019/05/06,"Was completely ignored during group work today, which just shows I am ugly and worthless and that my social anxiety is rational  We had to do group work today and it seemed awkward for all of us, but the group members tried to talk it out. I had no idea what we were doing but I tried to pitch in just to say something and showed them an article I printed out for my homework (which was related to the group work activity) even though I had no idea what we were doing. But when I did this and talked, my group members just looked at me funny/strange and didnt  respond at all or give me any feedback on what I said, yet when other people  talked  especially this good looking member, at least she got feedback.  And here I was completely ignored as if I was not in the group while they were discussing and thinking. I just kept to myself and did the work on my own . 

I felt so horrible left out and nearly was in tears, fuck college and fuck all the immature people in it, was does bad stuff always happen to me in school, it why I have SA in the first place :(  has this happened to anyone when working in groups?",9.418131313131312,6.240945318181822,8.80060606060606,75.50479797979801,61.72727272727273,11.595959595959597,37.626262626262616,9.150863307647796,3.2002020202020205,870,29,175,10,9,277,120,220,0.183,0.7959999999999999,0.021,-0.9892,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,2,6,12,8,2,1,7,0,22,2,0,0,3,38,35,23,0,1,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,15,17,0,3,5,2,0,0,4,7,0,1,19,5,27,1,28,16,5,26,0,1,2,2,23,18,2,3,8,137,42,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276103007898932,0.0,0.0,0.083983529446289,0.0,0.09447636826569042,0.0,0.0,0.08635334605993407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311647511570804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589726249884264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807477431108768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156989997159836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857837120436675,0.0,0.0,0.10504815439603116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22834560155401976,0.0,0.11847145815823032,0.0,0.10358507035965314,0.09877340214020046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184194493189902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788305925891296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418198408762952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074160489494292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123726122818655,0.0,0.12903013037736444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747579429634147,0.09821133184950764,0.0,0.12498754332471462,0.0,0.11242881714516303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589163965730568,0.0,0.09507553493052352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137676517172187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29779136395165823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913314848765345,0.12133710359813872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341251521528088,0.0,0.0,0.167695377678255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855404583728182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143860460340868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495435777549954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SirNoobert,2019/05/06,"Do You Think I Have Social Anxiety? I’ve struggled with shyness ever since I was young. Over the years, I believed I was getting better, but I feel it’s now getting worse again.

During high school, I didn’t make any new friends and just stuck with the same ones I knew since elementary and middle school. I had difficulty in normal conversations because I was afraid of saying the wrong things. It prevented me from doing many things I might’ve otherwise enjoyed.

In my first year of college, I tried hard to befriend my roommate and other people I came into contact with during orientation day. I was way out of my comfort zone but was proud of myself for stepping out of it.

However, little to none of my feelings were reciprocated. My roommate ended up completely ignoring me and other people just flat out ignored my invites despite showing interest.

Needless to say, this was a huge blow to my self esteem. I still managed to make some friends, but they’re all just as socially awkward. 

Now, I’m not completely hopeless. At my job I talk with customers fine. But when it comes to social situations where I’m expected to put myself out there, all the skills I’ve learned just exit my head. 

I never thought I had social anxiety until a friend of I’m said I did. Personally, I think I just have bad shyness issues. What do you guys think?",5.129040981901394,6.821339869565217,5.787347618057003,77.28706261701689,69.27667984189723,8.172165591845227,31.89286457249844,8.6894789155246,2.7464197628458495,1069,47,185,18,19,347,150,253,0.152,0.716,0.132,-0.3451,2,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,2,0,4,13,17,0,3,6,0,16,1,1,2,4,46,34,11,0,2,10,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,10,15,0,3,8,1,0,4,4,8,0,2,16,6,35,9,32,18,5,36,0,1,0,0,18,16,0,1,15,129,45,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468558152910254,0.0,0.16803348349853198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170028885453313,0.06694903163752562,0.0,0.0,0.1237365174562044,0.0,0.09713234822490964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561191380483702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460554589939067,0.23030136057509396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082881276292209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727341431210794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934408480806514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106285240590527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341810890008044,0.0,0.0,0.25455434710420793,0.0,0.11475931230295724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874520401804827,0.0,0.0,0.09838270238269027,0.0,0.11271336519656948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603740928845376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463001817987326,0.10898555620497738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007470393528597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661968150636526,0.11134652804385617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650824161757868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470473536199401,0.10607082751832504,0.0,0.0,0.10760635686601623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442107487465231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227931617778734,0.09589600091183814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104056643547534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446986534695082,0.17467640334451934,0.0,0.22229995378010847,0.0,0.0,0.11457267792708177,0.0,0.0,0.18169873371424367,0.12344924939230882,0.0,0.4478159172136848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770734451682652,0.0,0.0,0.11481418918555998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827413874168465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592729329311988,0.2111165815009828,0.0,0.08718973442691827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456478004805013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717492490379172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119222796579186,0.0,0.12007770797501068,0.0,0.14144894293029453
socialanxiety,jizzledfreq,2019/05/06,"Maybe I'm just over thinking? I have a friend who for a few months (after we got back in touch) would invite me over on his days off for a few hours to smoke a few bowls, kick back, and have conversation. Offers me some food & drink when I'm over.

It's kind of gotten a bit weird the past few time. Last time we hung out he had invited me over to smoke some Resin (all he had), we're smoking, we had a few cups of coffee, then it kind of got a bit weird...

He managed to scrape together a bowl of flower & kief, and at the moment I was under the impression we were all going to smoke it together. His lady leaves real quick to run an errand, and when she got back made excuse after excuse to delay the smoking of the bowl (my friend eager to enjoy it).

I kind of lingered, conversation started falling off, she *slowly* did what she was doing, and at that point I just made up an excuse to leave, figuring maybe they had wanted me to leave a long time ago so they could smoke the bowl. They were a bit argumentative towards each other when I dipped out, and looking back, maybe they were intentionally trying to make it awkward like that so I'd just leave quicker.

I talked to him a few days ago, and it felt friendly, but when the topic of weed came up (he was talking about getting a good deal from a friend and their dispensary), and when I asked a follow up question, he kind of side stepped it and ended the conversation.

**TL;DR** - They're great friends, but I always get the feeling I'm overstaying my welcome. When I do visit, it's usually 2-3 hours.",4.18119047619048,4.8597277802547785,5.047797998180165,85.50419320594482,70.56050955414013,7.637003336366392,25.14346375492873,7.62386473244151,1.1027769487412795,1209,32,254,13,21,394,155,314,0.034,0.831,0.135,0.9851,1,0,5,0,0,0,54.0,4,0,5,0,17,19,0,1,25,0,17,3,0,4,2,40,39,20,0,3,5,0,3,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,13,17,2,1,5,1,0,7,0,3,0,0,19,4,30,16,42,18,14,58,0,0,1,0,40,19,0,3,33,166,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465681117853666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258635951495422,0.1890377847538279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155278203250994,0.0,0.0,0.2683127714251251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28571349354970776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977339588725076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964990640527721,0.0,0.0,0.11251848589774227,0.08993527023952047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545691418066716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726415895983893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044108546736571504,0.0,0.08375910864577539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548469212315904,0.0,0.336987032508042,0.0,0.09115318723621496,0.0,0.04957755924302285,0.07316842923555833,0.2093089668160979,0.09617669839293999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181745362725773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633665690992538,0.0,0.07110802239438795,0.0,0.3694763199552113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04261852726121397,0.0,0.0,0.07720007168558618,0.07325527919796951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508739423098642,0.05822992057316255,0.0,0.2629173093044327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963000205217085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327550770789477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246510286633095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772296442555074,0.0,0.0,0.0992923247141655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061745255475167675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140232089847214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589655106862824,0.0,0.0,0.1526019773823363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922671738397956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960768311630032,0.0,0.05145335774891406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061969114125959235,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mea0044,2019/05/06,"I struggle with social anxiety more ever since I started working I have friends and I love to be social. I do get nervous around new people but since my boyfriend is extremely extroverted and confident, I am able to follow his lead in most situations. In college, I had no problems making friends except for in forced environments like my sorority. I struggled to fit in the crowd. Since it was a huge group (over 200 people), I had a hard time finding my place. When not in my sorority, I was able to naturally make friends and I felt comfortable. 

I’m finding my sorority struggle is very similar to my work struggle. Now that I’m working, I’m having a hard time finding my place. Most people I work with are older than me, have kids, etc and I don’t know what to say most of the time because I feel like I don’t have much in common with them. When I do have something to say, I’m too scared to say it. I’m usually okay with small groups 3-4 people but when we have large group outings, I cannot find my place and I end up going home because I get so anxious and can’t approach anyone. I’m the most awkward person. Work makes me feel depressed. I love my job so much but not being able to fit in has made me depressed and sometimes suicidal. 

I’m an extroverted person...I just have very bad social anxiety in what seems to be forced friendships and environments like work.",3.2067606306736742,5.053595428571433,4.426676222328396,84.46651218346872,74.56776556776556,7.238668577799013,28.353081700907783,8.04050195162591,1.901129765886287,1084,45,213,17,23,356,130,273,0.19899999999999998,0.639,0.162,-0.8707,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,1,7,10,21,0,7,7,1,25,2,0,5,1,41,48,16,1,1,7,0,5,3,3,0,0,3,1,2,5,14,0,0,9,0,0,4,7,11,0,0,6,8,35,10,29,39,8,36,0,2,0,2,20,18,0,5,17,132,40,9,0.2401767608099909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248970975129328,0.0904437920394362,0.0,0.05597905851539567,0.0,0.0,0.07126941251705786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684585436211378,0.0976063494331153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790926143412668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709084406127395,0.0,0.08928685872087544,0.0,0.07241787684389744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096039117982645,0.05719410863741449,0.07686911837443422,0.0,0.2926896109485867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555996961758395,0.0,0.08365496306199031,0.0,0.0454993293479809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343413477479786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030562463617062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944612507392056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04399828885874701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173382335349701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451260250521644,0.07575368610318088,0.16031985284378136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770503619175435,0.0,0.0,0.07732140407547186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201109982827386,0.139808722326505,0.2509335960287095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660557450503477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099820018541366,0.08015294558182967,0.0,0.0,0.07288263421104317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867669846018826,0.08998958072074385,0.0,0.2448299614730923,0.0,0.06163326814880327,0.07918031924831764,0.0,0.05666611582810509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347798644855728,0.0,0.0875714646868114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004900067865272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817359003834054,0.1321139873423071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497030847221777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,notbored_anymore,2019/05/06,"Severe social anxiety giving a presentation for the first time I have a very severe social anxiety ..I have stopped going outside of my dorm room ,talking to people is a nightmare. only the thought of putting myself through that ordeal ,anticipation of all the anxiety that I would feel makes me dizzy.For the first time ever I'm about to give a presentation in my college and I don't know how I can handle this without going insane.Right now I'm in my room and can't seem to stop my mind from going absolutly crazy.Its hard to breathe,heart is racing my chest is getting tighter and tighter..I fucking hate my life.Only the worst case scenarios are playing inside my head from last 1 week,I feel like crying there is nobody whom I can talk to not my friends(I don't have any) or parents nobody.THIS IS A NIGHTMARE!!! FUCk YOU ANXIETY!!!",6.09148148148148,6.6181322222222265,6.534172839506173,77.0697777777778,66.28395061728395,8.702222222222222,32.86666666666667,8.548686976883017,2.6278992592592596,668,27,121,9,10,217,98,162,0.19699999999999998,0.742,0.061,-0.9690000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,5,6,3,0,10,0,15,4,2,2,2,19,32,5,0,1,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,2,5,1,0,4,5,4,0,2,1,3,17,2,16,30,2,19,0,0,0,2,9,4,2,2,12,75,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913023194426309,0.0,0.4010643835662085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439712317258963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855784128537655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325430905491772,0.09363447742205633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297149044261186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423391415453472,0.06847723425264474,0.2514633193921983,0.2234656345583086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174105215911808,0.12940178526434115,0.13451282265605716,0.0,0.0,0.1553153353080861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203113892150863,0.10683731100097522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257668253916412,0.0640328432445509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748841444826967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234057049876266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968255808105428,0.0,0.0,0.14553468253732804,0.0,0.0,0.09086553584610656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317587982904721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193072472498196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931871184070986,0.0,0.2961373961562828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672131337294032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915619794081076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069379924853496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405276485129496,0.15285274776766658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814421677033327,0.0,0.0,0.10513425089102074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634416242439267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310642168628998,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lstruggling,2019/05/06,Has anyone here tried Nardil for social anxiety? People say it actually works pretty well for severe social anxiety unlike ssri's,7.191818181818181,10.374166363636368,8.545454545454547,53.38818181818184,67.18181818181819,9.854545454545457,24.63636363636364,10.125756701596842,3.736472727272728,108,3,11,3,2,37,19,22,0.22,0.586,0.19399999999999998,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.268980168217989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217203061443116,0.0,0.0,0.19273052195744744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109072341080152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804200638055521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191961529360353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31138928931391946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619506950985181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713818945330427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24782912318479475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066568890846476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,deskbunny,2019/05/06,"Does anyone else have 0 friends? 
There’s people who I talk too at work but that stops at work and then when I’m home it’s me and my family. My wife goes out 3/4 times a month and honestly I think it’s great and I sometimes I’d love to do that, but then the thought of making plans and having to actually go just cripples me, the thought of talking to people constantly or having the pressure of making them happy, freaks me the hell out",4.06168498168498,4.6047428791208835,4.848076923076924,87.31775641025642,70.75824175824175,7.8249084249084255,26.155677655677657,7.793537801064563,1.2416358974358968,346,10,75,4,6,112,60,91,0.11800000000000001,0.6709999999999999,0.21,0.9161,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,4,8,1,1,5,0,4,1,0,2,0,17,12,11,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,5,10,10,0,12,1,0,0,1,7,4,1,1,7,47,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.19479997823085374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957869730866265,0.2045339164611231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571792027822306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174688496723677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675659892747735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881836357969004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422564270014275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344844460116033,0.0,0.0,0.2200813635473493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249882422288344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002347801221486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801645234602792,0.0,0.2664953264799572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593344963125849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767822550424944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974289333595108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689096175950185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208934187008312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790820835331124,0.0,0.3169514011090471,0.1163998204121886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906509583217217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mr_Snoogley,2019/05/06,"I'm going to a party. Idk what to do I was homeschooled my whole life, so I can't tell if I actually have social anxiety or if I'm just awkward, but I've never really been to a proper party and the idea terrifies me. Tonight I'm going to an end of the season kind of celebration for my ultimate team. Joining the team in the first place was a huge step for me, and I'm familiar will all my teammates, but the girl's team from my school will be there as well.  

I know it's irrational considering that I know most of the people already, but thinking about how I'm going to avoid sitting around awkwardly is stressing me out. Conversation with strangers/acquaintances has become easier for me, but I guess I'm just afraid of the unknown in this particular situation. 

What should I expect? What kind of social taboos/norms do I need to be aware of in a party environment? Is my fear substantiated at all? Consider me a 12 year old because honestly that's about where I would consider myself socially.",6.583427643784788,6.388081025510208,7.734601113172546,71.34546382189241,65.27551020408163,11.412987012987013,33.63450834879406,11.022393298168332,3.7262408163265306,795,31,150,21,11,272,116,196,0.128,0.7609999999999999,0.111,-0.3485,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,10,10,0,6,13,0,16,1,0,1,3,29,30,12,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,4,3,0,4,2,6,1,1,3,0,20,4,26,21,4,21,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,5,7,104,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.15299768852762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301404856077246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993864170861347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395701981827339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557352202820893,0.1731546151786678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886329014961304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642457482972707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335962403660906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26731034492921885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271425958664666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698903522571602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265309426439675,0.17232778211120292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074053955034246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625268142157888,0.12092079142897587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451748879240205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869366011114014,0.0,0.16380496902066544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043926797038924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867286658082466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762307723887752,0.0,0.4794618762388703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795945103511607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370353391440146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046027930544328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096683502097887,0.0,0.0,0.17504273114361346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137421530286082,0.0,0.0,0.10096317551095063
socialanxiety,safflowergro,2019/05/06,"Advice for someone who is leaving parent's house to foreign country with a social phobia?  I am 20 (Female) and I may be moving to Europe at the end of August to finish a degree abroad. The problem is, I haven’t left my house (parent’s house 😔) much at all for the past five years. I have studied online and have no friends, no social skills, no functional second language skills, I can't drive, and no mature “grown up” skills. I cannot imagine leaving the house and environment I’ve been in for most of my life and I think I am beyond the point of being able to function normal socially. I can’t imagine day-to-day life such as catching a train, functioning in class, going to restaurants (I am too afraid to eat in front of anyone and am afraid of getting sick), going to the store, having conversations with people, etc. A large part of me doesn’t want to have friends or be around people at all. I am pretty boring and not talented or smart either (no I am not being hard on myself, it is true). I also look quite child like and immature. I struggle to retain information and come across as ditzy and air-headed. I function better around really old people or really young people, not people my own age. I don't want to burden anyone by talking to them and I don't really have parental figures that offer emotional support or guidance. As a side note, I have not responded well to therapy in the past mostly because my traits are deep rooted in my personality.

I know this is just a jumble of words, but if anyone can offer advice, I will be eternally grateful.

Note: I posted this to r/socialskills and got one reply saying that I shouldn't make the move because it is way too much of a change too soon. 

Thanks",5.116452922077921,5.8688354017857165,6.029458874458874,79.03675324675326,68.4940476190476,8.132900432900433,27.177489177489186,8.150884317080207,1.788094047619048,1349,40,248,17,22,446,182,336,0.057999999999999996,0.853,0.08900000000000001,0.8706,3,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,5,11,16,0,3,15,0,35,4,0,2,3,50,48,22,0,6,12,3,1,1,2,3,3,1,0,2,7,17,1,1,6,0,1,9,17,6,1,3,2,3,30,10,44,38,10,40,0,0,1,0,19,18,0,8,12,179,37,1,0.08898648545139662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739131273844498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116246026555019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666425899937975,0.0,0.0,0.15843367656447144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084906711769494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870131497172385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413590242068047,0.07665397781447232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147778428957707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105539011722588,0.0,0.10009781887932476,0.0788156135217261,0.0,0.09924345379341434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750147583845548,0.0,0.046491765866612064,0.0,0.10114614075278132,0.0,0.07117062148563275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971441223742406,0.0,0.0913258066748072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107138266266993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048904645206444594,0.0,0.0,0.18844767891769892,0.09668407681388484,0.0,0.12570757263468946,0.0434743019105529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472623596012211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059399170030191135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189157102531086,0.1308306114460424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087187862122541,0.0,0.0,0.09337634734317864,0.0,0.060299545530211066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964268837596568,0.09636369207415947,0.16989533878813196,0.30846012284281704,0.07769956672740896,0.0,0.0,0.0841209917255492,0.0,0.0852244549258955,0.09053124692306423,0.0,0.08514804868962061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464808084056384,0.0,0.0,0.1710210636280536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076562488694885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272131546756022,0.07539796035090833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302799563120777,0.0,0.0,0.1009808091526829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152396625767292,0.0,0.0819268000922758,0.10176380136277847,0.0,0.0,0.05701894676045555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049730693591433,0.07063333017136132,0.0,0.0,0.08000953726808521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730437909417099
socialanxiety,alpacapotato,2019/05/06,"Everything I thought I’ve been building up seems to be crashing down I can either kill myself, or endure the pain. Unless the pain ends up killing me anyways. I feel like an incapable human being because my social anxiety no matter how many coping strategies I try to use or things I tell myself don’t seem to be helping. I don’t vent anymore because I realize I’ll just be burdening my friends who already have problems to deal with. What does it matter if one life like myself leaves this world. Maybe I’ll reincarnate into another form that isn’t too socially anxious to achieve their dreams. I’m so scared of being judged. I’m terrified of being disliked, and if someone likes me then I feel like I have to keep up those “liked” traits or else they’ll dislike me. I just want to disappear or be invisible.",4.581666666666667,6.243628732484076,5.220780254777072,80.9350345010616,70.59235668789809,8.035881104033969,31.554670912951174,8.59863814320734,2.62711932059448,649,29,117,11,12,209,105,157,0.242,0.621,0.136,-0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,2,1,6,13,2,1,3,0,15,3,0,2,0,26,25,11,2,4,10,0,2,5,1,1,3,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,6,1,0,1,4,7,0,1,2,2,20,6,16,15,2,9,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,8,7,78,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817343192270403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029895545650968,0.10965067135883604,0.16192743925182534,0.1421495307895605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475103444945894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477718063991612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543318268584436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973776939890117,0.0,0.12695202125928706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288200074471676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494868612827666,0.20479671060030372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107400520267158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607424397600532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274024883185607,0.3171572700884153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177077657099153,0.0,0.0,0.10124155430937104,0.35013052958471114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453189126272081,0.14399899552219014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712731835763108,0.0,0.30503650387913217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715197286958564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350306343742614,0.0,0.0,0.2609730984869766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922234006300445,0.12144704631065045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528086630772542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522522146193656,0.0,0.0,0.11379176002851517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731486870072616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379518042947665,0.0,0.0,0.0845425337535501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ashenicky,2019/05/06,"I'm gonna apply to be a waitress.... Again.    I think we need more income, and though I'm much more comfortable being a stay at home mom that means I need to get a job. I don't have a ged, so I can't get anything aside from customer service. That means being a waitress, again, and dealing with people, again. Anxiety attacks at work are the worst, can't run, can't hide, and if you're busy there is no going for a smoke. And then I feel like passing out when people yell at me which customers are good at doing. And I won't make much in tips.. Wish me luck.",2.1693691148775898,3.2196269915254265,3.423333333333337,93.8712900188324,75.6949152542373,5.9224105461393615,22.433145009416194,5.82211442006289,0.11073709981167568,427,11,99,2,9,139,78,118,0.10800000000000001,0.763,0.129,0.5283,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,7,0,13,0,0,1,0,18,27,10,0,4,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,2,9,4,11,22,5,15,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,6,63,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501883469719094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155902599722502,0.0,0.0,0.2233484155631226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240280389632653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926799031678583,0.1402548614120525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514377319999832,0.0,0.11157621447513613,0.16466837976386245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693032241062625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482260546461475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591464386139292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104868827635302,0.0,0.0,0.4277116978411568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22993386424548934,0.0,0.0,0.28864342730180576,0.2911455024841263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27221454079959523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925668946062204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257973499639632,0.19288864877315254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22576445090357386,0.0,0.0,0.14292718501835053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,llvii,2019/05/06,"Uncomfortable with enjoying music Hey!

Do any of you have problems with publicly singing, dancing or in other ways enjoying music? When alone, I have no problem at all or with maybe one specific trust-worthy person in the world but with everyone else it feels too uncomfortable - will they make fun of me if I do it or because I'm completely emotionless are my most common fears/reasons to avoid it. I've done this throughout my life and some people definitely find it weird which makes me more anxious. 

My boyfriend bought us tickets to a music festival and I don't know what the fuck to do with my body because WE're going to see my favorite band for the first time. A band I've loved for years and he knows that but I don't want him to see me being awkward as shit. Any tips?

Should I just get wasted or pretend to take pictures for 1,5 hours?

ps let me know if this isn't the right subreddit, I wasn't sure where to ask this",5.153460144927539,5.884861918478265,5.396521739130439,83.68253623188406,68.40217391304348,8.52463768115942,30.007246376811594,8.59863814320734,2.118515942028986,739,27,148,11,12,234,121,184,0.195,0.682,0.12300000000000001,-0.848,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,1,1,4,13,2,2,6,0,15,5,2,2,2,33,32,13,0,6,9,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,8,0,1,5,6,1,2,5,7,0,2,3,3,19,6,21,25,4,15,0,0,2,2,12,6,2,8,6,94,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657760819569145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176954579001304,0.0,0.0,0.1808246333800318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963647345831638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951447628833451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779292958851653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782208533076062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379911901337446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337113608004829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294621298472535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093221614930056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629387600987925,0.13614875573568844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797484881120224,0.08362585029334424,0.0,0.09096699024736354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762894409366462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26389786206982424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367436011432698,0.11305660748667852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446231066586607,0.0,0.2136854132297402,0.0,0.16080391126236718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846223354332636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096691886614177,0.13976006748477401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063156599780704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645705155307097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669217413983614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550975693412716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430146389129308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508566518830267,0.0,0.12034679270010895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933335081450921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925350199299883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440878421618301,0.1270498589272246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030747560983405
socialanxiety,Notquite44444,2019/05/06,"Help? My social anxiety controls my life. Parents are emotionally abusive and have been since forever. Went to a therapist and got told I wasn’t normal and that I was going to fail in life (after she screamed in my face... literally.) I’m trying everything I’ve always heard to do, but some new and original tips would be nice.",3.336344086021509,5.803677903225813,4.998064516129034,77.63376344086022,76.41935483870971,8.649462365591399,28.075268817204304,9.2995712137729,2.9124107526881726,258,11,46,7,6,87,49,62,0.12,0.75,0.13,0.3919,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,2,0,10,14,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,7,2,6,1,6,5,1,7,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,28,7,1,0.0,0.27655364116186404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942164913186816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855863008564432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26179006972611096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26255574399798665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977458480043465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265274176397082,0.0,0.18667994651798608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645034524895382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32972991448567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225429613900592,0.0,0.0,0.22869303510774014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591750811951572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193079833285698,0.0,0.0,0.2379329257579798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710079394980324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303403069255745,0.0,0.1584706178888868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163741584756504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658083418991583,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oh_sleep,2019/05/06,"Do you ever notice that your anxiety level is highly variable in very similar situations? For example: 

I'm asked to go to the front of the class to identify a structure on a slide. I know the answer and get it right. Took maybe 10 seconds. Still, I have a racing heart, trembling, shaking voice, locking knees, dry mouth.

A couple of weeks later, I'm asked to go to the front of the same class and write an answer on the board. I get it wrong at first, but the teacher gives me clues until I get it right. Took a couple of minutes. When I sit down, I realize that I was totally fine the entire time. No symptoms at all before, during, or after.

What the hell? Why can't I just always be fine?",2.4561990407673875,4.23367854676259,4.123183453237413,86.13259292565952,76.4820143884892,6.647721822541968,23.09412470023981,7.492282038375204,1.011949160671462,534,16,107,7,12,179,93,139,0.11900000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.039,-0.8739,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,1,4,6,1,2,15,0,6,4,3,0,3,14,19,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,8,2,4,0,2,3,1,11,2,18,15,3,28,1,0,0,0,6,10,1,1,9,70,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821303696404738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270702110449616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105723376375698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134349975183996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675850318155473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025188503861125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128920696282696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603497183435854,0.1593434788754224,0.1888031049919638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683575251063828,0.0,0.17549952283793752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128720873369753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687524594707068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911215047463412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28370628549460297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867094801228688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265202322659306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264715836156708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685742097033298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36909852319976894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705438838629544,0.0,0.0,0.13323976893670536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988432838239865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161022882458044,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,getthisbaguette,2019/05/06,"Double interviews tomorrow First, I have a face-to-face job interview at 8am tomorrow which requires wearing heels (something I haven’t done since high school prom) and getting up at 5.30am (which is closer to the time I usually go to sleep due to my messy sleeping schedule). It’s my first face-to-face interview of the year for a small company in an industry I know next to nothing about.

Then, I have a video interview to complete by Wednesday morning. There will only be 2 questions but I haven’t prepared for it at all so I will likely go straight from my first interview to researching, preparing and recording the second. I’ve had 3 unsuccessful video interviews so far which featured half a day of me sitting in front of my camera psyching myself up in my business formal before finally press start, not fun.

I’ve only started feeling nervous now, about an hour before I need to sleep. I guess it’s better this way so I can minimise my panicking time. I’ve been primarily depressed this year so it’s been a while since my anxiety has taken over.

I’m not really sure what the point of this post is. I just can’t really talk to friends or family about it since I don’t to annoy them or have them look down on me when/if I don’t get the job. I hope I can look back on this and no longer relate to these feelings someday.",4.402687612567544,5.670543285171107,5.3323754252551545,81.48640384230539,70.52091254752851,8.730758455073044,30.572143285971585,9.134995656068208,2.6303505703422063,1056,44,203,21,19,346,150,263,0.121,0.8059999999999999,0.073,-0.9057,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,5,11,9,1,1,12,0,20,5,5,0,2,19,36,12,0,2,6,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,1,4,2,0,3,8,3,0,5,5,5,27,6,33,28,2,47,0,1,2,0,11,18,0,5,24,132,41,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933472923131561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382818643578288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766524080503854,0.0,0.0,0.10791946359777901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279388368206309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869476668002366,0.0,0.10509826634352824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487193635755685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503246320820285,0.0,0.1233970317440634,0.0,0.0,0.13367027689032468,0.0,0.3113782088168485,0.0,0.0,0.09427469872466894,0.0,0.1275040051323403,0.0,0.13869701235547885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344221365742479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289240422633416,0.0,0.12119641247356915,0.1201681156378246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24217807930088664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706067211221836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961429417234555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493724417171075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047853869491504,0.0,0.0,0.1297728883411753,0.0,0.0,0.11708439874374026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560804237914547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535121500315673,0.0,0.11686434291879635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669373211683564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634216918562974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349383191174612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30281616120459703,0.0,0.3663334935068242,0.0,0.0,0.09393929840772976,0.0,0.0,0.17273707282668904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500527198509095,0.0,0.0,0.0980774981420191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230523288919308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439114028960233,0.0,0.0,0.09685621017840496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715767534173025
socialanxiety,kinemorey,2019/05/06,"Social anxiety in group discussions First of all, excuse me for my english which isn’t my native language. 

After reading a lot of post on this subreddit to try and understand if I really have social anxiety, i thought it would still be a better idea to post about it and get feedback from ppl with more experience . I have a few questions regarding the subect.

Is social anxiety the same for everyone, or is it possible that it manifests differently with different people? I quite often completely « freeze » in group talks, meaning I can’t manage to bring a single word out of my mouth. I feel looked at and judged by everyone. This doesn’t occur all the time though, like when the group is made up of only good friends. I always felt like this was extreme shyness, but with time going by I wonder if there is not something more at hand, also because I’m very moody and sometimes really depressed. So is it possible that social anxiety comes as a result of another mental problem? 

Lastly, should i go see a specialist for this (if yes, who?), or is the problem not important enough (I have read about people here with far more severe situations). Also I have a hard time speaking out about this, even anonymously on the internet, since i have never talked about to anyone IRL.

Thanks for reading, Iappreciate any advice you can give me!",8.345806754221393,7.995485719512199,8.338780487804879,68.98173545966233,61.72357723577235,11.796873045653536,35.99624765478424,11.20814326018867,4.195645778611631,1061,42,177,26,13,345,149,246,0.12300000000000001,0.784,0.094,-0.8173,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,3,14,10,0,0,13,1,19,2,2,2,3,40,36,16,0,7,8,0,5,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,14,11,0,0,8,3,0,4,6,4,0,1,4,8,18,6,35,29,10,25,0,1,2,0,17,10,0,9,11,133,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447949193165699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463796647468195,0.08044968990089606,0.0,0.0,0.06574913559686238,0.10138268365542863,0.2958551320124098,0.0,0.0,0.06760442073309729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058938296644300024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855100516529108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328559192018077,0.10137241402273446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327467431789043,0.0,0.0,0.20203055513850005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990148111118306,0.0,0.06385955019055352,0.0,0.0,0.18477337825160528,0.0,0.09457651134843363,0.0,0.0,0.048886856024309824,0.0,0.0928327906504231,0.0,0.0,0.08224023678359449,0.0,0.0,0.07469861402901701,0.0,0.050513937436971315,0.09274909042474977,0.10989666085465498,0.08109481563576162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661079564366334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914562987270507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881120350051338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447084342316904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811910741144975,0.0,0.0,0.08219815467394853,0.0,0.09148571275084844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531834141875454,0.0,0.0,0.0974357692720705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456945526817553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353332180277357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405845148396384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799568735583388,0.1851950642863539,0.0,0.0,0.185029031451634,0.0,0.0,0.10830936055709163,0.1028364301718886,0.2901335818172137,0.0,0.12387781144296245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704545073578782,0.0,0.0,0.10922656314502294,0.0,0.07997885559812386,0.10867802421091126,0.0,0.3942328473648247,0.0,0.07443285938690014,0.0956239665011878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772127895292676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554235288523972,0.0,0.08901458520947446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499255068229426,0.07675711367737079,0.1691334548351781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564278852430296,0.0,0.0,0.10065252559112907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977527509291739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485079029065612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868227099665425,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,n3xtm0v3,2019/05/06,"Social anxiety and mean mothers? I’ve always felt uneasy around people, and this started with my abusive mother. 

I guess it makes sense? If your first relationship is not supportive you see people as danger.

Anyone else have this experience?",5.186097560975611,8.699547121951223,5.4519024390243915,70.58029268292684,77.78048780487805,7.182439024390242,25.27317073170732,8.238735603445708,2.5245765853658537,196,7,26,4,5,62,37,41,0.29600000000000004,0.7040000000000001,0.0,-0.9236,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,9,4,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,4,1,3,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,2,17,7,0,0.0,0.28165324161861616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779780922748413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185121978981972,0.0,0.0,0.16621575958306845,0.2435669693198627,0.0,0.21161662683740634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858026540343354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325307502383561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824354746111755,0.0,0.0,0.2022001413079824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618697221637091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867651715594133,0.0,0.0,0.2589411746616294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296031102745328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552168009074583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942796902332307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24232036702172216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825580377348098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697560098532065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,101Newbie,2019/05/06,"how to stop blushing Does anyone have any tips on how to stop blushing? My blushing is so bad, whenever there is even slight attention on my I go bright red & it takes hours to fade away.

Is there any medical procedure that could help?",3.569565217391304,5.657084434782611,3.77326086956522,88.49293478260874,74.21739130434783,8.078260869565218,26.71739130434783,8.841846274778883,2.0028000000000006,188,7,38,4,4,58,34,46,0.16899999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0.102,-0.5649,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,6,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,6,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,4,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999299703450433,0.0,0.3764886820843803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355615122411104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260077700866969,0.0,0.2311297588554441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101501443083146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224350664477926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283432680512807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732088579966674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855438988364287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726079542155699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27886295098948183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462861064834636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813114712541272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,loserlonerlover,2019/05/06,"I feel like my life is already over I've had social phobia for 25+ years and it hasn't gotten any better. I've continually pushed people away and formed no lasting relationships throughout my life. I always thought it would turn out like a movie where somebody would fight to become a part of my life but it never turned out that way. Now I'm estranged and alone, which is what I thought I wanted (because it's the only time I feel most comfortable), but I can't stop thinking about all the wasted opportunities of my life. Mostly love and sex and doing things I enjoy (or once enjoyed) or wanted to do before I got old. I never got to travel or anything, etc. Now I'm in my late 30s, still living at my mom's house, unemployed (naturally), the loser/black sheep of the family and all I have to look forward to is death. I'm embarrassed to even be alive, let alone step outside my comfort zone and have people judge how pathetic I am (shopping or getting a haircut is a nightmare). I'm just so fucked up and nobody understands how fucking hard it is to do things that normal people take for granted. I thought it would get better by now, and now my life is over.",6.151888111888112,5.875337675324673,6.664675324675327,78.9291008991009,66.18614718614721,8.839294039294039,30.756243756243755,8.139509932561175,2.0983530469530467,917,30,178,10,13,300,136,231,0.17,0.7170000000000001,0.113,-0.9376,2,2,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,13,14,3,1,8,0,20,9,0,2,4,40,45,18,1,6,7,1,3,2,0,3,5,0,0,0,12,11,0,1,7,2,1,4,5,4,0,0,7,4,20,10,22,33,7,28,0,0,1,4,5,10,2,6,17,118,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22630308536007884,0.12056168005702587,0.0,0.090905949508504,0.0,0.0,0.07429472516499508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990462577789313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264532362821277,0.0,0.0,0.06659866340646133,0.1206596313375974,0.09296492815752498,0.0,0.0,0.19324803980238825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184423421442694,0.07215954533087111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299253391157068,0.0,0.1104816207706952,0.07804925011739937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200239049183,0.114158735770836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747567127507045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786783050839976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606149265718086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905450468420392,0.1232403822702666,0.0,0.0,0.11171699877017116,0.3858376128896015,0.10674946954838092,0.0,0.09647102254534022,0.0,0.09174369339503824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860368949493116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795396537616335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852289036380502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704321430839804,0.0,0.0,0.11464100755152205,0.1163492173507758,0.0,0.08309064270142147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830866236569795,0.0,0.2272235760660224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729515967657927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136808408238917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724834060895698,0.09133909527128636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214348589895751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516360356730088,0.07000391097031639,0.0,0.2602003180734144,0.06370539287508299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376683873940865,0.0,0.1137346013460354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887865909853582,0.08671870733821033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23282726386052965,0.0,0.0,0.07035434500694303
socialanxiety,Foreignerinnihon,2019/05/06,"Not sure if he wants to be my friend or if he is giving mixed signals Background info: Me (23M), friend (24M)

So I just started school around a month ago. I notice this one dude keeps on glancing and looking at me. He is starting to talk to me more and even waits for me to walk out the class with him. I know these are simple things that happens all the time. I just want to mention that our friendship has been progressing.

The other day we were sitting, in a group. While the other people were talking, he turned to me and quietly told me that if I ever want to go out and need company feel free to ask him. That is where I’m a bit confused because it came out of nowhere, without context.

I’m kinda confused (albeit I know this is a simple gesture) because I’m not sure if he was just being nice, or was it a genuine offer, or if he wants to spend more time with me?

In the past I have misread peoples’ words, thinking they were giving me a genuine offer or showing interest, only to realize they were trying to be nice. Id really like some input. The fact that he said that without context is what is confusing me.

Anyhow, I’m not so extroverted, so going up to someone is daunting for me. 

Perhaps it was bad timing, he was about to leave the dorm to go somewhere and he had a backpack prepared. I asked if he wanted to grab lunch (on me, since he paid for my meal the other day). He told me he just had breakfast and is not hungry, and that hes been socializing the whole week and really needs some alone time. He mentioned he will text me when he’s ready. He said so politely though.

A part of me feels like hes walking back on his offer. But a part of me feels like it just wasnt good timing. I do however feel embarrassed and a bit upset. Really dont know where I stand here. 
Should I hope he will text me up or just leave things be?

Tl;dr Not sure if genuine offer or just being nice",3.0472148541114064,4.161631512820517,4.359442970822283,87.76038461538462,73.61538461538461,6.815207780725022,25.75596816976127,7.0983637204850245,1.0652440318302387,1470,48,310,14,29,486,184,390,0.075,0.807,0.11800000000000001,0.96,1,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,2,0,2,1,21,21,0,5,19,0,36,3,0,0,6,80,76,30,0,16,28,0,5,3,2,3,0,3,1,0,20,17,3,2,10,1,3,6,9,6,0,1,19,10,38,16,38,49,10,39,0,0,2,0,47,14,0,21,20,206,58,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265625875909688,0.0,0.0,0.0965739235061112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300801224699196,0.17434338139615968,0.0,0.0,0.07169981617454747,0.07785586132371901,0.11368283760146088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035992532873124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664768741688524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027090193666537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928269984745156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061587586399285014,0.08434563714862442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859033364328126,0.13322880328483108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440820466693316,0.0,0.0,0.17889861744858818,0.15898021694130698,0.07820966401420668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245643742913353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261353997625132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288063321152944,0.0,0.0,0.15373539803879102,0.0,0.0,0.1974664424725647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666470905705855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830249785594402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442744258287681,0.0,0.0,0.13828029377093562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616029755786807,0.0,0.0,0.06318537223142685,0.07091718930435974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195096662046275,0.08901311052447426,0.12928898557359875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920582103457325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739510857729918,0.0,0.0,0.0943691377091976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713340705606836,0.0,0.0,0.09505175606494054,0.0790063697557329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319988890191287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636475404779912,0.0,0.0,0.14989394668637593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389595771064113,0.05974776996450579,0.09161295225188852,0.0,0.27186017939861123,0.0,0.0,0.17819960152243394,0.0,0.06330738155322199,0.10142402003709616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27499222437794885,0.0,0.07479568859727755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410495478047886,0.0,0.17977012341248025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ramalot_SW,2019/05/06,"If I call someone twice without them answering, is it acceptable to just send an email instead? Title. And serious. I passionately hate calling people I don't know.",3.6336206896551744,6.8816515862069,5.1409482758620735,71.11762931034484,84.86206896551724,8.417241379310347,34.836206896551715,8.841846274778883,4.441682758620688,132,8,19,4,4,44,27,29,0.158,0.662,0.18,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7420028133804982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587139802358633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996771257110084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25188785427524873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078490385481416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35023796070694063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imaxniousatwork,2019/05/06,"Feel like quitting my job because of anxiety First time poster, so sorry if the format is bad. I just wanted to share to see if anyone had similar experiences.

Does anyone else ever feel like quitting their job because of social anxiety when something happens at work? These last couple days I've been recovering from a severe respiratory infection and had an asthma attack at work. No biggie, went to the break room and used my inhaler, but ended up having a coughing fit for a while. Fine, whatever. 

But then I got home, and for some damn reason, my brain has decided we need to fixate how stupid I must have looked on camera (our managers check the footage fairly regularly) and then I fell into a spiral of everything that has ever gone wrong at work and have somehow come to the conclusion that my co-workers hate me??? My logic brain says to stop giving a fuck, but anxiety brain has decided that we can't sleep and need to find a new job. 

If anyone has any similar experiences or advice, I'd love to hear it.",6.257003454231437,6.8843394974093295,7.006852331606223,73.47311096718484,65.94300518134715,9.749395509499136,30.59110535405872,9.725611199111238,2.910972711571675,805,28,141,16,12,267,127,193,0.183,0.728,0.09,-0.9597,3,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,1,7,7,12,5,0,11,0,13,9,4,3,3,37,31,19,0,7,8,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,2,0,5,10,0,1,8,0,1,4,2,7,0,1,6,7,14,5,20,24,1,26,0,0,2,2,10,8,2,6,15,89,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286154476376347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158228220858302,0.0,0.2415771556574716,0.0,0.0,0.2208064948474526,0.10785413066133497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197515786903534,0.0,0.0,0.08789000260828053,0.12833439542547534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525241372247288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067454181137197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647123496794055,0.0,0.06788576804103384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211614521765067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793352379179888,0.0,0.09323155624045658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043237446610206,0.0,0.0,0.0946033757483641,0.20593434314199266,0.0,0.0,0.10644802224257714,0.15039946471743126,0.0,0.0,0.09620824999234273,0.08953644462247322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731371972156834,0.0,0.1009776251064608,0.0,0.0,0.08418824016229902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308350556399557,0.0,0.0,0.10392517677816654,0.0,0.0,0.11863877381466885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558712467789072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31337112255934346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580319359272358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285212897495276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839420210353742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500374505132772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561019963502574,0.0,0.10166342356932724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239197914638032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082276424098438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370916677213902,0.0,0.0,0.083880786376754,0.0,0.0,0.11891694996053702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533877331802584,0.10730212146434978,0.0,0.08103641056049299,0.0,0.11783303490853933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800437554436849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061379558250811476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909132222710783,0.0,0.0,0.062086699464646775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757962736992924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065301538058766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508829687397792,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrchew99,2019/05/06,New level of Social Anxiety I’m at the point where I’m feeling so many things and yet I still feel like a pest when I think about talking to my therapist before our next session even though she’s clearly suggested it and it is what I’m paying for her to do.,3.0860909090909097,4.070108472727276,4.576136363636365,86.74420454545454,73.36363636363636,7.6818181818181825,26.47727272727273,8.07648339933343,1.5141818181818176,206,7,44,3,4,69,46,55,0.032,0.84,0.128,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,8,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,6,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,29,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224677546639006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23608760706982426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325162749058616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805718456400261,0.19820873375589765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554696013396714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812884794701398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679607735682372,0.2950688382151647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622778103559383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28282304946668224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157013793716696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230019983506322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221382313286039,0.18432396216003846,0.17777732048054345,0.2725910135613113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,American-reaper,2019/05/06,Scared of Jiu-Jitsu Class So I'm 20yo male EMT and I'm trying to get into shape and try something new and I went to my first Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu class 2 weeks ago and I've just been terrified to go back to such an unfamiliar environment that echos my failure at high school gym class. I've been trying to psych myself up to go but I haven't been able to follow through. Any advice? I'm willing to do whatever to actually follow through with this.,1.957958937198068,4.121166510869564,3.53144927536232,87.95074879227055,79.54347826086956,6.262801932367151,22.17874396135266,7.3871296695380915,0.8063294685990332,357,11,74,5,9,118,61,92,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,15,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,4,0,5,0,16,10,0,15,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,40,7,5,0.24004343690621704,0.0,0.2342477677384059,0.0,0.0,0.2345676683864183,0.21278402342515632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632377685364208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457858598378946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418082480618166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541278835600486,0.0,0.2728444339939549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25361907039062925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318354471693569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24032535625926835,0.24293677345656225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847971651916681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4889212103828816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925483658892584,0.0,0.0,0.22252267090434816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JTC02,2019/05/06,"Can we all just appreciate self - serve sections at the shops. I mean seriously, no socialising necessary just scan your items and your out. I think I would be a lot skinnier if these did not exist if you know what I mean...",4.7957364341085285,5.9278526046511635,5.641860465116278,80.14248062015506,69.46511627906978,9.454263565891472,28.286821705426355,9.725611199111238,2.393626356589147,174,6,36,4,3,57,36,43,0.094,0.841,0.065,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,8,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,2,5,4,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,0,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971007768297829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304905396716162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7813345883286843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741427965703553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22980391030463565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254769649862212,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Esjayde,2019/05/06,"People that accept you as-is Has anyone found people that do? No matter how many anxiety attacks or how awkward or (seemingly) standoffish you are, people that accept you and invite you places and don't harass you to change? 

If so, how is that working out?",4.489374999999999,6.600459187500004,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,71.70833333333334,7.300000000000002,24.5,8.07648339933343,1.7138999999999998,203,6,33,3,4,66,32,48,0.149,0.655,0.196,0.3956,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,1,4,5,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,14,7,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,4,0,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164299126120062,0.0,0.0,0.19782139686981415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218577142432885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29928754136893565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102027152259188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868323483205372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5884148517327356,0.0,0.2955869319971545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575560377317712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059661670634631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,puppetmaster99,2019/05/06,"Socially awkward and confused (posted this on multiple subreddits).  

Okay. I really hope this belongs here. That's one of my fears. I'm always paranoid about whether or not I'm saying the right thing or doing the right thing in that moment. You could say I should not think too much about what other people think but it doesn't seem to be as easy as just shrugging off. I have never met a therapist and talked about my problems. And it is simply out of the question because it is very expensive around here. And it is also difficult to find a proper, qualified therapist even for a massive price. Which is why I don't necessarily understand what exactly is wrong with me.

I am not, and have not, been able to communicate comfortably with people in social situations. I thought this was just a part of my personality and that I would be able to cope with it with more exposure to social situations, but it has been a crippling problem. I have had friends when I was in school. And a handful at college, but never anyone that I could call a best friend or anyone I properly connected with. I have explored the social game as wide as possible. I have visited clubs and hung out in corners not being able to approach people. I don't even like clubs, but I went that far.

I tried volunteering with a mental health institute but I was still not able to communicate properly. From where I come from, people tend to say ""You don't talk much"" more often than initiating conversation and trying to start a topic to at least talk about. I have never had a Girlfriend because I have never been able to talk to a girl for long enough before embarrassing myself. I'm not gonna say I'm not attractive at all because, I seriously don't know. I have never been complimented in my entire life by any girl or friend about how I look let alone been given feedback. I try, I really do. Not to impress people. But to at least be a part of social life. I did have a girl who I thought was my best friend. She got really worried once when I said I was thinking about ending my life. This was when I wasn't in my best of times and she somewhat helped stop me from doing it. I don't really have suicidal thoughts anymore. But you never know right? She has very carefully ghosted me ever since. I probably scared her off.

I have never talked about this with anyone but I have been sexually abused when I was 10. I didn't even know it was sexual abuse back then. But I feel like....I don't how to express what I feel like in words when I think about it now. Again I don't understand whether this has anything to do with what I am like now. And there has been a lot of fights between my parents when I was a child. My mother tried to commit suicide. I barely remember that one. And my grandmother was the worst and most devious human being I have ever met. Childhood was pretty shit, but my parents managed to stitch things together and haven't caused too much of a ruckus after we grew up. We as in me and my Sister. I can't really talk to my Sister because a) she is abroad attending University and is very busy with a bunch of her own problems and b) I can't really listen to her cry right now over this, it's the last thing I need.

I also have this problem of feeling invisible when I do manage to talk. It's almost as if I'm not heard. I mean I understand that they must have heard me. But it seems as if they choose not to hear. I know this sounds stupid and It's obviously something wrong with me. I want to understand how to cope with this better. There was a time when I would have gladly just swallowed a bunch of pills. But I want to understand if there is a way to live with this. Is there a way to improve connections with people?

I am very sorry about this extremely long post and I completely understand if you skip it. But if you have time to stop by and read it thank you very much. And if you took the time reply thank you so much. I know people have bigger problems than this because I lurk a lot on this sub and seen things people go through that are way worse. I am simply desperate to understand myself is all.

Have a great day if you read this.",3.1695217743070216,4.977001933252431,4.375886449978896,84.95971436611794,74.57038834951456,7.6894329534262,24.44202898550725,8.456263369488248,1.5446684114253548,3259,103,657,60,69,1069,305,824,0.142,0.7559999999999999,0.102,-0.9852,3,1,1,0,3,2,79.0,2,9,2,4,48,40,3,5,31,1,90,8,2,4,15,154,145,70,3,22,40,5,4,3,5,5,5,10,0,6,50,41,1,2,30,5,2,9,31,18,0,2,37,16,101,22,101,95,25,83,0,0,2,0,68,30,1,22,42,505,151,8,0.2219315588603604,0.10518104269298499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444464796502786,0.04597083278462941,0.0,0.07099143497558659,0.03693296710766458,0.0,0.0,0.03018421407649515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401929432013249,0.093107823672558,0.0,0.03652615262955042,0.03951322792171185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03413033394920744,0.0,0.13528741838702013,0.0,0.037769482111696985,0.0,0.13974208736091176,0.0392560857470313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532338700644923,0.0,0.04525480304423626,0.04559696896220966,0.0,0.03823487735900087,0.04653820340809675,0.0,0.0,0.07087771640587816,0.0,0.048756279260988224,0.028625499105030837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03931309767473876,0.045862925269587684,0.0,0.08795022092453209,0.08029992032429076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499469408728009,0.06732915867421604,0.06341917999754547,0.0,0.0,0.040568284833836114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371710174803838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025225763863024758,0.0,0.03549978829087297,0.048936065426155306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047180573816200375,0.05002659926600485,0.0,0.029751209157523176,0.0,0.0,0.044085622756865867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196778073797675,0.03618076825635471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538801105157322,0.09405409399140648,0.0867396395705031,0.0,0.03919392648966847,0.07856097832501692,0.03727332291026388,0.0,0.0,0.075471309998172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483497058129658,0.0,0.0,0.04473096249430408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314523153481053,0.03291188776207715,0.2396342197756217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04726997342475078,0.06015462716706714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857149291406547,0.0961321004692958,0.0,0.24617503859919976,0.03875641537951721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003889735711753,0.08501963433563905,0.045156836239322484,0.04785595134145355,0.2123585293176537,0.0,0.0,0.0497228274693784,0.0,0.08879664667681719,0.0,0.17061004738595453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028103864339345,0.15162267092264944,0.04222154685836156,0.14119110662902656,0.044438441338538866,0.04492131718542703,0.0,0.0808152624080193,0.0,0.0,0.04556191118559261,0.036716815773347865,0.09978414829074077,0.0,0.2262312757579046,0.0,0.03417075132113327,0.0,0.04968684206796657,0.031416859927365544,0.0,0.035446965917313084,0.0742178882578568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710284177745776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497322525514896,0.0,0.08172990478133113,0.0,0.10307185808411327,0.14744146628377852,0.113763825371307,0.0,0.10571332064366472,0.1035280613582366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049314825562984464,0.12054156839684525,0.0,0.0,0.32345401145460384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311677861289027,0.0523603933857032,0.1056953648157551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041146555700139545,0.04005174252513887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045076454167385004,0.045233443724443184,0.06306152475476189,0.09705892808561076,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,minesonmars,2019/05/06,"Starting a Job Tommorow I am working for a campground doing maintenance this summer and I’m really worried about starting and I’m not sure why.
I just am scared about making a good impression on people and I really just wanna do a good job. Idk I just am nervous about how I will be perceived. Any encouragement would be much appreciated. :)",3.2325223214285685,6.044326671875003,4.938214285714288,75.94250000000002,79.15625,7.4071428571428575,27.892857142857146,8.418075326091056,2.6004044642857145,273,12,45,6,7,92,41,64,0.154,0.609,0.23800000000000002,0.7873,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,2,4,0,9,0,0,2,1,13,14,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,6,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,34,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445705743546388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056818278038394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799706585789589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142768717189285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777759357819795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765892247304076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30985320440360353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24212044352168774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423461233360437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279279623245997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182197523564609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605979285230908,0.2455966219032816,0.0,0.17179365300482954,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rebelgato,2019/05/06,"Anybody have friends that are the opposite from you? The majority of my friends are outgoing and social. The complete opposite of me, which is a good thing.",4.263452380952383,7.278465107142857,4.907142857142858,76.50452380952382,76.5,9.447619047619048,37.904761904761905,9.725611199111238,4.703033333333334,125,8,21,4,3,40,22,28,0.0,0.6709999999999999,0.32899999999999996,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402842149282813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6488672673143727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522138402360393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280614735633005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27898004425041434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Deinonychus2012,2019/05/06,"Anyone else feel an almost physical pain when you see other people being social? If so, any tips on how to work through it?

As an example, I tried to go to a local coffee shop tonight. I've been there on occasion before, but lately it's been getting more difficult to do. Recently, whenever I see people out socializing (something that I desperately want to be capable of), I start to feel almost like I'm being stabbed in the chest. Tonight seemed especially bad. I was in a fairly good mood most of the day (part of the reason I wanted to go), but as soon as I started seeing people downtown, I almost broke down in my car.

Has anyone else experienced this or something similar? I feel like it's really starting to hamper my progress. It's beyond difficult to expose myself to social situations when the mere sight of people being social causes me so much pain.",6.4141463414634154,6.9183745609756135,7.642585365853662,69.47924390243907,65.58536585365853,10.218536585365854,31.64390243902439,10.125756701596842,3.3409824390243905,684,25,114,15,10,234,102,164,0.17300000000000001,0.728,0.099,-0.9387,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,8,10,0,0,8,0,9,3,1,3,0,18,25,12,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,3,8,14,3,26,18,4,23,0,1,4,0,5,9,0,7,13,79,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386219662154646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665427423179677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763455318806974,0.23099235882576274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411748486220596,0.0,0.0,0.09591742995347652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157957120934186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269584203379315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832817951413586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098566090639106,0.08052804029893776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058892169116307076,0.0,0.12812409930319288,0.09454518572891048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715441154128546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013975884139704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828630441460973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23988658611775,0.0,0.0,0.12206606362479927,0.0,0.31258671950151623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221208038236784,0.11589615648982853,0.1112985758420012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694725819009233,0.10261713740565682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670333982657847,0.0,0.4596202295095645,0.0,0.17355655746666546,0.0,0.0,0.2393539142948451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653028845480189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132971756140503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206236845621673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,flcuban,2019/05/06,"Does anyone else feel guilty about turning down an invite? Like if someone invites me to hang out at the spur of the moment, I always come up with an excuse and say I can't but can at a later time. Then I feel guilty and get scared the person will realize I'm avoiding them or that they'll get mad or they'll think I'm weird. I hate to disappoint people. It's strange because sometimes I get lonely and wish someone would invite me to hang but when this actually does happen, I go into this anxiety tail spin that is difficult to escape. Whenever a plan gets verified, I start dreading the day coming and get extreme anxiety about what were going to talk about and what they think of me, etc. during these times I just want to crawl in a hole and be left alone but at the same I don't want to be left alone. It's very confusing...",6.2414924391847455,5.447105680473371,6.605522682445757,81.149520052597,66.15976331360946,9.641288625904009,30.02038132807364,8.841846274778883,2.14115332018409,656,19,135,9,9,213,106,169,0.266,0.659,0.075,-0.9907,0,5,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,1,5,11,2,4,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,30,33,14,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,9,11,0,1,5,0,0,6,2,10,0,0,1,3,16,1,21,26,2,24,0,2,0,0,8,10,0,4,9,82,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.13747028328679725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918008217298849,0.0,0.0,0.11721639024280092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553265557656145,0.0,0.0,0.09850064273151374,0.14433952043027126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858739715244979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24269668301132485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085047687094468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465552342422701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768007934444558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710898333642564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245774720942206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679977766605729,0.0,0.16012106325069256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457222056022928,0.0,0.0,0.13908146201552307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061146389497845,0.0,0.0,0.06882270934106724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766257510655037,0.12300357824743545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202668746594108,0.14103696750210454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23871996476522064,0.0,0.13932553609312182,0.0,0.09970958744566344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322719225716305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052956470250134,0.0,0.0,0.16428663321135278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322776229599985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623375787448555,0.1661793455823229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199529663620502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100071086536481,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Marbri112,2019/05/06,"Made a mistake due to social anxiety. Quick backstory. I posted on Facebook that my dog and I were exploring our new town. I didn’t mean for it to come off as needy, but i said something along the lines of “my only companion and I explore our new town.” 

Well I got several comments from people I’m not very close with in my area that said things  like “we can hang out sometime!” 

I guess they felt bad that my dog was my companion? 

So I just did the polite thing and commented back saying “sure that would be great” but obviously I don’t think anything will come of it.

My friend whom I was once very close to, and currently am not. Has this grandmother I’ve met a couple of times who is lovely. Her grandmother commented on my post about taking me to dinner. 

THEN messaged me to set up plans.

Heart POUNDING. 

I feel like I can’t turn her down. For
One she’s a grandmother and I feel like she would take this as very rude to turn her down if I’m not proactive about setting up a “date” I feel it will be rude. Also I feel like she will complain to my friend if I don’t take her up on her offer and my friend, whom I have a strained relationship with already will be upset with me.

 But I cannot imagine going out to dinner with her grandmother and finding things to talk about for hours. For one, my social anxiety makes me say strange things. I just blurt things out so the conversation doesn’t die and it can be strange. 

Do I make plans with the grandmother? What do I do? I feel like I’d only say yes to appease her feelings and my friends. 

For a normal person this may be nothing but for person suffering from SAD this is HUGE.

Any advice? Any tips? 

Help me I’m anxious!",1.5467899159663894,3.7735792588235313,2.809747899159664,92.22029411764707,81.41176470588233,6.121008403361344,22.067226890756306,7.33818517376401,0.7301697478991596,1308,42,281,19,35,421,162,340,0.142,0.69,0.16899999999999998,0.9384,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,1,2,11,22,2,2,10,1,32,4,1,3,2,58,61,21,1,6,11,0,7,5,6,7,0,5,0,2,21,23,2,0,13,0,0,6,9,9,1,2,11,12,52,13,45,38,0,39,0,2,0,1,44,19,0,4,15,189,73,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613386151169694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726973371868576,0.07048918721120757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988267134439075,0.0,0.13486072187345852,0.09957828382626684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253547732046663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777773967110425,0.0735970408602226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185749825076866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975302990623476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148015576925836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674112826254052,0.25188201664978765,0.08463261783215288,0.0,0.08056254745303487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27240112936023114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05009459499157769,0.0,0.07049727121741146,0.09717970846456077,0.09710119021642342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445174937459366,0.05908145265089047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680465399426612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153149423736994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955392307336204,0.08340453098626509,0.11767438058842444,0.0,0.0,0.0960152859518613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026116546541029,0.0,0.0,0.08636297161125461,0.08457709989985034,0.0,0.0,0.09387109888261652,0.11945809455627933,0.13407584708937084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611083519741244,0.1539288912957793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883628069707868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463428962531867,0.0,0.0,0.1676913572387599,0.21028831896031386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957828382626684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797045940025105,0.0,0.0678580025280882,0.08717724153057907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307522165255624,0.0,0.19882125886940769,0.0708472729696485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927967049305679,0.056479486484664665,0.0,0.0,0.05139781229386134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175197910511385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818552438495406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925256139440114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252307584933666,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sophietrite,2019/05/06,"Not sure if panic attack? Hey, I'm new here and was hoping to get some insight from people who have been dealing with this longer than I have.

So, I usually start out fine in public spaces, but after a while I can't stop my eyeballs from rolling up like I'm trying to look at the ceiling or into the back of my head. I also start feeling anxious but I don't know if the anxiety is another symptom or is caused by the fact that I can no longer function because I no longer have control over my eyes. Has anyone else had this happen to them before? I've always been a shy, reserved person but this is completely new for me and just started over the last few months.",6.397006302521008,5.287807125000004,6.823907563025213,80.74294117647061,65.98529411764707,8.947899159663868,31.92857142857143,7.447530270364453,2.0391924369747896,523,17,105,4,7,171,97,136,0.12,0.79,0.09,-0.6197,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,1,1,7,0,14,3,2,2,2,24,25,12,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,3,12,4,18,21,2,20,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,6,13,76,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500991518870653,0.14047657322570925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17702855041312107,0.12915125952486814,0.19072507693610724,0.0,0.11804691069901588,0.17298196241230926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920636971139721,0.0,0.1298166037474622,0.0,0.10291462844108948,0.0,0.14365830408626545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734305811557979,0.0,0.0,0.17701061817732328,0.0,0.18935246770213976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405196595888156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103227585318506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536338696312581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820450196918111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929207960738256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326395641319384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768209267759182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278223345591942,0.13761554349288832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247974833823138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417711352544587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134755126822043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261059804894518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980806771630009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704253863259755,0.1474121590923276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35848726785824897,0.0,0.0,0.14114591151205774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591162995820628,0.17547462754977358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462162253494633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593774503022387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SethRogen-Not,2019/05/06,"Anyone else here pee-shy (paruresis)? Kind of embarrassing but WTF, thought I’d ask.",1.7940000000000005,4.153084400000001,2.0933333333333337,88.96000000000002,105.0,4.666666666666667,25.0,6.42735559955562,1.2290000000000003,66,3,12,1,3,20,15,15,0.424,0.5760000000000001,0.0,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183146710542683,0.4664475854348221,0.0,0.0,0.4255883190680924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802949372449412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740628200974316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614100250595842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chris6899,2019/05/06,"23M, Advice? I find it hard to talk to people without messing up, I'll think what to say and it will make sense in my mind but when it comes for me to put into words it comes out all wrong and I make a complete fool out of myself, and then I'll replay that moment in my head all day and night, thinking why the f*ck did I even talk in the first place?

I've been struggling with social anxiety / depression since the age of 12/13, I've had no friends for a long time and never had a girlfriend.. I'm fed up of my brothers, sister / mum asking me why don't I have a girlfriend? To be honest I don't even know how to meet someone.

I have a job which my brother got me because I was avoiding to look for a job because of the idea of having to do an interview.

I've been working for 5 months and I absolutely hate my job, My supervisor stands behind me or stares at me while I'm working all the time, timing me on everything including toilet breaks, Asking me to work faster then points out my mistakes and talks to me in a horrible sarcastic way. 

I honestly don't think working is the right thing for me to do, yes I'm earning money but it ain't doing me any good.. 

I'm quiet and I work harder than everyone else but still my supervisor treats me like shit, I'm literally fed up of working all I want to do is do things I enjoy doing not spending my youth years  in places where I don't want to be, Around people I don't want to be around, Making me feel depressed and angry all the time.. 

If things are the same when im my 30s/40s I might just kill myself.",4.619963093709885,4.22999155792683,5.712753530166882,84.85252888318358,69.39634146341463,8.490629011553272,28.238767650834408,7.85451343220497,1.5300280487804878,1213,36,268,13,19,405,167,328,0.17800000000000002,0.743,0.08,-0.9904,3,1,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,0,0,8,10,18,3,2,16,1,29,4,2,4,6,52,54,20,1,5,8,4,2,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,11,18,2,1,7,0,2,3,10,11,0,1,9,6,39,7,45,40,6,48,0,2,2,0,16,21,1,3,22,175,50,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171595461364672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382596490517109,0.0,0.07180033281585818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710522210250942,0.17548721311154827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442868773986355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169895524094266,0.09840725784501854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052998751733121,0.0,0.1616777587189106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840546334034634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398330023115275,0.0,0.0,0.08968436655963925,0.08435260170709953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745690918377112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578357937382039,0.07983469925638312,0.0,0.0,0.07251366993954032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872278182477647,0.0750660009186284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407741870640205,0.09266433649710623,0.09632433923777768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059531061293604,0.10138164435798867,0.0,0.27941571089456674,0.0,0.10383884232133428,0.0,0.051581341645769496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045853779537573455,0.0,0.0,0.0830604738089418,0.07881622473060099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795078892006886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956742370345076,0.09476879420067552,0.0,0.07491574600248363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238828908910283,0.0,0.0,0.08807841770062483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301372244970682,0.0,0.1961211353576714,0.0,0.08872518337388335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435218838983933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015334810947833,0.0,0.07463883765358674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634284122735136,0.07763946376209398,0.0,0.0,0.0956753714400686,0.07952471459177217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495430548231534,0.0,0.0,0.09811969404988423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263160558975701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706322110119608,0.18041928905019985,0.0,0.0,0.21891503930515696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166077835695212,0.07449930205540699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938265189360147,0.0,0.0,0.09047477944313337,0.0,0.4099739957057006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026178737340349,0.0,0.06044081790957578
socialanxiety,TheBigBlueJew,2019/05/06,"Experience with SSRIs? I am currently on sertraline (Zoloft) and have noticed a huge decrease in social anxiety and increase in extraversion. This has massively improved my life, wondering if people have had a similar experience with a medication of any variety.

It is worth considering in my opinion.",8.341122448979592,11.303159795918367,9.656887755102042,47.64614795918372,63.28571428571429,14.69591836734694,46.9438775510204,13.023866798666859,8.47646530612245,246,17,29,12,4,85,40,49,0.033,0.78,0.187,0.7845,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,7,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,1,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110641113599504,0.0,0.2374343022254881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6072082056158317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192254502939009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31266789012593416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533614300397957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517338346653572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31638592980198244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365860049290432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,periwinkle8,2019/05/06,"I feel myself slipping further and further away. Long post on mobile so I apologize up front. Five months ago I broke up with my boyfriend of five years. He was emotionally and physically abusive and I cut off all my friends during that time. I’ve always been very socially anxious but it’s been so much worse since him. He used to tell me that the only reason people hung out with us was because they liked him, and I needed to change in order for people to like me.

Since we’ve broken up I’ve retained some of our mutual friends and reconnected with old friends I’ve neglected. But none seem close. I’ve withdrawn from people at work because I just don’t know how to initiate conversation. The only friends I do have are old friends that live states away and I still feel like I’m not a part of the group anymore.

I don’t know how to start having friends again or even if I can. I don’t have a hobby and just stay in with my dog most nights unless I’m working. 

I’ve struggled with social anxiety so long I’ve just stopped trying and since being beaten down for 5 years I’m so afraid to try.

Any advice on building friendships in adulthood with anxiety?",3.164610389610388,5.131476835497836,3.881599567099567,87.80525649350649,75.01731601731602,6.524761904761906,25.83571428571429,7.365786028017652,1.2257703896103895,923,33,184,11,20,293,133,231,0.133,0.7120000000000001,0.155,0.8237,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,1,3,12,15,2,2,5,0,14,0,0,4,1,41,25,19,0,2,9,0,2,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,16,0,3,6,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,4,2,22,9,33,20,6,36,0,2,0,0,19,17,0,5,17,111,26,3,0.0,0.12511801458302502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319050601304884,0.0936074916026478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786715550366672,0.0,0.0,0.07181120932644923,0.0,0.16156649530356185,0.119297257961064,0.10472622380740358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198428214252812,0.0,0.0,0.12874482133481208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171015725927963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187851053719088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974740404717306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678845339652583,0.07544022843486793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895149808195528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606933096168025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547715901674412,0.0,0.09324619989581852,0.18690428198962405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428842910599836,0.0,0.07762770528109554,0.07830061287736391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909787811338762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161760131407685,0.0,0.0,0.16062619581268284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143538535125814,0.0,0.21962797154904284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113502943396284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857376496260264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613372259497413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26205873076090186,0.0,0.0,0.21529056822177092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474379484939524,0.11255490394771428,0.08433181274903186,0.08828582211789743,0.0,0.1103954150780496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229852515764908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061575856062682226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339011409651173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702306931187635,0.09120397162005547,0.0,0.08713055961523462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375523356241294,0.0,0.10761480446766447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360050955191968
socialanxiety,ColourSergeant92,2019/08/22,"How does social anxiety affect your motivation? I’m a man who just turned 27. My social anxiety is to the point where simply being in public is terrifying. It’s been like this since I was a kid. I also have a severe stutter which makes communication quite difficult. I’m a college student, so my day basically consists of school, work (Uber Eats), studying, reading, watching YouTube, and occasionally playing PC games. I’ve been trying to run in the mornings and besides that, I get very little physical activity. I live alone and only leave my apartment when necessary. I am terrified of people even though I served in the Marines for five years. My anxiety started increasing exponentially two years after I joined.  My self confidence is very low. My depression is bad (even though it’s been worse). I’m neurotic as heck. My motivation and drive is so low that I even struggle to do the things I already do. I don’t get much support from people. My biggest fear is that I’ll die without having a wife and kids. Even though I fear that so much, my motivation is so low that making any drastic change is difficult. I’m already struggling with the small changes I’ve been making, like getting up at the same time everyday, running, and only using bed only for sleep. I feel like my life is meaningless right now. What are some ways to boost motivation? And thanks for reading.",4.8851932773109255,7.0344266509803965,5.758263305322127,75.40647058823531,70.72549019607844,8.621848739495798,31.750700280112053,9.23628265651192,3.108775910364147,1096,50,188,24,21,359,152,255,0.217,0.677,0.106,-0.9829,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,6,17,18,0,4,11,0,22,3,1,10,0,23,38,18,1,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,12,8,1,0,5,4,0,4,2,12,0,2,5,2,23,6,19,32,5,29,0,4,1,0,11,15,1,1,12,117,35,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410605116427912,0.22184762372987585,0.08038399039254636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835550162258149,0.0,0.2306873593022007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392810386225229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266885511098216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482561863503535,0.0,0.08657577143460038,0.0,0.10432153147732022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879637407416451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285472954503752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655640441226433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262207781339827,0.05082478326075647,0.07180988463437862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575490917602565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106433759843961,0.0,0.0,0.07099864361933096,0.14732365297911015,0.10074516994316604,0.08875899498228577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012890909848251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778419091028494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22934478387468696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393726718191281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502174272003773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691297620360612,0.20108985811638408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584159009414194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017293066493352,0.0,0.0,0.1048619119193227,0.11355642087931744,0.0,0.08314930293730978,0.0,0.10059032023426727,0.20493032944913112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114696491016971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101659071131619,0.0,0.0,0.11406632601613945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254321853031353,0.0,0.0,0.06677951171599215,0.0,0.2962744708360814,0.0,0.05861269526698053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824493883837297,0.10933442316445433,0.0981912140032427,0.0,0.0,0.08681504306270453,0.0,0.16587530456646876,0.0,0.07978629340105721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689550235889577,0.0,0.07317810280480061,0.0,0.10243615182642343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294602418569448
socialanxiety,throwawaysohelpmegod,2019/08/22,"i have been socially awkward for as far as i remember and its mind blowing (mini life story) I have been social awkward and sad for as long as I remember and its mind-blowing (kinda long)

I remember starting pre school and crying form being left alone with a bunch of kids and adults that I didn’t know. I remember my teacher always had to distract/trick me in order for my parents to escape after dropping me off in the morning so that I wouldn’t cry when seeing them leave…

 ( I always cried anyway) just the idea of being around other people I didn’t know always freaked me out.

Time went by and you would think I would have gotten over it or use to it but I never did. Other kids tried to befriend me but I made my self an outcast. I preferred to play alone and a barely talked and when I did I lacked confidence. 

By time I reached primary school it got much worse. I had no friends and would even spend lunch breaks walking around with a befriended teacher. I never spoke up in class and when my parents evening came by all my teachers would say I’m too quiet and timid and never spoke in class. Several teachers even thought I was ’special needs’ and thought I didn’t have the ability to talk.my mum would always say how I’m really loud at home and she didn’t understand it either, hearing them say that would always make me feel embraced about myself.she would always nag me to speak up and stop being timid and it always made me feel shitty…. Why was I so awkward around everyone else apart from my own family?? To me logically it made no sense yet I’m still like this anyway and I hated myself for it.

high school rolled by and I had some sort of inner sadness which at the time I didn’t realise was depression. I had a group of ‘friends’(people that took me under their wing) that I sat with at lunch time in school in which I also hung around with during breaks but I was so reserved that they barely know anything about me. They would invite me out to birthday parties and sleepovers and I never went partially because I was socially awkward and mostly because my mother was over protective in some ways and didn’t like me hanging out with people outside school. Its so cringe thinking back how I would spend months with these people and be completely silent at lunch. I have a particular memory of when one of the girls from our social group called me on the phone to see what I was up to on that weekend . I simply said ‘ oh nothing much’ then we stayed on the phone silent for a whole 2 mins and awkwardly laughed until she said she had to go.looking back now they were obviously doing their best to include me and were overly nice. 

Eventually I started ditching school and faking sicknesses to the point where I would end up at home for days on end and only go to school once or twice a week. My parents got in trouble with it and I was forced to go to school. I would cry on my way and walk extrraaa slowly praying to God that the gates would be shut so I could turn home to go home again.( it was one of those schools where no one could get in or out after certain times for extra security)

The only thing that got me through these hard times were video games and my drive to earn money.

I would play video games all day everyday non stop and when I did stop I was trying to set up online business and complete surveys online to earn cash , I was obsess with the idea of becoming an entraprenure I hated school and being around people with a passion I would do anything to just be at home and do those two things.

Eventually I ended up going to college ( uk college so its like when u do ur levels and stuff)

I was soo happy that I could continue my education by only having to go to School three times a week. This was my turning point 

I was sick and tired of feeling like of crying everyday , sick and tired of not letting people see me for the real me, sick and tired of hiding away.

I forced myself outside my confront zone and made this happy happy persona. I successfully managed to make a group of friends despite my very limited social skills . I wasn’t necessarily outgoing I was just  kind which was a major improvement I went from no talk to talking but awkward. I suddenly became the person everyone went to for comfort and to complain about their problems. I was suddenly the momma bear/ trust worthy therapist to everyone while hiding my own deep dark insecurities that were slowly eating me up.despite this I felt good for the first time of my life and proud too that I was able to work on myself.Through this I realise that somewhere and somehow I developed deep trust issues everyone would tell me their business but it took a lot for me to open up to them. Why tho? Where did this come from?

At the age of 17 I discovered this strange new world where you hang out with people OUTSIDE of where u met them, being able to leave the house with someone on the weekends, I even started dating!! I managed to improve my social skills a bit but I still never spoke up in classes, and anytime I had to make presentations or say something publicly my heart would race, I would sweat a ridiculous amount and my voice would tremble. I also notice that I always messed anytime I spoke around new people I would either say things that don’t make sense, fumble my words or just act really awkward via my responses.Then I would go home and hate myself thinking about all the things I could have said or done instead. It didn’t make sense that with my family I never thought before I did something but around people it was like I over thought or was too nice like I was scared to mess things up hence making my replies awkward.

Fast foward to university by this time I had really bad depression on top of extreme stress as I had finally realised that I have to choose something I was going to do for the rest of my life. How could I get a job and be a functioning member of society when I don’t like being around people for long periods of time? Do I really not like being around people? Maybe I just have terrible social skills? Maybe I’m just not confident? I’m still not acting the same way do with people in the outside world tho compared to my family.. I was still akward in the core. The best way I could explain the feeling was as if there were two mes the me at home and the public me, and anytime I left my house the public me took over and I was this awk overly nice person heck even the tone of my voice changed!! 

I took years off and tried to work on myself , I worked a part time job ( which I half assed because I hated the idea of working for someone else and felt too awkward being around people that got on so well with each other)

I attempted to go to university TWICE and dropped out as I felt like I wasn’t taking the right path

Eventually at the age of 22 I went back to university and  somehow without trying I made friends and was dating at the time . In fact it was the time of my life when I somehow had the most people around me that I genuinely cared for and they for me. Yet it was the time when I felt the loneliest. I had lost interesting in everything I loved. If I played video games I couldn’t last more than an hour which was something I had no problems doing all day everyday. If I watched tv it felt pointless and I lacked concentration, I didn’t even enjoy hanging out with my friends as it seemed more of a chore despite deep deep down wanting to spend time with them. rather than doing anything I would want to sleep. Stressed? sleep!! Tierd? Sleep!! Bored? Sleep!! Heck there were times when I was happy and I would sleep for the heck of it. It got to the point where I was taking several naps a day and I just wanted time to pass by.

Then I got sick of feeling stupid and got tunnel vision.i broke off a somewhat toxic relationship with my boyfriendd at the time and started getting into motivational speeches and personal development stuff and did nothing but worked my ass off throughout my degree and got the highest score of my year group. …..despite this amazing achievement I still feelt empty inside like what I had achieved meant nothing and something was missing

When I was a kid...

I never thought I would ever complete school I never thought I would go through higher education because I hated school that much it made me feel like I was in prison!!! I never thought I would have friends and yet this present day i feel like shit. I started gaining a lot of weight due to the sadness and the stress and felt even shittier. The amount of self guilt I had started to eat me up inside but no one else knew about this apart from my best friend who I confided in as I always had that happy smiley persona. I did tell my parents several times, they heard it but didn’t fully understand where all this was coming from and saw it as generalised stress of becoming finally being a 'function adult’.

I went counselling in secret without my family knowing several times and often got annoyed at my counsellor( but never showed it) I always felt like they didn’t get me. Eventually I gave up and just agreed to everything he was saying and stopped going as I felt like they always turned what I was saying into something else. 

I am now I’m my mid twenties and I have an adult job related to my degree which I hate and love at the same time

I hate that I have to wake up everyday to the fixed routine of having to work only to rinse and repeat, I hate that I’m so socially awkward around my co-workers that they barely know me and I them despite massively improving from being completely ‘mute’ as a kid that I feel like an idiot. I have no hobbies or life outside my career. I tried several times to shake up my life but I would always fall back into doing nothing with my free time. I crave wanting to do something big or crazy but have no idea of where to start or how to go about it. I feel like I’ve tried and tried to fight constantly throughout my life that I’m just getting tired of fighting. I wish that I was able to say 'hey I’m going to do this and stick to it’. I wish I was able to be my true self and live the way I want but its like anytime I have the motivation to do so once I go out in public without realising I snap back into being awkward and timid and losing confidence in wanting to get what I want out of life.

 I feel like somewhere in my early stages of life I lacked intimacy or emotional support or something I’ve been thinking about it a lot lately

I feel like I’m constantly fighting myself and falling back or letting things go and being sad, I don’t know what to do anymore I guess this was mostly just a vent I just types what was on my mind sorry for any mistakes I ,I would really would want advice on form other people because I genuinely feel lost. ",4.959503894210055,5.927968477251188,5.308810857389059,83.28174410897161,68.96682464454976,7.949491267026813,28.83107413913101,8.09375180576116,1.8541290557783443,8517,297,1648,108,143,2708,606,2110,0.155,0.7140000000000001,0.131,-0.9936,8,2,8,0,5,0,131.0,2,2,18,28,106,126,18,24,79,0,173,38,11,19,20,356,337,156,0,58,51,7,22,19,6,29,18,23,9,14,101,131,6,7,57,14,6,39,42,65,1,11,142,50,274,62,281,140,43,305,1,11,5,5,112,127,6,33,145,1182,375,38,0.07566092247026565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0184837444428335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03918094876943433,0.0,0.030253006181966524,0.1888678456961664,0.0,0.0,0.0128630054508412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01875882609853906,0.0,0.0,0.046696869348475,0.20206278613684955,0.0,0.0,0.01777148181651999,0.0872678686644133,0.01579342747595723,0.057652745098226474,0.04178077224581407,0.01609546808298478,0.0,0.05955110266843339,0.0,0.0206505328326038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019314565310101204,0.021633984751562918,0.01928533824864617,0.0,0.020009805923310045,0.032587592616105665,0.07932903770078402,0.04088128907760768,0.0,0.0906136350108192,0.0,0.10388746321296452,0.06099379465172021,0.0,0.03258332082830203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019356848149570508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03871000622854183,0.06320499212638744,0.021277088524323837,0.050259839967812886,0.0,0.0,0.08745332000379782,0.01710990901097865,0.0,0.07229725379793929,0.03399957923591534,0.0,0.07132638405530704,0.0,0.11476930727196265,0.0945913117284186,0.14529270157707466,0.041441421144751495,0.0,0.01608928550045195,0.0,0.0,0.08768316152324121,0.0,0.05929456380195095,0.0,0.16124942192435446,0.015865198014976538,0.13615414077662372,0.0,0.020837259047205296,0.0,0.0,0.1006780735984179,0.016944331303411074,0.1493989936204526,0.0,0.0,0.021318839623085128,0.022414639355100786,0.0,0.01998497966568364,0.13281462994138168,0.0,0.01862769197524848,0.04365127305039148,0.0,0.08541197198979444,0.0,0.019742586433543083,0.0563113431599103,0.0,0.0,0.019697301934085743,0.0623718964283904,0.015418437535516985,0.021337204026068597,0.02002849808030844,0.04110290682240749,0.03868420970508954,0.12024348097512605,0.1755794984562489,0.0,0.0167024951784007,0.05021815160685384,0.015884029796192047,0.02116130473244594,0.04129641729373534,0.048243157968021,0.0341434682645262,0.10738829136890556,0.07575637989839078,0.0,0.03800578307028013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572969723928533,0.0,0.015097956617115063,0.0,0.04171461275472155,0.014025403828908607,0.14588591939246334,0.036536895197416215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259869569658324,0.02153511542740377,0.0,0.04028820656272592,0.051269799185916134,0.05754354095038014,0.0,0.0,0.08401250053673118,0.020483351483056862,0.0,0.1967015889086283,0.04954814934240771,0.0,0.0,0.05364302062933712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03619864228663432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02152967351377861,0.060587905428871734,0.0,0.0,0.020307878855819552,0.08570907594345108,0.016153503596337496,0.053978147584598,0.12033720471083748,0.018937445636844796,0.2488619018722753,0.04521896951711025,0.01721971554785334,0.059198132377904326,0.10684413295755388,0.01941621240976407,0.0,0.0,0.09464445485451604,0.15425356450758826,0.032053627040041194,0.1164949491516762,0.0,0.021174052063625957,0.09371808311089842,0.02016111908680962,0.07552863802494003,0.06325591905698454,0.08666933105811629,0.0,0.04330682725567474,0.0,0.021464779549190297,0.0,0.0,0.02844379878982914,0.06081338349679428,0.033065490564581405,0.0,0.0,0.021962040638267087,0.07539863239832201,0.04848046406479719,0.0,0.10511606181009353,0.25368133096323864,0.08696110020824636,0.0,0.0,0.08406206879084106,0.08989539972686322,0.06172301780012195,0.03695486364571356,0.03938284430864551,0.0,0.016336686084118725,0.0,0.015607046222696222,0.08925354475973751,0.0750701481635514,0.03034531410457864,0.02303365509939868,0.017007063953067426,0.10520764971642266,0.034136107112872065,0.0211181794826846,0.043503163430210615,0.054700821971266064,0.0,0.09639359218228404,0.0,0.01927623597266084,0.3762314395347233,0.0,0.0,0.024361576715033282
socialanxiety,singinggiraffe,2019/08/22,"What is the cure? I'm suffering so much every day, I've done therapy for years but it didn't work. I'm so fucking desperate right now, I know I just need to rest and get back to normal but shit man, this really fucking sucks.  

Once I had this really interesting experience where basically I starred at a woman's eyes for maybe almost 2 hours (I'm a guy). I was completely freaking out for most of the time but then suddenly, in the last 20 minutes maybe, I was so exhausted that I just forgot to feel like shit  and I was really confident, I owned my sight (my look? Idk), I could just stare at her, chin up and everything. How do I get like that but all the time? Without having to die first...

Can you tell me about your experiences? What seems to calm you down? What temporarily eliminates it? 
I'm done being like this, this is taking years of my life. I have some ideas... Hmm",1.3993062200956956,3.722720772727275,3.308995215311004,87.83744019138756,82.75,7.568899521531099,20.62679425837321,8.532816995589336,1.3040840909090907,680,20,146,17,19,228,112,176,0.15,0.718,0.132,-0.6785,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,0,2,11,13,5,0,6,0,15,7,3,1,1,25,31,12,1,3,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,11,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,8,5,20,5,18,21,6,20,0,1,4,2,8,8,5,4,15,95,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392597409817424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693718608954453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581353131589514,0.0,0.0,0.11103705519226782,0.0,0.0,0.08968943372357065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433397290125835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846362911377185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717350342286405,0.0,0.12498824781771938,0.27207668342908714,0.0,0.0,0.07031858894311922,0.0993525094588377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829391119147994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571382092955345,0.14531794807023382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770237546094552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369571408351471,0.0,0.0,0.15699448289618118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642990710325975,0.11336160828811158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823011758992872,0.2038295243146817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678480129032348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794314717799048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223335060373764,0.10311954964780463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362602708684918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810631364149845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26727775962006817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187660645218039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660521821824158,0.0,0.0,0.2855092236893955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456425202653837,0.0,0.12155437866521293,0.0,0.15904006361356424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621870969594281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340596961497169,0.0,0.10124550663340114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911461589339206
socialanxiety,homez_the_memer,2019/08/22,"My mom My mom always says ""shh the neighbors will hear us"" or ""they'll think youre a r*tard if you wear that ""

Or pinch my arms whenever i talked too much, 
My Mom is always strict when it comes to social situations, before we visit a house , she lectures me and my brother about what we should and shouldn't do and give us a Death stare whenever we do something wrong. Maybe my mom kinda caused me to be socially anxious?? Just a little bit?.",4.315151515151514,5.166753545454547,4.879999999999999,86.19833333333334,70.36363636363636,7.684848484848485,24.89393939393939,7.793537801064563,1.144993939393939,344,9,71,4,6,110,64,88,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.8604,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,5,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,8,2,2,1,0,16,12,7,1,3,4,5,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,18,0,3,7,2,4,0,0,1,0,22,1,0,4,1,46,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342569847656785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902538201322555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978139977022342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367988777568622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460533907827816,0.0,0.12125734519101605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350354630914441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865338232875384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242493106663713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108439674429096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141825115151946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6594532102660247,0.0,0.0,0.10347912180148656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194268124405987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822675198189864,0.0,0.28698618426322603,0.0,0.1083684550490029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131422858045052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019709487868696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386480538958635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390539684804744,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,manly-berry,2019/08/22,"i bought all the items i needed to buy i know no one is going to see this but i kind of want to talk about it with someone but i don’t have anyone to talk to.
so i’m posting on this subreddit.

a few weeks ago my mom sent me out to go and buy some stuff, before that she didn’t really send me to shops much but if she did it was a small, common item (like eggs, milk, bread and that). but this time, i got an actual shopping list, it had a bunch of stuff but the worst part was that some of the items had to be weighted (is that the correct word?) (anyway, i hate doing that because you have to wait in line sometimes and i’m terribly slow at it)
i accepted the “challenge” but when i got there, oh boy. first, i went and got all the items i didn’t need to weigh (excluding potatoes because i couldn’t find them and i didn’t ask anyone for help) and then when i went over to the items i need to weigh, i just started walking around the shop. i was so scared for some reason, i couldn’t force myself to go over and do it.
i guess the look on my face was absolutely terrifying because an old lady asked me if i was ok.
so i just bought one third of the shopping list and went back home.
when i came home i cried.
alright wow this must be annoying i didn’t even get to the actual story.

so, yesterday, my mom sent me out again with a shopping list but this time i went to a different shop because someone might recognize me from last time??
and... i bought all the items i needed to buy!! yeah i might’ve walked around the shop quite a while to find the eggs but i did find them.
i don’t know if it’s different from last time since i didn’t actually talk to an employee or do any progress with socializing but..
i’m so proud of myself!

TL;DR: few weeks ago didn’t buy all the stuff in a shop because i was too scared to weigh items & ask to help and yesterday i bought all the stuff i needed",1.4237085856786609,2.995375446384042,2.885268257926616,94.78305735660852,78.82543640897755,6.378368364802281,20.18532240826505,7.225922671290522,0.2034522408265053,1458,35,348,18,35,476,163,401,0.10400000000000001,0.818,0.078,-0.9445,3,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,2,5,19,14,2,2,26,3,31,9,1,1,7,62,69,33,0,12,15,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,20,18,8,1,7,8,16,13,11,6,0,4,30,3,49,8,44,33,21,50,0,0,2,0,20,12,0,9,25,237,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.2256370631582439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366415358580611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350881234111908,0.0,0.05241243925135362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778278870530136,0.0,0.0,0.13722303007944242,0.21615919736420272,0.0,0.0,0.05926455630773739,0.0,0.23491562774211205,0.0,0.06558364189034624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815124240516037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466132390965678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610502419840056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090614142067714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133060734956927,0.06555844993713927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04026758151613298,0.0,0.13140747803031394,0.0,0.18492750805264715,0.0,0.08490485199203146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609385795635787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332112266837336,0.0,0.15462146741226668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025990854014017,0.0847148629724257,0.12564993830865956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03765408698526887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472210168465428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635250341776846,0.0,0.18053447057928587,0.0,0.0,0.05665769209889704,0.2857441167104152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087538961432429,0.0,0.10445363043382663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346279719562998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381484918732725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197686707636948,0.0,0.0,0.04937508461445651,0.07924411681362971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543274972260902,0.0,0.061417385485374225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375577218431891,0.0,0.0,0.07856645177090013,0.1306077950788583,0.0,0.07622739507857731,0.0,0.054552828781239945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529216342761447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185845628013002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976808052704635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045459787863786016,0.0,0.1236469919994833,0.0938544303077252,0.0,0.2857906249366775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CashCarti6,2019/08/22,Has anyone or does anyone know the legitimacy of gokick.com ? I found a website that consults online and has licensed doctors who prescribe propranolol. Has anyone ever tried this?,7.440574712643678,11.145958344827587,7.711034482758625,56.995747126436825,69.0,8.004597701149425,37.25287356321839,8.841846274778883,4.516783908045978,148,8,16,3,3,48,25,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,13,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6993368891356102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412362400163449,0.29174965383233675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30156808666755536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655421932783117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322105488372756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263482329654725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blockednostril,2019/08/22,"Today was the first day of class And the professor made us do introductions and by the time it was my turn my heart was beating like a drum so loud and I could barely hear myself think. I managed to get by but my voice was shaking and it broke a couple times. I literally only had to say 3 sentences and it was so hard for me. I feel pretty pathetic having this happen but it’s not like I want it to. On a brighter note, I cannot express how happy I was when I found out there are no presentations for this class. I ended up dropping this class last semester since that particular professor had multiple presentations throughout the semester.",4.009047619047621,5.74372704761905,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,72.17460317460319,8.532063492063491,27.679365079365077,9.120678840339163,2.3334660317460316,512,19,98,11,10,170,82,126,0.172,0.725,0.10400000000000001,-0.8492,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,7,0,13,1,1,2,0,16,22,11,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,10,6,15,3,11,11,0,15,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,12,70,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022203876487374,0.2359006181921305,0.0,0.13749570571425204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888310170162779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779981108324987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18134694496010773,0.0,0.2337616791561539,0.0,0.0,0.11138766849864096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853115545723687,0.2269542804872113,0.19098441109639108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402907472573834,0.2526418198816812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378562541175088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831650676878805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017340314634635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214743273163315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690001085281926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695443874646924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763604008374968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660929890504295,0.0,0.0,0.2486360815133776,0.0,0.2020877059922738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23189927051051135,0.0,0.0,0.2564521245417776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575028322873605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BusterHarvey,2019/08/22,"People who shriek/screech loudly at you in public I think I'm going crazy, on a few occasions I've had people either from a car window driving passed or just someone I'm walking passed in the street wait until I'm close/they're passing and then screech really loudly presumably to startle you. I dunno why they do this? It leaves me quite shook for like half an hour, it's happened often enough that I'm paranoid it's something about me. Has anyone else evwr experienced this? I really can't find much online",3.121212121212121,5.6802648080808105,3.8851414141414153,84.8410454545455,77.68686868686869,5.980202020202023,24.041414141414148,7.1686216300943375,1.1804820202020196,412,14,73,5,10,131,76,99,0.09699999999999999,0.873,0.031,-0.611,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,1,3,3,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,12,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,7,1,0,1,3,0,0,8,1,2,0,1,1,3,8,1,9,11,4,16,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,4,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849501057653044,0.261560569670982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132504562887836,0.0,0.0,0.2637684893115526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23331776465810086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507931159576934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257398450388599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139557365249504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703005703007857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471502612651525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765733327026105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539526625037488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27151759444330825,0.0,0.0,0.3270728603829869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629464262350712,0.19652404205871307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357064110120764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303470081346193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,me32015,2019/08/22,"Am I Depressed Because Of My Family? Will My Child Be Depressed? I’m feeling depressed. 

I mean, I’m really feeling terrible. 

What’s wrong with me. I sit in this constant despair wondering what my life is going to amount to. 

Listening to music doesn’t help. 

They keep telling me to open up to people. 

How many times have thoughts like that gone through your head? 

Guess what, your are not alone. 

Nearly 350 million people around the world have been diagnosed with some sort of depressive disorder. 

That’s nearly the entire population of the United States. 15% of U.S. adults will be diagnosed with depression in their lifetime. 

While that may seem small to some, it’s just around 31 million people. The nature of depression and where it comes from is a widely debated topic among the medical community. 

But many of us with a history of depression in your family often wonder… 

Is depression genetic? 

read full article here : [https://www.befitnow.vip/2019/08/am-i-depressed-because-of-my-family.html](https://www.befitnow.vip/2019/08/am-i-depressed-because-of-my-family.html)",8.009527261266939,12.098294011976053,5.855858808698393,68.73404349196346,69.95808383233532,8.785250551528524,28.54995272612669,9.276330184999452,3.356935329341317,888,33,120,22,19,255,109,167,0.21100000000000002,0.722,0.067,-0.9843,0,1,0,0,0,0,57.0,1,3,2,0,7,12,0,0,7,0,14,5,1,1,0,26,28,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,3,4,1,0,2,9,9,0,1,6,1,0,3,2,11,0,2,3,3,14,1,28,20,4,23,0,9,0,0,11,15,0,8,4,86,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884682090063773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871138277155019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406499298487893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053011650997364,0.0,0.1135704593730746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7241459939965438,0.21333861348705416,0.0,0.0,0.12044808111883112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981486001384084,0.0,0.1062784731344314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059727963035694415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577409301230113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785788493127188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044302525294012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341334712093294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423177192675183,0.05134415368081596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309985711643709,0.0,0.11447936551156032,0.0,0.10587224921892548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857911348497894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051235328136186,0.0,0.06732660742616713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567462519740197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185774317651063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343376427991635,0.06128179364099948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264164563671306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22794228971255914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490498564205548,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,no_not_luke,2019/08/22,"I feel debilitating nausea (nearly vomiting) at the mere thought of approaching someone attractive. This only began this summer. I'm an 18-year-old male who can't imagine entering college with this preventing him from forming relationships: how do I overcome this seemingly unfounded anxiety? I'm writing this in the hope that the psychological reasoning behind this awful phenomenon might be able to be explained; I'm completely bewildered at how this reaction of mine came to be. In the last two years of high school, I feel like I've been living the ""high life"" in the social sector of my life because I'm really coming into my own, and I've gained friends, mentors, and indeed a few romantic relationships by embracing myself. That's why this sudden turn of mine has caught me so off-guard.

Recently, I started experiencing symptoms of social anxiety that I've never dealt with before. Since breaking up with my last girlfriend near the beginning of summer - which I initiated and, as far as I know, was in no way traumatized by - I've developed absolutely incapacitating nausea at the mere thought of approaching a girl I find attractive. What makes it especially strange to me is that it seems mostly, if not entirely, divorced from any true nerves I have. If I were to find myself in a conversation with an attractive girl by complete accident, I could handle myself with confidence despite my (justified) nervousness and with no nausea present. I *have* the confidence and self-esteem to do that, and I've never had physiological trouble when conversing with a ""crush."" Beginning in June, though, any sort of premeditation on how I should approach a girl, regardless of the fact that I feel more than confident enough to approach her, summons this awful nausea. It's not mere butterflies; it's more akin to a stomach full of slugs that are trying to work their way up to my mouth. The moment I begin to think, ""Wow, I'd like to talk to her. How should I open?"" I feel like I'm seconds away from throwing up. I have to stand still, bow my head, and try to throw my thoughts at anything to distract me. Most recently, it's been counting every stone on the ground beneath me.

I have experienced this nausea phenomenon prior to this summer, but it was always accompanied by actual nervousness and happened in the early stages of my romantic relationships. That nausea too could be nearly incapacitating, but at least I never felt it simply didn't have a purpose. But the way it changed this summer - to have it be inflicted on me by simple thoughts of walking up to someone pretty - absolutely confounds me. I never imagined that this absurd malady would exist, let alone fall upon someone who has a level of self-esteem he's quite content with.

I have to think the most likely answer is that I'm suppressing the nervousness I actually have, and that I'm feeling the consequences of that suppression in the form of greatly exaggerated ""butterflies."" If that is the case, though, how do I go about recognizing my anxiety when I *genuinely don't feel nervous*? (To clarify, it's not that I lack *any* nerves when approaching someone attractive; it's that there is almost no proportionality between the slight nervousness I feel and the intense nausea that assaults me). And how do I keep my confidence intact if I'm actually trying to recognize I'm more nervous than I believe I am?

And if it's not some suppression of anxiety causing this...then I'm too lost to continue guessing. I'm grateful for any help or advice you can offer. I'm willing to see a doctor, but if there's some social or psychological mistake that I'm practicing which is the clear cause of this anxiety, I'd love to know it so that I can begin to work it out.",8.182918239963014,8.302150174231336,8.679180473144793,64.85027568004935,61.898975109809676,12.050381444093395,38.17866224859368,11.57201046412688,4.761063836017571,2991,138,489,83,38,999,298,683,0.07200000000000001,0.813,0.115,0.9841,0,1,0,0,1,0,94.0,0,1,1,5,19,25,1,7,33,2,45,9,3,10,7,106,96,39,0,15,16,0,8,4,2,5,5,0,0,4,51,25,0,5,25,0,0,14,14,11,0,2,16,11,57,14,95,67,16,85,0,1,1,1,29,35,0,20,34,352,108,7,0.07112749429701881,0.0,0.2082305225084618,0.0,0.0,0.06950496422836315,0.0,0.0,0.07122391119320008,0.07366663316178683,0.0,0.0,0.05918377315988835,0.0,0.0,0.19347654075072326,0.0,0.2720616922635313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853186735116521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668266222659847,0.0,0.0,0.043358660341928916,0.0,0.060524258859268376,0.08013632910068202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135090489510287,0.0,0.14613505922614345,0.07524345779706915,0.06127003827812276,0.14915164902643027,0.0,0.0,0.11357903299856605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280200434299441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349371518653018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992798164891271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517493878105618,0.1016269922754712,0.06829354880574685,0.0,0.13001848240853775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495292565449845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040423394142745095,0.0,0.0,0.07841831356457647,0.07835495395277829,0.0,0.0628978083046965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299732943134278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047675260124059565,0.15030020579044193,0.0,0.07064565078805413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322138504214324,0.0,0.0,0.07817962144193262,0.1159568022245473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273268195387825,0.10047890542378554,0.1389972037000454,0.0,0.06280688058037147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764406220930803,0.0,0.064195340605844,0.0,0.047478154757304915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545503126441762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194316338911822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463634033233019,0.0,0.0,0.05409566454052858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723622324958468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565284544120987,0.0,0.0,0.04556609417025268,0.07313091040478213,0.140459639466915,0.22909293046002946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198482154427213,0.05667940404699349,0.12950359889228816,0.14840297776379185,0.0,0.0,0.058837398293739185,0.0,0.0,0.2175165694177225,0.2410643804016833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034440655463394,0.0,0.0568025088247292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392870080575856,0.0,0.05716958565434559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911512526863745,0.13976480402561456,0.2258691418144884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487269908898415,0.07736628902100759,0.0694812266990424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937308278189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418150042903398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356332594519647,0.0,0.0,0.05052693120109452,0.0,0.0,0.09160754864155343
socialanxiety,Iplaywithmatchbox20s,2019/08/22,"Forgetting names I forget names easily. Usually because I’m uncomfortable meeting people at times. I just met someone at work and completely forgot her name, I kinda got told off by a coworker. I know it’s rude but all I remember is how she looks and how she was dress and her height. I know it is totally rude. 

I had to write her name down to remember it. Does anyone have any tricks into remember names?",1.6581012658227865,4.345517151898736,3.772012658227848,82.08991772151902,86.34177215189872,8.223291139240509,23.08987341772152,8.841846274778883,2.381829367088608,321,12,60,10,10,109,54,79,0.145,0.8320000000000001,0.022000000000000002,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,2,25,13,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,1,12,0,8,7,2,8,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,1,2,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671153111378155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085138360794356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151393799215444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262007239937811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879672857874505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254808361648827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371316319619257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811684167096317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495679030409452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7331787549613118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279696447174468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258005290167229,0.0,0.0,0.2061501264333927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376086416548988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706228835496264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rabseywomp45,2019/08/22,"To anyone experiencing social anxiety Dear redditors, 

If you're feeling the strain of social anxiety in any way, shape or form right now, I just want to say that your experience is nothing shameful, and you are a valid worthy person. 

Just take a moment to breathe, remember that you were born equal, and continue to be equal to every single person who surrounds you. Let no one make you think otherwise. If you are kindhearted to, and accepting of others, then that's all that you should be judged on.

Your social anxiety does not define you. It is an experience, nothing more. Yesterday has been experienced and the future never exists, because when it arrives it is your present. All you have is now, let that guide your thoughts and reactions. 

If life is fragile and you could pass away tomorrow, then the thought of SA becomes so insignificant and fleeting. SA should be the dragon you fight everyday and slay, not the dragon that has you imprisoned in its tower. 

Social media can be truly toxic and warps your view of society and your peers, so take it with a pinch of salt. Don't compare yourself to your peers, beat to the sound of your own drum. Eat nutritiously, if your body and mind aren't healthy, your mental health can suffer too. Talk to anyone you trust, even if it's online that's ok if it helps you share you're thoughts. 

We live in a modern society that encourages wallowing and self pity. Do I think you deserve all the respect in the world for your struggles? Hell yes I do! But I know from experience that self-pity and wallowing can encourage an inner victim mentality - it does not bring you closer to the power of feeling you are the architect of your life. Every day, praise your power, the bravery you show in any way. Move away from constantly defining yourself as an SA sufferer, as it leads to a 'me and them' view of the world. 

Much love, from a woman experiencing SA for 20 years, who is trying to improve and remember these thoughts herself on a daily basis x",6.0275000000000025,7.200170276881725,6.295458064516129,76.43018709677422,66.66129032258064,9.500387096774194,31.277849462365594,9.692545771848811,2.9861886881720427,1581,61,281,33,25,507,190,372,0.091,0.775,0.133,0.9520000000000001,3,0,0,0,1,0,45.0,1,30,1,5,9,19,3,3,22,2,30,7,2,2,4,53,45,30,0,10,13,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,4,22,17,1,0,12,2,0,4,7,9,0,1,6,11,38,10,38,30,10,40,2,3,2,1,52,16,1,7,18,200,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194484971123766,0.0,0.22264490956025584,0.0,0.0,0.1356680213734928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229452723067735,0.0,0.0,0.05913845575590821,0.10714365580932078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775999462992664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483699870845208,0.0,0.07745728955662791,0.0,0.0,0.06256560412258094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979412449166245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926890674317496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407642226799037,0.0,0.16347591292427086,0.0,0.0,0.28469310195793074,0.0,0.0,0.09810575929899057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312068596008576,0.0,0.0,0.06502602338872633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331601630674021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840550698834708,0.1370468380698654,0.0,0.0,0.08566459155051627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755836274034823,0.0,0.06475718420137258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553333768414866,0.0,0.09795585798586387,0.0,0.0,0.10310986942559508,0.07131599650536657,0.0,0.07482269902935278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861739083747942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573877674004876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941668216496025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979449490764505,0.08284889610263296,0.0,0.07714893328644437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241222550047536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39557169325939706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141944821640833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588397598382633,0.07797567971752313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432451283269876,0.0,0.3080711475973345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586571661999943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722100481554177,0.15400941024389242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062473435751044526
socialanxiety,fatassgooose,2019/08/22,everything i can’t do is boiling up inside. every i can’t do makes me more and more frustrated. it makes me feel angry and worthless. i can’t change my hair. i can’t change my style. i can’t hang out with friends. i can’t make new friends. i can’t talk to a therapist. i can’t be honest. i can’t live life like a normal person. it’s getting harder and harder to deal with because i’m so upset over not being able to do things that i let it get to me. i don’t know. i needed to rant.,-1.41943643512451,0.519952908256883,1.5198230668414148,98.03341743119266,93.3119266055046,4.215203145478375,16.042595019659238,5.773587663045528,-0.6997423328964616,373,9,91,3,14,130,59,109,0.156,0.726,0.11800000000000001,-0.6024,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,2,0,17,3,1,3,0,14,26,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,11,3,0,0,0,2,17,4,10,23,2,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,58,22,0,0.20129604021569106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270819775318907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425889039291556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752737858291267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960059570874467,0.0,0.18091190130226173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178132620232153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110416426684509,0.0,0.2103377456500537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062703935630114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058388393445288,0.1421813462354929,0.0983430773936516,0.0,0.17774809142487205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031000098000285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925846320707076,0.0,0.19441296999533556,0.0,0.0,0.19722738021522448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576393796611964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179413216688954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337202175813615,0.13373214462569624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Scared_raccoon,2019/08/22,"I feel like I made him feel bad Friend of my family, he's my mom's boss and I haven't seen him in like 10 years. I stopped by at my mom's work today and tried my absolute best to avoid any other person. He comes up and says hi and mentions how long it's been and everything. He keeps it short cuz I guess he knows my mom has the same sort of issues but God I can't stop obsessing about it. I just think about what he's thinking ""does he remember me"" yes I remember you.i just want to say sorry, it's nice to see you, how are you, and I just want him to know that I'm glad I saw him and for him for to feel guilty or sad or anything even though he's probably not thinking any of that.",3.3856862745098053,2.8268790718954264,4.613856209150328,92.26235294117649,72.00653594771242,8.630065359477124,24.18954248366013,8.167268648758528,0.8571385620915031,530,11,137,7,9,176,90,153,0.092,0.726,0.182,0.9039,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,9,10,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,5,0,39,23,14,0,2,7,3,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,8,8,0,4,10,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,8,23,6,16,19,2,10,0,1,3,0,23,4,0,4,7,74,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632597692484204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273725820323105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143871785911794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377040969744467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180112037779548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988742338653308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048554758340947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312450695088545,0.0,0.12914903752871024,0.0,0.2078101360152706,0.09787103151723964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584391800393876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091817628642246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298978253221845,0.0,0.12176966039201725,0.0,0.0,0.15058047124742138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386010349751098,0.0,0.0,0.12123846423070266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963033390647935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813494002536694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196209207136001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477064611118643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103828916096087,0.0,0.0,0.21789179941112802,0.0,0.0,0.1091692593799326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335746965552924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22907206561512794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26334737232966104,0.1345993346208014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985759822540116,0.0,0.0,0.09301230038106564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160933369070873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997358015884023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822188947609462
socialanxiety,Somedude028,2019/08/22,"How exactly does Muira Puama work for anxiety? So, I've tried a few things for anxiety. Nothing really seemed to work. CBD oil with low percentage thc  and without (medterra) only made the situation worst. It also made me very sleepy. Lemon Balm felt like it worked some days and not others. Even some days it felt that it made it worst. Ashwagandha which i just started so it's too soon. I think they said you need like 2 weeks, so we'll see. Muira Puama was great. I felt like i did in highschool. I was taking a 2200mg I found on ebay. I'm wondering what exactly made this work so well for me? I know they all treat anxiety in different ways. So how does muira help anxiety. If I figured out this I can fight something that it right for me. I only stopped it because I didn't like the side effects at all. Do you guys have any suggestion?",1.1894642857142834,3.6713180654761928,2.5764761904761926,91.55185714285713,85.60714285714286,6.455238095238098,21.495238095238093,7.734863291789972,1.0197180952380958,657,22,139,13,20,212,106,168,0.12300000000000001,0.747,0.13,0.4907,1,0,1,0,1,0,22.0,1,2,2,5,13,11,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,7,4,32,26,11,0,2,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,16,4,0,1,10,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,13,6,19,7,12,12,7,15,0,1,1,0,10,8,0,5,10,82,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343310214891874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945197214463545,0.0,0.35751456645186946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712216801137482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069813325305467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220679625177867,0.0,0.0,0.2044866181432371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716857654248667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365404683990174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281038141952691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881126860727635,0.0,0.11568526004096165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831220104860942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420959441367677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22831919391792085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422093300620916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866318527649256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210656736222913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771693521261397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748476488303395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977665971451044,0.11113707172870284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931025624924386,0.10636241780937107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132770908628336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994547862825095,0.0,0.0,0.08269658681505085,0.0,0.0,0.09767949524133526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784556291194487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762014437384493,0.07486330654130614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932346118293307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640131200166796,0.0,0.09273837818974234,0.0937181850762383,0.0,0.10504891540513027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262500561938975,0.1267028378988114,0.34022979556182875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway149806,2019/08/22,"I find it difficult to convey my personality to people, even people I know fairly well. Thus, I feel like I just seem really boring to everyone. What can I do about this? I care deeply about a lot of things, mainly the environment and injustices. But my passions are kind of hard to bring up organically in a conversation. Same with art and literature I like. 

Heck, sometimes I feel like I don't have a personality, but someone has liked me enough in the past to date me so idk. What should I do?",2.988645833333333,5.2510347395833366,5.040833333333335,77.92083333333336,76.60416666666666,8.433333333333334,23.166666666666664,9.150863307647796,1.9225291666666664,389,12,77,10,9,134,65,96,0.077,0.759,0.16399999999999998,0.7988,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,1,0,15,14,5,0,1,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,14,8,13,13,4,6,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,2,6,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744940634091386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023705728944525,0.0,0.13438883750830322,0.0,0.0,0.19442259952990126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575928677664374,0.2907154678865402,0.0,0.0,0.18596626300244745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822675560270845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188083610774486,0.1118208101892714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976171704368398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729814008867496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423343478388172,0.2821184834427192,0.35532119560983033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034694907195846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852298218317404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723979588741827,0.0,0.2012352679854692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517524149074508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294236145500148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kamehameha0110,2019/08/22,"Social Anxiety Solutions - podcast I've been listening to this podcast for a few months and a lot of what’s discussed *really* resonates with me. Out of all of the blogs, books, youtube videos, and therapy sessions I've gone through, this seems the most promising. I suppose because he offers a clear way to massively reduce social anxiety, rather than learning to manage and accept it.

ETF (Emotional Freedom Technique) tapping is the method he uses to reduce social anxiety. I first heard about ETF in 2011 at Burning Man, gave it half-assed attempt and didn't see any results, so I was pretty sceptical when hearing about on the podcast. 

I plan to spend a month soon totally committed to an ETF routine, as it's suggested in the podcast, and will see what happens. If I get amazing results, I'll definitely report back.

Has anyone already tried this?",5.845238095238094,7.933033805194802,6.118896103896105,74.05072510822512,68.0909090909091,8.769696969696971,37.50865800865801,9.2995712137729,4.000668398268398,682,38,105,14,12,218,108,154,0.048,0.7859999999999999,0.166,0.9633,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,1,0,10,0,6,0,0,3,4,21,17,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,1,0,1,6,5,6,3,21,10,5,13,0,0,2,0,13,5,0,4,6,68,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124524095006507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785264280306725,0.0,0.3977311892923587,0.0,0.0,0.12117816570878535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332600559176924,0.0,0.10564449188246636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949436407633949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474122687958069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054417174147547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325212878970662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532617013009348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733683833133793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766591517127444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631244192551868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110229612198116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762016535347249,0.15776942592361776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299847197984303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981881938856168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766202001477165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967898731097662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375606251665512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_TAmtenise,2019/08/22,"Looking for a mentor/friend? Hi, so I have kinda bad social anxiety and I was wondering if anyone wanted to encourage me to break from my shell and teach me social skills. Im currently in a Medical program and I constantly gave to talk to patients but I feel so anxious its annoying.",2.5071515151515165,5.132335018181821,4.9340909090909095,76.0144696969697,80.63636363636363,8.757575757575756,29.166666666666664,9.2995712137729,3.4551212121212123,226,11,38,7,6,79,42,55,0.19699999999999998,0.764,0.039,-0.8259,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,7,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,7,1,7,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,2,26,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243145409251745,0.29894214580733003,0.0,0.18502651752560004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094433117777007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859572150088228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337984206486231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044426128927905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858320133182633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22221182482839846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665740166984088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.53948787705834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268930325306226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560780962698389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869660944789266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SinisterEllis,2019/08/22,Job interview today Absolutely terrified of the job interview I have later on today. I guess after months of applying and getting nowhere it's hard to believe someone is actually willing to give me a chance. Just praying I don't screw it up.,3.5846666666666667,6.521738133333336,5.751111111111115,69.86000000000003,78.77777777777777,8.933333333333335,35.66666666666667,9.3871,4.488466666666668,196,12,30,6,5,68,37,45,0.095,0.7490000000000001,0.156,-0.0518,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,7,6,0,7,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,5,21,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.2578885382936775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29774079986505586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806970706582206,0.25351101884593946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29112222789715075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23673322235431274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244926452644539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093708904379985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391436644669194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009924481595132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ale058,2019/08/22,High School It’s my junior year and I haven’t made any friends.. looks like my high school experience is gonna suck. I will fall deeper into my depression. Ive has chances to not end up like this but I ruined it and now idk what to do.,-0.7942016806722698,1.3517768627451048,1.1337815126050437,99.91058823529413,94.09803921568628,4.4829131652661065,15.128851540616246,6.1826913282559595,-0.7660442577030815,184,4,45,2,7,60,40,51,0.193,0.7120000000000001,0.094,-0.7311,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,7,3,4,7,0,8,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,5,25,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514856242708068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183469578659945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281203189467118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251941563211017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989890018128549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442492381669662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516600753247242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628421094776212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437080111467293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213257570608936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585918261490282
socialanxiety,JL1555,2019/08/22,I like being around high or drunk people when I'm sober It makes me feel like I can communicate on the same level as everyone else,3.6366666666666654,4.873632851851851,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,72.33333333333334,8.362962962962964,20.907407407407405,8.841846274778883,1.1118296296296295,105,2,22,2,2,35,24,27,0.085,0.7390000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35848345370682355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363995563285154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847918223415644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361442320471765,0.2876850092052649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254688160914189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934723534625855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688016851149288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27917764092920394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fieryfierce,2019/08/22,I did it! Today I went to the movies with a friend and it wasn’t too bad. A bit awkward at first but I overcame social anxiety for one day!,-2.0729032258064493,-0.2779763548387031,0.9118709677419368,99.56780645161292,102.87096774193549,3.7703225806451615,15.877419354838713,5.6839178017228535,-0.7015858064516127,107,3,26,1,5,37,27,31,0.21100000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.4738,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,3,0,3,1,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799587807906043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055617312853675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995340830165996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23601424731668916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31128581431401325,0.0,0.0,0.28274017446395816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479843059043165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730506432155966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468877633229167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33924904986323723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,notRazor10000,2019/08/22,I'm lonley. I need a job. And most importantly new fcking se of friends... fck it ill make it.,-1.6116666666666684,0.34058249999999995,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,99.0,4.666666666666667,16.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.2753333333333332,70,2,17,1,3,25,18,20,0.13699999999999998,0.736,0.127,-0.0534,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41239328841628137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5296893856797754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562989983718782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957874446511713,0.0,0.5155232805442255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,newlogicgames,2019/08/22,I just want to break free and flourish I used to be a huge extrovert and had a lot of friends who battled social anxiety. I tried to help them but of course it wasn’t until I got it myself that I really could understand what they felt and understood how much everyone who doesn’t have it doesn’t understand it,12.93571428571429,6.4993283650793625,12.053730158730161,64.7482142857143,59.0,17.044444444444448,45.78571428571429,13.816669648895859,5.747514285714287,249,9,51,7,2,82,45,63,0.051,0.7959999999999999,0.153,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,14,14,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,5,1,8,3,6,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,1,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094036317109745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855210300134992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615619082637294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26282489503339485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148405917523705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218927859996052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834762646972204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327164919071709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012239403560577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535922684941338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790345038682304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858455281018812,0.0,0.0,0.5699277009338514,0.0,0.23641588372417005,0.0,0.0,0.16145376387259505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RashyBirdy,2019/08/22,What caused your social anxiety? For me it was my schizophrenic mother yelling and cursing at us all the time.,4.529499999999999,7.40580495,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,74.5,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.8735000000000004,89,4,15,2,2,27,20,20,0.08199999999999999,0.9179999999999999,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361970316763004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4860713138091258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823326459418691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27590661148011986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5691598440461471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ArcticBluYT,2019/08/22,"No way out. Today I started school, and god, I did not realize what I had done to myself. In my first two years at this school, I’ve always been dubbed the “weird” kid, and I was never really talked to, and was bullied. Whatever, I thought. I can get passed that, I have my own friends, right? Today, I found out that those same friends think of me the same way as everyone else, and I have no idea what I should do. This image I have created for myself is absolutely terrible, and I feel as if my only escape is suicide. The people around me hate me, and I have no idea what to do. I’m left out in group chats, talked about behind backs, and disrespected while even with them. I don’t know why I haven’t just haven’t opened my eyes and waken up, but now I finally realize. All the bullying in the past hurt me deeply, but I thought I could get past it because I felt as if I had people with me. The fact that I never really had anyone hurts. I’ve been jumping from friend group to friend group, trying to find people that like me. But now that I know that the one that I felt was right for me was still wrong hurts. 2 years wasted with those people, gone. Now is my cry for help, if I really don’t get help, I will consider suicide. This image I have created has ruined my life, and I can’t change it ever again.",3.6690323903239066,4.169521907749083,4.694212792127921,88.22298380483805,71.619926199262,8.236244362443625,23.173636736367364,8.344100000000001,1.0150933169331688,1011,22,228,15,18,331,130,271,0.20600000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9863,0,0,0,0,0,2,38.0,0,0,1,1,11,13,1,0,7,0,31,2,1,0,5,48,47,19,2,5,8,0,3,1,4,2,1,0,0,1,17,17,0,0,14,1,0,3,11,8,0,3,17,4,43,5,27,27,4,37,0,4,1,0,14,13,0,3,20,163,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357161884211406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022787643442975,0.0,0.0,0.08941021211397847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722984323036679,0.0,0.06122545492006962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624901454645988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019076131365364,0.0,0.1103253138227657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278190845526798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390221466394086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633768252591297,0.09085100467058176,0.0,0.09597184500297826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050783958310912314,0.0,0.19287051586759485,0.11002380969885747,0.09179758634957001,0.08543164964874793,0.0,0.1101239719222436,0.3103894673730829,0.0,0.15742254062995245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916073091390158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464159023868702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32255961491279783,0.22676226569028876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039508256283477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912508001360313,0.0,0.07094161403890183,0.049068438473658965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549263919006511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805870157332053,0.07638685431188295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175693713125053,0.2785214417552921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930275167062743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154527586738766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032951853969582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108981619083095,0.0,0.08020910738407278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197235239144304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145489098030918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435596566230559,0.0,0.15947149716967654,0.0,0.0,0.19040503936196948,0.0,0.0,0.06819012116820407,0.0,0.09811234202131502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594444103016997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062875859705202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981207818409333,0.0,0.12935625306365262
socialanxiety,eligoscreps,2019/08/22,"What is going on Sorry for all of this.

I hate talking about my problems with anyone, not parents, not acquaintances and for some stuff not even my doctor. I like this because it’s relatively anonymous 

Currently on a vacation with one friend and friends of that friends so it’s also uncomfortably awkward in many situations just imagine.

I’ve been having problems with social interaction and i felt like the weird kid with weird problems for most of my youth. 

From age 9-12
People had high expectations of me, considering that the results on IQ tests and regular tests were so great, and my previous scores in school were too. That aside, from the middle school my social skill started declining, because of the attempt I missed one highschool year in the middle of developing.

After middle school, it did not go the way it went before, and even so, my surroundings kept on having high expectations/hopes. It might just be the gap in my verbal or performance gap, 
(verbal being significantly higher).

After the decline of my results and hopeless attempts to make use of the intelligence I “should” possess, parents and doctors thought it might’ve been my ADHD and the Ritalin, Concerta or medikinet i had to take. This got switched up in dose and it ended up putting me in a major depression resulting in a suicide attempt and being hospitalised. (This was around 2015)

this probably is something mentally and I have been struggling with it ever since

Things as simple as a phone call. I will avoid any contact when I think it is unnecessary. If it is, I’ll reluctantly ask my parents to make a call. 
If I have to make the call myself. I probably will not speak for some time unless it is someone I know and otherwise let someone else take it.

If travel by public transport and there are others I can have this feeling of being looked at or the thought of what others are thinking about me.

If I’m at work and people ask me questions I will sprint to any other co worker to help the customer then I’ll run down to the office to avoid more contact. When I sit behind the register I’m uncomfortable from
Start to end. I’m considering to stop working because of these problems

In all these type of situations I start shaking slightly, I sweat excessively, I stutter and mumble and sometimes I might have a anxiety attack. I hate it when I can’t speak well and not articulate my words well it happens too often 

There are so many more problems like this that make me feel like I just don’t want to be here.


fast forward to now with all of this garbage and it’s just getting worse. Not even wanting to think about going to the gp but for this i did, without joking, what made me able to make an appointment were a few glasses of wine after work.

So I got a generalised anxiety diagnose. 

And I had a beta blocker prescribed (tried it 2 times so far) (propranolol). But it’s almost like it makes it worse for me, i focus more on the physical stuff like sweating and shaking and that makes it feel like It worse too. I’m not sure if this is actually the case but I guess a new.

I’m on a vacation to Germany. But because I went unprepared I found out last day that you need some type of paper. So I went without my medication. Now I find myself in a completely unfamiliar setting with unfamiliar people and a language I barely understand.

That’s why I tried to go to a pharmacy to get propranolol here since I have some type of prescription app, I did since it was just a 10 minute walk. They told me they needed a physical written paper by my gp (which I didn’t have) so they suggested I go talk to the not so friendly looking non English speaking doctor upstairs and I ended up having some sort of weird exchange of information where I slightly break down.

After that she got another doctor who could speak English and I don’t know these people at all but I’m going to have to tell them so much about this. I did that and in the midst of telling her what the problem i start crying a bit.

Luckily they only required some
Info but after I took seat in the waiting area I started having an anxiety attack crying uncontrollably trying to hide it while having thoughts such as “I feel so bad “ “what do the people here think of me, it must be horrible” “the doctor looked a little too serious, did he think I was just trying to get an rx?”. “What are they saying in German, is it something about me ?” “Why is that doctor walking past me so fast, am I that weird” “this is the worst I’ve felt in a while” “I’m going to have to call my gp from home” “I don’t want to inform my parents”. 

It’s the first time I had one this bad. I think this lasted for 1 hour and then I was asked in the doctors office. Where I had another one but then I had to talk as well so that made it worse.

We discussed what I have and what I needed. 
As you know benzodiazepines or antidepressants and therapy are rarely prescribed because doctors have valid reasons 

For some reason I couldn’t get propranolol either but I did get zopiclone without any information on the dosage or when to take it. It’s something normally prescribed for insomnia. Not something I really need. Since my mind is relatively at peace in the evening 
Even though I couldn’t even complete sentences. I read it would be helpful for people whose anxiety affect them at sleep and while I’m typing this I’m also in that category because it’s 5 am lol

And the man awkwardly gave a pat on the back pushing me out. I just want something which sounds like it would be effective like diazepam or oxazepam to prevent situations like those, and for general life maybe a antidepressant and therapy combination so I have a long term solution. Not some type of depressant that is supposed to make your heart beat slower so it takes less energy to do things so you don’t sweat or tremble.

But I’m going to have thoughts like what if my doc thinks I just want benzos for drug usage or something, I hate the idea.

What do I do I’m so sorry for this entire message but please what do I say",4.448812779206719,6.0900228106712575,5.272478098590189,80.51602399969059,70.89328743545609,8.114038175172599,29.579415575625127,8.679056452911452,2.3537333616971905,4774,192,887,84,89,1553,423,1162,0.12300000000000001,0.804,0.073,-0.9951,6,2,8,0,0,2,87.0,1,4,7,13,65,54,5,9,57,1,90,22,5,18,7,196,189,93,1,30,48,4,6,11,4,9,16,7,1,2,89,44,1,8,33,4,1,22,22,33,3,5,43,16,111,21,137,125,24,120,0,4,3,0,63,49,0,30,58,642,200,27,0.03836854952986611,0.0,0.03744216961134013,0.0,0.04611154039571917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038420560028664216,0.0,0.0,0.061366630393717585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827578818180468,0.08046553919505267,0.11740734148403716,0.0,0.0,0.02682818194449418,0.0,0.0,0.03415614368646416,0.10760824331088073,0.08729952830775471,0.0,0.0295030462392461,0.06407227240410734,0.1403346700164301,0.0,0.03264880967271201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04188851871940987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671431572401234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804573883797233,0.0,0.0,0.03063416472230789,0.0,0.0842921000205411,0.02474454029585709,0.0,0.06609355097617463,0.03894327012119142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31417469006775184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449533624636985,0.0,0.03205199978746148,0.0,0.10194943948382462,0.0,0.0,0.1520523906124063,0.034706549690679815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760116595288738,0.05482099890107009,0.07367964908145101,0.0,0.035068159165415,0.0326362686295215,0.0,0.04206913415556291,0.11857378475788916,0.0,0.10022991762936552,0.0,0.17444584721115047,0.0,0.09206050227821404,0.042301461309556254,0.042267283015670065,0.0,0.033929181635179884,0.0,0.0,0.11364299758619555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04546691593025464,0.05143525995111286,0.0810769583157008,0.038486783558764386,0.0,0.03778529253117638,0.0,0.0,0.04331342218331876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632590541920728,0.06255097769785921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03923444144305168,0.027100841225759544,0.2061942875299549,0.038455366408556665,0.0,0.03395495894609036,0.09665975471688018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261049855575165,0.20489043798284387,0.07779937408261342,0.03854636508632222,0.0,0.0,0.03865227707520378,0.03866647354694525,0.12210890315875,0.038741297381185966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02820529864634272,0.11379917324107973,0.0,0.03705658422551001,0.0,0.0,0.03759303212485002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399808858921547,0.029181010870521936,0.0,0.0,0.17041493456484189,0.0,0.036627122018130655,0.15959952715850242,0.0,0.0,0.04211714552461325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273557166778336,0.2202811206856952,0.0,0.03857098974200511,0.04298155652852008,0.0,0.038378932604276085,0.0,0.02457987531169309,0.07889851837920543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102442117392803,0.0,0.11649306156996482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695544264302372,0.1293835717523302,0.03839625883747093,0.07822380876064168,0.06501909501201239,0.1772279036749218,0.0379474765663087,0.08590089983853656,0.1357872841953994,0.0,0.0,0.03207782543688819,0.0,0.040111138673857384,0.0878456192332955,0.041968965718090515,0.0,0.036161903858766636,0.0,0.11539349688621615,0.09251756021184424,0.06707160690275989,0.0,0.08775556047930068,0.0,0.05098071883886242,0.17209512099227434,0.03769690510532708,0.12184137007256815,0.06711902934770048,0.0,0.0,0.03666279332385458,0.04262887028970522,0.10419890621216604,0.0,0.0,0.0399430132001658,0.0,0.03313810768927481,0.0,0.0,0.11315382303777533,0.030455168707831343,0.0,0.0,0.10349380171471922,0.10670408943670376,0.06924329620917709,0.0,0.0,0.11095773768572406,0.0,0.08379828307488582,0.0,0.15640331955129594,0.05451183347710276,0.0,0.0,0.02470808793492379
socialanxiety,2234234324,2019/08/22,"Severe social anxiety I think I have a real problem. Even if I walk past someone on the sidewalk I tense up, don't know where to look, feel my chest pounding.  
If I go work in an office it's exhausting, it's like walking a tight rope above 100ft drop. Hyper aware of my facial muscles, where I'm looking. Many places my anxiety was so bad I left after the 1st week because I was basically terrified. I get these intrusive thoughts that I don't like someone, even if it's someone I do. Like if I'm looking at the monitor and they are walking around in my peripheral vision I get these intrusive facial twitches of disgust/annoyance. It's like a little person in my head poking my brain with a stick trying to irritate me, saying 'oh what if there was suddenly a big problem!' then I'm like 'oh shit, a problem? fuckkkk get away from me!'   
I went to a party and someone sat close to me and I felt really tense and someone said I looked totally mental.  
Am I autistic or something? I think I have what's called 'Pure OCD', instead of mental rituals being physical series of actions it's like just my brain repeating things over and over.",2.4378287337662314,4.733958424107144,4.289837662337664,82.44152597402598,78.59821428571428,7.108441558441559,28.038961038961038,8.150884317080207,2.203292857142857,893,40,165,17,22,302,128,224,0.162,0.7490000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9454,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,9,12,1,0,11,0,11,9,7,0,2,28,31,13,0,8,7,0,3,6,0,0,2,2,0,1,11,8,0,1,6,0,0,6,2,6,0,0,8,9,28,6,21,22,1,30,1,0,4,0,6,17,1,6,12,103,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432913596068247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956132641928308,0.0,0.0,0.10091057844982207,0.0,0.08967872903106289,0.06547312055513682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397991098030922,0.10967256293380047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188004290169035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05430721958862046,0.0,0.10312568974306698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834411429390947,0.0,0.061040764107658275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022856592825997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059027005669185034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669589925705146,0.0,0.0,0.3148360882086395,0.10764807473012668,0.0,0.0,0.3607727597274321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889186110236557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164780535288757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253027175109376,0.0,0.09378194538271804,0.11221541548981533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30831637760618835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225045893987503,0.06880642421395783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216679645603642,0.0854128053429759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133713296427563,0.110249738643211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948592092035074,0.4550197444732276,0.08268565352869536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713551416082765,0.13764163626881185,0.0,0.08526761110170059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292097755327116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615385118555655,0.0,0.0,0.09956555583303074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819215436118714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SpecialCardiologist2,2019/08/22,"Anyone see the movie ""mother!"" ? Even though the movie as a whole is a reinterpretation of the bible or some other metaphorical hoo-ha..  

the first half of the film is like pure, concentrated grade A social anxiety in movie form.",4.258170731707317,6.983201097560978,4.524573170731706,80.8800304878049,74.60975609756099,8.002439024390245,20.006097560975608,8.841846274778883,1.3600195121951222,179,4,33,4,4,56,31,41,0.043,0.8859999999999999,0.071,0.2714,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,8,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,23,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30337700116609634,0.0,0.0,0.2772928262298027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619325032605932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373245039339057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374537112407225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160170673900373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042558876068277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896306271665964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442759214993336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bebetter1212,2019/08/22,"I was invited a bridal shower. I've been a wreck all day. Hey everyone. I have been dealing with my anxiety since middle school and recently it has become very debilitating. I haven't been able to hang out with anyone except my boyfriend without experiencing some anxiety. My boyfriend's best friend got engaged and we were invited to their engagement party and I could not attend. I just do not have the ability to go to such a function with so many people. I made up an excuse that my friend was in town and would not be able to go. I've been dreading attending the wedding. A wedding? A big wedding? No thank you. I cannot handle it. I keep trying to think of ways to avoid it but there is no backing out of that. My boyfriend is the best man. He would be so upset if I didn't go. Today I recieved an invite in the mail for the bridal shower. It was addressed to just me. As it goes, bridal showers are usually just women. How am I expected to attend something like that without my safety blanket that is my boyfriend? I cannot do it. As soon as I saw the invite I physically felt sick. I got nauseous and started shouting NO NO NO and sobbing. I am TERRIFIED to attend this. My boyfriend is begging me to go. He says its embarassing that I bail out of everything we/I am invited too. I told him how I feel, how it physically makes me ill to think about going. He just does not understand. I've been crying all day thinking about this. How do I decline without insulting the bride? How do I hide? I want to not be a thought in these peoples minds. I don't want to be invited to these things. I don't want to be included. I wish I could tell them this. No one understands though. I don't know what to do. I feel very miserable and misunderstood. I am not trying to be rude. I am not trying to embarrass my boyfriend. But I physically cannot handle going to this event. Especially alone. I cannot do it.",1.0565421727778386,3.52024850652742,3.061873651946872,87.94015750936545,86.12793733681464,6.3591554092405485,23.99188330116927,7.665016162671287,1.4186099897831768,1490,60,304,29,46,500,170,383,0.18600000000000005,0.708,0.106,-0.9903,3,2,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,1,2,2,19,16,2,5,15,0,47,2,0,7,2,64,76,21,0,10,18,0,3,1,2,2,2,2,4,2,22,14,0,2,10,0,0,11,25,8,0,1,17,7,49,8,43,49,5,31,0,2,1,0,23,10,1,2,10,222,71,1,0.21063464846088276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090769858596026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113492954018946,0.0,0.0,0.07364032185168262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098252148275117,0.0,0.0,0.11631471025058933,0.0,0.0,0.22104806843458624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681746272986779,0.0,0.11568613534658027,0.1358419228875706,0.10857753681339664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092163900154983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063521657696417,0.09465242011805212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650320712487256,0.0,0.10112114722314594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273580689904116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35912557439309484,0.0,0.1684637702154976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361087681476284,0.0,0.0,0.057879647111077015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05145272483546474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965379865321136,0.07030013172624487,0.10677523656199296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634047487842446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136574453232132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602754386717434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398815210089582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375256335591813,0.0,0.1065867547448009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711957892262019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107842153152105,0.0,0.0,0.07454414415559935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205198342637637,0.09696204232263388,0.0,0.0,0.0699681504935975,0.20244926651909664,0.10347373633114683,0.08361019137969634,0.0,0.0,0.0998285089389631,0.10063521657696417,0.0,0.21451064982522813,0.0,0.0,0.2192780974776317,0.0,0.0,0.1159921535203372,0.1737956444251544,0.1863566595266853,0.08359598985619142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211097252965672,0.3045664269019981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962881086330948,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MilkCuckMegaChad69,2019/08/22,"HA I DID! I made a new friend So recently I transferred out of private school, and I’ve been having a tough time getting comfortable with myself again and I thought I would join theatre since I’ve always loved acting. So I get there and instantly it’s my kinda energy and by the third day (today) everyone knows my name and talks to me when they see me. It’s so bizarre to go from “wow I’m a fuckin loser” to having some self confidence. It feels good.",0.977470355731228,3.414053347826087,2.5500790513834017,91.6763438735178,86.17391304347824,5.954150197628458,20.3201581027668,7.348242739294969,0.7058999999999997,356,11,74,6,11,116,67,92,0.078,0.649,0.27399999999999997,0.9635,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,6,9,1,0,4,1,5,2,0,1,0,15,15,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,4,2,12,6,8,10,1,10,0,1,1,2,6,1,1,2,7,45,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122877405957076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453707904692924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437866636875156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900087275678604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971120089758633,0.0,0.26658871302792003,0.0,0.144995672827246,0.21399007512084328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021220944885526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302638558912085,0.24140919971960284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464051485710068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519090784121216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582041378391829,0.2033047570478717,0.0,0.26615515676940865,0.0,0.0,0.2110453200164164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506300158603635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254390361590985,0.1487677538195466,0.0,0.24183243165693105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812362999387948,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SA-anon24681,2018/12/19,"Medical help? No thanks I cant be the only one who hasnt had any medical help for this. My reasons are that they put me on meds that made my cock not work right.. and honestly. Fuck that.
The only thing that works is CBD and THC. And it really works. And fuck the people that make it illegal. Cunts.
And it does give you huge anxiety when you start. But the overload of anxiety.. makes you care less about the social anxiety the next day.
Weed will save you.",0.8750790513834019,3.2862305000000016,2.2935573122529647,93.5154743083004,86.3913043478261,6.8237154150197625,18.14624505928854,8.00094639256281,0.7024217391304353,354,9,78,8,11,114,65,92,0.20800000000000002,0.621,0.17,-0.5367,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,1,3,2,7,3,0,6,0,7,5,1,4,0,12,16,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,9,4,4,12,1,8,0,0,0,3,10,3,4,0,4,48,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114232389686722,0.0,0.3760331231932569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705542576988094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056693349475382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338575056256753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029523371683328,0.0,0.1571793145675523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964965389952426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503830341677588,0.21874154924573236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819997924767885,0.33012214928305555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425574004165792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102862212879223,0.2492297674490403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359257228151813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647139443923471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049661479350613,0.16846451511715133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399265279234032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702387173028924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597347813863047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085055201799213,0.0,0.0,0.1088542884700907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35785303490771586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Privprintcess,2018/12/19,"social anxiety - severe, uncontrollable blushing I just wanted to see if anyone else suffers from this condition. I'm not an awkard teen, but a 34-year-old female. I probably blush thirty times a day - when I feel awkward around someone, when I bend down to pick something up too quickly, when I work out (I am literally almost purple), when I eat hot food (like soup). Sometimes it happens for absolutely no reason at all. I am convinced that this is a physical thing and not some psycho-social paranoia. I have had someone ask me if I am going into anaphylactic shock - or even just point and laugh. I went to the doctor, and while completely red, explained the situation. She gave me propanolol and said ""you poor thing.""

​

I've managed to have a somewhat normal life despite this - I hold down a full time office job and a handful of close friends. I have a boyfriend. Many people tend to minimize it - ""it's not that big of a deal!"" but when people think they need to call you an ambulance, it is a big deal! People think I am confident from my appearance, but I prove them wrong pretty quickly. I choose the darkest corner in restaurants and sometimes randomly cut off conversations with people because I feel it coming. I know of a surgery that can fix it, but it comes with some very real health risks. 

​

Anyways, just thought I would share and see if anyone has this experience (or knows of someone who has it!)",5.279150943396228,7.038765924528303,5.429575471698115,79.73492924528306,69.0,7.866037735849058,31.36320754716981,8.395991825355821,2.4877584905660384,1130,48,198,17,20,356,164,265,0.127,0.778,0.095,-0.6758,1,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,2,1,14,12,1,3,15,0,14,6,1,2,2,55,37,22,0,7,15,0,4,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,18,15,2,1,11,0,1,5,4,7,0,0,5,9,27,5,24,31,5,32,0,1,4,0,17,16,0,11,12,137,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552684632567104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22836702482158544,0.2561061727501004,0.0,0.0,0.0806184662134552,0.0,0.0,0.14737387644227995,0.10797835455556444,0.0,0.09381409649390678,0.09851980768257718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424110400758973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760883951263628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155795730467367,0.11049311166960472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796395729922085,0.21729253882095845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078649823605514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078341340046053,0.08803480359157805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960513349117957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308576677872654,0.0,0.0,0.10657062661363753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743074267272364,0.0,0.08141941159280128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989215180969666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319071699371816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201825660512008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457735205783973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583257307118527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443583084664808,0.051485295839640254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684282825294857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814089551037548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325393802160536,0.0,0.0,0.1105827731812662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29223996671816344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996219365229768,0.0,0.0,0.10721340713314756,0.11362176853407345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199500555517042,0.0,0.10835229650627004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024431005586992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679547966545465,0.0,0.0,0.11905391575427535,0.0,0.0,0.1184560235733874,0.0,0.107425709567148,0.26787454591166393,0.08112974642470586,0.2084549275217364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002488455314482,0.13505161501922394,0.0,0.08366311895352753,0.12290050761395675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695283094805585,0.06215820948971545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769201732880263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672080203759941,0.0,0.0,0.07486176502863423,0.11522085291360533,0.2561061727501004,0.06786383635648742
socialanxiety,Little_Box_hero,2018/12/19,"How can I [20f] be upfront about my social anxiety on dating apps? I've never dated or been in a relationship before so this is a whole new layer of anxiousness besides my everyday anxiety. I feel like being immediately honest about my situation could help me feel more relaxed while making it easier to find someone who's sympathetic. Any advice on how I should approach this?

",8.014565217391304,8.474637086956527,9.43605072463768,58.13494565217394,62.18840579710145,12.117391304347828,36.09057971014492,11.698219412168324,4.844127536231884,305,13,45,9,4,107,57,69,0.07,0.69,0.24,0.9331,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,1,10,10,5,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,3,7,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,7,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380893023586544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568850556759113,0.0,0.37277900494541133,0.2752520752021357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732588999301144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453252749221656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463907713169213,0.17406166566877693,0.0,0.0,0.2226892000740531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331163606401342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903375401365535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263645149579214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791580288034912,0.23531606149415465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26158599650195885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738697513827645,0.0,0.2483677189539021,0.20644154986104116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720234872142847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Stays_in_background,2018/12/19,"Anyone have any tips to improve conversational skills? I am terrible at conversations, and because I'm aware that I'm bad at them I am always worried about messing up, but this fear leads to me being even worse when talking because I'm always over thinking (if that makes sense) 

Does anyone have any tips or tricks they use to stop their fear of messing up from affecting them during conversations?",8.535136986301369,8.594302205479455,7.853527397260276,71.26193493150687,61.19178082191781,10.03972602739726,36.05821917808219,9.516144504307137,3.3925643835616435,323,13,54,5,4,101,51,73,0.293,0.685,0.023,-0.9728,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,2,3,7,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,10,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,0,11,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,2,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717232710725795,0.0,0.0,0.3037983587552404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123708300781646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865045212276556,0.2723284135346458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547248892147065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753370034923974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027064353422401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910113066968936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674722311698835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795362499775559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431264010466408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929198599356216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22684295771048746,0.2276329926879615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HKFukIt,2018/12/19,"ADHD and social anxiety Due to work I am trying to get back on my ADHD medication and in todays world that is no longer so much a doctors visit as a psychiatrist one.  Mind I was diagnosed ADD, ADHD and dyslexic at 7yrs old so..... it isn't a new issue.  So I went today to the new head doc who is actually a really cool guy.  But I learned some things and had some questions but wanted anonymity so where better to post.  And asking doc questions is hard cause I suck at opening up or talking in real life.

Hi I'm HK and I'm in the military, according to head doc I have social anxiety which I kind of get.  I joined the military not so much for the chance to meet others as I liked the idea of driving big machinery by myself.  When I set out on this little adventure I didn't really think about the whole....... you'll have to be social.  Honestly I didn't even know the military had balls and christmas parties and family days.  So luckily for the first 5yrs of my career I have avoided all of this like the plague.  I have also avoided meeting new people and interacting with higher command.  But sadly this is no longer an option cause eventually you get noticed or you gain rank and well there goes the hiding.  

I am slow to warm up to people and I don't want anyone touching me.  So when command or anyone really tries to talk to me lower enlisted I kind of grunt and help however I can the higher it feels like my jaw turns to stone and I do my best to try and smile and not RBF(rest with face).  I am very good at dipping out of the way or making myself scarce so as not to interact with others.

Now onto the questions..... I wasn't like this as a kid.  Up until I was about 12 I was really social my parents were definitely go the church be out and about with friends polite to everyone speak up etc social.  So as a kid I have been told I was more then willing to talk to others that no one scared me and I would talk to the homeless on the street and even the scary guy at the DMV.(some of the stories make me question my moms parenting) 

Has anyone had the issue of there social anxiety getting worse as they get older?  I mean if what I'm being told is true I went from ""I like talking and connecting to people"" to ""touch me and I'll beat your face in silently"".  I just I'm wondering WTF happen?",2.640755504310107,4.303412109207706,4.41747323340471,84.71914127271731,75.65952890792292,7.3593367374951955,23.965793663866467,8.139509932561175,1.3836652830395868,1793,56,363,30,39,607,224,467,0.10400000000000001,0.7390000000000001,0.157,0.9863,4,2,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,4,1,7,24,22,1,3,27,1,36,9,5,4,2,68,63,48,0,4,12,3,5,5,1,3,4,1,0,4,15,29,0,2,11,1,0,5,11,5,1,3,16,7,48,17,65,41,9,50,1,1,0,0,40,25,1,13,22,258,63,4,0.0,0.0,0.06644844374066926,0.0,0.2455018068866824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544535363414994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627169591784426,0.0,0.0,0.14283554802843768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365728246963609,0.0,0.0,0.05235891852840578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145886293805466,0.0602222702664371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989947983442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043914020229212175,0.0,0.0,0.0691124398128342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969554460389216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594112117019879,0.08994888943065461,0.0,0.0,0.06506528827907684,0.0,0.0,0.06419153559322309,0.0,0.0344296068013446,0.04864528550425882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791943368787356,0.0,0.0,0.05260808566510322,0.0,0.17787756724198098,0.0,0.0386985289064711,0.057112746513672374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484453297453133,0.060213960367546775,0.0,0.06099749260373994,0.0,0.13976507035102612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564095794428902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686812829063246,0.0,0.1421417285102673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181569133933958,0.03742184945657985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809573649731242,0.16633274553561458,0.06824655937010325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090452611739552,0.0,0.0,0.07417267909833182,0.0,0.06859601581160915,0.0,0.0,0.06875399973335397,0.07974909647130522,0.0,0.0,0.1001116238586046,0.0,0.0,0.1972924414656036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752374646612979,0.07145160952156883,0.0,0.09228246133291156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121729469133224,0.0,0.0,0.14162026815637818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521377895275397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30511667144488835,0.0,0.0,0.0775041562515526,0.17448716019992888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681724571765559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164702854749711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736508041857156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04523762194855592,0.04363091548533155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908742950071514,0.1301305765581537,0.0,0.13869098457334106,0.07406507136668025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056183432056920064,0.08032542475198882,0.05404864583173096,0.0,0.0,0.061223322367388124,0.12624483316420326,0.0,0.07602282874038155,0.0,0.0,0.07384339628472752,0.04957214068403205,0.0,0.06939206039565712,0.048370948286433284,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Calmdiddy,2018/12/19,Supervisor anxiety I just can't be relaxed and cool when I'm around superiors at work. I'm doing an internship at a company and this is my first professional job. I always seem like I need to be perfect and have to say the right thing. I'm in university on a work term.,3.568928571428572,4.555249464285719,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428574,72.21428571428571,10.6,30.07142857142857,10.686352973137794,3.341335714285714,214,9,45,7,4,78,42,56,0.078,0.7340000000000001,0.188,0.7329,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,0,1,8,11,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,4,5,7,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,29,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27257655478377263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506012537101858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916196660801466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786432170799977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32507707931327695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600412447799742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428997635490671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27975538187014937,0.0,0.2605083508377369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982206349263631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176325925547412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769708499630206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lauuraaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,2018/12/19,"Made a bad, told a secret, never leaving my house again So I’ve made quite a bad. Told a secret of someone who I car share my commute to work with. Person how I told has told a lot of people and it’s definitely going to come back to me. I’ve messaged person to ask when a good time to call is. No response yet. Not sure what to do. Feeling like a right idiot and like I can’t actually be trusted to leave the house without making my life so much harder. And I don’t actually know what I’m gonna say on this call. Hurrah. ",1.0592920353982294,2.6026208141592946,3.5408938053097363,89.80266814159296,79.79646017699116,5.5819469026548685,21.034513274336284,6.2581,0.15728035398230045,404,11,91,3,10,141,74,113,0.133,0.688,0.17800000000000002,0.6529,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,1,0,8,0,6,1,0,4,2,18,20,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,6,2,8,6,12,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,1,8,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.2602122162780065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464101204766805,0.0,0.0,0.10251880604885648,0.2226418524527937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722797572919342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484780612175195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741319876747477,0.09524750949729374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577175180167675,0.111826805199885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076786311475695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327201237640663,0.0,0.0,0.282344153682627,0.0,0.0,0.09417149208438798,0.13027186166871102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334826965757525,0.0,0.2523109497976401,0.08899556889182597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800932141129208,0.0,0.1028285702700147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092430867632952,0.23282874626158825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418077019366462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385894448074728,0.0,0.1060255057705106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129659618358616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565737036071653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774296362580448,0.0,0.0,0.5095915543768749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852068107564693,0.0,0.09706229271056813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aperskn,2018/12/19,Very small achievement but I just wanted to share I was able to have a conversation with a girl in my school when she asked me what game I was playing on my phone. We also kicked a ball back in forth in the hallway while we waited for our turn to present in class. It may not seem much but for me it was a great achievement especially considering she was an 8/10 and popular ,4.576184210526313,5.2305031973684235,4.932736842105263,86.77015789473684,69.65789473684211,8.185263157894736,27.042105263157893,8.238735603445708,1.4240715789473684,297,9,65,4,5,94,55,76,0.0,0.8190000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9366,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,11,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,12,4,11,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,4,48,15,4,0.334721778263633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26767688514577964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129196785577956,0.0,0.0,0.2573803863424051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690319422073381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460590206051925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387563095456737,0.0,0.30471813566040234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640811769725907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761805219679476,0.19742757716212664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,52-hz-whaleh,2018/12/19,"Christmas soon, I`m sad that I can`t say I`m looking forward to it. Huge family gathering this year, and my sister just got a new kid. I\`m so afraid that he\`ll cry when I anxiously try to interact with him, with all eyes on me judging how I\`m not able to properly amuse a child.",2.9956363636363648,5.135753654545457,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,76.0909090909091,8.036363636363637,25.54545454545455,8.841846274778883,1.9343818181818184,221,8,45,5,5,70,47,55,0.13699999999999998,0.778,0.085,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,7,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,5,1,6,1,1,7,0,1,2,0,7,3,0,0,5,25,9,0,0.3501292978784253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955464462602514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846005929142176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300707413302555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28003038443344513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29402042790088034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33815705768473514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784368708339245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377148101687237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547178839375445
socialanxiety,Ah_Pappapisshu,2018/12/19,"Smiling for Work Photos We had an arranged photo shoot with headquarters in our department today. First with individual shots and then a group photo shot. I don't like my picture being taken or, rather, I don't like staged pictures of myself and I feel like I'm not good at smiling for them. If it's 1v1, I'm sorta okay with having my photo taken and can usually fake it to make it; however, if more people are involved...it makes me anxious, I emotionally detach from the situation, and in turn makes me just not want to smile **at all**.


It went as well as can be expected. In a room with people I don't know, some indirect co-workers from one-half of the department, and some direct co-workers from my half of the department (*So* glad they could be witness to this dumpster fire). I do my best to smile, which looks more like 😐 or ツ, but apparently it wasn't a big enough, dimply, Shirley Temple smile and someone in the waiting group said that I should, ""Thrown in that [southern US state] smile/charm."" I threw them some side-eye with a head tilt, which got a laugh outta everyone but myself. All the while I'm thinking, ""Oh god...please no....I know this is for headquarters, but I just can't force myself to plaster on a fake expression.""


The group photo round I think went a little better. One of my co-worker friends cracked a joke (about my smile in the earlier session) during the photo shoot and it got me to genuinely chuckle and smile.


Thankfully it's done and I can retreat to my little space to continue work. Here's hoping headquarters don't ask for any re-dos.",2.7050526197939995,4.9136942500000025,3.8767442901925655,86.18487012987013,77.27922077922078,6.845678459471562,24.25705329153605,7.873277556716777,1.3672403493058671,1231,42,241,20,29,400,165,308,0.11599999999999999,0.7609999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.8782,2,0,0,2,0,0,63.0,3,0,3,5,7,18,0,0,17,1,20,1,1,3,2,48,46,21,0,8,12,0,3,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,13,15,0,1,5,1,0,6,8,2,1,3,11,5,30,16,36,30,9,28,0,0,2,0,13,14,0,10,10,154,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533743245393599,0.0,0.0,0.14176786310493772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173161127895688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316939036512264,0.11098561510839217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019347068217893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284197326820726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141159242425895,0.0,0.12966460804361646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991097329790908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345146192399405,0.08965000671557931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674164135856128,0.0,0.0,0.0969531822926061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525497086552499,0.20073146696640226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878883704440308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246397817305896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793192990091785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24523209761789716,0.25154768617029866,0.0,0.0,0.1053799071305066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512964399043638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007040235176354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399778635170318,0.0,0.0,0.13775022180593308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936962791195845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105590082873184,0.0,0.0,0.10632718157848124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553423605908456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081771648454607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894974817881185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649697142452644,0.0,0.0,0.1509488936221187,0.0,0.1382093912711655,0.0,0.07401719194162308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128304871580186,0.2326607814849221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567906940170018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Always_Zed,2018/12/19,NO! I couldn't care less about people's thoughts about me. But I can't control it. And when my family says I'm oversensitive and I care too much instead of being down to earth drives me crazy. ,1.5857500000000009,3.730898074999999,2.765000000000004,93.05,80.75,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.28200000000000003,153,4,34,2,4,49,32,40,0.273,0.727,0.0,-0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,7,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,5,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6958076916818504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827152911603584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32167861152902205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508412352434166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365639581808095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713575448928543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708962609824752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LilyEvansPotter7,2018/12/19,Just need to rant :/ So I have a problem. I’m in college. And I’m trying to keep an academic scholarship so I can keep going to school. All of my classes are going well except 1. And it’s because I’m failing. My husband packed up and left a few days before I had a huge presentation in this class. And then other times when I was about to do homework for this class I’d call him (we were off and on trying to make it work) and then it’d be an off week and he would tell me he just wants a divorce and that meant homework didn’t get done. He tries to claim he left because my anxiety was too big to deal with :/ and that’s been hard to hear. I know there must be a deeper problem with him. But still. This semester has just been an emotional mess because he left. And now I fear I’m about to fail a class and lose my scholarship. It’s causing so much anxiety. I don’t know how to even talk to anyone around me about it. Anyways I just needed to get that out there. ,0.5313638465094783,2.476069621359226,2.3842579750346737,95.44046925566343,83.36893203883496,5.477207582061952,20.489135460009244,6.655083550727371,0.13971548774849785,746,22,174,8,21,247,111,206,0.161,0.81,0.028999999999999998,-0.9755,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,1,0,0,4,21,8,0,1,9,0,19,0,0,3,2,38,37,19,0,7,6,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,12,16,0,2,3,0,2,2,2,7,1,0,9,2,17,1,28,23,3,24,0,3,0,0,15,13,0,0,9,118,29,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971439096024588,0.0,0.0,0.0958416358967674,0.0,0.0,0.12202022088595495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506674581086914,0.0,0.11663538496901747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996248812635506,0.0,0.0,0.14080733256018466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839798486438727,0.14131183145554985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026888960742162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418386083955188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053259670780656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424041715731487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432254975946005,0.0,0.1557986244344205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227866499083159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448640907560168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436659521865641,0.0,0.0,0.15065876750038884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467766953896626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533448366453362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149443482840504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076128038848113,0.2032694378935179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26231250664406913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872086219617516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946325669816537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101706449114612,0.11980410266124393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992587279793822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27918198996924576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084668227128487,0.0,0.10994825917286843,0.0,0.1232412403995691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978766050135686,0.0,0.0,0.09736968585845412,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BrilliantPearl01,2018/12/19,"Talking is hard :/ Hey, so I had this problem for a while now. When I’m with my closest friends or family, I can usually communicate my thoughts well or at least decently. At times, I might crack a joke or two.

But when it’s with someone I’m less comfortable with, I become a stuttering, incoherent mess. And social situations favor those who can speak the best, this hurts my chances of being understood or liked.

I just don’t know what to do. I’m often in a situation where I have to work with people whom I can sense don’t like me. This leads to friction, and the quality of my work, leading onto more incoherence. Sigh.",3.509999999999998,5.2934131147541015,5.030295081967214,80.72740983606558,73.59016393442623,8.814426229508197,28.593442622950818,9.3871,2.5944301639344265,488,20,97,12,10,164,84,122,0.11900000000000001,0.685,0.196,0.8444,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,5,8,13,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,2,0,20,17,11,0,1,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,4,2,1,3,2,12,8,14,12,4,14,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,6,8,72,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000596530290274,0.0,0.0,0.21855522078464493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632827416025206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090056999033406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655937017744897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294582065805674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445383027214465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348988735387824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093013965107114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443807327363017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927596390049865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681842164880406,0.0,0.21229406554073446,0.1764573757858805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673908860781906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533457149157155,0.12143763594169366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034390134165382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293681270454136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872500651007178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032304099593066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,awkwardlyromantic,2018/12/19,"Female friend doesn't want to ever see me or hear from me again because I didn't go to a social event It wasn't the first time it happened with her. 

This time she totally lost it. She said that we could have used this event to see each other before Christmas, but since I didn't go it was clear to her that I didn't care.

She told me not to call, that she's fed up with how I act and that the friendship is completely over. I sent her a text asking if we could talk and she didn't answer.

To give a bit of context, we've known for two years and we're pretty close. I actually have a major crush on her and I have told her that I like her but she said she saw me as a friend. I think she actually liked me back tho.",2.2964384349827403,2.793229069620253,3.6042232451093215,94.80527617951671,74.7594936708861,6.758112773302647,20.059838895281935,6.574015621080383,-0.1421974683544307,555,9,140,4,11,182,88,158,0.052000000000000005,0.789,0.158,0.9620000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,7,0,13,1,0,2,3,26,33,11,0,4,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,12,10,1,0,3,0,0,4,7,1,0,2,14,6,30,5,15,17,4,17,0,1,3,0,29,4,0,2,11,95,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.3044978977645985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585374463441264,0.0,0.0,0.11996654642018008,0.0,0.0951058046027098,0.0,0.1327579840197924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703288834879675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930961060389046,0.0,0.15906854114647626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357963411016874,0.0,0.0,0.2491318973912236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112525434789208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270698909445922,0.0,0.0,0.2410748933859455,0.0,0.0,0.14966460473486387,0.17733478822455734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379642871664204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584118432653906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244291210994865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030971323387945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587241923549638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29681357168396905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24864884125945255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905791049187268,0.0,0.0,0.15903849569885306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539961796749066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996864708132376,0.0,0.0,0.1819481754442745,0.0,0.0,0.2981596314843494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240480028405173,0.0,0.0,0.1347475885081316,0.0,0.0,0.09202218139782838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046908221483608
socialanxiety,elusivejake,2018/12/19,"Anyone else feel more awkward around there own family than they do around total strangers? I literally don’t feel awkward/anxious around strangers, I mean I do but there is zero expectation so it’s kind of like whatever.

However whenever I’m out with my family or especially this time of year when people come to visit, I just feel so awkward and out of place I’m quiet and aloof. I feel so much pressure to be as charismatic and likable as my siblings, it just feels like an uphill battle, I feel like I ooze charisma when it’s just me, when I’m with my family I just shrink into this awkward quivering wreck. ☹️",4.404701561065199,5.858049892561986,5.646721763085399,78.52442607897154,70.73553719008265,9.014141414141417,29.14692378328742,9.444778638647367,2.682332598714417,491,19,92,11,9,164,71,121,0.13699999999999998,0.7929999999999999,0.07,-0.7999,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,15,9,1,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,27,16,13,0,1,6,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,7,13,4,16,15,4,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,8,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551342489861133,0.1692694777491985,0.0,0.4411957336559964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230732048412045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380054853496724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672146258687809,0.0,0.5011880682348937,0.23604138933183336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203297537364404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421287814879872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995394665020215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144284147423773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453060835070275,0.0,0.17260144458859775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633090272838296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638498970836302
socialanxiety,ILoveCatsandBirds,2018/12/19,"Help me survive the holidays with people I don't know I'm going to spend a holiday with my partner's family and many of their family friends. I'm very anxious because they are, bluntly, ""of money"", different racial/ethnic background, and religion (I'm not religious). I don't know how to make myself not look like a dumbass or how to be polite. Should I make food? What if no one likes it? What if they want me to join in on prayer and I feel uncomfortable? Should I just not go and say I got called in to work?",2.4178739316239337,4.197032817307694,4.233974358974358,85.28880341880344,76.59615384615384,8.083760683760685,25.017094017094017,8.841846274778883,1.86785811965812,399,14,83,9,9,135,70,104,0.086,0.716,0.198,0.9018,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,4,0,23,19,9,0,5,7,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,3,6,1,0,3,2,2,2,6,0,0,1,1,3,13,3,12,15,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,3,2,52,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474588694002427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335279975129308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236697683949372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288557440578715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129928772913004,0.0,0.11075589830878416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26487047745418685,0.0,0.16923387536091253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897701312681106,0.0,0.17519055722730995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682146461793905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407631650778959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402896357496531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394290571139654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924289117955676,0.2220775798552388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843078171129595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185844854297512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419363492541715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073533408147166,0.1291986084356579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946760601213072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jali5891,2018/12/19,"Unable to take decisions I'm in a moment of my life that everything is out of control and I keep making decisions that are hurting me... I'm like frozen and I want to be happy so very much, I need to leave this place, this partner and start all over again, and I feel like I can't and I want to, even if all is worst at the end... I want to feel in control, I'm constantly shaking, blaming myself, sweating... Even the idea of being happy makes me anxious. I'm living a life that I don't want, in a place that I don't like, I can't speak English correctly so I can't make any friends here... So I want to go, even if I have to quit financial stability a partner and everything else... But I'm frozen ",1.3201455301455312,2.8949088108108114,3.4405405405405425,90.67285862785864,79.13513513513513,6.716008316008318,24.222453222453225,7.61054688173877,1.0439806652806656,536,19,122,8,13,183,74,148,0.122,0.728,0.15,0.2373,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,0,1,6,0,11,3,1,5,3,30,31,12,0,8,3,0,2,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,6,7,0,3,5,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,3,17,6,16,29,4,15,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,2,8,77,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266036204911332,0.0,0.0,0.15393317029222128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472468880403786,0.3056506897182717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382638132520215,0.0,0.12068446952376073,0.0,0.0,0.26999209893335496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449204685139431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377926489081203,0.09734300460064843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527287633004256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743877003355537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900991307416915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458674000213014,0.1538191109019842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211126972711184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427793648334214,0.0,0.0,0.19248662848199646,0.19970686630046766,0.0,0.12031863441781925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27286055408053955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001655778235011,0.10103385259676637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847219847710077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492754566373778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644437347079653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244933441061936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242742289421204,0.401843575905076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ghustky,2018/12/19,"Everything feels like a personal attack when self conscious? Like if someone says they hate x movie and I like it I feel ashamed and guilty or if they criticize someone, I get anxious thinking about my flaws,and when I make up a plan and my few friends can't I have negative thoughts like ""it's because they have people who are more important than you, they like you less and less, you are annoying"" and if this person is angry or sad I think it's my fault and I am very anxious when I don't know what to say or give solutions, and the time goes by not seeing this person the more I disconnect with reality the more I think they hate me the more I feel their online answers as attacks and I can't talk about these negatives thoughts because they'll think I'm being paranoic and that I don't trust them and I'm afraid to fuck up relationships, this almost happened and I'm trying to fix it but getting jealous and dependent of how other person talks to me makes me feel very toxic. I usually stop feeling that anxious when I see this person and everything seems fine and back to normal, then I feel bad for thinking like that and I give them little presents and tell them nice things. ",5.403673758865246,6.030215353191494,5.483404255319152,83.65333333333334,67.80851063829788,8.649645390070921,30.98581560283688,8.648137234880735,2.2681262411347523,948,36,188,14,15,298,125,235,0.18100000000000002,0.71,0.11,-0.9448,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,10,1,8,22,7,2,6,0,12,1,0,4,0,49,42,30,0,4,8,0,6,6,1,1,0,2,0,6,16,17,0,1,17,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,2,10,36,10,15,38,7,13,0,1,2,1,29,3,1,9,16,124,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569524501327104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32388612096114194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174395621698602,0.0,0.07348412507251731,0.0797933684685188,0.11651192851830418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717765797117806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899253388148198,0.0682721558170447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383382345345507,0.08834895055576766,0.09985826878157124,0.1833506566863308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450843369424982,0.0,0.0,0.18870268921882855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052520409954998286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28013144549492186,0.09578193831106127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758169485957874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363409636130614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625322415932387,0.41722141941963214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260179830016523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199536216221887,0.0,0.0,0.15230698136670331,0.08699942490157063,0.09969586814238957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619450164982928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989720510023184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362418083611512,0.08352863481433953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348960526080129,0.3061732118104309,0.0,0.1517369834425656,0.05572512871310895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488283781293673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525211811951994,0.15770342338274798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,transgenicmouse,2018/12/19,"I'm convinced that everyone finds me annoying, and I need to figure out how to fix myself I have made exactly 1 new friend since starting my undergrad, and I can't get past a lot of my social anxiety hangups. I have never had a serious relationship, and have had no relationships at all since high school. I always just assume based on small body language things or facial expressions that people are just humoring me by talking to me, and that they actually are uninterested in me or think I'm weird or stupid. How do you deal with those feelings? I'm thinking about getting help from a therapist to try and curb those maladaptive thought patterns, but I'm curious about other people's experiences.",9.909948717948724,8.433595892307693,9.743076923076924,63.800256410256424,59.30769230769231,13.589743589743593,41.66666666666667,12.45797560212912,5.3084358974358965,566,26,96,16,6,186,92,130,0.067,0.8370000000000001,0.096,0.5516,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,6,7,2,0,3,0,9,2,2,3,3,30,22,11,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,7,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,14,3,14,18,2,10,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,5,4,64,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.17156654211294162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628914898620798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449522160561986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195286805163403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125380905035715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16799530422697734,0.0,0.1719772615194716,0.0,0.0,0.08889551436702185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068841279043522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583143316295618,0.0,0.1837083754754107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784265954796595,0.18575437171043285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494685450037352,0.0,0.16635697513818795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303619077830519,0.13559657178274587,0.1697997227212544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783185209161142,0.24377094313423184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37751124501885297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779304988748623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908659744183809,0.0,0.0,0.17921755762655672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244401969978584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131052460400645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413055847363776,0.11680126627820525,0.22530566188290801,0.0,0.13957459441214246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936438390416892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,santino1987,2018/12/19,"Wanting friends but later feeling smothered Does anyone else here get to the point of desperately wanting friends and overall attention from people , but then feel overwhelmed and smothered  when you finally are about to be sociable even to finally do so. ",23.12,12.893991952380956,18.49,37.305000000000035,46.14285714285714,21.561904761904763,75.33333333333334,15.903189008614273,10.672161904761904,210,14,27,5,1,63,34,42,0.147,0.616,0.237,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,6,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,20,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824473513355614,0.2673521965468645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283403853923756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179723724227403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234088634151729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26386669096601323,0.0,0.0,0.5716690773683478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031855943810901,0.0,0.13632442954124305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808950445264432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466618764778873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078049097690979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jm1844,2018/12/19,Need advice on dealing with social anxiety and stress So recently since my boyfriend has been really thrilled to enter gaming tournaments I have been going and I have entered two. When I play the game I struggle to focus because of the crowds and all of the noise. And afterwards I keep rethinking of the mistakes I made in the fights. It's really stressing me out. I don't know how to let things go and just forget about it. Or how to focus on the game when there are crowds of people or if I am on stream. The people have always been nice to me but I feel like an unwelcome outsider regardless of their actions I guess this is more of a vent but if anyone has any advice I'd appreciate it. Should I just stop going? I enjoy playing the game and it would be nice to make friends but I don't know if that's possible.,2.567454545454545,4.6012217454545485,3.861212121212123,86.97181818181822,77.0,7.066666666666667,23.72727272727273,8.021203637495839,1.3285636363636364,648,21,130,11,15,212,98,165,0.105,0.74,0.155,0.9127,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,9,14,1,3,10,0,17,0,0,4,1,36,28,19,0,8,10,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,4,6,0,6,2,6,0,1,4,1,17,8,19,20,2,16,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,6,6,95,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321881377627417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142980728082338,0.0,0.0,0.11558636941671292,0.0,0.13002764322368018,0.0,0.0,0.1188479434462948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361297782666168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752330330756384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594263861800776,0.12142759040742385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131946933894662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897959628799031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872426417812414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107837545912078,0.0,0.0,0.1868236545843289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738072556469941,0.0,0.08303943244190692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083103290068926,0.11345721840400835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603162724157846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356735119936297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161719634200114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177760414034016,0.0,0.1678262358068385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406020849516969,0.0,0.0,0.17326442058155278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210368750633146,0.3894032912863178,0.17769099488515386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292143466799523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660373439715195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074279419388916,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thatpinkgajah,2018/12/19,"Being at Work Gives Me Anxiety Right after graduating college, I manage to get myself a job at a very small company. I work in a construction company.  This company consisted of less than 10 people, including a husband-and-wife boss. When I came in at first, there were 3 senior staffs, and most of the responsibilities were gone through them, and I was mainly there to like assist them with stuff.

Before working here, I barely knew what social anxiety and what this whole anxiety is about. Then I started to read more about it, and now I know that I belong in this group of people. As times passes by, 3 of the senior staffs had moved on and left the company. That is when the bosses suddenly would like to put me in charge because I have now become the ""senior"" staff. I started as an Assistant Project Manager, and currently being promoted to Project Manager.

After a while, being in this position, I hated being the senior one. I hated being a project manager. Because it means that I have to call up people, and talk, and be the one responsible, and talk to ""junior"" staff. I don't like being in this superior position. I get anxious every time knowing that I'm partly responsible to keep an eye on other colleagues. I tried looking out for other jobs, but I was not lucky. Most of them didn't call back, and it kept my hopes down. I stopped looking for a new job up till now. I just stayed here.

Now, I'm almost up to the 3rd year of working here. There are 4 people in my department, including me. On paper, I'm the head of the department. Which feels so awkward and ill-fitting. I really really don't like being a leader. Also, there are other 2 people in the admin department, and of course 2 bosses. Now that I have ""junior"" staffs, I would have them call up people, instead of me doing it myself. If it comes to emailing other people, I can still manage tho. I have also told my bosses that I would only like to be in office based. Because I get anxious whenever I had to do site supervision. I like the travelling part, just now the supervision part.

At this point, I really think I should find a job elsewhere. Somewhere where I don't get anxious every day and get depressed about it. But it's a tough market out there, and I have no idea on what to do now.

Besides just being anxious with my position, it gets depressing in here. Mainly it's only 6 of us most of the time in the office. And it gets very quiet. I mean, I'm okay with that. Since I'm an introvert and don't really fancy talking to people as much. But with this total quietness sometimes makes it a bit depressing.",3.98368131868132,5.569104547619048,5.487698412698414,78.73593406593406,71.97619047619048,8.343833943833944,26.613553113553113,8.914623046629139,2.1835360805860806,2028,69,372,40,39,685,209,504,0.081,0.861,0.059000000000000004,-0.8156,5,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,1,0,4,6,32,17,2,1,29,1,39,2,2,5,1,60,73,32,0,6,8,0,1,6,0,4,0,2,0,0,34,24,0,3,9,2,0,10,7,7,0,3,12,6,48,10,69,47,14,75,0,3,3,0,16,32,0,7,38,288,82,39,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864123758601275,0.0,0.0,0.10963612850946383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731782439796693,0.30976034635259986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052709424456810025,0.0,0.12535925320929506,0.0757062304422693,0.05832956885514332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483700819040667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998648713180934,0.07840101304735711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059048305321854386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04420799353620576,0.0,0.17712169468928135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550982689661553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03466008866834403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265191978413362,0.058307163332564416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506956644496405,0.06575779175554929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353545426629384,0.07035034932369197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808394567110318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738270604411658,0.0,0.0,0.2720945093560344,0.060928893660769035,0.0,0.0,0.07534472454375084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447794687557656,0.0,0.0,0.20093547075263232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512664371328035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575653381350375,0.0,0.0,0.1493384254516906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285601258088976,0.050390900187910814,0.0,0.0,0.0662043916083375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290022714423887,0.1042681678075038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269344163618204,0.0,0.3801821751731829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480031623942162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890999165117276,0.0,0.0,0.0685668670426009,0.0,0.17565522833042926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058539888086289474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056703876093917666,0.0,0.0,0.06987637658087398,0.0,0.0,0.0677960381846159,0.0,0.0970377030284001,0.07306338516579057,0.054742774419443405,0.05730946231427534,0.0,0.0,0.07847142280310858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652896216671892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392299360629229,0.0,0.0,0.1199132244964897,0.0,0.0,0.06550085436630942,0.0,0.046539807541690174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824551850924751,0.0,0.0,0.11311908079697745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653174781121964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996159644229309,0.0,0.0,0.14608427272374658,0.0,0.0,0.04414286863522755
socialanxiety,Snivies,2018/12/19,"Excuses you use to get out of going to parties? Highschooler here. Today two of my friends invited me to go to their Christmas party (their parents will be there so there won't be drinks/drugs). I don't like going to parties because I'm always friend B; I'm always the friend who's set aside for someone who the person likes better. What makes matters worse is that they're going to be the only two people I know at the party...

I usually come up with a last minute excuse that my parents had planned something that day; however, before my friend brought up the party, she asked if I would be busy that day and I reflexively said no. Can someone help me come up with a believable excuse to dig me out of this hole? I'd really appreciate it. Parties that involve people I don't know well give me anxiety overload.",4.194416666666665,5.646550275000003,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,71.25,7.833333333333335,28.958333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.137770833333333,644,25,120,10,12,212,99,160,0.076,0.6859999999999999,0.23800000000000002,0.9788,3,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,2,5,8,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,2,0,14,29,3,0,2,1,2,0,2,4,3,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,2,3,1,17,8,19,19,0,19,0,0,0,0,21,6,0,1,7,75,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442208264549754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316451338932396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260722077231299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082206999783256,0.0,0.11475257066727575,0.1519365943748996,0.0,0.11926922218538324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323331017946137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394199895151813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156390210490379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167578160158317,0.0,0.07045672305383989,0.1293662167140689,0.3065672165445213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903911714010046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822672269505072,0.1099256842827578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317677138123323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001746426350782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025641071031413,0.0,0.0,0.2994833811315913,0.0,0.0,0.1869844179345088,0.11775110607807375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639224238105557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827899056750244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285261965101377,0.10381878004405798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782777237012713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634695418698185,0.0,0.0,0.11647233337182265,0.14852489288389553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125178951337078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742984169502004,0.09579787266352108,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cabbageandpeas,2018/12/19,"Exposure therapy practice meetup London (UK) today or tomorrow As it says on the tin. Meetup somewhere - probably central the best - in public but try to find somewhere not too busy - pretentious Covent Garden coffee shop - Mcdonalds  - Burger King - wherever.

​

Im as close to not actually existing as is probably humanely possible (maybe I dont) - so it doesnt matter whatsoever what i think (etc) - worst that can happen is waste of time/money - obviously some risk involved but then there is risk involved in everything - I guess it should be done under the supervision of professionals (etc etc etc) but personally Im just about done with them for life and think we can help each other (to whatever extent) and its your choice anyway.

​

Priority/emphasis here is practice/therapy and we can make this as anonymous as possible - can just be a relief talking to someone about it in itself

​

Cba writing anymore - if youre available come  

\- if i delete this and disappear then sorry in advance ",5.773465909090909,8.60352941477273,6.53409090909091,67.80863636363638,70.19318181818181,9.854545454545457,34.29545454545455,10.125756701596842,4.45045,811,41,117,24,16,266,119,176,0.10800000000000001,0.836,0.055999999999999994,-0.8251,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,2,1,3,9,5,0,2,4,0,15,1,0,1,1,30,21,18,0,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,11,10,0,0,3,2,1,3,4,3,0,0,2,1,9,2,21,16,9,14,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,5,4,89,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.097873610464063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32600929871584106,0.3656087994327912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946585069482196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052535849101225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639540141346277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052735451412354,0.11754518302845073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474224703063834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013882463118783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166796116451707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048642843594908,0.0,0.0886906806201816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672257330281462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667197162069415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084143907555664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694779951022974,0.0,0.10075997092117303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757386698592486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613545129823845,0.0,0.0,0.2162702962192037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975873845946953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849797653820285,0.0,0.0,0.11227222269143104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061345218731696,0.0,0.0,0.22939251735575855,0.0,0.0,0.12853018027232385,0.0,0.0,0.0584829155761426,0.0,0.09506808647068052,0.0,0.0,0.06809383152240064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656087994327912,0.0
socialanxiety,aronjrsmil22,2018/12/19,"With all the talk about flashbacks to social failures.... How about anyone talking about their ""social victories""? Everybody has at least one. 

Maybe you went on a limb and killed it on a joke in front of everyone, or maybe you had to some up the courage to talk to a professor/teacher to bump up you grade. Maybe it was simply saying hello to someone in the morning with less shakiness in your voice? 

Let me know even if it's a small thing, that can really be the biggest step.",6.917173913043477,6.494064195652179,6.5925217391304365,80.56986956521742,64.65217391304348,9.968695652173913,32.53043478260869,9.3871,2.70148,374,13,73,6,5,117,66,92,0.067,0.875,0.057999999999999996,-0.2185,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,1,0,5,4,1,1,8,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,8,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,3,2,6,2,20,3,4,13,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,4,0,55,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460313494623774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714694628981416,0.0,0.0,0.18394563327052413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129769361327222,0.0,0.10579505568191523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684818102939547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.580187832944004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304455589041303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233228654996697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308675062821428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924667690267472,0.16310784752561744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641817946462544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278909728531175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845295393080302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Weekend_metalhead,2019/04/20,Sunglasses to ease stress in summer? I heard about this trick but part of my social anxiety stops me from being able to wear them :(,4.413599999999999,6.29239376,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,71.4,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,1.1846,104,2,20,2,2,32,24,25,0.34299999999999997,0.602,0.055,-0.795,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.414935772790592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174247304556491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493350067363342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229747662659897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469048856469336,0.475307525809986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,y00adrian,2019/04/20,"I have severe social anxiety, I’ve been homeschooled my whole life, and I’m starting public high school next week. HELP! In need of some tips",2.782222222222224,5.519985740740744,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,80.48148148148148,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.2442444444444449,113,3,21,1,3,34,25,27,0.158,0.7240000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.1091,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24117763656624494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131616259050431,0.3330958514075418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226817080829448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337657534746908,0.0,0.0,0.33528898080409314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190660357995878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35616085711118073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213739972583657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231469062431536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528873785958926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519832440480733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bluerugnights,2019/04/20,Anyone else feel awkward when ordering a drink with a friend who isn’t drinking? Not sure why I feel this way but when I go out to dinner with a friend who doesn’t order a drink I feel awkward ordering a beer. Anyone else feel this way?,1.4448979591836704,3.619517163265311,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,81.44897959183673,5.552653061224492,20.00408163265305,6.742157984588678,0.20743755102040806,187,5,40,2,5,60,28,49,0.10300000000000001,0.748,0.149,0.6223,0,0,4,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,10,7,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,4,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,3,3,4,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614618259429887,0.38313734327908056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.549466245815976,0.0,0.0,0.3123720573720736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781423315848427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888987999253069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625703652404858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621315958065378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968096770860589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870765505672072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kathyanna3,2019/04/20,[social anxiety] new to Reddit Is there away we can have a social anxiety chat?,5.537999999999999,6.5300948000000005,7.56666666666667,67.53000000000003,67.66666666666666,11.333333333333336,28.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,3.7623333333333338,62,2,10,2,1,22,13,15,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5306572420773562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258638764426135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33497640841463033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7071113287639238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1amanita3,2019/04/20,"Went out for a nice dinner with my partner for the first time in months Went out for dinner last night and the family on the other side of the glass was laughing, pointing, and taking pictures of us. I went outside and asked what they were laughing at (my heart was pounding but I’m proud that I confronted them), and the mum was like “oh they’re just having fun” and the daughter (a literal 12 year old) was like “are you on a Tinder date?? hahaha”. So I said “no we’ve been together for 3 years” and then I said “okay well I’ll see if I can move tables” and the DICK OF A DAD was like “oh yeah good luck with that”.

So basically, I’m just feeling completely awful and am now even more scared about leaving the house/interacting with the public. 

Any words of wisdom for moving on from this??",2.028679245283019,4.076802685534595,3.2383396226415084,90.7250566037736,78.74842767295597,6.252578616352202,20.662893081761005,7.3011,0.5024772327044027,613,16,130,8,15,198,104,159,0.102,0.637,0.261,0.9811,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,2,2,8,15,1,1,13,3,11,4,2,0,0,20,22,13,0,1,4,3,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,13,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,2,1,1,12,4,11,13,21,10,1,25,0,0,1,1,12,9,1,2,14,82,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237144980504607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544806458381807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325497940866713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914197082087647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577714742245974,0.0,0.0835522298201043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055629105675732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385986587038617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581469749165026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469575102149076,0.0,0.1749693238724902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421893202868269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318960238835907,0.3512560146734181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507011148611344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733955701036157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620880161788314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143693866907987,0.0,0.1654378698624688,0.0,0.1316779136557483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424277204077094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963549880812538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876794432432912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857402032806755,0.4595479716772846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128231777143587
socialanxiety,Walknasty,2019/04/20,"""The GoT watch party getting cancelled for ""family reasons"" in the group text is just a cover to uninvite you. The host started a new group text without you because you made fun of the show last week."" Maybe belongs in r/intrusivethoughts but I feel like you guys can commiserate more.",5.630961538461541,7.591062480769231,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,68.42307692307692,8.276923076923078,32.230769230769226,8.841846274778883,2.828792307692308,227,10,39,4,4,70,42,52,0.027999999999999997,0.8340000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,7,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,2,6,5,1,6,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,5,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557263601942134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869816754676121,0.0,0.15392475276108053,0.217478915383454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904776791348732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24347383407165146,0.0,0.0,0.3014253331304021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24814430708302004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487250602678467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880511626549088,0.0,0.0,0.3058325035658685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29401236412064785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129961975599129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215471238260154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441887164101929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934516447956957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Phrankt97,2019/04/20,"My anxiety has gotten worse over the last year (21m) My social anxiety had gotten so bad over the course of the past year, to where just a simple text from my mom ""vanilla, chocolate, or strawberry?"" Sends me on a spiral of ""I don't want to go get anything"" or ""maybe if I don't respond she work try to come get me"" or ""what if I pick strawberry, then I'll have to leave the house"" 

Every therapist I've seen says ""admitting you have a problem is the hardest part"" but for me, I've always been able to see when I have a problem, or when I'm doing something wrong. My issue is I don't know what to do or how to stop feeling this way. Because half of my anxiety, ends up coming from not knowing why I'm being so anxious all the time. Which makes me anxious about even asking someone or posting on reddit.which makes me anxious because what if I don't ask anyone for help or advice and it gets worse? But then I get anxious because what if someone tries to help or gives me advice, and it doesn't work or I can't quite put it into effect. My anxiety comes from having anxiety and not knowing why or what gives me anxiety.

Tldr - my anxiety gives me anxiety. Which has been increasing exponentially for the past few years. I know I have an issue, and instead of knowing what to do, I get anxious not knowing how to stop being anxious",5.168406133828995,5.150009044609669,6.188436338289964,80.63945748141266,68.21933085501861,8.806784386617101,32.05413568773234,8.472884824447931,2.403633643122677,1039,41,207,14,16,347,128,269,0.217,0.752,0.031,-0.9929,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,4,11,4,0,0,12,0,23,0,0,6,1,48,54,28,0,7,20,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,2,9,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,6,4,28,0,27,46,4,30,0,0,2,0,15,7,0,14,14,141,40,2,0.07346365364846623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435756642178106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112764488611633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495959516977136,0.4979581081506858,0.0,0.05136749474603434,0.0,0.060454327443729375,0.0,0.1373571985940714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061339082217606415,0.13434828419737235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984729810512688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506699196490835,0.0,0.0,0.04852205038259319,0.0,0.0618962966602338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03714543062047804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919086346541832,0.2114190919807852,0.04175108733898605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848227698641822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476719289138554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335393590515126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422422168280599,0.059882682786738375,0.0,0.07778740189952027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807511852994144,0.0,0.07380411427606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603974326842992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955397792050226,0.14025873998627808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035787296572063,0.0,0.0,0.1405895901168856,0.0,0.07385126271399854,0.0,0.07813763847501279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05842124599641103,0.0,0.0,0.05854102058652622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488694339855713,0.12449103067555715,0.05655590968797487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283780786955055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529696409647958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04283724722147377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975399709286707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333076629949932,0.05831202881454185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325790417547455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069648296079511,0.0,0.14973147848660529,0.0,0.08032097274704288,0.0,0.14192455304734758
socialanxiety,AnonymFisk,2019/04/20,"Hi /r/SA Just another 27y lurker with SA who's trying to break my usual passive routine with a simple greeting. It's funny how even submitting anonymous posts online causes me to hesitate ten times over before even posting.

From what I've seen here I can relate to the majority of posts here which makes me believe that this is a community who can teach me a lot. Hopefully I can manage to give something back as well.",4.915925925925926,6.470629419753088,5.991049382716053,76.15472222222226,69.61728395061728,8.362962962962964,29.549382716049386,8.841846274778883,2.5556567901234564,337,13,58,6,6,112,63,81,0.026000000000000002,0.823,0.151,0.8402,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,3,0,8,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,6,2,10,7,2,8,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,3,41,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757893499303425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688564842403222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846798370690073,0.2445228488635343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229535680123498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866976469254708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081986633158823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556360248059284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845144340691188,0.0,0.0,0.14487179273527712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6235753578909848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708327553578206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265541942511049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735175045382534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903214419502103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513951279211456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,arwe324,2019/04/20,"Voice shaky when speaking to almost anyone I started getting social anxiety about three years ago and since then it has gotten progressively worse. The first time I remember my voice shaking was two years ago in a class when I was chosen to read a paragraph out loud. I never had any problem doing this but on this day I started reading and remember thinking ""holy shit everyone in this room is listening to me right now."" My voice started shaking and I constantly had to swallow and i barely made it through the reading. Since then it has only gotten worse and I can barely even say a sentence in front of a group of people. Recently I have noticed that my voice can shake even if I'm speaking to only one person and even if it is a family member or someone I am really close with. I can't talk for a long period of time because for some reason as I get nervous I have to constantly swallow and if I don't swallow my voice will do really weird things that are very noticeable like get really high or shake. Does anyone have this problem? Why has it gotten so extreme for me? Is there anything I can do to fix this? I have tried all kinds of ssri's that did nothing to help with my anxiety. I have taken 2 mg xanax which helped with my anxiety but still doesn't help with my voice shaking.",5.489573529411764,6.0004926509803935,6.173860294117649,79.18549632352943,67.58823529411765,9.041666666666668,31.231617647058826,9.017664075816787,2.6012794117647062,1026,39,192,17,16,336,134,255,0.153,0.81,0.036000000000000004,-0.9771,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,10,13,1,7,8,0,28,5,1,2,2,32,42,20,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,11,1,1,15,13,3,0,4,3,0,6,4,11,0,4,10,11,26,2,27,31,2,38,0,0,0,0,11,9,1,8,24,136,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831689887333725,0.0,0.10345728596827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025926219603007,0.0,0.2371122042526095,0.0,0.0,0.1444836248805097,0.0,0.08502128059746995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298122704927071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232984522312784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663106887645417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090413607943873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047201764629475,0.0,0.0,0.09872404489866247,0.0,0.0,0.09739829346237336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788158668230314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193697191848982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775409287284655,0.10916033050594492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758900059789657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050475581904572485,0.0,0.0,0.09143250111673794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776126516345096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968462036711403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913567275411657,0.2352547119750751,0.0,0.0,0.07001043180591829,0.1571548246159048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162716138320663,0.09021262382472256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772127977996146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100355801140257,0.0,0.1985629975686742,0.10622732428080717,0.10201330454817883,0.0,0.2340765718518985,0.08823235354264505,0.0,0.08216201153404587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605365625979847,0.1709301676621638,0.0,0.0,0.10531890928241547,0.08754035731177957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938541054129354,0.0,0.08250927674070566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304247931127122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863937959057821,0.06620151194702023,0.0,0.0,0.12049022030491173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014562014147067,0.0,0.1009259252911586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524753852096552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322773395226228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057817669931184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306582295028802
socialanxiety,Reinjax,2019/04/20,"Anxiety talking on things like discord, in game chats or anything microphone based. Advice? Ive suffered from social anxiety for around 4 years and there are some scenarios where it has always been really difficult for me.

For the most part these days I’m very confident and it doesn’t get in the way of life much.

One of the things I really struggle with is talking to people online using a microphone, weather that’s friends or strangers.

It’s something I’m trying to tackle but the conversations feel very awkward and forced, with lots of silence, any advice on how to go about getting better at this?",7.134196428571428,8.021840455357143,6.875000000000004,74.27,64.08928571428572,9.971428571428572,34.75,9.957137785484203,3.5948428571428566,489,21,81,10,7,154,83,112,0.147,0.769,0.084,-0.6748,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,5,0,6,1,0,2,0,15,13,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,1,3,3,19,12,5,11,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,5,3,55,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35649550231518096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517787195186576,0.0,0.0,0.12404422717655755,0.0,0.27908443870438593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010688577754974,0.1623824893495139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613257448455188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176385744226439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223136121224593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409285728895812,0.0,0.19060212044257216,0.0,0.10366711471755426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884071756170573,0.08911571731525399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550774238978081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409144337493364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360491181122765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753093586191556,0.0,0.12645928239099086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337114738509033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859427824984103,0.0,0.14042719246988875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069326468156644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29322653973368795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423685797165329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384358970340495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575426215650095,0.0,0.30101269794246394,0.0,0.14478760113358158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174652754353416
socialanxiety,cayde13,2019/04/20,"I'm getting married at the end of the year and I'm feeling incredibly anxious about it. Need some advice please I'm getting married at the end of the year and I'm really excited about it. I just want to be able to enjoy the day without having a really bad flair up. I've suffered with major social anxiety for a while now. Its mainly when I'm the center of attention or seeing someone I haven't seen in a while. Although I can't wait to marry my fiance, the social aspect of it with everyone involved makes me abnormally anxious. I start to sweat profusely, I shake, my face turns bright red, my voice cracks, the whole nine. I've tried CBT therapy in the past. I'm thinking of doing some more and maybe joining toast masters for the next few months to help me with this. I just dont want to be an anxious mess on my wedding day. Any advice would be greatly appreciated!",3.001104761904763,4.880155091428573,4.670857142857145,82.3544761904762,75.22857142857143,7.180952380952381,27.095238095238088,8.021203637495839,1.8265238095238088,691,27,132,11,15,233,105,175,0.08900000000000001,0.772,0.139,0.8345,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,14,0,9,2,2,1,0,21,28,8,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,6,12,4,25,23,7,22,0,1,4,0,5,7,0,3,14,83,17,0,0.14032354904962108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27424509617512743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954248252532743,0.0,0.10734713094051636,0.4755770067474594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716430213787407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809941609188657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644581544108952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24857002844398396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408516455049793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095180265038137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662652547504662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470720821285314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405591703449497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366705862083792,0.0,0.14097386578725882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200491808665934,0.0,0.0,0.10404813358706017,0.0,0.0,0.1492356863502274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339547055083984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403311848556395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978971742203206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181970084140777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28608437378973245,0.11889568774261572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932173025866507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047220765680464,0.0,0.0,0.08991366421442304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527047872501873,0.152631726444517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553292977451592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666623127106524,0.0,0.1352668938263095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968182316554328,0.0,0.0,0.18072752979936416
socialanxiety,caughtinahex,2019/04/20,"I just started a new job and I’m pushing myself to actually make friends this time. Any tips for doing that? I usually hate/am not very good at making small talk, especially with coworkers, but I really want to try this time around. I just think I sound so boring and I don’t know how to transition a conversation about the weather into something more meaningful and interesting.",4.719765258215965,6.957377338028174,5.97711267605634,73.28613849765263,71.39436619718309,9.8037558685446,30.143192488262912,10.125756701596842,3.490153051643192,305,13,53,9,6,102,57,71,0.08199999999999999,0.76,0.159,0.6679999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,17,9,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,9,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.2510662683129374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174957899449177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290320145530189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877238664268174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579262557678716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25400881430422234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553087703614241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139329030939615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343470198250584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848074816436536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481890964553012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806521576459266,0.0,0.0,0.1821027311246509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067903546270472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485338884279813,0.0,0.0,0.3000418050206492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746749107793084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833554289790124,0.21228133923791287,0.15174926234420166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,student_ardent,2019/04/20,"Social anxiety around the family at events Anyone else get nervous especially around family events? I’m writing this because I have three family event days in a row (two Passover events for my fiancé and then Easter on Sunday). Last night at the first event I noticed myself getting in my head and shutting down a little bit. It’s weird because my anxiety has been super manageable as of late but when it comes to family, I notice that it flares up bad. 

I feel so strange about this sometimes because family is supposed to be the one group that you go to in times of need, and trust the most, yet I still find that I get weird around them and it’s almost uncontrollable. 

Especially when it comes to hello/goodbye time, I get super awkward about it. Hate going up to every person and such. 

I just wanted to see if other people experience this or if I’m the only weirdo that this happens to?",4.675519568151144,6.328901959064325,5.480350877192984,79.1996356275304,70.34502923976609,8.068556005398111,26.019343229869552,8.617729084823388,1.9222762932973456,709,22,127,12,13,231,106,171,0.155,0.778,0.067,-0.9018,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,3,12,10,1,3,7,0,5,1,1,0,0,22,21,14,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,15,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,4,1,2,14,3,25,19,2,36,0,0,1,0,6,14,0,5,18,88,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696940999128627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872029262180905,0.0,0.0,0.08167701383959933,0.11968674194257435,0.0,0.3119598442814953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753236150537672,0.2136208262047343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752743105157366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012447816322609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075333474492632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975806573715513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841836172725077,0.0,0.0,0.114263637533473,0.5505953889002098,0.0,0.05906318511086986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676319876646324,0.09935943367468343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441158446380869,0.0,0.1327728422522669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329564052146266,0.0,0.0,0.11532674491106858,0.11988185444299088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521660993798736,0.13176797118627784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707537621658112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661392586140328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961927311320813,0.0,0.0,0.2659803473467695,0.0,0.0,0.07915420190014462,0.0888400799448975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098208577512739,0.10199491784251864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930832965919388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907417215127955,0.0,0.0,0.11552913183222052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328546876947892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622694474227853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141074388685596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889819361879386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dodocrab,2019/04/20,"When I try to be friends with someone, I always hate how awkward I am and start distancing myself :( There is this guy that I’ve been hanging out a lot with recently and while it was great at the beginning, sadly I feel like it is starting to fizzle out. Even though we are just friends. I just am not much of a talkative person so I get tired out, I don’t give a lot of great responses, and I feel like I smile way too much. We hung out today and I just hate myself afterwards because I feel so embarrassed to imagine how he must be annoyed by me for not saying much. We had so many silences all throughout. Now I think I need to distance myself from him because I hate how my awkwardness reveals itself so much more when I spend more time with someone. Can anyone relate to this situation? What would you do? I really appreciate all answers!",3.6920589590050654,5.239355119760481,4.752934131736527,83.8668125287886,72.65269461077844,7.773192077383696,28.415016121602946,8.384062270229773,2.0212002763703367,663,26,130,11,13,217,102,167,0.162,0.7020000000000001,0.136,-0.5965,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,1,0,0,17,14,4,3,4,0,15,1,0,3,3,36,28,15,0,3,5,0,3,2,2,2,1,1,0,2,7,14,0,0,7,0,1,1,3,8,0,0,3,4,26,6,18,21,10,18,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,2,13,104,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306186785742725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500946607649044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566064866498575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974652399497549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061128860506904,0.1941433767724785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995891566233651,0.0,0.0709909525629332,0.1303471202737704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996132396590568,0.0,0.13454116210650768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024559154375417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327668264308757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103822807319044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775955836230658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995455779241778,0.1007522491828776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864393947804913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704730102182477,0.0,0.13416371032823296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805610468419488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527332228064122,0.0,0.0,0.2302589685223029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235112387523065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706551083203426,0.13350002002384215,0.0,0.07923189571188992,0.15617244509101966,0.1287970108632316,0.0,0.0,0.09225264001726274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785409627037068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965242483487216,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,icannotkeeptrying,2019/04/20,"I'm pretty pathetic. Right, using a throwaway because I don't want to my account be associated with this side of myself. I need a haircut, and, I've never really gotten one by myself, but, I don't know how to describe anything about hair, and, even just typing this I feel ridiculous and the place closes in 3 hours 30.",3.6352380952380976,5.2770722063492075,5.4319365079365065,78.56028571428574,72.96825396825399,6.944761904761903,26.885714285714286,7.554174236665415,1.6702914285714283,251,9,45,3,5,86,50,63,0.11800000000000001,0.845,0.037000000000000005,-0.5589999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,2,1,14,10,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,7,0,7,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27466332792608605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034623954927337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045118024487467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876356123495814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286950886143858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343063337116766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24748537610141394,0.2574231164333885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261704135038403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487174133932271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33956291662843713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382087453845566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285036777668755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28826912573065444,0.0,0.0,0.19686551776604785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bullsball1,2019/04/20,"Should weed be a crutch for social anxiety? I’m socially awkward so I usually throw myself into social events that trigger my anxiety badly in the hopes that I’ll eventually get better, but everyone says I should smoke weed to help with it. In my experience weed does help but it feels wrong that I need to use a substance just to become more social and not the weirdo in the group. What do you guys think? Weed or naturally trying to get better?",5.288643410852713,6.543185848837211,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,68.4186046511628,9.454263565891472,27.124031007751928,9.725611199111238,2.5089751937984497,357,11,65,8,6,118,59,86,0.106,0.7040000000000001,0.19,0.879,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,2,6,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,16,12,5,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,3,10,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,2,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516388511250107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732593560966042,0.0,0.18164466351224368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29092145214741416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392917796520144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715854007822547,0.0,0.16088363583385876,0.0,0.0,0.08316118906840612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185801842919454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285157954661836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048211905341664,0.0,0.0,0.1633562433338176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195273673433267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079348395657062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.670627547420506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053860078286344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166462299666828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420496408824614,0.18114093781319807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982259161353525,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cgnina,2019/04/20,Terrified of starting my first job I'm starting my first job at Sonic in a few days and I'm really scared I wont be able to work in what seems like such a fast pace environment. I just wanna quit before I even start and the idea of actually showing up to the job is making me stressed out. I'm curious if anyone felt the same way at starting there first job and if the feeling goes away after actually starting.,3.8283921568627437,4.7999895058823565,5.483235294117649,80.98289215686276,71.58823529411767,8.490196078431373,28.284313725490193,8.841846274778883,2.113078431372548,328,12,67,6,6,112,57,85,0.11199999999999999,0.815,0.073,-0.6478,4,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,14,15,5,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,6,1,13,12,2,19,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,12,43,7,5,0.13930519207390238,0.0,0.2718835448971723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974054293051198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308818135999387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853845814268132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984032445666491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200976554625573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043689076525451,0.0,0.1337548303622969,0.0,0.0,0.355478775641913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725860556517887,0.0,0.0,0.5529556319583471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805748027026212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298729743187416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481682191856252,0.0,0.0,0.08924247315584996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946879925322095,0.0,0.0,0.12681821492696635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493004659748984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957362685754115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057397734530286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141583894663103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,just_a_sad_skeleton,2019/04/20,Anybody up? I’m out with my sister and there are so many people here and my social anxiety is so high. Is there anybody online that is willing to talk to me to distract myself?,1.2558333333333316,3.614478472222224,3.3255555555555567,87.25000000000004,83.72222222222223,4.711111111111111,22.88888888888889,5.985473137389443,0.6070222222222221,139,5,26,1,4,47,27,36,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34576018424635635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775371572344526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582324337990902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31334305117230343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607323219767906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632809585332433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Raped_by_Speed_OW,2019/04/20,"Klonopin/Xanax cull my anxiety but doesn't give me the drive/confidence to socialize Especially with girls. Now I've only taken 1-1.5 mgs of each (separately prescribed of course, I'm only on Klonopin now). Should I up the dosage? Lower the dosage? I feel somewhat the sedating effects but I still can't really break the ice with people like I'm sure I could with alcohol except that would never really work outside of a rave/party setting because of how obvious it is to tell if you're drunk or just from the smell of your breath. Is there a better benzo for socializing? I've already ordered just recently phenibut so I'll be hoping that will be any better but idk. Just been depressed because of this and been feeling like binge drinking several times a week cause of this issue I still have going on.",5.3887012987012985,6.82701007792208,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,68.35064935064935,8.976623376623376,30.883116883116887,9.339509955726095,2.847098701298701,648,26,115,13,11,209,107,154,0.084,0.768,0.14800000000000002,0.9049,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,10,7,0,0,9,0,13,4,1,3,3,27,21,8,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,3,8,6,18,12,2,15,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,4,10,72,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809435099857071,0.0,0.0,0.18684049067935846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513826696965318,0.0,0.12952355519489298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642258707023575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299486192979593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739305178552287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518220837318806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582855875418907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658617358719854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712189165420022,0.12095684285581625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624199229020276,0.09622416296192744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816545859499932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671820136779004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543501434905886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058419354882786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25753948428478485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173799293053787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169317725025243,0.0,0.1671756111066652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127486731809568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451854265158115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27042627081219617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957497346246247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798653761972672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872744688089773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581222872071733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326147474702212,0.0,0.0,0.12027470144371333,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,choerry-fied,2019/04/20,"Crushes and panic attacks So I realised that when I was 15-16, I used to get horrid panic attacks around my crush. That was the age when my SA started manifesting. Fast forward a year later, I was 17, and I started crushing again.

There was once when he was in the same room as me and it was packed. I was perspiring a lot. I felt super nervous and I started having a mental breakdown. I went to the toilet and stayed there for an awfully long time. When I came back, my classmate asked if I was okay. I shook my head and that was my breaking point, I started crying really badly. I had to leave the room.

From then on, however, things weren't so bad.

This latest one I had was the most intense one though, he makes me super happy and I always want to be around him, to better myself so when he comes back next year, he'd be proud of me.

Is it normal to get horrible panic attacks around crushes?",1.683136893799876,3.834142988950276,3.2609484346224704,89.59325199508903,80.43646408839778,5.348189073050952,22.210251688152237,6.42735559955562,0.4949076734192754,695,22,140,6,18,229,103,181,0.22699999999999998,0.647,0.126,-0.9572,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,17,16,3,5,9,2,18,2,2,2,0,21,32,19,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,12,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,10,0,2,16,1,27,6,15,13,3,37,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,3,23,103,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868463893349473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167372352606187,0.11087492061428143,0.4047736110021145,0.0,0.1823920440856296,0.1980519678922321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489199626433858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564671949518947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216333434137803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027644923802362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387452751913806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239271321795644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625182614806113,0.0,0.0,0.1217177397355215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558019672327206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495720202584934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082941556382327,0.0,0.0,0.07916637127537375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952082999532458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613236635263567,0.0,0.11620274593047147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263050500713588,0.16073275794105005,0.0,0.0,0.41745437669792335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211526456703998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597814925812492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357825510545391,0.12641174045756892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879252063135844,0.0,0.11652382472824792,0.0,0.06915657036733207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243225647893298,0.0,0.0,0.0699533089315689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994331922448038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274892725834638
socialanxiety,jackal567,2019/04/20,"My Romance-Killing Anxiety Complex Hey everyone; I've been noticing this year that I have a tendency towards relationships that I was wondering if anyone could relate to.  

I straight up don't believe anyone could like me. As in, whenever someone has said they like me, or someone else has told me that someone likes me, I am absolutely blown away in surprise. Not that I'm a bad person, or unattractive, or anything; I just genuinely believe that statistically the chances of someone falling for me are very unlikely.  

Then, whenever I have feelings for someone, I basically deny that I have any, reasoning that there is NO possible way that the feelings could reciprocated so any further pining would be a waste of time. I've been through this process about a dozen times.  

I'm usually very supportive of others when they're pursuing someone, but am very inclined to kill my romantic chances any chance I get. Anyone else feel like this?",8.136964285714285,8.862378767857145,7.889380952380954,68.42228571428575,61.91666666666667,11.243809523809524,43.585714285714296,11.00357731598739,5.24128142857143,755,45,121,19,10,241,103,168,0.1,0.754,0.146,0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,0,6,0,18,0,0,1,0,17,28,9,1,5,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,12,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,4,17,6,15,18,0,15,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,5,10,81,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266555449488967,0.0,0.08499123925542093,0.0,0.0,0.23305122847798904,0.11383513725180465,0.09142588029796432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438216042812733,0.0,0.09276390666381587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503434372910496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26611306486223146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561968259344094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061608652328928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852658050088448,0.07936990268117944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058045194122357285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291575185831492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711150322592832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264881508806945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700828415197743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524862080088886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422936194116932,0.0,0.11927988282398763,0.0,0.0,0.10568159554654327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5648083048797985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260750277095751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956667297010835,0.0,0.0,0.1061608652328928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223610163200485,0.2750075462664517,0.0,0.08818605369966331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204832722433806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892229263932385,0.0,0.0,0.07154479393459741
socialanxiety,megerman,2019/04/20,"worsening of anxiety and its repercussions About two and a half years ago, I started getting performance anxiety. It all began when people started pointing out the fact that my hands were a bit shaky while speaking in front of a crowd. The first time I didn't think much of it, but the next  few times people kept acknowledging it, and so I began thinking about my shakiness. It wasn't long before I started dreading the thought of not only shaking in front of others, but speaking altogether.

I started avoiding public speaking as much as possible, However, my shaky hands were always at the back of my mind. Simple tasks like pouring a glass of water with someone watching became excruciating, as the fear of my hands trembling when holding the cup actually caused my anxiety and shakiness. This often made me anxious in social situations, as I was always afraid of someone asking for something, and me being too shaky to handle whatever it was he wanted. From there it went to fear of interacting with strangers,fear of leaving the house alone, ultimately causing depression and lack of motivation to do pretty much anything. 

​

I'd never imagined I'd become this miserable before this horrible chain of worsening anxiety, and I hate it. 

All I wish is to go back to the way things were a few years ago, when I wasn't so conscious about everything. 

If you guys have any advice at all... any would be appreciated.",8.779068080357142,8.879693949218753,8.596116071428572,66.00156250000002,60.6796875,11.376785714285715,39.770089285714285,10.914260884657429,4.6476839285714275,1145,55,179,26,14,370,146,256,0.25,0.682,0.068,-0.9946,1,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,3,13,16,1,13,14,0,14,4,3,4,5,43,32,20,0,5,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,14,10,1,3,7,0,0,5,5,15,0,3,14,7,18,1,35,15,10,35,0,2,1,0,11,7,0,7,23,130,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.09908926645375604,0.0,0.0,0.0992245877883227,0.1800197542785008,0.0,0.0,0.10516574449583056,0.0,0.0,0.16898031847777314,0.1100195177354691,0.12338330210789478,0.13810258170643794,0.0,0.3107140281853578,0.11471230932782625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355950506381442,0.0,0.0949270301795672,0.0,0.0,0.15615736162429647,0.0,0.0,0.1121439412990817,0.1728076462789965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108563589083157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862094059202554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745702441305014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125840938490473,0.0,0.0,0.3427852121008522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637063374948127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05305092689717532,0.0,0.05770803086295236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054145067635144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025061212453107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716456014246435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751714687379477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049607752460501225,0.0,0.0,0.08986049711757263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608045037742437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252735829191546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22393272467806535,0.0,0.07831459832507079,0.0,0.10798989420728043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722642655470859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407913433495099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598896706470067,0.1144721027562332,0.0,0.10330359522598176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413622081898404,0.0,0.10350815550714358,0.17207054230842633,0.07817114211318794,0.0,0.0,0.2874846735504277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745925897811843,0.1301266114529407,0.0,0.08061212871432266,0.11841862534834592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919070033023804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059891450936942474,0.08059843642368407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941294273244308,0.0,0.0,0.11676701850647755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213173873689531,0.0,0.12338330210789478,0.13077801496871475
socialanxiety,Graviton_Manipulator,2019/04/20,"I need some advice about my situation Hello, I've been lurking here for a while and I've come to the realization that I may have some sort of social anxiety. The problem is what I experience seems to be very different from what others describe here, but also similar in many ways. I never have trouble casually talking with my friends or even doing something like giving a presentation. But at the same time doing something like ordering food at a restaurant is paralyzing. From what I've seen the underlying things that I feel line up with other people here say, but how I deal with them seems to be quite different. Rather than withdrawing into myself, I've found that I have created different personas, or ""masks"" as I call them, for each person that I know. Each one of these masks is different and unique. These differences can go from subtle to radical. I'm very careful about what I show to each person and avoid conflict at all costs. No one that I know actually knows who I truly am, and this has lead to me feeling extremely isolated. The thought of these masks falling makes me extremely anxious, and leads to panic attacks. When I'm with my friends I always sound comfortable and reasonably confident but internally I feel like I'm walking through a mine field, planning every word I say ahead of time.  


Any advice about what I'm going through would be appreciated. If you have any specific questions feel free to ask.",6.8339104278074885,7.884669632575762,7.049046345811052,72.18401069518721,64.79545454545455,10.454188948306594,34.8475935828877,10.46071229359064,3.85163128342246,1149,51,196,28,17,371,151,264,0.107,0.715,0.17800000000000002,0.9768,4,1,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,5,11,14,1,2,9,0,18,1,0,5,2,53,42,18,0,5,8,0,4,3,2,2,0,3,0,2,18,15,1,2,13,2,2,7,2,5,0,2,4,8,25,10,36,33,7,23,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,10,10,139,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.10109999022524913,0.0,0.0,0.20247611501262747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082849976341679,0.08620463728195646,0.0,0.0,0.14090496539419384,0.0,0.07925476274225844,0.11704005657536465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685329366874516,0.11786151216928585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578857977727624,0.0,0.10562849906757606,0.0,0.0,0.08924340480537091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680846100644238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5412068942416371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842772629636007,0.0,0.08728862060091758,0.0,0.0,0.10134201718151993,0.0,0.0,0.20953585758365573,0.07401283780518356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252751850904216,0.11359355229842072,0.16008431942419588,0.0,0.0,0.09938387218330198,0.1177580895481885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080980687988925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184318549357298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915471743602812,0.10503552599821146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681910144190761,0.07990376161331293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040593599348788,0.0,0.0,0.12155388286675367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182414375364263,0.18092143641753475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913251724505504,0.0,0.0,0.11605724214184608,0.11019280712280484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651946080747972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477593174293587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886295883680482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645227805305608,0.0,0.1056085475704832,0.0,0.15951478876328465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327085502944469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882814524086933,0.0,0.0,0.08224791359070173,0.1208215813242747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709639567765852,0.0,0.08223394345549673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359543916528721,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,General_Hax,2019/04/20,"Other Non-Cardioselective Beta Blockers for Social Anxiety Hello everyone,

If you browse around in this subreddit, you can clearly see that many people are prescribed the non-cardioselective beta blocker propranolol for anxiety. Now, this is an off label use of the antihypertensive drug, and myself is also prescribed it and it works wonders for anxiety. 

​

The reason I am making this post; however is quite frankly I become very lethargic on this medication and am curious about the other non-cardioselective beta blockers such as: 

* **Nadolol**.
* **Labetalol**.
* **Carvedilol**.
* **Sotalol**.

​

Reddit posts are always about the propranolol for social anxiety, what about the others? There are not any posts about them; does that mean they lack anxiolytic proprieties? Are they rarely prescribed? If you are prescribed any of these please comment which one expresses the most anxiolysis.",5.821593406593407,9.363638500000008,5.390000000000002,66.00961538461542,92.57142857142857,7.582417582417582,31.813186813186807,8.012643519586192,4.0237362637362635,730,37,88,19,26,224,89,140,0.083,0.866,0.05,-0.4278,1,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,3,3,2,9,0,0,0,8,0,11,2,0,3,1,18,16,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,14,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,15,16,2,8,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,4,1,70,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475640766773237,0.10899807730439506,0.2838653875705716,0.31834577712662554,0.17816176478274126,0.0,0.4008423225709845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166130481475218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467334531085835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463433751063118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519122543712205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517104162410436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743997393552655,0.13280805700759185,0.0,0.14269162172872735,0.0,0.13196337060053787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876539330104821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081522549158907,0.0,0.0,0.14379283457705633,0.0,0.0,0.3763701132659975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393289791345571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468436025710578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438580938716367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670651833831639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313735481850005,0.0,0.10808433957009374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205815534660698,0.09536569573537547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31834577712662554,0.0
socialanxiety,jtahay96,2019/07/11,"Overthinking Hey everybody. I feel a little lonely and sad so wanted to see if anyone could relate. Can’t help but feel so out of place and like I don’t belong. I have very low self esteem and I didn’t even know until I started noticing patterns in my behavior. I’m a really quiet person and I think I may come off to others as stuck up. In reality I’m just nervous to talk to others and feel stupid and nervous when talking. I don’t know how to carry conversations and when I am in one I can’t wait to get out of it because of how awkward I feel. I can’t help but feel like people don’t like me, and I know that shouldn’t matter, but how do I change that? Anyways just looking to talk to someone that I can relate",0.9707843137254883,2.8963663398692816,3.350091503267976,89.2114117647059,81.6797385620915,5.648627450980393,20.657516339869282,6.742157984588678,0.3808975163398691,562,16,120,6,15,194,82,153,0.14,0.7509999999999999,0.109,-0.5589999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,11,10,1,3,2,0,14,0,0,3,0,35,33,21,0,4,6,0,5,3,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,11,0,1,9,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,2,8,17,3,20,28,0,15,0,3,2,0,9,10,0,2,7,83,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984602284747654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448311470800052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813171986874174,0.14764488540680518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368479911467326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320728775092954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43332190413713395,0.12244733356162955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954879628490689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22976999902641704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825888861831279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512103809900092,0.1717866209027179,0.0,0.0,0.14393182010615874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513866439645694,0.0,0.0,0.11614425948563845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882634349367925,0.14965881683782362,0.1790752606446285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098024571433118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658264872395898,0.0,0.17880632411639344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522564299089705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131694945075006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132915774121988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982542720535443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142195640127453,0.10109545021814348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,notsoqueer,2019/07/11,"Anxious about having to drive my gf post op 3 hrs without license. It's prettt damn social seeing as how im surroned by vehicle's with people in them. I don't know why im psyching myself out! I can drive. I know how to drive, but im so nervous. We have nobody to help us. Its just me and her. I've never needed a license and i have an old ass warrant (i already know) but i never got a license for this reason. Its to late now, shes having surgury next week. I dont really need judement. I guess im just posting to see whats up. Do i hope for the best and prepare for the worse or do i just ""thug"" it out and boss up like i know i can. Im just afraid im going to get PO and get taken to jail leaving my gf stranded just having invasive surgery.",-0.5608768406961175,1.2870489096385571,2.365702811244983,94.52745649263723,87.01204819277109,4.4117804551539495,20.668005354752342,5.46131890053228,-0.11876733601071,573,19,133,3,18,202,99,166,0.132,0.77,0.098,-0.6911,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,1,10,6,1,2,5,0,12,1,1,4,2,32,27,12,0,3,9,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,2,2,21,3,20,25,1,18,0,0,2,1,9,5,2,3,8,83,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336192533721416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628973417477374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173156434772584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310158584756062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681026203426678,0.0,0.06353225665263483,0.0,0.08940786384335499,0.0,0.12314817075860815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492980058742757,0.0,0.0,0.1110316862906128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7245077247261553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457452116423096,0.0,0.12610284485885762,0.11836839461680942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461445164825884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578023258894287,0.17243711442008658,0.0,0.11888885432534095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730373537814436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750040701780997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141258936084129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716148866485567,0.114937695550024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781626961910251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139547928249002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446838537308534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967038118133525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087217177284943,0.0,0.0,0.10776059284785786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139225266512604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,governor-jerry-brown,2019/07/11,"I joined a band and oh wow my anxiety I took a big step. I've been following this person who's a musician who I knew through an old friend on social media. He put up basically an ad on his story saying he was looking for people to play live with him. I took a big scary leap for me by dming him telling him I'm interested and I play keys. I sent him some vids of me playing and he checked out my SoundCloud, said he'd love to work with me.

​

Here's where my anxiety kicks in because I'm getting so much imposter syndrome with this. I'm aware it's happening, and I know I'm super capable and qualified, but I keep telling myself I don't belong. I'm not good enough, and soon enough my bandmates will find it out. 

​

I keep reminding myself there's no evidence of this. We had our first practice together yesterday, and the frontman kept looking over at me and smiling while we were playing, nodding, and then telling me afterwards he really liked what I was doing. He keeps telling us that he's so excited to work with us. But me being me, I keep latching onto little things that supposedly prove I'm incompetent. Like not knowing how to plug my keyboard into the amp they had, asking, and being told it should go into the mixer. Little stuff.

​

Another point of this imposter syndrome is in me feeling like I'm not cool enough. The frontman is super popular and has so many friends and connections, and the drummer has tons of experience being in bands and doing shows (this is my first experience being in a band outside of school). I feel like such an uncool dork, and I feel like I'm faking fitting in with these super cool people.

​

There is a little bit of a message to this story that I wanna pass on, though. So, the frontman was recording our practice session and put a vid up on his story. I responded saying something like ""lol I look so bored."" You see, I mentioned to my bandmates when we first met up in person that I've been told I have a tendency to look bored or even sad onstage. He responded saying how ""honestly I was worried because the whole time you looked so disappointed in me lol but I understand you're just focused."" Made me realize for a second that people, even popular and cool ones, are just as worried about you accepting them. And it's not just about getting people to like you, it's about you deciding if you like them too. 

​

I know that's played out and cheesy and probably stuff you've heard before so sorry if you're rolling your eyes at the same old silly advice, but anyway there you go.

​

Also eep I made it past my crippling anxiety and fulfilled a dream of mine!

​

TL;DR I got into a band. I'm having terrible imposter syndrome about not being competent enough as a musician and not being cool enough. The frontman who recruited me keeps saying things that suggest the opposite but I latch onto tiny slip-ups of mine. Got a dm from him that made me realize he was looking from acceptance from me just as much as I was looking for it from him.",4.7104247225381375,6.078835010118045,5.4686419075257895,80.41788030903176,69.893760539629,8.349331346327308,30.991372210674925,8.775028230273154,2.567313926036315,2423,102,447,42,43,788,254,593,0.09300000000000001,0.742,0.166,0.993,0,0,1,0,0,0,85.0,7,8,3,9,31,40,0,0,27,6,32,2,1,5,1,84,84,48,0,4,18,0,3,8,2,2,0,6,0,2,30,36,0,6,15,11,1,10,8,7,0,5,26,22,78,33,65,49,12,56,0,2,9,1,68,33,0,4,21,313,108,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538199583797183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037139168551111865,0.0,0.4025538755872217,0.3950196659195664,0.0,0.04869785424990679,0.1065826251955982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341643724144684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056620489342673025,0.0,0.03951820843505716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070197751108176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23993188930749465,0.0,0.06134820968467556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085719570738668,0.0,0.0,0.07044649747582042,0.0995332302880816,0.0,0.0,0.04244659567147749,0.11850908616633946,0.0,0.0,0.07176101652661926,0.0,0.04852742646377601,0.0,0.05278743252684515,0.03895284056274754,0.0742868556645977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041067974156822465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639623836268006,0.0,0.0,0.07656893203847248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815113665573564,0.1396394417205964,0.04100860456138872,0.0,0.2729935395024067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041915174153888,0.13183191877120234,0.0,0.04708428748144182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827954109523403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746486812638493,0.0,0.031469892646278905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04433356856799997,0.1287864691671082,0.08110167338985533,0.0,0.0,0.04390213152726365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500716810036383,0.0,0.0,0.09337286274451766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029751548237517002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0441764036971673,0.14772825225512626,0.0,0.047001173340453305,0.03700778076956013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734115592843157,0.0,0.03575285647543599,0.0,0.051987341936933086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632857754289066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236731251325354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061707201378526075,0.0,0.04562843693973917,0.0,0.02708035217118549,0.0,0.0,0.08875349042782772,0.10319620214929888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834713231483252,0.11172656527353456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051850161440655435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761978053207192,0.09432698632361446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950196659195664,0.0
socialanxiety,orangeraysofsun,2019/07/11,SLEEP OVERS??? i’m stressing g hard right now. my friends birthday is tomorrow and she wants me to stay over from friday to saturday and just thinking about it gives me anxiety. i also have no idea how to approach my parents because i’ve never been to a sleepover before and i don’t hangout much and asking them to go out and talking to them gives me anxiety. how do sleepovers even work??? are we supposed to sleep in the same bed? do i bring a sleeping bag even though it’s 40 degrees and hot as hell? do i sleep in another bed in a guest room? what happens in the morningg?! sorry this is a mess my brain is just freaking out right now,2.200813953488371,4.2370110387596895,3.32963178294574,90.33770348837211,78.14728682170542,5.850387596899225,27.80426356589147,6.816661863887847,1.2987565891472872,500,22,102,5,12,161,84,129,0.168,0.809,0.024,-0.9418,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,1,11,5,1,1,6,0,10,5,5,2,1,18,19,11,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,9,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,2,14,1,18,18,2,20,1,0,0,0,11,11,1,0,5,72,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000131935316942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734888495456673,0.2295879012655537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028396309996885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147395712685412,0.0,0.12768829609510568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751434255156222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822377261850566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593442983877865,0.0,0.0,0.28789859239641885,0.08528141306892809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269578383797773,0.0,0.1344224834871842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939720412712114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030988759186608,0.0,0.11573397167109398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662163829153825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562974049028093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6006654351605404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797763292709894,0.0,0.15994185010914214,0.0,0.0,0.1718909190688983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061092722573202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615110008633553,0.14743121201693324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885080896068115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924400295947743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,franc900,2019/07/11,"I cry constantly for no reason, I need help I've been socially anxious my whole life and Ive noticed recently that it seems to stem from my emotional incontinence. Sometimes I cannot control my emotions whether it is rage or sadness or Even happiness (when i'm happy i can be very careless about how I act and sometimes I offend others with my carefree attitude). Ive had huge problems because of this at my job, for example, when my boss scolds me Even if a tiny bit I start yo cry like a little girl and i can't control it, Even if i don't feel very sad or anything i can't help but cry. It's very embarrassing and humiliating and Ive noticed  people look at me with a mixture of contempt and compassion after those bouts of weakeness. Ive already been treated for my anxiety with antidepressants and other meds but Even then i'm emotionally incontinent. I have the suspicion these symtpms are caused by low testosterone. What can i do? How do I get out of this hole? Thanks for your help",3.81775,5.682915810256411,5.077996794871794,80.36314903846154,72.94871794871796,8.362179487179487,31.674679487179485,9.017664075816787,2.8450064102564103,793,38,151,17,16,263,118,195,0.19899999999999998,0.6659999999999999,0.135,-0.9254,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,9,15,3,1,4,0,19,2,0,7,0,30,28,20,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,12,11,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,3,2,27,5,19,24,2,14,0,3,1,0,6,6,0,6,8,103,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396921899886765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593926252860955,0.12691144103356825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924456779036181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848099897879896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226454278466524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540341378991792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121398881822791,0.25199617087994264,0.0,0.0,0.3701983617645238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790998004579469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29679621165697795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568021291433305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058692651382738825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391745629296252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22589600883349975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147942816537404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934857494966346,0.05488331102468316,0.11259349841826205,0.0,0.0,0.09433672467798083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478364522513155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329817284921269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557980916745145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778819307807443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749354524409152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550351789595273,0.11092151315379363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226948611368276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451577647693402,0.0,0.0,0.222212894676516,0.0,0.07951433984970649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342694081604008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780750807140855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542282463080026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sarcasticdorks,2019/07/11,"Does anyone else get irrationally angry when people react as if you've said something weird THE ONE TIME you actually had a normal response? Why are you making me feel like a dingus for saying ""yay!"" after receiving a nice gift on my birthday?  Am I missing something? 

*Is happiness weird now?!?*",2.220670859538785,5.024097188679249,3.8500628930817618,77.94834381551364,95.98113207547169,5.374423480083859,22.87002096436059,6.937597516519254,1.613018448637317,233,9,35,4,9,77,47,53,0.18,0.611,0.209,0.5919,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,0,5,9,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,3,5,4,4,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.26294803686141816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884083600948465,0.2760872577783034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23580083372148855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250940719803532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624393603041074,0.19249784653841806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077848772652898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868385775615899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164151466075902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986250195470654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26400751076945234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258886648219053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186805335561308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563122654083535,0.21428047459392946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148773947674844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712067602048044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431401410897716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shneebnee,2019/07/11,"Family needs money and I'm too scared to work I'm 19 and I have severe social anxiety. I've tried working 3 jobs before and I left the first day due to being so anxious I almost threw up. I've reached the point of killing myself due to my problem. I'm tired of handling it everyday. I quit uni too because of me being a coward and always scared of every stranger I meet. No amount of therapy of medications have helped only wasted my money. The landlord said he will be increase the house rent in the next 3 months and we have no money to afford this. Only my mom is working, my dad can't work die to his disability. I'm so scared at the moment. I'm a complete failure and disappointment to my family and everyone else. I tried keeping a positive outlook these past years that I will overcome my issues and it will all be alright, but everything just keeps getting worse. I cry myself to sleep every night. Why was I cursed to have this problem. I don't want this. I just want to see my mom and dad happy. I don't want to live anymore. I'm so sad and scared for my family and my future. All the bad things that have happened in my life is my fault and I let it happened because of how much of a little bitch I am. I'm tired of trying. Nothing motivates me anymore. I do nothing all day but stay in my room. Even my family terrifies me. I don't have any friends either. I'm just so mentally and emotionally tired of everything.",1.5508105022831058,3.772669537671234,3.6025753424657547,86.5700502283105,81.36301369863014,6.359086757990867,23.77442922374429,7.554174236665415,1.2466599086757992,1123,41,225,18,30,381,144,292,0.258,0.698,0.044000000000000004,-0.9961,3,0,0,0,0,2,26.0,1,0,0,7,11,15,2,4,11,1,23,6,1,2,3,34,43,20,2,6,6,4,0,0,1,3,5,1,3,0,10,14,0,2,1,0,4,2,6,12,0,1,3,2,36,3,26,32,7,25,0,2,1,0,12,9,1,1,13,140,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597325999531166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143979924910966,0.0,0.0,0.05838562030044595,0.0,0.06568027565992514,0.09699383246054907,0.1702939024720342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168690578402626,0.10467511025934656,0.0,0.0730578783972792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900193017039972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094309747505114,0.11074116539337447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910588294159624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172240355271328,0.09657743024581444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670765731193667,0.0,0.14467624315998334,0.08203992498377212,0.15432524935401162,0.0,0.3237528890718613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302981544436997,0.0,0.0,0.06633280994611097,0.0,0.044856674453621743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184590500363354,0.09139624172845494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057548054653606386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906730832429893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896122729375194,0.08519970217192714,0.15262707375752246,0.09498791329232392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328374772712048,0.08779447338710715,0.06064325108888561,0.0,0.08605114584460058,0.07581319507972054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864917706539962,0.08652353794096793,0.0,0.0,0.20110907259695968,0.06853013984393809,0.0,0.06311468317896203,0.06366178617000637,0.0,0.0,0.09130976237466933,0.08057086266025443,0.0,0.16476397749528782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059604714900988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196010369956681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116249985803653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430687151740905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913193566814852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166955075001986,0.0,0.3438308456413969,0.0,0.06841681478700821,0.0,0.0,0.09699383246054907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859188814899724,0.08752027356426853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151200692040133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818482098507196,0.0,0.057039493857083526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960395490621322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487355041783936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192183102326895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747247702119105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25001931509528325,0.0,0.0874954922955406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552890136539241
socialanxiety,Butterdreams,2019/07/11,"Anyone else pushes thro the anxiety - but mentally checks out? I don’t avoid things, no matter how anxious they make me feel. But Im so nervous kinda go on autopilot, I make myself be there physically, but mentally, I think I’m checked out. Afterwards, I struggle to remember the moment, like there’s some kind of wall. For example, if I have to present, I just force myself to present, and all I can think about is how much I want it to be over.",3.4281006493506467,5.0309839204545455,4.733311688311686,83.51818181818183,73.43181818181819,8.664935064935065,28.48051948051948,9.23628265651192,2.448306493506493,347,14,70,8,7,115,64,88,0.18,0.754,0.066,-0.8796,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,3,2,0,6,0,0,4,1,22,14,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,2,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,12,2,11,12,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,5,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853845701002136,0.26365798579558963,0.0,0.16318782618565092,0.239129937820796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949627515215288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800618476052305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263775501261685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520952430573729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430339790211873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401984817691413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115718505434175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703932437498561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156441619997112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643790737745636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24398408880484398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505025092472166,0.2990866496815018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765618888625386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eelimuy,2019/07/11,"I wrote this recently. It’s about my journey and struggle with social anxiety and fear of rejection. Would be cool to see if this conveys any of your guys’ feelings! Also sorry if it’s hard to read, the font is tiny as it is but I also think the quality got messed up. 

https://imgur.com/gallery/yvWve9X",4.6080357142857125,7.071828017857142,4.581571428571428,82.16342857142858,72.39285714285714,8.051428571428572,27.271428571428572,8.841846274778883,2.29889,243,9,43,5,5,75,44,56,0.223,0.7490000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.8147,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,10,9,8,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,4,4,1,8,5,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,1,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205891324204236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788265361249734,0.0,0.2011689886577792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295910915675528,0.13296398569359755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103186837046127,0.0,0.0,0.2603786133361421,0.0,0.0,0.23556672548442398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26303810171247244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25964812781714064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095506040375337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680616782295054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943699589290347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274910141016315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849859645111095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868041686636946,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway2002m,2019/07/11,"How often can I ask a friend out without seeming annoying? It's the middle of summer vacation, and I'm really bored at home, but I only really have one friend. We haven't seen each other for over a month because she was busy, until 3 days ago. Now I really want to see her again, because it reminded me how fun it is to spend time with friends. She's my best friend, but I'm definitely not even in her top 10. I, however, have a history of being very tacky and annoying because of that. When will be the appropriate time to see her again?",4.410779220779221,4.766709272727276,6.20038961038961,78.59772727272731,69.9090909090909,10.285714285714286,28.441558441558442,10.290406445055957,2.751883116883116,420,14,87,11,7,146,76,110,0.013999999999999999,0.6859999999999999,0.3,0.9890000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,8,9,2,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,15,17,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,2,3,12,6,14,12,2,17,0,0,3,0,11,6,0,2,11,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301513423675182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192049427507095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363088889498781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299037847719694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859947158461825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146338117550062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.56831883106062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844654270592876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467862171079756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461454329943986,0.13986327602652382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35343071910744045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930869673411377,0.16741450310431233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214465664445112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517357171805575,0.10846823953570414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772718197012375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,texan13,2019/07/11,Blackout During Conversation? Does anyone else kind of just blackout when you're talking to someone and afterwards you can't even remember the persons name or the specific things that y'all said? Like I can remember generally what we were talking about but I can't remember exactly what was said because I was so anxious.,5.8898275862068985,8.513404879310349,6.430551724137935,69.61962068965519,69.17241379310343,10.157241379310344,39.18620689655173,10.355215969177356,5.056244137931034,265,16,40,8,5,86,45,58,0.069,0.899,0.032,-0.465,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,6,2,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,3,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211983851569019,0.0,0.13690798524690462,0.20062034506187612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935792600475745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134599042260018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356586231278822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932412201088486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038956777111291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565804053483903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096509838944046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6654100464100845,0.0,0.3725014732197906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590079266438182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147534135253431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008088876667195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,turnsoutimdead,2019/07/11,This girl i’ve been thinking abt sent me a a snap damn i’ve been agonizing over not having the courage to text her pretty sure she’s hitting me up to see why i never hit her up . I’m such a pussy bro,-0.8569565217391286,0.9235515652173945,1.8501739130434809,98.18395652173916,87.69565217391305,4.5495652173913035,17.895652173913042,5.6839178017228535,-0.6317599999999999,156,4,40,1,5,54,35,46,0.19,0.6940000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.5466,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,6,2,5,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686093461468127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862269807323273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380848607746576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504436948366118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062384676026202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312577997682818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ash_Friday,2019/07/11,"Dreading when people ask me about myself because I'm so boring My co worker asked me what I do on weekends and I just started laughing because I couldn't think of anything that I actually do on weekends so I was like ""hang out at my house and sometimes my bf comes over"" but other than that I couldn't for the life of me say what I do on weekends. I hate when people ask me about myself because I have no social life and no hobbies. I'm essentially boring I don't even know why my bf likes me I am so bad at conversations.",1.7539090909090902,3.58561111818182,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,78.72727272727272,5.490909090909091,24.63636363636364,6.2581,0.7040181818181819,413,15,86,3,10,140,61,110,0.207,0.727,0.067,-0.953,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,1,1,0,9,2,0,0,0,11,19,9,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,5,0,0,1,1,22,3,13,16,0,15,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,8,63,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.1893114219691936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964159680256793,0.0,0.5440782350021692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197796660193245,0.3547731903380619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710976754236873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281320615206893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153018902843694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238445220029607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661473970693283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740492253662569,0.1895526023169438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689838199870776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427284352379425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977537709758976,0.0,0.0,0.191866305384578,0.0,0.13731086698875727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430435067195494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750505780415993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SlaughterSlut1,2019/07/11,Banks Who else hates going to the bank. I would put it off forever but my landlord wouldn't be too happy with that. I'm finally going and I've got 13 checks to deposit. At least after this I can put it off for another 6 months,0.5797959183673456,2.539544530612247,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,83.28571428571429,6.3689795918367365,20.00408163265305,7.554174236665415,0.6023355102040817,178,5,40,3,5,61,40,49,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.7138,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,8,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999512487251557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896036630246315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133568043815994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32514073868978344,0.0,0.2287825147912357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045084704397618,0.0,0.2824178679539629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283245751493916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5751240420888616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032036656352889,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brassthat,2019/07/11,"Trying to get a job that doesn't suit me Hi,  

  

So, basically my mum signed me up for a job at this place that deals with market research and analysing data for clients. My job is supposed to be to go around houses, knocking on doors and asking people to fill out some survey questions. I've spent 2 days in training going through all the theory side of it like how I should use my body language to convey my friendliness and so on. We also looked over what I should be saying in case somebody says 'no' to filling out a survey whether they say they're too busy or they don't do surveys and etc.  

  

This sounds insane for a person with social anxiety and that's because (for me) it is. I got the hang of all the theory and understand everything about my job but when it actually comes to the roleplay that we did I just mess up a lot. My voice was shakey and I kept using incorrect vocabulary. I kept doing everything incorrect like when I'm supposed to say ""can you answer some questions"" I said ""will you answer some questions"" instead. I did the training with a supervisor and one other trainee who was waaay more socially capable than me. He already worked in door-to-door work as he worked for a charity that goes from door to door. He was the team leader of his group in the charity job. The supervisor seemed to always point out how well he was doing and was saying how I should learn from him.  

  

Even during lunch break, the two of them were talking about cricket whilst I was just sitting at the table just on my phone and I occasionally commented on something because I don't watch cricket lol. I didn't feel awkward, maybe because I've become so used to these situations (and probably comfortable with them) that I no longer care for awkwardness, but I definitely felt a slight hint of awkwardness between them and me.  

  

I observed small details such as whenever the supervisor would speak to us, he'd normally look at the other guy whilst just occasionally glancing over at me, even though I maintained eye contact. Whenever the other guy would give an answer to a scenario, the supervisor would agree and say ""that's a really good thought"" or ""good thing you brought that up"". That's probably just because he's more knowledgeable about this kind of thing.  

  

So, in the end we had individual, private reviews where we were given a score. I was given an overall score of 3/5 whilst the other guy was given a 4/5. I thought this wasn't that bad considering that I have social anxiety and struggle really badly in social situations. The supervisor said that I made a lot of progress between the two days of training and that with more practice, I'll become used to it. That lifted my spirits a bit because I was kind of exhausted after 6 hours of sitting in one room listening to theory about knocking on doors.  

  

But, a couple hours after I've gone home, my mum said that her friend (who works at this company) called her and said that the supervisor had given her my review. The friend said that the supervisor thought I was quiet during the training and a bit uneasy when doing the ""knocking on the door"" roleplay. Next week, I'm going out to do this all for real with the supervisor with me but he told my mum's friend that If I can't pull my weight he'll have to let me go. This kind of crushed me.  

  

So, now I just need to patiently wait for a week until my practical assessment in the field comes. I'll definitely give it my best shot as it would be pretty cool to get a job at this company as they pay really well (I'll only be working two days in a week but it's still good pay). It's just that I'm not quiet sure if this is the job for me as I'm clearly not a very outgoing person and I don't feel I have the right personality for this job.  

  

But I'll try. If I don't like it, I'll work untill college starts and then quit. I'm kind of just working here for the money because I currently have a summer holiday. I guess you could say that I'm working to live! I kind of hope that I don't get this job as it would mean that I could get a better job somewhere else, but my mum really wants me to work here because a) Good pay and b) My mum's friend recommended me so ""we have to be appreciative"". I don't even care about money. I want to just have a steady income of cash because right now my only sort of income is pocket money lol.  

  

If I do get rejected for the job, I don't even think I'll be sad. It's just that I don't know where else I would work. What would be a good first job to have? Retail? Restaurant? Fast food?  

  

Oh, P.S. I'm 16 years old which is VERY young, I know. I probably should've mentioned that towards the start haha. The other guy at the training was 22 and the supervisor was 51, so there was quite a bit of a gap in terms of age and experience.",5.201307885965535,5.505127057531382,6.0594475569108575,80.4793543011134,68.17364016736401,9.201021204169916,29.697113679880857,9.12529307193591,2.2901377420041134,3761,129,763,65,59,1242,347,956,0.057999999999999996,0.805,0.13699999999999998,0.9979,15,1,1,0,0,0,95.0,6,4,6,17,48,38,0,4,63,4,72,6,2,8,5,129,140,60,0,21,26,5,4,3,4,12,1,18,7,7,59,41,3,3,20,2,9,12,16,10,2,6,42,28,92,28,116,75,17,93,1,2,5,0,82,43,0,18,38,503,151,32,0.0,0.0,0.039680530950873816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044871849862047807,0.03251761986505233,0.03383428396139685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062213083482829765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03619806038971481,0.03801375359734605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790262996549153,0.19829884414180488,0.08981661269534025,0.0,0.0,0.04267256632215551,0.035962492493660576,0.13317807280818328,0.04516663925931716,0.0,0.0,0.04152074599363148,0.0,0.08291583247845899,0.0,0.0,0.07005392737726461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493106217058223,0.04499205219563146,0.0,0.07867144243512432,0.041921037117201104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793625384457228,0.0,0.036014721109509866,0.0,0.04534920367433397,0.10742824030550782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308929145852938,0.039775523622068466,0.0,0.0,0.041120152749973486,0.0,0.03904217659091732,0.0,0.0,0.034587324423703686,0.04916900435184659,0.0,0.12566234235055235,0.0,0.10622184531451416,0.07801395049397959,0.09243726941262724,0.170528004731745,0.03252134912695937,0.0,0.044794098454291185,0.1610482462203147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04078759382951451,0.04038683040608646,0.08008833277209769,0.04691882502983597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48421260087692897,0.0,0.0,0.21171759685870845,0.044693864054845406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041579948068760884,0.0,0.0595966251651747,0.0,0.03590554841011829,0.0,0.06829216769150352,0.0,0.0,0.06913925236423361,0.0,0.038475643441709714,0.0,0.0,0.04085073724969823,0.04429315606182088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030150573957450844,0.0,0.0,0.043244808371584766,0.0,0.03984041230120142,0.0,0.0,0.042668234852505316,0.0,0.05510764221107299,0.061851010080079975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028190113103736494,0.10651423370241253,0.04248344014660098,0.0,0.038439008732906864,0.0,0.0,0.041368168868362136,0.13152248306041256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665321763005842,0.08649870457669183,0.0,0.04628258989726821,0.10419722074853853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945074962468596,0.19339575419581828,0.22635400416172344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03701742306212217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141223878041517,0.0,0.16580034206574282,0.0,0.03130381861828721,0.0,0.0,0.05756195849952826,0.0,0.03247295856084725,0.0,0.0,0.04250905586253026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03832372857142652,0.0,0.0,0.032682809691077445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054028439398196286,0.026054754556592136,0.039950494998319784,0.09684395241609707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03885456212430826,0.0,0.055214053644834525,0.0,0.11916345115935613,0.04233087954070651,0.04891173012385582,0.1404766573590226,0.0,0.06710129806385377,0.0479673461646865,0.0,0.09785051271960807,0.04951571662795221,0.07312056690434092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29602632537048995,0.0,0.0,0.2021972768339993,0.0,0.0,0.02618518259534064
socialanxiety,ThePlottingPlodder,2019/07/11,"Is this social anxiety? What should I do? I'll try to keep this brief but I need to get this off my chest and could really use your advice.

My entire life, I have been known as shy. I was practically mute as a kid, with my brother often having to speak for me. My parents would introduce me to a friend and tell me to say hi and I just couldnt, I would stare at the ground. At school plays I would freeze and not say my lines, things like that.

Fast forward 30 years and this is truly starting to damage my career. I was placed in charge of running a team but was fired for someone with more of ""the right personality"". This job I felt really got me out of my comfort zone and had me leading meetings, doing reviews, etc. And I thought I was doing well until blindsided by this. Now in my new role I'm a very hard worker and always have been but everyone on my new team always remarks about how quiet and think I don't like them. Whenever we have meetings I usually don't say anything as I don't really feel I have much to contribute. Like I said I've always been a good hard worker but get passed up all the time and people don't notice because I'm not as talkative in meetings and such.

When I'm with friends I talk a lot but this is really getting to me and I seem unable to change enough to please the people that matter. I really need help but am too scared to tell a doctor or someone this. Please, I really need your help.",2.5819011299435,4.095665657627118,4.00375,88.25048375706216,75.47457627118644,7.0861581920903935,22.122175141242934,7.793537801064563,0.8554209039548026,1119,29,239,16,24,370,154,295,0.068,0.764,0.16699999999999998,0.9841,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,1,5,9,11,0,1,11,0,30,3,1,3,1,50,49,26,0,9,10,2,6,3,2,4,2,6,0,2,12,17,0,1,6,3,0,5,7,2,1,0,12,13,39,9,35,31,6,27,0,1,1,0,28,13,0,4,14,162,51,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949193240337828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541534129528098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788779922912684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837846426452693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206516256402685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770622070024118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129057829888853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421143547568197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520157552181787,0.11355005967393166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728809968755166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148046073853412,0.0,0.0977578683307265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157323230801812,0.0,0.1595815921367271,0.0,0.0,0.0853971560445511,0.08143034132555221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824115530133341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364882008137425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010351620859203,0.09049738873894816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191457888923898,0.14922423759561002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655903076213221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484535840418771,0.2264824425578261,0.0,0.1966661202470832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115916461354935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130529321357288,0.0,0.0,0.14117068286938,0.0889004775760977,0.10637446245898813,0.22352345148167774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913497815359867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694901040506747,0.09684888664119504,0.2429008852967587,0.101934057085718,0.10304169031180342,0.0,0.09268807954963232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037870415031046,0.1725341585745275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206481363496407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183462310351362,0.17798068796668384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764101704862725,0.06523860828817807,0.0,0.08082932506656064,0.0593688425977273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912534927001343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793502164040885,0.11213426649735522,0.08400760963815063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915434457791674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697825814683516,0.0,0.0,0.06556518759681162
socialanxiety,Essaya90,2019/07/11,"How to make friends? I have no friends left. I live in a city of 16,000 people in the prairies of Canada so it's a fairly quiet city.
I'm 29 and I work full time but my job isnt one where you can make friends.
I know most people are going to say ""join a group for something you're interested in, like a hiking group in the city or a dance group"" etc. But I don't think I have any hobbies and I dont think the city has that much group stuff anyway.
If I'm not working I'm just at home watching netflix and playing video games. I dont have any online friends I just game by myself. I have today, friday and monday off of work because I just got up to 39 available vacation days so my boss said I should start using the some days up. I'm most likely going to be at home for the next 5 days watching netflix and gaming. Which I dont hate doing but it would be nice to have people to text with, go out to the movies with, hang out with, etc.
How do you meet friends though when work isnt an option, you're done with school, and you're not interested in the things the city has to offer??",2.443627871749559,3.2886843347639503,3.5304014137843995,94.1630143903055,74.75107296137338,5.997374400403937,21.860388790709415,5.5289334501034215,-0.0694279727341578,842,19,199,3,17,272,121,233,0.006999999999999999,0.818,0.175,0.9903,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,4,11,12,1,0,14,0,22,0,0,6,0,37,39,17,0,3,10,0,0,2,5,2,0,3,2,0,6,12,0,0,3,8,0,5,9,1,0,1,3,5,18,11,30,32,7,29,0,0,2,0,18,15,0,6,11,123,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278594647455152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847955759913435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734410392389464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495969494061332,0.3949741806249373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505707720914938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339562163500599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915310200352565,0.0,0.0898461152561674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090947373205837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253662258550299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147708176004738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173744584578614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205441694238997,0.0,0.0,0.10976431169497262,0.0,0.09919557851667153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997156313242468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258057854243192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947161300154666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612241967980464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336408745942616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068581574134436,0.0893348457137052,0.0,0.11369098340055148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648246678073014,0.0,0.0,0.0795126662416369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859892301910394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463167309466187,0.14396195383679009,0.1103704758418051,0.0,0.06550457468102103,0.0,0.10648228647035593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702305014013976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32713052886294514,0.0,0.0,0.0798009409932549,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sean9334,2019/07/11,"Meditation has changed the game for me I’ve tried many things in the hope of curing my crippling social anxiety to no avail. I even tried a very long program called overcoming social anxiety by dr Richards which had like 30 tapes or whatever, which for a lazy person like me was tough to get through which is why stopped like halfway through because it required daily persistence of listening to largely boring materiel that was somewhat helpful. 

However recently I gave meditation  a go, and decided not to put too much pressure on myself with targets or intense sessions all the time. I went into it thinking I’m gonna try this out for 7 days, no more then 10 minutes a piece and see where it goes. I’m not about 3 weeks in, I’ve missed a few days here and there but boy oh boy! I feel like a new man. Let me start by saying  I went into it with an open mind, wanting to enjoy it, and to find something that works for me in terms of guided meditation or just music. 

I choose guided at first til I soaked up some of the simple lessons, and the positive words you should tell yourself. And I spend 10 minutes everyday in bliss, I actually enjoy it, i allow the music to take me to a place of pure relaxation it’s like a holiday away from my day. And in that holiday I tell myself it’s ok! I look on life positively in that 10 minutes. I calm my incessant thoughts in that 10 mins, that 10 minutes has become a beach for my mind to relax in and not feel anxious. 

And the amazing thing is, during the rest of the day, when I get into social situations that were once filled with anxiety. For some reason, my mind is way more relaxed then it was. I don’t stutter anymore, I don’t heat up and sweat, and my mind doesn’t focus on every possible negative outcome that may happen in that social interaction. It’s an amazing feeling, and I have no doubt it’s going to improve.

Just try 10 minutes a day for a few days pal see how it goes. Might no work for everyone",4.6883100531182365,5.450399744245527,5.6964833759590805,81.00676716506001,69.46035805626599,8.675231162699195,31.406747983474325,8.841846274778883,2.506694196340743,1544,64,304,26,26,511,206,391,0.079,0.718,0.203,0.996,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,6,10,21,0,2,22,1,18,3,1,3,2,59,43,21,0,3,9,0,3,5,1,4,2,2,0,4,27,20,0,2,10,7,1,6,11,6,0,1,9,8,31,15,54,29,12,51,0,1,3,0,19,23,0,10,26,199,58,5,0.0,0.0,0.08870305660569154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086095069881066,0.102688543692313,0.09014610723649187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540139437126837,0.0,0.0,0.0554104027064637,0.1003893835229893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281672885736747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615772869095353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35172903408040523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003708274888549,0.0,0.07658524434023352,0.0868566609597238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788184594346733,0.06493734496664129,0.0,0.0,0.08307886374632208,0.07731754900138614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949806076875276,0.0,0.10331853108688392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803805482003539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060926821580208165,0.0,0.0,0.09028193972683377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929490709630686,0.06420374348665761,0.22204015793368384,0.0,0.0,0.08044161641014434,0.07633118649501609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092156014926113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964281099927588,0.3671231160216169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682027853560127,0.0,0.0,0.08778957849636593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680309871448384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793683776821951,0.09496876442489917,0.0,0.0,0.10247351478071012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137730857846436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345798887380984,0.08975052648640272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228551045398082,0.0,0.0,0.14486741881041054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217283887948578,0.0,0.3706350891753059,0.0,0.0699775010145393,0.0,0.0,0.06433786974069815,0.0,0.0,0.07599455894388123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834376848668658,0.0,0.158897216840989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077680422645258,0.05824358477314924,0.0,0.07216263145705032,0.05300318795045608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468543241999937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750001335395731,0.05361382673203986,0.07215037434712264,0.07291266321855333,0.0,0.0,0.16852618288615492,0.08202104855252622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234923659979494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bakchod_Lomdii,2019/07/11,"Maybe I need some advice : I am ugly, and I hate myself (male) I don't know if this is the right subreddit for this, I am just writing this all in an emotional frenzy. I will remove it if anyone wants. The thing is I know I am ugly and I also know i am not a smart guy, more or less i am an idiot. But whenever I look at a pretty girl i feel so negative and I just don't know how to respond so i just keep quiet like a statue and wonder when I can be alone so that I can curse myself. I am not even funny or anything. Maybe I am so negative so maybe that is why I am such a loser but I can't even get positive bcoz there is nothing for me to be positive. Its like this, "" I Fear that I will try to be funny, smart or just generally good and I will fail badly bcoz of my shortcomings."". I know this sound stupid, I just wanted an outlet, bcoz most of you here don't know me so I am safe. I am a loser :) ain't I??",-0.8766099417823554,0.891498842364534,2.366271831616661,94.53237236901032,87.66995073891627,5.464308105687415,15.631213613972236,6.782984794422108,-0.3660423645320193,687,13,169,9,22,247,98,203,0.284,0.623,0.09300000000000001,-0.9908,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,19,14,3,1,10,0,27,0,0,1,1,38,42,21,0,5,14,0,1,2,0,3,0,2,0,3,11,5,0,2,8,0,0,1,9,8,0,0,0,4,35,6,9,36,5,5,0,3,1,0,6,3,0,8,3,132,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092746732521753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996437798247615,0.0,0.12351419421914495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799554265824736,0.0,0.1270997920105684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895990943301094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373628449379086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402650305866898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380001285329158,0.07809493059699006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806941325160962,0.0,0.0,0.12954594575894327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529305069440744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248812137205842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372829067842221,0.0,0.0,0.5092924969462878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091365165521828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296997150913894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465499558294289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452326040632507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148199642481637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713192002679946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319000808393709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261020309727673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486190831026564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219808629749826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936776194949185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749522993903654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DudeWhereIsMyPie,2019/07/11,"Why does eye contact make you uncomfortable? For me, it’s mostly about how insecure I am about my face. 
I sorta just feel uncomfortable if someone looks at it for to long, because I feel like they’re thinking about how gross my face is (I have garbage skin). I’m especially insecure about my droopy eyes, they make me look like I’m always bored/uninterested.

Also, I feel like I’m staring too intensely, especially if the other person is talking for awhile (like a teacher or doctor).

Anyway, I wanna know why some of you are uncomfortable with it?",4.183969795037754,6.446280126213591,5.370420711974113,76.94316073354909,72.98058252427184,8.072923408845739,27.94929881337649,8.841846274778883,2.393656742179072,435,17,78,9,9,144,66,103,0.174,0.7559999999999999,0.07,-0.8796,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,1,0,10,7,0,2,2,0,5,6,5,4,0,18,17,6,0,3,4,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,14,4,12,17,2,2,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,6,5,48,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661710152349506,0.17289941081005594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666794336312628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268369663909772,0.1818399911664316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31519730952493297,0.29689298516600743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419693070384215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060662803477892,0.0,0.0,0.1838891907257315,0.34898553107476543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27740525977313885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143577158840526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606130495491407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701516561283786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314458543810773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37499953168265576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gaythrow400,2019/07/11,"Help with going to gym? I'm 19 and I've been feeling very fatigued and lazy lately so I want to start hopefully going to the gym to sort of fight against that. It's a small local suburban gym, and its independent so it's not a chain or anything.


I'm just concerned with the fact that I'm a scrawny/pretty short 19YO who looks like he's 16. I've had work out classes in HS so I know how to use some of the machines but others I'd be completely lost for and I never had a work out plan before. I know people are just there to do there thing and either no one will talk to you or judge you, or if they do talk or judge it's 95% of the time done helpfully in the form of advice, but I just can't get the courage to get out there. Like I can easily rationalize it but it's not helping much.


Any advice/experiences?",1.4033712121212112,2.858379715909092,3.3337272727272733,92.0597575757576,78.54545454545455,6.511515151515153,21.392424242424237,7.3011,0.4507906060606062,634,17,149,8,15,214,102,176,0.10099999999999999,0.7879999999999999,0.11,0.1326,0,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,2,1,4,10,7,1,0,10,0,11,1,0,3,2,36,27,17,0,3,14,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,3,0,1,5,2,9,4,21,20,4,14,0,2,1,0,11,8,0,8,6,94,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902266963901114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458349997819684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507594639964732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589123049267362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920835920585668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874790382571338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792065050369696,0.0,0.0,0.09263233000936004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914307486006819,0.0,0.20823559915886075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36838889586798224,0.0,0.0,0.18196071522186008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136582612887216,0.0,0.2066595996927496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900628217707362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384336369368148,0.0,0.1999863959739373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467439568146647,0.0,0.14129651507114613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414227472287642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270090544606835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638208344201865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296711704388507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29450131971496124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171112930089135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682643746562204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822752607723672,0.0,0.15116066382587404,0.10805716278870862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26674617120137123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,khodor2012,2019/07/11,"No; I'm not trying to be rude. Listen Brendon, just because I didn't say hello doesn't mean I didn't WANT to say it. 

It's just that it took me 40 seconds to figure out which tone to say it in since we never met. Since then we made eye contact several times and it's getting more and more awkward for me to greet you. 

So there's that.",2.51864864864865,2.8589914054054044,4.054972972972973,92.35083783783787,74.13513513513513,6.460540540540541,24.259459459459467,5.6839178017228535,0.3482086486486482,260,7,62,1,5,87,50,74,0.10300000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.541,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,13,12,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,5,5,7,0,8,6,2,6,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,3,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552897097783506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330933388131376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24104513687737794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774911323270712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964744440581754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6077484763489641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877884543091505,0.0,0.4214540962794657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854340109666006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28303019751393893,0.17295460098720866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025473894189986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lp1251,2019/07/11,"Almost made a friend in a new city Hello everyone. I am 22M and I moved to Melbourne about 4 months ago but haven't made any friends yet. 
I reach out to almost every person who posts on r4r Melbourne subreddit and other similar subreddits. I try to contact them to the earliest. But somehow everyone ends up ghosting me. I don't know why is that. But it makes a hole in a person's confidence and self-esteem. I was contacted by a girl around my age who studies in the same University as me. We met one day and she showed me around the uni for an hour. We parted and then exchanged messages for a couple of weeks but now she is gone. Completely ghosting me. And this makes me feel shitty because I have worked very hard to overcome my anxiety. I don't think I did or said anything wrong. Our conversations were very SFW and purely platonic. I didn't even flirt because all I was looking for was a friend. I thought I had finally made one. I am an outgoing person and strike a conversation easily but still can't seem to form long lasting friendships. I just hope that I end up make even 1 friend who won't ghost me or leave me hanging. 
The worst thing is that this is the exact situation I was afraid of before moving here. I always wondered what if I don't make any friends there. And somehow it's coming true. I contact a lot of people who post on friendship related subreddits but get no responses. 
I don't even know why I am posting this. Still atleast I can get this off my chest here.",2.9352994321115133,4.880655895973156,4.1249664429530215,85.90288074341767,75.61073825503355,7.403407330924113,26.89778007227672,8.263242389622931,1.8173759421786275,1179,46,236,21,26,385,168,298,0.10400000000000001,0.767,0.128,0.8002,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,0,1,1,16,11,0,1,16,0,24,1,1,7,4,50,46,20,3,2,10,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,4,16,15,0,0,7,1,1,5,9,3,0,2,15,4,39,8,26,30,6,36,0,0,1,0,28,11,0,11,17,162,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364494262030624,0.0,0.18897694000080265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851554458388921,0.0,0.0,0.12833683246428834,0.0,0.07218556975330884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765070044069781,0.1680018071386802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504264251545572,0.0,0.08029388616426468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128326676784023,0.0989352513674491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440816433760668,0.0,0.0608547546333125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715089606603373,0.0,0.0,0.18697277887348332,0.0,0.07950284112954614,0.18033111670040325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771153410872401,0.0,0.0,0.10336738064174923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645136710517446,0.0,0.09859899551697678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452852702332696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937213267752021,0.09292614363571984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037161915360251,0.07691645014141442,0.0,0.09991420793791894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350612581776215,0.07923910467900608,0.0,0.0,0.08022197333471566,0.0,0.26785872886993384,0.2519456247939565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753176983531899,0.20058068301790205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113401637813616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278823143966391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218329058611604,0.0,0.06541773086572876,0.24717600273800197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711139970446827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975850045014372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590230944833475,0.09843864284823928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606522244811976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071292943949907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268896287574786,0.060462436425267364,0.0,0.0749117440786945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406462592136497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571468767538946,0.0,0.0,0.07569034910229383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029145623354944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233000164280727,0.06869561115627648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031684588616329,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,plsdonttalktomycat,2019/07/11,"will therapy help? i have no idea if what i'm gonna say is understandable, but i'd like to hear your opinions on it and/or maybe experience? 

So i'm going to therapy because i'm having trouble finding a job, because i'm too scared to apply anywhere at all. My problem is that i don't belive that therapy will do anything for me. I just think it's stupid and just not for me. I know that part of it is wanting to get better, which i of course want, i just think it wont help. But i've tried to get better myself for month now and nothing is happening, so i thought why not.   
I'm also going to show my partner that i'm actively trying to get better.",1.6241304347826069,3.2284503260869606,3.9442753623188413,87.26684782608696,78.34782608695652,6.6289855072463775,25.268115942028984,7.492282038375204,1.2322202898550725,507,19,109,7,12,176,81,138,0.11699999999999999,0.7140000000000001,0.17,0.7789,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,8,8,1,1,1,0,11,0,0,0,1,22,32,8,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,0,1,10,2,0,0,7,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,2,13,4,14,27,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,67,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603373309754195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940217426946904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768991338402823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849785691126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193235885441524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261570318315727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742102219355445,0.0,0.16492353210048058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830848234018494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353446212224088,0.0,0.19451044278230786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163796448881602,0.0,0.0,0.14398602953769665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974132046502122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088689072394387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576908034906913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581475625208235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922414237148434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712552495658566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883789175584316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538667437820505,0.14526705209776436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977919701872448,0.0,0.0,0.18594414035762405,0.0,0.11519052720129933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970221925972989,0.0,0.0,0.15105072261729122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711635188974087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092715209522454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wotonoria,2019/07/11,"I have a doctor appointment tomorrow and im already stressed Like in the title, tomorrow 8am i need to go A doctor to get some tests done. Usually i go with my boyfriend, who basically speaks instead of me but hes not able to go with me tomorrow. I cant change the appointment to a different day. 
Also, i live in germany, i can understand everything in German, but when I have to say something, i just cant find any words, my face goes red and i start shaking, but my bf speaks perfect German so hes also translating for me which makes it easy. 
I just dont know how to stop worrying about A simple doctor appointment, its tomorrow but i already have A belly ache when i think about it lol",3.8380714285714315,4.89124095,5.547142857142859,80.22785714285716,71.64285714285714,9.6,30.42857142857143,9.888512548439397,2.9856571428571432,543,23,109,14,10,186,83,140,0.092,0.8,0.107,0.6124,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,11,4,0,2,7,1,10,4,1,2,1,22,20,12,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,4,20,2,15,19,1,17,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,1,11,72,25,4,0.15982287560496464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35273703495528497,0.25562059175775137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868503597130716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907141063301068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307253294859188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698088844212028,0.0,0.4907564563703535,0.0,0.16355429106108474,0.18731121991035155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436384951552325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607521286741695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350085605766626,0.0,0.27249306997774525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263613139651182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783447270320141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808138405531248,0.0,0.14112652725000194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668301051128194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185066371527778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709756550158158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303945787993813,0.0,0.0,0.11312345395702028,0.0,0.0,0.1336190804003907,0.18307656402035652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240804532278967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638124996120582,0.0,0.0,0.17602231787307845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623078881638412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ActuallyEffect101,2019/07/11,"Social Anxiety I usually wouldn't make a post like this but I've expired most of my options and i feel like i need to tell my story so that i can get help.

​

I have had social anxiety for a while now and have been fighting it for a long time. It first started in my early teenager years and is persisting now at the age of 17. At first i felt defeated, like i couldn't do anything due to my social skills being trash and as a result fell into quite a bad state. After months of me isolating myself from people and becoming less and less socially involved i finally decided enough was enough and that i was going to face this fear head on and stop avoiding situations so much. 

​

I realised the main problem was my self esteem and childhood trauma. I had been bullied to an excessive degree in the later years of primary school and realised that people who i thought were my friends were actually just using me or manipulating me into doing things for them when they didn't really give a damn about me. During the earlier years of primary school i was extremely confident. I didn't fear anybody as i truly believed in myself and thought of myself as equal to everyone else. So ultimately the bullying that followed resulted in me becoming a very shy person. It didn't help that i took a lot of things personally instead of just brushing it off which further fuelled the bullying. 

​

The bullying led to home issues. I started taking out my anger on my parents and started refusing to go to school. I also struggled to sleep at night as i was often fearful of the next school day and would keep my parents up all night. This led to an extremely toxic family life. My parents are great in all honesty as i don't know how they even put up with me and i hate myself for this but i was so angry and sad and i didn't know how to deal with the anger i felt. Normally i was an extremely peaceful person but the bullying overwhelmed me and i became an extremely impatient person. Taking this anger out on my parents resulted in massive fights usually over nothing where i would go completely insane and it would sometimes become very physical. I was so bad i started to break things around the house and i hate myself for it and i just appreciate the fact my parents understood the situation i was in and stuck with me through the whole thing regardless of how much of an ass i was being. Eventually we looked for professional help and i was able to stop the outbursts of anger. My patience returned to me and the bullying stopped. Everything seemed good. 

​

Once i moved to comprehensive school i got bullied a bit more but it did not manifest itself as anger this time. I would never do that to my parents again so instead i became more and more anxious. Due to the bullying my self esteem quickly dropped and i started thinking of myself in negative ways. I started fearing people (especially teachers) and became extremely careful of who i trust. I started developing bad anxiety symptoms such as violent head tremors and shaking, increased heart rate and a sense of being unable to breath. The worst for me though were the tremors and they seemed to occur when i made eye contact for prolonged periods of time or when i was way too far out of my comfort zone. I ended up in a viscous cycle of worrying about my head tremors which would only make them happen more often when engaging with people. This crippled me socially and is something that still affects me now.

​

That leads me to today. I still get head tremors and i am still incredibly anxious. I have tried to improve my self esteem by going to the gym and doing productive activities however i still think incredibly negatively about myself. No matter how hard i try the subconscious part of my brain constantly judges me and over analyses everything i do and i can't stop it. I have been fighting it for a long time and i'm at the point where i feel like i'm going insane. I have made improvements but its still there eating away and its tipping me over the edge. Every day i worry about mundane tasks that i shouldn't have to worry about. My friends say they admire my ability to never give up in almost all situations and that it inspires them to fight their own battles yet i feel like i'm starting to lose grip of the victory that feels so close. For over a year now i have been attending parties with my friends and have been trying to put myself in more social situations so i can overcome it yet it always comes back. I might feel confident in myself for attending a party and doing socially well, yet three days later i'm back to worrying constantly and feeling like i'm worthless. 

​

The head tremors is what makes me worry so much. I worry people will notice and despite improvements i have made this is still a problem for me. I struggle to make eye contact with people i don't know well and often struggle to strike up a conversation. Its like i have this barrier around me that is activated when someone i don't know well appears that makes me incredibly self conscious of my body to the point where i can feel every nerve in my body tensing up when i really just want to relax. The weird thing is when i accidentally embarrass myself i actually get a confidence boost. I like that i was able to make people laugh and i think the fact that nothing bad happens actually boosts my self esteem in the moment. Its weird how it works and as a result i don't know how to stop it. I want to interact with people normally yet i'm always so tense, quiet and downright fearful that i can't and as a result have to fear every damn situation i'm put in. I just don't know what to do. I went for professional help but they turned me away saying that its not severe enough after only two appointments. Fear is powerful and i'm really struggling not to be the coward here yet no matter what i try i'm still stuck in this situation. 

​

Ultimately i feel like ive improved a lot and am in the home stretch of finally killing off my social anxiety yet i don't know what to do to get there. I'm still overly critical of myself and i still struggle in some situations. Does anybody have any advice on how not to care or how to just be myself? 

​

Thank you if you took the time to read all of this.",5.275124707865602,6.630052164744647,6.0698793149687775,76.68720738669019,68.53871499176276,9.10614918968622,31.826328493161178,9.441439659487928,3.0262303283399112,5064,215,902,105,86,1662,411,1214,0.251,0.637,0.113,-0.9997,9,1,1,0,6,0,93.0,1,2,9,10,80,73,16,16,57,0,85,18,15,28,8,188,173,96,1,17,20,6,12,9,3,9,2,3,2,9,61,66,1,9,28,3,0,23,25,46,3,4,42,19,154,27,154,116,29,172,0,5,3,1,60,57,3,17,95,684,215,10,0.05756321865243666,0.0,0.08426009671599041,0.0,0.0,0.02812505552775215,0.0,0.0,0.028820624245354205,0.0,0.0,0.02301664257966776,0.047897209212129616,0.2494788934410256,0.2797824450838664,0.019572481305266776,0.0,0.08807140942331203,0.0650300523584837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023684812123430585,0.0512434687117254,0.0,0.0,0.05408253878924989,0.04426256197828698,0.09612576631507043,0.0,0.09536107873381874,0.0,0.03242701770684705,0.0,0.0,0.031422063012769966,0.06393975922412239,0.0,0.032129794657757685,0.0,0.0,0.05868953780357585,0.0,0.0,0.02479280793668117,0.03017696978550723,0.062205389655211225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055685270916837115,0.02967257541910657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02518698027721624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02945077167736672,0.024043341416611755,0.0,0.02549196302878516,0.08921728872936252,0.0,0.01900998151414481,0.0,0.07274924159391119,0.027502061119972453,0.05173410922704465,0.0,0.0271327397751254,0.2267111857898575,0.11642277172747913,0.10280793726743924,0.0552697170244732,0.06305769236584532,0.0,0.048963244379578746,0.0,0.0,0.06670979990870225,0.0,0.06014881182332792,0.05521988454873444,0.08178625926268543,0.024140648368626533,0.023019282228226183,0.03173182589016251,0.0,0.0,0.05090296414890076,0.0,0.02578266867208484,0.05683176106931431,0.14769117331595827,0.0,0.0,0.034106345629614634,0.07716682416431081,0.0,0.05774060172636111,0.0,0.0,0.033210112869617496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0300405224397122,0.0,0.02558241680420979,0.031842586369269274,0.0,0.11072333847105308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020329301840418174,0.12655116451393308,0.0,0.0,0.050941637098553365,0.02416930300048486,0.03219925878549367,0.0,0.048938190018122746,0.0,0.08170156396400309,0.11527168630865928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030532739175110832,0.0,0.0,0.02297320597161749,0.03059029581128207,0.06347338352755164,0.02134119862494333,0.04439630288462505,0.0,0.03060956803867196,0.054019181265939284,0.056399732450828674,0.05523346078560521,0.03276805298112175,0.0,0.030651474602310432,0.0,0.04377942168315392,0.0,0.0,0.19175142649764854,0.031167678152940588,0.0,0.15962835171375905,0.10052396442091956,0.0,0.0,0.05441584770310316,0.0,0.027564825762860044,0.0,0.0,0.055080226167894215,0.0,0.08680040072006129,0.0,0.030612784316752493,0.02878939803845621,0.0,0.05531470778880742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045776581890838317,0.0,0.1456426260745996,0.0,0.05240339233788168,0.1501274778150011,0.03251502617924185,0.0,0.0,0.22646214349379656,0.02880239506026233,0.23471380923640145,0.02438656418225229,0.022157489001531083,0.028465747567474782,0.0,0.16297416975382042,0.0,0.20686527347974534,0.1203135707593644,0.0,0.15044393612561452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029915112371326817,0.04328037659568069,0.0,0.02515639515189747,0.026498238936416632,0.0,0.0,0.0956061116962321,0.055326279317376416,0.02827778503079721,0.04569876573611622,0.08391393926844468,0.0,0.027281600296009432,0.0,0.06395485394835111,0.07816329383218915,0.03130612609975303,0.02811545018031187,0.0,0.0,0.02485806946078181,0.06339775287538361,0.04749568389620477,0.03395227777277572,0.04569100361902214,0.0,0.0,0.07763436994978183,0.026680840196009227,0.0,0.032133638962197744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0209533543767996,0.1753747281800291,0.0,0.10222814740316014,0.0,0.2797824450838664,0.07413765105582366
socialanxiety,darts24,2019/07/11,"Do I have social anxiety? I have never thought that I might have social anxiety before because I’m generally okay with social situations. However, I’m currently doing an internship and it’s been about 2 months already. I’m perfectly okay with people my age but I’m still having difficulty talking to seniors in the workplace. I don’t get anxious or nervous per se, I just clamp up and I’m suddenly mute unless someone asks me a question. I can’t tell if I have social anxiety or if I’m just terribly, terribly shy, which is why I’m asking in r/socialanxiety.

It sucks because my fellow intern is so good at socialising, he’s friends with everyone in the workplace, including our supervisor. His work gets okay-ed so easily and I have to do so many drafts to get cleared. Not sure if it’s because I’m incompetent but it just feels like because he’s got such good relations with others, things go smoothly for him. I’m envious. I’ve always been introverted too so it’s hard to function in a workplace where it’s beneficial to be extroverted. I think I need help because it’s affecting my self-esteem and confidence as well.

Also, I have zero idea what to talk to other people about outside of work. If anyone has tips on how to engage in small talk, please help! (PS: forgive the formatting, I’m on mobile)",3.4509517288599767,5.687609401574804,5.534279356384804,75.05421602191029,75.06299212598425,8.826840123245463,30.33481684354673,9.43228470229965,3.2378081478945564,1044,49,184,28,23,362,147,254,0.141,0.66,0.19899999999999998,0.9591,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,3,16,16,2,1,6,2,19,0,0,2,4,36,41,20,0,5,13,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,4,3,18,11,27,35,0,19,0,0,0,0,21,11,1,8,8,112,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571266805329148,0.09110114168562346,0.09478989882379177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614436245606043,0.12869626821609298,0.0,0.07965495217228881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129981448117053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472204294784733,0.0,0.09693684716849596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088546758314154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760096952599925,0.08138389799458634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801368998203096,0.0,0.1785542377381566,0.0,0.06474290563654041,0.1911000372709273,0.09111158956030757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204922562441733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527152745516533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860090853597564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565516598579659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549618670407855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085026684557006,0.0,0.0,0.09092921719356804,0.0,0.0,0.08446964204021018,0.08786150858907031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795445660875804,0.0,0.0,0.1250490703893893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761557367745607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884256863258925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804995186447735,0.0,0.4645051057469751,0.0965233669986018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097601888084447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073674961757932,0.0,0.0,0.2746918091214044,0.09957040046566268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568285337448817,0.0729948223853629,0.0,0.0904391185155236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024270403758032,0.0,0.1027943574261759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586906619961542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Professor_Felch,2019/07/11,"How to brush off toxic redditors I like reddit because of the disconnect, making stupid jokes is a good way to get social interaction without feeling totally overwhelmed.

But sometimes you get people commenting hateful things, they seem bent on proving you wrong or calling you stupid, and while I want to be able to stick up for myself it's very difficult to not get sucked in or stressed out over it.

Any thoughts?",12.233600000000004,9.435835293333335,10.208000000000002,66.40400000000002,56.06666666666667,13.2,46.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,5.2219333333333315,337,16,55,6,3,102,63,75,0.233,0.643,0.124,-0.8704,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,0,1,11,4,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,15,12,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,2,7,3,14,10,1,9,0,1,0,0,8,7,1,3,2,36,10,0,0.2394196213767015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628135525848042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594797897865386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444742021440367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121057754322774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752606114666083,0.0,0.0,0.2008138192237794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363773089121802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696833345245487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598144563927766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598341972090774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795863132923127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440581531696709,0.0,0.0,0.2367921274854245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742543673725492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905975794591246,0.0,0.0,0.19007243594187687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975462616869408,0.14121589583647198,0.1900401513827565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307919712980275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617677712535994,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ars_Are_Beast,2019/07/11,"My girlfriend has bad social anxiety and I dont know how to help or what to do. As the title suggests, my girlfriend who I've been with for almost a year now has extremely bad social anxiety. To the point where she wont order her own food at a fast food place, or talk to people on a video game if she needs something. I get really frustrated with her because I'm the exact opposite. I love talking to people an can strike up a conversation with just about anyone about pretty much anything. I know I'm taking the wrong approach to this but I dont know how to help at all. And when i do try to help or make her ro something that shes slightly uncomfortable with she freak out on me and i dont know what to do. I really dont want this to end our relationship at all or have any negative effects which so far it hasn't and I dont think it will, but it would be nice to go to a restraint without having to order her food for her too. Or go to parties with her or anything down those lines. Basically, I just need ways to help her cope with it and ways for me to not get so frustrated. Any help or tips would be great..",4.461495157384988,4.244313394067799,5.684285714285719,84.3334745762712,69.72033898305085,8.946246973365616,27.87409200968523,8.634040054169528,1.7363956416464896,875,26,195,13,14,294,120,236,0.127,0.7609999999999999,0.113,-0.1273,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,12,9,2,0,10,0,22,4,0,4,3,44,39,21,0,6,14,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,12,12,3,0,6,2,0,3,10,6,0,0,1,0,26,3,37,32,4,24,0,0,0,1,29,12,0,9,5,137,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958206566153147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301462448762851,0.0,0.14640661854051135,0.0,0.0,0.0669093320815381,0.0,0.1574909849389067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979588033116776,0.05833231051653745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5607453610486924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475377268156394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471296033483525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998913615605223,0.0,0.1087667359033578,0.0,0.0,0.10549960217771284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206981091645989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103569583586116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636481183699753,0.0,0.06387444732412878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703438532469921,0.1419072430764269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326801021502718,0.0,0.09997666837311928,0.0,0.0904588709252336,0.0,0.0,0.09735209027055076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260413643798107,0.0,0.0,0.10273626115561432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508973093581655,0.0,0.14733512549892572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194768004764382,0.1538255101145827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131489226999054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649678687947178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056440997288553674,0.1519100325834602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224265405175196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135952200415187,0.10462302405859422,0.0,0.061621829766848574
socialanxiety,DANGERFLASH,2019/07/11,"Model wants to date me in a few hours so a model i matched on tinder wants to date me in a few hours, but i am about to say no because i am afraid she does not like how i look or what to say -.- help pls",-0.6131249999999966,0.2306206041666705,1.8733333333333315,103.005,82.54166666666667,4.800000000000002,16.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.3256833333333335,151,2,44,0,4,52,31,48,0.113,0.784,0.10300000000000001,-0.1192,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,5,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,8,5,2,7,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,5,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965567612597686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722629384811707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853697097662888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6127804513407054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199736592103555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612621832203648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948297319507439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670129095589433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Flaggstaff,2019/07/11,"How does Marijuana affect you? I'm curious to hear from some of my fellow socially challenged bros and sisters.

 When I smoked weed in the past I got paranoid af and had heart palpitations, cottonmouth, and crazy anxiety around people.

When I was alone with a movie or something it was really fun. I allowed my mind to wander and had some interesting experiences.

I'm curious how it was for you guys, because weed has the reputation to make you chill out and be mellow but it never did that for me.",4.337234042553192,6.514117351063831,5.688244680851064,75.20875000000002,72.29787234042553,9.380851063829788,28.77127659574468,9.827888789773867,3.091727659574468,397,16,71,11,8,133,67,94,0.078,0.841,0.08,0.2952,1,1,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,5,1,19,13,11,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,10,3,11,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,4,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27356488896107384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206306014061776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351367411492901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101464927670378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114689971878985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25837536324618177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125341991153526,0.0,0.0,0.2615358349063162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297700090346864,0.3130020338386609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17631260689943226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266701724226486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371770767693734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25214737905068824,0.18311841177340835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692120700656799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692530462616555,0.0,0.20334453880086803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ondint222,2019/07/11,"Communism is great Living in a capitalist country where people have become insensitive because of the primitive idea of ""if you don't have certain characteristics you better die"", where everyone relentlessly competes and sees each other as enemies, your family see you as a disappointment if you don't have a high salary job, the rich make fun of the poor, if you have anxiety you're mocked & labeled as loser and your life turns into hell is awful.

​

Don't you think remarks that imposed on us since childhood like ""if you don't work hard everyone will despise you in the future"" hurt us?

​

Personally, living in a country where I know that everyone has or will have the same status as me would make me feel more peaceful and more confident in myself like how you're secure in this sub knowing everyone here is like you.

​

I have no intention of promoting any ideology btw i just wanted to think what you guys think about that?",10.392985714285713,8.919573920000003,9.798392857142858,63.774732142857154,58.371428571428574,13.092857142857143,40.73214285714286,11.93303328291395,4.956042857142858,776,33,127,19,8,250,105,175,0.182,0.652,0.166,-0.3382,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,12,0,5,7,15,3,0,9,1,17,1,0,4,1,26,29,13,1,6,6,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,7,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,0,4,20,9,17,26,4,13,1,3,2,0,16,11,1,5,5,88,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.436900371598506,0.3674771416668225,0.06855268786413224,0.0,0.07711760897589744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061451433793346236,0.11133417650469793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915621212345727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462246951766127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853042814904477,0.0,0.0,0.09503252100194276,0.0,0.05097139835026536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114083705993613,0.0,0.09981546471410624,0.0,0.0,0.0903038919907494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065088620407173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079167199661128,0.1137996146789604,0.0,0.0,0.10003608010078023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080254309384101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712034545761402,0.14774863994772133,0.0,0.17803007903447596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457983529428266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988736123070527,0.08802138891247882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066135889682745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338916510121137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378049709554715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096498219760226,0.0,0.0,0.2425184843356727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059458988978752875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733892008834244,0.0,0.0,0.07161089256446544,0.0,0.3674771416668225,0.0
socialanxiety,Al-Anka,2019/07/11,"A sociogram was made in class and it was the opposite of what I expected. This week there were presentations in class and one of the topics was ""sociograms"". (A sociogram is a tool for charting the relationships within a group. It’s a visual representation of the social links and preferences that each person has.) And their activity, obviously, was to make a sociogram of our group. So through our cell phone, we had to answer 4 simple questions:

  
*Who would you rather team up with?* 

*Who wouldn't you like to team up with?*

*Who would you prefer to spend time with?*

*Who wouldn't you like to spend time with?* 

​

And in the possible answers were all our names. And once finalized, they would show the sociogram where besides showing the relations between all, the 10 most voted of each question would be highlighted. Of course, before that, the exhibiting team asked if we wanted to see the results, to which we all answered yes, that there would not be any problem. I'm not going to lie to you, before showing the results, I felt some anxiety, I really believed that I would be among the most voted on the negative side. But showing the results came as a surprise to me, I was the second most voted in one of the positive questions and one of the few that did not receive any negative votes.

I was quite relieved and started to think that those thoughts I used to have about ""everyone hates me"" and ""no one likes me"" were just that, thoughts. It really made me realize that sometimes we hurt ourselves with thoughts that don't even have any foundation.",4.117083333333333,6.659749041666667,4.2213888888888915,83.79583333333336,74.20833333333334,7.322222222222222,28.722222222222207,8.285830014693849,2.207772222222223,1236,52,222,22,27,382,145,288,0.077,0.867,0.055999999999999994,-0.7528,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,7,5,2,4,8,8,1,0,24,1,27,0,0,7,4,70,44,13,0,15,7,0,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,20,21,0,0,15,7,2,3,9,3,0,5,18,2,25,5,39,15,10,20,0,1,1,0,34,11,0,8,9,174,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789588934132494,0.1322163960657867,0.2219841582531012,0.0,0.08323956384678946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172292040453876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517906242807733,0.12259192073542995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444996915351687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186816154456119,0.0,0.0,0.10397288234646092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447492935964896,0.11919633951784213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061839387781019224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742762117765074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648365167238135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594776149251266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059178294672641,0.07263170462124979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115879393499608,0.29493063808937536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950089366042628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226672379319724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411673965068734,0.0,0.0,0.3656772369087234,0.11573312298952812,0.0,0.0,0.1394132989976256,0.0,0.0,0.11682151606386422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670770281392011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091837429187963,0.0,0.0,0.10761614592543224,0.0,0.07701647388993538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972123174137301,0.0,0.2591496164159741,0.12689629474279646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939771430268936,0.0,0.0,0.06417912037326433,0.0,0.08728104063204921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463774191879452,0.0,0.1322163960657867,0.0
socialanxiety,agent_wolfe,2019/07/11,"I’m not really connecting with other students.. You think schoolyard problems wouldn’t be a thing once you get to your 30s..

I’m doing this intensive course where we spend every weekday with the same students, with a revolving staff of professors.

I kindof feel like I’m not connecting with anyone. I’m usually quiet & kindof shy. Except the first week I think I overdid it, I tried really hard to be outgoing & help everyone with their problems.

One guy was really frustrated & left angry & I think he was mad at me, for helping him? Since then he’s gone to at least 6 other ppl for help & doesn’t talk to me. I know I shouldn’t care, but I do.

... I guess I’m feeling kindof depressed & lonely. I thought this course would be a good way to learn how to work with others, be more sociable. But I’m basically doing the same thing I was before, keeping quiet & not talking to ppl. And I know it will be hard to find work if I can’t network well.

How do you, like, talk to ppl?",3.1080464824120604,4.689689437185933,4.4998209798995,84.95365106783922,74.22613065326634,7.789070351758792,25.000314070351767,8.472884824447931,1.631836432160804,774,25,156,14,16,257,107,199,0.111,0.762,0.127,0.5174,0,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,4,1,3,4,11,2,0,6,0,18,0,0,2,0,39,37,7,0,6,7,0,4,2,0,4,0,2,0,1,9,8,0,1,10,0,1,1,7,6,1,2,5,6,22,5,21,23,4,10,0,2,0,0,16,4,0,5,6,94,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7307999013613191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737325862135181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199052408060561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823976425698483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298993037124468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118276398744925,0.09207078815477282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743939104556597,0.06883562487544242,0.0,0.0,0.08806620447536923,0.08195902992464663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05034121340023102,0.0,0.0,0.08081752535458338,0.0,0.0,0.1061452690207741,0.09540603567355392,0.0,0.0,0.17262928876616496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937530324331555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564424563644701,0.0,0.0,0.10590775096233687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468937138796587,0.0,0.0,0.09414781603195313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261432452025432,0.06529225622839326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439635534582954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851813476978976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970538115733189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323381257837444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280272052030717,0.18522008660371467,0.0,0.07649465544909605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541833388876887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612079307465247,0.0,0.0,0.07648166252766582,0.07728971266934445,0.0,0.086634205317612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402943469249428,0.0,0.0,0.06844742335457854,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,leftartichoke,2019/07/11,Does anyone have a day where they’re being really social and then the next day you don’t talk to anyone and overthink everything you’ve ever said? Wtf is wrong with me,3.076666666666668,5.107957647058826,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,75.47058823529412,6.886274509803924,17.215686274509807,7.793537801064563,0.4205215686274517,136,2,26,2,3,44,30,34,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41531616576529184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383060157433038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598926557615807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26863898519657003,0.0,0.0,0.2669100243953969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158457997635156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025552291545336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824997448479064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30273773669458826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387044492531497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247053277249392,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ProfessorWeedman,2019/05/23,"How do I stop caring? This condition is ruling my life. Hey guys,

I'm at my wits end with this, I really want to be able to function but I worry about how everyone else perceives me way too much. It's really affecting my work and my study as well as my overall ability to grow and improve as a person.

I'm just looking for any advice or resources I can look to in order to overcome this because it's really taking a toll on me. 

If anyone needs symptoms or something to help figure me out, at the slightest interaction that I feel out of my element in (say sitting with people I'm unfamiliar with in a class or talking to someone attractive): I sweat, i shake, my neck tenses up, I stutter, my voice cracks (and sometimes just won't come out), my stomach starts to rumble and my eye starts twitching. It's bad and I'm really sick of it. 

Ps. I saw a mental health nurse last year but she didn't take me seriously in all honesty. Her and my gp kept asking what I was hoping to get out of visiting them (and they'd keep saying ""is your goal medication?"") Which annoyed me if I'm honest. So they'd be my absolute last resort, I'd rather not interact with those 2 about this again.",3.339432821943284,4.6046013556485335,5.140634588563458,81.85596350534635,73.10041841004185,8.15629939562994,27.085309158530922,8.680891452615391,1.994751557415156,920,33,184,17,18,315,148,239,0.102,0.777,0.12,0.5414,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,3,2,11,10,1,1,5,0,11,10,4,3,1,40,33,20,0,6,11,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,12,16,0,3,3,0,0,4,3,5,1,0,4,8,33,5,34,24,2,27,0,0,4,0,17,12,0,6,8,119,45,3,0.14733083914388956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396999086835502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019002280759297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301714834204384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773444639818108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230150966718855,0.08981151206670608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021360959289998,0.0,0.0,0.12691247235841982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230760110243591,0.0,0.1304913933716229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078093052639135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449489906755294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697428259654558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588069407398407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566057925093181,0.0,0.0,0.09875275587734728,0.0,0.0,0.14633276646871055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095441927423992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401885957748499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406412877788042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474415973217042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484203204470672,0.14847483327385322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830511887437996,0.10924395040290984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214065317970424,0.12864360592506285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775356327092882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343267934282094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483294189997356,0.11342247790651963,0.14571396715310894,0.0,0.208563052507425,0.0,0.0,0.1231751785625667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313315384127724,0.22154891097408336,0.1184189477108606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689954613748357,0.11694436242633685,0.0,0.0,0.1324681181128307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725860559857696,0.14962161875973956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487622997736077
socialanxiety,nokutasu,2019/05/23,"Work is killing me. Just under a year ago I got my first job in a convenience store. I honestly thought my work anxiety would go away after a few months but even after 11 months it's still awful. I only do two 6 hour closing shifts a week, which are the quietest shifts. Despite this fact, my anxiety still goes through the roof to the point of it making me physically sick. In the 5 days that I don't work I'm still constantly thinking and panicking about going back and It's really taking a toll on my mental health and has made me lose interest in other things.

I feel really awful about wanting to leave because my co-workers and most of my managers and great and my pay is very high for a 19 year old. 

I start uni later this year and will get some income from my student finance and will have some opportunities to do commission work, I wonder if then would be a good time to possibly resign? The money probably wouldn't be as good but at the end of the day, I'd rather prioritise my mental well being over income. Thoughts?",5.225688555347091,5.756286863414638,5.928780487804882,80.64288930581615,68.17073170731706,9.23452157598499,28.93996247654784,9.265573868473778,2.31756660412758,817,27,161,15,13,267,130,205,0.139,0.745,0.115,-0.2982,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,7,10,10,1,0,14,2,16,2,0,2,1,29,31,13,1,6,5,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,5,0,4,2,2,3,1,2,4,1,19,7,23,19,4,37,0,2,0,0,0,11,0,5,24,107,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391667244157493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793601375546162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014075578056004,0.09014207058714199,0.0,0.0714618733935838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266831917219658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120635882191716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383033552702177,0.0,0.0,0.07742882557719605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059274640000262925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971515506049082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124745381628476,0.0,0.13324818855504678,0.196652695371008,0.09375895432803928,0.12924568128944214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460922947929605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238591574615555,0.0,0.0,0.11544721446323933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633195923455265,0.0,0.12969681554284596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412886772694776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114956426243246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092516740649948,0.0782514463655258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362790580715073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714256579385116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301239617017493,0.0,0.0,0.08915814049722219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081954964826757,0.1321583851005005,0.0,0.0,0.12639297787873868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020014119236286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297547892187272,0.0,0.2808583334027986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881418198078946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788191630942254,0.0751157811123746,0.0,0.18613388753913607,0.06835732861999175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451596028201848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672642294082516,0.06914485928512552,0.0,0.09403424723902004,0.0,0.1054031901637997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713013995277572,0.4267215147187847,0.0,0.0,0.16655261633935908,0.0,0.0,0.2264754142987906
socialanxiety,ArmDragonTwist,2019/05/23,"How/what do I speak to my doctor SA? I found therapy to be helpful with my depression, but my social anxiety is still preventing me from doing anything. Antidepressants don't do help. I've tried like 4 different kinds. Is there anything else they can give me? I can't even keep a job and pay my bills at this point.",2.435714285714288,4.620770904761905,3.86373015873016,86.0632142857143,78.04761904761905,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.9291714285714288,249,9,51,6,6,82,50,63,0.166,0.7509999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.5018,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,6,12,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,10,2,5,10,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,31,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706655169612856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809443303089859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199356479974375,0.0,0.0,0.24182682580019105,0.0,0.23690949942879103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335544117068607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152877393313331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537843519361224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220378805363971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102860178935504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296887051332069,0.20573261435171308,0.0,0.2410303602425299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307984665997806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880486694833756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359447016295383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848445527483753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646951083266538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714639970793526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TextPostingWaterMan,2019/05/23,"I cannot join discord servers I feel this sudden fear whenever I think about joining a server. Even when I try to join smaller servers I still can't do it. I don't know why this happens. I've tried getting friends to help but even that doesn't work. 

I don't normally feel so anxious in situations like this, I can join chatrooms without any fear, but discord intimidates me. Even in the servers I'm in I just turn invisible on and mute them. I honestly want to start joining discords, but I can't. 

Is there any way to stop this?",1.8774681393373,4.182350102803738,3.2017672047578607,89.43284621920138,80.6822429906542,6.507731520815634,29.353440951571788,7.686295010490155,1.873456074766355,419,21,88,7,11,136,66,107,0.18899999999999997,0.655,0.156,-0.5688,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,9,5,0,2,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,19,6,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,2,13,3,10,19,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,52,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640445519567309,0.0,0.0,0.2193236357070637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846841368746695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369243337244246,0.19632665704776348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999255803160558,0.0,0.10143045879641896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167790522233478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012836233305294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669460512206698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484729836446523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021658333952834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822218611557087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741372696313445,0.0,0.1550409464056722,0.16231024768904642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439746742669905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636174685453529,0.2111692408996156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450916509511057,0.15409978416726894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751817089445419,0.0,0.0,0.1871446255214444,0.0,0.14133668036571018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,-effervescent,2019/05/23,"Is it social anxiety if my mind isn’t constantly worrying/panicking? I’m uncomfortable doing a lot of things such as getting up to go to the bathroom during class, switching seats on a bus, ordering food from a cashier (such as Starbucks), purchasing certain things at a store such as chips, raising my hand if I didn’t get a handout and everyone else did, etc. The only time I can eat in front of people is at a restaurant but it gets hard if the people around me are my age. 

Some days I feel more nervous having to interact with people (the feeling I get before a presentation) but other times I don’t feel as bad. When people give me more attention such as when they’re complimenting me, I feel my body temperature rise. Sometimes my face and chest turns red. 

From social things, I’ve gotten shaky fingers, a racing heart, I sort of fidget, and stumble on my words. My eyes also have trouble staying relaxed so they’re sort of squinted when I speak sometimes. 

However I don’t often actually have thoughts running in my mind such as “omg people are looking at me” or “what if they judge what I say?” I can’t tell if it’s all just repressed or what? Am I just shy or do I have SA? 

I went to a therapist who said that I do have it but she based results off of a questionnaire I took",6.313966386554625,5.840559682352942,6.969257703081232,77.53808823529413,65.90196078431373,9.952380952380953,34.292717086834735,9.424239791934726,3.0067422969187683,1009,41,198,17,14,334,146,255,0.102,0.8390000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.8673,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,14,8,0,3,14,0,20,9,7,1,2,37,38,25,0,5,13,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,13,5,2,1,6,1,2,6,5,5,0,0,7,13,30,3,28,31,6,27,0,0,3,0,11,10,0,14,9,138,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.121344312864625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943990526243104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512478393698616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110694808253956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038241900677241,0.0,0.0,0.10580977055302014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812100478472913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437446475341022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019324922993785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272375819090947,0.10387560150810966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386792925133176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881847418995395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514934432964826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036036323957486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25986379762629386,0.11928455831736245,0.07066901999020794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139010050186796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735128142679638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441979938248218,0.0,0.0,0.10571500518098632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511091723050314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457116800480997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310312667418627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828206095770853,0.098885381538748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535113328699587,0.0,0.0,0.2459638699724579,0.0,0.0,0.13253689632814006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086843809643532,0.0,0.0,0.14437594910754614,0.2478310028930367,0.0,0.0,0.0987172851053375,0.14501496718592188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815361201538998,0.0,0.13525335863898605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152705140304402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mountainman1900,2019/05/23,Try magic mushrooms Dude it completely cured my social anxiety. Overnight. This is amazing. Ease try them trust me. Life is so beautiful without social anxiety.,4.286666666666665,6.7706171538461515,4.253846153846155,72.2828205128205,108.23076923076924,7.887179487179487,35.1025641025641,7.793537801064563,4.80491794871795,130,8,16,4,6,40,22,26,0.08900000000000001,0.526,0.384,0.9215,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640903746993276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180337707037837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424962698503394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6184096541027722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41187977528508296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923974906933091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,halfdoomed759,2019/05/23,"how do you cope with capitalism i’m really struggling to deal with the search for a job. i know i need a job to survive but i can’t handle jobs where i will have to interact with a lot of people daily. how am i supposed to deal with the limitations i know i have when the world doesn’t care and basically sees me as worthless because i can’t contribute economically? i also live in a rural area with not many job prospects to begin with, so that’s making it even harder for me to find a job i could handle. i don’t know what im supposed to do here and it’s killing me",2.004344262295085,3.4137886147541034,4.2565245901639335,86.27495081967214,76.78688524590163,7.1750819672131145,23.67540983606557,7.908726449838941,1.0831186885245905,449,14,100,7,10,156,71,122,0.128,0.833,0.039,-0.8758,5,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,8,4,1,1,8,0,11,0,0,3,0,21,20,9,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,15,1,18,18,1,6,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,2,69,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044475604807407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918119776539352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355947416871155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025182002147625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31054973333334523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947813100995813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376570898103557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268733741796138,0.0,0.7472982958938359,0.0,0.16663040814537985,0.0,0.2483180614973484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299359045884004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804535539370948,0.0,0.0,0.10053500844472428,0.152697428096566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116772549800744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441573860072843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648621951750624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200186568672344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745287891439502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Diego_Romera,2019/05/23,"Took late shifts instead of early shifts Was scheduling for my new job and I accidentally said late shifts instead of early shifts. So now I’m going to have to work from 1-9pm instead of 7-3 


Ughhh",3.723416666666669,5.058565175000002,5.245000000000001,81.20666666666669,72.25,7.333333333333335,25.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.4088333333333332,157,5,31,2,3,53,29,40,0.064,0.9359999999999999,0.0,-0.34,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,7,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,17,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972229001442636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31381208768720364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7134483567703688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054194425877021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008096456678032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35134608529467165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022111941732676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ktnorth,2019/05/23,"I am testing my social skills this weekend by trying to get a complete stranger to want to kiss me. I want to be clear. I’m not just trying to hook up with someone. I am also not just playing a game like I bet I can get someone to kiss me. I don’t actually expect a kiss, maybe just exchange phone with a promise to meet up again. I’m just saying if I got kissed I would feel like I’ve reached a new level with acquiring better social skills. 

My social skills used to be pretty bad. I was really shy and introverted for a long time. I was married for 18 years and my then wife was really outgoing. She would be the social one to make all the friends for us. After we split up and I was on my own I had to quickly adapt and adopt myself a new group of friends. I did pretty well for the most part but these were mostly people I already knew as coworkers. 

I tested myself a couple weeks ago by attending a concert by myself. There was a girl sitting next to me and I kept saying to myself I should say hi or something. Strike up a conversation. It took a while but I finally did. I was actually really proud of myself. We ended up talking for a while mostly just about the band we were excited to see. 

I am attending a music festival this weekend by myself. I have been scouring twitter and instagram to maybe find some people who want to make a new friend. I happened to reply to a tweet suggesting the user to make time for a certain band that I really like. She replied that she would check them out. I thought well now I have an ice breaker if a were to see her at the show. I replied saying “if I figure out which one is you I’ll come say hi.” She replied with a fairly detailed description of herself. I’ll take that as an invitation to meet up. 

I’m kind of a hopeless romantic that thinks life can play out like it does in the movies. Like the movie where this guy meets a perfect stranger at an event and they spend the entire day together having a blast. The movie ends with them listening to a touching song being played by the last band. They look in each others eyes and feel the energy. Nothing left to do but kiss. 

That, I want to happen to me someday. Or something close to it. 

What do you think my chances are? Think I can pull it off? I can always easily tell myself I can do it. Once I find myself in the moment I freeze and have to work up enough encouragement. 

TL;DR - I want a complete stranger to want to kiss me by the end of a music festival.",1.6253479125248518,3.760526367793244,3.3003980119284293,89.31833459244534,80.5506958250497,6.1711172962226675,22.386043737574553,7.327094020958105,0.8374892564612328,1925,62,401,27,50,638,231,503,0.022000000000000002,0.767,0.21100000000000002,0.9976,0,0,2,0,0,1,42.0,4,2,4,8,14,31,0,0,42,0,39,8,1,4,4,73,72,23,0,14,15,1,4,5,3,4,1,8,0,2,18,23,0,1,10,12,4,5,3,2,2,2,18,16,68,29,71,46,9,54,0,1,4,6,49,21,0,10,32,284,86,3,0.0,0.0,0.1529769725492421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947996991539858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864953111776474,0.06268120564744177,0.06521921714195067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544480700820607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932156772065433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751823544540055,0.16436183882117872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672701408892834,0.0,0.05054921898057528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859168468770828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826673196582227,0.0809884587177279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926351195049737,0.055995355845184884,0.0,0.08586248339990785,0.14327750976202402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167074855960236,0.0,0.08190160728910525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268839420040101,0.0,0.0,0.07760944898787364,0.1386240044714489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162168253984242,0.0,0.06389092363998279,0.0,0.0,0.08516111555150879,0.0,0.05536277260758342,0.19146482908724854,0.0,0.0,0.06936466124326165,0.0658202449156071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695964886779695,0.0,0.15748836926099072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271023872285546,0.08335901391223036,0.0,0.0,0.07520862137340463,0.0,0.0,0.08347313802587153,0.10622590055830797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487891477202351,0.0,0.10867894292466272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948317932596834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085133686707235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31165832868596577,0.0,0.0,0.12491891485291708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195979712097016,0.13282382426119754,0.1206829466920407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893270872375313,0.06299962678339563,0.068508392238637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067001538546435,0.0,0.0622257073990049,0.09140910740159297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708410313565737,0.1064310200286298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942826143853332,0.0676959621055274,0.0,0.0,0.27738663854749845,0.0,0.0628724584388284,0.0,0.1409477480273491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057062254416554374,0.0,0.0,0.1670387027514149,0.0,0.0,0.05047475251835189
socialanxiety,arsozmh33,2019/05/23,"Final day school Me: Writes Essay (the last one in the room)

Teacher: Have a good summer!

Me: Thank you, and you too (doesn’t make eye contact and has a weird optimistic cadence of voice that’ll probably be misinterpreted as animosity towards the teacher.)

Me: Hope I don’t fail",1.6563461538461546,4.4105254038461545,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,93.03846153846158,5.676923076923077,23.80769230769231,7.1686216300943375,1.4296846153846159,219,9,40,4,8,72,43,52,0.175,0.6409999999999999,0.184,0.126,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,5,0,6,1,1,1,0,5,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,6,3,4,7,0,7,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,4,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293142076467287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895112079772472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982365118236001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35316273836869405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898382373810826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373467433556116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24094445680208385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383366226132182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35985735022566623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273624730036536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EbenenClown,2019/05/23,"Anxiety or laziness? Just want to ask some people of you. Do you ever feel like you dont know if you're just lazy or anxious. Sometimes i just cant go to the store to buy grocies, because I think im too afraid of the people around there. Most people say to me im just too lazy, but i dont even know myself anymore if thats anxiety or laziness...",1.7132000000000005,2.9212791866666663,3.6023333333333305,91.4995,77.13333333333333,6.066666666666666,24.5,6.42735559955562,0.6278000000000001,269,9,61,2,6,91,45,75,0.121,0.8370000000000001,0.042,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,10,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,19,11,6,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,7,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,7,2,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29290534389243744,0.21627506558743764,0.18985910749150026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042404480104026,0.17897250781897067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670131884890927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487373984902434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264456924045912,0.1731703272380234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679887097594722,0.136766264636254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880094937448333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41358060945504177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042312786954784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352893320610464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981655133021422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522424308723194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934111841747256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226683587470458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291750253668692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dersansoan,2019/05/23,"Any Advice I already posted this on r/confession but posting it here will be better for any advices. Please answer if you think you can help.

​

 I am 16. There are two things that I hate about me. I have social anxiety and nobody knows that (I did almost every test I could find and even talked with a therapist over an anonymous therapist site so I am pretty sure I have social anxiety.). I overreact to almost every social thing. These are enough to destroy my social life. I don't have any big problems with these because I don't have a social life except two close friends. My friends know that I am uncomfortable around strangers and don't invite any people when I'm around. My friends are in love. I know the boy one since 2010 and the girl one for 2 years but I only started knowing her 7 months ago. I am pretty sure they are in love and not in a high school relationship. The problem is that I have a crush on her. Every time I think about her butterflies fly in my stomach. When I'm around my friends I act like I don't care about their relationship but I can't continue like this. I feel like I am going to puke every time I see her. I feel bad about the things I hide. One day I had an anonymous mp3 file. I listened to it and it was a conversation between my friends recorded secretly. I hid that as a secret for 2 weeks but it made me feel even worse. I told that secret to him. I thought that it would help me feel better but it actually got worse. I feel so bad and so sick. I don't know what I am going to do. I know myself very well. If I tell these to any of my friends I will probably suicide because of overreacting but I will be very sick if I continue lying and acting.",1.9210339708322444,3.9728592363112436,3.303416295520041,90.10736616889356,79.11527377521614,6.165714784734957,22.90708235088639,7.229369725052465,0.7808854947166188,1333,43,282,17,33,435,159,347,0.191,0.607,0.20199999999999999,0.7703,0,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,2,2,2,17,23,2,0,12,0,34,7,1,1,2,53,62,23,1,7,11,0,5,3,6,4,4,1,0,2,22,14,0,0,19,0,0,4,7,6,1,5,7,7,58,17,31,48,1,32,0,0,1,2,36,14,0,5,15,191,80,2,0.0,0.0,0.06899178029176971,0.0,0.0,0.13817199794143567,0.0626701749838714,0.0,0.14158916877410496,0.0,0.07801782720096151,0.0,0.0,0.07660206465403926,0.08590671800637044,0.2403878673191949,0.0,0.10816869845403107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888106259833517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806100411338788,0.08619460198302872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505459586409134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720820861009302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644719800914608,0.0,0.0,0.04559484413519572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305070635025096,0.0,0.0933917134509237,0.0,0.23826697989001944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787370579543434,0.050507200181215725,0.0,0.0,0.06461737547506735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277300671127059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035945625302503,0.0,0.05654424777069945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980037751151298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477576194522848,0.07469710960803473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331251000456344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987323400209423,0.1036195124157264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276167618890857,0.06689686542252404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564310666886745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437219054048498,0.05376958417658145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049013610530085336,0.0,0.0,0.07760599561171122,0.0,0.0,0.13541971658700344,0.14385208812716338,0.0762252086627062,0.1352983088188831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180799562229158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155090808730295,0.05633774929782032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848273548642769,0.0,0.0,0.3603423548648386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050040938198131206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773329561815336,0.0,0.13326546788573404,0.0,0.0,0.056824976165670026,0.06179382251729418,0.0,0.0,0.16417339263943972,0.14090732146763774,0.09060180692389676,0.0,0.056126909322776544,0.08245001779581533,0.0,0.0,0.06755568408930679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381248090551618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666774366112667,0.0,0.0,0.05671027170600861,0.0,0.06356666563912049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409612973013086,0.05022236261403444,0.0,0.08590671800637044,0.04552767619854215
socialanxiety,princesspoopalot,2019/05/23,"not being able to relate to people with social anxiety anymore after overcomming social anxiety I just read all these posts and the only thing I can think is, “wow I guess some people really care a lot about what others think of them”.

And then I try to remember how that felt like because I was exactly like that but it’s getting harder and harder.",3.7666169154228832,6.034341507462685,5.144104477611943,78.07098258706469,74.22388059701494,8.048756218905472,23.106965174129357,8.841846274778883,1.9796786069651744,279,8,47,6,6,93,52,67,0.042,0.833,0.126,0.6648,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,2,17,10,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,4,7,7,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,37,13,1,0.21018924791390886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215883986817387,0.0,0.20845125439485734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812941462225308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430194662727306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018146400730639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981520679373404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315471535225122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20537569892345733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869538213777006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985839452878603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914375184181233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013031978269421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102461281094859,0.0,0.1346526144169426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381034439413547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42852293698416705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964039665494654,0.2693615659867655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270470214894992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawaywafflehouse,2019/05/23,"Has anyone been miserable all through high school due to SA but made a miraculous social recovery after graduating and going to college? I'm graduating in two weeks and I'm curious to know what my odds are of either continuing to be a complete social hermit with no friends after I graduate, or somehow making friends again and not wanting to die so badly?",10.265454545454547,8.690028575757577,10.69,57.605,58.6969696969697,13.64848484848485,44.72727272727273,12.45797560212912,5.916581818181817,290,15,44,8,3,99,52,66,0.129,0.6729999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.7537,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,14,11,6,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,11,8,2,9,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,33,3,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503199041036865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209009641283348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26245939550542563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597962406965673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867985836610753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226459660667104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644804895795029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757123249007192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23686211971420315,0.16709285990002215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25334071559245946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103465070120049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445296565936675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764726815869114,0.0,0.2007943882125589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wellhellotherefellas,2019/05/23,"Ended up losing something on the bus As I left the bus today, I realised I had dropped my wallet on the bus. The bus was still waiting, so I could've hopped back on and got it. But I was too scared to jump back on the bus to get it, so now it's gone. Damn.",0.12413793103448255,1.3156562413793118,2.158137931034481,100.25065517241379,81.41379310344827,4.64,18.49655172413793,3.1291,-0.9163420689655176,194,4,51,0,5,65,37,58,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.802,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,0,6,0,8,2,0,15,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,6,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800481420689618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492263636020085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764722361905312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630854839446962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496548589040511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33915187266014724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349215988978597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125165905606603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403083091601492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24928338169663736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29588168758039474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,myepitome,2019/05/23,"Bad anxiety when shopping Anyone else feel they're so awkward in shops? I try to avoid it as much as I can but there are times I have to buy something. I just feel like the whole time I'm being stared at by the staff or security guards. I feel I come across quite weird because of my anxiety that they probably think I'm shop lifting, when I'm not and never have done. 

The whole ordeal is me feeling anxious as hell and trying to act as ""normal"" as possible but probably making myself stand out more. 

I have therapy starting soon to try and help but in the meantime does anyone else have any pointers? And I guess I'm just hoping I'm not the only one Haha.",4.256907131011609,4.9854433805970135,5.274875621890551,83.76307628524049,70.41791044776119,8.045107794361526,27.575456053067995,8.167268648758528,1.7083774461028192,519,17,105,7,9,171,86,134,0.141,0.726,0.133,0.3637,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,1,2,5,1,9,0,0,1,1,26,24,16,0,2,8,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,5,3,4,2,3,5,0,1,1,5,12,4,16,22,4,15,1,0,1,0,2,5,1,3,8,67,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807708088973444,0.0,0.22066151479114568,0.16293176133243828,0.0,0.20168916839904535,0.29554850644019803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204207889054664,0.08791744613844063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423597149305775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621115654620432,0.14759094746489282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409608372283375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916954018765743,0.10303346031831036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887869665478965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966701249770828,0.0,0.0,0.14324670432835435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046042862788407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627045855914942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602103489899448,0.0,0.11123423037958988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413086321418742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772973083885106,0.10968864434600503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625905836504387,0.0,0.0,0.3109951446061259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533996879019221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103047218299256,0.0,0.0,0.10208229720969003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493240253925068,0.0,0.0,0.09241274159889333,0.0,0.0,0.1681960315822171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293755333274664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32204128425238865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,picklerick1215,2019/05/23,"I'll try and explain the best I can,people smirk at me and I don't know why... so anyways I've always had anxiety,recently been diagnosed with adhd after 27 of wondering what's wrong with me, think anxiety and depression. are comorbities or something like that? anyway...

I work at a crowded place and it's crushing me but I get on with it coz I have to (son to support,rent. etc).

so I guess my question is do you think people who have anxiety do things they are not aware of? pulling weird faces, looking weirder because you're trying so hard to look ""normal?"" 

I've noticed over the past few months people are smirking at me or finding something funny about like say if I had some food on my face that I had been unaware of all day that type of thing? I work in a warehouse so when I'm passing over workers I notice them sometimes smirk when I go past them and I really don't know why, am I giving of some kind of weird amusement that I'm totally unaware off,like I'm pulling s funny face and I don't even know it.

sorry if this is all over the place.thjnk my meds have worn off thanks",1.2954745889387134,3.585105130044848,2.7440639013452923,91.93848748131542,82.90134529147983,5.510388639760836,24.08987294469357,6.816661863887847,0.8554724962630793,856,33,178,10,24,278,124,223,0.12300000000000001,0.762,0.115,0.797,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,3,4,10,10,0,0,5,0,19,5,3,1,3,32,37,17,0,3,6,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,12,9,1,0,9,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,6,4,25,6,24,31,8,22,0,1,2,0,11,11,0,9,9,114,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836639031855292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027226989804442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888822548910276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525573948228635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955619779142066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961690484165912,0.0,0.10632979832723888,0.1253020906588044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768261220945138,0.08153947341912295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283371029982164,0.0,0.1492797317349927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449904276880501,0.1184272668813041,0.07016112570374837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599728301832714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058954609173333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285571936193106,0.20353944901643065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062569816417384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073386802717699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371283368634825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853892368495606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095762643425365,0.0,0.28110388040751216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23569951621445856,0.2567600815093693,0.0,0.2579640011777476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382954969121217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790870862950954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817469784305133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190080141227968,0.1220980707112482,0.1381954097042312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400928832656977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365884010996173,0.0,0.0,0.16403323690893795,0.15820726174550173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763282528808915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279407333066856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387939943779434,0.17975035704029985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497636168843988,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ApprehensiveCod5,2019/05/23,"Cant talk but confident in other aspects. Most people would say i'm pretty confident....until they talk to me, every time I go to the gym and present my card, I can't even say Hi or I say it in a weird nervous way when the person behind the desk greets me. However, when I talk to my friends and other people in my collage, I can talk fine. What do I do? No clue why this is happening.",0.6395121951219522,2.465754597560977,3.085548780487805,91.19710365853659,82.29268292682926,6.051219512195122,21.22560975609756,7.1686216300943375,0.5742878048780486,295,9,66,4,8,102,55,82,0.127,0.728,0.145,0.3834,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,10,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,12,2,7,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,4,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324028225932661,0.0,0.16889732237747868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548759318181015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392679753703958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726729841013966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27794930149045866,0.17503510744725675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039412470355882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4782447036975547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6444929178504428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689061776093795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591168787243773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808851770136249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424019823963282,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kodiak_Shepherd,2019/05/23,"Started working and after two months a girl around my around my age started talking to me, and I think were work friends and I would like her to become my social friend but I don't know how.. I didn't know if this belong to social anxiety or introvert sub-reddit, so sorry if it doesn't belong here

Backstory: I had a few friends in highschool (all talked to me first so they broke the ice) but after graduation we all split and since college I've haven't had a friend to hang out. 
Until recently at this job when a girl who around my age started talking to me. Before meeting her, I didn't know many people and with my inability to break the ice plus the fact everyone is 30+ years old (married or much more mature than myself) it became clearly harder to make friends with my coworker.
This girl like my former friends made the first move and broke the ice, and soon afterward we were chatting on Skype at work (it's allowed at work) and recently we sat in the same spot for lunch and for break.
At first I thought my social anxiety made it think she was talking to me out of boredom just being nice to me, but instead of having generic small talk, we actually started learning a lot about each other.

Fast forward to this recent point, I enjoy not being alone and having her as a work friend but I would like it if we could be real friends (hanging outside of work etc) but I don't know how to improve our friendship to that point. Hence why I'm here asking what could you guys suggest I could do?",6.6119774247491625,5.9583486989966605,6.615850752508361,80.91467913879599,65.35451505016722,9.080351170568562,33.068770903010034,8.07648339933343,2.321322575250836,1187,43,235,12,16,378,157,299,0.063,0.745,0.191,0.9924,2,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,6,1,1,9,14,15,0,0,12,0,23,1,0,6,4,62,40,28,0,8,12,0,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,4,13,24,1,0,8,1,0,4,7,2,0,4,11,0,37,13,39,21,9,44,0,2,0,0,37,16,0,6,27,168,50,11,0.0,0.0,0.07710221803106558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183037832156143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088464070746999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110065574418436,0.07386354587015008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726017380439559,0.06723156451590323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924881267325852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811687004799768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754972992704884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161721869063415,0.0,0.0,0.4883425239547271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823217517535506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840508647347996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368699301296064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580066791671295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717135056599609,0.0,0.1495220642687954,0.05273968958602079,0.0801035886203203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306490989441572,0.0839749685509914,0.05808133204981224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290754855754089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477548295751386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937969634992262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993050878576975,0.0,0.0,0.2340380904454719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535776585932801,0.0,0.0,0.24162178183940056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884450604380791,0.22369431901102327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31752563011178464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125264548780076,0.0,0.06272499682880063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718114461050395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129410203692711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34512067860041656,0.0,0.0,0.11225266360504274,0.0,0.0,0.05087975410784562
socialanxiety,Not-A-Cannibal,2019/05/23,"I played guitar in a band for the first time As the title says, I played guitar with other people for the first time last night. It was so incredibly stressful. I didn't want to go to the practice space at first, and I was shaking for an hour after it ended. I don't know if it went well. I was making mistakes with very very easy stuff that I would have no problem with a year and a half ago, let alone now. I just can't stop replaying the session in my mind. I wanted to enjoy it, and I did somewhat, but I couldn't really relax. It was just so incredibly stressful. I'm stressed now, just thinking about it, a day after it happened. Does anyone have any advice on dealing with this?",3.5352857142857133,4.5132505285714295,4.620000000000001,86.87500000000001,72.28571428571428,6.742857142857144,24.714285714285715,6.742157984588678,0.8156571428571424,534,15,111,4,10,175,85,140,0.17300000000000001,0.75,0.077,-0.9222,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,9,11,0,4,10,0,13,0,0,1,0,24,22,8,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,2,6,0,3,5,6,1,4,7,1,12,5,18,12,1,25,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,17,83,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653854531035726,0.13292991942368132,0.0,0.0,0.1553126655237498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197750314689548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485506714984814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671137759846203,0.15460150943478904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123044137431114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281947748183326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38266605009788107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522535677772237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260856162585774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476797568254994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241373926454157,0.12223688844006272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533435996747536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000990333481296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141619908426784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072669534387772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039629345235548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349084946773405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960678021967644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925369734727805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537273480420455,0.5153338005547752,0.0,0.17166758303981033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608789904554328,0.0,0.0,0.1748850106912814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24746434437445775,0.17689982478030586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483146877466073,0.1390138236748854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652682264360414,0.0,0.0,0.09656890746159852
socialanxiety,throwaaay91929,2019/05/23,"How can I get better? Throwaway because I'm ashamed of a lot of this:

I'm in my late twenties, working as a junior doctor and doing fine. My secret is that I have bad social anxiety in social situations. Whenever I'm in a social setting with anyone who isn't family or a long-time friend, I get really quiet. The reason is because whenever the spotlight is on me, I get mini panic attacks - I feel shaky and my heart rate goes up, I can barely focus. Its sometimes all I can do to be quiet and still and just act normal. If I'm forced to speak, sometimes my voice/hands start to shake.

I've never dated. I actively avoid going for social gatherings, and if I have to attend any, I have anticipatory dread. I find it so torturous to interact socially with others that sometimes I skip going to the toilet/have meals whilst on-call at work (for hours) because there's an off-chance I might bump into someone and have to chat with them.

None of this is rational and I know it for what it is. But at this age and in my profession I cant seek help easily without tremendous embarassment.

The strange thing is that when there is concrete work to be done, I am comfortable communicating with others and leading. I've performed well in my work postings and coped with holding chief positions in some of them. 

I'm otherwise happy in my life because I have a supportive parents and siblings. None of them (or my colleagues) have similar struggles, and I hide my symptoms from them as well. They know that I dislike social settings and they're accepting of that.

What can I do?

Tldr: doctor in late twenties with bad social anxiety - whattodo",5.4261904761904765,6.4139559108280295,6.438243858052775,75.53540339702761,67.9171974522293,9.165665756748561,31.83136184410069,9.362217197678863,2.9804521079769484,1292,53,228,25,21,431,167,314,0.154,0.765,0.081,-0.966,1,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,5,7,9,20,2,7,10,0,27,6,1,3,2,45,42,23,0,3,7,1,1,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,18,20,1,2,7,1,0,6,6,11,2,0,1,4,35,9,40,38,5,32,0,0,0,0,21,13,0,8,10,163,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060827545092875086,0.0,0.1368545853879041,0.0,0.0,0.06254395458267309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175974176829257,0.0,0.0,0.14937028918105852,0.21810610066785385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910927612346777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310714817795806,0.0,0.09153611558152112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432338886539507,0.0,0.045227475802883485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175363349918639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910711862563462,0.0,0.1401982906409194,0.0,0.10167044833380184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521880535736027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599602801410317,0.05995494903430437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808802716681698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831630088383793,0.0,0.2018019420129664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631795992096287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915845414253413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604528811811981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488993960532148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898762792392568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763981468092433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494767548619244,0.09932115368164236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566622984161082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057302526437420315,0.09196719629303714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054303160465036,0.0,0.6382650987629316,0.07578879802312449,0.0,0.26539836979643056,0.0,0.06331158595235704,0.0,0.07143309785295991,0.0,0.0,0.09351022147782508,0.0,0.0,0.10150425971028494,0.0,0.09297047310172436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942511815088174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608485596085892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622445010461954,0.0,0.2604761426664492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dolcevendetta85,2019/05/23,"Social anxiety and my new job I have social anxiety i quit my other job thinking that will be the best for my health I was doing way more for less, but this new job I do less for more but the whole drama in my department is not helping at all. What should I do? Supervisors and HR peoples seems they are all friends... There’s people that for personal reason between employees and supervisor(s) they have been fired and people have said that they do stuff so they can have an excuse to get you fired. Now I’m fee like if I do the minimum and if they already don’t like me they gonna get me fired. I left my other job I was comfortable the manager was cool and I knew what to do at my job with my eyes closed and supervisors were very supportive and defended their employees. Here is all different I like what I’m doing, closer to home and more pay but my anxiety level goes up high.  Don’t know what to do I feel stuck...",1.6558790593505035,3.8526736808510655,3.3955431131019047,88.3418421052632,80.80851063829788,7.362150055991043,21.596864501679725,8.371475516178862,1.265357446808511,724,22,154,16,19,241,99,188,0.11699999999999999,0.763,0.12,0.1576,8,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,7,2,4,8,0,0,5,1,26,2,1,1,3,27,39,15,0,3,6,0,4,3,1,3,1,1,1,1,11,11,0,0,6,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,8,7,29,8,14,27,10,14,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,3,6,114,40,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136836543112495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845778580445729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012983594868788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955309636352413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269787820050597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958017141010048,0.0,0.12956925253185858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180568102171766,0.0,0.0,0.0831142579889612,0.13101229072850465,0.12438161918142475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6152519029117556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814688802007125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472583081108874,0.0,0.0,0.1817396918969247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395189995684718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578969424432935,0.1082715895520499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188874265683428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749214872732836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795192994337525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288449712517334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528037703470561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419497727258634,0.0,0.14071317488256166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945387935040414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231258231661268,0.0,0.0984250396123551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384410250260604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,levelpay,2019/05/23,"Did medication (or whatever helped your anxiety) improve anyone's speech? I often find myself speaking a million miles an hour, or stammering, stuttering etc. If VERY nervous, sometimes I struggle to get a word out (but that's rare. Like having a phone interview for a job or something)

I don't know whether my speech CAUSES my social anxiety, or whether my social anxiety causes me speech issues.

I've never tried medication

Only things like diet, meDitation, therapy etc, all of which didn't help at all

I'd love to speak more normal. Calm. Slow. Clear.

I'm curious as to whether anyone has experienced this and maybe saw improvements after medication?",5.727413793103447,8.310651396551727,6.532275862068968,68.89031034482761,69.51724137931035,9.812413793103447,33.15172413793103,10.125756701596842,4.134951034482759,526,25,79,15,10,173,84,116,0.13,0.693,0.177,0.7864,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,2,5,0,5,5,0,2,4,22,10,11,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,7,9,4,9,7,5,7,0,0,1,1,10,3,0,6,6,50,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33681809901407805,0.0,0.0,0.20523911885645107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30153046317267945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273573492539719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413801393472047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667720466435618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967432502947777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445312276634423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318163185665087,0.14563886155968886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065668015903947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434012188222522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324586371601178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744238021427733,0.0,0.0,0.44354250160091097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319207477029075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437958189714362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161928472822874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29921121037656523,0.0,0.11298473020607168,0.14515159225862825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342774204349133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783539362440805,0.0,0.0975023003310882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964191638589504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109420500208187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,badpeach,2019/05/23,"grocery stores/blocked aisles I work night shift so I find myself going the the grocery store at weird hours. It’s not usual for the staff to be stocking the aisle. Recently I’ve been forced to realize how much anxiety I have when I turn into an isle & people or either stocking or there’s just something parked in the middle of the aisle. Something about the space narrowing or something? This is stupid & I try not to talk about stuff like this until I’m able to vocalize it better, but I’m just wondering if anyone shares anything similar? I may need something on that aisle, but I get very u comfortable at the idea of walking between whatever’s in the way to get the item. it would be the normal path I usually take in an aisle anyway, but something about the middle seeming blocked.... grocery stores are one of the major reasons I decided I needed treatment for my anxiety. Idk what’s up, but that shit stresses me out so much.",4.5248382004735594,6.242215220994478,4.902971586424627,82.9379143646409,70.82320441988949,7.8233622730860315,30.05564325177585,8.418075326091056,2.315828413575376,749,31,137,12,14,237,110,181,0.109,0.828,0.063,-0.7522,0,0,5,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,2,1,15,0,8,1,1,2,0,29,19,13,0,5,13,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,7,0,2,2,2,4,0,1,1,0,13,4,24,14,5,23,0,0,0,0,2,13,1,7,8,92,22,4,0.13552912050048288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936914908776095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073588124467073,0.0,0.0,0.09476511226294768,0.0,0.11152891834243678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986449342552175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387116082040298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161674340667896,0.0,0.07702432245023197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346888343062335,0.0,0.0,0.15299588038379985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621268243623192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925899549664985,0.2009862511357155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271848985952943,0.13278976253354086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183803957233448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395882744732398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934650821764086,0.13381865613930238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233806211858553,0.0,0.0,0.1391186945879512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5216846915750971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524814962820324,0.0,0.15514841791506193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101901031809207,0.10893317330644713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201537645470934,0.14741676493787018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985323576427215,0.11182571817062732,0.0,0.10757670749198668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697554989755754,0.09866681386838624,0.0,0.0,0.09627599868311072,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rimsky-k0rsak0v,2019/05/23,"The tale of the horrible washing machine repair man Hey my socially anxious pals, let me tell you about a deeply uncomfortable situation I was in today.

I, a small blonde 19-year-old girl, live at home with my parents, and they work during weekdays. Our washing machine has been having problems recently, so today a washing machine repair man came to fix it. I can usually handle being home alone with repair people, as they usually come and go without fuss and minimal interaction. 

But not this washing machine man. He told me before replacing a few parts what they should cost, and the total was going to amount to a few hundred dollars. Once the job was done, he went over the cost again and told me it was over the $1000 mark. I proceeded to silently freak out in my head as I was paying with my mum's card and this was way more than any of us were expecting, and oh gosh I must have misheard when he was telling me the cost of the parts, no way was there enough money on the card, yada yada, you know the drill. After I just responded ""okay"", this man said to me, ""Why aren't you shocked by that? That's the price of a new machine!"" and proceeded to tell me the actual cost of the repairs, which was $286. As I paid, he continuously badgered me as to why I just accepted the outrageous price he had tried to give me. All I could do was laugh uncomfortably and try to pay as quickly as possible, which also didn't work because I pressed the wrong account on the machine, so I had to run the card three whole times for the payment to go through.

He finally left, and I cried for about 15 minutes because this damn washing machine man made me feel like I did everything wrong.",7.1719368723099,6.32852392682927,7.260315638450503,77.37464131994261,64.3048780487805,10.400573888091822,36.062410329985646,9.627879704456738,3.25155573888092,1320,55,258,22,17,426,179,328,0.113,0.856,0.031,-0.976,3,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,2,3,3,2,11,11,2,0,24,1,28,6,1,1,3,32,42,21,0,5,5,2,2,1,1,2,5,1,2,6,11,16,0,0,3,0,12,7,5,7,0,1,24,4,35,4,42,13,10,34,0,0,1,0,34,10,1,0,16,172,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.10622047535273532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273426245803025,0.0,0.08704613967191244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402074110188228,0.0,0.0,0.12296786989838338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327061217547584,0.0,0.09262209212593564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449373440891945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376338078176824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869067036609974,0.0,0.11956501219884465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113898498219253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246964088419667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782605091059954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503709334291411,0.07776142011839768,0.0,0.1192382572320652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441743982552212,0.18558340441829255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171000684631653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836792508795386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801538228030998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059820312020694676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826425931574365,0.11130500885872263,0.0,0.053177899444784175,0.0,0.09611525674001664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299512224119466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051266000939806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114218234481448,0.11592014474516395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086342447954965,0.23574472743880465,0.0,0.07546187367889348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122710376255221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415335432993143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747480359016467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353988946021496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235032172748207,0.0,0.1109573808984119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854152700752627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347046014811819,0.0,0.20635138088623906,0.2080188928709646,0.0,0.1478020299568748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093139379895968,0.0,0.2397625819045798,0.0,0.0,0.1727978122354224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090368889498216,0.19643775760530224,0.121525509882191,0.0,0.10492611017099553,0.0,0.15848606983967026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380175865849617,0.0,0.0700948922764856
socialanxiety,palatanus,2019/05/23,"Handshakes are killing me I hate them. A handshake, fist bump, hug, kiss or none of them? I'm tired of overthinking how bad and and weird my handshakes were... 😕",-0.0066666666666677105,1.9920296774193569,0.12822580645161352,103.34567204301077,107.06451612903228,3.3569892473118284,21.295698924731184,5.46131890053228,-0.14306881720430065,124,5,27,1,6,36,26,31,0.385,0.475,0.14,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,1,6,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,4,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065992744427771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807816613986395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387597107601529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5596999179444352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,-trip,2019/05/23,"How to get out of a situation without telling the person you have SA? One of my close friends is having a birthday dinner this weekend and she’s inviting people I haven’t seen in over 5 years and strangers. I told her I’m germaphobic so I can’t do hot pot so she  changed the restaurant to KBBQ. Now I feel bad about canceling but I’m really not trying to go because of these people. I also especially feel uncomfortable eating in front of them and the last time I went to KBBQ, I barely ate anything because people were hogging the grill and I didn’t have the audacity to keep reaching over to use it for my own food. 

I don’t want to tell her about my SA but I don’t want her to get mad if I make another excuse to her such as relatives coming over. Do you think it’s bad if I come up with an excuse to not go? Because she already changed the restaurant. Or am I obligated to attend? Idk what to do",1.8871777221526929,3.729570734042557,3.9123028785982505,86.71029411764708,78.36170212765956,6.551188986232791,25.420525657071337,7.510576382923642,1.2743544430538174,710,27,149,10,17,242,108,188,0.096,0.8390000000000001,0.065,-0.8899,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,0,8,4,1,0,9,0,14,4,0,3,0,26,34,14,0,4,8,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,9,4,1,3,1,0,7,8,3,0,1,6,4,26,1,29,28,1,20,0,0,1,0,17,8,0,3,5,102,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953956396996034,0.12286150694056312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109923811787472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642815732210086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25655689061528736,0.2809626163862239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250499992680428,0.2646851497863049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572065159512053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536450556510475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577552706824646,0.0,0.11869768460100795,0.0,0.16053543942648088,0.0,0.17462812875969275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365574613616027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523267663970195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025522658111488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410675802982723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195325910497177,0.1341477770883038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842223703111848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269168924387876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26856676484038394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844282641454212,0.0,0.0,0.08958555094344979,0.0,0.0,0.14680441169800107,0.0,0.10430778549066083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132690937134452,0.0,0.0,0.1812352951473787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242078190056168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809823918222273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989356234105844
socialanxiety,lt512,2019/05/23,"My Instagram Addiction Is Giving Me Social Anxiety IG has given me so much insufferable anxiety that it's been really hard to live. It all started when loads of people from work started following me. And because of that I got loads of social anxiety. Feeling like I could no longer post like I could before, because I didn't want my coworkers to see the real me. 

But I got a kick out of people noticing me finally! So I Started chasing likes like nothing else. Please can random people I have no idea who validate my existance please? And if heaven forbid something didn't get the right ammount of likes I'd go to delete, and repost at a more Instragram heavy time hoping no-one noticed. 

​

I was possessed. I got an Unfollow app and saw loads of people i knew from work unfollowed me which gave me CRAZY anxiety. What did I do to deserve that? 

​

When I meet people and follow them and they didn't follow me back that gave me SO MUCH anxiety. Like why haven't they followed me back? We just met and had a good conversation. Why on earth wouldn't they follow me back? The unknowing drove me crazy.   

​

I discovered the 'Friends Activity' tab and saw my friends liking other peoples pictures but not mind...what's the deal? Anxietttty.   

  
  When my friends don't watch my story or vote my poll...why? There's just so much why not's which give me all the anxiety. And the opposite when the wrong people like my pic/watch my story...Anxiety. 

  
  When someone doesn't reply to my DM but I can see they've been online. Wtf???? 

​

It was once my creative outlet but now I've stopped taking photos for ME and purely how I think they're gonna look on IG.   
I know how fake and fabricated it is. Nothing you see on IG is real. It's filtered to buggery, and every photo is staged and unnatural. People compare their lives to staged photos, and I feel guilty because I've contributed to it. 

  
  This app has well and truly gotten to my head. I'm addicted, but all the emotions it's given me are stress, paranoia, dread, and anxiety. I don't feel any positivity from the app. So why am I using it? I've tried deactivating, uninstalling the app but I always come back. 

  
  I've NEVER had this anxiety with any other website/app. Not even Facebook. The ironic thing is I've abandoned FB but FB is where all my real friends and loved ones are but I don't care for their validation? I want the validation of strangers. IG was so much better for me when only 2 people followed me!    


I have an addictive personaility, I can't wean or deactive. I did deactivate for 7 days which was really good for me but I was always looking forward to coming back.  

I know the option is to delete permanently. I can download my archive so that's no big. But I feel anxious deleting because I might miss some important announcement from my fave celebs/bands. The BIG PROB IS there's people I've met that I wanna stay in touch with but I only have them on IG. These people arent people I talk to on the regular, so I was thinking of sending a blanket DM to all of them saying if you want to keep in touch hmu on fb, but then I think what if they don't hit me up? And then I lose them forever. What if they think i'm being attention seeking?What if they don't like me at all and don't hmu on there? The social anxiety from not being added would make me keel over. BUT at least i'd find out who my real friends are. So idk.  There's no way I can deactivate cuz the temptations always there, deleting is final. I know it's the right thing, but I dont know if I can right now. 

​

TL;dr I'm addicted to Instagram even though it makes me feel like sh\*\*. It's destroyed me mentally, and the only option is to delete but I get anxiety losing touch with ppl and the liklehood they wouldn't want to keep in touch and I'd lose them forever, and always wonder why they didn't hmu elsewhere.",2.3583737664473645,4.660539131510421,3.9153755482456165,84.98987664473687,78.90885416666666,6.906688596491227,24.428179824561404,7.9889121714841265,1.5246260416666662,3055,110,595,55,76,1013,289,768,0.129,0.7659999999999999,0.105,-0.9051,4,0,1,0,1,0,112.0,1,2,15,6,36,34,1,2,27,0,60,6,1,6,8,118,128,67,0,17,29,0,10,10,5,5,4,1,0,0,32,31,0,5,18,0,0,12,26,11,1,1,30,19,98,23,57,88,13,64,1,5,8,1,41,24,0,16,35,382,130,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565137102817586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170265763197426,0.23064902165743545,0.2586653578001924,0.0579046809413287,0.0,0.35826586455031445,0.04809743300664982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368705946271692,0.0,0.10381287088971068,0.0,0.03622803968747534,0.0,0.0,0.03765397227879772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340787082774772,0.0,0.0,0.07334888258786346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679850657024115,0.0,0.0,0.0274572395402181,0.04389277438953364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989737698804903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035565802612816985,0.04789094691244207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624053982265935,0.0,0.035871125702097495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076355519587782,0.060830925960371623,0.0,0.09327727793915916,0.038912618093798486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446601817819576,0.0,0.04448717696172491,0.08168330183948264,0.024196253781661427,0.07141948533249977,0.10215292880866038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038138680016808285,0.0,0.043694052559446174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228640695044583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806179439886767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568492004931629,0.0,0.0,0.09359204000947166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799908611033796,0.0,0.07518869971139792,0.0,0.07150425932151877,0.1428910144892745,0.0,0.0,0.0384254411545491,0.0,0.05683805162604945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042905409179564966,0.045165160528825,0.0429884358155623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518957830316751,0.0,0.032836329147713096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170338431272976,0.0969434392781783,0.0,0.045340798377731126,0.028849802784545974,0.09714021710459217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541922699150113,0.0,0.0,0.09346874418298626,0.0,0.0,0.04077491290213223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383788343256855,0.054549045262711635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907600195831668,0.0,0.033857209104350056,0.0,0.0,0.10177986833600786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019901537120598,0.03607351046105153,0.032776179756764084,0.0,0.0,0.09040403929329767,0.04537909793334875,0.0,0.03559445948152873,0.04876931737977317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03201096936440887,0.03422003105924838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656964293353705,0.10912091323789526,0.041829548701502135,0.0,0.024825722421621663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02890551100857564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03677097856153345,0.0,0.0,0.10044693776945453,0.03379391382707097,0.0,0.0,0.038279880068259615,0.0,0.2305029409927614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046170580822938914,0.061989958294796636,0.0,0.0,0.030243933644786405,0.04654888685408209,0.2586653578001924,0.0
socialanxiety,MagicJT,2019/05/23,"it's not much but i got officially diagnosed yesterday i got the 1 2 combo depression+SA diagnosis so that's epic. it's been going for like 4-5 years but i never really thought there was anything wrong until around 2 years ago but then my mom sort of bullied me into going to the doctor to get it diagnosed.

​

also idk what to flair it so i put success",1.336514459665146,3.909761342465753,3.8993607305936098,81.5529071537291,86.26027397260273,7.080060882800609,23.179604261796044,8.167268648758528,1.8721366818873668,290,11,54,7,9,101,54,73,0.153,0.735,0.11199999999999999,-0.4805,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,9,8,8,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,0,6,2,8,3,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810762400339425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633575410762751,0.0,0.2213303832318986,0.24821480862711975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680997850118686,0.18184683139584412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146668511959413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090827071186352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672453599725083,0.0,0.2321868128374416,0.0,0.3267525512574657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979777306200788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392427962971183,0.0,0.0,0.15016461561038344,0.0,0.15754840974322887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053514100646216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086291246946782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217043765251965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334113737828956,0.24821480862711975,0.2630910293656106
socialanxiety,bumpofyeetler,2019/05/23,Nervous as fuck about graduation tomorrow so I guess I'm not sleeping tonight Here's to hoping it goes better than expected,3.4959420289855068,6.671492217391311,4.843478260869572,73.99246376811597,83.34782608695653,8.284057971014493,33.7536231884058,8.841846274778883,4.039475362318841,103,6,16,3,3,34,22,23,0.205,0.586,0.209,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020766570480218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42029117587799897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008179387220243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515427222211354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549508232760169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Oliverose12,2019/05/23,"Social anxiety How do I overcome nervousness of meeting anyone even friends when I’m out or need to go to an event or something. I have this strange thing when people talk to me I get nervous, turn red and shake, and ultimately I want to run. It always passes after 15 minutes and then I’m fine. This issue has seriously ruined my life cause I’m so afraid to do things cause I’m a freak and I know it’s stupid!!",1.3010457516339855,3.5482084117647053,3.0862745098039213,89.75712418300655,82.52941176470588,5.660130718954249,22.38562091503268,6.937597516519254,0.6771699346405229,325,11,68,4,9,108,61,85,0.239,0.6920000000000001,0.069,-0.9214,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,4,2,0,4,1,0,3,0,13,14,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,7,2,8,14,0,10,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,5,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729672222724396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905843241777306,0.0,0.0,0.17419799682641793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511851765486877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454849550961995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924777816074686,0.0,0.13016052231370487,0.0,0.14158673331713678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600277526887429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691573217287895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596840008038514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472727727238786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271587754856085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25395740230234026,0.0,0.1917930049937195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002418413780272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310227698945217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709826911780955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469437574801946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Optimusprimee19,2019/05/23,I'm sick and tired of myself. Every day I get sicker and sicker of my excuses. My good feelings don't lie in comfort zone anymore instead they lies outside of it. Which means every time I'm in the comfort zone I feel pain rather than joy because I'm sick of my excuses that I know they are false and that I'm destined for greater life.,2.3686190476190454,4.0905751000000015,3.6257142857142886,89.84761904761906,76.57142857142857,5.80952380952381,27.380952380952376,6.42735559955562,1.0973809523809517,267,11,55,2,6,87,45,70,0.245,0.642,0.114,-0.8631,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,8,11,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,9,4,8,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29384860075005503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062088093916295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108808961388055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992887120114866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996349573774397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480379310306894,0.0,0.0,0.24852121411192565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283796576017484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928446901179792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32275604639393124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152826089002979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277410075705238,0.34055166194366243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imoutbruh,2019/05/23,"Does anyone else get anxiety stings? Very recently I’ve been getting stings all over my body when I get that anxious feel. Didn’t happen before it started like 3 months ago.

 It is very painful and feels like someone is poking all over my body (head, face, chest, back, arms) with a needle, imagine the pain you get from sunburning yourself. It gets really itchy so I itch the places where I feel it looking like a drug addict which gives me more anxiety and hence more stings.

Like I said it started fairly recently, how do I avoid this painful thing yo?",5.717428571428571,6.754089123809521,5.094285714285718,85.25571428571429,67.28571428571428,8.285714285714286,29.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,1.975571428571429,438,15,84,6,7,132,74,105,0.177,0.732,0.091,-0.8299,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,0,5,13,7,1,2,11,19,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,7,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,9,4,4,16,4,12,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,12,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551552796062378,0.0,0.0,0.11832410122865555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042273542229712,0.15079712729837416,0.0,0.09333400361307848,0.1367685016844958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263973272537512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358369815219575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965377286795159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681135516199595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154797215949108,0.0,0.1115074241765108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024781492390403,0.0953598592720726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486952456753267,0.12804848923992454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803805296529128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369914607517139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608510492590288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209160469948833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654438493318626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261040814204746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946070655419046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551224886937955,0.0,0.2635955498252783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697233760570242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309921151805193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895907147080399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886797809510203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027393276994525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway57209,2019/05/23,"I feel awkward and “big” (F16) Whenever I’m with people I always feel really awkward and “big” for some reason, like I feel like I’m 7 feet tall and really goofy it’s kind of hard to explain, I’m not even big I’m 5’2 and 110 pounds. I also feel like everyone thinks I’m stupid and everyone is staring at me. I’m fine walking around if no one is talking to me but if someone talks to me It feels like i forget how to speak. No one seems to really believe me though because I’m “pretty” so they just assume I’m a bitch for not talking to them.",0.3526923076923083,2.2717606153846184,2.9372863247863243,91.36951923076923,83.87179487179488,5.951282051282053,20.86111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.5614393162393161,420,13,94,6,12,146,66,117,0.14300000000000002,0.737,0.12,-0.177,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,7,10,2,2,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,26,18,12,0,2,6,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,10,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,0,8,11,6,12,18,1,7,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,5,4,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431078694944155,0.12934422883860547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838064999108185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947589547940948,0.0,0.0,0.1751353645784345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267117603004416,0.0,0.0,0.29707224663387605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929929811163795,0.33315377450368355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924984155225326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187396977868146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037739090195385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106696123091456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776727074927964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814532699578965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987496908510586,0.1598252477924565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415129708382612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317096085580613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37482686087825706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996040625404274,0.15272573739624376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gadsden13,2019/05/23,"Ideas for a social anxiety/shy adult 20's group on meetup. I'm a shy 24m from Boston with trouble making friends. I'm diagnosed ""bipolar"" but at the end of the day I'm just shy with nothing talk about. I dont drink and I dont smoke weed. What sort of group can i make on meetup for people like me to meet people, make friends, and have fun while in thier 20's? What's their to do for events?

Hiking? Cinema Movie Meetup group? Bros with Social Anxiety that like fishing?

I suggest if anyone else wants to start a similar meetup for any age group go for it.",2.0731034482758623,3.7486980344827607,3.5822758620689648,90.04031034482759,77.27586206896551,6.364137931034484,21.082758620689653,7.1686216300943375,0.5068475862068964,436,11,93,5,10,144,73,116,0.068,0.7759999999999999,0.156,0.9218,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,5,3,0,3,0,14,14,5,0,2,3,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,19,14,0,11,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,2,8,45,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253891008461175,0.0,0.14105512052357605,0.0,0.0,0.12892728477711302,0.1889256957015952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891399871982135,0.0,0.0,0.18714835345364456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321990646283427,0.18062851277104933,0.0,0.0,0.15403120915251134,0.0,0.16331165543745935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849130095026404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479106200761597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081498451163627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016379995679835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36923813781774095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692376036815255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556606796394029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759175067956258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050966997906355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148202834578883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087558985293393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,choochooschmoo,2018/11/16,"Struggling with my SA and being a law student at the same time Does anyone else feel this way? I'm currently a 3rd year law student with social anxiety and I feel like i cant handle the normal social requirements for a law student like attending networking events, public speaking, mooting, appearing in court for clinical externships. It's strange because I enjoy studying law but as I approach the end of my degree the 'social' aspect becomes more and more necessary",8.333214285714284,9.10737255952381,8.240571428571428,65.90442857142861,61.5,11.005714285714284,40.609523809523814,10.793553405168565,4.993126666666667,381,20,54,9,5,123,60,84,0.059000000000000004,0.8690000000000001,0.07200000000000001,0.2382,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,16,6,5,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,6,3,8,5,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,7,32,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598661696545094,0.0,0.0,0.15171518591639804,0.2223183176261271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226701058926638,0.23963376920081886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987781279603547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812562296173421,0.0,0.19217699503904573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21941992461937468,0.1550082308522847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200775656684448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259114276855548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.663541404730469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22683120584962302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652088560060326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722260417117883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397259107024574
socialanxiety,chizreddits,2018/11/16,"I feel like my life is going nowhere and I’m just going to end up overdosing on drugs and dying. I came to this realization when I was filling out my UC application. I can’t answer any of the questions because I have no self confidence When I do feel a little bit of confidence and pride in myself, my anxiety just tells me that it’s cocky. This has resulted in me losing my motivation for everything and it’s terrifying. My anxiety has ruined my life and I need help. ",3.1346808510638304,5.012878797872343,5.437180851063832,77.00875,74.85106382978724,9.380851063829788,27.707446808510642,9.827888789773867,2.9189617021276586,373,15,72,11,8,131,63,94,0.162,0.6759999999999999,0.163,0.2732,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,2,0,16,14,7,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,2,16,2,10,12,1,13,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,50,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800583941355078,0.0,0.33299515469518376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267417113938104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23761161090285765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24892752205167026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588080649981235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25239872037454564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276857785830567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560499619434174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009536996902104,0.1554853962185007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473849639373163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458826350014621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30745773483231065,0.1063301924354083,0.2181371373240461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24348871513591586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138076554075428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438118414801223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270508580541531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023103524812973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Liamladdy,2018/11/16,"People who cause social anxiety straight off the bat without realising it Possibly a situation a lot of you can relate to:

Got asked to go help out a different department in work. It’s a place I already know how to work in and it’s similar to what I do already so I jump straight into the aisle (it’s a distribution warehouse). Everyone’s got their heads down getting the work done so I don’t think to say hi or greet them as, a)everyone’s just focused on working, and b) being anxious it’s an opportunity to avoid an interaction anyway. 

A guy also in the aisle that’s only worked there for a handful of weeks turns to me and the first thing he says is “You don’t really say much do you?!” So straight away it’s awkward. Naturally, you overthink it and come up with several options of how to respond. I can literally just nod in agreement but then I’m confirming to the exact thing he’s just said, or I can take it as a queue to attempt to not be so quiet and strike up a conversation. Which I’d hate because my anxiety makes just basic small talk a difficult task. What do you end up doing? You do the horrible fake laugh to play it off and just say “yeah, I’ve always been like that” or something horrid along those lines. Then proceed to say nothing else for the next half hour 

I hate being so quiet
",3.5910076045627366,4.976766076045632,5.197055133079847,81.22387167300381,72.65019011406844,8.453916349809885,29.11958174904943,8.982922981607832,2.366265551330798,1030,42,207,21,20,349,151,263,0.138,0.7609999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.9312,1,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,6,2,8,15,11,2,2,20,1,16,2,2,4,1,32,31,22,0,0,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,0,1,18,11,0,1,2,1,0,4,4,6,0,2,5,9,17,5,37,23,2,31,0,0,0,0,26,19,0,5,9,140,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24574117491888786,0.08904154983325495,0.09264691247156777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035531494020434,0.12578673513512692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409136798246764,0.0,0.10461111033122383,0.0,0.0,0.06787411135026564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438069354395168,0.0,0.095912774235389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633051153805865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394330525421492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301340868873592,0.0,0.09861750637689363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278743302852288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947089296219378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817250937924628,0.0,0.0632792141999629,0.0,0.1781035230099966,0.0,0.0,0.1102478095021653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985778628874356,0.1142708014275001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463136288793694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965115686792848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061191608426378816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439692789694668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094660467315448,0.0,0.0,0.07432281203545818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185046136205233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184153322299694,0.0,0.0,0.10683732290627572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468193273581913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719173085694128,0.0,0.11633051153805865,0.0,0.0,0.12552333881283387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713296519108005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591339560663238,0.44272506117266996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578673513512692,0.0,0.0,0.12515503054212604,0.0,0.11350092258969365,0.0,0.08571785195345842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837166366925,0.08949388177473784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794366866493125,0.07134457367641939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111001756875525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931323326338526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733139347493628,0.0,0.405297849470838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ne407,2018/11/16,"I don't have the ability to walk outside anymore I used to work as a cashier, there were 4 cashier booths and one lane where costumers would enter. I was usually put on the booth closest the costumers and many times the costumers would literally walk past me to the cashier to the left of me. It made me feel like an ugly piece of shit, I could handle every time they yelled at me but man that fucking got to me so hard. Eventually I cried and quit the job, dealing with mean people mentally hurt me. I made me so extremely aware of others. I kept thinking of what other were thinking. I've always had social anxiety since I got really bad acne and growing in an upper class white neighbor hood made me feel like I was always lower than others. I'm coping now, I couldn't handle the social anxiety to I dropped out of HS. I just had to get this out of my system.",2.877186897880538,4.779365543352603,4.1184046242774555,86.07779961464355,75.64739884393063,6.694258188824662,25.406165703275533,7.554174236665415,1.3264947206165707,681,24,134,9,15,223,107,173,0.162,0.799,0.04,-0.9669,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,6,6,2,0,11,0,12,2,1,4,0,23,27,8,0,4,2,0,3,2,1,2,0,1,1,1,7,7,0,1,5,0,0,5,2,4,0,1,12,5,22,2,21,11,1,21,0,1,1,1,6,9,2,0,7,86,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229602813808206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135681696082748,0.0,0.13843332979718745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654976398429433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144929106688277,0.0,0.15333035640085735,0.0,0.14390862281680886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760852145879434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115930709732855,0.19944273064032567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904642996237647,0.07292872754810523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232818120372793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504301661502115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494313468697845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851909314633784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166226889358864,0.0,0.0,0.1363908408415903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962433117439564,0.0,0.14151985480185889,0.0,0.15205175080105954,0.0,0.0,0.14067140736255626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458812857021273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325210005704188,0.09677242341278344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403240304235925,0.0,0.1484685292526085,0.0,0.0,0.0894233514389156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432846022354481,0.1154682542180094,0.0,0.0,0.284583833440592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788841166112585,0.0,0.0,0.1627892323425266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205588153862175,0.15373595276300325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162139043098188,0.0,0.0,0.19831796462708884,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boopbeepblep,2018/11/16,"I can't even make friends on Reddit. I don't understand what's wrong with me. I was recently offered friendships with two individuals on Reddit with like-minded interests. Check my post history if you're curious. But when PMing... I grow a pair, interact, ask about their life/interests... And I'm ghosted after 24 hours. 

I had once texted back and forth with another girl that I ""met"" here asking for a friend in the area I just moved to. We had similar interests! But I was the only one who initiated conversations and she just never tried much.

I'll chalk that up to social anxiety, and it's no big deal. But I've wanted a friend that isn't the guy I'm doing the sex with or is interested in sexing me.

My boyfriend said that he doesn't understand either. So,whqt gives?! ",2.221973684210525,4.68151593421053,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,80.44736842105263,8.010526315789475,23.315789473684212,8.841846274778883,1.9390578947368424,610,21,121,16,16,204,105,152,0.045,0.8079999999999999,0.147,0.9285,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,7,0,10,2,0,1,1,23,21,10,1,2,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,7,10,0,0,2,0,1,2,6,1,0,2,6,1,15,6,15,15,2,16,0,0,0,2,20,7,0,2,6,75,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175900603976788,0.13260236558025987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240934780533352,0.0,0.0,0.13328548875045348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870288299897336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114487483959596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017593147743251,0.0,0.0,0.16628068895858628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163092733749294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707020740081176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224330816225607,0.08468372497759542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570382404491522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502100340435847,0.0,0.0,0.18422984779903948,0.12742267306721194,0.0,0.133688215598392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459829665057126,0.1174576682211168,0.13183063418502106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600897507587434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114942117450027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488322432448912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766952893276988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768447594469575,0.0,0.16932510687294486,0.3608999554403949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223868061129132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895168486592871,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CountDaysAccountable,2018/11/16,"Social anxiety after being bullied - scared I can't talk Hi everyone - ok this is a bloody mad one.

I'm an incredibly outgoing person and I pride myself on my ability to connect with others and communicate compellingly. Profession wise I'm a consultant with political aspirations and have to give speeches and presentations constantly. I know that communication is one of my unique talents but here's the problem: I have this intrusive monologue (with simultaneous projections in my mind's eye of said truths coming to fruition) that I can't speak. That suddenly my brain  will stop working (I know it's irrational, trust me I'm a hyper rational person - it's what makes this so damn infuriating) and I will freeze up and not say a word. 

​

I understand where this came from - after being bullied pretty incessantly as a kid I learnt to turn my attentional spotlight inwards. I perfected myself, prepared every conversation and monitored every thought. Eventually I burnt out and I think that internal spotlight has just never left. Things have gotten better but this is something that just cripples me. It sucks that my main talent is something that holds such fear for me. 

​

Can anyone relate to this? It's more than just glossophobia because it's just so irrational. Like, of course I can speak. Of course I won't just freeze up and go mute? But that's the fear... and the imaginings.. 

​

Help please. I really feel like without this self-doubt (and added worry over the complete irrationality in this instance of self-doubt) my career would be so improved. 

​

Thanks guys!",5.318480243161094,8.367147985815606,5.7031053698074965,72.11250000000003,72.68794326241135,8.85126646403242,30.99341438703141,9.424239791934726,3.524758459979737,1300,59,201,34,28,415,163,282,0.147,0.653,0.2,0.9449,0,0,2,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,0,4,11,19,3,3,10,1,19,2,2,2,3,46,38,18,0,2,10,0,3,2,0,4,0,5,0,4,24,17,0,2,8,0,0,3,6,7,0,2,4,9,27,12,27,27,2,19,0,0,1,0,15,9,2,0,9,138,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970064237263094,0.4452297603701113,0.0,0.0,0.07007589861695065,0.0,0.0,0.06405081434452167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584022250631083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101524106883831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225903038288403,0.0,0.10476921091677308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890770940429731,0.0960438030504026,0.09899009468452227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435863577147252,0.08753041012604675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615725579654806,0.04631713289080011,0.0654410654821558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787376190785877,0.0520599876838992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070118327833084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613994323712839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068501707270353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952672065783393,0.0,0.0,0.0895050114689527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114558671622974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924927246714716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064973389847727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414486897014645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996808011726274,0.0,0.10055237713459103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319298916885586,0.0,0.0876515175586233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868310545448064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713524876300469,0.07284623086238083,0.0917103926500725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191123416488854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337752857452697,0.0,0.14104063627863309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658405052884168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362686850463315,0.0,0.0843355598551172,0.0,0.0,0.06085683637180581,0.05869538163306728,0.0,0.07272239869017481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963755243708307,0.0,0.09536175534136937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830183960160805,0.0,0.06668793637382124,0.09302709965614203,0.0,0.06507200772764139,0.0,0.4452297603701113,0.0
socialanxiety,SheSmellsOfCheese,2018/11/16,I think someone tried to ask me if I wanted a ride but only heard the last few words So a few minutes ago I was waiting for an uber and one person from the theatre club(I know him vaugely) was going into his car and he sees me waiting in the cold. I thought I heard him saw something and I turn to look at him without saying anything. Does anyone else have this problem?,2.0329135338345883,3.9876918026315806,3.083759398496241,92.29131578947369,78.34210526315789,4.342857142857143,25.330827067669173,3.1291,0.27899849624060113,291,11,59,0,7,93,58,76,0.059000000000000004,0.941,0.0,-0.6355,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,17,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,7,12,0,8,11,2,8,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,1,2,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176361665119655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171671320894386,0.25156136490467024,0.20203971981421134,0.0,0.2295254210233523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148537388287192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050980999086792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953307140434273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492982136161707,0.20012927053431068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617259621375653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636879527971501,0.1867268789044433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437613163632094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349267835495262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524511596458605,0.0,0.0,0.19564540533428024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802590997711004,0.18901112013580929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731749546773066,0.0,0.19491321647526055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669004912634275,0.26705218993083263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481239396194753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366698003287575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,d4rg0n,2018/11/16,"Just wanted to share how bad I feel when noone responds me So, a little introduction:
I have friends, but I don't talk much with them at school. Why? They just have better people for conversations. I usually just stay in the group and just listen, if I manage to be in the group in the first place. I also prefer to talk directly to someone rather than in a group. 
So, to overcome my insufficiency of talking, I write to my friends almost every evening. Simple questions like ""How is it going?""; ""What's up?"" or ""So, how did the biology test go?""
The problem is, I don't get any answers. I have no idea why; when I ask them they just say they had something else to do.
That makes me feel so incredibly lonely... That is barely anything for them, just one unimportant person, but for me it is everything. 
Please keep that in mind when someone texts you. It is crucial for people like me. 
Thanks and forgive me for my English, it isn't my first language.",2.252105263157894,4.6633917391304385,3.4498855835240287,87.57726544622429,79.97826086956522,5.830205949656751,23.814645308924483,7.0608816371341465,0.9464826086956526,736,26,145,9,19,238,105,184,0.059000000000000004,0.797,0.14400000000000002,0.9476,0,2,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,6,3,19,11,0,0,7,0,15,0,0,4,0,31,26,17,0,5,11,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,8,3,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,3,0,3,2,4,26,8,22,23,1,19,0,1,0,0,25,9,0,4,9,108,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601113651946346,0.0,0.0,0.11660698648681407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915816588700786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999206911521093,0.0,0.13631591950561958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174816434389216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896017278150448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218084513395252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963084276893032,0.0,0.12285414495336915,0.0,0.13104775283069192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474553523889708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248057741521506,0.0,0.0,0.22531026436102106,0.0,0.07618152455558924,0.0,0.1657383207935915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460566932953138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296057198726156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424742010461834,0.1461434125477783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733162950229708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723004705410964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071896845894718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880698706261894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202177413438674,0.12731870558725455,0.1523440507529933,0.16005941299180534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952380687624633,0.0,0.0,0.16334446747841885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595673103671607,0.0,0.1475710253726336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24709457517246325,0.11225433994728877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541776752857173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515980533459426,0.0,0.13424546081767008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160592946761155,0.0,0.08600456781963384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631479699492374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dieItalienischer,2018/11/16,"Does anyone else never get contacted first/invited to anything? I want to get over my social anxiety by doing more social activities, but the small amount of friends that I have never invite me to do anything and if I wanted to do anything, I’d always have to be the first to contact them. I hate doing this so I never do it. I can’t remember the last time I was invited to something.

It makes me feel really unwanted and like I don’t have any real friends. And it fills me with so many doubts about myself like what’s wrong with me that people don’t think that they’d ever want to hang out or go for food or a drink? Do people think about me at all? ",3.968,4.570144466666669,5.381481481481483,83.19666666666669,71.0,8.37037037037037,25.37037037037037,8.515128840125781,1.5571481481481482,513,14,106,8,9,173,80,135,0.13,0.743,0.126,-0.1461,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,5,7,1,1,4,0,15,2,0,1,5,26,26,9,0,5,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,4,1,0,3,6,3,0,1,1,1,17,4,18,23,3,14,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,4,9,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212727182109265,0.0,0.0,0.09981098205513968,0.0,0.1122812908646848,0.0,0.0,0.10262741195583557,0.15038674889748654,0.362346141139747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844243901747446,0.0,0.0,0.14378210805549455,0.0,0.0,0.1226103875768307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276499242625922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421306858378589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24969085063407306,0.17747904363815428,0.0,0.22679361353458824,0.0,0.15336614412605587,0.0,0.08341473652018011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449083995989031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963995491233635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341219199380334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979724205137214,0.14880524573751658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33960220894471754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035084655324999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670603238838122,0.09402683322542074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662657120384519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29923410624850033,0.0,0.11299337588452125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880930062297326,0.0,0.0,0.08558478157028597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597123584885788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047373148250713,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BlackisCat,2018/11/16,"Invited to a get-together at Dave and Buster's; How do I convince myself to have fun and let go? So my coworker's last day of work is today and afterwards a whole bunch of people in her department (I'm in a different one) - most of whom I don't know- are going to a party/gathering at Dave & Buster's. I'd only recognize her and maybe like two other people.

I've been told that it's fun there. I've only been once, and it was an after-prom activity in high school 7 years ago. Of course I had fun then, as the arcade was reserved the entire night into morning for  the kids who went to prom. It was full of not drunk high schoolers being teenagers. This was also before I started getting more severe anxiety around people and public situations. 

I feel like I should go. I could even make my boyfriend go with me ( He said I should go). But the idea of being around tons of people, on a Friday night, just sounds so dizzying. Not to mention that I'm trying to be more frugal than usual with the holidays coming up and all. The idea of being in an unfamiliar environment playing games and possibly spending a lot of money on said games and maybe beer outweighs the idea of any fun being had.

​

**TL;DR** I've been invited to Dave n Buster's on a Friday night and just the thought of being surrounded by the unfamiliar, and spending money, is making my mouth dry.",4.0541544117647055,5.3485108125000025,5.331647058823531,81.0604117647059,71.38970588235293,8.08705882352941,26.1,8.548686976883017,1.8121185294117643,1079,34,207,18,20,360,151,272,0.019,0.879,0.10300000000000001,0.9626,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,18,0,25,3,1,3,1,37,44,18,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,1,9,17,2,0,6,6,4,8,3,0,0,2,14,4,15,8,37,20,9,37,0,0,0,0,13,17,0,2,14,138,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379706670472852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461882229374561,0.0,0.2292972365219651,0.1285746874219126,0.0719566423158983,0.0,0.0809468509292302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883924624377252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900392870220351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911487503746636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448327451329905,0.0,0.0,0.06824079616566064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055233092431073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988865739149122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350236137641253,0.07559301096072857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056611756560543,0.0,0.3006805581945688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22359502823658586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35835085789942084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581521980356003,0.08625192604117732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082012229435964,0.0,0.10339002372841244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899586460142368,0.0,0.0,0.14126233956568118,0.0,0.2126072750863154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978957172516164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268766386915854,0.0717018004798334,0.16095149806089698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934303532749449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928854698297126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130527418150584,0.0,0.0,0.10708866379224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195388603100717,0.0,0.0,0.11893853272371023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489516694895562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400390551061307,0.0,0.0,0.10029859391292434,0.10110910027679076,0.0,0.07184025480460961,0.0,0.10336417547788196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653835188638365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808994806168288,0.0,0.1181367210956986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703331032452762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285746874219126,0.06814026739840677
socialanxiety,Stekkerbox,2018/11/16,"Can't accept myself with having social anxiety I imagine myself sitting alone in every class (what I do) and I just think that's really sad. So I'm thinking to myself that I'm sad because I sit alone all the time.

Can anyone help me with accepting myself?",3.785,5.398029019607847,5.578578431372549,77.77610294117648,72.52941176470588,7.452941176470588,24.514705882352942,8.07648339933343,1.6768,204,6,35,3,4,70,38,51,0.267,0.637,0.096,-0.8111,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,4,8,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,25,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6445665031419181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380478733649289,0.0,0.0,0.21758065815679928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968927232046048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26217819325988984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085739118622225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934654755194134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31720352554797226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987764994772343,0.0,0.0,0.1814485306350929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,7ti7,2018/11/16,"It has control of everything. Just the thought of how many good moments in life are taken away from this shit is infuriating.
It takes over without you even realising it and it digs you down into a deeper shithole until it's impossible to make a comeback.
",4.783750000000001,6.967949875000006,6.052500000000002,73.0425,71.08333333333334,8.133333333333335,32.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,3.061608333333333,206,10,35,4,4,69,41,48,0.146,0.799,0.055,-0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,3,0,3,2,1,3,0,8,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,11,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30910077472692793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689948437052942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729749176400445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29567867189447833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759446313062518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323782532849537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196061078723396,0.33354836673476196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377077027162551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473626097386034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26118455622326797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171385598583142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AverageUsersAlt,2018/11/16,"I have a problem As an alt for a larger redditor I wanted to ask a question without judgment. Granted I'm using an alt so any judgment or harshness won't be relayed to my main account. Anyway what I am asking about with being a YouTuber one day is this. I want to be a YouTuber however there many traits/insecurities that I really don't like about myself. And that I judge myself on such a standard because I know once I put myself out there I am open to the internet's judgment. I don't have perfect teeth or perfect hair and that's the thing. I don't like certain qualities about myself. I know that the average redditor reading this would probably be asking, ""why not fix what you don't like."" That's the thing. Fixing things would be expensive and a hastle. Should I begin doing YouTube in hopes that I will be accepted for who I am with all my faults or what? I just need judgment and advice if that is so much to ask. Thank you.",2.638773466833541,4.667844829787239,4.226132665832292,84.46029411764708,76.76595744680851,6.7639549436795985,27.01627033792241,7.724431198458867,1.7060033792240301,740,30,142,11,17,247,102,188,0.11699999999999999,0.8320000000000001,0.051,-0.8847,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,10,11,0,0,13,0,23,2,2,1,4,33,37,11,0,9,7,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,0,4,1,2,1,7,2,0,1,0,1,24,9,17,26,3,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,6,5,113,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314161330227016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657263806855266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860353314323583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553296327974424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010692194244589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556549097547271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225465098639134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22969139242909134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888599901687642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152047071287434,0.11620334701217278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689802678112398,0.10619520012973896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896696295665814,0.1499565874293475,0.0,0.1575434329772518,0.1755584187883701,0.0,0.15675897447597914,0.0,0.100396644334479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428355728534278,0.0,0.0,0.3123465659778885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535279448773668,0.0,0.0,0.18487098054896686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141412323982633,0.0,0.0,0.1510691759733034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265390235797985,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,milkywayT_T,2018/11/16,"What career pathway would be good if you have terrible communication skills? I have no social skills at all, I can't talk to normal people unless I'm feeling very energetic and sociable, which is extremely rare. 
Usually when I'm tired I can't communicate properly to anyone. 
I wanted to go into business but people in business are all so confident and they can keep a normal conversation flowing. Usually people just avoid talking to me and I'm always the weird one in class. I tend to get bored talking to most people too. I'm generally not a very outgoing person. 
I do enjoy problem solving and analytical skills, but I don't like teamwork and communication.",5.324508196721312,7.558601614754102,7.254885245901638,64.77822950819672,69.73770491803279,9.798032786885246,32.691803278688525,10.125756701596842,4.003856393442623,535,25,82,15,10,187,80,122,0.166,0.68,0.154,0.1231,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,3,4,8,0,1,3,0,11,1,0,0,2,24,21,11,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,0,1,10,3,11,19,3,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,4,55,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142628401076608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985515974952883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667098800503878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955562336653307,0.0,0.09741731161839512,0.1437721376425363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523587392451151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374317764558041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358944620336269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615311417015478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753416106269123,0.14967022662780427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401800268720504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473280736318014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133230862146782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970127201829457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775718992068536,0.28286547644784954,0.10110315760137263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176606903806067,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,restindioid,2018/11/16,"Loneliness and homeschooling So im happy that i started homeschooling, i can concentrate on my studies, have no social anxiety while studying, i wont compare myself to others and feel inferior if i get worse grade. Its just all about the focus on myself really. But the thing is that i wont really see social life anymore, i mean i was loner at school but i used to analyse people how they talk and yeah it actually made me feel less lonely idk why or how. Im gonna focus on my studies now but im gonna hate the holidays because i dont know what else to do besides playing minecraft, trying to create my shitty music lmao. I might go out but ill probably go to drink some coffee alone. I also have one friend but im not sure if shes good because she doesnt really talk when i try to talk to her about some other stuff, she only needs me for homework help. I also used to go to the gym but most of the people were older than me. Im 17 while they are around 30-40 some even older. I quit gym after 3 years of working out there because i was just burnt out, might go back because ill have more time with homeschooling tho. But i have no more ideas where to find friends anymore. Also i live in a pretty small town and i tried to make friends here but didnt get on well with anyone because they just didnt reply after the first meet. Oh im also kinda info so maybe im too different for other people? Because the fact that people leave me quickly is a bit confusing and im sure im not an asshole...",2.1310470085470112,3.8389649679487214,4.0448717948717965,86.64457264957265,77.2051282051282,6.673504273504275,22.773504273504273,7.526774132740827,0.9680183760683758,1178,35,242,16,27,400,168,312,0.142,0.728,0.13,0.6473,1,3,1,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,3,3,25,13,1,1,10,1,21,4,0,6,4,53,41,28,0,3,16,0,2,0,3,6,3,0,1,0,11,11,1,0,7,5,0,4,10,4,1,2,6,3,34,9,32,29,9,31,0,2,1,0,17,13,0,11,14,161,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.06789412554860744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205761547891687,0.0,0.2225530065001448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322387074379889,0.0,0.13799729922812828,0.04864771385012635,0.0,0.0,0.06193555372930942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349806237796301,0.0,0.2544697543924426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595671881469837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268995524835734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154013504077261,0.06815597038013313,0.0,0.0,0.05812009614407492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459529286780341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035734518877791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358931722840451,0.05917955457099654,0.0,0.0,0.16125795151613154,0.0,0.07269902018918993,0.0,0.15816188504738635,0.058355316752915866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406274878338152,0.0,0.06868985803910609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04663394286436391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854050537614743,0.6763661101749721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038236015807712416,0.0,0.0,0.07366875272897717,0.0,0.0,0.049142128668134576,0.0,0.0,0.06143506029861956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583254063885874,0.04644114264916683,0.0,0.06989637026323885,0.07578641279594836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761390321341455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158819210771328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714509974171521,0.05291411358487202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192935228680692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078170537440154,0.07501247054400115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400044515019892,0.0,0.0,0.13371253517390466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041253778713888,0.05544141936584411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184373256182084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924479012174912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964551150521668,0.0,0.0,0.13114522294777345,0.0,0.0,0.16776268345762074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622183171185223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056912168406383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170840713488694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017908509326734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255532411769994,0.0,0.06277965586696962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050650654159037564,0.0,0.07090178483285939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044803333827419904
socialanxiety,InvisibleSnowma9595,2018/11/16,"Tips on living in a big city? I live in Hong Kong and like other big cities like New York or London, many locals are not so friendly and are always in a rush and can be annoyed even by little things, which pushes my anxiety level off the roof. (I find it extremely difficult to interact with others)
I'm graduating from uni next year and with my depression and social anxiety in the way, I won't be able to find a job and deal with adult problems like ""normal"" people do.
I've brought this up with my therapist but he doesn't seem to understand how this is putting a lot of pressure on me and my social anxiety is getting worse
My brothers and sisters on here, any advice on what I should do?
Much appreciated...",6.1222872340425525,5.914785865248227,6.93339539007092,76.74562500000002,66.23404255319149,10.170567375886526,31.809397163120565,9.827888789773867,2.893318439716313,561,20,109,11,8,187,97,141,0.153,0.81,0.036000000000000004,-0.9308,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,1,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,24,17,12,0,3,3,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,8,12,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,1,0,10,4,20,12,2,23,0,1,0,0,9,15,0,3,6,73,18,2,0.1586129557036219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499474459621532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197868536437438,0.0,0.0,0.10786224894847278,0.0,0.3640154309115589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352299265892098,0.13661310632968882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476236132782983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899387359942737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254397612016985,0.0,0.08286872284681701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739888415528147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324708349207938,0.1589718507336087,0.2801162916207123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348470628862474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080864179566676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165987726827524,0.0,0.0,0.15318938099844465,0.16868667781555194,0.0,0.15540701987033073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996225225126843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177117746079802,0.0,0.15944982967446725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439527778657502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32337186747865954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416186666439788,0.10537539987839496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512168067379093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589958141215254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164015254589492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214154314310714
socialanxiety,catfunnie,2018/11/16,Letters of recommendation Is anyone else TERRIFIED of having to socialize/get to know their professors in order to get a letter of recommendation from them? ,15.119999999999996,12.460478692307696,14.973076923076926,34.02192307692312,50.53846153846154,18.09230769230769,49.07692307692307,15.903189008614273,8.174123076923077,130,6,16,5,1,45,20,26,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.6940000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669724993794648,0.5377491263271065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384271172921844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484027722958642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884321826611901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dbj2000,2018/11/16,"Ever just want to never go out or see people ever again? I worked from home but have to sometimes conference call, and I just freeze up and the nerves take over.

Sometimes I think why am I hear having this shitty life, just want to never see people again. ",5.837533333333332,6.060960220000005,5.541999999999998,85.01433333333334,66.8,7.466666666666668,22.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,0.5262666666666664,201,3,39,1,3,62,35,50,0.14300000000000002,0.7829999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.7632,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,15,11,4,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,7,11,0,10,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,6,29,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182969012018928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867589103845497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149811489078305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409495917832399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444232581539216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100163969618352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297660974612635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964211835702774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34071561237658504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228747835619643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073861965152647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369838630103694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521901467819397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929063968615097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563696642751307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nlrnice,2018/11/16,"Bathroom Anxiety? Hey!

Not sure if this belongs here but I feel it relates. Wanted to see if anyone else ever suffered/ still suffers with what I like to call 'bathroom anxiety'.

​

When I was little, I used to beg my Mum to refuse any sleepover invites because I HATED the idea of using or sharing someones bathroom. My best friend would have multiple people over at once from different schools and her dance class (which already made me anxious) and before bed, everyone would share the bathroom and brush their teeth together.

​

I could not for the life of me ever bring myself to brush my teeth around them, I would have to pretend to search for my toothbrush in my overnight bag for a good 10 minutes and wait till everyone is done to then go and brush my teeth by myself.

I also hate using the toilet if anyone is around the bathroom or if I know someone is desperate to go, they have to go in before me. 

​

Posting here because it used to have an effect on so many social occasions growing up! Does anyone experience the same thing?",7.100668358714048,7.766840619289343,6.565799492385789,77.22893612521152,64.12690355329947,8.597123519458547,35.7060067681895,8.344100000000001,2.9968717428087985,850,38,142,10,12,263,122,197,0.121,0.765,0.114,0.3428,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,3,2,10,11,2,0,8,0,13,4,3,6,3,37,29,17,0,9,9,1,1,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,6,8,0,2,4,2,0,6,2,4,0,0,3,5,24,7,28,22,2,22,0,2,1,0,12,9,0,6,7,104,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104814751929593,0.07595689212668266,0.0,0.3087381445522551,0.3462397631401447,0.06459086489308127,0.0,0.14532159766257227,0.10730237164019024,0.0,0.199240399106702,0.09732005416379028,0.0,0.16910783628242573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580001838874356,0.0,0.16164499164866386,0.0,0.09967751423234313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698701311922056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583521957371744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923574030871207,0.0,0.0,0.08311919244049074,0.09719933404078863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934508623598491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183290879951588,0.0,0.1815183150644672,0.0,0.0929104027164908,0.0,0.0,0.0480256399395827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338268469462449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194099684412885,0.07966620751298176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875496797575775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722286413016467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052199500222139775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708843748859676,0.046403298145964826,0.09519669237976693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987405322206678,0.0,0.09629661310720224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115249180382647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584840430958923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096628623020422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612662836905232,0.07568817831483858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682195951854952,0.1609555015263654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585256918177402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951920002363388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310167165021077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281350342865591,0.0,0.0,0.05602271250716698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024169859979083,0.0,0.3462397631401447,0.0
socialanxiety,atom_fracture,2018/11/16,Tbh what does it mean if u ask for a tbh from someone and they don’t give you a serious tbh,4.770454545454548,1.830202409090912,6.3990909090909085,88.36863636363636,70.36363636363636,10.618181818181819,31.09090909090909,8.841846274778883,1.8893090909090908,71,2,20,1,1,25,19,22,0.071,0.929,0.0,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424484967717202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41416638447590015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454008771258181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155355223377904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010046065859396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mademoiselledena,2018/11/16,"Struggling with social anxiety, but I don’t want to be social anyway. (SA + Introversion) I have social anxiety and really cannot engage in small talk or even any casual conversation. When I see others do this with ease, I feel upset at myself, however, at the same time, I’m the kind of person that doesn’t really desire social interaction (hard core introvert). So, I’m caught between not being able to be social and not wanting to be social. It’s like I want to want to be social and comfortable with others. Anyone else? 

",5.2593571428571435,6.5294680500000055,7.091428571428567,69.665,68.5,10.114285714285714,25.285714285714285,10.290406445055957,2.8124714285714294,415,11,69,11,7,145,65,100,0.10800000000000001,0.693,0.19899999999999998,0.8695,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,17,19,7,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,3,6,5,13,13,1,7,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,1,3,48,11,0,0.11913315388315812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101462989046669,0.0,0.18227307327766876,0.0,0.0,0.08330067117890194,0.12206599465808025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995204632369621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868632456829233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602373021540833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671990574314223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240588470656655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058202441339270675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402247479081493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263949791260145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493369942344763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.850088733144318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454383901955188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575471640761857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946750007271481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281071283175483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,--thrwaway,2018/11/16,"I think I'm often the subject of insults. Every time I hear some stranger say something like ""butt ugly"" or ""retard"" I think they must be talking about me. It doesn't help matters when I'm in the workout room and I hear this kind of talk a lot. I am especially scared of people in the changing rooms making comments about me, like maybe I smell bad or look particularly ugly. I usually change clothes in a hurry, but then maybe that makes things worse and gathers more attention? 

There have been times when I know for certain the insults were directed at me. I get so angry and I can't seem to brush these things off. Also, I can't stand passive aggression. How the hell am I supposed to know what people want from me unless they communicate clearly?

Maybe this is all in my head. I was bullied for most of my childhood, so I'm really paranoid about anything negative people say. I am always alone and terrified the world is out to get me.

Anyone else get this feeling?",3.660797872340429,5.669670664893619,4.4329255319148935,84.20875000000002,73.73404255319149,6.827659574468084,27.707446808510642,7.645422480735847,1.6838553191489356,767,30,144,10,16,246,119,188,0.26899999999999996,0.66,0.07200000000000001,-0.9929,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,0,11,10,4,1,8,0,14,2,2,3,4,29,32,15,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,9,5,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,8,23,4,21,27,5,18,1,0,1,1,13,10,2,7,9,97,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879855474880035,0.0,0.10717130816748467,0.1115107590316008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370602023607554,0.13731364229948495,0.11028247452612598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189646892384354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28353903927166346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195187757800863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291295509072452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776173318573173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005105845195035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753749005117002,0.0,0.30208805264195704,0.0,0.0898270617032238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955542817455474,0.1473016751439841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094538300210104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253838656496462,0.0,0.0,0.1139342939665804,0.0,0.0,0.17891137356531686,0.0,0.4039065868435424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787262393054545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585308904356888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314734100319632,0.1341718446123264,0.0,0.0,0.12200172309722228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031708718498516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154314789162124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806649295311347,0.1717420980625771,0.0,0.0,0.15628980836380338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759798452394116,0.0,0.07904519548364795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365721748978866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,uhhhhghgfc,2018/11/16,"I want to start talking to a girl I have a question as to how I can start talking to my crush. I have social anxiety but we texted a bit and she said she’s also a bit shy and we just started talking a bit. Then it ended as I had to go to sleep. However I’m unsure what to say when I see her in class, she sits next to me. Should I just say “Hey how have you been?”, it’ll feel awkward as I never usually say this. She wasn’t really giving vague replies when we were texting, however I’m guessing it’s just her being friendly since she was home schooled for 2 years prior. I’m also curious as to when to know if she’s interested or not in texting, is it mainly based on how the replies are based on how vague they are? If so how can you determine if it’s friendliness or just her being interested. I want to slowly start talking to her more in class. Not that long ago, I asked if she was at school since she wasn’t in class, she said no, but she asked what were we doing in class then I just explained but she replied vaguely with “Oh ok thanks” which I guess is reasonable since you can’t really talk about it since it was just about homework? I’m a bit curious and would appreciate it if someone could answer my questions, thanks in advanced.",1.848443143812709,3.586071319230772,3.432541806020069,90.5872408026756,78.11538461538461,6.675585284280936,23.996655518394647,7.586124646067393,0.9991638795986616,973,33,215,14,23,322,122,260,0.061,0.773,0.166,0.985,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,4,3,1,1,19,7,0,1,7,1,26,1,1,6,1,46,50,30,0,10,18,0,1,0,1,3,0,5,2,1,13,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,11,7,38,6,29,33,6,29,0,0,1,0,43,9,0,11,17,150,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641145675261512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559118202728318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457307092929527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226406309444665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256981463818085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783103542999419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633966366703248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928956894563091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531395523769081,0.0,0.0,0.093513125181582,0.05540097566712572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147736967364829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778187986850516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053573276032623136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626804865460225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518373251188773,0.0,0.10367266759597324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840315081752415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489827377967422,0.10022720441393773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545443482542934,0.2325635738498304,0.0,0.1973129387747046,0.07768012436922582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225507744033363,0.0,0.0975518872163748,0.09937010012035873,0.0825957478093245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759915936460009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917596346006605,0.0,0.17949571282176027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736208612740787,0.0,0.1149942136790717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692480516633896,0.0,0.0,0.06277488173425178
socialanxiety,Purpleberri,2018/11/16,"Has anyone tried cutting out porn? Cutting out porn but continuing to masturbate on fantasy? I have read that lack of dopamine is a main reason people have SA and cutting out porn and other things that give you a lot of dopamine (Instagram) will substantially raise your dopamine.

I also want to try this out. Does anyone else want to try this out with me?",5.437272727272728,7.258912424242425,5.112545454545458,81.9188181818182,68.69696969696969,8.31030303030303,29.86666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.3832521212121223,284,11,52,5,5,87,44,66,0.11599999999999999,0.84,0.044000000000000004,-0.5913,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,14,8,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,12,7,3,7,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,1,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463788381253376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578532726620728,0.26219305949727234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239340653493328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137661255436108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245476295669804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755144366213766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17740428462860774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25596267876317824,0.0,0.0,0.2631010654076553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000422463304446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.521204525799284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30186515040094264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Blackguy223,2018/11/16,"I don't know how to be myself. At this point, I don't know who I am anymore. I used to be funny and popular but know I'm just some guy who is afraid to be himself.If anyone has experience or tips, please comment.",-0.2951063829787266,1.56853991489362,2.637702127659576,92.89400000000002,86.02127659574468,5.4621276595744686,20.038297872340426,6.742157984588678,0.1864672340425529,164,5,39,2,5,58,34,47,0.0,0.841,0.159,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,10,13,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,10,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310829469868058,0.2334310679377075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32656290530242243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305574533680447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504148066140333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664598025553487,0.3155899212800976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28833351001369983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ducgies,2018/11/16,My friends think that I’m annoying and I’m not sure what to do Recently I found out that my friends didn’t like me and so they wanted to kick me out of our group of friends. I’m not sure if I should talk to them about what I do that is annoying or if I should get some new friends. The problem is that due to my social anxiety it’s not easy getting into a new group.,0.9121428571428574,2.252931085365855,2.649303135888502,96.9328048780488,79.60975609756099,6.636933797909408,23.90940766550523,7.447530270364453,0.6981407665505222,287,10,73,4,7,95,48,82,0.177,0.659,0.16399999999999998,0.195,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,2,0,2,10,2,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,2,20,15,6,0,6,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,12,7,10,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,4,5,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552294800017682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248591055885655,0.627086746608984,0.0,0.2120295074916328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913405794354704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919532954078331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941623262851712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003541606159424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684636930175432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824901210378558,0.0,0.0,0.16309545418184895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300197892460911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968457091930045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,That2amFreshAir,2018/11/16,"Bad start to uni - looking for tips So I'm going to try and keep it short: in september I started what I was expecting to be level 2 of life after high school, full of hopes and excitement but also nervousness and apprehension.  
The uni I started attending is basically 2 hours away from where I used to live and I live alone in this new city - no roommates, no neighbours, etc.

On the first day I talked to a few people just introducing myself but the conversation didn't go much further than that and after some awkward conversations I got back into my shell and did not utter a word.  
Fast forward two months and my situation has not changed one bit. I do not even have one contact here to go out or do something, whilst everyone has already found some kind of group with which they enjoy doing stuff. In class I sometimes see someone sitting alone but on the moment I tend think that I'm good by myself even though I know I feel lonely - so I just sit by myself.

It's like my mind changes when I'm in public and is on auto-pilot thinking only about what the negative consequences of whatever action I undertake could be (awkwardness, negative judging by others, etc.)

My days are basically made up of smoking cigarettes & weed and watching movies or YouTube videos. I don't especially want to die but nor do I have the want and joy to live.

I know I can do better than this but somehow I don't have the motivation to go out and do stuff even though I know that is why I am unhappy. Did any of u ever have similar feelings? What could I do concretely to improve?   


​

  


​",5.943444976076558,6.427942558441561,6.5548325358851685,76.94040669856463,66.5974025974026,9.730963773069037,32.76896787423103,9.682069395223575,3.0374454545454537,1260,51,237,25,19,413,180,308,0.155,0.759,0.086,-0.9658,0,4,2,0,0,1,35.0,0,0,1,3,17,14,0,4,9,0,29,1,0,3,1,51,57,25,1,6,12,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,14,15,0,1,9,1,0,7,11,6,0,4,7,5,30,8,39,46,8,44,0,1,3,0,8,19,0,6,19,174,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961513376056205,0.10449850813805206,0.07572771736723713,0.0,0.3078066294780019,0.2301300662367436,0.06439598335554332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896925773945942,0.07281476374843886,0.07906653672468215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375020923066358,0.10338263274890318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034993129865444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121282384178705,0.0,0.0,0.12214114034840093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982786673372758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122035948086493,0.18763585987096745,0.08565722996049785,0.0,0.0904853218405331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957614769614258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054768889349508,0.0,0.10382839927098217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526985804400053,0.07942584112315798,0.0757364021508362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005067811178396,0.0,0.09405370045664416,0.09325569727655232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416944489685954,0.0,0.09861047889189427,0.1561260165676768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688602035313282,0.04626329156601755,0.0,0.2508527899521325,0.0,0.07952011855111553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960288803941015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956151576092691,0.0,0.07558480533450096,0.0,0.06961186789774994,0.0,0.0,0.0914572144118223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283358367387768,0.07201996686197028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564972856345215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583659811220548,0.07545981431030238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064413725696669,0.0,0.0,0.08023493581044464,0.07290099148334743,0.09365597432273133,0.0,0.20107725023142128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680669714366346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611241490995664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135372129464232,0.18607510675561015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429182496239826,0.0,0.09250345081989046,0.0,0.0,0.08178624888080469,0.0,0.0,0.11170736506209414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544768926144691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301300662367436,0.0
socialanxiety,mothybot1,2018/11/16,"Uncomfortable with praise at work I've always been shy and quiet. I'm honestly not very awkward, I can handle myself in social situations well enough, but I'm definitely not a talker and people label me as such sometimes.

Anyway, I'm an intern at a media company right now and there's this one situation that kind of makes me feel anxious and uncomfortable. 

Basically I have a boss at my internship, and a women from another team who asks me to do work for her sometimes. Maybe once per week. And every single time I return a finished document or report to her, she praises me EFFUSIVELY over email for it, and even CC's my direct boss and her boss. 

The thing is, the stuff I submit back to her is usually just fine. It's not BAD, but it's nothing over the moon amazing either. It gets the job done. So it always embarrasses me when she does this. I don't want this huge praise for everything, it's overboard and I feel weird replying to her with a thank you -- it feels fake to do so

Does anyone else experience this? My boss thanks me loudly sometimes too for things I don't think warrant it. 

",4.282098837209304,5.7081929162790725,5.621787790697677,78.69082122093025,71.0,8.537790697674419,26.46075581395349,9.017664075816787,2.0813313953488373,867,28,165,17,16,291,130,215,0.08800000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.182,0.9752,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,6,12,15,0,2,11,0,10,0,0,5,0,29,23,16,0,1,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,17,11,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,5,1,1,2,5,25,10,20,21,3,16,3,0,0,0,18,8,0,1,8,114,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236199587374183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409029143781893,0.0,0.15180443562684254,0.0,0.0939574645559566,0.13768210032716982,0.0,0.0,0.1256216035278253,0.0,0.0,0.10332535492162204,0.11219672424847224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351832844943677,0.13751131332720942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225228158242682,0.0,0.0,0.13884432066431684,0.0,0.08875279691067282,0.0,0.11321593798474795,0.0,0.12076673736284314,0.13144361147518938,0.0,0.0,0.20383068114541933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020489836092107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334551667545538,0.0,0.0,0.13992990165699115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969572604871508,0.0,0.13499680070949982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289355311611138,0.0,0.0,0.14310398452346335,0.09105533821416646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093158051405094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475470991993372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020841387909121,0.0,0.13697742833014187,0.0,0.0,0.3986981330129225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538261458153391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742715473598575,0.0,0.0,0.17854430439042987,0.08610146952579623,0.0,0.0,0.0783545928682282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799403885151732,0.11087266928263002,0.07925729995002244,0.0,0.1077867626899756,0.0,0.1208184143387018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956518268276825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trickst3r7,2018/11/16,"Is anyone gonna notice if I do this My eyebrow shape is always changing, but they’re always pretty similar. Today at school, it was a higher arch than normal (drawn on with makeup). At the end of the day, I realized how stupid it looked on my face

So, I realized that straight brows look way better and wanna wear it to school the next day. 

My problem is that I had an unusual amount of people staring at my face today because something wasn’t quite right on my face. They probably saw my dumb eyebrows.

I feel like everyone will start judging me if I go in tomorrow with suddenly straight eyebrows. It’s gonna be apparent that I draw on my eyebrows... but I’m making assumptions.

I have 3 more school days before a week long break from school. Should I just be patient and do it after that break, or stop caring what people think and do the straight eyebrows after today’s atrocious attempt? 

do people even notice these things on another persons face? best option?",4.704548262548265,6.337703010810813,5.190598455598458,81.38466216216217,70.24324324324324,7.664092664092664,28.88996138996139,8.192908349453996,2.1142123552123557,767,29,136,11,14,245,115,185,0.077,0.7709999999999999,0.152,0.9421,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,4,4,7,2,0,7,0,15,6,6,2,0,23,27,10,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,5,18,4,19,17,3,34,0,0,4,0,2,14,1,4,17,86,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410336598715909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860551117334912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575725925255279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476414604873034,0.0,0.10436310746597653,0.0,0.12870989720957948,0.1084708305873814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250462439355123,0.0,0.12974369649773387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23729046883915464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086283636433174,0.0,0.0,0.08100683271976618,0.0,0.0,0.11719395218436734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062013737277190714,0.0876186583378939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970281184059142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059918867164272034,0.0,0.0,0.10853826111937673,0.2059842808007799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186746703903006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043590578391726,0.0,0.12016749434196858,0.0,0.2792676241603993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550828463783661,0.10709016160949547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247755460170426,0.13223363185030074,0.11735610221476375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304496112417714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473941006778004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964990771196253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441923989781606,0.0,0.0,0.08680979842791564,0.0,0.0,0.10253793559104396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148086089827387,0.07858690183952363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34876352139458344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735105434506428,0.09837959544441127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ForSleeplessNights,2018/11/16,"Delet existence pls There's an anime con taking place tmr-Sun that I have a weekend pass for. Totally freaked out about it of course (and it's my first time). I can't even really bring myself to meetup with anyone online. Like I feel that if I do, theyll just be super disappointed because of me as a person and my appearance. I joined a group for meeting up, but the more and more I think about actually going for it I want to run away. Especially since I dont think there are any other girls meeting for the same events. That doesn't really matter tbh I love guys and they can be really chill. I just don't want anyone do be let down that it's me. I can also just go alone, but I dont know how fun that will be and if i can handle that either. ",1.5921609403254957,3.2734441835443064,3.5987703435804725,89.36227848101265,78.68354430379749,6.792766726943943,18.247739602169982,7.7094869923839395,0.32665497287522616,583,11,130,9,14,198,96,158,0.077,0.825,0.098,0.48700000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,10,6,0,0,6,0,19,1,0,1,1,26,31,12,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,7,0,0,4,1,0,6,5,2,0,1,0,1,20,4,16,24,5,15,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,3,5,94,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.18412047462627254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541134457821646,0.0,0.15088405975924318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830609106774302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263853171130564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726723144706708,0.0,0.0,0.11501508556687527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44225353058119904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461866133925675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954002108792753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048763553162473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144577392182646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868188178260765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036913476894772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929339046101506,0.0,0.09217752088651077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702873782203987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474452998979708,0.1971261718557413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626118642926752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607466526687616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186080585084834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24179181378242826,0.0,0.0,0.1100184423804549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22257188426583555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EyemSmaart,2018/11/16,"I can’t take anymore of this This post is hard for me to make because I have never talked to anyone about my mental health, and have on the contrary indicated that I have no mental health issues at all (big mistake), so it is hard for me to explain my affliction in words, but I need help.  I recently turned 18, am in my senior year of high school, and over the past few months it has come to my attention that there is something abnormal about me, that being my unusual apprehension in social scenarios.  The farthest back I can remember having this extreme anxiety is in junior high, but up until a few months ago I thought it to be the usual timidness that people have in social situations.  After realizing that my anxiety was only getting worse, even in the span of one year, when for example from freshman to sophomore year I found my comfort in public had dropped significantly, I came to the conclusion that I was not simply shy, I actually had social anxiety disorder.  I would say that after watching some YouTube videos and reading online that I am not as severe as some other people, however i find my symptoms to be debilitating nonetheless.  I have not really made any friends especially in my sophomore and junior years.  My ability to make small talk is abysmal and usually turns people away.  I often find myself in a situation where I am walking with someone and instead of making conversation with them, I don’t say anything, like an idiot, and there is an awkward silence.   When we have seating charts in school and I am placed next to someone who isn’t one of my few friends I am absolutely silent and basically I just sit there and do the class work without any interaction with my partner.  My public speaking is abysmal, I become very monotone, sound unenthusiastic, my mouth gets really dry, my face gets red, I stutter, and am at a loss for words.  Really though, public speaking anxiety I can deal with, the worst part of my social anxiety is the inability to form interpersonal relationships, make conversation, and to meet people.  I have never had a girlfriend, and actually my social anxiety is worse around girls, even ones I don’t necessarily find attractive.  My social anxiety has kept me from going to parties, and the saddest part is that I have not been to a single high school dance, homecoming or prom.  This being my senior year, I still have some of high school left, and I really want to enjoy it the way it should be enjoyed.  I want to be able to talk to girls and attend school events.  I also want to be able to get a job.  I have never had a job, again a result of my social anxiety.  I want to get one to make some money, something I have none of, but I also don’t want to get one because I am so fearful of the social situations I will be put in.  I have not told my parents about my social anxiety, and they are blissfully ignorant of it, but I have finally decided that I have to tell them because I cannot handle it anymore.  I was hoping that they would be able to take me to the doctor to get a prescription medication, as that seems like the easiest treatment since it requires no time commitment, but I have heard mixed views on medication.  I’m not really one who is skeptical of pharmaceuticals and I tend to trust them, so I was leaning towards medication.  I know therapy is also a good treatment but the time commitment may be an issue as I have a heavy school workload and enjoy my free time.  This post was difficult for me to make, and I apologize if it is poorly written, but I really needed to get this off my chest and I hope that someone can offer some advice or at least just acknowledge my post.  I don’t know what to do and how I can overcome this issue.  I know I don’t deserve anyone’s pity but I do humbly ask for someone’s help.",7.5789538929969575,6.939356480716256,8.309537480063796,69.51588516746413,63.3939393939394,11.44375815571988,35.90967087139336,10.827096031093859,3.901245730027546,2999,122,541,69,38,1012,293,726,0.11199999999999999,0.762,0.125,0.9422,4,0,2,0,0,0,68.0,1,0,5,4,27,27,2,4,29,0,80,10,3,9,6,106,125,48,0,14,20,1,2,2,4,5,7,6,0,3,33,30,0,3,16,3,3,7,21,13,0,6,18,11,93,15,88,92,16,77,0,2,3,0,49,33,0,13,33,412,126,18,0.13661703532197952,0.0,0.08887901281998851,0.0,0.0,0.044500195256830063,0.040367586270903234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925259378861166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193617921113768,0.0,0.31353497425213434,0.0,0.09032492596461587,0.06368387173427845,0.0,0.03747472651472608,0.04053937531001375,0.042572828693966884,0.0,0.04278540061426602,0.035016689098759934,0.0,0.08328047669880155,0.05029426068592774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208449773828688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03922782634362239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694872152769016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219165280795269,0.046611108203833934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015617557614721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124404884463864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988576146909941,0.12486549525801215,0.0,0.0,0.04993117590073681,0.07036665506436839,0.0,0.19033803278811492,0.0,0.02588086983809848,0.03819596249224599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158801955201897,0.0,0.0,0.09681168003112063,0.0,0.0,0.06104767934187533,0.19245786481786434,0.0,0.09046102789968373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259269065605504,0.09038088480179647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508114976882545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049478269537793725,0.0,0.0,0.04449612177687664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04309011402779274,0.1823858638521728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376272902458213,0.0917852259566133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269760946097299,0.0,0.0,0.06753320041538591,0.1053674798133856,0.0,0.04843125565046638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515047762167494,0.03463447052058416,0.0,0.0,0.050565683396317916,0.09862862401386653,0.04347213958486475,0.1262840674710653,0.0,0.047578574819244115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308413554018475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045779284792313864,0.0,0.0,0.04555133527732076,0.0,0.17504074221276114,0.0,0.044964280259502776,0.04889185614586899,0.05158682304013402,0.0,0.0,0.07242889992954925,0.0,0.2765274667625233,0.0,0.04145700599337422,0.0,0.05144612114025742,0.0,0.03767034112661013,0.15356327173129955,0.0,0.4177915887654476,0.1543402275857023,0.07011631219687788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03636751362785055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047332469809365466,0.06847933890820161,0.10980759803048512,0.0398031035036638,0.0,0.052077828727790695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04474184785375659,0.036152888591573916,0.0796624919413416,0.0,0.0,0.04351447728152673,0.0,0.0,0.09906673590736884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030957553186068,0.03757445394467306,0.13430044509705946,0.03614674787967466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04389798228670462,0.0,0.0331529429384796,0.0,0.09281628700863401,0.06469921477233387,0.0,0.0,0.14662815263651166
socialanxiety,Mr-WorldwideMan,2018/11/16,"So I waved at a Blind Guy the other day He didn't wave back and my first thought was ""wow he hates me"".  

God I hate this life ",-1.32977011494253,0.19727027586207235,0.3868965517241385,109.50609195402299,87.6206896551724,3.8666666666666663,13.114942528735632,3.1291,-1.9687333333333337,94,1,28,0,3,30,27,29,0.27,0.564,0.166,-0.5667,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,4,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764022808621273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23182173532852415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057561925937363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559215652604469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7097839656310769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538969795640236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853708081390051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ilovemesomebeans,2018/11/16,"Feels like my brain is broken I've been dealing with this social anxiety since I was 10, im not sure when exactly it started. It's affected my education pretty badly, i started skipping school when i started middle school. I dropped out by grade nine, i physically could not force my self to go, i would try and make it through the front doors of the school and the anxiety would become unbearable. My social life has been nonexistent since 12, the only people im okay around is my family and even then it's just my immediate family. Fast forward to now, i turned 18 a month ago and i feel the overwhelming pressure to get a job and take responsibility for my life, but its so hard when i can barley stand in line at the bank without trembling, I've been studying for my learners licence but cant bring myself to go take the test, i feel doomed. I'm seriously debating if this life of mine is even meant to be lived, and if it would just be easier to give up. Nobody truly understands the pain of not being able to be yourself around people. I just want to know if anyone else has it this badly and how they got through it, because ive tried exposure therapy I've tried everything and i feel like there's nothing left for me. ",5.061898148148149,5.84305709053498,5.969338991769551,79.31598379629631,68.62962962962963,9.367181069958848,29.59079218106996,9.516144504307137,2.554802674897119,975,35,191,20,16,322,140,243,0.121,0.7979999999999999,0.081,-0.8278,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,14,12,0,3,10,1,20,5,1,3,2,41,42,19,0,8,12,0,5,2,0,3,4,0,1,1,11,12,0,0,7,0,1,5,5,8,0,1,6,5,25,4,25,28,0,26,1,2,0,0,6,9,0,3,14,120,36,6,0.10456586471472958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269132992635666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998520059482071,0.0,0.0,0.07311488388599292,0.10714008542243557,0.0,0.1861715776936298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461625863542432,0.06374238058483213,0.11548478225466137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673008702938174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834873343728604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078028150491744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735136237045897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812953491984295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397705675971968,0.0,0.1971507822588115,0.0,0.21148657220984124,0.149403749290901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054631348516537455,0.10030910557920186,0.1188543812773576,0.0,0.0836308742859009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367047595542326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258981549687644,0.0,0.10376548595175522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057466664613605924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136111179681446,0.0,0.22157388788405635,0.10217119934754852,0.0,0.09233357427855524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979852666432848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834634755987567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003337673507497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952705203387701,0.11126545249810088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498560904593924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638107652182074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174787127891752,0.0,0.0,0.1090850018651795,0.0,0.0,0.17299592769171007,0.0,0.0,0.21318346157363008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203677172791292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855209000745474,0.0,0.15724103376609652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958017930676572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129800747730176,0.11373763396569447,0.0,0.10885675288131667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616756562168836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079776214341524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284177045635964,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whiskers845,2018/11/16,"I'm worried about being miserable at my graduation ceremony and regretting it My Master's degree convocation is next week and initially I decided not to attend due to time constraints and because I'd have to fly over. However, things have changed and I essentially have most of the week off now. So I'm not sure if I want to attend after all. It may be nice to mark this accomplishment, and to see friends and take a mini vacation. There will also be a departmental reception following the convocation ceremony.

At the same time, I'm hesitant to attend (aside from paying for pricey flight tickets) because:

1) I dealt with some personal struggles during my time in the program, which reduced my confidence and sociability. This was tough since I'm normally pretty friendly (though can be socially awkward if I feel uncomfortable) and really I value my friendships. I think I came off as stiff and unapproachable to a sizable number of my peers and a few professors. I didn't tell any peers about what I was dealing with, though now realize that doing so could have helped.

Therefore I probably don't have the best reputation in my class, which is small and people are very close with one another. I'm anxious about further negative interactions with my classmates, and that it may be the last in-person impression they'll have of me (I may not see many of them again after graduation). I'd like to be remembered with positive or neutral thoughts, especially since my field of study is very small, and word seems to get around.

  
I'm also uncomfortable with sharing what I've been up to post-degree, because my current endeavors might not pan out well and thus reflect on me poorly. I tried to deflect or be vague in the past, but my peers usually asked follow-up questions and I don't want to lie. 

2) None of my family members will be able to attend so I'm worried about feeling alone and awkward while everyone else spends time with their families. 

Do you think I should still attend convocation? Any thoughts would be greatly appreciated! (:",7.7288072727272725,8.224996088000005,7.986793939393941,68.16106363636368,62.78666666666667,11.618181818181819,37.31212121212121,11.299434782280676,4.5101466666666665,1643,76,277,45,22,538,208,375,0.087,0.8170000000000001,0.096,0.8548,2,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,3,3,18,16,0,4,11,0,38,1,0,2,2,68,61,30,0,9,9,0,2,1,2,9,1,0,0,1,12,27,0,1,12,1,3,7,9,6,1,1,7,4,33,10,48,35,7,42,0,2,2,0,15,16,0,12,20,189,45,8,0.1087718886262909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126548727315922,0.0,0.17396968007248775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793722842574372,0.11405680922034656,0.0,0.1228812734605388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683004185695714,0.10168703273993494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19891900116725214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414938642105105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440606342671336,0.0,0.0,0.11506623552887987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684550221896155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213904101610396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908649556433682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393620089930326,0.0,0.0,0.2050809122933674,0.0,0.10999667023804792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807378266467288,0.0,0.0568288224130932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199213912089854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290750413319431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866360682101201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053140450502489084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102776226440622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538978475346814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568013754423248,0.0,0.1065733563950816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370664677177825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383507548953667,0.07540873191544688,0.18995083524230008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417340197685453,0.11066011493276964,0.11727449300468833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184940887759242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968205711739157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321734600112967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335422498251898,0.0990218422189394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799544605787008,0.0,0.0,0.11087924248757086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686537076333242,0.0,0.0,0.11371199490119875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251621776785293,0.0,0.08178292341840808,0.0,0.09507142497443816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226320957627748,0.13939326843072533,0.21373565662057506,0.17270545926282665,0.2537030519133901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384897240296202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197968681451838,0.1794963992608088,0.12831295618848876,0.0,0.1745004960736611,0.0,0.09779899085371338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209262656262381,0.0,0.07726842886217163,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justwantadv,2018/11/16,"Devastated after giving a speech with hands shaking I had to give a speech today for a college class. 

I wasn't even that nervous but my hands were shaking like crazy. I had to stop at one point. 

But then I continued (with hands still shaking) and read the whole thing. 

Obviously it's not the first time this happened, but I really didn't think it would. 

I feel so bad now. So humiliated. This happened in front of people I will have to see daily for a long time. I feel hopeless, and angry. 

  
",2.6046620847651774,4.730920371134018,3.8195189003436414,86.87493699885454,77.24742268041238,6.3729667812142035,23.14891179839633,7.3871296695380915,0.8995186712485683,384,12,78,5,9,125,66,97,0.282,0.6579999999999999,0.06,-0.9768,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,4,6,0,8,3,3,0,1,14,16,8,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,1,0,4,3,6,0,2,5,8,9,1,11,9,1,18,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,12,55,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312942611096228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448638440459247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179729941313606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655998672350324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207981337356758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879014324372101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715241093700467,0.0,0.0,0.19409806807539406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862209162694814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520541763202386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073355218526563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938700279722964,0.0,0.1405069085522495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747757403009105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515534430390073,0.1833677359246708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571154468819356,0.14053630181439344,0.0,0.0,0.25578343255974545,0.0,0.2078969665311721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244871488159218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580406947261993,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,electraheart3,2018/12/27,"Anxiety about Jury Duty, any way to get out of it? I have extremely bad social anxiety and have been summoned to Jury Duty in NYC on January 2nd. I am 20 years old and this is my first time being summoned. I was anxious enough about it already but after questioning my sister about it I felt even worse. She said you have to sit in a room full of people for hours regardless of if you get called in for questioning or not. And if you get called in, it’s even worse. You have to answer questions in front of the judge and about 30 other potential jurors. Just sitting in a room full of people makes me feel anxious enough, I have awful claustrophobia as well and knowing that I have no escape and can’t leave if I’m not feeling well makes me extremely nervous. And if I get called in for questioning, I’m afraid I might pass out or puke in front of everyone. Physically I don’t think I can handle this and I’ve been having panic attacks just thinking about the outcome of me going. Is there any way to get out of Jury Duty based on my anxiety? I am diagnosed with general anxiety disorder, avoidant personality disorder, and depression. I have a therapist and I’m sure she would be willing to write a letter for me. Does anyone have any experience with this? Would I have to mail or fax the letter in, or would I have to go to the court and present the letter? Would I be presenting the letter to a receptionist or in front of the judge and crowd of people if I get called in? Is there any way to get out of it without showing up to the court at all or do I need to attend even with the letter, and will I be able to go home after presenting the letter? Sorry for all the questions but I am panicking as I have no experience with this and I am unsure of what to do. I appreciate any help and responses, thank you. 😔",4.266721311475411,5.1192649289617504,5.723971584699456,80.09999016393445,70.47540983606558,9.134688524590164,28.027978142076503,9.3871,2.3400484371584693,1428,49,286,30,25,484,152,366,0.19399999999999998,0.753,0.052000000000000005,-0.9942,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,5,0,1,14,11,1,4,16,1,38,1,0,2,3,71,62,30,0,11,18,1,3,0,0,7,1,1,3,1,12,23,0,4,12,1,0,8,7,7,2,1,5,4,36,4,65,46,6,46,0,1,0,0,30,23,0,17,10,215,48,4,0.07806928655148848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861513990253568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654489598245984,0.0,0.2388911621074184,0.17639214452848734,0.0,0.054587860358126336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888150839004581,0.0,0.0,0.06518459331421511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31886988095432045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724096211075083,0.07923868250418903,0.0,0.0,0.17894833198759907,0.0,0.06831895876084572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133288448686958,0.0,0.1546920824348429,0.0,0.0,0.07459854888572301,0.0,0.15273348513788873,0.0,0.0,0.07894835400006213,0.0,0.07495875798843346,0.0,0.0,0.06640569525898257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855158602252448,0.0,0.13310572396387646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05232819714552995,0.0,0.07830985979168906,0.0,0.07688252139299777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04290483820047169,0.0,0.0,0.08266410214292731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422370998212734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828191758440764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788738676559069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192058356824926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159748680070404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237024036470882,0.06816708974400096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372773396661866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426176919719882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795818061421604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739217466776131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357937866272217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187571011717048,0.0,0.09064445887601337,0.0,0.10004729304513073,0.0,0.0,0.04552282880474474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859032975151855,0.0,0.0,0.1403873287083754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525600632664756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911854528341812,0.22183272499567994,0.0,0.0,0.050274060937056005
socialanxiety,European-Cowboy-2,2018/12/27,"I just can’t help but feel like people hate me I’m a 15 year old male.
I have a group of people whom I’ve known for years.

They act as though they like me, but I just can’t help but feel like they all secretly loathe me.

Could this be a sign of social anxiety?

I experience this along with moments of extreme self-consciousness, dissociation, rabid heart beat and trouble talking.

These symptoms show up alone or multiple at a time, though sometimes more powerful than others.

Pleas help.
Could I have Social Anxiety?",3.0736363636363637,5.620872373737375,3.765949494949497,85.69559090909092,77.78787878787878,7.192323232323233,24.041414141414148,8.238735603445708,1.5686638383838387,411,14,79,8,10,130,67,99,0.17,0.628,0.20199999999999999,0.5718,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,2,4,5,1,0,4,0,7,2,1,0,1,17,11,8,0,2,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,11,3,10,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,1,8,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410285845626336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25719496747192006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684313570069091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644359020876998,0.0,0.0,0.16999473031888326,0.24018404387524425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596581155342818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992015459326328,0.3380254550394066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463782730689388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639465303151364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330813654252095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536693020402694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427174092423905,0.0,0.0,0.16625706497987913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472222605820292,0.0,0.13511392949535375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303185017156652,0.0,0.09802156237493162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650420808072104
socialanxiety,itsMythi,2018/12/27,"I let my anxiety get the best of me. I’ve been wanting to get out of the house more and i had a chance to go hang out with my bro and his best friend for a couple days at his house.

But I didn’t cause I felt akwared around him and I felt like it would of been weird if I went cause I don’t know him and his family well. Know I’m gonna be sitn here at the house for a couple days doing nothing. 
 
I feel pretty disappointed in myself for missing out like that. ",1.240995145631068,2.166660708737865,3.0642597087378647,96.02512742718449,77.83495145631069,6.315048543689321,18.70024271844661,6.6274283507984215,-0.29220291262135945,355,6,91,3,8,119,63,103,0.077,0.703,0.22,0.9459,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,0,20,22,6,0,3,2,1,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,7,3,17,6,16,11,3,12,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655816173978878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135636401263907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31979356166150474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130399161936271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33717607957951673,0.0,0.1965245507495538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363536552263045,0.0,0.07703989493333865,0.0,0.29258696589205285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771616840321715,0.0,0.15920796505622506,0.0,0.0865920606712497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5274233351231788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747071013506534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558026717472775,0.0,0.14887486010484513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461975162621338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500912180854115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986832639528351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699367378396266,0.14124309840313445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082351243600971,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CharlieChimpa,2018/12/27,"I want to physically run out when family members retell same stories over again. A few family members keep retelling the same old stories about this or that and as soon as I hear the first sentence I have a flight response to remove myself from their presence. I also instantly feel anxious when this happens. The stories are mostly benign and redundant. Questions:
- does being a good story teller mean repeating the same story over and over again?
-does the repeat story teller think that it gets better each time they repeat the story to me?
-does the story teller not realize I’ve heard the same story every year?
-should they preface the story with “stop me if I’ve told you this story”?
-is retelling stories as if they are new generally viewed as normal socializing?
-does the repeat story teller do this in order so that they will never forget it?
-is it Groundhog Day?

I think they just enjoy retelling their stories more than I like rehearing them again and again. Also I think they want to instigate storytelling so that everyone will contribute and possibly some new stories will emerge. ",4.5758503401360535,7.668455224489797,4.606122448979593,78.66268707482995,75.83673469387756,6.794557823129254,26.17006802721089,7.957251820313856,2.0978292517006807,888,33,135,15,21,275,107,196,0.021,0.875,0.10400000000000001,0.9247,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,9,2,13,5,0,0,13,0,11,0,0,0,1,35,24,18,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,2,7,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,4,20,5,17,17,9,28,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,6,21,104,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355833766832828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664013253396427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027038034707242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949930331838842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155950822648172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410231659200367,0.14074660111628368,0.0,0.0,0.27771306926143025,0.0,0.0744767334968932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528897736044647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695551242856104,0.0,0.0,0.12354398427832985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025240470974925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601207150017153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092248605751894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196085411337738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044734073876513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136029169937772,0.28451668876666386,0.0,0.0,0.14431774061757766,0.0,0.0,0.15456123303894762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605288242098304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650040120685652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014861404827853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231451423125991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831418973422262,0.0,0.0,0.085888848016084,0.0,0.0,0.14074660111628368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375671139076115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485309442202536
socialanxiety,pikanuudelit,2018/12/27,"Buying pencil trolls and (not?) staring at someones ass Today i was in a shopping centre, and i went to a hobby store looking for a special thing to a pen, called a pencil troll. I went around the store and turned around my head and looked at shelf to the side behind me. And a woman stocking the shelves and bent down to get something. Immediatly i looked away and thought:

​

Brain: What are you looking at someones ass?

Me: No, no, im only looking for this item to my pen.

Brain: Yeah, sure everybody knows it. You are such a typical douchebag. Youre the reason the world is fucked up.

Me: No i would never ever look at someones ass.

​

Then i realised how stupid my brain am, and it really doesn't matter. And no, i didn't find the pencil troll.",1.7607422029214348,4.303407979865774,2.6376312672720097,91.76298460323729,83.29530201342283,4.5797078562968805,22.18752467429925,5.900188976854957,0.2831433872878013,595,20,117,4,17,187,86,149,0.209,0.745,0.046,-0.9767,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,0,0,5,4,2,0,13,1,8,8,7,2,3,22,21,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,4,1,4,2,8,2,0,0,5,7,16,2,18,15,1,19,0,0,7,4,5,13,4,0,4,80,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24050063363423516,0.2697136194341493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759726403787914,0.0,0.0,0.10427242696134052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716820705983402,0.11332631805162242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039071339588576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014366898315418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260223634185192,0.057984173155218525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390084435521405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988096659547193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099349772776555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5591879238462474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559713270729065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440777101192201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109871882152094,0.11410927644147055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821072704194935,0.08544033639256972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460040996555506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073732347053831,0.0,0.0,0.08810831220426663,0.0,0.0,0.10519915440136776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207179182138498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576518949650865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883932427823079,0.0,0.2697136194341493,0.0
socialanxiety,PeeMalone,2018/12/27,"Spent half an hour last night trying to follow people on instagram Anyone else do this type of thing? Completely irrational. Guess I'm worried they'll think I'm weird following them? Even worse is when they have a private profile and you have to REQUEST TO FOLLOW fffuuuuu. 

In the end I followed about 20 people and got about 7 follow backs lol. These are rookie numbers and I have to bump them up, but I have to wait til I'm finished with my phone for the night so I can follow a load of people and go to sleep so I don't think about it for hours.

Thanks anxiety!",2.779473684210526,4.710603438596493,3.86477192982456,87.65873684210527,76.01754385964912,6.665263157894738,22.803508771929828,7.554174236665415,0.9182729824561408,448,13,91,6,10,145,77,114,0.09699999999999999,0.85,0.053,-0.226,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,4,0,8,2,0,0,5,1,10,1,1,0,0,10,27,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,1,7,1,1,0,1,2,0,11,1,18,24,0,20,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,10,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786892516286726,0.0,0.0,0.1351552425278469,0.19805193498361887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486306965572791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266445676633604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147183635996956,0.0,0.17120058361914914,0.0,0.0,0.12766847049542124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985309606787118,0.0,0.15459439304522002,0.0,0.21293447684211828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807101343357966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575599229683005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362785531616948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020159257355853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343299840731007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795859682016724,0.0,0.0,0.12841554886510845,0.247709217160336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123353335476268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629883467302786,0.196982492420195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,scrotalultrasound,2018/12/27,"Hot dog vendor robbed me So I’m on vacation in NYC, and I got the guts to order from a hot dog cart (after sitting on a nearby bench for a few mins and observing other people ordering from the cart so I would know what to do). I handed the guy a 20 for a hot dog and churro, and he only handed me two dollars back. Before I realized what happened, he was already helping his next customer. I didn’t have the guts to go back and ask for the rest of my change. I don’t think a hot dog and churro costs $18 but I’m too afraid to go back and look at the prices on the cart. :(",1.9802380952380965,2.5719663888888893,4.104920634920634,90.56785714285715,75.58730158730158,6.869841269841268,21.936507936507937,6.937597516519254,0.41040317460317466,439,10,104,4,9,152,73,126,0.034,0.9520000000000001,0.013999999999999999,-0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,13,0,6,4,4,0,0,12,16,10,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,1,0,1,3,7,10,0,16,12,2,16,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,6,65,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25679792055538314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754959749407754,0.0,0.0,0.5368118717530761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801648603553745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461731112607796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26450545988140234,0.0,0.18611701668493816,0.0,0.0,0.23041647973960286,0.20578199906244013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597857220437136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788966118128184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541524037134134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474864954036951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698413171782842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613297077681526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491092257458451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273208894366502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530834999341684,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway49614,2018/12/27,"As a grown man in his 30's, is it normal to feel anger towards teenage girls when seeing them talk to other guys? Before you judge me, it's safe to assume that I'm not a pedophile, pervert or any of those creeps who are after younger girls.

I've had terrible memories from my teenage years, which consist of me getting rejected, humiliated, left alone, being isolated, ignored by females back in my highschool years.

I'm still a virgin, I've never had a girlfriend or a friend that happens to be a girl, but when walking by a group of teenage girls and guys talking, I feel an intense hatred towards the females and extreme jealousy towards the guy, since I'll remember stuff like how girls treated me like shit, ignored me and left me hanging by myself back in my teenage years. I'll get jealous of the teenage guys and think of stuff like, what did they do to deserve the girl's attention, and what I do to deserve such disgust from females?

Of course, I keep all this anger to myself. Please don't judge me on this. I do not want any sort of relationship with those teenage girls. They just bring me back memories of how girls used to treat me back then, which strikes anger.

Is this normal? How do I stop thinking like this? ",8.643770053475933,6.869931054621851,7.672551566080981,78.59089763178001,61.98319327731093,10.167150496562265,40.12375859434683,8.296473431620573,3.2753731092436977,973,44,189,9,11,299,125,238,0.21100000000000002,0.69,0.099,-0.9856,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,3,0,12,18,6,0,12,0,13,2,1,4,2,34,27,15,0,3,6,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,13,18,6,0,5,7,0,0,4,4,10,0,0,3,3,23,8,31,22,1,27,0,1,1,1,25,9,1,4,18,122,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587727448911154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165300751384929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738225439645196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342034675245873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290707642475672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390037537617878,0.0,0.12699774282874562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813690558648525,0.1074761305209318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080290397017874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641039610771662,0.0,0.0,0.2375103681600803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373801552139717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381639304343653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341282080552647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048690862840118,0.13767947456084104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096850481620811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475756589893583,0.10053793715508186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970608359322932,0.10161166250788599,0.0,0.0,0.27826510347129657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537615110049053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575397927078044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497027678192956,0.0,0.0,0.07168658050473421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23480050704168284
socialanxiety,sw6h,2018/12/27,"Lost interest in relationships. I do not care anymore. 
I just vent here. Feel free to give me your thoughts. Sorry if this is an absolute mess or if my english is not correct. Also i am not trying to offend anyone by what i may say.

I used to want friends so badly. I grew up in a quite small town. The people in middle school were almost all the same as in primary. I always stayed alone, i had imaginary 'friends' to fill the void of interactions. Classmates referred to me as 'the weird one' and treated me as if i were retarded. Back then I suffered from very severe anxiety. I have vivid memories of stupid things i did, and people telling me that i tremble, blush, cry etc. 

Now I have been in high school (10th grade equivalent for my country i guess) for more than a trimester. Everything changed. It is in another city. I travel in train and bus everyday to go there. At first it was difficult. I felt observed and overwhelmed. I was very careful to stand next to the stop buttons. I often walked back to my station because i felt akward pushing a button (they were way up) lol. I forced myself to  be there and it became easier.  I forced myslef to behave like i would at home in public (to eat, walk, call my mom, etc). I am much less anxious about doing these basic actions in public now. 

People still give me dirty looks. It is not just a feeling i thought i had, people actually stare at me in a mean manner. I believe they do it because i act in an 'quirky' way, and i am self concious about it. Since i was a child everyone criticised whatever i did ('why do you seat/stand this way', or mimic how i walk etc).

Now i dont give a fuck about anybody. They may laugh or stare at me, witness my biggest mistakes, i dont know and i dont care. I almost hate everyone. Most of them are hypocritical idiots. I dont want to talk nor smile for them. I dont want friends anymore. They would just harm me. This society is crazy. I visit this subreddit and see desesperate fellow social anxious peeps. They are avid for love, hot girls, friends and sex. I dont get why all of this anymore. 

It feels like i dont belong where i am now. I listened to conversations (may be immoral i know) and the students in my school seem just evil and indifferent. I dont understand why they do what they do, or their interests. I dont understand anything and get bad grades. Nobody really comprehends me even when they genuinely tried to help me. I dont want to initiate relations anymore. Im full of hatred and I feel lost. I am like an error of the nature. A malformed piece of a puzzle which just wont fit and has to be left to decay in the trash. I am very ashamed of myself and my past. I hate social things. But i decided i can forgive it and continue on if i ignore other people. ",1.5229733817301891,3.899165415607989,3.217997277676954,88.34767347247431,82.68421052631578,6.286763460375076,23.70238959467635,7.554174236665415,1.226242807017544,2148,80,435,36,60,711,271,551,0.183,0.706,0.111,-0.9906,1,1,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,2,11,4,26,39,7,3,20,1,53,4,0,2,3,75,91,34,0,11,18,1,7,3,5,6,0,2,1,3,21,16,1,2,17,1,1,11,16,22,0,2,17,14,86,18,59,65,12,61,0,4,5,3,41,29,1,18,19,306,107,6,0.0,0.0,0.053169001657584494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911669067546097,0.05642949880983775,0.0,0.0435712260666612,0.045335459403349515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713173717294982,0.04168048485688389,0.12310392806556796,0.2161358901706343,0.0380968214471409,0.0,0.04483609196277871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379041763237839,0.09098454477988938,0.06642647741990795,0.0,0.0,0.061385361235124725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563475486990484,0.0,0.16665170281914166,0.0,0.057637364841729974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984865263197844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6385541517930966,0.0,0.0,0.0557512341841601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822938222512143,0.03598649104485551,0.0,0.0,0.104124527998362,0.04896714541850968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019597859868467,0.0389237297370534,0.1046273072529276,0.0,0.0,0.046344478401562764,0.0,0.0,0.16837832379320358,0.05037003201129988,0.05693179334310008,0.15679945922086155,0.030964790621799444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002080712868496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758430560610953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03651980440752465,0.05756585389984716,0.05465238473283543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885259756756784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05988650038372536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059197556579470276,0.0,0.0,0.07985510743585038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457532483837597,0.0,0.11895251155047745,0.0,0.049174378423930916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593495810574264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381157486580116,0.0,0.0,0.04005236838695007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05794487202898883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03692009972968356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052011609677253316,0.18886342173642887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057950960544238386,0.0,0.0,0.034904158726817285,0.0,0.0,0.058495950798352424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043328252398694034,0.0,0.16542363458111753,0.04341708350085472,0.04960063237526155,0.05683920451954552,0.06155196403278398,0.0,0.04507013222253217,0.0,0.0,0.11108015002414462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060990924581996724,0.0,0.05807321574620184,0.04351138319408851,0.0455514723513526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043792568319984855,0.04762184477565131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239414682923093,0.0,0.0,0.08650919637665297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398278297734114,0.0,0.0,0.11344054883001865,0.0,0.04705710488867163,0.0,0.13486622819135485,0.12854545272580245,0.12974175366843094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474913300619993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740843531738678,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Henrix99,2018/12/27,"Can social anxiety cause a lack of empathy? I find myself thankful for stuff, and I love people but I find it hard to show it sometimes. I am just worried I will come off as weird or make a fool out of myself. Anyone else know what I am talking about?",1.432500000000001,3.4037064807692365,3.216000000000001,90.529,80.34615384615384,5.6984615384615385,21.93846153846154,6.742157984588678,0.5263800000000001,195,6,41,2,5,65,41,52,0.25,0.659,0.091,-0.7724,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,12,9,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,8,8,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743045631034128,0.0,0.0,0.17131529665091932,0.25103965898338404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516907158612711,0.0,0.21105270530878031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046727528240525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478657631631024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194790516354824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464999426340934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112929392308975,0.0,0.16354474856230086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698577040931177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497548106450113,0.0,0.0,0.2423191857935476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804755527148983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692815693963608,0.0,0.2255704568733015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488175261667022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tshad99,2018/12/27,"Physical Symptons of Anxiety - Jittery AF I've had some type of anxiety my whole life, including social anxiety. I was always very functional though (able to put on my 'face' to the public), but lately my nerves are giving me the jitters.

\- clenching fists/grabbing other parts of my body (usually my other hand)

\- clunky movement

\- clunky speech

\- abnormally sweaty

I'm always moving something... my legs, my arms, my hands.  I can sit still, but something is always moving.

It feels like I'm unfortunately going into a new chapter of this whole anxiety thing. 

Anyone else have these? 

​",4.3844117647058845,7.63883381372549,4.9622549019607884,74.62514705882354,78.50980392156862,7.321568627450981,28.10784313725491,8.344100000000001,2.8063960784313724,467,20,68,10,12,149,74,102,0.1,0.841,0.059000000000000004,-0.1154,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,7,6,0,0,5,11,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,11,1,8,9,4,12,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,42,17,1,0.14406769608698097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596275925006256,0.15609728851939625,0.1750580197408258,0.0,0.0,0.4408455727036624,0.0,0.0,0.10073548284479822,0.14761437977376884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002673261540548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035007371768355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284495589150153,0.10292199087062602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382028616773412,0.08187699172759047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251463633326038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175927433418086,0.07038419916768264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062423223246277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914147862344328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560112755677052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482782633207986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468588732879,0.0,0.22182070191713146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150526481948927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571217570077747,0.0,0.1415457799338128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586702135090159,0.11887093726146422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216928754541568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750580197408258,0.0
socialanxiety,golden-Egg,2018/12/27,"My biggest fear isn’t rejection. I’m terrified of the possibility he may say “yes” I’m female and currently really on the edge of asking out this guy. I don’t know him that well, but every time I see him I just feel so warm and fuzzy inside and like he’s the nicest person in the whole world and like I really want to get to know him. I have bad social anxiety (pretty obvious posting here) but this is the first time in my life that I feel like I HAVE TO overcome it or I’m going to regret it forever. 
On one hand I really want to do it because he seems to be such a cool person. On the other I’m terrified he might say yes and then what?? 
I’ve never been in a relationship and I think this may be partially the cause for this fear.
I’m afraid I won’t ever be ready to step out of this comfort zone. Meeting someone with an intention of forming some kind of deeper connection to them, regardless if it works out or not, is just too scary for me. Does anybody else feel the same way? Any tips on how to overcome it?",1.373411214953272,3.2224494719626167,3.6362710280373847,88.05020093457945,79.98130841121495,7.270654205607477,21.447663551401867,8.238735603445708,1.095955887850467,793,23,174,16,20,273,120,214,0.129,0.693,0.17800000000000002,0.8701,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,9,14,0,3,11,3,15,2,1,3,3,40,33,14,0,5,8,0,5,3,0,4,1,2,0,3,14,10,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,6,1,2,1,9,17,8,27,25,4,23,0,2,1,0,17,12,0,8,10,113,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858747084936197,0.0,0.11090491509176396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553136668419444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104745479957955,0.08837496568712706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892850405144886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686795532640646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211073948193591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113752165476852,0.12214707004681015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32627270432371863,0.2199100314914375,0.10356964311632072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331503483574564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574306930951585,0.0,0.08239221512265439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354731410854266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096838663865794,0.1593481280989229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023996100096308,0.2124813072646869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379478393306262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181308971999446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823831320003827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531718706851672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343669979370426,0.13884527025362078,0.14749094560193865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786226772485195,0.0,0.0,0.1556481043533689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305787070304697,0.0,0.0,0.11552571846819705,0.1319791250261248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778300503351172,0.12283622336565682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289365451989223,0.0,0.0,0.16907131829538175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101915403501985,0.11507382270832213,0.0,0.0,0.13034927397909324,0.0,0.0,0.1618585883444997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554299077364353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,asicomeinpeace,2018/12/27,"Just got fired from retail I see a lot of people in this sub saying how retail made their social anxiety better and now I feel like trash, as I can't even work in retail. I got fired after 1.5 months because I wouldn't approach customers, so I missed my sales targets, but I worked hard in getting the store organized and always treated super nicely the customers who would ask me stuff, so I had a little hope,  but now I know I was stupid of even imagening they would keep me in the job. I have no idea of how I will tell my family, since I dropped uni and all that. Why I am such a fail, I wonder every second.",9.038095238095238,5.331199000000002,8.941174603174606,75.8427142857143,62.96825396825397,11.34984126984127,33.93015873015873,8.238735603445708,2.4897892063492058,478,11,100,4,5,157,86,126,0.165,0.708,0.127,-0.4455,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,5,10,9,1,0,6,0,9,0,0,3,1,20,21,10,0,4,3,0,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,5,1,3,3,0,1,5,6,21,6,10,12,2,11,0,2,1,0,7,5,0,3,5,69,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505184243729996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383835300298582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911161183444026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027139516705184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998617594058104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389577607493933,0.0,0.15241112372608642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705309059568445,0.0,0.091465517771335,0.1292308172862342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450972752356764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893551543552192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204562764673702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966870778407673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204207477441814,0.0,0.0,0.1795095319802026,0.16078703257925364,0.0,0.0,0.0994146943430488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883757446346936,0.18130346143409534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378973794842485,0.0,0.17116641907335894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438798512580414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540922728296122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385428906462622,0.0,0.0,0.14414921753140506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963751063074238,0.0,0.0,0.1843988059324196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708052381571102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581094607996188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322883457218593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961719898268692,0.26338619205615665,0.0,0.0,0.2570040288660111,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mnoobm,2018/12/27,"Sexual frustration is just the worst for me DAE feel like they don't even care about loneliness so much, but sexual frustration is eating them inside?

I'm virgin at 26 despite being good looking and matching with girls that are like 8/10 on tinder easily.

Now every time i see some hottie on the street it feels like there's some vacuum inside me, i don't even know how to describe it. I can't even talk to girls I'm attracted to because I'm getting depressed instantly.

I also can't enjoy going to places like festivals because I'm getting depressed for the same reason.

Is it somewhat common among guys here or am I hypersexual or something?",4.559596774193548,6.517982862903228,5.708903225806456,76.2183548387097,71.17741935483872,8.508387096774195,27.72258064516129,9.120678840339163,2.5815058064516125,521,19,88,11,10,173,82,124,0.19699999999999998,0.654,0.15,-0.7734,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,11,14,2,0,3,0,10,2,0,2,0,15,23,7,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,4,9,9,12,22,6,10,0,2,2,1,6,6,0,5,7,58,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192403003866825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316156569811746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369356484908148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32725272870431465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439324851517104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764327910892665,0.0,0.1600632806884272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211551606504845,0.2714383054882093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985096189117905,0.0,0.10796794594143527,0.1593431611588716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810646887739668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440604160746067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712514224338226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953229939378671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965448685399107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848486647433736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532734320501247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138656616831508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462530867826797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526958055928223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107767458781662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LYY_Reddit,2018/12/27,"My third working day So just few days ago I started attending this warehouse exec job at an small e-com enterprise, tbh, I believe in other people view that it's a good job, it has a good working environment, good pay, and full with energetic and fun young people.

When I apply the job, I assume the job would require the employee to work under a high independent environment, but I was wrong. The environment is not those typical cubicle-office-style environment, for this job, all people are working in front of a long desk, like how a library looks like.

Its not saying that we need to have constant communication during work. It just I dont like the working culture there, where employees are ""working like a fun team, if you dont like talking, then you're a weird dude"". I dont mind to communicate with people as long as the thing I talk about is related to work. 
But just all those small talk and laughing during working, I just cant, it triggered my social anxiety hard.

After the first day of work, back to home, my mind is tangled whether to continue to work in place like this or nah. I am scared on that point, if I cant even take a normal job like this like a normal human being, how am I going to find a job in future?

People may say ""Its not a big fucking deal, if you dont like the job then just quit it, stop acting like a drama queen"".
But I know my mental problem, I believe it will takes a long time to find a suitable job for a pathetic human being like me, how am I going to pay my bills and loan before I get a new job? Im picky too, I dont like job where you need to bust your ass so hard for 10 hours everyday, I want a job where I can simply work happily and go home have some rest, I dont mind the wage as long as it keeps me survive.

Why the fuck Im such a coward to step into real world. It just a small problem, but I dont know why I made it like I got some terminal illness. I just ruined my 20s life, I got a bachelor degree, but I just fucking wasted it just because I not willing to accept some reality. People at my age are ambitious, work like a warrior in their working place, living their young life, and have a bright future. And Im just laying on floor, having an anxiety attack on all the small irrelevant things.

All these struggles and question on that night has caused anxiety attack and broke me down literally to the floor, my chest was in pain, I tried to cried tried to scream, but cant. 

A pathetic coward like me who might have some great potential inside, but still doesnt accept any change will never have a life or future. Im already tired of this world, fuck all those people who keeps telling me ""the only solution, is accept change and medication"". Fuck that, if its a fact that being a person with social anxiety can never blend into this world, then I rather choose to suicide than get ""medication"" and ""change"" to become someone I dont want to be.

Im too weak to accept any solutions or advice already, Im going to quit my job the next day after just three days start. I just want to continue like this, broken, umemployed, scared of anything, or whatever type of feces. Yes Im already given up. Just wait until one day the depression hit me hard enough that I can finally take the final step to kill myself.

**Sorry for the bad English, I speak other native language**",5.51140485016991,5.467191448795184,6.4575301204819295,79.08981773246833,67.49397590361447,9.159654000617856,29.224436206363922,8.841846274778883,2.1590968180413967,2598,81,514,39,39,867,279,664,0.214,0.653,0.133,-0.9969,17,0,0,0,1,2,89.0,1,4,2,22,31,50,8,3,45,1,45,16,2,7,8,102,77,41,2,15,34,0,3,16,0,6,9,4,2,3,37,17,0,5,11,2,5,9,18,22,0,4,6,10,56,28,61,60,13,87,0,3,3,6,25,35,6,16,59,327,93,36,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03582107547822313,0.032494472132945734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135667943357703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985642282129973,0.0,0.11217089336278707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030165822852288224,0.0,0.0,0.08340590934649653,0.0,0.028187190100286856,0.03060730250982529,0.02234594121421149,0.04048509220587143,0.031192650322617463,0.08260041639131886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03765713028320747,0.11633564354349075,0.0,0.0,0.03961350326567145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04026630721391058,0.14184550075423435,0.037792052096475834,0.031572866589115296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436965280662686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0378767753943743,0.0,0.024211791581562503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080312529711832,0.06700819033037778,0.031180668618572382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944535040858982,0.038303837767055086,0.0,0.0833327212666827,0.09223917653629553,0.05863636040385185,0.04041478706243793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851318369360576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03873043512635069,0.07354049312212363,0.0,0.036100042515421066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27717311398724404,0.0,0.4728970986379975,0.0651653599300256,0.040555855565508885,0.0,0.04029177126585122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767637524412754,0.2865423717731788,0.0,0.03236905499914127,0.12976217776288065,0.03078288774157695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034686010208413574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385671790585709,0.03694192225227347,0.03888758738518156,0.11104022667624766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436182595163362,0.05654471739673444,0.03540383510100999,0.03898543937049812,0.03440037953862275,0.07183271411070502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02483992559072772,0.02787951773033446,0.039005936676403966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778948249849883,0.03200772806776188,0.07659812321766586,0.0,0.03465298381119574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015214376984487,0.0,0.0,0.041064549567223926,0.07797907147432387,0.0,0.04172401659976315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830269004904741,0.07340067610436775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473497312869458,0.03105959934425805,0.0,0.0,0.041034830334123536,0.05189243119886327,0.0,0.029274555832844256,0.03064713237613424,0.0,0.03832215432164395,0.0,0.04009712100286728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268515071356958,0.08839121344144384,0.03204008356914867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487069437409054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021375158169867115,0.042132157581261605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977578169093052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486425085753775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615499760910183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736171696008727,0.0,0.0,0.026040284119717733,0.04007898752105108,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_Expected,2018/12/27,"Bought airpods but too scared too use them outside of my bedroom? I can't even use them in front of my parents after i read that multiple people said that you look stupid with them in your ears. heck, im always even paranoid that someone will walk in on me using them. Didnt have this issue with my wired apple earbuds. Anyone else?",4.009999999999998,5.477139393939396,4.21860606060606,88.3279090909091,71.72727272727272,5.8860606060606075,25.32121212121212,5.6839178017228535,0.6705248484848491,264,8,51,1,5,82,50,66,0.163,0.8370000000000001,0.0,-0.9064,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,4,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,4,1,1,3,0,6,10,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,3,3,12,0,9,6,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,4,1,0,1,34,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875273300897024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758515089313538,0.23091996636860465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826915790954055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977117988326879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434401379392287,0.2352295284123736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925548842466425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25024863065083397,0.0,0.0,0.1562443777826646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543271467575204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438012092352773,0.0,0.2256364140273648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095673198432708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5839464311817493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,atlasrogue,2018/12/27,"Can social anxiety develop later on in life? To start, I'd like to thank this community for existing. I've never had social anxiety before these past two years and I'm wondering where it's coming from? I used to be a social butterfly, having many friends throughout school and into my college years, but now, I'm out of college and I feel anxious and uneasy when I meet up with people, when my ""friends"" come over, and when I'm around my family. 

For anyone reading my post history, I did have a falling out with a close group of friends, particularly my ex of five years and my best friend of eight years and I lost a lot of his family and our friends in the process. I didn't have the best life growing up and a lot of negative traits were associated with the trauma. They were at fault too, with a lot of betrayals, excluding me from plans intentionally, and hooking up behind my back. I had a lot of shame after that for the way I had acted/reacted and I'm wondering if perhaps now that I've reflected and grown up a bit since that, that my anxiety stems from fear? 

I fear not being good enough, not being pleasant enough and pushing people away. I'm much more self-aware and observant about others, whether it be how I'm acting or how they treat me. Getting close to people is hard and I put a lot of strain on my relationship with my new partner about his friends and how I can't seem to be comfortable around them. There's just this gut feeling that they don't like me and I feel the same way about visiting my biological family (Not the source of the trauma) They just make me nervous. 

I'm wondering if anyone has experienced anything similar? As I'm writing this I'm realizing that it'd make sense for my situation, but now, where do I go from here? Therapy isn't an option right now as I don't have health insurance and no one to fall back on. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",5.9304013539651805,5.956153558510642,6.8610928433268885,76.3127272727273,66.6063829787234,10.45338491295938,31.984526112185684,10.230975488527342,3.0723872340425533,1502,56,298,34,22,503,183,376,0.139,0.7290000000000001,0.132,0.6414,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,5,4,25,25,0,5,17,0,27,4,1,7,1,69,53,32,0,3,11,1,4,2,7,1,3,0,0,1,14,32,0,0,9,1,0,11,11,9,0,4,8,5,38,16,53,37,13,55,0,1,0,0,24,22,0,13,21,213,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010283448267247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574428924643232,0.0,0.18812681608921655,0.09260588864137743,0.0,0.11463452255220588,0.0,0.06745659874001987,0.1459462751454134,0.0,0.0,0.07701610844400418,0.12606398847558564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975278303376191,0.0,0.1720507131753331,0.0,0.08949302553847023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122455250287544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939955205964835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231829874375576,0.18448429446808115,0.1243436746884563,0.0585613576784774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799917162962528,0.0,0.0428273849367092,0.0,0.046587009808470456,0.06875486374305619,0.0,0.09037525968987194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343149381958429,0.0,0.0,0.08713321297542008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579957229698355,0.08009550199146441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948295323597198,0.34845155514761106,0.0,0.0,0.10943491056470883,0.08310751471412275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025941210730141,0.0,0.06322244765171392,0.07916980451555966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554686512317588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825227690971956,0.17048877588150788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850724680160504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824052670171376,0.0,0.0,0.08199494517103077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800806912868715,0.0,0.07000429100794903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296081164045138,0.0,0.07462492400468115,0.085515468546186,0.0,0.0,0.0678087159563086,0.09214081921151393,0.0,0.2506827238995457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802074298066559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546950602503336,0.09374299754693577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007547753913156,0.0,0.0,0.07079814728226866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013232619684134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666878915724456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823109833739094,0.0,0.0,0.21115108503870766
socialanxiety,xMrCleanx,2018/12/27,"The worst thing about GAD/Social Anxiety for me is missing appointments because I don't want to leave home, any tricks? I have this weird thing since I'm a late teen, when I have responsabilities other than work or school/college back then, I had that tendency to get so stressed out about anything that is out of routine that I have to do and since I sold my car to get rid of my student loans when I had a great, great job, which I can't do now because it involves too interaction with people and is very noisy+ some actual non-hypochondriac health problems since my mid 20's, now almost 15 years later.

What happens is I'll get really stressed out and once I know it's about to  get too late and miss the appointment/social ""obligation"" etc. I will feel really good and sleepy if it's early in the morning, if it's in the afternoon I'll stay up all night or even if I take a Temazepam capsule to sleep,  which is great and thankfully already left your brain once you wake up, I'll tend to just get real cozy and sleep will come easier! (wtf right?) without medication, if I forced myself to sleep with a temazepam 30mg capsule, I will wake up early and ready for anything but if the appointment is in the afternoon the same kind  of thing happens a lot.

​

I'm on Valium during the day, as needed, 10mg, max 3, I normally take 2 and it has long ceased to cause sleepiness, but the anxiolysis is still quite present so me and my psychiatrist who diagnosed me with the GAD and literally Insomnia is fine with it, I don't use the thing as a drug I have to take, it's only helped me to finish college, easily go through interviews (those I do not tend to miss, not that I need to have one).

​

I don't believe much in astrology, but I hear Cancer's are the most ""Home, Sweet Home"" of all people and that we don't like to leave home and love our families and friends because we tend not to have many but only a few very good ones, usually a small circle of friends and that's me indeed. But come on, why would I get feeling content over missing an appointment/social contact when it is with people who call me who really want to see me but I end up staying home most of the time and have a nap then feel bad about it. That's the strangest thing relating to my social anxiety I've noticed and never find anything online where someone posts something like that.

Anybody else happens to be that way?",8.701196428571428,6.252660845833336,8.418452380952385,75.41750000000003,62.41666666666666,11.892857142857144,37.23214285714286,10.290406445055957,3.4914017857142863,1906,69,389,33,21,614,227,480,0.07200000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.106,0.9682,1,0,2,0,0,0,57.0,3,2,0,2,18,25,1,2,24,0,33,13,6,2,3,71,71,39,0,12,18,0,3,2,2,4,6,1,5,0,32,29,0,0,5,1,2,4,10,11,0,2,3,6,40,14,54,63,11,53,0,4,1,1,19,19,0,12,28,246,72,5,0.0,0.0,0.06647059393135311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682075176409391,0.0,0.07516679942668812,0.0,0.0,0.14760554699091655,0.1655348084779865,0.046320660945473116,0.0,0.10421585876772352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815897813090885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052376372060258684,0.056873333535973285,0.12456715198372673,0.0,0.0,0.07674248702782152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603907248025761,0.0695532186826436,0.0,0.0,0.06997305724400095,0.0,0.11735039951344485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043928658704803385,0.0,0.0,0.06913547803065093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899198839630514,0.0,0.0569014959516368,0.0,0.06032983543957453,0.0,0.07596643568804108,0.04498943667706884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421293345709524,0.0,0.10332325111359844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225604424104654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052512445106572,0.0,0.21352423399620624,0.0,0.03871142882927152,0.11426356941121593,0.0,0.22529169275693464,0.0,0.0,0.1807020969916313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240325547037885,0.07677076292207156,0.0,0.0456561720842229,0.0,0.3416254170382917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759380985682502,0.0,0.0,0.07093148237527412,0.037434323805933166,0.0,0.15367378906789966,0.14424828977497714,0.0740073468082687,0.0,0.0,0.06655527662399137,0.0,0.0,0.060279794453411084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790909368513771,0.061476613029041775,0.0,0.0,0.06905810555904031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861888188257853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007249773436639,0.10101309182602113,0.052534629132532894,0.0,0.0,0.06392148601256566,0.06673841817816017,0.0,0.07754958854263429,0.0,0.1450808960180585,0.09231322313860978,0.10360933376539126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416674764244394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523551757532661,0.0,0.0,0.06517703201066434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244888273576315,0.0,0.07752999179777642,0.13090899333718106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058169995031643024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893620278788558,0.054278982811355576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903675246847388,0.0,0.20449312816229,0.06943485222498477,0.057713774431204165,0.052438396513720995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452034464372154,0.05439687399647058,0.0,0.15605142645925826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536424241729725,0.0,0.0,0.06271130993981854,0.0,0.0,0.2262635081942584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03971851160646357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058829649102388026,0.07501925202644892,0.11240432093489648,0.08035220075116739,0.05406666262405869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146335899555627,0.0,0.0,0.06566060675977818,0.0,0.0495886652601838,0.0,0.0,0.04838707245229463,0.0,0.1655348084779865,0.0438639453052705
socialanxiety,Lucs12,2018/12/27,"Origin of the anxiety? I dunno where my anxiety came from because many of you relate having abusive parents or suffered bulying for years. a question anxiety can come from nowhere or it always has a cause for it?
",5.7215384615384615,7.7041365384615395,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,68.23076923076923,9.302564102564103,38.641025641025635,9.725611199111238,4.5127025641025655,171,10,25,4,3,57,31,39,0.293,0.7070000000000001,0.0,-0.897,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,5,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,4,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,4,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.30828925110039695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216503591883424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5971467898453441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586128291942563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975944616639211,0.0,0.267292566300927,0.0,0.22413547926746424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26379750986711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889164335347674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914786324732123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755744240022374
socialanxiety,ghostcel2018,2018/12/27,"Is your social anxiety related to self-esteem issues or is it a stand alone issue? Just wondering... Because my social anxiety today is no longer related to self-esteem issues. 

I used to have self-esteem issues but because of constantly doing knuckle push-ups, going to the gym, and training myself to the point where I am a competent capable fighter... That self-esteem issue was gone. 

Today it's more like being deer in the headlights when social situations occur. Feeling awkward. Not knowing how to act in a social situation. 

Because most of my life I was exposed to hostility and it seems to be the only way I know how to live. I've had to deal with abusive parents, bullies, and rejection from girls a lot in this life. As if my mind only knows how to act in hostile situations. 

But normal social situations? I'm clueless. Like a deer in the headlights. 

I don't feel bad about myself much though... I know I've got things in life I can be proud of... But i can't really change the fact that I'm a manlet and I'm not a high status male. So it's only 20% I feel insecure about myself. 

So I don't know about you people... If your social anxiety is related to feeling that you're not good enough? Or is it stand alone?",2.331500000000002,4.661874483333335,4.535,80.36000000000001,79.16666666666666,7.0,24.583333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.7825833333333332,956,35,173,18,24,330,121,240,0.16899999999999998,0.732,0.098,-0.9413,1,2,0,0,1,0,41.0,0,3,0,2,12,10,2,2,13,0,18,3,0,4,1,36,36,19,0,3,11,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,10,5,0,0,11,1,0,4,7,6,0,0,5,4,19,4,27,28,5,20,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,8,6,116,29,0,0.0,0.0930355556823028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264991727759198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020700760362424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556246730038487,0.1435985781186791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306570872796241,0.0,0.0,0.08485422757119991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095258244316875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113406424628636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881203254878684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462577853230554,0.06586040475726351,0.06280109886124463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296264872364731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097820689792158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576778411328185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638692058278368,0.07672362205687311,0.0,0.06933623468596457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675647135621678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928468735145612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057722596711893434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693474406098316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915822235155734,0.0,0.0,0.08718922519586209,0.0,0.0,0.05443716596830333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422853148371927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050303109626157375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148334579347773,0.3276616701623615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530474103251508,0.0,0.4802588431671447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052166429976795485,0.0,0.07714732178393231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488590704345931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781766964879604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232699193003485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515359993760607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lunarisss,2018/12/27,"I am need to declaim a poem and honestly I don't know what to do So, in my class, we have to declaim a poem in front of the whole class (32 people other than me and the teacher) and it's marked. I have social anxiety and honestly, I am  worried, because I need to get a good mark. But I get so nervous in front of people that I speak fast and can't concentrate on what I am saying and sometimes even forget text. Some advice on what to do? 

(I apologize for my english, as you can see I am not a native speaker and my autocorecction is constantly fighting with me) ",7.821794871794871,4.846021948717951,8.966769230769234,72.4532307692308,64.55555555555556,11.753162393162393,37.929914529914534,9.888512548439397,3.5643176068376072,436,17,90,7,5,153,69,117,0.09699999999999999,0.812,0.091,0.0667,0,0,0,0,2,0,13.0,1,1,0,0,3,5,1,1,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,16,18,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,4,17,3,16,18,2,9,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,2,71,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498442098223521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559189557506712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585807938110355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762955687280719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688719798420476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671609367477361,0.0,0.0,0.2144493976307822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051317024776971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791619114742408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545079169694013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332429067738764,0.0,0.0,0.203741143881406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26063009077972593,0.0,0.0,0.25287069037003584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854537878975949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25965199334874056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,myconfession9294,2018/12/27,"Being friend zoned by a girl is enough to make me happy and satisfied with my life. But girls won't even talk to me.  I really don't see the point of guys being pissed off and complaining about being friend zoned by hot girls.

Correct me if I'm wrong, but isn't being friendzoned the same thing as being *friends* with that girl?

With *friends,* you can talk to them, laugh with them, hang out with them and gain their trust.

Meanwhile, the only thing I ever want is a friendship with a girl, and I'm so behind the guys my age, since I can't even make one female friend. Therefore, If I get friendzoned by a hot girl, I'll be happy. Getting a girlfriend is way beyond my expectations. I just want one female friend.

I don't even know how guys find it so easy to be friendzoned by their crushes. I've had crushes before too and it's so hard to get them into a conversation with you without them only nodding and shaking their heads or only giving one worded answers. I can't even enter the friendzone, I'm that behind of guys my age.

It's really annoying too when I'm at a party thinking about approaching and talking to a girl, when a guy comes out of nowhere and just tries to make conversation with me. Like fuck off, I already have so many male friends. I want one female friend.

Whenever I'm in a group of my male friends, and they have their female friends with them, when my male friends in the group talk and laugh with me, the female doesn't even say anything to us. She just says quiet, so trying to be her friend would be hard. However, whenever I'm in a group of male friends, and they have their other MALE friends with them whom I've never met before, the conversations with my friends will eventually lead to those other males taking interest, getting involved, talking to me and us becoming friends too, resulting in me making more male friends.

Every night, I have dreams of me talking and laughing with a group of beautiful girls whom I've never seen before. They're so pretty, and they're all my friends in my dream, and I'm so comfortable with all of them. We hang out, and just enjoy our lives. I treat them all with respect, and it's like we all love each other. Then I wake up and realize the sad reality, that it was only a dream and I'm incapable of making female friends and those beautiful girls don't even exist. Then the next night, different female faces come into my dream and we're friends. Then I wake up, and it's a constant loop. I guess it's because I keep thinking of having female friends before going to sleep. Sometimes I dream of hot girls from my school whom I've seen being friends with me but I wake up and realize that they don't even know me.

This constant female friendship frustration is causing me to become sexist and start showing hatred and uncontrollable anger towards women. For example I absolutely hate it when female YouTubers at the start of their video say stuff like, ""Hey guys!"", because all that's going through my head at that moment is that she would never say ""Hey"" to me in person but she would ignore me, so why is that hypocrite doing it behind a screen? These are some stupid thoughts by me. Of course, I let this anger boil up and stay inside me. I've never taken it out on any women.

**Conclusion: I can't even enter the area, which guys are desperately trying to escape from. The area where guys are trying to escape from is actually my happiest place. Should I continue living my life? I really don't want to. I'm 18 by the way.**",4.554183673469389,5.785218295918369,4.955422740524785,84.47018950437318,70.12244897959185,7.6408163265306115,26.973760932944607,7.957251820313856,1.5616892128279884,2765,89,540,35,49,877,248,686,0.09,0.644,0.265,0.9994,2,0,0,0,0,0,86.0,5,2,18,3,33,51,8,2,29,0,46,13,8,10,11,111,91,50,0,11,12,0,5,3,23,6,2,5,0,28,33,53,1,2,10,7,0,11,16,14,0,4,7,14,80,37,88,67,10,66,0,1,4,2,107,29,2,5,26,360,113,2,0.0,0.0,0.04077960069184838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04611470854420574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028417649751853773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03438841937639222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05094782937613265,0.09230434960018392,0.1422359265328588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292835620733442,0.0,0.07199427822368103,0.0,0.09031716256761478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0436601447530852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043178747129331306,0.0,0.2208075667188152,0.037800139587772674,0.035208659121696746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0381939813479901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7102861305387256,0.03863284485732711,0.0873311789510071,0.040087388869327334,0.047498796580602916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603480358110257,0.3310179080576183,0.0,0.0889693857052387,0.07486867265973493,0.04125754562387101,0.08577422492883106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037143586917226745,0.0,0.0,0.04593179289331598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273162778822447,0.059032983134873485,0.06124733007797789,0.0,0.07380011767479695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03771580157386107,0.0,0.13947092164478414,0.04236703484463436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891963629700795,0.0,0.04444260132436291,0.07843145430335817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326802291123662,0.1271283137101071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03648815354613217,0.0436601447530852,0.0,0.0395036908417148,0.0,0.0,0.04251398273610076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031245336509682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292774183525166,0.0,0.042292247693852265,0.03330006720404407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03456792375001254,0.0,0.04181873325467468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04132994849659182,0.0,0.059156307297340185,0.04454103848466471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478378965755362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03141979200392495,0.20152834099017436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552491692689043,0.053552836188475776,0.0,0.03317544409741016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348674053793445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053297049213844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859188755640903,0.06633961823259775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03770767024598918,0.0,0.0,0.04028267488648461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905616949759414,0.04568922378825637,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,plzhelp3526,2018/12/27,"Depressed after wasting my 3rd and last chance of not talking to the girls I wanted to talk to. What should I do? I live in the United States, and I had been invited to a relative's wedding in Canada 2 years ago, and I found some really attractive girls that I wanted to talk to. However, I couldn't find my courage since they were always in a group of girls and I felt shaky and scared to move around at the wedding. When the wedding was over, I started feeling instant regret of not talking to those girls, and how this wedding was over and I would probably never see them again since they live in Canada but I live in United States.

I felt pretty depressed for the first week back home, and I stayed up late night, found their facebook and looked at their pictures, crying to myself, regretting my actions and wishing that I had just walked up to talk to them. I even prayed that there could've been another social gathering for me so I could see them again.

One year later my prayers got answered I got invited to another social gathering, with the same people so those attractive girls were there again, but again, me being the loser, who's scared of approaching a girl, wasted his second chance of talking to them. I just sat at the gathering, looking at those girls thinking about whether I should go up to them and talk to them. I was scared that they may tell me to leave, or they may find me weird/creepy so I couldn't make myself go up to them and talk. Time passed, and eventually the gathering came to an end and those girls left.

Back at my car, I had instantly realized that this was absolutely the last time I would be seeing those girls, since that was the second and last part to the predecessor wedding. The bride and groom were married so that meant no more weddings, which meant never seeing those girls again and wasting my second chance. I was pretty depressed but I had surprisingly moved on.

Two months later, I felt a sudden depressed feeling when I looked at pictures of the wedding and saw those girls. I again looked at their photos on social media pictures and felt sad all over again. I had even prayed again and again that I wish I could see them one more time, and I even swore to myself that I would've talked to them.

Three months later, a miracle happened and somehow my prayers got answered again. I went to my relative's house since I was invited, then later found out they were having a get together at their house and many guests were invited. I had instantly cheered up and realized that those girls would be there and this would be my third chance. I had practiced all day long on how to talk to them, and what I should say.

But.... when the time of the get-together arrived, I found my throat knotted up and unable to talk to those girls. They were in their same group, talking and laughing and I just found myself unable to talk to them despite all the practice I had done before. Halfway into the gathering, I gave up and realized that I had wasted my third chance, even though the event wasn't over...

I sat quiet the whole event just thinking about why I'm so scared to talk to a girl, and what keeps holding me back? Why am I like this?

​

It's been 1 year since that 3rd chance and I've been praying for a final fourth chance to see those girls, but it's been 1 year and I haven't been invited ever since. Maybe I've been given enough chances? I feel depressed and mentally unstable these days because of this. 

What should I do about this? What could happen for a fourth chance? What could I have done back at my last 3 chances.",5.367469615336424,6.274300332853028,4.967400075178553,86.3202982082446,68.00576368876081,8.052073674978073,27.76707179551435,8.112205042999317,1.6105506578123037,2837,88,564,35,46,863,231,694,0.10800000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.8415,1,0,0,0,0,0,75.0,0,0,22,2,42,21,0,5,30,0,58,1,1,3,6,113,107,53,0,20,13,0,7,1,1,10,0,2,1,15,39,39,0,2,23,0,0,11,9,14,0,10,53,20,93,7,80,34,11,101,3,9,11,0,74,33,0,6,55,406,132,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042037829183896716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039459923673817884,0.05138304639948831,0.057624411264694676,0.0,0.09945477636565704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04221672613932353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586213652118382,0.0,0.028908758876682913,0.0,0.04035367310139292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423953774093632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931793859110527,0.0,0.05209218779118022,0.06116811609078899,0.0,0.20422777866477512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706085197072667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04200290296483123,0.04900087028806231,0.0,0.12529037610798885,0.04289702365062074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071935825100702,0.0,0.18213493864330785,0.05194982690501339,0.08668794025967459,0.040338172470211146,0.0,0.2599856019852273,0.0,0.0,0.04955335733878817,0.0,0.053903425291933114,0.0,0.11378605994294733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387240564229129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756936311073275,0.0,0.0,0.10944007307232567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04215194292490308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462503726753826,0.05349546541463643,0.05021434978328156,0.051525474651522525,0.0,0.0,0.023168593163451903,0.0,0.12562673423321474,0.04196806337558368,0.15929426659071202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031655372120929844,0.04807970858194502,0.04764300541224551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779145852907518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570553433859391,0.10080676997498343,0.0,0.0,0.07315143207898454,0.0,0.0,0.04450348579257698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427041157348108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513547332396018,0.0,0.03287729430594432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649294117964163,0.051130259363315764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030380533414364714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03771285336188882,0.1899156922096596,0.0,0.22674103101162274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353738994874201,0.0,0.0,0.14502602265364306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033566403998654085,0.0505468498830074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336379065264615,0.04144999046628757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060773777705253884,0.04659307952736881,0.0,0.11061145960424504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632560169660909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594289569283342,0.0,0.038040051995436336,0.0,0.0,0.04396180633510634,0.08558417191005499,0.052946339115274986,0.10906874077151063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844049831708965,0.0,0.057624411264694676,0.12215601285087375
socialanxiety,flying_cat_poop,2018/12/27,"I have worked 1 year out of the past 10. I have thought about making this post often recently.  I'm not sure what I'm hoping to gain from writing this.  mostly because sometimes I will be going about the day and wonder how many people are in a similar position.  I know many others struggle with finding and keeping a job.  but whenever I read other people's story, they have been out of work for a few months.  maybe a year or two.  my parents give me money each month for food.  my parents have a small house that I live in alone. with my cat. I turned 33 years old last November.

I got laid off from a job in February 2009. I lost my apartment and girlfriend all around the same time and have never really recovered I guess.  in 2014 I worked almost exactly for 1 year as a pizza delivery driver.  I have no friends that I see and have not been out with a friend or done any socializing since about the middle of 2016.  I have been seeing a counselor for the last few months but it feels pretty pointless.  I've spent most of the last 6 years numbing the pain and loneliness by smoking weed. but that has come to an end for the last couple of months.  my only interaction with other people is through my phone where I text one friend mainly, an ex girlfriend. and another friend I talk to through my computer.  the rest of my interactions come from trying to make friends through wow, but I barely play anymore. no one has even heard my voice because I refuse to use a mic.  if one of my friends ever asks me to do something, I make an excuse and don't.  it's been almost 3 years since I've seen a friend.

I've been applying to jobs and hope if I can build a routine, that it will in turn start to build some confidence.  I've spent a lot of time listening and reading self help topics.  I know I what I need to do but most of the time everything feels worthless.  like there is no point to clean or do anything i should be doing. because there are no friends.  over the years I have had months of heavy, consistent exercise.  I eat pretty well, take vitamins and supplements.  I've taken an anti depressant for about 5 or 6 years.  but I've realized I am my own worst enemy.  all of my choices usually are the opposite of what I should choose in order to get me out of this.  each day has been the same for the last 3 years. sometimes it is very scary when I think about where I am and where I may end up when I'm older.  likely alone and even scarier... maybe homeless. I think about killing myself often these days. it feels like I can't take care of myself.  but I have in the past.  I don't know anymore. thank you for taking the time to listen. 

am I supposed to find help through some program? I ask my mom for help but she says she doesn't know what to do anymore.",2.7234367824889034,4.466672696043169,3.6675019133629294,89.83855732435329,75.63669064748201,6.818245828868822,24.060003061380684,7.616502295504843,1.0283540945966632,2153,68,454,29,47,690,254,556,0.12300000000000001,0.731,0.146,0.9519,5,2,1,0,0,2,54.0,0,1,1,5,21,27,1,1,33,0,47,7,0,5,6,90,96,31,1,7,16,4,3,3,10,5,4,5,1,1,20,26,3,2,15,4,3,3,11,8,1,4,16,11,59,19,71,73,18,66,0,3,3,0,37,22,0,21,42,300,79,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941769602066105,0.12351329010726507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04054909780899669,0.06252517722649309,0.0,0.0,0.17740491765131206,0.0,0.0,0.049068779190621234,0.053081578989805374,0.11148829758015773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904606122788778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079473960518285,0.0,0.0,0.10272851748374184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597726913606804,0.0,0.11536541850315643,0.0,0.05135752558988203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061020166079421276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101434982465016,0.0,0.0,0.10562545300982194,0.0,0.0,0.07876748867368713,0.05393695716298055,0.0,0.0,0.05358981884796233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044915443414636,0.04259826885287979,0.0,0.0,0.10899785864899804,0.0,0.07210243754094117,0.0,0.3685476779534905,0.0,0.03115317899247084,0.05720062941037558,0.0338879774572291,0.0,0.047689974102265234,0.0,0.06568698570529431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990221315754775,0.0,0.0,0.11844815469492298,0.0,0.0688027283814838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177514824997439,0.0530001232345172,0.06596956865308015,0.0,0.1310799998477814,0.2430239705949505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739371480605365,0.0,0.05265263341694178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509102675904205,0.050693609632063895,0.0,0.0,0.1194064975675832,0.12090690502511965,0.11980871973614192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983561545674327,0.2379725803285541,0.0,0.0,0.044213420715910494,0.04598880438174381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256957567047894,0.0,0.12121646704861125,0.04534979556664142,0.06344841654974565,0.0,0.13241971771144342,0.0,0.11384338281403385,0.1240156820009653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636775165238874,0.0,0.057107159716402074,0.12132626443562175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928831083970595,0.0,0.038199235982083725,0.0,0.058875475412789084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741859418595186,0.0,0.0,0.09503162252289088,0.0,0.06220502844573275,0.0,0.0,0.09864982737369128,0.0,0.0,0.06078325647249424,0.0,0.04590456236548216,0.11794727140795826,0.0,0.042205018915444176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233615233124725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056198702456611516,0.0,0.13449854898951047,0.047926743188666535,0.0,0.05489746883088297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641445409869008,0.0,0.04733798675504587,0.13907831011773672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04048351097188064,0.1297163246131778,0.058247910498637735,0.0,0.0,0.051499463669782086,0.06567183899986083,0.04919936061694313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361275032591188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466404329503166,0.1302297244993846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34558640463033985
socialanxiety,thewingidingi,2018/12/27,"bruh sound effect 2 anxiety vent No one has to read this but I need to vent something that I’ve felt all my life.  Ever since I was a kid I always struggled change and losing people in my life. This dumbass anxiety just destroys me and my will to do anything throughout my childhood. I remember when I was in preschool and it was the first time I was alone w/o my parents. It’s not a lot but it’s the first I guess I realized the feeling of being alone, and just dreaded it throughout my life so far.  I’d get nauseous whenever I was in charge or getting so nervous to do something in front of everyone , and it got so bad that I got acid reflux. So dumb Lmao. But I’m prtty grateful for some people in my life, but everything kinda changed when I started high school. It was pretty messed cuz I didn’t know anyone which like boosted my anxiety x10, so idk why but I tried out for a sport Nd made it. I made new friends but during my sophomore yr hit me that I was prtty shit at the sport and that I realized  I wasn’t good at anything LMAO and had no talent so that nausea came back and just rekt me. I choked so hard during games which made me so fucking mad and that I’m scared that my friends are slowly leaving me because of my overwhelming fear of loneliness. Im realizing now that I lash out people I love because I’m pretty angry at everything especially myself. Now I kinda just want everything to end but like I don’t wanna kill myself but I kinda just want to stop everything and die. Fuck social anxiety like o my god  I can’t help but be in constant fear. I hate who I am",2.034253578732105,3.9858084171779176,3.6694723926380384,88.10901431492843,78.32515337423312,6.555255623721883,24.977096114519423,7.554174236665415,1.262550838445807,1248,46,257,18,30,415,162,326,0.284,0.551,0.165,-0.9946,1,2,2,0,1,1,19.0,0,0,0,4,19,26,8,7,7,0,20,8,1,5,2,54,44,31,2,4,16,1,3,3,2,1,4,1,0,1,20,13,0,1,8,4,0,2,7,18,0,3,17,5,45,8,24,23,3,30,0,2,0,3,9,13,4,7,18,165,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190019709349603,0.0,0.0,0.07633091734595869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28070827439902185,0.0,0.0,0.0641432857921058,0.0,0.15098027348869486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053859745609962,0.07659494200295126,0.11184168031498036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492046833160644,0.0,0.0,0.19408705634282847,0.0,0.0,0.09913300867313657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520650753982092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125003335032177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297961227015115,0.0,0.08765677953781492,0.3297822215809861,0.0,0.0,0.2064548891688724,0.04638400186616273,0.0,0.08808004205934432,0.0,0.0,0.1560595876546866,0.0,0.0,0.14174855714995266,0.16961516661652096,0.0958555635968322,0.0,0.0,0.07694301466052181,0.14673781274764214,0.0,0.10105650914919127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217659374061241,0.09056937821981773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148807596544146,0.0969231258226562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908960490633273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149125045969147,0.0,0.050415189027412086,0.0,0.0,0.0971341813677126,0.0,0.0,0.25918073875402925,0.13445134747853027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262806545038672,0.0,0.07798986619011952,0.0827944717979111,0.2604057910076551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802038344612807,0.0,0.0885982910572863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062162049705904485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186092626078018,0.0,0.0,0.19079261695766367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866550675195224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917598832274679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039179385065256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918427967865952,0.09284077661988978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416471919770687,0.07588418828717898,0.0,0.0,0.09351233958868004,0.0,0.14124425947903022,0.0,0.0,0.06493054650590571,0.0,0.0,0.07669461646132407,0.0,0.0959014008749124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534914502772439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228208301833375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821542845650672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277662174652481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Josie4212,2018/12/27,"Any advice for dealing with public restrooms? I’m 25 and a female and public restrooms are a huge source of anxiety for me. I work a regular 9-5 job and to make things worse I have interstitial cystitis so I have to pee all the time. Whenever I go into the restroom at work, I can’t pee if anyone else is in the room. Moreover, I can’t leave the stall if anyone is in the room. Since I work at a large company this means I’m sometimes literally trapped in the bathroom for 15+ minutes. My boss doesn’t care so that’s not a concern but the more I’m in the bathroom the more anxious I become. Does anyone have a similar problem or any tips? ",2.3409837177747606,3.8417704253731344,4.395237449118047,85.24806648575306,76.08955223880595,7.260786974219811,27.853459972862957,8.00094639256281,1.7873223880597011,503,21,105,8,11,173,80,134,0.124,0.845,0.031,-0.8481,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,15,0,9,2,2,2,1,15,16,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,10,1,14,16,3,12,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,3,1,64,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842406830813809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564295257459437,0.0,0.14423381863264034,0.2129983575591998,0.0,0.3954980409144268,0.19318316433833246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822939967721035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223074109119015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943781251775868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649940369523057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750232534774472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071525441673138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709845942559986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996383459435277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585299138043124,0.0,0.0,0.20537709049097674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040886147649227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596357141848818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647247722155424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252586705707131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994013132249557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117816214889097,0.0,0.19214001220504276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,finishline23,2018/12/27,"Why Do I Have Anxiety? I have no idea why I have SA. There has been no traumatic event in my life and overall I have had a very good life, yet I still struggle everytime I'm in public. I feel like people approach me alot and I could have a really good life if SA wasn't keeping me down. ",1.6348387096774175,2.866785064516133,3.7105161290322606,90.54577419354843,77.38709677419354,7.540645161290323,23.690322580645162,8.238735603445708,1.1684412903225811,222,7,52,4,5,76,41,62,0.18899999999999997,0.672,0.139,-0.2991,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,11,3,0,0,0,8,14,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,10,3,3,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795385196522211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873822374480131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118667182838494,0.1676638081425659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936965514623211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649383795449288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860477979080366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4973090970462993,0.11465851724878035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270568478961112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034952230129678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874251068218312,0.0,0.0,0.24535073762992696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364524384089868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235455377865328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GremoryDraws,2018/12/27,"Trouble with women So I've been struggling with this for about a decade (23 m here) where my chest tightens, my heart races, and my mind races with negative thoughts when I think of talking to any woman I'm attracted to. 

My anxiety isn-t so bad in general. I always feel a little uncomfortable in public, but can pretty much block it out after a little while. I can talk to people if I have a reason to, but I'm stumped when it comes to women. I always spiral into thinking about the possible negative outcomes and it freezes me in my tracks. Intellectually I understand that they probably won't be mean to me even if they reject me. I get that rejection is just a step toward success, and I know I'm interssting/funny enough to at least hold there interest for a conversation.

I'm making an effort to push myself, and have made some progress, but every now and then I got a wall of anxiety and it resets me. It's really annoying and is keeping me from forming any relationships.

Does anyone have any methods that work for them to push through/lessen their anxiety when this happens? I'm willing to try anything so long as it doesn't push me way outside of my comfort zone. Small steps to build confidence would be much appreciated, thanks.",5.529084728033471,6.549723861924687,6.429767259414224,75.56967180962344,67.70292887029288,9.489644351464436,31.67390167364017,9.673873057562805,3.0307089958159,989,40,180,21,16,328,145,239,0.145,0.71,0.145,0.7166,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,4,17,11,1,1,9,0,14,2,2,3,0,36,34,21,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,11,13,0,3,8,0,0,6,4,6,0,0,4,2,26,5,32,25,6,27,0,2,0,0,12,12,0,3,8,126,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369753621007459,0.0,0.0,0.2905093587384473,0.0,0.3268053788851082,0.0,0.0,0.09956894863468244,0.0,0.11718254615587753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889752375153402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266444611143225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461464602213475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713661227213598,0.0,0.09405343916576503,0.0,0.11997760866692213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200139877853537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743977921481545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388978253772095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592329030865795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874393599250295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657110059879156,0.0,0.0,0.07825896825659641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854431515771996,0.0,0.1260189591002032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474172450437044,0.09505268348717773,0.0,0.0,0.15511465690112844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378276757512098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093598394370458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872179160110027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053389084279845,0.0,0.14487135014014044,0.153530602682923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912246810991654,0.14641026626599032,0.0,0.1528836291095664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886673702149858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289104350442146,0.0,0.13110220554142846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248752958800826,0.0,0.1130491915500874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667982312307284,0.0,0.0,0.14824276344442894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302998969533118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366843543380974,0.0,0.0,0.10115642496188426,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ellie6939,2018/12/27,The holidays are really tough Because it is the the one time of year where I realize that I don't have any real friends outside from work and I have no boyfriend to hang out with. Also NYE is giving me so much anxiety because I feel like I have to go do something but I just feel pathetic,2.5464999999999978,4.175020650000004,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,75.83333333333334,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.289566666666667,229,10,48,5,5,77,46,60,0.154,0.728,0.11800000000000001,-0.4999,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,12,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,7,2,6,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371804304317752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016892570031844,0.0,0.2268881606369344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615932331675984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999264881357688,0.21188173495324925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22914229709506698,0.0,0.0,0.2845131721607248,0.16855716560906422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489737428116395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802549139413707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097495379343194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33758081430581777,0.19000115759927932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283270794374184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294220185264608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591878975732814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099223450767544
socialanxiety,adovest,2018/12/27,"Dating app help? Unable to reply to messages due to anxiety. I've been able to overcome some of my anxiety (my extreme loneliness helped) and went on dating apps (tinder and OkCupid to be specific). I've been able to get plenty of matches, and there are people I would be genuinely interested in talking to and possibly meeting, but I can't bring myself to do it, even when they message first. I feel so bad not replying to these guys, because I do what to talk to them, but I just can't get past my social anxiety on it. 

I'm so scared of them ending up not liking me, or being put off by my dating history (which is basically nothing - never even been kissed), and I also have really bad self-harm scars and have been relapsing too, so it would be hard to be intimate anyway. 

Basically, how do I talk to guys? I feel like I should be able to do this at my age (21) and feel so naive I even need to ask. ",6.727322404371583,5.203186868852463,7.944371584699455,74.32125683060113,65.55737704918033,11.4120218579235,33.448087431693985,10.504223727775694,3.2744054644808727,699,24,142,15,9,242,106,183,0.16899999999999998,0.795,0.036000000000000004,-0.9793,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,1,14,7,0,1,0,0,23,1,0,1,1,23,33,17,0,4,6,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,5,4,20,4,25,19,1,19,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,2,12,104,27,0,0.4092913615957932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910338466508657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131067713410608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275440576065172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278274605472615,0.08316673837457447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083688742052233,0.0,0.0,0.27033308421525626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069500102522458,0.09746594350143853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160476743622642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255856237055015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701751977840259,0.0,0.0,0.12221488899114467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828929147906903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333060567803147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116145283708963,0.10522357669158494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090870003340965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023830564202776,0.094583698514009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380483768070974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371502884787987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740084224751762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659068480423905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423267177578577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390736666234517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289728927694724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647239757132805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383256008986774,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chaii_latte,2018/12/27,"Really needed to pee but brother has friends over So... I’m pretty embarrassed about this because I haven’t done this in years but I just peed into a vase that I found in my room because I was too nervous to go out and face my brothers friends even though I’ve already met them before.

When I was younger I would pee in my garbage can and wash it right after they left but this feels like a new low. 

I now have a vase filled with piss because I couldn’t muster up the courage to just walk past them and go to the bathroom.

Why am I like this.",2.5038596491228056,3.835432894736844,2.9096491228070214,96.76254385964916,75.3157894736842,5.76842105263158,24.947368421052627,5.82211442006289,0.3354105263157896,426,14,99,2,9,131,75,114,0.098,0.713,0.18899999999999997,0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,9,9,1,2,5,0,10,5,4,0,0,16,17,9,0,3,5,2,1,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,5,1,15,5,14,10,0,21,0,1,0,0,8,11,1,0,8,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362395701654711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914985161776644,0.0,0.18216397331232892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907535410273546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139600546572995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082438905534006,0.1529368310955058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347246563782664,0.33079110660856953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433300706394403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232595559907062,0.0,0.0,0.20917466304030588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873556926777824,0.0,0.20675714329468686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436095970122814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217793526721978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714336893703047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282080290256167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032981246185148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193171421701918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207433713929042,0.0,0.0,0.13785873103171725
socialanxiety,Cristal_God,2018/12/27,"[Serious] How do I overcome my social anxiety?   I need help. For a long while, I have struggled being socially awkward and introverted-the introverted part seems to be feeding into anxious thoughts. I can be extroverted sometimes and introverted other times even to the same people or environment, which makes me seem somewhat polarizing. Interestingly, I find I am a lot more normal, happy, and outgoing when the people I interact with people who are quiet and calm, essentially a more introverted version of me. I feel more comfortable because I get the sense that they are unassuming people and not judging me. Ultimately, I believe this ""judging me"" or being afraid of what others think is what really makes life stressful for me and makes me socially awkward because I then become overly self-conscious of myself, fabricating a plethora of hypothetical and stupid thoughts, freezing me to the point where I cannot perform a simple task if it involves others potentially hearing or watching me, e.g. making a phone call, picking up a phone call, talking to someone, interacting with crowds. For example, if I were to make a call to someone at work, I would be halted by thoughts such as, how will my coworkers judge my voice? How will they judge how articulate I am? How will I interact with person I am calling? What if I am wasting the other person’s time on the call? Writing this makes me feel frustrated because it is so debilitating, yet I cannot stop it from occurring naturally despite realizing how senseless it is! I will describe two aspects in my life where this anxiety takes place, but know it happens everywhere:

**Work**

I currently work as a technical sales engineer where communication with sales people, in person and via the phone, is critical. Despite this being a new job, around 2 months, I still find myself over the top with the anxious thoughts. Partially, I think some of this comes from the high expectations I set to myself with an engineering degree, I feel like my inability to answer technical questions or understand them will make or break my career. This leads me to spending hours upon hours ruminating on abstract hypothetical scientific thoughts that have no direct relevance to the technical application at hand. This is because I am constantly thinking about the hypothetical questions someone or a group might ask me as an engineer, what if they ask me this? Or this? Or this? Essentially, I am trying to predict the impossible and prevent failure by forming hypothetical questions and doing excessive amounts of research to be able to answer those what if questions. Understanding that there is no way of exactly knowing what questions may be asked, you may be able to feel how out of hand my thoughts can be. Additionally, this brings about a mindset where I cannot think freely. My mind is essentially plugged with a prodigious amount of unnecessary thoughts and worries! Taking a step back, I believe the reason I do this is because I care very much how I am perceived, I want to be reliable, resourceful, knowledgeable, and helpful, but this way of coping is not helping. The high expectations I have on myself as an engineer, and what I presume my coworkers have on me as an engineer, only feed into the anxiety. 

**Coaching**

I started coaching for high school girls’ volleyball for the first time as an assistant coach. I started playing recreationally and was never coached, I learned by watching and talking with players. I am a good player, but I am starting to realize that coaching and playing are two different things, which may be part of the answer. When I talk with my team, I feel nervous and feel like my opinions/words of encouragement lack weight, like I have nothing important to say, not to mention these are the kind of thoughts that will be ruminating in my head. One reason on why I think this happens is because I lack the experience to draw from to exchange with my team, I do not have a “go to line” or something and my ability to pick up on their form and technique is not yet developed. Second, I am constantly comparing myself to my head coach who is amazing and seems to always talk to the team with a powerful voice and at ease.  Additionally, I find myself nervous to talk with my players, especially when their parents are around; I think this is because I feel like I’m not good enough to be a coach, and my talking to their child will show that-again I am anxiously thinking about how others will perceive me. 

If anyone has experienced this and has a solution or an explanation or anything that helps them with this kind of anxiety, please comment! I really appreciate you guys reading my post and helping! ",9.065551558753,9.104390615107917,8.913539568345325,64.16683213429259,60.115107913669064,11.921726618705033,42.27434052757794,11.385725864520365,5.154924412470024,3759,198,594,94,45,1221,337,834,0.077,0.813,0.11,0.9895,5,0,1,0,0,0,102.0,0,2,8,11,29,27,2,7,46,0,75,9,4,21,2,162,130,65,0,14,26,1,11,4,0,13,2,5,0,6,47,45,3,3,49,14,4,5,12,10,0,5,10,19,100,17,97,93,18,68,0,0,2,0,64,32,0,32,30,464,147,13,0.09749721346772852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056274597203901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917020288240765,0.16521614961008432,0.0,0.03408615928988098,0.0,0.04011594969148597,0.0867931905958923,0.13672010015392438,0.0,0.0,0.037484669506427384,0.0,0.2080168873772819,0.053839006154036105,0.0,0.10984597253240806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488888894812743,0.0,0.04970245348950219,0.0,0.0,0.04199260820459135,0.0,0.10535985123897572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050931918424844805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050370342080066084,0.0,0.03219799498865745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047685491509961035,0.0,0.0,0.1725413220746978,0.10447804317331444,0.0,0.0,0.1336660301978326,0.041465539984587636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02546913499390029,0.0,0.027704956618938088,0.08177603693276879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04826878491155839,0.08621646388002016,0.05189379834485736,0.0,0.0,0.10006026896465586,0.0,0.05494322272988543,0.0,0.16337581758590575,0.15451673849568354,0.0,0.0,0.09601511594763497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837547014994351,0.0,0.0,0.10152834455120896,0.05358191874945456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886516520740928,0.09526442745171096,0.0,0.0,0.0431409829302776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144432217845763,0.0,0.0,0.2277805147379257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171456806618729,0.049222196135536585,0.0,0.03891067280613353,0.0,0.035835835035970744,0.036146474201807284,0.03759793076943408,0.04708170815536192,0.0,0.0,0.04776328428994521,0.046775602918336885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03303331754672492,0.03707551211745417,0.0,0.0,0.05412955876929963,0.10557998115145616,0.0,0.16898072943623535,0.12769620923578082,0.050931918424844805,0.053511331261926566,0.04608319030569249,0.0,0.046687689891512785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730479809234389,0.0,0.048761798799170405,0.0,0.06245921150625922,0.1002433735827977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03876684870057292,0.0,0.04933619257857367,0.0,0.1331367021026535,0.050855428499501566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149079196525109,0.12391360887118505,0.037529059105170036,0.04821361855843831,0.0,0.10351354426179298,0.0,0.03893070030880642,0.04075601804762481,0.055841364309291965,0.05096262821552094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733057708498053,0.23509370116965894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03238640819287287,0.21865297168814926,0.0,0.3096075877958042,0.08527711383728093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03309710402970641,0.0,0.0952406106587689,0.1014980376438132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040222705922543234,0.028753191284481824,0.07738874992894419,0.0,0.0593626700507296,0.0,0.0,0.04398803521657945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646869888607166,0.049506576451921455,0.0,0.034629611557881204,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,angel_in_black,2018/12/27,"I lie and say I'm fine when I couldn't be sadder or more anxious. More has happened to me this year than in the past decade. I wrote a book, I lost weight, I got hurt and needed medical attention for the first time, I fell in love, had my heart broken, dated someone else, broke up with someone else, watched my sister get married and gained a brother in law, sang for a crowd for the first time ever, and then started singing regularly. Does that mean this was a good year for me? Unfortunately no, I’d say more bad things happened then good. Still, for what I experienced, this was still the best year of my life. What do I mean by that? Well, for someone who doesn’t experience good things very often, what I did experience finally made me love my life and myself...for awhile. For weeks I woke up each morning excited for the day, all because I had a beautiful girl keep telling me that I was amazing and the best thing to happen to her. I should’ve known she was too good to be true, because she eventually revealed she was moving to another state and she had this planned before she met me. Why she was looking to date someone here when she had that planned is beyond me, and I honestly don’t know if she even really liked me or not. Sadly, my questions will never be answered because she refuses to talk to me now. She’s dropped me like a bad habit, probably never to be thought of ever again.

So I tried to move on, the second the feelings she gave me went away, I wanted them back. I met someone else and dated her for awhile, but it wasn’t the same. I made the mistake of jumping back in too soon. It was unfair to use her to make me forget about what had just happened to me and I know I upset her when I ended things, and for that I’m truly sorry. Since then, I’ve done everything I can think of to cope with my sadness. I’ve sat and moped endlessly, I’ve talked to ppl about this, I’ve taken my frustrations out on other things, I took up meditation. All I want is to feel the way I felt when she was in my life, but that doesn’t appear to be happening anytime soon. I made my usual mistake of falling too hard too fast, which made it worse. I just thought I was finally being rewarded for all I’ve endured. At the time I thought this is the point where my life turns around, but in the end it was nothing but a temporary fling, it’s Christmas and I’m alone again while others I know or used to know are happily married or in love with someone.

Yeah, I’m upset, the first girl in over a decade to pay any attention to me treats me like her hero, then forgets me like I’m nothing. Still, I’m glad it happened! Why? Well, those few weeks were still the best weeks of my life and I’m grateful to have had them. I felt the way I’ve always wanted to feel, and that counts for something. Now I know how people feel when they’ve found someone special. Here’s hoping this isn’t the last time I experience these feelings, and I find someone who makes me feel the same way she made me feel, but won’t hurt me the way she did. Am I blowing this whole thing out of proportion calling it love? Maybe, but you’ll never know what we talked about and how she made me feel after all I’ve been through. I’ve accepted that she’s not coming back, and it’s possible there is someone out there who will make me happier and like me more than she did. I just wanted her to be my girlfriend, and start on the path to a happier life like so many I know have. God answered their prayers, why hasn’t he answered mine? Why do I have to suffer loneliness when I see slobs and jerks with beautiful girls? Would I have better luck if I didn’t pursue romance as actively as I am? Maybe. I just felt so good when she was giving me attention and sweet talked me, that I’m eager for that to happen again. But it’s been months and nothing. My family keeps asking me if I’m ok because they see I look sad, but I tell them I’m fine. I just don’t want them to know I feel this way because in their minds, Im so handsome and talented that girls will flock to me eventually, so it doesn’t matter if my love life currently sucks. I feel like I’m actively hurting my family, being around with no significant other for the holidays when my parents have each other and my sister is married. I have no one to turn to, except my priest.

I just want to feel ok again, but this girl left me in shambles, and I can’t get her out of my head. I keep thinking my life would be great if only she were here with me.
",4.264610169491527,4.6451846695652215,4.997660280029479,87.0050552689757,70.23913043478261,8.15033161385409,27.54974207811349,8.062487944422118,1.4928603537214449,3496,110,764,44,59,1131,330,920,0.09,0.7120000000000001,0.198,0.9988,2,1,1,0,0,0,100.0,1,1,7,13,58,63,3,2,31,3,70,17,2,13,10,161,171,66,0,18,27,4,16,7,1,7,9,3,0,5,52,42,1,4,41,4,1,9,20,18,2,5,51,26,135,45,96,103,17,108,1,9,5,5,72,29,1,14,70,514,187,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04371023748739498,0.0,0.0,0.035116804843481814,0.0,0.0,0.0286999187470693,0.04425419067272855,0.0,0.04767809430232857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514036495458341,0.03945470127191937,0.0,0.03965170395817474,0.09735596977978364,0.07047654407517362,0.12863471963750042,0.0,0.03591218459349258,0.0,0.13287033224188285,0.03732568515491408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043094629567976786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036354694236084034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027217852892464128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03693268503700789,0.04318897097689575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576716374930746,0.0,0.0747597870927645,0.0,0.0,0.02787510261626529,0.0763512073848531,0.0,0.0,0.03792990546550306,0.1238497586215044,0.07957166133268255,0.0,0.2347336829992872,0.030150284985433387,0.12156632286697228,0.09246403759703503,0.038573357434067534,0.10769517007345436,0.0,0.04627410697749591,0.0,0.0,0.04409931436740599,0.04048557193779945,0.0,0.1769920317907564,0.03375410195886469,0.04652965612994366,0.0,0.0,0.2612437428323717,0.0,0.037806166956068435,0.0,0.04331310484058788,0.0,0.0,0.050011510194468936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04191773182596362,0.0,0.0,0.1355395911222105,0.0,0.04558716753975492,0.0,0.0,0.11253758869657132,0.0,0.0,0.18555211081231526,0.03440159503680862,0.0,0.0,0.04585437247071639,0.0,0.23847740177844376,0.14432994851714914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088084760112218,0.0,0.046070252609500484,0.0,0.1904521397973437,0.23960459695464384,0.08451376142088719,0.0427878613542255,0.08479844700403584,0.09194426098093376,0.0,0.0425157218042074,0.0,0.0,0.04261364003439862,0.0,0.033686538485423904,0.0897115690687991,0.0,0.031293460289887984,0.09765013430740764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148657688893125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028598275038399467,0.032097765876064416,0.0,0.0,0.04686214175133967,0.0,0.040288144659156346,0.029258686293141926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039896076109974636,0.047578256790211854,0.0,0.0,0.04550265617592979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727772949890921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027036729005662063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712404831533017,0.0,0.0,0.06726166529416584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03491128265508759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218310237068648,0.03249041979219588,0.0,0.047243513663639054,0.05974389957070868,0.0,0.13481550840831394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356867313601442,0.07377567366835043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822931714846426,0.054084769877357865,0.0,0.1005149150236994,0.09843711489366704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046889790905163486,0.02865349756884792,0.0918108707153695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290077968208014,0.04648134101884861,0.034822418460830534,0.14935678284608406,0.16749640360942866,0.10155962995787443,0.05139265720808111,0.0758922719024932,0.039123192087196015,0.15232886345649693,0.04711885084363682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043009109206940524,0.05996050226589559,0.0,0.0,0.08153327093081035
socialanxiety,Robstrap,2018/12/27,"Feel drunk in social situations Hi. I'm 20 years old and male. I've always been very shy and avoid social interaction at all costs unless it's with very close people. Like my mum or best friend. I've always struggled socially. For instance family events, when I finally get up the courage to go downstairs to the family I feel almost dizzy at the start. Struggle to walk or know what to do. And even sometimes, for instance at a family party I felt like I was about to cry when I went downstairs. I'm worse with family than I am with complete strangers. I can go to clubs etc if I'm with a friend and after a while I slowly get more confident. But unless I'm drunk I can't talk to random people. If I'm very drunk I can do anything. I become almost completely opposite. Dancing with random people etc. Feels amazing. But sometimes I also feel drunk after talking with people for a while? If I'm completely sober and socializing for a while with people I start to feel high or drunkish. Maybe it's just a coping mechanism? Or maybe it's my body linking it to how I feel when I am drunk? Wondering if anyone else gets this. I wouldn't say I'm naturally anxious in general about things. Usually I'm quite confident in physical things. Like I can go to foreign countries on my own fine. It's mainly social anxiety. My mum thinks it's post traumatic from my father dying when I was young. Thanks",2.4234779220779217,4.834364603636367,4.030902597402601,83.6560681818182,79.32727272727273,7.128571428571428,23.63961038961039,8.192908349453996,1.6340519480519482,1106,38,208,22,28,368,135,275,0.129,0.727,0.14300000000000002,0.8355,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,10,13,0,3,9,0,12,6,1,1,1,46,40,26,1,5,13,3,7,3,2,1,0,1,0,1,10,13,5,1,11,7,1,6,2,3,0,0,5,8,23,10,37,34,7,34,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,13,20,124,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689086856670554,0.0,0.0,0.06664094849072136,0.1386785861972102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374911369641742,0.09414197475957813,0.0,0.058268002645482375,0.08538396628743962,0.06857552483020457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203416924548648,0.0,0.0,0.08745228912949775,0.0,0.0,0.09256359145811988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621175371848353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153680851635426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864859503951411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961358813924719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587547051095696,0.05504031243952071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142337562931177,0.0,0.252812413028419,0.0,0.08001224228459629,0.09128665082995588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876492373303464,0.0,0.13061333304658548,0.0,0.1420792942821657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804533291523396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04579734778699588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213611095569782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743733939708816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744341230373233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888612209457431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798094738387766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863434255230608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626932719030561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366919106115464,0.0,0.4247348092050066,0.0,0.0,0.1648358930567663,0.0,0.1179663064920305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423438824122664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395897031786866,0.0,0.07672134499827027,0.0,0.0,0.11072478434495853,0.05339608383239367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177894580350447,0.20627405233645424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725003727355463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037051216157893,0.0,0.0,0.0849229092026437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366338040108645
socialanxiety,Aversatile,2018/12/27,"Are there any routines/programs to progressively increase social exposure? Basically the title, but I'm looking for a program to reduce SA through continual exposure like: Day 1- talk to a stranger Day X- talk to 3 people Day X- invite some to hangout, etc. Pretty much just like a workout routine, does anyone have any suggestions?",6.2146551724137975,8.91891184482759,6.837448275862073,66.70237931034484,68.48275862068965,8.777931034482759,39.18620689655173,9.3871,4.558140689655172,269,16,37,6,5,88,45,58,0.0,0.762,0.23800000000000002,0.9288,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,4,4,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,6,19,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462316074131852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800072233781988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4925282737040381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22277524579671348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839119801062693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24873933075436555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377403552973104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713767273496829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17648624853871958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25898842284268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595012679617531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409226203020706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jibbz97,2018/12/27,"Feeling Anxious and Lost / Advices I'm currently doing research around mental health for my university project and I would like to know - What advices would you give to the youth (15-24 years olds) when they're feeling lost and anxious?

I want to try show awareness and help others through a typographic poster.",5.564727272727275,8.342945109090913,4.576363636363637,81.84454545454548,70.63636363636364,6.581818181818183,34.63636363636364,7.554174236665415,2.6476545454545457,251,13,41,3,5,74,43,55,0.14800000000000002,0.688,0.16399999999999998,-0.0258,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,11,5,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,1,6,7,0,6,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39972664014932985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621189869712809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820741256628232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068319622230495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620280303375146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174047066687436,0.0,0.0,0.1370914420229207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240376048700176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992251244569772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44653501313230104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611707305572394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461872461413148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886172951603645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063647222079901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29058299173727226,0.0,0.0,0.1317099362517966
socialanxiety,Freespirit100,2018/12/27,"How do I stop being so aware of myself in social situations? This has slowly ruined my life over the past few years. I've been on anti-depressants and had therapy but they haven't helped. 
When I begin to talk with someone I immediately feel trapped in my head, I go all stiff in the face and start analysing how my mouth looks when I'm talking, how I'm breathing, if the other person can notice. My voice also gets stuck in my throat and goes all deep and nasally, and I really struggle to talk. It's like the words are there but I can't say them because I can't focus and because I'm analysing what I will look and sound like when I say them. I feel like I don't look and act natural because of this and it can make me appear really odd and tense. Any advice on these issues?",3.8212874082439328,4.564963596273294,4.849858836815361,86.36045736871826,71.4223602484472,7.593675889328063,24.574251835121398,7.686295010490155,1.0417652173913041,613,16,131,7,11,201,98,161,0.131,0.79,0.08,-0.8118,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,0,9,5,0,1,4,0,13,8,6,4,2,26,28,21,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,1,2,4,0,1,7,11,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,3,10,21,3,12,23,3,19,0,1,3,0,11,8,0,2,11,82,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539414528393156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598074320959368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712925365889656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880957600786385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568472995695186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930893545813155,0.11254308963583197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230557509037692,0.0,0.08953081398020607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167643665177786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559244061872464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442569024826245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127168291045393,0.2308910419105239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968693623737321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515588638324667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935472794541046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038505532625634,0.0,0.13755355178636355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018420069603986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250556430558513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707602567164415,0.0,0.16058717092864264,0.13347895851337271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150413748707323,0.0,0.0,0.13170637733110732,0.0,0.1646898657689035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798621798409742,0.0,0.0,0.18015508850700326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144742383144964
socialanxiety,bbhatti12,2018/12/27,"Hanging out with a friend who has SAD I met this girl a couple of months ago on the internet and we eventually met up in real life and are now finally gonna meet up tomorrow for drinks and dinner. This is a hang out but with an heir of it being a date. My question as someone who doesn’t necessarily have SAD, but does have a tendency of just anxiety, how do I act. 

I wanna act like myself and perhaps make some moves to show her I like her more than friends, but with my understanding, physical contact might be too much. I’m gonna be myself obviously. But sometimes when I’m flirty, I might cross boundaries that might be uncomfortable for someone with SAD. Can you guys give me some tips? Thanks in advance! ",3.7522823984526106,5.326970340425532,4.975048355899421,82.22454545454549,72.54609929078015,8.247840103159254,27.711798839458407,8.841846274778883,2.0888382978723405,562,21,113,11,11,186,95,141,0.12,0.754,0.126,-0.1877,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,1,5,8,0,0,7,0,15,3,0,2,1,28,25,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,0,2,6,11,2,0,2,2,0,7,1,3,0,0,2,0,14,5,20,14,4,21,0,3,0,0,16,7,0,6,9,79,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555043631069407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423999728750272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416279105881834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356176022312787,0.0,0.0,0.17190138843898656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222729618101586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711473463766677,0.0,0.0,0.16833424605275402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375055957272068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394512324868992,0.17145912837290062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713275972095726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5584624818726244,0.0,0.0,0.140064664685558,0.18650507598864235,0.12899633586518222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657523827283505,0.0,0.0,0.19973209474443132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973634536894821,0.0,0.1735519802063297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155633462618876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826785247283351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sopel97,2018/12/27,"Loneliness is destroying me. I have to post this because otherwise I can't see myself focusing on learning to an exam...
Around 6th grade i used to hang out with a sizable group of ""friends"" from the neighbourhood. I was mostly an observer, barely talked to anyone. I was a weird kid and, I was bullied a bit (not as much as in school though), there was only maybe a few people who respected me somewhat. One of them was this girl, she was always kind to me. She was the most perfect girl I could have imagined, and I quickly fell in love in her. I don't think I would lie if I said that she was the biggest reason I was spending my time with that group at some point. She gave me some of the best memories I have. Simple things like just being around and being nice, but my life has been miserable. (Being unexpectedly greeted with a hug after coming back from vacation is still the best memory i have, but that's beside the point...). I never really talked to her though, just like to anybody else. The group has spread out with time and I stopped seeing her after like a year. But I got over it with time. My life was empty, but I felt fine. I enjoyed watching movies, playing games, programming... After a long bit of nothing comes September 5th, 1:30PM (and i will remember this exactly for the rest of my life). I went to get a haircut, like I do a few times a year, and guess what. She's the apprentice there doing something in the other part of the room... She didn't seem to recognize me so I just spent half an hour stressing out while getting a haircut, and then just went back home (if you're curious I wrote to her after a few weeks because I just had to, she doesn't remember me, i'm fine with that. At least I'm proud of myself that I did get myself to do that, albeit it took me 8 years...). And it was there that something has completely broken in me... I went from being relatively ok to crying at night. It has spawned in me the feeling of loneliness. Hitting harder than ever before. I started rethinking my life. I can't focus on my everyday stuff. The only things I enjoy today is eating and sleeping. Among the few real friends I had I never had a female one. I have never even held a conversation with a girl. I'm not even joking... Now every day I go to commute to uni I see happy people and it makes me think about it even more. I can't contain it with rational thoughts. Now try helping that feeling when you're socially retarded, barely not underweight, have SA, bad teeth, and a fucking deformed dick.",3.2183514545988845,4.952105405622493,4.406510921735727,85.10405377607994,74.26104417670683,7.348496424723284,25.60015672445881,8.096554002634818,1.5642016260162603,1964,67,387,31,41,644,237,498,0.09,0.76,0.15,0.98,1,1,2,0,0,0,83.0,0,0,1,4,25,29,2,2,33,1,45,11,3,3,6,74,81,25,0,4,14,0,3,4,2,2,4,1,2,4,24,26,1,3,13,3,2,9,12,6,0,3,29,8,67,23,61,44,18,65,0,1,4,4,32,22,2,9,37,296,91,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078240482005457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059480695100878,0.0,0.0,0.15145500150846378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082226007967301,0.07102723746197111,0.10371188198787183,0.0,0.07238559428167743,0.0,0.17854474872715695,0.0,0.18574186020741293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465550579557036,0.08919093728990801,0.0,0.0,0.06791893000008589,0.0,0.09344190208467454,0.05486105841217169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704458891949221,0.07106240857750927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855748749743804,0.07694780452979813,0.07167246072099104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602467548986488,0.0,0.0816774828652315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144482083677986,0.07864289991863457,0.13333169984085128,0.0,0.04834543145268104,0.0,0.06803570312955813,0.0,0.0937106874777828,0.0,0.0,0.09055520660825044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057018493107663076,0.0,0.08532895158563493,0.0,0.08377367758256267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885839976130739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403408292461691,0.16623739609458116,0.0,0.0,0.07528145456944453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767761219624935,0.0,0.05678275971121095,0.0,0.08546104964139002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253389709684068,0.0,0.19682631629177333,0.0,0.0,0.07982944349595471,0.0,0.08162390346428057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528695107345363,0.1293942924582806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921190711781148,0.0,0.11794923751945853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083127280710438,0.0,0.08147049433714926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682465921154836,0.054495980087553415,0.08746285389993871,0.0,0.0,0.19272823770992886,0.0,0.08091802137492626,0.0,0.0,0.08609215849893387,0.2033617142679638,0.07744163368634745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512824945242707,0.08671490539589079,0.0,0.13097718068342942,0.0,0.0,0.060210729646258176,0.0,0.06793446851664517,0.07111966656027198,0.09744374941896376,0.0,0.0973811513648952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674696759358515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302922425201015,0.10901476068570108,0.16715542808347886,0.06753354922590066,0.19841257616622415,0.0,0.08063339422297842,0.0,0.09451236171883802,0.0577547835991434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347041569062902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823546801494318,0.0,0.0,0.2365733698590755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042902484316135,0.0,0.0,0.16434071992170468
socialanxiety,Bhloom,2018/11/21,"Work Christmas Party I'm 31 weeks pregnant atm. Due to leave one and a half weeks before the party (intentionally planned this and I'm sure my coworkers figured it out). So now I'm being socially pressured to go to the party, which involves coming back to work to go to a meeting for 2+ hours, having a quiz at said meeting, secret santa, then hanging around for an hour or two before finally going to the meal and staying there for god knows how long until I can pluck up the courage to leave. Bear in mind, I will be 34 weeks pregnant at this stage.

There is such a pressure to ""have the craic"" with the people I work with. Most days it literally feels like if you're not joking around, talking to everyone and laughing really loud that you're nothing. Can't just not go, it's expected. So stressing about this right now when all I want is to go home and have everyone leave me alone",5.302954545454547,5.735762022727273,5.8693181818181825,81.4802272727273,67.97727272727272,8.445454545454545,30.20454545454545,8.296473431620573,2.086620454545455,700,25,137,9,11,227,114,176,0.079,0.795,0.126,0.8895,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,14,8,0,3,11,0,10,1,0,2,2,28,23,13,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,8,11,1,0,4,1,1,7,3,3,0,3,1,3,6,5,25,19,2,32,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,16,86,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294544719661974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22854072628374686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870329152193393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845506750981364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057343452563817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278357274000038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24531286349943385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490423432361421,0.0917026159295036,0.0,0.14061548889419564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647585060464106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875864365114342,0.0,0.25282357040033954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054499634477439,0.0,0.0,0.4077539290279449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271172107322479,0.0,0.0,0.11359729379446262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961012697958094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316784519525198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698215069475101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889908030069407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223268128955162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962137604399308,0.12210269182451496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085000337671773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681797287518352,0.0,0.0,0.1470394839537663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098069160776935,0.0,0.0,0.1031733880679783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253920853826334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571187525213502,0.0,0.3088953800758111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803495712376768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MoeWinter,2018/11/21,"Nothing will ever fix me or help me become a normal person. I am so nervous and anxious about everything and it's getting worse. I can't even mention this to my family because I don't want them to feel bad about it. This is a never-ending cycle that's gets worse every time it lapses. I first feel anxious, then I do something stupid, which in turn makes me loathe myself and become even more anxious. This has been a problem for me as long as I can remember. The only time where I felt right was at the end of high school and now it's over and I'm in the ""Real World"" where people won't stop for me. I feel like I would be in a much better position right now if I had known someone that I can trust and has been thought this who can personally help me out of their own kindness but I don't, and probably never will.

I'm not necessarily depressed or angry about it, but I just feel a deep sadness when my issues with anxiety comes to mind. I've tried everything and my anxiety is only getting worse. I guess I will get deeper into this cycle until I can't even function anymore. This sub is right about all the religious nofap shit it doesn't work, no god or saving nut will ever help me, nor will any doctor, meds, or tips. I'm a malfunctioned human and there is no replacing or repairing that can be fix me.

I just wanted to get that off my chest, even if no one reads this or it's deleted at least I said something. I don't care for any encouraging words, or tips, no stranger on the internet -especially not this god forsaken website- post anything that will help my anxiety.",3.5399299065420564,4.810409788161994,4.844941588785048,84.14909462616825,72.61370716510903,7.717601246105919,26.14758566978193,8.212053250817874,1.5961286604361375,1246,41,252,19,24,414,166,321,0.155,0.732,0.113,-0.9039,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,3,19,14,2,1,11,0,32,3,2,1,4,52,54,27,0,7,15,0,5,1,0,8,1,1,0,3,22,13,0,1,8,1,0,1,15,7,0,2,7,6,35,7,27,37,5,34,0,2,0,0,13,18,1,10,15,178,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229173995457017,0.0,0.20635616654791367,0.30473799392961193,0.08917237467801586,0.0,0.0,0.07399309366799635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750759895602321,0.05481187532854815,0.19861001202685785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952327361653297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167521459322436,0.0,0.0,0.07745455401508917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744440078213714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203269552721396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927753180731527,0.0,0.0,0.2375543171670738,0.16266809117150158,0.07575799235787906,0.0,0.16162115915963676,0.0,0.08476467303973832,0.0,0.18185664738706345,0.06423591027363648,0.0863333288751279,0.0,0.0,0.07648238687279077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348866355825641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990524599598999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410748296712529,0.09500104565816406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384879977655547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936335343686081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392834868594998,0.0,0.0,0.07957270899576753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060019536555430825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987625337123328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078938918836643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609850493082589,0.0,0.13869731289128695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880984544934537,0.08627669529778248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092931560132647,0.13677013068335525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233633772811008,0.15702212617336306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611454141937601,0.0,0.09694450784598917,0.08603733719431979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994019520202863,0.1023439368317156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018571443808411,0.2303629663426752,0.08553057594604092,0.0,0.0,0.09099965342372243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229734092829313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618541867144175,0.13844324798472732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517368737683118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138315127860295,0.10486132524054398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104696853603948,0.09780263861960542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606941091154172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545981893297319,0.0,0.27489583743246515,0.06387364904469545,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aml__19,2018/11/21,Asking for advice Ok so I know I have pretty high social anxiety. I have always felt nervous and self conscious but for the last three years it has really been messing with my life failed tests because I was to nervous to ask for a pencil of all things lost a job because I didn’t know how to tell my boss I was sick and ended up losing almost all friends because of me isolating myself. Due to where I live I’m not old enough to get my own diagnosis but I don’t know how to tell someone that I think I have social anxiety and suggestions on how to tell someone so I can get a diagnosis?,2.6606557377049214,4.2331121147541,4.4499672131147525,84.88806557377049,75.39344262295083,7.1750819672131145,25.31475409836065,7.908726449838941,1.4297580327868848,466,16,95,7,10,158,75,122,0.184,0.7559999999999999,0.061,-0.9359,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,2,4,1,10,2,0,4,2,20,21,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,1,16,2,15,15,4,9,0,3,0,0,10,4,0,1,5,65,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680921167891206,0.0,0.0,0.1504399918919114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500866921158882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298607762059151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28090139305819595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747480333924718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306480382629246,0.1552342988687713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425044562263947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607222281677837,0.0,0.15698457267920196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873294067726962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908638458791668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24769788864725945,0.12246266804383485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611636923630216,0.0,0.0,0.13266143977458825,0.0,0.0,0.16807603434877266,0.16400071118726425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764776528461252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284436767908266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962452457704028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672926688173686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30629405575883545,0.254589524960827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39393954660346003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998103479366296,0.09626537973938827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674727660974708
socialanxiety,issa_knife1998,2018/11/21,"help me im panicking and i lost hope :'( i had enough of this unfair life. i hate women to the point where i can't even communicate with my mother anymore im a fucking failure. im writing this with anger and depression. this suffering must stop no one cares about me no one matters. i hate to be the one that complains about everything. my dad ruined my life my mother didn't know how to raise me. i shouldn't blame anyone for what is happening but yet my father threw me like a garbage can with no feelings now im living with him we barely talk to each other. he is travelling while my mother is working im jealous of my sisters, they moved on with life, they have there education, while im  24/7 in the house i can't fucking get out of this trouble im stuck literally, im 20 i don't deserve all the pain at this age. from sleeping on the street while i was 14 to doing drugs and going to prison to having an ex girlfriend that made me realise women are all the same, she said my dick was small and im not enough, i didn't even know women where like that, these feminists make me feel less of a man making me think they are better while i know god damn well we are way better at everything, i went from danemark to canada to germany then back to danemark, and im originally from lebanon i was born in danemark, now i lost all friends i had, every possible connection to human beings, i can't get out im shy i have social anxiety fear depression i buried myself so deep into mental illness. people say i look good but im still extremely insecure. im done im fucking done i can't take this anymore how come i can't get help what is going on. ",1.471656028980508,3.5787840498533754,3.3050483008452645,89.23051362773847,80.93548387096773,6.123201656028981,22.93263757115749,7.285733465282438,0.8981346558564773,1295,44,271,18,34,433,173,341,0.228,0.6679999999999999,0.105,-0.9919,0,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,3,5,16,28,8,2,10,0,31,11,2,6,4,42,62,15,0,3,3,7,2,2,2,2,6,2,0,5,13,17,0,1,6,1,0,7,13,19,1,3,16,5,44,9,36,42,8,38,0,6,1,4,30,16,5,1,16,175,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042899454388005874,0.0,0.11122845372148787,0.03921098469970655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043120458071860775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919272410515298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717517561133099,0.0,0.0,0.0483061615656949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659965857686148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477436153459784,0.0,0.0,0.06503258224408917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588696138064385,0.0,0.07407787296448345,0.0,0.04724806520762422,0.0,0.10079843498007024,0.0,0.0,0.06310324923654415,0.05670936139380324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332566095558761,0.15552939690198486,0.08789519412271149,0.0,0.06374074713742899,0.04703549768843186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958951839237968,0.0,0.0,0.11073066993011048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517569379621786,0.0,0.0,0.05569802658504168,0.0,0.06470638912671121,0.0,0.0,0.8480328544853722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245687282034867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882847740308955,0.05479367703864864,0.0,0.04951782969321309,0.0,0.04709132820507559,0.0,0.12243134553545493,0.0,0.0,0.05306228267346205,0.0748648924988955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565133524805258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960195293635629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139995472552139,0.0,0.05967085938769812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038877368025657735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301175924876348,0.06321942758195125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334294249052792,0.044595411830550984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611841759970703,0.057164376155123035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044783898390413225,0.046883651117619364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04216361595254908,0.045073306935548785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03593246603826338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04451204172912029,0.0,0.0,0.0504207836861782,0.05198479254582719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040825392769304636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anonymous0212,2018/11/21,"Not sure if I have it but I’m kind of dreading Thanksgiving I’ve never been officially diagnosed with social anxiety and don’t score really high on the online tests, but I (61) definitely feel anxious before big get-togethers, even with DH’s family. Tomorrow we’re driving 1:45 min out of town to my SD2’s for Thanksgiving, which will include her fiancé, their two girls (5+8), SD1,  her BF and 2 yr old, their mom, and if last Thanksgiving is any indication, several friends and possibly two of fiancé’s brothers, who moved down to their city within the last year.

It’s a smaaaall apt. It gets really loud. They keep football games on the TV the entire time, and the men cheer, yell, and talk among themselves. I never have any idea what to say to any of his family even tho I’ve been married to DH for almost 12 years, and I just feel really awkward and stupid. 

Obviously I know not going is an option, but I like the idea of being with the family for Thanksgiving in theory, especially being able to see the grands, but thinking about it in actuality is stressing me out to the point that I’m almost crying. 

I guess I’ll do what I usually do, which is bring my laptop and play my online game in the girls’ bedroom when they go in there to play and watch Netflix. I just wish I could feel more comfortable socializing with them, especially because we’re seeing everybody a few weeks later at SS’s house to do Christmas early. 

I guess I should add it’s not like they’re rude or anything, (ok, sometimes SS can be pretty brusque to the point of being rude, but he’s that way with everybody, not just me) and everybody else is fine, just not warm to “outsiders”, according to DIL. They’ve all said at one point or another they love me in response to my saying it to them first, and I’ve been assured by DH that they wouldn’t say it if they didn’t mean it, this just isn’t how I envisioned things going with them after 12 years. I didn’t come into their lives until the youngest was 16, so it’s not like I was around them in their growing up years, but they aren’t affectionate in ways that I am and I feel kind of left out. ",6.769867379679141,5.813479677647063,7.270208556149732,77.34657486631019,65.16470588235293,10.927272727272728,31.55347593582888,10.230975488527342,2.8585294117647053,1673,52,342,34,22,552,219,425,0.062,0.7929999999999999,0.146,0.9906,1,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,15,1,14,24,3,3,15,1,30,2,0,1,6,74,53,29,0,7,22,2,5,3,2,3,1,6,1,3,20,26,0,1,9,6,0,8,14,6,0,4,8,14,42,18,54,37,3,57,0,0,3,1,37,27,0,10,23,212,62,2,0.0905597832361306,0.0,0.08837328503268105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136508315479796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475127408357472,0.09495982877604194,0.06927798630261299,0.10230677823935792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745229854097312,0.08061740686914934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520440331522645,0.0,0.07705970549074341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780092345467143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230461799742166,0.0,0.09947566952506948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191627371621112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565107851621057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962776547561454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256115112062138,0.0,0.18315898968487804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703010535816597,0.0,0.0,0.06996626388497933,0.0,0.09462749804732837,0.0,0.15440163529235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952362206967286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568138306608906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044938310652538,0.0,0.2044619445977814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049369631096942,0.0,0.1886081570510525,0.049769288523642735,0.14763662038140998,0.0,0.0,0.0983934694604055,0.0,0.0,0.1327288072134996,0.0,0.07996594772964435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173374006060649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864615245432147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606252361699706,0.0,0.09625071782470776,0.0,0.0,0.13969057533050422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950272587110831,0.0,0.06136565282641353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568248000007233,0.10209254874127173,0.0,0.09213185638090217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404474817053206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614309183925373,0.2160503232987556,0.0,0.0,0.1443288448490707,0.0,0.0,0.10230677823935792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462858909363009,0.0,0.0,0.0895659412281946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037359257274186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535152396904094,0.0,0.0,0.07278852342158122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060163896001278035,0.05802705245393287,0.0,0.0,0.05280613786747313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692749874107286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973880704479136,0.0,0.0,0.14376428144379835,0.07264159563010651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413928145996618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332701251397825
socialanxiety,SmolTortl,2018/11/21,"Small Accomplishment Over my Anxiety This won't mean much to anyone else but me, but I finally got the courage to play my first Online Game with a stranger on YGOPRO!

 I've had a deck built for a month and I was too scared to ever test it because my anxiety kept getting in the way, but today I finally played someone and I got stomped!!! Absolutely demolished! BUT the person was really fun to play against rather than just an AI or a friends deck I already knew, and they were really nice!

 I even typed in the chat ""rip me lmao"" to make sure they knew I had no harsh feelings and they typed back a friendly ""GG, man"" 

GAAAH!!! I feel like a kid getting all giddy about this, but I really felt like for once my anxiety wasn't in control of my actions for a few seconds.

 I've never played online games, not even MMOs or FPS games with strangers because of my anxiety. I even backed out of a local Yugioh tournament I was really excited to join because of it, but today was a nice small step to hopefully being able to enjoy the games I love without my anxiety kicking my ass!",5.3811809317443124,5.636754225352117,6.145539906103291,80.18489707475626,67.7793427230047,9.746334416756953,31.87757313109426,9.661875296680813,2.839155579631635,842,33,168,17,13,277,119,213,0.102,0.606,0.29100000000000004,0.9951,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,3,10,18,0,1,15,0,10,2,1,2,4,33,24,12,0,2,12,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,2,6,9,0,2,6,1,0,2,14,3,25,17,27,8,3,22,0,0,0,2,14,9,1,3,12,110,29,4,0.12198895973954388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461785052023453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666061015114255,0.0,0.0,0.08529751703448038,0.1249921052414699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876039602212116,0.0,0.2230900127899128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682099127968803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190612258096876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171767220806584,0.1103459980841656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336256680487387,0.08714893721247684,0.11712853177345812,0.2672658852428513,0.0,0.10376374683636706,0.0,0.0,0.1884967353761464,0.0,0.12746839311055014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513143001453168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116256216998522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191952876567501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009979893191373,0.0,0.08142857788594215,0.0,0.0,0.13288173944535273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737042382154096,0.0,0.08967592163816987,0.0,0.09408540613195657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299142608336624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651605431104406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125970052599588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213222984537316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336084971817848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497315087448222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312625400768375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682915812255932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759300400274038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anxiousthrowaway5262,2018/11/21,"How do i find the strength the apply for a job? Hey, all. I ""graduated"" homeschooling last year and will be 19 soon.

I have depression, GAD, and SAD. it's been lonely because of the homeschooling and along with every thing else I feel like I'm going to breakdown. I'm on Zoloft and it works well enough for the general anxiety but not much else.

Today I woke up with a lot more motivation than useful and decided I would finally apply for the some jobs, but after I had written them all and was ready to press send, I just froze.

I calmed myself down now with some ambien (didn't have a real benzo around) but I just feel like such shit. Like I'm worthless, my dad thinks a 4 year college is the only way to be successful and happy. And here I am, almost 19, no college ambitions, having panic attacks about applying for a job let alone doing an interview and getting one!

Please someone tell me there's a way out of this. I want to get away from my parents so badly even if it means living near-poverty but I'm too much a pussy to even apply for a job",3.868732394366198,4.834445638497655,5.127342723004698,83.5938309859155,71.48826291079811,8.309107981220656,25.937089201877928,8.648137234880735,1.7142165258215964,823,25,168,14,15,274,137,213,0.149,0.6759999999999999,0.175,0.7273,5,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,4,15,16,2,1,15,0,16,2,1,3,2,42,31,16,0,3,8,2,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,15,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,8,1,1,6,4,17,8,26,20,9,18,0,4,0,0,7,6,1,5,11,118,22,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574412645386382,0.13005669417113525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606369339206912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117873984055098,0.0,0.14285844504482914,0.11798081711498078,0.0,0.10484896520713982,0.0765486867762208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081566201212651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098017681869744,0.0,0.0,0.12975141158579906,0.0,0.16588075949018086,0.0,0.10580143067606697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698787858983734,0.17942004523100005,0.0,0.13756007460556388,0.1147722739416164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121436467812442,0.0,0.07136654389832221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367575660080191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984508962122673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023594924642472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840782545806453,0.0,0.1840472005747627,0.0,0.11088405847929562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067584432189042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678679548054098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462253736065706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509212770952614,0.09550461310863037,0.0,0.14733392076765633,0.13943496051047427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378424382354554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293059518611145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288998086390619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639836195785043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975712761022066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342572247255281,0.08046268768597087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119029378693564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845553528145177,0.0,0.0,0.07406674250549614,0.19934944114891626,0.0,0.0,0.11290602115375788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091419298206687,0.0,0.0,0.08920409901447096,0.0,0.0,0.16173095506178456
socialanxiety,AyyLmaoo21,2018/11/21,"Socialanxiety I get a mini Hart attack when someone asks me for directions. And then I think about it all the day , maybe I said something Rong to them or pointed them in the Rong direction.",7.3258333333333345,7.218166583333337,7.1633333333333375,75.765,63.72222222222222,10.533333333333337,34.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.3654333333333337,151,6,28,3,2,48,31,36,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,4,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439886786754799,0.4186024481157113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373008273040932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922415376457953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696607096023257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478368372585813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500098972173691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31176746167915725,0.2832700847714573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577099720459574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fortify5,2018/11/21,"DAE feel like you're the least favorite friend to everyone you're friends with? DEFINITELY SOCIAL ANXIETY AT PLAY HERE. Like I have an okay amount of friends but I always feel like I'm last in line. Like, if one friend had to go it would be me. Also, it's like when we do hangout they're not actually having fun, but rather tolerating it. Anyone else feel like this sometimes? ",1.7120570570570557,4.358519364864868,2.7653153153153163,89.88133633633635,85.08108108108108,5.991591591591593,21.735735735735737,7.3871296695380915,0.86435015015015,299,10,61,5,9,95,56,74,0.077,0.56,0.363,0.9722,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,4,13,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,11,11,5,0,3,5,0,3,6,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,13,6,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,8,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.16489116482947705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135125919148331,0.14059727427722746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926222957824854,0.0,0.0,0.11814833961290995,0.17313059292256022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411534543785619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614588780464739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563102000816287,0.3621384040940485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221858052009459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603002191411353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377337862747517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953037022391444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449901371581545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224449167649072,0.0,0.0,0.16711648065027734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003203623525595,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fromwet2dry,2018/11/21,Buspar-Buspirone. Why?? I was prescribed escitalopram (Lexapro) after many many other ssri's did not work for my social anxiety. I was in an accident and could not see my pyschiatrist to represcribe my lexapro so now I am just on the buspar she prescribed during the initial visit (which I had not picked up from the pharmacy until Sunday.) My question is who has actually had luck with this? I cant find any videos on youtube and reddit is laking in feedback as well. It pretty much seems like a sugar pill. ,5.385609022556392,7.023920673684213,5.974436090225566,76.40105263157895,68.57894736842105,7.954887218045112,30.413533834586467,8.418075326091056,2.4600375939849624,404,16,68,6,7,131,74,95,0.05,0.8320000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.7608,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,11,2,0,1,0,13,13,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,5,2,10,3,12,7,1,10,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,3,5,53,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.2494103114896816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380393030261587,0.0,0.19551886225257825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406073272268255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335965194219641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248640285297786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5182382945503775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788153555378456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26001788877244697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863093542218976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366506765840306,0.232671458653098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605327724250249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297981268256211,0.0,0.2306222136079499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606610408315072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Silagane,2018/11/21,"I have made it through all interview talks and tests and have actually gotten the job! I still cannot quite believe it. What a long and draining process! I had to do several language and technical tests, had talks with various people from HR, Team and Project leads..

Absolute horror before and after every call, thinking to myself how absolutely horrible I did once again.

But... I have actually gotten the job! I am so proud of myself and just had to share this here.

​

So often have I read the small success stories of fellow SA people that made me smile. Gave me the strength to believe in myself that I can do it! And so can all of you, thank you all!

​

​",3.8840364583333336,6.368818914062501,4.42625,82.32708333333336,74.703125,7.079166666666668,28.635416666666664,8.07648339933343,2.147060416666666,543,23,96,9,12,172,77,128,0.055,0.804,0.141,0.8949,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,6,9,5,0,0,5,0,14,0,0,4,3,20,21,13,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,0,15,5,12,12,4,7,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,4,75,22,10,0.0,0.0,0.2371087101520757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948952324818881,0.4428621282219293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337698415789376,0.2737498047906904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405240417889525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102358527411947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411153582585445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751268693221977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22990897475715505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938030972792078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844838506176524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292169974829507,0.12152045809943172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724638740756265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702013978488283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952942328214104,0.0,0.1118494429817616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784433698594995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428621282219293,0.0
socialanxiety,CaughtMeOutside,2018/11/21,"I had a conversation today... She told me about her life and offered to bring me food after I said I love some dish. She mentioned that her mom’s a chef. She also offered to text me some tips about some other unrelated topic.(can’t share too much)

I haven’t had that kind of a conversation with someone (outside my family) in years....I’m not sure how to interpret it and am probably overthinking everything.

I think she mentioned that she’s coming to class on Thursday even though it’s thanksgiving break and she supposedly has nothing better to do and then asked me if I’m doing anything over the break...

I can’t tell if she feels sorry for me, is trying to get me to do something for her(I’m the group leader for our group in college and she’s kinda slacked off), or genuinely found me somewhat interesting. Probably not the latter but we do have a few things in common.

I don’t think I will ask her out for Thursday but I want to text her (and talk to her more) and see where things go from there. 

I’m a nervous fucking wreck normally and I’m not sure how I came across to her. The conversation went somewhat smoothly I think....but I did leave kinda abruptly.

Any people with some knowledge bombs they can drop on me. I’m not sure about what to think about this situation.... I don’t personally know or talk to many people but I believe I’m at least somewhat socially aware.",3.2768060718711283,5.4067154089219365,4.222142193308553,84.75519594175964,75.2081784386617,7.308612143742255,26.44996902106568,8.212053250817874,1.7533456009913264,1091,41,213,19,24,352,146,269,0.081,0.89,0.028999999999999998,-0.8947,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,1,1,12,10,1,1,9,0,17,5,0,2,3,49,42,20,0,4,11,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,14,2,0,8,0,0,5,8,2,0,0,8,4,40,8,35,33,11,26,0,0,1,2,38,11,1,13,7,150,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124811958535936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609756705039237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418733670340916,0.0,0.23672218852948215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264350481245588,0.0,0.11197420831218252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480546244291953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906130962156063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362318157383436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378682315484495,0.0,0.1193544571899064,0.0,0.06401664943921717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309451470213886,0.1388187912064671,0.0,0.1170467642291266,0.06614728963321168,0.0,0.07195406479989844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318424205340646,0.06958027234674881,0.0,0.0,0.13405925722244327,0.0,0.0,0.08942675182538448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426837839230425,0.0,0.0,0.12836032026273622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828138994891105,0.0,0.0,0.09307121580454376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404864949347888,0.1214834879452461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554765413316176,0.1105489466551749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730089952939758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043290086654353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008899326270192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423123420781462,0.0,0.12906059030789704,0.10727428025414304,0.0974687810515015,0.0,0.14172693731987138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35797873301853983,0.0,0.0,0.20352492204044192,0.11066069674844103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822503971386882,0.3245003682385942,0.12439140723922948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200092810969049,0.12097906823207172,0.0,0.08595830705667264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467649263429095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736659199764135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ObviousPixelz,2018/11/21,"Should I feel guilty for not replying to a text straight away? Some people I text will sometimes take an hour to reply to me, others half a day, some answer straight away. Me personally, I always answer straight away but should I perhaps not be so hung up on when I reply to someone? I always worry about the other person's perception of me, and I don't like to keep them waiting. But maybe I am overthinking it. What do you think? ",4.437921568627452,5.560911400000002,5.0667647058823535,83.96877450980394,70.29411764705883,7.549019607843138,27.10784313725491,7.793537801064563,1.5436666666666667,339,11,66,4,6,109,58,85,0.11199999999999999,0.8340000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.7653,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,16,12,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,13,1,13,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,4,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35784718852230823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6060880614620657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386776527447929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872648487237542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176290259779887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113004869340056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505362344453148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602823766784576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907590079056476,0.37551476003358575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821956555274173,0.0,0.2126718425512558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167707198093795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377836261638204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837512195176292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wisesage987,2018/11/21,"How do I go about making new friends and such? 17 year old male here who is finding it impossible to actually meet new people and make friends / girlfriends. My anxiety makes meeting new co workers or anyone really difficult. The only things I do at the moment are work at my part time walmart job and hop on my PC and play games, I know this is unhealthy and was wondering what I can do to actually socialize more and meet actual friends for once in my life. Tired of barley knowing anyone at work meanwhile they all seem to be best friends, no one knows me either. Tired of only having 1-2 friends and getting bored without anyone to hang with, they are online only friends as well. Meeting new people is so nerve wracking due to my SA.

​

​

Feel like I'm in a rut here and am looking for advice on what to do to better my social life and life in general, not sure if this sub is appropriate but I figure you guys could help me with my social anxiety problems.",8.386976608187133,6.843189194736848,8.355964912280701,72.75564327485381,62.31578947368421,10.970760233918128,37.95321637426901,9.725611199111238,3.600198830409357,777,32,143,12,9,253,121,190,0.096,0.7809999999999999,0.124,0.7025,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,5,7,15,0,0,3,0,16,5,0,4,2,34,29,15,0,3,6,0,1,1,7,0,5,0,0,2,7,11,0,0,8,2,0,2,3,3,1,1,1,2,17,12,24,26,5,19,0,0,1,0,22,8,0,4,10,93,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.26355534897285776,0.0,0.0,0.08797175784740127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508491974509548,0.2187813770232838,0.0,0.0,0.1377383361149611,0.0,0.0,0.1888435132922152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447608049504896,0.07962013135051703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187793921210653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0455195362735682,0.06431414830920212,0.0,0.0,0.08228156490053236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173203041555725,0.0,0.047034544547916286,0.0,0.0511634971742705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913927837518651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034211348078272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893362969075643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484267807870757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076276136919676,0.04398185252347935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559864437604746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027791740003454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477882857279159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446649072085432,0.09587408987404526,0.06100352627166181,0.2054050708918279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748871188647812,0.0,0.12482452424570342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614212892559141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057672562627714814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195572336882315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275308608313832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484785372527857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980886116703596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249452210368775,0.20694185838058216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094362678524249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678125220411853,0.09762868263760872,0.13107909532891318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187813770232838,0.057973392084706366
socialanxiety,bewee1974,2018/11/21,"Seriously thinking about getting a doggo Do you have one? Has it helped when youre out in public having to interact with people for regular stuff or helped you in any way to overcome making small talk. 
It wouldn’t be a service animal of any kind. ",3.998750000000001,5.987974708333336,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,72.75,8.133333333333335,26.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.250983333333333,198,7,35,4,4,66,40,48,0.036000000000000004,0.892,0.07200000000000001,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,9,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439185010060602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052749958893992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4375503082125969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398893354224336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787066492522808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117315903031445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262806434248955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736432731864053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623432966946901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914022599511825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590765258587932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ItsTheBrandonC,2018/11/21,"Do You Ever Feel Imposter Syndrome? I feel a sense of ""I don't belong here; I don't fit in"" in pretty much every aspect of my life, mainly in college and at work. I don't feel particularly included in either, but I also often feel like I'm not good enough. I work in a pizza place, it's not exactly tough work, yet I often feel like I'm not working hard enough and am not skilled enough as the rest of the employees and that they judge me. Similar feelings are felt for college, but I think that one's more acceptable. Anyone else struggle with these feelings?",6.368171091445426,5.575219106194692,7.105442477876108,77.66429941002951,65.90265486725664,9.657227138643067,32.10766961651917,8.841846274778883,2.5054377581120946,441,15,87,6,6,147,70,113,0.069,0.7929999999999999,0.138,0.774,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,5,6,6,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,0,2,25,17,7,0,0,7,0,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,10,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,9,12,4,12,16,8,10,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,4,62,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846030710068176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357663934642572,0.15177771470783685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123744442660563,0.0,0.0,0.4591767624226208,0.0,0.0,0.13399297006810734,0.12480675625223775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242963907110479,0.21164963185111552,0.14222898994553065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424525468728685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269628001558795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462930598252156,0.14473864832930636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889332909679393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037739919172424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476536681789782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070248095266475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485868378230602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949163634674227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313645286315994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,troywotlk,2018/11/21,"Please help! Really nervous but I gotta talk to her, 18 M in college Her and I have made eye contact multiple times. I have caught her staring like twice. I haven’t spoken to her except for one word responses like thanks (holding the door, etc) . I wanna approach her so bad but I keep chickening out. What do I do??? I keep telling myself that the worst that can happen is that she says no but it doesn’t help. 

Btw the only times I see her are before and after two classes ",-0.22406250000000227,2.0543638854166697,1.5330833333333338,95.47025,97.64583333333334,4.226666666666667,17.858333333333334,6.079149491110277,-0.13533666666666602,367,11,77,4,15,119,67,96,0.152,0.6779999999999999,0.16899999999999998,-0.4244,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,9,1,1,1,0,13,17,6,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,3,2,4,17,3,8,14,2,7,0,0,3,0,13,2,0,0,5,54,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284256994602506,0.0,0.0,0.1965305779465632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25758227585613896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423781886262946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30961623000524674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105770339065268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256715017332499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185406357720452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650497415269646,0.17565604960605713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25352553536829103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795936358130127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18366924985002575,0.0,0.0,0.1840458065074943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563749348404504,0.20186986601568727,0.2126376180469013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693501286600952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256150822325666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,darkskincutie99,2018/11/21,I wish I wasn't so anxious Does anyone have advice on controlling social anxiety. I know I should get off my phone but I don't think it'll make a big difference. I overthink everything and I can speak clearly because of it. I've tried exercising and eating clean but I messed up today by drinking too much coffee. I feel like anxiety is ruining my self esteem too or vice versa. My family doctor offered me the option of meds but everyone says it's a bad idea😔,1.9080645161290304,4.347499430107528,4.277860215053764,80.95679032258064,81.58064516129029,7.590967741935482,24.35376344086021,8.548686976883017,2.1140460215053767,369,14,68,9,10,128,72,93,0.147,0.706,0.146,-0.0185,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,2,1,15,13,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,1,1,3,2,2,1,3,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,13,1,6,10,1,5,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,2,41,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225358870106884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30101353056681657,0.22226197788303748,0.0,0.13756628271664065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427099603836434,0.11993183716516327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066240404564247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055530700818228,0.0,0.20137333721351508,0.1721698768580129,0.0,0.0,0.1927318418091712,0.0,0.20131574636013086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799500473069555,0.17681864036389575,0.0,0.1854704460196669,0.0,0.09947845102495564,0.14055221947644808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278935198660824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209728910528995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812402360297237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611799505049733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313265280880723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853553603458908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462769395696448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564567959394427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524436898689286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055325801432636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606405627356826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648800736555035,0.0,0.0,0.13357461400481993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262431001243861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nicksaiz65,2018/11/21,"Anyone else ever feel lonely but antisocial at the same time? I feel lonely a lot of the time. But whenever I get invited out somewhere, somehow I never want to go. It’s a crazy Catch-22",1.907702702702704,4.3610602432432435,4.282364864864864,80.83543918918923,81.70270270270271,6.943243243243244,25.466216216216218,8.07648339933343,1.9575459459459463,147,6,27,3,4,51,29,37,0.259,0.741,0.0,-0.8143,0,4,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,5,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,5,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519988554091889,0.36927062534895017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010665156784311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260008753238814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644563958714206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829322518099995,0.0,0.204822646569226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063977276924077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779613695716081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203022678860638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21257224175449735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,finnbinn11,2018/11/21,"My social anxiety has done to much today I put my lunch pin in the machine and looked the lady that was standing behind the counter straight in the eyes and asked if I could go to the bathroom. 
I swear I felt my soul leave my body",8.42875,5.260827708333338,7.782500000000002,82.01250000000003,63.58333333333334,10.433333333333334,36.5,7.1686216300943375,2.437175,182,6,40,1,2,57,35,48,0.08900000000000001,0.87,0.040999999999999995,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,3,2,0,0,5,8,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,8,0,5,4,1,7,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313129024196536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28267596409666684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358658929836703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24141855068176396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094304003240792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903234714774491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184434432898255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32016711248609964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539153926619175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227739461712293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039662587925961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30822904281848595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866122474225985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SaltVacation,2019/07/22,"What are some effective ways to tackle social anxiety? Hi everyone! I've suffered from social anxiety for a long time, and am looking for ways to confront it. I've mostly overcome things like reaching out to friends and having small talk with strangers, and now I want to tackle my fear of speaking up in groups. I've been looking into things like Toastmasters and local community theaters- does anyone here have suggestions that have worked for them? Any ideas are much appreciated!",6.4736638655462215,9.01743522352941,6.082184873949583,73.08411764705886,67.35294117647061,9.092436974789916,33.31932773109244,9.606745405546679,3.6424621848739487,394,18,60,9,7,122,63,85,0.11699999999999999,0.6940000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.7932,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,2,6,1,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,10,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,3,14,9,3,11,0,1,2,0,9,6,0,2,5,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023941865562473,0.0,0.3155216516769191,0.0,0.0,0.14419664344016506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804680467783615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705590738045808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23205937825238854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159328181438634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328018390386351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150129794564195,0.0,0.0,0.18250178555910887,0.34635250883469354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159839755241872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204388759449563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575507140740306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740121768944321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025089590396908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163628164015905,0.3273820874004085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013355694951905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chyusanshine,2019/07/22,"Can't do it There's a guy I've had my eye on for way over a year now, but I can't build up the courage at all to talk to him. He works at a store here and I don't see him as often as before anymore, but even when I do, all I want to do is hide because I feel like I don't even want him to see me. Sigh. I wish I had the confidence to talk to him, but it seems all I can do is daydream.",0.7000000000000028,-0.010455999999996024,3.310416666666669,99.82625,77.75,6.816666666666667,21.20833333333333,5.46131890053228,-0.3883416666666664,288,5,90,1,6,103,54,96,0.022000000000000002,0.764,0.214,0.9481,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,5,0,13,1,1,0,3,13,20,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,2,4,15,2,14,18,3,9,0,0,3,0,8,5,0,2,4,63,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475391695549177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215571133513284,0.0,0.21239382368228413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329720939966289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620680910086093,0.17831647909069664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714627630813954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194344933509707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978026522411711,0.2272292554073779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401242976760512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944447087680337,0.19812329446582347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870312057897074,0.0,0.0,0.18171400365183155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073618992494978
socialanxiety,Petunia-Rivers,2019/07/22,"Way to go, me Like most I have little ticks when I’m feeling anxious, sometimes if I feel anxious I’ll readjust my glasses, I’m not sure why but whatever, it’s what I do and it helps quell the feelings a bit.

Earlier today as a knee jerk reaction to me feeling super awkward while talking to someone, I went to readjust my glasses, but I wasn’t wearing them, so I basically just pinched my face and then sat in horror as I overthought it for the rest of the conversation.

Funny, now that I’m home, maybe some of you can relate and get a laugh too",3.653035714285714,4.6602468035714315,5.146785714285713,83.09821428571429,72.03571428571428,7.385714285714287,32.75,7.645422480735847,2.2506214285714288,430,21,86,5,8,145,79,112,0.121,0.693,0.18600000000000005,0.8664,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,5,6,1,1,6,0,4,3,3,0,1,15,15,12,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,4,14,4,10,12,4,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,6,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915999273535246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23753762044081125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400536678643635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367494892879047,0.0,0.1236539650634541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458372082501039,0.0,0.21824736859776514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062970820161073,0.2180692110660709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185852381312552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843521994155876,0.0,0.2151891153199844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506365123005796,0.0,0.0,0.17488006875996912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623745848570693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270241407771678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016959640411239,0.19632930831455636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WeirdSmartKid,2019/07/22,"Tip to overcome social anxiety: Ask people at the gym to spot you. Easy ice breaker. Then you can make some small talk, like share your personal best or your goal or whatever.",2.391363636363636,5.2013268484848485,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,83.54545454545455,6.936363636363637,23.40151515151515,8.07648339933343,1.6522787878787888,138,5,26,3,4,43,29,33,0.040999999999999995,0.675,0.284,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,3,2,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30790249736609115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762722890953451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223867072345989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663548453879529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686641088365293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279034754098584,0.35143731538998746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102862012962581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235049015887715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nanamoke,2019/07/22,Thanks! Thanks to people on Reddit I feel more like human being now. Love you all :),-0.5899999999999999,0.32178000000000395,0.7199999999999989,97.025,124.0,1.6,4.0,3.1291,-2.6587,64,0,12,0,4,20,15,16,0.0,0.406,0.594,0.9440000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,4,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21196338294083356,0.2994811802266272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480310240539146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378350198883702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906249777467843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7718979761223729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Princessbutt99,2019/07/22,"I'm about to be in a 4 hour car ride with my manager who I barely know. I have extreme social anxiety sometimes and today is one of those days. Going on a work trip, 4 hours long and my assistant manager is as well and hes driving. Just us two in the car we have maybe had 2 conversations ever and I'm so awkward. Calming words please. I leave in an hour😖",0.3262662337662334,2.277384142857148,3.18193181818182,89.39289772727275,84.19480519480518,6.447402597402598,22.61201298701299,7.645422480735847,1.0422220779220783,277,10,62,5,8,98,59,77,0.07,0.826,0.10300000000000001,0.5207,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,1,2,1,0,8,2,9,9,0,16,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,39,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161371300138955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136245552728734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109722748438535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006421714821065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6241471457187214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610325214432468,0.0,0.0,0.22369437799858635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869589046382933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223957907792834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431555900125353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23190060121335945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21535348674319055,0.0,0.0,0.20894204772529307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002502627959912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637082231787504,0.0,0.25412038343413434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994857114642968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380016842433553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VentralTegmentalArea,2019/07/22,"We Want Your Opinions! Are you ok with the memes here? Or would the sub be better without? [Poll] We're polling the community to better understand your on the memes on r/socialanxiety

Please vote [here](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/WFBFLBV) and/or reply to this thread for discussion.  

Thank you",5.744821428571428,9.528633125000002,4.292619047619045,76.5,82.33333333333334,6.909523809523809,25.607142857142854,7.957251820313856,2.1983892857142857,242,9,37,5,7,70,37,48,0.0,0.72,0.28,0.9145,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,4,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,7,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6235549348289673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386963799304021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32455531721826514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669883120296945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792687976863775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398190705331204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25042184039989623,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Unknown502,2019/07/22,"Asking for help Ever have trouble asking for help? I find that I never ask for help even if I need it. Today I reached a new low when I was at the store and wanted to get a video game that was locked in the glass shelves. I got to the store, found the game I wanted, walked around for a minute or two, then left the store. I drove home feeling sad and defeated. Weird thing was I had bought a new 3ds xl from a store a few months ago so this should've been no different. Good thing there's online shopping I guess.",2.720833333333335,3.7303284907407424,3.1138888888888907,96.78250000000004,74.27777777777777,6.140740740740743,19.98148148148148,5.985473137389443,-0.29520740740740736,399,7,95,2,8,123,72,108,0.14,0.73,0.13,-0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,11,0,6,0,0,0,2,14,19,7,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,3,4,6,2,2,5,0,1,9,1,10,1,10,10,1,16,0,3,0,0,8,5,0,3,9,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277595333249908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342610947624405,0.4833658702901012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006680105743691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383411694232876,0.1558984802636008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871442418402327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752279521459905,0.0,0.0,0.18897050093743656,0.0,0.0,0.09004462831728928,0.0,0.0,0.14455718367811865,0.13784230474641004,0.0,0.18986056654268926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465633546034296,0.0,0.17287892690343604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872564226939509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375663944316548,0.0,0.0,0.12779373289519758,0.13292527219490066,0.3329092183466754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229000481481422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336559171080908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835878779421415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033104322362856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,My_SFW_LOGIN,2019/07/22,"Gym Anxiety I used to work nights and get off of work at around 4 am. I would then hit up the gym on my way home as it was empty save for maybe 1-2 other people.  I got sick one week and didn't go and then one week turned into a month, a month turned into a year. Now I never cancelled my membership because that would involve going to the gym and talking to somebody. Now I've switched shifts and work reasonable day time hours and want to start going back to said gym.  Problem is there's going to be a lot of people there. I've packed my bags many times with plans of going after work only to conveniently take a different route home. My other issue is that the gym uses an RFID card for entry and the trainers are notified when someone who's been missing comes in , in order to try and motivate them.  I wish I wasn't terrified of human interaction , I typed this three times before posting.  Sorry this turned into a rant.

tldr: I used to go to the gym at night when no one was there. I stopped and now a year+ later I want to go back but it would be during the day when there's actual people there.",3.1527701477066583,4.337203281938328,4.432625032391812,87.06590567504534,73.44933920704847,7.103291008033169,22.604042498056486,7.510576382923642,0.802545685410728,863,21,181,10,17,285,126,227,0.068,0.878,0.055,-0.1828,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,6,14,3,0,0,14,0,14,1,0,5,1,32,38,16,0,7,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,9,15,0,1,2,6,0,8,4,2,0,4,7,1,15,1,31,25,1,51,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,1,29,115,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0974727916532271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641131279133186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891831621370745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360991678978894,0.0,0.06088861923256428,0.0,0.08499429002079725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604158896195473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883438357602345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435796625928946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218549021020572,0.0,0.3973663494777578,0.0,0.0798867003987043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003844474915308,0.0,0.09836603980694833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425339036067624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491816741442097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126713087706984,0.1003473316864192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945359238021312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703702731020105,0.0,0.0,0.187469535617572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305281704990186,0.07596660723291711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077418539063857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566166987430746,0.0,0.0,0.09557590636714017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269782605486873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501296279873793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846317503415693,0.0,0.0,0.11181243768323818,0.0706987110999414,0.0,0.0,0.08350785298914415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510065787374175,0.08028331837606903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473023682884506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781496893169146,0.32593672012610064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588042226271468,0.0,0.0,0.1178288452001106,0.07928360842965787,0.16024252382590276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486216089975886,0.0,0.0,0.29086820811376024,0.0,0.0,0.2128650920460991,0.0,0.0,0.12864459150898233
socialanxiety,sothg,2019/07/22,"Which is better first: support group or individual therapy? Hi there. I’ve struggled with SA for almost 10 years (...damn) and have never gotten official help for it. I have an older sister who has a very intense psychological disorder and so anything me or my siblings were struggling with went virtually unnoticed.


But I am trying to take charge of my life and change these very awful patterns. I recently graduated college and just had a couple phone interviews for two different jobs last week. While this is really exciting, I realize if I end up getting the job, I will likely still be anxious to talk to people and afraid of saying the wrong thing. 


All this time, I’ve been able to pass it off as “being shy” but I feel like I missed out on so much in my life. I have trouble getting people to understand how actually difficult it is for me... I’m not sure if any of you have had the same experience in trying to tell someone about SA, but for me, people have brushed it off and think I’m just exaggerating. 


In particular, I decided a while back I didn’t want therapy unless I could pay for it myself. I don’t know how long I’ll need it so I wouldn’t want to put that on my parents. Since I may be getting a job in the near future, I really would like to make therapy a priority, I found a few places around me that might be good but I’ll have to check how much they cost. Right now I have no friends to hang out with and I spent most of my time alone. I want to get out and do things but I don’t feel ready for it and I know if I don’t get help soon, I’ll never be ready for it. 


My question is, should I go to individual therapy first to get that diagnosis and then maybe go to a social anxiety support group? Trying to figure out my options on my journey to get better! Thanks for reading! I’d appreciate any advice.",3.668943089430893,4.836622073170737,5.409376693766936,80.62186991869919,72.17073170731706,8.71869918699187,27.21680216802168,9.150863307647796,2.1353241192411923,1431,50,294,30,27,490,191,369,0.105,0.767,0.128,0.93,5,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,4,15,20,1,3,12,1,34,2,0,4,4,65,65,31,0,11,14,2,2,3,1,6,2,1,0,0,18,18,0,0,11,1,4,7,9,8,0,3,9,4,39,12,51,44,6,46,0,1,0,0,18,18,1,11,24,203,57,8,0.08510579647997095,0.0,0.08305098070571723,0.0,0.0,0.08316439934275409,0.0,0.0,0.08522116166785974,0.08814393858795729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574972001698935,0.0,0.06510570136236908,0.09614532562050708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003481901920043,0.07576220234382698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544110422579252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053832187468413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003064804990676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795005336756964,0.09416794506696803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891744347614765,0.09753861598647154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537847494255424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324979947939587,0.0,0.0,0.08606409568667801,0.06079959801023345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478189401909405,0.0,0.09331411307964617,0.06575252724636949,0.0,0.3112498623400092,0.0,0.09673517080683404,0.07138270427023471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140892428546565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25336311289963603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935438400730667,0.06937258305051941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022548186243864,0.12473517990085735,0.0,0.0,0.0753159517615421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056808780007720786,0.0,0.08550021156065955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028380090775286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512510562245482,0.0631048697182669,0.1312776737025669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449991539902766,0.0,0.0,0.17700493038026113,0.0,0.08891744347614765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555483184108756,0.09533796943408616,0.0,0.08512882731716442,0.0,0.10904190496707132,0.0,0.08403170678418229,0.0,0.0,0.0726798851837235,0.0,0.06767954525742104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040039430726629,0.0,0.0,0.08675464188565807,0.07210986517873108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796559900454381,0.0,0.0,0.1779421138607275,0.0,0.0,0.19315409859230792,0.08021120599664247,0.0,0.06398896740588322,0.06840481546032658,0.0743862173133186,0.07835398307439345,0.3893035812742232,0.0,0.1130810190915754,0.054532357962918825,0.0,0.0,0.09925174866031354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334374795609708,0.0,0.08313599680503958,0.08859813555276626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404423901920339,0.1505928113371216,0.0,0.06826673643372495,0.0,0.0,0.07889392597542218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045671601478132,0.09304982831909343,0.0,0.05480534262995862
socialanxiety,-cosmic-kitten-,2019/07/22,"Something I overheard at work today made me upset :( At my work we have two 'teams' and I'm a part of the much smaller team of 5 and one of my colleagues is a girl that suffers from anxiety. Our team work upstairs in a stockroom area, the rest (about 15-20 people) are downstairs, so we are a little excluded naturally but we don't mind it. 
I was near some colleagues from the larger team and I overheard them talking about the girl that suffers from anxiety. They were saying that she 'doesn't talk' and that 'you always have to make the effort with her to socialise' and 'its not up to you to always do that, it's not fair etc.' Not once did it occur to them that her anxiety is the reason she doesn't make the first move in socialising. As an anxiety sufferer myself I very rarely strike up conversation, unless me and this person are very close, and this is because I'm scared they don't like me and won't be interested in what I have to say.
It saddened me that others don't understand that and because of it they often stop making efforts in talking to us thus enforcing the idea in our heads that nobody likes us. I make it my mission to always socialise with this girl so she does feel liked and important, even if it is just by me.",7.420470430107526,5.883903116935485,7.553064516129035,77.72043010752691,64.20161290322581,10.363440860215057,33.973118279569896,9.075114841892004,2.7362731182795685,975,33,196,13,12,317,128,248,0.161,0.794,0.044000000000000004,-0.9792,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,7,2,5,10,7,9,0,2,13,0,21,1,1,7,0,37,30,16,0,1,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,4,22,16,0,1,4,4,0,1,9,5,0,3,4,3,34,4,32,24,5,17,0,3,0,0,33,13,0,3,6,150,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30022443709775204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36802686076364655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663173929224568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052496530285592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413356268543228,0.07943762755287317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081245247581656,0.08592137371678431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023021502654066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343238114135248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577092023009976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627448796763412,0.1205427837813796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380299351037518,0.3211263611720857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214390674117024,0.0,0.0,0.1278286632514992,0.0884127635163765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808431305380066,0.08149850253212737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024138960676407,0.0,0.08338052262755638,0.10501568925600446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365825539942794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912880904267203,0.12041189828653635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259021938032076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055164563339762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900069690693577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400250977352125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174869453840944,0.12520598432506502,0.2893415578247204,0.0,0.0,0.1984717578451281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626753886734305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,natemp21,2019/07/22,"A specialist going through social anxiety and how to treat it!! VIDEO LINK: [https://youtu.be/3JA2PzMOzEI](https://youtu.be/3JA2PzMOzEI)

​

Social anxiety can plague an individual. Make them feel alone, scared, anxious or not wanted. We go through what social anxiety is, how to identify it and what you can do differently to challenge your own thinking and behaviors. 😁

​

\#anxiety #socialanxiety #socialanxietydisorder #ocd #cbt #treatment #therapist #fear #socialfear #counseling #anxious #doubt #depression #SAD #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #ERP

\#exposureandresponseprevention #shy #shyness

https://i.redd.it/o4cb3r9vgvb31.png",18.61701754385965,23.950712631578952,12.950000000000005,24.778333333333364,41.10526315789474,14.540350877192983,50.82456140350878,13.023866798666859,8.881682456140354,544,29,44,18,6,152,61,76,0.152,0.799,0.048,-0.7639,1,1,0,0,0,0,59.0,1,2,1,1,2,7,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,14,10,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,4,2,5,10,1,2,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705494586215412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30768410953456715,0.3450576972331447,0.0,0.0,0.4344764049592323,0.3208081209104161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222925587793093,0.0,0.0,0.14834542279430796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977401846167488,0.07179251990907086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138812871142522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477693194063573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215301723710164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4342113378467426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485699292725026,0.0,0.09097906306932682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374717563557127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450576972331447,0.0
socialanxiety,BeccGM,2019/07/22,"I did it! I'm so proud of myself. I've been wanting to ask two girls in my school to hang out for so long but I haven't been able to do it. I finally asked them to join a movie night and they said yes and were super excited about it!
I'll make sure to take this with me in the future. It's better to ask and show them you want to be friends rather than worrying about it in silence",0.15616279069767458,1.6845175813953546,2.049011627906978,99.51909883720931,82.48837209302326,5.695348837209302,17.726744186046513,6.6274283507984215,-0.4255069767441864,296,6,77,3,8,98,62,86,0.031,0.667,0.302,0.9802,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,3,3,5,6,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,1,11,16,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,10,6,17,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,50,16,1,0.2218712710964968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6222590641656064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622710910725227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430491325041591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141719367366895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634909303866824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810079631556686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821115795196546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105038682261448,0.0,0.0,0.22454557149149504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911104726980967,0.0,0.1668195836441863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673599270467364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617308483582582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22532104568628375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,no_shame-no_gain,2019/07/22,"People that don't believe in social anxiety Note: I'm not a native speaker, please excuse any possible grammar errors.

Hello there. I've recently turned 16 and am reaching the end of my highschool. I've had my social phobia diagnosed for almost 5 years now. This illness has been, and always is, an incredible obstacle in my daily life, from school and important meetings to trifling matters such as online gaming voice-chats. Since then, I've went through countless appointments and therapies in order to eventually overcome it. My family and I have tried plenty of psychological solutions (gradual exposure, challenges, group therapy, hypnosis etc.) before ending up trying medication, as all none of them truly or even barely helped. As of now, things have been better since I started taking antidepressants. Though, as all of you probably know, they're no magic, and I still can't quite cope with social interactions. They simply make them somewhat more manageable. 

However, there is one thing that has, and is still making my social life incredibly difficult : Doubt. Social anxiety is so big, it's range of effect so large and it's impacts so massive, that nearly *every single person* I know who are aware of this illness of mine just can't help but doubt of it's authenticity. I've lost very close friends that I've known for years, because they thought I was just making stuff up for attention, or because they eventually grew frustrated of those ""limits"" of mine. I've been called names, insulted and been made fun of by the very people I once considered as friends. All of this because of one, fucking, stupid-ass mental illness.

Fortunately, some of them did trust me and are still by my side. I don't think I would've made it if it weren't for their support. 

I've grown past all of this. But such things are very likely to reoccur, and this is the entire point of this post: *Is there any way to prove that all of this is nothing but the truth? A way for someone to actually believe and be willing to understand those mental limitations i have?*

I'm open to literally anything at this point. I don't want to lose anymore people because of some bullshit i never asked for, and am looking forward to reading the replies.",5.791395735911863,7.733172302211305,6.172091622414207,74.19601014504244,67.99262899262901,8.986256637869543,31.802250931283197,9.454032385205345,3.1946459380201317,1785,76,293,38,31,574,224,407,0.11800000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.079,-0.9115,1,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,1,7,8,17,17,3,2,8,0,32,8,0,6,8,57,54,29,0,2,9,0,0,1,2,1,7,2,0,1,26,16,0,2,9,2,0,4,10,8,0,2,13,3,28,9,51,39,12,35,0,2,1,1,29,14,1,9,16,199,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.0814308260195267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355867119194321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943338772776922,0.0,0.0,0.11349167983832766,0.0,0.12767124470941682,0.0,0.08275556960053347,0.0,0.0,0.06866858301251771,0.0,0.07801033104539333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347054701934325,0.0,0.07100602256227255,0.18802913408362584,0.0,0.07380081363088012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520724300272775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469548337577408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781599028708015,0.0,0.09306385338191774,0.055115003102731104,0.0,0.07030648036465009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866504424420034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128939659978626,0.07714407240003257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118635951875944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171899117217704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788012872893212,0.040767283928941626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007325119550475,0.09335423322466924,0.09109068226477518,0.0,0.0,0.1579164064598894,0.16710167087305058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406261929907445,0.1681869887815635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435835746119023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006826204192012,0.0,0.0,0.08886679434972722,0.11308973740275495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965822578163416,0.1735519263940642,0.07286144132801192,0.0,0.0915981628536594,0.15776604584084966,0.09407232707674232,0.07991777668567705,0.0,0.08996842346530105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875462089984858,0.08346813809548599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239242013906252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445135816695792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380540533495816,0.0,0.0,0.4253111817432788,0.07070314926764677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059063194412914986,0.0,0.19991918773829476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552519806701504,0.0,0.09469302869018363,0.0,0.0,0.06274067359253879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085453251810688,0.0,0.16631255971050124,0.05346854324872895,0.08198483562706739,0.066246450935866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330811076474072,0.09076480352379766,0.0,0.0868697672266632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655396982037175,0.04921835124876248,0.13247039742545436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773548669204308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059277329198024635,0.0,0.0,0.10747240508704768
socialanxiety,Advanced_Jacket,2019/07/22,"peripheral vision checking people out gay male here  
i get really anxious, but why does it seem like people are really good at noticing if i'm looking at them from the corner of my eyes?   
my optometrist said that our vision only spans 180 degrees  


even if i'm focused on the centre, but looking at people through my peripherals, they still notice me

​

this seems to be apparent for canadians/americans, who are more socially aware

​

if i do that for asian people, they usually don't catch me",8.685161290322581,8.593629989247315,8.539268817204302,66.96890322580647,60.935483870967744,11.310967741935485,37.95483870967742,10.793553405168565,4.36750064516129,411,18,64,9,5,133,68,93,0.017,0.83,0.153,0.9229999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,8,13,5,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,11,2,11,11,1,10,0,0,3,1,8,7,0,5,3,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31936481183111104,0.3581572240257642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649352695436642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897019232175733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734080643760608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699815284920265,0.0,0.0,0.1236124389905541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200072703465736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24751833065713386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355783066069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208649016411024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086893107855328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888263545484136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018882648729244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683321110249457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023181016847484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769508519319105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623144237838971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298439306845167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581572240257642,0.0
socialanxiety,GamerLucien,2019/07/22,"Anyone have any tips for surviving lunch times at work? Its really annoying but lunch times at work are the thing that set me off the most. I'm mostly fine when I'm busy or pre occupied as there isn't pressure there to socialise. Then I can kind of chat in between doing stuff and keep things short before my brain can spiral out of control and get into that lovely panic mode 🙃 but when lunch/break happens I am at a bit of a loss and worrying about it has made it so I can't sleep. The thought of going to the break room, sitting and chatting with people who I don't know well at all is horrendous. There's just too much pressure there. Usually I just avoid break times and find reasons to leave the building over my break which I don't mind doing and keeps me sane. However I want to work in a school as a teaching assistant and I don't really feel like this is the kind of role where you can be invisible. So I was just wondering what your tips are for dealing with these pesky 30 mins each day. Thanks :-)",4.195540915395283,4.994239830097087,4.6980859916782265,87.5873786407767,70.60194174757281,8.215811373092926,25.87933425797503,8.418075326091056,1.4461023578363377,799,23,171,12,14,254,130,206,0.13699999999999998,0.7609999999999999,0.102,-0.8167,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,6,15,13,1,4,10,0,19,5,2,3,1,34,34,17,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,13,12,2,4,6,2,0,1,5,6,1,0,3,1,15,7,27,30,6,28,0,1,0,1,8,13,0,4,10,114,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048268966354416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331807356463037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573390647722008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613169713668789,0.0,0.0,0.16495037778782334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572676126675684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529375639019004,0.1523353192093165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471250744095725,0.10556063785957877,0.0,0.0,0.13505106890674268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719913354123388,0.0,0.0839761007310112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066474990455462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26267390511075633,0.0,0.30774112395675457,0.08120569665843283,0.0,0.0,0.15645778622436252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218866343846328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336026089599026,0.13981522950136452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491966999888356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862149088165314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336594285842108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243901805669717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931922937730986,0.1519231333473942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954223298912606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786792125474402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915123374841218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603866970928766,0.0,0.0,0.1963319642854999,0.0,0.0,0.11730589555432408,0.2584822492287987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273809713204385,0.0,0.08715338994586841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285507308654407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024072903942668,0.3227157618519725,0.15005868112900195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,denverite16,2019/07/22,"I feel like I’ve aged 10 years in the past 6 weeks I went back to college after 3 years. I first went when I was 18 and dropped out because of my anxiety. I’m 21 now and I am back in school for the summer semester. I’m doing really well academically but I have felt the effects of stress really take a toll on my body. For the first time in my life I’m losing sleep, feeling panicked, extreme stomach aches, loss of appetite, headaches, muscle tension, getting acne. I woke up the other morning at 5 am, heart racing, I couldn’t go back to sleep. Today I went shopping for materials I needed for a project and began to feel lightheaded and my face got blotches of redness like I was having an allergic reaction. I felt like I was going to faint. I went home and took a nap but I still feel sick. It doesn’t help that since the semester started I’ve been so busy that I’ve neglected my health by eating whatever’s fast and convenient. I’m going to therapy for the first time on Wednesday after rejecting it for 6 years. I really want to get through this period of my life already, I know that this isn’t me. I actually love being with friends and family and I want to be successful but my anxiety ruins it all for me. Every night I beg God to take this away from me. 
Thought I’d share because I feel so alone, but I know that isn’t true so I want more people need to know that they aren’t alone in their mental illness and reach out. I have a presentation to give on Tuesday that I’m extremely anxious and sick over, wish me luck!",3.5070954299208235,4.661537900958472,5.023461591887763,83.28543269898597,72.54632587859425,8.382775385470204,27.98569245728573,8.841846274778883,2.096028865120155,1205,45,248,23,23,406,167,313,0.17600000000000002,0.667,0.156,-0.8678,1,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,7,10,17,0,2,12,0,17,16,6,1,2,40,57,18,0,7,4,0,7,3,1,0,8,0,1,0,13,13,1,1,12,2,1,8,5,7,1,3,15,8,37,10,41,39,2,51,0,5,1,1,7,13,0,1,32,149,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.09467284214419892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095698119387012,0.10705868739425968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843272735351604,0.10959956352142468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911489754422599,0.22379610490321492,0.0,0.1182791328577269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776201845875616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927077110179924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173949157387445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145729793053728,0.0,0.24526900453167055,0.0693076794029638,0.18629961509002727,0.0,0.0,0.2475632427456256,0.0,0.0,0.07495370409453997,0.0,0.10137287735566508,0.09306582148945808,0.16540792434538468,0.0,0.07759191922166565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312262265855984,0.0,0.1149634809983036,0.0650272446354539,0.0,0.0973141573343361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995105288726555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704941193174086,0.14219018121443072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853519505564768,0.0,0.0,0.08756000716450943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776850498733072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387108541287694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104219470552664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261198741988937,0.06725812543187219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645126707106344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818456340706147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025197728558986,0.0,0.19417052962372824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866785902239497,0.0,0.07747646531222899,0.0,0.11113058564522503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588671581503526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094533798084534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770192333620775,0.1131406884495311,0.0,0.09195906742088077,0.0,0.10778745862260264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166623843117348,0.0,0.07781974285157073,0.0,0.08722831728989956,0.35973625532362125,0.0,0.0,0.11156269398635224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874238271736974
socialanxiety,Redditor_PC,2019/07/22,"Game nights- A good way to dispel social anxiety? The biggest reason for my social anxiety is that I have problems keeping conversations going. I simply can't think of things to say. As a result, I feel like people I try to talk to are unable to get to really know me well because they find conversing with me unenjoyable. I hate social gatherings because all they are is talking, talking, talking.

And I know they don't have to be.

When I was a kid, my family and friends used to play a lot of card games, board games, and the like. I find these kinds of social gatherings much, much more enjoyable than simply sitting around talking. Unfortunately, no one I know really does these kind of activities anymore. But looking through the games I see at stores, a lot of them look like tons of fun. More importantly, they look like a great way to really open up to and enjoy the company of others without so much of the pressure of simply sitting around talking. Conversations can be dictated and spurred on by the games.

Has anyone with social anxiety had success at using game nights or things of that sort to fight against their anxiety? If so, how well has it worked for you? Any particular games you would recommend?",5.806305309734513,7.289015858407082,6.313440265486728,74.95653207964604,67.4070796460177,9.543805309734514,31.82411504424779,9.827888789773867,3.235107079646019,968,40,168,22,16,314,127,226,0.09,0.7240000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9778,0,0,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,2,6,2,8,20,2,1,12,0,16,0,0,5,1,33,31,13,0,3,4,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,10,0,1,8,8,1,1,4,4,2,1,2,6,22,16,37,26,9,16,0,0,4,0,35,8,0,5,7,120,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606933128317713,0.0,0.2731051582215947,0.0,0.08851238578002553,0.06240593460456635,0.0,0.0,0.15890350480339582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881239558607808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810360114337596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413730673543153,0.0,0.045127669270632866,0.06376048290292909,0.0,0.0,0.1631464444446665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895461526918116,0.0,0.04662963519436642,0.0,0.050723042636753306,0.07485897677187073,0.0,0.09839884915136887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811626383907177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932983058580595,0.0,0.18588105443881908,0.14714900947163842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441289231602627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248435001758662,0.0,0.0,0.15175494766682096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968278759776892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675108544672652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047836123340451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187496960832541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854005515578944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152821922076406,0.09176424605582237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097547729735787,0.0,0.0,0.07112099043314488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548975685471805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43041640498038136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858796144047905,0.057188033989400124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060595143386880525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416732938926336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416855805349871,0.0,0.0,0.16049360420444486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603417277413873,0.0,0.06497533308277331,0.0,0.0,0.06340090286746458,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ReveriesFallout,2019/07/22,"Just embarrassed the hell out of myself After being depressed all day, my boyfriend convinces me to get out of bed and go see a comedy improv show. I thought that sounded like an awesome idea, and it was up until the end of a show.

For the final question, they brought all four teams of comedians on stage to debate which family would be optimal to be adopted to, and needed the last family from the audience. 

I, not really thinking, raise my hand and say ""Family Guy"". Everyone is quiet and they said ""okay I guess"". Nobody wanted to pick it, and I was queitly dying while they talked about how horrible and racist it was.

I mean, it is. I don't know what the hell compelled me to say that in San Francisco of all places. When the show ended they started talking about how it was a mistake pick, so I tiptoed outside and am currently crying in my shower. I always think that I'll say stupid shit when I talk, and have actually proven it. Never talking again.

FML.",5.438548387096777,6.157476349462367,6.188333333333336,78.30250000000002,67.76344086021507,9.210752688172043,30.01612903225807,9.2995712137729,2.5945032258064518,755,27,140,14,12,248,118,186,0.166,0.731,0.10300000000000001,-0.9531,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,1,9,10,4,1,11,1,13,2,2,5,4,34,27,16,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,2,1,11,11,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,7,0,1,7,8,19,3,23,16,3,24,2,1,1,0,15,7,3,2,15,100,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.13672661935683186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658229246297412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539036598830794,0.09035900903474244,0.0,0.12067607032477932,0.0,0.14541149631517442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481907850718402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388059077192574,0.0,0.0,0.3962481809463401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348306204808151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320140866904415,0.0,0.07962743344470595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434636336834226,0.13873039076966662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816652318424287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770004935893917,0.11420790791330923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845040366688261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526202735662732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388938731626544,0.10806105099458282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638456216940182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695465780538612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975770609624037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327617869778915,0.3342619922374209,0.0,0.0,0.1116490974879598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382034455900747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917019506294483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504586983149042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795529658161696,0.0,0.11123125877020096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264018806522616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952973857595948,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,madmasonjar94,2019/07/22,"How do I go about dating again? Let me start off by saying that I have just in the last month ended a fairly toxic relationship. She never wanted to do anything with me one on one, and only ever came around when it benefitted her. That didn't stop me from falling head over heels for her, though. She was beautiful, smart, and made me feel higher than I ever have when we would cuddle up together. But the pain and uncertainty was not worth the nights spent with her.

With that being said, she absolutely ruined my outlook on the potential for a fulfilling relationship. I am absolutely terrified of having the same thing happen again, and with my near-crippling SA, it's not like I'm able to just go back out and test the waters.

I've signed up for idk how many dating websites trying to chip away at that barrier, but I only seem to match with people and never go past that. If they message first, I can't bring myself to reply because I have this idea that nobody wants to associate with me, and would ghost me like she did. 

I'm in therapy, have a great circle of friends that help talk me through my issues despite having arguably worse things going on, but I can't seem to improve. I've tried throwing myself into social situations that scare me to varying success, but it only ever works temporarily. I'd prefer to handle things without medication, but if it boils down to it, I'm not afraid to go that route.

Any and all advice is welcome, so please don't hold back.",7.355046620046622,6.680792569930071,7.565580419580423,74.78093473193475,63.860139860139846,10.004289044289044,30.954778554778557,9.21078282632365,2.523925687645688,1169,34,217,17,15,381,167,286,0.09300000000000001,0.778,0.129,0.9522,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,1,3,17,12,0,2,9,0,21,7,2,3,6,55,41,21,1,7,13,0,1,2,1,2,2,2,0,0,18,19,2,3,5,0,2,9,10,4,0,3,8,3,30,8,43,29,2,45,0,1,0,1,19,15,0,4,23,161,48,3,0.11086479576982594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833579532534593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539186283931971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123228062576998,0.09869317293678503,0.0,0.0,0.10416112507166192,0.170496369343111,0.0,0.06758215049145458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267997916420926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981933026373114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008506647094481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605657185561876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430153864650677,0.0,0.0,0.08565386619975097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315035091581066,0.0,0.0,0.12222882872334405,0.0,0.0,0.09803737276264644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377926495419535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431033567491667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515285991481262,0.0,0.11571404320549016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036960547958846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336676499436853,0.0,0.10832587843199412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490295035602742,0.0,0.11239950199284124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168461817003553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849122227162699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101153019110898,0.0,0.0,0.10403910064275143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024970963420042,0.2529530188259458,0.11796795924838373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058329921754204,0.07685969020718891,0.0,0.0,0.12169625368193013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380546013304135,0.0,0.0,0.10545780855988147,0.08816413538324054,0.11099500108559053,0.0,0.0,0.20185429255663728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461667549813825,0.0,0.11301269775439335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847067306385508,0.0,0.0,0.09268793346051586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910892335596089,0.0,0.0,0.12678355592555324,0.0,0.2209609322553321,0.0,0.10892409895254072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505398379427786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078185790571129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686970690264927,0.0,0.08071089171377821,0.0,0.11298069833393153,0.15751034009699888,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MattyR1237,2019/07/22,My F**k up today i have a job at an ice cream store and i had just handed somebody there ice cream i said “Frank you” instead of thank you when they put some change in the tip jar and i don’t know how i can survive after this,0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,1.5259999999999998,101.93299999999999,84.0,4.0,16.0,3.1291,-1.3024000000000004,175,3,44,0,5,56,42,50,0.0,0.9440000000000001,0.055999999999999994,0.3612,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,6,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,9,1,5,5,1,7,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,3,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294675029601969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028673412743911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311313027102864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408116800143476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38617499750574813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37376704696484897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848166364407361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThrowAway5861111,2018/12/14,"Is this explainable? I have many social interactions in which I am not nervous but show all the signs for it. Here is an example from today: 

Had an appointment at my local bank office. Just went in without a single nervous thought. I went to an office room, sat down and the worker was talking to me. My face turned red I believe, I felt like it was super hot, sweating. Couldn’t talk normally. And all of that without feeling anxious or nervous. But in the end it all fires up an even bigger anxiety because you feel scared of the person talking to you seeing that you are completely anxious and uncomfortable.

When I turned self conscious I reflected on myself while I was sitting there thinking „everything is fine, nothing to worry“ Furthermore I was thinking about the worker so I am distracted, but nothing helped for the whole appointment (90 minutes).

So is this explainable, am I the only one who gets these signs of nervousness without having thoughts about it?",4.810056818181816,7.400832619318187,5.1261363636363635,77.90295454545456,72.23863636363637,7.809090909090909,32.59090909090909,8.660442795831766,3.109825,775,38,124,15,16,245,110,176,0.09300000000000001,0.779,0.128,0.6975,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,3,9,9,0,6,12,0,16,2,2,0,3,30,32,11,0,2,9,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,11,3,0,0,11,1,1,2,5,6,0,1,11,7,18,3,22,20,5,17,0,0,2,0,14,10,0,1,5,101,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382767496001466,0.3066565725753986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273544237758396,0.0,0.0,0.1529132723745409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230291672105275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202102370690496,0.0,0.0,0.08964371954851763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197902389307505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725118946109524,0.0,0.13031530327321034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090963258242726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097222344335414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630737116115197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760175509025446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297966109729176,0.26045963614823553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196937433398887,0.103223409145369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850803310551596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588233653023396,0.0,0.1081536083113496,0.0,0.14158862287962296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383524418060092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32726686588248743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393155496055235,0.0,0.2154977024208906,0.0,0.0,0.12864947416968836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952551622576408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25163304383754576,0.0,0.15152981169693475,0.0,0.3924962026092129,0.0,0.0,0.13783323020041074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway321932,2018/12/14,"I hate not being able to do anything social  Pretty much all of my school years up until now have been complete failures in term of making any friends. I am literally to scared and anxious to approach anybody which makes it a shit ton harder for me to get to know anyone. I crave social interactions but I cant get it because I can't talk to anyone. For the few people that do approach me, I push them away unintentionally with my shitty mannerisms and awkwardness. I have only approached a girl one time, and it was fucking online. She even wanted to be friends with me, but after 2 months started ghosting me. I honestly dont blame her at all as I was probably being a fucking creep. Recently, I have had to make strong attempts at not crying randomly. 60% of my days have my mind littered with self-pity. Literally my only way out of shitty thoughts about myself are video games. If that doesnt spell out pathetic then I dont know what does. I just want to be able to talk to people and be normal but im to self conscious to do anything about it. Even talking to people anonymously online hurts. Every time I try to make a lasting friendship online, it would deviate after a couple of weeks or months. I feel so alone. Please help me. ",4.417141539880126,5.899125211618262,5.34867911479945,80.5622902259106,70.74273858921163,7.513231904103272,28.326648224988475,7.984000788550335,1.9025018902720143,980,36,180,13,18,321,140,241,0.113,0.736,0.15,0.8938,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,8,11,4,2,6,0,24,3,1,4,2,34,40,13,1,5,8,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,9,9,0,0,5,2,0,4,7,7,0,1,5,1,28,4,38,29,6,28,0,1,0,2,15,7,3,3,16,128,37,1,0.2159562989484708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183279834926617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342884437099881,0.0,0.0,0.12198457414758325,0.0,0.15100166545882374,0.0,0.17771363336540688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144902585436924,0.0,0.0,0.06582247770254479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321303535347232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947576861601485,0.11860892693416013,0.06963697360145221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449240625681206,0.0,0.2530991740090182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263709872310207,0.0,0.09097624799144302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459699675455165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684730086482688,0.1996481185044208,0.11282825293303912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660606782047426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237547751087475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559284226937533,0.0,0.11663493057565308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868393415694888,0.08801660347313336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28830501295249605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902714985864363,0.0,0.1723742574773974,0.0,0.07937636398867723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579566055284637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316878858021472,0.16424449671384286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457535938547374,0.0,0.0,0.1185275828929852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985259686075308,0.116418707950196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066153960247932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810496456418656,0.10927965194620047,0.0,0.0,0.22528951812199546,0.0,0.11083801874760027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014025075995736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642748995834912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26036623922335045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572258940620489,0.12592585459140554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331007562112266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737662035457945,0.08570802908349462,0.08661355836665921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670457934204021,0.0,0.0,0.06953438805871541
socialanxiety,_notes,2018/12/14,"Getting out of bed There's probably more at play here than just social anxiety, but most mornings I'll delay getting out of bed because I don't want to interact with my parents. It's much easier for me to get up and move around when they're out. Does anyone else experience this? ",4.4941071428571435,5.710220196428577,5.673571428571428,79.32142857142857,70.25,9.171428571428573,30.07142857142857,9.516144504307137,2.76705,225,9,43,5,4,75,48,56,0.107,0.7959999999999999,0.098,0.1307,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,5,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,13,5,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730429894919866,0.0,0.0,0.1894803980666261,0.2776581860731723,0.0,0.2412358659085472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165191148573269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714253346028716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263748505629169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650772660090354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42473853941850603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880162753988073,0.19920661139671011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008989735555958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921697990254373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276237101211695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983514258489176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mar_sh23,2018/12/14,"My friendly coworkers confirmed my social anxiety worries I recently started a new job. In the beginning I was nervous and I suck at at small talk, so I wasn't very talkative and I mumbled my name during introductions.

​

Since then I've gotten to know my coworkers and am much more at ease around them, some of them I'Ve gotten very friendly with and we sometimes do scocial stuff, like go out for a drink. 

​

One of my coworkers has mentioned several times that I've come out of my shell and ""became less shy"" and another mentioned that she dropped by my office (which I share) to introduce herself. But she talked to my coworker instead of me. I felt it would be rude to butt inon their conversation (plus I wouldn't have been able to contribute to that conversation anyway), so I remained mostly silent. Today - as we were hanging out - she told me that she came by just to meet me and that she expected me to talk to her and talk about myself etc and that she thought I was an asshole for not doing so.

​

To me it just reaffirmed every concern I usually have. How I interact with people IS observed and they DO base their opinions on those interactions - and yes it might be possible to change their opinions later on. But my therapist and a few people have told ""Why do you worry about that. You just notifce those things because you pay attention to them, but everyone else doesn't so they don't notice it and even if they do they don't care or forget about it."" But they do notice, they do care and they do rememeber.

​

Again - yes I did become friends with them, so what's the harm? Well, I still don't want to be thought of as the shy guy who needs to come out of his shell (which they very obviously do) and who is kind of pitiable, because he's shy. And just becaus 3 or 4 changed their mind doesn't mean everyone did...

​",4.874191348817392,6.239167202216071,5.155193905817178,82.83242009375671,69.49861495844875,8.434732580438952,30.782122309823144,8.841846274778883,2.459222373748136,1484,61,284,26,26,469,183,361,0.094,0.8490000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.8717,1,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,2,3,16,0,20,13,2,1,7,2,34,2,1,1,1,63,54,33,0,6,12,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,21,30,1,0,6,1,1,5,8,4,1,1,15,1,59,9,45,33,7,29,0,0,0,1,53,12,2,8,12,215,80,2,0.07122803704443086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858777418944064,0.4327493065307317,0.0,0.07468880732804332,0.05448925337927888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340805419033681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302598508026418,0.07866577081291366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146589901324874,0.14524346173323896,0.0,0.1506996373846771,0.12271329390470995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977635950662965,0.0,0.0,0.05950188516853644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943808958581176,0.047045446700230184,0.0,0.0600126932499805,0.13612288361284525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683900856104707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509181419522578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040480534903107886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052695513001818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068283610018157,0.0,0.0,0.07417303971612405,0.039145066385523966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03479842103278654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758821355596701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755616912307832,0.07192001258396426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236080283063922,0.05281468694126522,0.0,0.06879248202750368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218718454267075,0.0,0.0,0.048265961297393946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987611048807099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029890955837024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032909356695947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804674076055211,0.0,0.05892056829337852,0.0,0.0,0.07260801380858067,0.0,0.0,0.07044634993313338,0.0,0.05041557122874287,0.0,0.05688280239268882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153906125731479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900159242489526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270124090905981,0.04732074282844121,0.0,0.0,0.11309421032866675,0.041533641201308265,0.0,0.06751585064235316,0.13612288361284525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784476197831642,0.17631177049545926,0.04201214170361034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404255944630638,0.0,0.06427222462014939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144671058219632,0.0,0.050598353884143694,0.0,0.4327493065307317,0.0
socialanxiety,asheristrasher,2018/12/14,"no one can tell i have social anxiety i have crippling social anxiety. i hate people, i hate being around them. i have completely separated myself from the human race in my mind, and confronting other people is mind-numblingly daunting. every social situation is a strain, a desperate attempt to maintain my image and save face so i'm not rejected by the society i'm supposed to be a part of. it's an effort to be just involved enough with the general populace that they see me as normal and don't look at me too hard, because if they do i fear they'll find out that i'm not really a person like them. i think i developed the thought process due to my depersonalization/derealization disorder.

i don't have anyone i consider a genuine friend, and i don't think i ever have. i've never been able to be emotionally connected with another human being. the closest is a dependence on someone, a companion so that i have someone to call a friend. i don't think i'm a human being, but if i'm not, then what am i? 

being around people is incredibly nerve-wracking. i tense up and go into fight-or-flight mode for a few moments before my mind splits and my emotions pull themselves away from my conscious. i no longer experience the feeling of fear even though my muscles are unable to relax.

 but i don't act frightened at all. i'm incredibly social when i have to be. i make friends with people easily because i act open and easy to approach. people like me because i'm good at making them laugh and let their guard down. i've been in therapy for a long time and a lot of therapist tell me i have a magnetism to me, or that i'm a natural leader. i think it's all bullshit. i'm too timid and afraid, i could never lead someone i'm scared of. the therapists don't realize that it's them i'm scared of most of all. it's their job to try and figure me out, and so i go to great lengths to fool them. all they've ever figured out is that i use humor as a defense mechanism, which i've known since i was a kid. 

i want to get better, but i can't get anything done with a therapist because i'm physically unable to connect with them, or be vulnerable. it's impossible even if i want to. there's a glass wall separating me from the rest of the world. i'm diagnosed with panic disorder alongside GAD, but that's inaccurate. i have severe social anxiety and if i told my therapist that he'd laugh in my face. once, a social worker in a psychiatric hospital was brought to tears because she was so overwhelmed with sadness to think someone like me wanted to end my own life. because i'm very good at tricking people into thinking i'm happy, or charming, or a charismatic leader. the truth is, i'm a farcical clown desperately trying to entertain people to get along because if i keep people laughing they don't see me as someone needing their support. i do this so much that some therapists thought i was unmotivated for treatment because they couldn't get anywhere with me. my hypnotherapist can never hypnotize me because when she tells me to relax every muscle in my body clenches for dear life. 

someone life me shouldn't be considered a human being. it's shameful, because i like to think that on the whole being *human* is something to strive for. i don't know. maybe i just think to much. sorry for the long post, i'll probably delete it later.",5.376740371414119,5.984596520485585,6.680423802297852,75.11371901871524,67.86191198786041,9.553883951152539,32.68592383842763,9.606745405546679,3.1069301683647663,2653,112,490,54,42,902,273,659,0.13699999999999998,0.7170000000000001,0.147,0.9282,1,1,1,0,1,0,66.0,0,0,14,5,19,42,5,10,36,0,56,7,3,5,10,99,106,38,0,13,18,0,2,4,4,2,4,0,0,7,21,30,0,3,18,3,0,8,19,18,0,1,11,5,81,24,75,77,15,49,0,3,3,0,40,25,0,13,19,335,102,3,0.05445523776299347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710106483414613,0.12497432351444927,0.0,0.0,0.0380763683912285,0.0,0.04481202079198352,0.0969534135798156,0.0,0.0,0.051162488435143365,0.0,0.0,0.3319540750507749,0.0,0.046337396518529736,0.0,0.0,0.04816123254340974,0.0,0.06048749310008834,0.0,0.0,0.0556048862165946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570952807402442,0.0,0.0,0.04347807629072509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055270920055688594,0.0,0.0,0.12482084051388075,0.0,0.0,0.055726614686268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250962601748952,0.048231177487125236,0.056266817411786255,0.0,0.07193434192575653,0.09851576035565146,0.0917617729009366,0.0,0.0,0.05326767167309143,0.0,0.12255456388128633,0.027534204409790347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977110077556368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621594484089288,0.0,0.11380245669644205,0.0,0.061896333084311785,0.0913489396486853,0.0,0.0600370918775775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796861318973823,0.0487811969368892,0.10752654677652024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403842089874122,0.04840231739078661,0.0,0.0,0.02992717454704221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568417006789778,0.11539003459412407,0.10641631412277172,0.0,0.0,0.09638234362770216,0.045728684818826464,0.0,0.0,0.046295895808366516,0.0,0.0,0.07269858811729861,0.0,0.05470760561435671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495280009194654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006173091152502,0.040377868801447385,0.12599770926522671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533545710659994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799305099088705,0.036900278420834716,0.0,0.0,0.0638914884784469,0.0,0.058969715873140885,0.0,0.3020192424879124,0.04754821317820935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215306495890295,0.0,0.05871195656118475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03488541971702862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903838558758464,0.0,0.08678754830741085,0.0,0.0,0.061518918605001326,0.0,0.04504593540244823,0.061209968830627424,0.0,0.33306154313745345,0.2768384774559513,0.04192230247216076,0.0,0.060958180359690535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179515848968176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278883404985607,0.0,0.06227431020301261,0.3161336408995966,0.0,0.2791417404191765,0.05350199461779738,0.08646275214946507,0.031753287057023315,0.0,0.0,0.05203431331048697,0.0,0.07394306381077262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703184132177015,0.0,0.044931274168323945,0.09635733035752178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079732825372847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Winters1260,2018/12/14,"Fuck this shitty brain.. Currently at my company christmas party with over 200 people and i'm sitting on the couch watching.. 
Fuck me..",2.568749999999998,5.4823183750000055,3.466666666666669,80.89500000000002,94.41666666666666,5.7333333333333325,26.83333333333333,7.1686216300943375,2.2627833333333336,107,5,16,2,4,34,23,24,0.32799999999999996,0.588,0.084,-0.836,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921289019737408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8151083397110945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305626468709016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PrincessTiabrynie,2018/12/14,"Getting unhelpful responses to questions I've noticed that I often get unexpected/unhelpful responses when I ask questions. I'll ask something like ""Is there enough information on Handout A to answer Question 1 on the homework?"" Instead of getting a yes or no response, I'll get an answer like ""Well, I think what question 1 is really asking is this..."" When I get these sorts of answers, I automatically think ""But that's not what I asked."" Then I sort of go into a thought spiral about what I could be doing wrong. Is this just poor wording on the respondent's part and I shouldn't worry about it? I also don't want to be annoying by rephrasing the question multiple times until I get the answer I need, especially when I think what I'm asking was clear in the first place. ",5.605608108108108,6.712677533783786,6.606324324324322,74.058945945946,67.58108108108108,9.163243243243244,33.71891891891892,9.3871,3.236046486486486,617,28,108,12,10,206,88,148,0.09,0.8140000000000001,0.096,0.1887,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,11,5,1,0,9,1,11,0,0,0,1,29,30,9,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,14,0,1,1,4,2,1,1,2,0,13,3,15,24,2,14,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,9,9,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890997872905057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207972437240646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895706161697219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512309583390995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477087381821978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492633419938521,0.0,0.06332060185032087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886501220949717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261397166963921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684849844786153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065328312562405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640659728909668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240602619918407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137630493471625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577391555239751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417370937966315,0.0,0.08845230776888964,0.0649678954143516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571637711954573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017687310410844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314893069862325,0.0,0.0,0.1218165240644363,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mariomartinu,2018/12/14,"How much time until effexor 225 mg kicks in for social anxiety??? Hello everyone
I'm taking effexor xr 225 mg for social anxiety
How much until it kicks in
Its been 4 weeks today!",1.1791428571428604,3.827837200000001,4.671428571428574,74.03857142857146,91.28571428571428,8.514285714285714,21.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.763685714285716,142,5,23,5,5,52,24,35,0.12,0.88,0.0,-0.4993,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413173938744285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756203862096671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240787240292392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5880642042452116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687382012140072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168193883714025,0.0,0.2734109700797371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313721961426983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SoreEyesNeedRelief,2018/12/14,"Burning eyes I am 15 and i have social anxiety.
One of the worst symptoms is that my eyes become itchy and burn when i am in public.It is like i have the sahara dessert in my eye glands.Also i get headaches,feel numb and i get a weird depersonalization feeling.
At first i thought it was dry eyes but eye drops didn't help and my eyes is fine when i am alone.
School is hell.I can't focus on the subjects because i am constatly trying to keep my eyes open.Can't look people in the eyes because i think they can see my sore eyes.In breaks i lock myself in the bathroom and doing some eye exersices to ease my symptoms.
Sometimes i can ignore the burning but i strain my face and look weird.
I know people online and offline that have the same problem but they haven't found an answer.
I guess i must go alone and find a solution by myself.
It is time to hack my subconsious!
Till now i have find helpfull:
   1.Meditation
   2.EFT tapping
   3.Eye stretching exersices
   4.Putting aloe vera before sleep and at morning
   5.NoFap to increase self-esteem",3.0785681114551093,5.337618348039214,3.694427244582045,87.69886996904025,76.30392156862743,5.863364293085656,25.442724458204328,6.8360192770164,1.0377000000000005,829,30,159,8,19,261,117,204,0.155,0.773,0.07200000000000001,-0.9149,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,3,10,0,1,10,0,21,16,11,0,1,27,34,15,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,9,1,2,8,0,0,2,3,7,0,2,4,13,29,3,14,29,4,18,0,0,12,0,5,8,0,2,7,98,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329642099131852,0.0,0.12854676337923993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296857141987727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597586402432984,0.17752890444606587,0.13678113934838465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625537959913825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29383385266293666,0.13672859905079307,0.0,0.1762472861608603,0.0,0.0,0.1679640080918216,0.0,0.09135440914741223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707742444515714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774318465695466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287648027800745,0.0,0.0,0.0883405918238303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853130400381718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269968624927861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892416285528794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228790307420118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381011317293353,0.0,0.16159192251090962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626813131162844,0.12809200160817846,0.0,0.1676908463135687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085989299923234,0.16385806701237002,0.0,0.0,0.15897973409039987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33414872374629634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299814017107588,0.0,0.12761262650429195,0.09373100579742656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913449260041316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thorvard,2018/12/14,"Sitting in the parking lot... Waiting for my interview to start. 

My smart watch says my heart is about 115. Yup, that's normal. 

*Trying not to panic*",0.07976190476190226,1.7984579285714304,1.4014285714285712,93.32690476190477,112.57142857142858,3.295238095238096,18.952380952380953,5.46131890053228,-0.003304761904761477,114,4,21,1,6,36,25,28,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,5,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814570196079036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34541424295354584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980791050930007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766951743478232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230990637980169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875749973877863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758450502133715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,v4nelli,2018/12/14,"Anyone else like being sad? It might sound stupid, but I’m starting to feel comfort by being sad. It’s like I like to be reminded of the fact that everything will remain shit, and the things I do trying to fix things does not really help. And it’s actually a bit comforting.",4.02809090909091,5.246078672727278,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,71.36363636363636,9.136363636363637,24.65909090909091,9.516144504307137,2.041454545454545,217,6,43,5,4,73,41,55,0.23399999999999999,0.5529999999999999,0.213,-0.3532,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,1,7,9,3,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,5,5,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.2596585867197778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860513928620892,0.2726334374720405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904936782074907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328509920145781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227817064944347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239138207953512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453953983098574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834979977262502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899840826932491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822719725666417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045955807137714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731303354490303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883348891086457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535473916460252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065286417459106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,munenodokidoki,2018/12/14,"SA regarding upcoming company holiday party Ahh all the forced social interactions of the holiday season!  I have a company holiday party tonight,and it’s pretty big.  Last year it was big and loud and overwhelming, but the venue was huge and I ended up finding a quiet place to sit and spend a lot of my evening.  On top of that, my main support group have since left the company, so this year I don’t have them to cling to.

I’ve been super anxious about this for a while now.  Basically the last week my stomach would go into knots when I think about it.  The attire for the party is cocktail/formal and as an AFAB NB person, I feel obligated to wear a dress.  But also as someone who hates their body and who hates the attention that dressing up or wearing dresses brings, I’m just very not looking forward to this evening.  Wish I could have dressed dapper or with a blazer, but by the time I realized that was a possibility, it was too late to go shopping and to get things tailored (I’m also a plus sized person, so shopping is extra hard).

Something that stresses me out about big group things is I don’t know who t o socialize with, or how t o act.  I have different faces. I present to different groups depending on up our relationship.  And with so man y people, I feel I’ll have t I have a face on all night, and that sounds exhausting.  And the people I’m closest to will have their own people to attend to, so I can’t just cling to them.

What do I do? How do I shut up all theses fears and just let myself have a good time? >_<",5.069054675523763,5.309429446601944,5.989524782830866,81.08711803781301,68.44983818770227,9.223709759836485,30.502640095384088,9.134995656068208,2.402808414239481,1205,44,246,21,19,399,162,309,0.07200000000000001,0.807,0.121,0.9161,2,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,4,2,19,9,2,3,21,0,27,7,6,3,3,44,43,30,0,3,10,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,19,17,0,0,7,5,3,6,4,6,0,0,5,7,25,3,36,34,7,40,0,1,1,0,18,19,0,5,16,170,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056512767755824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452591668182627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282375324344435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266092577801177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686781426262136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138840021136846,0.0,0.0,0.16985218223432702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468861159178384,0.13002815011266222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752008640962053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717791216283132,0.0,0.14615032215800122,0.10784707504612276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518271426302425,0.25389289912408314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066438322559615,0.20962025036399334,0.14504420566964196,0.0,0.13970289789340926,0.1314820925407439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797508810464773,0.0,0.0,0.10931439311226293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066392349861554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674242199901317,0.22454275811676325,0.1343390713131068,0.0,0.0,0.14495499539447795,0.0,0.13081241463785226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380471477837007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063629724560366,0.0,0.0,0.2621428949685632,0.1089456909905724,0.09898741503096248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728832634169536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591142756017034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084610728801508,0.0823890795647717,0.0,0.0,0.1499524415004704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609223305240388,0.0,0.0,0.10313937980620597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478610265933263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133977278872872,0.0,0.0,0.1656030255498804
socialanxiety,Dontfeedthecroc,2018/12/14,Do you guys think we would feel social anxiety around each other? I mean like users of this subreddit. If we were to talk in real life.,1.5611111111111102,3.9955799259259273,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,83.07407407407408,6.562962962962962,16.407407407407412,7.793537801064563,0.3594296296296293,106,2,22,2,3,34,26,27,0.06,0.851,0.08900000000000001,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26341949182416025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065359933657873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410887123316035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409511697827673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432178340284604,0.16822734422391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37508768278020654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919348030518118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510117117349104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767677998980856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063944818922016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24460956685394297,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Agert16,2018/12/14,"Trying to Get to Know Someone Better Hi guys, for the past semester I've been talking with this girl on-and-off in one of my group heavy courses. I thought she was interesting and made an uncharacteristic leap of faith by asking if she wanted to get food together. She said she was busy but invited me to her party. Obviously the party gets cancelled (I think it was genuinely cancelled) and the opportunity to try and talk to her slipped away. So, I asked her again if she wanted to meet up anytime and she said next semester because we were in the middle of finals week. Now, I think the likelihood of us being in the same classes next semester aren't the best and I'm getting super anxious about losing all connection with her since I tend to do that with people who make long term and open ended plans. I know it's tough to gauge just from this paragraph but do you guys have any advice or input on her interest? I just keep doubting that she could be interested and that I'll handle this properly and it's basically all I think about during break. Thanks",5.293016643550626,6.3643021990291295,6.015561719833567,78.14174757281556,68.27184466019418,8.992510402219137,29.277392510402212,9.23628265651192,2.4371703190013867,847,30,160,16,14,277,129,206,0.079,0.774,0.147,0.9473,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,0,6,7,12,0,1,8,0,12,1,0,2,3,37,34,14,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,10,13,1,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,9,2,25,9,27,22,5,19,1,1,0,0,28,8,0,4,10,105,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360964130745835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947107285881702,0.0,0.0,0.15733936701580875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26040376884855626,0.0,0.1308520001306502,0.0,0.0,0.0848998084348009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615890362251766,0.12317605729931046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119852490533842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335494687376497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256726763230666,0.0,0.0,0.16841002048066386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910585378853929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27580524358654823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379265034326385,0.0,0.0,0.15308210243541046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325262928670833,0.0,0.1558113768003714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317839152010753,0.0929661159257508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962378091460157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437530081956352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329522765469132,0.09655468089571348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649619072367326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520844519981566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180059505711102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388546288443528,0.0,0.12822428985006165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26772242836738835,0.0,0.11056757012415708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911507417574625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752882391025894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642941901404307,0.0,0.1117167686457588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Scriptman777,2018/12/14,"I talked to my crush and I didn't die! So, since September I had a huge crush on a girl that goes to the class next to mine. I really wanted to talk to her and ask her out, but of course, social anxiety made that impossible. Well, untill today. This morning I sat down on a bench in the hallway close to our classes early in the morning and waited for her. And I actually did manage to get myself to talk to her! 

Yes, it was really awkward and I felt really anxious the whole time, but I somehow did it! (I just hope that she didn't notice that I was shaking a bit). Anyway, I now have her contact and I hope that maybe we can go out someday! I honestly have no idea if this will work out or not, but right now I am just so incredibly happy that I managed to get over the anxiety. 

​

I hope you guys have the same luck that I had in beating the anxiety!",1.6354818435754197,3.3658137877094987,3.8032925977653633,87.72102828212292,78.72067039106145,6.933100558659219,22.91934357541899,7.865858978985527,1.0756617318435748,664,21,144,11,16,228,100,179,0.11599999999999999,0.6970000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9621,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,1,0,2,9,9,0,2,11,1,14,0,0,1,0,30,26,14,1,5,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,11,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,11,1,29,7,23,14,3,22,0,0,0,0,17,13,0,7,7,112,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.13823861214758254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348731487476955,0.1721310193929157,0.0,0.0,0.3251059188976913,0.16003418942578915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324319109117558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546547850404333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147019530911181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601472001045373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802181446828916,0.0,0.08050799427390455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026454228813812,0.0,0.15079848986816674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220976320570806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991560938207056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340410378442796,0.0,0.0,0.14231536441876866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506558039577943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127955022970264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272250877963543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097589183738484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718167228107287,0.0,0.0,0.14440336754275465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34158007550642017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260242005232526,0.0,0.1342760348874503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355406547380012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736832706214016,0.0,0.0,0.15815705748683415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031293367244222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721310193929157,0.0
socialanxiety,monkey_7k,2018/12/14,"I just got confronted by someone I’ve been dodging in a store and I stood up for myself It’s not the first time he’s done it either. The first time he confronted me about not returning his texts in front of his family (for context I was referred to this person by my doctor because of my mental health problems) which was completely inappropriate and only caused me to distance myself further

Today I was shopping and had to go to the manned checkouts instead of self checkout because I was buying alcohol, and as I was paying someone stood next to me and said “how are you young man?” and I immediately felt extremely anxious. He then asked my why I haven’t returned his calls and that I “need” to return his calls. I told him he needs to take a hint and I feel so proud of myself for saying something instead of letting him ruin my day",6.837025745257453,6.4892880548780525,7.2739837398374005,75.36749322493228,64.79268292682927,9.484010840108402,34.68563685636856,8.841846274778883,2.9363897018970184,667,27,122,9,9,219,100,164,0.071,0.903,0.026000000000000002,-0.6251,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,6,5,2,0,5,0,11,3,0,2,0,20,23,12,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,5,8,1,0,3,1,4,2,3,4,0,2,14,4,28,1,22,8,1,18,0,1,0,0,21,4,0,0,12,90,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171223506546332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099987945948298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978149355223996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533388730727724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271994349310189,0.0,0.0,0.1645872414265872,0.0,0.0,0.16798472999896644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332686666214642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398913619485844,0.0,0.1639578648263098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103855680849787,0.0,0.08101065155556324,0.0,0.1538336777593614,0.0,0.0,0.2725614084329672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105515084861758,0.0,0.12814036456820432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030343617286742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163832985017254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146129646019503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375981097073005,0.0,0.0,0.17039285451486144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185243222279175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989551586607427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330626280342075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524032865417105,0.12741118150473038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714152551056008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715030984804533,0.12334306041439755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046342671838947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684792451134985,0.0,0.15186721172600454,0.15309444071062456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457114072656746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Turbo_GS430,2018/12/14,Anyone in Kentucky Wanna hangout sometime? ,9.830000000000002,14.547088666666674,8.383333333333336,45.64500000000001,79.0,2.4000000000000004,56.0,3.1291,6.0682,36,3,1,0,1,11,6,6,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772823275315384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8165446186950042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,intertwo,2018/12/14,"Overcame anxiety, asked out coworker They said yes but I'm so nervous I don't know how to interact with people normally I've never regretted doing something so hard. I'm extremely nervous I don't even know what we're going to do. I'm sorry if this isn't the right place to post this, I just need advice",0.31190476190476346,2.7451979682539718,3.060634920634921,85.58714285714291,93.12698412698411,6.609523809523811,22.87301587301588,7.793537801064563,1.7574634920634922,244,10,47,6,9,85,45,63,0.19899999999999998,0.726,0.075,-0.7715,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,12,14,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,5,13,0,6,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683742904985101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009826979596932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25675061939204297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139663035382309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608381132255605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246022817811018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018690919253623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364151934581806,0.21181871580060269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26908814750359145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040027135392928,0.0,0.28693955580082764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630284782735099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23454041361262384,0.26124481261978977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143070754640067,0.0,0.3074361484021367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,loonyalt,2018/12/14,"why does noone want me around it's like they can sniff it out, or they're all fuckin telepathic cause someone how evevryone immediately avoids me. they won't chat, they won't sit with me. i've never made any friendships beyond superficial ones. i've never had a relationship. i don't see a point in carrying on. i could have all the grades, all the money in the world and it would mean nothing, except that i'd die alone in a bigger house.

",2.1918434343434363,4.558995204545455,3.2415151515151517,89.23782828282829,79.9090909090909,6.1838383838383875,20.005050505050505,7.3871296695380915,0.4731398989898987,350,9,73,5,9,112,64,88,0.11800000000000001,0.836,0.046,-0.7170000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,1,6,0,8,1,0,3,5,19,12,3,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,2,2,8,1,9,6,3,14,0,0,1,1,5,10,1,1,4,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418398107936837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879078491822182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786814128869874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398730168376075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643401138055016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24234037457026364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043409982393352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26943236309901397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407830112801755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094721101099085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25435440250818103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36018549066743577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240534670873845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822841105145508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073683540678685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506960007024534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860725237777539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784725337386927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772675914754354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107011173718723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587460234298812,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadlosteyez,2018/12/14,Was it weird of me to give him a hug? I have been friends with this guy for many months. The first time we hung out he gave me a hug when I dropped him off. Today he bought me something and when I dropped him off I gave him a hug. He didn't say anything but now I feel weird about doing it. Was it weird for me to give him a hug?,-1.0425000000000004,0.6427228000000014,0.4955833333333324,108.207375,87.66666666666666,3.75,16.041666666666668,3.1291,-1.538433333333333,250,5,71,0,8,79,44,75,0.073,0.758,0.16899999999999998,0.8053,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,5,0,6,4,0,0,0,6,12,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,7,2,15,5,10,5,0,12,0,0,0,4,16,3,0,0,7,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24763232649387726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215468920281547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559632319483043,0.0,0.0,0.23249080275921905,0.0,0.0,0.5773416486592672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979590810290251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050866424069025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401922553629559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393044414600126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23166367215062786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546944343927576,0.0,0.28523790336903604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxietyhippie,2018/12/14,"How did you get out of your comfort zone and make friends? Hi, I’ve been looking at this sub for a few weeks now. And have this question. I ask because I’ve had social anxiety for as long as I can remember. It’s held me back from a lot of things especially making meaningful connections and doing something with them. I was wondering I anyone had any advice. That’s all. Thank you. ",1.9740789473684224,4.372050092105269,3.4860526315789464,86.98986842105263,80.97368421052632,6.957894736842108,25.28947368421053,8.07648339933343,1.7073473684210527,301,12,60,6,8,99,60,76,0.023,0.831,0.146,0.8393,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,3,1,15,16,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,9,3,10,10,3,6,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,3,4,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407861610743965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675652740150249,0.0,0.1885007529542966,0.0,0.0,0.1722935698231304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303573709763631,0.0,0.0,0.18947184597649527,0.0,0.1502074778250355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037351008021675,0.0,0.12873753687201106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180625247779922,0.20691990028564275,0.0,0.0,0.20948650026247456,0.0,0.0,0.3289572981102956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760323389104339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791312040355961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511810022091104,0.0,0.1896962198158988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268585469079713,0.0,0.0,0.1637019246975017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765290827398305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672179831149619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rustyjambon,2018/11/26,"Problems communicating Many times I'll say something and have somebody respond ""huh?"" with a confused look on their face, leaving me to wonder if I didn't speak loud enough, if I didn't enunciate properly or if I'm retarded. Anybody else deal with that?    ",4.8884042553191485,7.202185021276598,5.311648936170212,77.90875,71.12765957446808,8.104255319148937,35.15425531914894,8.841846274778883,3.3368340425531926,204,11,35,4,4,65,39,47,0.19699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.8426,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,10,6,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,4,4,0,4,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,6,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33735151034032546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27335199004327937,0.0,0.0,0.3381077945567554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34648084739145946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747840642722352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317517451426426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131072585573583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602200655145705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251911479689171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080577773230925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548582970782222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nadine_B,2018/11/26,"Improving but may not be enough, just had to get this off my chest Sorry for the long post, college is really stressing me out. I'm a sophomore chemistry major who wants to go to grad school, so I forced myself to really put myself out of my comfort zone these past 1.5 years. I got into undergrad research and am trying to not seem awkward when I talk with my adviser, I applied to the honors college whose offer I originally rejected since I didn't want to join due to the requirement  to present a thesis and do a community service project every semester, and I am now trying to apply to a REU where, if I get in, will be away from my family and home for 10 weeks and be forced to socialize and possible present at a conference. All this terrifies me but I know I have to do it.

 I thought I was making progress and getting better, but today I had a meeting with my adviser and another professor, who is big in the department and who I might work with in the future. Well, I forgot to formerly introduce myself to him and instead just said hello, and for the whole meeting, I was silent while the two of the talked about the project. There were many awkward silences. I couldn't think of anything to say. Before we left, I was able to shake his hand and say ""it was a pleasure to formally meet you"" even though it wasn't close to a formal introduction. I feel like I ruined his first impression of me as a potential undergrad researcher. I feel like no matter how hard I try, I won't be able to have the social and communication skills needed to earn a PhD. Even if I do get into grad school, I don't see how I'm going to be able to be a TA, do oral exams, present at seminars, and defend a dissertation. This goal is the only thing going for me, and I feel like my SA is going to ruin it.",8.952083333333334,5.9141444861111125,9.372222222222225,70.61500000000002,62.47222222222222,12.822222222222226,38.444444444444436,11.072351349416056,4.035744444444443,1405,52,279,29,15,476,189,360,0.121,0.7609999999999999,0.11900000000000001,-0.5714,0,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,0,9,15,16,0,4,23,0,33,2,2,4,1,54,58,27,0,6,9,0,5,3,0,4,0,3,1,0,13,24,0,2,7,0,0,7,8,7,1,2,13,9,44,9,49,34,4,39,1,3,1,0,23,15,0,5,19,205,57,22,0.3282275938869435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472508362719196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900344476551591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279354301615516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309916909773112,0.0,0.0,0.09676354455350228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304894841720947,0.0,0.1445274867827751,0.0,0.09218196806326484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314125466960833,0.0,0.16596173360496136,0.23448585865580676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306340789503002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286471609487709,0.0,0.2487190741517592,0.0,0.08750453033090698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800915121765824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974634623693312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060128433902371575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887341371304745,0.0,0.0,0.16035542295699662,0.0,0.0,0.0968236972899722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303148921619045,0.11092375428113448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606586924582993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112553397014262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321062521762017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044434593638257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334243166843847,0.10478376815219312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998646297537444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018066759457298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407320171639416,0.17401317116657875,0.0,0.2214558988323381,0.08718496551935241,0.09960202470279056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050441915788207,0.0,0.0,0.22305779819477947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247463965584253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532786661073764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587793795069634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268660958059492,0.07010499630446346,0.10749398149713447,0.08685868205607243,0.0,0.0,0.10370712678654163,0.0,0.0,0.2228449908241156,0.0,0.10687688863093553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906475930549324,0.0,0.08776145914428214,0.0,0.09837200848457292,0.0,0.0,0.12215146229721167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965119917382366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045593636627068
socialanxiety,rjg31,2018/11/26,"Mental Health Subreddit Research Survey Hello there!

My name is Ryan, and I am a Counselling Psychology graduate student at City University of Seattle (Calgary Alberta campus). For my thesis, I am really interested in levels of belongingness and stigma attitudes on mental health subreddits, as well as offline. I would LOVE to have your input regarding your experience on mental health related subreddits! The survey will only take about 15-30 minutes, and the results will hopefully help inform future research and clinicians about the world of Reddit. Each participant that completes the study will be entered into a draw to win a $50 gift card (2 available) to Apple or Google Play (whichever the winner prefers). Two winners will be chosen from the reddit usernames provided in the survey. Thanks for your time everyone, I greatly appreciate it!

I will be sure to provide an update after the study is complete, so everyone knows how their participation impacted mental health research.

Here is the Survey Monkey link to the study: [https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/SNYN33Z](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/SNYN33Z)

Please contact me if you need more information, and I will gladly answer any questions you have!

Ryan Gawthrop

403-869-2260

[rgawthrop@cityuniversity.edu](mailto:rgawthrop@cityuniversity.edu)",11.546577229876725,14.480497598984776,9.96384699057288,48.689555837563496,55.24365482233503,10.907759245830311,38.43691080493111,10.914260884657429,5.166676867295142,1085,48,122,26,14,335,134,197,0.006999999999999999,0.7809999999999999,0.212,0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,5,1,1,7,10,0,0,14,0,17,5,0,2,1,23,23,11,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,15,10,22,13,2,13,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,4,4,85,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049358735961276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790471181391145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543121775632949,0.0,0.13017004275696228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671245374998731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5657976540310499,0.0,0.0,0.08919541976900303,0.0,0.0,0.13217061554562806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313294289060246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010276058594092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5364214886495912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867127177204037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120732417232507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607319873995453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490712005939238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524939111341202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541887403289906,0.0,0.10005365388608777,0.0,0.0,0.12251490563045025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759540832295853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999209999818742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964779409051565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453059776483104,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shouldiworryx,2018/11/26,"Just a reminder to stop fighting your intrusive thoughts. Doing so is just going to cause you anxiety and they'll always come back. Every time I have an intrusive thought while someone is talking to me, I pretend that it's a bee buzzing around my head and I just mentally brush it away as I would an insect. The other alternative is to freak out and panic and break my concentration so that I stop listening to it the other person said.",4.195,6.232968500000003,5.104285714285716,79.84071428571428,72.33333333333334,8.133333333333335,29.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.6074714285714293,350,15,63,7,7,114,58,84,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.9217,0,0,0,0,2,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,7,3,1,1,6,0,7,1,1,1,0,16,13,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,7,7,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,3,11,0,9,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082977672344356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544495464793655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416178423850467,0.0,0.0,0.21547307184602996,0.17634878855081693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355960023725933,0.0,0.1975566460229564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322937262978326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303395655059711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353696517313611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231121414115719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690818157666026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025139252728646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815545814155493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194319572037722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834780726889689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433531157801447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36414168614030906,0.13373036598989702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291700384794885,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Briaj_,2018/11/26,"How to handle the case I cant believe this mr. Paperairplane. Out of all these comments in 3 years theres no one who related ? This earth is literally a nut case . its a case full of nuts and and they call it earth . this has to be a joke . but just incase its noooot. I feel everything you said and go through the same exact things. We all do everyday unfortunately.  Ive come to a few conclusions. Over time the world must have consumed too many drugs and its screwed up our evolution and our generations psychologically and in many other ways im sure . this world is just full of crazy ppl , insecire people, DUMB people , evil people fucking drug attics. But dont worry my little plane theres still normal people out there *meeeee* you have to find you own way to deal with it . my best advice would be to just ignore it . no reaction is the best reaction. This way your nothing but weight on their conscious and now they dont have any of your energy to feed off. Let the universe do its work . you just sit back and keep trying to reach you higher self in everyway spiritually financially everything. Focus on yourself and the things that make you happy and thats what you will attrack . dont let these people project their horrible energy on to you . let that energy bounce right back to their ass like a karmarang (boomerang+karma) lol) cas you know what your here to do . and thats all your worried about .also alot of times people cough or sniff to hid something. Emotions information whatever. I think its just crazy how coughing sniffing and fondeling with your eyes and nose has literally becomes form of communication. Just like religion id like to know about all forms so i can have a clear understanding of the world. However i only attest to one. The one i believe in . ",2.549196428571431,5.3687750505952385,3.4544523809523824,85.2572142857143,82.72023809523809,6.6933333333333325,22.38809523809524,7.908726449838941,1.3674859523809522,1411,47,266,28,40,449,183,336,0.128,0.7490000000000001,0.124,-0.3601,1,0,3,0,0,0,37.0,3,14,5,4,21,13,4,0,15,1,26,11,3,3,8,55,37,21,0,3,10,0,2,3,0,3,4,1,0,2,25,19,2,2,9,1,0,2,6,5,0,3,1,6,31,8,38,28,14,33,0,0,1,3,30,19,4,2,11,188,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929849029621132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609585960362729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470903757335486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633748994181914,0.0,0.0,0.1050918298771831,0.0,0.2144154411959581,0.1997197598872905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971644564049081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196808137412627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810119461841027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345647906016173,0.0,0.22070045810216632,0.0,0.0,0.10703718707372767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710393468045388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04811350559369508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697044955175727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796977340729216,0.0,0.0,0.05407909238558465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129485324702188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027843236487927,0.0,0.0,0.08457862569297124,0.0,0.0,0.10459000438455512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29190899306566903,0.0,0.13946458689902752,0.0953708601713009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351706906032252,0.192945586533189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323223635691424,0.09130431736114088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934395916206452,0.0723700842639875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958132663807473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812623204702419,0.090514719221741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992679921488523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325539189277203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599134579392633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968298051829443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643423953260524,0.0609718347460057,0.0,0.0,0.1109719337954119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460437282526968,0.0,0.0,0.09906028423345913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265901413188728,0.0,0.1158738258313661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927437428647805,0.19327016161486327,0.0,0.06759577314896184,0.0,0.0,0.06127705492405599
socialanxiety,smilinglyawkward,2018/11/26,I need to make a phone call but I can’t do it Someone please tell me to stop being a baby and make this call,-1.8797435897435903,-0.21827923076923209,0.951538461538462,103.67679487179493,91.30769230769228,3.466666666666667,12.512820512820511,3.1291,-1.819779487179488,84,1,23,0,3,29,21,26,0.113,0.768,0.11900000000000001,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6494376750426676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245418456741011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357968069158997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490741856297112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269444751763094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658665645944581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779505385137567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shaza124,2018/11/26,"What worked in therapy? Hi all. I'm a clinical psychologist. I have a few clients who have severe social anxiety. I'm doing CBT with very limited progress. 

Two questions. 
1. What worked in therapy, or on your own for you to to overcome this, or at least to feel less distressed?
2. Is medication a part of treatment for most people with this difficulty?

Thanks. ",1.5802306648575346,4.265130388059703,3.3406784260515607,81.96018995929444,95.86567164179104,7.212483039348713,26.9864314789688,8.00094639256281,2.6748925373134336,284,14,51,8,11,94,51,67,0.17,0.747,0.083,-0.6499,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,4,0,2,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,9,8,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,12,8,7,4,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,0,37,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860147655382744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294770078058245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449555254989569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633157971221037,0.0,0.1685747429939304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723919666032055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746986796648939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24786837453601515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238666888703165,0.5561434166178231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23752947330076105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006303421708152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35404300461748456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tha_traw,2018/11/26,"I need help finding a job. So, a little bit of context first. I’m 22 and never had a job before, left college for good around 6 months ago (tried and failed three times) and have been basically a lazy slob since.
Besides having SA, my life have been a mess since high school, and it just struck me this weekend, if I where to continue my life like this I’ll end up in the street sooner or later. The thing is that i don’t a have a skill that i can point out and say “this, I’m good at this!” really i don’t have anything i could put on a resume. So my options for employment are fairly limited, I don’t see myself working as a waiter or anything that involves direct contact with costumers for that matter, I know I wouldn’t be able to endure it for long, at least not until I can get proper help with my SA. What should I do? What kind of job would be more appropriate for me?.
Help, I feel really lost right now.",4.012824561403509,4.209760721052636,5.055526315789475,87.017850877193,70.73684210526315,7.80701754385965,24.780701754385966,7.492282038375204,0.9608596491228064,707,17,156,7,12,233,117,190,0.08199999999999999,0.818,0.1,0.5202,4,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,6,6,7,0,0,11,0,22,2,0,0,1,26,30,12,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,13,9,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,3,0,2,4,3,19,4,20,20,3,27,0,2,1,0,6,14,0,4,13,104,32,8,0.14330805524458318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270339442610572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358606376572715,0.12757455223976008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219445998761273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645527986618926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441982103021342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269284008623578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246085865693172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098096624922545,0.1218977585820885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487254404344046,0.0,0.0,0.2403999950690557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881691058788625,0.15141282852411442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266333961037033,0.0,0.0,0.14923328669953945,0.07875835933300034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570462133695012,0.0,0.20244543508389326,0.07001307702302813,0.14363231973203433,0.0,0.12682311924995124,0.0,0.0,0.15643767106486892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438712245762812,0.0,0.0,0.10626110711408387,0.11052800686599157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547243346315266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406417747126152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361361960431505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238429615696328,0.0,0.11396431749465336,0.0,0.14503540275944166,0.11419796587347293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709180840580035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520750407936716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356407946596868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729676252326616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432997100875692,0.0,0.0,0.10180193073677836,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1-800-miss-u,2018/11/26,"I feel like I'm missing out I really want to go out with friends and actually have fun for a change. I feel like I'm missing out and wasting my years. Every single day slips through because I'm too unmotivated, too scared to do anything about it. I can't find joy in many things anymore.",2.67135593220339,4.4139354576271215,4.212,85.88172881355933,75.77966101694916,6.753898305084746,28.749152542372883,7.554174236665415,1.619824406779662,228,10,48,3,5,76,43,59,0.22899999999999998,0.578,0.193,-0.3567,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,12,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,5,10,12,1,7,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2549727425568942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591207233713458,0.0,0.0,0.21501214950219125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927458291603547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764008450279382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685047466008327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201406640993504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642232316397035,0.3733186560663634,0.0,0.0,0.23880626608025024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018651924347431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849211648520705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552975745933189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648981080018097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738341514351598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26158804322019497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735836068635531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411041021512226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682565142324546
socialanxiety,LosKiwa,2018/11/26,"I kinda have a dilemma here... Today, at the end of the lesson, the teacher told us that there is going to be a big event whose main goal is to give visibility to women in science, and also to encourage them to study maths, physics... I like the idea of the event. The thing is that it envolves SO MANY SOCIAL INTERACTIONS, like talking to science woman individually so we can ask them things and they tell us their experiences, it has a treasure hunt for people that come from college (like me)... man, just the idea of all that, it scares me. The thing is that I'm afraid to say no, because I literally have no excuse (I'm excused for not going to lessons by my teacher, as it is a school day, my teacher knows I don't have any tests, it's completely free...), so it's a big compromise; also, not everyone in my class is going, just a small group selected by my teacher (because the people who don't go do have exams with other teachers, as they have other subjects), which makes it even more complicated... I think I'm going to behave so awkwardly and wrong, that it makes me sick, I've been feeling bad all the day since that moment... 

​

I can't think of any excuse (I'm pretty bad at it), so if guys have one that doesn't seem obvious, please tell me, or give me some advice D:",6.019302455357143,5.434468753906252,6.844553571428572,78.55937500000002,66.5390625,9.345535714285717,31.176339285714285,8.634040054169528,2.2566683035714283,995,33,202,13,14,332,137,256,0.10300000000000001,0.818,0.079,-0.7967,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,3,0,5,3,12,12,0,3,16,0,21,1,0,2,3,28,42,14,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,4,25,6,0,0,9,0,1,6,8,6,0,1,2,2,23,7,25,39,5,20,0,0,0,0,29,7,0,5,10,137,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474295236092825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780389751916035,0.0,0.127226170082199,0.14268000171592854,0.15970132309814333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977327237574404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196084132421789,0.14315813994815094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011482440333378,0.12311423183072268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145433536326705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400061598144043,0.0,0.0,0.0775558078847988,0.0,0.0,0.11220129630686447,0.0,0.11486077998774633,0.0,0.0,0.05937184967009128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252828470293795,0.333666784803211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626576781418364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651092115936966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453179768018949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209867344930088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675955552190954,0.11904699332132272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956786223346678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281059728106112,0.0,0.0,0.1288935701888203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945990172329453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337830728838373,0.11755942792146964,0.11883684914974388,0.0,0.10689614362971467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713229643969082,0.0,0.0,0.11969645448828416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437897157500724,0.20526317166830907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340289250405141,0.1504779401118456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111301873164518,0.11220129630686447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824872665892044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283820012215423,0.14268000171592854,0.0
socialanxiety,swearonmenansgrave,2018/11/26,"Just got a bartending job at a nightclub As the title says I just got a job as a barman at a nightclub and will also probably be doing some promotional work. I'm going to be interacting with lots of people multiple times a week. I realized that in order for me to make progress with my SA I really need to stop isolating myself from the rest of the world and go into the lion's den. It's gonna be hard, its gonna take time, but with practice I'm sure the rewards will be worth it. I've come to realise that there is no other way to improve my issues with  SA other than actually interacting with people. I'm fed up of living in denial about it and want this to improve. I'm sure it will go well for me! Good luck to all those reading this, you will be ok :) ",3.299164772727273,3.9572682687499987,5.422727272727271,82.09136363636367,72.5625,8.318181818181818,25.79545454545455,8.575989854853784,1.6503750000000004,593,18,126,10,11,208,95,160,0.033,0.735,0.23199999999999998,0.9876,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,4,6,7,0,0,11,1,11,1,0,1,3,24,28,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,12,10,1,1,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,3,2,9,7,28,14,4,17,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,4,85,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.17499460758186425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340554401416736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447196946696695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057423243686249,0.15040867929259827,0.2868439807698558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063931193524786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871679350289896,0.3559033109610565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834660483296562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245507111487006,0.0,0.0,0.11970033442327792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329666648005348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486417223793777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933418795886218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937278529025194,0.0,0.11487971127821968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142605847191713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992310896181735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380219811440289,0.0,0.13482952453552888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913083338737434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057700932634308,0.14233924882526766,0.14384310277376255,0.0,0.1612340435594248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055019527396058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jmsls,2018/11/26,Got called out for not talking to anyone in class I walked to the bus stop after college and see two of my classmates sitting there. I already had earbuds in and was listening to a podcast so I thougt I'd stand next to the bus stop (I would've done this anyway tho). A minute or so later they walk towards me and they 'joke' about how I've been avoiding them all year. Luckily I could awkwardly joke myself out of it but I could feel that they somewhat meant it. Doesn't help that we have quite a small class anyway. We had a short conversaton after that but now I feel guilty for never talking to people even though most are friendly and willing to have a chat. It just feels so weird for me to walk towards somebody to have chat. I mostly just talk when people start a conversation with me.,2.9038065099457486,4.910871044303804,3.37471971066908,90.9686075949367,75.89873417721519,5.780108499095843,23.943942133815554,6.5431188927421005,0.6376676311030742,627,20,127,5,14,195,98,158,0.10300000000000001,0.843,0.054000000000000006,-0.6738,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,4,1,15,6,0,2,8,0,13,0,0,1,2,30,21,14,0,2,6,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,3,4,4,0,3,3,3,0,1,7,5,19,3,23,11,4,24,0,0,1,0,16,8,0,4,11,98,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080483301100732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182505821463658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19251093715674408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30105286718496965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929323760512362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452275798154808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859803798975593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565836133415666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507852339404713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263681629893661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540650855615445,0.0,0.2005045523039136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614069165803192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052562017379685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023456925274398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334430091528397,0.0,0.0,0.3152402361341942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4546015375188502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523046847910687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416711219525586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339268094344425,0.0,0.0,0.12140759806730535
socialanxiety,Bossman-,2018/11/26,Presentation infront of class in a few weeks I have a university class presentation to do in a few weeks about stuff i've done in my course. It goes towards my final grade and i'm dying inside...,2.1642307692307696,4.533241769230774,4.2483974358974415,81.96951923076925,80.02564102564101,6.976923076923077,22.57051282051281,8.07648339933343,1.3072512820512818,155,5,31,3,4,53,28,39,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,7,3,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,21,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865512510929313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811525181289377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080081091227216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263738118191928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.597524596721618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,InnerCityIndigo,2018/11/26,"Am I under the WORST (best?) job conditions for a socially anxious introvert? Hello everyone, I think I’m in the worst position to be as a socially anxious introvert:

I just got a new job where I’m the only IT technician in an office space with around 50 people. I’m on the front lines for every tech-related problem. 

All of my higher ups live in Europe so all of my training is done through video calls, instant messages, and pre-written SOP articles. It also doesn’t help that none of them speak English as a first language, so there’s lot of uncertainty every time I’m left to do something on my own.

I get terrified every time someone says “Hey you’re the new IT guy right?” Because I feel like they’re going to ask me to troubleshoot or fix something I don’t know anything about, then they’ll think “What’s the point of having an IT guy who can’t fix my issue?”

I also realize however, that this job could be the BEST thing for me socially as it really throws me into an ocean full of sharks. Time to either sink or swim! 

Does anyone else already work jobs where their social anxiety is constantly challenged? How do you cope? How long did it take you to settle in? ",4.172624239350913,5.4745339956896535,5.296146044624745,81.39875253549698,71.11206896551724,8.562271805273834,28.73326572008113,9.007467420416297,2.3699778904665307,925,35,177,18,17,306,144,232,0.114,0.835,0.051,-0.9253,5,0,2,1,0,0,24.0,0,2,3,5,12,7,0,0,14,0,15,0,0,2,2,20,28,13,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,12,4,0,0,5,2,0,4,4,3,0,1,3,3,19,4,31,21,11,30,0,0,0,0,20,17,0,3,10,116,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439347304938825,0.16579675155355209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930106191957692,0.2342168584552448,0.0,0.0724828035684384,0.10621385623875487,0.08530490269440641,0.0922810594696083,0.09690987358473116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631913258334553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757351571326344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585037952335972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202167625294276,0.0,0.08276558391635333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071521828067844,0.10608210384815264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659620727848027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26201883903149914,0.09905337798369064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241456614617214,0.07405607474619277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881747504610863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415905890485444,0.0,0.05891344083106315,0.0,0.08290788292263182,0.0,0.0,0.2052831370925572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948237959697443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081960806889274,0.4114737211182532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056969863611030236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262894651814265,0.0,0.0,0.05064396316492591,0.0,0.09153534781837327,0.09173751037456893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812963167663201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023459814698047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883953833444847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718661020997702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799399229252788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919042864160901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640846098480377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852668744297623,0.0,0.08243609540853056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226809685802272,0.08783238278508294,0.15960797437427296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794084020661086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886835337967069,0.13284470652941907,0.0,0.0,0.181338244610796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546709034124306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lenny97,2018/11/26,"I ooze insecurity The tone of my voice, the pace I speak at, the way I carry myself, the way I habitually avoid eye contact, my constant fidgeting. All obvious signs of insecurity and it feels like I can't do anything about any of them. Maybe that's why most people are so weirded out by me. Idk what the point of this post was, just kind of a rant I guess. Sorry",1.8682818532818537,3.886856445945949,4.159884169884169,84.06716216216219,79.13513513513513,6.93127413127413,22.73359073359073,7.957251820313856,1.0818671814671807,283,9,61,5,7,98,58,74,0.179,0.787,0.034,-0.8268,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,6,0,4,1,1,0,2,10,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,11,2,9,5,2,7,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,2,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509298914399852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239824682862319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941318817111849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762331974785094,0.1944467655354303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29983898998991954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834355086752581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329743017715313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273443248551857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869662148354308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572998219050967,0.0,0.260674970950584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046852933185127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320905614843192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456017813025182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,szxmy,2018/11/26,:( I feel like I have nothing interesting to say and whenever I get the guts to say something it never comes out how i want it to,0.5144444444444431,2.6889463703703704,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,85.2962962962963,6.562962962962962,23.814814814814817,7.793537801064563,1.3201703703703702,100,4,22,2,3,35,20,27,0.17800000000000002,0.691,0.131,-0.3309,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,7,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32545675000921825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910361313765868,0.26991325245341563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739430950027376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458278894506053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913965309245473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625265578016453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6009120712253377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908627525055005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228468434789356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CArtIsEmpty,2018/11/26,"I Am Ugly As Hell, Just 17 Looks like an Uncle , I hate My life , I am Social Anxious person  my life stuck at a same wheel, trap where there is  no way just to only revolve so, I thought lets just train myself to be  perfect in that .  
I am social anxious person can't talk to people  outside, can't go out a lot I always think people would eat me its hard  for me to go out and live life like others do I am so insecure about my  looks my talk my attitude can't get rid of it .. So much  anxiety,depression.   
I am only 17 years old and i am balding it hurts  me to see me like that I tried so much to forget about it but cant coz  people judge u more from hairs thank ur looks i suck my life sucks I am  high school dropout bcoz of social anxious and phobia to got out and talk  currently studying from open school.  
In my case I feel like that  I've nothing in me just an empty box No Memory! No Looks! Nothing, I don't have common traits like others do have i felt its over from me I  don't know what I do, I can't even say anything to anyone coz they say  you're  coward rather than sick and I Cry all Day now I became a lazy bag .  
I don't have any friends, I am all alone and stuck at my room , sorry for my bad english but i dont feel anything , my sister marriage is coming and I dont know how I handle So many people , I just wanna end this ......  
Thanks, ",0.607578640284121,2.2240926472602744,2.650380517503809,95.32303145611368,81.43150684931506,5.1478437341451055,18.34906139015728,5.82211442006289,-0.4132355657026889,1031,22,243,6,27,347,147,292,0.23800000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.07,-0.9929,1,1,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,1,2,18,16,4,1,5,0,29,8,2,3,3,38,53,16,0,3,8,1,5,5,1,1,5,2,1,2,12,12,1,0,7,0,0,3,13,7,0,0,5,12,44,9,29,45,7,24,1,1,5,0,15,13,3,1,12,154,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537972438940308,0.0,0.0,0.07662807067505976,0.0,0.0,0.06262584001935775,0.0,0.0,0.31211384943489284,0.0,0.06439299313973558,0.0,0.15156803389372725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689312316989994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932925822008315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115893483923784,0.05939183716636591,0.0,0.07931885923904371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215862696959189,0.0,0.0,0.09423329044218297,0.0,0.0,0.08156633660906809,0.0,0.0,0.06082601600214195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093129146007325,0.06579067141883838,0.08842293427963129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115018941894978,0.0,0.04811436281189036,0.0,0.10467621572311096,0.0,0.07365452870798841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249650406336582,0.09092196133015364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730044382834124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858658282526207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122290684335836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417049295068873,0.2601897194139965,0.22495793568256106,0.0,0.08131908168461603,0.0,0.3093369470084401,0.0,0.0,0.07829347774334512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336701554995926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539669635428833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672985989487114,0.0,0.096635250788468,0.0,0.0,0.14008050464870933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553804870486601,0.16082267791570415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647079485814815,0.0,0.1864044043938903,0.07338554382803192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28162913860372785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030896552260632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220606164201516,0.0,0.1695722117747222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900895008925884,0.0,0.07311090370800365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252454477506025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309848553026309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541964204633448,0.0,0.0,0.059304344222104476
socialanxiety,myfatecomesearly,2018/11/26,"Do you live in your imagination sometimes? I find myself making up a lot of scenarios in my head to escape my boring life. A lot of my time, i make up movies where i play a character in or make up scenarios where I have a boyfriend. If i didn't have my imagination, i feel like i would lose my mind because i would feel so lonely. My imagination distracts me from my loneliness. Am I crazy?",3.337510548523205,4.652751379746835,5.079177215189876,82.09868143459916,73.17721518987341,8.810970464135021,27.090717299578056,9.2995712137729,2.1978590717299573,305,11,64,7,6,104,48,79,0.205,0.7120000000000001,0.084,-0.8591,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,3,6,0,1,4,0,7,2,1,3,0,16,12,3,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,20,2,10,9,2,9,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,4,2,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440747378725527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395599391844517,0.1692360546585653,0.0,0.0,0.21651546014341574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431200561379548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732418375857855,0.11573371323932333,0.0,0.20918042415389296,0.0,0.0,0.2650221210844662,0.0,0.40279507696247396,0.0,0.0,0.4743827646782232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391939020658065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429274719782925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381339261355629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365632810346145,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OEM_,2018/11/26,"It sucks when someone new enters your social group. And they seem to have stronger and better connections with oyhers than you do. I’m always jealous of new people, who just fit right in.  They somehow become more popular. 

I’ve been part of this gym that has kickboxing and Jiu Jitsu classes  for about a year and a half. This guy joined after I did and seems to fit in more than me. 

As much as I try to socialize,  I can’t.  I always feel like an outsider and its killing me. 

Soon there is going to be a social event ( which I skipped last year). 

Typically, I just go and take the classes then leave ( while others stay after and talk/practice more). Part of me wants to skip it again but part of me also wants to get rid of this damn weakness of mine. 

How do you guys cope during social events?",3.0397711781888996,4.7259898417721535,3.638607594936712,90.62289678675756,74.63291139240506,6.127361246348588,22.280428432327167,6.67199483983844,0.4337686465433297,617,16,128,5,13,194,106,158,0.09699999999999999,0.8340000000000001,0.069,-0.75,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,2,1,10,8,4,0,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,19,20,16,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,9,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,5,0,1,2,1,16,3,23,17,7,23,0,0,0,0,13,5,2,3,15,91,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549335889583628,0.21952973653888494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456911083467856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666918252832735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670080789902214,0.09424097876964244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892078385100472,0.0,0.14994206337927032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612356087033882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594575991688696,0.0,0.0,0.10752933144983724,0.0,0.1396802369603855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444760505864784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697360515878976,0.0,0.0,0.25481102769206115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42855725538040734,0.0,0.0914541018471896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265573689198535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24018315686680264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378879223996267,0.11177219086624156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060514573485935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099184585361472,0.10602926618779457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895624587749807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561521677269124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989945000569187
socialanxiety,wizardsrcoolig,2018/11/26,Ugh. I say the wrong things or things that don’t even make sense; they sounded better in my head. ,1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,1.2900000000000027,103.625,81.0,4.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.4975,76,1,18,0,2,22,19,20,0.248,0.63,0.122,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,11,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35206597056752137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629255167462789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408540934498741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657188949777774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165661008026621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5289281592016344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352337359728736,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emilyeeyore,2018/11/26,"Its hard to ask to hang out when you have social anxiety I hate that I takes me two days to ask someone if they want to hang out or go get dinner and then they say yes but when the day arrives they totally forgot that we were going to do something, even though we had just discussed it the night before, hell it's even happened to me within two hours... It already takes so much out of me to ask you to hang out but then you don't even remember me, just builds on to my anxiety and makes me think I'm either annoying you or I'm just not that important. I wouldn't be trying to hang out with you if I didn't really care for you in the first place.... But maybe that's just me 😔😭🤐


This is my first post, it's always something I feel but I've never shared and haven't ever seen a post to share that expresses this.",1.4301325757575754,2.891787960227276,3.065545454545454,93.98248484848486,78.48863636363636,6.511515151515153,19.68787878787879,7.3011,0.21113151515151474,635,14,150,8,15,210,98,176,0.142,0.825,0.033,-0.9602,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,2,6,3,2,12,6,3,0,4,1,10,1,0,1,3,35,29,17,0,4,14,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,11,1,1,3,0,0,6,6,3,0,4,5,4,24,3,22,22,3,29,1,0,1,0,20,9,1,4,12,106,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538020711259019,0.0,0.11596987787049162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324062012608944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908860935653014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185965431630925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210052408716686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976869421375935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761645537323769,0.12607126751922454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704714055404752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371019758455909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281687676533816,0.0,0.15841829040471198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324748419995818,0.0,0.12485123815188096,0.13760243026235186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372547765607866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303286213006527,0.0,0.1400193666037749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024555244699994,0.0,0.10749339905439564,0.0,0.0,0.13079254422381806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456155942576139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669624831862415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928620285299656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788295301802874,0.0,0.0,0.11083536386635004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420736836206427,0.11809067444290705,0.21459298658040304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958298283144625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930488102899044,0.13693370993477813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462542587323423,0.0,0.27229522365231673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220607362102172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tenstabs,2018/11/26,"Let's be awkward together I'm 27 yo gay male ( if that matters). Lately I'm very anxious at nights so I'm looking someone to talk about anything. Just want to make some new cyber friends. I have social anxiety too so let's be awkward together :) 
P. S: If you don't text me I'll kill a Muppet :( ",-0.7408781362007133,1.432109822580646,2.132150537634409,92.04600358422941,95.93548387096772,4.691039426523298,24.630824372759857,6.42735559955562,0.982628673835126,227,11,48,3,9,79,48,62,0.252,0.643,0.106,-0.8491,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,2,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,12,4,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,8,1,4,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,3,3,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000300087898775,0.2805883356775044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438802595184385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189068285513675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747855180484059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801731082447168,0.0,0.0,0.5079519912648247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856893874257013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578945394757708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398780899447977,0.0,0.2330791936398303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531827774454245,0.21044379355779924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963106056864824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493194166346632,0.14649554732336975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CapnCooke,2018/11/26,"But seriously, I’m sick of being an antisocial loner and lonely at the same time. I like to be alone but I’m also lonely. Don’t get even make sense? I want friends and I want to hang out but I want people to leave me alone. I don’t know how to make friends. I don’t even know how to try! I want people to want to hang out with me. I want to be invited to places but I don’t want to go! So many people walk around campus in groups laughing and talking to one another and here I am walking alone. The only people I talk to everyday are my parents and sister. I work with nice people but I don’t know how to connect with them. I have no hobbies or interests. I just exist to be alone.",-0.5474699699699705,1.5377800337837826,2.127477477477477,94.45430930930931,89.87837837837839,4.910510510510512,17.68168168168168,6.42735559955562,-0.18443363363363385,527,14,122,6,18,182,73,148,0.149,0.652,0.2,0.8416,1,8,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,10,9,0,0,3,0,12,1,0,5,0,34,28,16,0,7,7,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,3,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,0,0,19,6,23,24,1,13,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,1,3,80,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036820130290429,0.0,0.09722770589083016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748752422952944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823222560554516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060525641390655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878652452780411,0.0,0.06352067819404171,0.0,0.06909687487199401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045202666198866,0.0,0.0,0.12873596158176595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939798349010486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231156180671394,0.12326332101443532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823859441661303,0.0924672814626851,0.0,0.0,0.13500051274586336,0.0,0.0,0.421442288404542,0.0,0.12702551542659654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954432471698333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089443891821598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254502929640928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019783937497284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851189176363437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SweetLadyBird01,2018/11/26,"Anyone needing a friend??  My job is to provide my clients with all of the resources I have to offer. I help with emotional issues, personal problems, developing social skills, practice flirting, or just be a plain friend/girlfriend.  I actually care about my clients, and build connected relationships with them. Don't be afraid to message me and ask for more details.",6.9247619047619065,9.383634809523807,6.368444444444448,71.84600000000003,65.98412698412699,8.84952380952381,39.584126984126975,9.3871,4.290608888888889,295,17,44,6,5,91,50,63,0.040999999999999995,0.763,0.196,0.8466,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,9,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.26126917950280343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872054199035247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502945896690838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729720470003165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011640415018049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137003247382984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945605589146407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27944411253576285,0.2656840897043822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852092526570145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337744798093597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25618470768352863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874454774935908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27292048704206434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aigodeep,2018/11/26,"Come Out and Play by Billie Eilish speaks so much to me Mind blowing lyrics from Billie Eilish who has social anxiety and constantly fears of being judged by others. Just an excerpt of the lyrics:

“I know it makes you nervous. But I promise you it’s worth it, to show ‘em everything you kept inside. Don’t hide. Too shy to say but I hope you stay”

Listen to this song if you haven’t already and hopefully this magical piece will make you feel better :)",3.9098051948051946,5.63233231818182,4.465129870129871,85.44090909090913,72.4090909090909,7.301298701298702,23.935064935064936,7.957251820313856,1.2734201298701295,356,10,68,5,7,113,66,88,0.078,0.7190000000000001,0.203,0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,1,3,7,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,17,14,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,3,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,5,10,5,10,11,2,4,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,3,1,45,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26590997125717264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843369427781417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131132408118901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075693098524997,0.0,0.2603966810216504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656307295883007,0.0,0.0,0.2711517013345484,0.12183873262916327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786636140683793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242761489367255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32169093060817644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433051367397705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713640243930315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916243923389922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24563264233964785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25683576102119776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,h1h0w4r3y4,2018/11/26,"Bad phone anxiety. Looking for someone to chat with to overcome it. What the title said. Preferably male and between the ages of 18-21. 

Looking to talk at least once a day, about whatever. I just want to normalize it for myself so that I'm no longer anxious. We can overcome it together, or if you're more confident than me, that's alright too :) 

Thanks! ",1.5341013071895446,4.234978455882356,2.80078431372549,88.4396405228758,87.97058823529413,5.963398692810457,28.1437908496732,7.3871296695380915,1.9807888888888896,277,14,52,5,9,89,57,68,0.126,0.705,0.16899999999999998,0.5141,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,7,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,2,12,6,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,2,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270341419508924,0.33527434691699154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477969981134123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913970762996284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984370754774147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29077915176055913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31605858388922875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28230357122814115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25145879737823346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23853868798533234,0.0,0.2732330493871567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504718731979638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hengryhippo,2018/11/26,"You can't fail if you never tried This is my first post ever that has taken lots of thought for me to actually do (online anxiety? lol).

So basically as the title says, my entire mindset has been to never try anything because I'm so afraid of rejection and I feel like it has ruined my life. I have no friends to hang out with on the weekends because I can't deal with the embarrassment of them saying no and I can't try anything new or reach out to new people to talk to because I feel like everyone hates me. I have friends at school, but they all have their own little group that hangs out all the time and I don't want to intrude or force my way in. I don't participate in class because I don't know what people will think of me and I envy those who just blurt out random things in class without a second thought. But apparently people automatically think that I hate them because I've been told that naturally my face looks like I want to die all the time. I am known as unapproachable. I don't even know how to fix this, I can't just smile all the time.

How do I just not care what people think of me and how do I make myself a more approachable person? I know that smiling helps, but wouldn't it be creepy if I was just smiling all the time when no one was around me? How do I change this mindset?",4.940388888888889,4.83286395555556,5.719398148148147,84.1135416666667,68.7037037037037,8.527777777777779,27.98611111111111,8.07648339933343,1.5226111111111107,1028,30,225,12,16,337,133,270,0.14,0.769,0.091,-0.905,1,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,2,4,2,14,13,2,2,9,1,27,2,1,5,8,54,47,21,1,5,13,0,2,3,2,2,1,2,0,1,15,12,0,0,11,1,0,3,16,7,0,3,8,5,37,6,30,36,8,28,0,3,1,0,17,11,0,6,15,160,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.1092328501223812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563031114861483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842266719614012,0.09964628019130747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411740500083045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412564908853025,0.0,0.11841286160970432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540053156212035,0.0,0.0,0.1161713224373156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393230755109309,0.10125202091597794,0.0,0.10695911721417756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319585133344501,0.1599334124779497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521223467463208,0.0,0.0,0.17296209852886266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22102616117329796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502797112942908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845503841570509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790633170709011,0.1640580170796304,0.11218872514361154,0.0,0.0,0.0939975844478242,0.0,0.0,0.09516351482829022,0.0,0.0,0.0747177805666961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266303581385892,0.21621590590341072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585035630814037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104077819327277,0.0977377154245605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072032171296797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780311216227665,0.0,0.11328464907221712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996947286274035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436493768739966,0.21517114549040453,0.0,0.17772848440667674,0.2610818389782109,0.0,0.0,0.10695911721417756,0.0,0.2279904641612101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204485446181244,0.08884914825840687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790177720606167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,balletsuite,2019/02/07,"thanks people without social anxiety! i absolutely despise going to school and i have for the last 6-7 years or so. i hate to admit such a thing but i'm pretty sure i peaked in middle school because i've been on a downwards spiral ever since. i'm only just about functioning in social situations now. 

yesterday, i was feeling poorly (i always feel like shit) and i didn't want to go to school. in hindsight, i really fucking shouldn't have. however, i didn't have much of a choice because i can't call in sick myself until i'm 18 (thank god that's next month). my mum works away so she can't exactly validate if i'm actually ill or not thus usually not calling in for me if she's not home. 

so i went...and left on the verge of a breakdown. the worst thing you could ever do to someone with anxiety is make them the centre of attention but my tutor did: that! i take a media course and we're creating music videos for local artists right now so we were planning for the one next week yesterday. obviously there has to be a director and i had the misfortune of being born almost 18 years ago for the exact moment i'm about to recall. 

my tutor: ""do you want to be the director?"" \*in front of about 20 classmates\*

me: ""......not particularly."" (i was evidently very uncomfortable).

my tutor: ""well you're the director!""

​

i know it seems absolutely ridiculous that i'm so upset about this but i just don't want to do it at all. i've been doubting if this is the course i want to do for a while but because of bloody anxiety, i haven't been able to convey that. i've never felt so unsettled in my life and it doesn't help that i don't like anyone in my class except for two people who don't make me want to disappear. i expressed my frustrations about some of my lessons a while ago and i guess my tutor pushed me into the directorial role because of it. none of my tutors know that i have anxiety but i think it's pretty obvious by the way i behave? 

i've had a tension headache all day because of it and i can't stop thinking about the whole situation AND how i'm going to get out of it. i know i can't live my entire life like this but it's so difficult. ",2.1500959367945853,4.051602200902939,4.258369638826185,84.25798335214448,77.78103837471785,7.409683972911964,23.941817155756198,8.317959484511023,1.5182298419864564,1697,57,348,33,40,583,204,443,0.135,0.76,0.105,-0.9455,1,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,1,2,1,3,24,18,6,3,22,0,36,6,1,4,10,70,70,30,0,10,19,1,3,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,20,12,0,1,12,2,1,6,19,11,1,2,12,3,49,7,56,53,7,51,0,0,0,1,16,20,2,11,27,235,69,13,0.08948086922902981,0.0,0.08732042059696728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863878320965746,0.0,0.08960216504809296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445525136153291,0.09695248442494153,0.10872905028247548,0.0,0.0,0.2738104801611936,0.0,0.0,0.06256710429877642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840702221707672,0.0,0.0,0.2727335367530778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827399440875629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144319295478345,0.0,0.0,0.057707758085109286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188113818820102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904884321629813,0.06392515085634197,0.0859156669340105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272362172672079,0.046750060985487465,0.0,0.1525621202108947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985732656181742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834383308209116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599771404684469,0.0,0.08975660766084187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752903680413712,0.07293885127418356,0.0,0.0,0.09722122623483072,0.0,0.12640596840030466,0.13114749855604588,0.0,0.07901324689475342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945835008142848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142277612132293,0.0,0.06577873468410812,0.0,0.06901316267003724,0.0,0.1903278391268036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063455277268805,0.06805423321107189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406953606250283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206842591818706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732373611672316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641617340642838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716782504461725,0.0,0.08146002267969155,0.0,0.0,0.09185082638895636,0.07401949969604209,0.20116049222976634,0.0,0.18242895517484106,0.07581685012136094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481001336356367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433466028577125,0.0,0.06727847762865379,0.0,0.0,0.16476392450433028,0.0,0.0,0.11889422695197994,0.11467145584564176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740980715793574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855053569379264,0.07383108830867527,0.2638906752033085,0.07102574900237588,0.07177615589269994,0.0,0.08045404765728227,0.08294966224577796,0.0,0.09990219494814713,0.0,0.08625636480451992,0.0,0.0651431385107427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872905028247548,0.11524549207591585
socialanxiety,HighSteppinIntoTown,2019/02/07,"How do you handle your SA-related cyclical thinking? I’m talking about the cyclical thinking that you know deep down is a result of your SA and is not rational. 

Do you find it works better for you to talk it out with someone (friend, family, therapist, significant other)? Try to work through it in your own head? Or ignore it completely, since you know it’s irrational and shouldn’t be giving credence to your SA?

Been debating this for years. Wondering what works for everyone else.",4.560140449438201,7.041041460674162,5.056615168539327,78.62402387640451,72.59550561797751,8.944382022471911,30.22612359550562,9.516144504307137,3.2117292134831463,386,17,66,10,8,123,65,89,0.053,0.8590000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,9,0,4,2,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,2,0,16,14,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,9,2,13,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,2,1,46,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852477582749624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961175423981488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497450618202126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014520777591185,0.0,0.0,0.19745748568199165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914399685938281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182601375672326,0.0,0.0,0.2009303087895142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496338358817724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23022425729433302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326505390369545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747229685461416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33670731974245544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24319580375841465,0.0,0.2684232676510884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422076023343229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714725905607686,0.4574617277286164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348834866399346
socialanxiety,limenitisarthemis,2019/02/07,"Can living with social anxiety improve? Do you sometimes think you are improving or getting better at living with social anxiety, only to be crushed when somethings happens and triggers it? I was just now asked to read a three pages story in College (it has never happened in this class, i was not expecting it at all) and I almost died. Also, do you think about it for long when something happens?",6.323013698630137,7.705721575342466,6.430027397260279,74.96668493150689,66.12328767123286,8.031780821917808,35.14794520547945,8.238735603445708,3.096530958904109,317,15,49,4,5,101,53,73,0.125,0.769,0.107,0.1613,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,2,14,15,6,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,6,1,10,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,5,42,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514853718031335,0.0,0.0,0.14786278285122634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828927729551731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285457597606235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352716590102848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918948273183598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660152073231258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905138037648574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32653646421553506,0.16362882202122855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426046581317106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406231838393065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849479347756036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769602461260356,0.0,0.2846868715471116,0.18286874971875705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369502153743923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Owl-Hoot,2019/02/07,"I can’t even get a haircut because of my anxiety. I haven’t had even a trim in years.  I’m a girl with waist length hair and I ALWAYS wear it in a braid. I haven’t worn anything else since the fifth grade. The problem isn’t only going in for a haircut, it’s the aftermath also. I’m afraid of the attention it will bring to me but I also want a change. I’m afraid people will talk to me more or ask me questions. It’s a lot and friends and family beg me to take it out of the braid but I just can’t do it. I hope one day I can brave it all but it most probably won’t be soon.",-0.9086688311688284,0.7942874621212148,1.853809523809524,98.565,87.25757575757574,5.286580086580087,17.761904761904766,6.5431188927421005,-0.33361861471861465,443,11,115,5,14,154,76,132,0.040999999999999995,0.84,0.11900000000000001,0.9052,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,12,0,12,3,3,0,1,18,23,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,2,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,2,1,13,3,12,17,4,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,5,4,75,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487146107646811,0.18141717030741855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667911987502308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794188707599055,0.0,0.20382720728661927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290814437097093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306452338010365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061033956826388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821348273223507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880115238963961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553785715950432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168448271208058,0.0,0.11391088768881932,0.0,0.12391061583360745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165514866020924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536002617050687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774174803954934,0.16582049205158472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115350322651894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23507158927759936,0.20862382037785773,0.0,0.0,0.24424180794579595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803554206972234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639302911585798,0.17524304219400896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859885284231926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404031997795423
socialanxiety,Coopernoah1234,2019/02/07,"How is it that one day I feel like my life has been ruined by social anxiety, but the next day i feel completely normal and want to talk to everyone. It’s so on and off for me. One day I’ll feel like I’m a complete alien to the human race and I don’t know who I am and I don’t know how to talk to anyone. Then the next day I’ll wake up and feel happy and social and I’ll have no fear even when talking to a cute girl. Anyone else feel this way? ",0.6922572815533989,1.4816295242718454,3.0642597087378647,96.02512742718449,79.0,6.315048543689321,17.729368932038838,6.6274283507984215,-0.3863776699029131,343,5,90,3,8,119,61,103,0.099,0.752,0.149,0.7503,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,0,7,2,1,2,0,19,16,13,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,5,7,4,11,15,0,12,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,10,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989969818688702,0.0,0.0,0.20090117441275485,0.14719690331186985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012500781661577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37059590664969705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000970496064275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488624036439314,0.0,0.0,0.1372735254899764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616577214009289,0.3631946950409561,0.2052618228937722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292900768840068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790383293857768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147148325393816,0.14037028337546564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055686117534169,0.0,0.1407565432358481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946958069827664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29288706703207695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346406002069342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473453767614479,0.11403081977378575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,husksa,2019/02/07,"I just wanna see if anyone can releate to this spesific thing.. So, (this is regarding school)

It’s the start of the day and the teacher starts talking.
While he’s talking you just know he/her is gonna ask a question very soon and it’s probably gonna be a easy question, but since you’re nervous you just for some reason CAN’T answer the simplest of questions. So anyways, you start sweating and you start freaking out, you can’t find the right position to sit in because you think that this position will cause him/her to ask you spesifically, a question.
he/her raises her voice a little bit so you think the teacher is about to ask a question so you start REALLY freaking out, but turns out not.
BUT NOW, the teacher actually asks a question, he/she waits a bit and then she chooses you to volunteer, and for some reason you just don’t know, 13 seconds later you remember the answer and BAM, you look like a fool :/


AND NOW OVER TO READING!

The teacher starts talking, and then he says «alright go fetch your books»
This can only mean one thing...
«Turn to page 119!»
You turn the pages one by one until you get to page 119...
To your horror you see a bunch of text, snd then you hear it..

«Ummmm EMILY you can start reading from the top!»
You sit and listen she reads, waiting for your execution..
And then, you get called upon to read.
you think, oh god..
«uUuUhh umm ok, *clears throat* Napoleon got *swallows* defeated so they sent *swallows* him to a island *swallows* all by himself it is *swallows* believed that he commited sui*swallows*cide but they couldn’t find *swallows* his body so noone knows fo *about to swallow*r s..s..sure!»

And then after school you get home and think about how everyone thinks you’re retarded and dumb and all that.


Umm yeeaaa, please don’t tell me i’m the only one..",0.8140961639516533,3.3383016445086766,1.835130846032584,93.11042091434578,96.1387283236994,4.5972884918549655,21.03079348397268,6.397233912912272,0.4962619653179194,1403,51,275,18,55,439,169,346,0.10400000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.031,-0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,25,2,1,18,8,1,1,22,1,14,8,3,4,4,62,52,33,0,3,10,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,13,17,5,2,23,4,0,2,6,6,2,5,2,7,35,2,33,45,10,33,0,1,3,0,55,8,1,9,22,168,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0718285446470206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146681628232495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752455707660012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044869351034913976,0.0,0.0,0.08292841736142836,0.0,0.0,0.16071671958472278,0.08175933856858568,0.0,0.0,0.07515964847026535,0.0,0.0,0.07561332867778901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047469586721616164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033339986658753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454855113625344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153678195703852,0.0,0.04183181508630589,0.0,0.05886920164045095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295897247177791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383251771643212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135530193708145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03596002665041821,0.07377224748637326,0.0,0.0,0.061810249239658374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801781846538999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995085067712747,0.11196090204792264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079695431974912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935939296685761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947313712032636,0.0,0.294502471698255,0.0,0.04715369567444664,0.15135783553173465,0.0,0.0,0.0833809085940452,0.06285886492247088,0.0,0.05853420630201017,0.0,0.14898579437576293,0.11730842496418033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088739497954206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646894490676648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937250038667614,0.0,0.0,0.1774844185924839,0.06433462538323605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978007117981048,0.2358177998238364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24018559288802285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060732410433464966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RedditAS1075,2019/02/07,"My story + has anyone else experienced people arbitrarily laughing, etcetera at one? I am sharing this for several reasons: I wish to help others who experience(d) these things to let them know that they are not alone in this. You're not 'crazy' or 'mad' or 'insane' or 'deluded'. These things sometimes happen. The other reason for my sharing these things is because I want advice myself --- which I earnestly hope others can benefit from too.

I'm a young male who suffers from great amount of anxiety. I consider myself to be moderately attractive --- I could certainly be more attractive if I inserted more effort into this domain of my life (some say I'm very, very attractive, though I detect bias on their part) --- I am far from a conventional dresser, my hair is the negation of 'normal' for a man in the society wherein I live, and one recurring thing which I have noticed throughout the course of, essepecially, my adolescence and the commencement of my adulthood is that many a person, some who I have never had any contact with whatsoever (as far as I can recollect), will arbitrarily commence laughing at me, pointing at me, they will ridicule and mock me, and --- honestly --- sometimes stare at me for uncomfortably long periods of time as if they were staring at or admiring a great masterwork of art by which they are taken very aback because of it's brillannce.

I have, sadly, been threatened with physical violence on many an occasion; on many of these occasions they were not just empty words --- I did NOTHING to provoke these things: I'll be walking down the street and all of a sudden I'll be called a number of pretty names with which all people are familiar, and then I'll be halted and interrogated: 'why are you dressed like that' 'what are you, a freak; 'what a weirdo'; etcetera.

Even some people who are 'nice' to me think I'm some kind of weirdo. These types of people sometimes conceal their suprise behind a self-drawn on smile which I potently sense and know is false.

I wish to say, since I know that some people may believe me just to be supremely paranoid, that I am NOT paranoid. It is not only I who notice these things. Others who accompany me see the EXACT same things as well. We've talked about it. This is not a phenomenon, however, which has recently arose. It's been like this for years! When I was a school student --- especially a high school student --- this happened. People whom I didn't even know would unobjectively decide that they wanted nothing to do with me despite their meeting me for the very first time.

Some people don't even wish to speak to me. A great example thus: once when I was shopping, I had to communicate with a store clerk in order to complete a transaction --- with which I had no quarrel as I love talking with people as I am a people-person --- yet they decided not to speak to me. They neither greeted me nor bade me farewell. Not one single utterance was made on the clerk's part. It was not as if this transaction was a short one wherein there was little time for the clerk to communicate with me; it was a transaction of a five-minute duration or a little longer. One could say that that was just the clerk's 'way'; their disposition; therefore I should not take it personally. The thing which annoys me, though, is the fact that there were several other persons ahead of me and all of those people were greeted, bade farewell and, to be very candid, treated in the most proper fashion with regard to the customer-worker relationship. Their transactions were long too.

I am very aware of my behaviour  and I don't feel that I send any 'vibes' to others that say, 'don't speak to me; don't talk with me; leave me alone'. I am very nice to others. I am not nasty in ANY way.

I am going to be starting work soon and I wanted to get some advice from folks like yourselves who have experienced, quite frankly, this type of treatment which one would only expect if one were some kind of entity whereon one wipes one's feet.

I am not changing for anyone. This is who I am. If you're a sufferer in this way or in a way akin to what I've described, don't you ever change either.

What are you experiences? Anything similar to mine? How do you cope? What advice would you give to me?",7.1047274501603255,7.095653001254711,7.114823923044753,75.59824731632511,64.1568381430364,10.196113202286352,33.520395929178875,9.834651829143768,3.1228598856824203,3330,126,614,62,45,1067,323,797,0.061,0.82,0.11800000000000001,0.9929,1,2,0,0,0,0,120.0,0,6,14,5,20,34,4,0,39,0,79,4,2,7,8,103,106,37,0,20,27,0,2,3,0,7,1,7,1,5,74,23,0,1,11,2,2,7,23,8,1,10,23,14,87,26,96,65,21,60,1,3,3,1,59,27,0,22,24,464,161,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712784415808098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102400510621632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934669228604027,0.0,0.041002795179650775,0.0,0.0,0.07495479825421726,0.05491811694798263,0.044107094764330064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534643868722521,0.0,0.0,0.06038728681768187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473018048215027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340045939556485,0.0,0.056197130004377815,0.0,0.0,0.08558826838127513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477476674871055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620414277423032,0.048483017513953265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242973204146521,0.0,0.0,0.027101071134473645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559095610648069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028003065099562983,0.051416677235470866,0.030461329132948443,0.0,0.0,0.1772779928701285,0.0,0.0,0.09479415972566567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03592602306005396,0.056629881463754125,0.0,0.0532355203243732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162942293090328,0.11782559236973075,0.0,0.0,0.0567531962082732,0.0,0.05480821714019216,0.03785828817620015,0.07855673045752501,0.10743978987875144,0.04732856064526803,0.09486617851332817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837484433125711,0.05071630721795368,0.0,0.16302175453218032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041338557559865215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052515264443044385,0.10285863684865623,0.12204476105184175,0.0,0.057080777669041585,0.3268782892482657,0.08152832671179096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608415778953385,0.0,0.33442679001835257,0.1872009793319582,0.0,0.0,0.05066801752140058,0.0,0.0,0.05452906238073851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057008726597550324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021660990493733,0.052922167947948816,0.05754485576785801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049508562062193,0.0,0.1084893234790464,0.04271115818820236,0.0,0.055915046792079065,0.12110236158755455,0.0,0.04433732972602529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903120771484314,0.0,0.037937376872617314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04029948943637809,0.12924161381860513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848683152162775,0.03434382945622253,0.1053207378280078,0.0,0.09376135353085756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095713053817959,0.09484155872027457,0.17017634896144196,0.0,0.0,0.048191593477698365,0.0,0.0483644149699922,0.0,0.184907292593951,0.0,0.0,0.07804086283748214,0.0,0.0,0.11422475875920075,0.0,0.0,0.034515751947733965
socialanxiety,anna_r04,2019/02/07,"I used to be popular As a younger teenager I was super popular and I was really happy. Unfortunately I had to change schools and leave all my friends and as I'm a shy person when I first meet people it was very hard. I ended up making friends with a small group of people but it was such a huge change. I don't understand how I could go from having 40+ friends to having 3. You would think that it would be easy if I was used to talking to lots of people. But it wasn't for some reason. Idk just felt like sharing from a different perspective than most here. 
Honestly my biggest problem is not letting lose. I consider myself quite crazy and funny, but that side is often hidden until I know someone well. Which is a shame because I think people would like me if I was just myself. Any tips on how to overcome being scared of what others think and how to let lose?",3.656312087912085,4.915903097142858,4.7639999999999985,84.88353846153849,72.31428571428572,7.441758241758242,26.032967032967033,7.882392219407189,1.4414835164835154,682,22,137,9,13,224,106,175,0.113,0.631,0.256,0.9828,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,5,10,17,0,2,6,0,23,0,0,7,1,37,34,17,0,7,8,0,2,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,9,2,19,12,20,16,4,11,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,6,6,103,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854318831135036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937115296121891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754771457902709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395730322644307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360354727547819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153221018673974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501626355101209,0.0,0.0,0.11075146017048697,0.0,0.0,0.3017858739218357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399793661550949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860458449647528,0.11663721384100947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155671603992378,0.0,0.0,0.13786724136094453,0.0,0.26628483348496995,0.0,0.12722220000636675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29132995348552804,0.0,0.11069478894393628,0.0,0.0,0.08691218441346392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361068251520529,0.11368911499649592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458764838629005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848798648557575,0.0,0.0,0.08341201969137074,0.13387140262537295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303569233152624,0.13177340435842186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032143094064203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046530472094079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502884070629621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554696113531334,0.0,0.2249089107297151,0.0,0.10743194022278588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170690374014534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774795683305453,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nadeemo14,2019/02/07,"Depression is taking over my life. I'm increasingly feeling depressed, I'm falling behind in all aspects of my life, especially my work, my coworkers all have great social skills and know how to work their way to the top, it really kills me to stand there and watch them knowing that I'll never be able to do that because of SA, even though I'm better than them at practical skills.


I don't have many friends and I'm usually the disposable guy in the group, I also know that I'll never get in a successful relationship with a girl, I can't imagine it.


I'm losing interest in almost everything, I don't enjoy the things I used to enjoy before, I procrastinate my tasks most of the time and can't help but feel tired all day.

",7.66969458128079,6.168596462068965,8.276157635467985,72.62103448275863,63.68965517241379,11.871921182266009,34.50738916256158,10.914260884657429,3.5638768472906412,577,20,113,13,7,194,88,145,0.16,0.7759999999999999,0.065,-0.8886,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,8,5,11,1,0,7,0,9,3,0,2,5,21,22,8,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,0,3,15,7,17,21,5,16,0,3,1,0,10,7,0,2,5,70,21,4,0.1684877777974111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687161714550292,0.0,0.0,0.13473961503163218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270858549828787,0.0,0.14337068919438675,0.0,0.0,0.14901374744777893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866067803324657,0.0,0.29023655225870176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128458818911237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142595052968466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038496589130425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017323917427606,0.0,0.08802790982257018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575836983575356,0.0,0.16682938963012714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293380588767622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640676259173036,0.0,0.2777894290242027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380158004677445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849472585084315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082016148415471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598963223587786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793758483314413,0.0,0.0,0.18089281856381015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717520712982783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668184034098726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119357928944951,0.0,0.16553838622678332,0.0,0.0982465781764875,0.1936519150247412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551934314407994,0.1855654834698972,0.0,0.0,0.13373775555506806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453222178325277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jsjsjsjayyy,2019/02/07,"My Hands... My hands are so very cold and shaky. Especially when I get most anxious, like before a presentation. Anyone else? Out of all the effects of social anxiety this one annoys me the most. We use our hands everyday for various reasons, and whenver I do use them, I just get irritated knowing I can't control the tremors and freezing. Does anyone else experience these symptoms? I HATE IT!!! Even if my social anxiety goes away, will the hand symptoms go away?",2.7143422459893043,5.688200541176473,4.082459893048128,79.55652406417113,84.76470588235293,6.855614973262032,28.903743315508017,8.00094639256281,2.5995882352941178,366,18,62,8,11,120,62,85,0.22,0.7170000000000001,0.063,-0.9174,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,1,2,4,4,2,1,5,0,4,6,4,5,1,17,11,6,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,6,12,1,6,10,4,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,4,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25212885742256524,0.1861665767203468,0.0,0.2304509675422529,0.3376950770606369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30965256036508537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402247419103152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482677407683773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420944551247994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753229562095042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088426982188557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119691812067424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219267069349742,0.0,0.0936543481513009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269669212226384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056465494961093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050840845657728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166643805530102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943227774207753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33596671684697543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425612534754703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28465249696429745,0.0,0.13596957959076006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jegralbuttler,2019/02/07,"Getting bullied for telling about a 14 taking drugs in class. So this boy, took drugs in class as a bet so i recorded the thing and told the teacher. Now they're threatening me, already told my parents but i think it just made the situation worst. Im really scared.",1.92448717948718,4.530831192307693,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,83.23076923076924,5.7743589743589725,25.974358974358967,7.1686216300943375,1.2940666666666665,210,9,42,3,6,66,42,52,0.259,0.741,0.0,-0.9402,1,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,7,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,24,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473169236811177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5198054384285095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709104969677875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420830970505089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212063416193222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24885363627145976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435740679895987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243786188157318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519151065922235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850689392652946,0.0,0.19588674327097672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488923173920135,0.14360410288440192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283037496828641,0.2490004625199355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shrewdilus,2019/02/07,"I’m feeling really great right now! I just got over my anxiety and introduced my self to someone, AND asked the principal if I could talk to him later about clubs! It feels great!",3.5124761904761925,5.518538914285713,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,74.14285714285714,9.23809523809524,25.952380952380953,9.725611199111238,2.5239523809523816,142,5,28,4,3,46,29,35,0.042,0.685,0.273,0.8876,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890155247597945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675086721973841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284649709892227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289368884199507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288577711943668,0.6309558114931627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833129955038515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24436784133453476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985135646466283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424512923776207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299939941934679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ricosalsa,2019/02/07,"How to manage beating yourself up for making a mistake I work as a supervisor and at times I have to make calls that impact people I work with. 

Today I had to make a decision regarding scheduling for a last minute sick call and I made a mistake. There was a MUCH better solution that I could have gone with...I just didn't see this solution since I had a swell of anxiety to make a decision and I ""panicked"" to make the decision quickly to resolve the issue.  

Now I'm going to get called in to explain myself for making this decision. I work for a multi million dollar company...this decision isn't going to be a drop in the bucket in regards to cost to the company but my decision impacted the schedules of 4 people when it could have impacted just one and without cost to the company. There isn't going back the shuffling has been done and its set in stone.  I've beaten myself up countless times already. When I get called into the bosses office there are pretty good chances all that I'm going to get is a ""things happen..take a closer look next time"" conversation. 

How do I best come to terms with the fact that I'm human, I'm allowed to make mistakes and that I need to take a step back and not let myself become overcome with anxiety when I have to make a similar decision in the future? ",5.921686121919586,5.923079560311281,7.07021011673152,74.88902464332038,66.62645914396887,10.121815823605706,32.697535667963685,9.888512548439397,3.184712788586252,1025,40,189,21,15,348,126,257,0.077,0.83,0.09300000000000001,0.7684,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,8,14,8,1,0,24,0,20,1,0,13,2,47,47,14,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,12,0,0,9,0,3,7,5,4,0,2,8,2,17,4,37,35,4,36,0,0,2,0,7,10,0,0,17,136,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651809830820513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154783454648758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238007512070654,0.0,0.0,0.11661276434913664,0.0,0.0,0.11080724982532304,0.09338329595652647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43126533703330416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095402153147904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686055713884671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805236238944996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654948586191942,0.0,0.2400305509551151,0.08856153192133519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337041026251312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020560203493496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606765870112712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079700634500394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866665329402015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990915950189856,0.5638421951647733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761873936432077,0.07829156924048285,0.0,0.0,0.11229318266688124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715486178129916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640173650245358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742013939369773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413932618550983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873428210861063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079388432218481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014744246773785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470623235187347,0.0,0.10008431747923303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017822907422589,0.0,0.23060621249654897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sniperbullet1997,2019/02/07,"has anyone taken olanzapine/zyprexa or valproate/valproic acid for anxiety? how that work out for social situations does it make you calm/relaxed around people and confident?

",7.627738095238098,11.478358678571427,7.014285714285716,61.39738095238097,69.35714285714286,9.447619047619048,37.904761904761905,9.725611199111238,5.170176190476192,145,8,17,4,3,45,27,28,0.06,0.8140000000000001,0.126,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025995016792675,0.0,0.0,0.2765821756885081,0.0,0.0,0.35212898710306817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346154000740848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640369147651851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742289467078783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446218762002707,0.0,0.4032198540777409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879697115986141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wojaskutas,2019/02/07,"school snitch. So theres this snittching cunt at my high school, complete cunt. Wanna bully him until suicide, im popular at school from grade 9 to grade 12. So besically what happened he snitched on my buddy, he got in shit loads of trouble so as usual he got threats from the biggest guys in school and as again he told his parents about it and every one got in deep shit. Fag needs to die.. any cyberbullying/ normal bullying tips? spreading some emberresing shit about him isn't a problem the whole school has our back even all the street thugs like us, tbh i wouldn't even be hard to getting him killed but that would cause a lot of bad shit for us dude needs to do it to him self.",4.175367647058828,5.499830507352943,4.030176470588239,90.39129411764708,71.13235294117645,6.910588235294116,26.1,7.1686216300943375,0.9905376470588232,543,17,114,5,10,165,94,136,0.239,0.7190000000000001,0.042,-0.9821,1,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,3,0,0,0,10,13,8,0,5,0,6,4,4,1,1,14,14,9,3,7,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,1,4,1,11,2,22,7,4,14,0,0,0,0,16,10,6,2,5,65,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570792858686043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560557113476214,0.09295554480335973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436614056671494,0.0,0.0,0.11672694115049438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554252207473742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706426849651758,0.0,0.09379996845976488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581651079273179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26712129359700204,0.0,0.0,0.1102337823633854,0.09844837541389002,0.0,0.09972943175475817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762580830131635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120255045144664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316967977978685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054390006822865884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464842339804046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509893827518374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907934589663856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543980118534767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236183179612675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652736779329418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5633573670136308,0.0,0.0,0.11614102670043305,0.0,0.4571128351499223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177648542112708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063801797425687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678315419151531,0.0,0.12261379823020725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429549456927498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908533580852485,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SilverDecision,2019/02/07,"I have a job interview tomorrow and... I literally can't force myself to ""study"" for it, the same way I procrastinate on schoolwork.

It's my first interview ever (I'm 22 and never had a job lol) and I'm supposed to be practicing basic interview questions, but I can't even make myself do that. I'm probably gonna scramble to do it last minute, like I do with everything else... why am I like this.",1.2068194444444489,3.5815514875000005,3.954166666666669,82.5452777777778,84.125,8.055555555555555,25.13888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.361472222222222,309,13,62,9,9,109,54,80,0.0,0.9059999999999999,0.094,0.7579,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,1,2,10,14,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,9,2,6,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,41,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371218744897756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687909821700942,0.2422400537125283,0.0,0.0,0.2406809964631252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22779018762314016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5314995259152095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829240204435574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616666973479915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875830046668412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654354694029176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28873324348520124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999968206264192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125668431278935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24164746917277066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,I_LOVE_2_SMELL_FARTS,2019/02/07,"Women think I'm a pervert. I don't know but I have the feeling that every girl I approach feels as if I'm trying to hit on them. I mind my own business and don't even socialize anyway. If anything I really wanna be a woman. But it's fucking weird. Since I was a child, female family members have been calling me a pervert, incest, and rapist for no reason at all. And people in school are concerned of that too. I don't understand. I don't do anything sexual to anyone. I've watched porn before but I was only curious and got caught in the act. It makes me hide from people because I don't fucking know what they're thinking.",1.531771019677997,3.688590596899228,3.738914728682172,85.93051878354206,81.01550387596897,5.829695885509841,23.87656529516995,7.010146845296331,1.0857663685152064,493,18,95,6,13,169,85,129,0.17,0.792,0.038,-0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,6,0,13,5,0,2,1,21,28,10,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,8,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,5,3,14,0,11,21,2,7,0,0,1,5,7,4,2,2,0,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397659034804716,0.0,0.3289805639247929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218494913611138,0.0,0.17008943770060558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410736339502103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320237290912783,0.0,0.16841373844654445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843603203453488,0.0,0.20213813021290444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695853231308327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986819758418525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970575272345053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342637808270624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201829271983088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202335951165616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771534817940707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280529738274404,0.20551751749997588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229669970702535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653489060447397,0.0,0.0,0.20376001116539397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615952359170563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571040984580302,0.0,0.0,0.2080898116467143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tr3vlr327,2019/02/07,"Social anxiety and gym Okay so I’ve been really messed up after a recent breakup and I confess I let myself go a little, since I’ve been doing basically nothing for a whole month, isolating myself from the world and people. Every time I get depressed, I tend to isolate myself like that. But it still catches up with me and I feel like crap bc I’ve gained weight and my body feels achy so I need to go back to the gym but I’m getting extremely anxious and stressed at the mere thought of other people seeing me out of shape and judging me in their heads for that. What to do? Enlisting a gym buddy isn’t an option rn, sadly. ",1.4265016872890859,3.808837527559057,3.1856524184476966,88.38025590551182,83.1732283464567,5.518335208098988,21.66985376827897,6.868970318607317,0.6923727784026998,494,16,97,6,14,164,86,127,0.149,0.797,0.054000000000000006,-0.8986,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,1,1,8,1,6,4,3,0,0,17,17,11,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,4,3,0,3,1,5,0,0,3,4,14,3,16,13,1,17,1,2,1,0,3,8,1,1,8,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850347298061875,0.2193036011704861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492685133537928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562675943308746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671977533520418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635569000828285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963087232141432,0.1386814253039273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028423868747027,0.0,0.22064901419664976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992260808325098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850379852234587,0.0,0.18967726871353224,0.19456212513556756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494703194252527,0.0,0.0,0.14393965688185792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626614028570476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691607273107888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436008866492483,0.0,0.1916729262846544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469080335090132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058045355574366,0.0,0.0,0.19788383117944006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502678389417734,0.0,0.2223671048417892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541118841444277,0.11319461327526124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363893726117757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167312646243892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,carpleror,2019/02/07,"Today I bombed an interview because of my social anxiety. I’ve dealt with social anxiety my entire life. I’m extremely shy and awkward when I’m uncomfortable and nervous. However, when I’m not, I can be very bubbly and outgoing. So, over the years, I’ve learned that to compensate for the nervousness I get in interviews, I need to be high energy and bubbly so my “true” personality cuts through the anxiety. 

Well, today I had an interview. Not just any interview, but a *final round* interview for my dream job. This role was with an incredible global company for a role that would propel my career. I could go anywhere I wanted after landing this job. Well, I fucked it up. Anxiety kicked in, I couldn’t remember anything about my prior experience, fumbled over my answers and couldn’t give any specifics. I started getting nervous, sweating, shaking, my mouth got super dry and I could think straight to formulate coherent answers. So what was supposed to be a 45 minute interview was barely a half hour. 

You may be asking yourself “Hey! You made it though the first round, what happened this time?” Well I have more than just social anxiety, I’m also a hypochondriac. Last week I thought I was dying, had anxiety all morning before meeting the doctor. When the doctor told me I wasn’t, all my anxiety slipped away, and the interview I had later that day didn’t seem so bad after that. I had essentially “used up” all my anxiety in the morning. Fast forward to today, I had no such doctors appointment, and proceeded to suicide bomb my career. The worst part of this is, I’m not even phased. I’ve done this countless times over the last 18 months, I’ve come to accept that’s just how I am. 

Well, time to go back to my dead-end job...",3.7242201834862403,6.083042385321107,4.935617737003059,79.09076605504588,74.6880733944954,8.396697247706422,29.86024464831805,9.120678840339163,2.939376024464832,1368,62,242,33,30,451,170,327,0.175,0.742,0.083,-0.9832,5,0,0,0,0,1,51.0,0,2,0,2,21,16,2,5,18,0,26,7,2,3,4,41,50,19,2,7,7,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,14,11,0,0,8,1,0,5,8,9,4,2,16,2,34,7,30,24,6,44,0,0,2,1,20,14,1,2,27,163,48,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978329222790372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186821386153992,0.0,0.5340407819635226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180909031590879,0.0,0.08157807634666674,0.0,0.08198540677020938,0.06709899774902547,0.07286002311346416,0.05319403083094024,0.0,0.07425343094990329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751683811141098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934301787529166,0.0,0.0,0.05627669224894289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056405238398477,0.0,0.0,0.2679486888918399,0.0,0.08929919776619251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728812311974963,0.0,0.0,0.05763564736502784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535886082547467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955911219099827,0.0,0.07422490876199135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067219999721145,0.09118145920066402,0.08370954466789711,0.09918587232000124,0.0,0.06979129527900445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716539043811585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921969650084183,0.0,0.0,0.08593537216245299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597818472543184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422601543485649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163564499942984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256929877069695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965159841102889,0.0,0.0,0.06470357676986856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449611015523272,0.0,0.0,0.07619370593269306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885069697157377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943993631109067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26685748610774385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176440631037839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545033124413536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591388787661656,0.08573435198168892,0.06927618380438755,0.15264930823066125,0.0,0.2481421709502133,0.0833824638568294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536624507240823,0.0,0.07200018806871618,0.0514693164613318,0.0,0.06999621489416201,0.0,0.3138356318409098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198833439290361,0.0,0.0,0.05619378837303885
socialanxiety,BeautifulBurnout,2019/02/07,"Does anyone else get extreme anxiety / embarrassment over your music tastes? For some reason I am so self conscious over what music I listen to. If it’s bands I know that my family and friends like too it’s completely fine, but other music just gives me such great anxiety.

I’m obsessed with a particular band and I love them to bits but I know they aren’t really a style they my family would like. They would find the music weird or boring. But my sister knows I like them and she made a little playlist with all different bands for us to listen to while we cleaned recently. Unbeknownst to me she had added some random songs from the band I love (she doesn’t know them at all) and when a song came on I was MORTIFIED yet happy to be hearing the song...? I had to grab her phone and shuffle the playlist so no other ‘embarrassing’ songs came on. And I’m usually really open with my sister.

It’s so frustrating because I want to be able to talk about something I love but the cringe is so overwhelming! I’ll tell myself things like ‘I can’t believe you listen to this shit’ even though I know millions of other people like these songs and the music isn’t shit at all! My social anxiety has gotten better in the last couple of years but this hasn’t really changed at all and I think it’s related :/",2.7458398184176405,4.93270672762646,3.9216585603112857,86.01895995460444,77.0544747081712,7.396173800259402,21.992380025940342,8.344100000000001,1.3018924773022054,1027,29,203,20,24,334,137,257,0.109,0.7070000000000001,0.184,0.9793,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,2,6,1,12,22,3,4,11,0,15,6,2,2,4,43,37,22,0,4,8,2,1,5,1,2,0,9,1,1,13,15,1,0,9,9,0,2,6,9,0,1,7,11,35,13,27,26,7,19,0,1,0,3,34,10,2,5,12,136,48,0,0.11314839779053913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25967464382693584,0.0,0.0,0.07911599056643255,0.11593390479543772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897421308765367,0.0,0.0,0.12747949765661248,0.0,0.10007056293871602,0.12352874520916955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25882324799053746,0.0,0.0,0.11969600192024844,0.0,0.11863394234502615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251965500383103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821599328225176,0.0,0.0,0.09901692540009804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945209674687075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473344961269646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133324789747918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034155857244928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741817145623422,0.0,0.059115367817658526,0.10854225335440598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474650801300367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044857343393656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752646768500728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109170016972015,0.0922310459147713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27639295907061984,0.11340441973677833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063625398430616,0.10706374980321316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844285231604202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174572828647927,0.116335397767715,0.11172039249373872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803845564416182,0.0,0.23229040869164266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534054243372682,0.0,0.08710716454972273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090944396158903,0.09889668688644103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517076779690512,0.07250092457211818,0.11116772634341067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361035909472522,0.0,0.12461697468104575,0.0,0.06673785659076048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075475080854254,0.0,0.0,0.07286385846116537
socialanxiety,SpiritualPirate5,2019/02/07,When getting to class late turns into not going at all Currently back at home! I’m missing a quiz but some days just be like that. RIP my morning lol ,0.37338709677419146,2.7628507741935517,1.8970161290322598,95.26552419354843,89.64516129032259,4.390322580645162,20.65322580645161,5.985473137389443,0.08144516129032286,118,4,25,1,4,38,30,31,0.046,0.746,0.20800000000000002,0.7678,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,5,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,15,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338922777321707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28003924929720503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268646784660422,0.0,0.24678011549180304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43556315238820137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898247954304831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21214043692748094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472312188144227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,memednak,2019/02/07,"Are there any active subs or forums for social anxiety help instead of memes? While the memes are fun and all, I came here originally to seek advice. I don't really want to go to a therapist ",3.6193859649122793,5.228029184210532,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,72.94736842105263,9.27719298245614,23.19298245614036,9.725611199111238,2.149445614035088,151,4,29,4,3,52,33,38,0.077,0.71,0.213,0.7623,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36345861069419816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25293414464661096,0.0,0.2845355458879984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42540395783448426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138390383734065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493057007013622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23827635141955475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791492737304458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318547469146038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193817483670376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rhivamped,2019/02/07,"The joys of making friends in your late 20s Just got bumble bff. Everyone I match with unmatches me instantly. They don't even have to talk to me to know I'm awkward. Love discovering a new thing to be anxious about 🙃

Anyone have success with anything like bumble bff??",3.2440384615384623,5.665187634615389,4.123692307692308,84.0213076923077,76.5,7.236923076923077,27.707692307692305,8.238735603445708,2.081764615384616,215,9,40,4,5,69,43,52,0.054000000000000006,0.5720000000000001,0.374,0.9728,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,3,6,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,5,9,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35509205330388305,0.0,0.2197798033676296,0.0,0.25865852060715666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760534935186487,0.0,0.0,0.30034616301230405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24284279822390925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513903617036242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172742013358944,0.0,0.35456657186738416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356084089152858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836860087063255,0.0,0.20981099401807574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035721470582171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25263845351728353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088201948444934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Melonbark,2019/02/07,"How bad is my social anxiety? I feel like it's pretty severe but I feel like I'm being overdramatic. I've been professionally diagnosed with SA. I can't present in front of my class at all. My autism doesn't help. I literally start crying, and hide behind something, not presenting. It's gotten worse to the point where my teachers specifically tell me I don't have to present because they know I'll freak out. Once I had to do a group work with others I didn't know, and I freaked out. I curled under a table crying, not moving or talking to anyone, unresponsive. I just laid there in a ball, crying silently. They had to call down the nurse and I had to be picked up and placed in a wheelchair, and then be rolled down to the nurses office. I don't know if this is bad social anxiety or what. I also sit on the ground in a corner during lunch because I'm too anxious to sit next to someone I don't know. I've had several small panic attacks this year alone from social anxiety and one larger one over minor social related things. (normally I have bad panic attacks but these were just small ones). I'm deathly afraid of being judged 24/7. I often don't even try to do things, because I'm afraid I'm going to mess up in front of others and be judged. So would you guys say my SA is really bad or am I just overdramatic?",3.5827611940298496,4.852401753731343,4.958388059701496,83.38026865671642,72.50746268656717,7.598805970149255,24.59402985074627,8.07648339933343,1.3380546268656708,1042,30,210,15,20,348,142,268,0.259,0.708,0.033,-0.9966,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,1,11,15,2,4,9,0,27,2,0,2,1,34,41,17,1,3,11,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,11,1,0,6,1,0,4,9,13,0,3,8,3,26,2,33,27,1,35,0,0,0,0,14,22,0,5,9,136,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035096274845426,0.0,0.07992347042463233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293657511712131,0.11290585602126052,0.0,0.0698816732295912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273965907537751,0.0,0.0,0.333789118657746,0.182770893181662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205181462242106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293443253996016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014388855246043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601065685664792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010672160449521,0.1427969714552563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056799262974147516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895815558722408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698892298813422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970173320028294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765309040788396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062223820911872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628930337610012,0.0,0.09792180447014724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643482060294863,0.2031695753274418,0.0,0.0,0.2345204812668829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441797358430488,0.0,0.09447736305320516,0.0,0.0,0.10167680275471527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402531554727077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947777952908516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258117120425211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40751256674006864,0.08468041480995067,0.07694012759542744,0.0,0.0,0.07073936387123635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032948243380025,0.08735359194781675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279386364226542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678539635099442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275886537467173,0.0,0.10184929500179987,0.07099583084075821,0.0,0.0,0.06435928199565158
socialanxiety,chumblechumble123,2019/02/07,"When your anxiety actually helps. I’ve been having problems with my car since I drove it off the lot. The dealer has tried to fix it for over a year now on 4 different occasions. 

I hate dealing with things and I let things go but when I bought this car brand new I promised myself I wouldn’t let it go this way. 

I was told in December the next time I bring my car in for the same repair that they would give me a loaner. This was from the GM himself. 

I booked for Tuesday after stressing all weekend I called on Monday to confirm. They said can we reschedule for Thursday so we can make sure we have a loaner for you. I confirm that I will have a car to drive off the lot, they say yes. 

Thursday’s the big day I get to the dealer and told we don’t do that here. I said check with the manager the service manager has no record of this and he says we will be happy to give you a ride anywhere you want to go with the shuttle. I said I talked to the GM well he isn’t here to confirm until 9. 

I said ok and sat with everyone else waiting for a shuttle. I hate taking shuttle. I hate having to tell them where I need to go. I hate being in a minivan with 6 other people all trying to get somewhere. I hate putting people out even if it’s a service we all signed up for. 

I watch the shuttle people organize and leave. I didn’t say anything and I didn’t want to take the shuttle. I say to myself well I guess I’m waiting for the GM to get in at 9. The advisor comes over “why aren’t you on the shuttle?” I say I think I’m going to wait till 9 to talk to the gm. These nerves haven’t even set in yet, this just comes out. 

Two minutes later the service manager is over shaking my hand playing all buddy buddy. Here take my car please I say no I can’t drive manual. Oh let me see what can we do. Here, we are taking you to get a rental and you can keep it as long as you need it. ",0.8991871822317385,2.549233220297033,2.8050120417447166,94.39982204977257,80.65841584158416,5.555686379448756,21.562483275354566,6.382479282647008,0.1781679957184905,1447,43,337,12,37,484,177,404,0.099,0.809,0.091,-0.6486,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,8,8,4,0,15,15,5,2,28,2,33,1,1,1,5,51,79,16,0,8,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,19,25,0,4,1,3,2,19,10,8,2,1,14,13,60,7,56,56,7,59,0,0,2,0,43,19,0,4,19,230,79,7,0.0,0.0,0.07922707120928088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062108044891654175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681021158828196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290128737371302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987130110934445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235907738281896,0.08370051794325244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848234249152822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782155243461001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724686188183144,0.0,0.0,0.07757792263513573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966800596762488,0.15576446844312508,0.23070300316837186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943693904669171,0.0,0.0,0.08642536632444191,0.0,0.4007781402474572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544181205992464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216298236700197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859656041107564,0.0,0.2490584748425127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184818556869478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804503969967544,0.0,0.0,0.054193138006788544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039867474984195,0.0,0.07841117829662315,0.08634359042546537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885510688093985,0.0,0.0,0.0891192503598818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768525976541346,0.0,0.08161563773208133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089107695300585,0.3873802890194399,0.0,0.0,0.06469574863139875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715895472332785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929997518087908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651804801434234,0.0,0.2441709145007251,0.13051051629929594,0.0709612588074548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787443899948496,0.05202152907558316,0.0,0.0,0.04734095426650989,0.0,0.0,0.15515584527027146,0.0,0.11024166398600134,0.0,0.07930817291931141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577271924649372,0.06444268173966149,0.0,0.0,0.14599422493023953,0.0,0.07325888986235818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05767311239531964,0.0,0.0,0.05228194473197666
socialanxiety,apocalipto9,2019/02/07,"[serious] looking for a deck of cards I once read about, that helps get over anxiety or shyness. I read an article about it but I can't find it again..
It was invented by a man with social anxiety\ introversion\shyness himself.

the cards have sort of ""dares"", stuff that are supposed to make you leave your comfort zone and do something social, and so confront your fears and mind-walls.

I hope someone knows what I'm talking about..",5.371916666666667,7.116513025000002,5.0975,82.26416666666668,68.75,8.333333333333334,32.083333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.6623333333333337,342,15,63,6,6,105,63,80,0.135,0.758,0.107,-0.0919,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,0,5,5,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,2,10,10,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,3,1,41,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239608746039186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826624492846105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352642467459125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062535397278443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192478586620538,0.0,0.0,0.210305488305316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163667067927315,0.0,0.0,0.22420197208073087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778081806541784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413380216430645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379692997487573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225496073812937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423594382282698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316843083342041,0.17940652279321606,0.16300771301299727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423915172358321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701885040781985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Iron_on_reddit,2019/02/07,"I want to take a mini retirement, but I'm scared I will never find another job I'm 37, I work in IT, have very decent income, especially considering that I have SA, I would never have thought that I would earn this much in any job. But I'm tired as hell, maybe even burned out, so recently I've been thinking about taking a mini retirement, ie: quitting my job, and not working for some time, and use this free time to decompress, take care of my health better, etc. I'm thinking about a period of maybe 1 year. Then I would look for another job. I have enough money saved that I could live for 5-10 years without any income. But I'm so scared I will never find another job as ""good"" as my current one, especially pay-wise. I've been working at this place for 12 years now, it's basically my first workplace, never switched jobs, ever, as you can probably relate, job interviews scare the hell out of me. Part of the problem is that I'm specialized in a very niche area of IT, so finding a new job would basically mean starting over. I like to learn new things, but it's also very scary.

​

Has any of you done something like this? Do you regret it, or are you glad that you did it?",5.37420800956366,5.271999167364021,6.126434548714883,81.54515690376572,67.7866108786611,9.506395696353856,29.623729826658696,9.23628265651192,2.2484641960549903,927,30,194,16,14,305,128,239,0.156,0.7340000000000001,0.11,-0.945,12,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,5,0,7,9,16,2,3,7,0,20,2,0,1,5,35,38,16,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,16,4,0,0,8,0,2,0,6,7,0,2,5,1,21,10,27,26,5,28,2,1,1,0,6,9,2,2,21,118,37,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608563348588218,0.0,0.08245322393842014,0.0924686023749422,0.155249768363289,0.2393892788197357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730337259106008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758799210009389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060758851333376475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787568783850729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786305992764048,0.08487048977874932,0.050262665229322434,0.06883589326053584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086592948018313,0.06472976207160143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382822237192741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808896678867654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6041320429583866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435624527171956,0.0,0.06719680242292785,0.0,0.06390398563173345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290332783360866,0.08289410936097387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559415137576343,0.0,0.2347689299591512,0.14699375760951933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515666451233946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240779044476591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950724777045738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820475822421257,0.07281645609629557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094064314084119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513857203571803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285650938848248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858472041004779,0.0,0.0,0.05386325684527861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165090967151025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505567875748784,0.09752232017845026,0.0,0.060414097769599315,0.08874786615410908,0.08746459446266831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572509408411845,0.0,0.18836890959649533,0.0448851559954492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335671082103302,0.0,0.16620291329933176,0.0,0.0,0.2162341566135928,0.0,0.0924686023749422,0.1470157637897165
socialanxiety,cgstudent21,2019/02/07,"I bailed out of a job interview when I was in the room Today, I went to a job interview at a photographic printing store as I love retro film cameras and I'm a hobbyist photographer. I landed the interview by emailing the store hoping they had a vacancy. They asked when I could attend and away I went. When I turned up to the store however, I saw a sign in the window for the vacancy with the words ""industry experience is essential"". I panicked as I had zero experience and realised they'd assumed I had emailed because I had seen the sign in the window. I stepped in the store for about 10 seconds pretending to browse the shelves as I made up my mind as to whether I wanted to continue. I then got so anxious I left the store and walked away. I then thought it would be a bright idea to send them an apology email explaining I had recieved a job offer elsewhere so I wouldn't attend. However, I forgot that I had included an image of myself on my resume and they quickly responded by saying they'd seen me in the store. I now feel completely stupid and want to dig a hole and lie in it.",4.979659239842725,5.548781513761469,6.234233289646134,78.10064220183487,68.72477064220182,10.081782437745742,33.002621231979035,10.125756701596842,3.3033593709043254,862,38,170,21,14,291,114,218,0.048,0.88,0.07200000000000001,0.4126,5,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,6,0,8,4,1,0,24,0,14,1,0,1,0,27,32,19,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,3,9,0,1,5,2,6,7,1,1,0,2,16,6,34,3,32,10,0,32,0,0,4,1,20,16,0,2,9,124,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770367723059495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532903781374927,0.0,0.3122092336247103,0.0,0.0,0.1012842910305088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420647811234022,0.0,0.0,0.1326582941270684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250557089518933,0.0,0.0,0.08401109015782253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288637375311152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502573183834318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875645950111517,0.0,0.0,0.4946385865243612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805238748696058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995803628271615,0.1572163785341868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677654497664531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213018351255965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190557384580487,0.0,0.0,0.15749200594417792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072490412201667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960006845196147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30804784156009996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802911723500185,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vongikking,2019/02/07,"Do you find hard to end conversations because you need to do something else? Yesterday I was talking to a friend and I told him that in half an hour I would have to go to sleep. He kept talking to me and I was afraid to tell him that I was going to sleep because that might upset him.

​

Fortunatly I gathered some strenght and told him I had to go and did, but afterwards (and proud of myself) I started to wonder how many other situations I felt bad withouth knowing how to explain and stuck on waiting someone just stops awnsering.

​

How do you people deal with it? any advices?",3.7743478260869563,5.912730130434787,4.183695652173913,85.55032608695655,73.78260869565217,6.339130434782609,30.630434782608692,7.1686216300943375,1.8680608695652168,475,22,88,5,10,149,73,115,0.109,0.838,0.053,-0.6641,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,1,4,5,0,2,2,0,11,2,2,3,0,24,25,10,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,10,2,18,2,15,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,18,2,0,3,6,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138704165121822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075883849909957,0.3449503452784941,0.09652548689657543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851571413139912,0.17305315815337796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633605954876547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857440048924928,0.0,0.12571855887484518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362866634847069,0.0,0.12973249647054189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966410469424197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24200687813627195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715223012610002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978436412407055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800765917967532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439069980259623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505781239076036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524825933413268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984047712918378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159548853482062,0.28408919274136424,0.0,0.12026707011303005,0.10927395361480208,0.0,0.0,0.10046734009920563,0.0,0.0,0.11866994088979603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22817534651174196,0.1240636408193241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712634947874877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393013904169536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083158643732748,0.0,0.3449503452784941,0.0
socialanxiety,PROPER_SOUND_FELLA,2019/02/07,"A friend I haven't seen in a while texted me 5 weeks ago asking how I am and to give him a call when I'm free. I replied back like two days later saying ""sorry I missed this, I'm good. You? I'll call later"".

Anyway that was 5 weeks ago and I still haven't replied to his call and now I just feel too awkward to call again like ""what's up this is about that text you sent ages ago.""

Now I'm worried he thinks I don't want to communicate with him which is actually the complete opposite because I DO want to maintain a healthy friendship bit I'm just so anxious to call idk why 😓

How do I fix this lmao",0.3460139860139861,2.132041666666666,2.047272727272727,98.46975524475526,83.0909090909091,4.9706293706293705,20.002331002331,5.8734145424116955,-0.3337920745920746,468,13,116,3,13,153,80,132,0.106,0.703,0.19,0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,14,7,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,12,22,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,3,3,15,6,10,19,1,19,0,1,1,0,16,2,0,0,18,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.13399201651733994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651436338968583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551180485665375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836369317254598,0.0,0.0,0.10558075827431776,0.0,0.08370119225632809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990389580517635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7010299950218319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396398265143245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855178229394803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942664392887435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060831990421744,0.0,0.0,0.1317175739925685,0.0,0.11516676152833495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416272064497922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919219338482948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537041644420828,0.0,0.0,0.1096537041109356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798090698998702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412917899859958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197468344233684,0.0,0.2202791008145886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389838764264707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394421226113012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,senshoku,2019/02/07,"Speech Class Urgent Help I hope this is the right place for asking help. 

A little context first: I grew up not speaking a lot and berated for opinions of mine from my parents. I subsequently got shamed for my acne (which is now a lot better but I still feel bad about it) which might or might not have caused me to be unable to step out of home for awhile. I can't really pick up calls or call the other party as well. 

I'm in college now and have a speech module. It's our 2nd time going up to speak with a topic thrown to you then give a speech immediately. I have 2 more tries to the actual test and the past 2 times were really horrible. (1 try per week)

The 1st time I was shaking uncontrollably and my head was pounding real hard. 

This 2nd time I couldn't register what the topic was until half an hour later, after my incoherent bull. My head started hurting again.

Most of the time when I have to do things like these, I don't actually realise what I'm doing. I don't feel like I'm there if you somehow know what I am saying.

I just want to be able to form a full coherent sentence then hopefully I'll be able to join sentences together. Does anyone have any tips? If you do, thank you so much.",2.3947175631386135,4.084244222672069,3.95017929438982,87.69099865047234,76.4089068825911,6.9719683824946985,21.478503952188163,7.793537801064563,0.7875823790244847,941,24,201,14,21,313,151,247,0.09,0.769,0.141,0.7789,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,4,0,2,11,12,0,3,15,0,24,2,2,2,0,31,39,15,0,6,8,1,3,2,0,2,0,6,1,0,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,5,1,2,5,9,25,7,27,28,7,33,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,13,22,135,37,3,0.24356508553873504,0.0,0.2376843887998209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281630518450518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515318548949946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138502380545039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168333635221208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077067625261404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24870718454415205,0.0,0.0,0.12510421796946242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657272385554699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315382556035954,0.08700147288773878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035881686669832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682491196991335,0.06921182553563099,0.0,0.09740062449966673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909323779217453,0.0,0.2499680462916213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325654270495946,0.0,0.122157819939277,0.2419150870868398,0.11993127340269065,0.0,0.13037073080106734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692850061740592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899359784654155,0.1220581012768374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707032575514914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583840654852944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952418141444926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522510175311184,0.0,0.11625521705530588,0.0,0.0,0.1272368371010452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386151952631913,0.15603403063657226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400162611653108,0.0,0.09684636600355373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619831058346601,0.0,0.0972556959685405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212100338140066,0.0,0.0,0.08090691006672163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550619001904227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536470504868608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183049900225615,0.0,0.09768660999984673,0.0,0.10949713144508694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,poomankek,2019/02/07,"Do I actually have social anxiety? So, I can heavily relate to most of the stuff posted here. I took a few online tests and according to the results, I have moderate diagnosable social anxiety. But I don't actually want to go talk to a professional because I'll have to talk to my parents about it first, and tbh, I'm scared or nervous of that. I don't want to claim I actually have social anxiety without knowing for certain because I feel that'd be disrespectful to the ones who actually have it. So, ask me some questions that you think a person with social anxiety would answer affirmatively to. Alternatively, you could link me to a trusted online test or something. Thanks.",6.682618110236219,7.521563748031497,8.347706692913388,63.4888041338583,65.06299212598425,11.389370078740154,37.13484251968504,11.20814326018867,4.657174015748033,544,27,90,16,8,191,75,127,0.133,0.818,0.05,-0.6197,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,0,2,7,0,13,1,0,1,1,21,23,7,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,1,1,13,3,16,18,3,4,0,0,0,0,13,0,0,5,1,68,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.4945687739839286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877045957620351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844861359366825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447187493386302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116067956265568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859915410009573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406398504585288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777206243027117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200726954174362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696317218435635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585608103132998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068680135785785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063068947518656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134482347470855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193445476643052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685010613967745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166240845106728,0.0,0.09754085205052336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504267733096174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036754137599346,0.0,0.11664953567246865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118507810202437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407698080422805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946342082280836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213553341256905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000496943098299,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,puttuputtu,2019/02/07,"Car alarm went off and wouldn't stop. People stared but i didnt have an anxious meltdown I don't drive so I don't know how to turn off the car alarm. I told my SO I'd lock the car and join him in the restaurant because I needed a few minutes. He gave me the fob and I clicked the lock button, sitting inside.

 When I opened the door to let myself out, the car alarm started screeching. In my panic, I clicked the red alarm button on the fob because in my panic stricken mind, alarm button equals alarm off. 

This went on for two whole minutes at least. Passers by were staring and I was at this point randomly jabbing buttons. But somewhere deep inside, past the panic I began to feel a calmness and acceptance. If the alarm goes off for two more minutes, it's ok. People are staring but it's ok. And if they think I am an incompetent idiot or a failure, it's their problem not mine. 

I called my SO to ask him how to turn it off but at that very moment I must've hit the right combination because it finally shut up. But I have been so happy with myself all day for not bursting into tears because it wouldn't stop and I was attracting so much attention for such a stupid thing. 

TL;DR: car alarm wouldn't shut up and people stared at me but I didn't have a meltdown like I was expecting to. ",3.2606818181818165,4.5417085530303085,4.129212121212124,88.9688181818182,73.31818181818181,6.492121212121212,26.45757575757576,6.742157984588678,1.0120021212121215,1014,35,212,8,20,326,131,264,0.21600000000000005,0.667,0.11699999999999999,-0.9857,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,0,9,21,2,11,19,2,18,0,0,2,1,41,32,25,0,8,11,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,12,0,2,5,0,0,8,9,14,0,2,12,8,30,7,30,15,7,42,0,0,7,0,9,24,0,4,10,144,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523581509429927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607981547417246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288478420595373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771142015274496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697624768806438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681913883840768,0.0,0.0,0.1477371317284339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356544163310564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741178336734427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790777505068702,0.0,0.06588783262762066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617438984498526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914069980079046,0.10000009052673996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747022184219757,0.0,0.0,0.1287431327743542,0.28049355209399424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274902546954309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904681924906078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517328425355353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545757021031427,0.0,0.0,0.2255050089542704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959777744965539,0.08641552953479796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886851624419868,0.0,0.0,0.2933870303196385,0.2634854407798006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112770836521492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500409168032369,0.0,0.1505710556209157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,goabbeyroad,2019/02/07,"Hey guys! Any recommendations about anti-anxiety supplements? I've been taking Ashwagandha for a month by now, and it slightly relieves my anxiety and stress and I feel like I have more energy during the day than before. I don't see any great difference though, but it definitely helps me get through the day. So I am just wondering if you guys have any recommendations about anti anxiety that helped you guys? I prefer over the counter medication or some supplements that I can get it online.",6.042760834670948,8.232337449438205,6.737110754414124,69.40640449438204,67.76404494382022,10.928410914927769,30.69181380417336,10.914260884657429,3.947233065810594,399,16,67,13,7,131,62,89,0.10800000000000001,0.754,0.138,0.5835,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,11,12,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,10,3,7,11,2,5,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,4,5,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35434803754986033,0.0,0.398620014073064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779846878058825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403298638259067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147039776913476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782351958922395,0.12408507041793525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149302838450693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914952266685309,0.0,0.5159449635099819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328431798375736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485677585667904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749756705945971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863870613892396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840944585576012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896275079705586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059421092214382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065078047826046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836076164231208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ds3_is_easy,2019/02/07,"I need advice Ok so im depressed, have extreme social anxiety, introvert etc...

I've only had one friend for the last year or 2, and all of a sudden she stopped talking to me, I feel like shit and my overthinking ass thinks she hates me but im not sure, oh and I've been in love with her for the last 2 months or so, so im super depressed, I know we're never gonna talk again and I want to tell her how I feel about her but I'm scared.

Should I tell her? I dont want to screw this up evenmore because I'm so shy, I would prefer knowing I screwed up than wondering my whole life if I had a chance with her. Sorry for my bad english, it's not my first language",0.20476516634050768,1.8609921575342483,2.2976908023483382,97.163698630137,82.90410958904108,5.267318982387477,20.70254403131116,6.1826913282559595,-0.06832915851272015,509,15,125,4,14,171,93,146,0.228,0.621,0.151,-0.9084,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,7,14,4,1,4,1,7,6,2,1,3,30,21,14,0,7,7,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,3,2,23,6,14,15,3,12,0,2,0,4,14,3,4,4,10,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181586403580645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102131880143258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117450392786172,0.0884677223863167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499943564310166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008709064115202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185432763218907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676056327857046,0.10367834786270476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234444639733174,0.0,0.0,0.1121243168672538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328230023881253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702843322919432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595153768923972,0.23659481421030246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102507086711307,0.07090144121403265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098226574405727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115838528792333,0.0,0.0,0.10760940612436162,0.1119304466326448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834142228297303,0.1103751867593309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529687011884254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897019095397812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793811529167875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245715243625944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133219062011275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677993917669054,0.0,0.0,0.23329424814901445,0.2536937863800651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299115394975828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119865251745947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202847206975604,0.0,0.0,0.157383418516503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309364927975756,0.0,0.0,0.0934566603050104
socialanxiety,_Shadow_Moses_,2019/02/07,"Another story to add to the pile  So I'm in my first year of college right now, fresh out of high school, during which I had a close group of 2 friends that I was in a band with. Was always ""the quiet one"" *except* when  I was with that group, just cause it felt natural to be more open and we were all super comfortable with each other.

 I was lucky enough to get into a ""music industry arts"" program (far from home), so I assumed I would meet new like-minded people and didn't think long term separation from the only people I really talk to would be a big deal. I wasn't exactly right. It hit me *hard* that I really don't know how to make friends, and given that whatever I do I always default to being super quiet and awkward around people I'm not that close to I didn't really make any in the first months, passed the grace period where everyone's trying to get to know each other.

 I've made one real friend through shared interests and all that, but because she's far more outgoing than me I feel like while she's one of the only friends I've made, she's made a ton more and the friendship means a lot more to me than it does to her. And despite having a massive crush, I'm really hesitant to try and do anything to advance that friendship cause of that fear that it's lopsided, and that my one friendship will be ""weird"". 

 I'm a music guy, I've tried going to local shows as I'm living in a town with a solid music scene, but every time I try to go do something on my own without one of my friends from home as an ""anchor"" I just get this biting feeling of being really alone, awkward and just end up feeling worse. I'm writing this after doing exactly that.

 There isn't a point to this post, just wanted to get shit off my chest. 

 ",4.9602341048151155,4.76764510055866,5.989856344772548,82.48194599627561,68.66480446927375,8.94195264698058,27.382814578345304,8.563005593585519,1.7578479382814574,1358,37,283,19,21,453,176,358,0.062,0.778,0.16,0.9805,0,1,1,0,1,0,39.0,1,0,0,5,12,18,1,3,19,0,24,2,2,8,4,61,52,19,0,3,9,0,5,1,5,3,0,2,2,1,21,24,0,0,9,3,0,4,7,5,0,7,14,7,28,13,50,29,13,42,0,0,0,0,19,23,1,3,15,186,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942212652203567,0.0,0.0,0.15139472915485178,0.0,0.0,0.06186520164412549,0.09539380420181504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486356252260011,0.08098583606622882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545669267528604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869099968651944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378983854794024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796116542074457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057565152232447,0.09400009927712376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664922381700329,0.08692922119988551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237064847115723,0.13799703273219546,0.06499159376338502,0.08734897060835856,0.0,0.0,0.1547642804940692,0.0,0.0,0.3514300817410571,0.0,0.19011990938029008,0.0,0.10340484360852567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007821639290063,0.0,0.0,0.08149452138666713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611865606341717,0.18250797704904395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999347778701644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889026030243148,0.0,0.0803313996966563,0.08050881750838162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734254401241915,0.0,0.2582444019457744,0.12145123564250755,0.0,0.0,0.09909697472900364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185745286430318,0.0,0.0726142995197906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786291809783121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082304984060992,0.13837912056468307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920902285330765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599950456671583,0.0,0.08712760929528339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354793040805227,0.29140024863374603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538200011898026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920701906881935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338314443586523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003596036841529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312117387862634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058292241588324065,0.0,0.0,0.0530474669269275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24706054682991055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365861583745423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769535223279867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927099214834291,0.1292501416486229,0.0,0.0,0.05858404793515051
socialanxiety,lawlycat,2019/02/07,"See this is why I never speak up in a group.. So at work, we use walkies to communicate with each other throughout the building. We've been having lots of walkies end up broken or missing, so today we started having to ""check them out"" at the beginning and end of the day.


While my boss is explaining this to us in a meeting, I decide to, for once, speak up and ask a stupid question. ""So, when were doing a shift change, instead of handing off the walkies to the next person, we come see you - correct?""

""Uh yeah, you have to,"" says my boss. The assistant manager even has something to say, which I'm still replaying over and over in my head: ""Hah yeah, nice try lawlycat...""


I get that it was a joke, but I wasn't trying to be funny and I genuinely don't get the joke. Nice try?? For what??? So now I feel like they think I was trying to be some lazy sleazeball or something, I don't even really know. This is exactly my fear every time I think about opening my mouth, particularly in front of a group. ",2.859300000000001,4.352042930000003,4.035,88.39750000000002,74.7,7.0,25.5,7.645422480735847,1.2035500000000008,766,26,163,10,16,250,119,200,0.066,0.8270000000000001,0.107,0.805,0,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,4,2,2,1,11,8,1,1,13,3,17,3,3,3,3,30,33,13,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,8,12,0,0,7,2,1,2,4,3,1,0,5,8,22,5,30,26,3,29,0,1,2,0,19,14,0,5,14,112,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452043670282136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353533150006688,0.13316527860612065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969752296494093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273841056455949,0.0,0.0,0.20420998630679232,0.0,0.13024843131898975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395631309078094,0.07816516221549591,0.11043886310984552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153340325018445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865356027855515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495841820253366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552468496986943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142657590229678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192290533974954,0.0,0.16440782610396004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463291150923534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349817027874681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317576596031922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903407596435304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458717583219172,0.0,0.0,0.2463758418718593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380213006640116,0.0,0.0,0.10941933632676426,0.0,0.12345547882369375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810958668214268,0.0,0.0,0.0901424568782858,0.0,0.14653289427793784,0.0,0.0,0.4198248470491264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859522916959112,0.13351580643101718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949309689011385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125430923534516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boundless_pain,2019/02/07,"Dropped Class due to Anxiety I have really been trying to stretch my comfort zone lately, do things that I normally wouldn't. One of those things included signing up for a social dance class this semester. Just now, I withdrew from that course because I realized that I was not having fun--only anxiety before, during, and after the class. I tried something new, really gave it a shot...and I think I realized that it just wasn't for me. Being stuck in my own head always made me fuck up the maneuvers. Switching partners constantly made it impossible for me to become very coordinated with any specific person.

Guess I'm just looking for random people on the internet to tell me that I didn't make the wrong decision. I gave in to my fears this time, but I think I am still happier than having a horrible time forcing myself to do something that should be fun. I was legit losing sleep about this class on occasion--and it got worse, not better with time.",7.482833333333333,7.414161616666671,7.818888888888887,71.065,63.38888888888889,11.422222222222226,34.111111111111114,11.00357731598739,3.868711111111111,761,29,132,19,10,250,110,180,0.124,0.799,0.077,-0.8212,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,1,7,0,15,3,2,3,0,23,28,2,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,16,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,11,1,21,3,23,13,1,19,0,1,1,1,6,7,1,2,10,93,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790541036436134,0.0,0.0,0.104533282601566,0.0,0.235187184158606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370486110949808,0.16976908270678406,0.13080241007074306,0.0,0.0,0.1359507819162081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661141853899473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297510785301376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421095032290625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294205813347055,0.0,0.16933733698146747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577586706274133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173400220260222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908412282671095,0.17197074636005585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909027404900668,0.10260773423772693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484614775936963,0.0,0.0,0.15061067319422405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041630672495055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656847323457637,0.13422033488178778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695094321891984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382867687941895,0.1566958001436215,0.0,0.23667873514993445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275912489263725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435601355983107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424637094306108,0.19699214425852127,0.0,0.0,0.2689020178161641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872840688397584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683317126839244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665143190099892,0.0,0.16806613438510828,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ProfessionalMacaron0,2019/02/07,"Getting piercings - help pls I was wondering if someone could explain the step-by-step process of what will happen when I go to a piercing/tattoo place, from when I walk in to when I leave. I'm super nervous so I want to be as prepared as possible. The place accepts walk-ins only so I won't be making an appointment or anything.

I'm planning on getting a lobe piercing redone (it got infected so i took it out and it healed over) along with double helix and maybe rook or conch. I know pretty much nothing about piercings and I feel like I'll be super intimidated by the people in there and I'll look like a Piercing Noob lol...

My previous lobe piercings were also done at Claire's (bad idea) so I feel kinda embarrassed about that... will they say anything/be able to tell?

Any help is appreciated.",2.763333333333332,5.0415949299363065,4.0499617834394925,84.66865817409767,77.40764331210191,6.224883227176223,27.027176220806798,7.3011,1.530376985138005,632,26,119,8,15,207,102,157,0.08199999999999999,0.7190000000000001,0.19899999999999998,0.9567,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,3,11,8,0,2,7,1,11,2,0,1,0,21,27,17,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,7,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,5,4,12,5,19,15,2,14,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,5,5,72,17,0,0.1790144588885677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143157798097045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173597071158995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473136466448732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946959573301088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292847888342713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183193943935607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103017839343571,0.12788796519877293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705533243991976,0.0,0.101738042376197,0.0,0.14317421605522748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830189479083098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23997923666032875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208553437036714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838166497260696,0.0,0.0,0.18955046431564046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491484448673006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032705952284287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949354137817347,0.0,0.17984408513222286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159622495073015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176920135023574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614856268521874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410608577089585,0.0,0.3740640165064068,0.0,0.0,0.20181190498015564,0.0,0.18212206154935065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423594828224524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516783700924071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646652745027784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889165062136116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558736595717633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413354441909186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,seventhgr8dertrash,2019/02/07,why am I like this? So today we switched rotations which is like gym computers music etc. So I was so anxious about going into the class i couldn't do it or else I would have a panic attack so I hid out in the bathroom until the period ended now I'm more nervous because everyone already picked their seats and what if I accidentally sit in a mean kids seat and then they tell me to move me call me stupid and then I'll have to sit next to somone that thinks I'm weird oh God this looks absolutely ridiculous as I'm writing this out i really wish I was homeschooled ,1.2658974358974362,3.62704225641026,3.048205128205129,89.23846153846155,83.7008547008547,5.993162393162392,20.96581196581197,7.321109707123232,0.7122786324786321,452,14,94,7,13,150,83,117,0.193,0.725,0.08199999999999999,-0.9124,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,2,0,6,8,3,2,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,16,17,13,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,6,0,0,2,1,14,2,11,13,2,17,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,2,10,60,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24212041322293065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24786677526818826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24960644931696285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374810218669966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240384608214057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832858897530983,0.0,0.1943289430667832,0.0,0.24469612834587726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209652213270804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469371073508086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143817643065137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842461132334728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389978857926764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233194275638724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333411906320885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574261312673621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055735512285455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19177086031854151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405867589381399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797160833426032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798014537771708,0.0,0.25230652668815823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558600082237617,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WorryingWitch,2019/02/21,"An independent college research project, the impact of social media on social anxiety :) Hi guys. At the moment I am conducting an independent research study for my college, it is based on social media and specifically the impact it has on social anxiety.  I was just wondering if anyone would like to take my short survey, it will only take 4 minutes or so. It will be anonymous, so no names or personal information will be shared; it is only a small research study and will not be shared outside of my institution. 
I also have social anxiety and have found that in the past platforms such as Facebook have only worsened my anxiety. It would be interesting to know some of your opinions and personal experiences. 

Here's the link: 
https://www.surveymonkey.co.uk/r/K92PJPX

& lastly, thankyou, this means a lot to me, sometimes opening up can be quite difficult, so I appreciate all who decide to take my survey. 

Let me know if you would like to know anymore information :)

",7.8269377990430655,9.116293660818721,8.207230196703883,63.90899521531102,62.68421052631579,10.662626262626262,37.18288144603935,10.637119530657019,4.443205847953218,780,37,117,19,11,257,100,171,0.083,0.797,0.12,0.8386,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,1,7,6,0,0,9,0,22,0,0,2,1,31,31,13,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,3,9,5,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,13,5,16,16,3,13,0,0,0,0,17,10,0,8,5,89,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481261688516164,0.0,0.12846001899975776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627931732999625,0.0,0.11757994437963284,0.08290010776570664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597470842688955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999523271169205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739332193040035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547289564866505,0.0966424561070012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123592386862404,0.0,0.1158451328414941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079571434411376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914690723835792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705113172652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131792071759772,0.0,0.20704453513210536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261034567125053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6042863983028915,0.0,0.0,0.11725915320285897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674277373823014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857357137533262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526654738909075,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Space-Tanuki,2019/02/21,"Medical school anxiety I'm a 20 year old medical student and i suffer from social anxiety. In my country people enter medical school right away without the pre-med years bc we're taught almost everything we need in highschool biology. My social anxiety has started to cripple me ever since I started university. I was afraid of doing presentations, afraid of meeting new people, afraid to sit next to people during lectures bc they would notice my nervous fidgeting. I've had panic attacks during exams which significantly lowers my grades. And now I'm afraid I'll never overcome these obstacles and never actually be able to talk to patients. My parents really wanted me to become a doctor and convinced me this would be the only career choice that would give me a stable future. I think I'd be so much happier if I could work as a translator or something related to languages. But in my country there aren't many career oportunities in that area, according to my parents. I really feel inadequate here, detached from all the brilliant social butterflies that ace the exams and somehow have time to pursue classical music, theater, sports and all kinds of hobbies. Meanwhile I'm struggling with my anxiety, overwhelmed by people, thinking that maybe I should be the patient instead of the doctor.",9.138303661404102,9.68499389519651,9.263406113537119,60.023506886127,59.82969432314411,11.412966073228086,40.75948941887806,11.051253699011982,5.15684252603292,1058,53,142,25,13,349,143,229,0.11699999999999999,0.816,0.067,-0.8232,3,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,2,7,12,1,8,10,0,15,5,0,0,5,29,27,11,0,8,4,2,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,10,0,0,3,1,21,2,24,15,3,23,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,4,14,98,28,15,0.10603697462958372,0.0,0.10347679122099193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618071308227747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244719814226755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063236663583507,0.09962522818825063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710950757638175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846618959345682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170666734094273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591651428382376,0.0,0.0,0.09529919549347568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361548042731777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172032825851787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042119166742786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750484911312676,0.10652839335350513,0.0,0.0,0.3204632888513567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794937712341797,0.07862507309820946,0.1635645036129343,0.10241117085546364,0.11277152548181155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072379842411682,0.11126796753468628,0.0,0.0,0.08064589741487523,0.0,0.12441154278531966,0.2354830233924843,0.0,0.0,0.2940507476316673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586000235925136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905549969574784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463015873806826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877148811694528,0.0,0.0,0.3242740262513065,0.0,0.08163244356771827,0.0,0.0,0.1501070328242652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085286897834873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852285035980487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358884235145196,0.0,0.0,0.06183101263327182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254335495980819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221585960465493,0.0,0.0771961804246096,0.0,0.0,0.2259768732822805,0.0,0.0,0.136568670205354
socialanxiety,throwawayacob,2019/02/21,"Does anyone suffer social anxiety towards older people? I feel like I work a bit better with people my age, but when it comes to older people I just feel like I'm being judged or gonna disappoint them by my presence or something. It's weird. ",3.508125,5.375490229166669,5.069166666666664,80.0925,73.79166666666666,6.466666666666668,22.416666666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.0405666666666669,193,5,33,2,4,65,37,48,0.183,0.6779999999999999,0.139,-0.3071,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,3,4,4,1,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711211823981148,0.0,0.0,0.1801645350200284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278827113452802,0.2813021588035351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195456716369896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254833466167888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605651402290281,0.3681501712184321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25176305622795603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5358949529159032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626558177146421,0.0,0.19836219815558265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875823308601288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SideRetired,2019/02/21,"Does addy help out anyone else? Been dealing with some SA for a few years now and lately when I take addy for studying purposes, I also feel like a new man. My concentration goes through the roof and I can and want to actually talk to people, especially females. I just feel much more complete and normal and even tend to laugh at funny things that I normally wouldn’t. Is this normal? ",3.332200772200772,5.714377702702702,4.478803088803087,81.78067567567571,76.02702702702703,6.93127413127413,24.08494208494209,7.957251820313856,1.478083397683398,306,10,56,5,7,100,59,74,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,16,9,7,0,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,9,7,4,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.20047331472950566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642849751565007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364377434341,0.2104907432739884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153929581323885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117927625058373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977610830021726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161320264827015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568678967694595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077465479022088,0.1467616257359125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376976436382892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23173776597589066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036435759345054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101714914659786,0.0,0.0,0.1984088088204997,0.0,0.0,0.6038431938398349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424216178836508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446031212359454,0.16511954443239685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648078889403206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116991196914145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229234150582098
socialanxiety,softdaes,2019/02/21,"Anxiety or overly sensitive? I think I’ve been feeling this way for as long as I can remember, where I get upset or anxious over negative side remarks and/or jokes and kind of just. I don’t like telling anyone because I know it just makes me sound like I’m overly sensitive/have no backbone. It’s not that every remark or joke gets to me, but it definitely does a lot of the time. It’s not the only thing I get anxious over, but it’s one of the main things and it makes me feel like an idiot and I just want to know what others think.",4.274553571428573,4.451930919642859,5.400000000000002,84.845,70.16071428571428,8.542857142857143,27.607142857142854,8.418075326091056,1.6853785714285716,421,13,91,6,7,140,71,112,0.13699999999999998,0.722,0.142,-0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,24,16,10,0,1,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,3,10,6,12,15,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,5,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573219661576994,0.4304221966377142,0.0,0.1332022286361112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612720558662375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670808317711425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050470633671568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926453359953944,0.13609344167987775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985856089361717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983767318715013,0.20938794926494345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27920645015464,0.0,0.0,0.1685867575456452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195652996676596,0.0,0.0,0.2543208390155628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908792331362362,0.14488405102701393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579968711305286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650564574477802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531198491518015,0.2441297811489993,0.0,0.0,0.11108224815610426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236200379519967,0.15121025918807834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SpellingMiskate,2019/02/21,"Just did a phone interview First time doing an interview over the phone. I want to get a job that pays slightly better than my previous ones so I applied for this one. It was for a restaurant shift leader position.

The whole interview went well. I could feel my heart pounding out of my chest and I was stumbling a lot on my words. But I feel confident in the answers I gave. He told me they’ll call me back in a few days. But then I thought that’s how interviews are designed. They are designed to make you think you’re doing good, interviewers are supposed to be extremely no matter what. And he didn’t give me the job right away, he just said he’d contact me back in a few days. Which is what jobs say when they don’t want to hire you. 

And on top of that after I hung up my roommate kept saying how cringey I was. I’ve never felt so pointless and humiliated. Is it possible to live without a job?  I want to die. I hate my life. ",1.4813815789473708,3.5657231250000048,2.97813596491228,91.70940789473686,80.77083333333334,6.333771929824562,23.646929824561404,7.475848149327749,0.9545479166666668,728,26,160,11,19,238,116,192,0.069,0.8340000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.0332,4,0,0,0,0,2,18.0,0,2,3,3,10,4,1,0,12,0,17,3,2,3,1,28,34,12,1,4,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,0,1,1,5,1,1,3,12,6,27,3,22,18,4,22,0,0,0,0,24,11,0,1,10,111,36,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190753699946348,0.2159131454458451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416967504840605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433609625001786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209552413101356,0.0,0.0,0.18108880976442826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457098471700528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197781218320968,0.0,0.13480306965183972,0.0,0.0,0.11942155664661312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335160107754105,0.1346815280362935,0.0,0.11775828351122453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386129015726856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663710376314337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5572891563418979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916650344902993,0.0,0.0,0.1239730610803775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936044895483787,0.0,0.0,0.0937160407477789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828276734961856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027318607682656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827644316483344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989821081346955,0.13354963067962713,0.22329854717082798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996068354628982,0.0,0.11145947966046237,0.08186657872668719,0.0,0.0,0.1341552828679472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24842924001666994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623370075736193,0.1301493603710564,0.0,0.15674815810148435,0.0,0.13533763011569308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jellybeann0,2019/02/21,"Failed drivers test I'm 18 and I need to start driving soon. My parents are okay with taking me to work but I still feel like a burden on them. I practiced a little bit in a parking lot which was fine but I stuggle with the written tests. My mom took me to the DMV to get my test done and I failed twice. When I sat at the computer to take the test I was so nervous that people were looking at me, that my mind went blank and I forgot the things I learned. I had an anxiety attack after the second fail and I'm terrified to take it again. How am I supposed to start driving if I can't get the test done? What if I forget the things I learned on the road? ",0.9624386252045838,2.655434780141846,2.6158865248226952,95.62615384615387,80.63120567375888,5.189525368248773,22.193671576650306,5.8734145424116955,0.08535635570103661,508,16,118,3,13,167,83,141,0.223,0.731,0.046,-0.9823,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,6,9,1,1,13,1,9,0,0,1,0,19,26,11,0,3,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,6,0,2,11,2,22,3,15,15,2,18,0,3,1,0,3,7,0,3,8,83,29,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431396508075144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128661434571653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042771045337252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38295969648301664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094609107542585,0.1336723673397408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551588823782612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141314160821504,0.18753470267936234,0.0,0.0,0.1571263870717472,0.0,0.0,0.15907535660469838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892909792108675,0.2191425213773584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874067595787168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077649823057564,0.0,0.0,0.12971943263371072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648767165412436,0.0,0.1494273451457976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220532883456024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486168990889891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788756581859405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345407204971847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621927244631155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zooarch3,2019/02/21,Good bye the horror that is grocery shopping! I just used the app to have someone get your groceries and bring them to your car. I may never step foot in a grocery store again! ,3.108761904761902,5.014551685714288,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,75.0,4.666666666666667,25.952380952380953,3.1291,0.3125238095238094,139,5,28,0,3,42,30,35,0.115,0.807,0.078,-0.3365,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,1,1,5,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998891282444778,0.0,0.0,0.4814404657427421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427009666775946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48634480062379504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957480990534441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1337Anarchy,2019/02/21,"Anyone else experienced this? I litterally want to  go outside for a run but I can't because I'm afraid people will look weird at me for running instead of walking. 

",3.3320833333333333,5.679773875000002,5.16375,77.03958333333338,75.875,6.766666666666668,32.541666666666664,7.793537801064563,2.604716666666667,132,7,23,2,3,45,29,32,0.073,0.887,0.040999999999999995,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309103055157483,0.4849048034515666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28849133736597266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953431158325757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689612396957547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39741429405114026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280948394829489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791375593707687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jassemerks,2019/02/21,When a social encounter just leaves you defeated. *Sigh*,4.369999999999997,7.023499888888887,3.2094444444444434,80.06750000000002,105.66666666666669,6.2444444444444445,26.722222222222207,7.1686216300943375,2.7296222222222224,45,2,6,1,2,13,9,9,0.307,0.693,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7204101796429725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6935482485500054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,squidabeth,2019/02/21,"Some lady came over and was beating on my door I freaked out and hid, I didn't answer the door. I don't live in a close neighborhood. So no one ever comes here unless it's the mail carrier or someone delivering a package. The only thing that came to mind is that this morning I usually drive my daughter to the bus stop during winter cold months. But this morning I had to turn around due to snow, first time I EVER done that. So I drove to the neighborhood next to me and randomly turned around. Partial turn around in someones driveway. I don't think I hit anything or did anything wrong. But thats the only thing I can think of. People here are not friendly. I assume they had a camera or something and came over to yell at me. If she comes back again, I will answer it and face whatever it is. but I need some love right now. I feel so stupid being upset over this.",2.321249999999999,4.293865897727276,3.3829545454545484,90.40068181818184,77.52272727272728,5.990909090909091,22.93181818181818,6.9077264865688965,0.661643181818182,682,21,141,7,16,219,105,176,0.127,0.8390000000000001,0.034,-0.9012,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,13,6,1,1,9,0,14,2,1,0,2,38,29,16,0,2,9,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,12,15,0,1,6,0,0,8,5,4,0,2,10,3,20,2,20,16,2,34,0,0,0,1,6,13,0,8,13,103,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080993940473156,0.3420746746177609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849126055880784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394933932801133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220671809071875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310778230664454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172467012133904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476480931455524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089510286901,0.0,0.0,0.09895996361977434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310347071205087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560382809924713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293317030321053,0.0,0.10223809531548074,0.0,0.0,0.09497514199190116,0.0,0.0,0.1362223426094629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679529867692863,0.19483239267643992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887996360723838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938589123306708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705598046371888,0.09860789457461837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708675428443627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019107864036045,0.164146395161075,0.0,0.0,0.07468875986942337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179667445761802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107011248818754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004340229815526,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rosavioleta,2019/02/21,"People with SA, how did you meet your significant other? I’ve noticed that my social anxiety has really gotten in the way of me encountering or pursuing any romantic relationships. So, just out of curiosity — if you deal with social anxiety, how did you and your partner meet? ",7.979727891156465,8.90705785714286,9.56367346938776,55.587278911564646,62.265306122448976,13.880272108843535,36.74149659863946,13.023866798666859,5.854708843537416,221,10,33,9,3,78,39,49,0.065,0.8420000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,0,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,0,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196369231288274,0.0,0.4418069098443036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977027150781009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287594083937028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019240425465465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498943283361693,0.0,0.0,0.3100241677773592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887164940105496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292071995757317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Starryeyes-,2019/02/21,Running Late? Is it common for others with social anxiety to often be running late because of anxiety?,4.788333333333334,8.024366722222227,6.9311111111111146,61.40000000000003,76.22222222222223,8.044444444444443,36.77777777777778,8.841846274778883,4.747577777777779,83,5,9,2,2,29,15,18,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145481265212688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500972832478906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7587382687749038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34282280595390713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blttt,2019/02/21,"Research Social Anxiety Hi all,

​

I’m a student at the Amsterdam Fashion Institute and I’ve been working on my Graduation Project, which is about Social Anxiety (I’ve been dealing with it myself). Therefore I need to so some research and it would really help me if you can fill this in for me (:  


[https://www.survio.com/survey/d/B1K3P4L4C9P6K5D5K](https://www.survio.com/survey/d/B1K3P4L4C9P6K5D5K)

 

Many thanks! 🙏🏽

​

ps. It’s all confidential",7.572541806020068,11.517860434782607,4.9495652173913065,69.03030100334449,89.57971014492755,6.7607580824972136,29.945373467112603,7.61054688173877,3.129257748049053,386,17,49,8,13,108,55,69,0.049,0.8170000000000001,0.134,0.7897,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,2,10,8,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,7,5,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,0,32,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067184384651166,0.4561214682530324,0.0,0.0,0.2871606941974752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934974678336912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580290778321845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028556466147248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916782874881048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023735430126972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826473360616972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279734110801773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136638662376506,0.0,0.0,0.13332774377989204,0.0,0.4561214682530324,0.0
socialanxiety,PandaYetii,2019/02/21,"Stuck on repeat I have social anxiety and social phobia, some days I can’t even go out without help other days I feel really motivated and push my self to go out which is great, I just want to know if there’s people out there who feel the same as me? To know I’m not the only one? Some days I feel so irritated with myself for it 😕",1.5129166666666691,2.8847200138888915,4.003888888888889,87.73,78.02777777777777,7.022222222222222,17.555555555555557,7.793537801064563,0.24737222222222144,259,4,59,4,6,91,52,72,0.16699999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.114,-0.4751,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,20,13,5,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,3,8,1,11,12,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,4,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172438784073303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43611430635968346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888182755423982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419236956678519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562125110704245,0.0,0.0,0.2485164031666796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510882296175671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477599611432889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527443149260832,0.17143520904020426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562715928664368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440404689677874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23515281428943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595562184704298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295323724220476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728814261190152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,beta14x,2019/02/21,"Driving fear I am 19 and I only have my learners licence. I get way to nervous and scared when I get behind the wheel and I try to avoid it at all costs. I feel like a loser because my parents, friends and family all expected me to get my licence like 2 years ago. I do drive occasionally but I always feel anxious and nervous and then I stop practicing and learning. Its a cycle I can't seem to break. I really need to get my licence because of all the benefits and trust me I understand that (constant nagging from family). I just get way too tense and nervous behind the wheel and I completely lost faith and hope that I will ever get my licence.",2.500589743589746,4.580399853846156,4.338076923076926,83.25608974358975,77.38461538461539,7.102564102564102,28.52564102564104,8.07648339933343,2.1055641025641023,511,23,98,9,12,173,74,130,0.19699999999999998,0.652,0.151,-0.3339,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,16,1,6,5,0,5,0,0,0,4,27,18,14,0,3,2,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,9,0,0,1,2,22,7,10,16,3,13,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,9,66,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456945992793097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367601010532516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185679221782138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003838029682999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172327595082586,0.17761400956841533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486723932321028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309886633859079,0.18494990291877927,0.16620999728641356,0.11741831410261575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698358459467993,0.0,0.5152256917575175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324586664398522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059530010686351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941758740597932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187033560216885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500265113410428,0.0,0.0,0.18250154790704406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529277385695987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645523282868422,0.0,0.0,0.14962653042939664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741173121177452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158917334622198,0.0,0.0,0.17110382386886594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26092151818229586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584199807279696
socialanxiety,Count_Verdunkeln,2019/02/21,Have serious issues with other people dj-ing on trips in the vehicle or when im getting inebriated I also hate looking through other people's music library and not my own,15.051818181818184,8.247434181818186,15.15878787878788,45.158181818181816,55.66666666666667,16.83636363636364,54.21212121212121,13.023866798666859,7.171084848484849,140,7,20,3,1,50,30,33,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073248649280314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007810805290424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37941705080996413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151103430150168,0.4011097391462085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227155200554838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328509735869504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,harrythehippo312,2019/02/21,"A strange cure to anxiety In my case one of the roots to my anxiety is the insecurity of my penis seize(or could be anxiety causing me to be insecure becuase I feel like im being judged about it), this insecurity physically manifested to an excessive lumbar curve. This was a way I was able to hide the outline of the penis on my pants while standing. After discovering this I began to do exercises to strengthen the muscle that were needed to allign my spine. I found this really helps, it makes me more confident in my body and increases my self esteem. I hope this helps someone.",6.380415584415588,7.225556054545457,7.916753246753249,66.29227272727276,65.72727272727272,11.376623376623378,34.8051948051948,11.20814326018867,4.313064935064936,466,21,80,14,7,162,71,110,0.139,0.721,0.139,0.455,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,8,0,9,3,2,3,0,9,15,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,1,14,2,16,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,59,22,1,0.22557762072924475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176987872743182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505658837957937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317303547043578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010537473424507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405882288983607,0.1611526973215123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24733421787457394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023998484052868,0.0,0.0,0.22404947590437305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24366253970164894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020583112256704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505748134757027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726294748708131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528572338008467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445108000842527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353266550716541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113118601684131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905301556090164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NikolisVodka,2019/02/21,"Im very scared. I don't know if vent posts are allowed but since I've finished school last year I've done nothing, I'm pretty much just a leech on my parents. I'm too scared to get a job not because I hate work but because Im too scared of interviews and even if I get the job I wouldn't fit in and I'd just be the one weirdo there. Lunch breaks seem like the worst part of a job, what the hell am I supposed to do? I'm going to have to do something soon so I'm just really scared. Sorry for venting.",0.5174336283185852,1.9261777787610617,2.287796460176992,98.78673893805308,80.94690265486727,5.227964601769912,20.14955752212389,5.6839178017228535,-0.3602417699115041,391,10,99,2,10,129,70,113,0.302,0.6409999999999999,0.057,-0.9866,5,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,2,4,7,0,9,1,0,1,0,14,19,7,0,3,8,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,1,0,6,1,9,16,3,10,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,5,52,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447318895316816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464479713404701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452071065187714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953482290807865,0.0,0.08133090862098571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412883657954186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091598643980979,0.0,0.4260343370730477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864777046014383,0.11665116556521213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991476787414838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519998514182724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731486170392665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697289072830408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890319766647326,0.15497074977126613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705678346725694,0.14559109257247982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916778988941275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.57309960267429,0.14483175070458304,0.0,0.13027908208801164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837944748594235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017062826323776,0.0,0.16019637834707706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807812099727205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418347565262301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215610571008737
socialanxiety,BRIIgzz,2019/02/21,"I reacted to my crush's post with a heart eyes emoji on accident. help So I was using messenger which is a facebook app that's basically for chats and stuff and there's this feature where people can post about stuff and it's called as ""My day"". And so I was checking my friend's posts out of curiosity and then i suddenly swipe up on accident trying to swipe right to the next post opening the reactions menu, I tapped it away since that's how you make it go away I think ( don't usually react to people's posts since I only lurk) but instead I tap a heart eyes emoji. I checked who's post I reacted to since if it was my friend's it would've been kinda alright and I'll say ""Oh it was just an accident no homo"" when I get to school but I think you've guessed it by now, it wasn't my friend's post I reacted to. It was my crush's post while she posed for a class newscaster competition and she was on the representing team. I need help, what do I do? Do I avoid her for a few weeks until she probably forgets it? What do I do when someone asks? It's already speculated that I like her after I made mistakes and told someone. If she confronts me what do I do? I'm literally scared to the point I want to ruin my perfect attendance for a few days and that's a big no from strict parents. help pls ",0.9792440041710117,3.04271544890511,3.0840928050052163,90.38060218978106,82.46715328467154,6.6880083420229415,22.559436913451513,7.83500028581142,1.038689676746611,1019,35,228,19,28,345,137,274,0.122,0.7929999999999999,0.084,-0.9011,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,11,11,1,2,12,1,18,5,4,8,1,35,31,22,0,5,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,23,12,0,1,2,2,2,2,4,5,0,0,10,3,36,6,28,21,2,35,0,1,2,1,21,12,1,4,14,146,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019964910582836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640761392284076,0.0,0.1736781177678937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943792246250716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921670415558587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422870938002636,0.0,0.04828976531667235,0.0,0.052528908168947216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181975729779907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905502387658368,0.1858574284096964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451556054590392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745751811723851,0.06169634401482181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853412008882374,0.0,0.0,0.09829812508176004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029558638627054,0.0,0.0,0.10263024991977616,0.0,0.0,0.12815574254045448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737424515745816,0.0,0.7081630651621823,0.0,0.09965291386230374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789329254851685,0.0,0.0735023794983989,0.09253645665274833,0.09354197391501727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293719533513953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662772720430776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161567510012386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184481383463046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831882372733257,0.0,0.06275248007593448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982803344561751,0.10179627876769848,0.0,0.05451637283973524,0.0,0.0741400898806812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565813152029322,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jabba_banana,2019/02/21,"am i okay? and help please My parents sent me to Canada to study for six months, so i can get better at english and be more independent, i'm from Mexico btw and i met a lot of mexicans in the same school here, but right now i'm having a real hard time through my social anxiety because ive been unable to make friends right now and its been 4 weeks and everybody else already maked some friends. 

Im a really quiet person, I really suck at talking. When i try to have a conversation with someone i  see they get bored and prefer to chit chat (i hate chit chat)with other people. The fact that i suck at talks depresses me so much, because this has been a barrier for my whole life, i cannot understand how to talk like everybody else and say something funny. 

I haven't gone out so much cause i have no one to go with, so prefer to stay in my house,  but when i go out (to eat, go to the mall) i go by myself and actually enjoy it , but then i feel this feel of  loneliness and get a little sad when i think about it.

Today i suddenly felt really depressed, i went to take a bath and i burst in tears, from all of sudden many thoughts went to my head. I covered my mouth and was shouting in my head while moving my mouth: ""why everybody make friends so easily and i cant? Why am i like this?i hate being an introvert, i hate being so boring,i hate myself, i hate everybody""

Felt better after, but i know i will keep doing this to release all this emotion around my head. 

I really want to meet someone who can understands me but i know that will be the hardest thing. 

I just want some tips to be more good socially, how to get out of my comfort zone, what can i do to make friends easily?",2.3545634841538785,3.9642070953757234,4.0347797488539,87.38569364161854,76.3121387283237,7.546980267091889,23.491728124377122,8.326086129247049,1.315244688060594,1309,40,280,24,29,439,177,346,0.16399999999999998,0.677,0.158,-0.7502,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,2,17,23,7,0,12,1,26,7,5,8,3,56,67,30,0,4,6,1,5,2,4,2,1,3,1,1,13,18,1,2,12,3,0,9,4,11,0,2,12,9,46,12,42,48,11,38,0,3,1,0,20,14,2,3,16,186,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.08062689111084878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117513465857524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320539805591736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355085739852464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073088067938507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614441374037287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848752769221782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232395165667408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845426573327523,0.1380397088936807,0.09293832677424016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355205937990533,0.0,0.15865963712146847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553333776197636,0.0,0.17266577740846792,0.0,0.18782333494335365,0.06929918798656565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401284239839158,0.4078592705766324,0.25438119707373896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537960468616318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533438454775124,0.0,0.0,0.0892456474212171,0.0,0.0,0.0734379907363886,0.0,0.0,0.09081348520599226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583581720077441,0.08072960874633986,0.08280867995190716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024204110018087,0.0,0.0,0.22060258799604315,0.08376546722270123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594787741286295,0.0878138245344608,0.12147295770055405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598662318088198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174165463331267,0.0,0.0,0.057279505217089875,0.0721421086251098,0.0,0.09069384977852044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404161805685056,0.21171838607065013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111701364301085,0.0,0.06570411667066807,0.0,0.08361760271789248,0.06583882252140591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844489987326822,0.14001024908748128,0.06360624504281796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880637720561361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212125929747915,0.19922465312433515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489020680747134,0.05294066909424718,0.0,0.0655924254631219,0.04817739576220049,0.0,0.07831574026588857,0.0,0.0,0.05609473190419345,0.0,0.0,0.17202427152905014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746487517731668,0.0,0.06627416892809852,0.0,0.0,0.15318234474478248,0.1491065224468905,0.09224421204973897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BigChungusPS42019,2019/02/21,"Class laughed at me Today in college, our teacher discussed our MLA papers, after we turned in our drafts. They told us to use Purdue OWL. I wish I had known about this before the assignment, but i’m kind of stupid. Anyways, I cited the Declaration of Independence, with “Jefferson et. al” next to it. I asked the teacher if this was correct, because I didn’t want to wait until the end of class to find out, and he facepalmed and everyone laughed.",4.090957983193277,6.042922364705883,4.555126050420171,84.03235294117653,72.41176470588233,7.210084033613445,29.789915966386555,7.957251820313856,2.043285714285715,351,15,66,5,7,111,64,85,0.057999999999999996,0.836,0.106,0.3095,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,5,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,15,11,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,12,3,15,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,5,42,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537266996603641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544574827937333,0.0,0.23094535709957945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403839521636284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593387624640571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805892228440676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826261656766985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886419116036236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25725986237693405,0.2593387624640571,0.0,0.0,0.2952103104140655,0.0,0.0,0.32646636242390914,0.23440646659471845,0.0,0.0,0.16008148738410605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121019395506838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JarodIsBad,2019/02/21,"Just a quick social anxiety story So today was a weird day. I got my phone taken away by a dean (overglorified hall monitors) and ended up having to come get it after school.

When I finally went and picked it up there was like 20+ people and i was standing next to a girl about a foot shorter than me. (I'm like 5'11 so its not uncommon) While I was just standing there silently she came out of nowhere and said ""You're attractive"" which REALLY caught me off guard. 

For context I'm a freshman at my high school and I've never had someone be that direct about my looks. I wouldn't say I'm great looking but I wouldn't say I look terrible either. I normally wear a hoodie and sweats to school, so I don't look amazing.

I wasn't really interested (I'm asexual and can't really make opinions on people based on their looks alone) and I think she was a grade or two ahead of me and I just really don't like the idea of an age gap in high school dating. 

Needless to say I had NO idea how to respond and I think I said something along the lines of ""I know"" or ""okay"" because I was panicking.

I ended up with her snapchat but I don't think I'm ever going to end up talking to her again due to the fact I just don't use snapchat and don't have any classes with her.

So uh, thats about it!",2.4372149007204382,3.6467156383763815,4.073115445440172,88.84515375153755,75.2730627306273,7.3759269021261655,23.97487260586892,7.957251820313856,1.0986909506237916,1002,30,223,15,21,336,146,271,0.084,0.867,0.049,-0.8659,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,18,10,0,0,12,1,20,3,3,4,3,45,46,22,0,3,10,0,0,3,0,2,0,5,0,1,7,17,0,1,6,0,0,5,12,2,1,1,16,10,32,8,34,27,1,39,0,0,5,0,16,14,0,3,21,141,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655189561311287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996143059905392,0.0,0.07870235896549148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665845952568597,0.0,0.0,0.06271424731100833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766647604728167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862138043534848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634861732442486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27336148766054874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306018849190707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269921016612383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537501717125277,0.0,0.05846865925806648,0.0,0.08228194938250988,0.1134247569417008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173951916988099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322763437180056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056539755554313925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078484216831747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319633745264879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867271073042297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934683433013343,0.0,0.10941326940638398,0.0,0.10079983999274736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14264706242251415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636283756236361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957234873056504,0.2454411712343292,0.0,0.4164772495612069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487245855175094,0.08716927051691277,0.07920148727452256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269045918670559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776264390784884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975175173740894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049809658123142,0.0,0.0,0.0888546564067465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537011279174168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rlschlesinger,2019/02/21,"Working in an office again. I spent the last two years working remotely before taking a new job last month. It’s been an unexpectedly rough transition. I’ve always been anxious and I knew my social muscles had atrophied in my time working from home, but I didn’t realize how bad it had gotten.

In my first week on the job in the new office, I wasn’t even sure how to respond to small talk. Someone would make a joke or observation, and I would be at a loss for words. I knew what  the expected kind of response might be, but I had trouble responding in a way that felt natural. It felt like everyone was speaking from a script that I hadn’t read.

This has slowly gotten better, but each day I come home from work, I ruminate for hours on some interaction that just felt off somehow. Maybe my eye contact was weird, or maybe I paused a bit too long before responding to a question in a meeting. I used to click with coworkers effortlessly, but now it always feels like something isn’t quite right, like each exchange with a coworker is a little unexplainably strange. 

Part of it’s learning new people with different modes of communication. Some people I work with talk over people, and others take things very literally and dissect every nuance of what I say. It’s like navigating through a field of land mines, and I risk stepping on a trap with each conversation. I constantly wonder if I found an office with a bunch of socially awkward folks and they’re the off ones or if it’s all just me or if that’s just what it’s like being around people at work and this is all in my head.

It’s only been a month, so I’m hoping it’ll get better. Thankfully, I can work from home occasionally, and when I do, I can really focus on the job and produce good work, which sometimes feels like the only thing that’s going to keep me employed there. They’re definitely not going to keep me around for my riveting water cooler talk.",6.275213903743317,6.4340960401069545,6.8469518716577555,76.252192513369,65.87165775401071,9.901604278074867,31.17112299465241,9.688023934748609,2.770234224598929,1525,53,290,29,22,501,191,374,0.064,0.7979999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.9839,5,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,14,15,20,0,2,24,0,25,3,2,5,3,67,50,24,0,7,15,0,6,6,0,4,0,2,3,0,24,21,1,2,12,2,2,4,5,6,0,3,20,10,30,14,44,23,10,45,0,1,2,0,15,22,0,14,24,192,54,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286748523463112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873509388432355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376645086145075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645599659704983,0.0,0.0,0.13158927956564515,0.0,0.0,0.136768622528167,0.08441471612005202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660536079198129,0.0,0.08355674015973814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049865772494554136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807841891122076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106991836633418,0.0,0.06514643945777146,0.07388371289355834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819183626876076,0.1104765506426748,0.22272141094429806,0.0,0.0,0.0657693667812188,0.0,0.08477869654322925,0.0,0.0,0.04039713173002976,0.0,0.08788683105084202,0.06485334773096951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935385059750717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326783811752381,0.07679739055757659,0.07614579937519719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018805789251384,0.13745325705155526,0.0,0.08051812340994915,0.0,0.12605418350469852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266513738613995,0.07749614782073219,0.0,0.06842682214432383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161249635577516,0.0,0.1553590609406785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202556620127421,0.0,0.0,0.1234340762204856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403186840257608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052394841078605266,0.11761250213843633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373131650625172,0.0,0.21441911673897004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866174313075377,0.08224060580277093,0.07734211664255806,0.0,0.04953393579280234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603187585921169,0.0,0.06148891566557881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576384367895794,0.06551399542899664,0.05952563150412121,0.07647263641082043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287430880633933,0.0,0.1162718279321298,0.1864435368010234,0.0,0.07118696555951354,0.0,0.0,0.1027375290400192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508660910636117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553156979520907,0.0,0.0,0.06678068451366942,0.0,0.063798081484918,0.0,0.06137396354549567,0.062022396624737075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838515348888495,0.4503259918386791,0.0,0.0,0.10985351329745004,0.0,0.0,0.04979231284990301
socialanxiety,sknikixel,2019/02/21,"It really hurts my feelings when someone makes a joke about how quiet I am Every day at work, someone makes a joke about how little I talk and how boring I am. I laugh along but inside it really hurts. I’m an interesting person but I have crippling social anxiety and low self esteem. It makes me want to quit and work remotely but the isolation wouldn’t be good for me. Thanks for letting me get that out. ",4.0437037037037005,5.381768123456791,5.262654320987657,81.37694444444449,71.46913580246914,8.362962962962964,24.61111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.7536814814814805,322,9,62,6,6,107,55,81,0.17800000000000002,0.628,0.19399999999999998,0.1316,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,6,10,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,6,0,17,14,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,9,6,8,11,0,6,0,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,41,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978819045762326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627625726883893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497184616997165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900350419794744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022985976968775,0.0,0.0,0.16422964316286787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192207309979812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022107350652568,0.0,0.0,0.19624530033347973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920985803731796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709669781241227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825980179952136,0.0,0.0,0.2508718789182766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042644566460064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959574276797248,0.3318052334356196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573784370951,0.0,0.1802684111263457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115489244075899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28509274977378724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,3TA01N,2019/02/21,"Help :( How do you stop freezing up when people talk to you? When people talk to me, I sit there trying not to breathe for some reason, and eventually they stop trying to talk to me. Because of this, i still have no friends halfway through freshman year. ",3.998750000000001,5.987974708333336,3.84,88.905,72.75,5.633333333333334,28.66666666666667,5.985473137389443,1.107441666666667,198,8,38,1,4,60,35,48,0.192,0.705,0.102,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,7,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,9,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,6,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285754321975106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937322127123305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680753758869964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476830296836324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257817266717734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025277255325968,0.4192837810534511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6046406190435556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34049152945410105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147760003773154
socialanxiety,mediicxharbor52,2019/02/21,"Music for some of you. Hey guys, this is my first post and I thought I would link an artist that might be very relatable and enjoyable for some of you. I just recently found this song and I thought I would share it with all of you to see if it would help you guys out. I know it’s definitely helped me to experience my social anxiety with a little less stress knowing there’s other people out there dealing with the same problems as me, thanks for reading and I hope you all have a good day.

[Laying in the Dirt](https://youtu.be/LqRp4xaZO4w)",3.7816190476190457,5.8545304000000025,4.019047619047623,87.02761904761904,73.57142857142857,7.7142857142857135,25.0,8.515128840125781,1.5698571428571424,432,14,87,8,9,134,69,105,0.061,0.7609999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.9159,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,1,3,7,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,2,28,15,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,7,9,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,16,5,15,7,6,8,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,5,3,65,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617381125725025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114798898171239,0.18351597691445184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412365191205234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141148852609415,0.0,0.19517397334252545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930266773756698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35250709748487113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862682834029536,0.0,0.0,0.17679974414111269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565446582764007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840839392004018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888358316880918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340668316715765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048017763536014,0.0,0.0,0.17032733713032064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805378977668035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757590739336971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418474318205826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145431172109652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039048350640184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388365809992375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28263315601678085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687327787225918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37935025336760025,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GloeSticc,2019/02/21,"I can't do anything anymore... My social anxiety has gotten to the point where I get panic attacks as to asking the teacher for help, or introducing myself to girls. I'm halfway through my 10th grade year, and I was told, ""it gets better""...... nope. I can't remember the time I had a new friend, or even talked to any girls in the past year. I can't even TALK to other classmates over anxiety over my appearance, or my voice, or my outfit (im not overweight or god ugly or anything). I haven't gone to the barber shop in 6 months because I don't know if my haircut will be adequate, or other kids will notice that I got a haircut. Honestly, I need help, because if I keep going on like this, I'll just be another nobody with no friends, no girlfriend, no life, and no one to keep me from going insane.",5.5087037037037065,4.94970554938272,6.58061728395062,79.94277777777778,67.58024691358024,9.175308641975311,32.19753086419753,8.515128840125781,2.408427160493828,617,23,125,8,9,208,100,162,0.156,0.718,0.126,-0.4596,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,1,7,0,13,2,0,0,0,20,28,12,0,3,11,0,0,1,3,2,2,1,0,3,5,3,1,2,2,1,1,4,11,2,0,1,6,1,19,5,17,18,0,17,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,10,7,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591114838437443,0.16331099039952396,0.238287214747355,0.0,0.15445603455832466,0.0,0.0,0.2563278117001625,0.0,0.14559946171618088,0.17718109605642554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987999232995612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774276553985815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573466813193747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24065460093780686,0.0,0.16273945124295694,0.0,0.1770256209312062,0.0,0.12456257220281075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878361912697335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823006741854807,0.0,0.0,0.27686455283035416,0.0,0.0,0.0855927385825952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000647644976347,0.0760885707846913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431324309759573,0.0,0.0,0.11548208012126507,0.0,0.15041836620324298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773153882444505,0.0,0.0,0.10553605317918788,0.0,0.0,0.18273183331732468,0.0,0.0,0.14867511315037332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147228264793234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642740444343086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876122635003476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503619899680457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081548256210216,0.0,0.0,0.14881990845839949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005878467675279
socialanxiety,jailrightaway,2019/02/21,"I pushed my limits last night and was really proud of myself I was meeting a friend for a couple beers last night, which was a big step any way bc I usually cancel plans or don’t make them in the first place but I was determined to go bc I always cancel on her and don’t want to lose the friendship

She was a little late meeting me and I planned to just sit in the car and wait for her to get there and then go into the bar together, which is what I normally would have done

But instead, I went in by myself, sat at the bar, ordered a drink and even chatted a bit with the bartender until my friend got there. 

This would seem minor to most people but I was really proud of myself and even boasted to my SO about it when I got home bc I knew he’d be proud me. ",3.826257668711656,3.7390671165644207,4.955957055214725,88.56289263803683,71.08588957055214,7.9923926380368115,24.275460122699386,7.554174236665415,0.868703558282208,592,13,136,6,10,196,96,163,0.046,0.7959999999999999,0.158,0.9619,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,8,10,6,0,0,12,0,15,4,0,1,0,24,27,15,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,9,4,2,2,5,0,6,2,1,0,1,12,0,24,5,20,11,2,28,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,3,10,97,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390868572804169,0.0,0.0,0.1136715461593062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824906321517636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849545020555685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710582232388536,0.0,0.1637488600571372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220809406581596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218247566048225,0.0,0.0,0.2582880177983909,0.0,0.08733190663162124,0.0,0.18999676944330307,0.0,0.26737922101433265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767070490541236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272508262663961,0.18855880778633846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675338336152094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700436977021304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157766702077013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137284313106896,0.16377700636586476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588465245641733,0.0,0.1746420341920981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416832683385906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521721885471117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409828779428306,0.0,0.09859270906604796,0.13268034200515766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549549242432344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748509747083976,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tetra_nova,2019/02/21,"Anybody else procrastinate the shit out of getting haircuts Its just such an awkward experience, mind always goes blank when they ask what I want and it feels like torture just like sitting there for 15 minutes while someone works all around your head",6.228409090909093,9.171469568181825,4.522727272727273,82.22909090909094,69.22727272727272,6.218181818181819,33.72727272727273,7.1686216300943375,2.338972727272728,207,10,33,2,4,59,42,44,0.10400000000000001,0.701,0.195,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,1,6,5,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,9,4,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,4,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540243755927529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271771369497794,0.28540341011856685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550292549809551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29863060094603505,0.0,0.0,0.1543629700943048,0.21809806875951804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950057025658093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31331393790389284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982969485880387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308254220442886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133741192792156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586698407338709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006698726398682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22225356548716294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DayBeast,2019/02/21,"Taking 10mg of Paxil? I went to the doctor after seeing a therapist a couple of times, and he prescribed me paxil for my social anxiety. I don't know much about it but seems like there are some serious side effects relating to suicide and depression, as well as loss of libido (which I'm not really ok with). Also the withdrawal effects are long-lasting. I'm a bit scared to take the pill after reading about it, especially since it'll be one I'll have to take daily. I heard good things about klonopin and was hoping the doc would prescribe that to me. Should I give paxil a try, or ask the doctor for klonopin?",6.091782762691853,6.055532983471077,6.75473435655254,77.42223140495871,66.27272727272728,9.558913813459268,30.508854781582052,9.23628265651192,2.5502953955135768,485,16,91,8,7,160,83,121,0.18,0.7090000000000001,0.11,-0.8838,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,9,0,1,9,1,9,3,0,2,0,15,22,8,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,4,1,1,3,2,7,5,18,15,3,5,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,4,4,60,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205118047083265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588697429488514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606069555643585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939266827619692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654495478814407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299303346849435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636250296932632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039952196459848,0.0,0.1489881761088797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642733258056265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097621169309765,0.144792701906202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678137157561171,0.0,0.0,0.15719755085736578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057897891866446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203671372863963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776787366902932,0.0,0.11379475397134828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778392858967881,0.0,0.14154864392526667,0.16170828817683566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693792358269075,0.0,0.0,0.1810720957641399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429911941213565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006684662212397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624289562826165,0.11800992242607165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035778705758778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059956311959305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971130249636134,0.16466540820096712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261837295835073,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TigerWoods_2487,2019/02/21,Gabapentin for social and generalized anxiety My psych prescribed me Gabapentin at 200 mg 2x per day for my anxiety. It was his first choice for me and it’s the only med I’ve ever taken. How well does/did it work for you?,1.4913333333333334,3.9084710222222254,2.8666666666666667,90.54000000000002,83.22222222222223,6.266666666666668,22.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,0.9604666666666666,176,6,37,3,5,57,35,45,0.076,0.8759999999999999,0.047,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,22,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251442411942755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135673413805707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104736802896008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291953608832763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812542181368636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610439793147969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498825727224086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086074702700847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24987753589342698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emily1257,2019/06/10,"How do I get rid of my social anxiety? Please share some tips and advice on how to get rid of my social anxiety or lessen it. My anxiety holds me back from enjoying my life and socializing. Anything is appreciated, even your experiences that may be encouraging or helpful to me.",5.1780769230769215,7.025692192307695,7.180000000000002,66.74000000000002,69.38461538461539,11.353846153846154,32.230769230769226,11.20814326018867,4.317253846153847,222,10,39,8,4,78,38,52,0.079,0.6509999999999999,0.27,0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,9,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,1,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108413629117799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951749156028224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755478077140238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590863054937816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250959993359247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105787239594276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22545479865525825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462156672297696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523999731431391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368432696737017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6598304230651272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kle3331,2019/06/10,"How do I stop being so “fake” and smiley all the time? Since I get nervous around people, I am constantly really smiley and overly nice that I don’t really have a personality. And I understand it’s annoying and impossible for people to really connect with me because i’m so focused on keeping this smiley sweet image when no one really wants that and i’m sure it’s uncomfortable. But for some reason, I just can’t just let lose and stop trying to impress people. Anyone experience this and have advice?",6.3912499999999985,7.094363958333332,8.104166666666668,65.45750000000001,65.66666666666666,10.983333333333334,29.541666666666664,10.864195022040775,3.525616666666666,404,13,66,11,6,142,63,96,0.18100000000000002,0.605,0.213,0.6729999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,1,2,0,8,0,0,2,2,22,14,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,7,4,8,12,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851192611998713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246134334643794,0.0,0.0,0.16864238827676178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548129343311896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471809849868716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530935708616927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897494776319177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838359994807767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371595249153092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193568815081568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283699222378398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940029892560453,0.1654123136585507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854422576693462,0.19477659265498576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670730607490702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167618184336016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854561941645128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046439660477986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286178012420778,0.0,0.0,0.197214451457986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173703410375786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,paranoiabrazil,2019/06/10,"Is it okay to make eye contact during conversations? I have no problem making eye contact, but sometimes I make a conscious effort to look away ... 
Yesterday I was talking to a girl and our eye contact was kinda intense and I looked away because I feared making her unconfortable
Last month happened the same thing with a guy, but I looked away multiple times due to the fear of he getting angry at me and beatibg me up.

Whats your opinion about this?",6.962823529411764,7.2924913999999985,7.0047058823529404,75.12117647058824,64.41176470588235,9.15294117647059,37.0,8.841846274778883,3.3144588235294123,359,17,62,5,5,115,60,85,0.191,0.7809999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,2,5,1,4,3,3,4,0,15,13,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,6,11,1,12,11,1,10,0,0,6,0,11,5,0,2,5,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4868718290436155,0.0,0.0,0.10529790648170582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887507332001889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024712560598493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103521952374684,0.1527493581338254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080241894317305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351627354037763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46120892667194796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787576126906215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528446493608492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083974351718265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883818449085747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475773514918687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072341032432806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kalycon,2019/06/10,"too anxious to get help for anxiety For anyone who has seen a doctor or therapist about their social anxiety-- how did you do it? I've literally been trying to psych myself up for years and haven't managed yet b/c:

1) I need to call my health insurance co. to find out what coverage I get for mental health services and phone calls make me anxious

2) I need to get a referral from a physician in order to see a therapist and doctors make me really anxious

3) the idea of actually talking to someone about all of my deepest insecurities and loneliness over the last decade makes me feel like throwing up from anxiety.

How do I get myself to a professional? I can't manage this on my own anymore but I also can't reach out for help.",4.72496551724138,5.759199324137932,6.340862068965517,75.4278448275862,69.55172413793103,9.662068965517244,31.74137931034483,9.888512548439397,3.1957448275862066,582,25,109,14,10,200,94,145,0.091,0.857,0.052000000000000005,0.1025,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,1,7,0,8,5,0,5,1,19,20,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,3,16,1,26,17,2,12,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,1,4,74,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.12642243849494733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360135559882487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29731695361863103,0.4390650084399966,0.12847912049214633,0.09058460599414173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645707519963824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652005135122423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550454161478256,0.0925507847667972,0.0,0.0,0.11840665862156542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270738810883744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27541189479940603,0.0,0.0,0.17366971666278005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462465585946667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056008133728898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329174953815153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25942756252141425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305562664916904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192119862833602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299326153003803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323484356290924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206025124259338,0.10976757791385727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412765149558358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008358466137795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795617313705702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083426167866474
socialanxiety,blackwavesblackdays,2019/06/10,"Social growth maybeeee So I got a job as a residential counselor at a summer program. I’m excited and nervous at the same time. I’m going to be meeting a lot of people and interacting with a lot of people. It can definitely be an opportunity to grow but I don’t know how it’s gonna go. I don’t know how capable I am of breaking away from how I’ve always been but I’m gonna try and push my self. I’m moving towards a better mindset.

I shouldn’t assume that people don’t like me, I should assume they do. The worry I get from assuming they don’t causes me to be unhappy about something I’m not even certain of when I could just choose to assume the best and be happier. And also a person not liking me isn’t the end of the world, who are they among billions of ppl? If anything them not liking me makes their opinion even more irrelevant. 

I know my first days I might be thrown into things that I’m not comfortable with, I can’t foresee what it will be or how it will go. I just don’t wanna feel how I’ve felt before in certain situations. I get trapped in my head and don’t make any progress. Anyone got pointers to help me stay on track and stay positive? I might have to put those affirmative sticky notes on my wall lol.",2.3662292358803967,3.828975213178296,4.385924695459583,85.49988372093026,75.93798449612403,7.08482834994463,24.688815060908084,7.793537801064563,1.2269233665559254,967,32,206,14,21,332,140,258,0.10300000000000001,0.731,0.166,0.9577,1,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,5,5,14,11,0,1,13,1,27,1,1,8,2,50,49,20,0,5,10,0,2,3,0,8,0,0,0,2,10,10,0,0,10,0,0,8,13,1,0,2,4,2,28,10,29,30,5,29,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,11,9,141,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087188390305362,0.1131209506408515,0.0,0.0,0.0924503839815109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505911520942824,0.0,0.11187492996873534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772911619580055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568308901997575,0.0,0.14267070862662715,0.12023636566208623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965767928448236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854468631930893,0.0,0.0,0.08767623954745651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041098589883392,0.0,0.0,0.17958684574052342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874019818006495,0.0,0.13053292737306185,0.0,0.0,0.11563865289411528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205610066420024,0.0,0.2317898570544153,0.0,0.21746261475857095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395235021127957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112414534155854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490899198076808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22414301993795013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925430966302995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311589618081857,0.0,0.0,0.18149481569248194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28844206482769635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449290050413896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827509868339011,0.11870593928676995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366668887669223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182507321070026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528130366649285,0.0,0.13858348777569982,0.0,0.10466063726454697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898083512746431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031886759209658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792732999538625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230084851455493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806340909650786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nikkimouse345,2019/06/10,It always blows up I had posted on here a bit back looking for new friends as it is tough to make ones in real life. Walking up to people is scary. I made what I thought was a great friend and we talked around the clock for about a week. He even gave me the courage to go on a date. But after the date he got mad that I went Bc I guess he felt he had a crush on me?? But didn’t want to be with me? Idk it’s still confusing to me. I really cared about him and to be honest had developed a crush on him as well I mean he was so understanding and sweet and thoughtful ... we would stay up all hours of the night talking about everything!! But the night after my date I went on vacation. Mind you we love an ocean apart... my first night on vacation he snapped me telling me how he felt I wasn’t responding due to talking to other men... when I tried to explain I wasn’t talking to anyone but him he got so upset and just really made a mountain of a mole hill.... when I told him I wanted to be with him.... which was what he claimed to want... he refused... we didn’t talk for days and I started talking to someone new... but I know he struggles so I really wanted to reach out to him Bc I care... but now he’s mad Bc I’m talking to someone although he is talking to a new man as well.... I don’t understand. He’s being so rude to me.... even said he lied about seeking mental help and having anxiety. Am I wrong for feeling let down and hurt??,0.0699990064580227,2.0690219114754136,2.0971684053651245,96.48869349230007,85.62295081967213,5.270740188772977,20.3899652260308,6.574015621080383,0.10066120218579222,1093,34,259,12,33,364,147,305,0.14,0.767,0.09300000000000001,-0.9626,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,4,1,0,1,21,20,3,3,15,0,22,2,0,4,1,48,54,25,0,5,7,0,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,8,16,0,1,10,0,0,4,5,9,2,2,23,6,39,11,48,25,2,43,0,1,1,1,47,14,0,2,23,166,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235579392165539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652242223967741,0.0,0.0,0.06080286376221807,0.0,0.0,0.0774108120895995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668651235766443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493531474353582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731839380726747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608053932169203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486951557449905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815199690182577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396843896266157,0.0,0.16698610716209553,0.0,0.0,0.07396619716138432,0.0,0.0,0.13436664652343502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942007952593055,0.0,0.1390960741577539,0.09587119970593226,0.09579373869306576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828593062795316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856358436342038,0.0,0.09309004399436828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778969197049568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892016621864951,0.061420813393191276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302258882716957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848274261018218,0.16456300544428631,0.058044957223651564,0.0,0.0,0.09472245595046193,0.0,0.0,0.08763293495267248,0.0,0.08780251421856976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519529403988458,0.0,0.2448118050167123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058924805500274235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028553808584591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832814640014038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897692945380636,0.16712203752322066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271671037508213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735799780012407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154912590540895,0.09268536563212952,0.06944455216891535,0.0,0.0,0.09090709557508818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5591466089216215,0.07600488518489587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380694420600634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309183351390596,0.0,0.0590385877777556,0.0,0.0,0.1810521186181667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051596787460121,0.0,0.06975224244483545,0.0,0.15637087743312422,0.16122136605739235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061772273484547675,0.09507462233330567,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mikee8989,2019/06/10,"Sometimes you just need to get the ball rolling I have pretty crippling social anxiety which makes me habitually avoid social gatherings with the reason oh I will just go to the next one or I will get ready to go get dressed and just sit in my chair debating things until I say screw it it's too late I'm just going to stay home.  I have done this so many times but on the weekend I went to a graduation dance ball thing the local university was holding.  I didn't see anyone I knew there at first so I just sat at a table looking around awkwardly.  A few people I knew came and sat with me and eventually brought me out on to the dance floor and I had a pretty good time after all.

Now I feel like I can keep going to events like this and it will be fine.  But if I don't make a habit of doing something social the next day and the next things slowly return back to severe social anxiety.  Basically the wave of new found confidence dissipates and disappears if I don't keep doing these things.

​

Just get the ball rolling then keep it rolling.   I wouldn't necessarily say I'm cured but it's huge progress",3.4219543650793653,5.078557366071434,4.3820833333333375,85.81013888888894,73.55357142857143,7.477777777777778,24.49801587301588,8.167268648758528,1.3069611111111117,886,27,183,14,18,287,126,224,0.069,0.79,0.141,0.9593,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,13,7,1,2,15,0,16,1,0,3,1,39,43,17,0,4,12,0,1,2,0,4,0,2,1,0,13,12,0,5,5,6,0,10,4,3,0,2,12,5,21,4,21,26,2,39,0,0,2,1,8,10,1,3,19,116,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150087442647118,0.1289785569936905,0.0,0.0,0.16240223072486595,0.0,0.0,0.07421949154126455,0.0,0.0,0.09449211365364246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816194364316455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140232162539998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845514925239825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862383105536844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367041915054729,0.07583045829642329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028741748131444,0.0,0.11638320304622465,0.0,0.0,0.2218268398228456,0.0,0.24130002749131155,0.08902991724285524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647272009337228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28304133544868115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197368924637159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037147850437737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913559458275164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170606267893696,0.10761500720747164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870563865680218,0.0,0.1025161095583606,0.33866124070604964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192702502469635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358801390541278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159765287016886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091353847528513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688225285075056,0.0,0.0,0.08458432329083188,0.0,0.0,0.11991434719082784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328084045834811,0.0,0.08171609071939859,0.1049807408438084,0.0,0.0,0.11313711698571978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28207375650403016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237887392999902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839806116009854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289785569936905,0.0
socialanxiety,Shitwhatap,2019/06/10,"Fake friend spreading rumours, and i have so much anxiety i might throw up It all started when a girl in my class got dumped by her old friends for something she had done. Everybody hated her, and i felt sorry for her and we became friends. I thought that it was temporarily though and that she would go back to her other friends after they made up, but they never did. She used to talk badly about them all the time, and say some really gruesome things. I just laughed it off nervously and didnt really know what to say. Although i started noticing that she lied alot about small things and was super manipulating. I began questioning her mental stability since she had alot of traits common with narcisism or sociopathy, but i just ignored it since i wanted to be a good friend. She could say really hurtful things but i just kept ignoring it because she used to have her depression as an excuse for her behaviour and she used to say that she cant control her anger. When i confronted her she would say ”how can you get mad at me when im trying to change”. We were friends for 3 years, and i mean she did have good sides too like she was funny. At the end of the last schoolyear before we start new schools we got into an argument about something i had done. I basically changed plans and said that it would be better to get ready at my house instead of hers. although she had done ALOT worse things than that and more things than i have ever done to her she said she was so hurt and couldnt be friends anymore. Her friend called me and ratted me out for being so egoistic and selfish and a bad friend. I was in shock since we usually always talk out, atleast when she does bad things, but suddenly i am a terrible selfish person that she cant be friends with anymore. I know that she will talk shit about me and probably spread rumours since thats what she has done to her past friends. I now realize that the only reason she was friends with me is because she didnt have anyone else in our class, and that she dumped me because she doesnt need me anymore . I feel so pathetic and like the biggest loser in the world. I feel like trash. I have so much anxiety she is gonna start more drama behind my back that i feel like i am going to throw up. I think i will skip prom in order to never see her or her friends again even though the dress and shoes costed alot.. i feel so dumb and her friend is going to start the same school as me.. i have so much anxiety that it actually hurts, like someone is punching me in my stomach.  How do you cope with a situation likw this? Do you have any tips for how to get rid of anxiety?",4.662011995637954,5.450602049618323,4.931299890948747,86.37335114503819,69.53435114503817,8.278647764449293,28.139367502726284,8.418075326091056,1.7418106434024,2070,69,433,30,35,652,222,524,0.18899999999999997,0.654,0.156,-0.9687,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,6,3,3,5,31,48,8,1,19,0,54,3,3,10,5,85,90,46,0,7,9,0,5,5,14,7,0,7,0,2,30,32,0,4,13,1,1,5,8,24,0,0,29,13,93,24,55,47,13,54,0,5,1,0,83,20,2,9,33,317,123,5,0.0,0.0,0.052136593210585384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044455158668383066,0.0,0.0,0.03633187721255585,0.0,0.16348461818397395,0.0,0.158954305601862,0.03735707687719119,0.05474180078020378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216341821082898,0.13382678022211966,0.097704963146318,0.0,0.04546204790975752,0.0,0.0,0.047251430287109666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545544676897106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303638401322925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059922404160752576,0.04265674241241883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046016198004245015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04675392253616018,0.2733694830807574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044631016093643436,0.0,0.047320053917722316,0.0,0.0,0.0352877237899833,0.04832736141491927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805624951625256,0.07633585737075936,0.051297853889519865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778809390418518,0.0,0.08373948140104602,0.0,0.09109059652257444,0.08962328880849799,0.08546016444139183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527476443262209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164705047741609,0.1715826384559028,0.0,0.05770982796568781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05872365498641004,0.043549758374177724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050753642078913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05055348107915809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581971612846394,0.0,0.0,0.05384138320858354,0.05667711279788602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782395602380362,0.0396151001969057,0.08241167790317892,0.051599682325942565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082646644727058,0.05606216323750584,0.0,0.0,0.04063328885645788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051001674875042174,0.0,0.04664999132324375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576028431159877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059849948642039325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267922293994322,0.05493137818072207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164174242169204,0.21243463290739065,0.0,0.10814101543747856,0.04257403280678637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484157243813642,0.17677993389956834,0.0600536660366745,0.0,0.0,0.04526813139769282,0.08226071668547816,0.0,0.05980663404116132,0.1890778892556889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288266799619393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296530307474326,0.03423356762036412,0.10498260262029367,0.042414702550850086,0.03115344335112595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03627311159157744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384301223699137,0.058841782426446464,0.0,0.03151235573782715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444620552758652,0.1138580369404435,0.0,0.0,0.03440493814985385
socialanxiety,scarfacesaints,2019/06/10,"I love talking to people but I hate talking to people I'm very outgoing. Not shy in the least. I'll talk to anyone who will talk to me...but...once I'm like 5 minutes into the interaction I feel incredibly stupid because I have nothing to say besides like one word answers. 

It feels like my mind goes blank and I forget everything I know about anything. It becomes hard to formulate a sentence that's coherent. I just smile and nod acknowledging what they're saying until they're done and walk away from me.",2.33818181818182,4.965656353535357,3.772525252525252,84.04545454545458,81.42424242424244,6.428282828282829,26.171717171717173,7.686295010490155,1.7478808080808084,405,17,75,7,11,133,71,99,0.131,0.655,0.213,0.7754,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,15,10,5,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,5,9,4,12,8,1,5,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,4,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254363509275957,0.0,0.1476258530772294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854642721541965,0.0,0.0,0.1093568257930467,0.19812641289672966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358219260752587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122762486001982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141384132916685,0.12815900217508416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070165291954114,0.17711428670018914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859016832127772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629283205052248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190995349018822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811366489071427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213323720681534,0.0,0.0,0.19104859530486745,0.12156191540546425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487382153830066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853223794800292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5767599247541513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801871376736245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nicolettecb98,2019/06/10,"Really anxious about graduation on Wednesday, any tips? So I am getting my college degree on Wednesday evening, I also am getting to sit in the front and lead the procession because my gpa is high.

I’m really anxious about the ceremony because I’m worried I’ll embarrass myself somehow in front of hundreds of people. I worry I’ll puke or pass out or trip or fall. That’s never happened to me before but my mind is already making up these scenarios . 

Any tips or advice?",5.799666666666668,6.856753188888893,7.1733333333333364,70.35000000000002,67.1111111111111,9.111111111111112,37.22222222222222,9.2995712137729,3.8402222222222218,377,20,60,7,6,129,60,90,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.7907,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,12,10,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,12,10,0,17,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,3,40,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006780193480858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266228073674693,0.16422844891356211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793073086161685,0.0,0.0,0.4640027143244483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503743488138935,0.0,0.17474850214270585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356401033355472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458703274266727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160152633775886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169769306443818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708117347839438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073577492194381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838834736651505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423726142607417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631211634746283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171115094646947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ovrdun_,2019/06/10,i went to my local card shop to play magic i started crying and left my cards there i couldn’t deal with so many new people i wish i could go get my cards,3.6031428571428568,2.8359791714285727,4.720714285714287,92.38678571428574,71.57142857142857,7.0,20.357142857142858,3.1291,-0.38128571428571423,121,1,30,0,2,40,26,35,0.091,0.76,0.149,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,3,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549492996082703,0.0,0.3507556360284566,0.0,0.32920265569673457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683038386088714,0.0,0.18147567825501795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469397504576077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237381549672266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30839914454363826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213747735342521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260147995882301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960108222722949,0.0,0.0,0.367199739176738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wooooshbaiting,2019/06/10,"Using alcohol as a confidence boost to talk to strangers? Hey guys. So I’m going out next weekend to a club. This is a big push for and will be hard to get through without alcohol. I’ve been drunk around friends before. I’m basically just a more confident and funnier version of myself. But the problem is I’m planning to get a girls number, and have never spoken to strangers when drunk before. I’m not sure I will have the same level of confidence I have when talking to friends when drunk.

I’d like to know how alcohol affects your confidence talking to friends vs talking to strangers so I know how it may turn out.",3.7416393442622966,5.5825861147541005,4.4499672131147525,84.88806557377049,73.09836065573771,7.50295081967213,32.691803278688525,8.238735603445708,2.5451678688524595,494,25,95,8,10,158,70,122,0.09699999999999999,0.667,0.23600000000000002,0.9633,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,0,7,0,10,6,0,4,2,22,21,12,0,1,5,0,1,1,3,3,3,0,0,2,2,6,6,0,2,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,5,5,19,16,3,13,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,7,59,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024927779584649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952366779206574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667327855507927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632695520007688,0.0,0.16377077996293413,0.0,0.08907374269698191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518816313789668,0.0,0.0,0.14040003883553429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172270330885017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657076688227503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088047844140153,0.0,0.16668501604806765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997023759249653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771695268159474,0.0,0.0,0.5038972180006491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047813692592584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353651153051086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108292741253107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,elizy_idk,2019/06/10,Will I ever get in a relationship I feel that I am too ugly to date and I have social anxiety and I’m 15 and never had a boyfriend is it impossible for me to be in a relationship,0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,4.535,80.36,84.0,8.0,22.5,8.841846274778883,1.73725,140,5,32,4,4,55,29,40,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,6,9,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,5,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26752855427415945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163343261240352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682478348415467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270997107653925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697192835589522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7509191508548856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564871191704493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ex-Moses,2019/06/10,"Can a grin/laugh be forms of safety behaviours? Hey guys,
I've read a bunch on social anxiety, and was wondering the above in regards to avoidance and safety behaviors. 

I still remember a friend of mine in high school asking me why I laugh all the time when joke are cracked about me.

Also, if I force myself to stop doing it, I feel fearful. Will that be better in overcoming my SAD?",5.035600000000001,5.902910693333332,5.678666666666667,81.06600000000002,68.73333333333333,9.2,28.333333333333336,9.3871,2.381533333333334,302,10,58,6,5,98,59,75,0.158,0.636,0.20600000000000002,0.6401,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,2,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,10,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,4,9,6,3,9,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,41,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057242719101096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679701890702048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404958239206521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275184227823003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894799365227046,0.13007430310747273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987521995296004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25471985137265346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718007834416051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573215415624373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29141628336864683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26035268266920136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622359415870117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544172004043784,0.21507412872840445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000566654634234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23212984982058496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789787396134237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,madeinanstralia,2019/06/10,Please help I am a guy who is 18 years old.In my life i loved 3 girls and i went to talk to two of them and i got rejected and lost my self confidence and became very depressed by destroying myself with my inner voice.I really can't talk to my friends and family about this because i cant open that easily to anyone.3rd girl was loving me too i felt that i am sure we talked a lot but when time passed she became less talkative to me because we were preparing for university exam (it is very important in my country) and by the time it got very weird. i felt very bad because  how she treated me i became very depressed that i stopped working for my exam and stayed at home crying all day. I couldn't tell my feelings or how i felt bad because how she treated me.I don't know what to do guys i feel so sad I gave my best to her to treat her like a gentleman and a caring guy but when i felt bad and didn't go to school she called me few times at first after that she didn't care. what should i do try to get over her without even confessing my love for her please help.,4.0861466165413525,4.070830960526315,5.0973934837092765,87.52342105263159,70.53508771929825,8.61954887218045,26.81203007518797,8.418075326091056,1.4779714285714285,841,24,192,12,14,277,124,228,0.185,0.64,0.175,-0.6936,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,1,4,9,22,1,0,5,0,15,4,0,3,2,34,34,18,0,2,4,0,6,1,1,1,1,0,1,6,10,13,0,1,8,0,0,3,7,10,0,2,13,6,42,12,24,19,5,20,1,5,0,3,32,6,0,2,11,123,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403968782670323,0.23401363157743685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007162926944305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799775281418922,0.0,0.19569892257843965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542031650189833,0.06189375443363136,0.0,0.16532042886450207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633883489252411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047350071769854,0.0,0.0970522679311129,0.0,0.3685912166868568,0.0,0.0,0.08163340971518593,0.0,0.0,0.07414743442717943,0.0,0.050141209612155936,0.0,0.05454288249124116,0.0,0.15351454106419682,0.0,0.0,0.2850809730154741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286555058441389,0.0,0.09626735845746588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274349168280252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778759240287166,0.04688688511194282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476435863525732,0.08159163811733114,0.2598543981823079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070606950884113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21069603487298366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061481876339643436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712840165715914,0.0,0.0,0.10011932878443716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229297594874263,0.0,0.08023657043602721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045211471000024,0.0,0.0,0.2314150549610057,0.08388342473679973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788546768701956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515842925589296,0.0,0.09375032610598599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959331813415261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889666518983627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251321553117596,0.0,0.06986848132400995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180257579587304
socialanxiety,ummpalummpa,2019/06/10,Does having no friends make you learn/master new skill? so if you don't have friends and you set home all day long is there any skill that you have leaned and became actually very good at or even mastered it ?,4.185714285714287,5.325229952380956,3.6366666666666654,93.925,70.90476190476191,6.552380952380951,23.523809523809533,6.42735559955562,0.2810380952380949,166,4,37,1,3,49,35,42,0.046,0.7509999999999999,0.203,0.8202,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,6,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.3090203466657731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153437461073466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204223379672823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771165597980716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915491341334325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893107484382792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656044255237768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31764182793984913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802394544296115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137702098726727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30583800625026497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612826226429164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Andrew_the_big_boi,2019/06/10,Fluctuaiting emontions Am I the only one that has moments when I can't wait to see my friends and after a day or two I don't even have the courage to talk on the group chat because I fell like I don't matter to them at all?(sorry for my english is my second language),5.670526315789473,4.614045526315788,6.725263157894738,80.68684210526318,67.42105263157895,9.003508771929825,34.78947368421053,7.793537801064563,2.389694736842105,213,9,46,2,3,72,44,57,0.02,0.8170000000000001,0.163,0.8283,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,9,3,7,9,0,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,5,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375468634805948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25131300489872643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573816468195247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30106776882322106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903792086236895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26405897861290617,0.2963711364272589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31052653723926504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43621770709439217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132120700127434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806632249009061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,flozzatroz,2019/06/10,"Quiet and soft around some people but not others I don’t think I have fully blown social anxiety but I might have a bit.

Around people I’m close to i can be fun, lively chatty. But then people outside of my comfort zone I’m kidna withdrawn and not as fun. I don’t think I’m well liked at work. Some pretty cool people in my personal life like me but I don’t get why I struggle around others. 

I feel like I can be a pushover aswell sometimes. I find it hard to be assertive with some people. I’m so agreeable sometimes. 

It’s like I have a different personality with different people. To give an example, my cousin who I maybe see twice a year I’m open and sociable with but my brother in law who I probably see on a weekly basis I don’t talk much to and I’m kinda withdrawn/ soft around him. 

I think it depends how approachable that person is and how sociable they are with me. Some people just don’t seemcthat friendly and I don’t want to know those people who would rather criticise you or make fun than have genuine conversation.

Does this sound like social anxiety? Is anyone else like this?",1.638727272727273,4.142596327272727,3.235636363636363,87.53845454545458,83.45454545454547,6.065454545454546,21.527272727272724,7.404127859558343,0.9516327272727274,872,28,170,14,25,287,116,220,0.054000000000000006,0.6629999999999999,0.28300000000000003,0.9957,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,10,14,0,1,6,1,20,1,0,4,0,45,37,17,0,3,10,2,4,6,1,2,1,2,0,3,12,16,0,0,6,0,0,1,8,1,1,1,0,9,25,13,20,32,6,14,0,0,2,0,17,10,0,8,9,110,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224399030133753,0.0,0.0,0.06957707107805372,0.10195589382825583,0.0,0.35432657225034925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863503350039304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792566732146112,0.0,0.0,0.08707857421955822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312468850926517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031334074756371,0.0710872720522243,0.0,0.0,0.0909468933778913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687826803883191,0.0,0.0519878992730405,0.09545544487963244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913803889270992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468602281683343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028419443929904,0.2916823123272272,0.0,0.08786582593069722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642118256578096,0.0,0.09996738463159456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055603873558183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314852988378003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5518807383521966,0.2606550110511722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123361112164173,0.10728454806446827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858716764243186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286814490059785,0.0,0.0,0.1968284157122089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402551884830168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799793400853073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127872681856267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869135377523059,0.0,0.07981789721972975,0.0,0.08946805282272463,0.0,0.08978889721249571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244172203919755,0.0,0.0,0.07068637226850515,0.0,0.0,0.06407875099429912
socialanxiety,Quer0s,2019/06/10,"The other person is just a human as well What helps is to realize, that all people have some kind of insecurity or anxiety.
When meeting people, keep in mind that they are not demigods. Don't put them on a pedestal in your mind, everyone has their problems.",6.3456462585034,6.867109551020409,6.6738775510204125,76.30564625850344,65.73469387755102,9.798639455782316,32.65986394557823,9.725611199111238,3.0171578231292515,204,8,38,4,3,66,43,49,0.141,0.7709999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.4201,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,3,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,6,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,1,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961097197396866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618208928591995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836579330697537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24354579025752324,0.0,0.28533117972713723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533283283282276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799173213692991,0.2392481967407714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26218314931479497,0.0,0.2754479421005848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463609299213819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WigglyWink,2019/06/10,Finally biting the bullet tonight! Long time lurker of the subreddit. Finally managed to build up the courage to go to a social event! And post something while I got the sudden drive. Hopefully it doesn't go away before tonight 😣,3.516428571428573,6.576244452380955,3.9812380952380977,81.48042857142859,80.66666666666666,7.1695238095238105,29.82857142857143,8.238735603445708,2.815908571428572,185,9,30,4,5,58,34,42,0.0,0.847,0.153,0.7568,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,6,4,0,15,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,9,16,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606077385513189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360300385380572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6077126915127072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31528301071926695,0.0,0.22184620836494565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755010303690336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547266344298954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26565346473889995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28275408478060765,0.0,0.2135407556648406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617425693043017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Diplomat9,2019/06/10,"Introvert with social anxiety? Or just social anxiety? This is my first post here. I just joined this group today so not sure how things go.. Below is what I want to share if anyone has any advice or wants to chat about it..

Basically, I think I'm an introvert. I spend a lot of time on my own and enjoy that time, and when I'm with people I know I don't mind sitting in silence a lot of the time, although some days I'm more chatty than others. When I do have conversations with people I have a really difficult time with small talk and get anxious about the conversation and how I'm going to mess it up and the one chance to make an impression but come across as awkward/weird/creepy.

But in contrast to that, I can chat a lot when I'm sending text messages and then I can do the small talk etc, so I'm not sure if I'm an introvert or just leading myself to believe that because of my anxiety?

Should I stop thinking of myself as an introvert as that might help me get better? Has anyone else thought they were an introvert and discovered later that they actually weren't?",3.379956627812416,4.885876824884793,4.722797506099216,83.93780970452698,73.3778801843318,8.055191108701546,25.667931688804554,8.671277953709913,1.7676459203036052,849,28,172,16,17,282,115,217,0.087,0.84,0.073,0.24600000000000002,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,3,13,8,0,0,13,0,15,0,0,4,2,44,34,26,0,5,12,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,1,4,2,1,5,4,2,0,2,3,0,19,6,26,29,7,28,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,10,13,123,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.1309412891279949,0.0,0.0,0.13112010920234626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124767357615138,0.0,0.30794426725116325,0.1515863241276979,0.0,0.18764493432071344,0.1374842796957519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817954852868075,0.0,0.0,0.15117602518625214,0.0,0.11867218040014806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558504056579368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865356371933591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209099832797348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964727153971027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413428043931485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020805695626062,0.0,0.15251629615725487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993868830977697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374236225188333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422276346979861,0.0,0.0,0.08956685188772914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234482456174755,0.13548454788386766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092451057239824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604840520088614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285082961206414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595977725990735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735612403325566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121813147776772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529279877603781,0.0,0.0,0.21569919205833432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914388662203346,0.17195551913241444,0.0,0.10652471686357058,0.3129680542566921,0.0,0.12718788791360006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582868472861127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,louielei,2019/06/10,"I'm going to a meeting all by myself My father passed away a couple of weeks ago and today there's a meeting with a priest where we'll discuss the funeral.  

My mother was supposed to go as well but she's ill and couldn't make it. So I'm going to be there by myself. I'm anxious and scared and sad.  
But I'll have to, and I hope it will be alright. I'm doing it for my father.",0.0073235294117637295,1.5443536588235318,2.852573529411768,93.53533088235297,83.0,4.720588235294118,18.86029411764705,5.148860815047168,-0.4187352941176474,291,7,68,1,8,103,53,85,0.184,0.725,0.091,-0.8422,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,1,8,1,0,1,1,12,17,9,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,1,0,8,3,11,11,1,9,1,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25739122456836394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280300196974588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272807657704612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212835639780511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950636931188666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28839815428344606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938210215073269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29070621349614123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27523225210230595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291344381551146,0.0,0.2610731805805826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yamamag,2019/06/10,How to have a conversation I don't know what it is but everyone seems like they don't really enjoy talking to me. Like I'm always sitting at a bar waiting for food at my job so there's always people's to talk to but always mid conversation they just lose interest. I'll try to revive the convo once or twice but by the third time they stop talking they make it seem like they don't want to talk. My sister and my one friend tell me I'm really pretty and that intimidating to talk to but that makes no sense if I'm nice what's does it matter. No one will even look me in the face most of the time. It makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong but there isn't a science to conversation so idk what to do. No one wants to talk to me. Has anyone else had this problem? Am I too spunky or not enough? What am I supposed to talk about?,0.5417553660688021,2.6071509497206726,2.5870038224051757,93.29497794766243,84.19553072625698,5.556130549838283,17.242281681858277,6.8360192770164,-0.17907374301675993,656,14,151,8,19,220,97,179,0.16699999999999998,0.67,0.163,0.2942,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,5,1,9,11,0,0,7,0,13,3,1,4,0,27,28,13,0,4,10,1,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,2,2,2,4,1,0,0,8,3,0,5,1,2,16,8,20,26,2,8,0,1,1,0,18,4,0,6,7,96,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857335855053458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003699188016662,0.11728350906454264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016959653171743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956213004682798,0.0,0.0,0.11827353811786814,0.0,0.07560343309871978,0.0,0.0,0.10937676275032812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787723430265236,0.08177423004259964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841222831069336,0.0,0.08843581972403691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358942140306445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290728678761649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368839333227025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612225456822318,0.12805769987761872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292199815536062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190210220607542,0.2326945091505573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935601752472962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645264144926737,0.0,0.10952809688552924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466591575088991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084103219045783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812119233868887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956983465870866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6440216562242679,0.10004795830318296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349159521930853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771461207919185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502952431769766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251501377543521,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheKidInBuff,2019/06/10,"Anxiety caused by others? For example, like every time I try to make plans with people, they either ignore me or blow me off. Which in return basically hurts me and causes me to think it's me that's the problem. 

It's a vicious never ending cycle.",3.438877551020408,5.183314877551023,5.5630102040816345,76.99716836734696,73.6938775510204,7.348979591836735,22.45408163265306,8.07648339933343,1.4123836734693875,195,5,34,3,4,68,41,49,0.23600000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.047,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,11,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,7,2,1,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272352254989655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6102849846348737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630897815846239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502694942163665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179880772013132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511901999009996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982768892009341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22909600205938796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593053259405936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842277123927235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19033160536469573,0.0,0.0,0.1732067469979584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167105098011565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ConfidentHedgehog9,2019/06/10,"Anxiety Triggered Hi all..

​

I'm writing this to see if I can get any answer pertaining to my social anxiety here. As of present, the moment my parents talked/discussed about my personal development in life (Issue such as my career, my decisions, and many other aspects), I got extremely nervous and felt so useless as if I'm not doing my best to help them... it's just frustrating to see them not believing me despite all the efforts I put into work - school and in life... I felt so drained emotionally that I got anxiety when they started talking about this every night... And, they would discuss it so loud that I could hear it in my room... help :(",8.579024390243905,7.422606048780493,8.618008130081304,69.78847560975609,61.6829268292683,11.777235772357724,41.638211382113816,10.864195022040775,4.632030894308943,516,26,90,11,6,169,79,123,0.17800000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.9443,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,4,3,9,4,1,1,2,0,4,2,0,1,2,20,15,13,0,4,5,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,6,18,1,14,9,3,11,0,1,2,0,14,5,0,2,5,64,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303164147233305,0.19404934445666133,0.10859944169946176,0.0,0.3665033220832359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992384123491442,0.16759215739782024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750506624264113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963763939635755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345516169349473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066683430746143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343509544113936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554485718307991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799901344670581,0.0,0.21408307641887064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668218579087468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255974391366688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190770069888674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986482385767871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773246285429366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944126760502765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605396016728112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162189793573956,0.254515678706177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279098856111884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303436423474572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835840583382516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116261323823009,0.0,0.0,0.113444172568616,0.0,0.19404934445666133,0.0
socialanxiety,businessgains,2019/06/10,"Why do I keep myself from approaching new people? I am pretty sure I have some kind of SA, however, by doing things and getting out of my comfort zone I feel like it has become way less than used to.

Nonetheless, I still struggle for example, It's easier for me to step and approach girls in a club even groups of girls.

But during the day it is so hard, for instance I went multiple times to a coffee place, mostly because I liked a girl there. And I'm pretty sure that she had the same feelings for me because, she gave me obvious signals but I couldn't get myself to start a conversation with her.

I think it is the failure of getting rejected, I wish I could improve my skills to talk with girls a bit because this situations always happen to me. I start like pretending that I don't care about the girl I'm not sure why this happens.

Would be great if anyone here has some advice for this.",5.2569222955815125,5.53905563687151,5.984296597257494,81.14164550533266,68.05027932960894,8.967191467750128,29.680548501777547,8.841846274778883,2.216358659217878,705,24,140,11,11,231,111,179,0.08199999999999999,0.728,0.19,0.9453,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,0,1,9,0,14,0,0,1,4,27,32,7,0,5,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,5,10,6,0,1,3,2,0,4,3,2,0,0,3,3,24,10,23,25,6,14,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,4,9,97,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350263224037318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497548879386872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096617542317309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526967900201049,0.15260717440095042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085501277556956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408820765770947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032419984837706,0.0,0.0,0.08911362961916898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912655226683938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973429043454652,0.09871466863016973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657751527221206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234216156040456,0.0,0.0,0.2443813859031484,0.0,0.12378069544112875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228193009561662,0.0,0.1438915285623693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252094345040325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345354903103712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957954965724871,0.0,0.14436700661593824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811541950510292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553182985564528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560674970886585,0.0,0.110349439857403,0.0,0.0,0.14445405380934526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906944887556062,0.0,0.0,0.11106255488296968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179958168562156,0.08853913219994099,0.0,0.0,0.08057292976113645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934176265123796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096795734238546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809275084822286,0.24936900739385026,0.0,0.15889832790853542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815796293361873,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nioposiquit,2019/06/10,"This life has an end. Do not be depressed. Hi guys! Just like to share this amazing article wrote by Mr. Controversy Extraordinary about anxieties that we feel and experience in this life.

Hope you have some time to read it and I'd really liked to hear your opinions.

Thanks, and Enjoy!

​

Here's the link:  [https://www.controversyextraordinary.com/2019/06/do-Christians-get-depressed.html](https://www.controversyextraordinary.com/2019/06/do-Christians-get-depressed.html)",15.387161016949156,21.545635406779667,8.686250000000001,45.92225635593225,59.33898305084745,7.695762711864407,24.32415254237288,8.472884824447931,2.2472525423728813,415,10,47,7,8,107,52,59,0.022000000000000002,0.647,0.331,0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,2,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,12,9,3,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,7,6,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,3,4,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602809794024361,0.29189663230269003,0.0,0.0,0.18376955569968045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690328805643166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276583401525664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349837010013185,0.0,0.0,0.12146371435280462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510126838440455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23785804365642899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707482173967172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385951463695967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33935251327175603,0.23472115970219695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402875085583881,0.0,0.1538926853495792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116460395286044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007567211513464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29189663230269003,0.0
socialanxiety,kimchibich,2019/06/10,"Strong feeling of incontinence when being around people A bit of a weird one but...For the past one year I have noticed that When I go outside of the house or need to be around people (eg at work or uni) I desperately need to go to the toilet. Some days it gets so intense that even when I walk around town I feel so stressed that I might pee myself. It has affected my social confidence and I find myself low key panicking about the idea that other people might realise it or smell it. However, it happened to go on holidays for a week and my partner noticed that I never mentioned anything about it or acted nervous about it and the truth is it never crossed my mind or had the need for it. Has anyone else encountered any similar experience? If so, how did you deal with it?",5.090784313725493,5.823221248366014,5.801836601307192,80.71726470588234,68.54248366013073,8.73437908496732,30.33267973856209,8.841846274778883,2.3542711111111108,613,23,119,10,10,200,91,153,0.10300000000000001,0.804,0.09300000000000001,-0.1864,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,14,6,0,2,9,0,10,1,1,2,3,29,20,16,0,4,6,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,16,7,0,0,4,1,0,6,2,4,0,2,2,3,14,2,18,14,2,22,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,9,9,89,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426346101614587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692335299078134,0.14202821323020096,0.11406894861465328,0.3701922081238624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133249411019162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939568915448505,0.14290674813494098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579566948993825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155439330495342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355927984391872,0.0,0.0,0.14017657282385246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266922811451995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242100643813187,0.0,0.2363355695608201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257744692199556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994396065585226,0.0,0.15648030553088207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940988037295745,0.13996238914609452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30834545910316075,0.21381801831634528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156298924582236,0.0,0.0,0.18785923458312684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232441481664586,0.2882961160012547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130129735360256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878386938252265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118919073973434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091391442144064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926399610672671
socialanxiety,xxyy555,2019/06/10,"Help I've always had Social anxiety as a kid.. 
I'm from India and it's been 6 years since I came here to Canada.. Missing everything n everyone back home made the anxiety worse.. 

Now I've gotten over missing back home and want to get over SA..

I feel like people judge me constantly all the time.. Judge on my accent and how I look..",0.2180718954248384,2.592078911764709,2.453725490196081,90.92787581699348,90.76470588235294,5.963398692810457,17.84967320261438,7.3871296695380915,0.5494653594771242,258,7,54,5,9,87,52,68,0.11900000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.1,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,9,12,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,2,5,1,7,7,1,10,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,7,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032398714497094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315722974662781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332804473774986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478638779738788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341915963173397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070801784669416,0.19476919429476172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957746149357754,0.15482102162662034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322448372700099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452592921123632,0.0,0.4347650184516582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587585344331056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819857630644013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506068463849675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024268279870498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926863542310487,0.0,0.0,0.2209133403370277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636808160501264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782394217427676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208507889688758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955715850520936
socialanxiety,ImmortalDiamonds,2019/06/10,"My Doctor won't prescribe me with SSRI's She basically said I was too young to get started on them, and suggested therapy. I don't feel like 20 minute therapy is going to fix a disorder I've had for 18 years. 

​

I don't understand her point of view. Who cares if the SSRI ends up damaging me? I should at least give it a try. I haven't left my house in weeks, I'd rather damage myself with medication than live like this.",2.1257584269662932,4.0020173483146095,4.128525280898876,85.27795646067419,77.76404494382022,8.045505617977529,23.484550561797754,8.841846274778883,1.6820662921348315,340,11,72,8,8,116,71,89,0.157,0.8079999999999999,0.035,-0.8563,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,0,0,8,16,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,3,13,3,11,11,1,12,0,2,1,0,7,6,0,1,7,43,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253690239000406,0.23835320656207384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999595790129174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481384162332052,0.20077582781642567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373759465577435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918328131620573,0.14013517681786658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248435826408972,0.18817244297415486,0.11148100241748754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226339773115899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131260317161406,0.0,0.0,0.19166559278755915,0.0,0.1732109377329928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976083541316546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543253182221933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865909945461084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388415057133792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486470962234779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317827510422434,0.0,0.0,0.20420719540498386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573459610589621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23835320656207384,0.12631919669469413
socialanxiety,BudgiesAreParakeets,2019/06/10,"The stupidest thing I have done in attempt to not interact with someone I have just done the stupidest thing I have ever done to get out of a social situation.

I have acute lymphoblastic leukaemia, a form of blood cancer. One of the side effects is nose bleeds, and I am not in school full time. 

My home tutor (paid for my the school/hospital. She is an amazing lady) had to change time to tutor someone having their GCSE test today, before they have their test.

I realised that the time she booked had clashed with one of my favourite subjects, Drama, which I am taking for GCSE next year.

She cannot change the time so suddenly, and, instead of asking my Drama teacher if I can leave 15 minutes earlier I gave myself a nose bleed, in hopes of getting a blood test when his lesson is or using it as an excuse to get out of lesson.

I do not want to talk to a teacher about that. He already sees me as an emotional wreck when I cried in class about my friend who had a relapse.

I’m not talking to him about that.

After I told my mothers out there nose bleed and gave the tissue, she said ‘if you have another one I will call (community nurse).’ 

15 minutes go by. I give myself another nose bleed.

She calls the nurse. 

The nurse says wait till Thursday, when you have your next chemo.

I feel dizzy and it didn’t even work.",5.331652298850576,5.611954241379311,5.510572318007664,84.60884698275864,67.8888888888889,8.364080459770115,28.956178160919546,8.07648339933343,1.7509557471264368,1031,33,210,12,16,326,138,261,0.08199999999999999,0.8690000000000001,0.049,-0.8086,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,3,3,5,12,3,0,0,18,0,24,11,6,2,1,26,43,14,0,4,8,1,1,0,1,1,5,2,1,0,9,9,0,1,4,3,1,1,6,0,0,3,12,8,37,3,34,30,2,26,0,0,1,0,31,9,0,4,16,147,46,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097871644190145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24891619318056224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096027172105252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009974890730349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423940190865973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511191528787509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037673557028945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643869906849156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351165089837447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839443363760515,0.10736300674621216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600138488121677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170054475556112,0.0,0.1860337962463087,0.1138594367256733,0.06745495748605408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905697453899493,0.117887165873677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567686789759605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524589251702257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241284734141886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290253344917807,0.09438802474709196,0.0,0.2402437093611319,0.09458153802780088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341390804422892,0.0,0.12099075509569444,0.20113337680126406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892410286752792,0.19079901881526312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770634964884986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768392273650689,0.0,0.1125054015619012,0.113414550338348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251110845385301,0.0,0.0,0.07000715873192527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864086242248582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643325641083817
socialanxiety,Relentless6l9,2019/06/10,Have to attend a work trip. As the title says. I gotta attend a work related trip form my GIRLFRIENDS work 😳 and am scared to death. It’s going to be at a Zoo. They call it family day. Ima be meeting all my girlfriends co workers all whom I’ve never met. Pretty much terrified. My girlfriends know of my social anxiety and supports me. She recommend I just be myself. I guess my issue is that ima he too quiet. Anyone else been in this situation or similar?,0.4980113636363655,2.7359311875000003,3.546969696969697,85.1768181818182,86.08333333333334,6.407575757575757,21.227272727272727,7.686295010490155,1.1638875,358,12,72,7,11,128,69,96,0.159,0.7879999999999999,0.053,-0.8787,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,3,9,13,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,2,2,12,1,7,7,4,9,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,2,2,45,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994717069884066,0.0,0.0,0.15533521358476224,0.2276229841044995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268440306087827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327092532271055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558112670865715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094269815043935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625521453327535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24472763187869045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318710159573205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209000612895045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330872134817914,0.0,0.17133882866495098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260104422604397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666574493475834,0.2224148681953469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24971035798709426,0.0,0.2264579848606093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520976802165362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851921843382732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ivarthebonehead,2019/06/10,"Insecurity Insecurity, 

I am bigger than I used to be 

My friends are all skinnier and better looking than me 

I live in a society where I believe being fit is important 

I am not fit maybe I was better off aborted 

I think about all the negatives in my life

I think to my self daily that I’m not enough 

My friends and family tell me what they see 

I am as smart and kind as a human can be 

I learned how to feel sorry and grab a tissue

My thoughts are the only thing causing me issues",1.2475247524752469,3.2755413267326747,3.7707821782178255,86.01716336633665,81.27722772277228,6.4162376237623775,23.961386138613854,7.554174236665415,1.170947722772277,378,14,80,6,10,132,63,101,0.065,0.7020000000000001,0.233,0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,2,3,8,0,2,5,0,11,1,0,3,2,16,19,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,4,19,6,11,14,3,7,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,0,0,61,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349314727006843,0.0,0.3688393060428663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142082440166792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545766990803225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965747997981537,0.0,0.10543435363490486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222052194829738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764148159605004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171422670889536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728436834750028,0.0,0.0,0.184127637440746,0.0,0.17510490786989713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094871146816953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858942229886105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661640358872388,0.0,0.21753261292647486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23342190133151774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822563213892997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853191695293804,0.2672233464202931,0.0,0.1655421789331309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009497264635158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,epinephrxne,2019/06/10,"Any advice on how to hold a conversation with my girlfriend's mom? Ive known her mom for over a year but ive never had a full conversation with her because im scared to talk to her...or anyone. Shes a nice person but i still have a hard time starting a conversation. 

Its come to a point where if i cant improve my social skills my girlfriend will break up with me. Any help would be appreciated :)",2.203631669535284,3.806455662650608,4.104165232358007,86.75662650602413,76.71084337349397,6.670567986230638,22.70051635111876,7.447530270364453,0.7279962134251292,312,9,69,4,7,106,57,83,0.1,0.715,0.184,0.8458,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,7,0,9,0,0,1,1,12,11,4,0,2,3,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,11,1,11,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,1,5,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22044927124600489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068252957555645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577415900415736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752089768979056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433051203722745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208921948366973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121188058282314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436818077136907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284293492229811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399312522734628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698125286796694,0.0,0.0,0.21326062731762072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258604095514801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22996616018447524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967762676371086,0.0,0.18016082468892752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813250842562636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154652612761347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025654117282362,0.0,0.0,0.14527607893093789
socialanxiety,chrisevans1670,2019/06/10,"I hit my limit today.... and I feel like I really fked things up. I’ve always had a problem of keeping a conversation going. Somehow I always end up making friends with extroverts.

With these “friends” I’ve known for a year and a half now, I found myself looking blank and loss of words when they had a conversation going. I couldn’t get into at all. I didn’t sync at all, so I made the excuse I was tired and I didn’t want to talk.

Then they introduced me to their friends group of 6 or 7. I’m sure you all know that feeling when they all have their inside jokes and they got stories to tell. Idk how to get in the convo, then my “friends” would often out me by saying why I’m not talking, and that just made my anxiety worse.

I didn’t do well under the pressure of saying something but not wanting to say something stupid or completely off topic. This went on for 4 hours, I was in hell.

It’s not like I could just say I don’t want to do this, I’ve always been “social” with my friends but now they think I’m weird and antisocial. I’m really trying, and I think if I don’t ever fix this problem of mine I’m never going to make any lasting relationships with anyone.

TLDR: My social anxiety is affecting my most profound relationships in my life and I need help fixing it badly.",2.7406500090530517,4.193561475285172,4.369570885388376,86.0412040557668,74.93155893536121,6.986710121310883,23.930653630273405,7.62386473244151,1.0687528154988226,1000,30,208,13,21,336,139,263,0.132,0.75,0.11800000000000001,-0.828,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,7,2,12,18,2,1,8,0,17,2,0,6,7,60,46,20,0,10,10,0,2,2,5,1,2,4,0,0,9,15,0,2,7,1,0,4,10,8,1,1,13,7,36,10,31,29,5,29,1,1,1,0,29,12,1,6,15,139,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26192067088352056,0.0,0.0,0.07135332125686643,0.0,0.16053630278434802,0.0,0.0,0.07336674326077755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760888026874783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001298129147452,0.0,0.0,0.08377492380363034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293334856687843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491163157800524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061075407752499,0.07495920073890062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150460128524592,0.4053280819489187,0.0,0.10963907504394534,0.0,0.17889569974954847,0.0,0.08391895816965816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032972862626452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033310368143345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326310631175022,0.0,0.0,0.05766462045311884,0.08552874605823356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411238169157586,0.10252314922452284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881114670465455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985671566041457,0.14007792431831695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780134658156067,0.08092544866785399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008001444150593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443664614366485,0.0,0.0,0.2253026494597427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337656685173899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139178162014796,0.0,0.16155441983191945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889157311203983,0.0,0.0,0.16867119064619568,0.0917100043138118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970821425840795,0.13446476954074596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205970747607001,0.09945763952773642,0.0,0.0,0.07123790959762293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566433240158434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434113221182944,0.09726751208579132,0.0946794521153015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692862280412743,0.07453646504379742,0.0,0.0,0.0675689447662439
socialanxiety,potato-daddy,2019/06/10,"Going out to eat makes me incredibly anxious Being one-on-one with people in general makes me very anxious. I hate that I feel the pressure is on me to entertain and keep the conversation going. My anxiety is the worst when I go out to eat with people. I write this bc I’m grabbing lunch with my boyfriends mom tomorrow — we’re pretty close, but I still feel a little nervous about it. How do you handle your anxiety in one on one situations such as going out to eat?",3.9009216589861744,5.301927817204302,5.578525345622122,78.73064516129034,71.90322580645163,8.755145929339479,28.3394777265745,9.23628265651192,2.4669090629800308,369,14,71,8,7,126,60,93,0.168,0.7909999999999999,0.040999999999999995,-0.8313,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,1,2,4,0,4,4,0,3,0,17,15,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,4,1,2,1,0,4,0,4,0,2,0,3,12,1,16,14,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460854192630363,0.3634084614773696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937406277451755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626518002829757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365637948249498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587969108451333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296262104235918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120465459734454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472485747771786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837470591578068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269695009214273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230134053432669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636328342883792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807917068783428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844760578958886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271043760188128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amaxa323,2019/06/10,"I am at a summer camp and feel very uneasy and discouraged about making friends/connections My reason for coming to these summer camps is to learn more, but I do also want to make friends. At this point in my life I don’t have any friends, and I feel so much pressure to make some while I’m here. It’s a perfect opportunity since pretty much everyone doesn’t know each other and is looking to make friends. 

I feel extremely discouraged and lonely a lot of the time after interactions with people, and I feel like that might be what is causing me to not make friends. I’m afraid I put off the “vibe” that I don’t want to be friends with them (I do) because I believe they don’t want to be friends with me. I remember from when I was younger I used to not care all that much about making friends, which made it a lot easier. 

I think my discouragement and loneliness after interactions stems from desperately wanting friends, which I didn’t have before (the wanting)  and is making it a lot harder now. 

Any tips on what I should do?",8.757383689107831,6.493743019704436,8.319967159277509,75.58643130815547,62.15270935960589,11.583798576902025,37.33388067870827,9.994966539143718,3.3943184455391355,815,30,165,13,9,260,106,203,0.124,0.632,0.244,0.9838,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,7,18,0,2,8,0,21,1,0,11,2,51,46,13,0,6,3,0,4,1,8,2,1,0,0,0,13,13,0,3,9,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,3,5,23,12,25,38,10,16,0,4,1,0,12,6,0,5,9,117,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778631349916815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229307111133548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929453063043354,0.0,0.0827691052378931,0.10958931809698767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917264802867114,0.09992248004357157,0.0,0.08378898547049446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294509139405252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672934896325148,0.06948928724776049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6012008503503754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534567249277027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870426217483587,0.04752092135309211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168180801108127,0.0,0.0,0.24808492665613446,0.0,0.09203866935093798,0.4544966139481438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031874745955145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451262897433135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743436280282399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195103443313912,0.0,0.0,0.09895796081739966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778262488246264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000915556043063,0.0,0.0,0.11018728206645816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046226262137167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062326311534907725,0.0,0.0,0.056718576258828236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400954124249965,0.0,0.08025745163786842,0.28686009630885234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DoorGuy99,2019/06/10,"College Friend Groups: The Impenetrable Fortress. So I just finished my second year of college and I've yet to make any friends.  I simply go to class and go home (I commute).

I've tried putting myself out there more, but I feel as though I've missed some sort of window of opportunity.  Everyone already has their friend groups and I've never felt welcomed into them.  It's as if everyone formed their cliques during the first week and now it's too late to join.  I like to think that this is just my anxiety talking, but I can't help but feel as though this is true.  

Any advice on how to make new friends as a Sophomore/Junior/Senior",2.693693333333332,4.9722987360000035,3.2933000000000017,90.00448333333334,77.64,5.7666666666666675,24.816666666666666,6.816661863887847,0.8400266666666663,502,18,102,5,12,157,81,125,0.077,0.7290000000000001,0.19399999999999998,0.9498,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,2,10,9,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,3,2,23,13,16,0,1,6,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,3,12,8,15,12,3,15,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,3,10,63,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402057536253206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522608193680648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22828681293052264,0.0,0.12840439756951566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32077475431842684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697394871380726,0.0,0.1611618291301372,0.0,0.0,0.14277268727221304,0.0,0.0,0.5187203868829355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078546227619864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250597252901837,0.0,0.16836672033574268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934153151746386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200278058470349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240816709108285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945587140121526,0.1621100797723987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873509403687528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349110590353605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075511733342761,0.3298225360766106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395878324520915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463873335793505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808956599395828
socialanxiety,kyzen142,2019/06/10,"Start with what you think is easy to do. When I am leaving the store and I am at the check out i think it is completely normal and easy to say hi to the cashier and ask him/her how has their day been. However if I am in the first day of class I am absolutely terrified of saying hello to the person next to me. For you it might be the opposite because different people have different stories when it comes to socializing. So what I started doing is doing what i think it is easy to do like asking the employees at a store where something is or asking for directions and when i do that I feel my self starting to get more outgoing I start feeling more confidence, i start making eye contact with people walking by and I start feeling more comfortable even doing the things I dreaded doing before.

I think the reason this works so effectively is because mostly the cause of social anxiety is isolation and doing this gives you more exposure.",5.005219780219782,6.348280950549455,6.013956043956046,76.88104395604397,69.16483516483518,9.336263736263737,30.48351648351648,9.661875296680813,2.9855802197802195,751,30,135,17,13,249,99,182,0.064,0.789,0.146,0.9294,4,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,1,3,8,3,0,1,11,0,24,1,1,5,0,27,44,14,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,11,10,0,0,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,6,20,2,20,41,5,20,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,4,14,108,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349480273934924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427660094951241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900331472555814,0.0,0.10399670008505517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255493599813469,0.0,0.10527814656641643,0.12814100993008495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576382454176654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553791346665297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807224266481737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538804161821046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039567529286194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638527455533117,0.11724059480776307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294089551961438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597084986181592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158003937509034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965171989235258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997795967847028,0.0,0.11974559949863925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945818572462806,0.10671417984169912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565826496111682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438192357724374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749780221279636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491673681442187,0.0,0.0940877443412007,0.0,0.0,0.5190301126954412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119479056593266,0.3132439675153606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897460581199758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EchoLotus_,2019/06/10,Social Anxiety stops me from being a generous person :( I was at Starbucks and these people ordered 9 drinks. She finally got to help me with my order and she said “9 drinks and not even a tip”. She was really nice and helpful and it sounded like she was having a bad day because it sounded like she lost her voice and was tired. I really wanted to give her a $5 dollar tip for all her efforts but I freaked out last minute and got nervous. I don’t know what I’m scared of. I don’t know why I can’t just do it. This sucks :(,0.8005896805896809,2.7206336126126156,2.9094185094185114,92.17651105651106,82.24324324324324,5.838165438165437,20.9017199017199,6.980632752743323,0.4346324324324331,405,12,90,5,11,137,71,111,0.22899999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.099,-0.9357,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,9,1,2,4,0,10,3,0,0,1,17,20,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,9,2,1,2,2,1,0,4,6,0,0,8,4,17,3,8,11,1,8,0,1,0,0,14,2,1,0,6,57,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045495847243015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421445136128673,0.11989055472841315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268383641286598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38533100091694655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299012243814623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544659154186954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866747996956926,0.0,0.0,0.31459609191140625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636526745992454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617361120511186,0.16031543910260254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921698194303035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146927422626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136348885440676,0.1717280215164828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519886114468302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708187112639574,0.0,0.1969048358991611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004842244083656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644281467577242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260476610002848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600333356298592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746756078387754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rhps1992,2019/06/10,"Can anyone else relate? This used to happen a lot when I was still in high school but still happens from time to time now that I’m older. 

Someone tries to convince me to go a big, public event with them (like a party), I decline and say that I’d be too anxious to enjoy it and would prefer to do something more low key. They keep pushing me to at least try so I do....and then just like I figured I end up being miserable and anxious. And then the person who convinced me to go gets mad. 

It makes me feel so upset and sad sometimes. Like people think I’m faking my social anxiety just to piss them off. I feel like I’m suffering from this horrible illness but it’s not taken seriously.",2.8503675048355923,4.201041425531916,4.389232753062544,86.42454545454548,74.46099290780144,6.545712443584787,24.8749194068343,6.980632752743323,0.9902567375886528,535,17,109,5,11,179,93,141,0.271,0.604,0.125,-0.9811,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,10,16,2,2,4,0,6,2,1,2,0,21,21,12,0,2,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,2,3,14,7,16,16,3,21,0,4,0,0,8,7,1,1,15,70,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844058413378528,0.3793511636008145,0.0,0.11739733875728045,0.17203010159236906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025622327602866,0.0,0.1487067207654956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978732264041269,0.1199454997046906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771914263809269,0.0,0.19083922889574634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969411522870608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739217589344722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923438057376795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281035615058856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273984607572518,0.0,0.0,0.11207241048687556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639849340824543,0.14660100019075192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351826560302646,0.0,0.16992051418537693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711496327808827,0.14225840458755945,0.12925515097031134,0.1660542175633026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681651853670645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758148310185263,0.0,0.0,0.19580393586848904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279817975745875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500891868937946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926906180657612,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Janeshou27191,2019/07/28,"My crush gave me so much anxiety to the point i would lose sleep at night Quick back story but at the beginning of the year I went up to my crush and gave him my # , he took it but didn’t even look at me In the eyes heck he didn’t even face me . It took a lot of courage from my part , anyways never got a text or call . I felt extremely hurt because of this mostly bc  I never place myself in situations like these . Soon I began hating having to see him and I would constantly run away . Whenever he would be around he would just stare at me and my heart would pound like crazy , not in a lovey dovey way but as in a fearful way . About a month later I would constantly find myself waking up at around 5 am and my heart pounding like crazy again and the first thing I would think of was him . This went on for a whole month until I finally got over it by completely avoiding him .",4.440529470529473,4.37962786813187,4.9967932067932095,88.70729770229772,69.76923076923077,8.596203796203799,24.78721278721279,8.296473431620573,1.1143670329670332,680,15,156,9,11,218,105,182,0.155,0.773,0.07200000000000001,-0.9327,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,12,9,1,2,11,0,13,6,6,0,2,28,28,12,0,7,6,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,5,5,5,0,1,13,5,25,4,29,7,5,43,0,2,4,0,11,18,1,3,21,112,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308727170650894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933739921236293,0.0,0.0,0.10204379887602412,0.08351530962425284,0.0,0.06620838021492725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090417997950312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387677814016567,0.2347402475211769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347334823356467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221779716494932,0.0,0.0,0.1042837857512187,0.11897826214189396,0.09926867032314464,0.09238463233498384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737325989906717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072310754294714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257409592947316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162705373334652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918584036287056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120605465531144,0.12150815257648676,0.0,0.09233735936521173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338484932006842,0.0,0.07984172991466743,0.0,0.16753530820924553,0.0,0.0,0.10192425488806184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176153469150198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134755886344083,0.0,0.10267269146372918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654906549015128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208354088324255,0.10868963900272424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215645605149168,0.06959367225986934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413420819197292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242103230072325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013673434536388,0.0,0.1212605275129969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5400799683320425,0.0,0.0,0.06994205267398708
socialanxiety,Necessarythrowaway0,2019/07/28,"I honestly don’t believe social anxiety is an illness or in our heads. It’s a completely logical result of being judged as inferior/an outcast. This is honestly hard for me to say because I want more than anything for social anxiety to be an illness or condition, something that can be possibly cured. I want badly to be able to say that my thoughts are made-up and fears are irrational. 

But unfortunately, the only reason I fear things like being laughed at, being ignored, being replaced, being hated, and being humiliated is because ALL of those things have happened to me. Every single thing that my SA is based around has an origin story. If they happened then, they can easily happen again. There is nothing irrational about being anxious about the fact that I could EASILY experience those terrible things again. 

I also noticed that almost every person that I know with SA, even people on this forum, have been bullied/harshly judged/made to feel worthless. It doesn’t happen for no reason. It doesn’t just “pop up” in people who have never received negative social feedback. It’s a result; not a cause.",6.6272281449893375,8.202804562189058,7.268987206823027,68.51921641791047,65.56716417910448,9.32494669509595,33.262615493958776,9.606745405546679,3.5629272210376683,891,38,132,18,14,294,121,201,0.204,0.6940000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.9636,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,2,0,9,11,1,2,8,0,28,3,1,6,3,28,38,9,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,19,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,4,14,4,22,25,3,12,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,4,6,111,33,1,0.11669144321457042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168496243353432,0.0,0.0,0.09331810497923472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853726932124153,0.1318281159337035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602711501025757,0.103880124483602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743248087932696,0.14226804138556892,0.0,0.0,0.13147129656538886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987425631877024,0.0,0.0,0.12234875806286287,0.0,0.0,0.09316862213768083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770735977000119,0.0,0.1966351475379056,0.0,0.0,0.11414662279625745,0.0,0.2626206315374541,0.05900269987484859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127594314209411,0.0,0.10453261258493984,0.11520864147028025,0.11975908622033173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641305654458452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700954484216855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110416265050686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999963480636249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196858695000758,0.13285398152546649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874910088249968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161798307804085,0.10189046721617508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315520690129017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399564771140025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559543859161096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35685669317188623,0.0,0.0898347740146801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100984389723869,0.0,0.0,0.09263997135167544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765527315799145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,animan66,2019/07/28,"I need help taking my relationships to the next level When I was younger, i was sexually molested by a friend of mine. He put his hand down by pants and touched my ass (I'm a straight guy). I recently found out that the same day, he did it to my sister and I'm glad I'm just finding this out now, as if I knew it then, I would be jail right now. 

With that backstory, I feel that this has fucked up every relationship with a girl I've been in. I feel like I don't want to get intimate as I know what it feels like to have that happen when you don't want it. I don't know how to fix this without therapy and/or a understanding girlfriend, which I doubt I'll get with this",2.8110416666666644,3.4181513541666675,4.284333333333337,89.994,73.65277777777777,8.26,24.816666666666666,8.548686976883017,1.2091383333333336,521,15,127,9,10,174,88,144,0.111,0.755,0.134,0.5033,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,2,1,6,0,11,3,2,1,0,26,30,9,0,5,3,1,5,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,14,7,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,5,18,4,19,22,1,17,0,0,0,2,12,8,2,2,10,79,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932200603590296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588656213130414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806536315136301,0.2643553480305679,0.0,0.0,0.16910409527002754,0.0,0.0,0.2028638810669574,0.14294528905584014,0.17104716624807756,0.1933296750451505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319798658279432,0.1636117692008208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124014395195139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033633050868948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807819622359816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718930998514375,0.0,0.0,0.19676989994651092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599528687048775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268402933187292,0.3972825198443602,0.0,0.15800529091763948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911132887631714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158545262908604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261139650108214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182581045202845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783517991924167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143225223448615,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dizzy_jp,2019/07/28,Random thoughts I feel like my mother was the cause of my anxiety from a very young age. She would always be super protective of me and paranoid of me befriending other kids. I think the relationship you have with your mother when your growing up is so important. Having a mother that instilled so much fear in me really messed me up. I don’t even know how to express myself good.,4.267579908675796,6.253319616438361,5.1577397260273985,79.75432648401828,72.01369863013699,8.154337899543378,25.865296803652967,8.841846274778883,2.1074858447488585,304,10,54,6,6,99,58,73,0.122,0.7140000000000001,0.165,0.5415,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,1,5,5,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,10,11,5,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,14,3,9,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,4,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583234955209945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23749728545696905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189228846180594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505265151355714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34934827519353984,0.15697541592501085,0.22178917025923486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603949905769272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061799215494822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167266976387545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22822020426790016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888547307551707,0.0,0.0,0.3333125699601508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19892707880798224,0.0,0.24646665432354775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561579534183117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053838052119493,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hunterchick212,2019/07/28,"I've spent the last few days in LA and Hollywood with 5 kids. This is hell on earth I can't go anywhere alone comfortably. I'm talking not even the grocery store. I'm about to go into treatment around here so I needed to come down and get things set up. I took my kids so we could have one more vacation before I'm gone for 3 months. They wanted to go all the famous places and do so much. Add to this that I lost my card and with a limit on my debit card I was never sure if things would go through. Half the time they didn't. We didn't have hotels scheduled since we didn't know where we would be. I will do anything for my kids but with venders and homeless people everywhere coming up to talk to me I about had it. I have never had a worse trip in my life. The kids had fun. That's what matters. I, however, am emotionally and physically drained.",1.3327505750903723,3.233370050279333,2.689654945777193,94.53312191915873,80.34078212290504,5.7760105159382205,20.58527768649359,6.794906146795322,0.16970759119290155,665,18,152,7,17,215,111,179,0.054000000000000006,0.875,0.07200000000000001,0.4624,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,0,2,2,9,5,1,0,7,0,20,1,0,0,4,33,37,11,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,8,18,0,1,1,1,3,9,7,2,0,2,11,0,21,3,23,21,4,28,1,1,0,0,12,11,1,1,7,102,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772902309395591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408660588196212,0.15238595603058094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566105942481866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949117875971769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667282001326064,0.0,0.0,0.11039655015316403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255378221680955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113062377703318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943417009262718,0.0,0.38914078601576013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407572020949508,0.1395340560783688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090907092234054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868625336784677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366337620416137,0.0,0.12583655341203784,0.12692735433643165,0.2640482086548834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599558999177245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186742408204745,0.0,0.17884603684586428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416013666386871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133455644139091,0.0,0.0,0.2751750313094393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22744797102094985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998160833463492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018660927388872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096604382748203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444643045012287,0.24320186539911046,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThePandaheart,2019/07/28,"Is this a Social Anxiety sympton? Hello.

I've always been a bit uncomfortable in social settings, but I never really thought I had social anxiety until recently when 'a problem' started happening.

When I'm in public (meeting at work, just working at work, out with friends, jogging, etc...) I recently have issues holding back urine. This only happens when I'm around other people, and never when I'm alone. I can pretty much predict when it will happen.

It's like a few drops make their way down, giving me the urge to pee. When I hold it in for a while, I even start to feel the sensation that I'm peeing myself (wetness spreading over leg and those things) but when I check, its all dry except maybe a drop in my underwear.

I'm 22, male. I checked with my doctor and its not an sti. It started halfway through my bachelor thesis, so I thought it was just the extra pressure making my body do strange things. Thesis has been finished for almost 3 months now, but this issue remains.

Is this a sympton of social anxiety?
(Sorry for the wall of text)",4.1781000000000015,5.998401210000001,5.1560000000000015,80.36050000000002,71.9,7.2,29.5,7.865858978985527,2.1461,822,34,143,11,16,269,127,200,0.091,0.8240000000000001,0.085,0.5603,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,3,14,4,0,1,12,0,11,6,5,2,3,26,28,16,0,1,7,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,16,7,0,2,3,1,2,1,3,2,0,0,6,2,16,2,22,21,6,36,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,21,105,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166248925415311,0.12062470359266116,0.0,0.0,0.09690988699358748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672908445493853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368033636404736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955594595010716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715181639024478,0.12936859877083828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920892564125872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989150910783598,0.07692536540602551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058889222551681684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998212737733645,0.0,0.0,0.1117257739948158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089741918862799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24312261050262554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689990086727631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548527464662773,0.0,0.1170067714448995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929628607265936,0.0,0.0856166573646344,0.0,0.17965308485624815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857841360169766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807435640824115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848882555749254,0.0,0.11144320475690904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461175252968079,0.0,0.2299942545252289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748938216461647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037528871801898,0.2473078593749804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547510200745779,0.0,0.0,0.1849236018582864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924460959245554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543681235120493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justapieceofflesh,2019/07/28,"hi i need advice helloo im trying to get my shit together so i will be starting my bachelors in cs online soon. 

im told im pretty much expected to work while im studying cause it would make my degree more legit/purposeful in a way.

i am considering either 1. working 2 part time jobs or 2. working one part time job and doing freelance gigs as another side hustle. 

As i would like to refine my skills and work on some projects and obtain certifications in my free time, im definitely inclined to the second option. 

the thing is, i have always had debilitating social anxiety that blew up in the recent year and therefore had never had a job. thus, im not sure whether the stress/pressure of so much going on would detoriate my mental health. however, on the other hand, im afraid that future employers might think im slacking off by choosing to complete my degree online without working much. 

note: i have no choice but to do my degree online as physically attending a school is very triggering for me (almost jumped) and past experiences have proved that i do not learn best in that environment being a HSP (highly sensitive person), and my studies before have been greatly affected by negative influences (ok, i was bullied). im just trying to get an education without coming out of school with PTSD and a load of mental health issues. i salute those who have been able to pull through fine but (not trying to sound egoistic/self-centered) im weak and i know myself best. i rlly do not want to spent another fortune on school (physical) only to waste it away, and the only way to do it with minimized risks is online school. ok, enough justification but i just hope my decision would be respected.",4.815403726708079,6.6266377826087,6.070467080745343,74.48105465838509,70.24223602484471,8.878708074534162,29.02906832298137,9.3871,2.8198403478260867,1354,52,232,30,25,454,185,322,0.107,0.818,0.075,-0.9119,5,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,9,5,15,1,2,12,2,29,5,2,8,3,55,42,20,0,8,14,0,1,1,0,6,3,1,0,1,11,13,0,0,7,0,2,5,9,4,0,2,8,2,24,12,39,25,11,33,0,0,0,0,5,15,1,6,12,155,35,16,0.06449692203769672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302564575591313,0.0,0.0,0.06458435085966749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053666605876063284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526129269350706,0.04933996882299923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605969813632599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054882130231308064,0.0,0.1353710810693772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625610542755908,0.0,0.055558387387708234,0.06762379565123228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664256157896173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309036574189306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673939595048175,0.0,0.036655087126174685,0.0,0.0,0.0711080842406975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711442422805362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814453925956879,0.0,0.0640599964361524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6966774352810177,0.06731802978094176,0.19200972925224608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03544582161168802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031509938242248146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043052196286970025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999545515207767,0.06842104191792245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422379764260117,0.04782365045342042,0.04974400238459256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043704783566205316,0.09810563110457003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139687762775311,0.061569610063829314,0.0,0.056316224561061785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561655677436021,0.0,0.0,0.07539345040199304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368292954557454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26109731371391925,0.0,0.0,0.06728435594134588,0.0,0.06620516362602133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574648972851606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565125338211765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388100628182875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060787585730809765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04284888911185432,0.04132702337018709,0.0,0.0,0.1128260217320658,0.0,0.0,0.061629572961891636,0.0,0.13136752912332725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321671534520656,0.03804195567546227,0.1023893092578292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434546253261893,0.0,0.2347726369903865,0.0,0.0,0.18326705163393608,0.0,0.0,0.041533903177624135
socialanxiety,digitalScribbler,2019/07/28,"Ways to Practice Debate? I'm pretty socially anxious, very specifically about making people dislike me or starting conflict, so debate and advocacy for social issues is something often beyond my reach even over the internet or social media. I want to get better at it, but I feel I need to practice being able to debate without getting shaky and sick before diving in headfirst into activism so that I can better and more confidently argue my points without being unsure of myself or too hesitant. 

Are there any low-stakes or anonymous places to practice this, just to get my feet wet, or ways people have gotten over their fear of confrontation or making errors in order to become a better activist?",15.682822580645158,10.2256967983871,14.10483870967742,49.15225806451615,52.79032258064516,14.658064516129036,48.74193548387096,10.686352973137794,5.776587096774192,569,22,73,7,4,185,88,124,0.17600000000000002,0.6609999999999999,0.163,-0.6161,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,9,7,2,2,2,0,6,2,1,2,0,22,17,12,0,2,10,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,10,3,20,14,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,8,1,59,13,0,0.15391377299679587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046666435659898,0.0,0.0,0.17387875367267586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998566988395533,0.13096928453523754,0.0,0.0,0.4083726736367176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165859546901887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731957851974009,0.07782342821861339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412407815023423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064599095503482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547727727079107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412511244278792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340886128927566,0.0,0.16080713390496298,0.0,0.1454982648099214,0.0,0.0,0.15658564013795076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706871262552593,0.0,0.1184903419995364,0.0,0.0,0.1089409607169742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699498187665345,0.09078233108186268,0.2443391778168494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296734769486227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,joshi231,2019/07/28,Howdy yall. Any tipps to fight social anxiety ? I have no job because of it and almost all my friends are gone because of it. Its just the negative thoughts in my mind that stop me from doing anything.,2.1744999999999983,4.465879450000003,3.0599999999999987,90.935,79.5,6.0,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.41825,158,7,32,2,4,50,35,40,0.263,0.677,0.06,-0.8207,1,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,5,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,23,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304334741906588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440190542623464,0.0,0.25243851022158226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715504941486397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023130022773633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549464896936258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32746034744075714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331919544839552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33637933536003145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758832066915338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619721523006924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ali_CJS_34,2019/07/28,"Starting a new job tomorrow after having to leave a job I really liked Hi all and thanks for taking your time to read, this time two years ago I got a job as a mechanic and wasn’t enjoying it so started looking for a new job. 

I found one that was really out of my comfort zone working in a college doing office work and also engaging with students and it helped me quite a bit socially, but more importantly I made some really good friends with co workers at that job, people who I couldn’t have complained at if they became friends for life. When I first started out it was really difficult but everyone was a similar age to me and no one forced me into any situation I didn’t like and was respectful of me being introverted. 

Unfortunately, only one of those friends will remain as a person I see regularly because that’s how the world works and that’s fine I’m really happy with the friend I did make. However, a few months ago I was informed my job role was not financially viable anymore and I have now found a new job. I guess I’ve kept my mind distracted from it for long enough but now I start work in an office role tomorrow and I don’t feel ready for it at all. I don’t know anyone who works there, and that frightens me so much. I don’t know how old they are, their interests or even just how nice any of them are as people or how many people I will actually be working with, all I know is that the person who will be training me is called kayley. 

I feel like I had to try so hard when I first started the last job I had and I finally settled in and it all got took away in a flash and the whole year overall was so exhausting even if I did enjoy it mostly, and now I’m right back at square one. Even if no one has any advice for me or my feelings aren’t warranted, I’m glad this is a place I could vent, so thanks to anyone who stuck around to read.",9.337107081174436,5.395911588082904,9.578124352331605,72.22602936096717,62.652849740932645,13.19488773747841,37.65043177892919,10.93419730881044,3.7253076338514686,1467,46,313,28,15,495,183,386,0.08900000000000001,0.7290000000000001,0.182,0.9907,10,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,4,10,22,24,0,1,19,0,35,2,0,6,4,59,64,38,0,5,11,0,4,3,4,3,2,0,0,2,20,22,0,1,9,2,0,1,10,4,0,8,21,7,41,20,38,35,12,48,0,0,3,0,23,16,0,9,34,219,61,19,0.0,0.0,0.06577435361159605,0.0,0.0,0.06586417840927113,0.11949511181932775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053901129253017516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750643791584855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684439252684587,0.09425769629754306,0.0,0.0,0.06000181870234221,0.0,0.0,0.06332613246090496,0.05182776041299991,0.0,0.04108746147922518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358521878181866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882468968430565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381478701572608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964399194713145,0.0,0.13355459648096735,0.0,0.0,0.0644052296515881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224100091634633,0.04815180055655492,0.0,0.0738352871154831,0.0,0.11466373320156295,0.0,0.14780500888728434,0.20829759943634665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653336291186254,0.10781462173734804,0.0,0.07425059092815177,0.0,0.0,0.0717503817681154,0.06037869996770968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517795057346535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5350864360946493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111266639394829,0.05494139587204857,0.0,0.07136868695144953,0.0,0.0,0.047607826481693774,0.09878722395436146,0.0,0.0,0.059648399111758565,0.05660046726950928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377713494564444,0.04499116991419188,0.06833476257904679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805652075648834,0.0,0.05379940797821707,0.0,0.04954801781367222,0.0,0.0,0.195290996738745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707267644842214,0.0,0.2283657412485184,0.05126204351043322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018359305208994,0.11770516009281345,0.07042044921977217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169002336203642,0.134839915023766,0.0,0.2158963312305736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756069859624598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371044243713092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576235465970088,0.0,0.06870756304557209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385364133365139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050677703425430126,0.0,0.0,0.12410889181125315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860496718376879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488578833980597,0.045761341919304685,0.0,0.06584168429128208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752516107019559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29441551919805464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680899262877517
socialanxiety,Sr0wat,2019/07/28,"A friend told me my social anxiety was frustrating to everyone around me I don't even know how to react, I  hate knowing I'm a burden on all my friends and I don't know if I should just stop hanging out with them to stop annoying them",4.424533333333336,4.297004919999999,5.778000000000002,83.32233333333336,69.8,9.866666666666667,30.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.5940666666666674,186,7,41,4,3,63,36,50,0.32299999999999995,0.565,0.111,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,3,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,15,10,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,10,2,7,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207777417505332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417864245083676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793928309628076,0.0,0.0,0.2595306364686893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196833770259071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681541404772065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478017387233242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768675410971108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541486175713918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595306364686893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alicuna,2019/07/28,"I'm so tired of this I'm tired of feeling so paralyzed, I'm tired of never being able to function like a normal human being or speak like a normal human being, or even raise my voice high enough for people to hear me because I have such a huge knot in my throat and my heart is beating so fast that I can barely articulate any thoughts.

I'm tired of not doing anything right at college or at work, I'm tired of disappointing people when I'm tasked with something. 
I'm tired of being seen as the shy, quiet girl who can't do anything and has to be babied. 

I'm tired of my eyes welling up and I'm tired of adrenaline rushing through my body anytime I'm having a conversation with an authority figure or someone I don't know.

I'm tired of my mind going blank, I'm tired of my hands trembling, I'm tired of people looking at me and feeling sorry for me.

I'm tired of not being able to make any friends even though there are so many people I'd like to meet and I'm interested in.

I hide and pretend that this is how I really am, that I'm just quiet, that I don't like speaking or laughing much.
But that isn't true, I have so much to say but I just can't say it.",5.435838739573679,4.237546096385543,6.570763052208836,82.06854494902689,67.95582329317268,8.946679023787459,30.398826073524862,7.61054688173877,1.76804516527649,914,28,201,8,13,310,116,249,0.157,0.759,0.083,-0.9297,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,15,11,0,1,6,0,22,17,5,2,2,31,47,22,0,2,11,0,3,4,1,0,12,8,0,3,9,8,0,0,5,1,0,2,8,2,1,0,2,14,18,9,30,39,3,14,0,1,3,0,12,9,0,5,7,119,27,2,0.1291780015587735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784547076238905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630248860381476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03937285538168312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174381931796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673770353332667,0.0,0.08532085172282157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531627895277714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04990130178221035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03670741759703255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727964980639619,0.07653827690748716,0.0,0.06824182550563801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03549642568005372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621969305744396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054238493499163286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04311365956205125,0.06548310914576361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652164785327658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496069455705704,0.0,0.04981501918665826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265670144408986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791115225071899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04137736779516235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515865375729173,0.0,0.1027275316648702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472605076114462,0.04972376833304696,0.0,0.07230209839314483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345836532947863,0.05127645195743548,0.0,0.8908266596407042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058073268527829264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702156181868014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IwasChosenn,2019/07/28,"Social Anxiety is so damn hard to fight.. I've had social anxiety for as long as I can remember, it got so bad that I had to seek help already, I couldn't be without any kind of anxiety or panic attacks, was even afraid of people closest to me, stopped going to school and outside, well got pills and feel better now but still might feel anxious as hell outside house. Good luck to everyone who's in that hell right now, it will all get better eventually.",6.357666666666668,6.009530544444448,6.770000000000002,78.58500000000002,65.77777777777779,9.866666666666667,33.55555555555556,9.3871,2.898822222222221,359,14,70,6,5,117,66,90,0.272,0.579,0.15,-0.8986,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,7,14,5,2,0,0,9,1,0,0,1,13,15,9,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,8,1,0,5,3,4,6,13,6,1,9,2,0,0,0,5,3,3,3,5,43,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807485922069925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113842057909818,0.0,0.3759013933328531,0.1850383868433319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633709450300176,0.0,0.0,0.13675951416252602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897215029229926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818309952782988,0.0,0.0,0.15651031607519614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563635650734476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557458210995694,0.0,0.09308679252781514,0.1373809944626322,0.26199891867358593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672549833727147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097863537189996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899402628198286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056420760591626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495080366708368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737574735977791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217467129062984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355277915488482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855444551727202,0.1398775096299252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657662917809705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33393072168802673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308045369806219,0.1369374819257362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472687171352297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788968435275774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,simplyuniverse,2019/07/28,"""just go socialize lol"" So  i went to see a therpist for the first time and i told him my struggles with communicating with people at my school and how being in crowded places make me feel bad at the end of the session he said: call your friends and go out
Wow why i havent thought about that??  A genius solution!! Djshdjsjs for real though i spent 40 minutes telling him i had NO friends and how hard it was for me to make friends or talk to people all he said was go out with your friends.....",3.79925714285714,4.70671424,4.023428571428571,91.66100000000002,71.6,6.914285714285715,29.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,1.2273714285714288,384,15,86,3,7,119,67,100,0.09300000000000001,0.736,0.172,0.8693,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,6,7,0,1,5,1,5,0,0,4,1,19,18,9,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,2,0,1,9,5,13,5,16,8,1,13,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,1,3,54,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877841711352668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971900526672834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721273655830233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404077593176983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137815098334164,0.0,0.0,0.5136537707317212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28338293976022205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889152344634085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218929468087158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23045818854297856,0.0,0.17365408615480152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918338123638506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162075655380317,0.0,0.0,0.16821340529773332,0.1324478599856937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943017553560602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375879221734142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359331142417927,0.1452748761666991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330049253132936,0.13195218339509435,0.09691839440647132,0.0,0.0,0.15882078888523224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540783459670838,0.14997868318178526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yingiswaifu,2019/07/28,"Confused So I started talking to this guy and really liked him. I didn't think he would like me cause he's super cute. He seemed really interested whenever he spoke to me and later on we admitted to liking each other. (Well, kind of... it wasn't so direct) Anyway, he asked me to spend a day with him and we'd get to know each other more. I normally never agree to these things because I'm far too shy and awkward, but I really liked this guy so I agreed. The day came and he completely ignored me over text and gave no explanation. We don't talk anymore currently, but it's weird between my friends and I because we're all mutual friends. He has basically told everyone that I left him for someone else. (Which isn't true).",2.6296127320954885,4.619889648275862,4.3848275862069,83.49177718832894,76.65517241379311,8.047745358090186,25.636604774535808,8.841846274778883,2.0322679045092844,569,21,114,13,13,192,95,145,0.09300000000000001,0.7040000000000001,0.204,0.9529,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,1,6,16,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,1,3,27,19,12,0,2,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,2,10,13,0,1,4,0,1,1,6,4,1,0,6,1,18,12,12,11,4,11,0,0,0,0,24,4,0,2,10,69,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652712193974179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579449938781267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031756024378191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060228084285116,0.0,0.1711946267562956,0.0,0.0,0.1747285081374759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494988577244872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921401672285053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924044542425533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25750550610938683,0.0,0.08706732510614143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33001780306866124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353948975191996,0.09158603817300648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106483571076926,0.0,0.0,0.32566551152895484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853013117267276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632808260824595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202792208328509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171116632357054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120132035954602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795515648370684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678926174111915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071431879505876,0.1067820738202501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924044542425533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983763819380075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838280524766688,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Zyraade,2019/07/28,"Childhood friend came over and we barely interact, her dad is too over assertive for a introvert like me My mom knows this woman from work from a while ago and her, her daughter/husband came over for the day. I started out excited and happy to see one of my childhood friends again, but I quickly began to have anxiety and avoid eye contact worse than ever before.

They came into our house while I was in my room and I heard all of the happy talk and greetings between my mom and her friend, but I stayed in my room and anxiously paced around, waiting for the moment to emerge from my room. I came out and waved at the dad from like 5 feet away which was super awkward and he made some sort of comment about social interaction which I didn’t like. My brother was also forced out of his room to greet everyone, but later ended up finding a common interest with the dad and they talked for much of the party. 

But after I came out of my room, I kind of stood behind my parents and listened to the conversation while staying out of the view of my childhood friend, but eventually people moved outside and the only 2 who were left were me and the dad. He tried to force conversation on me which made me uncomfortable, and also tried to make me sit down to talk to him. I did my best and when I started getting my conversational flow, it seemed like he was weirded out by how awkward I was. I then retreated into my room and “cooled off for a bit” and prepared to go swimming. 

When I went outside, I tried to make random small talk with my childhood friend, but she didn’t talk and didn’t make eye contact. We swam for a good 30 mins without talking and our parents didn’t come outside until i was done swimming. 

After that, though, I overcame the awkwardness and expanded my efforts to make a normal conversation. The dad was talking about computers, i was interested and asked questions and interacted. He went into my room (which is a pretty big privacy invasion for me) and asked me stuff about random objects, which I answered to the best of my ability.

Time went on and I got more and more relaxed, eventually able to hold conversation with the dad properly and interacting with my childhood friend as if she was a relative I see every few months. 

TL:DR; Family friends come over, dad is assertive and makes me uncomfortable, and my old childhood friend barely interacts with me.",8.047274468492624,7.178074744493394,7.832930473089442,74.0618971461406,62.568281938325995,10.626929706952694,36.47921854050948,9.761364909221204,3.4113077188278105,1890,76,348,31,23,605,204,454,0.055,0.742,0.203,0.9978,2,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,4,0,2,5,14,29,0,4,22,1,21,3,3,8,2,84,54,48,0,2,8,12,0,4,8,0,0,2,7,1,10,53,0,3,5,3,0,16,5,5,0,1,31,8,63,24,75,23,9,83,0,0,5,0,66,33,0,7,35,250,73,2,0.06982660406704075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189707140922668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168062008951056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341716098746618,0.07888418724310785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216048171941435,0.13055689780801358,0.0,0.06560439307223258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941729708864987,0.0,0.14655742601846866,0.0,0.07623256670931194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993151651655978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029887306737945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503238301241506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145685923969915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184564556927444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316216102716543,0.05883192552322065,0.06672231253943553,0.0,0.0,0.06582630790578738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382025110168256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315828887185211,0.0,0.03648151863822744,0.0,0.03968406824602145,0.05856724259064287,0.05584671405408904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866343689958308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057052599404478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271366292848913,0.038374875471789006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586680962872587,0.0,0.0,0.13645500667659088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214324220977652,0.23304900213608185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163560149512382,0.05573492918165052,0.07421462954687058,0.05133058834131242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841524639387654,0.0,0.0,0.0732712748692591,0.0,0.04731631404254388,0.05310627890027141,0.0,0.0,0.1550683607899654,0.0,0.0,0.04840897527070072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103875945347939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822177712415013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128552592105366,0.06356751783879216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117942937474786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884725950842042,0.14885173842033078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993475578810535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928678555503473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860428396683431,0.0,0.040716454362166615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422230418685511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941898845988724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731035455245035,0.0,0.05083459939164635,0.0,0.07115927499799148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anbrucken,2019/07/28,Travel Today I'm going to travel alone and I'm completly anxious. Have you got any tips?,0.14833333333333346,2.4607282777777755,3.1388888888888893,83.245,99.55555555555556,4.622222222222223,17.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.4643111111111109,71,2,12,1,3,25,15,18,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.4588,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310986610875516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28305717965387484,0.0,0.0,0.4702322338758089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364192676831093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365585386979711,0.0,0.3329048066800265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945464407803399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ploppynugget,2019/07/28,"I never talked in school For years I never spoke to anyone other than teachers at school. People always tried to get me to talk but then that just made it worse because I knew I’d get attention if I randomly started to. I would just freeze up when someone talked to me and get all surprised. Presentations were the worst because it felt like I was about to go down a roller coaster or something, but worse actually. Now every time I’m trying to relax I remember all the embarrassing things that happened at school. I’m just glad it’s over, because I’m homeschooled now. I think back to when I was scared to even arrive at school. Now, I’m so happy to be able to get through school without feeling anxious. Instead, I’m a bit more depressed now because I never leave the house. To me I’d rather feel like that then having panic attacks all the time and crying in the morning begging my mom to let me stay home. Thats what happened so many nights, I’d stay up until there were only 2 hours left till I’d have to get up. I’d just shake and cry and feel miserable. My mom said she would never let me do online school, but talking to my psychiatrist helped because he kind of convinced her. Now my mom is talking about when I’m gonna go back to school and I’m like heck no I don’t wanna go back to that! But for now I’m fine because I don’t have to worry about it just yet, and hopefully i don’t have to go back there.",2.646112059158135,4.211409986348123,3.7500895904436895,89.92067477246874,75.41638225255974,6.112002275312856,24.495022753128556,6.6274283507984215,0.7091684869169512,1118,36,237,9,24,362,142,293,0.17600000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.122,-0.9701,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,29,19,1,5,7,0,18,0,0,1,7,40,49,21,0,6,13,3,5,3,0,3,0,2,1,0,12,6,0,0,8,2,0,5,9,8,0,0,9,7,24,11,41,34,6,47,0,2,0,0,14,11,1,4,32,152,36,7,0.07322799046775919,0.0,0.07145995543191454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060931554241184266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272678570977282,0.0,0.0512027135706421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330741069302082,0.0,0.22523121830244605,0.0,0.26783461986907003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994599970754229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087501801460796,0.0,0.0,0.06307116088785544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048366397074328576,0.0,0.06169774026641847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107881670627877,0.052314091021811504,0.07031035453144434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912930132277815,0.0,0.16646861809012042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295105402629742,0.07795255752187945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908317843074783,0.0,0.07345364508455382,0.07273191743397461,0.0721148199553566,0.08449526922159394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625568344539595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775378686182286,0.07956242590542875,0.14976116320285984,0.0,0.10732649176162587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692900951593306,0.0,0.07424168874672506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572912121982614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259117624446079,0.0,0.0,0.06871950845387467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569318653035917,0.0,0.0859172689619612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076706832647053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295303825636066,0.0,0.06965658797592443,0.0,0.07331399318445077,0.5187744506643994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062045838689521425,0.056374484658005285,0.0,0.0,0.05183114855547845,0.15610258908893995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29428942455502943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864942301592337,0.04692153947507965,0.0,0.0,0.0853996602513008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943399743214183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058916966398616,0.0,0.0,0.07436657889125531,0.14925115665778674,0.10403812682921837,0.0,0.0,0.047156424987261414
socialanxiety,uselessthrowawayii,2019/07/28,"What is wrong with me? Hello. I’m new on Reddit, but I thought I should share my feelings on here to maybe feel a bit better. 

I’ve always been like this. Ever since I was small, I was always uncomfortable talking to anyone outside my family. 
I was (and still am) literally scared of talking to the cashiers at the supermarkets. I always preferred to be alone in my room. My parents thought I was just shy and that I will grow out of this behaviour. 
Well guess what? I didn’t. 

Then I started school and I passed 7 years without getting too close to anyone. I had only two people I could call friends, but it turned out they were just using me for help with homework and after I was accepted into a new high school they just forgot about me. 

The situation worsened after I started high school. For the first few weeks, I avoided eye contact with my new class and I just browsed my phone during breaks. I was too scared to get to know them. Also, as I said earlier, I always preferred to be alone. And so I thought I could survive high school without friends. I thought I could pass these 5 years all by myself. 
But as it turned out, even introverts like me need at least one person to talk to. And indeed, those weeks were pretty hard. 

Then a girl walked to me and said hello. Fast-forward a few weeks and I had made a friend. A true one. For the first time in my life I felt almost completely understood. It turned out she had gone through depression some time ago, and we could relate a lot to each other. We spent a lot of time together, laughing at memes and talking to each other. I still needed my “alone time”, but she understood me and didn’t think I was avoiding her or something. She understood that’s just the way I am. 

But one issue still persists:
I realised I was becoming paranoid. 
When I walked through the corridors at school, people were staring at me (or at least I thought they were). When I am riding public transport, the people next to me are staring at me too. At times like this, i feel extremely uncomfortable and I just whip out my phone and pretend I’m doing something on it. Even if the screen is turned off. I just use my phone as a mean of distracting myself from the staring people. I just couldn’t realise what the fuck was wrong with me that caused them to look at me. 
Then my friend at school told me that sometimes she also feels that way, but she told me it was just an illusion and I was paranoid. 

Currently I’m in summer vacation and I haven’t really left home that much. I spend most of my time in front of my laptop watching anime and listening to Japanese music. My parents are a bit concerned about my social life, but I always lied to them that I had many friends and that everything is OK. I just don’t want to cause trouble and make them worried about me. 

But last week one of my old “friends” back from middle school wrote a really offensive thing to me. I’m not really comfortable with sharing that message’s content to you guys, but I was really hurt. I even cried a bit. 
I isolated myself completely, I even pushed away the girl, my only true friend. I deleted my messaging app, cutting off any means of communication with the outside world. 

I can’t say I have social anxiety or any other mental illness, because I’ve never been to a therapist and never been diagnosed with anything. 
But I just know something’s not ok. 

I wrote this post so I can receive some advice from you guys, I need someone else’s point of view. 
Thank you for listening to me and I wish you all a great day. 

(English isn’t my native language, I’m sorry for any grammar mistakes/typos. )",3.245053678669976,5.215707533239037,4.034831544044334,86.7781971850581,74.7991513437058,6.899149024972755,26.1587636515408,7.755146713633716,1.4755911099775083,2834,103,556,40,61,905,291,707,0.13699999999999998,0.74,0.12300000000000001,-0.5023,3,5,3,0,0,0,82.0,2,4,7,5,35,36,3,5,28,2,49,6,1,6,7,125,104,47,0,14,29,2,6,3,7,2,4,5,3,5,27,39,0,3,21,1,2,11,13,13,1,7,44,19,113,23,85,51,17,91,0,2,8,1,62,36,1,11,43,396,140,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926075187436597,0.04468604327646895,0.0,0.050479033487198934,0.15663084405078534,0.0,0.08062683595267545,0.2097287004593772,0.0,0.0,0.10284301243704658,0.0,0.038564046945138736,0.0,0.0,0.07049666604372354,0.0,0.041483710211772815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736251136294093,0.03876271605552286,0.0,0.030729894366841155,0.055674656752745466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044584166903493434,0.1651062819689798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147496018703219,0.0,0.0,0.1035713487893174,0.0,0.0,0.10570931811724107,0.0,0.0,0.16099536557676894,0.0,0.05537378602067128,0.03251073064234407,0.0,0.04341866139542323,0.051165798600593726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04211167066268328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318316567667454,0.045599363537488516,0.0,0.0,0.0453058859841205,0.0,0.04752272081437617,0.0,0.10195665684880634,0.0,0.04840217673210398,0.0,0.0,0.08575863005733042,0.0,0.0,0.27263026833304155,0.04660387914827948,0.05267501946517398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557797388714378,0.055533068574979416,0.0998290356302074,0.0,0.0,0.045158084856448594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03378922909449946,0.15978501448723356,0.05056604158367314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053965696164662964,0.0,0.0,0.05261567290485125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540880390686305,0.041091448114128994,0.0,0.0,0.05477137223347723,0.0,0.07121313540176108,0.07388436393048868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04233229110991235,0.0,0.0,0.08571474759523763,0.0,0.04769982250887859,0.033649533194032466,0.051108536766114133,0.05064432305386947,0.10982405976953986,0.0,0.0,0.05080212811973426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03705766427722427,0.11213668422388172,0.07775967796332757,0.14606090239016456,0.053612350547954817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052897548869197314,0.0,0.13663837780040314,0.07667921674355699,0.0,0.0,0.11195023162337477,0.0,0.0,0.1397937262404043,0.04401667815269095,0.0,0.0,0.047654404968033366,0.0,0.04827951507596204,0.05128580410949216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917753911389487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959042378390574,0.040088611379915165,0.10093980833116296,0.3571282325696247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04170025134835448,0.056663738081091784,0.0,0.10277471903009013,0.042712821884559764,0.1164258573768567,0.04985747055525135,0.056430650624235135,0.07136190478141423,0.0,0.1207741486146089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207284213117004,0.0,0.046411398977202624,0.0,0.05853070723209861,0.03349062860547118,0.03230114058377434,0.0,0.20010232136877834,0.17636930474428875,0.0,0.0,0.09633916687046544,0.0,0.0,0.2193294599437616,0.04924392820493514,0.0,0.0,0.08707731727498537,0.0,0.0,0.0297335365130909,0.08002733327749262,0.16174568884335788,0.0,0.04532527270622115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057969816292187434,0.0971882303315857,0.0,0.0,0.051194512080673917,0.0,0.0,0.1102323720487156,0.0,0.06492567507298967
socialanxiety,Mattrockj,2019/07/28,"Ever feel like you need everyone else to just cease to exist? I decided to join my family at our grandparents private camp area with a nice fire pit area, and things were going alright, trying to step outside of my comfort zone just a bit and join in a few conversations. Guess I overstepped a bit too much and ended up being called out by everyone there to get up and dance. Now while some may say “sounds fun, sure,” such as my dad, I am not like that, and I just needed to escape. Over and over I tried and failed, always getting beckoned back by my family’s friends and relatives. Right now I’m hiding out in a tree not too far from the fire, and I’m in the midst of a panic attack after being incapable of talking to anyone about it. Help, what should I do.",7.815238095238095,5.711616816993465,7.973501400560224,76.8264705882353,63.836601307189554,11.095798319327734,32.31465919701214,9.606745405546679,2.6880110177404286,595,16,121,9,7,195,101,153,0.115,0.708,0.177,0.8176,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,1,12,11,1,1,8,1,7,0,0,0,2,27,16,11,0,3,5,1,3,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,4,12,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,5,12,8,27,11,5,24,0,1,0,0,9,14,0,3,9,84,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467703808866378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157669427207357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780669605430165,0.0,0.13369831918333894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37965059610793855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754472228359086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524935707648606,0.0,0.1540006930147561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572789236971855,0.0,0.3322879816691602,0.0,0.0,0.3278257326860305,0.0,0.0879158830789392,0.12421556997180155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433456661373802,0.0,0.1816839035571143,0.0,0.09881656105742673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154173605721805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654402983435147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989203847819662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781734436845352,0.2578506311417208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040035930296669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848738575642834,0.0,0.1382715275217428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387412083417946,0.0,0.0,0.13975327829947512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551411275028492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360979694831838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ciceronr,2019/07/28,"Social Anxiety Realization After starting therapy for depression I have realized that I have had to deal with severe social anxiety since I was a kid(I’m 22 now ). I have a stutter but have not been shy about hiding it so it makes my anxiety worse in social situations, especially making new friends and work. I always think what I say will come out wrong or that I will sound stupid. My friends have always been people from my sports teams growing up or through my fraternity. I really struggle with building new connections but I know now at least why I have always struggled being around people, especially large crowds or bars.",7.898950695322378,8.903736265486726,7.726953223767384,68.41637168141595,62.45132743362832,11.058912768647282,35.61188369152971,10.914260884657429,4.231342351453855,510,22,81,13,7,163,76,113,0.247,0.652,0.10099999999999999,-0.9463,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,2,2,0,13,1,0,2,0,17,19,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,5,6,1,0,3,3,0,2,1,6,0,0,4,2,14,2,13,12,1,13,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,3,6,58,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35751526649830423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32869215063664764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749749358487006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233726346138089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476550705584244,0.1233564621483539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130514059603626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871078704585532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912029175637824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766484210242677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985835001049747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917513558801261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389547980831688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179952083342042,0.0,0.11847429910799513,0.16098695899734114,0.0,0.4379888277432961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013729099779534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29945240263048994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378625924448673,0.0,0.0,0.09177054975239356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292351208506513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104266952741481,0.0,0.14595493723026928,0.0,0.156590219425604,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,The_Godfellas,2019/07/28,"Why am I always the target of this behavior? 

Does anybody else get treated like they’re mentally retarded by certain people?

For me, it’s guys around my age (20) who tend to do this to me. 

They’ll ask me really stupid questions knowing that I won’t have a solid answer just to see my reaction to it.

For example, two guys went up to me at work and asked me if I like getting drunk. I like drinking but not getting drunk, so I wasn’t entirely sure how to answer it and I responded “yeah.” After this, one of the guys, I’m assuming jokingly, invited me to get drunk with them.

At this point, my mind had frozen up, so I nervously laughed until the other guy jumped in and said “don’t listen to him.”

I rang them up and they were on their way, finally ending what had been an embarrassing interaction for me. 

I thought this shit would end once I graduated high school but I guess this will just keep happening until the day I die. 

Does anybody else get treated like that by others? It ruined the rest of my day and now I’m in a really shitty mood after coming home from work.",4.043055555555553,4.956167935185184,5.431555555555558,81.76900000000003,71.03703703703705,9.093333333333334,27.36296296296297,9.3871,2.2377262962962963,838,28,171,18,15,282,129,216,0.16899999999999998,0.736,0.095,-0.9704,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,5,2,7,16,2,2,8,1,13,5,1,1,2,27,33,13,1,2,6,0,0,4,0,4,0,3,1,4,16,8,4,1,6,5,0,3,4,5,0,2,8,4,29,10,31,21,1,26,0,1,1,0,18,11,1,4,15,114,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940049958738784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063449514976388,0.2233584197070183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290442953223952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408395993117455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239808814367623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090809434482843,0.0,0.0,0.11702556815795145,0.0,0.0,0.1995874238080754,0.0,0.21161265152649195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086286710845613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120652561586241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159893586054058,0.4731377247479666,0.10563830649235982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262163152668223,0.119828373145031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618176101781177,0.0,0.0,0.06565223045079355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334489802079474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038783686122555,0.0,0.12062080042690908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722126982664428,0.0809493585428537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281869742340163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292855128999638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382282222128875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305859302119632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136340559597901,0.0,0.0,0.12090015289966527,0.09519435442830076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262423218805607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258987393962787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483809640304898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669530814081665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482198777522496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074085060567387,0.10779429675223767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393697272516773,0.0,0.0,0.08486113567714013,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Newcastlethrowawayy,2019/07/28,"I'm tired - My girlfriend's anxiety is so bad I can't remember the last time we went out with friends together I'm always having to make up excuses for my girlfriend not coming to any social event with me to the point that my friends joke that she's imaginary even though they've met her. She always says she'll come and that she'll be fine then the day arrives and she's not feeling well or tells me she wants me to go somehow quilting me into going by myself. Everything we do is driven by me. If I don't make plans, we do nothing. 6 months ago she told me she'd like to go to Bali, so I started planning it and then she lost all interest and never brought it up again. We went shopping and the cashier forgot to give her the correct change and receipt. Rather than go and ask for it or let me go and ask for it, she'd rather be angry at me for wanting to do that? I don't know what to do anymore.",2.7952678571428566,3.7237407291666713,4.016904761904762,90.69000000000004,74.0,6.9440476190476215,26.73511904761905,7.1686216300943375,1.1043306547619052,708,25,159,7,14,232,106,192,0.08900000000000001,0.83,0.081,-0.1222,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,0,4,9,9,0,0,5,0,17,1,0,2,3,37,44,16,0,5,7,0,1,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,9,18,0,1,3,2,1,11,6,2,1,0,8,2,32,7,23,29,1,28,0,1,0,0,29,6,0,4,12,108,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685147576305242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814500647139356,0.0,0.0,0.09731441066765953,0.0,0.10947279973124167,0.0,0.14191894060629956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675624998232765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948436880625662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138316456779674,0.2465397672910654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922890875480151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945176607400463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861103996792286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235677762473063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112082648495385,0.0,0.0,0.13727668041124347,0.4066414215308997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864523272249943,0.11664740156716888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463317062245649,0.0,0.0699125119254127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562129677618532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910436741061193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142228195498711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036924709892604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731043094776355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352778441224936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621069089604008,0.0,0.0,0.11380062189376215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587468283374694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128848149274017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507763990408888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059719574330626,0.0,0.08344405003481148,0.164474940365188,0.0,0.13674029512629504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881078340298405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866607357860665,0.2653143665636266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kowatang,2019/07/28,"Saturday nights alone Here I am again, alone and bored on a Saturday night. Why can’t I be “fun” and go out and do normal 25 year old things? I sit here day dreaming about being someone that I’m not. I wish I could just be comfortable going out and doing things. Meeting new people. But it Justus makes me so uncomfortable.",1.7606473214285714,4.206873234375003,3.094464285714285,89.16125000000002,82.28125,6.1571428571428575,20.080357142857142,7.447530270364453,0.6758732142857142,253,7,51,4,7,82,50,64,0.174,0.728,0.098,-0.4809,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,13,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,4,9,0,15,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737990949929789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826255685077687,0.0,0.0,0.14751457335161336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599897231534146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268178950532366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091282143598587,0.0,0.4293029204697156,0.22411085550937532,0.0,0.0,0.2400179632574121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857542629883686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380566269826516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039215478952529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063969501075417,0.0,0.2630329293945658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472972626072454
socialanxiety,Squishy_Pixelz,2019/07/28,"I’m a failure I am terrible socially, to the point where I hide in my room in my pyjamas from all humans except close family. I leave the house the odd time to grab snacks and that’s it.

I freak out before, during and after every social situation. I start to panic uncontrollably and have to excuse myself when this happens. I hide from the freaking postman when they knock on the door. I once even explained to my brother what pads were so he could buy them for me because I was too scared to do it. He was 11,

This is a huge issue and I hate living like this, but I’m scared changes and risks. Plus seeing a doctor about it means being social.",5.064,5.3098592076923135,5.90596153846154,81.66278846153847,68.46153846153845,8.346153846153845,26.25,8.07648339933343,1.4915384615384621,507,13,101,6,8,167,90,130,0.21600000000000005,0.75,0.035,-0.9562,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,7,10,1,5,8,0,9,2,0,0,1,14,17,10,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,8,8,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,3,2,16,1,17,12,1,14,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,0,6,71,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620669013884074,0.0,0.14825368578865394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430824532418535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910546438496374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783279247044874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507477897479733,0.0,0.14679310955272595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642449799480359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540676760847524,0.0,0.0,0.17201232781140985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103367251334373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818469143415595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448041684203526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851181334197058,0.0,0.15384494935458454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978343606542045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554524434902708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441693683988654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470009827472812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488616920749864,0.0,0.1388357448177881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583757759286974,0.0,0.5328050891339867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331821935931055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159271335467412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,taqciturnium,2019/07/28,"Invitation: Mental Health Sub For Over 30's: /r/MadOver30 /r/MadOver30 is a sub for general discussion of mental health issues for people any age over 30 years. It was started about 12 months ago because some people in the community at /r/mentalillness expressed an interest in being able to discuss their mental health issues with older people. Its a relatively small, and close-knit community of 3.5k members. The sub supports all approaches to mental health, but tends to feature posts relating to more progressive thinking. All are welcome.",9.01873188405797,10.710174423913042,8.09,64.37166666666668,60.19565217391305,10.915942028985507,39.2463768115942,10.864195022040775,4.9356898550724635,445,22,61,11,6,138,65,92,0.0,0.914,0.086,0.775,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,5,0,4,4,0,0,2,8,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,16,6,4,14,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,34,3,0,0.141706827749499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256145526992037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636550220383908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863831669208721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6025109255508404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958102231615958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712286102796181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131090379476533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29472501542372365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571596959883386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030082204213507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080722882824766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080001335095894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912545510298298
socialanxiety,saguchilekic,2019/07/28,"meeting an internet friend in person Hi. I am a man, thirty years old, with severe social anxiety (and many other different manifestations of anxiety). I am attracted to women, but have never been on a date, mostly because of anxiety and shyness to approach someone. This remains true for meeting really anybody new, or any situation where I would need to somehow interact with unfamiliar people. I have some trouble expressing myself to people face-to-face (or if no one really perceives this as a problem, this is what I am always telling myself).

I found an application on my phone about one year ago that I like (it isn't intended for dating or meeting people, but it seems these things can sometimes happen anyway), and I have been in contact with a girl there for about ten months. She is, I think, seven or eight years younger than me. I have been enjoying my time spent chatting with her during this time, and it seems like she has also. We know a good amount about each other, but no messages have ever had anything to do with the idea of dating or romance.

She is from another country, and will be working in the United States during the summer. Then she will return home. Some weeks ago, she asked me what I would think about her coming to my city to visit. I said it seems good, but I am not sure if it would happen, because I thought there would be a chance I would be out of town then (this was some avoidance due to anxiety). Some time passed, and recently she has asked me again to clarify whether or not I will be out of town, or even if I would want to meet, so that she could make the necessary plans. I thought about it and ultimately told her that I would like to meet.

Since I have told her this, I have felt as though my general anxiety levels have increased a lot (it is mostly about the anticipation of a social event, I think). I don't very often meet new people, and so it is difficult for me to make this kind of decision. I am feeling a little worse about it, because it will probably not be cheap for these accommodations to be made, and I worry my anxiousness will result in it not being worth her while, or that my in person personality is totally contradictory to what she thought of me online (I know in some ways this is not something possible to be controlled).

I am also noticing that a lot of anxiety is beginning to accumulate within me, because I am not sure how to think about or how to categorize the role I am fulfilling when she comes. I am totally okay with merely being a guide. I do not have much of an expectation that it will be otherwise. The conversation was about doing some things together in the city, seeing some attractions, but nothing else. I am beginning to worry I will misinterpret or misunderstand my role, and that then some kind of further misunderstanding will take place. 

For example, I am struggling to understand how many hours of each day during her trip she might prefer me to spend with her. I have not yet been able to ask outright concerning questions like these. I did not know, if this is something non-anxious people would ask outright. I know I will be about as equally nervous, though, if I am only acting as a guide to the area or if maybe some kind of further attraction develops.

When I am in these kinds of situations, I also tend to experience some uncomfortable physical symptoms, like excessive sweating, disorientation, and the sudden inability to communicate articulately. 

I am wondering if anyone, after having read what I have written, maybe someone who has specifically been in this or a similar situation, or just a person with a similar understanding of how anxiety tends to manifest itself, could make some suggestions as to what I could do to make this visit not so fraught as I am imagining it to be. For example, a way to better understand my role. I have concerns about somehow misinterpreting it, and then everything turning out bad. 

Thanks for any comments.",9.808771799628943,7.966151574149662,9.72874458874459,64.98246753246758,59.789115646258495,13.099567099567098,40.095856524427965,11.855464076750405,4.754210884353742,3137,131,547,77,33,1036,295,735,0.10800000000000001,0.799,0.09300000000000001,-0.8638,1,1,2,0,0,0,90.0,1,0,0,4,37,30,0,3,29,1,89,2,1,12,7,149,138,63,0,23,37,0,2,5,1,18,1,1,1,7,47,28,0,2,28,2,4,9,15,7,0,5,20,4,81,23,96,85,23,74,0,0,1,0,59,24,0,45,43,450,128,2,0.05667747852457691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048232997733766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597487729728552,0.04716020247058804,0.0,0.0,0.07708525790053146,0.05943127803340776,0.3035068115675445,0.06402941812990602,0.0,0.03963021080139896,0.0,0.04664073559158256,0.0,0.2119431660931028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047323327148162175,0.13820025938898292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012662390855031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764525836400394,0.0,0.0,0.0635686115491326,0.13575706414041885,0.0,0.0,0.03655228483754106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592159018718035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047346760612087466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037434940027452346,0.05126802417236258,0.0,0.0,0.05093806311297745,0.05544144955249005,0.0,0.0,0.028657836109710837,0.0,0.054419267599127234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062143929777524275,0.04378887931352378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507675988332008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023941415807217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05685213215928207,0.0,0.05581589953807353,0.0,0.0,0.06398197444785056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360834884718703,0.12459383981196727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844876558542984,0.056805723189487276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963703308715662,0.0,0.05362960058405415,0.15133062809195427,0.1149241346838121,0.11388029029765373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012584804691421,0.0,0.0,0.045239422623631065,0.0,0.04166446810982552,0.04202563216825106,0.04371316549387278,0.10947892387751924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054383569244380425,0.06452768495602912,0.05947347953344055,0.0,0.07681225254585322,0.04310577640293778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964651362443232,0.19795435238160808,0.0592159018718035,0.0,0.0,0.06389534108882641,0.0,0.0,0.06110790795947699,0.0542326924873496,0.0,0.0,0.0634917471978406,0.0,0.056692816255194865,0.0,0.07261808810525157,0.0,0.05596217242106305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053913261088858716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516461232620612,0.1547911433746526,0.0,0.06402941812990602,0.0,0.04688419592443245,0.19112358166465565,0.0,0.11555110358526367,0.09604528725700873,0.08726618395857663,0.05605547550017985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059251606553806874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683570551801433,0.0589096016059696,0.04261441025124915,0.0,0.04953861439146906,0.0521810073660392,0.0,0.0,0.07530799658996651,0.1452665588090823,0.11137066976624098,0.13498676103818386,0.09914728054766828,0.0,0.0,0.10831551918043124,0.0,0.0,0.06164882128707513,0.0,0.1770097619481621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676485552851011,0.03342984529662863,0.08997588866667283,0.04546325453961275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146430776053785,0.0412618793914033,0.11511746126397167,0.057759192708998215,0.3220964367004661,0.0,0.0,0.10949531377710288
socialanxiety,EverythingsWrongPro,2019/07/28,"Friend basically laughed at my panic attack and didnt help after the fact. Now the title my seem confusing, my friend didnt laugh when I was having my panic attack, I was in Texas at the time and she was in Lawton. So I was basically texting her my panic attack, I didnt mean too either. It just sorta happened, I tried to tell her to forget it, she didnt. She said nice words, she still brought up a lot of her problems though, she always does that.

Whenever I talk, no, try to talk about my problems, she interrupts me with her problems. She says she has social anxiety, but I feel she is lying. Very obviously. Her reason? ""I get nervous in front of my crush."" Everyone gets nervous in front of their crush.

Anyway, after I got back to Lawton from my trip, she came over. I thought it would be awkward. Of course. That was the first panic attack she ever saw from me. I've seen, and helped with plenty of hers. But no, she just brings it up, and laughs. I apparently wasn't the only one having a panic attack that day I was texting her. I should explain the reason for my panic attack, was her. There's so many other things shes done but, shes still a good friend, she has moments where I want to drop her, or get her out of my life, but i just cant. I've known her for so long, and shes a nice person. It's just sometimes, she makes me sad, angry, everything. 

And I know what's gonna happen if we ever have those friendship breaking fights. Everyone will side with her. After all, I'm just the quiet one. The replacement. I'm ready to leave anytime. Honestly, there is so much I could say about her. Everything I feel with her. But it would be to long. Anyway, i just wanted to get something off my chest. And now I have. Thanks for reading this garbage dump if you got this far.",1.4142232537246393,3.5948344127423866,2.924276409373362,91.4748281799805,81.6038781163435,5.453949240098826,19.45204761548252,6.643151254067905,0.13735466047765188,1377,35,290,14,37,450,172,361,0.235,0.6779999999999999,0.087,-0.9940000000000001,1,0,1,0,1,0,63.0,1,1,1,1,27,33,8,10,12,0,32,2,1,3,5,59,60,21,0,11,15,0,2,0,3,5,1,4,0,1,15,14,0,0,10,1,0,6,8,22,0,3,21,8,68,11,39,31,4,39,0,1,2,0,49,14,0,7,17,212,83,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620922850744341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708636422427115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093663758933983,0.0,0.05738045413686859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534879255101947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958036568886125,0.0,0.0,0.0481256392329949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530305983426732,0.07636520207124238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350014887700554,0.0,0.142610882536629,0.13413261904136492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546322687865206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347425618727008,0.0,0.0,0.17296055370761046,0.0,0.15594967773933538,0.0,0.0,0.06259020285494353,0.11936560462164968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197768358774548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003640135020046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101083018540836,0.0,0.0,0.07901494557729326,0.0,0.0,0.05270840727479367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207795213591345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344177657980496,0.0,0.0,0.04981140881360186,0.07565597430556305,0.0,0.08128628571465818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485646574489138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113290512823946,0.05675412777193393,0.0,0.525323828381559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651578949829015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421229930334368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746431593627163,0.0,0.0,0.15344967359006406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098352851452609,0.11868635435148905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793394499250184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606871566079806,0.0,0.05744840445811581,0.07380402081417789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191879930115222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995822572673567,0.0652237608374544,0.0687028005629097,0.0,0.0,0.04957618232836231,0.0,0.0733166845537704,0.05924229900472204,0.04351325118504416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132819015593028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061571761545169815,0.08802911673023665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602002706380333,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Blitzkriegs03,2019/02/10,"Why cant social interact normal? sorry if this isn't the correct sub but I needed somewhere to talk. Just tell me and I'll delete this post. 

why can I just be normal for once instead of running through interactions in my head after regretting not doing them! I keep second guessing everything I'm doing and I'm not sure what to do. somehow I managed to get a girlfriend (don't ask me how that happened. I don't know either) and I keep thinking I'm going to screw things up and I don't want to. everything I say sounds so wrong to my self and when I listen to what I have to say and it sounds stupid. I don't understand why anyone would find me interesting with my awkward jokes and things. I'm worried that I'm quietly screwing everything up and everyone is to polite to tell me. I don't know why anyone chooses to remain my friend because all I do is tell jokes which I find online or make shit puns. I'm not funny or amusing. 

​

I know what I said above isn't the truth and my friends tell me that this isn't true but at times it feels real.

​

again sorry for possible posting in the wrong sub but it helps to know that somebody has read this as I'm not as open about my feelings as I'd like to be.",2.8972529644268765,4.333861284584984,4.175120553359687,87.66007213438732,74.49407114624506,6.799130434782609,26.088735177865612,7.365786028017652,1.2264831620553365,967,34,201,11,20,318,128,253,0.18899999999999997,0.723,0.08800000000000001,-0.9751,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,9,18,4,1,4,0,21,4,2,2,5,53,48,21,0,7,13,0,2,1,3,1,0,7,0,1,17,11,0,2,11,4,0,2,13,8,0,1,1,9,28,10,28,44,2,14,0,1,0,2,19,6,3,5,5,128,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721619210254946,0.2323862034490076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337244443045981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939512791134592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058291239548777136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137241714757607,0.257820891410512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967002983645004,0.06831349613473403,0.0,0.0,0.17479641769548668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775706297064087,0.0,0.04995936759864273,0.0,0.05434507737940323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534014092400366,0.0,0.08455960544142171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813736823848797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409446201810821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998924187393838,0.0,0.0,0.2102088489527197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467168452253492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638294742149972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709036640810706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738158780275316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183597917745618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078012052922823,0.1831618908282626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564944516420536,0.10884055512538272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909599108100359,0.15208739875435362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975623622088363,0.0,0.0981562184748696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747618548610508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140855112720501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012408124625612,0.0,0.0,0.07685860185719791,0.3343168530854808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270560992742732,0.0612717213079397,0.0,0.0,0.0557588715251926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954750670571584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056401257968107237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34514158754954977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711037505216408,0.0,0.06792823918176792,0.20909872088773204,0.2323862034490076,0.0
socialanxiety,wnderingsatellite,2019/02/10,"To get my anxiety medication, I need to call a doctor. To call a doctor, I need to get my anxiety medication. This isn’t a joke, just my life.",0.5259999999999998,2.4079316000000013,4.830000000000002,78.245,83.0,9.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.490333333333333,108,4,24,4,3,42,16,30,0.128,0.789,0.083,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552227840427297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741483354207773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752769574328625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24260118615848195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399036292671978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467778907134581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443060598212536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,teufelKommRaus,2019/02/10,"Just happend in online Just happend to me:
 Yesterday I started playing an online game with my girlfriend - me never really played online before. So I installed TeamSpeak and chatted with some mutual friends. 

Half an hour ago I went online in TeamSpeak, there seamed to be some people on our channel which I didn't know yet. Took me some time to join, because unknown people, you know. So I join, say hello and immediately get shouted at, mocked for my nickname, etc. I have no clue what happened. Now I lie in bed crying thinking of what I could have done wrong. ",3.8780769230769216,6.456706038461545,4.577538461538462,80.76746153846155,75.15384615384616,6.467692307692308,28.669230769230772,7.554174236665415,2.023014615384616,444,19,74,6,10,142,73,104,0.12,0.794,0.086,-0.5651,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,0,7,5,1,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,14,14,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,2,0,1,4,2,15,3,12,8,4,15,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,8,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092425074967613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438928059180928,0.0,0.20085965213623735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846529877472976,0.0,0.259287889170883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415592864855473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26325616535352564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237027167067568,0.0,0.12332545407010413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873666417938191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324599515191949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594518605090629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205494161255487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32729223339249025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121853611665395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877150213389732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167076147286363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125017019158235,0.0,0.0,0.13764161717426932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622582612715427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881906773550436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580816765548699,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,idontknowwhy_ta,2019/02/10,"How to you guys deal with love? Hey guys, i've been struggling with social anxiety for the last 6 years. 

I recently started therapy (4 weeks ago) to fight my SA and the last few months have been harder than previous months of my life, if that makes sense.

​

There's only one thing besides fighting my SA, which is Love and I don't know why.

I never had a single relationship, only one online when I was 16 (?), which I still think about all the time, because it was a great feeling telling someone you love them.

My thoughts these last few months have only been to find the love of my life, but because of my SA I just can't talk to females in real life, and I'm too scared to create those dating sites accounts. 

I dream almost every night because of the medicine I have to take, and I dream so often about having a girlfriend, the dreams are so nice but then I wake up..

​

I just want your experiences on that subject. Thank YOU for reading this I really appreciate it, because it took me several throwaway accounts and courage to ask this question (I'm pretty much anxious about anything).

​

If you have any questions towards me please ask away I'll try to answer.

​

Not native english speaker btw so excuse me if I made any grammatically errors.

​

​

​

​",5.170791595925298,6.992922560483872,4.964235993208828,82.71964346349749,69.36290322580646,6.8339558573854005,31.197792869269943,7.273561745256523,1.9885693548387096,1057,45,186,10,19,325,148,248,0.061,0.745,0.195,0.9882,0,0,0,0,3,0,62.0,0,5,1,0,14,12,2,2,9,0,15,8,1,3,2,32,34,16,0,4,8,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,12,7,0,0,8,4,2,1,4,4,0,2,9,2,28,8,25,25,5,25,0,0,0,4,26,6,0,7,18,120,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04686601586757858,0.0,0.052941612434880034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582765027848613,0.51394215640908,0.07190675058465468,0.0,0.04044536288135942,0.05972798852782946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04350745956634635,0.0,0.09885252250206007,0.0,0.04967305329162629,0.0,0.0,0.1289161099446703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545065913357624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454520855861455,0.0,0.0,0.051716950732224654,0.0,0.0,0.026732632536508386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832217151324628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828930053098608,0.0,0.1046991146417756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02905593886480913,0.12928818383564386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203081619031234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086875660398625,0.05002681988984623,0.03529109853945325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660085603094787,0.0,0.038865492549579536,0.0,0.04077656057776479,0.0,0.0,0.04961486146664379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165208544527804,0.12062992575948445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058035322586760314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378774071148672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845287553763495,0.0,0.0528842519235555,0.0601775716196669,0.033869840301090845,0.0,0.052202691980992616,0.056762534439154015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529320377466684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972798852782946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538942504156159,0.04479653246106363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037421618883714536,0.0,0.04222200602506047,0.0,0.0,0.055271145355736136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03975161856762235,0.042494858764004564,0.04621066188755907,0.04867554165502689,0.060461389272236724,0.0,0.03512444191866297,0.03387692568290589,0.0,0.04197283035505092,0.030828889845091963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05874045375003896,0.03589522188580329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031184063117880464,0.0,0.042409080464710563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04770690157671945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51394215640908,0.034046510891089406
socialanxiety,sunshine_gem,2019/02/10,"Extreme anxiety at work I have to deal with an extremely rude colleague, whenever he talks to me and my manager is beside me he is not as rude, but when I go over to his desk to give him or ask him something he is extremely rude and condescending.  It’s almost like he’s trying to make me cry or kill myself.  I’m worried he’s going to try and get me fired next, someone was fired for saying he was rude.  A lot of other people who are “below him” says that he is rude to them as well, it’s kind of a given with him, I wouldn’t expect him to be anything else, I just don’t know how to deal with this situation, I just start crying when I go back to my desk. 

",4.261690140845069,3.525859500000003,5.957852112676058,83.96241197183102,70.19718309859155,9.071830985915494,26.90492957746479,8.472884824447931,1.5397718309859147,507,13,117,7,8,176,85,142,0.282,0.685,0.033,-0.9923,0,0,1,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,6,0,3,0,11,0,0,2,0,19,22,11,1,2,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,6,1,0,3,4,20,3,21,17,1,11,0,0,0,0,22,3,0,4,6,76,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249469534931566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177933628474348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175627900549403,0.0,0.16104095596330947,0.0,0.0,0.13245821948245204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37844164953737136,0.0,0.35518743893782545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390211737022202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999936020435728,0.16524862684044309,0.2937000063949242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905814804058859,0.17938351762642749,0.09467024316153036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415811454670287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645030076827287,0.0,0.0,0.11498567971637685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832017262587914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942421711431543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273978019357648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362879125112412,0.0,0.0,0.14595634443664848,0.13261507740037995,0.0,0.0,0.12192735453164455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845701668844107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23390807642301298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488349453178307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540819549926707,0.17493959679620494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,deeput97,2019/02/10,Drinking alone. My friends ask me to go somewhere and I decline out of anxiety. I drink a pint of vodka alone and then FaceTime my friends and get super fucking depressed that I’m not there. I could’ve been there but I said no so why do I even get upset about being alone on a Saturday night? Why am I like this??,0.3855769230769255,2.720199923076926,1.9202884615384617,95.76658653846157,88.23076923076924,4.480769230769232,23.509615384615394,5.985473137389443,0.4079615384615383,245,10,53,2,8,79,48,65,0.228,0.631,0.141,-0.6232,0,3,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,6,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,9,4,6,8,0,6,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,0,4,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6012474142178561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803299853266946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090374614048071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450029628695824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666680534795214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37912810632813343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781012971251907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29900741611569776,0.17889491689988754,0.2021997610958561,0.0,0.10997498758520792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453817569914877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159403678079733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407030672251048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492215269187045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crimsonghost99,2019/02/10,"Contacting old friends to confront social anxiety Lately, I've been thinking a lot about how to confront my social anxiety. One of my anxieties is talking to people I haven't seen or talked to in a long time. For example, I had a group of three other friends in seventh grade (I'm now in my second year of college, for reference) whom I had several classes with, but in eighth grade, I didn't talk to them anymore since I didn't have classes with them. I think about these people a lot, and I wonder how they would react if I messaged them. I think that I should try it, although I still inexplicably anxious even though I know that nothing bad can come of it. I would like to hear what Reddit thinks about this idea.",6.322712765957447,6.164992290780145,6.514955673758867,79.74562500000002,65.80851063829788,9.319503546099293,33.93705673758865,8.841846274778883,2.7343822695035453,567,23,110,8,8,182,87,141,0.071,0.843,0.086,0.7118,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,0,9,6,2,0,4,0,12,0,0,3,0,23,22,8,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,6,2,20,3,21,13,2,12,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,5,8,82,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32873186193636456,0.16181906881852873,0.1420543967819102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959841204512665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233875400128594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460787421540634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133187781732394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144053400993452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169916623818728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872029657521061,0.0,0.16157960157068554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997924073167558,0.0,0.0,0.1267618274999576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435530051472801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744148847798587,0.0,0.15030502163823584,0.0,0.09706231560316284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986074921865508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181906881852873,0.0,0.1184886127093133,0.0,0.0,0.2920278292266307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439068796770485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34538975667473426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671265484447444,0.14073139036423285,0.0,0.08352369417425395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724974042761801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533636471920728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035054627190632,0.0,0.0,0.0922410887208928
socialanxiety,fixationed,2019/02/10,"I always feel like no one wants to be my friend but actually no one would even know I want them to be my friend I'm in college and every semester I meet people who I really like and want to hang out with, but there's no way I could have the confidence to just ask. So instead I basically avoid them for some reason. There have been so many people I could have become close with but never pursued a friendship with them and it kind of makes me sad.",4.197741935483869,4.608483344086022,5.1732795698924745,85.57991935483875,70.39784946236558,8.350537634408601,24.10215053763441,8.344100000000001,1.1652021505376342,353,8,77,5,6,116,61,93,0.166,0.6579999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.0246,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,0,7,7,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,2,1,25,17,8,0,6,4,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,1,1,13,5,11,11,1,6,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.19719303127327545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681400136396533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889099546378668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317254446543472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226759487936905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346658829000904,0.0,0.1702542963021874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217362737945952,0.1443602101980862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31224050700939304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104267946925878,0.11105343503596148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744425269119992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348845665333359,0.20486919649372504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558503114348598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27385830666878425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801824331304653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945243748812832,0.20776357464944575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575617374195225,0.16039527350512728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354608447100034,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Viprblade,2019/02/10,"Worst school year of my life I’m a senior in high school this year and I’m not professionally diagnosed with social anxiety but I know I have it to some degree (I don’t normally try to self diagnose anything). For background I have been like this since I was in elementary school and have always had trouble making friends due to being too shy or afraid to talk to anyone whether it’s because I always feel as if I’m everyone’s burden or just feeling like no one ever wants me around.

Anyway, for as long as I can remember I’ve had the same core group of friends all through school and had very few friends outside of them. They were the only people I really hung out with outside of school and I played almost every video game with them and they were the only people I played with. Over the years my relationship with them would constantly be on and off bickering but I never stopped being friends with them because no matter how toxic it was I knew I had no one else.

Earlier this school year they started excluding me from almost everything and even became better friends with my brother who’s 3 years younger than all of us. I finally got fed up and walked out on them. I thought it would be good for me but I’ve been more upset and lonely than I’ve been in a long time and my favorite pastime (gaming) has been ruined for me cause I have no one to play anything with. The only person I feel comfortable with in my life is my 2 year girlfriend but she’s a freshman in college so I don’t see her very often and the few new friends I made also graduated from high school.

Two days ago I committed to a very large university thinking that maybe a new environment and clean slate with a lot of social opportunity would be good for me because I consider my self an extrovert despite my anxiety. But all day I’ve been stressing out about what will happen when I get to college.

I don’t know what I hope to gain from posting this, it just feels nice to voice my concerns in a secure environment where hopefully I may be able to get feedback from people with similar issues.",5.8052926829268285,6.158296260975611,6.261121951219515,79.38363414634149,66.87804878048779,9.29170731707317,31.5219512195122,9.174902378510234,2.5896897560975605,1657,62,321,28,25,537,202,410,0.092,0.703,0.20600000000000002,0.9952,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,8,3,14,28,0,3,14,0,34,5,0,4,6,75,58,28,0,8,12,1,4,2,7,5,4,1,1,3,13,27,1,2,10,6,0,1,9,8,0,4,18,6,50,20,59,29,10,43,0,2,1,0,30,18,0,11,25,223,63,13,0.07046872896657401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246627638906348,0.0,0.14112850574642888,0.0,0.0,0.056353817094918685,0.11727125526473588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781676955607196,0.0,0.0,0.04927337377298797,0.0,0.11597951922930601,0.0627321090183833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288712493327855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232386419041721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239079615344304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761516615382599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089300090189296,0.0,0.0,0.14304855309196224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886758070177151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654393087601075,0.06374299976113752,0.05937294344569724,0.06733589039859758,0.06333274974528243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252442685558128,0.05034287405403829,0.0,0.07719504809862224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266637911660091,0.0,0.07363400479101137,0.0,0.0,0.1182116529819237,0.0563602799954717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231526429859008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489081623097592,0.0,0.1399826963469815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355104469054055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745554104711118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995482945539885,0.06885492292015631,0.0,0.0,0.12472521522767807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990999338178614,0.0,0.06667921521075716,0.04703842378383637,0.0,0.07079530988786195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054349828038362094,0.13611827510872282,0.0,0.0,0.0690443924593938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432543034783719,0.16078393146486786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656243147491638,0.06153057602802627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748956299411503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04514407223091939,0.0,0.0,0.07565704272448807,0.07982733286140116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992268110204166,0.05615445336926383,0.0,0.1470285059417238,0.0,0.0,0.05829246080490216,0.0,0.0,0.14366798969025324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987812906309856,0.0,0.0,0.05891501279686335,0.08072169094222817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664009503532126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04515351611921642,0.0,0.05594429936605039,0.04109088255491612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784364127944802,0.0,0.06883770869354415,0.0,0.08476520436104064,0.0,0.0,0.17443224443923874,0.041564282126296426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017688963374165,0.0,0.0,0.27227730627864016
socialanxiety,ImAGeneralWHEEEE,2019/02/10,so i heard that fantasizing about imaginary situations is a common symptome of anxiety so what's your favorite fantasy?,7.120000000000001,10.639723,8.959999999999997,48.63499999999999,69.0,14.0,45.0,12.161744961471696,8.212,100,7,12,5,2,35,19,20,0.085,0.7509999999999999,0.163,0.3744,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469918628080472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6567835028975686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6073168076918268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yeswayjoze,2019/02/10,"Free Guide (PDF) on how to overcome (social) fears. Hey all,
My name is Joze Piranian and I have always had severe stutter. Growing up ""different"", I was terrified of speaking and people, so I avoided it almost entirely. Over the past few years, through a mixture of self-acceptance, repeated exposure to fear and humour, I have gone from a place of despair to having delivered a TEDx talk, performing stand-up comedy and gaining a lot of social confidence. Still feels surreal to me.
I wrote a short e-book about it, and the feedback from readers has been very positive - I wanted to share it with you all. 
All you need to do is go to www.jozepiranian.com and click on Free E-book. If you do read it, let me know what you think!",5.708702351987027,6.633282481751827,6.453236009732361,75.90853203568535,67.24817518248176,10.176480129764801,32.74047039740471,10.25414643259724,3.4373088402270886,568,24,104,14,9,187,94,137,0.131,0.696,0.17300000000000001,0.7483,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,0,2,4,9,0,3,7,0,12,0,0,1,3,22,20,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,1,2,3,0,5,0,0,5,3,13,6,20,14,5,13,0,1,1,0,12,6,0,3,4,72,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035821711115608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916736012686864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241210326508145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575528475268941,0.10279791492947303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554381394410257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173197879189277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789475128334206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284398299883344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074925210509166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940791341004911,0.14094718306667745,0.0,0.21241210326508145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336159646537147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120931012242547,0.2296785651471908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144909082071137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623608964657083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341012693741522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302706465465931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774921951207242,0.11991548767856185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092277109064385
socialanxiety,dprssdthrowaway22,2019/02/10,"I just spent 20 minutes sitting on my couch and pretending I was talking to my therapist without really realizing what I was doing... I have pretend conversations with my therapist ALL the time. It’s like I’m always excited to meet with her and I’m always preparing what I’m going to talk about. Meeting with her is one of the only opportunities for social interaction I have each week.

I guess I wanted to get this off my chest because I thought the behavior was a little odd.

Any experiences with this?",5.297455357142859,6.84741157291667,7.08982142857143,68.65875000000004,68.6875,10.485714285714286,33.50595238095238,10.608840637214634,4.053445238095239,405,19,69,12,7,141,64,96,0.038,0.862,0.1,0.6697,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,1,0,1,14,16,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,14,3,14,11,2,7,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,3,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634305208349272,0.0,0.0,0.14851047048068106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312652834925856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362413466387264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409805690212445,0.0,0.12411421579631768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24057761278690215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066927289318699,0.21888088349531035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479845054029054,0.16609295495374338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990413632441265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261777706124936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35106197494615754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071276694035116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337467575025334,0.12734306301051956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288101561391928,0.0,0.1751766681503001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105170220567552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IKnoWutUMin,2019/02/10,"Couldn't make proper eyes contact I visited the local bank with my parents to finally create my own bank account. When we were in the final ropes of it and the teller was explaining stuff, she was looking *straight* at me but I couldn't meet her eyes so I settled with looking down at the counter as I listen and nod my head.

Then she started to wave her hand in front of me and call out to me to get my attention bc she probably thought I wasn't listening. I looked up but settled my eyes anywhere but the teller's, only to find out that she was done talking and approached my parents to explain things to them instead. I was left sitting there signing the documents ;_;",3.0527272727272714,5.207024575757579,3.8969696969696974,86.71545454545458,75.96969696969697,6.521212121212122,30.696969696969692,7.492282038375204,2.042987878787879,532,26,101,7,12,170,80,132,0.0,0.9540000000000001,0.046,0.705,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,6,0,9,5,5,1,0,21,20,11,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,0,5,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,8,9,24,0,20,10,1,20,0,0,6,0,19,11,0,0,5,76,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956957562240659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612416722438594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41988572456667134,0.17516434017036694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001290504247104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668786786578324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822794363929187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828124018756565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279276529999519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145758221597224,0.0,0.0,0.4256085902231523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663077510635391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565063354149834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939303767380125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404075733619144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732353492947673,0.0,0.0,0.15214844250552445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GodlyCode,2019/02/10,"Feedback on app idea for social anxiety Hi, I am a 21 software engineering student who have been dealing with SA for over 10 years. I have this quick idea for a free app/platform. Before I go heads deep and invest a lot of time in it, I would like to get some feedback (**good** or **bad**), to know if it could benefit more people than just me. 

So one thing I have experienced, and also posted about, is that doing stuff that challenges me in a planned and incremental way actually helps quite a lot. I discovered that I could have use of a platform where I can make exposure plans, track my improvements and see what other people are doing. 

**TLDR**; Think training apps from bodybuilding, but with a social anxiety twist– creation/sharing of social exposure plans and tracking of anxiety levels.

Please let me know if you have any concerns or improvements/ideas.

​

*Note: I am unsure about the rules about gaining feedback on ideas for apps, so please let me know if I am breaking any rule, I will be sure to edit or delete my post.*",2.261134020618556,5.118146597938146,3.1900082474226816,86.01323917525777,85.59793814432992,5.9905979381443295,24.25484536082474,7.404127859558343,1.48046169072165,816,32,147,14,25,259,120,194,0.042,0.8320000000000001,0.126,0.9341,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,6,9,7,0,0,8,0,21,1,1,2,1,31,30,15,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,18,7,23,22,4,17,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,9,4,104,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.10964501069399588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985249673854077,0.0,0.121739635687822,0.1365270322734118,0.1528143217725562,0.0,0.2578602417981675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381407468985506,0.0,0.0,0.09560821722859074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941713065483114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583596420898427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870231615532051,0.0,0.06385553034698051,0.09424039676075058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153115240222404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531106885537095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073531462284901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852467350417954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297869378965396,0.0,0.054892348522684827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910451771483752,0.0,0.0,0.07499970787257201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613655708179147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557895108082507,0.0,0.0,0.24667026079857116,0.0,0.0,0.21521543886194186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950635690926045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895346242423616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436039005130717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286228063202056,0.0,0.0,0.10589590230660263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464553363624643,0.07199434517455902,0.0,0.0,0.06551674014433838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704106919244514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918439645244955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981576156762045,0.0,0.1365270322734118,0.07235474316724419
socialanxiety,swannies14,2019/02/10,"lol got asked ""hey how are you doing"", panic, intertwine in my head 'yeah not bad' and 'good thankyou' resulting in the reply ""yeh not good thankyou""...smh",1.7510714285714322,4.54181910714286,2.732857142857142,87.93714285714289,90.07142857142857,5.6571428571428575,21.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.0779,117,4,21,2,4,37,25,28,0.21899999999999997,0.568,0.212,-0.0675,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,2,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424004608548481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058089453584469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143972839649666,0.2929288448239356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758849156216203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297231816877656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,freshoutafucks2give,2019/02/10,"How to find fun, interesting people in order to feel happy and more like myself Hi guys,

So I have deep depression and anxiety since I was about 15. I’m 27 now. And I have found that I have only felt real happiness on several occasions since then. And I’ve discovered recently that there’s something in common with every single one of these occasions. I was with someone FUN. I was with someone who was willing to do something kind of crazy or out of societal norms, who liked to make jokes/be sarcastic, who liked to interact with strangers, and who genuinely didn’t give a fuck.

For example, I had a best friend in high school/college who would longboard with me in the middle of the night or make up crazy dance routine to do in public. Then while traveling in South America I met a couple guys (at different times) who made me feel like I could do anything because they had the attitude like they could do anything because they simply didn’t care what others thought. For example, I met a guy who I would dare to climb statues and he would dare me to do similar challenges. I met another guy who would play fun tricks on me in public or go up to a stranger and joke around with them and in turn it made me be a more fun person as well. The way they treated life was like it was all one big game and everyone is playing it. They would go up to people they didn’t know all the time and become best friends with them.

The problem is that with each of these people I’ve met so far, although I have felt so fucking free and happy and have had so much fun with them, when they  are not around, I just cannot recreate that feeling. I can try to be fun and crazy but it’s hard when I know the people I’m around may judge me (which is the case with the vast majority of people). 

My question is, how do I meet more of people like this? I’ve met maybe only 3 people who’ve made me feel this way in my whole life. The feeling I get when I’m around people like that is straight intoxicating. I feel alive, I feel powerful, and I feel excited when I’m with these people. I feel fucking HAPPINESS when I’m with these people. And most importantly, I feel so much like myself. It it’s so, so rare for me to find this kind of connection with someone.

Any tips on how to find more people who I can connect to like this?? I really wish I could create this feeling on my own but something about having someone else with me who loves fun as much as I do makes all the difference. It makes me sad because the only times I’ve ever felt truly happy and like myself was when I was with these people and it’s so rare to find them. Are there any particular places I should be looking for them? 

Sorry for the rambling, I’m a little bit drunk. ",4.717254342753435,5.134888627949183,5.390730619652584,84.45345916515427,69.2540834845735,8.620191858957739,28.084054964998703,8.591530228387361,1.8288391081151143,2138,68,447,32,35,693,210,551,0.052000000000000005,0.743,0.205,0.998,2,0,3,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,12,5,29,47,4,0,20,0,51,8,0,10,4,96,99,46,0,11,7,0,15,11,2,8,3,0,0,6,36,38,1,0,23,7,1,5,5,7,1,2,27,16,57,41,70,58,19,57,0,2,1,4,45,32,3,6,28,303,93,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280830384645604,0.056133827230922806,0.04095245920449949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810589575910978,0.1906222303610376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789932684245517,0.0591227915637296,0.0,0.0,0.1123587794481641,0.0,0.058443972320990814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458027567333747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822479737945186,0.05923304484905759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610773765625728,0.0,0.0,0.11186080175245723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447198002144391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842349864568711,0.0451037079727462,0.05115290164788502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977458135932005,0.03824385583845665,0.154199700891117,0.0,0.19571210310303264,0.0,0.0,0.05869597176795097,0.08271864470554885,0.14847068272993516,0.02796868789228149,0.05135355693900456,0.060847868208312124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202362474491,0.0,0.28493340072207235,0.04795488996442472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656036131778139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149238408186428,0.058840473480233635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562362494045105,0.28768773882574944,0.053653947159841404,0.0,0.0,0.044954084491648914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04831545825887993,0.15196214013552534,0.1429342866778951,0.0,0.05378091092860588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118058342270406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502369232317129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255044576364633,0.12214236099199136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453549866576015,0.046742791775200056,0.055930400876228616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122367701131009,0.0,0.0,0.05996900766275935,0.0,0.0,0.06093206665024298,0.03429449396367278,0.0,0.052857199476431006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417806974418613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047684677048784,0.0,0.08856580039902334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814327317073225,0.1236365358998099,0.0,0.05992560689649475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04249907777696831,0.09364624993509534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03634526940027317,0.058228333591840875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498371827919708,0.0,0.0,0.04813243236828702,0.0,0.0,0.059767479471865614,0.06156009871514264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014088969360052,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,funnynameidk0927,2019/02/10,"Time square I’ve been to time square once. And the whole day was hell for me. We had to go there by riding trains and we had to get on multiple ones. I’ve never been on trains before so I had no clue what was happening. All I knew was that people were everywhere and that I was on a train lol. But then we got to time square. It was cool to see it in person and all but my god it was hell. My anxiety was insane. I was there for a few hours and the more I was there the more pissed I got. I was super pissed at everything that would happen and just wanted to leave by the last hour I was there. One of the first things that happened when I got there was I saw someone get robbed. So that didn’t help at all. But I don’t really regret going. For a few reasons. I’m now able to say that I’ve been to time square which is cool. I always see time square in movies and stuff so it’s really cool to see that now that I’ve actually been there. So yeah. 

I don’t know what you guys would do with that but I just felt like sharing it. ",-0.7050666666666636,1.3196652488888887,1.1906666666666688,101.36866666666668,89.84444444444445,4.755555555555556,12.777777777777779,6.238725200709706,-1.1384222222222222,791,10,201,8,27,258,104,225,0.14,0.732,0.128,-0.7071,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,1,0,2,15,11,4,0,8,5,27,2,2,1,4,29,46,17,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,19,11,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,5,0,3,27,14,21,6,23,17,8,25,2,1,9,0,9,7,4,0,16,138,40,0,0.1312217129164025,0.0,0.12805346284675329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918697709869786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003842512114252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166001275602118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462714912962317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793361434436915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599342271228647,0.0,0.0,0.11161712197204884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371158580446986,0.0,0.14915264691190475,0.0,0.3148499734525611,0.0,0.0,0.12993012643555427,0.3481167820968383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795514813286999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584539092429755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211602167459095,0.10696320995558647,0.0,0.1389448470588664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641083006662114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120627456312876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974684164255027,0.17783845743355428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097261338171687,0.11457773826118554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812797883648406,0.1349177758234861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435277296502428,0.0,0.0,0.31370014758578785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118373152351428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502174667695254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871778752873849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825821802930809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739796611544297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146504356273634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643227984188215,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KittenMittenRetailer,2019/02/10,"The Power of ""so what you up to?"" I have been socially anxious my whole life. Never one to initiate conversations. I would always ask myself ""what are people talking about"" and ""how do they always have something to say""

Then I met my roommate. He is extremely outgoing and extraverted. He once said ""don't you wish you could just be friends with everybody?"". Anyways, spending time with him taught me the greatest social skills I have ever learned. When you face someone you know but don't know what to say just say ""so what you up to?"". You can include a ""what have you..."" Or ""..up to recently"". It's amazing what it's done.

It always makes them say something first. It's like a easy command that will always start a conversation. 

I don't know if this is helpful to anyone else but it really changed my life. ",2.3064247517188723,4.910641896103897,3.2676165011459126,87.7701642475172,81.33766233766234,6.220932009167304,25.292589763178,7.510576382923642,1.4535963330786856,628,25,120,10,17,200,94,154,0.02,0.8340000000000001,0.146,0.9675,1,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,8,2,3,9,3,0,0,5,0,18,3,1,2,2,21,28,11,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,2,2,5,0,0,13,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,5,5,21,3,14,19,2,11,0,0,0,0,27,3,0,2,9,91,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565881163987831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497744860338886,0.0,0.09592136141475643,0.1405599285617159,0.0,0.0,0.12824734352338224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512114906091916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952925517081953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038557177563651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114598576304562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240896421243377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668756850234012,0.0,0.0,0.1059870445713449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195069888522901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261761386763952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19379245237253245,0.0670205573606392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157054414291699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580378607960407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460951408622979,0.092958574891964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095105238947787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788277596225368,0.0,0.13545140582916634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304922002022252,0.4363728836088321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27968105505219204,0.1162344903655978,0.2112199506766631,0.0,0.0,0.09709864939624198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026228996374528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999235884598946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315963005077216,0.1577533807417553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745068247927408,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SilverC4,2019/02/10,"I had a D&D session over discord and it went as well as any of my social interactions... Please tell me if this does not belong here.

So a few months back a friend of mine from college asked me if I wanted to do a D&D campaign with him and a few of his friends over discord (he often talked about D&D in our drives to University and I told him I never had done that, but was interested). So I accepted. Fast forward to last month, his friends and him talk with me to make my character and the sorts and tell me that the sessions will be on mostly Saturdays. Cool, I think. Comes the night before and Im a wreck, can't sleep because Im too nervous seeing has not only was this my first campaign, but I knew one of the 10 people I would have to talk with the next day for hours.

The day comes and we settle in chat, pull up the program to see the map and start the campaign. There was no character introduction, so I wasnt even given a reason to talk and so began my four hours of hell, listening to the other players interacting with the npc's and each other and me just sitting there. I only talked VERY rarely to comment on a rash action of a character.

Since then I get anxious before every Saturday.

PS: I think one of the dungeon masters forgot I was a new player after we finished the session, because after people started leaving, he said to the player what he thought of playing (he played really well, interacting with a bunch of people and being really helpfull in combat, i didnt even realize he was a new player) and didnt ask me and I didnt want to pull atention towards me because I thought that would be selfish and attention seeking for some reason.",6.061721623335448,5.919089680722895,6.72112238427394,77.99800570703871,66.34939759036143,9.037666455294863,33.136334812935964,8.532816995589336,2.5966602409638546,1322,52,251,17,19,436,170,332,0.10300000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.073,-0.9192,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,3,0,0,2,16,14,1,1,26,1,22,2,2,3,1,54,46,27,0,6,7,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,9,26,0,1,10,3,0,8,9,3,2,4,21,5,36,11,42,19,6,43,1,0,2,0,35,11,1,6,25,185,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30476330690074266,0.0,0.06375929222786006,0.0,0.0,0.1059209112848119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753038989642513,0.0,0.0,0.0720948350878729,0.0,0.17146373309897442,0.0,0.15956389927209566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153004432388365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209335156436801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204907751784357,0.09594794486369958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385378713126388,0.0,0.07899594813413212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975130383651519,0.0,0.0,0.21731376622628196,0.0,0.04898517477661549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466733310802733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255148194832148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642604741800403,0.0,0.09927717646298656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258481843565318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967497785383269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231267219797231,0.18110593102783845,0.09971369307278792,0.08798641088286431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270669642973972,0.14261579291491253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500192450108075,0.0,0.0,0.10291915744380868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201287516351243,0.19279960533904766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918621957928898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942746740915985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775583614877813,0.0,0.09382664849016233,0.09557542883557976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272611623507533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767994098031204,0.16389888689869314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201538819004203,0.0,0.1488682458589191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959068216582933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773609421786828,0.11060290039635208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860108855051711,0.08691547384359606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320731740715794,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nativeheartx,2019/02/10,"I am still scared of my bullies, even if I moved out of my city A bit of context 
I (19M) moved to London for college. 

I have this deep fear about the people that used to bully me when I was a bit younger. 

I am writing this at 4 in the morning because I am scared af, even if I am 1300km away from them.

Whenever I come back to my country to see my family, I refuse to visit or go out in my little town because I can’t stand the idea of casually meet them.

(they never left the hometown for college and they always hang out there )

I just can’t get over it. I was scared all my life and still I am now.

I just hope the trauma could become easier one day.

",2.982975912975917,2.89597907692308,4.7171561771561805,89.54274281274283,72.91608391608392,7.474436674436674,24.97979797979798,6.937597516519254,0.7579159285159278,500,13,120,4,9,171,87,143,0.145,0.8009999999999999,0.053,-0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,0,11,7,0,4,7,0,11,1,0,1,2,19,17,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,1,0,6,3,5,0,1,2,1,26,2,21,14,3,26,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,4,7,87,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175703342266795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877181756621824,0.1217587403081761,0.0,0.19305320207956855,0.17488134896415586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457468921203256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640155147610727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264268535775677,0.0,0.0,0.10212043975040903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917283582269186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927505632183785,0.1781839173320018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272954875764482,0.0,0.08999200640240818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727387550809774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875400664429375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720440146285422,0.0,0.11184486721072533,0.0,0.15870486505107606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365946946734175,0.0,0.0,0.12212663867545512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729973574929184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977757586463363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47559762937200206,0.0,0.1261817172964224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25291155511469104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367605980658182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gerard-Q,2019/02/10,What triggers your anxiety??! Mine is every time I’m hungry or less sleep stress and when I’m just super tired. Oh when I smoke too!,-0.08722222222222342,2.2464379629629683,1.4647222222222247,96.58375000000002,95.29629629629628,4.181481481481482,14.157407407407408,5.985473137389443,-0.7334370370370373,103,2,22,1,4,33,23,27,0.204,0.672,0.125,-0.3539,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33324644545007104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670268074373483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359324251595541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989987492293917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540122581712234,0.5006786103659799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Brendaniscool35,2019/02/10,This might not help anyone but This probably won’t help anyone and I don’t know much about SA but I recommend watching the YouTube videos by Mat Best called “I choose life”.,2.0755882352941164,4.756553911764708,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,83.41176470588233,5.752941176470588,20.264705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.4212000000000007,139,4,29,2,4,41,27,34,0.11699999999999999,0.648,0.235,0.7604,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530987468223188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400195717399512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330841744189824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343427347135661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806274411297818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22885183242434204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437143766180056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381783733397906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493284032240781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Going_Bush,2019/02/10,"I relate so much 
Let me share my experience... 
*spends an hour drafting and redrafting post*
To self: Nobody wants to hear about your baggage *delete*",2.365000000000002,4.968663961538464,2.3226153846153856,87.67238461538462,101.69230769230772,5.1569230769230785,20.584615384615386,6.742157984588678,0.9629015384615388,117,4,20,2,5,35,25,26,0.0,0.9159999999999999,0.084,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661700918996626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219011753724548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686431943661325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38278147008664304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751782689642927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585081155048401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39051158617856135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079165720349075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xLucidus,2019/02/10,"I was told that I have SA I went for the psychological counseling center at my university for the first time last week. I’ve never been to therapy before, and the decision to go to counseling came as I felt helpless. I’ve always enjoyed doing my own research on anything, so I tried to figure out why I am who I am by reading a lot about psychology and trying to change what I don’t like in me or what doesn’t seem to be normal. I did that for the past 3 years, however, I don’t see improvements. 
The counselor told me that I have Anxiety, Social anxiety and depression. 
What should I do? 
I told him that I might start looking for a therapist outside campus, but I honestly have no idea what to do now. ",5.787464788732398,5.430599964788733,7.287429577464793,74.43001760563384,66.95774647887325,11.043661971830986,33.24295774647887,10.686352973137794,3.4768845070422536,553,22,110,14,8,192,89,142,0.076,0.85,0.07400000000000001,0.1779,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,0,17,0,0,0,1,17,28,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,9,3,20,3,18,16,2,17,0,2,2,0,6,5,0,4,10,83,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760950661703206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25303067542272234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360937459294392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072629971537898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915079738531024,0.0,0.0,0.17495023637039248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244165341961487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587908484796367,0.0,0.0,0.14067224400491166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398933232494616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866940232422306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480686927395302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079637205048057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887764719001652,0.0,0.0,0.14060026239313764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544217054255865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755134246999972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203740225277458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787403591449384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654248723480966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178654232103534,0.1505558483112722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685842036337575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170568988258727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912657811263026,0.19201906383134973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643447683877147,0.0,0.0,0.474083370274416,0.0,0.2245644887611901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326579551964897,0.0,0.0,0.15330902638773852,0.14922983338896093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649937388162052
socialanxiety,ulaffuluuse17,2019/02/10,"Putting myself out there I want to go it more and make friends like I used to when I was younger. But now I'm 18 and no longer in high school so I don't really know where to start. I also don't have a job just yet but I hope I get one soon. I hate being a home body tbh. So, does anyone have any tips on how I can get out there more? ",-1.277692307692309,0.2364275769230808,0.9201923076923072,105.8310576923077,87.33333333333331,4.412820512820511,13.596153846153848,5.148860815047168,-1.5582615384615384,253,3,73,1,8,84,56,78,0.09,0.7879999999999999,0.121,0.0726,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,12,4,1,0,2,0,7,1,1,3,0,13,18,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,10,3,7,16,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,6,47,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895580551985306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691844833855793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739584694533418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27634756583521564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771619958563665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221311899226126,0.0,0.259963095528614,0.0,0.1413920473912838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562680598441286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26285835554776016,0.2495548142589921,0.24710278332739516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468838649377613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672746901108815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154533055421292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606803188743047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858529916863949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25010082139377937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938006896712692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517869049615053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609354356347148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487309524487974,0.0,0.0,0.1467417054884358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,skittlesriddles44,2019/02/10,"Being too normal. I hate it when people pitty you and treat you too nicely. I had a girl friend who told me this. We were (and still are) 17. She was way more social than me and had drank and partied a few times and I never have. She asked me if I ever drank and I said no, she said “aw your so good”. I’m sure she thought it was so cute and nice and that it musTVE BEEN A CHOICE that I live this life but ...no, it’s not. 

I’ve always been the quiet and cooperative kid that parents, teachers, and coaches love. But when your relationships with your closest friends start falling through your fingertips and you feel so distanced from everyone around you it’s really not a fun life to live. And exactly that happened to the girlfriend I mentioned. I get really frustrated with myself sometimes.",1.6527564102564083,4.191609019230775,2.691282051282055,91.203717948718,83.80769230769229,5.51794871794872,21.48717948717949,6.937597516519254,0.5880410256410262,621,20,126,8,18,197,95,156,0.086,0.7559999999999999,0.158,0.8722,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,8,0,0,10,12,2,0,6,1,10,5,0,0,4,28,24,20,0,2,5,1,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,2,12,16,2,0,2,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,13,4,25,10,8,10,2,11,0,0,0,1,28,2,0,1,7,92,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479375973897086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827301356020496,0.16621198135512702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608234893331291,0.0,0.16988834682766046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989722686417022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747240791457885,0.0,0.09288923982584993,0.0,0.0,0.14912390837919595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157221314979993,0.0,0.0,0.17553327900138255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511601924497954,0.0,0.0,0.3139880584328745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604646670158412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371245316746754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419889487183346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741752389286488,0.0,0.0,0.12325892894524093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22779684815867884,0.0,0.0,0.19088260121381945,0.0,0.0,0.3382427510952276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123705735566265,0.0,0.0,0.17584132237782735,0.0,0.1258424421096388,0.0,0.14198531510548273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675673211923384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411473803564344,0.10367223282592314,0.0,0.0,0.16988834682766046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112340591256922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ISpeakWhaleDoYou,2019/02/10,"Well, I have crippling social anxiety I was bullied severely at my all girls school. Like, beyond severely.

Imagine people acting like they can't hear you speak and refusing to eat lunch with you (in a much worse way I won't post here bc I'm afraid of someone finding it). Imagine girls you thought were your friends. taking a freaking Google Poll to decide whether or not to include you in something. Imagine girls laughing every. single. time. you. speak.

Imagine also being bullied in college.

That's me.

I'm afraid to eat alone. I'm afraid when I'm eating with others that my manners are wrong. I get anxious about leaving my dorm room. I mean, I do manage to force myself to be out of my dorm most of the time, but it's hard. A lot of people think I'm super confident, but I'm not. Most of the time when I introduce myself to others and talk, it's a positive experience, but yet the social anxiety from my trauma continues.

What can I do or tell myself to help heal my social anxiety? Therapy isn't an option for me at this point. ",1.8216943734015345,4.353956416666674,3.4289343563512387,86.27650895140665,82.87254901960785,5.900767263427111,24.55583972719523,7.255503002510835,1.3442658141517478,815,32,152,12,23,269,118,204,0.14300000000000002,0.7290000000000001,0.128,0.5574,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,1,1,8,12,0,3,8,0,12,5,0,0,1,28,24,11,0,0,8,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,3,3,9,5,4,1,9,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,3,4,26,6,25,18,6,19,0,0,0,0,21,9,0,6,9,102,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406580963778092,0.0,0.10351698708547352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970748314067548,0.14623581755810533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973631437553313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906285566322307,0.0,0.0,0.1266218862939827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183102333026006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000875774592573,0.0,0.06762958319366545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595714582260222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589373582686602,0.0,0.08676414373637194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706338898357706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648041488816528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004936898502224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410033724194591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515684719799412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948149872025282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223672085194394,0.0,0.12397236923807242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310050828679671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29247163511621066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958581210651356,0.10967818789275917,0.0996529574145702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732640565629752,0.10404285438936164,0.11314049054037267,0.0,0.14803144905515708,0.0,0.0,0.08294302295625873,0.0,0.10276473916978876,0.2264409712444217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274728417016832,0.0,0.0,0.11638645158119384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191534475855946,0.0,0.1415276055290789,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Misanthropist392,2019/02/10,"Is there any medication I can take to help with my social anxiety? WARNING: don't read this. It's very long.

I'm 17 and my fear of approaching strangers  (customer service people in particular) makes my life so difficult.

I only have coffee with my mum and she just orders it cos I'm too scared to.

When I go to the shop at college I can't buy certain things because I don't want to inconvenience the cashier by never having the correct change (like my mum always gives me a £5 note for college but if I want to buy something that's just £1 then I can't buy it cos the cashier will look at me like I'm stupid for giving them a fiver to buy a £1 item).

Like I'll go to my friends 18th just for the alcohol but no matter how drunk I get, I'm still too scared to even dance to the music.  Barely just drunk enough to have a conversation with some girl I've never met.

Also, my anxiety has just gotten so much worse in the last few months after I joined college. IDK why, it doesn't make sense because now I actually have friends which should make me more confident, but it hasn't.

Also, whenever someone complements me I can't take it, for example there's this really nice jumper that I can't wear to college anymore because every time I wear it to college, several people tell me it's a really nice jumper.

TL;DR my anxiety is making the simplest things impossible.  

HOW  CAN  I  MAKE  MY  LIFE  EASYER?
",2.454790209790211,4.289383597902098,4.137334265734264,85.77584755244757,76.65734265734265,7.233342657342657,25.07636363636364,8.109356740369918,1.4964742937062931,1103,39,227,19,25,370,148,286,0.14400000000000002,0.736,0.12,-0.2827,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,19,13,1,3,13,0,19,8,2,9,4,32,40,14,0,4,9,2,0,3,2,2,4,0,0,1,15,5,3,0,0,5,5,4,11,5,0,0,2,1,30,8,26,36,6,20,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,2,14,138,45,7,0.0,0.0,0.1145582302085129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545697345942755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775761780735667,0.09768003598007656,0.0,0.0,0.0798309842918228,0.0,0.2694150217557949,0.0,0.1164219013455812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146842931493585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418579067318375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129792273188872,0.0,0.07753669613853034,0.0,0.09890831711362627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209929674286747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139444204209326,0.0,0.06133278117562683,0.2252273315402307,0.13343382428940107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868577611124432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956906260676281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583571092229762,0.1720562639087416,0.0,0.0,0.10388874480416628,0.09858020646859998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918023148365568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826068043672686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370164244630036,0.0,0.08629705834271331,0.0,0.1810807992568524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928235184346517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277047656141533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742435446652255,0.0,0.15040939366935874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23506091650817704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262020812173586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966695820257968,0.09946635747410544,0.09037454826698348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374987111363536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652923051837172,0.0,0.10260629477109832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559808361951608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845256115586691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686117809771548,0.1384823779507561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592854994605697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963307463562654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mythrowawaysss,2019/02/10,"I need help making some friends 21 m,I have trouble making friends. Im generally very quiet around people. I don’t say a lot even around the 2 friends I do have. It’s hard to have a conversation with anybody new. The moment somebody new tries to talk to me. I can start to feel my face and neck turn all red all over I get so overwhelmed over everything. It sucks cuz I know they can see it in my face no matter who it is. It makes me start to shake and you can tell. Making eye contact with someone is extremely uncomfortable for me. 99% of the time Im looking down at the ground. I tend to overthink what I’m saying and i get antsy and nervous to talk in a way which cause me to choke on my own words. Sometimes even my own breath. I often mix 2 words together and what comes out is complete gibberish. I just get so nervous around anybody that it cause me to just not speak. I enjoy being apart of groups but I don’t really have a conversation with anybody. Which in turns cause me to think that people talk about me badly because I don’t talk or they just want to talk badly. It’s not true most likely but I get paranoid easily and it works me up. All through school I had really bad Adhd. I was put on multiple different types of meds nothing was working. So I was ballsy. I felt confident I didn’t care what anybody thought about me. I didn’t have a filter and I said whatever I wanted. I had friends because of it. I don’t know what changed. I’m probably just really insecure. But it has really caused me to have no friends. Pity party!!",1.091662911221274,3.3946053406940098,2.7946516448850858,91.15808832807572,83.9211356466877,6.020333483551147,22.306354213609733,7.33818517376401,0.8561681658404687,1211,42,258,19,35,399,155,317,0.14300000000000002,0.748,0.109,-0.8322,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,2,15,20,1,5,9,0,26,5,5,9,4,55,56,15,0,3,10,0,3,1,5,0,0,5,0,0,19,15,0,0,6,0,0,3,10,11,0,0,10,12,41,9,37,45,8,26,0,2,4,0,24,16,1,5,7,166,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481864135152982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23292654361348414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846923191251064,0.1063341144783723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892418572575295,0.35838612158479705,0.0922646870549758,0.07513026478426385,0.09144602483761193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112385919412204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521284304296887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838558130511998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04409985392307228,0.0,0.08374260158843189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369206198592022,0.0,0.1822704459408808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812986448028678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846013838803485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884200123255009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586505614707884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04261012809741231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324084221178392,0.0,0.0,0.07414930941897091,0.0,0.0,0.2328737790038713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687912424076646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467076692565188,0.0,0.16847065954912616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368766749558547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093144473549812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403535578334613,0.0,0.0,0.08767780702281859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349538641748487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296393801098881,0.13871791880777185,0.0,0.08826889708342525,0.06950115837262973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389921419430469,0.0,0.08626046543369782,0.0,0.12346617371730367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35051113305337017,0.07623205219862762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588553510166402,0.0,0.06924105528581072,0.05085730097558944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921504511530418,0.1897354708067688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719636782639722,0.10288643487305528,0.06922929441721419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699094563777746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,j34j3,2019/02/10,"apartment living I feel very exposed. I used to work full-time and have some kind of a social life. I would always be coming and going, up until a few months ago. Anxiety was there, only more tolerable. Now I'm isolated and more paranoid about what my neighbors may think of me. I leave the apartment at least once every two days for therapy, shopping, or just for a drive. A few weeks ago one neighbor asked me if I was okay, which I completely ignored. 

Every day I feel like someone is listening to and tracking my movements inside my apartment. When I'm making something to eat, when I shower, use the toilet, what I'm watching on tv, etc. I practically tip toe around my own apartment. When I leave I feel like someone is definitely noticing, and when I return. Taking notice of what I'm wearing or what I'm carrying with me, wondering at where I've been. Walking to and from my car is painful. I take out the trash in the middle of the night and sometimes let it pile up before I get the nerve to get rid of it. 

I wish I lived somewhere private where I'd be free to be my neurotic self without the worry of someone taking notice...

​

​

​",4.3769551697330895,5.865446493392072,5.212360715211194,81.4755973050013,70.85022026431719,7.279502461777664,30.53355791655869,7.724431198458867,2.1035148484063217,922,39,168,11,17,300,134,227,0.083,0.835,0.08199999999999999,0.4266,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,0,11,1,13,5,2,3,0,29,36,15,0,3,5,0,3,2,2,2,2,1,3,1,7,11,1,1,5,2,2,6,1,2,0,2,3,5,25,6,27,27,8,35,0,0,1,0,6,15,0,6,16,112,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590835303487436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786713865463835,0.3041858999698026,0.3411345692604893,0.0,0.0,0.07158943873641971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330719782959839,0.08748588341709941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963079413392311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061200412296568,0.0981182131116673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070439406462352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957570330050404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436788715303467,0.0,0.0,0.15769256359312905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419525520032567,0.13370899954603205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778473416719936,0.0,0.053184409653988435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745052378843518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817817030506094,0.0,0.09569322008460188,0.06609924006841543,0.09143819289688276,0.0,0.16526800565435004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062466244752016974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746957012384968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781971114466762,0.0,0.0,0.3196287926033128,0.0,0.09966103086535602,0.06341311111941532,0.07117279596237369,0.09957710170037663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762570574096356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539435088496148,0.23787339668326116,0.07204345709076994,0.0925542990585418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110844749101191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701837280877753,0.0,0.0,0.059963118710757865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141533269013533,0.0,0.0,0.16164839440366774,0.0,0.07721437353611138,0.0,0.0,0.07506527452113801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761387719278763,0.09020903422197966,0.10148492847726928,0.06812830130924802,0.09503635319846274,0.0,0.06647747089392267,0.0,0.3411345692604893,0.0
socialanxiety,axgxp,2019/02/10,"I feel like I’m constantly trying to get my real personality across to people but always failing. Anybody else? I think I have an interesting personality, and interests that I could talk about with other people. But every time I attempt to my brain and my mouth just goes to mush. And then I feel pathetic for even trying, and then I start feeling bad about myself. Which only emphasises why I should try and get my personality across. And then I feel like I’m starting all over again you know. Has anyone experience this at all? Or knows how to get over the hurdle and start becoming a more confident, outgoing person that they know they can be if they just knocked down the barriers in their brain ....",5.982128922815948,7.3017230229007675,6.660712468193385,73.2336301950806,66.86259541984735,9.791687871077183,29.05937234944869,9.994966539143718,2.8638797285835453,560,19,100,13,9,184,83,131,0.098,0.757,0.145,0.595,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,4,2,7,6,0,0,4,0,6,3,3,1,2,29,22,15,0,3,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,8,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,19,4,16,19,3,16,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,2,11,72,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559551013411808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097138565873787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599534896711305,0.0,0.15343012984820567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31016921988243146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012698795120513,0.0,0.11091913846502922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605278729593152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175768471333946,0.0,0.11704907004322535,0.0,0.0,0.13589387466247552,0.0,0.0,0.2809756541234517,0.19849400246486976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774543969415294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229046225177074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574204390040773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056576085764776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926241742655383,0.4852106892690284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812539717426966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949923795341876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166147518200416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901659180447934,0.0,0.0,0.08100743050927314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829598834541306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535688225257618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sdfghjkl1234,2019/02/10,"Anyone else feel terrible after doing something for a new friend? Anyone else feel like this? I recently brought a sick friend some food (I offered to do so). It was no big deal, I was only 5 minutes away.  This is a newish friend/acquaintance that I also have business relationship with.

​

But afterwards I feel absolutely terrible about it and almost wish I didn't do it. I feel embarrassed about the whole thing and want to hide, like so bad that I want to avoid them. Does anyone else ever feel this way? 

​

I feel that I 'offered too hard', considering that I have no idea if they would do the same for me, and that even a small act like this makes me seem 'weak' and easily used.  When are ""little things"" for friends appropriate? How do you do them without seeming weak or a suckup? ",4.456030701754383,6.272476401315793,4.721052631578949,83.77570175438599,71.17105263157895,7.961403508771927,26.48245614035088,8.59863814320734,1.832011403508772,631,21,121,11,12,198,92,152,0.145,0.688,0.166,0.3434,0,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,3,0,10,13,0,2,7,0,14,4,0,3,1,30,28,12,0,5,4,0,7,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,14,5,1,1,9,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,4,7,17,6,12,23,3,13,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,6,9,84,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834066678069597,0.0,0.0,0.08652270620183145,0.0,0.2344563170545121,0.2629351154564747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269552904651959,0.3325726297456807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165182863040677,0.0,0.09033747437877622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154326771824524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468130232695132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711466224883942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146111948158602,0.09786767117242194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282368368403333,0.07729381833703881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308286195430788,0.0,0.3343616775444245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969205764434372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213786150939902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857437632847446,0.10843881595923358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222033805431591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449444361590572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228641572867255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682852668918424,0.11615987021295378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699151618382088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832930304415171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375857790310226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344488160058094,0.0,0.0,0.12763125396976335,0.08587936464911937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207947420436544,0.12441776548361845,0.10429515929648332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685791646375575,0.0,0.2629351154564747,0.0
socialanxiety,piccolosanmystic,2019/08/10,"Where to look when walking down the street? I have this strange behaviour when I'm walking and people are coming from the opposite direction I don't know where should I keep my eyes. Should I look people in the eyes, look just in front of me on whatever it is, under my feet, idk. It's always blessing when I can wear my sunglasses and don't care about this.",6.1483333333333325,5.748203833333335,6.18,82.81500000000003,66.22222222222223,9.977777777777778,30.5,9.516144504307137,2.4200166666666663,284,9,59,5,4,90,48,72,0.08800000000000001,0.865,0.047,-0.2091,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,8,4,4,0,0,8,16,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,9,14,0,15,1,0,5,0,0,8,0,0,3,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418685254836113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29636699514156123,0.0,0.0,0.25039454268349554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583691840306397,0.0,0.0,0.15974978234272855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.73229239550936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030409567642278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sp1159,2019/08/10,"Worked from home for 4 years, going back to school. I will be attending college for my Bachelor’s in the following semester in January. I haven’t been in a social environment let alone a public place in 4 years. I don’t drink alcohol but I have been a habitual pot smoker since highschool and have managed to cut down my pot use to 2 grams a day (shocking I know, but a kind of a big deal for me). I used to have a small circle of friends but we disconnected over 5 years ago (tbh I didn’t fit in). I have attended college before only to drop out due to social anxiety, I’m well aware that smoking contributes to this behavior but I have hopes of stopping soon. 

Is there any useful techniques or steps I can take to conquer my social anxiety?",2.383710450623205,4.504504154362419,4.320445829338451,83.04323825503356,77.9261744966443,8.015532118887824,26.750239693192714,8.841846274778883,2.265962224352829,585,24,116,14,14,199,97,149,0.09,0.787,0.124,0.8316,0,1,3,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,4,6,1,0,8,0,15,2,0,3,0,14,24,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,2,1,1,1,0,5,3,2,1,0,3,0,15,4,23,18,0,27,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,2,9,73,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897967680510304,0.16755456034931512,0.0,0.16238108133829518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661858887896117,0.0,0.2398788699000569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205573229241665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341175209110787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011127973317349,0.16163755991113826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358876499632385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113103460128273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891040376156081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726727186680586,0.15572202331573973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326655111521504,0.08616446092004121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032240157313835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924140043855425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638060523819872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586739159998227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969345751266576,0.0,0.0,0.4794650472687546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107855807634028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788215829179954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062334632222501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096776733712055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414071834285135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028915297614461
socialanxiety,GonerKid,2019/08/10,Failed at first job So I started to work my first job at a food place and after the first day I never got another shift. My boss kept saying he would give me another shift every week but he never did and removed me from the work group chat. I'm pretty sure he isn't going to give me another shift because I did a lot of stupid stuff like when I said I didn't know how to broom or the fact that I generally couldn't keep up with orders and kept on asking stupid questions fuckkkkkk.,4.800726072607262,4.680180178217821,5.462128712871287,85.88382013201321,69.0,8.317491749174918,25.744224422442244,7.793537801064563,1.1743848184818475,382,9,83,4,6,124,66,101,0.10800000000000001,0.792,0.1,-0.2144,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,6,3,5,2,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,4,21,18,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,3,2,1,0,2,5,3,0,3,7,2,11,2,11,9,1,18,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,3,11,49,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734719105709035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407075240276383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091750145461444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706718252541499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268120599238486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840738934083937,0.1819985717415584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28876784781361337,0.0855389041864744,0.0,0.12037744449451912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987180065319501,0.13378114609969402,0.0,0.0,0.08271694262289603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353210153197838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795912127410308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321668170740193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725202353134451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312385818775995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860683378623215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317048518066458,0.1196924363470438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653250326765623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229915476756785,0.0,0.0,0.14185489325550746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073089401140875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914768918157945,0.0,0.0,0.10691873897537854,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LadyZoba,2019/08/10,"How bad your social anxiety is?Has it gotten better or worser in the past months?How can you control it? I'm curious how other people are doing with their social anxiety,cause I'm so lonely right now,I feel like no one can relate to my thoughts around me and I start to feel desperate and a bit freaked out.I just arrived to a hotel with my family for a holiday and we went out to the street whre they sell things and there were so many people in the narrow streets some shouting,some drunk and shouting in groups.I was scared and even though I'm not,I started to feel claustrophobic and wanted to get out of there as fast as possible.I feel horrible when I look at all those people who have fun and all and I'm just so fearful and paranoic when I'm around a lot of people.I jist want to enjoy my holiday,but at this rate it's not gonna work.",2.9333142857142853,4.4444405885714255,4.1867142857142845,87.30978571428572,74.54285714285714,7.2857142857142865,23.92857142857143,7.957251820313856,1.1869999999999998,673,20,140,10,14,221,106,175,0.171,0.731,0.098,-0.9246,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,2,3,15,9,0,2,7,0,7,1,0,3,2,35,26,21,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,17,1,1,5,3,1,1,2,5,0,1,5,6,11,4,23,20,5,20,0,1,1,0,8,13,0,3,7,87,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252490294332523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29149958030479645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670337528745571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480128708215356,0.17874508519438798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819047714843227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363129316534216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813869108176084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434517716710602,0.1842359263937753,0.3311367277593746,0.11696503503324733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553945431059554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998767077663099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748760296721865,0.0,0.0,0.13919297629333754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599125695537026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094416664296597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562938543950556,0.3405184994726457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982009083835995,0.0,0.0,0.16391709410895167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337936453377502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317705225568137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877148692179847,0.0,0.16085879187449525,0.12997920874038113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19313826659223332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177453663546425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919360965150982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,V4RG0N,2019/08/10,"Getting away from a Event without anybody noticing. I cant be the only one, sometimes i try to sneak out of social events, without interacting with anybody, im in this Situation right now and am looking for Openings kek",5.736747967479673,7.418020073170737,6.432682926829269,73.28528455284554,67.78048780487805,7.417886178861789,40.495934959349604,7.793537801064563,3.6005544715447138,177,11,28,2,3,58,37,41,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,10,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,21,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552421975625476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193596726651836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934494022192005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281337433302988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092972349297328,0.0,0.0,0.18409011060404487,0.20661670196308915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200405001855245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305367612774924,0.0,0.2769325821649663,0.0,0.0,0.2686878289015241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844455838528488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237589133936634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nikto1458,2019/08/10,"Does Social Anxiety make you hate people? I hate to see people smile. I know I envy them. But I can't stand society. I hate when people complain on little things, when there are people like us who truly have a difficult time living. Because if you're suffering in life, what's there to live for? People make me so angry ffs.",1.9078348214285723,4.390618578125004,3.647589285714286,85.19562500000002,81.96875,6.1571428571428575,18.517857142857142,7.447530270364453,0.677591964285714,255,6,47,4,7,85,49,64,0.38799999999999996,0.515,0.09699999999999999,-0.9744,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,1,0,5,7,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,5,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,9,1,5,10,0,7,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,1,4,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245082161876034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554389592295894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151506050179195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128165994136543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951526380623016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229315957723005,0.08458694459889342,0.17353071152390642,0.30576972696779303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114318499703895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6001637329463307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796932549427304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764933539850988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502582396587885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095871315469436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826483688074246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,konjisoup,2019/08/10,"Social anxiety has impacted my physical health. Since coming to college it’s been harder to go to the gym. When I was in my hometown, going to the gym was easy because I was surrounded by old people. Now, every machine is filled with beautiful women or muscular bros. How can I curb my social anxiety to get me back to the gym?",3.9571875000000034,5.590839093750002,5.995750000000001,74.87425000000003,72.125,9.495,29.9875,9.888512548439397,3.3115662500000003,258,11,45,7,5,90,47,64,0.051,0.846,0.10300000000000001,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,7,2,1,1,0,5,11,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,0,9,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107763405715813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644626165084232,0.0,0.16366427481171664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312736672073337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262078574419079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402708834359548,0.0,0.3051692757860815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28538405458884675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817269357208159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613177249521454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209127421404468,0.0,0.0,0.547367643319585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,legitdontknow,2019/08/10,"Going to a wedding alone-how bad do you think it'll be? I'm going to a wedding tomorrow where I'm fairly close to the bride and groom but most likely know no one else there, and it's just hitting me now how potentially awkward this whole situation could be. Has anyone experienced the same thing?",3.469661016949153,5.410520372881359,4.812000000000001,81.58003389830509,74.08474576271186,7.431864406779661,25.359322033898305,8.238735603445708,1.6189769491525428,238,8,46,4,5,79,47,59,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.7721,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,13,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,3,8,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445502804309375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29202299687488736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27924343099758164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921676001979208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975370092517058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221105470948133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708680512395297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369966941982214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931287482276594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232355459538942,0.22410288120864796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39047851205594863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ismellcoconuts,2019/08/10,"I threw my highschool yearbook in the trash on the way home because they put me in as ""most quiet"" I never understood why you would even include that in a yearbook, its useless and no one benefits from it. This was years ago and i still get pissed thinking about it. I sort of wish i still had the yearbook but i also don't regret throwing it away.",4.0062857142857125,5.1012356285714295,4.535714285714288,87.47928571428572,71.28571428571428,6.742857142857144,29.714285714285715,6.742157984588678,1.4875142857142856,274,11,55,2,5,87,55,70,0.08900000000000001,0.816,0.095,0.1031,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,5,4,1,0,4,0,4,1,1,0,1,11,9,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,4,1,10,1,9,4,1,14,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,2,5,44,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24484658948025986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208878248792328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595116623928689,0.0,0.0,0.16837717728237078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243640240402445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443101460903531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770646474264815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303286834560545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716940650550465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776708440039403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44116889327486863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698644875153294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924540842612844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492397087632724,0.0,0.317631877231196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962141354296825,0.0,0.0,0.17787242890327784
socialanxiety,AmazedA,2019/08/10,"[Need advice] I suffer from severe social anxiety. Would it be okay to write this to a family friend? Knew him for over 20 years and found him on Facebook just three months ago. He knows who I am by the way. I told him it was nice to meet him again after I posted a photo of us when I was a baby but he didn't respond, but he confirm that it was him in the picture and that he was friends with my aunt. My cousin wrote on his Facebook wall saying ""how's it going Brian? You were talking to my cousin, Serena (me) the other day"" three months ago and tagged me in it. Would it be too late to post a comment and say:

""I know this post by cousin Theresa was made three months ago and I'm a little late in commenting lol but, I just want to let you know that I think you were one of the coolest and nicest people I've met in my childhood :D I remember you from when I was a kid, just didn't know what your name was at all lol, but I recognized you in the family album! My mom told me many years ago that you moved away to Mexico when I've asked about you as a child""

Does this comment sound flirty, weird, or odd? Many people have told me it was",3.2011574074074085,3.5201529917695464,4.2211908436214,91.84931712962965,72.58024691358024,7.3918724279835395,21.771862139917694,7.1686216300943375,0.3563664609053494,879,16,208,8,16,286,128,243,0.042,0.8320000000000001,0.126,0.9707,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,8,0,0,10,6,0,0,12,3,19,0,0,2,1,33,37,16,0,4,8,5,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,2,17,7,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,2,0,4,20,3,35,4,28,12,1,36,0,1,0,0,46,12,0,1,18,136,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763417434962304,0.3905539554313727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426199752505373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297238562115653,0.0,0.10348654073888718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103557126200953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639020352594056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767319308273796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077027665528578,0.17019828285889482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259896255278201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421351941775303,0.0,0.24850076729618345,0.0,0.0,0.11263256167744058,0.0,0.0,0.11039602628540544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422356170000688,0.0,0.2233431260273004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290025963439309,0.2637543653358083,0.11706861270048595,0.0,0.08167245363695373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746383196531729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272383926982855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31647054980735023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477484813715994,0.0,0.0,0.175186306441475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443452754451452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228078750229813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853182241196665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057761940281794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157499517083823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249303368092674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496743413992198,0.08742939982618662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156490247355044,0.0,0.0,0.1418618507568829
socialanxiety,eggo2020,2019/08/10,Off to college As a result of childhood trauma I am what some psychologists might refer to as being socially stunted. When i was younger the biggest tell was my inability to look anyone in the eyes. While it has gotten better over the years i still struggle with making and maintaining friendships. Even small talk is difficult for me. Over the years ive grown to be okay with being alone however now that im off to college in a month im going to be forced to be around people 24/7. I guess the whole point of this post is to ask if anyone has any advice or reading materials they deem to be helpful in this situation?,4.560404040404038,6.052425132231406,5.549201101928379,79.22359963269055,70.40495867768595,8.022405876951332,28.320477502295685,8.515128840125781,2.1224152433425165,495,18,91,8,9,163,83,121,0.12,0.8,0.08,-0.6249,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,1,7,1,15,1,1,2,0,12,21,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,2,8,2,24,11,2,22,0,0,2,0,6,11,0,5,8,68,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829246685037012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387743883486008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127298936388872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26178202272577944,0.0,0.0,0.16664312925218475,0.17500194170301922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655586575725645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364045160035818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638716321126636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621626291817866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125472780985369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4044051826024564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719655148650852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495403481703155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858418365097916,0.0,0.0,0.14941716586759196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977735853809594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695966666832022,0.0,0.1792809479098814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724553583224893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104148862993308,0.0,0.19082160435845186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949407157168246,0.0,0.0,0.1956967311016684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046015231308602,0.1636165745297195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899639644009016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24109472832236398
socialanxiety,Sc2195,2019/08/10,Haircuts Does anyone else like flinch/twitch when they're getting their hair cut?,8.447142857142854,10.645095142857144,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,61.85714285714286,5.6000000000000005,28.285714285714285,3.1291,0.7493714285714286,68,2,11,0,1,17,14,14,0.14400000000000002,0.685,0.171,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730022611935964,0.5465849359667736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668277146787621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456309570747251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27870681652860785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26061785480588223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mythical_Ludwig,2019/08/10,"Need help making the right choice?(social anxiety)(17/M) I'm lost and could use some guidance to help lead me down the right path again. So, lately, I've been dealing with my social anxiety and every day that goes by I feel it getting worse. I try again and again to fight my SA but always overpowers me like for instance I found the courage to join a ps party with randoms but took too much time to say something so they kicked me from the party. I also feel literally braindead during social conversations so I freeze up, and say stupid things which I hate. Very soon my SA will reach stage 3 and I'll feel more powerless to stop it and eventually completely isolate myself from others. Recently I feel like I've been trying too hard to make friends on Reddit and on my ps4. So, wanna try a different method, I was thinking of joining my friend's party, because I feel very comfortable around her, the problem is if I screw up and make a fool out myself around her group of friends I'm dunzo.so, it's a bit risky and every time I wanna talk with her I'll feel the humiliation from her friends. Or I can continue the previous option and see if anything changes like my anxiety getting better. So, I need help with making the right choice. I Really don't wanna be like this forever. I want to overcome my SA and not have my dark side interfere with my light side in social conversations. That way I don't sound or act depressed in social conversations and I'm happy almost 24/7, people will like me more. If I'm happy it'll be easier to make other people happy. anyways, thanks for reading my post and I hope you have a wonderful day :)",4.188652037617556,5.897515288401254,5.070412539184957,81.437205015674,71.66457680250784,8.113404388714732,26.866583072100312,8.726425361277474,2.0324531912225705,1303,45,245,24,25,424,166,319,0.13,0.607,0.263,0.9953,3,0,2,0,1,0,34.0,0,1,1,3,15,25,4,0,13,0,15,1,0,7,0,60,45,26,0,12,8,0,8,5,4,3,0,3,0,0,11,21,0,2,9,1,0,3,3,8,0,0,6,13,39,17,34,33,5,33,0,2,1,1,26,15,1,11,17,149,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873104945788796,0.0,0.0,0.06972765163128036,0.07255097928583586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334037432629153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717518344814447,0.1552392675144535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053151617417675504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711450465307493,0.09519141011582716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223789320228136,0.0,0.09141946872608972,0.0,0.0,0.06961595746964856,0.0,0.0,0.1124636418493878,0.08989143375993727,0.07509860111225489,0.0,0.0,0.0910973966401577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692654838028982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645222834150293,0.06229019727705225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560185762224917,0.2694582219409896,0.0,0.09110875711641232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27845347733925857,0.07810717540880405,0.08608434578842279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532948433499332,0.0,0.0,0.08660162867804856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835671339016354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298877014793316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951806964689016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910076899812715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409637373114586,0.1293039728069226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089632599809387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350612220774171,0.0,0.0,0.08343125650740542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872158965040816,0.0,0.05585762072572604,0.0,0.0860918783086873,0.0,0.0,0.22338524600470103,0.0,0.1386776348421372,0.0,0.0,0.06948097509494278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555262820552266,0.0,0.06712489316263202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289666787314257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700818687815488,0.0,0.08027495613252725,0.0,0.0,0.057926690455410275,0.055869305828655465,0.0,0.0,0.10168506382398693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687385466417607,0.17759354683745632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530615299725367,0.0,0.14388555973100506,0.05142827822160025,0.0692091900893726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455633109154077,0.0,0.0,0.08885640379535205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JVS75,2019/08/10,"Made fun of in school because of social anxiety  I'm in grade 12 right now and I've been made fun of constantly in school for the last 4 years because I'm usually quiet and reserved. It has gotten much worse recently and now anytime I speak to my friends or a teacher, a group of 4-5 students will loudly proclaim something along the lines of ""oh wow you're talking so much these days"" or they mock the fact that I'm soft spoken. 
I barely know these people and they seem to despise me because I'm not extroverted like they are. 

I've tried ignoring them which didn't work, in fact it seemed that this made them take even more delight in their banal 'jokes'. I've confronted two of them about this but that didn't get them to stop either. 

My teachers aren't much better honestly. They don't make fun of me but they make it a point to reiterate that being quiet and introverted makes me a dismal failure. 

My academic performance is pretty average too. Combining that with being hounded every single day because of social anxiety makes me dread going to school",7.322374227714032,6.823727883495147,7.408781994704327,75.30060458958519,63.85436893203883,10.403530450132397,34.261253309797,9.800150414767053,3.20362718446602,848,32,156,15,11,274,122,206,0.16399999999999998,0.745,0.091,-0.9207,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,10,3,6,14,3,1,7,0,11,0,0,7,2,27,29,10,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,13,7,0,2,3,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,7,5,19,9,22,19,6,18,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,4,11,94,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213291448829514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062035566452862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106310936954963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570468429647073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197422016790922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294276602582616,0.0,0.1058044746929453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702087859019652,0.0,0.06560906992573379,0.0,0.07136859718779841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690141195378226,0.1023624374529938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061350831934527686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35647345047485346,0.33529587249686044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27694177371377005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705963902063152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871134437393265,0.0,0.0,0.12775748133294185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399264884659315,0.0,0.0,0.10724251388753736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38127345622837133,0.0,0.22864211132485285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560209296894867,0.0,0.09667570821183333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498842770362964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441866492121832,0.10093445185603243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525889132647607,0.0,0.1226709875694104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830589417968314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142192843469966,0.0,0.12797421882310614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086780411453963
socialanxiety,freedom9899,2019/08/10,"Who is serious about overcoming social anxiety? Those who are serious and dedicated to overcoming social anxiety, let's band together.

Let's be honest most of the activity in this subreddit is fluff and I want to cut through that.

Send me a PM, reply or chat if you want to fight this with others with the same level of desire as you.",3.5528645833333314,5.955391890625003,5.716875000000003,73.07395833333338,75.40625,10.516666666666666,27.854166666666664,10.504223727775694,3.759716666666667,267,11,47,10,6,93,47,64,0.15,0.687,0.163,0.4404,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,8,5,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,11,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,0,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403607784350628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5886278986285084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5867894951471166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33952565463782564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dreamiicat,2019/08/10,"Do I go to a work trial on Thursday? My dad asked me if I wanted to do a 2 hour trial at the place he works at and he kept saying to me ""you don't have to do it if you don't want to"" but then proceeded to try and force me to do it ""it's only a trial just do it"" ""it's not to end of the world"". My mum was there as well and I was hoping she would go against it but she kept saying how it was a good idea.

It doesn't help that I'm not even that close with my dad and I just felt so stupid whilst he was talking to me because of course I would overthink this. He kept saying how my cousin will be there and that I could talk to her but that honestly doesn't even make me feel any better since I'm not that close with her as well. I just felt so pressured into it that I almost had a breakdown right in front of them and I didn't even look them in the eyes once during this whole conversation, I just kept looking down at my phone. 

My dad was still persistent so I just told him that I'll think about it tomorrow and he replied with ""you better tell me tomorrow"". I haven't told my parents that I have SA and I was planning to tell my mum sometime next week because it's been getting worse. I just don't want to say no because I don't want to disappoint them, what do it do?",2.377545099497865,2.6364229010600724,3.770184117537664,94.56136507346106,74.40636042402826,6.947294030128325,22.66858843221128,6.5966054737557815,0.2251526501766783,983,22,249,7,19,325,124,283,0.081,0.82,0.099,0.7843,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,3,6,20,10,1,1,8,0,30,1,1,3,0,49,54,21,0,10,14,7,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,23,14,0,4,5,0,0,3,12,3,2,0,17,10,41,7,31,32,1,27,0,1,3,0,37,13,0,4,11,171,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828613099995515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032973428888009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043186907781978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602554919832664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894570448571895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431400319812304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462457900282847,0.0,0.0,0.2340633372004073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059728057547861514,0.0,0.2268389793583716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171596227632625,0.0,0.13426746200616035,0.0990784887601978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917737133522999,0.0,0.0,0.11732577674687795,0.11633032050755734,0.0,0.0,0.1333498815897019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839218724443866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885002577329517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256283467023805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580034038420007,0.0,0.08984014996050227,0.0,0.0,0.13116494956897234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341653365618635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087896306095404,0.0,0.3757541624479361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771505223001888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682963967446827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433558038875996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989041698593767,0.2064946704201694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569037445039865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257489204058601,0.0,0.08019980357566922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786951137621381,0.0,0.09475355616731056,0.0,0.21241893018004646,0.0,0.0,0.13188346634790493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719942774037676,0.0,0.12038049114504053,0.1678266498694891,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,loony1uvgood,2019/08/10,My social anxiety has gone worse after medication for bipolar :( In the past my heart would beat very fast when I talked to somebody. Lately after the medication my hands shake too. The kind of social anxiety I felt in speaking publicly has now transferred to  conversation with strangers or colleagues(basically persons with whom I am not that close).,8.776525423728813,10.695607288135598,7.5625000000000036,67.11459745762714,60.86440677966101,9.967796610169492,36.78389830508475,10.125756701596842,4.088996610169492,286,13,42,6,4,87,45,59,0.17600000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.0,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,4,5,2,0,0,7,6,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,6,1,10,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,7,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439843443882027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586934397523727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26642128285902106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341229036525359,0.0,0.0,0.2536148442627621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529794481593926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462297663807287,0.0,0.19631041573566688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583659800479492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070756559514475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550596377739806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291180971136539,0.15971077330432107,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,asfghlt,2019/08/10,"Do i have social anxiety or am i just shy and emotional? I've always been shy since i was like 6. I remember a classmate telling me he was once shy and you'll grow out of it. But i still haven't. I've always been lonely, or had a few friends. I switched schools this year, and i mostly ended up alone, as expected. I never take talk to people first, unless necessary. I also try to go somewhere secluded when i am alone.

​

I'm not scared to talk to strangers, but i just don't want to. However, i feel like talking online is much more comftable for me, but i still fear being judged. I always feel left out or excluded. I seem to either be ignored or hated in worst cases. I really want friends, but i can't seem to make much (only like 2 very close friends and one of them was introduced to me by my past friend.)  

​

There are some days where i feel like people just hate me. I am a very sensitive person and i feel like i am always over thinking stuff or being too nervous. I am affected a lot by what people say. I also really want to cry when i do something wrong (like sending a jump scare video and people complaining like i just murdered someone). 

​

I don't have any problems speaking in front of my classmates, but i get kind of nervous if like 3 times the amount or something.",2.9216453508468727,4.66234035741445,4.012957137919116,87.58402609747671,75.08365019011406,6.9110957483581075,26.40321465606637,7.686295010490155,1.4541041825095058,1026,38,207,14,22,333,143,263,0.24,0.631,0.129,-0.9841,1,4,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,1,13,27,3,5,6,0,25,0,0,2,1,48,42,24,1,6,19,0,4,8,4,1,0,2,0,1,4,9,0,1,8,1,0,5,6,14,0,2,6,6,35,13,24,32,10,25,0,1,0,0,17,9,0,12,19,137,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647346103333593,0.0,0.1285400890981943,0.2674895575395803,0.2612352052435881,0.2929667654723437,0.05465281224539156,0.0,0.061481093382166785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828017749548367,0.05183053711629165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040287891446078,0.07118195426778921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043603967408073,0.16254535602999448,0.17224416685383873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836074998018415,0.0,0.0,0.2483676349785295,0.0,0.04198882180665497,0.0,0.04567483296595273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869298934828402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369062335070189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731977366759001,0.0,0.0,0.31410890630882343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832576996688829,0.0,0.0,0.053646083760652066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815905738286175,0.0,0.061984547796963066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558900940340568,0.0544592536999889,0.0611232800824643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672009196879312,0.22286745863197774,0.07017400180349866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690106359630511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297125138912597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104097120158462,0.0,0.0,0.06391164452517734,0.1609242357477355,0.0813364332670376,0.0,0.1463275257641025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648101665406747,0.0,0.0,0.08192477966594011,0.06809531672431242,0.12374200974754755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836354579503784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200182290186364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060426530982483816,0.19378961100649714,0.0702449382663386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149639620049952,0.0,0.0,0.04686306959328055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456441311228244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326235878813816,0.1422089080181855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786949628634799,0.2929667654723437,0.05175418308329123
socialanxiety,throwawayforpostingo,2019/08/10,"Social anxiety for all my life, I started getting better but it has made my general anxiety and depression worse I'm not sure where to start. I've had social anxiety, depression and general anxiety since I was about 8 years old. 

I'm in my mid 30's now and see all these posts from young people ""I'm 20 and have wasted my life..."" like really? I'm too anxious to even apply for disability I work part time retail which I can barely handle. I don't even know where to start rebuilding a life, I never had one. I feel like social anxiety is about the worst thing you can have in a system that relies totally on networking and marketing yourself.

I've put in the work but it never seems to get better... yeah I can make small talk now, wow what an accomplishment. Now people think I'm standoffish and cold instead of a rude prick, progress I guess? It only took 10 years of working with therapists the most recent which told me I have to accept I might never get better.  

It still feels like I'm going to cry 24/7 at work and I freeze constantly. Now that I'm a middle aged man I'm embarassed it comes off as creepy more than anything.

My heart goes out to everyone here. This is the worse thing in the world in a society that functions on being social. I wouldn't wish this on my worse enemy. I guess I'll have to keep going and hope it gets better.",2.430258302583028,4.4901181808118125,4.008079704797051,85.63387601476016,77.52398523985241,7.583232472324724,21.910110701107005,8.488131031819089,1.373942464944649,1061,30,213,22,25,353,150,271,0.213,0.66,0.127,-0.9817,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,10,14,16,2,0,11,1,17,5,2,2,7,39,50,11,0,3,3,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,17,11,0,1,6,0,1,5,6,5,0,1,6,5,22,11,29,41,7,43,0,2,1,0,8,17,1,6,22,130,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352399248405662,0.09901360728884008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212415187278791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100585948994234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549818152068377,0.0,0.0947128258273168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627362963288524,0.0,0.0,0.15097656948283034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157770462083344,0.0,0.0,0.08374830345685187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863162631145445,0.12522683722484745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831630336059042,0.0,0.09962104919267956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931011209661324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038594369757586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705100105589099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790267050649234,0.0,0.0,0.048167256106880066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857182120463905,0.12845637620028033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293157061826761,0.058503543442603285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297721704025697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279107610104155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196840950010976,0.0,0.05939034299137305,0.06665777296276197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491071075041577,0.0,0.12152365218485815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839394321266625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810716971319273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614746367936672,0.0,0.08653860561230788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984150908800772,0.07978847811690444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250063328541455,0.0,0.0,0.3573710936735689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610619079554344,0.0,0.06999320128727428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826041286922621,0.0,0.0,0.07044552078785325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176229647924637,0.1164545394577865,0.0561592094158266,0.0,0.0,0.051106351770921966,0.0,0.0,0.08374830345685187,0.097376529210668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078712373968887,0.0,0.0,0.255225653543879,0.0,0.26795242833253485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288067594490775
socialanxiety,pokachipokachi,2019/08/10,Is anyone else ok in 1 to 1 conversations but just a wreck in group settings? Yesterday i couldn't get a word in,2.036249999999999,3.5380367916666664,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,76.91666666666666,8.133333333333335,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.6401500000000002,89,3,20,2,2,31,20,24,0.179,0.746,0.075,-0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413840932444296,0.6467893668278406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273276769976099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298016347162914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,horror_tale,2019/08/10,"Public speaking Living with social anxiety has prevented me from doing a lot of things and I always regret it. I have missed out on various opportunities in college because of this and my fear of public speaking, but I just want to get through presentations without almost running off in a panic attack every time I’m next. Does anyone have any advice/tips on how to public speak as seamlessly as possible with anxiety?",9.203026315789472,9.02393377631579,9.675263157894737,59.536842105263155,59.92105263157895,11.810526315789476,38.73684210526316,11.20814326018867,4.833247368421054,341,15,48,8,4,115,59,76,0.218,0.7290000000000001,0.053,-0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,8,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,5,1,18,8,2,10,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,2,3,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571584283573754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586895382282904,0.0,0.0,0.16007786257445006,0.0,0.36015573995233163,0.0,0.0,0.16459488133642453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26779778689941397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349567435299734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059972828481723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833191504325465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264886788729627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298508659809275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207859643536386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012589957757013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503471148872313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761873678830169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653744674023916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399573431266986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563871414225715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726173834362226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884310248229573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22691406752204366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IcyBlue50,2019/08/10,"I have an oppurtunity to go out and make friends, but I'm paralyzed with fear. Hello everyone,  
I want to consult you about an upcoming social situation which I feel very nervous about.  
There's going to be a fantasy convention where I live in a couple of months and my favorite author is coming, and I REALLY want to meet him.  The problem is, I have no one to go with, so after non-stop quivering I managed to slightly overcome my anxiety and tell someone from my region that I want to come too (this was in an international fan group).   


Long story short, she told me she's organizing a cosplaying cast on characters from the author's books, and invited me to join it (cosplay is a costume based on a character from popular culture). I agreed only because I wanted to push myself and get out of my comfort zone, as I'm trying to defeat social anxiety. She told me they're planning on sewing the costumes themselves in group meetings, which means many meetings would be required. This is not what I thought it would be like and it's making me scared. 

I've looked into the cast members a bit and they're all heavy geeks, very into video games, Marvel, DC and all this stuff, whereas I don't know anything about these things. From previous experience with other geeks, I know much of the conversation will revolve around these topics, which would be awkward for me as I'll have nothing to say, and just end up being alone in the sidelines again. I know we all share a love for the aforementioned author, but how long can we talk only about his books?    


**I'm afraid I won't be able to connect with them and they will all hate me**, that I will not be able to sew a proper costume as I'm not really thrilled about this, and I don't want to disappoint anyone or make them angry at me. I'm panicking nervously and my entire body is screaming at me to find an excuse and GET OUT OF THIS NOW. As of writing this, there are 12 days to the first meeting so I still have time.  What do you think? Should I go or cancel it? I know my fear is highly irrational, how can I become calmer about this?  


Many thanks :))",4.536312353531977,5.664543160194178,5.3594275192500875,81.94218446601946,70.06796116504854,8.304117843990626,28.52728490123869,8.641336200584522,2.0780872782055577,1650,59,321,27,29,538,211,412,0.147,0.731,0.121,-0.9286,0,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,2,2,3,4,20,22,1,7,20,0,32,2,1,5,4,66,67,26,0,10,8,0,1,1,1,8,0,2,0,0,23,28,0,1,9,5,0,7,7,14,0,2,4,4,48,8,58,48,6,37,1,2,1,1,35,19,0,2,12,222,71,5,0.20172813330188105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044647540394556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543214698217572,0.0,0.0,0.07052650060869953,0.0,0.0830025326782724,0.0897904037432776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148579884399374,0.11139643712870953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011743721859872,0.11203723987303432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377092460993035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160417128405692,0.0,0.0650489787138149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933562501164476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637993811959017,0.0,0.09866441148157724,0.0,0.22700023372406436,0.05099990272482188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218792961232256,0.08579492356685768,0.0,0.0,0.07792732769038127,0.0,0.10539462362857667,0.0,0.2292934939642305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958238386558664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656842423825276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172901283252147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927708812484961,0.0,0.08906481876814508,0.17852304995801374,0.08470041272247338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103375814855698,0.0,0.2019826431354487,0.2045206646855894,0.0,0.10987053789724434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050873570145388,0.0,0.07414669455669469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678179227049824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834810194523955,0.15342333559391216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651328979520483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292322077372556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021115418802778,0.1009825265962856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337543695438655,0.0,0.20563642767840956,0.08546179635707403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055017391886753,0.08432687611412076,0.0,0.0,0.11546522479880646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107071611108692,0.08815964001661937,0.09286208105745447,0.0,0.0,0.06700960403615526,0.0646296211974147,0.0,0.08007480229527138,0.05881464839150096,0.0,0.0,0.1927598762391803,0.0,0.06848008036476648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664468366532528,0.2974611990429007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149528170521377,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chunterr,2019/08/10,"“in this world you have to talk to people” when i told my parents about social anxiety, this was one of their responses. it’s like they completely dismiss how hard it is for me to talk to people. even though i am heavily introverted and purposely isolate myself, i at the same time cant talk to people. i dont want to get a job for this reason (am 16 but 17 next month). i get what they mean when they say that, but they act as if i dont have something almost stopping me from being able to talk to people. i have made so much progress especially since last year. i realized that avoiding doesnt make it better, and after doing something you’ll eventually be comfortable doing it, so i do try things that are hard for me, like ordering food or simply raising my hand in class. i was never able to do these things years ago, so i am at least trying. so what are your thoughts on my parents response? they also said other things, invalidating me",5.758877005347596,5.789513443850273,6.4367914438502725,79.19283422459895,66.96791443850267,9.366844919786095,29.834224598930483,9.095868883498916,2.30317540106952,742,24,147,12,11,244,114,187,0.079,0.8270000000000001,0.095,0.8406,3,1,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,6,2,11,5,0,1,2,0,22,2,1,4,1,19,31,16,0,2,4,2,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,17,2,1,2,4,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,6,5,28,4,22,22,3,20,0,0,0,0,19,6,0,3,14,111,45,2,0.238874612919432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058739657418376,0.0,0.1195992097362325,0.0,0.0,0.09551397082432456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136921252739892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056325915938608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522774343316356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27995926729628884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888721447657751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442406506420374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480212606434064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398473342016733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185230971825488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973573458496092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670206984967353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301446724543847,0.0797253295077446,0.0,0.0,0.1301022409808285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533371851777464,0.0,0.08780016288050707,0.0,0.0921174138181183,0.0,0.12702293040660728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093380991889013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652419887424982,0.0,0.0,0.3312111589592032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280144329588855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361222931116212,0.09498133995922592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879977413454644,0.0,0.0,0.121751292841009,0.0,0.1838973473830675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985493624888292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839967309102437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380465178161404,0.0,0.11734654718034357,0.0948198800524202,0.06964485388603593,0.0,0.0,0.11412746469558108,0.0,0.1621801820308883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044721786384611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382741890829052
socialanxiety,uhnonamis,2019/08/10,"Looking for some wisdom Everyone has their own particular problems when it comes to anxiety, mine happens to go something like this: I’m a very talkative person, always have been up until around 3 years ago. Out of nowhere, I began to become overly self-conscious of myself, always over-analyzing what I was doing and how I appeared in the eyes of others.  This is more intense in larger groups, especially with people I don’t know too well or people with high confidence levels. Over these 3 years this has grown to become a way of life for me, making it hard for me to enjoy going out to parties especially. When I get in a house party setting, I go back to over analyzing and I literally don’t know what to say. It’s like I’m so uncomfortable in my environment I suddenly lose any ideas on what to talk about with others, making me seem quiet and reserved from others. The talkative, charismatic side of me definitely still exists, I am still able to converse and be humorous and witty, but only in smaller groups or mainly if I am comfortable around the people. How do I fix this problem?",7.774743083003948,7.3393423285024175,8.508511198945985,67.57802371541504,62.91304347826088,11.005533596837942,34.27711901624944,10.436869588844218,3.636858937198067,870,32,147,18,11,294,126,207,0.061,0.818,0.121,0.8486,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,13,10,0,0,6,0,13,2,1,4,0,29,29,15,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,14,13,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,3,1,0,3,5,19,7,38,25,4,36,0,1,2,0,7,17,0,6,13,113,33,0,0.14109518192971282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507236558456028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348049885297675,0.0,0.0,0.09594956207215563,0.0,0.10793742798173447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25120925166627683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849348561813314,0.0,0.0,0.3116570863118283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154100581123012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482249283502626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371640906939861,0.0,0.24056293029119805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477000340645092,0.0,0.12639356909092256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907480637177825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280489614514032,0.0,0.15927928623407478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508444406156868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965969967721497,0.1378639577958622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848441709134384,0.1578494178295508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883642591202533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730924384994824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934529008295772,0.1231988705661548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700180675723835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220455181643713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284477544643788,0.14719304646846645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862196433639837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253575890982905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340696264460252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641830177485167,0.0,0.11199478797567554,0.0,0.0,0.1268615134049599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817213423509669
socialanxiety,dankmemesrgr8,2019/08/10,"I feel self conscious of the sounds I make when eating and drinking especially when it’s quiet. From the age of 9 I’ve always been very self-conscious of how loud I sound when I drink and I was always scared that people thought it was really loud too. This has now grown into eating food as well. It is quite a struggle. It is mostly the swallowing sound that i make?? For instance, whenever I go to the movies and have a drink, I always try to time my drinking to when the movie is loud so my friend/s won’t hear me. But then I become scared that they notice that I am specifically drinking when the movie is loud. It is a spiral of thoughts that I can’t get out of. This is the same for swallowing saliva as well. My mind just goes crazy and won’t shut up and it becomes all I can think of. I don’t know how I can distract myself from it. Later today I am going to my friends house and I can’t stop overthinking everything. I wish this could go away, it truly consumes me and takes over my mind.

(I posted this on r/anxiety as well)",1.9287319461444312,3.6818066418604647,3.3124602203182407,91.46854345165241,77.93023255813954,6.200734394124848,21.083231334149325,7.0608816371341465,0.4017906976744183,808,21,177,9,19,264,113,215,0.077,0.8590000000000001,0.064,-0.3925,0,0,5,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,14,8,0,4,10,0,21,10,0,4,1,29,35,20,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,9,0,1,17,9,10,1,6,5,0,4,5,4,3,0,5,10,27,4,23,27,3,24,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,12,124,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26744398619825155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196082539294693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006603515837386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366525913328316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554154771335906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5247757735154759,0.0,0.21925930977525854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628937065914836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417255456566527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955256209215124,0.0,0.16555021425203714,0.0,0.05597555774030905,0.0,0.18266820596233846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207531208693158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362369490893145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058880637043915135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303185133000804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635912507821006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197813962276227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427649647169297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260927518386097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395521368882118,0.0,0.0,0.06863580567066974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452909279976012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353809621439968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957276491864638,0.0,0.11200464950847333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055498174327211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865016389866953,0.0,0.1701123478639183,0.06247344757577927,0.0,0.10155497648750177,0.0,0.0,0.07274015619672755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840066214961789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28899172076886365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320423730279978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dem1S10n,2019/08/10,"Best Job for people with SA I'm working as a janitor for the summer, and it's honestly been awesome for me. The last two summers I've suffered so bad by working as a server in a pub, and then a manager in a pub, but man, being a janitor is dope. 
Luckily, I work for a pretty good company that let's me start cleaning whenever I want, so I've chosen to come in super late so that I can take the last bus, and then leave early in the morning by taking the first bus out. I have VERY minimal contact with my boss, mostly through text.
If anyone feels like they're struggling at their job, or looking for something simple to do where you can listen to podcasts all night, I definitely recommended janitorial. 
And while simple, there is still LOADS of responsibility, so keep that in mind (don't lock you keys inside the building lol), but very manageable.",9.42318220701454,6.5840406766467074,9.824465355004275,67.11820359281438,61.395209580838326,12.656629597946965,40.024807527801535,10.914260884657429,4.249962189905904,671,27,126,13,7,228,111,167,0.055,0.746,0.19899999999999998,0.9792,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,6,7,8,0,1,13,1,10,0,0,1,1,19,20,17,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,8,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,3,11,5,23,17,3,22,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,3,14,84,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194090232768541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425890036591378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921658464618753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710652167979618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863483728672958,0.12200084872284275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526012118581044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323697508056746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33893332434658896,0.15179161480383088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278406906862599,0.1926403035427535,0.1808248140188482,0.0,0.17462779778445614,0.0,0.08343146068684916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340699548460792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243287265371132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025965837184805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839306202257475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373836580822985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314700272957426,0.0,0.0,0.12087458637887175,0.0,0.1363801905584162,0.0,0.0,0.17852987211273602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568013140844152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682120444163487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818125672016592,0.10072682164551712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729761172393938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,caramelsloth,2019/08/10,Everywhere I go I think people are laughing at me or talking sh!t behind my back I know logically that people are way too into their own lives to even think about me but I can't help but feel this way all the time. I don't know why but it's been like this for years and can't seem to figure out why. Anyone else have these intrusive thoughts? If so how did you get over it. Any advice is appreciated.,0.10675324675324303,2.4441107142857166,1.997705627705628,94.34123376623378,90.66666666666666,4.9593073593073616,15.96969696969697,6.574015621080383,-0.3598666666666661,316,7,71,4,11,104,65,84,0.034,0.845,0.12,0.8023,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,1,19,18,8,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,9,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,10,2,9,15,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,4,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162973643656984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052329821175867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477070976012672,0.2267957792348721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020189500657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849067061868092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619736107162098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191950648752956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564447805513355,0.0,0.12579639035658394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836397982167568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432926374789431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813878241754887,0.0,0.19545312891509767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069077652100757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015056581012082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779100361563513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28365996491872303,0.0,0.17572449899225903,0.12906899955733886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35138930297457605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994618093241459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253997212392466
socialanxiety,lilchaldo,2019/08/10,"Pre-Calculus I was wondering if you take pre-calculus in high school, will you need to take it in a community college?",9.319565217391306,6.94348791304348,10.3104347826087,62.10739130434784,61.17391304347826,16.156521739130437,44.73913043478261,14.554592549557764,6.596252173913045,94,5,18,4,1,33,18,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,11,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268193216751055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995406274419856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40884192461143815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074743686722068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438091144903413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Oranje525,2019/08/10,"I f***ing HATE my social anxiety!!! It is so unbearable and it's hindering my enjoyment of life. I love to talk to people, more so the idea of it, but in almost every situation, my social anxiety kicks in. My head feels tight, I can't keep still, I can't hold a conversation, and I ultimately leave. It's frustrating! I just want to connect with people! 
Hopefully I'm not the only one who hates their social anxiety. I can picture the right thing to do, but I just can't get out of my own head.",2.211955555555555,4.114968640000002,4.673333333333332,81.34722222222223,77.6,8.844444444444445,25.11111111111111,9.444778638647367,2.3437777777777784,384,14,79,11,9,135,62,100,0.179,0.7240000000000001,0.09699999999999999,-0.8144,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,4,0,6,4,2,0,0,17,15,6,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,14,3,11,15,2,5,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,2,1,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355579021235706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748510660469421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761626159271256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258677131043647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533547334323062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225177744840111,0.3352563963006535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222789574647165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438463642146016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517910369789735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294752717086734,0.0,0.0,0.11536790454880914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741565697311276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067960453396357,0.12422315782390568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226470989859358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948666999044693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835946890819375,0.0,0.49949650053468503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043904864578604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128198944938355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085121058759075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633885049403323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,elveswearingkhakis,2019/08/10,"Summer sucks when you have social anxiety and you actually want friends, I mean I can’t just go out there and make some and my only close friend is online (I’m really happy I have her). I want to hangout with someone until late and just listen to music, talk about random stuff like aliens, conspiracies etc and walk around.",3.336344086021509,5.803677903225813,4.2367741935483885,83.09182795698926,76.41935483870971,6.713978494623658,20.010752688172047,7.793537801064563,0.877410752688172,258,6,47,4,6,83,49,62,0.062,0.71,0.228,0.8805,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,17,12,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,7,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,2,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2391195089459267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745164966219527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813373505257988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732795921284606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786279678699373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925944248084085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608450727830453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764109571348617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971207208201608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356324108197132,0.0,0.0,0.26691572600881913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636070137857613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697615216998614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24978305120784955,0.20761796435364854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28050726696877226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695042422640552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890568242279665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,onigiri467,2019/08/10,"Anyone else Extroverted, Socially Anxious, with Performance Anxiety(??) Hi all. I've seen a lot of people talk about social anxiety and extroversion in the form of loving to be with people, but worried that they are annoying other or are saying weird things and feeling bad about that.

I dont relate to those last bits, and am trying to come up with what does make me feel uncomfortable about social situations. Because Im isolating right now and it sucks but at least I love reading on the internet and posting on forums.

​

I really like to see people, either one on one, or a small group (3-4 people), or if I'm alone in a crowd atmosphere. When it comes to larger groups, like parties, or a bunch of coworkers going out, I get really bad social anxiety. I think I feel.... bored? Unsure of what the social cues are sometimes? Stressed out about social cues? If I feel like I fuck them up i dont feel bad, but just needing to follow along on a lot of people is incredibly draining? And perhaps at a larger group level, the conversation is boring? And I want to be having fun with all these people, but I'm not.

Can anyone else relate? Or have their own versions of this?",3.579266666666665,5.768069004444449,5.002833333333335,79.23225000000005,74.51111111111109,7.7,24.583333333333336,8.548686976883017,1.8853333333333333,926,30,165,18,20,309,128,225,0.20600000000000002,0.677,0.11699999999999999,-0.9686,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,3,1,7,16,3,1,10,0,13,3,0,1,2,43,35,19,0,4,14,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,16,0,0,6,1,0,4,3,10,0,2,1,8,14,6,34,32,11,23,0,0,2,3,19,15,2,9,6,115,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218402069523668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643864119849917,0.1081527918571598,0.0,0.0,0.20426947392795025,0.10055215172744746,0.0,0.12447100366922682,0.18239561163130125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295044265412972,0.05425761258153262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971721821853114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533426528187871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789029750213554,0.0,0.20863020365391527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487072285183279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250221202102462,0.06358635081463426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228519074743049,0.04650228804479757,0.0,0.05058451624961079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614242881050154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725522790796284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304524234973964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134049964599078,0.1606639085554579,0.0,0.059412613456988964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599728477385869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062638546624853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702359215330602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524374322101139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890307116391879,0.0,0.11403984647341228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601117158178783,0.0,0.07078164080935123,0.0,0.0,0.07092675654372195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004717593636653,0.0,0.5443862730287388,0.0,0.0,0.0880298281988553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195678842438426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154015381053243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059132046804182964,0.057031851486842686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042965595049229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249841361468939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039054835707612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081527918571598,0.0
socialanxiety,BigWordsAreScary,2019/08/10,My Mom and I are visiting my sister’s house and her friends are over for dinner. Just sat there awkwardly for an hour and now I’m away from everyone because I got super cranky and emotional. Not even sure why but I just feel like crying. Ughhhhh I just don’t want to talk to them again :(,2.591525423728818,4.314276966101699,4.0120000000000005,87.31562711864406,75.94915254237287,8.109830508474579,23.664406779661018,8.841846274778883,1.560841355932204,227,7,49,5,5,75,46,59,0.17,0.6729999999999999,0.156,-0.4462,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,7,5,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,12,8,5,0,1,5,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,4,7,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253963154292652,0.0,0.0,0.1647771767142708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969205170555975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040599861953099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785358075437413,0.0,0.0,0.2582907662228992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667578760781618,0.19310800579465245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883920006128684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618990731977775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661988156118993,0.3118990050245027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205877797107324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165813258954116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547619809885684,0.0,0.0,0.2172632374653451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943459296900386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439108209197844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,maddddismit4ds,2019/08/10,"How do i know wether i actually have social anxiety? I won't tell stuff about me because it's hard to summarize a whole personality. But are there any clear, generell indicators?",4.622727272727276,7.1669749090909125,6.2212121212121225,70.0518181818182,72.63636363636364,10.460606060606061,32.21212121212121,10.504223727775694,4.070866666666667,144,7,26,5,3,49,31,33,0.115,0.7979999999999999,0.086,0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.3327927759610276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23190978790280464,0.0,0.2608844218715039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788665508759133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054928565292597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741930527153453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977712803042933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476336806055981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903938765317917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980722869565753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807440293358862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,takofire,2019/08/10,"what i found that helps. i have really bad social anxiety. i found that if i constantly barrage my mind with socialization, i naturally adapt and slowly become comfortable in social situations (over time). 

during the worst period of my SA, i use to only socialize two days a week (my only shifts i worked). the rest of the time i was in my room. my manager left and now i work 4-6 days a week, while taking a lyft home every day. At first it was hell. it wasn't the hours, but being forced to have conversations all day with coworkers/ strangers. then be forced to have a 30 min conversation at the end of the day with a complete stranger. first world problems but i was absolutely drained.

 about a month in and im still socially anxious, awkward etc, but i noticed im noticeably more comfortable out in public. also skydiving helps.",3.0927531645569597,5.652775917721517,4.542262658227848,80.08529272151901,77.79746835443036,8.506962025316456,25.697784810126585,9.188382445141503,2.5078088607594937,657,25,122,18,16,218,98,158,0.17600000000000002,0.752,0.07200000000000001,-0.9439,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,4,7,1,1,12,0,9,0,0,1,1,17,13,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,6,0,16,2,18,5,5,32,1,0,0,0,10,11,1,1,21,80,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734573005258432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355542653769495,0.12339109361734578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911967851804642,0.0,0.1206284106782992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451841629666372,0.11803144515611474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521995460872649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673930998040764,0.0,0.12181270703933375,0.0,0.0,0.09202523197142637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858103461994645,0.0,0.2395151379127335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464199778299817,0.0,0.1095597456059841,0.0,0.10756282169026962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235959534035856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867129441921664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102842662611108,0.0,0.08718089270812689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24870260726611645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613828602321792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451182333487027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997115989347592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277142000478446,0.0,0.5566963380468962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722576511551075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212223128580821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737781823079994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669516691047527,0.0,0.0,0.09433375077335802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752244784003884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903153804967265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mitronaguay,2019/08/10,"Full panic attack while on Tinder date Tonight I went on a Tinder date to have some drinks. This is something I have done many times and normally it does not make me super anxious. So, I met this girl, we go for a beer while sitting outside in a terrace. She's quite a sweetheart but really extroverted and her eyes make full contact with mines. I start to feel so panicky. She's quite talkative, smiley and plays innocent jokes on me to which I can't really laugh because my face and body is super tense. Sometimes I can't even hear what she is saying because my mind is somewhere else. Now I can feel a full anxiety attack going inside me while she's talking to me. She of course notices and I excuse myself saying that I do not feel well. This all happens like after 5 minutes of knowing her. Thanks god the waiter brings the beers and I can drink a bit. My hand is shaking and I avoid to make eye contact with her. Just because she was a super nice girl I was able to continue my date and eventually enjoying it, with the help of some other beer, but with some other panic attack on the verge of showing up. The goodbye was cordial but I do not think I am going to hear back from her.

What the fuck, I am so tired of this shit. I am a grow up man, I am 36 year old and still dealing with this. I think that from all the anxiety one can choose from, social anxiety is the more debilitating, the most frustrating and life fucker one. It makes me feel so much like an outsider and to feel completely alienated from all the people. I do not know how I am going to make it here in this new city, completely on my own and with no energy to meet new people, as it is a real struggle for me.

I am sorry I have nothing nice to say today, I am really down right now.",4.455848919115859,4.897988000000002,5.543563274228809,83.041332280787,69.83798882681565,8.348991984454699,27.576390575661893,8.321376580360154,1.7364987612339084,1376,43,282,19,23,457,173,358,0.205,0.67,0.125,-0.9866,0,1,6,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,5,13,26,7,5,20,0,29,15,6,6,3,54,56,24,0,1,8,0,6,2,1,0,2,5,0,3,18,19,5,1,10,8,0,8,7,12,1,2,6,13,47,14,40,50,14,44,0,0,2,2,29,15,3,4,22,205,65,0,0.09089026087693701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859240237981844,0.10268012390674856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31020237927481514,0.0,0.06988900029338092,0.0,0.1662175782530384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992286245064346,0.10095859009167864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059341853978104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370386798615968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953867979206705,0.0930122933016649,0.0,0.17807570675138734,0.0,0.0,0.07592715017913967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06003216010275105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297842342307664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402658159457653,0.0,0.0,0.20662011929298865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037395752377925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487985942252127,0.0,0.0609218259813382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990182078458597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419847920173201,0.08880878084012156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30334977454898904,0.09214845873867232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177325358484244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681479971200134,0.0,0.0,0.17556476065601986,0.0,0.0,0.08905315782977463,0.08721165663531259,0.10347916442498573,0.09537403940278652,0.0,0.123179186057305,0.0,0.0,0.21328027547675996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260237254819042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933459606919503,0.0,0.10345301528839518,0.17467988548772465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761978617295599,0.0,0.21683875055186705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932975466620309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926511748835865,0.0,0.06997176331944993,0.08989279206524352,0.10174420575647272,0.0643325944583014,0.0,0.07258507974405817,0.0,0.0,0.0950182350599433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305414883099086,0.0,0.08367954072381836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647761836411866,0.0,0.0,0.052998842037458124,0.1044649843805324,0.08615333979208112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172126000988328,0.08425618242347863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853034805048987
socialanxiety,alienlipwax,2019/02/15,"Posting our accomplishments I haven't been in this group very long, but I've been trying to push my comfort zones and thought it would be great for us to post our accomplishments more and encourage each other to keep it up? Here are two recent accomplishments:

Yesterday, I took my own flowery bags into the store even though I felt awkward about it and embarassed, I pushed through and realized it was no big deal at all.

Today, I went on some play equipment in front of a ton of people even though I would usually have not done it out of fear of looking stupid. 

I also went out with wet hair in the afternoon which usually makes me really self conscious. I questioned my thinking. I realized I judge myself for taking showers in the middle of the day and it's stupid. What makes taking a shower in the middle of the day worse than in the morning or evening? And I realized there is nothing wrong with me even if others think I am inferior in some way! 

Anyway, these may seem like small accomplishments but that is how progress is made. Thanks for reading.",7.483677069199455,7.2695152238806,6.976164631388514,77.59265943012214,63.42786069651741,10.095160560832204,33.695612844866574,9.573946990214177,2.957861691542288,844,31,158,14,11,263,129,201,0.12300000000000001,0.738,0.139,0.6961,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,0,5,14,12,2,2,9,0,15,1,1,4,1,38,31,14,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,13,12,0,1,10,2,1,6,3,6,0,1,10,4,21,6,30,17,7,35,0,1,1,0,8,17,0,7,10,119,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436886519453653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833641175145744,0.13455016356847627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355712572576595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34480271240829263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468601258905535,0.0,0.0,0.1253101451591184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438878258305335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160033572032624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376063360650308,0.0,0.0,0.11549731540395375,0.10959559883559368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349179491936325,0.17423298594271674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522794328076506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047925790856087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499851639262285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620116015480988,0.0,0.13054539959541153,0.0,0.08360810024750008,0.0,0.12886296083880944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881147677637813,0.13615047841869735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625467853741926,0.0,0.0,0.12015614865960213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672511811921524,0.256450985295872,0.10361042676316927,0.0,0.0,0.1237082973213784,0.0,0.14500150287271138,0.08860777857691414,0.0,0.12748938597781515,0.0,0.15698755901918302,0.0,0.2874768333645891,0.10768448553535452,0.0,0.10359282812014796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24196830654651064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300092305457892,0.18542123506462588,0.14269228653818494,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,harrisbeast,2019/02/15,"My friend has social anxiety/is self conscious... Okay so I have a friend with whom i speak daily online (I live in the UK and he lives in Germany). Some days he comes online and seems genuinely depressed or just sad but I know he is usually very happy and always laughing and making jokes. A lot of the time he won't want to talk about his day or what happened. Tonight I managed to finally get a proper conversation out of him about his life with work. He's 17 and doesn't feel like he has any real life friends. He has people he speaks to but he feels like they're all fake and from what he's told me everybody is a big dickhead to him. He told me that he hates his apprenticeship but doesn't want to quit because he doesn't have anything to fall back on (his parents are low income). He struggles with the maths in his physics but he doesn't want to be 'that guy' apparently. He tells me that he has very low motivation to go out and do things he wants to and says that he has nobody to even do anything with. This all seems so strange to me. We met 3 years ago on an online game and last summer he came to the UK and stayed for a week with me and he just seemed like a normal, slightly introverted, guy. I am pretty sure he's very self conscious and doesn't want his peers to think badly of him which might also have ties with social anxiety (I don't know I'm not a therapist). I try to help him as much as possible by telling him to be a bit selfish and do things for himself, I tell him that I care about him and I always try to be there for him when he feels like shit which is a bit hard to do considering i'm half way across the continent. I'm just wondering if any of you have any tips I can give him to help him out. I'm going over to visit him for 2 weeks in July but until then what can I do?

Thanks",3.0492361111111097,3.800790937500004,4.1535416666666665,90.61506944444444,73.21875,7.355555555555558,23.85763888888889,7.526774132740827,0.7657940972222224,1416,37,328,16,27,462,184,384,0.14800000000000002,0.737,0.114,-0.8475,4,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,3,13,24,2,1,15,1,32,3,1,2,3,65,65,30,0,7,12,1,4,4,3,2,2,3,0,4,14,26,0,0,13,2,0,6,8,10,0,1,4,7,39,14,52,56,7,38,0,4,0,0,70,14,1,10,20,192,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077661629748942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006227249574637,0.14579829842647882,0.0,0.0,0.17873491069095326,0.0,0.0670219718703822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419233867481854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736724672046783,0.07315130356347263,0.05340669040166355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129646155464444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020334017161776,0.08932498247758981,0.0,0.0,0.0754688899383141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300335142193503,0.0,0.07545899699877143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057866063669931675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289585887549651,0.18776737807763014,0.0,0.09597327694942584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030635077710661,0.0,0.04577299262560608,0.08404419943190805,0.09958239848468363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349680201804013,0.0774738829240006,0.09326325568272044,0.07848200935121906,0.08649746192715407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174472567733928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629713660758374,0.0714144416309914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237641050610794,0.1712087173857328,0.0,0.15472376682295486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448351323679077,0.0,0.0,0.05848084539442318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092941143988475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440397026545151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583991800671628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728135231007458,0.0,0.0,0.06073825188179156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987679390683308,0.0,0.08913161332020436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318480005196243,0.0,0.09972019596293616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967157228206955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392725659902374,0.1827942059467052,0.0,0.08993115966763451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861622089663573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338138568994472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158976172725204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257208016353029,0.0,0.0,0.07041818952326953,0.2297269298998285,0.0806601931882377,0.0,0.10172281501585996,0.11640935773729807,0.05613742091608678,0.0,0.0,0.051086523665365535,0.0,0.0,0.16743162202851533,0.0,0.11896387521943652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649084618225044,0.2168640931875499,0.2583754047678554,0.06954132287277914,0.14055209277227634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501010402825033,0.06378165794450395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564184404012092
socialanxiety,HoopersHoop,2019/02/15,Got rid of my anxiety A lot of people who have anxiety are addicted to PMO and if you’re one of them check out r/nofap it helped me tremendously,1.2092473118279583,3.1482613225806446,4.046451612903226,84.4563440860215,80.93548387096773,9.29462365591398,23.23655913978495,9.725611199111238,2.385959139784947,115,4,25,4,3,41,28,31,0.11599999999999999,0.884,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349875047214298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.610493934594724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191304027283211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674527318951909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392300449344218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703842940766742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766281962237116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YuGoZZ,2019/02/15,"My eyes start crying when I speak to someone who isn't in my close circle of friends. I don't really think I have social anxiety but I decided to post this here, as I sometimes get really nervous when talking to some people.

Whenever I have to talk to my classmates or to somone who I don't know that much about (which isn't usually a problem), when the smallest feeling of discomfort comes to my mind my eyes start crying. At first I thought it was because I was sick but some time has passed already and I feel a lor better but the issue persist. I sleep enough, I don't look that much to screens, I am not stressed or anything and yes I have bad eyesight by nature but I wear glasses and everything used to be ok. Maybe it isn't related directly to talking to someone but it mostly happens at those moments. Can any of you guys help me with this?",3.186616541353384,4.883628467836259,4.216846282372599,86.58486842105263,74.26315789473685,7.2248955722639945,29.758145363408524,7.957251820313856,2.011789974937343,672,30,134,10,14,218,104,171,0.133,0.754,0.113,-0.6636,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,5,8,0,3,4,2,15,5,4,1,0,26,27,14,0,1,8,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,11,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,3,7,22,3,21,23,6,16,0,0,4,0,11,4,0,5,9,95,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632967445111705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006297087769292,0.0,0.11320230868552092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177279463160105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355495094586888,0.09020565172886026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087398818583434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746943034551336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250924586372121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290021472285314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299254867471672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964364291903265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586950386726828,0.0,0.0,0.11432697491066235,0.0,0.07731208581396197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652089449099112,0.13085592925839132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991861343712912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444996357215027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132451104889664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426374992248344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486631913831353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941499397186675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175608362183862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258889953042324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172144787063798,0.0,0.0,0.14159439041464558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895962277871155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808427106339025,0.15084432768769007,0.2507615476500252,0.0,0.14635343588560526,0.0,0.2094783357396243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950761580566595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35681589507267425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481794513062028,0.0,0.11747752918412625,0.08628681401408463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278049651232535,0.16297620392272033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,funnycorn,2019/02/15,"How to stop caring about opinions of others You might wanna watch this video if you struggle with opinions of other people : 

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sigdyFycg54&t](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sigdyFycg54&t)

https://i.redd.it/0zzd2kszpsg21.png",28.885,38.319320833333336,12.113333333333333,22.465000000000003,28.16666666666667,6.533333333333335,28.83333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.8696833333333336,236,5,14,2,3,50,21,24,0.16699999999999998,0.723,0.11,-0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7170431026073167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373666420980293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35102432477955176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939898241127785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27664068851083945,0.0,0.345920363009685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jahooone,2019/02/15,My school calls up a couple people from every grade to do challenges in front of the whole school. Yes it is hell. I was the first name called up my 9th grade year.,1.9684313725490201,3.724463294117648,2.018235294117648,100.7787254901961,77.82352941176471,4.533333333333334,14.274509803921573,3.1291,-1.4838901960784314,128,1,30,0,3,38,29,34,0.122,0.7709999999999999,0.106,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,6,2,1,6,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,18,4,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649526307777039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30609250440621266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330777856611233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353064649624845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178459079612545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599408605163487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088542471556115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814453281862122
socialanxiety,NeedHelpNowPlzz,2019/02/15,"Really bad social anxiety So my posture is horrible and for the last 3 years in school my social anxiety has sky rocketed, I'm always jittery in class and once I go home I'm perfect. I notice my calfs are sore after school from how much I tap my feet. Any tips on posture and the social anxiety? Like I cant even go to the front of the class to turn in a paper before thinking if people will see me.",1.4264285714285734,3.3608028333333344,3.957380952380952,85.39178571428572,80.19047619047619,7.057142857142857,22.404761904761905,8.07648339933343,1.3153619047619052,314,10,64,6,8,110,59,84,0.17600000000000002,0.754,0.07,-0.8168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,5,2,1,1,1,7,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,2,10,11,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,4,37,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484088102611365,0.0,0.0,0.12129010070329432,0.0,0.4093319831844762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892214858571445,0.0,0.0,0.15177020270361574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780430576259834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273083350852414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789084196538384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538622785454927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713710080219013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111424078805842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030626768237942,0.0,0.1899463018119371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365153498226078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426121490742185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610172569898316,0.14212887201699353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5454430083759296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428511771673755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940031582121018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485721996892186
socialanxiety,jujusaphrodisiac,2019/02/15,"S.A introverted with an underdeveloped extroverted energetic side to me, wants to go to nightclubs but has no one to go with.. Female(22) despite having social anxiety and prefering isolating and staying home, i always had this energetic side to me which made me want to go clubbing, parties and trying new experiences.

I have a bf(25) and couple-few friends, but most of them aren't the clubber types. My bf used to hardcore party when younger but he doesn't want to do it with me.

I wonder can i do? LOL",5.4270516717325235,7.1416336808510685,6.342887537993921,73.50500000000002,68.57446808510636,8.77568389057751,33.641337386018236,9.23628265651192,3.203555015197569,402,19,70,8,7,133,67,94,0.027000000000000003,0.722,0.252,0.971,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,2,0,18,18,8,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,0,10,1,12,16,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034862221688515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870810291395591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23921803830331376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893968129322197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169523159225287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453048330857247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314002961730189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361891113682265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571424917634078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24928919199054655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606590831308129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660342391113489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112137524582297,0.0,0.0,0.4327279721504102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26520538778890274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PizzaXprezz,2019/02/15,"I am done. Asking for everything makes me nervous. I am 17y old. Everyone in my school is talking about upcoming parties, interesting topics and anything else. But no one is talking with me. And thats what makes me feel bad. Am I really a bad person? Nobody calls me out to go to a party, I never get invited to a birthday party of somebody I know. I always have to ask others what is planned for weekend.

Not only this, everyone takes anything I say very seriously (it does not matter how ironic I tell a joke). Its like (maybe I sound paranoid) nobody likes me... just hanging up with my father amd sister (my family is broke up too) sucks while watching other young people in my age growing up in good social conditions. I never get any motivation by anyone, I feel like shit and always ask myself if I am really such a bad person. I do not find any harmony in the society. People who know me sonetimes do not even say ""Hello"" to me.... its like such a cold move wow.

What can I do? Even 15-16y old people do not recognize me although I even directly talk to people and discuss. Its like I am a ghost to everyone... and for me its enough!. I want to change something !",1.702052401746727,4.12908072489083,3.9561991266375536,83.01358253275109,82.36244541484716,6.6334323144104825,23.133799126637555,7.839951260653429,1.5064646637554584,902,32,168,17,25,310,129,229,0.136,0.718,0.145,0.3078,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,2,9,17,2,1,8,0,16,1,1,4,2,29,31,10,1,2,8,2,2,5,0,0,0,3,0,2,13,8,0,0,6,2,0,4,8,8,0,1,1,7,31,9,24,30,1,20,0,1,1,0,18,8,2,1,13,119,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737512173795583,0.0,0.0,0.14200169529157186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300432367785094,0.0,0.1718373578563331,0.0,0.2928214457962813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615283206504145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661198225935567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044955140633723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136792220814796,0.10684537386092696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721927456163167,0.0,0.0,0.10788111167657632,0.0,0.20688099482897,0.0,0.0,0.29929822709788123,0.09383494994912653,0.0,0.09842633097664756,0.0,0.10558338706521746,0.07458891467929264,0.0,0.0,0.09542678843445647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909747613844877,0.0,0.0593373281891049,0.08757226384117785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475953352206344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550417545404739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938596252946908,0.0,0.10489161431768186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109689108121367,0.0,0.0,0.16105138065960026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911673252841085,0.0,0.07074939085467022,0.0794067957063214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895327399527705,0.18232963340931985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377255133639968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605846064605315,0.0,0.10566621312211663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717305099748073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643054877686504,0.0,0.08037818385283381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850163136687381,0.2517569742729685,0.09125697205373903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861473250006223,0.061582393764340215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,your_godammn_right,2019/02/15,"TFW when you wait for someone to come over and your heart feels like a pin is about to drop. i used to deal with this severely but since being on meds it has declined. 

i just remember when i went to my brothers and as i heard footsteps my heart would start pumping so hard. i had SOB. and would literally hide in the room. i will never forget one night in feb 2014 where my brother had air conditioning in the living room and i was literally in the other room with no AC, sweating from the heatwave, and was torturing myself pretty much, i needed water. 

it was like, ''if you go to the living room you will have to see those people'' and this scared me. one time i actually did do it, and i was like Charlie day in the horrible bosses 2 scene, i literally said ''hey'' in a very stuttery voice and did a ''haha'' sound, i felt like some school shooter.",3.380473372781065,4.7816070473372845,4.5616568047337305,85.51218934911245,73.20118343195266,7.3301775147929,24.834319526627226,7.882392219407189,1.2325053254437868,657,20,136,9,13,216,107,169,0.16,0.7440000000000001,0.096,-0.9179,0,0,0,1,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,0,6,8,1,1,9,1,17,4,3,2,1,26,29,14,0,4,3,2,3,4,0,4,0,4,4,0,7,11,1,1,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,12,8,21,5,20,12,2,25,0,1,1,0,10,14,1,2,11,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.15754610926551474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390697582993647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411805965419596,0.16644173190038486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163096514739702,0.1153356652748137,0.15501161077636058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175237703546207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446221625923432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826239654095455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154936420164601,0.0,0.28511611702283196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932795034204976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186799565444343,0.1197087212618038,0.12451560806098605,0.0,0.0,0.15150430926117556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879733998265485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192498015580828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642466442981334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288464287519474,0.0,0.15357026678772326,0.0,0.1616336633729584,0.16339000292348999,0.1286500097419055,0.0,0.0,0.18238582912404025,0.0,0.13354819075729918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679102404371532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427093320060525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413932687103556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394358283470214,0.0,0.13320825330832647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966025658567153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293704494796713,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LogicalChain5,2019/02/15,"Success with medication! I'm excited, so I thought I'd share how meds helped me with SAD -- after almost three months of Zoloft 150 mg, I'm definitely starting to see real benefits.  My throat clenches less, I'm more confident, and talking to people generally feel less like a chore. I've not had any side effects I'm concerned about, and it's starting to make a huge difference. Just throwing encouragement out there -- even if the hill's pretty steep, getting to the other side sure is worth it.",7.8748387096774195,7.582042720430111,7.904860215053768,71.51729032258065,62.65591397849462,10.880860215053763,37.95483870967742,10.355215969177356,3.948468387096775,395,18,70,8,5,128,72,93,0.036000000000000004,0.664,0.3,0.9757,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,4,0,2,3,1,3,1,17,13,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,3,7,10,11,3,9,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,2,5,35,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572179834002579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468026121229818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683742517988549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966006939744596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298810806051414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420385996333795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721744012896065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549360121848352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714625751050479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28532442230806143,0.2587692827927161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503101049973768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780811649488249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613289161617868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923740495621417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469196039725449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636275097091829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24209673100877366,0.0,0.0,0.20646220191349185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392591545652256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,626BEATDOWN,2019/02/15,"Social anxiety/social awkwardness So tomorrow I am meeting a girl for the first time in person after a week of texting, playing video games together, and talking. I am overwhelmed with anxiety and have had thoughts of just coming up with some excuse to call off the whole thing. But I know I don't want to do that.

I have ALWAYS felt this way with people, and not just new ones I've never met before (although I will admit with this girl it's been bumped up a bit more than usual haha). I have some new friends I've made this last year (separate from my friends I've known all my life since high school/middle/elementary school who I can 100% be myself with and be comfortable around) and we go to metal and punk shows often but I am still the quiet one in the group with not much to say or the know-how to contribute to the conversation that's happening. I have always been the quiet, awkward guy on the sidelines and have always felt people silently judging in their mind when I speak to them. Whether its them thinking I'm boring, stupid, abnormally anxious etc. (i begin to slur my words, speak a little faster while running out of breath, and more). Which I know is silly.

Anyway, I'm afraid I'm going to bore her this weekend (we're getting a hotel and hanging out around town until monday) and I'm trying to tell myself I'm not going to and that I'm overthinking everything, but the anxiety doesnt seem to go away. Any tips? Thank you if you've read this far. I truly appreciate it ",5.6247278911564615,5.967132357142859,6.0718367346938775,80.62197278911566,67.26530612244898,8.710204081632652,28.578231292517003,8.515128840125781,1.9723619047619048,1179,36,227,16,18,381,172,294,0.07200000000000001,0.845,0.08199999999999999,0.1751,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,1,3,1,9,14,1,4,14,1,19,2,1,1,2,52,45,22,0,2,11,0,2,0,2,1,1,5,0,4,14,23,0,0,9,7,0,7,6,7,0,3,8,7,25,7,38,34,9,43,0,1,0,0,27,16,0,6,19,151,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29968977381218737,0.0,0.0,0.08164250891724507,0.0,0.183685724795206,0.13562962576793364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21375140361594466,0.0,0.0,0.11279699508974453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215920389012834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107055869446602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259106758440548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034180087585194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389468708948427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789900391316667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305460556914636,0.0,0.0,0.1021199625517415,0.0,0.0,0.1855106445615659,0.0,0.06272454459218617,0.0,0.2729234090259216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887476949338048,0.10616553005271068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684624031313266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979396700794889,0.097862037670295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479942736443376,0.0,0.12032811171320723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360032419069704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212227991711624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825531111481827,0.0,0.09259494229725897,0.2319025521184417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270672718045784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646406407256076,0.10482866905872727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008894781492507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954737147767281,0.0,0.2430070916931074,0.0,0.1092948911155208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931194337515346,0.0,0.0,0.12238244071299086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587724310659113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964968339514343,0.10493463672190928,0.11053185719868533,0.0,0.0,0.07976017659653978,0.07692733115229182,0.0,0.0953114178761278,0.07000588661348348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151045483408584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222522795484812,0.0,0.0708124099747822,0.09529522885276928,0.09630204958117487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340387488227571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731242328227357
socialanxiety,imagonnalickyou,2019/02/15,"I am unable to properly convey thoughts and share stories I am going to be meeting with a new doctor next week to discuss the anxiety and confusion that happen in my every day conversations. 
I am hoping that before I go meet this doctor I can get a little more transparency around what is going on in my head. 

I have difficulties properly conveying my thoughts. More often than not when I am talking with people, I know what I am trying to say in my head and everything is clear and concise, but the second I try and articulate my thoughts my mind completely blanks and I am stuck. The more I think about what I was trying to say, the more difficulties I have getting the thoughts out. This occasionally leads to stuttering. I also have extreme difficulty trying to share stories, I often find myself leaving out key details (or what I think to be key details) and attempting to go back in my story to add these details, then continuing on from where I left off.  

I have only recently started noticing how negative the effects of this are on my life. I have just started my fourth semester of university and I find myself more anxious than ever. I am often too scared to go out and try to have a conversation with anyone that isn’t in my close group of friends. I hate hiding in my room, I want to be social but I just can’t out of the constant fear. 

Any advice or help would be greatly appreciated. ",6.012912642669008,6.741324369402985,7.025399473222122,72.77262949956103,66.5,9.7387181738367,33.30201931518876,9.773937934552695,3.2923886742756805,1113,47,197,23,17,374,134,268,0.142,0.779,0.079,-0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,14,10,1,3,10,0,25,5,2,3,2,48,46,17,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,11,19,0,0,10,0,0,6,4,5,0,1,6,2,38,5,39,35,5,39,0,0,0,0,14,20,0,7,13,157,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843953513477364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874343445258577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546405631387595,0.0,0.08489247858643766,0.12536559511119247,0.0,0.07759347354085787,0.0,0.0,0.09878767919781843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532981632806687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442811125708757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163509374083733,0.11992018167630772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156708705419057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22716695405800955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037958407654622,0.09349781765546822,0.0,0.09973354096415356,0.0,0.0,0.12487317871449916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028508891104081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573588632735167,0.0,0.11595549005395965,0.0,0.31533676177479564,0.0,0.0,0.1223458721747744,0.0,0.0,0.0981312510448582,0.0,0.0,0.10956084593621283,0.22777643460420666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438149350449899,0.0,0.0,0.11021919967586977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098673598565929,0.0,0.0,0.11750222082941815,0.12057026979286972,0.0,0.0783820689354435,0.0,0.11122205232168944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204903259956016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071764420550598,0.11801887201660935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263411703858944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439841356234773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693328923870774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957043268842256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649711857113418,0.11110128728790686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312091605558128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709162946933072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919425196502767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221141724189498,0.0,0.3523941780500675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767099783768293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545354576835506,0.0,0.08901420827355784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883058414693055,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pixel_baby,2019/02/15,"Bad anxiety about hanging out with friends I haven't seen in a while It's been years since I've seen them due to anxiety. I finally agreed to meet up this weekend and my nerves are terrible. I'm racking my brain trying to figure out how to rationalize any fears I have but it's nothing specific. I don't want to cancel but I'm worried if I cant relax it'll go terribly. But I also realize this is probably the last chance I have to rekindle these relationships 







Any tips or advice? Similar situations you've been through? ",3.9725,5.464331047619049,5.711607142857144,77.49026785714288,71.85714285714286,9.821428571428571,32.17261904761905,10.125756701596842,3.4788333333333337,420,20,81,12,8,144,74,105,0.205,0.7040000000000001,0.091,-0.8959,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,10,1,1,1,0,13,16,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,2,10,2,13,11,0,12,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,2,6,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222910281652196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824226186881319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102505746937493,0.0,0.3490130474708686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904655941228472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546505755169404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566915784308625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988764825261006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762402480347973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964239711125514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594329002484364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888145764185105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459453866940979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449089798611965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869819114283876,0.2564096026657532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487437727726658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454749971240168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23166075775810824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468978848910978
socialanxiety,dontalkwithme,2019/02/15,"Groups and freaking out in class Today was a horrible day.

It was the last class, Art, and we had to make groups of 3 for something. I was too scared to ask anyone and eventually everyone grouped up without me.

 After about 10 minutes of me doing nothing and sitting like an idiot I'm already freaking out a bit, and the guy in front of me says really loudly ""Hey, why isn't (My name) in a group?"". He repeated this a couple times and I really tense up. The girl that sits next to me, also the one that I have a slight crush on says that it's my fault and I shouldn't expect people to come up to me, I have to go ask people like a normal person.

This really hurt, but no one knows I have social anxiety.

So yea... at this point I'm freaking out inside, really trying not to cry, and I accidentally do. And I'm in the middle of the fucking classroom. So I put my face in my hands. I'm breathing a bit hard and trembling slightly. When I cry my nose also gets really snotty and red so that's a plus, it made it harder to go unnoticed. I really didn't want people to know that I'm crying for ""no reason"" and get more attention to me.

 I managed to put my head down on the desk without anyone noticing after some minutes. It was harder to breathe in the position I was sitting in but I didn't dare to move. My friends behind me poked me and asked me for supplies, I didn't really respond and they thought I was sleepy.

When my face wasn't wet anymore I stood up and went to the teacher, asked to leave the room and left. I was in the bathroom for a bit and trying to calm down. When I got back it was already almost the end of class, and after the bell rang the teacher asked very loudly where my work was. I kind of ran away.

I'm so exhausted after this, it was horrible.",2.6503416149068286,3.8056968913043523,4.446040372670809,86.59554347826088,74.65217391304348,7.2136645962732935,24.284161490683232,7.7094869923839395,1.1193063664596274,1368,41,292,18,28,465,169,368,0.155,0.8079999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9875,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,1,1,13,15,2,2,24,1,22,9,7,3,0,43,49,30,0,4,5,0,3,2,1,1,1,5,1,3,16,24,0,0,5,1,0,9,11,10,0,2,21,10,39,5,56,27,5,53,0,1,1,1,22,26,1,2,17,196,55,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740617901354088,0.0,0.19264863914708996,0.13960813370886108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667749708723758,0.0,0.08656609814026357,0.12206739682601295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080118115208065,0.0,0.0820098139907907,0.06711897325568407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28588719397134393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519075889243487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965823523497553,0.2876448330656541,0.05629344593347554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731113194953551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340728698411684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743838096795601,0.0806962162734938,0.09120860410455987,0.0,0.09921540015379064,0.0,0.06981207228805568,0.0,0.0,0.08642870075212332,0.0,0.0,0.07819277383495005,0.0,0.08958252273564439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934434551080512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089686973841417,0.09594224569370208,0.07115125274139804,0.0,0.09242523606299052,0.09483851087344268,0.0,0.0,0.0852888746591867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259387981710185,0.05826532163745859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277317690955617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283162504526933,0.0,0.08552356584898729,0.08375505193545929,0.0993778025212208,0.0,0.0,0.11829702041710567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815432262164444,0.07621638895227996,0.0,0.0,0.08251523778631735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549680856311872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391431849513657,0.08974645367234302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388296130339231,0.08739037127982566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897897670612567,0.0,0.06719845599703063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929680746371616,0.05089825074563668,0.0,0.08273868112462056,0.0,0.0,0.11852544890809585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202162266959604,0.0514846389804182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091671695070869,0.07876371322322694,0.0,0.0,0.16828475649253566,0.0,0.06354659871352128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alotie,2019/02/15,"How do I know if I have social anxiety? It's bugging me. I don't spend a majority of my day feeling nervous or anxious. I can hang out with my friends normally and do normal everyday things. But some things in my life make me think I'm not normal. 

I'm horrible with people I consider to be better than me, which is basically most people. I used to be president of a club at my school, and that experience went poorly to sum it up. I used to be able to do public speaking but now it's way harder to do so. I'm scared to look at my club members in the eye, even now because it feels like they look down on me for being a failure. At church, everyone was working on room renovation but I froze for 2 hours looking at my phone because it felt like I just wasn't competent enough to help out. Everyone else is better than me and even if I went to go help I just thought I'd be made fun of. I basically thought of different (worst case) scenarios if I went to go help out. I also ran away and hid when they gathered to eat BBQ and I have no clue why..  I just felt out of place. 

When I talk to people I don't know or speak publicly, my voice goes higher and my entire body trembles, even my voice (even when I don't feel nervous while speaking to an audience it happens). I'm also in my schools track team, and I put on the mask that I'm a lazy ass to avoid getting attention from people and having them think poorly of me. When my coach praises me for something, the first thing I worry about is whether or not my teammates think I'm stuck up or annoying or undeserving of it. 

There's a lot of other things I have in mind, like I'm scared to go shopping at a mall for clothes because maybe my taste in fashion isn't up to par u know? It's the same thing with music, which is exactly why I don't listen to any songs in my free time. Feels like People around me would think judge me, even though I know they don't care. Yeah but it would just be a wall of text and I think this information is enough. ",3.2495935960591136,3.9257131071428577,4.639704433497538,87.59357142857147,72.69047619047619,7.888341543513957,26.86371100164204,8.104835398774808,1.4408981937602636,1555,52,350,22,29,519,192,420,0.134,0.7559999999999999,0.11,-0.8194,1,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,4,7,23,19,1,6,12,1,30,6,3,5,1,72,73,32,0,8,19,0,7,4,1,2,1,7,1,0,20,17,2,1,19,7,5,9,10,8,0,1,12,19,52,12,61,53,8,49,2,0,4,1,21,27,1,11,16,230,72,4,0.08019316960281311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826089751675093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453410527087359,0.0,0.0613475552477944,0.09059545557296507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138892288577563,0.0,0.0,0.07534412263956068,0.0,0.0,0.14665503559135534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184868336976916,0.0,0.0890765331727334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176228100465405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171796017841896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378479398884876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205763275041675,0.06699110304038114,0.0,0.0,0.16572196237035952,0.0,0.26483416101431384,0.0,0.0,0.15325602031654462,0.0,0.078444307734345,0.0,0.0,0.1621923043453047,0.11458003277520525,0.15399603757408892,0.0,0.0,0.06821226909745315,0.0,0.0,0.0619570439073752,0.0,0.041897621266454715,0.0,0.1367268790127922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091455503775794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612553735558987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897411837489153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628827512455758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056642807284245776,0.15671332781789973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202619590149867,0.0,0.0,0.06817736506142864,0.0,0.07588071606790457,0.053529563420045036,0.0,0.08056481756062303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097224079591908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357168387659886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27797923270437874,0.0,0.08378479398884876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061628495289573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605747051679282,0.16231953789408274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174683744608635,0.0,0.06173661984403413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445623206346582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663838926941897,0.2569227251160765,0.07878938197180255,0.12732883800132894,0.0467612820917872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385223013538074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365360534591799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230196149283828,0.14472372463384442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058381582566888274,0.08144005640074352,0.0,0.11393385366279862,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,screamtastic,2019/02/15,"I was asked to ""crosspost"" this to this sub from TalesFromYourServer. My title is, The Best Co-workers I Could Ever Have"" Lately I've been having it rough mentally, not just from work but general stress/depression outside of work that builds up. 

I had to train someone tonight, and me training people is rare, so I was like ugh, now's not that rare time. But after we greeted, the trainee first told me that our FoH manager assigned her to me saying, ""He's one of the greatest servers we've ever had, and I put trust in him training you more than anyone else."" Since I've been doing it there for 5 years. 

I was baffled. That immediately sparked me into a mood where I put all of my sadness aside and gave me extreme motivation to train her well. And it did go well. 

I have extreme social anxiety and we have a lot of bar regulars that come in and I will say hi to them from time to time. Then a bartender later told me, ""A lot of regulars ask how you're doing. They watch you work your ass off and even though you don't really associate with them, they love you being here."" 

Simple shit like that has really uplifted my recent down mood. Sometimes that's all you need when you're down is people saying they care about you, even if they barely know you. I wasn't expecting any of that!",3.5633529411764715,5.121330149019613,4.4217156862745135,86.07022058823532,73.0,7.452941176470588,25.299019607843128,8.07648339933343,1.3938196078431364,1008,32,205,15,20,325,147,255,0.07200000000000001,0.777,0.152,0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,8,6,6,16,13,1,0,7,0,23,4,2,2,4,31,34,15,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,13,12,1,0,2,1,0,4,4,3,2,2,12,5,39,8,28,19,7,27,0,1,1,2,32,8,2,3,17,147,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419862807649378,0.0,0.09471834115650192,0.0,0.0,0.08657451426486132,0.12686337392269445,0.0,0.0,0.2315011235774133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993648501736454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623791762608225,0.0,0.0,0.10665589006698033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885641659321763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664190893815803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034317688227246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635576336271467,0.2239959970076555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053172037473159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703670701534762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680456332680814,0.0,0.13966901536730092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097977163124375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105266264305436,0.11174811348067976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477666852669053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180745239719068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390042999105563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167583413138607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489370847817992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863846236046591,0.0,0.12225264000838787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29538861218909623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270945933741337,0.1024212691978173,0.0,0.0,0.12621407334666188,0.1049082748180976,0.0,0.1224564660438948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418299712164783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164787220894907,0.0,0.21659303547770456,0.0,0.0,0.23662158920590656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264959117526012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605559590755375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973297317742781
socialanxiety,Jaiimy,2019/02/15,"Can't think of any topics to talk about in large groups Some context: 

At work I have coffee break at 10 am where me and my colleagues (usually between 10-15 people) come together. I feel super awkward because I find it very hard to come up with something interesting to talk about. I usually just blend in with the crowd and end up staring at my phone, while I'm also mentally preparing myself for when someone speaks to me. I don't want to trip over my words when someone talks to me so I'm busy trying to prepare myself to questions instead of actually listening to conversations. It feels super tense being so quiet because the others probably think I'm weird for barely saying anything. Sometimes I even skip coffee break and continue working because it feels like a waste of time being a weirdo.

Has anyone ran into the same problem and, if so, how do you deal with it? ",7.5902927478376565,7.250753964071858,7.756846307385228,72.4993147039255,63.251497005988035,10.05695276114438,35.920825016633394,9.444778638647367,3.404614637391884,700,29,120,11,9,228,107,167,0.099,0.825,0.076,0.0219,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,13,7,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,25,21,13,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,10,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,9,15,4,29,18,2,24,0,0,1,0,13,10,0,3,9,81,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.14939691754336254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242860811767065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041086524813008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070463524791578,0.0,0.12598269151390692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279972653061346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26375253962521483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578324073658298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355951694952348,0.0,0.0,0.1011166406683191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322256251068251,0.1093698407101308,0.0,0.0,0.13992444715720367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714147179184216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479362365965034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428197725048529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613557585988508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506040524173024,0.14648955426928148,0.0,0.0,0.17149946499446084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174588856479522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594308096214514,0.11785865503409157,0.15141312820287156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691516399224833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619193215548575,0.0,0.0,0.08926989895026405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394026014702924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33722114836929906,0.12631795560282688,0.09029835901908198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290740301228654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SarahLee1999,2019/02/15,"How to stop being so intimidated by the opposite sex The moment the opposite sex that’s young like me looks at or speaks to me and is somewhat cute I feel myself going bright red and my breath slowing down. Is this what an anxiety feels like. I just don’t want the people around me seeing me go tomato red

It happened like five minutes ago. Help? Doesn’t help that I also grew up with  an anxiety disorder ughhh",1.9655555555555533,4.4712156097561015,3.6486991869918697,85.13112466124663,81.92682926829268,6.571273712737128,21.30623306233063,7.793537801064563,1.1336216802168022,328,10,63,6,9,109,61,82,0.122,0.6679999999999999,0.21,0.8081,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,5,3,1,1,0,12,13,6,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,8,9,5,8,12,1,12,0,0,5,2,3,4,0,2,8,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961482523248185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981250429495845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790551057615635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054942210304845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28394218651301184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25053900203925217,0.17699216483174499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816032976663498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190839068590103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321222958326401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631134126514128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804703285711384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175818502737303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742413307791729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712952631218234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612896882514198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yeezydrew,2019/02/15,"Paranoia Friend: *doesn’t talk to me as much as they did yesterday*

My brain: “Did i do something wrong?”

“Are they not my friend anymore?” 

“Was I rude to them?”",-0.24967741935483545,1.9980950000000028,0.5312258064516122,102.29683870967743,99.0,3.7703225806451615,19.103225806451608,5.6839178017228535,-0.3886825806451609,119,4,27,1,5,36,24,31,0.301,0.614,0.085,-0.7946,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,8,2,4,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599318655041185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051530911296353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5608020412111865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26679740528038953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27940344021071073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917116782073482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968100987219416,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,auralov,2019/02/15,"How do you learn to take what people say at face value, instead of worrying they secretly are thinking negatively of you? Hi everyone. I have a problem with often worrying that, when people appear to be nice to me, there is a subtext of disapproval or dislike of me that's on a level I can't comprehend. I was bullied by some former friends when I was 12-13, in a very subtle way, so I sometimes think this might be part of why I have this paranoia.

Anyways, I just got an email from someone I respect very much, thanking me for the feedback I shared on his project. Even though the message was super nice and even complimentary, I'm terrified that he actually thinks I'm an idiot, and that my opinion is totally uninformed. I'm so anxious about responding and probably won't be able to for a few days.

Do any of you have tips on how to stop reading negativity into what people say, and take it at face value?",8.676438547486033,6.4948084525139675,9.287087988826816,68.33107891061454,62.24022346368715,12.30195530726257,41.36941340782123,10.9516,4.503250837988828,719,34,134,15,8,245,113,179,0.142,0.7070000000000001,0.151,0.3995,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,1,1,15,9,1,0,9,0,17,2,2,2,1,23,28,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,2,18,7,24,19,5,15,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,6,5,103,27,4,0.1596558517334342,0.0,0.15580108065834078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085714540111738,0.0,0.0,0.18036566822734548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296481636899484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090236863946826,0.0,0.0,0.15255800823251225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334971500578736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769136947084825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936962848413495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736542126181955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289172907813552,0.0,0.33205579513645195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213601146155488,0.15276908811514306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596990568743334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539294828301864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527588507091715,0.0,0.15790371975392448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334794409649573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240082662175274,0.0,0.0,0.14698965783597873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30690306951012386,0.1568610637110639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634655963870268,0.0,0.12672738373780304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440645733102491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32427653462954065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,awkwardavacodo1,2019/02/15,"Why do I have to be awkard even online? I joined this anime discord thingey (I have no idea how discord works btw) to meet some new people online bc I'm pretty lonely and literally have no friends. anyways it was going good in the group chat thing until they suggested I join the voice chat thing. Immediately my heart started to race, my mind was blank, I was hyperaware of everything I said. then I just logged off. and they were super nice too. god why must my social anxiety ruin everything ? ",2.9117021276595736,5.5718427234042585,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,79.21276595744679,6.7387234042553175,23.229787234042554,7.908726449838941,1.4266800000000006,392,13,72,7,10,126,69,94,0.16,0.6559999999999999,0.185,0.5803,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,5,6,0,0,2,0,10,1,1,1,1,8,14,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,2,12,4,7,7,1,7,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,1,4,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097458616082362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761765451867512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017293681757078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267322062018606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701849031500242,0.1874586720710466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26484501009644834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523008983729973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256682487945525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21585478633298896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494467246807908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737678817836895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125968184683612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278270363969105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158192320362638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969629393010623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033425427790646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270847107874845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AfricanSpaceProbe,2019/02/15,"I asked a girl out today and she said no. Theres this girl I've been interested in for a few months now. I went into it expecting to get rejected and really just to bit the bullet and get it over with.    

She said no but I'm just happy that after all this time I got over the approach anxiety and just did it. ",0.9546766169154208,2.523982701492539,3.5590298507462705,89.4351616915423,80.19402985074628,7.451741293532338,18.629353233830845,8.344100000000001,0.6708726368159206,239,5,56,5,6,84,46,67,0.11,0.7879999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.3612,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,2,5,2,10,4,3,12,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829895919060727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26677227299042705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115382708747119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981767432487262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282277703804525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303770108191376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277709411357775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280837057560112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5428837728576041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663952079235061,0.0,0.2704870962628933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645307794326291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,assassinpony_07,2019/02/15,"Attachment issues I don't know if this is social anxiety or something else, but anyone here who's also afraid of opening up too much to other people? They say anxiety eases with exposure but it just doesn't work for relationships. For this reason, I start to feel uneasy once I perceive that I've become *too* close to someone who knows me well.

The result: ghosting people.

It really hasn't gotten worse over time, but do you think this is something that's worthy of bringing up to my psych? I'm already treated for ADHD, but I feel that disclosing this issue is ""too late"" and would just complicate things. Any tips?",3.7345920745920793,6.193268333333336,4.594079254079253,81.06986013986017,75.06837606837607,6.98958818958819,24.31157731157731,8.00094639256281,1.6524598290598291,493,16,84,8,11,159,82,117,0.057,0.816,0.128,0.8596,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,8,3,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,21,17,8,1,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,3,8,2,13,15,1,9,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,3,59,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127033377775904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530896566162345,0.14153601246987665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035686562451947,0.0,0.270788323258514,0.0,0.0,0.1237530517767774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546764595941465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784948146890778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897934955068434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694557747866013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453426562108525,0.0,0.199648442005484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010541642299608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884848094815112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24540026092535536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338206175908795,0.18197156352774468,0.0,0.19001722854817352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074674103540658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804154130861464,0.14996005782553753,0.27250565574600205,0.0,0.0,0.1252719311836177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175819433298916,0.113405780654465,0.0,0.0,0.10320223128621478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913208765165246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884825473982145,0.0,0.18036432866133525,0.12572610705965884,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Louisesand,2019/02/15,"Haven’t left my house in soon 6 months I don’t know why I’m posting, actually it’s more of a “is there anyone else like me” since I’ve never felt more alone as I do at this moment. I know it’s only myself who is the master of my own life and my isolation, so I don’t blame anyone or anything that has happened in my life for this. 

Well for a start I’m 24 years of age I’m a female currently just spending all the time on the internet inside my house. I’ve been isolating myself throughout my entire life but mainly in periods where I felt really bad so maybe it would be around 1 week or a few days and then I would go out in the world seeing friends and going to school/work/education. This was not easy at all I’ve always suffered from severe social anxiety, but I dealt with it better when I was younger. It seems like the older I get the worse my anxiety becomes and staying at home actually makes me feel better for most of the time. 

But of course it’s far from normal and all I want is to be accepted also by my family who does not understand me what so ever. Due to my severe isolation i am becoming more and more anxious about ever leaving the house again I’m afraid of people and my worst fear is to be looked at which makes it so much more difficult to enter society. I truly hate myself as a person because of this and I have made myself think that I’m not worth being human. 

I’m sorry there is not much point to this post, and I’m sorry for the bad writing English is not my first language. I don’t hope for anyone that they feel like me. ",2.039377457404981,3.6747121590214067,3.9762636522498944,87.35556192660553,77.25688073394495,6.873263433813893,21.464504150283965,7.7094869923839395,0.8220302315421573,1224,32,259,18,28,416,167,327,0.18899999999999997,0.713,0.098,-0.9876,1,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,4,17,17,1,2,14,0,23,3,0,3,6,49,52,23,0,5,11,0,4,3,1,2,3,0,1,2,19,12,0,0,10,0,2,3,10,8,1,1,6,6,34,9,36,40,15,43,0,1,2,0,8,16,0,5,24,178,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.18592950427140606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866565492019512,0.0,0.07618326666395152,0.07926798726696434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575470002504348,0.10762216519740143,0.0,0.19983419582336887,0.09761009739240956,0.07839485501151447,0.08480591441906958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908434219087153,0.058072568753119634,0.21042508597549067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685080376063674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143794761881416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336691280134352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958155861759937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234502289644574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980722285873112,0.10719944221073327,0.0963375417762486,0.0680572283547115,0.18293839233686202,0.0,0.0,0.08103223331531438,0.0,0.0,0.07360138731431022,0.0,0.04977195256427553,0.0,0.10828242003219532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424239283202288,0.0,0.0,0.09405431729539523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555841264490553,0.09461949193413756,0.0,0.32976854151451823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471014107622498,0.0,0.0,0.10087172170282452,0.10350553899604156,0.0,0.20186514403738395,0.13962478207421414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999848149852795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901419051133302,0.12718005513415656,0.0,0.09570634696598723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603949492649603,0.0,0.14006125311587578,0.0,0.07347412572980427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333932701532667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724532117344423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604465249244823,0.08318159306998106,0.0,0.0,0.09005607620575745,0.0,0.18247478661309088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061029102736235574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964131148274499,0.0759137520035852,0.08672554215398827,0.0,0.2152443303948029,0.0,0.07880406891547073,0.0,0.0,0.09711051827430957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328240175763624,0.06742895163095627,0.10153965542436948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061041869684377977,0.0,0.0,0.11109940105265924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917406924469144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618967715336664,0.0,0.07641571692166331,0.0,0.08565454160252925,0.0,0.08596171023160445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935394588792552,0.0,0.09708302153839164,0.13534683327022606,0.0,0.0,0.0613474404517856
socialanxiety,thepanckingfool,2019/02/15,"Planning to tell my Doctor I have SA. I've tried to overcome this for two years now. I say hi to strangers, answer questions in class and my voice still shakes uncontrollably, no improvement. Any advice how to bring this up to the doctor? I have a big fear that I'm going to get way too nervous and not bring it up.  Also, what should I say, Stories? Like skipping lunch the last two years of high school, or strictly the symptoms of it? I'm embarrassed to get personal, I just want to try medication before it gets any worse. Therapy sounds extremely intimidating, and i need relief fast (grades are falling due to incompetent class discussions, everything i say is 3 words or my mind goes blank)",4.930763358778627,6.671906694656492,5.282358778625955,80.5232328244275,69.83969465648855,8.5987786259542,29.130534351145037,9.120678840339163,2.44822076335878,551,21,103,11,10,175,91,131,0.172,0.758,0.071,-0.9206,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,5,4,0,5,5,0,1,0,15,15,7,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,7,3,1,0,2,0,0,5,2,5,0,2,0,5,10,2,15,14,0,18,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,8,56,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513825274868098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269601658360152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592423514749184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509290843579932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32499479355936706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268308386224512,0.0,0.0,0.17864892851914216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488363506155385,0.0,0.09022686087388304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677384599284576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294104377374793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756202581490547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599338101480594,0.0,0.0,0.1603021547267909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771839038573002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862294586621965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784732548423013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787565285521319,0.0,0.16067340747219291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678579247745264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501223471323104,0.0,0.0,0.1387630749909023,0.0,0.18155568327611946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215574984771892,0.0,0.31017053899944985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364065157682698,0.12601615063113947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617898136180594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044722300431158
socialanxiety,vintecontos,2019/02/15,"When I was in high school, someone thought it would be funny to make me think my crush liked me. A classmate of mine knew her, and knew I liked her. For months he kept going on about how she talked about me and how she wanted me. I was a shy person, so the best I did was ask for her email and chat a couple of times on MSN, and not very interesting conversations.

Turns out he was talking shit to everyone he could about me, saying how dumb I was, thinking a girl like her would like someone like me.

It's been 9 years, and I'm still not over it. My self esteem is low, and the one or two times a conversation has gotten intimate with a girl, I literally start shaking, to the point where I can't even hold my phone. Flirting is something I've never experienced, but just the thought of it immediately puts me on edge.

I have friends, male and female, but I'm known as the quiet one, never raises a fuss, and none of them know this story.

I feel that this shouldn't affect me as much as it does, but I seem to have a weak personality in general. Sorry for the long post, just needed to let off some steam.",6.6907368842611135,4.989733788546257,7.065230276331601,81.16398077693232,65.74008810572687,10.016659991990393,29.88746495794954,8.575989854853784,1.861875770925109,858,21,192,10,11,281,135,227,0.077,0.836,0.08800000000000001,0.527,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,13,14,2,1,14,0,19,2,1,5,2,45,39,20,0,6,8,0,1,5,1,3,1,2,0,6,8,10,0,2,10,1,0,3,7,5,0,3,13,4,29,9,27,20,4,26,0,1,0,0,26,12,2,3,15,130,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866593592519793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443471545397565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988675274333401,0.15228552713485355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044137538304575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909036452313818,0.0,0.0,0.13151183789008658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695901146069908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633298055979973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821858312997343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541417649835975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563812179194697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073650791385547,0.0,0.3361965441983151,0.0,0.0,0.12179865884843324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918694254526992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985534961817273,0.0,0.10117425124849484,0.10205126960122536,0.2122982478444816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865239733182696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24034728261497745,0.0,0.0,0.13010530575443124,0.0,0.13181197152387694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383566632635798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944929528242267,0.0,0.1392894106856557,0.0,0.12529363541093394,0.14357862444655764,0.0,0.14127572734693067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332277469271923,0.1059546805931777,0.0,0.15406607339473807,0.09741557414296333,0.0,0.10991189267305823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212443602444561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637613037820551,0.0,0.2185264822533846,0.16050689916874594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970245912250565,0.13444499705641275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355957384045574,0.08117803300222143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553751248592585,0.0,0.0,0.08862952766224394
socialanxiety,kmark10,2019/02/15,"The show dating around on netflix is pretty helpful I am not looking for a partner but I like watching other people be nervous, makes me feel more normal. That's all. ",3.479270833333332,5.863519218750002,4.42625,82.32708333333336,75.5625,4.266666666666667,29.416666666666664,3.1291,1.1944041666666672,133,6,21,0,3,43,31,32,0.078,0.708,0.214,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,6,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,5,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844244455404184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183486041967236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289449702950069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109726261439145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36263239545037895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882530217005375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231063279109494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29937981435891425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43933114672522944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LilxDDDD,2019/02/15,"Ever feel like your irrational fears reach a schizophrenic level of delusion? I’ve been stressed recently, and I’m starting to notice the first place my mind goes when I notice something is getting pretty ridiculous. Like I’d see a car behind me and think they’re following me. ",8.034117647058824,8.629869274509804,7.2360784313725475,73.46235294117648,62.137254901960794,9.937254901960783,36.607843137254896,9.725611199111238,3.719949019607842,227,10,36,4,3,70,43,51,0.182,0.65,0.168,-0.2023,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,1,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,9,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,2,5,2,3,8,0,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,7,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158673600852388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685410951094932,0.12066568834329287,0.1704874788113514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299065204915526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468175553631805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331790235060237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24096263288884665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5433960535338526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493324175934145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427869663984025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23563237749431565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016854637021727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371998004563092,0.0,0.0,0.1689136075677178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733661482925537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291358046760967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,preciousjewel128,2019/02/15,"Face flushes when anxious Typically in the past when I had high anxiety my ears would turn bright red. In the past few years add my cheeks change color as well. It's more than a bit embarrassing but I love my job (teacher) even though when I feel on stage, I get anxious and turn into a lobster. 

My question is, is there anyway I can hide at least the cheeks flushing? Makeup is fine if i have to (i normally dont because i just dont but if it's a solution i would). My hair can cover my ears if needed.",0.4841428571428565,2.713237723809524,2.544404761904765,92.40517857142858,86.04761904761904,5.404761904761906,21.13095238095238,6.816661863887847,0.4369523809523814,391,13,86,5,12,131,69,105,0.09,0.7709999999999999,0.139,0.7974,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,0,11,7,6,0,0,15,17,11,0,7,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,15,4,8,14,4,13,0,0,3,1,2,6,0,4,6,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329739578923631,0.3927405500003857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596075887435366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189769465996318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838814627950555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074380285358176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480831284289128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789002496254035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081523303695184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365332022407968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724922968915662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688185366315285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888739562169946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030942725147094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33186704132089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947213050130678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078000775035707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781385601543169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628756268425506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24695744432320035,0.0,0.0,0.11193617718040452
socialanxiety,ifartcolours,2019/09/08,An open party for people with SA Everyone knows each others struggles so less expectation and more understanding. What would happen?,6.741428571428571,10.771661238095241,6.2447619047619085,62.758571428571464,79.47619047619048,8.514285714285714,26.04761904761905,8.841846274778883,3.5058761904761897,110,4,13,3,3,34,21,21,0.10300000000000001,0.785,0.11199999999999999,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206957886824659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893283226206164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419602661801307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30522701111087297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602646331470542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583354381147085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127543852783272,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SILaXED,2019/09/08,"I feel awful Not sure if this is the best sub for this but I thought it belonged here

For 2 and a half years, I have been best friends with a girl who I have had a crush on. After months of stressing out about it I finally built up the courage to tell her. We met up and talked about it earlier. My heart was racing and I was stuttering. She said she wanted us to stay friends. I am miserable. Our relationship didn't take a hit, but deep down I keep remembering that the girl I like the most will never date me.",1.4394392523364488,3.3048772897196272,2.6988878504672904,94.770761682243,79.84112149532709,6.522990654205607,21.914953271028036,7.554174236665415,0.5809558878504668,398,12,94,6,10,128,77,107,0.132,0.6659999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.9075,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,2,3,10,0,2,8,1,10,1,1,0,2,18,18,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,8,2,17,7,14,8,3,13,0,1,0,0,16,6,0,2,7,69,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338352007477976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451310561208672,0.0,0.0,0.22642839245616594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193899044442129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449390303934094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18372335855596056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098257526561777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164984981294217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941882926574696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191711753592455,0.23414940594088365,0.0,0.19661785797436995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031338013232127,0.0,0.0,0.2367727356428501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481113876149336,0.0,0.15541174644642536,0.1661366367830679,0.1806638302330736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409573003125544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486331627796651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191628630670966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331072270426026
socialanxiety,mistydaydreamz,2019/09/08,"My dad's way of ""helping"" is making it worse He thinks that forcing me into social situations is the only way to overcome my anxiety. He makes me order all my own food, ask store attendants for help, and worst of all, takes me to the park (or store, or neighbors house, or basically anywhere with people) talks to kids my age himself and then make me talk to them. 

I've been in therapy for months, and I'm working on it, I really am, but every time he does this I breakdown and cry (which I get scolded for) and then my anxiety gets worse because I'm embarrassed. (To make matters worse, he purposely embarrasses me so I can seem ""funny"" to other kids.) 

I'm fairly self-sufficient on my own, and I can make friends by myself, he just thinks I cant. It makes it even worse and I dont know what to do. He thinks that I should ""just face my fears"" but it's not that easy.",3.7738135593220328,4.450341819209044,5.095833333333335,84.79934322033901,71.48587570621469,8.385875706214689,27.17937853107345,8.59863814320734,1.7454937853107353,670,22,144,11,12,224,102,177,0.201,0.762,0.038,-0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,3,2,0,10,2,1,6,2,32,28,15,0,1,8,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,12,9,1,0,5,0,2,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,23,1,18,26,5,13,0,0,0,0,19,4,0,4,5,89,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876876372360766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468185140074914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747797718744568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474953857696698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735117896480692,0.0,0.14377078434770085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102376327696008,0.0,0.10335653272637436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804021426479454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833558691228366,0.0,0.09477615802404107,0.0,0.12818221540451033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644490419223112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154712994049234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741737648897833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913074648210131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791569765452862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329765776517776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504538636665251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858688668861957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116760700828382,0.12797375120853122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378885770538229,0.0,0.12504875467168014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223415039138376,0.19719837004535049,0.0,0.0,0.1402862341698362,0.0,0.0,0.2358099798819158,0.0,0.0,0.07153108640179054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474280174127345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893067478061901,0.0,0.5000533890200203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slickshaw,2019/09/08,"University advice Hi all, I am starting university in 2 weeks and moving away from home for it. I currently know no one who will be there and although I’m only slightly introverted am worried about meeting new people and making friends.
Any advice?",4.1080000000000005,7.175054911111115,5.488888888888892,71.74000000000002,77.66666666666667,7.155555555555559,31.222222222222207,8.238735603445708,3.0520222222222224,201,10,30,4,5,67,38,45,0.091,0.84,0.069,-0.0094,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5364666858242632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666601686942536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25789709389731025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207416066970453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753408719057858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508552765963232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322754794907886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917447504427012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26510898721695325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600492000694133,0.20876582123090975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903002749696136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428897801757652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22018333647611305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27876300282985506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bittersweetk,2019/09/08,School starts tomorrow for me. Wish me luck I’m not ready for this lmao,-1.032,0.6251738000000024,-0.2666666666666657,105.88000000000004,111.0,4.666666666666667,11.666666666666668,6.42735559955562,-0.9363333333333332,57,1,14,1,3,17,13,15,0.09699999999999999,0.461,0.442,0.8171,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5997384546498858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194422649054169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6814557743721751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,engelvl,2019/09/08,"Shopping is impossible! Background: I've struggled with social anxiety for as long as I can remember but have made significant progress especially the past year or so. 


Basically, I had a baby a month ago and this has made me relapse a bit and I'm in a rough patch. Its horrible timing because post birth none of my clothes fit and I have no idea what size I am.

I have no pants that fit anymore but shopping is torturous I literally cant do it. I hate going in, feeling squished, having to try stuff on until I find the right size and going back and forth from the fitting rooms till I get it and its different for every dang brand! I hate taking up space, feeling like I'm bugging the workers and am in everyones ways. It's even harder now that I have to bring the baby with me. Today my husband and I drove all the way out to the mall and when we got there I saw through the store windows and couldnt do it. My husband let me give up and I never even stopped the car we just turned right around and went back home.

I go back to work in a week and need clothes before then, please help!!!!

Any advice on how to get through a shopping trip?",2.825004537205082,4.433801491379313,3.922105263157897,88.69131578947369,75.0344827586207,6.780762250453721,26.865698729582572,7.475848149327749,1.3068155172413791,894,34,190,11,19,290,141,232,0.077,0.784,0.139,0.9301,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,3,12,5,3,1,15,0,17,0,0,3,2,36,39,24,0,2,4,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,11,19,0,1,5,4,4,8,6,4,0,0,7,4,23,1,27,30,3,47,0,0,1,0,7,17,1,1,20,126,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278597391398338,0.1159857618716905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897875247006473,0.0,0.10009569068610988,0.0,0.12976259323140854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647935300316722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018340509205468,0.0,0.07976159778396663,0.0,0.1113390393807282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284831459564015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367046623036989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284312737112528,0.0,0.11024214149123916,0.12502753486611468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231782963346936,0.09347534284900144,0.0,0.0,0.1195895101067388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672171032183414,0.12551797500926062,0.22308584808085988,0.0,0.10464830613340467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583637261803711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770231580665229,0.0,0.13124771019962533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770752338371693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379737468836012,0.0,0.06392401752723226,0.0,0.0,0.11579327237861076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24761647481776636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443883816827604,0.0,0.0,0.09701954495428937,0.10091535108259564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490588850434615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362797820736764,0.0,0.0,0.1253128701558137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482213212525611,0.22348099027336074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337949853943604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939186773938968,0.0,0.13678708942786058,0.14978565768991936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837878641585356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629648499340551,0.0,0.1240252945891257,0.0,0.0,0.08883483225333061,0.14232125204671842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771656070157055,0.1049555721116906,0.0,0.0,0.12129417003735896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952563603680186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425957341741158
socialanxiety,Keh1236,2019/09/08,Graded Class Discussion Tomorrow Class discussions are my worst nightmare!! I can never get myself to say anything because I’m afraid I won’t be able to get my point across and will end up sounding dumb! Really don’t want to go to school tomorrow.,4.487553191489361,6.7017721702127675,5.06058510638298,79.70875000000002,71.97872340425532,8.955319148936171,28.77127659574468,9.516144504307137,2.9206638297872343,200,8,35,5,4,64,37,47,0.16899999999999998,0.7979999999999999,0.032,-0.8270000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,11,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,6,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,4,20,5,4,0.3502516636752861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28822727582892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351016325804645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31021901381475103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36598407633205804,0.0,0.19905609201942195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701356753565343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311010335157153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438018445680968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785341810269916,0.0,0.3544733826832789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658750594337635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,S-R-T-,2019/09/08,"Am I alone? This is my first time posting to reddit. It’s the first time in over a year I’m posting to any sort of social platform. Whenever I feel like posting something to Instagram, snapchat or facebook I instantly shut myself down telling myself that nobody wants to hear from me or cares about me and that i would just be a burden to the people who are forced to see it... I know if I posted something about how I feel that people would ‘help’ but I’m convinced that it’s not really them trying to help me it’s them giving false hope and false promises so that they can feel good about them selves... as if telling me ‘I’m here for you’ or ‘I’m only a message away’ is their good deed for the day... when in reality they know that I’m never going to call them up on that offer and that if I did they would make some kind of excuse... I’m rambling I’m sorry. I’m posting here because I know that none of you know me (at least I really fucking hope not) I’m afraid of people trying to talk to me or making fun of me even though I understand that this fear of people is completely irrational. I’ve always been different. I know this. Growing up I never really had many friends, never any male friends bar 1 or 2 none of which have been long lasting. I just don’t understand how other people work. I want to. I just can’t... the way people crave others attention and always want to be in the spotlight simply baffles me. I just turned 20 this month and I can honestly say I can’t remember what it feels like to be happy. I think about suicide almost all the time but am sure I would never go through with it because I know how much it would hurt those who love me. I don’t want to be a burden. I’ve been to therapy. It didn’t help I’m on fluoxetine (Prozac) and propranolol (a type of beta blocker)... they don’t help. I think I’m just supposed to feel this way forever... does anyone have any advice or anything? I’m sorry for boring you with my shit but I just need help",2.3537707761237168,3.9467225798525827,3.8357775690128655,88.88288733921087,76.27272727272728,6.655557161439514,23.027099291805172,7.39963492309942,0.8446150310738543,1538,45,326,19,34,509,181,407,0.09,0.7170000000000001,0.193,0.993,1,1,2,0,0,1,46.0,0,3,9,3,19,25,2,2,11,0,30,5,1,5,6,72,75,25,1,15,20,0,5,2,2,5,1,2,0,1,30,8,1,1,17,1,0,3,14,8,0,2,6,8,50,17,47,60,6,38,0,1,1,2,34,13,2,14,17,215,80,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715529744581675,0.0,0.0,0.07332257134430947,0.07583726974847564,0.0,0.0,0.1218553251918478,0.0,0.0,0.14938309226129134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051199443297955526,0.0,0.06025654794679696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879571335959837,0.0,0.0,0.08927250450178276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476918989972904,0.0,0.07465604815032607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767732510307995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722297956801028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650277777769672,0.0,0.0,0.06407821505190321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048363307954704435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239658493522548,0.18511953699845665,0.10462149953283163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456742604557695,0.0,0.0,0.11314430068157175,0.06769377338886355,0.0,0.07024247445129117,0.08322899294228997,0.12283248254706584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794757875997534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252799597755832,0.0,0.2454002176546161,0.0,0.0,0.14545454421960502,0.0,0.0,0.07838707149934372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625081306136007,0.24144970873466254,0.0596867734552261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154642460809647,0.0,0.0,0.06480032820865596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660868992265287,0.0,0.0977542606455742,0.07423694699477516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844615021248085,0.0,0.05382756057540792,0.0542941591212316,0.2258973336572492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568962945507863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045829552683959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35063846750588057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072618877740814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294774011811054,0.0,0.0,0.058230117831862487,0.0,0.0,0.058349500573136114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516267901923175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464194684300103,0.0,0.11274176813761433,0.0,0.16393500907463116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009442030037371,0.0,0.06901210637357444,0.0,0.0,0.058854125709198186,0.12800080682416,0.0,0.08373724041636645,0.0,0.0,0.09383708527450202,0.07194153369921891,0.0,0.1280913087741546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942764666939427,0.07964593844052867,0.0,0.1524561033410671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275602971697976,0.11624251591944235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330744428421405,0.0,0.0,0.26007870501184804,0.0,0.0,0.04715341314749984
socialanxiety,DirePegasus,2019/09/08,"I don't think I want to be around my family anymore When I was young I ran away from my mum and never saw her again, so that part of my family is gone. Most of my life I've been with my dad, and we ""didn't get along"" if you understand what I mean. When ever I was around my family, it was only when I was around him and I was always scared of acting out or misbehaving in some way in case it got me in trouble when me and my dad were alone again. Because of that I never did much to try and engage with my family. Now I'm older, live by myself and have my independence, but I cant be comfortable around my family because none of them really knew me, as far as their concerned, I'm just am accessory to dad. I get nervous when I speak to them and I feel like them engaging with me is more like them crossing a chore of off their checklist. There are very few members of my family I'm comfortable around, and that's because they took the time and effort to get to know me and saw me as more than just my dad accessory. The rest of them make me nervous and uncomfortable.",3.463643067846604,3.90763265044248,5.114318584070798,85.23082890855459,72.05309734513273,8.858525073746312,23.916224188790558,9.029198982220553,1.427199764011799,833,20,189,16,15,284,117,226,0.107,0.843,0.05,-0.8679,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,8,1,18,10,0,3,3,0,18,1,0,2,3,41,38,23,0,2,5,5,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,22,0,0,6,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,16,4,45,6,35,20,9,32,0,0,2,0,18,12,0,4,16,145,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165981647864999,0.0,0.0,0.09367496571247008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164837837439286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010970632233921,0.0,0.0,0.10577192387742174,0.0,0.0,0.20588182219623571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018343890590228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6367782615969003,0.0,0.05692345821977714,0.08042664829046686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645405581696744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900399212782813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187061898032545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951806312662435,0.11000108302959316,0.0,0.09940955215847884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514753253339679,0.0,0.0,0.12263182161981412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275871215884419,0.0,0.17365613650093406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562160285619846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219123715280947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212115891155282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271148230707285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213624625602474,0.0,0.0,0.06564587384585409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507970400164053,0.07643392997362583,0.0,0.0,0.11719898355403745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288968258594454,0.06640216640053409,0.0893601791792149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sandsii,2019/09/08,"How to talk to girls? I have no idea... How do normal guys do it? I work an unsociable job and have 0 friends to go out anywhere so I don't meet anyone in social situations. I'd have to rely on Instagram etc. 

I've literally never had a proper girlfriend, not since I was like 12-13 so I don't have a clue how I even go about talking to a girl. Do you just message her saying hi? Do you only do it in person? Because i've never done it myself and never had friends to see what they do I am so confused on what the basic principles are when it comes to talking. 

There's a few girls I like and know of, I followed their IG and they followed me back, but now what? What would a non-anxious person do? Just message her? What do you say?",-0.17888888888888846,1.8920945541401293,2.392558386411892,93.44436482661007,87.53503184713375,4.76277423920736,20.187190375088466,6.139981653823899,0.04144472753007733,563,18,127,5,18,194,90,157,0.055,0.9159999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.3748,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,3,1,14,5,0,1,7,0,21,0,0,3,3,21,28,12,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,6,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,5,7,1,0,0,4,3,19,4,14,23,2,16,0,0,1,0,27,5,0,1,8,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647401699905452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280868870020119,0.0,0.1015433619695629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434907265515301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046538156100458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857765988970192,0.11002207035855976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25739286117311666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933829187087214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493671893335182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804435880540288,0.0,0.0,0.16530126743421225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154597416199133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276152511130454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38542171826924215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632093994224005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668877686958924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908959874056278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649363077928673,0.0,0.0,0.13273973863526714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779363073427256,0.18723873235065294,0.0,0.1698035530355344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016631430008951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126952505328573,0.0,0.0,0.11833101907907545,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Raiyan23,2019/09/08,"The description of this sub hits too close to home Most of the situations in my life are turned 10x worse by my social anxiety, for the life of me, I can't stop being so nervous and shy, and that has just ruined a lot of opportunities for me, resulting in me being friendless",10.988727272727267,6.428886145454545,11.011363636363637,65.09704545454548,60.27272727272727,14.636363636363635,40.22727272727273,12.161744961471696,4.516818181818183,218,7,44,5,2,74,42,55,0.237,0.6920000000000001,0.071,-0.8614,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,1,0,8,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,10,4,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477679597399211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32487889492339755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575332378958551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27535191212564697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640556395847649,0.0,0.3301557339554454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707788886428956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352289354372174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33006225072428064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blackbeetle1313,2019/09/08,"Monthly Brunch with Strangers I currently live with my partner and a roommate. Our roomie is super outgoing and loves to host a monthly brunch in our apartment. She will often invite large groups of people and I always try to psych myself up for it, knowing I will be nervous the day of. Large groups of people always set me on edge. 

The thing is... she knows so many people that it always ends up being new people, with one to three people I've already met. Thus I never have time to acclimate to people. I just end up being overwhelmed by the sheer amount of people I don't know and pacing awkwardly between the party and my room.  At least until I give up and hide in my room until the late afternoon. My partner on the other hand lives for these days since it gives him the rare opportunity to socialize since we never go to parties due to my anxiety.

I'm not sure why I'm writing this.. I guess I just want to be heard? It's a terrible feeling to know that 15+ people are in your home enjoying themselves and you can't bring yourself to face them. I even heard my roommate introducing my partner and I as her roommates, and she had to make an excuse as to where I was. She is very kind but it makes me feel even worse that I put her in that position..

Any tips on how to not feel uncomfortable when multiple people are holding unique conversations and you don't know where to jump in? I just end up standing there, and I feel it looks weird.",4.8090515350877165,5.54208374652778,5.481301169590644,82.76223684210528,69.1736111111111,8.146491228070175,28.005116959064328,8.20500826718156,1.7674555555555551,1141,37,226,15,19,370,159,288,0.061,0.847,0.092,0.6831,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,3,1,2,12,11,0,3,11,0,17,5,2,4,3,42,41,19,0,1,6,0,5,0,3,2,0,2,3,3,14,15,2,1,9,0,0,4,7,5,0,2,5,8,39,6,44,30,2,43,0,1,1,1,29,19,0,2,18,156,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094338927405625,0.0,0.24754611722282996,0.0,0.0,0.06743735638927698,0.0,0.07586292882787947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790977297435374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634991295720682,0.0,0.0,0.1309985053328911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056843652983208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026116188373468,0.05635922219181647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924427187039504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947317041769532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103267776377197,0.2724995481675036,0.0,0.11186535197826586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751335835533409,0.0,0.0832757929208252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950261455304917,0.0,0.13239026212273838,0.10054036322226627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830923574266947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296830551531015,0.09577666868766987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719852006828582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6187528352186491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969081022131618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406489726792958,0.0,0.0,0.10108886142287866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346427247366716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588253504390251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057825414572770385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732827867490032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818236408533166,0.0584916092313313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948331826146973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106023822349527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_Razak_,2019/09/08,"Tips for presenting in front of class? Hey guys. One of my biggest fears in high school is presenting in front of my class, either alone or with a group. Whenever I speak, my voice gets super shaky and I just get really anxious in general, so I just wanted some tips on how I could get over this fear.",3.0174999999999983,4.763005750000001,3.84,88.905,74.83333333333334,8.133333333333335,22.0,8.841846274778883,1.315900000000001,235,6,50,5,5,75,44,60,0.19399999999999998,0.746,0.059000000000000004,-0.7809999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,6,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,2,7,1,11,5,2,12,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,2,31,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687949156722496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931951431539053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072136684320588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5840870372259269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067813000332898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569756044201919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27420780214182705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586431392726148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626162910293335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626583190544341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307757845733094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Luther_G1,2019/09/08,"About to just dip Currently volunteer at  a medical clinic and I usually go in on Sundays. The staff member  I usually work with isn’t in but said “see you next week”.  I’m sitting outside, with the clinic about to open in 8 minutes and about 15 people out here waiting to come in to be admitted.  Just saw another volunteer come in and I know that we usually only have 1 volunteer on shift at a time.

Im like 90% sure that I’ll be asked to go home but there’s a crowd out here and I’m first in line right by the door

God help me",1.9788397246804337,3.2286937079646063,4.239410029498527,87.03093411996069,76.52212389380531,8.56204523107178,25.829891838741396,9.150863307647796,1.967120747295968,411,15,93,10,9,143,72,113,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.9186,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,2,8,2,0,0,6,0,4,3,0,0,1,20,17,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,12,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,2,3,6,2,23,13,0,28,0,0,2,0,7,14,0,0,10,53,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501119230305888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386168902958765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320402301387507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819039358794768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113879618360608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465524334796235,0.0,0.18654826960174936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088510851753835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220709557049244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908580792576076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735042884363398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778671437933176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144250518659016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893177374867076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882178805623018,0.17690498461053536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481981406270267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752794067620006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844362336354317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.614476161068965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491780720038299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539214640915884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nalmakbo,2019/09/08,"Should i go back to this psychologist ??? 2 years ago i was 19 years old i got the idea to go to a psychologist for social anxiety, its a free one payed by the government. and i went and talked with him

and hes actually pretty damn good as he started right away breaking my false believes about social interactions. and at the end of the session he said come next week and we will go outside and il show you how to interact with people basically a coach for free.

this was a golden chance for me and i know alot of you would pay for a chance like this.

**HERES THE PROBLEM:**

but because i was a dumbass. i didnt go because it was too overwhelming for me.

now 2 years later im 21 and i need to see him cause i really need someone to push me to break social anxiety cause i cant do it with my self, and i only have 1 friend and he has a job now it so im not in a position to make much social connections

its as if im having a midlife crisis i realize if i stay like this i would be a 40 year old virgin and will never get to be a 20 year old again

But im really scared to go, hes a young psycologist too (im scared because he sees me 2 years later with same problem and that i didnt come to his offer)

and yes he still remember me cause he saw me 3 weeks ago and made eye contact with me but i pretended i didnt see him cause im embarrassed",-0.2304151100041523,1.797363123287674,2.6109090909090935,92.10378787878791,87.28767123287672,6.2791199667912005,19.46492320464923,7.5764669431780325,0.5630968036529675,1040,31,245,20,33,365,144,292,0.11599999999999999,0.799,0.085,-0.9139,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,0,12,13,1,4,18,1,21,2,1,7,1,49,42,23,0,9,6,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,1,10,22,0,0,4,3,4,9,6,7,0,1,12,6,35,8,30,23,3,41,0,1,5,1,27,4,1,3,27,146,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.07553260012906163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372233401444715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184237167421528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272116225017902,0.05951689812075585,0.0,0.14154952323308276,0.0,0.0,0.08720487124830698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31805023184100645,0.0,0.13334890328479154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855466555354596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059800128857880726,0.0,0.04043903634780145,0.0,0.219944993812279,0.06492062118904676,0.06190496952536709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737675813003583,0.5016407583414052,0.0,0.07680894526665556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04253778466392897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562882770252821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323907521270236,0.051666034858124425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689893417740746,0.11478431320434147,0.05969673054665577,0.0,0.08231726592652555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24365924377250825,0.0,0.05244919112016961,0.058867251773181764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366038431526228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874504907895352,0.0,0.14812537109401286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991706363393004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768069655568457,0.06610037182415099,0.07362645518234605,0.0,0.15498460634619254,0.0,0.18503668140846136,0.0,0.08074653976536275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156039155327281,0.06558195418793764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478510858855788,0.08249959274044166,0.06181285721757841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062212312595983824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417346698013468,0.0,0.0,0.07175187231597772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996746617698544,0.0,0.0,0.29906377947346097
socialanxiety,Berryblast36,2019/09/08,Every morning before high school I throw-up I’ve consistently been throwing up almost every morning before school and it usually starts at around 4AM and even after throwing up I have 0 relief in my stomach. I went to the ER for it not long ago when the pain was very bad and since then they prescribed me an anti nausea medicine even when I take it in the morning I still throwup. This honestly makes me hate life and ruins my sleep schedule but I’m just looking for any tips anyone can share. (I’m a senior so I’m not nervous cause I’m new or anything),3.4219543650793653,5.078557366071434,4.224047619047621,86.94317460317465,73.55357142857143,6.04920634920635,26.73015873015873,6.42735559955562,1.065978968253968,443,16,86,3,9,142,78,112,0.095,0.818,0.086,-0.0077,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,8,8,1,1,5,0,4,4,2,2,0,13,14,10,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,0,3,1,10,3,10,11,0,22,0,1,1,0,2,7,0,2,12,49,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111331816226873,0.0,0.1819996577550992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359846437229208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708612077613254,0.0,0.14956746473501692,0.16179895494840854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175639866309945,0.0,0.0,0.30931731250725075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867106869000371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009265726177506,0.0,0.30626995814566504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944373751554127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920323214220859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837771818744112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160845935162485,0.15262698117916748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132172709855485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553845236988105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339830664893706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678880495366623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034819308944866,0.0,0.1818845420858606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864590850637994,0.0,0.14514840581681945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665584861846694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001755622559445,0.1499654924259154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848711335858474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Comprehensive_Set,2019/09/08,"How often do people go out with others in a week I graduated college a few years ago, and I was wondering for young adults how often are they going out to see other people in the workweek. I won from 8am to 7:30pm, and have dinner at the office so I was wondering if it’s abnormal to only see friends 1x per week.",2.7254545454545465,3.8735436666666665,5.112545454545458,81.9188181818182,74.45454545454545,7.704242424242422,23.806060606060605,8.238735603445708,1.403100606060606,246,7,50,4,5,87,49,66,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,0,12,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,2,11,9,1,12,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,5,5,37,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22582563758382665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682369213150186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895671736818881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937532587457864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532311773851101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40601476407213744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086994577199543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525435762408172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405437686892946
socialanxiety,Kedaro-Kun,2019/09/08,"Is it just me that doesn't use Facebook, Snapchat or Instagram I never really needed to use it because I don't have a lot of friends and when I try to make new friends they always ask for either snapchat or IG and I always make some excuse on why i dont use it. Like will they find me super weird if i dont use social media. Its hard enough making new friends when they all have their own groups.",4.520357142857144,4.347493178571432,5.009619047619047,89.06871428571432,69.5952380952381,7.672380952380951,26.323809523809523,6.742157984588678,0.9049123809523812,313,8,70,2,5,100,56,84,0.062,0.767,0.171,0.8831,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,4,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,7,2,20,17,7,0,2,5,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,12,5,5,16,6,6,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,5,6,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25649863411843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440916539944897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395681080407384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612807058782794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925849734780131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087291738668511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572436231746602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807107777467434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530060815619449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310366418248208,0.0,0.0,0.3086508648108417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428616380350265,0.11887530857362162,0.29772130915735984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874024832116343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711711722920318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464481352849267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324786949713891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907922997106276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MGSVSnake,2019/09/08,I'm kinda pround of myself I just had a conversation with someone more than 10 minutes.,2.4911764705882358,5.275364294117646,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,82.52941176470588,5.752941176470588,26.14705882352941,7.1686216300943375,1.6650235294117648,71,3,12,1,2,24,16,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Adria-X,2019/09/08,"Making comments outside of anxiety communities, haven't been insulted Every time a make a comment somewhere that's not an anxiety related community (actually... those too... But less so I think) I become so afraid of being insulted and my heart beats faster any time I see someone has replied, but I really want to defy the anxiety in me and become a more confident person, which is Why I push through it (on occasion). 

So far, I'm ok. Im unscathed. It's not much but it kinda feels like an achievement for me to just put my thoughts out there.",4.453461538461539,6.121099730769237,6.0453846153846165,74.8746153846154,70.92307692307692,9.815384615384616,33.19230769230769,10.125756701596842,3.729176923076924,428,21,77,12,8,146,77,104,0.046,0.795,0.159,0.912,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,2,1,6,1,5,1,1,2,0,16,13,8,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,2,9,2,9,10,3,9,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,4,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.19413225397823725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352828940327079,0.0,0.4565551103037351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394170402816343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761165481967846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058771576374248,0.14211948976882868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23573940726730855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148843698786335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971897880023765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655818490026202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624040906767996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370271830127573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998502369155086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744311150488952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852575783656686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855731915818528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746977189350314,0.0,0.1579324865887332,0.23200166349609105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733725337286445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795082564058866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,supergi9,2019/09/08,"Obsessive over little mistakes So I try my best to be good with people, and for the most part I do a pretty good job. But whenever I fuck up even in the tiniest way I obsess over it to an unhealthy degree. 
So I was at a party, and I was doing super well with the way I was communicating which isn’t always the case (obviously). Until someone started making fun of my baby face. Which I know shouldn’t be too big of a deal, but I hear it a lot and it is really starting to get to me recently. So my insecurity got the best of me and to cope I do what I always do, I joke. I started a playful argument. And we went back and forth until a dude at the party said “I am begging you to change the subject.” And they started saying that I care way too much about it and it honestly made me feel like shit.  These are people I really look up to and respect so though it felt like I only said a couple statements about the subject, I guess we talked about it longer than I thought. And now I can’t stop thinking about how pathetic I sounded. I know I was joking but I know they saw through the jokes and saw that I was legit sad about it. I can’t sleep and I know it’s going to be something I think about for a long time. 
I know my face is young and it’s something I’m usually good at owning up to and being fine with 
I’m proud of who I am for the most part, but when someone brings it up and makes fun of me for it it really hurts and it kinda sucks ya know? 
I should have just sucked it up and ignored it but I didn’t 
I learned my lesson and I know people make social mistakes all the time but for some reason when I do it destroys me. 
Basically I want to know how I can take an L and move on without thinking everybody hates me 
Like the only thing people took from that party was “Jesus what an insecure pussy” 
I purposely made conversations with the parties involved and we just chatted like nothing happened and it seemed fine but I can’t get that conversation out of my head 
Sorry I know this is a ramble but I couldn’t sleep without letting it out",1.895438717787556,3.5181550441860487,3.815920804525458,88.40370521684478,77.62790697674419,6.416090509113765,23.249528598365806,7.2228458231874715,0.8076700188560649,1599,50,345,19,37,542,192,430,0.126,0.677,0.19699999999999998,0.9858,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,3,2,2,5,23,38,6,4,25,0,32,7,6,8,2,85,81,40,0,6,12,0,2,4,0,2,0,5,0,0,31,30,0,2,20,5,0,5,9,15,1,0,18,10,60,23,52,55,11,42,1,2,3,1,19,17,4,7,21,257,91,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858985304838012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403652802554237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479266599914847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490864659412252,0.0,0.08809830129261967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214679863259298,0.0,0.0,0.08585714981196738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055005095032354435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04210844193900958,0.059494643435272415,0.07996104665016163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699023486649055,0.08701984028663043,0.0,0.04732946173290551,0.2095518067712372,0.06660594622872414,0.0,0.09174137583786167,0.0,0.0736434798307266,0.0,0.0,0.08222092210209928,0.08546843685923146,0.0,0.09386165780527002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915205554524011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264170901852227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119124002101847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515857612331362,0.0,0.1627439499580681,0.08346758937313606,0.0,0.07369942962923744,0.06993351400253822,0.0,0.0,0.07080095766151401,0.0,0.15760149606276086,0.16676844359974094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851255993675801,0.061219759566138676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990859320976859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667509688800088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036641408248716,0.0,0.23094111504895934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472483784329783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005227339891728,0.08562483925207147,0.08222811656650772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843509018698054,0.06622692492594963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758142130074714,0.0,0.0,0.0854848536458937,0.0,0.0,0.16667859211439287,0.08489260873851885,0.1411243119157491,0.12822472102886667,0.0,0.09322419344976628,0.2357816520878199,0.0,0.0,0.06962510077536446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261555872398232,0.06693662850176653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532696868339607,0.16008575544244968,0.08182134484276816,0.06611434499044687,0.09712148747889324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252620305264027,0.05654107819729276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917202212730577,0.0,0.049120202038777136,0.19830934561808475,0.0,0.0,0.07487795983542134,0.07720060902913356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055626304583284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sc1201aurora,2019/09/08,"Unnecessarily rewinding conversations. This usually manifests in two ways:  

​

1.) I find myself in the middle of a conversation with a friend and then something random that I said to them previously pops up into my head, and I break our conversation to ensure that they didn't think I meant something else by what I said. It drives the conversation off the rails more often than not.  

​

2.) I sit quietly, fiddling with my hands uncomfortably as I try to figure out if something I said earlier was taken the wrong way, or could be taken the wrong way; when it becomes too much I ask my friend in question if they knew that I didn't mean it the other way.  

​

From my friends, it's usually the same reaction,  starts with ""chill"" or ""relax"" dude. I know what you meant. Don't worry. I feel like I am always overthinking what I say and what I have said, and I hate how much of my life is consumed by worrying about it, especially since all that worrying is seemingly uncalled for. Each time it happens though, I get really worried that maybe this time it is uncalled for, and I don't want to let it slide.  

​

I'm just really lucky that my few friends are really accommodating of this...it still makes me kind of sad though that part of getting to know me well requires learning that I worry so much about every interaction I have.",5.514626736111111,6.878525445312501,6.043385416666666,77.06585069444445,67.984375,9.282638888888886,30.237847222222207,9.586721724236666,2.7767446180555564,1078,41,199,23,18,349,145,256,0.102,0.8009999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.106,0,0,3,0,0,0,48.0,1,1,3,1,12,13,1,0,9,0,15,3,2,2,1,40,39,16,0,4,6,0,2,1,4,0,1,6,0,0,23,11,0,1,13,1,0,2,5,4,1,1,12,8,34,9,29,24,9,24,0,1,0,0,21,8,0,9,9,141,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194824302243782,0.322665545113633,0.3618588887863223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696005639939141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222401510035389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05944215080238665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062193300263119276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272721343740098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03764408341819031,0.05318699095199913,0.0,0.0,0.06804581826756116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300790917160409,0.0,0.0777939523749703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583576048643733,0.0,0.0,0.07350381794736031,0.07640702953130721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752806684068696,0.08183138603554639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613002038886951,0.05258613399829538,0.036372438315936666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496958560113538,0.0,0.07479488561594437,0.0810977173058863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418762816875787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062193737060294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340087572321171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308344962814254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832754420125895,0.05920551252059252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777635142310443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158568901076465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719454059239304,0.0,0.0,0.05269599022761527,0.0,0.059455749998436426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047704460629439685,0.1462932081462868,0.0,0.08682461777259898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054656420905258,0.0,0.0727266898888184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399199313709245,0.0,0.043912453130997516,0.2363793166816469,0.0,0.0,0.0669393602905366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780372057856471,0.0,0.0,0.1627984571891314,0.3618588887863223,0.0
socialanxiety,Skuller_666,2019/09/08,"Has no friends to hangout or talk to when dealing with anxiety. 😞 I wish I can make friends but my anxiety kicks in ASAP. When my anxiety kicks in,I get extremely nauseous and feel sick. I get all clammy really bad. I feel like I cannot fight my anxiety anymore. Wish I could have people to talk to and have friends,but,nope can’t have any of that because of social anxiety. 😞",2.1759740259740283,4.112506857142861,4.024675324675325,85.79987012987014,77.83116883116884,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.4909532467532465,296,14,61,7,7,100,46,77,0.24,0.5770000000000001,0.184,-0.5951,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,12,15,6,0,3,2,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,9,3,8,14,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603570338490594,0.0,0.6526655831946108,0.0,0.16922122822211527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424707058575763,0.10401576606819997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623587575659898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591423929837655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172553469290876,0.12189963171576518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636599292766436,0.0,0.1782964964643524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833622424573431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389827544579348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829483818624804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931131530535937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393797396020333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742952942154386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924370698111527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nekoyakichu,2019/09/08,"Causing stressful situations before social events/going outside Hello!
It's my first time to post stuff like this on Reddit (or anywhere else) and I think I just want to let it out a little bit.:( I'm sorry for my bad English, I'm not a native speaker.

I'm suffering from many different mental health problems since I was a child, mainly because of my PTSD. I think I have good episodes every now and then and people (mainly at work) don't see me as depressed as I am, but I consider myself being in a downward spiral for a while now and I feel that manipulate my reality a lot and myself feel guilty for every single thing I do.
I'm in my mid twenties and I live in Japan for a while already, working as a preschool teacher. Back home I was working as a therapist (what people mention all the time when I try and talk about my problems - ""you know everything, why can't you just treat yourself"", "" so therapists are the crazy ones"" et cetera. :( But it's not that easy. I can't really do what I'm doing st work when I'm at home.). 
I also was in therapy for the longest time and it gave me structure, emotional support, but of course couldn't ""cure"" or ""heal"" me. I'm trying to accept myself the way I am, but it's rather difficult. I think it's also a part of my experiences when I was young.
However I don't want to give anyone too much too read here, I just realized that my social anxiety (especially recently) got worse and worse.

I'm working in a social setting with kids and it works out perfectly fine (most of the time) and I'm trying my best to be a very positive and supporting teacher. My co-workers don't know anything about my situation, they're just surprised that I get sick quite often (but here in Japan taking a day off once a month is too much already - at least in our school).
At home I'm very different and very introverted, I have a few people I know and they ask me to meet them somewhere from time to time, but I cannot go and meet them in very crowded places (what is difficult when you consider that I live in one of the biggest cities here haha). But they're fine with it and ask me less and less often now. Of course that makes me sad, but I know that I'm not very fun too be with, since I get very nervous and I can't talk to others well (my Japanese is ok and maybe my English is fine too, but not good enough to discuss more serious topics I guess...)

I'm just starting with my main issue now, I'm looking for someone who maybe knows the same trouble or has any advice for me, I'm usually very scared of talking about it, I like that it's kind of anonymous here. 

So especially recently always before going out/meeting someone I cause trouble to myself or I find the smallest things to avoid going - mostly I start stupid discussions (online) with my friend which end in me being way too upset (I think this is not the right word) to go out. A real example which happened yesterday was;

My friend (wearing funny glasses which might get attention from others) picks me up (he lives in the same building as me). I get super stressed because I think people will stare at him and then at me and talk to us and I get very anxious and feel sick. I told him to please leave the glasses and I got visibly stressed. I also feel so guilty and stupid because it's just glasses. but I can't deal with the thought that others might look at us at all. In the end we have a huge 'discussion' (I'm not really good at it, especially because if felt already very guilty) so he leaves and I stay at home feeling worse and he's probably very angry.
This is maybe just a small situation and sounds not that bad, but I don't know how to change and especially - how to explain it. I know I'm not easy to deal with and I feel sorry I can't do things like others do. I also feel that it got worse when I started living in a big city where I'm surrounded by people all the time (I also get attention because I look different of course, but people are just curious, for me it's just so hard when they ask me where I'm from and so on...)

I feel a little bit better now writing this, thank you if you have time to read it. I would like to hear about other people's situations too.  
Have a nice day!",4.281896378269618,4.856032085680752,5.398266264252179,83.4579929577465,70.2793427230047,8.33923541247485,28.24245472837022,8.418075326091056,1.850377867203219,3275,111,677,48,56,1087,313,852,0.15,0.732,0.11800000000000001,-0.9814,4,1,0,0,0,0,109.0,4,5,4,12,55,49,2,7,35,2,46,5,1,7,4,137,123,77,0,9,36,0,10,4,2,4,4,3,4,2,47,42,0,1,28,2,0,4,19,21,1,3,12,18,99,28,87,101,25,90,0,3,5,0,49,43,0,14,42,452,146,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04215429838923593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281273267408934,0.17248862286944136,0.03589456467290293,0.0,0.0,0.029335558692349342,0.0,0.033000721267265554,0.04873405900802948,0.0,0.03016333879182885,0.0,0.03549918813702987,0.0,0.1209856078393628,0.0,0.0,0.03317072997889088,0.07203744419528442,0.1314836951649954,0.0,0.07341512066269974,0.0,0.04527103908440785,0.03815236681483454,0.09419181547490037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862994118675759,0.04563465656056249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564133669111142,0.08894749359409325,0.03715499943630178,0.0,0.0,0.13521118918397346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036036557771416115,0.048524839827910934,0.07641555160539558,0.04457344930827645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269184434058125,0.0,0.03876996927359421,0.04219758593620231,0.0,0.0,0.1744963757977084,0.0,0.04141958299494397,0.0,0.03942767228508648,0.036693460243041945,0.0,0.0,0.06665716761727132,0.0,0.13522805095566767,0.04138223812553219,0.12258259805733435,0.10854720912140757,0.10350504276841548,0.0,0.04752175827827259,0.0,0.03814710227882063,0.0,0.03864349022889678,0.0,0.0,0.04585405102204265,0.04862005799545839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730851376947729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045025231877057766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044921955384113615,0.16595397096925046,0.0,0.0,0.09135457233535893,0.0,0.04411188771581336,0.0,0.08430087929820246,0.08647192327419402,0.152367820875832,0.0,0.1086760532298643,0.0,0.0,0.03667468429737802,0.0,0.0,0.02879518498900299,0.0437355181782584,0.1300148185625608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043473312649169434,0.0915259489218298,0.0,0.0,0.034432621067338375,0.0,0.06342330468419577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594093708298355,0.05846332759911287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671463150223101,0.0,0.2093469119562594,0.0,0.04507039639465783,0.047352956381167856,0.0,0.0,0.04131461675189692,0.0,0.04651043972182287,0.0825551539600315,0.05042642509603317,0.0,0.0,0.04588294744308526,0.08630005186386641,0.04910088885558762,0.05527106592772043,0.0,0.08518783686125024,0.0,0.0,0.03683991697340415,0.0,0.0,0.043189015979660086,0.04365831535288898,0.03437568146745448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136898124201832,0.19395726066153127,0.0,0.13192235221805768,0.07310197145833527,0.0,0.0,0.09657970673202793,0.0916006429048855,0.045979743578190735,0.0,0.0,0.14824450967925354,0.0,0.04938309237267712,0.0,0.09790578145831892,0.0,0.0,0.032434672130914784,0.13869189340457674,0.0,0.03971599877599431,0.049332465149529166,0.10017390330896772,0.08597761287192797,0.1382065708166383,0.0,0.03424703295179588,0.20123456006394336,0.0,0.0,0.04122054406706376,0.0,0.08786432816202958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037802521370004,0.0,0.047510800276979126,0.35593658280707074,0.050888235467323864,0.06848243191411242,0.0,0.0,0.038786559228824784,0.0,0.038925653011850886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983663863291408,0.0,0.17584666473311247,0.030644247618707012,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LiterallyAGhost_,2019/09/08,"I think my experience with SA is different from most people's Sorry if I've messed up grammar, spelling, etc. as I'm a bit drunk (I should probably quit). I don't really have any issues walking up to people and asking them for something if I need it such as store employees. I've even had some degree of practice with public speaking. I used to work in a museum where I gave tours to groups of kids on field trips or sometimes important adults who came to visit. For most of us with SA, these things would be terrible.

I really run into problems when it comes to opening up to people. I feel like I'll be judged for every tiny thing about me. A game of truth or dare feels the same as being threatened with a gun because it involves divulging embarrassing things about myself. Not that I've ever been threatened with a gun, I just imagine it feels that way. I feel like my friends and even my family don't know who I really am because I can't bring myself to discuss what's really going on inside my head. But at the same time I feel like if I show them who I am, I'll be an embarrassment to myself or to them.

Not sure where I'm going with this, but I guess I just want to ask if anyone feels the same. Do you also have these kinds of thoughts and feelings about opening up to people?",4.9862786259541965,5.148709106870232,5.838998091603056,82.36552003816797,68.61832061068702,8.687404580152673,27.443702290076338,8.472884824447931,1.7489305343511448,1014,29,207,14,16,334,143,262,0.08800000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.049,-0.7616,2,0,1,2,0,0,22.0,1,1,3,2,13,12,0,2,9,0,17,2,1,1,3,54,41,17,0,9,13,0,7,3,1,2,0,1,0,2,16,14,1,0,11,4,1,9,5,5,0,0,5,8,30,7,41,30,8,26,0,0,0,0,21,13,0,11,6,144,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267803601395384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880989249467403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103372130711879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166849873724443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129222476281966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652301817914652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254849490797588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982988348059693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108148789004247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924916241643528,0.15308989964929462,0.10483009549379448,0.09764321344278433,0.0,0.0,0.11336369100869312,0.10925177402970332,0.0,0.4101860021264867,0.2483777817623714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953714277285363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317271162404806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766706440962672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118937658541136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209601535458098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068270155004203,0.06369069384025554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985554896975175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593174994560787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32137706613310496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249501600701686,0.11089208964286984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326440390144612,0.0,0.0,0.296971113419817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921859721959179,0.1146192182066125,0.12973054961287162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922594923833437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309786051271791,0.07425830953038874,0.0,0.0920045537055508,0.067577007017206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940267168186252,0.10009266333043776,0.0,0.0,0.06835554775831458,0.09198892636622233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437006938890401,0.0,0.0,0.08232568146180612,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,johnkr,2019/09/08,"I had a chance to meet single women and I blew it. Most of the time I look for opportunities to meet women since I have not been able to be in a proper relationship for years. And yet, yesterday I rejected a friend's invitation to be introduced to some single women. I don't know why I did that. Usually I feel very confident talking to women. But at that moment I panicked. Now I feel like an worthless scum. What is wrong with me? Why can't I give myself a break?",1.366736842105265,3.613858778947371,3.8897368421052647,84.09565789473685,82.26315789473685,7.1684210526315795,21.07894736842105,8.238735603445708,1.2630842105263158,364,11,75,8,10,127,65,95,0.13699999999999998,0.748,0.115,-0.4708,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,14,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,3,13,3,12,9,4,10,0,2,1,0,10,2,0,2,8,54,17,0,0.2592393925510553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621584522920373,0.18520067383695374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028771161382766,0.0,0.0,0.2486860474843749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424711904502415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266512725129323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769579863348607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783260899655059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144455044241977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083668039188786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151164574544491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855155658294771,0.21389964860013716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678464593384512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834375796729515,0.0,0.16694166930552856
socialanxiety,ImprovingMyself-2019,2019/09/08,"How do I become interesting Girls hate me because I look disgusting, so I need to rely on my personality. How can I become a person people want to talk to? I can’t understand socialization, Everyone is fucking mean every time they talk and I can’t stand being alive anymore. 

It’s actually not just about girls. I can’t make friends. I’m so fucking ugly and that becomes a topic of conversation in itself. I really just want to kill myself. I haven’t felt suicidal thoughts in months but the lack of people who care about me is getting to me again. I really need help please help I can’t stand not having friends",2.76325,5.200860825,4.7316666666666665,78.95000000000002,78.25,7.666666666666666,25.0,8.59863814320734,2.06375,489,18,90,11,12,167,75,120,0.122,0.66,0.218,0.9041,0,0,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,1,0,9,9,5,0,3,0,11,2,0,3,0,19,27,7,2,5,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,2,17,4,12,24,1,8,0,0,1,2,14,3,2,0,3,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.14055674253829648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284336606339962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780199922283193,0.4772238502268386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685261309194547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121355146968769,0.13763098814645214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829555783964192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222561153760682,0.2663148601756037,0.07525199994072224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220409517584245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930863693366022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593526611704973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095257298195812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614404306378356,0.0,0.0,0.1568956257288398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496683921153532,0.0,0.0,0.21359928204418147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971055702620802,0.2515304670311164,0.0,0.1581064570082521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845441779507723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146824875033476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575501946139788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315386995634821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143471803421911,0.08398758427883955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994483174605056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699103757825779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sh412n,2019/09/08,"why am I like this Anytime I mess up a tiny little thing and someone (even very kindly) tells me the right way/how to fix it, I breakdown. I get so nervous and anxious I start crying. This happens all the time and I don’t know why.",-1.257704081632653,0.7280784081632667,0.7660969387755117,100.47934948979595,101.6530612244898,2.45,18.369897959183675,3.1291,-0.9321244897959184,178,6,40,0,8,58,39,49,0.22,0.728,0.052000000000000005,-0.7967,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,2,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950042749686769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28684069883042584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247489769294722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643043468850413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23091772938645005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719282807139509,0.14351104715929586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757566413917365,0.2617223718882894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230048803210652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125587861760052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483022480826766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228240447099775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348417010672645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226788179218564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546084131536825,0.0,0.2072740357168475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712611376184107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rakkrt,2019/09/08,"Anxiety attacks when performing something Hi, I am having issue when I perform any presentation in front of people. I breathe faster, start shivering , sweating , my chest pumping and I loose the control. Is there anyone had the same and able to advise me on it",5.6173913043478265,8.21354139130435,5.8254347826086965,73.77989130434786,69.8695652173913,8.078260869565218,35.413043478260875,8.841846274778883,3.628234782608695,208,11,31,4,4,66,40,46,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.7096,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,2,0,4,3,3,1,0,4,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,4,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,23,7,1,0.3591539265130698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442369859418087,0.0,0.2747517707349721,0.0,0.0,0.2511287761626717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40858944055290697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028216680626493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748633881601029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24899211094747845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649423930304096,0.0,0.0,0.2542109977410657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StimpakJunkie,2019/09/08,"Some relationship advice for you guys. I've been out of my comfort zone for months and have had a lot of luck. Thought I'd share some knowledge for you guys looking to talk to females.

1: Shower daily, brush teeth, use deodorant and stay as clean as possible. You'd be surprised at how quickly girls notice when you're clean. 

2: thinking of asking for a number? Ask for their snapchat. Not only is it less awkward, it's pretty much the same thing. I literally just pull up my snap QR code and slide it to them, they always scan it. 

3: Women smell desperation from miles away. Dont be so desperate to bone. Just focus on making some female FRIENDS. The more you interact with women, the more comfortable you will be when you want to go further. And you never know where it will go.

4: if a female gets in your bed or invites you to their bed, it's not an accident. Make a move. I'm not saying they want to go all the way, but make a move. Think about it. Imagine there's a girl you would never date. Would you ever let them in your bed? Of course not. You dont want to send mixed signals. A girl wont let you within 100 feet of their bed if they didnt like you a little bit. And if I'm wrong? Then you get rejected and you move on with a lesson learned. You'd rather learn a lesson than have a life full of what-if's.

5: DONT MOVE TOO FAST. Dont call time with a girl a ""date"". Just hangout with the girl as often as possible. You dont want to scare them off with labels. You're ""friends"" who are ""hanging out"". See where it goes from there and dont be too quick to put labels on things.

6: last but not least, TAKE RISKS. I've been living my life in a shell for years. You'd be surprised how much progress can be made when you grow a pair and take a risk. You WILL be rejected. A lot. Just keep practicing and shoot your shot. If you get rejected, it's a valuable lesson. Dont overthink things and have fun. Every rejection will make you more confident and experienced for the next.

Good luck! Maybe my advice is wrong and I'm oblivious, but my luck had changed tenfold with these things I've learned these past few months. Be confident and shoot your shot. Godspeed.",1.2170145374025232,3.455003520361996,2.307071339173969,95.27203379224035,82.80090497737557,5.481159141234236,19.81149513815346,6.761325535456951,0.11207474728025436,1684,46,374,19,47,533,212,442,0.092,0.762,0.146,0.9554,1,3,0,2,0,0,68.0,0,26,9,4,22,24,0,4,25,0,39,5,3,8,4,80,69,32,0,11,18,0,0,1,2,7,2,1,7,9,16,21,0,1,12,1,0,13,16,10,0,0,7,7,41,14,50,42,17,53,0,4,3,0,56,19,0,14,20,234,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425579591331175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141721240429485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138007872821337,0.0,0.06934848244439483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058321350997245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753699554802211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808294711240593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6055469943819822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676687047953749,0.06218950535560785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405340778263155,0.0,0.11569063456051333,0.0,0.1258465987354525,0.06190971677981855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461702921914575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560719309222132,0.0,0.0,0.0405649569081614,0.06016635280001525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095484244397206,0.10427071386428877,0.03606064773948265,0.07397867235799452,0.0651770463271209,0.0,0.06198320279873941,0.0,0.0,0.12550406424362734,0.0,0.06984237551317872,0.19707941955074085,0.0,0.0741537314458708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783152246032187,0.3138004449538471,0.10852012305116876,0.0,0.11385620202439307,0.0,0.0784995356831248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403506188026863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613709200765992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704615795467407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642310803244476,0.0,0.07509299198008036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742011032304831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924609747548199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058697993043407434,0.07389834622949744,0.0,0.05881833501724674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867340649957992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099436171916396,0.05932701478347405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614874322019485,0.09459106015482667,0.0,0.058598211628547,0.04304017137120394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374957360342086,0.0,0.0,0.17414411318579373,0.05858825848926987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486736820010717,0.16140292180126653,0.0,0.04753228775694431
socialanxiety,PalmTreeDeprived,2019/09/08,"Anyone else change the radio station in their car when they have an uncomfortable thought? I catch myself reaching for the radio dial every time I think of something embarrassing I’ve said/done or think of a social situation I wish I could forget. Even if I love the song. Anyone else do this, or am I just extra weird?",4.359344262295083,6.353714114754107,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,71.78688524590163,6.847213114754098,23.67540983606557,7.554174236665415,1.1925449180327874,255,7,45,3,5,83,47,61,0.146,0.716,0.138,0.3094,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,9,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,1,4,7,1,5,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,3,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096310189857852,0.4537228545052524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342231625853875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677842759474066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699204580935304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462396791737815,0.0,0.18654806411241434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983180119790567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061227823699505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248874903540976,0.0,0.22570032573971466,0.0,0.17045277400556522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837420727713292,0.0,0.17577536398220106,0.12910635970576415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25461137804497386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tough_times_for_us,2019/09/08,Anyone else here have it real bad? I'm 25. Never had a job. No friends. Let social anxiety make all decision for me so I never go out. Don't go to school. Just sit on my computer all day. Eat whatever food I can. Live with parents. Suicide is becoming more and more likely. Anyone know what I mean or kinda?,-1.1611904761904768,0.5896321269841279,2.0035317460317468,90.04910714285721,108.68253968253971,5.2746031746031745,17.948412698412696,6.816661863887847,0.6940698412698416,236,8,48,5,12,83,55,63,0.15,0.7759999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.7246,2,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,4,15,12,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,5,10,4,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,31,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560381651377858,0.0,0.0,0.2844501850001889,0.2084118547385556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698341857122295,0.0,0.22464418960349447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117901689096145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208133490869792,0.1699182838410806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459574193406276,0.0,0.1571497422017635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311988267337192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184749059873605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178574396816897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799478976892602,0.0,0.09937312012085768,0.0,0.17960982011690876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577402279245393,0.0,0.0,0.22156703197525696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137560401580567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258565254442845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23151874888646534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585612164211106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734518014880185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224914101051753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,otoglomba,2019/09/08,"Well I'll be damned. So throughout high school I had some degree of social anxiety and didn't talk much to people other than close friends. I thought it made me look scared and weak, but then I was told by some of the people that they admire my calmness, dedication to school and being unfazed by drama.
At that moment the realisation that it is all in our head really hit me, moreover, that the feeling of being judged almost never has basis in fact.",8.880517241379312,7.101694724137932,8.625833333333336,71.95875000000005,61.528735632183896,10.539080459770117,33.24425287356322,8.841846274778883,2.6989563218390797,359,10,65,4,4,116,66,87,0.076,0.784,0.14,0.7906,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,1,0,1,0,2,7,1,1,3,0,8,2,1,1,3,14,14,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,6,2,8,4,11,4,4,8,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,3,3,49,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23085332900496056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636309576819645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656836522896262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781152651318345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660139165884694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435790331896769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935962250467534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814329749227154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947402857296934,0.0,0.17780729225669595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196559526519988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476903521967864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23081157831875776,0.46663923429438897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23500733261525766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529997784507996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302365888727812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22029163247798014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728388341552315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawaysarecoolwoo,2019/09/08,"Fear of farting in public spaces. I cant be in public with loud headphones because I’m scared I’ll fart and everyone will hear it but I won’t. When I’m in class and it’s quiet, I have this constant fear of farting and it actually upsets my stomach. When I’m around people, I see that they’re looking at me and sometimes cover their mouth/nose area and that makes me believe I stink. all of my family members say I don’t stink. I shower, wear deodorant and perfume everyday but I have this fear of smelling/farting. Pls help",1.041179007907978,3.519413074766355,2.8386915887850463,89.37048885693744,86.47663551401868,5.161466570812365,24.11861969805895,6.67199483983844,0.9600631200575124,417,17,82,5,13,138,68,107,0.215,0.738,0.047,-0.9584,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,5,0,0,7,2,2,1,1,12,14,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,9,13,0,10,11,1,11,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,0,4,48,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.1977572610576029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180401549745646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353361758478515,0.0,0.0,0.2283172624731453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899276099871245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364085109668808,0.0,0.0,0.19104047510187144,0.6841130942043064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284013863401085,0.0,0.1358320876608228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017504189999824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527051267652765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049206053217408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115549010982724,0.20288809868019694,0.0,0.16148588930696015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042612668278506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ilikefluffydogs2,2019/09/08,"What does medication even do? Soften everything? I've taken more risks and branched out more, and I'm more confident than I used to be, but it seems like my anxiety is just a part of me now. Nothing I try will make it go away. I think that medication is the only thing that could cure my anxiety at this point. It'd be nice to hear anyone like me's experience with it. I don't think I have panic attacks or anything; I freak out in my head sometimes, but I can, for the most part, contain my dread without many physical symptoms other than stiffness and fast heartbeat. When my anxiety was at its worst, I also used to twitch a bit, but I don't really do that anymore. Is medication even meant for me? Does it just generally soften anxious feelings? Because that would be really nice. I like people, so it'd be nice to make some new friends without being scared of them.

I've never tried therapy, though. To be honest, I'm afraid to, and I don't think I ever will. When I was younger, I really wanted to see a therapist, but I was told that they don't actually care about you at all. I don't really believe that, but still. I also can't imagine unloading my problems onto some stranger, nice and gentle or not. I have anxiety about seeing a therapist for my anxiety. So, I really don't see that as an option.",3.8912635596625162,5.05678743129771,5.551253515468061,79.82341703495383,71.63358778625954,9.027239855363598,28.67496986741663,9.414487439383343,2.526287022900763,1025,39,203,23,19,350,135,262,0.136,0.6990000000000001,0.165,0.9018,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,2,0,16,19,1,5,7,0,30,7,1,4,3,45,51,20,0,4,12,0,1,3,1,3,6,1,0,0,18,8,0,2,7,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,6,5,32,10,28,33,11,18,0,0,3,0,6,9,0,7,11,151,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.09423653803267132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445095353883975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693716708968543,0.10909446893354707,0.09576960916749128,0.06752266266626912,0.0,0.07946732031377207,0.0,0.0,0.10986015774465614,0.09072891123116954,0.0,0.0,0.05886701903932199,0.0,0.0,0.1087991827632504,0.0,0.0,0.10542735713259453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984576165392116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771017721173546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690147947127809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756464203901996,0.08735137744042402,0.0,0.0,0.0867891838801243,0.09446213432025484,0.0,0.0,0.0488277342272659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460827653020362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488187812698297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910673317780247,0.0,0.10883926999921904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415348912782924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289199167137278,0.09790489908514433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918466117046485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447927396877166,0.09326607525624032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926596989119816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344439356150098,0.0,0.1133018616546902,0.0,0.2091476892709704,0.0,0.06694816329283694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912880705371961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240263239219376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093199965029723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668151715594207,0.0,0.2308568252012111,0.08791197377333332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550832272288456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711941148774508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037123387957794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043404132998393,0.2242460202359042,0.06415555641754689,0.1856308227133343,0.09487767051288164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227496038052722,0.0,0.1311268055531102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680767049595832,0.0,0.0,0.05695836891360001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617640975365216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859920942107736,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,monet_notthepainter,2018/12/17,"Improving, but sometimes... I’ve had pretty bad SA since I was a child. One unique thing about my situation is I’d still push myself through the experience. I remember reading something at church, and throwing up all morning, and not sleeping the night afterwards cringing over a single mispronounced word. I still did it though and continue to do things like this because I believe in faking it until you make it and also that no one is really paying that much attention to me. 

I’ve rebranded myself at each job as a little more outgoing than previous and now I can do one on one small talk and talk to superiors without panicking. I pretend to be confident and sometimes I even feel it!  

Work parties and having the courage to walk up to someone randomly at work for a random conversation still stresses me out though.  Jokes/sarcasm is also extremely tough for me. 

Today I had to present something to my boss and his 2nd in command. I spoke intelligently, laughed at all the right times, and everything went generally well. 

One moment is going to keep me up tonight though - they were teasing me about something (I didn’t get it honestly, just laughed along), and then they said I should tease them back as it’s no fun for it to be one sided. I awkwardly laughed and quickly changed the subject back to the matter at hand. I know they wanted to banter and I couldn’t do it! Embarrassing!! I ran out of there as soon as I could trying to maintain my easy going facade. 

Sucks. How should I respond if this happens again? Maybe say something like, “I don’t know you guys well enough to tease!” I started two months ago. My only solace is that they’ve probably already forgotten about this terrible moment in an otherwise good conversation. ",4.747611512441235,6.938320071207433,5.259456484348128,78.66225203531708,71.19814241486068,8.37651645453503,31.777204449031075,9.049649993220411,2.99257582846004,1385,64,241,29,27,443,186,323,0.11599999999999999,0.6759999999999999,0.209,0.9892,1,0,4,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,4,2,24,23,4,3,11,0,23,2,2,3,2,43,39,27,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,3,0,2,16,17,0,1,5,2,1,7,7,11,2,7,10,5,37,12,45,23,7,49,1,0,0,0,20,19,1,3,25,185,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904777305670539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085518386946293,0.16066851445705774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544882155270769,0.08387617797334487,0.061236763405185315,0.0,0.0,0.11317899092359775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626863898863223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020557273533953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037974239322498,0.0,0.06634993525145716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902829599006226,0.0982647918056512,0.0,0.0,0.050793338227115854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248387231413654,0.0,0.11418239418066442,0.08425733896662453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946677594914273,0.08883250025450506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968662065256703,0.08928949758694538,0.0,0.0,0.11041547279349354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815500305865033,0.1006828394214255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705485148433694,0.0,0.10092108979105384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018265181378748,0.0,0.07384637879334302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427071711418857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084276330507144,0.0764009631430243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219939628840592,0.10830806015690134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048272242446364,0.0,0.06435438978043903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379654161054925,0.08578848034108258,0.0955562204672276,0.07988627559238279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830978588885542,0.11291623332976305,0.10052808551725023,0.0,0.0851156511274879,0.30934232303015435,0.19870619091143726,0.0,0.07110294664660821,0.0,0.2406717665829627,0.0,0.11507147906507086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148471207733311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347639114680013,0.0,0.29609116733521845,0.0,0.058576431891985276,0.0,0.09522010380964813,0.0,0.0,0.06820271604351,0.0,0.09813046360098908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925127886597261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806431852874397,0.09312328989601998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968355536068142,0.0,0.1462656557732095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tangible_Sass,2018/12/17,"SA and job hunting I seem to have specific social anxiety issues with applying for jobs, talking with the potential employers on the phone, and interviews. It’s gotten so bad to the point that I stopped trying for a while. I graduated college in August and I applied for a few entry level positions (admin assistant, file clerk, front desk, etc) and no one even wants an interview. I guess my 6+ years retail experience isn’t enough to qualify me for anything. It’s really starting to weigh heavily on me, nevermind the fact that my family keeps pressuring me (I don’t even live in the same state as them, they just keep calling and texting asking how it’s going). But like, man it’s almost Christmas can I just not deal with more stress right now?? So I don’t know what to do anymore. Anyone else going through something similar? ",3.6333333333333333,6.127682057324844,5.02703184713376,77.66356263269637,75.56050955414013,8.772653927813165,28.9380042462845,9.3871,3.1148355838641195,661,29,114,18,15,220,112,157,0.10800000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.016,-0.9157,3,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,2,8,0,6,1,0,1,1,23,17,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,3,2,0,1,3,5,3,0,1,1,0,15,1,18,16,5,17,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,3,7,77,22,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594291265781502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677402540941834,0.0,0.16434799718898804,0.11587406976529567,0.16979795457594113,0.13637201873407565,0.0,0.15492421512228566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836783606759126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921688535394294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084826300731346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384363527567234,0.0,0.0,0.17123127550542422,0.18481968026849532,0.21891071304861945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210427003601946,0.1562244394271454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836302728071488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255736117640195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296682226485294,0.3288996308098345,0.29459603103504045,0.0,0.0,0.0910744290451032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809615775336671,0.0,0.14633227133773932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229499074495856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566573330564241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616336927273262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152249984608248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086369198092706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892891013619213,0.0,0.12757802297395654,0.0,0.0,0.11729624672033954,0.0,0.0,0.13854789677076046,0.1898297220504124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319807070393347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251182947167528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977449311475236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106717134655708
socialanxiety,addogh,2018/12/17,"watery eyes Hey

I have struggled with watery eyes for some time and I now understand when I have it. I feel like it looks like I'm crying but I'm not. I just feels very vulnerable and I'm afraid people thing I'm crying or something. 
It happens when I'm on my way to school, in school, on my way home and then it stops when ive been home for 1-3 hours. 

Posting this because I haven't seen anyone talk about it before. And I would like some tips and someone who can relate :(",0.8744554455445552,2.809810554455449,2.3688019801980182,96.06864851485149,82.06930693069306,4.832079207920792,18.020792079207922,5.6839178017228535,-0.5277651485148516,370,8,85,2,10,120,61,101,0.162,0.7709999999999999,0.067,-0.8654,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,0,0,7,2,2,0,0,17,18,11,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,6,10,3,8,15,2,14,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,3,11,48,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248057986330642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880710318937906,0.0,0.15188359666160595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921302935579933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050189743838904,0.1275147634652622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783993934832985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35808417945035204,0.0,0.17577872480118725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616066138821776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988837618684406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374392029053227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094605390091275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612869883003496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123574337169424,0.1374119082685473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492273546655468,0.0,0.18659865609341966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143465156822917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858219358165845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040801556928332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581652952002548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727464285881467,0.0,0.2833573785170824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267956383727046,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,takkamil,2018/12/17,"STOP avoiding people and just say ""HI"" - You're only making it worst for yourself! **THE AMERICAN WAY**

I’m  not sure how it is in other countries, but in America, when is comes to  being social, people usually restrict their openness to only those that  they have familiarity with. Even when it comes to walking by someone on  the sidewalk, whether old lady, or a child - keep your mouth shut and  don’t make eye contact, that’s the general rule. And to some, especially  those living in the USA, this might be normal. But is it really? To me,  not so much. It does not seem normal to not make eye contact with  someone when you’re walking past them, or to not even acknowledge their  existence.

https://i.redd.it/zzesagyugw421.png

​

**WHERE I GREW UP**

But  maybe for myself, this type of behaviour of ignoring or avoiding people  might seem odd, because where I grew up, you had to acknowledge  everyone, whether through a greeting, or making eye contact. I grew up  in a tiny village, so maybe we had a sense of community there, and  that’s why - to me - the behaviours of this culture are a bit odd.

https://i.redd.it/mvllwf74hw421.jpg

​

**SOME QUESTIONS FOR YOU**

How  do you respond when you see someone walking towards you, or when you  pass side by side? Do you say hello to that person? Do you just look  down, take out your phone and pretend like your texting?

Do  you feel a moment of tension as you pass that person, and breathe a  sigh of relief once you hear their steps dissipate behind you?

https://i.redd.it/nfuy8of6hw421.jpg

​

**NATURAL INSTINCS**

Our  natural response to this type of scenario would be to notice that  person, and either make eye contact, or greet them. And when we force  ourselves to avoid a person that is right in-front of us, we train  ourselves to ignore our primal instinct. This type of „avoidance”  behaviour will create anxiety in our bodies, because the body is making  the effort to make notice of that person, and the mind on-the-other-hand  is telling the body „acknowledging this peron is not the „right”  behaviour”. Through this incongruences of the two (mind and body), we  create anxiety because now we are battling our natural instincts, and  that shouldn’t be the case.

https://i.redd.it/6i4db0xchw421.jpg

​

**The scenario go something like this:**

SCENARIO:

You’re  walking in the park and you notice an elderly lady making her way  towards you, she’s probably on her daily walk, just enjoying the  weather.

https://i.redd.it/hhtk5lkfhw421.png

**Two mindsets (perspectives) you function in:**

NEGATIVE VIEW:

„Oh  fuck! There is a person walking towards me. What should I do?! Walk  slow, relax, just look at the trees, or NO, look at the ground so that  you don’t look weird. Ohhh, here they come. I have to check my phone,  let me just make sure I didn’t get a text… Phewww, that was awkward.”

​

POSITIVE VIEW:

„Oh  look, another person taking a walk in the park today! They must be  enjoy the weather too. I mean the sun is out, it feels good, thank god  that I left the house today, I get to enjoy this! I wonder how many  people don’t go outside when the weather is so nice, I’m just glad  that’s not me. „Hi there! Great weather today!””

What  a difference that is, a difference in the way you see the world! One  view of reality is consumed in negativity and self-deprivation, and the  other is honest and optimistic. If you’re starting out your morning in  this pessimistic, self-consuming reality then I’ll be honest with you…  Your whole day is going  to play-out just like this. Every person that  you pass will bring tension into your reality, whether it’s that old  lady on her daily walk, or that Barista you get your morning coffee  from.

https://i.redd.it/8mmose6uhw421.png

​

**SMALL STEPS**

I  know that many of us here are battling our feelings even before we get  out of bed, so for those that are all up in their heads, let’s make it  simple. The practical way to tackle your anxiety is to take small steps,  and take them everyday! If we rush ourselves, we just end up more  anxious than before, and if we can continually improve just by a tiny  bit, we won’t even realise that our anxiety existed in the first.

https://i.redd.it/1g9huusjhw421.jpg

​

**SAY** **GOOD MORNING!**

The  first step is to say „good morning/ good afternoon” to people, that’s  all. When you’re walking to the train and you see someone walking  towards you, notice how you feel, notice that nasty anxiety within and  just let it be. Try to look straight ahead, keep your head up, and when  you pass that person just say „Hi, good morning!”, and continue on. Do  this with everyone you pass, old, young, fat, bald, don’t matter, just  acknowledge their existence and they will most likely acknowledge you  back.

​

https://i.redd.it/ycyczepkhw421.jpg

By  doing something as simple as this, you are reframing how you see the  world, from individualism to community, and you’re taking control of how  you respond to your feelings, no longer are you being reactive.  Whenever you make an effort to say „hello” to a person walking by,  you’re overriding the general behaviours and conditioning, and acting  autonomously from that conditioning. So to put it simply: you’re in control.

https://i.redd.it/jdihsuwqhw421.jpg

​

**DO IT EVERY TIME**

You  have to do this hundreds of times for it to become natural, but if done  over and over again, your ways of thinking will slowly adjust, and  saying „hello” to people will be fun. Socialising with others releases  dopamine, and a regular release of dopamine will keep you happy and  healthy. And over time you can step it up, by having short  conversations, and eventually even making friends.

https://i.redd.it/0tc3fcrohw421.png

​

If  you have any questions about this, just send me a message. I’ve been  doing this for quite a while, and I can say that a lot has changed for  me.",4.154620543481698,7.381519377431908,4.0150374869507495,81.16280551073996,79.44747081712063,6.494840403656955,26.548385055834988,7.765008861874849,1.9857090474834709,4672,187,761,81,123,1424,367,1028,0.08199999999999999,0.799,0.11900000000000001,0.9946,0,4,2,0,0,0,305.0,18,45,12,8,51,38,3,6,52,0,76,15,14,20,5,166,134,78,0,11,41,0,5,4,1,13,1,9,1,11,62,56,1,12,18,2,1,36,18,13,1,5,6,31,100,24,121,103,13,136,0,0,17,1,118,56,1,24,43,542,162,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481393290543074,0.3904269069387069,0.021850186733024943,0.03369216263083502,0.12290066290817125,0.036298892438050304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024706761228261088,0.0,0.05876029132765491,0.03548617307634435,0.05468224117803838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015747606627147,0.1427612224450849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03399034522583681,0.08303405295475733,0.0,0.0,0.0720753135184411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020721841529013862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714012763026468,0.0,0.0,0.02811806095071347,0.03288117603987056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028458535414231774,0.0,0.0,0.1061111361909038,0.0,0.05414351877415978,0.061405108697460825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123201341164478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466123666500277,0.0,0.0,0.024824336478578245,0.02970459842850002,0.06714850046915806,0.0,0.054782375598061435,0.13474982208026026,0.0,0.035424548899342316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03420405466597695,0.0,0.0,0.06595136641984907,0.0,0.036213980354440255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03707486834746456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856785466598416,0.0,0.0,0.01765836127310481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03491043336536078,0.09856839549349934,0.0,0.06279034852349029,0.0,0.028372268048105144,0.0,0.16189172201448354,0.0,0.0,0.027316633328051718,0.0,0.0,0.2573723618984496,0.06515159633279997,0.06455983091930907,0.0350000863969089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817184209213112,0.0648863155559002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02361998735235661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296313004583841,0.0,0.18290682344974293,0.10114826120023558,0.03421847405330428,0.02177280205349864,0.04887415774837628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030672682096689913,0.13365356843738765,0.2805555615922339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034642660247748036,0.0,0.0,0.032300536906109636,0.07198816323966742,0.034175281268955186,0.0,0.0,0.02058394599058693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487940922072485,0.0,0.20441493272399208,0.0,0.0,0.1024170109751146,0.05850172444505378,0.06703929609851013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03275351551399185,0.1088979926149118,0.04947203828347727,0.0,0.0,0.02274249229211452,0.0,0.0,0.02686296077239543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060566188111747424,0.0,0.12079259340469907,0.0,0.028083916547198915,0.029581914516950605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020588252037362087,0.0,0.0,0.0562075461129962,0.0,0.09136931361122017,0.0,0.0,0.021814844771904998,0.0,0.06277465048415339,0.0,0.077299291013171,0.0,0.03538776502518722,0.0,0.0,0.12752048980451744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028993236363202238,0.035873122103669636,0.0,0.0,0.03484470671984628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0228249456498822,0.0,0.3904269069387069,0.0
socialanxiety,yelahi08,2018/12/17,"I don’t think people know hell until they have a social anxiety disorder. Especially if you have a job in a corporate environment that values collaboration. I’m two months in to a new job and suffering so bad. I feel like I am so far behind my colleagues because I am unable to use them as a resource due to my fear of just talking to them... and if I ever were to bring it up to my manager I don’t think she would understand. If I could fix one thing about my personality, it would be this. ",3.7382461103253166,4.561885851485152,6.159915134370582,76.59792079207921,71.67326732673268,9.731824611032534,28.289957567185287,9.957137785484203,2.661021499292787,385,14,80,10,7,138,68,101,0.192,0.755,0.053,-0.9363,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,0,5,5,1,1,5,0,11,0,0,1,1,16,19,9,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,1,1,16,1,14,14,0,10,1,1,0,0,8,4,1,3,6,62,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028645094687272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494505910692013,0.12772481355601525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728908018850674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401344008218903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952783034565865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357744639794189,0.10594239953571176,0.14968507488792146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158435008274851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514974740691522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236358657873357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724127278868714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236105492699305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197991637081922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525861533405324,0.18294960416375455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358488365899767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840867801708204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919944674861134,0.2685109886456995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046759898897655,0.2181234578707885,0.0,0.1809627781523799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976818387064726,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yorel0950,2018/12/17,"I rediscovered a repressed memory, evoked during substance use, that is one of my main subconscious reasons for being socially anxious. I made a bit of a poem-RAP, lyrical thing while thinking about it all. Please enjoy. Do you wonder why I’m anxious? Quiet and reserved? Sometimes I walk away to my cave when I should be socializing with my fellow man, and graciousness leaves me as I find my own space. Do you wonder why I feel this way? Leaving the scene gives a notable talking point. Do you ever wonder what people say when they think you can’t hear, or think you’re distracted? A gamer with sound-proofed headphones in a house with thick walls is safe indeed for gossip, or so it seems. As a kid, introverted but curious, I used to sit unseen and wait a while after making my exit. Listening. It’s why I think of myself as such an avid listener, and such a poor speaker. Conversation is difficult when you’ve heard the afterthoughts of those closest to you. With few friends from few social interactions, my family was the closest I had. The things you think you know about them can change, as your knowledge of unwalled, unfiltered, off-hand and indirect opinions plagues your mind. My curiosity, turned to worry, led to pain, and my pain acts like a wall in my mind, freezing me solid when my words should be fluid. So I didn’t talk much as a kid. Or a teenager. Or as an adult, except when I put on my employee voice, or register-worker smile. When I fake a light southern twang to try and exude hospitality, or have something at the front of my mind to speak of. A joke from Reddit, awkward if they’ve read it, or an event close to heart passed only a heartbeat ago. Other than that, I’m pretty reserved. I like my video games and books and memes. The escape of YouTube and studying. Substance and weeping. Forgetting and sleeping.
As an adult, I may be on my computer, but my headphones aren’t always on. I still hear how people (or at least family) will judge another that isn’t as social as them. Even if it may feel... deserved. I am not social. It is my nature. As hard as I may try to let it pass by, I find myself lingering on their afterthoughts to find that I care about them. It only makes it that much more painful.
Games are simple, melt my brain and pass time by. Hold me up when I’m feeling high. Building walls to those that pry.

Anyway. Hope I get my 4.0, hope I can master my beats and vibes, lyrics and jives. Hope I can master my voice, and pronounce the melodies I wish. In my heart, I know I’m good. I’m just shy and misunderstood. What aches inside me is pain like yours, and I wouldn’t want this pain to be yours.
Repressed are facts that inflict the depressed with a lingering feeling of tragedy. Lonely pain without discussion, without a shoulder, without learning something.

But, please. I’m up for discussion and talking out feelings but I don’t want repercussion. This is old pain, which I deal with and still find happiness despite. I hope this post, if you feel like I do, made you feel less alone, even if tragedy is the tone. This was inspired by a repressed memory from my childhood, and thankfully it’s not hitting me too hard to remember it all. Thank you for reading, and have a pleasant, unstressful day.",3.76907027618266,5.818349317230277,4.237915717193816,85.5480612523927,73.54106280193237,7.134457509190898,27.175918330143105,7.966352962830772,1.7140309361042751,2550,96,486,38,53,803,296,621,0.147,0.708,0.145,-0.6715,2,3,2,0,0,0,103.0,0,14,5,3,23,37,0,5,32,0,40,12,5,9,4,120,90,61,0,14,23,0,11,4,2,7,7,11,0,5,31,30,0,6,29,7,1,8,11,18,0,1,7,23,77,19,71,69,12,56,0,3,0,0,50,24,0,25,25,325,108,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284259541242398,0.0,0.0,0.061740234119441975,0.0,0.0,0.049602104156687685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250856206600587,0.0,0.13468957726177905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600759973721234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508105453387107,0.0,0.0,0.06654690105591751,0.0,0.0,0.060778584283436875,0.0,0.0630617757451306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384449206045578,0.06145753377893955,0.05134387807111035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787465573541205,0.053922624197618334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239410450170853,0.0,0.21099194405579197,0.04258694897975247,0.0,0.0,0.2179377880926888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460562177180778,0.0,0.031144900486249714,0.05718542917137138,0.0,0.04999986322741103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345826765185271,0.106801597666885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437450504117693,0.14128142630036267,0.0,0.06298353471185783,0.0,0.2368333576258697,0.0,0.06878444505267571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552258361792611,0.0,0.0,0.12624136978568526,0.0,0.060957486710506215,0.0,0.1164939882557328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281296070392564,0.07958317801323561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805739065017051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764361383331393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255294871174814,0.0,0.040394751842566703,0.09067548903026368,0.4440208923624372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265515108614199,0.0,0.0,0.13087253159077356,0.05635277273858871,0.0,0.05709198431561562,0.06064701186882245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059926699810982975,0.0,0.0,0.11925661169838775,0.0,0.0,0.061291243212419765,0.0,0.0,0.067528972384633,0.0,0.0,0.047405993381165294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426868428587106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596552251474143,0.3038355210111225,0.0,0.09178472778545756,0.05895796431422544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952127182386188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374202205192138,0.0,0.1097657612469063,0.0,0.0,0.07920735906544599,0.19098537015997494,0.0,0.0,0.034760338017667085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094550613007725,0.06484092718909815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297155686604184,0.0,0.0,0.07032160938577299,0.047317368961872386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137214472350034,0.0,0.06855105809007,0.1723920252623653,0.19394057928557215,0.04339837261193912,0.06053905628829865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway8309293,2018/12/17,"rant if this isn't allowed lmk, ill take it down. i just have literally 0 people to talk to.

​

it's my own fault, kinda. i'm a good 99% sure i have anxiety, even though i've never been to a doctor about it, which i cant do BECAUSE of it, which is a nice little cruel joke that i'm reminded of every single day when i think ""that's it i've had enough i'll call when i get off work"" and then i go home, think about it some more, then decide to just go to sleep. i have 0 friends. at all. it's not that i don't want any, im sick of being so lonely, but i've really only done it to myself. the other day at work i had to talk to someone (while also on a phone call with my boss) the conversation was 5 sentences between three of us but when i came away my face was red (which happens any time anyone talks to me ever) and i was trembling so much, so dramatically. i want to talk to people, and i know that judging by when i want to talk, when i want to join a conversation, if i just could, i'd be fairly social. i like talking to people. i just can't do it. and lately it's just really been getting to me. i just cried over a christmas card from an uncle that said ""all the best for 2019"". even typing that made my eyes water. i have one person i kinda talk to, he's from america and im in the uk so its only ever texts, and ive talked to him about some of this stuff, but i dont want to keep going to him with negative things, he's probably growing tired of it. i come home from work, dwell on the 3 words ive said to other people that day, and go to sleep. i start work at 4am, finish at 10am, sleep till up to 4pm, and then by 9 im usually back in bed. i cry over nothing, constantly, like that card today. i dont deserve to have nice wishes from lovely people. people that, despite being my own family, i can't talk to. anytime i try to talk to someone, not about anxiety, just anything, to anyone, they don't listen. i talk to my mum about my day, tell her things that have happened, maybe things that made me happy that day. she doesn't even acknowledge the fact im talking to her. sometimes ill be talking to someone, my younger sister will start talking to them, and they will start talking to her instead, as if im not in the middle of talking. then they get mad at me for being upset about it, and i hate myself for being upset about it. sometimes they try to kinda guess what the right response is, and if they're wrong they just think it's funny. and the first time it was, even the second time, but at this point im tired of people not ever wanting to listen to what i have to say. i've started to think over everything i say, to make sure that it HAS to be said, that it's not just something pointless that happened that day. and im so irritable that people talking outside my room, or even if i can just hear them, will genuinely make me start to get mad, which is ridiculous. and ive dulled myself down so much, out of fear of what people will think about the things that i like, that im not even myself most of the time. 

​

i've written this and not re-read it, so if you have read it and it doesn't make sense im sorry. im not expecting anything from this i just needed somewhere to (anonymously) rant. and it's just past 8pm so it's time for bed. 

​",2.7812076523354707,3.406428394025608,4.356657473800328,89.38096525096529,73.73684210526315,6.933654599820014,23.30853194762969,6.868970318607317,0.5755862571486627,2543,63,578,21,49,855,255,703,0.11599999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.9752,1,2,1,0,0,0,105.0,1,1,7,6,46,27,5,5,19,0,49,13,5,7,9,96,100,50,0,16,31,2,0,3,1,4,6,8,5,1,61,22,1,1,8,2,0,7,20,14,0,4,16,10,71,13,96,72,13,71,0,2,2,1,54,25,0,14,42,391,132,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031936137409800634,0.0,0.1298092053532566,0.14557679155616887,0.05431456392931281,0.0,0.06110058457662125,0.0,0.0,0.05584719249126068,0.0,0.06572647699429232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0375204025579757,0.03070767720695072,0.0,0.024344106214564454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190949237209788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155653795775808,0.04567519046482635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03440060896371077,0.0,0.043155726661322925,0.0,0.03188498008540645,0.0,0.08773380814770139,0.15452926790226548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04087533407126927,0.0,0.040867539483981655,0.0936074330525522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041263701288152974,0.0,0.15826080099009698,0.1083709305363877,0.03364709931028044,0.0,0.035891151703159964,0.0,0.037647319880103725,0.04493816380698613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033968831360252354,0.0,0.0,0.030853809789886593,0.0,0.08345790280998358,0.0,0.09078429940443222,0.03349572209733055,0.0,0.0,0.043993087111576616,0.0,0.10594360485018116,0.0425117262496668,0.0,0.0394277081131261,0.0,0.0,0.04500983390048628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011645419069884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313683163209572,0.0,0.0,0.03549620999266653,0.0,0.0,0.0219473225554941,0.0,0.04504860611992136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853091395784845,0.04002552715990825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036043046022747216,0.07557523834673552,0.07997109918769736,0.0,0.04012024138027804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058713883260325214,0.02961141919013441,0.030800461546528917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03831886833977558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02706110166252361,0.06074498579692464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03812263421314741,0.24917413896632726,0.03486984612995126,0.0,0.0,0.03775163956910548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04305686280163167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989194501493226,0.0,0.0511669792154897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03410441312175142,0.11396246230999613,0.06351609294694564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989201855032393,0.04070887205750129,0.10151080836159557,0.030744041445651082,0.07899379960747477,0.04470414821977703,0.14133157837559476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571621007515444,0.0,0.0,0.07527684171179791,0.0,0.030026274451700027,0.5456723460878021,0.03490509484714938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612459779150604,0.12794420765589706,0.03923609732664056,0.0,0.11643258072061514,0.0917991960486048,0.037853867382998285,0.0,0.0,0.05422671190177224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803708699065422,0.0,0.04398294278352695,0.0,0.14132877172341313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045923469446695175,0.0,0.0,0.11629310439305245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366283433002844,0.14557679155616887,0.0
socialanxiety,DreamingOfAlice0,2018/12/17,"How to become better at conversing with people online I never really know what to talk about and I am always scared of sounding dumb.

Sometimes I’ll take a long time writing a post/comment only to end up deleting it, or never posting it.

What can I do to become better at this?",2.91,5.028847272727276,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,76.27272727272728,5.854545454545455,23.72727272727273,6.742157984588678,1.1187454545454552,220,7,37,2,5,75,42,55,0.111,0.7859999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,8,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,10,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,5,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895452669414222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750533344374674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804218721038939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048718091765374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819622512467955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032918004934107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317487386165233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356956522360475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491016731339518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119530493688897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777862377089553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532145558685087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212708609404422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170502282339344,0.1728642091546726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540838626583384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RTEFKFG,2018/12/17,"Never been to party and I don't think I ever will I'm sixteen and this is the age where I'm suppose to be partying and not having severe social anxiety, right? Other than the fact I'm homeschooled, I feel like if I ever went to a party I most likely make it super awkward. I have zero social skills and no friends. When I'm around people I get really tense and barely speak just nodding my head in agreement with whatever. If I were invited to party I'd most likely be that weird sober person in the back, occasionally checking their phone before finally leaving after fifteen minutes.",4.321754385964908,6.10484907017544,5.911403508771932,75.24149122807019,71.45614035087719,7.522807017543862,27.578947368421048,8.167268648758528,2.1564631578947373,470,17,77,7,9,160,81,114,0.14,0.713,0.147,0.5882,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,7,8,0,1,4,0,9,1,1,1,4,20,18,8,0,2,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,3,2,10,6,10,12,2,14,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,11,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865220032667726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462039194605048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946952355896726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647296760660972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751908802004277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486223068099287,0.14815891391159114,0.0,0.22718477442047175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022841174253685,0.0,0.10835231779861038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212841191200042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21959525965397533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039597198910329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843392755935274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995136639997898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377758570992674,0.18108428427986603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328588571264321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710927710783844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342908092782621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228144244113165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288665045884476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922519024677206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thecoldequations,2018/12/17,"Christmas lunch at work today And I didn't participate. I wanted to. But the thought of leaving my office, standing in line, then trying to decide what to eat without taking too long, then finding a place to sit... I just couldn't. Then when I hyped myself up to actually get up and get food, the food started getting cleaned up. I waited too long. And now I feel like crying for some reason? ",2.283947368421053,4.758882394736844,3.4860526315789464,86.98986842105263,80.3157894736842,4.852631578947369,23.97368421052632,5.985473137389443,0.6473473684210527,306,11,57,2,8,99,55,76,0.044000000000000004,0.9209999999999999,0.035,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,15,11,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,8,1,13,8,1,17,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,10,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.1966833556624636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213927940069851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062355786230992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190954398053192,0.1439870891104162,0.0,0.0,0.18421270169852036,0.0,0.4874292021180982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159040740707282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341194657305212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846696388006586,0.0,0.0,0.3567301433769243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057645570478184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722657784925386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265785871422887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154023140751105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000788531446866,0.0,0.0,0.19104547359401136,0.0,0.0,0.13683896221094022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887918810327545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428664178454289,0.0,0.14673052412121035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Effideau,2018/12/17,"No Friends in High School I'm a student in grade nine. I have no close friends. I don't feel like I belong. People talk about me behind my back and it really hurts. I have nobody to talk or hang out with after school. My ""friends"" never invite me to do anything and wouldn't notice if I was gone. I need advice on making new friends. I thought high school was going to be full of new and nice people, but it has just made me feel small and alone. Nobody talks to me and I feel like a nobody. I just feel so alone. ",-0.0061538461538468425,2.1972178148148203,1.4166666666666683,99.70269230769232,88.44444444444444,3.6934472934472944,14.789173789173795,4.713530739802397,-1.2214168091168087,396,7,91,1,13,126,63,108,0.15,0.774,0.076,-0.6993,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,2,1,23,20,9,0,3,5,0,4,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,5,4,15,7,13,13,1,17,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,2,7,58,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225286603835432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803432380752646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137344357641543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406825106625137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27372826371658365,0.1933741157125013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182539762841444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691694815943026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859886801269492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488447118578535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322407598128539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280621589457051,0.0903406268973196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035303503872302,0.10438269699067493,0.2614247952272883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408570187439388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765569186424969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670239047084224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109144893252611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263439512681747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744499218949194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,n3tm0nk3y,2018/12/17,"People deleting their posts and usernames while I'm writing them a response is breaking my heart. Guys, I can't help you if I can't talk to you. 

There was the guy that was really desperate that felt very alone this morning. I had something half written up, finished it later, and by the time I posted it he had deleted his post and even username. It killed me.

I don't know what to do about this. Do we make a sticky post about not deleting your posts? Do we make one pleading to people to send us private messages? Do we write it up with advice that easily applies to most people?

I feel like we have to do something about this.",3.373571428571428,4.950413817460318,3.839873015873014,89.97457142857145,73.52380952380952,5.992380952380952,26.885714285714286,6.2581,0.9500533333333334,495,18,100,3,10,155,80,126,0.09699999999999999,0.862,0.040999999999999995,-0.7918,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,5,3,2,0,5,2,1,0,4,0,14,1,1,2,0,18,21,5,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,6,2,19,1,13,15,1,13,0,0,0,0,20,2,0,2,5,72,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424097381842769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509366425543198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625604072660386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368757203002776,0.10411251572516793,0.13992765139979393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885994688742185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726956857647161,0.09768253803897413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612332599124397,0.0,0.08009168513713298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119835110710132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455737193808215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987532410087182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30310115857255204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6978652212989691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933610370555054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438655841339986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171356005362364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497876286458388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530025525584791,0.0,0.0,0.12024594763675275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,0100001001110101,2018/12/17,"Help me I'm hyper-aware of everything I do, it drains me so much that I can only interact with other humans for a set period of time.

When walking I am literally focusing on how loud my breath is, which direction my feet go, where my hands are supposed to be, flicking around with my eyes to pretend I'm looking at something I want to look at.

This is the most simple interaction around other humans, walking past them, I can't successfully do it. Walking from the bus station to the subway in 2 minutes makes me so tired for the day. 

Walking to the store which takes 20 minutes makes it feel like I've done a huge activity for the day, conscious of which direction I passed and if I'm walking in circles. If I keep walking in the store and passing the same people I make sure to not walk past them again. 

When I wait for food at a fast food place I have no idea what to do, what do I look at? How do I stand? Leaning back against a wall? Stand in one spot? Where the fuck do my arms go and what do I do with the bag I'm holding? Put it down on the dirty floor? Hold it weird?

Every action that I do in public is a conscious decision I have to think about, this makes every interaction feel fake because if I was alone I would not be doing it the way that I am.

What the fuck are you supposed to do when you're alive, where are the limbs supposed to go? Feels like I need to become a fetus again to get this shit.",4.855528211284515,4.507808894557822,5.683957583033216,85.1141236494598,68.89795918367346,8.55030012004802,29.19887955182073,7.928766900206844,1.6476649059623845,1101,35,243,12,17,362,146,294,0.11,0.8340000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9492,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,1,16,9,3,0,20,0,28,11,6,6,1,37,54,13,0,6,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,21,8,2,4,8,1,2,14,4,5,0,1,2,9,30,4,39,49,3,52,0,0,4,2,10,21,3,4,15,164,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203851191650595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698165335586376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802995144724744,0.0,0.07771514381101455,0.14079983173769858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443766952854924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304638864210925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482728827049824,0.0,0.11457746657732118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338440009523225,0.18215406697267314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083165722552055,0.0,0.0,0.2357201184568851,0.06660691156493533,0.0,0.2173621046655013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854521257702674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391777171798134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331667057366253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456782093463255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211719557688882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34039535315416125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371791761550467,0.09453030152459443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638877060638607,0.09695992256601513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434023228634242,0.08838372017293221,0.0,0.13319721251501485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281600625582608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308639976395884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981460391776931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015537821986988,0.0,0.09585466874634273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081688786683124,0.0,0.0,0.07433893588236677,0.14652802735441234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519537940938395,0.10119357457315656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056340056763867,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CircleOfN9ne,2018/12/17,"No idea how to talk to people I am absolutely terrible at keeping a conversation going unless I have something in common with people. I’m a very strange person when it comes to the things I do and am interested in, so it’s hard for me to find people with similar interests. I can’t just start up a conversation with a random person cause it will get awkward after 2 sentences. I don’t know what to do",3.9274074074074083,5.236586617283951,6.136728395061732,75.11027777777781,71.71604938271605,8.85679012345679,28.314814814814817,9.2995712137729,2.553681481481481,320,12,60,7,6,113,56,81,0.145,0.778,0.078,-0.6205,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,2,0,14,15,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,15,14,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25187165876298145,0.0,0.21120443314976048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409386910643095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809859756730455,0.0,0.1393438014050708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963683725872896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27678305882884097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179309360010035,0.0,0.0,0.13474679545289275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099394493421004,0.4281706811449017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887547355080616,0.0,0.0,0.1735426016932844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706973050552307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288945308675995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023025996082667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theantson,2018/12/17,"Work life is so painful. I was forced by the boss to take a job that was more socially oriented. Not a day goes buy where I don't feel pain and pressure from a social interaction that I will have to go through.

I am not sure that this is something that can be fully conquered. I can at most not act on the pain I feel and get through the work day, but I am still a wreck at the end of the week.",3.819302325581397,3.2635948837209336,4.5645116279069775,92.97234883720932,71.09302325581395,8.275348837209302,27.66511627906977,7.554174236665415,1.067351627906977,304,9,78,3,5,98,56,86,0.139,0.816,0.045,-0.7738,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,9,0,12,4,0,1,1,11,17,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,4,0,0,2,2,7,1,10,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,54,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562073253147135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759323665960243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087246451514468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037790106637514,0.0,0.11288930656985945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971153882437437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030234470335046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6340875099108421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049683804764228,0.0,0.15291954854410106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158630811900857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721189715319994,0.0,0.14934940618435685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933366268985025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28921846618661085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,diary-entries,2018/12/17,"Posting on Social Media I originally posted this in another sub however this one was suggested and more closely related, I apologise if you have read this twice! 

I never make Facebook posts because I worry about what my friends might think or the whole idea of getting X amount of “likes”. 

I turned 21 today and so I made a post thanking family and friends for birthday wishes, I posted it not long ago and it’s is very late in the night - I’m getting so anxious because not many people will see it (therefor not many likes), I want to delete it but I think that would be a bit pathetic so I’ve left it. I know this sounds silly but it’s just a self confidence thing. 

Is this a typical feeling for anyone? ",3.2355515587529986,5.206603532374103,4.462751798561153,83.69806055155877,74.8273381294964,7.511031175059952,28.130095923261393,8.344100000000001,2.1062657074340527,557,23,106,10,12,183,95,139,0.07400000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.125,0.6065,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,4,1,27,22,11,0,4,8,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,0,1,14,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,12,6,9,16,4,17,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,3,9,69,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207899478948663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258048260905436,0.0,0.1428381054176216,0.0,0.08840786615752272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414995010025062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803673182716275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191937882166768,0.0,0.06393047344229874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953702139480554,0.0,0.13211649095103886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273226710365958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948660688021997,0.0,0.14262672706622434,0.0,0.1373744438546317,0.0,0.0,0.12354170911570167,0.0,0.0,0.11189298895097877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963798462432335,0.08439784726943128,0.2563750560982864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412994327427344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751620307221592,0.0,0.0,0.11865279556754388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856771539314132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765567035083477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6054596829215254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264714673535213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075411966899456,0.0,0.13190162839795552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888685542595474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640643392738785,0.0,0.0,0.08399929180898924,0.16203177107379782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984773063263372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752742241089416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432397418119367,0.07457596689207381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116267611878686,0.14539659951457162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840316644820562,0.0,0.08981739590136302,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Oji-Gomi,2018/12/17,"Going back to school after almost a year Hi! I’m 16 and I take online school. I stay at home all the time though, I do hang out with my best friend pretty frequently. So I’m not completely socially inept.
I have to go in for exams tomorrow and the day after. I was told that none of my classes had exams and wouldn’t need to come in but I’ve received emails that say otherwise. I was bullied pretty viscously so I’m scared to go back after all this time. I don’t want to run into anyone I know or have to deal with nosey teachers. I’m so terrified to go back I’ve felt on and off nauseous for the past few days.
Is there anyway to alleviate this feeling? Does anyone have any advice for getting through these two days?

TLDR: I haven’t been to school in a year, need to go in for exams. How can I calm my nerves and get through?  ",0.662568058076225,2.8319849482758634,2.6298548094373904,92.51904718693287,84.57471264367817,5.502238354506957,18.928009679370838,6.8360192770164,0.16321149425287373,647,17,141,8,19,216,100,174,0.121,0.7829999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.8514,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,5,0,13,0,0,1,2,24,33,12,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,0,3,0,0,9,5,1,0,1,6,3,13,3,31,26,5,35,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,16,91,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886278455932082,0.0,0.0,0.13204972659803474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967678087757741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441449516871908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304201905448155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383904460333821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359516302510606,0.13826420190658195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25513759651792245,0.135953178466778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540117351804505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667792413828963,0.0,0.1266168102415218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188318342634696,0.0,0.1377942769186795,0.0,0.374726552873139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227733387490842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247283576537619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955613049673892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588576129443702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683203676130686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486908735594352,0.13202584491210834,0.4003813822444355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442584585692227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055690682120742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915055704320634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956255736607414,0.0,0.15379004484885025,0.0,0.0,0.12600836195837126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288187749815764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778091409658264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984116078124348
socialanxiety,raycharles55,2018/12/17,"Feeling dizzy/light headed when meeting new people or people I havent seen for a while I wanted to go see a doctor but I don't know exactly what is happening to me. Sometimes but not always when I meet new people or if someone is being introduced to me I suddenly feel light headed/dizzy, like bloody is rushing to my head and there are times that It felt like I am going to pass out. 

A bit of a background I am not too shy of a person but I hate socializing. I am alarmed by the episodes of dizziness/light headedness I am experiencing as I am afraid that one day I will pass out. Does anyone ever experienced this? Do I go and see a doctor? If so what type of a specialist should I seek?",3.647605633802818,4.558396295774654,5.321239436619717,82.20369014084508,71.95774647887325,8.215211267605634,26.876056338028175,8.548686976883017,1.790578028169015,542,18,112,9,10,185,86,142,0.095,0.83,0.075,-0.6888,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,2,8,0,15,4,2,0,2,21,28,14,0,4,9,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,7,4,3,0,1,2,9,17,2,14,23,1,18,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,4,11,79,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890553114633894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672671431474164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182252720953822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766099961376197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417355988595707,0.1460882974573428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100469793204796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688174239203804,0.0,0.16028636168739646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28462360885473537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762244791154785,0.0,0.0,0.16481640761891772,0.34265246284760803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174458860432556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311464593217484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224589224361488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312129909835215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34720072440878924,0.14576355178630535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266055450805274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017195195532575,0.141445762969931,0.0,0.16510564395623945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973427094930877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846417474488507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,geongangehanchohda,2018/12/17,"What kind of bodily anxiety symptoms do you get and how do you go about dealing with them? This is the most difficult part of my anxiety. I’m 24 years old and have had social anxiety as far back as I can remember, and it manifests in many different ways in my body that I can’t control. These are the hardest parts of my anxiety since I can’t control them and they’re the parts that are immediately visible to people. Some examples of this are my extremely shy bladder, where I cannot urinate if I know someone can hear me, especially someone I know well or in situations where I’m expected to go quickly and return to whatever I was found before. It’s pretty terrible and I’ve not been able to get over it throughout my entire adult life. 

Another example is when my face turns very red whenever a lot of attention is given to me. I can’t control this and it makes it hard to hide whenever I’m annoyed or angry or embarrassed by something, even if I don’t want to show my emotions. 

Another is how I cannot dance or sing in front of people without totally locking up. This is one that probably effects me the most, as it causes me to avoid any situations where I might be pressured to dance or sing. 

Lastly I sometimes can’t control my facial expressions in times of confrontation with other people. If someone is angry at me or if I am being asked something in a high pressure situation, like in an exam or by my boss about something, my mouth shakes and the corners of my mouth sort of droop down. It’s difficult to describe. It’s like my mouth sort of shakes and I can’t control it and I feel like I’ll tear up. I usually never actually tear up but I can feel my mouth moving. The only non-anxiety related time this happened to me was when I was young and jumped into a cold creek that I wasn’t expecting there to be a strong current in. I remember my mouth moving uncontrollably in almost the same way while I was swimming to the shore of the creek. It’s an odd comparison but they were almost the exact feeling of losing control over my body. 

When I really think about it, this is what my anxiety is truly about and it’s the physical things that I can’t control that have basically rendered me a totally different person than what I’d like to be. This anxiety has had such deep effects on my life and in my relationships throughout my life. 

I wish I knew a way to fix these things. I don’t live in a country where I have good access or support for therapy right now, so basically anything is up to me. It almost feels like these things are so deeply rooted in me that therapy isn’t enough. I was on anti-anxiety medication for a few years and while it helped with the emotional aspect of it, it never helped with the physical parts. I’m not depressed either, as I’ve gotten used to this for the most part. It just causes a lot of uncomfortable situations on a regular basis for me. 

The only thing that I’ve found that’s ever helped with these things was MDMA when I took it a couple times before. Those brief moments were the only times where I felt free from the cage this anxiety feels like to me. 

Has anyone else felt this way before? I’ve never met anyone in my life with symptoms like mine, though many people I’ve met said they have social anxiety. ",5.1263567765567775,5.779668749230773,6.384791208791209,76.85158974358977,68.43076923076923,9.882783882783883,31.014652014652015,9.957137785484203,3.013819047619047,2597,101,497,60,42,878,258,650,0.08,0.835,0.085,0.9356,3,1,3,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,4,11,27,27,2,7,30,0,53,18,11,17,7,98,89,43,0,8,19,0,8,7,0,1,7,2,0,2,51,21,0,8,18,6,1,13,18,14,1,1,23,12,68,14,80,61,17,78,0,2,1,0,21,35,0,24,33,358,119,2,0.05071541198970138,0.0,0.049490926315817335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235247784480624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03448821925857736,0.10635906285886644,0.387971513579346,0.0,0.0,0.07092279051052458,0.05196393285355973,0.0417344628343714,0.0,0.04741206413298912,0.0,0.0,0.03899702134452298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946524070992546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266677949866205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104197396633216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981715287582354,0.0,0.05611563874405187,0.0,0.0,0.052285362855114606,0.04368111003270864,0.0,0.0,0.10597362260806968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04236621905786707,0.11409602476115747,0.0,0.052402577669531006,0.0,0.033497051310755734,0.04587499365681682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282161806481118,0.1086933013765834,0.09738949749752113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112136631116916,0.0,0.0,0.052993419126363774,0.0,0.057645474741750476,0.042537681400537264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04484747133227275,0.0,0.04543104762066322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715995519626588,0.0,0.10198041486507996,0.05358361723645486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281229728941173,0.05574372821386859,0.04133982966747587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328718128497628,0.17343891994631236,0.0,0.04478263793632642,0.0,0.0,0.05673757351649405,0.0,0.08623285934669768,0.0,0.0,0.03385293131475378,0.10283493531777524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109044204767702,0.0,0.05380103763097318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780491371222764,0.0,0.0,0.1173445566973009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321729363263037,0.0,0.03436607568940025,0.11571406842647244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27459924502013344,0.0,0.1406387240310711,0.044282741564775366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051595806513252164,0.05467979184447607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032489591562945765,0.0,0.0,0.05444937276383795,0.11490135081123246,0.04331068473490172,0.048241970514693366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04195231287648783,0.22802499187555866,0.0,0.10339595156213867,0.12891301200342456,0.11712960564157318,0.0501588392475414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057551248521090385,0.0,0.10542546328345946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599498700441024,0.0,0.1684653310539845,0.0324963882044177,0.049827634783670485,0.0,0.118290258294938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634668878256877,0.0,0.05516380494763422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380183261065089,0.05585586128721892,0.041845526239118434,0.029913263982541613,0.16102213371722607,0.0,0.0,0.045599246054869605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832022090625445,0.04888784737437487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531812510254165
socialanxiety,jsuis_gia,2018/12/17,Sitting on the floor debating whether to go to the grocery or not...seriously it pisses me off for being so antisocial Got hungry and had this idea 4 hours ago...,5.615806451612903,6.378761064516129,7.203387096774198,71.02508064516131,67.38709677419354,10.070967741935485,34.854838709677416,10.125756701596842,3.6733741935483883,127,6,23,3,2,44,29,31,0.079,0.9209999999999999,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436288824878027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844237772116616,0.0,0.4002647424565918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492853721499325,0.0,0.0,0.5649600647211257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,awkwardcucumber,2018/12/17,"Has anyone here tried water-soluble CBD If so, what was your experience?",2.8338461538461535,5.880488153846155,5.098846153846154,70.08365384615385,90.53846153846158,8.753846153846155,21.884615384615387,8.841846274778883,2.92026153846154,58,2,9,2,2,20,13,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063745863132163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7084025170200753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916814540083253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheCyberCactus,2018/12/17,"I finally managed to go to a psychiatrist... 11 months ago, I was prescribed a tricyclic antidepressant and was told to start seeing a therapist. The pharmacy never received the prescription and instead of telling my psychiatrist I decided to cancel my follow up appointment online and became too nervous to setup a therapy session. I have made 0 progress since. I live in a small town so there are no other psychiatrists that accept my insurance and i'm too scared to go back to him.",8.437931034482759,8.924314862068966,8.963816091954024,61.78779310344829,61.298850574712645,12.477241379310346,41.53793103448275,11.979248473330829,5.616348965517241,391,21,59,12,5,131,62,87,0.113,0.823,0.064,-0.4703,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,1,1,8,12,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,4,1,9,1,10,8,0,14,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,6,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23749219526199805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601158337935216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934899036099274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30452673349807946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23657555964752106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25350947926075584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384873924986805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663405471056004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682315876746773,0.0,0.2134951076856386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221623654939099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896329836114654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417120770828126,0.0,0.30638636122656193,0.31107220804461466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560061100982169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,2piano7,2018/12/17,What has helped your social anxiety the most? What has helped your social anxiety the most? ,4.353750000000002,7.6950968750000035,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,80.25,8.200000000000001,20.5,8.841846274778883,2.0501,74,2,12,2,2,22,8,16,0.212,0.7879999999999999,0.0,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312457764926218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654694377104844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7078955625770208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dontuttifrutti,2018/12/17,I'd rather walk an hour than being in a crowded bus. Can anyone relate to this? ,-0.002352941176472001,2.162502,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,87.8235294117647,3.4000000000000004,14.382352941176471,3.1291,-1.1914470588235293,62,1,13,0,2,21,17,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789308750740587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8153766257907965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,squiddles97,2018/12/17,Did you like going on a foreign exchange program? I have the opportunity to go on a foreign exchange program but I don't know if I want to go. I love to travel and it is to a place that I would want to go to but I feel like it would be very awkward to stay at a host family house. I would love to hear what your experience with staying with a host family and if you would recommend it.,2.510763052208837,3.312829975903618,4.874879518072291,84.7507931726908,74.5421686746988,7.9429718875502,27.086345381526108,8.344100000000001,1.6434755020080325,300,11,68,5,6,106,45,83,0.057,0.695,0.248,0.9625,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,0,6,0,1,6,0,9,2,0,0,0,16,20,6,0,8,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,2,5,1,1,0,0,1,2,10,5,13,14,0,11,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,2,49,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693991629923033,0.32650946544492465,0.0,0.08756288822425973,0.12371682667837693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936791936814426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951817135112904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998216230703946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951728911694573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920989762567326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125958428746878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093185322329566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691647237129713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288817207936444,0.20428714825897748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920764808665773,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trose141,2018/12/17,Does common courtesy not exist anymore? People,6.5614285714285705,8.504857285714287,6.003571428571429,58.2539285714286,119.0,1.4,32.07142857142857,3.1291,2.4816285714285726,39,2,2,0,2,12,7,7,0.0,0.706,0.294,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6641166045868762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5860185322114763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642536110971088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wheresthebeans,2018/12/17,Doesn't it suck when you are talking to someone (but not really because of social anxiety) and the school day ends and you are sitting by your actual friend(s) and they only say a goodbye to your friend(s) and not you? Happens a lot. A lot.,2.1099999999999994,4.5710170212766,3.3908936170212804,87.49400000000004,80.91489361702128,6.313191489361702,28.54893617021277,7.554174236665415,1.9107225531914889,188,9,36,3,5,61,34,47,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.3412,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,2,3,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.25879408290402417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287503088735592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166167097833498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710301694378443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348858872911467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097811932562681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23451289110930765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509221267836311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201694320196708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989203230515468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108953524380229,0.0,0.2683935906726073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703350134301347,0.22470061483545936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131553575026667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AxelDaTryhard,2018/12/17,"Does anyone else feel scared to talk to people online? IDK if this question is asked as im fairly new to this sub.

​",1.5766666666666684,4.168126399999999,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,85.0,3.333333333333334,16.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.9292666666666664,100,2,19,0,3,31,22,25,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.6166,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922780570336103,0.3277803116461068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18861808221967752,0.2763945775082288,0.0,0.0,0.25218332630365703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360633096108817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253446299016621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639559261160095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913803216429277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605298363000733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187013273318868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021859170330361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700705456799523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681783251787934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277803116461068,0.0
socialanxiety,rubberduckytothemax,2018/12/17,"Felt invisible at Christmas party I went to a Christmas party for an organization I am in.  Even though the people I am ""closest"" with greeted me and said hello, I found myself focused on the few people I sort of know who I believed wanted nothing to do with me. For instance there was this one guy who I am acquainted with, and I said hi to him and he seemed reluctant to even say hello.  when my boyfriend and I first got there, he only said hi to my boyfriend. So given that, I definitely felt like this person just didn't like me or something. I know I haven't done anything to offend him. So even though others spoke to me, i was focused on this one guy i sort of know. I mean that's probably illogical. there was another girl i kinda know who i didnt speak to either.  in the past she and i used to say hello.  But i felt, oh she must not like me.... but then again i didn't say hi to her (of course i felt too anxious)

sometimes i feel like charlie brown. as he says in the christmas movie: ""Nobody sent me a Christmas card today. I know nobody likes me. Why do we have to have a holiday season to emphasize it?"" 

anybody else feel this way?",1.5049169621198004,3.5866674334763964,3.3007837283075183,89.44102071281954,80.67381974248926,5.768912110468371,22.57678671393917,6.895973343053719,0.6531863780556071,884,29,186,10,23,295,118,233,0.013999999999999999,0.862,0.124,0.963,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,1,14,6,1,0,8,0,16,0,0,1,1,35,40,15,0,2,6,0,6,5,0,1,0,9,0,4,11,9,0,0,14,1,0,2,5,1,0,3,20,16,39,5,27,19,2,17,0,0,1,0,32,7,0,5,12,130,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415116533303862,0.0,0.12298292981376875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958404557237483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265005172460833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140349177339193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094012576300464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157067205876343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008766750759877,0.07777094358504143,0.418097878327228,0.0,0.0,0.09259785327856294,0.0,0.11936142444204748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706678429324533,0.0,0.0,0.21558073835943287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991381911697065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659220607979127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858249328607035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445590284507067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753524457333705,0.08279435966722393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392097543844156,0.15094223103866009,0.09505398821478048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737151102012724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310657710073379,0.3462853221621779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910376031017178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838071880890667,0.1076671756586861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213912474347112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031883264037911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402170537856848,0.0,0.0,0.06420955301294819,0.08640948742010017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091604660287842,0.0982309077009742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,noskee,2018/12/17,"My social anxiety caused me to get drunk There's a pub that I live next to that serves delicious food. Sometimes I like to walk over and order food To go, and I typically order a beer while I wait, just to pass the time. Tonight, I decided to do that.

Ordered my food, ordered my beer, and sipped it while I watched the game. All while there was a drunk guy sitting a few seats down from me. Finally, he looks up and comments on how shitty this game is. Obligated to engage in conversation, I responded in agreement and we chit chatted for a bit. It wasn't too bad and honestly I didn't mind making small talk while I waited on my food.

Out of nowhere three of his friends showed up and sat down with him, and of course he introduced me as his new friend. I forced myself myself into conversation with them and honestly after some time I enjoyed the company. Eventually we stopped talking and they became preoccupied in their own conversations with each other. Then my food finally showed up in its to go box and... I couldn't leave. I talked with this small group for long enough that it would be too weird if I got up and walked away without saying goodbye, or that it was pleasent meeting them. But I just couldn't bring myself to do it. 

I continued to order beer so I wasn't sitting there awkwardly with an empty glass and food to go. I was there for almost two hours without another word exchanged between the group of friends and myself. They finally paid out and left without saying a word to me. 

I paid out and drunkenly stumbled hom to eat my cold chicken wings. Social anxiety sucks. 




",4.54912619988707,6.062782594155848,4.995595708639186,83.09802089215134,70.46103896103895,8.343534726143423,29.300395256917,8.841846274778883,2.2712663466967804,1261,49,245,23,23,401,162,308,0.07200000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.9409,2,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,5,0,10,13,1,1,11,0,13,12,0,3,1,52,27,27,0,4,8,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,14,28,12,3,1,11,3,7,8,4,0,2,10,5,43,9,50,13,7,53,0,0,2,0,34,21,1,4,19,173,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192471196015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626058948262216,0.14045391373622726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624937749356397,0.0,0.07664939268175225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022212104264787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430416696861504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393459629461284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948542208118457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30168813268521416,0.0,0.0,0.6660315202961862,0.0,0.2127739874515452,0.0,0.047961853242092484,0.0,0.1565166304730352,0.0,0.07342106369192163,0.0,0.0,0.09089670217134324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040477623613538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720323321332984,0.0997412642122268,0.0,0.0,0.044848975924439434,0.0,0.08106132210017411,0.0812403519992781,0.07708910805272719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061277394450100914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269210547870953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866127481264302,0.09763063080193707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600652189252447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715763339688746,0.0,0.0,0.09079281640793274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674913799783152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135674408141368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070589537690077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967552671492636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654765591365765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521227940279653,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xxxxxxxxxxxcrisis,2018/12/17,"Intrusivethoughtsintrusivethoughsintrusivethoughts Anyone just meet someone online and then screw it up real quick by trying to break the ice too early and it just gets horrifying cuz they left the message on sEEN?
Now I have a fresh reason to sporadically put finger guns to my head and go ""PEW"".",7.8048,10.525886480000004,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,64.2,7.4,22.5,8.07648339933343,1.1878000000000002,244,5,38,3,4,72,43,50,0.09699999999999999,0.8590000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.4215,0,0,0,1,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,3,0,1,3,2,2,0,8,4,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,6,3,0,10,1,0,1,1,3,3,1,0,4,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24939298639024265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634612315476293,0.0,0.20270461715116908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660478302041282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875245981569264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585533428872619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059702206914714,0.0,0.3667176769761257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30220658095627106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242156517096586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yungdutch_,2018/12/17,"Great Book for Social Anxiety! This book called, *What Every BODY is Saying* by Joe Navarro and Marvin Karlins*,* has got to be one of the best books I've come across for coping with my social anxiety disorder. It explains very detailed ways of understanding nonverbal communication. Allowing you to read and understand people. I never had the chance to learn this naturally. Growing up, my SAD was always difficult to deal with. Especially through high school. I've always avoided social situations. Reading this book allowed me to gain the necessary knowledge, needed for a successful conversation. I'm not there yet, but this book was a great step. I highly recommend this to anyone looking to improve themselves!",5.429362455726093,8.911690289256203,5.9195572609209,68.01621900826447,75.85950413223141,8.746399055489965,32.60979929161748,9.23628265651192,4.102317119244392,579,29,79,16,14,186,88,121,0.087,0.73,0.183,0.9523,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,2,7,0,1,5,0,6,1,1,2,1,17,14,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,7,0,3,2,3,0,1,4,2,6,4,18,9,1,10,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,0,2,51,13,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415070449773592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220365882134611,0.0,0.0,0.10147300691133296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229708135426254,0.0,0.0,0.16119835122743534,0.0,0.0,0.14818626990330838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501015988135614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961489665501185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663229260995018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227194201007258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606769830403585,0.3199960761191278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30665971956431337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186632671974815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760647438472723,0.11192739716941934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833874304278584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060964968297588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903234890430228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115407214777983,0.0,0.14687168970634532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312373928033458,0.0,0.4438022544774997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021552234069065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974123811838215,0.0,0.11519146363213792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gerallab3,2018/12/17,Currently getting stood up on my birthday F(19) Turning 19 today. I made plans with a friend to hang out tonight. Talked to my family about where and when I planned on leaving and everything. It’s getting late so I called and to see what was up. He sent it to voicemail. Not responding to texts. Trying not to cry atm.,1.0063799283154111,3.6133448709677434,1.9418279569892505,93.41051971326168,92.22580645161293,5.336200716845879,24.630824372759857,6.937597516519254,1.1892415770609324,250,11,50,4,9,78,47,62,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.696,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,5,1,13,4,0,13,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,5,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860016536056713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076640430760026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517254654000257,0.0,0.26404249148261205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639566467406698,0.0,0.29266934089918856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315952004966206,0.2965732584833519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650264918062649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319425519203687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512451046908746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654911289273884,0.0,0.0,0.19016169226724647,0.3046558365486485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,horden3424,2018/12/17,Life sucks sometimes My life is pretty shit right now. I goto school and am surrounded by a bunch of brain washed faggots who don’t even acknowledge I exist. I haven’t had a friend in 4-5 years. My only escape is gaming. Cope or rope 🤔,1.2526530612244926,3.379523244897964,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,81.85714285714286,5.552653061224492,17.963265306122448,6.742157984588678,0.009478367346939187,185,4,39,2,5,61,42,49,0.19699999999999998,0.649,0.155,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,6,5,2,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,3,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,2,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514629571594012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794730839942335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432427989572542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447583072302194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394482313284027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203030914450409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26886964562958154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186325253173095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231763387396393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113825010208121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027451338740524
socialanxiety,thetrashbin42,2018/12/17,"I feel like it’s so hard to talk about social anxiety because people assume you’re being self-centered Like, if I’m upset over an embarrassing moment or I’m too worried about what someone thinks of me, I feel like I can never really vent about it to people because they’ll just be like “No one cares about you so don’t worry about it,” making me feel like a foolish idiot on the process. This happens with my parents all too often - if I mention to them that I’m afraid that someone doesn’t like me or that people are judging me, they’ll hit me with the “they don’t even care about you, they have their own problems” and I have to just leave it at that. The thing is, people with social anxiety BELIEVE that people are judging them all the time, and even though normal people might not understand that, it’s really hard for us to get over this negative feeling. It’s so hard because I want to have people to vent to about my social anxiety, but I feel like if I do that it’ll come off as self-centered. Does anyone else here have this problem?",7.5581990521327045,5.814760578199053,7.570753554502372,78.36541943127962,64.07109004739337,9.95658767772512,32.948341232227484,8.238735603445708,2.3816877725118486,826,25,164,8,10,267,103,211,0.145,0.758,0.09699999999999999,-0.7288,1,1,0,0,1,0,17.0,1,2,7,0,19,15,1,3,6,0,18,0,0,1,3,33,36,13,0,7,9,1,8,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,19,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,0,8,25,9,26,29,3,9,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,8,10,119,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137896567342764,0.0,0.0,0.06513604954306812,0.09544817062153968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035902838500466,0.0,0.0,0.1049536359923878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899551923918477,0.0,0.0,0.0802446701370931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152045259481969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781893869774344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305582327025348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355095008191778,0.2661994247547891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048669573614128714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823765419705745,0.0,0.25034539227617203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986375545275131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185753409023801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218159763380057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882259362255376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184677688347604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127199181906956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312414930637639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343745658632196,0.0,0.0,0.4520729924157198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827325534111382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935478739314655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943616869302648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848789694409187,0.15785963442137158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487435411551382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061887954891979874,0.059689877874718425,0.09152418466674513,0.0,0.05431935256141697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697750269057512,0.11205383613930328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494515460365504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920658024603776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chimoz1812,2018/12/17,Looking for advice to help social anxiety then take your own advice. ,6.5500000000000025,9.172894000000003,6.789999999999999,67.75500000000001,67.33333333333334,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.998066666666668,56,2,7,1,1,18,11,12,0.11800000000000001,0.6940000000000001,0.188,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7301962376813591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28581904373815503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25043028191979433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137475426656578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808595601419475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28091649565290844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,apatheticdude44,2019/04/25,"I'm not sure if I have social anxiety or not... So, whenever im in a group of people, im good. I feel a little more at easy because the onus of conversation isn't solely on my shoulders. I can talk or stay silent and everything is good. It's when im by myself with one other person where I tense up, my thoughts just go blank, and I can't seem to figure out what to talk about. I always feel this urge to escape situations like this, go to the bathroom, and just sit down and breathe. I don't think I get anxious, just very awkward, uncomfortable, and hyper aware of my awkwardness. I can always sense the other person's discomfort due to mine. Because of this, my circle of friends is very small, and even then, I still have a hard time being alone with even my best friends. Dating is a nightmare because when I run out of things to talk about, my brain just goes BLANK. How can I get over this?",4.853099850968705,4.847698284153012,5.535340288127177,85.00810730253356,68.89071038251366,8.403179334326877,27.565325384997514,8.00094639256281,1.4896601092896176,698,20,150,8,11,227,105,183,0.102,0.762,0.136,0.8527,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,14,10,0,3,7,0,12,3,3,1,1,27,22,14,0,1,9,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,9,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,1,3,20,7,25,20,2,23,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,4,8,100,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934280988370568,0.0,0.0,0.22389602721511576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292269114148003,0.15199184474581318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24604290866268055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119137383703798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019107579419552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772473212789808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091582910549654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605487927130475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789045849865895,0.0,0.14058313866794422,0.0,0.15292430461742598,0.22569144854325965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052136610125384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359786895319808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572942218970942,0.1348443717257135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116774995392772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327305903492217,0.23495018440508456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248011470859844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122853734045388,0.0,0.13714653286951986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340168230676675,0.10744377540234218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680230775687107,0.0,0.0,0.3244143391541344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938236251497557,0.0862077655011363,0.0,0.10680968959627356,0.07845132499042279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201909274355366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aboottooth,2019/04/25,"Face freezing, can’t smile This is really embarrassing to write down but I was wondering if anyone else kind of felt their face froze when talking to strangers? 

I want to be nice and smile, but I physically can’t. I want to smile but my face is like stuck. 

And people usually think then that I don’t like them because I don’t smile back. But it’s like my face freezes when I am nervous.

I used to have a lot of facial ticks when I was younger so I kinda trained myself to keep a blank face as much as I could but now this shit happens",1.3654626623376631,3.395242348214288,2.4987662337662364,95.2825974025974,80.875,5.858441558441559,21.788961038961038,6.980632752743323,0.3646321428571429,421,13,97,5,11,134,68,112,0.126,0.644,0.23,0.9105,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,6,8,1,2,2,0,12,7,7,1,0,19,21,15,0,4,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,4,16,5,11,15,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,4,10,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320945618614774,0.2391616336941633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948201419329954,0.0,0.1422878450779288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186363182394878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949885931820916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241153627824881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640844373933384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747030857384574,0.0,0.24306619236215665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34210488337917905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844140336331773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158715648945466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182083010692191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953186507548802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395975264190547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18761043543793726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495631463082354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159593915809465,0.257074057009731,0.0,0.27534886950726023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25312901550605144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pillar_Woman,2019/04/25,"An outburst, I guess...  

Maybe this is going to be long, so I'd like to say that english is not my native language, I'm sorry if there's something wrong. :(

Well, I'm 20 and it's getting harder to deal with my social anxiety. I can't talk to anyone without torturing myself after the contact.

My cousin is going to pass a couple of months in my house, and can't talk to her (I want to, but all I know is avoid her). Mom say that my cousin looks sad 'cause I don't talk with her and she feels lonely here. Today I had to open the door to her, and she looked at me, like she's was going to say something and all I did: runaway back to my bedroom. It was so embarrassing. I Was crying that moment cause I was thinking how loser I am. Now all I can do is to martyr myself, thinking that I'm too stupid (maybe I really am).

I don't know what to do anymore, I just wanna be normal.  
I want to talk with people and feel OK with that, I want to know how to talk with people... But I can't, it seems that there's something wrong with my brain and I can't do simple things in life. It's really sad live with this. I wanna change, but don't know how. I don't wanna be like this for the rest of my life.

I think should start therapy, but I'm too afraid to talk about that with my parents...",1.5190909090909095,2.678958054545454,3.3591818181818205,93.24277272727274,77.54545454545455,5.872727272727272,19.40909090909091,6.1124844417494595,-0.18972727272727274,975,19,229,6,22,328,121,275,0.155,0.77,0.075,-0.9787,1,3,3,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,1,15,16,2,3,5,1,29,3,1,5,3,52,54,17,0,9,8,4,2,3,0,1,2,3,2,0,16,16,0,1,10,0,0,4,10,11,1,0,6,7,40,5,37,44,4,16,0,4,2,0,23,4,0,3,11,158,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706537669231113,0.0,0.09990643013103613,0.07043934123330463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746239181498897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245850359657324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206974258182352,0.10656894343556277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146624653553504,0.11065751695181976,0.0,0.1038579133490817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187375014764152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052632186439527336,0.0,0.17175759315141914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097582301720066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623975930666987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145499154834294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231045597949316,0.14764856878416058,0.0,0.08895474902263817,0.08915121213636168,0.1691914733572956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20241256520747689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798478523577885,0.08040923989410474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870323763703023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185919858359693,0.0,0.0,0.13968005208665754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907249757993788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403360784302445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170937985250084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269114711648213,0.0,0.2326623699073104,0.0,0.11276952736665735,0.07130387639663657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858231547197577,0.0,0.0,0.11520430050963534,0.0,0.06692679097747742,0.19364924824055535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548918621141184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782561509975125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057683234738877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710920110663976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202854717946588,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trashypineapple,2019/04/25,Embarrassed about my yearbook photo I thought I was so cool and asked to photoshop my own photo for the yearbook but I missed the deadline to hand it in and the photography studio said it's too late to pay them to edit the photo. Now I'm stuck with an unedited photo and I look REALLY BAD. I make very poor choices and this is all I can think about tbh.,3.9357534246575336,4.7255231232876715,5.136876712328768,84.23791780821921,71.1917808219178,8.031780821917808,26.928767123287678,8.238735603445708,1.6273528767123286,280,9,58,4,5,93,51,73,0.24600000000000002,0.679,0.075,-0.9364,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,5,1,3,1,1,1,1,10,12,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,9,1,9,8,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,39,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525604064117635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148831219173875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254127501420973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166895152092761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517334657500103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24159554777988115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35873166549039504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416460882219268,0.0,0.2993946487894705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111671260714545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,epreezy,2019/04/25,"Anybody else thing having social anxiety makes them more courteous? With the fear of everyone watching and judging what I'm doing I feel like I'm always careful to not make anyone else uncomfortable, offended, or upset in any way. I'm always very aware of my actions as well as the people I'm with and if they'll affect anyone else basically out of the fear of being looked upon negatively. Just curious if anyone else has had the same thought?",7.155714285714282,7.6374098095238105,7.959619047619048,67.91871428571432,64.0,10.529523809523807,33.46666666666667,10.355215969177356,3.680626666666667,360,14,58,8,5,121,60,84,0.165,0.7070000000000001,0.128,-0.5525,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,2,7,1,3,4,0,6,0,0,3,0,16,16,7,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,3,4,3,12,12,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,3,1,38,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507340355771873,0.0,0.0,0.10245872994800308,0.0,0.1152598463820598,0.0,0.0,0.3160496191001245,0.4631284546784684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361505296141434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034517978237885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396877990868134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390845369467645,0.07618176473244309,0.10763653843073344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360828812718621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652233769112214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011427914860532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445353047727672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358603758857814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000964632627028,0.0,0.0,0.11961277225115655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431605819716568,0.0,0.11959245554611635,0.0,0.0,0.13546773181704574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JustBerk,2019/04/25,"How do you ""go up to someone"" at a bar? I've read a lot of posts encouraging people to go up to someone at a bar if they want to try and make new friends or maybe get somebody's number. It's likely anxiety that's holding me back, but how exactly do you do this in a non-creepy or disruptive way? If there's a group, it seems like entering their conversation may be rude or imposing, and if a person is alone, I worry that singling them out may come across as awkward. I'd appreciate any advice, I'm trying to fight this social anxiety but just need a bit of logistical help to get across these hurdles.",8.97435483870968,5.4823651451612925,9.593290322580646,70.45493548387098,62.8709677419355,13.145806451612904,39.31612903225806,11.20814326018867,4.1040600000000005,474,18,99,10,5,163,84,124,0.18,0.6920000000000001,0.127,-0.7941,0,1,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,2,3,0,5,7,2,1,7,0,7,2,0,3,1,24,17,13,0,5,9,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,1,1,3,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,17,14,3,16,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,10,4,62,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875243581147095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875253877907326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049990211968296,0.0,0.2936089229062643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756074908546502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095072200406988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530653209199178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826296544844444,0.0,0.20052168994657096,0.0,0.21812459364860248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286278275511691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750719242118494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314816981230004,0.0,0.0,0.12809603737197864,0.0,0.19279129553385627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422928594609204,0.0,0.18534009276611604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133040644855325,0.1675613749862474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378901519407126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195387480544684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470032195132787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956198645291721,0.3251957878189847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605776456076597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318873823359428,0.15232283038195998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194885738679109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,seasquirrel22,2019/04/25,"social anxiety maybe? medication? hi everyone! 

over the years, the feeling has grown so much that i am just an awkward person that doesn't know how to socialize. i feel so out of place in social situations. i've always felt weird compared to everyone else just never put a name to it. i try my best to talk to people so from the outside i might look ""normal"" but on the inside...i am constantly panicking.  internally i am constantly thinking:

​

do they like me?

they probably don't.

i don't know what to say to them.

i have nothing to offer in a conversation.

i'm an awkward human.

​

ect. ect. ect.  


i googled the definition of social anxiety and did a little more research and i honestly feel like this is what i have. although i don't really avoid social situations as i'm afraid if i did, i would just lose myself all together. some days are better than others and i'll have like a surge of confidence for a moment that most people would just think is a 'normal' confidence level but ya... in high schoool, i would drink so much just to feel like a normal person at the party so i could hold a conversation. i'm just wondering if any of you can relate to this and what i can do to help myself? what have you all done that works for you? i just feel like i am slowly going to ""disappear"" and just be the quiet person in the corner always anxious. considering medication.",2.4407619047619065,4.911616192592593,4.428492063492065,80.48750000000003,79.66666666666667,7.560846560846561,23.716931216931208,8.527137837955566,1.907915343915344,1092,38,202,25,28,372,136,270,0.064,0.762,0.174,0.9876,0,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,4,3,4,14,14,0,4,18,0,29,3,0,1,3,46,45,17,0,9,12,0,6,5,0,4,2,2,0,4,12,6,1,2,11,1,0,4,5,6,0,0,4,9,29,8,29,35,8,23,0,1,1,0,24,13,0,6,11,150,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441385492986972,0.1876911325980096,0.21048948580191126,0.058900071797974185,0.0,0.1325180046789973,0.0978484713614216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089540377957513,0.07660250033835088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719659810976444,0.0,0.06915374000798605,0.0,0.0,0.055858467882127415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863556422714777,0.0,0.0848481430936549,0.0,0.0,0.07235436905593387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655256019197483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897164910761852,0.1856298583304615,0.08316243224918017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04922438261686967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805512613360503,0.09151179649953743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520090235644878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157462413488265,0.08680936577300029,0.0,0.0,0.0727334291361658,0.09689822280207197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701478671267056,0.0,0.0,0.17450774609361766,0.0,0.09188311392684377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273416074580564,0.0,0.06680158194263715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545881821723676,0.08310787874011963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009363082649438,0.22688240045282015,0.09049255244969412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093383878169846,0.0,0.0,0.0870703745523364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554867521978083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887844003996284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471414706142906,0.0,0.4414571918724982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961655788625735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099671943421748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588048028617001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939285211909112,0.06305557573171848,0.0,0.0,0.1845829906154952,0.0,0.21048948580191126,0.05577618011245882
socialanxiety,Idk_tho99,2019/04/25,"How do you go out to social places with out constantly worrying about if your going to run into people you know/used to know? All the anxiety and constant thinking usually makes so I either don't have a good time while at the social place, or I totally miss out of the expirence I went there in the first place. I live in a pretty touristy place where that should help out, but I still have a lot of trouble just being me/normal in a social place.",8.346,6.011619711111116,8.131666666666668,76.8375,63.0,11.222222222222225,33.611111111111114,9.516144504307137,2.823444444444444,354,10,71,5,4,114,63,90,0.115,0.838,0.047,-0.5858,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,7,3,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,2,2,20,13,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,8,1,16,10,4,26,0,1,0,0,7,15,0,3,7,55,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252310331117956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896508472791768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399530891688793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523305901468406,0.11240761118286108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982917768429813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730514500652786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834000319598625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393697782159222,0.0,0.0,0.08945779401556389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929109350088994,0.0,0.7000993809230456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634408755373598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098422224159599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070266348804985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587307182387617,0.0,0.0,0.07814674497614753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612066812923871,0.0,0.14760146136639754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423566529732315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610138631142776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ajg1245,2019/04/25,"Advice for social anxiety (unmedicated) I'm not able to manage my social anxiety with medication. I've been to various psychiatrists and have tried a number of anti-anxiety meds but none have helped. One psychiatrist did a cheek swab after reviewing my medicine history and it came back showing my brain chemistry won't work with anti-depressants or anti-anxiety meds. I've been using marijuana to help, and it works well. However, my bf was diagnosed with schizophrenia a few months ago, and he can't smoke anymore & I don't want to be a bad influence bc smoking can trigger his delusions. I've tried working out, but it's also challenging for me due to a past ED and tends to make those urges come back up. So I was wondering if anyone found other ways besides exercise/weed to help with social anxiety? (I go to therapy regularly, but it doesn't help as much as I would like)",6.8599401197604815,7.320045443113778,7.951742514970063,67.79707485029941,64.62874251497007,11.949461077844312,35.861676646706584,11.602472056035307,4.562748982035926,707,32,122,22,10,241,111,167,0.067,0.8320000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.7592,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,5,0,14,4,2,4,0,26,24,14,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,6,12,0,0,2,1,0,3,6,1,1,1,7,0,10,3,20,14,4,13,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,8,76,16,6,0.12111622801115145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835337626595108,0.1073622283968554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685660378242987,0.0,0.13122938244825702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632679145941834,0.0,0.12011475328575752,0.08468728271796498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862618065639733,0.10112699136108773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520576600195833,0.0,0.1385246991134587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433090606786813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431722971265732,0.1229304219547478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279769256460233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883314350330719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247266184614392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917127118926487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084602268036728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690656512425273,0.12201185764779987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966738176822845,0.0,0.08903436340000176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207149061297409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156191442235022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703882257933629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850696211468774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445993708312756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046055338534009,0.0,0.0,0.07143748929424021,0.0961364242988796,0.0,0.0,0.10889803445626517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313453828057087,0.2645221694382957,0.0,0.0,0.0860374933847771,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shaddsniff,2019/04/25,"no one wants me for the group project and why would they?

our college tutor told us to get into groups of 3. the second i heard that i panicked. i mostly hang out in a group of 3 other people, but they kinda chose each other...like i get it. they're in their 20's and i'm only 17. whatever. i asked another friend (my age) but his group was already full.

i then made the rational decision of skipping the lesson and spending the next hour in the toilets. i wanted to just fucking cry but i didn't want the red eyes that come with it.

before today i honestly felt like my depression/social anxiety were getting better; it was getting manageable. but i learnt this instead: no one wants or needs me and i shouldn't forget that.

why am i alive tbh lmao",1.5672930463576158,3.8826145827814607,3.172744205298013,89.12481167218544,81.98013245033113,5.8942052980132456,22.02028145695364,7.1686216300943375,0.8263937086092716,586,19,117,8,16,193,101,151,0.091,0.743,0.166,0.9411,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,3,2,2,5,1,0,8,0,7,2,1,1,0,29,24,10,0,7,6,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,0,3,0,1,2,4,1,0,3,8,4,22,4,12,14,3,13,0,0,2,1,14,6,1,3,6,77,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140697584853208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187800686516167,0.13268918268658672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215283388335008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759362801008785,0.0,0.0,0.1534029007796508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941227547803812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052726545524065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653971197502118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134007451226708,0.16035222244716146,0.362482977514114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708138356651931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473916890518574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412308780772805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861137214167445,0.0,0.0,0.18446660917706525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350691396542085,0.13191694602519896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024875984838734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441082386954267,0.16573941696178954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863963432105173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092224723112105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31302425434001074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232142818225299,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CrimsonCarrot,2019/04/25,"Cannabis and Social Anxiety I’ve been a moderate to heavy cannabis user for the past 2-3 years. My social anxiety has always been really bad, I blush in social situations, avoid social situations, and I avoid people and leaving the house in general. I’ve been taking Prozac for the past month or so, and it was working good when I first started taking it, but now it seems like my anxiety is back to what it was before. I’ve also been smoking more cannabis than usual for the past two weeks. I might be wrong but I think that the weed might be counteracting the effects of my medication. I couldn’t find anything online that confirms my suspicions though. Has anyone felt like they had increased social anxiety symptoms due to cannabis, or maybe had a negative reaction to mixing cannabis with an SSRI?",7.236703952274421,7.865091134228188,7.259955257270698,72.49956748695007,63.83221476510067,10.38061148396719,34.676360924683074,10.25414643259724,3.669330499627144,645,27,109,14,9,207,90,149,0.157,0.772,0.07,-0.8944,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,6,7,0,2,9,0,16,3,0,1,0,20,22,12,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,2,9,1,11,3,12,8,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,5,15,73,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011541324617063,0.0937642574617339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448196854898988,0.0,0.0,0.07879307327322478,0.0,0.09273144963576474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664902038169346,0.09408858313179357,0.0,0.0,0.09588797549337888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819678353217076,0.0,0.10299348798194342,0.09585114305586682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945161526595108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002517786157278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193188121769529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101059369684222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320881060620536,0.0,0.0,0.11351986899688288,0.0,0.23908529654392124,0.0,0.0,0.08994534900370288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227162595213634,0.0781226824823581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218990539455569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258562558991577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533288631714399,0.0,0.5743488608489986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797601377187322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712449825454348,0.16945256063605935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722050071204087,0.1107139877119929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007840969121478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124108342028359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039037324657694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203716862800631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320507983354648,0.0,0.07256645967011824
socialanxiety,proudretard,2019/04/25,Does anyone else get super nervous seeing a contrary opinion to yours online? whenever I'm arguing with someone online I get overwhelming amount of anxiety. it's come to the point that whenever I see an opinion which I oppose I get anxiety. does anyone else have this problem?,4.7650000000000015,7.699797500000002,6.009999999999998,69.785,74.0,8.8,34.0,9.3871,4.2044,225,12,31,6,5,75,36,50,0.22699999999999998,0.7,0.07400000000000001,-0.7257,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,8,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,17,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217201808252028,0.0,0.0,0.29405887016248,0.430903952710355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811336211100147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680268047161267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513161966565257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295806222972746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198778201432588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120514067687326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33512450737460525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816564739437266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,barzabeeb,2019/04/25,Skipping presentation Has anyone here skipped a presentation because they were to anxious? I have presentation in 2 hours that I’m not at all prepared for and I’ve been having panic attacks all day. I will feel so worthless if I don’t go. I’m not even worried about my grade but rather I don’t know how to explain to my friends in the class that I physically CANT do this. They won’t understand and I’m afraid I’m gonna be judged.,1.8252309612983808,4.065970449438203,3.3812734082397,88.43373283395756,80.46067415730337,6.202746566791513,26.742821473158553,7.3871296695380915,1.3693210986267168,346,15,73,5,9,114,62,89,0.115,0.816,0.069,-0.1802,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,6,5,1,2,2,0,12,0,0,1,2,14,22,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,1,9,1,8,16,2,9,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,47,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533418919625358,0.0,0.21869656280540345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558218520908226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066213058169526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171124238309904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658211367730708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581462759822891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416458858359197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775481049967615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080161607022662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189061048750714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669690549053581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256053545872065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176338529143789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cuylerearly,2019/04/25,"You are not the problem. Some post meditation thoughts I felt would be relevant to this thread. I've been suffering from severe SA for a while now and have had some recent revelations regarding this pesky disorder that I feel may help others on their quest for healing and relief.

​

We, as humans, live in an age of a false, highly dangerous, sense of individualism. Particularly my generation, the millennials. I grew up believing that in order to have any worth in this world, you have to be loud, in your face, beautiful, sociable, and talented, SPECIAL. You have to have the nicest car, brand name clothes, listen to the ridiculously superficial rappers that you find blaring on every other radio station. It's all about this false projection, trying to show the rest of the world that you live this interesting, fulfilling, beautiful, perfect life. This is a false reality, however. We are HUMAN BEINGS. We are imperfect, flawed, inconsistent. We think we're setting ourselves apart from others with our flashy, carefully manipulated Instagram pages. But we're just following trends, needing to feel special and important, yearning for validation. All this time I thought there was something wrong with me. That I wasn't good enough because I don't have an iPhone or drive a range rover. That I was completely inferior because I shop at the thrift store and drive an '88 Honda. That I'll never succeed in this world because I'm quiet and socially awkward. I'm not a competitive person, I have no desire to climb the corporate work ladder and double cross my colleagues for that raise or promotion. I do not wish to prove that I'm better than everybody else, and I certainly don't need the approval of those who feel they are superior because they hold an authoritative ""position"". All I want in this world is to be content with who I am and be clear on what I want out of this life. Understand that we are all one, just trying to feel our way through this tumultuous and hostile world. There is nothing wrong with who you are. It is this superficial, narcissistic, materialistic society that is the problem. Stop blaming yourself, you are perfect just the way you are.",7.573556701030931,8.812745613402065,7.5849649484536075,68.32498350515465,63.22680412371135,11.156453608247423,36.39628865979381,11.044913438933486,4.402624412371135,1750,81,287,48,25,563,212,388,0.124,0.72,0.156,0.9277,1,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,7,9,3,9,7,24,3,1,20,0,36,4,1,1,10,66,56,15,0,10,9,0,5,0,0,2,3,4,0,3,33,20,0,2,11,3,4,7,8,11,0,1,8,9,36,13,42,41,10,38,0,3,0,0,29,19,0,5,7,202,69,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640733051469245,0.15297637380208054,0.0856130116524278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069780328867776,0.0,0.0,0.1418407099994386,0.0,0.1113440196909556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835848468791408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319986579926575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428673634434366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051692341282134,0.0,0.0,0.1300833324852816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607208442547393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546254600286807,0.0,0.1208790764400762,0.0,0.11506587626884172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559486954391628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438485792016369,0.1330151264827314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784691968320882,0.0,0.0,0.2223354284965376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669930072304092,0.09709809239064976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079978128704308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530980438235025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992677937825623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057274253713805,0.0,0.0,0.2409292910378903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430626166580193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422256724502967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833423986803405,0.0,0.0969202286869046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052539734202726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066852165220753,0.0,0.1998933554947319,0.07341046797635505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094907082237562,0.0,0.0,0.1310612796359081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851242963276864,0.1998594028133698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144773196742466,0.0,0.0,0.09165316060032083,0.0,0.0,0.0894322946419446,0.27529314230633783,0.15297637380208054,0.0
socialanxiety,answerseeker2,2019/04/25,"I stutter, sweat, shake and say ""um, um, um"" (um 3x in a row) when presenting. What can I do? I had to present yesterday, and I said sorry two times while laughing nervously. I'm in college, 20 y.o. and had to present to my class of ""only"" 10 people. My exam will be to present for 20 (!) minutes. Will a beta-blocker help me?",-1.0740909090909057,1.0084625000000038,1.6446060606060615,95.02690909090909,98.24242424242424,4.458181818181818,23.266666666666666,6.2581,0.643823030303031,239,11,53,3,10,82,46,66,0.11,0.8009999999999999,0.08900000000000001,0.4501,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,7,1,1,0,0,3,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,3,2,7,1,8,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,8,31,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28342345543796843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215919562555765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931468251968395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022215245495981,0.3362625625233647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47333929838420297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465637676235897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41305719796531226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,initialwa,2019/04/25,"I wanna be like the ""cool"" guys I wanna talk how they talk. Most of my life, my friends and me are all soft spoken. They never try to offend  me at all cus i think they're afraid to hurt me. But i wanna be hurt. I love it when i hear those ""cool"" guys talk shit. I think it's hilarious and fun. 

But everytime I get insulted, I responded like I was personally affected by it. I do feel a bit insulted, but I don't wanna be weak. I wanna be thick skinned in social situations. I wanna be those ""cool"" guys. 

Please talk shit to me. Maybe posting a roastme here would help. Is it fine if i do it here?",-0.5963095238095235,1.5348799047619082,2.09077380952381,94.09901785714287,91.22222222222223,5.68968253968254,17.398809523809526,7.1686216300943375,0.1286047619047621,452,12,107,8,16,156,70,126,0.132,0.674,0.195,0.7354,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,4,18,5,1,3,3,12,6,3,2,3,22,18,8,0,8,4,0,4,2,1,1,2,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,8,23,9,13,11,4,6,0,2,0,1,18,3,2,2,4,72,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521937419624455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651987028664019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692157608273765,0.0,0.07906665011189114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495383681670777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705663175700298,0.0,0.10143712072595044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240159650642049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689287099180712,0.14786994444919302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658636571952962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203703811448238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167194110750092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321404842721511,0.0,0.16612113866142453,0.0,0.0,0.14493775473995474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106878151383847,0.0,0.1701076524841766,0.0,0.15426767436265654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865515696637689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939395946453008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274699728358996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750452974604127,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,idontevenknow121277,2019/04/25,"Where do I go from here? I’m a 30 year old male. All of my friends (who I don’t talk to that much anymore, because.. life) are all married and/or have kids. I’d personally like to be in the same boat, living my life with a family of my own. I’m content though, knowing that we all go through life at different speeds. That being said, I haven’t been in a relationship in over a year. 

Since my ex and I broke up, my social anxiety seems to have taken over. I get along great with everyone at work, but I can’t seem to actually make friends or hang with anyone out of work, especially girls. I feel confident that I have a good personality and that I’m attractive (not trying to be conceded, just confident- females compliment me often) but I just don’t know how to make friends anymore. 

What am I supposed to do anymore?",3.1566993006993016,4.639136296969703,4.8072727272727285,83.2032167832168,73.9090909090909,8.470862470862473,28.44988344988345,9.057496981413335,2.2572750582750603,639,26,135,14,13,216,99,165,0.019,0.767,0.214,0.9882,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,6,0,15,3,0,3,3,27,30,7,0,0,6,1,1,1,3,0,3,1,0,5,7,8,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,3,2,17,8,25,24,6,17,0,1,0,0,15,10,0,4,5,89,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.13885368624775293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885081131002193,0.0,0.4233378116713845,0.09949188300215847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673814597468196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866187844473436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596338176981262,0.0,0.0,0.13413754847004172,0.0,0.07194567022645597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297967360776406,0.0,0.07434020880526596,0.0,0.1617324075188225,0.11934538927814227,0.0,0.15687429167351485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639679278370552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015091067376662,0.06951529204044812,0.0,0.12564392748838152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899582268211955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459889823204256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930852871626554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848279719753305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276529830722846,0.0,0.0,0.13534956680897106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25906939874024315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770305636121538,0.0,0.0,0.145045870892384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436663002716073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979836874680127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660499365240499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717639365742435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325909665548373
socialanxiety,libreneitor,2019/04/25,"How I do post on social media? I want to ask you a question. How do you approach the process of going out there and talking to people on the internet or even here without looking creepy or stupid in your comments?

For example I went to the subreddit of instagram and I found that they are testing a version without likes. Is it right for me to just comment there and say what I think? Example: ""I don't want them to remove the likes""

I did post a long time a go a ton on facebook but I stopped because of very harsh and hateful comments, also some threats. I streamed also on twitch but I got insulted and heated... (just playing csgo mm)

Are there any intrinsic rules of posting stuff on the internet? Is the hate normal? How do you deal with insults? Or the criticism of the people that surrounds you when they don't like the photos you post?",2.6518863636363648,4.9564368060606085,3.664602272727272,87.15690340909094,77.9090909090909,6.3068181818181825,29.10037878787879,7.413659706084162,1.8444015151515158,663,31,126,9,16,213,96,165,0.22899999999999998,0.746,0.025,-0.9904,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,3,0,13,10,6,0,14,1,10,1,0,3,0,27,22,16,0,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,1,0,5,4,6,0,0,4,2,20,4,22,18,3,22,0,0,1,0,20,9,0,5,7,96,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315704255085481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845936062200768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353552494347107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826012617609119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492678806640308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562970561199224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587502399052569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457029988329322,0.0,0.11579849150545925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858921549411144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220519683860845,0.0,0.0,0.12813094414381268,0.1215836706134422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185941756057793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075259239936535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5546593869092987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219331696185282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364634703600165,0.0,0.11513953990136365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759096730081778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104747544635587,0.0,0.0,0.16574518834098062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637340276419895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277294316481044,0.0,0.0,0.0844258086522917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946351093121067,0.17079692191448154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342179576306523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791368356004706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Candermai,2019/04/25,"Social anxiety, phobia - how cope? So, I've been at home for almost a year now, only leaving with someone else or just standing right outside the apartment. (I have undiagnosed agoraphobia).

Additionally, I have (diagnosed) major depression, causing me to vary greatly in my mood each day.

I'm slowly getting better with medications and some help, but I'd really love for more improvements from my own part as well. Problem is, I have no idea where to start.

How do you guys cope with your anxiety? Your depression? Any good tips?

I've tried going to psychiatrists, but they kind of just shuffle you around to different doctors and stuff and tell you ""it isn't our problem, they (some other clinic / hospital) should fix it"", then the other place does the same.

Anything I can do myself?",5.656324951644103,7.703931382978723,6.14667956157318,73.82454545454547,68.50354609929079,9.098903932946486,31.25789813023856,9.573946990214177,3.2155758865248227,619,26,102,14,11,200,104,141,0.11800000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.7799,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,5,2,1,9,11,0,0,4,0,10,5,0,3,0,25,15,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,5,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,16,6,15,13,8,14,0,2,0,1,13,7,0,4,5,73,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024050289838307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882152380272303,0.0,0.2448352058029385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316857738195598,0.1424549157353534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152785488123387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438830014517564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320197253864186,0.0,0.2756561549040584,0.1624205681559985,0.0,0.16719058482900262,0.0,0.16379091786025726,0.1400377157605589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367916972084445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360571732640326,0.0,0.09094508989716146,0.13422018905455546,0.0,0.1764265650610678,0.0,0.1584485059257489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726043445392668,0.0,0.1605167011567906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064714693713133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666399364799582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944186869146835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442753128945732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612069244195667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170514572112005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328994607766746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719058482900262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30624191432365605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251520483269197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366592654278363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312389050394538,0.13558746248036987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326551560124645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831887170939364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986766476441925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864550855350616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388041907127755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304994079721416
socialanxiety,BryceHarper_,2019/04/25,Gabapentin for Social and Generalized anxiety disorder I was just prescribed this at 100 mg 3x a day. Does it work good for anxiety? I’ve never taken medication before so I’m kind of scared lol,1.1985328185328186,3.551240513513516,3.693050193050194,77.99972972972974,103.32432432432432,7.519691119691122,24.204633204633204,7.957251820313856,2.6912038610038613,157,7,27,5,7,54,33,37,0.221,0.643,0.136,-0.3804,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505976025273743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25060571473542426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899341283436037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33753316220893725,0.0,0.25772706493814385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470204201246769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066861059337159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966871264124245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271437208951492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948551775329701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002151334198913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440627120458555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Yobymmas13,2019/04/25,"I only like being around people when I can choose to do so I am very introverted and like my time to myself, but I can get very bored or feel empty when I haven't been around people for a while, I only like to spend time with people I truly like however and i am not blinded by the ""family is forever"" thing. A lot of people love their family because loving your family is the only socially acceptable option you have, while I would die for my family I don't like a lot of them as people and I don't feel blinded by the fact that they're family because to me they are just like other people i hang out with. But i get to choose my friends, and I get to choose how much time i spend with them, being at home is like hanging out with people i don't like with which i am not allowed to choose how much time i spend with them otherwise they will start complaining they don't see me enough, plus a ton of housekeeping responsibilities that could have been avoided if i hadn't gotten a brother that is 11 years younger than me.

I want to love my family, but i hate being around them and that alone gets them complaining about me which makes me dislike them even more and it's just an endless spiral like that.

I honestly cannot wait to move out to my own place or a place where i can choose the amount of time i spend with them",7.974120879120878,5.405778179487182,8.064917582417582,77.76133241758244,63.908424908424905,11.59084249084249,31.174908424908423,9.928628108626363,2.5314007326007326,1045,23,225,17,12,342,117,273,0.098,0.701,0.201,0.9855,2,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,11,0,13,20,1,1,11,0,29,5,0,4,1,51,45,21,1,4,10,1,2,9,1,2,2,0,1,0,10,20,0,2,8,0,4,3,9,5,0,0,4,5,48,15,36,35,9,24,0,0,3,3,21,10,0,6,20,167,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933961841126953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303697686701619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516691216943402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887180146626072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952453493367085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912991117662572,0.0,0.05697409060360931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487910997637293,0.0,0.08723156226886945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664446572131998,0.0,0.18026970999271366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516415184087707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652607767705689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792816688245712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667078292498836,0.2335597673201088,0.0,0.05757939581103475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916810089397712,0.1268224380378119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681445263587136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41861403946357023,0.0,0.18024723191459452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873826197833176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793147578420063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061055458593510636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057307486238078686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514952671168451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234750284050934,0.050878538429553435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061276816371999415,0.0,0.0,0.05554878163940298
socialanxiety,PreludePetal,2019/04/25,"I thought i had gotten past the worst of my anxiety... but today i called into my first shift as a CNA... a job ive wanted to land a while.

they told me i couldnt call in, and so i was no longer hired.

god i hate myself",-1.0754000000000021,0.4087822600000024,1.7620000000000005,100.241,86.4,4.800000000000002,14.0,5.6839178017228535,-1.1747999999999998,163,2,44,1,5,57,41,50,0.223,0.722,0.055,-0.8469,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,9,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,12,0,5,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,31,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292024499743847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6118749416515236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548499142679426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958049373511625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973187959198627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28601366817279217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378585544641192,0.0,0.0,0.28399725486451105,0.28629221806796445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671898970816746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Grot-Fucker,2019/04/25,"Why I dont like socialism anxienty before being angry and disliking listen to what i have to say first, i like socialism but its not good, sure its good for workers but its not good for the womens and childrens we need to not only care for the working men we neeed to also give money to everyione and not only to workere and what if they feel jelous because sonmeone else has more money, thats why we need to give eqAL AMOUNT OF MONEY TO EVERYONE AND EQUAL AMOUNT OF WORK TIME BECAUSE SOMEONE MIGHT GET SAD :( IT DOESNT MATTER IF YOU SERVE THE MILITARY OR WORK AS A SECRETARY YOU SHOULD BE PAYED THHE SAME AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS -MIKE DROP-



BUT THE LEADER CAN HAVE MORE MONEYbecause they arethe leader and more intiteled (SORRY FOR CAPS)",3.733932827735643,6.086497788732397,4.126338028169016,84.93399241603468,74.63380281690141,6.904442036836404,24.303358613217767,7.882392219407189,1.4261271939328282,594,19,108,9,13,186,89,142,0.228,0.759,0.013999999999999999,-0.9857,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,2,2,6,1,8,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,2,30,18,15,0,5,10,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,3,9,10,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,0,3,10,7,15,14,8,3,0,1,0,0,16,0,0,4,4,74,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252795329838321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099481057051715,0.0,0.1333046185535427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972351009968794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360228330305572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086785240801302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969365585259434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921111007077436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325341365524676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184746133886063,0.3005617054590607,0.0,0.3941924817766488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530705998592017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618962958368427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323201907310231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382912922153456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458091533181274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193866818782686,0.132736013137365,0.0,0.0,0.17536606695883564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764853139781697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913486759504274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28271937877934833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421471800264729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThelostMatthew,2019/04/25,"I have not had any friends in my 30 years on this planet  \* I have not had any friends in my 30 years on this planet \* And I have so much social anxiety I would probably have a heart attack if anyone ever did talk to me......

I  have not had the chance to really have a conversation with another  human, no matter how long I search for company I always come back alone.  It has been painful being lonely and isolated for this extreme length  of time, no one to talk too, just sitting in my room playing games and  surfing the web. For a while escapism worked. I could forget about me  and my life for long periods. Now it doesn't work anymore....

I  have come to the conclusion that it is impossible to find company, and  that nobody will ever be interested in talking to me, and nobody will  ever like me. I will continue to suffer alone until I die, possibly of a  black heart.I don't care anymore, I always relish the idea of finishing  this worthless life and finally being a peace.",3.743333333333332,5.382762105263161,5.186842105263158,80.43622807017546,72.6842105263158,8.435087719298245,26.87719298245614,9.029198982220553,2.2371298245614035,760,27,144,16,15,255,106,190,0.21100000000000002,0.732,0.057,-0.9812,0,4,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,1,0,9,0,24,4,1,1,3,26,27,12,1,3,5,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,1,1,9,10,0,0,3,2,0,2,7,5,0,1,5,1,20,6,23,14,1,26,0,3,1,0,9,7,0,1,17,110,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607167878783289,0.0,0.0,0.2094598676564721,0.0,0.0,0.1711853116849968,0.13198064235725246,0.09628653770006204,0.0,0.2496489257347751,0.0880078781981066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318984174844152,0.0,0.09678257383480823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832796548450445,0.0,0.0,0.21684345934436847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049312484757857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062821175685516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415568528840323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787918038372526,0.11503851758747445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448629109589047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983017490720873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420864966451813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780463384343134,0.06149138171069534,0.0,0.0,0.2227734922427351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252540827940743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528952066461151,0.0,0.1339294528098955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189410760775986,0.0,0.0,0.13570397966313405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063247360673577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830372642920312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034970534774154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339301350881428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326273730420825,0.0,0.0,0.08941103073875811,0.0,0.0,0.16210613137959154
socialanxiety,Big_cock_dude,2019/04/25,"Everyday Everyday I struggle to communicate with others. I've always been the shy, quiet girl in class. That normally results in me not having as many friends. Moving is terrible for me, as I have to start all over, meet new people again. 

Whenever I get to school, my anxiety is at its' highest. My stomach aches, my mouth is dry, I'm fidgeting, my chest is tight. I constantly feel like I'm being watched or as if there's something wrong with me. I always feel the need to look ok or not offend anyone. I'm always saying sorry. 

I always overthink the little things people do. It'll be the smallest thing, but my thoughts can make me believe they did that because they don't actually like me. 

When around friends, I'm not very quiet. In fact I'm quite loud. At this school, I've gotten a lot more social. But, even so, it's so hard just to start up a conversation with someone because I worry what I say will be bad and offend someone, or they just don't like what I say.

This happens every school day, and it's exhausting because I'm always on edge. I'm always conscious of how someone looks at me or how someone feels about me. I'm always doing stuff for others, just small stuff like giving them a pencil or helping them with a problem. I feel like that's a way people will like me. If I'm nice to them. Somedays I feel like crying because I get so overwhelmed.

When I get home, I'm so tired. I have to stay away from my bed just so I don't nap. I'm always so tired. The day sucks all the energy out of me, so I can barely do anything productive. There's some much I want to do that's taken away because I'm too tired. 

Even on social media I struggle with how people will react to my stuff. Today I overcame a big thing though. I posted my first selfie! Though, it took me a good 2 hours to psych me up enough to get the courage and post. 

I just wish I could be a extroverted person. Maybe then I'd be happier. Maybe then I wouldn't feel so lonely all the time. Maybe moving would be easier.

Sorry for the vent, but the past few months have been exhausting for me. Hope everyone else is doing good!",2.253268310636732,4.0972812051282075,3.748559072506442,88.29506532940745,77.2750582750583,6.287351245245983,22.478284873021718,7.1686216300943375,0.7444181818181814,1643,48,338,19,38,543,194,429,0.138,0.698,0.165,0.9108,0,2,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,6,2,28,28,3,3,18,1,35,8,3,6,4,58,73,33,0,11,18,0,8,7,2,6,5,6,2,2,21,10,0,1,8,1,0,3,7,13,0,1,7,17,49,15,42,53,9,44,0,2,3,0,19,18,1,10,26,218,70,6,0.0,0.0,0.06346496032481704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329158784467037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049751739458962205,0.0,0.0,0.045474114357374584,0.0,0.053518416912605116,0.05789510400737195,0.0,0.0,0.12220539658627347,0.0,0.05430166398284739,0.19822422946371235,0.0,0.0,0.07327238416853024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702799321444743,0.0,0.05192530424562631,0.0,0.07143809825965476,0.08388462978687942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054328552964681684,0.0,0.0,0.06719873237959627,0.0,0.08591025429063498,0.0,0.054794949345719296,0.06214390746712173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730246548805425,0.13938345011807893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531889618638258,0.0,0.0,0.10049204711341893,0.0,0.1359128023132672,0.06238767670488572,0.0,0.10909685727712856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057510400403667485,0.0,0.05825875265217589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435917144489586,0.0,0.06523559443646725,0.06459461423388406,0.06404655809866366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241034857441924,0.06518234196172687,0.0,0.0,0.10922635381071123,0.0,0.0,0.05529058965486159,0.0,0.0,0.04341149181689393,0.06593547116395236,0.19600975768202492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191046517915511,0.13824422133275358,0.04780834492554629,0.048222766533771416,0.0,0.06281138812353823,0.0,0.0,0.06372067423065618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208344414392216,0.1803488377608358,0.056786216094411375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457146205020313,0.0,0.0,0.06222989003104186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917292589789459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515577124069524,0.0,0.19745724159144604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325903645804384,0.2204164089915933,0.05006726369373635,0.0,0.1456031329570081,0.09206447909969,0.06931885531729727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597779460667744,0.22334918611373195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961946377671135,0.0,0.1277934805441071,0.051630673368049794,0.03792254009146149,0.22424513853668934,0.061645752183969726,0.0,0.07225648485948091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366083967775664,0.0383594378436808,0.05162190369285456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478725458341377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604638850247667,0.0,0.046199130349133824,0.07110576675099725,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fuckoffpenis,2019/04/25,"I narrate other people’s actions, and my anxiety stops when I stop doing that. Lately I’ve been noticing for the first time that I narrate for other people, down to everything they think and do. I always think “they’re doing this because they’re thinking that and I’m the reason why they’ve gone and done that.” I’m literally narrating their entire behavior solely from over analyzing but the truth is I’m no mind reader. I am not them. When I feel judged and awkward, I tell myself to stop narrating for other people and for a split second I can find peace because I know I should have no business narrating other people’s lives, just only mine. I tell myself, what other people do and think is to be reasoned with and narrated by then only because they know best. I have no right narrating for them and deciding how they feel and define why they act a certain way. I hope you try this method out when you’re feeling judged when you’re around someone. Tell yourself, “stop narrating for other people.”",5.628677884615384,6.7565181979166695,6.087708333333335,77.72235576923079,67.54166666666666,8.407692307692308,28.83173076923077,8.617729084823388,2.2603528846153846,802,27,139,12,13,259,99,192,0.102,0.785,0.113,0.802,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,7,2,7,5,0,1,5,0,14,0,0,3,2,39,28,17,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,13,0,4,13,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,3,3,25,4,16,23,1,21,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,12,98,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712095495752608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929099970903102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390615024306132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345552707720072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249115117744633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944577884020005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490101980169504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705244660859185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668058573700198,0.09928254965550584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592997035852835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282932649823758,0.0,0.13166600954208366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306649769337696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785461213807605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288726629272665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754267153750455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4855165325418388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400165949621965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967882183883926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889705226974067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903348551185392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060570535064623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991595916860316,0.0,0.0,0.06806076637914278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792456790748205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092647441833071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064451553079755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thatismcob,2019/04/25,"So I need help..... Recently, I moved to a new school for the first time and at my old school I was very shy or just didn’t want to talk to anyone out of my group of friends, however I did have freinds and wasn’t afraid to talk, but since I moved to this new school it’s only gotten worse with me hating to talk to anyone and now it’s affecting my overall life with family. I’ve never been this bad before with anxiety I find myself suffering each and everyday not just with talking, but with anxiety making me feel a lot bigger when I look in a mirror though in other mirrors I feel super small and weak making me wonder if anxiety is affecting my mind as well. Keep in mind I don’t mind the people at the school it’s just I find myself moving away from conversations feeling as if I’m boring or sometimes I feel like I’m about to have panic attacks which is out of the normal for me. I really don’t know what to do other than ask for help at this point.",4.636483333333338,4.5615982150000045,5.8370000000000015,82.89933333333336,69.35,9.066666666666668,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.6239666666666666,753,18,160,12,12,253,108,200,0.19,0.7190000000000001,0.091,-0.9738,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,2,2,7,0,12,2,0,4,1,44,29,16,0,5,10,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,10,13,0,1,8,0,0,3,6,8,1,1,6,5,22,4,34,23,2,25,0,1,1,0,10,12,0,6,11,109,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362133438238724,0.0,0.0,0.14393590691966096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622151639538527,0.11709269758413553,0.0967019635054727,0.0,0.08593855386817784,0.0,0.0,0.08758208140625841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702906965082048,0.0,0.20816904817779205,0.07353004958920291,0.0,0.0,0.1881442172980684,0.08754843942431048,0.0,0.0,0.07952004202769891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161769413770527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797768339332636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148497801934637,0.0,0.0,0.05656520293258638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269937575691697,0.050284235772328864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643155846708044,0.0,0.0,0.08750364112154196,0.0,0.0,0.1374072378033405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117764624533016,0.0,0.0,0.3281807846364132,0.0,0.07631800787438359,0.07938254670434029,0.19881231866098215,0.0,0.0,0.10084520792249783,0.0,0.0,0.10800307443748793,0.0,0.0,0.0782795359217967,0.0,0.12076098282407145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135563246214975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729793453688247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593675733004338,0.0,0.10162658585121384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41666469738455786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514109720990985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179602304369277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33091070583009424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112385244042207,0.0,0.06001672905452106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849243765847621,0.06070816939465218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254245057921766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161839291036364,0.0,0.0,0.10488995159752787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justaonepostacc,2019/04/25,"Why is small talk so hard? No matter how hard I try, I always fail at small talk. I try finding common things to talk about but always ends up in silence.",1.4186458333333327,3.2910844062500004,2.5825,95.54583333333336,79.9375,4.266666666666667,16.916666666666664,3.1291,-0.9377833333333334,119,2,26,0,3,38,24,32,0.214,0.7490000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.5681,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,5,1,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095288390305122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179603821498509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249194133391494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408919242715853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5933871597953659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348952505259567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341543641522948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220555901947177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bekahbabe,2019/04/25,"Anxiety, sadness and loneliness over wedding? Anyone else? So me and my bf are getting close to getting engaged and all, which is so exciting because I love him and just want to be his wife already. The problem is however, I used to be one of those girls that were so excited to plan their wedding, I had a good/large network of friends and a really close, intimate family. Things lately have been hard for me, I had some close friends do some horrible things to me and now we don't talk anymore. As well as there has been so much fighting amongst my family, things are really tense. All of this gives me so much anxiety and the idea of planning a party when I feel so lonely and unconnected is the last thing I want to do.

I want to marry him, but I wish I could just skip the wedding part, which makes me sad because I do love weddings and have always dreamed of having a beautiful one, filled with people we love and who love us. It makes me not want to get engaged until I feel more emotionally grounded and things with my family are sorted out (which sadly they never may be) Anyone in the same boat? Any reassurance that it all works out?",6.1094917582417585,6.106478410714293,6.512142857142859,79.06362637362639,66.23214285714286,9.928021978021981,32.40934065934066,9.661875296680813,2.873886401098902,900,34,176,17,13,292,123,224,0.099,0.6809999999999999,0.22,0.9874,1,2,0,0,2,0,23.0,3,0,2,3,12,18,1,0,9,0,24,4,0,3,4,46,42,22,0,7,4,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,15,20,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,6,1,2,5,3,28,12,23,32,10,15,0,4,0,4,26,8,0,4,6,137,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494026255360804,0.0,0.09420748942703236,0.0,0.0,0.07699297541368072,0.0,0.17322483937058608,0.0,0.11228307739696076,0.1583310702447586,0.1160065057170863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380348131808858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039636186626966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458015903450054,0.12735642225206714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32019911024514114,0.0,0.11449411371763968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494583012119752,0.0,0.17745716234109107,0.1086102254256068,0.0,0.09496293890012944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014222133723401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278107570694952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228880347024948,0.12771625039374868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087391897134799,0.0,0.15114946288504755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645835824760286,0.0,0.08732166870264048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534405937738074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260541932846974,0.0,0.07849197533475631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833553582149792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506230696641642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100134797978372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760892087425233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618882266751456,0.0977850841175937,0.0,0.0,0.2671185985084428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179770674914733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019655496532878,0.0,0.0,0.08242496560377133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SmacktheMonkey,2019/04/25,"How do i deal with starers? I'm a guy so you probably wouldn't often expect this to be a problem assuming you aren't some hideous monstrosity. I'm not trying to be arrogant but the problem is the exact opposite. I know i'm good looking, very good looking actually, but the thing is I don't care. Other people put that label on me, and I'm a loner who just likes doing my job going home and enjoying my life by myself. It's not even that i'm a loner out of a reaction to social anxiety, although in part that is an aspect. I just prefer being alone and not dealing with people. Truthfully i'm a misanthrope. Anyway, i detest when women or men look at me or leer at me. It just makes me feel judged and uneasy, and even if they are attracted it just makes me feel like an objectified piece of meat. I feel exactly like a woman does when in heels and walking down a string of pubs on the early hours of the weekend. It's denigrating and makes me feel disgusting. I try to stare back and make them uncomfortable but i'm a shy person and it doesn't come across as intimidating. Honestly i just wish i'd be left alone. Fucking hate people...:(",2.9180382775119615,4.572304987012991,5.03815903394851,80.59603554340399,74.88744588744589,8.153201184780134,25.14490772385509,8.841846274778883,1.9281896103896103,896,30,177,19,19,311,131,231,0.18100000000000002,0.674,0.145,-0.7602,1,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,2,0,14,15,3,0,16,0,14,3,1,5,3,49,39,21,0,7,14,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,5,12,13,0,0,7,2,0,4,7,5,0,0,0,8,21,10,21,34,3,20,0,0,4,1,13,10,1,6,9,120,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.1224606188937118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25994060947837805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599988362083292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649444300934994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279459210610161,0.0,0.0,0.10809894798504513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875037591580713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981757604224078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577057412314156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538070552029661,0.08965043323455331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601393860138336,0.0,0.0,0.07131913907055358,0.21051094325338846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425531760338195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389588140682176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587719629385888,0.0,0.12358285741663752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452995074783388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896629306301229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634578776566772,0.0,0.08863764636228695,0.18392494825080294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161412254582182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350635139634565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589397490086638,0.0,0.2609979212456544,0.10957345804617777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352999761516646,0.24015490777543416,0.0,0.12615260611709767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279217541676623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337030740284004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039961459558392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354279910775742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430787374281462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tidslosandemanniska,2019/04/25,Do anyone else have difficulty talking about yourself and what you're going through? I find it so difficult opening up and talking about myself and my problems in life with anyone. My shame is so deeply rooted even though there is no real reason to be ashamed of talking about what I'm going through it have been going through. Even talking about myself on the internet gives me anxiety.,8.341478873239437,8.618969873239442,7.453626760563381,73.23846830985919,61.53521126760563,9.353521126760565,38.87676056338028,8.841846274778883,3.620264788732397,315,15,50,4,4,97,49,71,0.23199999999999998,0.768,0.0,-0.9472,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,1,0,7,1,0,2,0,10,12,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,13,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507107491371443,0.0,0.0,0.2755054563188151,0.20185820284124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645750883463682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26024414268739304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006194406161158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898823629824948,0.3358929346078946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915273207804787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851026008922706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423848505594912,0.0,0.20255726192995333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6333909790931274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355957597755924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thathorseoverthere,2019/04/25,"Does anyone else feel really uncomfortable in one-on-one social situations but fine in groups? I think that when I’m in a group setting there’s less of a focus on me, so I can just kind of blend in without going out of my comfort zone and adding anything. But, in one-on-one situations, I feel like the sole center of attention and that there’s a need to be open and vulnerable, which I just completely avoid, even with close friends. So, I think this is preventing me from developing deeper relationships. Does any one else experience this or have any tips for dealing with it?",9.188918918918915,7.233385729729727,9.120252252252255,69.21551351351354,61.072072072072075,12.843963963963963,36.614414414414405,11.602472056035307,4.002065225225225,460,16,89,11,5,151,74,111,0.079,0.8009999999999999,0.12,0.7596,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,22,11,9,0,1,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,8,5,17,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,1,2,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23982349630698704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232953741432432,0.1806728837659951,0.1451061407141759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488065690381328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179046055667966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086184923253291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946053753482343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646556612693257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724864472680701,0.0,0.0,0.17831742773156348,0.12597155454659711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362335992944971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002134902587384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836225536753502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614686627870861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074787988783348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584612051606325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296273930225892,0.0,0.0,0.189314485187553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964089185567925,0.0,0.179748180253268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259727409554303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997767261249674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brianacooper,2019/04/25,"Job suggestions for someone with severe social anxiety? Hi everyone. A little bit of background on me, I've had jobs in the past, but ended up quitting after a couple weeks due to crippling panic attacks. My parents are really pushing me to get a job, as they want me to have something to put on my resume. Please let me know if you have any suggestions as to good entry level jobs that are easiest to cope with while struggling with social anxiety. Thank you in advance!",5.832172284644197,6.979201,6.635449438202247,73.90950374531836,67.08988764044943,9.079400749063671,32.810861423220985,9.2995712137729,3.2174928838951318,375,16,61,7,6,124,65,89,0.16399999999999998,0.6940000000000001,0.142,-0.3164,5,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,2,1,5,1,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,10,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,2,19,8,1,16,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,6,42,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222994354470863,0.0,0.23000495115622716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102272728930495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641220485922424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633791781966084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331482657017659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364730316034846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854151884316109,0.0,0.0,0.1260901508279006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5967195825438938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261775050705296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372319437073506,0.0,0.0,0.15067072570921736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638053489945213,0.16692430901438673,0.0,0.14350754057264306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650178238733982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112374574742252,0.0,0.1598950671423463,0.0,0.0,0.09630561341448612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983075568268172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30648617174747345,0.1273746052285262,0.11573181828046968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715815339802353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384041925116121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866886588853523,0.0,0.12058611650338102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,seigdog,2019/04/25,parents pulled a suprise party for me.... its my birthday today. i was just planning on doing my own thing today and chilling by myself but now my parents invited heaps of my family and my mates over (after i told them not do anything) without me knowing and now there are like 50 people in my house here for my birthday... im still in bed right now so wish me luck :/,4.19383561643836,5.047706739726029,5.136876712328768,84.23791780821921,70.64383561643834,6.935890410958903,29.668493150684927,6.742157984588678,1.5869419178082187,284,11,55,2,5,93,54,73,0.05,0.777,0.17300000000000001,0.9018,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,7,5,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,14,2,10,5,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908896649647705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186785176195772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676595991594156,0.0,0.0,0.25056493865044793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274833899847039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332770867429633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151453931729028,0.0,0.0,0.16081720650094206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809916162695268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524971728063488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410904283444873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4397565421307394,0.22165509296308392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667514249230422,0.2236085999999385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ultraviolent29,2019/04/25,Social anxiety is like an RPG game Think of other people as monsters in the game. You wont be able to gain experience points if you continue to avoid them. Challenge yourself. Slay them one by one. Bit by bit. Until you find the last boss. The cure to social anxiety is exposure.,1.6160317460317482,4.318756370370373,3.370423280423285,84.63833333333334,87.14814814814815,6.789417989417991,22.529100529100532,7.957251820313856,1.6451989417989417,220,8,41,5,7,73,40,54,0.094,0.7859999999999999,0.12,0.3818,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,2,2,0,3,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,2,9,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,4,26,6,2,0.23198258891824666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549320911163806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065298082699269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22692348593083456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202788355232616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890967722720625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333497505227355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314394812015188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082751782393045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192985299270186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729540702917158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864507593242124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mjidk96,2019/04/25,Best meds that have helped you? What has helped you the best med wise with SAD?,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,-0.6699999999999982,114.115,87.75,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-2.8074000000000003,62,0,16,0,2,16,13,16,0.138,0.433,0.428,0.8413,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6289121011084426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40168776240153103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6656699712441708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Exclusivelorenz,2019/04/25,"Had my first job interview on the phone, ended up hanging up on the interviewer mid-conversation and blocking their number Yes yes, some may call this dramatic. But I was so anxious that my finger impulsively hit the ‘end call’ button. 

I didn’t have any answers to her questions primarily because I don’t have much work experience. During the whole interview, which lasted about 5 minutes, my face was covered in sweat and it even began to flood over my eyes to the point where I couldn’t see. My voice and body was shaking profusely. The last question she asked before I hung up was “What was a specific time you went above and beyond for a customer?” ummm... I couldn’t remember a single time I went “above and beyond” for a customer. I performed my duties quickly and efficiently, and that’s it, no magic or sparkles added. So I began to make up a lie of a story, to which I shortly found out that my lie made no sense. So I was talking, I hit the end call button and blocked them.",5.648929824561403,6.2522352789473725,6.297631578947371,78.11258771929826,67.26315789473685,8.85964912280702,31.62280701754386,8.841846274778883,2.54680701754386,773,30,145,12,12,253,115,190,0.075,0.86,0.065,-0.1819,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,3,9,1,0,1,13,2,14,5,5,2,0,25,25,13,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,3,5,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,14,4,24,0,20,6,4,29,0,0,2,0,16,14,0,5,11,103,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105894939141484,0.0,0.0,0.16788542719028254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389289877170628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059042805236138,0.0,0.12645497979814027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507066198579162,0.0,0.0,0.4552380123720726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948693517342519,0.0,0.0,0.09815458396952123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536773430119493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264064059793946,0.0,0.16294166810661126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474711126755065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242271699961785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061705801903676,0.09919739975086984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924442594624947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048316903077215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332951303094484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834458325576834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184218200903358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944596985149618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330974871299634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755233367742049,0.0,0.16591620362252665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081888364852118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,swim7810,2019/04/25,Talking in conversations makes me feel like answering for a test i didnt study for Most questions have blank answers and the rest are all guessed. It makes me feel dumb too sometimes when I say the wrong thing. Why can't my brain just be flawless :(,6.0968750000000025,6.726873270833334,4.908333333333335,88.37000000000002,66.29166666666666,8.066666666666668,32.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.9749916666666665,199,8,41,2,3,58,42,48,0.172,0.721,0.107,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,0,5,1,1,2,1,12,10,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,5,2,3,8,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,3,2,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225766439283432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29221527386588936,0.20643418189365187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183237140918634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117201241942942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857681435096468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237030567244041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229793814653158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857903517603197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322563401613603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197320728946846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607428447328467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159340820175113,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Discombobulated_Salt,2019/04/25,"Help, how do I undo the damage of my awkwardness? I started a new job 6 months ago, and I work really closely with three other people there. They've worked together forever, I'm in a younger age group, and we all have different personalities, so it's been a rough mesh at times. 

Today, two of them brought me a card for Admins Day, which was really unexpected and super sweet of them. But since I don't know how to be a human, I didn't know if I was supposed to open the card in front of them, I said thank you in a way that made me sound like an alien, I made a bad joke that didn't land & made them feel weird, and just generally totally killed the energy & they left. 

*cue panic and rumination for the rest of the day*

I feel like I was just on the verge of having a good work relationship with them, how do I fix the damage of my awkwardness?? I've tried bringing donuts & bagels, they're not a huge hit. 

Tl;dr - I'm a socially anxious fuck and I need help fixing the damage of my social ineptitude with coworkers. Help.",4.080142857142857,4.710140919047618,5.487619047619049,82.43571428571431,70.76190476190476,9.23809523809524,25.0,9.424239791934726,1.802571428571429,803,21,173,17,14,271,124,210,0.156,0.706,0.138,-0.6209,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,6,4,7,17,2,3,19,0,12,1,0,6,2,32,29,12,1,3,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,12,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,10,0,2,11,6,25,7,20,16,3,24,0,3,0,1,18,11,1,1,11,102,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491234499847172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213737818692347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464490440827676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823862259069082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672058666108258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354394976076494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109326388794815,0.09261025381889247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984415370635942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087304945607155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606719637438217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864132308917936,0.0,0.14342034692500386,0.0,0.14248644819826708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084726148594442,0.0,0.0,0.12666483604951126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36798727691734345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347228495260452,0.0,0.0,0.09612165529175347,0.0,0.12520091715142612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209707232943825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987160039529804,0.11319103985723032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660931786785222,0.0,0.0,0.1391779484496792,0.0,0.0,0.12331121819394265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723423507913107,0.0,0.0,0.2642902146703541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175531352434776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934918153602644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559038164901566,0.0,0.12287747401382808,0.0,0.0,0.08801268989437648,0.0,0.12663316892827906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289710004078008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28312436550663045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lilburop,2019/04/25,"How to get out of my head? Sorry if this is rambley and on mobile, TLDR at the end. was planning on giving this boy in my classes (20F, 20M) my number. I had the perfect opportunity to do it, and I had to go hide in the corner to calm down. I was shaking like a leaf and beat red. By the time I was calm, he was gone and standing near people I knew and I felt too embarrassed to do it in front of others.
I had everything planned in my head, but when it came to actually doing it, I FREAKED out. My body felt like I was in a life or death situation. I physically felt like my chest would cave in if I went up to him and said my rehearsed line. Once I had to harness myself and jump down from a tall ledge for gym class. It took me 45 minutes of standing up there to actually jump. I couldn't get past my body's sense to not fall to my death, even though I was harnessed. That is what going up to him felt like, battling my body's urgent need to cling to life rather than do something dangerous. But, this isn't dangerous. Its a boy. If he doesn't like me, it isn't life or death. I understand that, but yet my fight or flight sense kicks in when it comes time to talk to him. I am so tired of lacking friends and not being able to approach people I am interested in because my body freaks out and panics. I always live in my head. I envision scenarios that could happen and live with that, but when it comes to the real world, I can't be the person I want to be. I feel so lonely and lost and angry with myself. I don't know how to stop inventing scenarios and actually gain real life friends/partners, etc.
I might have 1 more chance tomorrow to talk to him before the semester is over. Right now, I am totally calm and cool with my plan to approach him, but I know my body will betray me when the opportunity really does arise. Any advice is kindly appreciated. 

TLDR; I have no trouble in my own head, but my fight or flight sense kicks in when it comes to the real world. I am content with the consequences beforehand, but, when it come time to act, my body panics. I can't approach people I am interested in. Please give me advice on how to stop my body from responding like this.",3.321316666666668,4.2165177400000005,4.814819444444447,85.58956250000003,72.71111111111111,8.025,25.17361111111111,8.376592526197632,1.3824277777777776,1693,50,371,27,32,569,194,450,0.17,0.6890000000000001,0.141,-0.9686,0,2,1,0,2,0,53.0,0,0,0,9,18,31,5,4,14,1,39,17,12,3,2,69,67,40,3,10,17,0,5,6,1,3,5,1,0,3,21,26,0,2,9,1,0,19,10,14,0,0,21,8,60,17,65,38,5,68,0,2,1,0,19,31,0,8,22,253,81,2,0.07009579081550163,0.0,0.20521014118962874,0.0,0.0,0.13699359105342387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058325313215223336,0.0,0.0,0.04766754144162928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04272974347552155,0.0,0.05964635518504921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5450243514179401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017091096119076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415252683282605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055965785219767895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134129890984408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208406512955082,0.0,0.07817533574478182,0.046297608744490924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299757698228937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035442537979175466,0.0,0.2692118066831169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415583410392941,0.0,0.07324431520804983,0.13448453949579112,0.07967410655716564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061985476323243936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877540160513781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299397950343824,0.0770456269378029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804292012720165,0.20547157630378696,0.0,0.12379173500901565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651783598564874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436055690927716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197514070915407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464972953937712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448461508030546,0.0,0.0,0.0669143638374515,0.14578678640493287,0.06120494081940494,0.0,0.07694412894449683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393530676088633,0.04490515850171529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059861422359544274,0.06667714884012431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787906057751308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396316434026768,0.0,0.0784664989910348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720643960700372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268068295227075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886875858046135,0.0,0.12262025795980995,0.08056480003503334,0.0,0.0,0.07787900275464901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297219029977264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04134431354229963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497950034564731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049794038648843686,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,newcrimson,2019/04/25,"How to get over small talk social anxiety??? Hey everyone, glad I found this community!

Would love strategies on coping with social anxiety in situations dealing with in-person small talk situations. 

I feel completely comfortable on the phone, sitting down in formal situations, and speaking in front of large crowds, but struggle immensely (stutter, lose confidence in myself, feel dumb, etc) when i'm engaged in small talk with people I am not super close with....especially when I am standing up. 

Any tips on how to address this issue/how to reframe my perspective in the moment?",7.811731601731602,9.784040505050507,7.804502164502164,64.29818181818183,63.14141414141414,10.909668109668116,37.37518037518039,10.914260884657429,4.863827128427129,466,23,66,13,7,150,67,99,0.168,0.7020000000000001,0.131,-0.6398,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,13,9,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,3,6,5,19,7,1,22,0,1,0,1,11,16,1,0,3,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354589737511782,0.0,0.25546447228871344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750657497593421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213960513461815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621662416997056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954779370218672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885094797788766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307490861898384,0.0,0.0,0.08723537281766452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679766129748215,0.0,0.0,0.1506977027418172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157565573774005,0.14579249776580833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630466623764211,0.0,0.34041148999472964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455417599434486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026145111235909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861129463196005,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,totally_not_anxious,2019/04/25,"An interesting title Maybe it's just me, but I think that the memes on this subreddit should be posted in r/socialanxietymemes . I understand that no one uses it but obviously that can change. Can someone tell me what they think about this and their views on the pros and cons of using that subreddit instead of this one for posting memes? 

People might get mad but the reason I'm posting this is because I get tired of seeing memes on here or in general but this isn't Twitter so I can't just trigger block them. I'm not trying to be rude or anything I just want to know how people feel about memes in the sub in a CIVIL manner.",3.597857142857144,5.23040672222222,4.589079365079368,84.60314285714287,73.04761904761905,7.262222222222222,24.50476190476191,7.908726449838941,1.2555295238095234,501,15,100,7,10,163,78,126,0.11599999999999999,0.8340000000000001,0.05,-0.8895,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,9,3,2,0,6,0,9,1,0,5,1,28,22,10,0,2,10,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,3,10,1,15,18,0,10,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,3,0,71,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528639206273849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323702989439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965085086285427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392538794388257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410293711590854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208834936940277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661999469221294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706106147169025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517503621555027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575639565883747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337176392486255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909913042147709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802596113097716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573930919149082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236165065318614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380538753725457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135027717924129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611824280124465,0.0,0.0,0.19338178566805944,0.0,0.3208724592958757,0.0,0.0,0.10956553650349926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mayaxx2,2019/04/25,"Advice needed! So, I’m currently suffering from social anxiety. The bad part is I have a school trip in a day, and although I am really, really excited to go, my social anxiety is ruining everything for me. I am so afraid that I will make things awkward or that I won’t know what to say or how to appear and hold myself that other people will feel bad for me or think I’m so weird. I have this thing where I have to stick around with my friend (I only have one going on the trip) or I’ll feel so anxious, but I’m afraid my friend will leave me. Tips?",3.1576724137931045,3.802628215517245,5.01844827586207,84.90887931034484,72.8793103448276,8.90344827586207,23.12068965517241,9.188382445141503,1.5189689655172414,427,10,94,9,8,147,69,116,0.15,0.777,0.073,-0.4247,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,3,4,0,12,0,0,2,0,18,24,13,0,1,5,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,4,0,0,5,1,8,0,1,0,3,15,3,11,20,1,11,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,5,2,66,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820272946036413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850021109013685,0.21043948672505972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582562773072002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110662869050798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201329683214414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674133573182825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837404735876154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878336101167707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173051899789044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237272360471623,0.0,0.0,0.1972399765539005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243410475667652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812170594522774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262258151959934,0.14167171475329374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171935759055287,0.0,0.12914070949932271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386670632680125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813459389563216,0.0,0.1885218194657051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37977098088979294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475077333442631,0.11935849554371022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wasterdx,2018/12/22,"Social Advice from my Mom #1 If someone doesn't make you feel good about yourself, they don't deserve to be in your life.",2.9063999999999983,4.410841439999999,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,74.6,5.0,24.5,3.1291,0.15539999999999976,96,3,20,0,2,30,24,25,0.0,0.884,0.11599999999999999,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993600734128848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066422883065042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427837180700441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886647269873309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727989227803697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786443214496161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166006178866679,0.3462755852162641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,norvella,2018/12/22,"Does anyone else feel like they’re not really a person? I know that I exist, but I don’t allow myself to have to the same interactions/reactions that I see other people having because I’m too worried about what people will think about me. I try not to show my emotions and get upset when people learn things about me, even somewhat trivial things like that I slept poorly the night before.  I guess I keep thinking that the more people know about me, the more reason they’ll have to not like me. 

But I don’t have these same feelings about other people. I don’t bat an eyelash when people react emotionally to things because they’re just a person with person emotions. But at the same time I think that I could never allow myself to behave as such. 

It leads to me feeling like I’m not a person because I don’t allow myself to interact with people the way I see other people react. 

Sorry for the word vomit. It’s been a rough night ",6.710918918918921,6.1828535243243286,7.124459459459463,76.93425675675677,65.10810810810811,8.481081081081081,27.14864864864865,7.1686216300943375,1.4943621621621626,742,16,134,5,10,243,90,185,0.044000000000000004,0.831,0.125,0.8988,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,11,5,0,1,12,0,12,2,1,7,1,36,28,7,0,1,8,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,0,4,15,3,0,1,10,1,1,1,9,1,0,0,2,6,24,4,18,23,6,9,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,2,10,101,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225583835806576,0.10588126907271132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898036500793625,0.0,0.08793242565506283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250642026317795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043116195852427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632504880454134,0.3487216392543105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682533077889154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675132166307654,0.14764836631191652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053989470787497496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383767918875487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185093456418347,0.0,0.0,0.11358294805671902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019415274301074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970009132359075,0.0,0.0,0.19395009946253647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731285437205524,0.3609205552713374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620051634723594,0.10624794856568193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469288766093845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567763977423555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059581182627334,0.1986430953788476,0.0,0.0,0.060256806882299216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015923907861618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202433366053324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494403770603723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SiNoQuizas,2018/12/22,"Missed two appointments in a row... Okay so I'm kinda freaking out... I had my last therapy session on Monday and, after two very good weeks with barely any anxiety going on, I completely forgot about it. I don't know how to even explain it; my brain just completely missed it. My therapist called me during our time slot to ask me where I was and that's literally the only reason why I remembered. She's very nice and understanding and offered to reschedule and of course I accepted.

So we rescheduled for Friday morning (yesterday) and it happened again. I fully blanked out. And **I literally** **just** **remembered** **now**. 

I feel extremely embarrassed because this time she didn't contact me to remind me (righteously); I don't know how to face her again. I know she will be nice about it but, I can't help but think she probably won't believe me because who just forgets?! I feel like I'm getting some anxiety coming back to me and I don't even know what to do about it. I feel guilty. I feel like crap. It's probably not that big a deal but I can't even contact her directly and have to wait until christmas goes by.

Sorry this is me just ranting and lowkey asking for a little of advice...",0.8222294372294385,3.36213432900433,2.696915584415585,87.1558495670996,95.32034632034632,6.0298701298701305,22.86688311688312,7.3871296695380915,1.5153558441558448,934,38,176,20,36,309,127,231,0.098,0.83,0.071,-0.6138,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,0,0,0,19,12,1,1,4,1,14,3,3,3,0,45,37,18,0,0,8,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,15,0,2,15,0,0,2,8,5,0,2,4,4,35,7,24,30,1,22,0,2,0,0,18,8,1,2,14,123,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091092297992664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414300826151314,0.0,0.1893115444875844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313481988807129,0.0,0.0,0.09514340721869896,0.0,0.15085355986634474,0.0,0.0,0.1394052586510453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812748292680396,0.12634571560016702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658543546448096,0.25946439578778363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756378303237445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451743864226565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25025345766092205,0.17679044327436344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464563551286398,0.0,0.07032058717017735,0.10378177112234772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941710624508076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293594233022866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27200273510558565,0.10085929932073433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089985497858265,0.12401345123089487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941048859088354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668112344341061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721862349791993,0.0,0.0,0.28033182108015164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850949877370014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150001594209313,0.14366410509019448,0.0,0.07928341677060098,0.0,0.0,0.14429997249701526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417392582882733,0.12881091462989053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418615606950005,0.0,0.0,0.09925153282247852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116502186752339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DrWolfus,2018/12/22,"Guilty after hanging out or having fun. Heya, new person here.

Not sure how to start this off but ever since i could remember, every time i used to spend time with friends or family, right after I would feel very guilty or as if I was missing something.

For example, I could be spending time with my friend group and have a great time and laugh a lot, but as soon as i get home and close my bedroom door, I would feel like shit. I would just feel awful, to the point where tears would be involved, if anything it sort of feels like guilt or regret. I don't know if it is because i am just not used to being around people or because there is something wrong with me, but I am really trying to find an answer. Can anyone relate?

I just want to find a solution for this to stop happening, i really don't like this feeling at all. 

Thanks guys,

\-",6.185752794214334,5.377521644970415,6.256410256410256,83.65247863247866,66.27810650887574,9.16791584483892,28.245233399079552,8.167268648758528,1.6432243261012491,654,16,137,7,9,208,104,169,0.166,0.632,0.201,0.8449,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,10,15,1,1,5,1,19,1,1,3,3,52,33,18,0,11,16,0,5,3,2,4,0,0,3,2,5,9,0,1,10,0,2,1,4,5,0,0,1,5,16,10,22,23,2,20,0,2,0,0,6,8,1,10,14,94,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812537050120625,0.0,0.1037146162319156,0.11219630251090583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365738430019918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125457041656905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400427940430645,0.10618843887177863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881292021369705,0.0,0.3186309603028864,0.1800763409685497,0.0,0.0,0.23038419268523674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474593424068629,0.0,0.06584716507937605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389520899463011,0.0,0.12479272064062953,0.1114507762243866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264216139406308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926457160814524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847204218588709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714895204494863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217236867238562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737557823684235,0.11004736218397647,0.0,0.0,0.11914214755114252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148023919011376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277109006062486,0.10763169670707648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293713077676674,0.10425599695134358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405308823904907,0.0,0.0,0.08920697461967189,0.0,0.0,0.10536943044994278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878483537110565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603447254678873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939639786840556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556829563372695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177045037094312,0.0,0.10399062070444144,0.0743376692424611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581215851158796,0.13779756083776895,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Emrys19357,2018/12/22,"My brother made me cry. Out of everyone in my stupid family I was the one who had to call and order pizza. My little brother who is 16 kept saying he had no problems and he could order pizza for the whole family without having to write it down but he wouldn’t. 

I got through the phone call and everyone was still talking shit about how I can’t make phone calls. I said that I make a bunch for work and I just recently had to call about my loans and he asked if I had to write everything down for that call too. 

I lost it and ran to my room to cry for about the last 30 minutes. I’m such a fucking looser and it sucks. My little brother makes fun of how pathetic I am and my dad won’t do stuff cause I need to learn how to do it. 

I didn’t even want pizza. ",0.8950203252032551,2.5386065914634166,2.776439024390246,94.63034959349596,80.64634146341464,6.080650406504066,19.469918699186987,7.0316486544052195,0.1146386991869921,587,14,139,7,15,196,89,164,0.166,0.8009999999999999,0.033,-0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,11,7,4,0,6,0,16,5,1,8,0,30,31,13,0,6,4,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,9,9,3,1,1,0,1,1,6,6,0,1,13,2,19,1,23,15,2,13,0,1,0,1,23,7,3,1,3,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566854330736133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6316982344060876,0.0,0.0,0.12710226084206136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878636895772523,0.0,0.2718177749689702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172087001610114,0.0,0.0,0.23645392398596915,0.11119833052957824,0.0,0.23327861720369156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438411245963193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895621252640896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085445478177936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24801498907354536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506322028436554,0.0,0.0,0.11707398529638235,0.2477672712716077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174239951359824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384097986186623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839054129996687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216601428736333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769321917854793,0.09839310195275844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700453674395706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880896933776476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416384261096054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944750597906148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297770585823696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813737434832105,0.0,0.11926892858672175,0.0,0.09007511912379552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SrZiino,2018/12/22,"Is this social anxiety? I notice this happens sometimes but I’m not completely sure if it’s social anxiety and would like for someone to tell me what you think.

When I’m walking in a busy place by myself I feel awkward, I feel weird. But when I’m with friends in a busy place I feel incredibly confident and happy. It wouldn’t make sense for it to be social anxiety as I believe that would make me feel anxious whether I’m alone or with friends but only happens when I’m alone.

Also I’m the type of person that is quiet during work, when I work I just focus on work and that’s it, if I start talking I stop working, so a lot of co workers tell me why am I so quiet sometimes, but is mostly because I focus on work.

I do overthink things sometimes and see the possible outcomes, when gonna do something or say something or sometimes when an upcoming event is coming.

BUT, some times I just don’t feel awkward when I’m by myself in public, I just don’t give a s—- what others think or say and don’t overthink I anything and I love those days when I feel like that, but is rarely when I feel like that.

I like going out with my friends when they invite me, drinking, party or whatever.

I’m weird I know. Am I introvert? Extrovert? Got social anxiety? What is it?

",3.4692411260709903,4.628086976744187,4.753076295389636,85.17097307221545,72.64341085271317,7.2920440636474915,28.695226438188485,7.669130373188453,1.7210976744186048,992,39,200,12,19,329,115,258,0.106,0.7170000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9824,0,2,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,6,16,14,0,2,7,0,17,2,0,2,1,49,47,34,0,5,18,0,7,4,3,4,0,4,0,1,18,11,1,1,10,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,1,12,30,10,18,41,3,26,0,0,1,1,18,8,0,10,19,130,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473169048804705,0.0,0.07131895921187897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27289650237443763,0.10075048164926584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338933747288287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436463075942816,0.0,0.0,0.1004777801624482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682255358764134,0.09350582170363446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057515129924995675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736458694542208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31565233806355203,0.12742353815079746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670579917351356,0.0,0.0,0.0855516759272,0.05068428958096822,0.0,0.07132713837994055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577270191051294,0.09493609172335653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901219524640712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742796386270872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581950246924457,0.08049040170961091,0.0,0.11905959880517104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153450599601073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782706857729669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787044193714268,0.1863527987330976,0.0,0.0,0.10053951102261617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184250224296013,0.0,0.0,0.07106665308336316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636400167716661,0.07556377391758695,0.13731360243946256,0.3528138359317013,0.0,0.06312360786891066,0.0,0.0,0.07456029797501844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405315168131818,0.0,0.0,0.07168126022017522,0.15589831692837486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059248679357720185,0.11428868319444092,0.0,0.0,0.052002847863493074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804730484035819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32462845547054325,0.0,0.0,0.12670492752739562,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dreamville2801,2018/12/22,"DAE feel bad when they attend a social gathering after some time of isolation because that reminds you of your lack of social life? This happened to me today. I was around people all day of which a lot i didn’t really know very well. Seeing them living a fulfilling social life and seeing how they build relationships makes me feel kind of inadequate. This also happens with couples, whenever I’m around them too long I get that weird feeling that I’m lacking by not dating / not having a partner and it immediately makes me feel bad, even though normally when I’m alone I handle that quite well. ",4.9779365079365085,7.021008142857145,5.699047619047621,76.36817460317464,70.25,8.192063492063493,26.73015873015873,8.841846274778883,2.248568253968254,480,16,81,9,9,156,76,112,0.162,0.779,0.059000000000000004,-0.8975,0,3,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,4,1,11,6,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,3,1,21,18,7,0,3,2,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,2,6,13,3,11,16,5,11,0,0,2,0,12,2,0,2,8,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074279222543968,0.0,0.11639387938050084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591353667515278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430513227788938,0.08872409728217677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104498170752266,0.0,0.0938657710238816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613241756369408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943717356405896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604229769841969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574134541451717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156479800039852,0.07998882211300809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205608293921518,0.0,0.0,0.12852066319987765,0.1288045105486418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373885040690485,0.0,0.0,0.19430749881318693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260515262493667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090396031246247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480714500093748,0.0,0.0,0.09324113199182094,0.0,0.0,0.15626300327317996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23196422209097864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451004969551788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299918368328132,0.0,0.08486962328886292,0.0,0.13796153297205152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009151385512486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26172845613600704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Yundahh,2018/12/22,"Pure Solfeggio frequency - sound therapy Whether you believe in eastern philosophies or not, this frequency is attuned to the 1st lowest chakra called grounding chakra, 396hz, a pure sound wave 

studies have proved that sound frequencies can effect our cellular structure, and beyond studies in my real personal experience of having had social anxiety from the age of 12 to now 25, this is the first I have found a natural remedy that has real immense impact on my social anxiety, this is not wishful thinking or a long process, no I play it, it works, I instantly feel more comfortable, the more I play it, the more effective it seems to be

This is the link  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ylIVQrqnZY
You do not need headphones, this sound works at the lowest volume of your phone, even if its barely audible  
For a test, when you find yourself in a social situation with a lot of anxiety, play this from your phone (play it on lowest volume discreetly) and observe the effects    

For those interested in the spiritual side of this, it is said the grounding chakra is connected to the earth and survival of oneself, sending all your overloading fear straight to the ground and mending it with a connection to the earth
",11.085118483412325,10.217682180094787,9.416251184834127,65.13413981042653,56.58293838862559,12.989763033175356,43.37488151658768,11.979248473330829,5.402777819905214,984,47,151,24,10,300,118,211,0.08199999999999999,0.823,0.095,0.6106,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,6,0,7,4,7,0,1,20,0,14,0,0,3,4,31,21,9,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,18,6,0,0,10,4,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,7,14,6,26,17,5,19,0,0,0,0,17,13,0,5,5,113,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686032039720933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809547154257275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400280185209995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060827062864329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710934770184934,0.0,0.18073314436793808,0.08121024926450457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679645142443684,0.13661647878207722,0.0,0.17610275975437345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421365592085111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654657249454208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190917573405192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402401967681762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656232198375202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527787846551653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462151258183981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053460896223725,0.0,0.4911711000626491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367381091147506,0.0,0.0,0.1029136795737072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469586494532836,0.0,0.0,0.2338548868567452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Waxy_Tea,2018/12/22,"Help! My mother invited people over without telling me! She didn't tell me she invited people over. She didn't tell me she was going downstairs to let them in (they didn't ring the doorbell). And now I'm stuck in my room, still in my pajamas, hair a mess, listening to them laugh and talk in the living room. I heard her calling me and then telling them ""Oh, Waxy_Tea is shy."" Last time she did this my mother was like ""What's the big deal? Why is it a problem?"" She knows I'm scared of people, especially people I don't know but she pretends like it no big deal. I could of gotten dressed and left the house if she had told me. I could have went to the library and hung out there until they left. But, I can't even leave my room right now. I'm so embarrassed and scared. I haven't had a friend in years. I don't talk to people on a regular basis. Sometime I might say thank you when I buy stuff at a shop, that's it. I can't deal with confrontation. I just smile and pretend like everything is OK. I can't say no to people either. My mother has put me in positions more than once where I was too scared to say no because I thought people would hate me and treat me badly. I don't know what to do if she calls me out or opens my door.",1.023908045977013,2.879562685823757,2.451714942528735,96.07977931034485,81.1455938697318,5.70856704980843,20.018544061302684,6.742157984588678,0.04784769348659035,955,25,224,10,25,309,130,261,0.155,0.735,0.11,-0.9251,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,5,0,10,17,2,4,10,1,27,1,1,0,0,29,43,17,0,6,8,3,1,3,1,2,0,6,4,0,8,12,0,0,4,3,2,3,14,9,0,0,15,7,47,8,25,23,2,34,0,0,0,0,38,22,0,4,12,146,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241529939817782,0.060170197452458676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157950960308202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576172508119287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052843308294895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519431274677677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871049385593227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625992964602638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609683482115001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974516361929679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616048080452236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389335035210843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273853557130974,0.08045847854597615,0.0,0.10451529082571127,0.214488487509188,0.1009334651924128,0.0,0.1446681434461372,0.0,0.08715911368321169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471135625864847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511855679007523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790116756554365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444821101695944,0.0,0.09922668725161736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429429503180137,0.0,0.23548466846607616,0.2964654609089566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762265408327184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882665527084715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299463462554307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867211901705125,0.34509321156235384,0.0908751265841133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836145509466254,0.05755620116106276,0.0,0.0,0.0943177126449254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150135358054552,0.08906671754052245,0.0,0.0,0.09514896047635953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011783581552881,0.0,0.0,0.0635633601964369
socialanxiety,anxxitey,2018/12/22,"Where do I start Hi, I am a 16yo high school junior in community college. I've had this issue for about 5-6 years, and it's taken a huge toll on my life. In high school, I had no friends bc I wouldn't ever talk to people, and when people attempt to talk to me, I act really really awkward and can't hold conversation at all. It's so embarrassing. I don't meet people in my classes. I know I should introduce myself, but don't know what to say. I'll sit silently in my seat freaking out because about how weird it is that I haven't said a word to whoever's sitting beside me. I've been repeating this cycle since middle school. I haven't had any valid social experiences, and have no confidence due to this. I'm afraid I've lost any social skills I may have once had. 

​

I used to have some good habits like exercising, eating healthy, etc,  but over the past 6 or so months any positivity has turned around. I'm essentially at home 24/7 and don't really do anything.  I try to challenge my pessimistic thoughts, but I feel like there's nothing I can do to get out of this hole. 

​

My first day of the next quarter is on Jan 3, and I'd like to make some kind of improvement. I want to be able to eventually have friends or some kind of connection with another human but this now sounds like such a far off possibility I just don't know what to do. Any ideas would be appreciated.",4.286641957005188,4.993836070422539,5.488065233506299,82.33877316530764,70.33802816901408,8.795848776871757,27.6234247590808,8.99025400887824,1.9366647887323944,1100,36,234,20,19,367,158,284,0.07,0.762,0.168,0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,5,13,16,0,3,6,0,31,3,0,3,2,38,47,16,0,4,7,0,1,4,2,4,2,3,1,1,11,10,1,1,6,1,0,1,10,6,0,2,9,4,25,10,34,32,5,34,0,1,0,0,12,19,0,6,16,138,36,7,0.10258558791993798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230288330289374,0.2493054357497368,0.2790468703810459,0.1075699335362404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441919799953891,0.09132292265638926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253522223099188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615921751441704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049706669621968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441004780622925,0.0,0.092794537409331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034838961668913,0.0,0.0,0.05187035560435352,0.07328716450757337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725924867882738,0.0,0.0,0.15851474150478115,0.0,0.05359673562416942,0.0,0.0,0.08604392400699139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677461195404996,0.10290170900127392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580664200093214,0.0,0.10707270121593576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365420704605614,0.16913506882770218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245923456411507,0.2004725458379346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198428749609347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847667652670378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818828375540967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910093656097478,0.0,0.0,0.09843363835778668,0.0,0.0,0.10925030310333278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979295514708072,0.2133597898006885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564983661190772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715686342685704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758238597511733,0.0815801769979388,0.0,0.31146627527439075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485985841758767,0.0,0.0,0.20914617595332444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261060713485543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649088193940808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144149788706358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964888030279179,0.11158366146375777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886010105024248,0.0,0.0,0.060507637656112924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287385833401684,0.0,0.2493054357497368,0.06606175521982335
socialanxiety,ScndChoice,2018/12/22,"SA is coming in kind of...waves, I guess? I have diagnosed social anxiety but sometimes i feel like it's not even there. Like for example on some days, I go to school, talk to my classmates, go to the store and so on and it's completely fine. I even talked to someone I barely know some minutes ago on discord (I was still nervous as heck tho) or make this post rn, which I'd normally never ever do and all these things seem easy, but later when I lay in bed I have to think about all the stupid things I said and did, out of nowhere. And on other days I'm afraid to leave the house and my head is full of these toughts about stupid stuff (I don't think I have to explain what I mean since this is a sub about SA).  And I feel like I'm lying to everyone around me when I'm feeling better, that I don't actually deserve the see a therapist bc there are people who have it worse and I feel like I'm lying bc i don't feel bad ALL the time. I'm not on medication rn. Is there anyone who can relate to this feeling??",3.3580357142857165,3.595961800925932,4.576216931216933,89.73333333333332,72.19444444444444,7.838095238095237,25.15079365079365,7.7094869923839395,0.9863238095238084,783,21,184,9,14,259,117,216,0.15,0.722,0.128,-0.7929999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,15,12,2,2,7,0,16,3,1,1,5,38,40,16,0,1,5,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,17,11,0,0,12,0,1,3,6,5,0,0,3,8,20,7,25,37,6,24,0,0,1,0,7,10,1,5,14,116,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.12475331423437346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332236970581196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779718374776253,0.0,0.0,0.08938863979305164,0.0,0.0,0.11380462645683105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674098771401146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306401449787397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101227655732189,0.1340377168204035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489233626991673,0.0,0.0,0.1297548209725444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887411407210096,0.11563852053703963,0.0,0.12215651560040608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387838207890959,0.2739865787775855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453087375806267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408300772797646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120063284355904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475100958125112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312559714768238,0.07025747303741298,0.0,0.0,0.13536400953971708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498244967452309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533413480915958,0.0,0.0,0.13925514311926815,0.0,0.12878526319095904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985980222040079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252559720330387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862809932374463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243529870850133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216050325770818,0.0,0.0,0.12938081728896794,0.10187185939665867,0.11638065572088754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575049732836676,0.0,0.0,0.1303166923314488,0.10831834366793047,0.0,0.12643694309435588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020931198848274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463461152770013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055057596129985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843199258125592,0.1698623157583418,0.16382930896374173,0.0,0.0,0.07454448149628398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302797933040477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,draculabakula,2018/12/22,"Does anybody else listen to podcasts or watch interviews constantly and think it helps them? I realized recently that in the the past 10 years I have listened to a ton of podcasts and they have somewhat helped me with my social anxiety. listening to other conversations constantly has really helped me pick up some conversation skills of my own.

my favorite is the best show with Tom Scharpling. it is entertaining and has callers so you can listen to small talk and take pointers from a host that will be rude as a joke but who also is very nice and uplifting.

the other one I have listened to a lot is wtf with Marc Maron. He often interviews people he doesnt know and is good at finding common ground with them. He is great at small talk that isn't actually small talk.

what do you all listen to?",6.032565789473686,7.048615019736843,6.174842105263162,77.86489473684213,66.56578947368422,9.764210526315793,30.989473684210523,9.888512548439397,2.9580189473684197,641,24,118,14,10,204,97,152,0.052000000000000005,0.802,0.146,0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,3,2,3,7,1,0,8,0,17,0,0,1,1,22,26,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,9,10,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,13,6,18,24,7,14,0,0,1,0,27,8,0,5,6,84,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.17998390318044974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749419942732309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109379745943507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355524891783302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986217414422093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140205849403294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540734440970817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857207339910735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469700206981624,0.0,0.20334243970800206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708726928700147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013617498057991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680173885398668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249792820627846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606598259447914,0.12786539055614896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181550627062862,0.0,0.18210928335119647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880102911840508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867366786440144,0.4447304141963159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817978008685875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521798378776633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877137871055635
socialanxiety,PartierMinisterTorqu,2018/12/22,"Who else is too scared to share their stories here or ask for advice because they're worried that the people they're about will somehow find them, and know it's you, and judge you for it? Because the really confident and outgoing girl at work that I've been talking to recently totally spends her evenings browsing the social anxiety subreddit haha

​

It's just so irrational but I can't get over it.",11.833722943722947,8.551253064935068,10.510909090909092,65.419696969697,57.31168831168832,14.422510822510825,46.44588744588745,12.45797560212912,5.701271861471861,334,16,57,8,3,105,61,77,0.091,0.81,0.099,0.1581,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,1,7,3,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,10,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,7,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,1,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392176191438541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652427959507358,0.29746114778852234,0.0,0.0,0.1872728113914247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288567648212017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984579766758784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204500605670604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168937029458208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374453502542252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278989080084689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453674219197104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971483935002185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682638905156654,0.0,0.2417123791955574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450894445074744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24954474565531734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676252364852495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821872536925318,0.2486082495127916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29746114778852234,0.0
socialanxiety,Telik155,2018/12/22,"Stuck in limbo I don't get it, I work a job in retail so have to interact with customers and I also get on very well with my co-workers. I have been pushing myself lately to interact with more people and attempting to have actual meaning conversations with them. I have plenty of friends, but I still feel so alone. I can be positive in the moment of a social outing and enjoy myself in it but as soon I leave these social situations I get hit by a wave of depression and anxiety. I want to be positive in myself but am unable to. It seems that the more I try to get over my social anxiety, the more I try to feel feelings, the more depressed I get. I feel as if I am taking 1 step forward but also taking 2 steps back at the same time and this has made me feel lost. ",3.541234991423672,4.3034140440251605,5.557964551172102,80.95986277873074,72.08176100628931,8.54911377930246,25.775300171526588,8.841846274778883,1.8397245283018868,599,18,122,11,11,209,87,159,0.14,0.743,0.11699999999999999,-0.4437,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,9,6,0,0,8,0,12,0,0,1,0,24,31,16,0,2,5,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,7,0,1,4,1,3,1,0,4,5,22,3,25,24,5,18,0,3,0,0,8,9,0,2,7,96,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.1354415768818304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437472975452332,0.0,0.22198481751261107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123519501295852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672295828313312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390837619415487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508885967890191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723083458544563,0.0,0.3625670797224764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773026014952935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656412170964953,0.1469613454169448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150854103118724,0.0,0.0,0.13132893372167592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118585256616668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622132768269173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635158934347002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600872102802835,0.0,0.4244447951956505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083996630349098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870955586190326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093109336339578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884621579522912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145184477475588,0.081863483775268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479123447564686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208536199453256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pound_knocker,2018/12/22,"Is it okay to go to the same restaurant 4 days in a row? Here's why I'm anxious. It's a buffet place and it's only $9.25 for AMAZING value. I mean I'm a finance major and it is almost impossible to believe that they can make any profit given the variety of their buffet.

I feel anxious about going their 4 days in a row. Will they think I'm weird/cheap? I'm sorry I'm kinda anxious about this. I'm leaving the city tonight. 


",0.6015053763440896,2.389570870967745,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,82.2258064516129,4.993548387096775,22.161290322580648,5.82211442006289,0.27133548387096784,333,11,72,2,9,117,57,93,0.085,0.773,0.142,0.7778,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,9,17,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,9,15,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,36,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299601364496656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378573776988971,0.0,0.0,0.6870518114136744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283973890657757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614768257302193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025019373148458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042227621332795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465249588447852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531798506274467,0.0,0.0,0.22082283272298267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541786188547741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180052249823925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269298029847684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989556894655366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829243651265599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheEmblaze,2018/12/22,"What anxiety do normal people feel? I always see lots of very outgoing people dropping hints about anxiety on Instagram stories where the last thing they posted was them at a party and I just don’t understand how they have anxiety, isn’t a party like the peak of social events? And they’re a daily thing for these people ?? I mean i know i don’t know what’s going on inside them but i just can’t see how. 

Yesterday I was taking a walk and some kid my age approached me and tried to introduce himself I guess by asking me questions about myself like my name and shit and this whole interaction was so alien and nerve racking to me I didn’t even understand that I was supposed to ask those things back until like 10 minutes later. I hadn’t even realized Id been looking down the entire time even though i was trying to make eye contact. I was basically stunned the whole time. My anxiety isn’t even close to crippling (like to the point where I can’t go outside) so I don’t understand how people who are used to having normal interactions and conversations and have confidence and stuff like that experience anxiety. Like where? When? I feel like I’m gatekeeping. ",4.042785964912284,6.108629395555559,4.97153216374269,80.51126315789476,72.82222222222222,8.292397660818713,26.508771929824558,8.99025400887824,2.2420666666666667,934,33,171,20,19,304,123,225,0.067,0.802,0.131,0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,0,19,8,1,0,9,0,21,2,2,5,0,35,41,19,0,2,3,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,11,0,0,10,0,0,4,9,1,0,0,9,6,28,7,18,32,4,25,0,0,4,0,16,9,1,4,17,120,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608586498490013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39572782972943504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343969941755434,0.0,0.0,0.0795532975099442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733337877360401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120238868184186,0.0,0.0,0.10462358008910393,0.07391086330549364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117595843070115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397134090545814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371631068264106,0.0843325888788431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35381261241456896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687918937673621,0.0,0.0,0.08795682437043995,0.0,0.0,0.06905943642909933,0.0,0.0,0.11269677398355685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273497486851408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28690073930054405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780184264309763,0.0,0.09908476539601548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589733908240715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488626066582093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619879316338404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546304066761557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843537486165374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778801139770501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619994255019386,0.0,0.10164757505816296,0.0,0.1206551139833018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048323211927147,0.0,0.0,0.32311223594899025,0.0,0.08935503535952202,0.0,0.08536420176686922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310157231016916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dmsniper,2018/12/22,"Looking tips/ideas on meeting new people/dating I am single for while and out of the ""game"" for while too. Also went through a period of depression, that not really over (yet). And part of creating perspective and develop as person would meet new people and create new relationships (romantic/sexual or not). My high school friends did it, went out, partied, changed and grew. While I kinda stopped and it is coming back to haunt me, especially the loneliness aspects

So I never been good interacting with new people, just kinda awkward. Just went back on tinder, that usually brings me nothing and disatisfaction. So I have some questions, open to a couple of suggestions on how to ~~fight instead of fleeing west~~ to do this.

E oi para os BR",5.04106516290727,7.657425932330831,5.855808270676692,72.8200031328321,71.63157894736842,8.944611528822056,30.632205513784466,9.516144504307137,3.4094115288220554,591,26,93,15,12,193,94,133,0.109,0.82,0.071,-0.6442,0,1,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,1,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,25,13,16,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,12,0,1,1,1,0,7,3,3,0,0,5,1,7,2,20,7,3,30,0,1,1,0,10,9,0,5,14,71,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853100705109032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22794315147345826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679648050319078,0.12767789577421088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400195580657806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766115894788602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451394696954613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243194072330626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660194239348568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732167033708928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446697273307368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143159449091075,0.5726049115543965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422205195039614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050717502020845,0.0,0.20551334992762685,0.12941947000238346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603965859824746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094953148158628,0.0,0.0,0.15913217465884025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000595398251054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391806193851868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632427376643881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122026285704917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529081484167346,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WhiteleafArts,2018/12/22,"DAE intentionally ""accidentally"" ignore people? It might be a bit hard to understand me, but picture this.

Your at work and you enjoy talking and generally being social around your coworkers. They too enjoy talking with you.

But instead of doing that, having a conversation, you ignore them all day. You don't want to, but you are for some reason. You notice it while it's happening, but you can't stop it no matter how much you want it to.

The next time you work together, everything is normal. Next time it might not be, for whatever reason.

I find myself doing this...a lot, and I always message them at the end of the day and apologize. 

Does that make any sense?",3.447293333333332,5.913074896000005,4.9925,77.82208333333338,76.04,7.686666666666667,23.21666666666667,8.59863814320734,1.8229066666666665,522,16,92,11,12,175,79,125,0.068,0.8079999999999999,0.125,0.8593,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,11,3,2,4,4,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,5,1,31,17,10,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,18,2,11,12,5,12,0,0,0,0,20,3,0,4,9,73,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577294028579368,0.0,0.0,0.11096318049494328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525849275727948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781425663526493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046606785252436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279372119626238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445227741243181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466492983278755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913709202363076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429327356317825,0.0,0.14617088517703786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872378078643335,0.0,0.0,0.10891919062558447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34620136254069805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995087052992795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470725014547264,0.0,0.15987481592647534,0.0,0.1857734500139055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312355678785195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355378747012263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633424227582566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641986685224236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623044231479233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029488277667755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986876349098856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924872308193839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23758365711777935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alij07,2018/12/22,"Doubting your memory of interactions after they happen? As much as I hate the social anxiety of being uncomfortable during a social interaction or being nervous about an upcoming social interaction, I think the absolute worst part for me is the anxiety that happens AFTER an interaction, and all the questioning and analyzing that comes with it. 

What prompted anxiety for me this time was that I was leaving work yesterday and won't be back for a couple weeks because of the holidays. I went to find my manager to say goodbye, he gave me a hug, it was fine, I left. Five minutes later I had the thought, ""What if I misinterpreted his body language and he wasn't trying to hug me? What if he thought I was trying to hug him? What if he's wondering why I hugged him? What if my hug was weird? Why did I use two arms instead of one? Was that too cozy?"" And I've been thinking about this for a full 24 hours, lol. 

But it's also gotten me thinking about how I do this literally ALL the time, about situations where the other person probably didn't give it a second thought. So...I guess I just want to hear other people's experiences. Does anyone else overanalyze to an extreme? Any tricks for subduing the post-interaction anxiety?",5.1321686442817445,6.644994133047212,6.569028023226463,72.37760666498363,69.04291845493563,9.945872254481193,31.30244887654633,10.194018383442646,3.4301857611714226,975,41,173,26,17,332,130,233,0.124,0.777,0.099,-0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,1,11,12,2,2,17,1,17,7,2,2,2,30,36,15,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,18,7,0,0,9,1,0,2,3,6,0,4,17,2,24,6,24,15,6,14,0,0,0,5,22,3,0,9,9,128,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960747096377298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169829512643648,0.0,0.36762247397476266,0.0,0.0,0.084003627831237,0.1230960836328078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237908559353676,0.0,0.07323531039281479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334467827030181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034886741355059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293095769738372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513400503174984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003602952657538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175184991563878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980440632737944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524778985218105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323460948353448,0.0,0.21247614561410996,0.0,0.0,0.1186118897236233,0.0,0.0,0.13540481327916049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831221578302906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720931771021649,0.13053082442376873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831561584226233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140895222683328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009828076624744,0.0,0.08328890436433815,0.10490029833787272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505946717532164,0.0,0.1295296152598861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458260741257802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955389518290364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504070000525972,0.0,0.3673981933773573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23093968646184726,0.0,0.2861296320935904,0.14010744307070505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631323016218234,0.0,0.11735785108787627,0.0,0.0,0.10376108493376993,0.0,0.0,0.07086079599290672,0.0,0.09636785263346644,0.0,0.0,0.11136958684785113,0.21681260760040227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028507115179336,0.08746225391994315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EPalmighty,2018/12/22,"Social anxiety has made me quite and non-responsive to people. I want to talk. I really do. But it seems like when people try to talk to me I say some dead end response and not even respond at all. I feel like my voice won’t come out. 

I was picked on a lot as a kid, and now I’m afraid that whenever I say something people will be mean back to me. Even if someone is playing around with me and says something sarcastic I still get offended. So I don’t talk to avoid that issue. 

 It’s made me not talk and I feel like I can’t have normal conversations. I’ve become disconnected with conversations.  I know most people won’t make fun of me, but I can’t help but think they’re backstabbing me or something. 

I’m just so sad now that I can’t talk. I don’t want to talk. I need to but I don’t know what to say. It’s a killer because it’s hard having relationships with people when you don’t even talk to them. I’m the weird one at work because of this, and I know I have so much potential. ",0.9326415094339636,2.708535471698113,2.96003773584906,92.72033962264156,81.0754716981132,6.504150943396226,20.033962264150947,7.554174236665415,0.42434830188679307,768,20,181,12,20,259,107,212,0.122,0.8009999999999999,0.077,-0.8942,0,1,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,2,14,10,1,2,4,0,18,0,0,4,1,42,37,18,1,5,9,0,3,3,0,3,0,5,0,1,9,12,0,1,8,1,0,1,11,5,0,1,3,8,28,5,21,30,5,13,0,1,0,0,20,5,0,6,10,113,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769252701834599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904092395811184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809277301037547,0.0,0.1238191184531624,0.11216418183893627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748427727427313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899513265125666,0.0,0.0,0.2012367253450608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270278853506902,0.1451078572926613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053060501907539186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097711484475456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807300587741874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600144208319172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744287758669146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885011806641832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634201893913482,0.0,0.1921955833273102,0.06779156945201392,0.0,0.0,0.11062776610359096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746577138854451,0.0753048764237635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099506474710819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881915734947898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35204188594296915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802073400253982,0.0,0.0,0.06506143832652686,0.0,0.0,0.1090365971861826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32305587919160494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245570161129256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352683739867108,0.08605079941471948,0.2345557529984745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110532605414275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5714061907772843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507504881680025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895204536482483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980452114792856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739363233405269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PurpleInterest,2018/12/22,"Struggling so much during the holidays I have never posted here but I found this sub today and wanted to see if anyone commiserates with the anxiety provoking situations brought about during the holidays.  

As a little backstory, I just got a new job and am on my toes to perform perfectly (and already that has gone awry since I made a glaring amateur's error yesterday).  So, I guess my awareness of my own awkwardness is cranking at a high.  To compound it is the number of social engagements that come along with the holidays.  I find myself faced with the dreaded SMALL TALK!!  Questions like, ""Do you ski, too?"" (at a party where most of the people there ski -- answer for me is no), ""What DO you like to do?"" ""Where do you work?"" (cue panic alarms about my imperfect week at work) ""How did you get into that industry?"" (it is a little known niche market) ""How old is your daughter?"" (are they guessing my age?)  

It just goes on and on.  I shrink inside like I'm a kid again and these well-intended people read to me more like authoritative adults who can read my discomfort like a Dick and Jane book.

In a strange twist, I can be quite a strong personality in circles where I actually feel comfortable.  However, meeting new people is terrifying to me and I often find myself fighting off tears even answering questions at a dinner party.  And the holidays guarantee a lot of small talk.

Y'all feel me?",4.04040468227425,6.322463515384616,5.2025418060200685,77.8972408026756,73.46153846153845,8.521739130434783,27.842809364548497,9.20300075937882,2.6677792642140474,1094,43,193,26,23,361,157,260,0.152,0.6609999999999999,0.187,0.9175,2,0,0,0,2,0,48.0,0,6,1,7,17,16,1,6,20,0,18,4,3,4,2,40,32,15,0,2,4,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,14,1,0,10,9,0,3,2,7,0,0,6,3,29,9,29,25,5,32,0,0,1,1,19,19,1,8,14,138,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.1209660333645706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679176053018374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482824135611867,0.0,0.0,0.08667496531038492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677964121660503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187370348686701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535471805222898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265924307096173,0.0,0.0,0.13591456741703162,0.0,0.0,0.06476342416017403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914127934485173,0.0,0.27310947098293925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096941425296765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301010980620088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30280035638768643,0.24847882397367066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538544857990582,0.0,0.11729293577385172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112407567529987,0.0,0.0956047678316864,0.2394406120334662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007404379657952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454390946793645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578125403472592,0.10823615544021988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871838852112016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777247395148501,0.13184557934431845,0.2479849479929377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877921735638888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254010698353444,0.13933502981514778,0.0,0.12636051754834318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295887869073484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992669832182134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749857050732555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731141879597203,0.0,0.09943237571623094,0.0,0.11145396399480434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048715323840367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HolySmoaks,2018/12/22,"Has anyone managed to radically change their lives in the past few months/years? If so, where did you find the willpower to keep pushing yourselves? I've known for a while now that I'm a pretty socially anxious person. I've got low self-esteem and ALWAYS think that people are judging me, even though I know that they're probably not. During the summer this year, I went to a  camp and saw this really funny dude whom I felt everyone liked, because he pretty much just radiated confidence and was funny all the time.

This gave me the motivation to start pushing myself out of my comfort zone. At the start, even saying ""Hey, how's it going?"" to people in the corridor gave me INCREDIBLE anxiety, and though my heart was pounding, sometimes I'd feel pretty good afterwards.

Fast forward a month, bye bye California and helloooo Hong Kong. A few weeks of saying ""hello, how's it going"" at summer camp, and just trying to make small-talk with strangers has really helped! I can say hello to my classmates now! Woohoo!!! It only took 5 years for me to build up the courage to accomplish that! 

A few months later and I'm still trying to 'push myself'. I find the courage 50% of the time, but the other 50%... well... I pussy out. 

As of right now, I've pretty much stopped pushing myself altogether, and it seems to be really hard to keep doing it: I've started to compare myself to others again, doubt my abilities and appearance. It's just that many months of constantly ""pushing myself"" has kind of made me **fear the adrenaline rush and the pounding in my head, heart... the shit feeling in general** that occurs before I actually step out of my comfort zone. Not to mention, it's kinda been distracting me from studying lololol. Think about it, how the f\*ck can I concentrate in class when all I'm thinking about, 24/7, is: ""PUSH URSELF PUSH URSELF PUSH URSELF PUSH URSELF"". 

My question to those of you who continue to 'push yourselves', or those who are now very confident is: HOW THE FRICKDO U DO IT?? How do you find the energy and resolve to keep doing it? 

P.S. Sorry for the long post, I don't have much experience lol and it kinda got ranty.

​

**TL;DR -** Where do you find the energy to keep stepping out of your comfort zone? Doesn't the anxiety and fear that you feel deter you after a while, because it's just so tiring to keep doing it?",3.2300590540893666,5.665606451685394,4.223574601515549,83.21407629997391,76.61797752808988,6.9260517376535145,24.506140580088843,7.97965635744439,1.5851682780245624,1841,63,334,31,43,595,215,445,0.048,0.8029999999999999,0.149,0.9929,1,0,0,0,0,0,94.0,0,7,1,3,37,16,1,4,27,1,23,5,4,8,2,64,55,29,0,1,9,0,5,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,30,18,0,6,17,0,0,19,4,6,1,0,13,9,35,10,50,41,8,67,0,1,1,0,27,17,1,8,35,218,65,4,0.0,0.0,0.07838718289729743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668381733189159,0.08703384703152953,0.09760562182905774,0.0,0.0,0.1228992716758498,0.0907462038388198,0.0,0.056166232531784314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793271027113128,0.0,0.0683520277206054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497490114002271,0.0,0.0,0.08680452751916913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610993501559003,0.0,0.0,0.07675551699152568,0.0,0.07857483683519599,0.0,0.1807795339634714,0.12184664080103486,0.0,0.0771261413041507,0.0,0.2936682606702752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130292577164724,0.06737414835788193,0.12848905400171767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719568636952061,0.0,0.0824382748151114,0.0,0.0,0.19037483627666055,0.05384123263969174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569899032538008,0.0,0.08364780203211666,0.044145403452281205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039243523586481914,0.0,0.07092986718691395,0.0710865210217754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600697942500903,0.053618635093745405,0.08143857352302085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923477982554282,0.0,0.17714789981033593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610920056177203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668083720680723,0.11137671290204504,0.07013809642763551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769306868667074,0.3268841561848283,0.0866056702343279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998418541940473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543778473563853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859848498404206,0.0,0.1916368300802318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312632775881005,0.08379817151926798,0.0,0.08245410956791813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188286186261108,0.0,0.0,0.07944507000986477,0.08991906207067665,0.17056676135768042,0.0,0.06414893351797347,0.06715664171093785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456348540355494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544101423416164,0.1578409705327744,0.0,0.09367818307504963,0.09232362024829877,0.0,0.0,0.08924581793177477,0.10907298914213556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627786471014377,0.0,0.0,0.06443316032105105,0.0,0.07222326811328142,0.07446357107852354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760562182905774,0.15518310729067208
socialanxiety,umnotathrowaway,2018/12/22,"First time posting here - Afraid to post on social media, share photos, ask people what they’re up to etc. Got bullied sort of back when I was a kid so I’m afraid of getting picked on again. In my 20s now and I’m horrible at meeting and getting to know people, no confidence. How can I start working on these things? Does anyone on here have some tips or advice? Thanks!",1.5894594594594622,3.9637730135135136,2.528310810810812,93.4111148648649,82.37837837837839,4.781081081081081,20.06081081081081,5.985473137389443,-0.010427027027027249,289,8,59,2,8,91,59,74,0.129,0.767,0.10400000000000001,-0.4682,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,3,2,12,10,2,16,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,7,37,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372381269414365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975478825904747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269630072332137,0.0,0.0,0.1866799389426362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124551191865772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27075967689433666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650534136946236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25368112501393736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417033306732615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342346954482745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366209457786957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650250469369029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24747979793137095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183826861284338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235157390647312,0.0,0.0,0.16128974281019418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156477491523273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674399044606556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tech-muse,2018/12/22,"Small steps 👍🏻 Hello everyone,

Longtime lurker here but I just wanted to share that I got the courage to post on Instagram today for the first time since April 2017. My journey with social anxiety (especially self-image) has been rough during the last few years and this feels like a huge accomplishment 😊 hoping to post more (especially photos of me) as I go into the new year!",5.704084507042253,7.125655183098594,6.235323943661975,75.65016901408453,67.59154929577466,9.060281690140846,26.876056338028175,9.3871,2.33754985915493,302,9,53,6,5,98,62,71,0.027000000000000003,0.75,0.22399999999999998,0.9455,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,5,4,9,5,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,9,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833672491705486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235247654316896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448241532918758,0.1758800984538565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941136625712614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991697249867446,0.0,0.1969027748366172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445248794190414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006798915820141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027730686601874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23777442266996365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471569063429764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568326559265986,0.0,0.0,0.2036531274412084,0.0,0.0,0.2509624315873009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355693045170462,0.0,0.2333618723211456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521082019850395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170800259545153
socialanxiety,Eyez19,2018/12/22,"I have failed feel like crying. I had an assignment due last Friday but I couldn't hand it in because it was all just so difficult for me. Everyday since then I've been fucking working on it and there's still so much to do. I think I have failed the module for not handing the work in so therefore I have failed my degree. I'm in the second year of university so everything counts. I feel like a huge disappointment and I wanted to make my parents proud. I'm the eldest child and the first in the family to go to university and since I was young, I was always told how important education is. I feel like crying non stop and screaming. I don't want to redo the second year and I want to turn back time right now. Because of severe social anxiety and shame, I didn't tell the teacher and now it's Christmas break and this semester is over. I'm worried that if I do ever hand it in he's gonna physically laugh at me. He's going to think I'm lazy and dumb. It's too late and I have ruined everything.",1.909982287449392,3.8003696490384655,3.8833198380566816,86.71957489878542,78.47115384615384,7.071255060728745,22.48582995951417,8.032893268588372,1.1289096153846154,789,24,167,14,19,268,114,208,0.27699999999999997,0.629,0.094,-0.9921,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,7,13,15,2,1,10,0,16,4,3,3,2,30,35,19,0,5,4,1,6,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,10,0,3,7,7,20,5,19,26,2,29,0,5,0,1,7,10,2,1,19,106,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875958116427365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918510564297193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097475908986336,0.0,0.174009059143305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135559234807151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910396391166548,0.0,0.0,0.25654610131876765,0.0,0.13454950150695225,0.0,0.2164998728908904,0.3058907465653023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140278088457353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194801560676514,0.0,0.0,0.1622291077880921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163408526534178,0.16100130145577196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209186346354946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527080603998336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049201344129305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848048681122898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188734282633275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123991164037452,0.0,0.23612907407180245,0.0,0.0,0.14549132473947585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398127893739585,0.11932544302094232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474893635705728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290629362862892,0.0,0.0,0.08322475939864217,0.0,0.0,0.13638094216708807,0.0,0.0,0.15524505434195834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252550723989581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781265804064003,0.14494532220180795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382190805519832
socialanxiety,Enjoyorgofart,2018/12/22,"IME Social anxiety IME is a tricky wanker. You get too cocky and she’ll jump up and drop kick you into bed for 3 days. If you stay humble and watch your triggers and breathe and hydrate and exercise regularly and have a support network you can get by.

Get bold, get wrecked",2.8972222222222186,5.08792316666667,3.4812592592592613,89.3396666666667,76.5925925925926,6.542222222222222,27.46666666666667,7.554174236665415,1.5029822222222233,217,9,44,3,5,68,40,54,0.177,0.733,0.09,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,1,0,10,9,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,4,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,2,1,1,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574203727094066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701364514240368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7032261506418281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34301776620419416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358662546588684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381854422957806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,icntoacu,2018/12/22,"my friend rented us a party bus to take us downtown to a club tonight for his 19th birthday. we leave in 3 hours and i’m sitting at home shaking and sweating just at the thought of it. i want to do this, but holy shit it is hard. wish me luck pls",0.5422222222222217,2.1479976666666687,1.9516296296296325,100.30633333333336,81.5925925925926,4.32,23.76296296296297,3.1291,-0.2340548148148143,190,7,47,0,5,61,46,54,0.14400000000000002,0.629,0.22699999999999998,0.631,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,9,7,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,2,8,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,2,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499919020814494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376903936040507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661552713147385,0.0,0.26130411157863154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28095423223034643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723652581703012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950087167464325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064843506284006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6383369833485012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565030053755206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051251729440185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LilPopBoy,2018/12/22,I've picked up a nasty side effect. I tend to become concious of my breathing and going out of breathe these past few months.,3.66,5.351617599999997,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,73.0,5.0,24.5,3.1291,0.15539999999999976,100,3,20,0,2,30,23,25,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6281683434245251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232484762845498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539915318687631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429609966567199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lostzelda1,2019/01/27,"I feel retarded and incapable of anything. I’m an adult (20yrs) but I don’t feel like one and my social anxiety just makes everything worse. I’m afraid to go anywhere by myself because I get lost all the time and I’m scared to talk to people who are more educated then me in fear of sounding stupid. I don’t go to the doctors by myself because I don’t know how to answer any of the questions they ask (like who’s my pcp or do I have Medicaid or healthcare because I do not know what these mean or if I have them, my mother always answers these for me) I’ve never been inside of a bank other than the first time I took out my first debit card because I wouldn’t know who to talk to or where to go. I know that when I get a job I’m eventually going to have to go and get checks, which I have no idea how checks work or how to cash them. I bought these shoes that were too big for me and I want to sell them but I know that would mean going to the post office but I wouldn’t know who to go to at the office or what to say? I don’t have much friends and spend most of my time on my phone. Whenever friends ask me questions about phone bills and stuff I’m just like ??? Because my mom pays for everything for me. I only feel this way when it comes to basic things that adults should know but I think I’m decent in school and schoolwork. I spend all day in bed, mainly on reddit. I’m scared to get a job because I’m so awkward and stupid. This is all making me really sad. I wish I was a normal adult that knew how to socialize and knew basic things and could travel by myself without my mom. My mom does everything for me. I have no mental illness but I feel like I do. I don’t know what the goal of this was... just wanted to rant and get this off my chest. ",1.6916000684521248,3.0398089549071656,3.175184392915206,93.9586643278857,77.48806366047745,6.1377256781038785,20.38410199366817,6.6834051587181325,0.06518471806280468,1364,31,320,12,31,448,160,377,0.14300000000000002,0.7959999999999999,0.061,-0.9855,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,4,5,13,15,2,5,12,0,25,4,2,6,4,73,73,32,0,10,17,4,4,4,2,4,2,2,1,3,25,14,0,0,22,1,11,10,12,9,0,3,9,6,51,6,45,59,7,32,0,2,0,0,28,10,0,10,14,209,76,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761576811969154,0.0,0.0,0.0552603535459754,0.0,0.062164540434571085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687098437838764,0.0,0.15193637031183232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972161760359649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999926634799218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488039836310026,0.0,0.0,0.052406704940706685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317420775127161,0.07111216064873424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909678607049987,0.0,0.0,0.09144136084431703,0.1643522715929654,0.1161059320404591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824134778687608,0.0,0.0,0.12556429170256114,0.0,0.2122779270347949,0.0,0.32327800160829323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173392227914982,0.0,0.0,0.16127826131861928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572719259261877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880032976737524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870612037580643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108484867774416,0.0,0.0,0.17703438163387367,0.0,0.0,0.08189210411848592,0.0,0.0,0.2855161526714055,0.0,0.0,0.05973627904378075,0.0,0.06267359143877206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961865198697488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05506464333068455,0.06180274954710071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056336234367036726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782569789344831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820621214983404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520579593533581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462211050198627,0.1627131303254319,0.08224059977598194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165670972911288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302454990977886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062923300479776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797256517635567,0.05206884958830611,0.0,0.0,0.14215205151822902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028410309979684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585983729665773,0.0645013009458892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344628674492914,0.07833282750131414,0.0,0.05915906893851418,0.0,0.08281203167920803,0.05772557377616274,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DreamTerrace,2019/01/27,"Should I text an ex-classmate that I haven't texted in a couple of months? Or she would see me as a creep? 2 years ago, I used to be in the same classroom as one girl. Let's call her ""J"". She was my classmate but we didn't text to each other until last year. I texted her about homework. Then she replied and we started  texting each other since then. She seemed cool and we had things in common, but in real life I'm super shy. That means that I didn't talk to her in class even if our seats were very close. But I still texted her. I kept thinking about what she would be thinking about me. Maybe she would think that I'm weird since I text her but completely ignore her in class? I tried to talk to her several times but I couldn't start a conversation to her no matter what since I got very anxious. I kept thinking that if I approached her I could look like a creep or my classmates would start gossiping about me suddenly talking to her (I've been with almost the same classmates for 10+ years. We know each other very well) Each time we crossed paths I couldn't even say ""hi"" to her. I just awkwardly stared at the ground or at the opposite direction. Whenever I tried to say something, my mouth sealed itself. But we still texted each other. 

​

Our finals happened last June and we congratulated each other because of passing our exams. Last thing I remember texting her was about how worried I was about starting a new school year. She has left me in ""seen"" since then. She's now studying at a new university that it is kind of far from where I am now so obviously we are not classmates anymore. She was a pretty cool girl and it was entertaining and comfortable to chat with her... But anxiety takes over everytime I try to text her again. Maybe if I text her she will think I'm a creep? Maybe she's simply not interested anymore? Maybe it would be a good idea to text her since my classmates aren't around anymore? This may sound stupid and ridiculous but it is so, so hard for me to meet new people... I'm 19 years old btw and she should be around the same age. I know I should just text her and see the results by myself but I really need some encouragement,advice or tips...",2.735042149631191,4.721659595890412,3.2571232876712344,91.71385142255006,76.32876712328766,6.318791710572532,22.874604847207586,7.2200825789825185,0.6566202318229712,1725,51,367,20,39,537,198,438,0.091,0.835,0.07400000000000001,-0.6805,0,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,11,0,0,1,23,16,2,1,16,2,35,2,1,3,1,85,63,34,0,15,20,0,1,1,0,10,1,3,1,2,21,27,0,3,11,2,0,3,9,6,1,1,14,11,75,10,44,31,10,55,0,0,5,0,53,18,0,11,35,247,96,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751064085638805,0.06813148593398156,0.0,0.07696388643577041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327745202297221,0.09339294729896394,0.0,0.0,0.05879745955005355,0.08682958290602133,0.2286725065085911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684285506549815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046852959275310836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848234636119186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058593234398241,0.0,0.0,0.061366215718442786,0.08504379532246299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153021294371026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419604365316584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446626914503198,0.061471722755336675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796677821146795,0.0,0.06885119374224871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867652450556282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003754927704307,0.08448016130322931,0.1879527396422423,0.0,0.0,0.0835082881208026,0.07859424988446476,0.054288278589824615,0.03754976671893751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454278975795931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308863594159181,0.08372274467340594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134867865501367,0.0,0.0,0.056990493106273514,0.0,0.22269472942887275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065132516714968,0.0,0.05208212135472517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053284837919529836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819394569531703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748316447318989,0.049238291442997364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706705634443786,0.0,0.0,0.12224383552802967,0.0,0.07778611898192833,0.1224944584828256,0.06997018354645773,0.0,0.08682958290602133,0.0,0.3178956873185496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059170351505851336,0.0,0.0,0.21760676288819306,0.0,0.12276051020547395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057788928526492526,0.18533074458432075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212433791180646,0.2462429590956707,0.0,0.0,0.08963501744103651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654807175757335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638210257713281,0.0,0.19025190383407464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910610010226446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805475544437372,0.0,0.272994625664442,0.0,0.09339294729896394,0.2474756318556737
socialanxiety,lonelyASFlmao,2019/01/27,"Just had a text convo with a ""popular kid"" because of school stuff Oh God oh fuck how much weird shit did I write did I reply too fast did I seem like a smart-ass oh fuck better keep thinking about this for at least 4 hours",-1.6895833333333314,-0.03395912499999909,0.01083333333333414,104.48416666666668,109.0,2.966666666666667,11.583333333333332,5.033348758259628,-1.6307666666666667,174,3,42,1,9,55,39,48,0.225,0.586,0.18899999999999997,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,3,0,3,0,4,3,1,1,0,7,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,3,3,5,5,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,3,1,3,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791794858573548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581305168244543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396482314723785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28742783517736864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594226630791384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259029883789473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455406025401114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953825528156847,0.0,0.265702566311817,0.0,0.0,0.2995948133401536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341151341518468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701504798681573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the-quintessential-,2019/01/27,Learning? Does social anxiety disorder affect your logical thinking like doing bad in school and not understanding school work properly?,10.652499999999996,15.049611249999998,9.55,44.405,61.5,14.0,45.0,12.161744961471696,8.539,115,7,10,5,2,36,19,20,0.309,0.598,0.09300000000000001,-0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,1,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320439186346756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545315332489972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493769846318984,0.0,0.26677054253525423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489311031346578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6170356580510937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107494901202553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195331362837816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173527646499204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219296499028376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MeganCr6,2019/01/27,"Failing to understand jokes at work I work at a fancy resteraunt/bar as a hostess and last weekend I was the pre closing hostess so when my coworker (also the shift leader) told me I was cut at 7:30 I totally believed him since it had been so dead and I wasn’t closing that night. Initially, I did think it was weird that I was cut that early but hey he’s my shift leader so I didn’t question it. 
       
The next day I worked again and he called me over saying “hey you know I was joking about yesterday”. I obviously didn’t, just laughed it off and apologized.
      
This weekend rolls around and I’m working with him again. A server needs me to get lemon water to a table. I notice that we don’t have any cut lemons in a small bowl where we usually have them. So I walk over to the bar and take 3 lemon slices. The shift leader looks at me and says “hey I need those for tonight”. I smiled and laughed because I thought he was joking around like he always does. Then he looked at me as if I had just stolen $1000 from him and said no I actually need those, go cut your own in a very condescending tone.

I don’t mind going to cut my own lemon slices but he looks at me with sheer incredulity as if I’m a giant idiot. But now I’m even more confused because on that same night he’s talking to me in a nice,friendly manner so I don’t know what to think anymore.

I honest to god can never tell when he’s joking and normally I’m okay at picking up on things like that. Also, I remember when I first started working there I asked where do we pick up our Cheques from? And he again, looks at me with disbelief as if I just asked the dumbest question in the world and says very condescendingly “what kind of question is that? We get them from the manager.”But all I wanted to know was the location of the box of cheques...

If you got this far, thank you. I need some advice on how to handle this",2.0100633484162884,3.722001246153848,3.3158371040724006,91.72004524886879,77.56410256410257,6.331825037707393,23.26546003016591,7.1686216300943375,0.6911387631975874,1466,46,325,17,34,477,180,390,0.095,0.7929999999999999,0.11199999999999999,0.8236,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,5,4,2,7,25,21,6,1,18,1,22,2,0,3,4,61,54,35,1,10,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,19,23,2,0,11,7,2,3,8,9,0,1,18,8,52,12,47,36,7,55,0,1,4,0,40,30,0,9,24,210,71,6,0.0,0.0,0.09639639730685226,0.0,0.0,0.09652804112255324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799090026620466,0.08219403826459754,0.0,0.0,0.06717473956419223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796460574592432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758727782843611,0.18469454954779824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043244953708244,0.0,0.0,0.11129281133684084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086685413141767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370583121370252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644426908075084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652441832701692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402340863473033,0.0,0.0,0.07631826483578577,0.0,0.103218409212132,0.0,0.1122794924202486,0.0,0.07900450967449045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286562752353798,0.1628630227482293,0.08052002542433702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651920509299904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318059900905325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974105489358827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29298062667864183,0.07618630559338359,0.0,0.10505513987216886,0.18539930509648286,0.09678479901919868,0.0,0.11246327896300952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319733265725561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190007025948157,0.0,0.09396373240065176,0.23566480294671574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171299510898045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991798355912468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427131953046417,0.07939674779013925,0.08633929783077073,0.09094464169877838,0.0,0.0,0.06562597305647982,0.1265902653913186,0.0,0.07842139785062872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094389861172866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028349214280004,0.0,0.0,0.10879375670199076,0.16301000094925194,0.05826382923619386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595701795047789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,middleout,2019/01/27,"I know a lot of us struggle with feeling immature for our age, but do you ever sometimes feel older than/""out-of-touch"" compared to your peers? I was gushing about some guy with my coworker the other day (don't laugh at me haha), and I had this bizarre feeling that I must sound *so weird*. I felt like I was *way* too old to be doing that kind of thing, and that it's just creepy/sad now. Or maybe I'll use some slang word or make a reference to something, and I instantly feel like the next thing out of my mouth should be ""how do you do fellow kids""

The thing is, I'm *22*. I'm not even close to being too old to use new slang and talk about hot people (if you're ever too old for the latter). But I suppose that, because I so often feel disconnected from other people my age and like I don't fit in with anyone, my brain has somehow convinced me that I'm way older than I am? Like not only do I not fit in, but that it would be weird of me to even try. 

The dumbest part about this is that I also struggle with feeling immature for my age. Feeling old and out-of-touch doesn't come with the benefits of actually feeling like I'm mature in any way. haha Anyone relate?",3.1740456182473014,3.865650673469388,4.4795678271308494,88.61522208883555,72.87755102040815,7.070828331332532,25.024009603841527,7.048011613610866,0.8735042016806718,905,26,200,8,17,300,123,245,0.09300000000000001,0.753,0.155,0.9317,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,2,3,0,0,18,15,0,2,8,2,22,2,2,4,3,50,40,16,0,4,10,0,10,5,1,3,0,1,0,2,16,14,0,0,11,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,11,26,11,29,29,4,27,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,8,20,135,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.10485001248982748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592306522337795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306572111700482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025492599166174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549696975680441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994322944524365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255364009066908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929260205823833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419317240454495,0.19437880904446608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346160120444043,0.15351627534268536,0.10316325424817896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638662224914704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188657078421976,0.059048506812709324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624589751859376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134519246859507,0.0,0.0,0.07171981887182396,0.0,0.1079421118672102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377025047443568,0.11426809544192873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509783362266784,0.0,0.0,0.08171613413431429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635156750281445,0.0,0.14897652023233984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271577255783742,0.10626503306928677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464795360904416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635955523263132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141434001747657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294753970709428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924210920298734,0.1855945337129918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255852546944458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632525679263179,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RunnerGirl001,2019/01/27,"Social anxiety and necessary confrontation. UGH I have [another post](https://www.reddit.com/r/legaladvice/comments/ak9b43/fl_can_i_get_in_legal_trouble_for_harassment) in my history about what I'm going through. Basically I'm trying to get a horrible shitty person to give me money back which he owes me. I don't care so much about the money, as I hate that he gets to keep it. I hate that I put myself in this position.

He said that I'm harassing him. I didn't message him again, and I'm not going to. God, this hurts my body. My heart feels like it's going to explode. I HATE confrontation, but I feel responsible for making this guy see his ways and quit what he's doing. 

He's neglectful of animals and thinks of them as property. He didn't even care when I sent him [this picture](https://imgur.com/a/42Y1OeJ) of the dog he sold me not 24 hours before. He wanted to talk to the vet, who didn't want to talk to him. I guess he thought I was scamming him somehow? What a moron. I'm conflicted between wanting to run away from situation and wanting him to pay.

This definitely not the end either. I'm reporting him to every animal welfare organization that is relevant. 

I feel guilty for causing him stress, but I know he deserves it. My mind isn't happy with that explanation though. It still hurts. 

Ugh. How do I feel....",3.746829268292686,6.480498268292685,4.5565430894309005,79.92057073170736,76.47967479674797,8.163642276422763,25.693658536585367,8.954980946260402,2.3326870243902427,1058,39,191,26,25,340,137,246,0.242,0.725,0.033,-0.9932,1,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,1,1,11,17,7,1,6,0,10,2,2,3,0,32,46,13,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,19,6,0,3,7,0,5,6,8,13,0,0,8,6,32,4,28,38,2,16,0,3,1,0,30,3,0,2,7,116,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002496217691836,0.0948597703344109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650221660452185,0.0953484562394558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551498903214444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377362055394182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528528208431874,0.1273823047326506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982732190243703,0.0,0.0,0.08190092527420613,0.0,0.10447546893728316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25079279325898857,0.08858572725565958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129569914068806,0.11895223661083193,0.21141641731779606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660013790776926,0.12277963728831268,0.0,0.13200045847370634,0.0,0.36727340947776094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469407670233065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211516336951544,0.0,0.26548943638612765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021702495902916,0.0,0.0,0.06814723595512062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058020659951921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277105862844167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252047964150886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115437307365692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827214235030598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875786061762895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465439323468483,0.0,0.13188941603631674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795253216618776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881205997537257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938135663791246,0.0,0.12640253053896494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902667473509713,0.0,0.14204174536694464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993332365231192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945428501514155,0.12182951135455512,0.09844226294728936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418795781801063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925539893542909,0.09842554213744482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TinyCar5,2019/01/27,"Does anyone else get tongue-tied when they speak? Over the past year or so I've really tried to come out of my shell and put myself out there because I want to become more confident as a person but one big thing that puts me off is the way I talk as it completely baits me out that I'm nervous. It makes me look uncomfortable and nervous. I get tongue tied - almost every sentence I have to stop and be like ""sorry I can't seem to talk today"" it seems like my mouth and brain aren't connecting and I can't say anything smoothly. I don't even do it when I'm nervous it happens with anyone. It makes me look stupid and which makes me nervous but then that just makes it worse. I also can't ever seem to express myself properly - I get lost for words when I talk and it honestly comes out like someone who isn't a native speaker of English even though I am. I can't get stories out fluidly because not only will I fuck up the speech, I'll also just flat out not know the next word I want to say. I can't explain things eloquently, even this post is a struggle to explain properly. 
As I said it makes me look more nervous than I am, which ultimately causes me to feel nervous which just exacerbates the situation causing just a big mess and the other person having to awkwardly stand there while I'm completely fucking up what could have otherwise been a normal social interaction. With me leaving thinking they think I'm a freak. Does anyone else get the same thing, would be nice to know I'm not alone",5.5493524650478285,5.643604450331129,6.074525386313463,81.39429727740989,67.41059602649007,8.962766740250185,30.02281089036056,8.680891452615391,2.1495159676232523,1192,40,239,17,18,387,150,302,0.154,0.753,0.09300000000000001,-0.9640000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,17,19,3,8,13,0,22,4,2,7,1,56,59,23,0,5,10,0,2,3,0,2,0,6,0,2,22,18,0,1,10,0,0,4,11,14,0,1,3,11,31,5,29,51,3,30,0,1,3,2,17,12,2,5,14,154,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029572093305843,0.09339253684077033,0.0,0.14422340872957642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915419464427727,0.1847867857183988,0.07420509589392217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993784049983107,0.09958953097754092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066343280267503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526601959033684,0.0,0.1553529477737352,0.18909036939383675,0.0,0.0,0.0719961912767316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578228509484537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065675388364155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786762116390158,0.08156708083070352,0.07597505130507765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045594424051433415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667278699794509,0.2355596239266813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974011607669347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911397959070334,0.0,0.0,0.09548070190121168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321626316097308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271690529982299,0.0,0.09843501228601524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009575113583107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590052560873737,0.0,0.08835087086810943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611038879822243,0.0685809996560012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608079595567497,0.0,0.15747202005694258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863612735609919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129851950401368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057767444307374835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577563493177058,0.14341915110845418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462716655720784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135877665113543,0.0,0.09192051340352893,0.07640370226442013,0.0,0.0,0.10094183523004696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753890721953988,0.0,0.09426890657761602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174340975785762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972177231954378,0.11555905786950604,0.08859499239186246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547392124349308,0.0,0.0,0.061221878011695874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063733169938686,0.07157551614447831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189448621175388,0.06405665741891263,0.0,0.0,0.05806876868262335
socialanxiety,CoochieRobot,2019/01/27,"Party failure I’d like to preface this with saying that I’ve gradually become more social and accepted by my school community and peers. More friends, and I’m actually able to joke around and be the guy people actually seek out sometimes during the school day. I’ve developed some pretty good friendships during this time, but very little social activity outside of school. Today, I was invited to a party for the first time in my four years at high school. I fucked up, undeniably. My jokes were meh and I was confused and uncertain with how I should interact. Uncharted waters, I guess. I took some hits off a dab pen got myself somewhat stoned. Once intoxicated, I sort of dragged myself over to the corner of the room where I sat without coherent thoughts and added nothing to the conversations. We played jack box.tv, and my “contributions,” were last place every time despite me usually doing very well in school with the game. They called my name numerous times, which I acknowledged, but my mind was blank and I literally couldn’t formulate any response. I added absolutely nothing to anybody’s night, and am definitely not invited to any other parties. The nickname retard will resurface, and my reputation will revert to what it was. These are dudes I’ve known for most of high school, am finally accepted into the group, and then fuck up the whole dynamic. Even before the weed, they kept telling me to shutup and nobody laughed at my stuff. It was my first party and I failed miserably. Any way to salvage this somehow?",5.8158794466403165,8.02316961956522,6.06214756258235,73.94484189723323,68.3840579710145,9.221080368906458,31.38603425559947,9.688023934748609,3.2942666666666667,1229,52,203,29,22,392,171,276,0.113,0.731,0.155,0.7977,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,2,3,6,17,2,3,13,0,16,4,0,1,0,45,26,18,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,1,11,21,1,1,5,4,0,1,3,6,1,3,12,1,28,11,32,8,7,34,0,2,0,2,15,18,2,9,15,133,39,8,0.09875404781436084,0.0,0.1927394104483154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146841680308095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791203962875037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109066087099468,0.0840324211107133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083892418292546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368819112172411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522611720977856,0.0,0.08320454451075629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818023232091016,0.0,0.16800028524473326,0.0,0.0,0.07629713237136787,0.1825930518057007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283020995262233,0.07898263339109822,0.0,0.10878871729731424,0.0977820334254973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086781469786668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049772949588699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048246239502465024,0.09897749952922504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099713436677974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267398409111333,0.0,0.18951434457855465,0.0,0.0,0.10516983793883457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846362246024651,0.0,0.10317696123836582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046836934825452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853318251922478,0.0,0.599666211690736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013346307124992,0.0,0.0,0.09767027842286703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304975804850645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631539055060389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839968303041829,0.2303371177582774,0.0,0.09360729032028693,0.0,0.10971938075440786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876363180073227,0.1629648636147982,0.0,0.07838636653247752,0.0,0.0,0.08879174886947247,0.0,0.0,0.1102553676743702,0.0,0.09519537804662953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359436901380856
socialanxiety,91lightning,2019/01/27,"I hate myself for making people uncomfortable. It’s not something I mean to do but it keeps happening. I fucking hate myself for being socially awkward! I just want to physically beat or harm myself in some way as punishment for making people uncomfortable! I don’t mean to and I have had some issues socially in the past. I don’t know if it’s because of me having Aspergers or something else, but I tend to have trouble in social situations sometimes.",4.10779411764706,6.663282764705888,5.906691176470589,71.63886029411766,74.29411764705883,8.485294117647058,29.448529411764717,9.188382445141503,3.160441176470588,365,16,58,9,8,125,52,85,0.297,0.687,0.016,-0.9803,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,4,1,1,0,8,1,0,2,0,17,20,7,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,12,0,12,18,2,5,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,5,1,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596974881089212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521895548547198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071000140779226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372395950985726,0.0,0.0,0.3432571553961977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144122380256314,0.0,0.15451478988417852,0.0,0.0,0.09553656387211698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23207581110484266,0.0,0.0,0.37872007915941497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594759881386886,0.2410341193853743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540067464790054,0.0,0.5316164300655971,0.0,0.2676572572196683,0.1719297687136676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253388306312038,0.13798414508336598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,elevatedcortisol,2019/01/27,"I hate being seen as better than others - how do I think about this differently? So, this is as a result of a poster presentation I have to do this week as part of my undergrad course. All my other course mates will be in the same hall presenting  a theirs too. 

Igot my poster professionally printed and worked really hard on not just the aesthetic but also the content. Now, I know pretty much everyone else on my course hasn't really worried at all about designing it and some people I've shown it to have reacted all like ""wow that's so good, nobody would be even close to how amazing yours looks!"" .. I know I should be happy about these compliments but now it makes me think everyone is just going to think I'm some show off. I hate being seen as someone who wants to try and be the best student or something.

Is this fear weird? It just happens so often. Any other ways to think about this? ",4.27534065934066,5.688683514285718,5.033714285714286,82.94982417582419,71.0,8.356043956043958,24.31868131868132,8.841846274778883,1.6240549450549446,705,19,139,13,13,228,107,175,0.078,0.7170000000000001,0.205,0.9837,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,3,18,12,2,1,7,0,17,0,0,5,3,32,33,16,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,4,14,8,22,22,9,14,0,0,3,0,4,7,0,4,6,105,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099502565121568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113932095772402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190353854839147,0.14487246133754314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711416565803724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683829492978367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819184455139944,0.0,0.0,0.3130459352967975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432648397887227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309431723544713,0.13739209970956842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485247080081345,0.17437376972343524,0.14673735895086834,0.3234476085428291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004619934094915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002698715994909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375551823234777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934129838583724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204157306983606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738515880417438,0.0,0.1135619582386274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664886189529848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987571755535406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879168473603107,0.12610530967214553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198392447714189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121303471054426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661659997472477,0.13002100915428105,0.13139471745763168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192521969512852,0.16635221620616794,0.0,0.11636257325543024,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cherioke_rat,2019/01/27,"I'm scared to leave my room now... So a few days ago I went to the city with my boyfriend because he had a short meeting and I wanted to spend the day with him. I was feeling pretty good, we took the bus and made it to the city, when we walked out of the station I was looking around at the buildings because it was all so overwhelming and as we were walking someone came up to us not speaking English and forcefully asking for donations. We tried to keep walking but he grabbed my arm and got in my face and I froze. We got away shortly after but I was holding in my emotions the whole time we were in the city and I was absolutely terrified of everyone around me at that point. Now I'm home and every time I think of leaving my room I start crying, I'm so scared... I don't know what to do, have any of you had an experience like this? It's been a couple days and I froze and cried when my boyfriend's dad got closer to me, and he was just sitting on a couch on the other side of the room.. I'm scared I'm going to get stuck.",2.576215753424659,3.4627787305936084,3.8650199771689517,91.73122859589044,74.4794520547945,6.753538812785388,26.016267123287676,6.9077264865688965,0.8687554794520551,798,27,185,7,16,262,116,219,0.106,0.855,0.04,-0.9463,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,7,1,0,0,10,6,0,4,15,0,14,2,2,1,1,35,37,19,0,1,4,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,23,0,2,3,0,2,7,2,4,0,0,19,6,29,2,31,18,3,40,0,1,1,0,16,20,0,0,13,121,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651778793363884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938689752605955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340272863299283,0.12288304265232396,0.0,0.1234966143869291,0.0,0.0,0.16025492760260582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033770960128334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454410508242301,0.2887716424889568,0.25431285525431946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785758575980812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074782159758892,0.1256010354918511,0.0,0.12857813036675228,0.0,0.0,0.06646238540092295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686744260335464,0.0,0.07470304721952835,0.1102495707255266,0.3153849820417318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318497427359507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683408116126315,0.0,0.0,0.0722385647721483,0.0,0.0,0.2783618979790344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421723664964965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038043551479976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437614512378252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425771997345247,0.0,0.0,0.1337265062888814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947972001602319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113726603987142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303722905625747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422445069189564,0.0,0.0,0.1532929131142519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603988853056274,0.08924231714807022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811177929633222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752948455326282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218505457388322,0.0,0.1467533036948385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,catastrofeet,2019/01/27,"Thinking about owning my awkwardeness (rant) Recently a coworker friend of mine told me he was talking to another one of my coworkers who mentioned that he thought I seemed distant. My coworker friend assured him that it was just the way I was, it wasn't directed at him or anything. My old boss also said recently I have a quiet prescence, lol. This made me think of how I come off to people. I have always thought of people's reactions to me (""why did I say that?"" ""They must think I look ugly"") but not really how I present myself, especially to coworkers. It is true, I am very shy and distant. I do not like people, too be perfectly honest. I enjoy a good conversation every so often about something I'm passionate about, but I don't seek out friendships, and I don't care about social pleasantries/niceties (""hi, how are you"", asking someone about themselves). I know this probably makes me a sociopath or possibly autistic. Anyways my point is, I know I can change who I am, but that's never going to be who I truly am. I don't want to fake a cheery/friendly personality just to seem normal. I'm done trying to fake my way into normalcy. I am a quiet person of very few words and I think the few people that can appreciate or accept that are the only people that should matter to me. I just need to stop caring about what people think. I'm 25 and it's getting easier with age but also I'm becoming more and more house-bound so I'm not really exposing myself to various social challenges. This has made me extremely anxious and I've frequently cried in public or am near-tears because I can't handle it. This is my only barrier to overcoming anxiety. It's the symptoms (shaking, red face, sweating, crying) that keeps me from being me. Tried medication but I feel like I need something for when I'm in the moment, because I'm not always like this. Anyways sorry for the ling rant, just need to vent my frustrations. ",3.764516129032259,5.695562763440861,5.299139784946238,78.44370967741936,73.24731182795698,8.240860215053763,28.12903225806452,8.933256019334266,2.4968838709677423,1516,60,272,32,31,511,187,372,0.102,0.731,0.16699999999999998,0.9821,0,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,1,2,22,21,1,2,12,1,31,5,2,7,5,64,67,23,0,7,17,0,1,3,2,2,2,4,0,2,23,10,0,3,13,0,0,3,10,5,0,1,12,7,48,16,34,50,6,22,0,0,2,1,24,7,0,7,13,191,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461260113319666,0.15204276887637747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580213396768814,0.06989249043853671,0.10321425176329237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518401332349918,0.0,0.08541212751715392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138814612829068,0.1009033211762178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863014563585625,0.0,0.0966500026315729,0.07870118591290738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071606154307986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349613043550553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697731807718539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046195908031176215,0.06526978795521092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117606193794612,0.0,0.04773342771256397,0.0,0.051923732170979564,0.07663099960962817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120768515416148,0.0,0.0,0.1004214962911032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390612782199193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672195959749671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289987191253275,0.060985551655688065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920386705553213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323365286523265,0.07046482383302695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951640008640914,0.0,0.0,0.09587016201442652,0.0,0.06190997360532258,0.1389714474393128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38003785061216905,0.15954939901922846,0.0,0.0,0.08636762236911143,0.10299812202359067,0.0,0.0,0.09850483076483978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705903078890564,0.0,0.1804199982504778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690719150556404,0.07265557195153584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166346996007211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626626705834765,0.07741162382196072,0.14067149358203196,0.0,0.10227346509575642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638360870104811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496120110130887,0.0,0.07343416644727427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927087972142748,0.0,0.1450641277653493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730131862106587,0.0,0.12405904033062473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076818478658638,0.05388829962274104,0.1450394880463607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244095057532104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NekoTaleStuckTrash,2019/01/27,"Back to school So I had to miss the first three weeks of the semester because of personal reasons that I’d rather not talk about here. I have all my make up work done and everything, but I’m super stressed about going back tomorrow. I feel like I’m going to throw up. Any advice?",2.531578947368424,4.401137596491228,3.5542456140350893,89.88505263157896,76.54385964912281,7.3670175438596495,23.68070175438596,8.238735603445708,1.285465964912281,221,7,47,4,5,71,43,57,0.075,0.782,0.14300000000000002,0.7243,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,10,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,2,1,4,2,9,8,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,30,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486062110893434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300731776753486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912507058224688,0.0,0.155085789701306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603494487807792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286470308712265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863718675652233,0.18175033808377125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164007579618374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891737869019167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429172702811322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982044800348828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214073403077586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26157553997888416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574761952436369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914254478934901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044848772582304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040721128553655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521328912891896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,inmyownworld7,2019/01/27,"Face always turns red whenever I talk in class I am already a very timid and shy person. Whenever I answer a question, I am already stepping out of my comfort zone because I am speaking in front of other people (I.e; classmates) to answer a question or introduce myself (class ice breaker). My face always turns red and my voice starts to shake whenever they all turn to look at me, and I can’t get rid of it. Everyone probably wonders why I always turn red and why do I sound so nervous all the same. I know this is probably a part of my undiagnosed social anxiety (or just anxiety in general) and I have no idea as to what to do. 

I had bad anxiety and a fear of school for a very long time which is why I took only online classes.  However, the time came when I would have to begin upper div and I’d be forced to attend class as of this semester. I have since been alright with this, but the issue is presentations, public speaking in front of crowds, being nervous in a room full of people I don’t know, along with the fear of being called on and saying something stupid.  I feel so helpless and crippled. Any advice is appreciated. Thank you!",5.4038476190476175,5.825348346666673,6.516079365079367,76.97050000000002,67.75555555555556,9.273015873015874,31.62698412698413,9.23628265651192,2.764098412698412,898,35,168,16,14,302,126,225,0.158,0.794,0.048,-0.9628,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,0,4,12,1,6,11,1,20,2,2,0,2,32,35,17,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,7,14,0,0,9,0,0,7,3,9,0,0,4,10,24,3,30,27,5,25,0,1,4,0,13,11,0,5,7,114,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531037799528754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378509971719937,0.0,0.26901670658418125,0.0,0.0,0.07328644747134762,0.0,0.247328402813148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998240710794261,0.06569483145082326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004394590675352,0.12325874331240885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297766165602584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425396168575055,0.0544911195187772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563047253616244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165780428564092,0.0,0.1124825787519024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845377631629207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537195496829977,0.09049861012193083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196299277202719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670305732491365,0.0,0.14942656771960006,0.0940995181352266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232385885899736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24145133441119604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570203777019368,0.0,0.10906773136151204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914742599125687,0.0,0.0,0.10985667186954162,0.0,0.08296565103223312,0.0,0.0,0.07627927793470342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662044131570494,0.0,0.09921898841586076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256816528552439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197350497190744,0.0,0.4688858260037895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778410150806118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917336112113896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687061533524025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655582997275738,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,0G10NTH3S1L3NT,2019/01/27,"Socially anxious people, do you feel that your social ability is due to lack of experience (or something like poor teaching etc) or because you are in some way fundamentally incapable of socialising properly? For me this has been the main question of my social experience that I haven't been able to answer yet. Also to clarify, I'm strictly speaking about your beliefs here and not necessarily facts. Thanks.",9.535563380281689,10.109636323943663,9.780387323943664,56.55677816901414,59.0,12.73380281690141,43.102112676056336,12.161744961471696,5.8956169014084505,333,18,48,10,4,111,59,71,0.159,0.78,0.061,-0.7654,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,11,10,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,7,2,9,8,4,4,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,4,3,38,10,1,0.21314762210779045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704540763914852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24079614292327575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299328120722068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23771594167953114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169985484868741,0.0,0.0,0.1077738421071588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413316165960668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776972338104966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23877411788564945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.651831475277696,0.0,0.16409145294921593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623769315068307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918666122400305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,qwtelx,2019/01/27,"Emotionally blocked from responding reaching out For some reason I have a hard time replying to people, even when I already know what I want to say. I just can't get myself to type the response and send it. Even (or especially) with people I like. I have no idea what's going on here and how to overcome this. Anybody having the same issue? Any ideas? ",3.4229901960784335,5.540299632352943,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,74.73529411764707,6.886274509803924,26.03921568627451,7.793537801064563,1.5649333333333335,277,10,52,4,6,90,54,68,0.094,0.82,0.087,-0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,15,8,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,9,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667319046837592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437041638638564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718901048125096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192930449893089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628298234580956,0.0,0.13736880143117097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652379783049908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5457201061602093,0.0,0.25228141005051546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283695149270885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808681383318725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351411891654552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485171204179608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221670744725275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409424683876394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425662374569657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,robster2015,2019/01/27,"Being self-aware but also not caring what people think? I've been recently working on a very bad stutter that developed in my teen years, and I feel as though it's social-anxiety-related (or at least it started off as such). I think I'm just hyper-aware of how everyone else perceives me, and I'm constantly doubting whether people actually enjoy having me around, what they don't like about me, whether they felt like our last interaction was normal, etc. So I'm trying to get rid of these thoughts.

I guess maybe the biggest barrier for that is that I'm afraid I will go too far and lose my self awareness. The one good thing that comes from my social anxiety is I never miss subtle social cues (because if anything I find more than there are), and one of my worst fears is just one day realizing that I'm an asshole. I'm afraid that if I stop caring about what others think, I'll get too self-involved and not realize how my actions are affecting others and I honestly feel like that's worse.

Anyone else dealing with trying to strike this balance? Any tips?",7.228656126482214,6.657620473429954,7.254404918752747,76.56932806324113,64.07246376811594,10.232586736934564,33.79402722880984,9.573946990214177,3.010723671497584,846,31,159,14,11,272,130,207,0.228,0.711,0.061,-0.9893,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,2,14,17,0,4,4,0,11,0,0,3,1,39,33,19,0,3,10,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,17,9,0,2,11,0,0,3,4,9,0,3,4,3,19,8,18,27,4,18,0,2,0,0,8,7,0,5,11,102,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.11553237794781278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467710885380176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050982834111035,0.0,0.09056866556467832,0.0,0.0,0.08278162532347576,0.12130540236369547,0.09742557055531467,0.10539294444169194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885140295294974,0.07216995482107111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24141469547417685,0.0,0.0,0.10198322225701636,0.0,0.1279384347064184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635229505343621,0.1220557534924343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780070395849453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203707745296978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131275174190556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322260522145468,0.11972392795507975,0.08457843696371695,0.11367376881603387,0.0,0.10820707936234812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237086509188487,0.0,0.0672842404721418,0.0993006163034747,0.0,0.0,0.1304208534623638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650433283392763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351934709546693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324490623901378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893950766994454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131031136198564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599788262101696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24067408355591774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641545979072013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689666786946933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37052238639514223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620536442757871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837976431441546,0.0,0.0,0.09898004016829418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786536108628538,0.2275802020766618,0.11631839536276276,0.093989099476756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075921266334156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976848386718887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618993870708902,0.0,0.12065037639552342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623981685080662
socialanxiety,gofuckyourselfkthx,2019/01/27,"Intimidated by attractive people Is anyone else extremely hesitant and intimidated to speak to or even be within 10 feet of someone that we find attractive? I went to Fudruckers one night with a friend and we were sitting there eating. I noticed that I had finished my drink so I was going to get up and get a refill.  As I turned around, this very attractive woman walks up to get ice and her drink. I froze and racing thoughts and had to get my friend to go fill my drink up for me.  If I have to go into a building and their receptionist or front desk person is attractive, I automatically leave.",5.211847826086956,6.4272915217391375,6.4336413043478275,74.54002717391306,68.56521739130434,9.57608695652174,29.15760869565217,9.827888789773867,2.765978260869566,475,17,89,11,8,160,73,115,0.079,0.773,0.14800000000000002,0.8571,0,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,8,5,1,0,0,17,18,12,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,12,4,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,6,2,16,6,19,11,0,16,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,2,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224210397943545,0.1791294571840802,0.0,0.15563182315878732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137875076943158,0.0,0.17889020414939158,0.14604433125114552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547064067441755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597874044516018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701396046067848,0.0,0.3653565802721458,0.0,0.2980722021765043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511503662586928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406195515877414,0.0,0.0,0.1990400710578284,0.0,0.0,0.1184663312751466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120203817974505,0.1526509450598237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812913878307649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879197498569598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016001857144413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424940510025272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206505560631704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MyNameHeccingBob,2019/01/27,"My Social anxiety is getting a bit better! I've had any type of social anxiety since I was a little kid. I've always been shy. But my real social anxiety started when I was about 12. I'm 14 now. I've never been able to order food at restaurants, have small talk, talk to customer service or sit next to classmates. But, over all my social anxiety has been getting slightly better! I have a lot of really nice favorite waitresses at my favorite restaurant and they make me more comfortable about ordering my food. I have friends that I sit next to in class that make me more comfortable. And I'm getting better at small talk. I've seen the school counselor a lot and she's helped a whole lot as well. I'm so happy that my social anxiety is getting a bit better!

",3.1865002547121755,5.132411317880798,4.569139072847683,82.99240448293429,74.89403973509934,7.295160468670403,27.50942435048395,8.139509932561175,1.9845757514009168,603,24,112,10,13,200,79,151,0.064,0.6990000000000001,0.23600000000000002,0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,6,10,0,0,7,0,12,2,0,2,2,14,23,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,1,15,10,14,16,9,18,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,4,6,69,18,4,0.10068845036685008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378085668880507,0.0,0.0,0.068471599003543,0.0,0.3851319446711616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562030079574013,0.2198514194411815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24350574771041916,0.0,0.07779164698492802,0.0,0.2104222382165836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718472770963866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748934585945672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091627907260382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568051595465109,0.0,0.0,0.13442064495700615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765714016898513,0.0,0.21416661850141905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146055000245874,0.0645035995801275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019020872710652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329052662919482,0.0,0.0,0.5131959757672735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126780341026641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427886871824849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053100907656762,0.0,0.0,0.11241505904272672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,friik36,2019/01/27,"how do you deal with social anxiety? I'm seventeen and for about two years now am dealing with really bad communication skills, low self-esteem and recently it got worse when I started having panic attacks
It usually happens in public, right before dates, meeting new people, stuff where I'm bringing attention to myself
At first I didn't make a big deal out of it but then it started affecting my life and people in it
At some point I even thought about taking drugs and actually did take some meds without rescription
Then I finally talked to my parents and decided to go see a therapist where I got diagnosed with social anxiety 
But I'm feeling like it's not much of a help, I'm feeling like I'm gonna be like this for the rest of my life and that makes depressed and suicidal
I just don't know what to do anymore, I know seeing a therapist is a huge step but it's not enough cuz I'm wasting my best years overthinking and isolating from other people",5.694290780141841,6.3930146702127635,6.650851063829787,75.28333333333335,67.19148936170212,10.309219858156029,33.21985815602837,10.317481424215053,3.5242007092198566,770,33,141,19,12,257,115,188,0.154,0.735,0.111,-0.7673,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,9,9,1,1,6,0,9,4,0,5,0,33,34,16,1,0,7,1,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,12,12,0,0,7,0,0,3,5,5,0,2,5,4,13,4,21,27,6,29,0,2,2,0,11,12,0,2,17,92,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.11036331670887674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303302328166373,0.0,0.1121587436072069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286606197126759,0.0,0.0,0.09442866913153257,0.0,0.0,0.09623456545066347,0.0,0.11868505382710574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34978448513136834,0.09740759649500412,0.1147879115627604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115300040569194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685621398150325,0.0,0.07469744370981625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436733159344925,0.1615885865274043,0.0,0.12388882183982855,0.0,0.09619759988120366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427386047656253,0.0,0.18090302057410002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100008548044776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580444646921326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430688187451693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976310958057394,0.16575587725948882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098209139884114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562180983472535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313701742411822,0.0,0.0,0.10922677781445876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269130533176748,0.1255773743250571,0.0,0.0,0.23521517776905265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069102754702847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245083796820051,0.0,0.11166656661492924,0.0,0.0,0.09658155892605727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024236632613366,0.0,0.11798158577943485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305699447985677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600968662473696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946543960416326,0.12370635311920515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700650519880816,0.09090057996799296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26262143186351017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978391111642241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047629139761778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455693534510122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901846832616224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525232958676775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456575066209242
socialanxiety,4nsw3rmyqu3stions,2019/01/27,"How do I get rid of social anxiety? I'm a 13 year old girl. I'm unsocial, and I blush WAY too easily. If blush even when I laugh, so you can imagine what it's like to be actually nervous. 
I can't go alone to places where other kids hang out, like the mall. I can't take a walk alone. And if I have to call someone I don't know...
I think my problem is pretty severe. My parents tell me that it will pass as I get older. Is that true?
Also, I'm going to start 8th grade soon. People tell me there are lots of presentations etc, and I feel nervous ALREADY.
This isn't normal anymore, and I get really sad when I look at other kids who talk to teachers like they were best buddies, and who can perform at school plays etc. I get a little jealous. 
Is this going to go away when I get older? If not, what should I do? This social anxiety is making my life so hard and I'm getting tired of it. Please give me hope.
",0.5729951166576228,2.3961958762886617,2.8075691806836685,93.11976939772111,82.50515463917526,5.3213239283776455,19.488876831253396,6.339386263674448,-0.04599587628865942,696,18,159,6,19,237,113,194,0.11699999999999999,0.7090000000000001,0.174,0.9113,1,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,2,12,13,1,2,4,0,18,2,0,2,1,23,41,17,0,7,4,1,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,3,14,7,0,0,4,2,0,7,5,5,0,0,1,3,23,8,14,37,4,25,0,1,1,0,15,7,0,5,13,99,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.12030105259684724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553566135416667,0.1360397817522946,0.09858496859714523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886138932350938,0.0,0.12225814986585708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582326505130645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937212589014094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588010613628642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749739887908959,0.08142362310738588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233280578943485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864444197867004,0.11825900683238465,0.28024576645118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110432421783072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244236890170855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677500875312745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707454080683051,0.1806814719154454,0.12355643663196432,0.0,0.0,0.10352204797334442,0.0,0.0,0.1048061182129066,0.0,0.0,0.08228868549894294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207857712806478,0.0,0.0,0.12935899400037726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688506982354562,0.0,0.0,0.08546509328220052,0.0,0.12879874450013398,0.1353216705009264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541753196370722,0.0,0.11795991418579632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897472030574729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476340689804832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926848034941264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513317638834033,0.10445262187037498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725644580716974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268933452802897,0.09908578119901576,0.21549992945174265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899124137706406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168934620311335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785193781764777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938666527824656
socialanxiety,olivebeanz,2019/01/27,"Hey all So I’ve been working at this new job for about 3 months and this is the first job that I’ve actually felt the most comfortable around. I’ve had a lot of jobs but most of them I quit because I was having panic attacks and thought everyone always hated me (I’m starting to realize now that they didn’t. It was just something I kept telling myself). I’ve been taking 20 mg of Lexapro and I it’s been helping a lot. But I’m now realizing that the work environment I’m in is really draining and isn’t a positive workplace. Ex: my manager makes everyone do her job. She brings feelings and drama into it and if I can’t cover a shift for her, tries  to make me feel bad. And it’s like this is my first time opening up to people outside of my family and few friends. I usually distance myself from most people. And I’m not sure if I a necessarily opened up to the right people? I’ve also noticed that I really take on the emotions of people. Like when they tell my something sad my heart hurts and it gives me anxiety. ",1.8144312796208562,3.82732137914692,3.9595710900473935,85.46513862559245,79.28436018957345,7.063601895734599,25.241943127962088,8.07648339933343,1.597490805687204,805,31,166,15,20,276,119,211,0.14300000000000002,0.764,0.09300000000000001,-0.9185,4,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,5,8,11,2,1,10,0,14,1,1,2,2,36,31,17,0,2,6,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,12,14,0,1,6,1,0,1,4,6,0,2,10,3,24,5,20,21,7,21,0,2,0,0,13,10,0,7,12,110,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.1143551883122938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371241901322787,0.09750690883162072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896458377280204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431906814781326,0.0,0.13331430981211234,0.0,0.0,0.09784418013732236,0.07143459626340674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181681338904658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239496630737066,0.0,0.0,0.11047113713402976,0.0,0.11850402951954332,0.0,0.11251551703538534,0.0,0.0,0.1993541872001556,0.0,0.0,0.09053647014610383,0.0,0.0,0.11241407040104816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569545358652633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388642214688532,0.07854631420477093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254484532740894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651502204361456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450087537014435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925217819468286,0.0,0.0,0.15644315528539862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353556656396077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317754049260878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341535372005844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374907864417043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249639674946595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464016248778588,0.0,0.0,0.15014280951871148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007494054947916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042873858820133,0.0,0.0,0.08294380702702063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044502411120596,0.0,0.17621635182220724,0.0,0.20484887273867367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303141994378752,0.06833123650033719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956059748617224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290621940491718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062345372872714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,motivationascending,2019/01/27,How do you stop replaying conversation you had when your anxious? I'm trying to distract myself but it's hard.. extra ideas are welcome.,2.4190000000000005,5.336575600000003,3.839500000000001,78.66725000000002,93.0,5.7,26.25,7.1686216300943375,2.0884000000000005,110,5,17,2,4,36,24,25,0.17,0.6859999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317847734471408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216767516367728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313907385105406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935468150398209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195910813149635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,funkekat61,2019/01/27,"I bet this has already been covered, but...... DAE when you send off an email or a long text, after you have hemmed and hawed over it, and the response is positive, do you read it over and over? I did, and am still doing it. ",7.0669565217391295,4.1313852608695685,6.975652173913044,86.01608695652176,65.95652173913044,10.069565217391306,31.69565217391305,7.1686216300943375,1.675599999999999,166,4,40,1,2,53,36,46,0.0,0.9209999999999999,0.079,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,5,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,4,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5784644448569652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638978658203166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243388736193839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186244160763129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,M1sterS1r,2019/01/27,"[21M] Social anxiety keeps me from being happy After years of my therapist suggesting meetups.com or online dating sites or improv classes, I finally attended an improv class for the first time. It was suggested as a way of improving my social skills and I went because I’ve been very lonely and was hoping to make friends or at the very least, get a rush out of doing something scary like improv.

They say practice makes perfect and the best way to lose the fear/anxiety that comes with communicating with another person is through repeated exposure. This should over time make it easier to stay relaxed and to be able to talk with less and less effort. This has never, ever worked for me.

I often stay quiet and say nothing because I either don’t know what to say or because whatever I want to say or ask is usually inappropriate.

Now there was an exercise they had us do in improv class where we had to stand at the front of the class and talk about whatever for about a minute until the teacher says “next”, and then you switch topics and talk about something else. Everyone in the class seemed very outgoing and bright, just the complete opposite of me, and I was dreading when it would be my turn. Also, I seemed to be the youngest in the room. I could only think of two good things to talk about and one of them was a bit risqué but in my panicked mind is seemed like a good idea at the time and was hoping it would get a few laughs.

So I get called up and I’ve been quiet the whole time so I guess nobody really knew what to expect from me. I sort of meekly mention to the teacher I’m sort of nervous which drew a sympathetic “aww” from some woman in the room. I’m told to relax and he asks me what I wanna talk about first. I tell him my cat, and he says good, go.

So I talk about my cat for like a full minute, sort of staring at the ceiling as I ramble on because otherwise I’d lose my focus and just go blank on all my words. Then I hear “next” and go into my risqué story which I thought would be okay to talk about. Turns out it wasn’t okay and I get cut off midsentence and told to sit down. I go and sit as a I try to ignore the feeling of eyes on me.

The rest of the class was about another hour or so and that entire time I was considering just up and walking out, I was just so on the verge of tears the rest of the class. Every other exercise we did I restricted myself to one word answers which the teacher seemed perfectly fine with because I guess he was wary of me now, and it just made me feel even more alienated.

I wish I could say I stayed strong and came back for the rest of the ten classes I’d paid for, but I left quickly after class ended, cried on the train ride home, got my refund and never went back.

I guess writing it down it doesn’t seem as big a deal, but try and understand it was my one attempt at doing something extremely outside my comfort zone. I see on social media friends I used to have getting engaged/married, going to bars, going to concerts or parties, and it sucks because I’d love to do those things as well but honestly I’d probably have an actual panic attack if I tried to. I actually have gotten panic attacks at parties before because it was all just too overwhelming for me.

And it all sucks because I feel like I’ve lost friends because I can’t act normal in public. I like go zombie or something and am not really there, I’m just disengaged entirely. When I was working at my old job which involves dealing with people, I’d always be so on edge and I’d weep during my break because I just hated it all so much. Even now, I actually still have nightmares about my old job.

I’ve gone from actively trying to work on my social anxiety issues to sort of just passively working on them. The potential benefits do not outweigh the probable emotional pain that would come from trying to be a better people person. 

There’s no “vent” flair so I guess I’ll just put in “other”.",6.238182863206292,5.673879596958178,6.820799363338934,78.84210893978249,66.08491761723701,9.874389129601793,31.403336575588764,9.289312734170188,2.5551816016741835,3098,103,617,50,43,1020,333,789,0.096,0.758,0.146,0.9899,2,2,4,0,0,0,58.0,3,1,4,17,47,49,6,5,42,2,50,6,1,5,9,131,114,63,0,15,26,0,3,5,3,5,3,11,3,3,30,45,1,3,15,6,2,20,9,18,1,7,32,18,75,31,111,68,19,105,0,6,4,1,52,41,2,26,40,422,105,15,0.04861252827346909,0.0,0.14231644546019268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038875421297070514,0.04044951779197206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194894899830953,0.11156535321258823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908923034534944,0.11060753768702734,0.0,0.07476006714001115,0.0,0.29633746030332275,0.0,0.04136568107883234,0.0,0.05101584926834892,0.04299383080267585,0.05307229034019096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963882657370743,0.05559978181954932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375077732034251,0.050969311002677764,0.0,0.0,0.07762629637787605,0.0,0.053398579639934315,0.0,0.10023476416198646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04060952954909978,0.05468255124022759,0.04305627108746085,0.0,0.0,0.06421623289790596,0.0439728149431199,0.04095815171155003,0.04645135400943195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547026093949994,0.07373986481432808,0.03472879991180875,0.0,0.05325264856197566,0.0,0.08269958343138246,0.0,0.0,0.1126737562664759,0.0,0.12699019807387574,0.0,0.1933933406577632,0.12232164693001127,0.038879879699264916,0.0,0.21420872207249692,0.0,0.0,0.05174894029339803,0.0,0.04799480738723658,0.0,0.0,0.05478985241513883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04876232948157131,0.09656641866198418,0.04787354810124672,0.0,0.0,0.05487762728346834,0.0,0.05073884958614889,0.0964808665505044,0.043209048740212384,0.0,0.0,0.026716174211653284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281765420746222,0.0,0.0,0.118748129003836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087699690697056,0.05306631713547065,0.0,0.043874704726627335,0.04599834965411685,0.09734772031502717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049084795682146014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035735801710191965,0.0,0.07498595734361269,0.0,0.10339995063188698,0.0,0.047629956290950785,0.04664503196553137,0.0,0.10202134183112184,0.0,0.09882332178066876,0.03697201831639338,0.051727157521056125,0.11407265554915055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740361243337024,0.08489316923153492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482505505690358,0.0,0.0,0.04886901778524055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228486081382471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27061043552954056,0.0,0.0,0.03873789114870218,0.2212750999064515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821740261904566,0.0,0.14969719703266315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544346111045276,0.03882202787455514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735103617145993,0.042489492394929176,0.0,0.0,0.05644289213578696,0.06459200742073573,0.031148945229778943,0.0,0.0385929173770333,0.1417317808392828,0.0,0.0,0.0929027080188639,0.0,0.16502357843761414,0.10575294264526756,0.047487376446552015,0.05060735634557058,0.058474886010247966,0.041985616258967205,0.0535398319669627,0.12033128082428393,0.028672928682869425,0.07717272443308276,0.0,0.0,0.043708501047795084,0.09012860147517174,0.0,0.05427415176385944,0.055902008413063295,0.0,0.0,0.14156199822201165,0.0,0.0,0.138131781295593,0.0,0.0,0.031304874383768104
socialanxiety,getyashinebox,2019/01/27,"Too many memes Is it me or are there way too many memes to sift through vs. actual anecdotes, stories of success, etc.",9.114782608695652,6.6878422173913075,7.745217391304351,80.49869565217394,61.60869565217392,10.93913043478261,40.39130434782609,8.841846274778883,3.3662521739130438,93,4,19,1,1,28,20,23,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,12,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.3704921246502335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.423419808603397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7698286637640733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013554043013665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toofacedsugar17,2019/01/27,"people don't address me by my name first off, my name isn't complicated or foreign to where people would take the easy route and not say it just cus it's hard, it's literally olivia. easy enough.

none of my friends ever call me by my name. they just go ""hey dude"" and tap me, but with everyone else they call them by their name. i address everybody by their full name (like madison and not maddie just cus idk i do) and i never get that in return. i ALWAYS say ""hey adam"" when I greet somebody for work but i just get a ""hey whats up"" back. i am super anxious and very distant socially and dont really have anybody close to me but like still i feel like im a person and i should be addressed as one

concluding that, i feel like it's a power thing? people subconciously dont address me because i am shy and an easy target but like i want to know if anyone else feels the same way",1.2156219806763282,3.1944508641304346,2.9542753623188425,92.0887922705314,81.11956521739131,5.828019323671497,20.54830917874396,6.937597516519254,0.3134490338164255,685,19,152,8,18,227,107,184,0.052000000000000005,0.7829999999999999,0.165,0.9717,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,5,9,7,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,2,38,20,16,0,4,12,0,4,5,1,2,0,2,4,1,8,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,6,26,7,14,17,4,15,0,0,0,0,20,6,0,2,12,97,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826608584168685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056989292332666,0.0,0.09938273516712393,0.14563210894137554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929154413387844,0.0,0.0866429896607961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290267476356013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331577582952576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374678547390517,0.0,0.0,0.1468614379416674,0.0,0.0,0.12856748338779356,0.0,0.13581422277999006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156002261123749,0.2030797624175335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089830197071905,0.0,0.0,0.10981164389686926,0.0,0.1485173073626952,0.0,0.0807774892753602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732329739279946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535280870103631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811260863297438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34719515052153804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962177242420476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631303490423644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956114874501739,0.12410509924177852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105407304889136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260598165318527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488674793369738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350763944265685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686636691202166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442688456256096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117274653809176,0.08383375699014667,0.1128186014401785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347455512169228,0.0,0.0,0.10096724260215996,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Neil1398,2019/01/27,"Can’t shut my mouth when listening to others? No not figuratively lol literally. For some reason my mouth wants to crack open when listening to other people y’all. 

I’ve tried consciously closing it but it just seems to open back up when I’m not paying attention.

It’s a very annoying issue because I think this makes me look unconfident and kinda stupid. Like it losses me off.

I’ll give an example. So I go do martial arts and was paired up with a higher rank. While he’s instructing and explaining concepts to me, my mouth is open. I only realized I did this when I had an internship last year and whenever someone gives instruction my mouth stays open. 

Another example most of you guys could probably relate to us when i ask a teacher a question in class. While she’s giving me the answer I’ll open up my mouth and become hyper aware of my tongue and shit. Idk it’s annoying and needs to be nipped in the bud.

I think it might be because I know I have a straight face and it looks like I’m mad so instead of you know smiling I open up my mouth and look like a fucking idiot. Not wide or anything but just enough for me and possibly the other person to know it’s open.

One guy told me it looks like I have a deer in headlights look and thought I was unconfident in myself. 

This is also another thing I’m pretty confident when I’m a bit prepared for a situation but when something unexpected comes like a random question I get caught off guard and can’t talk. People would say meditate but I already do and still have these issues. I’m trying to be more calm but I think I’m learning that may never happen in my day to day activities unless maybe I experience them more. That’s the only answer I have for myself at this point.

Anyway anybody deal with this or any other hyper awareness issues during socializing? If so how do you deal with it?",3.3454838709677404,5.2261932608695725,4.815764375876579,81.67944600280504,74.27173913043478,7.900561009817673,25.72966339410939,8.654491914285503,1.9174616760168304,1472,51,283,29,31,492,187,368,0.092,0.8009999999999999,0.107,0.6723,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,4,1,2,18,14,7,0,16,1,22,9,8,3,1,72,58,36,0,5,14,0,0,5,1,3,0,3,0,3,23,25,0,1,19,1,1,3,7,8,0,1,7,8,40,6,33,44,6,44,0,1,5,1,27,24,2,12,21,186,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409426675214284,0.07543477273132106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414687432975473,0.19782411460230384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762463241677596,0.0,0.0881847710619832,0.0,0.0,0.07253308756437855,0.0,0.11500402168730987,0.10417883895388806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298270800848344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125597925941437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531393654221971,0.0,0.0,0.12166865031260304,0.1944978704296844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746695064537457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922717467376728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720553127030549,0.04928294748296467,0.2714665764195721,0.05360927736242088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186800846784358,0.08341471868957398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29536453569970034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552205964581886,0.07689062861178378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304216346678918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39606251706897055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296526110727661,0.0,0.09476604047671243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006803696790237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994367065110936,0.0727522488699333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391969158878898,0.14348273053059052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079153911483096,0.08236434119242568,0.0,0.0,0.08917128313257708,0.10634164110524442,0.0,0.09596638468148187,0.10170248888545948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133987169021887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698580098969592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501411292719351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587347128660625,0.0,0.0,0.09682724167138627,0.0,0.10602961541894472,0.0,0.0961564159247274,0.07992455547843548,0.07261898173644794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054203718962276,0.07533116689096203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581798211243332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266791763887805,0.18132641595880064,0.0,0.07488659554654234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013528897827504,0.0,0.12808623772459365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134660304505911,0.0,0.0,0.07783120644176482,0.05563761848920777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700853123481651,0.0,0.0,0.06074470721427401
socialanxiety,simmanin,2019/01/27,"I was smiled and waved at by a stranger. I'm happy and ? I glanced at them while walking past in an arcade, as I normally glance at people I'm walking past. She looks back at me, smiles and does an upright wave bending only her fingers. I'm pretty sure I'm overthinking this, but is this normal? (That type of wave) I am confusion, but it was nice to get a smile and wave, it made me feel good as I've been working a bit more at my ""fashion"" instead of just black and any pants.",2.152799999999999,3.470065280000004,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,76.2,6.2,25.5,6.6274283507984215,0.7675000000000001,368,13,83,3,8,120,67,100,0.027000000000000003,0.764,0.209,0.9498,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,1,5,0,5,1,1,1,1,14,13,10,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,6,10,4,12,9,2,13,0,0,4,0,3,7,0,1,4,49,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039831813334834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136792128854595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575067504686881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640966325696208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192619403121194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232312871284354,0.0,0.0,0.19783487523037274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510858560980494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806970262323725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318399056134486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622010917874496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938823129540898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503253616145936,0.1635211623269996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399625369292171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230278458419786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171470233497205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CloneNoodle,2019/01/27,"Where the hell did this even come from? Growing up I was such a social person, made tons of friends with random people I met, never afraid to approach someone or strike up a conversation..hell, I used to do magic tricks for strangers in the park. Now 10 years later I can barely go to the grocery store or a restaurant. I can't breathe, I'm tense, every action I make is sudden, awkward and clumsy because I'm so locked into the feeling that someone around me is judging what I'm doing. I miss things with my hand when I try to pick them up, my neck is shift and my head shakes when I turn to look at something, my eyes get bugged out when I have to talk to someone, and I end up putting the attention I'm afraid of on myself because I act so nervous about absolutely nothing. 

I have no idea where this came from, what could have caused it, or how the hell I'm going to get past it. It's ruining my 20's and I'm becoming a loner shut-in.",4.39976923076923,4.480649451282055,5.210064102564104,86.65201923076923,69.87179487179486,7.525641025641026,28.55769230769231,6.816661863887847,1.2849230769230768,733,24,158,5,12,239,121,195,0.11900000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.073,-0.8296,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,13,11,3,5,10,0,13,5,5,6,1,26,33,13,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,3,0,1,10,3,10,0,0,5,4,21,1,26,27,1,32,2,2,2,0,6,12,2,4,10,100,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392518264692945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108067771766237,0.19096380254930684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776120786595006,0.0,0.17762461192895698,0.0,0.14894532263038116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380533307097555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314556816239422,0.0,0.0,0.11420440302902235,0.0,0.14568282984853306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874277095839606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358864252603495,0.0,0.18067506120605475,0.0,0.19653571799892466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745395773956565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519259790656646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519955312655675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636101597837563,0.11541773560058255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335765907667058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591032483522986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506068419856093,0.1198729506944288,0.15097699251127147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738207537539956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625839382435698,0.4395143155122133,0.13311337531596873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897726554827616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487269363276295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739349015470098,0.18807474587565004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493373878933133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134737525263187
socialanxiety,Kimberr2,2019/01/27,"My senior seminar is coming up and my anxiety is at an all time high. Please help me find some ways to calm me down! I have a senior seminar coming up on February 14th. I am prepared for it and could say the speech in my sleep. The problem is that I have HORRIBLE social anxiety.

I have always had social anxiety. When I was younger I wouldn’t even talk, not even a single word, to anyone I didn’t have a relationship with. It is hard enough for me to have just an everyday conversation with someone I don’t know very well. I feel awkward and I always stumble over my words because I’m so focused on thinking ahead of what I’m going to say...even while I’m talking. That just results in me blushing and sweating. It’s embarrassing, but it has gotten somewhat better.  

Now, with that said, I am sure you can only imagine how my anxiety is knowing I am about to go up in front of a bunch of professors and give a 30-minute (MINIMUM) presentation. I can’t stop thinking about this day. I wake up in the middle of the night and my first thought is “I am going to blow this presentation.” Of course I can’t fall right back to sleep after that. 

So, does anyone have any solution or tricks to help me survive the days leading up to the presentation as well as how to survive giving the actual presentation? ",3.3702990033222586,5.082431821705427,4.889025470653376,81.8929069767442,73.8062015503876,8.015060908084164,28.177187153931346,8.704169506293173,2.2054117386489485,1022,41,200,20,21,343,138,258,0.077,0.805,0.11800000000000001,0.9228,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,6,15,9,1,2,14,0,26,4,4,4,2,38,44,16,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,11,11,0,1,8,0,0,8,6,4,2,1,6,5,28,5,40,36,6,45,2,0,0,0,13,17,0,3,19,149,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.1160512525401228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979061740569691,0.0,0.0,0.08087141099957786,0.0,0.3639016963509973,0.0,0.0,0.16630682197913482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144409913619647,0.0,0.07249408175890433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517732999896183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488249080012189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494997815157402,0.0,0.0,0.15339041111517338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040699235864848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287878258881015,0.0,0.2356416650725463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013081373814772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869305485412377,0.10115545899201236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816268969884054,0.20275927463026933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653124467591328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594225549431193,0.12564820177822533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071344511101005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160075572132286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044595698015698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054124646841087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379281806172513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767831155441334,0.0,0.10155920662671702,0.11312257660137065,0.18914396751798865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380168658599148,0.2424531238270457,0.10076268941535864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942457553492838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208309455909128,0.0,0.0,0.1911708795366548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240153437772502,0.0,0.0944112197216506,0.06934469437297039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981235570791532,0.0,0.09439518360052852,0.0,0.0,0.21385130622869716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gowatchanimefgt,2019/01/27,"Naomi Osaka is an example of looking unfriendly and rude because of her nervousness and non talkativeness Whole time I was thinking damn she’s not really friendly at all. But she was actually just nervous and not much of a talker but I didn’t know that coz I expected her to be some super confident talkative person. When she started to talk, my view of her changed straight away. I also liked when she occasionally smiled.

",5.781923076923079,7.779519243589742,6.574871794871798,71.07846153846157,68.1025641025641,10.328205128205127,34.7948717948718,10.504223727775694,4.258471794871795,343,17,56,10,6,113,60,78,0.11800000000000001,0.662,0.221,0.9364,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,2,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,14,9,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,12,3,8,5,4,7,0,0,2,0,11,3,1,1,5,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.29881238086613016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24487241423270525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876901310718601,0.0,0.0,0.1866600204215183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239247997568957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365735966932443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682825255648628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959653202254689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571354860103982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250962625574263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26736681697592385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616307333470093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673381699272148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461163684849943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620410955631384,0.0,0.0,0.1785508796542929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418674866901055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SatanicApostle,2019/01/27,"Accidently said yes to a movie date, horrid social anxiety. HELP Basically I matched with this guy on Tinder yesterday. We started talking and really hit it off. Today he asked if I wanted to go to a movie later, and I boldly and impulsively said ""Yes I'd love that.."" WHEN I WOULDN'T REALLY LOVE THAT. First, I'm not even sure he's fully my type. Second, we've only been talking for 1 day. Third, I can't meet someone in a movie theater!!! I already said I can't today but that tomorrow would work. What do I do??? I'm thinking about just blocking him on everything. I'd rather just meet at a private place like our house. ",1.3827649769585264,3.8090828064516167,3.6610599078341046,84.59016129032258,83.83870967741936,6.4460829493087575,23.37327188940092,7.7094869923839395,1.4142207373271891,484,18,94,9,14,166,85,124,0.096,0.778,0.126,0.5598,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,4,2,7,2,0,0,1,17,20,6,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,1,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,3,12,5,11,13,0,17,0,0,0,2,18,6,0,1,11,54,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866001749259886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130784906954174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598257134636293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025587869758477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291830934954505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364896976033118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541957264652736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716123203059794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927854012307447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145917385035867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972663569269902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352304307138571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085984497918318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002375297114918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861814446795224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190443401546265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878699650014248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742734895628749,0.14485493298639734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100726993444315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112897785348795,0.0,0.0,0.27482439288695537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954508150486388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241025962579973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083738907939807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446184388288925,0.0,0.0,0.12144598419637365,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tofusuprise,2019/01/27,"I wish I was able to connect with people I don't understand why it is so hard for me to connect to people. I genuinely want to be friends with people, but i'm so shy and over think about what others think of me that I never create a relationship. I always just end up staying quiet. I wish I was social.",1.345052083333332,3.1992117343750017,3.8731250000000017,86.29270833333338,80.09375,6.1416666666666675,21.604166666666664,7.1686216300943375,0.7304979166666672,237,7,49,3,6,83,44,64,0.115,0.746,0.139,0.1334,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,12,12,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,10,1,11,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,37,14,0,0.2166640798319836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028187101776635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190006542515967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739413061970249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408845836711072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710469528326394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450622777211058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326161374712137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086174423775026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309350810277696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277659187688462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255549481742657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779408785764568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550563210653615,0.0,0.4983059982167774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gandalfsgonewild,2019/02/19,"Anyone else who only uses a few set phrases when interacting with people? I’m so awful at small talk. I realized recently that I have like 5 phrases/answers I use during every single shorter conversation I have and I’m scared people are onto me or find me creepy lol. I’ll rotate between them but if the conversation lacks substance I seriously can’t bring myself to say anything outside of these stupid set phrases. 

It’s like I practiced these neutral, fit-all answers and all I do is change the pitch/emotion & I am honestly weirded out by it.",2.771857142857144,5.569165352380956,4.5672619047619065,77.90232142857144,81.19047619047619,6.166666666666668,28.75,7.492282038375204,2.2297142857142864,442,21,72,7,12,149,80,105,0.109,0.7829999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.0344,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,1,3,2,7,0,0,2,1,14,12,7,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,12,3,8,12,4,9,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574472193698552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614042560419331,0.2434565774474708,0.19553041745123986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513568314037873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984902628576073,0.2672760332343707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001942497156444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171686065403821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321656773819284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807109246396052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32945372423671737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23460836961892856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889547217001532,0.2378861818251644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909796057153484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104325314778619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,edreddit98,2019/02/19,"Most of the time i leave parties without telling anyone  i guess im the sad drunk type and most of the times i dont feel like i belong in any context and i jsut want to be alone, so i just leave. maybe lie later, say i felt sick, maybe never talk to that cute girl i was trying to please by going to parties. i dont want to hang out with your friends, I dont know how to act...thats all there is.

edit: this post got me banned from r confessions, so i guess this is the place to vent",1.635566037735849,2.490201943396229,2.8246698113207565,98.4107783018868,76.73584905660377,5.677358490566037,19.85377358490566,5.148860815047168,-0.5203547169811324,370,7,94,1,8,119,71,106,0.168,0.6809999999999999,0.151,-0.2287,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,7,2,0,1,2,20,16,5,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,4,1,1,4,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,3,13,3,15,12,3,10,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,4,5,53,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847785867770328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040557528101109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069919601043334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379989017815876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736920888693508,0.1093142677248528,0.14691882758461966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821935674287715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696220621563791,0.0,0.12238043322396393,0.0,0.3371275375638506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528294308548325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409328936711799,0.0,0.0,0.3240425347508599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475561953603144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074491714731521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801494778800073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986857709034624,0.16796501391711374,0.0,0.0,0.1465465032817333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168402706413893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298802221752678,0.13374224732634818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844907828810258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388744603932423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805049532638201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750143298689472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,goo-goo-gajoob,2019/02/19,"Made the mistake of answering the door to some Jehovah's Witnesses. Ugh, I feel so awkward. I couldn't bring myself to tell them I wasn't interested, but instead just mumbled random words and excuses that came to my head until I made it clear I couldn't talk. Now this is going to be something I'm going to be thinking about for the next week and a half.",6.017500000000003,5.584874638888893,6.835555555555558,78.11500000000002,66.5,9.977777777777778,33.27777777777778,9.516144504307137,2.916544444444445,282,11,56,5,4,94,54,72,0.10099999999999999,0.848,0.051,-0.071,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,6,1,1,2,1,17,15,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,4,1,8,1,9,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346870585437789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796088308537067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326130643398805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003194801634965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5537810343777858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31121188067675337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527837748409285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23520230642168746,0.2557686876331772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875034130445171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472753713378555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mmira1,2019/02/19,"I presented today I was so nervous, I didn’t say a lot at first, but my professor made it clear he was going to ask me questions, since I barely talk in the class. I’m an international student and I’m so much anxious when presenting in english and it’s like my brain can’t function correctly. When I started talking my heat starting pounding so fast and my hand was shaking, I tried to calm myself down, but it wasn’t working, then my professor asked me a question I gave a stupid answer and I had rough time understanding him, because I was really nervous... I could feel my voice shaking and some of my classmates starting laughing, after I felt my lips kind of quivering and I spend the rest of class holding my tears, I was honestly convinced I would start crying any moment... I think people noticed. I feel so embarrassed and I hate myself so much, I don’t want to go back to the class. I‘ve been crying the whole day and I know I’m going to have trouble sleeping. ",3.1016261164151544,5.177530853403142,4.360351093316911,83.81232830304899,75.54450261780104,6.797782568524793,29.036341238065905,7.724431198458867,1.9613945796119483,767,34,144,11,17,252,113,191,0.18100000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.133,-0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,8,14,2,5,8,0,14,4,4,1,2,28,36,18,0,3,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,1,9,0,1,5,4,8,0,1,12,7,33,6,13,22,6,26,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,4,18,97,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501381035526997,0.0,0.0,0.1578428653427709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26123708135283696,0.0,0.0,0.10743539881455057,0.0,0.08517149448716714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597277467034712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155436891508884,0.0,0.3069498420327944,0.09010729040012704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129239647010122,0.0,0.13415229090906408,0.0,0.0,0.1188450340889628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821683125564705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794373038800165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549598984686152,0.07678598859074147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825971717824178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878422140224144,0.0,0.1322056340759046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541929698922956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907117360852704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686366345496372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130348391732516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950766254810819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111027270002327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557712126932207,0.0,0.13982004935148049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395575722267525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460191394262552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952638705223596,0.0,0.0,0.08147135753983516,0.0,0.13243741333991207,0.0,0.0,0.09486012863014504,0.0,0.0,0.1454525582956998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240997222370293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559914366890926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017172022296571,0.0,0.0,0.0992524724774752,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxietyqueen95,2019/02/19,"i have a second interview for a job (advice please!) i graduate college in 2017, i have been an unpaid intern ever since. i have been on a few phone interviews (horrible horrible anxiety leading up to those) and even fewer in person interviews (actually only one and this is the same company). my anxiety has made me cancel previous phone interviews and in person interviews, sometimes i analyze a job way too hard and i find so many cons that i can rationalize to myself why it was a great idea to cancel those interviews. 

now, this is a job at a company that i was excited to apply to (i applied to several different job titles at this company) but this job title was the worst of them all. but i finally got called in to do an interview and i could finally see this company that i had always been so excited about. i go in and it’s a tiny office with way too many employees squeezed into the space. there is only one closed off room and it is the executive’s office. it is a damn mess. i proceed to have this very awkward interview in this mess of a room, i feel like my interviewer was not prepared to give this interview at all. 

right when i am almost done with this interview, the exec comes in and basically i have to go over this whole interview again and my interviewer seems even more awkward and quiet now that the exec is here. he is a very loud man in general. he says at the end of the interview “ok so this is a laid back kind of place, people shoot me with nerf guns, ya know. you gotta be comfortable hearing the f word and using it. you gotta know how to take a joke and how to give one right back” total work hard, play hard kind of person (to a level that makes me feel like he is a jerk)

this place seems like it could either be great or my worst nightmare. now i have extreme anxiety about my future working at a place like this (it could be awkward or uncomfortable personal interactions like this day in and day out) as well as doing a second interview (an interview= the bane of my existence)

i don’t know if anyone has any advice on doing an interview or experience with cancelling interviews and regretting it or any kind of job advice that u think could be relevant, i just need someone to tell me something that i haven’t heard yet to give me the confidence just to not cancel.
",5.537891755821273,5.919736259911897,6.822117684078043,75.03080396475772,67.45814977973569,10.97910635619887,31.192259282567647,10.839040174865172,3.438627690371304,1818,68,349,51,28,619,197,454,0.125,0.772,0.10300000000000001,-0.5122,8,0,1,2,0,1,40.0,0,3,1,3,25,27,2,3,32,1,41,0,0,6,4,64,66,29,0,7,12,0,6,5,0,2,0,5,2,5,31,22,0,0,10,2,0,4,4,10,1,5,12,12,37,17,53,44,10,53,0,1,1,0,41,31,1,8,21,255,68,29,0.0,0.0,0.07091447615760832,0.0,0.0,0.21303396170302774,0.0,0.0,0.07276752165797239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046644200050427,0.0,0.0,0.09883484446113916,0.0,0.1667747930640003,0.0,0.0,0.05081186503355292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117559741236881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420318935391289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259792199973647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320811818715112,0.0,0.0,0.0937310060317699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592365402315697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436563264441352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436317811889081,0.0,0.0,0.09599439830115213,0.06573328458528052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108424091012439,0.0,0.0,0.07348727504164088,0.10382951789013764,0.0,0.15921070813284238,0.06641816333938741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913222302073267,0.08259895193881997,0.0,0.05812004985851205,0.1602356915000979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952914917828701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190326150028161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203447280451133,0.0,0.0,0.4326767071566156,0.0,0.0,0.227020790016708,0.11981097080704235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751205074943824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876117920079589,0.048507131898600286,0.1473499510238684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053883153950004536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772721606915976,0.11053612122977996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037954522458781,0.2538071242271459,0.2277709620694709,0.0797687565420119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241178837673633,0.0,0.05778931757015079,0.0,0.0,0.05790779658762035,0.13231028427542527,0.0,0.08209530270979187,0.0,0.06011256027522361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157222071904389,0.055944158151435684,0.0718715141279598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463805562433418,0.0,0.06351592225998688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656337066364536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276269703472523,0.0,0.11991909603187755,0.0,0.11536256352801373,0.0,0.0,0.06533817182018455,0.0,0.06557248323308566,0.08113236025788419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580781702996707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,superhappyrobots,2019/02/19,"My worst fear happened tonight. So I was at a drag queen bingo night and I thought I had a full line on my bingo card. Nope! Turns out that the hosts said ""26"" instead of ""36"".

I had gone onto the stage (a miracle in itself) to claim a prize that I had now not won. Got called our by the hosts and effectively boo'd by the crowd back to my seat.

And you know what? I'm ok with it. Was I embarrassed to the point of turning bright red at the time? Absolutely. Did it feel like the crowd was judging me for the rest of the evening? Absolutely not.

Social anxiety is something that you can recover from and improve. I would have practically killed myself had this happened a few years ago. Progress is progress and sometimes you need to be in a bad situation to remind yourself just how far you've come.",1.7013762486126502,4.074437591194972,2.7519866814650378,91.99082130965591,81.8930817610063,6.005327413984463,23.81834998150204,7.285733465282438,0.9044092489826115,623,23,134,9,17,198,105,159,0.128,0.7120000000000001,0.16,0.5792,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,0,6,7,10,1,2,15,1,14,0,0,2,0,18,28,7,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,13,4,16,5,20,13,4,20,0,0,2,0,9,10,0,0,8,92,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328155655765914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495419507265966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031234099082955,0.16321794670904466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996073174294544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683890328140826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291129431226876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996976704341886,0.09884075040427437,0.13965121793616705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634351221470744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457252975255664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21627007052666689,0.0,0.10743090105983112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550183643050672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494622007822844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834450883903748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479213786283516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594659981877226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197281301975896,0.0,0.1992676234291708,0.0,0.15049034188000665,0.19333508787946307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551895812437783,0.11398617783931875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252530256803813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886364877715365,0.0,0.0,0.12588295150231815
socialanxiety,throwhb78,2019/02/19,"Sharing my thoughts after recovering from a though few months  

Hello everyone.

I want to share my last few months with you. I've been going through a very tough past few months ( since September '18) psychologically. One symptom has been a deep(er ?) depression and a spiked anxiety.

You can look up my posts from those times, they are not pretty.

I've been going to a psychiatrist once a month since then and a psychologist once a week ( I'm french it's cheaper than the USA I guess, which most of you are likely from).

I'm taking meds to treat depression and anxiety.

I go to support groups once a month too, and it's been helpful. But I feel other so called social phobics are a bit negative ( twisted view of women for some ...) and don't look to far.Anyways, one was apparently sceptic about meds and another about psychologists. The leader said we had a different sensibility but no illness.

Now, what I want to say is that I'm happier than ever. I feel free of my chains, anxiety,depression,defiance(paranoia ?).Recovering from such darkness, such terrifying times has been exilarating.

I'm not a religious man ( but I don't reject the presence of a higher being...) but I pray to anything that YOU will be able to overcome depression.

What helps me is that I know, deeply in me, that I have an axis to better my life quality . I know people here seem to have depression without feeling any reason for it and I feel sorry, and I kinda want to say to them to search deep even if they may get angry at me :)

I found some for me. They were evident. I'm a loner ( likely autistic, that'll be to confirm) which over the years made me very socially anxious,inept and helpless, emotionally unaware and fearful that people would discover this flaw.

Negative thoughts, I now know, are to be fought, overcome. I tried to reasonate with them. It never really worked.

Those past few months, I felt like I was in a mental prison, with suicide,escaping from society, creeping up my thoughts insidiously.

Now I've been able to integrate myself more, be confident in myself and others more, try to get a positive outlook on life.

I feel more and more like life is to be savoured even if it's not been pink all the way ( french expression :) )

I still don't know what to think about society, ecology,toxic people, my genetical flaws... My therapist helps me straigthen things out when I'm out of touch and I'm advancing !

I could not fights negativity and other mental problems I have without those meds.

I have my deepest problems in mind : autism (?) first > anxiety, depression > defiance ( paranoia ?)

Please respond if you have anything to say ! Good luck to all ! ( ps: i first posted this on r/depression )",4.22294633077766,6.544908236947794,5.220878057685287,77.79041894852136,73.05622489959839,8.54333698430084,29.390470974808327,9.218907990703514,2.8352313253012054,2114,90,376,50,44,692,244,498,0.166,0.69,0.14400000000000002,-0.9019,2,0,0,0,1,1,102.0,1,5,5,5,17,26,3,1,22,0,40,5,0,3,4,71,79,25,0,10,13,0,7,4,0,4,5,4,0,2,25,20,0,0,18,0,1,4,14,14,0,4,19,16,52,13,59,49,14,44,1,7,4,0,31,13,0,11,28,259,77,1,0.13831121313785094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702818391366593,0.072515683275934,0.15871154921402675,0.07812615106208202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381834353333525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116251413945688,0.07550001122819844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061560636721564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521512460236527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573817356186753,0.0,0.0,0.07225288984397546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779074929987022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135325183343238,0.0625552053747884,0.0,0.06608114567502033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781928379312049,0.1748357628736539,0.049404779150783916,0.06640022735348758,0.0,0.0,0.11764744723874004,0.0,0.07582555311591435,0.0,0.0,0.07226190027972525,0.0,0.1179081747140974,0.05800444172448445,0.0,0.0,0.07618269730769531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906063603658395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202445117970168,0.056371049429528426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653995028167668,0.13514374473984558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614658446663688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543670704813083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304488666476639,0.0,0.13938517169844344,0.0,0.06982744858722288,0.0,0.3311960722820668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333706709386754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094539200320376,0.09372325754453847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203370318005922,0.14383137027591522,0.0,0.0,0.07591208897378661,0.0,0.0,0.13246390943544906,0.07035611376994116,0.0,0.13234515163557786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044302852398565074,0.14220696280572964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578281832160429,0.16498594213923487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629566669174116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441246477626972,0.0,0.0,0.1409908638522536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774140397010108,0.0,0.0,0.055227756737882654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847696280340158,0.0,0.0718791544339434,0.05199640961840354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029498939443312,0.045943912107975896,0.044312120308361784,0.06794503233177643,0.16470548057853787,0.08065038064999333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390423473412528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412123596076745,0.12236930554300544,0.05489250156588822,0.055472456187708366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333270738177376,0.0,0.0503461052214768,0.0,0.0,0.04912615873527985,0.0,0.0,0.044533943274763316
socialanxiety,leiamercier,2019/02/19,"I have to have dinner with strangers tomorrow; feeling very nervous Hey, first time poster, I thought people here might be able to help me in some way or at least know they aren’t alone. 

So, I’m a 17 year old girl, and I have pretty obvious social anxiety of some kind. Tomorrow, the people who were our dog’s foster parents before we adopted her are coming up from England for a few days and my parents and I are going to dinner with them at their hotel while they’re here. It’s a couple, I’m assuming, and their son and daughter - my mum said they’re teenagers, but I have no idea if she means my age or like 12 lmao. Anyway, I have absolutely no idea how I’m supposed to talk to them or strangers in general because I get so in my head and self conscious and, well, socially anxious as everyone here does. My mum gets annoyed with me if I don’t talk because she thinks I’m being rude, when she knows that I’m a very tense person in situations like that. 

I don’t even know if I’m looking for advice, I just needed someplace to get my thoughts out. It would be cool if someone could provide some guidance or something, I guess. :)",5.64179711118576,5.320039004366817,6.06864628820961,82.92831037957677,67.25327510917029,8.792878736983543,32.46254618743702,8.139509932561175,2.227803224722876,888,34,183,10,13,287,136,229,0.10099999999999999,0.7809999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.6327,3,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,5,1,11,8,2,1,5,1,17,3,1,1,1,46,40,22,0,7,10,6,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,3,5,13,2,0,12,1,0,2,5,3,1,1,4,4,30,5,22,30,5,21,0,0,1,0,28,8,0,14,12,115,35,0,0.12746939381288006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456161635862242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201984923237128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751373736777952,0.14400413228812525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540831868038665,0.0,0.10846706557028443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980359585831227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177393868060894,0.1410424597473328,0.0,0.0822072137294655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115493255267377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419233242092239,0.0,0.0,0.12180246836907092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445235553853483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842540125946573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979249148605546,0.0,0.07244379403719288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404219083114165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082037297302024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544004773327092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877948599736008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273975813730854,0.2101615356807517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245502141783786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704218681563298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885153879551815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352248830141955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451694035342627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375768614658895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28307935368697024,0.0,0.0,0.17674245555274165,0.1113013579536846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968219958198202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125258371351748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297837778864174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328093940391695,0.0,0.2598779887858962,0.1080044037238354,0.09813216694828324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049101405839455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167724056675929,0.0,0.2023929204359376,0.07432842861400134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103511991409852,0.0,0.101179271596765,0.0,0.0,0.11461029349655913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055060008909327,0.0,0.0,0.08208611036725476
socialanxiety,HollyBallsJingle,2019/02/19,Got hair dyed! My friend and I wanted to get our hair dyed so we ended up at this walkin place. When I sat down with one of the hair dressers I really dreaded having a conversation because of obvious reasons. BUT we ended have a really lovely conversation and I'm really starting to feel confident in my small talk skills!,3.336344086021509,5.803677903225813,4.998064516129034,77.63376344086022,76.41935483870971,8.649462365591399,24.849462365591396,9.2995712137729,2.4940236559139795,258,9,46,7,6,87,46,62,0.037000000000000005,0.775,0.188,0.9027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,2,4,3,1,1,10,10,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,8,2,9,8,0,10,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,4,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358933335805834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4753733582566298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569052114371982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073337230209824,0.0,0.14020665375649227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146314406060576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422047381442764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184720120299086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803783423919325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157535018558091,0.2759180469747414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899460878549192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21569703334461346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828526315412866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Curiouscurious123,2019/02/19,"How could workplaces change to be kinder to people with social anxiety and/or panic when speaking in meetings, presentations etc? I'm asking because I struggle with being the centre of attention in any way at work. Especially when I have to speak. I feel it holds me back. I'm working on it, but I'm also struck by how common it is (it's all over Reddit, and other blogs and articles) and how it's not generally a recognised thing you can raise easily with your employers and ask for reasonable adjustments around.

E.g. Imagine if you had the safety net of bring able to take a timeouy when presenting, if you felt breathless. That would actually remove some of the original fear. I'm sure people would perform better with kind approaches like these.

Thoughts? ",7.063661071143082,8.214038755395688,6.987290167865709,72.47543565147882,64.32374100719424,10.206554756195043,33.43005595523581,10.25414643259724,3.612922621902477,613,25,101,14,9,195,101,139,0.078,0.748,0.175,0.951,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,4,9,7,0,3,5,0,9,0,0,5,2,32,20,14,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,9,9,0,1,7,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,4,8,4,19,12,3,18,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,9,69,17,3,0.18190170956263446,0.0,0.17750982889606914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454667314179612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369940017799967,0.0,0.13915430992854172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193108691269553,0.34010708703047904,0.0,0.0,0.1398711865312216,0.0,0.1108855937987547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608772800225165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242788941131694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523371360894385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286848970771498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468999494350573,0.09197496988970208,0.0,0.17465416717744886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894226387202547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886798708204924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134224632589682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25221548369906105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702525311733464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542588547666364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19016316193029728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144020854447534,0.0,0.13676744764402946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208474131176446,0.0,0.0,0.14440963877460322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438511022317246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648532220010054,0.0,0.0,0.25843551091656913,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,f4riez,2019/02/19,"Spent all my teens on the Internet... Now don't know how to adult  Idk what to do. I'm about to be 24. I have no job, no real experience, no developed social skills. I feel like such a loser. 

My self esteem has been terrible since I was 11. The only real connection I felt to people was online conversations, because I was honestly hideously ugly. Superficial, but it's a wound I've always carried. 

Social anxiety began as I feared people looking directly at a sight that brought me to tears. I started using fake pictures online like maybe 12 yrs old, and it became so addictive to have actual attention that I just began lying and lying fearing the person would find me boring. My every thought was consumed with this fantasy character I built in my head, and I spent a good few years just living out these stories, imagining encounters and scenes that never happened. I became a chronic daydreamer to the point I never really paid attention at school and didn't really go through the whole adolescent experience as I should have. 

I'm just realising now how important these experiences of being out in the real world matter... Making small talk, learning social cues, building a personality and character. Everything that you need to just be able to interact with people normally :( I never developed this. All my ups, downs, falling for people etc, it's all been online. It's not real. A fake life in my head. I didn't realise how bad it was till I went into further education, the anxiety was so bad I couldn't focus on my studies. I got all the way to uni and dropped out from pure fear of everything and just not being able to fit in with people :( it was honestly horrible. It's even worse in jobs. Sitting in the toilets during breaks, getting laughed at, making a fool of myself constantly... I go this wild crimson colour and get ready bad sweats if someone even watches me do something... 😭

I've quit a few jobs and had massive gaps inbetween trying to like recoup from the embarrassment. I never returned to education. My resume is absolute garbage and I've not developed any proper experience or anything. I've no references, no confidence left and my head just feels empty constantly. :( I'm in this rut of blankness idk what to do 


",4.841273804485824,6.927749508393288,6.171652560304698,72.65970482437581,70.70263788968825,9.414275638312878,30.969741853575965,9.845776108104099,3.4850113415150235,1783,78,293,47,34,600,220,417,0.19399999999999998,0.7070000000000001,0.099,-0.9906,3,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,0,3,17,20,0,4,19,0,28,8,4,6,9,67,55,23,0,6,12,0,3,3,0,2,4,0,0,4,19,19,0,0,11,1,3,5,16,13,0,0,22,7,34,7,47,26,8,48,0,1,4,0,11,24,0,2,18,198,53,5,0.15659512541884082,0.0,0.07640712664518827,0.08535590050759287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514984446121133,0.0,0.0,0.0532450275802364,0.0,0.11979484232570645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443222272514976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961255831129604,0.04772946749596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922369914027252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732247944698855,0.10342960345534258,0.0,0.06596907352887595,0.0,0.14073760141447786,0.306360161816649,0.0,0.26431957819882257,0.07917920056882513,0.05593579444420271,0.0751779388985301,0.0,0.07156255383646239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181448980589259,0.0,0.08899661851160866,0.06567228079796031,0.06262171351719897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923827612226867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106766456176165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330947484309354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04303029280693381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507053097936185,0.0,0.055303884075686566,0.11475670253149775,0.0,0.06913818235026492,0.0,0.06575023293084534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452846219815333,0.0,0.07866042564932632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805665064422054,0.2415516290125453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671498730859039,0.0,0.0,0.08216012099581585,0.0,0.0,0.05954882466381686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714083570008207,0.1367328233601705,0.0,0.0,0.0740165047692245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327909577896506,0.0,0.3564790715251261,0.10031884719066364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792413135693059,0.0,0.0,0.08168143396984696,0.0,0.0,0.06476855297792035,0.0,0.0,0.2394435148130327,0.06634127079849725,0.06027728904652676,0.0,0.0,0.05541941788107139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629326150468697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215951886865539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315890549269713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762395494916627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214896082718101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258262506134644,0.0,0.08741643259790341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979190554881949,0.0556203420819519,0.0,0.0,0.05042106329843635
socialanxiety,Caartje,2019/02/19,Extreme blushing? Has anyone coped with blushing in situations where one would not normally blush? Like if I just make eye contact for longer than a few seconds it is already triggered.. Right now I am still in school and I kinda cope but I wonder how it will  affect me at a job:/,2.520555555555553,5.1933273518518535,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,81.03703703703705,5.0814814814814815,25.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0253555555555556,223,9,41,2,6,70,47,54,0.039,0.961,0.0,-0.2299,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,4,0,14,7,4,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,1,6,5,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,3,3,32,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34671356681031346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968710878088854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117824769513472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349607489179642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972250388801728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078369065373905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290148777293733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683142905190448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179743840797449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531597589035457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509104332031886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407227918316961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231896875402629,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Suspicious_Plant4231,2019/02/19,"My anxiety has just suddenly disappeared? I've noticed that in the past couple of weeks or so, my anxiety has been almost non-existent. 

In situations that would normally make me more anxious, it hasn't really been that bad. For example, I entered a crowded restaurant the other day, a situation that would make me very anxious and maybe even cause an anxiety attack, but I wasn't really anxious. My heart rate went up for a few minutes, but I don't think it was really anxiety, I was just uncomfortable. It was kind of like being anxious without really being anxious. I immediately had the thoughts along the lines of ""Oh no I need to get out of here"" but I didn't *feel* anxious. I retreated to the bathroom for a couple of minutes, but I honestly think I did that because I was so used to doing it whenever a situation like that arose. 

My therapist even said that there has been some kind of drastic change in my composure and that I looked more relaxed than usual. 

It really feels strange to not be anxious. 

Has this happened to anyone else? If so, did it come back? After how long?",4.992608695652173,6.42674652173913,6.380405797101452,73.8975652173913,69.28985507246377,10.157681159420287,33.12367149758454,10.355215969177356,3.7651619323671497,858,40,153,24,15,291,111,207,0.183,0.7509999999999999,0.066,-0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,11,8,1,0,11,0,24,1,1,5,0,31,39,12,0,5,10,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,0,5,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,15,4,19,6,23,19,4,17,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,4,10,118,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521433464182541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604019431045148,0.6729633642548826,0.0,0.05950318455390274,0.0871939602058702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681237355390472,0.0,0.065435861770591,0.07105409262426653,0.051875547552787636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742009271310884,0.09002343573824502,0.0733052349678864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832080263688744,0.0,0.05488180119592625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108927703788652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241414568196778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605720113360722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446070403772977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525274581699054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084269949011376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723498185600087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315012495062521,0.0,0.0,0.0753099182370816,0.07146170937900442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360845816767275,0.0,0.08549336218007329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630998144176816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337893089788047,0.0,0.09688575127738548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123660431527738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725829241820372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094861620972905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869644526845024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880647326901752,0.0,0.10905597880420637,0.0,0.06755908343629168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349819461048833,0.09372450234025614,0.07021556971004825,0.0,0.0,0.0682612676184942,0.0,0.0,0.07888760582117828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203237869860124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090374571301625,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,arithepisces,2019/02/19,"I think i want to be alone forever. I dont even mean this in a sad/bitter way. Being in a relationship is a lot of energy and work that I am not up for. When i think of success, I picture myself with 3 dogs in a house full of house plants and my daughter who accepts me for me. That kind of love is enough. Im excited.  

",0.6068075117370917,1.8228595633802842,3.484154929577468,91.15937793427231,80.1267605633803,6.986854460093897,21.6924882629108,7.793537801064563,0.7090262910798121,243,7,60,4,6,87,50,71,0.03,0.738,0.23199999999999998,0.9137,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,10,11,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,12,9,3,7,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,1,44,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404459879209195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720878035552011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398815881159419,0.0,0.15333837041946405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5357590258659128,0.0,0.0,0.2507708071541321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24175714839313026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737268821312176,0.20953193365023992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528884528663885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492511359436578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975153344428084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369329828604156,0.18427645583341515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169014010485456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Korenchkin_,2019/02/19,"""Can you help me run some training sessions?"" Last week:

""They're 90 minute IT training sessions every day next week on our new software. You won't have to present or anything, just provide 1 to 1 support if people are struggling. Otherwise you can lurk quietly at the back""

​

Yesterday afternoon:

​

""I'm not in the office tomorrow, and the other trainer is off too. You don't mind doing the entire thing on your own do you?""

​

This morning, by instant message:

​

""This morning's session will be for managers, so there are those extra bits you'll need to go through. We haven't prepared any training for this, so you'll just have to wing it""

​

I'm not a trainer, I just have the most experience with the software. Helping out I was ok with, doing it solo... not so much! It was training for 4 of my superiors, all of whom I've worked with for a number of years, so know reasonably well. They're all quite nice, but one is super hot which generally makes me tongue tied. The software isn't too complicated, and the basic training was basically reading out from 9 powerpoint slides, with some practical testing afterwards. I tried not to think too much about the public speaking bit beforehand, which is the worst bit imo. It was probably dead obvious that I was nervous, and I'm sure I stumbled over my words a little bit, as well as probably sweating enough to leave a puddle on the carpet. But I think it actually went all right. I survived it, little shaky afterwards perhaps, but I think it was a success too (not gonna win awards or anything lol!). Glad that I've done it, but also glad that it's behind me. 

​

tl;dr: Got dumped in at the deep end being ""volunteered"" to run a training course. The world didn't actually end, to my surprise and relief.",5.757157289002556,6.910371408823528,5.966393861892585,78.61594629156009,67.26470588235293,8.501278772378518,34.194373401534534,8.716276077567194,2.9235345268542203,1429,66,254,22,23,455,187,340,0.071,0.7659999999999999,0.163,0.9866,1,0,0,0,0,0,82.0,2,8,0,7,17,20,1,3,19,2,30,1,1,2,5,45,44,18,1,2,15,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,22,11,0,0,5,1,0,5,10,5,2,1,10,3,24,15,37,27,16,37,0,0,0,0,16,16,0,7,16,175,46,9,0.0,0.0,0.13061464444617116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351840380069349,0.0,0.4350671078344473,0.48791357668203794,0.045510024072846864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014406942957497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051459756934744465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29225090510008395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043159883178196655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848559837963725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854806071951153,0.06914948415686795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563856243634839,0.0,0.0,0.06546366380516322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03803395767578356,0.0,0.0535245415237325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971432825938924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036779202688066524,0.05455128399725392,0.0,0.07086193294881912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414911749610775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044671709708169714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675732848196704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839240333643337,0.049622653766603735,0.0,0.06463477708752556,0.07117350920266557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04534884565038566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046396072730231566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430890875999444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118098770733687,0.06694124149810009,0.0,0.0,0.06880812485228184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057151988338935325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996258724588145,0.0,0.0,0.07594357615219059,0.06307425910461784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446075463754291,0.1286449206068372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045436413100043635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073633981323672,0.0,0.1203438640946744,0.06203841304870311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872083652666151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48791357668203794,0.04309630229851007
socialanxiety,KSIXternal,2019/02/19,"Anxiety or social inexperience? I’m a 20 year old man, and i’ve always kept to myself, because of anxiety and other things, always worrying about the outcome of events and social interactions. 

Now that things have changed in my life recently, i’m being put in situations that should provoke a stern, assertive side of me to come out (in the defense of others), but instead i freeze up, forget almost everything and just say what first comes to mind, not realizing how bad it is for my current situation. 

I need to learn how to keep a level head in stressful situations, and when i’m around certain people. I’m not sure if this is an anxiety problem or not but if i don’t work on this somehow, my life is going to get a lot worse. 

I’ve never been assertive or stern with people, and it’s so hard for me to do so, but i gotta fight for what i believe in, what/who i love, and not being able to do this is going to eventually kill what little i have. ",7.527917393833622,5.708743769633508,8.502373472949388,71.90386852821409,64.18324607329842,11.211401977894123,35.358347876672475,9.994966539143718,3.307125189063409,744,27,147,13,9,256,110,191,0.182,0.745,0.07200000000000001,-0.9657,1,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,11,9,3,1,7,0,13,4,1,3,3,44,27,20,1,5,13,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,14,12,0,3,2,0,0,5,6,6,0,1,2,3,13,3,27,21,1,26,0,0,0,1,7,12,0,8,9,105,27,2,0.12911033760525234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292853531620331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148602874021425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29630716463245105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493557344981772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780173895798112,0.07870446344533384,0.0,0.0,0.1454631378047619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365816177665256,0.2224342472726956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603604635697334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098211872109811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745482256607563,0.0,0.1467527604199252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156575026395376,0.0,0.1325044547162898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475920032522335,0.14284145927224776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823888993937877,0.0,0.12940247678317054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097649920026207,0.11652712049287067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036463576130014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573367938314704,0.0995778517610106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354795806202265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901770317581936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354115635626375,0.0,0.12979154980780902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748088239800054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267372257319794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353762869381795,0.0,0.2632234598806942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478954555085203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216849652348672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155034269722474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399386347332307,0.13111781500306155,0.1315744642244784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314282436908697
socialanxiety,Mar_Eliad,2019/02/19,"Exposure Therapy I’ve been avoiding the gym at certain times, which altogether was an improvement from the just not going despite paying for the membership,  it I mean ludicrous times that left me feeling burnt out (eg: getting up at 3 am with 4-5 hours of sleep) just to avoid crowds. 
Since the beginning of the month, I’ve been forcing myself to go at the busier times and I’m noticing a mental shift from *”Holy crap there are too many people!”* to *”Everyone here is in their own little world anyway.”* I am generally hypersensitive to being made the centre of attention, to the point that even if someone glances in my direction I get flustered... That’s still a bit of a fear, but I’m starting to conceptualize that no one really cares about what I’m doing. 

Starting to see the gym as a safe place is a major accomplishment for me!",4.236328011611029,6.187038893081763,5.35861635220126,78.42831640058058,72.0188679245283,8.665892597968071,28.58297048863087,9.265573868473778,2.607280212868893,660,26,122,15,13,218,111,159,0.075,0.8390000000000001,0.087,0.6025,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,9,7,1,3,15,0,10,2,2,1,1,17,25,4,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,2,1,2,2,4,0,1,4,3,8,3,25,20,3,23,0,0,2,0,2,12,1,1,9,80,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990463271908576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588749153076312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042070563027175,0.0,0.0,0.17421466737827765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516079894115893,0.09218651996336374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905094530785877,0.0,0.20723342721705929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954857154396786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980913206014518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827326360159655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251568562058536,0.0,0.1848439637197794,0.0,0.19860003635497528,0.0,0.0,0.18373577725429605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552616327550405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757264067725348,0.0,0.0,0.12354481729954812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639780013505722,0.0,0.19048569819281735,0.0,0.17235142425050046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679892374266965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452855135296325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508170696143171,0.0,0.18245176800502924,0.0,0.1544792279013871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25809420838547337,0.0,0.1456010662626227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084989221149768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189369470371039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,des-u,2019/02/19,"Starting to Develop symptoms of social anxiety? After a whole 2 semesters (11 months)  of isolation & loneliness in school, I realized I started to get very very nervous and anxious around people, especially my classmates and coursemates. I don't feel comfortable in their company.

Though I do meet up with groupmates to do projects at times, I get very twitchy, nervous and lose my focus around them.

& sometimes some of my classmates occasionally say hi to me, but i'm not sure how to proceed from there. Worse is I end up avoiding them completely after that, as I start getting very fidgety, nervous and stressed from there. 

What am I experiencing? Is this a side effect from prolonged isolation and loneliness?",7.293484444444445,9.257342864000002,6.724266666666669,71.59057777777778,64.36,9.715555555555557,41.08888888888889,9.994966539143718,4.659222222222223,578,34,89,13,9,179,83,125,0.303,0.6970000000000001,0.0,-0.9889,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,2,6,8,0,5,2,0,6,1,0,2,1,17,14,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,15,2,22,14,2,17,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,9,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33185859850574984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715321523403928,0.1730068763636185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726577062242164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605664793849363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563836214293346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743319951186414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400311319104945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132673223121947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223648793323046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616938441334224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217846696459585,0.0,0.15498788568497154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610898923910566,0.0,0.0,0.15146135952208278,0.0,0.3251840996716985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542365017887654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443345280623604,0.15917318100558792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046124310929854,0.0,0.08929833509079774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054327723028024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170977580408509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560647871513421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pockettfoxes,2019/02/19,Neck quivers when attempting to make eye contact When I try to make eye contact with someone who appears to have a higher social status according to the situation my head does this “shakey-shakey” and forces me to look away. Im not sure if this is a common occurrence with SA but I notice it happening when Im around peers as well. its very embarrassing and i always worry that someone will notice. Does anyone know of a way to break the habit or has experienced it before?,5.769706959706959,6.73699653846154,6.404120879120878,76.16171245421246,67.13186813186813,9.143589743589745,29.452380952380953,9.2995712137729,2.5586688644688644,379,13,68,7,6,124,65,91,0.102,0.868,0.03,-0.7594,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,5,0,4,4,4,2,1,14,10,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,5,2,12,9,0,9,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,3,4,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499439060440382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600261011636618,0.0,0.0,0.16041948965861125,0.0,0.0,0.1693072988641832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334006771183534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31539492729054874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935352809183975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494097488764466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38930181699965294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903523538773422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132571428970987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405747249956871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103261912974347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025564979977764,0.0,0.1836949685497996,0.3053720038080661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983984536890315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234647674940413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868691685331745,0.0,0.14303730147128235,0.0,0.0,0.16202475906244446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300559467019129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mullettown,2019/02/19,"My Social Anxiety Feels Untreatable I can't help but worry that my social anxiety is untreatable. When I'm around people, it's like I forget about who I am outside of that moment. I forget about everything: my hobbies, my interests, basically anything I've ever learned. If I'm in a situation where I am expected to speak, I find now that my “personality” just turns into a combination of all the different personalities in the room because that's all i have to hold onto. It's not something I have any control over. THIS IS WHAT NO THERAPIST (or anyone for that matter) HAS EVER UNDERSTOOD ABOUT ME: I don't coax myself out of speaking. I don't think things like, “No.. that's stupid. Don't say that,” or “You're going to embarrass yourself.” I don't think those things because I CAN'T THINK. I can't think unless I'm alone. This must immediately rule out most, if not all, types of therapy from benefiting me much, and it has led to me feeling isolated even amongst others with social anxiety. I do not want to have a defeatist attitude, but I have been in therapy for 5 years. I've been giving this everything I've got. I've done plain old talk therapy, CBT, DBT, group therapy, art therapy, trauma-based therapy. I'm in an intensive outpatient program right now, but the only thing it is really helping me with is giving me a reason to leave the house. I guess I'm posting about this because I'm hoping it isn't as uncommon as I've come to believe, and that someone might have an idea of where I should even go at this point.

Also: I am not against medication. The only thing I would prefer to stay away from, for now at least, are benzos. I was on Prozac, but that only made me feel worse. I was just prescribed Zoloft and Vistaril, and I am planning on even giving microdosing psychedelics a try. Still, I firmly believe that all of this can only help me very minimally, and that I HAVE to get to the root of the problem somehow. I just don't know where to even start when it's ingrained so deeply within me. How can you change thoughts that you aren't consciously having?

I am desperate. I am sincerely afraid for my future, and I know that if something doesn't change, I will not be able to function, and I will have to live with my parents until they die. This is not the life I want to lead.",4.742003996574366,5.741417973451334,5.890699400513848,78.79891949757352,69.48672566371681,9.283585498144447,29.84613188695404,9.536714749202195,2.6730829860119902,1812,69,351,39,31,605,213,452,0.12300000000000001,0.8,0.077,-0.9492,2,1,2,0,0,0,60.0,0,2,1,3,27,10,1,2,15,0,48,4,0,7,7,79,80,25,1,12,19,1,3,2,0,6,4,3,1,2,34,15,0,2,17,1,0,5,19,4,0,0,9,6,50,6,55,64,7,43,0,0,0,0,21,22,0,10,16,255,84,4,0.07449687158458071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715629188067807,0.0,0.059575121291210814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066042728409331,0.0,0.17096970856589974,0.0,0.0,0.05208994475047919,0.0,0.061304577769278,0.06631800996423767,0.0,0.0,0.06999226314076701,0.0,0.0,0.13623780438899202,0.0,0.0,0.16786492698150413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761562440764965,0.0641724584663032,0.0,0.0,0.08355457607967356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731599116560535,0.07783337495502687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623616439239114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681792433954548,0.13477337074928336,0.0,0.0,0.1339059691884229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300356996110872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808879100368417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892154065795878,0.2143925623572636,0.08467657780519318,0.0,0.059581953624922836,0.0,0.08206670290198198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980104808946187,0.0,0.0,0.0739922026887342,0.0,0.08595938766716613,0.0,0.08409790022861692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188306472276356,0.0,0.0,0.07888143050897277,0.0,0.0,0.052619343534422235,0.07279081694778679,0.0,0.06578210245514217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070490741152329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504776065307614,0.0,0.07902940810824326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054763772334572115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817193500535995,0.0,0.0,0.2266329111906996,0.0,0.0,0.08271995978431278,0.0,0.0,0.05164675072584223,0.13009558957873188,0.0,0.0,0.07042362316431343,0.0,0.07134741014070109,0.0,0.0,0.07128344508417415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772460353850117,0.07659519142539056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361992128924104,0.0,0.05924290236954063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373760495763141,0.0,0.227820536904669,0.06312095754212944,0.11470266266731405,0.0,0.0,0.05272926914085999,0.07940375298499701,0.05949329787897821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987776348834459,0.0,0.0,0.5111619907422271,0.08649660975557398,0.19796964499124767,0.1909383490382599,0.0,0.05914219465685103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057848570284871,0.0810312039688305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061467721000824004,0.08788037001594659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756551892583427,0.07591867659048106,0.05292044015402141,0.0,0.0,0.0479735428245929
socialanxiety,jacklesclarke,2019/02/19,"An effective way to help prevent social anxiety is by telling yourself you don’t have it I have chronic social anxiety, but I don’t, at least I’d like to believe I don’t because it got ten fold worse when I realised social anxiety is what I have. So I like to tell myself I don’t have it and try to ignore any thoughts of what people are thinking about me because the reality is I don’t know what anyone is thinking about me as telepathic as it seems and that letting what I think someone thinks about me define me is a horrible idea because then I continue to be defined as the same person if that makes sense. Never let what you think someone is thinking about you define you because you can change how they think about you and also why does it matter what they think of you? Remind yourself that what anyone thinks about you doesn’t concern you and judge people as you get judged, it’s an ego boost you need to  help focus on other thoughts then the fact your being judged. Train your thoughts to be as positive as possible because what I’ve learnt is that our brains are like a garden, every thought you start having is a seed and the more of that thought you have the more the seed grows until it’s a tree, the trees are harder to cut down but if you fill your garden with positive trees and cut down the negative trees (by letting negative thoughts pass and ignore them) they will eventually be dead. Take care of your garden and kill your weeds things will look a lot better ;)",9.843384527872587,6.787782778156995,8.873796928327646,74.9305816268487,60.808873720136525,11.677929465301485,38.40984072810011,9.2995712137729,3.368900113765643,1186,41,231,14,12,371,134,293,0.14400000000000002,0.726,0.13,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,1,19,4,2,10,10,3,0,15,0,33,2,1,3,2,43,58,25,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,3,1,22,9,0,3,19,3,0,3,9,5,0,1,7,1,39,5,32,42,5,15,0,0,1,0,32,4,0,4,10,168,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150008189094308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080096222946725,0.0,0.2051921657629252,0.0,0.0,0.12503324322743534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725134798814169,0.0,0.0,0.10073295501259387,0.0,0.07907470377506423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980964605142777,0.0,0.0,0.09115809885330907,0.0,0.09458251874429402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824213050070851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753306614762829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671234038723286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715082818309403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119857495025929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093150669068927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891744745749297,0.0,0.049136667339213035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27427927114057044,0.0,0.131041681322852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508076548524256,0.0,0.0,0.0760120547942405,0.0,0.0,0.05968098215778968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629539664843491,0.06895747893982425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396942973051532,0.07806820285821359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079484264536337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139429611753228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27342264173494196,0.1515113535811744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328391751301865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672241935406266,0.0,0.15629423858981922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593991481763186,0.5156051958778827,0.0,0.4258829863396825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070261866520282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709684414034685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067741894236119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111507413871177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rounak19967,2019/02/19,"Benzodiazepines Is it alright if am dependent on benzos whenever i go out coz without them am very reserved, shy and awkward person but on them am fully extrovert and can easily go through social situations and talk to people easily?",21.011707317073167,10.869056024390247,19.39512195121951,29.03463414634152,49.73170731707317,23.229268292682928,65.39024390243902,18.243605946275586,10.453370731707317,191,10,25,7,1,66,33,41,0.064,0.767,0.16899999999999998,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,9,7,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267663688637804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602974381131488,0.3278381330988499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42203398544675663,0.0,0.38273528842525495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017813941228724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30979471270324266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619310830381256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheRealGirlLoner,2019/02/19,"Going to try and make sitting in a coffee shop every weekend a “tradition” of mine. Wish me luck! 

I feel like it will satisfy my urge of wanting to be around other people without having to talk to them and without them noticing me. 

Also, it will save me from wasting away in my room every weekend, I’m excited! Idk what I plan to do, idk what people actually do when they sit in coffee shops. I plan to play roblox and maybe read a little for about two hours which should be enough to boost my social skills. 

I got this!",3.457115384615385,4.877285096153846,4.570384615384615,85.4496153846154,73.03846153846153,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,1.0239846153846155,406,12,80,4,8,133,70,104,0.049,0.75,0.201,0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,3,4,5,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,15,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,1,6,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,14,5,19,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,5,58,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.19409668569054792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590594201011514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706223635889193,0.0,0.0,0.1868721128122998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551578651795754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335161891101875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056928640571987,0.14209345109264393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303885808312313,0.0,0.15907766172642412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958754026349984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971719812017584,0.1993490025924094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276659497487436,0.0,0.19982073117918364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226447775212238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27578297928780343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895277693990115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275243368820856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986744350640694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503933237776514,0.0,0.19429537501328184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731575521838924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287239789049329,0.3834629841179123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Erica2393,2019/02/19,Can't sleep I can't sleep and my mind is stuck on how does everyone figure out their last names? Do parents say their full names or something.,4.335172413793103,5.272590965517246,3.899482758620693,92.9312931034483,70.3793103448276,7.179310344827586,24.84482758620689,7.1686216300943375,0.7393999999999994,114,3,25,1,2,34,24,29,0.07400000000000001,0.9259999999999999,0.0,-0.25,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,8,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279163389575666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048229092200331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600316188130292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221040707503293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35421725555481515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536855475166727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6384706816317821,0.0,0.0,0.2455856028024257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sabzipolomahi,2019/02/19,"Im wondering if the strip club has helped anyone with anxiety around women? I have never felt comfortable around women. In fact, the discomfort leads to severe anger that I know one day might get me in trouble. I always avoid going out to places where Women are going to be and Im tired of being the kissless virgin of my friends, but the other day I was thinking of a way to change this. Maybe at first it will be torture, but eventually I will get comfortable enough around them?",5.717096774193551,6.505209473118281,5.934569892473121,80.12185483870971,67.17204301075269,8.780645161290323,27.32795698924731,8.841846274778883,2.0026215053763434,383,11,71,6,6,122,66,93,0.239,0.74,0.021,-0.9575,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,4,8,2,2,5,0,10,2,0,1,2,18,18,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,5,0,2,2,1,8,3,15,10,1,17,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,3,4,51,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735062281162528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547111871328246,0.0,0.0,0.12382339213628325,0.0,0.0,0.4729350929148873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733463206115225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284130115581518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297827474127631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003135172468464,0.0,0.0,0.1506301655751094,0.0,0.0,0.13681702581949004,0.0,0.18504136314693967,0.0,0.20128531808885206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186977256926157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825688333058936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732241876100416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779077572005039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878613893211193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658046028548965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999877713898832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501829008482484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000579756965997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347023969823598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353552870004515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056346812052165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204336611678116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cerealburial,2019/02/19,"playing group games group games have stressed me out my whole life. stuff like charades, mafia, card games, etc. especially with people i dont know well. i get anxious, and my negative thinking kicks in and i start thinking about how im horrible at this kind of stuff, which clouds my judgement even more. i havent had to experience it that much recently because im at university now and i commute. but it happened the other day during a lab i have when we had some free time in between. a couple people wanted to play mafia (in a group of about 12 people), and i was feeling pretty okay until someone called me out when we were guessing who was part of the mafia and said 'she's really quiet, maybe she's a part of the mafia'... and then i just started feeling alienated and it pretty much killed my mood for the rest of the day.

do group games bring out anyone else's crippling insecurities or have any stories?",5.827996918335898,6.34491544632769,5.952121212121212,81.04848998459168,66.85310734463278,8.470261941448383,30.780174627632256,8.296473431620573,2.136529943502824,722,26,139,9,11,229,107,177,0.10300000000000001,0.762,0.135,0.7178,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,0,9,11,1,2,9,1,11,1,0,1,0,25,24,14,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,13,0,0,5,6,1,1,3,3,1,0,6,4,18,8,21,18,9,20,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,3,12,96,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097677646204023,0.0,0.0,0.15113629295281386,0.0,0.09354392597024827,0.1370761148281386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155264993503247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660702371572422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480279362574663,0.0,0.17255745845115056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679224679205084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175822131816243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920299704584186,0.08836216582792114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086508367596944,0.0,0.0,0.13528903557685168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989590285412256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473766504775327,0.0,0.11830353848348385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890163966910443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801065929799512,0.1393140228239148,0.0735234351018656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944946284693799,0.06535943572694057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440263412247674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669125354830092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897471040013587,0.0,0.27824409392127114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722100622442197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570457891153617,0.0,0.13209420813641992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127257917687706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335358883132285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938406913678013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324755143583413,0.0,0.306298209821722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144501566352788,0.0,0.0,0.07800972779900127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890846176155822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028665162640136,0.0,0.0,0.14936352949736148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LastBlankSpace,2019/02/19,"Listening to music is my go to when I feel nervous. I hadn’t given it much thought before, but over the weekend I started to think about all the social situations I had been in at school or when I was with large friend groups where I didn’t know too many people. In those instances I noticed how I always had one of my headphones in to help calm my nerves. I didn’t want to come off as rude to others so I always lowered the volume and kept one headphone out so I could hear what the others were saying, even if I didn’t talk.

The idea of meeting new people always makes me anxious so having music play, specifically movie soundtracks like from Star Wars, Indiana Jones or something like Pink Floyd, winds up being a coping mechanism so I can calm down. Fortunately I think I’m getting past that initial nervousness so I don’t have to resort to music anymore. Anybody else listen to music to help get them through social situations?",6.20975891511803,6.6351560331491735,6.408488196885988,78.42424409844303,66.01657458563535,8.349773982923152,30.819186338523348,8.00094639256281,2.155592265193369,746,26,135,8,11,239,120,181,0.102,0.748,0.15,0.8814,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,12,10,2,2,6,0,16,0,0,2,1,20,34,14,1,3,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,2,0,2,5,4,0,2,12,6,20,6,26,20,2,18,0,0,1,0,13,10,0,3,8,94,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774603903696779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082602064407054,0.14996123444797002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286698991751023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025536861230744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073012540568405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263178542297678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987380839483673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645710746519069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682567513601899,0.0,0.15800359676179274,0.0,0.08593701346688916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704264163483622,0.0,0.20270784075434015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069944421019148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310191812403082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774865915575947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093488959273432,0.15330478690411026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115789425125172,0.0,0.0,0.1460410656274316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215536177524987,0.0,0.0,0.2049297310885112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443485427000428,0.20966211094920129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024950064612967,0.0,0.15303417017919993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399362549338964,0.0,0.30828228309764844,0.0,0.11641004539657332,0.0,0.0,0.10702831951197253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153812307113547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378052228794948,0.0,0.1200450870931508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918849506306377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ExcellentSherbet,2019/02/19,"Has anyone tried extended release Propanolol? I feel like extended release may work better for me. If I have a presentation in the afternoon I'm usually nervous all morning and will be for hours before the presentation. On certain days I may have multiple as well and stress from other things which is why I'm hoping this one will work well for as needed

So has anyone tried extended release Propanolol or beta blockers for social anxiety? I know people use the immediate release one a lot

I'd appreciate any insight. Thanks!",5.727289473684207,8.197911663157901,6.430723684210527,70.10819078947371,69.21052631578948,9.381578947368425,35.03289473684211,9.827888789773867,4.117236842105264,428,22,65,11,8,140,64,95,0.064,0.733,0.203,0.9209,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,9,0,2,5,0,10,0,0,1,2,16,18,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,7,9,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,7,44,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495981432603502,0.0,0.15182159172638934,0.0,0.0,0.27753612232107777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887510405495404,0.0,0.0,0.17552201392952194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279904798718427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034749433784668,0.14178008305081516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971158648237729,0.19544342571492115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090685946000767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695768143469903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687238560938312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715580303772466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268963680576371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758738846427454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023052903988288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733561126260926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827155868000946,0.0,0.0,0.13184820955210794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26948304249663396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140598509745608,0.2185759900163308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568793004261503,0.0,0.17907955863711358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28896293444812604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NICK2936,2019/02/19,"I’m good at making friends but can’t keep them. Anyone have tips?? The first time I’ll meet someone they seem very engaged and interested in the conversation. I have no problem making friends but after about 2 weeks, the friendship ends. These new “friends” I make won’t contact me, respond to texts, and if I run into them again, it’s a very awkward conversation which seems like they don’t want to talk. This cycle keeps repeating.

I’m not sure why this keeps happening but it’s a common trend. I’m always respectful, positive, nice, etc. Am I just boring? Has anyone else had this experience? ",2.9519616519174017,5.617269557522127,3.746216814159293,84.97619837758113,79.08849557522123,6.5985250737463135,25.34587020648968,7.793537801064563,1.5888471976401184,472,18,88,8,12,150,81,113,0.10300000000000001,0.586,0.31,0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,3,13,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,3,1,20,21,6,0,3,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,9,10,7,19,1,13,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,3,10,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391830122345236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250715743199177,0.16490614781252316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444806038647947,0.0,0.14254861357565,0.0,0.17949510398482868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743411504786575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689888445612,0.0,0.0,0.37303480623115054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349921915342187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232224795954868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291632672505453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862910896215054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222941098979321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544071841710885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400167234670453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930347465195529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363673291903143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168781561004074,0.0,0.0,0.1293606910089248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384774086547172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655913113708123,0.0949289413055292,0.0,0.1290995690663419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522692705327214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FollowingMyOwnPath,2019/02/19,"I may get another job in a customer service setting. Do you have any tips for relating to coworkers who you might not have a lot in common with? I'm looking for work, may end up working in a supermarket. I've had difficulties in the past relating to my coworkers, but I don't want people to think I hate them just because I'd rather not talk to anyone. Do you guys have any tips for relating to people you may not have a lot in common with? Because if I don't talk to my coworkers they're going to think I'm mentally challenged or something (very extroverted area).",5.2636466165413545,5.5407937105263185,6.701779448621553,76.02078947368422,68.03508771929825,10.373934837092731,33.829573934837086,10.290406445055957,3.4663047619047624,449,20,88,11,7,154,63,114,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.8378,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,1,3,2,2,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,19,22,3,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,11,1,18,17,2,13,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,8,4,58,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678471710819168,0.20650511042684574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770259244941244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24010134705582264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442730117074065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028912024460696,0.0,0.11192356163338238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499811522261656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443403971885628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195429106399322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537707546461022,0.0,0.0,0.33485677032416544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846569026954528,0.20891852407172312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799819034672344,0.27306197004448257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516113530720752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165802268332018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523779376857306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249325228345138,0.11615826081768052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867442613416857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yeetyeetya0000,2019/02/19,"I need to be with people I have social anxiety. It's not good. Everywhere I go whether it's walking to class, getting lunch, or being with other people, I am always worried about the idea of every person walking by staring at and judging me. However, if I'm with friends or engaged in conversation with other people in general, it's distracting. It gives me an excuse to ignore my brain for a while. However, this type of interaction is rare for me. I get too anxious to be the person to start making plans; I always need to be approached about it. I feel as if I were to ask, no one would want to get together, but that's just my anxiety talking. And then whenever I'm alone I'm also alone with my thoughts telling me how no one actually likes me and how people are always judging me. When I'm with other people and talking with them, that all goes away (for the most part) and I can live my life. Yes, I do have bad social anxiety but I need to be with other people sometimes. Can anyone else relate to this?",4.251216407355024,5.20226566336634,5.751004243281474,79.52960396039605,70.5841584158416,8.345685997171145,29.28005657708628,8.634040054169528,2.26458585572843,792,30,151,13,14,269,108,202,0.136,0.7979999999999999,0.066,-0.8835,2,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,0,1,5,1,15,3,1,3,1,37,33,19,0,7,9,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,13,13,1,1,3,0,0,4,3,3,0,2,2,2,22,4,31,25,3,12,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,5,5,114,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.11374532938318023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414411303183521,0.0,0.09321264846195236,0.29096070652868017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26750326305331074,0.13167914019111462,0.0,0.08150116362659031,0.11942905697007658,0.0,0.0,0.10896746642262252,0.0,0.10951155579366477,0.0,0.09732237480606283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011903209697032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737056669147276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820646747377423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058936022360978765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005363700539629,0.0,0.18269269831011511,0.1118145634997534,0.06624349148476749,0.09776463974881217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158157030147594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232947352633277,0.05694511974424949,0.0,0.10292423847979508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780442011553512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259282339502566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796756657790909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622265897336882,0.0,0.4848463904331402,0.2035506465622893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376356120771182,0.0,0.0,0.11528039817404175,0.0,0.08250146573864844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737233925029087,0.1018782044230549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253528117668676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874985614348418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837190437580808,0.0,0.08280057644223941,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EveryVillanIsLimon,2019/02/19,You know what really fucking sucks? When you go get lunch and your so called friends leave the table before you make it back there. ,4.602,6.527587799999999,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,71.0,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.2798000000000003,105,2,21,1,2,30,23,25,0.152,0.735,0.113,-0.0404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,0,2,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974061633089271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32911710684465195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949406020408061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988214683654601,0.357567330239438,0.20207401641981165,0.0,0.21981319193079235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125614696332526,0.0,0.0,0.4095389651701509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25817537011696884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24777802101459398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ehhru48rj,2019/02/19,"Can social anxiety be a fear you dont know how to communicate? I have a really bad fear I dont know how to communicate, so I dont try. That being said I could walk up to someone and say something stupid, I just could never attempt a normal conversation. Even with friends and family I can't. I legitimately think I dont know how to communicate. I've been diagnosed with social anxiety but I think iit's wrong- I dont get that nervous when talking to people. I'm fine being the center of attention or presenting something with a script, but when it comes to putting my own words together I feel uncomfortable doing it around everybody.",3.5781378299120234,5.757776080645166,5.5547507331378325,75.31576246334312,74.48387096774194,9.347800586510266,28.20821114369501,9.800150414767053,3.068187096774193,510,21,94,15,11,176,76,124,0.166,0.777,0.057,-0.8904,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,9,8,1,3,5,0,15,1,0,3,1,26,25,11,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,7,0,0,7,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,2,3,13,2,12,18,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,64,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843112983113057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723968550153468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058352027468627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377021668017053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236353029656608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226977607700205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7059223588879522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956621556730817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356399375101775,0.271113979428632,0.06091089137382597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307121657883384,0.0,0.06293816388105597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861378787239467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291029039352787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803044802495215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835154931217355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110093128150035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717317628973165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459011689579125,0.0957988670307455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455984705775725,0.1020698847722352,0.18548019576076816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968254706148157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437864097616266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178805279052093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170992943982734,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dominiquee9,2019/02/19,"skipping school days i’m so afraid of going to school. i’d like to tell myself that i’m just being lazy but honestly, i really don’t wanna face my classmates or teachers. i feel like they dislike me.

my parents thought that if they transferred me to a smaller school then i’d become less stressed and scared.

there’s no point in going, our school is really small and for some reason i still get high grades despite the fact that i always take a day off.
it went on from skipping for just around 2 days a month, now it’s 2 days a week.

i feel guilty about it but i can’t stop. i’ve been meaning to talk to my teacher about it but i’m afraid things will be awkward and she’ll tell my parents.

i told my parents about my anxiety with people three times already. it didn’t help. they said the root cause of my problems was my selfishness, and dad just called me pathetic and weird for being like this. “Do you want me to take you to a mental hospital?!” I’m afraid, not crazy.

i’m still 14, i’m a child, i can’t really do much yet except depend on teachers or parents, but they might not even help me at all. i’m scared and i don’t want to be like this until my adulthood, it’ll be pathetic.",0.7915930388219543,2.9754398594377527,2.223534136546185,95.54673360107095,84.14056224899598,5.13467202141901,20.065595716198125,6.42735559955562,0.05430495314591699,931,27,207,9,27,300,129,249,0.18,0.713,0.106,-0.9659,4,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,1,2,4,0,14,15,0,7,8,0,19,1,1,4,2,38,40,16,0,5,13,5,2,4,0,4,0,1,0,1,12,8,0,1,5,0,0,3,8,10,0,1,7,3,32,5,27,24,4,26,0,0,0,0,22,9,0,6,18,128,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514675269673337,0.0,0.08682298456496527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982325846072998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288872913887247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524030457718963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654740300235037,0.0,0.0,0.10719054661583252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26917428645420066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891855950408451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551943087057332,0.07454373310974725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054515695657851526,0.0,0.11860277026398652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987984046570834,0.11024569532091708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039098122186224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366175236564112,0.0,0.0,0.10515471597225223,0.11069302724449452,0.0,0.0,0.08328678602745795,0.0,0.07670521503513306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634488847253985,0.0,0.0,0.07233933951972696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986392815558776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998435964239606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20053727971052526,0.10728352665422107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925551609504267,0.0,0.2089340991845942,0.4224088270253102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665930824036265,0.0872366759468799,0.11952627454892553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569081594082125,0.08386815824403701,0.18240338791432056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932185066027761,0.0,0.0,0.08283787922950615,0.06084411825851905,0.0,0.0,0.0997056432891044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309018155757605,0.0,0.08369886557691589,0.0,0.0,0.09672839877826432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ProudLutheran,2019/02/19,"I messed up by over texting this girl and I ruined it I think. So I met this girl at a kinda house party but was too scared to talk to her so I asked my friend for her number as I’m trying to be outgoing and be normal so to my surprise I got it and I text her and we exchanged a few texts but she didn’t reply (she was probably busy) but my head started messing with me so bad and I started thinking the worst so I randomly said sorry then I just sent a massive paragraph explaining how I’m messed up and how stupid I was to even think anything could happen now I feel I have ruined it and feel even worse. 

What can I do? ",-0.2901388888888903,1.8164645555555587,1.948032407407407,96.12427083333334,88.62962962962963,4.560185185185184,18.80787037037037,5.985473137389443,-0.2345462962962963,485,14,111,4,16,163,81,135,0.247,0.662,0.091,-0.9791,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,12,11,1,1,4,0,10,1,1,2,0,25,26,19,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,9,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,9,0,0,8,3,24,2,13,15,2,9,0,2,0,0,15,4,0,2,4,82,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090732672917652,0.0,0.1941577436335893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340857154667855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581983268882858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743483971772342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210023881365948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045716708832367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661049270033535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836554472111145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131450609055526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23964098095190794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034875229573017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239199073277827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755630375632185,0.0,0.20792924155490192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324867181489264,0.2940014842990665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669295974409806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992291113278605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100470300956375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116490894648705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,maartinj,2018/12/28,"I think it's stupid but i really need to know that i am not the only one Umhh I have social anxiety but I talk way too much, I mean, I don't really know how to start friendships or how to introduce myself to others, I have like?? 3 friends, but sometimes happens for example that I am in school and I start talking with one of my classmates (we are not exactly friends but we enjoy eachother's company) and I start talking a lot. But then I feel guilty about it (it's a weird feeling idk) and I say to myself ""you have to shut up because people will judge you if you keep talking like that"".
And I don't know it's weird, because sometimes I seem really extrovert. I think one of the main reason is that I really want people to like me and I want to look ""interesting"" and I don't want be boring yk. am I the only one?
I have diagnosed social anxiety but because of that I feel like I'm (in some way) faking it.",2.008868421052629,3.5559240315789467,4.132828947368424,86.58292763157895,77.10526315789474,7.486842105263157,24.50657894736842,8.278499904357787,1.4739736842105258,706,24,151,13,16,243,90,190,0.092,0.705,0.203,0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,3,0,0,4,13,1,0,5,0,14,1,0,3,1,40,35,17,0,5,10,0,3,4,2,1,1,1,0,0,11,9,0,1,11,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,0,5,31,8,17,33,4,10,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,5,8,106,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593293711333508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102891553691984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671167759387033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442607349260653,0.08214834975599458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776808328458415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168462216207512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220773702369823,0.0,0.0,0.18958526889966515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22471177487385915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656201695193753,0.0,0.0,0.09775975612603123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525701353680954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453033635353238,0.08526307868104857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311678791946092,0.17490902648826587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943814767728953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946602556742957,0.11822810990257634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144407425518666,0.0,0.1163752693046883,0.0,0.1046819028907878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443413765267204,0.0,0.0,0.2274546352540603,0.0,0.2441699685471999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696960433510337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736094847873651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347093305416525,0.18254624330385305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blondegirl1999,2018/12/28,"Gagging/retching anxiety symptom ruined my life I’m 19, I’ve had social anxiety disorder my whole life. I would be able to deal with shaking hands, sweating, etc except my symptom is the worst possible symptom and I’m unable to hide it. I GAG when I’m nervous. It is embarrassing and makes me avoid situations in general. Even things I WANT to do I can’t because it’s too debilitating. It’s a really sad existence. I was supposed to go on a date tonight with a really nice man but I physically can’t bring myself to do it, anticipating how awkward I’m going to be, dreading eye contact. How will I ever be able to live my life.",2.031868131868133,4.385951222222221,4.9534920634920665,76.81159340659343,80.42857142857143,8.003907203907204,29.53357753357753,8.841846274778883,2.901823687423688,498,25,93,13,13,179,80,126,0.22399999999999998,0.747,0.03,-0.9468,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,6,4,0,13,9,3,3,1,14,22,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,9,0,0,2,2,13,1,12,15,3,10,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,4,60,19,0,0.3329964807484673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25474139632112863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149578195133764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165237491263366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19082140819994065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185689549839455,0.10997051748487796,0.1506071906226489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924957391626415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528078933428109,0.0,0.0,0.1470209966396184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111388683298259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770174920163285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133260724296787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715099818344674,0.0,0.1697239884437045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191662683593747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061403263468317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820497599338232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588933938287916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827557289396602,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zaxhh,2018/12/28,"How addictive is xanax if i have an social anxiety problem? 
Im gonna try xans with my friends. And i actually have social anxiety. Will i get addicted, and is it a bad idea? Im 16 y/o btw",-2.2814285714285703,-0.5725281904761896,2.4833333333333343,87.94500000000002,104.71428571428572,7.161904761904763,22.66666666666667,7.957251820313856,1.9462952380952383,144,7,34,5,7,56,32,42,0.237,0.6890000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.7059,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.21250250901153125,0.4747814454803706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331718607750645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182064214328228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824096350183995,0.0,0.1137706986285774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458247207192627,0.4704366926238906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20836706900038848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439581305950821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784485805836015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ConnorMacleodd,2018/12/28,"What can I do to help my girlfriend? So, my girlfriend has social anxiety (clinically diagnosed).

I try to help her as much as I can: I tell her all the time that I love her and that I will be there for her no matter what, I give her all the space/privacy she needs whenever she tells me she needs it, I try to be gentle all the time, surprise her with nice gestures, etc.

I know that I can't solve the problem and that the will to fight this thing must come from her. But the problem is, a lot of people in her life put her down, and its difficult for her to avoid those people, since they're present in her everyday life.

So, I was wondering if you guys could help me. What else can I do? What should I NOT do?

She's the love of my life, and I can't stand to watch her suffer without being able to do anything that really seems to help.

Oh, and sorry for my bad english, I'm not a native speaker.",3.6402380952380966,3.7867612380952416,4.724986772486776,89.2392261904762,71.53968253968254,8.204761904761906,25.80291005291005,8.07648339933343,1.1981354497354495,690,19,161,9,12,227,102,189,0.105,0.7290000000000001,0.166,0.9196,0,1,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,1,0,0,3,11,1,1,9,0,20,7,0,0,4,28,30,11,0,8,5,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,1,14,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,1,2,37,4,21,21,6,10,0,1,1,2,31,3,0,4,4,120,51,0,0.1450491170075004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096217749384577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936306431144025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110995399559785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249469707754059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580991717641778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722180050268632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211699249635956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617681074658454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914433005234667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362143042711556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888934625038562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971520134520094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073574428632255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331557227426675,0.2618249823897897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662779056582006,0.21510416470074706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011175886918838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775848313300765,0.0,0.14581442542747902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292217854991668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204726845978054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998612848482113,0.0,0.0,0.1478593083231187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237061114377946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535586431263626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636418815139973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915861316234695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969576583479825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982217270541936,0.1572995800135557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Iamacringeteen,2018/12/28,"My school doesn't understand This year I was moved down in English because I didn't do my speaking assessment. This assessment was infront of the whole class and you had to memorize it, I try to speak but the words don't come out and it's affecting my life.


Sorry for my bad punctuation",3.3578947368421046,5.4326904035087775,4.382315789473683,83.94821052631579,74.78947368421052,8.770526315789473,28.94385964912281,9.3871,2.7044133333333336,231,10,46,6,5,75,42,57,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,9,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,2,8,0,7,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,32,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795245631116872,0.2040767706731686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28838048621002343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364626856313597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558146540680561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388118959947056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747551100860984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272914058047694,0.0,0.0,0.34851435403202474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37376623298508094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558522044527892
socialanxiety,thogdontcare,2018/12/28,"What is the proper ettiquette for saying bye to a female friend of a friend? I often find myself in situations like this, where a (female) friend of friend(s) joins in and when saying goodbye they all hug her one by one. What is the appropriate/less awkward thing to do for me? Should i go in for a hug, or just stand there and wave them goodbye? What if she hugs multiple people except me, should I go in too? Maybe I shouldn't if it's the first time hanging out with them, but what if I meet that person on multiple occasions through friends but am not that close?",5.241785714285712,5.659400321428574,5.400000000000002,84.845,68.10714285714286,8.542857142857143,27.607142857142854,8.418075326091056,1.6561821428571433,444,13,92,6,7,140,74,112,0.012,0.815,0.17300000000000001,0.9438,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,6,9,0,1,7,0,7,3,0,0,1,20,9,9,0,6,9,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,0,1,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,2,13,8,17,6,1,15,0,0,0,3,14,8,0,5,5,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696179742716808,0.16468993227599546,0.0,0.0,0.7479373945579151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007321891759896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459114792165524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451360471429224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623988416233658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342291690745899,0.16905829160598454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079429178746583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763284186888848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286300714745176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289922594178425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DONOTTOUCHYOURDICK,2018/12/28,"Smiling all the time out of nervousness I noticed that I smirk especially and oftentimes smile in serious conversation. I do it usually out of being nervous ( a bit of social anxiety). Some see this as me not taking things seriously or that I am not really caring what they have to say or are paying attention. Im sure it makes me seem “weaker” around girls (not being able to keep an intense serious expression) I want to smile a lot and think it is really important, but i have a hard time talking to someone for more that 10 seconds without smiling or smirking for no reason at all. It seems to just come across to people as really awkward. ",6.9736299765807965,7.0812701803278735,8.13337236533958,67.7925409836066,64.40983606557378,11.889461358313815,36.28103044496487,11.491704259439757,4.5314341920374686,510,23,87,15,7,175,84,122,0.153,0.747,0.1,-0.7759,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,2,3,28,18,8,0,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,5,6,0,1,0,3,9,2,20,16,6,10,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,7,3,69,19,1,0.18586344210822306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218502448217818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545786881434485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291474057271774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895001663784056,0.0,0.0,0.1601048979023543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664971368284212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007644118036782,0.0,0.0,0.16520396725510084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801445194082364,0.0,0.0,0.12406529086051972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160676073481172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885430836799389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572066409598897,0.19109857399982344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780606917677988,0.0,0.0,0.14810909953928322,0.33840619430526164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894643728941474,0.15748149134863046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517409458351385,0.0,0.13974617747461338,0.14938999438453324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234794121832362,0.11909378886608735,0.0,0.0,0.21675693553502584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20470232289289306,0.0,0.10962707371116544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791657256399283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Evantaetae,2018/12/28,"I feel lonely today Today is my birthday and no one beside my family wished me. My friends whom I pushed away because of my anxiety issues don't even know it's my birthday because I never told them. Those whom i told probably forgot. And I'm here crying alone because I'm lonely as fvck. Wtf did I do in these 19 years that I don't even have one person beside my parents to wish me happy birthday. 

I hate that I focused more on my anxiety and depression instead of people around me. I regret not talking to my classmates at school. Even a simple happy birthday on fb would make me happy at this point. This sucks 

I would always say to myself, ""hey dont pay attention to others. You always overthink about their opinions about you. Focus on yourself"" So I shut people down. I kept things to myself. Now I regret doing all these. Had I been little brave and put some effort in making friends, I wouldn't be this lonely today.",3.1751373626373613,5.214441060439562,4.40668956043956,83.72893543956044,75.2087912087912,5.868681318681317,23.46291208791209,6.6274283507984215,0.8969,731,22,130,6,16,240,107,182,0.187,0.6779999999999999,0.135,-0.8175,1,7,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,2,1,11,14,2,0,1,0,14,0,0,2,2,24,28,6,0,7,1,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,13,5,0,2,3,0,1,2,7,8,0,2,7,2,33,6,20,17,3,21,0,6,0,0,15,13,1,2,6,100,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472314381167778,0.0,0.0,0.2004051477397376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424835295681533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720306137658316,0.0,0.0,0.11314249154056102,0.0,0.0,0.22022840723960085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228031909884788,0.0,0.0,0.1037211792252631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411362549471194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23861712716909775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352520977027705,0.0,0.06089008929774613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860788624403641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845813717066692,0.0,0.1188939570880168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569156818816984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618198599378054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206966759244904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607681651665374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092878559993828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320509681096165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371681283271614,0.0,0.0,0.1669739424011439,0.10514975857955,0.0,0.0,0.11383978500736724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983764573872253,0.0,0.0,0.12105957331202985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957661501343844,0.0,0.12187571040482235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679240311636396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800044814905547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34244415663242866,0.2301409502789825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769637530065056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109178025597188,0.0,0.0,0.07754923072405691
socialanxiety,YikesThrowOutAccount,2018/12/28,"Literally calling in sick to my last day at work right now because of SA I got a seasonal job at a high end retailer, and the other day at work I got a finger wagging for something that wasn’t exactly my fault, but I can’t stand up for myself. 
Today is supposed to be my last day, but I’m terrified to go back. Going to call in sick. 
I hate this. ",4.775400000000001,3.631875306666668,6.826500000000002,79.51575000000003,69.26666666666667,10.166666666666668,32.083333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.6633333333333336,268,10,60,5,4,96,52,75,0.24100000000000002,0.759,0.0,-0.9638,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,4,0,4,3,1,0,1,4,10,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,3,1,8,0,13,6,0,21,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,10,37,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833059060370455,0.0,0.12551964411684166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205103087224857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398380999116822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182373427185498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340445948642729,0.0,0.32936697629534417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032915830666836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755317383803935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433198052497475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33568510727434203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584436085375382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158518086758216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517676765300268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998070446292583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThinkingOfYou75,2018/12/28,"Social anxiety pushed someone who meant a lot to me away. Really upset. Got really clingy to someone who helped me a lot in my life and that pushed them away. Not helping were my self esteem issues that constantly made me think they hated me even thought it was obvious they never did.

Told me to not get in contact with them ever again. Feeling very empty. Don’t know what to do. Should I try to apologize in the future? Don’t know if that’s a good idea....

(This happened six months ago and I’m still not over it. I don’t know how to not let the past affect me. Even worse is how much this person helped me in my life. I’m so lost.)",0.35321564885496315,2.6685869312977104,2.0153387404580165,95.19644322519085,88.0839694656488,5.10706106870229,16.584446564885496,6.6274283507984215,-0.2265843511450387,492,11,108,6,16,160,81,131,0.12,0.8370000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.8771,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,10,4,1,1,5,0,10,2,0,4,3,26,26,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,10,3,0,0,8,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,9,1,16,1,14,15,3,18,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,3,9,75,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323529832314415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498203740023108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824308382701535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624250704437623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854855688125536,0.13595844158039452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599814503175323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852756048682825,0.0,0.0,0.12606774215435773,0.12021172307442525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291320227247982,0.0,0.0,0.14839393895434158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022365164887185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967475684104402,0.0,0.1568781740772815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24780920317508734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369587476760982,0.21232811509128174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407441250877716,0.25556592459727184,0.0,0.14222114145599635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997110279161907,0.0,0.1104906273439264,0.0,0.11592359863746515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348203648999652,0.0,0.13123952838213815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925769960657099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679970044269706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532158515952344,0.2547039365648812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003285247129696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630864104997268,0.0,0.11932447148106308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362177423917027,0.0,0.10204645109675188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401642117146434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317246869619708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ryzasu,2018/12/28,"Is anyone else terrified of sharing hobbies and interests out of fear of being judged? This applies to me for a lot of things and whether I am afraid of sharing it depends on the person I speak to. If I know they have similar interests or if they are very good friends I find it much easier for example.

When I was young, this was true for the music I listen to. What kind of music I liked was a complete secret to anyone. Unless I knew for sure that the person I was talking to liked the same music. One of my worst fears was that someone would find out that I liked Linkin Park. It was a military-grade top secret. I could only listen to them when no one else was home because listening with earbuds could potentially be heard by others.

I currently still have this a little bit, but a lot less than I used to. Whenever the radio is playing and I cant hear the music well I am terrified of asking to turn it up because then I would admit to liking a song. And whenever my friends ask me to turn on some music when they're at my place I shove the deed to someone else.

This applies to a lot of other things, for example the university major I picked (""lmaoo you picked THAT???""), skateboarding (""you're just doing it to look cool you attention seeking faggot""), Pokemon GO (""You play a little kids game lmaoo!!"") or pretty much every other choice I made.

Though for some reason it's extra strong when it's related to music. I've always wanted to play an instrument or learn how to sing but I never shared this to anyone not even my parents. I now make my own music in FL Studio and only a few close friends actually know about it.

I fully understand that this is all irrational AF but I can't  help it. It makes me seem like a very boring person on the outside. 
",3.6088814814814825,5.083361625714286,4.906698412698415,82.97244973544973,72.74285714285716,7.6994708994709,25.24867724867725,8.285830014693849,1.6076074074074072,1379,43,267,22,27,458,180,350,0.076,0.7440000000000001,0.179,0.9861,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,3,2,12,28,0,3,20,1,24,0,0,9,4,57,46,22,0,7,12,1,0,5,3,2,0,7,2,4,27,9,0,0,13,7,0,1,5,5,1,2,10,9,37,23,45,30,16,24,0,0,1,0,31,13,0,12,15,198,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.09601893123675648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187218535851559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639936606841666,0.10081689042588657,0.0,0.0,0.18397132826843865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199608638273586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742141388383727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316486093773072,0.0,0.0,0.15712015550914393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465881754881547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498870208888391,0.0,0.08290169010459147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144254964991109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986175472501392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280582603118191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591991590556784,0.08252871807864823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089785979075976,0.0,0.06595182303344402,0.0,0.09869780150062893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246282943923148,0.10815019246340599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403531453398073,0.19723446697646202,0.0,0.0,0.08262667858070982,0.0,0.0,0.2509546984165004,0.0,0.09310334497522968,0.13135831256547378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466269766670334,0.0,0.07588797758351089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333494482378712,0.1496670468234334,0.0,0.0,0.10925555365481557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577430955818028,0.10280140966832273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010267672273478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116603137015358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957474394594912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673884226900446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857805075663614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273574143933896,0.0,0.0,0.07908584842871051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307379937488067,0.0,0.0966721901193103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140501295216972,0.0,0.10243224358168554,0.0,0.08498133832952377,0.0,0.16237169136337856,0.05803568151216109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846855772006687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979339457514167,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tquinn96,2018/12/28,"First date went well but I'm scared Howdy everyone!

So last night, my friend and his girlfriend wanted to set me up with one of her friends. We had snapchatted/Dm'd a lot before I met her and we got a long a lot. Last night, I met her for the first time on our double date (thank God for my friends because It could have gone bad otherwise). At any rate, she and I got along really well. We have things in common, similar values, and similar drives to do things. Not to mention, she's God damned gorgeous. We even went ice skating for this date and had decent physical contact. 

That said, the Ole SA kicked my ass at certain points. There were times when I was having trouble making eye contact, or seemed disinterested, when in reality I was just in a bit of uncharted territory. You see, it's been a while since I actually liked a girl properly. And the last few girls I have didn't end well. Because we got along so well, part of me is kinda scared of letting my guard down a bit. I have  other past trauma that gave me some trust issues with this. And end of the night, I didn't kiss her. I actually liked this girl and I wasn't entirely sure if I should or not, so I didn't. I'm just a little afraid that gave the wrong message about how interested I am.

That said, I have another date with her on Saturday, where I definitely intend on keeping the good vibes rolling. And also kissing her XD.

What do you guys think? Am I being too reactive or do you think someone without SA might take these signs the wrong way?

TL;DR: Met a girl I like a lot. Liking her scares me a bit because of SA and some trust issues. Afraid I sent out some wrong messages and that that will impact the relationship going forward.",2.9534513184584164,4.7972244323529445,3.9059432048681546,87.94088235294117,75.26470588235293,7.042596348884382,24.077079107505067,7.873277556716777,1.1423640973630826,1337,42,279,20,29,430,180,340,0.12300000000000001,0.664,0.213,0.9891,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,6,3,0,2,18,33,1,5,19,0,28,4,2,3,2,54,54,24,0,4,10,0,0,4,4,3,0,2,0,5,16,22,0,2,3,0,0,7,7,12,4,3,24,4,46,21,30,24,12,46,0,0,2,3,42,15,2,13,28,187,62,0,0.0,0.0,0.16920108883755605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932891969596283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589546881117342,0.09090590226895144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238561739079892,0.1585430225793293,0.0,0.07376995247892745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839411972124292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921786424835895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535697703605398,0.0,0.0,0.05726037050165235,0.0,0.0,0.08283954448440474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748323200901084,0.0,0.0,0.2009380101722432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492700269470645,0.07271456149019036,0.20801061191294312,0.0,0.0,0.08584039188384396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809713958618233,0.0,0.07705734292517792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200080639409533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865018081226615,0.0,0.16941664887625354,0.08688986155872068,0.0,0.07672119544286432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111164784928264,0.0,0.0,0.05786871720936732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196831445082086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440684909016402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587458940313063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388082767916987,0.08275894520515094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195356734888827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553820344014216,0.0,0.0,0.0930765884171671,0.0,0.0,0.1649311206395145,0.0,0.26038654933791394,0.0,0.06908365375944367,0.07892268749913993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717139236054965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345528975391584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170778524395636,0.0,0.06518287241562336,0.0,0.0,0.07981591028963105,0.0,0.0,0.11519088272390428,0.11109964344551147,0.0,0.0,0.10110358601220247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113418977281978,0.0688134229344421,0.0,0.0,0.31179218725553365,0.16073185487130606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356963207642353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28435785105643746,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SneakyDoggg,2018/12/28,"Social anxiety in online games? I've gotten so lonley these last couple of days and I just can't take being alone anymore  
I dont have a vr headset but I decided to download vrchat a long while ago to try and make friends, but i just cant do it

​

I see all thses yt channels where they have these massive friend groups, or they can just go up and talk to anyone in game no problem, I really want to be able to do this too, I find it hard even when in just a regular online fps to talk to my teamates through voice chat, it doesnt matter how good I am at the game. I still get the same panic-y feeling whenever I even think about trying to talk to people  


If anyone has any advice to get over this or just numb it a bit that would be great  


  
(english isnt my first language so sorry about any spelling errors)",4.748070175438598,4.47540559064328,5.570228070175438,85.58376315789474,69.11695906432749,8.009590643274855,27.62631578947369,7.1686216300943375,1.2953480701754383,640,18,137,5,10,210,113,171,0.10800000000000001,0.782,0.11,0.5232,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,16,6,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,2,1,25,26,13,0,4,10,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,4,14,4,20,21,3,16,0,0,1,0,13,7,0,3,8,92,23,0,0.14787404884599145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450080910237614,0.13108142209241638,0.0,0.0,0.15315291812469173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602214701435067,0.17968315496909446,0.2011188480649533,0.0,0.11312324261811295,0.0,0.1466513215129763,0.2067939463920164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144016229695246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361982243872916,0.0,0.0953665281908285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733072839390531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953388292588153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476956221456099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515420168096398,0.12578159040690748,0.0,0.0,0.2284942466419496,0.0,0.15451617449148036,0.0,0.08404022971796987,0.12402973633529002,0.0,0.16303166089395738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246610234275008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053708629587115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086387990375828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870707586550696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349833507706267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025172463906616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149549391909602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473190222216793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178364716126109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073897058040528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655328910563941,0.0,0.0,0.11809240642510475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111828815797408,0.3565666772789769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475171960811783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079354491786144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721994529386136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504548158646244,0.0,0.17968315496909446,0.0
socialanxiety,dbeck122,2018/12/28,"I’m not sure if I have olfactory reference syndrome or bad BO (PLEASE HELP) My sophomore year of HS I started to hangout with this new friend who Would often say it smells like old people or pussy in here when it would only be me and him in there or even groups of friends I never would smell it but Never have I ever thought I smelt but this kid convinced me to make me think I smell whenever I used to hangout with him it was like he would do it on purpose to get me to feel worse about myself and felt like he was tryna stop me from being myself 

But idk if I’m crazy or not but after he started saying that i smell I started paying more attention to people around me and my odor around my ass and started to notice it would smell after I would sweat a lot but I could only smell it if I used my hand and smelt it I im in HS and whenever someone covers their nose, sneezes or says it smells like ass I think it’s cause of me


My problem is that I’m not sure if can smell my ass through my cloths cause if I can’t then why could they and I have a really good nose as well and good hygiene shower at least once a day and brush twice a day. Whenever I asked my dad if smelt he would think it’s funny but always say I don’t and I won’t believe him. He’s not the only person I asked I asked another friend he said I don’t and my grandparents say I don’t I’m lost af and need guidance too be back to my normal space wondering mind I used to have before all this smell anxiety BS started happening ",0.7799400154798768,2.6939070433436534,2.557708010835917,94.70315644349847,82.28173374613003,5.523568111455108,19.69127321981424,6.6274283507984215,0.04292267801857541,1177,31,270,12,32,389,149,323,0.12,0.7559999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.2858,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,12,16,0,0,5,0,26,7,7,6,6,74,54,32,0,18,21,1,3,4,3,8,0,6,1,2,17,16,0,1,9,2,1,0,11,3,1,1,6,22,48,13,27,35,4,27,0,1,0,3,29,8,3,14,23,173,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067294398676176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906203034510253,0.0649752447730571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122078524082458,0.23820902033366564,0.0,0.0,0.06530997556763415,0.07091739800937212,0.0,0.0,0.07227365421000834,0.0956929576378481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450382602829698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562779472496486,0.0,0.0,0.10955243801265598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609894107977813,0.07682880926783582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294582168994107,0.0,0.08155117343341131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968623237080739,0.0,0.04437517006506322,0.0,0.0,0.14247934007211427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510797378867692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056930317355729634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174466049550728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659803197216153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271687434660043,0.07220892446252226,0.0,0.0,0.0566949485071348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576040470214034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297842232732949,0.1310146239664351,0.08203100760383987,0.0,0.0,0.08321852562876163,0.0,0.0966993614443656,0.0891252723180316,0.0904532845780983,0.0,0.19379128767294584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776683594864508,0.07416219675120198,0.0,0.09323341470861188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127157725414963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441170525390433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807928864057115,0.3377196564364076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196537388426509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005880864396986,0.0,0.0,0.07100968417149915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010096302215165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326926363812788,0.0,0.0674291125570381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200703940190284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636700299327696,0.0,0.07664086526814476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210867112486792,0.0,0.0,0.08655629062638988,0.4223490243289616,0.0,0.0,0.05469552554902765
socialanxiety,throwawayintheuniver,2018/12/28,"I am actually starting to fear people as human beings, all of because of a very traumatic last month I have always been kind of socially anxious, never liked to make call phones because I hate people being unfriendly or uninterested on the other side in such situations for example. Never went to parties and had always had difficulties making friendships because I am an introvert. 

But I never had “full social anxiety”, still today I could make a presentation in front of a class or something. But nevertheless what I’ve experienced has made me more afraid of contact to “single human beings” (and not humans as a group). 

I live in a dormitory, and one month ago I accepted changing rooms because my roommate wanted to live together with his friend he met there. I agreed, without even checking up the new room and the new roommate. Worst mistake ever, arriving in the new room, it was completely messed up, smelled heavily, I immediately changed rooms again this very day, luckily I got another new room and roommate, with whom I didn’t get that well along because we were  complete opposites in terms of character. 

One day, I came back to the room at evening and he, without my permission, made a party in our room, so I gave him some time (went to my friends) but even after more than two hours he didn’t went away with his friends, so I told him to go away with his crew because I also want to have some rest. It resulted in an argument, I couldn’t do anything, because he didn’t do anything illegal in the dormitory (we are actually allowed to drink alcohol and make party as long as it isn’t too loud). So, i took my luggage, slept some nights at my friends’ room at the floor, then some nights at a hotel and now I got a single-room at my dormitory, the only downside is that I will have to share the bathroom with 6 other persons.

This whole thing has really messed me up, it was probably the most traumatic time in my life. What I’ve learned was that i should fear people, it is wrong I know but what else can I think about life after such events. If i even hear someone talking at the floor at my dormitory I get shocked and paralyzed, now I am on vacation but I still keep dreaming about that every day, reliving everything, and I feel that I start to fear people in general, I can’t talk to them even at a store. 

I really don’t want to go back to my dormitory in a week again, obviously it’s better now even with sharing the bathroom with 6 other persons, but I am associating my dormitory, university and city where I study so negatively that I simply can’t go back there without being on huge sedatives I believe. 

If I could I would become an Eremit right now, living alone in the woods, completely isolated from everyone. 

The events have destroyed my psyche, i feel heavily beaten up and can’t find a rest from everything. I am also experiencing flashbacks multiple times a day, some silly things like the looks of a door triggering me. 

I might go to my psychologist once more in January, he said to me that I am not a sensitive person at all, but that I just have some sort of social anxiety and that’s what I should work on (with a therapist together in his opinion). 

One strange thing I’ve noticed is that caffeine is actually helping me to cope with the stress and negative phantasies i am having all the time right now, but maybe I am just a caffeine addict...

Can someone give me an advice what I could do? I am planing to take some sedatives (as long as I don’t need a prescription). I don’t know if hypnosis or Lucid Dreaming could help me somehow, I feel that I should internally simply relax and nothing more ",7.988977832512315,7.0248517155172445,8.424336617405581,70.08289655172416,62.735632183908045,11.804860426929393,37.98916256157635,11.033125177085406,4.184632807881773,2878,126,527,67,35,959,293,696,0.125,0.8059999999999999,0.069,-0.9901,1,1,3,0,0,0,73.0,3,0,1,3,37,28,3,5,38,0,60,6,1,9,8,103,102,42,0,17,21,0,3,2,4,6,4,3,9,6,31,28,2,1,9,5,2,10,21,14,1,4,25,10,80,14,87,62,22,107,0,0,1,0,45,49,0,18,50,393,111,5,0.0,0.0,0.1679275917889796,0.06253173600668949,0.0,0.05605230741220415,0.0508468859987317,0.0613012479558192,0.0,0.05940848706057654,0.0,0.091742818015014,0.09545755713427101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060147797520323364,0.08776170611201864,0.06480137403164779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944060977111917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077847148374954,0.1323207377356406,0.0,0.24476626810963334,0.0633504941892242,0.0,0.06462597605084434,0.0,0.05073096398051672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058571787531646026,0.06560547120719921,0.0,0.0,0.1213602358916818,0.0,0.18042511441625272,0.0,0.0,0.18319171713546628,0.0,0.0,0.14797187609378035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619174403035684,0.0,0.0,0.04791758590381043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273175944516243,0.05188612527317532,0.048328945813729714,0.05481070011914496,0.10310437222886497,0.0,0.0,0.19364053319146934,0.08701002808968175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052426729702981706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726723932210772,0.0,0.05993729838992173,0.05502570369928552,0.13039785231393394,0.0,0.09175333947992713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663191205241936,0.0,0.0,0.0646497875969043,0.0,0.07689546685185072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05648883104858678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098491235481343,0.0,0.059732443640685036,0.06304798834274795,0.04675670577623395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810312552172714,0.056047176469535935,0.0,0.15195190517583054,0.1015250014319623,0.048168623183165005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085523469716488,0.15315511088255002,0.0,0.0576266308670711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085074145689143,0.0,0.0,0.09156968256253643,0.0,0.0,0.04253230450300336,0.13272054955405202,0.22159766251119084,0.0,0.10765844538462348,0.0,0.0550392321952885,0.06530564809676044,0.0,0.06108737724449169,0.11660748261069345,0.0436254712473591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159067018252358,0.1502557075075362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184464134813133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349359132429252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797161523915264,0.05456325387803651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447593967193899,0.0,0.1754163281947977,0.09720323509564294,0.044159144282251865,0.0,0.0,0.08120053535784069,0.0,0.09161681390029086,0.0,0.06570659969229302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04312818105306957,0.09220887242520293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660030693795692,0.11432389510473688,0.036754482886987926,0.0,0.0,0.13379016913663147,0.0,0.05437132897319542,0.05481070011914496,0.06372995655916676,0.0,0.0,0.05603316427177577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465733043179236,0.101498653532593,0.0,0.046011371775084714,0.0,0.05157424567433673,0.15952210176512274,0.0,0.06404128189558969,0.0,0.16588128548933948,0.0,0.041759343717075084,0.0,0.0,0.040747464756241296,0.06271502737726528,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bobwonderland,2018/12/28,Having social anxiety even in my dreams I guess i had social anxiety for so long that even in my dreams i have social anxiety.  ,3.848399999999998,5.5868116400000005,5.805,75.70750000000002,72.6,9.8,24.5,10.125756701596842,2.739,101,3,18,3,2,35,15,25,0.185,0.618,0.196,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355934041732641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30828379770765485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25708872726776816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065294136990864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7136888629269698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rocknol,2018/12/28,Feels Bad Man The girl that helped me through me social anxiety and that I loved broke up with me a month ago. Only today did I find out it’s because she just didn’t feel the same way about me. Title.,0.06697674418604649,2.2271077906976764,1.4849302325581384,99.7339069767442,87.3720930232558,4.370232558139535,15.576744186046513,5.6839178017228535,-0.8959172093023255,157,3,37,1,5,50,36,43,0.174,0.741,0.085,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,7,1,5,3,1,6,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899774193688302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502504583899557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27313650639800896,0.19941294445878469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308094213843589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989871943307805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192656305384885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952439441115914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611088144372265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24879402784614654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334637127784777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100771532733428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596573547494709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lonernaut,2018/12/28,"Social anxiety and social media/texting? I have social anxiety disorder and part of the way it manifests is that I can't text people or be active on social media. When someone interacts with me on twitter, fb etc I get the same disproportionate anxiety responses that I get interacting in real life. 

​

If I'm texting someone I don't know REALLY REALLY well, I need to write out everything in notes beforehand, copy/paste my message, and then instantly leave and turn off notifications or turn on airplane mode (if I ever have the courage to text back in the first place!). I've written numerous reddit comments and then never posted them. Whatever I do end up posting anywhere sits in drafts FOREVER until it's been reread by me 500 times. You get the idea. 

​

I don't often see a lot of talk about relatable social media SAD feelings, so I just wanted to see if any others get this sorta thing?

​

This is why I have never made a reddit post or comment my whole time as an active user until now... and the only reason I can make it is because I'm a little drunk, lol",6.315769230769233,7.0001355769230775,7.442307692307698,70.20269230769232,65.82692307692308,10.053846153846157,32.82692307692308,10.035473477838034,3.4863538461538464,872,35,144,19,13,296,131,208,0.07400000000000001,0.848,0.078,0.6039,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,1,9,3,0,0,10,1,13,2,0,3,3,32,30,19,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,8,1,0,4,1,0,0,5,1,1,1,3,3,18,2,21,26,5,31,0,1,2,0,14,12,0,9,14,101,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29399268015253704,0.3297032055710956,0.06150597785973731,0.0,0.20757146501687215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954693466278067,0.0,0.05513468025985637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365827156130997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801077844548914,0.0,0.10087053630370192,0.0,0.08181304818949227,0.0,0.0,0.08128649932228073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045731915058163215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693281648303074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901596739804308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021018547772062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970643000781659,0.0,0.0,0.09576862609590836,0.0,0.0,0.06388426533145868,0.0,0.0906500580774442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689345016618597,0.0,0.08558163041773123,0.0603730110946396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706412281884817,0.13951414640212992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878780719620839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794356129482344,0.08634037452349938,0.06270345666169358,0.0,0.09449619936852836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598650937459477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294667350694787,0.1158832866585574,0.09299294144429024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144146557795202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460988508850435,0.1532681986790359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269659165628617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008790911616992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547888763351564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675726023020046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053347044056648564,0.07179135371621316,0.0,0.0,0.08132128241367527,0.0,0.08161291139640403,0.1009790662581904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297032055710956,0.0
socialanxiety,Firebelias,2018/12/28,"How do you overcome fear of talking in a group? I'm in University, I'm really good at almost every aspect of my studies and practical skills, but when it comes to talking to a stranger or a group of strangers (or even a group of friends), I start shaking.

I feel a sudden chilly feeling in my body, my feet won't stop shaking, some weird thing happens to lips and my voice is almost like Batman's voice. I know that nothing's wrong but I can't control my nerves. My head gets hot when I try to speak and I feel pressure all over my face.

I haven't talked to many people about this, so I hope someone here can help me which this. Thanks",3.752968617472433,4.518892778625954,4.228651399491096,90.67027141645464,71.59541984732823,6.738252756573367,27.53265479219677,6.42735559955562,0.964108736217133,498,17,109,3,9,157,86,131,0.11199999999999999,0.7140000000000001,0.174,0.8576,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,7,11,0,4,5,0,6,5,5,2,1,20,18,11,0,1,4,0,4,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,0,7,17,5,15,17,2,13,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,6,6,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605112745415307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995233183995573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550640734327102,0.0,0.0,0.20189834129014708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889597890614766,0.0,0.15166755576190288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025631214798702,0.2730578551826707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907653297605366,0.0,0.09404864303070257,0.0,0.0,0.15098520832759835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918368324568985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847438580004145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065799605417242,0.0,0.0,0.17879215827766018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892967999451976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794458599669731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825035312351708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272600669265506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479739343815464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153200548102274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252326355231174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741315289338445,0.0,0.0,0.15049777676516812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340595702478155,0.0,0.16573051663885235,0.0,0.0,0.1195917232331446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222160753785069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681445046435175,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rathinpandya,2018/12/28,"Website  We are an IT management consulting firm that bridges the gap between business and technology.  I would like to share some ideas about how a partnership can be the next quantum leap for your company. With our white label solutions and our experts for different areas, we save you a lot of time by shifting the tough effort and frustration away from you, for all sizes of project and scope. Please DM for more details

​

[~~#~~**Website**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/Website?src=hash) [~~#~~**WebsiteDesign**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/WebsiteDesign?src=hash) [~~#~~**app**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/app?src=hash) [~~#~~**hybrid**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/hybrid?src=hash) [~~#~~**DigitalTransformation**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/DigitalTransformation?src=hash) [~~#~~**DigitalMarketing**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/DigitalMarketing?src=hash) [~~#~~**partnership**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/partnership?src=hash) [~~#~~**php**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/php?src=hash) [~~#~~**WordPress\_Expert**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/WordPress_Expert?src=hash) [~~#~~**WordPress**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/WordPress?src=hash) [~~#~~**wordpresswebsite**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/wordpresswebsite?src=hash) [~~#~~**Angular**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/Angular?src=hash) [~~#~~**node**](https://twitter.com/hashtag/node?src=hash) ",22.097624839948782,29.92524392253521,11.524455825864274,23.93434058898848,49.915492957746466,11.877592829705506,46.595390524968,10.125756701596842,7.972932394366198,1215,57,84,33,22,296,93,142,0.047,0.821,0.132,0.8053,1,0,0,0,0,0,283.0,4,3,0,1,2,5,1,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,3,13,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,2,3,42,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31926065086900085,0.35804041090278005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27683987685452066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078537679855518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326317981201793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395448793702506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250506777259377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133709783639227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234448155181059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718168202419638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931582260544368,0.0,0.35804041090278005,0.0
socialanxiety,KindaBiPolarBear,2018/12/28,"I like guacamole My parents can testify, whenever guacamole is made (wether I make it or they do) it is gone within a few hours, and it’s because of me. Today they made a huge bowl of it and I had some and it was great, but now there’s people over that I barely know and the bowl is in the backyard with them, so I can’t go outside and get any. I did not know there were limits to my guacamole craving, but today I discovered them.

Fml.",1.5729347826086943,3.1645389021739163,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,78.45652173913044,5.9043478260869575,23.45652173913044,6.6274283507984215,0.5637782608695647,337,11,75,3,8,112,61,92,0.0,0.9279999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.6059,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,3,0,17,18,9,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,0,14,2,7,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,5,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792260346977907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066032052753085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769630005953548,0.0,0.14978404333917708,0.0,0.0,0.2905696645873997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25954800229656355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28968521952777515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875937080835512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987631055218966,0.17592461347307795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926459798565126,0.0,0.0,0.1827154414965691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996375232146068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,enaj_sekots,2018/12/28,"Work & Social Anxiety I’m a cashier and my job causes me tremendous anxiety. I can’t quit though because  I have bills to pay and it’s one of the best jobs in my area. I guess I just need to vent...
I constantly feel like every customer/coworker is staring at me and criticizing me in their head. I never feel comfortable, I’m constantly on edge. Every time a new customer walks in the store, I’m overwhelmed with anxiety. Checking the customers out makes me nervous... Am I scanning every item correctly? Did I give them the right amount of change back? Was I nice enough? All these questions race through my mind at work and I don’t know how to make them stop. I’m terrified every time the phone rings at work. Talking on the phone is one of the hardest things for me to do. I try to avoid answering the phone at all costs. I take medication but it’s not helping. I have a panic attack almost every day at work. The only time I feel comfortable/safe is when I’m at home. 
I feel stuck in a big black hole and don’t know how to get out. ",1.7418190024825082,3.9100300426540313,3.1484766418415724,90.38548183254343,80.32701421800948,6.483502595350938,23.791694877002932,7.62386473244151,1.1141562175581132,813,29,172,13,21,265,117,211,0.122,0.823,0.055,-0.847,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,3,6,6,9,1,4,13,0,12,2,1,5,4,34,31,10,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,8,0,2,8,0,5,1,5,5,0,2,3,8,26,4,26,28,6,29,0,1,3,0,11,17,0,3,12,102,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130369095238313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204342479638454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550952623217369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645260391579174,0.0,0.08546980934991558,0.0,0.06775784775026726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664823421369552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418476742518298,0.11758515409405425,0.0,0.0,0.2402338480531793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168450079317139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148507800965162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682560559442773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480922158138225,0.07940773787307262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807286394408959,0.10662810270720206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244758021911155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407506354623193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450352458921712,0.0,0.1114955393617386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060443724703235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217358297192114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054303749768491866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839100452548604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197497118664304,0.0,0.0,0.11223286145732457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241855402167479,0.08572805942076794,0.10735227688794627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064032256865373,0.08453687851472033,0.0,0.13041411671775327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245168181029534,0.11822491614951848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492406956938647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330650345696545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929288996877756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357323595593052,0.08934058502188216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384512575997923,0.0,0.10920727528631284,0.0,0.19444265502550825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546560257035967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32368288210787216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Saltlife96,2018/12/28,"New to the sub Hey guys.. I just found this sub and it makes me so happy knowing there are other people out there like me. My social anxiety has gotten worse over the years.. I do not like being in public alone, even if it's just going to a store to get food.. I get panic attacks. And when it comes to hanging with friends.. Im usually the first to cancel because I don't like going anywhere anymore that involves hanging out with more than 2 people. I'm self conscious about the way I breathe, talk, and sometimes even move. I have a hard time holding a conversation with people! I know it's ridiculous.. I hate it. I'm trying to overcome it and become who I was again before all of this kicked in. So it'll be nice seeing everyone overcome their anxiety and hopefully someday I will get to that point. If anyone wants to talk anytime.. Message me,if you want. :) ",1.662105263157894,4.121658602339181,3.032280701754388,89.35263157894741,82.85964912280701,5.003508771929825,23.619883040935672,6.339386263674448,0.7189812865497078,675,25,130,6,19,219,108,171,0.12300000000000001,0.75,0.127,0.4209,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,1,11,11,3,1,7,0,10,2,1,1,1,26,28,10,0,5,5,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,13,11,1,1,4,0,1,6,2,4,0,1,3,2,15,7,19,21,2,20,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,3,10,84,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654766385350387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164888157040586,0.0,0.140326471293601,0.09893761775444368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097265516772075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625493127902746,0.1562717279423288,0.12040306936263645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188667499102332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691416029338206,0.0,0.0,0.13520593528068392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035682020046842,0.17109808621552675,0.1551435696595045,0.10931981727596428,0.0,0.22177818754525014,0.0,0.16083140283168648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401037456416785,0.0,0.1506256173013268,0.12675303922256398,0.13969846433518324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053791574351707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284046229618228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552551259000186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073840754980132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444998861937116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503883486272073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665816688488916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660156136712667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942874967164603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375989440744668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275436239163475,0.0,0.14761167143626566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442378262244744,0.0,0.0,0.13994362119024106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22745899633331146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250772618374529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960668111482496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583836489231276,0.0,0.1669165613134349,0.11231330719675876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419698544339785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111908382783117
socialanxiety,bongut67,2018/12/28,"How can people make conversation so easily, it makes me so jealous Especially when it comes to work, most of the time I feel like I’m too quiet and awkward and making conversation just points it out to them. But I see literally everyone else talk to each other just fine. It makes me feel like a weirdo, maybe I am one, idk. Smh ",5.390076923076926,5.71692581538462,6.541346153846158,77.10740384615386,67.76923076923077,10.192307692307693,27.01923076923077,10.125756701596842,2.358615384615385,258,7,53,6,4,87,49,65,0.16399999999999998,0.7,0.136,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,7,5,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,16,11,7,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,4,6,3,5,11,2,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,4,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003031782635616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424817528223606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219146234658504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351473384824362,0.3322375849961194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22720388670630196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6208597587492014,0.0,0.23360667451115066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756769527059358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120635806409447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981510264336254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529553908816676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18689803415163114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558955305919212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928391038540405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DrunkSchoolbusDriver,2018/12/28,"I can't hold a job Hello all,  
I suffer from pretty severe social anxiety, as well as general anxiety and depression. This can make life difficult, but in my personal life I tend to plan around my anxiety in order to make it as minimal as I can. My anxiety makes romantic relationships impossible, friendships very difficult, and a lot of other aspects of my life very hard. However, I can live without any of those, and can do OK doing so.   


My biggest anxiety trigger, however, is my job. Not my current job specifically, but work in general. Now, let me first say that I have never expected that I should \*want\* to go to work, or that it shouldn't feel like a chore, I'm perfectly OK with that and I'm generally a fairly hard worker and take pride in my work when I can do so independently. It's just that my anxiety doesn't just make work \*hard\*, it almost feels like something I am incapable of doing. I work as a cook, and on a personal level I think I'm pretty good at it, but my anxiety destroys my on the job performance. I am constantly nervous at work, I'm always plagued by thoughts that I'm doing a very poor job or messing up in some way, even when I'm doing just fine. No matter how many times my bosses tell me I'm doing a great job, or that I'm a good employee, I will \*always\* think that they're either just telling me that, or that I will find a way to mess up their trust. I also have a constant feeling that everyone I meet hates me (I feel this way in general, not just at work), but this, combined with my constant feeling that I'm messing up my work, makes just BEING at my job feel like torture. When I'm at work I always feel watched, like everyone always has their eyes on me watching me mess up, and silently remembering every screw up I make. I'm usually sweating bullets and stuttering as soon as I walk in the door. Since I feel like people just inherently dislike me to begin with, every time I feel like I mess up I think I'm just confirming what they already think. This leads to me invariably \*actually\* messing up, or, feeling even more like I've done so, sending me into a deepening cycle. This usually leads me to feeling hated at my job, and feeling like my coworkers would actually be better off if I stop going, as I always feel like I didn't actually contribute anything.   


This is taking a huge toll on me. When I \*am\* working I am completely miserable, I spend 8 hours a day on the verge of tears only to go home to ruminate on how badly I screwed up at work and how much everyone there hates me. When I'm \*not\* working I'm significantly less anxious about that, but struggle to get by for very long, and always end up feeling like a worthless ingrate for not working.  


I apologize for how rambly this is, but it's really eating me up, and I was just hoping there's someone who can empathize and maybe offer a little advice on how you got through it.  


Thanks",5.7497549019607845,5.80879941666667,6.9962254901960765,75.07720588235296,66.9861111111111,10.387581699346406,34.12867647058823,10.194018383442646,3.452773039215685,2288,99,437,52,34,780,243,576,0.214,0.6659999999999999,0.12,-0.9948,13,0,1,0,0,0,85.0,0,1,3,22,32,46,7,3,19,2,36,9,2,16,3,101,90,47,0,7,27,0,17,10,0,5,3,1,3,2,31,18,2,2,21,1,2,7,11,23,1,1,5,21,67,23,70,77,7,73,0,4,3,2,17,39,2,10,33,292,98,25,0.0,0.0,0.1348492740864865,0.0,0.0,0.04501114370118869,0.0,0.0,0.04612432705014759,0.0,0.05083043863757998,0.036835675067380926,0.2299630837641271,0.0,0.0,0.03132366326355847,0.0,0.2466605268676805,0.05203682226894215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03790500896865589,0.0410048458687467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03845975234364564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073799661866718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829501304065356,0.14932961092270575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029706107054664636,0.0,0.03967303650514577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04713730361059045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047132810627620425,0.0,0.0,0.0407971607374012,0.0,0.0,0.060846885002292475,0.0,0.07761825428350222,0.13204232332218527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260638429852865,0.26325297503651723,0.0,0.0,0.04209973100822779,0.03918021826963094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024065435264333083,0.0,0.07853409707560417,0.07726905226465591,0.03683989954261678,0.05078339396108414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378721209501894,0.13642973407243847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046203829164600814,0.04574984786752093,0.0453616810658986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365674529756572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471014011091732,0.09760462078885387,0.22503511724897265,0.046166112512108386,0.040673490859417925,0.04076332125912162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039160169856522466,0.0,0.0,0.18448000687492655,0.04669952457494148,0.0462753574781177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03386078751429973,0.0,0.03552576753083249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03503214133374675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03193351329867647,0.08043892755160044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372299897048927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029508424835102468,0.0,0.0,0.04945322936446635,0.05217913969918767,0.0,0.0,0.03663026200258731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203682226894215,0.0,0.038102869615215945,0.0,0.0,0.046954293946941686,0.03902808809399525,0.03546069164277073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03850980075263664,0.0,0.04815388628293102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926561437247572,0.0,0.08052024047160644,0.04240759771722337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805839133244272,0.0,0.03656799378556967,0.05371811444379623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014613237719858,0.15202352585073595,0.0271684948729277,0.10968534769920732,0.0,0.0,0.041415168982366336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044402016159599406,0.0,0.4359368382860816,0.0,0.0,0.03272104354446194,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rotationfiend,2018/11/08,Does anyone else feel like their anxiety is lower when they are really low on sleep. Like if I pull an all nighter it is usually a little easier to deal with. Curious if anyone else experiences this.,4.6109649122807,6.465892552631582,6.428947368421053,71.53096491228072,70.84210526315789,11.382456140350875,25.824561403508767,11.20814326018867,3.5952350877192973,159,5,28,6,3,55,33,38,0.14,0.643,0.217,0.5445,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,1,5,4,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,4,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820014898268644,0.0,0.0,0.3327062189826002,0.4875364744879298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452760989583037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081977779036122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39748871847448897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23272289854779676,0.0,0.0,0.12029509941375766,0.16996387700590604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324628831856261,0.23844961958011285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524120679317123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380831121415942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26202568008275834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,m_jg122,2018/11/08,"Does anyone else feel isolated in college? I have pretty bad social anxiety and am a freshmen in college. I am constantly paranoid other people are always looking at me/judging me/don’t want to talk to me. I typically sit alone and don’t talk to anyone because of my social anxiety. What I’m wondering is, does anyone else feel this alone and isolated in school? I don’t know how to fix it and just going to class is a chore due to being afraid of what everyone is thinking about me. ",3.5953947368421066,5.536505421052631,5.3128289473684225,78.12292763157897,73.73684210526315,8.118421052631579,28.717105263157894,8.841846274778883,2.5837631578947367,385,16,68,8,8,131,59,95,0.185,0.768,0.047,-0.885,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,1,0,12,19,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,13,18,0,8,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,2,43,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338547033294925,0.0,0.0,0.13410943450354398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465948874261211,0.0,0.0,0.3380892075143111,0.3302830162457641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345733120341098,0.09824999503796923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417151785996648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820883919870621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26927989951789305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400838274925546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298853666565444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159873120207876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885768535993296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534532015777614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117375538742439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397160169587094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311639482769127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285925917672788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25909063898962376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103273602707239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506442749196968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478600862789598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAHHHH,2018/11/08,"Another moment that will haunt me at night So I was just walking around in campus and I saw an acquaintance sitting alone, going on her computer. I walked to her saying hi, she said hi back then looked at me, expecting me to say something else. I couldn't think of what to say next, looked at her laptop for a moment, then just started walking again without saying anything... Now I can't stop cringing at what I just did, and I have class with that person tomorrow. Hopefully they'll just pretend that never happened, but I know it's another moment that's gonna pop into my mind years later when I'm trying to fall asleep. ",5.305245901639342,6.11581899180328,5.736188524590165,81.0988729508197,68.09836065573772,8.395081967213113,29.1844262295082,8.472884824447931,2.126439344262295,495,17,92,7,8,159,85,122,0.042,0.9279999999999999,0.03,-0.066,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,10,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,0,1,19,19,7,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,4,8,17,1,16,11,0,31,0,0,3,0,13,8,0,1,17,63,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066541935373173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658274297115928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354781678879114,0.15528702570910366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413224695111806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572077459072666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913727750338636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542551685352875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732565420372947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958667003397781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29296839349586146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613290591760694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453753230909632,0.0,0.18551705801594884,0.16369848101460024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231275165258765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593072187022853,0.5548811918995599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429108726367814,0.0,0.0,0.1234682912999724,0.0,0.0,0.14583818797097514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177298720191964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843212143882495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815224832163214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233251392761354
socialanxiety,Charles_Hepworth,2018/11/08,Starbucks Fuckery Today went to a starbucks and ordered a coffee to sit in and went and sat down and they never called my name and then after like half an hour i just left 🙃 why am i like this ,0.13146341463414754,2.3894631219512235,1.7104390243902436,97.40468292682928,88.51219512195122,3.28,17.956097560975607,3.1291,-0.8705453658536584,152,4,33,0,5,49,31,41,0.0,0.872,0.128,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,5,1,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246511524228212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131057608414833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454415321696025,0.0,0.0,0.3106577619993069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452140707937985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30136889027624586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894650690770001,0.28689039425668306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hopinksoq,2018/11/08,"‘Social anxiety has no cure’ what my doctor told me today. He gave me propranolol and told me it’s no big deal, I will just have to get over it and accept I won’t be perfect.. social anxiety has no cure and I will just have to live with it and not give a fuck about it... he tried to teach me to not give a fuck about other ppl. 
Thoughts ? ",2.451780821917808,2.8729673287671247,4.005369863013701,92.3502465753425,74.34246575342465,7.4838356164383555,21.44931506849315,7.554174236665415,0.42762684931506856,257,5,63,3,5,86,43,73,0.131,0.76,0.109,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,1,12,17,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,8,2,8,9,0,3,0,0,0,2,10,2,2,0,1,43,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32325481715967963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781876785137946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625240958176825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906469788930677,0.11038425123224654,0.4053550136249993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186562710551618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307434727477056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773146085863727,0.0,0.0,0.20026723253904627,0.4037711578394633,0.0,0.1434441745724729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ouchowieouchie,2018/11/08,"advice pls since i'm an awkward and anxious teen i need severe help with this 

my old friend started texting me again. a few months ago we basically stopped texting and talking because we had a dispute over some drama, which is long over. 

after that we dmed eachother a few times but no deep and comfortable conversations like before the drama.

because of the situation i've always felt awkward texting her and i'm afraid that if i say something she'll find me weird but it seems like she doesn't want small talk anymore and actually wants to work on our friendship

which i am terrible at. anyone have tips to not feeling like the epitome of human awkwardness? 

this probably sounds really silly but w/e 😅",4.801168831168829,6.951489157894741,5.361544771018455,78.15821599453179,70.95488721804512,7.843882433356117,31.63978127136022,8.575989854853784,2.7520887218045105,570,26,97,10,11,183,99,133,0.161,0.6709999999999999,0.168,0.7186,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,4,0,0,1,1,12,0,4,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,23,15,9,0,4,5,0,2,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,7,9,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,4,13,6,10,12,3,15,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,3,12,57,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.17807806850902175,0.0,0.0,0.17832126096316048,0.16176106294189327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184131343128213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615498742078348,0.18097510136140668,0.12759706159861978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248111546228266,0.0,0.1552804505183995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226939764965474,0.13036661202294508,0.1752132653241525,0.0,0.1667870776498129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098669217537912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231518419514185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674574065606539,0.0,0.0,0.16149260494753898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565699446114672,0.0,0.0,0.1353095799405633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148626964267326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674862531371973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169039285152212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511860780688873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612658757629015,0.0,0.20615498742078348,0.0,0.15095265743982336,0.20511967115882748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048510498518368,0.0,0.0,0.12916312034588248,0.0,0.0,0.15256480206853482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933474670709689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640789276287743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526759223777214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285053144844372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GabrielBlanco,2018/11/08,"Dating and Girls I wouldn’t say I’m a big sufferer compared to some people. 

But I feel like I have become social anxious when talking to girls I want to impress because I have been rejected so many times for insignificant things... is it a case of unrealistic expectations or are most people to “picky” which leads to this issue for many people suffering in future interactions 

Just something to think about :)",8.824054054054052,8.82084072972973,8.687162162162165,65.73047297297299,60.62162162162162,11.183783783783785,36.06756756756757,10.686352973137794,3.985091891891893,330,13,53,7,4,107,57,74,0.171,0.708,0.12,-0.6249,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,10,5,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,2,11,8,2,7,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,3,5,36,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674007116194503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428855042705074,0.2614137042737587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968132763072953,0.16909668430771072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470506108012122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563840347656378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799480659710628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492288564611587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823128890683272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412832119169351,0.0,0.1822212380838287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024842044309487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572512484647011,0.15166614946136142,0.0,0.0,0.13802016920717505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961027107118815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xQcReinhardtGod,2018/11/08,"Please change my mind.  

M15. Right now I think there are too many reasons not to talk with a girl. I really want to because I want to talk with my crush. But if I even come close to her my heart starts beating really fast and I start snapping my fingers what I can't stop. But what I am afraid of are these things and please change my mind about this.

​

* I am really insecure about my appearance and anything negative she could say about me could make me stop going outside, because I am too scared of what other people think of me.
* I am scared that I will live my life without a partner, and having a bad first experience could stop me from approaching other girls.
* My desire to feel loved is too big that I am too afraid to fuck up.

​

All my friends already have kissed/slept with girls and I can't even get myself to look or speak to them.

​

Sorry if my Grammer/Spelling is really bad.",3.1134999999999984,5.186617072222223,3.416388888888889,90.60625000000002,75.5,6.5,23.472222222222207,7.413659706084162,0.8882222222222222,723,22,147,9,16,223,99,180,0.151,0.7290000000000001,0.12,-0.8335,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,11,10,1,5,3,0,17,5,2,2,1,35,32,10,0,8,7,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,4,10,10,0,3,4,0,0,4,5,8,0,1,0,5,31,2,20,28,1,16,0,0,1,2,13,4,1,4,8,103,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790782364373447,0.0,0.0,0.3178489729844262,0.35645726018101176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046845812540147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329224317224594,0.11921726409873565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068864468863845,0.0842328415723562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342193254984225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917171506058375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565217840456294,0.0,0.0,0.04944287125212208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317559707691803,0.0,0.0,0.07554819958788278,0.090400359046485,0.05108845829422883,0.0,0.05557328590503833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158753141382147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906820984431743,0.0,0.0,0.08634566209287535,0.0,0.08211450174395367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882544895824925,0.0,0.06527203181539132,0.09913831548865316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197469298821728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779158342361467,0.0,0.0,0.2146764243150253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250573474355698,0.10053893490658553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350758064873501,0.0,0.07776230066361603,0.1957990425257848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094619411707478,0.1384249966393427,0.0,0.0,0.2452571077223765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719124017257854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496379498784377,0.12531294646497212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153518730899216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094260940050869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35645726018101176,0.0
socialanxiety,findsergeipotapenko,2018/11/08,"Social Anxiety = Unattractiveness im bi and i'm not attracted to anyone in this topic. i read over 1000+ page. 

FACE IT! We're All Ugly

[https://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f16/post-a-pic-of-yourself-right-now-593889/](https://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f16/post-a-pic-of-yourself-right-now-593889/)",25.143857142857147,32.76209176666667,12.82809523809524,10.725000000000053,64.66666666666667,7.047619047619048,17.61904761904762,7.447530270364453,1.7529047619047624,283,4,22,4,7,68,28,30,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.7666,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320653847273003,0.0,0.0,0.21211254035011198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276749477270758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5810595685919299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034366215146907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181262213341453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30923174045877155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dontdrinkbleachkids,2018/11/08,I hav problem My friend has a best friend and she thinks i don't like her because i don't talk that much in her presence. Whenever i am alone with her she tries to talk to me but im like a wall to talk to :( I really want to be good friends with her but i just get stressed when she tries to talk to me. I want to change that but i have no fucking clue how pls help,-1.3340963855421677,0.5409469759036192,0.5843493975903621,105.65628313253012,91.28915662650604,4.283855421686749,16.73373493975904,5.6839178017228535,-0.9607339759036142,281,7,77,2,10,91,48,83,0.18,0.5710000000000001,0.249,0.7687,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,1,1,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,12,11,6,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,18,7,11,10,2,3,0,0,0,1,15,2,1,0,3,49,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722942233958745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019937495187168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897132646090884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123704360478572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419001279869778,0.16712450394930806,0.09444800153467854,0.0,0.0,0.15162633641809645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117034578346307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952691070833846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663604971889169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289116427724967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297822277573582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158097380537422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070783033363979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5812036216694696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583396480546927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454700823518172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325274338638006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shikachan8,2018/11/08,"Need more time Back in the start of the semester I decided I wanted to finally break out of my shell and make friends at my university. I used to panic when I had to be with people, but after talking to a few of my classmates and befriending them I started to think I was doing a good job. It's the first time since i enrolled here in 2016 that I finally started talking to people. It wasn't until yesterday where I went to a club event (one that i joined because I wanted to make friends and be more involved) and stayed absolutely quiet the entire time that I realized I hadn't progressed as much as I thought I did. Does anyone else feel like this? The entire night felt like a failure because I wasn't able to communicate with people my own age and now I'm starting to rethink if i even made any progress since late August. ",9.096901893287434,6.258418879518075,9.012788296041313,72.68307228915666,62.01204819277108,11.895352839931155,39.97934595524957,9.957137785484203,3.82412495697074,658,27,129,10,7,216,97,166,0.042,0.831,0.127,0.9279999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,6,6,0,1,9,0,9,0,0,4,0,24,26,11,0,4,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,10,3,22,5,23,14,5,29,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,23,89,28,1,0.13752384798838302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352093252579223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615987210221168,0.14090943408056436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574735026253868,0.0,0.16766652256702053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203480461314914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148835283195528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083320457802638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695361896722149,0.09824706448146496,0.13204446068814202,0.30130130671738065,0.0,0.11697771484482827,0.0,0.0,0.2125011676263397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534847891788168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647119885061035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551328906480814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437441105848533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301283901541422,0.18359647284485295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109585196821792,0.10197219072503548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905681521614276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318971854208877,0.0,0.0,0.16135460444601402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860251609834609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752229637644575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893603497501541,0.14658212382539876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210729194045739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881197288213558,0.0,0.10917857373988836,0.2405737850985473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877644947029088,0.0,0.0,0.162230257327173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748598487770602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ocembrin,2018/11/08,"What's it mean when someone finds you annoying, but still hangs out with you? To nutshell, I manage a discord server with a bunch of people with the same interests about stuff, and there's a frequenter there who's a fellow artist like myself.

I thought we were cool for a while l, though I may have joked a few times too much about something that kinda hurt his feelings, but when he called me out on it, I stopped and haven't joked again since. It was more of a personal tease running joke, I was under the assumption that he could take it as well as he dishes it out, since he seems to be the kinda person who can appreciate, take, and throw friendly jabs.

I really like the dude, I think he's a cool person and a good artist, though after talking with him a bit, I realize he finds me annoying and/or doesn't like me.

Thing is he still hangs around my server and even references and acknowledges me on the reg, either throwing a jab or playing along in this game I run in said server. Thing is, he'd prefer if I just plain don't talk to him, which I'll respect. It lead me to believe he might stick around because he has other friends in the server or something, though he seems to get in minor disputes with others there just as often. 

I guess my concern is that the vibe I get is that he still tries to make an effort to hang out with me, despite not liking me, and I'm left to wonder why. I know I harbor alot of presence in said server, so why would he stay somewhere I'm so prevalent in?

Just confusing is all.",7.821973010702647,5.67984900325733,7.4526966030712,80.68759771986974,63.85342019543974,10.204653327128897,33.00348999534667,8.192908349453996,2.268981572824569,1192,34,249,11,14,377,166,307,0.073,0.759,0.168,0.9844,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,2,0,2,25,21,3,1,20,2,20,1,0,2,1,60,38,23,0,4,10,0,1,4,3,3,0,2,0,3,20,21,1,1,14,7,0,8,4,5,1,0,6,5,31,16,40,26,9,36,0,1,0,0,34,16,0,14,15,172,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001327216129464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852246871713108,0.0,0.0,0.1266445748232017,0.0,0.0,0.12271969770071815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147804579809252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974811115231987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424398530943045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683652655965631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054765374028975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369125795770293,0.0,0.11745638726865827,0.0,0.0,0.09428194033260023,0.0,0.0,0.1238293535529156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033437808466622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177613217666189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213089949676187,0.0,0.0,0.2196661858829317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503276965774912,0.0,0.0,0.12244454227715908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924641994453718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826323257364021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792909340013421,0.29444925020676194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201101781559527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138502351722412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046628339960821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859690198998785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524237104320364,0.17307331800396505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981126393674225,0.269305931269733,0.0939775661889718,0.0,0.0,0.12867950653560722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903265485899605,0.1806975175745001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935687858476376,0.07202608211916381,0.3313189107807801,0.08923886878708384,0.06554562159534133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631720255350824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106769466994206,0.0,0.2028602738500276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190096094934885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985094639216908,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bitchassnika,2018/11/08,"Does your severity of SA heavily depends on how you look on a certain day? Mine does. My skin seems like its rolling a dice on how many pimples and other shit it grow for no apparent fucking reason. If I look decent for my standards my mood brightens up and I feel much more positivity within myself than any therapy, breathing or just ""positivity through willpower"" techniques could provide , I'm not as much on the edge as when I look excepetionally terrible. Fuck all this shit.",6.509583333333333,7.906229579545458,6.757272727272728,72.73924242424245,65.70454545454545,9.503030303030306,37.39393939393939,9.725611199111238,3.86874393939394,385,20,65,8,6,124,69,88,0.156,0.7040000000000001,0.14,-0.4047,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,4,8,4,0,3,0,1,6,4,4,2,16,9,9,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,5,10,2,13,8,4,9,0,0,3,2,2,6,4,4,3,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157435836611153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544795904727676,0.0,0.0,0.12477984909956838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386347103842042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783028560822624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577418835369213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452550588590572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487428316039194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961603255101636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844629859208301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893166532548365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761386973763266,0.0,0.21857952704442524,0.3972128752456949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126346788686416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jean_le_Jedi_Gris,2018/11/08,"Ever had an email you just don't want to open? Me too. I just need to get this off my chest. As many of you can probably relate, I'm not thinking very clearly at the moment.

I separated from the military a few years ago and got a job as a contractor.  Now I'm moving on from my this position and have been pretty forward with my current company about my intentions. They had offered to try to place me elsewhere but I was clear that all options were on the table and I was exploring other avenues of employment (unlike elsewhere, in my industry communicating ones intentions toward employment is not ill advised and is considered good form).

Well I made my decision and in an effort to make sure I gave them ample time to prepare for my departure I let them know (via phone call and then follow up email) earlier this week that 30 November would be my last day.  Queue guilt inducing email with the first sentence: ""\[Jean\_le\_Jedi\_Gris\], \[Bob\] and I are wrestling with where we failed you...""

Folks, I cannot bring myself to open this email.  This is the suckiest of sucky situations.  I know I played the game *mostly* right; I informed all parties in a timely manner, applied to and was offered my first choice of employment, gave my company and the customer ample time to prepare for my departure.  The only thing I probably didn't do enough of was prepare my current management enough for the prospect that I would probably not choose to stay on with them, that and I never informed them of the offer from another company to allow them the chance to counter. My current company would not have been able to meet the compensation requirements, I avoided it because they would have made the hard sell, and I do not want to stay on with them (More anxiety). I know I should have done these things and I'm paying for it now because I do NOT want open that email, read it, and respond to it.

I've never quit a job before and never really had companies compete for me.  In the end, the military was **really** easy to quit and I was completely immune to the guilt my seniors tried to apply (I suspect many of you can relate to this too!)  At any rate, I try to act in a professional manner in all things, and I feel I was a little unprofessional here (mainly out of  inexperience and negligence) and that's why I don't want to open this email. Shit.

TLDR: I got a new job, currently quitting my old one, and my soon-to-be prior management is making me feel guilty (through no fault of their own... so far) with an email  that starts with ""*Jean\_le\_Jedi\_Gris*, \[*The Bobs*\] *and I are wrestling with where we failed you..*."" and I can't bring myself to open it and respond. I should be tougher than this.

​

See you space cowboys...

​",4.105610740610739,6.215639418918923,4.7422902772902775,82.03124166374168,72.76447876447877,8.261214461214463,27.988943488943487,8.97023862654752,2.377261003861004,2161,84,402,46,44,691,234,518,0.098,0.8240000000000001,0.079,-0.8724,10,1,0,0,0,0,108.0,2,6,9,10,13,11,1,3,28,0,43,4,2,8,10,92,71,27,0,11,9,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,25,38,0,2,13,3,2,7,15,7,1,4,21,4,69,4,68,41,11,65,0,2,1,0,38,29,1,2,29,294,94,16,0.08474035226878693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511720934599962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363227255817088,0.20593760660068453,0.057626345413273564,0.08885764800124879,0.0648261375410781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331386442307833,0.0,0.07210779835887762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652937420580309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884864710115288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054650516818935915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671880159286473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505479984103376,0.17511887283535293,0.0,0.0,0.07665250010384296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569453653958882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416020070040228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427333653138266,0.0,0.0,0.07107618700427673,0.13554920177570312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591071093135973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522751719277361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971324436577515,0.0690746972432153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866527515293564,0.0,0.0,0.08493209506264435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603667405054525,0.1131296863180693,0.17182683335266544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900655836744011,0.0,0.06283389746620073,0.196070951240092,0.08184276027175243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892074484451254,0.0,0.1148445115897685,0.0644488564469317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853563205629579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621140296391593,0.27409329675715377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703953866019817,0.08476328421158684,0.0,0.10857367912823468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236779782412557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675270893878297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698475385232626,0.0,0.09525170643169556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997965749204689,0.18064388091177475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986677915245613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889317395064918,0.05429819606838261,0.0,0.0,0.14823834261537264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259941006307936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991966534937621,0.1999282212598047,0.0,0.06797359913076814,0.0,0.07619175359682404,0.0,0.07646498740394397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24078845972905136,0.0,0.20593760660068453,0.05457000853951522
socialanxiety,netflixNurmom,2018/11/08,"I've never been diagnosed but I feel like I have social anxiety... I feel like I have the symptoms of someone who does have social anxiety. Like I'm uncomfortable if I'm somewhere I've never been or if I don't have someone else with me.

Some of the symptoms I usually have in certain situations are:
♤ I'll start sweating or feel reall jittery to the point my hands will start shaking
♤ I hardly talk if I don't know anyone and am in a place I've not been (which is the opposite of somewhere ik and am comfortable with, I hardly shut up normally)
♤ I usually try to avoid eye contact if I'm walking down the street
♤ If I do have to talk to someone whether it be in person or on the phone (which I usually make someone else make calls for me) I will rehearse in my head what I'm going to say over and over again
♤ If I'm shopping I'll usually ask whoever is with me to go get someone if I need help
[--These are just some of my symptoms, but the sweating and feeling nervous/jittery is what I feel the most--]

And does anyone have any advice for these situations or symptoms?...",3.49166479820628,4.488329946188344,5.138001681614352,83.0498724775785,72.40807174887892,8.08621076233184,31.42628923766816,8.472884824447931,2.386964349775785,850,39,174,14,16,289,100,223,0.049,0.846,0.105,0.9161,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,9,0,23,10,5,2,3,41,43,19,0,9,16,0,8,3,0,2,5,1,0,1,8,8,0,1,6,1,1,4,5,2,0,0,3,10,21,5,24,37,3,26,0,0,1,0,12,13,0,14,12,112,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332944804704883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494880962383384,0.0,0.14612692981339528,0.0,0.0,0.133563022907119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928721730046013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752448835437838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693875063983354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715963208854656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956958957147122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24145892384798096,0.13646206714945588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498990606669005,0.0,0.1085589527428652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111306564150516,0.0,0.09801890469797106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401709233686978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052488775432858216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998135721773414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750484881145835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081807487857382,0.14732352935136833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357769790788688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833940230415558,0.099785677368769,0.0,0.09028606230006593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595190553733865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147102997079013,0.0,0.19471704014449315,0.4046186811342877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520230470337632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970781032771909,0.0,0.153531648665211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484375705231314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42075488721750814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,squarekangaroo,2018/11/08,"Walking into bars/cafes and asking for a job? I graduated in July and have been looking for a ""proper"" job for far too long since then, which is all done online. I haven't got one and by now I really just need a job doing anything. Is it normal to just walk into bars etc and ask if they're hiring? How do I do it? I don't even have any customer service experience",2.297445887445889,3.504055129870132,4.5864285714285735,85.0377380952381,75.62337662337663,6.691774891774893,21.924242424242426,7.1686216300943375,0.6556683982683982,283,7,60,3,6,99,54,77,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,11,1,0,1,1,13,16,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,1,5,0,8,13,2,9,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,3,45,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376663506348727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397312522558014,0.0,0.3952812333225274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634671108039152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577899394597954,0.13963487982345246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680038861616426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908457828687676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6293779749176885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870919592681788,0.17753187804933726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675847465001858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713775699851375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325747076585918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543521103746467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488124887408452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bebeq544,2018/11/08,How do I stop feeling like everyone hates me? I feel like every time I interact with someone I just feel like they really don't like me or something..i dont know :( Even when I KNOW they don't hate me I still feel like they do if that makes any sense? I'm always super cautious talking to people because I don't want to ruin what they think about me and I know I shouldn't care so much about what people think of me but I just can't help it. I hate this feeling of being so paranoid that everyone hates me but I have no idea what to do about it. ,1.5138135593220383,2.96888733050848,3.112000000000002,93.76816949152544,78.23728813559322,6.07593220338983,21.122033898305087,6.742157984588678,0.219485423728814,427,11,99,4,10,141,61,118,0.168,0.635,0.198,0.1676,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,1,11,12,4,0,0,0,11,0,0,2,0,24,29,9,0,3,6,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,11,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,5,22,7,9,27,1,4,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,2,9,65,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095886796093372,0.0,0.0,0.08956356406583442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028582976054863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428149699267605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435667196282024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698956819410948,0.0,0.11096670641147956,0.2516985531515953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329687167567449,0.3763588328864908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201236362541359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827873804045293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867832899808298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714401673158004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32172078615464683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791376440438209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968179483459326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261460928808815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437326362383836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115927801599178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517936941571536,0.1101108442473872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058590737151382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878182808065625,0.0,0.0,0.07679794256503898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768271580018649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,darknessbeckonsme,2018/11/08,"How do I be as confident in real life as I am online/on text? I find it so much easier to be confident and talkative when I’m chatting with someone on the phone. Especially to crushes/intimidating people, it’s like the fact that they can’t see me or respond in real time makes me drop all my worries. How do I translate this to real life?",5.285285714285713,4.935925957142857,7.417857142857144,73.04964285714289,68.0,10.428571428571429,33.214285714285715,10.125756701596842,3.2718571428571432,267,11,53,6,4,96,51,70,0.068,0.7609999999999999,0.171,0.8146,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,3,2,12,9,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,9,7,2,6,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,3,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21012250273347768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247673513558843,0.1123164944451416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345862400432356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900139850396295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938224721861827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7850223755164624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319885005847786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479173265050595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340553060404101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334724626095613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_RedEyedJedi,2018/11/08,"Is it possible to have a retail job deal with social anxiety? I've had a few retail jobs in the past but my social anxiety wasn't anywhere near as bad as it is now. Thing is i'm looking for a job atm and after months of no luck i think i need to just get a retail job since it seems like the easiest type to get. 

I'm very stressed the f out about what to do if i get that sort of job. I feel like people look at me as some sort of freak. I'm not an attractive person and i have some very profound dark eye circles that make me stand out. I imagine people thinking to themselves like ""damn wtf kinda drugs this guy on to look like that?"" 

My last job i didn't interact with customers so i had that going for me but i left due to medical reasons. Ever since that well my social anxiety has increased to an all time high. I don't even socialize with my friends anymore. I just keep to myself at home.

​

Anyways do u guys have any tips for working a retail job and managing your social anx? I imagine it will be super hard. ",2.4546078431372536,3.7566795370370407,4.0060348583878,88.97186274509804,75.3888888888889,6.934204793028322,25.20588235294117,7.510576382923642,1.1323401960784314,804,27,174,10,17,268,124,216,0.14300000000000002,0.706,0.151,0.5792,7,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,9,13,1,1,10,0,16,3,1,2,2,32,33,10,0,2,6,0,2,4,1,1,2,0,1,3,12,8,0,1,7,0,5,2,5,4,1,0,4,6,21,9,30,27,5,20,0,0,4,0,12,9,1,8,12,109,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938967522428434,0.1053021462681246,0.05893219751137802,0.0,0.19888542544590726,0.0,0.08594405475031505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235800303061121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934330032030728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049881342296524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057238526265842665,0.0783894977802998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04381821644925797,0.061910368647553636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695378480373967,0.0,0.13582980115658191,0.0,0.04925123094421729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161528933424716,0.0,0.0,0.07763089916171527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156170954136694,0.08692767391858668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6019810966002138,0.07702794635028715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063997676379039,0.0,0.0,0.09415702389333418,0.0,0.0,0.16935201818672574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183192998253577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784664089561575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873014637004924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917168501392919,0.0,0.0,0.06425775622819363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272737352828989,0.12015913318409405,0.07566871611069373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769683500216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910155700404515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788925793146947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337313097900387,0.0,0.0,0.44169797472374495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926945447577916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057573469300094174,0.11105726008702926,0.0,0.0,0.05053250802283352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300818484143468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791831044472286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308996797085563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053021462681246,0.0
socialanxiety,WorthlessTard,2018/11/08,"This may sound weird but is anyone else so socially isolated because of their social anxiety that they’re starting to loose touch with reality? It’s nothing crazy yet but like my life is so empty at this point that my sense of like date and time is more or less gone. I haven’t physically talked to another person in over a month now. Also like it’s hard to describe but I can slowly feel my dreams and the fantasy world of games and anime that I retreat into almost seem to slowly deep into and mix with reality and the edges start to blur of what is and isn’t real. I don’t even feel like I’m psychotic I feel like I’m just so isolated that the emotional attachments I form to these things have a lot more significance and have taken the place of actual human connection so those edges start to blur. Sorry for the rant.
",4.285,5.5667978181818185,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,70.81818181818181,9.136363636363637,25.26515151515152,9.516144504307137,2.100242424242425,660,19,130,15,12,219,100,165,0.121,0.703,0.175,0.8981,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,7,0,11,1,0,0,0,26,22,16,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,12,11,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,6,10,5,20,19,5,18,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,7,13,85,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.15686998052977733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096910425335734,0.0,0.0,0.1285526748979433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856164717312386,0.12297422641258784,0.0,0.0,0.11240097523642126,0.1647085989656112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799243821269124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342869987180625,0.18082346113905198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617465014478428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24384190710259745,0.2296813758257533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440014985822382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354332506783718,0.3926745772326716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366649199534192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831007252298668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424510988697598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036174556004066,0.1679507876768594,0.0,0.15196184141236274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829700561477051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634185319261106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277312048052464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994780517580267,0.3413415758066363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292057237400659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067959529944579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937353162334056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,egawag,2018/11/08,"Is there anyone who doesn’t have social anxiety? Maybe it’s not the best place to ask, but I feel so trapped in my own anxiousness that I can’t imagine someone not feeling the same way. Are the ‘social’ people just really good at hiding and ignoring their insecurities or do they not have them at all?",5.104322033898306,6.111316677966106,5.962500000000002,78.5857838983051,68.66101694915254,9.289830508474578,28.309322033898304,9.516144504307137,2.4401830508474576,240,8,46,5,4,79,50,59,0.332,0.61,0.057999999999999996,-0.9593,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,10,4,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,4,10,4,5,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,0,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005651307850158,0.2961860390707762,0.0,0.1833206595910616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451006455574668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27513919472252113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651297236046637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199021148403272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26339261777343986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817609224611327,0.0,0.2739197690322503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795767093455138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5345140512090805,0.2221422123995652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810435932735594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrcdesbenzodiazepine,2018/11/08,I walk weirdly I have knock knees and I cry every time I think about going outside and people looking at me walk. How do you guys deal with this/how do I walk normally? ,-0.7499047619047587,1.3025289142857162,1.182142857142857,96.97702380952384,102.71428571428572,3.4761904761904763,17.261904761904766,5.46131890053228,-0.4805238095238096,132,4,28,1,6,43,26,35,0.16399999999999998,0.836,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,6,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099639144189081,0.0,0.38477274633324493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314453386518039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121091488982306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695458190663223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134102436712892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656757062885747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25874329416146097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391438799033206,0.0,0.0,0.2176271955630117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MadInvestigator,2018/11/08,"Post-social anxiety First time posting

Every time i come home from any social event, party, after work, etc, i get very anxious and basicly need to be alone to recover. Do you have the same problem and how do you cope? Is it worth forcing myself to these events or what should i do?

Thank you for reading",3.5494915254237327,5.510178864406786,4.0120000000000005,87.31562711864406,73.91525423728814,6.07593220338983,25.359322033898305,6.742157984588678,1.0184684745762715,239,8,45,2,5,75,48,59,0.141,0.748,0.111,-0.2389,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,9,11,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,1,6,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,31,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23958423398693465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157309784704024,0.0,0.17696395054459765,0.26133282173711203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926708412172744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579899206724449,0.0,0.0,0.19490234535634604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676599281485585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208584196678276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320390931682859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152548563744252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44309321220223735,0.0,0.0,0.22134798303751116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313888533882173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358079835545946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297413430160228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697763970566869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908683853506052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840826742567871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,annavbel,2018/11/08,"I made a bumble account and I'm sweating I'm at the point in my life where I feel like if I don't make friends or gain some social skills, I'm gonna die alone and bitter.

This is a big thing for me. I can't stop overanalyzing myself. But i did it. And i'm gonna try. And that's all that matters.

Sorry if this is spammy. Just needed to tell someone.

Much loveeee",-1.3504040404040367,0.6517626913580266,1.2670033670033691,99.09424242424244,94.92592592592592,3.439281705948373,16.005611672278338,4.851557810540192,-1.0696024691358028,282,7,69,1,11,96,59,81,0.162,0.723,0.115,-0.5670000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,3,0,5,2,1,2,1,17,15,8,1,3,5,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,8,2,4,11,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,2,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878003656379962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883960592810406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050471651100885,0.1985178654176802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146897641094619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627519596532692,0.13575836281154746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629372223992803,0.18548737348916586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427412097486766,0.20604484970151613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26268686586942475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28326414788659204,0.23544722299691784,0.0,0.0,0.3110644390879817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323205180724172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24287978145924904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461143875932426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866260059785672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bulimicomrade,2018/11/08,"Afraid of calling people by their names Even when I know a person's name, I'm absolutely terrified of referring to them by their name or calling them by their name. I'm certain of what their name is, but I'm still afraid that I'm wrong and that they'll hate me. ",10.218,5.466728709090912,9.509545454545457,75.8643181818182,61.90909090909091,13.181818181818182,38.40909090909091,10.125756701596842,3.3989999999999996,209,6,47,3,2,67,34,55,0.21,0.762,0.027000000000000003,-0.9061,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,7,0,3,5,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,1,7,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,0,0,1,2,27,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6822625754815846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206555607211764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32983314834342736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360069206704344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160782289680476,0.29170427807503635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26679535508139235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652621671883661,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Theforgottenone001,2018/11/08,"What's something you've done to build you self confidence that has actually worked? So I've had social anxiety for most of my life and I feel like one thing that makes my S.A.D worse is my low self confidence. I don't know why I have low self confidence though. I have a lot of hobbies that I'm good at, I'm smart, attractive...but for some reason I still constantly doubt myself and my abilities and feel like I'm not good enough. How can I stop feeling inferior/like I'm not good enough and build my confidence?",3.592980769230767,5.046896182692316,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,72.75,9.046153846153846,25.5,9.516144504307137,2.0135038461538457,409,13,88,10,8,132,63,104,0.11800000000000001,0.594,0.28800000000000003,0.9626,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,1,1,0,8,1,0,3,0,18,17,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,3,13,6,6,15,5,6,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,4,5,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.1548975726711595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142800750082106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153072878257172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243588912894946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32802102069882044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407759559741199,0.22679347242239384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994055528859543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723385107877299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211568578401072,0.15509491021188418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494656083076773,0.0,0.0,0.1059535005466839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755954884643447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632008656435917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967699903039998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180523495153698,0.0,0.12219810075913712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267619746508362,0.13270537867651402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545315192924797,0.0,0.15595140876296062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322912664899576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555732281763233,0.0,0.1617594199780958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnxiousAsthmatic,2018/11/08,"What medication has worked specifically for your social anxiety? I have tried two antidepressants (Lexapro and Cymbalta), and neither seemed to do much of anything for my social anxiety (even at higher dosages). They may have helped my generalized anxiety...but did nothing for my social anxiety. I've also tried xanax and all it does is help my panic attacks and make me tired. Again, nothing for my social anxiety.

Wondering if anyone has had success with a medication that has specifically worked to help social anxiety. I've tried the nootropic phenibut, which actually helped tremendously...but it's not something I'm looking to take every day. I've taken adderall recreationally a few times and it basically cured my social anxiety for the day...but there's no way I'm looking to use that as a long term solution.

Any advice would be greatly appreciated!",7.242581818181819,9.311970773333336,7.66418181818182,64.40209090909093,64.6,11.054545454545458,37.63636363636364,11.022393298168332,4.959600000000001,696,36,104,21,11,228,93,150,0.138,0.767,0.095,-0.4213,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,3,4,4,1,1,5,0,12,4,0,2,1,16,22,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,2,10,2,13,16,5,7,0,0,2,0,12,1,0,4,5,64,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.09589302861163317,0.0,0.0,0.09602398500148013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858294678471299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682396233650732,0.0,0.4510373867090763,0.0,0.0,0.06870957654180129,0.0,0.08086419747185983,0.0,0.0,0.11179128042919484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267463362942341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599286902688956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490348714125893,0.0,0.0827929871615688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833814604703364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634613808621289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696194380621877,0.16503667248050227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559303599285896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798446243642376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223650600830113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885769436018848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529348263661512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945729111386401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6010162880083155,0.0,0.07564964234307167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388348494069998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057299448442171635,0.11294182582883587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001476303007396,0.0,0.09599119062218976,0.0,0.0,0.08486990849538202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799864149399269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656482701607096,0.1430770214425465,0.0,0.0,0.06980504684361563,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Superiorguy12,2018/11/08,"Realization I've felt for my entire life that every person I know talks to me different than other people. I hear how they talk. Even friends. About an hour ago it finally hit the full Realization that i will never have a real connectiom with anybody. Friends or family. Just people I know, people i talk to and they like me and i like them but i will never have a real true connection that anyone else gets with other people. No matter how close we are",2.2381818181818147,4.8909410000000015,3.9329090909090887,82.53936363636366,82.18181818181819,6.701818181818182,19.027272727272727,7.908726449838941,1.0467009090909087,360,9,65,7,10,120,59,88,0.068,0.83,0.102,-0.0124,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,3,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,3,20,11,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,2,1,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,14,5,7,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,1,7,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444443134033757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393761650491513,0.16696034126512418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024685415561966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612284528094434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762617090550014,0.0,0.13729142421322052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361366269605636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645643858066066,0.17850248750697506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517877365531531,0.0,0.08513404255868738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365518355129648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604717822046356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791048401245147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509558347746633,0.15921714308211302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25135237918446546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451872829285105,0.14228064039428673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709429041054246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929163115561332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawaaaaay5555,2019/07/12,"Scared of reaching out to an old friend In the fall of 2015 I started talking to this guy online – let's call him S – and during the year of 2016 he grew to become one of my closest friends. We talked about everything, he struggled with depression and social anxiety just like me so we understood each other. Twice he even travelled to my city to meet me.  


With time my anxiety and depression got worse and I started to isolate myself from the world. The past three years have felt like a blur to me. I've barely left my apartment and the only people I would talk to were my parents and the people working at the hospital I go to. I felt like my friends were too good for me, they deserved better, so I stopped talking to them. I slowly faded out of their lives. This friend, S, was always the one I missed the most. We still keep in touch in the way of sending random pics on Snapchat every once in a while and liking each other's posts on social media. But it's a far way from the close friendship we used to have.  


I kept thinking that I'd get better and then I'd start talking to S again, but that I couldn't reach out to him until I was okay, until I was free of my mental illness. Recently I've started to get out of the apathetic bubble I've lived in for the past three years. I've made the effort to meet new people and get out of my comfort zone. Some people I've liked, some I didn't like. Though I'm beginning to realize that I compare everyone to him. Even with the people I enjoy talking to, I think about how much more I enjoyed talking to S and how I wish that I could find someone like S. Because I feel like I'm still not good enough to reach out to S again.  


Now I'm starting to think that maybe I don't need to wait to be perfect to talk to him. After all, he did like me when I was depressed and anxious. But I'm still afraid too much time has passed, and maybe he still thinks of me as the 19 year old he used to talk to. I'm different, some things have changed for the better, some for the worse. Maybe he will be disappointed that I'm not the same person, maybe it's better that he keeps thinking of me as the person he used to like talking to. I also worry that I'll come to realize that it's not the same anymore. Maybe we won't be able to have the simple, comfortable conversations we used to have, and I'll end up blaming myself for screwing it up by avoiding him for too long.  


I'm terrified of reaching out to him, but I know I want to. I want to be his friend again, I want to see him again. In September I'm going to the city he lives in because I have family there, I want to ask to meet him but I'm scared of being rejected by someone I know used to like me. Someone who I used to like as well.  


I hope that someone here can help me find the courage to talk to him again, maybe I just need someone to cheer me on. If anyone has any advice I'll gladly listen to it.  


TLDR: I distanced myself from the best friend I've ever had because of depression and anxiety, we haven't talked for about three years now. I want to reach out to him again but I'm afraid he doesn't want to talk to me anymore or that he will think that I've changed for the worse.",4.2307130581050965,4.260233034482758,5.066778074377446,87.71188832413065,70.22938530734632,7.8866274179983185,27.362745456540022,7.407850130929222,1.2499460928072548,2482,74,551,23,41,809,245,667,0.11,0.6990000000000001,0.191,0.9956,2,2,0,0,0,0,55.0,7,0,3,8,33,51,1,6,30,1,33,2,0,9,3,105,93,36,0,14,13,1,4,12,6,4,1,1,0,3,23,36,0,6,16,1,1,8,9,14,1,6,15,6,78,38,110,66,15,80,0,7,1,1,68,27,1,10,54,352,101,1,0.046315879323045435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525934123463681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03703879196117313,0.0385385218845081,0.0,0.0,0.031496386178847764,0.0,0.10629456272997978,0.05232376034413015,0.09186581368086036,0.03238513972050678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432990949829203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470119044063666,0.051152249858472464,0.0,0.0,0.04860565788685952,0.16385052576489376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047293691214578513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979921181146904,0.039897028948577065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03697946088205068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956719597446498,0.0,0.0,0.04839023606017457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04102212179890921,0.04785668435566237,0.0,0.06118240295482055,0.041895364481827874,0.039023125917161096,0.044256807516573585,0.04162572587041437,0.0,0.04366248901806701,0.0,0.023418700222195343,0.03308807344273393,0.08894101489983347,0.0,0.08466374923672433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147012008408722,0.0,0.07259440598660563,0.0,0.05264476313828915,0.07769512426831962,0.037043039730736735,0.0,0.0,0.04586000230198908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03104455761340228,0.0,0.0,0.046002118715640826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233536325686155,0.0,0.0,0.0509079920221187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032233840292279,0.0473611246046448,0.0,0.2715311895817155,0.0,0.12269330996548275,0.04098809572517012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382520488657751,0.0,0.0,0.2791831563437861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667551274655375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809500095163096,0.06868527530332448,0.0,0.04473216486270911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972014483600568,0.049324899892265066,0.06276967698734769,0.0352253132986309,0.0,0.0,0.05142830287346442,0.0,0.0884274951296612,0.16054799504766218,0.0808824786762743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435780949991605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573134324219245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274055014568816,0.0,0.03690775928335652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442641254725344,0.19621647124853536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391308885687084,0.0,0.14795168422417768,0.03872214900185765,0.0,0.0484194133239835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483950342011979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030770212198207914,0.17806407190180565,0.045505116276328465,0.0,0.054014323391405834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400122937463399,0.0,0.0,0.16390983376672238,0.07352677835980882,0.0,0.0,0.0416435378249134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053260975463157965,0.0,0.0,0.0337185117666375,0.04703602367883629,0.14159951371935828,0.03290147180359479,0.0,0.0,0.14912953879144447
socialanxiety,livingparadise,2019/07/12,"Quit my job! I should mention I am very introverted and I suffer from social anxiety. I’m only 19 and in school. I am studying engineering so I plan to get a programming job where I don’t have to say much to people.

I hated my job so fckn much .. like it was driving me crazy. I worked in retail and it was way too much of a social setting for me to not be completely paranoid/anxious for hours. 

I FEEL SO LIBERATED AFTER QUITTING... YAY!

My second job which is now my only job is at a warehouse and I don’t talk to anyone, I just move boxes mostly. Anyways, I’m glad I quit and I’m just hoping if anyone is in the situation I was in at that job, I hope you’re okay and it will get better my friend!

I’m currently in school and I feel like when there is no pressure to perform well. My anxiety is bearable but in social environments like the job I quit , I couldn’t think or focus . 

Tldr: fuck working in social settings",-0.00298429319371607,2.306691361256544,2.8346261780104705,88.34741570680626,90.8848167539267,5.150240837696335,20.20544502617801,6.742157984588678,0.5285336544502619,714,24,147,10,25,250,104,191,0.094,0.7809999999999999,0.125,0.5804,8,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,9,12,15,2,1,5,2,17,1,0,0,0,21,30,14,0,5,6,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,5,4,1,1,3,3,25,11,20,23,4,20,0,1,0,1,8,10,1,5,8,101,30,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889031835778695,0.0,0.0,0.12694861101979873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028603875200258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951793315907354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180048289908156,0.06485204326934475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013509762568823,0.08392308541710647,0.09485584115988216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962478787879385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032669073898014,0.08939835009569179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6305842620045085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304909158738767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648297788597072,0.2001975102502232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808199175891836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293425055198526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862156300132141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721905562063928,0.0,0.1837449936084336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203862463684152,0.0,0.3701482229167524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296416748212656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816707599934062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749016133630602,0.0,0.07205559761432656,0.0,0.0,0.08162060331448337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321753826406646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anthonyp3991,2019/07/12,"My Very First Post Hello Everyone, this is my first post ever on reddit. I'm 25 M, I weigh 435 Lbs currently and I'm working on it. I have many medical problems, one of which is severe social anxiety. I don't remember always having this problem, but I think always have had it. When I was a child I made friends easily enough, although I always felt like I only had one good friend. I've learned later in life that I made an impression on people, and they remember me and considered me a friend. I think it got worse when I was in 5th/6th grade, I had a big move to a different city and school for the second time in my life, and it wasn't the last time either. Over the years it's become worse to the point where I eventually dropped out of school, it took me three times to get my GED, not from education but from the anxiety. I eventually made it through.

​

Now at 25, I'm disabled from my other medical problems. I have 0 friends, my only social interaction is with my mom, sister and dad. I've never been on a date or in any romantic setting. I just asked out a girl for the first time a few weeks ago, of course she said no, and of course I had a billion thoughts running through my head. I'm at the point where I stay home most of the time, secluded. When I do go out I live in a constant fear of rejection or that I'm going to say something wrong, I'm even at the point of worrying what I say to my family. I'm so sick of living this way. I want friends, I want relationships, and I want to go on a date. If anyone has any advice for me or if you want to do and AMA, I'll try to respond.",4.008214285714286,4.119439345238096,5.470238095238094,84.34142857142858,70.72619047619048,9.019047619047619,28.5,8.976282227363876,1.9926107142857143,1244,42,277,22,21,422,165,336,0.132,0.745,0.12300000000000001,-0.6091,2,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,4,10,14,0,1,20,0,19,7,1,3,2,43,45,21,0,9,10,3,1,1,5,0,5,3,1,2,15,13,1,0,7,0,0,6,5,6,0,8,16,4,40,8,42,29,4,58,0,1,0,0,23,23,0,6,24,178,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796291748511485,0.07223423553385892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341374491534409,0.08829226313830772,0.09901689446391314,0.11082933042319132,0.0,0.1246762633665902,0.0,0.0,0.0569783360304317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076180322365205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999714394633578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880596279116845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513766358965683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419893401888225,0.0,0.05382208545022281,0.07371060233689324,0.0,0.07786531946677686,0.0,0.0,0.07681967694649565,0.09169670609263744,0.0,0.0,0.07824130260956368,0.0,0.0,0.20794106935009155,0.0,0.0,0.3147873086551816,0.0,0.042574140422962994,0.0,0.13893460226928656,0.06834830630178286,0.06517343397564693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363024387520318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173915365859565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642363306008693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511483269820336,0.03981094285901008,0.0,0.14391087402498715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313178765489841,0.0,0.08261608797435015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418126551316972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543781389687392,0.0,0.08660889616738188,0.0,0.0,0.06284860418597199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043681697139776,0.12395066102714455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05649355037394064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310976264819228,0.0,0.1560860442210586,0.0,0.0,0.2339191627214503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748766470275329,0.1846201405710733,0.0,0.07751379174367024,0.1296051287748272,0.0,0.16494050475429065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205829664448856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613360049389292,0.0,0.06273347848946749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685541405983029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442849828994824,0.0,0.06469240573929118,0.2375816728917116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053621676600364,0.055325033806275785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723617156797912,0.19225504182172187,0.06468141747690909,0.06536479473138866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05932426756426765,0.08275506562076172,0.1660865599485323,0.0,0.08909438542991185,0.09901689446391314,0.052475629542778776
socialanxiety,username8305,2019/07/12,Looking for some advice to help with my anxiety Seeking help on how to overcome this problem that I have. To start with i’m a very shy person with only a few relationships that have all ended with me being cheated on so I have a hard time trusting others and it makes scared to get too attached to someone after those experiences I started talking to this girl a while ago but we recently started hanging out? A couple weeks ago and she feels like she is in control of what goes on she says that I act skittish and that I don’t seem interested but I didn’t even me to come off that way but I didn’t even realize it until the other night that I might have a fear of intimacy and honestly I kind of feel like I do. How do I go about fixing this ? If anybody could help me I’d really appreciate it I don’t want to loose this girl,3.149105545617175,4.3884263255813964,4.868837209302324,83.72088550983902,73.53488372093024,7.617889087656528,27.18425760286225,8.139509932561175,1.6863706618962433,656,24,136,10,13,223,103,172,0.1,0.736,0.16399999999999998,0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,7,10,1,2,7,0,14,0,0,4,1,29,27,13,0,4,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,17,11,0,1,4,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,2,5,20,6,25,22,3,24,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,4,15,101,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494157733151377,0.2710798945812173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697094902580273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171304024120345,0.0,0.0,0.17149455552334114,0.12208120122261044,0.16918508935162932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542733686368852,0.0,0.0,0.20198296752443304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956920588434275,0.0,0.17205922674564433,0.15462545889010146,0.21846893684659413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988589768028384,0.0,0.08689872389569757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697172522792966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074644784809407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922572451732148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940209602330082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840063888023007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206443938782184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220671389526678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348980990875934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629019078066075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350965534836334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630823713624072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979540565624866,0.0,0.15097400511969722,0.16416140317330966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215951978511523,0.1530833264436101,0.0,0.0,0.13919782989895033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955484984536433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32467818037014484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289824108943667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891594053234301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616160582296904,0.09018659241799362,0.1213678784126223,0.12265016397108645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emilyabey,2019/07/12,Numbness in hands Everytime I get really upset or anxious I get this weird numbness in my hands (mainly in the palms and the joints of my fingers). After a while it can get bad and become a slight throbbing/ache I may not have explained it well but does anyone else experience this? 😭,1.8523896103896118,4.594384472727274,3.136103896103897,86.57272727272729,86.0909090909091,5.324675324675325,22.402597402597397,6.868970318607317,0.9430779220779216,226,8,41,3,7,73,41,55,0.195,0.7759999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.6935,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,0,3,6,4,0,0,7,7,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,5,1,5,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34331799264391805,0.0,0.2124923951797839,0.3113791906813312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537419541869936,0.0,0.3356312242302557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26594299699676444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538676015851817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972703442503995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4763221445970676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468470092413395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732406027129934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bologna_Jabroni,2019/07/12,"Caring what people think of me I have been struggling with caring what people think of people. Especially people from high school, or people who know me from past jobs. I'm 28, obviously people from high school don't know me anymore or people from past employment only know me a limited amount. I work in the food industry so I see customers on a daily basis and the fear of seeing someone from my past gives me terrible anxiety. I'm trying hard to cope and learn how to not care what these people who are insignificant to me think of say about me behind my back. Because at the end of the day it really is nothing but it's a fear that holds me back and has a major impact on my day to day life.",5.890857142857144,5.691906799999997,6.8278571428571455,77.27964285714289,66.71428571428571,9.571428571428571,27.5,9.188382445141503,2.0927142857142846,552,14,107,9,8,185,81,140,0.128,0.8420000000000001,0.03,-0.8646,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,3,8,0,6,2,0,1,1,19,20,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,4,1,2,7,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,14,3,21,19,2,15,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,2,9,69,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075292888891218,0.0,0.10468691900550403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623378821017287,0.0,0.06434825105621131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228756371999744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042319409648004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349461720581388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375681588940051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764328304219527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126254228055023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456081257135644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305936806472185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475177550212447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403865346689018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455998157086309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128743846190542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028295559538641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30230621107840205,0.5854547812508795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762428645617016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394535948529656,0.0,0.21366422912693345,0.16823492665918102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944044366493592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103539825718204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291529923996413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716681491744492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684876384076579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,noobmastrr69,2019/07/12,"Have you ever been left out of a convo when in a group of 3 people? Had this thing where peole getting their lisxense have to attent this saftey course. I was in a group of 3 people. Me and 2 others. And so we were told to discuss what we learned and experienced driving in slipoery conditions. The other teo just face eaxhother and talk and in sitting there trying to engage but wqs left out. Sucks man, just sucks. Stuff like this worsens anxiety.",2.7902196382428954,5.374330709302331,3.366899224806204,87.94308785529718,79.11627906976744,5.217571059431528,23.50904392764857,6.42735559955562,0.7359447028423771,355,12,65,3,9,111,62,86,0.14800000000000002,0.7979999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.8604,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,1,1,0,7,4,2,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,1,15,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,6,2,12,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,10,9,2,0,3,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178475993351264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575899747239515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878011314196007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6188049698377259,0.0,0.0,0.13912380905421468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948461076570548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259925149515954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228886633876395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918795146954615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721091001488191,0.0,0.19333954150348087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lordbyronite,2019/07/12,"I need help with decision making I am reasonably decent at situation analysis. I understand the need for logic and reason every time I have to make a decision. But even with that being said, I procrastinate on my decisions until they must absolutely be made. And by that point my choices are few and far between. I make myself so flexible I become inflexible always waiting for a slightly better opportunity even if it means soiling a situation that could be ""just enough"".

I'm too negative and don't take into consideration my strengths and weaknesses such as my adaptability. I can adapt and learn new things but confronted with a new situation my mind acts like I'll feel helpless forever .

I think the way forward is to either put some sort of a deadline on my decisions or just take the simple answer. Most of the time the simple answer usually has a good result.

Does anyone have any reasonable suggestions?",7.136545454545455,8.525680593939395,8.210303030303034,62.915454545454566,64.27272727272728,11.81818181818182,35.0,11.567385478589935,4.782272727272726,738,33,114,24,11,251,112,165,0.063,0.8370000000000001,0.099,0.5872,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,7,8,1,0,11,0,13,1,0,8,1,47,28,13,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,10,0,1,16,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,2,17,5,17,21,5,16,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,5,8,86,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286146849238216,0.0,0.0,0.09223831694948516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484106414721212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980123142805732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996056184051833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829570142083078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869750358045555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015004752238974,0.0,0.17917490100079494,0.0,0.11428064909631015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685825186856042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137665041474462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909151204980021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626575025700633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834371269612568,0.27161774154252594,0.0,0.0,0.1477492664837521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695545518802224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114733662509526,0.0,0.26199955620395105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282215098134521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635339583991846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183745729511432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902255501334214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457387520837075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039654059115762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901116899324558,0.08691118936699295,0.0,0.0,0.15818291827188746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120367473977516,0.0,0.0,0.1493858119570972,0.0,0.0,0.1076629275516887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,annoying_monkey,2019/07/12,"Feeling stuck when trying to socialize I am 34, and I have been suffering from SA for most of my life. I am trying to overcome SA, and I am attending therapy sessions, watching many videos, reading many articles/books. I am learning a lot of useful information.

However, none of these things is useful without practice, and this is where I have a problem.

Because of my SA, I don't have much of a social life outside work (I am a software engineer - big surprise). And due to my self-inhibiting lifestyle, I don't have any hobbies or interests outside work either.

I need to go places where I can meet people and practice my social skills, but I don't know what to do or where to begin. I try attending local events or meetups, but I always get bored or don't get to socialize as much as I hope or get a chance to move past small talk.

I have been stuck for a while, and really stressing out over this. I am sure I am not the only one facing this problem. Did anyone overcome it? If so, how?",4.6600941915227585,5.3961874897959206,5.822653061224487,80.17069858712715,69.51020408163265,8.683830455259027,31.91365777080063,8.841846274778883,2.643820722135008,772,33,148,13,13,258,107,196,0.09699999999999999,0.818,0.085,-0.4938,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,6,9,0,1,7,0,23,3,1,3,1,32,36,20,0,5,11,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,4,2,0,4,7,5,0,1,5,2,22,4,21,31,6,19,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,9,6,109,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091671950569854,0.0,0.0,0.08921909729388416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917366492521724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997704570422595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633761987029299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056365239470034,0.0,0.07456281202830259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030915617144356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210295599416998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185337968194042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153979581113647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660282350485537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394426458080744,0.19289116156477587,0.0972816091526712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890311870129493,0.09978194439680556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524327785779535,0.09095613134255404,0.0,0.13707392189730508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25107741735945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131233442738515,0.0,0.0840487590547923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686806328493215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5349591054877045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028679552421886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236525045732092,0.0,0.0,0.10545193344794768,0.0,0.0,0.15003627693209293,0.0,0.08716208076306373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672243649818173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266257898698649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647013111000596,0.0,0.19102732388599789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DooMguy9987,2019/07/12,"fuck okay so just a few hours ago my mum said that she was going to get kfc and of course i had to run in and get it (we couldn't do drive through because our car windows is fucking broken) anyway i order it fine i think but since everyone ordered family boxes i kept on going forward to see if thats mine but then someone else comes which is embarrasing as FUCK and guess what once my order came I FUCKING MISSED IT it seems i thought it was someone elses but when i check my reciept it was mine so fuck i was awkwardly waiting at the pick up area waiting for the worker to come so i can say that was mine, which i was really stressed about because that is annoying as shit, so after what felt like an hour of waiting i finaly asked when the person was around and i did get it. Anyway fuck you mum for putting me through this why couldn't you just stop being a lazy bitch and order yourself, seriously fuck off",1.4301336898395718,3.73666563636364,2.6329705882352954,92.83886764705885,82.475935828877,5.237326203208557,22.184224598930477,6.508806274219699,0.4192825668449198,722,24,152,7,20,231,113,187,0.249,0.711,0.039,-0.9943,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,2,0,1,12,17,10,2,6,1,17,8,1,1,0,29,45,18,0,3,6,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,16,10,0,5,4,0,1,10,2,14,0,0,14,4,24,3,20,28,1,29,0,1,1,7,11,8,9,3,10,104,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994285830427731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985171314092688,0.10486027093016792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675096875529627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828827004564206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324252696306035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740096175663812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717962646846996,0.0,0.0,0.10574032620603276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076971576759227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7258710169389955,0.17580665560730072,0.0,0.12749329120881314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356373300419148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092225781707409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054798747558043336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945335966829225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793921363533346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275802791538796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185655035277205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669575752252727,0.08919907723752983,0.0,0.0,0.08938195219564755,0.10211191066650616,0.0,0.0,0.11513700917753532,0.09278505323109923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007614218448707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377597931168748,0.12848602182100918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187158234260829,0.0,0.08904744666773462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121256388716644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MiaIsHot,2019/07/12,"Cringe female interaction Ok so there's this really 10/10 girl that I really liked and I have spoke to her before and it was fine, but my friend recently started dating her and at lunch he came up to me at my lunch table with her and said ""hey whatsup OP she wants to meet you"" here's how the conversation went down.

Girl - ""Hi I'm girl!"" 

Me - *turns bright red in the face* ""h-hi""

Girl - ""haven't we met before?"" 

Me - ""nope."" (Even though we have)

Her - ""want to handshake?""

Me - ""no thanks."" 

Then they walked away, even thought the conversation lasted 30 seconds it felt like 10 minutes. I was completely embarrassed in front of all my friends and I went to the bathroom to listen to cant get over you by joji. Karrina if your reading this I'm sorry for being so awkward.",0.6859271523178805,3.176724397350995,2.2021821192053004,92.72141887417222,89.79470198675497,5.404105960264901,18.80827814569536,6.961326702584282,0.31557192052980154,588,17,124,9,20,190,103,151,0.066,0.7929999999999999,0.141,0.9019,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,3,1,0,8,10,0,2,4,1,7,3,1,1,1,17,24,12,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,5,9,2,0,2,1,0,5,4,2,0,1,10,6,22,8,19,13,1,18,0,0,2,0,28,8,0,1,7,77,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779866473431046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224017480461726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166707567977327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862594468898065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25024881978577385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189367313398894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29272426668548274,0.0,0.09897543271612667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442021281898552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851032226211315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949289551138854,0.0,0.24272231810858996,0.0,0.18705075513342675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802023717467588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120643948761677,0.13408776070519055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744124005408854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861254395446784,0.1503954933178181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605809381504397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22347516317556276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35122857773302324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Deanyosla,2019/07/12,"Can't come up with ideas how to strike up a conversation at work... Hi, there's a girl I like at work with whom I literally talked for about 5 minutes the other day. Work related stuff. The way she smiled seemed really nice, made me want to smile back. But usually we don't have anything to talk about, which is a shame as I'd gladly see her smile some more.  I wonder how could I approach her without looking odd about it, and have something to talk about as well in the process. I want to try at least, but at the same time I'm being a bit hesitant about it. Like she might not be interested in talking even. Don't know what topic to bring up. And I'm a little anxious as well.",3.25744680851064,4.118972794326243,4.303326241134752,89.32350000000002,72.82978723404256,7.625815602836879,24.738297872340425,7.908726449838941,1.0399668085106382,528,15,120,7,10,172,91,141,0.077,0.7609999999999999,0.161,0.7737,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,3,12,8,0,1,9,0,10,0,0,3,0,23,22,9,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,1,2,0,1,2,11,7,27,17,5,18,0,0,2,0,13,10,0,4,6,80,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754348305278722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932740747812604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208445808892191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157551961477202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135377454456652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547764616367274,0.0,0.0,0.10135372385281034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380118755509682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741192920133902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863697692920537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355864091424726,0.1575133157064168,0.0,0.0,0.13197289813051954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870642839678638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671949856070695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067925550004887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523435035525052,0.14307047990920904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098768585790445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990798226591506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.505269668224791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916399265513192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669977134067984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308701830911322,0.0,0.18539138243729014,0.12474447786047953,0.0,0.0,0.2826073165785015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514944275958702,0.17043083635547582,0.34323806142939783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TRON_LIVES61,2019/07/12,My homies dont invite me to things we all do and im losin' it woo Haha yeah... we all hang? Next time I'm not invited but get talked to about it a TON. Haha swimming? Not invited and no one tells me about it. Loneliness and trust issues? Have 'em. Had em for a big while and imma go cry in a fucking corner now bois,-2.1723913043478262,-0.4947622608695639,0.8467028985507277,99.23353260869568,106.3913043478261,4.039130434782609,12.996376811594205,5.985473137389443,-0.8811362318840574,240,5,58,3,12,83,52,69,0.114,0.6920000000000001,0.193,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,3,3,4,1,0,0,2,11,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,5,3,6,7,3,10,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,4,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461767252779269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693526511610142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913504643294043,0.16465251026539734,0.0,0.17910661886218712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34041534109916394,0.32893400746874113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351648727832153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355333260296705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533050825010878,0.2754543928917144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937120199462814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837661004827885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anon694203,2019/07/12,"Forced to present project Ok so, in 9th grade i had severe social anxiety, now it's not as bad but i still have it, well anyways, the class had to make a powerpoint about someone we look up to, and when they were due she made everyone present them, I've told her about my social anxiety but she said she would give me a 0 if i didn't present, so i eventually got up, and like 2 minutes later i fucking threw up, because i was so nervous, but i made sure to aim for her desk, then i ran to bathroom. Luckily i was able to move to another class.",1.6226315789473666,3.266429508771932,3.3472280701754364,91.36926315789476,78.47368421052632,7.016140350877192,27.18947368421053,7.908726449838941,1.5134484210526309,420,18,96,7,10,140,78,114,0.094,0.759,0.147,0.7913,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,2,0,10,7,1,1,3,1,8,1,0,3,1,13,19,12,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,13,2,19,4,15,5,0,16,0,0,1,1,13,4,1,1,10,63,21,5,0.19708543571501347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666126354289352,0.30153963775085124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645581065578868,0.12014145233099405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832357973649416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220230952612854,0.0,0.18906230855733056,0.0,0.0,0.15762722703848606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628598872046908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550212876524426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729740092000451,0.1315560587332608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947062793760135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747338147563292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226504442190252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018075643145833,0.16698985011491824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739268354764566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575069075107464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832357973649416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720347571710618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000383887454898,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dedule,2019/07/12,"At the end of overcoming social anxiety I lost interest in people Does anyone else is in the journey when they finally feel at near end of overcoming social anxiety? At least at the point where you are happy with yourself socially?

I [25M] was super socially anxious for all my life, but realised and started to treat it like a huge problem only 4 years ago. All this time I have been challenging myself to go into all invitations to the parties, have a kind conversation with every person I met, went for several different classes (improv, yoga, mindfulness, dance class) and I was even practising to open a conversation with total strangers in the streets & bars (mostly women, cause with them SA spikes much more). 

Through this journey I went through a lot of hell. I remember how I  was laying in bed after every bigger thing of social interaction and couldn't act normally for next two days. I was ruminating the situation all over and over again in my head. In the worst time of my life I was on antidepressants for a half of year to calm my anxiety. As well as two times I was a constant visitor of psychologist for a half of year.

And now after 4 years massive struggle I can say I feel OK. I can be in social situations without massive amounts of anxiety. I can act quite normally, can hold a conversation. Only one thing... Being around the people & connect with them becomes not interesting for me. Probably I was interested only to beat my demon. Does that mean I am an introvert who got social anxiety? 

I wish to find a loving girlfriend, but I can't push myself to go to talk to the women as I did before (even I still feel quite big amount of anxiety to talk with opposite sex). Usually I think it's not worth, because probably she isn't the one. I don't feel the need anymore to talk with others and make new friends. Somehow it looks like I know I can do it, but I need to sacrifise my time for that, so I choose not to do it, because I am happy where I am. But from the other side I really want to find a long term girlfriend and invest my time being with her. And to do that probably I need keep interacting more and place myself around the people. 
What do you think? Does somebody felt something similar?",5.060552959501557,6.290409806074767,6.26792523364486,75.53517445482865,68.92990654205607,9.725358255451717,31.089096573208717,9.968508380846988,3.183797881619938,1759,72,321,43,30,591,211,428,0.084,0.773,0.14300000000000002,0.9840000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,2,3,6,15,21,1,1,24,1,32,6,1,3,5,65,58,19,0,9,8,0,5,2,3,0,2,1,1,3,16,21,1,2,13,3,2,10,8,5,1,6,15,7,49,16,68,39,15,65,2,1,1,2,32,28,1,3,29,235,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900462891009061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424329913939374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055259019275196,0.07519793891993175,0.066013220385623,0.046542827629347264,0.0682022901901274,0.0,0.1185114601780588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115312435892283,0.07351428366722916,0.05664073413712085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837916889644717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193162118333865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042928025318311525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954481084007763,0.0,0.0,0.1747508054297185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055605359482432164,0.0,0.11791121238657062,0.0,0.0,0.08792928050492038,0.0,0.11216543382523476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462625601146394,0.0,0.06391150943592991,0.07291718716169962,0.12167587730628072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142688420672451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756592732802594,0.0,0.053237004006594486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171641286167538,0.0,0.0,0.06831347309273758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059164799857837874,0.0,0.06931576244412363,0.03658162228247719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403170027626084,0.06503924053728323,0.0,0.0,0.058906705070776375,0.055896672533762085,0.0,0.07266204936353432,0.056590005549253024,0.060076261793674486,0.0,0.04443173021222014,0.0,0.0,0.07250729105740332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721027648762719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048931916290376916,0.1480682323763123,0.0,0.06428755462105612,0.07079116021770397,0.0,0.130436420766148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021045706719624,0.15187388714674435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384404895127074,0.05812078156452185,0.06954481084007763,0.0,0.06292413189669578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153005070702947,0.0636923904080017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159719709466798,0.0,0.0,0.04264235653947325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540360054491595,0.0,0.0,0.052934058702805833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519793891993175,0.0,0.0,0.1496405854260984,0.0,0.4749725640434837,0.0,0.0512439232055708,0.0,0.0,0.0471140696424319,0.0,0.05315778931128971,0.0,0.0,0.06958674341692846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605039382294531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844381681347388,0.08530255416558225,0.0,0.0,0.19406889740312971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004596051749345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733104184216773,0.0,0.039260945017779394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984868429126595,0.12341027685672575,0.0,0.0,0.07654487279494324,0.06416495000088053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714591439979284
socialanxiety,NormalWrap,2019/07/12,"Fear of putting a lot of work into a project only for people to consider it low effort and laugh at it. I'm not sure if this counts as social anxiety or not, but this is a problem I have from a creative perspective. I'm afraid I'll put all my heart and soul into a project and when it's finished it turns out bad or people will think I didn't even try. I don't know if anyone else shares this thought pattern, but it affects me more frequently than I'd like.",5.768163265306125,4.409090510204081,6.382571428571428,84.21242857142856,67.36734693877551,9.47265306122449,32.865306122448985,8.238735603445708,2.209671020408164,362,13,81,4,5,119,70,98,0.14800000000000002,0.73,0.122,-0.1484,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,9,0,2,5,0,5,1,1,1,2,22,11,11,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,0,5,4,11,8,3,10,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,5,4,50,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899932492541905,0.0,0.0,0.15446886302973728,0.2263534632143908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445474781837054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454608572589595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591223479999355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859072623912096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617852683325948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140907395567282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792788115624677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878139825464281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801576717176664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30630920812131285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138576298631614,0.0,0.4441610649358165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251949615167957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820971714040126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155337381330116,0.0,0.17538178643668348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998674346286367,0.24029201810356765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608287078764472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Joe_SSBTS,2019/07/12,"Feeling like everyone's staring Does anyone else feel like everyone in public is constantly starting at you and judging you? I feel like everywhere I go, there's this lingering feeling making me super anxious.Even though when I stop to rationalize, I know nobody gives a damn and I'm just overthinking. But in the moment, my brain doesn't think any of that rational thoughts.",4.622142857142858,7.612776088235292,5.030924369747903,76.29558823529416,74.88235294117645,8.591596638655464,31.77310924369748,9.23628265651192,3.5784932773109244,306,15,48,8,7,97,54,68,0.071,0.722,0.20800000000000002,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,4,5,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,13,14,5,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,8,4,5,13,0,9,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,8,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021710516816526,0.0,0.0,0.2163247734148377,0.0,0.13389152396483706,0.19620012441380502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376180080217785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069284328446298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757076471158575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599620543256593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264747541951238,0.0,0.0,0.3659463232428361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872844754212886,0.41039309540197694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369090258682674,0.108825955765293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523574535507013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806512886067614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781844966285472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355348376090733,0.0,0.0,0.1600909425062404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269655236977102,0.18813410777340886,0.1520185634897987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SadThrowaway427427,2019/07/12,"Should I reach out to someone I think might also have social anxiety? So the story is that I met a girl through some mutual friends who I got along with really well and had great rapport and chemistry with, however I got the sense that she had some aspects of SA that I recognized in myself. Little dating history, didn't accept complements, slightly awkward. Anyway, after a couple times seeing eachother, a month of texting, and one official date, she told me that she wants to work through some personal issues at the moment and not dating anyone is a part of that, and that she had misjudged how ready she was to be seeing anyone. She wants to remain just friends. This is completely fine with me, as I was definitely in a similar place a year ago. She is definitely someone I want to be friends with, romantic feelings aside.    
In my personal background, I have dealt with depression and social anxiety, but I feel like I am in a better place now. It is still hard for me to meet and be around new people, but I have forced myself to get ok at it. I know that when I was in a bad place, I would have loved for someone with similar problems to reach out to me, so I want to somehow reach out to her. The problem is A. don't know if it is my place to reach out and B. I don't want to assume mental illness in someone who hasn't disclosed that to me. What do you all think I should do?",7.781395804195802,6.0633532654545474,7.935636363636366,75.84530069930072,63.61818181818182,11.07972027972028,35.69930069930071,9.851270322608157,3.2703594405594405,1088,40,214,18,13,356,137,275,0.10099999999999999,0.747,0.152,0.7655,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,2,12,16,0,1,13,1,31,2,0,1,1,50,50,17,0,11,5,0,3,1,3,4,1,0,0,3,15,20,0,0,8,0,0,0,5,5,1,1,11,5,36,11,43,32,5,31,0,1,2,1,23,18,0,7,14,167,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330862809684426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417817845258932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105065700493734,0.0,0.0,0.1472036168707979,0.0,0.0,0.0937057140026972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788957688718105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309590072380264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103654600783001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164706708052288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906622164675236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644750663024673,0.0751993681066757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397604567278836,0.0,0.05499517792234404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683756647435512,0.1160519955576923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429429496289596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986643468899927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569875285330908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142581539019495,0.105500421816564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950032848727227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607958395252867,0.11166660637113413,0.0,0.0,0.08401931885648731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166293113260894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132842070539533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398875246161007,0.0,0.07297558619889441,0.1838218625174492,0.4399065639836576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144350295754165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743368886494762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776076015094704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146032034298767,0.35675343082271355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406256398723477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489559123362352,0.0,0.0,0.06137926094085304,0.0,0.0,0.10058258500378024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104319936472085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464339879382193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663216725921114,0.0,0.0,0.07477527797718478,0.0,0.0,0.06778543394232747
socialanxiety,ck119,2019/05/29,"eye contact with social anxiety Is it just me or does anyone else get really nervous with eye contact? I consciously make an effort to make and hold eye contact with people, but whenever I do it it feels like they can see right through me and see my anxiety and insecurities. I feel like just by looking at me they can see that I'm anxious. Its been going on for sometime now and I feel like its really taken a toll on my relationships with people. When I'm talking with someone, or especially when I'm listening to them, they seem to know something isn't right with my eye contact and sort of look at me in a funny way. Almost as if their saying ""whoa dude, are you alright?"" Anyone else get like this? And if so, were you able to overcome it? How?

​

PS: sorry if this topic or post has already been covered, I'm new to reddit.",4.1564257028112435,5.367235746987955,5.443554216867472,80.67368473895584,71.04819277108433,7.9429718875502,28.893574297188763,8.344100000000001,2.0748610441767066,658,25,126,10,12,220,97,166,0.073,0.825,0.102,0.8428,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,5,1,7,7,0,2,3,1,10,4,4,3,0,33,31,18,0,3,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,12,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,14,18,5,21,27,0,14,0,0,9,0,16,7,0,9,8,81,27,0,0.1288558482955854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290305188793063,0.0,0.14219563279782746,0.0,0.0,0.139615257792862,0.1565739596545674,0.0,0.0,0.1971487425043127,0.14557043121500374,0.0,0.1801980103519524,0.2640560881169608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276262118770505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528505365929504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954601657498602,0.27616393130694633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464372481086712,0.0,0.07323174807057044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081580435169495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518098348676726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641291878724245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202455863872676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444978123549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866484148755807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340828362081124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509671192144132,0.0,0.0,0.13834295811442138,0.0,0.22008438077607276,0.0,0.10247134245969784,0.0,0.0,0.3080442842059893,0.1173055248010926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135231013773613,0.10917914210781683,0.09919952734510733,0.1274417287998434,0.1442435725832267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356944988720897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022797746309924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565739596545674,0.0
socialanxiety,BoyMeetsWorldBoy,2019/05/29,"Is it normal to be very anxious about starting your first job? I'm starting next week, and all that's going through my head right now is ""What if I mess up something?"" or ""What if I misheard what the manager said?"" or ""What if I get fired on the first day?"" I am nervous right now, so I dunno if that is normal. Have y'all experienced something like this before, or is it just me?",1.7133516483516469,3.4802944743589777,3.1275091575091603,92.48653846153849,78.61538461538461,5.482783882783883,23.96336996336997,6.1826913282559595,0.4639831501831502,291,10,64,2,7,95,52,78,0.145,0.823,0.032,-0.8382,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,5,3,0,1,2,0,7,1,1,0,1,13,13,9,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,3,9,1,5,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,8,10,47,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372446866810795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869789274484754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543517365980365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35725850281302585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971839555502837,0.0,0.1193500835375662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552463741379352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839651485388594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025973215813315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334158178885524,0.0,0.4115185631539157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586844493405413,0.19976184554779572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233425990081904,0.0,0.0,0.2972837514201236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327525099537575,0.0,0.0,0.168452500331482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,High_Lu,2019/05/29,"Should I have asked for consent or was her reaction a result of her anxiety? Should you ask for consent when you give a goodbye kiss on the cheek? 

This 7 months into our relationship and it is also important to mention this was the first time I did something like this. 

We were at a subway station in Brooklyn when she pushed me back and yelled at me after I leaned in to give her a kiss on her cheek. It turned into a scene and people were staring at me. I tried to explain to her that it’s a sign of affection that my family does all the time and a big part of my culture without trying to argue with her. She didn’t say anything and got into the train and left.",5.11301094890511,4.9179101094890525,5.903348540145987,83.23998631386863,68.34306569343065,8.601824817518247,29.53375912408759,8.07648339933343,1.843482481751825,523,17,109,6,8,172,82,137,0.013000000000000001,0.843,0.14400000000000002,0.9413,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,2,2,0,1,5,4,1,0,11,0,10,4,2,2,1,20,17,10,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,8,11,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,7,3,21,3,23,8,2,21,0,0,1,2,22,12,0,1,9,87,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292843245551833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558582733322299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16765821943478712,0.0,0.3809332485630214,0.0,0.0,0.15666120318430088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829165138446246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206514349272594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329861701350682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908862554023232,0.0,0.0,0.16294711779593535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136088353203015,0.0,0.0,0.09953562364135003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262095674804627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206273537576051,0.0,0.14124560646801085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187373280244488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201986681659666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684672243895784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376014058323637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27664814482735234,0.22160738839440144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639523037150355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,r_booza,2019/05/29,"gf anyone? hello,

I having a hard time trying to find a gf since 3 years.
I don't know if i am too ugly or too boring.
If you have a gf how did you do it?
I tried onlinedating for 3 years but it just makes me even more depressed.
99% i get no response (let aside tinder matchtes) or it leads to one,two replay and then nothing more,

What am i doing wrong?
I don't write something funny, most times I (try to?) stay factual(?).

If you have a gf/bf how did you get it with social anxienty.

Talking to girls in real-life is not really an option for me as Ill mess it up or rather not have the courage to do it at all.
I also live in a new city since 2 years and don't know anyone except my co-worker here (read I have no friends).
I am feeling more and more hopeless and don't know what to do or if I should just accept, that I'll die alone one day.",0.6707635135135135,2.01318524864865,2.9518074324324357,94.4936570945946,80.29729729729729,5.489864864864867,18.589527027027028,5.985473137389443,-0.35169594594594633,641,13,155,4,16,220,108,185,0.244,0.7290000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.9916,0,1,1,0,0,1,30.0,0,4,0,1,10,8,0,0,7,0,21,1,0,4,2,36,28,18,1,6,15,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,6,1,0,1,8,5,0,1,2,2,19,3,15,24,6,14,0,2,0,0,13,4,0,10,8,106,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504528309152178,0.0,0.12743734203719514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22285155151987104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277176455688616,0.0,0.13725352700913238,0.0,0.1653868963682601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525347074203033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057543867550912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564896151232398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311844293786448,0.0,0.16651439667902632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427521305430803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627345081293546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629528263728279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407147162911196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637170665005052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390750863713404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290686749098362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159681882763956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939963233876048,0.18138259391623865,0.102087859712386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636427006629134,0.0,0.0,0.16244389187617148,0.0,0.12268042547038875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698528346878731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808472497750847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18584412289023905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245778259047326,0.0,0.15566815310948987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601343589970785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742313255178331,0.0,0.3078610997259837
socialanxiety,Saltypiranha123,2019/05/29,"Want some advice regarding my worries. So I'm a male 18 and in the coming months I will be starting at University and I'm really worried. The thought of meeting new people and trying to start new friendships is really worrying me as at the moment I only have a small friend group. 
I have really bad anxiety that mostly affects my body image (I'm skinny). This started due to bullying by my ""friends"" when I was around 12 and ever since I have been really self conscious about how people view me. This means that everything I do I overthink and it really affects my confidence. I hate having to change my clothes multiple times before going out. 
I find it really hard make new friends and talk to people I don't know because of the fear of people judging me. I really want to overcome this and possibly start to get into a relationship",5.477539772727276,6.676699356250005,6.7502272727272725,72.57386363636367,67.9375,10.06818181818182,31.42045454545455,10.230975488527342,3.4921875,667,27,113,17,11,226,98,160,0.156,0.753,0.091,-0.8978,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,7,0,11,2,2,4,1,25,28,11,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,11,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,2,19,3,18,23,2,22,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,2,13,75,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725999677536258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396907058036558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771312777239784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164825803463716,0.06691104470148809,0.0,0.09340098052200982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219229302752768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611563476479515,0.09455186663423966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928771689201007,0.0,0.0,0.09864870103800573,0.0,0.0,0.12351488531926945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032220114564412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25440991275669,0.0,0.057347098887022836,0.0,0.06238134460661614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832687995582017,0.10836911064971726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032335989850662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326824468878111,0.0,0.0,0.11956504771568395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761248474706113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180319285286434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348037969078509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043858255351624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374228652575488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922228818644467,0.0,0.0,0.1178453330885668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450766929466975,0.0,0.0,0.09079781885107246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310765767289123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822405192220227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714026289934282,0.06400420327319943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452247193005263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948316496053494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33441165583670984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,meditate_and_shred,2019/05/29,"I find myself pacing aimlessly around my house for hours on almost a daily basis. Usually I’m talking to myself. Is this a common thing to do? I finished my last year of college, and I have yet to get a job.  So I’ll have only so much work that I can do each day filling out applications, running errands, preparing food etc...  But inevitably, I’ll find myself feeling kind of clueless on what to do with myself in my free time.  And I have A LOT of free time.  I feel like this is related to social anxiety/introversion and was wondering if anyone else has experience with this?",4.514181415929205,5.675959389380537,6.1045907079646025,76.4538772123894,70.15044247787611,8.835840707964602,30.054203539823014,9.188382445141503,2.6920097345132747,453,18,83,9,8,155,75,113,0.023,0.875,0.102,0.8156,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,0,0,17,16,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,0,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,13,6,16,15,4,17,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,11,62,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920243967589025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408616246577618,0.19648534110989702,0.0,0.17071101728112187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367220623133415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019459163301916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386805284003602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758242920501686,0.0,0.0,0.19392373599933652,0.13699656168265956,0.0,0.0,0.3505384671207311,0.0,0.2318823346122875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018901054859278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884935563783006,0.2212704289745334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029662728265329,0.0,0.0,0.19969316558372271,0.0,0.1563136215368772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368642406927996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303127816909418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096893574502525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584550576687078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547970771690246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413300132386173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273997798843138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363878631509815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120144983896227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796036633585147,0.1396068037953424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349001881362255
socialanxiety,tuttacromata,2019/05/29,"Mild Social Anxiety Hi guys, I have social anxiety and don't know at what degree even though I am not diagnosed medically. I sweat a lot when I am out of my comfort zone especially if there are people around me. I have always avoided from girls so  I have never had a girlfriend. I feel uncomfortable before social occasions like weddings or parties so I try to avoid social occasions. I have a few friends around me but that's all. When I talk with somebody I am being very serious most of time even in the middle of a joke, after a few seconds when I talk people become serious too and I hate this. One time when I was in college a girl came to me to ask sth and she said you looked very serious I was afraid to approach you. My daily life is like there's a program in my brain's background and constantly uses my capacity. So even daily small talks or simple communications exhaust me. Sometimes I am being so quiet and don't know to tell people. I am used to live like this way but I know this is not me for example I feel so uncomfortable just before going out my comfort zone but when I go out of my comfort zone I don't want to get back there. I am waiting to hear your experiences and advices.",2.841036993309721,4.738061376033059,4.702632821723731,81.87221763085401,75.73553719008265,7.419441164895709,25.98661944116489,8.269060116576782,1.7871115308933492,951,35,185,17,21,324,125,242,0.111,0.79,0.099,0.0043,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,22,16,1,3,8,0,21,6,2,2,2,37,39,23,0,2,9,0,2,3,2,0,4,3,0,3,5,13,0,3,5,1,0,4,6,8,0,2,5,6,37,8,25,32,5,27,0,0,1,0,22,11,0,5,14,138,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113702436670113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463364973720416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400844534209228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024901470942795,0.10632352223655904,0.0,0.0,0.08745243941402199,0.0,0.0,0.12560741459891153,0.1935541182215049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696187455533572,0.0,0.13007844259692175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290325789809887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543499417788974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535558480906984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125114912611607,0.0,0.0,0.11501204331444255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786861061347441,0.0,0.059419971265845035,0.0,0.12927237038973222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261198360953185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228622835127476,0.0,0.0,0.1281835726515486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187511437268518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033186323017905,0.16669027657967755,0.0,0.1004269248240086,0.0,0.09550574624965907,0.0,0.0,0.09669038361790301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457243742636747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771668007217559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770673515182992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365411331791369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818462175295823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637394281865089,0.0,0.0,0.11248327946948072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742390146274668,0.09940627133041756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174053970855297,0.0,0.1326354076560769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721616658354652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645485632169046,0.0,0.1876806598044616,0.06708173639718959,0.09027470501410492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jhonny99,2019/05/29,"Today I had an attack I don't know if this belong here.

In the last few days I felt more insecured than ever, to the point that I didn't even know if my girlfriend loves me. She had a week exam so she didn't stayed with me as much as we wanted.

So I began to feel that she didn't want me to the point that today I was watching some series (without her, she was in the evening class), and I started to cry, assuming that she and no one likes me.

Obviously that wasn't real.

Thats a remainder to know that people loves and likes you.

 Don't give up guys.",2.9080882352941195,3.30842404201681,4.391081932773112,90.07469012605043,73.28571428571428,7.294537815126048,22.43802521008403,7.1686216300943375,0.4955453781512604,427,9,100,4,8,143,69,119,0.08199999999999999,0.8079999999999999,0.111,0.6573,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,0,6,6,1,1,7,0,10,2,0,0,2,20,22,9,0,4,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,10,3,20,4,13,12,4,14,0,0,1,2,13,5,0,4,10,75,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053247286395882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982513869051598,0.11639618495182415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23841378028552876,0.16325661857263926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125729915299498,0.0,0.17329135961167833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313511604940782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870590210054516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975651389591892,0.14711720407787154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634911959191793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257847351281698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267529396821345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222995114208408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512373678699934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34122831599507897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054284271516044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774633641474298,0.19237017138085716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421523294996752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129063325781972,0.0,0.14477205480927224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397854507277388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yikes0000,2019/05/29,"How to make friends at a new school? I'm going into my final year of college/university, and for personal reasons I decided last semester that I wanted to spend my last year at a different college a bit farther away. I know this will be good for me because the school and it's programs are better suited to my needs, but I'm worried that nobody my age is going to be looking to make new friends in their senior year. I can handle being alone the whole year if I have to, but I wouldn't prefer it. Because of my anxiety, I have a really hard time striking up conversations with people and making friends. Does anyone have any tips to share on how to manage anxiety when talking to new people? Maybe you know some apps that are good for finding friends in your area?",5.892465047829287,6.071937966887423,6.582472406181015,77.75257542310523,66.68211920529801,9.09521707137601,32.67181751287711,8.841846274778883,2.6979265636497423,607,24,113,9,9,200,92,151,0.07200000000000001,0.767,0.161,0.9446,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,3,8,0,0,6,0,12,0,0,6,0,23,24,9,0,5,3,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,16,8,23,19,3,26,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,2,14,74,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936985171228949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494358406388955,0.0,0.19111274276607032,0.0,0.0,0.08734049114869957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735774857521565,0.0,0.0,0.1522888509526343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047339550473403,0.1363701724557442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050513355114288,0.0,0.0,0.10931022710531507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368336060413486,0.11416615004046872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860229000809948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419793000304269,0.20953839853768874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189548476663108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729534795832424,0.20363784341650368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489355892933476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501366593082676,0.0,0.12548962376958206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261972823722818,0.0,0.3619187024948685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319475366070608,0.10906723691602263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002101620373313,0.12842904078259235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528326676275705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039851831306804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283645484911702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736755886024588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945837627289615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685291603636584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32175367530253113
socialanxiety,butteer,2019/05/29,"Well meaning stranger approached me in the gym to say I looked stressed I (Queer woman ) was training weights in the gym, a well meaning queer man approached me to say I look stressed out being in the room and he understands it. Kind of made me more stressed lol but was very kind and sweet . anyone feel actually more stressed when people notice your anxiety?",5.651363636363634,7.526178378787879,4.397393939393943,87.04609090909094,68.24242424242425,7.098181818181819,34.41212121212121,7.554174236665415,2.3368884848484845,287,14,53,3,5,83,44,66,0.125,0.6829999999999999,0.191,0.792,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,4,4,1,3,3,0,1,0,9,10,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,3,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,4,2,0,3,7,7,5,7,6,2,8,0,0,2,2,6,5,2,0,1,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.14254939136289793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174796522085403,0.0,0.0,0.102139941335089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386056343997878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30423196312961304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453345937162267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382209215320697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31823981619456515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630882911340109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127090966509354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232331464413374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6693196057809456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207057390069972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052824104729015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788157313093805,0.26268026305465353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlwaysNick109,2019/05/29,"Pros and Cons about yourself I wanted to know what are the pros and cons about yourselves. I don't wan to throw a pity party or get negative, but I just want to know what are some physical/mental pros and cons about yourselves. I want to try to bring out any sentiment that defeats ourselves out as a way to get it off our chest. I know it seems lame, but these thoughts creep heavily in our day to day lives.

 I'll start with myself:

**Pros**

* Good Fashion sense
* Solid Features/Good Hair
* Caring attitude
* The wanting for a positive outlook on life
* Can fake confidence/self esteem until it gets too real

**Cons**

* Shitty Skin (the absolute worst thing)
* A bit too skinny
* Overly-anxious
* Influenced by idea too easily
* Scared of love/intimacy
* The addiction to negative perspectives on life
* No self esteem/confidence.

​

I would love to know what you lovely people have on your chest about yourselves! Don't feel like you have to think too much. Just let it out naturally!",1.3944285714285731,3.729473077777784,2.2146031746031767,88.34500000000001,104.33333333333334,5.612698412698413,20.6984126984127,6.9916214562510826,1.2336079365079369,774,28,137,16,35,241,112,180,0.188,0.654,0.158,-0.8151,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,3,0,1,10,11,0,1,8,0,9,10,5,1,0,29,29,8,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,10,7,1,0,9,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,1,3,12,5,28,26,4,15,0,3,0,2,8,8,0,3,5,85,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287113227268012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193888158469598,0.170394501942599,0.09536104247833173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309457390623527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297358163817567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808731828630908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090437785449408,0.10018016540633304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979277856413468,0.0,0.0,0.23523613165139126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830232522649307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082664253696569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339442593824328,0.1980968469069151,0.06850917529834842,0.0,0.1238254433062872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796884880412755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308500539454707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721765594703663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961216205173806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039444861528488,0.0,0.0,0.12765990281969786,0.29258043608867795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925534275885904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316241856569496,0.08985356514697776,0.0,0.1113267621156558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952067991166248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33084457227756203,0.11130785282238874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961519497653737,0.0,0.170394501942599,0.0
socialanxiety,messy_contradiction,2019/05/29,"I want to get out I feel so gosh darn bored being cooped up at home. I think my 2019 so far has been me staying at home all day doing house chores, playing video games and watching anime or movies. When i do go out, it was just running errands with my earpiece plugged in and a hoodie on even though it's hot as f*** outside. 

I want to go out. Maybe take a walk in a park or sightseeing or even eat at a cafe. The only thing stopping me from doing so is my social anxiety. I fear the way people might look at me. Judging me with the way i look and walk. I don't feel comfortable in public places and it's like i just want to hide away from them. I understand that it is a fight or flight respond and like i see people and social situations as a threat. 

Idk why i wrote this... Maybe i just want to be heard? I'm just so sick of being stuck at home but at the same time, being outside is like a nightmare.",-0.18233695652173765,1.9693462916666675,1.6781521739130447,97.89945652173914,88.6875,4.380797101449275,17.722826086956523,5.7926816847441245,-0.5184622282608697,696,18,162,5,23,228,109,192,0.105,0.825,0.071,-0.6374,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,12,9,2,1,11,0,15,2,0,0,1,33,34,19,0,4,9,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,4,0,7,11,1,1,4,3,0,5,1,4,0,0,5,8,21,5,26,24,2,29,0,0,4,0,9,17,1,5,7,105,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048456736020338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876642366906693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838827155095877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024010810463503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104529767955832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542234689710243,0.13859689545461493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160487987273581,0.0,0.15578150502979626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124279823720862,0.0,0.0,0.15814152070526388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087248405153155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23018111054839036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753776424064485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539227323333168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423548314562993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900315002450888,0.0,0.14319190272352875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921402140865556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405405445058407,0.0,0.2794178904848544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608096436625692,0.0,0.11458299534280025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304729463595297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105236077768017,0.08781845036745346,0.1346545235935636,0.0,0.07991709041387456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267769193072805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32335119482875296,0.21757362955162696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366960944198507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EpsilonNyx,2019/05/29,"I try to make myself feel better about a social situation by 'simulating' possible ways in which the it might play out but i usually just increase my anxiety level by doing so Because in most of the simulations that i run i end up making a fucking fool of myself and it just makes me want to curl up in a ball and die.

Why cant i be normal? I dont want to deal with this anxiety shit, but its so deeprooted in my psyche that it drives my every action.",5.7076595744680825,4.768673170212768,7.684553191489362,73.45300000000003,67.29787234042553,10.924255319148937,30.50212765957447,10.355215969177356,2.9282536170212765,354,11,72,8,5,127,65,94,0.184,0.722,0.094,-0.9207,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,2,0,5,0,5,2,1,3,0,17,12,6,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,1,12,2,16,10,2,15,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,2,2,55,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069497148659181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229697167390663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743336608357324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683190206381272,0.0,0.0,0.2082133874057953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351268411252268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769105398208748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690322213923232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144023134081492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547129450081404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017491201314979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282765077210167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656642158509127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22617053698114084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593503180514788,0.0,0.2255069115538027,0.0,0.20450829983293334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620879302302175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095617971441253,0.0,0.23666345411393866,0.15924396605698213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102965077931654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,matte12567,2019/05/29,"I wanna DO something this summer All my previous summers Ive spent most time indoors sleeping, fapping and playing video games, reading, playing guitar by myself. This summer I really reallly want a change, but I just cant seem to get out of my comfort zone and talk to people. I hate talking but I want to like it since most people seem to live the happy social life with love and parties. I dont know where to start. I mean should I sign up for some activites? How do I do that without any friends, it would feel soo weird. Advice pleasee :(",4.1683018867924515,5.652008613207549,4.7171226415094365,84.84285377358493,71.35849056603773,6.432075471698113,29.287735849056602,6.6274283507984215,1.500211320754716,427,17,80,3,8,136,77,106,0.11699999999999999,0.6629999999999999,0.22,0.8904,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,0,2,0,8,3,1,1,1,25,20,6,0,5,4,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,6,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,13,8,13,17,4,8,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,5,6,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743444274076654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043732919520226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290947184355054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247998083181533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698486337006168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481918753771907,0.0,0.10021277126457777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418523616246825,0.0,0.1893725944023884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541372074164017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548102537994036,0.09370864263897906,0.0,0.1693716814699674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311594972521346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893724374052994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659537073586607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186183553862068,0.0,0.12287835212192492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34923311105589244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866715541741452,0.0,0.191948451884573,0.19552606747023726,0.0,0.14766465436623336,0.0,0.0,0.1357640550202846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30833911067520703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184591212233258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262689315525255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489792684875145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625627029980608,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kohaku_river,2019/05/29,"Does anyone else not want to change? I have never been diagnosed with social anxiety so I can't say if I have it but I certainly experience many features of it. I have never seen a doctor about my issues with socializing and making friends because for some reason I feel like I don't want to change. About 80% of the time I feel like I don't want to be more social and I don't want friends. I'm fine with being alone and living my own life. But then sometimes I get ""triggered"" by certain situations. For example when I see that everyone at work hung out together without me. Then I go home and realize how cripplingly lonely I am and my heart aches. 

​

Just wondering if anyone else ever feels this way. Is this is a normal feature of social anxiety?",3.362044398554467,5.413394073825502,4.877315436241613,80.50892101187405,74.70469798657717,8.074548270521424,26.89778007227672,8.841846274778883,2.2737182240578213,603,23,112,13,13,202,94,149,0.11,0.737,0.152,0.9072,0,3,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,3,0,13,4,1,4,5,36,27,14,0,7,7,0,3,2,2,0,3,1,1,0,5,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,2,6,18,7,17,23,3,11,0,1,2,0,7,2,0,4,9,78,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195106003055344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502643967316365,0.1402130757813275,0.0,0.0,0.1765480775598706,0.0,0.0,0.1613685783821569,0.2364640734343483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034147352068296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244137418107402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711975395892725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810789863803173,0.10097971581465078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278927102510265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437804909258977,0.0,0.11026134477598107,0.0,0.11287484619455485,0.0,0.0,0.17503594526816016,0.16487115445351613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783020847197142,0.0,0.060287198561103775,0.0,0.0655795425016477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367392617633555,0.0,0.0,0.11574689560084303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043855140625258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150429705988453,0.1127487340062125,0.0,0.1018926436476786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702459760829586,0.11698868023098954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779937888213605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305898706838699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864148839503948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176380374753364,0.0,0.0,0.09195193687947588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970467077540265,0.0,0.4705076490631519,0.0,0.0,0.1141249593312854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728560269593338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722431449121622,0.0915922534173076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111233108203717,0.12513695693250318,0.08400625033429956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402130757813275,0.0
socialanxiety,Acid_In_My_Eyes,2019/05/29,"What has worked for your social anxiety? For me:

1. social anxiety therapist
2. video feedback
3. conversational practice
4. talking to Uber drivers
5. speaking in class
6. speech practice
7. Klonopin
8. Lexapro",2.987873015873017,4.646327342857148,3.7952380952380977,74.77920634920639,118.42857142857142,6.126984126984127,38.17460317460317,6.937597516519254,4.284650793650794,167,12,23,4,9,53,31,35,0.09300000000000001,0.907,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5093897594067744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6787719851382948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676010837795897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38656397910315055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423811362768457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tiffytiff101,2019/05/29,"GYM ANXIETY I have gym class and for some reason I’m getting severe anxiety. None of my close friends are in that class and my old friend group is the only group I can talk to in that class. It’s kinda weird and awkward between us which y’all know isn’t a good mix for me. In class I had the dreaded “pick your group” for gym and when I walked over to my old friends they kinda just looked at me. I suck at gym and their all really good and I started feeling really anxious and went to the bathroom and stayed their for the rest of the class. I know y’all are thinking “problem solved” but these gym groups last for the rest of the year and everyone has already chosen their groups , WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO! I can’t just ask someone to join those group and I have gym in literally 15 minutes and I’m freaking the fuck out. I wish I was normal and could casually ask someone to join their group. I hate my fucking life",1.7457777777777783,3.7396243263157913,2.8108771929824563,93.71058479532171,79.42105263157895,5.695906432748537,23.18713450292397,6.691623216298621,0.5046257309941513,722,24,159,7,18,230,101,190,0.172,0.71,0.11800000000000001,-0.919,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,5,0,3,15,4,2,9,0,14,3,0,2,1,31,31,14,0,4,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,6,14,0,0,5,7,0,2,3,9,0,0,3,2,28,6,23,27,5,18,0,0,1,2,22,9,3,3,6,101,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181437889909786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434937481118586,0.16565479860144888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741661842285892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170753994842322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011516924019288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414260831600727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33986743260486874,0.27112173070338386,0.07661026669471807,0.0,0.0,0.245979457101976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477081891622884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117253634226422,0.11952636490156045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357200340292204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313571573990555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436702875282057,0.0,0.0,0.30773564908089995,0.0,0.0,0.11152184288322577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030903316002682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787512226788647,0.15076427971337905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565479860144888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848519917670284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378837279332677,0.15629244346210733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178589375543467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939572123481648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638277127429364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593128250374995,0.0,0.0,0.1686219817849145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442755471528363
socialanxiety,d_cliii,2019/05/29,"Where do you find the strength to go out and do activities by yourself? Solitude has become too heavy. I go out to go to work and to buy grocery. From time to time, I go out for a drink with a friend. Social anxiety has grown big in my life, and I can't find the courage to go to parties or other social occasions, even when I know everyone because all those people are too much to deal with. I know I should go and, very rarely (I'm not invited very often either) I sum up the courage to go. Last time it happened, finding courage meant drinking alcohol beforehand.

Now I don't know how to face week-ends and holidays. My social life has been rather devastated. I would like to at least, go out, visit places around where I live, visit markets, but the simple fact of going out is really hard. And being by myself outside, among people, is triggering a lot of discomfort and anxiety.

If some of you have been through this sort of situation, I am curious to know what was helpful.",4.7455528846153845,5.654046135416671,5.596041666666667,81.2473557692308,69.41666666666666,9.032692307692308,30.39423076923077,9.265573868473778,2.560977884615385,766,30,151,15,13,251,117,192,0.08900000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.084,0.0435,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,2,11,7,0,1,7,0,18,6,1,2,2,39,34,12,0,4,6,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,5,15,3,0,8,3,1,12,3,1,0,0,4,1,16,6,33,27,6,32,0,0,0,0,10,14,0,6,7,106,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191204412506532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053834147892602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922602832119236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794703401589311,0.12310253172506533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491383713551302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838333041324187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872345916654307,0.0,0.0,0.07362050273057574,0.0,0.0,0.10650802391748024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30562649458860197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611632092120446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701248017524628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985666874091943,0.0,0.09984928328112272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471154541722436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450294061473912,0.0908575210003247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745974508597874,0.05445537093075261,0.0,0.09842419524894357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476216873693052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193839995464114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545493283946097,0.0,0.11645549484651604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714062871440601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252894947474358,0.0,0.3408685975233905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949855571542511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393790248398392,0.0,0.0,0.08940918971741181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114665876787372,0.0,0.0,0.07918037794446138,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChrissaInBed,2019/05/29,"I want to help a friend who has social anxiety So my friend same age (18M) as me has social anxiety, and he’s opened up to me. Telling me how the thought of meeting new people is extremely difficult for him. Now his condition is much more severe then I can comprehend. 

So I was wondering anyone who suffers from severe social anxiety what would be the best thing a close friend could do for you to lessen your anxiety and start building your confidence.",6.867931034482758,6.964364528735633,7.0649655172413794,75.40158620689657,64.63218390804597,11.557701149425288,34.64137931034483,11.20814326018867,3.9763489655172415,362,15,67,10,5,117,64,87,0.177,0.622,0.20199999999999999,0.6829,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,11,14,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,12,4,9,9,4,8,0,1,0,0,17,3,0,1,5,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951674784030393,0.0,0.0,0.11314831794738575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698201236767175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920011565538206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750652297023404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846454595201012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895633128029785,0.0,0.0,0.15628678017268974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218562430944437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656211165191666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948653846363792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145370404684182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143782681168618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750602847968424,0.0,0.0,0.12846701752506656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954456382659799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754869049714923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149522967848364,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,berryclouds2001,2019/05/29,"18 and no life I’m 18 years old. I’ve never had a boyfriend or actually done anything with a guy. Boys my age don’t give me any attention and it makes me feel unattractive. I don’t actually have any friends, only people i speak to from college because we are in the same classes. I spend most of my weekends in the house. My life is extremely boring but I feel trapped within its cycle. I get up everyday for college. Have a driving lesson at the weekend. Spend the rest of the weekend studying. No excitement. 

I feel so isolated from everyone around me. I’m sick of feeling so anxious and depressed. I just want to feel happy but I don’t know how. I can’t even remember the last time I genuinely felt happy. I’m so so exhausted.",0.8618904403866807,3.374406918367349,3.0001575366988935,87.33312567132118,88.6598639455782,6.0879341210168265,26.784461152882205,7.475848149327749,1.8233619047619047,575,28,113,11,19,194,92,147,0.20600000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.12,-0.9336,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,9,0,10,4,0,2,1,26,24,11,0,1,4,0,6,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,10,3,2,1,7,3,0,0,3,7,17,4,15,21,3,17,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,2,10,72,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.3234417621064967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22539344561316796,0.0,0.0,0.18721882193775813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136375182327139,0.14752781977365292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102266469845224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273621703491576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959126377254435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945789569774032,0.0,0.0,0.15835458521108653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189704101995782,0.0,0.1591192215733347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803649694925973,0.0,0.08658296650633299,0.1589757559437728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640909511964092,0.0,0.35282855150402703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912210734075669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107654181306432,0.13508564446244195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341088652611956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062080033663377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781511352061906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389748493731086,0.0,0.0,0.1260391381426766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489084996798897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187730853619748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966338994616864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774719865950317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671961030716548
socialanxiety,Nizde,2019/05/29,"Is anybody else not able to think on the spot when talking to people? Is anybody else not able to think on the spot when talking to people? It takes quite some time for me to form an appropriate opinion or to access my memory. I feel so retarded when in social situations.

Do you contemplate a lot about what you are going to say next or does it come intuitively? Like do you exactly know what you are going to say or are you guys just improvising and let your thoughts flow?

I appreciate any comment even if it only relates a little bit  :)",5.224,6.1381047333333365,6.330476190476192,76.39285714285717,68.33333333333334,9.428571428571429,30.23809523809524,9.606745405546679,2.7453809523809527,427,16,81,9,7,143,69,105,0.042,0.878,0.08,0.4837,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,18,17,9,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,3,10,1,13,15,4,13,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,7,6,57,15,0,0.35584566864811484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209936285743216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424565347179407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532647674057598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570147131780476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972633950366136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751635404082487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996313101725326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223529395937567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617157896898103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778173666040077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819381527371847,0.0,0.0869241096212319,0.17832542199841725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126363116154756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922295279418186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531833301342186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466985814924308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924283525820865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829827583083041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999272045477096,0.0,0.1813699232425084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377582864175264,0.28601526926499565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22801153605136695,0.0,0.1412508562798501,0.10374823551188966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway93739408,2019/05/29,"How do I fix this friendship? Hi Reddit 

For context I am a 17 yo Australian guy with depression and anxiety. I go to an all boys school and I've been friends with all for the people in question for 3 years.

In around November last year I had my 2nd suicide attempt. Now a couple weeks before that I told my friends that I was all fucked up and depressed again (they knew I had depression and shit) and they understandably freaked out. They stopped talking to me after that. After I had my attempt I was kept in the mental health ward for a couple weeks before I was discharged and sent home. This was just before the holidays so I essentially got off of school early. My friends knew what had happened and still wouldn't talk to me. Now, I've managed to repair my friendships to an extent so I can speak with them all now. But one of my friends, Jim (fake name), won't speak to me still. Even when I pass him at school he won't acknowledge me or say hi (I say hi to him when I see him). It's been so long and I've been so anxious about it that I can't really bring myself to be near him because I'm afraid of making him unhappy because I feel like if he sees me he'll be reminded of what happened. He also sits with my friends a lot so a lot of the time I don't sit with them. I really like him and he's a nice guy, so I want to mend my friendship with him. What should I do?

TL;DR
I had a suicide attempt and told my friend and now he won't talk to me. What do I do?",1.5724893162393163,3.141674945512825,3.0993589743589745,93.42341880341884,78.39102564102564,6.160683760683763,23.414529914529915,6.937597516519254,0.582986324786325,1141,37,263,12,27,375,142,312,0.11,0.763,0.127,0.5051,0,0,0,0,0,2,29.0,0,0,5,3,21,17,2,1,13,0,27,3,1,2,4,43,47,24,2,4,4,0,1,2,6,6,1,4,1,3,12,19,0,2,6,1,0,4,6,8,0,1,19,7,51,9,37,20,7,35,0,3,2,1,42,9,2,5,22,180,63,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767248522320798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430194503109462,0.10972594641889072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646368714552251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841552445491978,0.0,0.2479439562435549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149385178761368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096621707643035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415151571911766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911036647366918,0.06938760039040351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502408142036352,0.08979241394549081,0.0,0.0,0.055199553905868455,0.0,0.07768139304123309,0.0,0.0,0.19234214522285453,0.1717782998535858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324153678036048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742637352182096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917152790959774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490276362385387,0.0,0.0,0.0859544032342645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651479284120704,0.0,0.0,0.06483307546175894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788124509818713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658158183638406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733568301054406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880455038553756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444418014721095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544786937616178,0.0,0.29489334986610805,0.15479540426498445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969954472736207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551316119961164,0.08120258212823159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124825070991959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23420118661680334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056635577367891876,0.0,0.0,0.18561816116794025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011127084102664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728806415775348,0.0,0.15581895876426766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250933012098747
socialanxiety,IEAT_NACHOS,2019/05/29,"Big thing that helped with my anxiety social and non social. Sorry for the long story PLEASE READ if you want something that could maybe help you out with your socialness I can say this works. For sum I would understand if you wouldn’t want to try this but just give it a thought. Scroll down for sum Work in retail you have to force yourself to get a job where you are forced to interact with people does it increase social skills?Yes. Does it help with your social anxiety? Well I’ve been working as a cashier at Walmart and let me tell you I had no other choice it was either that or refuse the job offer they did not have anything else available. My first couple weeks there I was very anxious and it would mess me up all the time still does tbh and when I actually grew the balls to actually atleast try to start small talk with a customer it was very hard for me to think of anything to say I would just blurt out something that sounded completely stupid and made me feel like a weirdo but as time passed I started to get better at my job only been working there for about 2 months now btw and yes I still do get really bad anxiety sometimes In there it can be really overwhelming like my head will start tripping out and I just feel so heavy and so very small compared to everything else it’s a hard feeling to describe but basically it’s like I’m fucking high af and it definitely doesn’t feel like a weed high and I don’t get them in there when I do smoke so that helps but that may not be the case for some of you especially if you have bad anxiety and have never or don’t smoke pot. Don’t go take a big ole bong rip and expect you’ll be ok everyone reacts different to it. For me it does ease my anxiety and depression most types of weed that is. Some types actually can worsen it I’ve had some good ass weed that fucking got me so high but it wasn’t like a relaxed high it was more of an hey I’m up and ready to do something but with the more energy I got the more my anxiety acts up so if you do want to try out some pot( never killed nobody to try it) I would recommend a more of an indica breed over sativa.

Thank you to whoever took the time to read my little social anxiety aid tips and how I found out how to possibly control my social anxiety and maybe even get rid of it completely. I strongly doubt that tho I feel it is apart of me for life and that’s ok and it’s ok for you to be shy too just maybe get out there if you can little by little put yourself in situations you don’t want to be in at all like for instance a couple days ago I forgot to add this in but a a guy came up to me I was in lawn and garden on the register. and like every other day in lawn in garden most times it’s dead. Yeah you got customers walking through but they barely want to use the register back they’re they would rather pay up front with the rest of their stuff. Right up my alley tho barley any talking to customers and stocking stuff is better than sitting at your register doing nothing and ya know  trying to not sound like a total fucking weirdo/loser who can’t even make up decent conversation with anyone. Anyways in lawn and garden this guy came up to me and tried to pay for some bows and the triggers for them and the total was like 350 or something he hands me 4 100 dollar bills and that’s when the anxiety kicked in really fast i knew these were fake hundred dollar bills at that moment I was literally tripping tf out like it was the worst I’ve felt in a while I didn’t really know what to say to him but after like a 1-2 minute pause (it felt like atleast 20 minutes had gone by) I actually worked up what to say and I act like they didn’t train you for this kinda crap (well one little fuckin video saying that if a bill looks at all suspicious you question it and get a manager to come down that probably no one payed attention to) but I finally told him I can’t accept these I’ll have to get a manager down here and that’s when he went I’ll be right back left the cart and the bows I did hand him back the money tho whoops. Meanwhile my heart is racing bout to have a full blown panick attack then I just walked over to the flat walkie on the register behind me and basically said this “uhh some guy uhh fake 100$s uhhh lawn and garden”. And all i hear is did anyone copy that. Then I re worded what I said “some guy tried to give me some sketchy 100$s down in lawn and garden”. what my main goal is to show you maybe some of you will take what I said into heart and ya know try it if you already have a people job that’s great. so does it make you an easier person to talk to? Yes it does most certainly I can now hold up conversations with some customers idk it’s an on and off kinda thing but as of rn my social skills are way better than they were before and my social anxiety has decreased by a little bit I expect it to be able to drop to nonexistent but that’s hopes and dreams now I have regular anxiety to does it help with that I’m gonna have to say barely 

Sum: Just describes my experience as a cashier and how so far has done me some good with talking to people and my socialness I am more open I can see the difference so that means something I can hold a conversation better than I could before except when I am talking to someone that I find attractive I have a gf but still kinda bugs me that I can’t hold a convo with a hot chick once in awhile and especially one that likes to stare at you like this girl is literally staring at you smiling and shit, you talk to people all day long you can’t talk to a mutha fuckin coworker that’s pretty damn hot and clearly wants you to talk to her but all I will say is that I WOULD NEVER cheat on my gf so no funny business and don’t ever try to hook up with a coworker it’s dumb it WILL cause something to go south inside your guys “friendship”/relationship 

Sorry for the super long story I just thought it might help some of you guys to control your anxiety a little bit or even overcome this being socially incapable cause it really does get tiring after a while",4.230786599964965,4.759330664006388,5.079366301364534,85.86225619488842,70.37270550678372,8.346831993459599,25.65558756545267,8.407314429234152,1.4159151188367425,4794,130,1031,70,82,1562,432,1253,0.106,0.741,0.154,0.9969,5,0,8,0,0,0,35.0,0,34,8,16,53,57,13,2,57,6,93,15,8,13,14,202,164,98,2,26,38,0,13,15,2,15,2,13,10,9,80,71,0,7,21,12,10,19,23,22,2,4,42,30,121,35,160,96,36,141,0,2,4,6,108,75,10,34,59,682,201,20,0.03279209911744768,0.0,0.1280014336858501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02906821730557515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03618689680330405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02229975188885764,0.0,0.3010303928271021,0.037045738102797036,0.0,0.0458579963144019,0.0,0.053970207011472274,0.0,0.0,0.03730574676723141,0.0,0.0756453002575135,0.054760066072347235,0.0,0.0,0.055807322193448215,0.0,0.0,0.1160077873908541,0.07160095831408637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501085095095454,0.0,0.06737303758609467,0.0,0.028247489778790463,0.06876378405769973,0.0,0.07355825505800398,0.05236364565578327,0.07256766791552476,0.0,0.06344457332423863,0.0,0.02824378691912415,0.0,0.0,0.06852152827042975,0.0,0.0,0.2295726953578785,0.033557702570785025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478718204474781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497661659226524,0.02966233103483615,0.027628757818087483,0.031334255981256366,0.029471424240004707,0.032076965247349105,0.0,0.0,0.08290335303057872,0.04685336432335168,0.06297111528120193,0.03592214171802211,0.029971384514381787,0.0278929427574494,0.0,0.035954844108469386,0.0,0.09094730168770472,0.1541926651039871,0.06291433904380768,0.037273011245332464,0.0550089138582207,0.07868051183846114,0.03615340504326559,0.0,0.19481600215651326,0.0,0.0,0.058750559569102925,0.0,0.033654154215325735,0.0,0.03695907896253404,0.0777175906839538,0.13187911686385287,0.13858661251502946,0.0,0.0325699535145239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016439388066442,0.0,0.03627959911976763,0.0,0.054065040262409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03562871163949398,0.03353214308027915,0.0231620293842372,0.2403084485381799,0.19719778865535206,0.0,0.08705992743528249,0.02753710435745329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031028677064715307,0.04377796159143815,0.0,0.13177628448467582,0.035720209272170296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03478723507115875,0.0,0.0,0.026174340660672302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587386522448533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03146490351099497,0.0,0.0,0.03492251534174233,0.06666232508453439,0.024939869047398224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093565047080296,0.028632796099128843,0.0,0.03599587754840795,0.0,0.03696816465149133,0.0,0.033361353774879976,0.03535542911984189,0.0,0.0,0.03296511685158569,0.0367346558359807,0.0,0.06560194625035946,0.0,0.1050372919216211,0.0,0.0,0.03520644235163085,0.0,0.05600854694662958,0.09357838672749358,0.18254315377674804,0.0,0.0,0.026131057389220832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03366061850893347,0.0,0.036859693343105134,0.0,0.3677015698820194,0.027784639167829632,0.1514697598657383,0.03243222451895904,0.07341614046657098,0.06963124960601208,0.0,0.07856343814342498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507821609700152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931115501846409,0.2108563770237345,0.028661739998924907,0.030190559109884087,0.0,0.0,0.04357122710467347,0.02101185302753166,0.0,0.05206652757247481,0.07648534680983736,0.037689694022852986,0.0,0.031334255981256366,0.03643322869728801,0.2003731449374532,0.0,0.0,0.03413773165675175,0.0,0.028321844980496107,0.0,0.08117074811500563,0.11604977804077478,0.026028841932854832,0.026303843923089616,0.0,0.05896807055874115,0.030398604411856708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936519354758728,0.0,0.0,0.1397673981704875,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ihateSAa,2019/05/29,"Should i bail this wedding? To keep this short. I live in a small village. I was bullied mercilessly my whole life and i have chronic SA. Only recently it came to the point where i can deal with phone calls, go to shopping, talk with vendors etc without having panic attacks. Weddings are and have always been the bane of my existence. My family and extended family are shitty narcissist people. Looking back in hindsight, now i see i was never really taught how to socialize properly. I was always taught i need to shut up, sit and be quit. I was always supposed to be the nice and shy kid in the family because those are supposedly good personality traits. 

Now, these neighbor kids are having a wedding next week. I don't particularly know the kids, but we've sort always been good with parents + grandparents. In recent years our relationship is basically saying just hi. We don't hang out. I never hung out with the kids. I only knew them when they were little. Now one of them is getting married and we've been called to attend the whole thing. Basically no one from my house is going and it sorta falls down on me to go because i'm the youngest. The problem is my social value in this village is 0. It's a smart tight community which i never really could fit in when i moved there as a teenager. Kids have their cool little tight group and they're going to have fun, while this will turn into another one of those gatherings where i'm supposed to stand somewhere awkwardly and smile. While burning up inside. 

I don't really want to go. I really hate this village and this place. But the kids have always been very nice, and their family is a good group of people. The problem is i never really socialized with anyone and my social skills are terrible. They all know each other really well and i'm supposed to go alone. I really don't want to go but at the same time i feel guilty. I dunno what to do. I know i need to work on exposure to beat SA, but weddings are just so obnoxious. With loud music, drunk people and cameras in your face everywhere.",3.734658467921172,5.791915795969771,5.014201363164915,79.91033449399913,73.65994962216625,8.096280930508224,25.278485701585414,8.841846274778883,2.0441068899096155,1629,54,298,34,34,540,198,397,0.11699999999999999,0.789,0.094,-0.8495,2,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,1,6,4,14,16,2,2,17,1,40,4,1,1,5,59,68,25,0,8,7,1,3,0,1,2,2,2,1,7,16,26,1,3,5,2,1,12,10,7,1,3,13,8,39,9,45,50,6,58,0,0,2,0,37,26,0,3,18,205,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910069610927671,0.0,0.0,0.3177474966881698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800850667758317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340265569564665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868867421254415,0.0,0.058727088684089636,0.0,0.09311407534751732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597330938233436,0.08735180271086687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097862891245489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873850451666288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517748423913547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879954062844843,0.0,0.03861711870316707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03990239661142978,0.0,0.30383674874048866,0.19217730754011206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540376614502925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812563740252496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788494805841411,0.0,0.0,0.12591988147541278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394539577955401,0.0,0.15309413781484668,0.06743986742883602,0.0,0.06413513982486563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117374750530534,0.0,0.11326108641308465,0.23561813869066825,0.0,0.0812248878711803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525951766203286,0.1161721267280444,0.0,0.08960873384875849,0.08480457317971632,0.0,0.0,0.1588448784130647,0.06668705458486078,0.07979484225341266,0.0,0.07219835841060668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461596971494069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123342251714864,0.0,0.0,0.34249112918632163,0.0,0.15082072819440803,0.08199736884632773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073587393509921,0.0,0.0,0.0608603939497239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114157444652305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138673409447248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050739662137766726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04453444295128426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307325928026375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301675988959224,0.09009503014157937,0.0,0.06126282146591005,0.0,0.06866962846556117,0.0,0.0,0.1705382590371728,0.0,0.07362205751471787,0.0,0.05560136809609462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918251693746569
socialanxiety,omermerG,2019/05/29,Send help I'm in a school trip at a museum and i feel like i'm gonna pass out. Too many people in one place.,-2.4511111111111106,-1.013182037037037,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,91.5925925925926,5.0814814814814815,9.0,6.42735559955562,-1.6813111111111108,83,0,25,1,3,30,22,27,0.0,0.785,0.215,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,10,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148701165671796,0.3035880783377294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28483851152619405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761164441053545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43083787138285295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879606400694441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946104274209313,0.0,0.4439877347722564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300773476179045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boi00001,2019/05/29,"I fucked up my social life I live in a small country where most people know each other and in a small where literally everyone knows each other, when i was younger i had no problem communicating with others and was friends with alot of people, then in 8th/9th/10th grade I became very shy and had no social skills for no reason at all. Now I want to improve my social skills everyone thinks im that shy guy and I dont get anywhere with conversions I try to make. Its making me really fucking sad and I dont know what to do, at this point im thinking about moving to the US since I have a passport when im done with school and start over.
Social anxiety combined with self conciousness is a motherfucker.",3.9653760627861363,5.673268179856117,4.788541530412033,83.2378678875082,72.23741007194245,7.644473512099411,26.305428384565076,8.296473431620573,1.6993107913669068,563,19,109,9,11,182,86,139,0.198,0.7509999999999999,0.051,-0.9636,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,6,5,2,0,6,0,10,3,0,3,1,26,22,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,7,13,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,14,1,19,17,5,18,0,1,0,2,9,12,2,2,5,75,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625874930205887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876663177739164,0.2949410220360659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404697755125603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721508107189164,0.2326535451955816,0.06574039675338605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459037464953827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077503503965959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207456786316484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888766596177453,0.0,0.0,0.1111092069216084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798350984602695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373618679910018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446780504285211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894896371955987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040124523754095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806092029884117,0.12937304609695804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273455449191213,0.0,0.0,0.13126696479567834,0.0,0.0,0.10408695036816124,0.0,0.0,0.5130667913448361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906232937434823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612521319687916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542955034876873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513566505418949,0.0,0.0,0.1038220044173486,0.07421713393173895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snissors,2019/05/29,"Friends I have no real friends because of my social anxiety.   I want friends.  Or at least one or two close friends.  Has anyone here overcome their social anxiety to form at least one close friend?  If so, how?  Thanks.",1.8030833333333327,4.603474475000001,1.7600000000000016,94.31833333333331,91.75,4.666666666666667,26.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.185166666666667,169,8,32,2,6,50,29,40,0.10400000000000001,0.518,0.37799999999999995,0.9417,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,4,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,4,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,0,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29142711124943016,0.0,0.0,0.13318519038643026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611235144834245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7358061072910326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581428226712559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680329473824425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38833242163380577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753646336990042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606729428260416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234763127384684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jhundo46,2019/05/29,"Being scared to talk I used to be this caring kid who loved life and his family and could not even comprehend being scared to talk to a human. I believed that all changed when I was busy playing on a computer rather than talking to other kids. I have developed many insecurities about myself, I always feel lower than anyone else, and I just care too much about what others have to say. Just today I was at practice and when I was talking, all of the words came out very slowly. I am blessed with a good heart and a sense of humor, so it’s not like I don’t know what to say, I just have trouble feeling comfortable around others. Can anyone help me to lower these social barriers and be able to think of things to say and say them without being self conscious?",9.9728,6.613506813333338,9.34266666666667,72.60800000000002,60.86666666666667,11.866666666666667,36.333333333333336,9.2995712137729,3.1491333333333333,602,17,116,7,6,193,96,150,0.111,0.71,0.179,0.905,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,12,13,0,3,5,0,15,3,1,1,2,29,24,10,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,4,11,11,0,1,5,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,6,15,9,23,14,3,8,1,0,0,1,18,4,0,0,4,90,26,1,0.13645521089628335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354166666474075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908253124007312,0.1398144890940193,0.0,0.12147406788240107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153738294817815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606840918238313,0.27825036354367705,0.0,0.14435151981299313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894838243911573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399081915362015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012737985725099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286378286302442,0.0,0.1379917092989947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144521568261719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170008191832036,0.09146305151138136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499221529653717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638235091605804,0.06666512342498727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315615540102524,0.0,0.0,0.13834416635659175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031028074656492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340586424634137,0.2732309418223761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235254474051834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909890329884908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387101187476434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906547787972293,0.08743498932241289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934358464065804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178534901332123,0.0,0.11258983973519496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153795388846085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,klondike824,2019/10/02,"Im turning my life around and I kissed a girl for the first time today! (Don’t give up people!) This a throwaway account, 

But, As a backstory I’ve had no friends all of my life pretty much until now (I’m a senior (m17)) and I’ve never had a girlfriend or anything close to that, also my anxiety was so bad that I couldn’t call anyone, order food at a restaurant or even take more than 5 minutes in a store before I had a panic attack (I used to have multiple a day) and I had gotten to the point where I was done with existing and just wanted to be gone from a miserable world. After over 6 months of psychiatrist giving me benzodiazepines and it having literally no effect and leaving me hopeless I’ve finally found out why I was so anxious and am changing my life around completely and most importantly want to exist! 

So, I’ve been part of this subreddit for a while as I was in the midst of severe social anxiety and depression,  to the point I didn’t want to exist and it was a struggle everyday to just exist, however recently I have been diagnosed with adhd-PI which i have found is the main cause of my social anxiety and anxiety in general. So now with medication I have noticed how much my anxiety as gone so low to the point where sometimes I feel normal, which is a first in my life and it’s relieving. So I’ve been able to make friends and feel happier for once, and today I had my first kiss with my crush and some more after 😉. I still can’t believe it, if a couple months ago someone would tell me I could have a friend or call someone or kiss a girl I would laugh and fall into a deeper depression cause it didn’t seem plausible as I felt lifeless.

So I just wanted to let you know that you can do it, trust me I’ve seen all these post and laughed and was like there’s no way because someone with social anxiety wouldn’t even make a post like this (here I am now though haha). I know I was rather lucky (although adhd is pretty terrible) to find out the cause of my social anxiety and was able to get help, but it still meant I had to face my fears and go out of my comfort zone because of how I isolated my self for years so it wasn’t easy by any means and I’m not saying I’m 100% but I can sure as hell say I feel nothing like before. So don’t give up trust me, it’s worth the struggle in the end, it really is.",4.395951890034368,4.518514303092786,5.7508762886597955,82.62624570446738,69.88659793814433,9.105841924398627,28.331615120274915,9.029198982220553,2.0598192439862544,1827,59,389,32,30,618,214,485,0.113,0.763,0.12300000000000001,0.7143,1,0,0,0,0,1,39.0,0,2,0,4,30,31,2,5,27,1,46,11,1,9,4,85,78,50,0,12,13,0,4,3,4,3,6,2,0,3,19,33,1,0,13,0,3,4,13,13,0,3,29,7,46,18,57,42,10,57,1,5,1,3,22,23,1,9,29,272,65,1,0.1357434151379323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313720605240414,0.0,0.060164173615388734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427698002152969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461550885669209,0.0,0.363451693620583,0.07667571063944896,0.0,0.04745747602802542,0.0,0.05585263228498562,0.12084041874800446,0.0,0.07721386563753804,0.0,0.0,0.05667004081696764,0.08274792594325578,0.0,0.11550764830743793,0.07646817237311128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860920387948686,0.0,0.0,0.2091688193868951,0.07179926714070359,0.0,0.07116219407278662,0.0,0.0,0.054190035722710216,0.0750987534845512,0.0,0.04377163649570917,0.0,0.11691560455152646,0.06888835449428013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694563213966017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601141875160021,0.0,0.0,0.08965724547196582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637454047299708,0.10295392399050828,0.0,0.0651674829712769,0.07435013809894589,0.062033511118378536,0.1731949193576542,0.08207073820159465,0.14883564826256468,0.15731253871419942,0.0,0.035460165903360916,0.19532617931147228,0.03857305551555818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549297490928465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331309101797749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460103096281473,0.0,0.0,0.07186633841460334,0.0,0.06940341943814478,0.19175917704326653,0.09947606395747424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060978366946297,0.0,0.0,0.07393218681548418,0.0,0.06837360490994927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834909889537576,0.0,0.09978702896390726,0.0,0.052346845035236206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649986288959082,0.06512473392249879,0.07727238891791684,0.0,0.07228115346804168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963282505584895,0.0,0.07349844524757107,0.0,0.04705369618336012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192482105181904,0.0,0.13000466875645406,0.13809985383392048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043480353823078334,0.0,0.06701512312054303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794861205942287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061787853487722776,0.07080499326383577,0.07667571063944896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767466343235275,0.17252243271350726,0.0,0.06712685426077633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840486667607037,0.0,0.0,0.14190849055741192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396828115508496,0.0,0.05103107735363616,0.0,0.059322863981882926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668360808302767,0.0,0.039576538493278135,0.0,0.12866888548983474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382492798358048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058619363568191085,0.0,0.0,0.16012996647793232,0.053873402300299855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061243659312197225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642822744514128,0.0,0.0,0.04370715441307172
socialanxiety,magicmongoose1,2019/10/02,"I embarrassed myself while on acid in a social situation this past weekend and I want to crawl into a hole and die (rant) This past weekend I went up to a lake nearby my town and chilled with some friends for a couple days. On the last day, some of us agreed to take some acid for the day.

I dropped 2 tabs - they were from two different batches and one of them was boof but the other one was 2/3 of a tab of strong shit. I think my dose was about 150ug altogether.

It was a little too much for me because when I take acid and then smoke weed I kinda just need to be by myself because I'll be tripping a little too hard and when people try to talk to me it's hard to form sentences or engage, so I'll say something but then I'll get massively insecure. I'm already quite a socially awkward/anxious person when I'm sober, so i'll stutter and worry about my impression to others but usually its more manageable. 

So when I start tripping me and my group of friends (mind you, I've hung out with this group for a while now and have a couple close friends in it, but I still have hung out on a minimum of like 4-5 times with everybody else) go out to the lakeshore and we all just go and do our thing. I was only tripping with like 2 other people (none of whom were my closer friends) and it was okay for the most part

So while I'm kind of a newbie to this group, pretty much everyone else there are good friends with each other. So it's not that I feel excluded, I do understand this difference, in my mind I just have this challenge of ""I just hope that I fit in as well as everyone else does with each other,"" And I know these people do like me, it's just that I want authentic friendships, not people just liking me cause I'm there and they have to you know

But while I was tripping I came to a couple realizations here and there. I feel like I don't have anything to offer to other people. Like I'm funny and kind to people and pretty witty but other than making some good timed jokes I honest to god struggle so hard to genuinely open up to others. I'm so afraid of judgement and not fitting in that I don't ever make social risks. And every time I do, I end up overthinking what happened even if it went well. I'm socially awkward in the way that I feel like I'll just stand to the side and let people talk and i'll chime in every few minutes but I know I'm being a pussy. I struggle to look at friends in the eyes and I feel like people treat me differently than they treat each other. In most social interactions I have with my friends, there's this uncontrollable fear of me saying something stupid or looking like a fool. However, in some social situations I'm pretty confident. It's usually when meeting people I know I won't talk to again or situations where I can just put on an easy front. With my friends, i'm not confident and i'm scared.

Anyway, on acid my overthinking went into uncontrollable spirals. I'd say something and it'd be a little awkward and then i'd just be sitting there judging myself for what I said. In the meantime everyone's having a good time with each other and I'm over here to the side wondering what's wrong with me.

One of my closer friends is black. At some point, me and him (he wasn't on acid, but I was coming down off my tabs) went outside our cabin and decided to shoot at targets with these pellet guns. We were shooting and we started talking about how much fun it was to shoot these guns, like after you shoot with them you just pull the lever with your other hand to load a pellet and it was super satisfying. I then said the stupidest motherfucking thing ever and makes me cringe so hard still despite it being a few days ago. he said something along the lines of ""yeah I love the lever action when you reload"" and I said ""it reminds me of being a republican in texas shooting down black people in my neighborhood""

Why did I say that? I don't know, I think I was so shook up from general social anxiety and when we were talking I was just nervous, so I think I just tried to say whatever was on my mind but I didn't really process what I was actually saying until it was halfway out of my mouth. I kinda panicked and made up some shitty joke on my mind and he just stood staring at me, mouth wide open and said ""what the fuck""

It's like my social filter had completely failed me. Me and him have known each other forever and I don't ever really say shit like that. It was such a mistake and i was so mortified after I couldn't even make eye contact with him or apologize or anything. I think he recognized the expression of embarrassment on my face and he blew it off and changed the subject really quickly.

I've been severely depressed these past couple days and every social interaction I've had then I'm super quiet. I'm typically quiet but now I don't even attempt to talk or explain shit, like my boss called me into his office and warned me about my tardies and I just sat there and said ""okay"" the whole time. Like I wish I could've apologized for it but I just found no point in that.

It's kind of like I've always had this fear of fucking up bad in a social situation but it finally happened and now i'm traumatized by it. I'm being antisocial and i've been abusing my adderall and smoking like a freight train just to get some buzz going or just to numb whats going on. I feel like I never want to hang out with that group again, not only cause I embarassed myself but because these realizations I had on acid were that I'm just a follower. I have no authentic identity and I just go to social situations and strategize about shit and worry about my impression instead of naturally connecting with others. But I get super lonely, so I want to hang out with people, but then that requires confidence and such, so I go to social shit and end up feeling miserable for myself. I worry about going to work because I know I have to socialize with others. I worry about any relationships or closer friendships I make because I feel like I have nothing to offer or give these people and I feel guilty for them that I'm their friend. I feel like the guy that's just nodding at the edge of the group circle not really participating in anything. I don't plan on taking acid again but I'm terrified of my close friends because I just have no confidence in myself and don't really know how to handle myself, and i think this trip really showed that to me. I just called my doctor to get an appointment to see if I can start taking some lexapro or something because I feel i have struggled so hard with my anxiety that it's impaired me in every aspect of my life. I'm so upset in myself I feel numb and I'm not even crying or sad. It's like this hole of worthless guilt I feel instead.

I'm sorry for this long rant but I just wanted to vent and write about what's happened to me.",3.8141396146834894,4.996336127797839,4.940402473460344,84.06647174464743,71.8375451263538,7.8822604282088875,26.420452514565536,8.307830310004796,1.640261393287343,5407,176,1095,83,101,1782,421,1385,0.15,0.679,0.171,0.9857,5,2,6,7,0,1,98.0,7,6,7,12,90,97,8,20,47,3,71,19,11,11,5,238,178,125,1,12,60,0,18,20,11,1,5,15,0,2,80,102,0,1,30,5,0,26,23,40,2,4,46,48,161,57,172,120,27,165,0,6,8,3,96,76,7,28,79,751,241,7,0.0,0.036361562826497267,0.029948132704696043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02720403371396114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03386618278967892,0.0,0.025535787998874248,0.0,0.0,0.02086963902258638,0.0,0.046954151959780914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757635383512816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02562411495604784,0.13095452511803785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267400063546122,0.0351001524574282,0.0,0.0630523147201244,0.0324649964681607,0.02643594053941533,0.0321769353816965,0.0,0.0,0.024502747568434992,0.13582761293991302,0.03371053311782598,0.09895964686199488,0.0,0.026432475149083975,0.0,0.031850438553373515,0.0961907267448799,0.0,0.03141159222433284,0.02685623648101581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691041035146595,0.0,0.05436286366457845,0.0,0.0,0.08107943920620538,0.08328013840927137,0.10342755474226667,0.08797424491035062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906753468260955,0.1862079607127524,0.131545786513076,0.0,0.033618406801552835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03364901194403208,0.2608135309663652,0.056743153190239086,0.0641351482631149,0.029439779234605206,0.122089251417747,0.0772216781357489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03038703196559884,0.08141480406074157,0.0,0.13745701933064716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03048119890383915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587391904347957,0.11806147974936247,0.025015710899624358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03138168196789712,0.02167661751075794,0.2998628624548643,0.09227561557188928,0.0,0.027158886011563684,0.05154222616750204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0276981091387626,0.029038766570877138,0.102426056140839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394896205720425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768005451642592,0.022755577316200357,0.02366932431020417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02944701723264845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238718116032844,0.04668088388461791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03323330251688576,0.08788864979057051,0.25531147732966514,0.026796536650917403,0.0,0.0,0.058022234430041786,0.0,0.0,0.0936655368261424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030851019888419724,0.0,0.03264163333215202,0.0,0.0,0.11796133215686047,0.0,0.0,0.03294860619122665,0.0,0.0,0.17515415965633185,0.17083641756878593,0.030725140867055932,0.0,0.02445523778513501,0.0,0.0,0.034669945449794584,0.15750959047877053,0.0,0.17247915994486898,0.0,0.4066877185099368,0.0,0.11812983491889935,0.0,0.034353932671654534,0.06516570458773498,0.0,0.0490167066311865,0.0,0.0,0.09624872568100244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229752960043924,0.14800040700097927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04077694612826693,0.09832167417506822,0.0,0.0,0.08947529923170396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04167176613052091,0.0,0.029978789457968637,0.03194843334029692,0.03691520626019385,0.0,0.06759941147555791,0.0,0.09050612567474288,0.02435957754247764,0.0,0.0,0.05518636945168155,0.11379640527441767,0.02769213757253729,0.03426328196020435,0.03529094816132969,0.0,0.03328101768539937,0.02234202885857235,0.12466507486428716,0.0,0.0,0.033553711021470936,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Johnafc1903,2019/10/02,Anxiety in a nutshell My friend is so scared and ashamed to tell people that he is a professional fighter because he’s so worried about what they’ll think of him.,5.998750000000001,6.604376375000001,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,66.5,8.9,37.875,8.841846274778883,3.2920750000000005,132,7,25,2,2,42,28,32,0.293,0.58,0.127,-0.7448,0,0,0,0,1,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341085997819881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662355948523692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33742797252329826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027838740506959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372577659155448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817342320191419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798484522944087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435355753022746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LuxerWap,2019/10/02,"Friends who share different opinions than me. My opinions are pretty unpopular and controversial. Nothing political nor offensive, just something simile as “I love this” or “ I hate that”. Not only friends, but the internet was well when having popular ones. When someone asks why I love or hate something, I’m in the verge of crying because I’m scared to share my reason. It can lead in two was and I had always been thinking it’ll end up terrible like people making fun of me or sending PMs to mock me. This had happened before in a Discord group and they memed me to death, so I left.

With friends, it’s like I’m in a life or death situation, closely to break up our friendship if I say my opinion. Again, happened with some people who tell me to never discuss about it and still get annoyed. What should I do? I want to share my unpopular opinion, but there are some people who things that no one in existence can like or dislike something that’s loved or hated by everyone.",5.257174002468123,6.479249657754012,5.858502673796793,78.68060468942822,68.46524064171122,8.534594816947758,33.101192924722326,8.841846274778883,2.8372199917729324,774,35,141,13,13,251,113,187,0.245,0.555,0.2,-0.9338,1,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,1,9,23,6,1,4,0,13,5,0,3,1,31,29,18,2,3,11,0,0,3,3,2,2,1,0,0,14,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,8,1,3,5,1,19,15,21,22,2,19,0,0,0,3,20,10,0,13,9,100,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716701108050594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040510027126396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851168969484737,0.0,0.10959429542093864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147427431364498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134562425087031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407334704076393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306828465632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985180132033152,0.0,0.06728960297667465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277843996637022,0.0,0.0,0.3814725368193792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993516963064578,0.0,0.0909710837615701,0.18876687908406847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348725118932734,0.0,0.08597106377811195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933395204924024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358141531399808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454843466445855,0.097953718928337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678688427509539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102990494949365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242178839297844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242224003065332,0.12894536530045794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476996790373578,0.0,0.0,0.109126825421514,0.29745597813351504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028551369338172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257172275107237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556507905199218,0.08252606065055013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258131240032191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596609882151613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580136604325622,0.0,0.11621664521219514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vuchury,2019/10/02,"Why do acquaintances trigger social anxiety so hard? Hello there,

i read a bit about it and im not the only one with this. For me its not a problem to interact with people i know very good (friends, family..) also completely strangers are also ok. But  acquaintances are killing me. Meeting again people you barely know trigger my anxiety really hard.

What are your thoughts/ experiences about that? Why is that? Also: The big question how to life with it/ overcome it?",2.603269230769232,5.589554107142863,3.646666666666668,80.42653846153848,91.26190476190477,6.870329670329671,26.699633699633694,7.882392219407189,2.606678754578754,371,17,59,9,13,119,61,84,0.13699999999999998,0.779,0.084,-0.5915,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,9,5,1,0,4,1,5,1,0,3,0,15,8,7,1,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,7,3,8,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,1,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41769240586911455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26637796805055725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900763335594514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254459525564795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030699279706582,0.16412963381120454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451221809738806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460300658741498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311925740113014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806205600025167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262013654740348,0.0,0.19136586751150755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297471226124497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797728817198185,0.13241383857427189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414034035063121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659389037193212,0.0,0.0,0.1950361799696147,0.0,0.17415098500405646,0.0,0.111535397321897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747697007233693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821902520822948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365392640229208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314203325144386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Justgettingbyslowly,2019/10/02,Witnessed a car on fire So today I witnessed a car on fire but it was only small flames. The guy opened the car door and poked his head out. The worst thing is I didn't do anything. I was on the other side of the road and I looked in and I carried on walking. I hate myself for not doing anything and I feel so bad because that's such a stupid thing to do. There were some people about. I should have phoned someone or asked them if they were ok. And now I keep thinking about it.,-0.2830995475113127,1.9300762254901969,1.0052941176470611,101.82997737556562,90.66666666666666,3.1384615384615384,16.669683257918553,3.1291,-1.207828959276018,373,9,87,0,13,117,69,102,0.22899999999999998,0.745,0.026000000000000002,-0.9754,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,7,5,2,0,8,1,11,1,1,0,0,16,17,10,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,5,4,13,1,11,11,2,16,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,3,2,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358029523956017,0.0,0.2475450278385916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22109048481724672,0.16141490989484505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388692767674998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621859775822525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614275462137505,0.2717532612816959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23535953577736546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235881690898407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138645310190245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357361935246236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435763083163152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518324361379537,0.16966819457917368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25099211032617497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TurnoverChain17,2019/10/02,"Star NFL receiver had anxiety so bad that he had to get high before every game he ever played USA TODAY: Former NFL WR Percy Harvin says he got high before every game to combat anxiety.
https://www.usatoday.com/story/sports/nfl/2019/10/02/percy-harvin-marijuana-high-seattle-seahawks-nfl/3840448002/",17.961261261261253,23.27701413513514,12.182162162162161,29.68963963963964,42.783783783783775,9.257657657657658,23.144144144144143,9.725611199111238,2.5601063063063063,261,4,24,4,3,72,27,37,0.23,0.716,0.054000000000000006,-0.784,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32558695884597805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768136178469462,0.0,0.0,0.36215884004918814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924922210654369,0.3585908977576139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111180625176714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019775531198905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6745131937276734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692292445618208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017120727598595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,55throwawayaccount,2019/10/02,"Do I have social anxiety or am I just super shy? I have zero friends and I don't know how to go about getting any. I've had a few relationships, but only because the girl approached me first. I hate trying to start conversations (I never know what to say) or have eye contact, but I used to be in retail and was pretty good at it. It seems like if there is business at hand (e.g. selling something, ""what was the homework about"") I'm generally okay. Awkward, but okay. However, any other kind of social interaction freaks me out. I spend a lot of time making plans and trying to work myself up to talk to this girl I think is cute or this guy who seems cool just to toss the plans out the window as soon as see them. I've had one or two attempts to talk to people (usually girls) that end in being ignored and I just feel stupid so I don't want to try again.",1.5695387700534766,3.5912244431818223,3.2646925133689852,90.09608288770056,80.13636363636363,5.732085561497327,21.148395721925134,6.794906146795322,0.3874890374331548,666,19,142,7,17,221,111,176,0.107,0.728,0.165,0.9209,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,6,10,14,2,1,6,3,15,2,2,3,1,31,30,16,0,2,11,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,9,6,0,1,6,0,3,2,3,5,0,4,4,6,15,9,24,24,2,17,0,0,2,0,16,7,0,8,9,96,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201223122498392,0.0,0.12487513596409122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995071845722141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457869449599287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253705455596523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884850575638685,0.0,0.0,0.12611577186109318,0.0,0.08528410188617314,0.0,0.09277081234236643,0.13691465900377045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162935927368613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116181033276086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998523277515148,0.1794205346581086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974889153936174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877745734660668,0.0,0.0,0.10896133485966247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258977094910227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061297605780117,0.12414837620768343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316732782241085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606975326815096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752544346442893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298118634644378,0.0,0.0,0.13007800230611022,0.2972079491413458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332797204370471,0.0,0.12566709082126534,0.0,0.0,0.11553932053491298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624059169154159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459507343542712,0.0,0.0,0.09518425690283866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324797005728027,0.0,0.15945790748427632,0.0,0.0,0.14098354160769452,0.17978145375372745,0.0,0.09628085506813083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883779282469613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LexiDuck,2019/10/02,Doctor appointments Anyone else get severe anxiety and jumble up their words when trying to speak at doctor appointments? Just had this issue. What fun! How do you personally conquer this?,5.843064516129032,9.59106483870968,5.703467741935487,67.97520161290325,78.03225806451613,8.261290322580646,23.87903225806452,8.841846274778883,3.0053161290322583,154,5,19,4,4,48,28,31,0.13699999999999998,0.772,0.091,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,14,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319840570337313,0.0,0.0,0.21203820516348348,0.3107136359466711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6207748024781017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253324974494906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843467799483907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31651235362801605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647846474602541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425841705956361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058856345440891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AmericanMonsterCock,2019/10/02,Have you noticed that some people are easier to talk to? I don't know what it is but some people are so easy to click with and others feel like strangers no matter how long you know them.,2.943846153846156,4.236532102564105,3.3979487179487187,93.85538461538464,74.12820512820512,6.225641025641028,18.128205128205128,6.42735559955562,-0.30704102564102564,148,2,33,1,3,46,32,39,0.061,0.6920000000000001,0.247,0.823,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,8,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930398729863912,0.27274432116843483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196335501416129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865188426747808,0.0,0.0,0.3378640453000836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346600371476345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293575523520694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068609919795618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Girish0,2019/10/02,"21m here and my life is a mess. I have been suffering from social anxiety and depression since I was a kid. Being an introvert to top they during course of my childhood I made a few true friends that are now in faraway cities. But now as I reach towards the end of my engineering school I realise that all I made were friends that wanted to use me for my brains, money even fucking WiFi. I tried to treat my disorders for awhile but ran out of patience and it was not very effective. That was ten days ago.
Who needs enemies when your so called friends want you to fail. Whenever I try to improve my condition they gang up and destroy whatever self esteem I have left. Someone among them found my medical file and now the entire world thinks I am crazy. When I try to lose weight or try to study or try anything productive same shit happens. My projects even though way ahead of others don't have deserving or serious people. My studies for exams for any competitive exams are dead. I lost the will to achieve anything long ago.
What do I do? How do I get out of this pit? How do I find some good friends if any?",3.4782929292929303,5.244369354545455,4.08757575757576,87.52580808080809,73.63636363636364,7.7979797979797985,28.131313131313128,8.515128840125781,1.963782828282828,878,35,180,16,18,278,143,220,0.188,0.6920000000000001,0.12,-0.9690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,3,7,12,17,3,0,7,0,19,6,2,6,2,30,32,18,1,4,7,0,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,2,9,7,1,0,4,0,1,1,2,10,0,1,10,1,30,7,26,20,4,23,0,5,0,1,14,9,2,5,12,120,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220466296482861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034359888193587,0.0,0.09581309981718056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613411621254216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398163259930482,0.12789050655139345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080773521632616,0.0,0.107874480708059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354314528501652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109310735098268,0.0,0.0,0.16544803979080164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447287680821938,0.0,0.0,0.1373261364790323,0.3870600162172366,0.1157882141118179,0.06543603819729359,0.0,0.0,0.10505067953107766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075491619640257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608050426853938,0.0,0.08846518702056805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083906098776114,0.0,0.14011860676489282,0.13672116461485778,0.0,0.0,0.2370222120000346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617250113175715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286856688039938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683003540280597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675597278249748,0.0,0.0,0.13065923764706186,0.0,0.1285635581503629,0.10360505863208057,0.0,0.0,0.12767286103454467,0.10612080917027976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025279119083954,0.12305388354770165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251701842301184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817261611248223,0.0,0.10334133930250863,0.14774706118885067,0.09941470720548608,0.0,0.1525162886710987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GuitarPersonGuy,2019/10/02,"My bitter sweet victory. I have terrible aproach anxiety, and just thinking about what could go wrong if I approach someone new keeps me up at night sometimes.        

But for a brief moment today it all went away.       

I'm a freshman at college and today was the first class of PE, and PE is a subject that is shared between a whole lot of diferent colleges from the city I'm studying in. This first class is the one and only time all the freshmen come to one place to hear how it's all going to work and after that everyone picks their activity for the year.      

It was in this class I saw the most beautiful girl I have ever laid my eyes on sitting across the room with hundreds of people between us. At one point, a minute before the whole thing was over, our eyes met and she smiled at me. At this point I was determined to approach this girl. The combination of her indescribable attractiveness, her smile, and the fact that if I didn't talk to her right then I'd probably never see her again was enough to completely crush my anxiety.      

So the class ended and everyone was funneling at the door, and I tried my hardest to keep her in my sight, but for a split second just before I was out of the building I lost her, and when I got out I turned my head in every direction and she was nowhere to be seen.       

I was utterly gutted. But at the same time it hit me that I just beat my anxiety, even if it's just a one time thing, and it's been keeping me high all day.      

Idk man, I hope I get a second chance and I hope I'll be able to beat my anxiety once more when that chance arises.",5.5335138888888915,5.098839712500002,6.056458333333335,83.30493055555556,67.5,9.486111111111112,30.277777777777786,8.998388855275968,2.1698506944444444,1228,40,264,19,18,399,164,320,0.064,0.8540000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.8294,1,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,2,0,1,6,12,9,1,0,22,0,19,4,4,2,7,46,41,24,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,18,17,0,3,1,0,0,7,2,4,0,8,17,9,39,5,41,20,11,52,0,1,6,0,18,24,0,7,20,190,57,7,0.10696246001581304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273039565718776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049475217372902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203435063204668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921386882001511,0.1121481042806171,0.0,0.0,0.08540082070804103,0.0,0.0,0.06898193792666221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473699143387272,0.11052081406419333,0.0,0.0706476960534585,0.09675366880070647,0.09012048581639504,0.20441442864126413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196442769530508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588347064553032,0.0,0.12157846195568983,0.0,0.08554765048132462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977434264668584,0.0,0.1205544662326276,0.0,0.0,0.11301171165327015,0.0,0.2124757148383068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852194472706737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676216042207045,0.09093565849167703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249604319069148,0.10330501040854838,0.0,0.10037702288908408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391152903978748,0.2899221244677518,0.08134977075507133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415430194525066,0.0,0.11175300491740377,0.0,0.20222819607476425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153236229260136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134535642055197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523523215622056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062894526509603,0.0,0.10578860797865976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597237369473648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212221121714774,0.0685372254232935,0.0,0.0,0.18711201181361534,0.0,0.2027758106056342,0.0,0.0,0.07262048915046095,0.11634444145360825,0.0,0.0,0.12866266945868582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915527204568954,0.0,0.2388395335159845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786994480826229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694665877901313,0.0,0.06888031734817839
socialanxiety,suziequent,2019/10/02,"How to deal with boyfriend’s family with social anxiety At the beginning, I thought I just hated them as people because they are so ignorant and don’t have filters. But I realize that I just hate being around them because they always put me on the spot and make me feel extremely uncomfortable. 

I freak out at the thought of an upcoming family event. They always ask me the same questions about my family, school, whatever. Which I don’t care about except the fact that everyone is staring at me waiting for my replies and they always say things like “well why would you do that? Why not study this? What’s so interesting about that?” Which makes me just irritated and anxious. 

My family and I are from another country and Spanish is our first language. My boyfriend’s mother asked me once, “so, when your parents watch movies, do they watch in English, Spanish, with subtitles?” 
And I told her that they understand English, but if it’s too fast they would need subtitles. And she replied with, “oh my gosh I would hate to live that way” in front of EVERYONE. I started feeling like my whole skin was on fire and I got dizzy. I was so embarrassed. And now I’m very paranoid about the way I look around them because one of the brother’s girlfriends wasn’t wearing makeup once. His mom and other brother made a huge deal about how she looked “terrible, is she sick?” blah blah blah. And she started crying. It is MY WORST FEAR to have them call me out on the way I look in front of everyone. 
They call me out a lot but not on how I look. I just get so anxious and worry when I hear someone’s bday is coming up and we have to go out to eat with them. There have been times that I’ve gotten up and went to the bathroom to cry because of shit they say and I get really uncomfortable and dizzy. 

Sometimes I feel like I’m in a hole and people are talking to me from the top. Like my body is there with them but my mind is not, and it sometimes is comforting because I do not want to be there at all. Idk how to deal with this feeling. And anytime I’m quiet or looking at something else while they all talk amongst themselves, they will single me out and say things like “are you feeling ok? You’re acting strange. Are you ok with being here or do you have something else to do?” And everyone will stop and stare at me and wait for answer. I hate it so much. 

I fear other social situations as well but it would be great to overcome this because we spend quite a bit with his family. I know they don’t mean any harm but they are not aware enough to realize shit is rude. They don’t think before they act or speak. I absolutely hate being around them. 

If anyone has ANY advice, please help me out. I would really appreciate it",3.3835620141939837,5.12395699628253,4.049268333896588,87.80944829334238,73.83271375464685,7.344440689422102,25.981919567421432,8.07648339933343,1.4780802973977698,2136,74,438,33,44,678,226,538,0.19699999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.094,-0.9966,1,0,2,0,0,0,49.0,3,5,22,3,32,29,8,3,15,2,46,7,5,7,3,105,92,50,0,9,21,5,7,8,1,7,1,6,0,0,23,45,1,4,15,0,1,8,10,16,2,2,11,22,83,13,64,69,10,50,0,0,9,0,62,27,2,7,17,307,106,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049993692548381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454786213921531,0.0,0.0,0.08420490997967399,0.06492039532691989,0.047362703957963485,0.13988644616424045,0.0,0.04329048671424755,0.0,0.0,0.16534509355065638,0.11575919772303032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22644680807904524,0.0,0.05268276711022523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759214496360134,0.06877055578206707,0.0,0.0,0.12643866470003287,0.0,0.06312366800126851,0.0,0.0,0.05333192373237342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601540512901347,0.0,0.1914864423468841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335169106170709,0.10343948567479624,0.0,0.0,0.06397190736759062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23663924310297946,0.0,0.0,0.2918268096201425,0.13933699414189465,0.1565234764437244,0.08846025159284418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052662530634091854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469319354522489,0.0,0.035186160054911014,0.0,0.04951688438457996,0.0682584773207273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305627659709414,0.0,0.0,0.06977960859122519,0.0,0.04149847802143906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03402535501316748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123599713399585,0.0,0.05466965353890889,0.0,0.2599534969129904,0.0,0.0,0.05263558335773358,0.0,0.0585828706087136,0.08265381904860099,0.0,0.0,0.06744059353685254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251372616462869,0.0725108822471197,0.0,0.0,0.045512629549296316,0.04590715099030725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318690573451864,0.041953344823115406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874622995281525,0.0,0.0,0.08584432127317855,0.0,0.0,0.0679610617129232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223891437877799,0.06935589246059362,0.06585130182052266,0.0,0.0,0.07932514904067779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770532529227556,0.0,0.06265850520707814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710407566557413,0.0,0.06959196620894678,0.0,0.12622348994413926,0.05245805091476895,0.0953261539837302,0.12246560229327386,0.0,0.08764362243534089,0.0,0.0,0.05176141561774928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952544726963616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226349948508126,0.039670871709866384,0.0,0.09830282617146754,0.03610153251360024,0.0,0.0,0.059159810775744864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445283865475117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051084092565039006,0.036517450813609256,0.14742919356827086,0.0,0.0,0.11133310132376158,0.057393278650941126,0.11173235669848536,0.06912281927695843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287489804684503,0.0,0.2199034403255651,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dustyboombox,2019/10/02,dont you just loveee sitting alone in the cafeteria? sike. why am I a loser.,-1.3952083333333327,0.3335315625000028,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,108.375,4.633333333333333,17.833333333333332,6.42735559955562,0.19048333333333334,59,2,13,1,3,20,16,16,0.32899999999999996,0.6709999999999999,0.0,-0.6597,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5735795455007305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6490605231092995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499726867723017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NotNesbeth,2019/10/02,"I know I'm being a Devil's Advocate but Have any of you guys tried Day Drinking, Xanax, experimented with Indica Strains of marijuana? It seems like you're relying on your own strength when so many people in your situation don't",5.813787878787878,7.037615227272728,7.293636363636362,68.8937878787879,67.18181818181819,11.321212121212122,32.84848484848485,11.20814326018867,4.047266666666667,186,8,34,6,3,64,40,44,0.062,0.772,0.166,0.6956,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,5,1,4,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349463310504461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228136857289263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384505198002679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379573608557941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420912869697204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987330608066166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878988485571764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502745470210435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23952057343826574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145228387846082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883473573055406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345663130579817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mattbojh,2019/10/02,"Everyday is painful I am writing this out of desperation, for I do not think it can get much worse than this.  I can barely breathe infront of people at times for my stupid brain is so self-conscious.  I sit with my head facing down most of the time to try and 'hide' myself, causing great pain to my back. Everyday is a struggle because of this stupid condition.  I am missing out on life, on friends, on experiences.  I have barely any social skills and very few friends, friends who will probably never no the extent to which I suffer.  I have scrawled through countless posts, watched many videos and even been to the GP in the hope of finding some cure but nothing seems to work. Please tell me if there is a way out of this, and what I can do to make my day atleast slightly better.",4.535998803827752,5.848197875,4.316196172248805,88.7292822966507,70.25,7.10622009569378,30.92344497607656,7.348242739294969,1.7286236842105265,615,26,125,6,11,187,103,152,0.113,0.7709999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.3409,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,4,13,2,1,6,0,15,7,4,2,1,21,21,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,15,6,26,19,5,19,0,2,1,0,7,9,0,5,7,87,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988278695887377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424826449585825,0.0,0.0985002195860592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429080808944883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038138988850236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659914687110064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420843198958554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672483045104796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806033879340267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768501801591175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745186221976117,0.0,0.08442106767568634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781471347307682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658319911519501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048955527102007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141316886864112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785869840662572,0.16382100224908475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878296830697074,0.0,0.1246236850490734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504438374077786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438739313734728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202212873770376,0.0,0.0,0.17737091263449206,0.0,0.0,0.15475298351894587,0.0,0.1742150811891461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471001736156019,0.16856754546476208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471472813266344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892287415900525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123170005968322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353662145402932,0.0,0.0,0.18844207574301114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970505515127407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332387533379084,0.0,0.12825800516297153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763521135361095,0.0,0.16466808933944369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,scotts-tot,2019/10/02,"Help - trying to plan a social gathering with social anxiety Hey everyone, I guess I just wanted to see if anyone has been in a similar situation or has any advice. I'm turning 21 soon, which is made out to be such a big deal in the states. I want to see friends obviously, but I feel like there is so much pressure to go all out with a celebration. I typically keep my birthday celebrations low-key (dinner or just hanging out with a few people), but this year I am trying to organize a get together for all my friends and possibly a trip to the club. Not only am I worried about how everyone will mesh together, but I'm having a lot of anxiety about being around that many people and trying to make it a good time for everyone. I also haven't been out in ages so the idea of the club seems fun but is also terrifying lol",7.274277108433733,5.655132783132531,8.638644578313258,70.08579819277111,64.5421686746988,12.396385542168677,35.207831325301214,11.45678717892309,3.929761445783132,646,24,128,17,8,227,102,166,0.068,0.774,0.157,0.9339,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,13,6,0,1,13,1,14,1,0,3,3,34,29,14,0,3,10,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,1,3,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,3,10,5,25,23,5,17,0,0,2,0,8,9,0,6,5,91,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819665651627486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261914146694973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617230705362256,0.0,0.21637600510633426,0.0,0.0,0.09888606214978113,0.0,0.0,0.12589621444958593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580062638814173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054064416338091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150758235490058,0.10103242768481432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852570317963196,0.0,0.07388754023266149,0.0,0.0803737974342743,0.11861867747735926,0.0,0.0,0.1557930829542367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094792675902135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596490498983799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570302179346915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909200310263305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023254904846815,0.0,0.13381760806166368,0.09440077148251096,0.14338045262746987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396198000542406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075583601045343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608943056377132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943288067920425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253912139827594,0.1287459433468473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896507565479773,0.0,0.2883253300839072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824647320647309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880502544941384,0.15382732137875132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682958242267498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436216487230025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107160239893017
socialanxiety,necropoly,2019/10/02,"Moved to a dorm room for college,and so i found that hell exists. Moved from my happy little hometown with my happy little friends to the city for college.

Got my room, 2 beds, no roomate yet.

Everyone on my floor is Spanish/Italian they sort of know english but it would b awkward to hangout with them since they prefer speaking their language.

Theres ppl outside on the benches staring you down every time you enter the building, loud as fuck all day and night.

Last 2 nights, 4am ppl were running around laughing/talking, could barely sleep using sleeping pills.

There are no clubs to join here only the slav group outside on the bench all day drinking/smoking.

Im 3 days in and im in despair mode all day, studying is so hard im highly anxious 24/7 on medication.",3.7069698544698535,5.8745630337837875,3.9986486486486505,86.6715072765073,74.06756756756756,5.094386694386695,30.303534303534303,5.369823440869387,1.335467151767152,611,28,109,2,13,190,107,148,0.142,0.7959999999999999,0.062,-0.9036,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,4,0,7,7,2,1,6,0,6,5,2,1,3,16,11,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,4,0,2,5,0,0,3,2,0,4,2,4,0,0,3,4,11,3,19,6,3,27,1,1,1,1,9,14,2,1,9,58,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550806598771375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253984772968965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099042653894645,0.0,0.0,0.355097721549536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159781101408077,0.13153279692492426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092878578050695,0.1063499268414402,0.1272574544923452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009322397600084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930671451820093,0.12330954061349048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543735114818604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460647407389523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565017623552503,0.11220510360887816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759277971981019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138670342608913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29260549958538923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583549635973821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469087674230787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386751350458105,0.0,0.27550368417017906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063980997338208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026623957250381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888750403351404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778433764461468,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mar1n_,2019/10/02,"Gonna have to call a driver instructor later, I literally never call unknown people. Wish me luck.",3.741666666666666,6.717733166666669,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,78.44444444444446,8.044444444444443,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.9431333333333334,79,3,11,2,2,28,17,18,0.0,0.695,0.305,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7968360228322835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30093132806650896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705020956538091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486884272542066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,previous-curve,2019/10/02,"Thanks guys I've struggled with social anxiety for the last few years and reading posts on this sub has really helped me feel better about my inability to talk to people. Of course things haven't gotten much better as  I'm lonely as lonely can be, but it helps to read all of your rants and realize that there are many people in the same boat as me who feel the same way. 

I used to think there was something very wrong with me because I had a crazy friend a couple years ago who used to drag me to parties with him only to shit on me for being quiet and filling me in on all the shit people would say about me. It was probably to make him feel better about himself because he was very insecure and craved attention. Its one thing to already be worried and come up with theories about what people think about you, but having those fears validated is like getting stabbed through the heart. 

Thankfully I no longer hang out with that crazy mf and he now has less friends than I do, but the damage is done and I continue to fear letting people into my life, either out of fear of being hurt again or just because I fear that I'll make any attempt awkward (I have Asperger's so social interactions can be difficult).  Being the way I have has depressed me at times as I feel like I'll never be able to form relationships either at school or work. It is good to know, though, that there are other people who struggle with social anxiety which has helped me take on a different perspective. Hopefully we can all grow together on this sub.",11.378969291577988,7.102066033444817,10.323283672848893,69.46351474612347,59.23411371237458,13.548312557008215,40.22529644268775,10.832165505486646,4.096723076923076,1220,39,234,20,11,388,164,299,0.22699999999999998,0.653,0.12,-0.9902,1,4,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,0,5,13,28,2,8,10,0,31,4,3,4,4,47,50,18,0,2,8,0,4,2,2,1,1,2,0,1,19,18,0,0,9,2,0,4,3,17,0,1,6,6,26,11,48,35,11,29,0,5,0,0,24,13,2,3,11,168,45,4,0.08642879822633451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661391481236603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953763280309756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877454656368489,0.0,0.13223558815424435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580585795870141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293177454082123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445075674318556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956318213354239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444099726698326,0.0,0.0,0.0902996987145298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844666802335129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890257065633589,0.1748039891122203,0.06174475072218383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354935022752448,0.0,0.045155479856164325,0.0,0.0,0.07249237536569178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855780985603714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241854203664512,0.17379420483070748,0.0,0.0,0.0858432981208609,0.0,0.0,0.0925238160642139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749900719685001,0.07045100605249657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837930191666235,0.06104721619048582,0.08444949025231907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538378789339075,0.08762523586521384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635351113213366,0.0,0.06665921735854959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856639047304332,0.06573299568193541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595130777373626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277489757433676,0.0,0.0931848625688749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729043741731794,0.0,0.055368501279652,0.0,0.0,0.09279218422028898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873164934753119,0.0,0.08747055801836899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743583872825694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26430982666961145,0.0,0.06653711140367206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807082912202775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498370006954976,0.06946819414963815,0.0,0.15914405066310924,0.0,0.0,0.11483890623823917,0.11076016812303888,0.08491585543439653,0.0,0.05039732728775958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492934634315258,0.0,0.14262562018543698,0.0,0.1372063142052958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292119447079032,0.08777263995254593,0.0,0.061396538496623514,0.09449632304044843,0.0,0.11131462475660127
socialanxiety,aakasa,2019/10/02,"I don't like lying to someone and I can't help it I hate lying to someone and I also hate if someone lie to me. But whenever there is a chance of social interaction, I just lie to the people without any thought and try to escape out of that situation.",1.4658490566037763,3.37417898113208,4.3515471698113215,82.74392452830193,79.94339622641509,6.504150943396226,25.69433962264151,7.554174236665415,1.4824143396226408,198,8,40,3,5,71,36,53,0.077,0.654,0.26899999999999996,0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,9,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194219875283418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515722764248686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795598449606096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162787979538437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865207391078335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837272450919394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272991591773774,0.0,0.2475713312628146,0.6173387935717525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280849826714264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489009123814685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23411418482421936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blowfish456,2019/10/02,"What makes me most anxious about social interactions..  ..is the fact that eventually people will ask questions about my life. Like what I did last weekend/last night/last summer. I hate those questions because I don't do shit except studying and wasting time. Because I have almost no friends. When I meet someone new, then the first time they ask I can say that I was busy or something. But the second and third time become much harder to answer. The main reason I am so socially anxious is because I just feel so worthless with my empty life.",5.9766619519094775,7.356270485148518,5.5757567185289965,80.7860396039604,66.92079207920793,6.9595473833097605,31.26025459688826,6.868970318607317,1.8994373408769447,433,17,74,3,7,133,72,101,0.174,0.748,0.078,-0.8477,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,2,0,4,0,10,3,1,2,1,16,15,8,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,2,13,2,5,12,3,9,0,1,0,0,11,0,1,5,10,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010451539772002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386916401414188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802749917045961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27413535383918713,0.16555422706190545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579460971525295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750598334249366,0.0,0.0,0.1158133853767209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799651599988428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665687403301441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117594660790072,0.0732342114940798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006029284872536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019471558453592,0.0,0.0,0.1447756256888264,0.0,0.14067223105711316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392269861049694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358475622916382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412351951758482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192075435769917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538715473738193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056110295586515,0.12701089912660174,0.1154013570521903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622259895921722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fatboyjones27,2019/10/02,"Inflating problem deflates into nothing I've been putting off a very important meeting with my ROTC cadre about my future. I am adding another year to my education due to failed classes and this person needs to know the changes because they pay for my schooling. 

Finally I went in to meet with him this morning to discuss the changes and... he just acknowledged them with a smile. 

No explosion.
No drastic life changes.
Not even a lecture. 

Just a smile and acknowledgement that I would be taking an extra year of school to graduate. 

Whatever you are avoiding, it's only going to get worse if you let it sit in your head. IT'S NOT AS BAD AS IT SEEMS.",3.9582261640798215,6.267674756097563,4.504242424242424,82.68545454545456,73.79674796747966,7.724759793052478,32.320029563931996,8.575989854853784,2.8103723577235766,517,26,94,10,11,164,88,123,0.133,0.7859999999999999,0.081,-0.7017,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,2,1,4,4,0,1,7,0,6,2,1,0,0,20,13,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,4,0,1,3,4,4,0,0,2,0,13,0,19,8,1,13,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,2,5,64,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438088542036554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468169160977985,0.10718887021553322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580380829648478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613896951770085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192621318597398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186780399651616,0.0,0.0999324682605101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804599406160673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663565744598404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798056938314317,0.12419918267693697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303812323399302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872076424070906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373229523077515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353446860262274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682526809187408,0.0,0.176765191939657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559137497860267,0.0,0.1600757996746308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220787022912836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450843016375187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300306677969756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791933716596867,0.12490987101983778,0.0,0.0,0.2264670901883723
socialanxiety,linqueque,2019/10/02,"Confident about what caused my SA I always had SA problems even when I was still a child. The cause? My father. If you don’t have a same opinion as him or want to make a decision he doesn’t agree with, he will raise his voice and most recently called my brother an idiot. This is definitely the cause why I’m so afraid to stand up for myself, social interaction and communication. It took me a while to realize that my father is what you would call a narcissist and he leaves deep scars on his kids.

What caused your anxiety ?",3.1877777777777787,5.158162307692308,4.233974358974358,85.28880341880344,74.96153846153845,8.083760683760685,23.09401709401709,8.841846274778883,1.52410811965812,416,12,86,9,9,135,78,104,0.07400000000000001,0.83,0.096,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,5,3,1,1,8,0,9,0,0,5,0,19,13,9,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,1,14,0,9,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,18,3,0,4,4,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991945402621484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783284906627147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679562172634429,0.0,0.0,0.7403545642176265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900342823845755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077857235658915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202677467041156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724024754377539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779003883776595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836650125965132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388743156535033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001802807299053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627147239618072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257928464461902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799065579722327,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chilatto,2019/10/02,Tips for giving best man's speech My best friend asked me to be his best man. The wedding is in 3 days and I am absolutely dreading the thought of having to give a best man's speech at the wedding which is expected to have 150 people.  I've only been to two other weddings in my life I don't really have that much past experience to go on in terms of making sure I say the right thing.  I also am deathly afraid of public speaking and am an introvert.   Any tips for a best man's speech?,4.709411764705884,4.4793862156862785,5.847843137254902,83.41529411764708,69.19607843137254,8.760784313725491,27.784313725490197,8.344100000000001,1.6537725490196076,382,11,83,5,6,128,66,102,0.033,0.713,0.254,0.9781,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,5,1,9,0,2,7,0,11,1,0,1,1,6,17,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,5,8,7,15,14,7,10,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,0,3,55,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107760414455412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295980985946143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154216173289647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7944449985004863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976429579222088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810201742136078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169742389367612,0.0,0.0,0.29048073797721363,0.08604629705827617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694101679902082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106324554537856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129925050049434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514945044402156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453210652802964,0.10496436606766152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699318322735706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929806064369426,0.0,0.12040241842582612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269633683433955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058599038229936,0.0,0.0,0.12019774492609908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789956161046974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KillerPotatoMan,2019/10/02,"My anxiety sent me to the nurses office I was in class and working on a project alone. I heard someone call my name and it was a kid who has bullied me in the past, they like to do this thing where they ask if i like them or if i want to go on a date with them when clearly my boyfriend is sitting 3 feet away!! I didn't know what to say and i started feeling sick and dizzy so i ran to the nurses office where i am now. I feel like a crybaby for running away from it, could i have done something better??",1.3373838383838397,2.571709809090912,2.90757575757576,95.98580808080808,78.18181818181819,5.616161616161616,24.040404040404038,5.82211442006289,0.25882828282828285,389,13,94,2,9,128,73,110,0.11599999999999999,0.733,0.151,0.4299,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,2,5,4,0,0,7,0,10,2,1,0,1,15,20,9,0,4,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,4,19,4,14,12,0,18,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,3,8,68,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24045069231785535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760394211111435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704092179236006,0.0,0.4362492732314816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532917121133384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706422363387386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536314166360174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375831971831561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347770218019193,0.16585718392444634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194349585807566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759062885075514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402691193975209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22162570675324395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462521386726305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671082643840498,0.17873030168239534,0.0,0.0,0.16432605768486144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423867916592526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693566199476326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901731729460648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,U2F2ZU1lTG9hZE1l,2019/10/02,"You know you have social anxiety when you're watching a scary movie with other people, and you're more afraid of how they'll react to your reaction to jump-scares then you are of the actual jump-scares. Anyone relate?",5.307142857142857,6.725194476190481,5.3223809523809535,81.83928571428571,68.52380952380952,8.457142857142857,21.142857142857142,8.841846274778883,1.282942857142857,176,3,32,3,3,55,33,42,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.497457650687477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899692570861485,0.0,0.0,0.35643993125553786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28015381951913193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534072529059796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196417907645725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CatPavicik,2019/10/02,"I’m having severe anxiety attacks at school and I don’t know what to do So every year around spring I get this severe social  anxiety for about 2 months and I really don’t know how to deal with it. If it were any other year I would just lock myself at home or in the school bathroom and cry for a while (because I just can’t face people) but it just happens that this is my senior year and only have a couple months left and want to make some good memories.  I don’t want to be remembered as the overly emotional antisocial girl. My class is really small ( we are 17 in total) and have been together for more than 13 years, however after years of anxiety and depression I’ve kind of disassociated and distanced myself from the group? I just don’t know how to reach out anymore and can’t seem to be able to laugh with them anymore.
 I accept any comments or ideas if you have any. Thank you very much.",6.070054945054943,5.543708423076925,6.809098901098902,78.66090109890114,66.41758241758242,10.137142857142855,28.63956043956044,9.642632912329526,2.298974065934066,711,19,145,13,10,236,109,182,0.094,0.7909999999999999,0.115,0.7140000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,2,1,0,9,7,1,0,5,0,19,1,1,3,1,38,30,19,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,14,0,0,7,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,16,5,26,25,4,20,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,6,11,100,24,4,0.12457772986167832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25415138477497834,0.0,0.2859048670798276,0.0,0.24709526597637274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110900591589391,0.0,0.14172515234267388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594142783499519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784288858565547,0.13684278653352033,0.0,0.12843416929762871,0.10729861618432776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013317839035985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496211040189526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508672209654384,0.0,0.0,0.104489889257616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016367509241118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496162049848965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063309336043955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297285351133696,0.20539398702864686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535406800423158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315660204459634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887351086944213,0.0,0.09157896554564662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947469772473118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636651208705416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961536748895302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112228295621826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25215862701518843,0.0,0.11341088645375505,0.0,0.2814747502053745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699130715052612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469443611077094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278967397120346,0.14695834554020282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849644498405146,0.0,0.0,0.4011198679480379
socialanxiety,dbailyn,2019/10/02,Does anyone else work in sales? I have a hard time maintaining a conversation and making small talk with customers. Any tips?,3.859848484848485,7.1584283181818185,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,84.0,6.56969696969697,20.96969696969697,7.793537801064563,1.3520424242424252,101,3,17,2,3,30,21,22,0.08900000000000001,0.9109999999999999,0.0,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724731580945739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801617063263772,0.4105395174354344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506339309749216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347130629353271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589266505161308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674540844493039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220478821826269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336371733764469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29169661989586626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,uncontentified,2019/10/02,"Currently sitting in a park missing my lecture So I had a 9am lecture today, my lecturer put the PowerPoint online and I read through it and I just realised that I might aswell just do it on my own from the comfort of my own home instead of having to be around 30 people and not understanding anything due to my heightened levels of social anxiety stopping me from taking anything in.

The thing is I am now sitting in a park and I kind of feel a bit guilty for not going so yeah idk I don’t even have a question or anything I’m just telling you what’s going on with me 😕",1.4975770308123266,3.647977462184876,3.4489285714285742,87.99815476190477,81.10084033613445,5.64733893557423,27.56372549019608,6.816661863887847,1.3843271708683471,454,21,91,5,12,153,76,119,0.09,0.861,0.049,-0.3843,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,17,16,7,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,3,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,1,15,2,17,13,3,17,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,3,5,71,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916124583742533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136337746391618,0.185212758024297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271418036178613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741814107209413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519868770878878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364845164053631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869578825515345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166569126318128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071311622059656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423890508905374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091523989189297,0.2330688353433533,0.0,0.20811096307934626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120855254726124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394301227695316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564312119991603,0.0,0.18184894368658766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822227164872908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721149099277085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659223905699185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SisterCellophane,2019/10/02,I have somehow forgotten to put a bra on This is hell. Wish me luck.,-1.3520000000000003,0.6377088000000022,1.495000000000001,97.7025,94.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.5643333333333334,52,2,13,1,2,18,15,15,0.307,0.425,0.26899999999999996,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6581594604021046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7528785590539887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Yubinex,2019/10/02,"I don't know how to tell my friends that I have social anxiety So, I tried to tell my friends about my problems for a few months now but I'm too scared to really do it. Since my family overcame the depression of my father I had more time to think about my own problems and now I feel alone even though I have a few friends. But since I didn't talk to them about my problems during the time my family was struggling, because I needed a place that was save from anything that had to do with the problems I had at home, they never learned about anything that was going on. At that time it was really good for me but now I just want to be able to talk to them about everything.

I was hoping for any ideas or advise to overcome this fear because I don't know what to try anymore.",5.359786059351278,4.822945006211182,5.678592132505178,86.21193926846102,67.88198757763975,8.894685990338164,29.69013112491373,8.167268648758528,1.7663327812284335,610,19,134,7,9,195,83,161,0.188,0.69,0.121,-0.9199,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,14,14,0,3,6,0,16,0,0,1,1,23,25,8,0,7,5,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,9,1,24,6,25,15,4,13,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,2,8,99,33,2,0.1254527347870706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993119867417305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531216161279027,0.0,0.0959709987328738,0.0,0.12441540275333822,0.0,0.0,0.20647382292800645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294964543202447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805225664441086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828603481539395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127488287875828,0.0,0.2365313466995523,0.14116920457183715,0.06343267214126169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907734150925805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712976802388999,0.10522380187470756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258393217821989,0.12460287234588023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162086741524185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378910843330443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013517601813524,0.0,0.0,0.0930216132387823,0.09675688298356748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107140659899386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801652977172568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073646861092886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560007292839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755159721731065,0.0,0.0,0.12788326447999496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115043710844185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016683123134267,0.2193024395140316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803850468921431,0.12325667496997166,0.0,0.2194574955555287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034834397326412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399527334569367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sahil_Agrawal,2019/10/02,"I feel redeemed Somehow, I came up in a class convo, along the lines of how I am always peaceful and quiet... and then one of my decent school friends said that everyone likes me and that I'm super nice!!! Now I'm less suspicious they secretly hate me",3.2832000000000012,4.8812295200000015,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,73.8,7.4,26.5,8.07648339933343,1.6411999999999995,196,7,39,3,4,64,40,50,0.09699999999999999,0.591,0.312,0.9196,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,7,4,5,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,26,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065462338465027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213623461996565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520310848177303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627892310473002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846322817695988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637281295765081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998628270257985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496438257011595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35044181906301225,0.0,0.0,0.3728501033365146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reddit______user,2019/10/02,"Starting a new job this week i’m 17, and this week i will be starting a new job at a restaurant. it is only my second job; my first one was at a deli for a year and a half. i had been there a long time, and had gotten really familiar with everyone and everything over there. now, i’m moving to a this fancy steakhouse that’s completely different. i’ve just been kind of anxious lately, because this is a lot bigger restaurant, and there’s a lot more workers that i’ll have to meet. really just want to get the first week or so over with and become familiar with everyone there. i do have a friend that works there that got me the job, so i’m really hoping he’s there on my first day. another thing i’m worried about is that they don’t hire anyone under 18 (exception for me since i know someone who works there) so i’m a little worried people are judge me because i’m the youngest one there.",3.5579251559251546,4.431740659459461,4.885405405405408,85.38320166320169,72.13513513513513,8.286902286902286,26.122661122661125,8.617729084823388,1.6858981288981292,702,22,148,12,13,234,96,185,0.04,0.9109999999999999,0.049,0.3489,5,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,6,15,3,0,0,15,0,15,0,0,0,0,18,29,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,7,0,11,3,17,20,3,25,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,16,101,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258055255153907,0.0,0.13206449051130004,0.0,0.08173967140734746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425231352853021,0.12910761328383252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225681356652942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753912656882185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213632638361048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340721300963035,0.10506279065350124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983069683132014,0.0,0.0,0.09031717303550343,0.0,0.06107577881468185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349615044589206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161087492692598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640235352542277,0.0,0.0,0.12173406589418,0.0642455548410203,0.0,0.1318690554472408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171651892248203,0.0,0.1034534204608298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987695502891724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424691921318701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22580680452657426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584298482443246,0.08890823257519356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104421023692278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466870122263646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967014480005119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904956423213193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548580167514315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776636153471105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681657248263776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895104806377725,0.0,0.2813120151542592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021017021609428,0.2374366238958519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528020322372221
socialanxiety,DNetherdrake,2019/10/02,"Just realised how often I apologise Like, I start every conversation by apologising to whoever I'm talking to for talking to them. And then when the conversation ends I apologise for having taken up their time. I've apologised to other people for them not being able to help me. I apologise when other people bump into me, even if I was standing still or sitting down or anywhere else where it probably wasn't my fault. Sorry I don't know what this post is for I guess I just needed to say that",6.047812499999999,6.665624822916668,7.243749999999999,71.62625,66.39583333333334,10.15,31.625,10.125756701596842,3.2905125,397,15,69,9,6,135,66,96,0.0,0.797,0.203,0.9335,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,12,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,14,1,14,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,5,8,56,20,0,0.24744299988959215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670687521550712,0.0,0.21916105292872345,0.0,0.0,0.16343376773656373,0.0,0.20848139953605693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725863613488624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585582695141274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598820154582125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208881509173504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834758490792656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34309164028835504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369819943314543,0.0,0.2667854049984477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677660514699408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769921799196177,0.17514142890398435,0.0,0.1976082993469817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977706206740135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144286003119515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KasaiKas,2019/10/02,"I keep making eye contact with a person and I feel like they think I'm a creep. So in band there's this dude that I've literally never talked to in my section. Don't even know his name. Don't have any other classes with him. But I keep fuckin making eye contact with them because the person behind them moves a lot so I look over because I see movement. This has been happening for a month. It's gotten to the point where I'm trying so hard not to look at them, that I still end up looking at them. Like my friend will be walking around and I'm talking to them and somehow, this dood and I will heccin make eye contact. I'm too scared to even talk to them because they probably think of me as,""oh god it's the person that looks at me all the time,"" even though I know I'm not trying to. I wanna yeet myself off a bridge.",3.2524137931034467,3.920901080459772,4.170747126436783,90.98646551724138,72.67816091954023,6.4896551724137925,23.69540229885057,5.985473137389443,0.3694574712643677,644,16,144,3,12,208,97,174,0.03,0.905,0.065,0.674,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,8,0,13,5,1,1,9,0,8,4,3,3,2,27,30,9,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,9,8,0,2,5,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,2,10,24,3,23,25,3,20,0,0,8,1,22,12,1,2,7,96,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948101872758442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171368543401398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406355054522821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654356877928433,0.0,0.0,0.2607281854580941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665323679122672,0.09400299140913307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166077500757356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635849888566965,0.0,0.11787261013620788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339142065281605,0.0,0.0,0.1446292587869701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856971019954658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419866486396054,0.0,0.0,0.11186724435208344,0.0,0.0,0.2634982187610982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502837334302616,0.13985200903653994,0.0,0.0,0.10148499691721884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34467985698748105,0.0,0.0,0.12438855890204638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186883472793746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173763582385042,0.0,0.10485469288045224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508243193097036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31728452936373563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862627204361494,0.1292797255723772,0.0,0.07672716253063486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867257222327104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,decafespressoo,2019/10/02,Relationship anxiety ? I have always been worried about what boys will think about me if I do stuff with them. I am EXTREMELY self conscious that i am 17 with little to no experience with boys. This has led me to just be so anxious that ill be bad at doing stuff that i would just rather not do it. I know this is so bad and has caused me so many panic attacks to the point where id rather just be alone because I'm more comfortable. Has anyone experienced this cause i have been feeling really alone in the thought that I am the only girl who turns down boys left and right because I am too nervous. How do I overcome this? Am i being irrational? will i really be judged if I do not know how to do stuff?,4.6904166666666685,4.971084430555557,5.481944444444448,84.25750000000002,69.27777777777777,8.9,27.805555555555557,8.841846274778883,1.8384638888888891,554,17,119,9,9,181,80,144,0.226,0.741,0.033,-0.9790000000000001,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,14,6,1,2,3,0,27,1,0,5,0,26,34,9,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,14,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,2,17,1,12,23,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,0,93,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061699261273246,0.0,0.0,0.12298845948683122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130730490145559,0.16698146074641168,0.0,0.10335109520876624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815343433412908,0.0,0.0,0.2468277402911341,0.18020530142477525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036799590773866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458501267949705,0.0,0.0,0.07473638641728825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246330186537689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605942982581901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814288359910194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985455471097894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241497612499574,0.0,0.1734213526069078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972674798305054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937973797957933,0.0,0.0,0.15869094456281835,0.0,0.1262275967815857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541964346301376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076158892822353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470967758262168,0.0,0.1173433878671827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077313416974812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010664160868162,0.0,0.10499887214408628,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,augerse8,2019/10/02,"unsure why im posting this, but yeah ive been trying to develop my social skills in conversating with people and i've noticed that when i talk to someone in person, it feels like they don't want to. when they've been talking and i've been trying my best to stay focused and listen to every word they say, it becomes my turn to speak. it's like they turn the volume down and they're just not interested in what i have to say. sometimes my mind goes blank and my reactions throughout the rest of the conversation seem forced and unnatural because I'm thinking about it too much, idk if that makes sense lmao. 

 maybe someone else can relate?",5.58404761904762,6.2133664126984165,5.91123015873016,80.73446428571428,67.41269841269842,8.204761904761906,29.24206349206349,8.07648339933343,1.8604634920634928,512,17,99,6,8,164,83,126,0.081,0.747,0.171,0.9479,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,2,5,4,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,1,0,18,16,10,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,11,4,14,13,3,8,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,2,4,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520247655035124,0.19059980166412904,0.0,0.0,0.18111087544774884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416749997577213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540514015911465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726106143780518,0.1232903782938621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641479289623586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686266359188888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151977349650538,0.0,0.17337866980213745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174255460698225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268653256856679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964821858786257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964445786186498,0.1506892114858523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528285102476026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274483286423688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710932047036966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592242328692742,0.29245103084756435,0.0,0.17068491399073513,0.0,0.0,0.18394611170250894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774247150057138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105815706441502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23433944696789985,0.37543250378746174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017914881332214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572558609063852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Quinnoodle,2019/10/02,My suite mates I really enjoy and like my suite mates but I just don’t feel like I fit in. Like I try my best to pop into the conversations with what I think would fit and relate but I get talked over or I feel like they idk put up with me? Idk I just feel bad. Does anyone have an suggestions or ideas of what to do? It might just be my depression popping up or my anxiety just worsening.,-0.08566265060240852,2.099461698795185,2.006036144578317,95.46351204819281,88.63855421686749,6.211566265060243,15.528915662650606,7.554174236665415,0.012519036144578609,303,6,72,6,10,101,51,83,0.179,0.564,0.257,0.8511,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,21,11,7,0,1,9,0,3,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,15,6,10,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,4,4,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771061655979356,0.0,0.0,0.16187868234114278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933029799193725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429577244672781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994010806510508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259784777364329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511785065769559,0.3307846608872318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095554615345648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613490442709706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524205809964754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24559781186262736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327336607805775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483126152863685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608070139945088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834364145885556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718155700889194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445959315338846,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,a_silly_username,2019/10/02,"What if I turned life into a game? I was thinking maybe I could create a point system for social interactions under my control. For example, 1 point for introducing myself, 5 points for inviting someone somewhere, and so on. Then, I could set a point goal for some time period.

I don't push myself to interact with other people, and I thought this might motivate me.

Should I just set goals without a point system? What are your thoughts?",4.5331216931216884,6.831261888888887,5.0932275132275135,79.1566666666667,72.08641975308642,7.591534391534393,27.62081128747796,8.418075326091056,2.192829276895944,347,13,59,6,7,111,59,81,0.0,0.895,0.105,0.7608,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,0,17,11,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,12,0,11,4,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,3,45,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858908155644196,0.2646588282771035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706663049491152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650749107349794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758232979700145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490282237234227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7833864618337922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895043293679182,0.1404304447134643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061991068909287,0.0,0.26315711992957425,0.09664396936820127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802768597326068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597668545907155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shadow22405,2019/10/02,"Do you think I have social anxiety I'm not entirely sure if I have social anxiety so I wanted to ask, here is somethings I do.
I don't really feel comfortable with people I don't know, I have some close friends I do feel comfortable with. I'm scared to ask people questions or order food at a restaurant. Group projects or presentations are a nightmare. I almost had a panic attack the first day of high school. I panic about little things that never even happen, like if I miss my bus or I'm late to class. I think about what I say to someone over and over before I say it so I don't seem dumb or something.",2.3382181818181853,4.1741432000000005,3.9458181818181792,87.0129090909091,77.0,6.785454545454545,22.56363636363637,7.686295010490155,0.9975599999999996,480,14,98,7,11,160,75,125,0.222,0.728,0.05,-0.9503,0,1,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,6,11,2,3,4,0,12,1,0,0,2,23,26,9,0,3,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,7,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,4,17,5,12,25,1,12,0,1,0,0,10,6,1,10,6,64,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118321003856805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309963565654485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822891291921621,0.17175989775490613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847162682106442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973686752630721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971990903512536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267858358571978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842227836895026,0.18256386318421125,0.0,0.11664565399844308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350983405138214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951712844875185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297386320957804,0.0,0.17031038171172333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376049380648116,0.15132017160909267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644396607793984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542815989483999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933903460767184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913053020538593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967207258092304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24012840721053796,0.15115586799074635,0.15279835399092134,0.0,0.1374452024894731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30780723917230296,0.12792363633410106,0.23246132943742315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229549757722515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003034406367669,0.19348191849197985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905106111011424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,br3tt_cry3r,2019/10/02,"No more alcohol, time to figure myself out I've stopped drinking due to taking a new medication (zoloft). and I used to be the life of the party. I now realize that it was 100% the alcohol making me not care what other people think. I used to love the idea of going out and partying and being around people  but the thought of doing so sober gives me crippling anxiety to the point where I dont want to go. It's like people remember me for being this super charismatic guy who is super cool and go with the flow, but now I feel so stuck in my own head I dont feel I can come anywhere close to my buzzed self and I dont want people wondering what is wrong with me or asking me why I'm not drinking. I've always had bad social anxiety but I've been decent at hiding it and alcohol completely flipped my personality. Me drinking to me sober is so polar opposite in every way especially confidence. Basically what I'm asking is how can I get the confidence I have buzzed on alcohol when sober because I feel my anxiety holds me back in every aspect of my life",5.9304984423676,5.5649332803738325,7.410794392523368,73.69397975077885,66.66355140186916,10.871651090342679,31.384735202492212,10.504223727775694,3.197340809968848,838,29,162,20,12,291,117,214,0.122,0.7290000000000001,0.149,0.9231,0,0,7,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,10,8,0,0,9,1,17,13,1,4,0,37,42,15,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,8,0,0,3,10,13,7,2,10,3,0,5,6,2,0,0,5,4,25,6,23,34,2,25,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,2,9,108,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371021388545437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508126625597273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346658758811148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102532855375248,0.19118231051644893,0.0,0.0,0.0786249320741727,0.0853755579128896,0.06233143863754461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042520070468214,0.0,0.0,0.08808043424625142,0.10720853441577914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595132586450727,0.3005020165250703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230224741094588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510397686848193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342207988628475,0.09808875667697924,0.17433529714661636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124485516201208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493932525296172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542926277671132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444622316280062,0.04995481643629948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228578332988756,0.0,0.06825353150998996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103007419468006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875493513465868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835526853769387,0.08928188429646834,0.0,0.0,0.09666052162804777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583078131725892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667039789935047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423231554657404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548665875415555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688024637275427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551849928884723,0.0,0.08117610439355606,0.059623550740639325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662457259548606,0.0,0.0,0.12062092270923933,0.08116231630940554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922658870018008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088716459762404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179573629838994,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GreySkyColdDay,2019/10/02,"Do your parents call you a bad person? Mine used to call me a bad person and one time even a monster. It was cause i never say ILY or say hi to my brother when he comes home. The thing is, they never said goodbye or hi when going in and out of the house neither talked about emotions or hugged us when growing up. With my anxiety its already hard enough to be around them, why they see me as bad just cause my communication difficulties.",3.2140097402597405,4.763717965909095,4.062857142857143,88.32500000000002,73.88636363636364,6.392207792207793,25.07142857142857,6.868970318607317,0.8323974025974024,343,11,72,3,7,110,66,88,0.2,0.7559999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.9378,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,2,3,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,3,2,15,9,9,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,2,5,13,1,11,6,2,13,0,0,1,1,19,4,0,3,6,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478633108070946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116724227563908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099989608646515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967448945905013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234659983161975,0.0,0.0,0.3254185103918893,0.0,0.1364382010292694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781664399452761,0.0,0.1636582996976528,0.0,0.1046145190981858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900161862360473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188553956199654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887720031575436,0.0,0.0,0.18275977724998851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244318905442207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073285659739269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587237222821195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765985381919696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066432262719795,0.2519147689283909,0.0,0.0,0.12621562089580302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730717393811009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522669251947142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235796884569067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905226078586371,0.1367973440907355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429215437755554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tony2Cigs,2019/10/02,"Looking at your phone in public Absolutely everyone just stares at their phones in public, either because they’re genuinely interested or preoccupied with what their doing or because it’s a defense mechanism that makes us seem busy when we really aren’t. 

I feel weird not being on my phone. I look around, stare at stuff, stare at the floor. People must be wondering what the hell im looking at or if I’m high (im high right now)

Like I don’t wana be part of the stereotype man",2.9829669030732866,5.3236365638297904,4.174822695035463,83.73388888888887,76.97872340425532,7.582033096926714,24.274231678487002,8.515128840125781,1.7375877068557926,383,13,74,8,9,125,69,94,0.096,0.8320000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.4877,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,1,2,0,4,5,2,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,16,15,5,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,7,9,2,11,11,2,15,1,0,6,0,11,13,1,6,3,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079722985142934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339137297518295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833316897777131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701083573470497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405423984985438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144862451636629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937337376378508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833454998698889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280689044983728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077670861576586,0.0,0.13301246463152294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291125871432687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384849794841475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466331751425354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963528080566386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307855150926528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080653905925717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PancakesSnug,2019/07/07,"How to make friends Hi, I’m going in to my second year at university and want to make more friends, as well as strengthen my relationships with existing friends. Problem is, I’m having so much difficulty figuring out how to do this when I get so nervous around people! I’d like to join a club or society but I just can’t see it happening. Does anyone have any tips?",4.58095890410959,5.530982164383564,5.945095890410961,78.443397260274,69.82191780821917,9.675616438356164,32.40821917808219,9.888512548439397,3.133243287671233,290,13,58,7,5,98,57,73,0.07400000000000001,0.735,0.191,0.6921,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,4,0,14,14,10,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,4,5,12,14,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,3,37,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167028704288875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174185936808056,0.0,0.0,0.21865214861346724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149420206379672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.569291714644393,0.0,0.12832529951966776,0.0,0.13959040450946186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719924044495248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999657810559965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32790392635174004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055753623472875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028063751006978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23502331322411146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637018778469969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957257945816265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448718963015865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084013465555316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816997857526105
socialanxiety,HeHeWaa,2019/07/07,"after years of not being able to hold a conversation with someone i dont know i just hopped into a voice call with my new dm (dnd nerd here) and had a pleasant conversation, and id never talked to the guy! granted, it was online and not in person, but still!!",5.265786163522017,4.823501867924531,6.439622641509434,80.35993710691825,68.0566037735849,8.576100628930817,27.10062893081761,7.793537801064563,1.4413194968553469,201,5,42,2,3,68,43,53,0.033,0.875,0.092,0.4453,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,8,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,30,4,0,0.3260752656406243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33295930361935616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821577828489527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32286577846445297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792024383911841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514893467645408,0.3149255234593047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284716344648081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762825144230688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604041283491944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620869470103981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998178027503592
socialanxiety,crabbiegrad,2019/07/07,What's your worst I flaked-on-a-friend story? It seems like enough people vent about how much it sucks to be flaked on. Anyone ever been the bad guy?,0.2214516129032269,2.573178161290325,0.7550806451612893,103.45262096774192,89.96774193548387,3.1,7.75,3.1291,-2.4272645161290325,117,0,27,0,4,35,28,31,0.299,0.629,0.07200000000000001,-0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693763928076237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216684167215435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980671726204808,0.0,0.0,0.3484815028396865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976438963112711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381458968553921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882141341562324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832037453426031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670844723949129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507179581573132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dabpendanny,2019/07/07,"Is it just me? Or is it the truth? So for a few months now, I’ve been having these bad thought processes. Pretty much whenever I’m in any social situation that seems the slightest bit off, I’ll end up thinking about it all day. This has been a problem since March of this year. I’ve been trying my best to work on it but whenever I go out with friends and shit, I end up being thrown back to square 1 and I feel like all of my “self-improvement” was all for nothing. For example, I went out with some friends to a party last night. Before I went out o told myself that I was gunna enjoy tonight and not overthink anything. So I got picked up and we went to the party and on our way there we realized I had sent the wrong address. It was a misunderstanding but I just felt really bad about it and stuff. That was one thing. The next thing that happened was when I got to the party there was this girl taking money since we had to pay to get in. As I was gunna give her the money she pointed to the girl next to her and so I was like “oh ok so I guess she’s not the one who takes the money” so I gave it the other girl. then the girl I was originally gunna give the money to was like “oh well fuck me then right” I felt super bad bc I thought she wanted me to give her the money to the other one and I just sort of stayed quiet. It ruined my night yet again and I couldn’t stop thinking about it and even as I make this post I’m still obsessing over those little things that happened. Not sure what to do because I haven’t genuinely enjoyed a night out with friends in the longest. Anyone have any advice? Hoping that I’m not the only one feeling this way? Thanks if you read this whole thing btw.",1.2693390614672817,3.175139258426966,2.746338400528753,94.02195968274953,80.57303370786515,5.536549900859221,19.459352280237933,6.522977012572876,-0.04347495042961036,1320,32,298,12,34,430,171,356,0.114,0.716,0.171,0.971,0,0,0,3,0,0,24.0,4,1,0,3,21,25,2,1,22,1,24,2,1,3,5,57,59,24,0,5,11,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,1,4,32,20,0,1,10,1,6,5,6,9,1,4,27,6,39,16,41,30,9,49,0,1,1,1,26,17,2,7,26,208,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837893037317189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300739892239652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323918842843672,0.0,0.07442610591445213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954435839881666,0.22654601694504786,0.0551326378766714,0.0,0.07695952827248988,0.0,0.09491335792659472,0.0,0.09873930085033213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583276440268027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020963395954152,0.0,0.0,0.05973612499986295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914604419731871,0.06461182286806758,0.17367711391114998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096259243122864,0.08361222339581924,0.04725224139484375,0.2602807838156065,0.051400304655233216,0.0,0.1446695484232093,0.0,0.09963212119688857,0.0,0.15995522283910385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898293686138897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372234676956306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255626045116664,0.09064670007929383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037077466518895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218998622102955,0.0,0.0664853175465531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923723051691958,0.25462122849183394,0.0,0.08678159195496647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451435111815457,0.06878525905300549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549697636337518,0.0,0.08661848914184625,0.09201208544450944,0.0,0.08654083311280035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046653089148968,0.0,0.05793949696627292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723702164563374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233505100421411,0.09435078907360524,0.0,0.0928374707830682,0.14962920662921456,0.10166066030263804,0.0,0.092194286441751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963991979833512,0.0722271427397359,0.07561360853206035,0.0,0.0,0.10353451603244332,0.0,0.0,0.08524056742968658,0.0,0.13600234089849048,0.0,0.0,0.08326689387910373,0.0,0.0,0.2403427329916119,0.11590323517221678,0.0,0.14360177995548667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642126030444232,0.0,0.06140421924248667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053345067893819015,0.14357738862208894,0.0,0.0,0.08131826998630652,0.251522075999537,0.0,0.1009753256371151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658428939179973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888419038963772,0.0,0.058241718796144426
socialanxiety,CrackersCrackCrumbly,2019/07/07,"Has anyone got a fear of people the same age as them? I'm a 20 year old guy, and I'm not sure if this is because a lot of guys my age are obnoxious and edgy, but my social anxiety is always at its worst talking to other men my age. I think high school is probably having too much of an effect on how I perceive people my age, but at the HS I went to all the guys I hanged around loved to roast everyone including each other, and they loved edgyness and people would think of themselves first a lot of time (e.g. petty fights,  committing petty crimes, cheating with friends gfs, etc.)

I was never bullied in HS but I was always super quiet and was part of these social groups because I grew up with all the people and shamefully I was good at roasting over people when I needed to (easy when you're insecure yourself!). So I wasn't alone in HS but always felt uncomfortable and overwhelmed by all the boisterousness, and hated participating in it but I felt like I had no choice. Even the more calm guys got into weed and partying, which I was never interested in so we grew apart. 

After HS I purposely deleted all my social media and don't really want to talk to anyone from my high school again. Its like I'm scared of the hyperconfidence/lack of caring other people my age have. And obviously because of this I'm missing out on having a social life in my 20s. I see other people my age on public transport on the weekends and it reaffirms my beliefs (e.g. a whole train carraige of guys  drinking/huffing balloons at midday and being loud, they're not being rude to anyone but I still find it intimidating.) 

I understand there are less boisterous and more emotionally mature men my age and I still struggle to talk to them, I guess I have an overgeneralization issue. 

Has anyone else dealt with this feeling? Thanks for reading my rant :)",6.008886043533933,6.54754050704226,6.724590268886043,75.59123879641487,66.46478873239437,9.046094750320103,29.375800256081945,8.97023862654752,2.3528309859154932,1460,47,265,23,22,482,183,355,0.152,0.68,0.16699999999999998,0.8809,0,1,1,0,1,0,38.0,1,0,3,3,12,24,4,6,16,0,22,3,0,2,9,59,45,28,0,4,9,0,3,2,1,1,1,2,0,7,14,23,0,0,10,2,0,5,7,12,0,1,12,6,36,12,45,30,16,46,1,2,1,2,24,21,0,4,22,188,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489355071967752,0.0,0.0,0.20461043621322209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270486943615647,0.0,0.0,0.2292541675537631,0.08398533167835982,0.0,0.07296840225595369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989977712667593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357127084348638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847328068027993,0.09220234070573947,0.0,0.0,0.09141536590828493,0.05413872295826699,0.0,0.0,0.0783234042940886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223616152752362,0.041445201958098137,0.0,0.15740319872185718,0.0,0.07491675781220794,0.0697214650269792,0.0,0.0,0.0633278430276462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875040215528619,0.13111370385340007,0.0,0.09029637940584873,0.4058032766915464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809258800560292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320620742129436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555271453973033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789602896007335,0.0800903044957141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937157747885182,0.1479576348146764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060255501799848975,0.06077782027791372,0.1264366901384729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601104287769379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887627529526501,0.0,0.39778132952811984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837476691965603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198962441807364,0.0,0.052510442794968665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206370964282443,0.16591085642245942,0.06531743960195703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33422194238521624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091861150560866,0.0,0.0,0.08569016832126325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772533448544221,0.0,0.0,0.1976469771074474,0.0,0.07546460871585756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050428553738614,0.0,0.0,0.0477958750986775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533099875849254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834652150436669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598464073154143,0.0,0.09151372273144784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582273196497166,0.0,0.0,0.05278434579619935
socialanxiety,soxy_white,2019/07/07,"Anybody else afraid of improvement because they're afraid of others commenting on how you've changed even if it's positive? I don't know why but I've always been afraid of attention even if I crave it sometimes.

So when I make small improvements socially and become a bit more confident I get anxious about other people noticing. What if they think I'm fake or think it's just weird.

I feel like I always have to be this anxious and shy person because that's how other people know me. I can't break out of this ""prison"".

Anybody feel the same?",4.493668224299063,6.001033822429911,4.844941588785048,84.14909462616824,70.58878504672897,7.966822429906544,28.328271028037385,8.472884824447931,2.030085046728972,437,16,83,7,8,138,72,107,0.13699999999999998,0.735,0.128,-0.2291,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,20,14,11,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,9,1,8,12,3,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,2,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174138244896316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309528251311981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254073657483815,0.21065197190857696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082333680458301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177248282793467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933473114805247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25195751632033825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288283096013936,0.1362612189425184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965123601875098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964608467928786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931835528224182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731718405747533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171532159995398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26446345438435764,0.16654256335890727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443045084396346,0.0,0.0,0.18864192613669956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444307466173175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210879287491712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jenniester22,2019/07/07,"How to talk?? This is going to sound weird, but for all my fellow SA sufferers, you guys know how difficult it can be to hold a conversation or just to socialise overall right? Well it is quite difficult for me. Throughout my whole life (I’m in college now), I’ve always been that ‘quiet’ kid. Never spoke up in class, never stood up for myself, never tried to draw attention to me and found it difficult to make friends. I have friends but most are people that I’ve known for years and are comfortable with now. 
In college (I only have like one ‘friend’ in my major) and I find it extremely isolating and dread going to class. I’m alone majority of the time and still fear answering or asking any questions in class at all (I literally never, at most I will stumble some sort of answer that may or may not be comprehensible when picked on by my teacher). 
I guess my question is 1) how does someone make friends? With girls I always feel inferior because they tend to be so much more confident and outgoing than me and with guys I just feel awkward and shy 
2) how do I answer/ or ask questions in class? As it makes up a large component of my grade and if I don’t get over this fear my grade is really going to suffer
Any advice will be so very appreciated",5.090612348178142,5.75440493117409,6.004714068825913,79.50763790485831,68.51417004048582,9.251923076923076,29.607540485829958,9.354420925462401,2.450886842105264,986,35,195,19,16,326,140,247,0.155,0.72,0.125,-0.7791,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,1,13,18,0,4,3,0,20,1,0,8,6,57,39,24,0,1,10,0,2,1,5,4,1,3,0,4,10,12,0,1,13,0,0,3,6,11,1,1,4,5,23,7,36,27,10,27,0,3,0,0,19,14,0,15,11,135,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404750976756475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087620155387495,0.0,0.0,0.1942238809117839,0.0,0.0,0.1587333934779467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821590077463016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114523823949769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213357183763967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626620457464843,0.11802400872288908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667068393656276,0.0,0.0,0.12796632101004676,0.36067894688766267,0.0,0.060976076981959525,0.0,0.1989866834483548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856905223209866,0.2311221912560218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414067857605531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243561503105651,0.057018535016295335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337141833771375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579516486875112,0.0,0.36005530953578985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908561143442884,0.08876309625595404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091191137067873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922252100484056,0.12413528623728982,0.0,0.0,0.07476731522193966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966956992299117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888787291560763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320463296299217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380695250629233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805444916479894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923832370744556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629784495402394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493616692785863,0.0,0.0,0.13030237397371447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515731368592543
socialanxiety,yummysnot,2019/07/07,"Sounding like an idiot in public when I speak So, hello.

Um, I dont know how to start this off but here goes. 

In public when I speak I sound like a bumbling idiot. My speaking and diction goes 100% out of the window and I end up feeling stupid, when I'm not. I'm not sure why whenever I speak my stutter and jumble my words. 
However, when I'm at home or around certain people I can easily speak and formulate my ideas in my mind before I speak. 
How do I overcome this and why is this even happening? 

I'm 25 by the way... :/",1.8512020202020203,3.213148100000001,3.873030303030305,89.0639898989899,77.0909090909091,6.707070707070707,23.131313131313128,7.3871296695380915,0.8470101010101003,401,12,88,5,9,137,67,110,0.14400000000000002,0.73,0.125,-0.6407,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,3,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,2,20,12,14,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,9,14,4,11,12,0,15,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,8,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22639070282767315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163999260613651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980505924145504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524405828222924,0.0,0.0,0.16797001389344118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858728038495765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488637321783428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550946634791833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28708615878786153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976267217809132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848701306170715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25678160927922145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630722336050514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800026313640313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396851033688931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186023082089455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589522353225332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_Vlix,2019/07/07,"Experiencing social anxiety for the first time, any tips? Hey don‘t know if this is the right sub, but I‘m currently in a camp to become a skiing instructor and I‘ve found it difficult interacting with the people here. I‘ve never really had this problem before so I don‘t really know how to counteract this anxiety. I want to get to know some people before everybody has their friend group and it gets even harder. Any tips for talking to strangers?",4.682129629629628,7.554848123456793,5.4031944444444475,74.35812500000003,73.93827160493827,9.482098765432099,24.939814814814817,9.827888789773867,2.9853074074074075,362,12,59,11,8,117,58,81,0.132,0.8029999999999999,0.065,-0.7133,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,14,13,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,3,1,9,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820489720441696,0.0,0.3172879578590019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290332517579081,0.35292764546552496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697153827911468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763960395441979,0.0,0.22737981281911154,0.16022010866568606,0.0,0.21669340590815547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419093877263822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994307767968796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875402702380894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843320997877928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657039446936577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771000992602718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113962570304139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666829766899168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092406650797465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231720770366285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lnxtgy,2019/07/07,"Dating apps when you have SA? I'm someone who has lurked on this sub for a while and decided to finally make an account and post something. 

So I'm a 22 yo college girl who has never dated before, or even held hands with a guy. My SA makes it hard for me to meet new people organically IRL and befriend them. I just kinda freak out internally and end up clamming up. I've been trying to work on this though.

Anyway, i was recently so frustrated at myself for never having any experience in the dating realm that I have been contemplating doing something I never thought I would do - make an account on Tinder or Bumble. I know Tinder is mainly for hookups but I felt that forcing myself out there on a low stakes kind of app might be a good way to get out of my bubble a little? I would probably be upfront and tell people I'm not really looking to hook up and would just like to talk to people and see where it goes. 

I don't know, I just feel like the longer I leave this sort of thing, the worse it will be in future when people are serious about relationships and I'm still the same clueless girl who doesn't know what to do (even on a date). 

Anyone able to offer any advice? Have any of you done a similar thing? Is this a bad idea and I'm just not thinking straight?? I don't even know if I'm attractive enough to get any matches anyway, so I would probably have to go into this with low to no expectations lol. 

Also, before you suggest this, I don't really have many friends IRL who I could meet guys through so this is kiiinda the only option atm :(",4.307796865581679,4.970857525316461,5.551356238698013,82.06356540084391,70.26582278481013,8.297528631705848,26.44002411091019,8.418075326091056,1.6440948161543092,1222,36,249,18,21,409,167,316,0.113,0.818,0.07,-0.8686,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,1,1,21,12,1,0,16,1,33,1,1,3,3,53,56,22,0,7,10,0,4,2,1,6,0,0,0,4,19,15,0,1,10,0,3,1,10,6,0,0,7,6,24,6,39,39,3,39,0,2,2,0,20,20,0,7,18,174,43,2,0.10307032951387436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071913310979244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242530527396094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803654340065431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206917090062955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605941989354514,0.0,0.0,0.17541051785566095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229327120778437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054767323467584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128971905469252,0.10649920282362588,0.0,0.204230941693455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082255991017816,0.0,0.0,0.052115455519103,0.07363346399913748,0.09896367991941506,0.1129085079445445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963188090541233,0.0,0.1076999862000594,0.0,0.05857724351941055,0.08645050225757607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411166182571555,0.0,0.0,0.09233077016850727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635385625753672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733188729906662,0.2265790303153612,0.0,0.0,0.10913659677446662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007099134340746,0.10330354772002613,0.0,0.0,0.08655311786583693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064007359142094,0.10449713659916043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093413315451095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384825766160858,0.09954596651637572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838963012222946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28582395488055845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871288440366782,0.0,0.22225449590371724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205898470642513,0.0,0.10176951589774837,0.1106589609038804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213370806201027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733115572124428,0.15869715044095664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231209829115242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284402662856125,0.09008801100379564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369506940960994,0.06604330535499281,0.10126607543073506,0.0818263285664876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997798802580069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181243003917553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503642744780037,0.0,0.1050374713192352,0.2928728194177339,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Eldonnen,2019/07/07,"What is your strategy for coping/defeating your social anxiety? In the situations where you’re socially anxious what do you do to help ease the stress?

What strategies gets you to snap back into being in the moment and engaged?

I’ve heard of CBT but I haven’t learned about it enough to apply it. I tried deep breathing but that doesn’t seem to help a whole lot. 

Out-of-the-box ideas are very welcome. I had a phase where I’d blink and placebo effect my way out of my anxiety. (Didn’t last too long lol)",1.6307754010695206,4.009004519607848,2.8342067736185403,91.25847593582891,82.23529411764707,6.062032085561497,22.01782531194296,7.348242739294969,0.8057921568627453,399,13,83,6,11,128,72,102,0.069,0.79,0.142,0.8473,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,1,5,3,0,1,5,1,9,1,1,1,0,11,12,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,9,2,12,8,3,12,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,4,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309689457094803,0.24438041822483486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633699367682098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351674384202952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301845266924605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899899366280669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244199340414018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763299541585515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914366993059654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839078227688841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692991888327974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431531327525928,0.0,0.44102270245868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477942258615109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468673155239208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848694062930187,0.0,0.1717050220408192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415139414428986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lewdcatloli,2019/07/07,"I slept until noon and ruined a friendship today I have no idea where to post this 


She probably thought I forgot about her (it's her birthday today and I didn't wish her happy birthday until now) and doesn't want to talk to me. I'm her only friend. She doesn't respond to my messages at all and I think I'm making everything worse with each one. Please help me I have no idea what to do I want to stay friends with her but I always forget things and I'm boring and annoying and I don't know what to do to fix this. sorry that this is all over the place I'm panicking right now and english isn't my first language sorry again",1.2504973973395008,3.235071609022558,2.7729323308270715,93.40415268941588,81.0300751879699,5.295315211104684,20.0052053209948,6.297961479604792,0.029945517640254327,496,13,108,4,13,162,75,133,0.21899999999999997,0.7090000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,2,0,10,1,1,1,2,25,23,11,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,4,0,20,3,15,19,3,16,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,0,9,75,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431115246693304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545757544265667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629671897760624,0.0,0.0,0.2657619328936503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308919734217866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152829365395257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883171587440328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452257118179958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480631857398033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654655831872685,0.13080803431509844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969553898392301,0.188796098993368,0.0,0.0,0.16472125650144714,0.0,0.1854369875296428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688064153443953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38506300907923785,0.0,0.18332110355268344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824104363208042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426416392618655,0.11020583895711747,0.0,0.13654282050207506,0.0,0.0,0.326057528445096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289124639971945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778286844395987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527503486461046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ImSuperMea,2019/07/07,"My Weird Kind of Social Anxiety I have been diagnosed with severe social anxiety, but I love giving speeches in front of groups. But not directly having a conversation with them.",8.350645161290323,9.792868096774193,8.725967741935486,60.10895161290327,61.58064516129032,12.651612903225805,34.854838709677416,12.161744961471696,5.238212903225809,145,6,20,5,2,48,25,31,0.159,0.599,0.242,0.7935,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487765126665747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977126427685421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28137834264149303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30544663427467594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647318779689459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313670157779971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5980036283824847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WhoCaresAnywayy,2019/07/07,People you know feel like complete strangers for a couple moments Have you ever thought about people you know but feel completely detached? Like you recognize them but they feel like complete strangers? And then after a few moments you come to your senses and that strange perception disappears.,6.9238775510204125,10.4593438367347,4.607510204081635,79.48391836734696,69.81632653061224,7.185306122448982,36.330612244897964,8.238735603445708,3.5151926530612254,244,13,34,4,5,68,33,49,0.13,0.713,0.157,0.3691,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,6,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,8,5,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,3,4,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,8,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989137892313975,0.6568731609950313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310700516893719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889016572346133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167771425527622,0.2983810731969713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295386178973547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060761753553919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895574028802405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579029701578726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jespinoza36,2019/07/07,"I've never fit in anywhere, my entire life. I've never fit in to any group my entire life. I was never a popular kid, a jock, a nerd, a smart kid, a stoner, an emo kid, a goth kid. Nothing. Adult life is like high school all over again. It's all a popularity contest, and I've never been in the cool group. I'm apparently not even in the introvert group either. 🤦‍♂️",-0.9450000000000004,1.0802645000000022,2.575000000000003,90.85000000000002,91.5,5.2,16.75,6.742157984588678,-0.09189999999999987,280,7,65,4,10,102,50,80,0.11599999999999999,0.743,0.141,0.4306,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,10,1,3,3,0,0,6,9,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,3,5,6,2,3,13,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,6,34,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937512038966686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479478790493978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476177556151993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4966133130063594,0.11449809877500075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7230218802343914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487796322163325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371882307866653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KikiJikiGoblinShaman,2019/07/07,"Social anxiety and the gym For context, I have a gym in my building, and have been meaning to start working out more for months, but I'm getting killed by my social anxiety (not lack of will, I've been being much more active, just can't get into the gym).  I realize that it's irrational and all, but whenever I get ready to go to the gym I freak out with anxiety about doing something wrong, looking like a twat, being embarrassed, being weak etc. even though I rationally know nobody gives a fuck what some random skinny dude is doing.

If anybody has dealt with something similar and could provide some advice I'd appreciate it.",10.195,7.465771833333335,9.995,66.15000000000003,59.83333333333334,12.933333333333335,40.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.541216666666666,500,20,87,10,5,165,83,120,0.294,0.612,0.094,-0.9844,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,1,6,0,14,3,1,0,1,23,25,8,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,3,4,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,1,7,1,14,18,8,7,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,4,3,64,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858471352528082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364743152999889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184769995863048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210718083780086,0.12561577352715075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758234923710713,0.2980923279030185,0.18244332606288924,0.10808684073185433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041215189528864,0.0,0.1045210140127164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291506154485224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970797708345755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071678376129624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180430535274572,0.0,0.13980827500658402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877404704838429,0.0,0.29282828268672034,0.0,0.0,0.13461432342358262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868563542597361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845735810272825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079380620257656,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,damnios,2019/07/07,"advice for eating alone? i’ve been working on doing things like shopping and getting coffee by myself since i’m working away from home for the summer, and while working in customer service has helped me stay social, i don’t exactly have a lot of friends i would make plans with outside of work. since i work at a bar i find it great how some people can come in and eat alone, but i typically avoid it since eating in public feels really unnatural and uncomfortable for me, and due to my anxiety i tend to loose my appetite ... today i tried to order food at work and sat alone, but i was so nervous i had a hard time finishing! 

tldr: anybody have any tips for overcoming anxiety over eating alone?",9.078666666666667,6.926263200000001,9.005740740740745,70.57083333333334,61.444444444444464,11.666666666666668,37.31481481481481,10.125756701596842,3.652037037037037,552,20,101,9,6,181,92,135,0.198,0.757,0.045,-0.9615,0,5,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,7,2,5,0,2,4,0,10,6,0,2,1,19,17,11,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,8,6,1,2,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,4,2,14,3,20,12,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,7,64,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025529361020762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674276928964353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672765911033066,0.0,0.17262790992626634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600665636927124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719228165729214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618093607148549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704978460869774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312375606444177,0.0,0.13643339920223316,0.0,0.08717148508802741,0.0,0.058948549464572175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439448437197365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010727143877256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562696940107468,0.0,0.11317678982514733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05512260050445628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592326855810296,0.0,0.0,0.07531430238045325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822149350668604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228121253188785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28000019981981583,0.0,0.0,0.11501506159780905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026081140114467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495864252141339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065791557303076,0.0,0.1069487968770333,0.0,0.0,0.07660355463569922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928455846040585,0.0,0.0,0.08015055754141537,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,extracheesesy16,2019/07/07,"hanging out with a kind of new person Alright, this may be long. I am f17 and i like this guy who is m18. Now before I get into this I should give the backstory.

I met this guy actually the day my mother gave birth to me. my mom and his mom were bestest friends in high school and she brought him in with her when she came to see my mom and i in the hospital the day i was born. i have known him forever. we were inseparable growing up. when i was around 11 we had lost communication due to my mom and i moving 5 towns over and dealing with familial issues. 

about two months ago, i had gotten back in contact with him. i went to his graduation party a month and a half ago (i had a socially anxious breakdown because it was him with his friends, i had the breakdown because i didn’t know his friends and they were all guys so i was scared to talk to anyone but him) 

I like him a lot. and he is getting to like me more but he doesn’t have the amount of feelings for me as i do for him. 

he’s picking me up tomorrow. and God i am petrified beyond words. he has social anxiety too, just not as (severe?) as me. i’ve told him so many times that i’m gonna be a nervous wreck, that i’m gonna have a breakdown before he gets me, that i’m gonna be silent the whole time (which i know i’ll break out of my shell at some point tomorrow). and he says i’ll be alright. because i’ve been BEGGING him to hangout for a while but he has 2 jobs and all these things he does on a daily basis. 

I am beyond nervous to see him tomorrow. mostly because i have a huge hill going up to my house, the only house with a steep hill on my road. and because when i am around someone i like I make a fool out of myself without realizing until after i go home. 

if anybody at all can give me tips on how to overcome this fear i will greatly appreciate it.",1.5196293706293744,2.9686563102564136,3.5119114219114245,90.93339160839164,78.2051282051282,6.36829836829837,24.125874125874127,7.106945922332613,0.7661538461538466,1411,48,325,16,33,479,190,390,0.08,0.8290000000000001,0.091,0.0709,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,1,1,15,17,0,4,20,2,35,0,0,3,3,52,62,28,0,2,7,5,1,4,3,6,0,1,1,4,14,28,0,0,5,1,0,8,4,6,0,2,21,4,62,11,52,31,9,59,0,1,2,0,52,26,0,5,28,222,76,3,0.0,0.0,0.08917903512979777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201540858466462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990963357215535,0.10323956801255213,0.0,0.06389884466983536,0.0,0.0,0.16270488432331978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026978469241557,0.0,0.2785386681477053,0.0,0.15552460634476864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452063104994233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787213461297892,0.09421440570895652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997203966640339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615008697637933,0.1028340591803097,0.046207238899757995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211812559732,0.0,0.14323540710555532,0.17533053779774846,0.10387293590472647,0.0,0.0,0.10075280207651613,0.0,0.2714579454289817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096553765298675,0.09166707641804113,0.0,0.0,0.21089312291535428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953826868368703,0.0906859768697716,0.0,0.0,0.09516390307999817,0.10044612753715412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785852961763512,0.0,0.0,0.08087326423966415,0.0,0.0,0.0997580345278542,0.07769265767980058,0.0,0.0,0.06100051010765165,0.09265052194369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281182267286929,0.14588601880857988,0.09712829100993148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826065531833338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950276708209548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979426653783858,0.0,0.0,0.08638880650035798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267339280997556,0.09149279668850646,0.09248697335974844,0.14564477398660222,0.0,0.0,0.10323956801255213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863119541913256,0.07743061123824094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345217827829761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060712444864523575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106575203631071,0.0,0.0,0.08732273176804081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927032428308221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471524521811581,0.0,0.1020286124587694,0.0,0.08809233091735813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BenzoinBox,2019/03/09,"How do I talk in a group? I had the privilege of hanging out with my friend and he brought along two of his friends along with him. Next thing you know, i'm hanging out with a group outside of school for the first time in my life. It felt good. However, I was shy and couldn't find the right words to say. I was able to add a couple of points every now and then, but not anything that screams exciting or happy to be apart of the group. Although i've come a long way with social anxiety, I still have a fear of raising my voice in public. I just can't do it. What are some tips that can get me out of that way of that shell and speak up and contribute to a group of friends? ",3.6437500000000007,3.664450875,4.170833333333338,93.6575,71.5,7.788888888888889,26.416666666666664,7.3871296695380915,0.9164499999999998,522,15,128,5,9,165,91,144,0.053,0.7859999999999999,0.161,0.945,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,1,10,0,11,1,0,1,0,27,17,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,8,16,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,5,5,13,7,27,10,1,23,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,2,7,86,21,1,0.18653025269759674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426951327579082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349850456256922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067929618165505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063921767477823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715978288155655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098983927819274,0.0,0.0,0.179098294439504,0.0,0.17048527168515115,0.15866253765555202,0.0,0.0,0.4323384315775961,0.0,0.0974543582822277,0.0,0.0,0.15645272609484712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985649225125468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251214869506066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175183383524727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650734038726342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837703988347333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633138070510085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929581661976225,0.0,0.14833634372126714,0.0,0.18877857410488408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014410231657627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489633007552509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499259514779356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392241150940532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087672903845254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822129529797677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961180646455125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shrect,2019/03/09,"I'm terribly anxious, how do I quit my job in a good manner? I work retail (part-time) but the anxiety is killing me. I want to quit but I feel awkward around my bosses.",-0.05249999999999844,1.98118652777778,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,86.5,5.822222222222222,22.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,0.8720222222222218,129,5,29,2,4,45,29,36,0.353,0.561,0.087,-0.8873,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,5,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,17,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726532497587966,0.3208481742572096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25282731264199304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360296661306782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23821241636901885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28183409393828673,0.0,0.3142127471737983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075529626235249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6041548853637609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751526317735732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067611897127256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PM_LADY_PARTS_TO_ME,2019/03/09,"im going to a party in a few hours never been to one before, and i havent left the house in months. fuck im nervous.",-2.958928571428572,-1.3380318928571422,1.047142857142859,100.0228571428572,100.07142857142857,2.8000000000000003,10.571428571428571,3.1291,-1.9274571428571423,89,1,23,0,4,33,22,28,0.205,0.696,0.099,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,3,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483287448150814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269795293099582,0.0,0.0,0.16585565718325174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873971321098481,0.3367365829404924,0.0,0.0,0.6304603422468203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31707786337229904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329386505984401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507992350481815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775387725783414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,depranxiety-disorder,2019/03/09,"Description of a struggle Trapped in a closet

As much a prisoner as my mother's cat

Everywhere I turn, faced by windows and doors

There are people there.

They're watching. They're watching.

And judging. 

You're nothing. Worthless. 

Run. Hide. Retreat into your computer.

Can't go outside. Can't skate. Can't escape: not without xanax.",1.5938571428571393,3.3628367666666716,2.4047619047619047,85.45500000000003,114.66666666666666,4.380952380952381,29.285714285714285,6.1826913282559595,2.139571428571429,266,15,41,4,14,83,47,60,0.158,0.72,0.122,-0.624,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,7,6,1,4,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,23,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24299850654944696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31431395163206044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102659971081191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964239609064961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469901439131349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650745710018958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121632774683833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tylada1st,2019/03/09,"Become yourself A lot of social anxiety is afraid of what other people think. Id imagine if you’re terrified of small social events it’s tough, but hiding behind the “anxiety” as an excuse to not get better is kinda pathetic. I forced myself into uncomfortable situations and honestly got more confident and assure of myself. Stop feeling bad for yourself and make something out of your life.",7.034142857142857,8.881139842857145,7.9071428571428575,63.30785714285716,64.85714285714286,10.171428571428573,32.57142857142857,10.355215969177356,4.077228571428572,319,13,43,8,5,107,58,70,0.33299999999999996,0.507,0.16,-0.941,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,16,7,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,3,11,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888910132312978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122280482660685,0.0,0.2807196779254155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247998228225173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285200553640487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327975362708406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328940000414128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795334681884282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160930820395838,0.0,0.0,0.1696658169357023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621505050529487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857067691466242,0.0,0.5182050093839016,0.0,0.19567867495001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250422467157612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286702622290625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HalfYourPlateVeggies,2019/03/09,Interesting things to talk about at restaurant ? I kind of socially awkward (34) and I'm going out with some friends to a restaurant. What are some good conversations and topics besides the obvious. How do I stop being so awkward ,3.8075609756097535,6.978615121951222,4.588487804878049,76.77053658536586,80.70731707317074,7.182439024390242,32.590243902439035,8.238735603445708,3.23433268292683,184,10,29,4,5,59,34,41,0.12,0.687,0.193,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32844384652413794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416034251802873,0.35656743470807684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426932720711952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43335259461563774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554163138550037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416924284351975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824284208890026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlxTheGr8-,2019/03/09,"How i got social anxiety (were it started and were its heading) Be me: 6th grade bell rings hed to courtyard for my sandwitch and choccy milk bell rings hed to class *finds letter on desk*

Letter: Hey i really like you *no name*

Me: yoo who tf pranking me 

friend: not me 
friend 2: nah fam

2 days later*

sister of a girl i like: you need to come with me

me: k

leads me to girl i like*

Grl i like: you wanna be my bf
me : uhhhhh yeah

1 year later i haven't talked to her was to shy were still together although we never spoke

school dance: she brakes up with me

3 years later havent talked to a girl since stopped talking to anyone in general contemplating the meaning of life searching the stars for answers stopped believing in god made my own meaning to life love is useless to afraid to kill myself want to change the world be cause the world changed me want to create a space x type company idolize elon musk 

thank you reddit


",0.3740016366612125,2.813571244680851,1.854468085106383,94.64576923076923,91.87234042553192,4.594435351882161,18.9328968903437,6.297961479604792,0.013931423895253923,726,22,153,8,26,233,122,188,0.083,0.763,0.154,0.9198,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,1,4,0,1,2,11,1,1,7,1,12,5,1,4,1,25,24,4,1,4,1,1,0,4,3,0,2,3,0,3,3,6,1,3,4,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,7,3,29,8,24,12,1,21,0,1,0,1,27,7,0,0,15,82,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354398144485177,0.0,0.0,0.10378153714753577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672230623275818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247237046830406,0.3140258999668848,0.1278541648310747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957212245401598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565688016619834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293440843854914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870826054947578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523258814851374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642092052139403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967257238821896,0.2900499476147636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395848753920564,0.14044241180329647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233545748559679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005454217427628,0.1144737667753862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508423820965584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021304862385096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277789652312596,0.0,0.0,0.15129961343467635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505529676251442,0.0,0.1185316270430444,0.2481782805169764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35789285430485096,0.0,0.13664891114238706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508868417959395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116042608985812
socialanxiety,TheMalevolent,2019/03/09,"DAE look at pictures of a restaurant you've been invited to in order to familiarize yourself with the surroundings? I don't get invited to many social events but whenever it's somewhere public I always spend at least 30 minutes looking at pictures on google and imagining myself being there. I try to visualize myself standing in the middle of each photo to try to make it more comfortable once I get there, but it rarely helps. I also read google reviews and go over the directions step-by-step which only makes me more anxious. 

​

Why can't I just go to a restaurant without all this anxiety beforehand and hectic 'preparations' for such a simple event?",7.113409090909091,8.435075743801653,7.1798243801652895,70.52610020661157,64.2892561983471,10.016942148760329,35.78615702479339,10.125756701596842,4.009602479338843,539,25,83,12,8,173,85,121,0.073,0.885,0.042,-0.3608,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,2,1,13,12,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,19,10,5,15,0,0,2,0,3,9,0,0,2,58,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630207838581462,0.1730357808113541,0.2253198872784654,0.25268890734314725,0.0,0.0,0.15908552238634352,0.2349307208321409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729651455536228,0.0,0.23637200519941334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938830561992885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492607845131821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776240560978813,0.21083441479587325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146600722979184,0.0,0.1581596618889363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801195103499204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198462246806007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823765058865899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876476515003442,0.0,0.0,0.200461850050382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25268890734314725,0.0
socialanxiety,ctrlcutie,2019/03/09,Being friends with another quiet person sucks. I hung out with my only friend last night and it wasn't fun? I can tell she wasn't having fun either. I did most of the talking. There were a few silent moments. We're supposed to be friends but it felt so fucking awkward. ,1.0054761904761909,3.556553462962963,2.0593121693121685,94.03833333333333,88.44444444444444,3.8264550264550254,22.529100529100532,5.288315135182226,0.15131005291005328,213,8,42,1,7,67,46,54,0.151,0.735,0.114,-0.2521,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,1,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,8,11,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,2,5,5,5,4,3,4,0,0,0,1,7,1,2,1,3,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296062352459372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27109456363124185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6544149335220689,0.26102252283307115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23014808315608146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649607626274317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147353714868393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653193227952316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226937450856845,0.24678114285329056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CoolAsABananaPeel,2019/03/09,"Has this ever happened to anyone here? It takes me many hours to fall asleep at night because I can't stop thinking about past mistakes, things I've said or done that were stupid. This then results in me feeling this weird feeling, like I am trapped in my body and I can't breathe properly, I searched it up and it said something about social anxiety, so I was wondering if any of you people have had similar experiences? 

Sorry if anything comes out wrong, it is my first time posting here, I thought you might know something about this since, yeah and stuff. Sorry if I offend any people too, if this wasn't actually a symptom and I am just dumb for believing the internet and stuff. ",9.081704834605596,7.306028938931298,8.14790076335878,75.53370865139952,61.13740458015268,11.176081424936388,40.15394402035624,9.725611199111238,3.762327226463104,545,24,103,8,6,169,89,131,0.17800000000000002,0.752,0.07,-0.9306,0,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,9,7,3,0,2,1,13,4,3,1,1,24,24,12,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,13,7,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,8,4,14,1,12,15,0,16,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,7,9,72,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.14259747915914142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874079929633928,0.0,0.11178566242412363,0.0,0.0,0.10217439735514132,0.0,0.12024889484317895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907679224920426,0.0,0.0,0.1646334799696846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623125685602023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587424121873442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953719361332962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217894549314513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293884846863278,0.0,0.0,0.1477709593161563,0.10439213765421083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242943366807681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921836050985502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390425341710414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030679271898666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138957326845796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814839443732014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550161395922577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712895026801866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394933926867807,0.20261014504975428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994790489596692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779977623036048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208765829701354,0.0,0.0,0.1489566183701584,0.0,0.2249892083626191,0.0,0.3271512281907744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216752105150032,0.0,0.0,0.33455763882998385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188041952855155,0.10986824440288966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707933684939224,0.09363136608428813,0.0,0.11600738158334528,0.08520699599711716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584669492614004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976537353014306,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,turtleabyss,2019/03/09,"I've realised that for over a decade I've been telling myself ""In a couple of years maybe, once I'm a little older and had more experience, I'll come out of my shell, I'll say what I want to say, I'll get out more, I'll meet more people and maybe enjoy my life"". But I never do it. Anyone relate to this? I usually really believe it every time I say it, but today I just realised how long I've been saying it for. I think this is how I'm going to be forever.",2.1560084033613443,2.517592500000003,4.7850140056022425,86.70970588235296,74.98039215686275,7.397198879551821,21.434173669467786,7.447530270364453,0.5814408963585436,353,7,82,4,7,127,60,102,0.0,0.9620000000000001,0.038,0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,13,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,9,1,11,9,3,14,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887249895217062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076520980215772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876509614421874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039333913171409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528751141021996,0.0,0.0,0.18028867383940025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629336778310783,0.0,0.10474653252893656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018225162239885,0.0,0.18472512142065287,0.0,0.16310685607598774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703244897082201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214975798479276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628209618798514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777602012599354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807247922741695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5862767495810743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610933906773773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809717933198602,0.0,0.0,0.10747152698330588,0.0,0.1747025147383888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298931763384348,0.0,0.1087096842494948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868836446284363
socialanxiety,tfshouldisay,2019/03/09,"Sign of confidence? So I got my first kiss a couple of days ago. Need to admit that I didn’t feel nervous, like at all. It wasn’t even awkward, I neither blushed nor had my palms sweaty. Seriously I’ve read many stories about people’s first kisses and most of them claim it to be awkward 🤷🏼‍♂️ to me it was fine. Was is just that I wasn’t into that guy or I actually got more confident? I’ve always been super shy, and the last time I went out with a boy (a year ago) was unbelievably awkward although we didn’t have anything romantic between us and I didn’t like him either. And this time we were holding hands and the whole vibe was all about romantic, and it didn’t embarrass me. Pretty proud of myself ",2.0705808477237038,3.8620692448979614,3.7506122448979617,88.31279434850866,77.63945578231292,6.6999476713762425,24.23286237571952,7.61054688173877,1.0979590790162221,557,19,119,8,13,186,94,147,0.08199999999999999,0.6779999999999999,0.24,0.9791,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,1,4,5,13,0,5,5,0,16,4,2,0,2,22,22,10,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,11,0,1,2,1,0,1,8,6,0,2,16,2,17,7,14,5,7,13,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,2,11,81,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.1941227398483708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526711739629433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655220770993617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369886107625545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010744902657484,0.0,0.12829058808241078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138851626640793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058278611103852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384121139642148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181980303593569,0.0,0.0,0.19696766937649846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215095568640794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943700497540059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167938733485025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750084951906126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790999921618435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023789019652644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989794829448556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319902934434053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392830648894806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844060712782072,0.0,0.2220933851167677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281015971064132
socialanxiety,GloomyGiraffe,2019/03/09,"Masturbation nightmare Hello! I really have to force myself to do something I’m absolutely terrified of doing today and I know the only solution is to just do it but every time I even think about doing it my heartbeat goes up to 140bpm, i begin shaking and I’m just frozen in fear too afraid to go through with it. So.. The thing I need to do is to talk to my boyfriend about a problem, which sounds like a small task but my social anxiety has always been extreme when it comes to close relationships and I have gone to extreme lengths to avoid conflicts my whole life. What I have to talk about is this: 3 nights ago I woke up from sleeping in the sofa next to my partner to him masturbating to 2 different videos (I know it’s fucked up to “spy” but I had to see if I was right) of what I at the time was absolutely sure was his ex. I was too upset to even speak so I sat in the shower for a while and when I came out he said “I’m sorry”  and then he went to the kitchen and cried so that only confirmed my beliefs. I was too upset to even utter a single word, and for the past 2 days I’ve regretted not saying anything at the time because it’s so much harder to bring up now. Now I’m not completely sure anymore that it was her that I saw. But I do know that the only people he have had sex with is his 2 ex girlfriends and that he still has sex tapes of them because “I might want to watch and remember if I’m old and lonely later in life”. I also saw that the videos were files on his computer so either it is one of his homemade videos or an amateur video that he downloaded, but since he mostly just surfs porn on the internet it doesn’t seem very likely that he downloaded a regular video of a couple fucking (he mostly watches more hardcore stuff). Also the face really looked like his latest ex that I’ve met a couple of times, and thanks to her being artsy on Instagram I know what her nipples looks like and those matched as well. I know it’s really stupid writing about this on reddit instead of just talking to him already, but I’m so afraid and I don’t know how to push myself to do it. Any tips on how to push yourself to do terrifying things are very appreciated. ",3.5444668708240528,4.50991304231626,4.83586233296214,85.3830362611359,72.25167037861915,7.750584632516705,25.83525890868597,8.07648339933343,1.4071942650334073,1712,53,361,24,32,569,212,449,0.12,0.813,0.067,-0.9789,2,3,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,33,21,3,7,20,0,34,10,2,2,2,60,69,37,0,6,16,3,0,4,2,1,2,4,3,1,30,19,1,2,10,5,0,9,4,13,1,1,19,11,42,8,62,48,7,49,1,2,7,5,35,19,2,7,25,249,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702441220392619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833631077842808,0.1570177731609269,0.08168777336964002,0.0,0.0,0.0667609843431653,0.0,0.07510205136852081,0.0,0.09736120382183518,0.0,0.0,0.08078798731143345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969065946688183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228372115670024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456731860760437,0.10293248852572913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172530423510711,0.10783839486841416,0.06331344234185075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256985590762692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945269572777428,0.0,0.0827149592205142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104718820621766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151865289167352,0.0,0.0,0.05579395978427045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237197727096497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386849404230038,0.1918494119019501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488113428585996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414600429200616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721684269834218,0.07279401140011986,0.0,0.0,0.10440806460399774,0.0921286795087023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301601484135947,0.0,0.066524543463214,0.22399489670903774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371720590950357,0.06806077448276744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939382712763988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867635038392494,0.0,0.0,0.10540102680649982,0.11121083441571776,0.08383917777254975,0.09338497340403824,0.07807108407035533,0.0,0.0,0.07823114454039308,0.0893729824244781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120969314500663,0.0,0.09824386676749086,0.1000749770759744,0.0,0.07557834662062084,0.0,0.1098965994925124,0.0,0.0,0.07840105860040457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238456002439108,0.0,0.0,0.1850537199365068,0.0,0.0,0.2367231374697241,0.0,0.0903844784503398,0.0,0.0,0.1304435145756511,0.06290527347494143,0.0,0.0,0.22898178716528755,0.0,0.09305649405465374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200595926021935,0.05790495976085396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826928781404605,0.09100732435539237,0.0,0.10960661217067742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sevlepo,2019/03/09,"Citalopram - Anyone had success taking for SAD & Depression? For the last year or so I've battled worsening social anxiety and depression. I decided to finally get help.

I'm on day ten of Citalopram at 20 mg (started at 10mg for first four nights).

So far I've only experienced unpleasant (but mostly manageable) side effects. Honestly, the insomnia really, really sucks. I feel physically fatigued constantly but way too mentally alert. I only sleep 3 or 4 hours a night the last week or so.

I'd love to read some success stories (especially if it's helped your social anxiety) to help me hang in there and give this medication a proper chance.",4.569822804314331,7.202779788135594,6.293636363636362,69.04681818181821,73.15254237288136,10.731587057010787,32.76117103235748,10.637119530657019,4.6197016949152525,517,26,82,19,11,177,87,118,0.138,0.67,0.193,0.9041,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,4,5,10,2,0,5,0,1,5,1,1,0,13,9,11,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,0,3,1,2,5,4,11,8,2,20,0,4,0,1,8,6,1,6,12,42,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386880347590133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551769275002494,0.0,0.0,0.11220411344695404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341068849434327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348965175103378,0.0,0.2764245563559211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113827882754288,0.0,0.0,0.17578666267722134,0.0,0.13649540603863455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383877127217854,0.1539371146334743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226782803248793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803028541278194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26160837183635005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483012823045574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616562945227571,0.1617156687483055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011798002439649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440888063892676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051307974623874,0.0,0.2056019393107776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058554364405428,0.3271572084381641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135812473020832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065320939795285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737334239828824,0.1287190773623234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333719621565564
socialanxiety,TheDoveChild,2019/03/09,"How do I get over my social Anxiety and talk to girls? I am 15 and I am when I get into social encounters with girls I like or would like to be friends with I get a blast of anxiety. Other guys I can talk to fine. It’s just when I would like to talk to a girl I think that other girls will wonder what I am doing and make fun of me. I am a sophomore and I have been anti-social ever since transferring schools in 6th grade and I would like to talk to girls but I can’t because I think that they will think it is weird that all of a sudden I am taking to them. What do I do I would like to ask this one girl on a date but I just think she would never go out with me.

TLDR
I am 15, been antisocial since I transferred schools in 6th grade. I feel it would be weird to start talking to girls since I haven’t through the past 4 years. I get nervous around them. I would like to as a certain one out on a date.",1.183936567164178,2.233323696517413,2.929275497512439,96.4363013059702,78.20398009950249,6.020024875621891,20.02518656716418,6.322622252153567,-0.1885798507462688,697,15,176,5,16,232,89,201,0.052000000000000005,0.8270000000000001,0.121,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,7,13,0,1,8,0,28,0,0,2,4,36,43,12,0,7,5,0,1,6,1,9,0,0,0,8,11,12,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,2,1,32,10,29,30,1,20,0,0,0,0,21,9,0,2,16,126,43,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252896967778727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456585544579846,0.09930927483231232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475588618662237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608972813789583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371230362895394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207184842063575,0.0,0.2219999538329396,0.0,0.060372084601821564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518288140237578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311387172668991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709083251550964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192994085809567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396631397332632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140708968661458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150177553607428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636198515392261,0.0,0.0,0.2165730844670888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518905416531803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987058526056305,0.4269120808593304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722676437961335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520023871093285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282315750280099,0.0,0.0,0.06840764851689142
socialanxiety,cheesecake2217,2019/03/09,"popular sibling I am a freshman in high school. At school, I talk to people in my grade and am very friendly with most of them and I think I am generally very well-liked among my grade. But, I do not hang out with people from my grade because while they like me and i enjoy talking with them at school, I do not feel as though I can trust them with my feelings and shit and I don't really think of them as 'out of school friends'. I also tend to be walking alone a lot and just have some small talk and short conversations with the people from school. But besides that, my brother is a junior in high school who is very well-liked and everyone in my school knows and loves him-freshman, sophomores, juniors, and seniors- and I have multiple times heard him been described as ""the funniest person I know"". Although me and my brother are very close and I consider him my best friend, we are clearly two complete opposites-I being introverted and not having any close friends, while he is very outgoing and best friends with the whole school. Most weekends, my brother invites many friends over. Not huge parties, but he will have anywhere around 10-20 people over. Currently it is an early Saturday morning at 1:22 am, my brother downstairs having a blast with his friends while I hide in my room. My brother always invites me downstairs with them to hang out and stuff, because we really do love each other, but as much as I may want to, I can never bring myself too. I may be halfway down the stairs and then I hear the chatter and laughter of tons of boys and girls having a great time and that is when the anxiety kicks in. ""They are having so much fun, what if when I come down they stop?"" ""What if I try to make a joke but it's not funny?"" or even worse ""What if I just sit there awkwardly not knowing what to do or say?"" I always compare myself to each other, but I don't really know if it's my fault. Siblings are always compared to each other by others and it really makes you think about it yourself. ""He's so much funnier, more attractive, and nicer than me."" These thoughts circulate my brain time and time again each and every day. Everytime I walk through the halls and see him laughing and making others laugh, everytime I'm halfway down my staircase and I hear endless talking and laughter. Why can't I be more like him??? I constantly feel as though I need to be more like him to be liked. And not in a good way where I feel inspired to be better, but in such a way where I feel as though I hate myself because I am not him. My greatest fear is that every person I become close with in the future, whether it is a best friend or a boyfriend, will like him more than me. I hate that I think this way. I hate it. I don't know why I am posting this on reddit, but I just needed to let this out.",5.8256205116696576,5.659878466786356,5.837216674147217,84.21505301840217,66.84560143626571,8.614205565529621,31.23030745062837,7.972316293177498,1.991357315978456,2194,77,449,23,32,691,227,557,0.078,0.726,0.196,0.9972,1,1,0,0,0,0,69.0,2,1,8,4,20,37,4,2,19,0,47,4,2,3,2,112,81,65,0,7,27,5,5,5,8,4,0,4,1,4,26,53,0,1,16,2,0,6,13,7,0,1,3,10,82,30,64,66,21,69,0,0,1,2,51,37,1,13,26,337,108,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143156260179799,0.0,0.047433497695438524,0.14806235237726068,0.0,0.0,0.040335650331013065,0.0,0.04537515605778456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052802161449712816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084720507563656,0.0655078094426463,0.0,0.0,0.18673959699699133,0.052458538229410136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621419851216466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109388104965706,0.06218974908358842,0.06409751545303156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03825271446608165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03917643119409872,0.0,0.0999494451763346,0.05667720425508095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667448997361144,0.1499550611942373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666076699970512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974988792549463,0.0,0.06539405063198434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568130528018644,0.0,0.0,0.13370269705412785,0.0,0.0,0.12533729457678255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298750542349547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065272855396449,0.0,0.1448894678310674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050426762187595,0.10706665734297,0.0,0.11877795051875087,0.06013522997071709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308081567871862,0.08796136902159409,0.0457467226871768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448383005760125,0.1035816413751875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056806551814502726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199263201790142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047168986182681456,0.0,0.4802326243268695,0.04726569151461716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060885114097631324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958927838055405,0.0,0.0,0.0679005014732481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906978413052044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520244280293779,0.17482752922556624,0.047088803063381965,0.13834621208989184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040270408738199065,0.0,0.05794129776825557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24470189394869005,0.0349850175566547,0.14124241452875996,0.0,0.0,0.10666107347769843,0.0,0.10704357433641376,0.06622212098848441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060446177750822276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DogWithAFirearm,2019/03/09,"Never met anyone else with social anxiety Heyo  everyone, just found this subreddit and am surprised to find people with the exact same problems I have. Like seriously,  it's scary how similar these posts are to my every day social interactions. I'm a 17 year old Male who has been slowly overcoming social anxiety over the years, but would like some advice/support from people with the same problem as me. Sorry in advance if this post is all over the place. All my friends know about my social anxiety and it's become something that we can all joke about together. I have always surrounded myself with people more confident and outgoing than me, because those are the kinda people I like and that's the person I want to be. I've always felt alone when it came to my problem with socializing. I overthink everything, struggle to look people in the eyes, I'm not confident, struggle with talking to girls, hate being the center of attention, etc. You know, the usual. I feel like I'm in limbo, torn between putting myself out there and removing myself from social interaction. I know that I'll eventually overcome this problem, but the road is long and arduous. Any advice or support would be much appreciated, thanks ",7.327517776341307,8.371830429864257,7.545614091790561,69.08037330316742,63.70588235294117,10.296186166774405,33.8852617970265,10.290406445055957,3.774280930833872,979,40,153,22,14,318,134,221,0.147,0.6759999999999999,0.177,0.9148,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,1,6,17,1,2,11,0,15,1,1,1,5,46,31,13,0,8,6,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,3,12,15,0,0,8,1,0,4,2,8,0,0,5,4,18,9,26,21,9,24,0,0,2,0,17,10,0,4,12,107,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774732074106556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300126630845623,0.0,0.0,0.14943443490063618,0.0,0.0,0.061064156587960924,0.0,0.20608039875226644,0.0,0.0,0.06278724269465906,0.09200630826733357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05473862648753938,0.09917229797245693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270236124362396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791079917894311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750127866908071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014594415534032,0.0,0.0,0.07565675179451385,0.08580364137426773,0.08070258690013013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540340499174585,0.06415006745307097,0.08621795576952575,0.0,0.082071644844563,0.0,0.0,0.09845635241494932,0.0693759366197542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865466526649184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804810838132065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547857697050628,0.0,0.0,0.07946637056682432,0.07540577405718793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601017299820046,0.0,0.06925598111425386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422548398935472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31126516717837216,0.07840614340745154,0.09381739655234927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199892138869538,0.0,0.0,0.3436894385702162,0.0,0.09026948225246724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492124597167823,0.0,0.0691291184230907,0.0,0.1005189367101089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774792894167489,0.0,0.0,0.20379819701189664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217438386938396,0.0,0.08267181797144617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889727951523282,0.0,0.052963831567866264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757658067695132,0.0,0.0,0.11565097604457047
socialanxiety,hgkeo2,2019/03/09,Aren't you tired of feeling like a little bitch all the time You little bitxhe,1.41,4.020190000000003,2.2800000000000007,92.965,86.5,3.2,14.25,3.1291,-1.179275,64,1,12,0,2,20,14,16,0.17600000000000002,0.502,0.322,0.2261,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557765158159351,0.27632992599461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188970893223816,0.7753502319757729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22554613237347265,0.44456958472472974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BigBrownToley,2019/03/09,"Haha ok you can come out now. I fell for it! I see whats happened. Its all been a huge prank. My absolute worst nightmare come to life.  No hope of love, a decent job or any meaningful social life.  Just living in this misery where there is no hope. What a great joke. Oh wait its real. Fuck.",-1.0814999999999984,0.925433850000001,0.91,99.225,102.16666666666666,3.733333333333334,12.666666666666668,5.6839178017228535,-1.087133333333333,221,4,50,2,10,72,51,60,0.198,0.483,0.319,0.8409,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,9,1,0,3,2,3,4,0,0,1,11,12,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,7,5,11,2,8,0,0,1,2,3,4,1,3,1,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130578180454938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40865776852526503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928981803424824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615165089937348,0.0,0.0,0.20975731947685894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711910555043618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353868041075261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33508617285299497,0.0,0.0,0.20945408544955946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408444795333748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699882878390325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901962060187485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24179799886316425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rlynbook,2019/03/09,"Meeting New People? I am meeting some my boyfriend's friends this Saturday night. They are girls and their boyfriends. I am having a lot of anxiety about meeting them and I don't know what to do about lessening it a little. I can understand that they are good people and everything but the things he has told me just makes it worse too. One of the people he told me that she looks like a model and he wouldn't have even started being friends with her if she wasn't pretty. He promises that there is nothing going on now with them though other than friendship but he admits they did try to do stuff before too. I start having anxiety attacks just thinking of spending time with these people but I do not want to make my BF feel like he has to cancel. I want him to have his friends and I would like to feel comfortable around them but I don't know how to handle this right now. This past week has been really hard on me - I have been crying on and off and I seem more anxious than normal about everything. 

​

Does anyone have any tips? We are hanging out either at the one girl's house or a bar (where I will not be able to drink since I am driving). ",3.2716424682395626,4.9913735689655185,3.616932849364794,90.87924682395644,74.08620689655173,6.435934664246823,23.848457350272234,7.0608816371341465,0.7627637931034479,916,27,189,9,19,284,132,232,0.126,0.741,0.133,0.6805,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,7,0,15,10,1,0,7,0,31,2,0,3,0,42,49,15,0,6,11,0,3,3,4,3,0,0,0,2,13,13,2,0,8,2,1,3,6,1,0,2,6,4,31,9,26,38,4,23,0,0,1,0,31,10,0,5,13,140,44,0,0.12055304446153445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306191733075426,0.1464851442090288,0.08198020417388521,0.0,0.18444549808976168,0.13619062618167807,0.0,0.08429349168540301,0.0,0.0,0.1073177683004073,0.0,0.137146491677561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258176168548956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242185860612934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054967816009194,0.0,0.0,0.11809608854894632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796241489040029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669060611369384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191048298689737,0.08612311905095746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794169493186749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851307331348985,0.1011141740938808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079918488064352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910202754703338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325056010031589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668838446326576,0.12082582097159372,0.0,0.0,0.10123419528759836,0.0,0.0,0.10248988738353043,0.0,0.0,0.160940186575612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643088155451815,0.0,0.11313086573995465,0.11811638773739047,0.11567389749443112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337972572889753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508152179984585,0.3343052079429833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226457858191884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722936721918479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295164127950626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097469640220764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972272413936904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706561307059774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800439384526628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009008602316865,0.0772455231723637,0.11844275410221895,0.0,0.0702954496874236,0.0,0.0,0.2303872003404405,0.0,0.08184760387971295,0.0,0.0,0.12549997081591652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221061809018695,0.0,0.0967003806194977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285385144102395,0.08563742394965461,0.0,0.1464851442090288,0.0
socialanxiety,Gothboi777,2019/03/09,"Resources for managing social anxiety when in non-professional situations with coworkers? Are there any resources online for handling social anxiety when talking to coworkers? Everything I'm finding online seems to be geared toward finding a partner or public speaking, two things which I'm actually perfectly fine with. I just want to be a good conversationalist when it comes to talking to my boss and colleagues. I'm sick of leaving after work get togethers feeling alienated and awkward.

​

Some context:

I am not anxious in social situations that involve people my age or people I have things in common with. I am married, but prior to that I didn't struggle with dating or anything like that. All things considered, I have been told I'm personable and charming.

However, I am encountering something really strange. I work in an office setting. I am a very casual and somewhat immature person. While at work, I'm fine. I can talk about work issues and having some common ground. Unfortunately when trying to build rapport with my coworkers, I have very little in common with them. I don't have children, I don't own a home, I'm also about 30 years younger than more of my coworkers. As a result, when I am in social situations outside of the office, I have no clue what to talk about or how to interact with them. I also don't drink, I don't play golf, I don't like country music, etc. I'm also vegan which is strange to a lot of them because they usually go to restaurants with a lot of meat and cheese options and I live in a small dairy town that leans very conservative so people like me aren't very common around here. 

When someone says something, I can't think of *anything* witty or on topic to say. My mind is completely blank. It is like if you have to be friends with your parents friends, but your parents aren't there to lead the conversation. I had a conversation with one of my coworkers who was telling me his grand children live in Washington State and all I could think of is ""That is near British Columbia, right? That place seems really nice."" I want to go to these work functions and build relationships with people, but I have nothing at all to talk to them about.  ",5.389952006294255,7.188103875609759,6.0017230527144,75.58983084185681,68.78048780487805,8.900078678206135,32.49409913453974,9.370254747372089,3.181013375295043,1759,79,301,37,31,571,196,410,0.043,0.828,0.128,0.9865,3,0,3,0,0,0,51.0,0,3,5,7,20,17,0,2,12,0,36,2,0,4,4,59,55,31,0,4,11,2,1,4,3,0,1,3,1,5,16,22,1,1,7,4,0,4,11,2,0,2,5,4,41,15,60,46,11,43,0,0,0,0,39,20,0,14,21,214,57,8,0.0,0.0,0.07731510657515929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900758270006219,0.0,0.08584351306137851,0.09627070109070693,0.053877761966887386,0.0,0.121218417812989,0.0895050971570427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039579907257431,0.07052972401779876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829665802461032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824791316284554,0.08306905852289691,0.0,0.0,0.06325711717381025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761328496529217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836017137776038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120502451964593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04006006114417957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448259270983879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224227241735428,0.0,0.041393363920806565,0.0,0.09005420498281667,0.0664526937716986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947215141292809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269345578233993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389102035671996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548272100784086,0.07940727749291189,0.1399195643528406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471363756915253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999770224263791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602141001952244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053686948341615234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594665272667628,0.0,0.0,0.21970689874886215,0.1383576804229917,0.08277640505063663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151098075000996,0.0,0.0,0.08506122983681685,0.0,0.06766028553908568,0.0,0.12601058313994382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425240492517702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671667999729501,0.0,0.3230519050483744,0.06712963367848786,0.12198718185896824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282631571865476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31840235675899603,0.06924877070002229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579067032394041,0.10153221628140424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757057564398817,0.0,0.05379061645220925,0.0,0.07739425108042412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725845704949856,0.26148561457311537,0.09346146314024124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883946654268269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627070109070693,0.05102023925927798
socialanxiety,noyakr,2019/08/19,"My [24F] social anxiety affects how I interact with my SO [26M]. He told me that I’m hiding my true self from him and he wants me to “let go”. So I’ve been with my SO for a year now but we don’t live with each other. We live far from each other so we only meet during week ends. I’m an introverted person and he is as well but i suffer from social anxiety. I do have friends and i interact with people normally but I’m not very outgoing and it takes me lots of effort to socialize with people. I always feel tired at the end of the day when i have to talk to people. I’m also very afraid of confronting people and i always get panic attacks whenever i have a job interview, a meeting or a presentation. 
I also get nervous whenever i have to talk over the phone but i try to do it anyway to get used to it.
So here’s the deal. I’ve been friends with my SO for a year then we became a couple and have been together for another year. We’re kind of like in a long distance relationship but we do meet every month to every two weeks. I used to be shy and nervous at the beginning of our relationship but with time i became more outgoing around him and I’ve always showed him the real me. Today, he told me that there is something missing, that i still haven’t showed him the real me, that I’m always holding back and that even when i chat with him, it feels like I’m trying to control what i write. I was shocked by this revelation! Yes because we don’t live with each other for the moment, he doesn’t get to see some of my sides. For example, when I’m home, i can be a bit of a crazy girl but i wouldn’t behave that way when we’re in public  so this is something i can’t show all the time. But I’m also introverted and calm by nature so i can seem a little reserved. I know that i have to improve myself when I’m with him and be more outgoing but still, if the woman who has been talking and interacting with him isn’t the real me, then who am i really? I appreciated his honesty but tbh i couldn’t help but cry because he’s not the first person to tell me that: friends and colleagues told me the same and i didn’t care that much because i wasn’t too close to them but it’s not the case with my SO: I’m super close to him and we know everything about each other. So when he told me that he still want to know how the real me is like, that I’m holding back, that there is something missing when we’re together, i felt so disappointed!! I said to myself : “Not you too!!!” I felt empty, lost, confused! I seriously went in front of the mirror and kept asking myself “who am i?”, “who are you?”. At some point, i thought i became insane. Maybe i don’t even know who am i. Maybe everyone is right. Maybe I’m just a fake person...
I genuinely think I’m being real with people I interact with specially people I’m close to, even more with my SO, so why do they keep telling me that I’m hiding my true self? Why do they think that? What am i doing wrong? Acting shy sometimes doesn’t mean that I’m hiding the real me. That’s just part of who i am, no? 
Now i really don’t know how the heck I’m supposed to do! We’ll have a date soon and I’ll probably be self aware of every action or facial expression i make. I’m really confused :(

Tl;dr: my SO just told me after a year of being together as a couple that there is something missing when we interact with each, that i haven’t showed him the real me yet. Which made me feel confused as I’ve always felt like i was totally me when I’m with him compared to when I’m interacting with friends.",2.1873787727725897,3.435374641711232,4.246385389286687,87.19894996827698,75.97860962566844,7.263699809661924,22.83839390918155,7.891335392355504,0.9783388199039252,2744,76,605,41,59,944,254,748,0.142,0.765,0.094,-0.985,4,0,4,0,0,0,76.0,10,2,3,5,55,35,2,7,34,1,58,2,1,9,4,127,123,67,0,6,22,0,6,4,4,2,1,1,1,8,38,52,0,5,16,5,0,5,19,19,1,2,22,8,101,16,73,91,17,63,0,6,1,0,86,16,1,10,45,413,139,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316198910932725,0.22824880729785346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752782056341878,0.08393889534933979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048839006729829285,0.051288769281526765,0.06241369473192311,0.0,0.08437132054811113,0.0,0.10033049919620926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059895334391937574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593568905111106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615326440836171,0.0,0.12140800453471963,0.060263571876910775,0.035381592873284934,0.056560539206961025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718328483368414,0.0,0.0,0.10870793548261197,0.0,0.13867135809180756,0.05242320170317312,0.04930662525823933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321995965803952,0.039193580499638815,0.15802900249976765,0.0,0.0,0.04666577579322508,0.0,0.0,0.1695456584598811,0.0,0.1146529811225902,0.0,0.031179463584001105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03677298921626252,0.0,0.055031279247746916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054442287372796785,0.04876406136730593,0.0,0.057130559076826876,0.15075420504967746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610033636313748,0.0,0.10721163679971092,0.05498635665857782,0.1453330345516168,0.04855133775351715,0.0,0.0,0.059888593264094375,0.0466418970403123,0.0,0.05191195850698388,0.03662095746001672,0.0,0.16534942010512108,0.05976104033472749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04379050010706439,0.0,0.040330043785109085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053753326657535835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04172519003816663,0.0,0.06436899373757178,0.0,0.05941043732335445,0.0,0.22820733079597186,0.1437107215306162,0.0,0.0,0.051862530367174614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059150751597880975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371165157998935,0.10543842772056343,0.0,0.0,0.11780298404115347,0.0,0.04685203560348071,0.052186533968951114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04371808582440099,0.04994450405872053,0.17169977951148555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777537114096888,0.0,0.16894246727123371,0.05426013780754898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143911783803575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04124956129955205,0.1322885214235787,0.09590399580742176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030698990131602,0.0,0.0435544740323244,0.06398120264204983,0.06305605063904503,0.05200296911799178,0.26211600851586564,0.0,0.07449569144062289,0.0,0.05359241655919498,0.0,0.0,0.09476668556653678,0.0,0.0905341532788866,0.06471831686359678,0.043547076131703576,0.08801432632539707,0.0,0.04932772392612407,0.050857827022635964,0.09900923946797116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998322449579557,0.0,0.14131788225415748
socialanxiety,Shit4shit,2019/08/19,"So is that social anxiety? When i'm going somewhere and i see someone that i'm not close but still know each other i just pretend that i'm talking on my phone.

When i'm walking near a place with alot of people i feel like my legs are about to dropout. Like i loose control of them.

Overthinking what people will think / reply to whatever i said.",1.314,3.749211471428573,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,84.28571428571428,5.214285714285714,23.035714285714285,6.6274283507984215,0.7008571428571435,273,10,55,3,8,88,51,70,0.08800000000000001,0.816,0.096,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,6,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,12,13,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,8,2,8,11,2,9,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,5,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906935880074316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32118404295436953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479535481007752,0.20458007014333948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274851048899264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737937412352832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798081203230364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39706053173592576,0.0,0.2991917285416089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723998329268278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22819678504674795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29191427744704723,0.2426371515451227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286924168370874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23017030380135686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834918976809333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Seducia,2019/08/19,"Do your eyes get watery when you’re nervous? I’ve had this thing for a long time where if I’m nervous or anxious for any reason, my eyes get really watery and sometimes red.

This happens a lot in social situations where I’m just experiencing social anxiety (e.g. worrying that I’ll say the wrong thing or fail to meet expectations) and it often looks as if I’m crying or on the verge of tears... but I’m not, I’m just nervous.

Honestly, there’s been a lot of times where I keep a tissue or something with me to make it seem as if I’m sick or just sneezed so people aren’t thinking that I’m about to have an emotional breakdown.

Just curious if this is something that affects you guys and if you have done anything to combat it.",5.118784489187174,5.221131288590605,6.151230425055933,80.44856077554067,68.32885906040269,9.038329604772557,30.64951528709918,8.841846274778883,2.3002029828486203,578,21,118,9,9,193,91,149,0.16,0.7809999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.8847,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,1,12,6,0,3,7,0,8,3,2,3,0,30,23,18,0,6,16,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,6,6,1,14,20,2,10,0,1,4,0,8,6,0,14,4,74,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850350850853544,0.0,0.1333092474732078,0.19686541636650806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434020189477332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914176111926098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832958464936724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602025752186705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208844148355371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725458642187004,0.15409849551129046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489125267989387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421557009541514,0.14633541650095294,0.0,0.0,0.2963010732647568,0.0,0.0,0.11632062252965025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120810689766917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163610858977133,0.1791694110255099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857940332105198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586407403571573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958767525969289,0.0,0.35527444701699706,0.0,0.2683093824914429,0.17234866169760238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315426336427507,0.11165946224147656,0.0,0.0,0.20322607156420164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697058324665751,0.0,0.0,0.1905271325116119,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LocusStandi,2019/08/19,"An opportunity to practice calming techniques for social anxiety/panic attacks: virtual reality Hey everyone, I don't frequent this subreddit but I've been making some progress lately and I thought I'd share, it's a bit of a niche suggestion but perhaps it is still valuable for someone out there :)

Personally I've been diagnosed with mild social anxiety and I'm particularly anxious when it comes to 1 on 1 conversations, a couple of weeks ago I bought a VR headset for my computer and I jumped into some games and when I tried VRchat (a videogame where you control an avatar and visit places with other people who are also controlling avatar, there you interact with each other) I noticed I started to experience my regular social anxiety symptoms because the interaction with other people in VR felt so real to me, and I started to get the maladaptive thoughts I would normally have eg 'should I keep talking to keep up the convo' or 'am I saying something odd now', and by playing more and more I noticed that I could calm myself, start talking about random things (this personally often helps me), I felt more comfortable and I felt confident walking up and talking to strangers in VR, basically VR in a game like that can be seen as a real life interaction-simulator but with a literal exit button if things go south, when I left the game after about an hour and a half of play I felt a sense of victory I'd normally only feel after real conversations 

I can wholeheartedly recommend people to try something like VRchat if they have access to a VR headset, it's also extra convenient because if your anxiety gives you the shits you can just take your headset off, find relief and then jump straight back into the game 

Hope this tip can inspire somebody and feel free to comment/ask anything",8.446393939393943,8.438871033333335,8.79515151515152,64.65939393939396,61.39393939393939,11.575757575757574,40.15151515151515,11.095144083064902,4.813151515151515,1451,72,228,35,18,482,185,330,0.052000000000000005,0.753,0.195,0.9945,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,6,1,4,16,16,2,0,20,0,16,4,1,3,0,59,39,28,0,9,8,0,6,2,0,2,3,1,0,2,15,23,0,4,10,6,2,6,1,2,0,1,10,8,30,15,38,25,8,39,0,0,1,0,31,16,1,9,19,162,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149227118553834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470361548825527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098344412963269,0.10385712009805803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565229576144313,0.0,0.08594411560259457,0.1045860501308128,0.0,0.07069012015991362,0.0,0.11208192543483793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036605703640522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791913750047001,0.0,0.0,0.20621936344105127,0.07340031153589338,0.10172113430464502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330915939876658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784507350341954,0.0,0.08992724676806048,0.0,0.0,0.0929672770275125,0.0,0.3530769809105063,0.0,0.08402428566486593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048030734612163534,0.08818965960175235,0.05224713831562835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061620157405370884,0.0,0.0,0.09130933130174776,0.09053461285476394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634269718736757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370342758888476,0.0,0.09988450961387713,0.0,0.06493437006973407,0.08982677334759641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136539919968392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180147903137276,0.0,0.20933063962978127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991851445092176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912024551771883,0.16054314992773264,0.09604949118758674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139166128121588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310810603238205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436699275248804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281139635335356,0.07789378089666453,0.1415476637550762,0.0,0.0,0.19521006796631868,0.0,0.07341710408483748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555266544054906,0.06912150777932416,0.22167464997487096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215122165127468,0.0,0.0,0.14596765739093448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483174010131992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374239567802353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530593531571646,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kika32,2019/08/19,"Kinda freaking out People of Reddit, I start college tomorrow at the age of 32. It’s not my first time and I know that I’ll get accustom to it. However, my anxiety is through the roof about walking into a class full of people idk. I’m trying to calm myself down but nothing is helping. Add to that I’m very introverted. I feel like my heart is gonna claw it’s way out of me.  I wish there was at least one person there that I would know. I’m not gonna be able to sleep tonight.",0.7308737864077699,2.5626112621359236,2.9765145631067966,92.06787864077671,82.00970873786406,6.061747572815534,21.9504854368932,7.1686216300943375,0.5990046601941748,372,12,85,5,10,127,69,103,0.068,0.841,0.091,0.6381,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,0,0,14,17,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,1,10,2,16,12,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,7,51,16,2,0.2488047131440985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903349245467882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580313871082568,0.17774613678367635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116331618984236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999019358195651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29483478302374394,0.16676855464222484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734731270772396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215534152307089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387348325619836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685965127430281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449797213183274,0.2172466786722648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489843969323708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761052565542236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508002906882556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689220682545389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052899452813656,0.0,0.19748960038765231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861131412286992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674372966160895,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,efner09,2019/08/19,"Trying to fit in Can someone else relate to me on this? When you try to be apart of a joke and showing you can joke with others but someone else says ""hey don't be mean to her or him"" or ""hey! be nice to so and so!"" as if you're some delicate thing that can't be joked with. I was going to joke back until they said this..

I get it if it's coming from someone you don't know really well and they are saying this to someone close to them. But this came from my coworker who I am closest to and she is saying this to everyone at my job. I always joke with people when they crack jokes with me so I don't understand why she always has to say this. 

Can anyone else relate to me on this? What should I do if I feel weird about it every time she does this?",1.0270209059233473,2.3963420853658555,2.937108013937284,94.86939024390249,79.3658536585366,5.905226480836237,17.811846689895468,6.5431188927421005,-0.3071031358885019,578,10,139,5,14,194,90,164,0.043,0.841,0.11599999999999999,0.8789,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,4,0,8,9,0,0,1,0,18,0,0,0,0,24,27,18,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,16,11,0,0,4,7,0,3,4,1,1,0,3,6,24,8,26,19,1,16,0,0,0,0,20,8,0,6,5,104,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24101442257645705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126602381360963,0.14839181661969467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136260329599652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564288083151407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247551660566266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673860560586886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36295175503873467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202253356055255,0.13838788291686105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322860654150383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566584456964646,0.0,0.08230821116773003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371790821423008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959283141753029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775846541497088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040442764820916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277953473698933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776312239805186,0.460687235579075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4908439369800117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621626054744044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444946981912417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966553108157741,0.0,0.0,0.1507694458865642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021637483905354,0.0,0.13068334815528546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mogsoggindog,2019/08/19,"I officially have 1000 unread messages! And i dont plan on checking them ever! Im sure many of them are mean cuz im angry belligerent edgelord, but its too bad Im missing out on the nice ones (if there are any). Anyway, keep on truckin'!",-0.6809693877551021,1.4480601632653105,1.4885459183673468,95.29975765306123,100.42857142857142,4.08265306122449,20.410714285714285,5.985473137389443,0.12236530612244945,184,7,40,2,8,61,39,49,0.196,0.705,0.099,-0.7372,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,9,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,5,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938378481287832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569425325254367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27468704316490045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200660035446145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7594992200589646,0.0,0.0,0.2083242462374118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376205781900182,0.0,0.2553042821499401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881931077610534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089670012633936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Scary-N-Word,2019/08/19,"I just can’t talk to people. Hi, im a 14 year old boy. I’ve been trying for so long to make friends with people in my class, but i just can’t seem to do it. I have tried to talk to many of my classmates but i always stop myself right before i go up to them, and think «What if i say something wrong?» «What if i seem boring?» «What if they end up disliking me?» . And in the few occasions i end up speaking to someone, they always end up ignoring me. That only makes it even worse. I have come to the point where im even struggeling to hold a normal conversation with my best friend i’ve know for 9 years. Any tips/tricks to Get better at social interactions? 
Thanks.",-0.1208529411764694,2.067911007142857,1.7817647058823525,96.95617647058826,88.92857142857143,4.722689075630252,16.092436974789916,6.2272716619740125,-0.5674159663865548,511,11,119,5,17,168,87,140,0.092,0.7659999999999999,0.142,0.8541,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,2,6,6,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,22,16,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,17,5,22,15,2,20,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,5,8,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360744476807045,0.0,0.0,0.09646830765061873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071071358432398,0.0,0.14887122389105215,0.12546187710590906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219811000227505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769322591843232,0.0,0.0,0.18739174829566665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191982849298453,0.0,0.0741149524336317,0.0,0.08062117313682587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064619758614788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796144942436457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255398700656068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893826392404839,0.14382175117666296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899072520802613,0.0,0.0,0.14885611274954727,0.0,0.0,0.10788940486968818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669295761110686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410166691229905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114596083491155,0.0,0.11281117902641273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582843991592686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460637109647495,0.12019582695639253,0.10920922250106943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859964383193113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228040181233856,0.0,0.1306037914175952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089688137661817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262454664755027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456542596232524,0.0,0.15509945879447554,0.0,0.18270380793831428
socialanxiety,moonlitleibchen,2019/08/19,"We're here! We're uncomfortable! We want to go home! Hey guys, this is my first post (ever on Reddit) and I was just wondering when you were first diagnosed or realized you had social anxiety? What are some coping mechanisms you may have developed? And how do you deal with wanting to punch yourself in the face after everything you say to a stranger??",3.9804545454545455,6.365177045454548,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636367,74.0,9.248484848484848,27.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.9445030303030317,279,11,51,8,6,90,55,66,0.092,0.888,0.02,-0.7037,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,1,1,1,14,12,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,8,0,7,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,4,5,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976974020276267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26922165644610546,0.0,0.26504942046794083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23621413541619254,0.0,0.0,0.23469386098350464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442474429893136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841065786997856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585675271699253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261942555059716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500978747785725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766729933318606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661971518349831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080517391226901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28319285853104803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hereinthedarkness,2019/08/19,"Wish social anxiety didn't prevent me from spontaneously agreeing to adventurous things Gotta ramble about this somewhere, I'd normally do it on my Twitter but the person involved follows me on there, so thanks for bearing with me. 

An internet friend asked me if I wanted to join him and two of his friends on a trip to a festival this weekend. I've been procrastinating typing out an answer because I already know I'm gonna say no, but I wish I could just say yes without social anxiety ruining it all for me.

For context, I've never met (or even spoken to him on the phone or whatever, but we've been friends for years) him in person, and he lives in a neighbouring country so I'd have to go there. It would certainly be an experience, but there are so many things that worry me so I'm inevitably gonna decline.

I just wish the thought of joining filled me with excitement rather than dread...",7.5359365079365075,6.700955685714284,7.839047619047619,73.49317460317461,63.57142857142858,10.977777777777774,38.3015873015873,10.25414643259724,3.8659968253968255,715,33,134,14,9,235,109,175,0.055999999999999994,0.6890000000000001,0.255,0.9913,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,9,1,9,0,0,0,3,30,25,13,0,9,11,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,2,8,5,0,1,3,1,0,4,4,2,0,1,5,2,17,8,24,14,1,14,0,1,0,0,19,7,0,3,3,91,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403594927603815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274294961734314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896512348068135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061399084043027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186827426704938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981801142127245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540554479827542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34453351620941997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447966421710834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169264739018031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312582551385303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070499192439993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464593178567554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564275534590304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595861100816469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364205370198029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030543267623241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685442688503766,0.0,0.0,0.1975092707751712,0.0,0.0,0.11800932147182765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520677507188856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876760060769377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128110438469101,0.14329065547596934,0.0,0.0,0.1509585094364689,0.0,0.10559474958278534,0.0,0.0,0.09572396273383924
socialanxiety,wolyta,2019/08/19,"Work is destroying me 25 y.o. Male. I can't leave my job because I desperately need the money and can't find a job that pays the same. I work in an office. Every day i have a number of excruciating awkward/uncomfortable experiences, and every day is painful because I am so quiet and it's the elephant in the room. I sit around 5 women who talk all day and sometimes wil mention how quiet I am. I know they all think I'm weird/boring. They've never seen my true personality. I have massive anxiety all the time because it is so stressful going to work. Sometimes I will speak to people, but I come off as weird because my anxiety is constantly skewing everything I say, as I am not truly comfortable. Nobody in the place really knows me, as a result of my S.A. And I especially have trouble speaking among a group. People outside of work wouldn't recognize me at work and vice versa. God this is terrible. I'm trying to find another job, but I know this could happen at another place.",3.281703748857056,5.356190922279796,5.284279183175865,77.39777506857666,75.01036269430051,8.064492532764403,27.933252057299605,8.841846274778883,2.47217549527583,780,32,142,17,17,269,110,193,0.17800000000000002,0.795,0.026000000000000002,-0.9784,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,5,4,8,1,1,11,0,16,1,0,2,5,28,27,14,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,3,6,8,0,0,6,0,2,2,5,6,0,0,1,6,23,2,17,23,4,20,0,0,1,0,11,11,0,0,6,90,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24677112630919626,0.18003198751177715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474981131308612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28691822550468965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136089607433964,0.0,0.12715772356662108,0.0,0.09394863201923537,0.0,0.0,0.22765912488363896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828138158775388,0.0,0.1057527586680236,0.11510226098950653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509354740946526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687365583281944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405376575637763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503031518208689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940024041147801,0.0,0.0,0.1245938315455632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872496177701721,0.09075311385193133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520745969098604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315288701766925,0.10274349658852514,0.24587683933207016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538138159371267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357462397010118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327540864458803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478873940925198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457739203326518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539715095859863,0.0,0.0,0.06861338255110001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798891106161365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283199347205322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,djduenenjsjs,2019/08/19,"Tomorrow is hell I have to go to an interview then mall to shop with friend and all her school friends half an hour after. 
So the friends dad is taking me to interview, collecting another person w me and then going to mall where I'll be trailing along behind the girl and all her friends. 

I'm annoyed at her. She's a year below me and from a diff scl so it's all her friendship group that know each other and then just me put in with them. Whenever it's been my birthday i did something separate cause ik it wouldn't be fair to put her in that position w a bunch of older ppl that know eachother. 
I've been crying and exhausted all day. I'm going to have an anxiety attack tomorrow. Fuck",1.4136150234741789,3.682220267605637,3.142845070422535,89.39112206572771,82.23943661971829,6.885258215962442,23.551173708920192,8.021203637495839,1.4083196244131455,546,20,114,11,15,181,86,142,0.151,0.748,0.10099999999999999,-0.7692,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,4,0,8,0,10,2,0,1,4,19,19,11,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,2,3,1,5,1,5,0,1,3,0,14,4,18,13,6,20,1,0,0,1,17,5,2,0,10,77,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625139505224212,0.14317529458022915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291915010063026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226273624858053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055841840668535,0.12070137357103425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.578390971045423,0.17302447886573347,0.0,0.0,0.3190984726387394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843128486028056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057141936630512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341907450532975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37629080081425137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941380434999086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408330856631804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071946183683098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052356262842025
socialanxiety,grsgrgsrg,2019/08/19,Accidentally touched hands when receiving change from a barista and realized it was the most intimate human contact I've ever had with girl Social anxiety sucks,15.619999999999996,12.502625814814815,13.732592592592594,44.69666666666669,50.111111111111114,18.20740740740741,56.62962962962963,15.903189008614273,8.885696296296295,135,8,18,5,1,43,27,27,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053537228001993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5605385947694868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793032171529046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401418972943536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oportop,2019/08/19,"Is there any place for people with social anxiety to make friends with each other? I’ve never had any friends and I’ve been trying to make some forever. This may sound silly but I honestly would be way more comfortable talking to other people that have SA, because I could at least feel that they understand the struggle and wouldn’t judge me. Trying to talk to normal people is just so scary and difficult. I think it would be a lot easier for me to go have lunch with a group of several people that have social anxiety. We would all understand that just because someone is quiet doesn’t mean that they’re bored or annoyed, and I would feel more comfortable talking with them knowing that they won’t judge me. Is there any way to do something like this?",5.537034482758621,6.772966737931039,5.527068965517241,81.26232758620692,67.82758620689657,8.83448275862069,28.98275862068965,9.120678840339163,2.3925034482758614,607,21,111,11,10,190,82,145,0.131,0.711,0.158,0.6725,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,3,0,5,11,1,1,3,0,21,1,0,2,2,35,31,7,0,7,4,0,2,1,2,7,0,2,0,0,11,10,1,0,7,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,4,11,7,15,19,7,6,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,4,2,80,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26842767127994704,0.0,0.2013098813679874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041447616325424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505237556875696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330571096707545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033098973304777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477742099285457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231048492590035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428117083145328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118608330605938,0.0,0.0,0.17565541150324568,0.0,0.0,0.1433243538664954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147918064900888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891610936178854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648716962392372,0.0,0.1374684522489004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864292749895738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682494205679279,0.11148354215397772,0.10129329169404733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755133990606502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31726634527763714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430830390053219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866233221111769,0.0,0.0,0.2739495894266061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887710503006787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738700013719004,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Grant-o,2019/08/19,"Social Anxiety Treatment So I'm a 22 year old male and have been deal with social anxiety my entire life, however I never seeked any treatment for it. It used to be very bad when I was younger, I would barely speak to anyone. Over the last 3-4 years though it has gotten better with having to do so many presentations in college and I had a job related to sales/customer service which really forced me to start communicating better. I feel like I've improved a lot but I still feel like there's so many times when I freeze up and don't know what to say or certain social situations that make me uncomfortable. For example at my last couple jobs I really wasn't able to make any new friends since I have a hard time communicating to someone personally when we have a professional working relationship. Also even with my friends that I am comfortable with I notice I can never bring myself to do anything that makes me feel ""silly"" such as dancing in public or singing along to music in a car with people. Basically I've seen myself improve a lot over the past few years on my own but I was wondering if getting professional help would be worth it for me. Thanks!",6.712779487179486,6.819225515555559,7.365333333333336,73.08369230769235,64.95555555555555,10.3008547008547,32.41880341880342,10.035473477838034,3.1130239316239314,931,34,172,19,13,309,136,225,0.053,0.767,0.18,0.9839,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,3,12,11,0,0,9,0,19,1,0,4,3,31,35,17,0,3,5,0,5,2,2,2,1,2,0,2,9,10,0,0,5,2,1,3,4,1,0,0,7,8,24,10,28,24,4,29,0,0,1,0,14,8,0,6,20,115,33,7,0.11346866659172128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907408516782994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432516857748738,0.0,0.17360643873053738,0.0,0.0,0.07933992995883964,0.0,0.0933750444480172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947415970147174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070762933398711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555092137520835,0.0,0.0,0.11698121286363425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494498413535026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721195015421997,0.16212407617047458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753312206751329,0.0,0.0592826950476689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164563774870757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605565539959186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252002861796083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235941169681726,0.18498421546688446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014627488086895,0.1108701179459591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293400531673066,0.0,0.0,0.22722364814582996,0.2300788366251141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502806159388906,0.10958874526229988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918482897993308,0.11906627810380173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831868150904432,0.07866488637717893,0.09907646297739242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538186669983905,0.0,0.0,0.12182288345647048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023483797253383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386245355751867,0.12754353539985933,0.0,0.3470010484323925,0.09614163298342472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031370623364215,0.0,0.09061622371360054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446670320151566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114823888144786,0.0,0.1323289839609557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800049621234663,0.0,0.09362353333826504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305192866946575,0.08260654068406982,0.0,0.0,0.16120977034334052,0.0,0.0,0.21921030320610468
socialanxiety,tifagrande,2019/08/19,"Crush at work Im developing a crush on a coworker. Everytime im around him i try to go into the next aisle and basically avoid him. I noticed he acts cold with me compared to others, and although hes not shy he does avoid me alot and a guy friend says hes probably attracted to me but initmated, and I feel he might be aswell. Realizing he probs is attracted to me made me start to see him in that way too haha. But im so nervous around him now. How do I keep from feeling so shy around him?? I even start shaking and fidgeting as im organizing merchandise lmaooo i hate it so bad i dont wanna be nervous around him at all 

My social anxiety has gotten so much better in the past year. You can barely notice it. But with him its like im almost back to square 1",0.7410705151625869,2.8414782111801244,3.3482499086591164,87.92545853123859,83.65838509316771,7.018048958713921,21.89294848374132,8.124751697461798,1.221401607599561,596,20,131,13,17,208,98,161,0.158,0.7020000000000001,0.14,-0.5066,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,13,13,1,5,6,1,10,0,0,2,1,29,20,15,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,12,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,2,6,23,6,21,15,3,21,0,0,2,0,18,10,0,3,8,84,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942380406964224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912352093206508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246743523096597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170522269599046,0.0995789038496076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054776695405877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436710086933952,0.0,0.1397743378020994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877151752112747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060504104338035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214163216359557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777942156024154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180882672266946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774667059768085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6441178739376237,0.0,0.0,0.1060056682341415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582654565819715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284871884287588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651828183581776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767139408570689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268366370203102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715614697063301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138492057446512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285847563527398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948420391621226,0.0,0.0,0.095036483258146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157273090296525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882871057373294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097116329426775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466473414126343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682425704571835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680090686534483
socialanxiety,mufassil,2019/08/19,I might not get the job I want because I'm too nervous to tell my boss I want it I applied for a transfer out of state. But my boss is under the impression that I want to move up in the company. I cant tell her that I'm satisfied where I am and I do want to move. I dont thin and she's going to approve my transfer because I made up a story about why i applied. She was really harsh when questioning why I would even apply. I backed out of that so quickly.,0.5831372549019598,1.9950953529411777,3.2907843137254917,91.65519607843142,80.76470588235293,6.494117647058824,24.07843137254902,7.3871296695380915,0.9285607843137252,354,13,84,5,9,125,60,102,0.077,0.8,0.122,0.0112,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,3,0,16,17,5,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,1,19,1,14,13,0,15,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,3,61,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063786816911245,0.0,0.2388421786467372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22959770067902824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129392559365622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235160800696476,0.0,0.11133659860810492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944042135363236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536883649975167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078228883795056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164293020304199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945700093279288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125500939353531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34245697195391217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621963586911571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535452726260365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916438184707006,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Brad6879,2019/08/19,"Having trouble starting my GED classes Hello everyone, I've struggled with social anxiety for most of my life, it's one of the main reasons I got such a late start on my life, I'm 18 and I still don't have a job and I never have, I don't have my driver's license either, it's also the reason I dropped out of school, now it's time for me to get my GED, I managed to go up to my local class and get my placement tests done, only reason I was able to do that is because there were no students up there on those days since the school hadn't officially opened back up yet, I scored really high actually, but now... It's time for me to go and actually start my classes, I've avoided all last week and I didn't go today, I can't bring myself to walk in there and sit next to all these other students that I don't know, I feel I physically just can't do it, like I'll pass out or something, but I know I need too, my parents refuse to believe anything is wrong with me and just keep telling me to ""get over it"" I've tried for years to just get over it and nothing changes, I'd really appreciate some advice here, thanks.",6.60540870893812,4.325289655462186,7.424652406417112,80.36820855614972,66.31092436974791,10.167150496562265,33.40106951871657,8.296473431620573,2.3072638655462185,870,28,196,9,11,294,127,238,0.087,0.877,0.036000000000000004,-0.8113,2,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,2,5,0,18,2,0,3,3,35,37,12,0,1,7,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,13,0,3,6,0,0,6,9,4,0,1,6,1,29,2,29,31,6,39,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,3,19,128,41,10,0.1233782609110911,0.0,0.2407987702422468,0.0,0.0,0.12056380863598712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866555067526163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438403189583418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015297962207016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487026695508216,0.0,0.07521024269578551,0.0,0.0,0.13900505026866114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051784067034916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956877145879215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625879692929398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789321555976273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062383755818600686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578401963044691,0.0,0.21035612678673454,0.0,0.09867686606922947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035590658914198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243388637629095,0.10966426718643778,0.0,0.0,0.13561093115292513,0.10056974971966376,0.13917605228649182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429142882032125,0.06027638620448021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148341714530654,0.09515692084315423,0.0,0.1312141801747982,0.0,0.0,0.11838476887428973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360430264784477,0.09383472706024924,0.0,0.0,0.13699695790898553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807854644114497,0.3805602025108176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497307737860178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205977238142352,0.0,0.0,0.1257685996080892,0.0,0.0949826129658166,0.0,0.0,0.2619833042918825,0.0,0.0985300385377941,0.0,0.0,0.12898174659670025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078380381532724,0.11359012625480605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388571223789784,0.0,0.11694816510232338,0.0,0.0,0.08376574039688355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896659884090284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348947600624025,0.0,0.07945155491156371
socialanxiety,Raiden5604,2019/08/19,"Going to an exhibit, should be simple I'll definitely delete this soon but I want to just share something.


There's an exhibit near my house, which is a one in a lifetime event. It's a once in a worldwide event in fact. It's got my favourite hobby in it and I really want to go. Problem is I quit my job some time ago and now I'm broke.


So I pretty much gave up in going. I also felt fear in going because people who 'look' like me aren't the type of people who are usually interested in said hobby. I know I'll stand out horribly and I'm kinda scared of the stares I'll get when I'm there, so that only adds to the fears I felt when deciding not to go. I'm a neet with severe social anxiety, basically the utter dregs of society in everyone's eyes. I did go therapy fully but it didn't help, and soon after the last session I totally quit my part time job since I couldn't take it anymore. I haven't had to courage to leave home since.


The other day it was Eid, and I felt confident more than usual that day. Eid is a religious celebration event, which this year was on august 11th. I actually skipped going out the first eid (there's two, this was the second) because I woke up late and felt super ugly anyways lmao, couldn't afford a new outfit to go outside, so I just stayed indoors and missed the entire day. But this Eid was different, I actually felt better and decided to visit my grandma who I love, and see my cousin's new house.


My cousins were shocked when they saw me, because they probably knew of my situation so seeing me was considered a miracle to them. They all grew up really fast and that's when I realised a lot of time had passed since I stopped living a normal life.


I greeted my grandma who I love and miss, (but we can't speak to each other since I can't speak my native language). Still grandma seemed extremely ecstatic. She gave me some money, (not too much) as a present, and I refused adamantly at first but then my mum forced me to accept it. I felt like a failed at some point in my life when I accepted it and just tucked the note away and had zero intention on spending it at all. Leaving the house made me feel truly like the hermit I am, and my eyes were hurting with how bright the sky was that day. And it was a beautiful day. At the time I completely forgot about the exhibit, since I totally gave up on going. When I came home, I felt a lot of pain and sadness with how little I've been doing in my life. I was on the verge of tears but I was too numb to react. So I just curled up and drowned in the internet and tea.


Fast forward to a week, and a see a reddit post about said exhibit while scrolling on my phone. It hurt, knowing I couldn't go, yet lived so damn close. I was lamenting that it was nearly closing and I could no longer go...but then I remembered about the note I had in my bag....the exact same amount as the entry price.


So long story short there's a week before closing for this one in a lifetime event and by chance I have the money to go. It must be a sign. 


Going to a exhbit should be a simple small event for most normal people. But social anxiety is not normal. Normal hasn't been my state of mind for a really, really, really long time.



I want to get a job again and just earn the money myself but my SA has only gotten worse, so I was certain I was going to miss this event. I pretty much missed every possible 'big' event in my life for the exact same reason, and I'm always largely forgotten by those around me, and nobody I know shares the same hobby. It's really funny how I was working part time a few years until mid-way of the last, and when all my savings ran out, that's the exact time I heard about this event. Life I guess is like that. 


My usual social anxiety fears have kicked in however - the thoughts: 


*I'll certainly stick out like a sore thumb though. I'm a pretty tall person, so even if I don't want to stick out, I always do. I always get weird stares when I'm outside and especially when I go into 'exhibits' where there are lots of foreigners....Also I'm going to be alone (as per usual) in this trip...and what if someone 'shouts' at me?*


...sigh...Stupid - but that's what these thoughts are. And they feel real.


I want to cry and laugh at how unbelievably last minute this was. This really was something I dreamed of going to...but felt unworthy and too scared of doing so. Something so simple became a huge trek because of my brain. And even if I wanted to I financially couldn't go. So this really is my last chance. Idk why I'm writing this on reddit. My life is really messed up lol.


I would like in the future to get a job and get my life back on track. I feel like I totally fell off and have fallen into a pit I can't seem to get out. Everyone is above in the land of sunshine and I'm here in a pit like the hermit I am. Sometimes I read stories of people who 'recovered' on the front page, e.g. suddenly starting up a business, but I always feel like that's a elaborate fantasy, because how can people go from 0 to that? It seems farfetched to me. I'm beyond help at this point, really. But even if I am, I still want to go. 


I have a strange fear that if I go something terrible will happen to me. Idk if that's a well founded fear or something I totally made up in my head, but I hope one day my social anxiety can disappear. 


I wanted I guess to share this story because I have nothing better to do, and nothing really to lose. I've always thought that social media was a double edged sword, you can share your thoughts and interact with others, but if you share too much sometimes those interactions can be more toxic and hurtful...but that's exactly what you have to deal with when being online. I rarely (if ever) talk about myself online, even with there being the element of anonymity. So I don't know what possessed me to write this today.",3.2412852537516024,4.429207979026849,4.690249981147727,85.2906749113943,73.23657718120805,7.773410753336853,24.55097654777165,8.267361236967798,1.3851497888545359,4549,133,946,72,89,1521,423,1192,0.134,0.725,0.141,0.9253,7,1,5,0,0,1,149.0,1,4,5,11,69,56,1,7,69,1,81,17,4,10,16,189,182,96,1,31,30,3,12,9,0,5,10,6,2,1,61,59,1,3,31,3,5,30,17,25,1,8,56,29,124,31,130,109,30,180,0,10,11,2,51,73,1,23,84,629,185,10,0.0,0.0,0.06965929370934748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0316382626129919,0.0,0.0,0.03696551476347903,0.0,0.05708478134309618,0.14849047299986454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921525874388928,0.0,0.0353962670568119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031772902982543295,0.0,0.0,0.03353323459946185,0.027444474834568026,0.0,0.1305428357618213,0.0,0.03037074301328968,0.0,0.0,0.06313226580152248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03984339367238749,0.0,0.040821440411399464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03742174202515175,0.0,0.0,0.028496669665283823,0.0,0.03920531458018257,0.13810795833127995,0.0367962545758635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037289904696832084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429530256770588,0.032284904475846636,0.030071534361061476,0.06820930290262847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081367558360397,0.07218655419026235,0.0509958704787884,0.2741546426952767,0.0,0.0,0.060718154039675364,0.0,0.03913376551973012,0.0,0.0,0.11188366501859527,0.0,0.4259690131830636,0.0,0.02854566403690228,0.0,0.07863617713523018,0.0,0.031561777180334184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03662966180173658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047846371045576916,0.0,0.0716027459860678,0.03544960228392846,0.0,0.12354921172667124,0.07641673964226857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167278416717802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784602153397739,0.11637298192096042,0.04026144109365272,0.07558405446838205,0.0,0.0,0.17646918365284406,0.15693308722128016,0.03577214797059865,0.06303230028832425,0.06317151176512407,0.029971777426315495,0.039929534483960506,0.0,0.09103062708348386,0.06442574362534725,0.06754410999390026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03603812814495469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494910967821587,0.0,0.0,0.0689419312829608,0.0,0.0,0.13987993181980213,0.06849370017489023,0.0,0.0,0.03801016415534949,0.07255622610928482,0.054289818887784086,0.037978154037547285,0.0,0.0,0.07730059178588902,0.0,0.1237195748983332,0.031164343957024925,0.0,0.0,0.06747979765030755,0.04023667806212118,0.03418248439117317,0.10893292086943447,0.03848135369051474,0.03415183878621006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592437050610035,0.03570104732556431,0.040624614212881216,0.25151299304962904,0.036696692005695364,0.0,0.0,0.040431385809414216,0.0,0.06790136785390269,0.0,0.0714666130614452,0.0,0.08532424751174189,0.0974762994718984,0.0,0.0403211101137467,0.0,0.14762142790585198,0.04011861634183676,0.0,0.1819143804326653,0.030241197847052537,0.1373848738349221,0.07059939215863367,0.0,0.02526254864487649,0.038042271494615434,0.05700637828667246,0.0298395991319451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026835482475990997,0.028687386294503913,0.0,0.0,0.04081621354685445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035066608211053826,0.1133399035357148,0.14568355053251705,0.0,0.033831263230441284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034865300626503976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572360889738055,0.0,0.16841364643434828,0.028330163075592937,0.05725895833386705,0.0,0.03209084483074003,0.0,0.032205926887430784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02598375607701856,0.0,0.036372574315381344,0.025354138517032304,0.0,0.0,0.04596816830651705
socialanxiety,psychedeliccolon,2019/08/19,"Something embarrassing happened today and I’m having a hard time handling it in my head Today is my birthday and had a wonderful time with my boyfriend. However something embarrassing happened. I live in Manila where guards always check bags and I totally forgot I was wearing a backpack. Hard to explain exactly what happened but I did some awkward thing and got laughed at by the guards and the bitch behind me. I’ve been feeling ashamed ever since.

More fun stuff happened after the incident so I tried just burying the memory, or letting myself feel humiliated and trying to move on but I’m afraid I’m stuck at the feeling humiliated part. 

I hate that just this one thing ruined my otherwise perfect day. Can anyone help please?",4.756437246963563,7.6118028045112816,5.3458646616541365,74.9575361480625,73.58646616541353,7.4005783689994225,32.78716020821284,8.384062270229773,3.0995695777906302,595,30,92,11,13,191,91,133,0.218,0.619,0.163,-0.7821,1,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,2,5,8,0,8,2,2,0,4,25,24,10,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,8,0,1,7,5,12,3,11,16,4,14,0,1,0,0,2,6,1,3,7,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623018131947567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607521666832356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978367627993434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722527996364425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301188497192329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133183612615668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366066624681177,0.0,0.2717946197627769,0.14977664925554646,0.1556924413227675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168423553623528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512798763415525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339577303115276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612377276418292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279880130357197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642810397210541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665258326567867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254914152722283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335788577459959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366519864845348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015712733694588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692006600509458,0.0,0.2875959922256703,0.0,0.0,0.20599460626749952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451690847017705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LeeroyJenkinsV2,2019/08/19,"Just want some advice about this A couple of months ago, I moved to a new school because of the people in my old school. To put it lightly, it was absolute hell. I had no friends (I went to an all girls school and I don't really socialise with girls too well) and my social anxiety was at its peak. 
Anyway, I had these people who showed me around and they tried to make friends with me but they stopped talking to me after a week because word got out that I was trans and bi, somehow. They didn't like that and the fact that I sometimes talked to other people. So anyway that's the first attempt I had.
I then went for a couple of weeks sitting alone at lunch and never being able to talk to anyone because they hated me since I ""replaced"" someone else who was in the school before me. These other people came up to me and asked if I wanted to sit with them and I agreed and we became friends for about 5 days. Then, thus started hanging out with these other people who I didn't like because they were definitely trouble and never talked to me. They preferred them over me. So I stopped talking to them, and vice versa and then I moved on to sitting alone for a month.
I then met these other people who were very religious and a bit homophobic and transphobic (sorry if I spelt that wrong). My old friend told her that I was trans and bi and they stopped talking to me after that.
It's been months without talking to anyone who feels like a friend and I feel like I can't talk to anyone because everybody hates me since I apparently replaced someone else who was more popular before me.
Anyway, that person who I ""replaced"" reached out to me yesterday and we were about to do something on xbox when she left the party, blocked me and stopped talking to me.
The only interaction I've had is people calling me horrible things and I feel trapped. I just want some advice",4.808396739130433,5.756528133152172,5.0290608695652175,85.22463478260872,69.29891304347825,7.30104347826087,28.57869565217392,7.24861992348623,1.499200304347826,1475,51,289,13,25,464,160,368,0.14400000000000002,0.767,0.09,-0.9641,2,3,1,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,10,2,15,16,3,0,14,0,21,3,0,2,4,59,38,30,0,6,6,0,3,4,5,0,0,0,0,3,29,31,1,5,4,2,0,7,8,5,1,1,22,4,56,11,47,15,5,49,1,0,0,2,44,13,1,5,30,213,85,4,0.06756142474884973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320404846760606,0.0598891266167496,0.0,0.0,0.13994652116037729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516843050091185,0.0,0.0,0.14172155719729532,0.0,0.0,0.06014399188032062,0.0631608120182293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592408722212965,0.0,0.11497959265441887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375957757014717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898776848870553,0.07727227134376488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951086289153184,0.0,0.043571529745791315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287780216998385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024832590400889,0.09653179067997844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746771337760175,0.0,0.0,0.260988945838005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540350432252629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334058393090413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734056856716861,0.0,0.0,0.13202839789162596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450977756429182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178065398282518,0.14361420482601886,0.0,0.0,0.10421507159206662,0.06525124502432404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178870043798558,0.0,0.0,0.051383507955897786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32787009600899336,0.05899203012506074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791789246332312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04328157870326605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735030751126325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177501742549566,0.0,0.0,0.0688703643206101,0.11448915188918048,0.0520120855242357,0.06681997661777,0.07562948367102396,0.04782032417398064,0.0,0.0,0.225937505161522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887298262865685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488480854342696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455783662877691,0.0,0.04586977255607421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574525102259479,0.11954843631908325,0.0,0.10838739938241727,0.0,0.060745834650144485,0.1252602352222678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512680252282667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386781199272742,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rose_14,2019/08/19,"How to bring up difficult topics in therapy? Hi guys!   
I've been going to therapy for a couple of months now and so far I didn't have any trouble discussing my social anxiety and everything that comes with it. However, last session we hit a topic that I just couldn't open up about because it makes my anxiety explode and I made me so uncomfortable to talk about it. I told my therapist I did not want to talk about it and she gave me the space, but I know that next time I will have to talk about it because that is the best thing to do for myself. I'm not sure how to do it though, because some stuff I just can't say and some stuff I find so hard to feel. 

Do you have any experience with tackling difficult topics in therapy? Do you guys have any tips for me?",2.9797890295358616,4.2061804177215185,4.407025316455698,86.91766877637129,73.9367088607595,8.30464135021097,25.824894514767927,8.841846274778883,1.7266565400843876,598,20,131,12,12,199,86,158,0.106,0.846,0.048,-0.6297,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,1,13,5,0,0,4,0,15,0,0,4,1,27,27,12,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,13,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,6,3,20,2,22,18,3,15,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,2,5,94,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760045170916117,0.0,0.2069922088427096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741368773658035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197799346254528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653993303457465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969526895272026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158948757076975,0.1323391002582217,0.0,0.0,0.06840644097005529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365216065613545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688814596526587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679157690728177,0.0,0.0,0.1211928268944438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074351576264352,0.1102790070475389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801420499985408,0.09030679809444724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798679570137397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388192812022432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758764803354803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791061746897965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097482411647601,0.0,0.0,0.12750876156584315,0.0,0.0,0.32622174904780943,0.0,0.0,0.4641460339422674,0.15708154790306925,0.08988033855003873,0.0,0.13292125612684225,0.0,0.07888840092649058,0.0,0.0,0.1292749239787565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979725790067622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,darriousx101,2019/08/19,"First day of classes As I'm sitting in the hallway, nervous to go into the classroom full of people, I hope everyone else's day goes well. I'm nervous to have to interact with people who don't care about me but also might feel the EXACT same way as I do.

It's incredibly nerve-racking but I hope to make it without internally dying inside or doing too many nervous laughs. 

Good luck to you all!!",3.723416666666669,5.058565175000002,5.392500000000003,80.14916666666669,72.25,7.333333333333335,29.583333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.017833333333333,314,13,59,4,6,107,58,80,0.085,0.688,0.22699999999999998,0.9384,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,10,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,1,2,15,13,6,1,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,1,0,1,5,7,14,12,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,3,40,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840875608083915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347000398045916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969145959075258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389069785621944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229911833350127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996202666201847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163939527435476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580449659204696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082562257460054,0.1930773812527823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572728956850219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365753634847654,0.23338249005039235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24420144945510586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191776754704476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271877355699434,0.0,0.0,0.2069737401170222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190061224189786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lonelythrowaway921,2019/08/19,"Anyone thought of posting on r/amiugly or similar? I'm thinking about it, because I'm extremely anxious about having any pictures of me online... Like I'm thinking if I just throw myself into the cold water I might realize that it isn't actually that bad? It has worked for me with going to concerts, which I used to be extremely afraid of.

What do you guys think of this idea? At the moment I only have a picture of me online for 1 social media profile  pic that I just use for family stuff, so it's not like it would be the first picture online, but more like the first picture people actually look at.

What would the downsides of having a picture on a subreddit like that be?",6.981428571428572,6.172995820895526,7.902579957356077,72.50052238805971,64.67164179104478,10.343710021321963,35.56076759061834,9.606745405546679,3.3876260127931768,536,22,97,9,7,182,81,134,0.08199999999999999,0.889,0.028999999999999998,-0.7743,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,5,6,0,1,8,0,12,1,0,2,0,19,23,4,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,14,2,1,0,6,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,1,3,10,4,19,16,1,11,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,7,73,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.3382198805950431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178458585027907,0.0,0.0,0.19577288717615884,0.0,0.12117118997159715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469324659145089,0.10563841035609202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336615488155073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948075657346886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848697041748546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158829941726256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562782593890973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33865076842827285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552330984931247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383754233370986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179789145126589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014023577091976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596774347818485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766514035734505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838016303737516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331193823731971,0.0,0.1375760742007036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993407417933827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616009163757375,0.0,0.0,0.24620616274408616,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pimenator,2019/08/19,"Im in the train to my date and im acared as shit A while ago i made a post about how i asked a girl out, well she said yes and im on my way there right now. Only thing is im scared as shit. Im really determined to do it and im honestly proud of myself but idk i just needed to ramble haha",-2.8248513302034404,-1.249232859154926,1.1148356807511741,101.12073552425665,95.90140845070421,4.845696400625979,10.705790297339592,6.42735559955562,-1.2745693270735527,221,2,63,3,9,82,49,71,0.11599999999999999,0.696,0.18899999999999997,0.6306,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,1,4,2,2,2,2,2,0,9,6,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,7,4,10,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,4,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872534357098825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521119493149593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.868037045601588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267325858457448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931114493640612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186364337863622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827275799226315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580222474646801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437980370875807,0.1274029065060646,0.0,0.13409235351138918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749648150262456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898049807168175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631141114527284,0.0,0.0,0.12042369786918546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Italian_Goon,2019/08/19,Why extroverts keep trying to befriend me. For example the other day I was just chilling by myself in my class (I’m in college) when this girl sits next to me and starts spilling out her life story. I didn’t want to be rude or anything so I listened and then after the class she followed me around to see what I was gonna do before the other half of class ( we were on a break before the second half). Maybe I’m the only one who thought this was weird.,2.182659574468083,3.824398276595748,3.3031382978723407,92.30875,76.87234042553192,5.5510638297872354,22.388297872340427,5.985473137389443,0.237259574468085,354,10,76,2,8,114,69,94,0.066,0.919,0.015,-0.5423,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,6,0,7,1,0,0,0,10,17,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,6,2,12,0,13,9,0,14,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,6,55,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314801824906801,0.2504104197033323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47871927276134296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814107229940931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25002615513816395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868557434208226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825966405314369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29915831118386704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906114259488998,0.21393601240618693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241541127253965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910064284698856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331523207925733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097949168919884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659139074833839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538231924620579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the-anywhere-man,2019/08/19,"""He gets hurt easily because he doesn't interact with many people"" Bitch you have it backward. Try being closeted and being mocked for years.",6.297599999999999,8.644334160000003,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,67.4,9.8,28.5,10.125756701596842,3.3886000000000003,114,4,17,3,2,36,23,25,0.298,0.627,0.075,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983486707371704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557041337481287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239391168720197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961996883381857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393053674651125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322871513898933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31517337195342715
socialanxiety,sammytheforsaken,2019/08/19,"I'm struggling to continue my internship I'm currently doing a compulsory internship that I need for my university degree. I'm supervising young adults (same age as me) who are visiting my country to learn the language and I'm making sure that everything is documented and taken care of. 

The problem's that I really struggle to keep it up, you know... 

In the beginning it was working out quite well and I loved it there. Then, after only one week, I got really sick, including a stay at the hospital and couldn't work for 2 weeks. Since I'm back I can't seem to shake the feeling of being a burden. 

I can barely keep up a conversation with anybody. Everyone's so happy and exited and I'm just scared to be with anyone because I'm neither of those things. 
All I want is to hide someplace and wait until this is over.

Any advice?",3.0167075664621663,5.212280404907979,5.153521472392637,77.46913701431495,76.23926380368098,8.763844580777096,26.81758691206544,9.3871,2.7201275255623725,658,26,121,18,15,228,108,163,0.10099999999999999,0.77,0.129,0.5618,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,5,11,0,4,9,0,11,2,0,1,2,26,32,11,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,10,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,6,1,1,3,1,12,5,22,26,3,21,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,11,81,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047138982258134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186325867727802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198011785306928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414196551721064,0.0,0.1063436428087193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786430799306815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669530047615833,0.15678521047656738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820761119830009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395243124157343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570621536197174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31011993155575857,0.0,0.0,0.09587364637165713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574487384420015,0.0,0.116447323116333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935312381815656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821243728751687,0.1326777622286277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692594077401793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554999415614692,0.0,0.0,0.2235154132723025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465577320585504,0.0,0.0,0.15881353753136354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430757820008314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594143636516014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647478932997208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441789844760507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589741908461387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028956542655758,0.0,0.2798679610621849,0.0,0.15685230002219655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540046499487625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HazbroRed,2019/08/19,"Do I have social anxiety? HI, I'm fairly new to reddit. So I'm a Uni student, first year, and for my last two semesters I have gone to classes for the first couple weeks (not really talking to anyone, listening to music etc.) before not attending for weeks after that. By that I mean going to zero lectures or workshops at all, only ever going in for exams. I get 2 hours of public transport to uni fairly often just to keep the lie up with my parents that i'm attending classes. I feel so sick and guilty because its affecting my grades and my social life, but somehow my brain overcomes me and i avoid it. Even at Uni, but not in classes, I kill time by sitting in the bathroom cubicle and listening to music.

I have this loop where I want to just go to a class but am consumed by what they will think of me since i haven't been in several weeks. So I just stay home usually.

The strange thing is I feel great around my established friends and am fairly interpersonally confident around people I have to talk to. However, I feel worried to go out of my way to talk with strangers, to the point where I avoid ordering food, borrowing books etc.

If anyone has some perspective on this, if i should seek help, some articles or steps I could take, or personal experience and insights i would really appreciate any help :)",6.242470588235292,6.393220070588237,6.912156862745099,75.78470588235295,65.94117647058823,10.250980392156864,33.07843137254902,10.047579312681364,3.2344196078431366,1038,41,194,22,15,343,144,255,0.062,0.804,0.134,0.9754,2,2,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,14,5,1,2,7,0,15,4,1,1,2,46,34,18,1,6,14,1,3,0,1,3,2,2,1,1,9,12,1,3,6,1,1,9,4,3,0,4,2,5,28,2,39,28,5,40,0,0,0,0,15,14,0,9,13,137,37,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022934036238942,0.0,0.09025313362947088,0.0,0.0,0.16498644527447354,0.0,0.0,0.21005153248076805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191852210572143,0.0,0.10039090724612207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317028838176626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419613211106004,0.13054082748356827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631541476538041,0.07792360372676144,0.10671819419322012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540548861030145,0.0,0.0,0.17896023311713244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20070469028977986,0.14265991883909748,0.0,0.09114979953924683,0.0,0.06163883133801406,0.0,0.2681993163365313,0.0,0.0,0.13007157447006326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581568352015029,0.0,0.11834192906820748,0.0,0.11618493402334874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048646001018358,0.13052559151769055,0.0,0.0,0.09616812164316824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333161499792929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851303645870013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394424933508662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972787017405845,0.0,0.0,0.131001023167102,0.0,0.0,0.08179135006814496,0.103014166041539,0.0,0.0,0.1115276979548175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115993552437848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133281982061438,0.0,0.0975929306039802,0.0,0.0,0.2405281910259503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574924977556734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870505509112121,0.2844796456278663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837958975531208,0.0755957786701948,0.0,0.0,0.06879413897210168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524772903224385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993651173602375,0.0,0.0695867020390873,0.0936457422969481,0.2839054072165508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981276618830235,0.0,0.08380845233371252,0.0,0.0,0.07597420515386033
socialanxiety,lelepoppipie,2019/08/19,"I’ve humiliated myself in class, in front of 30ish people, today. Now all I want to do is curl into a ball and disappear into nothing. I’m hyperventilating just thinking about it. I’d do anything to wipe that memory out of my mind. I don’t know how I’m going to face my classmates from now on.

God, I fucking hate social anxiety.",2.3606467661691544,4.279162104477614,5.320223880597017,76.80829601990051,77.2089552238806,7.451741293532338,24.59950248756219,8.344100000000001,1.7380368159203976,259,9,50,5,6,94,51,67,0.156,0.792,0.052000000000000005,-0.7818,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,1,11,12,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,13,12,1,12,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,3,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25738715863489725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768738020735044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31104723143824176,0.0,0.0,0.1912151334907796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321796618818795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490687221227226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397236434700732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228376524519646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332555374905875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34297350778934993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155867823558924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189200049905945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844987975869466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Camilea,2019/08/19,"I overcame my anxiety and texted her So I met this girl in one of my summer courses and we talked a bit about video games and stuff on the last day, and we exchanged phone numbers. It just like, ""Hey we should play some video games"" ""sure, what's your number?""

But as soon as I got home I got really paranoid, like does she even like me, would it be weird if I texted her right now, what do I say, etc. I've never been in this situation before, I don't have many friends.

So I just didn't text her. 4 days go by, until finally I thought to myself, hey, I'm probably never gonna see her again, and the worst that can happen is that she never replies, so I'm just gonna do it.

And what do you know, I get an near instant reply and she's down to play some video games. Like all my paranoia pre-text was for nothing. And we played some video games.

I've come to the realization that maybe I should just face my fears, and try to ignore my anxiety next time I have to initiate something. It's cliche, I know, but it was just all in my head. If you ever come into a similar situation, you should remember that too.",1.7076724137931052,3.2925026982758645,3.124517241379312,93.32220689655172,78.05172413793103,6.536551724137932,21.082758620689653,7.365786028017652,0.4070199999999997,854,22,199,11,20,279,128,232,0.078,0.8740000000000001,0.048,-0.5092,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,4,4,0,0,15,13,0,1,6,0,17,2,2,0,7,44,33,19,0,6,9,0,0,4,1,6,0,1,1,1,15,16,0,1,4,11,1,3,5,4,0,1,8,2,36,9,19,18,8,26,0,0,1,0,27,8,0,5,19,131,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199862618852475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790579208790995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512734776094827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387172525725977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872165341897367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212562681026868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453291075591466,0.0915186890105839,0.1253369808253133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559204229636973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178755784325346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705241747622762,0.0,0.07239276376359641,0.0,0.07874780121412879,0.0,0.22164088165202675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225296442869719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422042683235033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898867204965165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229976153326233,0.1129462704042076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707769695844653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047980488582668,0.139203840910965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206019506563791,0.0,0.14736192857395056,0.0,0.0,0.1329536779626765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389298670962484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939293666637565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876616627372744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696338304877402,0.1183309256184044,0.0,0.11018981683169787,0.0,0.0,0.11041572677115204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31149828867771684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066715579748306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586199837143141,0.0,0.0,0.1305927524040284,0.0,0.0,0.1113706372776344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000250385459916,0.0807964353447431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407429164184558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843024858658128,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,youngjuicy29,2019/08/19,When i was a kid i could only talk to people by whispering First day of school my mom had to walk me to class and i cant remember why i didn’t want to go but i was so mad that i ripped the name tags off the walls and when the teacher tried to stop me by holding me i was repeatedly kicked her i until she let me go. I would only whisper to a small group of “trusted” kids and teachers. I only stopped after my teacher kept repeating she couldn’t hear me when we popcorn read. In 2nd grade. Ive been socially anxious since then,0.8791069991954963,2.7570591150442496,2.8269831053901875,93.0913676588898,81.7433628318584,5.879002413515687,22.662107803700728,6.980632752743323,0.5855203539823015,412,14,94,5,11,138,75,113,0.122,0.83,0.048,-0.8412,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,15,17,10,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,4,0,4,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,7,3,22,1,14,6,0,19,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,12,63,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290786472500287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618997720955247,0.0,0.0,0.13077345084556888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248077435975173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304840295345929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285427756588564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20735173246945746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748826668416054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4626598164774712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057903056789248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283041820223294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970516291680496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521967646091532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677380256366552,0.0,0.0,0.206704131246796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390588693786307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298330147521128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767128401633888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960226973783156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297338897647794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440459287278267,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,3927729,2019/08/19,"Here’s a crazy tip, try doing some intense exercise at most six hours before any socializing event. Exercise reduces the stress hormones in your blood and increases endorphins. As a result it’s clinically proven to reduce anxiety as a whole. It’s all linked in ways that go too deep for a quick reddit post.",6.270263157894735,7.808560543859649,6.735921052631582,72.15019736842106,66.3684210526316,10.612280701754386,31.793859649122812,10.686352973137794,3.749880701754386,249,10,42,7,4,81,48,57,0.127,0.8490000000000001,0.024,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,1,4,1,1,1,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,5,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309441388622442,0.0,0.2597981253682146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889802099684694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300626140950788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344441000709957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252492542669335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461861689107317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890182217421523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305705942845125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695639178285301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791586494778295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,icedoutrolex,2019/08/19,"How can I increase my confidence? I have pretty bad social anxiety, and because of that, low self esteem, which makes it really hard to do most things in my life with confidence. I was wondering if anyone has any routine or activities that they do that boosts their confidence. I feel as if I’m in a rut with my life right now and I need to boost my confidence to elevate my self and achieve my goals.",5.3696202531645545,5.920415835443041,6.255544303797468,78.35496202531645,67.86075949367088,10.876962025316457,30.98987341772152,10.793553405168565,3.3335954430379746,317,12,63,9,5,105,54,79,0.09699999999999999,0.647,0.256,0.9404,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,0,14,11,8,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,13,0,9,10,2,6,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,5,1,44,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708708584663975,0.0,0.1922193346335882,0.0,0.0,0.17569243005134064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097982871310312,0.1531706425147182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704865213460886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250867767270953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549560429581334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772334320848836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863120405058047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556298916475054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609687168815618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458150175670807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242546535321805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25613608625181106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669312962968422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272489431004772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,4skintomandjennytool,2019/08/19,I can socialize perfectly but not as myself I can socialize to anyone I want and have a decent amount of friends but never showing my personality an who I am. I feel like I put on this person who’s not me and it’s really dreading on me because I feel like I never say what I want to say and I’m always making my real self. I have a Eric Andre/Tyler the Creator personality but always hide it and not even with warning up I can bring that self up to the person who I’m talking to. Any tips or people with the same problem,5.259729729729732,4.3712237567567565,7.358333333333332,75.25750000000002,68.18918918918922,9.562162162162162,30.21171171171171,8.841846274778883,2.3085603603603597,411,13,84,6,6,148,63,111,0.095,0.7390000000000001,0.166,0.7240000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,1,3,24,14,9,0,3,7,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,8,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,4,16,4,12,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,1,4,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587721252263727,0.0,0.0,0.10574337558762628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872720360607993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478960266134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270438294520816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724803469883172,0.22217435090224533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013669118902327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193607927299832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037955367866038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23985793407643435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780212589320222,0.543096358582706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878974597757705,0.0,0.15631755680066375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769897681647625,0.09961543846525824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473151061688889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244348230562443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170194685408714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498269701493687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343246339522312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AccomplishedDark,2019/08/19,"Start college tomorrow. Kinda nervous I took a break last year to get the help I needed so I'm feeling a little bit confident in starting up school again. But I transferred to a different college and I'm really nervous. I'm in a different town, all my friends and pets are back home, and I'm living in a dorm on top of that. The positives of living in a dorm? I got my own room so there's that. And my classes are in the afternoon, another bonus. But I'm still really scared. 

My family was telling me I'm gonna have a good time up there than I did in my home town. Another reason why I transferred was home life was too stressful. I know they meant well but I'm still really scared.",1.4200201207243452,3.4765073802816886,3.489657947686116,88.10901408450707,80.83098591549296,7.437424547283702,24.227364185110666,8.418075326091056,1.6576462776659957,536,20,114,12,14,182,78,142,0.085,0.79,0.125,0.3087,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,10,9,0,5,10,0,7,1,0,1,1,14,24,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,7,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,7,1,14,4,14,16,3,27,0,0,0,0,4,14,0,1,11,66,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29785165177714923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920862698149114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505475531370544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967722513736918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388873687614838,0.0,0.07181221828039802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972833215593766,0.0,0.0742023152321824,0.0,0.0,0.11912401564437004,0.11359054215963454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519651076275863,0.0,0.42738862509004655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805334627077867,0.11576950961840128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031661260699093,0.0,0.14234658114598622,0.2508217414057612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530990054812672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729549768249471,0.14602557975191555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843840421252053,0.14373710434012527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105236250213104,0.0,0.2268430472582217,0.0,0.16268940890476175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413630172109108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281604753570787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779524447607515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769772873288665,0.0,0.1281556698477071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145958477743706
socialanxiety,Hehylia,2019/08/19,"I Can’t Communicate I’ve been chatting up this guy (sorta) who wants to be my friend (I guess) and I don’t know why.But he seems like a cool person but why am I such a retard.I feel like I’m not friendship material.I don’t hang out with my “friends” irl.I don’t call or text them.Shit,I barely even spoke or even started conversations with them.I just get so nervous.Im also really boring and don’t do much in my life.I have no hobbies,jobs,dating life,etc.When he texted I nearly had a panic attack.I don’t know what to do.I can not communicate with people and i loathe myself for it.",0.031194196428572237,2.047865445312503,2.633526785714285,92.4659375,85.953125,5.2196428571428575,16.955357142857142,6.5431188927421005,-0.2851424107142861,459,10,106,5,14,159,82,128,0.153,0.738,0.109,-0.7991,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,1,13,0,0,0,0,20,23,8,0,1,6,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,3,3,10,5,10,19,1,6,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,5,3,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314623208949186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209012805855805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831639248252645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275243925733314,0.2694925504785231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031532752388262,0.14574434595332428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152342907493331,0.0,0.10658648388519094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473933864137008,0.20200136621701972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203651448122685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423644621987068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881957248798772,0.1993373619450667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499703721578543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23936105791718826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143442091203062,0.17813312664092185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130693636479763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857224827435313,0.0,0.0,0.209412702793844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439889327482028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033002142496058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408673902258688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,0NotThrowaway0,2019/08/19,Introversion and Social Anxiety are not synonymous. Its been said a million times but I wanted to say it too.,2.6273333333333326,5.632448400000005,4.710000000000001,73.16833333333331,90.0,8.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.4471666666666665,88,4,14,3,3,30,20,20,0.07400000000000001,0.9259999999999999,0.0,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899041587468927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484822835478024,0.4053183608466509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195550459328403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971987764187217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30062274214112605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sevendontgkd,2019/08/19,"I wish there was a conversation guide that actually shows HOW to do it (not just “ask open ended Q’s) Every time I try to research how to have a conversation, the tips are like “ask open ended questions” and “let the other person talk”. Maybe I’m over looking but I can’t find anything on what social cues to use, what tone of voice for what topics, how to know when to talk about what, how to create connections with people when talking, etc. If anyone knows, please tell.",5.127862318840581,5.852906206521737,5.524782608695656,82.76297101449278,68.45652173913044,7.872463768115942,25.11594202898551,7.793537801064563,1.20416811594203,369,9,73,4,6,118,69,92,0.0,0.897,0.10300000000000001,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,5,0,18,14,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,13,12,1,9,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,2,6,46,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.17835131690865053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779285040726462,0.0,0.15039921377681614,0.0,0.3417193697897491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237493442782378,0.0,0.20383019083311849,0.0,0.0,0.15398656716610826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670430008099648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088464848886653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688859038297456,0.0,0.08928926711086141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534757442813127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836110205831936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670555749568393,0.1595824904145904,0.0,0.20062000804763716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473752694404254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630489967447605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44069638250771226,0.1597438068153979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657116826697947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408477083651845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784943040407592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016960027498152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,johnx86,2019/08/19,"I stood up to my social anxiety today (8/17/2019) I  was at an aspergers event today and I took advantage of a break to  ditch and walk off. But as I got a few blocks away, there was a powerful  sense that ""I cannot let the social anxiety win."" And so I headed back  and I kept repeating that to myself. I did have to wait a bit to be let  back in, but I slowly made my way back to the event room.

A few ppl even chatted with me.",0.8561956521739127,2.2697789673913067,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,79.97826086956522,7.208695652173913,20.195652173913047,8.07648339933343,0.6651913043478261,323,8,78,6,8,112,59,92,0.052000000000000005,0.9059999999999999,0.042,0.0644,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,8,0,8,1,1,1,0,11,14,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,0,13,2,14,3,3,18,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,8,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29688282696267226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823086187697696,0.44761840243399226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184334297166632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816275087187567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519291963910506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991428243902708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968416878427756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360700281533476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956022713248168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678577950769607,0.0,0.21558753246369092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540213153167324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cope5ren,2019/08/19,"My story 24yo M How I Feel.

Whenever I’ve rarely talked about feeling sad or down it has been associated with the time that I am mentioning it. I have come to realise that I have felt this way consistently my whole life. I have found it far harder than others to engage in and enjoy experiences, engagements and moments. I feel as though there is a part of my brain that doesn’t work like other peoples and that scares me into avoiding situations, opportunities and engagement in activities and with people. The little voice in my head that stops me doing these things also means I have no ambition and drive to create a future for myself as even the thought of that is to difficult and out of reach to sound like a possibility.

As I finish university and there are adult pressures, I now find the way I feel overwhelming and stupidly restrictive. My long term girlfriend, rightly, puts pressure on me to start a life with her and move in together and I want to do that but the empty part of my head tells me that its too risky and I should wait it out to see what happens. Just now it takes me a period of suffering to realize that I should have made a certain choice. I am very pessimistic and rather than gambling on an experience others would think is fun, ill take ten times as long feeling negative then by elimination realise I should have gambled on that experience that at the time scared me but sounded fun. My girlfriend is the reason I have started to feel this way and ask for help. I have always found it difficult to plan things for us, do activities and be social - instead opting for the same safe routine week in week out. My actions or lack of action has made her feel like I am not committed or I don’t enjoy spending time with her, which is not the case.  She has always tried to get me to communicate what I hoped our future would be and recently this led to me breaking down and telling her this is the reason I cannot think in that way. She has been very supportive upon hearing this from me for the first time and has encouraged me to seek help from the doctor and offered to come with me. 

I have found it very hard to make friends feeling like this. It seems to take too long for me to make really good friendships and even those don’t feel personal and I feel isolated a lot of the time. The hobbies and interests that I have reflect my nature. I look for things that distract me from everyday life like watching videos, being creative or gaming. I like to have the TV on in the background or music playing so I don’t give myself the opportunity to think and feel sad about things.  I find it hard to spend time with my friends individually as I feel I will have little to say. I have always had problems organising things and hosting anybody as I am scared they will get bored. At university I don’t feel like I have made any lasting friendships over the four years because it takes me so long to let the guard I have down and be myself around people. A lot of the time I make little effort to even try to make friends as I feel there is no point if I don’t have enough time to get comfortable and be myself. I find I have to repeat myself a lot in conversations with people because I have little confidence to speak at any volume. I rely on my actions a lot to be seen in situations with my friends so I act stupid a lot or physical to make myself heard. 

Now that I have finished uni I need to find a job and just now I am too scared to even look as I don’t feel like there is a job for me or I wont be good enough and this will change my whole life. I want to be ambitious and test myself but I cant feeling this way. Every summer I work with my dad as a carpenter and I have gotten comfortable doing this. I am good at it but don’t feel very independent. I often try to avoid conversation with other tradesmen or the customer. I have been doing carpentry work for long enough that I should be offering my services to family and friends but the fear of failure stops me imagining that immediately. I make furniture as a hobby for myself and I would like to sell that but again I don’t want to experience that interaction with the person and I have no confidence in my ability when I am making that furniture for someone else. I want get a good job to use my  product design degree and not pick the safe option every time. People suggest being self employed but the risk and uncertainty of that makes me feel ill.

I find it extremely hard to make conversation with people and want to do things that involve being social. I have avoided nights out, holidays and activities because of this and the anxiety of an unfamiliar situation. If I see people I have known my whole life I will choose to avoid them if possible rather than embarrassing myself in a conversation. Things like visiting extended family, I would never do as I don’t feel close enough to do that or the situation makes me feel awkward. As my cousins and siblings grow I feel like I am static. Younger cousins now make the conversation with me and I still feel like a child being asked about my life with little back and forth conversation. 

I create different personalities and acts for different situations and people. They are specific to how I think I should be in that situation or what I think the person wants me to be like. This means I don’t feel like I can express myself fully in the way I want because I must keep that person happy to avoid any awkwardness or confrontation. This makes it hard to socialise between groups. My girlfriend says I act differently around my parents to when we are alone which is true. I have an image of what I think my parents hope I will be and I act accordingly. I struggle to introduce my girlfriend to other people I know because I act a different way with them again. All because a voice in my head tells me I should ignore how I want to be and be how I think people want me to be which is stupid. 

I have lived like this for my whole life and it is exhausting living with this limitation. I cannot feel excited for events that I should be excited by e.g. the thought of getting married because I wouldn’t want to be the centre of attention or the thought of having children because how could I make them happy when I find it so hard to be happy myself. Everything in the future seems so far away because I stop myself from working towards them. The way my brain works is ridiculous and destructive. If I continue to feel this way I will ruin my relationship and become distant from the people I love. I will never challenge myself and take any opportunities that I am presented with. I am at the age where I can’t act like a child and have my parents help me make decisions and sculpt my life. I want to be confident, happy and use my skills and potential. But without help I feel powerless, sad and like my life is on an unexciting, painful loop.

The only positive I feel just now about changing the way I am is the way I feel when playing football. Researching anxiety and depression I know that exercise can cause an increase in serotonin which can help. I feel like a completely different person when I play football. I have  a remarkable confidence to communicate loudly, argue and instruct my teammates. I have zero ability to do when not on the pitch I am like a completely different person. My head is free from any worry and completely empty and I feel like I have a true understanding of how my brain should work. I hope that with help I can feel more like this and start to feel happy and more positive.

thanks",6.733924479401607,6.6392764520081675,7.112802414559533,75.59080457978958,64.9428182437032,10.401505819055666,32.811116487734466,10.055152910255783,3.0980915154149615,6024,222,1147,122,83,1967,442,1469,0.124,0.68,0.196,0.9991,14,6,0,0,0,1,83.0,3,0,6,16,54,106,7,19,71,0,144,23,7,31,8,283,263,116,0,38,34,6,38,21,9,22,15,10,0,12,83,89,0,16,68,9,6,18,28,39,0,4,17,54,206,68,179,200,22,145,0,7,6,1,82,53,0,28,83,850,289,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02665671444097441,0.0,0.020582598739998768,0.06424801322999474,0.0,0.0,0.08751331295562234,0.0,0.03937886410565152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045824396450889766,0.04812294627604345,0.0,0.0241816153439095,0.019790865441169782,0.0,0.14120632909415973,0.028425501419937525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619606470624466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02643992521723456,0.054454595845122016,0.04434186399100189,0.08095713240551106,0.0,0.0,0.020549628231790282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022168025689471862,0.0,0.0,0.16134383855787812,0.0,0.02634384330066632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021500722663351048,0.0,0.0,0.1063765721249162,0.0,0.06799859192427618,0.0,0.04337060145888914,0.0,0.02313157550467768,0.10070646569876927,0.048526825194004634,0.028962306301565512,0.4164435688430048,0.18387169307933116,0.024712431538406236,0.0,0.14114391043234614,0.021892654599494518,0.0,0.08466087534293955,0.09942523392177594,0.0,0.06723498302163773,0.024690150229375138,0.0,0.08635095704770998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022759950373450404,0.13699242834436232,0.11528056750393335,0.0,0.10565809143640488,0.0,0.029008497134139995,0.0,0.10350947834701378,0.0,0.0,0.07669066137791768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662271800689315,0.02287703856276559,0.0,0.0,0.02828976640352446,0.020979833282184782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02631875857707135,0.16361503416390855,0.264059115945893,0.12898074590518502,0.04545409525863378,0.1138862099379759,0.043226727248558514,0.0,0.0,0.1094072609328599,0.023229470243507005,0.07306150328749178,0.2405235834626052,0.0,0.0,0.05607226247997324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027355326991855843,0.0,0.019084335450203733,0.03970132849092875,0.0,0.0,0.02415328665793915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01957484169236653,0.027386952776170616,0.0,0.0857367154171718,0.05574330060163468,0.0,0.19627770044149925,0.1573134625725348,0.0,0.0,0.024330645846654658,0.058031256646536036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024627705578649853,0.0,0.02587371018323257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01648836533385983,0.05292571987611867,0.02541308282359511,0.027632885091531667,0.0,0.02198003601815478,0.0,0.04093564096008219,0.10307255876900227,0.0,0.041019566756827414,0.04686165644585137,0.02685025520137211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358294720374165,0.0,0.052473119586488384,0.021807649116206182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054652279259723664,0.0,0.020554329582924143,0.06455414011000885,0.0,0.02690685367704247,0.0,0.0,0.02920707726340717,0.0,0.0,0.09675853262498163,0.02068715854231872,0.06748820798222127,0.023696011156147872,0.0,0.0,0.11969387447597213,0.11544270225592022,0.02528736763106326,0.0612990809674333,0.1500798332925196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052423057823572664,0.0,0.0,0.02679407384406925,0.03095953882837527,0.04445858403468984,0.0,0.08494589079477423,0.16698975926134402,0.22472511994078007,0.041290800662717314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149418373293354,0.0,0.02481042848239448,0.0,0.11242503781389178,0.0261380987458076,0.0,0.07313389624571613,0.0,0.0,0.016574371326381468
socialanxiety,diabetitron,2019/08/19,"Work gives me crippling anxiety I'm already pretty anxious, but work has been especially difficult. I get so anxious I start making mistakes, or not talking/socializing. So it gets to me, and my performance suffers. Eventually, I get let go. I also have type 1 diabetes. It's not that I don't want to work, or not care. It's that feeling of being judged by peers and supervisors. I've been let go from almost every job I have had, due to extreme social/performance anxiety. 

I'm on Buspar now, with Adderall for ADHD, and Lamictal for my bipolar, plus better diabetes control. But I go into work thinking everyone hates me/thinks I am stupid. It's hard to explain this, and since I have been dealing with health stuff for most of my life, I don't have much to talk about. At least that is relatable. 

I fear I will be let go again for being so anxious/messing up, that I will lose my insurance, and my house. I've been homeless twice, and jobless s number of times. Friends think I am dramatic, or needy. I see a therapist once a week, and a whole laundry list of specialists. I come home and I'm mentally exhausted due to everyone around me all day, five days a week. How do you handle people at work? I try to tell myself it's not true, or not go care/think about it, but it's so hard when it's been hardwired into your brain for so long.",2.6020505617977534,4.596609022471913,4.261109550561798,84.32739466292136,76.75280898876404,7.596067415730338,27.22986891385768,8.472884824447931,2.0483958801498128,1047,43,208,21,24,351,146,267,0.18899999999999997,0.757,0.054000000000000006,-0.9884,2,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,0,9,13,12,2,1,4,0,25,7,1,3,2,40,48,24,0,2,12,0,3,0,1,2,6,0,1,0,14,15,0,1,4,0,0,6,7,8,0,2,6,4,28,4,30,34,5,25,0,2,1,0,8,7,0,6,12,138,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117441778789449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785357142985454,0.0,0.10783766997024093,0.07814753280744803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951275655178145,0.3311911022142674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699250202230847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642637664284722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908907211044384,0.0,0.0,0.1992663597691888,0.0,0.0,0.08417807961844438,0.0,0.0,0.10960252927528692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604405763648885,0.10074616890886172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233424610762963,0.18675340820941846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996341183499576,0.04941072715979141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549908374486093,0.0,0.1531657330893084,0.09374298889290933,0.2776857813561016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507783239378058,0.0964793604735508,0.0,0.10387296556109027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802223656456784,0.0,0.0,0.11275703552481145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096973118650353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29977935371533804,0.06902330681061154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648010331317782,0.0,0.1093249210263923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522959677543208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984798901510998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183625651815452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406978814523916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774751035783944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941749572202822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787106913392282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083590833794152,0.0,0.0,0.09961436080530836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916750148028719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186728629192168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854452303620177,0.08541255348799927,0.0,0.0,0.11346173540403655,0.0,0.2504629545398633,0.0,0.0,0.056981962502001375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663462160906677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763843992345383,0.0,0.15677195286156032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910212453137404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557106434874891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,synodyc,2019/08/19,"Is it weird to write a letter saying I'm moving out? I’ve been trying to tell my dad that I’ll be moving out for weeks. Now I have less than a week until I’m supposed to be moving out and into my new place. My dad and I haven’t always had a great relationship and I’ve always found it really hard to talk to him. I keep going to him and I try to tell him that I found my own place... but it’s like the words won’t come out. It doesn’t help that my meds haven’t felt like they’ve been working lately and I’ve just been really anxious in general.

Is it weird to just.. write him a letter? I’d give it to him in advance, it wouldn’t just be me writing a letter and moving out when he isn’t home. But I keep kicking myself because I’ve let so much time pass and I feel like I’m never going to be able to actually tell him and say the words. I don’t know why it’s so hard to say it, but I just freeze up.",0.9208980582524262,1.7670591844660208,3.3506674757281547,93.97172936893203,78.51456310679612,6.120873786407768,17.729368932038838,6.322622252153567,-0.4168145631067963,696,10,176,5,16,243,94,206,0.051,0.856,0.09300000000000001,0.8685,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,7,0,19,0,0,0,1,37,33,15,0,1,7,2,5,3,0,2,0,3,1,0,12,15,0,2,5,0,0,9,8,2,0,0,7,8,22,4,24,19,3,29,0,0,0,0,25,11,0,0,12,107,34,1,0.1136059824911854,0.0,0.1108630510514048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905855643635047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834242355775638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925315247401999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786149455500244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057442598225383425,0.08116013659125147,0.10907955898865088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491261919909687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089812102948356,0.1291297958012691,0.0,0.0,0.12525099676088208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035372916460721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614769535250772,0.0,0.11395606330428533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019564342355091,0.0,0.0,0.062434876924041725,0.0,0.12815249657835096,0.0,0.0,0.11616981413804105,0.0,0.16650643375609114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261906359122393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829807216055783,0.0835134688029018,0.0,0.08761993728386792,0.10972136581367184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373881438049763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455578028625816,0.0,0.0,0.12197030934345413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271032111261733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131218540828208,0.2978899082510038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624456198572057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426200963794046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182255733094404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102511728918088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270650829430416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Welcometobell,2019/08/19,"Books or any resouces on how to stand up for yourself? Hello, I’ve been diagnosed with Mixed Anxiety-Depressive disorder and social anxiety disorder. My whole life I’ve been bullied. Even by toxic and aggresive family members. I am terrified to stand up for myself. I’ve been gas lighted my whole life to think nothing is a “big deal”, so I don’t even know when I should actually stand up for myself or when to blow things off. But I know deep down I take a lot of shit. Most resouces for this issue seem to be meaningless platitudes like “stop caring”. Great, I’m gonna go tell a person with cancer to “stop having cancer”. Is there any CBT books, resources or resources using other methods **SPECIFICALLY** for this issue?",2.8784068627450954,5.6226204191176485,4.257764705882355,80.68527450980395,80.10294117647058,7.4501960784313725,25.243137254901967,8.447377352677275,2.2082996078431365,571,22,99,13,15,188,87,136,0.23199999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.064,-0.9763,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,3,0,10,6,1,2,0,19,20,10,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,9,3,21,14,4,16,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,6,5,64,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.15329477590558258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136498237632108,0.0,0.1201715357929916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016121324770596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195035289641044,0.135299265385362,0.15944054332926616,0.0,0.0,0.3600718535225563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750967324444586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808814939597634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927646732774253,0.0,0.0,0.1731895640460724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279171518877489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266240421844006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219111459447763,0.07674503575178995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355020640444976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072972836997078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716277810883318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300659383654746,0.0,0.0,0.1612480992622092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601309614121814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26266442959527897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811027799505845,0.0,0.13730143120060906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436197943430567,0.10065535075557734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356731953541467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350765250152355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shandsup,2019/08/19,Sometimes I'm completely confident and outgoing But most of the time I feel awkward and my hands shake. It's annoying when people look down upon me and think they are better then me. I didn't ask to be this way man. I feel like I have a potential that I'll never be able to reach,3.6673728813559294,4.31746383050848,5.162500000000001,84.32137711864408,71.71186440677965,9.289830508474578,26.614406779661017,9.516144504307137,2.109505084745764,222,7,48,5,4,75,48,59,0.099,0.695,0.20600000000000002,0.7548,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,2,2,0,5,1,1,0,1,9,11,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,4,8,2,5,8,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,5,31,11,0,0.3216343520657461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006847017354448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28445944706377124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372274987913089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252559848708264,0.2297756453813513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571342980406679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700918500537176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480642404419571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298076218069773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31810459836210997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609030577780355,0.0,0.0,0.18754757720448004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255298377823002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Horseykins,2019/08/19,"Gifts with expectations Anyone else just love these? You get a bit of a lift seeing someone's bought you a game, only to discover it's because they need someone to play it with and that for some reason has to be you. Number one, you don't know if my PC can handle it, number two I literally told you two days ago when you brought the game up I had zero interest in it as it's got major lag and optimization issues, annnd number three my net connection is a joke for multiplayer gaming.

Sooo now I'm not logging into Steam at all, in hopes he cancels the gift. Love not being able to play any games thanks to yet another strings attached thing. Constant tension headache ftw. Ugh.",3.6063568521031217,5.4214318880597006,4.6594165535956575,83.35403663500679,73.40298507462687,7.260786974219811,26.360922659430127,8.00094639256281,1.6181432835820897,539,19,104,8,11,176,100,134,0.062,0.696,0.242,0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,1,0,5,10,0,1,6,0,7,2,0,1,1,16,20,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,7,1,1,3,2,0,5,5,1,11,8,16,13,4,12,0,0,1,2,15,5,0,3,6,65,19,1,0.19086385575051693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691892920567569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297939669108477,0.2001373944805686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334564457464501,0.1955625754633601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634883493125442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083738971743239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625602243932825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309139718625695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594422603645136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997184870145086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265126118873207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895708745918483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921227741703734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048937835994348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445241632745851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152313061187355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933428825196178,0.1451605629530036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623983204181766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209378180645472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234366512015809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757217950073356,0.0,0.0,0.12680146481617927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237859346046573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37289250693063786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Drexton88,2019/08/19,"Just needed a place where I can talk about my situation Almost 3 years ago, I moved to England from a country that has a totally different language , nothing similar. Before moving, I can say that I was a really confident person, friends with everyone in my school, going out with friends about 4 times a week, talking with literally anyone I met. But that changed drastically. I was starting the first day of school and everything before that was fine, until the first lesson. I didn't really know English at the time, although I was lucky enough to find someone who was from the same country as me, and that made it much better. First lesson, the teacher made me present myself in front of the class. I told them my name and all that, and majority of them started laughing, I think it was mainly because I have a strong accent, and also my English was pretty rubbish. I felt like I died in that moment, I wanted to just disappear. Since that moment I barely talked to people, except my 2 friends who were from the same country as me. I only talked when I was asked something by the teacher, and even then I started speaking really fast, blabbing and stuttering. Spent about a year at that school, then my parents decided to move to the south, and hell started.   
I had to sign up to a different school, and until the first day I thought that it would be fine now, as I know more English I would be more confident. I was wrong. First day started, and as soon as I saw how big that school is, I started panicking. I  was given a tour of the school, and I asked the lady that showed me around what can I do if I get lost, and she told me to ask someone for directions, and I knew that I was not going to to that, ever. Second day started, and I forgot where to go for the first lesson, so I asked a member of staff where that class is, and they called up to me like 3 girls, and asked them to show me to my lesson. They didn't really want to do it, but had to. And I could hear them talk about me and it made me feel so nervous and anxious. I still had a bit of confidence in me, and I was proud of that, until one lesson, when the teacher was taking the register, got to my name, and when she said it out loud, some people started laughing and making jokes about it, because it's quite an unusual name. That's when I lost all the confidence I had, and I've been stressed ever since.  
This whole year, since September until July, I had no friends, in breaks i was sitting alone, in group projects I was mostly alone, and if I was put in a group I wouldn't talk that much, only if it was necessary. It's only a couple of weeks until school starts, and I'm more scared than ever, because I know things aren't going to change, and everything will be the same as last year.",7.575868531468532,5.806777949090915,7.59236363636364,78.30639160839162,64.05454545454546,10.4979020979021,33.88111888111888,9.057496981413335,2.7055230769230763,2152,70,436,28,26,696,224,550,0.07200000000000001,0.831,0.09699999999999999,0.9244,4,2,1,0,0,0,71.0,0,0,6,17,26,23,1,3,31,0,44,0,0,5,6,86,92,53,1,10,9,1,2,2,4,4,0,5,0,2,33,32,0,1,15,3,1,10,6,8,0,8,43,8,71,15,68,41,18,82,1,2,1,0,41,20,1,7,52,327,104,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049542776778481776,0.0,0.055965382134576386,0.11576958373666706,0.0,0.044694909675098766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313936331654434,0.0,0.03907932246118697,0.0,0.0,0.04975361192627898,0.2612462551834601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220938253294183,0.0,0.0951159019134115,0.0,0.0,0.04942982790148901,0.06101699078394812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057069551816199375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824761651510887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462331454248528,0.061840802534944124,0.0,0.1441767274989108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058004602704808575,0.11678551677027793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577489186706805,0.0,0.0369145675247421,0.15166608565016468,0.0,0.053404927907341984,0.10045997503854152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028259471643580145,0.0,0.05366280076746008,0.0,0.05108210101529935,0.2852380981331617,0.0,0.0,0.1727207299989217,0.0,0.029200020183253857,0.0,0.12705343823304746,0.0,0.04470003548150101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299166473576341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214642208988952,0.045557500556216726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546096913971026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202024683080336,0.0,0.0,0.1586523320699771,0.03730675596892534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178205466347326,0.08217060426941943,0.04144144575381215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362759864543566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03787225358518108,0.12751972562791147,0.0,0.0,0.062058809965580525,0.0,0.0,0.07749365200350547,0.04880066124353808,0.058392758385138965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056859837179620815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561845058637786,0.0,0.05944549146143465,0.0,0.0,0.14321728924438798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316382811042982,0.04444566981835008,0.055955260586328465,0.39594296138560997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386974159723384,0.06282227562233424,0.0,0.0,0.09471018891127067,0.043026560721121536,0.0,0.0,0.3560306522865881,0.0,0.0446335234799928,0.0,0.06402137195795099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042022039399373816,0.2695317615126685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03713058072531602,0.035811812375766555,0.0,0.044370116096852034,0.0651793748476238,0.0,0.0,0.10680985581468397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593029296369163,0.0,0.08966256541970409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062398765848515614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079404766331526,0.061106526800593614,0.0,0.1439643338942556
socialanxiety,cutieeeessverycute,2019/10/23,"PE is the worst I’m fine through the day, but when PE comes around... phew, my heart starts racing, I get nauseous, shaky, and scared. My face stars blushing for no reason which makes it so much worse. I hate PE because exercising makes everyone vulnerable and I don’t like that. PE is just awful. I’ve never had a good experience with PE.",2.91,5.028847272727276,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,76.27272727272728,6.824242424242425,23.12121212121212,7.793537801064563,0.9840484848484854,264,8,55,4,6,84,53,66,0.371,0.574,0.055999999999999994,-0.9806,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,2,3,1,4,3,2,3,1,12,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,4,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353889990047981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118738795605012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277735832273285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052840111408532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252663716971127,0.0,0.2586525518077397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381480309819605,0.0,0.0,0.22178213917503875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610590517406705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31333782662646553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918178295247934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530035148665589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943784133226104,0.0,0.2039362587711493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27186680432549426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647295797938172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715715215240625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694655840553577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fuckporn0,2019/10/23,"23 male w/ porn addiction At this point, I dont care if I put out there I've been addicted to porn for 10 years. 5 last years being the worst of it all where all the symptoms hit me. One of the biggest problems I think this crap gave me was extreme social anxiety. 

I CANT SMILE NORMAL OR LAUGH GENUINELY WITH SOMEONE. NOT EVEN MY OWN MOTHER. I can barely speak and keep a conversation going. I was never like this. I had friends and laughed and smiled everyday. I've had this problem for atleast 5 years. Where I engage in a conversation and I try really hard to avoid jokes or making someone laugh because then my smile while making eye contact looks fake and weird. 

I've made many coworkers feel and look awkward when they saw my smile because it was an extreme shy embarrassed smile even though nothing was suppose to make me feel that way. I never knew this could even be a thing. A lot of people I notice dont have this. They can still smile normal and laugh. Wtf is wrong with me. Help me someone! Why am I so shy and afraid to smile and make eye contact. Dont tell me to go out and practice. I've tried. Doesn't work. It's in my head. I cant fix it. I need tips or advice if someone out there struggles with this specifically please talk to me. I miss being the goofy me.",1.4712548262548282,3.816209185328192,2.551090733590737,93.24779440154444,82.62934362934362,5.398841698841699,21.605212355212355,6.7097532225279775,0.4066579150579153,1005,32,213,11,28,319,146,259,0.175,0.675,0.15,-0.4462,0,1,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,2,1,11,22,1,5,9,0,22,9,4,5,4,44,42,20,0,8,6,1,3,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,13,16,0,2,4,1,0,3,9,13,0,1,11,9,29,9,20,26,5,25,0,1,5,2,15,10,1,6,12,130,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302479004681266,0.0,0.10319500882458606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078677270222978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875043923212898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767031847412216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431620275398995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713013125646548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925134261566167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679311320776792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158939020845732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003437629503948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460044331332282,0.0,0.10838017310660857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078413669924745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386568944760636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608135664610457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159278125549209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773615297547091,0.0,0.0,0.08978074631348246,0.0,0.09992506036629124,0.28196596623271303,0.10706588312013478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783040295957875,0.16289663369507468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693900078613375,0.10132988835450854,0.12023085654763235,0.0,0.0,0.07156000500586761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321251840507947,0.0,0.0,0.11592148222950005,0.09982991639568628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020975361221029,0.0,0.10616119032423747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765262801304059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764998131071468,0.3579117137750223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433549264434463,0.0,0.0,0.11040023228234362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976299343129817,0.0,0.08488049683350017,0.09230255268770007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015860665904658,0.0676667805657542,0.10375539607071818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339637105449188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838235415573956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529118641638804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688097140590182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546139851188245,0.0,0.20401654533776675
socialanxiety,lluiterra,2019/10/23,"Scared To Survey Strangers Hi Reddit! I have a research assignment (only two questions) for my Psych class and my professor wants me to question 20 random people on campus. Unfortunately, I have social anxiety. Will you please help me? (No atheists sorry, I love u too tho)

Questions 

1. On a scale of 1-5 how unwavering would you consider the faith you have in your religion?

2. Have you studied more than one religion?",2.821315789473683,5.837064815789473,4.297684210526317,77.78678947368421,85.05263157894737,7.2505263157894735,27.336842105263162,8.238735603445708,2.669009473684211,330,15,54,8,10,109,60,76,0.10099999999999999,0.743,0.156,0.7602,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,5,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,8,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,12,2,8,6,1,3,1,0,0,1,12,3,0,4,0,37,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706420964301247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637910956673647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710132198050948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479835779852277,0.16609191405056134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140091767747413,0.0,0.0,0.2397215554172449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7339247798203451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864185214213688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261638191747232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24446454127572356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333077301192827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880934888700418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513470045281408,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SunShakes,2019/10/23,"When you think you smell bad So i am going to type this because it might help someone drastically change their life because finding out I was not alone helped so much and opened my eyes to reality around me. This is so vauge what exactly am I talking about? 

So starting in grade 7 I was going through puberty and what not, you know hormones appear that were never there before. Basically, I started to get a body odor. I done everything to cover it up but the fear of smelling bad had run into my thoughts. That's all i could think of, and really looking back know man was i a child but once that mindset develops, who can rewire there brain. I thought it was over set and done for me. Boy do I smell bad, cant talk to no one, what is society. Mentally runaway into video games to escape my life. School was a nightmare but the body odor thing subsided because a new enemy had appeared. I had started to believe i have constant flatulence. This i believe should be treated as no joke because once you believe it. Your life is over. You cant do the things you love to do. You feel trapped in nonsense and start to become focused on things that dont even exist. Like you dont even like yourself anymore. I treated myself so badly, i had'nt lived a life nor was I happy. Saying is nothing but imagine your whole existence and experinces sucked away from you. Things that were never obstacles before become paralyzing. All the human things like taking the bus, talking to people, public speaking, joining clubs, making friends, going shopping. Going to school and learing what you love. Where there were people in large or small crowds i had evoided. When that is a probelm everything is a problem. Thoughts drive you into a corner of nonexistent. You know as a person talking from the other side finally living the life i want to live. What freedom. How did i escape. To shorten this story down, i had googled, yeah googled. What is a doctor -not the point. Actually this is a point becasue sometimes when its so rare and people laugh at you even professinals whenseaking help, then where else can you ran too. This was actually a blessing that docotors couldnt help becasue i turned to god to help me, the one who created me can help me through anything. And not the ""god"" taught to you the god you knew as a child. I had what is called Olfactory reference syndrome and to know that I am not the only one, that many people have this was so dishearting but this is what had made me let go. Becasue for my whole life i had thought i was the only one, who had this becasue i have never seen anyone else like me. To hear there stories of going to the doctors and being disgoinsed. And Oflactory reference syndorme has been around for centires even dating back to the 1800. Its a very deadly syndorme, if you are curous here is a link to a reserch study on it. [https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4247225/](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4247225/)   

Yes free is the best term. I'm sharing my *semi-story* because there's a whole lot more that happened in \~6 years of my life. If you are going through what I had been going through then type ""When you think you smell bad"" and read through scientific articles and reddit post of humans going through exactly what you had. You are not alone cause yeah i had thought i did too. It's really a mind game, which is weird because you know its false but you are fighting your own brain. 

**Not all that important part**\- I had found out what OCD is. I don't have it but realized i focus on ""things"" like not only this but a lot of other things that i just focus on. Made me also let go/stop of that too.",3.389138018843901,5.918377186147191,3.811398650369238,85.88835847975554,76.56132756132756,6.6161531279178325,26.785693065104827,7.724431198458867,1.68538606230371,2902,115,535,44,68,906,289,693,0.09300000000000001,0.769,0.138,0.9837,0,3,0,0,2,0,110.0,0,27,1,1,34,27,2,1,35,3,76,16,5,5,8,88,124,44,1,7,20,0,1,5,1,2,9,3,0,7,57,22,0,0,22,7,2,14,20,10,0,4,43,13,76,18,65,73,14,66,1,0,3,2,61,29,1,8,26,398,133,9,0.0,0.0,0.10339966990408817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097404759895098,0.0,0.04236726525000024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052540904947765435,0.037044129466623464,0.05428321819730262,0.04359718035141378,0.0943250356225976,0.0,0.0,0.049775488721836236,0.08147511947008429,0.22117614595252325,0.19377293979517668,0.1170222257874929,0.09016240719921767,0.1790674798503485,0.05559816320418997,0.0,0.0,0.11769539061542166,0.0,0.11828410924673707,0.054097454432101566,0.0,0.0,0.054423998593134584,0.056044728253104525,0.0,0.0,0.057251448259227324,0.0,0.04229939868541615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845244674131352,0.0,0.1084317657589586,0.12418192264829295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851426699337576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399684469912814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522816894375756,0.0,0.0,0.05961607320972592,0.026787760388191768,0.0,0.0,0.0580358748950788,0.04842182116430715,0.0,0.0,0.0580887089341978,0.0409314228132055,0.0,0.027679326558713812,0.0,0.3010917103129903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04684913050726231,0.05639710147609471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971115251824874,0.0,0.21306413152265294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145579289114434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834917784396036,0.26194430586796874,0.12941424971324705,0.0,0.1403442102851851,0.0,0.04448899389147788,0.0,0.0,0.0900816559224968,0.09563118242314893,0.10025996971022304,0.03536387560109766,0.0537123628410844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339034359668074,0.05620231773437335,0.0534936597218113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038945640702065035,0.0,0.12258194916493842,0.05116742187304078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083475306355914,0.0,0.0,0.11284175355157093,0.1435996917700533,0.12087868796600355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057371064566069836,0.0,0.1469157957132161,0.04625919538287589,0.0,0.0,0.10016450685459906,0.0,0.05073921101319849,0.0,0.0,0.05069372181472315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052993309465585725,0.0,0.06787937290746501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042131005434318636,0.0,0.10723509737358457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488891156342368,0.0,0.0523975585733826,0.0,0.14999515795927054,0.0,0.0,0.044292793337630594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03983359408311181,0.17032996548253707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463781271151597,0.10184035934092016,0.0,0.21029693219135934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057625908897323525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04371320080449628,0.031248370679213974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744739276984844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03411672137261147
socialanxiety,cr4zy_diamond2,2019/10/23,"I just gave up from a project on college because of my social anxiety The project invoves teaching chemistry and language for kids of local schools, using apps that were developed by some students.  
At the beggining, I was excited, but then I discovered that we had to go alone in the schools to present the project. I just coudn't do it.
It is so sad to loose all those oportunities because of my condition. I'm going to a doctor next week. I'm tired.",4.3743687707641215,6.335888430232557,4.980498338870434,81.23709302325581,71.67441860465118,8.170099667774089,37.867109634551504,8.841846274778883,3.6005667774086385,359,22,65,7,7,115,63,86,0.183,0.7979999999999999,0.019,-0.9416,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,1,1,8,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,14,7,2,11,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,45,12,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723498357002622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116558612249413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205989879942924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26915325257119943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988952876139977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27966359279477715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5322641602864772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680571442835685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022367004612465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22711516237541746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093264890772986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yatdomes,2019/10/23,"Meeting up with an online friend/How do I talk to them? So first and foremost I haven’t met this person formally. I “met” them on discord through a mutual friend. We played games together for a bit and I kept contact with him through text. A few weeks later I confessed that I liked him (first time I had ever done so). He wanted to be friends first which I respected. We’ve been talking for over a month now and know each other fairly well (we’ve exchanged pics, talked about ourselves a lot, etc..). Now he wants to meet at some point for lunch (we live in different cities but attend school in the same area). I’m trying to remind myself that we’re just friends but I am terribly afraid that I won’t be able to speak with him “normally”. 

Do you guys have any advice on how to calm myself down?",3.0514223512336685,4.7078310943396255,3.5774842767295643,91.19812772133531,74.53459119496857,6.6533139816158675,23.551523947750358,7.321109707123232,0.7960223512336722,620,18,131,7,13,194,106,159,0.044000000000000004,0.8320000000000001,0.12300000000000001,0.8426,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,2,3,9,10,0,1,7,0,11,1,0,1,1,23,18,8,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,6,9,1,1,2,2,1,1,2,2,1,3,6,1,20,8,23,9,7,21,1,0,0,0,26,10,0,2,11,89,26,1,0.15687940537914516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533007392824941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668337528185497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127167926426284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390558854184115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160542099069037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749620061957302,0.0,0.14190640368089524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003246262208585,0.0,0.0,0.4848185577589465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553352758703321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621681844548762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766433531834011,0.0,0.13852738911372892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333732603927235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521964465680271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370850861992835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698104565631902,0.0,0.0,0.14830174598834014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877033363542253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782811706724956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147764286733852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651081841781422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506307579571568,0.0,0.12583919617529266,0.0,0.14105342589503028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GoldenCoconut1,2019/10/23,"Holy fucking shit, I hate the sound of my voice. When my SA kicks into high gear my vocal cords get dry and voice gets super raspy, which leaves me sounding like a chronic smoker who gargles razor blades and got kicked in the throat by a horse.",5.508125,5.991891895833334,4.662500000000001,90.1325,67.54166666666666,6.4,24.333333333333336,3.1291,0.22415833333333346,193,4,39,0,3,57,42,48,0.142,0.742,0.11599999999999999,-0.3551,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,5,2,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471782767569211,0.3924055855494493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003515663194477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707654366592407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967758835751008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39763988532558503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346860545702925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854837464655706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,egrrrr,2019/10/23,"internalized mental health stigma For others, I like to think I’m good at seeing through the stigma of mental health. But as I start to work more on myself in therapy, I’m realizing that I’m definitely embarrassed by my social anxiety/ social phobia. I feel like it’s so weak and vulnerable to be clinically afraid of people, basically. 

It’s awful because in addition to having social anxiety, I also feel a ton of shame and guilt and embarrassment for having this issue on top of it. 

Are there ways that you have learned to be kinder to yourself in this regard, or ways you’ve grown from the self-judgmental sort of place I’m in?",6.948146399055487,7.124596801652896,8.120023612750888,67.63380165289259,64.45454545454545,11.211806375442741,31.33530106257379,10.914260884657429,3.538146635182999,507,17,88,13,7,174,78,121,0.17600000000000002,0.705,0.11800000000000001,-0.7688,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,3,9,0,5,3,1,6,4,0,0,0,12,15,8,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,3,7,3,24,13,2,13,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,2,3,58,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688262938149293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618854173337683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434215089421883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309491446002978,0.1222821332498425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356722151086845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638862069436997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865445341598135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724763966380649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449932664745205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186660284551832,0.0,0.17883366053761635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363983776949574,0.0,0.17856508684617836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234512904502512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115327420122547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957450129522356,0.0,0.0,0.10967725578921382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717296709458369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461201634995125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Novemberx123,2019/10/23,"I had no friends in high school I see everyone who I recognize on Facebook but never talked too. It makes me so upset feeling weird like this. I literally talked to no one beside one or two people. Even now I don’t have any friends. I am 23 now. I just hate I didn’t try more in high school, I just let life pass by..my social skills are not that good since I didn’t talk to people in high school. I feel my anxiety is worse than a lot of other people socially. During lunch I’d go in the stall and eat there some days while everyone else is having fun living there life I was having my lowest days almost everyday. I was so depressed and I felt angry no one saw it or even cared..at least it felt like that. I realize now I was just having distorted thinking and people did care..it was me that didn’t",0.8150595238095271,2.973574196428572,2.659523809523812,92.61880952380956,83.82142857142857,5.8761904761904775,18.261904761904766,7.1686216300943375,0.19410476190476225,627,15,138,9,18,208,100,168,0.252,0.6459999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.9829,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,13,10,1,1,2,0,19,4,0,1,1,21,29,9,0,0,7,0,4,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,9,3,2,0,6,0,0,2,9,4,0,4,12,6,20,6,9,16,4,18,0,1,2,0,8,8,0,5,10,92,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167864881617586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793113062643757,0.0,0.08922040104373365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891041903822155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043132948474852,0.0,0.10045186357107833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933996184721332,0.09742805651313673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406390660776867,0.0,0.0,0.22288685408535985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794163908769335,0.0,0.22396309316661908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802136134870336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628260316544532,0.09782236224027108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514639195234053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36967290008775505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926043315619707,0.1647561654814278,0.11395748290486117,0.0,0.10298500731699256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915328864069756,0.0,0.0,0.07785035763432642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995100621557317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370912513926506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234217699275729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35410247913663,0.0929377289011012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647621148831936,0.0,0.0,0.2377759176070491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812244522821702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473076467192853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791830228251257,0.0,0.11392899271343145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885429580939028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Efnitey,2019/10/23,"What do I [M28] talk to these girls at work about... ? Hey everyone. So a few months ago I started working at a bar. I've always been insecure around people I don't know, and struggled to make new friends. Lately I've been meditating and trying to become more mindful of my social anxiety. I feel like I'm making progress, and I've become friendly with the other staff at the bar, although I'm mainly working alone.

Next to the bar I'm working at a restaurant is attached (physically), which we also sell food from. The restaurant's waitresses bring the food into the bar, but I have to go into the restaurant to get plates and cutlery. I also have to carry the empty dishes back to them, get ice for drinks from them and other little things. This means that I walk back and forth a few times during every shift.

When I go to the restaurant for whatever reason I always walk past the waitresses, or stand next to them for a few seconds while getting ice for example. And this is where my big issue comes in. I always smile and say hi to them, and sometimes make very basic small talk, like asking if they're having a busy shift etc. But now I feel like I've said hi to them so many time, that I should be getting to know them better. I feel like they think I'm some weirdo who only smiles and says hi but never talks.

I'm just very nervous, and they're all very attractive, and I never know what to talk to them about. The reason I've become friendly with the other people working at the bar is because I've worked shifts with them, where we're standing next to each other for hours. This way you're forced to have conversations and you naturally get to know each other. When interacting with the waitresses it's always very brief and sometimes they're in the middle of doing something, and I don't know if I'll interrupt them by saying something.

I'm not sure exactly what type of advice I'm looking for here. It's just that I'm starting to become nervous about going to work now, because these situations have started to become painful now. So I just wanted to let this out, and hopefully someone has some kind of advice.",6.64343977532765,6.273457949760767,6.741845225712503,79.09661223216143,65.19617224880382,8.992053255668816,30.85333888079884,8.18289091462,2.13810409819014,1685,53,320,18,23,540,185,418,0.07200000000000001,0.826,0.10099999999999999,0.9222,0,1,3,0,0,0,45.0,1,1,10,9,22,17,0,4,21,0,18,10,0,5,5,64,57,31,0,5,10,0,3,4,3,1,1,4,0,1,22,28,9,0,12,6,1,8,5,5,0,1,3,8,30,12,53,51,11,52,0,0,1,0,33,17,0,6,28,201,52,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342203361085606,0.060877833972429025,0.0,0.0,0.07112844652703389,0.0,0.10984161436002404,0.22857837605940154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253755927116015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061136906797122324,0.06420353150607107,0.0,0.0,0.10561643051494612,0.0,0.08372947211640726,0.3792406153858781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073904314502581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059158976789445934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727711238376763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765927789641802,0.0,0.0,0.057863160772208225,0.06562361954376385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417515133792374,0.14718814561323315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608850330667288,0.0,0.15917856156134064,0.0,0.17940395112045834,0.0,0.11709181370114292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821155221536848,0.06763280799453948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168072992347231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151631246042878,0.18871484906279165,0.0,0.07747041474343264,0.0,0.0,0.07022667464335504,0.0,0.13420804978385292,0.06883218941665298,0.0,0.0,0.05767121008941155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752687941257705,0.06962748965200255,0.0,0.07480916172711184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934398417265691,0.0,0.054817161586740736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059355543186742,0.06632847539262843,0.2191156479442921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223179637061645,0.07307695066440628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555977061182955,0.0952236831956428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412223642358106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532735771990944,0.16384362871461758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719559366256093,0.0,0.07000734259427663,0.058189624511942976,0.10574150220513102,0.13584621023478094,0.0,0.14582936436196747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179589619778669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472706538870925,0.0,0.0,0.2207992216642888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04562581017213892,0.04400531641194992,0.0,0.0,0.08009198148384357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662703491890267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266621891631179,0.04050735233052698,0.05451244226728068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499826667002526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shelbyhasker,2019/10/23,"stream of consciousness? first post whenever i’m emotional, or having an anxious episode i try as often as i can to pull out my journal and start writing. i write exactly what i’m feeling. not only does this feel like i’m getting it all out, it’s good to look back on once i’m out of that mindset. idk, i thought i’d share what i’m feeling, in the hopes that it could make somebody else feel less alone. 
when will i stop basing my worth off of how other people view me? it’s like i’m happy until i get a look from somebody that i perceive as judgmental, then i’m worthless. a lot of the time, i think i’m the one judging myself and i’m so afraid of people viewing me the way that i view myself, that i’m always on edge. waiting, to disappoint myself. i understand that most of the time, i don’t actually have any reason to be anxious. which, just makes it harder for me to accept that i am struggling, and i do need help. it almost makes me feel like i’m not worth getting help. like, i just feel so stupid for needing it in the first place.",1.6068807339449551,3.4398066146789006,3.2756788990825685,90.99168348623851,79.18348623853211,5.827889908256882,23.74403669724771,6.742157984588678,0.6984433027522936,814,28,175,8,20,270,117,218,0.099,0.728,0.172,0.9229999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,8,14,1,2,9,0,9,0,0,5,2,42,42,13,0,4,5,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,19,6,0,2,13,0,2,1,3,5,0,3,1,11,23,9,26,38,4,22,0,2,5,0,5,9,0,6,14,108,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.12387191154223905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710877234615564,0.13146814247071698,0.0,0.0,0.10562150579965596,0.0,0.0,0.08632131106187169,0.0,0.0,0.286804687175557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760648947190312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134862861960854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108316443422836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603932741177996,0.14278670595440246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850980671368188,0.18136721234428174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594458989472765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989575650024885,0.0,0.0,0.10646848422344543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512648099874205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701659929687039,0.0,0.0,0.1260767878768513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805944556928625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131897218256196,0.0,0.0,0.10791704581223964,0.0,0.0,0.2541937053172382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882439141164184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518344620613418,0.08601559527671929,0.09654108281619507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176003854438085,0.0,0.13262183780668074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157027317746642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051207222941766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984645190709803,0.0,0.0,0.10612476777473204,0.0,0.1327018031605116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813359139696153,0.0,0.10077356342114344,0.1480356249377384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618168916954434,0.0,0.0,0.1321455847570029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075644663064236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,roxeeshanaya,2019/10/23,"Social anxiety is curable Social anxiety is rooted from negative judgement and perception you have of yourself in your subconscious. If u want your social anxiety to go, all you have to do is destroy all negative self  perspectives you have in your subconscious",8.91810606060606,10.91297156818182,8.902727272727274,57.35742424242426,60.59090909090909,14.048484848484847,44.21212121212121,13.023866798666859,7.360675757575759,215,13,27,9,3,70,27,44,0.3,0.675,0.024,-0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,7,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,0,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5670833276679601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043036020850214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25777503430057586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7556498122543378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457436322590609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EarlTreeMan,2019/10/23,"awesome social anxiety podcast! It's called ""Panic Attacking"". Two comedians talk out what gave them social anxiety that week and they talk through it and make jokes. Really cool to hear them talk about things that I only thought made me anxious and make light of it. They also talk about the core causes of anxiety and panic attacks in the recent episodes. I listen on iTunes but its available all over i think.",4.7139428571428565,7.387458946666667,4.6365714285714335,80.90400000000002,72.86666666666667,7.485714285714287,28.04761904761905,8.418075326091056,2.314561904761905,331,13,55,6,7,102,54,75,0.152,0.754,0.094,-0.391,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,3,6,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,13,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,4,8,2,10,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,0,2,36,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132183914839248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34817150233716393,0.1713882796923848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345182365827544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491211496000162,0.0,0.0,0.15584719863712646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098736013375476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355096849455387,0.2025342160757052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538172731033287,0.0,0.3559962543430213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718883568220367,0.0,0.14979459034963266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092969675260106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877526210975699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078889016645576,0.09720916704493954,0.0,0.12044020509782775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481979012600923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169201614409032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Duck__15,2019/10/23,"Anyone feel like crying in public but to scared? I am very anxious today and feel like crying, but I don’t want others to worry (See or judge.). I have no where to de-stress, and I am on the edge of tears.

Any thoughts?
Thank you.💕",-0.5252380952380946,1.5757316122448977,1.321530612244899,100.13358843537416,90.0204081632653,3.2666666666666666,12.248299319727893,3.1291,-1.716268027210885,175,2,41,0,6,57,38,49,0.354,0.4920000000000001,0.154,-0.9279999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,10,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,4,3,6,9,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582812543809837,0.0,0.0,0.2629466877301879,0.0,0.16274757710799562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511340465636854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353756539618924,0.332560169908206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742448951925495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23302817227489064,0.0,0.1854754511387178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26661985195968085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21428936026698026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478132260187133,0.0,0.0,0.2206243474715191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920470968274993,0.13728481920992905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23637381084626444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,continuetocontinue,2019/10/23,"Fitbit showed me how anxious I get in groups I finally tried to push myself today and accepted when some coworkers asked if I wanted to get lunch with them. I recently started wearing a Fitbit and I looked down at it to check the time, and saw my heart rate was 135. I was in “fat burn” sitting at a table of people...rough",2.2469743589743643,4.263792492307697,3.884230769230772,86.50993589743591,77.92307692307693,6.7948717948717965,23.14102564102564,7.793537801064563,1.2080256410256407,252,8,50,4,6,84,50,65,0.034,0.929,0.036000000000000004,0.0258,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,4,3,1,0,9,9,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,10,1,10,6,1,13,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,2,6,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35591944586132296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945313905434291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345124417252872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292036681035056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733385164732548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645646010975335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110761581011076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299565387371867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183709541550564,0.0,0.2986327615434874,0.0,0.0,0.2138998449062389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858260212370804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,James180700,2019/10/23,"New and first job SO
I'm 19 yo and a week ago I started with my first job
I actually had a lot of luck bc I work in an office, checking prices, and helping with accountability stuff
The real issue for me is that I have to call a whole fucking lot of people to ask some information, and this is a real challenge for me
It's really fucked up bc I can't stop thinking they think and know that I'm new in this, so they don't treat me so well
I'm doing my best but, it's only a list of 70 people
I've been working in this for 3 days already, and I've only called 20 of them
Probably kinda less
Besides that, I'm (at least for my boss) impressively fast at doing all the other things she puts for me
So
I'm worried about this part of the calls",2.6519129949804814,3.016459478527608,4.812403792526492,86.95282766313444,73.84662576687117,7.399665365309538,24.02063580591188,7.348242739294969,0.8001460122699386,577,15,135,6,11,202,96,163,0.051,0.8540000000000001,0.095,0.5670000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,6,6,8,2,0,9,0,9,2,0,1,1,23,21,11,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,4,0,3,1,2,2,1,2,2,0,16,6,21,19,9,17,0,0,0,2,10,6,2,5,10,90,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.12918267942269224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734587932167442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608337280084827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375637187664765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892345498510006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055208756450532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537341851935447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22520279522709225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447642609403139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873076488701949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816914522778154,0.262731200467698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275196392289374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508755955788745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255704671507828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013601888804546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335341396837772,0.0,0.18354967822774215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272680967151216,0.0,0.0,0.1330773257687579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013522667301441,0.08480529268470842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369844421931962,0.0,0.0,0.11067466129782033,0.0,0.0,0.1515421326528269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794663779986348,0.16964606695853954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618634305114504,0.0,0.11902450052021014,0.0,0.0,0.1477962787556479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927467852602988,0.1344371664186749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gallifrey34,2019/10/23,"My today's accomplishment I wanted to ask my girl classmate something since last friday, but I was too scared. It was a normal question, but my social anxiety was ruining it. I'm in class with her for 4 years, but anyway. I was trying to ask it everyday and today I finally did it! I'm proud of myself.",0.6820081967213127,3.163563983606558,3.632930327868852,82.59726434426231,89.49180327868855,6.328688524590166,20.739754098360656,7.645422480735847,1.3282606557377044,237,8,44,5,8,84,42,61,0.14300000000000002,0.789,0.068,-0.5487,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,9,1,6,5,0,7,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,6,31,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950239214180603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631628485654091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713612425306957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192195402303187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24270950778632255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774990959569673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480073625092145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491359204778384,0.0,0.0,0.2525157063470378,0.0,0.1907042113730257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696124248632213,0.0,0.0,0.16818319652055008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461095694671831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952126024605562
socialanxiety,Breaker-of-Oaths,2019/10/23,"Therapist wants me to Rant! (Also some questions)   My therapist thinks getting into the mental health subs will be helpful so my homework is to go on a rant for you guys! My social anxiety and depression really started to hit its peak in 2015. I dropped out of high school due to this and lived in a severely dysfunctional home which I only left from maybe once or twice a month. My mom finally got her shit together in 2018 so I had what I thought was a functional safe place for once, only it wasn’t. My mom has bipolar disorder that she refuses treatment for so every couple of weeks I get the brunt of her psycho outbursts which further fueled my depression.
  I’ve always strived to be a kind person but after my mother lost the house we lived in and blew 30k from a work settlement on a truck we were forced to move into the worst neighborhood in the county. Without going into grizzly detail this house took weeks just to sanitize and my mother was at the peak of her psycho stage and I couldn’t take the pressure anymore. I snapped and said some horrible things to her and that’s the moment I realized I finally needed help. So here I am now on a conquest to over come my crippling anxiety, get control over my life, and gain my independence.
  This long and difficult process is just now starting and I’m sure there will be lots of ups and downs which is why I hope to develop some meaningful relationships with you guys on here. Not a lot of people in my day to day life understands what I’m going through so it would be nice to have some people who I can relate to.  In my last session my therapist said she thinks I focus too much on trying to have the perfect conversation. I never realized I was even doing this until she brought it up. Do you guys have any advice on becoming okay with “bad conversations”, like not relating, awkward silences, disagreeing, etc? Also any general advice on dealing with social anxiety is greatly appreciated.",6.370585553997195,6.979896448924732,6.895245441795229,74.43460729312763,65.69354838709678,10.340532959326787,33.64703132304816,10.276239652853533,3.5332029920523613,1557,65,277,36,23,510,206,372,0.121,0.77,0.109,-0.2212,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,3,0,5,16,18,1,2,18,1,26,5,1,2,3,55,52,21,0,5,7,4,0,1,0,3,4,2,2,4,17,21,0,3,8,0,0,7,6,9,0,1,13,2,42,9,56,30,9,55,0,3,0,0,33,28,1,9,19,201,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674091105032127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645540892413482,0.07099029807174778,0.0,0.0,0.11603651275053666,0.0,0.19580104068912635,0.0,0.08461120428219511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123584980556545,0.0,0.09422555113493368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349275059703776,0.0,0.0,0.09568989201635636,0.0,0.09440126470155827,0.0,0.11004437894170524,0.08795773316268063,0.14696623340468376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778028712227277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515063152601316,0.056350851175930236,0.0,0.07188296813387167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18692046782693544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372330508094118,0.0,0.14546227687339114,0.0,0.06823552911160545,0.09406192199327444,0.0,0.2534307290828883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906876230291576,0.0,0.0,0.11437192142892715,0.09014173851744192,0.08557956914029144,0.08473869676013787,0.0,0.19688794820333624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884417548296378,0.0,0.06954446729113248,0.0,0.0,0.09269680382648247,0.0,0.1205233641776642,0.041681411960454835,0.0,0.15067235275155108,0.07550256186895522,0.0,0.0,0.0931332158368678,0.1450663516152656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571205517798107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597912946582141,0.0,0.0,0.19984368879324446,0.06809894632340187,0.09067811062344346,0.0627175638603755,0.0632612244643863,0.06580147000015571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171892301446066,0.0,0.12977433323646667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829566330966718,0.07449521918896741,0.08913775395872002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955741880345358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054656038883710616,0.0,0.0,0.0915981670378424,0.0,0.0,0.16231136739096866,0.0,0.0,0.08634501764975151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638354460495434,0.08757632838853294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393918720245455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077514618418962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040994506076743,0.0,0.06414751267818719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971776640719015,0.0566805997964286,0.1093349452448316,0.0,0.0677319003441291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478995164041366,0.0579244137465478,0.0,0.0,0.08881765488705616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032197823111871,0.0,0.13687176144299562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698501806973547,0.0,0.0,0.08224221846119377,0.0,0.06211154667588735,0.0,0.0,0.06060650943842528,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nathanjh9,2019/10/23,"Bless you? When you sneeze in class no body says anything...
But when someone else does it turns into a bloody church service where they're trying to extract satan himself from someone's soul or something. Is something like no one saying bless you something to feel upset over? To me it's not really that big of a deal, Buuttt it's kinda strange how NO ONE says bless you. Especially considering the fact the other sneeze , from someone else, gets a ""Bless you"". I know I may be overthinking, but overthinking is literally the main cause of anxiety, especially social.",5.007076591154262,7.473826902912624,5.141294498381878,78.58587918015104,71.23300970873788,7.684573894282633,28.92017259978425,8.515128840125781,2.3952101402373245,453,18,76,8,9,142,68,103,0.12,0.79,0.09,-0.2728,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,0,4,6,0,1,6,0,4,1,1,2,1,12,8,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,4,9,5,10,6,1,7,7,0,0,0,11,5,0,3,3,48,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596196532048044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625557263742778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974165142389309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257632753535036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323048065285252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553157881322874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296939038289859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986496841468655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285590773146812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976750428443281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682926302430123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24086712696898305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385755311270787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240109756584545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117202279716493,0.4517668399327906,0.4104726976812999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066611758496112,0.19331778423732368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,civicverde,2019/10/23,"'Shy and awkward’ student convicted of sexual assault Curious to hear other opinions on this case.  IMO this guy is super awkward and overthinking everything which can come across as creepy or ever predatory in some circumstances.  

 [https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-7557947/Shy-awkward-student-19-faces-JAIL-sex-assault-conviction.html](https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-7557947/Shy-awkward-student-19-faces-JAIL-sex-assault-conviction.html)",18.62410714285714,23.349773196428572,12.416428571428574,30.97857142857145,40.25,15.6,53.28571428571429,13.816669648895859,9.646871428571428,393,22,30,14,4,107,42,56,0.159,0.708,0.133,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40082200431656656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208981070952215,0.0,0.0,0.4181892064197553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607284934509192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244364091629904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SCDFan1127,2019/10/23,"Made a complete fool of myself at speaking exam today Anyone else ever end up really overcome with anxiety that they end up making a fool of themselves?

Had a French speaking exam today where we had to show a French student around part of the campus. I was in a group with 2 other people and we had to show them the accommodation (I don't even live at the uni so had no clue whatsoever). One of them basically dominated the entire conversation while the other said a passable amount.

I knew basically nothing as it was and my anxiety took over so I ended up saying around 3 basic sentences. That means I'll be lucky to get any marks whatsoever. Also means that I've made a total t\*t of myself in front of my classmates and therefore have successfully binned my chances of ever making friends with them (although to be fair, from the way that I saw those guys acting, they didn't seem like the personality type that I gravitate towards anyway).

This isn't the first time that my anxiety has led to some seriously awkward situations. I'm still fairly new at uni and want to make a good impression but I feel that I'm constantly binning my chances of making friends and I **really** want a friend soon  (my 18th birthday is in 5 weeks and I don't want any gifts but I do want a friend).",4.126807228915658,5.956071991967871,5.4253393574297215,78.3404186746988,72.05220883534136,8.032208835341365,27.309437751004015,8.697196308434329,2.1283669076305216,1022,37,189,19,20,341,138,249,0.06,0.816,0.124,0.9254,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,5,2,12,13,0,1,18,0,16,0,0,8,3,37,37,14,0,4,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,0,2,12,13,0,0,5,2,0,4,5,4,0,2,13,6,25,9,32,22,4,34,0,0,1,0,19,14,0,3,16,129,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066081308545028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418904500022654,0.0,0.2601799619643195,0.0,0.0,0.07926994762747289,0.11615950828127475,0.0,0.201844144846208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886480001327125,0.1225111608897416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470490209752254,0.0,0.3012327389628251,0.0,0.0,0.07487887839620029,0.20509674356633675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732256078368594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964312568913839,0.0,0.0,0.35035313713004307,0.0,0.059230404338422075,0.0,0.0,0.0950881868167422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122527187484239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538616209761811,0.0,0.1001065338314878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454418453056487,0.30269763195047983,0.0,0.0,0.2469832392007981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949208175517312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878021081949184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682148433390447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276712528991306,0.0,0.07859549947265011,0.0989890719012177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525363162356178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783948145916092,0.09015524571255708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320649810987308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743103474649764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905362950497056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610613113487472,0.0,0.21492031746570914,0.0,0.12595666461016986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26747090487489683,0.08998670254475041,0.09093743720894752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ShmoolikLol54,2019/10/23,"I feel like my friends Hate me ( I need Advice )    SORRY FOR MY GRAMMAR

So guys , Im not new at reddit , this is an account i just made because the friends that im talking about are following me on my main Account .
I am in middle school , Seventh Grade and Im Feeling like some of my friends tend to Hate me . I am Kinda Popular But i have a problem of Inviting people to places and im Waiting to be invited . So most of the times i Go out with my friends if they invite me , Lately Im not getting invited to hanging outs ( going to the park or the mall ) ,  And I see that my friends are posting them together having fun without me . Even one of my best friends that i always invite ""forgets"" to invite me .  I feel like every time i see them hanging out without me i feel Jealous and i want to be there too . Im gonna share with you what happend today . Four of my friends Went After School To the mall . One of them was at my class  so at the start i was suspcious that i didnt see him at the end of the day , I saw someone story showing My friend in our Town  While my other friend is taking a photo of him . I dm the friend that took the photo and asked if the other friend was in our town (half of my friends are in other towns) And he dm me , "" Yes We Are Going to the Mall With X , Y , Z , E , P , I was really afraid but i asked if I can Join? But he left me on Seen . later i Saw them On Z Story and i was furious . 


This is not the first time that those things appear , it happend with other friends . And i think my biggest fear came true : BEING ANNOYING .
Listen , Im a short boy with a High Voice  , Im a Coward And im Too Caring . We went to a movie and my we bought tickets and went to the Movie . We Sat in the row we supposed to but not in the specific Chairs and I Asked because i Was Worried and they told me to stop being such a Coward And just sit down . I asked again and they started Humillaiting me  . Another Example is when i fight with someone just for the joke and then i think they got angry and i start to ask them if they are okay . Btw , When i talked about the mall with My Friends The Guy Named E Went with me and another friend to the mall and we wanted to call other people and they didnt Answer . X told me that he hates E because hes annoying to him . And i didnt listen and continued hanging out with him . I always Feel Like X Thinks Im annoying because always when i invite him he says he is tired but when another friend invites him he accepts  the invite. He posts Some Embarresing Stuff of mine and Make me Feel Ashamed . X is a really nice guy , But also  a really Big douche ....",1.2436801850539112,2.8860835959780644,3.195483341417006,92.03554714024551,79.58500914076781,6.000955116964519,22.68063276498899,6.868970318607317,0.5559769354176778,1985,63,447,21,49,669,214,547,0.114,0.721,0.165,0.899,0,0,0,0,1,0,55.0,8,1,11,2,19,43,9,3,31,2,30,1,0,2,1,90,85,44,0,8,20,0,6,4,16,1,1,4,0,4,19,43,0,2,11,8,3,14,9,13,0,5,24,16,90,30,61,56,5,68,0,0,6,0,70,28,0,10,27,297,109,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635521760662056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037935622004426336,0.11841499585239493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492265548736258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217375369757864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566944362005592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978255950694255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04843882583943443,0.05425567714153467,0.04836552755304336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03059315857215553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201540125861244,0.0,0.0,0.031331914310942025,0.0,0.03996800316210067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338019353685705,0.14391446034127714,0.13555697478406592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0403501754103544,0.0,0.0,0.5863995137878703,0.0,0.02478405116479498,0.0,0.08087919701944729,0.0,0.037939972626355255,0.0,0.0,0.14091126791668265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050365067204998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012015201421149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124046525305768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351138341066813,0.0,0.05154080646132505,0.0,0.0,0.09270194864150508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044886356136737374,0.031664791425611044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03517418499917983,0.0,0.04581527657409232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428953573939783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577415440634388,0.0,0.049561921614724315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086371369223616,0.0,0.0,0.04539112584711539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116872014231826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037724075117705064,0.0,0.09601823708864787,0.11340424979341772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038700497715763,0.0,0.0,0.05310221606119701,0.10072917583765473,0.0,0.0,0.03965973861332762,0.0,0.0,0.05430440264682066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03566697447422984,0.07625667066831128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031515259465558235,0.09118779213043672,0.0,0.0,0.08298327968481814,0.05452224163685799,0.044965049655830334,0.09065681855020273,0.05270462788686973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595954194097312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758995500639035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145580191940586,0.0,0.0,0.04817491933165805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wilbur_Wately,2019/10/23,Does anyone else have a need to be in the spotlight but absolute terror at messing up I need to see if I’m alone,1.5876000000000021,2.764483159999997,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,77.4,6.6000000000000005,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.9293999999999998,89,3,20,1,2,31,22,25,0.262,0.738,0.0,-0.7964,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940181782615452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660105175617983,0.3898028425960115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33292313455825484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178064421209526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5641786878178096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031591721926434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MajorasDemise,2019/10/23,"Empty Stomach Anxiety Woke up yesterday feeling very anxious, almost like I could throw up, but I was also really hungry, since I hadn’t eaten a ton the day before. Anyone else ever feel this strange upset stomach/hunger before?",9.957560975609756,9.143538048780492,9.961097560975613,60.15920731707318,58.75609756097561,11.126829268292685,37.57317073170732,10.125756701596842,4.26869756097561,184,7,24,3,2,61,36,41,0.249,0.6779999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.7439,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,3,1,2,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720810482870855,0.0,0.0,0.21728857042833305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078594932227962,0.3069580427063864,0.0,0.18998785706530005,0.2784017993783796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624150379093714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694050385591349,0.0,0.0,0.17523223133801102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698111884271666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457797183389025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747722386791008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327451141692305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740661311699215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476357641777064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241914566731588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway_21235,2019/10/23,"How do I talk to an introverted girl? First time posting here so I don't really know if it fits this sub but I figured I'd give it a try so here we go:

There's this attractive girl at my university and I'd love to get to know her (I guess even talking to her for once would be a success) but she seems to be very introverted (I've actually never seen her talk to anybody). Apparently she doesn't live somewhere close to the university so she only gets there for her lectures and then immediately leaves again, she also doesn't participate in any social events offered by our university so there aren't many opportunities for me to make a move.

The biggest problem however is that I myself am pretty introverted (altough I'm desperately trying to be a bit more outgoing which has worked out not to bad until now) and I have pretty much zero experience with girls. I thought that maybe I could offer to help her with studying (I do have a pretty good idea of the stuff we're learning right now) if she's struggling but until now she doesn't seem to be in need for any help, so... Yeah.

I'd really appreciate if any of you guys (or girls, for that matter ;)) could give me some advice :D

Thanks a lot!",3.522109667474126,5.1450561548117175,5.213697423475008,80.08745210306101,73.22594142259416,8.211495265360053,25.96806870733319,8.841846274778883,1.8897899581589952,947,32,191,19,19,322,139,239,0.05,0.73,0.22,0.9937,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,1,0,4,17,9,0,1,10,1,19,1,0,2,1,36,36,20,0,8,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,9,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,7,3,0,2,2,1,27,6,28,27,5,22,0,0,1,1,30,8,0,9,11,129,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.11881849391417595,0.0,0.0,0.11898075848372115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973700332493692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24839936783177774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166305782677068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292848032579346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442811954577466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042017968933908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910293784306912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035675102642488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722732663714226,0.23360322757439345,0.06919802274536742,0.10212504826359546,0.0,0.0,0.13413044601574292,0.12055981614200012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322398474538136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374502504398701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383030637307314,0.0,0.0,0.12892441248876862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751477067014502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351451504568968,0.109891579705141,0.0,0.08127458127841794,0.1234437607638256,0.12232253346867028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940975687234962,0.08950632776747464,0.0902822039530546,0.09390747310478086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966856876882707,0.0,0.09260264024546504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661075205702286,0.3716157573857652,0.0,0.11650620708009565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600291304962535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398088525871887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22168828649347405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411720850646107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728816561332304,0.13938407259253846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935940219034751,0.0,0.11209864329073928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666245465165063,0.0709982181664651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533172666207194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046331266968267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864146042555629,0.0,0.0,0.08649357157294661,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,han1han,2019/10/23,"Uncomfortable Psychology/phylosophy teacher commented on how quiet I am and never ask questions, in front of the class. Then comments or ""jokes"" were made about how I'm the one who doesn't talk. I have social anxiety and felt put on the spot and now I don't wanna go back because I feel ashamed.
 ://",5.196052631578947,6.467541894736844,6.114868421052632,76.60282894736844,68.64912280701755,9.208771929824564,31.793859649122812,9.516144504307137,2.9561964912280696,236,10,44,5,4,78,46,57,0.136,0.8640000000000001,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,3,1,12,11,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,3,3,4,1,6,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,4,30,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440878047636777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982875352566117,0.0,0.0,0.2453452637408696,0.0,0.19450221257360772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133146364716416,0.0,0.3063573976333442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181334929135155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019119072324672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460865831871898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621020306308034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207536460560567,0.357431610179123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252518542587857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564565144309511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fr3stdit,2019/10/23,"Im gonna loose another assignment becausa I dont have a group And yet again, due to me being a antisocial ass I dont have people to group with to do the assigment and Im gonna lose points for the second time and this will make me risk failing the grade. Yay I hate myself",-0.7240000000000002,1.4216889333333356,2.085000000000001,93.4725,93.0,5.666666666666668,17.5,7.1686216300943375,0.2410000000000005,216,6,50,4,8,75,40,60,0.27899999999999997,0.667,0.054000000000000006,-0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,1,5,1,7,1,1,1,0,5,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,6,1,5,7,0,5,0,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,30,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650867879966619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5925682551830762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495913779554897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461428910246175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28282274623216197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687484749354689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752622983845597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389812695451891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741190726882453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,giggity404,2019/10/23,"Therapist doesn’t seem to understand that anxiety prevents me from going out to do stuff, she blames it all on a depressive mood So I went to therapy for my third session and we discussed how much I stay at home and do nothing despite wanting a change in my life. I tried to explain to her how I want to organize things and go out and do outdoor activities (or indoors but outside my house) but when it comes to actually going out and doing it I get panicky, my legs feel shaky and I just back out. I’ve literally  walked out of my house walked a few hundred meters, felt panicky and was like fuck this I can’t and walked home. I’ve gone to the restaurant with friends sat down started feeling panicky and dizzy and just got and left 5 minutes later. I’ve explained to her how I feel like I can’t breath in public transport sometimes. She seems to dismiss all this and just says if you want to stop feeling miserable just go out and do more things like sign up to group sports classes and fill up your day with activities. I’m like u wot. I want to change and try and do that but at this point stuff like that just sounds impossible, she doesn’t acknowledge that this stuff is hard for me. She doesn’t understand my situation at all and I don’t think she’s ever had a patient like me.  getting a new therapist just seems daunting though this was already nerve racking enough. Bit of a rant but does anyone have any advice or similar experiences.",4.351272061272064,5.710578769230772,4.863386613386613,84.45152680652683,70.74825174825175,7.965101565101566,30.4022644022644,8.418075326091056,2.1669998667998662,1152,48,230,18,21,367,151,286,0.121,0.7709999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.6858,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,0,0,14,12,1,2,7,0,17,4,2,3,4,69,48,30,0,5,13,0,6,6,1,0,1,2,2,0,17,27,0,2,14,1,0,12,6,4,0,1,8,8,30,7,35,40,8,39,0,2,0,1,17,18,1,7,14,152,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.09713755345066134,0.0,0.0,0.09727020942683227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984585160417903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769122122043393,0.0,0.07614851133954839,0.0,0.0,0.06960130742071324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654080307766457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867287521830307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060213408276995,0.08574566609835063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419564172031514,0.0,0.08573442601397348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710890700204513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028523523048234,0.0,0.0,0.0900404373106994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737009458492728,0.0,0.0,0.2013234671983112,0.07111203445537652,0.09557486819230364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690504766634983,0.09202395238337542,0.10401201727507912,0.0,0.22628553558214234,0.0,0.07961194604524484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916908906514641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996952651991206,0.0,0.0,0.2297136537724455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815147242033213,0.0,0.07030867709994547,0.29178391638097284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317401030150719,0.0,0.0,0.09613721555852907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551217228145932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940983191481452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915891406814682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718548737985159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188813528693038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844848927133518,0.0,0.07045555700092697,0.10609734850633168,0.0,0.08322064440445723,0.0,0.0,0.3418515255228263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383368719195475,0.2311492997462542,0.13226109364301578,0.06378178549370184,0.09779842281052464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351634657760215,0.0,0.0,0.20725116199123514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23484719283253455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227540585613496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sooo_nohug,2019/10/23,"asked my crush out (only as friends but still a huge step!) I originally posted this on r/lgbt because my crush is a girl and well... I'm a girl, but I felt like it also belonged here. I've struggled with social anxiety all my life just like everyone else on this reddit and it took me years of therapy to be able to talk with people. now I can hold a conversation with most people and I'm pretty proud of how far I've come (I still have the typical anxiety with phone calls and such though) the only thing I've never been able to do is ask out someone I like. instead of straight up asking her I decided to do a workaround and gave her a really cute note (I didn't actually give it to her it was more or less just me coming in ten minutes early and putting the note on her desk than waiting for her to arrive.

I'm glad to say she said yes to going to pride with me and wanting to be my friend now we talk and text a lot and I'm actually really happy. today I waved hi to her (which may seem small but is a huge step for me personally) and she waved and smiled back and it took everything in me not to freak out right when she smiled, I actually couldn't contain myself and I freaked out as soon as she far enough to not see me and honestly I'm just so proud of how far I've come before I couldn't even look at her without thinking I was being creepy and now I talk to her and text her and say hi in the hallways :)))))) 

*Processing img b5ck30tx89u31...*",3.6606065573770494,4.062690691803283,5.020450819672131,86.23034836065577,71.59016393442623,8.329508196721314,26.069672131147538,8.395991825355821,1.4334229508196716,1131,33,254,17,20,379,154,305,0.039,0.7390000000000001,0.222,0.9967,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,3,21,16,0,1,12,1,17,1,0,3,2,58,41,30,0,3,10,0,1,3,2,1,1,3,0,3,9,30,0,3,4,0,0,9,7,3,1,1,9,6,38,13,42,26,6,43,0,0,2,0,36,20,0,5,16,170,47,1,0.216917373506273,0.0,0.3175200987522175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673437261143901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594119700333834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30418269380304186,0.0,0.0,0.08339803535796733,0.0,0.06611540876757714,0.0,0.0922903540671792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107484455830959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802826651481575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060331566753424,0.0,0.0,0.11206681625046648,0.0,0.0716359397022102,0.0,0.0,0.10363692308753282,0.09747567419722576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413734787636107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758982468413636,0.0,0.0,0.1040434551962294,0.061639571113224524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545628882979905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660757795817044,0.1589623076631106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107798085436858,0.0,0.0,0.092207696958175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365002548996782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497543722272964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503831943447904,0.09470194182627102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387344115936686,0.1103414760296657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903093667719296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896282395491308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262312587898223,0.10316904789158914,0.17250140183804924,0.0,0.0,0.08642753114873865,0.09873671499665933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055997262033188,0.09189669332419093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323049468570392,0.0,0.0,0.1133845682999604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615249522104067,0.0,0.0,0.12403196057048875,0.0,0.07205513216872964,0.06949594710158266,0.10656010906012607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028061533005994,0.0,0.24100318339072535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397174351467719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751738475571473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455030367276114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984383831129418
socialanxiety,HonestPreparation,2019/10/23,"How do I get over the notion that everyone watches my every move? I feel like everyone is closely paying attention to me and what I'm doing even though I know that to be unlikely. I fear that they are judging what I am doing, or that I'm doing something wrong without realizing it. Has anyone been able to do anything regarding this issue? It makes me unable to act and feel naturally. Thanks 😊",4.193679653679657,5.87126787012987,5.9656493506493495,75.14942640692642,71.59740259740259,8.769696969696971,29.71645021645022,9.2995712137729,2.883850216450216,314,13,55,7,6,108,55,77,0.086,0.843,0.07,-0.3094,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,11,0,0,2,0,12,19,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,3,9,2,6,17,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,42,18,1,0.2372078707260563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586125856936715,0.0,0.1952018661870928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566735614538504,0.0,0.19985786177827689,0.4533245715974484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26692480228041804,0.2398788534762729,0.16946135024306827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393132206054895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475833884984055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036324222929396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588778380439033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583380956589457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521144266823329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261420781295085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183891374820333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330555286182079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22865992259731155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25934956912355284,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SailorJigglypuff,2019/10/23,"Political activism and social anxiety Hey guys,
so I don't have many friends and I am really shy when it comes to social nteractions. But recently I've started to gain interest in getting political active. My problem is: I have the feeling there is elitism when it comes to activists and even though I've tried to visit events etc I don't feel like I am accepted. No one talks to me, I feel lost. What should I do? That makes me really sad. I have the urge but can't find a way to be a part of that group. :(",2.32729700854701,4.083958759615385,4.120512820512822,86.10226495726496,76.78846153846155,8.083760683760685,25.97863247863248,8.841846274778883,1.9296850427350427,397,15,85,9,9,134,67,104,0.171,0.743,0.086,-0.7667,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,1,0,15,22,9,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,1,3,11,4,8,19,2,10,0,2,0,0,8,1,0,0,6,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957480197885095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368520487555347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21806018219171394,0.1291413065474204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965873909761223,0.13968189640040907,0.0,0.0,0.17870476910996008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510608293388154,0.0,0.10215286296254107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935988235022387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552281619507506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343679687439016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305133320509205,0.1982299543690393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132491659467699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117326981999072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708940792384746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505144864666716,0.0,0.19305568697020128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39862279675228895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839240979685574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715423553968574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210066577008567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274749744006956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519730780466462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tvgirl06,2019/10/23,"I get uncomfortable being told “I love you” or anything along the lines of “love” 

the other day my coworker told me “I love you!!” And I know she meant it and it felt good to hear but it also made me uncomfortable hearing it.

I couldn’t say it back but I wanted to because she’s an amazing person. I’m a super awkward person and so when people express any kind of affection towards me I want to crawl into a ball, and I tend to just act super weird around them for the time being after that, then I think about it for hours, my chest gets tight and my heart beats fast, I’m a bit insecure when it comes to it because I feel like I don’t deserve it.

Could it be a trigger word? I tend to have bad memories from the word love ): idk",3.5823529411764734,3.9401317124183035,4.953470588235295,86.79961764705881,71.74509803921569,7.688627450980393,25.757516339869284,7.554174236665415,1.1267547712418302,564,16,125,6,10,189,92,153,0.129,0.6409999999999999,0.23,0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,3,8,14,0,2,9,0,7,6,2,3,0,28,30,13,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,12,9,0,1,5,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,5,6,23,10,17,20,1,14,0,0,0,4,17,3,0,1,10,83,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950055943388818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161875075363228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296964203357533,0.13302598667873405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490383317363034,0.12476931432225348,0.1821844811242379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631408271469582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872226729486408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930913588113352,0.0,0.0,0.09637115120441853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555720987608112,0.10675411042404437,0.14347796559198644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614389973020795,0.0,0.0,0.12533630720303313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368410062942595,0.1770774068753571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471602259038474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556102283722502,0.08212381133645398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300483119783069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394721482000987,0.14139598577461016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359719746959628,0.2609561742819912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883416805887025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574986602176384,0.0,0.0,0.08713488643855202,0.0,0.0,0.28557698439692536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627749893833694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hellonE18,2019/10/23,"Group assignments at uni Today I'm having a group work at university. The problem is that I can't bring myself to go to uni because of this. I'm very bad at group works in terms of getting ideas and interacting with peers and plus I do not know people there. 




All of this makes me nervious. I don't wanna come across as a lazy dude. I can put lots of work into assignments. But I lack social skills and don't know what to do. Any help is appreciated.




Thanks for reading this. I hope this isn't a messy question and it makes sense.",1.1306574923547394,3.4363566146789037,2.6754357798165143,92.05945336391441,83.77064220183486,5.468195718654433,19.175076452599388,6.816661863887847,0.11024709480122352,417,11,91,5,12,136,71,109,0.102,0.768,0.13,0.4753,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,2,1,22,22,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,18,22,4,12,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,2,57,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435918887507368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724678642948005,0.12940527080717476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286233553390527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090869817664016,0.0,0.12064487751086216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422882971591821,0.0,0.0,0.21084414277294392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23964078697993735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332951259364534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047475191940496,0.0,0.0,0.2834000601191391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716976232762036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312541492920436,0.0,0.2134022635581312,0.23780466915135814,0.0,0.21233966630050274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21639498967121285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954409468997503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121872278330485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751550632590977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636319526691003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,risingsigndead,2019/10/23,"Do I quit my job? I am a self serve attendant at Woolworths supermarket in Aus, I signed up as a produce team member but got nerve damage in my neck and had to be put on light duties. 
I never would have signed up to work in the front end of a super market in my neighborhood- people are often on meth or speed when they come through, and lots of the regulars are alcoholics. Dont get me wrong, there are good people too- but not a day goes by where I dont get harrassed by a customer.

I have had an anxiety disorder for as long as I can remember and when I know what im up against im normally pretty ok with my colleagues  but my manager isnt a very understanding person and so ive always been pretty scared of her and don't like to ask her for favours. My anxiety has lead to a chronic stomach illness called gastritis and im on medication for all 3 of my medical problems already and im only 22.

Today I asked to check a bag -store policy- and was yelled at for a good five minutes, I couldnt excuse myself, I couldn't escape and I felt so sick. Its such a common occurrence at work that I expect to have a small anxiety attack at least once a shift. 

Do I quit? Its not easy to find work these days..",2.8640789473684194,4.017850265873019,4.754060150375941,84.60146616541356,74.11904761904762,8.162406015037595,25.96157059314954,8.6894789155246,1.7635126984126983,945,32,201,18,19,324,149,252,0.165,0.7170000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.8666,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,9,9,11,1,1,15,1,24,8,2,2,2,37,33,20,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,1,6,1,0,2,5,11,1,1,5,1,2,5,9,5,0,1,6,3,27,6,37,23,3,31,0,1,0,0,10,16,0,3,11,136,32,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573767470244588,0.0,0.0,0.11950958579946358,0.0,0.09011264912142487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485431242927965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248810606509576,0.12320466074572135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058441252230514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328917651290833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396865596667421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411894221850273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538490046548819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591992341998573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398310672358596,0.0,0.09898245126183856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316251748407805,0.0,0.0,0.1816705241736584,0.08661583990300169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679218911013251,0.0,0.10746909912634524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951777336340404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290895450364119,0.0,0.0,0.0958403619969239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207112519248672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181977738671053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352612876487972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610909037257027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533388359473724,0.0,0.08236554341612637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016045699141273,0.09456167575482592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203560914889636,0.0,0.10362660321635664,0.0,0.10886944747371133,0.0,0.23037660332550494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268057368704136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842523591915096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297847999379247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265388382263756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274208431321285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893572291188302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23652680002849755,0.0,0.0,0.07693182403572181,0.11840691143475952,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SayFriendAndEnter,2019/10/23,"I went shopping today without feeling anxious for the first time! I'm so proud of myself :D I just came back from grocery shopping and I managed to NOT go completely red at the cashier! Usually I gather all the stuff I need and then head to the cashier, where I then turn Tomato RED for no reason! I'm not even anxious about talking to the cashier lady/man, or giving them cash, I guess it's just something my body has gotten into a habit of doing! Well, anyways, I've started to realize when I go red it's because my breath is non-existent. I breathe very shallow all the time, and as I walk to the cashier I stop breathing, all the energy rushes to my head and ta-da, I'm a tomato.

Instead of doing that for the 56th time (estimate) I kept breathing, slowly, and calmly. It was hard, and I think I might've gone a tad red, but SOOO much better than usual! By focusing on my breathe I also got out of my head for a few minutes, and stopped overthinking everything!

I also got laughed at the entrance by some dudes because I did something stupid (it was kinda funny tbh) but I didn't really care.

Just wanted to share this with ya'll, I've still got anxiety but I'm glad I've found a little beacon of light, sometimes it can seem we'll never get rid of this but I believe we can.",3.5637206477732803,4.697089776923079,4.723765182186238,85.56860323886643,72.38461538461539,7.1659919028340076,29.06882591093117,7.475848149327749,1.6990769230769236,1002,40,201,11,19,330,149,260,0.073,0.794,0.133,0.9334,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,1,3,16,9,1,0,15,0,11,9,9,1,4,41,37,19,0,2,11,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,3,6,2,3,7,6,1,1,1,13,7,28,8,30,23,6,30,0,0,4,0,7,7,0,5,16,132,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917099284510864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169540877154514,0.2708237450719295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216779294099878,0.0,0.14613560809541035,0.0,0.0,0.13504535300802972,0.0,0.10600970937439344,0.0,0.13314155858752902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709215024410598,0.12220903911383227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256748176547845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916884887356546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772577216755592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606066924202178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019560090514035,0.0,0.13142436935543042,0.0,0.0,0.06262384039698259,0.114984191105121,0.13624261537937782,0.0,0.2875978718677424,0.0,0.13204338825136927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073743390091519,0.0,0.3690442362032986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013492504713842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715645260631828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811361729884802,0.08887742092025326,0.09244628120765527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678776082552709,0.123239855409453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911941827436723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455387732751485,0.11854827242023525,0.0,0.08484014967304565,0.0,0.0957233122862374,0.20042285456826534,0.0,0.0,0.13721526886769184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634190837858313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680382439710977,0.0,0.0,0.209680476692286,0.0,0.1136167801771244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303772949049934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640258809604996,0.09890011249425533,0.07069872071959027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077718688184154,0.1111148584613776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554433745913192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LOLROW,2019/10/23,"I don’t know what’s happening to me. I’ve never been able to talk to anyone, I freak out when someone even approaches me and I hate large crowds but something feels really off. I took LSD about a week ago and ever since I feel like my anxiety is way worse. Now whenever I even replay a conversation I had or even something I did. I crumble up into a ball and start freaking out. Idk what’s happening. Can someone explain and is there a way to treat this?",1.3509677419354844,3.652033182795705,3.2628064516129034,88.23420967741936,82.76344086021507,6.730752688172044,23.27849462365592,7.908726449838941,1.3474868817204309,358,13,74,7,10,120,64,93,0.174,0.7509999999999999,0.075,-0.7906,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,2,15,16,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,2,12,2,10,12,0,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,8,50,15,0,0.19140319671974845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966738528400868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642292159701994,0.0,0.0,0.1338335654924389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792600188005594,0.1731351494728264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935584145681696,0.13673848198075533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385144294810183,0.0,0.0,0.18897103043454036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519019129113956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350993376836073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762194494306166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261778897763033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833070223263535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32435061490758543,0.29470306389798745,0.0,0.0,0.13547616778508495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384263929910225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265599419258424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30385389694133225,0.153532099145733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950562094899893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brdfshdg3,2019/10/23,"give this man a chance, look up ""Noah Elkrief"" on Youtube, especially his video on ""Why confidence can't make you happy"" I'm pretty sure he's unto something",5.537999999999999,6.5300948000000005,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,67.66666666666666,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.468666666666667,124,5,24,2,2,39,29,30,0.086,0.603,0.31,0.7784,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,4,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37527378979353065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164386792320349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285086887733444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611284137375295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39799008792016094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30116415265499186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36870048930870897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529963092289219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AckermaN29,2019/10/23,"Excuses and anxiety There is this event in our school and I'm missing classes already for three days, the problem with me is that I want to miss class for long just so I can make my excuse(I got sick) believable,I always do this, I don't know if it's too obvious already, but the truth is that I'm just anxious to go to school. I cover up my anxious days with excuses. Is this a bad case of anxiety already? What should I do? Should I just say that I got lazy or continue with making up excuses?",2.7500242718446617,4.0504964660194185,4.439016990291265,86.1688167475728,74.63106796116504,8.256796116504855,29.379854368932037,8.841846274778883,2.286243689320388,388,17,83,8,8,131,63,103,0.214,0.747,0.039,-0.9479,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,2,2,20,21,6,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,2,1,11,1,12,17,0,9,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,56,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5745497520537456,0.0,0.14440738473898834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26553033285865035,0.39212388132834936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490688234164525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385060212223756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986323838234678,0.0,0.2776073512278874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953784632978183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358616313415144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316917558538539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606377579350298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801381295242654,0.0,0.3512834435894467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236420283661513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CraftyFrost,2019/10/23,"What can a teacher even do? I'm just remember a shitty moment that haunts me. When I was in 5th grade, age 10 or 11, I have to do a group project. I wasn't friends with anybody in that class, so that's bad enough the way it is. I feel like nobody liked me. Anyway, I was trying to help a group project but I needed a direction. I need to be told what to do. Also group is in a stupid corner of the room so there's not even enough room for me to be part of the group. I was just standing behind them. One of them told me I need to help out. As an awkward girl I was like, ""I want to help but I don't know what to do."" They just ignored me.

Then after a few more minutes one of them went to the teacher and told her I wasn't helping. She said in a stern manner, ""Crafty, go sit in your desk."" I was frustrated and unwanted as I pouted in my desk.

Later I found my report card of the time. There was a section that grades behavior. On the list includes, ""works well with others"". It was graded as ""NI or needs improvement"". I was a pretty good kid in general, just that I can't work with others if the other people don't  like me that much. 

I bring this up because I want to know what it's like in teacher's position. Through her eyes what does she see? Could she see that I can't interact well with others or am I just a problem child that day? I'm curious if there ever were methods teachers can use to help out a clearly socially awkward kid. Can they embrace private work instead of group work? Do they just ignore or ate too blind to see the problem and force everybody together and hope for the best?

I'm curious about everybody's thoughts on this. Please share your opinion and stories.",1.7359704912023446,3.4257857073863636,3.1861143695014675,92.44392961876837,78.28977272727272,6.246480938416423,23.57074780058651,7.1029339738359605,0.7291824413489741,1307,43,291,15,31,428,167,352,0.109,0.703,0.188,0.9853,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,6,5,22,21,2,2,22,0,30,3,1,1,2,50,57,21,0,13,15,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,2,4,22,11,1,2,6,0,0,3,7,9,2,2,19,7,43,12,44,35,8,32,0,0,5,0,35,17,0,8,14,207,65,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568319011678979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946094420360914,0.06531411905704446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244124348972204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554593736465868,0.0,0.0,0.06909915492898057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376262467867308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214172313343204,0.0,0.14153548716370962,0.0969180766929895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417533448525885,0.07654384868610276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747810159277886,0.08277935481461303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089252658887915,0.08986748421504387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590825444400552,0.0,0.0,0.10641838124254374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776731712707453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617262572075453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876332628042843,0.31778431155141795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520738615110193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602674384127633,0.0,0.07428030804546015,0.0,0.0,0.1176121733915957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900418581191362,0.0,0.20504508744418207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137350920806453,0.0,0.10191868435210626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25614020231347645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922003431988396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506053867581079,0.06247665346411861,0.0,0.0,0.3071426673186217,0.0,0.07274388893163496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253820074636096,0.0,0.0,0.12639286817064485,0.0850460908050499,0.0,0.0,0.1926710337814575,0.0993237608429398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120090587386973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hihelloneighboroonie,2019/10/23,"Took a phone job... What the fuck am I doing. I started training recently for a job that mostly takes place over the phone. Training's been fine, other than the simulated phone calls we've had to make. I do horribly at those. Get flustered, don't engage like I'm expected to, sometimes forget to ask the right questions or all the ones I'm supposed to, get overwhelmed with finding the questions and asking them and writing down what they say all while on the phone with them, don't even know how to communicate what I'm supposed to be communicating to people because we have a series of words we aren't supposed to say which are the actual words we use in the classroom, and my brain just goes ""k, can't do this"" and I stumble and fumble and trip on my words and blank on what to say. I can't speak with any confidence (lul because I don't have any), which is necessary. 

Tomorrow we have to do real, actual phone calls. Just for a couple hours, being thrown in the deep end but being reeled out at the end. I'll have a person next to me listening and watching to help, but which will also be making me nervous and more flustered. 

I'm so nervous about this. I can't foresee a future where I'll even do okay at this.",6.447156368221947,5.7084690245901655,6.770163934426229,79.95390290037834,65.72131147540983,9.474905422446406,31.883984867591423,8.617729084823388,2.3293219419924336,958,32,193,12,13,311,127,244,0.079,0.875,0.046,-0.693,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,4,0,3,0,9,8,1,3,17,1,26,2,1,4,2,40,43,16,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,1,13,17,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,4,0,1,3,6,18,4,31,35,4,26,0,1,1,1,26,15,1,4,10,131,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.2633398533843516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790159610354694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351086308397668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25227828506900385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645012909707529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062388504541455,0.275552440966797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929488271373256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23901170547335604,0.0,0.0,0.17823688578169294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332143127574705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473844186736435,0.14098826049465166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043916227953913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287656001952342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677897537032537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415270993950716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591883625343163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801305134636084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349709068039485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914304702612711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354184626230136,0.11781362301353895,0.14097068047450625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30229970410217843,0.0,0.0,0.15357720960039578,0.0,0.0,0.13322478046704173,0.0,0.0,0.11522747922804295,0.0,0.32189965802502435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344689983257865,0.0,0.09550248792379183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144880380516284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990958815366734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653417137565472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UnderwearDood,2019/10/23,"Really scared to volunteer I am REALLY scared to volunteer. I'm 13 and I need to volunteer for school. I've been pushing it off for a long time because I'm so scared to volunteer, but now I really need to get some hours. The reason that I'm so scared is that I've never volunteered alone before and the only times I have, I've been around people and in places I know. I am just so scared that I'll do something wrong in a public situation and embarrass myself. It just freaks me out that I'll be put in a vulnerable situation where I know nothing. I've made one big step though which was to reach out to people like my teacher and counselors and ask for volunteer opportunities which sounds easy, but it was really hard for me to do.  Please give me some encouragement or advice because this is really stressing me out even though it may sound minor.",5.175427649273807,5.8971767633136105,6.251522323830018,77.6065895642819,68.3491124260355,10.1691231845078,27.197955890263586,10.230975488527342,2.5823798816568053,679,20,134,17,11,227,88,169,0.171,0.718,0.111,-0.8775,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,7,5,0,13,0,0,2,1,25,24,14,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,9,0,1,5,3,13,3,20,17,2,20,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,4,7,85,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422344474781825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210626707909222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405678152892392,0.10927626537407817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250998037014226,0.0,0.0994646844936172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720466795151285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107014150753856,0.11213143073636768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471037924214048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511299302448046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847924992577522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710649445401229,0.0,0.0,0.10344387168850988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106040373626302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733447402145098,0.09015268689061808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215899911824273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920761256811787,0.08890002632675396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207345967877562,0.0,0.12212505317517106,0.12830999455636324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750662164267515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37441327375763417,0.12018227182353584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5851358424844562,0.11829880610151293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26277826097406626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998754573904495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389697063363973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968744099856356,0.0,0.13631886623147269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278007417572478,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gerald_Yankensmier,2019/10/23,"I'm new, here's my gist: So here's the deal: I'm socialy inept.

I honestly, truly, cannot bring myself to make a connection of any kind with another person unless I'm 'forced' to in some way, whether it be roommates, group projects, religious groups, or class. I just don't know how to start something like that. Nonetheless, I would not consider anyone of these people 'friends'; at most, they're acquaintances.

I think I can identify some aspects that affect this poorly: one of these is my parents being in the military, leading to my family moving a lot, so any relationships I've established don't really last. 

One very special exception is my former best friend (don't worry he's alive; it's nothing to do with his health). I don't know when I exactly realized this, but I (somewhat) recently figured out on my own that for the 7 years we've known each other, he's subconsciously used me for about 6 of them as a pedestal for himself. I've also noticed that he tries to 'fit in' to my older brother's crew, despite their indirect rejections. I don't think he knows what he's doing; just that he's living life in a way he enjoys it. Unfortunately, this gave my social anxiety a huge boost, and now I'm afraid of something like that.

The last aspect of my life that I believe contributes to my social anxiety is actually my own fault. When I was younger (think r/youngpeopleyoutube young), I was a HUGE jerk. Like I would do something *because* I knew it pissed someone off, and I would only do it while they were around. fortunately, I've grown better, and now I say sorry for taking too long to open a door for someone. 

Either way, I've become accustomed to people generally being disgusted while I'm around, and I think it's transitioned to my permanent state of mind that people don't like me. In short, I can't talk for too long without feeling like I'm annoying everyone. I can't even comment something I think would be funny because I think no one would like it and it would get downvoted into oblivion (happened twice before, I deleted the comments).

""Why is this a problem"", you ask? ""Why does this concern me?"" Well I don't have questions to those answers, sorry. But here's a TL;DR.

TL;DR: Social Anxiety manifested throughout my life and now I can't: feel included anywhere I go, make friends, talk for too long, or express my opinion anymore.",5.26302169568941,6.391843969026552,6.125655152726238,77.11440622323724,68.38053097345133,9.195089922923207,32.27976020553811,9.454032385205345,3.0399635169854413,1862,80,338,38,31,614,228,452,0.086,0.764,0.15,0.9821,1,0,4,0,0,0,76.0,0,1,3,3,22,24,4,1,14,0,34,5,1,6,1,66,63,21,0,7,12,2,2,6,3,6,4,1,1,1,26,14,0,0,17,0,1,5,14,8,1,4,5,3,48,16,45,48,10,45,0,1,0,0,35,17,1,10,25,215,74,3,0.0,0.0,0.07614340184635676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239841396117276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612249692856644,0.08181844093587197,0.17907204246833786,0.0,0.07738212786404193,0.05455851142739584,0.0,0.0,0.13892170252082012,0.07294500467835521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512945147993926,0.08617503683868016,0.06639549632192247,0.08791006192126083,0.08188485101940512,0.06900881746596399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044273346500642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828222736351493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153630429842528,0.0,0.0,0.074558441293495,0.0,0.0,0.07355720637920646,0.0,0.07890590775363236,0.05574272794916515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085112524827215,0.0,0.04076605054835582,0.0,0.044344720079348005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899929513654755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829393849249943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125343925219121,0.12864531179060212,0.1272053484125041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533899599682916,0.22872122272036605,0.0,0.06889954684553552,0.20715514970523904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633603117161138,0.0,0.0,0.10416767454815587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878534297466076,0.0,0.0,0.08293068524743373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535926504862021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486931116645393,0.08883461293455037,0.0,0.0,0.1586199798162194,0.05934328753011407,0.0,0.0,0.0866400971009791,0.0,0.0,0.16228294269621815,0.06813043999840054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746616006570689,0.0,0.0,0.0874084478732178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998629466773046,0.0,0.07704255823511,0.08377213318219777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062050451030492684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23861705796864946,0.13222457807804672,0.24027695025842066,0.0,0.17469037727419304,0.05522813369759575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058666828705903284,0.12543079702520518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999805091318368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297542363344249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739054591131598,0.0,0.06438070485011572,0.0,0.18580334739870266,0.0,0.0,0.07015592502937562,0.0,0.14081502709781066,0.0,0.0,0.07521554525522536,0.0,0.0,0.07924052381827712,0.0,0.332570186363206,0.0,0.0,0.050247031302219566
socialanxiety,the_vent,2019/10/23,"Having a hard time focusing at coffee shops This may be conceited, but I can't help but notice people wanting me to talk to them. For example this lady sat right next to me at a cafe when she was already sitting somewhere else.

I can't help but notice other people wanting me to talk to other people. This observation could be paranoia, or my ghetto-fabulous teen years getting to me. 

I know at the very least I can say hi. It's something a therapist suggested. However, my entire body is telling me to flight by doubling down into my work. I end up wasting a bunch of time by not being able to focusing.",4.9266596638655455,5.828360184873954,6.275115546218487,76.56712710084034,69.0,8.975210084033613,31.681722689075627,9.188382445141503,2.8921840336134457,478,20,86,9,8,162,80,119,0.114,0.8859999999999999,0.0,-0.9006,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,11,1,1,0,0,11,16,5,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,15,0,18,9,3,14,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,6,64,21,1,0.18132393048532253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009546619571672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141001021513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447724040300217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147287694191652,0.0,0.1605991826160746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473426980933933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243062606525466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24307521691979445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965089016428333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192840057146282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128769933289181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37712154775947854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484964589734135,0.0,0.1441960673315943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959202037333787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914826137913798,0.15848510741992272,0.0,0.0,0.21053105883418066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146288406882835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961123242860455,0.21389910428257627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200598095090407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676666629396534
socialanxiety,1398_Days,2019/10/23,"Don’t know what to say at doctor’s appointment This is kind of silly, but I’ve never been to a doctor’s appointment by myself. I have an appointment on Friday and my mom is dropping me off, but not coming in with me. What do I say when I go in? Just like “I have an appointment for 1398_days” or something? I’m already super anxious about the appointment and this is only making it worse :(",2.4566546112115724,4.352657341772152,4.345605786618446,84.00784810126581,76.84810126582278,7.0459312839059685,23.943942133815554,7.957251820313856,1.4362752260397835,306,10,59,5,7,104,55,79,0.141,0.757,0.102,-0.3306,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,1,1,12,13,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,8,4,12,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714547158280992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778972832071848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21189753717866688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5035598428036031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980108229030913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615944191192275,0.13518899046470104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017768376879615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641994088071713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880990650912941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972169802460664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708553822259089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39124027370756376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937416695514214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506835639440848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,psychnotmyname,2019/10/23,lost My best friend- one of the only people I feel i can be vulnerable/honest with- asked me if I hangout with anyone 🙂 and thinks i need to initiate connections 🙂 and knows how much i struggle with social anxiety 🙂 and i am just having such a hard time accepting who i am and i feel so misunderstood all of the time 🙂 It felt like an intervention,2.8623004694835714,4.6385628591549315,4.979929577464791,80.4354342723005,75.33802816901408,8.67699530516432,25.91784037558686,9.2995712137729,2.2588854460093897,277,10,56,7,6,96,52,71,0.152,0.6729999999999999,0.175,0.5696,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,18,13,7,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,10,4,6,10,3,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999572692683884,0.0,0.0,0.18276506164773013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443578083077825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27430531832769084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643261833518663,0.0,0.25096865740688196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019438470142752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341478150913795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364925364816486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276985242600829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28533040659100606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214657022069995,0.1938121725495364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771198763261223,0.19879353963411395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812100516813597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26644703804450204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732542498651381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748366359407765,0.0,0.0,0.3048290428785661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IsThereARe-Do,2019/10/23,"Forget my last post. Why do I freely give to others when I’m in need? Not to say that I’m needy, but...damn! I am in some need... Ya ‘know. Like just some human compassion. ..just a human touch. Just like The Boss said: “ In the end what what you don’t surrender,The World just stripes away”",-1.1406666666666678,0.9285676000000008,0.3833333333333345,104.18833333333336,98.0,4.0,11.666666666666668,5.82211442006289,-1.4098333333333333,216,3,54,2,9,68,42,60,0.07,0.748,0.182,0.784,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,12,10,1,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,6,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,5,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974554358792545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804129814871919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037108685236285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399467894939635,0.25807066090802505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093488224500591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695086940282534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032145844402199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011584061757103,0.2517724467866195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856815972160905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MarineroDelMar,2019/10/23,"Memes are cool, but how can I get better? The memes are funny here and I can painfully relate, but is there any sub or posts that actually discuss getting over social anxiety or meditation based on it?",4.734912280701753,6.620625473684214,5.807894736842107,75.98359649122811,70.57894736842105,8.224561403508767,28.456140350877188,8.841846274778883,2.408919298245614,160,6,28,3,3,53,32,38,0.14,0.655,0.205,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,6,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.36982770178958174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25771792562182144,0.0,0.2899170088497977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351751005051179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39600055736300704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032591396783604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629560097635461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863201801534228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smallandnerdy,2018/11/04,"Looking for advice, unsure whether to restart medication? Hi internet strangers, first time poster here! A bit of backstory, having suffered from social anxiety and depression for the last few years, I finally decided to get help at the beginning of this year. I was prescribed sertraline and attended a few weeks of CBT and found it very effective. Within a month I was feeling a lot better, obviously not totally cured, but I felt confident that I could use the healthy coping mechanisms that I had picked up to keep a handle on things. I took sertraline for about five months, and remained feeling pretty good once I came off the medication. 

I finished my master’s degree in August and was offered a PhD position in a new lab beginning in October. I knew September was going to be rough for me, I don’t generally cope well without a set schedule and my anxiety about starting in a new workplace was pretty off the wall. But I figured hey, it’s only a month and it’ll probably get better once I actually start working. 

It’s been a month now and while I am enjoying the research and my work mates are all really nice people, my social anxiety is back with a bang. I just dissolve into a sweaty, stammering bag of nerves whenever I try to interact with the other people in the lab. I feel so embarrassed all the time and find myself constantly replaying conversations in my head if I’ve said anything even the least bit dumb. I want to make friends but I feel like I’m really blowing it. 

Has anyone taken medication for social anxiety and had to restart it months later? While I don’t have any problem with medicating for mental illnesses, I just don’t want to turn to it every time my life becomes a bit uncomfortable. Should I just keep trying to overcome this myself? 

Apologies for the long post, I didn’t intend for it to be so lengthy! Any advice is most welcome :) ",6.587499999999999,7.339357750000001,7.344318181818185,70.9052272727273,65.25,11.05909090909091,35.60227272727273,10.927859429317179,4.218268181818182,1496,69,256,41,22,498,198,352,0.1,0.726,0.17300000000000001,0.9837,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,7,12,15,1,1,25,0,24,7,1,5,4,55,51,20,0,6,10,0,6,1,2,2,6,1,0,0,14,16,0,2,11,0,0,4,6,6,1,2,16,8,32,9,43,30,11,50,0,2,1,0,14,14,1,3,31,176,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0823371955803351,0.0,0.0,0.16489927887230962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475490420971995,0.0,0.25818459076181616,0.0,0.0,0.058996508128620964,0.0,0.0694329018395362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487866791994724,0.0,0.0,0.09318484189406473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924451397451158,0.276344816086137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650178013715256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117869906064488,0.0,0.06736605379344596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267150501444139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572846318410369,0.0,0.07108902988361004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064882843727489,0.060277053323582575,0.08101260877351113,0.09242797750407583,0.07711662838497968,0.0717687799893786,0.0,0.09251212103405566,0.06518741440235573,0.0,0.08816423211063562,0.0,0.04795188816879988,0.07076920263443601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659242628543631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655434904388513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999160014679652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877635748557086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959609946644611,0.04122104606100161,0.0,0.0,0.07466864566576129,0.07085320474645188,0.0,0.0,0.07173205609622378,0.0,0.0,0.05632053457321715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399931286249465,0.08502950090457469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367340105663724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297854822979488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971186059727107,0.0,0.06417049610689086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169891027379514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080730518116365,0.17167809650186422,0.0909698211478361,0.08073485904985335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810473975664933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802593294799491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25802707646833223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944120003914464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605456977298342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759808803627888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374300866766913,0.1145692919121018,0.09177506535126577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728723490731596,0.0,0.0696176760993696,0.0995323567499909,0.0,0.06768001511375119,0.0,0.0758626746401325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133386360721621,0.0,0.12285106506832764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866863164349216
socialanxiety,angrypee,2018/11/04,"I had a dream that I had supportive friends I just had a dream that I had 2 supportive friends and holy crap I feel so messed up right now, it felt so real...

And I knew they were my friends because they liked me, not just because they felt like they had a responsibility or requirement or obligation to be nice to me, but because they just genuinely liked me 

And it's over and I feel so bad now and I'm actually in tears wtf is wrong with me I'm a 22 year old male Jesus Christ 

If you have friends like this cherish them because it's really freaking rare and I realise that this is the emptiness I've never been able to fill despite trying so hard 
",2.2200497512437813,4.103644164179105,3.4709701492537337,90.0665049751244,77.50746268656717,6.854726368159205,26.092039800995025,7.793537801064563,1.3255741293532342,514,20,113,8,12,167,76,134,0.203,0.591,0.20600000000000002,-0.7559,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,6,1,9,17,1,0,5,0,11,1,1,0,1,23,20,14,0,1,8,0,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,5,0,0,10,5,20,12,7,9,0,10,2,0,0,0,12,4,1,3,9,72,28,1,0.16047748569602094,0.0,0.1566028768837015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339919974071219,0.3913023431284949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228447715368313,0.0,0.3081671049970926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49593802946852295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437563061930902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136047739206788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377013009195315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839412601923875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265851171482694,0.10280598659774176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137046895950317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642158980472008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089536787687779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545693843084775,0.0,0.10334223932719504
socialanxiety,MidoriGakusei,2018/11/04,"Social Anxiety at Work I’m applying for jobs after some time without employment, and I’m feeling very anxious about it. I found that I don’t have a difficult time with job interviews - however, once I land a job, I quit a few weeks later because I get so anxious during work that I don’t seem to retain any information / training. I don’t want to slow my coworkers / managers down, so I give up and leave altogether.

I’m aware of how critical that it is for me to overcome this obstacle, for a multitude of reasons, but I’m unsure of where to look for help. My therapist has recommended anti-anxiety medication, but I found that they made me feel mentally fuzzy and physically slow. Does anyone else have any suggestions?",5.880600162206001,6.847875583941607,7.3145498783455025,69.73334955393352,66.88321167883211,11.636334144363339,35.66017842660179,11.429527900616536,4.593805190592052,573,28,101,19,9,197,88,137,0.10800000000000001,0.8270000000000001,0.065,-0.3465,5,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,3,0,19,21,8,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,7,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,3,14,0,18,18,2,12,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,2,7,61,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997112622078116,0.0,0.224663036663849,0.3317727996617912,0.0,0.10267332089518076,0.15045402230915975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951175941979451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849989594861816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266523562121848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849253352697134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32200301309071483,0.0,0.0,0.07671737516428571,0.14086145581385534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842316115966722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371454813597801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554814171163842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330787123069085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894271766156213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792495651336093,0.14797928739950544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637886136876447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618146979527306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097506257528862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367681215964847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496839822232695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704915260002761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124613345392395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115764517018394,0.08660951239491861,0.0,0.11778547799498874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415476634580233,0.0,0.21380124394101116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,monkeyruns2,2018/11/04,"I moved to the city and I'm not happy I  have lived in a rural town for the majority of my life. I thought that  it would be so much better living in the city. I moved here a month ago  and I feel like I'm stranded on an island. I didn't bring my car with me  to the city because city driving and parking gives me major anxiety. No  car means I can't load my car up with a ton of groceries or other  shopping needs. I have to rely on Ubers. Thankfully, a Whole Foods is  within walking distance, but I still have to lug everything in short  trips. I also have to deal with longer lines because of more people,  which I hate being around a bunch of people. The stores here are  SMALLER. It is a huge gripe to me. In rural areas, there is more room,  so the departments stores and such are huge. I miss Walmart. I miss  large Targets. 

I thought the food selection in the city alone would bring happiness,  but I only use Uber Eats and it isn't that great, especially since I'm  on the keto diet. I have social anxiety and no friends here, so I hate  going to a restaurant to order things in person. I hate having someone  at the front desk of the apartment complex looking at me and saying  hello. I don't like that I need them to get my packages. I'm used to  spending the majority of my life as a hermit. 

I had more independence living in a rural town, but the job selection  and social life wasn't great, so I finally moved. I'm in a  long-distance relationship right now, so it is not like I can utilize  the greater dating scene, plus I'm too depressed to go on dates. ",3.7485934819897078,4.562275408805036,5.001360777587195,84.95042881646658,71.64150943396227,7.542824471126357,27.033161806746712,7.686295010490155,1.4338125786163527,1212,40,252,14,22,403,159,318,0.139,0.767,0.094,-0.9406,1,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,1,15,16,3,0,25,0,23,7,0,3,0,31,50,20,0,4,6,0,1,3,1,2,3,1,1,1,10,13,4,0,5,1,4,15,9,6,0,0,5,3,33,10,40,41,11,49,0,3,1,0,10,26,0,1,10,169,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166577455248152,0.0,0.0,0.10710046199357537,0.0,0.08269608165565323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821509240518888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920558691007167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260742443283522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145679259854972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106610063187912,0.0890659574001535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581314850867676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293727584755157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228666064147172,0.07387535819518426,0.0,0.1132794250693508,0.0,0.0,0.2500849702826754,0.0,0.0798934805744369,0.0,0.05402689637308785,0.09919926561512872,0.11753935268164704,0.0,0.0,0.2280174144263684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220161451596608,0.0,0.3062847201381725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261740390540702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191223501662305,0.15156113520957148,0.0,0.2739359315537075,0.09151364641027136,0.08683745457532198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264263699728926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254001904688063,0.3297219728973458,0.07601745981538623,0.15335281833648767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864714885796413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338145933086066,0.09029268649118437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102248801410207,0.0,0.08831065874199885,0.0,0.0822349293746583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554093311038223,0.0,0.0,0.2108247572070853,0.08761804837243442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258250277519646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520504666274184,0.0,0.0,0.06870029625081173,0.0,0.0,0.16419027448489776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862422243517204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154523741815668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691746975513775,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SupergirlFelix,2018/11/04,"A life of social anxiety hell? (vent) Today, I went shopping in town with my partner. It felt as horrific as any other shopping day, but today I feel like letting it all out on here. First was the usual pre-outing nervous stomach, which started as soon as I woke up. On bad days, I change my outfit three times - it would be more if I had more clothes. Luckily, I'm finding it a little easier to just pick an outfit and think ""sod it, this is good enough"".  


Then, the 5-minute walk to the bus stop. Where some anxiety-ridden people feel more comfortable walking along a quiet, empty, residential road, I don't. I feel like there's someone in every house, all looking out their windows as I go past. Standing at the bus stop is uncomfortable. If anyone walks past, I look at the ground.

​

The bus journey is alright, since I can look out the window and feel tucked away in my seat. When I stand up to get off the bus, I avoid looking at other people, and my legs feel like jelly.  


Walking around town, which is always pretty crowded (but not ""London-style"" crowded), is horrible, as is walking through any shop. When I was younger, I would stare at the floor, only peering up enough to see where I was going. I still do that if I feel anxious enough. Mostly, I now look around. I've always had the feeling of ""everyone is looking at me"", and I think I started making myself look around (at people, buildings, anything) to justify that maybe I was wrong, and people don't look. But today for instance, I caught quite a lot of people glancing in my direction.

​

What's worse is when I catch people glancing more than once, and (rarely) just plain staring. I used to obsess over WHY they were looking - do I look fat and ugly? Is my hair a mess? Are my clothes ugly? Do I have something on my face? Now, I generally think ""I know I look okay."" So now it's more annoying. If a few people glance, fine. But the more people I notice glancing (or repeatedly looking my way), the more I feel the annoyance building. WHY are they looking? Leave me ALONE. It's like I find it rude. Today, it reached a point towards the end of my shopping trip where a pair of girls (maybe early twenties) were standing near me in a shop, and I noticed they kept glancing in my direction. No potentially nasty giggling, couldn't hear anything they said, but at that moment I just wanted to turn to them and shout ""WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT ME? PISS OFF!"" Obviously, all I did was leave. 

​

On the bus journey home, I felt overwhelmed as I wondered if this is how the rest of my life will be. I'm 30 years old and can't remember ever feeling comfortable going out alone. I've heard the common suggestions, ""No one enjoys it, you just do it"", ""The more often you go out, the more you'll get used to it"", ""No one is really paying attention"", ""Who cares what strangers think? If they look, so what?"" I've had 9 months worth of therapy sessions (about once a fortnight) that practically didn't help at all. I've had full time jobs where I HAD to go out monday-friday every week, alone. It never got any easier. I'm now with a partner who goes with me whenever I leave the house. I no longer work, can't even go for a walk to the nearby park alone, nothing. And even when he goes with me, it's still as bad as the day I had today. The last time I tried to force myself to leave the house alone, I ended up sitting on the stairs crying my eyes out. When I've thought about having kids, I've wondered if I would be able to cope. Would I be able to go to the shops, or the doctors, or take my kids to school while my partner is at work? There's no way I'd have kids unless I believed I could take care of them. They would deserve that at the very least.

​

My anxiety makes no sense to me. With some worries in life, I can easily calm myself by thinking realistically. Worst case scenarios, usually, so I end up realising there's very little worth worrying over. But this social anxiety has no logic! Why do I hate people looking at me? No idea. I ask my brain ""Why does it matter?"" and it dumbly responds with ""because it just does"". Thanks, brain.

​

If I absolutely have to go out alone, like I've had to before (needed a job for money and was single), I'll do it, but it feels agonizing. The possibility of living my whole life like this makes me not want to live it. But here I am anyway. And somehow, I still have some hope that somehow I will fix this.",2.9183200304066896,4.76594707753706,3.9726805017103786,87.40754374762449,75.3740022805017,6.456124667426836,24.80621816799696,7.24861992348623,1.0574229388065373,3445,115,693,39,75,1115,351,877,0.17300000000000001,0.728,0.099,-0.9966,2,7,1,0,0,0,187.0,0,4,9,4,43,34,6,4,43,2,66,14,9,7,7,125,144,54,0,19,27,0,13,6,3,8,6,5,3,7,40,32,1,4,27,6,10,20,17,15,0,4,27,43,98,19,102,102,28,136,1,1,25,0,34,61,2,22,55,464,138,8,0.07425906142794547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23072997683458404,0.0,0.0,0.061789487877431735,0.20114915508017686,0.2255822192356697,0.07574806233408539,0.0,0.08521196810458348,0.04194580120605136,0.0,0.02596183117979913,0.0,0.06110888027310572,0.09915946275922688,0.0347110990993456,0.0,0.03488441633518827,0.0,0.06200321448926644,0.02263381729939328,0.0,0.031594495918434606,0.04183226644008898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289767149970534,0.0,0.0,0.07571206223279843,0.0,0.0392781202953031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02964490901769567,0.0,0.04078504602085311,0.07183642698322518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038003647998679516,0.06498460507857924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865723075198513,0.11509419173015673,0.0,0.0490474097192698,0.033585786236538344,0.06256646202010127,0.03547885774828359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773806346556207,0.07957603248267946,0.07130034434674169,0.0,0.0678714368288138,0.03158235985767565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038797294666369116,0.0,0.16881254364097426,0.03114248876422732,0.029695877559145187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03665772462956157,0.0,0.0,0.04184767960674424,0.0,0.02488714178065882,0.0,0.03724394666300407,0.03687800177228495,0.0,0.1285274800131178,0.0,0.04191472075406375,0.0,0.0,0.07369066010608501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020405419059283964,0.03026552314433805,0.0,0.15725924778034392,0.0,0.037967460757707606,0.1049027423758178,0.10883767933084924,0.07442708810621865,0.0655721117299492,0.0,0.4988712718155576,0.0,0.0,0.03156619924843633,0.0,0.0,0.07435275020132362,0.0,0.07460320830061888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029636437179507383,0.0,0.0,0.0275310765578354,0.028636583049578036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03562678610903782,0.08454443362146111,0.038961196624972716,0.07908347686717586,0.050319861863191054,0.028238681228708862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088867672091824,0.23166847397845144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03509940784962875,0.04185796706550037,0.0,0.03777408104335248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0394918262785839,0.0,0.0,0.02378612813134177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04206052032949018,0.0,0.035318686285967835,0.0,0.0,0.037577067333579926,0.029587428802489407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03071393149258177,0.0,0.0,0.07569776146167258,0.03145973088406777,0.028584126728363076,0.0,0.0,0.0525609458879914,0.0,0.08895507357104611,0.06208390045442262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055833572539592834,0.0,0.0,0.03418388337165098,0.042460854242115736,0.0,0.0,0.11895552028386595,0.0,0.02947669997806745,0.06495158384128208,0.0,0.17597226837386576,0.0,0.0,0.025208514108381017,0.04038626740365845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413598649561245,0.0817858649217061,0.061271502716105535,0.04379991841614113,0.058943386486707834,0.029783069919981288,0.0,0.0,0.034419446956703084,0.16751813170146726,0.041453795070165965,0.0,0.0,0.08053078443912652,0.05406148114069737,0.07541368150069991,0.03783816386208984,0.13187876660463616,0.040595313144349165,0.2255822192356697,0.02391020044031603
socialanxiety,summerfield,2018/11/04,"Girlfriend broke up with me because I avoided playing Cranium. I went to my girlfriend of 6 months game night with her colleagues, all of which are highly educated, successful people. We had dinner, which I mostly kept quiet through because the topics mostly revolved around their work. 

Eventually, the time came to play the board game. I was expecting to play Code Names, but Cranium was chosen instead. I internally started freaking out because there is a performative piece to the game, as well trivia questions. I'm a shy, quiet engineer with a pretty humble pedigree, and I felt like I would not do well in the game.

I made up the excuse that I had a family emergency and went to another room and talked to my brother while the game went on, and managed to skip the whole game.  It turned out my brother had some concerning issues, so we talked for some time, and I told my girlfriend that she could go to sleep, that I'd catch up with her in the morning.

She was upset the next morning. She said she felt abandoned and said that I didn't like her friends. She said everyone could overhear me, and it didn't sound like an emergency. I said that sometimes we have to talk about random stuff to diffuse the situation. I mentioned that I had been nervous about playing the game, and for some reason I said I could understand why someone would not want to be with someone who had trouble in playing a board game. She said she might not be able to. I tried to talk more about my history, how I became shy after moving a few times, and this last move had temporarily exacerbated my shyness but I could return to my more self-confident self soon. She responded coldly saying ""I'm done"". I regret this now, but I pleaded some more, and eventually pivoted back to the lie because she seemed more sympathetic towards that. Later that night we met again, and I decided I wanted to be with someone more supportive. She said she was not that person. 

My question is that is this too much to ask? I had become social anxious in a very specific situation and that with some time, I'd get better at it. If playing with random strangers, I would've been fine. But in this situation, having to impress my girlfriend's friends put me over the edge. I'm starting to doubt my ability to get better. My girlfriend is a highly successful person, and if she had no faith in me, then am I being delusional about my chances of improving?

**TLDR: I faked a family emergency to get out of playing a board game. Girlfriend didn't want to be with someone who gets nervous about board games. We called it quits, saying I needed someone more supportive.**",5.685353655632294,6.943896935222675,6.008859252202908,77.86052155275067,67.50202429149796,8.807716122886402,32.343176946892115,9.088552180705676,2.864864205763277,2082,88,370,37,34,667,218,494,0.11699999999999999,0.73,0.153,0.965,0,1,0,0,0,0,62.0,5,0,1,7,17,34,0,5,25,0,39,2,1,3,1,80,76,24,0,14,10,2,2,3,8,3,0,12,1,3,24,32,1,3,8,17,0,9,8,11,2,0,35,15,65,23,62,29,18,49,1,3,0,0,71,20,0,16,23,270,89,4,0.0685170084136215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184605742969889,0.0,0.07740471691632668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060994663937469315,0.0640541537504782,0.0,0.0,0.05268535016754758,0.0,0.16706932950825554,0.07567165268488685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119545193243828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699635262510962,0.07836520448587078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882102375423948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011668820435199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547093777110463,0.0,0.0,0.12918347534954427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157414595766384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058721414731518,0.0,0.14318923584353266,0.0,0.03893979485653961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447839624675824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151395550617698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585050670039527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042184814935597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483245003292476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268571827379651,0.0,0.0,0.054689622425362586,0.14564547324096247,0.05036788485204212,0.05080449356283913,0.0,0.0,0.07286861575639945,0.12859714185348572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047501066538090386,0.11965281784511853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970642986581603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887851798039796,0.15350946055455095,0.07287627237315797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044689614083975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562275566688287,0.10897495032372152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062375311140892224,0.14295636555939228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310479646210839,0.06856649057767404,0.0698444615273564,0.2902711944138258,0.0,0.06776507329644033,0.0,0.09699338242053646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843558208295529,0.0,0.15550457836898626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202855039388744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981127442067436,0.0,0.0,0.06547093777110463,0.0,0.04651855113829508,0.07452682999976322,0.0,0.07132862214066356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056533707622848775,0.12123932033048752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321003825151786,0.1905478597258812,0.061825942954372964,0.07649679301037418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988119815874818,0.0,0.0,0.1460175507840842,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wrzosoova,2018/11/04,"That night I’ve been struggling to post this so I’ll probably delete it soon.
this post isn’t about the ways to overcome problems and I’m not writing this to get compassion or help. I am writing this to understand the situation I was in. This post probably contain a lot of language errors, sorry for that.
I just had to describe it somewhere. Maybe someone can relate. 


*It may be triggering* 


I’ve experienced this feeling many times. 
You lay in the bed at night choking with tears. The pain from inside is tearing you apart. The thoughts that you were most afraid of are eating you. Again and again. You’re curled up, holding your head, thinking about the worst. No one will come to help you, you don’t want to. Not in this 
state. The darkness of your thoughts is swallowing you. You were avoiding them but they caught you anyway. An hour passed. Tears ended up, pain didn’t. You’re sitting there with an emptiness in you heart. The level of stress leads you to chest pain. Nothing changed. No relief after crying. It’s even worse. Helpless. Dark. Painful. 
Fucking painful


Again I am not writing this to get an advice or to self-pity. I am not expecting you to comment.
That’s all

 I already feel stupid.",1.224463590227785,3.836789628820963,1.5609016877139157,94.89533105157558,95.94323144104807,4.047728077422401,23.21975687477871,5.946609106918303,0.5160333057948785,951,39,183,9,37,286,134,229,0.266,0.7020000000000001,0.032,-0.9957,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,14,2,1,11,15,2,4,12,0,18,11,3,2,1,34,31,6,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,16,5,2,3,6,0,0,4,9,14,0,1,9,3,22,1,29,19,4,29,0,1,0,1,22,9,1,5,10,122,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102283394886119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447928192391727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932905084451265,0.0971685210514094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390717258687525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542411553467358,0.0,0.0,0.09990866514718144,0.0,0.0,0.07450433987395097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407167528539455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428318725918573,0.1178682766147115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157669024025852,0.0,0.0,0.13367034390625318,0.15121696173805735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108677472183318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589981818796728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436303602895301,0.11332428804558735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117131696185745,0.0,0.10823610038030064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643722904275048,0.0,0.6001438500432245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240980238209485,0.0,0.24323823359996086,0.107935820129373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767658609478725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679363428771787,0.0,0.0,0.095576361546724,0.0,0.0,0.12627206605444244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129213759645289,0.11792464017640047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227865906753342,0.0,0.17910361310400447,0.06577547323511469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743036011741802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665332588775921,0.08953659582153181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495438542923983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,heckityno,2018/11/04,"So anxious when getting a cup of water,,... that I forgot I had another hand SO I was at starbucks  working on HW and I asked for a refill on a cup of water. I was super anxious because what if they forgot that I had bought something (two things actually) and were judging me for stealing their water?!?!? The lady goes to the handoff plane to hand me my water, and I try to grab it with the lid already in my hand, but I couldnt! My right hand was just by my side, nonexistent to my brain as I try to figure out how I'm going to grab this water. She kinda looks at me, then is like ""I'll just put it on the counter..."" WHY DIDNT I USe my other hand!?!! What if she thought I was hiding something?!!?! I had my card in my hand but I could have TOTALLY grabbed the cup of water! I felt so guilty that I bought yet another thing, so atleast she didn't think I was just chillin here at starbucks mooching off their wifi. Like I just completely blanked out that I had another hand to use

​

Thanks for listening to my rant lol ",3.2437142857142867,4.149259752380953,4.4233333333333364,88.28500000000004,72.90476190476191,7.1238095238095225,27.809523809523807,7.3011,1.346895238095238,788,29,170,8,15,259,108,210,0.08900000000000001,0.743,0.168,0.9629,0,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,3,2,12,6,0,0,8,1,16,14,8,3,1,27,32,15,0,4,8,0,11,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,6,6,2,4,1,2,2,3,2,0,1,18,13,36,4,28,12,1,18,0,0,1,0,8,13,0,3,5,122,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.14779808265107364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713418937937533,0.0,0.0,0.16410126300699598,0.1840342161702801,0.0,0.4764408367341912,0.0,0.3422017334852705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158983666357353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923254687303946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690736979235431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587975251043453,0.0,0.0,0.12092437101195568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454204040214623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912890627688739,0.0,0.08607527959745068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798637553166066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718392626078942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225395293588986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934161145570955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319468064415835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943927414300628,0.0,0.0,0.2012397405057225,0.0970461502185076,0.0,0.12023823052478386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565579815963525,0.0,0.14794937787200355,0.0,0.0,0.2616167187959233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366644417562964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026093213865576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840342161702801,0.0
socialanxiety,yousuck813,2018/11/04,"Why are people SO mean on the internet? People can be so quick to insult online, start arguments, and just become instantly combative. It's extremely disheartening and just makes me want to recoil from society even more. 
I just don't understand why people are so cruel. I legitimately don't understand. 
Life is difficult as it is, why do some people have to add insult to injury? ",5.139565217391303,7.617034768115946,6.851521739130432,66.42336956521743,70.88405797101449,10.9768115942029,27.44202898550725,10.864195022040775,3.972872463768116,305,11,47,11,6,105,47,69,0.29,0.6940000000000001,0.016,-0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,1,0,10,1,0,1,0,12,16,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,15,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,35,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22549068825988275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485293598861026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442119256002011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136285643093291,0.0,0.0,0.22240193536268948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5661855031159747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451319472125707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42509815838447057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042527073876567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526973682133737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ayylmaollamas,2018/11/04,"Finally feeling comfortable with being independent but my anxious mom doesn't. So I've had anxiety all my life (18 years) and since starting therapy a year ago and meds a couple months ago, I've been able to start being independent and do things on my own. Except now, my mom feels like she has nothing to do now that I don't need help with going out on my own. I feel really conflicted because I like being on my own and I'm really enjoying being independent, but she seems to be suffering because of it. Does anyone have any suggestions or similar experiences?",7.195,7.054837388888894,8.474444444444448,66.36500000000001,64.0,12.755555555555556,35.592592592592595,12.161744961471696,4.711914814814816,450,19,79,15,6,156,69,108,0.10300000000000001,0.768,0.129,0.451,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,13,1,0,3,1,21,22,8,0,1,4,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,11,4,11,15,4,15,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,12,54,14,0,0.168979644595332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29958051857085755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149119528837451,0.0,0.12926896559780254,0.19089890024916548,0.0,0.11815449647349098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601684586591584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869727627005276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787522571910508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529451706584594,0.0,0.0,0.25632355673287377,0.12071909186263464,0.0,0.18510894099441175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096035026160965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132634938342155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935532029947316,0.16510983771547738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876982914114019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958138349106311,0.13487794015614712,0.0,0.0,0.1252962653341366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214052639543802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650537459772287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383272200798231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397817081967241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392093243560672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932429503168156,0.0,0.112262567339167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763470180824435
socialanxiety,lmpossibear,2018/11/04,"I went to a Halloween party last weekend and I just want to share how much fun I had I tried to bail when I turned the corner and saw cars parked alllll the way down the street. I kept telling myself to ""Just go back home. Make up some excuse, you can't deal with all this.""

Let me tell you how fucking *wrong* I was.

I go downstairs and meet with the people I know. One gives me a hug and says he's missed me (I rarely ever go out, obv), another tells me he's so glad that I'm here and I see the host walk in, scan the room, lock onto me and come give me a hug too.

I felt so welcome there. I spoke to some strangers, made friends with drunk people, talked about costumes, got the first of several compliments on my Halloween vest and met the very first Vladimir of my life which was super cool.

But that was just the beginning. It felt so good to meet and talk with other people that when I went upstairs for some food, I noticed all the adults had gathered there too and I straight up joined the conversation with them. I didn't  stop to think ""Oh, I don't belong here. They're not interested in you. Go away. You'll embarrass yourself"" I sat down in an empty chair and  said ,""Whatchy'all talkin about?"" and from then on I can honestly say that I was the life of the party.

I'm not trying to brag, I wouldn't ever say something like this except for the fact that multiple people told me first. My friend said that I was on fire the whole night, his mom said that I should come around more often (and before I left she gave me a hug and said how much she enjoyed me being there), some of the other adults said how much they liked me and that I was clever and witty, and it even came up a couple nights ago when someone mentioned again that I was the life of the party and it was a shame that our other friend wasn't able to make it. I can't believe it still! Me! The life of the party! And all I did was let go of everything. All my reservations, all my negative thinking, all of my doubts. **I finally just let me be me** and it was so much fucking fun and it feels really good to be able to say that and I want to share my first success story with you all :)
",1.4775359539789081,3.3732576532438507,2.4725711089805067,96.29156040268455,79.85011185682328,5.599424736337488,19.143975711089805,6.5431188927421005,-0.160033301374241,1669,38,385,15,42,527,205,447,0.047,0.754,0.19899999999999998,0.9968,2,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,1,5,2,6,32,31,2,3,27,1,28,11,0,7,10,75,72,34,0,4,8,1,4,2,3,3,4,10,2,2,24,32,2,2,6,2,0,12,9,7,0,5,34,18,63,24,47,29,17,54,0,1,3,5,49,20,2,6,23,265,87,1,0.15254098690452048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760919054718653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997626253152591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789690945614475,0.0,0.0,0.07165863926951357,0.05864730156819153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490057234059225,0.08593072797473643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723312581809098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140055331619244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843918503169555,0.0,0.0,0.07863152972315132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037594160106248,0.1379820557914521,0.0,0.0,0.0685470015650836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038564653161376035,0.0,0.14646326904949464,0.08355059750468387,0.0,0.2595025710707717,0.09222658342972108,0.0,0.1767791821322309,0.14102168438051324,0.0,0.14633121432415025,0.21673139541565425,0.12794414255740771,0.06100048105594725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765055236485386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04191626855563944,0.062170631850748725,0.0,0.0,0.08286811430033272,0.23397524111689846,0.2154884204471777,0.07452382105868123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216898504791006,0.10182229325894301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932708012305544,0.0,0.0,0.22427035393145686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314938280004874,0.0,0.0,0.08683446231282517,0.0,0.0,0.05168286025913669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150542723628585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488608311231202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627535252017892,0.24261343066675425,0.0,0.0,0.0607777085073756,0.0,0.0,0.08616394806821526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646237415949938,0.05871675209872122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090971459358785,0.06376554769271378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260666712396626,0.19999131910606413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774210507332373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287972499382568,0.0,0.10356531705481208,0.08296039525252549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293114479036807,0.08997262627697745,0.06053996760315473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414070231032422,0.0,0.08515328216310061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833898114473974,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PM_ME_SPAGHETI_NUDES,2018/11/04,"How to hook up at a party I’ve been to very few parties, most have been hosted by my sister at my house. A lot of them have had cute girls but I’m way too awkward and anxious to talk or make a move even when drunk. How do people hook up? I assume they already flirted with eachother and don’t just do it first try ",0.9756521739130442,2.418905623188412,2.576159420289855,97.0755434782609,79.72463768115942,4.6000000000000005,20.195652173913047,3.1291,-0.5730695652173914,244,6,58,0,6,80,53,69,0.126,0.79,0.084,-0.4517,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,6,3,0,1,3,0,8,1,0,3,0,12,10,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,5,2,10,7,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,2,41,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458385607689897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35404651627730793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699407383149532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665731530195024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36161510994478985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664367482486412,0.0,0.0,0.2091932241727993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330886957978538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726824665539524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25189458201964976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277425496671865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585832367004974,0.0,0.24875792145073164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,billyphillips1122,2018/11/04,The way I overcame my social anxiety... I was at my first party ever last night and I was just standing in the corner alone. I felt out of place. Everyone else was circled around the middle dancing to music. Something just randomly came over me and I jumped into the middle of the circle and hit the trillest nae-nae you will ever see right when the best dropped. Now I have tons of friends. ,2.407894736842106,4.913615315789475,3.175526315789476,89.21618421052631,80.05263157894737,5.378947368421053,23.97368421052632,6.6274283507984215,0.8589263157894741,308,11,58,3,8,97,54,76,0.026000000000000002,0.8440000000000001,0.13,0.8402,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,0,2,13,9,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,10,2,10,2,2,24,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,1,7,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424468314105405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790783490610196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838989263698104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24566320456620744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677368067152144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555230988083128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234959444035248,0.0,0.2236832013198733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476328567060594,0.0,0.0,0.1991169898513126,0.0,0.0,0.18085749449702407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081474253138173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196777787950739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24457441740484204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991173701061649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653956788349066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386254616288233,0.0,0.18021405928274367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858098910557404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sal_jr,2018/11/04,"How do I get more anecdotes? It seems like the best 'talkers' have anecdotes out the wazoo, so I have to wonder - where can I get some for myself? I don't / can't work, so there goes that source.

What are some other sources of anecdotes?",2.5835106382978736,4.324811127659576,2.8010106382978712,95.90875,76.02127659574468,4.7,22.388297872340427,3.1291,-0.244017021276596,181,5,39,0,4,55,35,47,0.0,0.843,0.157,0.8042,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,6,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,4,11,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708955422141255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688669818144322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921800928977855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40849053634623744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486609004156314,0.32666766733131103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boston_throwaway_405,2018/11/04,"Has anyone here taken beta-blockers (propranolol) for their public speaking anxiety? Did you notice side effects? Hey all,

I'm having a continuing problem at my job. Every Monday my department goes around the table and talks about what we've done over the past week, and what we're doing this week. Now I don't have any problem talking freely at these meetings, but when we go through the table in order, and it approaches my turn, I get very anxious. When it's my turn to talk and the attention goes to me, my heart pounds and I sometimes struggle to get words out; I try and hide it by coughing. After I speak all of the anxiety is lifted and I can talk freely without any issue, but something about waiting to talk drives the anxiety high.

I've also noticed that there is one person who attends the meetings, my bosses boss, who really drives the anxiety. He's a great person by all counts, but for some reason I get very intimidated when speaking in front of him, and usually only have the problem when he is there.

Well tomorrow I have a meeting again, and I'm already worrying about it now. I have propranolol to take for it, but I have a worry that one of the side effects is hair loss. I don't want to be vain, but I'm already self-conscious about my hair as it is and the idea of hair loss is frightening.

Has anyone taken beta-blockers for public speaking anxiety and experienced long term? Did you encounter any side effects like hair loss?",7.931464285714287,6.890219503571429,7.9714285714285715,73.53357142857143,62.89285714285714,10.571428571428571,36.42857142857143,9.606745405546679,3.4145714285714286,1151,46,208,18,14,374,140,280,0.184,0.758,0.057999999999999996,-0.9858,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,2,1,6,17,11,0,1,15,0,22,6,5,6,3,38,36,22,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,14,14,0,1,6,0,0,7,3,8,1,2,5,9,24,3,31,30,5,36,0,3,0,0,26,11,0,1,18,140,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002196181068825,0.07972248233713122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203378940662442,0.0,0.3813149201633906,0.11262192525663255,0.0,0.13941187563892973,0.0,0.0,0.08874570900433287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201802593928903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399357273670617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625256501638873,0.0,0.056656426643642926,0.0,0.0,0.10990916334983207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813376028365535,0.0,0.10532852033429392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253847613323884,0.0,0.10405101488232436,0.09892747040175892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870375831934241,0.0,0.0,0.0882229836466573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269966626077197,0.0,0.0,0.1351057688430279,0.07581914173156175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516589291007599,0.0,0.17409185441069766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861711265617519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386430745221269,0.10249847021999706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399896646087857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674664188947229,0.09859648512185408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421818906896307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495487334328993,0.4006373666242729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768332729654185,0.2168693436840596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979503670718548,0.16451025849660691,0.05880005860273815,0.0,0.15993146288774632,0.0,0.08963376052281924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960981152793182,0.0,0.0,0.2024811484605528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Paperwave64,2018/11/04,"my birthday's today I feel really shitty today. Today's my birthday, and I have no one to spend it with. I have no friends to even greet me happy birthday. I'm so fucking lonely. Earlier I was scrolling though Instagram, looking at all the things my ""friends"" posted, and it made me super fucking depressed. What's funny is that some other people had a birthday also, and it looked like they were having so much fun, while I'm just sitting in my room, alone. ",5.091273408239702,6.054280617977533,5.707359550561801,80.56343632958803,68.66292134831461,7.281647940074906,30.563670411985026,7.1686216300943375,1.9461445692883887,361,14,64,3,6,117,62,89,0.161,0.627,0.21100000000000002,0.7419,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,10,2,0,2,0,7,2,0,1,1,9,15,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,4,3,11,6,5,11,3,9,0,2,2,2,3,3,2,1,5,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017980958885993,0.0,0.15581549794397714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781758245752695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286916510642114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851823569589553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30106970509242603,0.36025755195812753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074134924036584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519021650856108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272372996143358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843647095471472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323167575087828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320303384329979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507927482344556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866052808142014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482111162109424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944471678589134,0.0,0.19143179288966536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5540637979823847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CycloneSquid,2018/11/04,"I don't know what to do anymore For some context, I'm a girl in year 10 (UK). I've had what I think is social anxiety for as long as I can remember but have never been diagnosed.

I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety and have thought so for a while now. I can't talk to anyone in my classes that I don't know unless I have to, and even then I only answer with useless one word answers because I feel like nothing I can add to the conversation is important or helpful. I know people think I'm weird because of how uncomfortable and awkward I always look, and whenever I have to be in the centre of attention, I panic and feel like I can't function properly, and people often point this out which just makes me feel more ashamed.

I feel like I might need help in some way but I can barely have a conversation with most of my friends or family let alone talk about my shitty mental health. Even though I feel like I could never talk about this with anyone, there are two people I know I could text about this but I don't know how they would respond or how I would say this to them or if I even should. I'm struggling to even post this and I can't guarantee I won't delete it because I feel like I've not worded something correctly or just that I'm too unimportant for anyone to care about my sitiation. 

Honestly, I'm not entirely sure why I posted this so I'm sorry if it doesn't fit into the subreddit or if it's too long or something but I guess I might need some advice? I know I'm a teenager and it probably sounds like this is because of hormomes or awkwardness but I feel like I'm slowly getting worse by the day. I don't know what I want from this post but in general, I just want to stop being like this and I don't know how I can begin to act like a normal person, or if I ever even can.

If you've got this far, thanks for reading this. I really appreciate that.",3.793188490898413,4.294949419847331,5.287697201017814,84.07456400469759,71.34096692111959,8.590683108240361,26.82021922098258,8.730908602173464,1.7720124094734788,1474,46,316,25,26,499,170,393,0.136,0.6940000000000001,0.17,0.9625,0,1,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,0,25,22,0,5,9,0,38,2,0,5,6,96,77,41,0,15,26,0,7,9,1,6,2,2,0,2,22,15,0,1,22,1,0,1,14,7,0,2,4,10,47,15,38,62,5,27,0,1,1,0,16,10,0,22,21,217,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303439730970464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740739405503765,0.0,0.0,0.062189100465472075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143507485896495,0.0,0.0741213211739437,0.15677840839634372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822415800876988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620171660887506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934652890137425,0.0,0.0,0.04820067758237615,0.0,0.0,0.07585883530958973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468230758485469,0.06760599274164975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045757811507199,0.0,0.2645331166767005,0.32036270561268265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057743412289154375,0.0,0.039048209309995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059775860793646635,0.0,0.08233378581951094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944440089313587,0.0,0.0,0.10019237987962876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285981999877005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642601719449912,0.0,0.3286247033360109,0.0,0.0,0.1322838904190384,0.06276220419526858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988907564478162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531965445306034,0.15857321253415868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083651571115713,0.11528714034922442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322866374273213,0.07171439209827381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064529667289315,0.056842619813524474,0.0,0.0876904871004082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554444992488837,0.0652594903272252,0.0,0.0,0.07065281412815844,0.0,0.21473882260083166,0.07603675646756544,0.08058162663098828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475954429932072,0.0,0.04787992141895996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466507861626305,0.0,0.0,0.059435706109038235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237464670008088,0.0,0.11507595805643328,0.0,0.08366454837406126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248541710375049,0.0,0.07813376363287218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088184688992786,0.0,0.0,0.1802179000765596,0.0,0.0688099231868223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577987526331737,0.07343100122735026,0.059334670646984125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300945439854989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816637328874066,0.05932459241721399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674406102399549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616575099363995,0.10618533536846204,0.0,0.0,0.04812967086835137
socialanxiety,codringtt,2018/11/04,"Self-diagnosing I've recently been trying to understand if I suffer from social anxiety or low self-esteem (I realise the two aren't mutually exclusive). Last year I suffered a few anxiety attacks (my heart would race, I'd experience a loss of sensation in my body etc.), and I took valium to try and build confidence in social situations. I've always been a shy person, and I'd often change my personality/play characters (excuse the pretentiousness) in an effort to create/maintain friendships. As a result of fear/anxiety, I've actively avoided situations where I'd have to interact with other people and have tried to cut myself off from the outside world. When I leave my apartment, I feel like everyone is staring/talking about me and my heart races when I converse with other students. Also, when I talk to other people, I tend to interrupt and apologise for my shit small talk skills and for boring conversation (my close friends often laugh this off and view it as a personality trait). I spoke to my GP recently, but I felt like I omitted certain details. He recommended meditation and some sites, and while they've certainly eased/helped to clear my mind of certain thoughts - I'm still extremely anxious. I continue to dwell on previous social interactions, obsessively self-analyse, and I've been thinking about suicide (i don't know if I'm suicidal - not sure if that makes sense. Sorry). I apologise for the rant. I just want to know if this is a phase, a period of low-confidence, or something more severe. Incidentally, I haven't been running on a lot of sleep (not sure if this is a consequence of a lack of sleep). ",8.455020903010034,8.259159959866224,9.102138377926423,63.08926107859532,61.44147157190635,12.826170568561876,39.08883779264214,12.161744961471696,5.143830936454852,1304,61,214,40,16,441,169,299,0.17800000000000002,0.701,0.12,-0.9399,0,1,1,0,0,2,51.0,0,0,0,3,11,20,3,3,15,0,13,6,6,2,6,49,27,26,2,8,11,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,8,14,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,11,0,1,8,4,28,9,36,18,6,27,0,4,1,0,15,14,1,11,13,138,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111612246263995,0.08440057829072553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23278844451936365,0.114590685253166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539494972608913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266945909907095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730291449161164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295259974286043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312487119587515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692380415870787,0.0,0.09922116866280496,0.0,0.1141405910125816,0.051287692026532376,0.072463924316084,0.09739181375204158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783670667883397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403977469145616,0.06798856020485236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149010797981992,0.0826816257393342,0.0,0.10740315149199778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911031138032077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623491025829907,0.0,0.0,0.0677074729059173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241865334863008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064206889975467,0.17713517903780812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030616779852511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174509618411429,0.114590685253166,0.10411975947896857,0.0,0.22803041508783284,0.20301298044132896,0.3101952320118881,0.0,0.07808826092214259,0.0,0.11354620363296085,0.0,0.0,0.08100471357612628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190299457390372,0.0,0.19119924969451968,0.0,0.0,0.2445845794673749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649943221587984,0.0,0.0805266594598135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269605779813925,0.2065995276883695,0.0,0.0990855330886991,0.1055955762760339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059827950844032224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205526084163788,0.0,0.0,0.0653196785904066
socialanxiety,cluelessinpink,2018/11/04,"Sorry for no reason One thing I hate about social anxiety is being apologetic in social situations that have gone awry that weren’t your fault. Today at a crowded bar full of already intoxicated people, I was being slightly shoved left and right by people. However, one person literally pushed their way through a small corner and myself. Being fed up with the pass max capacity bar and rude people, I elbowed them back to which they responded shocked as though they were not wrong. In the moment I felt completely justified and proud of myself for not just taking getting pushed, however now I’m overthinking believing that maybe I overreacted even though I am not a mean soul and do not do physical things unless extremely provoked.",13.235999999999995,10.108538292307696,11.977692307692315,55.49730769230773,54.53846153846154,15.323076923076925,44.46153846153846,13.348371206891418,5.984353846153848,598,24,90,16,5,192,95,130,0.159,0.7759999999999999,0.065,-0.8774,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,4,1,9,6,2,0,5,0,11,5,1,2,0,16,19,9,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,3,2,0,4,6,5,0,2,6,1,13,1,15,10,1,18,1,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,4,69,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640916445000089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922454663164173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989026840497173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031677540858613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771110631603776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157111070331142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219120760559047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882545537671853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677508868198027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353379134023148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697044320948183,0.18400512209149905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22893126918006024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35132686387394185,0.14749580837831108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367951847963922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425810667228306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898749338833644,0.0,0.3443885568013996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890938794214021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700800589534214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444798410848604,0.0,0.3319291901223556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601179067178327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408208785290482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468923039107246,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WHATS_YO_SIGN_GURL,2018/11/04,"I can't pee if someone can hear me Ok guys I need some help, I've been unable to pee in front of others for about a year or two now, maybe more, it's just that before I've never needed to pee in front of others. Lately I've been traveling and staying at hostels so there's usuallly like 5-7 other people and the bathroom is en-suite so you can hear what goes on in there. This is not good for me lol.  
  
When I pee, I feel like the longer it takes me to go, the more I think others are probably thinking like ""what's wrong with this guy why he taking so long to pee?"", and the longer it goes on for the worse it gets to the point where I'll just sit and pee and make as little noise as possible or just go later. Another problem is if I finally get relaxed a bit I'll start to go then cut off abruptly and that too worsens it. I really hate it and I've been trying to work on it but I just don't know how. It's seems to be getting worse too, because in front of family I never had a problem but these days if my dad is standing outside the door or passes down the hallway I can't go. I really need some tips or something.",3.4427482993197245,3.243201383673469,5.0363265306122456,88.0460544217687,71.89795918367345,8.002721088435374,25.31292517006803,7.554174236665415,1.0086272108843528,869,22,204,9,15,296,132,245,0.091,0.853,0.055999999999999994,-0.8539,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,16,11,2,0,11,2,15,6,6,2,2,38,37,24,0,8,14,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,19,8,0,0,5,2,0,9,6,5,0,1,4,3,16,6,28,32,5,38,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,10,16,129,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004056700713093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755984083051925,0.0,0.10552765231972526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539228792481126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997943175659224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691032871806717,0.0,0.06270572298326431,0.08859635879294242,0.0,0.13585239831644794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943781964302368,0.0,0.2819223870281615,0.10401791929729133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455887451546032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243916248980208,0.0,0.0,0.2795478931095138,0.0,0.08312465727705129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815541458504472,0.0,0.13989435015675886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817624312374322,0.12429563518150513,0.0,0.1097493947899855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278099232343987,0.0,0.12458976158075408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758667094246465,0.19129606545914696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597640353614346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723428402675325,0.1398083073299271,0.0,0.0,0.133709172385676,0.2373312610714499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889440147782788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289862127709285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507752842066913,0.09547282523642546,0.0,0.0,0.08777847314898174,0.13218351615499482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864877302026675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892764130100787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419806156090509,0.0,0.12114465954706598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119042709532696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902844153683139,0.0,0.25276381118811325,0.0,0.13559096186775005,0.0,0.07986161024611868
socialanxiety,Wild_Pigeon,2018/11/04,"I wish I could freely mention my mental disorders in conversations Just to put it out there with no fear, so I don't need to perform mental gymnastics to explain people how I feel because I'm avoiding saying how I really feel out of fear that they'll make fun of me/not take me seriously/misunderstand me.

God that would be great.",8.678102564102566,6.895788707692307,9.01692307692308,69.00641025641025,61.92307692307693,12.35897435897436,37.05128205128205,11.20814326018867,4.013820512820513,266,10,50,6,3,89,49,65,0.153,0.638,0.209,0.6249,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,15,13,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,9,2,9,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376579965850641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029918375420825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588096988201819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082213777214104,0.2283631201717057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24896774613767314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073684504790827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551476224250515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744293694034698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565554054603239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22701183564542585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466630625157142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795814154958839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697888084082314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596822715341806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041630594402745,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MoeJoe403,2018/11/04,"Don't know what to do My friend with general anxiety is having a panic attack but I don't know what to do, because I have social anxiety it's hard for me to be a ""caretaker"".",1.7601754385964874,2.9070353684210564,5.1868421052631595,80.43622807017546,76.89473684210526,9.27719298245614,25.824561403508767,9.725611199111238,2.490761403508772,136,5,29,4,3,51,27,38,0.253,0.6890000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5091521150672621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785856908131331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028598131172411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25710527356254714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981058296313743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657747557285704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904460401800343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392276596648155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,inreehd,2018/11/04,Why did I come out as the bad guy? Just a couple nights ago I was taking some friends somewhere. It was kind of stressful because things weren’t really well planned. Then someone started to make some rude remarks at me. I said something back to defend myself. Then later everyone said I was super defensive and “Fighty”... alright then. Anyhow... still pissed me off how someone talked trash about me and by defending myself people thought I was being a jerk.,4.356656626506023,7.062902903614463,4.094804216867471,84.1838930722892,74.18072289156626,6.077710843373494,28.44728915662651,7.1686216300943375,1.7723506024096392,363,15,60,4,8,110,65,83,0.177,0.69,0.133,-0.7351,1,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,4,1,3,1,7,1,1,2,0,12,14,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,9,2,10,5,9,4,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,3,9,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229948009788455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813489998173144,0.17171213958827924,0.12536450658382667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715233949885734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22755176201291905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651079784454095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888743691999932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362936567761894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415654482645585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372753539367148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299194273424045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425742902370112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174694207703416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912472757786209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484992025315013,0.15832216439808694,0.0,0.0,0.14556265431646578,0.0,0.16423520550171222,0.0,0.23557546794908196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462588965110136,0.1652965483859321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366270928297587,0.0,0.0,0.16326596170629054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490725613180475,0.0,0.18557035825469773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SticcFricc,2018/11/04,"Why do people run from me Okay so I discovered this seven horn magic beetle and I chewed it and I sucked very hard. Later on, I had figured out that it gave me magic powers to suck things a lot harder. I started suck the phone charger, my iPad, and so on. Now, I g twgw3rijmf3jiro2f3o2jirfmj2io oops my string fill on my piano and then vacuum cleaner sucked me.",1.5680317460317497,4.250512628571428,2.6147619047619024,90.169126984127,87.0,4.825396825396826,16.349206349206348,6.42735559955562,-0.1561269841269839,284,6,54,3,9,90,51,70,0.187,0.763,0.05,-0.8718,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,4,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,7,8,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,2,1,12,1,6,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,4,37,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249739599512433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033224153278913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32889289706138325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357865082302141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151737967844986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914340505763184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280769880295197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FeelingSoLogical,2018/11/04,"Solitude I don't know how to start. It's about to be my third month into university and for the most part all is going well. I'm doing well in my classes and have a few people who i talk to occasionally. I have enough social interaction not to feel alone, but also not so much that it tires me out too much. I still have issues talking to people, eating in the cafeteria, and even walking to classes feeling as if I'm being watched and judged constantly. But all of this is normal, i've dealt with those problems for years now and can for the most part keep them at bay. However, what has changed now is my living situation. It used to be that i could always go home, find a nice quite place and just forget about my anxiety. I had a place where i could be me. Even if it was just when i was completely alone, not even with family around, i could be myself. I would sing and walk around care free. Now i can't. Ever since i moved into my residence, i realized that there is no alone time here. The doors let sound through as if they weren't there. I can hear people chat in the hallway or even hear them walking by my room. This wouldn't matter except for the fact that they can hear me too. Now my room just feels like the same nervous hell that i experience daily. I have no home or place of solitude to unwind. Every move i make is calculated so as to make as little noise possible and ever minute i intstinctivley look over my shoulder, just to check that no one's there. I don't know what to do. The time ive spent here has been great. I enjoy my classes, i enjoy talking to the few people that i talk, and i enjoy most parts of being on my own with new responsibilities. I just can't ignore my anxieties though, and more importantly i can't ignore that i have no place to unwind and be myself. 

Sorry for this wall of text, i just needed to tell someone, anyone about this. Thanks for listening.",3.7029241071428567,4.856837015625004,4.723675595238095,85.62281250000002,72.07291666666666,7.569047619047621,23.349702380952376,7.957251820313856,1.0186796130952378,1490,37,312,20,28,487,183,384,0.077,0.775,0.149,0.9832,1,3,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,4,1,38,16,1,1,12,0,41,4,1,4,5,69,64,28,0,11,17,0,3,1,0,2,1,5,5,0,20,19,2,3,7,4,3,7,14,5,2,2,6,10,48,12,48,45,16,42,1,0,2,0,17,20,1,8,16,244,68,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552612178547096,0.0,0.06569875959545601,0.06835895423124712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569562078629365,0.0,0.0,0.05744419286658181,0.0,0.0,0.1462694795766132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837617784952634,0.0,0.08690835026443806,0.0,0.08613721468693884,0.08877960645983975,0.0,0.19678055750356613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406435307125103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488734740091394,0.0,0.217048546692059,0.14862652551632718,0.06921853636539536,0.0,0.0,0.08036266415175565,0.07744775726876504,0.0,0.12461903921290846,0.058691044375036826,0.0,0.0,0.07508753678284584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338035757234876,0.0,0.0,0.09057539966859696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777815819346997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481491158350906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574773905695512,0.0,0.07302251167488888,0.0,0.0,0.0902997034259277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840083322056717,0.0,0.040136438497818235,0.08234018575312181,0.07254374714167207,0.0,0.06898891625580908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967725897673393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065574774037612,0.1746340269657449,0.12078571843982605,0.06091636836632267,0.0,0.07934512952204686,0.0,0.0,0.08049376555919302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055669876093679786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668952850570113,0.0,0.2278217743435224,0.0,0.34333500822785273,0.0,0.0,0.0926166230903068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861056461519905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873812047266409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795888133359701,0.09234486909928168,0.0,0.0837459572642993,0.0696090670923595,0.0,0.0,0.09196500657306944,0.05814923246225169,0.0,0.06560852567611118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641300397395714,0.07180647445222066,0.07563663655812472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807161771835251,0.0,0.09580965953001863,0.09442427609299094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095493288642038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477331541013148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058360053660145995,0.0,0.0,0.05290467209573658
socialanxiety,AnxiousThrows2018,2018/11/04,Need to speak to someone. I've found myself in a situation which I could have prevented if I simply did not procrastinate. Is there anyone I can private chat to? Don't feel comfortable writing my whole issue out here in case the people involved find it.,4.587500000000002,6.7229560833333375,5.560833333333335,76.56750000000002,71.5,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5211916666666667,204,8,35,4,4,67,42,48,0.062,0.9129999999999999,0.025,-0.3822,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,9,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,5,1,6,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23614713922494404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26964817730421514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076532970262726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086771023817837,0.0,0.0,0.3703011147404781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35250009205172195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504208938071544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341379414509601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37962021175135213,0.0,0.0,0.2861556797595932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37706104195969575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itstimeguys,2018/11/04,"I’m at a gathering and am so fucking scared So I’m in this theater group at uni  that invited me to a party tonight after a performance. I don’t know the people too well but I do know the one guy decently. I was given an address and went at the time they told me. I showed up to a real quiet party with 0 people I knew. As it turned out they hadnt left yet, but he invited me to come over to where his group was.

I walked over and he let me in. I’m sitting with them now and it’s awkward as fuck. I’m a freshman and they’re all sophomores-seniors. It was definitely pity to let me in, but then again they did invite me. I have no clue what to do",0.001607142857142918,1.6571395972222265,2.6797619047619072,94.17000000000002,83.58333333333333,5.7809523809523835,20.702380952380953,6.868970318607317,0.2543547619047621,498,15,121,6,14,174,85,144,0.10400000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.4741,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,1,8,6,2,2,9,0,12,2,0,0,1,17,26,13,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,9,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,5,1,1,9,1,18,1,21,15,1,23,0,1,0,2,12,12,2,0,7,86,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027316517661375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084098821265939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187112179268544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24278561662621734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399925723630676,0.4517404589933088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967762553058805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062681706936225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514158792239936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114476292438195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880002029477616,0.0,0.0,0.2110654118542063,0.0,0.0,0.24025982525380654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860245135824608,0.20476292667742388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nevernotweird,2018/11/04,"What are some good ways to strike up conversation with another guy? I just moved states to go to a small college in California. I have no friends and first semester is almost over already. I’m honestly at a loss with how to approach a guy or a group of guys. I feel like they have their group and I’d just bring making this weird thing happen by entering the conversation. I’m not even sure how I’d start that conversation. I don’t really like to drink, so aside from asking people if they want to go drink I’m not sure what to say. I’m a straight guy and I have an easier time talking to women than I do men. ",2.181388690050106,3.905875141732288,3.8717823908375095,87.86754473872585,77.11023622047244,7.767788117394417,22.56907659269864,8.575989854853784,1.2537464566929133,481,14,107,10,11,161,81,127,0.09300000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.158,0.8482,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,2,6,9,0,0,7,0,7,2,0,3,2,20,20,8,0,2,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,5,5,2,0,1,2,0,6,4,2,0,1,0,2,9,7,18,20,1,17,0,1,0,0,18,6,0,4,5,62,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926228416109214,0.0,0.1755119755683312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667743202974796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868718390593846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116104098018297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504883766668843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041878446071747,0.11362298595417815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528503188279276,0.0,0.0,0.12287907690620715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807797964718439,0.13340081628998568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6299249071041639,0.1406444612703163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540435636303074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106164899508132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690414594282635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026294787361138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188938119627873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648031026249196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257406464068427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997992431065155,0.0,0.0,0.12783570353439894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566355259259788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274140301108814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380985756121817,0.12624385821815082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MrProtatoSalad,2018/11/04,"Initiating Conversations I'm 16 and go to a really small school for the past few years, so i have a smaller amount of experience in starting new friendships outside of my friend group than someone who goes to a bigger school. The past two years years i got so much better at it, but i still am pretty weird about starting new conversations with people i dont know. like i can think of stuff to say, thats not my problem, i just have a hard time initiating it. Once it gets started im alright.

If anyone has any advice for how to get over the hill of the icebreaker id appreciate it.",4.480961538461539,5.394007299145301,5.645373931623932,80.63677884615387,70.02564102564102,8.585042735042737,28.30021367521368,8.841846274778883,2.0398726495726494,462,16,94,8,8,154,82,117,0.054000000000000006,0.7829999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9171,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,10,16,6,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,2,8,4,16,15,3,18,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,13,57,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565092897478686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083188936107287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137539665772823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087415908296094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668019861466084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581076432149674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230627772126042,0.0,0.16643911027646766,0.0,0.09052502825495527,0.0,0.12739433206169995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268758780935567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720545481076464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753857252809172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781834046315879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170924042145463,0.0,0.0,0.3076758444113427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696327494034289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041100773537508,0.110427787468916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620495576929141,0.0,0.15241371457408293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020417025760906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266693942980609,0.0,0.3224087507947509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496120445790294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382270778458465,0.0,0.12720477400173524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234259606174946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206304913153287,0.0,0.0,0.09288004845486723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559777063521554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077219060277307
socialanxiety,nocturnal29,2018/11/04,How to get a job with social anxiety? What are some jobs or ways to make money that are tolerable for someone with social anxiety?,4.413599999999999,6.29239376,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,71.4,9.8,28.5,10.125756701596842,3.2578,104,4,18,3,2,36,20,25,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.4137,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,13,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43269824833910536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477567219944106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5612912174681997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877808767321075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.576579021402077,0.2396242702090031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22448167186448453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,The_Zuh,2018/11/04,What To Do When You Feel A Panic Attack Coming On? What is the best way to calm yourself when you feel a panic attack coming on?,2.7644444444444436,3.7847715555555546,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,74.18518518518519,5.4,17.203703703703702,3.1291,-0.5596518518518523,100,1,20,0,2,34,17,27,0.34,0.491,0.168,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,2,6,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,2,4,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5617490655523844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590972211672105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253500428886788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967135163740475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793475652729408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597084766086625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GothicChick0005,2018/11/04,"A Success Story I just wanted to share this in hopes that someone would take inspiration from it and know thats theres always a chance for things to get better. 

A couple months ago I wouldve never imagined I could work or even go on a job interview. Just the thought gave me an anxiety attack sometimes. But recently a job opportunity came up online that I was interested in and and I thought screw it, what will it hurt if I apply? A few days later I get an email asking for an interview, I panicked at first but calmed myself down enough to reply and schedule one, sure I would cancel or bail. But the day came and I was ready. I figured if I completely messed up id never have to see anyone from there again. Low and behold, I was hired on the spot and I love my new job. You really can do anything its just more difficult with this disorder, but really anything is possible.",4.540180952380954,5.488163051428572,5.6735000000000015,80.36091666666667,69.91428571428571,8.804761904761904,27.154761904761905,9.075114841892004,2.090019047619049,694,22,136,13,12,231,111,175,0.129,0.703,0.16699999999999998,0.7858,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,5,7,16,2,0,12,0,11,2,0,0,3,35,26,15,0,7,11,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,6,0,2,8,1,18,10,17,14,3,24,0,2,1,2,8,9,1,5,12,98,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167498202525966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421345005058255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500548660887853,0.0,0.0,0.09597717704207304,0.0,0.2259107911224038,0.0,0.12832196929833858,0.15615598368569986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139758432025582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139836146541508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391718799358108,0.0,0.0,0.10959298908781896,0.1518784175241286,0.0,0.177045998101081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731479149283664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418289223603861,0.0,0.0906606297044312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675546776627828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342804993836314,0.0,0.07800947897195777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633269858909314,0.0,0.0,0.14694241488759646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086357477464154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543591606105425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388482410470787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956166991360364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173070437095756,0.13256904072533196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930126665050888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547429180878709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586782804315934,0.0,0.1355302235719065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938049295250933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163021259881525,0.0,0.135756186693522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293683431852358,0.0,0.10320436642954453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119114906580186,0.0,0.0,0.2179422886481414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096101725531013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992878219304303,0.0,0.0,0.1950147760047382,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WorriedCandy,2019/02/22,"Recently started therapy. I don't feel like it's helping; should I try to find someone else? Greetings fellow strugglers. I'll just get right down to the point:

I recently started seeing a therapist for social anxiety and depression, but mainly social anxiety. I have never received therapy before. I requested CBT specifically because I've heard that is the most successful therapy for SA. 
Well I've been to 3 sessions now, over the course of 3 weeks, which I realize is not much time. But so far, I don't feel very understood or like I'm being treated properly.

My therapist is nice enough, but so far it seems like she is trying to treat me more for generalized anxiety than social. Which is something completely different. So far all we have covered in our sessions is how anxious I feel in certain situations on a scale of 1 to 10, and how to use breathing techniques in order to calm down during those more stressful times. I have practiced these techniques to no avail. I don't believe they have much benefit for me because of the nature of my anxiety. It's mainly all mental for me, I fortunately do not experience physical symptoms like sweating or elevated heart rate. The treatment thus far has been primarily centered around calming the physical body and not at all related to techniques on how to develop self confidence or being able to communicate better, etc.

Do I expect too much from her? Should I give her more of a chance? How do I know when to request a new therapist and try to find someone who understands me better? I feel like I'm wasting money and time.",6.663734506915753,7.726475003412968,7.4194323693192015,69.33553260283816,65.17747440273038,10.94657804921861,37.94664990120352,10.882677951670544,4.626198634812287,1268,66,207,35,19,422,159,293,0.11599999999999999,0.732,0.152,0.9546,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,1,3,13,18,0,1,10,0,23,5,4,6,5,44,40,19,0,3,10,0,4,5,1,2,1,1,0,1,9,7,0,0,11,0,1,1,8,2,1,0,4,6,27,16,35,32,14,31,0,1,1,0,18,17,0,5,17,146,36,3,0.09325262798342993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28535202065462706,0.10534892631602263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830146096104857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136918729581976,0.0,0.07935111803330777,0.1050637782118078,0.0,0.16494874271382345,0.0,0.10358264738945014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777360623513327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031835183771384,0.0,0.0,0.09742914843256613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790060476428831,0.0,0.0,0.09635489270563134,0.10400133042048054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912189639441806,0.0,0.0,0.18860532254554227,0.13323939212823685,0.0,0.0,0.17046242512611154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872064926105984,0.08945641803323842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050481315426246,0.06250527085625897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05124920557278432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277926183026075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397671575511864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056542340581501,0.0,0.07192217554298218,0.09006396920030196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815387535744854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415144010554446,0.0,0.0,0.07963723477414636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431027104434815,0.0848936901923455,0.09728282862918272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048198609853258,0.0,0.2851779319462537,0.1580252981482887,0.07179042893284263,0.0,0.0,0.13200938011062768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682057028727723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692518626832396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199275214385006,0.3248204656033081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631290718847215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899372394124485,0.0,0.0,0.09707927446131136,0.0,0.08054032967853933,0.0,0.07694318429158722,0.0,0.0,0.0748016332564988,0.0,0.08384531174750448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Brolveth,2019/02/22,"If you are male always go to the hairdresser for male So, TL:DR, I am 17 years old high schooler who just cried over 30 min because of a bad haircut from someone who pretend to be male and female hairdresser and in reality is only feamale hairdresser, and because of that I am too afraid to go to school on monday because I fear my classmates will laugh at me. That's how bad my social anxiety is. And I ask for some advices.  
Long Story: maby let's start on thing I cried about I can remember, its only 3 things:  
\- 8 years ago I hardly cried when my grampa who in this time was 1 of my few friends, and I cried only because I kinda forced myslef

\- When Phyra from RWBY died i lost 1 tear  
\- When I was around 6 and cut half of my hand (between thumb and forefinger)  
So, ever 10 years of constantly bullying on me by my half of my classmates I didn't even cry becasue I learned to hold my feelings and let them go only when I let them, I can't control myself only when I am too angry.  
Because of that I never truly open to anyone, I hardly made any friends and to be honest I don't know if I want to.  
I have only 3 hobby in my life, ( I like to read, I like to watch anime/serials/ and play videogames).  But almost nobody know it. Because of bullying I always had problems with going to school, often got ache of literally everything.   
Unfortunetly because of my anxiety and having problems with bullying in primal school I started skpping days in school, and it get it me again in highschool because after getting happy about not having in my class any person who bulled me in primal school I got excited but didn't get any friends but hardly 2 mates who sometimes talk with me. Anyone other was just there cold and in their close groups, unfortunetly I didn't menage to have that group even after trying to get one, get noone. I didn't passed a year, and in my new class everyone is friendly open. There is no groups only one, and this is a whole class. Everyone is nice and I find out I can call almost half of them my friends, what's pretty good.  
But the problem start here. Year ago I decide I will have a longer hair, because why not, I will do a cosplay and maby longer hair will cover my slightly below avarage face. So after 5 or 6 months of getting angry because my hairs didn't manage to get a style finally from 2 cm I had long hairs and I was happy about it. My hair wasn't gorgeous, their were kinda wild because I didn't even cut my hair for 1 hear and 2 months. 2/3 months I get style I was happy about, it looked nice and cover my face. And I get even some words about looking better in longer hair than short. But my mother and sister wasn't so happy about it, I started to get comments to go to cut my hair, or from my sister I get know I look like a moron and other stuff. But I didn't care much about them, I was just happy about my hair and how it look because it wasn't like in the picture, but it was close enough to make me feel happy and good. In this week my mom decide I will go to hairdresser, I asked in 4 days 6 times if I could get money to go to male hairdresser in city (3 min from my school) but didn't get answear. Today I was taken to my local hairdresser in my village (sligtly about 2k people, smal city basicly but its still vilage to have lower taxes) I went to her usually, and when I last get my haircut (friend of my mom), I didn't cared about it much 1 year ago, but asked if she is male hairdresser, my mother answear was ""Yes"" but after 30 minuts I get to know its easy to call himself a male hairdress when only mens what want haircut want it to be 2 cm longs.  
I didn't get haircut from her but from heir employee but when I look at the mirror instead of my long and ""lion's mane"" ( I like to call it because it kinda looked like it) I saw angry typical feminist from TV who is trigerred because someone didn't said her gender right. Basicly, it look like a female hair and I lost half length of my hairs in awful way. I uncontrolly cried for 1 hour,because I am too afraid to go to school and listen to laugh about my hair from my classmates. It remind me of 11 years of bullying having bad days, and using everything what's possible to laugh of me, even my owns hobby.   
Its 11:30 Pm when I ended writing it, I started crying aroun 10 PM, after 1 hour and writing it, In the process I calmed myself enough to stop myself from crying, but its still want to come back and I feel rly bad becasue I lost only thing what I was happy about in my body and 6 months of growing hair while getting angry about growing them ( because when they were in the middle I could not get them together and it looked bad but still better than short)  
22D.02M.2019Y - Day when I broke for first time in my whole time becasue I am to affraid to get back to bad memories.  
What I should do ?  
Below picture what describe the best how my hair looked vs how I see myself in the mirror but with brown hairs  


https://i.redd.it/r4yh86zc77i21.jpg

​

https://i.redd.it/3cry7aoe77i21.jpg",5.923930703624734,5.496596937313439,6.2618434612651015,82.1328078358209,66.69154228855722,8.770611229566454,29.68772210376688,7.957251820313856,1.8416826581378842,3922,118,792,40,56,1265,335,1005,0.131,0.7440000000000001,0.125,0.8267,2,0,0,0,0,0,120.0,0,1,9,8,56,57,4,3,17,2,69,20,19,8,2,119,142,76,1,14,29,6,22,7,7,6,1,3,0,8,49,45,0,3,12,4,2,13,21,20,0,7,38,39,134,37,129,90,11,128,0,4,13,0,59,42,0,14,79,520,183,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03391329455197918,0.09229158449686484,0.0,0.06950402769801943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057754629590896514,0.03760281997229683,0.04217033661160047,0.07080170806741891,0.0,0.053098413377949516,0.0,0.0,0.0485330432343117,0.0,0.0,0.030894780751118508,0.09733338501618273,0.0,0.0,0.0533719586975995,0.17386319951587206,0.3384932367648083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0364207243818277,0.06138745053705029,0.0,0.03854939745826693,0.0,0.0,0.10631296237579152,0.0,0.0707680587755007,0.0,0.0,0.029895258251051555,0.0,0.0375037428817909,0.03892457433698928,0.05541818838081638,0.0,0.3049742351585188,0.08952733707238489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0360182791507901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030738302011539164,0.07171902146877085,0.0,0.11461152527871968,0.031392631825304045,0.0,0.06632417124494855,0.06238117762540299,0.0,0.0,0.03905273926270033,0.0526436260666566,0.0,0.0,0.03801759774057799,0.031719713405180934,0.029520029342283514,0.0,0.0,0.1608778401575108,0.0,0.3445063693808755,0.0,0.1577890716236628,0.05821776372979269,0.05551346896440188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586085977113743,0.09326650781006107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039115022926234436,0.0,0.0,0.03666770572996223,0.0,0.0,0.06835480838137999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629177453315054,0.028289182167091358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646454799486407,0.02451314631787665,0.11868566563265145,0.0,0.0,0.12285122368406187,0.262290903520676,0.0,0.11365372162188378,0.0,0.0,0.03283868128822681,0.023165836641231976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129208170577884,0.11080470225560746,0.0,0.05102429160021986,0.0,0.026766611985165858,0.033518275820059465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03641702750404662,0.0,0.04703397103304288,0.23755223865282246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024060056100039938,0.03030304074933667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03912463861314658,0.0,0.035307430660744404,0.0,0.09962390645833087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034714361174822884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03931396513349847,0.029637854342952036,0.03301237336890407,0.0,0.0,0.24586297372906854,0.027655367437653292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035377345922911835,0.05881081610007161,0.0,0.034324102256277834,0.0,0.12282178024883934,0.0,0.08314630046000401,0.029014908502040707,0.0,0.0,0.03972888700597707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02789453989704016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691693189453314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094698726179125,0.0,0.032896253156726694,0.0,0.0,0.02356239620814525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029973950834877833,0.0382226208420273,0.0,0.08187956078398433,0.027547189419385446,0.027838233175202468,0.0,0.0,0.032171854436650216,0.03131583697657083,0.07749371816006961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04217033661160047,0.15644203765366413
socialanxiety,bzzitsqueenb,2019/02/22,"Im stating to get worried Quick background info:
Im 19F. I lost all my friends after hs and I go to university fully online and my job majority has middle aged women so I have zero friends and ZERO social life whatsoever. 

Story:
So yesterday I went to a store to shop with my gma. This guy I’ve been in school with since 6th grade works there as LP and I’ve always thought he was really cute but we were NEVER friends and I always got the feeling that he didn’t like me in general as a person. A few months ago, I went to the store and I saw him and he didn’t say hi or anything and I know he saw me which I wasn’t surprised by. Yesterday, I saw him and I guess he couldn’t just ignore straight out, so he said hi and asked what I was doing there and he seemed happy and was nice to me which I did not expect at all. Anyways thats all we talked but I was so incredibly awkward. 1. Because I think he is really cute 2. I was 100% sure he was going to ignore me 3. Because I haven’t had interaction with a boy my age for like 2 years 3. Because I haven’t had daily or weekly social interactions with people my age, even someone I went to school with or still do (we go to the same university, but he actually goes on campus). Anyways, the main point of this post was to say that I’m getting worried about my social skills. In grade school I was always very social and happy and outgoing but ever since I lost all my friends and haven’t had frequent social interactions with people my own age I don’t know how to act around them or just feel really left out and awkward. Like I will go on social media and see friend groups hanging out and when I try to imagine myself as part  of that group or what I would do if I was there I cant. I feel like if I was there I would be all awkward and feel really shy and embarrassed to even say anything because I wouldn’t want to come off as annoying or stupid. I guess not only do I have social anxiety but I’m a little insecure as well. ",1.3781682346430555,3.2312001390887315,3.521007194244607,88.86288323187605,79.9832134292566,6.29131156613171,21.483674598782514,7.321109707123232,0.6520344216934149,1546,45,336,21,39,528,184,417,0.10099999999999999,0.747,0.152,0.9725,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,1,4,22,28,2,5,9,0,38,1,0,1,8,83,71,44,0,8,17,0,4,4,5,4,1,4,0,4,10,34,0,2,11,1,3,10,13,11,1,2,30,12,52,17,42,35,11,45,0,2,4,0,45,16,0,11,21,219,62,8,0.0,0.0,0.07168739895242678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651187984639256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833764635568924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619751082988012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209043883390244,0.06539591921474475,0.0686761758098951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912472453302214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328019963109527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704067633410184,0.06644973567943135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857647942370408,0.1049611937552168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837791686977825,0.0,0.07676074508127873,0.0,0.1669984562116863,0.0,0.05875352152474545,0.0,0.16185128221104822,0.07273800022785555,0.0,0.1564013315333592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587011043910027,0.0,0.07289876812180987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074455624577959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981565805676513,0.0,0.05188772010447242,0.14355745557683985,0.07362728234522525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038285252805398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863591827771114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665769921254266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055870447407957664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795511706698529,0.0,0.1018573006033373,0.06414336521009277,0.0,0.0,0.06944444765074469,0.0,0.07035539022142884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882441478109826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987829171895586,0.17525755339287294,0.0,0.22303954783182192,0.058538954827875925,0.06687619121151597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153549808149902,0.0,0.0,0.5241901058469705,0.062243318857251526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058666098455162324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923618090810525,0.0,0.0,0.059045218424904025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04707088185937816,0.0,0.05831987699944241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987523851833417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060613069044924875,0.043329237270718975,0.0,0.058926032279444436,0.0,0.06605031643589522,0.20429741942592056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053480527550218884,0.14920654728882216,0.0,0.10436926050668173,0.0,0.0,0.047306514967713376
socialanxiety,SuprisedRedPanda,2019/02/22,"Please help! I’m worried my social anxiety is going to ruin my job or at least severely impede it. Regardless it makes me miserable everyday. I really really want to change it and I’m hoping someone can give me concrete solutions. I’ve been in therapy off and on for years and it’s done nothing for my social anxiety. 

I feel like I could be further in my job. But I’m held back because everything thinks I’m weird or is uncomfortable around me/embarrassed of me because I get so nervous/act awkward. People get uncomfortable around people who are uncomfortable.

I’ve tried in therapy to fix my “self esteem” and believe in myself more. That’s not what I need. I need to improve my social skills first so then the confidence and self esteem will naturally follow. Believing I’m worthwhile hasn’t done anything to improve my social anxiety. 

I tried to break down my social anxiety into concrete areas that I can work on/need help with. 

What do I do with my hands?! When I’m talking to someone I’m comfortable with I don’t even pay attention to what I’m doing woth my hands or arms. With everyone else I’m like “holy shit what do I do woth these flailing meat appendages “?? They suddenly feel so heavy and awkward. So what do I do?

How do I know if I look visibly uncomfortable and how do I change that? A LOT of my anxiety stems from not knowing how I look. I assume I look super uncomfortable or ugly and then I just want to gtfo out of there because I’m embarrassed they are seeing me that way. I feel very “frumpy” when that happens.

How much eye contact do I make? Where do I look? This one is similar to the arms. When I’m not nervous this isn’t even a question, it just comes natural. When I get anxious all the sudden I’m painfully aware of my eyes and don’t want to look too shy/not make any eye contact but also don’t want to make too much. 

Most of my problems with social anxiety are about my body language not whether I can hold a conversation. I have conversation skills I just get so fucking nervous that it’s like I’m about to pass out and can’t breath and suddenly I’m painfully aware of every little thing.

Oh yeah one more thing that really holds me back in relationships. I know how to encourage people, congratulate them in accomplishments, celebrate with them, talk about deep topics, but I do not know how to comfort them. I just assume I’m super awkward and would make it worse. I don’t know what to say or to do when someone comes to me upset. And so usually they leave to talk to someone else but I wish I knew how to be there for them.

If you can help me in even one of these areas I would greatly greatly appreciate it!",2.9091344018733096,4.945999673624293,4.478993903669913,82.92159473535469,75.98292220113852,7.824764827001494,26.772538253461992,8.656518465578396,2.0956188703621472,2096,82,409,44,47,701,205,527,0.114,0.742,0.14400000000000002,0.9739,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,7,7,38,26,2,8,6,1,40,13,10,12,1,92,96,46,0,15,21,0,5,3,0,3,2,1,0,2,28,26,0,3,14,0,1,5,12,15,0,4,5,15,63,11,57,85,8,45,0,2,9,1,32,22,2,13,19,271,91,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051673245729862635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04394097151787078,0.0,0.2965855401251903,0.0729974813597307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053173311992983335,0.1150435534473046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937114997639736,0.0,0.1181676074057434,0.0,0.0,0.14559979792471556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177360639937479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367099338509242,0.11132161021409126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159047225727947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322488304100662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795644802557444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803441371179305,0.0,0.054441612911636926,0.0617431824563942,0.05807253011492915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801509610713237,0.04616155277219736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054962181165212544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059736281865441526,0.13503639042697235,0.06198537978736315,0.03672265802954483,0.0,0.0,0.1424783333193901,0.0,0.0,0.05713955381937608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993186082962668,0.0,0.0,0.0641780862340072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824245652277946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775558166239872,0.0,0.0,0.06841882070686743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470407334887,0.06476202409395072,0.0,0.0,0.27130506300836604,0.0,0.0,0.05493405716381574,0.0,0.0,0.2156577989059376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500012097687782,0.0958236195309092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062000619373707724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135605016835122,0.0,0.13751157066916544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438941542528418,0.0,0.0,0.07092876360232833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182861057555453,0.0,0.0,0.0723845033726204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418364138701643,0.0,0.0,0.06937320595892156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138509138617847,0.0,0.0,0.051490440530207175,0.0,0.13481677920813478,0.0729974813597307,0.0663272078786671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952061307014401,0.21899508916383048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558072389662579,0.0,0.0,0.14778763675683124,0.0,0.08585575564909187,0.04140320663754943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773979687233055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116519387464224,0.053314816367798334,0.15244833266785845,0.05128902813426439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430500097856803,0.0,0.0,0.04704108454695776,0.0656204989692964,0.06584903808705561,0.09180244534775872,0.0,0.0,0.04161046781239201
socialanxiety,apofv,2019/02/22,"How I overcame anxiety. My brief story. Hey guys, my name is Anthony. I'm 27 and when I was 19 I was hospitalized for anorexia and anxiety. It took a few years for me to get to this point however when it all went wrong it really happened fast. I think I had my first bout of anxiety when I was around age 8, at least that was the time I had my first therapist. I saw various therapists over those years, with the earlier ones trying to work out why I was misbehaving rather than what my troubles actually were. I guess they figured they had another ADHD kid on their hands they could simply give a star chart too and encourage Mum to make sure they get their s\*\*\* together.

When I did finally go to hospital I was relieved. I was terrified of what was to become of me if I did not get urgent help. Although hospital was extremely difficult for me and forced me to overcome challenges I hadn't even imagined, I can now comfortably say it was one of the best things that ever happened to me. Upon gaining my weight back I left hospital medicated and on the real path to recovery. Over the next few years I started to develop a mindset which I constructed from the experiences of others that were just like mine but perhaps they were doing a little bit better. I often say that nobody has all the answers, if they did they would only ever be one self-help book but there's not there's thousands. so it's my belief that's the best thing you can do to overcome your mental health challenges is to open up to others and allow them to open up to you. By doing this we share information with each other that we would otherwise hide for fear of shame or ridicule. but it's my personal promise that if you trust in the natural gift of communication, and not just talk but listen, you can expand your own set of tools to deal with this ever-increasing challenging world. Perhaps the first person you speak to will not understand you and that's okay. Maybe the first 10 won't have a clue where you're coming from, but that's okay too. However, occasionally you will meet someone you are so aligned with that you will probably just burst into laughter at the similarity.

This is how we learn. We share information and learn from each other the same way as we do with all the other subjects that we are so far advanced in. Why does Moore's Law work for technology but not mental health? Maybe the reason is that we don't talk about it and we don't work together to get to the next level. I urge you, please, if you are going through something today to talk to somebody, because it might just turn out they're the person who is just like you. Maybe they're waiting for someone like you to talk to them too.

I will be documenting more of my thoughts and my journey on my YouTube channel Another Point of View. I would love your support to reach as many people as possible with not only my message but interviews I will be conducting with others to tell their stories about how they overcame their challenges. If you would like to talk to me and perhaps be willing to open up in front of others to help them, get in touch. I would love to speak to you.

I truly hope you're all having incredible day. Anthony.

Part 1 of my anxiety series on Youtube - [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7QIrKFg32Q4](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7QIrKFg32Q4)",5.905572105619497,6.953726412322276,6.021190476190476,78.73750000000003,66.86729857819904,9.3777025502144,30.395283231776123,9.546486929272694,2.6851482283908834,2661,97,497,53,42,844,279,633,0.057999999999999996,0.7909999999999999,0.152,0.9963,2,0,1,0,0,0,74.0,8,18,15,16,31,31,1,2,22,2,58,7,1,6,7,101,86,39,0,13,25,1,3,4,0,13,3,5,0,5,38,37,1,1,12,2,0,9,10,6,0,8,24,10,87,25,87,44,17,66,1,0,2,2,75,31,0,10,28,376,125,11,0.0,0.0,0.06901317228007472,0.0,0.08499250215632716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831357735731696,0.2164044757259304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295638989742207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437982985578453,0.0,0.043110663988597336,0.07810542370552331,0.0,0.0,0.14843395996237194,0.06254668550576027,0.07720865507922417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060919595115404325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056464700352099925,0.0,0.0,0.04560898153487413,0.07290990537174495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061888134840812375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046710335511438085,0.1919126843806954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917838543184977,0.0,0.07958041519669677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747103711789666,0.0,0.24061986288591575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847431557726316,0.06784171074167131,0.08038437296833653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779067910553891,0.0700245819263774,0.12507610973491382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034553019267122,0.0,0.0,0.14220772299482926,0.0,0.0,0.0702415824050365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683821481338035,0.0,0.0,0.1382021883704882,0.07088069026436232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765633147645264,0.0,0.04720659633852836,0.07169965926893318,0.21314525537008264,0.0,0.0,0.07124363477057456,0.14253960323656434,0.07502345490927828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042446957485958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437664686456677,0.10757251256637228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658359386373488,0.0,0.049028807972140216,0.1852516834990299,0.0,0.07763005857317569,0.13370778406386116,0.07972692937902844,0.0,0.0,0.07624884348942562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049560511432315,0.045305472068447136,0.07271262720707303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247983050887626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377708235020501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984278828221337,0.054444226817496534,0.0,0.0,0.050056454179313016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025297816763674,0.06665339447168958,0.0,0.0,0.2842129782234622,0.061812982665401986,0.0,0.0,0.1642242971860464,0.09396734133491193,0.04531494972069062,0.0,0.05614431235517769,0.04123779136133286,0.0,0.06703492595020953,0.0,0.07857326645188198,0.04801469266111647,0.0769237809408063,0.0,0.07362271150370117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613477602045075,0.0,0.08611872372491464,0.0,0.06555876955247633,0.1276288094447619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445646998164364,0.0,0.0,0.2511896742435719,0.07732195066029972,0.0,0.1366253783152311
socialanxiety,hortle,2019/02/22,"Does anyone ""need"" friends? My therapist wants me to start being friendly with coworkers and it horrifies me. I would rather just stay home, be alone and be forgotten about. Does anyone else think being alone is okay?",4.762894736842107,7.853540815789477,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,75.05263157894737,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.3026105263157897,173,6,29,4,4,51,31,38,0.21,0.62,0.17,-0.2406,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,10,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721257984797702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187427254295748,0.23353742094122995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989196676894651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040316986183764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521905751610737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862865456032674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900445726037236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132740240344248,0.24293910040614744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646399920942167,0.0,0.1460459644683116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344368322179139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191229810692315,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ceilingeater,2019/02/22,"Just had an interview It went okay I think. I screwed up once when the interviewer  asked if I had a rabies vaccine and I said yes. But then I realized I hadn't so I backtracked. I apologized and she said almost everyone she interviews assumes they had it so it's not a big deal.

I think I did okay but I have a lot of post anxiety right now. I don't think I acted too nervous, but I don't know really. I hope I get it.",-1.6269963369963352,0.2570259340659362,1.6880879120879122,93.76524542124542,102.84615384615385,5.943150183150184,19.253479853479853,7.3011,0.8197862271062273,324,12,76,8,15,115,56,91,0.142,0.795,0.063,-0.7156,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,1,5,3,8,1,0,0,0,17,18,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,8,2,19,3,2,10,1,9,0,0,0,1,11,3,1,5,3,53,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23545306466700935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987711752638766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981885612006766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424131677202589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468092711075605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228479817032824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335414428213924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922367751665326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990279740177488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504103856404271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519368933945744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063307164063516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008034315801628,0.4473331827854069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519937497189748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797187800516687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,datnastaythrowaway,2019/02/22,"It sucks to be forgotten My youth drama club had a reunion a couple of weeks ago.

I just found out. No one thought to invite me.  It’s not like they couldn’t have got in contact with me, I’m still Facebook friends with a lot of these people.

10 years ago I was friends with these people. I loved them all and still think about them, but they forgot I existed.
Either that or they just hated me the whole time and didn’t want me there. ",1.311,3.3879067666666667,2.0766666666666684,97.985,81.33333333333334,4.888888888888889,18.88888888888889,5.82211442006289,-0.4177777777777778,339,8,77,2,9,105,65,90,0.135,0.765,0.1,-0.6316,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,5,0,6,6,2,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,20,16,4,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,0,14,4,10,7,4,10,0,0,0,1,9,2,1,2,9,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933541870751379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454983369015809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432723742055508,0.3428371740421866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774521662125786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905372659837788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839597698559662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862855373027532,0.2002491122889066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034693743864574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076377069417934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35437624788922195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216730733263416,0.0,0.17614243773359986,0.12937597402891493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086648790557226,0.0,0.17797319723032634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24771336419616516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287898561880935
socialanxiety,gracethegreat_,2019/02/22,"something that helps me so i get a lot of anxiety passing people in small corridors like hallways and grocery aisles. i’m constantly worried about my appearance, if i’m breathing too heavily, all that jazz. 

so around the summer of 2018, i discovered that if i held my breathe while passing someone, i actually felt a lot better. i don’t know the full reason why, but it works for me and i’ve been using that technique to get me through my day. 

so uh yeah. feel free to try it i guess. ",2.6452083333333327,4.822295604166668,3.934583333333333,85.85208333333334,77.33333333333334,7.183333333333334,29.416666666666664,8.167268648758528,2.1965916666666665,382,18,75,7,9,125,68,96,0.032,0.8270000000000001,0.141,0.8812,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,1,2,2,2,2,1,17,13,9,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,3,2,12,4,9,10,4,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,5,47,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.2269385172849488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790267144859373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20702178011688155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567453430717533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513075485137757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499776680659742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758595805034325,0.0,0.22328767924222545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429990476568073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25618372644555043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587560430707734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278052359342022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361381703717495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39541707335404336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122320736527554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391035690882244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704169350226894,0.17903092555354608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788845520947387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008514224121057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098432213831148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693016039529869,0.2361692089944744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,curfues,2019/02/22,"I have anxiety attacks everytime I try to get a job/answer a call. Please help me I’m at a total loss of how to help myself through this. I don’t have insurance or any of that so please don’t suggest drugs. I need a job as soon as possible, but I have been suffering horrible anxiety attacks everytime I try to go into the store and ask to speak with a manager/ask if they are hiring. I start shaking and crying and can’t breathe and it’s impossible. And don’t get me started on calls, I have worse phone anxiety than anything.... I’m just not sure what to tell myself in these situations. I also have no friends, I only have my dad so there’s not a large support system going on right now. 

I desperately need a job but I have never had one, I don’t know how to really get one, and I don’t know how to cope with these anxiety attacks... Please if there’s any help you can offer I would seriously appreciate it ",0.8384126984127,3.0933805661375686,3.4660317460317493,86.24285714285719,84.60846560846561,7.197883597883598,23.285714285714285,8.269060116576782,1.6105936507936516,713,27,151,17,21,249,103,189,0.24100000000000002,0.65,0.109,-0.9757,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,1,11,10,3,1,8,0,18,2,1,3,3,28,33,19,0,5,8,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,7,9,0,0,2,0,1,3,10,7,0,2,2,1,22,3,20,30,1,15,0,2,0,0,15,6,0,3,5,104,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890231388794888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119832273921122,0.0,0.3401778542636763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148313419240303,0.0,0.20785719670722064,0.37941451329941855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703324588370397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211461972446352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892147814358634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588938127933397,0.0,0.174244631798353,0.0,0.1263605266063506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354398126853384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330956115563715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219184391596576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486174578526755,0.08574087295425083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066283835671831,0.08454951400572182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660926142567131,0.0,0.12532705560830398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121811239322975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493825760480892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495932326816266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737287426838895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261539800401878,0.10477606174599496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716715764873936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095376440618918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329135165689312,0.07897171637576376,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,witeowl,2019/02/22,"Great. Now I can stay up all night replaying fictional events in my head Joined a role-playing game. What fun! Creative, maybe making friends, taking risks in a risk-free world. 

And now, instead of just occasionally losing sleep over the dumb things I do during the day, I get to lose more sleep over the dumb things my character did during a game (as well as the dumb things I did when creating my character). Not to mention these shitty obsessive thoughts during waking hours. 

I know no one but me is thinking about this shit outside of the game, but damned if it’s not sticking in my brain like the worst burs in the world. 

It gets better, right? Because this fun for a few hours isn’t going to be affordable if I end up ruminating over dumb shit three times as much as I currently do. I don’t have enough hours in the day for that. 

But I did have fun last night while we were playing, so there’s that. ",3.767142857142858,5.391510561797753,3.9528410914927785,89.36820224719101,72.59550561797751,7.3329052969502415,24.51203852327448,7.957251820313856,1.1308285714285704,712,21,149,10,14,220,107,178,0.205,0.649,0.146,-0.9238,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,3,9,21,7,2,12,0,13,7,7,1,1,15,21,13,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,12,1,2,5,0,15,9,22,15,6,31,0,2,0,0,6,13,7,2,17,99,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805468344913271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277532768796812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125269825281335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631512762377886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793881398678836,0.14925428450086506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160082979850007,0.0,0.15093713337614656,0.0,0.08209361514190623,0.0,0.0,0.15925537650586047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824620237385758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267590860089625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938531499767444,0.11774509905443675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057041589616614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232026482713799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642073474905312,0.0,0.14511829366442747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618653153641293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711109370391615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788228492252933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335853595058748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965493550411169,0.0,0.0,0.2891063555857121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539632636871527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860756475090537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28789620932273713,0.0925569959726014,0.0,0.11467625859838335,0.08422929105021397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298768714512239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ColdSwordfish1,2019/02/22,"I'm an idiot I don't have any food so I thought I would go get lunch from the shop. Problem is its that time of the year when its too hot to wear a coat but too cold to wear a t shirt, so I thought I would wear my leather jacket out except I can't because I think it would be ""too much"". ",5.132039800995023,2.093606880597015,5.800597014925376,93.2532338308458,69.74626865671642,8.933333333333334,29.796019900497512,3.1291,0.8010736318407963,219,5,62,0,3,72,47,67,0.071,0.929,0.0,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,5,0,8,6,4,0,0,10,14,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,3,8,0,6,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175973411221686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718956757520822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409778515127884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732572715886824,0.0,0.1602587948419719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072917064629033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698219341753563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180684851107142,0.0,0.4477298013541105,0.16442794790761295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6009429890590147,0.0,0.0,0.181589345168304
socialanxiety,MyNamesJeff62,2019/02/22,"Finally asked my crush out! Heya. I’ve never felt better before!

I put a note on her table today telling her that she looks really good and that I wish her good luck on the test.

I may have been turned down(in a very sweet way), but I’m glad I got over this obstacle.

I’ve finally told someone that they look nice, and it may have been a failure in some people’s eyes, but to me it’s a success and a half that I want to share with people!

So, thanks for hearing me out!",1.917300000000001,3.1760727300000013,3.3270000000000017,93.47350000000002,76.7,6.6000000000000005,21.5,7.1686216300943375,0.3767999999999998,363,9,85,4,8,119,68,100,0.099,0.615,0.287,0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,1,10,0,0,6,0,6,1,1,0,1,16,18,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,6,13,10,10,11,1,12,0,0,3,0,10,6,0,4,4,51,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701933113175247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112530804395125,0.0,0.0,0.16746718660013926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818084070112576,0.4148535297824623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176403325658777,0.15144275229790705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134143961330629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180173674596405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604057229149375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625468149770024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035188927377572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213042687001422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043803461088338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655027155896967,0.1743306414071335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948433817162665,0.18093473934503446,0.0,0.0,0.2059615001600021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623591170650716,0.11168520246880922,0.15029945926883814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177464045295161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aariganagarande,2019/02/22,Anyone else hide in the bathroom when you're in social events? I always do it during the school break. All my classmates are so outgoing and when I'm with them I don't even know what to say. It makes me very anxious.,0.968,3.2551542444444483,2.0800000000000023,96.18000000000002,84.33333333333334,4.488888888888889,17.88888888888889,5.6839178017228535,-0.4759777777777776,171,4,37,1,5,54,38,45,0.091,0.8440000000000001,0.065,-0.0327,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810433320471072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815725988769671,0.0,0.2361696072085491,0.34607497879586313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821550940617044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308725851760847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856240328650893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22545738637503185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26860026535889386,0.0,0.3418310969961955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34430372933169906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786873281265237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,businesscat7,2019/02/22,"can't just relax and shut up :( hi there

I figured I might give posting on here a shot. I am struggling pretty harshly in my life with being so nervous and anxious about interacting that I over-explain and annoy the people around me. It's mostly because I just think that maybe what I'm saying doesn't make sense or I just want to add emphasis but my friends and close people around me are starting to get really really annoyed with me about it and it's shoving me back into a very defensive and sad shell that I don't want to be in. I have done a lot of work on feeling more comfortable in social situations so it's super frustrating to backslide and my friends aren't wrong to be annoyed because the way I have been interacting lately is so annoying, even to me. I just don't really know how to shut up and just relax, even though I hate what I am doing when I'm doing it!! I just end up embarrassing myself further! I really want to improve this behavior and maybe writing to other people will help, so if you comment thank you so much I just obviously need to talk myself in circles.. ",6.363700305810398,5.928111623853213,7.300504587155968,75.07840214067282,65.78899082568806,10.018960244648321,33.30428134556575,9.516144504307137,2.9972373088685016,866,33,164,15,12,292,120,218,0.182,0.647,0.171,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,24,19,7,3,5,0,20,1,0,2,1,42,35,20,0,5,10,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,12,16,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,12,0,0,2,2,27,7,27,28,4,23,0,1,0,0,14,16,0,5,5,127,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157781479224475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24866257985949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739361648827007,0.0,0.17027674147655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292558934312768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370156532690002,0.0,0.0,0.18449457717162013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061872346846806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580936867651448,0.0,0.07296909781621275,0.13397921039144614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789008317288434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361437690824437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675612601970372,0.0,0.15754798698609804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864938438923357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873802544494652,0.0,0.0,0.09322734396818297,0.0,0.2806241440648682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816229042127105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266970404341053,0.103559685571362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904779776362415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337602793075895,0.14208932031331709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578914097408701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106706119135584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698909610864406,0.0,0.14237068352482776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885547007322927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460079819797664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225728239777777,0.0,0.12858459080376114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894915696572637,0.13721996490961869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523809362185786,0.2471337673464111,0.11085942386327564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167764374726868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270154278450476,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DayDreamer24-7,2019/02/22,Do you guys want to post Instagram pictures but don't because all your followers will be notified? It happens when you don't post often and I find it very annoying.,3.479270833333332,5.863519218750002,4.795000000000002,79.68333333333338,75.5625,9.266666666666666,32.541666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.711904166666667,133,7,24,4,3,44,26,32,0.124,0.84,0.036000000000000004,-0.5913,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015371262990674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300845942542374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35759532004718336,0.3193637881189917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6917638154600129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979866061242271,0.21301565097591765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whyamiworried99,2019/02/22,"I always freeze up during job interview questions and can’t say anything. It’s happened 3 times and if I don’t freeze up I start repeating myself and get nervous I shouldn’t be like it, because I have 5 years of warehouse experience including forklift and cherry picker experience. I’m in the labor field RIGHT NOW, and the places I’m applying to are just basic retailers which will be easier than what I’m doing now...but I still get super nervous =/ can people give me some advice here? Possibly even a way I can better prepare for interviews with a wide range of questions? I’m really getting upset about it ",3.611856702619416,6.006877889830508,5.193636363636365,76.93325885978432,75.18644067796609,8.019722650231127,27.67642526964561,8.841846274778883,2.6206338983050843,493,20,83,11,11,166,85,118,0.084,0.7829999999999999,0.132,0.6577,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,3,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,12,21,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,4,9,3,10,17,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,7,51,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434218667304687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548319992891472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366041213557295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212347485624025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758922500638856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135765625165235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890835068558242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31171809431620595,0.19078278975209456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586797919519942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735664848717674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971621984429511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787760746132105,0.0,0.2077861505054829,0.0,0.0,0.2242061091769655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4455798298121835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740693384290988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984151782948534,0.0,0.158156505936583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076752884064972,0.0,0.1588249687783904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596790224066937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578608359696376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807150911022253
socialanxiety,Dap_22,2019/02/22,"Can’t talk to people online ?😢😢 I can talk to people in real life just fine (mostly) but when it comes to talking to people online I just can’t seem to or want to sustain an conversation. I can’t even talk to my close friends properly because I feel like talking online feels so unauthentic and I just can’t think of anything to say which leaves me in a very uncomfortable situation. This has been stressing me out immensely, since nowadays  being able to talk to people online is vital in strengthening and building friendships/relationships and I feel like I’m lacking greatly in life simply because I am unable to do this simple thing. Does anyone else have the same problem? Please help !!😭",3.3469683751363126,6.127553167938932,4.27302617230098,81.09322519083972,78.38931297709924,6.185605234460198,26.151035986913854,7.447530270364453,1.7029494002181025,559,22,94,8,14,180,84,131,0.075,0.7290000000000001,0.19699999999999998,0.9469,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,3,0,12,2,0,0,0,22,20,7,0,3,5,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,4,10,6,17,18,3,8,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,3,61,15,0,0.12895162409566174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016597384228783,0.13212617768391904,0.10611619924028376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721542632602595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110804060012901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128464352357736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772253522092906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085171331543453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560544711663844,0.18424613203938714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962770489797418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421696208046912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643355544774611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365411507726519,0.0,0.0,0.18216469130270785,0.12599849987002587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35759527849701644,0.0,0.0,0.14155015981108846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338928896231326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677517932415748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384457854806108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025475072200777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739271549239462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066701160012464,0.14494702834477802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771364971952125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6218785850843249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566972914519957,0.08262699388213017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063985947855005,0.07605900891299683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tzuyuu_chouu,2019/02/22,"Don't know what to talk to friends and acquaintances I'd always find myself not knowing what to say when talking to friends or acquaintances. After a few seconds of saying nothing, I can sense the awkwardness and tension around us. How to enjoy conversations with people instead of being awkward and scared? ",7.300000000000002,9.4468502962963,6.5009259259259276,72.4991666666667,64.55555555555556,8.362962962962964,37.574074074074076,8.841846274778883,3.757940740740741,252,13,36,4,4,77,43,54,0.14,0.706,0.154,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,11,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,3,3,10,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,2,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157045691647397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307744130146594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369364036289152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005691600845519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284937925722246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487432996246336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972114346160145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123086934299769,0.2595397985582593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167270920555333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118281943104187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,-zaogao-,2019/02/22,"Please help- advice for a really stressful situation tomorrow I'm a grad student in a health-related field, and part of the program is doing a semesterly clinical rotation. At my clinical rotation tomorrow, I have to act as the facilitator for an hour-long discussion group. The group is for people with acquired disabilities resulting from stroke, traumatic brain injury, brain cancer, etc.

I have never met or seen most of the people that will be in this discussion. I am supposed to somehow, as a young adult student, confidently advise a bunch of middle aged+ adults who have all kinds of different varieties/severities of disabilities and have experienced some really difficult stuff on how to reduce their daily stress. They are taking time out of their day and coming to the clinic just for this discussion group that I feel wholly unqualified to lead; I am an absolute nervous wreck and it's going to show. I apparently seemed so worried about it that my supervisor contacted one of our faculty members to ask if I was okay, then also called me tonight to see how I was feeling. This was super nice of her but I was literally just trying not to cry during the entire conversation because I'm panicking so much. I feel really embarrassed. 

I have no idea how I'm going to get through this tomorrow; I honestly would not be surprised if I just ran out of the building. I don't feel skilled enough to facilitate a good discussion. I have a couple discussion questions to ask and an outline of some points my supervisor advised me to instruct on, but I have no idea how to find appropriate points in the conversation to transition into the points I'm supposed to make, how to make the conversation flow, how to get people to talk if they're not talking, what happens if the discussion ends too early, etc.

Sorry this got kind of long, I'm just asking if anyone has any advice about how to handle this, things to do to keep myself calm, techniques to facilitate discussion, etc. ",9.969683132921674,8.716816400552492,10.023545661358462,61.125890477738075,59.02762430939226,13.821514462138447,40.90737731556711,12.728433800413685,5.455376470588236,1595,71,259,48,17,531,192,362,0.099,0.828,0.07400000000000001,-0.7978,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,3,4,18,14,0,4,22,1,24,7,2,11,2,53,52,26,0,6,15,0,5,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,15,10,0,1,9,1,0,7,7,5,0,1,8,8,27,9,54,40,11,33,0,0,2,0,33,13,0,12,13,190,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205049213642109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785839788012427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682483992428599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871047889303196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755987694591401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990257062563398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219396646885756,0.1003414590771454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464820560060843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873042032715877,0.10794154019257614,0.06337400041620014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266796197689612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870352778569772,0.1015359429877048,0.3287806003317423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874672410945093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981413705699252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268076538277997,0.0,0.11169465124004344,0.08242158660117603,0.07859299115331099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689706680181189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445308547088207,0.0,0.0,0.06586621021395464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677307058308687,0.0,0.0,0.22186266567516505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734410732877602,0.0,0.2046596425253834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392617172539426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118779483018092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223745467809907,0.0,0.0757894665276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658817289323855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641344195952636,0.0,0.2043776198635162,0.0,0.0,0.1078675120286186,0.2786818586301849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100813815394832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888568156379358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830597110632098,0.08945846594131589,0.0,0.11101359023789806,0.0,0.0,0.11045607680245144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000171344930658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512873046807325,0.0,0.11249205366697228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388445523999328,0.15796637235980224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528414062824965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730020094612263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667167529352224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979477439618276,0.0,0.0698059635814722,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,curlitrap,2019/02/22,why I was getting cash from the drive in atm and I dropped my cash on the floor and when I looked at the window there was a car behind me so I bravely picked up my cash and when I did I hit my head on the pole flustered with embarrassment I drove away as fast as I could I just pray they didn’t see me ,1.6472058823529423,2.343734014705884,2.9022352941176486,98.47805882352941,76.5,6.028235294117647,20.95294117647059,5.6839178017228535,-0.34431529411764705,235,5,62,1,5,76,45,68,0.076,0.8220000000000001,0.102,0.3902,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,5,0,5,1,1,1,0,7,10,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,0,0,5,2,15,1,11,3,0,14,1,0,2,0,1,7,0,0,3,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201369938532945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35703400733655594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233631238002492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45893204693982703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755155927765557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563417336120723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403507191249642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EpicCringelord,2019/02/22,"i think the american idea of a ""man"", male genders roles, its gross ok its so absurd when u walk around and see that 99% of females have long hair , and 99% of males have short hair . thats stupid . we should have more free expressoin than that . i know im an edgy teenager but im growing out hair to protest this 

​

its pretty dam stupid that almost every male i see has short hair. they were indoctrinated into it from young age cuz ""thats just how it is"" and never questioned it

also being a good american ""male"" is so gross. like. i think its so gross that i walk around and present myself and ""boy"" is the first thing ppl think . i dont talk to ppl because i find it gross to exist as ""boy"" , and im still growing out hair so i can be andogynous. even if i was androgynous , how would i get a job . all employers want good clean cut men and good women",2.220590476190477,3.9057797828571488,3.254857142857144,92.5064761904762,76.88571428571429,6.2666666666666675,21.38095238095238,7.0316486544052195,0.3254380952380953,662,17,149,7,15,212,104,175,0.14300000000000002,0.684,0.17300000000000001,0.6004,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,1,1,13,14,4,0,6,1,15,5,5,3,2,32,23,19,0,4,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,9,16,13,0,0,7,0,1,4,2,8,0,1,2,7,13,7,14,17,2,19,0,0,2,0,14,7,0,3,9,89,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800366030546586,0.0,0.0,0.11819825000086845,0.0,0.1601448197473596,0.1795971940488944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26315255601399834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009952316630976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322437325325546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762268931028473,0.0,0.12453065958001848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350895435356448,0.12572141614484342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722112676230654,0.0,0.0,0.3719112004952328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668519412185678,0.4789587993128237,0.0,0.1466719742751224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122883130719173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220922922930981,0.0,0.0,0.13080127426028876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399502097900972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036909793129907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557352852486346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355601966348729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803591069000545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187986982635379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819394859843468,0.2841191703671809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717821902987992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499522753642873,0.0,0.1795971940488944,0.0
socialanxiety,sovietstar92,2019/02/22,"How do people with social anxiety find meeting people romantically/dates? I'm an attractive guy and girls seem to approach me from time to time but for the love of God I can't bring myself to say anything let alone something witty/charming/humourous. I feel like I'm missing out big time, my soul mate could have come and gone because I seemed boring.",6.909776119402987,7.356338746268655,6.617126865671643,77.45464552238808,64.52238805970148,8.491044776119404,33.167910447761194,8.07648339933343,2.4811223880597013,284,11,50,3,4,89,56,67,0.131,0.6829999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.7227,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,12,15,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,3,8,12,0,9,1,1,0,1,7,2,0,2,4,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23557604491902906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400338439972798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717708710848724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865519948368735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959333916876348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160528200581252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150086982508092,0.16249476777833188,0.0,0.0,0.2078908627798265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521741670069714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232589393808977,0.0,0.11112361898821947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052881174702496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153790046760858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088231419057546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141351969055512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23186297028690214,0.0,0.17510690932785886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978946500790134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bby_suoh,2019/02/22,"How will I deal w/ University? I'm 17 on my final year of secondary school.

​

its been tough for me these past 6 years especially dealing with my anxiety. i've only gotten actual friends only last year and that is only due to my cousin that ive known for years introducing me to her friends. secondary school is easy enough since i've gotten used to it. But i feel like university is a completely different ball game due to not having friends for a long time and being anti-social i barely know my way around the city or can travel any where besides my school by myself. My university of choice is very far away from home due to the specific course i want to do. This makes me upset because my home is the only place where I feel relaxed and happy. the thought of having to meet new people, a new environment and starting all over again scares me. A part of me wants to push myself out of my shell but another part of me is screaming NOO! and making me re-think about my future.

​

Does anybody else feel this way and if you do how did/will you manage dealing with social anxiety and university.",5.5723963133640515,6.324568889400923,6.061451612903228,79.21217741935487,67.47926267281106,8.780645161290323,28.86405529953917,8.841846274778883,2.1666921658986165,887,29,168,14,14,287,126,217,0.051,0.875,0.07400000000000001,0.5983,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,0,8,10,0,2,8,0,15,0,0,5,1,30,29,13,0,3,5,1,3,1,3,1,0,1,2,0,7,11,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,4,27,6,27,23,4,30,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,2,18,104,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.09663860333086917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459705805882484,0.2406636039761634,0.06734352311875208,0.10384116899198137,0.15151474419862915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815733851140575,0.0,0.0,0.09304156801760738,0.0,0.0,0.06036752432734184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383065032522658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30628550425925893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034648534703562,0.0,0.0,0.08666146934235862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272652267681263,0.0,0.0,0.10232404793972052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021702212462187,0.0707467652381711,0.0,0.10848208506173816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22953006735993825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054188494724316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198669524144775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442407770535241,0.08072234040452958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838085984220753,0.0,0.0,0.08763807874299429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220605248069792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912868074120041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012658896193935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144788104802606,0.09453495757867178,0.06865465488496282,0.0,0.1034648534703562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914590434784946,0.3006697230613666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819183075502002,0.0,0.0,0.10094820498275678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009365980095797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345416833244807,0.0,0.07861843980968437,0.057744955491048675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552977771751599,0.0,0.08170979030758639,0.11682044639429268,0.1572101723100694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406636039761634,0.2550872595036965
socialanxiety,ReesesPuff5,2019/02/22,"Lol my boss thinks I'm trash Okay. So I'm currently working my second job ever as a barista at a cafe. I have a problem with talking to customers, along with my boss. I have no idea how to talk to new people and get constant anxiety thinking about it, along with requiring validation from authority. 
My boss has been in the business forever, and he's Australian, so he's an expert at being friendly, hospitable, making small talk, all the skills that I don't have. He tries to tell me to talk to them more, not just stick to the script of greeting them, asking ""how are you,"" taking their order, thanking them. But I'm too afraid of going off script, since 1. I have trouble opening up to anyone I've known for less than 3 months, 2. If I do open up and joke around, they may take it the wrong way/react badly and I'll be screwed. I'm an introvert with anxiety and depression, I can't just be friends with people who just walked through the door. 
However, I'm worried that if I don't fix this soon, my boss will see it as a problem and become angry with me, or even fire me. I am in dire need of acceptance from authority figures, so this is something I fear every day. The first few months working there were dreadful; I was terrified of making any slight mistake and him having any negative thoughts about me. It's been a daily struggle for a while now, and it's causing me to have anxiety dreams most nights of the week. Please help me out. Thanks. ",4.341643598615917,5.3048182768166114,4.948614186851213,85.32049913494811,70.3840830449827,7.8561245674740485,29.32889273356401,8.07648339933343,1.86142062283737,1138,43,231,15,20,365,172,289,0.19399999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9842,3,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,5,5,17,19,1,4,15,2,23,1,0,9,2,53,42,20,0,6,8,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,10,20,0,1,7,2,0,2,6,12,0,2,5,2,28,7,41,32,5,28,0,1,1,1,20,12,1,5,13,154,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676536586857618,0.0,0.2829002705086889,0.0,0.0,0.08619222425014063,0.0,0.0,0.10973512861343647,0.1152394381128087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292407593434186,0.0,0.1361404097296168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663073903667488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320949197768886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949800588648748,0.0,0.1061710066491416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141770332250764,0.1115034451487176,0.1038590553884073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871137006027376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485215100387538,0.0,0.0,0.19047392527724594,0.0,0.06440272065216365,0.0,0.07005634789862733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262429912773916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391551692019067,0.0,0.0,0.1223249981293059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645654056419492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967835336159881,0.0,0.0,0.09140205512033138,0.0,0.11905351708578485,0.0,0.11567916756685133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091775933634315,0.0,0.0,0.1353118321377075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359026761671197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822906098833076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019690041306457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489813888330546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886703492090798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536519137231028,0.3963143092515415,0.1077421309230083,0.22697820665304785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797099686985105,0.0,0.09786144579202838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369124219300239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784482363628744,0.09887858154620764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948191995791982,0.12518517862666612,0.0,0.0,0.13477478956742436,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayjob5699,2019/02/22,"Am I an awful employee?(21F) I got an internship working on a T.V set as a production assistant. My dad used to work in production and knows the owner of the company from college. I understood that the days were long and I was going to be on my feet all day. I was prepared, eager , and understood that I would get a lot of stress.


On the first day they had one production assistant, not even my supervisor show me around and explain things for ten minutes. One of my supervisors Meg is a woman, as soon as she meets me she takes a condescending tone with me and replies to me with “yeah girl” passive aggressively. She also implies that I’m useless a lot.


I try to always keep a positive attitude, don’t complain, am punctual,and try to be a team player. I respect my coworkers boundaries, I try to make conversation about where they’re from or where they went to school. I try ask if they need any help or what needs to be done during down time. I walk around set checking trash/areas during down time. I ask other departments if they need help sometimes. I feel like I’m doing the same amount of work as my coworkers, but my supervisor nitpicks me a lot.


On my third day in I had only done one run. Usually what they mean by “runs” is going out to buy stuff needed on set or get coffee/lunch for the higher ups. When asked to get lunch by my other supervisor Matt Meg rolled her eyes and gave three names of other people she’d rather go on the run. Finally she lets me go but is passive aggressive. It takes 30 minutes to get to the restaurant as soon as I get there at 30 minutes she texts me asking if I have gotten the food. I say no she says hurry up.


I get the food, get back as fast as I can while she’s constantly calling and texting me checking where I am. When I get back she grabs the food quickly in a condescending tone says “thanks girl”.she told me to ask questions, that they want me to learn. But whenever I ask questions I get a “just figure it OUT” or her rolling her eyes at me, then explaining to me like I’m five. I ask for feedback from my other supervisors and coworkers, they say I’m doing a good job. I always take criticism seriously and want to do the best job. 


She constantly whispers about me to my supervisor Matt. Sometimes I get confused about names of places on set or where stuff is. If I don’t know where stuff is immediately she’ll whisper to him “OH “MY GOD SHES SO SLOW SHE DOESNT KNOW WHERE STUFF IS”. I’ve never worked on a set before and I explained this to them. My supervisor Matt has a dog in the office that I have to walk sometimes. The dog is huge,it yanked me forward, and I got scraped up bad.


When Meg saw she was annoyed and told me to go to the medic then get back to work. Every time I enter a room I feel like Matt and Meg give me dirty looks and ignore me. I’m a reserved person, I like to keep to myself. I do try to take interest in my coworkers and learn a little bit about them but I feel guarded. On my last day of shooting I felt so uncomfortable. They said bye and thank you to me in a condescending tone.


I sent an email to the owner of the company thanking them for the opportunity and educational experience. Only a couple of paragraphs.The owner responded right away saying that I was a good team player and thanks for the help on set. My supervisors ignored my email.


What did I do wrong? Am I a bad employee? What could I improve on in my next job? Did I mess up?


Tl;dr: I feel like one of my supervisors nitpicks everything I do, but I don’t know if it’s maybe because I’m not good enough.",2.6122674862039617,4.42308150069541,4.212018708780119,85.51962885279734,76.13490959666204,7.475983669074433,25.087733859751445,8.310345600021478,1.543911104132083,2785,97,581,51,62,931,283,719,0.079,0.807,0.113,0.9704,5,0,0,1,0,0,71.0,0,1,11,10,28,31,3,2,43,2,45,9,3,2,2,87,119,50,0,14,19,1,6,5,0,2,2,8,1,3,23,24,4,5,20,3,3,15,8,14,0,9,24,18,113,17,93,87,9,93,0,1,4,0,75,42,0,16,38,392,136,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431951308261466,0.08988827153934617,0.0,0.0,0.03673150363468479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616816733053166,0.3534718551515162,0.0,0.05074811259561033,0.12460074153309418,0.0901991903765097,0.03292655086275458,0.0,0.04596210012127805,0.0,0.056684563403544726,0.0,0.05896950947411433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055154530455706466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674030801615992,0.0,0.04312593813413232,0.059765677463244724,0.0,0.17417343081327574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055054604139863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05581110052982855,0.0,0.035675865220737436,0.0,0.04550928742503127,0.0,0.048544474036590984,0.0528362455082463,0.0,0.0,0.1092447962057126,0.11576325134812285,0.0518620960753235,0.05916990851097693,0.0,0.04594444518412947,0.19594253063877806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31042205280681834,0.0518153359907135,0.15348755390386895,0.13591362783275374,0.08640016926279041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861372549270512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080225681759008,0.09602059352331516,0.0,0.0,0.11873915206505545,0.04402877667598015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523317217029092,0.0,0.1319430322949929,0.0541364116728515,0.0,0.04780086129750941,0.04535831850666862,0.0,0.0,0.13776280660249193,0.0,0.0,0.03605489342055135,0.0,0.05426451711927641,0.058837291251119736,0.0,0.054413617116667326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020335953003512,0.04165907570274071,0.0,0.05744470729759042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464056609743473,0.08216045587671326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037446640577419386,0.047163110120155546,0.056433335609824616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210165163346436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612782590580041,0.05137986690525092,0.21477127221144832,0.0,0.05466524724777379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026425478674916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618730758714074,0.0,0.2473333139487171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244780469474596,0.0,0.0,0.198916048430471,0.0,0.0,0.035884629899462436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448833136175268,0.0,0.0,0.1032257527529489,0.0,0.18336045815531168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665092046884491,0.05948900279563354,0.0,0.0637179412750774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500716982865346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661487995473206,0.0,0.0,0.03837013314092,0.05905604102727704,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Adventurer1080,2019/02/22,Has anyone read up on geography and spatial distribution in the United States and how it contributes to social phobia? This documentary blew my mind. It really made me think about how I developed social phobia and how that was impacted by geography. I firmly believe we are a product of our society and the spaces we inhabit. We obviously have “free will” but the environment impacts us in more ways than are obvious. https://youtu.be/DH60aM7BzKM,6.8491428571428585,10.052991400000003,7.783238095238103,58.34400000000002,68.33333333333334,11.752380952380953,33.38095238095238,11.20814326018867,5.331895238095238,365,17,49,14,7,122,59,75,0.048,0.899,0.054000000000000006,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,5,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,4,2,16,8,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,2,9,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041747364760592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289865001220435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762995539296761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948389943049278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29208123259797153,0.0,0.18706409456900489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5953189661864277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710322733497373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512427085364825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23177776481911455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smiley-teeto,2019/10/04,"I fucked up There is this cute girl in my class that liked me but I felt too anxious and suffer from low self esteem to ask her out. Now I think its too late to ask her out and is no longer interested in me anymore. All day yesterday and today it has made me feel like utter shit. Whatever you guys do, don't be like me. If a cute girl shows signs of interest go after her and tell your anxiety to fuck right off. Just had to say this.",1.449919354838709,2.960610483870969,3.027620967741939,94.06143145161293,78.56989247311827,6.800537634408602,19.151881720430108,7.645422480735847,0.2371946236559137,337,7,81,5,8,111,70,93,0.22,0.593,0.187,-0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,5,12,3,0,1,0,7,3,1,1,1,15,16,6,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,3,13,7,13,12,1,15,0,2,0,2,13,8,3,1,9,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930710368872086,0.2352579426579209,0.20652340528483848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893625357824454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430100696651218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529509342908568,0.14877050184190438,0.19994816929847867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850388948200085,0.0,0.0,0.1183506172546796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619561210615106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23490979721083075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30521444085974675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704676174587524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784036977965895,0.0,0.16560504085378486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724529066950515,0.0,0.2137608336222332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820155928985043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334351957294241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739221868295476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iridescentpearl,2019/10/04,Hard time making friends at college I'm in my freshman year of college and I've been having the hardest time making friends. I can start one on one conversations with people but after it sizzles out I can't help but overanalyze and think of how that person didn't actually like me but were just being nice. I've meet a good of people who I was getting kinda close with but it seems like they always hangout together since they live in the same dorm and never mention when they are doing things. I've given up on texting them and asking if they want to hang out because I feel like a nuisance to them. There are so many people I have i classes who I feel like we could be friends but i cant bring myself to talk to them because everyone has made their friend groups and to scared to interfere.,4.035,5.485597735849058,4.642908805031451,85.37492924528306,71.64150943396227,6.809433962264151,27.08647798742139,7.1686216300943375,1.3149911949685538,636,22,124,6,12,203,102,159,0.111,0.7609999999999999,0.128,0.6063,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,8,0,5,11,0,1,4,0,16,0,0,4,1,32,30,14,0,3,7,0,3,4,4,0,0,0,1,1,6,11,0,1,4,1,0,2,4,1,0,2,6,3,20,10,20,21,1,18,0,0,0,0,23,9,0,3,11,86,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.14906099925686353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709941262303656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427997045639282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622875722009175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195765502658147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595822478050108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154468977899877,0.21824784624601368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720540242498676,0.0,0.07980505313848774,0.0,0.0,0.12811862229395546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683310981912006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238444145912036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985018021543401,0.0,0.13488017414646156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445348063908842,0.2039223003162263,0.1548635210337884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178094530368021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070133644341107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176907915074985,0.13337454355485015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292840609167907,0.0,0.0,0.13905696167184184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635555937265308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811653533245932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122773868048926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147965478277808,0.09787539774621933,0.0,0.0,0.1781383519807003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900953235714024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836535423926712
socialanxiety,throwaway90210_1,2019/10/04,My least favorite thing is getting called on in class I sound like such an idiot. I’m so nervous when I try to explain things that no coherent sentences come out and there are a lot of awkward pauses.  It’s like my brain completely shuts down when I get in group discussions.,6.7588888888888885,6.510406740740741,6.289259259259263,82.0316666666667,64.92592592592592,9.422222222222222,34.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.7673777777777784,220,9,43,3,3,68,47,54,0.20600000000000002,0.688,0.107,-0.6978,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,7,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695328087932741,0.33801301649337323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851482884439126,0.3470728812459363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458932684664045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234436916265965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814251850546677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398359263635301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247439006536638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anonSandWichOrtho,2019/10/04,Do people actually go out on weekends? Is that really a thing or just something people say? Like i only ever go out on weekends once every 3 months or so. Anybody else?,1.535,4.132263030303033,4.4335606060606105,77.97034090909092,85.36363636363637,5.724242424242425,23.40151515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.4622787878787882,132,5,22,2,4,47,27,33,0.0,0.905,0.095,0.466,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,5,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.29345973127091085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512133068665697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720188186552813,0.25336990723226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34181266720990033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691679762112853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240032154493697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202574118863129,0.0,0.22871141542191184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169633227015536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926491888295192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23914493236577736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315092560341257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978527160348164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vaz_alt,2019/10/04,"Geography Field Trip Survey Last year, I had a field trip around the local area. We were supposed to collect data by talking to strangers. Well surprise surprise, I didn't ask anyone and made up all my data for the survey, except for where I had to count people.

The idea of approaching a stranger just felt wrong, so I didn't do it. Now I realise that this is social anxiety. Well frick.",3.1439428571428567,5.427508613333334,3.849904761904764,86.54400000000004,76.2,5.885714285714287,25.380952380952376,6.868970318607317,1.107495238095238,306,11,57,3,7,97,56,75,0.066,0.82,0.115,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,1,9,10,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,2,0,7,1,7,4,10,3,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815823933403568,0.0,0.0,0.1902609171627772,0.0,0.0,0.2422295792527211,0.25437980490021195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612617888061059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071714455756492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218004636103473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574706716885635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886421306193779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27737499375763186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870628301719391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893069950508054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975021853375204,0.0,0.17522556994593186
socialanxiety,slehrbaum,2019/10/04,Why are conversations so painful?! I'm dying to socialize with people but as soon as the opportunity comes I find myself not wanting to converse with anyone.  its like I need people but hate them.,5.1108333333333364,7.376272861111111,6.1344444444444415,72.45500000000001,70.3888888888889,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5439000000000003,157,6,26,3,3,52,29,36,0.11900000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.171,0.2942,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,6,5,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21933714458141013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702134522927978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325557433665533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867041051451894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30970082932192744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532515538032779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325948303733841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33378493330504105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349419407287775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197642480459353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850206360977008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830535983270861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,krazzy_cat,2019/10/04,"Get influence very easily..... I'm an over-thinker kind of person. I don't usually talk much but when someone critics something about me then I take it very easily. And starts thinking about me in that way only. Like if someone says I'm not smart or even comment on my behavior or lifestyle. It made me feel like I'm worthless. Other's opinion matters to me and someone ignoring me or critics about my hair or someone it really made feel worthless about myself. And this is the reason of me been shy or someone who not too social kind of person .
Is there anyone who face this or could give suggestions to get over this anxiety ?",4.7161065197428815,6.246800371900829,5.451680440771352,79.92277318640956,70.07438016528926,8.352984389348027,31.626262626262626,8.841846274778883,2.765142516069789,499,22,89,9,9,162,74,121,0.18,0.7390000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.924,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,4,0,24,18,13,0,2,10,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,10,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,4,11,5,12,14,1,8,0,2,0,0,10,3,0,8,6,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003397439429688,0.0,0.0,0.10057331842497663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148411625384907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500217302573533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454553795273276,0.10275630660064412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029651196347465,0.13798038210759395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995656518198808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405417887535118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722017767492669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573584478810914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939358858962894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118370194213946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214488077066528,0.14788713280362964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438398164891128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662245923289347,0.6093579281551856,0.11073180699165873,0.0,0.0,0.10180770206271378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814660242837207,0.11560974776870582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432831393229296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584147855069851,0.2373591566159849,0.0,0.11417014341397465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Memey-McMemeFace,2019/10/04,"'Phases' of social anxiety? I sometimes randomly get a socially anxious period. Like, an anxiety attack that lasts a few hours, where I behave like a borderline specially abled individual. (No offense intended), and I'm fairly normal otherwise. Now, these 'attacks' are very common. 

There's sometimes things that trigger it, eg. Bad hair, etc. (I'm very conscious about looks.) but not always, and it was somehow heightened during high school.

Now, is that unique? Could this be a psychological issue? I feel helpless because I can never control it.",4.571050724637679,8.013632119565223,5.4847826086956575,69.39463768115945,81.06521739130434,7.849275362318841,31.57971014492754,8.59863814320734,3.760453623188408,433,22,58,11,12,141,73,92,0.161,0.8,0.039,-0.8418,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,3,0,5,0,6,1,1,3,1,14,11,3,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,4,3,2,8,2,9,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,2,9,39,13,1,0.17016316655899452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158938606414448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603487133211246,0.1922359431919706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871703350263697,0.0,0.0,0.14207913635654487,0.10372988693695286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085246056365246,0.13586144219447488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897769113149484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603960984330848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890323130137644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17978672807571458,0.0,0.0,0.1675764423009538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776061361089848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870569212088105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626625581436133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289420322093882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124032427676335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672377416662815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722142091355927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469198383080616,0.0,0.0,0.3365914455754961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304884674259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808048666792586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ambond0727,2019/10/04,So basically I feel when people talk to m at school they are either making fun of me or they feel bad So I suffer with anxiety and it is very hard for me to talk to people during school so when someone starts to talk to me I get nervous. It has gotten to the point of when someone talk to me I overthink things and think they are doing it as a joke with their friends or they just feel bad that I don’t have many friends. Does anyone have anything in this?,3.040580357142858,4.0299829687500015,3.893988095238093,91.57125000000002,73.47916666666666,6.3190476190476215,23.089285714285715,6.1826913282559595,0.3120910714285721,359,9,80,2,7,115,58,96,0.156,0.7340000000000001,0.11,-0.5926,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,5,0,7,8,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,16,11,0,0,4,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,14,4,15,15,1,7,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,2,4,57,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986912001413786,0.0,0.0,0.1187030499684502,0.0,0.13970144128775264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834919700676088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856176304360125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575135849339397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26231874239902664,0.0,0.08869476839919756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207534494950148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331889702894345,0.1721142157219094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23538619061642774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048200664209586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436207924221058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28768124877348383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015994832802705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458000146019065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278376649370628,0.10877802086060696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007321359926084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lillypad90,2019/10/04,"Really wish I was more sociable, sometimes I feel guilty for being quiet and avoiding eye contact with people because I feel they think I don't want to engage with them when its the complete opposite lol Sometimes I get really sad going to class all the time and not saying a word to anyone and vice versa. Today as I was approaching class, I looked at the classroom and realized it was locked, and figured my teacher wasn't there. I noticed a classmate waiting outside for class  was looking at me while I was observing this and I got kinda nervous and walked to the bathroom, i hope they didnt notice this. I wished instead I made a conversation with them about the class and teacher instead of walking away fast due to my social anxiety. I wish I had more courage to try and overcome this disorder. i am so lonely because i am too anxious, shy, and barely have energy to speak to people.. i really do want to build good relationships with others , rather than run away from them 


Sometimes I feel bad because I feel maybe people think I don't like them or want to engage with them. I remember once a classmate of mine tapped my desk and told me he noticed that I was quiet and thought I was quiet because he began to sit near me. Now that led me to think ""omg do people think I don't like them/have something against them because I am quiet?""  I feel awful to think if anyone thinks im a snob or has something against them either for my quietness or facial expressions.


anyone else feel similar too?",7.024706896551724,6.7755601862068975,7.1035775862069,76.41605603448278,64.3793103448276,9.45689655172414,34.67672413793103,8.841846274778883,2.9568103448275864,1194,48,214,16,16,384,145,290,0.151,0.77,0.079,-0.9293,0,3,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,9,0,10,13,1,2,10,2,21,2,2,2,1,54,50,20,0,9,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,8,17,0,2,16,0,0,6,6,6,0,0,15,16,45,7,34,34,4,20,0,2,3,0,19,5,0,6,10,149,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120097846549316,0.10514657112687698,0.0,0.19523748148147696,0.09536480732707088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748912481318057,0.0,0.07771249105917817,0.2836837314005174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097585801790655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667030307764826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775097256429463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823645715541519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862706618868047,0.0,0.052895819178243486,0.0780656422279375,0.07443938635500971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244299369366317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053535956779198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094202885631056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631661023542054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806840319674056,0.0,0.0,0.09350484818898368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178944154443053,0.0,0.09912024787090742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581018041445147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887581651683818,0.0,0.0,0.09992611524105524,0.10543414037398753,0.0,0.0,0.07401578884170176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487671984826523,0.0,0.14330506642986227,0.2761562363305778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578264726813529,0.0,0.07388996852400921,0.05427191068638213,0.0,0.0882228022873537,0.08893572497053816,0.0,0.0631908020704913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469149848172834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210898208380797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,habits0fmyheart,2019/10/04,How do I make dentist appointments? What do I say? My parents use to make the appointments for me but now they are forcing me to make my own calls. Do I say “I’d like to make an appointment to get my teeth cleaned” idk.. what do you guys say ?,-0.09470588235294032,2.047210803921569,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,88.01960784313727,5.752941176470588,22.225490196078432,7.1686216300943375,0.5793372549019611,185,7,45,3,6,60,32,51,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.5845,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,1,6,0,7,11,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,10,1,5,11,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452559950666245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548688009806014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378211598519707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734238116161212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6413020790725286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666972966561597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5730148545484771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744293942541853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadbitch55,2019/10/04,"A piece of advice from me, a social anxious, to you. 96. Whenever you feel ashamed for any reason, including going out of house, breathe. Take deep breaths. Stop thinking about your shames, and just do it. Take the first attitude.",2.5498373983739846,5.539919146341468,2.328658536585369,90.53819105691059,89.24390243902441,5.660162601626017,26.34552845528455,7.1686216300943375,1.6619235772357723,179,8,32,3,6,53,37,41,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,7,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,0,7,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29742829124082143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069830462814267,0.0,0.0,0.34385314072001794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389936751527486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25889822857513817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298132844912115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512038265303505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129445782766673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31026839726112754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544681892537365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576989525375485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502895679432225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smegma_magma,2019/10/04,"help me please I'm not even sure if this has anything to do with social anxiety but I keep making promises to meet up with my friends, and then ditching at the last minute. I don't want to leave my room even to celebrate a friend's birthday, what's wrong with me?",3.343,4.390827618181824,3.717954545454546,92.8969318181818,72.81818181818181,6.954545454545455,26.47727272727273,7.1686216300943375,0.9840000000000001,209,7,47,2,4,65,43,55,0.131,0.597,0.272,0.8752,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,7,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,9,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078890597666371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362822874439545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589784434275809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4199088798827907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821492198857637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415451103058044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151364261765236,0.0,0.28774547068792977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813961544867238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983014067942901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770163066306379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561224569961882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028600312713376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29711747075785505,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cranewifepartone,2019/10/04,"Therapy is now my biggest cause if anxiety. It's also the reason my depression is coming back I can't handle the feeling of talking to my therapist. It feels so.. disgusting. I can't do it anymore. I have an appointment today and I feel like I need to puke up my internals.
I'm constantly thinking about my next appointment and how much I don't want to go sit with this total stranger and tell her every single detail of my life. 
It's making me depressed and it's the centrifuge of my anxiety.

I literally am forced to go at least today (that or pay $160) and I feel as if no body asked me if I was ready, I don't know how to swim and I've been thrust into the deep end",1.0883299798792765,3.0624333661971868,3.655855130784712,86.91746478873242,81.53521126760563,7.155734406438633,23.523138832997986,8.192908349453996,1.476096981891348,526,19,112,11,14,184,89,142,0.188,0.7759999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,5,0,11,2,1,5,1,27,25,15,0,5,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,7,1,1,4,5,3,0,0,2,4,20,1,14,23,4,17,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,4,8,78,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388640448482443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656762841425551,0.0,0.17220942956741347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233486971982208,0.0,0.0,0.13352247988333146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288072884113575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838150602505035,0.0,0.14958000852281114,0.0,0.18764882821168727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991208012579695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537981521434438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146303613604889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512010263565325,0.12405220233182455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737319611082252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543088898126212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265077639929513,0.0848342986980125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590955372033435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764923969443928,0.12875575369916525,0.0,0.0,0.1846736948794764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853623906636476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395694755502705,0.15177360349155108,0.0,0.1985784783667701,0.20161552064000826,0.0,0.11126486564119828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291907891365113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242046829852697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Azzi_likes_anime,2019/10/04,"I overthink everything I moved out of state and I’ve started my freshman year. I thought people started to consider me the quiet kid now since I rarely speak. I’m just shy, so I won’t start talk much unless I feel comfortable. I literally freaked out today, because someone knew my name. Wow. This kid who sat behind me was trying to get the teacher to hand us some papers cause she skipped us. He said “you forgot me and Uh...sorry I don’t know your name.” Then I heard someone say “I know it. It’s Azzi.” I thought since I was shy no one would know so all I could think was “how?”. I kept overthinking, supposing he liked me, or he wanted to be friends, or he knew me cause I was the quiet kid, and so on. Obviously knowing someone’s name isn’t a big deal but I can’t handle it just cause I’m so shy and anxious. It’s all I’ve been able to think about for the past hour.",-0.13026372059871605,2.104290442622954,1.827797576621528,96.12962223806132,89.92896174863388,4.712663340460916,20.524827750059398,6.280692351149826,0.09166923259681647,673,23,153,7,23,222,107,183,0.07,0.866,0.064,0.0011,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,12,1,1,4,3,39,35,14,0,3,6,0,2,1,1,2,0,6,0,3,6,6,0,2,11,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,14,8,28,4,13,17,4,15,0,0,0,0,23,4,0,3,10,86,34,1,0.13476348533605673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224437952870715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082150569831412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153176652519501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759767723623644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893523593669085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111673102035042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814046737558113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041179344753582,0.0,0.07040835893035287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327148870191229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29624994868432875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583863176861929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323225759422836,0.0990666678073606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131922537012553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864699555947834,0.09342803242676853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819093508221036,0.10716933254946916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295549535483605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425539914036041,0.0,0.0,0.15085668858466614,0.2861588656341401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831778476302598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270199978460776,0.0,0.2139743082588832,0.0,0.0,0.12774002661784092,0.0,0.0,0.09149556043567612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32420775973795235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948699525271424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957321134294484,0.0,0.0,0.08678326616199615
socialanxiety,basicallybasicasic,2019/10/04,"I want to get revenge Hi guys, this is my first time posting on Reddit, and I really need some advice. I've been having thoughts on taking revenge on my ex that left me two years ago, and I thought I've moved on but during a party, some old friends of mine brought her up. For some background, she left me after we were together for 1 year, and at the same time she told me she was pregnant with another dude which she was daring for 3 months or more while (I thought) we were still together. The reason i thought we were still together was because we had a big fight and words were traded back and forth but we were still talking afterwards and she even went to my house some time afterward. Now she's married and had the kid and a lot of anger that I've been hiding just swelled up and I seriously am thinking of just burning their house or doing something to make them suffer. Obviously I know it's not the right thing to do, but the anger is just absolutely compelling. When we broke up it really hit me hard to the point that I nearly killed myaelf and had suicidal thoughts for 3 months and it goes on and off. I remember our times together sometimes but only briefly and I quickly quash it by thinking about something else.
I decided to post it here since this the reason I left the city. I can't go back without even looking at every direction looking for her. I literally avoid a whole city, and I live in the Philippines so it's not that easy to just move to another city.",6.532953389830508,5.994275979661014,6.480625,81.43890360169496,65.47457627118644,9.815677966101696,33.69173728813559,9.188382445141503,2.706563559322034,1174,45,240,18,16,372,157,295,0.158,0.795,0.048,-0.9885,0,1,2,0,2,0,21.0,7,0,2,1,17,9,4,1,13,0,20,0,0,4,1,59,40,23,2,2,13,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,14,21,0,1,12,0,1,5,4,8,0,2,21,3,40,1,34,18,8,49,0,2,2,0,25,19,0,7,23,170,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671622855435104,0.08773446222946467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075656971348816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522097638694076,0.0,0.060333620051403775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826800608932049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074276174294633,0.0,0.0833898475354081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841872175062042,0.0,0.0,0.0764670520492389,0.0,0.051709819966732164,0.0,0.056249194143991016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799980165747177,0.0,0.0,0.08866124632429342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284053706805557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950004553815183,0.0,0.05439351145356791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226065591941354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739583833233913,0.0,0.16622643327318484,0.0,0.0,0.08414413913171938,0.0,0.0,0.06606590072846212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800017441279127,0.2103873564487589,0.0,0.07338795266722756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385654363226443,0.0,0.0,0.07527417233553878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356240307221736,0.0,0.18957942933915398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681053294610192,0.20352347270787868,0.0,0.0,0.11211822642006697,0.08452323881715669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187229968530085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239001169956976,0.09788779776771486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371222467464219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826147086628868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744161160964789,0.07955153669796299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575391498076535,0.12683706100280678,0.0,0.3928714262648079,0.23085009652477576,0.0,0.0,0.09457388008960048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668319775811096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583774182022928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174987177796284,0.0,0.11050091499674652,0.0,0.09540738559487867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747199728943684
socialanxiety,thedudenes,2019/10/04,"I'm so disappointed in myself right now So I started college today and I didn't say a word to anyone. I had the chance to talk to a girl and she seemed really nice and friendly but I just didn't do it for some reason. I actually wasn't feeling that anxious but I just zoned out and didn't even realize I could say something to her. Most of them left as a group and I went home by myself ughhh. That being said, it was only the first day so I guess it's not that big of a deal but I still feel like hitting myself right now.",0.2594736842105263,2.2315780175438604,2.6062280701754372,93.29776315789472,84.6140350877193,5.203508771929825,18.271929824561404,6.42735559955562,-0.16624912280701756,410,10,94,4,12,140,72,114,0.037000000000000005,0.8540000000000001,0.109,0.7496,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,9,4,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,22,18,12,0,1,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,8,5,16,3,11,7,2,14,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,4,8,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.19468893189492226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253848249916867,0.0,0.1394991300363714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592891883987639,0.0,0.0,0.12866476944146435,0.20568177251407324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177173326085356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201752305889246,0.1425270200986095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696995752776272,0.0,0.0,0.15413772589089014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977818779841432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20012063566042654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216763691285188,0.0,0.0,0.09746848156101763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173319006266553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780855704191166,0.20512524288505846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407538140170481,0.18977575105540584,0.3173101212131571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162263419280986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358935137667326,0.0,0.0,0.14121126846724072,0.0,0.15932563063499533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035524620269126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910821951405252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494392300529014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MsMorag,2019/10/04,"Can I at least order coffee without social anxiety? I would at least like to do a normal day to day activity without feeling this awful. Just on my lunch break and decided to get a coffee (white chocolate mocha if anyone is interested.) . So I've ordered and the barista is just chatting while he makes my coffee asks me how my day is going. I smile and say ""Good so far thanks"" and then for some reason I did this super weird laugh. It was so cringey and now anxiously over thinking the whole thing. I wish I had ordered this coffee to go! Fml.",4.009462616822429,5.396563158878506,4.955221962616822,83.35844042056075,71.61682242990653,7.219158878504674,27.393691588785053,7.645422480735847,1.5777485981308406,426,15,82,5,8,139,74,107,0.07200000000000001,0.727,0.201,0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,4,1,9,1,0,3,0,20,18,12,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,4,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,3,10,6,11,14,4,17,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,7,58,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179924914630794,0.23893823687946314,0.0,0.14788784550308112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977267945891433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092058969805985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694229360233247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050161061100278,0.0,0.2404041070914908,0.17739871795056958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332970348099978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141179923690673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072280759976412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746035420190915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819570907108988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156007173462318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472358585767435,0.0,0.0,0.1405132238717537,0.13552260997034268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361355945347658,0.24321806169794846,0.4077627723013452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502456935775685,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,R_87,2019/10/04,"Sudden Face sweating anyone? I find that sometimes when someone asks me a personal question or I need to talk about myself ( nothing awkward about the topic) I can get into this almost mini freak out where I start sweating on my face/ forehead and almost have this fight or flight response feeling. What is up with this? any ways to combat this, this is completely irrational for me to freak out like this.",8.505810810810809,8.423553500000004,7.411486486486485,74.87641891891893,61.2972972972973,9.021621621621623,36.06756756756757,8.07648339933343,2.983335135135135,325,13,52,3,4,99,56,74,0.16699999999999998,0.764,0.068,-0.8369,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,2,0,4,5,5,0,0,13,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,1,12,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,5,4,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5087033480389912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727337111899084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760784807381028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374625877741819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663218782645479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843375038817612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321581200755739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270835884143994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409516289141505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834323467896075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24372690704250544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221789424232012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28454636910124065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152196069916704,0.0,0.2512197683286027,0.0,0.17978771272409078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041614897381825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20161921475386627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gandagon,2019/10/04,"My friend told me I have an icy persona, but I want to be thought of as friendly and open. What can I [24F] do about this? At times when my anxiety has been really bad, I’ve found it really difficult to make and maintain friendships. The other day I asked a very old friend of mine what she thought of me when she first met me. She said she thought I was quite aloof, and that I looked like I had better places to be all the time. This surprised me, and I asked my sister about this. She agreed with what my friend said. Apparently I give off this vibe that I already have all the friends I need, and that I’m not interested in meeting new people/dating or anything. 

I’ve just started a new degree at university, and I’ve been to several events this week to meet the other people on my course. I have tried to be open and friendly, but have noticed that I really struggle to hang around and chat after lectures or talks. I just dash off before I realise what I’ve done. 

How can I give off a more welcoming vibe? Does anyone else have this problem?",4.989650018228218,5.226888796208531,5.280284360189572,86.11432373313892,68.62085308056871,8.38804228946409,28.55304411228581,8.139509932561175,1.6419599708348531,820,26,175,10,13,260,114,211,0.092,0.718,0.19,0.971,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,8,15,0,1,8,0,17,0,0,2,2,30,35,16,0,3,7,1,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,17,12,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,13,3,31,11,23,19,3,25,0,0,1,0,25,11,0,2,14,118,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904537866216562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894582120022308,0.0,0.0,0.08176664790084827,0.11981808867348,0.09623104515050596,0.10410073184385332,0.2186448404699627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763939555637782,0.0,0.0,0.09950669525104804,0.0,0.0,0.10342327039663364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541614702128283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233433238273172,0.11966946098798635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768774442344487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946847279285133,0.0,0.12821786012590414,0.5420818821395588,0.0,0.0,0.22435758305881434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057130614442915374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819952449591296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805786250935261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670897779303878,0.0,0.2258813274074456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313611986818513,0.12270807957139293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107095720780108,0.0,0.12217663496031715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189507655032599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437929481626883,0.0,0.0,0.22474284849597412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247202563371676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210807567390992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277020842626445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222503022990152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399134569434728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785101249245814,0.13637644303726718,0.0,0.0,0.1117404719773943,0.0,0.07939407982929131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648713440602597,0.06897380393577847,0.0,0.09380161879522307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,onlinedinero,2019/10/04,"Thinking people are laughing at you on the bus when someone laughs? I had drug induced psychosis almost 2 years ago and it brought my anxiety to a whole new level. Anyways I saw these two kids on the bus laughing and making eye contact with me. I feel like 100% they were laughing and they knew from somewhere, like I embarrassed myself at a party but was too drunk to remember and they laughed and filmed it or some shit. I actually remember seing these same two highschool kids on the bus months ago and they were laughing too, similar situation. Stuff like this makes me not want to go out at all. I think it's more paranoia than social anxiety sometimes because I made friends easily during my first college semester which surprised me. Anyway hope anyone reading this with anxiety has a good today, we will get through it",7.510784313725492,7.97655249673203,7.004705882352942,75.12117647058827,63.2483660130719,9.675816993464053,37.915032679738566,9.444778638647367,3.6775307189542485,664,32,112,11,9,207,105,153,0.10800000000000001,0.655,0.237,0.9724,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,4,1,5,15,1,1,6,0,7,4,2,4,1,29,20,9,0,2,3,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,2,10,10,1,0,7,3,0,2,1,2,0,3,8,3,19,13,15,11,5,18,0,0,2,0,11,8,1,4,11,79,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.1459881886196548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652230537516255,0.0,0.14980296341157048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433311682754212,0.0,0.0,0.10460391923573284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911948768322738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348870559740806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564234237646901,0.10687439337734543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272498306050427,0.0,0.0,0.1155807224465584,0.0,0.07815991579599363,0.0,0.08502122576940528,0.12547752725654066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858672688561694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192612635773412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155530073387804,0.1997185540868321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940943070195427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444847791586149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037139234374851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964065678387214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389356660621295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356242762082895,0.0,0.16815686228772972,0.0,0.15249853662910678,0.1267557409870029,0.0,0.14795839621762566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712564063883277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171550034729665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180347157508152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29227526224314976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823805795522399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702325045963148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633760648267004
socialanxiety,s_maican,2019/10/04,"I'm so mean to myself in my head Super bad social anxiety and I am the worst bitch to myself , idk how to stop it , please help if you know a way to. I literally have driven myself to tears and have shut everyone except my best friend (who I only trust) away. When I showed my true self with all by flaws only she stood by my side so I'm paranoid of being myself. (Not harmed anyone , just strange behaviour , not the best at being social.) 
Idk what to do , my mom can't help me, funny thing is my little sister gets my situation and helps me a lot more. I love my mom ok she loves me , but she only makes things worse. We just can't communicate. My sister has to explain her everything and it's so frustrating, because she never seems to understand. I'm so lost, pls help.",1.6533333333333324,3.6558975605095583,3.5990063694267533,87.90177919320595,79.7643312101911,6.4796602972399135,18.74692144373673,7.554174236665415,0.4547081953290864,595,13,125,9,15,201,100,157,0.18899999999999997,0.639,0.172,-0.4814,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,5,8,15,2,0,4,1,10,3,1,2,3,25,25,12,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,5,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,28,9,16,20,6,11,0,1,0,2,23,6,1,3,3,87,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066818472753902,0.0,0.0,0.0975094052110205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310215240373554,0.0,0.11643817657061112,0.08500979947192695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29269651644806005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332541719666288,0.12533216796748706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774173264221286,0.0,0.07285890391387292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143119927783926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738920225816144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766402131564818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397694377288865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223039887642106,0.11855871383535448,0.2517251681163021,0.0,0.0930865571811172,0.0,0.0,0.15190617297200298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266534306215588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755544018070108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318182911461677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530784984904225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695358765593853,0.14548082529820547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675201984426998,0.0,0.28431136635988674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658969978977025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529394132977905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451764218515531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069201008275437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421154319553686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,misspanda900,2019/10/04,"Was suppose to have a phone interview but freaked out and didn’t answer I was suppose to have a phone interview today, they just phone me and I panicked and couldn’t answer. I don’t know how to answer any of their questions, and I know I’d just be awkward and going “Urm I don’t know” all the time and wouldn’t get the job anyway.

In the email they said they were gunna ask me for examples of times I have worked as a team and all this, and I can’t think of any. Oh well to late now :/",2.0436428571428564,3.0563920666666675,3.3516071428571443,94.41026785714287,75.95238095238095,6.392857142857142,21.69642857142857,6.6274283507984215,0.1812142857142857,377,9,90,3,8,123,59,105,0.12,0.853,0.027000000000000003,-0.8462,1,0,0,1,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,2,6,3,0,1,6,0,13,0,0,1,2,25,21,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,0,8,1,0,1,6,2,1,0,5,1,13,1,11,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,1,5,61,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576341286593025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458255689719825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373820951136874,0.0,0.14944225574426026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609402888201953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43353629362212737,0.0,0.2966224495143071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945675516251971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501285288242193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848967168942716,0.0,0.0,0.3066600303208801,0.0,0.2492487078699937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364263360205036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143292355629526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,schuppclaudicatio,2019/10/04,"cringy situation at a party Hey guys, this might be different from the usual content but I need some opinions/thoughts/help on something...

 

I'm strongly suspecting I'm suffering from social anxiety (not diagnosed). On the weekend I was invited to a birthday party and there was a situation that I'm still severly cringing about, like everytime I think about this I tense up and get the urge to hurt myself to ""relieve"" the pressure I guess.

 

So the situation was as follows:

I sat at a table with four other people that I go to uni with but don't know too well. We talked about an exam we had the day before where I realized in the middle of the exam that I didn't learn to well.

I decided to cross all my answers so that I could get a ""failed"" on the test. This would allow me to take the exam again a semester later in order to get a better grade.

Apparently when I gave my exam papers to the supervisor in the front of the exam room he and the professor curiously looked at my exam. I guess to see if I either aced the test or failed it.

But I didn't see this because I already left the room.

 

So, back to the party - I started to talk about how the supervisor and prof looked at my exam and how I found this funny. I said ""I bet they thought that I was a genius - or that I was dumb haha"".

One girl said ""Well I think they thought you were especially smart!"". And I said ""I sure hope the other students in the room thought so too! haha"".

 

Do you know the moment when you said something ""wrong"" and you can see it in their faces? Nobody said anything, they just looked at me and didn't laugh. Their faces were just blank. And then one girl said ""It doesn't matter what others think"", like in this dry tone ""why would you think that it's important what others think about?"" like I was conceited.

I quietly answered ""It was a joke"". Nobody said anything after that for like 10 seconds. I've got the feeling I ""crushed"" the conversation. One girl stood up and went to another group and after five minutes another girl did so, too. I’m replaying this moment in my head over and over and I can’t stop.

 

Could you please help me easy my mind? I hate myself for this and I develop repetitive thoughts of hurting myself.",3.7345143212951433,5.100116166666666,4.88864674138647,83.65359277708595,72.26484018264841,7.957492735574927,26.51473640514737,8.484438967287268,1.7597022831050229,1723,58,346,29,33,568,200,438,0.111,0.759,0.13,0.8282,2,0,2,0,0,3,63.0,2,6,5,5,27,26,2,1,33,2,25,4,3,3,2,66,72,31,0,7,10,0,1,4,0,3,1,8,3,5,27,18,0,1,19,2,1,5,7,9,3,6,31,15,56,17,49,35,3,48,0,5,6,0,34,25,1,9,21,243,83,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634196382069755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408706337808016,0.059854895884198574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287729557610097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016324834871984,0.0,0.04769558108038653,0.0,0.06657815700456472,0.0,0.0,0.06919866765769311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493969912111,0.0,0.0,0.05045960037557794,0.0,0.0,0.07941395653903129,0.0,0.08174620978171528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039561492917663935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578828591096087,0.0,0.0,0.1226346061503107,0.0,0.04446671686060557,0.0,0.06257725407695179,0.0,0.1723847106821581,0.07747185535748387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724775075120023,0.08029883804268399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488789168500594,0.0,0.0,0.07771193433022032,0.0,0.0,0.16751930262139525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599948531416587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501013358720434,0.0,0.0,0.15290030519258396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711065702165292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300236984293845,0.07900208937053346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801543225453915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905635932083895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424313312660716,0.0,0.0,0.08588619173045879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209822409475705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870461695536164,0.0,0.0,0.08839115982696504,0.0,0.0,0.26384177065841746,0.0,0.07975783915812876,0.0,0.1204689881473268,0.0,0.0,0.0553800718434204,0.0,0.062484141434585576,0.06541379363325373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374213445537081,0.0,0.058828227047259436,0.1257758697526971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506714880485838,0.0,0.2484615502880869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617248032013006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110467930878628,0.07253109368827068,0.07060121169411733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116170678891896,0.08554531584081879,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coffeeandcanines,2019/10/04,"Anxiety about Dating in the Same Small Town my Parents Live In... I realize this is probably an oddly-specific issue...but I'm a female in my late twenties trying to get more serious about dating. However, my parents live in the same small town, as well as other extended family members. I'm extremely shy already, and the thought of anyone I know seeing me on a date gives me extreme anxiety, to the point where I haven't gone on a single date, even though I've lived here for almost a year. I've been on dating apps and have had some success, but I always chicken out and delete the apps before actually meeting anyone in person.

Has anyone had this problem? If so, how did you get over it? Honestly, moving to a bigger city seems like the best option, because then at least I know the chances of running into people I know are very slim. I realize how silly this may seem but  I would be so paranoid on a date that I would run into somebody. How do I get over this? Any and all help would be so appreciated :)",3.948659966499165,5.370215055276383,5.47545728643216,79.43566499162479,71.8140703517588,8.120737018425464,27.839530988274714,8.648137234880735,2.179066063651592,792,29,147,14,15,268,121,199,0.063,0.7709999999999999,0.166,0.9762,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,2,13,8,0,0,14,0,16,0,0,3,1,32,30,17,0,5,3,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,8,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,6,1,16,6,25,18,8,35,0,0,1,0,7,22,0,7,10,105,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.1348196453579447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383425782022341,0.0,0.152457810921076,0.0,0.1149562784394917,0.0,0.0,0.09395034273145933,0.0,0.21137685536928555,0.0,0.0,0.2898041977454999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842181896305364,0.0,0.11755998616332647,0.0,0.14498546567305165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912502738266515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024052297500888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654132903058684,0.1325311542780524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260258656862773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277796222917384,0.0,0.15584519798591245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749570193710892,0.0,0.3659809876809168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468372216533075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068102260127949,0.0,0.0,0.09577949085286648,0.12063188058236962,0.0,0.0,0.1306014158857247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895478208825588,0.13219596548567053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009188846084933,0.25154279591061834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357368825083528,0.10967987748588294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937983811303714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139925927305074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421820805043968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29442468746396266,0.0,0.0,0.08896748472210422
socialanxiety,frigginbird,2019/10/04,"Why does everyone hate me? I'm at a club/social activity atleast 6 days a week, at literally every single one im excluded from whatever my ""friends"" talk about, even if im sitting between them. And if I ever bring uo something they always interrupt me and move on, no matter what, and no one ever cares about me, there are times i've been sitting on the side of a hiking trail with a sprained ankle, even after my piss-poor ""friends"" saw me trip infront of them.

Its fucking annoying becuase whenever i ask them if they don't like to be around me they deny everything, even though i can see they hate me.

Its driving me to the point if fucking suicidalness, i cant take this shit anymore, I have noone and nowhere to go",5.156822066822066,5.6097564615384625,6.0374358974358975,80.07700854700856,68.3006993006993,9.152758352758351,33.37140637140637,9.150863307647796,2.8411327117327123,566,25,112,10,9,187,96,143,0.195,0.777,0.027999999999999997,-0.9728,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,7,0,10,10,6,0,6,0,7,3,1,0,2,13,19,9,1,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,6,0,2,2,2,21,4,16,16,1,21,0,0,2,2,11,7,3,4,8,74,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925806544272628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540588063067784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382884669317041,0.14522501069671132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838284198605967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018357382071566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359419639903617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30780834312134586,0.2810338071692288,0.1308834256460622,0.14843717513107274,0.1396125366401732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400356882055822,0.2872247454754053,0.0,0.0,0.08828517423862606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067386852953638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355948305357231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589288707429513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510533799057844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052927354515047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684962483676206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378849347385593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594576596176275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195908576101798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992035111282186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679882486709912,0.12485905594223333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262399827506012,0.0,0.0905819243495362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460702080712065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017316132001895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MythicalWhistle,2019/10/04,"I'm not anxious about it, but I want to prepare myself I agreed to go to my boyfriend's cousin's funeral tomorrow even though I never met the guy, and my boyfriend will be busy as a pallbearer. How do I navigate the awkwardness of being alone at a stranger's funeral? My boyfriend wasn't very close to this cousin, so he's mostly going to support his relatives rather than personal grief.",10.634429824561401,7.246979197368425,9.816315789473688,69.80587719298246,59.65789473684211,14.343859649122805,45.07017543859649,12.45797560212912,5.375864912280703,313,15,60,8,3,100,57,76,0.193,0.693,0.114,-0.809,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,11,6,3,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,9,1,10,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326020503431854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627944580713674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210857722679174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650201779733846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179770447092545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476813728614286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28040525782011894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644235227807752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155163904575367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649724285145009,0.18941547435576914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bashfulfox,2019/10/04,Very uncomfortable when people are physically close to me Does anyone else get all tense and awkward when people are physically close to you? Like if someone sits right next to me or something. Mainly if we're in silence and not talking. I just become super aware of their presence and cannot relax. I'll start breathing hard and my mouth will either get dry or produce a lot of saliva and i'll start making nervous gulps. And I'll get very stiff and not want to move. And I feel like people can sense my awkwardness and uncomfortableness and in turn they prob get uncomfortable as well. People probably think I'm a weirdo,4.5872881355932185,6.805739254237295,4.912000000000003,80.86308474576272,71.71186440677965,7.092881355932204,25.359322033898305,7.908726449838941,1.510417627118644,504,16,90,7,10,159,75,118,0.16899999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.087,-0.7517,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,2,4,8,0,3,2,0,5,4,2,2,1,28,17,17,0,3,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,12,1,1,2,1,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,2,9,5,9,16,4,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,5,7,49,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070401429984134,0.17687559243178114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065169863931344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106605243581014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420675425150228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728482109075582,0.1233239480963851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36075954564009377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546388624076362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686725499873364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676033208472547,0.0,0.0,0.11522910128306978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347396870097635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835895593466748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787081397774034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611987287016216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742154029604132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462653300609382,0.1328958199240362,0.0,0.0,0.2443709428714646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875012643919493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061168006177532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776736372900651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848688248836688,0.1018192041659114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521137869080878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anneolter,2019/10/04,"How Could I Help Him? My (F19)  guy friend (M20) who i like is very quiet and shows signs of anxiety whenever we’re in crowds or around people he doesn’t know. He twists his hands in his shirt, plays with his hands, and sometimes i can’t tell if he’s shaking or just bouncing his legs. When this happens i want to ask him if he’s okay and if i can help, but i’m afraid that mentioning it will make him feel worse or cause him to pull away from me. What should I do? Any advice appreciated.",1.0509708737864043,2.9622127864077683,2.174572815533981,97.81739320388351,81.33009708737866,5.673398058252428,18.066990291262137,6.742157984588678,-0.3147817475728152,379,8,92,4,10,120,76,103,0.066,0.774,0.159,0.7657,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,0,1,8,4,4,3,0,22,15,12,0,6,8,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,4,16,4,9,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,21,4,0,6,2,51,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448116009317691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036661413242155,0.0,0.1916520903928819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230217039080305,0.2342084633249857,0.0,0.23537789801670395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25735973105365617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002502849511933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667372826781764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935561560921196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24806062739800844,0.22153976075119974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33584527048923324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376828151623517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239459562573712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722838727365286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736835341470887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477771191184588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897120753170748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671060365562308,0.1477670234043029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25530791139212705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gardenia21,2019/10/04,"I’m scared that therapy won’t help get rid of this fear and dread of social situations. I will be going to a psychologist next week. I forced myself to go to happy hour with coworkers last week and my mind allowed me to have a miserable time. I thought alcohol would relax me and it didn’t help AT ALL. When I came home, I was very upset and just was fed up... I’m just so tired of my brain overwhelming me with self conscious thoughts, making me feel trapped and nervous, and feeling like I look stupid to everyone and also feeling like everyone is constantly judging/looking at me. I’ve had this all my life but never had a name put to it til last year by another therapist. Before that, my parents and pretty much all family and friends blew my feelings off as being silly or ridiculous. No one understood me. And for a long time, I really believed I was just being ridiculous. 

I am almost 30 years old. I cant even make any friends. I feel like it’s gotten especially worse after my breakup in January. Now I’m alone and just wish I had more than the 2 friends I have who are always pretty busy. Ever since I started this new job, I’ve gotten more sad and disappointed in myself.

Has anyone felt that seeing a therapist helped? Does CBT really work? I’m just so afraid I won’t be able to change my mindset in social situations.",4.3038456937799054,5.522395935606063,5.4728867623604485,80.57275119617226,70.70454545454545,8.739712918660286,28.66746411483253,9.134995656068208,2.376609090909091,1053,39,204,21,19,350,159,264,0.156,0.6940000000000001,0.151,-0.0968,3,2,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,12,22,3,8,6,0,22,5,1,3,5,45,48,20,0,2,7,1,6,3,3,4,3,0,1,1,10,15,2,0,10,1,0,4,6,13,0,1,15,8,30,9,25,25,6,32,0,4,2,0,12,7,0,2,24,128,40,2,0.09664154495374656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032804209849868,0.09677254742893138,0.10009149500707733,0.0,0.07728420858388263,0.08041350719426955,0.0,0.0,0.06571956454833283,0.10133708621553504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757401525950188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223483676951819,0.10888192713315346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788392544623276,0.0,0.11053218182574956,0.0,0.0,0.10223394034949956,0.0,0.0,0.1044351775571699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457166724490256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383082899383179,0.0874178102435288,0.0,0.18469027537145866,0.0,0.0,0.0911050477051492,0.1087486060217788,0.2443243444106969,0.20712221707455086,0.09279103857364616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399505370464154,0.0,0.05049121850566054,0.0,0.1098472342049832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287672164548957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433037139847514,0.0,0.0969393492585442,0.0,0.09517245482265924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959018213315776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755151542497087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826078123085952,0.14164253193423007,0.0,0.0,0.08552472615199902,0.1623091159321895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901796338104188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758041099562548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104265525968369,0.0,0.07453591723059462,0.09333700632791207,0.102779379432733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014090445712824,0.0,0.06548681196350048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730899891536384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966383889610448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715144525234004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382209669111575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675504575252858,0.0,0.07701079910513127,0.0,0.1008182081245512,0.0,0.0,0.07994288465190896,0.21725829130003327,0.0,0.19702776944722325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684033829295639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051802904876654,0.22441656467545265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534451834558998,0.11270492406649432,0.11107523937875924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973939570819519,0.0,0.0,0.15504003606753275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113300729113146,0.0,0.0,0.07035619572157277,0.0,0.09848599062603464,0.06865138075375866,0.0,0.0,0.12446797286539972
socialanxiety,ruffus5,2019/10/04,"Wasted youth Anyone else feel like they’ve missed out on the better years of their life because of their anxiety? Like the thought just makes me feel so hallow inside, knowing that I’ll never get to re-live these wasted moments in the way that I actually wanted to live them.",7.1320125786163535,7.1532541509434,6.662264150943397,78.7637106918239,64.09433962264151,8.576100628930817,28.9874213836478,7.793537801064563,1.809432704402516,222,6,40,2,3,69,42,53,0.171,0.698,0.131,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,9,8,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,3,7,7,0,8,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.27788097298929426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178377123062692,0.0,0.0,0.1991081547798968,0.29176637611413153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735847354871511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518437169510335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23787726458284325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879625796786222,0.20342988498001655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877336074589742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649455958121686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113172411786684,0.2782349898204056,0.0,0.2514449400959479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007697354973568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196215348106608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260646138936585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679565835505012,0.2260262159199801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337365562230093
socialanxiety,whatdoido12357,2019/10/04,"Getting bad Ever since my ex cheated on me last year, life’s gone downhill. I didn’t do anything to deserve what she did to me. I’m a full time uni student and I also work 5 days a week. I’ve put on lots of weight, I never go out with friends anymore because I feel like it’s pointless, I can’t hold conversations with people and can’t maintain eye contact. I’ve pretty much lost all confidence and I just hate life. I don’t know what to do anymore",0.30176136363636274,2.4909373958333347,2.3178030303030326,93.9893181818182,86.5,4.324242424242423,24.35227272727273,5.565023196281405,0.3910750000000003,354,15,77,2,11,118,67,96,0.136,0.735,0.129,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,2,0,2,0,7,4,1,0,3,14,15,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,2,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,4,3,11,2,9,11,4,14,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,1,8,43,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546154983711986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103875721599481,0.0,0.0,0.17026487281884006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727567152628777,0.12612713591422514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334363630882601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871570742755592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461719264487086,0.1478127018477899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985399613942247,0.0,0.1080991242608588,0.0,0.1175886636475698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042754766242144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370936811202495,0.16865488046699828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922857039621944,0.10108314616111212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22586083402894824,0.17590290891893715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209870242836268,0.0,0.15957759818578832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434416117657151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049638206267515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079962905089596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115363973221182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206477477871599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659664058453386,0.2519540866938366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506290275600094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323979162599958
socialanxiety,thewanglebongle,2019/10/04,Had my chance and i fucked it up Had a girl i can tell she was interested in me but my insecurities and anxiety led me to being overly clingy to her with texting now all i get are one word responses from her. Why does it have to be so hard?,0.7078846153846143,2.499114019230774,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,81.88461538461539,7.236923076923077,20.015384615384615,8.238735603445708,0.7696492307692311,187,5,45,4,5,66,42,52,0.192,0.7490000000000001,0.06,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,8,1,0,1,1,7,10,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,1,10,1,8,5,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,1,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317155916996774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794608997627049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40087165564247207,0.22654683097107906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884353957843465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29382990071960224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37900011172678016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912716305970714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lifelessons69,2019/10/04,Too afraid to reach out to old friends. Too afraid to make new friends. Tired of living as a ghost. Don't really know what else to say.,-0.2674999999999983,2.021882964285716,0.20428571428571551,106.06571428571432,94.35714285714286,4.228571428571429,14.142857142857142,5.985473137389443,-1.1235285714285714,105,2,26,1,4,31,22,28,0.155,0.627,0.218,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,7,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782950609051917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147650516312655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830845964466628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29416802417422394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223730082967895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217479231361693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495735588883572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341750724663314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649256695356949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382894512991052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gayscentedcandle,2019/10/04,"I know I’m acting weird. I dread being in social interactions sometimes because i can’t seem to relate to most people. i start to get extremely anxious during conversations which makes me seem cold or standoffish. it sucks when you’re aware that you’re acting weird but you can’t stop for some reason, so i just abort or stay quiet. it’s something that i’m trying to overcome. and i will eventually, one conversation at a time.",3.5114634146341466,6.0510295975609765,4.668475609756096,79.84832317073172,76.1951219512195,7.0268292682926825,23.664634146341466,8.07648339933343,1.5619707317073177,345,11,61,6,8,113,60,82,0.149,0.851,0.0,-0.7843,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,13,13,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,0,2,8,0,7,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,6,4,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049128098468433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452995608348198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410128283527925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483312627861069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016190204082813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828928048893377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711629272551505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27750454885729925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914178913825069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27513143726844386,0.0,0.20778400095278346,0.26694030714731104,0.0,0.19103825935029767,0.2876799736330924,0.0,0.22565043448352026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738221994109075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832459661717312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HorrorPromise,2019/01/17,"Just feeling really sad around people. I've been diagnosed with social anxiety and depression, but I have some friends who I don't really feel anxious around. That being said when we get into a voice call or even text I get a really uncomfortable, almost sad feeling. It's hard to describe, but it's not really anxious, anxious thoughts don't go through my head or anything, it's just really uncomfortable. Even around my siblings who I'm pretty close with I feel this way. My friends like me, when I get off my computer (we usually play video games together) they're usually sad I have to go so soon, so I think I'm still fun to be around and everything (i'll say stuff, yell for jokes, etc). I feel like I could never really enjoy the company of another human being if it involves talking in any capacity, even if it's someone I'm super close to. Is this a normal thing for people with social anxiety, also how can I start to get over it. I usually spend 8 hours at school around friends (and we actually talk and stuff) then another 3 or so hours after school, whether it be games, at each others houses, etc. Honestly the only reason I have friends is not to be lonely, but it makes me really sad and uncomfortable to hang out with them. I'm 16 and male btw.",3.6859677419354817,5.427365338709676,5.280677419354841,79.2885161290323,73.03225806451613,9.153548387096777,27.31935483870968,9.642632912329526,2.65670741935484,996,37,190,26,20,337,131,248,0.135,0.657,0.209,0.9687,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,0,1,1,19,18,0,0,5,0,15,2,1,3,1,51,35,23,0,4,13,0,6,2,4,0,1,4,0,2,17,23,0,0,8,5,1,3,5,6,0,0,3,10,22,12,28,26,4,31,0,6,0,0,22,14,0,7,15,124,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.08124474832145298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336773115179467,0.0,0.0,0.06657889344322591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05661616991845812,0.17459999108791166,0.1273795029638518,0.28216293351191624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851166833436019,0.3705724489584195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501253580875485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664722431615724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170730182665602,0.0845019456044634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857023860724544,0.16496717918876566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482411332768188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048083159770126,0.05947729932160674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257290039550997,0.0,0.17398894383751615,0.0,0.09463132812220924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458001505906489,0.0,0.08544352076261971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397856287783774,0.09606494771470207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134825309918495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557327553458185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421129208566137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157210079777796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331908403147374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543689509103855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470013852361102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733464334306259,0.08559987756041584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791944512815589,0.06620761819096778,0.0,0.16851675649302858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973572101919476,0.07054158539920298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892822902211075,0.0,0.0664874507046108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061382659806375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338342297423849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055310839546750916,0.05334636220337527,0.0,0.06609507107521292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750804478946119,0.0,0.0,0.06608384456454544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,katmarie07,2019/01/17,"Need advice and support I have an impacted wisdom tooth for which I need to call and set up an appointment with a DDS. Only problem is, every time I try to pick up the phone I start to have a panic attack. 
It’s the same for when I try to find a therapist or call about a job: I panic, cry and just want to curl up and die. 
Does anyone have a loophole or some way to help get me through this?",2.33227450980392,2.932272129411768,4.0950000000000015,90.93583333333336,74.76470588235293,7.0784313725490176,22.401960784313715,7.1686216300943375,0.513313725490196,301,7,71,3,6,102,56,85,0.21,0.6809999999999999,0.109,-0.8834,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,9,0,4,1,1,1,0,16,10,7,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,14,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,47,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823776494461408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049959407475392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232435784597614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811505869089189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050098821296884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936977570417934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332562455111835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724811242648054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058109064206295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750913119524718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250975664067912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852065280824147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27677510806972977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194439567961908,0.0,0.4379521295518239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858457505177455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321012769681883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179128786206092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166977238316415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882842157907233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534259494708634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008221134765847,0.1481422469130743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxioustweek,2019/01/17,"I feel left out recently at school my friends have been bringing their video games and i don't have a switch, which makes me feel left out especially when they spend all of lunch playing it. they tell me it's irrational to feel this way and that i take things to heart but i just can't help but feel awful. When i mention it i also feel like a horrible person for not wanting them to have their fun..",4.9781707317073165,5.1257370609756085,4.908439024390244,89.0816829268293,68.63414634146342,8.511219512195122,27.37560975609756,8.238735603445708,1.4031775609756094,317,9,71,4,5,98,57,82,0.159,0.762,0.08,-0.8242,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,5,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,6,2,1,1,1,16,15,7,0,1,4,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,5,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,14,4,8,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,4,47,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489141647023326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528973053501534,0.15623673792430995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896428107177602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25915626387038226,0.14658757392496025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752285146128632,0.0,0.0,0.10684400472972293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459815321866463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909572439369188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159362920123744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133241270498916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644324610330068,0.0,0.19115027598711426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529215753244518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899279144467807,0.17359100735952526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,therapystudystw2019,2019/01/17,"Your Relationship With Your Therapist (Academic Survey, Raffle to win $25) Hello - I have received permission from your moderators to invite you to participate in a study which has been approved by the Institutional Review Board at the University at Albany. The purpose of the study is to learn more about how people experience their relationships with their therapists/counselors. Participation will take about 10-15 minutes. If you choose to participate in this study, you will have the option to enter your email address for a chance to win a $25 Amazon gift card. 40 gift cards will be given out, with odds of roughly one-in-ten.

Link: [https://www.psychdata.com/s.asp?SID=181716](https://www.psychdata.com/s.asp?SID=181716)

To be eligible to participate, you must be At least of 18 years of age, live in the United States, and be currently seeing a counselor/therapist for outpatient counseling or psychotherapy.

Your confidentiality will be protected by storing your data securely on a password-protected, encrypted website and computer. Only the researchers will have access to the data. The data will be anonymous as you will not be asked for any identifying information. IP addresses will be not tracked or recorded as a part of this research. Your individual identity will be kept private when information is presented or published about this study. Dissemination of research results will be based on all participants’ combined results, not your individual responses.

If you agree to participate in the survey, there will be no direct benefit to you. However, possible benefits of participation include helping to provide information that could benefit scholars’ and therapists’ understanding of counseling/psychotherapy. There is no anticipated risk in participating in the study, other than potential discomfort in answering questions about your relationship with your therapist.

You may access the study at the following link:

[https://www.psychdata.com/s.asp?SID=181716](https://www.psychdata.com/s.asp?SID=181716)

Thank you for your time.",11.766784127924195,14.81074387947883,10.262044714243412,46.34344906721944,54.83061889250814,13.269114598756293,41.96757477050637,12.484440550625713,6.679926384364817,1709,86,200,59,22,531,163,307,0.028999999999999998,0.8290000000000001,0.142,0.9873,2,0,0,0,0,0,85.0,0,20,2,3,8,9,0,2,19,0,33,0,0,3,2,35,41,12,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,13,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,3,10,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,3,2,23,7,53,13,4,24,0,0,1,0,34,14,0,8,6,155,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114167614790474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904271484964698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874900934407165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454867321853946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969075736055036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133154336689395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078347251829324,0.11311606384389795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610603766002103,0.0,0.1031108345516235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767101964178388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661192835172078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790419115507395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851876007568787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182664489304583,0.0,0.0,0.1369308397436388,0.0,0.6907491753064501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672580995134377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483344464368107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095777410340874
socialanxiety,dlittleton21,2019/01/17,"Quick Survey for Feasibility Study Hey everyone! I’m working on a project which will aim to help introverts and socially anxious people adjust to college life by teaching them how to navigate the inherent social pressures and new responsibilities that come with being a college student.

I have a created a survey to evaluate the feasibility of an online course related to this topic and would really appreciate your feedback. 😊

Here’s a link to the brief survey which should only take a couple of minutes to complete. [https://davelittleton.typeform.com/to/O061X7](https://davelittleton.typeform.com/to/O061X7)",12.860586080586081,15.589079912087918,11.850274725274724,37.11555860805862,52.07692307692307,12.220512820512822,41.540293040293044,11.855464076750405,6.046141391941393,516,24,56,14,6,166,69,91,0.049,0.861,0.09,0.5697,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,1,10,0,5,1,0,1,0,10,8,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,13,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,41,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29810162692522485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227303411697318,0.27666604784947496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919706958970546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521421670850372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686865528897885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638145697546935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254850397482124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068747227282635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829364640787332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904393980634932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379710292210779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198399819916886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921028448456991,0.0,0.0,0.1874479626154451,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheQuoteBox,2019/01/17,"Just a rant Hi I'm in 8th grade and for around 2 months I have been on hospital homebound. The only thing that has been keeping me going this year is a trip to Savannah GA that my class is taking. I'm not allowed to go. I'm fucking crushed rn to be honest. 

Apparently the principal thinks that I cant handle it and it would not be safe for me to go on the trip. Pretty much I will be a burden on the teachers. Fucking wonderful. 

",0.9645665445665444,2.9185868241758257,3.265421245421248,89.66013431013431,81.85714285714286,6.242246642246642,23.2979242979243,7.3871296695380915,0.965907448107448,335,12,73,5,9,115,60,91,0.115,0.774,0.111,0.1764,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,7,0,12,2,0,1,0,12,24,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,11,17,1,12,0,0,0,2,1,5,2,1,2,49,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361404397209776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904630096796481,0.0,0.0,0.4522654779848324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357780729971985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173051303207466,0.0,0.19499893448007533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174457637026685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698679841365847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994448740011812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622904790436447,0.1699699136245428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28766656735583845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843532872800586,0.0,0.0,0.17082076955688905
socialanxiety,julialoveschips,2019/01/17,"social anxiety in college This has probably been asked before, but it’s really getting to me. Does anyone have any tips of how to get over social anxiety, even a little bit as a college student? Primarily in situations such as discussions and presentations. 

My major is very heavily discussion and reading based, so as someone who is shy and socially anxious, my discussion course is almost terrifying. Today was our first discussion and I did everything i was supposed to, but I was super shy and afraid to talk. I did make a few points but I still just felt like everyone was thinking I was an idiot. This is an upper level theory class so I know it’s hard, but I just don’t want to be THAT student that everyone thinks shouldn’t be there. I’m always afraid I’ll say the wrong thing which I know is really stupid, especially because there’s only like 5 other students in this class. 
I’m even worried my professor thinks I’m an idiot which realistically, i know is false. I’m a transfer student so instead of taking all of the offered courses for my major, I’m taking the classes I still need to graduate. I’ve had to go from an intro ish class to a really difficult one, and I feel totally unprepared but there’s not much I can do about that. I really want to enjoy my classes, but I’m afraid my fear of being or seeming dumb and like I don’t belong will really inhibit that for me. 
Any tips?
",4.535036496350365,5.902293489051098,6.376357664233577,73.74847810218981,70.31386861313868,9.859562043795616,30.12335766423357,10.125756701596842,3.2775013138686138,1112,45,200,30,20,386,144,274,0.188,0.7340000000000001,0.078,-0.9865,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,2,16,15,4,4,12,0,26,0,0,2,2,35,51,21,0,4,10,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,0,9,1,0,1,4,10,0,2,10,4,24,5,24,36,7,14,0,0,0,0,13,8,1,3,8,136,38,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759028941066373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771208710243894,0.0,0.0,0.15971435743916093,0.0,0.17966894878346926,0.1326637239382032,0.0,0.08211055947288064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978223173963036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158491204219153,0.0,0.09992522169025138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820435296946567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276475190005503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551242755125259,0.0,0.0,0.22442090767750314,0.10553950574807026,0.0,0.0,0.1321426416360323,0.05937669542165069,0.0,0.11275227707118345,0.0,0.0,0.09988683846790418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270581181378838,0.0,0.06673880353625597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519520483385864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361119371349572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211271962471694,0.1176968181099288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838617488235866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632537444178827,0.08707367686812234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957435632274716,0.08931164748770841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101035191779307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661059351702536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174628841652022,0.0,0.37614686634234734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338592854459646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690486817101784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199748291011434,0.0,0.3591186712572264,0.09949899473065796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756126531252293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658715392013047,0.09438667450242534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801600859218309,0.22573533250218294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111310957288197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689296053350416,0.13852781728333005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925698801920966,0.0,0.0,0.12839247937383302,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,meinnaom,2019/01/17,"Scared to meet boyfriend’s friends I’ve been dating this guy for around a month now, and tonight I’m meeting a few of his friends at his place. I’m excited because I want to meet his friends, but I also have very bad social anxiety and I’m really nervous I’ll make a fool of myself or embarrass my boyfriend. I know I won’t say anything weird, but I’m worried I’ll clam up and get really shy or not know what to talk about. His friends follow me on social media and they all seem really nice, but I’m still super anxious. Any tips? ",2.4967757936507944,3.923586633928576,3.8026190476190496,89.9646031746032,75.51785714285714,7.120634920634919,26.73015873015873,7.793537801064563,1.4091039682539686,421,16,92,6,9,138,73,112,0.22899999999999998,0.596,0.175,-0.7891,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,13,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,17,15,10,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,1,12,7,11,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,3,5,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848659864757454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776375957864668,0.0,0.13247707487001875,0.19563649932496127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250684300403668,0.15416092204210385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445924440683331,0.10556481591714688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5351729444662737,0.0,0.09047588427888273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146876008888196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19034299678325092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559450009561187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382252491442815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092920543282565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328176866083574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771433218010773,0.1733766500787137,0.0,0.0,0.15765043788094396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353056673929049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829639431723936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391901119192205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288608102721653,0.10214207934138296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586585815263991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Muchflamingo,2019/01/17,"Anxiety at school So I'm getting really frustrated at the fact that I am now a junior in college and I still have a hard time speaking out loud in class. I feel like I have so much to say, but the thought of raising my hand makes my heart beat out of my chest. Even something as reading a definition from the book makes my palms sweat and my heart race. Also, Im a COMMUNICATIONS major. Even though I really do enjoy my major classes I am starting to think that my social anxiety is going to keep me from having a good job. Right now I work as a bartender and I really don't have an issue with speaking to customers at work so I am not really sure why it is such a problem for me at school. I have a prescription for beta blockers that I use during presentations and they are truly a god send for that, but I don't want to be dependent on them. I've been on two different anti-depressants and Buspirone (which I hated) and nothing really seems to help with the social anxiety.

Any tips? ",5.2252333333333345,5.29657959,6.604000000000003,77.40033333333336,68.1,9.866666666666667,30.16666666666667,9.725611199111238,2.6927166666666675,778,27,154,16,12,266,115,200,0.084,0.79,0.126,0.9248,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,11,7,2,0,14,0,16,6,6,4,2,27,30,15,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,10,0,2,4,2,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,7,24,4,27,27,3,19,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,2,7,109,30,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032945327942574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783775935408614,0.0,0.2964364282526505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125105655949977,0.0,0.0,0.13495166988381554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062672387028938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531054524230281,0.09227668901599416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748424964582787,0.0,0.07340839056163545,0.10833886766745476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157079580765938,0.12752533709489494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061262323500321,0.08657769070444674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952215988068944,0.1348164363922737,0.12817798111773054,0.11480926387904808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310430650724684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243949952656434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949523585474472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393889566454272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359505102713357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920161615739748,0.0,0.4137373553302296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030762344329624,0.0,0.10271851385286757,0.0,0.2614471152902901,0.0,0.11758847776428807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633382907771654,0.0,0.0994388067844814,0.0,0.0,0.09142482805639432,0.0,0.10315266298425928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217380501447431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276478137579403,0.126905589427405,0.10254390143235394,0.07531811924052392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617705995230585,0.0,0.0,0.11155852389118168,0.0,0.0,0.07618584373677886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165528217073746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806973635120555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RazorBladeInMyMouth,2019/01/17,"Lazy or Anxiety? Hey guys I was just wondering if anyone else opinion on does Social Anxiety make you lazy or just afraid to do things? There are several occasions in my life where I felt my anxiety taking over and making me feel like I cannot accomplish the task at hand. I've talked to my family and they all say I am just lazy and do not care. I do care, it's just very hard to do even the easiest things, without fear of being rejected or failing. School is super easy for me when I Wasn't having an episode. For me I choke up in the middle of the semester, stop doing my work and consider giving up. For example, I had one bad score grade in my Mathematics class which made me think, ""well what's the fucking point I failed now I can't do this anymore.""  It really sucks... but I Am slowly learning without failure there can be no success. ",3.4220497737556537,4.798883476470589,4.850000000000001,83.58192307692309,73.05882352941177,8.760180995475114,26.60633484162896,9.265573868473778,2.1768144796380096,661,23,135,15,13,221,113,170,0.175,0.6940000000000001,0.131,-0.2436,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,6,11,14,2,2,6,0,19,3,1,3,1,27,32,10,0,1,12,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,5,5,22,6,18,25,1,14,0,3,0,1,8,11,2,6,4,96,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35372908581829776,0.0,0.15285640891074295,0.10777188948538506,0.1579252927981947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869284014286445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142933927562377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488096483404952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875656598820684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180198737141703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530086890847355,0.17344008203243216,0.07793320004235274,0.11011112581665353,0.14798980815317045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249150761380688,0.0,0.14785637706429566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261379578856202,0.0,0.0,0.13807098700248724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886719314735108,0.07530055865125107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584235789848482,0.20576710792949254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444306786532356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570349362397764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874018340627727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257105584480113,0.0,0.15598867120785204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412401385122458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157117013935562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288603105893752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588723398666258,0.1238845566108713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479540536718835,0.09876083930231047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717411136356305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385821643809412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971533210401611,0.1671483559968989,0.11220911057007618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bloodetta,2019/01/17,"How can i confort my gf not feeling inferior to me? My girlfriend has a social anxiety disorder and she is a wonderful person which i love deeply but its not always easy :)

One problem i cant overcome is that she told me if i am about to meet with other friends of mine  and we are going out to party that she is not only envious but also that she feels incredible inferior to me. Simply because of the thought that my actions (going to a party and having fun) are more respected by the society than hers if shes staying home, wachting TV. This problem doesnt seem to occur if she too can go out with her freinds on her own. I have already told her, that by no means her actions make her in any way inferior to me and that no one thinks this way beside herself.

​

In general its not easy for her if i am having fun without her even if we are on the same party because that feeling of deficiency always comes up and makes her unhappy.

​

We are living in different cities right now because of my studies so always going together to parties is not always an option.

​

I really do not expect this to be solved here, i just hoped to get some hints how to talk to her and how to approach this problem",8.390537190082643,6.3494267314049635,8.885867768595045,70.53971074380166,62.67768595041322,11.444628099173555,39.355371900826455,10.018931242160765,3.9150115702479362,967,42,179,16,11,326,129,242,0.125,0.711,0.16399999999999998,0.9199,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,0,0,11,13,1,0,7,0,21,1,0,5,0,51,41,18,0,10,15,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,15,14,0,0,8,1,0,8,11,7,0,2,3,3,37,6,33,37,4,21,0,3,0,1,30,9,0,10,1,149,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120446294666404,0.08058737191611498,0.3354016728687954,0.32755942197092186,0.3673472121237645,0.0685284495690122,0.0,0.0770903423664683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428911890357108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868061980422417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052853439328633,0.11549349969363355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655898857082446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286012890834186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785623579524112,0.0,0.052649236872201854,0.0,0.2290843130579637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108258252428624,0.1000893834159812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889835663122454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909507094597296,0.0,0.13453225166384158,0.0,0.0,0.10977030470574807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365714980590197,0.07664168492952457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799026703428837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892757266433529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455715559699136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605878002578929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917390895171106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272441437381316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740959707087193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099675655133395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457066059412839,0.0,0.08000175129228097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258402438701272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599763253533497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714066006754477,0.10928298949449904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673472121237645,0.0
socialanxiety,its_whit,2019/01/17,"How do I stop “mind black-out” when talking to people? Do you know that feeling you get when you have to speak to or in front of people? When your heart is beating in your throat, your hands are sweating, and you literally can’t think! 

I am typically a very extroverted person. Well more like an extroverted introvert, I enjoy not socializing but as I’ve grown (F/26), I’ve learned the value in socializing with others so I’ve forced myself to become as sociable as possible without exhausting myself. 

Anyway, I’ve taken several public speaking classes and feel that other than general nerves, I don’t have much of a problem speaking in front of a large group of people. But when it comes to one on one speak, or even a small group of people, my voice trembles and I completely lose train of thought because I’m so focused on what I’m saying.

It’s like my mouth doesn’t coordinate with my mind. And I rush to get all the words out at once. 

I’ve half-committed to Toastmasters just to get myself used to the nervous feeling, but this is annoying. I’m in a position where I have to be able to articulate to my co-workers, and I don’t want to feel like I’m going to black out every time I do.

Other notes: I meditate a lot, and typically the only thing that remotely helps me is deep breathing, but during a conversation that is not always practical. I WANT to speak to and in front of people! That is another story but basically I’ve went through some rough stuff in the last year and what has helped me is listening to motivational speakers, podcasts, etc. and talking to my friends about my story. I know this is something I want to do in the future and so I need to get ahold of it now. I also think that I may have narrowed the root cause down to being afraid of saying the wrong thing or something stupid. Idk...please help guys. ",4.72775,5.810924052777783,5.7921111111111125,79.184,69.58333333333333,8.871111111111109,29.4,9.174902378510234,2.439846666666667,1449,54,280,28,25,481,180,360,0.096,0.7829999999999999,0.122,0.8299,1,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,7,0,3,16,15,2,3,16,0,25,7,6,5,1,56,52,30,0,5,12,0,6,3,1,1,1,10,0,2,19,15,0,1,11,0,0,8,7,9,1,2,3,17,34,6,53,46,6,36,0,1,1,0,29,18,0,6,13,190,53,3,0.10776544528224233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617998765762619,0.08966948338465386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130014656206999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569281520135478,0.11901846761320085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107047976629782,0.0,0.09283038890600534,0.1129900190550342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201869579986551,0.07117806024880062,0.0,0.0907970355358323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179577884961364,0.07698765564218804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325931570131517,0.0,0.22521198922097985,0.0,0.06124558600955941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670473368859162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770257152984607,0.2166987191237812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845014083450048,0.0878432211674087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579462593660117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056196793748936,0.0,0.09161832785017038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762475851975965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922000193350433,0.0799067121857837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147666821419306,0.14604930942978495,0.08196047723409272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735549541185935,0.09409663011345627,0.0,0.11829409756404688,0.0,0.12148934750003565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031169770938178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139881495338868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174427895447225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970660048542456,0.0,0.16592620944314115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009673767316788,0.0,0.0,0.12336565219127575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323556567070209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318914667864382,0.13810349191779486,0.0,0.08555372603705122,0.06283889777082984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307474415121733,0.0,0.08891777846829052,0.1906885552016299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689407741842716,0.09989964743243464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388204363319874,0.0,0.07845452764573119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782459711311463,0.0,0.06939741353285275
socialanxiety,Idontnow125,2019/01/17,"Does anyone else feel like they are not themselves anymore ? Whenever I talk to people I don't really let anything influence what I say, besides the question ""What would be the best thing to say right now, that doesn't cause the other person to think less of me ?""

My personality, opinions, humor or intelligence don't even come in to play. It's like I'm not myself anymore, and I don't know how to revert this, which kinda fucks me up because back in the day, when I didn't have social anxiety, I was well-liked. And there are certain persons I can be honest to (Close family, my 2 close friends and also my ex-girlfriend back when we were together) and they all love / loved me.",10.745413533834586,6.6505056466165415,10.221593984962409,69.15630075187971,60.20300751879699,13.046015037593989,40.13383458646617,10.355215969177356,3.959362105263157,533,18,103,8,5,174,92,133,0.02,0.732,0.248,0.9841,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,2,1,9,11,1,0,4,0,15,3,0,3,2,23,23,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,3,8,8,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,3,17,10,10,16,3,13,0,0,0,3,14,6,1,4,8,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627062216012844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207912016697087,0.0,0.31318390353790776,0.11040564566840587,0.1617847102988874,0.12993623862470838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24282695532391674,0.0,0.0962528873858729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570374833795504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220428961477565,0.0,0.13601476724614853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183086404379524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817721932861013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190315090376548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042898496049138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885176760490856,0.0,0.07983775092713591,0.11280204883771015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199126363301688,0.14597375044167074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677636992446046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614609535942989,0.0,0.15428154478465272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285017426336709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946628735883553,0.4136101785533097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688140441951272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115322051456847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484365400958126,0.0,0.25113295545660164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095667851680392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691207815208844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049001231557398,0.1011743812045155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196886970862507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216589674357867,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mysterious_Secrets,2019/01/17,"English Class is Impossible I am literally only two classes away from a bachelor's degree, but the one English class I need triggers my SA like nothing else. I have tried it with different teachers, offline and online and it's always like this. This time, I have to submit two papers every week for everyone in the class to see and also comment on others' papers. Not to mention the topic is always so broad I don't even know where to start. I'm sitting here staring at the assignment screen ready to just give up because it just seems so far beyond me. I don't think I'm ever going to graduate and my life is going to suck because all of my goals hinge on getting a diploma. I want to die (but I'm not going to do anything, so I don't need r/SW).",5.201960784313727,5.094272594771244,6.619084967320262,77.88588235294121,68.15032679738562,8.630065359477124,32.03267973856209,8.167268648758528,2.387334640522876,589,23,113,7,9,202,95,153,0.073,0.851,0.075,-0.1901,1,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,1,11,3,1,0,6,0,10,1,0,1,2,20,27,10,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,3,0,3,12,2,20,27,1,18,0,0,3,0,3,10,1,1,6,76,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455272351421231,0.3028394955319181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497518680777657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709737272111685,0.0,0.0,0.22186342850118998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886377707238208,0.1901276172585199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201873982387368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019433504607598,0.16460894741662113,0.15332378084254106,0.17388717323328418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507566374455892,0.17456927298213631,0.3102657950720266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001000212672087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285359964628011,0.17780989957817528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698678245323574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461219219176038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123312573913163,0.1384019882921271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501240130694001,0.16566536089274236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880451743648086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660374924926517,0.0,0.0,0.10611246648464974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355068730840983,0.0,0.35553089164544466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733496629552157,0.0,0.14597126760219184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ProperQuiet,2019/01/17,"I got into an anxiety support group! So, I just signed up for an anxiety support group. It's a pretty small group and we only meet for a couple sessions so I think I'll be okay. I'm just so nervous about it! This is for all types of anxiety but I did also ask about one specifically for social anxiety (I have yet to go through the screening process for it). Now I need some words of encouragement to stick with it.

I just tend to be a huge cry baby which makes it really hard for me to show emotion especially to a room full of strangers. Like the second the counselor said ""can you describe what anxiety is like for you"" my throat closed up and the tears started and gosh that was embarrassing. I barely even got any words out. Just my throat closes and I get shaky and I cry and feel like I'm burning up and I'm just afraid, i have no idea what I'm afraid of, I'm just really *really* scared. This was just a private meeting so I can't imagine doing that in a room filled with 6-10 other strangers who I'll probably end up seeing around a lot. I thought I was awkward before, lets see how things go in this group. ",1.9441904761904776,3.841182495652177,3.4570807453416137,89.78442028985508,78.3913043478261,6.641821946169772,23.561076604554863,7.62386473244151,0.9981946169772252,874,29,189,13,21,288,126,230,0.16,0.741,0.1,-0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,0,0,19,14,0,7,13,1,14,2,2,2,1,38,37,14,0,1,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,16,15,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,7,0,2,8,6,20,7,30,26,4,23,0,0,3,0,14,16,0,3,7,124,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492677845597384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922575925845834,0.0,0.5018677915816285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680270200616835,0.1226615206937529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164811877077152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451788634162704,0.28825107220974483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475910420506019,0.11621110889092265,0.0,0.0,0.08666147166697773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634257328146745,0.09373483226181258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855062625588518,0.0,0.14913675922446384,0.0,0.20987762382948644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753635893661575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811756240943674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416879886435526,0.0,0.19230441561777994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115481244559092,0.0,0.0,0.08758218210794176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728887314270863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890975707183761,0.09978939508616327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348543675685665,0.14146413031181498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25216510485504995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248086024687154,0.0,0.13136183233544024,0.0,0.20911115490433527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133749762682922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928695103152846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977859661043189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716858913079964,0.08407261879650853,0.0,0.10416428572299033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yeegy,2019/01/17,"I don't know what to do anymore. I've had social anxiety my whole life. But the past year I got into a relationship and she meant everything to me. She was my comfort and even though I knew I still had a lot of trouble dealing with people (especially large groups) and I had pretty much no other close friends, when she was by my side I didn't care anymore. But at the start of this year she told me that she cheated on me and she was leaving me for another guy. Now she hangs out with him and all his friends and I'm so fucking alone. I went to this volunteering event today to try and make some friends and she was there too. She came to talk to me and even though I knew it was probably bad for me, I still talked to her cause I had no one else. It was the first time I was socializing with a large group of people since the breakup and I realized I was even worse now. When people say something to me, I get nervous thinking up an answer and I just laugh or say something stupid. I can't participate in group discussions cause I can't think of anything to say and so I just sit there. I'm a second year uni student and I can't do simple adult things. This has been going on forever and I don't know how to fix it and I'm reaching my limit.",1.5380279898218807,3.347593534351148,3.0346755725190846,92.749239821883,79.30534351145039,6.198727735368958,22.748727735368966,7.1686216300943375,0.6003811704834607,974,31,222,12,24,319,134,262,0.113,0.8079999999999999,0.079,-0.7905,0,1,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,19,12,3,1,9,0,22,2,0,4,1,44,42,25,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,2,10,22,0,1,9,0,0,4,8,6,0,3,21,3,43,6,27,21,5,29,0,0,0,1,31,9,1,3,15,158,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738098947818593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884174024950528,0.08670104568744871,0.0,0.22479594170659728,0.0,0.0,0.09326513525596623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463007929129293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962516816210848,0.11555269370166785,0.2328527463953119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684351750116365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467693801156794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22457030537846606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185828515891104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964027830542678,0.0,0.0,0.2626872646892835,0.10477647900894548,0.05921291502074834,0.0,0.06441095240665175,0.0,0.09064443742776933,0.0,0.0,0.1122195732131222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457202030300392,0.0,0.0,0.1200055126925653,0.0,0.0,0.08005193690898234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635345400749792,0.0,0.0,0.07565206315010194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331434323115744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767988007922557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819118257355187,0.2357168763206496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530254725444836,0.12219441286166854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167948909694787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703858750930085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375197064963456,0.0,0.0,0.2310617353728172,0.0,0.17450180291833867,0.0,0.0,0.08021917118292342,0.0,0.18101912370684425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821889298897943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752948082693474,0.1452411189880864,0.22270233193257355,0.0,0.06608661158000229,0.0,0.10742842832556894,0.10829655041403644,0.0,0.0769470972929873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506277848672227,0.0,0.12653459814067852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549815524891373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895227679811688
socialanxiety,whyyyshouldicare,2019/01/17,"Does anyone else have voices in their head that criticize them after a social interaction? I used to have pretty severe SA but when I started to go to work, it became manageable for me. At least that's what I thought. Even if it scares, I still do it because I thought with time, it would become easier. But truth is, it still isn't. Not to mention, the voices in my head became more frequent. I realized that they come out after an awkward or cringey social interaction. 

I'm so upset. Do I have to be a slave to my anxiety forever? I've been trying my best for so long but this is all I am. There are days where I come home and just cry. I hate the whole being social and interacting with others thing. I don't understand why I have to do something which I'm so fucking uncomfortable with just because it's the norm. It doesn't help that I'm still suicidal. 

Sorry for the rant. I'll probably delete this. Ugh. ",1.5731967213114757,3.9709321530054713,3.3894289617486346,87.0592254098361,82.66120218579235,6.5015300546448085,21.71830601092897,7.734863291789972,1.0864646994535518,716,23,144,13,20,239,108,183,0.23199999999999998,0.696,0.07200000000000001,-0.9855,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,2,12,8,2,3,7,0,18,3,2,1,2,24,31,11,1,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,17,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,3,2,19,2,19,25,5,19,0,0,0,1,11,5,1,2,11,105,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525357618691393,0.0,0.0,0.09620393602507823,0.1409740038673034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677433534171057,0.15195388426276313,0.0,0.0,0.14438892782800994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23703780522084086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511327121340746,0.08873214653597314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204031939484128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493617209725175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087482762964602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719684092069852,0.0,0.0,0.0781937868528688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583854585077698,0.2824076374302916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922215763261148,0.0,0.1380108451239375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217600471378279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997530647716502,0.14834191262369892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377484554667026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543399646198747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207574506474041,0.0,0.1059210916234548,0.0,0.15401723250686405,0.09738469217765412,0.0,0.3296311476516295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049770056485298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140660041432584,0.0,0.0,0.2184572066031258,0.08022800822894484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934124508311641,0.0,0.0,0.14323278016035,0.0,0.11883087712491855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415074663753572,0.15361082280012747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016487737443301,0.0,0.0,0.09773776231447476,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yelley24,2019/01/17,"I seem to forget how to speak English properly when talking to someone I’m not very close to. I’m not a native English speaker but I can speak English fluently when I talk to myself (kinda rehearsing of what I’m going to say). But then when I’m about to talk to a person after I practiced, I just stutter and blurt out some random words that don’t even make any sense.

There was one scenario were I asked a teacher about an application about this kind of language exam that they’re offering, and I said something like, “I.. uh ask about exam... thing the language...” and it was so embarrassing. Thankfully, the teacher was very understanding and understood what I said.

Any tips on how I can work this out? I’m really having a hard time on this stuff.",4.2721855541718545,5.771332034246581,5.26581569115816,80.94948318804484,71.12328767123287,8.048816936488171,29.02615193026152,8.575989854853784,2.226665753424657,591,23,111,10,11,194,86,146,0.076,0.87,0.053,-0.2845,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,1,7,0,8,0,0,3,0,23,23,13,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,7,7,11,3,19,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,4,7,75,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491877512996108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34256641542413563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101313246579055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412647080874428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412648781457534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907923616445063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895105951671269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229880246898613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415261364797875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997805959731887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173735327056608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485627385017514,0.14570155063184267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679391965537507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523921049457992,0.1410494349853239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973968605168689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4417887699457518,0.0,0.1686816421224179,0.0,0.0,0.12172126575322212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683533427807672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907354088156019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023465058400035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338419329422327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zenmindfulness,2019/01/17,"Travis Rudolph lunch with lonely boy Old news but I just saw it, brought tears to my eyes! So heartwarming 😭😭

https://youtu.be/lk4N7VlzzKE",5.953333333333332,9.739240565217392,2.27826086956522,92.38376811594203,78.13043478260869,6.544927536231885,25.057971014492754,7.793537801064563,1.5016492753623192,115,4,20,2,3,29,22,23,0.152,0.667,0.18100000000000002,0.4179,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AyuTsukasa,2019/01/17,"Don't you hate it when... I can't stand it when people say ""why are you so quiet?"" and after I scramble for some kind of normal answer that doesn't make me sound crazy they immediately go ""oh we're gonna break you out of that"" they're the same people that push me further into my shell because they don't actually listen to me on the rare occasion I do have something to say",2.741308016877636,3.9084664430379767,4.481708860759493,86.38222573839663,74.44303797468355,6.785654008438819,22.02742616033755,7.1686216300943375,0.5614033755274255,295,7,64,3,6,100,56,79,0.033,0.925,0.040999999999999995,0.1526,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,2,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,12,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,5,12,1,9,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,41,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.2946252715898089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404444639222334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715851259616014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980783376574786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143977813808211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153045871628408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29581237985508724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41861938488768624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801894988621072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324287463196832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724311272980237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,birdlady96,2019/01/17,"I don't want to care what people think of me anymore. Yes I know it's one of those posts but I'm sick of living like this! I don't want to give a shit about how some people judge me. I just don't want to care. I can't live like I want to because I'm afraid I'll be judged. I'm a very careful person, this means I map everything out what I'm going to say, how I'm going to act etc. I even change my accent, mind you, I'm not doing it on purpose it just changes depending who I'm talking too. I'm only gonna live once so why should I give a shit what others think of me. I wish i didn't care if someone thought I was weird or quiet because guess what? I don't like interacting with people who have higher paying jobs because I think they're established and they probably think low of me. I'm starting to get out of my comfort zone a little bit. It's not like i have nothing to do all day. I'm going to college, I help my parents out with their business, and I'm training for my volunteer ship.  One thing I've noticed is that I fidget sometimes when I'm in groups. Why does life have to be so fucking cruel. I'm frustrated, I'm frustrated at everything because I've been struggling with this for the past 2 or 3 years. I was always that shy kid from birth to now. I'm the middle child and let's just say things have been roller coaster for me. I had the least amount of friends among us three siblings. I was the quiet and nice one. My younger brother is outgoing and nice (he's had his moments tho) and my older sister is the pretty one. My parents don't treat me as a middle child, though sometimes I can tell they don't favor me as much as they favor my siblings. My middle school principle told me that I need to ""step up my game"", I was fucking 11 at that for god's sake! She praised my siblings because they were more popular and charismatic than me and I was always the quiet one. I felt like I didn't have good qualities about me when I was little. I felt like I was sub par at everything compared to my siblings. All of their teachers knew my siblings and my dad, they never even knew I was their sibling. I remember times when my mom would introduce my older sister to her friend's daughters. She would tell her to add my sister on facebook and add her in contacts. Most of the time these girls are almost my age, not my sister's. I guess my mom thinks I'm not that responsible because I'm younger. And to make it worse, these girls would talk to my sister more and kind of avoid me. I always feel like the third wheel. I guess rejection has made me more anxious as a person. I'm also very sensitive, which I say, is not a bad thing but it has its cons. My mom cares about me deeply because she's a highly sensitive person like me but I can't help but think I'm their least favorite child. There's just times when you know someone doesn't care about you. 

Sorry for making this long. There's so much that I can go on about but I don't want to bore you guys. ",2.1898817900365906,3.6052281307815015,3.4889164086687323,91.94594427244586,76.30462519936205,6.257359977483818,23.45839196922789,6.794906146795322,0.5751378740970075,2326,70,518,21,51,759,252,627,0.14400000000000002,0.732,0.124,-0.8824,3,1,0,0,0,0,57.0,1,4,9,1,27,41,7,3,16,1,48,6,2,6,3,81,113,36,0,12,17,13,3,8,2,5,2,6,0,10,31,20,0,1,16,2,1,6,18,15,0,7,22,9,95,26,60,83,14,47,1,2,0,2,66,21,4,10,27,317,126,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965901580399548,0.0,0.0,0.047644708585264636,0.14872164133368854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730646929021351,0.05908561929288932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974535390820332,0.2542284566335806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504402326313823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644640067694365,0.0,0.12605178689740884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03842304535570993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213733198910793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644550254920624,0.0787017503806388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606352805046929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030124555593006686,0.042562716907167744,0.1144089348438358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920600232470949,0.1101582724772166,0.031127178965753243,0.11430578105950615,0.13543878001709128,0.04997141318945388,0.0,0.0,0.19689649267547232,0.058991838818293625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986809624890166,0.06294769693476075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591222244991977,0.0,0.0,0.06204158389554671,0.06548530111612202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060922801759413475,0.042081883079864435,0.23285540581331865,0.11942612552263113,0.15782607069892732,0.05272488039938785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056374384934026515,0.07953789500066158,0.0,0.0,0.06489818509610981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060157053176921625,0.20933199475702974,0.0,0.0,0.08759374441409336,0.04417652078604562,0.04595042274040555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716694201113559,0.06783023761124912,0.0,0.0634488966008352,0.20185883567614668,0.04531194723351769,0.0,0.0,0.132309201985287,0.0,0.05687418532432305,0.12391218017066395,0.15606430132324353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705949884433662,0.06061250357863358,0.06423543506391333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749054824297461,0.0,0.0,0.14213705778347124,0.0,0.0602963742683024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231244412917053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096092336991352,0.0,0.11784883419201266,0.06669297815051735,0.04216979517087277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062284127411848925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957734883390145,0.10414804087253808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874343484208524,0.2290520388505249,0.05853533253452206,0.047298479104135316,0.10422167791452977,0.0,0.0,0.0569295753287984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166530446641807,0.0,0.0,0.09831659897658224,0.17570399056798566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752021573298393,0.0,0.06851205237927846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071533123116043,0.12696804780392126,0.0,0.0,0.03836644253744309
socialanxiety,TylerJoseph-JoshDun-,2019/01/17,"Interview So I’m going in to tenth grade next year which, where I am is going to be my first year of high school. I really like playing music and band but there is an interview for it next Thursday and I’m absolutely terrified. I have to play a couple of scales a piece that I’m  confident in and they will get us to sight read (play a piece I’ve never seen before). I’m just really scared and anxious and idk what to do. I know there’s nothing you guys can do, I just wanted to tell someone. ",0.3393910256410244,2.552035182692311,2.6534615384615385,91.47487179487185,86.59615384615385,6.1589743589743575,18.28205128205128,7.492282038375204,0.4509897435897439,385,10,85,7,12,131,68,104,0.13699999999999998,0.762,0.10099999999999999,-0.7086,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,1,1,6,5,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,11,19,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,2,9,4,11,16,2,13,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,0,8,54,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315959854709005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744431673087362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22683284805374254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437616029324499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710604438956807,0.0,0.2330168114582382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029860307625697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659781085633675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266474832050155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015452034230253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811159832916774,0.0,0.43604781590368735,0.0,0.0,0.19670671201515305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050593154400389,0.0,0.2626614167198446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524460553716328,0.2074748291843648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369908708988693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918239075011336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24659437624646754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209165754076457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26403150134525866
socialanxiety,BackFroooom,2019/07/26,"Social anxiety at my house! /Blended family So, I decided to post 'cause I haven't found anyone in the same situation. 

Without giving too much info but explaning the situation, I came to live with my dad again and he lives with his wife, her children... basically a step-family .I'm in my early 20's (In my country that's  and I don't have enough money to move out now, but I'm saving.)
Problem is, my anxiety is still severe.
Yesterday I avoided drinking water because they were all at the kitchen, It's very complicated.I'm only eating in the kitchen really early in the morning or after they went to bed.
I know it's absurd, but it's the reality.I don't know my stepmom family at all.
I fear what they might be thinking or talking about me.
I'm very disappointed as I was living with others students and I really thought I was doing better.
Again, I don't want to give to much info.But yeah I went through situations here where I felt judged.

So, the situation is
*I can't move out right now, the best scenario would be to move out in 1,5 year.
I'm really hoping I can find someone who went throught something similar. Where you felt anxious at your home, and how you dealt with it.

Sorry about the long text.
Thanks guys.",2.005457724094086,4.4669106074380185,4.0333884297520655,82.72322949777495,81.35537190082644,7.028862047043865,24.183725365543552,8.139509932561175,1.7235602034329305,965,36,184,20,26,328,138,242,0.121,0.795,0.084,-0.6115,1,1,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,3,2,14,9,0,2,10,1,18,5,0,2,2,40,38,13,0,4,6,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,8,12,5,1,10,1,1,7,6,4,0,0,11,2,30,5,30,23,7,35,0,1,0,0,18,16,0,4,11,124,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493183376542276,0.1102534792995596,0.0,0.06824001769568536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949241724648858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241891753239646,0.08631399211289806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116215754645606,0.0,0.1002559563563683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560499881115812,0.0,0.0998630610840344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084072557572783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760089086177888,0.10982042092376328,0.0,0.0,0.18741115471531067,0.0,0.08919917894377276,0.0,0.0,0.10700682085566868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872421804139516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663343729933838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789477335936604,0.09693289645456016,0.0,0.1126104119253022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072702574829844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25853195988792016,0.08636764891975843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353184733866412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111810392589909,0.14348568849880788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422466055666031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934681070188306,0.0,0.0,0.09338431010542993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756371151403045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334477172844343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102534792995596,0.0,0.0,0.4387991326522196,0.0,0.09948482728151442,0.08269110824126748,0.0751326553296808,0.0,0.1092485308394152,0.0,0.0,0.0779387215610131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844238767377668,0.0,0.08985147426749251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625343162656932,0.0,0.07747876157822292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161050597726775,0.05756348978404709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27141194160780624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407716605387216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932800159172098,0.0,0.0,0.06284735810254095
socialanxiety,dramaticuban,2019/07/26,Currently sitting in a corner at a party and wishing I never came here I’m just writing this on my phone to make myself look slightly less weird.  I can feel my heart pounding atm.  I’m not sure why I thought I might enjoy this,2.3830851063829783,4.074604702127663,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,76.44680851063829,5.5510638297872354,26.643617021276608,5.985473137389443,0.9283234042553192,179,7,36,1,4,59,38,47,0.069,0.757,0.174,0.6917,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,2,12,10,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,7,2,4,7,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,2,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371190424237206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409855583282532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38458469795966543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725341552355027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663479255809254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34428854973384376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503073609941932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058776824560473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576506760444793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928493346589395,0.0,0.37320812311642665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,REBELDINE91,2019/07/26,Lacking Social Skills So I use to be homeschooled til 8th grade. Went to a church youth group til I was 18. Then family parted from the church and religion completely. Have low self esteem due to having bad social experiences and people discouraging me when I'm myself. Was depressed for a long time. 20 + years. I have no idea how to talk to people. No idea what topics are ok. I'm 28. And the thought of being in the real life scares me. Had a lot of horrible experiences. Developed PTSD and depression when I was just 8 years old. I didn't know I was disassociating myself for most of my life. I hate small talk and I try to be engaging in ideas and interests but other people dont give a response. It ends up being alkward for me. So...what should I do to build my social skills  up?,1.1815789473684222,3.688558394904458,3.2657525980556485,86.3663660744217,86.07006369426752,6.362587998659069,19.09118337244385,7.669130373188453,0.8073006369426756,616,17,124,12,19,208,97,157,0.134,0.8340000000000001,0.032,-0.9019,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,5,10,1,1,7,1,17,2,0,2,0,21,25,14,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,8,0,16,3,20,12,4,20,2,4,0,0,8,6,0,2,13,82,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079773650094234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913189251391528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22858611285965116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555216983788052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753151775341596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596092662510792,0.1250963718634789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729652937776226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310123337212906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494014922168218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292764617915863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745780365942466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743403044865515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281555175723833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924479345058566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369958539594124,0.0,0.2759893740657957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511748988009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103998777734465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285438609612998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843351572544807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40580834544925937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21331611680447413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534781668949213,0.0773775847058278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009359681647476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460893101274655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301287427854678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709070157018689
socialanxiety,Bunbasaur,2019/07/26,"I don't feel like Sertraline is working for me anymore, and I'm not sure what to do next. I've been on Sertraline pretty successfully for a few years as treatment for social anxiety disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, panic disorder, and atypical depression. My panic attacks are well-managed, but I'm noticing old symptoms coming back and side effects feeling less tolerable. 

In addition to all your typical SAD symptoms, I experience insomnia, forgetfulness/memory trouble, irritability, sensory overload (getting really upset by too much ongoing noise), trouble concentrating, trouble making decisions, reactive moods, etc. Around this time last year, I started noticing these issues coming back - not dramatically, not like the medication suddenly stopped working, but more like it just wasn't working as well anymore.

I had my dose upped from 50mg to 75mg per day. My social anxiety started to improve again, but my depression felt about the same and my problems with the side effects started getting more problematic. 

I have no sex drive at all. I couldn't even get in the mood during my honeymoon, and I can count on one hand how many times I've had sex with my husband since we got married, and there was no joy/fun/pleasure in it. My insomnia has gotten worse, to a point where I was worried my CPAP machine wasn't working. Nothing feels fun anymore and I feel like I can't even focus/enjoy a good book.

I want to try rectify this, but I'm not sure what avenue to take. I've researched some options, including keeping with Sertraline but adding wellbutrin to try to reduce the issues with my libido, or trying a different class of drugs like an SNRI or MAOI. 

I know everyone is different and drug reactions are as unique as the individual, but I'm wondering about experiences with (A) being on Sertraline and adding Wellbutrin, (B) switching from an SSRI to an SNRI, or (C) handling the pretty intense/stringent dietary restrictions with MAOIs.",10.836141618497107,9.613209572254338,10.475541907514453,58.47464234104048,57.32369942196532,13.852312138728326,47.05852601156069,12.709666756460704,6.335093063583818,1576,88,235,45,16,517,197,346,0.255,0.6940000000000001,0.051,-0.9971,2,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,1,1,0,7,14,24,1,3,15,0,19,11,1,4,4,60,44,23,0,3,14,1,6,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,7,20,0,3,10,1,0,3,11,11,1,1,10,6,25,11,38,32,10,32,0,3,0,2,5,13,0,6,21,150,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272149975676475,0.0,0.249841340905542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475538473100682,0.0,0.09553346954779143,0.0,0.1291428911060329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446737266202646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415680548684882,0.0,0.14465476187290927,0.0,0.0,0.1754716069681036,0.2887272230197802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947682390826262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093654111060682,0.11092914024331464,0.0,0.0,0.08024152976391989,0.0,0.16428695566737275,0.0,0.0,0.16984074869909105,0.11998324230646892,0.08062898675695944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162011711953875,0.0,0.0,0.07043408659959413,0.06716232692534041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529576892106652,0.0,0.07464066967465383,0.0,0.0,0.04615035952982464,0.06845067824441155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512925254958844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056053837853122006,0.0851372771288888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459578663241804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061731147728948076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930816327261101,0.0,0.0,0.08057609515626155,0.1912117558840636,0.08811743717346505,0.0,0.056903504645762173,0.0,0.0,0.19705269266506106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938333865323505,0.0,0.0,0.1708651428323691,0.0,0.0803525522718886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379641368278858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694648307314298,0.0,0.0,0.17120348751032613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831340852969332,0.0,0.0,0.0702067014321339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158290529538853,0.1745639622618389,0.06313860644200786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979327742170826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104015153050198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953051874134928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510068785960826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106709948682894,0.2445386477101409,0.08528049594603901,0.08557750571603015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815404903421544
socialanxiety,Stophittingsand,2019/07/26,"Kind of new acquaintance asked to meet me alone for the first time. I said yes, but I'm dreading it so much.. I've met her a few times before, but always together with one more girl. Now the other girl is busy this weekend and this one asked if I wanted to have a picnic/bbq in a park or something. I said yes because I'm too scared to say no, but I'm dreading it so much. I have almost no social experience when it comes to meeting up somewhere random one to one with a slight stranger. 

I'm extremely worried we'll end up in some kind of situation that could be awkward and just ruin the whole meetup. I don't like being spontaneous, I like things to be planned ahead so I don't have to worry about exactly where we should go, who brings what etc. 

It's not a date or anything, just a friendly meetup. 

How can I calm the anxiety in this situation? What would you do?",2.4030912476722577,4.023830798882681,3.8304804469273774,88.85451024208568,76.20670391061452,6.784506517690875,24.223836126629426,7.554174236665415,1.0200857355679704,679,22,146,9,15,224,111,179,0.19899999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9701,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,0,3,11,11,0,4,10,2,15,0,0,1,1,24,28,13,0,5,9,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,0,2,13,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,5,0,5,3,3,13,6,19,18,7,19,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,6,12,102,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114961980799082,0.1459905401026848,0.0,0.0,0.1172888000724982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783289988989628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599687078203436,0.0,0.2635544201716428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592701973422898,0.0,0.1199453383565626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121423303827265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254392701363904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484743075099765,0.0,0.15720603661288074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788450328106527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989926501778213,0.0,0.0,0.10890422097754413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010998861210775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29357326335763995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773044844038534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072414966118092,0.0,0.0,0.13613863959586275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820686282077568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681677079334515,0.11209589138310794,0.14112409237241233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168866174537166,0.0,0.14368948368087373,0.0,0.10851677333012646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093646592817425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438812044456086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314100101449225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737517980002058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863004862513936,0.0,0.10013290494189957,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xAmrxxx,2019/07/26,"Anxious about coming off as rude at work I'm new at a new job and when someone at work  asks a question out loud i get anxious to reply because i'm not sure they're asking me. I usually don't reply because i'm afraid that it might seem weird, but also i feel kind of guilty because i don't want them to think i'm ignoring them. especially when they're making a kind offer and i don't know if i'm 'included'. Is there anything i should say to make things less awkward? Advice is appreciated",3.715395284327325,4.39483754368932,5.385464632454924,82.65922330097091,71.62135922330097,7.827461858529817,28.30651872399445,7.957251820313856,1.7159081830790566,389,14,81,5,7,133,66,103,0.18899999999999997,0.765,0.046,-0.8344,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,5,8,1,2,3,0,7,0,0,2,1,19,23,8,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,3,9,3,11,21,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,5,43,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615113359449484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217569253654854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734424852112671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601273227303454,0.0,0.3090321018878077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022625175490913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237552447598434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357137898609943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635285131704977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401655502830795,0.0,0.0,0.34423085211164234,0.09083448385981736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206535975720741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753377336220657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31926013545936244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851532979408156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143861865245424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504662256788617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400426234286475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557760188332548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980579796063812,0.10590582095734874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203440972244853,0.0,0.09748741182117866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24065404987986616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sstsebiggestfan,2019/07/26,"Feeling ""exposed"" in public places Any place where there are other people present. Streets, schools, malls. Getting up in restaurants too. It always feels like I spilled an entire drink all over me so I feel kind of embarrassed others will see it, just without spilling anything. Is this a social anxiety thing?",4.4838274932614555,7.915647679245282,2.947762803234504,87.41415094339622,81.64150943396227,4.538005390835579,32.099730458221025,6.1826913282559595,1.9579239892183289,249,13,38,2,7,70,50,53,0.08199999999999999,0.8440000000000001,0.073,-0.1263,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,8,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,2,6,7,1,9,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,2,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361268297824375,0.0,0.0,0.16640658178880552,0.0,0.18719729459534654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136990115349213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23971599749099415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711879037598369,0.17481603026826165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278473334329449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548207491507267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195496335430547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696464027156839,0.0,0.5113255678922863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476527241469135,0.19499678562971234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494441180226673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256994703280284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358851731829929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ghopers,2019/07/26,Going to doctor about anxiety Hello I will be 18 years old in 10 days and probably since last summer I have been feeling really anxious about everything I do like going outside with friends or going by bus. It has got worse and worse each time I have to go somewhere and I tried even telling it to my best friend. That helped for a little bit of time but it's the same now. So I wanted to go talk about it to my doctor when I am 18 so finally my question is : Can she tell my parents about my visit because I will have the same doctor for one more year. I know that my parents won't understand so I don't want them to know yet.  I searched for answer a little bit but I wanted to make sure. Or is it better to just try to call some therapist and ask them? Sorry for my English it's not my first language.,1.7334516765285992,3.457285224852072,3.3968994082840247,90.77566469428012,78.40828402366864,6.163471400394478,22.509270216962527,7.0316486544052195,0.6369523471400389,629,19,136,7,15,209,100,169,0.062,0.8370000000000001,0.1,0.8049,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,3,12,6,0,0,4,0,15,3,0,1,1,26,30,12,0,3,6,2,1,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,2,1,23,6,21,24,8,22,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,4,14,96,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976889318989258,0.13256687641373535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970208822293327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153265343437673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314673486227105,0.10378245111084118,0.25622152177369745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198227512158486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567806124470666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603239010334053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750551563824049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546245951748186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059333349088591725,0.0,0.0,0.12854612610053992,0.0,0.0998139188125126,0.0,0.0,0.1813214963307804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334504134872863,0.0,0.09385181870867892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865413352151544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897990210339935,0.09565214517093748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732902447984446,0.23522179353169365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832895119856251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313423487948233,0.0,0.07951626523957682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605963113642898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265181649149213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314536794164151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517445412138059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970693095205348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135854376823064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059663029614364,0.0,0.0,0.09431777009135536,0.20513006563382333,0.0,0.0,0.1362470285683921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685006747423728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593396181879363,0.0,0.0,0.1221606771885099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076400332567709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916993111123025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113315257603113
socialanxiety,Kewpie_1917,2019/07/26,"Anxiety re-emerging? Hey all!

I have struggled with a handful of mental issues throughout my life, social anxiety being one of them. I have been lucky however and thanks to a combo of meds, therapy and life experience, I haven’t really had to deal with this particular problem since i was 18 or so. I am 23 now. 

In the past few weeks however, i have noticed old feelings coming back. Its no where near as bad as it once was (sobbing if i had to send am email or talk on the phone) but its starting to impact my life and mood. For the past few years I have been bold and strong; you would have never known i used to struggle with SA. It sucks to suddenly feel overwhelmed by needing to ask for help at the store, call the doctor etc. 

I am definitely going to be discussing this with my therapist and getting professional help but i was also wondering if anyone here has had experience with their social anxiety relapsing. 

Thanks!",5.382340823970036,6.417642196629218,6.2376966292134854,76.7611891385768,68.04494382022472,9.528838951310863,31.12546816479401,9.725611199111238,2.977492883895132,733,29,135,16,12,242,113,178,0.09300000000000001,0.76,0.147,0.9375,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,1,6,13,1,3,7,0,21,5,1,1,2,28,34,15,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,7,0,1,8,3,17,5,25,23,4,18,0,2,0,0,16,5,2,6,10,100,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431926895838092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29937723373554226,0.0,0.0,0.09121231881157953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195132983583085,0.0,0.0,0.100306508471371,0.10891868389734813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320205742725225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236945572873634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448622513554725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351912017499767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548407278220168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255206473531012,0.0,0.0,0.13191692049221534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681537289420706,0.0,0.07413664045563946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748731739826371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361538864407152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764179743965036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489839073070454,0.0,0.1314609659268125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672558591218428,0.10060958815666236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851598448158454,0.13688329853260925,0.1389229298731005,0.08839498360176024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490548735341332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248211790231473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356836955696638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790798583723232,0.0,0.0,0.26595074530557045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923318104984832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727452777966716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048492118620072,0.0,0.24019810056688035,0.14917872885474304,0.15146025558173806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266524319911672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046375677399315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414653599266072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266656131235984,0.0,0.0,0.08400427575031125
socialanxiety,wtfisthiswtfisthatt,2019/07/26,"My SA is ingrained within the deepest parts of my brain. I've been trying to get treatment for my SA, whether in therapy, or on my own, for 11 years now. I know everything you're supposed to do and I work on it all. But as soon as a situation presents itself, my body and brain freeze and I revert back to the very beginnings.

It is such a hopeless feeling.",2.5900456621004544,4.159126109589046,4.026232876712331,87.86665525114157,75.57534246575342,7.0584474885844735,28.605022831050228,7.793537801064563,1.7087187214611874,278,12,59,4,6,92,53,73,0.044000000000000004,0.917,0.039,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,4,3,3,0,1,9,8,8,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,12,7,3,10,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,44,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034924095678521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939562259881758,0.0,0.5908532214682664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378420514524676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381032010197716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826387474562096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543964104746596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865801546276713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974673028775072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30263977336610426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967370494137594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183563428807604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266162554059502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041997320953586
socialanxiety,drowsydragon96,2019/07/26,Hi how are you? Thanks for accepting me,-1.1787500000000009,-0.4132013749999981,0.7199999999999989,97.025,125.25,6.6000000000000005,16.5,7.1686216300943375,0.97255,31,1,7,1,2,10,8,8,0.0,0.522,0.478,0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Firefly1950,2019/07/26,Anyone else sometimes purposely isolate themselves? I tend to do this a lot. Especially after embarrassing myself,7.723921568627452,11.83590217647059,8.137647058823532,46.812745098039244,86.05882352941177,9.325490196078432,40.96078431372549,8.841846274778883,6.525996078431373,95,6,8,3,3,31,17,17,0.265,0.735,0.0,-0.5688,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523730602647921,0.5163556005395981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209849655888491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284396641002173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984187327587766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MALayhee1993,2019/07/26,"I'm worried I might have incel qualities? 26 years old. I'm posting here to be critical of myself in a constructive manner and looking for feedback. I'm not in a comfortable position in my life right now. I'm living paycheck to paycheck. My wealthy parents are not only too absorbed in their materialism, but I had family failure beginning when I turned 12, an ongoing negative infection that is still going on. I am civil with my parents and stay on their good side, but they're always critical of me.

I need to take  more classes to be an IT technician. I held a job through a temp agency for 8 months, that was a bad idea but it was my only shot at landing a job. I haven't dated since I was 16 and I don't count that as actual dating because teenagers are a mix between the ignorance of a child and the ego driven goals of adults. So technically I never had a real girlfriend. I want to bullet point stuff I do know though.

* I have autism, struggled with social anxiety long before the term incel was even a thought
* I was selfish and immature as a teenager and a 22 year old. I learned to manage myself better, but am still socially retarded and not good with communicating with my own family.
* I paid for sex with women. I'm never doing that again and I don't even want to think about it.
* I have a hard time thinking of ways to socialize and join any club or event after work.
* I'm not attractive. Its subjective crap I know. I have a baby face and that's objectively not desirable in our species.
* I am beginning to work out, have made some small gains on my upper body. I will admit its nice to get complimented by co workers at my parents company, but I need to get the diet part down to get better. 
* I'm older and less malleable. I fear I can't improve myself. Most women don't care about men being over muscular. They want a man who is funny and a listener. I am funny, but only in a cynical fashion. I listen to people, but  can't follow up with better communication to keep a conversation going.",2.242989949748747,4.567722080402014,4.4487914572864335,80.88901633165828,79.45226130653266,7.497587939698493,25.52788944723618,8.472884824447931,2.078765628140704,1580,62,296,35,40,545,214,398,0.156,0.727,0.11699999999999999,-0.9526,5,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,3,9,13,17,2,2,24,0,33,8,4,1,2,56,70,25,0,6,13,3,1,0,1,2,2,2,0,6,12,19,1,3,8,1,1,4,14,7,0,0,12,4,42,10,51,53,7,50,0,0,1,1,22,21,1,4,22,207,54,10,0.0,0.0,0.0970222630340418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272769339037328,0.0,0.0,0.06761088000512883,0.0,0.07605813235340526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301384416165491,0.060607186177435,0.0,0.0846014382364969,0.0,0.0,0.2637940311635009,0.0,0.11043626306327553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013681207841101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133557866336593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874538424162654,0.1118782360016419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583285156378393,0.0,0.11300848113907365,0.16678217285184127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906325624289886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122361840565372,0.0,0.0,0.19732347829401686,0.08837150925392308,0.0,0.0,0.10928028759759892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022522928407128,0.0,0.0,0.08779211060811934,0.08798600594928925,0.08349007054785937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407621090118902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547182712295236,0.0,0.0,0.07935829126898575,0.0,0.0,0.14744142011349307,0.15336190951915826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865490485413354,0.0,0.0,0.2268464468005767,0.0,0.0,0.3311915971598392,0.10766515061480188,0.0,0.06892721702479843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939866359315888,0.0,0.09521951243420088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316485700427745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490648608432085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082243527001598,0.0,0.0,0.3040469220085315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059714239068642,0.15879827469469285,0.0,0.0,0.10393824629839947,0.1138152631659961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475353540891959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274121686026186,0.09768234802265913,0.07893055863427054,0.05797420562215375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081434030843226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592634341499394,0.07891715196499728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447618936382404,0.10096862969644152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804998383236635
socialanxiety,abyssgazingback,2019/07/26,"Dating wish social anxiety? Is it even possible? Recently 2 guys asked me out but I just don't want to be around people, it's just painful and I can't be myself. I never like people in real life. I like someone I met online but he doesn't have social anxiety and has been with people and I can't seem to get past that. And if we met irl it would probably be the same as other guys.

How does this even work, how do people date?",-0.4545970695970674,1.749340747252749,2.149917582417583,93.1554990842491,92.07692307692308,5.231135531135532,15.275641025641027,6.816661863887847,-0.1693743589743586,332,7,73,5,12,114,60,91,0.16399999999999998,0.815,0.021,-0.8911,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,2,1,22,20,10,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,9,2,7,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,2,7,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564035004110737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491858122508245,0.15666896640501052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665440124439547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213760781117396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755602980611568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318701770934544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836994972438313,0.1637467281755381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292515646049715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832181595088542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997845069524996,0.464728206489041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892644157414612,0.0,0.0,0.1806845288888101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907479487176512,0.0,0.0,0.16546956191332002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256271378905806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34166276364313874,0.1419938765661156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884573126366353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271400427253926,0.0,0.0,0.1220035751157863,0.0,0.0,0.1190472822285566,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Darth_pathetic,2019/07/26,"Probably the first time I'm pouring my heart out I've thought about this doing this for weeks and I think I'm ready, I probably won't be able to type down everything I feel but I think I need to put some stuff into words to feel better. This is going to be all over the place and it's going to be long, I am sorry about that.
I apologise for weird fluctuations in writing style, I've literally never jotted this stuff down. I am trying to keep this candid.

*I do not have any diagnosed mental illnesses (nor have I ever sought professional help) and I realise most of my issues are not under the purview or severity of social anxiety ""disorder"" at least.*

For the longest time, this perceived lack of severity has held me back from posting. I did not find myself worthy to speak among people who went through stuff way more severely and seriously than I did, sorry if I'm whining over nothing but here goes -

I feel unwanted and annoying. I have this *tiring* 'anxiety' that my friends are friends with me out of pity. I feel like the guy who interrupts you while you're going to do sometimes worthwhile but you have to interact with him out of obligation.

The *rational* part of my brain tells me all of this is ridiculous. I have a great (and by preference) small circle of friends and I'm not a specially unpopular and distant person. I'm invited to tons of hangouts (which is again where I sometimes think I am not *really* invited. Just pity) and I go to a lot of them (and often end up feeling the same sense of 'loneliness' and unwantedness despite the fact that I'm not ignored)

I have a constant need of reassurance that I'm not hated, that the friend which loves me actually does love me. I crave reassurance but due to my generally unexpressive nature I cannot bring myself up to communicate this need. I feel like an absolute attention seeker everytime I try to.

I've never expressed any of this to anyone except one person to whom I've shared ¼ of what I'm typing here. I have genuine issues expressing my issues, I really want to but I can't bring myself up to.

It's a self-fulfilling prophecy, I can't share my issues with that one person because I feel like they don't want to talk about my issues (although they've made it clear multiple times that they're there for me and would love to talk my issues out) and I'll be taking their time which they could've spent doing something they like. 

Any attempt to share my feelings and 'insecurities' makes me think that this is yet another ploy for me to seek attention and makes me sulk over how pathetically trivial my issues are.

I have generally been seen as the emotionally well adjusted guy due to the general lack of drama in my life and me being 'low maintainence' (due to the fact that I don't ever talk about my issues) I often help my friends (and specially the one aforementioned friend) out with their issues. 

For about a week I've felt unusually low (or more specifically physically appeared to be low) probably due a build up of such feelings(?) trying to break through, seeing this some of my friends asked if I were okay and one noted how I might be going through issues for the first time in my life.
This made me feel like a scam, I put on this show of a person who has no issues in life. I essentially lie to my friends by not sharing what I feel and go through.

I think I have (mild?) imposter syndrome, I tend to find excuses for every achievement. 

Great grades? The professor marks us leniently. 
Won the debate? The opponents were obviously inexperienced.
Won a Quiz? I didn't do anything, my teammate answers most of the questions!

Some people think that I'm smart but again there's where I feel like a scam. I have a surface knowledge of a lot of things but specific knowledge in barely ANYTHING. 

If relevant, I have public speaking issues and very very very mild body insecurity (I am an Ectomorph, basically your next door thin kid) 

I have this irrational feeling that often when people laugh around me or talk about something I can't hear, it's a jab at me. They're laughing at me for something. Sometimes I know what they might be laughing at and sometimes I don't.

I know this is irrational. I know most of what I feel is irrational but it's so hard to make it stop. It just doesn't stop. I want to cry it out but I haven't cried in so long, i don't remember last when I cried.

I don't understand why I feel this way. I have self esteem and confidence issues (as is clear) and I have these specific issues like I mentioned earlier.

I have the general anxiety issues such as asking for stuff from servers or ordering a pizza etcetera (although I've improved a lot and it's nowhere as close to people with SAD or GAD)

I think I am going to post this now, I feel a little bit better typing this down although I still feel ridiculous doing this. I don't know what I expect out of this, I've been lurking for quite sometime on this sub and I relate to a lot of content.

I don't know how to end this, I've more stuff but for later I guess. If you read till here, thanks a lot. I'm sorry, I wish I could've been clearer and concise.",3.67612285095932,5.487292195413761,4.839189383070302,82.15401448094742,73.20737786640079,8.083111640687694,27.485944605208765,8.771748573748791,2.139234185249131,4044,153,783,80,82,1331,365,1003,0.10800000000000001,0.723,0.16899999999999998,0.9975,0,0,3,0,0,0,107.0,1,4,7,9,37,55,4,2,40,1,71,13,3,8,11,176,154,62,0,17,30,0,20,7,8,4,6,3,1,8,62,41,1,5,44,4,1,13,27,16,1,6,18,25,122,39,129,124,23,100,0,7,2,3,63,44,0,28,44,543,184,9,0.036306232551196436,0.0,0.03542964573295922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406844938573083,0.03807025042866129,0.0833225055814104,0.0,0.0,0.025386161961750198,0.0,0.05975387179627543,0.032320244338857995,0.0678828529084647,0.0,0.0,0.027917251781879083,0.0,0.02213194238094213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421982459367978,0.03963700271411712,0.04032803971013232,0.0,0.04052976271914432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03923413936243275,0.0,0.05797514485420005,0.0,0.11964207494444035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03685006179927307,0.0,0.0,0.04161008792814827,0.0,0.031771828768935674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04083962493479137,0.06431309155923295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568213182719568,0.03058956679935302,0.0,0.032629700777626225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120778749879479,0.1296858989445151,0.034859676826712746,0.0,0.06636647761786636,0.0617641257220004,0.0,0.0,0.22440084166040444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444356804541169,0.0,0.0,0.08005549911990888,0.03999540835599338,0.0718977565668698,0.0,0.0,0.032523253095039895,0.035844888141765084,0.0,0.0,0.04091976274180747,0.04302306038086198,0.04867060475306065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5684141119215153,0.0,0.03227064766212339,0.0,0.0,0.09976477960064582,0.029594425257533363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693249726129882,0.1241617392811056,0.03638838300581956,0.0,0.06425974663459667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543313029593242,0.09830337710223784,0.0687076701758403,0.07270407645131907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0365881430945763,0.07703035062092906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076183420632976,0.05600320950344635,0.0,0.03861209020342548,0.0,0.0,0.03483680931737973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840817115749756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039316111836411566,0.0,0.10068068107999358,0.12680480746813186,0.037932285628307694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954266962882867,0.0,0.1174327779665693,0.0,0.0,0.07299558312534088,0.04067128952899698,0.03861614734069733,0.036316057533343125,0.0,0.046517404493025966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112788400344977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02893136675952917,0.0,0.07575063729199989,0.12304712587385777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03700963193426828,0.0,0.08385093473984664,0.17953896170547898,0.12192556471807645,0.0,0.0,0.02899420421405796,0.060707272196557874,0.0,0.0,0.20780975040542604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02729776851210921,0.1167262978760218,0.03173324751172227,0.03342590103696318,0.0,0.0,0.024120247656875128,0.1628449748617225,0.0,0.02882309320012027,0.10585228083795363,0.041728673455035725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394864609570001,0.0,0.0,0.03779606849385607,0.04367192749058111,0.0,0.0,0.08986933245301072,0.06424306986223573,0.057636394966234426,0.058245339588763566,0.0,0.03264366326677002,0.03365624131153814,0.03276072780422532,0.0,0.04175037566666311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025790905927669226,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ashamedtobeincel,2019/07/26,"Paranoid or normal behaviour? Hey, I've been dealing with something for most of my life, but haven't really paid attention to it until recently.

Whenever I'm in a public location, I'm always assessing the threat level of people. If someone is walking behind me, nearby, especially later in the day I'll be preparing myself mentally for them to attack me and plan out how I'd respond to it. If I'm in line at a store and someone who could pose a threat (my age, male, etc) lines up close to me, behind me, I'll turn slightly so I'm not freely showing my back if he chose to attack me.

I'm wondering if this is normal (perhaps male?) human behaviour to be judging the threat level of others or if I'm just extremely paranoid. Do you guys experience this too?

I was abused as a kid so it could be related to that.",4.385655326268825,5.180821809815954,6.405041829336307,75.53442275515899,70.16564417177914,9.608254322364752,30.76910206358059,9.800150414767053,3.064808588957056,637,26,119,15,11,224,101,163,0.20199999999999999,0.7979999999999999,0.0,-0.9891,0,0,1,0,1,0,22.0,0,1,1,1,6,5,5,0,7,0,11,1,0,1,0,23,20,15,0,9,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,8,5,0,0,2,1,2,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,12,0,23,12,2,16,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,9,6,80,20,0,0.0,0.22344264018374588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569180047861687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290858105508484,0.0,0.145010388425679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011398951453913,0.0,0.0,0.12162186137050215,0.19442307425519811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103223631786381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447252535981928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672901058019087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320331334404162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900495393806172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695469373784117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074124187116787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208125166974098,0.0,0.18620514713204275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195752786448188,0.14518211070682732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051265585600505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045126194138319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PhoenixPaladin,2019/07/26,"My social anxiety seems to relapse on a daily basis My social anxiety definitely varies from day to day. I've been living with it for my whole life, but I still don't really understand what causes this. But it's always there to a degree.

When I'm in a social situation that is making me anxious, I sometimes just force myself to endure and push through it. Sometimes I try to pretend that I'm someone who doesn't have social anxiety, as if I were an improv actor or something. Eventually, I start to realize that the environment is ""safe"" enough for me to be myself, and my anxiety seems to calm down for the rest of the day. Even in new social interactions, I will feel way less anxious if I faced my anxiety head-on once already that day.

But then I go to sleep, and wake up in the morning and I feel as socially anxious as I always have, and I'm fighting through it all over again every day.

Does anyone else experience this?",6.611475409836067,6.166069409836067,7.731699453551915,72.22443442622952,65.28415300546447,10.598688524590166,33.60054644808743,10.125756701596842,3.3251425136612016,734,28,136,15,10,251,105,183,0.12,0.852,0.027000000000000003,-0.9081,0,0,1,0,2,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,8,0,10,4,3,2,1,23,21,16,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,6,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,2,19,2,27,17,5,21,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,5,11,99,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663075687391617,0.0,0.16080350233753887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695985456154048,0.3274844301509807,0.0,0.0675641362991847,0.09900620707919247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926297396747402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115834492007129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455930331859951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071980750622257,0.0,0.0,0.09984195135602872,0.0,0.06382149726736533,0.0,0.08141276588712093,0.0,0.0,0.09452015466081196,0.0,0.0,0.09771545019830427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491558756285647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916760631444986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825080186902334,0.0,0.0,0.08532377904442434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449955082175023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332336095582497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290504496895488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061901997280774286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593194177512828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861326464879092,0.09669719964032293,0.590996895117225,0.08187209641208637,0.07438850599148042,0.19113397130232104,0.0,0.06839338272012056,0.0,0.07716677961625795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560367299683494,0.0,0.0,0.10059254830012736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669834556243081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788105973119702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Penguin_Peanut,2019/07/26,"Do salespeople ignore you or treat you differently? In general, I  feel like people never take me seriously. However, I noticed many salespeople ignore me and treat me like a child. I am now a 24 year old woman, and I honestly do NOT look much younger than my actual age. When I was in high school people always thought I was older, so I think my shy and reserved demeanor makes me seem less mature. I went to Nordstrom yesterday to buy a gift for my friend and the sales women completely ignored me, while greeting all the other women who entered the store. Then, when I went to make a purchase the saleswoman asked if I had a Nordstrom account. I said yes and started to give her the phone number, and she stopped me and asked “So, is this your account or your mom’s account? It’s not really your account, is it.” ……She sounded very condescending when she asked me this question, and I said “No, it’s my own account” and preceded with my purchase. None of the other women were asked the same question or ignored during their time in the store.

Next, I went to pick up a prescription at the pharmacy and walked over to the counter. I saw the manager standing at the computer and walked over and smiled at her, she looked up, did not smile back, and then looked back towards her computer. I stood there awkwardly for a solid 5 minutes while she totally ignored me. Then, another employee came out from the back and ignored me for a minute before asking what I needed help with. A few seconds later this older woman walked up to the counter and the manager greeted her warmly, gave her a big smile and helped her IMMEDIATELY. It made me feel really down about the whole encounter, especially when I looked up the pharmacy and saw GLOWING reviews posted about the manager (when she completely ignored my existence and was downright rude). 

Lastly, I went to Marshalls and bought miscellaneous items, including a couple candies. The guy at the counter spoke to me in a baby voice that people use to speak to dogs (which he did NOT use for the customer in front of me) and made a joke that I could “tell my parents the candy is healthy because it contained vegetable extract so I wouldn’t get in trouble”. Then, when I tried to pay with a credit card (which is SIGNED) he asked me to show ID. Which he did NOT ask the previous customer to do. 

This is why I HATE shopping at stores when I’m alone. I notice a stark difference in the way salespeople treat me in comparison to other customers. And I do not think it is solely based on my appearance, it’s as if people can sense my insecurity and lack of confidence. I am constantly told to “be more assertive” and “be more confident” and reminded how “shy” I am by complete strangers who speak to me for about 5 minutes and come up with all kinds of assumptions. I just felt like ranting because that day of shopping made me feel like crap, especially the pharmacy manager.",7.154458651026392,7.141398403636366,7.184263929618767,75.15529912023462,64.05454545454546,10.442228739002934,36.28739002932552,10.088038600937136,3.629960703812317,2302,102,418,46,31,739,255,550,0.09,0.7959999999999999,0.114,0.9291,4,1,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,5,1,0,20,27,3,2,40,1,26,2,1,9,4,84,75,48,0,6,12,2,5,4,1,1,0,7,0,7,23,32,1,9,10,4,17,12,10,14,0,1,27,19,69,13,62,44,14,74,0,0,7,0,53,26,1,9,37,296,92,10,0.0,0.0,0.07418139544390681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873044133633665,0.0,0.0,0.06325203665266335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971020435775625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974578853247185,0.0,0.0,0.17535659625962438,0.0,0.09267822670747893,0.0,0.06468466668050046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694292613367548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548171061024016,0.2391063901638561,0.08214711569183061,0.0,0.060693199965394976,0.08411110274429266,0.0,0.04902452362719701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588426766382849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530907873823935,0.1086127817998714,0.07298801380120899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873036276817159,0.0,0.03971562135503104,0.07292220609270636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526854701873481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505081597282995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190486816869801,0.08031588405048735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915976121616708,0.0,0.06196380792263885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855180319952369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553397434886621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157866983666488,0.10148355958302467,0.07706906669696346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902991445097433,0.0,0.0,0.05588106763621252,0.05636546679194991,0.058628814152075964,0.0,0.08084469017514133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309117773596258,0.07976680570141112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440761968206875,0.0,0.0,0.21080180911346247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280304627999773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031234432905834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739657019802518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461869914930325,0.0,0.0,0.07693302281442985,0.0,0.06920280633052389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380505632933354,0.0,0.0,0.06355341793531409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057155145608729925,0.0,0.066442001710352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741694501766393,0.0,0.06034881891595245,0.044325985998640495,0.0,0.0,0.07263727497274536,0.0,0.051610392418380134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313081531480664,0.0,0.06272179085300998,0.0,0.06033856842906578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818732046834082,0.06859330523913904,0.08487000152425009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895230326632245
socialanxiety,irene_soni,2019/07/26,"Book to improve my social skills Hi guys, as a fellow socially anxious human I'm looking for a book that teaches one to have better networking and social skills. Please give me your suggestions",8.582285714285714,9.05182165714286,8.092142857142857,68.21535714285716,61.0,10.428571428571429,37.5,10.125756701596842,4.154714285714286,158,7,23,3,2,50,30,35,0.052000000000000005,0.735,0.213,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,0,0,13,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852915367247863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334579921813072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422536219689591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25004836129680896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206495595496053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711235726337453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772064951991651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7722798256233324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anmmtc3,2019/07/26,"physical symptoms how do you manage your physical symptoms of social anxiety? even if i can manage a conversation my voice is still shaky, still sweating, still trembling.",9.12,11.485073857142858,8.412857142857145,59.682142857142885,60.42857142857143,11.314285714285715,42.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,5.950442857142857,140,8,17,4,2,44,23,28,0.21,0.79,0.0,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,15,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972399144247806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897073769063586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29278658846147404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6881274165654977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5970671243000072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jzqbb48,2019/07/26,Dating someone with friends sucks He always goes out and hangs out with his friends and I’m stuck alone because he’s the only person I can hang out with.  I’m lucky to have a boyfriend in the first place but it just sucks when he chooses other people over me. I wish I had friends so I didn’t have to be so jealous all the time,1.830333333333336,3.418592128571433,2.4457142857142853,98.30761904761906,77.71428571428572,4.666666666666667,23.095238095238088,3.1291,-0.2449047619047615,259,8,60,0,6,80,49,70,0.171,0.654,0.17600000000000002,0.1029,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,3,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,14,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,0,6,4,10,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,1,4,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816137561181681,0.0,0.0,0.2262484919624025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575204641599353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312840431559192,0.0,0.0,0.6302242605247788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679760465650066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885061491251559,0.2374187946482241,0.28408505046272114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303860062469641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855121854826004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31267974976046026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,monoworld,2019/07/26,"dumb complaining i have had social anxiety for about four years now (but have only been aware of it for two) and... i already feel sick to my stomach just writing this... god. anyway, i have a huge fear of having attention--good or bad attention--and its honestly ruing my life. idk rlly know what to say i guess... i hate talking about my problems bc im terrified of it seeming like im trying to gain attention/pity. also, i always assume that im just overdramatic or making up my problems. most recently (past 6 months or so) i've stopped rlly hanging out with people other than my family, im seventeen btw. along with kinda isolating myself, ive stopped having strong feelings...? i dont know, like i still get happy and sad, but usually just for a minute or so, and then i go back to just... neutral? i've stopped watching shows and movies and reading intense novels bc i cant handle the feelings they evoke in me. i honestly dont know how to decipher my emotions and feelings, and feel like  im always in a wierd state of okness--not really feeling much. i guess this was just kinda a rant post, but i was just hoping to find other people who experience similar things",3.492631578947368,5.356148614035089,5.082105263157897,79.99973684210528,73.82456140350877,7.957894736842108,27.78947368421053,8.6894789155246,2.311794736842105,916,36,167,18,19,309,135,228,0.146,0.723,0.131,0.3483,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,2,16,16,2,1,5,0,13,3,1,2,0,50,30,19,0,3,13,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,11,11,0,3,12,3,0,2,3,8,0,2,4,8,23,8,23,26,2,21,0,1,1,0,7,5,1,12,15,107,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124735896362575,0.08150707946950687,0.16961473091081025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797013988911007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837181605007759,0.08510070970375631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23890392212583306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464866233793004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969938692497736,0.09608310027936832,0.11469071671471748,0.30920930608384395,0.07281318014952816,0.0,0.0,0.0931549676951927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325009901325898,0.0,0.05792468740967535,0.08548743537275134,0.0,0.0,0.2245574035018907,0.0,0.0,0.10849798788610432,0.0,0.10062698870687102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123165868508707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504668768773802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804118864336312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199060483870429,0.14938199301212876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803380397483659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813532607250056,0.0,0.07492448268640749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751636212594362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972961926023146,0.1413199243078697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976132134059048,0.0,0.0,0.19505140056485906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019496977318743,0.0,0.06529391747687811,0.0,0.10063579373204312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810525576244319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278606662486404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389676207012094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139513362334218,0.2556343586394225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192113622806604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771252511588356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919842652905525,0.0,0.09956309762536704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225281150185544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563450115903932
socialanxiety,suziieeeeeee,2019/07/26,"Self diagnosed anxiety?? So I’ve never had any professional help such as therapy but I’m almost 100% sure i have some type of anxiety disorder. I’ll try to explain- so i’m shy around everyone, my family , friends , strangers and everyone i meet. i’ve been shy/quiet/reserved for as long as i can remember no matter the situation/setting. i went through all of high school and my first year of college never raising my hand even if i knew the answer 100%. when i’m at a red light, everyone naturally looks to the car beside them to see the other driver but i cant even bring myself to do that. when i’m public i cannot order for myself or in the case i do, i practice what i’m going to say about 5 times. i have a fear of being judged, hated by others, not being worthy, and in general, people and the idea of holding a conversation is so scary to me. i’d rather be in complete silence and be left alone than have any social human interaction.. i cant think of anything else at the moment but that’s just the tip of the iceberg. please let me know what you guys think :-0",2.398911319394376,4.185116182648404,4.530833934150447,83.10839221341024,76.67123287671234,7.532900745013219,24.768324921893786,8.371475516178862,1.6599625570776264,840,29,169,16,19,290,135,219,0.17,0.773,0.057,-0.9803,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,1,12,4,1,1,12,0,17,2,1,0,4,31,33,18,0,2,8,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,6,6,0,1,8,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,4,6,20,2,28,24,2,22,0,0,3,0,14,8,0,4,9,110,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414296326366711,0.14628015635634758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209360749625026,0.0,0.2160936379186985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162269855492574,0.1257319219256037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480855416079402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143353776800797,0.0,0.0,0.16187118735391035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179863737496109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657296796121955,0.0,0.0,0.4048773927833265,0.0,0.0,0.13314678357256438,0.15893221588183726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201371213605763,0.0,0.0,0.10912026533538674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026891092835159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139848000846072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944345933839095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946689729929802,0.14922588870819914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944071046995595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762080848251826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345569276700693,0.14442560534921764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499134230099795,0.11860449709009956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786317860242213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979167685139292,0.0,0.0,0.15503710551869238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599953220115336,0.0,0.0,0.1123182673815153,0.0,0.1429405756559283,0.1125485410466627,0.0,0.1473422217040854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439745350953361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311531051011072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151816463832236,0.0,0.0,0.1809994419828647,0.0,0.0,0.08235711692292806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589145119003326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130929205253685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095275543052336
socialanxiety,lazykratos,2019/07/26,"Wife using my social anxiety to stop me from seeing my son My wife and I had a fight over how I treat her mother who is living with us.  We haven't talked to each other in a week and we have a newborn who is 2 months old.

Everyday I come home from work, all I want to do is see my son, talk to him and hold him.  However my wife and her mother just stay in the master bedroom (where my son sleeps) and don't leave.  

Everything in my body is telling me to just go in and get him for a few hours but my anxiety of being in a room with people I don't like or hate me is freezing me in my tracks.  

I have a hunch my wife is doing this on purpose.  It's been like this since we stopped talking and I've barely had any time with my son.  How do I get out of this.",3.073017751479292,2.4886715976331395,4.686207100591716,91.56552366863907,72.66863905325444,7.9434319526627215,24.000591715976327,7.1686216300943375,0.5997924260355028,576,12,147,5,10,196,92,169,0.099,0.851,0.05,-0.7192,1,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,4,0,0,2,5,5,2,0,7,0,18,2,2,3,1,28,27,11,0,1,4,10,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,16,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,3,31,3,22,23,3,22,0,0,2,0,28,11,0,1,10,102,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518362229247366,0.0,0.2591491543550693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881420388420863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590512977933345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222704786137653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698721777639329,0.0,0.09626206763158357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722683238589975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990108603142892,0.0,0.16680433238230866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793480510277567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550018259137386,0.0,0.14956488227601228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519681220847238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773491299305227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742616766493025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699464872456168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011217350571845,0.0,0.1695014618737757,0.17266070106449946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053562480118465,0.0,0.2832170878053428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084216061591586,0.1480448325494966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876633764538788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374224825456386,0.1462891924142645,0.0,0.0,0.0999042042231048,0.0,0.1358657279407309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331002996785025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,angelpeach23,2019/07/26,Does anyone else feel like their social anxiety makes them seem really boring? I feel like I would be so much more interesting to others without the social anxiety. I'm don't like talking about myself or my opinions out of fear that I won't be accepted. I'm too insecure in my knowledge to have intellectual discussions. Not to mention all the times I've held back a joke that might've made the whole group laugh because I couldn't muster the courage quick enough to say it. Is this relateable for anyone else?,6.6340136054421786,7.227100428571429,6.6738775510204125,76.30564625850344,65.12244897959185,10.206802721088435,31.639455782312922,10.125756701596842,3.0822598639455783,414,15,76,9,6,132,72,98,0.151,0.6629999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.6986,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,5,11,0,2,5,0,8,0,0,2,1,16,16,2,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,3,9,8,10,9,5,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,3,6,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652818632243201,0.0,0.0,0.24247308569282675,0.3553118836142729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332425346168988,0.0,0.10569538572960616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173253387643704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896859469333728,0.0,0.0,0.17915559461670733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510909604551305,0.17533981803991833,0.24773607081924365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541250630996668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406340611277292,0.11573747531010617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839366938885759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745973263890825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107644612486102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788466672168287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784543076687285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35349335866441184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936227180650473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110362173326644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935809060372104,0.0,0.16713932320507835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316947619962774,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pure_trashhh,2019/07/26,"My therapist suggested a support group but it’s making me more anxious I went to therapy today and my therapist mentioned a support group that I could attend but the anxiety from the thought of joining is overwhelming. I really want to join because it’s an easier way of meeting new people and there will be people who might be going though the same things I’m going through. My question is has anyone else joined a support group if so how did it go, did it work for you, and do you have any advice on going for my first time?",4.1364423076923105,5.725340528846152,5.251153846153848,80.56884615384617,71.59615384615384,8.276923076923078,29.34615384615385,8.841846274778883,2.4861000000000004,421,17,77,8,8,139,72,104,0.045,0.7929999999999999,0.162,0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,4,4,0,1,7,0,12,0,0,2,0,14,24,9,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,4,0,10,3,9,15,2,12,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,3,4,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999972178948906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438616726011622,0.0,0.11742809625806305,0.1734128089472269,0.0,0.10733169806882037,0.15728025113955646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357298519118244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255832040232766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823066321852364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056815172507805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34895337002269955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024633288246174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284065207332588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482525397279298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283698731858355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195661850630226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833688175300748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225744660032241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755421470733952,0.3564537473300524,0.10197946199010263,0.0,0.15081427602008254,0.12186290867544335,0.08950785915502713,0.0,0.14550131111156325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053906071421802,0.12184220977578322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229726951337554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117507954419926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,password8287,2019/07/26,"Only communicates to other Homo sapiens about club activities I was a 3rd trumpet though out my entire high school career from freshman year to senior year. I stayed with the band for the social aspect since I am supper shy and it’s hard for me to make friends. I joined many other clubs (Star wars club, beta, nhs, Harry Potter club, creative writing) for that same reason. Now I’m going into college and I am terrified that I won’t make friends since I won’t get accepted into my school’s marching band. I’m not particularly good at anything but I don’t really know how to talk to others without the friendship revolving around an activity.",6.1545901639344285,7.176119991803278,6.896844262295088,72.77756147540988,66.29508196721312,8.722950819672132,30.82377049180328,8.841846274778883,2.658488524590163,517,19,86,8,8,171,86,122,0.107,0.8270000000000001,0.066,-0.5887,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,5,0,6,2,0,4,0,18,13,5,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,3,6,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,11,4,17,10,1,13,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,5,53,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314608885499818,0.17648802650646814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30634098303690754,0.0,0.1035794937607243,0.0,0.11267227496888695,0.16628598712290538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759657675028545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094661578255952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895517299912136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26467207028386125,0.2009983638861473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078104446677215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700654164465622,0.20383805518051665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012871149800832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279953927468948,0.0,0.0,0.2020949109582308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113123067035066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593489960778027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478347580781905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911097100571915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25533805680241844
socialanxiety,Umbresp,2019/07/26,"Want to be a moderator? Moderator applications inside Hey everyone!

Recently, we've lost one of our best moderators. /u/MuchRedditLessTime (Tom) recently retired. On top of that, we've gotten a lot bigger since the last time we've added new moderators. So, we're looking for new moderators!

**Please only apply if you are willing to take this subreddit matter seriously. A few memes are fine, but this is not a joke subreddit.**

We're looking for people who have interest in the subreddit or who have used it in the past. At the end of the day this is a support subreddit primarily. If you have experience helping users in need/at risk, please detail this within the moderator application form.

Here is the link to the form: https://forms.gle/6STGjFnX4ridXb1QA

As always, if you have any questions, don't hesitate to ask!",3.8815570175438574,7.162971263888893,5.311622807017546,70.47986842105266,82.8888888888889,9.142690058479532,27.71783625730994,9.276330184999452,3.576088888888888,658,29,105,22,19,219,91,144,0.054000000000000006,0.785,0.161,0.9327,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,3,0,3,2,8,0,1,13,0,12,0,0,1,0,12,21,7,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,4,5,16,17,5,17,0,1,2,0,10,8,0,6,9,67,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549780583436075,0.0,0.0,0.11891102348105866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347080807894074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350513273101152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277044973272958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487435481562895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670865428153224,0.0,0.17104695992759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720519612518306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253451068134282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936772820764539,0.0,0.19088071078201327,0.14866000308299146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965672217153684,0.0,0.3377624008128529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848988788360773,0.13298916367726546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692397486534458,0.12122613877379028,0.0,0.0,0.3838882747855826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958835929857818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453069694544643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464627541765812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842943507596786,0.0,0.0,0.13147320969092374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196246706903826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151023185831293,0.0,0.0,0.10313715559374573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Peachysenpai,2019/07/26,"Something happened... I don't know if I'm overrating or it's just my social anxiety. My classmate texted me that she's coming to my house to give my gift card since I left early to get it. At first, I was like finally lol I wanna get the gift card, and I told my mom. She started to tell me that she's gonna bring her into our house and I should greet her. That's not what I was thinking, I was thinking that she's gonna get the gift card at that's it, not gonna bring her into our house. My heart started racing so fast I quickly texted her to just leave it in the mailbox and leave, but she kept on telling me that she wants to see me. My mom told me she was going to work and I was praying that my mom would leave before she came. My mom told me she's gonna do my hair and stuff since my hair was a mess and I was still wearing my PJs. As soon as she started to do my hair, my mom's boyfriend hurried into the room and told us that they are outside. I started to panic and the panic soon turned into crying. I heard the greeting and I started crying harder. I soon heard a knock on the door and I slowly open it so see my mom. I came up with an excuse to now go outside but it only worked for a little bit. My classmate was like I wanna see them, I won't leave until I see them. I continue crying hating my life. My mom knocked on the door again and I slowing open it, she shoved herself through the door and she was in the middle of it. I couldn't close the door and I didn't want to open it. She pushed me out the way and I quickly pushed the door back since I didn't want to see her or her to see me. She starts to push the door and when I realized I was gonna lose I started crying and screaming. She quickly stopped and I closed the door and locked it. They left and I heard a knock on the door once again open the door and she told me I wasn't gonna get my phone or anything. I felt kinda sad but not as sad when my classmate went into the house. I blocked her from all my accounts and I vented a little on my spam again. One of my other classmates saw the post and is a lot closer to her than I am. He said that it wasn't a big deal and that I'm an asshole. I blocked him from my spam account.",0.639198687910028,2.1853931855670083,2.284946110590443,98.31332357075917,81.06185567010309,4.821462043111528,19.888706654170576,5.0548663763716615,-0.4941237113402059,1705,43,417,5,44,558,173,485,0.146,0.8059999999999999,0.047,-0.9933,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,3,0,4,4,21,10,1,2,28,1,24,6,5,0,1,71,79,38,0,9,12,7,4,2,0,9,1,5,11,0,24,39,0,4,5,0,2,11,10,8,0,2,29,16,103,2,45,40,3,72,1,3,7,0,57,30,0,6,31,279,127,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046872542513591034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050421237514023984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04711401422261224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213754779075384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689262697508032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015658421036528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277998622494092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692155357122952,0.0,0.06316824322112706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883026462065541,0.06711995153888563,0.0,0.05211752074397186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804735420004135,0.05877722187152906,0.06964402980571509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418219980264338,0.0,0.0,0.06049293758976852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260704221609457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827964148738181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03367322315065088,0.0,0.0,0.2595107568056404,0.13314336419067152,0.0,0.04327788420901103,0.05986833616205859,0.12282031253426258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854715446076094,0.0,0.05209085234771962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502323218220368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525216552379874,0.04151916538705522,0.046599749396559406,0.0,0.14377784615652028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058681175918930725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582832433502084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29295279541938946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205329515342014,0.0,0.0,0.062458595099126726,0.0,0.047169806956389435,0.0,0.0,0.30357806382889563,0.0,0.04893151232748255,0.051225731458659086,0.0,0.0,0.07014122745816878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710801237014347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852062764078227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927377993603614,0.0,0.0,0.06664581553332576,0.0,0.0,0.07370209034170327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084185839939406,0.04863447794567422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679930976804575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892127876921576,0.0,0.0,0.04352552744747549,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zoinksyeouch,2019/07/26,"Think before you speak turns into overthinking and not speaking I just came up with that the other day and thought it was kinda clever. Anyways, it’s something I struggle with so much.",4.8775490196078435,7.356135970588234,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,71.64705882352942,5.7098039215686285,28.98039215686275,6.42735559955562,1.4734627450980398,149,6,25,1,3,44,30,34,0.068,0.853,0.08,0.1045,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,3,1,4,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239883869533612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354741214666612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455508723510301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798934878046757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931183056409927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980403343362119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24396785589150866,0.0,0.3022712722892344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141443390949568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,strawberryluck,2019/07/26,Social Anxiety Therapists in NYC I’ve [23F] had pretty severe social anxiety since I was in middle school and have decided I need to get some help. I tried therapy two times but just didn’t jive with the therapists or felt like I didn’t have the time or money to go. Does anyone have recommendations for therapists in NYC that are skilled in working with SA?,5.129130434782611,6.59717698550725,6.038376811594201,76.3497391304348,69.0,10.157681159420287,28.29275362318841,10.355215969177356,3.0438092753623183,288,10,53,8,5,95,49,69,0.066,0.8270000000000001,0.106,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,12,4,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,5,1,4,1,9,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,3,31,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735910166296441,0.0,0.0,0.12503391150402932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156485097377138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169360827278696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342518010988923,0.0,0.10162655946818967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985813563922885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736158780886252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259150196699185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192249512798456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180973663954167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020137778279633,0.0,0.14792034373801827,0.0,0.0,0.3645654708292082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449430762130325,0.6228654782443882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854077484787126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140588621606516,0.0,0.1746794935654923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301818504617324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gimmeknawledge,2019/07/26,"How do I not be quiet? I’m 15 and about to be a sophomore transferring to a new school. A few days ago I was hanging out with 2 of my best friends and one of there friend groups. Everyone left the girls house and it was just us two there and i was waiting on my ride and we didn’t say a word to each other. I could feel the awkwardness but i couldn’t think of anything to say to fix it. She’s very close with one of my best friends and he told me that she didn’t like how i was quiet the whole time. He defended me saying it’s cause i didn’t really know her. That was true but it also got to me.


 I used to be a pretty popular kid in middle school and could somehow I was always talking to someone and outgoing you could say, but then that summer something changed and i just stopped talking to people and i don’t know how to be talkative again. I can’t seem to start conversations with new people one on one. In a group setting it’s ok most of the time except when my best friends are occupied and it’s just a group with people I’m not close with.

I need help on how to start conversations with new people or people i’m not close with, how to enter my self into a conversation, and",1.3462055335968373,3.0766437786561305,3.018577075098815,93.0130830039526,79.59288537549406,6.297233201581029,21.276679841897234,7.255503002510835,0.4489430830039525,928,26,214,12,23,307,117,253,0.013999999999999999,0.7879999999999999,0.198,0.9940000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,3,15,12,0,1,12,1,21,0,0,7,1,60,36,24,0,5,11,0,1,1,4,0,0,6,0,3,10,26,0,2,5,0,0,3,9,1,0,5,11,7,27,11,34,17,7,30,0,0,0,0,29,12,0,4,15,150,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998470819642024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811795112527072,0.08446653374293901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353613980132646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195933243860506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428130256079404,0.10738676714277164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431484183345161,0.0,0.0,0.06546716593375945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969995459778162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051327771170409126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137132292345836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118882127171237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680416903649113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171317980922353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157723274410536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029363055158403,0.0,0.0,0.04959388093078367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527023404578823,0.0,0.29412422127348714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27514999434456683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518799366953887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327470903743192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503150822046785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32290726432885536,0.0,0.20547214323501825,0.0,0.09241316936752172,0.10589967874280086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601121360753182,0.07814928356755553,0.0,0.0,0.1437021429345871,0.0,0.0,0.08486899718329112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318380792306122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504511244952987,0.0,0.0,0.11838551263109592,0.0,0.0,0.0969995459778162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916296420676757,0.0,0.12210704111976806,0.08767420889155779,0.0,0.08375844548051012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333508337252099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lyssweb,2019/07/26,"i’ve run out of excuses to not go in public I’m looking mainly to vent I guess but i’d like some advice as well. My social anxiety has gotten horrible, to the point I hardly leave my home and I have a panic attack if I have to. Sorry if this is all a mess, I get nervous even thinking about this. 

My best friend moved states a few weeks ago and i’m supposed to go see her for a couple weeks, but i’m just dreading it. I don’t want to go, and I genuinely don’t think I can go. I’m coming up with situations in my head that could happen, and she keeps telling me all the places we will go and I can’t do it. 

I feel like a horrible friend for saying I can’t go and coming up with excuses but even if I delay it this week with an excuse, I’ll need a new one next week. It’s hard for me to open up to people, hence why i’m doing it on reddit, so I can’t tell her why and even if I did she wouldn’t understand it. My whole family is upset with me because I don’t show up/cancel my plans and they think I just don’t want to do anything with them, when really it’s because i’m terrified to go in public. 

I guess if anyone can relate to these situations, how do you deal with them?",1.770102061236745,2.384086642585551,4.210702421452872,89.52822893736244,76.11026615969581,7.3619371622973775,21.06643986391835,7.669130373188453,0.5363581749049429,909,19,219,12,19,321,131,263,0.168,0.725,0.107,-0.9613,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,3,2,10,12,1,4,9,0,22,1,1,1,2,48,53,20,0,10,11,0,3,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,12,19,0,2,5,1,0,11,9,6,1,1,2,6,35,6,31,48,7,32,0,0,2,0,21,11,0,8,11,143,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094339982354827,0.09156906789594232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902408837618516,0.0,0.0,0.07222964404631649,0.0,0.08500695963291346,0.0,0.0,0.117518471212965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594123701232587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840680009732437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796731614139288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247650989271099,0.1142992987934697,0.0,0.0,0.10649759042678966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468569344445472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738188771667376,0.0,0.052231498634093036,0.07379742028513472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961838718714486,0.0,0.05396989843097763,0.0,0.4109537236273556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22759282111200305,0.0,0.09134769986882413,0.0,0.1850727177918813,0.0,0.10601542915163996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361815357777833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091817636604197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937960627180238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093415961879773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674584175761163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979137295398096,0.0,0.07659551617189603,0.0,0.09976762099342468,0.1098605427429255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999863926521048,0.0,0.0,0.1212000951080896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161509652094812,0.0,0.1079263377002019,0.0,0.09765173025190232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617651722131661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821481721840996,0.0,0.0,0.0823165914549359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322266774654294,0.0,0.10530116939004544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563570411578188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057721176276112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985710829396394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075387676866932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185783408518618,0.0,0.33144357561352084,0.0,0.09287895435628343,0.0,0.18642406138925616,0.11533057285330528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lilserhat,2019/06/21,sooo Summer is here and im doing nothing but playing video games just like all other summers(or maybe my all life). I'll be 18 in 3 weeks and i have literally no friends.I don't even know how to socialize?! Im truly sick of this lonely and loser life .I guess this is a help call,-0.41000000000000014,1.8136790000000045,2.085000000000001,93.4725,92.33333333333334,5.0,17.5,6.6274283507984215,-0.02700000000000013,220,6,49,3,8,75,49,60,0.24,0.612,0.14800000000000002,-0.767,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,2,10,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,7,2,3,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733170599193289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176790963709516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948644345923282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941097418033178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5782507345775818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147102312682173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781210267074634,0.1307681576318357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26890661844893315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568328841885828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728519258419544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470563536458168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rudeolf,2019/06/21,"went to cry in my room It’s like no one i know would ever understand how hard it is. 
They tell me I need to do this, and maybe i should, but it’s never that easy for me.
My mom said to me, “Do you want to do nothing in your life? Stay in your room locked up? Be nothing like ____?” I laughed a little to cope. But then she kept going. And I couldn’t listen anymore. I stood up and started walking away and my face scrunched up trying to hold back to tears. I started crying once I got to my room. 
It sounds like so little but it makes me feel so bad.",-1.5439495798319314,0.4283939327731119,0.5265546218487422,103.75521008403364,97.0672268907563,3.136134453781513,14.563025210084033,4.514644488427479,-1.4188857142857143,414,9,104,1,17,135,74,119,0.188,0.738,0.075,-0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,2,2,21,23,11,0,5,3,1,2,3,0,2,1,3,3,0,7,4,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,5,5,21,4,16,14,0,22,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,0,9,69,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739437554096975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858380932193528,0.1297891305772105,0.14093264237869066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37081589092451817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268026471435964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853453214553587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592727585966168,0.0,0.13499682320144524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512027321216385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276259789295994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922140487050385,0.2473868792902105,0.3383439480602036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266866984570363,0.0,0.1695722933454394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976848679506892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515568422658,0.1301812930544919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239172128197532,0.0,0.0,0.17975589580625004,0.11437650700735665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055799121470224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389409339801357,0.1799077363378541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752994446291592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459736508821358,0.0,0.0,0.17571639598989536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955674539142552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647006848850034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990360954238255,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yuGnaitpygE,2019/06/21,"Today someone unfriended me, I felt sad but I also felt how much progress I made with social anxiety Hey there, just wanted to share something that happened today, I asked for an accountability partner on r/actsofkindness a few weeks ago, some people responded and said they're happy to help, one of them was studying computer science (which is what I need motivation with) he's an awesome person, he would check on me multiple times a day everyday and motivate me. today I went on discord to thank thank him for his help, but found out he had unfriended (or blocked) me, I felt sad but I repeated in my head that maybe he's just overwhelmed and stressed for any reason and doesn't have energy to support someone right now.

​

I didn't cry and I didn't have a panic attack, when the same thing happened just a couple of years ago, I would cry so much and have episodes of panic and depression, but now I'm realizing I have made so much progress, so I'm feeling better.",8.579691027926323,7.269347919786098,8.28873440285205,72.64395127748071,61.780748663101605,11.519667260843732,38.424836601307184,10.504223727775694,3.939418775995248,779,33,143,15,9,250,113,187,0.098,0.596,0.306,0.9936,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,5,12,14,1,4,7,0,12,1,1,6,0,37,31,18,0,4,8,0,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,5,10,0,1,9,0,2,1,3,8,0,1,12,5,20,6,17,17,6,21,0,4,0,0,17,6,0,2,14,92,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987964291005743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896718857938692,0.0,0.12149492895841935,0.13625260165470726,0.07625357617791435,0.0,0.08578064046674626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482824343613788,0.1275662893994104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917160398385202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407187804217153,0.2463433797121498,0.07231583605604165,0.0,0.09657909057124232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669728683286804,0.0,0.3229927911329783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294690352856008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831583915552708,0.1193665537019666,0.0,0.0,0.11507973832856315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031937476516066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122039385950656,0.0,0.0,0.11265162273414756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472896721983693,0.08314442556842368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598351630943992,0.0,0.0,0.263125383579512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773818050783239,0.09790930004125073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529032772394003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576007891242723,0.10666316941545136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430440942483022,0.19001808718944396,0.08632465905254931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128446778309045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724601639574684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647208187905133,0.0,0.0,0.07449548994425216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653850460817493,0.0,0.3188639530135667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613833369362804,0.0,0.08994549250404389,0.0,0.0,0.1039474478807999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931065058033891,0.0,0.13625260165470726,0.07220930415342433
socialanxiety,marilovesatari,2019/06/21,"why cant i seem to get friends? im 17. I go to community college full time for a program i do. no im not insanely smart or anything. it seems even when i was in middle school or elementary school, i had difficulties making friends. I know back then I was just not very good at socializing and shy, but now i know that i am likeable, funny and a great fucking person. I just don't understand why i dont have friends. or better put, i don't understand where to go to accumulate them. advice?",0.5923927392739259,2.922519980198018,3.231113861386138,86.88812293729376,86.82178217821783,6.534983498349835,24.258250825082502,7.793537801064563,1.4647419141914189,382,16,82,8,12,133,65,101,0.079,0.669,0.252,0.9713,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,7,8,1,0,2,0,10,1,0,1,0,17,21,8,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,3,0,13,7,7,18,1,13,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,5,5,52,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512136568342105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063157862627126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206320901204815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403948700491997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860450660069575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048479456753774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679322608303737,0.14675491348698108,0.08293642145046676,0.0,0.1804340790502265,0.13314570489396965,0.0,0.17501420265120987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429383512234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448148893135618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059618731963398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386078565204787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958009028969486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32131183579166944,0.0,0.2890264795344216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618180211128035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256404735878676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33051314967856843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097921429483828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28648088978082153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,venus-scorpio-mars,2019/06/21,"Do any other girls have a lot of male “friends” and even though you know they just want to get in your pants, you like to pretend that they’re real friendships? This my best (and saddest) coping mechanism. 

I’ve never had an issue making guy “friends”. And by “friends” I mean dudes hanging around in hopes of getting some. I know what they really want. They know what they really want (most of them have made it explicitly clear, actually). But I can’t help but pretend otherwise. Sometimes they’ll treat and talk to me like a friend and boy do I cherish those times. I hang out with them in pubic pretending that I actually have a social life. This is super messed up but I’ve even had (totally platonic) sleepovers with a few of them. I really treat them like the best friends I’ve never had (much to their disproval). 

I know that I need to stop this because it isn’t healthy and it’s unfair to them because I’m basically using them to feel like actually I have friends. Am I alone in this though?",3.2660633484162886,5.289961512820511,4.011734539969833,86.730814479638,74.8974358974359,7.254901960784314,25.82956259426848,8.124751697461798,1.5457028657616894,785,28,158,13,17,250,106,195,0.068,0.623,0.308,0.9939,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,12,3,6,18,0,0,6,0,14,2,0,3,5,38,31,11,0,5,4,0,1,4,6,1,1,0,0,4,14,10,0,1,6,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,1,28,17,21,26,8,13,0,0,0,1,28,7,0,4,8,106,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.3321492609687824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750591348466495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715378280162773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099964826438697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832311243980008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381295651023907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987287119396694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736662295730685,0.08105279181011085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259336649882067,0.0,0.11855186603101385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233900412568708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604698017341499,0.0,0.0,0.11268713355390693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841829900929812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494091948859405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013713306152401,0.22171494327312785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645599922854453,0.0,0.10735454918083978,0.07573257668870073,0.0,0.0,0.12358654399158413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340301143543713,0.08412598166550306,0.1750080971610846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913745239557534,0.2180479257540404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565382268046295,0.0,0.0,0.11221061197365527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485406537553716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119141322910884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229393453338144,0.0,0.06615694498177288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798931786583684,0.0,0.0,0.2007573764443735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,elleresscidee,2019/06/21,"Why do people love to point out when I'm blushing? I am like the perfect storm of blushing: really pale skin + social anxiety = I probably blush more often than not.

I had been alright for a while though because for some reason, I had been able to avoid thinking about it for a while. 

Then, I'm at work a few weeks ago, and I accidentally picked up a coworker's tube of solution instead of my own (we work in a lab). I blushed. I don't know why. I didn't feel embarrassed, and honestly, I hadn't even noticed that I was blushing. Then the coworker laughs and goes, ""I like how that made you turn bright red."" 

Damnit! I hadn't thought about blushing in so long, to the point where I even managed to ignore the feeling of heat that normally goes along with it. Since that day, I've been hyper-aware of it again, which means that I now worry about blushing leading up to any social situation...which makes me blush more!

Kids used to love to point out when I was blushing, but I'm an adult now. This is the first time this has happened in my actual adult life. I had assumed it was an immature kid thing to point this kind of thing out, but here we go again. 

Also, not even a week later, I'm in a meeting, and I was asked a question, so naturally, I answered, and naturally, I blushed. Another coworker that was sitting across from me just started at me for a couple of minutes after I was done talking, until my face no longer felt hot.

What the hell? I just don't understand why people love to draw attention to it so much. Just let me be!",3.7717448680351917,4.7653307903225794,4.788680351906162,85.82756598240469,71.74193548387099,8.087976539589443,28.284457478005862,8.438071523408619,1.8391290322580638,1195,44,253,19,22,391,164,310,0.068,0.835,0.09699999999999999,0.8258,0,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,2,1,0,5,25,15,1,2,17,1,24,6,2,7,1,44,47,20,0,1,7,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,18,12,0,2,13,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,19,7,31,11,42,26,6,41,1,0,2,3,16,17,1,4,23,175,49,4,0.11128153896722433,0.0,0.1085947294770282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986443699505955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899180650717663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567526250428377,0.11668839642325952,0.08513007271896007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403321703081432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678361932765181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313090625853475,0.0,0.0717673865418358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387965048856545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050122089998572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125345794759108,0.0,0.1068477286842268,0.0,0.0,0.09465602019732047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324386307914544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840589739579024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588259836977638,0.06115742355272252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379291314892385,0.07860144195863858,0.1087330777834678,0.0,0.0,0.09848066016018202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013078009178324,0.10529728284583473,0.07428129137593392,0.0,0.0,0.12121821923633574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180473535889067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903228087997548,0.0,0.12669476968325902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429721493480564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207880947846261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199803205403598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466079161990025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128980338906322,0.1144159559724494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205323898538156,0.0,0.0,0.22687502992486525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787656460439391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944388575207796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786101949535366,0.07130471681859346,0.10933354702806383,0.08834511167145108,0.06488916027421923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104235909800135,0.0,0.11584800661913675,0.0,0.09611152017236496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852667632110478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30124284054532585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202857144974347,0.11301180455566348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gxkcen,2019/06/21,"idk what to write im just an introvert my mother is complaining about how asocial i am and wants me to meet my friends but im just too tired to do anything with people, i just wanna cut my hair short - my mother didn’t let me this time and told me that short hair does not look good on me...MOM I’VE BEEN LIKE THIS FOR LIKE FOUR YEARS can you nOT
anyways i just wanna meet only one of my best friends and my (ex..) bf because i didn’t spend enough time with them but still i don’t wanna do anything before i become satisfied with how i look lol",-0.7617697768762675,1.4056866465517288,0.9056592292089256,100.72291075050713,96.32758620689656,3.7638945233265715,15.44421906693712,5.5289334501034215,-0.9063472616632856,425,10,99,3,17,136,70,116,0.09300000000000001,0.693,0.214,0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,10,8,1,0,1,1,10,3,2,2,0,21,14,7,0,4,8,3,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,4,4,18,6,13,9,2,7,0,0,2,0,13,3,0,0,6,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30871136278799755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114342081745939,0.20715841315968367,0.15960986108711867,0.0,0.1968451238466204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641454229269945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381190109198712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28983515024743195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732640009189786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40521965236801294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918049635295017,0.0,0.183276299389702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150262889159449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968192784089535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710356548560595,0.1426568728880344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300387294090202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979515179187533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187493522301888,0.21558629194037235,0.0,0.1792329768878857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063475916937164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079014587529108
socialanxiety,Joseph_B24,2019/06/21,Making small talk with my barber I’m sitting here in the waiting room of my barber shop about to go into the chair and I’m shaking in my boots rehearsing my haircut but then what? I wanna talk to pass the time while I’m getting cut but idk know to say. Someone help.,0.9832738095238084,3.183568874999999,2.5892857142857157,93.12238095238096,83.46428571428572,4.447619047619049,21.833333333333336,5.46131890053228,0.08303333333333329,211,7,44,1,6,69,40,56,0.098,0.84,0.062,-0.0129,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,10,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121067408746812,0.0,0.23072664446298435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721184854859195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311488314150935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709934572481532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228499881849024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439838289754985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.652619451834609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367290276584681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kamerplant123,2019/06/21,"Today I socialised This guy had the same hobbies, and also plays electric guitar like me, and m I walked up to him and ask him about it and he ended up giving me one of his picks and I'm really proud of myself.

Time to hibernate for 3 to 4 weeks",0.8437735849056622,2.5975948867924537,3.2383396226415115,90.72505660377364,81.26415094339623,5.749433962264153,18.147169811320754,6.742157984588678,0.015055849056603954,191,4,42,2,5,66,41,53,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.8516,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,8,3,9,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,5,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982625937766529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34867498895010995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303391877032725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577851534285456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692972290114966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221345920424875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25273295479499785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389330265695289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748079976123186,0.0,0.3535303134894981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299172652111313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,c_destroyer12,2019/06/21,I made a call to Sony support! I’ve always hated calling and texting people but being in therapy I feel way more comfortable starting the conversation and I made the call earlier today.,3.737941176470589,6.831795441176473,5.772058823529411,68.81926470588239,79.88235294117645,8.105882352941178,32.029411764705884,8.841846274778883,3.8547294117647057,151,8,21,4,4,52,27,34,0.073,0.73,0.19699999999999998,0.6632,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,2,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608747092910832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6850882928564687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307975718049265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079947578987225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232295968554789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504471318692764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829445793983454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253785488512558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557533085588421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119857956441252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751604837810392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,youdietonight,2019/06/21,"About to spend 3 nights sleeping in the street instead of staying with one of the various people that offered me a bed in their house. So I am in between places at the moment and I can't move into my new place until Tuesday. 

A lot of friends and people from work have offered me to stay with them, but I can't get over the feeling that they are just being polite and they don't actually want me there.

Hostels at the moment are around 45$ for a shared room, so that's out of the question. 

I have basically told everyone that I found a place and I am instead spending the next few days sleeping outside.

The physical uncomfort that this is going to cause is still less than the mental uncomfort that would come from staying at someones house for 3 nights.

I think I am broken...",5.068838709677422,5.695939658064518,5.528548387096773,83.03282258064519,68.54838709677419,8.006451612903223,30.98387096774193,7.908726449838941,2.0460193548387102,617,24,121,7,10,198,94,155,0.01,0.941,0.049,0.6775,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,1,9,2,0,0,13,0,14,2,2,1,0,20,22,8,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,10,0,0,4,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,2,1,16,2,27,18,4,31,0,0,0,0,10,15,0,2,10,94,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.13397462948719938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221665417913248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410340101373724,0.0,0.1182626434121028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854029166526907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118588485966154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941763501041842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053071763319473,0.1060694335072784,0.0,0.07172803401787771,0.0,0.07802471781247952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31682702064290724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671852034928715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835540303357893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591688261530034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259493755859322,0.14600881187806836,0.2576735635504905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303083615844444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035833784336856,0.0,0.43031454090387894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379552441714092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747770551141763,0.0,0.11632484514451183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389966326338418,0.10963947526127757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796949043905071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118588485966154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097683266706124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994830288200854,0.0,0.0,0.09752643568163888,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Embarrassed_Moron123,2019/06/21,"So I met my neighbour for the first time today... most embarrassing moment of my life (using a throwaway account because I'm just trying to vent, not expose myself)

​

Wow, I'm just going to preface this by saying I have never felt more humiliated in my entire life. 

Okay, I guess I'll start with a little backstory, I'm still in my last year of high school and my family just moved houses (same city, new house). Our next door neighbours are retirees who I have only spoken to a few times when I see them outside (just a quick hello). This is the full extent of our interactions. I didn't even know their names... until now.

My parents are more socially apt than myself, however I wouldn't consider myself totally incapable of interacting with others. This is not obvious in today's story though.

​

I wrote my first exam today which was only two hours long, so I got home early. My parents were outside gardening and chatting with the neighbours mentioned above. I pay no mind to this though, I'm just chilling on the couch watching youtube videos and eating snacks. I'm totally enjoying my day off when all of a sudden I hear the front door open. Bear in mind that this is exam week and I put zero effort into appearance, so I resemble someone who just rolled out of bed/ hasn't showered for 3 days. I quickly realize that my mother is not the only person walking through that door, but also the woman from next door (let's call her Marge). I'm in a cocoon of food and blankets that I struggle to clean up within seconds before they notice. It was a nice try, but I was much too late, Marge had already seen the absolute mess I made. This wasn't even that embarrassing though. Not compared to what happened next.

​

I just get up and walk with my mess to the kitchen after laughing a little and saying hello. I expect this mini rendezvous to complete quickly, so I go downstairs as I felt uncomfortable staying up there while they conversed. This was the wrong decision YET AGAIN. I could never have guessed that my mother invites Marge on a full house tour. STARTING WITH THE BASEMENT. I had to think fast and I'm standing in the middle of two rooms. I can go left into the bathroom, or right into the storage room. Of course I go for the storage room, who shows a storage room while doing a house tour? Spoiler alert: my mom does. So I close myself in and turn off the light, all of a sudden the door knob jiggles. I have ZERO clue what came over me, but I push back on the door. Yeah, you read that right, I PUSH BACK. My mom got confused and I heard her say ""Hmm, I'm not sure why it isn't opening"". At this point I realize that the hole I dug was getting very deep, too deep. I understood that she was going to get in there one way or another, so I try my best to hide behind the door when it opens. Little did I know, that the door was going to get thrown open and I would be in the cross fire. My mom looked around the door and saw me there and screamed. Then Marge gets alarmed and looks and sees me too.  Again, I have to think fast so I start laughing and say, ""I was trying to scare you"". Seriously, did I really think that would work? I knew it wasn't true, they all knew it wasn't true and now I am the weirdo creep who lives next door. 

​

I have never been so humiliated in my entire life. This is my first time really talking to them and that's how it goes down? Cool. It was so glaringly obvious that I was just trying to hide. The worst part about it is that no one just hangs out in the storage room in the basement, it's clear I was trying to hide.

​

TLDR; my mom took my neighbour on a house tour and caught me hiding in the basement storage room.",3.8105913348946094,5.286407990437162,4.4835402029664335,86.19946721311476,72.2377049180328,6.9225604996096815,25.63973458235753,7.379519244027581,1.1870046057767376,2907,92,576,31,56,929,319,732,0.105,0.833,0.062,-0.9802,4,0,0,0,0,0,113.0,2,2,6,6,49,23,0,6,41,3,46,7,0,3,14,100,100,46,0,5,19,8,3,0,4,3,3,7,23,2,41,36,4,0,13,5,2,19,17,12,0,10,37,19,86,11,76,57,17,131,0,0,7,0,50,56,0,7,53,398,127,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569136909751843,0.04124407114789813,0.0,0.27940448947335905,0.3133430253519424,0.0,0.0540803104589965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04591219727412568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931514116804217,0.0,0.03143930763641317,0.0,0.04388606056406103,0.0,0.05412420616140784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052663282521350885,0.05898743423639523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054074832354606535,0.0,0.0,0.041178003786652304,0.0,0.0,0.06652251061768208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0451331510648678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527735406333685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812887912524854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861980394617706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903912498929174,0.0,0.0,0.13160760922232775,0.06236403285894706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472761425325802,0.0,0.17586569983567074,0.0,0.08249760239429434,0.0,0.1136301482901763,0.0,0.0456071181478649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058128156449409586,0.0,0.0,0.054491240854741,0.05173338112805816,0.0,0.05079044697424109,0.297549969176261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056687940771878026,0.04204006245722117,0.0581782290100459,0.0,0.05603579370500118,0.05273837210690091,0.10928568342551984,0.0,0.15507345193931735,0.04554118657444475,0.04564176763858558,0.08661910173012684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880099411201114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415098989792954,0.2416135024337364,0.0,0.054815481124527235,0.03791315692759845,0.0,0.1193321920349042,0.04981092774653897,0.2194000619549332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058717856170966774,0.0,0.0,0.0698963677408974,0.11767408581403307,0.0,0.0,0.11453465247745293,0.0558501063222066,0.0,0.0,0.045032822731361985,0.0,0.0,0.048754528087049366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518465698689224,0.0,0.0,0.051588409425628166,0.0,0.06607983000909365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808860152381259,0.0,0.16405629916512124,0.0516350243349409,0.05219609950665722,0.0821963227843914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257365954891621,0.04369886636177309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095139891058759,0.05497150432166219,0.04118742450476015,0.0,0.0,0.053916815920111084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860831126054828,0.0,0.0,0.041453591431540135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991404803118464,0.15201491360153072,0.0,0.09022043426643228,0.0,0.14665965199865053,0.0,0.057301114560238835,0.21009400746505907,0.05609819450226362,0.10076149234869916,0.0,0.0,0.0445437679231963,0.0,0.042554324746816,0.0,0.04093739991745186,0.04136991498982343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653792162032503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0375468157752624,0.0,0.0,0.07327402283317057,0.056388567675499116,0.3133430253519424,0.03321225656935685
socialanxiety,munyamunyamun,2019/06/21,"Flashbacks to embarrassing moments. Does anyone else get flashbacks of moments you'd rather forget, and then cringe immensly? To most people this probably wouldn't be a big deal, but I still can't forget it. I suddenly remembered that a few years ago, I went out for shopping and stood in a tram. I was listening to music, but suddenly I got called, so obviously the loud ringtone got everyone's attention. That's not the worst part though. For no clear reason I unplugged my earbuds in a panic.. After the call that I initally didn't want to pick up, but did anyway, the music I was listening started to play out loud. To make it worse, it was Bollywood music and I live in Europe. The panic made it even more difficult to process what happened and to get it to stop fast. I really wanted to dissappear at that moment. Anyone else has an embarrassing story to make me feel better? :"")",4.276800684345595,6.364907257485032,5.454957228400343,77.19935628742519,72.23353293413173,8.60376390076989,28.096236099230108,9.23628265651192,2.681433190761336,700,27,122,16,14,232,104,167,0.161,0.755,0.083,-0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,4,10,0,10,0,0,5,2,28,26,10,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,11,6,0,1,4,2,1,1,5,6,0,0,10,5,13,2,22,13,5,22,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,13,86,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426493065483014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181624694754567,0.3103883858614372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339588300661453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30932619910930464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615416780051158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254838479790515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530597979464249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004146257331416,0.0,0.0,0.14473167247298588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658545296184144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826883109737405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422814203986609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394034547019118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337467156580058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332021570535344,0.2022086499317905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35542400373756705,0.0,0.16402225878622995,0.0,0.10500703118602074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330531002796933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703260827985312,0.15573164897440028,0.0,0.0,0.1715807621418037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720798368288972,0.0,0.12096045729767856,0.12663184945475955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881397810459615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867642446451426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040993537566362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543561739760941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753874612997307
socialanxiety,SuperHanssssss,2019/06/21,50mg of Zoloft for about 3 months Hello fellow socially inhibited humans. I've been on 50mg of Zoloft for about 3 months but have lost all motivation and find it hard to care about anything. Has anyone here had success with other medications that I could ask my doctor to consider?,5.206666666666664,6.833583185185188,6.06388888888889,75.63250000000002,69.0,9.103703703703703,26.462962962962962,9.516144504307137,2.372385185185185,228,7,41,5,4,75,43,54,0.096,0.698,0.207,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,7,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,2,11,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,25,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021527320640706,0.0,0.23563305443449356,0.0,0.2676888290868209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919422578472662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22861883343480474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29308066577430897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617091639931365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25650399669693136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125734469962519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28845697523122177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571069987833962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29188711472623224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throaway647943,2019/06/21,"Need advice Hello, I have extremely severe social anxiety, I find it almost impossible to open up to anyone and i can barely interact with anyone without feeling uncomfortable in my own skin. I need some advice",4.9628378378378395,8.175017648648652,7.15263513513514,60.25706081081082,75.21621621621622,9.105405405405406,28.16891891891892,9.516144504307137,3.884302702702703,171,7,21,5,4,60,30,37,0.166,0.775,0.057999999999999996,-0.4665,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,5,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,6,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5242420163699618,0.0,0.0,0.2686035971114234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520285379998174,0.0,0.0,0.3751192678542233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563019578212246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451664860917929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977930990341525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303034830806078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734368837568833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585737727187022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JackThaStrippa,2019/06/21,"Does anyone become super talkative and happy after a cup of coffee? I usually stay quiet at work or school and only say good morning. However after drinking a cup of black coffee, I feel like I can talk to anyone and everyone. I can start and keep a conversation which is totally unlike me. Idk if its the dopamine being released from drinking the coffee or if its just placebo affect. Anyone else feel this way?",5.111212121212123,7.0166933896103965,6.425389610389612,71.85332251082255,69.64935064935065,8.25021645021645,28.417748917748927,8.841846274778883,2.6764476190476194,329,12,50,6,6,111,55,77,0.021,0.812,0.16699999999999998,0.9135,1,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,14,8,8,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,4,7,7,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,4,5,35,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266341175879565,0.2083917499560166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224622518942839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798339834925309,0.0,0.0,0.3984793252027056,0.0,0.0,0.16990189240235795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434288056236046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567491943486646,0.14529813300952038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058951044199505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650688848868627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180777744322097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993635339340606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468329595630895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173974648946626,0.0,0.2058362634024484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395679958790075,0.21678112253846346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347298831767496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223999609724434,0.0,0.0,0.16143737773634348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806654778590125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fungaia,2019/06/21,"gatherred strength im drunks. so many typos sorry. cut friendship with my only friend who i loved n
to stop his struggles",1.5136956521739116,4.106860260869567,1.5307608695652206,94.3291847826087,98.56521739130434,2.3000000000000003,23.14130434782609,3.1291,-0.07490434782608713,98,4,17,0,4,29,22,23,0.249,0.358,0.39299999999999996,0.7806,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28734153583492544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40173332034612697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356688937565125,0.0,0.0,0.3770646552530943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828590315430089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163297399944882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31093859898629345,0.0,0.3888075670070747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,seraseven,2019/06/21,"Need some advice :< Hi all! Thanks for hearing me out  


My boyfriend and I are in a long distance relationship (about 3h away from each other on the train) He's moving into his friends and her boyfriend's spare room next month. He hates where he lives atm, and I don't want to take away his opportunity to get out.   


We haven't been together long enough (almost 2 months) for me to feel comfortable voicing how much I hate that idea bc of my social anxiety, the idea that I'd have to stay with his roommates terrifies me. As much as I want to be comfortable with visiting him, I don't think I ever will be. He can't visit me as I live in a crowded house with no room for him to stay sadly.   


I'm just not sure what to do, maybe I'm not ready to be in a relationship if my mental health is this bad.   


I'm a little flustered right now so I may have missed something out or not been as clear as I'd like to be, feel free to ask any questions.   


Ty for reading!",3.6645005740528127,3.96205645273632,4.705671641791046,88.86392652123995,71.5373134328358,7.975660160734787,25.909299655568308,7.882392219407189,1.1334528128587835,741,21,172,9,13,243,121,201,0.162,0.727,0.11199999999999999,-0.7704,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,1,7,13,2,0,6,0,17,1,0,1,4,35,34,12,0,4,6,0,2,1,1,2,1,2,2,0,5,12,0,0,6,1,2,3,8,5,0,0,2,4,22,9,35,26,6,27,0,2,0,0,22,15,0,6,8,106,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665282827208085,0.0,0.0,0.12978511525565525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813885224754217,0.0,0.09915085396333052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116731467163895,0.0,0.24354463908645899,0.0,0.10821845455213064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339211809103903,0.0,0.0,0.11723914353071475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106883735758598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013591882588796,0.0,0.06771557417115716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559249445039967,0.0,0.13776875601271907,0.14607923963098887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955187263618736,0.0,0.2926265252763065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332061733274512,0.12990269162681178,0.2288949904158008,0.2294005218576505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021008625804842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061581408693768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690601004583756,0.13775430517303278,0.1905556781527756,0.09610374500054694,0.0,0.0,0.13784109192101354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451922164528476,0.0,0.12964449731390795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783040310096441,0.0,0.11068573920759886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321204848154472,0.0,0.09977966609460864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762928000191754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215534746688925,0.0,0.09745015612706667,0.0,0.0,0.11932694327358614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304848496390856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528939916921484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jechsal,2019/06/21,"""Tell me about yourself"" If there's anything I hate hearing the most, without a doubt it's this. Whether it comes to a job interview, group meeting, or someone just simply trying to get to know me. As soon as I hear that my heart starts pounding within seconds, with all these thoughts in my head, getting over-analytical for such a simple thing.",9.257794871794873,7.619462676923077,8.109230769230772,75.51410256410256,60.69230769230769,9.8974358974359,41.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,3.421666666666667,274,13,50,2,3,84,55,65,0.061,0.9,0.039,-0.3208,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,12,9,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,6,0,11,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,4,2,37,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103447644808656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043904157879956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552687526263933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119134390113744,0.2507177810729177,0.0,0.5506778276879418,0.2894914809319559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24242570322566614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425848154813436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699088247767147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291369422880665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135251359532581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229915196224404,0.0,0.0,0.19394343084097052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586068712644805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354922558985764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Blaque-Rainbow,2019/06/21,"What is this? I would like to move on with my life but i cannot. 

You live in a shell. But nobody else knows this accept for you. Your thoughts? Prison. Couple that with emotional immaturity and no social skills = fake it till you make it. As you grow older, you realize how dumb you actually might be. You lack the ability to keep important information embedded in your mind and behaviour/way of life. You don't know how to speak up because its the scariest thing ever. But, remember, you still have to fake it. That is the only way you will be considered a functional human in society. Your best super power might be your ability to avoid confrontation at all costs. You fear confrontation. Confrontation is the one thing that makes you weep. Literally. When faced with confrontation, your throat closes up and your eyes become watery. I don't really know how I did it, but in Primary school (when I was 13 y/o), I was the head girl. Mainly because of my academics (dux scholar every year) but I don't really know how I did as the head girl. I don't know how I got through it because I know for a fact i was anxious all the time. I did everything i did within that anxiety. I know it was bad because if i was asked to go back, i wouldn't agree to it AT ALL. I did drama too. I loved drama. I still do but I can't get myself to join a drama club or whatever because my thought is, I have to audition, I can't audition because I feel as though I look stupid and I don't know what i am doing. Even though there is a possibility that I do great. It's a weird, uncomfortable and terrifying feeling. I think that being an adult is terrifying because I don't know stuff. I don't know how to live. My motto is fake it till you make it. Maybe I am overthinking it too much? I feel as though everything that i do or have to do 'socially', the only way to make it through is to fake it because i really do not know what i am doing. I also feel as though i don't have or can't explain my identity. I just go with whatever is happening in that moment. I am definitely socially anxious but like I said, you wouldn't know unless i tell you. I suffer internally. In my mind. Sometimes it shows though, you just have to pay close attention. I think i have gotten very good at hiding my awkward.

I am 24 y/o now and I don't know how I am gonna survive out there.

What is this? How do I make it go away?",1.1198371873525232,3.3338081533742385,3.3764775051124762,87.60420658329402,83.0081799591002,7.1971212836243526,21.87828378165801,8.263242389622931,1.3157484347962876,1853,61,398,42,52,634,196,489,0.195,0.703,0.102,-0.9938,1,1,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,22,0,5,28,25,6,3,15,0,63,8,5,13,5,83,103,41,0,5,15,0,4,2,0,7,2,2,0,4,34,13,0,2,27,5,4,5,17,17,0,1,15,8,79,8,47,77,7,37,0,2,2,1,36,17,1,6,15,293,113,4,0.0,0.0,0.06794137537106887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567697216956203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053260911038861734,0.15730688795362624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650875036329052,0.0,0.06541249438543853,0.05353529349227466,0.058131758328534365,0.3395291313558081,0.07689242118820036,0.0,0.0,0.07306436625381278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703581161055016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581605438882952,0.07831577850430205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04598490887814826,0.06297740608639729,0.058659836906578125,0.0,0.12514416686453256,0.0,0.0,0.07834450558397711,0.14081261849849902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03637480695031926,0.0,0.11870396644670453,0.05839592819512793,0.055683357446598684,0.07675889221726223,0.0,0.0,0.061566818628233475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290524463661838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061883548111241714,0.0,0.0,0.4974141321068911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835265668116636,0.06802793182058563,0.0,0.12295563007743528,0.0,0.05846524339324957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283689365949742,0.0,0.23236731306962954,0.0,0.06994501351564031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771663273033986,0.1405974629707445,0.0,0.0,0.07399754515230461,0.05118044180334781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717790961406754,0.10590187661886462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848874435362217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380559025778396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886855619040847,0.0,0.06622680299946795,0.0,0.0,0.07046154025800977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291366963221395,0.0,0.0,0.06885828937101865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120100533549453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970093951534367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085300703222365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250799810139801,0.08922238776099396,0.3420180516613125,0.11054474601437744,0.04059735511046853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744573434874705,0.0,0.16578895432448265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049457723455631736,0.0,0.0,0.0448345139855252
socialanxiety,Bloodaze,2019/06/21,"Is it possible to be excited without feeling anxious? Last days I've been a bit high on life, started a few new things, like joining this community, writing a journal, and will go to a concert tonight. Alone. I've never done this before and well, you know... I'm anxiously excited (or excitedly anxious?). Usually, this kind of emotions would cause me to isolate, not doing the thing, but I'm trying to throw myself out there more. So this got me wondering if is excitement without anxiety even a real life scenario. What do you think, what are your experiences?",4.5040668824163985,6.8458816504854365,5.714110032362464,74.47908306364619,72.3009708737864,8.849622437971954,35.71628910463862,9.444778638647367,3.9355014023732484,442,25,73,11,9,147,79,103,0.053,0.7859999999999999,0.161,0.8834,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,0,10,2,0,1,1,18,19,6,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,3,2,6,7,9,13,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,8,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075624909375896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873928614148435,0.5260473548919384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207679536578532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694549164438129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944887782977454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010103332520273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883915017545142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459633062660745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251824737824128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183035517253024,0.0,0.0,0.07848152366388003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821243674534053,0.0,0.1241398613768725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399349531712368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616328586030094,0.08530227430764704,0.12652119271954604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192663252778217,0.07583035949351398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971161461726625,0.14990791213433913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749819387785247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766690020017229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986219422842293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623630806696275,0.09945570235222873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538100585505764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17094773363317414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955720292948215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29924403700015056,0.16832438100091185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102605017968946,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Iam_Notreal,2019/06/21,"I would like to know, does it ever get better? Sort of an all over the place rant:

I made progress within these last 7 months, but it seems like I'm regressing right now.... I can go to a grocery store, I can go to a crowded restaurant, I can get through my cashier job although it's rough.... where as I couldn't 7 months ago... but I can't do anything more.  

Is this a constant battle, or do you reach a point where you don't have to fight this hard?

I feel like this is a disorder people scoff at because they don't understand.  I wish they could be me for a day.  

I feel like I'm wasting my youth.  I'm at a point right now where I love my body from the neck down, but hate my face... and I wish I could share my body with someone but social anxiety prevents that.

I feel like I have to face everyday in fear and dread, but if I don't face the day I won't get better.  Does it get better?",2.061376215407627,2.8408575497382214,3.2605572176514634,95.98540575916228,75.59685863874346,6.5042632759910255,23.06694091249065,6.5431188927421005,0.2587035153328343,676,18,168,5,14,219,101,191,0.168,0.633,0.19899999999999998,0.6588,1,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,2,2,4,6,15,3,2,11,0,19,7,6,1,2,27,39,11,0,7,7,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,6,0,1,2,6,5,0,0,1,5,27,10,17,32,2,28,0,0,0,1,9,14,0,4,17,101,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574413036661476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125716462299494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981661955072788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271858768016493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31650915666184204,0.0,0.2650104578399497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289110171251686,0.0,0.1904880548568889,0.0,0.0,0.15386544376231387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671763532097253,0.0,0.20878443259300447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790539257884962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342353576747406,0.18095109607592527,0.2556641956938697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492981574102557,0.0,0.135591464686305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686115981724226,0.11777500575219235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183777499228382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065559124887556,0.09723795457678293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913973893810873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076646387985806,0.11287587532949757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190433617719754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827012470120864,0.0,0.12463353604003607,0.0,0.2255368003967688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037474478640676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859789874364477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160198677998525,0.10107473999751683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418596946568558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27435715323481025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474078875549029,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DeanPn1987,2019/06/21,"People laughing when i speak. I work in a office environment and we basically make inbound and outbound calls to different organisations helping our clients with there problems rehousing, charities that help with meals, helping if they have learning disabilities etc. 

Alot of these companies are manly women employees I speak to being and guy I say who I am and sometimes they have a giggle at my voice. 

Like I'll say that's great thanks and they laugh at me, or they ring back I see hi etc they giggle, it's starts to make me paranoid where i try lower tone of voice because they giggle at my normal. 

It's somewhat strange because I was told by my manager that I get alot of compliments from the organisation's we speak about my phone manner.

And that I'm excellent, but I start to bet nervous when people to giggle during a conversation it makes me think I talk strange.",5.096228893058161,7.094198829268298,5.662926829268298,76.93160412757976,69.85365853658536,8.460787992495309,30.908067542213892,9.057496981413335,2.8061825515947474,704,30,123,14,13,227,101,164,0.064,0.745,0.19,0.95,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,6,2,6,13,0,1,6,0,6,1,0,3,0,24,17,11,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,3,9,10,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,9,27,11,17,14,5,10,0,0,1,0,27,5,0,6,6,82,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245473730271434,0.0,0.2100121198870518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758933073594464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799715447438946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384223415524337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999699422095712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991357366429648,0.0,0.1705611736628871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463800207108157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415590212317504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449479706110149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877495137724974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388421551680992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648263580228682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27397081677927043,0.0,0.0,0.13726625435349296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703662394429331,0.0,0.2438482983933423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845337680697553,0.0,0.15859078735791954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037511108544444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645986187024652,0.0,0.1169509636195054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540489865684373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wtfatmybrain,2019/06/21,"Everyone hates me This thought is always racing in my mind and I can’t get it to stop 

at the end of the night I just replay everything I did or say and cringe about how weird and awkward I am and just hate myself 

I know these thoughts are irrational but they’re always in my mind and I’m not sure what to do :(",1.3061691542288545,2.9627775522388085,2.678432835820896,95.74859452736321,79.44776119402985,6.257711442786071,20.12189054726368,7.1686216300943375,0.189230845771144,244,6,58,3,6,79,51,67,0.24100000000000002,0.759,0.0,-0.9108,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,18,13,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,9,1,7,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773604042352863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008396236759706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667627555444624,0.2037948002795758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118471307187221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477516891545448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461985767022785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579203746180927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127963237763316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803264713224863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957921951430465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371603019613367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36003986442841274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YouThereWithTheFace,2019/06/21,"Making friends as an adult? Been struggling with this lately- wondering if anyone else is in a similar boat. 

​

I'm 28, and have lived in the same area for my entire life (Raleigh-Durham, NC). I'm lucky in that I have family nearby, as well as a small group of friends that I've known forever. I do find myself feeling lonely, though.  Thus, over the past couple of years, I've been wanting to expand my social circle and meet some new friends. My social anxiety has improved over the past few years, but it still presents an obstacle as I  try to meet new people. 

​

I had a particularly embarrassing experience about a year and a half ago. I went to a ""Twenty Something"" Meetup to attempt to mingle with people my age (I *really* didn't want to, but I forced myself). When I got to the bar we were meeting at, there were about 20 people sitting at a long table, talking away. So I had to kind of awkwardly insert myself into their conversation. A few people acknowledged me, but most people didn't even really bat an eye. 

​

One of the people who acknowledged me was this tall, good-looking dude who actually took the time to shake my hand and introduce himself. He was actually one of the organizers of the event, and probably noticed my shyness right away, so he looped me into the conversation with everyone else. It made me feel good. ""*I'm in; it'll just get easier from here*."" And it did get easier, until about an hour or so in. 

​

There was a lull in the conversation, so the organizer guy asked me where I was from, what I did, etc. I explained that I'd been in the area my entire life, that I worked for a Med Tech company, yada yada. The girl next to me heard me. 

​

""You're from here?""

""Yep, born and raised.""

""Then... why are you here?""

""Um, well... "" (everyone is listening at this point). ""I just want to meet some new people. Make some new friends"". 

""I just figured everyone here is new to the area. I'd think that someone who has been here their entire life would have a lot of friends here.""

​

At this point, my face is red and I'm starting to sweat. I've been outed as a loser to the entire group. I didn't stay much longer. Ever since then,  it's been even harder to get out of my comfort zone and try to meet people since I feel like people will judge me for not having  a lot of friends, which makes it harder to do something about it. I know I need to get over it, and not worry what other people think, but easier said than done, for sure.",2.970831787701528,4.960540484662577,4.095832025491038,85.95244828078184,75.64621676891616,7.084624530365722,23.43753269605745,7.97965635744439,1.2233873686212973,1943,59,388,31,43,632,223,489,0.064,0.826,0.111,0.9734,0,2,2,0,0,0,121.0,1,1,2,3,28,20,0,4,32,1,36,8,4,5,2,62,68,30,0,6,11,0,4,1,6,3,3,3,0,3,24,18,1,0,13,1,0,3,5,6,3,3,26,9,44,14,68,39,11,61,0,2,2,0,37,29,0,10,28,261,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.1033625624585472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046945808969298654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442925661044877,0.3861128877088075,0.0,0.0,0.0405142243131401,0.0,0.0,0.03703083529442668,0.05426373736564317,0.0,0.0,0.049510413373173086,0.0,0.09951525119350682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585991882387698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419642621270975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848250153082544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906435454501523,0.06995910798255928,0.047905315682308366,0.0,0.1518165335040032,0.0,0.051805002934530234,0.0499259368132024,0.0,0.08033444087831451,0.037834605885362534,0.0,0.0,0.048404443835215916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24550040155669106,0.0,0.11067757268043132,0.0,0.0,0.08884060327639476,0.04235691786147247,0.0,0.0,0.05243868658598489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215489246228548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514964846608197,0.02910540890066545,0.0,0.059741141463157975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222155752273784,0.025873561262660563,0.0,0.04676461480245785,0.04686789789793184,0.044473027951552425,0.0,0.0,0.09004932796492708,0.0,0.0501119945106094,0.10605355328460954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882657640422818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03893166412706485,0.03926913916167533,0.0,0.2557452960972125,0.05632351809820479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029526528415586,0.0,0.0,0.07177407879240925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111254840662943,0.367157678661846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012856042472466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709979404789079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785501277037895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522751632760375,0.050377049508312836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876180520911083,0.0,0.0,0.10797201928595564,0.044872802103473004,0.08154232893530601,0.0,0.0,0.037485332151993095,0.056448270633262965,0.04229389233242448,0.0,0.0,0.055365248855722485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991413538559583,0.0,0.0,0.04256720962475442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678692076608558,0.0520328916418238,0.0,0.030881378470331133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05884046402218165,0.07191267268474019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371146936119147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523472824760527,0.04909441334672407,0.04778812635292011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057432817316381335,0.03855548150724489,0.053783409946285166,0.0,0.03762123596865792,0.0,0.3861128877088075,0.10231343331255592
socialanxiety,gostargo,2019/06/21,"I had a nightmare And dream went like this... I was standing at the beginning of tram station, there were delays in traffic so a lot of people were there too. In real life that would make me bail immediately but here in a dream I didn't seem to have a problem with it.

At some point, I see that tram is already arriving but nobody is moving towards it to enter which confuses me a lot. The tram is already on the other end so I start running to catch it (and I'm the only person doing that), but then it just continues to go straight without stopping. I'm left there, after running in front of shitload of people asking myself why it hasn't stop, and why everybody knew except me. It was so embarrassing feeling, like lol look at this idiot running for the tram that will never stop.

And maybe the saddest part is that all of this was a dream and not real life situation, it's like my brain knows I'm a social retard so it knows what's appropriate to serve. Well fuck",2.7759854457246824,4.70158106185567,4.24924802910855,84.92319284414799,76.01030927835052,6.420375985445725,24.81382656155245,7.285733465282438,1.1574800485142518,762,26,149,9,17,253,110,194,0.14300000000000002,0.71,0.146,-0.8055,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,11,9,2,2,13,1,16,4,1,1,2,33,33,13,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,19,6,0,4,5,3,0,9,5,5,1,0,9,3,10,4,24,22,5,33,0,0,2,1,3,12,1,5,14,109,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307929579175109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043321351898962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557514738441684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357411104573275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054596239537382,0.09967376338906214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898482973008785,0.0,0.0,0.07929294635120783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533540827091945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158987300479118,0.0,0.19709548458652185,0.20448860213907225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716242211348488,0.0,0.0,0.23723137056365284,0.0,0.0,0.09313128840025868,0.0,0.14016750333410985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828864325735416,0.0,0.0,0.10760712418438832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611193634799963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108754538675814,0.0,0.1934524583145,0.12182427387095568,0.0,0.0,0.13189235366295382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335026646870946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176106729277941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118009854507202,0.12701459312141286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568273444578646,0.0,0.14222399376322295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875361563958214,0.0,0.0,0.34993717517645834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254460506148138,0.12933727800609549,0.2517918338221867,0.0,0.0,0.1344931749265226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911164883561867,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThanosHuman,2019/06/21,"I feel like everyone is talking behind my back. When making plans, does anyone else feel like people are talking behind your back? I feel like my friends don’t even want to hang out with me, they just do it out of pity.",4.315151515151514,5.166753545454547,4.343636363636366,90.0437878787879,70.36363636363636,6.775757575757575,23.75757575757576,6.42735559955562,0.5206757575757579,172,4,36,1,3,53,33,44,0.045,0.713,0.242,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,9,1,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,4,7,9,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552006000355978,0.22789385181360894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3420519162206584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946397696513808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580196528013654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690520190454134,0.0,0.0,0.2125302351616908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33738415475678585,0.4766870742222922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183984138907124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32598706737898203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484659549199668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541968571928268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575428392252478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118808710091134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hyperhidrosis55,2019/06/21,"Social anxiety about smelling bad (please helpg BTW I am a 13 female.
I have social anxiety and I already have excessive sweating (hyperhidrosis) I get very serious about smelling bad then I sweat more.  Examples are when I go near people I get this tingly poking feeling all over especially my back. Then I start sweating in my hands feet and underarms etc. I feel like i smell I ask my my little siblings (because  I'm afraid of what my older siblings will say)  and they say I don't smell.  I asked my mom cause she knows about my paranoia and excessive sweating  and she said said that I don't. I feel so self conscious I walk sideways or move away quickly if someone at school comes near me even my own family. Then out of nowhere I developed (I know it's embarrassing but) rectal or butt hole pressure and it lasts all day also I have conspitation and diareara at times don't know if it's related. I feel like my butt stinks and also I get fecal discharge even though I shower after every time I poop. This has been happening for about 6 months I feel like so smelly but I obsessively take care of my self. These are the symptoms I experience.

Hot flashes 
Hyperhidrosis 
Social anxiety 
Stress
Depression 
Anus fecal discharge 
Anus pressure 
Frequent body pain
Severe heart or chest pain not that frequent (that has me lying in on the ground) 
Also other things
I am so depressed that I feel smelly and my body is not like other people I feel like i don't want to be by anyone anymore.
Please help find out what's wrong with me.",2.335168210628961,5.107399815699662,3.2202496343247207,86.88544027303757,83.26621160409556,6.07894685519259,24.07108727450025,7.447530270364453,1.3595151438322777,1218,46,226,20,35,386,160,293,0.192,0.731,0.078,-0.986,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,16,21,0,6,3,0,17,18,15,1,2,38,42,27,0,3,9,1,9,5,0,1,3,4,1,2,15,13,0,0,12,0,0,4,6,15,0,0,3,18,47,6,23,37,5,33,0,2,0,2,16,13,2,5,21,143,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008386373023563,0.217585571716631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208143606359306,0.0,0.08994477831025173,0.06341584744085031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695746151142924,0.0,0.08521066210833135,0.06973863093739573,0.15145258297315764,0.055286651196593616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20148274620635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924692976149392,0.09316844643394616,0.0,0.07812545886729799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849058261355966,0.0,0.15623043537578696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114857164949537,0.1198059963715609,0.0,0.07641420173527212,0.0,0.0,0.0887168257655646,0.0854988975299752,0.0,0.32100578023115434,0.2591692653686325,0.0,0.0,0.08289331853595132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421527223546495,0.0,0.051543891682261984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020102930646181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747366370946823,0.060790749907853076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953031622481067,0.07392829054108792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154426179407893,0.09089992212265832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622054394392896,0.07239164933513466,0.09639411974820918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301112402938528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575257971704826,0.0,0.0,0.19911110493874526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254286924606038,0.14424814142600592,0.0,0.0917878847912338,0.0,0.0,0.189228717018926,0.1024592029601114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773554950277845,0.07684533037972263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419417996164321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038904797050066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942665262863947,0.06819113208400161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602535329266632,0.0,0.08910708851228144,0.0,0.10576962524701257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483263106147077,0.053494087627396436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991604239064122,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,verycheeky,2019/06/21,"[serious] Please share what types of medications work for social anxiety   

I would like to reach out to other people that have social anxiety and live with it day by day, and have successfully found the right medication or medications that allow them to function at work. Meeting, answering phones dealing with people of authority. It is a daily struggle that has lasted years, I have tried all of the SSRIs and SNRIs.

in the past I took cymbalta and pristiq together and it partailly worked but side effect where horrible - the benzos - no way! 

What currently sort of kinda works -  currently taking Metropol 100mg in morning and nadolol after lunch (beta blockers) and using CBD oil tincture zero THC medterra at night for sleep 75mg.",10.946822916666667,9.914730453125003,10.153437500000004,60.26447916666668,56.96875,13.220833333333333,41.64583333333333,12.161744961471696,5.371464583333332,590,26,87,15,6,189,93,128,0.092,0.8270000000000001,0.081,-0.6643,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,6,1,5,0,1,5,0,6,5,1,3,1,22,10,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,10,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,4,3,18,7,1,19,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,10,55,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360225600513951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897460155733604,0.1590390629511572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691421442140658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574547471525624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536543362721046,0.0,0.13621764074986425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662132336083494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447659977029113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726212171679873,0.21389400076009968,0.0,0.0,0.16933517756430774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174032539659342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437507046265966,0.31450475527831595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612698748939393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598707629399133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713926057893584,0.1047349011053724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323427501584062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244731537843047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492231360037536,0.0,0.0,0.10958448021847432,0.0,0.0,0.09934074129714587
socialanxiety,Spyder8304,2019/06/21,"That awkward moment when... My whole life is awkward actually. 
Fuck life honestly, talking is hard.",4.197916666666668,7.315854625000004,4.927499999999998,69.23416666666668,96.5,7.133333333333333,36.583333333333336,7.793537801064563,4.444858333333333,78,5,10,2,3,25,13,16,0.3670000000000001,0.498,0.136,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.3828339517188255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626804679778847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35142901509576263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541944950871472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315320609061406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379955091365189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,clifflicker,2019/06/21,"Tips and practice? In my head I’ve mastered the art of conversation but the encounter I just had with a cashier brought me right back down to earth. I personally think it’s hilarious how horribly it went but I seriously want to get better at communicating my thoughts properly and not be so cold when I’m uncomfortable. I really need to practice 
   With that being said, I have to actually talk to people to improve upon this, so, do you guys find it easier to talk to people face to face or online? How do you remain interested in what the other person has to say? And do you think it’s rude or wise to end the conversation after a period of silence? 
  Any and all tips are appreciated.",6.147462406015038,6.469426857142861,7.839614661654139,68.46739191729327,66.14285714285714,11.161278195488725,32.41447368421053,10.9516,3.627106015037594,544,21,102,15,8,191,87,133,0.091,0.716,0.192,0.9474,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,2,7,5,1,0,6,0,9,3,3,2,1,21,19,13,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,8,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,3,11,3,21,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,5,72,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.21306325319648114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847513956992847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788597125087898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309937292017565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337981268587776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955403634335198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140709127670853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618576187759225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407447711223666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189247520575614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027316954652082,0.3812830221864177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398708528761925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864567118606565,0.20768637695076334,0.17362858288814803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35097845666448146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798002261580682,0.0,0.17333342959989195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287795119690151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023985313951706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Brookschamp90,2019/06/21,"Advice 

Hey all, 

I fairly new to this sub and in fact this is my first time posting. But I really would like some advice. So needless to say I have social anxiety, just posting is making me overthink this. So just a quick back story, I’m 31 and have always taken care of people basically and never focused on myself. I live alone and have full time job. And my anxiety really have been a issue for a very long time. 

Now I’m trying to get better or do things that I would never do. Baby steps though.  I’m obviously a little lonely so my friend’s wife friend is a little social awkward and thought maybe we can get together and see what happens. So I agreed. We text each other, she thinks I’m cute or whatever. But we will be getting together soon. And I’m getting real anxiety regarding this. She doesn’t know I have a lot of anxiety, just knows I’m socially awkward. Now as stated earlier, I have always taken care of people and been through some tragedies  but my own  psychosis has been a issue as well. So I never had time or confidence for a girl. So I’m quite inexperienced in the romantic sense. And the fact that we never met is giving me borderline panic attacks. 

So any advice for a social anxiety guy if it goes well. Do I be honest and tell her or just hide the truth and go with the flow. This is all hypothetical as I’m sure it won’t go well. But who knows. And more importantly for the future. I’m trying to get better and figure this is a important step for me. So thanks everyone in advance",2.3854667609618123,4.441109346534656,4.480522159358794,82.2136262376238,77.64686468646866,7.364875058934464,23.032649693540783,8.306716005460428,1.5155639792550688,1184,37,229,23,28,407,151,303,0.09300000000000001,0.748,0.16,0.9757,1,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,4,0,0,5,21,20,1,3,15,0,28,0,0,1,11,57,59,35,0,3,13,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,2,14,20,0,0,6,0,0,6,6,5,3,1,8,2,25,15,21,45,9,33,0,1,1,0,22,7,0,8,18,161,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25794107478704914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112850544633228,0.0,0.0,0.14642528274342442,0.0,0.0,0.05983451136832221,0.0,0.3365509504245441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009847374862456,0.0,0.06765694973912711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563557182266813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794182230724461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407581864913957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484211523225442,0.0,0.0,0.1359578351789137,0.0,0.22984916352082144,0.08440561925328291,0.10001063806475807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712144985485548,0.07780704805754791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836721622971348,0.08731400851700642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506687259719228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042986243875792834,0.17637316304256442,0.07769456690745684,0.07786616107979442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480381872165917,0.0,0.0,0.0587323337403075,0.0,0.08839526142904447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714455104827973,0.08497886747416518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323436318808643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199889575004075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853538953488242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358552769309986,0.0,0.10014902812096736,0.11273408007238547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997118471670867,0.0,0.0,0.07011463886299364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35876866780500033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292716935070771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690494568499978,0.08100706058433649,0.0,0.0,0.0584549796006696,0.05637883170680263,0.08644726355880637,0.0698522398695598,0.2052248552366168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947546201331992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259889519651701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23733396491137626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250075788052675,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CantAffordTheTicket,2019/09/07,"Tried alcohol to help anxiety I'm 27 year old guy who just wanted to leave a quick post here about my recent experience using alcohol to deal with my anxiety. It was also my first ever experience drinking alcohol. I never really liked what alcohol does to people so I just avoided it.

Two weeks ago, I had a confrontation with a housemate that really got to me. I ended up working myself up enough to go out into the city because I figured that getting drunk was a good way of getting away from myself for a while. It still took me more than an hour of walking around outside different bars in the city before finding one that was quiet enough so that I wasn't completely terrified about going inside. After a few drinks, I got a bit drunk and managed to talk to a few strangers. I didn't have any particularly meaningful conversations. It was still something that I know I couldn't have done otherwise. I realise that alcohol isn't a solution to my problem but even just engaging in small talk after drinking has motivated me to at least try to get to that point while sober. I really don't think I'll continue drinking but I will take something from the experience.",6.366976297245357,7.100353708520181,7.290304292120434,71.16525784753365,65.72645739910314,10.855733504163997,34.31422165278668,10.7630783206399,3.9519791159513127,939,41,163,25,14,315,132,223,0.076,0.853,0.071,0.6274,1,1,11,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,15,6,1,1,13,0,15,12,0,2,2,24,29,8,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,13,6,12,1,6,7,0,4,6,3,0,3,11,1,22,3,33,16,7,35,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,19,123,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842987729720561,0.5081550111505571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760499570008794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467000373811863,0.0,0.14549965044785448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465751637350401,0.0,0.0,0.0893478433091308,0.0,0.0,0.05797095018367235,0.0,0.08092152219567966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382255069255948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970860201096232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804201794061047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935732719081156,0.0,0.0,0.08322103279982122,0.0973184258511727,0.0,0.3726399349637337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422873516399294,0.19652362265313505,0.0,0.062811431846942,0.08602172205613871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790727187628591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691798717052689,0.08089043866414908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905457660641475,0.0,0.10809294150806216,0.07976381716198584,0.152117357480639,0.0,0.0,0.0941621208051958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374228603582645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365252267642173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226345676097767,0.0,0.0,0.10069521082553404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046460152988012135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334555667029198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978951224913796,0.0,0.06444096828064698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592908393314342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989849113882216,0.0,0.09107774110608356,0.0,0.0,0.09099608722619207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827669319838626,0.0,0.09389795139125907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642240543826707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518910124721576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150197444502558,0.15287258304816054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093505526912307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056575448815922,0.12913080425196602,0.0,0.09289707523033312,0.0,0.0,0.08213426902181224,0.0,0.0,0.056091353371026234,0.0754844858133913,0.07628200050436686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923258654533097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061240091332023634
socialanxiety,vlassicpark,2019/09/07,"Does anything work? Therapy? What kind?

Programs? Self help books/podcasts? Medication?

Anything?",7.758571428571424,3.546689692307698,5.103516483516484,61.78076923076927,190.5384615384616,6.896703296703298,48.01098901098901,6.1826913282559595,6.637821978021977,78,6,7,2,7,22,12,13,0.0,0.586,0.414,0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5501652521844302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29252926482517205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405975322594407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480994947985646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367503020815819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487252559212584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38227646256449216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24335864339446495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rockatanskys,2019/09/07,"Was gonna reach out to this girl from my class last semester - and realized she removed me from following her on IG Trying to make friends at college is hard enough. I’m a sophomore and I transferred in the middle of my freshman year and I really thought I’d have a friend group by now, but putting myself out there is difficult. I met this girl in one of my classes and I thought we had a lot in common, I just randomly went to check her Instagram today and noticed I’m not following her anymore, and she’s not following me.

I wanna tell myself that maybe it was an accident, but the fact that she removed me from following her makes me upset. And it makes me not want to even try to make any new friends. 

I guess we weren’t really that close because we didn’t talk or anything over the summer. But totally getting rid of someone on social media is just a big move and makes me think she doesn’t like me. Just needed to get this off my chest.",4.254927884615384,5.041561656250003,5.104375000000001,84.7723557692308,70.45833333333334,8.616025641025642,29.87339743589744,8.841846274778883,2.240769551282052,746,29,154,13,13,243,112,192,0.071,0.863,0.067,-0.18600000000000005,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,8,0,10,1,1,5,2,41,32,12,0,3,10,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,14,0,0,4,0,1,9,6,2,0,1,9,1,31,4,24,22,3,29,0,0,0,0,21,13,0,4,8,106,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028283559841534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149960229378528,0.0,0.0,0.12443339474747893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217654488417233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624091434496568,0.0,0.09987313902109328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350474676442675,0.0,0.15800253779086992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657546319393993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545494774447472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232567761617398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387383445771431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855379821079554,0.0,0.0,0.5046710655370887,0.0,0.15191131675807926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071287938829862,0.0,0.11212070330314652,0.0,0.14604008683172562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721542079564377,0.0,0.0,0.10246417880474176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200836258486794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373869447802528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414010846482953,0.12812020427314252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215373084989296,0.13216468140200813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688961176654687,0.0,0.2400885650551265,0.0,0.0,0.14332991628918074,0.0,0.0,0.2053240689750342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918789730437432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017369033804014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973746334930178
socialanxiety,YouKnowTaem,2019/09/07,"Too embarrassed to go back to my favourite cafe I went into my favourite cafe today which I've always felt relatively comfortable in. Having allergies to dairy, eggs, and nuts makes any trip to a cafe/restaurant difficult and scary as I always have to make sure and I can have the food which means being the annoying, awkward customer who has to ask about ingredients. 

This place being a heavy promoter of having vegan cakes and food has been amazing and made things slightly easier but I still have to ask about nuts as they are my worst allergy. While asking whether they do take-away cakes and whether the cake I wanted had nuts in it, I, being nervous and a nervous talker started rambling and making a fool of myself. When I left i heard the two waiters laughing and I totally thought it was at me. 

It probably wasn't, and they probably won't remember me waffling but I really don't want to go back for a while, but I also love this place. I can't stop thinking about it and feeling super embarrassed. I thought I'd started getting better with my anxiety but this feels like it's really set me back and put me back in my shell.

tbh even this post is freaking me out",5.557635829662264,6.488761356828196,5.958696035242291,79.29581204111602,67.59030837004406,9.401350954478707,31.873421439060213,9.558583805096642,2.939566461086638,936,38,174,19,15,301,128,227,0.163,0.698,0.139,-0.2881,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,3,12,18,1,5,9,0,21,4,0,4,2,38,45,24,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,15,3,1,8,0,0,5,4,10,0,1,10,4,27,8,23,31,2,28,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,0,13,125,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682290646093482,0.20148668474274029,0.0,0.0,0.08233453337378954,0.0,0.09262134786774713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395637925585551,0.0,0.1137530935764526,0.3723940086666517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708019409987543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996829492386859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243739609149365,0.08649535447259493,0.11625011386999935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29280654173908904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325621515766826,0.0,0.1376183916133099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154735362830602,0.0,0.0,0.059150684948671366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927409375927433,0.11456323191675713,0.24245368677091056,0.0,0.0,0.1318851786825379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25299331061273844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595551076624007,0.0,0.2610766947830283,0.0,0.0,0.12171290187959098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512632535672954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715334259695194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139372889643276,0.0,0.09668992510198487,0.1012233610292536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411089747971975,0.0,0.09103264822862174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043624588440378,0.07757938845969332,0.0,0.19223860756115646,0.0,0.0,0.1147640810088672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827179370288088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282527104248893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223689491878276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ole-elossa,2019/09/07,"Sitting outside by myself. Oooooh man. I’m currently parked right underneath a beautiful tree outside in the massive city that I live and it’s glorious. I was reading a book in my tiny studio and really needed some fresh air. A past version of myself would have ignored that feeling and stayed inside to maintain my sense of security.

A couple weeks ago I turned 23 and made a promise to myself to continuously push my own bounds even when it’s uncomfortable. Of course, true social situations are a whole other battle, but simply being outside in a public place, finding myself a place to lay out and spreading down my towel even when I feel like all eyes are on me is something to be proud of.

Cheers to embracing the uncomfortable and for not allowing this illness to control our lives always. Go do something scary today and be proud!",6.831290322580646,7.896141967741936,7.1272580645161305,71.57088709677423,64.80645161290322,9.296774193548387,33.564516129032256,9.3871,3.258083870967741,675,28,109,12,10,219,107,155,0.10099999999999999,0.726,0.17300000000000001,0.8803,2,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,3,5,9,1,0,10,0,10,2,1,3,2,23,17,10,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,8,0,4,3,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,3,14,7,20,11,5,23,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,1,9,77,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945946135135758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496808540342763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175918609300844,0.0,0.19904215514300547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376280635150172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191310295374796,0.12851170333152198,0.0,0.0,0.16441396389661322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223424150238247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788397159975156,0.0,0.3176880088094925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021395151864913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338434070967506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172302340479914,0.0,0.0,0.37588841015299945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993623246164275,0.0,0.11524057230998193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536229868054006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220114581778853,0.0,0.1833727058321272,0.0,0.2769724525966214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917361959889184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051236591439375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566600092972036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429494383343505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008380280274372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778695595293166,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,epsorrow,2019/09/07,"Saying goodbye to strangers? So I don’t seek out conversations with strangers but when it happens naturally I try to lean into it in an effort to work through my anxieties. But for example today, a woman at starbucks complimented my tattoo. We had an okay, if somewhat awkward conversation but it was nice enough and then I grabbed my drink when it was ready and left. I almost said goodbye to her though, or wanted to say have a nice day. Is it weird if I don’t, like I just abruptly ended the time or is it weird if I do, since we are only strangers? I am probably over thinking this.",3.8808019323671488,5.505332017391306,4.887246376811596,82.78207729468602,72.30434782608697,7.545893719806764,30.169082125603857,8.167268648758528,2.1357922705314007,462,20,90,7,9,151,77,115,0.062,0.77,0.168,0.9418,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,5,1,11,1,0,0,0,20,15,15,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,4,14,5,13,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,7,9,68,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440907998849719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864760161865543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720527314270044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23879236249078706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589933630036914,0.2518696239207817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555649055075712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26484635571830656,0.0,0.0,0.1190890041859904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539074598401686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628149075945652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23187193285337496,0.3876960608004803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016410973796764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619180276678296,0.2394933263201338,0.0,0.14213863227362494,0.0,0.23105632902689355,0.0,0.0,0.16549729067907504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377618210003695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746045285367945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Oliviapco,2019/09/07,"Do I have social anxiety?? I took an online test and it said that I have a severe case of social anxiety, but I don’t know. I’ve never been able to interact with others in an outgoing way...and I’m hoping that I can get tested by my therapist, but until then I’m gonna  ask here.

Ok so first - When I get around like a lot of people my heart starts beating fast, my palms get sweaty,  I can barely breath, and I start shaking. 

Second - Everytime I think about walking up to a person to interact with them the same exact thing happens

Third - I have really bad trust issues, like I don’t even like giving out my name or age.

Fourth - When someone tries to approach and talk to me, I tend to shy away or think way too hard about what to say and lose my train of thought because I’m so nervous 

Last but not least Fifth - When I have to answer the phone  or just have to call someone back, I lose control of my breath, start shaking, and get so nervous to the point where I hesitate or just end up not answering or calling that person back.",4.5655267954794,4.697423540284365,5.3921327014218035,85.31242799854178,69.521327014218,8.38804228946409,27.13124316441852,8.139509932561175,1.5350405395552311,801,23,170,10,13,262,121,211,0.171,0.711,0.11800000000000001,-0.8483,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,5,17,13,0,4,8,1,11,4,4,1,2,34,33,21,0,1,12,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,7,9,0,1,6,0,0,5,5,7,0,3,4,3,23,6,26,28,3,30,0,2,0,0,16,8,0,7,19,112,30,2,0.12442203022239624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903650251241208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076198590018947,0.11631780251847057,0.0,0.11689859311671975,0.1913457222548825,0.10388719812402647,0.07584651478004062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540976081480145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954988671438934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020098836191307,0.0,0.0,0.08217957750977836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583331534614664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26002150184513834,0.11935694884756125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100259904156,0.0,0.1114577001019166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474407048822581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357915014870045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986427369388334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683790938930302,0.10142056101841164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823589575014785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783928517922,0.0,0.10577916072117503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596194008236976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625856956158884,0.2172810352175346,0.0,0.0,0.1176190353144232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970793856863527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835384309972692,0.0989453923674712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405614788284388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25366518195199195,0.21084476488537424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641996601642613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000571487002308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446356691534362,0.08266046824614691,0.15944922605025202,0.0,0.09877719392094088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823745365729026,0.08447439124444271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752083244347707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,f3rf2rf2fsafssg,2019/09/07,"I feel like I'm failing myself when I mess up socially I've worked through a lot of my social anxiety. I stopped getting super nervous, I've started speaking up and sharing my opinions. Now, I have this feeling like I'm failing myself. I don't go home and think ""the other person thought I was stupid"" or anything like that, I understand that they don't really care. What hurts me though is the thought that the interaction could've gone better or smoother in some way but I messed up. It's not as much focused on the other person like it used to be, but more on myself. I always feel like I could've maybe made a joke or worded something better. Does anyone else feel like this? How do I get over it?",2.9843617021276607,4.825223978723403,3.8889539007092218,88.10875,75.17021276595744,6.118439716312058,26.643617021276608,6.816661863887847,1.1564085106382982,555,21,110,5,12,178,88,141,0.152,0.648,0.2,0.8419,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,6,4,19,1,1,6,0,7,0,0,3,0,24,25,11,0,0,6,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,1,2,11,2,0,1,8,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,5,5,18,12,11,19,4,14,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,6,10,69,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116358312166112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263567710016036,0.0,0.0,0.09381112235179363,0.13746765539582895,0.11040616904831488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373156616366704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678991833122728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142392936543512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740848894266545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207744452837556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713509431578225,0.38338933633266703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019110330311854,0.0,0.07624892710930622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457819724154696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362615453510938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932767600821667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406208442570533,0.0,0.12694994349843153,0.0,0.0,0.13478653823100342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862653860613003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23429499358965775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594938319069713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735281619026689,0.0,0.10328658988893363,0.0,0.0,0.09496251037679146,0.0,0.0,0.11216775005721072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596736332261566,0.13181619926524876,0.2130236722532292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967025071518355,0.0,0.11587527926332188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649374466767468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767354595840924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,andyr072,2019/09/07,"My social anxiety and poor self image can sometimes trigger almost spontaneous levels of deep depression in response to even the most mundane incidents in public # I am depressed most of the time but it's not overpowering most of the time and then like all of a sudden in an instant I can drop into a deep depression even by a relatively mundane incident. Like I can be feeling relatively decent at 6pm and suddenly at 6:15 I suddenly fall into a big slump of super depression after capturing my reflection in when walking past a mirror or plate glass window in a mall. Then after a half hour, hour or whatever my depression reverts back to my more manageable levels. My opinion of myself physically is one of my prime contributors to my social anxiety and depression.",9.563142857142855,8.927167885714287,10.331428571428573,56.61357142857143,59.42857142857143,14.0,42.85714285714286,13.023866798666859,6.210571428571428,624,32,91,21,7,215,84,140,0.20600000000000002,0.7090000000000001,0.085,-0.9595,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,11,0,6,0,0,1,1,19,7,10,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,0,0,2,1,1,2,1,6,0,2,0,1,12,3,22,6,5,31,0,6,0,0,4,14,0,7,16,73,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695796679760306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245405087631912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284863329479215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7584200123042859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938659071639693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420577394662849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28905615957141456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339809555601274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944771522399562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400980979302852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531016726933055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992046935820811,0.0,0.0,0.14514843086940554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115273834300826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cman5020,2019/09/07,"Tough day ahead So I moved into my freshman year of college about two weeks ago. A lot of kids from my high school go to this college so i thought I would have some friends in the beginning, but nope. I have only talked to one of them once. So I’ve pretty much been alone these past couple weeks. But anyway today is the first home football and it’s a huge rivalry game. The stadium is gonna be packed and it’s gonna be such a fun game. But I just can’t go by myself. I will freak out and probably just turn around before I even get there. To make things worse, since it’s such a big game, students had to pay $100 for tickets. My mom is telling me I have to go so I don’t waste the money, which makes sense. But had I known I would have no friends I wouldn’t have bought the tickets. Anyway I don’t really know where I’m going with this, but In 2 hours I’m gonna try my hardest to go to this huge crowd of people and enjoy this game. Wish me luck. 

Also: the ticket is for student section only so I will be stuck in the student section. I think it would be easier to go to if I could kinda sit off to the side of all the crazy kids, but nope I’m stuck right in the middle. 

And my friend from another school got a ticket so I got really excited for that, but the school said no students from other schools are allowed so he got scared and isn’t coming anymore.",2.6203261578604082,3.4160082602739728,3.815048923679061,92.47646118721458,74.27397260273973,6.794781474233531,22.808871493803,6.868970318607317,0.4350816699282456,1060,26,247,9,21,346,152,292,0.11699999999999999,0.738,0.145,0.9161,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,19,10,0,1,16,0,28,0,0,3,1,39,57,22,0,7,10,1,0,0,3,9,0,1,1,2,13,11,0,0,4,8,3,8,9,3,0,3,11,1,26,7,33,32,6,38,0,0,0,0,16,18,0,5,11,160,39,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483227445486496,0.0,0.0,0.11080013729881937,0.0,0.08555273274237041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112178992484323,0.0,0.0,0.10609648681627942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523584441805122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103302137873298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215472951791484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541568896511115,0.11837253258380336,0.0,0.06899394766120323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065999579598586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099805382358113,0.0,0.0,0.2479599560679537,0.0,0.05589319994087712,0.0,0.3647988861874959,0.0,0.2566876329042417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303138695810755,0.10731074809848158,0.0,0.10535481621760867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058794004951411766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095149036233223,0.0,0.0,0.14282140611070596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125294950433833,0.0,0.11370395977580695,0.07864340477968743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393136100255988,0.07249314995549583,0.1627278674511384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021255480718107,0.07416721218680379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088382209375624,0.11534370073390475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706964126205953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136125961949274,0.10176350754383463,0.0,0.1071067262305922,0.4330822663237296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849585666463347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859873414590088,0.0935061811792193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107347732557984,0.06854915773352213,0.0,0.08493102932249166,0.0,0.0,0.10140555690648256,0.0,0.0,0.07263313235567016,0.11636469698569644,0.10450497229915157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162754219908366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302296479253695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090228623581183,0.2279888739617328,0.0,0.0,0.0688923093906074
socialanxiety,positivity13,2019/09/07,"Anyone with SA have experience getting letters of rec? I am weighing out my career options & I want to go to grad school for what I am wanting to do, but the dread of  gathering letters of rec may stop me from going to grad school. I have one I know I can get, but I have no bosses/professors I can go to that knows me personally or that I have talked to, to write me one. 

Can someone share their experiences of getting letters of rec? Thank you.",1.1836263736263746,3.4980443406593444,3.1304285714285736,88.82707142857143,83.61538461538461,5.837802197802197,24.48461538461539,7.1686216300943375,1.0819046153846157,349,14,73,5,10,117,54,91,0.10800000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.078,-0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,11,1,0,0,0,13,22,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,15,2,16,21,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,3,1,52,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22562979228553945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560743678280552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074006772921999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32639307632156744,0.0,0.3550456669367236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288883819576808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28221992718545924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182861803796366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215034308146055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644251455845933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409938359204127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737678842987658,0.0,0.19172097694331347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24565269713458066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shavedforthis,2019/09/07,"DAE feel like no matter what they are failing in social situations Theres always that weight of anxiety like im the one person in the room who cant keep up with a conversation or that i need a safety net in the room, someone I can cling to to make it appear like I can socialize. Even if I know the room full of people I feel like Im an inside joke to everyone around me. Help",2.59,3.566999296296295,4.6799382716049385,85.55472222222225,74.55555555555556,7.8691358024691365,22.141975308641968,8.344100000000001,1.0330641975308632,297,7,66,5,6,103,57,81,0.085,0.6940000000000001,0.221,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,7,0,4,1,0,1,0,12,11,2,0,2,2,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,2,1,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,7,5,11,11,1,10,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,3,4,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064298962752846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476918461763743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186604706504727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751558236603544,0.0,0.0,0.18447894530408504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523582290770788,0.27584695929880504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940534049609534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170800227912281,0.0,0.0,0.17160231190609945,0.0,0.0,0.10610178640056964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377281223552932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288703358200407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315297303282554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082375862027054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384483183061385,0.16857422843018524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170096955943549,0.0,0.3936046446423479,0.16358074474153395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350974166244885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,is-the-bear-catholic,2019/09/07,"How do I know when my Social Anxiety is actually a problem? I’ve always been very quiet and can be outgoing, but only with my very close friends. I’ve been told over and over it takes ages to get to know me because I’m so closed off and I’m beginning to think there’s a problem. I can barely talk to guys my age because I never went to a coed school. Whenever I’m at a party with people I don’t know I literally have heart palpitations. I’m constantly thinking about how people perceive me and think up social scenarios in my head and practice making conversation.
Is this a problem? I’ve always thought this is normal",3.4715999999999987,5.116423560000001,5.427400000000002,78.41470000000002,73.4,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.40532,495,20,93,10,10,171,74,125,0.08900000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.081,0.1968,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,11,2,2,3,1,26,28,10,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,9,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,5,1,11,1,14,22,0,15,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,6,56,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.1506819324017427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569630580318784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812326366637607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825386349613069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686240612761732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929681963525746,0.0,0.08067287675704612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289022329635862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846925599153255,0.0,0.0,0.18297664969295396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25457917173371103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306990569178894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190905476769794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128906215139726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743579907492245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409696973831255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432486856542771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627121158635252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31480319613497904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609713912080102,0.1241089471979836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968191708196353,0.0,0.12258432991186725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754541744319585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25480892056219184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431396609615026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gmccleery,2019/09/07,"Why do I feel so awkward at bars? Every time I go out I feel sooo awkward.  I feel like I just bring the energy down and I can’t make moves like everyone else. I just follow my friends around and hope that they set me up to be able to make basic conversation with someone. I feel like I am 100% incapable of approaching a stranger and starting a conversation with them without them feeling totally weirded out. I literally feel like I might have aspergers. I’m 23 M and all I want to do is be able to go out like all my other friends and be able to meet girls but every time I go out I just end up wanting to leave because I feel like I’m making it awkward for everyone else. I feel like there is no hope for me and I will be alone forever. I’m typing this now after I just getting home from calling an Uber for myself from a bar, my friends are still there and they met some girls and One even had a friend that I said hi to and she instantly left. Probably because I gave off totally bad vibes, I just feel like I should never go out again and I am doomed for life. I think my self confidence is totally gone. Probably because I’m 23 and suffering from male pattern baldness. I also have a stutter when I get anxious. Any ways sorry for the rant I just needed to type something out. Maybe someone feels like I do.",2.4422318840579718,4.152895229629632,3.9349275362318856,87.75978260869567,76.33333333333334,7.362318840579711,26.9243156199678,8.18289091462,1.6949677938808372,1032,41,219,18,23,342,139,270,0.14,0.6940000000000001,0.166,0.7339,0,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,0,17,23,0,3,8,0,20,4,1,3,6,56,56,15,0,6,8,0,10,9,4,3,1,1,1,4,5,20,2,0,11,2,0,9,4,8,0,1,5,11,40,15,33,44,6,34,1,2,0,0,21,13,0,4,19,143,45,2,0.24559263632195544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478663478858559,0.0,0.06546678084549737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055670471476426384,0.0,0.0,0.09248325795971776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287650499636977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835319763918679,0.14971099159342746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359251352919587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677408925880913,0.0,0.07250739334160049,0.0,0.0,0.05407054001711136,0.0,0.13794825894986448,0.15644952576456098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139300538581345,0.40938666640697935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529923488046236,0.0,0.08554134401064571,0.0,0.1861012732083897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211647954350335,0.1626192683358793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668238036255779,0.08894570598605339,0.0,0.05782311402377587,0.3599524702310312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393499180298024,0.0,0.08224360435977704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684499215169926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700870185320694,0.0,0.060701275979911526,0.06313872714575616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055473308786380786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765269334082982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787161243000121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540222714918502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872656251824306,0.06302307000375261,0.0,0.09164028313238162,0.05794391068234734,0.0,0.0653768655372183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245528158636332,0.0,0.0,0.09547136082866424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657126665899003,0.06498000110536817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386971826320346,0.0,0.0,0.07891417914023342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DontTrustBikes11,2019/09/07,"Should I see a doctor? Lately I've been feeling nauseous, like almost all of the time. It gets especially worse when something is coming up and it makes me cancel on things. I'm pretty sure it's because of my SA which is why I'm hesitating to see a doctor. My mum always says that doctors can't do much to help you, they do a check up and then say you'll be fine. That's what I'm scared of happening. What if I am fine and I wasted their time? What if I have to answer tons of questions and I stumble on my words and look stupid? But I've been feeling sick in my stomach for a little over a month now. It's seriously getting in the way of my life and I just want to feel normal again. I really want them to refer me to a therapist or something since I'm still un diagnosed, but they might just do what my mum says will happen.",2.5944719687092537,3.5191336101694937,4.320000000000004,88.34080834419821,74.48022598870057,7.028074750108647,23.219904389395914,7.321109707123232,0.7336392003476746,647,17,145,7,13,219,105,177,0.095,0.815,0.09,-0.5771,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,4,0,6,7,1,1,8,0,15,7,1,1,2,30,33,13,0,6,7,2,3,1,0,4,6,3,0,0,12,7,0,0,6,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,2,9,21,4,19,26,3,19,0,0,3,0,13,8,0,6,10,95,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993670745214673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628092605198308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518864053010303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037990161548545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184054043234515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291117665263025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198126048513447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602436456719114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471561039730107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366965134206874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576410109004628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870763173381164,0.06827345867765514,0.14006348046630485,0.0,0.0,0.1173525130652344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328238987913147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482497725686466,0.0,0.0,0.11154494003738873,0.0,0.10273032517821204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692265637901976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421732166868464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565489284196292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952568151365976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333979215899571,0.13991139937629496,0.0,0.22272096687224308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156003883294532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516855637026855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160235273225208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171015095619418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225735496664173,0.09284187857401814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297551740168745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485312467820026,0.11092488060283333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261001775796192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424144101248494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wizstrict,2019/09/07,"I found watching Jordan Peterson on YouTube talking about social anxiety somewhat helpful. Give it a try Also some things that can help:

-talk to people about it, close friends and family. Just by being more open about it you start to feel better

-Accept that uncertainty is ok, it’s part of life. It’s impossible to know everything and what will be and that’s ok.

-eat better, play sports/workout. Helps feel better about yourself.

-see a specialist, seek god

-cheers, we can all get better, the body can heal itself. Become stronger from this.",3.0246938775510195,6.131778816326535,3.03387755102041,85.77897959183677,87.36734693877554,5.6571428571428575,24.3469387755102,7.1686216300943375,1.4916244897959183,436,17,73,7,14,132,75,98,0.035,0.648,0.316,0.9826,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,4,6,10,0,0,3,2,7,4,1,0,1,15,15,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,12,6,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,10,11,11,5,4,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,2,1,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495978534644507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910330503012754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186385578345102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5970289692307729,0.0,0.18745775258320715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268677697483495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516733870329813,0.0,0.15909482554795507,0.0,0.17066338223953909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850400218789533,0.13038594783492116,0.0,0.0881717512059184,0.1618929376810146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33935503372292625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927477829585518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920236425140388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827539850222876,0.0,0.1169990801651855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448233613346755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720327215554327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945138659374036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712907647442559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211870078505592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457906296552953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DPressedSoul,2019/09/07,"Does anybody have difficulty in holding conversation with your close friends too, leave alone social scenarios. I have always had a problem in having a conversation with new people or in social circles as well. Nowadays, I feel I cannot talk with my close friends too, with whom I used to share all my life few years ago. Does anybody have a solution?",7.323437500000002,8.258084468750003,6.875000000000004,74.27000000000002,63.6875,9.525,36.3125,9.516144504307137,3.49395,282,13,48,5,4,88,44,64,0.122,0.69,0.188,0.6705,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,12,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,7,4,9,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,3,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348105661865595,0.0,0.0,0.23774320652602784,0.0,0.0,0.19100289237379925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40175919743498056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606671089978515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546974849357969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430589102644472,0.0,0.0,0.16213702281746065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216995477025189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591401533811539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196470876638589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679919475649921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845025356239431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825635956408705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063918330099104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478218253045496
socialanxiety,hdjejfbjdkd,2019/09/07,Does the idea of your presence online being seen by potential job opportunities or colleges frighten you? Because I’m extremely paranoid of ppl seeing it despite googling my name thousands of times & not finding anything. I’ve been diagnosed with social anxiety & I feel this is webbed into other fears that are caused by the disorder.,8.297542372881356,10.097656338983054,7.762500000000002,65.6806991525424,61.88135593220339,9.967796610169492,41.86864406779661,10.125756701596842,4.9701830508474565,280,16,38,6,4,88,52,59,0.184,0.775,0.04,-0.807,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,8,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,4,1,7,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,24,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236492840778824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184859447852046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198855057289813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730589124339932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24823824088952864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526682305076514,0.0,0.0,0.2769486284335416,0.0,0.21146709460399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719202837880157,0.12218408584505895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086116450861548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27279027727510524,0.0,0.0,0.239797560872161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256153355396025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463288907421911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409064265629775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sergeantloser,2019/09/07,"Super confident or super unconfident - never in between Hi guys. First time poster here.

I think I am quite lucky in the sense that sometimes I really feel 100% in my own skin, able to maneuver through discussion, make people laugh etc etc. But other times I completely clam up, don't contribute anything, or even try to really speak. I am okay with the fact that I am not 100% confident all the time, and I try to give myself compassion and understanding when I am not able to, but at the end of the day during these poor interactions I just feel at a complete loss of what to say, super awkward, and feeling like generally no one really wants to interact with me. I've never been ""part"" of a discussion, if that makes sense. I either lead the discussion and gather people's attention, or I completely mentally clock out. Has anyone experienced something similar to this? If so, what did you do about it?",6.91905325443787,7.289970047337282,7.618751479289942,70.54067159763314,64.50295857988165,11.967100591715974,32.876331360946736,11.602472056035307,4.0844078106508865,714,27,127,22,10,238,108,169,0.066,0.777,0.156,0.9176,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,7,6,9,0,1,8,1,9,1,1,3,4,34,18,13,0,3,11,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,7,0,0,6,0,1,1,6,2,0,2,2,7,15,7,22,16,6,18,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,6,11,92,24,1,0.2832625315652729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903187412617427,0.0,0.116550463973175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454930625764977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134044956752167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544326309655313,0.0,0.31591259976390634,0.09354611529315096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483907056925605,0.10118140457438048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204714823223449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586561571947905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023722036069616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919388238982822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907993938942505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427310038796714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846952692429372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597301114028292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337285897649994,0.0,0.1963785733084486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064228489693618,0.0,0.0,0.2721978466085592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263086721311233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090346678770664,0.14007694336111615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075159629365193,0.0,0.0,0.2477589901389716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231666509191067,0.0,0.0,0.14744314257458402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353779009816267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,assassin3435,2019/09/07,"Does anyone else get itches all over their body? When I do something stupid or fuck up in public I get an itching attack, like on my back, it's kind of ""pulsating"" pattern yet it changes Location",2.407894736842106,4.913615315789475,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,80.05263157894737,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.2841894736842103,154,6,29,2,4,49,35,38,0.23,0.713,0.057,-0.8176,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,4,1,7,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,4,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984273082356936,0.30749646188006186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34141656444722857,0.0,0.23076479066923836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33335271374563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31747483323889464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626268327673057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507020109552261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774453266025693,0.3135884447046384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31251665662060474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661777700447282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310380638925753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwwwwwingggaway,2019/09/07,"welp me: i’m so lonely :(

also me: doesn’t respond to any texts out of fear that I might say something wrong in my response and make the convo weird/dry",-0.061875000000000575,2.182736562500004,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,89.625,3.2,17.375,3.1291,-0.9783375,118,3,26,0,4,38,30,32,0.337,0.6629999999999999,0.0,-0.9139,0,2,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171104544265653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26965872279093256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462143108626411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646914922635594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206630381122664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153420972510093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052735159746557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335509037388498,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anziety_,2019/09/07,Please help me oh god Ok so pretty much I’m a freshmen and I asked out a girl to homecoming and it was the same girl that one of my friend was planning to ask.  She said yes but she hesitated for a couple seconds and I’m pretty sure it was pity and I lack basic conversational skill with people unless they are in my small group of friends. I don’t know how to start a conversation with her and get to know her more and i feel like I am ruining her first homecoming and I don’t know what tf to do,-0.397263017356476,1.814147598130841,1.94772363150868,94.7111448598131,91.71028037383181,5.300133511348465,16.98865153538051,6.868970318607317,-0.11150680907877186,391,10,92,6,14,132,69,107,0.095,0.664,0.24100000000000002,0.9341,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,3,2,7,0,0,5,2,8,0,0,1,1,20,19,11,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,4,2,15,5,13,15,4,5,0,2,0,0,17,3,0,0,3,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042160929056184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392096258496491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093119325990274,0.15444585821103007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389072137807316,0.0,0.0,0.3340550211664362,0.0,0.11295011734188627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144907298748655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35643636964528325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561929431206983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589241948470871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464956345784005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987861364676422,0.0,0.0,0.2373112061561055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398849892002408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20564576961699133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302007670125936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375609302890524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fighterjock84,2019/09/07,"Living a life of regret In November, I will be 23 years old and I feel like I wasted my youth. I have never had that many friends in life, in fact I can count on one hand the number I have had. I never went to parties or fun stuff. Same in college. I went to a Community College because my parents wanted me to. I worked a summer job i hated as well. I ended up staying there for about 2 1/2 years. I then went to university and didn't do much before I was forced to leave. I feel like I wasted my youth. Never went to frat parties, concerts, lost my virginity (or even kissed a girl), study abroad, never really got to be young really. And every time I hear someone talk about stuff like that, I always get sad because I know I can't ever have those years back. And I think about it every day.",2.979674796747968,3.976156073170735,4.633902439024394,86.18162601626018,73.6341463414634,6.930081300813008,22.8130081300813,7.1686216300943375,0.7122008130081303,612,15,130,6,12,207,98,164,0.163,0.7,0.13699999999999998,-0.6615,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,8,11,1,0,5,0,13,5,1,0,6,19,27,8,0,2,2,1,3,3,1,1,2,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,1,0,4,6,4,1,1,10,5,25,7,19,14,2,29,0,3,0,2,5,6,0,2,21,87,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141931031703616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372317474326056,0.0,0.14860172622888426,0.0,0.10371641183426608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860669217964553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795523795787453,0.0,0.0,0.0805048664011066,0.11025329367745858,0.20538922218105474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325892685631155,0.17415144246258618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416918729946533,0.0,0.06368065187779526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097483747632991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033765863529255,0.0,0.0,0.13737491440301952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095351784742628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698561838958238,0.0,0.0,0.12906017672857026,0.0,0.0,0.17218404210155394,0.17864272311396068,0.0,0.1076279894223247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305348441045434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235737535868669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896005826747665,0.0,0.3760254506055568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789935073323055,0.0,0.08259342908840253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534050485467872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561671923857741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327401370766408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299147635512233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27906170281765685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796773065668783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809993084600615,0.0,0.0,0.07107298305335166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189180021234577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959057791632354,0.4519599293351813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873480458169608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354726787516859
socialanxiety,HappyMosaic,2019/09/07,Therapy options Hello has anyone on here found a type of therapy that helps people learn social behaviors and successfully treats the inability to make friends?,9.344615384615382,12.227098846153845,8.995384615384618,53.72461538461542,60.53846153846153,12.892307692307696,39.92307692307692,12.161744961471696,6.499369230769231,134,7,16,5,2,43,25,26,0.083,0.644,0.273,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184958935071653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478812003012827,0.24512978097735505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266613074844504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117868982998252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996203863743813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32342705679612405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7256747809394613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mwojcik1,2019/06/19,"DO people hang out with friends during the WEEK? Hi everyone! Quick thought. Recently graduated from college and went from being around friends pretty much 24/7 (living in a big house with each other) to working my 9-5 job. 

When I get home at 5-6 after commuting, I don’t feel like hanging with anyone. I’m just exhausted. I would say I spend time with someone doing something after work maybe 1-2 days Monday - Friday. 

Is this normal? Do all y’all get up and out after work? I also want to say that I’ve found more comfort in doing things independently, aka after work I’ll go to the gym, run, bike alone and I really enjoy it. But then I get really worried I’m not spending time with people enough. 

Thoughts? Because I’m happy I’m just worried I’m not building new relationships very much, and when I do hang it is usually with the same handful of people.",2.38058823529412,4.742364733727811,4.0669404803341465,83.61097807170206,79.17751479289942,6.3433344935607385,24.14235990254089,7.510576382923642,1.3360404455273236,676,24,126,10,17,226,109,169,0.055999999999999994,0.8,0.14400000000000002,0.9428,1,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,7,7,0,0,4,0,10,2,1,1,1,29,25,9,0,3,5,0,2,1,2,1,1,2,1,0,6,14,0,0,4,2,2,6,3,1,0,0,4,4,10,6,23,19,7,30,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,17,74,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648670551974704,0.0,0.10538624702897327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214523892223198,0.0,0.0,0.11731417459308068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803332587879064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498867281800587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361663297437008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592362230778387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663308374908403,0.09414529191999932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449247533940046,0.20362933554413468,0.0,0.2065524169969091,0.0,0.07489491043187095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028469462936974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218837838910585,0.0,0.0,0.15205906537512534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077358516789964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643821686808044,0.0,0.11636617348264812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239301969143213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193750287516112,0.0,0.0,0.1272761536419426,0.0,0.0,0.1291186608963024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740837338944909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406996211868896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884621462316038,0.0,0.13011910974149962,0.1414848577269385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959712740864694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165870383585064,0.10145244256952876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755029557264096,0.0,0.0,0.20924083076477276,0.15368662223100352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513957069283867,0.10873418785060084,0.07772860703234914,0.0,0.10570780137225473,0.0,0.0,0.12216350000243067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837562968266585,0.2676626179317473,0.0,0.09361435542350277,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,walmartanxietylmao,2019/06/19,"Question for those who have worked at Walmart I got hired by Walmart yesterday, specifically Walmart Neighborhood Market. I applied to be a stocker, and I assumed that was what I was going to be doing until halfway through the interview. 


One of the managers was showing me around, and I was actually feeling pretty relaxed about working there. Next thing I know, the guy mentions how, due to corporate's new rules, you have to be trained for every position throughout the store. I didn't think much of it until he said the word ""cashier"".


Maybe it sounds dramatic, but I chose to do stocking because I know that my brain can not handle dealing with counting people's money and handling groceries like that. If I'm ""put on the spot"" in any social situation, it literally feels like my IQ is low enough to be considered mentally disabled, and I know being slow/making mistakes typically doesn't end well when dealing with customers who are having a bad day/on a power trip.


So, I told the guy that I wasn't really comfortable cashiering due to the fact that I'm horrible at math and counting things out on the spot, and he said that it's no big deal and that it was very unlikely that I would ever be doing it since there's always multiple stockers in the store and any of them can be cashier if they're short on a cashier unexpectedly. 


Him saying that relaxed me, but then it hit me today that, at least from what I've seen in stores, a cashier being trained usually has another employee training/helping them at the register doing transactions, so I'm basically going to be doing the register at some point, at least if what I'm thinking is correct.


Does anyone who's worked at Walmart/Walmart Neighborhood Market have any input? I would just find another job, but it's pretty much non negotiable at this point with my parents. The first manager was rude too when I told her I hadn't had a job for two weeks and acted disgusted/in disbelief.",13.831240942028986,8.111915149456522,12.562934782608695,59.61322463768117,56.47282608695652,15.744927536231884,50.77536231884058,12.45797560212912,6.135102536231885,1557,74,271,32,12,505,196,368,0.079,0.8640000000000001,0.057,-0.8673,5,0,0,0,1,0,38.0,0,1,2,5,13,10,1,0,19,0,37,1,1,1,3,41,57,23,0,6,8,1,2,2,0,2,0,4,0,2,28,14,0,0,10,3,4,6,6,4,1,3,16,7,27,6,39,29,6,43,0,1,1,0,26,21,0,6,18,188,55,15,0.0,0.0,0.1028445343642887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769215270498673,0.0,0.0,0.21500455425310647,0.22101926776113487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369049145822634,0.0,0.0,0.0938186202770213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799547528178661,0.06424420175976588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176490616407119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796723457005666,0.3259545252348748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922266894868605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334343906216548,0.10889508645525103,0.0,0.0,0.09533045171741207,0.08879484084025592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657576552579674,0.07528997603357553,0.0,0.0,0.09632370500473204,0.08964389311388644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979007970454845,0.0,0.08428927052416242,0.0,0.0,0.20870350642761296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064007527459377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916478970573646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375723790158254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297555699516947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058774908048603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620739953702536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494619227461992,0.0,0.0,0.10178542507989076,0.1120824765715638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141436451705058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702209551402246,0.0,0.0,0.07306351468481469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199253480728618,0.0,0.0,0.21443715408129024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594512874555326,0.1180598831027459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751493990342171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004982878170017,0.08380962222047683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717893166425547,0.11846173560792468,0.0,0.1074308897120214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003163665365026,0.13505812730510042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998965200080266,0.20140755447803874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294981236430724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607117654139346,0.08695702387601767,0.0,0.0,0.08453675876476135,0.0,0.09475743488714784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301735047093342,0.0,0.0,0.1497307498334261,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ti-vi-di-aitch,2019/06/19,"note to you and also to myself hi guys!

im nervous about posting this, but i can't sleep and im suddenly feeling peaceful so i wanted to give you all some love. in groups im always nervous and speak to the minimum, too afraid for saying something dumb. i want to be funny, crazy, outgoing. i want to have zero fucks mentality. i try so hard to fit in, too afraid to get left out. so while im awake, im thinking about huge life decisions like quitting my job, start over. im thinking about going back to my old job. i worked in Slagharen, which is a themepark in the Netherlands. i worked there as an entertainer but felt like i wasn't good enough for the job, so i quit. now im like, i wanna go back. kinda like exposure, because its so scary. but then i realised NO. why does it have to be exposure? you don't have to be this person who gets the most attention, you can be shy with colleages and happy with clients at the SAME time. you DON'T have to be friends with everybody the minute you're working there... don't force it. be the person you are, not the one you wanna be. accept the moment and let go of thoughts that go like *i should be doing things like this, because....* if people don't come up to you in the first please, do not start doubting yourself. they're probably busy with themselfs. maybe. i don't know if this helps, but i wanted to try... there is no solution to everything and maybe its easy to say for me. im also bad at my current job, so i feel like running away from everything and go make some cheese in the factory here haha. yeah. cheese.

btw, im not saying you shouldn't expand your comfort zone, im saying you shouldn't push it. i know it's fucking hard to stop your thought so you no longer think about what others think. but i believe that the results of exposing yourself are prove that you're not as dumb as you think. 

anyway, i don't know. i would love to see your perspectives on this :')",1.3591622481442227,3.5935147109974466,2.585022768386253,93.51495664649742,82.19693094629156,5.5537645811240735,21.812800199613253,6.807656815369643,0.4601053084648488,1496,48,322,17,41,479,188,391,0.132,0.65,0.218,0.9917,5,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,0,15,0,6,24,26,4,5,14,2,32,6,1,2,2,61,66,28,0,12,11,0,5,7,1,4,1,5,0,3,19,13,0,1,17,1,0,8,17,10,0,3,4,11,39,16,50,49,6,39,0,0,1,4,31,16,4,7,21,205,58,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058127372901644,0.052326944448414826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590843193038823,0.09671229952144267,0.052507940616675776,0.07667054971099722,0.0,0.0,0.07085200921243845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417150205462886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055032756165486606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497898573454929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130373942090238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359501951077677,0.04492641897713789,0.06038129277241513,0.0,0.0,0.05349157102905997,0.0,0.0,0.048586268405571766,0.11627586448260108,0.06571162676677163,0.06032685157985709,0.17870039258982165,0.0527465540023129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622679250660365,0.0,0.06694428195468867,0.11266863297700545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042151768210786665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6792865108444247,0.0,0.2496222066372887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368299847506274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832680853757872,0.06430612319871885,0.04441888225125348,0.21506356378266173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351577780126125,0.0,0.0419774987949319,0.0,0.12635670145587433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633752111694766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598923025491997,0.0,0.042613795757462894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04359786316319758,0.1098208431871601,0.0,0.06903093938052735,0.0,0.0,0.060228273427594126,0.0,0.0678027221606737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377593314546185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000407703949152,0.0,0.0,0.05011272294052368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293232324350005,0.0,0.0,0.048413413439790214,0.0,0.0,0.0890233530044069,0.0,0.0,0.05257627020090652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04177926670843081,0.2014769539463889,0.0,0.09985035935786016,0.03666986123638771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539216379283979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483693085369382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056745652199176363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734725198207345,0.0,0.0,0.044673054469944816,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EvulseEvil,2019/06/19,"Conversations make me feel like an NPC Instead of having a genuine and emotionally honest conversation, I just end up saying the most basic, quick and least controversial thing possible. It feels like I am not even in control of what I say and have to pick from a few basic options. Does it effect you guys the same way?

Perhaps we are side characters in our world and someone out there is living their best life at our expense.",8.764125,7.929693162500001,8.435000000000002,70.21000000000002,61.125,11.0,36.25,10.125756701596842,3.575375,343,13,60,6,4,110,67,80,0.0,0.8320000000000001,0.168,0.92,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,3,1,1,3,5,4,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,4,0,17,8,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,9,4,9,8,5,10,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,2,4,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478758193179452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649167725010332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669895398080973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656915916418226,0.20920181915311906,0.0,0.0,0.1560069230578898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388581806031833,0.33748060085356224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23387371221245434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683403009513192,0.2307893738235638,0.0,0.2085676582708196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766437475077175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662783900199172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756691548376013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013027572889114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691982972377005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748342497668175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bowie122333,2019/06/19,well we've done it again boys ok so i have just developed a crush on one of the guys in my pe class we are almost complete opposite types of people too. i told my best friend about it and after a stunt she pulled with him between classes and the odviouse way she acts anytime i'm near him  he has now texted her asking if i like him and  saying he thinks i like him. at this point i have one more day of summer school and don't have any other way of contacting him. right now i just feel like the stupid silly little kid crushing on the older boy i could never get. got any advice?,1.2579234972677575,3.2661197377049227,2.4963114754098363,95.2732103825137,81.13114754098359,5.050273224043716,17.543715846994537,5.985473137389443,-0.4496415300546453,456,9,101,3,12,146,86,122,0.057,0.782,0.16,0.9017,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,9,9,1,0,6,1,8,0,0,0,1,14,15,6,0,2,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,3,2,18,8,13,11,2,20,0,0,0,0,20,8,0,2,11,67,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907811575020576,0.0,0.0,0.19549942036683315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655326767210559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825181550214704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488684589397974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469994165532668,0.0,0.0,0.1558790773004123,0.0,0.0,0.12591027516191042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997929535862221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987165657675303,0.13947575856642996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083789885919388,0.0,0.10200210921099193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614708045764095,0.0,0.0,0.1933131168848024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286145540529132,0.1956765293701627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057709032401784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645922654859993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535120704049014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455996293073684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672942667835816,0.0,0.15525852510769886,0.0,0.1975880101408796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509855726371766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865551891616133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099365456991308,0.0,0.0,0.17553950481801464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rafadmell,2019/06/19,"I HATE BEING SO SOCIALLY INEPT So, today I had to do a biology presentation in school but we were the only group (and the last one) to do our presentation.
Me and my group got up, stood in front of the whole class and I freaked. I literally started to pretty much yell “I can’t do this, I can’t do this. I’m sorry, you can fail me, I just can’t do it” in front of everyone. 
Then, I went back to my seat as my group finished their presentation and the teacher told me to at least answer a question about the project, but I just felt like everyone was already so fed up with me and I told her I simply couldn’t answer anything because everyone kept staring at me... later on, after everyone left, she told me once more, to answer a question about the project and... yup, I started to cry right there in front of her.
I seriously feel so fucking stupid for all of it and I really needed a good grade in biology...
If you have any stories like this one, about freaking out because of something like this, please tell me so I don’t feel like shit",2.4228646656134782,4.135636123222748,4.19304107424961,85.8791245392312,76.39336492890995,7.153343865192207,25.94023170089521,7.984000788550335,1.4866143233280669,806,30,170,13,18,272,110,211,0.141,0.7490000000000001,0.11,-0.7887,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,2,2,1,1,12,13,4,0,10,1,16,3,1,0,1,27,33,17,0,3,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,10,1,1,8,0,0,4,5,8,0,2,12,5,33,5,30,19,5,29,0,1,1,1,18,13,2,3,16,122,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844620633639032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531585529525723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324138121793522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646958589048997,0.0,0.15295626755263395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378099047278101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795226175439503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687083705505406,0.08962733914327449,0.12045951421092692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598405323004705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522835765321252,0.10034035649100664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386396563473852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226515029371333,0.0,0.0,0.13631066487830915,0.0,0.0,0.24517009186343186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922261877050093,0.09302564071031008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360885270347814,0.17002740086985127,0.09541658890804328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771539232596774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763605825290414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810837176345064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037171393524219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714058861309277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697036228777156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878100492642472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788880132448344,0.0,0.09658382582550704,0.0,0.14044014587247305,0.17759987181390374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096559672253748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891967230803095,0.3596419631579627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630097716358907,0.0,0.14006956241522564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hihiheybye,2019/06/19,"Friend? Last week I was waiting for a friend to hang out at 5 pm but she ends up being two hours late. She rescheduled after the two hours.... she was stressing out in a rush hour, speeding through traffic and having her dad in the car. In a text, she explained what happened and her cell dropped under the seat and it didn’t help I was calling. I felt she’s was somehow blaming me. 

Well, she’s supposedly my best friend/ “sister “ which I don’t feel that way at all. She haves introduced me to her other friends and talked highly of me. 
She has a thing of being super late or not showing up at all with no explanation if I don’t go after her... 

We immediately got close a few years because we understand our mental health so well. 

Today I stumbled on a tagged photo of her with her other friends a few days after our date.

Honestly, I feel I should move on without her. It’s bummer when you put the effort but the other person can’t even meet you half way.",3.2332297063903286,4.657431735751295,4.223854922279795,87.69657685664944,73.61139896373057,6.390189982728844,25.82003454231433,6.742157984588678,0.9486900863557866,747,25,154,6,15,242,118,193,0.05,0.759,0.19,0.9831,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,2,0,3,6,11,0,1,12,0,14,1,0,0,2,27,23,10,0,2,6,2,3,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,9,11,0,1,5,1,0,6,7,1,2,3,7,3,33,10,26,13,5,41,0,0,0,0,35,15,0,3,17,118,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882895027261533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357076436092013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204461520202496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339718772014675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453430993852785,0.0,0.0,0.08541104159801954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077064529985932,0.0,0.12416224856335464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995405081236039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349243960951728,0.0,0.10342465985506913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435243072564995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745532110573358,0.0,0.0,0.08667681796245964,0.13662792340428093,0.0,0.0,0.3820463540570325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540861876549942,0.2917448930249378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031865269328033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744090314286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129124783783258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299968410649528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812938170812387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039381380585326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591084191255863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257507436339185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526430531361505,0.13462100851880646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528774359174445,0.10372833299096056,0.0,0.23253862350446555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465461293870993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832743313505699
socialanxiety,ClassicArtichoke,2019/06/19,"Might have roped myself in working 4th of July because I am too anxious and nice to say no I dont know if this is the right place for this but wasn't sure where else to go.

I work with this guy who has made my life totally miserable at work. He basically has no life outside of work. We have some stuff for our project that was scheduled for next weekend but found out that it might get moved to 4th of july and the weekend. I dont have any plans but I also dont want to work over the holiday and weekend but I still said I could make that work if need be. I was put on the spot in a meeting where it was asked and just kinda went along with it cause I froze up and got nervous about what to say.

I really just needed to vent about this cause it helps me relax but I'm mostly pissed at myself because I am too anxious and too much of a push over to say no to people and that irritates me a lot about myself. Now I can't get it out of my head and am very annoyed at myself. Its not set in stone but I should've just said no from the get go and am kicking myself for it. Just needed to get this off my chest",3.413608815426997,3.309205760330581,4.50117355371901,91.526608815427,71.97520661157023,7.445068870523416,24.39779614325069,6.742157984588678,0.5635677134986219,862,20,208,6,15,283,122,242,0.152,0.7979999999999999,0.05,-0.9740000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,7,16,7,2,2,8,0,22,5,3,4,2,47,42,18,0,7,13,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,19,15,0,0,2,5,0,6,10,4,0,0,10,6,25,3,38,28,5,31,0,1,0,0,13,17,1,8,7,151,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843330184547975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171360555345897,0.0,0.0,0.2382702249766446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858699981625944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285698350000449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216664448396922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419792849301308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707804709362496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809484477954581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562691463931665,0.0,0.0,0.22038535116376112,0.0,0.11986599849001026,0.0,0.08434269013170788,0.0,0.0,0.10441788772498088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822814319468127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706848444969952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579557863981971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897319462184413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965480668298031,0.0,0.09978489083443534,0.07039260986288265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237440189130581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208289707159384,0.07752219589063859,0.23458256666956825,0.0,0.0,0.112153510546279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310981979881179,0.0,0.11017893550558054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601227308271202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755772852373683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005873391263866,0.2006253566572244,0.2515882135308378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421719132454095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072173721197255,0.0,0.0,0.09939090629275248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701213421283624,0.06220060241373476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775864489581124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606387613394638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Purplegirl199,2019/06/19,"Receptionist was really rude to me on the phone andNI started crying afterwards. I already talked to my dad about this but I just need to vent to people who understand how I am feeling.

So, long story short, I graduated college last year and I have been struggling to hold a job. (Shortest-2 wks, longest 3 months) Fastforward to Monday,I received a call from a temp job agency but I did not answer because talking on the phone terrifies me. Today, I gathered the nerves to call back, practiced what I was going to say multiple times, and while I was talking the receptionist said in a really rude tone ""I cant hear you"" and hung up on my ear. I have a soft voice, but the attiude was unnecessary. (I've had a similar situation with another temp job recruiter but she was really nice about it. She never called me back afterwards, but the experience was pleasant.) I was so distraught that I ended up crying to the point that my dad had to console me. He wants me to try calling back again when I am ready but I really dont want to. Id rather just keep looking.

Thank you if you read my rambling and please feel free to share any similiar moments youve had and how you over came them!",4.010173160173164,5.642182766233766,5.250497835497836,80.27669913419912,71.98701298701299,8.423376623376624,28.850649350649352,8.998388855275968,2.4199974025974043,933,37,178,19,18,310,135,231,0.13,0.777,0.09300000000000001,-0.8709,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,1,0,14,9,2,2,13,0,18,1,1,2,1,30,32,18,0,5,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,7,0,2,4,1,1,3,4,4,0,0,14,9,31,6,24,18,0,30,0,0,1,0,26,9,0,1,18,119,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625091822324624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780065163978883,0.11996566619134873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26391565623035834,0.0,0.06974141703673659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672891644205477,0.1308510765753254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513413328187515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408409757822035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013306031199634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111911953608667,0.0,0.0,0.11569518658412127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502010824867062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894495156819705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34059374454096025,0.10169015705497833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325693688889428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124655377237753,0.09607302690902203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131853886946743,0.0,0.0,0.08483130646025802,0.08823769559283752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931537645774865,0.0,0.0,0.12558447930586575,0.10815155076157136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144379137614214,0.0,0.2931680961729114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882721181660238,0.09098100147350824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859820932668106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097783061803752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960298833115213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27586792697201035,0.0,0.10533055182968992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671161468924111,0.0,0.10844441477303328,0.0,0.0,0.07767481163489755,0.0,0.0,0.11910167349111216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496037084813886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367432714872814
socialanxiety,ammm72,2019/06/19,"How to ask people to do things with you? Over the past few years, I feel like I’ve lost the ability to ask people to do things. I’m incapable of initiating any plans. I can’t even text or call someone asking if they want to hike or eat lunch or whatever. It just feels physically impossible at this point.

I feel like every time I’ve tried in the past, i can’t help but feel like I’m being annoying or interrupting someone’s day when I ask them to do something. And I don’t want to put people in the position where they don’t actually want to do something with me but feel compelled to say yes because of pity. And in the few times I had made plans with people, I can’t help but feel that I am bad company, and that I’m taking someone’s time from them when they could be doing something more entertaining or valuable with their time. 

Idk typing this all out made me realize this all comes from some personal feelings of inferiority. I always feel like I’m a background friend and that I am privileged or lucky to spend time with people and that I don’t deserve my friends. I always feel like a nuisance and less deserving of attention than more socially-capable people.

Idk this turned into more of a depressing vent more than anything else. But there’s people I haven’t seen in months that I would love to catch up with. I just don’t know how. Any advice?",5.768722527472532,5.769167802197804,6.408697344322345,79.50557348901103,66.94871794871796,9.901923076923078,30.249313186813183,9.673873057562805,2.529498351648351,1082,36,221,21,16,355,132,273,0.092,0.703,0.205,0.9863,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,6,3,9,18,1,0,8,1,20,3,0,5,2,54,49,21,0,6,13,0,9,5,2,1,0,1,0,1,12,15,2,0,12,1,1,3,8,6,0,0,5,11,26,12,35,40,10,26,0,4,1,1,19,11,0,9,17,137,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.08316414923768,0.0,0.0,0.08327772242341143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182267088105516,0.0,0.0,0.11590744513688694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013025121743979,0.0,0.3186833846722469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115661404672739,0.051950396934851685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702095041392413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734110044835493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804264478215688,0.0,0.0,0.05496098819442293,0.0,0.07340138130465114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720314121630578,0.07119184922668609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056288172026789984,0.0,0.0718030125841988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878161650341673,0.3044122296659363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316842484509098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114244705343081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683565329389692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817524826951767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302962359995333,0.0,0.07691597017854805,0.16127778920920136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802319974772776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162707635443218,0.4135742899363132,0.07441235802793182,0.0,0.0,0.08056211401933254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856714122190615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777176806702072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166243747493813,0.19682363473187145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407616128898494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132351077346559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24846748248930686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785998432104105,0.09269680825749882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079801502331958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053909671324565,0.0,0.0,0.05488002254483074
socialanxiety,jajamicham,2019/06/19,Scared to touch girls for hello. I recently moved to a new school and here it is common to kiss girl in cheeks as a greeting. I havent been introduced to that before and it is new for me. I got used to high-fiving guys ( even tho it was not always comfortable) but with girls it is completly different. I am not that bad at this but what hits me the most is the fact that i will have to do it every single day for the rest of the school. Do u have any advices how to deal with this?,2.018373786407768,3.1371215533980568,3.4079490291262147,93.56104975728157,76.18446601941747,7.0917475728155335,19.671116504854368,7.645422480735847,0.2729427184466018,372,7,89,5,8,122,66,103,0.02,0.904,0.076,0.6731,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,0,13,2,1,2,1,12,16,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,7,2,16,11,3,8,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,5,66,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048108896506697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439734511529612,0.0,0.0,0.14252975624696215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500057642477698,0.0,0.0,0.1783473661202992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197532382694317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516950945112788,0.21608016253753248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897904449182606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384335480622591,0.0,0.17659031081803164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762987961502035,0.0,0.0,0.20752904515684814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144546943063792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276314063108887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048505449531605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206946827745376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983816891588652,0.42423661404635976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102020514189446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dxffy,2019/06/19,"Being A Social Outcast - My Story https://youtu.be/ndfcXx00lzM

In this video I made I share my experience of being a social outcast throughout school. Feedback or shared experiences from you guys would be appreciated. Hope you enjoy!",9.820833333333333,13.256123861111117,8.428888888888887,56.00500000000002,60.38888888888889,9.244444444444444,34.22222222222222,9.725611199111238,4.165288888888888,193,8,22,4,3,59,29,36,0.0,0.654,0.34600000000000003,0.9229999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,17,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561352236117971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281468960896123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823412102914333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689802499192121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876933174329167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795486891999413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193507666067545,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,purple_snakes10,2019/06/19,"Does anyone else think texting is more anxiety provoking than talking in person ? I think for me it’s the uncertainty and how easy it is for them to ignore you. I think the worst thing that causes anxiety for me is not being heard or ignored. And text increases chances of being ignored. 

Seeing that read sign is just devastating. 

Or when I’m talking to someone new I never know what to say and I end up having to think ages for a reply to the point I’ll be too anxious to reply and that’s another relationship down the drain.  

Talking in person is easier for me and it’s better because you can express tones, silly voices, random accents which add to the context of what you’re saying and can’t be ignore too easily unless in a group but then I usually don’t even talk too much. 

Text doesn’t provide that and makes it easier for misunderstandings.

It would be nice to now be so anxious when texting",4.0507506053268765,5.7769971299435054,5.474047619047622,78.33470338983051,72.05084745762713,7.994995964487491,27.33212267958031,8.634040054169528,2.163574979822437,720,26,130,13,14,242,102,177,0.12300000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.096,-0.2221,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,10,8,0,0,7,0,17,0,0,4,1,31,26,16,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,13,8,0,4,5,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,5,11,3,23,18,4,16,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,3,9,97,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321805943105998,0.22356060998408114,0.3301447829154686,0.0,0.10216950055189672,0.14971574096686585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890725231608945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922999967763388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010402010681995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786934400850036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206331449330644,0.0,0.12941768144108665,0.0,0.0,0.09650993644626284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030294394108016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753527913239114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741396049780877,0.0,0.11269564798514095,0.14112222402221505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25517019599336976,0.0,0.0,0.13812927696926955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615811030379988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568766592684996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323987009521665,0.0,0.0,0.1164375810947144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380578895464307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469778282090613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707468423167223,0.3745075148551254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092895977532992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379843874710903,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,4gotthrowawayacct,2019/06/19,"shy and socially anxious 25F - dating advice needed I (25F) am having the hardest time hitting the send button for a simple ""hey, how's it going?"" text to a crush (23M)..

We haven't talked or seen each other in a month, and the silence has been killing me. I think the feeling is mutual, or at least I think it is. He always has initiated conversation/plans and seemed to want to get to know my interests, goals, dislikes, etc. and is a very respectful guy. 

However, I entered a major depressive episode in May and lost interest in doing anything. During those episodes, I tend to isolate myself and well, I feel that he got tired of putting in all the effort and there was no interest from my side.

I've never done much of the pursuing when it comes to dating, so the thought of initiating conversation (even through text) is making so anxious that I want to puke.

​

I need advice and tips on how to overcome this.",5.225037878787877,6.302633852272731,5.952727272727272,78.50742424242426,68.43181818181819,8.821212121212124,31.71212121212121,9.075114841892004,2.74624393939394,722,30,133,13,12,236,118,176,0.161,0.7440000000000001,0.094,-0.9083,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,0,3,8,8,1,0,12,0,14,1,0,3,2,30,34,15,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,7,0,0,5,3,3,1,0,7,3,13,5,20,25,6,18,0,2,1,0,9,7,0,4,6,92,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115771279334453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132654625940355,0.1727372525133051,0.1937191968372516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602104344865151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311934429743605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733078469292614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373127825048534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631474393876236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780135843795122,0.10529891107949256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612204498810027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329314238166242,0.0,0.09060507539387007,0.0,0.12750698103836505,0.0,0.0,0.15785611781441136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638048033575826,0.0,0.08761597888090525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403155424105515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641762975560262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725175829425533,0.0,0.11719594366796278,0.2364236887516816,0.12295862429502888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026646615946188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513481104504378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251402263018358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281400220910925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043065976283659,0.0,0.12656588503543156,0.0929621780303493,0.18323593691079204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154257387164905,0.18806635216775872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334249636122035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937191968372516,0.0
socialanxiety,lma-yob,2019/06/19,So cringe I freaking hate how I am sooo socially awkward at work with all my colleagues!! I’m literally the most awks person. I try to make jokes to stay relevant and relate but it never really ever work!!!!! And then the co workers loses all interest in me cuz I am not genuine anymore but otherwise I’m the MOST boring person on this planet. Just now I tried to have a convo with this guy and he thought I was an idiot and yeah I could tell he thinks I’m stupid and then just turned out to get away from me as fast as he could! And it’s so quiet like pin drop EVERYONE HEARD THIS annoying convo. I mean why can’t I just be confident and have a normal convo with people where I don’t see judgement in their eyes! I don’t know if this is in my head but I swear to god it’s not complete a lie either. I can’t answer them back when they ask me to a question cuz I freeze. Literally freeze and then I make a fool of myself by saying dumb shit stuff! Or being so shy like I have worked with them long enough and even then I am like this! I hate myself and I hate myself and I hate myself. Oh AND I hate myself!!,0.311936114732724,2.4159853305084766,2.5,93.30582138200785,85.52542372881356,5.325684485006518,17.127770534550194,6.67199483983844,-0.16742320730117344,862,19,193,10,26,291,130,236,0.256,0.638,0.106,-0.993,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,4,5,14,20,10,1,9,1,16,3,3,5,4,48,35,30,0,4,11,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,3,9,17,0,0,6,1,0,0,7,15,0,0,3,7,35,5,22,28,6,21,0,1,2,0,16,8,2,5,14,137,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087270306376433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394181232600685,0.0,0.11451073928227312,0.09371857919637012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778938255480446,0.0,0.0,0.19462331918953893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593513443061022,0.0,0.08050091899013308,0.11024788760599004,0.0,0.11646203825254947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367752941184679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068085436022792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6016587904758522,0.12508455276318048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698233387055988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863396369012605,0.0,0.0,0.10786040476273144,0.0,0.13635310066475698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271235674242696,0.0,0.0,0.13276359206144994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400175321889027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941700968281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449659064815689,0.2128426982002646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653405064806287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807976750453262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692426338493856,0.0,0.0,0.09712297643395264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510857901770106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424181823339812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299083934150292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952400976510404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652892674828976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809610135671148,0.0,0.09675950067954753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549771445346118,0.13257098220615934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997819152255958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26619136089162737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,millawe,2019/06/19,"Could it be that I did not always have a social phobia? I was not allowed to have a cell phone until my departure at the age of 19 and since I was 8 years old, I can not go outside. I honestly do not know if I would have wanted it too.  
Now after high school I thought that my social phobia and my broken social life were outgrowth of my upbringing and not much has changed since then. In fact my social life now is even more defective, I have no friends and still no lovelife.",6.24877551020408,5.0090753061224484,6.502979591836734,83.34916326530613,66.34693877551021,9.47265306122449,30.82448979591837,8.238735603445708,1.9783444897959184,372,11,80,4,5,120,64,98,0.187,0.782,0.031,-0.93,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,15,2,0,1,1,17,19,7,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,0,13,2,7,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,9,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759349574416886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876434092525037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162265793879888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715712342564312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704253658862434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008085448566112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874105992173712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974828319360264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25057599588961743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039393756813772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861293694378051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795169669824296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934594004746738,0.0,0.0,0.7232620057507982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141655058420013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081907270036012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046227003073903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600491666943806,0.0,0.0,0.11422622805776485
socialanxiety,throwaway937829,2019/06/19,"Getting ridiculed because of your shyness I've always been shy, but it was quite bad when I was a kid, which made me spend most of my childhood without much interacting with other kids. I was so awkward that I couldn't look almost anyone in the eye. Whenever I displayed this kind of behaviour or refused to do something that would put me in an apparently normal social setting, instead of taking it as sign that something was wrong my father would just shame or even punish me for it. I got a little less shy at the start of puberty, but I still struggle and feel anxious when I have to face some situations, and he will still call me a loser and an idiot whenever we have an argument about me don't wanting to do something. He even says that I should be taken to a psychiatrist as an INSULT. Because yeah, having a mental problem is definitely something to hide and be ashamed of",10.21779831932773,7.330396847058829,9.846134453781511,67.72617647058824,59.941176470588225,12.067226890756302,42.52100840336134,9.957137785484203,4.284512605042019,704,31,125,10,7,230,109,170,0.315,0.654,0.031,-0.9955,1,0,4,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,2,10,13,4,4,11,1,19,2,2,1,0,26,28,13,0,7,6,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,10,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,12,0,0,8,4,17,1,20,13,4,12,0,1,2,0,13,4,0,5,6,98,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738360438326698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077848976361978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755798670912776,0.0,0.1098973042122358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123084573027674,0.19161941913951186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048870610358895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761933429930216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947015343410972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211512633745408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257036480734074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636689436380889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752618308380956,0.0,0.0,0.13198367909261313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487185763331455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839094930079978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553843984460607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399377029097785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039099172090456,0.0,0.15799981535141186,0.0,0.16717022833933556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498833115121125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666628540526888,0.0,0.160215584600436,0.0,0.4839902777200512,0.0,0.0,0.1112461255127102,0.0,0.2510332113775216,0.0,0.0,0.1643087861212577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817269483313544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270326359712144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150680328591287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223298901103112,0.17184132534098204,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cherryblossomturtle,2019/06/19,"I have a panic attack everytime I leave my house This is my first time posting on reddit. 

Everytime I leave my house or know I have to leave I get extremely anxious. Even if it is something simple like, taking my dogs out. It ended up causing me a lot of issues. I was working for a company and it I ended up getting so much anxiety from the job. I was pretty much in a constant panic attack for months. I didn't know what was wrong and went to doctors about it and they all just kept telling me it was a panic attack. I didn't think it was, because I have had anxiety attacks before and it didn't feel the same. Well this one was just so intense that it left me feeling like shit constantly. I eventually couldn't go into work anymore. So months go by and I finally start feeling better and I look for a new job. Although I feel better, I still have attacks everytime I have to leave my house for something. Check the mail. Take out trash. Take out dogs. I usually didn't leave for any other reason. My friend was visiting and wanted to go somewhere, and I ended up breaking down.
Now I've always been like this. I started to realize that things like this actually happen pretty often. I used to have the same issues since elementary school. Even when I was going to college, I'd get halfway there and be freaking out so bad I'd turn around. 
Well. I have a new job now. I work at chipotle. I've literally worked one day, and I was panicked the whole day. To the point someone asked me if I had anxiety. It was that obvious that I was close to a breakdown my whole shift. I was surprised I even left my house. I ended up getting an extremely bad migraine and went to sleep as soon as I got home. I had been sick to my stomach so I didn't eat anything. Well I woke up having a panic attack to the point I can't breathe and my throat feels like it is closing up. It's really hard on me because I don't know how I'm supposed to survive like this.",1.1043353129282778,3.413499773869347,3.028682046596621,89.45939127455459,83.92462311557789,5.6282320694381,23.36706258565555,6.980632752743323,0.9120733668341714,1522,57,311,20,44,509,175,398,0.17300000000000001,0.721,0.106,-0.9785,3,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,1,8,23,28,7,4,17,0,37,9,5,4,2,48,71,25,0,4,5,0,6,6,1,0,3,0,1,0,23,20,1,1,11,0,1,7,8,15,3,3,27,7,52,13,41,42,8,55,0,0,1,0,6,23,1,5,29,218,75,10,0.0,0.0,0.057886283245449276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049357730299051085,0.0,0.0,0.04033860299751792,0.0,0.13613543288464588,0.06701300218615595,0.058827996425902085,0.0,0.0,0.04881405777921336,0.052806026694780565,0.05545477480336567,0.4049000318576304,0.0,0.0,0.0990569122212518,0.07231999411404635,0.0,0.050475660570934736,0.0,0.0,0.1049247566408653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609364227339291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820441509029565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651102931335446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071498155219415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060697617646678234,0.0,0.0,0.21015427941042106,0.0,0.0,0.11753789700893365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996603826496227,0.08475427313978842,0.0,0.06498049937084306,0.0,0.05045627188737673,0.0,0.0,0.045829313319902185,0.0,0.12396583770197478,0.0,0.13484824500659587,0.0,0.04744241021920748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05245513918684536,0.0,0.053137710010222786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059501275631585825,0.0,0.0,0.2737822635068295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382617100341756,0.1765933260827521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779966190026794,0.0,0.0,0.3140485463470266,0.12889941209226774,0.0,0.0,0.17388008890582662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049812586521716364,0.0,0.0,0.0504304535477302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469489543156877,0.0,0.08721182150567391,0.0,0.0,0.1145803222865078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039147938741982,0.0,0.0,0.27838983871441725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215028094972328,0.0,0.05681071019056515,0.12069644649786895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03800093956092642,0.06098928066873719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060033472313582525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088957103425102,0.04906886265319192,0.0,0.05936132274659271,0.0,0.05026035869844745,0.09133253350091262,0.0,0.0,0.0839718560719791,0.0,0.047371817665397095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380035227877046,0.0,0.05184696927558235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03940856474659531,0.03800888914568164,0.0,0.0,0.034589084841243435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452147647668725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123212430880563,0.06533092928505398,0.0,0.03498757854398634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000332198677245,0.10997765725467017,0.0,0.13245393721365986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727382502993282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485544989655585,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MkJaFu,2019/06/19,"Hello there! This is ""probably"" my last post in the internet, idk. Not an english native sorry for the ""third worldian english""

I don't really know anything anymore. So it all started two years ago, I started skipping school, then idk, thats probably where the anxiety started. 

I started skipping school meaning I developed an anxiety of facing the consequences of skipping it, then I just skipped it for 4 whole months, till the school notified my parents about it. So it was decided that I'd take a break for the whole school year.

So fast forward to the new school year, the anxiety subsided and I though ""It's gonna be smooth sailin from now on"" since I had no more eyes that I think are judging me, even though I know there we're no eyes judging me, and the degeneracy started again. Started skipping yada yada ""anxiety about my age and apperance"" yada yada take a break"" and so I did.

So I started to tell myself to do my best next time, but I dont want a next time, I've already tasted the life where I do nothing but get fed, and mind you I'm still conscious of my decisions and know that they lead to a bad pathway, but I still do nothing to do about it. I want to do something about it but I still can't, and honestly I'm even aware that even though I'm typing this here to let people see this and give me advice about this I still won't follow their advices and would likey still continue in this path of degeneracy, I'm also aware that in the outside part of things I look like I'm asking for help, but in reality I just want a place to vent. And I'm telling you It has really fucking worsened these days, like just yesterday I tried shooting myself and you might think ""haha its just another teen looking for attention"" but no I actually pull the fucking trigger, but the safe was on so I panicked and like fainted for a couple seconds, Then I started to look online into painless ways of killing yourself but they say you'll still live for a couple of hours or even survive, then my mind is just an ongoing storm of kill yourself to be free of all amd don't kill yourself since its fucking scary and I can't even face my family anymore I dont inow any more I just dont, I heard my mom talking behind my back and I dont want talk to my fucking dad I still fucking hate him for hitting me all those time from when I was young and you may think how pathetic commiting suicide because you donft want to go to school haha,but no I'm really suffering and not suffering I dilont even know what Im typing anymore every meaning of tjis post probably lost meaning after the second paragraph I tjink Im just lazy and I want to change that but I cant just now they wanted me to talk to someone about enrollment again but I cant talk to people I just shake then jitter around like I have epilepsy I dont know anymore man I just don't my fucking life is a fucking mess man what the fuck am I doing the only fucking reasilon I can write this shit is cause ai cant see anyone's faces niw that I think about it that just give me more anxiety I mean I dint even know if I have social anxiety or depression since I was never checked by a professional but mmI just haate myself i dont even know how ti end this post maybe Ill do it again but without the safety I cant even  see sbit properly I my eyes are coudling up I dont know any more I didnf even kniw that I still know how to cry i just want everything to end and not end I mean Im not even a teen anymore this december but Im still 18 Im already having mid ligd crisis I just dint kniw shit fuck",2.893166705363363,4.449348932876717,4.219807290457396,86.8461144648247,74.73972602739727,7.195727884838637,27.167401903877412,7.891335392355504,1.5968142558625502,2811,108,581,41,59,927,285,730,0.203,0.752,0.045,-0.9989,1,0,1,1,0,1,43.0,0,6,4,4,67,32,16,1,30,1,49,24,8,6,5,103,120,54,4,10,35,3,1,4,0,6,4,2,0,2,36,20,2,1,22,0,2,6,27,23,0,4,9,13,87,10,60,101,11,79,0,4,9,10,31,14,12,5,59,383,123,10,0.0,0.0,0.037873118160315834,0.0,0.0,0.07584967922776119,0.03440286556244985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856559542512807,0.03103647128527749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05278447991794913,0.04069583714567601,0.1781379990691065,0.0,0.1924462527958194,0.027136966563565356,0.0,0.031937455205365416,0.034549271026922256,0.036282261028508574,0.0,0.0,0.02984261777313807,0.032404862869187874,0.023658313583727518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040728868989272415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03986872552662092,0.04105600370603692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588540870029478,0.04263113886290698,0.025029342801862003,0.0,0.0334271343212625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318396532980966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312284806218686,0.0,0.0,0.2819711944045493,0.0,0.0326992340424965,0.0,0.03488006971340296,0.0,0.03658676525070068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587936795180964,0.020276707001647583,0.07446048463589051,0.022056708560777738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03831699854603612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026013632462487724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03822019032577429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096081656820105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881307698262826,0.0,0.1919614428593828,0.03163546068490649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03968601852272589,0.05482552814868321,0.07584273606389359,0.0,0.034270082707081415,0.0,0.09777228055264184,0.0,0.0423658747105224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038990022606029816,0.21137821155915126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117144711219969,0.07837439703051838,0.04545399085076823,0.030977899795807833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029932788304849224,0.037483094798154364,0.08255009184755767,0.0,0.0,0.07447879132351203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029516875870409305,0.0,0.0,0.043094090300138325,0.042027621738238534,0.0,0.0538121571937771,0.0,0.04054835734231757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150821675813226,0.0,0.12553175127248264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458834771398784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03086339731078332,0.0,0.2356677260689495,0.09278001931617648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967614395738304,0.09631249731702596,0.0,0.0,0.03956207109382428,0.03288372300040187,0.029877957602615645,0.0,0.04344479718233277,0.21976025053604495,0.0,0.2789445983727775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04245201638171296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836082133953133,0.12477654744829295,0.06784358171010274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025783746087957648,0.0994719349074749,0.11439235675860975,0.0,0.0678915499736764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02634955137558189,0.0,0.03791188741683519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312990533126305,0.03080569889611068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666031628980705,0.0,0.03741160972413307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027569624461458647,0.0,0.0,0.07497741265437445
socialanxiety,CutTheShitRyan,2019/06/19,"Does anyone have heavy eyes whenever socially anxious? Whenever I’m in class without any of my friends,  I usually get very socially anxious on how I’m sitting, and how I look. My eyes all of a sudden get very heavy, and it feels like I can’t open them all the way. Does anyone know how this happens?",4.596,5.354124600000002,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,69.66666666666666,9.333333333333334,33.33333333333333,9.516144504307137,3.0618333333333334,236,11,47,5,4,78,40,60,0.068,0.831,0.10099999999999999,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,3,2,11,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,5,10,2,7,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,3,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677224352505962,0.0,0.0,0.4544291558591774,0.0,0.2812632656517851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520125779054193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169510088054318,0.1436841043600076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553890699279201,0.0,0.21015955540163075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17785462405442154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105333202781382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825976482729652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889477344519102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100442577372272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151133420370706,0.3318992182403021,0.0,0.15964406802635844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387781422901346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,noonespecial1897,2019/06/19,Can yoga really help? I never been into anything holistic or anything that seemed like some natural cure to something but I deal with big time anxiety and depression would yoga really help alleviate some of it? I’m not so flexible I was always told yoga was something of the devil so I never did it. But I want to try anything that can help me out I have so much going on sometimes I feel like I’m going insane. Thanks,0.981827309236948,3.5826041204819283,3.5990662650602445,81.57843875502009,92.13253012048193,6.140160642570281,21.37449799196787,7.492282038375204,1.5035148594377512,334,12,58,7,12,116,53,83,0.18899999999999997,0.593,0.218,-0.1876,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,2,16,17,7,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,1,8,3,8,11,3,9,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,4,5,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617467740665772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358377222479385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633632673375882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350208373852973,0.16165873869448144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094902652557487,0.1340871144828218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333923820200387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774177264791108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833935409089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797512575205964,0.0,0.2895190928701837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24048044515497816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086763567240645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889887535309137,0.1856320656930427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728014632089002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944464289875508,0.0,0.0,0.17934763190094896,0.0,0.12743046411347672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070553202589656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333092432889104,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SmallSolution,2019/06/19,"Guys, I need words on encouragement I'm thinking about not attending my job training tomorrow I've always been self-employed, I finally took the first step to get a real job, it's a huge accomplishment! Although it's an at home job it consists of being on the phone - I've came a long way and am capable of holding myself together in one on one situations which is why I picked this job! 

I found out I start training tomorrow and that how I do is depending on if I get the job or not. That's fine and all except the fact that it's group based training over the phone with 10 different people. I'm freaking the fuck out and been fighting with myself. I've been in uncomfortable situations and just hang up and I'm worried that's what will happen if I even decide to attend. 

It's a 6 hour training session tomorrow and the next day. That's excessive.  I feel doing this training in a group setting would not accurately reflect on my communication skills. I don't want to be misinterpreted due to my inability to mentally function properly in a group setting. Everyone is so happy I've 'almost' got a job and I don't want to let them down. 

Haaalp!",3.8400489476260375,5.527886634361233,5.5988179148311294,77.38362090063633,72.52422907488986,8.9210964268233,30.232256485560452,9.444778638647367,2.8878509055310824,914,40,174,22,18,313,124,227,0.11,0.831,0.057999999999999996,-0.7947,8,0,0,0,3,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,5,6,2,0,15,0,16,1,0,3,2,39,33,14,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,14,13,0,1,5,0,0,6,5,3,0,3,7,1,17,3,27,21,1,36,0,0,0,1,9,16,1,5,11,112,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172413376357034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742212433084993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391133325864504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550860792509154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232642466104993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733197040336834,0.0,0.0,0.11187746684439706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920049376960524,0.0,0.0,0.12825829409965175,0.0,0.0995904220737169,0.0,0.1283750564253692,0.0,0.1082410013207276,0.12234167961337487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936416719109078,0.0,0.0,0.1159302076884641,0.10353577971860536,0.12463663278215215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744342045922578,0.0,0.11530280235390655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6971186424252148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972491792782915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361443985290693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799174912904085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681528381332393,0.0,0.0,0.12451870128675173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867643533383344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117035096195238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326566131767045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214271394723425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263211554941956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828716854783521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502181930961435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300831057885467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811673293304347,0.09293473896692976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564885915005494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890309027940235,0.0,0.08317213842096674,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,josieiii,2019/06/19,"should i try to keep a possible friendship going or just let it be?     I just ended my first year of high school last month and I managed to make a friend halfway through the year, we hung out with each other once for the whole day and had a pretty good time! 

But we started running out of things to talk about, conversations became awkward quickly, and I’m realizing we don’t have a lot in common. We haven’t talked since school ended and I know I will see her in the fall when school starts back up, and I know it will be weird between us if we didn’t hang out over the summer. 

I’m trying to decide if I should try to set up something before school starts, or if it’s even worth trying. I feel like if I do it will just be awkward. Should I wait it out and she if she contacts me first? 

I am always the one asking others to hang out and it would be nice for it to be the other way around for a change. I guess it’s going to be awkward either way so I’m trying to figure out the best route to go. 

Also, I feel if we become closer friends I could be invited to parties or hangouts with her other friends, but I know her friends flat out don’t like me and me squeezing myself into her friend group won’t help. 

None of the friends I manage to make end up lasting, I’m on the brink of deciding to just not try making any next year and just go it alone, which is what it seems I’m better at doing. 

(I apologize if this is laid out weird, typing from phone. This was a mini rant I guess as well so I was just typing as I was thinking so it might be unorganized sorry lol)",2.794497991967873,3.6670378674698836,4.021867469879517,90.86645582329321,73.93975903614458,6.3767068273092375,22.56827309236948,6.21433560688645,0.2801020080321277,1220,29,274,7,24,400,162,332,0.042,0.81,0.14800000000000002,0.987,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,7,0,0,4,17,18,0,3,15,1,33,0,0,3,0,73,61,28,0,12,20,0,3,2,6,9,0,0,0,0,20,28,0,2,11,1,1,8,7,5,1,3,5,4,38,13,46,37,6,54,0,0,1,0,28,21,0,15,24,198,58,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090132314620521,0.0,0.06959437065844541,0.07241230166120456,0.0,0.0,0.05918041755870599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747126764914439,0.08135722322087166,0.0,0.0,0.06691734326470526,0.0,0.0,0.09611297907328377,0.07405240754924591,0.0,0.09132803722706924,0.07696710407440356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206158501104536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948288999470396,0.0,0.0,0.056124336567745306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312366520480943,0.0,0.0,0.0574796126379561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800555403162018,0.062171132632009164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804792515666876,0.0,0.0,0.4034147487260471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978347005978386,0.07299297561259006,0.0,0.0,0.1917371015514712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833145021952686,0.091947363781927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735238496442423,0.0,0.0,0.1434810429283894,0.14187501901354602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898961024408295,0.0,0.08503266104038452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398608471426832,0.0,0.0,0.17427086586632573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232044856304898,0.0,0.0,0.06946303337107466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925527524878909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926794634498734,0.058970824034267524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810833014457933,0.0,0.08853635935329007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522983638511664,0.06934816563216116,0.07922487168793495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198850642213299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699658723445498,0.0,0.09741807599507904,0.18479158186855396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398958214801442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781596643880591,0.05576251440146339,0.0,0.0,0.05074534891563421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545081710340966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468112641429313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815380026049387,0.0,0.0,0.07824649923664037,0.0,0.0,0.0971610161125478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182051580699671,0.0,0.0,0.1681249714027565
socialanxiety,jwhych,2019/06/19,"Anyone else experience post-socializing anxiety? While I do feel slightly anxious and awkward while socializing, I usually do an okay job with it (I think); I have a good time with my friends... then I get home and spiral into a never ending dialogue telling myself that I should/shouldn’t have said/done that, that I’ve ruined my friendships, and that everyone is better off without me in the group. It’s gets worse and worse as I’m alone and given the opportunity to think and reflect about my day. Overthinking over every single second of the day is not fun, and ends with intense self loathing and wondering why I am the way that I am. I’ve tried distracting myself but that can only go so far as until I try to fall asleep. It’s gotten to the point where I’m starting to isolate myself to avoid these sleepless nights. While I’m with my friends I’m distracted and having a good time, but it’s the time right after that it gets to be the worst. I don’t know if this even classified as social anxiety. Any help is appreciated, thank you.",6.293003300330036,6.543103267326735,6.747277227722773,76.6699587458746,65.83168316831683,9.703630363036305,31.684818481848183,9.516144504307137,2.777305610561056,828,30,156,15,12,270,121,202,0.155,0.7070000000000001,0.138,0.0842,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,4,15,0,4,11,1,13,1,1,0,1,27,30,21,0,1,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,14,14,0,1,6,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,2,1,19,9,22,27,2,28,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,2,17,103,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929050316567548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145743315272784,0.0,0.2057681117271425,0.1519347898136452,0.0,0.094038145656187,0.13780032769089154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189449832600628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734691295408292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234867240804397,0.0,0.2382354560236123,0.0,0.0,0.0888290087724671,0.0,0.11331315630032722,0.12851042630784276,0.0,0.13155648186012575,0.0,0.0,0.06800190339085935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781242025899,0.0,0.2107955495300844,0.0,0.07643344982851949,0.2256067281406021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014543879927804,0.0,0.13490387703591614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346002022285325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739118807291823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372654953580784,0.0,0.0,0.1262092317918142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022852818097904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713599456642175,0.0,0.12880371018134434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485324957611448,0.12793025816797232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030182021896634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27419010118665826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519232004497112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754970113825892,0.12381980998700473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235080939538314,0.0,0.0,0.2352656274345969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261900750240684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812112105768913,0.0,0.0,0.10675145997056824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135580390995188,0.0,0.0,0.12964302388882126,0.14584806411471646,0.0,0.0,0.27411246456255595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cookeharry,2019/06/19,"Went to a baseball game alone today.... ....and boy, did some of those foul balls come scarily close to where I was sitting, fellas!",1.8024999999999984,4.510177583333338,2.2800000000000007,92.965,85.66666666666666,4.866666666666667,20.5,6.42735559955562,0.30135000000000023,98,3,19,1,3,30,23,24,0.098,0.902,0.0,-0.3164,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479555389837436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557457753567983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014951961727435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904519178850534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mr0merta,2019/06/19,"Does anyone else feel intimidated when chatting with someone new online? Like when they're polite = you're afraid you might blow it and/or look boring.  
If they're impolite = you avoid angering them and reply with short words to end the interaction as fast as possible.  
If they're neutral = you delay your reply because you can't figure out what tune to respond with.  
Am I too much?",4.590182648401829,6.6560491369863035,5.1577397260273985,79.75432648401828,71.32876712328769,7.606392694063928,25.865296803652967,8.344100000000001,1.7976228310502278,309,10,55,5,6,99,55,73,0.21,0.7559999999999999,0.033,-0.9074,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,1,0,3,5,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,5,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,7,1,8,4,1,8,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,3,7,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217199947842549,0.3249010039882993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329799268836026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774917185019406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648919423762647,0.0,0.28085179529220466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033261353605566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549164587456821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662796949368919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33638737836060484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331010980055945,0.0,0.0,0.3062520478726867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574766423511601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686733196600169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,urwelcomefortheinput,2019/06/19,"Being more involved in school Hey ya'll. I (20/F) am going into my fourth year of college and have been doing some reflection on my past three years. I feel like social anxiety has governed the majority of my time in college, and has prevented me from going out to things that I really wanted to (more specifically, joining different clubs and organizations that I feel would have benefitted me during my last 3 years here). I did recently join greek life, which isn't such a big deal at my school, but it was a huge step for me towards breaking out of my shell. 

​

I guess the question I have is: Is it too late to join clubs and organizations as a fourth year? It's hard enough that I waited this long in my college career to go out for things like this, but I feel like I haven't had the experience I wanted. What do ya'll think? Is it too late for me to try out for these things? My social anxiety keeps me from doing so much, and I feel like by at least trying to go outside my comfort zone here I'll be in a much happier place.",5.759647435897435,5.6158823365384665,6.487307692307692,79.42435897435898,66.98076923076923,9.625641025641023,29.352564102564106,9.2995712137729,2.2432775641025637,818,25,168,14,12,270,113,208,0.024,0.83,0.146,0.9754,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,7,0,21,1,0,0,0,27,35,9,0,3,2,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,10,0,3,7,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,4,5,26,6,30,28,8,33,0,0,0,0,6,16,0,3,15,120,41,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310892630840497,0.14701233456676213,0.0,0.0,0.18510930525358904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247321885020648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640556696551064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250118166719512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834841052060835,0.0,0.0,0.2446984615244097,0.25929921140232703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750385893544843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332807181406331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838050433674144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753872186997254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862047703514114,0.2729570016157233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545663035509987,0.23643236571674406,0.0,0.0,0.10706960537522248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787859501458372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154956925949374,0.0,0.0,0.12640556696551064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355330248882939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750731061031597,0.0,0.11945997459973655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489041794161426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246661830698904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24113497485692015,0.07752352470770317,0.0,0.0,0.07054843836738732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428433599904296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272242471077815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594562738155316,0.0,0.14701233456676213,0.31164640534170845
socialanxiety,redditnoobienoob,2019/06/19,"I looked towards two girls at a park. Now, I'm afraid that they think I'm a creep who visits the park for them. Am I overthinking this?

Today, I went to the park a bit late so that I don't bump into them. But even they showed up late. I was near the front entrance, so they took the back entrance to enter the park.

I don't want to get into any trouble. Should I just go to a different park for my morning walk?",0.8556460674157299,2.416439550561801,2.404929775280902,97.63525983146069,80.46067415730337,5.348876404494383,18.990168539325843,5.985473137389443,-0.3890573033707865,316,7,77,2,8,103,55,89,0.055999999999999994,0.9440000000000001,0.0,-0.5076,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,0,6,2,0,1,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,14,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,7,2,2,0,1,3,1,13,0,12,10,1,18,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,5,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635323864268765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940870127164492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831211071661852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27094457121011045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712849665951624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548917993728132,0.0,0.14738316999760182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5850708915513846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777181918804425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616814167967833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458144418440149,0.0,0.2881250834986573,0.0,0.0,0.2533276500747462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295950603140768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24040143428355645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,buck0128,2019/06/19,"Why is my social anxiety getting worse with age? I’m in my early 20s and during college I made a lot of progress. I never had many friends but I was at least able to “fake it” and appear normal in social interactions. Now that college is over I feel like I’m making a regression. 

I went to the store today, and I felt like everyone was staring at me when I walked to the front door from the parking lot. Once inside, my nerves were going crazy and I just wanted to leave. (Again, I had this feeling of being watched.)The cashier started talking to me, which made things worse, and I just didn’t know what to do 😓

What happened to me??? I haven’t had this kind of anxiety since I was 14 years old. 

Lately I’ve been drinking 5-6 days a week (most the time 2-3 drinks max) and I’m starting to rely on my Valium more than before. On top of that I’m addicted to energy drinks and coffee. I can’t hardly focus on anything for more than a few minutes at a time either. 

I know this is a recipe for disaster but how can I stop this whirlwind from getting worse ☹️",1.4629158512720153,3.4316372876712364,3.1867318982387483,90.78972602739726,80.23287671232877,5.815264187866927,22.30071754729289,6.868970318607317,0.5906662752772349,822,26,175,9,21,273,131,219,0.161,0.77,0.07,-0.9633,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,10,0,17,4,0,4,1,30,38,11,0,2,5,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,11,8,3,1,5,3,1,5,4,1,0,0,13,5,22,4,29,24,8,32,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,4,19,113,33,2,0.12634916869742208,0.0,0.0,0.13773924371794866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331353644129035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039746001911032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751383650550812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148476120390669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713222510777209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073204526505815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777187212232136,0.09026387136319597,0.12131501614509425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761705431296393,0.0,0.13202445154955655,0.0,0.07180714428848023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173015260459278,0.0,0.1131840376469668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315732160644443,0.1388763975997585,0.0,0.14252736567310784,0.13378552627081125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345564336506555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483508987503594,0.0,0.23910927683318656,0.08433905122290328,0.1280982257729912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744826807862816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379535885486095,0.0,0.0,0.1325821983300633,0.13455774107197646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451733800279048,0.0,0.0,0.257594131922028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886118383927535,0.0,0.0,0.10563356257230884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155467577754083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394077341747441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735043268113213,0.0,0.11976423830463565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745240132918207,0.0,0.1013496818647024,0.0,0.0,0.1171269452206641,0.11401047239339583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862817916424205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136472212092294
socialanxiety,phatcakes24,2019/06/19,anyone else experience this? when i was in high school i had so many friend crushes. not in the way that that sounds but basically i just really wanted to be friends with certain people because i just thought they looked cool or something idk lol. but i never talked to them because of my social anxiety. is this weird?,2.3374999999999986,5.243592083333336,3.068333333333332,86.4225,86.5,5.666666666666668,24.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.3236666666666674,255,10,46,4,8,80,49,60,0.111,0.659,0.23,0.8825,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,11,7,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,8,4,6,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,2,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609698836412655,0.0,0.0,0.17009647948919818,0.24925364541294945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965840593728331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321661511448785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23795975837513444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758917281229725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570227309052416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20428125443668568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24663243423081715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876208934415757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168649256926715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584172887497835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461970736464804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479779380867083,0.0,0.18727721061335664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955271179081174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312516357204784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434839451983014,0.19309236049499945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dc12wiz,2019/04/26,"Does praise ever give you anxiety? Back story: I started a new job in January and have been working hard. I work in media relations, so I basically pitch reporters on stories and have them interview a spokesman for a client. I have been having some success but I try to always focus on the next project ( and next pay because I have bills). My company is currently taking me through paid training to become a full time employee. It would be my first full time job ever.

I have been able to manage my anxiety better ( clonazepom occasionally) and some pot but today it really flared up in front of my boss and I am just humiliated.

We had a very stressful day and we almost did not make ""goal"" IE the numbers of interviews the client ordered (when we we get goal we make more per interview) because of some late cancellations (welcome to the news industry). I was the only one available to work from this project today so when the interviews cancelled I had to book an extra interview ( on top of the 6 that I already booked) to help our project make goal. I am happy to do so but with the anxiety and everything its high pressure high stress and I was able to get that last interview thankfully but I was really still anxious as hell. My boss kept high fiving me and telling me i saved the project. I really do not like being complimented as I just thought I was doing my job but also because getting complimented really makes me anxious.

We went into a team meeting right after to discuss other projects, and they kept praising me for how i am early to work and have interviews booked early. Which i think is part of a job that pays a good mount of money but they were being really nice.

I had a training session with my boss afterwords but he had to push it back an hour to finish some other tasks. I did not mind. But when we began our training session I noticed my anxiety starting to flare. My back tightens, stomach feels like its about to burst, I am sweating like hell and fidgeting all over the place. I excuse myself from the meeting but I came back and was still freaking out. My boss noticed it and said ""I hope you feel better."" and I apologized.

I am really embarrassed right now because when I have a one on one with my boss that is the last place I want to have an anxiety attack. I just feel like I came off as totally unprofessional and thats what I have been working so hard not to deal with.

I am sorry to rant and sorry for the long story but does anyone else ever get really overwhelmed and anxious even when positive things happen?",5.376990680738132,6.388684653767822,6.122299574152937,77.66948651484294,68.04276985743381,9.210170955995805,31.579398876751213,9.41862664789215,2.8910225390359816,2019,82,370,40,33,662,220,491,0.172,0.728,0.1,-0.9882,6,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,9,2,3,16,27,27,3,5,26,0,42,2,2,10,5,83,71,42,0,3,17,0,5,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,17,33,0,2,5,4,5,5,4,9,0,5,25,6,66,18,51,42,11,65,4,1,0,0,36,22,2,6,41,275,83,40,0.13460623902287952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673943522752359,0.0,0.07427066597896012,0.05382228035735103,0.0560015869740101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257433511047562,0.2281001039298007,0.0,0.047059906037872135,0.06895999945416502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656701463806465,0.0,0.20700777812264015,0.0,0.16410942787681335,0.07433100776283456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904827975574934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395367793093653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340494423672102,0.0693865609462338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779482686435942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056223120204140005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04445307568646841,0.18263857432322106,0.0,0.0,0.060487704086683775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020914383723735,0.09616272405354342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724799907461613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065240844364002,0.06456328496207292,0.0,0.056450663471318566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951592631200064,0.07164542221634965,0.12058075080467907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04511186231964656,0.21332832288453224,0.0,0.06684718370784966,0.06628001553775051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671518442935937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097220504590472,0.075920850326446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152361832563794,0.0,0.0,0.05956114286196537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179701419564696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795696474386079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500177221643168,0.14315526227531966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325009529169353,0.0,0.0,0.13681900679812511,0.05118705518316772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288271978977169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063487030134889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30181271227728323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149529926495444,0.06402067891466771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506806642110095,0.0952749887949042,0.0,0.10749671636163892,0.0,0.15419099201369962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050603569896033145,0.0,0.05882589295807175,0.06196366998685341,0.0,0.0,0.044713202021361885,0.04312512140207389,0.0,0.053431159060681264,0.0784899804489409,0.0,0.12759097549927773,0.0,0.0,0.04569440025547394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553212214981868,0.039697123651545416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062390666068205425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449873629030641,0.0,0.0,0.04781020508009222,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trevteam,2019/04/26,"Describe how public speaking is for you. Personal stories are welcome :) For me, it was complete sweatiness and the feeling of impending doom. Going in front of over 200 students in a business ethics class to do a serious presentation. [Here's more about me describing the story](https://youtu.be/Qt6_PJ8lhLE), as it might help you on your next intimidating speaking tour.

All I can say is the feeling of public speaking in front of hundreds downright terrifies me. Does it terrify you? How do you manage it?",5.802428940568478,9.134700534883724,5.562248062015506,72.20355297157623,72.72093023255813,8.00826873385013,37.4625322997416,8.841846274778883,4.161874935400517,410,24,58,9,9,127,61,86,0.145,0.736,0.12,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,2,1,7,11,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,6,9,1,14,9,2,10,1,1,0,0,14,5,0,1,2,46,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877603283857988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32364123411855833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37399490834822896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018324221788276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478896430881273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923318031336896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39331901906609495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229217987388701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29410412232469485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway12232003,2019/04/26,"I'm getting social anxiety attacks right now please help I was talking with someone online, and basically I asked 'does your mom know when she has time to drive you here yet?' and she said 'no, she has a lot of things going on' and I said 'you could've reminded her' and then she said 'fuck you, she has a lot of things going on, I'm not going to add to that' and I know, she is right, I am really sorry, but she hasn't telked to me for an hour now, I'm panicking, I don't want our friendship to end, she is my only good friend, what do I do I'm freaking out, she's not responding but she is reading it, please help",3.590454545454545,3.3418606212121205,5.058636363636363,88.18295454545454,71.57575757575758,8.41818181818182,25.59090909090909,8.07648339933343,1.16789090909091,470,12,112,6,8,159,76,132,0.13699999999999998,0.732,0.132,0.3207,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,4,0,0,5,5,2,0,3,0,12,1,0,0,0,17,28,9,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,1,0,4,5,3,0,0,4,3,25,2,12,24,2,17,0,0,0,1,27,5,1,2,8,75,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735426654590905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341279751242916,0.17452012770007735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248126520169238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424559076746667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358711365537273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852018251964667,0.14182028311035305,0.08014768630767644,0.0,0.2615504813329029,0.1286686838234239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056480329036903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107284553655298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861455313355514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26083858238521396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966586980042434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667127743434688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367848490272005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344633238976985,0.0,0.09827505512117662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620137542456969,0.43776933627809017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563768941106748,0.12997940520867526,0.0,0.0,0.17172413528426003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330098253414737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383069037063026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894515835303043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904821367496454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HundredFacade,2019/04/26,I hate being introverted I am an Introverted extrovert and it feels so unfair. I want to socialize and talk to people but its either that I'm too scared to do so or that it ends in such a disaster that the one conversation literally ruins my entire day. I Wish I had a bigger social battery to do crap like this cause it's honestly painful to me. I keep being awkward around people and i can barely speak and I just stutter like a broken record instead.  However this all changes when I'm actually having fun with people. When people accept me. I don't understand anymore how does one enjoy socializing but hate it at the same time...,3.537006651884699,5.741834422764232,5.559526977087952,75.11960088691802,74.6910569105691,8.375166297117516,26.62897265336289,9.095868883498916,2.5198032520325206,506,19,89,12,11,175,82,123,0.253,0.569,0.17800000000000002,-0.9109999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,14,3,2,6,0,9,2,1,2,1,21,18,12,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,1,2,12,6,9,15,3,9,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,1,7,67,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1593101394393348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190184942101848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532865135444809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770449678922295,0.17269868426318255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528386057258017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286268933005924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445925773757426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825449800114225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322354571146032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510563886524988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951309853409226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124719489484754,0.0,0.17371135115480835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527127779541955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344346153696412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992437408338389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121555695917753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951933967805866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995080863632273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629010024452266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773143314027635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tulipanna,2019/04/26,"Caring social anxietiate I don’t have any friends so I connect with everyone- my Uber Driver’s the girl that cuts my hair- we are very close, I check on everyone. Eventually it turns into a boring silence but I’m like a boring granny that worries about everyone 😊",1.9763865546218469,4.810512745098045,3.9102521008403386,80.00470588235294,88.21568627450979,6.835854341736696,24.932773109243694,7.957251820313856,2.1567008403361347,214,9,37,5,7,72,43,51,0.18899999999999997,0.669,0.141,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,3,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514846386915314,0.0,0.19703138082872354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625978339476256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7383239278561795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989888898396628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582996685648415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625482335086641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28014945118840195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125125564073633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615629376361257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lecordonstew,2019/04/26,"Does anyone else feel like they can see other people’s intentions? I think it was a few years ago I had what I thought was an epiphany that everything people say has motivation behind it. I’ve got an overwhelming sense that all the words coming out of their mouth has a feeling that pushes these words. But it seems like I am the only one aware of this, like nobody else is honest enough with themselves to recognize their own feelings, and to understand why they say/do anything. I’m just constantly thinking about how other people feel, and it kind of freaks me out seeing what’s driving people while they’re seemingly oblivious to it. It’s like they’re hiding from themselves in a way. Do any of you feel like this too?",4.575304120340093,6.434687733812949,4.6187573577501615,84.45513407455856,70.94244604316549,7.644473512099411,25.586003924133426,8.296473431620573,1.6295266187050357,581,18,108,9,11,180,90,139,0.027999999999999997,0.826,0.145,0.9345,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,4,1,5,9,0,1,7,0,9,1,1,3,1,25,25,5,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,16,6,0,0,12,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,5,8,10,7,14,20,4,11,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,2,9,68,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630182735047238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689274658355733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996268307797004,0.14598979842117374,0.11725066756544518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227357542989317,0.0,0.15397258431336294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468708791402293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23805110354350725,0.0,0.0,0.14722214679716378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805376735021454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602162757753692,0.20357855004826064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113955989774006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837323143281198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34804790238842537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654959097420687,0.1083640940706651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951167250825328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266150458611972,0.0,0.0,0.2270796495129857,0.25942079262820844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825936145652669,0.0,0.113114910127909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483289410052972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113095697110591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856797691943675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175383187259878
socialanxiety,Quenald_,2019/04/26,Family Is anyone else nervous even when talking to family members? I don’t mean like your parents - I mean Aunts and Uncles and such. I get so damn nervous when I’m told to “go and say hi” to someone if they’ve come over for example. I just need someone to relate so I don’t feel so alone on this subject lmao.,1.5223589743589765,3.359200030769234,3.5211538461538474,89.11301282051281,79.46153846153845,6.17948717948718,24.679487179487186,7.1686216300943375,1.0595641025641025,242,9,51,3,6,82,46,65,0.155,0.75,0.096,-0.4418,1,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,8,4,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,12,9,0,2,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,2,6,1,7,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,1,3,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227503519407885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359273323844128,0.22506961216120489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921930790451047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834993613543933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508463722909515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141554482182357,0.0,0.11106767508373704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147642954920204,0.0,0.12483894049683658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073157265113703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785524894151323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287654242220648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439085849967169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468398831104862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722376915530931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655594373221495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209896393516988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RealityOfDespair,2019/04/26,"Wasted money just because I was anxious. Went to a recently opened nearby convenience store yesterday where there was a lot of people since it was hot. Originally planned to see if there was a kiosk where I could top up on a game I play a lot as appreciation for the developers. Turns out the kiosk was offline but I went blank and went into the drinks section and started sweating since I felt nervous that people would stare if I walked out empty handed. Got a drink and 3 bars of a relatively expensive ice cream since there was no other choice. Went into a nearby store to check if they top up, they did but they had to give it in small amounts so there I stood slowly sweating more and more as the lady repeatedly tops my account up. Before the last amount, the lady looked at me and laughed saying ""It's hot here right?"" with me laughing since I was sweating so badly my hair was getting wet and my tshirt was sticking on my body even though it was chilly outside. Ran home immediately and started eating the ice cream i didn't mean to buy.",6.355574712643678,6.5778586748768495,6.353312807881775,79.64290845648607,65.69950738916256,8.737110016420361,30.709770114942533,8.344100000000001,2.118294252873563,833,28,160,10,12,264,118,203,0.08199999999999999,0.82,0.098,0.65,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,4,12,5,0,1,15,0,15,10,6,1,0,26,31,17,0,5,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,6,13,4,0,2,5,7,6,2,2,0,0,21,12,18,3,22,8,7,33,0,0,5,0,6,20,0,5,7,106,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413540364909567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139195130151168,0.08317096026904762,0.0,0.11609816099483805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515511711863227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893414564039937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26731337960938223,0.0,0.13960950101176015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901156024876643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100128070290712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128289962227488,0.13088316686962145,0.0,0.0,0.10912143629843536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685781621354146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121467446974387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457303627439047,0.0,0.0,0.2319883622641873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862030442795907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917699996308107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471545247686764,0.0,0.0,0.11651677674045685,0.0,0.10850048049361227,0.0,0.0,0.10872292697445632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514496414079025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931421591121034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404903277632585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840469008004453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059152713749762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692119992414376,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bekind123,2019/04/26,"The feeling of constantly being watched. I am wondering if anyone thinks this is part of anxiety or something else. It feels beyond normal and just anxiety. 

I'm 22 and was diagnosed with social anxiety 3 years ago by my therapist who I still see now each week. I started feeling anxious at 14 years old. And I've told him a few times of this feeling of people staring at me and he put it down to anxiety and he said that it will be part of it. 

Since I've bring seeing him I've made progress and I can now do some normal everyday things that I am anxious about. Go to the shop, to the barber, go for a walk etc. I still feel anxious doing these things but I can push through it, whereas years ago I could never go out when it was daylight, only at night. 

So even though I've made a bit of progress, I still have a very strong feeling of being watched. From the moment I step of out my door to the moment I back in it's there. Actually, even when I'm in my house and by the windows i still feel like people across the street are staring in from there houses and i avoid sitting in certain places in my house because of this feeling. 

I leave my house and walk down the street and feel like I'm being watched straight away. By every single car that goes by, every bus, every person. I walk into a shop and I feel like I'm being watched on the cctv by the store manager. Every window in any/every house I can see I can actually FEEL a pair of eyes watching me through it. I can be standing in a field or a forest in the middle of nowhere and feel like I'm being watched by someone. I find it hard to stand at my back door for some fresh air because I feel like people across the road or next door are watching me, so I go back inside.

I've actually just left my job. I didn't just quit on the spot, I gave notice. But the reason is because of the stress of being watched. I worked in construction. Mainly residential work on the street. It's the only job I've ever done since 16. Each day I went to work, i would be working on the house and for hours on end until the day was over the feeling was there. Getting more intense. The people in the number of houses opposite just staring. I felt like every move I made was being judged and criticised. This caused me to make stupid mistakes and otherthink the most basic things. I thought I was being judged for the way I would sweep up, carry items, use tools etc. 

The first thing I would do when arriving at the job would be checking around to see if I will be working in view of other houses. I just couldn't do it anymore. I now need to find another job and each job I look at, no matter how simple I don't think I could do because the feeling of being watched will be unbearable and again i'll make the stupid mistakes. 

Ive tried to change my thinking for years whilst at this job, but it does not work, no matter how much I look around and check that no one is watching me. I've been thinking about medication again. I've tried sertraline 2 years ago at the highest dose but to no effect. I've had my teenage years ruined from this and won't let the whole of my 20's be ruined as well. Any words or advice appreciated thank you",3.5081947526432598,4.539666141104298,4.389231170865422,88.30212048035507,72.40490797546013,7.021328808249575,25.98890484270983,7.211369081168443,1.0701148283513908,2492,79,530,24,47,805,257,652,0.08900000000000001,0.813,0.098,0.3775,6,1,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,0,12,38,18,2,2,38,0,58,4,1,11,3,101,110,39,0,14,16,0,17,6,0,8,3,1,6,1,29,28,0,1,26,2,5,14,10,8,1,2,19,39,59,10,86,63,18,107,0,2,21,0,11,46,0,10,49,355,88,13,0.0,0.0,0.13656376258167938,0.0,0.0,0.04558342033043972,0.12405064576179213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031721915761812366,0.04891399592449473,0.14274091195573693,0.15809527244358382,0.04626180899654583,0.03261703321501573,0.0,0.0,0.08305237197385916,0.0,0.0,0.04382688410579505,0.10760719915206073,0.0,0.11374359004558016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092701433237428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04791985654314375,0.04934689488668022,0.0,0.0,0.05040940133743632,0.0,0.07448850394179167,0.0,0.0,0.06016758753090998,0.0,0.0,0.047346254683683864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082156238582202,0.047736612470665886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038968020413692586,0.0,0.04131586032399258,0.0,0.10404863939475732,0.06162049898732474,0.04219535585309453,0.23581530390393515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353795844139663,0.16662500143841344,0.044788938108674015,0.0,0.08526998323287724,0.039678359871930885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02437140585388216,0.0,0.106043450959139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041787018772653575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593841446574036,0.4305998351294591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777428169458429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939299228063496,0.050682671043288885,0.047700253500898716,0.0,0.1367377430811491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834434294202527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241704458683118,0.0622751686542912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0469924726098201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049578935430802544,0.03429129728919258,0.034588547792067034,0.03597744604469268,0.0,0.04961017071284316,0.043775541049542,0.09140933813601396,0.0,0.05310851496718702,0.048948729217617774,0.0,0.03160956934046677,0.07095508765974222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102944490669266,0.0,0.12935807798927929,0.04073081845971355,0.04873673389952158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04689364550135682,0.0,0.04961538346541888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796142354920562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044372477261792526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486881478142601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717462737657384,0.0,0.0,0.0475512760020346,0.03952429549651797,0.03591154277463608,0.0,0.0,0.03301735740380321,0.0,0.14901109089554995,0.0,0.053434580850200836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042946772576617234,0.0,0.054161370431437365,0.12396216807630607,0.1195593986984196,0.04583095524205235,0.0370329232786082,0.02720054622812841,0.0,0.0,0.04457370797892761,0.0,0.06334121320487053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04028848326062832,0.0,0.038489092417721416,0.0,0.03702663308931765,0.03741782981706769,0.0,0.04194172599372404,0.0432427218578787,0.0,0.052080294387867584,0.0,0.0,0.050587249656836114,0.20375971715636687,0.0,0.0,0.13254824995690478,0.0,0.0,0.18023685537550874
socialanxiety,Smilingtribute,2019/04/26,"I feel like an outsider. Hello. 

Ever since I left school, I honestly feel like an outsider. I joined this musical theatre class after a rough year in college, so I took a gap year and I honestly feel like the outsider. Everyone in my class follows each other on social media and likes everyone’s photos on Instagram. However I follow them all on twitter but none of them follow me back but all follow each other. Some of them do follow me on Instagram though. They all go to parties and I feel left out as they talk about it in the class and I can’t join in that conversation. It’s honestly so tiring mentally like I feel like an outcast and an outsider in the class, I also have social anxiety due to college as I was often attacked for speaking up, so I just sit quiet now and hope for the best. it’s starting to get tiring as I’m not apart of the popular group or like the groups as nobody really speaks to me unless like they go to the bathroom and see me, I sit with people if they are alone and chat to them as I can relate to them but nobody does it to me. They might spark up a conversation when they are alone and nobody to speak to but yeah.. it sucks. Like, I want to feel involved as everyone talks to each other individually and do stuff outside of the class but I’m never invited. I felt really bad on Tuesday mentally as all of the boys were hugging together and ran up to each other but I barely got a hi (I’m a boy btw) and I feel I don’t belong there anymore. 

Also to add, I was taking selfies with a guy and I peer over to see him showing another guy... laughing. I felt awkward but I pushed it off as I had a show to do.",2.2621424199143054,3.9623257692307696,4.386286472148541,84.37423076923079,76.81065088757397,7.265619261375233,24.672923893083052,8.104835398774808,1.4965554784737811,1282,44,261,22,29,442,154,338,0.061,0.764,0.175,0.9896,1,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,11,1,15,21,2,1,20,1,14,3,0,0,6,53,44,38,0,3,12,0,10,9,0,1,2,4,0,4,13,21,0,0,9,3,0,10,5,4,0,0,9,16,43,17,52,34,11,42,0,0,2,1,31,19,1,6,20,190,56,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811999490615834,0.0,0.15297550516038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029275216344367,0.07316862298706453,0.0,0.094854735472546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881067900795853,0.0,0.07354556333405532,0.0798600817325895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037415740623196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370010999726135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651692193692795,0.0,0.2741804117314595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385290279326185,0.2733169459194024,0.18366955242548866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997087890654383,0.0,0.10871519842723916,0.0,0.07649652452792897,0.0,0.0,0.189408364780285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499766294146214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20783845072777804,0.0,0.0,0.4205484847137232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277653948618856,0.10146486793362122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376778387118252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630861684324875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254604231847625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679845450755488,0.15243432147105973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911902953842335,0.0,0.0,0.19499729061143256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769844868742819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949133015877234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191358872540775,0.1537526222184063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397131738327748,0.0,0.0,0.21986109667323955,0.0,0.0,0.10626578199169914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641425357389025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318526238582615
socialanxiety,hello12333333,2019/04/26,"Remember the time when you were just normal? I think I know the exact day it ALL started, I know where I was sitting and I I had physics. What about you?",-0.061875000000000575,2.182736562500004,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,89.625,4.45,20.5,5.985473137389443,-0.07052500000000039,118,4,27,1,4,38,24,32,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,0,1,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,21,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850478420330281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858137504517107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330576585599739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006900144479823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128437374276418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28321019665482594,0.0,0.0,0.2577286982119545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AltitudinousOne,2019/04/26,"Has anyone here permanently 'retired' from a career, and been able to find happiness? I have been unable to work last 3 years, and am really unwell with depression. Recently I decided to do some volunteering, and TBQH, it stresses me out. The interaction stuff - sometimes I can manage it ok, and other times it really upsets me - a lot. This makes me depressed, which can be dangerous. 

I spent a lot of years getting an education and working as a professional. I have been lucky enough to have managed a couple of careers in my life despite my issue with social interaction (when I am playing a professional role, I can 'fake' it a lot of the time. My real achilles heel is dealing with people casually, for example lunchroom conversations or work social events - which I just cant tolerate at all).

Now Im trying to nut out whether I actually want to ever go back to work. Daily life (just getting through each day) is such a grind for me now, and I dont know if its actaully better for me just to accept that I will be on a disability pension for the rest of my life, and just give up and try to be happy not achieving anything. Even thinking about this grates on me, and I struggle with the idea of doing it. 

Im just tied up in knots at the moment. Dont know if I am looking for advice, but would be really interested to hear from anyone who has similar issues, and how they managed this thing of withdrawing from the workforce. (or going back to it despite it having distressing elements).",7.490293427230049,6.9219284753521135,8.289070422535215,69.35639906103289,63.542253521126774,11.23530516431925,36.1868544600939,10.650279960617883,3.893470234741785,1173,49,209,26,15,397,159,284,0.045,0.873,0.083,0.815,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,6,16,17,1,4,16,1,28,4,1,2,2,48,41,19,0,4,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,18,17,0,0,7,2,1,2,4,8,0,0,4,2,24,9,42,31,8,27,0,2,1,0,11,10,0,9,15,168,42,13,0.10734947511213083,0.0,0.10475760236148716,0.0,0.0,0.10490066466343866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012249799604274,0.0,0.0883394712492186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509024014716495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494188707411684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878015239192365,0.0,0.06923153064682712,0.11067259514097272,0.18491989122670305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516255706684899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110920704114346,0.0,0.07090331587455011,0.09710374611235836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981154754527698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217134011979467,0.1029793983177169,0.12201836115169745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285510248244837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099066037357822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118449077857593,0.23191170876703604,0.224089923495672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799292818063345,0.0875041499599688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274723269185284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014652243801416,0.0,0.0,0.2737940546603269,0.0,0.0,0.07165660821968281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442260948329231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218720446861953,0.20631246779172294,0.0,0.10599465593605513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21885854207728475,0.0,0.0,0.10617137580486848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229684610449294,0.11222497945711396,0.12288946586648937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131822124173609,0.06878520907002929,0.0,0.0,0.12519268443898865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576649399304525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633175017501294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126067856308368,0.0,0.0,0.07625798711274978,0.0,0.0,0.1382590847628374
socialanxiety,maercecix,2019/04/26,Heart’s racing in the library atm I just started my summer class and I want to study in advance. I decided to go to our school library for references. There are labels on the shelves yet I can’t seem to find the type of books I’m looking for. I know for a fact that those books are here because I borrowed one last time. They decided to rearrange the place and I’ve been walking around for more than fifteen minutes!! All because I’m too anxious to ask the librarian. Idk why i’m like this. Sorry for ranting lol i’m sitting here with my heart beating fast because i grabbed a random ass book from walking around,2.025891181988744,4.44807810569106,3.0658536585365863,89.93397748592872,80.95121951219512,5.410631644777986,28.97373358348969,6.67199483983844,1.4720911819887434,489,24,96,5,13,156,82,123,0.10099999999999999,0.843,0.055999999999999994,-0.6439,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,2,8,1,0,0,7,1,4,3,3,0,2,17,15,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,3,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,2,11,1,20,14,2,17,0,0,1,1,3,6,1,2,7,56,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305533540522865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36335057888725225,0.19078811442612045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732175099777778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652626669786235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598389178256333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836737535456319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215753829209643,0.1663531908425575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970363061978517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713765765141913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829051531304096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322112848310845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065407897836413,0.0,0.18578760786804666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284518853312273,0.1444495279409387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190012275766274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037221614211313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415129056003876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,robbydelaune,2019/04/26,How anxiety ruined my presentation I’m honestly shook that I bumped into someone I didn’t want to see ever again and therefore gave me so much anxiety and nervousness that I literally did not do good for the presentation of my English class I ended up failing it which is sad haha,12.043888888888883,8.038294500000003,12.421481481481482,54.09666666666668,57.70370370370371,15.985185185185184,47.37037037037037,13.816669648895859,6.488659259259259,229,11,38,7,2,80,44,54,0.299,0.585,0.115,-0.8627,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,8,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,1,7,3,5,5,1,8,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,5,29,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5829539966946419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374680121171951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446517329823671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195790221012588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800913701991452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30362125630921083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32283450778820866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224733726349192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coolstar15,2019/04/26,"I’ve hit a wall I don’t have a career goal set. All my friends are thriving towards something and I’m here hitting a wall which I can’t go over or under. I haven’t registered for classes because I have no idea want I want to major in. I can’t take a semester off because i would be letting my family down. They have moved to a different country to accomplish their dreams but they had hit a wall as well. I’ve hit a wall with my social life, I can’t keep a simple conversation with my mom because my stories are interesting and she rather do something else or sit in the quiet. I’ve hit a wall.",3.1390476190476164,4.018596396825398,4.854126984126985,85.19642857142857,73.12698412698413,7.822222222222222,29.079365079365076,8.167268648758528,1.8754031746031743,470,19,101,7,9,160,72,126,0.015,0.853,0.133,0.8658,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,2,3,3,0,0,10,0,15,1,0,0,1,14,26,6,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,0,1,0,1,1,17,3,14,17,2,16,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,2,0,67,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41168893359459297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235200055351833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805693005911145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122209079756887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392535641240675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793956190575645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25413045239490994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009493207830048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301980737330036,0.15900727058314354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636550988689536,0.0,0.2392644607997456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22947911878515545,0.0,0.3466131672170604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926047451878926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26556047330638416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240782436535296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991713658390344,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,2020graduare,2019/04/26,"I only have one friend in college I’ve been here 3 years, and I just cannot seem to find close friends. I joined a well-known fraternity on campus but had to drop it due to not being able to afford the dues. I can’t help but feel embarrassed when my family asks about my friends at school. They really wanted to come to family day here, but I lied and said I had tests to study for because I didn’t want them to know I HAVE NO FRIENDS. I have a friend I know from high school, but he has his own friend group, so when I hangout with them I just kinda feel like I’m tagging along.

Anyone else struggle with this? I legitimately try to meet people - I joined clubs, talk to people in my major, ask to get coffee with people, but I continuously get canceled on. It just never feels like I can get past being an acquaintance to others. I’m graduating next spring - should I just forget about trying to get to know people?",3.905459057071962,4.828757172043009,4.835161290322585,85.8804342431762,71.36559139784947,7.658560794044665,22.372208436724566,7.882392219407189,0.8096655086848634,718,15,153,9,13,234,109,186,0.095,0.735,0.17,0.94,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,0,11,10,0,2,4,0,14,0,0,0,1,32,33,10,0,3,10,0,3,2,6,1,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,8,2,0,1,6,2,0,1,5,4,24,8,27,25,2,20,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,2,13,94,28,7,0.11793914114798168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246578971228767,0.12084258750899499,0.0,0.0,0.2205143527191797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189460577227844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159412705374374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606098917873776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852301880908997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223650519191052,0.0,0.17890072031732868,0.16851149200294555,0.0,0.0,0.10779423836156153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467169273414497,0.0,0.24647333396512824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905212026109391,0.12460917793101978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944488027997844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523821405755265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096193637074698,0.0,0.12542961460126298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991861433083595,0.0896980313842811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258625531773478,0.3270566021969962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555483382370322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218713102329847,0.0,0.0,0.2387214146239936,0.0,0.10736736461676072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329559766078654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479501419948227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014587022186086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391271222937209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604145181348212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594894011266755
socialanxiety,hypetize,2019/04/26,"My experiences with social anxiety I have social anxiety. I’ve had it all my life. I’m 19 years old, and I’m finally taking a stand to do something about it. I’ve always been horribly nervous with certain situations to where I can’t function how I want. It has always held me back and I’ve always hated myself for it. So I’m figuring now the only way to most past this requires many things. 1. Take the labels off yourself, because it puts you in a box. 2. You have to believe that you can change. 3. It’s heavily based on your mindset and thoughts. 4. You have to challenge yourself when you’re uncomfortable. So this is what I’ve been doing. I’ve been going up to people, making conversation, being more open, working heavily on my confidence. I feel the progress and I truly believe I’m on the right track. When I feel uncomfortable, I attack the feeling and courageously do the thing I’m scared of. Now I’ve been doing baby steps, but I’m still going. This is my experience. Does anyone relate and or have any other tips or thoughts that could be useful to me? Thanks for reading.",2.0841832588378684,4.566134630841123,3.974209670865502,83.14155424624138,81.19626168224299,6.5254774481917925,24.72490857375051,7.7425588080867325,1.5921822836245427,857,33,160,15,23,289,125,214,0.08,0.82,0.1,0.6486,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,5,0,4,11,8,2,2,8,0,21,1,0,3,2,28,42,14,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,15,9,0,2,6,1,0,4,1,4,0,0,8,3,19,4,19,31,3,25,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,3,10,104,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382066534438777,0.0,0.0,0.09213540845396877,0.0,0.20729347377509133,0.0,0.0,0.09473525181728956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541353568959044,0.0,0.10418069031419093,0.0,0.08259126124789541,0.0,0.0,0.3052935879479393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332666256533758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817487801389228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856507508523804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26506342400203897,0.0,0.0,0.205518007511802,0.0,0.0,0.1484187454742514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400010423945576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376478530268454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569806195941684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043823430440724,0.137361959714465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421702016243632,0.0,0.0,0.10304352411287036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933711404332804,0.09392922106166056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620126900924218,0.0,0.0,0.1355230798817154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570465840966256,0.0,0.0,0.13564553754514802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229240749319375,0.0,0.27622267645190623,0.0,0.10430406179113533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819962630031722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037378456768069,0.0,0.0,0.1247376880651632,0.0,0.0,0.18002230814664796,0.0,0.0,0.2151221595907873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701676182109615,0.0,0.0,0.07991339809571113,0.10754281011824396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986357239982492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724880937819622
socialanxiety,tennisplayer001,2019/04/26,"Anyone else blush anytime they talk to someone? Unless I’m very comfortable with someone(like family), I blush almost every time I talk to them. I got made fun of for it in middle school and the beginning of high school(by the girl I liked too) and it’s still something so embarrassing to me.",4.108909090909093,6.525536618181821,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,73.72727272727272,8.036363636363637,25.54545454545455,8.841846274778883,2.1722,234,8,41,5,5,75,43,55,0.057999999999999996,0.775,0.16699999999999998,0.7451,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,3,9,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,4,25,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402072038809761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773109411443132,0.2457874894452443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039065651296392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021109577522065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613943055253605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185557440798934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534485369507776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719424378947198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698217851936855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485546845584394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325126703065932,0.18467290759460955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915701004007111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856161810550891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398771417767631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792779864858606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hyantite,2019/04/26,"When your social anxiety (and stupidity) turns a 10-minute errand, into 3-hours of nervousness. Yesterday, I was planning to send a parcel to a friend, so I waited for the Post Office to open at 9am before walking there (it was only a 10-minute walk away).

I get there and see a notice at the door saying it's ""closed due to public holiday"" (ANZAC Day in Australia). 

My anxiety started acting up; *""you IDIOT! how did you NOT realise it's a public holiday today? OF COURSE the post office would be closed today!""

Someone was walking behind me as I approached the post office, and I didn't want him to think I was so dumb that I'd forget the Post Office would be closed today, so I kept walking forward... pretending like I totally meant to go somewhere else...

There was a shopping centre 10 minutes down the road, so I walked there but when I got to the entrance, there was another sign... also saying it was closed due to the public holiday... fuck.

So what did I do? I just kept walking down the road pretending that I had a different destination in mind, lol.

At this point, I'm anxious as all heck. My mind telling me I'm a fucking idiot for not realising these places would be closed, and that people around me can TOTALLY tell I fucked up.

Another 10 minutes down the road and I reach a McDonald's that was open. I walk in and order some breakfast food to calm myself down, and just chill there for an hour until the anxiety stops being unbearable.

The McDonald's had a bus stop just out the front, so I decide I'll just take the bus back up the road to get home.

I wait at the bus stop, and get on the first bus that arrives.

I'm on the wrong fucking bus. And this one takes me into the city. Fucking hell...

A normal person would've just admitted to their mistake and just got off at the next stop. But me? I just sat in the bus and pretended like I totally meant to go to the city today...

So I travel... all the way... to the fucking city-centre, taking about 40 minutes for the bus to arrive at my city's central train station.

I go into the station and take a train back home. The correct one this time.

All in all, it took me about 3 hours just to get to the post office and back, and achieve absolutely nothing.",4.132115102639297,5.16632621590909,5.178211143695017,83.21763929618771,70.93181818181819,7.9501466275659824,27.829912023460412,8.259297600419973,1.8319794721407616,1725,60,341,25,31,568,187,440,0.11900000000000001,0.828,0.053,-0.9846,1,0,0,0,0,0,79.0,0,3,1,3,31,18,11,1,42,1,22,8,0,1,8,71,58,30,0,6,12,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,3,1,15,26,2,8,5,8,1,17,3,14,0,3,21,3,37,4,56,30,8,88,1,0,1,6,17,41,9,1,27,229,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096641245579625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598815258250139,0.17496245989873802,0.08612570187824875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786677158345647,0.0,0.0,0.07162683165169094,0.1758638081495621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487176447286655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916632508669518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965106134051426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368592919436296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484684596562988,0.09218564617569666,0.0,0.058900237976357475,0.4228772643185644,0.15932198875897116,0.0,0.1299811160076903,0.0,0.12194680869764594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294312922097808,0.0,0.2252331973685605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744907416527215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395454500665198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107853018441279,0.0,0.07469571939287184,0.07315111098329577,0.08679591849704475,0.0,0.0,0.10331983885811737,0.05798139911529005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285288621339199,0.066566892362392,0.07965106134051426,0.0,0.07206826546739269,0.0,0.3650681307914158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125287007926712,0.0,0.0,0.06075073068384944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771365248779957,0.06459505660605352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053960685287075184,0.0,0.0,0.2549489745450413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22928185825897704,0.0,0.1332683650469853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884935980320329,0.0,0.0,0.04445419712734213,0.0,0.2890536776323687,0.0,0.0847017107484159,0.0,0.08292357104579333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496634475128315,0.06051309530733464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166252832957868,0.08335279663271687,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FrenchMulan,2019/04/15,"Getting SO’s family to accept me I’ve been with my boyfriend for around a year now and have met all of his family. I have bad social anxiety so it’s hard to open up with his family and create that connection. Family is really important to him and he resents me for not opening up to them.
Do you guys have any tricks? Any tips that could help someone with bad anxiety connect with people. From what he told me, his family will give warmth if I give some first but it is quite a big ask for me to give warmth to cold people",2.537777777777777,4.164132037037041,4.167777777777779,86.555,75.85185185185185,8.503703703703705,21.259259259259263,9.150863307647796,1.4595481481481478,412,10,88,10,9,138,68,108,0.102,0.785,0.114,0.5199,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,2,4,5,2,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,1,17,16,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,2,13,1,18,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,2,3,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319350296180515,0.0,0.21733095349405768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645184161790354,0.13279466074816074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720642811776624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341287766912587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6695457975347558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082500617231788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742136336337452,0.4087929410710091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064874681571865,0.0,0.0,0.12724610637700062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521103150018873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695484669655586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108434503846405,0.0,0.0,0.09099887061119777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479890890126726,0.12035586306332133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573188405619796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147353550530908
socialanxiety,LiaLili338,2019/04/15,"How to not be intimidated by people you idolize? (Not sure if this is the correct subreddit, but wasn't sure where else to post)

So this might be a silly situation, but an author that I've looked up to for *years* followed me back on twitter. She did so after I sent her a letter (over DMs) thanking her for the writing advice she'd given me over the years. She said my letter was so heartfelt that moved her to tears, and then she followed me back on twitter, much to my shock.

This happened awhile back but my nervousness knowing that she sees my tweets hasn't dwindled at all. I just feel like she followed me out of obligation and that she thinks that I'm annoying when I talk to her. I know this is almost certainly not true and I know my nervousness stems from the fact that I look up to her. Still, whenever I talk to her I feel like she's judging me or that I'm being cringey, and I just want to hide under a rock.

I want to be able to talk to her like a person but I'm just so intimidated by her. How do I get over this?

**Tl;dr I want to be able to talk to someone I idolize without thinking she's judging everything I say. Any tips for getting over this?**",1.8636704545454563,3.7569643291666717,3.4145454545454537,90.01227272727274,78.625,6.196969696969697,24.24242424242424,7.1686216300943375,0.8947083333333334,909,32,196,11,22,300,116,240,0.079,0.782,0.138,0.9108,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,0,15,14,1,2,9,0,14,0,0,2,7,40,40,18,0,4,13,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,13,5,0,0,7,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,6,7,42,10,35,27,2,27,0,0,3,0,29,12,0,4,12,143,55,0,0.2632540545557883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286244076619928,0.0,0.0,0.1318054543341139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951089223206145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036391773755778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995749127944614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829788475765694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133109159882708,0.18806874917530247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375393780949907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639734551690865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170163155433415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291895037005116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106710359899884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963547509520716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989869904608032,0.0967610102491216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125360732613773,0.11493164312793636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606230706123986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520744522722946,0.10467509521340974,0.0,0.0,0.10488969893181088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795429361660636,0.0,0.0,0.11152715306671136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511751401368892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481138309350665,0.0,0.0,0.4231872743311783,0.0,0.12118448206864565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868256842651794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329110930815513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268837571744679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952698001071245
socialanxiety,LeftPlant7,2019/04/15,"Social anxiety and a strip club So my friend went to a strip club a couple of days ago for the first time and he said it was awesome, he had way more fun than he thought he would have. Well, now he wants me \[21, M\] and another friend of his to go with him. My issue is that since I'm terrible in social situations, and haven't actually seen a nude person in real life, this is going to go horribly, but then again, I keep telling myself I need to let loose and go do something I've never done before. Does anyone have experience in these clubs? Any advice?",3.6673684210526334,4.559169201754386,4.976271929824564,84.76598684210526,71.89473684210526,8.156140350877193,23.899122807017545,8.472884824447931,1.2796175438596489,435,11,93,7,8,145,84,114,0.07400000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.3989,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,11,2,1,0,1,14,23,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,1,3,0,5,2,1,1,1,7,2,8,4,12,14,1,17,0,0,1,1,14,3,0,0,8,54,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.15860721924459678,0.0,0.0,0.1588238213181433,0.14407429612234413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105269381784164,0.17042836391723218,0.1243360904628506,0.0,0.0,0.11364574702197718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830226633732734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983792343130714,0.0,0.10481931919412868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223233981333608,0.16632607106736946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898691485515834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824914174525588,0.0,0.0,0.2511427418733257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694814032163943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696405741692006,0.0,0.14446539283767298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619938749523402,0.11480074767636317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205149875625474,0.12535424987118973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191616570877172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499633717431707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546045985356696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344476691294505,0.18269212445562627,0.0,0.3313606266686221,0.0,0.12512462670750713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205962383509285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290317915385232,0.09477337730638193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586524181270263,0.12900987497559974,0.0,0.0,0.14613526467985194,0.15066825349829216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545765661385685,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Zombemi,2019/04/15,"I wanna scream but am afraid I'll puke Not a car, well not for me. Godgodogsnononi. Sorry to post again so soon, kinda can't think. Freaking out really bad. Feel alone. Woke up, told immediately we're going to see brother I've not seen for bout 10 years and his family.

I'm trying to calm down but it's so hard and I'm freaking out so bad. 30 minutes to an hour Don't get ready immediately after waking up. Oh god grandma better have liquor. I hate liquor. So much but...hiding in woods is also a bad idea. Ugh, I shouldn't drinj. Hands shaking so bad. I thought I had more time.

I love them I do but originating from the same testicle does not immediately make a person a ""safe person"" , do you know what I mean? Cause I feel like no one else does. gdi don't cry, I'm such a child. I hate this. I want to ""just calm down"" as if that's so soeasy.

IT USUALLY TAKES ME 30 MINUTES TO DO my hair ALONE! I could easily cosplay as RAPUNZEL! Agggh. Aggghh. Fuck me. Wanna hide. Get the One Ring and just Bilbo/Frodo my ass out of here.

Any tips? for calming down or dealing or obtaining the One ring?",-0.2994847273765337,1.9690601991150487,1.924907222380817,94.24682700542392,93.02654867256638,4.863031687125321,16.139880102769055,6.532088108194933,-0.30110231230374,839,20,189,11,31,281,142,226,0.27,0.581,0.149,-0.9896,0,2,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,1,2,14,21,3,2,9,0,12,8,4,3,0,36,35,18,0,6,12,1,5,1,0,1,0,3,0,3,5,6,2,1,7,2,0,3,9,13,1,3,5,10,20,8,25,28,3,21,0,0,2,3,10,9,2,4,9,105,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27504080464118313,0.0,0.1061844011494938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029519397608923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434641975202134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743343286285657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640199962571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601430826113033,0.0,0.1458529840222529,0.0,0.13689071464420774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239396521392414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092094779327254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517350063522295,0.0,0.1342754732065818,0.09485831145330614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275329771115065,0.13874450935245528,0.0,0.07546213512249665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894511649581613,0.26218622001573283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076190215886954,0.0,0.0,0.14989285762516782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297261007133382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486977398670835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198394536076412,0.0,0.08863191737464644,0.0,0.0,0.14463673143864494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760883811900284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699262128298732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23187736713254475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271668752854954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506249483004225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580875103543076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863673545437894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983430151530076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508028942985886,0.0,0.10541276939424396,0.07742529222907549,0.0,0.0,0.12687731845741707,0.0,0.09014914445835233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462388009023291,0.0,0.0783172930301353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938548455684213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550619462356886
socialanxiety,rorysgoingtoyale,2019/04/15,Nobody cares It’s my 25th birthday this weekend and none of my friends even realize it. They keep talking about other plans they have around that time. I always make sure to make a big deal out of other peoples birthdays because I know how it feels to not feel loved or cared about. Shit like this makes my SA worse bc it just validates the fact that I’m invisible and makes me anxious around people even more because nobody really cares about me,6.8862790697674425,7.092335069767443,6.073813953488372,82.15141860465117,64.5813953488372,8.74046511627907,31.153488372093026,8.238735603445708,2.125026046511628,360,12,68,4,5,109,62,86,0.14300000000000002,0.6970000000000001,0.159,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,9,8,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,5,2,20,14,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,9,7,10,14,2,6,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,3,42,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871499576210405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883333827940869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968121801711316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032481561908083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5099119001890318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718693527751394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021905230373884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685858586798405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879873050144255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481783551464901,0.0,0.0,0.09161874343245267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144545156874078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046111331951575,0.0,0.4451174154212708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311496483377389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067978640470674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112408809719604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712097978603062,0.0,0.0,0.1339941407645587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720918543250727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989041081509448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OctoberOrJuly,2019/04/15,"How do I stay in contact with this friend? Hi reddit. 

​

I hope this is the right place to post this.

​

In Primary School (Ages 4-11) I had this really close friend. We were friends throughout Primary school. She was one of my best friends infact.  When it ended and we all moved to different Secondary/High schools, (Ages 11-16) all my friends stopped contacting me. Except her. We would email each other multiple times a day. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. It was great.

​

Until one day I  went into a depressive episode. And I stopped talking to her. Not because I wanted to. But because I didn't know how to respond to her messages anymore. At first it was days between me replying to her. Then days turned into weeks. Weeks turned into months.  To the point where I hadn't talked to her in years. I didn't have it in me to check my email because I'd feel anxious about what she must think of me now.

​

A few years passed, I was still in this depressive episode, and I bumped into her in a nearby shop. She seemed really excited to see me again, despite not talking to each other since we were kids. She immediately gave me her contact details so we could talk more again. I was surprised she still wanted to talk to me.

​

I contacted her and explained to her why I stopped responding and she understood. We started messaging each other frequently again but I had this aching thought in the back of my head telling me that this wasn't going to last.

​

Well... a few months after something happened which led me to delete all my social media. Not related to her at all. Something else.

​

​

Aaaand now a few more years have passed and here we are today. I'm in my first year of College and I'm out of that depressive episode now. But I'm not as good at communicating or starting conversation. I bumped into her again earlier today and she was excited to see me. Despite everything. She gave me her IG and told me to DM her. I've sent a DM but how do I make sure things don't turn out like before?

​

Thanks reddit.",2.530581748001101,5.217270483870973,2.9527907361455767,89.84337413840643,81.13399503722084,5.964356217259443,25.8290046870692,7.3011,1.3585723628342987,1667,68,321,24,45,514,179,403,0.06,0.86,0.081,0.8115,1,0,2,0,0,0,89.0,7,0,0,3,22,19,0,0,10,0,24,1,1,5,6,67,53,25,0,6,10,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,19,31,0,3,7,1,2,7,9,3,1,4,21,3,63,16,50,29,13,76,0,3,2,0,58,23,0,3,45,226,82,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436659059649662,0.4975568484336336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051398900941308785,0.045121010285005064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399381950971912,0.0,0.08320403710352997,0.0,0.03871477762517808,0.0,0.0477465185698203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0363258228047586,0.0,0.0,0.11736775516101565,0.0,0.11756004985258114,0.0,0.0,0.047534904476002254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03800708376976338,0.0,0.0402970268359349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408899617793529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0230047581629874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739981305128824,0.0,0.0,0.17575517128707954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025857114892232164,0.03816090404842277,0.0,0.05016083845740732,0.0,0.0,0.04023303560460716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466932669549498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048070303989392806,0.0,0.04518899879146019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025004078661935828,0.03708630140096829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02222764034286387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030369743275284612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263088342787755,0.04835633763608065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166017863340684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047534904476002254,0.0,0.04300957271740938,0.0,0.04357375390194796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058293359928656564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03885437170111482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813682700128707,0.07251077716488033,0.04141895437689794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03763576512820566,0.0,0.0,0.04637867952187336,0.0,0.0700519554263751,0.0,0.0,0.06440632371777454,0.048493975950019336,0.07266826687840883,0.11411312304531394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042880585247349605,0.0,0.0,0.18284468387113725,0.039766569933696656,0.0418877214092948,0.0,0.0,0.03022632697491445,0.029152777287325737,0.0,0.03611970539808868,0.026529791046622845,0.0,0.08625207701848236,0.043474537199964934,0.0,0.0,0.14846371016775664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367087058010141,0.0,0.07299024057379773,0.0,0.04090745889498156,0.0421763726932218,0.041054158507548864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03231991506218161,0.0,0.4975568484336336,0.1171948551304672
socialanxiety,tookbook96,2019/04/15,"2 personalities I feel like I boil down to 2 versions of myself, confident and shy. All it takes for me to be confident is for  someone to show a little bit off interest in me. But this happens so rarely. I always try and ask people questions and have an interest in their lives, and often with very little in return; people never ask me about my life, not that I resent that I just cant understand not having curiosity in others. My conversations with people would just be about there life. It just makes me sad how happy I know I can be when someone just gives me a minute of attention and how rarely I get that feeling these days.

People just seem numb, Id love to know what going on in their heads, but people seem so closed off and in an effort trying to maintain a perfect self-image that it just makes them cold with no empathy for others. I don't even know if they realising their coming across this way. And Im not talking about people that are shy, but confident people, its like their confidence relies wholly on them being the centre of attention 100% of the time",7.224597402597404,6.5047815809523835,7.58878787878788,74.6577272727273,64.14285714285714,10.303030303030305,30.04329004329004,9.573946990214177,2.5516666666666667,852,23,159,14,11,280,118,210,0.054000000000000006,0.795,0.151,0.9691,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,7,2,17,10,1,0,7,0,12,6,1,4,3,45,31,16,0,2,13,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,15,12,1,0,11,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,0,3,24,7,30,26,3,23,0,1,0,1,15,15,0,5,7,119,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016893435575258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285015786875877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334227615158257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052739566876668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881598585110798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071921404241397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358710900756305,0.08730756405391295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385020433017638,0.11723592884533116,0.06945532863607368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807078522067903,0.13009588384456944,0.0,0.0,0.1254237456485228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200885338020965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149191136889474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264248945939875,0.11941224465702838,0.2449750594286392,0.10791455353580807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030020049624653,0.0,0.1631535852758079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425665860246643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5930800455896851,0.10670993281143706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690429123783793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225126120992106,0.12749272803216594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709797035011399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188746395317568,0.09822857391907984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126221790286077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659464960659222,0.0,0.0,0.12722596280206394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083687539769436,0.0,0.09700540471836634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681518922314793,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheAmazingPringle,2019/04/15,Just made this account to try to combat my SA It's pretty daunting posting this (sounds dumb I know) but after spending more than 30 mins choosing a username and typing this post I'm finally ready to take (what is hopefully) my first real step since my diagnosis to becoming more confident and outgoing :),3.17625,6.225134125000004,4.387142857142859,77.85785714285714,82.75,7.485714285714287,29.42857142857143,8.418075326091056,3.0377785714285714,245,12,39,6,7,80,46,56,0.057,0.685,0.257,0.9375,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,1,6,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30587413805738944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033897721647331,0.0,0.23557708820966314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750779965669438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220677705360874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26206074624203624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304911038884996,0.2817619728889925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31523449542480936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290993637302565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823507968521246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803371180957945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,awrrtg3qy,2019/04/15,"Anxiety the day after drinking. Sorry if this is a common question which has been answered before, but I haven't found much searching around.

I have a type of social anxiety which seems a bit different than most, and I'd be interested in any thoughts or resources you might have about it.

So I'm a bit on the reserved side and not especially outgoing, but I don't have any social anxiety day to day, like talking to store clerks, that kind of stuff.  And when I have a social event coming up (like a party or hanging out at the bar with a group of friends,)  I'm fine there too.  I look forward to it and don't worry about.  

And even during the social event, I enjoy myself, interact with people, and have a good time.  All without any anxiety.

But if I had been drinking (even just a few drinks over the night,) when I wake up the next morning the anxiety is crushing.  I spend hours tossing in bed worried about whether I said something weird, came off as a dick, touched somebody inappropriately (like if I touched someone's shoulder, what if they felt I was invading their space?) All kinds of worries. I just compulsively go over every little detail I can remember about the night, thinking about it in the worst possible light, and worrying that I seemed like an asshole.

However, even as I'm feeling super anxious about it, I know rationally that I didn't do anything wrong.

I don't actually say rude stuff to people, I don't actually touch people inappropriately.  Nobody ever calls me out on anything I'm saying or doing in the moment, and everyone still likes me afterwards and wants to hang out again.  And though this has some connection to the alcohol, I'm not raging drunk/blacking out.  So I'm not just forgetting bad things that actually happened, or being 'that drunk guy.'

So even while I consciously know all this, it doesn't keep me from having a miserable several hours the next day.  The logic of it has no control over the general anxious feeling.  

Eventually, usually by that evening, the anxiety wears off, but it's so bad in the morning, that I'm worried this might start changing my social behavior just to avoid those horrible mornings.  And I feel like if I start avoiding social events to avoid the anxiety the next day, now my issue has gotten even more damaging.

Anyway, is this a known type of social anxiety?  Is there a specific name for it?  Other than just never drinking during social occasions (which would suck because basically every social gathering I and my friends have seems to involve drinking) do you have any tips/strategies to minimize the anxiety?",7.629548779548777,7.695821359667362,7.7698359898359906,71.08685069685073,63.05405405405406,10.868129668129669,37.14953414953415,10.504223727775694,4.021828305228305,2058,93,353,45,27,669,234,481,0.166,0.7120000000000001,0.122,-0.9512,2,3,7,0,0,0,62.0,0,2,2,2,33,28,3,4,33,0,36,12,4,1,5,81,67,36,0,7,23,0,7,6,2,3,1,3,1,1,29,21,8,5,18,7,2,6,13,13,0,0,11,12,34,15,53,51,11,60,0,2,1,1,27,24,2,17,38,252,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.1582157431259153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057755979208369876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700551246546092,0.0,0.3720876081866196,0.1221073611402838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894625800245763,0.04811010073904071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024799486255952,0.03294436658133856,0.0,0.045986969043768665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800283274944973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518437316827377,0.06181127395202751,0.0,0.0,0.057170771351462035,0.04655362009732527,0.0,0.0,0.06061428976184063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426767162340825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056463870251311075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26470988015108204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417101114004916,0.04888536648781088,0.091067822684195,0.05164080279016611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197792933822798,0.038608629298958634,0.05189015733545075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925581941589113,0.0835076228463705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030714120422505733,0.045329055745776656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351148145845595,0.0477904168996864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644376290344633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056407288466686786,0.0,0.04803627391121704,0.0,0.11255580882995836,0.059401699398970026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841730797366588,0.05416570350725984,0.0,0.0,0.045382860738295776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146630541985398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397281312465034,0.0,0.04168161636824443,0.0,0.1724273674996633,0.10143217537302164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240070600449097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060925834697464175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060540997645684075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061220658539720176,0.0,0.051407667243448536,0.08595499179208567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759729665993995,0.0,0.0610536805701419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958141379762355,0.04579081350200564,0.04160526423317349,0.0,0.06049718291886681,0.07650442019085772,0.0,0.043159144187210535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373356985472855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04343805302671412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03590404615932045,0.03462884068796105,0.053097384728653135,0.04290443794081608,0.031513152197605684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059521190780857575,0.0,0.0318762087156362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209592732753107,0.0,0.0,0.2744185763876832,0.0,0.038390894243317805,0.05908799474790849,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pathoftruth00,2019/04/15,"Worst Day In A While I thought I'd got over this.

Worked in Sales. Got put on the spot and blushed in front of all my colleagues in the sales team. Bright red.

It's happened twice already. I'm meant to be confident. I sell to businesses on a daily basis, do client calls and telephone call without an ounce of fear.

I have to sit next to everyone tomorrow. I need to go back. I won't run. Running is the cowards way out. Part of me still wants to.",-0.5853456221198137,1.6207715483870968,0.9577035330261126,100.02798387096772,96.95698924731184,4.3775729646697386,20.62135176651305,6.1826913282559595,0.06805130568356432,346,13,80,4,14,110,70,93,0.08,0.853,0.067,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,14,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,3,5,2,2,0,1,4,2,7,1,18,8,3,21,0,0,2,0,4,8,0,0,6,47,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24794939617369866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277162158242929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588642513938297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449055232317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469953315795912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528370797812225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769567783181449,0.0,0.3594079095724457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869133792282603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666037087845437,0.0,0.0,0.2389588161920367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24331579803646974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22587404669083944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794365619400422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783776064389918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325271250701009,0.17834730829317014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165917389413982,0.0,0.16357593647863508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Soothing_Apple,2019/04/15,"Social anxiety and jobs Id like to ask the people here if any of you feel you have ""successfully"" managed to get through the hurdle that is work.

Do you feel good about the place where you work?
Do you get overloaded often if it involves working with people?
Was it difficult to apply for the job considering that you were also dealing with social anxiety?

I am at a point in life where i am wondering if i am doomed to forever be on social security because a) nobody will be willing to hire me due to my social anxiety and b) even if i get a job i wont be able to perform as well as others due to the anxiety.

Obviously i do not want this, but i feel its pretty hopeless.",5.250529197080294,5.089584591240875,7.109187956204384,74.59473083941606,68.05109489051095,10.353649635036495,32.45346715328468,10.125756701596842,3.188956934306569,527,21,104,12,8,186,83,137,0.11,0.809,0.081,-0.2849,3,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,6,0,5,8,8,0,0,8,0,16,1,0,0,1,17,25,10,0,5,6,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,3,15,5,19,17,0,9,1,2,0,0,13,7,0,6,3,80,22,9,0.13137128289177838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505756746541793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933697727965402,0.0,0.4019946873327869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281441568418827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008271470666467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543802416774936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676949335794241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992758036864245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590821948363036,0.0,0.0,0.11018799922132357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39109718204579597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092791422216863,0.06418137300110878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821526127400526,0.0,0.13725502966966288,0.0,0.12418832528395612,0.0,0.0,0.13365182352966665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356659157296264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774861863621441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811856037652894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424665523723953,0.2869195757089273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Twixysss,2019/04/15,"My SA is getting worse Hi, i'm 17yo and i feel like nothing is going well since a month. I have the impression of having lost the only friends I had left. I'm still stuck in my room because i can't go out and I lost the taste for doing things...",-1.0878571428571426,0.9432863518518528,1.1852380952380948,100.305,92.88888888888887,3.8264550264550254,16.973544973544975,5.288315135182226,-0.8114677248677253,189,5,46,1,7,63,41,54,0.20600000000000002,0.6609999999999999,0.134,-0.4614,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,4,16,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,4,2,7,4,4,12,0,8,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561937034116831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295561549169604,0.1830487400315997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979604744149056,0.0,0.1338681199051866,0.0,0.2912396086887313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27839156776659085,0.0,0.0,0.12517965176142448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594044432535809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451808096546928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458568782021445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487230731920094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119537611663794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046233473645778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022594510179287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303789956976964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26111737431389226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dumbputa,2019/04/15,"What causes social anxiety? Ever since I can remember I’ve had social anxiety. Even at the age of 3 I was scared to talk to people, I’ve gotten a lot better with talking to people but my social anxiety still exists. I now use drugs and sex to cope with problems in my life. I’m a 23 year old high school dropout, the only thing I do is get high all day. I wanna grow up but I’m scared. I don’t know what caused me to be like this, nothing traumatic has ever happened to me. I had a good childhood. Do you think people can be born anxious?",0.5899999999999999,2.644199140350881,3.0202631578947354,90.32934210526315,83.91228070175438,5.5543859649122815,20.026315789473685,6.816661863887847,0.3744526315789472,418,12,89,5,12,144,75,114,0.145,0.7440000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.2294,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,5,6,0,2,5,0,12,3,0,3,3,17,20,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,12,3,13,14,2,16,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,11,56,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110674556100862,0.15312372129087162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119875760436439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784776537918047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741328657169238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718552585351298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952412017354874,0.2452107444917066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708150275417301,0.0,0.0,0.11368608138899228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985921912299766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864148336107137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449026150456438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957372241341612,0.06621890628947277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152328423096701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300560702095443,0.0,0.1422283814261842,0.0,0.0,0.10308569224475264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281902978139961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969525464745396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354250502080655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714020945641677,0.13717559850746894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212162720445372,0.0,0.0,0.4145035711009792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824390444540907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788682559241215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004798901514606,0.0868497509177606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706464817094095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728451389560386
socialanxiety,TheNotSaneCupofStars,2019/04/15,"Had a not so great Meetup experience, left early without saying anything I've (32F) lived in my current area about a year and a half and want to finally 'put myself out there' and meet new people. It's so hard in your 30s. I've been part of a local book club for several months but that only meets once a month and it's just not enough. I want *friends* here. I signed up for a group pub trivia meetup because a good amount of people around my age had RSVP'd and it seemed like a good activity-based way to socialize.

I was nervous as hell the whole day leading up to it but forced myself to go. I literally told my boyfriend to push me out the door if I started to chicken out.

Basically, I got there and there were just a few people in the pub, and there was no one there with a 'meetup' sign like they said there would be. I left and walked around downtown for several minutes just to calm down. Went back, approached a table of people and asked if they were with meetup; they said no, so I went to the bar to at least get some alchohol in my system before the feeling of self-consciousness crushed me into the floor. 

After getting my beer I looked around and saw another table of people starting to form, so I walked over and asked if they were the group. Finally, yes! 

Things were okay at first. They were nice enough, but as time went on I realized I was in way over my head. We were sitting at a long table and the music was loud, so you could only talk to people immediately in your vicinity. And of those people, three of them worked together and mainly only talked to each other. Another guy sitting next to me seemed as out of his depth as I did and wouldn't talk much, despite my attempts. A lot of the people who showed up seemed more interested in finding a potential date than making friends.

It was just...kind of agonizing. The trivia aspect of things was practically nonexistent, so it was basically trying to talk to these strangers in a loud environment and the minutes crawled by for me. I felt like there was a flashing ""DOES NOT BELONG"" sign over my head. Finally after about 1.5 hours I walked up to the bar, paid my tab, and walked right out the door without saying anything to anyone.

It shook my confidence, honestly. I was really hopeful and things just...didn't go well. It brought me back to every past experience throughout my life where I felt awkward and paralyzed and panicky in social situations. Where I never felt good enough. I've made many wonderful friends throughout my life but those feelings never leave you. Not really.

If nothing else though it was a good learning experience. I learned that loud bar environments are a definite no-go in terms of meeting new people. I learned that I definitely need a more structured environment to feel okay. The whole 'plop down at a table and socialize' thing is out of my depth. And that's okay.

So it was disappointing, but my plan is to find a class I'd like to sign up for and go from there. Somewhere where I can focus on the enjoyment of what I'm doing, and if I meet some cool people in the process, even better.

I can't say I regret going because if I hadn't I would have definitely regretted it. Just....*really* hoping my next attempt goes better.",4.435736170212763,5.964024623999999,5.096650212765958,82.2070995744681,70.76,8.071148936170212,27.53787234042553,8.593345894127513,1.9577002553191487,2550,89,491,43,47,821,275,625,0.07200000000000001,0.759,0.17,0.9966,2,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,1,4,6,8,33,33,1,3,37,5,34,8,2,3,2,97,73,47,0,17,20,0,7,4,3,3,2,8,2,1,25,38,4,0,16,9,1,17,13,7,1,4,36,18,61,26,92,32,19,99,1,3,2,0,38,48,1,15,33,340,86,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363887288231425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04122269247532559,0.0,0.0970298497653669,0.15744729295222756,0.1102298950904699,0.0,0.0,0.09066548040578999,0.0,0.07187681667089653,0.0,0.050166345360567736,0.0,0.0,0.10428177697886633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047070753963085035,0.0,0.0,0.038021084588206924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051591899897822986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492493204791644,0.0,0.0,0.1827487606143936,0.0,0.038939207977401184,0.0,0.049672112981202436,0.0,0.0,0.17300784773074418,0.0,0.0,0.08942822718347906,0.0,0.1698180772401101,0.19374689521251967,0.10776756650469543,0.05014707549100178,0.0,0.0,0.1366454128765434,0.0,0.06160308707926425,0.0,0.16752736749132124,0.1977945589975072,0.04715168278877298,0.06499807308704303,0.0,0.058374698646599985,0.0,0.0,0.05281208174177975,0.0,0.12100963506771127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711119417079395,0.05805877928387025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139253896824112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242481092006221,0.12810951556953734,0.0,0.08328329112896768,0.11520970031509695,0.0,0.05205832705099462,0.052173301699791286,0.04950733463388349,0.0,0.0,0.050121415366325965,0.0,0.05578462712524773,0.03935290664484862,0.05977109591726485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411460443250527,0.0,0.0433386934186764,0.043714370323051865,0.09093942938165353,0.1138781732489105,0.12539857916951574,0.0,0.0,0.056568892906129375,0.0,0.0,0.0627851291420411,0.039949419912282895,0.13451375569057467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384249773557205,0.056279198878755536,0.40871959698164345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926603792583578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710367361942518,0.07553613906094117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050347230414113216,0.11215937221961518,0.14065009806155598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610111975738491,0.06150290127753439,0.13320469205528318,0.0,0.0,0.06626786713489427,0.0,0.18029153183730995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834572759350969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954311756052314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666827511558284,0.0,0.05792296808048684,0.0,0.03437712268100513,0.0,0.0,0.05633400942346905,0.0,0.040026561210299696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695463488229533,0.0935914372822225,0.0,0.0,0.053007606826966334,0.16395557007214895,0.0,0.13164225853546593,0.0,0.1136609929523543,0.06393416047466441,0.04291992726533137,0.0,0.0,0.08375985194754995,0.0,0.0,0.03796507391749275
socialanxiety,yawaworhtayako,2019/04/15,"I can't look at people and it sucks I know how dumb that sounds. When I was around 11 years old there was a bullying incident at school that scarred me. 


These two kids that were always giving me hell thought I was staring at them in class and made a loud, humiliating scene out of it. ""YOU'RE ALWAYS STARING. EVERYTIME WE LOOK UP YOU'RE STARING AT US. LIKE THIS. O_O."" They were being complete assholes. I kind of sunk down in my chair and tried to just ignore them. But that wasn't the end of it. I had offended them SO badly with my own two eyes that they felt the need to get a huge group of their friends together and target me later at recess. They all surrounded me while I was sitting alone by the fence. They leaned down and got in my face with their eyes wide open. Like this O_O. Like they were staring at me. Yes, this was apparently totally necessary. I had offended them THAT much. 


I got up and tried to walk away, and this huge group of boys followed me across the entire playground. Everytime I turned and looked they were there, right behind me like this. O_O. This went on for the entire thirty minute recess, this group of boys harrassing an eleven year old girl who just wanted to be left alone. I went up to a teacher for help, but she didn't give a shit and nonchalantly told them to be nice. It doesn't sound that bad, I mean, they didn't try to physically harm me. But while it was happening I was scared to death. There were a lot of them chasing me & it made me feel targeted and alone.

Recess ended about that time and everyone went in, but I stayed behind and broke down crying at a picnic table. No one came looking for me, no one gave a shit. I went inside after like twenty minutes and my teacher at the time didn't even feel the need to ask where I was or why I was bawling my eyes out. She was constantly defending these two and this time would be no different.


Fast forward to today. I'm a weird, quiet socially anxious 27 year old who tries to avoid looking at anyone in case I might accidentally offend someone. Social settings are hell for me. It's so stupid because I know a mature adult isn't gonna be like ""YOU'RE SO WEIRD WHY ARE YOU STARING AT ME."" But I still feel the fear in the back of my mind so I stare at my food, stare out the window, stare at my phone. Anything to avoid looking at someone and possibly having them thinking I'm staring or looking in their direction just a little too long..",2.9437389770723112,4.847114637860084,3.6121575543797775,89.77518518518521,75.46090534979426,6.686184597295709,23.094062316284536,7.536579438409214,0.8649691945914171,1918,56,399,25,42,605,226,486,0.171,0.747,0.08199999999999999,-0.9931,3,5,0,0,0,0,55.0,2,1,17,0,19,30,10,4,22,1,34,7,6,3,2,59,75,30,1,4,10,0,4,6,1,3,0,4,1,5,27,24,1,4,9,0,0,8,10,21,0,6,34,27,64,9,64,33,5,75,2,1,19,0,42,43,6,4,29,266,91,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308573239203574,0.0,0.0,0.12364718285409325,0.0805040702343454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393790480953979,0.0,0.05195232065174951,0.0,0.06114260817411112,0.0661427946439951,0.06946051447969581,0.0,0.06980734026978028,0.0571321501246664,0.124074872002557,0.04529261922117979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497946038127956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790218600264788,0.08029195558287562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161511312501013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762773549561516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316155770149448,0.0,0.0,0.049074480517690415,0.0,0.0,0.07099687927756172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360820988330711,0.11270500918237053,0.0,0.07133969723530764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984391215110386,0.0,0.057404032254015726,0.0,0.038818708105920564,0.1425507513755144,0.0,0.0,0.1188490705685068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570328646977386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980175554413042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737206568960046,0.08166672579136951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072721881755654,0.0,0.0,0.21779550049567487,0.0744681667423931,0.0,0.06575320379643923,0.4367532876550333,0.0,0.0,0.06316724324083163,0.0,0.14060900255769931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093453334211995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882060867264899,0.07502186723559233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461908385684988,0.11018508727793022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23389620316282764,0.0,0.1006952699354418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051510297566695916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376213957162287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345183444694114,0.0,0.0,0.07438730912032404,0.07519561458305543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253586171737074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514790828443746,0.125908377971317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919396451252576,0.059336113770984425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760847022140532,0.0,0.05898593818018296,0.12997486530098395,0.0,0.07042775718754618,0.07099687927756172,0.0,0.2017794198017576,0.08081711569385516,0.21774105005202266,0.0,0.08937380860837314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043824092960099086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755075530021774,0.13408847215536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052780621847139685,0.0,0.0,0.14354038336357192
socialanxiety,Trizil,2019/04/15,"socially awkward and im tiered... Im socially awkard and im tiered of it - I wanna change things around and make new friends but how.

Im a 23 y/o M from Germany. My Social Anxiety might not be as sever as many other here from what I've read so far, since i don't struggle to live my daily live in terms of going grocery shopping or working my Job but it still makes me feel miserable to know that im alone when it comes down to it.

I only have one Person i would call a friend who is socially awkward as well so the option of connecting with new people via friends falls flat. I can't really hang out with Coworkers for various reasons which kills another simple way to meet people.

So my question is can your recommend or suggest any way to meet new people or build a Social Network for myself?",3.0146295422369067,4.5292060552147255,4.574846625766874,84.59557810287873,74.33742331288343,7.7147711184520995,26.648890986314306,8.384062270229773,1.8296516281264759,629,23,126,11,13,211,107,163,0.1,0.789,0.11199999999999999,0.4666,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,9,9,1,4,4,0,9,0,0,4,0,25,15,16,1,2,6,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,4,2,1,4,3,5,1,1,0,1,12,4,22,12,2,17,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,6,6,76,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140318932187076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658081633783455,0.10266510394428666,0.07489937330850659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715890248138511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997504319434614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357371130931876,0.08433909661148485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950524068097501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269304983042597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564338851060311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287873558242144,0.0,0.09715861017072996,0.0,0.10832072651940408,0.0,0.05380769158254952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172909164674876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070873769769262,0.09926337295311433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386494525668684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836805501627292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634501354137078,0.07446346707400654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363129619336576,0.08548951341773978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967939848115893,0.0,0.09793452313884536,0.0,0.06272238971009668,0.10066575917444873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060820304257672,0.0,0.08099053237960735,0.0,0.0,0.4990245226507503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781894775028095,0.0,0.0,0.10235472880615352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504574319770502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542967050533513,0.0,0.0,0.08803107530603875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127821034361391,0.0,0.0,0.06955105385616421,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheIllestOne,2019/04/15,"Shy/Anxious around own parents and sibling Is anyone else like this?

I can now be myself around a few friends and strangers with no problem. Yayyy. It took a while for me to do that, but i've done it. 

However, a few of the last people i still cannot be myself around is my parents and sibling.

It's like i'm playing a character in a movie when i am with them.  The old me. Let's call him OGquietBob. Whenever i see them i kinda just revert back to OGquietBob, maybe because that's the character that they've known for 20 years, and i feel like it would confuse them if i show them a new character out of no where.  

​

​

*Background: I'm a male in my 20s*",1.5121272158498442,3.7079540656934316,2.7826329509906143,92.54191605839416,81.33576642335767,5.958081334723673,25.114181438998962,7.1686216300943375,1.0646750782064656,525,21,112,7,14,169,82,137,0.068,0.833,0.099,0.5994,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,0,9,7,0,1,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,19,16,8,0,3,3,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,2,18,5,14,10,3,17,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,3,12,79,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31626328948575105,0.3546789678362393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204832984165713,0.14953818149394088,0.0,0.3897667114655889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222290799224753,0.0,0.08896688516877417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902644367591644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149352687683662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191855017096505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379431632416872,0.10426333378981784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275695761439775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896487837371465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923893202369615,0.0,0.2139044684990695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662164535279731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095485626546772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314501572233225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241099133813348,0.0,0.0,0.10118007762471484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139649918060866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629948876458047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655208532863875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215057081025305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036753361531176,0.0,0.3546789678362393,0.09398397224815416
socialanxiety,sadrainbowseas,2019/04/15,"My Social Anxiety is at an all time low. I'm a 14 year old boy finishing up my Freshman year of high school. I've always been really shy, but recently I have been experiencing debilitating anxiety. I never felt like this previously. I get incredibly anxious even leaving my house. I used to be able to eat in my school cafeteria. Now I can't go in there without having an anxiety attack.

I always feel like people are staring at me and judging me. I'm so self-conscious now. I just feel really uncomfortable in public.

I don't know what happened. I just hit a brick wall of crippling anxiety.

I just feel like I'm doomed to have Social Anxiety forever. Can I recover from this?",2.4454220779220783,4.981454083333336,5.161385281385282,74.85136363636366,80.13636363636364,8.922943722943723,27.61038961038961,9.424239791934726,3.1487298701298703,537,24,97,17,14,191,84,132,0.27699999999999997,0.723,0.0,-0.9867,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,4,0,11,2,0,1,2,14,24,3,0,0,5,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,6,17,3,13,19,1,19,1,2,1,0,4,9,0,0,12,60,20,3,0.1374592906862587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287542829703104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257799056618203,0.15528987224394974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637978742313433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406551711215829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907905650888277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851064268159286,0.1964018894638564,0.1319824755541658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718168059605708,0.0,0.07812128264759778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155479678757967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523328764878754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860956581429705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554403129015261,0.0,0.0,0.1455495412820137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146699827702005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601707907371392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424040243366648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529696442304968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611988291983807,0.0,0.13572446634028978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782322815515601,0.0,0.0,0.14340001894312804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802448723959588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015361781749103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872069268886085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250585097532624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703855284415193
socialanxiety,ali_6385,2019/04/15,I always discard my comments i make on other posts even though I'm half way through typing them out. Because I feel like my thoughts and opinions are stupid and don't matter.,6.6026470588235275,6.842855735294122,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705884,65.17647058823529,6.8000000000000025,34.64705882352941,3.1291,1.7556352941176472,141,6,26,0,2,42,29,34,0.191,0.736,0.07400000000000001,-0.4541,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,6,1,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,17,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370841044597537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469513924441603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675714389167045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048358682688204,0.2894107780824373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791636047376399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27041417644210763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879835489250084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980186737392543,0.3216122144998332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215575873862203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lilyisca,2019/04/15,"Trying to change Mandatory Attendance Policy Hey y’all,
I’m trying to change attendance policies at my school, especially for large lectures that are prerequisites for a major. 

If anyone has suggestions of what would have helped them get through these types of lectures, please leave them below.

Also, would something like matching you with a note taking peer in the same class who you could go to and discuss the lecture with you one on one later on help? Would having a service of peers who agree to sit in class with you help at all, even if they weren’t in the class at all? (Ideas that have been floated by me)",8.344898550724642,7.862177417391307,7.173695652173915,77.76865942028984,61.78260869565217,10.10144927536232,33.07971014492754,9.2995712137729,2.7528840579710154,493,16,90,7,6,149,78,115,0.01,0.868,0.122,0.9034,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,0,2,14,15,4,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,10,1,23,9,4,14,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,2,2,66,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817359746781606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830024638655028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184738493074978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792022499723754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306392604169452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333776870996424,0.0,0.11240932995537857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977259326915577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232822549135503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943238329340172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663081777855584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680569504369738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711540555388265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017531254736026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226937352373526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871441050112322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685745614847572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215157040717645,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GlitchTheHunter,2019/04/15,Best topics to discuss in a business lunch? The first job of my life (an office one). Got invited in a business lunch tomorrow. I'm 20yo where all the others are basically at least 10+ years of me. I don't talk in general but would start to conversate with my colleagues to make a good impression.,3.2301694915254235,5.111544898305088,4.812000000000001,81.58003389830509,74.59322033898306,8.787796610169492,28.749152542372883,9.3871,2.7145701694915254,235,10,46,6,5,79,47,59,0.0,0.848,0.152,0.8316,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,6,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,10,5,3,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,31,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801028032479208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080840948501681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037931777595364,0.28968156907271675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594240648894539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558300470404807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417689267956781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454336719131991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563644944732489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911197673889827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572939490427053,0.0,0.0,0.2332426232091889
socialanxiety,matimats,2019/04/15,"Books on social anxiety? Do you guys can recommend any good books or other sources on social anxiety? I just wanna learn more about the science of it, possible roots of the problem and some self-help guidance would be nice.",5.966504065040648,7.704842073170737,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113823,67.29268292682927,9.369105691056909,33.178861788617894,9.725611199111238,3.4359203252032517,179,8,30,4,3,56,35,41,0.128,0.6920000000000001,0.18,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,21,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953967661393945,0.0,0.4264412416768149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337777522264917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27597737583212223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868206522886348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142157817709013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666981281743781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29076654259738305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5682414355854079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19799523317897486,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,someoneunknown209,2019/04/15,"Having SA + Depression and unsupporting friends As you read in the title, having those two while still doing school (im in high school btw)is insanely hard. I have a chair mate who rarely or maybe never acknowledged me that im there next to her and its driving my SA and depression went through the roof as i would convince myself that im not a good friend and dont matter to anyone
I tried to get help by telling my group of friends(?) about my problem with my chair mate and that i have anxiety. They just said things like, ""just dont care"" or, ""just tell her (my chair mate) things that you dont like about her. She would appreciate more if you just tell her"" the problem is, thats the problem. Not the solution. 
I also stated that i cant stand being alone in class, especially sitted exactly in the front row of the class doesnt make it any better. I cant even stay for 3 hours in school and its insane. Though, when i tell them this, they just kept silence and didnt do anything (one of them also acted like she's sick and tired of hearing me and my thoughts and concerns. I feel this, because i heard her say ""psh, just do it, will you."" Which is really hurtful for me). It made me feel more unwanted than i already was. one of them also said that they hate me but didnt tell me why. Which makes everything worse like, 1 million times more (especially when she's sitting right behind me)
I told them that i cant even eat in class when break comes because im afraid people will judge me the way i eat, i cant go out in class on my own because im afraid people will know that im alone, i cant stay in class without someone beside me/talking to me, i cant go to the toilet alone (even if i can, i have to push mysrlf so hard its tiring), i cant speak in a group conversation, i cant start a conversation,everything just freaks me out. Especially when ceremony comes (we always do this every monday) i cant stop thinking about it, its insanely difficult to stay stable in class especially with that kind of enviroment
Im not really alone, i have a boyfriend that i could talk to, but he doesnt understand what im going through and cannot come and comfort me in class because his friends doesnt like it and usually tease us (well its feels like a mock to me really) when we're just chatting like normal people would do. 
Everything i do in class has so much pressure. even if its just sitting in my desk, i still feel very pressured and scared of what other people are thinking about me. 

Thank you for taking your time and reading this :')
Im really grateful that you're doing it",5.532288081580624,5.279424921606123,5.987202676864246,83.18796781389423,67.47036328871893,9.191306564690887,29.28801784576163,8.745826893841286,1.9618227405991084,2026,62,430,29,30,655,219,523,0.12,0.7709999999999999,0.109,0.0962,0,4,0,0,0,0,65.0,2,6,7,1,33,35,3,5,15,0,45,5,0,3,2,70,76,36,0,12,20,0,6,7,7,6,3,6,0,0,37,23,2,2,10,3,0,11,23,16,1,4,11,12,72,19,49,57,5,56,0,3,0,0,52,18,0,5,24,282,109,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288782754362992,0.06096679895293791,0.13254380188262407,0.045970201681739965,0.0,0.0,0.037570076746239474,0.0,0.042264053795429225,0.0,0.0,0.03863021547387058,0.0,0.04546384259200198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471303055881698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886177094209692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056328331729925574,0.0,0.0,0.1427720403572802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04411049494644057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951688832633274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424836670215095,0.0,0.0,0.1130636156854474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596135324729168,0.0,0.04654825563989652,0.0,0.14895820492126746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173883373781288,0.039468701316075855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170735790603569,0.0,0.02886444801188105,0.0,0.09419498701352977,0.046338836541344575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898150629194216,0.05454529734110738,0.0,0.0,0.062267752574706375,0.0,0.03703111860089739,0.058371834069515,0.0,0.0,0.054407488186956114,0.0,0.059143406008601365,0.0,0.5370893410485517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057531589190849414,0.030362485975492886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893737262318225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05227635645749568,0.07375603930401,0.0,0.0555033655318079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040613142048438286,0.0,0.042610144329932764,0.0,0.05875615883575727,0.0,0.054130650161224536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487403692475257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320616050729935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859269134449233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105245550539146,0.0,0.14157140898717402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471809152343449,0.10510571862454668,0.04393489174917544,0.0553122121166067,0.16773973275450216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681088072659294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03910434227658492,0.17665889848440725,0.0882411731218031,0.046189239029464216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04153911415075195,0.08881141712583343,0.2414429938071238,0.05086431581944968,0.0,0.0,0.07340773809543358,0.07080051246843794,0.054280218090428385,0.04386020630537788,0.06443032110693894,0.12699734992911696,0.0,0.05279118834458125,0.0,0.037509308378084895,0.0,0.053968610548379925,0.05751441561677367,0.06645573173535722,0.0,0.06084712520395536,0.04558483059108538,0.0,0.043852756474914656,0.0,0.0,0.049673981744535474,0.05121482545743858,0.0498521192791916,0.0,0.0,0.05325645154488241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056301745936376685,0.11773834753989333,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nova__Bean,2019/04/15,"New job anxiety and not fitting in Anxiety rant time. I recently started a new job and trying to be social and fit in with my coworkers has been super tough for me. For the past 5 months before starting this job, I was unemployed and basically isolated (I have no friends) so I feel like any progress I've made in my social skills in the past dropped way down. Now I'm working in a space with the same 1-3 people all day who I'm struggling to make connections with.

One thing that I can't get out of my head is the feeling that I'm ruining the boys club that these guys had before I started. I'm the only girl that works in this department and the only stories I've heard of other ladies who previously in this department have been negative. Although they are all very nice to me and I don't think they disrespect women or anything. I'm certainly no girly girl and I'm doing my best to match their vibe but its hard to fight past the feeling that I don't quite fit in. I'm also nervous that if I show any sort of weakness, whether physical, emotional, or intellectual, that I'll be ""that girl"" on the team that can't do the job/handle the stress/is too airheaded for this. So I have these huge walls up which is certainly not helping anything.

I've also rediscovered how terrible I am at making conversation. First of all, I'm a bit of a workaholic and I have been really focused on learning my new job. So throughout the day when my coworkers are chatting about random things, I'm too busy thinking about my next task to jump in and talk. If I'm ever not super focused, I can't start conversations because it feels like I am literally incapable of coming up with conversation starters. My mind actually goes blank. If they try to include me in conversations, all I can think to respond is in sound bytes like ""oh thats cool"" ""oh that sucks"" ""that makes sense"" which basically kills the conversation or makes it seem like I'm not interested.  And that is aside from the fact that all my coworkers seem to have the same hobby/sport they talk about all the time, which is something I can't relate to. I'm filled with anxiety over the chance they will find out I'm not a sporty person like them at all and in fact watch dumb youtube/TV, browse reddit, and play video games by myself and further solidify me not fitting in.

I'm hoping that things will get better for me somehow because I really like this job aside from my anxiety over finding my place/making connections with my coworkers. But right now all I can do is rethink every conversation I've had at work and worry over them and I hate it. This is mostly a vent. But does anyone have any tips or advice?",5.6979992884250485,5.9889721935483875,6.327309653700192,79.03155271584444,67.10246679316887,9.775355787476279,31.26950901328273,9.673873057562805,2.734286574952561,2114,78,420,42,32,692,237,527,0.114,0.738,0.14800000000000002,0.9664,8,0,1,0,1,0,50.0,0,0,8,12,16,29,5,2,23,1,39,2,1,6,13,81,78,34,1,4,17,0,5,6,1,2,1,2,0,7,36,24,0,0,13,7,0,5,15,11,0,2,8,9,45,18,58,66,13,65,0,1,1,0,35,35,2,14,29,264,81,11,0.0,0.0,0.07418059154571513,0.0,0.0,0.07428189632882799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157983874936835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508033672479113,0.0,0.2326079426887125,0.0,0.0,0.05315211237481016,0.0,0.1251092825032408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267722236052084,0.0,0.12936793139528532,0.0,0.07977403872116154,0.06722992114044116,0.08298971800604396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548100098987737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804798470425848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652206094108086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550770050036641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687607692954211,0.06404670759076334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374377218992458,0.10861160477134074,0.0,0.0,0.1389543831627693,0.06465911932757039,0.0,0.0,0.05872972631165654,0.0,0.07943038191967124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526773133916345,0.0,0.0,0.06809535076261575,0.07505000265279352,0.0780142845521756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095188191666089,0.0,0.0,0.07550097991100578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526045431626069,0.0,0.0841003743864557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282529003224225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192811996748719,0.20296491962667573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767544292122013,0.0,0.060675197694832476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025000423688545,0.08084381406732684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051510367930409376,0.11562709483702825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769744697960405,0.052699881167536114,0.06637418632213396,0.07942047763608476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085230867224262,0.0,0.0,0.09739551471873432,0.0,0.07505656965008735,0.0,0.0,0.06491719701068044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840411276985445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497735486636516,0.0,0.058520784049467936,0.0,0.0,0.21521789299197264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707600189533009,0.07946836482194054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221974655158573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150483746595744,0.14612383397635906,0.0,0.0,0.0886510112825418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321966624089432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272111114168959,0.0,0.06033791454454718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602152795995062,0.07719787648958815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheOneThatGoesThere,2019/04/15,Liking people who are also shy/socially anxious? I don't know what people here think about dating someone who also has social anxiety but I'm male and I like shy girls because I think they are cute and because I can relate with them. They're also generally nicer because they know what it's like. I'm curious about how people here feel about this. Are you interested in dating people that are shy or have social anxiety?,4.1260846560846565,6.323126617283955,5.3845855379188725,77.06777777777779,72.95061728395062,7.591534391534393,25.151675485008816,8.418075326091056,1.9533231040564367,340,11,57,6,7,113,49,81,0.10800000000000001,0.642,0.251,0.9447,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,3,0,9,5,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,12,15,8,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,5,15,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,5,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341530087891252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27687550618414136,0.204438974939017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309438090058987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915013568661994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989072963555296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652311191749299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018334664051423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689421184824088,0.15333108318046115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319101691318993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Edotcon,2019/10/25,Worried I might die from irrational thinking I’m currently experiencing anaphylaxis but am too scared to tell anyone. I took some Zyrtec that I have. It’s been about 45minutes since onset of symptoms so maybe I’m out of the woods.,4.537558139534884,7.154146418604653,5.0676162790697665,77.87723837209303,73.18604651162791,8.020930232558143,29.3546511627907,8.841846274778883,2.625888372093024,188,8,33,4,4,60,37,43,0.225,0.775,0.0,-0.8225,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,8,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213893342336152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297160689336231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31916618298394944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370229803532901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180669756600413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627996436672421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33020556299143605,0.0,0.0,0.2776784362651854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356539735332702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35296956755361986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226335357100989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gsggsyagga123,2019/10/25,"How to motivate yourself to talk in school when you’re known to be a “quiet” person I don’t want to get super into it but my freshman year of school I was forced to go to a small Christian school by my parents. Stupidly, I was upset all year and rarely talked to anyone in my grade other than a select few people. This year I went in wanting to change, to start making new friends, but I find it hard to force myself to talk in front of the people who I’m not friends with. I’m not even “nervous” I guess, it’s just I never find the strengthen you actually say something. My stigma just weighs on me when I think about socializing  with them. I narrow my problem down to my stigma because during the summer, I traveled out of town  to a educational program for about a month, meeting completely new people there. Even during  my first day there I found I was way more bold and outgoing than I’d ever been at home. On the first day I made a string of funny jokes in front of all the kids there, something I’d never done at school. I made many new friends there and found myself there. How can I replicate this in an environment that already judges me as too quiet?",6.0076758005942565,5.613570137339057,6.289270386266098,81.89457906899969,66.5107296137339,8.370947507428195,29.511059755694948,7.321109707123232,1.6237127104654996,914,27,184,7,13,294,128,233,0.079,0.782,0.139,0.9255,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,4,17,10,1,2,12,0,8,1,0,6,5,34,23,10,0,3,6,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,8,7,1,0,7,2,0,5,5,4,0,2,10,4,28,6,40,12,4,40,1,0,0,0,15,16,0,1,18,126,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.10400886031458828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761611683414565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452475797540681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497152472085024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274984374037615,0.0,0.11174941724969796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374734136347173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907060330994137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140793086332575,0.09640970905932587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948284143780337,0.18131754331080213,0.0,0.2337237795438216,0.2470354484770588,0.0,0.055684804648168704,0.0,0.060573124979746436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741231826807726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547672346582817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691064478028907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017013244705368,0.07114445144725977,0.10805763014692084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507290155151621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644055387489776,0.3088132818520901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834692880154347,0.0,0.0,0.22167204917360664,0.09306347293575946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198477878981456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475844967775772,0.0,0.4314675384900606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864713881586208,0.0,0.16410438166835786,0.0,0.0,0.07543943537982978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570002245224006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829357526900222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572989542607202,0.08459999569658153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880277459363314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590634250150808
socialanxiety,GentleErroneousness,2019/10/25,Finally coming to an understanding that I’ve most likely dealt with social anxiety for a long time and it’s starting to make some more things clear in my life. Would love any help that this community can offer. Haven’t really told anybody or talked about this with anyone. Any input or advice from someone who has dealt with social anxiety no matter how big or how small. Would love to hear everyone’s input. Thank you I’m advanced.,4.5308013937282245,6.7703775853658525,5.095644599303134,79.39378048780492,71.92682926829268,8.10034843205575,23.90940766550523,8.841846274778883,1.8846041811846688,350,10,61,7,7,112,64,82,0.061,0.7240000000000001,0.215,0.9322,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,3,1,18,15,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,10,12,3,9,0,0,0,2,11,3,0,5,5,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863088534533021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593080427963789,0.0,0.29170579406470304,0.0,0.0,0.13331255130233954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164235040034432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821819505319293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208856589714094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148854946256193,0.0,0.1277940813352268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466742896408168,0.09314589951260956,0.0,0.0,0.16872638689549674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441526929219936,0.0,0.1272657381399279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221404378155292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887037720275927,0.16154395883690242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134948758942792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324372976678693,0.0,0.17553232952390194,0.0,0.0,0.12666474585749524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117425029385156,0.0,0.0,0.1821819505319293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984817684416344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708760367003641,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,uhsnakes,2019/10/25,"Depersonalization? I most often feel like i am the main character in a movie, and sometimes when i try to get into reality it really freaks me out and makes me feel exposed and lonely and scared so i go back inside my unreal mind where i am just in a movie and im not a nobody...",2.0731034482758623,3.7486980344827607,5.0064137931034525,79.82996551724139,77.27586206896551,8.088275862068969,20.220689655172414,8.841846274778883,1.2572786206896551,218,5,46,5,5,79,42,58,0.152,0.7979999999999999,0.05,-0.5617,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,15,7,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,5,7,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,2,3,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646378964749824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480354054839949,0.2458680658632766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980946340389725,0.0,0.1955941332311669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37175199891476496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681392554721043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297295594322805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475036225930677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22047779220340025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445643296651926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403831690329967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336621372194127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheSpikyBoy,2019/10/25,"I have a dope idea for people with social anxiety Let’s make one bigass group chat on Snapchat so we can have some form of social interaction in our lives and discuss how we can better cope with our social anxiety. You probably already clicked off this post, but if you are interested message me and I’ll invite you. I think it will be a good way to discuss our ideas that too often get kept in our head because we are scared of what people are gonna say. 

In hindsight a group chat full of anxious introverts sounds like a terrible idea but I think we can make it work.",5.470225563909775,5.798681912280703,5.8737092731829605,81.95763157894739,67.59649122807018,8.970426065162908,30.32080200501253,8.841846274778883,2.2462170426065167,454,16,91,7,7,146,77,114,0.10800000000000001,0.772,0.11900000000000001,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,8,3,0,2,4,6,0,1,4,0,11,1,1,3,0,22,18,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,15,4,12,13,3,8,0,0,1,0,23,6,0,3,1,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112587894151093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23725940930430314,0.17518729302312924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453049100153424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714863897577462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101875317429089,0.0,0.0,0.13006709009580486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914867614746506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251724550917959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857169208500202,0.0,0.07576037756924976,0.0,0.1369314737290408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070236139982731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508084398967772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150148878269294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851617161337502,0.0,0.16719391321045293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233195295784097,0.1552541887915126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474229322259357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872783439103295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308898654119317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289430962750804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mriduladvani,2019/10/25,"23 year old socially awkward guy attending his first party ever. Help!! Hey guys. Attending my first ever party on the occasion of halloween today. A little background: I am kinda socially awkward but not that much. What that means is that once i start talking to somebody and the conversation starts progressing, i dont have a problem in continuining it for a long time. The problem lies in the initiation of it. During a social interaction i often feel the dilemma of starting the conversation and a constant fear of --what am i going to talk about--. This has really messed up my social circle (considering this is the first party ever i am going to at the age of 23, never asked someone out, dont have more than a couple of friends.)
I realize my social anxiety is not at an enhanced level as compared to other posts here, but the anxiety is messing me up to the point that i am considering not going to the party. Any leads or help for dealing with this situation would be appreciated.",5.363711180124227,7.1930023586956535,6.9150621118012445,68.89391304347828,68.8913043478261,9.387577639751552,32.70807453416149,9.784248007369934,3.6189531055900623,790,36,126,19,14,271,107,184,0.102,0.7609999999999999,0.136,0.828,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,5,6,8,0,3,18,0,15,0,0,1,4,23,24,6,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0,3,0,0,6,6,7,0,3,0,1,13,1,26,22,2,35,0,0,0,0,19,11,0,3,17,103,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303950664947118,0.0,0.1643300150316485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040975869304594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606732177928165,0.0,0.0,0.11884227882151804,0.0,0.0,0.11073048101711952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517571801839307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914636049300972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086118627287727,0.05430751010253152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27407750384308105,0.0,0.0,0.0829813178006105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312327192704492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126969058647371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14398344999698875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764865058842772,0.0,0.09505059638487216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169962103461249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789554910611073,0.0,0.0828378377063753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112704133634869,0.11438348301955548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153303018043787,0.0,0.10286489705606024,0.0,0.0,0.20554535128674387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688067922906805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072842022858538,0.0,0.5474325330506168,0.09100443571598003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22806675804991844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265714242546898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262908243045932,0.0,0.10180797187387763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629787287120325,0.0,0.0,0.06916569969862336
socialanxiety,fruitsinthebasket,2019/10/25,"I was able to give someone my number!! Okie doke, so I’m a twenty year old gal and lately I’ve been sulking about how much anxiety has impacted my social life. I’ve been dealing with social anxiety for many years, but this year I have been making a bit of progress and I was actually able to make a few friends (which is totally new for me!)

But when it comes to romantic relationships, my anxiety triples. There were many times where I was close to approaching someone, but I’d get super down on myself and would convince myself that no one wanted me.

However! Today I decided that enough was enough and that I wasn’t going to let anxiety rule my life anymore. There’s this guy I’ve been interested in, so I up and gave him my number! My heart is still pounding like crazy and he has yet to text back, but either way, I’m proud of myself for being bold. 

Sorry if this post is weird but I’m just so happy that I finally put myself out into the dating world after many years of feeling sorry for myself.",4.283944562899791,5.277505557213927,5.566499644633971,80.7251865671642,70.54228855721394,8.528926794598437,26.794953802416487,8.841846274778883,1.9810864250177684,791,25,154,14,14,265,120,201,0.087,0.708,0.205,0.9865,1,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,3,13,9,0,0,4,0,19,3,1,3,1,27,31,17,0,3,8,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,11,1,22,8,22,17,8,31,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,1,17,109,31,0,0.2325289260772835,0.0,0.11345734457529286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557679839789259,0.0,0.11530310614116658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940019549970557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693068140627406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001515401486812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986355623739925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402645395378406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878680586858024,0.0,0.0,0.12736203629677556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982563573718427,0.0,0.060743383298941925,0.111531467079328,0.06607577366046226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512009748109525,0.0,0.12376568283353966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377739484923544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311513784311438,0.0,0.0,0.11888829061538295,0.16424205718570534,0.05680094389581156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521486377328922,0.3536217512763912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546775789397447,0.0,0.0,0.11228894289244606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219999961712611,0.0,0.0787838091029371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134921712502197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687789781400247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482452254285115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370339570776352,0.1970210044803961,0.0,0.0,0.2602970953199453,0.0,0.0,0.09284895036758874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779474337187665,0.0,0.11020511651379383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685757926085581,0.09228531909477193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259093875224377,0.0,0.0,0.2994820092669249
socialanxiety,kier118,2019/10/25,"New to this!! Good morning all! 

I’ve known about my anxiety for a long time now I just never figured out what exactly I have, so maybe someone will read this and point me in the right direction and I can finally get a grip on what exactly is going on with me. 

For starters, I’m completely new to social anxiety, I read little things here and there about it and it sounds like something I’ve been going through lately. But what I don’t understand is I love being in public and around people. It’s just getting me there is the hard part, but once I’m there and everything is going fine, I’m fine. But if I’m having a bad time or experience, my anxiety is terrible and often horrendous to deal with. 

I can’t handle posting things on a social media site, I start impatiently waiting for people to comment or like the things I do, it takes up so much space in my head that I end up deleting the things I post/share within the hour just to avoid the anxiety it brings. If I see something I like and feel confident enough to share it, I end up saving it to my phone and go on about my day. 

My mind is constantly on high alert, I often think about the worst case scenario happening (ie. Death, a car accident, someone making fun of me, etc) I end up working myself up to the point I feel like my heart is going to beat out of my chest and I start to panic (possibly a panic disorder? Help!!) and there’s times I get so worked up I end up gagging or throwing up. 

While I’m feeling vulnerable and completely lost, I also have to know what’s going on, if I’m out with a group of people I have to know the places we’re going. If we go out to eat, I hardly finish my meal because I end up gagging in public and I just want to go home. I seriously can’t leave my house anymore without gagging or feeling panicked. (OCD or agoraphobia??) 

I would love feedback or some guidance into the right direction, it’s getting out of hand and I don’t know what else to do. Thank you for any help!",3.0284310124560823,4.327624240099008,4.6514915362504015,84.92557489619931,73.92574257425744,7.787160651549027,26.398594698179487,8.360895534625662,1.6928054295752155,1539,54,320,26,31,519,180,404,0.161,0.7090000000000001,0.13,-0.9498,0,1,2,0,0,0,46.0,1,1,0,4,21,21,0,3,17,0,22,8,4,1,4,68,63,32,1,6,18,0,8,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,20,25,2,2,11,2,0,12,6,8,0,0,2,10,45,13,59,58,7,72,0,1,1,2,15,36,0,13,27,215,65,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011812653908045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051122178385532346,0.0,0.2300373791641971,0.0,0.07455427565336054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692247415429489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276872227338226,0.045826520568479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764096625749652,0.08123842288814775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04848222544120672,0.0775030344939217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615807494318692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692369607101297,0.06279980395503207,0.0,0.33291759512481184,0.0776767830022774,0.08384098148186388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756323634372079,0.07353643877360233,0.0,0.0,0.15204474107196436,0.0537056658934743,0.0,0.08235150534642002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710518455738925,0.0,0.3845176810513624,0.06305396403220705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647778513581247,0.0,0.13468565038350228,0.0,0.07715214428326242,0.0,0.0,0.08908378340801362,0.1007776195783454,0.07942744791680867,0.07540754019646709,0.0,0.07403310180570014,0.0867428757674886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394409796536307,0.0,0.08480167054565327,0.07960040564150271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690855677017953,0.07534598425964709,0.0,0.06652829087905472,0.0,0.0,0.08206335679643427,0.0,0.13569833908495474,0.0,0.050180485706451804,0.0,0.07552427887969386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590621167587268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05526292391204776,0.0,0.05798027547777471,0.1452106726592159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005986200519555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640540249192227,0.0,0.0814081555397235,0.0,0.1563524754045242,0.0,0.07854279744790596,0.0,0.1421310170075078,0.0847495127891347,0.14399543091512398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039245348396493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839958679319366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990544576066869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326469135651033,0.12739256355808715,0.11574813511324528,0.0,0.0,0.10641975394487772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652290832236024,0.0,0.0,0.06921185294198885,0.0,0.0,0.1997740652562719,0.04816967040878987,0.0,0.0,0.13150698591781906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826074550658599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434068358077624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246686863184149,0.0,0.10945787644592404,0.0,0.0,0.05340279043884482,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lizzer358,2019/10/25,"Social Anxiety in meetings How do you guys manage social anxiety at work? I am great with 1:1 conversations but when I’m in a meeting with even 3 people, I go silent. It’s like I have a boulder on my chest and I can’t breathe.  And then when I muster up the courage to contribute, it comes out in a less than articulate way. Help!",0.6902941176470598,3.0271859705882385,2.8220588235294137,89.96926470588238,86.35294117647058,6.341176470588236,23.20588235294117,7.645422480735847,1.1834058823529403,258,10,56,5,8,87,53,68,0.040999999999999995,0.75,0.209,0.9223,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,4,2,2,1,0,8,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,11,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323467628988565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434181608943321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664181768464155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605970640114182,0.0,0.0,0.3115461031977195,0.0,0.2797992159603693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894078160499727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805460484835747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590580411460976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5761106600626132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429932298841224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057220384231525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alphazeta09,2019/10/25,"Goddamn, found my people Stumbled onto this sub searching for something completely random. 

And I relate to so much here. 

Overanalyzing everything, constantly noticing everyone around me, having imaginary conversations for the worst possible routes that a conversation can take, rehearsing conversations for something as simple as making a call to customer service (really telephonic conversations are the worst, and I frequently come off as a bumbling idiot haha), figuring out what I want to order before calling the waiter cause I don't want to waste their time.... Haha, the list goes on.

I had figured this was called ""social anxiety"" a while back, but I probably would never have looked for this sub myself (in accordance with my policy of not feeding this demon) , but totally glad I found it :).

It's funny, I was a super confident, super socially comfortable kid growing up, literally the guy who would do the stupid dares, go talk to strangers and so on. But I also was abrasive, egoistic (so I've been told, repeatedly), thought I was the smartest guy in the room and generally tended to either not get along well with people by just being weird or actively destroying them in conversations/debates. Not a very nice guy, but okay, I wasn't the worst either. 

Anyway at some point, I think I decided I could ""think my problems away"". So think about every action, think about every conversation, think about what the other guy is thinking, think about how they perceive me (Hmm, that's kinda narcissistic really :P). And now here I am, in the hell of social anxiety. Glad to see other people here though :)

It doesn't really affect me in academic/professional situations, the ""old me"" takes over in those situations. It doesn't affect me if someone is an asshole to me, then I get into a very liberating ""FU"" mode. It doesn't affect me with people I have become comfortable with.

But all the other time, I'm constantly thinking about what people are thinking. And all these people are people I'll probably never meet or talk to again, and have no consequence in my life whatsoever. It's so strange. \*sigh\* 

Anyway cheers, and please keep the memes coming :)",7.14755299818292,8.708893083989505,7.5307742782152225,67.17079497274379,64.35433070866142,10.795921663638198,33.026549565919645,10.80991298281133,4.079243811831214,1719,70,264,47,26,562,206,381,0.11900000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.162,0.9677,0,0,2,0,0,0,78.0,0,0,3,2,24,22,4,0,22,3,27,2,0,6,5,70,55,29,0,7,14,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,21,18,1,1,16,0,0,5,11,9,2,0,11,2,32,12,47,40,10,40,2,0,2,0,25,20,1,6,14,201,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623597123687349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119307317314785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941776930711649,0.0,0.0,0.07326376015518014,0.059960974414825376,0.0,0.0,0.08612158818602493,0.06635431560473372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388755808306446,0.0,0.0,0.08010582883265721,0.0,0.1343438658695149,0.08175941167225609,0.1685350151855225,0.0,0.062259820638127676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314012028510022,0.07451219764362373,0.07008242318323794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709997168631372,0.0,0.0,0.08148153214876991,0.0,0.04431721599431869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088455536864632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693112450300143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055078815732471184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548265143563754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205153312859059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057323476931210635,0.0,0.12028429726610533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887795147234595,0.08182575673515023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784253418486778,0.0,0.0,0.08559743508341341,0.07371528230759404,0.08790951323949385,0.0,0.0,0.1681489245462633,0.07461529302429498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986587446588584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213910149924124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530314152713372,0.0,0.23846905965362866,0.06607128397650501,0.12006396121122112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726088313598568,0.12535300063139546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496916767146082,0.07661389078975245,0.06190655038080582,0.0909402680846293,0.0,0.0,0.07451219764362373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286815475485581,0.0919879721312615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701124119679815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107879717206213,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MermaidZombie,2019/10/25,"Had a super fun and positive night out socializing confidently with a lot of different friends and coworkers, and yet here I am lingering anxiously on one tiny, tiny thing that was said I'm going to guess this is relatable for many here. Shit sucks.

I had such a good night talking and having fun with a decent number of people I'm getting to know, and really was super outgoing and chatty. And yet there was one tiny drunk comment made by a friend about me that I'm not even sure I understood correctly, it's entirely possible I misheard or misunderstood, and yet I'm awake and anxious.

Of all of the positive and happy moments tonight, my mind chooses to zero in on the MAYBE negative things that almost definitely mean nothing, and freak out about them.

Why am I like this? How do I stop it? I'm sick of this",5.116363636363637,6.3571801847133775,6.210758540822238,75.95582513028374,68.80891719745223,10.295078170237408,31.47017950202664,10.436869588844218,3.4610178343949034,647,27,120,18,11,216,99,157,0.13699999999999998,0.603,0.259,0.9752,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,11,13,2,0,7,0,10,3,1,2,3,31,24,13,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,10,15,1,1,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,3,8,1,9,10,19,16,2,14,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,4,9,83,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661464306269279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748881700432271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335266927727352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095895962547783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563811028359683,0.0,0.08668714377784179,0.0,0.0942970210162198,0.1391670952482443,0.0,0.0,0.1827812556639589,0.0,0.0,0.17662653872525896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911861257879198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106087153527237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106053921028655,0.0,0.15699894993825358,0.0,0.16821837447439145,0.16669046385468664,0.1807371721201308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675334319160935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114122052429721,0.0,0.15920616921023106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486542619667715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502908749615355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705157874837855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106293571599319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782935704381226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031605147562826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913609023303824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387178165710341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637906491539233,0.0,0.0,0.13336142929759226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204617647309828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971836044834774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CrematedCreep,2019/10/25,"Feeling weird/almost sick after meeting someone So about a month ago I added this guy on facebook, we started talking and found out we had similiar interests. He asked me if I'd want to come hang with him, do some street racing and just drive around. I was really skeptical at first, since it happened after just a month of talking. I don't have friends that I hang out with irl anymore, so I thought id make it weird and awkward, but honestly from my perspective it was great. However after coming home I started feeling dizzy and kind of sick so I went to bed. It's currently the next day and I still feel weird and sick.",3.6365853658536547,5.408737414634151,4.364723577235772,85.67732926829271,73.22764227642277,7.5216260162601625,29.37317073170732,8.238735603445708,2.075706341463416,494,21,97,8,10,158,84,123,0.16699999999999998,0.718,0.114,-0.7072,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,1,8,9,1,1,3,0,6,3,0,1,0,27,20,11,0,2,4,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,2,1,6,15,0,0,5,0,0,6,1,4,0,1,6,3,13,5,16,14,1,25,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,13,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994472878106564,0.0,0.18067957528233305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894302236239545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062539249684246,0.16868235552164818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108575282700963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636563933155855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737000520422074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347790741162415,0.0,0.19783764958271652,0.1394036230451261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989302096984138,0.0,0.17865900466462792,0.15955806273900816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099100331157755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878952724416195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204417546442988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880429696795689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189465522053809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559127270649043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925768546455792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288197859749536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554256243934214,0.0,0.14409561336197566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29005361491802745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324522456274147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642522999552603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672650402625413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,account0123987,2019/10/25,Im so awkward i hate how awkward i am. it makes it so hard to make friends. someone has to be super outgoing or funny for me to be comfortable with them and those are the ppl that already have alot of fun friends. i feel like i always have to act like someone im not and i just feel so uncomfortable. im in college rn and everything i say just makes me cringe so much i cant relax or be myself. help? advice?,-0.4097727272727276,1.7484293863636395,2.145909090909093,93.92636363636365,90.36363636363636,5.0181818181818185,21.63636363636364,6.574015621080383,0.4353272727272732,318,12,72,4,11,109,56,88,0.147,0.573,0.28,0.9348,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,1,2,2,0,9,0,0,4,0,16,15,10,0,0,5,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,4,11,8,8,12,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804353732639483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037630776420318,0.0,0.15364148906238184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594924229836233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672662043585014,0.13191219137002405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853163586945403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540786705284585,0.1823011515776521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376530872927405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5983528684481911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041885648527714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697608654557922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573713822322986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146839081474362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31290240877982023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fjsbanqlpqoanyes,2019/10/25,"I guess death is better than asking a simple question Got in the work bus to go into work and had to sit in the front because it was the last seat, the other lady in the front was sitting on the seat belt buckle bit, the bit where it plugs in so I couldn't strap myself in, I just couldn't find a way to bring the simple words out my mouth ""sorry, you're sitting on the but for my seatbelt"". As we were driving, the driver and the lady in the front then proceeded to talk about how dangerous these roads are and how many crashes there are and the longer I sit in this bus, the more awkward it feels to ask her to let me get to the buckle, I guess I shall just let myself go flying out the window rather than open my mouth.",5.515592105263162,4.420629375000001,5.793684210526315,87.36578947368423,67.75,8.126315789473685,25.578947368421048,5.985473137389443,0.6990368421052628,563,10,126,2,8,180,87,152,0.06,0.9259999999999999,0.013000000000000001,-0.7899,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,3,9,3,1,1,18,0,12,2,2,2,0,23,22,10,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,7,2,2,0,0,5,1,14,1,24,12,3,30,0,0,0,0,6,15,0,3,3,89,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451467139849734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252867049042987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326112178202254,0.40306441620649935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333783339672863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871839269521596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644435867097398,0.0,0.209821556465154,0.0,0.14763915324467938,0.0,0.4067090046192483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047126324647805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775260553222661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715247193325327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067909837760272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20664132501890775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837214562072568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465245748831462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26877775485398103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lord-of-bacon,2019/10/25,I need help learning how to talk to people So basically I can’t even fucking look at people because I’m scared I’ll do something awkward or do some dumb shit and all I really wanna do is just have a friend but I can’t even talk to people,0.979615384615382,2.838336192307697,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,81.30769230769229,5.6984615384615385,21.93846153846154,6.742157984588678,0.5263800000000001,190,6,41,2,5,66,37,52,0.158,0.7609999999999999,0.081,-0.4118,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,2,1,0,7,2,1,1,1,10,11,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,11,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,2,0,27,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614468237944498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383650274651274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978983449782753,0.2368035444700477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168976833516075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150987592356937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992957077561212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327397172734929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409416816334824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25644758363241404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26293095971138003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197194283670996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117621127297558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lizvxck27,2019/10/25,Anyone else feel like they're the only person who contributes in their friends group chat? Like I feel like I'm the only one who contributes by asking questions and answering other people's. Makes me feel like I'm always pestering them and I don't know how I should feel about it. I've been trying to tone down my questions but get anxious when I don't know what's going on and no one else seems to care.,5.369518072289157,5.511184265060243,5.669542168674699,83.9811807228916,67.79518072289157,8.567710843373495,26.23855421686747,8.238735603445708,1.482929638554218,326,8,66,4,5,104,56,83,0.065,0.772,0.16399999999999998,0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,17,18,6,0,1,1,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,10,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,8,6,7,16,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,3,5,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011894265552172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023952182576065,0.0,0.11774638241153886,0.17254157839361406,0.0,0.0,0.15742750656419566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169092139706074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813464611084854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405842625033024,0.3609063585156209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010231398619976,0.0,0.08797994761390322,0.0,0.09570331432784808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509204987756508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290790731085804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124056221602574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821894406467455,0.256145457207986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674456731349285,0.14703687164547294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772840665924385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330137280914824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143298144755546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bogtownboy,2019/10/25,"Do I have social anxiety? Whenever I am in a social situation I get nervous that I have to act a certain way, like I won’t say something I want to in case it makes me look dumb or weak. I don’t know if I actually have social anxiety or if I have a weird superiority complex.",5.4870621468926535,4.021675220338988,8.680000000000003,67.85977401129946,67.98305084745763,11.934463276836158,36.61581920903954,11.20814326018867,4.029876836158191,214,10,46,6,3,83,37,59,0.23600000000000002,0.617,0.146,-0.6249,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,3,0,8,1,0,1,1,9,13,4,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,10,3,4,12,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,4,1,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2295261440434456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598623510997257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288490090217845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292625127875805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490927871823994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751295588767814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700115895304445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870444505477145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26438026637828266,0.0,0.7192856096585863,0.0,0.18107229437494865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387299985830356,0.18669477522969166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rainbowrobot1234,2019/10/25,"I'm going to a party There this Halloween costume party tomorrow and someone I know from class invited me (I'm a senior in high school). I'm really stressing out, and I've already skimped out on hanging out with this persons friends once so I feel like it's not even a remote option anymore. I used to be a lot more socially anxious, like I stopped going to school and visibly cringed when someone spoke to me anxious. Nowadays I can hold a conversation, but I haven't really had a friend since then I guess. I don't know if I've ever really had someone I'd call a close friend. This person is a girl (which doesn't help the anxiety) and she seems like someone I could be friends with. I guess I've been so alone for so long that the prospect of having a friend like her just makes every interaction I have with her super high stakes in my head. She wanted to introduce me to her friends but I chickened out, that was the thing I mentioned earlier. Idk, I really haven't ever been to a real party before, only friends from school when I was younger, but it's been years since even that. My question is what do I even do!? What should I say? Maybe I'm just looking for something to break the cycle in my head.",4.181101735776276,5.151138397540984,4.999450337512054,84.78315814850532,70.7622950819672,7.872324011571842,29.516875602700097,8.124751697461798,1.9360002892960464,955,37,193,13,17,310,123,244,0.10400000000000001,0.727,0.168,0.9576,1,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,13,13,0,1,14,0,22,2,2,2,2,38,39,14,0,4,7,0,1,4,7,1,0,2,0,3,12,12,0,2,5,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,8,4,28,12,24,27,2,25,0,0,1,0,24,11,0,7,14,125,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549209488864806,0.1017457395565076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053326538254716,0.20832104179442246,0.0914382963180706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845598505039872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414719965964737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736147379821212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826930323701048,0.16680158149586294,0.07768304678096308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661943250707423,0.06586818192372107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4986380992380124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047995387741596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313888056813334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924898857171035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180017014771424,0.1948301544011555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134216141921117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017837378058246,0.0,0.0,0.08159469757600142,0.07742534717257091,0.0,0.0,0.07838571828228531,0.0,0.0,0.0615446677095363,0.0,0.09262797245215766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819071168032922,0.0,0.07012276942294471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101214926009091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032858591246866,0.0,0.0,0.1049445554878043,0.23626445794826664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332167885024815,0.0,0.27993602182217464,0.0,0.08393603333740195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253870523789367,0.0,0.0,0.09398697888578128,0.3124853369779325,0.07098058551301832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708389427223937,0.10561556375318958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125403276835799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963178160339603,0.0,0.0,0.054382348009869935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059374212936973335
socialanxiety,bastilleonfire,2019/10/25,"Social anxiety heightens around friends I've notice this for a while now but whenever I'm with a group of friends (doesn't have to be the same people) my anxiety is greatly heightened, I feel really aware of what I'm doing and saying, I feel as though I subconsciously hold back and am not truly myself, although I don't fully know what 'myself' is. Today all my friends were singing in the car and as much as I love music and love singing I couldn't bring myself to sing too. I know this is a really stupid example but it's one of many and the first that came to mind. 

I've never really had a friendship where I feel 100% comfortable around them, I am almost certain this issue is on me rather than any of my friends it is. I don't know how to get out of it and I feel it is ruining my teen years quite a lot. 

Its weird because I find it really really easy to make friends with people/make people like me, but almost impossible to grow those friendships to any sort of deeper level and I feel as though this problem is the reason why.

How can I stop experiencing so much anxiety around my friends and feel fully comfortable? 

I feel as though I haven't explained this in a way that properly highlights what my friendships are like but I'm not really sure how

I'm 17 btw.",4.602286564431221,5.303888793774323,5.503547722590983,82.53105516136415,69.62256809338521,8.848615243762875,27.56900892652781,9.007467420416297,2.0144993820096126,1008,32,205,18,17,331,126,257,0.109,0.672,0.21899999999999997,0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,15,19,1,0,10,0,21,2,0,5,4,53,42,26,0,3,7,0,7,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,17,15,0,2,13,3,0,4,8,4,0,2,3,9,28,15,29,37,5,22,0,1,0,2,13,9,0,4,10,141,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284719788946966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096517769122104,0.0,0.22099180230542426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571637397683864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404342612649678,0.0,0.0586993610088389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013361799408687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408206822422534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801012042961794,0.08190683516944618,0.0,0.0,0.4463747167528542,0.0,0.050309154122414594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616344834759768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050494615098564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876045707009293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408785897517777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186492366051626,0.1738165083326545,0.0,0.06427637118293353,0.0976260580155074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722854946661898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415729704492794,0.0,0.07426715097377044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963029710783677,0.0,0.0,0.06525067553455806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351497902008236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213946222303708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241953166632158,0.0,0.0,0.3701268337678656,0.09900531236211126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657611326747231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815865721684516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050531727382679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075507780611086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28382235370504266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912745700134172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643295597688521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688951720516215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200957924483343
socialanxiety,ShibaToucher,2019/10/25,"What are some good ways to make friends after university? I  (23)recently moved back to the town I grew up in, leaving the friends I made in university behind. I just go to work, come home (live at my parents'), get ready for the next day and go to bed. I feel like I'm never going to make new friends or go on fun adventures with anyone. All my high school friends just get drunk all the time and I find drinking repulsive now. I dislike going to bars and parties where everyone just gets blackout drunk. I feel like this is how ""social"" people make friends, but how about the people who don't like doing that kind of stuff? How can I meet new people?   
I live with my parents, I'm suffering from severe depression and anxiety, and I feel like I have no social life or support. Does anyone know any steps I can take towards changing this? I used to be a social person in university however I found myself disliking social events more and more over the years. Am I just a loner or does anyone else feel this way? And if anyone has been in my position and now have a good friend group, what did you do to get there?",4.58095890410959,5.530982164383564,5.136876712328768,84.23791780821921,69.82191780821917,8.214429223744293,27.38538812785388,8.447377352677275,1.7600012785388128,870,28,175,13,15,279,124,219,0.11599999999999999,0.708,0.17600000000000002,0.8875,3,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,13,18,0,0,9,0,14,5,0,8,3,39,39,16,0,1,9,2,4,4,6,0,1,0,2,1,8,11,4,0,7,4,0,9,3,2,0,0,4,4,22,16,25,34,5,35,0,2,0,0,17,12,0,5,16,110,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014826711591961,0.0,0.06766314623894193,0.0,0.0,0.2473820359497105,0.09062632344789118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801172420556988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356718040839004,0.07619087284185631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057042206304675026,0.0,0.07618088526022708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480441073659282,0.0,0.0,0.08664622332875414,0.0,0.0,0.07388768441416096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451668915567287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888963241354086,0.1895636790027637,0.0,0.0,0.08084066811997709,0.0,0.0,0.09697962463107256,0.4100122822013835,0.0,0.1848435435358511,0.0,0.25133766597187235,0.14837343756071572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345109118018373,0.08872143194068463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921058910160712,0.04860918781434497,0.0,0.0,0.09365458617498236,0.0,0.0,0.06247405519547448,0.17284660774016788,0.0,0.15620395176418206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369246284191334,0.17712092991321493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400715499045467,0.0,0.0,0.068217224050819,0.17084894664153566,0.09406638054611556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964240139161716,0.0,0.0,0.1839579366893335,0.07723014482984401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733259216730319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951498218308925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992205124160172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606499521843239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125279910951776,0.0,0.1003707336394384,0.0,0.0,0.06650254537870191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157524950614504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639142828103515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404131978775664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439183343049756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056958174713552766
socialanxiety,imgonnadieyoung-,2019/10/25,Scared to go out of room to get overlooked food I just set of the alarm in my apartment because I was afraid to go out there and get my food that was cooking...my roommate was out there cooking to and now I have to go to work in an hour and I haven’t eaten,2.138684210526314,2.650796508771929,3.216622807017544,97.38177631578951,75.14035087719299,5.7,24.77631578947368,3.1291,0.004442105263157361,199,6,50,0,4,64,32,57,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,3,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,7,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,13,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,34,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709123533492908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.678054602444876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929659123471312,0.0,0.4780261222661529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761102413710874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280701586256035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411437551792397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jupitercruz,2019/08/11,"Friends and how to loose them It all started when I was about 14 years old when I started loosing „friends“. I started cutting contact with several people cause I evolved and realised that some were bad for me. 
Then, I got bullied for small things dumb kids always pick on and from there on it all started basically. 
I stopped letting people close to me and thought no one actually liked me. Compliments were a way to make fun, looks were just to judge me when conversations started I’d often feel a lot of pressure.
I wish I could just talk to people and be open. 
Now, even answering texts is an act itself and takes several minutes cause I have to think further and make sure what I write is answerable and doesn’t end the conversation in a awkward silence. 
Talking on the phone is hard and talking on the phone in front of people is even worse. 
I will never start a conversation unless I really have to. 
People in my age are especially hard to approach. I do not know why. 
It sucks.
I get breathing problems when in public and my stomach starts to feel like I’m about to write an exam. Over and over again.",5.071557632398754,6.304147775700938,5.302971962616823,82.45339875389408,68.90654205607476,7.949657320872274,32.02367601246106,8.238735603445708,2.3314147040498443,880,38,168,12,15,278,128,214,0.15,0.764,0.086,-0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,15,13,3,2,9,0,17,2,2,6,4,44,38,18,0,3,4,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,14,0,1,7,0,0,3,4,7,0,1,6,5,21,6,29,28,4,38,0,0,1,0,15,14,2,3,22,116,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.10769637015229554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182915354272064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214678578937828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267421976527023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811424064060748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774704729489142,0.0,0.0,0.14578473694159258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160362740011563,0.07884188671561486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052919670788255,0.0,0.057659042846047774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882657356013005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977234731772552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065149345841867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285155139860555,0.0,0.1078335739603626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267540521713756,0.0,0.0,0.0938249355066594,0.0,0.0,0.14733358589203646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511717031916187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580525522981427,0.0,0.07478343776613815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38255194458130426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056005272361139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070005230315557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493529272852117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467983528057891,0.0,0.0,0.09226669815857882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040138919248399,0.0,0.08297770189886237,0.2661118603325894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331891318922584,0.07071484236004566,0.0,0.08761426906751618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759938743549264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958359433383364,0.0,0.12690964921536033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246723928053677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106883526293012
socialanxiety,floatinyourboat,2019/08/11,"The first time I ignored my social anxiety, and actually walked up to someone felt SO GREAT! Like my mind always tells me that walking up to a stranger in public for anything but a basic question is weird and will be awkward and whatever.

That all changed when I actually did it. I went downtown with the sole goal of talking with a stranger. After backing out many times, I just ignored my head and actually did it. I saw this girl, walked up to her and said ""Hey! I just wanted to say, you look great!""

Now what happened...? Did she start laughing really hard? Did she awkwardly walk away? No. She politely thanked me for the compliment, but told me she had no interest in dating right now.

That's it. Even though it was a failed attempt, I felt a huge rush afterwards and was really happy I did it.",1.9324531024531024,4.5657932987013,3.224588744588747,87.18227994227995,83.54545454545455,6.53910533910534,26.088023088023085,7.793537801064563,1.7679564213564212,624,27,121,12,18,202,98,154,0.139,0.6759999999999999,0.184,0.9191,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,9,14,0,2,8,0,11,1,1,0,1,21,22,11,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,10,9,0,2,3,0,0,6,2,6,0,1,14,7,20,8,17,6,1,26,0,1,2,0,16,9,0,1,12,87,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.44278648957286104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584982663182126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570373085888568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446359813323528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421017683993206,0.11629979789797415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599995338816579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989738096153597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904421539348601,0.0,0.0,0.12865083201843416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335012500875963,0.0,0.0,0.13374744204434086,0.16100550809525727,0.13548782636237014,0.0,0.15522331144217574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389176565636044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700959585982258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533409704378384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271660489565694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694315324957092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378572015418827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916432352593973,0.1438707682695066,0.12027788235520928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417752248191025,0.12815130254833385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705358071148974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215668089254014,0.132196761382337,0.1392481453951641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859965339093334,0.0,0.17638697339806694,0.0,0.0,0.1445232271733185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920954564461732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402077143237296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kamimie,2019/08/11,"Hypothetical Say one is at a networking event for a new job and has been hiding in the bathroom for the better part of an hour, does one go home or wait for another hour because it would be closer to the actual time the event will finish and the people waiting at home for said person would be less suspicious? All hypothetical of course.",14.457076923076926,7.803273861538464,13.423461538461538,56.7090384615385,56.53846153846153,16.69230769230769,44.80769230769231,13.023866798666859,5.426076923076924,271,8,50,6,2,90,47,65,0.065,0.8909999999999999,0.043,-0.1298,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,0,8,0,0,0,1,8,12,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,10,5,3,12,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,7,35,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.2068152168800452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222293487895848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291918778412494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743677330909364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546326167214164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044593068222713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251704733643679,0.0,0.4174209748435301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103099674380062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468540105943425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28722143334576555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295018769765278,0.0,0.14692707521076856,0.18505098777743006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159601643035613,0.16853696021187145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357934698953785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011010521057357,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gnj26,2019/08/11,"I want to give y’all advice for coping with SAD but at the same time I’m scared I’ll just sound like a neurotypical. As someone who has struggled with a pretty severe case of SAD in childhood and my teen years (and still does to a mild extent), I have tried to give advice to people who I’ve been in the same place as before. I understand that different coping mechanisms work for different people, but I’ve encountered some rude people who tell me “do you even know what social anxiety is” and that “it’s not that simple” when I’m just trying to help and give them my experiences and what has helped me. I realize there are some people who aren’t as fortunate as me to have improved so much with it, but some people’s responses honestly close me off from helping others sometimes.",8.654675324675324,6.679170441558442,8.544545454545453,72.9868181818182,62.116883116883116,11.916883116883115,33.68831168831169,10.608840637214634,3.3003480519480526,624,18,119,12,7,203,94,154,0.138,0.706,0.155,0.4559,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,7,7,1,2,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,24,17,14,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,13,2,21,16,7,11,0,2,0,0,15,6,0,3,6,82,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729412366079033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683676417136374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883731069589094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918224284692991,0.0,0.0,0.12221425725717865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224173543842877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661075770906794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40191343513629546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808262243926355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675150541690079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682290629959232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266352348236764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4841008188348645,0.0,0.14591121423464956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208076675094033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139820420215759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777198101784365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236211302481086,0.11833041499160946,0.0,0.13812375115790476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152978188805583,0.0,0.0,0.14599919251987867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220658496937149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143477025305741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896350573855177,0.0,0.0,0.14538723822956096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237296342235062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167152290675656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993414314513448
socialanxiety,stefanelo12,2019/08/11,"Did any of you succeed in overcoming social anxiety? My social anxiety is struggling me for a few years now and I can’t overcome it and it’s really making a big impact on my life lately.Im going to college in one month and I’m so ready for new start,new life a hopefully some friends :) but my social anxiety isn’t helping... Did anyone overcome it or improved their communication?",1.6191891891891892,4.355978486486489,4.0392432432432415,79.28345945945945,88.45945945945945,6.743783783783782,26.318918918918918,7.908726449838941,2.348631351351352,304,14,52,7,10,105,53,74,0.087,0.721,0.192,0.8394,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,8,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,7,3,7,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,4,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267599124377544,0.0,0.42779160084436535,0.0,0.0,0.1303367774304468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401390508914416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593668632049998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494148955369637,0.0,0.0,0.18513947940674946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013464015891912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26332282361344306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442493992067352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878448633863886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36005688201500424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631097919427084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941404543910022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5700408160320727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193646199863118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948680892589983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003692850185745
socialanxiety,teatrips,2019/08/11,"Need a letter of recommendation from a professor can talk about my ""leadership skills"" .... I don't have any I have never gathered the courage to even talk to professors outside class because of social anxiety. Now not only do the graduate school applications ask for specifically LORs from professors but also a few programs ask for LORs that display my leadership skills. Of course I don't have any. I took college just to get over school, and now I am supposed to glean for the littlest of efforts I made to be visible. I AM NOT A LEADER. I AM BARELY SOCIAL. BUT I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS SHELL. How am I supposed to prove it to you that I am trying to become the thing you want me to be right now?! I wish I could just go back in time and tell myself that I would be burdening my future self by being socially awkward. To me, future looks bleak and I am set up for loss just because I didn't get over my social anxiety at the right time",5.658128342245991,5.663741229946524,6.562994652406419,78.28802139037434,67.18181818181819,9.794652406417114,31.438502673796787,9.573946990214177,2.735688770053476,738,27,146,14,11,246,99,187,0.076,0.878,0.046,-0.5127,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,4,11,4,0,1,9,0,20,0,0,2,2,21,33,7,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,3,1,25,1,30,24,1,20,0,1,1,0,14,8,0,0,9,109,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923834447984586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578430348818825,0.0,0.20899605422704048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25540365670500675,0.0,0.0,0.10503636610354043,0.0,0.16653922962546205,0.1508631031167675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090633595919388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022249452802808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410235886709086,0.0,0.07763248294907639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147089388848149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925348195260486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128658856021668,0.10535373722200478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388985992199896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23330996989846145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649140056839944,0.0,0.0,0.14250277450919374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569827975299982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195865526701837,0.11939373650880092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075045005110714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930420386446378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176675621968702,0.09274190173225667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113951469595372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708235816859484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703616453103096,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imsolonelywtf,2019/08/11,"does this happen to anyone? if i’m at some open place (like a field or track) and somebody passes in their car, i will automatically feel that they are staring at me and judging me. idk like they don’t even have to be driving slow or anything, as long as someone drives past me in their car, i feel as if i’m being judged.",1.7982587064676598,3.577090343283583,3.206791044776121,91.96053482587065,78.40298507462687,5.063681592039801,21.61442786069652,5.46131890053228,-0.09718706467661732,251,7,56,1,6,82,48,67,0.022000000000000002,0.938,0.04,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,11,9,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,9,8,1,14,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,5,5,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379982438105479,0.0,0.2800997758113594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978646185685491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248145998600728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442078418256062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009926524208293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33258024522955465,0.0,0.0,0.3012213281745402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32492662880343753,0.0,0.0,0.3556196236697653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883987901048555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_-Oli-_,2019/08/11,? Is it possible to have social anxiety without panics attacks or physical symptoms ? I just want to know what’s wrong with me,3.0863768115941994,6.160200826086958,4.843478260869572,73.99246376811597,84.21739130434783,8.284057971014493,33.7536231884058,8.841846274778883,4.18164927536232,101,6,15,3,3,34,22,23,0.17600000000000002,0.5870000000000001,0.237,0.171,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24923685045399235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706456377687796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905169279582367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822572408006161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36729164141619297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33211306004520125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386319550114164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216585344178266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140605090474697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35621221583122586,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tilarius,2019/08/11,"People to watch stuff together,text chat,etc? I used to have a friend who I chatted with, talked about our problems, watched stuff together or played games together. 

She was socially akward too,so we never talked on voice,we never asked socially uncomfortable stuff, and it was really nice. 

We stopped talking, and I wonder if theres more people up to do that. I know its a bit weird question, but having someone to talk with helped me a lot.",6.78819277108434,7.282223722891568,6.522554216867473,77.86551807228919,64.78313253012048,10.013493975903614,32.26265060240964,9.888512548439397,3.0424477108433736,351,13,64,7,5,110,62,83,0.063,0.84,0.098,0.3933,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,2,18,9,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,9,3,9,7,3,5,0,0,2,0,17,2,0,5,3,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444264211007612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868098944136803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231549574641553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937127371790192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356239377721682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491268553181157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131355829666114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23832974604734744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423058933963612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784177354744116,0.0,0.0,0.1730825463541958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898076644091594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31499966728361023,0.1309127848692172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917428210022922,0.0,0.0,0.5306186428894581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496745618269027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344393557300346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755561732995855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,givemefuckinname,2019/08/11,"My social anxiety brings conspiracies in my head. I have friends but I don't feel like I have real friends. When I was in school I was the guy in a group nobody gave shit about. I was also bullied. But now that I am over it, I don't feel like I have real friends. Whenever it comes to choosing people never choose me unless it's only option. 
This brings lot of conspiracies in my mind like, is the whole world planning against me? Like trying to break me down. Because I might sometimes enjoy with my friends, it's just the fun part. I never talk seriously with any friend. I had a friend whom I told very personal stuff but now he's got a girlfriend and he lives very far away from me so we can't meet and he doesn't reply my text for so long. I don't have any female friend either. I had very good one before with whom I used to talk a lot as she was really hot and I knew she was Outta my league so no intention of impressing her made me more open with her but then I got a feeling I am burdening her so I stop initiating convo and we stopped talking from then even though she lives in the same apartment. 
For last few weeks I thought I had a good friend with whom I make lot of fun. But two days ago I had a kind of promotion which I was definitely going to get and that friend made sure I didn't get that promotion by convincing a guy who was bit more skilled than me and who wasn't much interested in that promotion, to take my place and I'm feeling like shit since then. The guy I thought was my good friend played politics with me. Not even like he wanted my place he didn't wanted to me take that place. Also he did all this in fun showing there is nothing serious about what he did.
 I try to forget all these things in my life so that I could live tension free life and enjoy myself but it still comes crashing sometimes and I feel like throwing up. But to make my conspired enemy, world, not happy I don't,Even if I am alone.",2.914599790845468,4.228940493765588,3.9032177620464985,90.11795269889794,74.23690773067331,7.169206017215028,23.90805244952136,7.717688229018142,0.9279375915051079,1522,44,337,20,31,491,183,401,0.132,0.635,0.233,0.9943,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,5,18,39,2,1,13,0,33,5,3,6,5,69,62,31,0,4,13,0,6,7,11,1,2,0,0,4,23,20,0,2,10,2,1,6,13,6,0,2,26,6,60,34,41,34,14,43,0,0,0,0,43,20,2,6,23,226,83,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033218576616001,0.0,0.0,0.07049092205006655,0.0,0.10885710364506686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256795897420213,0.0,0.05206666497174989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394577869026788,0.0,0.0,0.04148950230487347,0.0,0.057915105255548126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430525017459554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725746941040155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054341364726418415,0.0,0.0,0.043893871479562425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486142825653186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206904857970454,0.19449186377066652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5258394788081278,0.0,0.07111838119000481,0.0,0.03868077314266992,0.17125962566608785,0.10886958785060276,0.0,0.0,0.20217399486127213,0.0,0.07245245928004003,0.0,0.0,0.06985047148153123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087531153995122,0.0,0.05547899745081335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961473381625668,0.23275899961299476,0.0,0.18029797480260268,0.060232058718950786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735897059453424,0.0,0.12880238846897196,0.09086281705661703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220222370505286,0.06872245383705901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003284518615707,0.0,0.10498605363144088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530659874266022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461200600220835,0.05176364262498971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370369417101394,0.0,0.047185096520511616,0.05942845256375251,0.21332854002367005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493719116950938,0.04360177538217445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888161201993717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972777673540482,0.0563009639336161,0.0,0.0,0.06937986657518029,0.0,0.0,0.13462862024994965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435379696284578,0.11380449426303135,0.0,0.0,0.07791384027680702,0.0,0.0,0.06414691650985127,0.0,0.10234716954408096,0.1641151481897315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04521686590038192,0.0,0.06686982615504572,0.10806604961973218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503543484735774,0.0,0.09241823333354783,0.0,0.06648594519622812,0.0,0.0,0.05878306174200619,0.0,0.16847296146755586,0.08028856962313953,0.0,0.05459462413016805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759879477402827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nitroidz,2019/08/11,Should I use social sites? When I say social sites I mean like tinder or bumble etc I just want to stop being shy around other people and break being awkward in social settings also meet new people,3.0276315789473682,5.6872799210526335,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,78.73684210526315,3.8,14.76315789473684,3.1291,-0.7552842105263159,159,2,25,0,4,51,30,38,0.15,0.7509999999999999,0.098,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476317555384147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567521898124227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25767146902141186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128748225680543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516710695077417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314056133623236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203490807681186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373284910856552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7065507369952729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193160382264952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954499600950545,0.0,0.0,0.13627379920574628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GarlicFella,2019/08/11,"😔🙏My Life As A Posable Doll Unfortunately, in years past, my socialization skills have gotten worse and worse (due to a lot of reasons, prominent ones being prolonged and intense social isolation due to gender transition *(he/him)*, my choice of major *(literally everyone has an anxiety disorder in my major, which should make it easier to talk to them And Yet....)* and most damning, my decreasing tolerance for my own existence.

I don't have access to a therapist right now *(working on it.)* so I've kind of been therapizing myself, and I kind of had this shocking realization that like—I didn't really have any friends from 5th grade to senior year? And still kinda don't?

 I thought I did, lmao, but apparently not. Aside from some internet friendships, I've just kind of been in a string of abusive relationships whether platonic or...not. 

I had like, one friend in the school system with me but it was often a very conditional friendship. If I said anything that upset her *(talking about two characters she didn't like, even)*, she'd immediately cold-shoulder me until either she was bored of ignoring me *(almost always after a day or so, she was remarkably good at sticking to a goal for a 12 year old)*, or she would let me back in after I went to drastic measures to endear myself to her Good Graces again.

Obviously, she was a kid, and she didn't really know what she was doing was deeply unhealthy and fucking me up, and she did it less and less as she got older, though there was a moment in junior year where I came out, was using my new chosen name *(which she gave me)* and I wasn't reacting to it yet—It was brand new, literally only a few days mine, and she was like *""if you don't listen to this name I guess I won't use it.""* which like shut me down heart soul and mind. I think she realized that was a little fucked up bc these days when I see her she makes a point to talk about all her other trans friends, like ""hey, I promise I grew from that lmao""

 I don't really blame her, I guess. She was a kids, and kids only do what they're taught. I do kinda blame the adults that saw this happening year after year or saw me coming home in tears and never thought to say like ""hey, that's unhealthy, and you don't have to spend your entire life catering to one friend, and it's okay to have other friends"" *(or, even better, imagine if they told her to stop treating me like a dog...)* but! C'est la vie. 

Anyway, the problem is now I treat myself like an object to be used for somebody else's benefit in relationships and I don't know how to stop that. I routinely refuse to talk about my issues bc I don't want to detract from another friends'. I routinely refuse to have differing opinions than other friends. I routinely refuse to speak up in case it upsets them and I get abandoned again. 

Rationally, I get that these are all coping mechanisms, but they're not helpful and not healthy. I hate myself, I'm shit scared of other people, and because I treat myself like an object to be used, I don't have many close friendships these days, and as an Extrovert *(I promise...just a Really Bad One...)* I'm kind of going a little out of control about it.

Nobody likes a posable doll as a friend, they want a real person. I wanna be a real person for them.

 Anyone else struggle with this? Any tips? If not that's cool but like, thanks for reading. I know I wrote like a whole thinkpiece lmao, Social anxiety is a kick in the trauma.",1.8269196428571453,4.337700209821431,3.2865428571428588,87.45845714285716,82.61607142857143,6.262571428571429,21.757619047619052,7.554174236665415,1.0094364047619044,2679,86,528,45,75,876,299,672,0.154,0.672,0.174,0.9628,1,1,0,0,0,0,126.0,0,3,5,5,23,52,5,4,31,2,53,7,2,10,4,100,93,46,0,10,20,0,0,12,8,3,3,4,1,6,34,29,0,8,9,1,1,5,18,16,0,5,35,8,84,36,78,49,13,65,1,1,3,2,67,25,4,18,46,355,118,8,0.0,0.07156882788213505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604858512639514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026094243656498,0.0,0.0,0.08215354275594289,0.06333882993889849,0.09241774441862977,0.0,0.0,0.0422358607361851,0.06189100613523474,0.04970732108772367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644692491023441,0.05043479241175646,0.036821699854872415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342240335753958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908605061473834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052032672176264325,0.0,0.0,0.06774818933052547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582225587689855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310929299262794,0.06922818351201146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091953320879277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979250585319145,0.0,0.0,0.057718582505127486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733436630449253,0.11168499504654117,0.06311716315852653,0.0,0.03432896852673261,0.10132796945752967,0.048310573331313236,0.0,0.13308356733529084,0.0,0.05341503175284227,0.0,0.0,0.059636415537756525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071578996046289,0.040487508261261726,0.0,0.060590107594125274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304605190752331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516057608469417,0.09958932769603844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176715247716661,0.08533022164623796,0.3836342761418515,0.12108129455444484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051353295774645084,0.0,0.0,0.08064023889806785,0.06124014545439565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060990791113473414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046587265946913634,0.11667706249685368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338380614876968,0.0,0.16372517510024515,0.09187988316304116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057662424830934325,0.04187650767498794,0.10548483455223223,0.0,0.0,0.05710127654681683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057798442171374774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604203168157767,0.13750588540876596,0.15478532130508654,0.06210534208858946,0.0,0.12970251783225156,0.0,0.05158466088783332,0.057458008452032826,0.04803566189354252,0.06047491217198892,0.06113204310527419,0.04813414407440126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200380783713755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472272365886894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823868898286333,0.10100084833740378,0.0,0.0631473452246557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420169416591185,0.0,0.05561186063910823,0.0,0.07013366555269697,0.0,0.03870442538289917,0.059346594469497076,0.09590801100383704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057718582505127486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059005902278452836,0.0,0.0,0.20867854621243195,0.0,0.04983960179642157,0.07125565379686435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599508594798086,0.0,0.06743887607327982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397481003626296,0.0,0.1231136130825532,0.04290924767053635,0.0,0.0,0.2333890600345409
socialanxiety,ace_related_pun,2019/08/11,"This post is a bit longer than I intended... I feel like I'm always doing something wrong whenever I actually manage to make friends? I'm just gonna list a bunch of context here. Skip it if you like. It's the giant block of text between the asterisks (\*\*\*\*).

\*\*\*\*I've always been a bit of a loner. I think it started in Kindergarten– I basically had two friends. Whenever I tried to play with my first friend T, my other friend E would always pull me away from him and make me play with her instead. It got to a point where I was *happy* when she wasn't there because it meant I could actually play with T!

Then primary school happened, which was kinda the embodiment of the word 'yikes'. I had a best friend called S. We were the BFFsTM of the class– when one was somewhere, the other would be there too. This lasted for five strong years. I was the 'quiet' one, and she was the outgoing one. So when she started hanging out with an acquaintance of mine (N) I wasn't too worried. I mean, everybody can have different friends, right? Apparently not. She suddenly started giving me the silent treatment. Like, not even acknowledging me at all. N had to relay to me some excuse about me not keeping a promise to S. I never promised anything to her. So, I flitted around different friendship groups for a while. I hung out with the 'popular girls' but I obviously did not fit in. I hung out with the 'chill girls' from the other class but they dumped me with another girl. Turns out she was going through the same thing as me, so we ended up as 'allies'. Partnered up with each other in class when nobody wanted to partner with the other etc. Then I hung out with the 'computer lab guys' for a bit. Honestly, they were pretty much the nicest people I'd met in the entirety of school.

Towards the end of primary school I was lonely again to the point of only really hanging out with my younger brother and decided that I was basically done with all of that, so when I got a scholarship to a high school nobody else was going to I was a little excited. I would finally be able to get a fresh start! I was going to be in a class of people who were probably like me! I would be confident and stop being the quiet one and...

Nope.

High school began and I befriended L. We immediately hit it off on the first day. Yay for friendship. But, as you probably guessed, that would end quickly. L began forming a friendship group with some other girls, pulling me in for the ride. We became a giant group. It turned out that this was the Big Bang that started the high school popular girl group. Since I have never been one of the popular people no matter how hard I may have tried, something happened that you'll never be able to guess. I was lonely again. What? Wow, I *never* could've seen it coming.

A while after that, I was on my way to the library when I saw this group of girls sitting down outside. There were a few me-sized gaps between them. They looked friendly. So I did something I've basically never done before and *instigated a friendship on my own*. I asked if I could sit with them and they said yes! Over a year or two we became this giant group of friends– genuine friends. Sure, our group has split up a little, but I actually have friends now!***\*\*\*\****

**TL;DR** After a bazillion failed friendships I have a group of friends I feel I belong with.

I really, really want to stay friends with these people. They're all kind, funny, smart and just an awesome group of people in general. They acknowledge me even/especially when I'm being extra quiet that day. Buuuttt... I always feel like I'm doing something unfunny, socially unacceptable or weird even if the jokes or comments I'm making are perfectly normal. Is there anything I can do to not completely stuff up this friendship?",2.3903867403314933,5.017781174033151,3.5044171270718216,86.0567085635359,81.18232044198895,6.43767955801105,24.105248618784533,7.690362119742737,1.4291130386740334,2966,109,559,51,80,955,304,724,0.051,0.743,0.207,0.9989,3,4,4,0,0,0,134.0,6,3,7,6,32,42,1,0,53,2,59,0,0,5,11,106,105,39,0,13,17,1,4,5,13,8,0,4,0,9,34,40,0,3,10,4,1,9,14,6,0,10,38,11,83,36,94,49,18,98,0,3,3,0,63,42,0,12,47,412,117,13,0.1066389570737411,0.0,0.15609635887421697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774643099081839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591012225688504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775477544368422,0.047465640283719315,0.04984651483144795,0.0,0.050095405255293386,0.0,0.0,0.03250305922256898,0.0,0.045370949069718836,0.0,0.055955503174034735,0.0,0.17463318281518594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444514906122898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045930009530232116,0.055904458800377865,0.0,0.0,0.12771379489870585,0.0,0.0,0.06877330529175649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141501319702997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912867734152687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454158251150589,0.0,0.14167569577193606,0.0,0.059465312936233174,0.10565103811687336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087979125794854,0.07618289224095177,0.0,0.058408882501620726,0.0,0.09070704241038773,0.0,0.0,0.4531394653819107,0.0,0.02785722685519464,0.051148902336094135,0.09090806520110582,0.0,0.08528891562599353,0.0,0.11747483379905176,0.05279466662797578,0.09430047755974523,0.05675957637417337,0.0477637797561301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900486955014074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739280240562435,0.0,0.055524031873731734,0.0,0.04346249146355092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024601971111868,0.10688025004711114,0.0,0.0,0.04477493311715371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677349786769198,0.0,0.0,0.058080543267406685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03919595174243072,0.0,0.20561634444610455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052241768168915716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065329287767012,0.04055186609501238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482506434509274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080828319173248,0.0,0.051065321573125,0.05424507837054589,0.11497483203899173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247346982199153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045534543337806314,0.05071903412629028,0.0,0.0,0.3237729532224907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410642363398736,0.0,0.0,0.05435249368807525,0.0,0.1641917581268638,0.0,0.0,0.18869900671123452,0.056831469737942925,0.0,0.04457747154502895,0.0,0.0,0.061038046351242235,0.0,0.0,0.0502529775108914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035423092314280175,0.03416496890024505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240085188808494,0.11599256314884232,0.10417076581454396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289841980219953,0.04232252024512879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414851864327167,0.0,0.18938313871009035,0.058296479548100064,0.0,0.06867199205994465
socialanxiety,elixirteaa,2019/08/11,"when does being shy and socially awkward stop being “cute” i have always been referred to and known as “shy” growing up, but it has obviously always been more than that for me. my social anxiety has taken over a large portion of my life and i cant leave my house without pre-planning future possible conversations and i cannot talk to others naturally without coming off as awkward. i am almost going to be 16 and its hard passing myself off as “shy”, its so much deeper than that. i constantly feel pressured to be better at talking to people because i want to feel normal and portray myself for who i actually am, not what my interior fears display me as. i am seeing a therapist but there seems to be little progress going on. how do you function with social anxiety during older stages in life? 
(this was a long vent, sorry lol)",6.114873417721517,6.850772006329116,7.301113924050636,70.8587594936709,66.27848101265822,9.10481012658228,32.88860759493671,9.120678840339163,3.0951144303797475,659,27,108,11,10,224,106,158,0.14,0.779,0.081,-0.667,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,4,6,0,4,3,1,17,2,0,1,1,24,26,15,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,5,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,4,4,17,2,26,17,3,21,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,2,6,87,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.14462143205182953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840049252636844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466278792994682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22674457750542595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034110093409307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107050334143353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766083335298428,0.0,0.16015111928250594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296904691088824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676575251922332,0.14986834183881265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684504964659569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275773269200875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100244133337827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692197861078908,0.0,0.0,0.20935552125118015,0.0,0.1485349331465792,0.0,0.1311519828850246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089437584420369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520414274870466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274294292616158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707278217986138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809589414233007,0.13491535031979296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532124885233463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589731949490633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390150196815294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382344503833785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207115867943082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741196410213395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28571825275994955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GloomyMeat,2019/08/11,"What do I say? My friend always tells me about how he wants something new, but he can’t afford it. Because of my anxiety, I never know how to answer to it. It seems like it’s distressing for him, but all I can manage to conjure up is “Ah damn, that sucks” or “I have some games you can try out”, but neither of those things satisfy him because the conversation doesn’t go any farther than that? Am I doing something wrong?",3.772980392156864,4.730814788235296,4.789117647058824,85.95936274509806,71.70588235294117,7.549019607843138,27.10784313725491,7.793537801064563,1.4667254901960782,327,11,68,4,6,107,64,85,0.179,0.723,0.098,-0.8290000000000001,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,2,1,1,1,9,0,0,2,2,14,14,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,0,1,11,2,10,14,3,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,2,3,3,50,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22853767099921016,0.0,0.0,0.18677703218034192,0.0,0.21011281369316664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348582465474206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122002868884934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609461610885078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094499429489314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418415011828178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183337879440106,0.2652666546763883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841926875746806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500385603745044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228906873612297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400634213692155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824707406527893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864749264505342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200055525037582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002956858259301,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jester070993,2019/08/11,"What ""specialty"" would CBT fall under? I'm currently in the process of finally going forward with some CBT to combat my problems of social anxiety. I've heard nothing but amazing things about CBT, I've just never put forth the effort to get it going because the process of finding a doctor in my network just totally burnt me out. I just got covered under new health insurance and looking online, they provide  a lot helpful services and I'm really excited to get it started - the process seemed easy, I just put in my radius of where I want doctors, selected my network and provider type but left the specialty  tab blank because I am not sure what CBT would fall under. An abundance of doctors came up when I selected mental and behavioral help, so it looks like there is  a lot of choices, I'm just unsure which specialty CBT  would fall under. 

I'm not sure how  much of this stuff works - I'm assuming I'm obviously going to need to contact the doctor(s) I choose to see if they even do CBT and have availability, but anyhow, I'm just trying to figure out what categories I should focus my search on. Would CBT typically be linked with a clinical social work, psychology, psychiatry, marriage and family therapy or applied behavioral analysis (this one I'm thinking is  the least likely). These are the categories which they list that I think would be mostly related to CBT.

Out of these categories, which are more likely to included professionals that are experienced within the realm of CBT? 

Also, how has CBT worked for you guys, specifically regarding social anxiety? 

I have this horrible social anxiety which I feel has just gotten worse since I gradated college (I just turned 26), I can't be social unless I am already familiar with the group and I absolutely cannot meet new people for the life of me specifically women and it's really starting to effect me -  I would  love  to step into the dating scene  but I know that is going to be extremely difficult until I start getting over this hump of social anxiety I have and start this CBT",7.197391304347825,7.878266100529102,7.770358868184958,68.6251242236025,63.92063492063492,11.229997699562919,35.746951920864966,11.030560184262038,4.320303059581319,1638,73,267,44,23,543,194,378,0.091,0.8420000000000001,0.067,-0.6639,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,3,5,17,10,0,0,17,0,27,8,0,3,5,67,62,22,0,11,17,0,1,3,0,7,6,1,0,2,23,17,0,0,11,0,0,12,5,2,0,1,4,6,31,8,46,47,8,41,0,0,3,2,20,18,0,9,16,187,54,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895134094393302,0.06446103515219498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665518435579856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827401894658894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219242829387464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300169100120677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323987120990232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598868889612674,0.0,0.04075709758093949,0.0,0.0,0.08830054405506016,0.07367293352043025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634079861623773,0.0,0.1832422575117243,0.0,0.06446842782373365,0.0,0.0,0.07981316516929482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568100161132693,0.0,0.0,0.10805775316320462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044299256124571466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757926090386224,0.0,0.05693479559492271,0.11814087764317775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353784145472702,0.0,0.0,0.13705762585155218,0.07275056550675689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123245140004373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592550946941414,0.059768741248459926,0.0621687466138387,0.15570063163353476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734416618224417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05462108968098737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588243786800865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712958966343585,0.0,0.16206370854404165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327724995412656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423299040225612,0.07338118285267341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667857757929163,0.0,0.0,0.4930094079378863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22821494596872816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227522373370378,0.0,0.0,0.1519414535785815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218062377816154,0.0,0.053551415289905036,0.10329885497919393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472656159438023,0.08767678813320473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475438362357273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604760229875038,0.0,0.08214496881148793,0.3435635156859961,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BlueEyesAnxiousMind,2019/08/11,"Rough Night. It’s 12:58am and I’m probably halfway done crying. Just a very rough night.

I went out drinking with my brother and some of his friends tonight. This is the first time I have ever really been down town for night life. Only in the last year I’ve started drinking a little because I’ve been terrified to drink in the past due to my family’s history of alcoholism/social anxiety. After getting a bit tipsy last year (I never knew my head could be this quiet), I thought i could be fine. Tonight I learned that no matter what drink, it doesn’t matter. 

A lot of my social anxiety revolves around “if I’m this kind of person or if I act this way, I’ll be accepted and happy for once and not anxious” 
So, I thought I’d be the girl for who could just dance her fears away and feel nothing. 

Started the night around 10:00 and 3 shots of whiskey already down..got a couple bars with a small group of people and I was fine. 

We then got a huge nightclub around 12 with 4 shots of whisky, 2 shots of something else and I was starting to loose it.  The guys behind me in line and partially drunk trying to get my attention which made me extremely uncomfortable. Inside the club it was so crowded and people were dancing and grinding and touching. Nothing wrong with that but I was terrified of someone touching me. It was loud and crowded and I couldn’t handle it. I love to dance I wish I could dance my heart out but I just froze.

I almost had an anxiety attack in the bathroom but calmed myself down. 
A friend bought me a mixed drink and I downed that sucker so fast I was nauseas. It didn’t do anything. Here I thought, when you’re drunk you’re invincible...6 shots and a heavy mix drink doesn’t do shit I suppose. 

I was ready to bawl. I’m already sad in real life and now I guess I’m just a sad drunk as well (that’s just gotta be a shit hand to be dealt with I swear).  It doesn’t help that emotions also show up on my face very easily. A very sweet girl tried to comfort me (thank you) but I declined cause I wanted to show I was fine. 

My brother tried to get me to come dance and I just lost it. I started to tear up and had a hard time speaking and it was just too much. He called me an Uber and tried to comfort me and wanted to go home to make sure I was safe. I told him to stay and enjoy the rest of the night. I didn’t want to spoil it for him and kept apologizing regarding it when calling an Uber. He just wanted me to have a good time and I wanted to too....but I couldn’t. It was too much. 

When I came home from the Uber and was home alone..I just bawled and cried. Just crying “I couldn’t” and “I’m not her” over and over like a prayer.  I just lost it.  My makeup is ruined and I have never had this much mascara dripping down my face. 

It was a rough night. I just wanted to try though. I never do anything and I wanted to try and do something and live a little past my bedroom and bed . Try and just dance my butt off like I do in my room and just enjoy it. I couldn’t. I wanted to desperately for once in my life, but I couldn’t. 

It was rough. But I tried and I’m okay. 

Rough nights happen and I’ll be okay. It’s okay to feel shitty about it but, tomorrow’s another day and I tried. 

We will all have rough times and that’s okay. They will pass.

Just..I hope those are reading this will feel like they’re not alone. Many a times I feel like this and I always feel alone in regard to the intense fear is social situations around me as I see people just causally socialize so easy. You are never alone in this.

Tonight......was a rough night.",0.7335242587601059,2.8882609743935355,2.164985849056606,96.06049764150947,84.13477088948788,5.057708894878707,19.38281671159029,6.322622252153567,-0.11566204851751972,2761,75,625,25,80,889,283,742,0.115,0.725,0.16,0.9821,0,4,11,0,0,0,87.0,2,2,1,3,35,41,4,2,35,4,59,23,8,3,7,134,109,63,0,21,28,2,17,4,2,4,3,3,6,4,37,56,11,2,12,21,1,12,18,12,1,1,36,22,85,29,76,53,8,87,0,5,1,2,34,32,3,8,45,390,122,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050787444380270864,0.15758780885694718,0.11193867705968423,0.04055972018107422,0.04220201526730207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318297147866071,0.11639898314224255,0.0572976861827512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347432506218512,0.1806015577520617,0.0,0.05769983486766112,0.04765188129375148,0.0,0.0,0.03091764428024009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537167633805384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357891175307524,0.058008672767737524,0.0,0.05210206844947829,0.0,0.04368966277050386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197899622592873,0.056119268722626764,0.1671363069003512,0.032709360900872474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190283172600007,0.0,0.29811005988303113,0.0,0.0,0.0423689596212986,0.05705170267204322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587796119399228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478130695741496,0.11414525971467585,0.1282244746281702,0.07246688831401157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04314129405101827,0.0,0.0,0.07837027224299513,0.0,0.07949527070468647,0.0,0.028824601840771107,0.04254043305543356,0.08112874349196293,0.0,0.05587235802034048,0.05021947969636703,0.044850372401630915,0.05399099142690208,0.04543398644009376,0.0,0.052052010993136534,0.0,0.0,0.06010189498090306,0.0339956705732946,0.0,0.15262495220590053,0.05037510577555706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281571358319261,0.0,0.08268500767275351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747233762742743,0.09911436529763623,0.10166690861041099,0.04478553481177636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073088868194596,0.043119218766005406,0.04577560029872546,0.04799125330386531,0.03385512117515848,0.05142079372467166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185222457673764,0.0,0.15646952989271326,0.0,0.0,0.3807684581230266,0.0,0.09733190696002984,0.0,0.0,0.1080275047678096,0.0,0.03857385122551631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683346213159708,0.10548586619550353,0.04428560610319487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468332894175087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05073241783981365,0.05772897596069459,0.032491693232354145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04041623146382907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412401829815653,0.0,0.05700993555872011,0.0,0.15510395997664053,0.042973783686579614,0.07809145497277847,0.0,0.0,0.14359580679671094,0.05405937801881995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047801767583335916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669495791283293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498308580071916,0.12079492987270155,0.14787238774026704,0.0,0.0,0.04846388432056823,0.0,0.3099119673690691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554469936075005,0.23932159196674055,0.0402581374578294,0.0,0.0,0.04560219575463093,0.04701673620730624,0.0,0.0,0.05832399349366699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055452928449483706,0.0,0.06532235036665662
socialanxiety,KumaOso,2019/08/11,"Anxiety only over online interactions, very rarely for in person interactions. I have some guesses as to why, but I find the stress from online interaction to be crippling at times because you never know how someone's going to take what you said. There's also the matter of everything you say and do can effectively be held against you.

What would you say helps for overcoming that stress?",8.582285714285714,9.05182165714286,8.092142857142857,68.21535714285716,61.0,11.0,34.64285714285714,10.686352973137794,3.827,316,12,51,7,4,100,54,70,0.113,0.778,0.109,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,1,3,2,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,2,1,12,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,3,7,0,12,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,2,2,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986012334619353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205522598833645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710280270652594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213424339745764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055632969432588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782130693557214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477632774663529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075216188011156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123604432536618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734641463303049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105388322171933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638238480496867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139405303871801,0.3577142772563381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190565171554794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152663666110947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910402648919273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311465946003782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557397184265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029459287103793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976932463319024,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,laraley,2019/08/11,"Accidentally on purpose ignoring people **Is this a sign/symptom of my social anxiety and mental illness in general or am I just a piece of shit person?** 

I've had social anxiety and depression for a few years now but its been worse for the last few months now and I find myself constantly leaving friends on read and procrastinating on replying to them cause I'm anxious and then straight out forgetting to get back to them. This has resulted in everyone in my life being really worried about me (as I've been depressed and openly admitted to having suicidal thoughts) but I am actually doing okay(ish) atm. Yet I STILL STRUGGLE TO GET BACK TO PEOPLE even though I know it makes them worried!! Can my behaviour be put down to anxiety or am I being a shitty selfish person by doing this to the people I care about??",4.525987933634994,6.7418640522875855,5.9673202614379095,73.24217194570137,71.87581699346406,9.413574660633484,32.030668677727505,9.851270322608157,3.66758662644545,652,31,109,18,13,220,96,153,0.287,0.644,0.068,-0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,11,8,1,1,6,0,15,3,1,3,0,23,23,13,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,4,1,1,1,0,6,0,0,4,0,15,2,24,16,3,22,0,2,0,0,9,10,1,2,11,88,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.1368655091063508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218766914117825,0.15844459424114554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568992852912292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429960405417821,0.14407721575827154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156235257507808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415973111841506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263498023763804,0.0,0.0,0.13401658946629286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818758921874554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083581800014079,0.0,0.14655153637118226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707871229557907,0.114323922686422,0.0,0.14850638793871518,0.0,0.0,0.09906398240476326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361915454096674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134081016894606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194763548783547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916987819405835,0.2449248951297527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099178019257996,0.0,0.0,0.1402897375971415,0.0,0.08984888384477056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396644026243002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859380618536718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200525545190364,0.0,0.0,0.14662161601261006,0.0,0.15341268733352784,0.0,0.0,0.14577530447689374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779666516471722,0.1113442498010766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848649882001911,0.14292854940374555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031755022106454
socialanxiety,bishopb1,2019/08/11,The clique group setting F+ Ive been doing so good with social events I figured Id step up to a party.  I got there and it was 20 ppl that knew each other (imagine high school buddies).  I was dead after hello. Even my social butterfly friend was dead.  I came out feeling defeated.  Is there some trick to breaking into a clique?  I want to be pro.,0.97757142857143,3.329222114285717,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,85.0,4.642857142857143,20.17857142857143,5.985473137389443,0.10057142857142852,268,8,54,2,8,88,55,70,0.16699999999999998,0.672,0.161,-0.3525,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,13,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,7,1,7,2,8,5,2,10,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515427419052794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20301114365003145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541256587832447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374688048671265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25780249339651234,0.24582721491222195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247471341629806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110689619724069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6266381533312179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129135830684728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheCoolRainbow,2019/08/11,"My sad superpower Whenever I feel awkward in large groups of people, I slip away from the group and go off as my own, later (usually 10-20 minutes later)people call me to ask me where I am. I always try to brush it off as being “cool” or a “superpower”. Like, wow, look at me! I can leave any conversation without being noticed, but in reality, it just sad, means people don’t care enough about me, and that I’m so quiet I can just slip away into the distance... and no one will blink an eye.",2.6459848484848507,4.139860000000001,4.731199494949497,83.18346590909094,75.26262626262627,7.77828282828283,24.49621212121212,8.472884824447931,1.5250090909090908,376,12,79,7,8,130,73,99,0.115,0.7859999999999999,0.099,-0.1511,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,1,7,1,1,0,0,11,14,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,6,12,4,16,11,2,12,0,2,2,0,5,9,0,1,3,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061429335749224,0.0,0.0,0.14761068289165608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292515283267212,0.0,0.4078767714059565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164619194754995,0.0,0.22131079393214967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428471058733332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975387184434424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336223897856445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298389975987463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604630452137966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227874459417165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364458811011475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471283329963779,0.0,0.0,0.14708790450400208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514536820440764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737192744853853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390648750604152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924155236689385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alienbabe574,2019/08/11,Sucks being socially awkward I mean I tried though? I always try. Social thing at work. Not as social as I can be? I feel like it's because I didn't put eyeliner on. :\,-1.7048571428571435,-0.2148049142857147,1.5314285714285705,92.98857142857143,112.42857142857143,4.285714285714287,16.42857142857143,6.1826913282559595,0.02642857142857213,128,4,27,2,7,45,28,35,0.203,0.722,0.075,-0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,18,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994851514079042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461449390829934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122112450500865,0.1712722496285714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712618486857206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611501089666176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410076545826973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7331625455308185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927441269303866,0.0,0.23554600867727424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255391443705679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745355580884582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,drinaz,2019/08/11,crush I’ve been at this job for 3 years and get along with everyone pretty well except for one person whom i have a crush on. 3 years since i have never once said a word to them :))). literally freeze up and walk the other way when i see them. great.,1.070192307692306,2.9514102500000017,2.5352307692307683,95.40976923076923,81.11538461538461,5.6984615384615385,14.246153846153849,6.742157984588678,-0.7228507692307691,191,2,45,2,5,62,41,52,0.061,0.7390000000000001,0.201,0.8126,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,3,5,2,9,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,29,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268203073070923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664442877761094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30945219635602306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27853294541356843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164787725309195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989164938087098,0.1901969573536382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450801419696445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855538554858735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669922539764602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236667083646091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23218252602280445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279180329173592,0.0,0.0,0.25236625606138396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614991937639106
socialanxiety,sirkosmo,2019/08/11,"Slowly losing my motivation  

Hey, thanks for clicking on this post. Its kind of gross, but I am using this just to empty my current thoughts before they strangle and kill me.

I honestly just came to the realization that I am pretty pathetic. i mean, I always somewhat knew that at the back of my skull, but i would always swat those thoughts away as just ""having a bad day."" I just finished college and found a pretty good job with pretty awesome people. But, they are all very sociable and talk about their weekends with their family/SO and I have nothing. No friends/SO/partner at all. I just watch TV,game, and watch/read anime/manga. This makes me just feel pathetic. Not sad, just really pathetic.

But that's not the worst of it. You see, no matter how pathetic I felt, I always would have the motivation to keep looking forward. Yeah, I'm not the most popular dude, but I can definitely make friends doing some activity. Once college ended, I would have the money to do whatever I wanted. I always wanted to take a cooking class, learn to fly a plane, do an animation class, writing or whatever I desired. But now, I just don't have the motivation to start. And the reason for this is people.

I've always been bad with people. I get tongue twisted often so my words come out very strange. Add onto it that my insecurity issues, well that's a recipe for anxiety. These insecurities make it very hard to socialize. You see, I'm a pretty big male,African, young adult(not to mention balding). The way I perceive people looking at me has been utterly distorted. For one, I constantly feel people staring at me. Most of the time, when there is some type of get together, my own team will try not to sit next to me. This, in my head, warps my thinking and makes me assume that every person I meet is just trying to get away from me. Now, how would this relate to activities outside of work. Well when I assume that everyone just wants to get away from me, I makes me just want to shut down. I don't have it anymore. Honestly, just thinking of the future has me shaken to my core. I just don't believe in the future anymore, without any change in the present. And as I am now, that's just not going to happen. Death, from my point of view, hasn't looked more sweeter than now.

I know most of you aren't going to read this(to those that did thank you very much), but this was just a rant of my pathetic present life and my hopeless future. Hopefully, you have more success in your lives than I do in mine.",3.637592783505152,5.484509828865979,4.636894329896909,83.41431056701033,73.3917525773196,7.406701030927834,26.764175257731967,8.158263871857827,1.7527123711340211,1957,71,376,31,40,637,229,485,0.152,0.6829999999999999,0.165,0.6646,2,0,0,0,0,2,81.0,0,6,4,7,30,22,1,2,21,1,35,5,3,12,2,95,78,24,2,10,29,0,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,24,16,1,1,19,4,1,5,13,10,2,1,10,13,61,12,60,63,13,49,0,3,9,0,19,20,0,11,23,268,85,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194525048877729,0.0,0.0,0.05221580365691273,0.0,0.058739606778903414,0.0,0.15229833869524315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164234965390108,0.059042213645855914,0.1282229897679695,0.0,0.0,0.06533759193363918,0.08650935787606717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782052564786705,0.0,0.0,0.08122736955197031,0.06614268120296699,0.0,0.0829763064268255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495193758254374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800789923258949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469389438518781,0.07337047363608769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764867027973336,0.0,0.07372475281267572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418977439030682,0.05932318544076483,0.0,0.1604660389951857,0.0,0.08727631798722586,0.06440283864404961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789990344348018,0.0,0.06878344876847832,0.0,0.07880261258085827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762639111997885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014262458592819,0.07619634590407544,0.06824921337686858,0.08495020186013083,0.07995879767693694,0.042198519234879966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423486255142046,0.0,0.0,0.06780174447946516,0.0,0.1934378518974216,0.0859017386921215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25626982963211603,0.0,0.0,0.08364036708728713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056445129601813325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816607342626567,0.0,0.0,0.07367639030256415,0.0,0.0,0.08177253331688766,0.0520308760276174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661620459984596,0.06704489210068595,0.0,0.0,0.07258576915143393,0.0,0.07353791823437338,0.3124680323117577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360970660089213,0.0,0.049189844254488295,0.07894681689326416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223739321211767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827169424448556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543481630936846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057732068082476086,0.06171613050536109,0.0,0.14138491895614375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840026899148653,0.0,0.12191595648111266,0.044773411286796315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042626926106939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631678702407579,0.0,0.2534196115653121,0.1811569460445633,0.06094762428553587,0.0,0.0,0.13807620863533904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401710771351591,0.0,0.05589972068581155,0.0,0.0,0.21818081375617734,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SnowyBerry,2019/08/11,"Does anyone else feel mild anxiety when they look at pictures of friends in a group? I have no idea if it’s just me, but I just get this uncomfortable feeling. I follow some of my friends on Instagram and they’ll post group photos of them and their group of 5-8 friends, having fun and stuff like that. I only know the friend and not the group. 

Maybe I’m imagining being in that scenario and the awful experience (being with a group of people I don’t know well) that would be?

Sometimes I feel like unfollowing them (most people I follow are artists) because I don’t want to look at the pictures. 

Tell me, Reddit, am I being weird or does anyone else feel that too??",6.695844155844156,5.971400272727276,6.693073593073598,80.66318181818184,65.21212121212122,9.361038961038963,30.97835497835498,8.418075326091056,2.1036718614718617,524,16,106,6,7,167,81,132,0.09,0.703,0.207,0.9569,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,0,5,9,0,0,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,24,25,9,0,3,6,0,4,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,8,1,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,6,17,8,12,19,2,9,0,0,2,0,15,5,0,4,3,70,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566108301870645,0.0,0.0,0.21143322316313493,0.3098271157232725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216493457171594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646173995314791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526021941370455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789429754062172,0.0,0.0,0.3057878590614585,0.10801123720065096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467240708779325,0.0,0.07899131810570338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067679944529648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618178786463608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477290590119769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539255614640735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518921824126182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498794805175265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20963429744792247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479966299303668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953225861375927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730780942749355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214803429022168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917666343401899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359393151029392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740210309854098,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway58t0,2019/08/11,"I am weird. I am anxious. I am introverted. I am trying. I need advice. How to stop caring. A book written by... Haha no seriously help. I (26F) feel so shit about my anxiety coming back this bad. A few night ago, my girlfriends.. fake names (Hayley) brother (Ben) wanted to introduce his girlfriend to us and his other sister (the only ones that haven't met her yet in the family) and so he planned a night for us to go out to dinner. 

I haven't been out in a long time and even though I have been with my girlfriend for a year and a half, I am not 100% comfortable talking to her brothers without my girlfriend there with me. They are really loud and only like talking about themselves (Hayley and her sister agree) anyway. So yeah the seating situation at dinner was a booth, and I was lucky enough to be sitting in the middle directly across from Ben's girlfriend. When I realised the seating situation after I sat down, I was like fuck. I fucked up. 

Ben's girlfriend was very loud and say whatever you want, who gives a fuck type of person. Which is cool but I felt so overwhelmed already. I tried looking at my girlfriend sitting next to me and talking to her but so I felt rude just turning my head to look her and talk to her, so I didn't do that much. But even if I did try, she was paying attention to them (which is cool, I just didn't have an escape haha.)

So we are still looking at what to order and my heart starts racing and I start feeling a bit dizzy. At this point I'm trying so hard to keep my composure. When we ordered food, I knew what I wanted but when I spoke my brain went blank and I had trouble getting out what I wanted. Hayley was like ""oh you're so shy"". I felt like damn it no shut up I am in the middle of a panic attack haha. 

So after we ordered, we are all talking but I caught Ben's girlfriend looking at me a few times, but it wasn't a nice look though. It made me feel so uncomfortable. I didn't know where to look (I struggle with eye contact with people I'm not comfortable with) but I made eye contact and I just felt so judged by her. I was talking and asking questions.. She was loud and made comments about Hayley's sisters boyfriend in front of him. Like she would point something out about you in front of everyone type person haha. Loud no filter, but not sorry. ""fuck it who cares we only live once, bitches"" 

Hayley agreed she was sussing everyone out, to get the vibe of everyone. I just felt too overwhelmed waiting for the food. I started freaking out and my heart was racing and I felt like leaving. In that moment I felt like I was trapped and I couldn't get out. But I ended up going to the toilet. I was shaking while I was in the toilet. Trying so hard not to have a melt down. My heart was racing and I couldn't control it. I was holding back tears. I tried messaging my girlfriend but I didn't have credit. I was like fuck. So I went back and tried my hardest. 

I have never wanted to leave a situation as badly as I wanted to leave then. I haven't felt that intense since school. It was crazy. I thought I was okay in situations like that until then. 

I tried so hard but I just came across as weird as fuck and I couldn't stop it. It's like I knew I was being uncomfortably awkward, acting like a shy girl. But when I spoke to my girlfriend I was confident and didn't act like that really. And I couldn't stop acting the way I was acting. It was too late to switch it up hahaha. Not like I could... 
I'm not even like that which sucks. I hate that about social anxiety. I don't know. I felt like she didn't like me. BUT WHY DO I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK. It's so stupid. 

Oh yeah we all went bowling after and when I went to the toilet Bens girlfriend asked my girlfriend if I was okay Hahahahah. Oh damn. It was that bad. My girlfriend explained my anxiety. I just felt overly judged that night and my anxiety made me act completely weird, I think. Hayley said you could tell I was just nervous. I was smiling and happy and trying to make conversation. I just. I think it's not being comfortable with eye contact that fucks me up the most. I don't know how to change that. 

When we were all leaving she gave my girlfriend a hug and kiss on the cheek but not me. She just gave me a hug hahahah. I'm over thinking it, I know. I felt like she just really didn't like me. I can't explain it. I have never felt that intensely judged by someone. Even at bowling she kept staring at me weird and being overly nice to my girlfriend and then fake smiling to me. I know it's because I'm not Ben's sister and that's who she is trying to connect with, but she made it obvious. 

Anyway, I don't have any friends at the moment to talk to about this stuff. I feel so shit. I feel like I'll always be stuck in this anxiety.


Does anyone have any advice for eye contact and for not caring in situations like that? 

TL;DR: I have anxiety and need to learn how to not have anxiety.",1.17233001658375,3.4274577810945286,2.7627487562189086,91.82926409618577,83.12935323383084,5.314262023217247,20.94734660033168,6.605766666666668,0.3352172470978441,3830,117,807,40,108,1254,313,1005,0.184,0.679,0.13699999999999998,-0.9937,0,1,1,0,0,0,129.0,9,3,2,2,61,80,17,7,33,10,82,26,12,10,6,171,182,89,0,17,39,6,20,20,16,1,0,8,0,3,48,57,4,8,34,1,2,17,36,36,0,2,75,41,153,44,108,95,10,108,0,2,11,10,95,45,13,5,60,560,201,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322025017067321,0.03321024490435367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413432888757098,0.0,0.031173677484197825,0.0,0.0,0.050954636381725794,0.0,0.2006230457548301,0.042324509347206184,0.0,0.02619622786658023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004897730121826,0.04262156751669576,0.0,0.08642425233739952,0.09384451682004807,0.022838166975170947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04090180928537986,0.0,0.0,0.0418230570327589,0.0,0.042849699112566204,0.1527912588879592,0.0,0.039632743249148214,0.03227256916463652,0.03928108292812822,0.0,0.042019908540189166,0.059825116828881815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03278565966068653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03318265289231913,0.038711106981147166,0.0,0.09898046962660006,0.0,0.0,0.10739753705160793,0.0,0.0,0.035318436832775885,0.0,0.0947165293486901,0.02676482853100489,0.4316644818781998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060506116413784,0.0,0.0289451768568124,0.2424489367523823,0.05872136472086826,0.03593960691974832,0.04258416740068906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039881928460852235,0.1006831852318397,0.03698868931146693,0.03844964731722615,0.0,0.0,0.133187745546511,0.025111835622030718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03330039573657659,0.0,0.0,0.10294824808158964,0.0,0.04226187560543712,0.15867906467962647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36606773850364105,0.0,0.03308206514159872,0.03315512931858232,0.18876575127825992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772502856891154,0.0250080149494789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055081811500549784,0.05555928238856234,0.05779025752780504,0.0,0.03984419207983928,0.10547440419462004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039898741466779575,0.025387087652905538,0.08548090344581416,0.0,0.04395681788029837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194668787089411,0.06542555814498555,0.0,0.0,0.07083260650168233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04196909992674645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200264437554102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03563756144502569,0.029793476982633495,0.0,0.03791633231149854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691406545934254,0.030991232570846405,0.21055977223431507,0.0,0.03819059977908986,0.03174376542058336,0.028842198840197487,0.0,0.04193872605251961,0.0795532394746588,0.0,0.029919401820016525,0.09396663847900744,0.0,0.03916629650351725,0.04288818122818271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078925708156185,0.0327458472854695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602360923657677,0.07361786333841852,0.02974283069759372,0.043691999967640685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543610946345276,0.04075089527621925,0.0,0.0,0.0901309749492482,0.0,0.0,0.03091234658608755,0.13258609942656605,0.029737778759519124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389208132931772,0.03380611421007927,0.0,0.0,0.03611468698586173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026613887108446473,0.0,0.0,0.024126073955734417
socialanxiety,juniek1,2019/08/11,"Headaches afterwards? So the last few events I’ve attended I was super anxious beforehand, but afterwards I felt great (yay! I did it)... but then I’d get headaches! Does this happen to anyone else?",1.4205952380952382,3.762138916666668,2.149047619047621,88.81500000000004,104.27777777777777,6.5015873015873025,24.58730158730159,7.447530270364453,2.113496825396826,155,7,28,4,7,48,29,36,0.039,0.726,0.235,0.8606,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,1,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960752180560335,0.0,0.24514582270488156,0.35922842230740365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068101083627681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928791027841703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33662844221142063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317264783524329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865348220690025,0.0,0.0,0.3100320835332082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857836382737694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Unknownghost17,2019/08/11,My parents always complain why im always on my phone when I'm outside instead of observing and enjoying outside but damn do they know that I'm just trying bro avoid unwanted attention and eye contact from people Sometimes I just scroll pointlessly on my phone to show people I'm busy in something and that they don't approach me,9.33047619047619,8.082970301587306,8.895238095238096,68.69142857142859,60.26984126984127,11.574603174603176,43.22222222222222,10.504223727775694,4.770326984126983,271,14,44,5,3,87,44,63,0.162,0.804,0.034,-0.8047,1,1,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,6,5,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,6,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,0,1,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200574108775823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375583915683041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174425243487504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34699916772045925,0.0,0.0,0.43330242335857455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405811643565781,0.3090748547179825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216998278543656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819866253642624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,schlomnia,2019/04/11,"Where do all of you work? I've worked primarily in customer service, and as my SA worsens, it's becoming more challenging and embarrassing to work in a feild designed for extroverts. I've always had anxiety, but I have chose to work these jobs because the pay is nice. Where do you guys feel comfortable working that pays decent?",6.656475409836067,7.802661491803278,6.800122950819674,73.4710040983607,65.22950819672131,10.69016393442623,36.56147540983606,10.686352973137794,4.193488524590164,265,13,46,7,4,85,50,61,0.105,0.7440000000000001,0.151,0.7206,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,6,2,4,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,3,7,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,28,7,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429787577698476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863345327540647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423446859025585,0.2578919222304165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806897317615254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312102435352092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317212719357341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8499852732095193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wallawallaonionrings,2019/04/11,"Fake friends I feel like all my friends secretly hate me and that’s why they rarely contact me. I wish they would just tell me that, you know like rip off the band aid.",5.083428571428573,4.683932342857143,4.0464285714285735,97.22107142857143,68.42857142857143,8.142857142857144,28.92857142857143,7.1686216300943375,1.0029999999999997,132,4,33,1,2,38,28,35,0.2,0.552,0.247,0.2828,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,2,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,4,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,17,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054137899690522,0.2409563989348398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5211709519356836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33299900903478885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536295949480544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295607290511053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29480186778841605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043471596541097,0.0,0.3878609878441753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395975147713322,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tristanfromnl,2019/04/11,"Thinking about getting help. Hey everyone,

​

I'm 17 now and turning 18 this summer. And I've been struggling with social anxiety since I was young and it's taking its toll. I don't really know what to do anymore. I don't have any panic attacks, feel fine at school, feel fine while being in the bus, it's fine while biking but when I walk on the street or need to go to the grocerystore my whole body just blocks. And I can't take it anymore. All my friends have a girlfriend but I'm still single, they keep telling me to just meet people but I can't . I. Just. Can't. I'm always scared of what they think of me or that they will stop talking to me / stop messaging with me. I don't have a job because I am scared of applying. I did work 2 years ago at a warehouse / store and it went pretty good in the first months until my boss kept saying I was too slow and I felt guilty, wrong and just bad. So I quit working. 

​

The only things that help now are music and drugs. If I smoked some weed all my bad feelings go away and I feel good. But when I wake up the next day I immediately start thinking about going outside, walking to the busstop, waiting at the bus stop, walking in the big city, school and the projects I need to finish.

​

So I started thinking about going to someone who can help me with this. I'm not sure what to expect. I don't really want to take medication because I don't like that. Heard shitty stories about them.

​

Thoughts and experiences?

​

Thanks in advance,

​

Tristan",2.7694067007910657,4.8668649902280166,3.3688075849232213,90.43849755700329,76.62214983713355,5.688645881805491,25.29653327128897,6.5431188927421005,0.8165021870637509,1220,44,247,10,28,382,163,307,0.136,0.737,0.127,-0.4305,1,0,2,0,0,1,59.0,0,0,4,5,16,17,1,4,13,0,21,4,2,1,3,53,56,25,0,5,12,0,5,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,15,14,0,7,11,1,1,9,9,8,0,1,9,7,34,9,31,45,5,44,0,0,0,0,18,12,0,4,24,153,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686908038314392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338167110157758,0.4170681482966788,0.4677283303913218,0.04362724997409394,0.0,0.049078005677385364,0.0,0.1272480212418787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298498870283293,0.060275250802189415,0.0,0.10713263102850504,0.07821595759111047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712611706059858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04137433566842081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439883527942465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130236001099066,0.0,0.06275539693137425,0.0,0.0,0.12975374163379175,0.0,0.06159836668167563,0.0,0.0,0.05456977244667795,0.0,0.0,0.049565596222344924,0.0,0.033518070705155514,0.0,0.14584188981042834,0.10761947700840252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290041975905768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366342748857684,0.05702345428008621,0.0,0.0,0.03525762735154213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031342640963045364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462889457380784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051207498119331736,0.0,0.0,0.09513947594438664,0.0,0.0,0.0682290229631146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048792377003785095,0.0,0.07527146567637022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044476642323415874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526817553239743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682361920780376,0.0,0.0,0.08219801214122283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051018221705333364,0.12845966330760006,0.12985552839292275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05306925321749514,0.0,0.0,0.06539741862707013,0.054357887229255684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081774983298972,0.0,0.05123385485468214,0.16090806714574873,0.0,0.06706819749698921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604648431845094,0.0,0.1447085665273765,0.05156494517794785,0.056073847900091615,0.059064830663102315,0.0,0.0,0.042621389377955655,0.16443041501445269,0.0,0.050931495224895484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978165761266597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783997763186445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947185063535727,0.0,0.07162619177997867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341045879005906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014285856635809,0.4677283303913218,0.04131338516381946
socialanxiety,DogBoi2000,2019/04/11,"How do I open up and make more friends? (throwaway account,
TLDR at the end)

I'm a 17 year old boy who studies programming in high school. In elementary school I used to get bullied, not a lot but it was from classmates who I thought were friends (the typical elementary school stuff). I personally always loved playing video games and generally doing stuff on the computer (and I still do), I had computer addiction from 7th to 9th grade (11 now), which impacted my grades and my social life a lot.

In elementary school I had a really good classmate and friend (or so I thought) who I used to play video games and hang out with most of the time after and in school. In 9th grade we started moving apart since he went to a different class and started going to parties, and he basically backstabbed me by telling me I'm a loser who doesn't have any friends. I haven't really talked to him since. I cut down on gaming since, and tried to socialise, but my only friend telling me I'm a loser with no friends made it really hard to open up to others.

I had really bad experiences with girls in elementary and I'm scared to even text a girl since, I sometimes do small talk with girls in my class but nothing really comes out of it. I'm a bit overweight so that doesn't help my confidence at all.

I don't really make new friends because my class mainly consists of programmers who are not interested in anything else apart from a computer, and I'm rarely exposed to people from other classes. There are a few people who I hang out with when I'm in school, but none of them ever invite me anywhere.

TLDR;
My past experiences with other people made me extremely hard to open up, my self esteem is in the ground, I seek acceptance all the time, and my SA makes it almost impossible to make new friends.",5.999019047619051,6.2625551114285765,6.51971428571429,78.00461904761907,66.45714285714286,9.980952380952383,32.09523809523809,9.842372674337009,2.928066666666666,1419,54,277,29,21,463,166,350,0.11199999999999999,0.7340000000000001,0.154,0.9594,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,1,2,9,19,1,1,17,0,17,4,0,9,3,54,41,22,0,0,7,0,2,0,8,0,3,0,0,6,17,27,1,0,3,7,1,6,8,5,0,0,10,2,33,14,50,31,10,50,0,2,0,1,35,29,0,5,15,173,50,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213535344901897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544546411303482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269168821544087,0.0,0.0,0.05123604968957538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062001142927023814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290853549113057,0.045928596141580263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225540526831565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490160953920918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871774638496283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293968640519056,0.0,0.06673182945261998,0.0,0.0,0.04976356049421998,0.06815235767573169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474004727492198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656805739439433,0.0,0.03936378151654777,0.0,0.042819352111271095,0.06319441260729089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498565384832711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050104756270024,0.07960436735484375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053217223866743914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281084138683888,0.0680002991237674,0.14258336575340094,0.20116903780691808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007803874023396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553411992181045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229395949344884,0.0,0.0790601532790953,0.0,0.0,0.0573019994183199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192373608612124,0.15670074030298767,0.06578689175548481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28960120820951274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543181951925232,0.4575088488838929,0.0,0.0,0.07859952750119825,0.0,0.0,0.249299132670964,0.0,0.0,0.07680303920912257,0.0,0.0,0.07451648230342599,0.0,0.10665679697669564,0.0,0.06016928260850124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250017981019367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211162333150216,0.13170678688208806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196283800448878,0.0878666060771581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115317705795016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014489703324547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984402400090663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851863586072803
socialanxiety,TZumppi,2019/04/11,"I'm feeling so bad right now. I'm basically shivering right now.

I got a message from a friend of friend saying they thought I had talked shit behind their backs. I'm extremely sensitive in what I say and do. They thought I had insulted them and laughed at them because they thought I said they have such a bad alcohol tolerance.

I had used jokingly the term ""booze head"" but it was between me and my other friend in a party and I used the term ""good booze head"" to describe my aforementioned friend's good alcohol tolerance as it was shockinly similar to mine and I'm a guy. It was sort of a joke between us in that party. However somebody had heard me using the term and laughing and possibly assumed that I was dismissively referring to the other participants in that party who some were basically rolling on the floor at that point.

The party was like 3 weeks ago and tomorrow we were supposed to have a casual evening on somebody's place. Suddenly I get messages saying you can't come, you've talked shit behind our backs. I have no idea what the hell has happened. I try to defend myself but I don't know what I've even done. Eventually they reveal what they thought had happened and it turns out to be a one big misunderstanding. Obviously I was really scared and thought 40-50% of my social networks was going to be deleted.
I usually have my life under control and I don't worry too much about things, but I was already feeling really stressed this week and I'm trying to figure what my own birthday meeting will be like in the next couple of weeks.

Additional notes:
The girl that I shared the inside joke with came to reassure me. I said I've been really stressed out and said sorry If I've been acting strange in the last couple of days. She said I wasn't and everything's fine. (Thank you)

This all leaves me to wonder how fragile social relationships can be. You may think social relationships are strong but one f*ckup and the whole thing can fall apart. This all is coming from a social butterfly that finds a lot of meaning from conversations with schoolmates and such. I've been described as really extroverted and easy to talk with.

The scary part is not being social to others, it's about overcoming your questioning of yourself...",5.090257867132866,6.731452631701632,5.6193232808857845,78.65283107517483,69.3030303030303,8.998863636363636,30.18946678321679,9.435801123606538,2.7946368881118895,1805,72,329,39,32,581,210,429,0.114,0.7240000000000001,0.162,0.9705,1,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,3,4,9,2,13,28,4,3,23,0,41,9,4,5,3,63,75,26,0,1,6,0,3,2,4,2,3,8,0,2,25,27,4,1,18,4,0,6,6,9,0,2,32,11,47,19,46,36,11,43,1,0,0,0,50,20,3,8,19,227,72,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527107887688563,0.15738224719112995,0.0,0.0,0.08125568110106175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323823331096584,0.12296070840319888,0.04488590199599669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421636451890407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685636095556715,0.0,0.0,0.08258550253469096,0.0,0.16294669627082378,0.0,0.047487096831843316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753519704493429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972676061088314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617645781169257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446196287763898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729909103550287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275542293852501,0.0,0.03847012510238674,0.0,0.041847245591261815,0.12351948238267405,0.05889091672753932,0.0,0.0,0.07290809815616299,0.13022657236471233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113709459589691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312252516091953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040466688758984334,0.060020600491051186,0.0,0.07796655652979373,0.0,0.0,0.05200905961981131,0.07194658245661413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260001603394573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802077599872462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412861714041161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830937144603946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979104974501277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973720120798959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693065641913596,0.0,0.06960684360115361,0.08300997496803468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248564380058054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868435704767245,0.0,0.0,0.15810824940180185,0.0,0.12576410335394242,0.2801668088576115,0.1756673934580243,0.0737193283218078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116612502549068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752970894547305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242594729589756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869236205948124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754988728407756,0.0,0.06779123550244602,0.0,0.0,0.09783678755443953,0.047180957190880314,0.0,0.29228129061914804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998374368461667,0.08009139672225428,0.0,0.0,0.08857125251719783,0.1907854229477983,0.08109618163331045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719149269673112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220844757510158,0.0,0.0,0.07985168498493322,0.0,0.0747777335175464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pathospathos,2019/04/11,"I caught myself today I spend too much time watching YouTube videos instead of reaching out to people. People that call me their friend. Videos are always available, they never have any awkward silences, they are perfectly edited to have the best of people and there's no implicit expectation for you to say anything while watching them. It sounds like the perfect relationship. A relationship that is unconditional in its care. 

But it's a distraction from reality. To live connected to others, I need to foster the relationships I have with other people. I have to find people in life who might be able to drop everything and be available when I need them, to be cool with hanging around in silence, to accept me at my less than perfect.

​

I felt my productivity slowing down while trying to get some work done. I realized that a good way to feel reenergized was to have a quick conversation with someone. I rationalized (like I normally do), that if I started to talk, then I would have to talk for a long time, and then I wouldn't get my work done, so it's best not to talk at all. After that deliberation, I thought of going on YouTube to supplement my social needs. 

I stopped myself and went to this sub instead. 

I don't post often. I usually feel as if I must make myself look perfect before it goes out into the world. But doing that won't resonate with all anyone else. Nobody else is perfect.

​

My thoughts were less cohesive than I would've liked them to be. Oh well. If you resonated with anything I said, please let me know. 

​

// Also, I know that I'm now supplementing real-life relationships with Reddit. I'm just happy I avoided numbing myself with YouTube for once and that I put something out there. Baby-steps. I'll work towards putting myself out there to my friends.",5.315377747252747,7.231562419642856,5.6047619047619035,77.89664835164834,69.14880952380952,8.026373626373626,30.78021978021977,8.617729084823388,2.541184890109891,1447,60,251,24,26,460,180,336,0.038,0.784,0.177,0.9936,0,1,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,6,10,15,22,0,3,9,1,27,2,0,1,10,58,49,18,0,11,7,0,3,3,2,5,2,3,0,0,17,18,0,2,10,2,1,6,6,4,1,0,10,10,45,18,52,29,8,41,0,0,3,0,23,15,0,6,20,189,62,4,0.08173891206807432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653665784493835,0.06801332280836066,0.2656922312268053,0.297965174797426,0.055585263153018934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057153747842366286,0.08375117487147613,0.13452832005070678,0.0727649613962915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955379381458766,0.0,0.17155989065063815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346456817974338,0.0,0.08333826846632288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729457237951187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365647450495319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346166361130944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265929984225336,0.0,0.07848217395848366,0.0,0.07470788480497177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630256140331209,0.0,0.08541041581277238,0.0,0.04645410740225445,0.06855872136628477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701259182535902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984313683077838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358357557033258,0.05773461090049534,0.11980051093360135,0.0,0.07217695688239932,0.07233636500668725,0.06864009966613117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456135851849386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671206861106223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060087505369797824,0.18182510276544908,0.06304208803098868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008677901241819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704927368299656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833373486958037,0.0,0.0,0.08972477971612981,0.0,0.0,0.07828328303899776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434036613483388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930367768586853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3510280065088638,0.0,0.0,0.07775242339925975,0.06500206363623569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332252722948143,0.06925711494248395,0.06292660791193641,0.0,0.0,0.05785522266965457,0.0,0.0,0.06833739051511108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970959239160766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978313171394604,0.09532523390762528,0.0,0.07747893116040934,0.0,0.0,0.05549535581111844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002386365646928,0.0,0.0,0.06488054376645293,0.0,0.0,0.07349309839790613,0.07577279039422251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852070447390705,0.0,0.0,0.11612995585840592,0.0,0.297965174797426,0.0
socialanxiety,EatSleepThenRepeat,2019/04/11,"Awkward around animals? So I was walking home today, like 30 mins ago, when I see dog without a visible owner sniffing around. I make eye contact and it comes up to me, and I start petting it, so happy that I was getting to greet this adorable doggo. Then the thoughts kick in: “Am I petting this dog too long?”, “Will it get bored of me?”, “Am I not stratching hard enough? Does it want a belly rub?”, “This dog is totally gonna sense something off with me and get freaked out”. At a loss, I stop petting the dog and just stand there looking at it for a cue for a couple of seconds. Then the dog starts walking away from me hastily, looking back for a second to make sure I wasn’t following it. 

Then came the feeling of being absolutely crushed that I’m so socially awkward that I actually managed to turn off a dog, the literal eptimote of unconditional love and acceptance. I mean maybe it decided it wanted to go back home or saw it’s owner of something, but I just feel strongly that I caused it. I’ve been improving quite a lot these past months, but this is the most mortified I’ve felt in ages.

Does anyone else have a problem with thinking that animals are judging them? Maybe it’s just me and that’s fine, I just really needed to get this off my chest.",4.053004444444446,5.212005376000004,5.025066666666668,83.7729777777778,71.24000000000002,8.115555555555558,31.08888888888889,8.515128840125781,2.326622222222222,984,43,198,16,18,322,141,250,0.061,0.823,0.11599999999999999,0.9046,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,3,14,14,0,2,15,0,12,3,2,3,2,42,41,16,0,4,9,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,23,13,0,1,8,0,0,6,3,6,0,2,8,10,21,8,30,30,4,35,0,1,5,1,6,12,0,3,17,132,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.1244680189190299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306321553905405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891842190902078,0.13068754737485974,0.0,0.2270887388577139,0.0,0.0,0.11983513057015127,0.1961524001196395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458804287803542,0.0,0.1310264779921063,0.0,0.10987092850320974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112894837080087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22323545734047406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654961924883252,0.0,0.0,0.13179072436743905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289837567136785,0.0,0.12246565905518432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665533416090555,0.0,0.0724882172841804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577674861082836,0.114257560237922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558812031380805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231329479733137,0.0,0.0,0.1128755762918406,0.21421565227469405,0.0,0.0,0.10843637377197826,0.11511665205638227,0.0,0.17027797250999205,0.0,0.25627733374569617,0.1389366839247109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018072449576269,0.0,0.0,0.09457489907082403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175857765789153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204578857483432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566252945370635,0.0,0.0,0.08171023252874232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016388911229934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300186742622584,0.0,0.1963846851163694,0.0,0.0,0.18055763791078813,0.0,0.0,0.10663547077546164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021206517578208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172732585396958,0.0,0.10125851488264052,0.0,0.0,0.12090017247063164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873511831346325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046171023551735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295129561880062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EpicAriX,2019/04/11,"I wrote a bad poem Not sure if this is the right sub for this but I didn’t know where else to put it...

“help”

Look, I’m not you. 
It’s not as easy for me as it is for you. 
I don’t have a group of friends that seek me out, 
and I don’t have people that invite me to things. 

I don’t have a group that wants to take pictures with me, 
I don’t have a group that wants me,
and looks for me. 
It’s not the same for me as it is for you. 

If I don’t cling to someone and follow them around,
they don’t really care. 
They’ll just watch, 
and comment from the sidelines, 
but they won’t make an effort to help me. 

And even if I do go to them, 
to you, 
with my problems they’ll argue, 
shut down my feelings, 
make it seem unimportant, 
or like I have more control than I do.

But you’re not me so how could you possibly say that? 
How could you possibly know that it’s just that easy? 
Because it’s not. 

I don’t have a group like you, 
I’m not accepted like you, 
people don’t look for me like they look for you. 

So stop acting like it’s easy as pie, 
that I just have to do some simple little things, 
and suddenly I won’t be alone, 
and have

people that love me, 
people that help, 
people that actively care, 

because, 
trust me,
It’s not that easy.

This isn’t a rant. 
It’s not an attack. 
It’s not a defense. 

I just want people to want me. 
I want people to invite me. 
I want people to look for me when I’m not around. 
I want someone to think I’m special. 

This isn’t anger. 
This is a cry for help. 
please help ..",-0.05452295097943605,1.448097501510574,1.9427736088100567,100.15149790468766,83.04833836858006,5.116889192086543,16.417600623720887,5.843745405466311,-0.8404907708800309,1127,19,294,7,31,375,112,331,0.14800000000000002,0.647,0.204,0.9827,0,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,9,7,2,13,19,4,0,13,0,33,1,0,5,1,61,63,23,0,13,22,0,1,5,1,4,0,1,0,0,31,12,0,3,6,0,0,4,24,6,0,0,2,8,50,13,35,54,3,15,0,0,6,1,31,8,0,6,8,199,81,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276068523570896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594608527134728,0.0,0.10189131238895728,0.0,0.0,0.07478170901431272,0.10919405086388584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263173783503792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045298371409477,0.14301819530991355,0.0,0.09838120390338087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481873926104435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059155789772273176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045285952828857404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919647092087361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090095175110114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001623399963164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844341929534292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878079850525656,0.08976606924960913,0.0,0.0,0.3760535501244997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083447726543805,0.0,0.1195685476582683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967359494088607,0.0,0.0,0.09831373238240844,0.0,0.20193858262395825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570009069637409,0.0,0.09003596791724723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737661594313264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648666556654128,0.0,0.0712244210446172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153516767459981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177357883909134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487902387802667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441245706766859,0.0,0.0673405404748516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900390413822455,0.05738861881139533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697877515833419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itsnotthot,2019/04/11,"How to get myself to the gym? How to get myself to the gym? Its 10mins with walk and I considered going in the morning when its not busy but I have anxiety, when it comes to interacting with the cashier as I always feel it awkward.",1.4085106382978732,3.6952945319148967,3.1398297872340457,89.29400000000004,82.40425531914894,6.313191489361702,22.16595744680852,7.554174236665415,0.9437012765957444,181,6,38,3,5,60,30,47,0.09300000000000001,0.907,0.0,-0.5122,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,6,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,9,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43315696284425625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982355636865996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484260174187423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632164537188429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439539605051867,0.0,0.2958526247967391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_Why-Hello-There_,2019/04/11,"Scared to post things online? Does anyone ever get this fear of posting things online? I used to be somewhat active on social media and post and comment a fair amount, but I've come to fear an unfavourable comment or whatever haunting me in the future. It's completely illogical because I have no reason to have ever posted something like that which is rude etc. I've deleted my old instagram, old Reddit account and deactivated my YouTube over something which isn't even logical, because I know I should have nothing to fear. Anyone else feel like this by any chance?",8.06935897435897,8.499270807692305,7.6219230769230775,71.2897435897436,62.07692307692307,9.241025641025642,36.56410256410256,8.841846274778883,3.369864102564102,460,20,72,6,6,145,74,104,0.205,0.6920000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.935,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,4,3,0,7,0,0,2,2,15,12,5,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,7,2,10,10,3,13,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,7,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179113391640002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887625253326833,0.13830311978771254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456529902545594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627345138232935,0.14152412418078414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812204306224368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127585990426294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053855297101582,0.08915311920331764,0.2441945555144661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556706025292808,0.06825002195608079,0.09642984954437016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052155977154713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418156303048401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318889710280113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951709894527888,0.0,0.2832779326689224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170947052686803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387820800257617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513868241208646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375952693453935,0.0,0.2078286353650425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793496341125364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165795152484728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ilovecats337,2019/04/11,"Awkward silence So I work at a place with a lot of people and I have severe social anxiety I'm finding it hard to find things to talk about with coworkers and always feel really uncomfortable if I'm standing there and have nothing to say, I feel like maybe they don't like me or think I'm weird. I struggle every single day just getting up the nerve to go to work. Any advice on how to relaxe and make small talk or atleast look confident?",2.7078932584269686,4.728740505617981,3.995941011235957,86.22851825842697,76.52808988764046,6.6971910112359545,24.608146067415728,7.645422480735847,1.2857741573033707,351,12,69,5,8,115,65,89,0.155,0.755,0.09,-0.4576,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,5,6,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,18,13,9,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,5,6,3,13,13,2,8,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,4,3,40,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007273422101603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184774297640522,0.0,0.0,0.13227334017210762,0.0,0.14879947151810466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544273543516307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16388290325466384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670000763194728,0.13895784644238632,0.0,0.0,0.35555688323875323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016233471265883,0.0,0.11054440695719364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424258327888778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005533525303228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333925104557914,0.0,0.0,0.1653652839083951,0.0,0.0,0.12983680792697827,0.0,0.19541124707498791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663740773151666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484861051869512,0.0,0.2032213511432828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124607964378722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468200719992126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219740719198159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982782551174503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334388501492048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126792332099281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129223674174876,0.12463403167035875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28321091516212915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bobjohndaviddick,2019/04/11,Advice for finding a group for college group project I'm in a college class of about 40 students and we have to break into groups of 3. I don't talk much to anyone in class and didn't find a group today when the assignment was given. Some groups were formed today in class and the people next to me already made one. Would it be weird to email the entire class asking if anyone wants to join a group? We have to sign up for a topic next class period. Any advice is appreciated!,3.853004418262152,4.977265257731958,4.6555228276877765,86.36587628865982,71.68041237113404,6.7799705449189975,22.104565537555228,6.868970318607317,0.5142854197349038,378,8,77,3,7,122,62,97,0.018000000000000002,0.919,0.063,0.6239,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,1,0,14,14,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,4,0,17,7,3,12,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,6,48,5,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017651076047073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268537851914489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979599169044038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874814080290999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218204552308274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757781199903877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451717233103746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111905431213793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372562530465353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393008898339571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251772285337733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523096578159047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897163889237259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125167645752882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603243218891912,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jayron14,2019/04/11,".. Hello i am 14 years old ,i have felt since around 11 that i have social anxiety but never had it properly diagnosed as i’ve spoke to my mum about it many times she just seemed to brush it off as its nothing but i really feel like i do, anyway at school i was part of a ‘popular’ friendship group and i naturally just fitted in, anyway recently i have been abit distant with my old friends and have made new ones and started trying drugs and smoking and stuff like that around 3 months ago, in my area where i live i’m known by everyone but i go to school in different area so i’m not friends with any of the people in my area , by area i mean i live in a town but go to school at a nearby village so to get to places i have to walk through an around town always forcing me to see all these people, ever since i started hanging about with my new mates i have become more known an know more people who i always see and i just hate walking around my town and seeing my old friends and i have started to feel more anxious than i have before sometimes not even leaving the house to avoid being seen outside. Please can anyone leave advice and tell me why i feel like this ,thanks",5.936575167571018,5.1954922074688845,6.0839834024896255,84.46244494095116,66.75933609958507,8.909160548994576,29.74178104053623,7.882392219407189,1.7273278646664545,926,27,197,9,13,295,130,241,0.054000000000000006,0.807,0.139,0.976,1,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,16,10,1,1,7,0,15,2,0,1,3,39,38,17,0,0,9,1,4,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,10,16,0,1,9,0,0,5,3,2,0,1,7,10,30,8,35,30,5,42,0,0,4,0,12,22,0,1,18,129,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289218154409933,0.08426554379664873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819617668660474,0.0,0.0,0.06464451189734745,0.0,0.07272114845179886,0.1073914933882684,0.0,0.0664686271647736,0.0,0.0,0.3384965831496379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049870358388234,0.08088962427640434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648457385662568,0.0,0.099318162183578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024019151391498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278667262432411,0.08598781372283479,0.0,0.09083453904197783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419658527213638,0.13582271598927734,0.09127314580165556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033090166791147,0.0,0.04966527392311432,0.0,0.10805033306683537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385272611306296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096872441990552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224285537484976,0.0,0.0,0.2013110368936099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932551750337233,0.0,0.16788061738789076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994869959388119,0.0,0.09637659384167192,0.0,0.10354893205894064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075876515787133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331664507072744,0.18362036503117915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121327176656772,0.0,0.2992505306452097,0.0,0.06441556672184696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294143648655801,0.0,0.19770928735164925,0.0,0.099318162183578,0.1043480638722354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060898296098847136,0.0,0.0938609383792404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288619403759713,0.22725312712539195,0.0865396590910522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727032866104718,0.0,0.0,0.0969023765881142,0.0,0.0,0.09401742827555257,0.0,0.20185328366061955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882171823936973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308721108619006,0.08751908843172566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543063815759077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453995151742903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577746432669328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121595150572379
socialanxiety,yummycircle,2019/04/11,"going on stage tomorrow to recieve a prize long story short, i competed in this national school competition a few days ago and my relay team got a medal. And tomorrow, im going to have to go up on stage in front of the entire school to be congratulated. i cant do this. i almost had a panic attack when i was recieving the medal on the podium on the day of the competition. i dont think ill be able to keep myself calm tomorrow. I always think that everyone is judging me and that i dotm deserve the medal. I dont understand why something as minor as this is causing me so much stress and anxiety when it seems perfectly fine to other people. i'm really scared right now and i want to skip school tomorrow. pls help and send some advice T^T
and idk if this is the right community to post this on because i dont know if i actually have social anxiety (im not gunna diagnose myself hehe) but well it seems fitting to post this here",4.867535460992909,5.360913164893617,6.650851063829787,75.28333333333335,68.94680851063829,10.309219858156029,28.9645390070922,10.317481424215053,2.9201049645390067,737,25,144,19,12,257,108,188,0.066,0.81,0.124,0.8152,0,0,1,1,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,7,6,9,1,3,11,0,14,2,0,1,1,23,27,15,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,7,0,1,6,1,0,5,5,4,1,0,3,0,16,5,21,22,3,33,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,6,11,93,27,4,0.12169121375045952,0.0,0.11875307045182565,0.0,0.0,0.11891524567576807,0.10787191856209773,0.0,0.12185617231167857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012568383202633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861868908712044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844132355516675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418183440527014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501039790930782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696153121222836,0.0,0.0,0.12351402037679078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278635886200109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628116970096153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747976344852265,0.0,0.09732758034018137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815670554362388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26289478633523905,0.0,0.0,0.10816474215493373,0.0,0.0,0.06687830857707429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076928947699832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894570440771003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427784194994267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436536526180814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330930884289865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795850761016049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078472632667939,0.0,0.0,0.12183413416809195,0.3694740152979013,0.0,0.22156622119212968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404886748268396,0.0,0.09368384163989542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393968741994581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594963219089056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266848451853834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177663078065094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941501568891444,0.0,0.1098073925523079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawaysks,2019/04/11,"I feel like a mess Hi I’m sorry if this is not the place for what I’m writing and sorry if its really long, I don’t have anyone to talk to..

So basically i am a first year uni student and am struggling to make friends and approach people so i miss my non-compulsory classes and leave my classes as soon as i can. However, I’m planning to transfer courses + unis and I really want to be able to make friends but I usually make friends through other friends and now I will be starting from scratch again with no friends and my shyness and anxiety has increased sharply in the past few years due to certain events so I don’t know how to approach being the first one to approach people and initiate conversation and I’m also way too scared to do so :,)

I do like being alone but it does really have an effect on me mentally when I am always alone.... I really don’t know how to make friends to be honest and find that the friends I have are extroverted and so I just sit there passively I guess. I’m mostly fine with communicating online but when it comes to face to face, I struggle a lot and especially if the other person is more quiet too. I don’t really drink loads or anything, so going out and partying like what some of my friends do is really not my thing. I find that in a lot of my interactions, I am overthinking about being judged or being too awkward and such.

I also struggle with applying for part time jobs and actually just quit my job today due to stress and my personality not suiting the role (a waitress at a fine dining restaurant). I could barely approach the kitchen staff or the customers as I was always so intimidated. I had a previous job at a fast food place but I was really quiet and it was always fast paced so I was fine there for some reason. I did not need to interact with the customers as much as I did at my latest job. I even had some friends who worked at the restaurant with me but it did not make the situation better, it probably made it worse. Most job applications are online now which is good but when I need to go in person to hand in resumes I just can’t do it. A lot of these part time jobs for students require bubbly and social people but I can be quite the opposite until I am more comfortable in the situations but it really prevents me from getting jobs in the first place since I do need time to adjust. I need to be able to support myself since my mum can barely do so herself. I don’t really have close friends so I don’t have someone to talk about this in person which is why I am posting it here :,))

Basically, I’m shy and anxious and don’t know how to make friends at uni and everywhere else in life. I also struggle with finding part time jobs and staying at these jobs due to my personality and really want to be able to fix this. I also just kind of wanted to rant because I need to let this all out sorry if it is repetitive. Also sorry if it is not related to social anxiety and more to do with introversion or something because I don’t know what my situation is to be honest. I feel like I am always on the verge of tears and am stressed a lot now and so I don’t know what to do as I feel like a mess and would really appreciate some advice!",4.5939906514753135,5.091216809815954,6.028702892199824,79.48937627811863,69.5521472392638,9.092959392345897,29.94098743791995,9.172331337620626,2.41248279287175,2528,94,513,47,42,860,236,652,0.10300000000000001,0.74,0.157,0.9937,10,3,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,10,41,38,0,8,27,0,69,8,3,12,2,116,106,74,0,15,27,1,5,5,11,2,1,2,1,5,30,39,4,2,14,1,0,8,17,11,0,4,10,7,62,27,78,81,20,66,0,1,0,0,29,23,0,20,36,380,92,17,0.13680350721166426,0.0,0.04450016296514054,0.0,0.0,0.04456093464764853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445811712813214,0.0,0.18233619215237012,0.151775302800765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976953904617174,0.05151634119300096,0.0,0.03188539769412421,0.0,0.037525876673651364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559609882132258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04033052830320804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928136935082702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03640882290193942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039905890354497986,0.0,0.0,0.04467178514276371,0.0,0.0,0.038093925344237965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030119142096233106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917196373168727,0.09773245288664617,0.0,0.0,0.12503592718696088,0.11636499334813755,0.05514111464888788,0.0,0.3875448511585182,0.0,0.023824728720519987,0.0,0.05183239052429977,0.03824809708356888,0.0,0.0,0.05023482885247561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072691153403667,0.0,0.0,0.04748660029002449,0.12530604973789164,0.0,0.0,0.0482850537566923,0.0,0.046630284948371965,0.03220945430131912,0.11139213901925993,0.0,0.0,0.0403555996423359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507393292219146,0.0,0.04314892876469987,0.18263480672085786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04595525291368855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033522106204619186,0.1690634452775056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03090053232973944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481448669057754,0.04353147575767749,0.09484232673260584,0.19908590956660924,0.1429305478939343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043673314642191416,0.0,0.0491657729833494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700491293077236,0.0,0.0,0.3213460425039269,0.046885596668514114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565472542788927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544351656928329,0.15377287394817113,0.0,0.0929692983535938,0.03863772257209415,0.035106007822062794,0.0,0.2041871014071438,0.03227674217606778,0.04860477880060223,0.0,0.0,0.10447197020010553,0.19068897195138992,0.0,0.0,0.05174766626296335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330498471465606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03029539046426253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106361633599712,0.0,0.043224576274139975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05022324524657621,0.0,0.0806902530100918,0.03619608544850124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114796227805443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03319819419066625,0.0,0.046471487099759665,0.032393762146264334,0.0,0.0,0.058731315576761936
socialanxiety,Foodie012,2019/04/11,"My part time job I love it. I just love it. Whenever someone comes up to the cashier, I look into their eyes and smile at them. Many women don’t look back which I don’t mind, but men often look back. When they look back, they often nervously smile as their eye wanders away after a couple seconds. I distinctly remember when one guy looked back for a couple seconds then looked away as he turned his face away from me to slightly smirk. I also wave to the kids.  This made one of the parents happy and she smiled back at me. I also smile at the manager and my coworkers, and I get to see them smile back which makes me happy too. I’m so glad to see them smile because people in our country barely smile, and many people tend to be shy. Suicide rates are also high too. I hope that every person that leaves the store feels better than when he or she came in.",4.0193737957610765,4.918576404624282,4.492615606936418,88.53040703275533,71.08092485549132,7.153949903660887,23.665221579961468,7.1686216300943375,0.7598597302504819,670,16,140,6,12,212,102,173,0.052000000000000005,0.6970000000000001,0.251,0.9914,2,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,1,0,7,1,18,8,0,1,7,0,4,5,3,2,1,20,24,17,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,8,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,4,2,11,25,7,23,21,1,25,0,0,10,2,21,11,0,4,12,97,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359873262311788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277251421020531,0.4538196054113014,0.0,0.059962381187441086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699583470343619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250333683733034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473272378872722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767796748067472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287674137272978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04973629139091708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051391644216564836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739679897000013,0.0,0.20942270887674666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039280060901944,0.0,0.09769862372089368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761206854297777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415431515509316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495610875670813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755647676885708,0.09307532612077347,0.06565939056195445,0.19945330933573946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932059302215393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333093175767979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922267389676606,0.10651969195315694,0.0,0.13638778904305038,0.08588850981682933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142835163764493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676831360291135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334433164198736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759532709071068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057357413135423585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699285625412418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lyndxn_,2019/04/11,"Coping mechanisms I’m just curious to see what everyone uses as a coping mechanism for SA. Personally I smoke weed, it helps to ease my anxiety. 
Is anyone else the same ? Or does weed affect you badly ?",2.0776315789473685,4.908667289473687,5.073999999999998,72.22100000000002,86.63157894736841,9.355789473684213,23.389473684210525,9.3871,3.2615094736842103,159,6,26,6,5,57,34,38,0.113,0.705,0.182,0.4515,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740802685838975,0.0,0.0,0.2505150093689624,0.3670962473966921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991456140191368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135298669295282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29929374430449435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423482080157381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401449463703306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31283290852287665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854996996292959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30943555457555183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trinadoll,2019/04/11,Head tremors Am I the only one who gets head tremors when I’m anxious? My head will shake or twitch. And my hands shake as well. It’s embarrassing.  Mostly When I try to focus on something when I’m nervous. Like reading something or texting on my phone. Help me,0.943131868131868,3.509548807692312,1.8302197802197813,95.17192307692308,89.76923076923076,3.740659340659341,24.736263736263727,5.288315135182226,0.3428263736263735,206,9,42,1,7,64,37,52,0.179,0.691,0.129,-0.2023,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,6,2,4,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,4,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27086922495682464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526871384667768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7382124208394002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071121808838265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713837459609452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247278143361196,0.18235412075332372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23983255897326144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691697395381911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278651217813112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557993425753333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yaboineedablowie,2019/04/11,"A word of a advice for my fellow anxiety sufferers 🤟😔🤟 I wanna share a bit of my experience with social anxiety and what has helped me so hopefully you can learn something new :)

For me the most impactful difference was stepping out side of my comfort zone step by step and doing the things that scare me. For me it was driving, I would only drive on certain roads and eat at certain places I was familiar with. Over time I would drive on different roads eat at different places, even go in and order which was something that scared the fuck out of me only a few months prior. It was a small step but it literally made me realize that nothing was limiting myself but my brain and that facing my fears even though it's scary can truly improve your life over time. Of course theres been times where I was just too scared to do something and didnt etc... but small shaky steps count. Dont compare yourself to anyone else just focus on taking those steps and dont hate yourself, set goals. It's so difficult and I know that social anxiety can be difficult and often way different person to person but hopefully this tiny bit of my experience will help at least 1 person",5.474640234948605,6.385151647577096,5.958696035242291,79.29581204111602,67.76651982378854,9.401350954478707,29.230249632892804,9.558583805096642,2.5823417914831133,932,32,175,19,15,301,127,227,0.14400000000000002,0.733,0.122,-0.6699,3,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,2,11,16,2,5,8,0,21,6,2,1,2,35,29,16,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,15,13,2,1,3,0,0,10,3,10,0,0,10,0,21,6,27,15,6,38,0,1,0,1,11,19,1,5,6,120,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698507470270082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277758762199697,0.0,0.0,0.0693972804148341,0.10169243465289086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670863018203834,0.0,0.0,0.11079482250231552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414776753806193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326384188955362,0.0,0.0,0.2031132196957394,0.08290989011885519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068898506587313,0.13110619286970346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941693341213927,0.0,0.11168283367258544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917541963662872,0.0,0.0,0.05640555238313485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798794152343522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304916320540347,0.0,0.0,0.1971535068082057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054544711373871804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010257653362544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09391190092119768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792196870551718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585540205572517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523219101016213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509668302056175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25998146534736066,0.2073883769030965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980969984920721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234392337542184,0.0,0.2292204248895413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462297368890916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593669389021757,0.0,0.09751173969888244,0.0,0.17361885014984266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877931822853904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100743023004592,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chankinfai,2019/04/11,I hate myself Due to my social anxiety I lost my job .. I failed all the interviews ToT... what’s the point for me to live in this world,0.13195402298850567,2.0220516206896555,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,84.51724137931033,6.625287356321839,16.563218390804597,7.793537801064563,0.15126666666666644,103,2,25,2,3,35,24,29,0.33299999999999996,0.667,0.0,-0.875,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,4,1,1,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,16,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012447204235994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887815146052323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907712049481581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477196848938476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298632346618479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722544452341982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401414581110713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayshitdeadass,2019/04/11,"I’m considering using tinder to come out of my shell to communicate more with the outside world Has anyone else made friends(just friends not relationships or bangbuddies) off tinder? I’m a mildly good looking male I’m pretty funny but I don’t speak much, but I’ve never used tinder ever, has anyone here used it to have more human interaction? (Obviously that’s what it’s for) but I’m trying to think outside the box to better my situation emotionally and mentally because it’s hard to think I have a lot of potential but I just don’t have the communication skills to be successful",5.662905405405407,7.228303972972974,7.1491779279279255,68.51944256756758,67.82882882882882,9.874324324324323,30.091216216216218,10.125756701596842,3.2832783783783777,475,18,80,12,8,163,71,111,0.015,0.8240000000000001,0.162,0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,4,3,21,20,6,0,0,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,5,4,13,18,4,6,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,2,51,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715169395103429,0.1989358838217989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835576543131705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717153055258933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724830105972566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621925202662439,0.2183994963427775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562532139660966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000453259481575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284893733878106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739257426268447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304223688387634,0.0,0.0,0.1650645856325037,0.0,0.18371521023085827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956636976155364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272708419591307,0.0,0.14974516500409946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752656903660828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845100629396748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182396077489892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24881479724332514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181925714155018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030656344644283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,forkbomb42,2019/04/11,"I got an invitation to an interview. Should I accept it? Recently I got an interview invitation. I get really anxious and sometimes stutter, even go blank. And the interview would be not in my primary language. 

I am now thinking whether to accept it or not.

On one hand it would be good to experience this kind of interaction. But what if my experience is not great.

what do you all say?",2.304322678843228,5.11794990410959,4.869223744292238,74.59948249619484,84.2054794520548,9.271841704718415,30.02891933028919,9.444778638647367,3.775972298325722,305,16,55,11,9,107,50,73,0.133,0.7659999999999999,0.102,-0.3559,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,0,8,1,1,0,1,16,13,6,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,8,5,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,45,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694220720631556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575182065420868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665714808250032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459944999155233,0.0,0.1355374792895888,0.2000313168616077,0.3814791771131756,0.2629324126804136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24834718361387506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160475016933085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278067752300525,0.0,0.23547683066943584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965418445321935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358694300345358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281263838920914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388281977041213,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xoalone,2019/04/11,"is going to a therapist really necessary? To preface I’ve been to a therapist two years ago and only saw them for two sessions for reasons beyond my control. I really enjoyed seeing that person and felt very comfortable with them! At the end of each session they gave me an achievable goal to reach before our next session like “try to compliment someone” or “try to initiate a conversation”. 
Since then I have accepted that sometimes you just have to do things that make you uncomfortable and I try not to be as avoidant. 
My family has been asking me to see someone for months now. I had a panic attack yesterday which I don’t really frequently have.. So they basically said i need to see a therapist or I’ll just get worse. 
I really don’t wanna see a therapist. It’s like.,. you’re nervous talking to people, huh? You should talk to someone about it. 
Also, I don’t think I necessarily NEED someone to tell me what I already know. Then again I’m really stubborn and just don’t wanna feel like I’m helpless.",3.1222219207813366,5.578589458762888,4.9364351600651135,77.85688279978298,77.09278350515464,8.414107433532285,27.736299511665763,9.134995656068208,2.80637525773196,801,34,142,21,19,272,113,194,0.10400000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.11,-0.2638,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,3,4,3,9,13,2,3,8,1,15,0,0,3,0,27,34,11,0,5,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,6,0,3,6,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,7,8,23,7,24,25,1,14,0,1,5,0,16,2,0,2,14,97,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231152741407032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491821741843278,0.08327864621294875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973544173957793,0.11847133345687325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861326269874632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679895617499335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223483238268254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817147868980322,0.0,0.05265500161602838,0.07439578388501601,0.09998824099647063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440749669099285,0.0,0.05918368786101207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057231195086841075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262882963799956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951252736102731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312148419846346,0.0,0.0,0.154433134536912,0.0,0.0,0.11075131303796536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920119012013394,0.0,0.1221828086627725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219576542230742,0.09092876643450976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335654454070273,0.10707059776090208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905852063957037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319361204969463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614353863691251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529411457563629,0.0,0.10299455764034628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740340509568175,0.09102068316856356,0.0,0.0,0.4836462205250533,0.06918426546519457,0.06672704508781116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210738940395452,0.0,0.20345422844184224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592426636820069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612491375098046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706107539323518
socialanxiety,firefoxNB,2019/04/11,"i am new, with some questions hi

​

i have some questions after that i introduce. i also have sa, due to getting screamed/hit/""you do it wrong"" at from very young age of development. This was from one of my family, now since i couldnt trust someone close to me from young age. I am now more withdrawn in bonding or talking to strangers. Its like i gained a couple rocks on my back for the rest of my life, since this world is more extrovert. Its like an emotion that overwhelms, and its hard to ""not get affected by it"". Since the body will react to it, no matter what.

​

what is the best way to deal with it? 

​

Is it possible to let this emotion of sa go away? By reprogramming the body/brain?

​

Any things you could share that is helpful?

​

​

Greets",4.06181174089069,6.1938729342105265,3.7976315789473714,88.66072874493929,72.94736842105263,6.519028340080973,28.797570850202426,7.321109707123232,1.5650196356275303,634,26,122,7,13,191,94,152,0.07,0.7929999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,2,4,7,0,1,6,0,14,2,1,2,0,15,17,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,17,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,12,5,24,12,6,18,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,5,12,88,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849223772578506,0.0,0.4755008911120122,0.5332587463408992,0.04973958410435002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872002953352678,0.056242266625657206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675881273116766,0.0,0.0,0.08124511608766552,0.0,0.08165150849856705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839854116062183,0.08093107133053602,0.0,0.0,0.07540697255662565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455151763650935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895248338610678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642814515444403,0.0,0.04156871535835215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552154511470486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049026049389474816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479342636874893,0.05166289357507781,0.07146771465813519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064173215696096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956342626081685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245747055979953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387325855504986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815133375585726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06197362210957209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878937886384624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04859279883256275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060350436076625484,0.0,0.058057317359883315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997012452200418,0.5332587463408992,0.0
socialanxiety,isaacpk24,2019/04/11,"Anyone feel bad when people are nice? Most of the time when people realise I’m quiet, they make the effort to be nice to me. I always feel really bad because I don’t feel like I can be nice back because I’m too shy. It’s better when people are mean tbh.",2.401,3.214857418181822,4.361590909090912,88.28238636363638,74.81818181818181,6.227272727272728,19.204545454545453,5.985473137389443,-0.0732727272727276,198,3,43,1,4,68,36,55,0.14300000000000002,0.637,0.22,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,5,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,13,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,5,3,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043001066155234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167984588214852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879693159555128,0.4100135400309392,0.29934485273966793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171507769751392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724410837444258,0.17540623255637075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199532490876443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389276250808088,0.0,0.0,0.2674534657240735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106574549502533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572924029680632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317015142277065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wurldprincess,2019/04/11,"i dont know what to do anymore. i feel like such a coward. i take everyone's bullshit because im too afraid to say something. it constantly feels like im humiliating myself even when im doing normal every day tasks that i wouldn't really care that other people are doing. i just want an easier way to make true friends who i have stuff in common with and who i can truly express myself to. if you have any ideas or baby steps i should take to make some good friends, it would be much appreciated",2.6014081408140832,4.558162584158417,4.442112211221122,83.20286028602862,76.62376237623762,6.865126512651265,22.113311331133108,7.793537801064563,1.0380882288228823,395,11,78,6,9,134,73,101,0.107,0.648,0.245,0.924,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,2,0,12,0,0,2,1,18,21,4,0,6,3,0,2,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,11,7,7,17,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,6,51,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110285172151991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619189740981074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952726563173944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646362453346542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643578421386186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529499665361587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135004942084932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783763319962332,0.0,0.13756117235424709,0.15601052410716298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510742191266362,0.2332788092572691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522824453396468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694228908323824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843108253101305,0.5290756040725758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972837132049986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159529970548301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179666476302805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002149933163768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996895252275484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319016556881174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045943007122401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983806016338506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569245108386354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690394067966007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24551593448914194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630028503783693,0.12959533088247793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159816115984786,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway__desu,2019/08/03,"24, No College, Getting a First Job \-- this will probably come out a bit disorganized and rambly  
\-- commented here a few times, this is the first time I’ve worked up the courage to actually submit a post

In a bit of a pickle here. I’m 24 and have never had a real job. I did some lawn care for a local business over the summer a few years ago, but I’m not sure if that really counts for anything. I also live with my parents and have never been to college. At all. I just had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and didn’t want to go into debt to confirm it. Might’ve also had something to do with my being an awful student in middle and high school.

I wanted to get a job once I was old enough, but my family only had one car (which my dad needed) and we didn't live within walking distance of any businesses. We finally got two good cars a couple years ago, but by that point I knew employers would want to know why I had no experience at my age and was afraid that only fast-food restaurants would consider hiring me. I would rather do almost anything than that.

Anyway, due to circumstances, I need to find a job before the end of the month. I found a few that might work, but the only one I really kind of want is a retail position at a hardware store. Unfortunately, the qualifications include strong interpersonal skills and strong communication skills. Not sure how my communication skills are. My interpersonal skills are definitely mediocre at best right now. While I'm hopeful that those would improve with practice, I’m not sure if they would give me a chance to find out.

The only thing really going for me here is that my dad knows one of the employees and the manager. He stopped in with me a few days ago to ask the employee about a job, and he (employee) said that I should submit an application before Monday and come back *with my dad* next week to talk to the manager without an appointment. That’s really what I’m the most anxious about. This isn’t a formal interview. I have no idea how to prepare. Even though there's a position listed on their site, I suspect they may not actually be hiring right now. Even if they were, why would they want me over some outgoing 17-year-old^(1)? It’s just an entry-level job, but I *want* to work there. Still putting off actually applying. This is all just so overwhelming. I feel like a 24-year-old child.

I don’t know what the point of this is. I guess I just wanted to say it. Any advice would be appreciated, of course.

​

^(1) no offence to 17-year-olds",3.6479838709677423,5.3799471854838705,4.876241935483872,82.18811290322584,73.11290322580646,8.024516129032259,25.30322580645161,8.697196308434329,1.7567477419354836,1988,64,394,38,40,657,234,496,0.086,0.807,0.107,0.9304,12,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,2,0,5,13,25,14,0,2,39,1,41,1,0,2,7,90,75,26,0,23,18,4,1,1,0,11,1,2,1,1,23,24,0,1,11,0,3,8,16,2,0,6,16,3,42,12,55,45,13,61,0,1,0,0,21,24,0,11,29,271,65,19,0.0,0.0,0.18019502184360855,0.0,0.0,0.060147035105577173,0.16368404326433428,0.0,0.061634548473672425,0.0,0.0,0.09844480540746108,0.0,0.06669060505094583,0.07479133921077315,0.08371373482335108,0.0,0.0,0.06953523768626407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130264275221047,0.0,0.057541981719883215,0.0,0.0,0.04732900645376236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475092715354344,0.0,0.06459409552813554,0.0,0.13439574725488793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275546171133027,0.0,0.0,0.10604166721462667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810513564126973,0.0,0.03969537578801319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451601664179757,0.06359875321768256,0.0,0.08130785906249373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020879909422148,0.05802491128078455,0.0,0.03112209205805676,0.0439721273144157,0.0,0.06742623552623281,0.11251320409440567,0.10471069028381226,0.07442784997155194,0.06748761825496534,0.0,0.0,0.06431583206523192,0.059045436038363965,0.0699618317506623,0.05162615318097551,0.04922804774270135,0.0,0.06780549013174604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503213011052922,0.0,0.061134143225290385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896742874787368,0.0,0.0,0.36647989203232223,0.0,0.0,0.06409601228683685,0.10148064575558292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347537128454633,0.030070764668892837,0.0,0.1087015206202448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059200777205351,0.0,0.0,0.049129511040398935,0.0,0.0,0.09127874052536332,0.09494402546243792,0.0,0.06546030679199519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583501556735462,0.06554992636809984,0.12512588105572447,0.18724957966964625,0.0,0.0,0.06834522673041604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637139343133852,0.0,0.05894895180569159,0.0,0.06636251005517013,0.0,0.0,0.06187586893989866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005864167024514,0.1577248759773524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512862811882047,0.05854920337788341,0.04894791541450934,0.0,0.06229301225545007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473850537827914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049154798226220216,0.051459486414171016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403358628457702,0.0,0.0,0.04947245298948058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408918243793462,0.0,0.06047365585739204,0.0,0.07178189776082268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012649352232158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904355287189952,0.0,0.04937259001775247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110806113574957,0.0,0.0,0.05933307632525904,0.0,0.13442982966245806,0.0,0.0,0.30606901203790743,0.0,0.07479133921077315,0.19818449319591652
socialanxiety,Iluvnuggetsandcats,2019/08/03,"Still not comfortable with my boyfriend of 1 year. I have severe social anxiety probably the worst around him. I love him to pieces but i just cant get comfortable. 

I stall in conversations and freeze/panic bc I dont know what to say..

What can I do? :/

I do take medication (escitalopram 15mg) but its not really seeming to work",1.1127430555555549,3.741634093750001,3.408333333333335,83.29222222222225,90.875,7.844444444444445,21.17361111111111,8.515128840125781,1.8997590277777785,258,9,52,8,9,88,48,64,0.223,0.7070000000000001,0.07,-0.8279,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,10,11,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,10,3,7,11,2,4,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506297476454347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25026448175542393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32948118503038976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146878339792455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450118880556654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25372996840993595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832079692511185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031046940814647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009848573542553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356512608257503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559293536400521,0.0,0.31759583730716634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865756910399617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451004440019454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137407929645405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466531661419726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810379086984473
socialanxiety,_domdomdom_,2019/08/03,Does anybody else have problems projected their voice and enunciating clearly when socially anxious? And does anyone know how to counter that Post says it all. Am soft spoken beta pussy nonchad even though I’m 6’5”. Help,5.630526315789473,8.936671263157898,4.572894736842105,79.19776315789477,73.21052631578947,6.957894736842108,33.1842105263158,8.07648339933343,2.9894526315789487,180,9,27,3,4,53,36,38,0.109,0.7659999999999999,0.125,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,4,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378164477877085,0.0,0.2090872825182477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233627161081778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24979946642307324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750512862014066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043211931110624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643379309496285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28638609951485555,0.0,0.0,0.2861293459339215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377990133081713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048213187876163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937934245461859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hwhihwihfiwh,2019/08/03,Tense face This is the worst part of social anxiety for me. The moment I step out of my house my face and body just get so tense. But the tense face is the biggest problem. My face gets like scrunched up and it makes me look angry/sad. How can I stop this from happening? I can't talk to people or act normal because my face feels like this.,0.16035993740219112,2.4774332676056368,1.2810328638497666,99.92918622848202,89.56338028169014,4.282316118935838,16.339593114240998,5.82211442006289,-0.7242876369327074,266,6,61,2,9,83,50,71,0.23800000000000002,0.701,0.061,-0.9236,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,4,6,6,2,0,12,10,6,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,9,2,7,10,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,4,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314954793079232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188042083513032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29497275599965506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342730495637263,0.18971319856315846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774840100889541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483021840795776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064158714102553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594744124060346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300008642991895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726063517593546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601884136027173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28757117744712035,0.0,0.18410303468473865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541011463130213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707008128501007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220166355437904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134437852026075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nic495,2019/08/03,"Only J U S T figuring this out 🤷‍♀️ ?? Hey, hi 👋

So I had a moment yesterday, and I have these frequently I guess, it just depends on the situation.

I’m fine going out, shopping, working, the normal day to day things.. it’s just specific encounters. 

If I’m hanging out with a friend and then someone I know ‘pops up’ or we run into them unexpectedly, I get super embarrassed. 

Blushing severely, sweating, feeling awkward that kind of thing. When I know people notice but don’t say anything it seems worse, but also when people do say something it’s bad but kind of less so... 🤷‍♀️

It happens when two friends I know super well, but haven’t ever hung out all together, kind of meet. Or I run into someone from work when I’m with a friend. 

If I’m at work, and a friend comes in or someone I wasn’t expecting to see (I never expect to see people I know) i get the same thing, blushing, unable to do anything ‘normal’ I feel awkward and I think I get awkward too. Even when I KNOW they’re coming in to see me for a hot minute ... it seems like the “when worlds collide” dealio.

Strangers I’m completely comfortable with it seems? 

I trained someone new at work the other day- one on one type of thing and I had a couple of moments of blushing and sweating. If I say something that would be completely innocent, I overthink it and get embarrassed and uncomfortable. It doesn’t seem consistent to me, it just happens and when it happens I don’t know what to do to stop it or calm myself. 

I know I can’t do presentations at work, deliver training, speak up in a team meeting ... some people I work with I’m totally comfortable having a conversation with them (except when I don’t know how to respond to something they’ve said) but other people closer to my age group I get embarrassed even saying “hi” ...

I don’t know what to do, i don’t know where to get help managing this or anything ...

Can anyone offer advice or even let me know if this is something that happens to them?

😅",0.8921059157840361,3.363537048101268,2.9984345130457264,87.92323688969259,87.37974683544304,5.756135365538621,23.757427021441487,7.209633053413488,1.2166595195040038,1534,62,304,25,49,517,175,395,0.081,0.7879999999999999,0.131,0.9728,0,0,4,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,3,9,22,22,0,6,13,0,23,2,2,2,4,76,65,37,0,9,19,0,3,1,4,1,0,6,0,0,27,23,0,1,19,2,1,6,10,7,1,3,4,12,37,15,44,58,5,47,0,0,3,0,25,19,0,17,23,200,64,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686188385943302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471761936531271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04784275227379835,0.0,0.16891818996055236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713010785805653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788021845332115,0.14347982687801394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570843120503655,0.0,0.13238096945439876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135577671117612,0.06189226174792045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919315976243101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145287526658504,0.0,0.21448826295360926,0.0,0.03888620495503215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537533310266782,0.0,0.2420239187557403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045862302653805684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137551812081537,0.4136366739960873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996686046204463,0.0,0.03342788171231771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052771814873946624,0.0660830831877544,0.0,0.0,0.134079463669304,0.0,0.07789971296453534,0.0,0.0,0.09273000309183234,0.05203855695722657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371784720217384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508566930095228,0.21764995264431952,0.0,0.0,0.1635721321211248,0.2491578748264809,0.0,0.07729819064491097,0.0,0.0,0.07690999691360384,0.0,0.0,0.23189737285680365,0.2107005911188601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720445235664383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182804240660932,0.0438425121026908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683904900229477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061520236786265926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29887530257667483,0.0,0.06972859069963952,0.048605532615504016,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,marias-gaslamp,2019/08/03,"Oh no, I'm hanging out with people I was excited to go for breakfast with a couple friends this morning, since I love the breakfast place. But I ended up hanging out in the afternoon after they assumed I was hanging out with them after and I felt pressured to go out. The trip to the museum was fun and I enjoyed it, but now we're back at a friend's place 'to play card games"" but they started cooking and now I feel stuck even though I wanted to go home two hours ago.

I want to go home, I feel like I lost my day off *and* I feel guilty about that feeling.

#Screams internally",1.3392577030812305,3.4503354117647085,2.7548109243697496,92.97462535014007,81.43697478991595,5.311204481792718,24.202380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.6208817927170869,450,17,97,4,12,146,73,119,0.10099999999999999,0.731,0.168,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,1,6,11,0,1,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,22,19,8,0,2,3,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,3,11,3,0,6,4,0,8,1,3,0,1,6,6,16,8,21,13,0,29,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,1,12,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224931671720238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206801499617185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900422330642971,0.0,0.11076694563558197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212282367292615,0.0,0.0,0.11344171740075087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473753817039144,0.12270089749818075,0.16491051332281687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265393008175652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904464064265866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445659859646548,0.0,0.1691428247841047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391019581443154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748948296457893,0.0,0.1550144451030777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190724090840506,0.0,0.3588921793835124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207645853634518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156817258790095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874716557698835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777843532234032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260959734995768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FatherFondle420,2019/08/03,"I fucking did it boys! I made plans with one of the friends I met last school year. We talk almost every day and I don’t even know why I was worried but I’m so proud of myself. We’re gonna hang out again sometime next week, I can’t wait!",-0.8811111111111103,0.9467682962962982,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,88.25925925925927,3.6,16.407407407407412,3.1291,-1.316125925925926,184,4,48,0,6,60,45,54,0.032,0.804,0.163,0.8186,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,9,11,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,8,2,4,6,0,8,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,1,6,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775070642139604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787268256294099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304267512881373,0.0,0.2334951559532665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141110311533106,0.2562035124285991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230416909329195,0.2258990781458597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622284301723544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947323864658689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779140795140012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804717707867746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27409003950977834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227477206949659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222298091699634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500679822622364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814403876210642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784635346295202
socialanxiety,SheSellsSeaShells-,2019/08/03,"Should I (F20) still tell him (M22) how I feel? You can look at some of my previous posts if you want more context--

I really like this guy I at my work (we are camp counselors) but I'd been nervous the past few days that he's flirting with this other counselor (who already has a boyfriend, which he knows). My friend (also works with us) who I tend to think is better at reading people (and also an outside perspective is generally more accurate) said no he probably doesn't like her, they barely talk, and his flirtiness is just his personality--

Flirtiness being talking to her and smiling at her a lot, laughing with her, and then today specifically, he was being pretty touchy with her, i.e. hand on her shoulder, arm around her shoulders very playfully.

My friend said he does that stuff to her a bit too but I was like-- well he doesn't do any of that to me at all. She said not to worry about it and I trusted her judgement more than my own so I felt a lot better.

At the end of today a couple of the counselors (including me) and our assistant director (who is his sister, she's 23) were talking about some stuff and it came up that he and this girl are always talking, a lot (according to one of the other counselors). I was a little confused since my friend said they didn't but then the assistant director (his sister) was like ""yeah ***(guy)*** was like hmm ***(the girl he was flirting with)***"" and she was like ""she has a bf"", and his response was ""not for long""

None of us have known each other for longer than 4 weeks but for me feelings get too intense too fast. I don't know how it is for him but I'm really hoping it's a superficial 'like'. I also talked to the asst. director (his sister) about it bc she's easy to talk to and super nice and I feel like she would generally give good advice but especially here. I was worried it would be weird for her but she was fine with it. She said he's ""emotionally stunted"" (jokingly, I think) and that he doesn't usually o the way she tries to guide him but she said ""I'll see what I can do"".

My plan originally was to tell him how I feel at the end of next week bc that's most likely the last time we'll be working together so it would avoid any future awkwardness if he rejects me, but now I'm not sure. Should I go through with it? Should I say something sooner?

Side note: we were co-counselors last session (last two weeks of July) but now he works with the older groups and I'm with the younger groups so the schedules are completely opposite and I barely get to see him/flirt with him (not that I'm any good at that). The girl he has been flirting with shares a similar schedule and gets to be around him all day.

TL;DR: was planning to tell the guy I like at work how I feel at the end of next week, found out he likes one of our other co-workers today; should I still tell him next Friday? Should I say something sooner?",1.7603448275862057,3.9488580689655213,3.019310344827584,91.22672413793104,80.3793103448276,6.06896551724138,21.896551724137925,7.237678284180719,0.6571896551724135,2240,69,476,30,58,723,236,580,0.040999999999999995,0.762,0.19699999999999998,0.9986,0,1,2,0,0,0,102.0,7,2,2,10,25,38,0,4,27,1,51,4,4,5,3,91,84,40,0,12,17,3,7,11,4,9,0,8,0,7,31,34,0,1,12,3,0,2,11,6,1,3,26,18,78,32,61,44,16,55,0,1,3,0,97,17,0,10,45,320,109,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590093425258344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666384036854445,0.1448740548552657,0.0502467065645648,0.0,0.0,0.12319541047127873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751421964085836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681454407139317,0.06592681309941892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690664827330817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331447576015055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681691408013306,0.0,0.07788906044844705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284494976029923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792709175175407,0.16045450753373675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266705891244606,0.04314038618414548,0.057980857317506324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621107715234217,0.13996421904867634,0.0,0.09464892885017864,0.057928580413966035,0.03431924521518783,0.10129926939873042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937746177374364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997777930819523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637408005922678,0.14767005644777725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245216749537686,0.060523499789259284,0.0,0.05344047248918517,0.05070975514906925,0.0,0.0,0.15401625151589055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266633801090904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183940085163523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057646092568558835,0.041864646604061376,0.05272747855302569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05783392119885905,0.06143514798816335,0.06510725058759463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060403203410124076,0.0,0.07737074001282998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446504045304038,0.09604411261670064,0.0,0.0,0.09624102119037864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995263615756796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297751300178543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645005178485837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825701881677285,0.0,0.0,0.0569139026611455,0.0,0.0,0.2912200329334739,0.21112311572416667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738692554040938,0.0,0.0,0.035212064773331136,0.0,0.17171905260044038,0.0,0.0,0.04099871531044515,0.0,0.0589891894905231,0.0,0.14527591917728316,0.0,0.0665075969556799,0.049825485264631306,0.03561773569920704,0.04793228017351946,0.19375479244362595,0.0,0.054295040989621145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637741278624057,0.12265157894934532,0.0,0.1286912822613018,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Treach666,2019/08/03,"Should I feel guilty about wanting to get welfare? Bit of a rant:
I had a mental breakdown in May and so far it's gotten worse that I can't leave the house without my heart racing and wanting to run away. The daily pills I take have no effect and the ones that are too addictive work only a little bit. I was thinking about going on welfare since I can't imagine going to school or work and on top of that doing the work. I have depression and anxiety/social phobia for 6 years and I can't take it anymore.
I'm sorry if this is the wrong sub for this kind of stuff.",4.683025210084033,4.446445873949582,5.616470588235298,85.07411764705884,69.25210084033614,7.808403361344537,27.084033613445378,6.868970318607317,1.180089075630252,445,12,94,3,7,147,77,119,0.184,0.79,0.026000000000000002,-0.9535,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,0,8,0,12,3,1,1,0,17,23,9,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,3,1,9,1,15,18,2,11,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,3,1,64,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409238713895207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747290001219528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586582007686711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687229256357947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544682067201642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538535682821513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822720304838468,0.0,0.19194455042553604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001108510632528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19485241903123612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758513171340753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880813217087002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925133237033252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018046574707776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443016086940755,0.12843265923608624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090467663336414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969037240934964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903527787278834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331486716537846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539372904079025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082045841810555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920689464738986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278391196508446,0.0,0.3688164327986971,0.0,0.1720921726499893,0.0,0.18463199387476475,0.0,0.10874624776371096
socialanxiety,bladehider,2019/08/03,"so i went to the gym today first time and i was pretty nervous. also im not fat or anything (actually its the other way around, so i went to train myself) i was really nervous but managed and stayed there for 40 mins. when i was done changing and heading for the exit door this guy tells me: wow you didnt stay long, half an hour is nothing. maybe he meant it well but i just wanted to explode on that moment",1.5034411764705882,3.4120710352941184,3.26904411764706,90.54944852941178,79.82352941176471,5.191176470588236,21.213235294117645,5.985473137389443,0.15255882352941175,318,9,67,2,8,106,66,85,0.037000000000000005,0.858,0.105,0.775,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,2,4,0,6,2,2,0,0,11,10,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,4,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,1,2,8,0,9,2,7,2,0,16,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,8,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.1911948800324032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668143243181729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612298699748564,0.1744151010021906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726304261397446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049965793136496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666540034965487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399690085827795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010759346206449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929470046067919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163300007009447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338777024920804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683334926543564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879956584480305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932651843139004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551479682436018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176607109984001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124739255854646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424564777480435,0.0,0.18571432382527572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155618482875672,0.15551642407220007,0.0,0.0,0.17616042026359158,0.3632495265915084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SocialAnxietyHere,2019/08/03,"taking way too long to process things when I’m in social situations. “What would you like to order?”-waitress 
I want Mac and cheese. Just say Mac and cheese. BUT! What if she judges me for ordering Mac and cheese when I’m not a child??! NooOoo!!
A minute later, she’s gone and my family ordered for me but now and only now I have the right words to say.",1.1177816901408448,3.473859140845072,1.9980105633802845,96.54518485915493,84.35211267605635,5.803521126760564,15.917253521126757,7.1686216300943375,-0.2430718309859148,273,5,62,4,8,85,48,71,0.0,0.9309999999999999,0.069,0.5586,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,7,10,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,8,1,6,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,7,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29037763775066705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504849799365563,0.0,0.0,0.2725915695655417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426615144297225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630508347129582,0.0,0.4899061364214983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462319102977888,0.0,0.31399170355812306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23159573306958706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463747560303275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168055083312212,0.24449513405779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188114300331061,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bobtheliak,2019/08/03,"Having everones eyes on your back. Those people that talk in hushed tones as you walk past. When ever I am out somewhere with lots people i am always hyper aware of what people are saying around me. I can pick out if i hear my name is said very easily. Sometimes I think I hear it but maybe not. Anyone else have this? Not only that catching glances from people across the way before they quickly look away. I cant tell if I am introverted, have social anxiety, or something else. Social situations used to tire me out simply because there were so many people around. But lately it has gotten much less so. I have a much greater desire to get out there but just can't. I love to dance but I cant around family (long story). I have no problem making a fool of myself lately even though I have such trouble around people. It is such a contradiction that I can't understand. Public speaking was so easy without a script. But as soon as there was one I have trouble swallowing and sweat buckets. No script and I can have a good laugh with the audience and leave with a huge smile.",2.884285714285713,5.180756714285722,3.5640476190476207,88.2117857142857,77.09523809523809,5.914285714285715,20.97619047619048,6.961326702584282,0.5149333333333329,850,22,164,9,20,268,129,210,0.135,0.736,0.129,0.1536,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,0,20,7,0,0,8,0,24,5,2,3,1,36,35,19,0,4,12,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,9,14,1,0,2,1,0,3,9,4,0,1,5,9,23,3,25,30,5,26,0,0,3,1,15,13,0,4,9,126,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313961104939966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563063436462581,0.0,0.0,0.07826816312228592,0.1146915270474132,0.0,0.3985866252452562,0.0,0.0,0.1051674348099422,0.08607177483868055,0.0,0.06823506755745865,0.0,0.09524918112226814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187016112605077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739325866123882,0.10125240309693542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552317644092624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848187222659279,0.0,0.0,0.09388649721014627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523197220616976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525370744663566,0.11852392433836755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905972276099488,0.09399793924653832,0.0,0.0,0.09516387402786852,0.1010264931750648,0.0,0.07471806259279948,0.11348540341100885,0.112454626876668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457148829034182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585064260920911,0.08513227335391366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685545396799603,0.4656134303742842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710751056642903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647664567073732,0.08901589680519309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582060809794085,0.0,0.2282090466208754,0.0,0.0861737016156394,0.11070743787692654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996981245714028,0.09783688437778007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717239858883178,0.10997642419800956,0.0,0.0,0.12865381642866386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652918856798587,0.0,0.0966766523186012,0.0,0.0923588158346702,0.0,0.08884948362408399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790218448686607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zuflu,2019/08/03,"The worst thing in the world is calling someone from far away. Fuck me. I just can’t, I stutter every time. Asking to go to the bathroom? I guess not, just keep saying in a really tiny voice : “ca-can I c-can I” for 3 minutes straight without anyone hearing it.
 
Or I see someone dropped his wallet, hmmmm good thing to do now would to give it them right? No just look at it then immediately stop and keep looking at your phone until someone else picks it up.

I hate myself",1.4163157894736855,3.6757519473684255,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,82.15789473684211,5.063157894736842,23.184210526315788,6.2581,0.5177157894736841,365,13,75,3,10,120,71,95,0.185,0.7659999999999999,0.049,-0.9226,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,4,5,2,0,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,13,16,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,6,12,1,14,15,1,17,0,0,3,1,9,10,1,2,5,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756759249865401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055851393607185,0.0,0.17141013577899386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186293540206598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240676599380806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371513811539514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168664562388154,0.0,0.17501485914119774,0.10368591503962077,0.15302357867422195,0.0,0.0,0.20098028062146933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012356852202455,0.0,0.0,0.2056252389177074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243254208203737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064104312958207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687692904115304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580435403989715,0.0,0.145085092029121,0.0,0.0,0.14538254387447674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637471950736789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525295665596047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424125339383697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638331739421544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586744534720974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960146486535687,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,esurks,2019/08/03,"Want to create a YouTube place for members here to vent, listen, and relax to Hello, I'm a music producer and I have an idea to create a place where everyone here can go to when they need a source of audio help, or something to distract them from their suffering in life, whatever it may be. (as well as this, I love meeting new people, and am in need of new friends) I think music is powerful in doing so, and the channel I have can help all of us. I'm just starting up this new idea, but I will be posting daily a new video of melancholic music that we can relate to and listen to together. If you are interested in this idea, check out/subscribe to the channel : [https://youtube.com/nkmusic](https://youtube.com/nkmusic) , and leave a comment on the new video that I can reply to so I know you made it. Think of it as the lofi hip hop radio, but for us. The most recent video is the start of this. Thank you.

Also let me know any feedback or ideas you have.",5.9603743315508035,6.0410578716577525,6.184385026737968,81.00245989304814,66.54010695187165,8.511229946524066,28.764705882352942,8.00094639256281,1.7155818181818183,750,22,149,8,11,240,104,187,0.034,0.84,0.126,0.9314,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,3,4,3,2,9,9,0,1,13,0,17,3,1,2,1,29,34,18,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,9,7,0,0,8,7,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,18,6,28,28,2,20,0,2,0,1,19,9,0,5,9,107,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234505321496243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852673653108481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034099733939848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921544488523646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562691702513651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480047663810476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214273947621129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692371925297904,0.0,0.0,0.12227100407260295,0.0,0.11808067543134493,0.08156317559255202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422039961471694,0.10926492639527896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124601173868714,0.0,0.5576307873374431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005559771913423,0.0,0.2412929087290827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059281531273717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401730730632115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889804383389216,0.0,0.0,0.1634671339063531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063135631626733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798301388701066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778036239963333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810995319677546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382559778224283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Phanners,2019/08/03,"I’ve been seeing a psychiatrist focusing on my extreme social anxiety, and there’s one technique in particular that I’ve found very helpful. Maybe it will help some of you, too. One of my major problems is that I overanalyze social interactions, and when I perceive anything that could be construed as them disliking or rejecting me, I focus on it and blow it way out of proportion. Maybe they are giving me a strange look, or say something dismissive. Anything. I’ll latch onto it and convince myself that it means they dislike me, and that I did something wrong.

So anyways, this is a way to minimize that disordered thinking, if not stop it in it’s tracks.  My doctor calls it “The 3 C’s of Healthy Thinking”. I’ll write out the description:

**Catch It**

Pay attention to thoughts

Observe which ones are happening when you notice you feel more anxious

Notice how these thoughts make you feel

**Check It**

Is the thought accurate?

Does it tell the whole story?

Is it helpful?

**Change It**

If it’s not telling the whole story, change it to make it more accurate

If it’s not helpful, refocus on what’s important to you

———————————-

Essentially what you’re trying to do is take these cues you’re picking up on, and reframe them before they have a chance to spiral out of control.  Here’s an example of mine from the other day: a lady my husband works with stopped by the house to drop something off, and did not stop to talk to me like she usually would; just gave me a tight-lipped “hi”. My first thought was, what did I do to piss her off?  I must have fucked up at some point and she hates me. But then I stopped again to think: wait, she just got back from a stressful 2 day work conference, and she’s on her way home. I bet she’s exhausted and just wants to leave.  And with that, I could stop worrying so much about it. (Mostly anyways, I still worried a bit because I always do, but it still helped a lot!). And lo and behold, next time I ran into her she was friendly as normal, and I didn’t have to be on edge the whole time assuming that she was still mad at me. 

It feels weird at first, and kind of forced. Sometimes it’s really hard to convince yourself that these alternate reasons are anywhere near plausible. But the more I do it, the more naturally it comes to me, and the more sense it makes in the moment. It doesn’t fix everything, my SA is still pretty bad, but this has helped quite a bit. 

I hope I explained this properly, I’m not so good at that sort of thing. And I hope some of you might be able to find it helpful as well.",2.1228181853903862,4.47076743687375,3.1236779441235387,90.09430233015051,80.04208416833667,6.4788557507171225,25.01477464733389,7.654269350097167,1.316648677747652,1977,76,406,32,51,630,240,499,0.111,0.794,0.095,-0.4449,0,0,3,0,0,0,73.0,0,6,5,6,22,20,4,1,23,0,35,4,1,7,1,89,67,36,0,12,17,1,4,1,1,4,2,1,1,0,48,24,0,7,18,0,3,3,7,11,1,5,16,7,54,9,57,42,17,54,0,1,2,1,43,24,2,16,24,289,102,4,0.07227624596764959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601396265744308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05529113033646721,0.08165158532795043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895438419221716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055575971802709186,0.06034764640217648,0.04405892869801792,0.0,0.0615017619214167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781388242617395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738021281017144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291736949112147,0.06225958612494682,0.0,0.0,0.08106395562665647,0.115413402467015,0.0,0.0,0.0932243987689792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283483959922093,0.07397780035466116,0.06324942990731673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495722947648012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963512485834488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605917941983418,0.12295627579549072,0.0,0.07924717314389766,0.055840448345626056,0.06681822475318057,0.0,0.06933396101506216,0.0,0.06062188599440078,0.0578059164610523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391364561322464,0.0,0.06474531988551811,0.07135782949563363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391167090796618,0.0,0.07249896775044062,0.14357324079434322,0.0,0.08339708385213006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526458800692139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765301086136698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03531052296559336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060693843375130625,0.0,0.0,0.061446679698680964,0.0,0.0,0.1447348662529616,0.0,0.1452224073244797,0.07873002036632785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667367525123568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053131356997669486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686660754272852,0.0,0.07081537534825058,0.0,0.16457397015580372,0.0,0.0,0.14692876437488134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832441418668239,0.0,0.0,0.07353092592855869,0.0,0.06915860627081136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687468424556383,0.0,0.0,0.04630201390592641,0.07431201844651113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747697174957106,0.0,0.0,0.057594810399106036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473530616034796,0.0,0.1669253557313749,0.07148305536082945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23087961357119186,0.302130889725081,0.08279219555999777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054342742077879036,0.0580929087332587,0.1263452493604413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048017126260363814,0.13893510008750395,0.0,0.22951706385318454,0.08428972050781992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049070826674646274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960207382224839,0.059635472304127614,0.042630402484681466,0.1721085596003632,0.0,0.0,0.06498502515311097,0.0,0.0,0.2420815424680017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523593574076763,0.14680007230523315,0.0,0.05134297142861504,0.07902272885045042,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shysourberry,2019/08/03,"In a car for 2 hours tomorrow with someone I’ve only met once before As the title says, I’m going to be in a car tomorrow for about 2 hours (maybe longer if there’s traffic) with someone I’ve only met once before. Needless to say, I’m freaking out a bit haha. 

She’s my boyfriend’s friend’s girlfriend, and although she seemed nice enough on our first meeting, I really have no idea what to talk to her about! I’m trying to be more outgoing, and I know she can and probably will initiate conversation too, but I’m just so anxious! I don’t want there to be awkward silences, and I just want it to go smoothly. 

If everything goes well with my boyfriend, we’ll be hanging out with his friend and this girlfriend quite often so I don’t want to get off on the wrong foot! And I can’t exactly tell her “hey, please be patient with my awkwardness because I have social anxiety”. 

I don’t know, I just needed to get this out there. Thanks for reading!",2.772187500000001,4.456763510416671,4.024375000000003,87.58312500000002,75.35416666666666,7.091666666666668,27.104166666666664,7.865858978985527,1.5932229166666665,742,29,153,11,16,243,106,192,0.091,0.7709999999999999,0.138,0.8354,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,2,13,10,0,2,5,1,14,1,1,0,1,30,32,13,0,6,6,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,4,14,0,0,4,1,0,5,5,4,1,1,2,3,20,6,28,23,3,18,0,0,0,0,22,8,0,4,5,95,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985279459558933,0.1622259262353992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753657982594837,0.0,0.2443842395156903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677284860154894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483760894685661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905746624738407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214518338660264,0.0,0.0,0.2218883667202531,0.0,0.1500490366547449,0.0,0.16322117151716226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828320564417804,0.0,0.0,0.16210572218716235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783644188139845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426443432619815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647679306238174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058563650190218,0.0,0.21842692647542447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762851207722586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482394278394215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273514660739146,0.14363779800767307,0.0,0.09199315680502776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283912784259982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072708004333672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638103354781706,0.2433418285045423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154193870101795,0.12551180127499528,0.1322066090726838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749425288508416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540951226270175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291126908871589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570028962686267,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,moosetheheifer,2019/08/03,"Ghosting So as a person with social anxiety..... I was walking through the county fair one day where I entered the market place building. We go by the bath fitter stand, where this nice old lady offers a special deal on a new installation... Me, the socially awkward person who can't refuse anything, accepts the offer, then proceeds to write my information down... I know what you're thinking, bad idea right? If so, then you are correct, it was a bad idea. I have now been ghosting the nice people from bath fitter who only wish to help me for 8 days now because I couldn't refuse the offer from that old lady...",6.264162561576357,6.642797879310348,6.436650246305419,78.43051724137933,65.89655172413794,8.007881773399015,32.08866995073892,7.447530270364453,2.1794497536945814,478,18,85,4,7,153,81,116,0.086,0.7440000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.8448,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,11,0,7,0,0,0,1,15,11,6,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,2,0,2,6,2,0,3,2,3,0,1,3,0,10,4,11,7,0,20,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,1,10,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753889222043744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795188782540655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30023435526662273,0.1095983426033864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318994105668516,0.1853556417091264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217882576422807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205094772665154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059221530830585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880790674602748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364234568050207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773188163055576,0.0,0.12183038740851115,0.13673843077521053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124643779436743,0.3139714647146384,0.1878423305313072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535397159649639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36654661850646825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520220115044134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067496786940508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SuspiciousSpoons,2019/08/03,That awkward moment when you won’t pick the soda you like because people are watching. I’m at work right now on my break and I took a cup and went to get a soda. Immediately feeling nervous as hell I just resort to coke. We have one of those machines with a ton of flavors so I like to get weird sometimes but just now I thought people would think of me weird I guess.,1.1214610389610409,3.2700862597402605,2.7221915584415584,92.68900162337664,82.50649350649351,4.36948051948052,22.61201298701299,5.148860815047168,0.037027272727272915,290,10,62,1,8,95,57,77,0.124,0.81,0.065,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,2,0,1,6,7,1,2,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,13,13,6,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,3,3,10,2,10,8,1,10,1,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,6,41,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491450524218108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508427832491266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998261191003329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160941296581207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803664472507834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443635214575347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397852823205372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450431531635849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837886356097763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385803597377626,0.0,0.2277964129795325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187982451471438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659940413720049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889399921590032,0.0,0.0,0.2038322471854303,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,drugs_are_yummy,2019/08/03,"I defeated social anxiety disorder Hello. This is gonna be a long post just letting you know, and it might only get like 8 views but i just want to help at least one person. I was just sitting in the walmart parking lot and realized how far ive come. I mean i know ive come far, and im still gonna get nervous sometimes because thats a human response that happens, but all the anxieties i feel are on the normal spectrum now and thats just, i cant even put into words how amazing that is. I was checking out this sub before i posted and i didnt see one post about anyone celebrating progress, or saying how they also overcame their anxiety disorder, and im just so fucking greatfull that i can say i have. Because i know from first hand experience that this disorder is a monster, and it takes and it takes everything from you, and when youre in the midst of it you KNOW you cannot ever escape. It owns you. And that turns you into a bitter, angry person. Its amazing how the world seems to change into a different place before your eyes, and its the same world, but its not. Its full of hope and opportunity and good people waiting to be found. And I myself changed too, from a hopelessly trapped teenage girl going to school every day stinking of anxiety and self hatred, finally coming home just to collapse on my bed and stare at the ceiling until dinner, into a person who is finally comfortable in her own skin, who has something to offer, someone who can love and share that love with another person in need. And i know youre waiting for me to share my secret formula but of course theres not one, theres just advice i can give. But for me: therapy, medication, and a determination to keep your head above the waves. And it takes time, it took my 2-3 years, it could take other people longer. But you keep pushing and trying. After about a year of therapy i was comfortable with my therapist and began to work on progress. Ive tried a handful of medications. Right now im on lexapro  and buspar but other meds might work better for you depending on your body chemistry. Please never stop trying. I know youre technically forced to face your fears everyday but thats good. Change doesnt come from comfort, so just when you start to get comfortable keep pushing yourself even if its just in tiny ways. Remember that youre a human being worthy of love and understanding and respect. Remember you can impact other people in a positive way. No matter how long youve been down there, there IS a way out.",5.103385281385278,6.061978751020413,5.926215213358072,79.02133889919607,68.63265306122449,8.796536796536797,29.746444032158323,9.0124134603493,2.439544217687075,1988,73,372,35,33,653,236,490,0.12,0.682,0.19899999999999998,0.9944,1,1,1,0,0,1,49.0,0,18,2,8,34,25,2,2,21,0,30,14,7,6,3,99,74,46,0,6,21,0,4,1,0,4,2,2,2,8,32,37,1,6,15,0,1,9,8,7,0,4,8,12,49,18,51,57,7,65,0,2,4,4,45,27,1,8,23,260,81,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630974065709841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426576309329971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115469529805524,0.2076437613572849,0.0,0.0,0.04744766842446363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273082518440521,0.0,0.11548377739567085,0.0,0.0,0.060014604574516364,0.0,0.07537458633006533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153532871238117,0.23381353509796596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417883676246517,0.0,0.0,0.04376259061097338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089683402263723,0.2333123445090605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896387168270899,0.06138115751889405,0.057173023040290226,0.0,0.06098610832228121,0.06637783302543812,0.0,0.07635875684356995,0.03431088248080125,0.0,0.0,0.14866954566857293,0.0,0.05771970891464207,0.0,0.07440244487856819,0.0,0.06273333277207399,0.10635851302325214,0.06509527101072615,0.038565083974120964,0.1138316069127967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060006323330821135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964155779362106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045483573291244674,0.0,0.06806678696299487,0.06739798853671218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989382021112835,0.0,0.0,0.18094507461452752,0.0,0.0,0.22375684154524889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693890764666964,0.0,0.033151835382323414,0.0,0.0,0.12010382490871732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057690173893656285,0.18373261971540744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391690792500306,0.07537458633006533,0.1367189495217465,0.0,0.143972552463383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050315610745559285,0.05233602699039301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648611996968186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794636273811411,0.051608824293043185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113191607588405,0.2370028391231877,0.07089683402263723,0.07448735661518971,0.0,0.0,0.19496670281661552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682157119654405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153739049340009,0.057950088927568214,0.0,0.1079263033047074,0.0,0.06867559606483963,0.054073786306925824,0.06177508435580384,0.07079036064191299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917236040542211,0.05749559302548605,0.05224015816979489,0.06711298176628143,0.0,0.04803001597418303,0.0,0.054191231815688114,0.05673205990090033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408212490597785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552023444838512,0.07878799793668327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039568359571169824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539238055713646,0.138212733601613,0.0738096712593035,0.0,0.07064223919893252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04002421846970236,0.16158680632738567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880240010554787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739624370851923
socialanxiety,XxDelibirdxX,2019/08/03,"Birthday Every year I get asked what I want by my family. What i want is to be left alone. I don't care if you call, so what I'm a year older, why fake interest, its weird you care more than me.... I never get this mind, they all want to call and wish me a happy birthday... I'm not happy and I do not care yo me its another day. I'd like to say can we all pretend I dont exist for a week, see how it goes and play it by ear from then on? I get attacks know I have to see my family for the obligatory events and gatherings... I often end the day in tears I really do not enjoy spending any time with them anymore. They do not understand and do not try to... but I am the bad, awful person to just want to stay home on my own",-0.11954451345755855,1.3464605652173915,2.7413416149068333,94.52575983436856,83.09937888198758,6.280910973084887,17.565631469979294,7.3011,-0.015293498964803032,545,11,137,8,15,193,95,161,0.159,0.737,0.105,-0.867,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,3,0,4,13,1,0,6,1,11,1,1,1,3,28,29,10,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,8,7,0,0,2,2,1,0,8,4,0,0,0,4,24,9,17,28,4,16,0,0,2,0,12,4,0,2,12,88,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742456202645895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902322657283282,0.13913474555677996,0.0,0.0,0.1315906603432389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240451975064625,0.15095154745540024,0.0,0.0,0.1107887849552654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27097819341656704,0.0,0.4058522183239994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114533015868955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550913350491194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752202217360652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179520873642354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501725302113732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797172393614494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824972973747604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309669931539544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292175422525685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416570158429196,0.0,0.0,0.06482456514413451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339768702874055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233702453870422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585788393693128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500321333881188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551867790511604,0.0,0.0,0.21147002225477726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142755841734533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737133323349868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008631799497016,0.0,0.0,0.1381326971513755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31305084953645856,0.0,0.10643416332047267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973011671770348,0.0,0.15258444139122032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089320782089698
socialanxiety,Razatain,2018/12/15,When you have social anxiety and your parents throw a party and you are supposed to entertain the guests. Title says it all.,4.798260869565219,7.190958608695652,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,71.6086956521739,8.078260869565218,28.89130434782609,8.841846274778883,2.711278260869565,100,4,16,2,2,32,21,23,0.066,0.7390000000000001,0.195,0.5106,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095113295786466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.594399341230248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4257006680472408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5456819910129976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gorilla9793,2018/12/15,How do you respond to the question “what are you doing tonight?” I know this usually leads into an invitation to something but I’ve always been put off by it. I mean it sounds like such an invasive question. How do you respond without being a dick?,2.602499999999999,5.1265792500000025,4.133166666666663,82.52850000000002,79.41666666666666,6.34,30.43333333333333,7.554174236665415,2.257203333333333,196,10,35,3,5,65,37,48,0.0,0.8540000000000001,0.146,0.7999,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,3,0,10,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,6,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,2,3,29,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488009805633974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432854341915312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608159774941434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257104738200481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005884917261253,0.6699211679745407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301931607742837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293182074774596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28823578929298016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,porpoise-tortoise,2018/12/15,"I can't do phonecalls or voice chat. I have a lot of difficulty making phone calls, and I avoid them if at all possible. It's the same if not worse with voice chat while playing games. 

The only person I've managed to turn my mic on for/call is my SO, mainly because we're in a long distance relationship, I understand that he just needs to hear my voice sometimes. 

Even at that though, there's been many attempts where I've failed, either not being able to go through with it, or saying ""hello"" and freezing up. It devastates me everytime, and I've broken down and cried over it a lot.

It's not really a fear of my voice, I can send videos of my singing to my SO, but I haven't really been able to do voice messages. It's more a fear about what I say, or how I say it. Silences used to be a big issue too but they've gotten easier.

I was wondering if anybody had any advice on how to get over this fear? Anyone else struggling like this?",5.159934395501403,4.7073962680412365,5.886119962511714,84.27429709465792,68.2783505154639,9.116401124648547,28.461105904404874,8.575989854853784,1.7782845360824746,732,21,160,10,11,240,119,194,0.08800000000000001,0.8059999999999999,0.106,0.7464,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,11,8,0,5,8,0,13,0,0,4,1,31,23,18,0,4,13,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,0,1,12,6,0,1,2,6,0,2,5,6,0,0,5,10,17,2,23,16,7,15,0,1,0,0,16,11,0,9,3,106,29,2,0.2818281769717484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769961639002368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582641232038656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853040708507538,0.1443831361103305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589992042370627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388903948367318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478750938589542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771563922904772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307242645249968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757025779855663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362179521934918,0.0,0.08008472385296579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882041904758348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707769774970028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884350578865471,0.0,0.0,0.12470453400223434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396002377903989,0.0,0.0,0.09406124828015076,0.14286476838392584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448601109634384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717151412552586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304074675609465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588594620369663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054634679101256,0.0,0.0,0.1512889954083756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361816171240141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393676366764423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473140010142269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844737647746572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327406377349245,0.0,0.14669653571603872,0.0,0.12170452874550435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281531797035938,0.0,0.0,0.14360349479448178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VirtuaBlueAm2,2018/12/15,So I believe I will never be able to trust people... And It's feels like I shouldn't try to get over that because of how much I hate People. Can Anyone Relate?,1.2757843137254916,2.8597793235294127,3.0594117647058816,93.31401960784315,79.29411764705881,4.533333333333334,17.215686274509807,3.1291,-0.8138901960784308,123,2,27,0,3,41,29,34,0.107,0.725,0.168,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,19,6,0,0.3351819661891299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343670241283331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432381554236076,0.0,0.0,0.3776352958390605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947807319645447,0.239454063618038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511874320833884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309227986749707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375297798493138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463973116803341,0.0,0.25851299563782915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647459440203042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22756655312031304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tech9652,2018/12/15,"A man with severe Social anxiety planning on going to local Gov office for an ID needs suggestions. I have SAD and Motion sickness since I was a little kid.  because of my social anxiety, I tend to stutter and pause a lot. I have to go to my local gov office to get an ID I don't know what to do. 

Can anyone give me suggestions on how to deal with social anxiety in situations like this?

​",2.712160714285716,4.615226037500001,5.092142857142857,78.91000000000003,76.125,7.571428571428572,25.17857142857143,8.418075326091056,1.940607142857144,313,11,57,6,7,110,52,80,0.16899999999999998,0.8,0.031,-0.8415,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,1,0,8,13,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,14,12,1,9,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,1,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005228430382723,0.2248798307007015,0.0,0.0,0.42473323088050996,0.0,0.0,0.12940497305539087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281671533430285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907986395558816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669123175775922,0.17753563180004894,0.21035864641040786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017094166148503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041566228308953,0.1854883668311979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733956264161358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722676938615533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907597916588308,0.0,0.15309149226404511,0.20802599359957227,0.0,0.5659654772304624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248798307007015,0.0
socialanxiety,uninv1tedguest,2018/12/15,"Living with roommates Very first post here. I've felt awkward around people for a long time but I just thought it was shyness. I came across some posts of this group and I felt identified, so I started reading about social anxiety and it's just reassuring to know there are many people on this boat.

I went to live abroad recently and I'm sharing an apartment with people I don't know for the first time (lived with friends before). The thing is I don't know how to interact with them (3 guys). I usually ask them about their days and so, but there's not much more. Plus, they usually bring people over and since I don't feel like socializing or having anything in particular to say I just stay in my room.

I'm afraid they think I don't like them or that I'm boring - I'm sure you guys get my point.

Anyways, how do you deal with roommates and social anxiety? Any tips about overcoming it?",2.5094416749750765,4.744005853107347,3.27058823529412,90.15858424725826,78.03954802259886,6.65058158856763,23.40611498836823,7.724431198458867,1.0564685277500832,704,23,146,11,17,222,105,177,0.09699999999999999,0.82,0.08199999999999999,0.2686,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,6,2,15,9,0,2,4,0,9,0,0,2,1,34,27,15,0,0,8,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,7,14,0,0,8,1,0,3,5,3,0,2,6,4,21,6,22,21,3,25,0,0,0,0,21,9,0,3,12,90,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809933579322255,0.0,0.18222521395635236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801069348086827,0.10602591818393367,0.11134417384202226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134692179941854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622081380437065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681085514191971,0.12278880149161026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022148568516013,0.08508640198966325,0.22871295182033946,0.0,0.0,0.202615984948782,0.0,0.0,0.09201781176545312,0.0,0.0622258129823064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23585915921440925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636582413194711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163743183248344,0.0,0.3155074081672748,0.10540140983724984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075060561525484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755358081643333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302809701242283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125897672723012,0.0,0.2281333433947376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913410382742537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759873119741687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471458994319792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852230025025224,0.0,0.0,0.3642280825299179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430091884304483,0.12694674978975515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225210594907686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912599229856014,0.07631567120388118,0.0,0.09455358348790956,0.13889852007355455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623477734196632,0.09827151872169633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110408629658335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Aucraptor,2018/12/15,I hate my akwardnes A few days back my boyfriend's mom had a party in her house. I just hided in bf's room and waited for it all to end. I felt so bad about me not socialicing with all the people I do not know. I know that his mom thinks I'm unsocial wich means bad character for her. Well long story short that brought a lot of bad feelings inside me although I know that my therapist said that's totally ok to act inside my own limitations (and dealing with all this people was waaaay over my limits.) Does anybody know this from xyr's self?,4.610982142857143,4.871920276785716,5.189285714285713,86.35571428571428,69.44642857142857,8.185714285714287,27.607142857142854,7.957251820313856,1.483414285714287,429,13,92,5,7,138,75,112,0.149,0.7879999999999999,0.063,-0.9166,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,4,23,16,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,7,4,0,3,8,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,5,3,16,2,12,11,7,11,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,4,58,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204270782002722,0.4301391257608452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074572021923657,0.17703662107289725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027404329847438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520936735483148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682720420900157,0.0,0.1648789127917656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953875434174515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814276600004166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774930783720806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196751843189316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599089697911874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705431031957329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022346885777949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23809918431147445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334581969883386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791422620191584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504774661219916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938110277095494,0.0,0.11003176511799792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439763643595086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dr_unsociable1,2018/12/15,"DAE have lots of friends but still feel awkward around them Hey guys, just wondering if anyone else felt the same? I'm lucky enough to have quite a few amazing friends but deep down somewhere I find it incredibly difficult and exhausting to constantly start or partake in conversations other than just the standard small talk.

I find myself becoming incredibly boring and not fun to be around lol.

Even when I'm with my closest friends I kinda can't wait to be alone again.",5.6273891625615775,7.838640540229889,5.126108374384238,80.44758620689656,68.88505747126436,8.649589490968804,31.968801313628894,9.23628265651192,2.960873234811165,385,17,68,8,7,117,68,87,0.17,0.618,0.212,0.7711,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,0,1,3,1,5,1,0,0,0,23,12,7,0,1,7,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,6,6,11,9,4,12,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,6,5,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028944754155667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136978615184344,0.2007238437905678,0.0,0.3487870532479011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635739137294252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116995111712068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365024487529206,0.0,0.0,0.20241822042231128,0.0,0.1293908394827004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905349038288504,0.0,0.18809579268782367,0.0,0.35810014181960065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540581486356201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939729042978169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654812327137794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083649507339167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386598181510093,0.0,0.15644688423550573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574578963801582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124464036412746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whifflewhaffler,2018/12/15,i am feeling very anxious right now and i dont what to do i am at a party atm and i am sitting on the toilet crying,-3.658928571428572,-2.3947204642857134,0.9225714285714304,98.42242857142858,110.78571428571428,2.24,16.314285714285713,3.1291,-1.1183228571428576,89,3,22,0,5,34,21,28,0.195,0.652,0.152,-0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807434927822717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674400038524468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987342940025914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151677873913004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634121745673841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511182928544173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,a_loser_on_reddit,2018/12/15,"Do you just hate making eye contact with people? Anytime I make eye contact with someone, I just start getting really awkward and nervous. I know it sounds stupid but I just can’t stand it.",2.8258333333333354,5.574428805555558,3.3255555555555567,87.25000000000004,80.3888888888889,4.711111111111111,28.44444444444445,5.985473137389443,1.3275777777777775,151,7,26,1,4,47,27,36,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.6887,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,2,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,10,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239624318764391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42322297086400346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355858734622833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722812340392238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971858692009571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746170395142366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632107803166845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30341489951887257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kickedatpub,2018/12/15,"Does anyone have a to-go excuse when being invited to social settings? I have acquaintances (I don’t talk to them enough to be friends) that invite me out very often, and I decline politely every time because I dread the thought of being forced to speak when I’m dying inside, and being socially awkward does not help. 

I feel guilty when I do this and it sucks. But I just can’t think of any more excuses without looking like I’m avoiding them, help? ",4.016850649350648,5.765965295454548,4.867402597402599,82.55681818181822,72.18181818181819,7.301298701298702,28.48051948051948,7.957251820313856,1.974442857142857,358,14,65,5,7,116,62,88,0.217,0.7240000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9225,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,5,6,1,3,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,16,7,1,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,3,10,2,8,11,2,6,0,0,1,0,11,1,1,1,5,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621313294347586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606210981737982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003128536335346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23840646149468164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020478586361696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373555668588305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935436250416997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615010402780886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747616631122792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055153909089218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079443830854895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222646723016423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290157869507946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683281965384901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463509941811546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147191206733499,0.0,0.1823669481643012,0.13394785409476864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953778693155868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143572400637196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,poppyrosex,2018/12/15,"My boyfriend said I made him feel awkward. Long story short. I was with my boyfriend today in work (we work together) and with a bunch of his friends from his team.

I wasn’t really involved in the conversation but did join in when I was spoken to. I was mostly listening and I genuinely thought I was fine.

My boyfriend afterwards said that I made him feel awkward because I seemed like I didn’t want to be there and gave the impression I didn’t want to speak to anyone. 

He doesn’t really know how bad my social anxiety is. I don’t think he realized how much this hurt me as I genuinely thought I was fine for once. 

Just horrible to have a reminder of how awkward I am even when I think I’m doing good. ",3.350069930069932,4.743652118881123,4.415664335664335,86.55888111888115,73.26573426573427,8.556643356643358,28.384615384615394,9.095868883498916,2.219439160839161,555,22,118,12,11,181,81,143,0.153,0.7,0.147,-0.6054,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,3,8,11,0,3,4,0,16,0,0,5,0,25,33,10,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,0,0,9,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,16,6,26,6,15,16,3,9,0,1,0,0,17,4,0,2,6,78,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372583081492302,0.0,0.0,0.1313683689788886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686992767368702,0.11452842604958552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409136653028673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189993094261518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515374857980695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575827963199767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112683007066032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032526019287366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178749319928607,0.0,0.0,0.16626574192473156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555486087632795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811163527213646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008348596967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24071837115777786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574291951697786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103668831008415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151752797604155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407687280993632,0.0,0.2983076172232257,0.0,0.0,0.17808597337908474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163012323313952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735542247714172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,butterfliesnest17,2018/12/15,"How can I build my own personality? I need my sense of self back. People tend to not understand how insecure I am when they see me because most people find me pretty, or so they say. But I hate who I am as a person. I was kind of a loner in high school and it gave me a huge social anxiety that I can’t seem to get over. I care so much about what people think of me that I feel like in an attempt to get everyone to like me, I ended up being no body, I don’t have a personality anymore! I feel like I’m made out of pieces of the personality of everyone around me, copying what they do in a desperate attempt to make a friend and be important to someone. I don’t know who I am to the point where  I deeply struggle with personal questions, I always need the opinion of someone that knows me because I just feel like I don’t know myself enough to answer on my own. I never do anything without asking someone else for their opinion first. I need to be me, I need a sense of self again and I don’t even know where to start. ",5.679987373737376,4.279111569444447,6.982070707070707,79.97909090909091,67.56481481481481,9.891582491582493,31.673400673400675,8.841846274778883,2.2903759259259258,793,26,176,11,11,273,112,216,0.073,0.799,0.128,0.8817,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,3,13,10,1,2,11,0,16,1,1,4,1,36,42,11,0,4,5,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,7,8,6,0,0,13,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,3,5,38,7,31,36,6,20,0,0,1,0,19,13,0,6,11,130,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564190862511896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873740163974546,0.0,0.1020740188817554,0.0,0.0,0.08469856799774762,0.09162513927705734,0.0962210524625298,0.0,0.0,0.07914303047740293,0.0,0.12548434237470138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143265569551735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493897486936336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598069417883937,0.0,0.09116106780740184,0.1063491174096209,0.0,0.06798104217676626,0.0,0.0,0.19669864229522988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561260333667236,0.22058908519033987,0.0,0.0,0.09407165507956634,0.08754801730876899,0.0,0.0,0.07951965862114341,0.0,0.10754820856615603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161720418713313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874599407397673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718062841342132,0.2262597208119272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011359733058424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973901958051522,0.06870328764659038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566177378057741,0.3052705596258514,0.07938216396071965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406586526109211,0.4493510330342442,0.0,0.0,0.0972974654140678,0.0,0.0,0.10471180481475437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152996409495444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185015177194584,0.0,0.10416567210804843,0.08201796004464093,0.09369912385439334,0.21474660338073992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491915361212203,0.2616242493954929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285089874702294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759963716307927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595023295103429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714863426051452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921610064888152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GirlsInPants,2018/12/15,"How do you deal with being fired? I got an e-mail from my horrid boss today saying she needs to have a 'talk' with me on Monday. I am most certainly going to be fired. My anxiety is through the fucking roof and I just really, really need some reassurance right now.",2.1767924528301883,4.261703660377363,4.3515471698113215,82.74392452830193,78.43396226415095,8.013584905660379,20.033962264150947,8.841846274778883,1.416753962264151,206,5,41,5,5,71,46,53,0.207,0.7020000000000001,0.091,-0.7872,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,11,11,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,2,7,8,2,6,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,2,3,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23938368581007155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226077801099842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28929039474080903,0.0,0.0,0.1778401987125458,0.0,0.2502714858579964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640538690043047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40093037280228816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672327989018294,0.0,0.2488473153448793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25151402272605644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966124909965261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Darkster20,2018/12/15,"Random periods of being very social? I have had social anxiety since i can remember, (I am much better know because i got alot into debating politics with people) But i am still some what socially akward and have fear. 

The issue with me is sometimes (literally out of nowhere) Its like my brain goes into overdrive and words just flow out without me thinking about it, i become a social beast and am very fun to be around. 

Does this happen to anyone else? and does anyone know how to trigger this consistently?

I also have a thing where if i actually care about what someone has to say, i become very social as i know what i want to say, but if people are just doing small talk my brain turns of its ""social mode"" because it just doesnt seem to care.

Is my lack of caring for most things the reason i am like this? because sometimes when i go into overdrive i can continue talking about the smallest thing that i dont care about, yet still somehow make it entertaining",5.7424193548387095,6.536821575268817,6.315215053763442,77.39282258064519,67.11827956989248,8.565591397849463,29.478494623655912,8.59863814320734,2.2654172043010754,767,26,137,11,12,250,105,186,0.033,0.809,0.158,0.9745,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,16,10,0,1,6,0,19,2,2,4,0,38,34,12,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,15,12,0,0,7,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,2,20,9,25,30,5,16,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,8,8,108,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.08947849420020415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733263288261382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014438688442766,0.0,0.0,0.12822682806262328,0.09394963502574427,0.0,0.08162561989530058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676843928583345,0.20253396478216745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109442083833887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047179452899205,0.0,0.0,0.3739457944609741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604811641447729,0.0,0.10746273615537102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659718191700876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031793711891628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211086820675676,0.0,0.07333473820806742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810832308510675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957029774824403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151175131473189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895924886656352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061205346995879525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740441800085828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271358427627208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427499384357592,0.0,0.0,0.10386954354572872,0.0,0.0,0.14583485339557747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834732599438078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584884874551719,0.0,0.0,0.5608127433181964,0.07769061964524661,0.0,0.18137213185543846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464512376534243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739765458330134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274894332901287,0.058752747219185886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973493261310286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22696734263962096,0.054082516069528165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838814088534047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1killmetodayplease,2018/12/15,"Please kill me soon I'm tired of being this massive wimp. Have this wonderfully pathetic existence that I'm too afraid to do anything about. I suck. One of the worst examples of a human. I can't fucking do it. This existence needs to end. I have nothing and no prospects. At least there is nobody to care. That's the tiny positive. Don't have friends so no friends will care in the end. Hope it's Soon, quick  and not too painful",0.6647286821705407,3.179920162790697,1.7491860465116282,95.28641472868219,91.55813953488372,5.657364341085271,23.44573643410853,7.1686216300943375,1.0089643410852718,338,14,73,6,12,106,57,86,0.25,0.523,0.228,-0.529,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,12,3,1,4,0,10,3,0,0,0,6,19,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,4,5,9,17,2,7,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,2,5,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831420823769109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538150486932578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942316425088634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34388765274436656,0.20574657933165252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104525588723972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462218212052225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502016297291505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354551964446855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080761168191742,0.0,0.2368119876244869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24429626404058105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25579183144606626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24134913766565397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,books_pi_cats,2018/12/15,"I was terrified of talking to people, so I travelled by myself and got a job as a server I used to get the worst anxiety talking to people. I thought they’d think I was weird or awkward. Came from a history of never fitting in, in school very much. 

So I decided to go backpacking by myself after high school. At first I’d apologize to people that I’d meet for my behaviour and they’d look at me and say, “there’s no judgement here. You don’t need to apologize”. There was a freedom of going somewhere and being completely yourself, and if someone didn’t like it, who cares? I was leaving that country anyways in a couple days. To my surprise, almost everyone I met really liked me. 

I came back home and my anxiety was a little better. Not great, but better. I still didn’t approach people without getting nervous. Then after my first year of university I decided to get a job as a server bc it would force me to approach a group of people constantly and make light conversation with them. Suddenly walking up to people wasn’t as bad anymore. 

At this stage of my life, I only get nervous when it’s a new group of people in a space like a workplace and my personality really starts to come out after a couple months. Bc I am a bit quirky. But more often than not I’m liked. 

Anxiety gets better the more you expose yourself. It’s terrifying and sometimes it blows up in your face, but the reward of letting people into your life and just giving a few fewer shits is amazing. 

Smile, be nice to everyone, be yourself, and you’ll be surprised by the positive response you’ll get. 

I don’t know if this will help anyone but I hope it does ",4.387993000403822,5.55715420123839,5.851662404092075,78.12204603580564,70.45510835913313,8.465688517970117,30.142549468299904,8.841846274778883,2.539633032709652,1289,52,237,23,23,437,167,323,0.08900000000000001,0.708,0.203,0.99,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,6,3,6,11,22,1,3,19,0,23,4,2,2,1,41,48,25,0,5,11,0,0,4,0,4,2,1,1,1,11,17,0,0,5,1,0,9,10,7,0,2,13,3,35,15,46,24,6,43,0,0,1,0,23,16,1,6,21,171,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901009859219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650110021083795,0.0,0.08923500464013398,0.06291541929341013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918830833991615,0.07512871896661066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387373796804172,0.0982337798462854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058240445910048,0.09173960241779308,0.0,0.0,0.07750895399940448,0.09434128513881436,0.09723534941291148,0.0,0.0,0.19912013698759576,0.0,0.05802902079453165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874124224559251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195760929385911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307220811659258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820619290465029,0.08631607001254453,0.10227429540316002,0.0,0.0719644379081061,0.0992021815164738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031103697196175,0.09506776937066176,0.09025628832636268,0.08936946427768815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858057648067555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945011340230608,0.0,0.0,0.09527478477293566,0.0,0.0920096389401046,0.12710967835617484,0.175836806543656,0.09018261120644404,0.0,0.0,0.07555971067281292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060061691105137364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182039119653277,0.0,0.06614492902657114,0.06671829938494306,0.06939736327600228,0.08690229322855765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843309539658263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990409558119111,0.07856620510711923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528572190351358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155492409509456,0.0,0.18212713353967486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236216570151257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623892728218105,0.0,0.08899154643559952,0.0,0.06368760982419278,0.0,0.07185735748297617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446434475700298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765491951699134,0.0,0.07143328703058438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771297899255435,0.0,0.07424211060891202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673655939847998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391851051927723,0.0,0.0,0.05794353547998076
socialanxiety,Royale_95,2018/12/15,"Need help with talking to people Hi! 
I have a problem. I'm not so good at talking to people. I always feel I don't know what to say in ongoing conversations. Standing with my group of friends I usually stay quiet and if I talk to a girl, I always feel I have to impress them which leads to making a Fool of myself.
Moreoverthing if anything happens I tend to overthink stuff. I need to get over this and improve myself.",2.3235714285714257,4.480774452380956,3.957380952380952,85.39178571428572,78.28571428571429,6.104761904761905,27.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.5111952380952378,330,14,63,4,8,110,55,84,0.10300000000000001,0.754,0.142,0.5046,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,15,13,5,0,5,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,13,3,15,13,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,1,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34576290102196616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097717141907526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010971181655574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052274111192927,0.0,0.10855135409325403,0.0,0.0,0.17426778615681235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373050167486488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926398544190752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418506825145415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868822185184398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081179412840499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880833919230033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198808021406957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522720231304808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145538847895446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378471703976743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009934496572641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288295217304133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,liquid_sd,2018/12/15,"How do you fight social anxiety? (I have just discovered this sub, so i have no idea if there is any other thread about this)

I don't like being this way, and sure enough nobody here likes it too, it's a horrible slow torture that is very difficult to get rid of. And some of us are living the best years of their life (some of us are young that's what i am trying to say), and it's frustrating seeing other people your age going out and doing stuff, and you're there wondering why you are different from everybody else, what's wrong with me why i can't be like them?

So is there any guide to be more social and less anxious?",3.6273643410852716,4.469284914728687,4.54418604651163,88.01224806201553,71.94573643410854,8.213953488372093,22.085271317829466,8.515128840125781,1.0146341085271322,490,10,107,8,9,159,86,129,0.20800000000000002,0.727,0.066,-0.9527,1,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,2,3,2,1,10,10,3,0,2,0,16,1,0,1,1,16,20,10,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,13,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,2,13,5,11,17,6,7,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,4,7,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309767230273825,0.0,0.12991739028718335,0.19185646620109192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822323354094036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743334248306278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186888530947644,0.0,0.0,0.17547695892251533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887277348248411,0.0,0.0965167464386831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171430690231053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199540172576582,0.2489070651359009,0.0,0.14996058337343535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177368399477824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505345479235778,0.0,0.0,0.13533033988639342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34623501270192714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441158371690126,0.0,0.0,0.16006018423594887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530156287291565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085625708538391,0.0,0.0,0.1401252765705512,0.0,0.1348009754505953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30648537730842995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841704208604285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567945063063795,0.0,0.10936318846562
socialanxiety,myballsxyourface,2018/12/15,"Can't act appropriately in certain situations Hi, I'm not sure if this is the right sub to post this but I am seeking some advice.

I'm not really good at displaying my feelings. There have been frequent occasions in the past where my friends would be recounting something sad that happened to them that caused my other friends to tell them how everything would get better. My other friends looked saddened in response to these occasions, however I just kept a straight face and did not really know what to say. I wasn't able to provide any sort of help, and did not really feel saddened after hearing their story.

When my friends are sharing laughs, I have no trouble enjoying the laugh with them. However, when someone tells me how much shit they went through, or when they're ranting about something, I feel absolutely nothing in response to that, and do not really know what to do for them. 

Am I the only one who feels this way? Any words of advice for how to feel more for my friends? ",7.054706744868035,7.454583424731183,6.610997067448682,77.7819501466276,64.21505376344086,9.98944281524927,36.26392961876833,9.800150414767053,3.4738129032258067,791,36,145,15,11,246,113,186,0.127,0.66,0.213,0.9681,2,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,6,1,10,16,1,0,5,0,16,2,2,4,2,32,31,12,0,3,9,0,5,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,12,4,0,1,7,0,0,2,8,3,0,1,6,8,19,13,23,22,3,18,0,1,1,0,19,8,1,4,6,100,31,0,0.12789732330189382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24995956820523385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394913126276434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131147889947907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138578197018566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494586731672855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233436477301134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940657736000764,0.0,0.06682107265788988,0.0,0.0,0.10727420673822476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309918060846805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414957865555986,0.0,0.08572687984939037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405780481655125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740153980960873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401924868152166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272093111805163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666653627810661,0.0972716776452051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220924669754415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224902816376356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277372012213065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922361528071536,0.0,0.10170908491233813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312847644354722,0.0,0.14376195007911122,0.0,0.0,0.10836698699119313,0.19692321595133866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054171360938642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235757957371433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101518942106666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856210004930667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170917784038365,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,basepairAT,2018/12/15,"YEaaahhh! :D Just today, an hour ago, I went alone to a famous crowded restaurant, waited in line for 15 minutes, sat alone and had a nice dish with café.
It's been very long since I ate alone, let alone in a crowded place. And, I kicked anxiety in the butt for those few minutes. 

Also, my server gave me a sweet smile seeing me eat alone (Thank you). It has absolutely made my day and gave me immense courage to eat alone again. ",2.9827226890756293,4.65942801176471,3.4445378151260506,91.99470588235296,74.76470588235293,5.798319327731093,23.907563025210084,6.1826913282559595,0.4435210084033612,331,10,70,2,7,103,61,85,0.145,0.688,0.16699999999999998,0.7290000000000001,0,6,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,4,5,1,1,0,7,13,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,9,4,8,4,1,11,0,0,1,1,5,4,1,0,6,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199405316266253,0.0,0.0,0.8408167439819353,0.0,0.10820409302862703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035086562409911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872611229570668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769034647266649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324907305244052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835946750189498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974147881393553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802973033021342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136588498407687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782129782096687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119264528466158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457150955211993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825418851517986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164155199818436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542994073345806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TypicallyUsual,2018/12/15,"I have a “superpower” TL; DR: I have this weird quality of being a natural people-repellent. 

I’ll probably just delete this later but it’s late and I feel like ranting so here goes. 

Basically, I have this “amazing” ability to repel people. It’s been like this ever since I was little. For some reason people just never like interacting with me. And it’s not like they’re doing it on purpose or I’m being mean to them. I’ll literally be sitting there and no one will talk to me, while everyone else is making friends and chatting. If I’m part of a group the group will just naturally start gravitating away from me, so I always end up at the outside of the group. Doesn’t matter if it’s people walking together or sitting together or standing together or dancing together. 

When I talk I always get ignored. Sometimes I think it’s because I’m quiet, but sometimes I will say things and no one else would be talking and then there’ll be a small awkward pause before the group moves on to other topics. I distinctly remember in first grade all the other kids would go out and play between classes and I’d just sit at my desk waiting for class to start. 

It’s not like I haven’t tried, either. At the beginning of the school year I was trying to be social, talking to people, trying to make small talk, trying to act like the people I know who are good at social interactions, but for some reason nothing works. People aren’t comfortable talking to me. It always stops at polite niceties. It’s halfway through my first year of college and not a single friend. I think I stopped trying for the most part, because I don’t think I can handle the rejection anymore, it’s almost like a trigger for me to start remembering all the other times I’ve been teased or ignored or left out for being... what? Frankly I don’t know.

Even the shy quiet types make friends. People talk to them and invite them to do things. Maybe I give off an unapproachable air. I don’t know. Maybe it’s just that I’ve lost all my confidence socially and people can sense that. I wish I was imagining it, but when you’re in a group and people start physically turning away from you and blocking you off, you kinda start to wonder just what the fuck is wrong with you. ",4.055491539081388,5.676932531963472,5.086629062583938,81.53886381950042,71.85388127853881,7.710018802041365,27.494225087295195,8.313332769828598,1.9249796400752084,1771,64,333,28,34,581,196,438,0.10400000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.147,0.9715,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,4,3,4,14,23,2,1,21,0,33,2,0,6,6,78,62,31,0,5,22,0,1,7,3,5,1,3,0,1,26,17,0,6,14,3,0,5,12,9,0,4,6,4,38,14,47,44,10,52,0,2,0,1,33,21,1,14,29,226,64,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947769978069501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319825693105387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880993364146104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037644019743938,0.0,0.0,0.08459125413537442,0.0,0.05904037304363576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159222675017094,0.0,0.06145331686977638,0.0,0.0,0.04582724431061615,0.0627614807809625,0.0,0.06629904784771558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03508245654594932,0.049567691107114516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803538897466945,0.0,0.0,0.16081690011395816,0.06414406339418258,0.036250091726416515,0.06655911627625569,0.03943232539909272,0.05819571101542409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439431315651112,0.0,0.0782677756814665,0.0,0.07538553521590782,0.0,0.0,0.23728141571664,0.06954064178910964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574044662190553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894236895056972,0.0,0.13941039792790702,0.07557913183203263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737438360281702,0.0,0.0,0.05351294574558013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657548035118739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403230941163936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027145610285642,0.0,0.43291696001254903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480730636448092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267588939365766,0.0,0.0,0.1571962924854642,0.0,0.0,0.055176660757282905,0.0,0.07021995473477079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057394869588682014,0.0,0.0,0.21218367054200832,0.0,0.0,0.13724440155697645,0.0,0.24555051145338214,0.0,0.0,0.11601567096673812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390375629405339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921908237529054,0.13337471776015342,0.0,0.0,0.040458162392844575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235534708430998,0.07546948365651156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978776958382157,0.0,0.07524360520036777,0.05051212119475389,0.0,0.0,0.0985763038849973,0.07586012570205727,0.0,0.08936158735931529
socialanxiety,SynovialRaptor,2018/12/15,"Want to thank all the people for giving constructive advices My anxiety was worse in past years because I was to harsh on my self. Had bad habits, bad cycle of thoughts, a lot of negative emotions. 

In time I learned to analyze myself, to not identify  with those bad thoughts and emotions. Instead of blaming myself, I began to search what can help me. 

A lot of people in here share their experiences and what helped them improve.  For many meditation was good, replacing bad habits with positive and constructive ones, being productive, reading, see a therapist.

I want to thank all of you because even if sometimes we don't take those advices immediately, they may be helpful to us one day, make us open our eyes.

Now I feel hopeful for the future and have set myself little goals to reach by practising those advices that I got in years. It may be a long path but it's the best one to overcome anxiety over time.

So thank you for all the positive messages and I wish to all people in here to find their path! ",6.367824561403509,7.149686221052632,6.359736842105267,77.66732456140353,65.73684210526315,9.701754385964913,34.25438596491228,9.725611199111238,3.2782807017543862,802,35,146,16,12,254,112,190,0.10400000000000001,0.711,0.185,0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,4,2,4,2,6,11,0,0,8,0,12,1,1,1,4,30,28,8,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,8,3,23,7,30,15,7,20,0,0,2,0,17,9,0,6,10,106,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32028396215812355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671573586471964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648886579737571,0.1331999201529871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465487762035576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045951206308429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457911143432402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216095027077805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687095214158822,0.0,0.0,0.05524188591899525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985578047531607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048059762686884,0.0,0.09163670807026378,0.08738005762415188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196910879528495,0.0,0.0,0.10851344310360203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950077556331388,0.0,0.09668596833314967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857669505681531,0.0,0.0,0.07292760399897119,0.11076596839408842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220991324715492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042948915120731,0.22722800008876745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928313205527763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706094738445692,0.0,0.11397529716506917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805457086366224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214508522529619,0.0,0.0,0.3017580160292927,0.0,0.1268518114111371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734702561002553,0.12741326642679238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628371768978381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888116835452534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563620963394198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133871804516844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407114295995216
socialanxiety,AsianAntwan,2018/12/15,"i need to rant and cry. i don’t want this to continue. i want to preface with by saying i’m a teenager and it’s most likely just me going through a phase. i don’t care. i just need an emotional outlet. i’m crying, typing, and listening to joji slow dancing in the dark all at the same time.

my life is so shit. i’m going to die alone. i’m going to be miserable with my life when i become an adult. i’m not close with family. i only have a few friends that i barely talk to outside of school. i don’t use my discord server or talk to my steam friends. because my life is so boring, there’s nothing to talk about. even my hobbies are so shit. i just play tf2 or csgo everyday. watch youtube. fap to porn even though i don’t want to be changing my mindset. i have ambitions, but it’s so much easier to just go back to what i usually do. it’s so much easier to not talk to friends or family. i’m such a loser. a narcissistic piece of shit. who wants to help me? no one. i’m sure i have friends out of pity. i don’t want to let anyone know about this because i fear i change the relationship from genuine friends to therapist and patient. i don’t want to do self harm or suicide because i know that benefits no one. but i want to disappear. no one to care about me. let my friends be happy. i even told a friend about this shit and look where we’re at now. not talking anymore and i’ve ran her dry out of advice. now i fear i’ll go to college and be out of reach from friends and then i don’t have anyone to cry to. i don’t think i ever leave my room. probably for the best.",-0.3625294117647079,1.7128663352941196,2.127941176470589,94.94573529411764,88.58823529411768,5.4,20.264705882352946,6.853354925485097,0.30817058823529475,1214,40,284,17,40,415,154,340,0.198,0.607,0.195,-0.6179,0,1,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,0,0,2,25,27,4,3,12,0,23,8,4,1,3,46,54,22,2,9,13,0,0,1,8,0,3,2,1,2,10,15,0,0,3,2,0,8,14,11,0,3,2,4,38,16,47,46,8,28,0,3,2,1,22,9,4,5,12,183,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296537851721896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733424270356573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740512752192523,0.1044201666917507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741561266787117,0.0,0.13655201893726146,0.08246570036407101,0.0,0.0,0.07836018220872837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225940928767295,0.0,0.15797914408154312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606014544201085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774943103138554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399222477475847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795389421538013,0.06754210388714141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078198892426902,0.16804606807337694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4615107499757934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217968294216533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948620769144188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004884815751531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207191722452081,0.0,0.0,0.07906336013684208,0.0,0.15270758652290892,0.15822210935511652,0.03647934968891806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270289280629485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978015552209816,0.11073177325062493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164662073397435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179230792516454,0.05678890253610771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050547557379506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016622779975799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937953831937628,0.0,0.07556869944159914,0.0,0.0,0.07789572705944049,0.0,0.3065853441613548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167542633396299,0.0,0.0703743555309832,0.0,0.0,0.3000793183085804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669610279117501,0.0,0.04784468079666988,0.07336160763717336,0.0,0.04353991291182596,0.0,0.0,0.07134913200944222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448977302901808,0.0822370116057009,0.0,0.3082906907930354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AGamerGarcia,2018/12/15,"Crush airdropped meme I’m 17 as a senior and so long story short, there is this girl (same age/grade) who I never talked to until beginning of the year and we just talked like 3 times throughout August-November. She also added me as a friend during the summer but no texting whatsoever. Then she airdropped me a meme unexpectedly in class.

My face got warm and my heart beats fast since we made eye contact and I knew it was her and vice versa.
My friend says “woah your face is red,” and that’s when my face got  h o t  and my heart exploded.
I just said “was that you?” And she said “so you’re the gamer phone” 
I chuckled and said yeah.

Then I cooled a little bit and we just airdropped some more memes with another dude friend of hers and all was well (sort of, with short convos in between memes).

So: Does she know I like her? And if so, should I say Hi in the hallways? I still don’t have the courage to do so, and I have never texted her.",1.6973287276914242,3.618680393782388,2.5927029360967166,95.57163356361544,79.25906735751295,5.532412204951067,19.01237766263673,6.42735559955562,-0.217995739781232,728,16,166,6,18,229,116,193,0.021,0.8220000000000001,0.156,0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,2,0,1,13,10,0,0,9,2,10,6,6,1,3,33,20,27,0,2,5,0,1,2,3,1,0,5,0,1,5,18,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,10,9,29,10,14,9,5,20,0,0,2,0,28,6,0,3,16,104,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691060516472305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640852216639426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325693869867012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887754906865302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36782867212396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538503196484802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761154085639959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721618245568916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506349679293194,0.1590569269138401,0.0,0.14044259430717626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016373318692242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447951149548344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4528739613133396,0.25240578377277184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312764930338337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267362998752328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25511062455317496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253798661079836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268841683875488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219620572829724
socialanxiety,drinksriracha,2018/12/15,"Anyone afraid of being trapped in a social situation away from your comfort zone? Hey. I am diagnosed with social phobia and panic disorder, but I feel like I have a bit in common with agoraphobia. I'm afraid of being in a situation that I can't get out of. But I'm also kind of scared of being away from my house. My room is the most comfortable place for me, and the further I go away from it the more uncomfortable my situation is to me. I'm scared of being in public and then not being able to get away when I suddenly need to. Anyone else experience this? ",3.2709636184857445,4.841750176991152,5.492507374631269,78.04686332350052,73.77876106194691,8.56204523107178,24.059980334316613,9.150863307647796,1.9111915437561453,442,13,87,10,9,155,65,113,0.172,0.746,0.08199999999999999,-0.8717,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,5,6,0,10,1,0,0,0,12,18,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,12,4,24,13,3,17,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,1,5,66,15,0,0.13955087985133313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159878819876687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951544398232495,0.14298636776769985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244505814175279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235341743665556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164120552615944,0.0,0.0,0.1599373984308672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657685333800002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650753820899691,0.0,0.0,0.07056111788761524,0.09969517644937664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458191499443259,0.0,0.07930998097080079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102297888865613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453207666971962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817751090814579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347520916698552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373288958877275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580096755392966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794295511580169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705831077166804,0.0,0.2845090959034765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,captain_stargazer107,2018/12/15,"I overthink everything Everything I do feels like disarming a bomb.  I constantly think about how people perceive me.  I'm always trying to think of the right thing to do or say, always afraid I'll screw up and people will look at me negatively for it.  I get paranoid that everyone secretly dislikes me, even if it's not true.  I come up with all these mental gymnastics to why I can't say this or do that and I end up doing nothing.  I'm even overthinking this post right now, wondering if I should even post it.  I'd feel so much more free and happy if I could just turn my brain off and do what I really want.",4.55225806451613,5.051052774193551,5.680806451612908,81.94120967741938,69.64516129032258,9.748387096774195,27.596774193548388,9.827888789773867,2.364987096774194,480,15,100,11,8,160,82,124,0.096,0.8059999999999999,0.098,0.3141,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,1,2,0,9,2,1,1,2,26,21,11,0,6,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,0,7,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,5,14,5,12,18,3,13,0,0,1,1,3,7,1,6,4,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26548721336704634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809074453513946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742290206309113,0.0,0.1723976806543364,0.0,0.12737351539859976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129821630722592,0.0,0.0,0.31610862728957984,0.0,0.0,0.15243989553242362,0.2867545880154592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132859172183653,0.11396986682987993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334901292260581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982503998995252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793939602423612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396690554984464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077097934238502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727455519085495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307549051182365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119914170348168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30557558150492925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022004404197032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724793290312784,0.0,0.2537328868127328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598613402579364,0.20444364036443527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831192155263616,0.1735252703916619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094096250717207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395303635497597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300591318555725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Catsandhedgehogs,2018/12/15,"Small win over SA! I went down to my apartment’s holiday party to get food! Overcame my SA of gatherings with strangers. Last time I tried, I couldn’t even leave the elevator.   ",2.0755882352941164,4.756553911764708,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,83.41176470588233,6.9294117647058835,26.14705882352941,8.07648339933343,1.8494352941176475,139,6,28,3,4,44,29,34,0.033,0.695,0.272,0.8619,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786776505524796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101936911117677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043853054217846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439253950771691,0.0,0.4467579220789985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24602800824959806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864595511098989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39112893692492895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cyguy888,2018/12/15,"Feel down after seeing crush For some reason evertime I hang out with crush after she leaves I feel sad and stay that way for the rest of the day. Today we got dinner together and when I think about it everything went fine. I had a good time, but I keep feeling like she doesn't like to hang out with me even though I know that probably isn't true since we hang out alot and she initiates the plans most of the time. It's hard to get closer to her when I consistently feel like this every time I see her.",3.9231428571428566,4.514145885714285,4.532380952380954,89.28428571428573,71.09523809523809,8.285714285714286,21.66666666666667,8.418075326091056,0.8005238095238099,398,7,90,6,7,127,68,105,0.087,0.773,0.14,0.7651,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,1,1,23,15,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,1,7,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,3,7,16,6,16,12,4,20,0,1,2,0,7,5,0,3,12,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041258531356852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332027750928315,0.0,0.15731133414088447,0.0,0.1678030223708432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37762499945488603,0.2667715030557815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754833481015278,0.0,0.0,0.15660359552995462,0.14932914428860078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672555995494054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659565390584876,0.0,0.0,0.10261100251724274,0.0,0.0,0.19769906492690775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736514098373169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130509524118748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919691063535508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975675944228822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444854587614235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199008152052154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963630990204233,0.18344175110065294,0.0,0.32661652836795824,0.0,0.17697936828070485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482018076078322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730821576393686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HaydenHasQuestions,2019/06/23,"I feel too skinny to hit the gym I’d like to workout as a way to use up some free time, and listen to music while being productive, but I’m afraid I will be judged for how short and some what skinny I am, How do I over come this?",-1.1551282051282037,0.6863132307692368,1.405384615384616,100.42294871794874,89.76923076923076,4.235897435897436,12.512820512820511,5.46131890053228,-1.3847794871794874,176,2,45,1,6,60,40,52,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,5,2,2,3,0,10,11,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,8,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013315536259376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29427086867610003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843301801293557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393621702855281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026511968609003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619553761226573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FROMNOW111,2019/06/23,"Alpha Male Affirmations Hello all,

I created an affirmations video. The affirmations are:

 You are a powerful alpha male.

You have rock solid confidence.

You fully believe in yourself. 

You exude immense power and authority. 

You are tremendously secure .

​

Please have a look. Daily listening will reprogram your mind and emotions and you should see a difference after a few days already. Have fun and good luck :)

[https://youtu.be/M3OA-u9cw7k](https://youtu.be/M3OA-u9cw7k)

​

If some are interested but feel this is not related enough to social anxiety, then let me know. It's in my best interest to make videos that people would want to listen to.

In my opinion this alpha male video surpasses social anxiety. If the affirmations above are held as your truth, there will be no anxiety whatsoever.",7.49388704318937,11.344613410852716,6.572563676633448,64.35226744186048,69.93023255813954,10.197342192691034,31.69490586932447,10.125756701596842,4.576713842746401,666,29,85,21,14,203,89,129,0.06,0.701,0.239,0.9663,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,8,0,3,1,8,0,0,7,0,15,0,0,1,2,21,24,9,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,3,4,4,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,12,8,9,17,5,6,0,0,2,0,16,3,0,5,3,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723197516091793,0.0,0.0,0.3383854492623363,0.379488248763614,0.0,0.0,0.3583720013403001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593201258226748,0.16387392210855656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070637055551504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314762765681134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565216047864152,0.0,0.16134875867185394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895612204301009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097451301038116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581811955672634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967797951631982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131129978033351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104233964968005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576709610775972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082574777461794,0.0,0.0,0.17141012979951747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443446983231247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31835854605194885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210363737913743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092727600045096,0.0,0.379488248763614,0.0
socialanxiety,Emergency_Price,2019/06/23,"First job tomorrow! Scared. Never had a job before and im scared, but reading this sub makes me feel better. Not looking forward interacting with strangers... but oh well :/",2.265000000000001,4.741069500000002,2.486666666666668,86.14000000000004,104.0,4.666666666666667,25.0,6.42735559955562,1.447000000000001,135,6,22,2,6,41,27,30,0.193,0.635,0.172,0.2003,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,4,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,2,1,2,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,12,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185805645552444,0.0,0.0,0.2271838771693885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988304040916013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184966035064903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774676319501805,0.0,0.5098149415018345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157091786559672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146516234132733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981168019287089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25694317311304016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5143506901687039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309602691342953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unmentionable123,2019/06/23,"Kids birthday parties, sports and other awkward scenario strategies I’ve noticed over the last couple of years I’ve developed a reluctance to be sociable in situations with new people. 

If I get a new job, I have no problem introducing myself. I have no issues talking to people in situations where I’m supposed to talk to people. 

But when I take my kids to birthday parties or team sports I’m really reluctant to introduce myself or talk to other parents. I just keep myself busy on my phone and wait for it to be over. I wasn’t always like this. It’s only been since I’ve hit my 30s. 

 Something that’s helped me manage anxiety in other parts of my life is making a plan. I’m thinking about applying that concept to social situations. 

I’m thinking about preparing elevator pitch kind of introduction and practicing it before going to these things and thinking of a couple small talk points. 

What are your strategies?",5.4767218246869405,7.294166645348837,6.5153488372093085,71.91623434704833,68.59302325581395,9.013237924865832,32.41681574239713,9.466822959209583,3.363231127012522,741,33,119,16,13,247,103,172,0.09,0.845,0.065,-0.3167,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,1,0,17,22,9,0,2,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,12,5,0,2,3,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,15,2,24,17,1,15,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,3,6,78,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979134802595092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093989735713188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227807241148216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29199601603204056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893741035093608,0.0,0.07498911775574746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884419968015138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771948338169934,0.1309380800504139,0.11728148979438426,0.0,0.1374035897225045,0.0,0.10755527190382036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931988101269468,0.06446315244567988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807634819947757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548724984893694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022372986491495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035243809513601,0.0,0.0,0.14651269491044766,0.14288688028127314,0.0,0.2744284929033393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473355695608195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625646420785458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845292997746902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091487907598894,0.44494541098709617,0.0,0.1345044207181306,0.0,0.1015800555549786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920851272285068,0.42421937905977936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766042160127142,0.2536409484992191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497021833617745
socialanxiety,AsteroidSnowsuit,2019/06/23,"Starting a new job In a few days, I will be starting a new job. (still in high school, 16yo).

I just thought about this, but it will be the first time since a very long time (like 4 years) that I will be in an environment where I know absolutely nobody and will have to befriend them. It’s weird, but I kinda forgot how to approach new people.

Before, I always had someone I at least slightly know that I could join a conversation with someone new with, etc, but not now.

I am not usually anxious in social situation (like a presentation in front of my class, job interview, etc) but this stresses me out.",5.678910411622276,5.764105389830513,6.284285714285716,80.03177966101698,67.13559322033899,9.115738498789346,31.26392251815981,8.841846274778883,2.32732784503632,468,17,95,7,7,153,76,118,0.063,0.892,0.045,-0.4386,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,1,8,0,11,0,0,1,0,18,17,6,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,0,12,2,13,6,4,27,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,18,67,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439159819128818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530950011731076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698251616284755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097639303143708,0.0,0.0,0.08866107567534742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066456432728439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693758090173267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525164441949373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409273130634811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511071593656643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432830847412486,0.0,0.0,0.12166252226462533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5311032783806303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530900948897933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913372436931487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372211781860135,0.15452953135148356,0.0,0.14014014698228866,0.2329670640180693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461338195583894,0.0,0.10978904214473678,0.0,0.1574790551143933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914111560804204,0.1603274976783106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141112378870936,0.11343264623232367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853046482169605
socialanxiety,GesugaoIsMyReligion,2019/06/23,"Please help I've never had any friends and have been socially anxious since I was 11, (am 19 now). I'm afraid to pursue any of my interests because of how people would perceive me, knowing the kind of stuff that I like. For this reason, all social media accounts I have are all throw away accounts which I intend to abandon altogether one day, hopefully sooner rather than later.

I also have anxiety online and never have any idea wtf to say to anyone who replies to me on any comment threads.

I am starting a job in the fall, but am extremely nervous about competence as I'm ridiculously incompetent at everything I can think of, precisely because I was too anxious and nervous to invest in my interests which I would've developed into skills.

I'm nervous about failing a family member's business ( the job I will be working) because of my incompetence, inability to talk to anyone or make friends, and my chronic laziness. (There are literally days where I do nothing but browse on my phone in bed, and take long ass shits when I have to.)

I have literally no idea what I am supposed to be doing at this point in my life and hold alot of resentment towards myself for having no friends or skills, and near devolving into a total soyboy.

Any tips to help me stop being anxious and getting my shit together would be much appreciated.",11.115760000000002,8.040350656000005,10.7272,62.68160000000002,58.44,13.52,45.4,11.602472056035307,5.31236,1064,51,179,22,10,351,147,250,0.258,0.6759999999999999,0.066,-0.9951,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,5,10,18,4,4,7,0,27,5,3,4,6,37,37,16,0,4,5,0,0,1,3,3,2,1,1,0,8,10,0,3,6,0,3,2,4,10,0,1,4,1,25,8,36,26,5,27,0,2,0,1,12,15,3,4,11,132,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860379546204195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767265630193251,0.0,0.08475889912686753,0.3755049919713448,0.0,0.15494275832826326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409681143468964,0.0,0.0,0.20262126694252836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429089505556968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957660889284592,0.0,0.10444893155197628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568029392629913,0.0,0.057886516263528025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852890644332728,0.0,0.0,0.11004576827921234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25015117012419397,0.0,0.0,0.2198965485291253,0.0,0.0,0.11537734142679305,0.06089077253436701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825873369323208,0.054129496647018535,0.0,0.0,0.09805127699139306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395741929566095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144806049061491,0.0,0.17090594018847394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631207929586578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507846944408338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681223367088147,0.0,0.0,0.12162111308917248,0.10473835667150057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391709370187204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810969898777042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274617077925667,0.09165187986178774,0.0,0.0,0.2258858375381593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842222183623128,0.0,0.0,0.09263070387414003,0.0,0.0,0.12683530493439255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330506115586546,0.08905390360705012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709938228297903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066105727712232,0.0,0.0,0.236119629479961,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LaTaurian,2019/06/23,"Need help Has anyone here to overcame their social anxiety? If so, how?",2.10923076923077,4.975895692307695,3.283461538461537,83.09903846153847,92.07692307692308,5.676923076923077,21.884615384615387,7.1686216300943375,1.4318000000000008,56,2,9,1,2,18,13,13,0.10800000000000001,0.698,0.19399999999999998,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336274140521233,0.0,0.0,0.3963443857347736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799377190860293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42030115485161695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778171531938942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,moosegm18,2019/06/23,"Do any of you go out, like to bars or shows, alone? Is it weird to do this? I'm a 24F and don't have any reliable friends and haven't for a really long time now. The only consistent person I have is my partner and I don't want to always rely on him in order to do anything in public. I feel anxiety prevents me from easily doing this, but also concern that it's socially unacceptable to do things alone. I am not necessarily looking to meet new people (because I've learned I'm really bad at it) but I'd like to do things without my partner and the only way I can is by myself. Do any of you go out alone regularly? How do you get comfortable with it? Any ideas for things to do alone?",2.5391849529780544,3.649266379310348,5.012978056426334,82.60028213166147,74.86206896551724,8.307210031347962,25.595611285266447,8.841846274778883,1.8135517241379309,535,18,115,11,11,190,84,145,0.151,0.755,0.094,-0.823,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,19,1,0,1,0,19,27,9,0,1,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,10,7,1,1,4,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,2,13,4,22,27,0,14,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,1,6,79,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5995264434603561,0.0,0.11572893057663708,0.12041488632711833,0.0,0.0,0.3936460015572684,0.0,0.11070695901517737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908852337892788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083139513069033,0.08821722370191908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317250344046261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180683391294444,0.0,0.07560787421183482,0.0,0.16449030370216208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633661811551262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414013638342339,0.0,0.0,0.12806866081429635,0.1215245698562346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976712867325336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22012531302591806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032750416140022,0.12635998994520667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541690591638169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751922462451536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884276373036984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438477000627913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535694951346325,0.114868425477349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395005748149673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kan5187,2019/06/23,"I don’t know what to do Hi, 

I don’t know if this is the right place where I can post this, sorry if it’s not, and also English isn’t my first language so bear with me please.
Since I was a kid I have suffered from anxiety, social anxiety, stress, panic attacks and all of that, because of too many reasons. 
I don’t have friends so having a conversation with somebody is so difficult for me and specially when I’m using chatting apps. 

Recently I decided to join some chatting groups in WhatsApp so I can improve in English, but I failed miserably mainly because I’m a bit boring and also I can’t carry a conversation for a long period (I don’t know what to say I know it’s weird), and also whenever I post something my heart start to beat so hard and I start to worry if people will misunderstood me or people won’t understand my joke, to be fair I always say something stupid and irrelevant, so at the end I ended up by people not interested to talk to me and I get ignored a lot and that’s stressed me out to a point that I can’t describe, because of this I decided to be open from the start so people can see that I’m trying and I can have a pass. 

Recently there was a native speaker that was interested to have o conversation with non natives. our first conversation went well and all, the next day I mentioned that I don’t have friends and I suffered from social anxiety, after saying it that person never replied after that, I tried to start a conversation the next day but I got no reply, so that person is no longer interested to have a conversation and I completely understand that.

Now I’m really torn away, should I be open about this or should I keep been weird and make people cringe or should I stop doing this at all.",6.794043298312638,5.8051111375358175,7.727540592168101,74.19367319325058,65.13180515759312,10.85011142948106,34.002069404648196,10.125756701596842,3.229343712193568,1373,51,270,27,18,466,154,349,0.21,0.733,0.057,-0.9939,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,4,18,22,2,4,16,0,36,1,1,3,4,53,57,34,0,6,10,0,1,0,2,5,0,4,0,3,20,20,0,3,9,3,0,2,14,14,1,2,6,6,38,8,35,43,7,39,0,4,1,0,23,13,0,8,22,197,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384046644115846,0.07763464787246135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141270745419136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614437092346014,0.08766019824572291,0.0,0.0,0.1706279009335972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186150039008612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782525795104023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120344002512126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652755645576409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587250822596667,0.0,0.0,0.1441696196429725,0.0,0.048746387343466084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462204581274766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358016830186214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056319049591096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829310080061368,0.0,0.0,0.20510511775076615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256923781670711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932193152937225,0.0,0.0,0.062279736985673226,0.09459347353088056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196017049807897,0.0,0.1984552399022571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946966649862644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234189183359753,0.16293522543241584,0.0974806181787448,0.10241745868413334,0.08820044517420572,0.0,0.17871484180113398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059771580738426415,0.09592988372893543,0.1842487233932787,0.0,0.0,0.07967930543088655,0.0,0.2225922266260226,0.0,0.0,0.07434952757948833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718028869038092,0.0,0.0,0.19021905692010052,0.0,0.14365670857801674,0.0,0.10444382864220687,0.2641582357149204,0.0,0.0,0.07800455896137101,0.21375400264361288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749925260645212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266917194765705,0.0,0.0,0.19426111875303007,0.0,0.08058287742110294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388960544177711,0.08649178804488815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475259966042204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ifindlifedepressing,2019/06/23,"This is why I have social anxiety Ok, so I know alot of you will think this is what i deserved. But I feel so hurt inside. We had a barbeque and alot of people from my group were there. I know that the majority of them hate me, some i can understand, others i don't even talk to but due to their preconceived notion of me, they think i'm annoying. So i went, and tried to be nice. But nope, anxiety was too much and i stay with my FP.  after 5 minutes, he starts talking to me louder, like subtle but noticable. I wonder why until I hear that the major group were shit talking me. I am unhappy with my body, so they were making fun of the hoodie i wore despite the heat. Then one of them says 'that's why he always looks like a bitch with his face.' There was more and I'm done. I was so happy with my other friends this morning, and going to this barbeque made me want to die again. This is why i have a superiority complex. I'm just really hurt rn.",1.4589393939393922,3.2173780252525286,3.5393939393939418,89.27909090909094,79.35353535353536,6.420202020202023,20.595959595959595,7.3871296695380915,0.5106141414141416,731,19,162,10,18,249,114,198,0.166,0.693,0.141,-0.7664,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,1,1,5,0,11,14,4,0,9,1,18,3,3,2,0,29,38,16,1,1,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,11,4,32,8,19,25,7,9,0,2,1,0,19,0,2,4,8,115,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523846814785133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118957341463332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383610084873878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373536265612166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172789575937988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091474271058542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002694985830235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700046033832676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870958152265868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742990604623146,0.0,0.13673458632562535,0.0,0.0,0.15609329868502309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965223235983713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222584391515706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532277494335326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116300448389039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104678722577273,0.0924461137335293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180934834123556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767683720394401,0.0,0.0,0.0938474164088936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601460621113574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872308423923682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101363369790858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216255183641954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117763996310342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802707704179782,0.14761664514019535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339497529663715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748328922791054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402863334604064,0.0,0.0,0.14417759569518146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168760863157297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283857328500503,0.4998787605441337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019131176355513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thom_ER,2019/06/23,Afraid I'm scared anxiety will ruin my life. It already did but I'm afraid it will stay that way or get even worse. I can't get a good job since I'm too scared nor I can get some higher  education since I'm scared of it as well. I'm not talented in any field because I spent most of my life in my room. I don't want to live with parents my whole life with some low paid job. I don't want to be left alone when my parents will be gone. I don't know what to do anymore.,0.449210799584634,1.6031262990654227,2.390591900311531,99.09861889927313,80.4018691588785,5.8770508826583585,19.365524402907575,6.42735559955562,-0.3393273104880583,362,8,97,3,9,121,61,107,0.284,0.6920000000000001,0.024,-0.9785,4,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,5,1,0,12,3,0,0,0,11,26,5,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,7,1,0,4,0,11,3,10,17,4,9,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,4,1,51,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599599501280816,0.17043550509790426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502888648877944,0.0,0.11815111634234587,0.0,0.1531693836635486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414912624937387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201042777676043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420756966463669,0.0,0.0,0.1295423598944373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065285528267241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487973326688486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780652669035429,0.0,0.3272702988586627,0.0,0.0,0.13637905051629368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34298902446371177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638835385200424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555194093386285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461937267676538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219304300844055,0.12259240813195595,0.0,0.0,0.1388659125008236,0.0,0.0,0.1724339528746371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573941337147705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,russelfrombrussels,2019/06/23,"Heard this was an anxiety thing Does anyone else get that feeling where you feel like you are sick in your stomach, and that you’re gonna throw up but you know you won’t? Like when you trip over a crack in the pavement and catch yourself just in time but for a sec you get that *feeling* in your stomach but it’s like you just keep falling. Idk I’m feeling like that right now and have been for the past few hours, and I heard that feeling “sick” like that was an anxiety thing",2.6459848484848507,4.139860000000001,2.704936868686868,97.71073863636366,75.26262626262627,5.758080808080809,23.48611111111111,5.985473137389443,0.1524838383838385,376,11,87,2,8,113,58,99,0.12300000000000001,0.7,0.177,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,9,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,6,4,2,0,0,16,19,8,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,2,2,2,0,0,10,4,0,1,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,7,10,5,8,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,10,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29641280458322483,0.0,0.0,0.1354637035728766,0.1985039433977402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695384123369301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184035903400634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897900537623317,0.27680800585250265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024366150336871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078950923501384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722001717153325,0.0,0.0,0.10647144338870768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732445818994558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494155176288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544824918011086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25741725619007577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296817546150133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,roomie890,2019/06/23,"31 year old who lives with his parents is going to move out soon for the first time. Never had to maintain a house because parents did this. What should I know before moving in to a new place with a roommate? Hello reddit. I will try to keep this as short as possible. I was basically NEET after I've finished highschool untill 29. For over 10 years I was addicted to many mmorpgs and all I did was sitting in my room playing video games. I didn't go out that much, didn't have friends (still don't). My mom was making me dinners. I had all food in a fridge. I only had to clean my room, but not the apartment.   

​

2 years ago I've started seeing a therapist and he put me on meds and  finally got a job in a supermarket. I like it and I'm still working there. But not much had changed besides that now I cook for myself so my parents can spend less money on food. But I still clean only my room and spend most of the time here. I had a talk with my dad and he said that I should move out and I said ok.    

​

I downloaded an app that helps you find a roommate and I found a nice room for a rent. I'm moving out in a few weeks and I will be living with a 32 year old dude who's been living in a rented places since 18.    

​

Here's what I'm afraid of. He's got so much experience already and I've got none. I know that now I will have to clean not only my room, but a whole apartment. I know that will have to take out trash and wash dishes. The problem is that because I don't have all that stuff as a habit, there are some stuff that I should be doing that I may not be aware of. So I want to make a list of stuff I should be doing to maintain a house so my new roomie won't know that I'm basically a looser that left a basement. Can you help me out?   

  

​

We've already set some ground rules about bringing people to the apartment, or who's cleaning what on what week, or about sharing/not sharing some stuff etc. It's all set. But the problem is with HOW.   

​

How often should I clean windows, toilet? Do you clean inside of a washing machine? I don't even know what else should I ask about.",1.749896747547755,3.4008276241610744,2.950246085011188,94.32502839442438,78.1275167785235,5.389984512132164,22.42350714162795,5.8734145424116955,0.11676072965066232,1656,49,374,9,39,533,191,447,0.022000000000000002,0.879,0.099,0.9846,6,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,3,0,2,21,9,0,1,28,1,46,8,0,4,5,65,72,28,0,9,11,5,0,1,1,12,3,2,14,0,28,22,5,1,7,4,5,8,12,3,0,1,20,3,44,6,49,36,16,66,0,0,1,0,25,29,0,8,27,253,72,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610772425175925,0.0,0.0,0.05375465536899858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338378715203868,0.0,0.0,0.3285229048021129,0.36842772670593577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566912205047329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393247466531151,0.0,0.051601089603112785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415021812761998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050657838052028656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763082994769555,0.04005285905270463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931860884444006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642933510058259,0.055424845237871966,0.051581268620360984,0.14665486061883215,0.06648981028245411,0.046851145211780416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892744240195886,0.0,0.14550062543125766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129287052431478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994332071301235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060176911270610686,0.05390057500709003,0.0,0.0,0.16663374848351548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588670695863758,0.0,0.0,0.029626166837439176,0.0,0.16064154441224318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095677878580013,0.06148053349182875,0.0,0.0,0.06735856534531863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710220957871472,0.0,0.2578074693230317,0.13373450585081528,0.0,0.04677013653527127,0.11713505896075765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726521754168396,0.0,0.0,0.1383608136162226,0.0,0.0,0.20200421691495984,0.0,0.0,0.04204088696278762,0.0,0.12671403611763954,0.0,0.0,0.06836370216911011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605064074640192,0.0,0.06096103097508801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536710067547452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048323086676377684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016292505834366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04292206600466926,0.0,0.14528412587563347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776780969804757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559454258924246,0.04874100017948371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040896362874023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072059864078054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041171310301201074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03576767802586783,0.0,0.0972852273740516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770359620001469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414742586208563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36842772670593577,0.1562034600627063
socialanxiety,TigerlilyFawn,2019/06/23,My mom keeps getting mad at me for shaking For those of y’all with intense anxiety know that you’re always shaking and my mom keeps yelling at me bc my hands are always shaking like I can’t control it I try so hard and she doesn’t believe me. My hands shake so much and idk how to stop i want to stop for her so she can stop being so mad at me but I literally can’t. It is so hard like it feels impossible and I’m not trying to sound whiny but please can someone give me advice/tips on how to NOT be so anxious all the time?,-0.5585221674876841,1.5119261034482785,1.6793596059113334,97.78017241379312,89.6896551724138,4.3487684729064044,19.492610837438427,5.773587663045528,-0.32643891625615673,412,13,99,3,14,138,68,116,0.201,0.7140000000000001,0.085,-0.7899,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,8,8,2,4,1,0,9,2,2,3,1,21,17,14,0,1,4,2,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,6,2,0,0,4,5,6,0,0,0,7,17,2,13,15,2,12,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,63,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896654177383954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315620064849415,0.1966394033370904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610715915543345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522422990988147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801047952852811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093969664343286,0.16697518695123095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31184896214866703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094268568980658,0.0,0.0,0.09565938218583893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007484030069586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077163159546925,0.0,0.0,0.12795487431810187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106672578834336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748133382408862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365684093943028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149637806502017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363520081038072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026656968745741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fight_it_beat_it,2019/06/23,"I will overcome this. I'm 24 years old, never had a job and live at home. I haven't hung out with friends in years, and talk to nobody. I rarely ever leave the house and I can go months without leaving. I have no skills and my family thinks mental illness is a myth. I'm tired of this life. To be honest I've been tired of this depressing hell of a life for years, but now I face a serious decision, do I continue with this and probably end up killing myself? Or do I finally face the fear? I'm desperate for a change because I want to live and experience things in life, I don't want to die, I just want to live a different life. So I'll take baby steps and do Exposure Therapy. I will overcome this.",1.2822448979591812,3.1808073945578283,3.355340136054424,89.70811224489798,80.49659863945578,7.465306122448977,23.42517006802721,8.418075326091056,1.4227088435374151,545,19,122,12,14,185,86,147,0.175,0.72,0.105,-0.922,2,0,0,0,0,2,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,1,8,0,13,9,2,0,2,21,22,10,2,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,0,6,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,0,14,2,18,17,0,18,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,1,11,74,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129658680119106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107991920834004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486498888630542,0.0,0.13840929575541427,0.13933550422599722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811965575376585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063408261840915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045418686926627,0.12572236505581713,0.15006997186181778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609218023872747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303559324064636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579302369604153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377353464760022,0.0,0.0,0.15388250388066993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234177572671305,0.0,0.14754592794601612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28242341798454484,0.0,0.0,0.3767917178277861,0.0,0.0,0.3532847863758786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439810658209395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644873358178307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028574380001708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994158658271366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437874101143068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002720578757009,0.10719178466042684,0.0,0.0,0.15251172512731273,0.0,0.08860016773728388,0.08545335196725637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065613189520205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23598210295032876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855676151837828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25764337404748794
socialanxiety,linhisntexist,2019/06/23,"What should i do if domestic violence happen with my mom and my bro n sis? The man who i called ""dad"" is an asshole. I'm sorry if anyone feel disrespectful, but i don't wanna call him ""dad"" anymore. It have happened for 5 year, since he and my mom decided to embark on a career in countryside. They left me and my bro in the city with our grandmom. After 3 year, we left the city and started live in countryside too. It was the time i realized my mom had had to deal with violence for so long time. She lost her weight seriously, always look depression n exhaust. She work so much, though, what she got is just curse and beating. He always had some reasons to chastised  her. Something like what she done is not good enough, she look badly and don't deserve him, or she too stupid and kind. My mom is not that woman. She just suffer because she love us and she don't want us to have a live in distress and needy. I'm a Vietnamese, and i can't sue that man because of our traditionally cultural argument. People don't let me do it. They call me ""ingrate"". And maybe it's just a small problem for appropriate authorities to caught a sight on. So i just wanna have some advices to defence my family in somehow....

​

(Sorry if my English is not good)",3.256686746987953,4.869834457831328,4.6197168674698785,84.11632228915664,73.89959839357431,7.550281124497991,27.309437751004015,8.238735603445708,1.803306666666666,976,37,196,16,20,324,132,249,0.237,0.71,0.053,-0.9947,0,0,1,0,1,0,42.0,5,0,2,3,11,15,2,1,10,0,22,3,0,1,0,40,35,20,0,8,12,9,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,10,15,1,1,4,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,8,5,37,5,23,25,4,18,0,3,3,1,41,10,0,7,8,136,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120502221267498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235301517735852,0.11221540934994252,0.1258459229595532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271119133127993,0.07241684689538043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647458762817092,0.12626764812364502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172621787672747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677360801776042,0.08920258875007231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598557305331097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701297613084118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763427947449684,0.0,0.052366870827660984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737351133024049,0.08283243981256097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316890476170505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784967764157864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250529166767452,0.10590484830040207,0.0,0.050597879029705126,0.0,0.1829041080680523,0.09165403262976543,0.17394133459507796,0.0,0.11305622739057115,0.0,0.0934737675803805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104047535707223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4851883040816393,0.0,0.0,0.07613407415890372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180070660226202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910016901656267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648470212331793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567215690795144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973136850749815,0.0,0.23187081124814535,0.0733056529157451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017546030920071,0.0,0.12078215567234832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24915804850506285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108683097130412,0.0,0.0,0.1261173883453879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539841807748916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258459229595532,0.1333882277049473
socialanxiety,SonOfAdam32,2019/06/23,"Months of being good, then ‘relapse’ after drinking? Hey all so fairly basic question. I went to a beach weekend trip with my buddies and first night I was great! Drank a lot and was talking to everyone and had a blast. That was last Friday and yesterday and today I feel fucking awful. Like I’ve been doing lots of meditation and drinking green tea and haven’t had much issue with S.A. the past few months but I feel the lowest I have in a long time right now. This is also the first time in the last few months where I’ve let myself drink. Is there any way that I can drink without feeling like this the few days after? It’s just so disappointing to go through this again",4.004552238805967,5.3789555746268665,4.341970149253733,87.79967164179104,71.61194029850745,6.554029850746268,24.59402985074627,6.742157984588678,0.7838382089552236,533,15,107,4,10,167,87,134,0.12,0.833,0.048,-0.8934,1,0,4,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,1,0,9,1,14,7,0,0,1,19,21,12,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,6,0,4,6,0,3,2,2,0,2,8,4,8,4,13,11,7,29,0,1,1,1,3,4,1,3,23,76,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156219108038863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948682628987944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996925902470268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466476151738905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330311695769412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116139353396027,0.09966248293869297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373259612683779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897023203736838,0.0,0.0,0.07928397247367447,0.1170102727529977,0.0,0.15380488318548818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145607096820211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274305785219748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265343314825882,0.0,0.1363103062691479,0.0,0.0,0.12345763793015067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23720452220746896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33405495855404355,0.0,0.10255231212384934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091610128491332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317341881393985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562776574696264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913660705272801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212892809902744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269311033650302,0.0,0.13223453832014648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073266786753168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932264042549427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447795383389835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nvbula,2019/06/23,"i do have friends but I feel lonely i do have friends but they're my school friends. yes I talk to them daily but I feel like they just don't like me..... sometimes they invite me to birthday parties but I usually say no or make up an excuse. basically i chose to have no friends by saying ""no"" but it's because I get so nervous about the things they might think about me if i show up to the party. sometimes i feel confident and try to spark up a conversation but then they'll just reply with ""ugh nobody likes that"" or ""no one cares"", especially with the girls im pretty close with them but I feel like I just don't fit in.. they're pretty mature they talk about boys and they laugh at those basic instagram memes... and personally for me I don't find instagram memes funny but anyways, i could just pretend like i instagram memes, be a little bit feminine, post selfies on my instagram, and pretend to like music i don't even like. ik this doesn't make any sense but i just need to get this out of my chest",1.601684088269458,3.8272419024390274,2.9527526132404205,91.279837398374,81.1951219512195,6.05110336817654,21.957026713124275,7.2636822038024595,0.6814343786295005,790,25,169,11,21,256,106,205,0.1,0.58,0.32,0.9955,0,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,8,0,11,16,0,1,6,1,14,1,1,2,0,37,25,18,0,3,17,0,4,7,4,2,0,2,0,3,6,9,0,0,6,3,0,0,9,3,0,1,0,6,32,13,23,21,1,13,0,1,0,0,21,10,0,4,9,110,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934791923950262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009252320786507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434409825006736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395818348454816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490212641057613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678012085331238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26573361455061745,0.18772633132988056,0.0,0.0,0.12008567881982138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40603823444856896,0.0,0.13728895936399751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419209092400523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493246373831162,0.13168466464560813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754041836983971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938123998843774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742207242280114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903148441076768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472238642907895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583278469900733,0.2673363863109016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896902533980236,0.0,0.132971036113247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598909433180975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120838742228545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728793261730368,0.08418772355553641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920340190761468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144704629309097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnonymousPenguin1,2019/06/23,"Is this social anxiety? I am not sure what kind of thing this is. I don't expect you to be all psychologists but maybe you can give me some useful feedback.

​

About me:

I have no problem talking in front of a larger audience or being in a group of people. In fact I kind of like it. But I am anxious about small ""everyday"" things. Like entering into a private sphere/social circles of a few people. That is, going to party on my own, make a phone call to someone I know well, meeting someone I know from X in a different setting Y (e.g. a coworker in a supermarket). The anxiety stops when I have finally gotten into the ""new"" environment but it prevents me from doing ordinary things like trying new things and meeting new people.

​

I have met someone with social anxiety but it was too a much larger degree: she literally started crying when she had to go into a class room etc. I don't cry, I don't panic, but I tense up, expect the worst and my mind goes in circles. I had a bad experience with moving to a new school when I was an early teen. At the new place, I wasn't accepted and I think it might have caused it.

 

So the question is this some sort of social anxiety or would this be too much of an over interpretation? And how to deal with it?",3.7238408521303263,5.091156400793653,5.4564411027568935,79.56575187969926,72.2936507936508,8.162406015037595,27.54887218045113,8.6894789155246,2.11212380952381,991,36,190,18,19,339,132,252,0.153,0.746,0.10099999999999999,-0.9131,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,0,0,10,12,0,1,19,0,25,0,0,4,3,42,36,16,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,16,10,0,2,6,0,0,5,6,4,1,0,7,0,25,8,33,24,9,35,0,0,0,0,17,16,0,7,16,148,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986740109606952,0.22280642580428173,0.0,0.0,0.2805447774719621,0.10357414334209468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655032971757203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936171926638877,0.0,0.0,0.09418228667723104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141592632963454,0.0,0.09451973259519357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578778767219433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224925000589304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968222437056751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043274195626156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794937156218363,0.10420956383169196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909446141309417,0.10077164997849107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343730370610734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061198198514959314,0.0,0.09210651803205644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725971883020196,0.0925723086427065,0.0,0.0,0.09744306111792538,0.13479309099839026,0.0,0.0,0.4427334374499138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107568636381532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906814908904145,0.0,0.09578778767219433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772693598614673,0.0,0.0,0.10270440552758517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278670204116317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803736215858432,0.2330446372987682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489272808089222,0.0,0.0,0.0766499461211273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640884924900122,0.0,0.0,0.07369021963420579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24363679887861,0.058745885189753475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062245807175713215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918348997616567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243279396553141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512799795616572,0.0,0.22280642580428173,0.0
socialanxiety,chappen999,2019/06/23,"How I deal with my social anxiousness when I've isolated myself for too long As an introvert I some times find myself isolated at home for too long, paralyzed by my comfortable state and inaction. And it can be hard to break out of that bubble. But as the case almost always is, the opposite state on that spectra often is the solution.  

Facing Social Fears from home is a great way for me to start tackling that social anxiety or enable me to connect with someone when I've isolated for too long. So I did a video on how I got out of the pit a couple of weeks ago, thought it might help someone else to. 

[https://youtu.be/-G8nuvkjrbE](https://youtu.be/-G8nuvkjrbE)  

​

How do you fix yourself?",7.461437007874018,8.49382257480315,6.861092519685041,74.14707185039373,63.40944881889763,10.129527559055118,31.623031496062993,10.125756701596842,3.1783551181102365,565,20,96,12,8,175,81,127,0.124,0.784,0.092,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,10,3,0,1,8,0,8,1,1,4,0,18,11,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,11,2,22,6,1,18,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,5,9,69,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133894844553141,0.0,0.1512526472783602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568394821891946,0.16366033032366442,0.1835397245419169,0.0,0.0,0.11555122567270182,0.17064112644014914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713162202192522,0.0,0.0,0.15572374649137335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618113361185013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997087485689127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380550388903928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120806799527535,0.16653083666766014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530924442701114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012442195695777,0.0,0.3030267072707619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401017899660436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602379459091571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619229188649046,0.2559647812752617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691247699653723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991515582899633,0.08807724183804759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989478776290295,0.12116150970691528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835397245419169,0.0
socialanxiety,Freelibghyuo,2019/06/23,"Suicidal I'm 18 year old loser with severe social anxiety. I have 0 friends, never hold a conversetion with a girl for more than 1 minute my whole life (so obviously I'm still kissless virgin). Going to college to study something I hate just to work a job I'll hate is pure hell. 

I hate my body. I'm ugly, skinny and short. I look like an awkward 13 year old. The average 13 old probably look older than me.

My life sucks. I have no hobbies or interests. All I do is think about suicide everyday. I feel no pleasure in doing anything anymore. I just want to not wake up on monday pleaseeee.

Sorry if this don't belong here but I don't know any other place to post this.",0.6827205882352949,3.1122718308823565,2.88735294117647,88.61058823529413,88.04411764705883,5.552941176470588,21.970588235294123,7.048011613610866,0.888188235294118,523,19,105,8,17,177,96,136,0.22399999999999998,0.711,0.065,-0.9473,1,0,1,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,5,1,5,0,8,6,3,0,4,18,22,5,2,2,6,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,3,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,0,3,13,4,14,22,3,17,1,1,2,1,3,5,2,2,11,59,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847627889583116,0.0,0.11077983089943223,0.0,0.14361335674605671,0.0,0.0,0.11916691235437216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085210310541018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322066859872174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188042978019873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229928900053878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289119196933692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370232926788595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795842035960887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456823706413213,0.07074722002054998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432091246757897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168698124222168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455863581464405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129641715204506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386886735105965,0.0,0.15613048592827627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359493394793306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476163278595589,0.0,0.11148239369930747,0.0,0.16210378393613425,0.0,0.0,0.11564605567791104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167989235771094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278888434141323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541313497642444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167603601326827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542395403170766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650675630203628
socialanxiety,TheDestoyer,2019/06/23,"Sometimes it's good to be alone. I just got ghosted by a girl I was talking to for 3 months. It was really hard for me to get over my fears and anxiety to continue talking to her and I thought all was going well, a bit slow but well. I started to genuinely get worried that something had happened to her. So panic engulfs me and I try to find her on facebook or instagram to ask her if she's okay. Still nothing. It wasn't till a week later she texts me asking me for my address to send back the book I lent her. I ask her what I did wrong and she says she just got weird vibes from me and was getting uncomfortable. My oblivious, inexperienced, and low social skills self didn't notice the signs so it just really caught me off guard. 

​

​

I've been struggling with whether I want to be with someone or just be by myself for a decade and I'm only 21. Today I think I got my answer. I don't think I want to look for another partner, at least not for a very long time. Not while I know I can find happiness in myself. I don't want this urge to be with someone anymore. I seriously fucking hate it. Like I know it's trial and error and that you have to find the right person, I understand that. But right now I can't deal with that struggle in my current state of mind. 

​

​

I'm tired of forcing myself out of my comfort zone trying to find someone. I'm tired of thinking a relationship will make me happy when I know that's not the solution. I'm tired of feeling lonely and feeling like being alone is a bad thing. I'M TIRED OF THIS COGNITIVE DISSONANCE. 

​

​

Half the time I'd rather be alone and not deal with anyone and the other half I yearn for someone else to be there. I hate this need of having a partner. I just want to be alone. I just want to be happy alone.",1.7887426240256443,3.9754142587601113,3.205715742696878,89.93843010126032,80.26684636118598,5.843694907845851,24.04319953376557,7.001395882987947,0.8971253879216143,1434,52,296,17,37,468,176,371,0.21100000000000002,0.68,0.109,-0.9927,1,7,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,0,1,16,24,3,4,14,1,26,5,0,1,1,62,65,23,1,9,17,0,3,2,2,1,4,1,1,5,17,18,0,1,15,1,0,3,9,14,2,2,14,5,52,10,48,41,3,31,0,3,1,1,27,10,1,3,19,200,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873731805459472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607637702030607,0.4045848060847944,0.0,0.05818988071055992,0.04245245395634005,0.0,0.055034742021877005,0.03880241710049458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563708152267133,0.0,0.0,0.042671154843026735,0.04633484004887824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060584641122354725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442293475205545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046357784035875815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244573085896455,0.05611846555645175,0.039644640654854915,0.0,0.0,0.2028805890310761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051302941222525586,0.0869793505467338,0.0,0.03153829310415387,0.04654540083125076,0.1331499098698111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049072809346921716,0.17722191501673945,0.04971136771128064,0.10957688702159772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149349781591687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054222742101637376,0.0,0.0,0.049110091857221774,0.046600649609376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03704241052823613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603271899337863,0.0,0.044294464009404594,0.0,0.0,0.04114780303532668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324760818985063,0.06317983416088127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422053852756293,0.0,0.06510978567176724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845487314250101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110124540647078,0.0,0.0,0.05957936109491421,0.0,0.09478246650446126,0.0,0.04413073999211042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057891930025916666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656873918999671,0.18807819697752973,0.04272168631272645,0.0548845917581582,0.0,0.039278657414760734,0.0,0.04431726257422928,0.0,0.0,0.11602792439822468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920731112498016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036867483614083534,0.10667417908608297,0.0,0.04405572162356084,0.06471753167417034,0.2551269301586071,0.05260144639470488,0.0,0.0,0.07535302669082918,0.0,0.0,0.05777079720310565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04578803375422781,0.16365782247605418,0.0,0.04451362053642508,0.0,0.09979082617323512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635644697803342,0.0,0.0,0.06067354271134327,0.4045848060847944,0.0
socialanxiety,Lilith_1181,2019/06/23,"I’m tired Y’all I’m really tired of feeling alone. I’m sure this applies to everyone and their mother on this thread, but I’m really f***ing tired. I feel like I’ve pushed away all my friends except for my boyfriend, who half the time I’m convinced is totally sick of me. I used love going out to big outings and events, but now I leave after an hour or two, frustrated and in tears. I just want to enjoy my life but this anxiety is making it absolute hell. I don’t even know what the point of this post was- maybe to vent or something idk.",1.1514880952380968,3.3935635535714286,2.483928571428571,93.87773809523813,83.10714285714286,6.2333333333333325,20.94047619047619,7.492282038375204,0.6558904761904767,426,13,94,7,12,137,78,112,0.235,0.5820000000000001,0.183,-0.7327,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,4,8,2,0,3,0,4,6,0,2,3,20,17,8,0,1,7,1,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,1,2,11,6,14,16,2,14,1,0,0,1,6,6,1,2,6,54,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861565418667851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750068825590406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887174520861284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871664409789914,0.0,0.0,0.17174937279707914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817639952171709,0.1284063668335112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886675915861604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215044371045012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700779741082234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878046102719114,0.0,0.0,0.19031881863587607,0.0,0.0,0.12695575161669287,0.08781193621651713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222246216816874,0.0,0.11997791570608485,0.0,0.1805730940548814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991249623909474,0.0,0.17214133571224946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23029222737739055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837271403660362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940292170401572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104807900581831,0.6197544291344567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557996520011102,0.0,0.0,0.15523774091735348,0.0,0.0,0.10601537075836956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sal327,2019/06/23,"Help me. I frowned at my crush Its over, as in, the night is done. But now I have to go to sleep and all I can think about is me frowning at my crush while he talking to my cousin! It was instinct. the second I did it I slapped a fake smile so hard because he noticed my frown. 😞😞😞😞. This is horrible. I want to talk to him. I want to ask him questions about his job, his hobbies and interests but I can't get near him. My feet take me to the opposite direction. I want to talk to all the new people I'm meeting but my head tells me not to go near. Thats I'm dumb and ugly and I should avoid it. Rationally I know I'm not but I can't hold a conversation with anyone. Help please.  How do I talk to him..not what do I ask but how do I hold in my impulse to run the other way.",-2.027651515151515,-0.1913854318181798,0.9472727272727288,101.33257575757578,96.5,4.296969696969697,16.992424242424242,5.985473137389443,-0.6348325757575761,588,17,156,6,24,204,92,176,0.13,0.78,0.091,-0.8219,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,7,0,14,3,3,2,2,26,28,14,0,4,7,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,3,0,0,3,4,3,0,1,3,1,31,1,23,24,2,15,0,0,0,0,20,7,1,1,4,102,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185341748764044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169615781182248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333943084779074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348052268592348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856858514458549,0.0,0.19268725143740714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518589921440506,0.0,0.17397914089953767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272549109169045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822506723965105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316521220897156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372602675785333,0.0,0.15908551841210514,0.0,0.0,0.19300265474937828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752565704686666,0.0,0.0,0.1860849573496362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990415931099786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964507207595186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745993157316474,0.5450235221046286,0.14817026361126173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086232657950018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29996654433706743,0.13455918485170915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Flyersfan2002,2019/06/23,"I need advice quick Ok so right now I'm currently at a campground, there's always a whole bunch of kids out. So me (16) and my cousin (15) were walking to the lake and go on the swings and talk. But these 3 girls stopped us and ask for our snaps on the way. After that we went the opposite direction. Now they're texting and they most likely want to meet. I'm scared out of my mind shitless not wanting to do it. Ik it sounds like complete pussy shit, but I need advice to help me through this, I'm having an anxiety attack rn",2.1937474747474752,3.6407736272727287,3.2293939393939404,93.67853535353537,76.36363636363637,6.343434343434343,23.131313131313128,6.937597516519254,0.5224646464646461,409,12,93,4,9,131,81,110,0.107,0.8190000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.5734,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,3,0,1,0,6,6,2,1,7,1,3,1,1,0,0,18,13,9,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,1,10,3,14,11,3,16,0,0,0,0,11,6,1,1,8,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073818442272015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344368798596435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946054381632602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948687794201871,0.2371373047528889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855156147652616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846460924495013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971689367063453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036722765574827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047093888566928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091199889461441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801166062859475,0.0,0.0,0.20869071070394954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396672205299688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427010692706393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754091953095554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507347537821369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24589358625691315,0.1654546539520792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932314386696288,0.0,0.2327224045697275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FrozenClorox,2019/06/23,"My birthday is tomorrow and I haven't felt more anxious In the past year or so I have lost touch with a lot of my friends and I'm not really close with anyone. I turn 20 tomorrow and all my friends seem to have done something big or had a big party or something for their birthday and I don't have plans at all. 

I don't want to do something huge but the way my peers treat it I don't want to feel like I regretted not doing anything.",2.4206686930091195,3.388537297872343,3.706717325227967,92.40500000000004,74.95744680851064,7.073556231003039,26.19452887537993,7.447530270364453,1.0664273556231003,342,12,80,4,7,112,56,94,0.083,0.746,0.172,0.8045,0,0,3,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,0,2,22,20,9,0,3,6,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,3,12,4,9,16,4,11,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,5,5,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24757478252382625,0.0,0.1532333278528911,0.0,0.18034007348637893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426441856571006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108077778884468,0.15655932472820114,0.2104163794464831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386262936518625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070646088364049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392258528264576,0.1863117329824172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920149595391746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039177533581704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950404453071716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061323485260103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837001754462545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25851825366666464,0.17394942605792055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112408164606338
socialanxiety,LucienMr,2019/06/23,"Does anyone else have a ""war mode"" when going into public? ""War mode"" is a mode someone with social anxiety goes in when they have to carry out a task that requires human interaction. It helps us be able to shun our anxiety and just get things over with. It only works because we have a mission in mind and we've rehearsed the situation plenty of times. Nothing could go wrong, except someone talking to us that we didn't rehearse. That's very bad. 

If you'd like to know what sparked this question, read below. Otherwise, just answer.

​

A little backstory: I wanted to go to McDonald's and grab a quick bite. When we got there, the drive-thru line was pretty long but the inside had little to no people. I didn't want to go inside (social anxiety) and asked that my mom just go to the one closer to home. She denied and told me to just go in, which I did. I put my hat on, which helps with my social anxiety since I can't see some things and I know people can barely see me, and went inside.

I got to the register, and just as I was about to order, I heard a ""Hey, Lucien^(1)."" from one of the workers. I instantly recognized the voice and turned my head. There she was, the girl I secretly fell in love with 3 years ago and haven't seen or spoke to since. One would think that I would be overjoyed and jump the counter to hug her, but I simply said ""Hey, Sam^(2)."" to her with a wave, then turned back and gave my order. This is because I was already in what I call ""war mode,"" and the enemy is social interaction. I'm only prepared for what I've rehearsed in my head. Any other interruptions will throw me off or be met with an awkward laugh. I kinda glanced at her as I waited for my order (she's beautiful and I haven't seen her in years), and I didn't even get the idea to ask for her number or something until I had left. And now I won't be able to stop thinking I missed an opportunity that I probably won't get again or for a while.

​

Now, I'm secretly plotting to somehow visit that McDonald's again, with the new mission being her. It's a ways away from our house and one is much closer, so the only way for me to get there is when we're already out in the city.

We are going back into the city tomorrow, and I could ask my mom to take me there again, but I'm unsure if she'll be working that day or even what time. It would be a waste to get there and she's not there.

​

^(1 & 2)  *Names are not our real names (aka, not personal info).*",2.734896449704145,4.120187852071009,4.085794378698228,88.3450229289941,74.81854043392505,6.8845956607495085,23.128648915187373,7.461004344511776,0.8335302169625249,1919,53,410,23,40,633,227,507,0.092,0.8220000000000001,0.086,0.1568,0,0,1,0,0,0,94.0,9,1,1,5,28,12,3,1,28,0,41,4,2,0,0,80,84,39,3,9,19,2,1,1,0,7,0,4,1,3,23,34,0,3,10,1,0,13,12,7,0,4,21,10,59,5,61,46,2,66,0,1,5,2,56,23,0,11,26,278,82,5,0.13438799142550312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956342294564801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483004903071451,0.0,0.0,0.2912186651256457,0.2449441786209865,0.045694221264965175,0.0,0.20561289120880355,0.0,0.0,0.04698360414057464,0.06884818922675505,0.0,0.0,0.1884519464062544,0.0,0.06313097086321019,0.10333607013055784,0.05610417972507159,0.08192167222874698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861258236182029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729787590287697,0.0,0.0,0.04333456841415375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058801918460575364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056131961272796016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876200089321183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553044715007055,0.0,0.26731527374856895,0.0,0.10748235331962792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379208501390311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007743787523363,0.0,0.06740105636342088,0.0,0.0,0.07753284941395862,0.0,0.07585384227842806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385612553785602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300647294888257,0.0,0.0,0.032827592205426415,0.1346920724004686,0.0,0.059464571734052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06064520455950467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784678081488392,0.1573935913389145,0.0,0.0,0.0493953182891103,0.0,0.0,0.06489637977166518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447445111847104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821295619569512,0.15331218485087594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316771222828316,0.05867120526313841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683604503173797,0.0724464921929052,0.0,0.0,0.06754852479746372,0.0752726532666205,0.0,0.06721217936227539,0.07648147775889527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391687719301678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708982989422196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116713523436103,0.07552886649919094,0.0,0.2739832667589504,0.1138665090293131,0.05172922070128877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617718916381928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050521522380043926,0.05400798849058975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928141003675485,0.0861103985562007,0.0,0.0,0.07836271851981004,0.0,0.0,0.06420674243895969,0.0,0.0,0.146175544187755,0.0,0.0,0.16165220692792592,0.0,0.0,0.0554420835875322,0.07926551921555795,0.10667093234745408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622895072135569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783605831101927,0.0,0.0,0.14319805999325658,0.07346608602173048,0.2449441786209865,0.08654146039465105
socialanxiety,MailGuy218,2019/06/23,My awkward shopping experience I always stay home most nights but felt like having an excuse to go out so I went clothes shopping. As soon as I came in there I felt unnatural. I kept thinking how I look or how stiff I'm walking. Never felt that comfortable. Then I see a coworker that I work with at the post office and she looks like she's a manager there at the store. She sees me and turns around and walks away from me. Not even a hello:(,1.229666666666667,3.5818126333333367,2.7355555555555564,91.48000000000002,83.77777777777777,5.822222222222222,21.22222222222221,7.1686216300943375,0.6013555555555548,347,11,74,5,10,113,65,90,0.057,0.8490000000000001,0.094,0.4761,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,20,15,11,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,0,2,4,2,3,5,2,1,0,0,6,7,14,3,11,9,1,17,0,0,4,0,5,6,0,2,6,50,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860700472574116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16968782143711522,0.0,0.0,0.17908912912517572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801285501489046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258994533270912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645811066349485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490610672409092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833093470583592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912024529512856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624978576948414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201372955353722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701408990743325,0.0,0.0,0.1788793267762616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255654231006865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037910570942263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031702981621556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213843756233655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733445526052627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670207582714512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877003822676046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ilong4spain,2019/06/23,"grad party sadness So for the past few weeks my mom and I have been planning my grad party. I’ve been having really bad anxiety up until it and I was just praying it could have been cancelled or something. My main concerns were 1) being the center of attention really scares me 2) talking to people I haven’t met before/seen in a while, and most nerve wracking 3) my friends wouldn’t show. I only invited 7 friends; some of the closest friends I have. I’ve known all of them for so many years. 

Anyway, one already told me weeks in advance he couldn’t make it, and the other 6 all said they’d come. The party was 2-6 and I told them to come whenever. The time gets to 3 and no ones there yet. That’s fine, I thought, it just started they’ll probably come at the end. Then it becomes 4…then 5 and no one is here still. Throughout the entire party all of my close family was asking me why aren’t my friends here, when are they showing up, etc. Finally at 5:15 two of my friends who drove together showed up. I was so happy to see someone and for my family to see that I wasn’t a complete loser. However, 4 of my friends still didn’t even show up. 

I’m just really sad that they didn’t come, and didn’t even text me saying they can’t make it. Not even a lame excuse—just nothing at all. They all told me they’d come and I reminded them earlier this week. I’m really sad now and wish I never even threw this party.",1.8057887874837029,3.516371661016952,3.4750000000000014,90.35729791395048,78.15254237288136,6.707953063885268,23.210560625814864,7.61054688173877,0.9500430247718388,1100,35,240,16,26,366,147,295,0.092,0.755,0.152,0.9533,3,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,10,3,19,15,0,1,11,0,28,0,0,2,6,39,51,19,0,4,5,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,0,13,17,0,0,3,4,0,8,13,7,0,4,20,4,35,8,24,24,10,38,1,5,2,0,27,12,0,3,18,159,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053891115492282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305896252495363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928171516423293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974039253919636,0.0,0.10547473575776327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113336752062721,0.10013229578644436,0.0,0.0,0.07625077832921183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458665002876845,0.0,0.10651025753108856,0.2523133509294054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006205023038985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461805059399716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427088248947202,0.0,0.04989598574265379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166392470601276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749699159438968,0.0968242953757589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185108505302976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365722542498025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916369879415352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414439576436532,0.07263376728173633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091167707269254,0.06620923772050305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029675819851355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447247562636173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084451287277527,0.07594722516154,0.09561441625451668,0.0,0.1522058626392319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091874947249117,0.07352230056086477,0.0,0.0,0.06759698657342113,0.0,0.15253644601789162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676109380077975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581812157232974,0.05568813202357386,0.0,0.0,0.27376948763005143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932918246475524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298184414473641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861759293568254,0.0,0.10982287834299104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150032008846008
socialanxiety,iamnotstephanie,2019/05/09,Roommate texted that they want to talk. Three days from now. I am going to panic and try to figure out what I did wrong until then ✌🏻,0.2943678160919525,2.224805103448276,2.014482758620691,97.83712643678163,84.17241379310346,3.8666666666666663,13.114942528735632,3.1291,-1.517698850574713,104,1,24,0,3,34,26,29,0.20800000000000002,0.7490000000000001,0.042,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,6,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954178872195182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603322945242047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374475988263888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681801027849848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31100012725773496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27018213256705786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008287080975842,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ConsciousIsopod,2019/05/09,"A decade without a single friend, how do I begin making friends? So I just turned 24 years old in March, and I realized that the last time I had a friend was in the 9th grade.  I don't mean 'I talk to acquaintances every so often but there's nothing deep'

​

I mean, it has been an actual decade since I saw or spoke to another human face-to-face (or online for that matter) that isn't family.  I work as a bike courier and have for two years because my social anxiety is so severe that shift work is impossible, I have constant breakdowns despite 3 years of CBT therapy and exposure therapy.  

​

I'm not in school because I'm A:  Too poor and B:  I attempted to take an intro course around 2\~ years ago at the age of 22, but I dropped out because of severe bullying.  Yes, let me dispel that myth for you, bully does occur past highschool and it can be a real problem.  

​

Along with that, I try to go to meetups every couple weeks.  I find random meetups on meetup and go.  Every two weeks.  I try to talk to everyone there, and you'd think considering the entire purpose of these gatherings is to socialize and make friends, it would be simple.  It is not.

​

Whenever I attempt to talk about this to my therapist, she says something along the lines of ""You have to learn to be okay with your situation before you can get out of it."" and honestly that sounds like being asked to saw my arm off.  How can you learn to be okay with something that actively hurts you.  The few times I've found myself ""learning to be okay with it"" were when I started to put in as little effort as possible, limiting my chances even further.  It feels like someone is telling me ""Hey, I know you're asking when you're going to get out of this prison cell, but...  You'll be fine, as soon as you're okay with being trapped and completely isolated in prison, only then will you \*maybe\* start to see opportunities to get out of prison.""

​

If anyone has been in a situation similar to mine, how did you manage to get out of it?  I thought putting myself in public situations and actively engaging those around me would do it.  I thought going to meetups specifically geared around people who share common interests was the way to do it.  

​

I was wrong.",4.669246281464531,6.090227185354693,5.3972647311212825,80.69015338958809,70.05263157894737,8.57462814645309,29.44572368421053,9.017664075816787,2.4474783180778026,1788,69,336,34,32,580,222,437,0.122,0.768,0.109,-0.9221,0,1,2,0,0,0,82.0,0,10,0,7,19,19,0,0,16,5,40,1,1,5,0,62,71,31,0,4,10,0,1,2,4,4,0,3,0,1,23,26,0,1,13,1,1,6,5,3,0,2,14,7,42,16,67,43,2,52,0,1,3,0,32,21,0,5,25,225,65,9,0.0,0.0,0.05674102013152878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154193217464317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779997507763996,0.4239143963427645,0.0,0.060969981530904487,0.044480677775129256,0.0,0.0,0.04065625543621848,0.0,0.0,0.15528382489422352,0.10871523673976884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633374640424192,0.0,0.04947701445027183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096380553227122,0.0628339641944555,0.0,0.0,0.06433620917400804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088298058020381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03840414807841235,0.0,0.14696871981100645,0.05555992923649529,0.0,0.0,0.054813822692126944,0.0,0.029399800848007605,0.04153871736821077,0.0,0.0,0.05314337138673223,0.0,0.0,0.06375286509342168,0.17969037526023166,0.0,0.1215132100094292,0.0,0.13218031208148254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224530183322712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03195490810381845,0.04739584166252599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059457084214885665,0.0,0.05681330747069022,0.0582764498479374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762432430478879,0.0,0.05841435205447713,0.12667365075856574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557915852078878,0.0,0.061013275647449135,0.0,0.0,0.04422180505162725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555058718381872,0.040310342044300736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554962126015064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563680218127274,0.0,0.11690333803633285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618160851606132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623914621251042,0.0,0.05884572769453725,0.04633394519685972,0.0,0.0,0.13137433923667166,0.0,0.048098049616181984,0.1960718603033246,0.0,0.11854277553157967,0.04926597226210167,0.08952554614820975,0.0,0.0,0.08231049756051796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04371771720117707,0.14020396790548828,0.05082119221492504,0.0,0.13298748644900898,0.06751069284935596,0.0,0.037256894436415784,0.0,0.09232108747841862,0.06780949991162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895312019094529,0.06324493801331565,0.11359820746932445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615270318728502,0.09328063879282053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604959410852561,0.0,0.08466033737353289,0.0,0.0,0.08260891590518399,0.06357230386715372,0.4239143963427645,0.14977359800244924
socialanxiety,Seven_Xilents,2019/05/09,"Those of you have taken or are currently taking medication for your s.a, what has your experience been like with them? I'd like to have an honest and reoccurring dialogue about this as I know it's an important discussion to have. Those of you who have tried meds, do you feel like they've helped? If so, how? How long have you been taking them and on what dosage?",4.7753521126760505,5.966247943661977,5.238140845070426,82.79946478873241,69.56338028169014,9.623661971830987,24.059154929577463,9.888512548439397,1.9223385915492959,288,7,60,7,5,92,50,71,0.0,0.821,0.179,0.9111,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,2,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,2,0,9,15,8,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,4,9,12,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,2,5,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036695749824795,0.0,0.0,0.1569676294829594,0.2217781688644516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080811731944236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060952900101406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549954390608622,0.0,0.0,0.2747293471438207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448284999987775,0.312735316904734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668240081592398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107681643955035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kudosbrah,2019/05/09,"Eye Contact With Strangers Does anybody else have a hard time making eye contact with strangers in public? More specifically, with people I’m not interacting with.  I can maintain eye contact with people that I am speaking to, such as cashiers, etc.. but when it comes to the people around that I have no reason for interaction, I struggle badly. I find myself going out of my way to avoid eye contact and generally pretend everybody is invisible. I have a feeling this is tied to my low self esteem and lack of confidence, but I want to make a difference before it’s too late. Does anybody else have this issue?",5.188308751229107,7.235317840707974,5.701356932153393,76.54951819075715,69.70796460176993,7.854080629301867,32.024582104228124,8.515128840125781,2.746412782694198,488,22,82,8,9,157,73,113,0.18,0.7559999999999999,0.064,-0.9154,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,0,8,4,4,3,0,22,15,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,10,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,7,10,0,17,15,3,10,0,1,4,0,9,4,0,0,3,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329559210379994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625394612112778,0.0,0.0,0.16564793893752952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676890514759335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338639240746254,0.0,0.0,0.34071016425538564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325239894308104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171060277144712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842987637301824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792282004508686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063418290135292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438409014347908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318258128010824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219593729824127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598845034481663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404874373587142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001508950211989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308094524481474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035090257919957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351234533395264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482009762074405,0.15451821910259406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FLANKER-EE-418,2019/05/09,Im on school exchange but i don't know anyone here even nobody from my school but i somehow still managed to be social! I think I'm really making progress with my social skills!,1.779166666666665,4.2677952500000025,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,82.6111111111111,4.711111111111111,20.11111111111111,5.985473137389443,0.1559111111111111,143,4,27,1,4,46,28,36,0.0,0.86,0.14,0.6909,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,17,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973619266811709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642928562851027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048879566565122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155122063323891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840995115931547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082222489527536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5713219808434794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5754546335372548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254122547116724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180860051896898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kezfrog,2019/05/09,"I have problems reconnecting with people. Hi everyone, this is my first post here.
I decided to post because I need some advice about a situation I feel very anxious and uncomfortable with, even though I really don't know why.
So basically I broke up with my girlfriend about 3 months ago. When we broke up she told me something that made me start questioning my value as a person and started to make me anxious very often. She told me that I could try to flirt with her again if I wanted. I am not really sure how that's logic since she decided to break up... But anyways, after this, she made me notice that before getting together I didn't flirt with her too much. That's true. I have always been straight forward with her about my feelings, so for me it was ""yes"" or ""no"", no games between. That's just the way I am. The problem is that I am starting to believe that she is some kinda right... But how can I even approach her again now? I feel stuck and anxious, because approaching my dumper would be so embarrassing and just weird. I feel useless and just a coward right now. Any help?",4.1683018867924515,5.652008613207549,4.8841037735849095,83.64568396226417,71.35849056603773,7.752830188679246,27.87264150943396,8.278499904357787,1.8476169811320755,854,31,167,13,16,275,120,212,0.195,0.76,0.045,-0.9812,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,0,1,23,11,0,1,5,1,16,0,0,5,2,46,33,17,0,7,8,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,11,12,0,0,9,1,0,3,5,7,0,1,8,4,37,4,21,22,3,25,0,3,0,0,18,7,0,7,13,126,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198574718527865,0.10872664282269873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020591479242615,0.0,0.0,0.08340990206474076,0.0,0.0,0.4156971883549457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495392298723484,0.0,0.1043707414739628,0.13819067337424956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979303845547273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620255165011372,0.0,0.0,0.11720252474979435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480730939638607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433065064095016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408240254832012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221335284224078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740821954566321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321190772045808,0.08187345552396852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790239828662413,0.0,0.09016585788956936,0.09094745114262563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964402608841056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503383510460807,0.10709799509748592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23494000392204856,0.0,0.0,0.2347293732824545,0.0,0.0,0.13740215859496144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715242530040208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094941432034976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146184359886708,0.13786984838252714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442614652649876,0.0,0.0,0.26044844531140265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560129623972655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050834246508632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23440504949958876,0.0,0.08327498928107405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024071593423513,0.07234535365579946,0.09735817543166653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067745256105584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713090210859442,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yourdaughterlovesme,2019/05/09,Social experiments Do you guys get social anxiety just by watching social experiments and other videos like this?,7.928333333333335,11.944267388888893,8.242222222222225,52.00000000000003,69.55555555555556,10.266666666666667,31.222222222222207,10.125756701596842,4.920355555555556,95,4,10,3,2,31,15,18,0.084,0.792,0.124,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585190629697288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500866485905164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337580440035345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534965658528892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507672013703255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7829296807132532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThisOneTime12345,2019/05/09,"Recently diagnosed with SA and depression. First year uni student and tomorrow I'm going to a festival Brief background: so I moved abroad for uni and tomorrow is a big student festival that I'm going to. I've been feeling shit recently and when I went back home last month I went to a psychiatrist and was diagnosed with depression and social anxiety. My friends from first semester either dropped out or are redirected into a catch-up course because their grades weren't good enough so in my classes I'm often alone and find myself without any close friends. Fortunately, I have a few very close friends at my residence.

Basically, I'm going to this festival with my closest friend and she'll introduce me to a bunch of her friends (she's incredibly outgoing and sociable). I've recently been in the worst state I've been but today and yesterday I've been on an up. Tomorrow is my chance to meet new people and, most importantly, make new friends. I'd like to stress this last bit because I always find I do manage to meet new people but these people are just acquaintances to me. I just bump into them and say hi and just ask how they're going really. Especially, one of her friends is in my section so I want to make friends with them.

Problem is that, like almost all here, I don't know what to say. I feel so irrelevant and that no one cares what I say. I just straight up don't know what to say when I'm in a large group of people. I also don't want to be a boring stick because last time I went to a party with her, I know I was slightly making it worse for her by not getting into it all.

I just want some advice really. I feel like one thing I can do is just talk to one of her friends at a time because I'm more comfortable talking 1 on 1. But even then, I just don't know what to say/talk about. There'll be a before and I'll get tipsy/drunk then which probably will loosen me up a bit...",3.607515450067176,4.940143490909094,4.912261531571875,83.48987012987014,72.53246753246755,8.738916256157633,28.081056874160325,9.223106411051027,2.2905423197492167,1504,57,310,33,29,500,176,385,0.075,0.7390000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9914,0,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,2,20,25,1,1,14,0,26,3,1,4,2,63,56,29,0,4,14,0,3,3,9,2,2,4,1,0,14,26,0,0,9,0,0,9,8,7,0,6,10,7,40,18,46,42,13,57,0,2,0,0,31,21,1,5,28,198,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096171797725376,0.0,0.0,0.07271669233183141,0.07521061128216963,0.0,0.05807279199537895,0.060424205183432576,0.0,0.0,0.04938290333787717,0.0,0.05555276603089265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788826533994888,0.0,0.0,0.055838955356987886,0.0,0.17706965602896796,0.0,0.06179278610722694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585606521967915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403915035337852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250919926171571,0.1474119997046037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503406912105083,0.0,0.04796367230736509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101539144336561,0.05187849562107722,0.0,0.0,0.13274353829161686,0.12353810059100412,0.0,0.0,0.5049421505428795,0.0,0.07588008167774515,0.0,0.16508251038968427,0.0609087466381063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284203032950322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963637446394044,0.1775807092706484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643283337484784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541974657660892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579631980311178,0.07718171230129685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040548851848895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683203486358586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137741709182275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829476073976895,0.06948586237621288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304222683176266,0.0,0.21510529716172244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28874475384546483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745415948304963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740251655679648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318396533295286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510340703511773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048244341621977764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468857651643809,0.0,0.06883361436436287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991766527275985,0.1284963841735205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201953548733495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000140607970702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400420542415058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046763775101956916
socialanxiety,gomesk94,2019/05/09,What small steps are you taking to over social anxiety I feel to overcome anything is to start small. I’m doing something little by sitting next to people in public areas when there is other other areas available,6.083846153846152,8.156432769230772,6.423589743589744,72.16307692307696,67.46153846153847,6.225641025641028,28.384615384615394,6.42735559955562,1.8616769230769232,174,6,23,1,3,56,31,39,0.045,0.955,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29266701789491123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314824680515712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934402187931963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834382847474188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068703364957512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652276940578852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899846218981367,0.0,0.29452310449347313,0.0,0.0,0.2707868794655878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876470090479501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GoldKitty77,2019/05/09,"I feel used and unlovable Hi there

To start off with, I'm not someone who does not have friends, I have a moderate amount of them.

However,  I recently noticed I have no emotional bond with most of them. When I  talk with them, most of the time I'm the one who has to keep a  conversation, they all respond late and with short answers.

When they are not doing well, I help out how I can, usually getting them to feel better by talking with them.

When  the tables turn, and I'm the one who isn't doing so good, I have to  seek them out for affection. but I don't get it. They either ignore me,  give short ""sorry to hear that""s / ""oof""s or change the subject...

and the worst part is I don't understand why they don't treat me the way I treat them.

I'm  not perfect at keeping a conversation going steady, but I give it my  best shot. false enthusiasm and emoticons to bring a cheerful mood in  and stuff.

For  example, a few days ago I was feeling very low, so I asked a friend I have known  since 2015 whether they loved me or not, I told her beforehand I did  NOT mean that as a relationship sort of way, rather the friend love  friends have for each other.

It would have been nice to hear is all.  
She, with no hesitation... said no, but to add insult to injury, she said we didn't know each other at all. which was not true.

and that's just one example, there has been plenty of similar things.

I know the answers I'm going to get are to leave them and to find better people.

the thing is...

I've  done that, and it all ends the same way. we may get along well for the  few weeks, or if I'm lucky, months. but then things slowly go south and  they respond less than they did before, and eventually only ever message  when they want something.

When  I do meet new people who I enjoy being around, I have to live with the  sick deja vu in my stomach knowing it'll most likely end up the same way  it always does.

and when it does  happen, I just admit my defeat and cry myself to sleep. I don't know  what I'm doing wrong. I stopped venting to them in hopes that maybe  it'll stop the cycle but sadly, no.

I  hate turning into a doormat for people who I consider my friends but it  seems I'm always powerless to do anything about it. I just want friends  who genuinely would say they care for me with no catches or shame.",4.531363169479093,4.666990387234048,5.191966250917094,86.70500000000004,69.59574468085106,8.184886280264124,26.84519442406457,7.873277556716777,1.3245803374908287,1782,50,390,20,29,576,220,470,0.19699999999999998,0.6679999999999999,0.135,-0.9835,2,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,2,0,18,5,20,36,2,1,23,0,40,5,2,3,7,98,89,36,0,7,24,0,3,1,6,5,1,5,0,0,28,31,0,5,15,0,0,5,18,10,2,3,11,8,59,25,51,72,19,46,0,3,0,2,59,15,0,13,23,276,87,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143255936381797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410413406415772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631349242537009,0.07173654907110352,0.07533485139683578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857076602964952,0.0,0.08456758773818229,0.14253941121241384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821604199413464,0.0,0.08524683551865647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851737516003932,0.0519697992100644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115579322048516,0.08246507021059023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064578000908892,0.1427464223408252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289254102654473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223657112293355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365201247235659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735524510720019,0.0,0.16840656182767025,0.15460639403298426,0.13739266638514205,0.06758975728385748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712598713033002,0.0,0.0,0.07955968866356675,0.0,0.0,0.181647300504864,0.0,0.05401353389507802,0.0,0.0,0.0800377647327137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325293307185466,0.0,0.0,0.1771467055101461,0.0,0.09090188725515606,0.08532646883640266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03936910964846866,0.0,0.0711568550280444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545981277069042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095712548555206,0.08777923814519316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643211148243917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782820850921324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174503989449438,0.0,0.0,0.1638167364676276,0.06128751060053597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726425940557687,0.0,0.16759970646610253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956665026572109,0.086516701620686,0.0,0.0,0.15330704310282187,0.0640833670256227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336034465361163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665964273225403,0.0,0.08064186436048344,0.0,0.0682782802224886,0.06203724443373074,0.0,0.0902068186192983,0.0570375348302297,0.0,0.0,0.1347431091560581,0.0,0.0,0.09224902015663017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954019944403916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060862456701314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698898473048114,0.0,0.0,0.07700114791947944,0.0,0.0,0.1753037807658958,0.0,0.0838904401147884,0.0,0.06959841574027716,0.08875152530613142,0.06648996533886264,0.09506067023777218,0.2558542585524818,0.06463935757671413,0.0,0.14490879012209654,0.0,0.07271422620117217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144886510925326,0.08810559050246884,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the_gris,2019/05/09,Big step for me Today I did something that I had never done before because of my severe social anxiety. I ate at a restaurant by myself! Any little accomplishment is a big step for me but I’m typing this from the restaurant with a huge grin on my face! Just wanted to let someone know. And just keep trying!,1.6899297423887596,4.226947360655739,3.4774238875878214,85.65229508196722,83.59016393442623,4.797189695550352,20.18969555035129,6.1826913282559595,0.34612693208430834,243,7,44,2,7,81,49,61,0.052000000000000005,0.818,0.13,0.7799,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,2,1,0,1,9,10,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,8,1,9,5,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,33,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942085738296992,0.0,0.21847284655050825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409084440932918,0.0,0.24301302782340764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922540838012548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538423516759514,0.0,0.0,0.15695083986792585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29203148615874736,0.0,0.0,0.2862326412718386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026187002192335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322631390666173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911194130101909,0.24197646565983466,0.21985839564841744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27070255439989416,0.0,0.0,0.1938944478247679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844628286210775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ntbw23,2019/05/09,"Completely Different person when it comes to family and close friends? Hey guys, I have been and I am shy in my whole  life so far.  In people that i do not know  I can't start a small talk or start a conversation with them. So, im sitting on my phone all the time. But when it comes to my family and to close friends I am a completely different person.  I can make jokes, talk for hours, etc. Is that weird?
Thank you and excuse me for my English.",1.880108695652172,3.5480074456521784,3.388478260869565,91.25163043478264,77.80434782608695,7.643478260869566,21.28260869565217,8.472884824447931,0.9809521739130432,343,9,79,7,8,113,60,92,0.040999999999999995,0.8220000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.8253,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,1,15,15,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,4,9,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,13,4,9,14,3,16,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,6,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961858402951217,0.36050741716339135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592373444156743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917350318514248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241397001230572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26564825025520866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022675216314942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930549812141968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857019266446623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448213809506202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143141195614494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147572088874908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191869271322892,0.300225925879864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433701818800357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763638189598187,0.0,0.15827983634947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024730025809707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194132592939053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nigilityd,2019/05/09,"I can’t do small talks. I always have a problem with small talks: I don’t know how to do them.
For example: sometimes I meet some guy from class on my way to school and naturally they would walk with me. But I don’t know what to say. Because I always sorta think small talks are meaningless. Whenever I try to pick up a topic there’s a small voice inside me saying: shut up you are so boring they may be sick of you. I know it’s not always true but it really bums me out. And I can’t seem to talk much on something I don’t know about or don’t really care about. So it always ends up in walking together for 15 minutes with less than 1 minute conversation, and the rest in awkward silence. 
I am not a social people and some basic networking stuff is hard for me, most of the time I am just alone but I really want to know other people and step out of comfort zone. So I think this would be a start.",3.230323886639673,3.837412105263159,4.704736842105267,87.36354251012148,72.68421052631578,7.951417004048582,23.03643724696356,8.139509932561175,0.977271255060729,700,16,157,10,13,235,106,190,0.08800000000000001,0.856,0.055999999999999994,-0.1859,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,3,0,8,6,0,1,7,0,19,1,0,2,1,37,30,13,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,7,10,0,0,8,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,0,4,24,3,28,25,6,21,0,0,0,0,15,14,0,7,3,108,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923387198563386,0.0,0.0,0.4474419716005282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195018428843152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706520139228448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906929845381138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311155205368266,0.0,0.0,0.1204271427659646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694091523032263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882501972067556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864002767306827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863591323043302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583670564386798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381584012187846,0.0,0.13605515818527975,0.0,0.12238436002801545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703931201592065,0.0,0.10349444913015303,0.13295941897433522,0.0,0.09515361781263992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389564141755802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322142836628485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228073692457316,0.0,0.0,0.07838999191946966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912723801510374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929310682642225,0.10670805815198116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909971982900239,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MickeyStone,2019/05/09,"A way out Really want to recover from feeling shitty this way, but the usual power through, meet new people, doesn't seem to work out, in retrospect I come off a total jackass or a total wimp. Does anything really work or its just like an accent just stuck on.",10.252352941176467,6.673605705882356,10.319705882352944,66.49367647058826,60.568627450980394,13.337254901960785,37.26470588235294,11.20814326018867,4.059776470588234,205,6,37,4,2,69,40,51,0.20600000000000002,0.6920000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.7785,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,6,3,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,9,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,3,25,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033385856484595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411090739057873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449423842846845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152585471786505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367450062112105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703291730757674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404742369796607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586222263163281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548104560882511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30827031618464384,0.0,0.16509227739941554,0.4443431980977586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075410806159947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nightmarepablo,2019/05/09,Trying to have a public library of my thoughts. I've created a page to help me let out the thoughts that I have sometimes that I believe affect my life. Hoping people on here could like and comment and give advice every once a while to help me get better. I've been seeing a therapist and I'm taking steps to talk and show the real me. Hope you guys can help me out. [https://www.facebook.com/isthistoomuch/](https://www.facebook.com/isthistoomuch/),6.641298701298702,9.686911051948057,4.944155844155844,79.20766233766237,68.35064935064935,5.9584415584415575,22.688311688311693,6.868970318607317,0.7284857142857142,369,9,59,3,7,106,52,77,0.0,0.7390000000000001,0.261,0.9595,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,6,0,6,1,0,1,0,13,15,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,4,8,10,1,5,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,2,2,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031111244039536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942078680787175,0.0,0.172243867131216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549502369962245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408843570425308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175079724527414,0.1868255450541285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283683360223947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39161800415944203,0.0,0.0,0.3868688385012898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914890637074165,0.1375603345767252,0.09514684582581663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740638978466192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350177298392172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216724067765576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551935254754106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261644054953364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643058408606013,0.15653568870114073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261241166938065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092254497350816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222501362291794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Radgewf,2019/05/09,"I don't know what to do This morning and old friend posted she was feeling down, she constantly deals with depression but tries to remain positive.
 When i aaw her post my first thought was to send her a message and ask her what is wrong.
The problem is we became that type of friends that only talk when you casually see each other, so I'm not really sure if should try to talk about her problems.",7.285,6.220509873417723,7.049208860759497,79.70014240506332,64.18987341772151,10.431645569620251,33.67405063291139,9.516144504307137,2.808718987341772,316,11,64,5,4,100,62,79,0.17300000000000001,0.675,0.152,-0.4438,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,15,13,7,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,2,11,4,8,9,1,9,0,1,1,0,16,1,0,1,5,44,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880539417760314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737844663790226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738326335075136,0.17325558532449262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171064521769436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110340542160993,0.0,0.0,0.31082564303095195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105502155580678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107964863536294,0.0,0.0,0.15298839430053207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38530416990470334,0.0,0.0,0.3849587333575405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886584610548674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029548927278753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895873871796399,0.0,0.0,0.32336355182520515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969559493232954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273143782098627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993278382161988,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,moxim,2019/05/09,"I feel like I only talk to people about the environment we are in e.g talking to people at work about work or people at Uni about uni. Is this normal? Hi guys, 

I feel like u struggle talking to people and having a natural way or flow of talking about normal stuff that’s not to do with work or what’d you get for this assignment etc. Is it just me or do other people find this common in their lives too? 

I’d love to hear your insight and or advice on how to deal with this. 

Many thanks for your time!",4.904,4.4599380190476205,5.732142857142858,85.13535714285716,68.80952380952381,8.142857142857144,25.119047619047624,7.1686216300943375,0.9449047619047612,392,8,85,3,6,129,66,105,0.021,0.838,0.141,0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,3,1,3,7,5,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,19,12,8,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,9,4,20,12,1,9,0,0,0,1,14,5,0,5,4,57,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956513369629886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724440104286265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592855709683338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444313566368445,0.20406578035890727,0.0,0.0,0.1305377758394164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461920346710878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141737767255505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097207529827298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395523581169777,0.0,0.12611546214809774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890347320944234,0.0,0.0,0.1448002617779112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27987273455045514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862344492665893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950779614165434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493097714132546,0.16349834186990678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591833664712414,0.0,0.13149237185427998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328132999721477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336637224617345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119308726802385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LittleDragonMom,2019/05/09,"Nothing helps me get rid or lessen my severe (social)anxiety. This is a desperate cry for help. I went to doctors, psychologists, psychiatrist, etc. I've tried all kind of legal and illegal meds. Xanax does not work, no matter how many mg I take. I've tried 10 mgs once and still nothing. I've tried different strains of weed, cbd, other benzos which I often tripled in dosage but nada. My social and general anxiety has been ruling and destroying my life for over 20 years and nothing I've tried over those years has ever given me relief, not even a little. What the hell is wrong with me? What else can I do or try to get rid of it? Ive tried exercise, healthy diet, mindfullness, talk therapy, meds, drugs (never hard drugs!), forcing myself to be social, etc. Literally everything involving one or more people is a devastating hell for me. I constantly feel on edge, panic attacks daily, depression and what not. I just want it to stop. Please help me.",4.3223782771535575,6.447506106741577,5.279573033707866,78.34651310861423,72.20224719101122,8.791610486891386,27.03520599250936,9.3871,2.571522397003746,749,27,134,18,15,245,119,178,0.281,0.634,0.085,-0.9921,1,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,4,2,4,0,10,7,0,1,3,25,17,11,0,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,9,7,1,1,1,1,0,1,5,8,0,1,3,2,16,2,15,13,5,13,2,1,0,0,7,5,2,4,7,80,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429526836309874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216356532734005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160427799890399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795508712414594,0.0,0.0,0.09248874523044318,0.0,0.0,0.11219228832790164,0.0,0.10991096119954437,0.0939715104140478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249060173481488,0.0,0.08970464436197012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395206657706923,0.07092540098755952,0.09713399219013452,0.0,0.0,0.09650883771065603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054296027081289576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220627948324204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619399749212597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159295082448344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182277889406324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584772682477042,0.0,0.10762588887942948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108869418912121,0.0,0.0,0.23855641619875084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282032210589532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309110402177521,0.0,0.0,0.11435929726766295,0.07276544063616992,0.0,0.0,0.12599071093756248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444579079322995,0.0,0.0,0.11787419149755332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131212585176833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32839006889004496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857561326753823,0.08977692318115775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073858626998599,0.08631031751605146,0.0,0.0,0.12280171901568104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374356929356947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333722401790176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995450357581308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817603926143549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740635762248265,0.0,0.13830214999150695
socialanxiety,salmonofdoubt156,2019/05/09,"Visiting bf’s family Hey-o!!! First off, I think you’re all fantastic. Second, any tips for meeting your significant other’s loud, extroverted extended family?? Going to have to do this soon and frankly it sounds like a nightmare. I find myself wishing for some awful thing to happen right before so I have an excuse not to go. I’m not sleeping at night, just ruminating over how freaked out I am at having to go. Already asked my therapist if I could see her every day before the trip but apparently that’s not an option lolololz",2.8403150315031485,5.544117207920794,4.5810081008100845,78.57288028802883,79.89108910891089,7.633123312331231,25.023402340234018,8.575989854853784,2.234853465346536,422,16,74,10,11,142,81,101,0.038,0.863,0.099,0.5883,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,1,6,1,1,1,1,16,15,5,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,3,9,1,12,14,2,15,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,3,5,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299815066856027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172341347728756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483173423806596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546767801588951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663954523225171,0.0,0.0,0.1344048062796896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559127507930505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929337765556578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904795596466208,0.17727027095254472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553262662244209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429298060826216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181677890111156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557517115106798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797782003900772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607281863174975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855678340401945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419757480533889,0.13845586859990774,0.13353832586957162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396569309541323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JayF1ow,2019/05/09,"I have a small crush on this girl I have never talked to I realized I gained this small crush on a girl that sits across from me in class in my AP Psychology. She's this beautiful Asian girl that I always thought was really pretty, but never really thought much. It was until then when I realized that I saw her making eye contact with me that made me freak out a little bit and blush that eventually had me doing the same. Through out my first and second semester of senior year, I would constantly find myself staring at her and she would do the same. But we never intiated contact with each other. I always wanted to get to know her, but I'm really insecure with myself due to my social awkwardness and im fucking terrified of confronting her because I don't know what to say or if it's even worth it anymore because I found out she's a junior and I'm a senior through a friend. I have two weeks left before seniors are done with high school and graduate and I feel like I already lost the chance to ever associate with this girl forever. For someone reason it hurts my soul just thinking about it. :(",5.368558322411534,6.034273798165138,6.125976408912193,78.8767889908257,67.89908256880733,9.347837483617301,29.332896461336823,9.424239791934726,2.517350196592398,880,30,167,17,14,289,124,218,0.141,0.774,0.085,-0.9269,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,5,9,2,2,9,0,13,2,1,3,4,45,29,15,0,4,6,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,4,16,17,0,0,11,0,1,0,4,7,0,3,10,5,32,2,28,17,5,30,1,2,3,1,18,14,1,2,16,125,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647314873819645,0.0,0.23596784901973794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062149631531806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728725505489837,0.0,0.12065620704810705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480226808304948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322888573075402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510443971507306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365356607586546,0.12826074479842542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169528108563611,0.10129762555355848,0.0,0.0,0.12959710064390886,0.12060986065082754,0.0,0.15546974642847838,0.10954965332306668,0.13108622108595672,0.07408148606416798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981309222960942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179335514090436,0.0,0.15316179696876756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558524923630015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405954055744928,0.0,0.0,0.06927336123080992,0.14211478758380766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478484532566514,0.0,0.0,0.1341688630524782,0.09464856205805833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104234867593693,0.0,0.3280807045474197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425542205784714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725105038640704,0.1457877954017233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276023949973198,0.0,0.14350304648524734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454107455261958,0.1201415529155838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396860521008935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085583718087407,0.0,0.22513711406128065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851208478321314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363374492113056,0.0,0.11373855307173253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014527063166557,0.0,0.0,0.09131065430941833
socialanxiety,Keesonic,2019/05/09,"I want to give up I changed to a new school and town last fall. Going into my junior year I thought I would have time to make worthwhile friends before my time in school is up after being completely alone at my old school. I thought I was doing okay, and was able to talk to people. Until someone pointed out to me that it’s painfully obvious I’m not social.

I lived in the country and went through all of school up to grade 9 with the same 20 people so I never learned how to start any kind of conversations. Every time I think I’ve figured out what I need to do I end up being out of every group of people there seems to be.

Even when people are nice enough to talk to me first I have no clue what to say to go up to them and start another conversation after the fact. I think it’s because of this that the friend group I’m in seems to be fading away and not truly accepting me into it. It feels like nobody actually wants to talk to me and I’m too intimidated to think of anything to start an interaction

It’s starting to feel like no matter what I do I’m destined to be without any type of friends since I can’t support the relationship properly. I’m so lost at what to do at this point and I don’t even have any friends I can go to for advice. So here I am sitting at 1am typing this out hoping some kind stranger on the internet will be able to offer something. Anything really. But I suppose I already know that’s not going to happen. So I’ll continue laying here alone in darkness until I finally accept it 


TLDR: I never learned how to start interactions with people in order to have friendships and now it seems I’m incapable of having any kind of social life",3.2800936454849534,4.534423373913049,4.771086956521742,84.49020903010035,73.23188405797102,7.278706800445932,26.312709030100336,7.748469712250963,1.4202240802675583,1324,45,271,17,26,444,166,345,0.08,0.8109999999999999,0.109,0.8494,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,14,17,0,0,8,1,25,2,0,3,5,53,61,18,0,5,5,0,2,2,4,2,2,1,0,0,17,16,0,0,16,0,0,6,10,2,0,1,6,3,30,15,68,47,4,58,0,1,0,0,20,25,0,5,27,183,47,10,0.15955149436617674,0.0,0.0778496214608144,0.0,0.0,0.07795593685751281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524722995029892,0.08803452076615904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700097484574435,0.0836518266970022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312972851949976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495194053552351,0.0,0.0,0.04863055503109575,0.0,0.06788328509139066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843921626331206,0.0,0.0836433531243624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065763330796365,0.08242967224155785,0.0,0.1053822572628784,0.0,0.13442901540302962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067402953754597,0.11398361945509268,0.0,0.08739043163135732,0.0,0.06785720980047565,0.0,0.0,0.2465381775254279,0.0,0.0,0.07652816594286628,0.18135358222785766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054542977055409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923531726449093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492224934053832,0.04384266433579806,0.06502788148135698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056347969484546664,0.07794880089003656,0.0,0.07044344632210874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708465183958211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325093071354059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915270570143789,0.1230559484928226,0.07704791374357238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371122694353758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848870196111913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765322919671141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082773377657335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110638642024022,0.0,0.0,0.0856492972346896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344087612402605,0.0,0.32294926069264224,0.0,0.21787453220387687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599132244967537,0.0,0.0,0.1626426557128437,0.0675937317061462,0.06141526767191574,0.0,0.0,0.2823284222985365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052857251799347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236217120251406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335123277430282,0.0,0.12666606445187958,0.1395536391660706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410760521384752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395291687773319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690097348032024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056670401920861174,0.0,0.0,0.05137296563529685
socialanxiety,Whoknows900,2019/05/09,"Being Blunt Ok, i'm so sick of my extreme social anxiety at some points where I go to a party where I don't know anyone and I just hide. People think i'm a loser and have said it to my face, but I can't explain to them because I feel like it would be awkward. There is so much negative stigma behind mental disorders, I don't want others to think of me as attention seeking and annoying. I've looked online for some solutions, but there are mostly just articles written by authors with no prior experience with such anxiety. Can someone help????",5.1242857142857146,5.800905925925927,6.597513227513229,75.24166666666669,68.44444444444444,9.504761904761905,31.16931216931217,9.606745405546679,2.99706455026455,432,17,78,9,7,148,78,108,0.213,0.7090000000000001,0.078,-0.9233,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,9,5,1,1,2,1,10,2,1,0,0,20,22,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,3,10,2,13,17,4,6,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,3,2,58,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37846477329973466,0.0,0.0,0.17296229808674288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079048266921313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834999809143179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419689507056671,0.0,0.0,0.1250744089293074,0.17671652095094406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405823673020153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580252777171967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594450058141408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084930248255653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772302477698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492842093223695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184062126116288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149069243680953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338384454128717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352993170288764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521559186591681,0.20959027555547566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170010623042776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459013906376968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757199203924532,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway3554345,2019/05/09,"How did you guys make friends after high school? Graduated high school last year May and moved across the country. I had a large group of friends back where I lived and I was somewhat extroverted but only when I was around them. Now I’m not in school at the moment, don’t have a job, and do nothing but sit around the house all day and play games. How did you guys make friends after high school, or in general?",2.305243902439024,4.545214097560977,2.3660365853658547,96.35564024390246,78.75609756097559,5.5634146341463415,21.22560975609756,6.6274283507984215,0.0990439024390244,324,9,72,3,8,97,54,82,0.0,0.857,0.14300000000000002,0.8936,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,4,1,18,12,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,7,4,9,6,2,21,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,3,9,46,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556757567242928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042250176328264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261260760308253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328439506805065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28438079125089555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551760774113458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656995701560643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250466946269413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705630986587592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680483652331473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171337906917832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262817343549348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779177364343642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921720415494687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.581339079013844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924761755595304
socialanxiety,5el3m3nt,2019/05/09,"Calling girl I met a girl over a dating app who lives in my area and we have a lot of the same interests.i  like her and I get the vibe she likes me but tonight she asked me if I did phone calls and I just ignored her for 30 minutes and then said something like ""sorry my parents are sketching me out"" and she said ok but shortly after, she brought it up again and I ended up saying I'm just to fucking nervous and please for her not to think I'm weird and she said it's ok but bow acting weird and she said she had to go.. why am I like this... why can't I just talk on the phone with another human.. anyone have advice",0.5954879448909303,2.3909410746268662,2.2553731343283587,97.25179678530426,82.28358208955223,4.720091848450059,20.009184845005734,5.369823440869387,-0.3864045924225028,480,13,114,2,13,157,82,134,0.084,0.779,0.138,0.8179,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,4,11,1,1,6,2,7,1,0,0,0,24,20,14,0,1,8,1,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,3,4,12,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,8,5,23,6,14,12,2,17,0,0,0,1,28,8,1,2,10,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567742627413604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682290533094491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217919361965588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499841470984667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276421339870877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209691802116856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831866174095035,0.08382015120882426,0.0,0.09117834797253492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135198237292653,0.0,0.1416661746018755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639526244521138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781429876592297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610837112585015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6104379494383759,0.1275835681404122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350994290436762,0.0,0.17959274495429367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895078418775205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279963882080788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895334893875125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jesuiseileen,2019/05/09,"Calling Back Job I've been looking for jobs for the past two weeks. I finally got a call today from a store but didn't answer the phone because I didn't recognize the number. The manager left a voicemail but I was too nervous to call back before the end of the day. I'm planning on forcing myself to call back tomorrow morning or afternoon because I really want the job but I'm so anxious and don't even know what to say when I call. I googled it and some people say that calling back 24 hours later is too late, is this true? I'm scared they'll think less of me for not responding until the next day. 

Also does anyone who experiences phone anxiety have tips on how to calm myself down before and during the call?",5.108245210727965,5.4360904758620725,5.9926436781609205,80.79394636015327,68.3793103448276,8.9272030651341,29.90421455938697,8.841846274778883,2.2829846743295024,569,20,112,9,9,188,93,145,0.096,0.84,0.064,-0.535,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,11,4,0,2,12,0,9,0,0,1,1,15,17,12,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,5,3,10,2,14,11,2,23,0,0,1,0,14,4,0,2,19,71,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810373082996876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752075409262374,0.1144793464876262,0.0,0.07085556555435897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116804606712756,0.0,0.12354536275163874,0.0,0.17245670085455742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7243182789877486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070497290297367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867866278924448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975245020977864,0.0,0.0,0.06693060151587721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991247632489624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100719054115898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104660201024037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979424910240137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016771060020672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569089090080308,0.0,0.1143099347227555,0.0,0.11010042810774492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509561078943112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777058354554896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967354198876592,0.07025270902578347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491759188412183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117081223960636,0.10145369430402897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493117228252121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605342944541992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989892594612871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976982072484292,0.0,0.08128456920123993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,movingout_1234,2019/05/22,"My sister constantly attacks me for having no friends, calls me a loser. My sister (24) is extremely social and I'm (22F) clearly not. I have moderate social anxiety. The kind where you can function in structured situations like making appointments or phone calls but making and maintaining friendships is basically impossible. I had on and off (horrible) friendships in high school and beginning of college until I just gave up and was sick of it bc I got sick of it all. I moved home after I graduated and started working and I have no friends. At graduation I had no friends and she kept complaining to my mom about how I had no friends to go out with after. She always uses it as an insult when she's mad at me and she's so smug about it too. I wish I could move far away but I have to wait at least a year before I get another raise. I just wish I could make it all stop and redo my entire life. Trust me I'm already aware I'm a pathetic joke because of my mental illness.",2.393871405317416,4.66933414948454,4.26736299511666,82.65379001627781,78.63917525773195,7.383179598480737,26.705371676614213,8.371475516178862,2.0728185567010318,771,32,148,16,19,261,117,194,0.19699999999999998,0.615,0.188,-0.3073,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,9,14,3,0,5,0,13,4,0,5,3,33,30,18,0,4,6,3,0,1,4,0,4,0,1,0,5,12,0,3,0,1,0,3,5,6,0,0,7,0,29,8,25,21,3,25,0,1,0,0,20,13,0,1,10,105,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876312096206906,0.0,0.11217040735089877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135712565164366,0.1031271553550025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336267569666942,0.12665582204786696,0.0,0.0,0.08217723090422513,0.0,0.11471101635433788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753064907141342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567871514483566,0.0,0.2152651937812739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166068992685612,0.0,0.07043120919649158,0.0,0.07661405053118121,0.0,0.10781764979373967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243123079439016,0.1352226345306928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038097634984933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521832716807234,0.06585999897957233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699546011543589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358539721316514,0.0,0.0,0.15788458836860167,0.0,0.2865574841272417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643210502799227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152896500714758,0.0,0.2748379710008338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541724512589694,0.0,0.0,0.1127048733227774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643015629673498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31004330324408386,0.0,0.0,0.09814126269461818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681143072595295
socialanxiety,affzau5e,2019/05/22,Socially anxious and suicidal but too afraid of judgement to seek help What do,7.437857142857139,9.38512707142857,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,64.0,11.314285714285715,42.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,5.600085714285715,65,4,10,2,1,20,14,14,0.226,0.585,0.18899999999999997,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5676219890563255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367795706194872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121813470305946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495953657983481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MiamiRight21,2019/05/22,"How do I build the courage to do exposures? To give a quick background, I'm a white male who is relatively ""good-looking"" (it's what I've been told) and I don't have anything in my appearance that stands out in any real way.  However, as I've gotten older I began developing increasing levels of social anxiety, especially in my late teens and early twenties (I'm 26 now). I felt like I ""fit in"" OK enough for most of my life but because of my symptoms my sense of belonging has kind of eroded over the last couple years.  


Basically I have a strong fear of having people see me anxious. I'm scared to show others that I'm a vulnerable, imperfect human being and operate from a place of ""emotional perfectionism"" as I sort of call it. I also think I tend to believe that people are more vindictive, hostile, and judgmental than they actually are. People can be assholes sometimes but I tend to catastrophise or magnify people's ""negative behaviors"". I'm so fearful of people being hostile or judgmental of me that I've been stuck in deep levels of avoidance over the last couple years. It's led to me quitting my last job, losing friends, etc. I literally will avoid grocery stores, restaurants, everything.   


I've been working on doing CBT with a therapist for a year now and I've made progress with my anxious symptoms but very little with my avoidance. I still have a strong fear of doing even the most minor exposures and am essentially being eaten by my own irrationality. I think shame is driving this behavior but I'm not sure.  


Does anybody on here have any advice on how I can better prepare myself and build the courage necessary to do the exposures necessary so I give myself a better chance of fully overcoming this? I'm willing to give more background on my situation and circumstances if asked.",6.025903010033447,7.288301186390537,6.96852328273733,71.2763094931824,66.72189349112426,10.020272703884745,34.222279392847945,10.176274734539398,3.786846771288912,1443,66,241,35,23,482,180,338,0.195,0.69,0.115,-0.9865,2,3,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,8,11,22,2,8,15,1,28,4,0,4,1,36,52,22,0,1,8,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,12,12,1,3,3,1,1,4,3,11,0,0,10,3,31,11,43,36,8,38,0,1,2,0,12,18,0,7,15,164,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.09781730478219232,0.0,0.0,0.09795088906130307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015986321022879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363298247070049,0.0,0.07668138508547251,0.22647960420669294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248689153522798,0.0,0.09370849715066308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061103827275489825,0.0,0.0,0.11293329575325263,0.0,0.17730378120871562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235365728022353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182169325531526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771847964845651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275365465256786,0.0,0.10357209478285284,0.111791268189781,0.0662058991674546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008696869208617,0.0,0.0,0.33838504175975265,0.0,0.0,0.09624368413018512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744321551900432,0.0,0.0,0.2884707256883776,0.0,0.08407442850699508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947021546073334,0.0,0.0,0.1043818931017885,0.0,0.245120733389972,0.11307222467286206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080068472397058,0.04897096139321014,0.10046427158316673,0.0,0.0,0.08417422374698945,0.1121400817161748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948471114433462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474601799969038,0.0,0.10472681472334433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661488072473424,0.0,0.11409217804306128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035518736022332,0.0,0.07987628048590938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267110856803572,0.0,0.10217947066355572,0.0,0.0,0.0991374142987026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004976769737371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447262292690384,0.20837020927826352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638342072797868,0.0,0.12845623818101973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578119179396694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270640496366863,0.0,0.07956383272150877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297406712668994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936489199106385
socialanxiety,girlthroe,2019/05/22,"Why was I treated like this? I've known this man since I was 15 he was 18. He seemed reasonable in high school. He did have a girlfriend for an extended period and was popular in school. He had a lot of friends, a lot of girls fawned over him. He was a self-proclaimed asshole. When I was at a party with him once, he took advantage of me with his friends while drunk. It made me ashamed for a while and hate myself I still hooked up with him because he called me pretty while he was doing it.



He would have sex with me then ignore me act as if I was gross. He would want me to send him nudes all the time. He wouldn't want to talk to me unless it was about sex or nudes. He moved because of the military, but I would set him regularly. Always he makes posts about himself on social media. He posts pics on Instagram sometimes daily. He was always flirting with different girls.




When he was 20, and I was 17, he got a girlfriend, but I didn't know because on the social media platforms I had him on he didn't make mention. He cheated on her with me then ignored me afterward ( I didn't know he was dating her) He told me he wanted me for sex and nothing more. 




He called me annoying and weird. They broke up. He always has a string of different women a lot of girls called him a fuckboy. It's sad because he still posts pictures with his mother like he's a nice guy. I've only had sex with him a couple of times I haven't seen him in years since he said all that stuff to me, but I kept in contact with him because I felt like damaged goods that no one else would want me. I went on vacation for six weeks once my phone broke. He blew up my phone mad I wasn't responding to him.




He got another girlfriend a year later. I didn't know, and at first, he told me that he didn't want me telling people I talk to him because of his reputation. I was confused. I felt he was ashamed of me. After trying to ask more, he said he had a girlfriend.



I said I don't know who she is but that she's probably beautiful and wouldn't want him talking to other girls. He said he was joking and to send nudes. A couple of weeks later I ask why he was ignoring me he said he had a girlfriend and we couldn't talk acting like the moral high ground. I wondered why I'm not good enough over and over he called me annoying. I asked him how many people he's been with the said A LOT and its none of my business because we're not dating and never will.
This girlfriend cheated on him I blocked him for a couple of months I started talking to him again then he got a new girlfriend. Two years ago he texted me after having a girlfriend for eight months. At first, I didn't know when he told me that I said I don't feel comfortable talking to you with a girlfriend. He sent me dozens of texts saying he missed me and sending old pics he had of me from three years ago. He asked,” if I was single would we be cool again.”




I kept ignoring him, and a couple of weeks later he got a new girlfriend. Posted lots of pics of her saying she's gorgeous. He went on deployment we stopped talking. After his deployment, he got discharged and moved to the east coast with his girlfriend. Before he left, he tried to see me and tried face timing me like 60 times. Thank God I was in a different state.



He still tries to email me now(i blocked him but even blocked emails again show in spam). He begs for photos of me, and after four years he keeps photos of me sending them to me saying ”don't you miss this” they're pictures where I'm barely 18 sucking dick because during a blowjob he took out his phone taking pictures of me. He says the pictures help him blow off steam and not cheat. He says he's a sex addict and why he would ignore me after sex was because ”he's just like that.”



I feel numb to men that most men will be this way. Now he's been messaging me like crazy saying he misses me and that I'm beautiful. I just blew up at him after six years of this I couldn't take it anymore. I called him a rapist, a douchebag, self-centered, a cheating loser, a sociopath, a liar, and a coward.



He just kept saying ”why are you mean to me.” and ”if you're going to put me down stop messaging me.” he also tweeted stuff like ”if you can’t respect me. Then at least have the decency to leave me alone. Be your problem.” after I blew up at him the first time he tried apologizing for a couple of months later, but I just started saying the same stuff to him. Is this person honestly a sex addict? I know he's had sex with people he's not attracted to and used many women?



Tl;dr: the guy who used me for years and is a serial cheater claims to be a sex addict",2.4001193541465504,3.883816086820087,3.4709623430962364,92.00750509601977,75.89330543933055,6.283317240639418,23.030468833816123,6.844919456158928,0.5339893680935526,3593,103,791,33,78,1157,313,956,0.151,0.759,0.09,-0.9969,4,1,0,0,0,1,92.0,3,5,2,5,20,56,11,3,48,1,68,20,5,7,3,124,136,49,0,21,20,1,4,8,13,10,4,15,0,12,27,41,1,14,15,3,0,15,23,31,0,11,64,22,130,25,109,56,15,123,1,8,2,14,198,38,2,14,71,474,157,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791800326952075,0.0,0.0,0.0747641804226452,0.0,0.0,0.04367648832363221,0.0,0.03372417240422305,0.10526907229583757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04422002151662105,0.0,0.0,0.04182234860514928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769695142126156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23136371879439285,0.0,0.03588445639367957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21530677860990607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23330731636603985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217931070363315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03522849991265388,0.0,0.0,0.04357396633228973,0.0,0.027853579937433547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04264589863535698,0.0,0.08098164009865166,0.0,0.0,0.10761201742683886,0.0,0.0,0.06516249522159955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02396677880472262,0.07074214970453252,0.16864020019408352,0.0,0.0,0.08351193665881969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416351798856676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028266365011707408,0.08911205659187109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037483565721439696,0.0,0.0,0.13905663296252646,0.0,0.0,0.044653051547690274,0.045818967796326326,0.0,0.0,0.16482115399762098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926158774126713,0.0,0.03990326592710304,0.056299004932960965,0.08550964873480492,0.0,0.0459366348937913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009815861956707,0.08964230176187148,0.0,0.0,0.03252491251512523,0.08145812322526674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040464258580899665,0.0,0.044251421669894465,0.08982158108890459,0.028576193990043644,0.03207298283165101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770828600158619,0.03682213310600066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155282997534035,0.0429031172869765,0.0454675230656289,0.0403519982751645,0.0,0.0423935516587877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04335886163517433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808002706635869,0.2682888843443039,0.0,0.08535870536535023,0.033604865904650734,0.038390938896753136,0.08798720190262173,0.0,0.0,0.0697686545257355,0.0,0.0,0.0859761468352977,0.0,0.0,0.04170824546880849,0.0,0.05969777063693155,0.0,0.10103356188361427,0.07051377000467915,0.0,0.0,0.14482728425721142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634147607315152,0.23726844070239386,0.036859355322343336,0.038825435777910484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295138811889132,0.0,0.0,0.12088873268172615,0.0937071735452144,0.14315686941279016,0.0,0.041194986880526516,0.0,0.0,0.0728444921738589,0.0,0.0,0.14924146280178535,0.033473415552167915,0.10148121463047836,0.0,0.0,0.07818596926509057,0.1902640607943528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573270341161728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179742618272257,0.0,0.0,0.19009740908536665
socialanxiety,FishMcCray,2019/05/22,Fighting depression and social anxiety. Ladies and gents of reddit. I’m tired of being tired all the time. I’m in my late 20s not much going for me right now no real friends anymore just acquaintances. Depressed and overweight always been an anxious person. I’m working on the depression and my financial straights as well as my weight. I’m just trying to figure out how to be social again. I seem to have lost all abilities to read social que and my desire and ability to keep up conversations is severely lacking. Anyone in my situation what’s helped you?,4.149807692307693,6.795928211538468,5.031384615384617,77.51361538461539,74.57692307692308,8.006153846153849,28.669230769230772,8.841846274778883,2.7672453846153857,450,19,74,10,10,146,74,104,0.26,0.643,0.09699999999999999,-0.9612,0,0,0,0,2,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,6,7,1,0,3,0,5,4,0,1,2,19,13,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,2,1,2,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,2,1,8,2,15,9,4,12,0,4,0,0,9,7,0,1,4,50,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950569578472215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906486143684065,0.17582991402074416,0.15435394947453784,0.10882773514662536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40215983375708736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024777219028787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845430943196966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432281357601092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383407819612566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556971288433626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990042646999862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441396875741702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358996293261385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556830172581078,0.17715341675926558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329164770145199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168962864079573,0.0,0.17582991402074416,0.0,0.0,0.17494689114750928,0.0,0.4759688874693082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907554596165889,0.3577726345264016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566995362644076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952868461760536,0.13993985958036287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133084278699099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Garshy,2019/05/22,"Feel like an Npc Usually when someone is talking to me (especially older people) and I don’t know how to continue the conversation I just keep saying the same generic responses like darn, oh darn, or oh no. I feel like I’m coming off as really rude but I just don’t know how to respond. Does this happen a lot to you guys?",3.2250000000000014,4.49716422727273,5.470121212121214,79.35518181818183,73.39393939393939,8.916363636363636,26.83636363636364,9.3871,2.332949090909091,253,9,51,6,5,89,48,66,0.06,0.855,0.085,0.1289,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,15,11,7,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,6,3,6,11,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,2,7,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019678589962155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369761899194496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585015804319977,0.3652345859182325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531071955574125,0.22604678596667324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22720967992887756,0.0,0.0,0.2809676939684481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746538075207164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732173655474374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721696789848015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375879245813546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203281859553314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658874080664567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546027660627253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815328834892487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,4tticSalt,2019/05/22,"Anxiety Worsening My anxiety has worsened over the years. It has been a slow change; I didn’t notice it happening as timed passed but looking back I can see it. My face has always turned red and my voice shook when I spoke. I didn’t have a lot of friends and wouldn’t approach people but I still went places and had fun with the friends I did have.

Around a year ago my best friend, aka my only friend, asked me to go to the lake with her and my heart began to race; I made up an excuse as to why I couldn’t go. She worked with me; I seen her all of the time but I never hung out with her. I moved away but we still talk to each other all of the time. I am scared of people. I’m scared of what they think of me. I’m scared of what they will do and so I miss out on friendships

I have bpd that developed from when I was a child. I have always ruined relationships. I’ve been told plenty of awful things because of what it does to me. I know it’s all in my head but you have no idea how intense the emotions I feel are. My stepmom told me and others that involved themselves with me that I ruin everything I touch. I’ve been told that people will want to fuck me but that they could never love me. I’ve been told I have nothing to offer except for an std. I’ve been told that if I killed myself no one would even notice I was gone. I know rationally that it isn’t true but the other part of me says that they can’t all be wrong. I’ve grown more insecure because I know I’m not always okay plus the std makes me feel like ruined goods; now people don’t even want to have sex with me ha. 

Fast forward to now, I have been taking lamictal to help stabilize my moods and it has really helped. It will take time for me to actually treat my bpd through therapy and not just the symptoms. I don’t have any friends now that I have moved. It hasn’t helped my anxiety though. All I do is play video games and talk to my cats -.- I was hanging out with a guy for around a month;  I spent 2-3 days a week with him. I couldn’t stop shaking the entire time. I stumbled over my words. I would ramble because I hate awkward silences. That’s how it is for me now. I spend every day alone. I do want a relationship because I’d like to have that person that I share everything with. I make a fool of myself by being a shaky babbling buffoon. I feel like I have so much baggage and it’s only a matter of time before they see it. I’m not even an interesting person anymore. I do nothing and do not have friends. Who wants to get to know someone like that

We are only here for a little bit of time; i don’t want to miss out on living. I am tired of it controlling my life.",1.3677345132743357,2.9876730035398253,2.893460176991152,94.44443805309736,79.14159292035399,5.865132743362832,20.14955752212389,6.65067331316558,0.0348024778761058,2057,50,480,19,50,674,236,565,0.168,0.6990000000000001,0.133,-0.9677,0,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,2,1,5,3,21,40,3,8,25,3,59,11,3,6,8,83,106,29,1,12,14,0,4,4,6,6,5,3,0,4,34,30,0,2,9,3,2,13,19,18,0,1,25,12,86,21,65,70,12,57,0,5,5,5,45,16,1,3,34,327,120,1,0.0,0.0,0.06407412073607191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058203112624220225,0.0,0.0,0.06800335547210333,0.0,0.0,0.1639016875740678,0.0,0.0,0.04465065597367798,0.0,0.15068782575177608,0.0,0.06511649970117549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690160571156033,0.06138269270245238,0.0,0.06168918483044061,0.05048803972734599,0.0,0.1601014877685969,0.0,0.05587132889395368,0.0,0.06890550859888675,0.0,0.07168307909886132,0.0,0.1653914775612379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694589583901134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364262071140126,0.05242370272451784,0.0,0.0,0.08468978581813526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745899938967732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385800802556185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010227953452966,0.0,0.05532089175090309,0.0,0.11802090277536045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959812414995546,0.09381420304755432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043698220311836,0.06070107415890229,0.0343043360479059,0.0,0.07463152103723368,0.0550720048458558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501314703568653,0.05806240672309209,0.0,0.0,0.06482508201965635,0.06738550587661238,0.0,0.0,0.07780672677497913,0.13203037205410856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412149112282945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072642418051705,0.0,0.14433879653259454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637718889619337,0.1283115007045786,0.06580798644385907,0.05797846925922071,0.0,0.05513737459071355,0.0,0.0,0.055821289400993936,0.0592601884938116,0.0621285291352149,0.08765634308356997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240872122714008,0.1395711410423014,0.048267227290038565,0.0,0.10128118227253972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600396532809854,0.14950736575169032,0.0,0.0,0.04449252109156551,0.14981083893857675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110275151116313,0.0,0.1820798933168064,0.11466254284429744,0.06860011718610966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04206310464236599,0.0,0.0,0.14098728571821115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05221500477583059,0.19720959616689465,0.0,0.10464411079815883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563301201819301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487139247512348,0.054894213698858565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824527611359114,0.09873542223105586,0.10554910652444492,0.0,0.0,0.07508726705448948,0.0,0.043621199946485834,0.042071904009415496,0.06451004506863356,0.0,0.26800574364214497,0.075465842398384,0.0,0.3137019395963136,0.0,0.0,0.07141859248947183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936381303308516,0.0,0.05266802481251106,0.0,0.0,0.060866938539883265,0.05924741230976445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780083849262804,0.0,0.0,0.09328513374125262,0.0717882664783262,0.0,0.08456502526073167
socialanxiety,aid3n0,2019/05/22,"How do I meet people abroad Alright. I’m drunk, I’m in Vietnam, as I type this I’m at a nightclub. Most here are Vietnamese locals but there’s the odd group of westerners. Is it just going to “happen” and I’ll meet people, or should I just bite the bullet and face my fear of rejection and approach them and ask to hang with them? It feels too 

I’ve met others on tours, and think surprisingly I’ve been pretty confident and conversations have lasted atleast 5 minutes about who’s from where but that’s it, it ends and everyone goes their seperate ways. Am I not approachable? If I walk up to someone right now and ask to hang with them are they going to be uncomfortable? 

I don’t want to waste my first trip abroad by myself, it’s taken so much confidence to get here and this is my last night.

Thanks",2.0945370370370355,4.3245596111111135,3.1451697530864213,90.54701388888893,79.43209876543209,6.272222222222222,21.23611111111111,7.413659706084162,0.6493814814814822,635,18,133,9,16,203,107,162,0.11900000000000001,0.745,0.135,0.4229,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,1,11,5,0,1,3,1,11,2,1,1,0,24,26,16,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,11,1,0,2,1,0,8,2,2,0,1,3,1,15,3,19,21,2,22,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,3,6,85,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128991548773316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559299598208596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110159395752977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24849916143160164,0.11166008820605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878409216738384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153764256601473,0.0,0.2510096136777365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528239647550366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600176673303063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623380832520302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723734559738907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30619638354371354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466713160578253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859066200997335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711156707430165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331388116209284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415012346702888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302533610788321,0.17528740876450974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CarpeDiem1783,2019/05/22,"I fucking hate it when people don't understand social anxiety isn't something that can be controlled easily. So I was just talking to one of my friends and he told me to go with him to a restaurant and meet some of of his friends, little did I know there was like 10 people who I have never met in my entire life, excluding me and him so I got all overwhelmed and just said I have to go and that was that, it's so hard to meet and talk fo new people unless it's off my own accord and only if I genuinely trust them. But what I hate even more is the fact that everyone thinks I'm some weird quiet guy for not liking to be around a lot of people and I hate it even more when people tell me ""JuSt TaLk To MoRe PeOpLe"" or ""ItS aLl In YoUr HeAd"" that's like telling an autistic person to not be autistic, or a paralyzed person to not be paralyzed ffs!! I just hate this so much. I only have good 3 friends one from when I was in kindergarten one from when I was in middle school and one from when I was in the Air Force. Then I have a few friends that I'll talk to but not who I know would help me if I ever needed help. See I can live with Social anxiety but what I can't live with is people who think that people with social anxiety have it all in their head and are just weird. It makes me so pissed off and I want to rant and tell them they're wrong but the thing is I don't end up doing it because I stutter occasionally and if I do I end up making a fool of myself so just avoid arguing all together. Any way that's it, I just wanted to say that.. Anyone else have anything similar that has happened to them?",4.366976744186046,3.947298488372095,5.4220697674418625,86.82409302325583,69.93023255813954,8.507906976744186,26.21162790697675,7.908726449838941,1.2289795348837207,1256,31,287,14,20,417,152,344,0.131,0.772,0.098,-0.9621,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,4,1,23,23,7,2,9,0,31,5,3,3,7,62,55,35,0,7,21,0,1,3,4,1,1,3,0,3,26,18,0,2,5,0,0,2,9,14,0,4,11,5,42,9,38,39,13,28,0,1,1,1,38,14,2,8,14,213,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559538369724892,0.0,0.18762428700068434,0.0,0.0,0.05716415396442344,0.08376642365184561,0.06727640697477874,0.07277820989001865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049836354298146944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169383216530773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829480486262073,0.0,0.14481919217876885,0.0,0.0,0.10799522041920114,0.0739509875919525,0.0,0.0781192540987955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526511152365071,0.07558006562521173,0.0,0.0,0.09292513082943928,0.06857120401964614,0.06538597778959812,0.0,0.0,0.08094910983940297,0.07229461045452434,0.0,0.07323534176414727,0.3228597859984863,0.1678059581947456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109595690275575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985949478949762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774512278170405,0.11982232330437922,0.08193877955223088,0.1443801966334253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695041525157642,0.0,0.0,0.10914258527582704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600984456482326,0.06061940270157042,0.06305356625748393,0.0789583241400899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159394775312816,0.12435488932431125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534222985870352,0.14276851988219194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776657997233982,0.06501389872026253,0.0,0.08273920463128473,0.0651471894938193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500130938947925,0.0,0.06293806511268515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628424128679133,0.2143692594356456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431358835554257,0.10476906084677216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781192540987955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510858324657616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644101229337276,0.06489235672506116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058075549961141136,0.08938494032821577,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OppositeCherry,2019/05/22,"How do I get through a phone call where I’m going to be told I’m fired from job? I work in retail and a month or so ago, my boss at work, pulled me aside and told me that I was too anxious around people, I forget things too much and I didn’t really fit in with the workplace culture. He said he would give me a month to prove I could do better.


I tried harder, but I could see it wasn’t enough because my boss steadily became colder and left me out of conversations at work etc. 


Tonight I got the dreaded text message, “Hello, are you free now? Can I give you a call?” So obviously I KNOW what it’s going to be, but I’m so terrified about my voice shaking like crazy on the phone or how I’ll cope with it. I haven’t replied yet; I plan to respond and accept the call tomorrow morning. 


But how do I get through it? I’m devastated about being fired because I loved working there, but I’m more terrified about getting through the call. I haven’t told any of my friends yet because it’s embarrassing that I’m not even competent enough to work in retail. Could I have any advice or encouragement on how to get through the phone call without panicking and having a wildly shaky voice? I fear even NORMAL phone calls about pleasant topics, this is literally my worst nightmare.",4.072390834414183,5.051490404669258,4.762769130998702,86.34616839602249,71.02334630350195,7.578815391266755,27.896454820579336,7.793537801064563,1.5101043666234326,1002,35,210,12,18,322,132,257,0.204,0.674,0.12300000000000001,-0.9790000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,8,21,14,0,5,11,0,20,1,0,6,2,36,42,20,0,5,9,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,10,10,0,0,3,0,3,4,6,6,0,0,8,6,29,9,29,27,6,24,0,0,1,1,28,12,0,4,9,135,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492831487342347,0.08611258710412589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212295110793373,0.0,0.0,0.1097454417544174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647904940619823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765484554046418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859162654475534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5951713332992349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326855281605994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075212220878064,0.10834160678395872,0.12832582741975668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931437887042364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505346830489132,0.0,0.20301561155650166,0.1863793862573507,0.1104187227498521,0.0,0.07769519492557261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640075781113236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053387983170102314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554759867834296,0.0,0.0,0.04745981264018425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767655050387674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507935463265665,0.0,0.07141226004738564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518081760916278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734764674178588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622331452575683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240650356393808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741145361262353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645383762244894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27847671074876,0.0,0.06595462328176062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364366742145183,0.0,0.3536111457580173,0.0,0.0,0.06900854475496596,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ekshaustio,2019/05/22,"Today was the first time I had a positive experience speaking in front of an audience. At least by my standards. I stuttered a bit but didn't feel like shit afterwards as I usually do! I wasn't also in a full panic mode during the event. 

I have been a wreck for the last month because of this upcoming presentation. First time I panicked because of this was in January... I have also been avoiding these events for the last two years because of depression and bad SA. So it feels great that I made it! 

I also think I found my secret receipt for battling with these situations: meditation, propranolol, chamomile tea and l-theanine.",5.1630131826742,6.956820423728813,5.9233333333333364,75.94756120527309,69.33898305084746,9.312241054613937,33.45009416195857,9.725611199111238,3.4842964218455736,502,24,88,12,9,164,79,118,0.243,0.665,0.091,-0.9653,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,2,2,9,0,10,2,1,1,0,12,15,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,1,1,5,0,0,1,2,7,0,3,9,3,12,2,14,6,3,20,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,15,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182235566616999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555431552034698,0.31880119233457715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031804059985533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014609614547644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052356052234866,0.0,0.0,0.17628818473323415,0.1245380048464682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29656196437344745,0.0,0.19113865629507698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219422116291907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841967173106456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516651944751025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649507816769125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914476414353388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045331391482815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894238040495936,0.0,0.19594890290151867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111700591492928,0.0,0.0,0.2033009289567688,0.0,0.1652399688287443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702904544085855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919946519866204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122597558114337
socialanxiety,belowaveragelooking,2019/05/22,"Why can't I be a normal human being I don't know if this fits here… I am sorry if not, heck I'm even worried that this post doesn't belond here.

I am going through a terrible selfhate phase. I've been crying for weeks and stopped eating. My mom got worried and started yelling at me to stop. This only made things worse because all this yelling made me even more miserable. She constantly tries to make myself feel better, and when she sees that nothing works she screams at me to snap out of this phase. I truly can't blame her, I've been an emotional baggage lately.

Today, I was waiting in line when mom had to go out (I was sitting on one of the chairs there). 
Then, a man and two old women came inside standing in front of me, I haven't paid much attention to them as I was staring at the wall, lost in thoughts. 
The man started scolding me saying that I am young and have no manners for not letting the old sick ladies to sit down. I immediately apologized, and told him I didn't noticed that all seats were taken. He continued to tell me how uneducated I am, and that I was behaving like a jerk. I felt like crying, everyone was staring at me, and started whispering. 

When mom came back, the old ladies were gone. Mom asked me if I wanted to sit down, and I told her: no, I don't. She noticed me being upset, but I swore that nothing happened.
I went to sit down, not to cause any trouble, but at this point I was ready to cry. Mom felt so embarrassed, and I felt like a stupid bitch. 
A minute after that, I heard people whispering: 'wow that girl is such an uneducated jerk', 'that lady was sick and old'.
I looked at them with tears in my eyes and told them: 'I really didn't see that the seats were taken!'People kept looking at me in disgust like they didn't believe me.
When we got out, I started crying; mom was so embarrassed that yelled at me: 'I'm gonna slap you if you ever dare to behave like that in public, what happened?'. Now those people wonder if I'm mentally ill. 

I'm such a dumb failure, mom doesn't deserve this, I've been driving her insane with my whinings, she cannot stand it anymore. I had to grow up without my parents since I was 12, mom needs to work in a different country in order for us to Iive. I only see her 4 times a year, and I fucked up.

I can't believe how dramatic I can be… what the hell is wrong with me? Why  can't I handle a simple situation without being a cry baby??",3.7237322515212985,4.509283736308318,4.92869168356998,85.55238843813389,71.67748478701826,7.584989858012171,27.48174442190669,7.724431198458867,1.470008519269777,1874,64,396,22,34,621,230,493,0.20800000000000002,0.728,0.064,-0.9976,2,0,0,0,2,0,64.0,2,2,4,4,17,25,8,4,20,0,43,6,1,6,3,58,90,30,0,8,12,9,4,5,0,1,3,8,0,5,24,22,1,4,8,0,1,9,20,18,0,2,40,20,69,7,54,44,4,72,1,3,8,1,42,28,5,6,32,259,93,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04154318236047713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058470055527515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057110748792097876,0.0,0.0,0.04697431192618104,0.0,0.03723979613242091,0.0,0.0,0.1376546477670636,0.0,0.054028994255556635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974099243799742,0.0,0.06275608806250695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601640859801435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33552157353251405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382587480669223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625101518487793,0.0,0.06871784141304199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069851914983374,0.05525925281853728,0.0,0.058373954869409474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030888855897676787,0.0,0.17596746402883034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564765676622243,0.0,0.0,0.06943752159245588,0.0,0.09771824272042204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804307789823127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033573375436971496,0.0,0.06891199426955895,0.0,0.0,0.06246849480050469,0.0,0.14922703699636475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026001503247913,0.0,0.06668677087265848,0.0,0.0,0.1156093571021212,0.04077793893912792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615641847540299,0.0,0.0,0.5723814072197579,0.0,0.0,0.04490805748804097,0.04529733825974398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985506726876804,0.11723468772450485,0.13910236309447455,0.2564140198176898,0.0,0.04139605291518917,0.09292314399248318,0.0,0.0,0.06783303178435762,0.0,0.0,0.1270559980691348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774963963873238,0.0,0.05850717471847214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03913571231374011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485810884085167,0.0,0.0,0.14604206645028806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505341424329491,0.06866753360915194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838506829147963,0.17295879731683403,0.0,0.0,0.1021476742277224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053395208048878234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040585371583969215,0.0,0.0,0.048498504839888094,0.03562197380336172,0.0,0.057906020115997686,0.17512186460822846,0.0,0.04147598762417021,0.0,0.05967589166496257,0.0,0.07348354918272103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03603236720651374,0.0,0.04900258040200189,0.0,0.0,0.056630888669966316,0.1102481475489139,0.0,0.0,0.1177768410399862,0.0662493196624282,0.08894825427217062,0.12407938473359807,0.0622557604671985,0.0,0.06679214404844885,0.0,0.039339850547727005
socialanxiety,Roses_and_raindrops,2019/05/22,"Any one else just feel bad today socially? I just feel bad today social wise, don’t want to interact with others and social anxiety got worse a bit today, hopefully a good nights sleep can help",4.467747747747747,6.4320355945945975,5.484864864864863,77.70585585585587,71.43243243243242,9.257657657657658,23.144144144144143,9.725611199111238,2.2949711711711718,155,4,27,4,3,51,30,37,0.243,0.495,0.262,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,7,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,1,3,2,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274550980444394,0.0,0.13808124121124302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014182516682533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19705815953810368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078375365673066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253143591827606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139399776662574,0.14436153946795086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098467517107064,0.0,0.0,0.17927623447886154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693860844797984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231079398001793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062935455759327,0.5519880002091108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132758413794439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646298696731958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839439018056455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,idkkkkkkko,2019/05/22,Currently trying to study So I mainly go to the library to study because I can’t concentrate at home at all and get nothing done. Right now i’ve been here for an hour and there is this lady sitting in one of the study tables in front of my talking very loud on the phone. She started off whispering but is getting louder. We’re the only two people here and idk what to do. Now I never confront people ever and because i’m scared they will get angry or whatever but I really need to study for this exam but i’m conflicted. Should I go ask her to be quiet or just let it be. Also she sounds very upset so I don’t want to add to that and I think she actually works here because she has been upstairs for a long time and doesn’t have any books with her and their is nobody downstairs. ;-;,1.8608793456032728,3.7693721840490815,3.560883435582824,88.8875419222904,78.69325153374233,6.064458077709613,21.90961145194274,7.0316486544052195,0.6373054396728013,618,18,128,7,15,206,104,163,0.086,0.892,0.023,-0.9021,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,11,3,1,2,6,0,17,0,0,0,3,23,29,15,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,5,9,0,1,1,1,0,3,4,3,0,2,3,4,16,0,20,21,2,20,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,9,92,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.17884408604689114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656013581031607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462918987058355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133175530705347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351572045678017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18754779452970785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577728330653976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872514311919032,0.0,0.2083119677158391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383372817068372,0.0,0.1804830269960094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874049472634634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218727874236266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589162528811247,0.14134833431341615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758515275629943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418780279981854,0.1393843164868912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541112678072782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740680043110767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565107061858116,0.0,0.0,0.1834842189065415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971872618920324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473046627294816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743136127938275,0.0,0.0,0.10686561511300482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442760623943964,0.0,0.17902716186915574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024322013142237,0.1080967917936755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342199899555285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,roarm,2019/05/22,Looking for friends Hi i’d like to talk to people with social anxiety.. im 25 years living in mississippi. just pm or leave a comment.,0.43611111111111,2.899754740740743,3.212870370370372,84.05041666666669,94.1851851851852,5.662962962962964,25.26851851851852,7.1686216300943375,1.6665629629629626,106,5,20,2,4,37,25,27,0.043,0.755,0.201,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743682906754288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27709414276586325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874064001862401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797613642144815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752195654161831,0.0,0.316696855116236,0.0,0.3011778916441083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486445844901365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656012039536199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882714094017251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309605435869586
socialanxiety,dolphin_96,2019/05/22,"My friend's family dislikes me I (23F) have a really close friend (21M) who I hang 
out with a lot. We occasionally hang out at his place (mostly doing work together) and I'm quite comfortable around him. He lives in the family home however, and thus I run into his family a lot. 

I know it's quite different in the west but in my country, it's very normal to stay with your family (until marriage) and thus friends will often meet and go out with each other's family and spend time together. 

It's worst when we end up going out to eat together. He's very social and loud, I'm the polar opposite. They also all speak a language I don't, so usually I'm just sitting there completely lost. His mom has made multiple comments to him about how I'm rude and have ""no basic manners or etiquette"" because I'm very quiet. She told him to deliver this message to me in private, on multiple occasions, because it'll help me in the future. She has also made comments about me WHILE I'm sitting at the table with them, except I don't understand anything until he later tells me. His aunts have always pointed out the same. They also make comments like ""does she not have other friends? Why does she hang out with you a lot?"" to my friend. They've commented on my hair saying I need to maintain it better (it's naturally wavy and frizzy while theirs is so straight and neat). They commented on my choice of clothing (they're all high class and pay particular attention to their fashion whereas I just wear very regular clothing). I'm VERY self conscious about my appearance and this all has hit me particularly hard. His mom also has tried to preach Christianity to me several times because I ""need a religion"". I'm not allowed to be on my phone anytime I'm around them, because it's rude. Now that's fine, except that I'm the ONLY one not allowed to be on my phone. So it's usually me not being on my phone and eating quietly, while half of their family is on their phones and the other half is talking in a language I don't speak. Needless to say, this all happening multiple times makes me SUPER ANXIOUS around his family. I'm socially stupid enough as is, and with them continuously pointing it out I just become completely incapable of anything around them. 

Obviously I've been avoiding them as much as I can but this is hurting my friend and he thinks I'm withdrawing from him personally. I tried to explain the situation without being offensive towards his family and he says he gets it, but then we're hanging out in a restaurant and suddenly his family is over to join us over food. This happens too often that I've just been pulling away from him too. I don't know what to do. He's a very close and good friend of mine but doesn't seem to understand how anxious his family makes me.",5.675329735563949,6.185660842201841,6.640186184565568,76.00588100377766,67.18348623853211,10.228278467350245,32.17620075553157,10.194018383442646,3.249594711279008,2209,88,416,52,34,738,235,545,0.083,0.8109999999999999,0.107,0.9488,4,1,0,0,1,0,59.0,3,2,12,6,27,22,4,1,18,0,30,5,2,11,5,95,65,42,0,3,16,3,2,1,7,2,0,8,1,2,23,42,3,1,9,0,2,9,11,8,0,3,6,10,70,14,74,52,13,72,2,2,0,0,79,42,0,9,19,282,93,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017046184643133,0.04946765348974126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432448985668888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784554034474144,0.21169451795133712,0.0,0.0,0.05585578643681385,0.0,0.0,0.144962111812607,0.06565850602165302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052579215784012034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466562534852885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062113213290459636,0.0,0.0,0.10405122413610313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166559115285773,0.0,0.0,0.052655577000168687,0.0614283517662744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.560447254235148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188788958820072,0.0,0.3215196493177691,0.0,0.03106047961916052,0.0,0.06757428083979644,0.04986433440111528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514392105671444,0.0,0.05325605148571007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03984847741084283,0.06281281255414647,0.0596337892222216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364308633865964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534497915502561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02904455538049798,0.0,0.05249596028505794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489734195435015,0.15162829730913924,0.0,0.11250717170435157,0.11905119169345812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392556253157949,0.0,0.0,0.04370302423058119,0.08816371859653918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824895578853834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04028525847693826,0.04521485275294671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051909962200155,0.062113213290459636,0.0,0.11240004763559194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646604107813467,0.0,0.0,0.0380855703674982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183248637045626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412158446176902,0.06201993121520408,0.06716224492834444,0.0,0.0,0.06682495420725283,0.0,0.121204779730916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633664189439283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778413241178666,0.051962436179264035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03809353765654647,0.0,0.0,0.10399835161100113,0.0,0.0,0.056807586584479174,0.0,0.08072609654109841,0.0,0.0,0.12378032196128652,0.07151173998868184,0.0,0.1309528518615035,0.29431777824425914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536449106598516,0.0,0.0,0.05730824740240133,0.0,0.0432807376800896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ghostleash,2019/05/22,"Change, but what for? So I suffer from social anxiety, that's why I'm here obviously, I don't enjoy it, and it'd be nice to be able to not be this way I suppose, and I see lots of people like me on the internet trying to change talking about trying and getting better and such, but for me for some reason, while I want to change, I also don't. I'm scared to tbh because I feel like this is kinda just who I am now and I've been this way for so long I can't imagine being any other way I feel like I wouldn't feel like me, because while I am suffering by being this way I'm also used to it and feel that it separates and differentiates me from other people in a way that I'm comfortable with? Maybe I've just come to be more accepting of this these days I don't know... Does anyone else here feel similarly?",5.290114942528739,3.957935137931038,6.801724137931036,80.73235632183909,68.3103448275862,9.802298850574713,27.95402298850575,8.841846274778883,1.80787816091954,630,15,142,9,9,219,89,174,0.08199999999999999,0.732,0.187,0.9590000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,11,12,0,1,2,0,16,0,0,2,1,30,31,15,0,2,5,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,0,9,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,6,17,9,20,22,3,13,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,3,9,96,34,0,0.12422066220871107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867843737723426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447431000993685,0.0,0.09502846658275974,0.0,0.0,0.08685797529058907,0.12727874815152804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151447525415857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986308103856517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942269686344155,0.10700510124367604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011205060563649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870633860711353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377042362815184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140484961300214,0.2662297977070954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490016898529236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826842729893734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24275176370865684,0.0,0.0,0.1099313770584348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560796483692823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247963515804658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223793267099405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771952967263056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436655334065305,0.0,0.09898778487699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662732164491589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984386288830777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867535116258814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728676825015393,0.0,0.0,0.07326856501707746,0.4930028983269239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208982635534002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rugglestruggles,2019/05/22,"Does anyone else become comfortable socially only after they've been drinking? I feel like I can never really freely discuss my interests, say how I'm really feeling, or say what's really on my mind until after I'm two pints in. I can see this soon turning into a substance abuse problem, because I'm not sure how to go about being sober while still being emotionally/socially available to family, friends, and loved ones.

Prescriptions don't seem to help, and only seem to make things worse - while I am more comfortable being social, I really just get more introverted and don't actively contribute to the conversation/the relationship. 

Looking for advice/comments from people who are, or who have been in this mindset before. Thanks!",9.391799345692476,9.414158496183207,9.363533260632495,61.26290076335879,59.45801526717557,12.676553980370775,37.034896401308615,12.031772070788634,4.9696010905125405,597,24,87,17,7,196,92,131,0.133,0.705,0.163,0.6463,0,0,1,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,12,2,0,3,2,19,27,10,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,4,1,0,4,1,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,6,7,8,15,22,2,13,0,0,2,1,11,4,0,4,9,60,13,0,0.0,0.17846097073246986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531753739371348,0.15432876800348316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181701719276697,0.16634879558141813,0.12816717288857313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180924195948654,0.0,0.0,0.1475510027301284,0.0,0.0,0.12582431762030138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419918474815497,0.0,0.1523167636545017,0.10760350093177047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163692254285978,0.0,0.0786931303786381,0.0,0.08560124887911387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095792037761273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358569511390166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648350346567042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359411163910534,0.0,0.1005405267887569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520840302956636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616801547106627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206452496976992,0.2291077501935062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044214699571677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412372539781146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38596606249769616,0.0,0.0,0.16171032783231448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395593474135453,0.0,0.0,0.12002524466435276,0.2742389656933168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070777930935527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028593338039552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419582836344646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867135913191955,0.0,0.0,0.10006574008217828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383213487601989,0.1471345963203416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349542217791806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,6upid,2019/05/22,"i can’t go on like this anymore im 19 and i have really bad anxiety. i dont know when it started,i just remember it existing. after finally getting a job, after MONTHS of rejection, i screwed up on the first day. i have/had a position as a porter so i didn’t think my anxiety would get bad. but then before i left to go to work i started crying and trying to distract myself. after doing that i walked to work telling myself i can do it while listening to my favorite artists thinking it would help me. i go to my manager and he gives me a uniform and tells me to change in the bathroom. the moment i got the uniform and went into the bathroom i started crying in the stalls. i really don’t know what triggered me into crying but i couldn’t stop hyperventilating (i think i was having an anxiety attack but i don’t really know), even when i called my sister crying on the phone it just kept getting worse. one of those workers was really nice to me in the bathroom and asked me if she could walk with me to the office where its really quiet and i went with her. but then the boss started asking me questions about does this happen all the time and he tried to encourage me by telling me to “toughen up” but that just made me cry even more after i went to the bathroom again. afterwards, i secretly left my uniform on the table and left without anyone knowing. i feel like i have no purpose or value in this type of world, i’m trying not to cry right now as i type this. i almost thought about harming myself since i’m alone but that will just make me even more lonely. my mom messaged me and said it’s not my fault,but i always quit everything i do and that i should not try to go to college cause i will just end up quitting. my dad tried to encourage me but it really didn’t help, it just felt like lecture to me. and my sister told me to find something that will encourage me to go to work, but nothing encourages me, i don’t remember any moment or hobby in my life that keeps me going. its 10:15 pm right now and i’m all alone in this apartment with no one to call or message without crying. so that’s why i’m posting here. should i really go to work tomorrow? please help me.",2.8226909722222224,4.330451323660718,4.434761904761906,85.43246031746034,74.82589285714286,7.388492063492062,25.83730158730159,8.07648339933343,1.554260218253968,1715,60,350,27,36,576,189,448,0.16399999999999998,0.737,0.099,-0.9832,1,4,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,8,20,16,2,1,18,0,25,2,0,5,2,73,67,34,0,7,23,4,2,3,0,7,1,3,0,0,24,18,0,3,15,1,0,12,15,8,0,3,14,5,67,8,54,44,4,62,0,2,0,1,31,23,1,6,29,246,91,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421452539284388,0.13283370167474048,0.0,0.0,0.05335929803280449,0.0,0.0,0.04360896513130223,0.0,0.14717230902038309,0.0,0.0635973448321795,0.04483950700961329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990129360270575,0.07295439958604516,0.0,0.0,0.1070877301164058,0.0,0.0,0.05456786200436297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309628932916887,0.0,0.0,0.06587670709354307,0.06783849483144602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0512006682615135,0.0,0.4930880803406854,0.04135699505621725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611849246607053,0.0,0.07515706633182398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679801704812947,0.0,0.0,0.12706701946481816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763374940034004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0324248399677038,0.04581276825959145,0.06157254987104306,0.0702486482105507,0.05861146207988069,0.05454690142659396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051206831860406,0.0615170346130897,0.25511633920554,0.0,0.05128869765573335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056707822427501976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895012997288793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926880933692578,0.0,0.06363674517960935,0.056999554884695235,0.0,0.0,0.1409714013786202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090244660080174,0.0,0.0452952183872545,0.09398851435916733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067908301983016,0.042805669096130775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510546680277676,0.051186036279462735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061532159053140974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690903900850283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039284457974124,0.0,0.0,0.06141651162131999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183758516443901,0.1364151865080184,0.0,0.0,0.2875724659725555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528813342023658,0.10952923525893074,0.061000030017999675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304701108780024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049368557322620535,0.0,0.0,0.1361695301029261,0.0,0.0,0.05361354271066013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681510394974529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327112479841347,0.0,0.05091014906202967,0.037393317633192535,0.0,0.0,0.061276667261247614,0.0,0.21769214529524408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834077523965033,0.057865182071670636,0.0,0.0,0.12363343062215745,0.0,0.1867426180973365,0.0,0.06535150013013068,0.0911088102936118,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OxfordFuckingComma,2019/05/22,I hate when people say “Life is too short to worry about what others think” These people clearly don’t have social anxiety because life already seems like an incredibly long amount of time to be perpetually judged.,19.260789473684206,10.498844552631578,16.30894736842105,45.817631578947385,50.84210526315789,18.357894736842105,53.78947368421053,13.023866798666859,6.730705263157892,175,6,27,3,1,55,35,38,0.187,0.6970000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137404470983633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749449473643828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733112413779682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806948415993151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016296558511481,0.13889830619389407,0.0,0.0,0.251603231839825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942061098934195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22609277208804904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25882291230793164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28981573976051017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821727958342362,0.0,0.0,0.16578201658894898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887281138855745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ananonymouspotato,2019/05/22,"Any tips for telling someone you have SAD? I've been aware of my social anxiety for at least a year now (I haven't been professionally diagnosed) and have always just pushed through it the best I could.  That has been awful, but at least it makes me feel like a strong person when I go out in public and pretend I'm perfectly normal when on the inside my brain is imploding.  The problem recently though, is that my skin has exploded with stress-induced eczema (it's pretty obvious to me that social anxiety is the culprit for that stress) to the point where the ugly patches have caused me even more anxiety.  I haven't opened up to a single person in my personal life about my anxiety, but I have come to a point where I need to get a professional diagnosis and figure out treatment from there because the symptoms aren't just tormenting my mind.  I'm terrified of telling my parents who right now just think I've got a little too much on my plate at school or something.   I'm such an emotional person that I can't talk about my feelings, especially something this personal and difficult for me, w/o choking on my words or crying.  Does anyone have any tips for telling people about your social anxiety?",11.119471130519166,7.7882389868995645,10.255604075691412,66.85430373605047,58.694323144104786,13.845900048520136,42.47501213003396,11.855464076750405,4.8637215914604575,964,39,175,21,9,309,128,229,0.16399999999999998,0.747,0.09,-0.9385,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,3,18,8,0,1,14,1,18,5,2,2,2,30,30,11,0,4,7,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,5,10,9,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,4,3,23,4,29,25,6,27,0,1,0,0,17,18,0,2,7,122,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644318140089279,0.0,0.0,0.14129487540232685,0.0,0.3973703763873826,0.0,0.0,0.07264094134026383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633291921268936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902410098692764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597342365703545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672164648567298,0.0,0.08949035775409159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294615591936648,0.0,0.11411614670177796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054441857567643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091313422464464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168600753322393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861707842630167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505784095960012,0.07421764496801017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054277219247414715,0.0,0.05904197394243482,0.0,0.08308876538339051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337920332526354,0.05075445452421429,0.10412312028007543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693460812844382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489731716949208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636967158984402,0.07703167405341346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178823324792276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535538720850667,0.0,0.0,0.07202289439665073,0.45355519844013503,0.0,0.0,0.19641557708508328,0.0,0.0,0.1056914971154885,0.0,0.09940683519046692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257691801045554,0.0,0.0,0.08871982860764019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051402547460384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177023576560279,0.08802400916574074,0.1599561955824839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380068246853365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079794638510096,0.0,0.08350128083219012,0.27240820898900875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656726878159851,0.1020694834309312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690049925948192
socialanxiety,Blurryface2015,2019/05/22,"Had a not so great experience I went to a retirement thing for a co-worker at my work. There were a lot of former and current people there. I made conversation with a few people but I felt awful. My anxiety was off the charts and I felt stiff when talking with others. Even people that I am comfortable having a conversation with. At times I would freeze up like I would want to say something but nothing came out of my mouth.  Part of me is mad at myself for not having more conversations and joining different conversations. But part of me also says its good that I made an attempt to socialize with others even if it didn't go so well. 

​

Even then I feel awful",2.8080035231943654,5.2313012977099245,4.193435114503822,82.94585437463303,78.00763358778626,7.084204345273048,23.054022313564296,8.139509932561175,1.448945507927187,534,17,101,10,13,176,83,131,0.12300000000000001,0.747,0.13,-0.0019,2,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,1,0,8,2,10,2,1,2,0,25,19,12,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,7,9,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,10,6,15,5,19,7,5,14,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,6,84,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915571546408445,0.0,0.1614420735901189,0.18105202193840256,0.0,0.0,0.11398504110060062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704169771365186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567390009021811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952404470508541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575116490121173,0.0,0.0,0.07533917367336881,0.0,0.28612785955872705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468046722144526,0.12497462295702468,0.0,0.16427367301016024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279416042001698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667497062056096,0.0,0.2819759159042959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297008164170838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227062310945925,0.0,0.30989473797550765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23698249420275905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518873341977433,0.0,0.11470793126002173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197610276606442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898936912690376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868834404177952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788440659073786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396942182090693,0.13812503677433713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694840361691897,0.0,0.0,0.2116914837119092,0.0,0.18105202193840256,0.0
socialanxiety,iamjelly16,2019/08/12,"Wow ok, I ACTUALLY have social anxiety (F16) Idk if this is something I’m going to even actually post because I might cringe at the fact that people actually read this and might be judging me. 
Anyway, I was casually scrolling through this sub and I commented something on a post and someone replied.

“Ok cool, someone replied, read it, now reply back.”


Dude, when I began the reply I was stresssingggg ouuttt soooo much.  Every single little thing that I wrote, I reread multiple times to make sure it wouldn’t be read the wrong way and that it could be understood. I continued to stress out about if I wrote too much and compared it to other replies once I sent it 20 minutes later. It was a short reply but I managed to take that long writing it. And now my chest hurts from that stress lol. 

What I’m trying to get at is I’m very shocked by how I reacted in that situation and didn’t actually believe I had a large social anxiety issue. I truly believed it was mild and I don’t know what to do about it. My parents don’t encourage going to the doctor unless for checkups on physical health. They don’t believe that mental health is a large issue so I don’t know how to help myself besides talking myself down in stressed situations.  

That’s all I wanted to say thank you for reading. 
 
** Ok so its been like 5 minutes since writing that cause I didn’t want to post it but writing that out helped calm me down so much so I decided to post it",3.0934736842105264,5.102593505263158,4.340912280701755,84.24505263157897,75.35087719298245,6.945964912280703,27.540350877192985,7.839951260653429,1.7544835087719295,1139,46,220,17,25,374,149,285,0.079,0.7829999999999999,0.138,0.9433,1,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,0,15,17,0,3,8,5,24,5,1,5,3,38,42,20,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,29,10,0,0,4,5,0,3,7,6,0,0,13,2,28,11,30,22,5,29,0,1,0,0,17,12,0,4,10,149,57,6,0.0,0.0,0.3417023259876386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393441836290454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731220191242558,0.0,0.05336305256333049,0.0,0.0,0.2958799309048349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992681952501469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989288714408988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960002808744975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578187821418608,0.0,0.07375550834657005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573559217189524,0.0,0.09950103113963356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610004319245327,0.0,0.0,0.1173512923096675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371246925466263,0.0,0.0,0.18273625580088185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621845360274643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04276720630150989,0.08773722439772097,0.0,0.0774693919391613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843306153705045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821887250311101,0.18573040623384415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305404012389865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322633644010107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720186511674726,0.0,0.0,0.06068862353005666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353532257514885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502513523103123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961464464276462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241328844291356,0.1967953418622126,0.0,0.17847027615239994,0.14834327330544822,0.13478382695290436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008273973557001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250461170484279,0.0,0.06581854547152956,0.07036065183375885,0.0,0.08059428690489022,0.0,0.0,0.05815712066297115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104478160189106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059433335774299725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222896555238678,0.1032657159768087,0.06948450165839258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571031702216816,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,confusedsillykitty,2019/08/12,How to keep a conversation going? Im talking to someone but find our conversation end up with me asking questions and he answering.it's like an interview not a conversation. How do i get an actual conversation going?,3.846153846153844,7.09143258974359,6.5135384615384675,62.25646153846157,82.07692307692307,10.29948717948718,30.87692307692308,9.888512548439397,4.715313846153847,177,9,26,7,5,63,30,39,0.0,0.9009999999999999,0.099,0.5588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,2,17,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.31132275112842384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982456652431253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825617951235762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915834178871904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666775938769246,0.0,0.3626189510413378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446021556655572,0.0,0.0,0.2835644162685554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585968618012375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573814382323611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703091693822331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564205161526166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,edgybabyheads-2,2019/08/12,"why does my social circle have to come in ebbs and flows? why cant people stay static? tried to share this to r/offmychest but idk why nothing works, this might not be relevant

it feels like i make countless connections with random people in the real world but after a while people just kinda forget about me, even if i've been in a tough spot in the past. I met a lot of cool people at uni but since i've been home for the summer holidays there's been radio silence, i guess its expected to gradually move on from old friendships and some people live far away but even new people i've met are just generally antisocial.

I generally prefer twitter and instagram to facebook which i usually only use for messenger and sharing original stuff like my artwork and photography. But even so, i know its kinda vapid but up until this past almost four months i got up to sixty likes on everything i posted from my friends until abruptly during the holidays, i only get up to fifteen, a lot just from family members; all but one annoying group chat died also, I have to track people down individually now if we want to hang out.

This always seems to happen when i try to juggle different social circles, I'll be constantly engaged with the cultural zeitgeist and outgoing socially and then the as soon as a few people move on to new things everyone it feels just kinda blanks me and withdraws (including people i've been dating). I just wish people wouldn't make things so harsh and abrupt, and I really don't want to feel like a crazy hermit by the time next semester comes around.",8.399099999999997,7.474004710000003,8.612000000000002,68.94100000000003,61.9,11.6,34.0,10.793553405168565,3.6501,1263,42,218,27,15,417,179,300,0.068,0.769,0.162,0.9822,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,1,17,11,1,0,13,1,13,0,0,4,1,62,32,29,1,8,15,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,12,17,0,0,6,4,0,6,4,2,0,2,7,4,19,9,43,21,5,48,0,0,0,0,12,17,0,13,27,144,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583251218862557,0.0,0.0,0.06854730966068605,0.07132284433714106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630569718654903,0.0,0.0,0.08053330369081765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476740386536541,0.0,0.0926288899977555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896000668207624,0.08955530999087752,0.0,0.0,0.07501092874445006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698444616738031,0.0,0.0,0.08190561648479483,0.07703630086211241,0.0,0.08080571737909747,0.0,0.1300222397370076,0.1224715114214415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622421574470755,0.0,0.04478323907912364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855517096393668,0.0,0.09442618956922896,0.0,0.07579865816841189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598045724591408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710744747023573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750665585335126,0.0,0.07568908043144597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574589902912669,0.0,0.0,0.11443261760353568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093146925234538,0.0,0.0,0.06841794836864158,0.18220576457491372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557071082940705,0.09116027811893722,0.0,0.0,0.08224712025216868,0.0,0.08994485817988546,0.0,0.05808359638542435,0.13038224686739794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636518517538526,0.5942490318512982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209253981198585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756393717475663,0.054912069103411884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803291790759193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090542518081397,0.0,0.0,0.262130979371955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136219156781156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981246782703566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389222769935994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998187515813708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163915086196642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403137877286578,0.0944044159155401,0.0,0.10111541203806967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320369378304493,0.0,0.09856953708777644,0.0,0.0,0.062402501404151635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dbaoaonskaosu,2019/08/12,"Alone forever I’m 18(m) and i feel like i’ll be alone forever. my best and only friend moved away for college and she was the only person in my life. so now i’m kind of panicking, i really need friends. i really want a relationship. i’ve never had a girlfriend before and i feel like i’ll never have one and die a virgin-(due to a different, physical reason also). it makes me angry jealous and depressed seeing people in relationships, knowing my best friend is prolly gonna have some not so serious relationships in college (i liked her for a couple months and always just had a spark for her) kinda kills me. i want a relationship but my anxiety prevents me from talking to girls. they’re like a whole different species i don’t understand how people can just go up to girls and hit it off. i want to try apps like tinder or something similar but i’m embarrassed and anxious to do that. i’ll have to talk to her over text to see her in person which i can manage to some degree, then absolutely crumble and mess up in person. i don’t do anything or have any hobbies because my depression and anxiety debilitate me. i don’t have a personality i don’t think. i have no confidence in myself or self esteem, i hate myself. i don’t think i’m THAT ugly, my best friend used to tell me all the time i was like the most physically attractive guy at our small school(about 100 people in our grade) and she told me her friends always said i was cute/hot. but no girls ever talked to me, maybe cuz of my weird friend group i was in. anyways does anyone have any advice because i’m so worried ill be alone for along time. i don’t want to lose my virginity to a prostitute but if that’s what gives me enough confidence to talk to girls i’m up for it i guess.. it sounds sad :/",2.7682557085900683,4.663202924157304,4.5336534976440745,83.01257883291048,75.93820224719101,7.964334903950705,24.96701703515767,8.748949900417786,1.8525751359188112,1395,48,280,30,31,472,171,356,0.18,0.6459999999999999,0.174,-0.5333,2,3,1,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,0,4,10,28,3,1,13,0,26,3,0,5,4,50,55,27,2,6,11,0,2,6,7,1,2,2,0,10,9,13,0,1,7,0,0,2,11,11,0,1,8,6,47,17,39,43,9,26,0,4,2,1,39,16,0,9,14,181,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590146388243732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413383860424354,0.0,0.062115321469562536,0.129260839734049,0.0,0.0,0.10564103465790516,0.0,0.1188397458419727,0.08774873645120501,0.0,0.05431098742865867,0.0,0.06391851956256599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297663573556769,0.0,0.0,0.09469786305107747,0.0,0.06609426965136693,0.0,0.2445400542258585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859440450225119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379982376774913,0.0,0.0806126373207729,0.16230416326842634,0.0,0.0,0.06797244086975786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802572971692892,0.0,0.0,0.07025995976329913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854792317340502,0.11097966266601834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600612602082686,0.0,0.0,0.07451132084934779,0.04414353456035657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556591278741962,0.07690879304511489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668631722204865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593401413361226,0.08088480426438341,0.042687222266031916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054862959039248906,0.2276835479348445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689657075829893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051847540510578216,0.0,0.07803328432597613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199809851390117,0.08255444083948695,0.0,0.057593778438613435,0.11981289695894293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263344804410585,0.1181481114019148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154668868466107,0.2712853685670092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951902829743016,0.07986110368377426,0.0,0.33356828499141683,0.0,0.0,0.0738851090121286,0.0,0.0,0.07860954096134408,0.123791150370678,0.0,0.08103020684807473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979671220615819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497234716334971,0.06788990038259575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953984712347366,0.0,0.0,0.09058386852722336,0.0,0.0,0.07422018053370254,0.0,0.05273508187283571,0.0,0.0,0.08086065959539074,0.0,0.06708480484608828,0.0,0.0,0.1832549331363244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671948166267195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888102113383111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IMAMISHAMIGO,2019/08/12,"I can’t even buy shoes anymore I went to two different stores today and came back with nothing. The first one was a bit “fancy” in my standards and the second was more causal but it didn’t even matter. I panicked because I felt like people were watching me and judging my choices. I only tried on two pairs in the second store before bolting out of there. So now I guess I’ll just have to continue wearing my super battered, old as hell shoes for the new school year.",3.951566820276497,5.365152021505376,4.436589861751155,86.91774193548392,71.79569892473118,6.174500768049157,27.264208909370197,6.1826913282559595,1.0790596006144395,370,13,71,2,7,117,72,93,0.106,0.795,0.099,-0.3919,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,1,0,5,0,6,3,3,0,0,12,10,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,6,7,2,10,2,10,3,2,14,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,9,50,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655584860386048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015295567306287,0.0,0.12696435934265266,0.0,0.17722927069600547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22738567493264175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382145905915761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21760622092291854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751313607444649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997957969593685,0.0,0.0,0.17716119348398146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22944174131499398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175412927328553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011562278260144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998483956081485,0.0,0.2185527656815265,0.0,0.14113458943229362,0.15840483394643814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439376751801353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107884947940967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974232275592337,0.0,0.0,0.14140711667919184,0.0,0.40691476003260096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19307582870271586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341242283837164
socialanxiety,berlinlover360,2019/08/12,"Speaking loud and clearly in school (f;16) One of my problems is that i feel like i can‘t speak loud and clearly in school. Its like my throat is blocked or something which is why i avoid raising my hand most of the times. At home i can scream and be loud, noisy, annoying af and just be me with my family (i feel really comfortable with my parents and siblings) and can easily say what i want to say when i want to say it the way i want to say it and i am pretty assertive at home as well. But in school its like my voice is just gone and i have to clear my throat constantly before i say a sentence and my voice is shaking sometimes too and i feel like the sound of my voice is different in a weird way that i really dont like and i cant really control it. when it gets really bad i stutter or mispronounce words or forget words or confuse the word order in a sentence or just total nonsense comes out of my mouth. It‘s better in one on one conversations or in a more quiet surrounding. My grades are suffering because of this (oral participation is a big factor for my grades and i am year 11 so everything i do affects my final grades (Abitur in Germany)) and also how can i improve my social skills when i cant be heard and dont like to speak up bc I dont want to come across the wrong way or sound stupid bc of my voice. I want to have conversations with people and make new friends who i can be me with and laugh and habe fun with but this is kinda keeping me from it. i know that people that im more comfortable with like my „friends“ are notecing this and seem annoyed to speak to me because they can feel/hear my nervousness even though i dont want to be nervous and i have known them for so long so it makes our relationship even more distant. (I also observed that i have less speaking problems when i have a class without my crush but i still think its mostly the SA) sorry for grammar or spelling mistakes.",4.5771428571428565,4.991677408163267,5.214995918367347,85.60143265306124,69.56122448979592,8.312816326530612,28.690204081632647,8.238735603445708,1.7436347755102035,1512,51,321,20,25,488,172,392,0.11,0.7509999999999999,0.139,0.6924,2,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,2,3,19,31,3,5,12,0,35,4,4,5,4,79,55,42,0,9,15,1,4,7,1,0,0,22,2,0,21,28,0,4,7,0,0,4,8,17,1,3,2,26,54,14,42,48,7,35,0,1,0,0,21,16,0,13,18,223,75,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328105590314971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933307452122238,0.10123811511677208,0.0,0.07065903140723434,0.0,0.0,0.07344016493319988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305938281979852,0.0,0.0897343362122101,0.09313392669851217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675680229467099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892786204444911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969133588155333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462899881746689,0.0,0.07828062509807104,0.0,0.16794557833102164,0.11864440762029488,0.0,0.0909638248210675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830955960218288,0.0,0.043383810734375014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358960862317584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658731975243066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896950475004542,0.0,0.0,0.07380779071890406,0.0,0.0,0.04563539009800925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28397644088535096,0.0,0.0,0.07348581876810141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085672064004827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019840156143854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880563828165082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922036234581559,0.0,0.0,0.11513587698010168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447927087402324,0.0,0.15891187438869553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278450259538145,0.0,0.0,0.08915149546999482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301748620823992,0.0,0.2521159876489086,0.0,0.07559447264572983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846465555010929,0.0,0.06392653687091468,0.08212648379536977,0.0929539918981166,0.0,0.0,0.06631407522707107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320725398183872,0.08158419337471612,0.0,0.04841999499363172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938669905343839,0.19773456464214084,0.0,0.0,0.0746609331153908,0.0,0.07492867719575669,0.0,0.0,0.08004545291344455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078877263490144,0.0,0.0534736052832479
socialanxiety,ItCameFromSpaceToo,2019/08/12,"I have it so good, yet I feel like everything's gonna crash, hard. (M/18) Hey, sorry if the formatting is a bit weird, I'm on mobile.

I always had been on the introverted side. For almost all my life, I had no real friends and was a asocial, yet ""smart"" recluse. A couple months ago, at the end of my Sophomore year of high school, I decided to start the Speech and Debate Club after being being pissed off by a teacher. I dont know how, but people actually were interested! Soon enough, I was contacting a couple people over the summer. Eventually with practice, my texting and social media game started to become really good, with me apparently coming off as witty and intelligent online. 

With school starting today, my old anxieties started to rush back in. To be fair, I did a lot better than my previous years; I did have a couple friends after all. However, social groups had formed well before my Junior year. Thus, I still can't get the feeling of being left out in my classes despite people ""knowing"" me. The funny thing is, I'm the type of person that can make a passionate speech or argue with a teacher, but I can't muster up the courage to say hi to somebody! It feels so fucking frustrating for people to say ""Oh, he's so smart and interesting"", yet have nobody to talk to or relate to in class. I have it so much better than most of the people in this sub, yet I feel horrible. I dont deserve all of these good things recently in my life if there's others who could handle it much better than me. How the fuck will an asocial guy like me be a good leader?

TLDR: Asocial Asian nerd tries to be social and start up a club. Somewhat works, but it's a huge transition. Asocial Asian guy is still asocial and doesnt know how to maintain his progress.",4.901952730030335,5.757473287790702,5.88490394337715,79.509944388271,69.02906976744185,8.308190091001013,28.328614762386252,8.456263369488248,2.0230850859454,1377,46,259,20,23,456,187,344,0.085,0.71,0.204,0.9947,2,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,5,17,25,5,0,24,0,30,6,1,5,3,42,50,22,0,3,7,0,5,2,2,2,2,4,0,3,12,13,0,0,8,3,0,2,6,7,1,0,9,9,27,18,45,32,11,45,0,0,0,3,20,18,3,8,27,180,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.08505353339266042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726021561079285,0.0,0.08727604247519312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252235118250226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667555154463861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701904175272252,0.0,0.0,0.09625904800211024,0.07416494964243701,0.0,0.0,0.2312522274447163,0.09515384825860496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507880954070212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958848750516668,0.2893156610149535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204296808965224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771960256355288,0.09005740489145922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833189655917422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627860319515956,0.062265618005733374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467594781613254,0.16115214001018727,0.04553640312259523,0.0,0.0,0.292415630482199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260003910591934,0.0,0.0,0.07807635486977467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920871019636538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369910007789752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469730855060446,0.0,0.1231243984037829,0.08516189051420991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409852601248297,0.0,0.0,0.058178572080971935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956860070417972,0.0,0.12814216351074356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145754985804996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021215529071349,0.07610291256953958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920476644326306,0.05583557970362205,0.0,0.08605790706236277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862291362817974,0.0,0.17641688689702004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26653949542400146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975661283616391,0.30845403539634003,0.0,0.13920881596735174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005421497175822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580766598604755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261549388922672,0.0,0.0,0.059174489893281786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836541535429814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345198601595592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683804814776555
socialanxiety,skakat456,2019/08/12,"Question: I have heard about exposure therapy, that the best way to face social anxiety is to put yourself out there. And I do completely agree with it.  I was about 13 when I realized I had social anxiety, some traumatic events happened around that time maybe that's what instilled social anxiety into me. Ever since then and I am 23 now. I have been fighting social anxiety by constantly trying to put myself out there. Trying to talk to people as much as I can. Trying to go to events and gatherings as much as I can. I went to a club alone for the first time in my life all alone.

But its still not changing, I'm still very very anxious the progress has been so minimal. Its like social anxiety is like my skin and flesh. I can't get rid of it. I am starting to get hopeless. I don't want to live life like this, but I am not winning this fight either.",2.3956798245614017,4.5031933157894715,3.7594115497076035,87.14508223684211,77.83040935672514,7.31593567251462,24.722587719298247,8.278499904357787,1.6217745614035084,671,24,135,13,16,220,100,171,0.155,0.774,0.071,-0.8495,0,2,0,0,3,1,18.0,0,0,0,4,11,8,2,0,4,0,17,5,3,0,2,20,26,13,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,9,0,0,2,1,0,4,4,3,0,1,6,2,18,5,25,20,6,23,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,2,16,98,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249054601153039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153044428126378,0.12266078100786272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665629452491456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394456206112505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485976601747695,0.0,0.11384061824019423,0.11733285459997353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821385340334356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235529695055612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134537028245505,0.0,0.061706648375864565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960140290784319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338188733689145,0.15913529323501532,0.0,0.09587522714871942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090799023112475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963275468971969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527342198753857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829917211047076,0.12163076795482256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981577932426198,0.0,0.0,0.5534014296105589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685115658492807,0.0,0.17341900714903613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726984941712787,0.0,0.0,0.12416693432589765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662390946724786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114938370534626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917431925459654,0.06404135868823822,0.08618314126593479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065170110420553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,not_jennie,2019/08/12,Is social anxiety something you get diagnosed with or just know? Title says it all. Wondering if I should be going to a family doctor or something about it?,3.705057471264369,6.482628241379312,5.6765517241379335,71.58195402298853,76.93103448275863,9.383908045977012,26.90804597701149,9.725611199111238,3.5040252873563222,125,5,19,4,3,43,26,29,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.264,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,9,7,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24603224825913916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264293418578893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32918344102867114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031871074626992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802896081610974,0.0,0.18277947292872213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674950735783368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557587174763759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278428638875238,0.0,0.4951851567285915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34877442201510417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,howlingfantods1,2019/08/12,"Have to have my photo taken for a photoshoot and I am freaking out. I'm being asked to submit a professionally taken photo (this was not my idea and I don't want to do it, unfortunately it's required for a program I'm doing) and I'm panicking. Worse- the program is organizing the shoot. I don't want to have my photo taken in a 'professional' setting and the scrutiny that comes with it. I know I will be awkward in front of the camera, in a room filled with people watching. I feel like even sitting there I'm going to combust!",1.4281464174454823,3.8508815887850494,4.208995327102805,80.7677609034268,83.57943925233644,6.183489096573209,23.869937694704053,7.492282038375204,1.4068947040498438,418,16,79,7,12,148,62,107,0.179,0.797,0.025,-0.9088,0,0,0,2,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,15,27,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,4,2,9,1,14,20,0,11,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,57,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333049874305258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071167824054121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354829824488224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027096377596447,0.2547032428109873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262273522127824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024760332164359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593813274548474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741812767030292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471712052756078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205781907212844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633318753276181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hotshadow10,2019/08/12,"Physical activity Anyone here physically active? How has exercise affected your anxiety? I'm willing to run everyday if I can get rid of this fear, I just want a little assurance I guess.",3.737941176470589,6.831795441176473,7.160294117647062,58.866323529411794,79.88235294117645,12.811764705882355,34.97058823529412,11.20814326018867,6.41649411764706,151,9,22,8,4,56,31,34,0.203,0.63,0.16699999999999998,-0.3189,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,7,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361424517325977,0.0,0.0,0.3072411227564195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.494451065013909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22957017728552845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840524608214429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403977122198993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591715510669709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,apepoopoo,2019/08/12,"Anyone wants to talk? Honestly just ""shooting"" my chance at something. 
For the past years, don't know actually how many I've had quite terrible social anxiety. For the first years of SA I still had friends but as years passed I lost all the contact with them and now I don't really talk to anyone. Now I'm kind of battling SA on my own, making a little steps at a time and slowly getting a little better ( it's a long process for me) and I feel this would be part of the process that would help me put myself more out there. Even though I kind of made a new account for this, posting something like this before would be scary to me.  Idk why, but I was at a very terrible place before. 
Anyway I was just looking if anyone similar to me, my situation, or just someone bored would be up for a conversation. Maybe to share experience, how they doing now (honestly) or just to have small talk, idk, I'm open for anything. 
BTW if anyone is curious I'm 20 y.o.",4.875139616055844,5.24402209424084,5.7536256544502615,82.16125872600351,68.89528795811518,8.879755671902268,29.005671902268762,8.841846274778883,2.0801933682373464,744,25,153,12,12,245,112,191,0.12300000000000001,0.769,0.10800000000000001,-0.4491,0,0,2,1,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,4,14,13,1,0,11,0,16,0,0,4,1,28,27,13,0,7,10,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,5,0,1,6,2,17,8,24,14,4,27,0,1,1,0,11,11,0,4,13,101,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.11945414480288102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364303481967416,0.0,0.0,0.3423666485208193,0.0,0.10073269865418004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083231649644917,0.0,0.0,0.10826137359726158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085040866300602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197401104396349,0.0,0.0,0.061893988855556775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412157199127246,0.0,0.0,0.09457337943635508,0.0,0.06395398139777048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204859726281967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25494159343572204,0.06727313345702866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980316393327754,0.245373222497464,0.0,0.10832867392101383,0.10279326275174057,0.0,0.13362457537690253,0.0,0.0,0.11582695525823852,0.08170938109885728,0.12410415573812394,0.1229769301416678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822398712262536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255770469146896,0.11685384641656645,0.0,0.0,0.127892013775709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723459204805277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305549175324637,0.0,0.13019771326343896,0.0,0.0,0.07841874590062398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759355717228358,0.0,0.12478120626717762,0.1037172854983926,0.18847383301103016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977564916887782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951646806014067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026684371699352,0.0,0.07137804187056444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100076767249447,0.07220037354918761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045565491876116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478251670369112,0.0,0.0,0.2364833724608833
socialanxiety,noideaofname,2019/08/12,"Being hurt while watching attractive people Hi

I need for, I think, a answer that could be very simple because I don't know how to ""fix"" this issue and it might obviously not only affects me but many people. 

Do you think it's true that meeting people, someone is just that easy ? When I say that I've seen pretty girls, women but I they will never be someone to me, or I could never be with one of them, the only advice I get is that it's normal since I never go out, I don't talk to people. Yes sure... It truly hurts me to probably know that I might be with someone that pretty at least on the outside. I already missed my chances as teenager, now being somehow a adult, things doesn't to get on the positive path. 

It's always about questioning yourself, putting everything in perspective and see what you can change, do better. I am tired of this, on the other hand you get told to be yourself and fuck the others but you still have to respect them, we depend on them and on the society system we live in. 

Anyway, if it's just about me that should change, then I guess it will happen. I really doing doubt am I ever made to have a person like that. And it's not because I don't believe it that I don't have one, I did believe it didn't matter.",3.6067450980392164,4.523290635294117,4.881666666666668,85.29583333333333,72.05882352941177,7.0784313725490176,24.75490196078432,7.1686216300943375,1.0236666666666667,972,27,197,9,18,323,134,255,0.084,0.7390000000000001,0.177,0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,4,4,1,11,11,1,1,9,1,32,3,1,4,7,47,49,15,0,6,9,0,1,1,0,5,1,1,0,4,26,10,0,0,6,0,0,2,11,5,0,2,5,5,33,6,25,30,1,21,0,3,3,1,20,9,1,9,10,154,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801385881657853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219785006804732,0.0,0.09197426096531837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347626394357008,0.0,0.0,0.2490709615825605,0.0,0.0977595291612811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386347486377845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765069555970555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998554686752874,0.0,0.0,0.09934203977904227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218814433578796,0.17325046510199227,0.0,0.06281978325282858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176714322199746,0.0,0.09774603960336006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666074368229695,0.0,0.0,0.11537018109626708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149466856809768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400198569640168,0.0,0.09760473380618727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459121507503746,0.0,0.11206548955355376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345210643434717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196055694811366,0.2557550146181639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830116819192466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980321947074446,0.16813421996943465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30652515917914624,0.09651519878716283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22490836593422125,0.11917579610084975,0.0,0.0,0.111118550733145,0.1238248824219986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708117717514075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790214207014825,0.0,0.0,0.0880823580661807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143597875331803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28096871467550355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827366846004413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417825353756616,0.0,0.0,0.08884412245982969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343477093276482,0.14165317035876698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704411746059532,0.0,0.10562125802903398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120323495360448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,maxias55,2019/08/12,"Starting school Today was my first day of school. I’m going to study to be a car mechanic, but there are 80+ people in my class. 

I was outside trying to hype myself up, and when I went in it was like I couldn’t breathe, and my brain told me to get out of there asap. 

I really wanna do this, but I don’t know what to do",0.5316666666666663,1.65975105555556,3.0205555555555565,94.78000000000002,80.1111111111111,5.911111111111111,17.555555555555557,6.42735559955562,-0.3809611111111115,244,4,61,2,6,85,50,72,0.0,0.9490000000000001,0.051,0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,9,2,2,0,0,8,16,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,0,10,1,12,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,43,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203515741228351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507083932201154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440951238288085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992911372815826,0.0,0.16309072109238354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771029506663414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019823583600433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989477146167711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838392671666266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5808545621827211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311766842164025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720124324637237,0.2742105471028386,0.0,0.19483266610079056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660225266533923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ExquisitePizza,2019/08/12,"Can social anxiety be situational?? I'm kind of new to the idea of having social anxiety (after reading a lot of the posts here, I found so many similarities). The thing is, I'm not always anxious in certain social situations. For instance, when I'm with a close friend or my sister, I can normally do things that I would feel anxious about if I were alone. Also, I don't get anxious about certain places, but I get really anxious/nervous if I go alone into a cafe or store where there are predominantly Asians inside (I know... weird...... but I am Asian-American if that helps). Does anyone else go through this too??",3.7430769230769263,5.792834290598294,5.31146153846154,77.82103846153849,73.61538461538461,7.756923076923077,27.084615384615393,8.548686976883017,2.105598974358974,480,18,88,9,10,162,80,117,0.063,0.841,0.096,0.3757,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,0,2,20,21,10,0,5,8,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,10,4,12,17,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,6,3,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616495292368761,0.0,0.10101446077904824,0.1051046160324564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932620255572277,0.5708022489108251,0.0,0.08832273551336191,0.1294251583904607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053954644119283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552039291217304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386891282985334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384984273994187,0.09759104299032292,0.0,0.13198927193232748,0.0,0.14357602069823444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846666179266664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425948258287009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153815668472774,0.06941969609658312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738892214779806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806409234923885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199629830861608,0.0,0.0,0.12376237198547325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197281400844502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097533344691305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634968410106065,0.0,0.0809209446468518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839678318194885,0.0,0.3862882389668513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678368126323965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973090797780761,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cooliocoolio123,2019/08/12,CBD oil I get social anxiety and anxiety in general. I don't really want to go on medication again. My husband recommended I try CBD oil. Has anyone tried it and benefitted from it?,1.4482857142857135,4.1638286857142885,5.682857142857145,66.78714285714287,90.71428571428572,10.8,27.0,9.888512548439397,4.423685714285714,144,7,25,7,5,55,28,35,0.13699999999999998,0.736,0.127,0.1683,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538189533384092,0.0,0.0,0.2459581579779479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837796237210884,0.0,0.1999128161932837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543603100180044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22534590183932995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585741283660702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4776427096007701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074766448215888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BrazilianLeaving,2019/08/12,"SSRI that make me not care when provoked to fight (x-posted to r/SSRIs)

I live in a very aggressive society, where everybody is hostile most of the time (compared to other places where I lived), people are always picking fights over stupid shit, driving is a nightmare because almost everyday there's an episode of road rage directed at me (people here do shit when driving and then want to fight with you even though they're wrong). And fighting here doesn't mean just swearing and it's done, people want to physically fight with you all the time and if you fight back then you can be arrested for assault or murder. So it's a damned-if-you-do-damned-if-you-don't situation and it's very exhausting to live in such a society. However for personal reasons I cannot just move to somewhere else.

I need something that will allow me to not care when provoked, something that will make my blood not boil when people want to start fights with me, something that would allow me to become ""zen"" even in those situations.

What SSRI do you think would work better for my problem? Trintellix (vortioxetine) or Lexapro (escitalopram)? 

Benzodiazepines are not a consideration.

I have tried Zoloft (sertraline) and Paxil (paroxetine) and they worked well as far as solving my problem, but I couldn't tolerate their side effects.

(Please don't answer: ""ask your doctor"". If I'm asking here and not asking my doctor, there's a reason for that)",6.323693808312129,7.728124431297711,6.1652926208651415,76.78553859202721,66.13740458015265,9.02832909245123,31.349448685326553,9.2995712137729,2.829070568278202,1139,44,197,21,18,357,146,262,0.16399999999999998,0.775,0.062,-0.9724,1,0,3,0,8,0,48.0,0,6,2,4,20,23,15,0,9,0,18,8,3,10,1,49,33,23,1,11,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,11,11,1,0,7,0,0,3,9,19,1,0,1,0,23,4,26,26,2,25,1,0,0,0,19,11,2,6,11,129,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805171301846936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897859716728528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026310656579245,0.0,0.0,0.08297262411155137,0.0,0.06577815575759448,0.11917308272899052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543359439806756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200335787994188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208915839822516,0.0,0.11042473089435964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014115047045132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254105321010804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858474459924137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440554405547043,0.0,0.0,0.11754065964585912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468640776174527,0.0,0.08001051780355665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992321870295145,0.09421886964192758,0.112738220141443,0.1184477716615117,0.0,0.0,0.10334358539138083,0.0,0.0,0.20650186964097614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188953151989574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152677065697748,0.0,0.2425804752083651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24921264255987696,0.0,0.0,0.0763760270672387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914145005197661,0.10601654866785892,0.0,0.1258410616910191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732607118589339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780665804556927,0.19093627585905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701995106896072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711289350446295,0.0,0.0,0.15330585974239067,0.11797766128954752,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cedrinho,2019/08/12,"Eating problems when meeting people? So obviously I have some social anxieties. (I relate to [this blog](https://thoughtcatalog.com/kirsten-corley/2017/01/what-anxiety-actually-is-because-its-more-than-just-worrying/) quite a lot.) That being said, I have improved a lot over the past decade. Going on 2 years of solo travel on the other side of the globe, meeting people, getting along well with colleagues, going out, things like that. As much as it's still difficult for me to start a conversation, I do feel like I'm getting better at keeping the conversation going. But it of course also takes the right person to talk to. Anyway, just to give you an idea.

There is one thing that doesn't seem to improve though... Whenever I have plans to meet up with people to go for lunch or dinner, my inside gets damn nervous. While I don't! I really don't feel nervous about it. Whether it's meeting up with friends, former colleagues, former classmates, sometimes even family, I look forward to it, I'm happy and excited about it. I'm even a bit proud because it means I've gotten better at the social stuff, including staying in touch with people that are dear to me. But my inside seems to disagree.

On the day of the lunch/dinner/meetup, my stomach and bowel get fucked up. I need the restroom more than I want to and as soon as I start to eat anything, I feel like I'm going to throw up. Nothing that embarrasses me more than feeling that gag reflex come up during a dinner. Since I've been feeling this ""nervosity"" coming up in the hours before, I usually have at some point had the option to mention I'm not really that hungry, resulting in me ordering something small and not finishing it, using the ""not that hungry"" excuse.

Other than that, everything goes perfect though. Good company, ~~food and~~ drinks, fun conversations, really having a good time. As per usual: nothing to be nervous about. And like I said, I don't feel nervous or stressed at all personally, it's just that my stomach and bowel seem to disagree and do get nervous for some reason. I wish I could say it's become a sort of self-fulfilling prophecy (knowing it's going to happen, which makes it happen) but that's not even the case as I usually have absolutely no eating problems or disorder on any other moment (even breakfast or lunch on the same day, before the meeting, are not an issue) so no reason to believe it's going to happen. I wish I could say it actually is me being nervous, but I don't feel nervous and I have no reason to be nervous. Maybe it's excitement then, causing the same thing. No idea.

I don't get it and it always bums me out. Overall, I'm very happy with how far I've come (even if I've still got a long way to go to become less socially awkward), but everytime this happens I just feel pathetic.

Anyway. Hoping I'm not the only one, I was wondering what I can do to stop that from happening again? It's so embarrassing..",5.457708589246902,6.597362468581686,6.290672304639517,76.06890650099216,67.94075403949729,8.592062742133612,30.277284323915715,8.841846274778883,2.55583590664273,2313,87,403,38,38,763,246,557,0.11199999999999999,0.784,0.10400000000000001,-0.6427,2,0,2,0,0,0,111.0,0,1,0,6,27,36,2,12,27,0,30,15,4,8,3,88,91,37,0,10,20,0,9,4,1,0,0,4,0,2,42,21,10,2,19,2,0,14,16,17,1,2,7,14,37,19,72,78,13,67,0,0,1,1,23,27,2,17,29,279,79,0,0.0,0.0,0.0605730091183512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04963870284476416,0.05164861310560269,0.0,0.0,0.0422108732880564,0.0,0.04748466795658142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107970664529515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783832211453668,0.13710659533537453,0.10563686167425138,0.06993353137933296,0.0,0.10979471965403063,0.06776620192374112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637647173554223,0.0,0.16040777731979605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911837686325853,0.0,0.0,0.08006220155129057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113952689463156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060806618863516015,0.0,0.1905444852065264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049888075984354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578602669722888,0.0,0.058515658936786785,0.0,0.2510824656611393,0.08868804614639388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505732603809995,0.0,0.04795642867315108,0.057384271157870766,0.19457935619167813,0.059544814817130885,0.2822141452662821,0.10412556624646432,0.049644395626843606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27444892348645944,0.13215292254332414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061651187315962724,0.06112810482908858,0.0,0.0,0.1401427504918168,0.0,0.0647867108126188,0.0,0.05517216428936707,0.0,0.0,0.03411297392013453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130035672564805,0.0,0.0,0.05493148658863619,0.05212458096151453,0.0,0.0,0.10554225116290894,0.0,0.0,0.041433330710484856,0.0,0.06235934904653408,0.06761426023595447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04562982940959938,0.04602536678526913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911890874329975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412275829360219,0.04720831233581834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059254445429124836,0.1721307590560231,0.10839719957843867,0.0,0.0,0.05867780421994264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878843623290825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602087592447069,0.0,0.0,0.11929412960077375,0.19146008589312172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053008878529129014,0.11808877050417325,0.09872378813996144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952318814401438,0.06475430318995147,0.0,0.0,0.051346337997138204,0.0,0.0,0.18982279327753346,0.0,0.04778581448298303,0.06139048212027914,0.0,0.08786931408198044,0.06616015567832029,0.0991410532001828,0.05189470676659223,0.0711029036961092,0.0,0.07105722705254264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667018105282432,0.0498908679392904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371300511460873,0.0,0.1219702277074787,0.0,0.036194497798384274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361000497736655,0.20508956976115927,0.05121563953500361,0.036611487132239086,0.049269613139129316,0.0,0.0,0.055809897948683004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275874531812008,0.0,0.06731409292204697,0.0,0.06303680759460425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039972129054345
socialanxiety,bbybeau,2019/08/12,"My Social anxiety is destroying everything good about me. let me know your story with social anxiety below. Hello! ive been battling my s/a for several years now at the age of 21. i feel so hopeless right now and life doesn’t interest me at times like this when my s/a is at a peak. there are spurts of time where im confident and im the person that i know im meant to be and i absolutely love myself when im like this. there are far more longer periods of time where my s/a takes over and turns me into this bitter insecure p*ssy. i know that confident person is inside of me right now but this sh*tty half of me is holding me down. i need to overcome my social anxiety so bad but ive tried for so long and no matter how many times i try to overcome it i cant. it has me overly depressed but i refuse to go on meds. let me know your story with social anxiety, would love to hear some.",0.8136842105263149,2.784267021164027,3.211166805903648,89.7574686716792,82.49206349206351,6.730270119743804,20.000278473962684,7.85451343220497,0.7758719576719577,693,19,153,13,19,239,100,189,0.168,0.725,0.107,-0.9061,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,2,0,0,14,13,3,1,3,0,16,3,0,1,0,24,29,14,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,8,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,2,3,27,6,24,23,2,28,0,2,0,2,13,14,0,1,15,101,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339246117726053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111571907468446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399013328903587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980754847240458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055177425206929205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062018866398195614,0.09152977892844813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299302384187155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714995725706802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398913599460288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317762179748055,0.07707897794664886,0.10662698158837106,0.0,0.0,0.09657314730501376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969810965581692,0.0,0.0,0.11063671768013132,0.0,0.0,0.12121447479695616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091560600947932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905693687253155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186386153100258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328140953771875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449611862699951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204923167869367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545291805911159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817889096295722,0.11869783931489085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752003665515808,0.0,0.0,0.07027361804657323
socialanxiety,fiona-t,2019/08/12,"meeting with an old friend i’m meeting up with an old friend and we’re going to see a movie. she wants to bring her friend who i don’t know and i’m really anxious about it.
i dont want to third wheel and i’m not really good at making new friends.
i don’t want to tell her i don’t want her to bring her friend because i feel like that’s rude",-0.5142721518987337,1.1498520506329122,1.5549208860759514,101.50301424050636,85.45569620253164,4.9626582278481015,16.20411392405063,5.985473137389443,-0.8520012658227851,268,5,71,2,8,89,45,79,0.141,0.634,0.22399999999999998,0.8695,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,18,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,2,10,7,10,18,0,8,0,0,1,0,14,2,0,0,4,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187183870725044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353341734647913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905223357849786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587664652184346,0.12133435076116655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6560931704681121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652447984641443,0.14245446288555194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334009988899562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297566960777412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337009890444626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403336964153628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564388434468509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21760881943189045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353411832346763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484484055597114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400706179884348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,white____rabbit,2019/08/12,"Social anxiety makes me do dumb things, but that's okay...I can learn from it I hope you won't judge me too much...I know how to react in this situation now!

So I just walked into the supermarket toilets and saw that all the stalls were closed. I heard at least 1 person in there, so I just stood there and waited like you do. After a minute or so, a couple of other ladies walked in and lined up behind me. To my sheer horror, I suddenly realised that 3 of the stalls were actually unoccupied, the doors were just closed. I kind of just froze then because I didn't want to look stupid in front of the other women. Apparently this feeling somehow took precedence over my need to pee, and I continued to stand there frozen for like a solid 3 minutes. One of the other ladies behind me eventually realised that the stalls were in fact free and pointed out my mistake. I pretended that I didn't realise this, and apologised profusely. After that, I went into the stall and stayed in there until I was sure the other women had finished and left the bathroom.

Of course, I realise how silly all this is and stewing over it isn't going to help. I am trying to spin it in a funny way to myself, like, ""Haha, oh lord, don't let yourself do that again you silly goose!"" Ohh well, I am trying to get better, I promise  ^((ಥ﹏ಥ))

​

tl;dr - I was too anxious to admit to the ladies behind me that I didn't realise the bathroom stalls were empty and just stood there instead",3.9391003787878813,5.43804440625,4.7980934343434365,83.97897727272729,71.9513888888889,6.903030303030302,24.896464646464647,7.348242739294969,1.141959722222222,1151,34,221,12,22,373,149,288,0.091,0.76,0.149,0.9473,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,3,0,1,22,16,2,0,16,1,22,1,1,4,4,40,39,19,0,4,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,3,20,15,0,1,4,1,1,6,6,3,1,1,17,5,30,14,39,20,3,37,1,0,2,0,10,18,1,3,13,166,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.17193113982149402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089636813184085,0.2140840529508833,0.0,0.0,0.13478103869445746,0.1990388949290821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740073746995348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582131027712032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494534552675188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890844270794869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204938795540317,0.0,0.10012999266425857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809308811703174,0.0,0.0,0.17499145346851527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346955988694352,0.0968266654431857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191425512235546,0.18016109396396968,0.0,0.2582252668657191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795102221058162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760485205111568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951624319875454,0.13063894112693625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938751210203008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538379415868636,0.0,0.0,0.16655176800025914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803931588779888,0.0,0.17959841458175482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778976217469984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605227242680878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704948177241868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957480117816633,0.23923609260859616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039184746609988,0.13984744804444912,0.0,0.0,0.15841146918902682,0.1633252551948871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140840529508833,0.0
socialanxiety,TyroneLeshaunCarter,2019/08/12,"I got accused of stealing at a Target. They filed a police report I tend to look nervous in public (because I am) and my worst nightmare came true. I was minding my own business, and literally thought of a funny joke so I walked into an aisle to write it down on my phone. Because I didn’t want to be in anyone’s way. Well within 5 seconds this crazy woman started filming me and repeated “what are you doing?”. I told her it’s none of her fucking business. She said I was scanning items and told me she would be filing a police report. 

You know, social anxiety isn’t irrational. There really are batshit crazy people out there who do nothing but walk around and judge people, always assuming the worst of them. What a wonderful world we live in.",4.260771159874608,5.798453296551724,5.257115987460819,80.84993730407525,71.20689655172414,7.2037617554858935,29.043887147335425,7.686295010490155,1.9525172413793097,588,23,105,7,11,193,101,145,0.141,0.769,0.091,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,2,0,5,8,1,1,7,0,12,1,0,0,1,20,25,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,10,0,0,4,2,0,3,3,5,1,1,9,3,22,3,17,13,5,17,0,0,2,1,18,11,1,2,2,80,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311581003216608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915909959875213,0.0,0.0,0.14547469445043998,0.0,0.0,0.1852102604892849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25365295945983385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23795589645356116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234058742852556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639807432827422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433985847239785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837135996363542,0.0,0.1747111589867833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007306461548295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963136604540369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884739201467792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328334577409925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790495748389145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208266556689606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726017379373502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516993323850088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976049266045734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271437450645242,0.16514187846849632,0.0,0.0,0.18706360365271307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256233618307277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779406848033252,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Habeeb_kolawole,2019/08/12,"It's the second day of Eid and i still feel miserable It's only 12oclock and with all these people around celebrating, i feel like i'm suffocating and i can't take it anymore. There z no way to get away from them all and stay alone. Even if i survive this, we have to spend tomorrow in our hometown with our grandparents and our whole family (cousins.Nieces.e.t..c). And thats a lot of people. 
And as if it isnt enough, a close friend and mentor of mine is getting married on Wednesday. All our long lost friends will be around (and my childhood crush) and i dont  want to look pathetic buti have nothing  to wear.
I don't know if it's cuz of anxiety or cuz i'm an introvert or maybe I'm weird or socially awkward so i'm prolly gonna post this in more than one place, i dont think i can survive and the thought of the next few days is overwhelming and i feel like i can't get through it. Normally if i put on billie eilish or NF songs, i feel better but nothing seem to work. Please, what do you think i can do to make the next few days less miserable cuz if it continue like this i might pass out or do something stupid???

It's the second day and i'm holed up at the back of my dad's car. Watching movies, If i get out, its feels like everyone is staring at me which is super uncomfortable. If you have any better suggestion that doesnt involve interacting with all these people around, i'm open.",1.9799575596816967,3.808875717241378,3.44896551724138,90.20143236074273,78.0344827586207,7.082228116710876,24.257294429708228,8.012643519586192,1.228440318302387,1098,38,242,19,26,361,156,290,0.1,0.7979999999999999,0.102,0.6823,1,1,1,0,0,1,32.0,5,2,1,7,8,16,1,4,9,0,22,1,1,4,4,59,48,31,0,9,13,1,5,4,2,3,0,1,0,0,18,24,0,0,10,1,1,3,8,7,0,3,2,9,27,9,32,42,11,35,0,4,3,0,15,16,0,15,17,157,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121851632685853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302550993164765,0.0,0.08214926205863372,0.0,0.10649710495732786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286786358993728,0.0,0.0,0.1008917804514734,0.08257246766345827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899466835434208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27701786952546376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517089354137682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095745266982872,0.0,0.07092680647946585,0.0,0.0,0.10261100808495342,0.0,0.0,0.10123305916189886,0.0,0.2714855151875662,0.23014768317460174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593083182424714,0.0,0.22441700603383813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901600989875006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098516262464439,0.0,0.0,0.0950323816345598,0.09017638840855448,0.0,0.1172234569420912,0.0912949213098398,0.0,0.0,0.07168034839392612,0.0,0.10788270671522128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391855805592108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284104176622706,0.0,0.10521453968950724,0.20607768510541988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276688259118816,0.08167116225740523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334179814062868,0.0,0.1121945115843232,0.1178765273493047,0.0,0.0,0.10284518483449567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795162565222224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775930777341588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946552547527176,0.0,0.08267025053723136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445816514138728,0.0857578320602108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074018622469828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761599587222473,0.0,0.08525172713356458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633384791388385,0.08523724678868383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989156278016262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817758843548203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chreelir,2019/08/12,"Social anxiety prevented me from getting laid..enjoy the read 

I grew up as an only child, I never really had friends outside of school until my junior year of high school. Parents never really allowed me to bring friends over and sleepovers didn’t exist because “ You have a bed to sleep in at home, why stay over at someone’s house?”-mom

Anyway, the friends I had outside of school were boys, not girls. I never had man to woman interactions except for teachers. I basically never talked to girls. 

Here’s where it gets stupidly fucked. It all started with me texting a girl that goes to my school. We’d literally have conversations that go late well into night. I’m great at talking to people when I don’t see them in person. This is very true when it’s with a girl. 

So I’d talk to this girl, and then the next day at school I’d completely avoid seeing her at all costs. Like I seriously would not have the guts to go talk to her. I’d literally run away if I had to. It’s like an instinct where my brain goes into extreme fear and anxiety mode. 

The first experience I had with this issue was in 8th grade. I met this girl on Facebook. She sent me a message wishing me a happy new year. Back in 2014 I believe. 

Anyway we started talking and straight up we’d talk all day and we’d fall asleep texting each other at 2 in the morning. I’m just very conversational through text.  

That was my child brain. Conversations never got too deep I’d say, not much connection. Like I’d know her really well, but also not at the same time. Lmao. 

But when it was my junior year of high school I met a girl through a friend. Of course, we started texting on Snapchat. Basically just sent selfies with text. Actually seeing the person to an extent. Like the last experience, it went great. After a while though, I legitimately wanted to date this girl. She said the same to me. 

But I just. Couldn’t. talk to her. Oh my god that shit pissed me off so damn much. Long story short after me keeping this up for about a month, she just stopped talking to me one day. 

I obviously don’t blame her because it was all my fault. I just couldn’t talk to her. The same social anxiety attack hit and it just wasn’t going to happen. 

This girl was truly interested in me and vice versa but my brain wouldn’t let me say a word to her in person. 

I just want to see if anyone can give me advice of some kind to help me overcome my fear.",1.9460634732063296,4.239990731808732,3.4238143323857635,87.99949509949509,80.35135135135134,6.005532691246978,22.29033900462472,7.209633053413488,0.7725268021553733,1886,60,385,25,49,619,216,481,0.10300000000000001,0.782,0.115,0.7161,2,1,0,0,0,0,55.0,5,1,1,1,24,27,6,3,24,0,28,9,8,1,11,63,59,24,0,9,18,1,0,4,4,2,0,3,2,17,20,16,0,4,1,1,1,10,16,11,2,2,20,7,56,16,66,30,12,77,0,0,4,1,64,32,4,3,38,251,76,10,0.0,0.0,0.06205924643850235,0.0,0.0,0.0621439976971483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050856652782625696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594929756635588,0.0,0.0,0.04446688779183575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234814378351473,0.0597493072086335,0.04890039322650168,0.0,0.07753346882065495,0.0,0.0,0.07164944125039198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297812726997195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667782536489651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303994721739772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244156246668398,0.0,0.1431234193474694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409361313023939,0.0,0.0,0.1965324073316273,0.05879226865751393,0.06645120433178824,0.06100582405690296,0.10842698821903253,0.0,0.05086248524449495,0.14022674643957755,0.0,0.0,0.05623657673717194,0.0676977329263951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04262618200372356,0.13438256887427655,0.06379066198063656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637633676749617,0.0,0.056525884878683576,0.0,0.06622408624062394,0.03494997996753736,0.051838162427759085,0.07173758336470062,0.0,0.0,0.06502988196639885,0.0,0.12427661826089825,0.0,0.0,0.05627930183849274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448133549185784,0.05076067699093404,0.0,0.09349883287932093,0.0,0.2452407375250917,0.06142015050120205,0.0676336771612399,0.0596793110840245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04309340962266636,0.048366629491199485,0.0,0.0,0.07061438032798767,0.0,0.0,0.04408855260530509,0.16658529813348388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361190233522353,0.0,0.12222116575215927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060493115803602976,0.10114610429126282,0.0,0.3861673450758837,0.20270694582328835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652790381846868,0.0,0.0,0.06364062003472787,0.12965356109504544,0.05388357675908799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350379524568737,0.06778348088384223,0.0,0.05316801068590245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600350456724229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248146269792505,0.0,0.03708257673312866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049445633185611,0.07501959488194994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435853232048455,0.0589529172684729,0.05738431864747023,0.0,0.07313075812065388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045175845079040544,0.0,0.0,0.12285869121055512
socialanxiety,Nomie-Now,2019/08/12,"Socail anxiety & school. I am 15 & I'm doing year nine I've been doing homeschooling since I can remember, I am starting Public Highschool I'm 3-4 weeks & I don't know what I'm gonna do with my bloody socail anxiety. The school is around 300-400 people from year 7-12 I am an introvert as well, I am terrified of socail environments & the idea of meeting new people. 

My mum says I'll like it & it will help fix my anxiety & introvert ways, it hurt when she said that I don't know what do to I don't want to but the Australian government changed the rules now I have to attend. 

Do you guys have any tips or tricks I could use? 

Don't say talk to a friend on my phone, phones are taken away if students are seen with them in school hours.",2.13312046444122,3.561445050314468,3.6516981132075483,90.6660522496372,76.48427672955975,7.408030962747944,22.293662312530238,8.139509932561175,0.9362739235607158,589,16,134,10,13,195,99,159,0.09300000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.065,-0.0286,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,0,4,5,1,0,6,0,22,0,0,1,0,13,34,5,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,3,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,4,4,17,3,14,27,0,14,0,1,1,0,15,4,0,2,9,72,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7190346518763693,0.0,0.07521433757423135,0.0,0.2538346805274816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846078006269787,0.0,0.0,0.10391585680737114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700409389255695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830808837248626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545217698913468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095150940400052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413535708249737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892240680528624,0.0,0.11840359376604215,0.12485816239977315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156984853549282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540354017102217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068217835946364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335741729621688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529247919203393,0.0,0.10520948699419563,0.1759130704805151,0.0,0.3358106763854641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149255863441436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828589812246632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889909852016634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552612153287993,0.0,0.0,0.06523695289284673,0.0877921025113406,0.08871965061278114,0.0,0.099446047364374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245036759781654
socialanxiety,Phoebird,2019/08/12,"Where can I find some 'overcoming social anxiety/loneliness stories'? Fiction or non-fiction. Biographies, videos, reddit posts, tv shows, movies... Maybe some NEET stories. I really liked NHK ni Youkoso.",6.131612903225808,9.964344741935488,4.718322580645161,72.27748387096777,85.45161290322581,8.931612903225806,35.23225806451613,8.841846274778883,4.938414193548388,161,9,20,5,5,47,27,31,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.4754,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43326444360684896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315922513799987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.476237413643957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539997773749265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036824930163225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483224608677387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Athrowawayaccount555,2019/08/12,"School starts tomorrow Tomorrow is the first day of 10th grade for me. I am not ready for it at all. Last year felt like forever and when it ended it was a huge relief, but now it’s over and I have to go through it again. My anxiety during school is absolutely terrible. I never talk, and I don’t really have any friends. I’m scared people are gonna think I’m violent or something. I just wish I could actually communicate and socialize. Today I saw one of my classmates at the store and they said “Hi, (name).” I promptly froze up and stuttered back a “Hey.” I always feel like a failure. Also why am I so uncomfortable standing and walking. Whenever I walk I feel wrong and out of place. I’m constantly over analyzing every movement I make, I guess so I don’t seem awkward to people, but in doing that I’m pretty sure I begin to look awkward. Sorry for the vent",1.0662152491054258,3.5492916358381517,3.447134599504544,85.0213102119461,86.39884393063585,6.763446187723645,23.266996972199287,7.957251820313856,1.5965713735205065,675,26,134,15,21,232,114,173,0.20600000000000002,0.667,0.127,-0.9422,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,8,12,1,3,6,0,12,0,0,1,3,27,31,15,0,2,5,0,4,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,0,1,4,4,7,0,2,4,7,20,5,17,25,1,30,0,0,2,0,8,9,0,3,18,85,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.1582154708133862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296552846797701,0.13490512950075131,0.0,0.0,0.11025394458553883,0.0,0.12402898925640073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466794525063192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520490828421378,0.0,0.12944759464597952,0.0,0.0,0.10456042300989173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435990376138962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660149891464726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395557648434506,0.11582568854351295,0.15567020407460858,0.0,0.0,0.1379076763021767,0.0,0.0,0.1252612186762318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214220267698166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860444925449734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215757111611193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841703531421408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361483478831829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822301914897063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250446338841842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098634689217603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480102509273805,0.0,0.16939131920609468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494447421327788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386461536128536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422273628991087,0.0,0.16232039159244824,0.3281683865029475,0.0,0.14759704262331666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652710948690967,0.0,0.12481557787321113,0.0,0.18149123638299164,0.114756432773273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280558535770153,0.0,0.0,0.13031393479033698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388634325992216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536802616044213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629708726985274,0.0,0.18644147312463474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726367914637606,0.0,0.10440639007036956
socialanxiety,Misrrrmoo,2019/08/12,"My parents are making me get a job and I'm panicking My parents forced me to apply to McDonald's today with the most embarrassing looking application possible. Words were scribbled out, the handwriting differed in certain sections because my dad felt the need to write on it, it was just terrible. The guy made a face when I handed it in. I guarantee that all of the teenaged employees in the kitchen saw it and laughed.

I don't know of any other places in my area that I can get a job without a resume. I don't want to write a resume because formatting a word document is hard to do on a phone (it's my only method of making one) and I have absolutely nothing to put on it. I'd also have to include the fact that I am a high school dropout.

I am also utterly terrified at the idea of having to do an interview. I do not know how to answer any of the questions they give you. Speaking from past experience, I guarantee that, in the off chance my application is accepted, I will cry during the interview.

I'm 18. It's pathetic. I was kicked out of high school for my mental breakdowns, and now I can't even get an entry level job.",4.151018722466958,5.1928116872246735,5.849732929515419,78.39239675110133,70.89427312775331,9.375440528634364,31.80864537444933,9.673873057562805,3.0661808370044046,891,40,174,21,16,306,125,227,0.11,0.8240000000000001,0.065,-0.9189,6,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,1,7,5,0,1,21,0,19,3,2,4,3,31,35,8,0,2,3,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,12,7,1,0,7,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,6,6,24,3,31,28,3,23,0,0,2,0,14,18,0,2,4,123,36,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154126988715508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317880233778866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642036278214948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479435048207759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071559568790384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895718411767016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174631058510133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931728496998418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109971584581466,0.12920068946682614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335784380444607,0.0,0.0,0.12064996498818092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284601033086368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204128220842933,0.0,0.0,0.4009577869451195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803706296781488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310022239685548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744078793272454,0.1798045694202599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357292940667247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986611159817628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292324544583397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912650279017886,0.10243287381251942,0.0,0.0,0.2991001848000233,0.0,0.12857064426061204,0.0,0.0,0.14071559568790384,0.0,0.0,0.15183541411664686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353941212865229,0.1508763481733633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726137927795241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766421360015578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794398201492139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983009159980613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fubuluv2001,2019/08/12,"My jaw stiffens, my speech slurs, and I stutter Whenever I'm nervous (almost always) my jaw will lock up barely giving me enough room for words to come out. My jaw stiffening causes me to mispronounce a lot of words which turns into slurred speech. Sometimes I sound like I has a lisp or a foreign accent. I keep my word choices basic and try to avoid anything that's even remotely difficult for me to pronounce. It gets better when I warm up and I'm more comfortable but barely ever 100%. About a year ago, I took an MRI to see if I suffered from seizures or anything but my results were good.

My speech issues makes me more nervous than I already am. I miss out of participating in conversations, going on dates, class discussions, hanging out, and visiting family because of it. It's really embarrassing, I could see people's faces grow concerned when I speak. When I see their reaction, I get more nervous and it triggers my speech to worsen.

Anyone else going through this? I could use some support from anyone who has overcome this..",4.3297998787143746,6.641325721649487,4.918320194057003,80.12628562765312,72.71134020618555,7.451303820497272,29.453001819284417,8.313332769828598,2.375882110369921,826,35,142,14,17,264,121,194,0.131,0.7859999999999999,0.084,-0.8477,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,6,15,0,5,5,0,7,5,4,5,1,31,25,13,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,1,0,9,10,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,2,10,27,6,24,20,6,23,0,2,3,0,7,9,0,6,8,93,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418936661788835,0.0,0.16028841672892175,0.0,0.1766428054765134,0.0,0.13319225435555487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385133399357826,0.16401209829858446,0.26345029888786164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757805912740156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157017340578054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443745421679445,0.0,0.13788736484691047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25560802640504554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371914139447688,0.0,0.0,0.16539657889357692,0.0,0.10572567106833296,0.14479377437216728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090109995704706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672614328754729,0.1535551032989381,0.18194456713768287,0.13426032249945175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167072986989423,0.0,0.14227884346769992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820281608234254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360870071516317,0.0,0.0,0.10684892373596146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097337597298212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254585810738312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826686200026655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831473911711627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164716393287245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778452505788991,0.10867799486246962,0.17411175218573804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825032250814484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308075396436643
socialanxiety,Ftw69420,2019/08/12,How can I best accommodate students with social anxiety I am a HS teacher.  I want to accommodate my students with social anxiety without totally ignoring them(and not doing my job as a teacher),8.957647058823529,9.782781235294117,10.47529411764706,50.238823529411796,60.17647058823529,13.858823529411767,52.29411764705882,13.023866798666859,8.036223529411766,158,12,20,6,2,56,24,34,0.096,0.6779999999999999,0.225,0.6783,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,19,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872354425625384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341995858956741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160181209414757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6492509173389391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878334092181092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069799085456804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pianoandgogi,2019/08/12,"I’m gonna be the president of the speech and debate club at my school and school starts tomorrow... (I only do speech though) I’m actually really scared because when I have to announce something to a group or make a decision that affects a community I freeze up and my mind becomes indecisive and I feel all the pressure of everyone else looking at me. also, my school isn’t that strong in speech and debate, so I’ve never had a formal class/been formally taught. so to add to my social anxiety, I’m also inexperienced. (and INCREDIBLY. AWKWARD.) I’m so worried about the simplest things, like having to decide when to have a club meeting or how I’m going to present myself at club meetings. last year I had a lower cabinet position and I mostly thought of how glad I was that I didn’t have to lead anyone. but this year...yeah. I think I’m going to be like one of the worst club presidents😂. has anyone ever been in a similar situation, and how’d you get through it😩?",3.6725043177892935,5.205811621761658,5.568932642487049,78.05305354058723,72.67875647668394,8.669982728842832,28.92884283246977,9.21078282632365,2.590296303972365,765,31,146,17,15,264,112,193,0.08900000000000001,0.853,0.057999999999999996,-0.6683,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,12,9,0,4,12,0,14,0,0,5,3,28,31,21,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,9,0,0,5,4,0,3,3,5,0,1,7,6,16,4,21,21,3,18,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,4,11,95,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.1615711093928794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648103636978548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665955666668405,0.0,0.0,0.23153888595457364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092910638904752,0.18285755517060606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383113536869407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976631415674868,0.0,0.15820793111793768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371647932890842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650278097575173,0.0,0.18819294765406566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496054001624191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177694893464836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903595834467775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051835307793806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717712841356988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769674240089995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121935956337406,0.12592241177519606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606751061899153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576309264731867,0.5026929098876691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610608877844698,0.0,0.16877637825994765,0.0,0.1274628282734397,0.0,0.0,0.11719033579855435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999644766774842,0.10608969935103824,0.16267034848058312,0.13144300622079133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814299114223916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132415519753088
socialanxiety,Jany_G,2019/08/12,"Is this social anxiety? I feel like I am judged for everything I do, even when alone

Like, I’d be in bed listening to music but I’d always have to keep my body and limbs in a certain position, control blinking, things I think about, everything. Its all me trying to make myself look “interesting” and “normal”

I should be comfortable when I’m alone, and I want to be

I am schizoid so I very much like my alone time but its usually ruined by this anxiety

I value my mindset and way of thinking highly but this fucking anxiety ruins everything. I have no idea what it is or how to get rid of it. It alters my way of thinking way too much and I cant even grasp it.

I’m just rambling at this point, but you understand it, I hope

Any help would be appreciated, thank you in advance!",2.3871428571428552,4.293766936305737,4.26637397634213,84.44867834394906,77.0891719745223,7.797816196542312,25.863967242948128,8.634040054169528,1.9196464058234757,607,23,124,13,14,206,93,157,0.13,0.6609999999999999,0.209,0.9449,0,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,2,9,11,1,0,1,0,14,2,1,3,2,29,30,14,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,13,5,0,2,7,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,20,8,15,24,3,14,0,2,1,1,5,6,1,2,7,85,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089308035123425,0.0,0.0,0.10951166932439507,0.0,0.0,0.08950062585347775,0.0,0.3020482996091767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461911849148048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761397115971134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738568775662767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35485295003552153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665469465182351,0.094023589391958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167310891026555,0.06876180156424902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821670270254156,0.13905523048897867,0.0,0.130720343351672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857384958906306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698273096345635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928968236888051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105208742441687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785198554117057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193499824648362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895174795644193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441581498572495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416178878568474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117058291357788,0.0,0.0,0.08743711846006683,0.2529948322759181,0.0,0.0,0.07674397502513444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935586152364514,0.0,0.0,0.13701266111503269,0.0,0.0,0.1449519473681677,0.1085936261159027,0.07762812651140068,0.3134022730175442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349333924219784,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blackandwhite75,2019/08/12,"Social anxiety destroyed me I've always been an extremely shy and reserved person, but it got worse since I was 15 (I'm 21). 
I've never had any friends, I was mentally and physically abused by my narcissistic brother when I was younger. My classmates were judging me, because I was too quiet. Later, when I was 15, I was in new school. After a few months, my classmates started bullying me (mentally).
Depressions started. I had problems in school because of it. Since I've never had friends, I've never talked about the bad things I've came through. I started to hate myself and other people. I always feel anger/rage inside me. I have a bad temper. Almost everything makes me angry. Of course, I can control myself on public, but not at home. I'm full of hate and anger. Especially when people are staring at me (I'm super ugly), which is very often. 

As I said, I'm super ugly, so I don't think I'll ever be in a relationship (I've never had a boyfriend), but I don't care about relationships, you know. The thought about having a relationship makes me anxious and uncomfortable, so I don't mind it. 

So yeah, my problem is that I'm full of hate, anger and negative thoughts. I feel like I'm evil deep down. Thoughts about causing pain to people who hurt me, yelling at them, insulting them and (weirdly) dominating them (I don't think I'm capable of it, though). I'm trying to be good. I want to help people. I know (or hope) I'm not a bad person. These are just thoughts. I don't think I'm capable of hurting someone, but I do have problems with hatred and anger.

It's sad I don't know what it's like to have a friend or best friend. When I see BFFs on TV or IRL, I almost cry. There must be so much love, happiness and fun I've never experienced and I'm sad and angry at the same time.",1.7819999999999998,3.975891866666668,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,80.33333333333334,6.333333333333332,24.44444444444445,7.492282038375204,1.237694444444445,1392,52,282,21,36,468,166,360,0.35100000000000003,0.522,0.126,-0.9988,0,0,0,0,2,0,66.0,0,1,3,4,18,38,10,0,11,1,32,2,0,4,7,56,71,28,0,6,10,1,2,2,4,1,1,3,1,2,13,13,0,1,12,1,0,1,14,23,0,0,19,8,42,15,30,48,6,32,0,5,2,1,22,13,0,7,20,174,55,2,0.0,0.09702535801402587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400048868574346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627681431533833,0.0,0.0,0.055687490866436616,0.0,0.06264504396965677,0.09251153163146672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051222830492343,0.0998378404907704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593770454368531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365947428549856,0.08349153715917855,0.08412280625181287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184574512554036,0.0,0.0,0.08995148421445934,0.0,0.0,0.07053108186724673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407350524850509,0.0,0.0,0.07359676808808722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281131983345713,0.05850168896099171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530696927778237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868480876647973,0.06549430544053343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717261802288488,0.0,0.2425460108590824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488863099189209,0.0,0.08214158391848984,0.08133449187686134,0.0,0.0,0.17532824881671846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501255309081658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001389193203849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390823569171884,0.0,0.10932340630626236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505018544035688,0.0,0.08268478775548851,0.0,0.06536320958819683,0.0,0.06019801322620605,0.0,0.3157901485293325,0.07908913765798829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871359242996497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270867510215033,0.1430050503878015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23507082805238105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637551906408146,0.0,0.0,0.07789541907843661,0.0,0.0,0.1657525641802126,0.06525512153431905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547925003720102,0.0,0.0,0.08347576697238603,0.06938448676905938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738848753017227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581946868827163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440357192142814,0.15741395411787956,0.08045576189677267,0.2600436357400022,0.047750274006605184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559741817455917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756719860688642,0.04830039505153063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345213090122942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,uranian91,2019/08/12,"Feel terrible after encountering homeless guy stupid anxiety got in the way...i gave him money before going into the bakery and gave him a bit more cash when i walked out the door. but when i got home, i thought it would have been easier to buy him some bread instead of giving him cash. i forgot cause of course the soc anxiety makes me lose my train of thought. 
i feel like shit. i hate this anxiety",3.0528571428571425,5.096942278481016,4.046871609403259,86.14962025316456,75.58227848101266,7.552260397830018,22.678119349005428,8.418075326091056,1.351465099457504,316,9,63,6,7,102,57,79,0.249,0.643,0.10800000000000001,-0.9032,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,3,0,5,0,3,2,1,2,0,13,16,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,3,1,1,4,0,4,2,0,5,0,0,8,2,12,1,8,7,3,8,0,1,0,0,8,3,1,1,4,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766801999285362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674126024828474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226759556094634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133697712362086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004330639828686,0.1483841605708396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924911522803496,0.11804327320908335,0.0,0.33224057997517964,0.0,0.0,0.2056601438924744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050652260947453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834458276634474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147394373740266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236824475234025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386443892783688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132057193277796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297883983041787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486619121661591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754734159941396,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,seannyt1,2019/10/11,"I’m A Men’s Communication Coach And I’m Here To Answer Your Most Pressing Communication/Public Speaking/Social Skills Questions! As someone who was crippled by MASSIVE amounts of social anxiety throughout a large portion of my life, I’m here to answer some of your most important questions regarding communication. 

It took time for me to master the art of influence and effective communication, but, I’m definitely qualified to answer and advise upon a majority of questions and situations regarding communication.

***Also, I’m offering a free 30 min call for the first 10 action takers to message me where we’ll do a deep dive into a specific sticking point in your life that relates to communication and overcoming anxiety.***",5.5292457142857145,8.967589016000002,7.3385428571428575,58.35170000000002,74.84,9.971428571428572,36.128571428571426,9.957137785484203,5.175057142857144,597,34,79,20,14,206,79,125,0.011000000000000001,0.888,0.10099999999999999,0.8895,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,4,4,1,0,0,8,0,3,2,0,2,0,18,9,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,7,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,7,2,18,6,6,11,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,6,3,52,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487786371618351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31544622092312674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052745950479876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537212705926514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912546299216165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490176924236602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6928886765479899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23174904421320666,0.0,0.21016918148268168,0.1746911866850302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022214790625155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290677203850656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mindersinds,2019/10/11,"Socializing is draining. Making small talk, finding “the right thing” to say, making sure you’re not looking awkward, making sure you’re not saying anything that sounds weird or that could potentially make a fool out of you, pretending to show interest while already thinking of an adequate response, thinking how should I react to what’s being shared with me... overthinking that I said too much, maybe too little; that I look strange, that what I’m sharing is uninteresting, that maybe I’m asking too many questions, that maybe my joke wasn’t funny, that maybe I’m gonna make someone mad with the things I say or how I express myself. 

It’s just torture. 

Please, please tell me you can relate.",11.89015748031496,8.776052346456693,10.111275590551184,67.80990551181104,57.03149606299213,12.364724409448819,42.722834645669295,9.888512548439397,4.239124094488188,556,22,95,7,5,170,83,127,0.098,0.701,0.201,0.8752,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,6,11,2,1,4,0,7,0,0,8,2,24,22,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,13,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,7,11,6,8,16,1,5,0,0,2,0,14,4,0,3,1,55,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193142809968365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058403625711616,0.0,0.12023899955290553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268975326660963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755308639403834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890745101321785,0.0,0.0,0.21601081565117852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292623267573606,0.13039687227088778,0.5168499622457963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454787440947618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823644333979147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407983618741996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983772796452518,0.12234367723111825,0.3068428408474767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110825273057392,0.10897628325964667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424389252045416,0.0,0.0,0.10337701405281682,0.11241642829947794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708940813752592,0.16482442931917482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Whoevencaresa,2019/10/11,"Do you guys feel like you will never find love I’m not trying to be dramatic but I’m 15 I’ve never holded hands with a boy or dated or texted or had a conversation longer than 10 seconds with a boy never kissed or anything and I’m scared that I will never be in a relationship, yes I’m young but I feel like it will never happen, since I have social anxiety I already am so scared to speak to anyone. And I’m already not attractive, Boring, scared to talk to anyone so I don’t think it’s going to happen ever. And sometimes I just cry because I know it will never happen. And i see all these people at school with relationships and me never and I feel like wayyyy too ugly. And I get so sad that sucks.",1.4863899613899605,3.410111770270273,3.681505791505792,87.49689189189192,79.94594594594594,5.850193050193052,18.679536679536678,6.868970318607317,0.1877455598455597,554,12,115,6,14,190,80,148,0.235,0.677,0.08800000000000001,-0.9776,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,6,12,1,3,4,1,11,3,1,0,9,35,29,16,0,0,9,0,4,3,0,4,0,1,0,3,6,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,1,6,13,6,12,22,1,13,0,1,1,2,12,2,1,4,13,76,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479481467178419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859426277197949,0.0,0.0,0.15710666294700626,0.0,0.09244929787161936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848368054304965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340428597082273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162131402694947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041306016671318,0.24077509839991704,0.0,0.0,0.10268011215913754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869494965697655,0.0,0.06384751717664308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112379317580227,0.29803550502906395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174116286785258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465638040076774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139458100718854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6065247437625416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788498046466351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24123019393081455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374269451746221,0.11369782838560498,0.08952338862672653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293187466947812,0.0,0.0,0.11452026066111533,0.0,0.0,0.1111107980206611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902976155133796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198531067201741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627400205309612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,liscensetokhalil,2019/10/11,"What’s a good part-time job for somebody with social anxiety? I’m 20 years old and never had a job. I’m trying to step out of my comfort zone though, and want to start working, but how am I supposed to get hired with no prior experience and no resume? 

I’ve heard maybe getting a job as a dishwasher would be a good idea, but every available position is looking for somebody with job experience. How am I even supposed to apply?",5.681395348837206,5.5881871395348846,6.75986046511628,77.23281395348839,67.13953488372093,9.205581395348837,33.47906976744186,8.841846274778883,2.765723720930233,338,14,65,5,5,114,58,86,0.084,0.805,0.111,0.316,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,1,15,14,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,3,3,12,10,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,39,4,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778081049931314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032460415293008,0.0,0.14073363293036656,0.0,0.0,0.3267832656367353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453709383515567,0.0,0.0,0.2802009537234011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856143481746054,0.0,0.0,0.6630232220216812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026677428363993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780844230945666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288271779211194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527443832720244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088190943429155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027047129138967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822776334543117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641103878782336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340535030122255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852117958622636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160298659819475,0.0,0.0,0.11865640045098592,0.0,0.0,0.1075646364973564
socialanxiety,DoctorInYeetology,2019/10/11,"How do y'all deal with anxiety AFTER socializing? Since I've started meds for my ADHD, my energy has increased immensely and I spend much more time socializing. It's all wonderful, I talk, I listen, I make people laugh, I get nothing but positivity back. I can't believe I'm saying this, but I think I'm the center of the conversation a lot. 

But somehow when I'm on my own again, the anxiety hits. 

Did I talk to much? Why didn't I listen to them more? Do I come across self-centered? Am I self-centered? Do they think I'm trashy because I swear? Do they even like having me around? Do they think I'm obnoxious and are just to nice to tell me to take a hike?

It goes on and on. And it's exhausting. I've never had anxiety after socializing, only before and sometimes during. After was always a relief to be alone again. 

Does anyone relate? How do you deal?",1.108815028901731,3.5163909075144524,3.607777456647401,84.60322687861274,85.01156069364163,6.465780346820811,20.788728323699427,7.734863291789972,1.0857886705202309,669,21,133,13,20,232,100,173,0.124,0.764,0.11199999999999999,-0.2876,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,4,0,10,5,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,3,2,23,33,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,4,3,23,4,17,27,8,18,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,3,11,91,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508130573527766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422646364672127,0.0,0.0,0.11429540908782958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152425141639567,0.0,0.0,0.09604604981515334,0.0,0.0,0.12228046927633596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056221794922984,0.0,0.08373402972961731,0.0,0.11688414841969196,0.15475888116520134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118324393933221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832264511442479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120205592844541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090725687348023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176548661788389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671076775387492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677946461070195,0.0,0.0,0.09168957690584126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257717636808976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195237414467188,0.0,0.10594132066676616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180164564219826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104469278966623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522886646869436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923503143333284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865950943604331,0.0,0.0,0.11362649166485103,0.0,0.0,0.4200669196574552,0.0,0.0,0.13585360469776575,0.0,0.09722486815601923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327842539990664,0.2208112403409147,0.12005962444814325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640462704155077,0.0,0.0,0.08009634109896598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394699519392705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896221457429498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dreamingplays,2019/10/11,"Friends don’t want you to change I got my friends because of the way that I was. Passive, unassertive, quiet and reserved. Always a people pleaser because I’m afraid of being judged. Never saying no to anyone’s requests. Never standing up for myself and staying quiet because of my fear of socializing and confrontation.

The minute I break through my social anxiety and become more assertive, I realize most of my friends don’t like it. They like the guy that’s always selfless, helping them out, putting others before themselves and staying quiet. Being nice. and saying yes to everything. Being a god damn pushover. And there’s a pressure to try and keep you the way that you are.

I think this pressure is one of the strongest things holding people back from changing. Your loved ones and friends not liking the new you, not being used to it. It’s one of the final barriers to true change, and once you get past it you’ll finally be free.",4.6697904761904745,6.9633023028571435,4.603428571428573,82.83790476190478,71.68571428571428,6.2666666666666675,31.095238095238088,7.0316486544052195,2.0151523809523804,753,34,126,7,15,232,103,175,0.083,0.6759999999999999,0.24100000000000002,0.9822,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,7,2,0,2,17,2,4,10,1,11,1,0,1,3,24,19,10,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,5,0,1,10,11,0,3,2,0,1,1,7,6,0,3,2,5,19,12,18,11,2,16,0,0,0,1,21,2,1,1,10,89,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976456538152372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085566562347737,0.0,0.0,0.08304394928714676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132372371625096,0.0,0.2171959554356716,0.13116771704031333,0.10106111924974576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769160434764259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673922354685672,0.0,0.0,0.13364476994358604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602046975332209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670332707818846,0.0,0.06205033359240444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498802041274396,0.0,0.0,0.11759701327035735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796063469337702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556467858176373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406920683457955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719095276045272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831993231954083,0.11470494376193392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648191487199648,0.2414367477257087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337558652691347,0.16467478200131114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939263430958967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889498169238356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421339627562552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531775093132368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890285369757655,0.07610045782568678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063431861653887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257569223712933,0.0,0.0,0.07005126446090948,0.18854184684875253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fade-together,2019/10/11,"I feel so isolated I’m a freshman in college and I’ve been here over a month. I have a few friends but it seems like they don’t like me or don’t want to hang out with me. Some of them I just get lunch with after class one day a week, although we have gone to a couple events/concerts together. How do I show that I want to hang out with them more often or get them to invite me to stuff? And I used to hang out with my roommate and this other girl on my floor, but now I’ve been seeing them hanging out without me. And whenever I invite them to do something they say they’re busy. I only have one other friend here and we’re not that close, he’s nice but I struggle to find stuff to talk about with him. I spend most of my weekends in my dorm alone, so I kind of secretly hate Saturdays. Fuck me",1.189210019267822,2.6721357052023147,2.6860346820809258,96.34716377649329,79.23121387283237,5.769402697495184,20.781888246628128,6.42735559955562,-0.0041989210019259815,619,16,149,5,15,202,96,173,0.098,0.769,0.133,0.4945,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,7,0,9,9,2,1,5,0,9,2,0,2,0,35,21,14,0,2,8,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,8,16,1,0,4,2,1,5,4,3,0,2,3,3,29,6,28,18,4,22,0,0,1,1,16,10,1,6,9,105,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719887952644505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106760096269516,0.0,0.12279343243233007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962728890310129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402382834833055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942079717955249,0.1760234289482619,0.1989542011444056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879823936736506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827421198773929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604143864400516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197692866266707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258042422926107,0.1448091758340912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514151818653382,0.0,0.0,0.1517256115906175,0.17333468016730766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658063526222007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904933927411747,0.4359290971190877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530377831883341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444605310204646,0.0,0.0,0.22460787159541973,0.0,0.15272886768298974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835405750447145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,popcornlegend,2019/10/11,"Aggressive selling techniques, ugh. Anyone else ever feel uncomfortable when the employees of stores park themselves directly at the entrance to their store with that expectant grin on their face and a handful of ads and samples to hand out? I completely understand that their bosses make them do it, and I don't blame the employees at all, but I won't even walk into the Bath and Body Works at my local mall anymore thanks to the 6 or 7 beaming aproned employees they always have milling around right at the entrance, waving enthusiastically and descending upon you the second you set foot in the store. I always feel awkward trying to get past them and their sales pitches ""HI HOW CAN I HELP YOU LOOKING FOR ANYTHING SPECIAL TODAY? LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS SALE AND THAT SALE AND THIS UPCOMING SALE OH MY GOD THOSE CANDLES ARE HALF OFF RIGHT NOW I LOVE THAT SCENT I HAVE IT AT HOME!!!""  I know the mall is probably not doing well, but it's gotten to the point where they even ignore my having headphones in and will step directly in front of me and just start talking loudly until I take them out and listen. It's not just that one store either, Macy's and Yankee Candle and Sephora are all big on this sort of sales tactic and it drives me nuts. I can handle one simple ""Hi, let me know if I can help you find anything,"" but the aggressive sales tactics can be so unnerving for an anxious person like me. Anyone else feel this way?",4.462382216323822,6.373025868613143,4.770922362309225,83.04035169210357,71.33576642335767,7.317584605175848,26.688122096881226,8.00094639256281,1.689151824817518,1144,39,209,16,22,360,159,274,0.066,0.79,0.14300000000000002,0.9832,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,9,1,13,11,2,1,13,0,18,6,5,3,3,45,33,23,0,2,10,0,5,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,15,19,0,1,7,3,11,4,4,5,1,4,1,10,33,6,30,27,3,35,0,0,1,1,23,22,0,3,8,148,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298955480918773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560646202076747,0.13700279975941038,0.1931885054748504,0.2830919216322987,0.22736326204117546,0.12297841063595535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344804252154376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448424892119669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308049777368785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248704637697466,0.1249601348090432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955091139646928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626210141516972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217510314618361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185191471774426,0.0,0.13857078000355566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184184753186564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28252541007830834,0.0,0.06749070864731035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600707539528213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468132923576085,0.0,0.0922129143476037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872213643507332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187511135058122,0.0,0.12062295631132115,0.0,0.0,0.1305917540746922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489437625066751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23595028889300226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777979943058183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386790861885034,0.11103578334457187,0.12074488987130225,0.12718543029881407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094538400133535,0.0,0.0,0.0937914419848232,0.0,0.0,0.14381390137183478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965313525201112,0.0,0.0,0.124209018465129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057126433992296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,beffjerkoff,2019/10/11,Uppers are the best thing for social anxiety I have tried meth and crack and cocaine and it all took it away I wouldn’t depend on it tho I only do it maybe once every year at social events just don’t take a lot or it will make it 10 times worse,0.8038888888888921,2.474656055555556,2.388666666666669,97.17300000000004,81.03703703703705,5.060740740740742,14.503703703703707,5.6839178017228535,-1.016091851851852,193,2,46,1,5,63,42,54,0.08900000000000001,0.833,0.078,0.1027,0,0,2,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,1,10,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,6,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,3,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923273225875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362071857866239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26383840726823243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21182306414979976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137390810501216,0.0,0.0,0.1678175694250698,0.0,0.2525742972739261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267742554920926,0.0,0.1912079984159175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125599646961196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902840333159573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702507754504647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465987055090607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793248321311673,0.1706903196599219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562074169543115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618992590655499
socialanxiety,TypicalKoshou,2019/10/11,"Is this normal? I have been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder a month (or longer) ago. I notice that I sometimes get very confident in my speaking ability and speak or be more comfortable performing, but after like 5 minutes I regret speaking, or doing anything. I always wish it never happened and that I wasn't stupid enough to talk. I always think they hate what I say or that I could have messed up speaking. I don't know if this is a normal thing.",5.4720689655172405,6.6918653448275895,6.0695977011494255,77.37267241379313,67.9655172413793,9.018390804597699,30.59195402298851,9.2995712137729,2.8254919540229886,363,14,63,7,6,118,63,87,0.162,0.6579999999999999,0.18,0.1548,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,2,0,10,1,0,0,1,17,16,8,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,5,12,2,5,12,2,6,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,5,5,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811106854678281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400086999645056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629848750393724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813176198482607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631268897335244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073728658348696,0.0,0.0,0.23415980218169505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110940737612235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674483779359903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806728507704432,0.0,0.0,0.20171627445234824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122847954386778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981675720699174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308027179271187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757837956881487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003657003067293,0.0,0.23261111195718195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247748411175789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082708430587848,0.0,0.0,0.2020702663712577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421863171287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357361327777112,0.13091518701546406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685791928288808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234949268167825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sarahberry490,2019/10/11,Does anyone else get a flushed face when a person strikes conversation? I probably look like a red raspberry when people are talking to me which is extremely embarrassing but I can’t help it! I’m so fucking awkward,4.17625,6.964816124999999,5.420000000000004,74.01500000000001,75.25,9.0,35.0,9.516144504307137,4.0875,175,10,29,5,4,58,35,40,0.168,0.6990000000000001,0.132,-0.1143,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,2,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,7,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,0,3,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387846406120516,0.3499069605667794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988488266012348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852793106137868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31571111537806323,0.17841958064262575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289001559558623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683958053703835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28677387134012217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367530023294371,0.29818450328155394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681946057209201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27448464965181696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kat101691,2019/10/11,"was able to talk to strangers in public without having an anxiety attack I went camping in my fave small town recently like every year (for my bday) and i started seriously imagining what it would be like to live in one. I looked at statistics and info online but i thought I would ask the people there to get first hand info on the town. Without thinking too much about it, I went around this no traffic light town and interviewed people about living there. I got back to my campsite and told my mom and she pointed out that I didn’t freak out and was proud of me. I didn’t think about it until she mentioned it but she’s right, I managed to talk to complete strangers and hold a short conversation with them without panicking afterwards or even thinking about it. Usually I get my fill of people after talking to one stranger a day and talk myself out of conversing with people in general but I managed to hold short conversations with multiple that day and not get overwhelmed. I feel like maybe it’s a sign that small town living is for me. I don’t know but I guess i’m proud of myself for not even thinking about what I was doing and focus on my mission. I can’t remember the last time I felt that kind of confidence.",5.7436250000000015,6.285884445833336,5.990000000000002,80.61500000000002,67.04166666666666,9.066666666666668,31.833333333333336,9.029198982220553,2.595908333333333,977,38,187,16,15,312,124,240,0.049,0.826,0.124,0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,12,10,1,1,7,0,13,1,1,0,0,46,33,16,0,2,10,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,17,0,2,12,0,0,3,10,4,0,3,11,5,32,6,41,19,1,37,0,1,1,0,17,21,0,2,16,134,45,3,0.111758751030643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549513864128852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948898264843364,0.10447934589121748,0.1271417133145009,0.0,0.0859355810865587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717692415641108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441502976879437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476312020677116,0.0,0.09416156785872452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650858249583805,0.07984047406674569,0.10730592710195372,0.0,0.0,0.09506193653468052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516800422350298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938368255540681,0.0,0.12311486405325366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637954129845612,0.0614196868226038,0.09109829833177363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379904180302365,0.0,0.29605507402587905,0.0,0.09384920370504753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122766868073886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089049848635806,0.0,0.0,0.08215554113422717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514612440751477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099177849022997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564814334465754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034828396657556,0.0,0.12660087885123286,0.09544136274072793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910341919862386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593098029287288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864419801594143,0.0,0.08872396474470075,0.06516742646603642,0.0,0.0,0.106790275925838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308647510283563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720296373684075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231943436196271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878042043390886,0.0,0.0,0.07196897150915098
socialanxiety,LonerDev1234,2019/10/11,"I can't talk to people and it is taking a toll one at many different levels. I am an introverted 21M currently in uni. I have an anxiety disorder and even the smallest of things can make me have huge reactions. 

Now throw me in a professional environment and I shine. I can talk to people, I can work with a team. But this is because there is a topic of conversation and I know what to talk about and how. 

At a personal level though, I can't talk for shit. I have very few friends and even with my friends I don't talk alot. We talk for hours at a stretch sometimes when we are with one of those amazing conversationalists but a lot of times when I am with friends too, it just silence. 

And this is affecting me at so many levels. I don't have a lot of friends cause I can't talk. The friends I have talk to other people who actually know how to carry a conversation but they seem to drift away from me in the process. In some teams, people(students) are able to bond with each other so well and very few share that equation with me which also leads to me being left out in a lot of situations. 

And now today, a friend of mine who is going through some rough stuff texted me and I talked to her for a bit. Then I asked her if she wanted to be alone for a while and she said she doesn't mind talking. And I didn't know what yo say. My conversation with her ended literally 10 texts after her saying she doesn't mind talking. So I can't even console a friend who needs me there because...I never know what to say. Just like what do you say to people??

I am not sure why I came here all I know is that I had to share this with someone somewhere. Thanks for reading so far and if you have advice or consoling words to offer, I really appreciate it!",3.3692221984143984,4.3965427520891405,4.618955431754872,86.5399694664667,72.7325905292479,7.862909792157702,25.228305121062785,8.263242389622931,1.2959859867152348,1364,41,302,21,26,451,167,359,0.023,0.823,0.154,0.9937,2,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,2,1,4,23,15,1,0,20,0,33,1,1,6,3,61,48,31,0,4,9,0,1,1,7,0,0,5,0,1,21,26,0,0,6,3,0,5,11,1,1,2,4,7,47,14,49,42,11,36,0,0,1,0,49,18,1,10,14,226,68,6,0.072354397254102,0.0,0.07060745447272118,0.0,0.0,0.07070387959838365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493733461075305,0.0,0.05786178534318165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055350915856693834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676415943069115,0.0,0.06797933798134,0.0,0.0,0.0441065689968653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789922621768873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275415502732889,0.0,0.07432789691596994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075594945282093,0.08292440774420534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408452004424277,0.0,0.0,0.14336819098728548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913057948497358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112067136724522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125450661185652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882042249947476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861326432269096,0.0,0.0,0.035348703736580056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453936338311908,0.0,0.0,0.04829712200821554,0.14671200468790674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611463061305946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053649868764677984,0.05580417166946623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805842425179692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006457151510573,0.06317706884307925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237397738157056,0.0,0.04635207962120589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882560077890343,0.2301564831572839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586872581902012,0.0,0.0,0.07427074902070842,0.0,0.08132937404401777,0.0,0.0,0.06130564599450682,0.0,0.07156034898145412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828284742180691,0.0,0.0,0.06819316313287217,0.0,0.05440150211924366,0.6397129615469014,0.0,0.06661420787172903,0.0,0.0,0.048069046502467634,0.0,0.07108782793881496,0.0,0.04219043089751637,0.0,0.06858350841927897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193999106002314,0.042676498138261125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650552925452239,0.0,0.06528858951525418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526748629376985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JMcCarthyy,2019/10/11,"i struggle to make real, close friends, help? i struggle to make friends who care about me, i belong to a group but none of them really care about me

it just seems like nobody understands me and that i'm no fun to be around, is there something wrong with me?

my 'friends' are so blunt with me but they all have a laugh with eachother, what can i do?",2.3979342723004717,4.0588592394366225,2.6531690140845083,97.11712441314556,76.32394366197184,5.860093896713615,23.10093896713615,6.42735559955562,0.2545192488262913,270,8,62,2,6,82,50,71,0.11699999999999999,0.593,0.29100000000000004,0.9454,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,6,11,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,2,1,15,13,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,12,8,11,12,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873776093638801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292100267517128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4878640397415257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108466305680534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283307106678256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810027443610244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957971661329974,0.13484304073215742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916190028834432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620427899590393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400923794303503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912386810818454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23013394334849116,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tylerjamesmccane,2019/10/11,Having your s/o make your phone calls for you I cant count the times he's had to pretend to be me on the phone,-1.9277777777777767,-0.3598652592592586,0.5940740740740758,106.83333333333336,90.48148148148148,3.6,12.703703703703706,3.1291,-1.917607407407408,86,1,25,0,3,29,23,27,0.06,0.94,0.0,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7551885500252299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936719152281942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312520075613765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tbrautigan,2019/10/11,"Anyone else feel terrible whenever they talk to someone they don’t know very well? I always feel like I’m making a fool of myself, even when I’m just sharing information. In most cases I can’t pick out exactly what I said wrong, if anything, but I always just feel stupid, lame, etc. I refrain from interacting with people often because this feeling is just so unpleasant. It’s been really getting me down and holding me back lately.

Can anyone relate and, if so, do you have any strategies to overcome it?",6.342187499999998,7.033115510416664,6.997916666666665,73.38875,65.77083333333334,9.316666666666668,32.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,3.056554166666667,403,16,68,7,6,133,74,96,0.19699999999999998,0.732,0.071,-0.9424,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,0,10,8,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,1,23,17,8,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,5,11,3,8,15,2,6,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,4,4,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452611577843109,0.0,0.0,0.14108583083076315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901338787309218,0.21257620130836768,0.17072906313649375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953062450299393,0.0,0.12647099424692465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331347757106114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313824430725541,0.13703112007974466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419609635094445,0.1482156811816246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839383312239906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401937208894793,0.0,0.2340337310069726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013587274771472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138486968688908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383267426867266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290976216089614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735024414999186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578755677927052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675548278870436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711834058967316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653927785232524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22683445515258766,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hyewyy,2019/10/11,"Alone in Korea I recently moved to Korea and I can barely speak the language and I’m so damn lonely. I want to make friends but I don’t know how to approach anyone and I’m too scared to just go to a random foreigner and say hi. I need someone to approach me first but because I am Asian I feel like no EnglIsh speakers will approach me first. I also am chubbier than most Koreans so I feel self conscious all the time. I wear big hoodies and joggers and I feel like that’s contributing to why I can’t make friends. Does anyone here live in Korea that is willing to befriend me? Or any advice on how I can make friends, preferable near my age (I’m 20) in Seoul?",0.7286222627737224,3.0614298686131387,2.3917107664233583,93.165960310219,86.08029197080292,4.592883211678832,24.62089416058394,5.985473137389443,0.6265770072992702,520,22,108,4,16,170,83,137,0.09,0.775,0.135,0.8024,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,1,1,3,0,9,1,1,5,1,26,22,14,0,3,4,0,3,2,3,2,0,3,0,1,2,6,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,3,0,2,0,6,17,5,14,20,2,16,0,1,0,0,7,6,1,3,7,67,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062893703798082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808454899748471,0.0,0.1396372445798944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874222530931786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441857002597138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644192407936176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528042377607876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648673942253226,0.2494858584396556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29704995014764096,0.0,0.0,0.4047146586859732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923608839480977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596225142164097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706133179255143,0.0,0.15418569581432853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349664826190551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558504365639644,0.0,0.12947267012139246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240839733572322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885856156903542,0.17481718756840972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215851651912465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794827766012128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181772793953127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299074895462078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756027382055499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Elliehasquestions,2019/10/11,"Am I shy or introverted or is this anxiety related? I know that a reddit thread is not the best way to determine that, but I just need an opinion on this. 

When I was a kid I was really extroverted. I was never afraid to go on my own and meet people on the way, easily expressed what I had in mind and could hold conversations with people of all ages. I also had mostly good relationships and many good friends around. 

Now, however, at 19 years old, I feel that I completely lost that part of myself. 

And there are a lot of situations where I feel that sth is wrong

\- I use any alternative I can find instead of going and asking others for information or directions, although I know that asking them would solve my problem a million times faster and easier

\- I always get extremely conscious in situations like arriving late/getting up/leaving in the middle of sth like a presentation. There have been times where I literally just waited 30mins for the class to have a break and then got in or I was not feeling good but still stayed till the end of an event because I couldn't bring myself to just get up and leave.

\- I always need to know exactly what and how I want to order, sometimes when I don't I even mess up and try to end it as quickly as possible and end up taking the wrong thing

\- When I'm in class sometimes my heart starts racing, especially when waiting for my turn to answer a question

\- Most of the times I do know the answer to a question but it takes me so much time to figure out how I should say it that I just don't. 

\-I really don't like small talk... but that's not because I don't like talking, I just dislike that most of the times you end up knowing nothing about the other person and basically the other person asks questions while not really caring about the answer. The whole conversation sounds too superficial, so there've been many times where I just avoided people so as not to engage in that. 

\- When I'm with many people for a big amount of time, unless I feel extremely comfortable with them, I just feel the need to escape. But like a very intense need to escape. 

\- There are times where, even if I like the people, I just don't feel like going out (which I believe is normal?) 

\- I do have friends that I love a lot and they always come to me for advises and stuff but at the same type it feels that they don't know a lot of things about me. And that makes me feel really disconnected from them. And that is basically my fault because they want to know about me but I'm just incapable of describing some things. 

However, what I find weird is that there are people that describe me as extroverted. Or that I'm good at adapting according to the person I am talking to. Or that I'm charismatic, because I have a balanced combination of being shy and being extroverted. And there are people that describe me as the most cheerful person they met...when in reality I spent the entire previous day (the day before one of them told me that) crying not able to bring myself to get up or go out. 

Also, surprisingly enough, I have 0 problem when it comes to job interviews. I went on two with no preperaton or even qualifications (mostly for the experience) and I felt quite confident. After the first one they even called me for a 2nd one, even though I was too young and didn't fulfill any of the qualifications. And on the second one I actually had fun and even laughed with the interviewer and although I was looking for an intership she offered me an actual job. 

And after all that I've been thinking... is this part of my personality? Or is it related to sth else. I am trying to work on it, but it's hard, like, really hard. And it sounds stupid as hell sometimes, I really don't know why I act like that.",4.826516393442624,5.818099678961753,5.869053551912567,79.0598262295082,69.28688524590164,9.134688524590164,27.61814207650273,9.3871,2.264556633879781,2943,95,577,60,50,977,278,732,0.096,0.768,0.136,0.9878,4,1,0,0,0,0,87.0,0,1,9,5,49,36,2,2,43,0,49,2,1,4,4,136,108,69,0,14,34,0,11,9,2,2,0,3,0,6,45,36,0,4,29,0,1,10,17,12,0,8,19,15,79,24,90,83,20,85,1,1,1,1,42,32,1,23,47,432,124,9,0.05223914403915718,0.0,0.10195573799019114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355124922926217,0.13040145789346874,0.0,0.0,0.07104881860641138,0.0,0.039962802205130266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046503913536540105,0.1465096437315697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737798936026073,0.0,0.04445166398256031,0.05885562650609626,0.0548217587700264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053342006750425636,0.0,0.05326128890436496,0.0,0.0,0.0899987940396118,0.05477174863374935,0.0,0.0,0.041708705777429314,0.0,0.05738224676578563,0.0673798525373924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043639101664161295,0.0,0.18507350487708799,0.05397700019587024,0.0,0.20702077175257244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109990677613359,0.0,0.0,0.21130944669482107,0.037319654939448416,0.05015777046933242,0.0,0.09549126251980038,0.044434589233327985,0.0,0.0,0.08071966619970641,0.0,0.10917118667720574,0.0,0.11875483763599927,0.1752628622025734,0.04178041562474083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359202449099968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190363720807328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036785796534098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296741391382361,0.0,0.05892802985312416,0.11062742160104057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296926636879985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043867724228270434,0.0,0.057025196650394676,0.13323555651786725,0.04714786704769378,0.0,0.0348700342897388,0.1588868783935014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274664377354843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038401781581730896,0.15493865354097758,0.04029004832407515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511832697378893,0.05012486760307717,0.0,0.05481619409921446,0.0,0.14159438384242756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313980465396613,0.0,0.2535123146857217,0.22806602808637594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889178582852628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997161158993606,0.0,0.0,0.17555939044081753,0.055562759928984316,0.0,0.0,0.20079439998729695,0.0,0.0,0.056085290744152735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041542664065650735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174379732686964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499754761854234,0.0,0.03697513502431424,0.05567997690645925,0.041718247909724206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980132181912445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855467015151088,0.12596353558520335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411609823444376,0.033472734176105426,0.05132469378585063,0.0,0.2436885198824057,0.0,0.0,0.049916740788751225,0.0,0.07093389947022798,0.05682118786676948,0.05103005308174816,0.0,0.0,0.0451178478721911,0.0,0.04310276475804905,0.06162400124769349,0.08293000201255121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048426209885887306,0.04713770221625902,0.05832313875233465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03803071902570914,0.0,0.0,0.03710918911115348,0.11423060673720227,0.0,0.033640296033602746
socialanxiety,koalaray,2019/10/11,"Friendless Joined a new job.Feel scared being there. I just fell anxious when my boss asks me something and I can't reply properly.Theres another girl with me as well.So these days when he calls us for something he just looks at her and explains and ignores me totally. At the end of the day I feel useless.I don't understand why I'm being ignored.Am I going to be a failure in my career just as I am in my personal life.
 Personality wise I'm shy and quiet.Not really a fun person to be around with.I don't really have any friends.Nobody ever remember my birthday or wishes me.No one ever really cares about me and I feel so unwanted. Other girls of my age have so many friends and people to hang out. I feel as if I am abnormal or sth. I really want to be talkative but I can't really find any thing to say.Im not funny or humorous .I can't crack on the spot jokes. This also makes me concerned about my marriage.How will I find a guy ? I mean I don't even know how to talk .. Will I be a spinster or sth .. 
Thanks for reading my boring rants. I'm thinking of keeping a diary cos it feels good to rant out like this.Papet has more tolerance than poeple.",0.21717630853994765,2.5200503595041326,2.8179834710743816,89.22667217630855,88.79338842975207,6.036584022038567,20.46336088154269,7.42949916751922,0.8735400550964187,905,30,190,17,30,313,141,242,0.115,0.7659999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.4474,1,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,0,16,12,0,1,9,0,19,1,0,4,3,44,40,21,0,4,10,0,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,6,5,10,0,2,12,2,0,3,7,3,0,1,0,5,29,9,27,32,2,20,0,0,1,0,15,8,0,5,10,118,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704427227651408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504554896231166,0.1272470012516872,0.0,0.13709197780234542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802803043148036,0.1134467119568571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391283851806202,0.0,0.12372533193490627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565225850219839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748088008342216,0.0,0.0,0.08015112610993146,0.21953767618340694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067933105252394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182505146204448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375540565837708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896651398998424,0.10178337892278276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015647148160476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107979779566512,0.0,0.12042204522304073,0.10786225720132117,0.0,0.0,0.06669128199461691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571373066963872,0.059285920918075136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019041944538237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100266921489996,0.12303076758453473,0.0,0.1321867072278895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720145708329865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223051160327416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412943576122127,0.3178767800238118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121383741014812,0.0,0.3887024751019912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746691572394387,0.0,0.0,0.09650310773011933,0.12149342247509433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684370565218092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753725812605099,0.0,0.11172360631195337,0.0,0.0,0.08062014694483642,0.07775675789866436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633056837802575,0.14597019324763552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157590593815974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910903431933126,0.0,0.10950031389265627,0.0,0.13954754814837464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ninjajuichi,2019/10/11,Trap in room When u so freaking hungry but ur parents friends are outside and u don't wanna go out and meet them and make things awkward but ur parents seem to forgot abt u how? Help,-0.29096491228069965,1.963793763157895,1.1642105263157916,97.99614035087721,98.21052631578951,2.533333333333333,22.12280701754386,3.1291,-0.34975087719298203,145,6,30,0,6,46,31,38,0.138,0.6809999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.5916,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,11,6,8,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728705575877041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072369155863934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367330703188145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575433714511554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7843423115982914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32152718730144897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346410246444765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nervousraisin,2019/10/11,"Name of youtuber? Hi, first time posting, but I was wondering if any of you guys know a youtuber from New Zealand that makes videos on social anxiety, depression etc... He makes it in a vlog/journal style and highlights his experiences with medication and life in general. I believe he lives in the North Shore, which is what he said in a Q and A video a while back.",4.881,6.1932079571428575,5.378571428571429,81.43642857142858,69.42857142857143,9.028571428571428,32.57142857142857,9.3871,2.9170857142857147,287,13,56,6,5,92,55,70,0.107,0.893,0.0,-0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,12,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,4,0,9,5,1,12,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,2,5,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376845820742533,0.0,0.18422956584367176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851786551341366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27132598117164675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20742120633167996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685822221489665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355719098900089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484462127750896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384534475713773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235047533004446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010098857229589,0.0,0.0,0.21265184828206346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215035444800629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426046662644947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23258914944235784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23064265309708906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290786042864337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454895604389573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042630815957646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611631637716963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ValuedAlien,2019/10/11,"My social anxiety has gotten so bad I’ve developed a fear of working (Ergophobia) Ergophobia can be a form of social anxiety as well as performance anxiety and boy do I have it. The possibility of even talking to a customer, I have a panic attack about it. I can’t even talk to my coworkers. 
The thought of work tomorrow and interacting with people has put me into tears",4.122723004694837,6.212044112676061,6.9742957746478895,66.13684272300472,72.66197183098592,10.930516431924882,32.960093896713616,10.864195022040775,4.5387446009389665,296,15,50,11,6,108,49,71,0.27699999999999997,0.696,0.027999999999999997,-0.9516,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,1,2,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,0,6,1,11,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,40,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617058779181461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288710106749845,0.0,0.0,0.16797668928605602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657546570952677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263831518285541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236041091880988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394727088530037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22679994209412185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224121655885302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101548431460299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234013275340551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971425075876616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088475738793627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929225103800691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pornhub0,2019/10/11,"I actually forgot how to substract in the middle of a class Three years ago, for whatever reason, my spanish teacher chose me to hang to the board and do a substraction (again, idrk how and why i ended up doing maths in spanish class but whatever). The thing is that this took me by total surprise as I was standing right to the board already when I was told to make this substraction, and all my classmates were watching every move I made, silently. I was unable to think. Literally, my mind was a blank piece of paper. I did understand maths and I was pretty normal with it but that day, that moment, I couldn't think. I couldn't improvise shit, when 30 people were staring at me, plus my social anxiety worsened everything.

The worst part was when all of my classmates began to laugh their asses off. It was a humiliation for me. I think not a single one of them took me seriously after that, never again.",6.713410404624278,6.8240544739884434,7.117693641618497,74.8454421965318,64.95375722543352,9.69456647398844,31.75086705202312,9.3871,2.7957102890173404,716,25,129,12,10,234,103,173,0.10300000000000001,0.809,0.087,-0.44299999999999995,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,7,5,1,0,10,0,15,2,2,5,4,27,26,13,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,5,0,0,4,4,3,0,2,16,2,23,2,23,8,7,25,0,0,2,1,4,7,2,0,13,104,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.17632270760836058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601665429231454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19939062995067808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382236964260675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652701723161565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003347202310858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223508818805906,0.0,0.1623882223640045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096872108428074,0.12060878537222965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244056157585756,0.0,0.0,0.19203979086920564,0.0,0.0,0.13935557821877725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703314952812074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243697919010828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956644823343591,0.0,0.12526437905759136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838218231681417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577449612717006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430418804647186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547077870498396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841858244766024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003922949441287,0.34732737385826945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265246791120414,0.40149584865348814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809968307383146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630403045291483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635535573215675
socialanxiety,Nate_Not_So_Gr8,2019/10/11,"What's the point of being quiet and brainy if you don't have friends? When I was just a kid I'm already having hardtime finding friends, even know and still. I'm definitely sure it's because I'm different from other people. Being quiet and perceptive is an poor habit of mine.

I got a lot of things going on my mind but everytime I force myself to share it with other people, there's this fear I feel and it sucks that I don't understand. That fear where it makes me suffocate, like someone is sitting in my chest. 

Yes, I'm aware that I've social anxiety and worst, anxiety disorder but I tried to fight it and I just got worst. After years of fighting, I stopped.

I realized that maybe it's just me. Maybe this is just who I am. I'm just born to be alone and hated,forever.

If ever devils exists, I'll gladly sell my soul to it to change me.",1.3500574712643676,3.5427027413793084,3.235172413793105,89.0854022988506,81.93103448275863,6.395402298850574,21.73563218390805,7.594959193182576,0.93643908045977,663,21,138,11,18,222,103,174,0.27699999999999997,0.64,0.08199999999999999,-0.9908,1,1,0,0,3,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,11,14,3,2,4,1,12,1,1,1,2,29,25,12,0,2,9,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,18,8,0,1,6,0,2,1,2,8,0,0,3,3,19,6,14,19,3,13,2,0,0,0,9,4,1,3,8,92,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987430023863245,0.1809991322274213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509482929320536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998450816523057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735104373881251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713650278339438,0.18798007443713585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833305475367593,0.14836464719068276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691341277012629,0.08293297454513003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991046671518307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534414670783656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321582239530568,0.0,0.2623620817479718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901405963280714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013143705717833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944315555578773,0.0,0.0,0.10948400883620676,0.0,0.3295584209600196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561251316815626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274203548485624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505104527065505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719679559216816,0.1389728333425377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309858483311954,0.13712729430048404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458604083568908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896698795280134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135818812014156,0.0,0.0,0.17074964564301826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562290927483807
socialanxiety,mh114713,2019/10/11,Talking with more enthusiasm Usually whenever people I know greet me by saying “ Hey mh114713” I usually freeze up and end up awkwardly saying “hey” in a monotone deep voice. I don’t know but for me it’s hard to open up and speak with a little more more emotion. I hate it because it often pushes people away thinking that I don’t enjoy their presence which is not the case at all. This only really happens to me at school. When I’m at home I loosen up and my voice is higher pitched and I talk normally.,2.7413091309130917,4.73281162376238,4.3252805280528035,84.04048404840485,76.32673267326732,7.261166116611661,26.073707370737075,8.167268648758528,1.7757119911991204,398,15,77,7,9,133,68,101,0.092,0.816,0.092,-0.2421,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,10,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,7,12,1,15,10,4,17,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,4,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903823582248052,0.0,0.0,0.12352448358842892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793722725210175,0.1794745640958835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791895604802256,0.0,0.18152125891308954,0.20006022159217504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325953936483745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272591656654425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309361654955127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853938641969146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411313389403505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28096334527887257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981324162543958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222871487527513,0.0,0.2050775516895467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257408549631092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984039783206436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463478959670473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hautecouture01,2019/10/11,"I really need help Hi everyone,  
I am really needing help because I am being bullied at my current job (it is not just social anxiety, they outright make rude comments towards me and very clearly compete with me). I used to be friends with these individuals and suddenly stopped hanging out with them because I saw how cynical they were. Now there is a new person at my job who is taking their side and knows that I lack social skills so they all gang up on me. I moved to a foreign country so I need to stay at this job for another 6 months. I'm a very nice and sweet person, but at work, I keep to myself and do not trust anyone. They spread lies and gossip about me because they didn't like that I was working very hard when I first started and also because of our fall-out.   


I cannot stop feeling like I cannot connect with anyone. I used to have very big dreams and goals, but now I am giving up on them. These coworkers are constantly judging me and I feel a pressure every second I am around them which is partially due to social anxiety and also because they are competing me because they do not like me (I think very differently from them).   


I don't know how to indirectly communicate with people (without coming off as overly direct and rude) so I don't say anything. I get defensive and I'm just miserable at this job and in my life in general now. I really want to connect with people and am a very good person but I have realized that I have come off as better than people which is never how I wanted to come off. I don't know myself anymore or how to be, and think that I have hints of narcissistic personality disorder which I am ashamed of. How do you re-build yourself and who you thought you were? I grew up very sheltered and any small stress is a major stressor for me. I am going to school online and working at a job that I'm not very good at but is very rewarding. I'm scared and just want to connect with others with social anxiety and I hate being so socially awkward. Thanks for listening.  -Stuck in a foreign country at a job I am so miserable in",4.548328743545612,5.382310207228919,5.8289113597246125,79.67076807228919,69.81927710843374,8.723752151462994,30.48407917383821,8.942964678507748,2.488950086058519,1636,65,317,29,28,550,184,415,0.159,0.721,0.12,-0.9577,8,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,3,12,10,22,25,5,7,9,0,37,1,0,8,3,79,72,40,0,7,13,0,3,3,1,0,1,2,0,4,16,33,0,4,9,1,0,7,12,13,0,2,7,7,61,12,56,61,3,50,0,2,1,0,36,27,0,2,18,233,77,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106360688882513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045222551194482916,0.06973146582417547,0.15261786788669413,0.0,0.06595052585740044,0.09299724931202746,0.0,0.054724161544879316,0.059199453330817726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24322815317191845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058814198139833414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185261419100353,0.0,0.07186330579093649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947876226555763,0.07621521769970238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560294536502324,0.06354398032389898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724919892033282,0.047507897785294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565652047655206,0.0,0.0,0.05137804271369535,0.0,0.034743713374193096,0.06379324156734817,0.037793708818276296,0.11155475789617507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957129480767465,0.06565537563543626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914763033512685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39594830440075773,0.05910860945850875,0.0,0.0,0.10964063920012612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046971197922617,0.09746620653581912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04438953220479837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307998341903192,0.07067939914229615,0.0,0.14792760799956844,0.05128920673704945,0.06422649900395389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383090088619196,0.23226233078961436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278055738448494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288378580568172,0.06657849971982598,0.06730195329894316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389439070312535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04706932414521752,0.07088057635719107,0.0,0.111194621227556,0.07617598149487949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050000023394785216,0.0,0.0,0.06122463208296872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522154003904289,0.0,0.05279388803069365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486998518514062,0.0,0.4938281372483958,0.11767097353176345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410401082467869,0.0,0.14523924578933925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Drogon546,2019/10/11,"Social Anxiety disorder diagnose I think I'm starting to understand what is wrong with the advice people give here. Lots of you don't have a clinical mental disorder. The really fucked up people are even afraid to write here so they stay away. Instead we have shy/introverted people who hate their personality for whatever reasons and think they are anxious to the same degree as a poor fucker who can't even make phonecalls without freaking out. Thats why this ""redpill"", ""conquer your fears bro"" advice is so common here and drugs disliked by many, but we could also thank the SSRIs for this.",6.253333333333334,8.14021674074074,6.282407407407407,74.06583333333336,66.77777777777777,9.103703703703703,31.092592592592588,9.516144504307137,3.124237037037037,480,19,77,10,8,152,82,108,0.195,0.762,0.043,-0.9068,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,2,2,3,1,9,8,3,2,6,0,9,5,0,2,0,17,19,7,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,8,1,13,18,2,6,0,0,0,2,14,3,2,1,2,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30829468699435514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614923751453205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067508442125445,0.1782078227125868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820734621696632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259471636887967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010863886747448,0.0,0.0,0.3615806441585493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293501547730132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837919039444314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750785033304473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583342507017408,0.0,0.15132411921834454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574129242974835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410981499058805,0.0,0.0,0.1052965282586232,0.1599294544390411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897063677859447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32808317043893104,0.13773752426905872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105598136572257,0.16218892695763845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080194997390218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165326989941644,0.1681360050596724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145231113779371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215424342756325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421891268612493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234102416473599,0.0,0.0,0.15206129580618155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247023920826768,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Snugchick420,2019/10/11,"Help? Hi there, 

I suffer from social anxiety (no duh, subreddit makes it obvious) and I really hate it. I’m very very very extroverted but I just have severe sa due to past trauma. I currently don’t have health insurance and am starting to drown. Some days I can’t even do my hw because “I’m not with someone rn, people are judging me, why don’t I have any friends, I’m so alone.” 
I’m constantly thinking people are judging me in the worst ways. Wish I wasn’t so lonely... 
A little background: I had a group of friends that turned into a really traumatic experience and ended up isolating myself. I try my absolute hardest at making friends but seem to fall short. Should I give my relationships time to develop? I’ve got a snap score of about 80,000... I’m going to a rave tomorrow and doing shrooms but idk anymore. I feel like I’m lost in my past trauma. My roommate tells me I have “social paranoia” where I think one thing but it’s actually the opposite. Like, I will think someone hates my guts and makes fun of me behind my back, when in reality they adore me. 

#drowning... is there any advice? Anywhere?
Sorry it’s long, it’s my first post",1.5894281824370324,4.106617309734517,3.5681415929203566,84.96275017018381,83.86725663716814,6.839754935330157,24.179033356024505,8.012643519586192,1.696141456773315,896,35,174,19,26,302,138,226,0.196,0.6709999999999999,0.134,-0.9279,1,3,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,2,10,15,2,0,7,1,17,2,1,3,1,25,40,12,2,2,6,0,1,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,8,0,2,4,1,29,7,18,34,2,27,0,3,0,0,12,9,0,2,16,102,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.116893313061283,0.0,0.0,0.11705294850608422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406159349671965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162916417647677,0.0,0.0916355359895456,0.0,0.11879497209767073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210761171439144,0.0,0.07302009421401186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944550927068502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725170110027789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609434825055,0.0,0.0,0.07911715534503154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717314822947245,0.0,0.0,0.060567119105352826,0.08557474437771602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188943658081576,0.0,0.0,0.27763780824750584,0.0,0.0,0.11490911184543222,0.06807682768507943,0.0,0.09580336133554758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365266513124714,0.0,0.12732632443596942,0.0,0.0,0.08028965744058962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704223365783517,0.12005648260084542,0.0,0.10600634758265257,0.0,0.0,0.13075996105441587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398731399549238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081169716214524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286975186022569,0.16608828749533053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147213425913231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534752440706228,0.0,0.0,0.12860473727766175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090481684350374,0.0,0.1353234549626848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24421234830190555,0.202987634186096,0.0,0.0,0.1340899964038245,0.0847847530522744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469775689538366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958012568688723,0.2302610253544159,0.0,0.0,0.06984785507313784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132645284004178,0.13029216467371885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965066061404525,0.0,0.09508010906025324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080877308285446,0.0,0.13774734780058434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Derr_,2019/10/11,"Can anyone give advice? I don't get anxious when I'm in public or on public transport. I have no issues with asking a stranger for advice, or ordering food, but I get really panicky and nervous when I have to make friends with new people, especially girls. I get really flustered and I can feel my body heat up. This leads to my face blushing which I notice, making me blush more. It's super annoying cos I'm fine talking to people one on one, and in groups I'm comfortable with. It's just getting to that stage is what's difficult.

I wish there was a way I could just completely eliminate this from my life. It frustrates me when I see other people that are really confident. I feel like a loser compared to them.

I always wonder why this anxiety even exists. I haven't always been this way. I'd love to be able to experience a life free of this anxiety, but I'm not sure if that will ever happen. If anyone has gone through something similar, I'd really appreciate some advice. It's getting to the point where I'm beginning to dislike myself more and more, which only feeds the cycle. 

Thanks in advance.",3.6548284690220174,5.535316451612908,5.207519201228879,79.19953277009729,73.42396313364057,8.140194572452637,26.341269841269842,8.841846274778883,2.2026243727598565,878,31,159,18,18,296,127,217,0.151,0.6559999999999999,0.193,0.9390000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,9,14,2,1,6,0,14,7,2,4,2,28,38,13,0,4,9,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,16,7,2,0,3,0,1,4,4,5,0,2,3,3,20,10,22,32,4,22,0,1,1,1,10,8,0,6,7,105,36,1,0.1213540371430086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557572817919073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019525607444185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567101250759036,0.13709551991824154,0.0,0.16970712878459446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344964313786587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347969779565257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723739908726855,0.0,0.0,0.09689132399081772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015319701577467,0.10977167424559478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187075343398992,0.0,0.0,0.12272049492067845,0.08669534838264849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674178341469066,0.0,0.09375782806498363,0.0,0.31701237852024583,0.11641385032725413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731297426770024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666208600862872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143189059871028,0.05928745271888704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095267564995074,0.0,0.16200952424500015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172044852775872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381623756164578,0.0,0.0,0.16446527247053835,0.09229521366960608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523948283700874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471879019140199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109700145661077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967034558428235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342426661452104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114374743841248,0.0,0.0,0.09753977824632364,0.0,0.1117264929721959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265037223728768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950314310854982,0.0,0.13955115371010401,0.0,0.13160327666494934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brewly,2019/10/11,"5 year unemployment ->1st interview->2nd interview results Hey all,

So technically I've been unemployed for 5 years but I was actually running a side business on the side that made part time income of about $500 a month. Just doing SEO/article writing etc. After a while it got so strict and felt like a forever grind just to barely make decent part time that I dialed back on it. I still put the skills I learned on my resume so it's not like I did nothing for 5 years but it could have been more I suppose.

Either way I was browsing jobs and applied for one work from home position. It's a good job opportunity but I didn't realize how intense they would be when I'm basically just doing customer service on the phone. 

First interview:

* 40 minute phone interview

Second interview:

* Video conference call with 4 different people

Now I still don't know if I got the job or not but I thought it was pretty intense already so far. I was even told there might be a 3rd interview with the owner. Don't get me wrong this is a entry level job that doesn't require college lol. This isn't a job that requires a degree but it seems they are taking it pretty serious. Felt like I was getting grilled for some lead management role with some of these questions. Afterwards I had to take a nap for 3hrs just from the mental exhaustion. I was told if I get hired I'd need to travel as well fly across the country for business trip training. Which was not posted at all in the ad online... but maybe they can wave that if I do a good job if hired?

A part of me thinks this is cool opportunity but another part things dang so serious, a shelf stocker at Target seems a lot more chill compared to this lol. I've only had jobs where they do 1 phone or 1 in person interview then hire you and give your start date. 

Life feels weird now like an external force is pulling me out of my lifestyle into this new wage cage lol. It's hard for me to enjoy my time now. The two nights before the interviews I had my heart beating so loud and fast it felt out of my chest. One of the nights it felt like I was conscious sleeping literally just laying in bed then 7hrs went by and time to get up without ever falling in deep sleep. I used to enjoy my time and just chill but now struggle to eat enough calories or find enjoyment. I feel this sense of dread looming over my head like the grim reaper with a scythe ready to cut the neet life and replace me with a monkey in a cage haha. 

Don't get me wrong a part of me is also excited to make money and learn new skills but the other part of me is still stressed. 

Thanks for listening to my vent :). I wanted to share because I know I read a lot of posts on here and other reddit places when I was feeling stressed to see I wasn't alone. So I'm sure some people enjoy reading these stress posts just like I do to make them feel better about their life.",3.0009093792957597,4.818615701208984,3.8957421310493134,88.17821613619545,75.06217616580311,6.937238729688767,24.76969440625991,7.745696148679241,1.2014151845194028,2277,75,469,32,49,730,284,579,0.087,0.742,0.171,0.9957,14,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,6,11,34,36,1,5,34,5,40,10,5,8,4,90,80,40,1,8,28,0,9,7,0,2,4,2,2,1,28,17,1,2,20,5,2,8,11,13,1,5,28,13,51,23,63,47,18,70,0,1,1,0,30,25,1,16,40,302,79,32,0.0,0.0,0.05992388159006834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359861008195658,0.06776359472582773,0.049106752245746836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439006463643811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047217804623464935,0.0,0.03743282968703338,0.0,0.05225240484706645,0.0,0.0,0.054309055101652605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270289753768746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490280899447195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415671806497365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283417501925606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344932481653179,0.0684844745285556,0.040558411122740376,0.055545690745288034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419587668348335,0.0,0.2358394619214285,0.0,0.0561244243916234,0.05223233368145384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041179713008175,0.05890670588004996,0.0,0.10300970998585562,0.09822476804284144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055008158480624285,0.0,0.06302078013165298,0.0,0.0,0.0727669927985419,0.0,0.0,0.061595721740961375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265553010682519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749480798885805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301196712792893,0.21000078349009424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044112130714559,0.0,0.058104310765325816,0.12296793767630575,0.0,0.06169107829853782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188330447685629,0.06514258771088842,0.0,0.0,0.04901407883595056,0.0,0.0,0.045532138315782685,0.0,0.11861355195556347,0.0,0.11525167242627707,0.0,0.05892118855053796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322126109281483,0.04670240689134752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989835034803038,0.0,0.0851430643269525,0.053617783289764485,0.06415671806497365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764313450254942,0.1249449638632466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061730488540162574,0.06878932846860952,0.0,0.12284622588939438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893302656775004,0.11180433442739633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290168502315435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346383355465409,0.0,0.14711791982485214,0.0,0.21102279928692727,0.06419540184997873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787489526909945,0.0,0.09234008492898928,0.0,0.0,0.05653485081046069,0.0,0.0,0.04079574702518441,0.03934680281472238,0.0,0.048749898234990034,0.17903310664694005,0.0,0.0,0.117353075887697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059985223366237066,0.0,0.0,0.0530354961238573,0.0,0.0,0.036219142018551975,0.04874161787090736,0.0,0.0,0.0552118140556018,0.05692443651061385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919367034193269,0.0,0.04470466005358137,0.0,0.0,0.043621412546965284,0.13427672609736438,0.0,0.11863130938445444
socialanxiety,YourCereal,2019/10/11,"How in the world do you stop your face from getting extremely red? I get red for every little social interaction and I'm so conscious of it. Even walking into a half full class makes me anxious. I try hiding it by ""searching"" for something in my bag. I hate it.",1.3810256410256407,3.852386846153848,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,84.38461538461539,5.005128205128205,24.051282051282055,6.42735559955562,0.8611820512820514,204,8,39,2,6,68,44,52,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.8442,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,6,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,0,8,6,1,8,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,1,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823333326685617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353202320073312,0.0,0.2851446777702185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353634894120872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341328481680005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391991071607188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259068763354873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449901609105009,0.0,0.2605425124624614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829454186510833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22977401631535235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tjmcp27,2018/12/08,Getting invited to events. So I keep getting invited from co workers and friends ( more like acquaintance's ) and it honestly either gets me anxious about going or pissed off. And lately it's more of a pissed off feeling. Like tonight I'm finally going to this co workers house to drink smoke and play poker with a bunch of people I work with. And he just texted me to bring 60$ and 10$ in change which annoyed the fuck out of me to be honest I don't even spend that much on drinks in a night. Anyways I'm just ranting I would much rather just get drunk and high at home and call it a night. Nevermind having to spend a bunch of fucking money to do that with people who annoy the shit out of me as it is. But it's my own fault I'm pretty good about putting my foot down and saying no with no remorse when I don't wanna do something but this time I had that voice in the back of my head about how I'm missing out. What Bs that is.  Rant/,3.693263403263401,4.11301264646465,4.4742424242424255,90.11213286713287,71.52525252525253,7.3044289044289075,26.34188034188034,7.010146845296331,0.9740593628593626,736,22,165,6,13,237,113,198,0.121,0.7809999999999999,0.098,-0.5351,0,0,4,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,13,16,7,0,8,0,10,10,5,1,0,29,26,16,0,3,8,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,1,0,14,16,3,1,1,5,3,4,4,9,0,0,1,3,13,7,34,23,8,25,0,1,0,2,5,12,5,1,11,111,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541072483408626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939292370279153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854786814761732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642549040194656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30421066520109696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255426577535888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850909708381268,0.11092480562904633,0.0,0.17009052158351454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996109420319676,0.2870889325420154,0.32448833415286565,0.0,0.17648685797946548,0.1302329761311703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935165249528918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640511122096291,0.1557483107247717,0.0,0.0,0.17916054989986324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801096914075373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515114403297988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171400292567608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282823978235609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914204555323916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152891152833896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579652490891048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608907629621255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347680985453355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938226077805911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953430960923447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053909309264828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303829370084767,0.0,0.0,0.11029924033019642,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TeeKoo88,2018/12/08,"I went out and upset someone! There are two local gathering places near me. I went to the first one, fairly sober, to sing my fave song in karaoke. When I went to pick the mic, someone bumped into me and spilt their beer. When I was singing, they went around, complaining about me. When I finished, the barkeep asked me to sort it out with them. I promised I'd try.

I walked around briefly, but no one pulled me over.

Now I'm at a neighbour establishment, scared out my wits!

... I need no replies. I just had to speak it out. Sorry. I'll pay for laundry if I find 'em, but I fear they'll beat me up.",0.5703395784543304,2.8292778606557363,1.3495550351288053,100.90803278688526,85.96721311475409,4.469320843091334,20.18969555035129,5.773587663045528,-0.3485451990632318,457,14,108,3,14,140,80,122,0.16699999999999998,0.802,0.031,-0.938,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,2,9,5,0,3,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,18,11,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,10,1,0,1,4,1,6,2,4,0,4,6,2,23,1,20,4,0,26,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,2,6,69,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216521394218533,0.16889309869646665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329319109469005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651203444493632,0.1536696549205583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395740702402986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24484034261573465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875167986952626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808725897746688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061459631664218,0.0,0.0,0.2022345413533706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265656149673275,0.0,0.17647897241656782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6698960508623997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nirie89,2018/12/08,"My heart is pounding, and I didn't even say the thing I wanted to say yet ... First, this is a long text, thank you to anyone who takes the time to read it.

Short pretext, I met my husband through work (airforce) 9 years ago. We worked in different teams, and I quit the airforce after about 3 years, and my (now) husband still works there 9 years later. I 2as suuuuper socially awkward when I worked there.

About 5 years ago, two years after quitting my job in the airforce, I joined my husband at a bar with some colueages (some of which I worked with earlier). 

At one point, everyone except me and one of the guys I formerly worked with went to buy more drinks. And they were gone a loooong time... So the awkward silence got horrible. So at one point I said ""I have no idea what to say right now, I'm totally blank."" I thought this might break the awkward silence... All he said was ""then don't speak...."" ...... As you can imagine, SUPER AWKWARD.

Well.. Now 5 years later, that guy is here at my husbands christmas party. I've spent the last 30 minutes planning to tell that ""story"" as a laugh, because I though I was ""better"" now. But it turns out I'm not. I can't tell it, because everytime I think NOW I'll do it, my heart starts pounding like hell and I feel like I'll pass out. That guy freaks me out so much, I don't know why he freaks me out so much. Jesus christ.",1.9961313868613144,3.9031465255474487,2.853013138686133,94.12884817518247,78.27007299270073,5.697868613138688,24.098686131386863,6.55674776486733,0.5522930218978104,1044,36,230,9,25,329,149,274,0.076,0.8540000000000001,0.07,0.29600000000000004,2,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,1,2,1,13,20,14,1,4,12,0,14,4,2,0,2,29,32,16,0,1,3,4,1,2,0,1,0,6,0,3,13,14,2,0,6,4,2,3,6,7,1,5,12,7,32,7,29,19,7,46,3,0,0,0,25,14,1,3,30,140,45,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153096771338844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765177928281213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795916872439165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556995353489437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108604124110528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478087046737284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639042853668877,0.0,0.0,0.0924514082604762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048921102462284184,0.06912019095053898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229784808031207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738202056424616,0.0,0.0,0.2874013310196276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293049724761552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092220890551436,0.0,0.0,0.0960121849297874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053172786496127535,0.0788664126755731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453702255888743,0.0,0.0,0.08562314781264099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263938846164684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224882197205874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668652211399212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829252625791752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581693921134173,0.09677894249510466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262632824178645,0.18406806150379296,0.23082503395094195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862725427844138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848210138730547,0.0,0.07726687897625775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274603435828671,0.0,0.16913235327376558,0.08907694210290353,0.0,0.0,0.06427823446444217,0.061995261790146514,0.09505909528670388,0.07681088391228498,0.11283462463717416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523921943436926,0.09451338762240724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057067284521894086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699235062131122,0.08969077768147449,0.08730431681225034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42262296883104505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738336309777757
socialanxiety,1heart1totaleclipse,2018/12/08,"What to do now? A little but of background, my graduation is coming up soon and I very stupidly decided to have a party so my parents wouldn’t find out I have social anxiety and wouldn’t start asking questions. Anyways, so I already invited some people but I forgot I have a terrible fear of being stood up. I have already made the event and don’t want to cancel it so I don’t seem odd but what if barely anyone or even worse, no one, shows up? I am already a mess of a human being and this will ultimately destroy me. Do you guys have any recommendations on what I could do? Or relate? Honestly, I’ll be glad if I even get some feedback.",2.1382820512820544,4.128103623076925,4.428846153846155,82.60532051282053,78.15384615384616,6.7948717948717965,24.679487179487186,7.793537801064563,1.457871794871795,501,18,98,8,12,174,81,130,0.252,0.659,0.08900000000000001,-0.9769,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,2,1,6,0,19,0,0,1,0,25,28,14,0,6,7,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,4,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,3,0,14,2,11,18,2,11,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,8,4,78,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.608356238350739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496413871389267,0.0,0.14057706394310426,0.0,0.0,0.1284903312183816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179222025368282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829428276284135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467186252095479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24274550884285526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20678280480470373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795470508234814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600781253707943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195280107829984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417732432196052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738795984883174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452156538741214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040454272311314,0.0,0.0,0.1273971039690076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058549642334052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728959111146102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873217334967588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300673534838019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162250350749876,0.10838730876978936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872686935549566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RBNaccount133,2018/12/08,"Friend of a friend described my relationship with my gf as ""sad and awkward"" I want to start off by saying that I love my gf more than anything, she helps me deal with my social anxiety and accepts and loves me for who I am, despite being a pretty social person herself.

This happened about three months ago at a party, usually I dont go to parties as I dont really enjoy them but I decided to go for once off since this one usually has really cool fireworks. My GF knows that I don't like parties that much and as such sticks with me and makes sure I'm okay throughout the whole thing. At this party I was introduced to a friend of a friend, I didnt like him that much so I just stuck with my GF and some other friends. The next day my friend texts me and says that this his friend described my relationship with my gf as ""awkward and pretty sad"". I usually feel pretty awkward at parties so I guess this could be expected but it hit me incredibly hard.
Now, 3 months later I'm still thinking about it and it makes me feel awful about myself and incredibly self conscious.
Is there anything I can do about this?
Has anyone gone through something similar?",5.0227656477438085,5.754892353711793,5.616401746724894,81.98736826783117,68.6943231441048,8.55208151382824,29.677147016011645,8.648137234880735,2.1592897234352257,915,33,180,14,15,296,119,229,0.157,0.653,0.19,0.9142,0,0,1,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,11,21,0,3,7,3,14,2,0,2,1,33,33,18,0,3,3,0,3,2,12,0,0,2,0,2,17,15,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,5,0,2,4,6,34,16,29,25,5,20,0,2,0,2,30,5,0,2,14,127,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798965439802385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593505520052964,0.0,0.0,0.06940620411414385,0.0,0.16336811483167382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925252236554017,0.0,0.0,0.06401569133675022,0.10233462446646524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326683335447229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037956307969266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5368262958671242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282561098858444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934813541988568,0.0,0.08777693959543313,0.0,0.08891913421853367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653313590568567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054551725202084206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698866687062276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791754176034358,0.0,0.13251613162881534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845974760805032,0.0,0.14593778430447849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556611976125288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105710646900945,0.06726240878936303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667163200022675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029550066359478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271793852086715,0.0,0.0,0.21314019105738588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787403860269242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355177363137233,0.0,0.0,0.0821104406526094,0.0,0.0,0.20236994249776444,0.0,0.07641663334121841,0.0,0.0,0.0702580590997169,0.0,0.07927065378532462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355313325257547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594517259754211,0.06360299521360692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279687627826827,0.0,0.058547219892157464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082232767095933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,poroorhkl,2018/12/08,"I got invited to a party so I drove there and I ended up sitting in my car for 40 minutes and then I drove away. I don’t know why I do this, I thought I wanted to go,  the girl who invited me is really nice and I was looking forward to seeing her, but then I got there and I couldn’t do it, I even walked myself to the front door and then I bailed and got back in my car and drove away. I hate being like this, idk what I’m gonna tell her, I told her I’d be there for sure, I hate this ",-2.0555246523388107,-0.31794339823008505,1.0286536030341331,102.06373893805308,93.60176991150442,4.290518331226297,14.266118836915295,5.773587663045528,-1.1020943109987358,368,7,100,3,14,129,64,113,0.11199999999999999,0.7929999999999999,0.095,-0.5794,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,13,25,12,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,9,2,2,0,0,9,2,23,3,11,12,0,20,0,0,2,0,7,6,0,0,7,68,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008841328668145,0.16404702122319986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895790994003328,0.0,0.0,0.1409105438782937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212473170045014,0.0,0.511887858920921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421262606482791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724732107834585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042282468924206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915375816770265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667250812755258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000615153305768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107254558341472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647052971795647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693699157374629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385766221318335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258347864070491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925081971311965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BrittNichelle,2018/12/08,"Why am I like this? The reason the restaurant is so loud is not because you're an introvert that decided to get out of the house today, but because you're an introvert that decided to get out of the house today to go eat at a sports bar on the day the the Army v Navy football game is on. ",11.238709677419358,4.677772870967747,11.154838709677415,70.30225806451614,62.225806451612904,14.980645161290324,43.903225806451616,11.20814326018867,4.540296774193548,226,8,51,4,2,77,39,62,0.0,0.97,0.03,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,0,4,2,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,10,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,31,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107388409324075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437327504400007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608007313322491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663233120703811,0.0,0.14485132316603844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5881830071487761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124519039650858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26205392597817945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831833533639716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229985023699346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,seasoned_toker,2018/12/08,"Medications that work I'm starting to lose hope, I have tried so many diffrent anxiety meds here are some of the ones if tried, zoloft, rimmeron, and almost every ssri out there nothing seems to work for me. ",3.3719230769230784,6.0408958717948735,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,77.46153846153847,5.951282051282053,25.134615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.1436615384615385,165,6,31,2,4,50,35,39,0.11199999999999999,0.818,0.07,-0.1935,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,6,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,18,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630970724902798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099608003027014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213705519388192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609610114795575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29393987620465545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663780479441308,0.0,0.0,0.29184592471677073,0.2646838290743892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25210699311174484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804004309147145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391894602157807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596937122499985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35676766763234563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38255702919245455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alabandicalum,2018/12/08,"Does anyone else like to read alone in public? After years of having a virtually non-existent social life, I’ve had to look for ways to enjoy my own company. One of my favourite things to do on the weekends or on a night off is to go to a coffee shop/restaurant/brewery and read by myself. I like the feeling of “going out” and doing something, and I like to be around people without needing to interact with them beyond ordering a coffee or drink. 

At the same time, I wonder if the people who come to these venues to socialize think that it’s strange when they see people by themselves. ",9.114782608695652,6.6878422173913075,8.976521739130437,71.67086956521742,61.60869565217392,11.286956521739132,36.91304347826087,9.3871,3.367730434782608,465,16,85,6,5,152,83,115,0.034,0.857,0.109,0.8126,0,1,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,8,0,6,2,0,0,0,16,15,7,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,3,8,4,27,13,2,19,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,4,9,64,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479103000434574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475657277823445,0.1828140749742889,0.0,0.15883310447425622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536944610588387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561379965227345,0.0,0.0,0.17478530039861645,0.0,0.0,0.1490484018799875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021535197490413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028022815568111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602449460526025,0.2615034311027033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982925727147592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229739968894252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743664075307718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090313401333945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710853397840432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569398857143913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217896222939533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637568252231294,0.0,0.1373577103168304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853542243872615,0.1143253950069148,0.0,0.0,0.10403910443807653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162280840471633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199211269126088,0.19349067868497571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489769888402528
socialanxiety,fsa912015,2018/12/08,"Praying my plans get cancelled tonight ...even though I know they won’t. I’m supposed to go to a friends 30th bday at her house with my bf tonight. They’re all my friends from college who I don’t really talk to anymore. One of them her (L) and I used to be best friends and we had a fight about 2 1/2 years ago and haven’t talked since. We were best friends, roommates two years in college (were 30 now) but I couldn’t stand her at times and let her walk all over me and never stuck up for myself. So I was sick of L and had a way out and am glad we’re no longer friends. She was toxic to my own mental health. I have to see her tonight after 2 years and am having the worst ever anxiety about it. I keep thinking all these scenarios in my head of how she’ll say something awkward or embarrassing to me and I don’t know how To respond. She’s super confrontational and will say something annoyingly passive aggressive when she’s drunk (I’ve seen her do this to other people when we were friends). I just don’t wanna go. As the day goes on I’m like ughhh it’s getting closer.  I’ve avoided her for like 3 years and don’t go to things where she is cuz I don’t wanna deal w her. I know that’s kind of immature but I just hate putting myself in shitty situations. UGHHHHHH ",1.25686257562662,3.229841936329592,2.7341011235955084,93.75105661192741,80.94756554307115,5.605819648516278,23.003313166234523,6.67199483983844,0.4504798040910396,995,34,226,10,26,324,148,267,0.159,0.7020000000000001,0.139,-0.8384,0,1,2,0,1,0,25.0,3,0,2,4,14,22,5,3,5,0,25,4,1,4,5,39,42,22,0,3,5,0,0,2,7,3,2,2,0,0,8,16,1,2,4,1,0,5,10,9,0,2,9,4,39,13,33,27,7,34,1,0,2,0,33,11,0,1,18,147,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503557147407384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064567843196462,0.0,0.1175117351998485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486990522353612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641721937499152,0.12215954064096562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826252276928579,0.10718235173299097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492774656729252,0.0,0.12381384356860214,0.0,0.2020243619805091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169858316641796,0.12160647085177033,0.12595093089283205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367232899566507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532069566417447,0.0,0.12339067044339268,0.19535950006957534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116559382236401,0.0,0.11577793004143486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941156942765806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138795486978107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029291164112337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214709139331612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911669198068885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075908693450978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845840433175076,0.0,0.0,0.09442238983029104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801739894239826,0.13318941832424006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244110192345306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904779696912558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872049205247057,0.07592457312656549,0.1164173038880146,0.0,0.06909335054082567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574898472511035,0.0,0.0,0.1023386175166643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405304282975012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30521858211700553
socialanxiety,mo-k12345,2018/12/08,"SA meet up in Nottingham Not sure if ill even get a reply but is anyone here in Nottingham or nearby and wants to meet up? I have SA myself and I'm sort of struggling to meet people so would be cool if a few of us got together.. lemme know if its something any one here would be interested in and ill try and get something going..

Adam K",1.9335680751173712,3.4791556197183127,3.8165492957746494,88.77627934272303,77.30985915492958,6.986854460093897,21.6924882629108,7.793537801064563,0.8011389671361502,263,7,58,4,6,89,49,71,0.073,0.777,0.15,0.7131,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,6,2,0,0,1,16,13,10,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,3,3,9,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,5,0,37,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863977170256877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916574198443873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810407735059947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28641236210196497,0.0,0.15577761217769906,0.0,0.2192231832024664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063844844615107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573757037464486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002675151369014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220318620302684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286549321946492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583364465237035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860962248257144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32970911298396555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167155727374272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894262151950449,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,feral-sewercrab,2018/12/08,Already running an hour late to my niece's 2nd birthday party.... Everything important is probably going to happen by the time I get there. I'll have no one to talk to. Might as well not show up at all.,1.730853658536585,3.8281590975609774,3.661158536585369,87.07027439024392,79.97560975609757,7.0268292682926825,24.88414634146341,8.07648339933343,1.6005073170731712,157,6,32,3,4,53,37,41,0.054000000000000006,0.852,0.095,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,8,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34574379499265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815815380899764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636907951112775,0.0,0.17806047902936406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770577313988712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085458276445971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534257107425217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323708782264432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123059937324813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377996268630494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25182555852623784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269274518827794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28170202890279344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,soopperman,2018/12/08,Any advice on how to respond to people joking with you? I feel like everytime I tell / ask someone something they say something witty to me and I just dont know how to respond to situations like that. I was hoping some of you could share your experiences and kinda help me out?,3.158888888888889,5.414581555555557,4.573851851851857,81.50633333333336,76.03703703703705,6.542222222222222,25.61481481481481,7.554174236665415,1.5050192592592593,220,8,40,3,5,73,40,54,0.0,0.746,0.254,0.9129999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,13,7,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,10,5,9,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,3,2,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252757514166536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589624724149358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418102277893548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651729240399744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30314514186805874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530170666483389,0.0,0.0,0.13078521011798147,0.18478526120359956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733729435009603,0.0,0.0,0.2569056653449667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215162178358454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25273437712947144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793208253840554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569515026116472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907423260060579,0.0,0.0,0.21916000612644515,0.398254989020245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260784124571964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lightfiend,2018/12/08,"Tiny social anxiety ""hacks"" that can make your day easier (let's create a list) So I'm interested in compiling a list of little social anxiety ""hacks"" that people can consider using throughout their day. It can be obvious stuff like excusing yourself to the bathroom when you feel overwhelmed, or wearing sunglasses when appropriate, or other more creative things that you've found to help you out.  


**Tiny social anxiety ""hacks""**  


* Excusing yourself to restroom when you feel overwhelmed
* Taking a moment to take 10 deep breaths before a social interaction
* Wearing sunglasses (when appropriate)
* Brushing your teeth before a big meeting or date (I feel more confident and ""fresher"" afterwards)
* Chewing on gum (same ""fresh"" effects as above, also feels like something ""to do"" during a social interaction)
* Walking my dog / having my dog around when I go out (easy way to divert attention away from me)
* Doing something kind / giving a compliment (takes my focus off of me and onto helping the other person)
* Visualize an ""energy connection"" with people (I sometimes picture a blue aura being connected between me and other people, and it makes me feel more connected to them)

Please feel free to add your suggestions (could be obvious or unique) and I'll add them to the list!

​",5.114285714285714,8.509820760368665,5.685522580645162,69.76028387096775,76.41935483870967,8.448958525345622,31.260645161290327,9.065960079200117,3.8330701935483873,1023,49,138,27,25,329,130,217,0.022000000000000002,0.79,0.188,0.9879,0,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,0,6,3,1,8,8,0,2,12,0,11,5,4,4,2,31,27,17,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,11,1,0,9,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,8,19,7,23,21,4,24,0,2,1,0,24,11,0,4,12,95,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909230086936369,0.0,0.12070965909814188,0.13537194710903108,0.0,0.0,0.2556786186073242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991760313488946,0.0,0.0,0.1046707355539175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189598650323524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894958718805296,0.0,0.0,0.1436968603143825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379849788328536,0.07958932887006301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215224898138585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687194170824177,0.0633152814707012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934780109183288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601345926887288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392141426242113,0.0,0.10885586505714344,0.11165928623200064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873034765725054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23170718354562225,0.09727647344492776,0.0,0.12229165514754292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5678280737053572,0.0,0.17153341716118525,0.11018457353085548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753459475574447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512930580593009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401399607877696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622005450038504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884298530369729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537194710903108,0.0
socialanxiety,Jeste44,2018/12/08,"Am I the only one who finds talking online about as uncomfortable as talking in person? A lot of people prefer texting but it gives me immense anxiety sometimes. Just knowing anything I say could be screenshot and taken out of context to make me look bad. People can say irl that you said something they didn't like, but if it was online they have indisputable evidence that you said it if they screenshot the post/message. 

Also I don't like how social media tells you when someone is online, typing or looking at your message, it just builds up so much suspense if you're having an argument or some weirdo is harassing you. And everything sounds so much more ominous when you're reading it on a screen. In person, you can see people's facial expressions and the subtle intonations in their voice to convey a lot more meaning than you can in a text, so I always worry that I come across as rude, sarcastic, bored etc. while texting.

Plus people can stalk you online and dig through all your old social media and stuff to look for embarrassing things or track down where you live and that scares me a lot.",9.032788461538466,7.8226343942307714,8.293153846153848,72.65184615384617,60.82692307692307,10.435384615384617,36.18461538461538,9.120678840339163,3.2318465384615385,886,32,152,11,10,278,128,208,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.9938,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,10,4,0,11,8,2,2,9,0,14,1,1,2,1,31,26,26,0,5,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,2,12,9,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,6,0,1,5,11,22,2,23,19,10,16,0,0,5,0,29,11,0,10,6,116,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130176608391923,0.10540355455590808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690585068174418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424254055145403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576813994679617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091190959529366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113949450915867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412758511162329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138471133080795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115778442908679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151798005236412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961713957939998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237737859644098,0.0,0.11185614080155208,0.0,0.3191247034173427,0.0,0.0,0.32308307308244844,0.0,0.0,0.08455639118607483,0.0,0.0,0.1379859581701856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624105951180955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329238598698179,0.0,0.08583810106443418,0.09634186913415886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35128133674790346,0.22121504242742612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131941146098928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670904784196516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409934249120529,0.20147371949562656,0.12682354121053416,0.0,0.10094338933957392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582579465883464,0.10733111972478936,0.0975204250607308,0.12528458446982793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501230251644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363276008703335,0.11071933051796744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415708702710856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286443756920047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Apricot_bread,2018/12/08,"Social anxiety and being a solo diner. I feel like my social anxiety makes things more difficult for me when I am eating or drinking a coffee alone.

I wish I could figure out what it is, but I feel like it must be some forcefield that rejects people. Sometimes I am in a regular spot for lunch and waiting ages to be served when I see people in groups around me being served. Eventually the girl who does coffee behind counter comes to serve me and is always shocked - not sure if her being Brazilian and floor staff being European makes a difference in how people read social cues.

Something else odd happened today. I sat down at a free table in coffee shop that still had previous clients dishes which I stacked into a tray and put to edge of table. I saw staff repeatedly clearing other tables and avoiding/ignoring me while I'm sitting there with my fresh coffee watching them. I eventually had to move the tray to a cleared table as I couldn't see counter space to bring it to. 

Does anyone else have this happen? I know one indie coffee shop where I know all staff by name and there's never any bizarreness but I'm starting to wonder what I need to do to avoid being treated poorly in other places?",7.1101998001998,7.071670995670996,7.022251082251085,76.36546453546454,64.15151515151516,9.012454212454212,31.622044622044626,8.384062270229773,2.42181625041625,964,32,169,11,13,307,141,231,0.09699999999999999,0.8340000000000001,0.07,-0.6186,0,3,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,1,9,0,18,5,0,3,6,40,39,16,0,6,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,12,5,2,6,4,4,4,3,4,0,1,4,6,23,6,27,25,3,28,0,1,4,0,9,14,0,4,11,115,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373512867095228,0.0,0.0,0.11034802388731857,0.0,0.0,0.09018415352937617,0.0,0.20290338728905127,0.0,0.0,0.09272893709265947,0.13588185760823585,0.0,0.11805730652128572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423786092897305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588393724547683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855660942791975,0.0,0.0,0.2321081789104183,0.0,0.0,0.12991423829985613,0.0,0.13570036793421486,0.2215690856827076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411034804464442,0.18948331903263174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345456696218429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457657441182342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295800008621149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704584468215992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095095511529948,0.0,0.09833387516251704,0.10228245803474888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986475709105314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758199296642275,0.0,0.13855660942791975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331678191194107,0.0,0.0,0.13265295555652432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113572656072412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055591983490176,0.0,0.10209509764108607,0.1311616707618371,0.0,0.09386704294900862,0.0,0.10590816140967152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249900166551742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810488686725214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570547347823124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250308276698607,0.0,0.14381755263258858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fawconjab,2018/12/08,"I never learned how to make friends. So I’m 27 and I was always the youngest in group of friends growing up (the neighborhood I grew up in is the same neighborhood I had cousins in) by association I made friends with the people they made friends with. Due to hanging around with my cousins. Now I moved to a new area for work where I don’t know anybody and after the couple years I’ve lived there I haven’t made a single friend. Each day I get more anxious about trying to meet new people therefore making it harder and harder to try to meet someone. I get along with my co workers fairly well but I like to keep work and play completely separated. I just wanted to ask if there’s any tips or tricks about trying to establishing relationships with people because I’m pretty fucking bad at it. 

tl;dr
Made friends with cousins friends from them
Never went on my own to meet new people
Need help with trying to make friends while anxiety holds me back",4.551791505791505,6.147005140540543,4.552760617760619,85.95763513513515,70.56756756756756,7.015444015444014,28.88996138996139,7.447530270364453,1.5883204633204635,761,29,148,8,14,235,111,185,0.054000000000000006,0.7440000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.9803,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,12,14,2,0,7,0,5,1,0,9,2,36,23,10,0,3,4,3,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,14,0,2,2,1,0,5,4,3,1,0,7,0,18,11,34,16,5,27,0,0,0,1,20,10,1,2,13,90,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116357970012006,0.0,0.0,0.06633257646864467,0.0,0.07462011853730996,0.11019581149550862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683393929017208,0.09118952608304418,0.0,0.0,0.07500453650536333,0.0814443202838273,0.059461299887815774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227196667958983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792946049688867,0.0,0.06290715748057861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6028917621138127,0.0901769202617739,0.10192437017925246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538100847929047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670068922029593,0.0,0.0,0.053607075022787234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047654576661261584,0.0,0.08613224513295835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369190133482072,0.19533210499685655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367275893395836,0.0,0.07232688935258602,0.150462330763706,0.2826228757973867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704961032142446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923628573981848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047246642526711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826478568658269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26490114279836635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0575333813460146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770286030627468,0.09042332675894453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420249134277792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281448595052178
socialanxiety,ldjong,2018/12/08,"What should I do? So let me preface this by saying that I find myself socially a very strong person. I am at my best when im with around 4 to 6 people and I even moved to a foreign country on my own to study. But for some stupid reason I become overwelmingly anxious when I have to present in front of a group that is above 10.

 At the beginning of the year I was very confident in myself and thought that it was nearly gone. But then I had to spontaneoulsy present in front of my whole class in english (which is not my native language). It was so bad and i nearly blacked out, but the worst of it was that it felt like a let down to myself. 

I became depressed for a short period and every social inconvenience was overwhelmingly for me. After a while I went to a toastmasters meeting where I had to do an improvised speach -- which was even worse than the one in front of my class. But it really felt like this would help me out of it. I didnt join because I went away to study in a Germany. 

Just a few weeks ago I went to a new meeting in the city im in just to try it out. I pussied out of it because there where like 3 times the people that are participating in my own town. Im kind of in a dilemma right now, whether I should just try it out and start with only prepared speeches, or wait untill i get back to my own town to start there? It may sound like a dumb thing but for me its so big right now. I want to come back from this trip stronger than before but im not sure if i am able to. 

What are your experiences with Toastmasters?",3.774834368530023,4.1638185745341625,4.71857142857143,88.54309523809525,71.32919254658384,7.872463768115942,25.89233954451345,7.793537801064563,1.1169942028985511,1199,34,274,14,21,391,156,322,0.113,0.797,0.09,-0.8663,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,19,14,2,1,19,0,24,0,0,1,1,42,38,22,0,5,14,0,2,4,0,4,0,3,0,1,24,15,0,1,5,0,0,10,3,6,0,1,16,6,35,8,59,16,8,62,0,2,1,0,9,31,1,4,25,206,59,2,0.10784200520163846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559543079699567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183076987147524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600224846228196,0.0,0.0,0.10132111382866904,0.16584769062069155,0.09004356977980152,0.13147897083523033,0.11910302202916648,0.09176560348759684,0.0,0.11317353113612658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289633849748656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288416105773302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245725470701595,0.0,0.09086154056992578,0.0,0.0,0.10549017434558924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070904737566832,0.0,0.09856563903164484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563429967032353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228422287475113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659514855950958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123008532426348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22055151367613995,0.0,0.21074462572571975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461898473463128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415448062981153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307653369766158,0.08201870450271558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952813566407025,0.09416347928201924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690863499845333,0.11087954240788744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419296640698726,0.0,0.0857602909974883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198626868782373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526622526829486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163981364483628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164543634786517,0.0,0.0,0.08561450606122578,0.06288354047550827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464352851935482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796189683959146,0.06360800875793557,0.0,0.0865043516432779,0.0,0.0,0.2999118577342076,0.0,0.12040174754759694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990021650072553,0.07660786635695736,0.0,0.0,0.06944671561082831
socialanxiety,999lonely,2018/12/08,"Formal emails They're like lemon in a wound, I feel as though I'm creepy and cruel whenever I write them no matter what I actually write. I feel like ice right now, I ",0.5738571428571433,2.825234885714288,2.31964285714286,94.01660714285715,85.85714285714286,5.785714285714287,14.464285714285715,7.1686216300943375,-0.3679999999999993,131,2,30,2,4,43,27,35,0.17600000000000002,0.645,0.179,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,14,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.4306563557857866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462807000889816,0.31527301772759697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312050065146695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768776024820265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43358629976789204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Stultusi,2018/12/08,"I hate myself, I hate myself I was supposed to be having a nice sleepover with friends, but instead of falling asleep like a normal person, my heart keeps racing, I have to piss every five minutes, and my stomach won’t stop making loud and obnoxious noises. What’s worse is that the bathroom is right next to where everyone is sleeping and the toilet flush is loud as hell, so Im pretty sure I’m waking everyone up every time I go. I think I’m having a panic attack or something. I feel so pathetic.

I’m currently sitting in the dark bathroom, on the floor next to the toilet. I don’t want to have to wake up everyone more than once tonight or let anyone who happens to be awake to hear my loud ass disgusting stomach. It just won’t stop...
It’s fucking freezing in here and I don’t know what to do. Part of me just wants to sit in here all night until people wake up, but I’m terrified someone’s gonna walk in and see me or maybe someone knows I’ve been in here way too long already. I’m so stupid and helpless... why can’t I just be normal... please...

I’m really nervous and I don’t know what to do",1.7722936161364125,3.6445171048034943,3.503031815346226,89.37016011644835,78.82532751091703,5.933957163651487,24.005198585984612,6.868970318607317,0.8518569765023907,863,30,179,9,21,288,127,229,0.265,0.6709999999999999,0.064,-0.9956,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,12,15,8,2,8,0,22,11,10,1,2,31,45,17,0,4,8,0,2,1,1,3,0,4,0,1,7,8,0,3,5,0,0,3,6,11,0,1,2,7,18,4,26,36,3,28,1,1,1,2,4,12,4,3,11,109,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947228302554324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883734169817319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378457760222954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297465494176604,0.3623074044481412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639055621734974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764704281109114,0.11684365448949695,0.0,0.0,0.07182920383972534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176447672444784,0.0,0.0,0.24956393575276398,0.0,0.0,0.14244844340881122,0.14977036940821667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652071085544748,0.0,0.0,0.1123394472316195,0.0,0.0,0.20837859179396684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924027654448358,0.0,0.061746784810215234,0.0,0.0,0.11184938851796676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436496064515997,0.0,0.12697371748676098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688301093505127,0.11860656109554232,0.24766677894540054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345990779530628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482890672470231,0.0,0.13686587010099033,0.0,0.08762151427708,0.11035711249453538,0.0,0.13873605267876848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858201688575002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096737880984224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793464764401273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071485962878568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647925975016353,0.0,0.2141762571597078,0.09729964473345144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113320275720811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191191790474618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098431673421186,0.0,0.0,0.0736978497738611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490938149604525,0.1003208987114582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404549704008195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880015318062152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheHonestCanadian,2018/12/08,"Hi r/socialanxiety! If you did not live with social anxiety, how different do you imagine your life would be like today? What missed opportunities would you have taken? I’m interested to hear where people would see themselves in life if social anxiety wasn’t a factor. Do you see your life being drastically different or pretty much the same? ",6.135245901639344,8.5707071147541,6.964721311475412,66.85855737704918,68.01639344262296,10.125901639344264,28.593442622950818,10.355215969177356,3.5236924590163934,278,10,43,8,5,92,47,61,0.083,0.741,0.175,0.8037,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,1,0,11,16,4,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,6,3,3,8,2,3,0,1,2,0,10,2,0,3,2,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908152116116531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39717789071279785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422944577495406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027688614512047,0.09286152359218787,0.0,0.16784057427089058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972771703584236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177475297269536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337560702580575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30293189652702723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875170531970256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016980573240285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050735717443582,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sweetonms,2018/12/08,"first post + my (mini) SA victory! So I started college this past year and one of my first required courses had to be a public speaking class. On the first day of class, we had to go to the front of the room and introduce ourselves, give a fun fact, all that fun stuff; and I was shaking so hard up there that I nearly knocked the podium I was holding onto over. After that, it was a struggle showing up to class every day knowing that my professor would either be assigning another speech date or I would be presenting that day. I was such a nervous wreck ALL of the time just because I knew I had a speech coming up, even if it was weeks away. But this past week, I did my last speech! I’m so glad I got that class out of the way, and I’ll definitely consider this a little victory for myself for doing it anyway even though I was scared the whole time. ",6.291666666666664,5.2082482816091975,6.801724137931036,80.73235632183909,66.183908045977,9.802298850574713,32.55172413793103,8.841846274778883,2.4605793103448272,667,23,139,9,9,219,99,174,0.084,0.84,0.077,0.4559,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,4,10,7,0,4,13,0,16,0,0,0,3,21,24,11,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,13,7,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,4,0,4,12,5,17,3,21,7,4,35,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,2,18,105,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687779582287617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512248565077965,0.0,0.0,0.09811818952154353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865062205235168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114127883978082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212621802973779,0.0,0.13561362400732355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41073106613828775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440508719090176,0.09147584856920572,0.0,0.12873240531259672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418629219747722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845802491208628,0.13120183381194056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613216860361052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090689581364346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30730426624151164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415277884401027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114652276176045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139265370452508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682677120001356,0.18425781274635936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813991278422146,0.0,0.1877112089626516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776056044464526,0.25822077295113977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970328501285548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286791599387515,0.0,0.0,0.10365134379537068
socialanxiety,Stylish_Maverick,2018/12/08,"Anyone feel terrible and left out? I’ve made everything worse after not taking an opportunity to go out and be social.So I’ve been having a lot of trouble going out and being social active. This weekend I was tired and decided not to go with my family to the state championship game. Literally almost everyone in my town went there. Since I was tired and had already spend an hour and a half in the car I was not very eager to spend 4 more hours and then 4 more the next. Now, I’m heavily regretting not going after seeing what other people have been up to on social media. I suppose I’m looking for positive reinforcement because I always second guess myself. In this case, I made the wrong decision. I will always be my worst enemy and will almost always bring myself down.",4.256599999999999,6.096398726666667,6.041,74.01550000000002,71.73333333333333,8.733333333333334,24.5,9.2995712137729,2.2884,619,18,105,14,12,213,93,150,0.20199999999999999,0.741,0.057,-0.9704,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,8,0,13,2,0,2,0,26,28,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,12,0,0,3,2,2,7,4,5,0,2,9,3,12,2,19,14,4,27,0,1,2,0,3,11,0,4,8,77,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736962089729688,0.0,0.15081085454551085,0.0,0.3411433198881406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555784307109172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330840558265729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058721080083305,0.12282375851312502,0.0,0.12883357335153786,0.0,0.06910084378436221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106745907474322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054953801227364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691707594319822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848458760954258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476237552033645,0.0,0.0,0.11618586891050843,0.0,0.2586273881942344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534249256997148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474481350734056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890259854186668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130489226795403,0.0,0.0,0.4179316990676584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275345613887678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141476868846247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276116466374933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126687832152672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927112072299552,0.0,0.14941937400347727,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Duckerino117,2018/12/08,"I have been invited to a house party! So i’ve been really struggling a lot, going through a break up and i’m real fucked up, really. I barely have any friends anymore but my housemate’s boyfriend (we all smoke together a lot) asked me to go to a house party on saturday night. 

I’d like to be anxious about going but i am so used to being let down by people that i’m actually just really anxious he’ll bail on me and i’ll have gotten excited for nothing. I sure hope i get the opportunity to be anxious about being at a party!",1.7967272727272745,3.639064309090912,4.683636363636363,81.07545454545456,78.63636363636364,7.672727272727273,25.54545454545455,8.548686976883017,1.9665636363636363,414,16,83,9,10,149,68,110,0.152,0.665,0.183,0.6911,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,5,8,1,1,7,0,11,1,0,1,2,13,23,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,9,6,17,14,3,12,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,3,3,55,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.15453638546261134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769013922374686,0.0,0.0,0.5367047194722462,0.1570504344374368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804509763422988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234843958906215,0.14640114427561252,0.08273649388611393,0.0,0.2699986836380733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728707861734514,0.0,0.3654520469617797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193369212283412,0.0,0.0773666314277093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26926379002296785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861000658399984,0.0,0.15195056234925636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978679166937154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180248196815388,0.3043481554530653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555211548344947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925229952720778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677207908967656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Enamours,2018/12/08,"I hate being like this. I couldn’t really think of a creative title for this so it’s going to just be something a brooding emo kid says.

I’m really only writing this because I have no where else to go for advice at this point.

ive been almost completely friendless for about 2 years now and I can’t really manage my anxiety long enough for me to make an actual connection with someone. I’m an artist and a few of my drawings are kinda (?) popular within the BNHA community but even with that attention nobody really reaches out to talk to me and I definitely can’t be the first one to message someone. My social anxiety has never really been THAT bad, but after I was sent to a residential facility for about 4-5 months it has just gotten worse. I have no idea how to manage it anymore and on a few occasions I befriended and “dated” men that manipulated me and abused me constantly because I was too weak and attention hungry to leave and they knew that. 

This whole post is kinda cluttered because it’s almost 2 am and I haven’t slept in awhile. I can’t keep going on like this because it isn’t safe or healthy to be like this ykno? The whole point of this post is to reach out to random for advice because... well.... I have no friends to ask obviously. So, uh, if you have any advice to help make friends/cope with social anxiety Id be happy to hear them. (Again sorry for the shitty grammar and layout of this.)",3.6186653771760153,5.1601660567375855,5.393488072211479,79.22454545454549,72.82978723404256,8.389684074790457,26.293359123146356,8.97023862654752,2.1358241134751768,1116,38,212,23,22,382,148,282,0.152,0.718,0.13,-0.7878,0,0,1,0,1,0,29.0,0,1,2,1,13,11,1,0,11,0,26,2,1,4,2,41,42,17,0,2,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,2,18,15,0,2,5,1,0,4,10,3,2,2,8,2,23,8,39,28,5,26,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,7,13,152,41,2,0.0,0.12451861208188925,0.10255609574942502,0.0,0.0,0.3080884546864275,0.0,0.0,0.21047191837156948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714671835790514,0.0,0.24118871876101586,0.0,0.10422451219781753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824823560327434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774868245841065,0.3203201097533355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018853490691516,0.11356873798364857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779213366331945,0.0,0.0,0.10858967841293976,0.0,0.06941326536560168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939247712449444,0.0,0.0,0.08119497714228842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918117321376273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187398459467864,0.0,0.10375807334066864,0.0,0.0,0.11844801208070245,0.0,0.07044195754678242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863776909237495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341193125320756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127884183742406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403012636975952,0.0,0.0,0.09300444010029686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403014541760557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388462877883274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105458574720607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121407521135248,0.07992834218655595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869465280117016,0.0,0.20130104429720727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366279347780429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357456907453234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21425917633553354,0.17809076244271202,0.08090611044278376,0.0,0.11764356873879628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447017415639099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733967109315576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944916774170418,0.0,0.0,0.2346662785322347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709925454328208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767676815586547
socialanxiety,traderjoesheaux,2018/12/08,"Anyone have advice for someone that is anxious to leave their bedroom if their roommates are in the main area? My roommates are all chill, friendly people and I generally enjoy living with them but for some reason, I get really anxious to leave my bedroom if they're in the kitchen or living room. 

When I dive into that anxiety and ask myself what it is about their presence that makes me not want leave the safety of my bedeoom, I think about how I dread the small talk and just feel incredibly uncomfortable and rushed to do whatever it is I left my room to do whether it's eating, getting a drink, or even leaving the house. 

But if I come home and they're in the main area, I'm completely fine. I'll go in the kitchen and start making something and chat with them. It's only when I'm in my bedroom that I'm scared to leave.

Does anyone familiar with this feeling have any insight, or advice? Or even understand where this stems from? 

",6.94606557377049,6.583763743169397,6.700005464480874,79.62115573770492,64.57377049180327,9.287213114754099,33.05409836065573,8.548686976883017,2.49476,747,27,143,9,10,235,103,183,0.131,0.8029999999999999,0.066,-0.8456,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,5,0,9,5,0,2,8,0,9,4,0,4,1,37,25,20,0,4,12,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,11,12,4,0,6,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,2,19,3,20,25,4,19,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,8,3,96,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397106310635261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340840146137739,0.0,0.09382938422416877,0.2771264731115741,0.0,0.17152397864647007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146642118477431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565489604943784,0.12859957669649874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733466696409813,0.0,0.0,0.12015346953535246,0.0,0.12550487335257587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620226015470491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403431547637794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476158022430417,0.0,0.1281624993207931,0.0,0.06970665640406781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303118889984255,0.0,0.0,0.1415253581599452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.649360297224139,0.13326309184020246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661009607294526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374396512473874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328330737791604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503230528553625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785747990083424,0.12610794695026165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279727893823313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392368263647812,0.0944244477330754,0.0,0.0,0.08681458655297998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858401919190672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859123641835275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768633665515575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234405211151834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,destined2destroy,2018/12/08,"Weekends are horrible. You convince yourself you are super busy with work and everything and you don’t have time to do anything. You postpone everything to be done in holidays and that somehow even makes you feel better. The sense of false well being.

And then weekends arrive in all its monstrosity and you have to do the things you piled up for an entire week. Visit places, appointments, buy stuffs and you go outside these places and wonder to go in or not. If there’s a lot of people you don’t want to go and if there’s no people then absolutely not. You don’t want to be centre of people’s attention. You always need the right amount of crowd.

Today I hope I can muster up 5 seconds of courage to actually enter the buildings where I have to be and not end up in my bed self loathing later about why am I like this,
",3.7081264747522447,5.394950987730058,4.430061349693253,85.63361491269468,72.86503067484662,7.2239735724398315,25.421897121283628,7.882392219407189,1.372903161868806,653,21,129,9,13,209,97,163,0.065,0.792,0.14300000000000002,0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,11,0,3,7,7,0,0,6,0,17,0,0,1,1,27,27,14,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,10,0,0,3,3,1,5,7,0,1,1,1,1,16,7,23,22,3,25,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,7,10,95,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.16842020197166807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360636820611244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420245524379578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263934488894565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661661692158234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286102423191938,0.0,0.0,0.11399221164728444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102204767534885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726526920507183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29425583298252217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141802216330468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431738358520699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672745762614256,0.0,0.0,0.11520328985116672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797121494574562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589506815128124,0.0,0.3606337616197771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738851772616945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004607960746327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975710420519664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465926056941865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006369787169805,0.0,0.1635924765474044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035927931282763,0.0,0.1384390339574052,0.0,0.15517661118948275,0.0,0.15573309524779216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716344607083604,0.12564553022123995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,quixotic_mfennec,2018/12/08,"I crashed in public, again. I've actually been in a really stable place recently, for the last month or so now. I've also been in isolation, though. I went out tonight and crossed paths with some people I've been looking forward to seeing (I knew I would see them tonight, too, and I've spent all day mentally preparing myself for it) and I got there and  completely fucking folded. Making eye contact felt like getting shot in the face with a paintball gun, so any time I accidentally looked someone in the eye I would flinch and look away immediately. Some of them I flat out ignored, without even meaning to at all. It's like my schtick now to be The One Hanger-On Who Keeps Showing Up and No One Knows Why. People feel sorry for me and I hate it. Even when I'm doing well I have no real presence. Dead face, dead eyes, dead voice. No personality, nothing to say. My mania is still low-energy to a normal person. Usually after something like this I dwell on it and eventually collapse in on myself and think how great it would be to shoot myself in the face. Instead I'm venting it here in the hopes I can get over it faster. ",2.6744980694980685,4.893317427927928,4.0535778635778685,84.82932432432436,77.42342342342343,6.570913770913771,25.43629343629344,7.62386473244151,1.4053806949806948,887,33,173,13,21,292,136,222,0.16899999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.087,-0.9615,1,1,1,2,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,0,17,10,2,1,9,0,12,7,6,2,2,35,35,16,3,5,2,0,2,3,0,3,0,2,0,2,9,13,0,2,6,1,1,3,4,4,1,2,8,12,20,6,30,22,4,35,0,0,8,1,8,18,1,4,19,116,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.12995091571132886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649289152526807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055752251040078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511394563215714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396221346708553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588112557795269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590992189899113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733278733926693,0.0,0.1278603505995019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310992458410472,0.13914759441356986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650510459268764,0.14681610841908238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147396597475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226399617602644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836415881487065,0.0,0.0,0.07318461247148338,0.10854815459216624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951747072917816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354779856049436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888941370367885,0.0,0.0,0.1450569347750037,0.0,0.0,0.1342001197289476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629191999028803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047451575856506,0.12777647581847076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804736074950003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464122954261109,0.23255102480114676,0.13913024390861012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157218904374195,0.08530962115660573,0.0,0.13148547016060272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589903702994732,0.0,0.0,0.21223230012055194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283121441998199,0.10251777880049223,0.0,0.14906855973250085,0.0,0.0,0.10634662893151656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532746745387249,0.13083502875956834,0.0,0.0776502307062493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666365862299965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973232714948512,0.12344631980802287,0.12016170327010176,0.0,0.0,0.12836737976806198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837921553819686,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1_stormtrooper_1,2018/12/08,College experience ruined Raise your hand if your high school and college experience have been personally victimized by social anxiety ✋🏻it’s been over a year since I graduated college and honestly I hate myself for  staying in my shell and being too shy to explore all the fun stuff college has to offer. I went out a few times but I was never able to build a close knit group that I could hang out with on any given day. Until this day it still haunts me and it’s one of my biggest regrets in life. Screw you social anxiety you suck ,5.313714285714287,6.250101895238098,6.218095238095242,77.19857142857146,68.14285714285714,9.047619047619053,30.23809523809524,9.23628265651192,2.5922380952380952,429,16,80,8,7,142,79,105,0.204,0.7390000000000001,0.057,-0.9209,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,2,8,4,0,4,0,7,3,1,0,2,15,11,7,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,5,1,13,2,14,4,2,20,0,2,0,1,9,9,2,1,7,55,18,6,0.20039438341623986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627505253925853,0.0,0.3066023096197513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999860891848094,0.0,0.0,0.2584755981795326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39204831929691936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784796584619432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172766849437555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154447937288098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545565024124735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579242045025025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497664602736288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20280981456276445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576830478033264,0.0,0.0,0.40855367526616404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135937494005768,0.160035213456187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294036250754181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685157649895205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857676010922704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904741273211653
socialanxiety,france453,2019/06/09,"I (20M) need advice on my situation with social anxiety.. Current college student here, I am applying to summer jobs right now and I want to improve my social skills. There’s this perfect server/ host job at a restuarant but I am so terrified of applying there.  I am scared about dealing with a lot of people since it’s  a busy place. How do I break this fearful mindset, because it’s limiting my job search.",1.777341772151896,4.4943741392405085,3.6226455696202535,83.16080379746839,86.08860759493672,6.704303797468356,29.418987341772148,7.908726449838941,2.5506901265822792,323,17,58,7,10,108,57,79,0.19699999999999998,0.732,0.071,-0.9367,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,10,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,9,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,38,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989207499716393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572618866705512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409095276481655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20986593075823365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290665146282543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6060186910679093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306315095189448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094040371150644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112590554845833,0.0,0.2126814440027241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738428628458382,0.0,0.0,0.20380345012229767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839055346487847,0.2288148850028569,0.0,0.41501648695355337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006754175368115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,take_number_two,2019/06/09,"Is it possible to have social anxiety but not be socially awkward? I feel like social anxiety will always be part of me, but I like to think that if I try hard enough or get the right mindset or work on my own self-esteem I’ll be able to outgrow my social awkwardness. I’m a 22 year old woman and I’ve always been generally anxious but my social anxiety has grown with time. Recently it feels worse than ever. I’m fine one on one but in larger groups I just can’t act normal because of my anxiety. Has anyone had a positive experience to share where even though social anxiety remained they were able to become less socially awkward?",3.9237599999999984,5.680889256000004,5.710600000000002,76.38430000000002,72.44,9.16,28.5,9.642632912329526,2.92204,507,20,91,13,10,174,85,125,0.14800000000000002,0.708,0.14400000000000002,0.501,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,3,3,0,12,0,0,0,1,17,18,9,0,2,9,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,3,3,10,4,12,11,4,12,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,3,7,60,13,1,0.2043268345330813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001629461296486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907736728766684,0.11541558185060816,0.0,0.07143503677053374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062277870919127176,0.1128314677988466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556212003920516,0.0,0.0674779735784142,0.09241265988360707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999354257094694,0.0,0.0,0.10331378687437401,0.07298556570843262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053376168882220465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151835493061572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998237704057942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000984575738514,0.0,0.0,0.10720332068465653,0.0,0.13845715109965687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063302514732902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151739026325085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087404946421503,0.0,0.0,0.08724700013419746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657872522239888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7289991671250936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546219260641291,0.10037503875237466,0.0,0.05957231018455825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693622541411445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437618453046871,0.0,0.10411325025952124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578989116044404
socialanxiety,crackztank,2019/06/09,"Got my first driving lessons next week, any advice? being alone with someone for an hour and a half isnt my favourite activity, any help on what to talk about or how to prepare?",3.2433333333333323,5.182547428571431,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,74.71428571428572,5.80952380952381,28.809523809523807,6.42735559955562,1.142523809523809,140,6,29,1,3,43,32,35,0.055,0.86,0.085,0.264,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121820945554702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308742633653703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345007037228283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717407645927217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555091041182207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413380654517752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146133033570409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397596514723937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27068564106175075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567776444831108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562593241431656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MiaLovesGirls,2019/06/09,"Anyone else undermine their own interests? By this I mean saying something you enjoy is bad or at least understating your interest on the off chance others don't enjoy it. I have been catching myself doing this lately, sort of a habit I've noticed and have been trying to correct.

If so, does anyone have any advice on how to catch yourself from doing it? It's actually impacting my real enjoyment of things to the extent I find myself struggling for interests at times. Moreover I'd like to share my interests with loved ones as they are a part of myself.",6.166,7.314074933333334,6.892380952380954,72.36428571428574,66.33333333333334,9.428571428571429,30.23809523809524,9.606745405546679,2.9945238095238103,448,16,73,9,7,148,78,105,0.071,0.6809999999999999,0.249,0.961,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,0,2,12,0,1,4,0,10,1,0,1,1,10,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,1,12,10,17,10,4,9,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,3,3,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.2200447169219144,0.0,0.0,0.2203452211624228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334023848062706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153342748448996,0.2310401066640872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827387929244746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732692559915288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188367108349328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609284228522007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543613906074482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016252554859457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035126077745609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24562360315359946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567206978156081,0.0,0.0,0.15279716828363987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24418259117576904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25665582461499714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931788704992266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359243289773252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357300403935833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980485855680195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148443734427956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309221566907308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DontGoHollow_,2019/06/09,"I have no friends and I’m terrified of others finding out Bf: She actually has no friends. Like zero.

Bf’s brother: DontGoHollow, do you actually have no friends?

Bf’s brother’s gf: It’s okay DontGoHollow I’m your friend

I want to die. My greatest fear is that I’ll start making friends at uni one day and the conversation topic will steer towards our friends and I’ll get asked something like “so what are your friends like” or “where do you and your friends go to hang out” and I’ll have to lie. My boyfriend apologised after he found me crying. But the feeling just won’t go away... I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin right now and find it so hard not to think about how much I hate myself and how there’s something so obviously wrong with me and others can immediately tell and I feel like I don’t belong anywhere. Maybe no one else here cares either. I just don’t know what to do about myself anymore and I don’t know who else to vent to. I wish I could be a different person.",1.91545,4.142487644999999,3.2369999999999983,89.66600000000004,80.05,6.2,24.5,7.365786028017652,1.0114500000000004,779,29,167,11,20,253,113,200,0.153,0.626,0.221,0.9116,1,0,2,0,0,1,17.0,1,5,0,0,14,17,1,1,3,1,17,1,1,3,1,35,36,18,1,3,6,2,5,4,12,2,0,0,0,1,8,13,0,0,9,0,0,3,9,3,0,3,1,5,24,14,18,31,4,15,0,0,0,0,27,8,0,1,8,106,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.2152197497591911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936050787655792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308973116762443,0.0,0.10360447220761856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242997692736252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804347256121739,0.0,0.12112896275382433,0.0711165221681978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444525578221874,0.11521110149182225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842367428261913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240870146850976,0.16727099107870155,0.078778565635415,0.0,0.0,0.20157380083578885,0.0,0.0,0.120907904369995,0.6815689514921702,0.0,0.057612734557035465,0.0,0.12534059849172996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878233676434628,0.10887108375515407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212055636246887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215493936987567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360762819110782,0.0,0.1107833645074362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106284143735364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944675237800698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962855342149448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417195660334272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16978603481580978,0.0,0.0,0.07805131387515242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638286591962636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065804843500233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504146990218754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268077229879339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056546831717535,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,seriousposter6,2019/06/09,"Taking my mum to the hairdressers' with me? So I'm a girl and have social anxiety, and just recently turned 18. 

​

Do you think it's weird if I bring my mum to my hair appointment with me and have her just sit in the waiting area by the door while I get my hair cut? I have an appointment in a few days but all week in my head I've been going over every single little thing that could go wrong up to me having a panic attack or something and the thought of that happening without my mum being there terrifies me. 

​

She's ALWAYS come with me in the past but I feel more awkward than ever now being 18 and still not being able to get a haircut on my own. 

​

And usually I get really overwhelmed really quickly when I go to such a loud & crowded place so I often need my mum to speak to the hairdresser for me and explain what it is I'd like them to do with my hair (like cutting off a certain number of inches etc). It's embarrassing & sometimes I feel like I should explain myself but I don't really want to disclose the fact that I have social anxiety to a complete stranger. Is this weird? Does anyone else feel this way or am I just a weirdo lol?",4.798395573997234,5.071943224066391,5.707535269709545,82.75886860304288,69.04149377593362,8.584343015214385,28.929737206085754,8.447377352677275,1.959023015214384,931,31,189,13,15,307,135,241,0.159,0.7759999999999999,0.064,-0.9711,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,0,13,14,3,4,16,1,17,4,4,0,4,40,39,17,0,5,11,4,6,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,10,12,0,1,7,0,0,5,3,10,0,0,2,8,32,4,28,32,6,30,0,1,0,0,15,12,0,4,14,137,42,0,0.0970197344683865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072819116658035,0.5256042088103993,0.3536687901546436,0.0,0.0,0.14843966262724936,0.0,0.0,0.06783845416148232,0.0994081832246418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037395418141714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357391053012954,0.1017233457124101,0.0,0.0,0.07746236340536213,0.0,0.0,0.06256970248973398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490262343773812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104753884792333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820264994083467,0.0,0.08775990431127896,0.08174331071645165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716827859219442,0.06931091768967489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206642075358998,0.0,0.1654156527571268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579423077780064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957023775863633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421968248155185,0.09723926193609476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193890377571692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383175432908335,0.0,0.0,0.09261631456185593,0.0,0.0,0.1013649729216018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864599786981966,0.0,0.09579528323955426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779880261451688,0.0,0.07469053154913331,0.09595499817742098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748008527195356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294676606529478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445560055513469,0.06216632836216414,0.0,0.0770228319583953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055296111835224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685353067208547,0.0,0.05722475308409745,0.07700974932408454,0.07782337885037068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352356187022634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607584922810744,0.3536687901546436,0.0
socialanxiety,Dorsalfire,2019/06/09,Just talk to people Talk about anything you want. It’s that simple.,0.30128205128205465,1.7953586153846146,0.6230769230769262,98.31358974358973,116.69230769230768,1.7333333333333334,12.025641025641027,3.1291,-1.6681589743589744,54,1,10,0,3,16,12,13,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069128131942428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428084067275971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7948844955924982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916556143843168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,negropenegrande,2019/06/09,"I just emailed a friend from middle school and I’m nervous if/how he’ll respond. Me and him were best friends all throughout middle school. We continued to play games together and email even after Middle school ended. 

However somewhere during the summer of 9th grade, after a string of emails of us making plans, I got insecure and started thinking “Jesus man he probably doesn’t even want to talk to me, I’m being a nuisance”, so I emailed him something like “schools starting and I’m about to be busy, s I’ll email you when I’m free”, and i never emailed him again until now almost a year later.

I just emailed him saying something like “I just finished all my tests, maybe we could play something together, for old times sake”.

I’m just nervous man. Idk if he’ll even see it, because that was his email from middle school and I haven’t messaged him in a whole year. Also nervous if he’ll read it and be like “nah man I don’t got time like that anymore” or something and Then I’ll feel like a jag.",4.35146446518306,5.430253884422115,4.599802584350326,87.40146984924624,70.4572864321608,6.8917444364680565,29.289662598707825,6.868970318607317,1.4604727925341001,789,30,157,6,14,247,109,199,0.061,0.774,0.165,0.9661,1,0,4,0,0,0,18.0,3,1,0,2,13,15,0,4,7,0,9,0,0,1,3,27,26,17,0,4,7,0,1,5,2,3,0,1,0,3,4,11,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,3,21,12,15,15,4,25,1,0,1,0,32,5,0,4,25,86,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807890966498245,0.0,0.0,0.09429983323119293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694402612852647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188236719858873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237487831036187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414877779524516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444129086288642,0.0,0.0,0.23365328982804998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962342205327085,0.08424140319862762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220795335383147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862129589143808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880464928214616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871189117150164,0.0,0.11846554963138364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094645197731754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373622201005295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713669563577842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795097501540305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377397296887624,0.0,0.5967019430679269,0.09396622732744488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631194272464622,0.0,0.0,0.16692744147612376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477887730361594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755577751312257,0.0,0.0,0.13751910951212254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418421155321325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955171938543663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316524243168028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187202274436726
socialanxiety,Iamsmol97,2019/06/09,"I feel like I lack the ability to connect with people my age because of my anxiety I (21F) have been feeling more and more awkward with my peers lately. I dont always feel like I have the ability to connect properly with people, specifically people innmy age group. 

I feel like there is this barrier between me and the rest of the world. I somehow end up feeling like im viewing the world through a window instead of being a part of it. 

Like im on autopilot?

I also find myself feeling like im beneath everyone and im afraid to socialize with most people because i feel like they can smell the weird awkwardness on me. 

I don't know how to interact with and meet new people...my friend usually make friends with me not the other way around",4.175404732254049,5.650513178082197,5.589103362391032,78.63167496886676,71.32876712328769,8.870734744707347,31.76587795765878,9.339509955726095,3.0468027397260284,588,27,108,13,11,198,80,146,0.07400000000000001,0.708,0.218,0.9624,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,6,13,0,3,9,0,8,0,0,2,0,27,17,6,0,1,1,0,7,7,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,1,9,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,9,18,9,21,15,6,14,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,2,13,75,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600801941401917,0.08949055201111887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227576486537241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574266178363236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311234563561627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604827277593222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525773550561266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276902022285636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38066501138351744,0.4610041816728328,0.0,0.0,0.09829912103571213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618635105137386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646915692858958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910688948436803,0.0,0.12132154054884768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36780586451712655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179072997292762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387285060420028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646660708178362,0.0,0.29824763376551183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963409298113523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845157566394925,0.0,0.0,0.08536850482664103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gingadelic,2019/06/09,"How I completed a year of being a RA in a college dorm as a socially anxious person I never thought I'd ever be a RA. When I was a freshman, my RAs had bubbly and welcoming personalities. I have been socially anxious since middle school where I have been seen as the ""shy"" and ""quiet"" girl. There is very few people I feel 100% comfortable around so the thought of being a RA sounded like a nightmare. A year ago, I applied to live in this off-campus dorm that is made up of upperclassmen. My mom is the one who told me I should apply for the RA position as she is the queen of networking (I did not inherit her skills of networking lol). Despite the typical awkward moments in the interviewing process, I was hired. I was pretty petrified at the thought of interacting and learning the names and lives of 50 strangers. Let me tell you that sometimes things are not as bad as you think they will be. Yes it was uncomfortable at first but I learned how many other people suffer from social anxiety like me. My building attracts a socially anxious, introverted crowd!  I know it may sound like I got lucky but it was still hard. I was still put in social situations that challenged me and I needed this. You can work jobs like this and still have social anxiety. My girlfriend works in sales and talks all day with strangers and she has social anxiety. My therapist talks to people all day and she still has social anxiety. Those who you think you can't relate to because of how you perceive their personalities, you might actually be able to relate to! I'm sure some people in my building have no idea that I am socially anxious. I'm leaving this job with better social skills and a group of close friends. Although I went head first into many means of social interaction, exposure like this can help you. If I can do this, you can too.",4.1711684729064045,6.174259525714284,5.0300394088669975,80.49585714285716,72.31428571428572,8.141871921182268,29.21182266009852,8.841846274778883,2.4564167487684725,1454,60,269,29,29,472,181,350,0.085,0.782,0.133,0.9651,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,9,2,9,14,16,0,1,20,2,38,1,1,4,5,48,54,24,0,3,5,1,2,5,2,4,0,3,2,4,18,15,0,0,12,0,2,2,5,3,0,3,18,6,44,13,35,26,4,31,0,1,1,0,47,14,0,5,20,193,62,13,0.0634287161683131,0.0,0.061897277277966935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056225729813470966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940911770269152,0.2866255800157346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056465005058543176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052960328581297116,0.038665556652145015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609754497092722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665038021206507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181254920359157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737490513677145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032071464714377954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079048671403849,0.0,0.0,0.049004868769905285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072973864329413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681967101727041,0.0,0.06509616197374682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042514931427666144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160329998415838,0.0,0.0,0.12588642717117673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03485876360187167,0.0,0.0,0.06716185203862621,0.0,0.06486015970909989,0.0,0.15494033405814958,0.0,0.11201743688914097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001778488065445,0.0,0.12861352532801154,0.0,0.06909246667261176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672878442976802,0.0,0.07428694577432997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047031589336459886,0.04892013616532092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04298093962372578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758939414837444,0.16615052519561138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452980737825494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376337887811459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419324705987399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246888946869583,0.07129653453221346,0.0,0.7112334720371828,0.0,0.0,0.06273262215853449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026170186649108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978081434061287,0.0,0.0,0.10196319883804866,0.05543949366493906,0.0,0.0,0.07364562823928307,0.042139220597454535,0.08128512036269724,0.0,0.15106594674387522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060608856476738734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233533363139637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879905535314092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092353721605791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169202724049243
socialanxiety,travlingwonderer,2019/06/09,"Finding Mental Health Care? Hello all. I believe that I have Avoidant Personality Disorder and I would like to see a counselor and a psychiatrist (I want therapy and medicine) but I have never done this before and so I am curious as to how someone goes about looking for a mental health care provider. 

Anything you could share would be helpful since I know next to nothing. I am, however, particularly concerned with the process of finding affordable providers of good quality. Do you use Google? Angie's List? Ask your friends on Facebook? I don't even know where to begin...",4.3324977934686695,7.356004067961166,4.55890556045896,79.0551809355693,76.28155339805825,7.240600176522506,34.6063548102383,8.296473431620573,3.2425417475728167,461,26,76,9,11,144,76,103,0.017,0.727,0.256,0.9783,2,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,0,11,2,0,2,2,19,21,8,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,12,6,11,16,1,5,0,0,2,0,9,2,0,0,4,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560112742609287,0.0,0.1540484509300233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402169127580738,0.18565231327144005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33601142592168753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156461277895962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885386555679096,0.0,0.0,0.16862867698323508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088366212167296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012145964018413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273097717762102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821089728401373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503100404235218,0.0,0.0,0.11044956048247496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111919692683726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050391343966419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837495179986628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321219733487472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270896449026481,0.0,0.1752469858928489,0.0,0.0,0.15811228552587142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388084268707674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130951460167906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363089527894633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961882323275152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844199667785094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231830199672732,0.0,0.0,0.09719239318174093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341120878697765,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imaybeathrowaway,2019/06/09,I turn down everyone around me No one invites me to things and I get really sad about it and think nobody likes me. Yet when people actually try inviting me to things I turn them down in an act of social anxiety. Like today a friend invited me to go somewhere but I was freaking out about it and said no. I think the reason people don't invite me to things is because I always say no. I feel like I'm driving away all of my friends by this...,2.0336956521739147,3.739741717391308,3.9015217391304375,87.57336956521742,77.47826086956522,6.773913043478261,23.45652173913044,7.645422480735847,1.0555173913043483,346,11,73,5,8,117,63,92,0.161,0.691,0.14800000000000002,-0.0804,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,12,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,2,3,15,5,15,10,1,12,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,53,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.1805297020502125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393174073692045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152166258416615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468592784308264,0.0,0.0,0.1738101128696452,0.0,0.0,0.11277202696122575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677189179441602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353968742760063,0.13216139316226694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28585536382518395,0.0,0.09665293092773353,0.0,0.10513766011634812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711395418974417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535828012699055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25650628141442605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851336641313034,0.1902070067393641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597384433172944,0.14711648238700445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858042997212415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687099630371584,0.2370763174976828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535486065814973,0.0,0.0,0.12560034372809875,0.4024457011615737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,medicblah,2019/06/09,"How to pluck courage to go talk to a girl I find attractive? Quick background: I have emotional issues because I was abused by family members when I was a child. This also included being paraded and laughed at whilst naked. 

I think I’ve adjusted well but I’ve never been in a relationship. Most of my encounters with girls have been serendipitous and not based on effort on my part. 

What makes this worse is that when someone does make an effort to get my attention they then get slighted and think that I just don’t like them. When really I get super anxious of rejection.",5.259564220183485,6.8417026055045875,5.637511467889907,78.91204701834863,68.81651376146789,9.853669724770645,30.13876146788991,10.125756701596842,3.15521009174312,460,18,84,12,8,147,78,109,0.125,0.722,0.152,0.0476,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,2,3,8,7,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,3,1,17,17,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,4,0,12,6,12,12,2,12,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,8,59,17,0,0.0,0.2554084507733562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723866959392799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352630545560666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140599885557214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864177499600332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424808277137193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032148409753715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970218684784607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33787035508134483,0.0,0.12251016158179558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249931278963508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531383030688976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877816934611284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625648027746606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334351345243796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809601291114845,0.0,0.0,0.2314353896887569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264693515305666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326242203576026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762498036547232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938181974289173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967844183720664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,urinetroublee,2019/06/09,"The worst thing about having anxiety is even if you're an ambitious''Type A'' goal-oriented person, no matter how much you want to succeed in your goals and do what you need to, anxiety just holds you back from them out of fear, it doesn't matter what type of person you are. That' anxiety! Thoughts?  I'm a very driven person.  I'm ambitious. I have a lot of ideas, I get things done in spite of anxiety but it is extremely hard and getting harder. I'm curious what others experiences who may be similar to me, are. 

​

P.S. I'm thinking about getting on medication because as of right now, I'm not on medication, I believe I could succeed a lot more if I were on something to calm me down and allow me to go after my goals. The reason I highlight goals is I know people who have no goals really and they lack anxiety so I think man if only I had that confidence, I would do so much with it! But as of right now I have to slog through things. I just have to if I want to succeed but I'm thankful to anyone who is reading this.",2.548047619047619,4.314569423809529,4.3561904761904815,84.6104761904762,76.19047619047619,7.7142857142857135,25.952380952380953,8.515128840125781,1.8179523809523803,809,30,166,16,18,274,113,210,0.10400000000000001,0.72,0.17600000000000002,0.9638,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,2,9,11,8,1,1,7,0,21,2,0,3,0,36,40,16,0,10,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,16,6,0,1,6,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,1,24,5,30,31,7,15,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,7,4,128,40,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521443506632222,0.1516385804494203,0.0,0.0,0.4773360065220493,0.0,0.0,0.08725898786063851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595901649125968,0.0,0.07607336999034245,0.0,0.0,0.14060029911599484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963799310572563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277077673075494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242537476747122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220726480038344,0.0,0.1404281402588612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559941520722754,0.0,0.0709234047970054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179106756210516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408774321091321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685836142163481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121910875970124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514340019811456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834761533434431,0.09253329853788284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491159254026904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651656699225492,0.3268963768195035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482794477648422,0.0,0.07994634321015574,0.12830919500466456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314708495334286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607265180654656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489370851765372,0.0,0.0,0.2487231115114681,0.15992613507913742,0.0,0.0990726342739346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296826280628134,0.14721367390852072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865020047726048,0.0,0.1516385804494203,0.0
socialanxiety,spaceodysssey,2019/06/09,"Do you guys suffer from low self esteem? I’m just wondering if it’s a common theme for people with SA to have a poor relationship with themselves. 

Since I was a young child, I’ve always felt like I was inferior and would isolate myself a bit from others. Anyone have similar experiences?",5.227,6.7427680181818195,6.507045454545459,72.90056818181819,68.81818181818181,9.136363636363637,26.47727272727273,9.516144504307137,2.4556363636363634,231,7,40,5,4,78,45,55,0.242,0.7140000000000001,0.045,-0.8767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,4,1,6,5,1,3,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560843149198929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519575513986647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33599859417099964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010522619293196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955017182179424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30473476141415023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035795195561874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336481687986095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304233746151712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210649884559036,0.0,0.0,0.2545855735323905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33375694590580346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186267260568363,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrdennis3,2019/06/09,"Is my anxiety bad enough? Hi, 

I am suffering from social anxiety and while studying I could somehow handle it, because I could avoid social interactions  a lot. A half a year ago, I started working and I thought one day, it will be fine, but it is just getting worse. Now I am usually sitting at work being scared of what my coworkers think or that they could start talking to me, idk. This makes me kind of unable to be productive. Also I am always scared to go with my coworkers for lunch. Sometimes I just hide in the library, so I don't have to go to lunch with them. Quite often right now I come home from work and want nothing more than die. 

So I tried to get a therapy recently, but it takes some time till it starts. Also I told my parents about my situation and they told me to take sick leave (is this the right term?) until I get some therapy. I think its a good idea, but I feel like I should somehow pull myself together and work somehow, because other people have a lot more anxiety and they might be sick, but I am not sick enough .. idk

sorry for my bad english btw",4.138527131782946,5.1074082790697695,5.093023255813954,84.0773643410853,70.86046511627906,8.337984496124031,28.75193798449613,8.648137234880735,2.0508356589147283,840,31,171,14,15,275,122,215,0.21100000000000002,0.727,0.062,-0.9841,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,5,13,10,0,3,8,0,20,5,0,1,0,38,39,18,1,5,8,1,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,11,9,2,1,5,0,0,4,2,6,0,2,3,1,31,4,21,26,9,24,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,10,16,126,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299010287453374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677816432146617,0.08728762719401299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24075132388652395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517910107639054,0.12789568415429048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036457079097414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512693199532574,0.0,0.0,0.06765370046870528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088726616361026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678550284295256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05304206478103298,0.07494266199136418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442232696726414,0.0,0.11923748586681825,0.08798758632011501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522617497664644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842261992458335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924024097037408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107703805775676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125026442975579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836941049875993,0.0,0.0,0.07002350899661874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128541299872584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006571742486431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108492874194408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648227043819967,0.0,0.0,0.07272647134969612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115771607058361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357897098307173,0.0,0.0,0.17917302900516438,0.0,0.0,0.2100522327022252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791526944590845,0.0,0.21387061808942887,0.0,0.0,0.10375166329479538,0.11743022254977215,0.22275246521235836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577478704602084,0.08431698779919634,0.0,0.0,0.2399312467374458,0.0,0.0,0.1344351016833774,0.0,0.08328119513465261,0.06116973216376985,0.0,0.0,0.20047845773019973,0.0,0.07122219190332728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553573807225592,0.0,0.06187445601459191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054822801396874,0.0,0.1069050304301487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755403658008692
socialanxiety,Waffles_Revenge,2019/06/09,"Planning to give my number to a retail worker I'm a regular customer (27F) who has recently become attracted to a guy who works in a local shop. He serves me a few times a month, and I've been getting 'positive vibes' from him. On one recent occasion he smiled at me while I was waiting in line (or queue as we say in the UK), although this could just be friendliness or a reaction to seeing a familiar face (same goes for the general vibes I'm getting).

I was originally planning to ask ""can I give you my number?"", but all I really need to do is hand him a piece of paper with my name and number on it. This means he doesn't have to say yes or no straight away, plus it's an easier thing for me to do. If I was working in retail I think I'd be fine with a customer doing this, even if I wasn't single or wasn't interested.

Does anyone here have experience of this from either side? How did it make you feel if you were the person being asked out/given the number?",6.171194029850748,4.637681567164184,7.512681592039801,77.00066417910448,66.66169154228857,10.826069651741292,31.0452736318408,9.888512548439397,2.666366766169155,749,22,159,14,10,260,122,201,0.028999999999999998,0.826,0.145,0.9556,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,3,0,5,4,3,0,0,15,1,21,2,2,3,1,29,36,15,0,5,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,10,6,0,1,3,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,8,5,19,3,26,24,6,17,0,0,1,0,20,11,0,7,6,115,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826041723009207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429696481857783,0.0,0.17234107112833108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258701879094212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645609444977462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052320237327386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115557625888332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943239028121588,0.0,0.0,0.09274909070666257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916720421932052,0.35193074377652256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162722409690613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244275961611073,0.0,0.0,0.1998119984739032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641424064165107,0.0,0.0,0.1360130316558393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124298752904521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16016636875977364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175116923488881,0.0,0.3622353471596736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29174611001172124,0.0,0.0,0.14617212232416554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218645430855302,0.11753627513996776,0.0,0.0,0.10696108947456504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670823979695968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway2019DCDG,2019/06/09,"Being disrespected. For a few years now I've tried to be a good person. I've tried to be respectful towards others and really be an overall helpful dude. But I just can't make any friends or find people to hangout with. I would say I'm socially anxious half of the time but confident the other half. However, I always feel that people judge me on what I'm wearing or how I look. I know this is probably an exaggeration on my part but I can't help but feel isolated In public situations. Ive stopped going to parties or kickback because I don't get invited by my friends and when I do I just sit on the couch pretending that I'm wasted. I've never been approached by anyone willing to chat or socialize. I've always had to take the first step and when I do the conversation does not last forever.

I can't help but feel that everyday I interact with someone I feel the judgement towards me. My friends don't really talk to me anymore and those that do disrespect me and take me for granted. I believe that this is probably because I am too helpful and available. I don't want to feel like I've betrayed my friend by not helping them when they need it. As such they take advantage of me and although I should call them out on it I just can't do it! I think I've become like my mom in that I care too much about others.",3.9221520467836255,4.8961064666666685,5.466920077972709,81.17798245614037,71.37037037037038,8.7953216374269,31.24756335282651,9.134995656068208,2.6602592592592598,1046,46,211,21,19,355,135,270,0.14300000000000002,0.722,0.135,-0.3335,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,2,12,10,0,0,10,0,24,1,1,2,1,40,44,22,0,4,14,1,5,2,4,3,0,1,1,1,16,10,0,1,8,3,0,3,10,0,0,3,2,7,36,10,28,35,3,24,0,0,1,0,24,9,0,4,13,150,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003267858862846,0.0,0.0,0.07765402432097837,0.0,0.0,0.12900370649686926,0.11324712126229355,0.07984523726672561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921995717528254,0.1261153591407958,0.0,0.12865453196201046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660212149265925,0.0,0.11642567758538318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992960772391417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886928529345628,0.08157831331081226,0.0,0.0,0.10436881242504377,0.09713109213349153,0.0,0.0,0.35289577196080896,0.0,0.059660260027299,0.0,0.06489756783364417,0.0957782749311948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827002276159778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275657194717567,0.09308117981837766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115762375613071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958919624828409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622360354249091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373951269379966,0.0,0.0,0.08394377104104396,0.08467142878885951,0.08807139805611901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365808910828263,0.0,0.15833178881313253,0.09970747009837104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462351479455383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630778785600398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908095337540537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835584618138632,0.0,0.2328073733554725,0.09675394849421252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546907011097633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575730203311809,0.0917826704487678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316919731488332,0.0,0.0,0.06658588636962898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505684296194205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735300861445381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111824884050241,0.0,0.0,0.07353547652437864
socialanxiety,zaydnassar,2019/06/09,"How do I start being active on social media? Hey, am a 22 years old guy, I've had social anxiety before and didn't post much on social media, now I'm kinda over it, and I wanna be more active and post stuff, how do I start? What to post? What selfies should I take? Idk what to do, please help thank you",0.02393406593406766,1.9994186461538448,2.3729670329670327,94.58846153846157,85.61538461538461,4.32967032967033,12.362637362637365,5.288315135182226,-1.2416593406593406,232,2,52,1,7,79,44,65,0.046,0.747,0.207,0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,0,8,14,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,6,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437144830933064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598573563260009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860136498862322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259204356935218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810073081341673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713034535650328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621687611445685,0.0,0.0,0.5397617290795268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5745072207339128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26594043080604385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150578933233224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124940184925622,0.0,0.0,0.1729587722765357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097744624510788
socialanxiety,namsis2627,2019/06/09,"I'm afraid of meeting online friends because I'm afraid of disappointing them and ruining the picture they had of me I have many online friends that aren't too far from where I live. They are really cool people and I'd like to hang out with them and have fun. Except that my social anxiety has to stop me from that.


I delayed many meetings with online friends that live nearby just because I don't want them to be disappointed when they get to meet me,  I keep coming with excuses to not hang out. But then I get stressed out about that too, what if they see through that.


I feel like they are expecting me to look a certain way, to act and talk a certain way. And I don't want to ruin that image they had of me. 


Social Anxiety is always about being afraid to be judged.",4.048024475524475,5.066947147435896,4.6909090909090905,86.69045454545454,71.11538461538461,7.724009324009327,27.002331002331005,8.00094639256281,1.489212820512821,609,20,127,8,11,195,80,156,0.12300000000000001,0.7140000000000001,0.163,0.8696,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,9,0,7,17,0,4,3,1,14,0,0,0,2,26,25,9,0,4,5,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,3,1,0,0,4,4,8,0,0,2,4,23,9,25,20,0,15,0,4,2,0,19,5,0,1,6,87,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182002545660793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26077280350710663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779771160735427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681927028978067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617976246275033,0.12176262058055147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950453764166912,0.0,0.17809609712728006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149521494441467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653709213404724,0.0,0.3010039045227789,0.0,0.14312696807099967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455995278349712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816187871917098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918845301946983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358188925044391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347484946915176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249576498120825,0.19523884584477036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699349770991034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010602695751837,0.2705752340471101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,savmill94,2019/06/09,"Horrible anxiety :( I can't go anywhere sober by myself because of my anxiety and i hate it! I wish i wasn't like this. But idk what to do to get rid of it without ""drugs"" i freak out and can't breath and i feel like my whole body is shaking. It also feels like my heart goes crazy as well. I want to be able to control it on my own but it seems like nothing ever works. Anytime i go out i have to drink it makes me more ""outgoing"" and i feel like it gets everyone to like me more because i actually talk and become more open instead of being quiet and awkward. I want to love myself and be more open sober. But my anxiety gets the best of me. Any advice please?",0.3945238095238111,2.448587500000002,2.631428571428572,92.82023809523814,84.71428571428572,5.7333333333333325,21.47619047619048,7.0316486544052195,0.5418904761904768,510,17,115,7,15,173,77,140,0.193,0.6629999999999999,0.145,0.2812,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,4,13,1,2,1,0,9,6,3,2,1,25,24,12,0,3,4,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,11,1,1,4,1,0,3,4,4,1,0,1,4,22,9,17,20,7,9,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,7,79,31,1,0.13825791184014774,0.0,0.13491977801243155,0.0,0.0,0.13510403131325302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105648021473584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402012111711427,0.0,0.3173007723875008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856147958842338,0.15269500125497934,0.0,0.0,0.1450931486409256,0.0,0.0,0.1535733720392784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550680044375912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544011826658,0.16033528375264075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506219667424734,0.0,0.13211135967590829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097220632354541,0.2963144395315157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670215765481574,0.0,0.15715031490716927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650106431824746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383629121646628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052749922893053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247831633850068,0.0,0.09228822974357866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266219524712433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176566912877434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586481033525093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112647242049092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309619708459186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431046685200135,0.0,0.0,0.15436002109484578,0.15898977538015946,0.13327569326881292,0.0,0.10065340646341027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mcasim01,2019/06/09,"What to do as a sexually inexperienced incoming undergrad? So basically I'm a 17 year old bisexual male, going on 18 and I just recently graduated from high school. I've always been somewhat sexually repressed ever since I was a child. I wasn't really interested in getting a girlfriend (or boyfriend for that matter) like my peers, but I always told myself I'd become interested in it later. Fast forward to high school when I started having my first serious ""crushes"" (i.e., infatuations, borderline obsessions), but they were few and far between (nobody ever reciprocated), and I never really got into the whole dating scene. Nobody really hit me up like that, and the few people that did (very few I might add), I was not attracted to. I don't think I'm ugly or anything, but I guess I'm just ok looking. Although I have secretly dabbled in a few dating sites and sexted a few times (plz don't judge me lol), I have never been on a date, never kissed anybody, never as much of held hands with somebody romantically, and definitely never had any sexual contact. It's not like I'm asexual, demiromantic, or anything like that, although I'm a bit of a late bloomer on the whole sexuality thing. I wanna get laid like everybody else my age, which I know would probably be pretty easy to obtain because of dating sites, but I feel like it'll feel empty and shallow for my first dates, kisses, sex, etc., to basically be from a casual hook-up. At the same time, I really don't know how to reach any of these milestones like a normal person in real life because I've never experienced even the basics. I just wanna know if there's anybody who was this socially inexperienced at some point who can give me some pointers about what I should do in this whole situation. People usually say, ""just put yourself out there"" or that I need to ""flirt and let people know I'm interested"" but I don't really know how to do that. Flirting is a rare occurrence for me, and I've only attempted within the past few years. So yeah. Plz help! Ya boy is pathetic :P

P.S - I'm going to Northwestern University in Evanston (near Chicago, Illinois) if that gives people some necessary context for advice.",6.939617886178857,7.219996258536586,8.196890243902441,66.72224593495936,64.46341463414635,11.223577235772359,33.91260162601625,10.9516,3.9350650406504055,1726,69,295,45,24,595,219,410,0.057999999999999996,0.7829999999999999,0.159,0.992,0,0,0,0,1,0,68.0,0,1,1,4,15,20,0,2,18,3,29,5,1,2,8,66,58,29,0,8,17,0,3,7,1,4,1,1,0,4,19,13,0,2,9,1,0,4,13,3,0,2,12,6,31,17,42,38,17,55,0,0,1,3,17,23,0,12,37,200,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356524543593223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231232502130814,0.0,0.0,0.11630762488279675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407447630633429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042595196896151,0.09444570330493636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336132350652504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143764479314635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537294508911004,0.05648251145298305,0.15470823569444636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647891809616517,0.06109264745833635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547973176023246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893571608727384,0.16406947892798124,0.09720142698853296,0.0,0.06839495720328824,0.0,0.09420551511503576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731957217328061,0.18070469822390106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349867857070769,0.0,0.0964657727696676,0.0,0.0,0.08744590384537156,0.06040247978032949,0.2924515860031855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181190221146391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071896197615656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286409956767394,0.06340903040104691,0.3957312663799949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378752319482252,0.0,0.0,0.08973465661846612,0.0,0.0,0.06503877146813092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163469829891941,0.2371441076148466,0.07466927265919643,0.0,0.0,0.08084026117614491,0.0,0.0,0.08700051551626897,0.09220071165221227,0.0,0.0,0.08596719963748889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733592978948356,0.2739186966835475,0.0,0.08443673323340492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800575552911073,0.0,0.1730935148817512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073971886488092,0.09612356693499532,0.0,0.08717279267541622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060528664920131786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681303051072995,0.0547951997896377,0.0,0.0,0.09973013455627386,0.0,0.0,0.08171420266945828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418379234647917,0.07055965592703346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864266800087953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074811279768873,0.0,0.0,0.1101390004441096
socialanxiety,lilahjl,2019/06/09,"Anxiety is basically just an illusion I have struggled with aocial anxiety since i was 12, i’m 19 now. It has ruined my life and made my life a struggle for as long as i can remember. I basically haven’t lived a normal life since i was 12.  

Sometimes it just hits me that anxiety is basically just an illusion. The fear and anxiety is there, but the fear is completely irrational as we all know. I wish it was just possible to stop caring about what other people poeple think, and just go into the situation you feel anxious in with no fear because literally nothing can actually happen to you that is bad except that very unpleasant feeling of anxiety, even if you basically have a panic attack.  

But as we all know, it’s nearly impossible to just stop caring like that. I have tried it many times, and it does help to think ”nothing can happen, i am still alive and well even if i have a panic attack and embarrass myself doing something so simple like going to the shop” but it is really hard to not let the feelings overtake that. I guess this is because of our human instinct to not stand out from the ”pack” but still, think about what kind of life you could live if you just stopped caring. It wouldn’t get rid of your depression maybe, but it would give you one hell of a life.",9.056236363636364,6.769550740000002,9.321636363636363,68.71081818181821,61.6,12.770909090909093,37.127272727272725,11.389717465364855,4.0745999999999984,1015,36,191,23,11,340,130,250,0.265,0.623,0.11199999999999999,-0.9922,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,3,7,0,1,17,21,3,8,13,0,25,5,0,1,2,51,47,19,0,8,18,0,4,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,18,12,0,3,9,1,1,2,5,14,1,1,4,4,24,7,27,38,2,15,1,2,0,0,13,4,1,4,10,142,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.08742638011773332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34267842154128075,0.10121057828355123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384186667486787,0.0,0.0,0.07480344889672047,0.10922579480042728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740272463975341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393283419179012,0.0,0.0,0.07152988615249978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716326231832121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840033174264828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834597404904056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024391170142825,0.13589735389135232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468067901448747,0.085942364264439,0.10183149845851176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869287997543268,0.0,0.15844731015920865,0.0,0.08025455036111405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060049920111713714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932936261538348,0.09847203790258673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161128286402244,0.31639839132024977,0.08753776021588064,0.0,0.15821825204531692,0.07928384435296817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847717041128758,0.0,0.090829641044736,0.09000464452714478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777863971135574,0.17192698772242845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070813015710438,0.0,0.0,0.2102278337439681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621100445157952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099864421857688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057393295969572274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148738283822856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821863825917886,0.10070229585541356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897033583162493,0.08860625720230902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143092501569741,0.22470237615287367,0.0,0.18731669094269968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221590698161054,0.0,0.0,0.05224032896416455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082535598843745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739206791132241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055167513405317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302344653975133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364177508880728,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PaperSpartan42,2019/06/09,"I was born wrong Ever since I could remember I have had social anxiety. Never had any real friends because of it. Elementary was spent sitting by myself at lunch and wandering the playground. Always dreaded groups, because I knew I would just be standing there like a retard. Near the end of Fifth grade it looked like I was making a friend, but we went to different middle schools. Come middle school it's only worse. Just kept my head down during lunch and started at whatever. Eventually I figured out I could hide in the library. Was yelled at by one of my teachers in front of the whole class to grow out of my shell because I told him I didnt remember everyone's names to pass back tests. He might have been on drugs come to think of it, was a weirdly energetic dude. Moved unexpectedly at the end of eight grade. Shit only got worse. I looked forward to class, because at least then I could look busy. Hugh school was a shit show. Every waking day was painful, physically even. I still have side effects from the stress wrecking my body every day. I have tried. God damn I tried. Sat with a group for a bit but that only triggered my fight or flight response. I always booked it to the library, they called me out on it. Eventually I just stopped hanging out with them. Anything relating to groups would immediately fill me with fear as soon as it was announced. Some girl showed interest in me which still confuses me to this day, but that pushed my stress to astronomical levels so I pushed her away. I dont blame anyone. I know it's my fault I ruined any chance at friendship. But socializing for me gave me that feeling you got when you had to present for the class times ten. Eventually I just mentally shut off to stop the pain. Freshman year of college was painful. Almost fainted once. I will die alone. I know it. I'm that guy in the back of the class who people will forget existed. Even this post will go unnoticed. I'm less than a background character in the story of life.",3.0404780931386064,5.529584447643983,3.651992284375861,86.78445852852028,77.56020942408377,6.53414163681455,25.235877652245804,7.669130373188453,1.379909947643979,1577,58,305,24,38,496,212,382,0.205,0.7290000000000001,0.066,-0.9961,2,1,1,0,1,0,41.0,1,2,2,1,17,21,4,5,19,0,29,13,5,3,2,49,52,12,1,5,9,0,1,2,2,6,6,1,0,2,17,12,2,3,9,3,1,13,3,16,0,3,23,5,45,5,54,19,5,63,0,1,3,0,23,27,3,5,24,195,62,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535755412408487,0.08828500881101085,0.0,0.0,0.1418563523437909,0.0,0.0,0.11593497199327685,0.0,0.06520989997160281,0.0,0.0,0.05960319138163212,0.0,0.07014690644913409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008766903470971,0.1310916792630304,0.0,0.2078509385335386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306219120966004,0.0946846503426058,0.0,0.0,0.08704161701736902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685687772251754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417641268474548,0.0,0.0,0.16492212263460762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846774248616883,0.08905975165735078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990299418986316,0.0,0.09885366244233056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099822928432602,0.0,0.0,0.1126030798068528,0.07710627308587517,0.14364013015990065,0.08145238807415317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592095352496262,0.04310091860955345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171552213994367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844499544624842,0.0,0.1363516356874284,0.0,0.0,0.08440298598547379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748288873027198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369355258416837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020894854239915,0.08328987512171196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21474544459298248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056899699785024516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590389120066202,0.09042829587968416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059876039306047,0.0,0.0,0.06574388871876209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077995258105727,0.057762188193850525,0.19449115626511745,0.2721105077489713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909607281208538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816382770527106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702406274270388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931251478717171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25880837761396724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499938490613812,0.07051306682323373,0.0,0.0,0.1737869772095219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060334729381477326,0.0,0.13614874949056524,0.14253226495758226,0.19528885584514866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054619634433935485,0.0,0.0,0.0497052982051632,0.0,0.0,0.08145238807415317,0.0,0.1157474509746837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790201919888681,0.0,0.09516965363308308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373776961900314,0.12110694828376956,0.09319875018764566,0.0,0.05489305600008016
socialanxiety,humanperson7,2019/06/09,"Anybody else not have friends, like ever? I’ve realized....I’ve never had real friends. The people I always considered friends were other people at school or coworkers. But I would very rarely see them or even talk to them outside of school/work. And they almost definitely saw me as just an acquaintance, or just like only a school/work friend, not a close friend. Like, if I was broke down on the side of the road and needed help, and couldn’t call family, I don’t know who I’d call. And it’s always been like this, my whole life. I don’t even know what’s it’s like having (a) real friend(s)

Anybody else like this?",3.3169672131147507,5.052435614754104,3.772918032786887,89.74216393442623,74.0,6.847213114754098,22.036065573770493,7.554174236665415,0.7118891803278689,483,12,100,6,10,151,77,122,0.188,0.72,0.092,-0.8391,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,0,5,12,0,0,7,0,10,1,0,0,2,24,15,10,0,4,9,0,0,6,5,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,2,10,11,7,8,1,8,0,1,2,0,13,6,0,5,8,59,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194270564751907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847671101374936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24356658805180345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926185281547795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754732559257933,0.1078823699309814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243279180439307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5528648493746279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994107439369406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109027444207694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424066940146809,0.3496022603522176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843377269457353,0.0919848183501173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907067005435876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536720381962014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271500240125925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362108814465601,0.09503907149579144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586099977133282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840643413395536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315554453024694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736532432607603,0.0,0.0,0.08472270849747013,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BadThrowaway457,2019/06/09,"How do people go out alone and enjoy themselves??? I feel like I can't go out alone because people will be more prone to staring at someone alone vs in a group. I kinda need that second person comfort..You know? There's a concert coming up that I reallly want to go to and I cant even think about how awesome it could be. All i'm thinking about is ""damn, it's on a thursday and literally no one is going to want to go during the week"", it's also like an hour away. I've been trying to find someone who would go and enjoy themselves vs being my ""baby sitter"" so to speak. I'm disappointed in myself. I've passed them up the last few times because someone bails last minute and going alone feels impossible to me. I just want to be able to enjoy something..",2.0644884792626708,3.9460993612903215,3.877534562211984,86.98201612903227,77.96774193548387,5.460829493087559,22.68433179723502,6.1826913282559595,0.4711751152073736,591,18,119,4,14,199,94,155,0.084,0.767,0.149,0.8823,0,4,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,9,7,1,0,6,0,13,0,0,2,1,27,32,9,0,6,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,6,8,0,0,6,1,0,9,3,2,0,2,1,5,10,5,21,24,3,24,0,1,1,0,5,9,1,1,8,74,16,0,0.12545503839096486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197343380523076,0.0,0.10032634887559763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786913829563946,0.0,0.0,0.15295245394312978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080684070255509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016563978580216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286186966258588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686767382521238,0.08962510449360724,0.0,0.0,0.11466363227968908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499092926010557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354794182205593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068946808166978,0.20452520109911745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258198955812814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302332133188104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501158081563084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394945471563175,0.1095425004965789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188929407350313,0.09658141773199108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607730458970062,0.0,0.0,0.0731538417684654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517573598246374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198989621286444,0.0,0.10063246446597107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911965979204522,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xprobablyfromspacex,2019/06/09,"Not being able to start/continue conversations?  I think I've had really bad social anxiety ever since I was a kid, literally as far back as I can remember. I've always been terrified of talking with people, especially people my own age, so I never got the chance to ever really practice being social. I think because of that, I never really developed the social skills that other people eventually do overtime, so now that I'm in high school I honestly have zero to no social skills. I literally cannot start conversations with people, or continue them. My mind just goes completely blank and I can never come up with anything to say. It's really taking a toll on my life and I have no idea how to fix it. The only time I'm somewhat okay at talking with people is when it's a group conversation, because then I can just follow the other people's lead, even if I do just get left behind, I still have something to say. But in one-on-one conversations, my mind just goes completely blank, and there's always a very, very bad and painfully awkward silence. I know it makes other people uncomfortable and I hate it. I really really want to make friends and be able to have fun with people, but this is such a huge problem that I don't really know if I have any hope of overcoming it, it seems impossible to me. Does anyone else feel the same way? Does anyone else have this problem, and if so, do you have any advice?",5.3914343434343435,6.209603563636367,6.888333333333333,72.88805555555557,67.9090909090909,10.03838383838384,28.0050505050505,10.125756701596842,2.828026262626263,1120,35,202,27,18,385,135,275,0.109,0.831,0.06,-0.8758,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,3,17,12,1,1,10,1,23,2,0,4,5,49,42,21,0,7,11,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,16,13,0,0,8,0,0,3,8,7,0,1,4,3,25,5,25,35,3,27,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,7,14,140,41,2,0.164108163319761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018229893978174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655113831290594,0.0,0.0,0.11159917856614586,0.0,0.06277114787791066,0.0,0.0,0.11474824349803035,0.16814820672660152,0.06752351774522028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309452390025694,0.13702346156943915,0.10003881316282427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068232578506294,0.17206428695230308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436121596265199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709131255408258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054195947065876174,0.14844522909238467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04148900913653054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339477994647351,0.0,0.04286987100995972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562614488641881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101141793013578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669464235535901,0.0,0.08149821747511432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926290705368585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901895547612979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915199981046283,0.0,0.05795722450386018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954347333671294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570246297432245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985549874933585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560196930905945,0.062405826600868713,0.08731132812902244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550877492045334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702934900544396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679616207831321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295127903338317,0.0,0.0,0.1305053982912422,0.0,0.08304311129814672,0.0,0.07469895420737185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787598427253665,0.0,0.0,0.3345752117523409,0.0,0.0631692408615019,0.0,0.0,0.11615660265780793,0.0,0.06552849560715883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061694457651770576,0.13190392536968146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051538846580971,0.0,0.0,0.04784639487732153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540642153602322,0.04839762331094658,0.06513071071849169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ConD-_-,2019/06/09,Blank mode  Does anyone else just go into to blank mode when you're doing something and someone's watching you do it? Like WuT you looking at bro... you're making me nervous:/,3.6307843137254916,5.799704823529414,3.753529411764706,88.33754901960786,74.29411764705881,4.533333333333334,26.03921568627451,3.1291,0.5228745098039216,140,5,25,0,3,43,28,34,0.0,0.9229999999999999,0.077,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848542143987697,0.4174157605339743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35650679837400073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403192671891287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315272185852406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990285368551453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421021788558099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719337489499572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34517738229307643,0.31362614243552506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,junyizou,2019/06/09,"Is this acceptable?  So my friend bring me and my mom to visit her Work company because it was US bank tower in Los Angeles and it really unique to go inside and see. But my mom just keeps asking my friend questions ,I just got no chance to ask her about anything. When we leave I already forgotten what i wanted to ask. I was passed out I really mad about my mom keeps asking my friend questions and I got no chance to ask. Is this my Mom fault I think it is. because is pretty weird just ask my friend bring me to visit again I bet I can come up the question I have when I visit again. Is this really my Mom fault or I should do something?",1.3567379988432648,3.3676998270676712,2.9503759398496254,92.13197223828806,80.80451127819549,6.197570850202429,19.25332562174668,7.321109707123232,0.3443064198958932,499,12,109,7,13,164,67,133,0.122,0.7170000000000001,0.161,0.8262,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,1,10,9,1,0,1,0,11,0,0,0,0,22,28,9,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,5,0,2,8,2,4,0,0,4,1,27,5,11,23,0,15,1,0,1,0,25,3,0,5,4,73,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689284379754828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971157266063097,0.0,0.543333725433466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809590777542422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344054835675764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993503760911946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055050564166472034,0.0,0.1549434446318124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219597650141286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025659601352238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5672350960836692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854644340786332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255326243841104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616243718256886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718879712050125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745713449327059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206712710894601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651656760465355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571334372967476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051881269676252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,phaythles,2019/06/09,"Hi, my name is Phayth...*dies* on the inside. Moved to new house 2 weeks ago and finally got around to cleaning up messy yard with my mom today. Friendly Neighbor Couple comes over to introduce themselves and to bring over a hand rake thing to help since they saw us scooping leaves with hands. Normally this would be considered a friendly gesture.

To me I start panicking on the inside because do I grab hand rake thing when offered? Do I set it down while we chat? How long am I supposed to chat? Do I hold it while we chat? Will I hold it weird? How long am I seriously supposed to chat? Can I decline rake hand thing? I know it has to be returned and it sucks that I'm being imposed upon now but it's going to get worse if I have to walk across the street, knock on the door and then small talk to give it back.

Oh, God. I feel my stomach turning over.

Thankfully my mom takes it and is chatting with them. The neighbor couple and my mom talk for, like, eternity and I stand smiling awkwardly and trying to force a chuckle here and there all while wondering why the *fuck* are we still chatting. Cant they see we're doing yard work?

Then Friendly Neighbor Lady noticed we are using paper waste bags and she thinks she has extra so she runs off. Mom is still chatting with Friendly Neighbor Guy. Friendly Neighbor Lady comes back with bags, mom has hands full with hand rake thing so of course I take bags. I hold them. Then hug them. Then hold hug them. I use one hand. Then two. I hold them close to my body. Down the front. Towards the side. On my hip. Why the fuck am I still obsessing about these bags? Stop being so weird. WHY. ARE. WE. STILL. TALKING?

Then Friendly Neighbor Lady wants to know more about me and my mom starts to answer and then she goes oh I dont want to put words in her mouth. There is a 30 second pause where I finally realize they want ME to speak. Well, fuck. What do I say? I never know what to say when people ask me to talk about myself. What is the acceptable answer? I dont know if I have hobbies, eat food or even listen to music because you put me on the spot. I'll send a written response in 2 weeks after I overanalyze it. Damn.

I awkwardly and softly say a few short answers. My mom takes over since shes used to me being quiet and standoffish. She doesnt understand it and probably thought I'd outgrow it but now resigns to the fact I'll always be weird around strangers. Friendly Neighbor Couple chat more for a bit and then finally leave.

We finished yard work and I'm now face planted on the bed because unexpected socializing is exhausting.",1.3274502268145163,3.8716313808593767,2.3345514112903243,93.03353326612906,85.77734375,5.100100806451613,21.929939516129032,6.6085693004685675,0.5105140120967744,2025,70,413,23,62,638,237,512,0.102,0.7659999999999999,0.131,0.9719,0,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,7,1,8,2,27,28,5,3,20,0,36,20,12,5,3,74,76,40,0,7,5,7,10,1,14,2,1,6,13,1,21,34,2,6,14,11,0,11,5,14,1,3,4,18,64,14,57,64,7,81,0,1,2,5,70,28,5,4,41,262,85,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551059995223293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172670847507819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068101924535308,0.05811638728979308,0.0,0.0,0.09560292457419912,0.0,0.11368660683315188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786866791961144,0.06905189967759746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710021477364412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635495968594286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571509758611587,0.0,0.0,0.06361086610179577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04105975225169381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03143276441397978,0.0,0.0,0.20429792823669732,0.0,0.0,0.0751708165900496,0.0,0.3362025888840397,0.1724131174153073,0.032478928370629434,0.05963484965125094,0.035330108452972166,0.0,0.0497194605160196,0.0,0.0,0.06155365732111761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041668250438316616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717306855697185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665821799140085,0.0,0.0,0.1316486597377192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030370942281845857,0.0,0.0,0.11002909166460548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096526960797794,0.0,0.06607212986412908,0.0,0.0,0.04794589610667145,0.06003986500174055,0.0,0.0,0.06090902928468784,0.0,0.07077587824975656,0.0,0.0,0.04212497812357133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043097757412575016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702496543591202,0.0,0.0,0.12498707398396937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483095954066542,0.0,0.0,0.049537886031015096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284795262208833,0.0,0.0,0.06336993838031299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800217702129617,0.0,0.1985819191819413,0.051973174242388204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022224632804442,0.1998652220293097,0.0,0.057233676162488326,0.0,0.0,0.16520008742035444,0.03983316729493203,0.0,0.04935249405521416,0.0,0.0,0.058925662202795485,0.0,0.0,0.04220632036830272,0.06761825521290997,0.06072669865509747,0.0647165185465145,0.07477748924774164,0.16107319821783844,0.0,0.0,0.1100005367727662,0.0,0.0997308913321763,0.0,0.05589428539567565,0.0,0.1682841893106504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741587530576572,0.09051450564674993,0.0,0.06335199525230024,0.044160615331479136,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DonaldPhuckingTrump,2019/02/01,"I’m so fucking annoyed with myself It’s hard enough for me to make friends, but when I have friends I always convince myself that they hate me or think I’m weird so I push them away and then after I get sad because I realize I was the only one who felt like that. Why the fuck am I like this. I’m gonna graduate highschool school soon and I’m scared it’s going to be even harder to make friends in college and I’m gonna end up alone and depressed. ",0.5317346938775529,2.4795460510204137,2.1993469387755127,96.74922448979594,83.38775510204081,4.736326530612245,22.044897959183675,5.6839178017228535,0.010498775510203728,355,12,82,2,10,116,65,98,0.258,0.575,0.166,-0.8942,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,6,14,4,1,2,0,4,2,0,2,0,12,20,10,0,0,2,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,1,2,2,13,6,9,15,1,10,0,2,0,2,6,3,2,1,7,48,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064740427208469,0.0,0.0,0.16588124613973193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873027484551073,0.0,0.0,0.1215263614409628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170615281113885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765713979298814,0.20598938539529854,0.0,0.1316736183393764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914142741220128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620688729307154,0.3686052281413648,0.10415596256233584,0.0,0.11329934939228785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858498557574326,0.1968240634802156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479181647824148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26614509535510794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508966780891615,0.15162021219055238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995914383010516,0.20176023364801315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774010996194074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988895776421265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,daybyday1718,2019/02/01,"Scared to take Zoloft I have 50mg Zoloft on my desk now.  I will have to take 25mg (split the tablet in half) for a week or so and increase the dose if I need to.  This is my first medication, and I'm worried very much about the side effects.  And I heard the withdrawal symptoms could be tough.  One positive thing is I don't think my social anxiety is very severe, and I hope I could stay at 25mg. I know 25mg is not a therapeutic dose, but if could benefit from it, I don't wish to increase the dose.  I have been trying to stay away from SSRI, but I don't feel like I have any other choice now. How was your experience with Zoloft? Any advice will be greatly appreciated!",3.0570212765957443,3.868766368794329,4.4707021276595755,88.12350000000002,73.25531914893618,7.909503546099291,24.0290780141844,8.238735603445708,1.0620235460992902,522,14,121,8,10,174,83,141,0.099,0.759,0.14300000000000002,0.8451,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,5,6,0,1,7,0,20,8,0,2,0,22,30,11,0,8,6,0,1,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,3,3,2,16,4,14,20,3,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,5,79,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628645805923642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667787843396525,0.0,0.12749942079005472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658866857329587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992089294360617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303182351778198,0.0,0.0,0.08427159312666377,0.11906658508180228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417664447356002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375041108565174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553744633934928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915955529102645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142483610861799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678989704396033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251905869474605,0.12358110226520595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293753772800125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686224756430468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828571187732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698955139075324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355288639106785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323031504496314,0.2506249409953957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072582074093447,0.10679316725104514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315561719634618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27503464411190554,0.0,0.0,0.1336898178253576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165825648626525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925792687684169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TaddyG,2019/02/01,"I think my social anxiety is finally (but slowly) going away I've posted here before on a throwaway account, but now I am posting on my main. For two years I've had social anxiety and it was ruining my life. I felt like I was **very limited**, and that **my life was on some sort of free trial.** Since the beginning of this school year, I've noticed myself becoming more confident and outgoing. I even caught myself getting excited to present last week, despite usually getting extremely nauseous before. I have made so much more friends, and I am finally getting some sort of reputation. I decided to post this because I want others to know that **there is hope** and all I needed to do was to be patient. My anxiety was extreme to the point where I had faked a sickness for a week and missed a lot of work so I don't have to do a presentation. 

​

Last night, I started tearing up with joy and happiness. I am so grateful that although some anxiety still exists, I can feel it slowly fading away. I am here for all of you and I owe it to this sub for helping me get through it. I think to be in a community with people like me that share memes and experiences that I can relate to really helps. I urge you all to have hope, no matter how long you've had anxiety or how extreme it is. I can finally have the confidence to go to teachers during lunches and ask for help which has improved my grades in school.

​

I wish you all good luck, and I will definitely stay in the sub, and in the community, and if you need anyone to talk to, please message me. ",1.8476585179526384,4.337929136363638,3.765668449197865,84.199385026738,82.31168831168831,7.130022918258213,26.591291061879296,8.219915518859313,2.1042781512605035,1226,54,236,27,34,413,155,308,0.051,0.698,0.251,0.9974,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,4,0,2,12,15,0,0,11,0,29,4,0,3,4,47,53,23,0,7,4,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,15,15,1,1,6,0,3,3,2,3,0,1,11,2,38,13,38,39,12,38,0,2,0,0,14,12,0,11,21,175,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001448077591132,0.2244558764604359,0.0,0.0,0.3532770861890527,0.0,0.0,0.06458050629748238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634446231674353,0.0,0.1735511839065932,0.0,0.0,0.056302013926386014,0.10200475349574244,0.1571837154702609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100314208026924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034614778884156,0.0,0.0,0.04670016959107537,0.0,0.08868042291023479,0.3035287564944764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135737961219454,0.0,0.19301788962223085,0.0,0.10498103410154278,0.07746748208278803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831931319423354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857215932144362,0.0,0.0,0.1834693407564205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050758834572741066,0.15057202972187606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304736974773959,0.09024520634094524,0.0,0.0,0.0817360059874936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852146927669061,0.0,0.08739359918135267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789548656785993,0.13696806290021601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667393462150239,0.0,0.0,0.10515287404218636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640310395119794,0.0,0.0,0.10138393229223157,0.08731038708219463,0.0,0.2653670622212486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059168407148956936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869472162245185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640143842089593,0.0,0.0,0.18829949732454454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537313322417425,0.09844384735393984,0.07375909720649114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742357531873294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183615696999064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902226443894285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172188024878276,0.07620696397742073,0.05447652916917052,0.0,0.14817180815984266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620984781889037,0.0,0.0,0.06723943698498858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244558764604359,0.11895407834801598
socialanxiety,xhelmet,2019/02/01,"This is why i wanna finish school online. I have a bit of an accent and when i panic that thing just goes off. I dont understand how that's even possible but it does. I was trying to ask a staff member at the front office of my school where weekend academy was and he just couldn't understand me. I eventually just said ""make up grade"" and he said ""oh go to student resources office"" and I started walking torwards it but I freaked out because there was a lot of people in  there and also thought that the guy just didn't understand me. I then walked out and was going to give up and go home but I remembered I payed for this and if i dont do it im gonna have to do summer school and thats gonna be much worse. I walked all the way around to another door that lead to the same room and walked in there and tried my best to not look like im about to puke out of embarrassment. Then I walked into the student relations office and asked where i had to go (it still took me 2 tries but at least i could talk without simplifying my question so much), they told me to go to the room number and i left but i didnt really hear the number, I just really wanted to leave. I then went to the freshman office and asked there because im an idiot and should of done that first to begin with because IM A FRESHMAN (god im getting dumber by the second) the freshman office is much smaller and not many people are there at a time. Well they told me the room number and i went there but i was 2 hours earlie... I didnt know the time and one of the teachers laughed at something i said while i was walking out. T.T Im not crying, you're crying.",1.5828120003761867,3.347431110787173,3.2085432145208337,91.7660321640177,79.0,5.941841437035644,20.977052572180945,6.828538100315305,0.3151037148499949,1273,34,281,13,31,421,159,343,0.08900000000000001,0.84,0.071,-0.7991,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,3,22,8,1,2,20,0,24,0,0,3,1,59,55,33,0,6,16,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,5,1,13,25,0,0,7,1,1,16,10,4,1,3,20,5,35,4,41,29,9,54,0,0,1,0,17,21,0,3,17,196,48,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439016893181819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443008241967452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167803895766903,0.2258202192556153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472489698615418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449861231051656,0.0,0.08790473843330192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642870246874917,0.0,0.1768903563750506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046179343137443,0.08239780964850739,0.18873285614302235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318134114694127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848852012491223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04206730131193763,0.07724014660655673,0.22880100918271334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972542135105637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090749572224598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076606061280057,0.0,0.07929395352525967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218391642669317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044250555062920215,0.0,0.0,0.08525687444644063,0.08748297931004366,0.0,0.0,0.03933699922357125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761479211308953,0.0,0.0,0.06845347473197433,0.0,0.0,0.05374635135409098,0.08163255514974546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756985511099385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456104115447187,0.0,0.0,0.09447045609077953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164200531832087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907718812866576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019852216318636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316371053705267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912111319746888,0.0,0.22977300309882476,0.0,0.0,0.2444653671140024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061986645314369926,0.0,0.0,0.056991013598359,0.0,0.06430173229548335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471727161792241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349254272621656,0.0,0.0,0.06392225181277032,0.0939013186919372,0.0,0.0,0.1538766877365984,0.08945839593003603,0.163999191347133,0.0,0.0,0.2514660509566928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749156819553396,0.06391139436409539,0.0,0.0,0.07239529945457232,0.14928187736481574,0.07265491866995663,0.0,0.0,0.07761642256318259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205466148941505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Planet_Panda771,2019/02/01,Help i need CBD I have severe social anxiety and i use CBD as medicine to help. I had a disposable vape pen with CBD and it really helped because i usually can't go anywhere without shitting myself and feeling embarrassed. But when i took a hit off of my pen i felt at ease and felt fine. No anxiety. Worked like magic. The problem is that the vape wasn't that potent in CBD and i had to use it all in one sitting to feel its effects. So i was wondering if you guys know of any company that sells good CBD cartridges that dont have pesticides and is potent in CBD so I can use it multiple times. Im having a hard time looking for quality CBD products. A lot of companies lie about whats in their products. Any recommendations?,2.243469387755102,4.3807769863945625,4.077789115646262,84.5285204081633,78.45578231292518,7.737414965986395,27.506802721088434,8.634040054169528,2.2394435374149646,575,25,115,13,14,194,94,147,0.10099999999999999,0.77,0.129,0.6288,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,2,4,6,1,1,6,0,12,1,1,4,1,24,26,12,0,3,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,7,0,1,2,5,3,0,1,7,6,14,3,17,18,2,13,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,3,5,73,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164173119843836,0.0,0.2434563276979652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699950894340216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649021162497434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609140846659829,0.0,0.3055648235401643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904328996963986,0.1334642794649776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157556145797759,0.0,0.0,0.1425423727009794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199690754497842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17187944584238515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874494833263473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777391436744436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336226998079571,0.0,0.0,0.13528013351905918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179872078787536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078254239279426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522586010535609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193785334066667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976296553978166,0.16333680782060822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220519925496302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855710463201291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767907880965956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122918670799187,0.17525079024406476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338826916721252,0.17256140318919244,0.115842967494953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Staytoon,2019/02/01,I get so nervous I can’t even make posts on Reddit often. including this one too I guess. Weird how even when I’m mostly anonymous I still get an anxious sense about posting stuff. ,1.91,4.431124444444446,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,82.33333333333334,4.711111111111111,22.88888888888889,5.985473137389443,0.4253555555555559,144,5,28,1,4,45,30,36,0.184,0.816,0.0,-0.624,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281980530936843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837634260477614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035630792282341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200338503293566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392030633660504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685975974467612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5564640852119551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320048023830249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325689487466628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SCUBARANGERS,2019/02/01,"dropping out of college because of SA I can’t handle my social anxiety anymore. Everyday I wake up with an overwhelming sense of dread and I have to force myself to get out of bed. Just walking into my school I feel like i’m going to have a heart attack and I can’t breathe and if someone talks to me I have a panic attack and start crying. This has lead me to become extremely depressed and I recently tried to commit suicide. I’ve been seeing a psychiatrist and a therapist for over a year and when I tell them i’m thinking about suicide and I need help with my anxiety they just say I need more therapy... I feel so hopeless. I have no friends and I never leave my house. When I ask my family or boyfriend for help they just say to “get over it” or “stop acting like a baby”. My goal was to become a psychiatrist to help others like myself, but now I can’t even do that. I feel so worthless and pathetic. ",1.836024024024024,3.949914227027026,3.790225225225228,86.19440690690693,79.70270270270271,6.705705705705707,24.331831831831842,7.793537801064563,1.3937687687687692,712,26,143,12,18,241,102,185,0.201,0.715,0.084,-0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,4,13.0,0,0,3,2,10,12,2,3,8,0,11,3,3,1,2,32,25,18,2,3,7,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,15,0,1,4,0,0,4,5,8,0,0,2,6,29,4,24,23,1,20,0,4,1,0,13,6,0,3,12,102,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592987338015525,0.0,0.13348224189501853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258283149904697,0.3062428734579167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820479663992689,0.29729958144399904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784647420483032,0.0,0.0,0.11592662274546935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888988404250682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688434766593634,0.0,0.20416608633885835,0.09615481638178387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398789450793318,0.0,0.14064084228753215,0.0,0.07649353689004687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594959245674855,0.27064891603345304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530475515180658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251685108152115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726920427495215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199601226295445,0.10380809267664427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791843191191604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289649274853693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407096296704492,0.0,0.13621749779040926,0.10725492443965627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720282590320435,0.11404205081107666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526715412356247,0.0,0.0,0.11252758894003638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294450540723555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818249931702564,0.11764211115168455,0.0,0.15392130704504506,0.15627536635747705,0.0,0.08624315025746725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138128540939422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667487664042517
socialanxiety,jzu669uir,2019/02/01,"One more way to get out of the social anxiety trouble... TL;DR: I take online language video lessons to practice talking to people.

\----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I just tried this and I think it kind of works. Slowly, but I'm optimistic on this one.

My experience is that desensitization is one of the more promising attempts to fight SA. (Besides PMR=""progressive muscle relaxation"" as the #1 method, but I think everybody knows that.)

But desensitization is hard to do in practice. It really takes a lot of courage, stuff like talking to people in everyday situations, you know what I mean.

So I thought of a different way to do this. 

I decided to take online language lessons where you have a 1-1 conversation with a language trainer over a video based tool. Verbling is one of the providers to do this, but I am sure there are other platforms for this. So I just picked a language that sounds interesting and I scheduled a couple of lessons with a personal teacher.

Now of course for me, this is not about learning the language, but about getting a direct conversation with the teacher for 1 hour. It's not too expensive (depending on the language you choose). And you can talk to a person who is usually based far away from your country, from the security of your home, where you can decide to stop it any second if it feels awkward. Of course it's just over Skype/video, so it's not the real thing, but for me it gets pretty close... So I think it's definitely a great way to take a step towards desensitizing. 

I'm really motivated to continue this, so I wanted to share it. Hope it helps. Good luck!",5.092002457002455,6.711407094594594,5.84240786240786,77.13944717444718,69.27027027027027,8.895331695331697,32.035626535626534,9.339509955726095,2.9543972972972985,1244,55,229,26,22,406,148,296,0.035,0.759,0.20600000000000002,0.9959,1,0,1,0,1,0,209.0,0,7,0,6,15,16,1,1,21,0,14,0,0,3,1,46,33,16,0,3,13,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,26,8,0,2,16,3,1,1,3,3,0,5,1,3,22,13,45,32,3,25,0,0,0,0,19,14,0,5,8,162,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257007246327883,0.0,0.09288631503340772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140785135307499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434942299223454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685853149359475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877250285457655,0.0,0.0,0.06139382986233164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903115274465432,0.0,0.0,0.10184171613292838,0.0,0.1338664792816954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876887745336064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138557094053374,0.0,0.12179461546697272,0.12059790778047208,0.11957468898680425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264407182477078,0.13345901229295054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059319900682393026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322732802740636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226247012552195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291105682989508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16835530920461378,0.21203931420534455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352825324667922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382030590702407,0.15557010407184613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648167771028674,0.0,0.1237728621023564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151293646394556,0.0,0.0,0.13899737033936774,0.0,0.0,0.114437341024024,0.0,0.36517228204292224,0.29277948500786144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806663544347436,0.23340397270580546,0.0,0.0963942777479661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243651807647548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337274760232072,0.0,0.07161692971542348,0.28913371438965624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839553668525127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,misterchief10,2019/02/01,"Afraid to go into a guitar center Title pretty much. It’s a fear of “specialty” type stores I have in general. I want to buy my first electric guitar with no experience and I feel like they’ll judge me. I can order the stuff online, yeah, but I’d rather pick it up today. I’m just like deathly afraid of going in because social anxiety disorder. ",1.4494565217391298,3.947329797101453,3.8491123188405783,82.82845108695652,84.36231884057972,6.348550724637683,20.219202898550726,7.645422480735847,1.1034768115942035,272,8,50,5,8,94,56,69,0.134,0.723,0.142,-0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,10,8,2,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,2,2,1,3,0,1,0,1,7,2,9,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089729528568472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652082121861672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31307446465885586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672109516971608,0.0,0.30739021080671586,0.13812206791611858,0.1951514423904433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323567620059829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104956073831627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669124037123469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081008461082808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779103017804359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784606157297772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31271227530888085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25893154701840265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112170314637436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,geodessxo,2019/02/01,"Finally got a job after 2 years of not working and my social anxiety is ruining it. I just got hired at a great part time job and my social anxiety is making things very hard. I had meet 2 new clients and I was so anxious that I broke out in hives on my neck and chest. I already think the clients think i'm weird, because the conversations were awkward. I don't want to lose these clients, but I have no idea how to not be socially anxious around them. I have to work with them 4-8 hours on weekends and my anxiety is getting to me. I wanted to find a job where I didn't have to socialize with many people, but this is the only job I could get.",5.704359243697482,4.423123154411768,6.563613445378152,82.60911764705884,67.45588235294117,10.124369747899161,33.399159663865554,9.23628265651192,2.60669243697479,503,19,113,8,7,168,86,136,0.168,0.799,0.033,-0.8818,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,3,5,6,0,1,6,0,14,2,2,2,0,23,24,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,1,18,1,16,16,1,14,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,0,7,74,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319508224178914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770047411624352,0.2727125323915205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074482920901198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357739578132151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963688614626544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322205837776147,0.1103173075876701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612118703408084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306909721335067,0.13307180729624754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081231924374807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886485739926775,0.0,0.0,0.13625523071037549,0.0,0.0,0.4791031748902202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503205189064135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805679639545258,0.12237051623263195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165724890454373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179753453090662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307059756156482,0.0,0.08367795053694192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921524355482757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080187494511173,0.1546789439982559,0.0,0.0,0.07038094558095599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995898647105378,0.14238357983831545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757415879874653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772662727356285
socialanxiety,kushtrim10,2019/02/01,"HOW TO CRUSH YOU SOCIAL ANXIETY. The question you want to start with is why do we have social anxiety in the first place? I believe the reason is a deep seeded root that dates back to our caveman days. If you didn't have some sort of anxiety when it came to meeting new people that could potentially mean the end of your life. Or if you spoke out of turn in your own tribe, the members mite kick you out of the tribe and you'd be left for dead. Today we don't have those problems, but we still have those instincts. The trick then is to slowly but surely suppress those insticst. 

Step 1) Start saying just hi to random people you cross on the street.

 Step 2) Once that becomes comfortable enough, say Hi, and add a compliment. The compliment should be genuine about the person and not something canned that you say to everybody. 

Step 3) Start having small talk with people in close proximity to you. If you take an uber, Create a bit of small talk, for minimum of 15 seconds then as you become more comfortable extend the period of time till you can hold a fluid conversation for minutes if not forever. 

Step 4) Start going to social venues, with just the goal of being their, and not actually being social. 

And step 5) Repeat steps 1 through 3 in these social settings. 

​

Good luck to everybody! ",4.093431259600616,6.185297625000004,4.527004608294932,83.64026881720433,72.75,7.465745007680493,24.712749615975426,8.269060116576782,1.5810846390168969,1033,32,191,17,21,326,145,248,0.037000000000000005,0.823,0.14,0.9855,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,4,14,1,2,7,9,1,0,17,0,20,1,0,3,1,44,31,18,1,8,12,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,9,16,0,2,3,0,0,9,5,2,0,2,3,4,20,7,35,21,5,43,0,0,0,0,36,14,0,10,19,129,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.10455122762311443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608397209312762,0.13018438994696002,0.0,0.0,0.2458808172351049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238250440488526,0.0,0.0,0.2366509946621779,0.0,0.1207078311635953,0.0,0.0,0.11696694130945047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122537323624426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554097057334915,0.0,0.0,0.0690951430367415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489246273355198,0.11070218793245852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113152324433592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060888991172923776,0.08986226651501791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164057443194349,0.0,0.0756747338411209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670468440300913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347454254154637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409846735395834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228279860074698,0.09354876414254316,0.1119364009135675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025165912701702,0.0,0.0,0.12001907332976855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015570197743592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556012998826777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5460684650605707,0.0,0.08248006232288481,0.0,0.0,0.3033312952877167,0.0,0.08556054066651389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097629172851157,0.0,0.08055443824710909,0.17222692305227433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247302607386453,0.0,0.10155429130653762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653537237984392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319276490465438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667537563244982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018438994696002,0.0
socialanxiety,t0flyf0rw0rds,2019/02/01,Respect Shout to everybody who suffers from SA but doesn’t run to a drug to numb it. Just learns to live with and continue to have hope that things will get better. SOBRIETY is valuable ,4.064166666666665,6.069639305555558,4.167777777777779,86.555,72.6111111111111,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.2714000000000003,149,6,29,3,3,46,32,36,0.109,0.595,0.295,0.8674,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120216887370604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.540258060273383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433963891405351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627112558893498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113692813025975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095014735782965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,astonished_fanny,2019/02/01,"Live in a student house and they are feeding my anxiety I have struggled with social anxiety in the past but I was so proud of myself for coming though and was seemingly almost recovered... until a month ago. My anxiety has been ramping up and the one thing that used to help (weed) makes it significantly worse now. I was functioning well over Christmas but now I'm back at uni I can feel myself crumbling. I’m really good friends with the all 6 people I live with, we have lived together for about 1 year but they have never seen me like this. I used to be very active in our house but now I find myself trapped in my room. When I go down to make food and talk to my friends I over think everything. I start perceiving myself from the outside and I fundamentally hate who I am. Every time I have an interaction with them that feeling grows stronger. 2 of my housemates  (the 2 I'm closest with) aren't helping they keep saying snide comments and I feel like I'm being constantly undermined. ” let's not talk to her about this, she’ll just bring us down.”,  ”that's a stupid idea.” or they will mutter things under their breath. 95% of the time they are nice people and I don't think they realise the weight their words carry as I'm normally very resilient and laugh things off.  I'm at a loss and I don't know what to do. I can feel myself spiralling out of control and I'm to ashamed to talk to my counsellor about this. ",2.652590377820061,4.751011689045939,3.540512367491168,89.06556061429737,76.98586572438163,6.75667300896983,23.958820331611854,7.748469712250963,1.1338476216363145,1120,37,231,17,26,357,159,283,0.138,0.72,0.142,0.7256,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,9,3,12,14,2,2,12,0,23,4,1,5,2,47,49,20,0,1,7,0,5,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,12,18,3,2,11,0,0,4,5,5,1,1,5,7,43,9,40,39,1,35,0,1,1,0,26,16,0,3,17,157,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000169375981742,0.0,0.11298289067727613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589437950221972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086759262369119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719300612110407,0.0,0.12192908590598983,0.12654837633534402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506409414645207,0.0,0.1014042783620076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282008394136639,0.08060573454730588,0.0,0.0,0.10312452474100893,0.0,0.13643441616632512,0.0,0.17434426971518086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412385734961225,0.09463640385758668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139621045728153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125506623740662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26038121310525275,0.0,0.12737127308257906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002884384614419,0.0,0.0,0.062008386471536614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537626221578055,0.0,0.11024602276818406,0.0,0.2988927231113783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062972753497178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005978485064232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087021408568161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054938906721942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764564901250447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770894853459492,0.15644415312739668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228175131050144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972690014140948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271614343300857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501591891125547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986161510486668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795435548957182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27206530522575856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248776037721542,0.14459374450001627,0.11085484712376018,0.0,0.13158409541659466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572053026293396,0.1948976899616166,0.0,0.1861930406365983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373964752438218,0.1014476699991364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498335228093713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265878466928417
socialanxiety,wussp0ppin,2019/02/01,"I haven't started college yet and I already don't want to go. Yesterday and today was emotionally exhausting for me. I started overthinking and I cried my eyes out. I talked to my advisor today that I was thinking college wasn't for me, and she got a bit snappy with me. I told her that I had anxiety then she asked me how often do I see the doctor, and when I answered, she said ""then it can't be that bad if you see the doctor every 3 months"". I was on the verge of crying when I was on the phone with her and my voice was getting shaky. 

Ugh. At this point, I'm considering online jobs because of how bad my social anxiety is. I feel terrible. ",1.7982587064676598,3.577090343283583,3.999328358208956,86.27844527363185,78.40298507462687,7.153233830845772,24.59950248756219,8.07648339933343,1.4472159203980102,502,18,106,9,12,173,78,134,0.159,0.7959999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.8984,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,5,0,13,4,1,2,0,18,27,13,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,10,6,27,0,12,16,1,18,0,0,3,0,12,6,0,3,11,77,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834548962533165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25435311472627103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155416129351481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776143612073962,0.10134108018453997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814958940876828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652234675624267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403164997044003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700264233414512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006812815909805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405819438978937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685586920048903,0.0,0.09448055809025367,0.0,0.13296088189915198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497197525011886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269474242301352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715475026894588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813655167282906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26495062278406045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946529197006407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353373698016457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362100023905435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065227377248828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315160620475793,0.15885370639715615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805529013449822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Unwitness,2019/02/01,"Sometimes I feel like I turning into an asshole Has this ever happened to anyone else? I feel like recently I've been rude and blunt in my encounters with strangers. I raise my voice more, I lose my patience quicker, and several people have said that I look angry all the time. I don't know what's worse, being considered a dick head or a socially awkward retard. ",3.916190476190476,6.022526142857148,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761904,73.28571428571428,7.523809523809526,30.23809523809524,8.344100000000001,2.4840952380952395,290,13,51,5,6,94,57,70,0.237,0.6609999999999999,0.102,-0.8761,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,4,0,5,2,2,0,2,10,12,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,10,2,4,9,2,5,0,1,1,1,2,2,1,1,5,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881876962466224,0.23272766966032565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974297925913908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545751222334252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296935685685945,0.3245320019476656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085561119346848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331070607006911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482800331868528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193434919155225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907370310334806,0.2541070804607222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746750058348716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426939422494052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160583458789844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565990238642825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23153654407934235,0.0,0.0,0.22464330796215945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244482588567702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470587399771877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314709847627921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Danielitoa27,2019/02/01,why do people who play sports have more energy and more personality? Seems like everybody I see that plays a sport has more of a personality and they’re naturally good at talking and tend to even be successful at talking to a girl even if the girl didn’t know he played a sport . And it seems they have so much energy when they talk overall how does that correlate .,3.923708920187796,5.963599704225353,4.979929577464791,80.4354342723005,73.08450704225352,9.240375586854462,24.509389671361504,9.725611199111238,2.21057558685446,293,9,59,8,6,96,50,71,0.0,0.727,0.273,0.9587,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,11,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,6,5,9,4,3,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,3,2,37,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398671661890969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079197005259383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551258402430552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281052467766189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388051485053408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135476287048676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616016637712688,0.4070665323522029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857499156090132,0.4244095888051599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5620690207977002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033580872636726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boovthe2nd,2019/02/01,Only I would make a 4-way stop intersection awkward Just happened. =/,3.942499999999999,7.197274916666673,4.449999999999998,73.84500000000001,91.5,5.7333333333333325,31.0,7.1686216300943375,2.8032,57,3,8,1,2,18,12,12,0.47,0.53,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4635216771175001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498874525633819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986547994032282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382294746941954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41606163768221854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723552301930226,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spoons_rattling,2019/02/01,"Haircut woes How do people know what to ask for when they get a haircut? I have no idea if a haircut actually looks good on me because I have nobody except my mother to tell me, and she says I look good no matter what because she's my mom. 

I've been putting off going to a hairdresser for a good 5 months now because of how nervous and shaky I get there. I can calm myself down mentally but physically I still start shaking and sweating and stuttering like a madman. I wish there was an easier way, I just want to look decent for once. ",5.888379204892964,5.334732165137614,6.759220183486239,78.95913608562694,66.79816513761467,9.468501529051991,31.928134556574925,8.841846274778883,2.462466666666667,422,15,85,6,6,141,73,109,0.11900000000000001,0.696,0.185,0.81,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,3,6,0,6,1,1,2,0,16,17,9,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,4,16,5,12,15,0,12,0,1,3,0,8,3,0,2,6,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.17369612801517986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640003681797302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32550983371379233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598867303061808,0.0,0.10115789403843517,0.4478778901934945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009331671327791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978206559530993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695870733835627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484095153538882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793757362039091,0.0,0.0,0.20846401345132906,0.142072834504873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955742981125415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339838649062194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893278197934315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154769585078367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598482269197506,0.0,0.14214596004775348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557429683825186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498526733783983,0.1412830756740444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046839150223945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,beekay25,2019/02/01,"I need help getting through this bridal shower. I just pressed send on an RSVP for a Bridal Shower. I REALLY wanted to say no for the following reasons:

- I’ll only know the bride at the shower, I’ve never really met any of her friends. Being at a social event by myself is one of my worst fears. I would so much rather climb a 30-foot telephone pole or get up and give a speech in front of a big crowd. 
- I live in Los Angeles and the shower is in San Diego, about a 3 hour drive away. 
- The shower is in the middle of a four-day weekend for me and I’m kind of bummed I’ll be using up one of those days on what will probably a very tiring situation. 

I wasn’t even going to accept the invite except the bride texted me to make sure I got it. I talked to my boyfriend about it (he’s the one who introduced the bride and I) and he brought up the following points:

- It would probably my last chance to see the bride before the wedding
- That she wouldn’t have sent me an invite if she didn’t want me to come
- There’s every chance that she only invited a small number of people, especially since it’s a shower and not a big engagement party, so every person counts 
- He also offered to come down to San Diego with me for the day so we could go out to dinner afterward. 

I still really don’t want to go and am already feeling anxious about it. How do I get through this?",2.983077570250714,4.068697349823321,4.384442200908634,87.63087161366312,73.73498233215548,7.369274777048628,23.016826518593305,7.793537801064563,0.9268409557462562,1062,27,229,14,21,353,155,283,0.059000000000000004,0.855,0.086,0.3532,6,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,1,13,7,0,1,27,0,16,2,0,4,2,35,41,14,0,10,6,0,2,0,1,4,1,2,6,1,12,12,1,0,4,1,0,13,7,2,0,3,6,5,25,5,43,28,2,41,1,0,1,0,23,19,0,2,9,150,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384202700484171,0.10031005489834513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852998723611619,0.0,0.0,0.1417054659371593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784999519834065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067356597428769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610171132513756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014937190927277,0.0,0.0,0.24268494257418244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284841208703853,0.0,0.2113682275144852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411488690904197,0.06342353463900333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691050968790102,0.0,0.1966033033005681,0.12032835873849215,0.21386222933706486,0.0,0.10032155889120126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840762107403405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352787643169535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306208993891784,0.06893561053309122,0.10224599210615563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076110573655472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372861174853231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220891020043703,0.09300821343750712,0.09674294511516418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25499332231809685,0.190797427437758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696060181407793,0.10952470972644447,0.0,0.0,0.1185763008558883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27047956463618866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106997168573516,0.12896772495474051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975067881066403,0.0,0.0,0.0999551865452131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376084966259737,0.14099381702132036,0.0,0.12786484284365918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017228411760426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822068567326507,0.0,0.0,0.10081963095544874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416869324393636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833527538376077,0.0,0.10349673377800522,0.2219538428892888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821037178073318,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jazzie_94,2019/02/01,"Looking for people who can relate Anybody else feel like they've wasted a huge chunk of the best years of their life because fear got in the way of all of it? I'm turning 25 this year, I live in a new city where I have no friends and can't make any because I'm too anxious and self-conscious. I live alone because I was too scared to live with people. I work completely alone in my job so I don't have any chance of meeting people there...I feel hopeless. I've tried meet-up chats etc. but they never go further than online small talk. 

  
It makes me so anxious to think I'm mid-way through my twenties and I haven't done any of the things I dreamed I'd do as a child because I'm so scared of everything. Every time I think about it I get this overwhelming sense of urgency, like I've gotta sort this out now before I waste any more time. But no matter how many times I tell myself that I still avoid everything.",3.0160491071428592,3.9993587447916714,3.7096130952380975,92.89312500000004,73.53125,6.527380952380952,25.17261904761905,6.5431188927421005,0.6490181547619049,717,22,162,5,14,227,115,192,0.166,0.7659999999999999,0.068,-0.9303,1,3,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,2,2,10,10,0,5,6,0,9,1,0,3,2,19,25,10,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,4,2,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,3,19,4,20,21,4,19,0,2,1,0,9,8,0,1,11,84,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396746936257243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147383600819216,0.0,0.0,0.2614314929737991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821351590930125,0.0,0.09845796242079352,0.0,0.12142714538062548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131637571134705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840822633236504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665818209668976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290436648662473,0.0,0.0,0.09748796724404822,0.0,0.2079796174596104,0.0,0.0,0.13020231553465889,0.11700966678097705,0.08266095921688721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893947846859875,0.0,0.06045202604516005,0.0,0.06575883945446849,0.0,0.09254129593708252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482114261641092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172713289476809,0.11305699331499325,0.0,0.3065136659828353,0.0,0.09716456835558064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447037155044818,0.11730853171332364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924021529047972,0.11175034599094974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24064957352001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168537892096144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070742445418438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240359790734634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930007408939288,0.10113284095397802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687045484872662,0.14828048753923725,0.0,0.0,0.2024086922458112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855732027422056,0.12585576958122696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836853402138447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423592660418909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902276792159155
socialanxiety,annabananner,2019/02/01,"how do i handle a weekend of social obligations? I have something going on every day this weekend - starting right after work Friday - and I'm dreading every second of it. 

I made these plans weeks ago when I was feeling good, but now I have to see people and I just want to crawl into a small hidey hole and be safe. My husband is a social butterfly and as much as he tries to understand, he gets frustrated that it drains me to be around people. So I  don't feel like I can ask him to change plans. 

Any advice for handling a few consecutive days of birthday dinners, superbowl parties, and general social hell? ",6.197808716707022,6.4118855847457645,6.784285714285716,76.44703389830511,66.03389830508475,9.115738498789346,32.111380145278446,8.841846274778883,2.6866498789346247,481,18,86,7,7,158,85,118,0.134,0.768,0.09699999999999999,-0.8211,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,2,1,4,0,9,1,0,2,0,17,20,11,0,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,3,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,3,11,3,15,16,2,16,1,0,1,0,8,5,1,0,11,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608469805743387,0.15973220339361155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253893889994105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041196268245894,0.16845822007662842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906226655043372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242203868035866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30364451434489265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822242500678288,0.12873151182782025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094144572958916,0.0,0.10240910460288052,0.15113921374149286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803428976646538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050508821485946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246423119181785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24984937438779176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388574604717511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359227227135835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5510590484237491,0.0,0.13872309538004818,0.0,0.0,0.1275431147324566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234073618125513,0.0,0.0,0.18758959447255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628381825028088,0.0,0.14454174823961158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118427713284062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bradley-1493,2019/02/01,"MYTH: Social Anxiety Just Means You're Shy **The truth:** Social anxiety disorder goes beyond just being shy. Shyness is a characteristic. Social anxiety disorder is a mental illness that influences your daily routine. If it's not treated properly, it can have a *very* negative impact on your life.

We **need to separate the two** because social anxiety disorder may be overlooked if it's simply dismissed as shyness.",3.2309285714285743,5.491678200000003,5.333392857142859,64.61723214285715,109.85714285714286,8.607142857142858,32.94642857142857,8.07648339933343,5.010785714285714,334,20,40,12,16,114,50,70,0.38299999999999995,0.617,0.0,-0.975,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,1,1,11,9,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,0,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662719638792502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288760731344313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239117436537188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762838423381474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659832281826642,0.0,0.0,0.15356018055711185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298561768849764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6213166650724014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885019164293325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572698649358488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,totoro1606,2019/02/01,"Overthinking everything and not saying anything I can hardly bring myself to comment or make any posts at all on reddit or any other websites because I'll type something out initially, then read it over & criticise my own writing to the point where I just erase it and give up. I know it's the internet, it's the one place where people can speak freely & like noone will judge/care but there's this annoying voice in my head that convinces me that none of my opinions are good enough for people to hear. And if I do end up saying something I feel like making 353498573 edits so I sound less boring. Even bringing myself to make this post is difficult lmao. I really envy those people who can express themselves freely without overthinking about how other people will react.",7.089693486590036,7.909682965517246,6.3995402298850586,77.87670498084293,64.17241379310343,8.9272030651341,31.28352490421456,8.841846274778883,2.5971915708812263,630,22,106,9,9,193,103,145,0.09699999999999999,0.764,0.139,0.7695,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,3,0,8,1,1,5,1,21,17,10,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,6,0,0,12,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,8,13,4,15,15,5,18,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,4,5,73,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323358037541869,0.0,0.2085831379587152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620404019337075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348818618230152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135833407076515,0.15846417011973826,0.0,0.10129430027071998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783207496501956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775445467223228,0.10956200099440036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711901645543568,0.0,0.12863295436463384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738242619054622,0.0,0.1573938832720073,0.0,0.172850368571168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842838656382262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985006865817566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071114192555503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392220968090524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252882144620279,0.0,0.16023087897577076,0.0,0.1449768694573048,0.0,0.2937572280810113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15340372253128146,0.0,0.09824776553968947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439195865586499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23613145993816434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478357078534544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,B4DGUY01,2019/02/01,"Unsure I don’t know if it’s social anxiety or not but I legitimately can’t talk to girls regardless if I think they’re attractive or not, I don’t think it’s social anxiety but I don’t know what to call it. I find myself staring at everything except them, be it the ground or someone behind them. I can talk to almost any guy because I’m not necessarily anti-social, just introverted but make me talk to a girl and I just can’t, I’ll stutter every other word and look around or just sometimes flat out avoid speaking more than 2 words ",3.7711818181818164,4.9253595272727315,5.648863636363636,79.05329545454545,71.9090909090909,8.40909090909091,26.47727272727273,8.841846274778883,1.9551818181818188,428,14,85,8,8,148,68,110,0.105,0.855,0.04,-0.5187,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,31,14,11,0,3,16,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,3,12,1,10,13,1,4,0,0,2,0,12,4,0,7,0,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021422081806708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596822402768918,0.0,0.3059119827510293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799182753279408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188351145904665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20416434970176672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684607591752417,0.0,0.1796960447565458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827444513455633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797519091554736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197670940646459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679019207482254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334636304208038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076338009843911,0.16941121415739194,0.0,0.1977489252386493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821202818486613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25623104274194314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rogal2098,2019/02/01,"How do you find new friends after finishing school? Last year failed high school, and it was the second time when I failed the year (the first was a few years ago). But now, since I'm 20, I was just kicked out. Meanwhile all of my two friends are well into their second year at universities in different cities, so we rarely have a chance to meet. I'm mostly sitting at home doing... not much. I attend part-time high school (I have classes every other weekend) but I don't really connect with people there.

So how can I find friends when I'm out of school? I'm very low on cash right now, and hobbies can get pretty expensive where I live. I'm also really anxious about writing on forums or groups. This is actually my first post ever on Reddit, and third post ever on the Internet. I definitely ""shine"" in small groups, preferably up to 4-5 people, but I dont really know how to find one. Maybe some  people here have similar experiences, and/or can give me some advice?",3.809682539682541,5.49484446560847,4.620296296296296,84.37933333333334,72.5978835978836,7.5796825396825405,23.711111111111112,8.238735603445708,1.3234660317460318,760,21,149,12,15,245,119,189,0.062,0.8420000000000001,0.096,0.8172,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,1,4,18,7,0,0,6,0,15,0,0,3,3,29,23,15,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,5,1,2,1,3,3,1,7,3,1,15,4,20,20,6,41,0,3,1,0,11,18,0,4,19,97,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.108922664805387,0.0,0.0,0.10907141512813666,0.0989422570949006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926054475468381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609610369653784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661662281174788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081498178916062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019289970506664,0.094042631872222,0.0,0.0,0.10918341874782576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060493597806559,0.18988372657525088,0.0,0.0,0.2587064147047581,0.0,0.058315582856119534,0.10707376106332908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358602197931054,0.11196154145242468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134210728342405,0.09098323157760647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856037508597867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213486951599952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205177002512554,0.0,0.0,0.1078009619721754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563496627859154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087097069177727,0.0,0.23214474455185846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213797590603794,0.11355521418903868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145152549110998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532081023837637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518518319228862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923312221738709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508511313660888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903416475410363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209619959551672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035761629754618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875122684453226
socialanxiety,xStaticNoise,2019/02/01,"Does anyone have tips for dating with social anxiety? I honestly don't know how people do it, so I just had to find somewhere to ask. I'm an eighteen year old male, and I'm a bit worried about my future. I understand I'm young bad have plenty of time, but that doesn't stop me from being worried about my future.

I'd like to start by mentioning, I used to be so much worse. I have been to therapy, taken medication, and developed methods at feeling better. My anxiety used to be so bad that I would nearly hyperventilate just shopping and once threw trying to talk to a girl. I can manage a lot better now. I keep myself composed in public and can speak simple sentences to strangers, which may seem like nothing, but I can tell I've made a lot of progress.

But dating just seems way out of my wheelhouse. Honestly, since I am so socially anxious, I would absolutely love to have someone I care so deeply about in my life that could help me through things and that I could try my best make feel better too, but I don't even understand how that's possible?

Whenever I go out, I try my best to meet new people. Occasionally, I'll see a girl I find attractive or that seems kind, but I don't know how I'm suppose to approach them? I physically and emotionally can't do it, no matter how much I'd like to. Plus, I'm definitely not the type of guy a girl would be interested in. I've never had a girl say they like something about me or had a girl approach me romantically, so I don't think that's an option. I wouldn't say I have a bad personality other than my anxiety. I always try my best to be kind, attention, caring, and such, but that hasn't seemed to get me anywhere. I'm clean and spend plenty of self care time on my skin, nails, and hair so my assumption is I'm just not pleasant to look at, which I understand.

My point is, I don't expect women to want to approach me first, but if my anxiety is so bad, does anyone know how I can approach dating? I don't want to be hidden away in my shell, so if anyone has any ideas, please share!

(Sorry if this comes off as whiny. That's not my intention. I just wanted to explain my situation as best as possible.)",4.2337884119164935,4.799642532879818,5.726177183517084,81.0938775510204,70.38321995464851,8.894550003909611,27.90530925013684,9.035553425615538,2.057298318867777,1691,56,353,31,29,575,200,441,0.079,0.6659999999999999,0.254,0.9982,0,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,2,9,27,27,0,0,12,0,42,5,2,10,1,80,84,39,0,13,20,0,4,4,0,5,2,3,1,10,16,14,0,2,18,1,2,7,15,4,0,1,7,9,53,23,51,64,9,37,0,0,2,1,27,13,0,13,20,232,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155854510025361,0.0,0.0,0.0503099655688923,0.0,0.2263826188710339,0.08357805134850749,0.0,0.15518878150312934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916272760263092,0.0,0.06950806650236209,0.0,0.24708589157232885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105561331202499,0.1962919078128888,0.08076865082255211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262872484152713,0.0,0.0,0.06372852241861361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813643591794633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948344062948605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321924414600955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886409140084595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748145514318151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352355246359491,0.06292863690754948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03865228691043784,0.0,0.04204539857097202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325332892799821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958824849819325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351612277550455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575816773126833,0.0,0.1540807217863883,0.12197491378555028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225533031194365,0.14457452061501053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062125837946327006,0.0,0.0,0.1257928729840269,0.06677120364115775,0.07000309611310541,0.04938323420185752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745285907934739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876984851014328,0.0,0.05705910340837994,0.07145180597183161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098725672627959,0.0,0.07763115254671765,0.07878789652812472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257893152741457,0.0645978032880293,0.0,0.08120948471123271,0.06993644243789693,0.16680607928117594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176661365960755,0.0,0.0,0.05895368720166488,0.26939996243629544,0.07717885251253176,0.0,0.0,0.06119827180774433,0.08315831997656116,0.0,0.15082967096830702,0.06268429563003597,0.056954582884704126,0.0,0.08281624650989243,0.05236449546848703,0.0,0.0,0.06185185728848095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946353753685691,0.06466310296532739,0.0,0.08460430732306692,0.0,0.0491500297033754,0.04740436609440216,0.0,0.0,0.08627842999568068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091436339195667,0.0,0.0,0.2310520914507691,0.0,0.12779254701288578,0.0,0.0,0.13090863895275526,0.058723081223804124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502636345860569,0.07539348185683843,0.15766303196235032,0.0,0.0,0.04764166859841844
socialanxiety,critaz,2019/02/01,"Uni students, living with roommates or alone? Because of your anxiety did you choose to live alone or with roommates? ",5.942499999999999,9.169760250000003,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,71.5,6.0,35.0,7.1686216300943375,2.7179999999999995,95,5,14,1,2,27,16,20,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.6199,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7161338550011455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26447874718385217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075080566093904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6105631760289213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tilrpayj,2019/02/01,"Realistically, you could just never leave your house. Do you ever feel like real life social interaction/leaving your house at all has become obsolete? I mean, i never learned how to go to a store to buy something until i was 16, and now i just buy everything online. Literally everything you need to survive, you can just order and have delivered to your doorstep. and anything you could ever want, entertainment, a college degree, a job, friends, etc. you can just log onto your computer and go get it. i've never been great at face-to-face conversation, i wonder if other people besides myself have considered this a viable option from time to time. ",6.66101694915254,8.054657262711867,7.362500000000002,68.54849576271188,65.35593220338983,9.628813559322039,31.69915254237288,9.827888789773867,3.3209457627118635,519,20,82,11,8,172,77,118,0.048,0.857,0.095,0.5194,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,10,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,1,6,26,18,7,0,5,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,3,2,3,0,0,0,2,1,16,4,11,14,2,15,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,3,10,62,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281239324850174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195318177907115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486199913683797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736413705424327,0.0,0.2816705519063681,0.0,0.0,0.27985771992766434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872420132991945,0.11122872450693004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028977128253154,0.0,0.08134434701175337,0.0,0.17697040796212413,0.0,0.0,0.17165457326788516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593028508693418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450352089602368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297175984113216,0.0,0.0,0.10997216625132383,0.07606483932771839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695977812412468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544606212293393,0.3602453473388698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793948908631827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721529135832245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158711709909218,0.0,0.11986181735683905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815743157826627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183309798704854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884486742895036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rogersthedodgers,2019/02/01,Book suggestions? Any books that you read that improved your relationship with anxiety? Thanks,7.4811904761904735,11.03822378571429,4.772857142857145,69.15547619047621,96.85714285714286,10.438095238095238,33.23809523809524,8.841846274778883,5.421695238095238,79,4,10,3,3,22,13,14,0.08900000000000001,0.5770000000000001,0.33399999999999996,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379740886651858,0.0,0.3802003163657719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971301499032855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335873389192847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45756682640733204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,--interesting--,2019/02/01,Cognitive Behavioral Therapy question I've seen CBT mentioned quite a bit on here but I don't really know where to start or how to get into it. Whenever I look it up it gives me the description of what it is but doesn't really tell how to get started or where I need to go. My SA has been getting worse and I want to try anything at this point to hopefully make some kind of improvement. Does anyone have any recommendations? ,4.493333333333332,5.6300861176470605,5.760882352941178,78.99230392156866,70.17647058823529,10.372549019607844,29.46078431372549,10.504223727775694,3.13778431372549,340,13,68,10,6,114,64,85,0.048,0.852,0.1,0.5284,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,15,20,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,6,2,12,18,2,10,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,5,2,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431571658716694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838796486052733,0.0,0.17463757305546776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316874120152954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857136584105557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326258974819306,0.20357912428729275,0.12060854654439927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107806492236278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209926952386912,0.11662962390300816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820991766581706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165735855004427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735717532957835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20061488199910268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377330567162685,0.22572027718384916,0.0,0.0,0.2719049454468297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004184002834152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854881420742035,0.0,0.24269011317389635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408229064408742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517184766006553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162685709906116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MacedoniaStarGawd,2019/02/01,"I failed today Today was the first time I went to a job fair. For the past year or so I've had decent improvement in my social interactions, but today I couldn't do it. I made it there, but I couldn't go up to the company recruiters. There were so many people and i don't know it just made my brain melt. What really hit me though is realizing even if I do go up to the recruiters I would've failed anyway. I'm way too awkward and don't look confident enough. With all that competition I was fucked. I ended up just leaving with nothing but shame and a feeling of defeat. I don't think I've ever been this disappointed in myself. 19 and a half and I feel like a child. I'm not sure where to go from here in terms of networking. I'm so discouraged now. ",1.347358490566041,3.226258201257864,3.3867672955974832,89.66090566037737,80.19496855345913,6.7557232704402495,20.033962264150947,7.793537801064563,0.6231690566037735,590,15,132,10,15,200,94,159,0.20800000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.073,-0.978,1,0,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,15,10,1,2,8,0,13,2,1,2,3,28,29,14,0,3,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,5,0,0,4,6,8,0,2,8,3,16,2,16,18,3,23,0,5,1,1,3,7,1,2,12,89,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881753913061024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929943279124333,0.17417372666861775,0.0,0.11133624563275134,0.1524775871999294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704640572723812,0.1204235758786747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338214372183858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558365401491772,0.0,0.0,0.2873998076393353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727573344586433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263945890830984,0.0,0.0,0.1784870428337346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235282739316124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155297592646982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31900242818254365,0.0,0.17089945487965413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174361223332634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091530968005532,0.11686243200138258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079876886237568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183179727909326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887144928212976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801027904633988,0.1656152278631298,0.0,0.09829218347689307,0.0,0.4793425416354527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379983558503813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562623601469979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974444184904165,0.0,0.0,0.10855096995287264
socialanxiety,Heil3,2019/02/01,"How do you be normal like everyone else? Hi I hate social interactions bc i suck at them. I'm a freshmen in college who is very lonely bc i avoid talking way too much. I sat next to a pretty girl for a whole semester and never spoke to her once. the only thing i say to my roommate is ""sup"" like twice a day. Im on the track team and i sit with the guys on the team but only talk when they go out of their way to ask me a small talk question. I can tell they dont enjoy when i sit next to them and they would rather have someone else sit in that seat, but i sit there to feel included and to not look weird sitting by myself. There is one guy that tries to include me in most conversations (bless him) but i feel like it has become a 'job' for him at this point to make me feel included. He doesnt enjoy it, i know he doesnt so that makes me not enjoy it, it's just a drag.

I have come to the conclusion that i am a shitty person bc well i am. I was really daring one day and got a tinder to see if i could meet someone. I matched with a girl and snapchatted her for about a week but then one day after a really bad social interaction with the track team i got sad and excepted the fact that i just suck and i'm boring and i'm awkward so i just stopped talking to her, no explanation, no warning just stopped. Obviously she wasn't happy about it and i feel really shitty about it bc i know that was a shitty thing to do but i just didn't want to talk to anyone ever again.

Anyways i hate college, myself, and everything i do/say. I'm not going to reread this bc i know if i do i'll just delete the whole thing. Also i dont know why i put the help flair on this bc i dont want pity or anything like that i just needed to get this out of me and say it to someone but i would never have the balls to say it to somebody i know bc i can't talk about feelings or anything about myself to anyone. So sorry if this just sounds like a big mess of words that makes no sense but i needed to do something about it",0.6159959814701104,2.292034491990848,2.770032929619916,94.1868370821008,81.65446224256293,5.636412345816822,18.89652285538874,6.584502450881947,-0.11392243121058288,1551,36,368,15,41,526,182,437,0.195,0.743,0.063,-0.9958,1,3,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,6,4,29,24,4,2,24,0,28,0,0,4,5,77,64,32,0,12,25,0,5,5,0,2,0,5,0,5,26,18,0,3,12,4,0,4,16,13,1,4,8,12,57,11,50,52,4,40,1,3,2,0,45,13,2,7,21,249,83,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061903471563544074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825150981551056,0.0,0.12740103937364378,0.0,0.07236640703109759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646327827898036,0.0,0.08549149896261785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668048460050018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061804310668309125,0.0,0.0,0.149766047449238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27216621389191936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932957502590645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002033183381942,0.0,0.07396704591411526,0.06956968090191087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957000709930708,0.05530057825865072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04044269542569499,0.0,0.08798595810891495,0.0,0.12382114184515995,0.0,0.0,0.15329297734014594,0.0,0.08240268393277328,0.0,0.15284954324173253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051885220539552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361435811768997,0.0,0.0768158952323084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127081682227832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890891772166327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500356234939594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501212939269754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056904082609492326,0.114794699325795,0.11940426426800547,0.0,0.1646494286119856,0.0,0.0758437991526513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243742239369674,0.15736181076770947,0.11774515661226567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759003133760846,0.0,0.0,0.07317596102984313,0.0,0.0,0.07875217423064684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781682492106988,0.0867151266168427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487694145137834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462330746586812,0.0,0.0,0.06168447474384167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781623628799485,0.19676366487814498,0.05959277012614665,0.0,0.08665236915113529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943378132464825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733076508166037,0.06765835575438829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428010917413704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255522411996049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387003897903493,0.09131496282960087,0.12288637378148633,0.062092351333975435,0.0,0.06959945028045805,0.0,0.06984904320719673,0.17284743409855854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997741645179013,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unknown1600,2019/02/01,"Made a huge leap for myself by finally going to the gym! First post ever but just wanted to share a huge accomplishment in my life. Finally went to the gym after years living in fear and letting it rule something that I wanted to do for myself. Going to go again this week. I can barely believe it, I’m so excited!",3.3361904761904735,4.903748333333336,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,73.60317460317461,7.5796825396825405,23.711111111111112,8.238735603445708,1.5137834920634925,247,7,46,4,5,85,46,63,0.062,0.763,0.175,0.7819,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,7,11,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,2,11,8,0,17,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,8,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530512860335026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20316676868976885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527414359089037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920844183618159,0.0,0.1910476638745728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829421183297156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22967234600889616,0.15864412883688736,0.0,0.0,0.19832904852239305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21252530856570195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510811359961424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291078500650095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649539847247021,0.0,0.18016341897398186,0.0,0.0,0.20820973994869968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463732151367314
socialanxiety,-CheezyGorditaCrunch,2019/02/01,"Work on Yourself I had crippling social anxiety for years. Basically from 14-22 I was so fearful that it almost made life not worth it. It sucks having a panic attack every time you even think about being forced to socialize. 

Yes not everyone is the same there are other with more complicated underlying issues. But for most of you are more normal than you think. No you don’t always need a pill from a psychiatrist to fix you.

The advice no one want to hear is the only advice that truly works. You have to face your fear. Exposure Therapy. Gradually work your way up. You don’t have to have a friend just go in public and passively say hi how are you to a stranger at the grocery store. It’s going to be scary as fuck but that’s okay. Then work your way up. Take a part time job in customer service eventually. I became a server. I was horrified in the beginning everyday at work. But now I can talk to hundred of people a day and not even notice it.

Yes I still have a little social and general anxiety. But I control it. It doesn’t control me anymore. There’s no self help book and no psychiatrist that can truly fix you. Take some responsibility for yourself.",1.9805364372469607,4.576711311403511,3.9256140350877216,82.53686234817816,82.81578947368422,6.8410256410256425,22.365721997300945,8.012643519586192,1.4716539811066127,921,31,174,19,26,311,133,228,0.154,0.76,0.086,-0.8818,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,12,0,7,10,8,3,3,14,3,20,4,1,4,0,27,33,12,0,3,8,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,12,5,0,2,2,1,2,2,10,6,0,1,4,2,20,2,28,27,6,23,0,0,0,1,23,10,2,3,9,126,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252454570984224,0.0,0.0,0.11540803316105533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095898733178316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633462850661366,0.0,0.11429882003247165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111556482218364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585293954693351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432787874223579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522454585506851,0.0,0.09710461525557357,0.11012803729408402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25938064179196896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904325752384194,0.1065484352338558,0.0,0.0,0.1310005118661254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129897158840334,0.0,0.07725085451197045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029293954160575,0.11436963137266175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140575724407766,0.0,0.11551258488653372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090540431856153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545775197777497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292229719849164,0.0,0.1312149422189602,0.0,0.0,0.07809760482171604,0.08765419004058693,0.0,0.1352231590708983,0.0,0.12480647203217644,0.0,0.07990108902219446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165286004707604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023276658105088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524540991345637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204023918727662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331002600273104,0.0926350340281568,0.0,0.0,0.1318004816471469,0.0,0.0,0.14769740409461213,0.0,0.0,0.13440850695423126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797849980167392,0.182963034247116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195234281129139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421838280370051
socialanxiety,mermaidshowers,2019/02/01,"Meeting best friends boyfriend tomorrow for dinner. So I've had social anxiety from about 16 forward. I'm 25 now.

It was very bad and was borderline agoraphobic but with therapy and medication I was able to overcome a lot. However I still have extreme anxiety meeting new people. Usually it goes well and I end up feeling stupid but this situation is a bit different. 

So I'm in the process of buying a car but currently don't have transportation. My friend offered to pick me and take me out to dinner with her and her boyfriend. I've been dreading it all week.

It's the fact of meeting her new boyfriend. Driving together to the restaurant and then having to drop me back home that freaks me out. I have no escape plan. If I could have my boyfriend and it would be a double date I would be way more relaxed. But my boyfriend can't attend as he lives in another country. 

I'm so nervous tomorrow. I want to cancel so bad until I have my car next week but I don't want to make a bad impression. He is in residency so it's hard for him to get off. 

Anyways sorry for the ramble, I guess I'm looking for advice on how to handle this. Or reassurance? 
It's just driving me mad. ",1.8494468085106384,4.245748668085106,3.641957446808512,85.69400000000002,81.46808510638297,6.99404255319149,27.69787234042553,8.109356740369918,2.07404170212766,927,43,184,19,25,310,132,235,0.18,0.706,0.114,-0.9576,3,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,13,15,2,2,9,0,21,3,0,3,2,32,33,23,0,6,8,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,10,11,2,0,1,1,1,7,4,8,1,0,5,3,23,7,29,23,6,33,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,4,17,125,33,0,0.14524872196436686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193537005804405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230594944900766,0.2222297494790116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116873015220565,0.3638298473912302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242957256758344,0.0,0.1585739852959193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596928549247247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175399983817509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864725555568635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344211806096491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443760456927309,0.0,0.07588646230646241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000784272945875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011432512356638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569631098716285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282572825744816,0.0,0.12197234462466455,0.0,0.0,0.1234852692706538,0.0,0.0,0.09695464978602518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632280643853504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805642415505212,0.154473663619928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069717529042517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632656491708362,0.0,0.1480627804397991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259405255109288,0.0,0.0,0.11599581698616634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920896249072078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610457211789212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997094665887726,0.11984540729734333,0.17134291895841022,0.11529167472380905,0.2330195269839325,0.0,0.1305960447162189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063610493881287,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whereisit96,2019/02/01,"I have such bad SA that I can’t even leave my room because it faces the living room couch where my roommate sits ALL DAY watching TV She’s nice. But after interacting with her once I just don’t want to do it again. I feel paralyzed by the eye contact and awkward interaction we would have to have because no, I don’t want to watch tv with her. I should have made my lunch and gone to sleep an hour ago but I can’t freaking leave my room",2.685437788018433,3.7845469139784953,3.5484178187404005,93.28548387096777,74.48387096774194,6.604608294930878,24.038402457757297,6.868970318607317,0.5171241167434713,345,10,81,3,7,110,60,93,0.129,0.823,0.048,-0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,11,4,3,1,1,15,16,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,3,5,1,0,1,2,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,4,15,1,8,12,1,11,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,0,5,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270791379393277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138911455506473,0.3123175564511648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520837708467925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919778655931889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952718593343462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25227572555836314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424938196066229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262026930316949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423941298217128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728125565840883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563548779980325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30219125902496924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819757294535444,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wuthowell,2019/02/01,"I have no friends ive never talked abt this but im tired of living in a world where i can barely talk to people. I get so anxious because i feel like i cant express myself or being myself, its hard to explain since my main language isnt english. Anyways i need friends, i literally have no one, i talk to no one but myself. I would sit in silence until someone talk to me because im so shy to start a converstation, plus im so socially awkward so i avoid conversations. I think my only friend is reddit even though i never post just look at memes or read people s problems. The thing is i want to be able to make friends and keep conversations alive but i cant and i people get bored of me so easily it really sucks. I want a change or friends. In school break times(thats how you say it?) im alone and im tired of that. I need to sleep for three years",0.5493333333333332,2.7325008222222245,2.6044444444444466,92.42000000000004,85.22222222222223,5.155555555555557,21.22222222222221,6.508806274219699,0.2970222222222221,668,22,147,7,20,224,103,180,0.209,0.629,0.162,-0.809,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,11,11,1,2,4,0,12,3,1,2,2,26,26,18,0,6,7,0,2,1,5,1,2,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,1,0,0,8,5,0,3,0,4,26,6,18,23,1,14,0,0,1,0,16,6,1,3,6,94,32,2,0.10205440606741499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569758668733813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529243022440035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442283740789112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796002968799012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740597270950081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051601774099489024,0.0729076880859958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942349048539244,0.0,0.10663843005989726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914207023081808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511813558840741,0.0,0.0,0.09071064522943148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049858627837372674,0.0,0.0901159102809211,0.0,0.08569999803766923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812210851544999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134409794460876,0.15742129882751724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830941348013778,0.07761697456193334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212255025957168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773991056913847,0.0,0.0,0.0976522838579213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208202343906568,0.0,0.0653786657792041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811577598687341,0.0,0.10328450736493136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442045930009888,0.0,0.10212810853896524,0.10403161497132307,0.08647036708185545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223463388566168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32810986337917364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780041265229625,0.0653923426316925,0.1002679358027138,0.0,0.0,0.2345930539297688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038866567409527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249652198633641,0.0,0.0,0.06571969152227969
socialanxiety,jsn913,2019/02/01,"i wanna cry when i talk to someone since its extremely rare for me to have a conversation especially about something im interested in, the very few moments that opportunity came my way and i communicated i had to stop cause i would cry, would blush, stutter because of being nervous but most of all desperate to have an interesting conversation. since its so rare and i always keep to myself.. the chance i get to talk i get overwhelmed and need to let others continue the conversation. im just tired of talking to myself its time consuming ",5.355599999999999,7.468363960000001,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,69.4,9.8,32.5,10.125756701596842,3.7112,436,20,74,12,8,148,65,100,0.153,0.74,0.107,-0.5921,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,5,0,7,1,0,1,1,15,12,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,3,15,6,3,8,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720847042745436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784648777757858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234502868116894,0.0,0.1817416953663065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886683283702057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848628496772328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821997607446365,0.0,0.0,0.15725126826936842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090882498470853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118113803886566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29269385658643604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990054206921044,0.13619875220631916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790988464243224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42659567698117146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316127265403828,0.20333917350238045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597441256547294,0.0,0.14042786345364347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25135241842091355,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DjFortune98,2019/02/01,"Is it too late to be friends with my roommates? So, I just moved into a dorm for the first time this semester.  This is my first time living away from home, but I’m not far from home at all.  Even so, nobody I know goes to this school and I am not familiar with this area.  I’ve been living here for 3 weeks now.  

At the beginning I was definitely extremely anxious and stressed about living away from home.  We are all first-time-dormers, which is a small comfort to me.  However, for the first time in my life I experienced a loss of appetite due to stress for the first week living here.  I had a few crying fits, thinking about the relative permanence of my move, those have stopped now though.  Anyway, when I get so stressed or whenever I’m not comfortable in a social situation, and living with roommates puts you constantly in a social situation, I stay quiet, listen, and am careful with what I say; I don’t want to say something that might give someone a negative impression of me.  Through experience, I know that this can result in people thinking that I don’t like them, or that I’m distant.  It certainly didn’t seem to me that my roommates had any issues with me, we chat and laugh, and play games and all that.

However, my two roommates will go out together without me, I don’t even get invited.  They didn’t know each other beforehand, so that’s not why.  I really don’t know what I could’ve done differently, or what I can do to be friends with them, get to hang out with them.  Is it too late at this point, should I ‘wait out’ this semester and just try again next time with different roommates?

I know that whenever they do hangout they go smoke.  I also seem to have given them the impression that I don’t do drugs or smoke, I don’t know where that comes from because I’ve talked to them about drugs and my experiences.  I think my quietness and ‘standoffishness’ maybe gave them that impression.  And I do like to smoke, and I definitely want to hang out with them and make friends with the people I’m living with.  

What do I do? 

Seems like this standoffishness I get when I’m uncomfortable is the source of my difficulty making friends.  How can I fix that?",4.820321242680546,5.8197498561320735,5.335182173064414,82.85301886792453,69.3066037735849,9.150162654521797,29.00748210800261,9.40505699530331,2.3489661027976583,1705,61,348,35,29,547,176,424,0.087,0.779,0.134,0.9540000000000001,4,0,6,0,0,0,50.0,2,1,10,5,25,20,0,3,15,0,37,3,0,4,4,71,72,27,0,3,12,0,0,3,4,3,3,5,4,0,30,33,0,2,12,4,0,8,14,4,0,5,9,6,54,16,54,58,5,51,0,1,0,0,27,20,0,8,25,245,84,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826286605000412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954453511661685,0.0,0.0,0.08230647056087234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690110111479611,0.0,0.0,0.04441230263027904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428148279556225,0.0,0.0,0.06275893813871722,0.0,0.07873138474747518,0.0,0.058169536906895525,0.0,0.08002882512957905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223789397113655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455691802032928,0.0,0.0,0.16897951208593912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624131779759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425341715955028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098561115926005,0.0,0.0,0.2251532630704184,0.0,0.15225687909083585,0.06989005293938155,0.08281141529064022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192413336818328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760426690782092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402383039248645,0.0,0.1643693393740792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051460302514524416,0.10678119134920544,0.0,0.3859987599619404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726380662040726,0.0,0.07319358065874391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728863523608116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548686608929786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748311493792917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101826582102597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688724090568271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324033906820439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667337846718689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587592976262205,0.0,0.07373409727143375,0.0,0.1989759247757249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378625020825305,0.0,0.14853490447502174,0.061730598520286124,0.05608805929154241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765473445565634,0.0,0.06091082513783142,0.25036868711707577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058558841977715485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004942683347454,0.07158058764380967,0.0,0.21241441215429194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946439845439096,0.0,0.07116966352156474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594463789063703,0.0,0.11688127522178295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574115062229416,0.0,0.0,0.07023052285928412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thetruemess,2019/02/01,"Looking for advice from teachers!!! I just started my student teaching about a month ago, and I have a lot of trouble doing certain things. For example routine hellos to students. I often can't get myself to say hello to all of them as they enter the class. My actually teaching is fine, I'm able to slip into the role with very minimal anxiety, but it's the smaller interactions that I have trouble with. ",5.966363636363635,6.866411870129872,7.1198961038961075,71.44555844155846,66.66233766233766,8.757402597402598,37.477922077922074,8.841846274778883,3.6115683116883126,322,17,52,5,5,109,60,77,0.105,0.855,0.04,-0.7018,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,2,10,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,9,2,14,9,2,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,2,3,42,12,5,0.3357335257669715,0.0,0.3276274910052364,0.0,0.0,0.3280749157456774,0.2976075135906344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25683522826866273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540691032297906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819316049951122,0.0,0.0,0.2854286376625826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679792971825246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26698877504691243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376339175488362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304643636036967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770153196169722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,demurisie_,2019/10/31,"Hey everyone So I don’t expect to get much attention but I’m just going to put this out there anyway and might delete it later. I’m at a family Halloween party right now and I’m hiding away from everyone. Silly, I know. I’m bored and feeling down and just wanted to reach out and see how people are doing and what you’re doing for Halloween:)",1.6853722334004004,3.807766591549296,3.822052313883301,85.72591549295778,80.26760563380282,6.310663983903421,18.593561368209254,7.447530270364453,0.5660969818913473,272,6,53,4,7,93,51,71,0.079,0.8109999999999999,0.11,0.0387,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,18,15,9,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,10,14,1,10,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,2,36,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776996671715883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5648635134759699,0.0,0.0,0.278639020049234,0.0,0.1494501075749294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544241949254129,0.0,0.16798040539451514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243866679070695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135552323017266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727946301415527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049124409395859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971315441169441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524169125946522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355326530897519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743360509379649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SAD_introvert2,2019/10/31,Weddings?? So I recently got engaged and I don't know how to deal with having a wedding. I'm not into it but my fiance is so we're just going to do a small one (most people in our area do huge weddings with tons of people). He's more social and has a large group of friends. I don't have many friends nor do I have any sisters. The thought of having bridesmaids scares me but he's excited to have his friends as groomsmen and do the usual stuff. I don't want a bachelorette party or anything. The thought of him having a ton of friends there and me having a couple already makes me feel embarrassed. What are your experiences with weddings as people who have social anxiety?,2.4278632478632503,4.6516822592592595,3.5814814814814824,87.88128205128206,78.25925925925927,5.931623931623932,26.680911680911684,7.010146845296331,1.3158262108262109,535,22,104,6,13,173,82,135,0.08800000000000001,0.735,0.17600000000000002,0.9388,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,0,5,8,0,2,9,0,18,0,0,2,0,21,27,13,0,1,5,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,3,1,13,6,15,24,4,8,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,2,2,78,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864180470593779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487794103002365,0.0,0.12923070432873265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901469149394405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869174221541764,0.0,0.0,0.17415903053067666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652455928869915,0.0,0.0,0.08541589653646983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5220584513880313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600660153515413,0.0,0.13510845687491108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283930658370873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127618395751914,0.1712681299473533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447108900812245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35134360499986583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679762949212562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912802932742788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34440496730907505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338400993017826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26822251269519704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605212090034134,0.0,0.0996390724043343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sophiasaturn,2019/10/31,"Fear of eating in front of certain people Greetings r/socialanxiety

I do not know if this is directly related to social anxiety, but this is what most of my research tells me. Basically, I have a  fear of eating in front of certain people, eg. people with certain authority, family members/friends I do not know very well/new people, and my boyfriend of 9 months - which is my main problem. I always try to avoid eating in front of him. I once ate lunch with his family, I was shaking and feeling like I was going to pass out the whole time. Anything but water is challenging. I could cry just thinking about eating in front of him, let alone his family. I was wondering if anyone was feeling this way as well?",4.174363636363637,6.091764725925927,5.3667340067340055,78.44484848484848,72.1111111111111,8.16835016835017,28.56902356902357,8.841846274778883,2.4692962962962968,558,22,99,11,11,185,80,135,0.155,0.6990000000000001,0.146,-0.6486,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,3,11,0,4,2,0,13,7,0,0,3,25,21,7,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,7,1,6,0,0,7,2,5,1,0,5,2,17,6,20,14,3,15,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,3,70,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216081296952376,0.0,0.0,0.10617799727912804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976178573233998,0.0,0.0,0.08922473174847974,0.0,0.10500845283325676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018826074514382,0.0,0.14016864855787012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222891281499998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608853230583197,0.28718332521908063,0.12904234863623698,0.09116139385165303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858769184689252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252114564757847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025728995546252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048526807744235,0.0,0.062341601119275725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185349172826247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324218591765684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589569164715334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35386234339605305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210122886882915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007773630454675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115328304060945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176445115772374,0.0,0.0,0.07440779253643437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663575745181568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528790045296532,0.0,0.1012873054138734,0.0,0.0,0.2294653364816437,0.0,0.0,0.14246698237410793,0.0,0.0,0.13838272018089795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Will40923,2019/10/31,"I’ve been literally shaking all day I managed to ask this girl out, and she said yes, which is amazing. Now it’s the day before and I have been physically shaking since dawn. Can’t help the feeling that this is going to go really poor and awkwardly. Doesn’t really help that she’s got some anxiety too so I can only imagine the amount of awkward silence and half sentences there’s going to be. Especially when I show up visibly shaking.

Not looking for a miracle cure, but any tips on how to deal with overwhelming dread/anxiety?

TL;DR: Been physically shaking all day, nervous about a date tomorrow. Looking for tips.",3.8151048951048963,6.293778606837609,5.300062160062161,76.0083216783217,74.8974358974359,8.698989898989899,32.003885003885,9.339509955726095,3.449126495726496,495,25,85,13,11,166,81,117,0.15,0.76,0.08900000000000001,-0.6267,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,8,5,1,10,0,0,1,2,14,19,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,1,1,7,3,8,0,1,5,4,6,1,12,13,4,17,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,1,7,55,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687630443982128,0.0,0.33045383825252833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191557915781164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378619827944628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41787480475428734,0.22266968366435494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092078349525084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682454971479133,0.0,0.17274187425736992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895386073395201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362743777881883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642653163654812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276729343764994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544993335168407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786639267108346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Imperfect95,2019/10/31,"I can't take it anymore I'm 21 years old female, living with my parents. No job, no money, low education.
Mentally weak, slow, clumsy, UGLY, weird and ""socially killed"" (strangers are laughing at me for a few things that got out). Extremely shy, quiet, boring and I have a very serious social anxiety - it controls my life, literally. I have no goals, no dreams (that could happen real). I'm like withered ferns.

I don't fit anywhere. People just stare at me, make judging faces, as if they saw an embodiment of weirdness. I did have one ""friend"" who was talking about me behing my back.

I don't trust people, I'm not comfortable with talking about my emotions or my life.
When someone accidentally shows an interest in friendship with me, I become suspicious. I think they want to use me as a material of gossip or something else.

Also, I have that odd feeling of jealousy or wanting to manipulate with people.
Especially when I see someone has similiar interests and/or personality as me, but I see them with their friends, having fun. Then I start to think I'm not good enough her/him and that she/he wouldn't want to be friends with me. And that makes me hate myself, my life. My heart is filled with anger, hatred, sadness, hopelessness. 
Mentioning having a partner is completely unnecessary. I know it's never gonna happen. 

I cry every night, because I don't want to be alive. I want to die, but I can't kill myself. I've never felt love, happiness, peace. That's why I want to die. I wanna be on a better place. I always feel that poisonous pressure in my chest and I'm tired of this. I just want peace. 

There's no one who can support me or make me happy. 

And there's one thing I'm afraid of. I'm adraid that I don't die, before I commit suicide (if it makes sense). 

I DON'T WANT TO BE ALIVE!!!

(Sorry for my English, not my mother language)",2.313619960742866,4.742817583798884,3.905859882228601,84.29296013890989,79.86592178770951,6.440102672504906,24.480144949418694,7.63319966405982,1.40333163219085,1437,53,274,23,37,477,197,358,0.271,0.562,0.16699999999999998,-0.9917,2,0,1,0,0,9,76.0,0,0,4,3,10,32,5,2,7,0,26,10,3,7,3,55,64,21,6,13,13,2,3,1,4,2,6,1,0,2,17,14,0,1,6,2,1,1,18,16,0,3,5,8,50,16,34,52,2,21,0,3,4,1,20,9,0,6,12,172,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069078651538001,0.07355311226164989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762321198783032,0.0,0.08766574554838276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797158422651292,0.0,0.053885790671522986,0.09762717904831268,0.07521905699392084,0.0,0.0,0.0781796727429769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268222858327747,0.0,0.09914438396456407,0.07057754954338673,0.0,0.09709959320326557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752253679348774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384407649009206,0.09943435792760266,0.0,0.09133739190701466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447800852318769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939202658716837,0.0,0.08487466739379887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048851481056391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414293436858281,0.07069889364186788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633776990692305,0.18819980175769369,0.0,0.08727341259999646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475048171676718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877200569483542,0.0,0.1955956406184117,0.0,0.04858049905805134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873115505139587,0.04318614876152373,0.0,0.07805588071669367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978144755151673,0.0,0.23602185939755804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908305407264216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635392557477347,0.0,0.0,0.08295428834567345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275743715142587,0.0,0.1796996176415556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981540430121855,0.0,0.0,0.18384936617722955,0.07718456421220422,0.09235570777644496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061476502229864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088140536526042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021854972452706,0.1497964263453487,0.06805207663552831,0.0,0.09895283695724463,0.0625676192873898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669161160761948,0.1003114956302087,0.0,0.0,0.06646329610499338,0.14209979280050425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174536417827361,0.11328203599859105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015989705781384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634634266723622,0.0,0.07293651189758034,0.4171091785326433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976424709226451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056924558451550436
socialanxiety,Party_End,2019/10/31,"Buspirone I just got prescribed buspirone and this is the first time I've talking medication for my life long issues. I believe I have social anxiety only, yet three years ago when I first went to my family doctor when I was 15 to get help, I was diagnosed with Generalized anxiety disorder. I only have issues I have are with people and feeling self-conscious, with all the anxiety fix ins, to the point were it's affected my whole life, since I had it bad since...kindergarten. 

What I'm asking is has anyone that had or still taking buspirone have had any luck with social anxiety?",6.380415584415588,7.225556054545457,6.8440259740259775,73.98318181818183,65.72727272727272,9.922077922077923,32.077922077922075,9.957137785484203,3.2557012987012985,466,18,80,10,7,152,70,110,0.135,0.7979999999999999,0.067,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,3,0,14,5,0,1,1,13,21,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,8,1,12,1,9,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,10,56,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318342747134101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113697670729503,0.0,0.4550918171538774,0.0,0.0,0.10399082304162972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390362543775099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417778355677997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756028442964616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095106780675133,0.0,0.0,0.1704498418076113,0.1522246488160718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020313663058834,0.0,0.07519899347938279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25300800798305084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770181109727813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189476476806388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996861253353418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104570719342153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100953981912023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161548309364046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982312680745988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226221616052152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310604361615902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059163567001412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515088751485984,0.0,0.0,0.12302549048400832,0.0,0.0,0.3032094486052041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877065797499956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182144898670658,0.11953819373148247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672178032865294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786803376374795,0.0,0.1660443070325428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577296014518027
socialanxiety,Thy_Introvert,2019/10/31,"How does one find a job that has low social interaction? So I’m on a deadline now with finding a full time job… 

There was one that I’ve been trying to get for the last couple years but they chose someone else instead, but the manager told me that she put my application in file for whenever another spot opens up

And if she does call me about it, no matter what job I’ll end up having before then, I’m totally dropping for that one. Cuz it’s the one job I found that has literally no interactions except when it comes to coworkers (which i can handle somewhat better since it’s a total of like.. 6 or 7 of them. I’m literally begging for a call, c’mon man this sucks ;;


But in the meantime… do you guys have any suggestions? Cuz I’m getting frustrated here :/

I go on Indeed and everything, all i get are fast food (or restaurants in general) places, construction jobs, job that I have no idea what it even is or WHERE it even is, jobs with kids (i’d rather take my chances with throwing myself in front of a bus on the highway), places like gas stations and whatnot… basically all jobs that are already giving me crippling anxiety when thinking about them

I can’t tell anyone else (‘anyone’ being my family obviously) about this because they’ll literally tell me to suck it up and find a job now. My family is literally all social butterflies, while I want to go die in a hole whenever something social comes up, so of course they’d say that, they don’t give a crap about my social anxiety i guess… it’s great :)


Thought I’d have better luck with you guys cuz you actually understand how I feel!




so TL;DR - Do you know of any types of jobs that don’t have much social interactions?",4.591422566662288,5.6449223836858025,5.708409299881782,79.76861158544595,69.87613293051359,9.140207539734666,28.59070011821884,9.43228470229965,2.431286509917247,1323,47,261,28,23,440,170,331,0.113,0.7959999999999999,0.091,-0.8112,10,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,4,6,2,20,11,4,0,14,0,23,2,1,5,6,46,47,23,1,3,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,22,11,1,0,10,0,0,7,6,5,0,4,5,2,31,6,35,39,8,37,0,1,0,0,33,18,3,6,13,170,53,11,0.0,0.0,0.06688682729332493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563748770828138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322143418703922,0.07187196520756213,0.10486844985650584,0.0,0.0,0.0958519226285324,0.07022908765292489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04178239372918086,0.0,0.058323951752248984,0.0,0.0,0.12123915516347185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997751037173986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118085238010129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584010477347686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113547958875234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996263466354425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145156168268792,0.0,0.06070761587972155,0.0,0.0,0.09054231361768199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160087450481162,0.0,0.1292300590717789,0.0,0.03465675092235692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793765932422332,0.0,0.08288091473217248,0.07515245349966619,0.0,0.0,0.10743065254534437,0.13150291863838842,0.07790767319020449,0.0,0.0,0.07556748356832962,0.07550642734044337,0.1357341493762679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737525413540848,0.0,0.0,0.6801707670403035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03766873444572641,0.055870646462727526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697204026198109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038604757410192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578256181489985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322300915932834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890335565983684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054507123413321236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566984155442723,0.0,0.0,0.34934823763621164,0.05807517331366927,0.052766761415949166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153484010888836,0.0,0.11981696129681385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391876384805208,0.0,0.054414466107472095,0.039967225641357684,0.0,0.0,0.06549454667287259,0.0,0.04653532578581962,0.0,0.0,0.07135434333071661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04042767979350671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044138617703152416
socialanxiety,fantasticbeastie,2019/10/31,"So, who LOVES Halloween, but is going to spend the night alone? I'm going to be alone, but I don't want to feel miserable (I still do 🙄) - I don't really have any friends to attend a party with... 
anyone out there who wants to talk or something?",-0.002352941176472001,2.162502,2.0700980392156865,95.36044117647059,87.8235294117647,4.968627450980391,16.34313725490196,6.42735559955562,-0.3706627450980395,186,4,42,2,6,62,37,51,0.177,0.634,0.18899999999999997,0.3976,1,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,13,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,7,12,0,6,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5798740181588614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903711597253981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574298370148685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415478301302649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162836310088688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181966513617224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526599120013629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627079833318352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933895567264582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155141605213418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235632172937831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500795765333764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33023582417130176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Snitchwithabitch,2019/10/31,"Sharing experiences DAE feels acid reflux, nausea, panic and dry mouth when getting anxious or in between a conversation?",8.109473684210528,12.031329684210524,7.988684210526317,54.70828947368422,67.94736842105263,8.010526315789475,41.078947368421055,8.841846274778883,5.124978947368422,100,6,10,2,2,32,19,19,0.22899999999999998,0.649,0.121,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553363146990449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808516331288114,0.0,0.0,0.2485535173867648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568260233542284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5767536971849935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,drjlm3,2019/10/31,"Does anybody else have difficulty concentrating around other people? Hi /r/socialanxiety,

So I'm posting here as I can't really think of a better home for it — and I'm pretty sure that some level of social anxiety is the root cause.

I work from home. I get up reasonably early (07:00-07:30 typically). My hours are long and, although I take a break to run errands in the afternoon, I can often be working on projects or finding clients all the way until 21:00 or later.

Getting in the zone can be challenging, but when I get there, I can get a lot done in one day!

Unfortunately, I find that when my wife comes home, it automatically interrupts my concentration. Even though she is very respectful of my space, I find her very presence distracting. There are sounds being made, cooking going on, etc.

Ultimately, I would love to have an actual office in the city center, but for now (for financial reasons) this is what I'm stuck with.

Can anybody else relate? I need to find some solution for this.",5.167050691244238,6.882532924731183,6.149493087557605,74.63709677419358,69.21505376344086,9.40030721966206,29.414746543778804,9.784248007369934,2.9360488479262674,788,30,141,19,14,261,125,186,0.078,0.81,0.111,0.7995,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,4,11,6,0,1,9,0,17,2,0,5,2,27,32,13,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,8,5,1,0,7,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,3,1,17,5,22,25,5,27,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,6,10,96,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.12511524743212785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098080912061214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413479541968025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339203480394205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170781021916186,0.0,0.11044225275425357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268536021942371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219813620937852,0.1312041635627915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420734566023564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429889344371111,0.08468202506956192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687293985913976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679394078809317,0.0,0.07286515299423199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858176621017562,0.0,0.12626181317499402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346252458621305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900023839818257,0.11571525385136815,0.12131616019149633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506668460604507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687895707816551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888522637159903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279050690037613,0.1304364775306818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213512233388069,0.263644114417259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069476595190338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083716290671626,0.0,0.09639856654169902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215230454368702,0.12596646130917494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157467677712985,0.0,0.1017677663452883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667798065003874,0.0,0.0,0.09107727469138174,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EmiJooNHits,2019/10/31,"Hm Spending Halloween alone, cus I'm an idiot. Just wanted to know if there are other people out there feeling left behind today.",2.9800000000000004,5.980140333333335,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,83.16666666666666,3.2,20.5,3.1291,0.0400999999999998,104,3,15,0,3,33,23,24,0.198,0.746,0.055999999999999994,-0.5859,1,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861920128321095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735991711288346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25798862985788457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100413754356734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254464033920699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449685084031853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768843145842233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,drakewouldloveme,2019/10/31,"Dealing with phone interview I've been unemployed 3 months and have been actively trying to work at a college, which is a lot more competitive than I thought. I have a bachelor's and was denied for positions preferring associate's degrees in my field. Nevertheless, I finally got a phone interview request this morning and I was so anxious thinking about the phone call and trying to respond ASAP that I made a typo in the email (my best contact number XXX instead of my best contact number IS XXX) and I feel like I just threw out my first job opportunity at a really great employer because I was panicked and didn't proofread well enough (I did at least catch other mistakes). Does anyone have advice for phone interviews? I always sound out of breath when I do them, even when sitting down. Now that I made a mistake already, I feel pressure to do a really great job on the phone call.",7.000958083832338,7.4960888862275485,7.386473053892214,71.84976946107786,64.32934131736529,10.51233532934132,37.05928143712575,10.355215969177356,4.042449580838324,712,34,121,16,10,233,102,167,0.08800000000000001,0.74,0.17300000000000001,0.9377,5,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,5,9,10,0,1,11,0,14,1,1,2,0,20,22,9,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,12,3,18,7,19,10,6,18,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,1,7,88,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288704035386086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265314062621576,0.0,0.1301839662223316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675080195547976,0.0,0.10939770726325453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953741553136534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283819417630937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31951823778083416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612993165836605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691574284128788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616609219819292,0.0,0.1033377448094764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821775873156851,0.11177223268551112,0.0,0.17138995419663186,0.0,0.13308143537583442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513219493810565,0.3449866927788925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31051697418763696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643652265376871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330133379605745,0.0,0.2960849930746528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488172565471037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045950258420284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025071879743412,0.0,0.12420862661631228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244677448762495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067277769042313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390186707341735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sad_anona,2019/10/31,"Had a breakdown last night. The stress from this week has come in immense waves. I had to do group projects with no group in one class, and in another I got yelled at by a teacher before a presentation BECAUSE of my group. I don't even want to mention the rest. So last night I just started bawling, and of course my mom walked in. She let me have today off because of it, which I'm super grateful for. I just wish it didn't affect my life so much. Everyday I feel like I'm either invisible or I have a giant sign taped to my back that points out all of my flaws.",2.6483521657250506,3.817577940677968,3.8233333333333337,91.00349340866293,74.67796610169492,6.600376647834276,24.975517890772128,6.937597516519254,0.7684489642184555,439,14,99,4,9,143,80,118,0.054000000000000006,0.84,0.106,0.7832,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,6,0,9,1,0,1,1,15,17,5,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,4,2,14,2,18,12,4,21,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,11,67,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989629009719605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125189688594374,0.0,0.2556711325728578,0.0,0.17844538655773368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064418914024388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850963170303188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060342643009714,0.14981486979843614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772200967830295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418787241174016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144398261335008,0.14812240130801427,0.10245234808397982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24560654502368004,0.0,0.0,0.1541589255589197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935920135680976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421030299848788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982410929373321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843183969506193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24021889583495964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987779107758688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369074336782065,0.0,0.16821447123155725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411529374220168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,No_Name5678,2019/10/31,"Any advice please? Im a guy (16)

5 minutes ago on my way home from school i walked behind my crush. She was with 2 other friends so i was too shy to say anything.

So i just cried behind them.

And then behind me i see a guy and a girl happily speaking together.

I am always known as the most quiet and shy guy.
I feel like i have social anxiety.

I blamed it on a raised mole above my lip but people on Reddit says that is not the problem and they are right.

Now im on the train. Can't wait to go home and listen to music and just cry again.

IM OKAY WITH BEING FRIENDS WITH HER. Unless she has a boyfriend... a friendship is fine.

Im staying at this school until June 2020, any hope??",-0.4462222222222216,1.6937558758620703,1.5489080459770117,98.30550766283527,90.24137931034485,4.049808429118774,16.331417624521073,5.46131890053228,-0.7831455938697318,522,12,121,3,18,172,98,145,0.09300000000000001,0.711,0.196,0.9567,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,0,9,1,10,1,1,0,0,20,16,13,0,2,5,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,2,4,4,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,7,17,6,18,13,1,16,0,0,1,0,16,6,0,2,7,75,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616760452645293,0.1144507710791018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743225277962196,0.0,0.0,0.1756023612815712,0.0,0.09877099392073486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624889278258287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283648855121272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528334764838094,0.09223826177722283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950456973889186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337782074186826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38352612805540826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590214762969108,0.12823821476774275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578562319056748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307802766825173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951060883399052,0.0,0.0,0.14172716193001858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354358172771004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026168749317106,0.0,0.20535147654649535,0.0,0.261338239572788,0.10288624293224126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161431375404295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761714286963925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248378833124834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LightmoonWolfie,2019/10/31,"How can I help my boyfriend? Hello, i think my boyfriend suffers of social anxiety. He always feel sick some hours before a social situation and has intestinal problems. He also feels suffocated and hyperventilate in loud and busy places such as parties or airports.

This weekend we're going to Lucca Comics, which is the 2nd biggest ComicCon of the world. It's the first time for him but i know there are so manu people you can barely move. 
What can I do to make him feel as comfortable as possibile? If he starts panicking how can I help him?
I'd like to make his weekend less painful as possibile.",4.2270796460177005,6.557210867256639,4.793991150442476,80.81859734513273,73.07079646017701,7.705840707964603,28.99911504424779,8.548686976883017,2.3624130973451334,480,20,86,9,10,153,82,113,0.11900000000000001,0.755,0.126,0.4271,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,8,3,1,4,0,17,17,14,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,4,12,2,11,17,2,12,0,1,0,0,13,4,0,3,7,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859238585790315,0.17541882464085756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612764436553926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793919816952052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197902254714249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932307374379675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981365685080035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28261591476488584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076148739893007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586095792812474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299582469825172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28144748666642394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406790812656874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432695541693315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615579016811373,0.0,0.2202616477925101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017259187802064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236970102617591,0.0,0.4298081372640933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921922266086274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508470951648086,0.0,0.0,0.1229306244734369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChromaGreen,2019/10/31,"A Discord Server I'm starting up. Focused around people who feel lonely and/or have social anxiety Hello everyone. As someone who feels a lot of anxiety and loneliness in my life, I decided I want to try and build a discord community with lots of people who feel they are quite lonely and/or have anxiety. Its name is The Lonely Chill House.
My idea is that with this community that we build here, we could help people out in feeling less lonely, or just feel like they are a part of something. I'd really like to see this server grow and become something that could at least be called a community. I'm looking to make sure that we're all really friendly so that it doesn't feel too scary to actually chat in it! And theres a channel where you can introduce yourself, and write lots about yourself!

Out of respect for the subreddit, I will not just post an invite link here. I'm not sure if I can or not. If you seem interested in this idea, and want to be one of the first to join, just simply DM me about it, or comment, and you'll get the link :) 
Staff are definitely needed too, as well as people helping to get others to join us!",6.004357829670327,5.975231736607146,6.670178571428572,77.93059065934067,66.45535714285714,9.749450549450552,30.62362637362637,9.466822959209583,2.570493543956044,895,30,175,16,13,295,122,224,0.094,0.713,0.193,0.9661,0,8,2,0,0,0,25.0,3,3,2,2,14,12,0,0,11,0,16,1,0,1,3,51,35,16,0,7,11,0,6,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,16,14,0,0,12,2,0,1,4,4,1,2,0,8,15,8,30,29,7,14,0,4,2,0,21,10,0,9,4,122,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.11704387996258392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752607072325296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067717929575447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324640142539196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247187962409364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915242378169172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460755681184125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36387080317570897,0.08568497073500833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202067742205384,0.0,0.0,0.09266514183053846,0.0,0.1253271225406561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078615246000647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839435091169486,0.0,0.27079472367208435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471698195481027,0.1171929923794565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071916990683524,0.0,0.0,0.30590542114119385,0.0,0.0,0.08006070454008239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893379384080981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127426858223291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298830450933817,0.0,0.3326044420454248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486911184017658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757067197421632,0.0,0.0,0.15367293110096647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557644024099564,0.10918863023207108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226345558810378,0.10162454834824726,0.18467093564173306,0.0,0.0,0.08489396184455111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260835618447749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814312070956723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427273355960002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148712661062926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784022605624057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway101820,2019/10/31,I cant/don’t keep friends and it’s making me miserable. What helped you? I am socially anxious(obvi why I’m here) and I always end up losing the little friends that I do keep. I’ve stopped being their friends over something they did that made me angry or made me feel like they weren’t really my friends. It seems like the right idea then but it makes me feel lonely. I have a few friends that are in college that I probably won’t see anytime soon and I’m afraid if I try to make friends I will fail and I’ll find out that it’s true that I’m weird and no one likes me. Im also a tall female (6’2 to be exact) and feel as though I have very awkward movement. It’s hard to not pay attention to how I’m moving and that also takes away from my ability to converse with people. How can I help myself get out of this loop? I’m so unhappy with my life.,1.1982255443613925,3.0230476850828767,2.7093142671433235,94.60171595710108,80.43646408839778,6.026779330516738,21.696782580435492,7.048011613610866,0.4294423789405269,665,20,153,8,17,217,113,181,0.149,0.669,0.182,0.7572,1,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,2,8,17,0,3,4,0,12,1,0,7,2,34,31,18,0,1,4,0,4,3,6,2,1,0,0,0,14,11,0,3,7,0,1,2,4,7,0,1,4,5,23,10,16,23,1,15,0,4,1,0,14,9,0,3,7,92,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000245469929792,0.10405035598169796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126919310562142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748716691389954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075584032756827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189684812151108,0.08933466184257045,0.0,0.0,0.1142920487872626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5796728905207704,0.0,0.06533267162159119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112018879497022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676347256207213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116451730381518,0.13507382097688886,0.0,0.0,0.2222976761390185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832544226059927,0.1832771182868631,0.12533143222508825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398972672557708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366477979142371,0.2504125019457128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329067484768315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473608893151616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669287362353313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482341557896907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010926079859466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679072194773304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996474515402676,0.11383944319712774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747118154998482,0.0,0.09626843217771516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454613179233677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402089737332936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285950046890252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489971213063638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031780953062876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128368066199361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,modestthot,2019/10/31,Work Holiday Parties Having social anxiety and working in an office sucks. Having to partake in work parties when I literally don’t talk to anyone sucks even more. I’m considering making up an excuse and asking my boss if I can leave early today so I don’t have to stay for the Halloween party. I hate myself lol.,4.127704918032791,6.0645411147541,6.190950819672133,72.40609836065575,72.27868852459017,7.50295081967213,26.95409836065573,8.238735603445708,2.2030367213114754,252,9,40,4,5,88,46,61,0.16699999999999998,0.619,0.214,0.5106,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,3,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,0,5,12,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,7,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,1,3,29,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088600412287442,0.0,0.0,0.1909023785461028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552374420018021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803275568677796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695513569673209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890894351955228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822433962968596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27831015873974674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910036741819291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194436474582902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587916419151757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.596286829654455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,E_c_H_o,2019/10/31,Anyone else get this word prickling sensation in awkward situations? Whenever I stumble over my words or say something embarrassing and begin to think about how stupid I must sound to the person I'm conversing with I get this weird prickly/itchy sensation all over my body.,12.648125,10.528194229166672,10.978333333333332,59.100000000000016,54.625,14.6,46.91666666666667,13.023866798666859,6.2125916666666665,225,11,34,6,2,70,39,48,0.22899999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.0,-0.851,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,9,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,7,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24382573122803503,0.3572940047705407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38733754973011797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913019712505145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643725543157231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30447961128126194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773077233911148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919639933941566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268453544466499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343891319494644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PBear2,2019/10/31,"Did you have abusive parents? My mom would constantly remind me how much she ""hated"" me, told me she wished she never had kids, and said she wouldn't care if I walked in front of a bus. She would pick apart my appearance all the time & made sure to knock my confidence at every opportunity. I think she was always a lonely, insecure person herself & she took it out on me. My dad never really said anything negative, but he constantly implied that I was stupid. 

Meanwhile, my mother called my hobbies ""gay"" and ""weird"" and would say things like, ""see, this is why you have no friends"" and ""this is why you're such a freak"". She also called me ugly right to my face & any time a boy showed any interest in me she'd say ""he probably feels sorry for you"" or ""maybe he thinks you're smart or something""...which only made me feel even more insecure & self-doubting. 

She still tries to call me all the time & stay in contact. She even wanted me to come and spend the day with HER on my birthday. LOL I'd rather sit alone in my apartment. I think she wanted to tear down my confidence so that I'd be reliant on her. She has no friends & only married my father for his money (he is wealthy & literally 25 years older than her). She was a secretary who became a stay-at-home mom. However, she never took care of me. She literally got nannies to raise me anyway. I feel like I would have less anxiety if I'd been raised by loving & encouraging parents",4.021830357142857,5.254951927083333,4.836349206349208,84.81500000000003,71.39583333333334,7.985714285714287,26.214285714285715,8.418075326091056,1.6258410714285714,1137,36,231,18,21,368,159,288,0.11599999999999999,0.7240000000000001,0.16,0.9604,4,3,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,3,0,1,9,19,2,2,9,1,20,3,1,4,6,39,44,13,0,11,6,7,3,2,2,5,0,4,0,3,7,8,0,0,6,1,2,6,7,7,0,0,14,8,52,12,23,23,5,33,0,1,1,2,52,13,0,5,14,140,59,0,0.0,0.0878480009082938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679037318553772,0.0,0.05929258243255985,0.06169338589826497,0.6426761767419056,0.0,0.10084033387453496,0.0,0.05671962456197245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101383685163313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271266099461316,0.0,0.1511886125920625,0.0,0.0,0.06386811643931398,0.0,0.16024570834406893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781646591428644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794225131380044,0.0,0.06246915160313325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246764323551754,0.052968177909109036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456626935503865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059299382363488175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320142080510393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244560179933297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691746249715391,0.1403128685236374,0.0,0.0,0.07448717697852568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367209529947056,0.0,0.0,0.05450405160894912,0.0,0.17155226523868994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277904498943962,0.0,0.0,0.16465531006994338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473930142335645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799393036857898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749826652531364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633181997054836,0.14105501872954113,0.11792387816114475,0.0,0.0,0.0590828221936475,0.0,0.07734790878319965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299765119951774,0.0,0.15805435112096494,0.05921114707314195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987943290051432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492576902924405,0.14252460869380734,0.0,0.0,0.12970112762780447,0.0,0.0,0.0708473540559626,0.1647524584252232,0.05033861396926174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874635916879469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380607089044616,0.0,0.08526144106962982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106778462010508,0.0,0.0,0.047746025200770564
socialanxiety,goodelectric,2019/10/31,"How do I not whittle myself down for others after being called annoying? I have the urge to shrink When I was a kid, I was always happy. This caused me to be 'annoying'. I would constantly be told I was over the top, too loud, too distracting, ugly for it, etc. I used to have dreams/goals and I used to pursue them because I was so happy! But by the time I was in middle school I got super depressed from the ""you're so annoying"" shit. I stopped being class clown, I gained 50 lbs, I dropped out of all activities, I lost all my friends, and I tried to kill myself by the time I was 18.

I am now 25, write comedy for a living, and recently started to feel like my happy self. I started doing contract work instead of a full 9-5, and make enough to get by this way. It works better for my OCD and my depression, as well as my anxiety, which got really bad when I worked in an office. As a result, I have been ""myself"" for the first time in probably the better part of a decade.

The only issue is, my friends are angry. They got to know this depressed version of me-- quiet, agreeable, nonthreatening, career-less, low and humble. Now I have confidence, and they're annoyed. I guess I'm damned if I do, damned if I don't... but I recognize this withering. I immediately started calling myself ""idiot"" in my own head, started overeating out of stress, caring WAY too much about what they thought, which is my biggest folly. Just today I tried to tell my friend a joke and she said I was annoying and out of control, stop trying to be funny, etc. I felt the spiral to shrink away. I realize this is all or nothing behavior, but the issue is... I don't think being happy or jokey is the worst thing you can be, and it is truly, deeply who I am.

But the thing is, I am not trying to be annoying. I am just happy for the first time since they've ever known me. I think they became friends with my depression, not me, and they don't like me this way. Issue being, when I was depressed all they did was call me a drag for being depressed.

I don't want to lose all my relationships, but it hurts, even at 25 and an adult, to get called annoying. They even stopped talking to me in a group chat and started a new one without me. I'm not sure what to do. I don't want to fall from grace, emotionally. I am truly happy and non-suicidal for the first time in years, and I am having healthier thoughts too! 

For instance today when I found out they made another chat without me, I sat and thought hard about my behavior. Why don't they specify what exactly I did wrong? Then there is nothing I can do. I can't sit here playing guessing games for hours a day, then curl up in bed and cry why does everyone hate me. My friends also started ignoring my texts now that I am 'happy.' So, I looked for council from third parties (therapist, sister, other friends) and showed them my jokey way of acting/speaking, they said I was seriously not doing anything wrong, it's not like I was making personal attacks, and these people are going to hate what I do no matter what.

**But the perfectionist in me is mad at myself,** I have the urge to restrain and whittle myself down. But I don't want to. I made this mistake before and it cost me nearly two decades, and the most formative ones, of my life. I want to be my silly happy self. I am in love with myself for the first time in my life, I am me again!! If my friends hate my confidence, if they can't share in my giddiness, and if they can't be direct and say what exactly is annoying them, then I choose myself. But it's easier said than done. The anxious part of me wants to punish myself. To change back to the depressed person they liked hanging out with.",3.2041205517175904,4.5771942246278785,4.555625667687488,85.49293473874133,73.60081190798377,7.513434465731312,25.549486029010282,8.090928345107859,1.4667252142534957,2848,93,584,43,57,945,299,739,0.18899999999999997,0.6559999999999999,0.155,-0.9748,1,0,0,0,0,1,123.0,0,1,15,15,29,70,19,2,32,0,74,5,2,10,9,105,122,54,1,12,25,1,3,4,7,1,2,6,1,6,29,32,0,6,12,6,1,3,19,39,1,8,31,10,119,31,88,78,16,80,0,11,1,1,51,30,3,10,45,441,148,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040295907999987016,0.041927521122760665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283705401079241,0.0385472968012935,0.05692500541731104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04146569192353999,0.0,0.0,0.05732453841056396,0.04734193964028615,0.03874587962052199,0.04207254622881059,0.030716546956707412,0.0,0.04287716051671546,0.0,0.0,0.08912960388790361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581040895288305,0.0,0.05137474346462198,0.05176318148833931,0.0533046728469537,0.0,0.0,0.05445239569527864,0.056515327836708325,0.0,0.0,0.055349734632018484,0.03249660973289833,0.0,0.3037986186806711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044095581557353415,0.0515652406582829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566806218546841,0.0,0.052065103851165376,0.1123936712906582,0.06656265904325395,0.045579557631236216,0.0,0.048148661163961416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025478093092833408,0.035997771329661636,0.04838115343483855,0.0,0.0,0.17144276225962635,0.0,0.05524872226796477,0.27251185243603665,0.0,0.05265214027528118,0.0,0.028637118272180507,0.0,0.12090158792930188,0.0,0.11101789600513698,0.0,0.0,0.4291185469039225,0.045138470617875626,0.14924553446052968,0.05171344962020866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049622821452642615,0.0,0.053942256374364166,0.0,0.0,0.15777845847571853,0.0,0.0,0.05574774541405929,0.0,0.02769236865416377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118220425329144,0.0984696967257252,0.0,0.04449423670697916,0.0,0.042313904243865885,0.056372182224100724,0.05500533143676045,0.0,0.045477862520913626,0.09535820855287823,0.06726983530025266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037041568424833686,0.0,0.0,0.04866582046837595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669883201400284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828951472614259,0.03832295571195492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913232779949857,0.0,0.03493325184474002,0.08799511935936342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054327652713886655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032280357838012766,0.0,0.04975286456250955,0.05409871753748426,0.0,0.0,0.1437938733093727,0.040071199047435516,0.0,0.05099615933005716,0.0,0.0,0.10513302300045012,0.0,0.05172338274524501,0.04168213900632094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399272704662894,0.0,0.0,0.12638188810609555,0.057720204229159584,0.0,0.0,0.055117172658185214,0.0,0.047490851025980885,0.0,0.0,0.04050061160559118,0.04404203528570466,0.0,0.0,0.05850528464699242,0.06695216416231045,0.06457422141791122,0.0,0.1200092446221198,0.1762926994225352,0.0,0.0955253879287796,0.048148661163961416,0.0,0.13684276003052528,0.0,0.0492225392961904,0.0,0.0,0.08703949558080246,0.0,0.0,0.14860310933558438,0.15998514743289433,0.0,0.0,0.045305585850255695,0.0,0.09093611546729144,0.0,0.0,0.09714601700163007,0.0,0.11005094735291708,0.0,0.0,0.035794760321870664,0.1101844930465236,0.0,0.03244873742923341
socialanxiety,Shadowdragon1254,2019/10/31,"How do I learn talking to people? I don't really know how to start and keep a conversation,I just can't say or ask something,even if its really important.I never really say my opinion I always agree with others.I never say that I'm sad or something bad happened and even when my mom asks what happened, I say that nothing bad happened and I'm okay. If I'm on a lesson and I  know an answer to a question I won't say it",2.1502197802197784,3.24578797802198,4.781098901098903,83.93890109890113,75.81318681318682,7.397802197802199,25.08791208791209,7.957251820313856,1.414204395604396,330,11,70,5,7,118,50,91,0.124,0.8220000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.7717,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,2,22,16,11,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,5,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,5,8,1,5,15,0,5,0,1,0,0,10,1,0,6,4,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234798164828404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774659764267353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478138534395322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603221710164614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936861108358972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190380751333575,0.0,0.0,0.16311236666624832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738030596272728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289088413661401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239279727787407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028811485016628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624078951004762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852045068560769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5900640166798051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424476376117297,0.0,0.0,0.10503754239374748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927745677734235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CharliesAngelDust,2019/10/31,"I always feel absolutely elated when I try things that scare me I’m trying so hard to push myself out of my comfort zone right now. Every time I do something that I really want to do, even though my brain is screaming at me that it doesn’t want to lmao, I feel so proud and happy. I always have to hide my random ass smile whenever I end up at the place I was scared of going to 

Even if I behave kinda awkwardly at the event or I leave early, the rest of my day still feels sunny. The positive feeling I get after ignoring my SA makes me feel brave enough to try new stuff again, which is so lovely",6.658586666666665,4.840207512000003,7.355800000000002,79.43156666666667,65.88,10.253333333333334,28.03333333333333,8.841846274778883,1.8549733333333327,469,9,100,6,6,157,84,125,0.14300000000000002,0.593,0.264,0.9658,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,3,4,0,7,3,2,1,0,15,19,8,0,3,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,7,20,5,15,18,2,20,1,0,0,2,1,7,1,4,11,68,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27342295993363364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341410077727904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596046442814536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552179762665746,0.16976671197131254,0.0,0.2170383410382431,0.0,0.13843056339976267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153772653593317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584041970163794,0.0,0.09337596681453388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749013239319501,0.1471813013590853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397089085093073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828794368161202,0.0,0.10967210193627612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586827974053385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165943228324548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052553400658232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031203936262754,0.0,0.0,0.32898765296056826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648683142819364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121088150763574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808517961225668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915419281300999,0.0,0.16142476379457935,0.0,0.09580515454607706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346485031587281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381781188976496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,littlet4lkss,2019/10/31,How to participate more in class? Participation is worth 20% of my grade in one of my classes and I barely participate because I get to anxious and nervous of looking/saying something stupid. I care a lot about how my professor perceives me and she has said in class a few times how she feels some people are not participating that much and I feel like its directed at me. Any success stories/ideas on how to participate more in class?,4.4733623693379805,6.69867208536586,5.527351916376302,76.29865853658539,72.04878048780488,8.10034843205575,31.22648083623693,8.841846274778883,2.7538724738675966,349,16,63,7,7,115,56,82,0.087,0.778,0.135,0.6322,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,14,8,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,11,3,13,7,6,7,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,47,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037295899744098,0.0,0.0,0.3384482962679654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262559500031492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054491478628381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029606105862154,0.21402517727759046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652196289130016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33819751726935304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636318805123094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546983499685097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220231085312568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300806071597252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076960640280692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28497606092178,0.238243790186708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306368864907133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469172327882054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cyddington,2019/10/31,conversations?! i am getting to the point where dating and making new friends is miserable. I have no idea what to talk to people about? and as a result I clam up and people think I have no personality/am boring. Even talking to people close to me is becoming hardernand harder. is it just me?? any advice?,1.2818773946360158,3.9384842758620655,3.6060919540229897,80.68699233716474,94.17241379310344,6.026053639846745,20.237547892720308,7.3871296695380915,1.2916490421455942,240,8,42,5,9,82,41,58,0.182,0.767,0.051,-0.7936,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,8,9,0,6,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539228953989505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670724661400805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28698445527292954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162880061833502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007598471238308,0.0,0.13576115821278464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29333957868303484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17345222255728698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096522639418484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.540442843058441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564270798907506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177159683275073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650170429064512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,natnhh,2019/10/31,i have an over-the-phone job interview tomorrow and i’m shitting my pants that’s all,1.125,3.451149277777777,2.9977777777777814,89.60000000000002,84.0,8.044444444444443,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.216466666666668,69,3,15,2,2,23,17,18,0.18899999999999997,0.8109999999999999,0.0,-0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6950497064257372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7189616857646146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Opfor52,2019/10/31,"Do I have social anxiety? Ever since I was a kid in elementary, I got red from face to body. Like I’m talking about I’m in third grade, there’s a presentation, I’m up at the board and my face gets really red. Then it’s gym class, I just got done being a sweat in tag and my arms and face are really red. Legs too. This is probably from sensitive skin but I know my Face gets red cause of blushing. It has to be. But the weird part is, I don’t feel nothing. I do admit, there’s times where the teacher says we’re gonna go up to the board and do the problem in front of everyone, and I’m like “fuck fuck pls don’t pick me” while other times I get picked and in just like “whatever.” I’m at the board and I rave the class and I can feel my face getting hotter and hotter. Meanwhile my thoughts are like “😐 why am I getting red? I literally don’t feel shy”. Like this other day, I was minding my own business and this girl started talking to me, and I started talking to her back. We don’t talk or anything but I didn’t even feel nervous, or shy. Not one little bit. And I could feel my face getting hotter. Why? Whole time I’m just thinking like “why am I getting red?”  I know it’s a form of being shy, because if I have to go to the bathroom, and the class is dead silent, I wouldn’t even ask. I literally act out/crack jokes when the class is loud.",0.057246941045605126,2.021403258620694,2.218387096774197,95.81983870967743,85.3793103448276,5.259176863181313,20.04449388209121,6.532088108194933,0.024404894327030302,1035,31,247,11,31,348,134,290,0.125,0.7979999999999999,0.077,-0.9377,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,0,13,12,2,1,14,0,28,13,11,3,1,42,61,22,1,4,10,0,6,6,0,2,0,2,0,2,8,14,0,0,10,2,0,4,7,5,0,2,7,14,32,7,22,48,5,27,0,0,6,2,12,11,2,3,18,144,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314113319271763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943570369965731,0.0,0.10160263321024322,0.0,0.0,0.08356944858687795,0.0,0.06625129992675076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118652168427461,0.12072076676806155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116459498777725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677342105634303,0.0,0.0,0.07009064661634075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121901916455464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356635511185634,0.0983087372226993,0.0,0.10384993457568774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747634344176166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094879197074786,0.3974715842011181,0.0,0.12353252560335555,0.0,0.1738452214873832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194571397608566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185780657897641,0.10892752361600032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973744315863912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428293472172424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364547076776796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176915912934388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717715599142582,0.10399362176887686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924844298958708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642797741093328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990254981422229,0.0,0.0,0.11078721348774292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385080406001067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494166411974174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963878649387474,0.0,0.08628105746661402,0.1901193601090712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942047425686433,0.12133913488686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peculiar_pandabear,2019/10/31,"I just had the worst burger of my life at a restaurant because I was too anxious to say anything bad about it. The meat tasted a week old, stale and gross. It was also cold. Blegh.",0.8893243243243241,3.0897411081081114,2.0499324324324317,96.84084459459463,83.86486486486487,3.7,20.06081081081081,3.1291,-0.5775891891891889,139,4,30,0,4,44,32,37,0.305,0.695,0.0,-0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31276577977511083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418362705228887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218453215742074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265555581569867,0.2384134081534159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762483676928074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103979258215584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110216505506932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137200902069914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Svargify,2019/10/31,"""Stars shine no matter who is watching"" Some love for those of us who willingly and for our own good had to choose to isolate themselves. Loneliness is our sanctuary, tomorrow we will see, but today, we have work to do and nothing but death will stop us. For the fucking win my friends, aim to the stars!",7.563908045977008,6.796483896551724,6.801724137931036,80.73235632183909,63.48275862068965,10.491954022988507,36.574712643678154,9.725611199111238,3.278395402298851,238,10,47,4,3,73,43,58,0.10099999999999999,0.632,0.267,0.9392,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,10,11,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,7,4,8,7,2,3,0,0,3,2,10,0,1,1,3,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190458784517129,0.26210851043051964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378020711591088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25588673592964417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27204388157967324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259277318127089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23703436526011284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687426185022183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6820762810029547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640502245206324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kenan_Nassab,2019/10/31,"IT Professional's social lives  

Hey everyone, this message is directed to anyone working in the IT Field!

I work as an IT Manager in Luxury Hotels and have been doing this for 3 years now.  
I’m currently trying to find out how one could make the personal lives of people working in IT a lot easier!

Which is why I have two very simple questions:

1. *As an IT professional, what are the 2 biggest issues you’re dealing with in regards to your social lives?*
2. Regarding your current social situation, what change would you wish for more than anything else?

Thanks again! Looking forward to reading your answers!",4.0989448051948045,6.807655875000003,5.23805194805195,75.6433116883117,75.07142857142857,8.001298701298701,29.824675324675326,8.841846274778883,2.998203571428572,486,22,78,11,11,160,81,112,0.0,0.9109999999999999,0.08900000000000001,0.8729,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,3,3,1,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,0,12,14,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,6,1,16,11,2,12,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,2,6,55,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820852740719136,0.0,0.12735045344182647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371062299274025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355954122454295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954595352993156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927822334858585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787535303049806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144357116786738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152436145111326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099553841255191,0.0,0.12995550399319866,0.0,0.0,0.13156745041825332,0.0,0.0,0.10330038679013072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486621906289044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728786271861553,0.1351263879998205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336139091507113,0.0,0.15479721246712522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395147882139125,0.0,0.4732607210404681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247791902998372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506871302336317,0.0,0.15117347397667194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276893574073923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964261780982706,0.0,0.17796099608887803,0.0,0.0,0.3379911776931004,0.0,0.0,0.1099337487539642,0.0,0.0,0.0996573609056722
socialanxiety,JWill1507,2019/10/31,"Any Advice? Im 17 years old and for the past 2 years ive gradually become more and more socially anxious and withdrawn to the point where some days I wonder if life is even worth living anymore. 

I was once a charasmatic and funny kid even though ive always felt like an outsider, never had a best friend or any real close friends or gf’s. I had to resort to doing stupid stunts or being funny to fit in.

Nowadays I have zero close friends and no meaningful relationships. Every day I see people I know going out and having fun.  I honestly dont know what to do and im completely lost.",2.4543143297380574,4.5618297627118665,4.293636363636363,83.38580123266567,77.64406779661016,6.6637904468412925,22.59167950693375,7.686295010490155,1.1389389830508478,464,14,89,7,11,157,82,118,0.127,0.662,0.212,0.8759999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,1,0,5,0,12,1,0,0,1,22,19,12,0,1,4,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,5,2,9,7,8,13,4,15,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,6,8,55,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917842746239834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702606654505094,0.0,0.0,0.20762924217346407,0.0,0.0,0.17246332081128826,0.15139855385230958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860192806365412,0.0,0.0,0.1602081561847375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006200925506486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969072532732599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891739324096406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166211907180812,0.0,0.12862336039779013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657836788743278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538362097415855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676068591438295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32979985527243344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167796834597231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782888150992416,0.0745823859484193,0.0,0.1348023379742284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666473644115705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774146797572628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019189429036276,0.16257883566005404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573206666325006,0.10583581987765253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431385888949186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376148260963448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390063399641108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165094190187327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561852371742754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499885217595952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555419270315572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661717981944413
socialanxiety,CMGentry,2019/10/31,"I hate presentations... Today I had to read in front of the class for a participation grade. Not only is it embarrassing as hell to have everyone laugh at me, it drops my grade when I get so nervous. How can I deal with this kind of stuff? I looked so stupid. : /",1.0187179487179492,3.4000906153846167,2.9938461538461536,89.03448717948721,85.15384615384616,6.5435897435897425,18.28205128205128,7.793537801064563,0.4798358974358972,200,5,45,4,6,67,43,52,0.292,0.649,0.057999999999999996,-0.9372,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,7,2,9,6,0,7,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,31,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34751249333186945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32209235958038923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761092799701398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327946211389753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35101474117114395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28306052404145576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563629171188101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371690981506581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858735275258318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319510416842515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,neit8,2019/10/31,"Using ""masks"" to make it easier First of all, I (20/M) have never been diagnosed with social anxiety or anything, I'm can even be quite a sociable person now. I do however experience a lot of the symptoms of social anxiety.

However, I noticed something during my social interactions : It gets really easier when i'm talking or doing something as ""not only myself"".

As an example, earlier, we were leading a group of kayakers (we're all around the same age) so I was not ""only myself"", but  also one of the people supervising. And it was much easier to talk and do things and being more outgoing because it's kind of like I had a reason to act/talk as I did. But as soon as we were out, I was ""just myself"" again, and then I get much more distant, barely talk or only to people I know well.

Other example: I worked this summer in a hospital. When I was with patients, it was easy to talk because I'm not 'myself' but a member of the staff instead. But when I was with my colleagues, I suddenly barely talk, overthink every single thing and stay apart.

So I was wondering if anyone experiences the same thing or if someone had any advice on how to use this to help me get less socially awkward when i'm ""only myself"".",4.716882911392403,5.597099008438821,6.76662183544304,72.93195806962028,69.46413502109705,9.638080168776373,29.580432489451475,9.827888789773867,3.009076160337553,943,35,167,22,16,333,128,237,0.018000000000000002,0.868,0.113,0.9702,2,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,2,0,0,4,16,4,0,1,12,0,20,2,0,6,3,40,32,29,0,2,14,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,11,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,13,0,24,3,26,17,11,20,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,8,14,141,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080081850355917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249215397797335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014820410824567,0.0,0.15782493563207306,0.0,0.0,0.07212762055584092,0.0,0.0848868883401503,0.09182886028449876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257633465524675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469905923242652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813219246705167,0.0,0.08691162809075421,0.0,0.0,0.20180865837063064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774267316879134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168099982483633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914189937693999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741893577940044,0.05669069770148416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05039579567524252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769777547713421,0.0,0.0,0.06885604379063923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166000309947114,0.0,0.07955866371332639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174414236446862,0.0,0.0,0.06989976704175334,0.3138128232258877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302788214270018,0.09007002566495204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971689327890184,0.0,0.0,0.0660830436985881,0.10605941184995687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206097310949636,0.08740198317599822,0.15882585725984172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994835555011602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721642165933523,0.0,0.4974672895478518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205592646103333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818373695956924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274776396707053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186602791734347,0.07509728361220203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Objective_Heart,2018/11/07,"Hi? I have had social anxiety for four years I still find it hard to talk to people online let alone in person, it took me about a month to get the confidence to do this. I don't know how to handle this by myself. If you want to talk either about anxiety or just to talk to someone feel free to message me. I know how suffocating this can feel it might help to talk, the things that are running through your mind about what I may think of you are very likely running through mine about you. If you want to talk no matter how old this message is I will respond. ",2.938801932367152,4.329361817391305,3.655942028985507,91.60990338164257,74.30434782608697,6.502415458937199,23.21256038647343,6.937597516519254,0.5581400966183576,439,12,96,4,9,139,71,115,0.076,0.8140000000000001,0.11,0.6124,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,3,0,20,21,6,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,0,6,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,3,15,3,21,15,1,8,0,0,0,0,17,1,0,5,5,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169052396162091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497341279602349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506343864856762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918515380124406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852785890841383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462179910477612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940661484993766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940893683545842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690913695749734,0.0,0.07974373653576984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731564656921521,0.16481122892735012,0.0,0.13028504022678106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127770922066246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131600126363293,0.1425222144061604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638784610605506,0.13830044006060932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303520985376044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6559723872024589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843977217336302,0.1045883123636574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813495410621648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467813536039594,0.19254926286222124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051118731758684
socialanxiety,AeoliusRAWR,2018/11/07,"Experience with switching cities So I recently finished my masters degree (yay, go me) and I found a temporary job. The city I'm living in doesn't have the best job options, so I'm thinking of leaving this city for another, maybe better, job option. I'm really looking for someone who has social anxiety and dealt with going to a new city. It just really scares the shit out of me, so much that I can't reasonably think about it as an option.

The city I live in right now is the 'big city' I grew up in and is in my proximity. My family lives close by and I have friends here (I'm outgoing but anxious). It's such a hard decision for me, because adapting to a new environment normally takes me such a long time. I would really like to hear from a socially anxious person who had to move because of work and how you dealt with it.

Thanks so much in advance, input is always welcome.",3.831333041958043,5.0988687329545455,5.5127272727272745,79.65255244755247,71.89772727272728,9.051748251748252,29.447552447552447,9.466822959209583,2.702892132867133,691,28,135,16,13,236,106,176,0.055,0.8320000000000001,0.113,0.9034,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,5,11,9,1,1,12,1,10,1,1,2,0,23,23,12,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,10,0,0,5,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,2,3,15,7,24,20,3,22,0,0,1,0,9,10,1,3,8,88,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388090450238552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091069576500428,0.09550595767672278,0.2820782575835766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220850627968938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101695286476922,0.1104151118629873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212220526465925,0.11769260029263233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688591855915025,0.09645481045319032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190439447854614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183645085790203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070920340035398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716677069916579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321926549479754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099288061887689,0.0,0.33072083184200674,0.11048375105098768,0.10483821910220037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254234178542003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269030284406533,0.18355063829756726,0.0,0.0,0.2411518407588953,0.0,0.0,0.12232143202199172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109009695136541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399363959573368,0.12836128408724815,0.12326921396582365,0.0,0.0,0.10661680763826092,0.0,0.0,0.1249914600001257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815142988699896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545271760479013,0.10578062424214504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386777939505936,0.0,0.0,0.11494035137805896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599910595427124,0.0,0.0,0.07279802773441549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088852736203848,0.0,0.0,0.08868618938369502,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Perfigliano,2018/11/07,"We're building a platform to empower people with social anxiety, and I'd love to get your thoughts on its design. You will be entered to win a $10.00 gift certificate to Starbucks. My startup is currently building a platform that will be for people that have social anxiety to practice social interactions with other like minded people, using interactive story telling, improv theatre and social anxiety activities; in the style of a virtual escape room. We want to make sure we build this right, and that we are able to not only empower people with social anxiety, but also provide a platform for us to connect with others while having fun.  


I need help with the design. We have a few ideas, and we want to know what you think. If you have time and you want to have a chance to get a $10.00 gift card, please click the link below and fill out the survey, it would be tremendously helpful to us.

​

 https://perfigliano.typeform.com/to/BjGQiR 

​

The drawing will happen Friday November 7th.

​

Thank you so much Reddit!",10.396787439613526,9.72261297826087,9.442028985507246,63.78171497584543,57.80434782608695,11.438647342995164,38.92270531400965,10.504223727775694,4.2781480676328485,844,34,126,15,9,266,109,184,0.027000000000000003,0.7659999999999999,0.207,0.9865,3,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,7,6,0,1,2,6,0,0,13,0,14,1,0,2,1,34,28,11,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,17,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,15,6,24,20,2,15,0,0,1,1,24,9,0,1,5,89,24,1,0.09656887216471778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722609218075226,0.0,0.31389699793326925,0.3520252490097561,0.0,0.0,0.29549969154153005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090649994570353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539553473166203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945615885509806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901450227044734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307172664754235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047178673057534926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715717742915201,0.0,0.06446047203953077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750703219538982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098923239790926,0.07160459509040208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344497884130742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677947872162301,0.0,0.0,0.10600362254880856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246928918531585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921990198354845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101501916958801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440545071730032,0.08890764305211922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187743400299513,0.0,0.07666489765109036,0.0563100859455454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323209260050736,0.0834044998947709,0.0,0.0,0.17087646844786245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685997560895168,0.0,0.3520252490097561,0.0
socialanxiety,TwistedCoconut5,2018/11/07,"Readers Wanted! This may be a stretch but would anyone mind reading a little two page essay I wrote about living with selective mutism and social phobia. I am not done, but I would just like some feedback, not even grammatically, but whether the content is worth writing or not. ",5.826599999999999,8.056349060000002,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,68.4,6.6000000000000005,30.5,7.1686216300943375,1.9692,223,9,36,2,4,68,42,50,0.066,0.8190000000000001,0.115,0.3595,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,19,9,6,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,29,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170792062038345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177059628225669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050543487182421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167392514664568,0.3111601237653106,0.27413979131260663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134737232740616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105416625667585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164724756066732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30327201114605545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831159646582794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410804118000842,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fuckthisdisorder,2018/11/07,"I am getting my hair cut at a salon after 4 years right now omg I am so nervous typing this as he cuts my hair. I don't know how its going to turn out and I know I will say I like it irrespectively since I have too much SA to say otherwise. Atleast I am here right now, that's what matters maybe. ",0.41227272727272535,1.910744469696972,2.8242424242424238,94.40636363636366,81.57575757575758,5.612121212121212,20.090909090909093,6.42735559955562,-0.0944363636363632,229,6,57,2,6,79,50,66,0.11800000000000001,0.8220000000000001,0.06,-0.5332,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,1,1,0,6,2,2,1,0,6,11,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,10,1,6,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,36,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527521191221033,0.0,0.16890612936224508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32666770153273644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519735518896162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985782662895518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847686937911376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076159161754581,0.0,0.4726921937939156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458476686160173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32326925283695995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138764556446067
socialanxiety,InsertName_0,2018/11/07,"Presentation today Fuck, I've got everything ready but I havent practiced. I'm screwed, I've always hated these things. It's only 2 minutes and I don't know why I'm stressing out but ahhhhhhhh",0.7807692307692307,3.3174761794871803,4.1911538461538465,76.59134615384617,94.89743589743591,5.676923076923077,24.448717948717945,7.1686216300943375,1.5966717948717943,157,7,29,3,6,57,31,39,0.27899999999999997,0.593,0.128,-0.7968,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885435722482773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31165792180797325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205867804601256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773466777701785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423673242312361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057780573512026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637370930626557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972282041291644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303810969480245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287010051544595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129094077191942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AVZ_Gone,2018/11/07,"I'm not sure what I should do. 15M UK.

I have selective mutism and I have been neglected by all adults so I'm not receiving help nor have I ever received good help.
I'm afraid I will never be able to speak to anyone. ",-0.8468750000000007,1.2027613958333347,1.788333333333334,96.49000000000002,91.29166666666666,5.7,16.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,-0.040316666666667,169,4,41,3,6,58,34,48,0.21100000000000002,0.727,0.062,-0.7165,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,9,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,1,5,2,3,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,25,6,0,0.3986986464111978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787793637759778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606457516072097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33440950848055706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344785969653085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30750097510421764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757687558378869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lovinbiscuits,2018/11/07,"I have my first job interview tomorrow It’s a group interview
For a call center

What am I even doing",0.23714285714285666,2.651867000000003,3.4352380952380983,82.90142857142861,93.28571428571428,8.514285714285714,21.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.4211142857142867,81,3,16,3,3,29,18,21,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,13,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5719651306678322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699669046961465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764544340433742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5558520945450238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iustus_tip,2018/11/07,"What do I do for my Birthday?! I hate my birthday and celebrating it. I feel like it’s just an opportunity for people to realize how few friends I have/are willing to celebrate me, and I usually try to avoid the whole ordeal and make up excuses. 

However, this year is different. I have a gf and she keeps asking me what to do and I have no clue how to handle the situation. She’s either going to make a way bigger deal out of it than I want or i do nothing special, everyone including her friends, will now notice that something is up?

Also, if I do plan something what do I do? I usually try and do something everyone else likes regardless of whether I want to. 

Any suggestions?? I can’t be the only one who hates their birthday. ",1.5531164383561633,3.952609979452056,4.052311643835618,82.26216609589044,82.76712328767123,7.759589041095888,27.61815068493151,8.660442795831766,2.5287821917808224,571,27,112,15,16,199,87,146,0.08800000000000001,0.743,0.16899999999999998,0.9061,2,1,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,5,9,2,1,6,0,16,0,0,4,0,23,26,12,0,4,5,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,22,6,15,23,3,10,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,2,6,87,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629477298388658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739629268795438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764113735156656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281658645182875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500089647261978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192837901855675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018134859342316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985302088794627,0.11282362362964855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440291919526827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975398571733173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31184193514235564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037344984107056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431105304503415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108360128753418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153594549872673,0.17980180202435406,0.0,0.0,0.10701593769174697,0.12011117832893717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948722414498764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775174196732801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647415169682484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444516540673603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34787023256633,0.0,0.1862997697755649,0.12535570532271867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763207046305673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170029987263468
socialanxiety,BirdE13,2018/11/07,"Anyone have a job that requires them to be very social? I am currently scraping by teaching English online.  I barely work enough hours to have a satisfactory income, and it’s because I have so much anxiety about interacting with students that I either don’t schedule many hours for myself or I get too anxious before I am supposed to be online so I cancel.  Fortunately this is a very flexible job and I have the ability to do such cancelling, but I would like to learn how to stop flaking so much.  Before you say or think the obvious—yes, I know I can be doing something else, but I want to keep trying at this for a number of reasons.  First, my circumstances make it so working online is my only option.  Second, I spent a lot of money already becoming a certified English teacher.  Third, I do have days where I really enjoy the job, even look forward to it, and I believe on a good day that I am better at it than the average person.  The thing is I don’t know how to discipline myself to do the job when I’m just filled with anxiety.

tl;dr: Advice on forcing yourself to work when social anxiety is screaming at you to run away?",4.968476621417796,5.949864520361992,6.441067873303165,75.1250105580694,68.95475113122171,8.789260935143288,31.47541478129713,9.029198982220553,2.8377346003016592,893,37,157,16,15,305,126,221,0.081,0.8079999999999999,0.111,0.8231,6,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,6,14,5,0,0,13,0,23,1,0,4,0,27,33,15,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,10,5,0,4,5,0,2,3,2,1,0,3,1,3,25,4,27,28,5,20,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,4,12,126,35,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878587081628965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414317924517566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789764908742091,0.13732686484848294,0.0,0.08499675245523887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142085116898302,0.0,0.0,0.07410112764351309,0.13425216492106193,0.20687520305707632,0.1369551620078499,0.0,0.10750889681418267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679076357071442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015467949809894,0.0,0.0,0.1256027544920866,0.0,0.08028845333766832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339786913273886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350946564309044,0.0,0.0,0.1019577698507154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394219006241898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482513483114677,0.10804706339778787,0.0,0.0,0.13361109549752426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059387498669488635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207879238149237,0.0,0.0,0.10334496071909394,0.0,0.0,0.08114145543715856,0.12324156280424944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871943704044202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245095931162813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614047179268804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787369198446087,0.12498271127050227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666845168591597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478278149108311,0.0,0.0935819175024252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162861552089253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075827777115181,0.0778899827267895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253045860269073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059751228078093,0.07169854078076647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654888034316405,0.0,0.0,0.08635189714906084,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,foxconfessor1989,2018/11/07,"I have trouble expressing my needs to people without backlash I sort of messed up with a friend who is sort of a flake. We used to be quite close but got distant last year, which has caused me a lot of anxiety around rejection, etc. She's not a bad person, but the friendship had started to drift once I stopped initiating everything, and it made me feel like I didn't matter to her. When we occasionally do hang out, it's like back to normal, which makes it worse in some ways. So lately I've been feeling sad about it and trying to reach out with little jokes or memes that reminded me of conversations we had, and not really getting any response. When she does text me it's usually for a favor or to ask a logistics related question. Last night I was feeling really down and this happened again, with a question she could have easily googled. I answered, no response. I sat with the anxiety and feelings of rejection for a while and then sent her a message essentially saying that I felt like I had been trying to reach out more since things had been awkward and that I felt like she only got in touch when she needed something and that I wished she would respond. At the time I felt like it was fairly neutrally worded but looking back I see that it was actually loaded with stress and frustration. Her response wasn't the best, definitely indicated that stuff was in my head. I now feel this self loathing bc I was trying to be direct and stop feeling like a pushover, invisible person and instead I come off as this crazy obsessive person. I don't know how to do damage control. I apologized for sending it and explained that I've been feeling burnt out and depressed so my emotions have been out of whack, but I honestly think I just made everything worse. I think I gave the impression that I've been brooding about it, which I have about a lot of friendship stuff, but I feel ashamed of that and don't want anyone to know.

I'm not sure if this is normal social anxiety but a lot of mine has to do with people pleasing and fear of rejection, so this has been particularly fraught for me. I'm tired of feeling like a pushover but don't know how to assert my feelings without feeling even worse. I wish I could just take everything back. I'm not sure how to start being more direct without hurting people like this or exposing my weird neuroses. ",7.1000439560439546,6.829521993406598,7.068439560439563,76.80156043956045,64.23076923076923,10.181098901098899,35.12307692307692,9.692545771848811,3.2222378021978013,1877,77,354,33,25,600,204,455,0.207,0.637,0.156,-0.9861,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,3,0,0,3,22,33,1,5,18,0,39,2,1,9,2,106,85,38,0,11,20,0,15,8,1,1,1,1,0,4,31,32,0,3,23,1,0,5,13,17,0,0,28,18,49,16,55,51,8,42,0,7,2,0,32,15,0,12,29,251,80,0,0.0,0.0,0.06854870288538556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047768810790002864,0.0,0.16121102993283934,0.0,0.0,0.049116733676437575,0.0,0.0,0.06253268359119983,0.06566932040624188,0.0,0.0,0.1620415354019989,0.05865139773965467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737174881504435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216066575175638,0.0,0.06050959675519085,0.0,0.0,0.07878541396831132,0.11216936825452743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060501664774437726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147161805744675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901584274102116,0.0,0.0,0.0783414186823601,0.04639596768071906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893942446421731,0.0,0.0,0.07904482661187535,0.3906961893534446,0.1505485020455923,0.202337808920166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427088778331937,0.0,0.0366999611140116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236222123619234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062117164021120434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209133684634134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519841362538557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581396472573953,0.11451762624627088,0.07923909119095505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27454413224977536,0.07040365218286923,0.0,0.0,0.058987863825203074,0.0,0.0,0.17915861838773506,0.0,0.1329344838593553,0.04688888859517597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041711230422751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591990071869809,0.13764980055571435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480832235197211,0.0,0.05342426640396332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609650938233426,0.1840049108256806,0.0,0.07710759619209807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738030026617744,0.07471389442015282,0.0,0.0,0.09000111837486903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055861411868307884,0.0,0.0,0.05597593831490565,0.0,0.07328055109901041,0.0,0.0,0.05810714902311291,0.0,0.0,0.07160563451526608,0.0,0.05407780869413281,0.0,0.0,0.09943913289794737,0.0,0.0,0.11745544384353905,0.08046507661902076,0.0,0.16082677139473478,0.0,0.0,0.1324096134981292,0.0,0.05281527896932532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666746324857906,0.09001994610720546,0.0,0.0,0.04096025460481071,0.08073595937228144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307463891108116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606688747408488,0.07736462266541122,0.0,0.041432149238556565,0.05575698023773525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155589691741926,0.20314017783706667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147560783769857,0.049899825725213724,0.0,0.0,0.04523528941560312
socialanxiety,MusPraeclarus,2018/11/07,"At least being bullied means interacting with another person... In that way, I kind of miss middle school.",5.050000000000002,8.351025111111113,5.6200000000000045,70.80000000000003,75.66666666666667,8.044444444444443,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.7614666666666667,84,3,12,2,2,27,18,18,0.285,0.715,0.0,-0.7178,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358832258647293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328732105957412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452804135234307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629611567563624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42069662761585264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32995235757869074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ILikeTrainsInRoad,2018/11/07,"[Help] social anxiety and hsp 
So i have never bean a person who talks a lot, but i think my social anxiety is getting worse, today i as going to the park to do my daily workout and there where some girls already there, when i see them i just like frozze in place.
After that i got home and now im feeling super bad because dis it's already affecting my life, way worse that i thought.

If someone have some advise about how to deal better with this and being a high sensitive person at the same time i'd apreciete the help


",2.7212473794549257,4.4853586509434,4.142955974842767,86.33715932914049,75.69811320754717,6.5979035639412995,24.041928721174003,7.3871296695380915,1.0988670859538785,411,13,81,5,9,136,77,106,0.14,0.708,0.151,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,9,4,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,2,1,18,12,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,11,3,9,9,4,13,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,4,7,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672362366208338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25457941579243704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893067904402948,0.10143124457870066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716052985868794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154322758581106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413298198981886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693314592589498,0.0,0.0945646185942927,0.0,0.13307917881627265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305859691519836,0.17580267486974133,0.1669051142845671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973231307246065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752785199851402,0.08129090735894473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414608430401163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833205379270626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905747995063145,0.17384461222468742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325931762911527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33923213461146345,0.1409837154498688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337398844715074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066175123029099,0.0,0.13209695586473102,0.0970247292540686,0.0,0.15772051136046578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207451867145728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33913608140748464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AudiblePlasma,2018/11/07,"After this horrible mental illness ruining my life, making me drop out of school, miss out on important life experiences, I am finally going to get help. Should I find a therapist or a psychiatrist to help with my SAD? I've had social anxiety for over half my life now. It has caused me to miss out on social life in high school and made me drop out of college to go to some dinky music school. I am sick of it controlling my life. I keep ending up in worse situations just because they are more ""comfortable"". I can't decide between a therapist and a psychiatrist. I know a psychiatrist can prescribe medicine but I've heard that is a short term solution. I want this fucking illness gone. I want to live my life. ",4.126422924901188,5.914092630434784,5.463596837944667,78.2361462450593,71.97101449275362,9.36600790513834,29.21212121212121,9.800150414767053,2.952092753623188,565,23,107,15,11,189,85,138,0.16699999999999998,0.753,0.08,-0.8345,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,1,0,6,0,9,10,0,4,0,22,23,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,5,7,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,5,0,1,4,1,17,1,23,18,3,22,0,4,0,1,6,12,1,2,5,69,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130035499595784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072153871137486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603103448522516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485194358007325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728414118810444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295314245010115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505880316240802,0.12102878500129507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241945220701328,0.06918358670748574,0.0,0.15051380967060554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751564856156868,0.1399081957833043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177003034646588,0.0,0.0,0.07277415041076479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5611897454773979,0.0,0.0,0.1169286136178535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252982852206254,0.08839086994300653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334474470586634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020460166269197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884477220916115,0.0,0.26996947538127464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074978841930633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562085954488274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494651691135212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway156165564,2018/11/07,"how the hell do i buy alcohol with social anxiety like this shit is way too hard, they'll want to see my ID and they will judge me and i will just embarass myself",13.295142857142856,4.857300228571429,12.220000000000002,69.79,61.0,16.285714285714292,43.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,4.391571428571428,128,3,30,2,1,42,31,35,0.275,0.633,0.092,-0.8176,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,5,2,1,1,0,6,7,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200109349330107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006535548998228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520620842484113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200609917673453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31318014996072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034217749162697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006268412931978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23180900762624304,0.3119550999569565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AmnesiaLabyrinth,2018/11/07,Do you ever get a bit of anxiety posting something on a friend's facebook just in case they think it's weird? Sometimes I procrastinate leaving things I find funny on someone's wall in case it goes down like a lead balloon and they wonder what the hell was I thinking. Which is weird because I'd know they'd likely find it funny in person. But online it feels like social suicide.,5.3496000000000015,6.2949007600000035,5.678666666666667,81.06600000000002,68.06666666666666,7.066666666666667,31.0,6.742157984588678,1.8262,307,12,55,2,5,98,54,75,0.177,0.688,0.135,-0.5267,0,0,1,0,0,1,4.0,0,1,3,1,2,7,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,12,10,2,1,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,4,7,8,1,10,1,0,0,0,7,7,1,1,4,32,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670182864860209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308910001970672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383547240409885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748776817222788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103918511648674,0.1559716655564275,0.0,0.0,0.3990908084617853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867761506308768,0.0,0.11406597839960575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998589642224737,0.0,0.0,0.2311750099421261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31998819727957345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063326451001092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20909532373079065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255518839746266,0.18498635094730512,0.16807751210526298,0.2159293424912452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23881248484888185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504565381799528,0.2797881228347649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367645166326329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ToadNips,2018/11/07,"Does anyone else say terrible curses to themselves when they get anxious? I'm really not sure why I do this, but whenever I get anxious I say these strings of terrible curses. 

I'll call myself a f*gg*t and a n**ger for example, and ill just say incredibly offensive words under my breath aimed at myself. I'll also throw in other curse words but those aren't nearly as offensive or alarming to me as the two above.

I'm really not a hateful person and I'm not sure where this comes from, but it's almost a form of release. During the time I am saying these things my anxiety is reduced and it distracts my mind. 

I never do it around people, but when I'm alone at home or in my car after an anxiety inducing day I will just let loose almost out of my control. 

I'm just wondering if other people with social anxiety ever get these impulses? I'm a little worried it's some kind of anxiety induced tourettes or OCD :(",4.384120879120879,5.572915983516483,6.013956043956046,76.88104395604397,70.48351648351648,9.116483516483518,28.83516483516484,9.466822959209583,2.7193714285714288,727,27,132,16,13,249,108,182,0.282,0.6990000000000001,0.019,-0.9934,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,9,10,3,2,8,0,7,2,1,3,4,36,19,17,0,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,1,13,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,7,0,1,0,4,15,3,20,17,2,20,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,8,7,90,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559088150841136,0.1323427798884258,0.0,0.10218657444116264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910090537324275,0.2887127548356283,0.0,0.0893475817004536,0.1309269334353486,0.0,0.11375235358522265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047888556845952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100721838581763,0.0,0.0,0.14331747419748844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824082988664084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182218371498928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674479081728658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558540531909806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002811992123974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615747416310807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817495592950845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306444974564655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066492800583307,0.0,0.0,0.12807032541817567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902257932008165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985527340473136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717478112693524,0.11157360959427297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371980942593586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064669359885112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025683511879624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408645256804797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489214720228024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451024163950762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248236589177947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530265222701437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385732537941136,0.0,0.12976800485588674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,originalsecond6,2018/11/07,"Why does social anxiety usually get worse during puberty? My childhood was normal. However, I was always shy and quiet. I started experiencing intense social anxiety when I was 14. Around that time many changes were occurring to my body. I was going through puberty. Many people I know that have anxiety say it began to get worse during puberty. Why is that?",3.9641666666666673,7.2280689682539725,5.836805555555558,67.24187500000002,81.53968253968253,9.49920634920635,31.684523809523807,9.516144504307137,4.525033333333335,287,15,40,10,8,98,42,63,0.207,0.773,0.02,-0.885,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,4,13,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,7,0,4,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850649679205302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096014161201633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888165818070973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824682490471948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888041557231548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618572636138808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649289754077705,0.0,0.10143213810254463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808585259936636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618937100491673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486878304718742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123732925632005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419314386693194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638680220808047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632637379008338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407090816157168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656632064540525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220940226917924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36376499325251777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bigboibizkit,2018/11/07,Anybody else ever find themselves accidentally looking at the same random person over and over again in public? **Anybody else ever find themselves accidentally looking at the same random person over and over again in public?** And somehow you cant stop even though you're pretty sure they must be creeped out and wondering why you keep looking at them and now they don't like you because they think you're weird and so must your friends and family but it doesn't even matter because they're just a random stranger but actually it does because now they've definitely told the whole world about the creepy person staring at them and now everybody knows your deepest darkest secret which is that one time you accidentally looked at a person 5 times. ?? ,5.581888888888892,8.26809454074074,5.142685185185184,78.22958333333338,70.25925925925927,6.87037037037037,29.027777777777786,7.793537801064563,2.060444444444445,613,24,99,8,12,187,76,135,0.11199999999999999,0.81,0.078,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,5,0,14,4,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,5,32,16,12,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,11,3,13,12,3,23,0,0,5,0,20,13,0,5,11,68,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.134708834509805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25244690726343244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208012650187722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306323367420329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823505469585398,0.24973333047837634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013347579523996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523353159613183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665071304597956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269784937186605,0.0,0.0,0.07586413528616492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744022592723235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636812106803733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354066184280102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821309237191045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043808589560078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154090834763868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301027150145352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845157904018082,0.13562531776543532,0.0,0.16098650818425006,0.0,0.0,0.1319048070610335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245612076807959,0.1541186832865946,0.0,0.0,0.14970038859876422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snhmib,2018/11/07,"Ok i'm almost done crying but now what I just watched the documentary and the part where the selective mute little girl talked through her friend made me cry because it was so familiar... I haven't stopped crying for the last 10 minutes... Um, I think i have social anxiety but I'm confused now i havent watched the rest of the video yet they started talking about brains and chemicals i don't want chemicals but i want to be better what to do?",3.0170454545454533,5.162480250000005,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,76.04545454545455,7.127272727272729,28.04545454545455,8.07648339933343,1.8560181818181816,354,15,71,6,8,112,60,88,0.185,0.687,0.128,-0.513,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,1,6,1,8,1,1,1,0,13,15,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,2,10,3,6,11,2,8,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,2,6,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323475907864568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762395009863274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763465590114025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706690908118007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542188250620453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6359159117234501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747855609701034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490905957229647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572988927876359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193409816454902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259588335689386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897114259747784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19671184944726813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658740595069796,0.0,0.0,0.16133421442684392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102090555116317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236494181342427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276411558521722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Al098,2018/11/07,"How do you get over your best friend having other friends? When I see my friends hanging out with other people, it makes me feel like I don't truly know them, or that I'm just some other friend to them and that I don't matter to them. How do I get over this? ):",4.808869047619048,3.7186283392857193,5.175714285714285,91.20261904761908,69.17857142857143,7.466666666666668,24.023809523809533,3.1291,0.13803095238095284,201,3,48,0,3,64,37,56,0.1,0.608,0.292,0.9316,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,3,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,12,12,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,11,6,6,12,2,5,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,2,2,37,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745412916386606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227678601668053,0.1868926955365601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8084702831980399,0.0,0.2733586013339697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437728290502327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780837792154054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462526683152355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181365939055826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846758064107654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Monjito87,2018/11/07,"I'm terrible at friendships and always afraid of being annoying I hope that is the right subreddit for this!
I normally don't have a problem talking to strangers or people I don't know very well (although I dont like it much) but as soon as it comes to friendships I am a mess. 

For example, there was this girl at my university (Anne) I used to talk to and hang out. Someday she broke up with her boyfriend. I was with Anne at a party and someone told us about him making out with another girl. And since I heard about it before,  I answered with ""I know"". Anne started crying really hard, well because of him, and at the same time got freaking angry at me because I knew about it and did not tell her. She said "" I thought we were friends""! I awkwardly answered with ""sorry....I didn't know that..."". I felt terrible. I am such an idiot. 

I always have the problem that I don't get if people consider me as a friend or just tolerate me being around. I think it is mostly because I am always afraid of being annoying, although I actually more the quiet type. It goes so far that I am even awkward over text. If someone asks me something I reply.  If there is no question left I just don't write back anymore... 

Can anyone relate to that or has some tips how to be less awkward? ",1.9522440944881865,4.135144570866142,3.51728188976378,87.9414976377953,79.66929133858268,6.26872440944882,25.51433070866143,7.404127859558343,1.332689007874016,987,39,198,14,25,326,138,254,0.198,0.7290000000000001,0.073,-0.9856,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,2,0,0,0,16,21,3,5,9,0,25,0,0,3,0,47,44,20,0,7,10,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,13,16,0,0,10,0,0,2,8,15,2,0,12,5,36,6,32,28,6,19,0,1,0,0,21,13,0,10,5,150,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.12900892343925546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33000500078503264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862407939054006,0.0,0.0,0.13110768322805788,0.0924378823775054,0.0,0.0,0.11768675190480098,0.12358991449863002,0.0,0.0,0.10165426504427087,0.0,0.2417651659606221,0.0,0.11249315494190916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387929466999325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521638557492286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493836843322226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731739027097114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693351248135526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427604060503274,0.0,0.06906946848429113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573306705133208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184259616976724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313052367737601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21796232867427404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436365703034122,0.0,0.0,0.0645866395847938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824506933473264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718280888683596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952872799805318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330279640896827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529966481522766,0.0,0.0,0.14809516630704167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846912261001096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289877209836965,0.12575324698862658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935787876438996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402663995074404,0.10177464471135113,0.0,0.0,0.09357241598244934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251601186667676,0.11554933768107953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470894303257721,0.0,0.10495267866812688,0.07708735727938952,0.0,0.0,0.12632354230759849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902130076440132,0.11417905645384,0.0,0.1090795160391338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772881540511095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bloop322,2018/11/07,"Being in social situations depresses me more than it used to This usually sounds really stupid (even to me) when I explain it, but it’s a reality for me lately. I have a few close friends. Sometimes I’m hanging out with one of them, and they start talking to a stranger, or someone I don’t know very well. At first I try to be part of the conversation but as minutes pass and I’m not participating much in the conversation, I sink deeper and deeper into my own head, with feelings of self consciousness, disappointment, and overall thinking I’m worthless because I can’t be natural around people like they can be. The last time this happened was last Wednesday and it got me depressed for 4 days. It just happened again, although not as bad. I’m starting to think I have to just avoid those situations because I can’t afford to be sad for long periods of time when I have work and life responsibilities, but that would mean isolating myself from my friends more. I don’t know what to do. There’s no time to handle life while also figuring this out. I think I just have to damage control my way through the rest of life. ",6.277075505140022,6.596396239631339,6.743963133640555,76.44253810705425,65.86635944700461,9.626231832683443,34.20382842963488,9.466822959209583,3.052175044310528,892,38,170,16,13,291,125,217,0.13699999999999998,0.769,0.095,-0.8619,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,3,11,13,1,1,7,0,17,4,1,2,0,36,35,17,0,1,9,0,1,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,11,13,0,2,10,0,0,2,7,9,1,2,2,2,23,4,32,27,7,29,0,6,0,0,11,8,0,1,19,124,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721211645527827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934670132878294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193907644058483,0.1634501453312629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036583639061704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864611440716598,0.0,0.2309408041060028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854898558087616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778753524373138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403602937052305,0.0,0.0,0.20715731560368286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722441200653723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23710732359687106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137589861059534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735776412203747,0.2185625204547958,0.15123170167707267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840832413535543,0.06549762194636356,0.0,0.0,0.11864373159830907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603661109204966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855355406436576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084623934390558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517985097989622,0.0,0.0929441238783114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588577986003429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985953493371267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013904347930603,0.0,0.1366628742789812,0.11359324671276586,0.0,0.13259418842809848,0.0,0.18978447449894212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775675505239976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577112400594716,0.0,0.0,0.2345239797141475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102166108565607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578953049551186,0.1476541863295662,0.1106180620257191,0.0,0.10641493832137904,0.0,0.0,0.12054096773929965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760126663993153,0.0,0.0,0.09523627094141693,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lol4873,2018/11/07,"How do you respond to ""see you tomorrow"" Person tells me that they'll see me tomorrow after class nearly every day. (I've hung out with her a couple times after class but she always says this and I don't know how to respond) ",0.5265942028985506,2.9646296304347857,2.5347826086956537,90.54463768115944,89.65217391304346,4.8057971014492775,16.36231884057971,6.42735559955562,-0.1120463768115938,177,4,35,2,6,59,35,46,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,7,5,0,8,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,0,6,24,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28738102578502034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38215267469251135,0.0,0.2227393556664647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29099470885311324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18980996484264667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015695537011049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746573605668369,0.0,0.0,0.5504409200780112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018743998961342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139189185594988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,deadlift_form,2018/11/07,"does anyone else feel that people avoid greeting you? so I joined a bunch of clubs and stuff in my Uni and have been meeting people, just casually. When I'm walking down the campus, a lot of times these people would make eye contact only to immediately turn their eyes away and not greet. I feel so bad.. like I feel they think I'm uncool or something( very realistic scenario) so they don't greet me. Some girls would just smile even when I say HI! Some girls would just turn their eyes away very fast... If i try to make eye contact.. Like when they look in my direction my eyebrows would kinda go up as in  'Hey there!' pose but they immediately turn them away. I feel like people use every possible way to avoid talking to me and it kills me inside. It happened so many times with so many different people (60-70% times its girls though). Like we are right here standing beside and working out on adjacent benches and you really are going to pretend that you don't see me??? wtf!

​

Am I that ugly hahahahaha",2.6704591836734717,5.1494783928571435,3.52383673469388,87.25330612244898,78.84693877551021,5.960816326530613,22.044897959183675,7.1686216300943375,0.736315102040817,799,24,156,10,20,254,118,196,0.08800000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.5004,1,2,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,3,7,1,15,9,1,2,3,0,11,4,4,3,0,34,29,19,1,5,7,0,4,4,0,4,0,1,0,3,8,9,0,2,5,3,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,11,25,5,19,24,4,23,0,0,6,0,21,11,0,6,11,95,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813663502485845,0.1324863845006934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623803772485188,0.11171664974557002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073187823485529,0.0,0.09103755764679748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391572412868207,0.0,0.0,0.0954150487152512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108263742988804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201491771877562,0.0,0.0918645579883148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205203703198704,0.07789281791402887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393133001094775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964170525914839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062827286968528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130710283940973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155981375389438,0.0,0.0,0.0926955064327284,0.0,0.0,0.14556003993035374,0.22108362126630768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292410615817852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377946929015178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291772680150034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984899182367402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093113133111101,0.0,0.08670699589746071,0.0,0.0,0.08688476161807505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393852177671203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481609165553954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763616881475343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986360384345522,0.10712384758222096,0.0,0.1907331291420428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402588963283914,0.3557880516858699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941690461683936,0.0,0.1799264120923599,0.0,0.08654489915373764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937693628238403,0.0,0.0,0.3098141518256024,0.0,0.1324863845006934,0.0
socialanxiety,gayasfuck25,2018/11/07,"I feel like a burden on everyone I can't shake the feeling of thinking I'm a burden on everyone. I grew up with some social issues, particularly not being able to pick up on social cues, and still deal with this today. I'm afraid to let my guard down because I'm afraid that people will get annoyed with me for either oversharing my feelings or talking about my feelings for too long without picking up on the cue that we should talk about something else. This is the reason why I became addicted to drugs and alcohol, because I needed a substance to allow me to not worry about letting my guard down, and also usually the people around me were also intoxicated and therefore maybe wouldn't notice how annoying I am. I've been clean for 3 months now and have been attending NA meetings and I'm trying to be social but it's so fucking hard. I try talking to people after meetings and can't notice the cues that they want to go talk to someone else, and I feel like people only listen to me because they feel like they have to. I'm supposed to be calling other addicts and forming a support system for myself but I'm too afraid to call people because I'm afraid that I'll be too much of a burden and that I will just annoy the other person. I have a therapist to talk to and go over these things with, and when I think logically I know that NA is a place where people support each other, but I'm so damaged from my social anxiety that I always think that I'm a burden on people, no matter what. ",9.784399999999998,6.378312773333335,9.893333333333334,68.66000000000001,61.26666666666666,11.733333333333334,38.66666666666666,9.075114841892004,3.539866666666665,1192,41,218,13,12,400,144,300,0.10400000000000001,0.809,0.087,-0.8407,0,0,3,0,0,2,16.0,1,0,3,0,17,19,4,5,14,0,21,6,0,6,0,53,49,22,0,4,9,0,7,3,0,4,5,1,1,1,17,19,1,2,12,0,0,5,7,14,0,0,3,8,27,5,43,36,5,28,0,1,0,1,20,14,1,2,11,159,44,0,0.08350266834753868,0.0,0.0,0.1820604679111804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923895768047929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355410741768708,0.06948090932444465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387931272901304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433507842306089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360980632365214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053112108170082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860875844764494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683658494050462,0.0,0.13951152915199164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958075606862102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25332874854582266,0.17896296885631105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719687134322785,0.04362669776605045,0.0,0.09491298148330687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480198924381871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715509108050536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458908827403712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707742717284577,0.0,0.1223855576157275,0.0,0.0,0.07389723381183988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388965387656498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665103321307997,0.0,0.061384069175602636,0.061916170521231176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19013668273126424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635075420526489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052316538600048,0.07291130915300635,0.08724251578618569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585465041104415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34048181856531834,0.07075153991446861,0.06428443366520352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668533880713838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951567697879534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33558140896445937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695303391909303,0.0554754624488342,0.16051541456139926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915076588273287,0.0,0.0,0.11338566109774376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091966392016689,0.0,0.04925203727091429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534817017443651,0.0,0.0,0.0804935924873584,0.0,0.0,0.08480101302290435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,govind13,2018/11/07,"Self diagnosed with SAD....5 years after the incident occurred I was in middle school (9th grade). I had just joined a new school and was from a small town in India. The school was international, had people with higher standards than I did. I was also an introvert so I didn’t talk much. 
What happened in the first few months of this year is the darkest period of the last 19 years of my life. I was bullied, isolated, insulted and what not. But I pulled through and made friends. However, to make these “friends” I had to lie about who I was. I lost my identity. I had to lie about being super rich just so that people liked me. I stayed in the school until my high school graduation - for 4 years. I had girlfriends and I had a good social life. I did everything a typical teenager does - parties, studied, had the balanced life.
In my 2nd year of college, I started getting hints of SAD. I then had an interaction on tinder (not a good interaction) which just completely triggered and skyrocketed my SAD. After this, I was facing some serious problems that all of us with SAD do. However, I didn’t know what the exact reason was behind this- I thought the tinder thing was too small to affect me so deeply.
I then went to Europe on a trip with my roommate. And believe it or not, I was on the bus looking at the mountains in Slovenia when it hit me. It was the bullying, the insults, the mean stuff that had happened to me 5 years ago which was stuck in the back of my head, and still is. 
I don’t know how, but somehow I manage to remember EVERY mean thing anyone has ever said to me, even if it was said as a joke. 

I don’t know what to do. 
Im in college now and I don’t know who I am anymore. 

The only time I don’t think about my “flaws” and social interactions is when I’m stoned.

Sorry for the long text I had to let everything out. And this isn’t even everything. 

Fucking hate SAD. Hate myself. Hate the people who did this to me. Don’t know who is to blame for this.
",2.412976190476193,4.286916654040407,3.840753246753248,87.67827272727274,76.9040404040404,6.848946608946607,24.445598845598845,7.760100539840176,1.2178344300144306,1529,52,318,23,35,504,181,396,0.134,0.816,0.05,-0.9861,2,0,0,0,1,0,56.0,1,0,0,3,21,21,6,0,27,0,44,7,2,6,3,48,71,25,0,2,10,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,1,27,15,0,0,11,1,1,3,11,13,0,1,35,3,45,8,50,33,4,48,0,5,1,1,19,18,1,4,27,235,72,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661971924364085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912231517094422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572063761340003,0.06043760382256901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646344593366774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738303621947393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062581604584323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773005699787575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564015398423188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417946201895696,0.07818571920353655,0.07282550714475347,0.0,0.2330475474888823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352186136797673,0.0,0.0,0.13355946820709896,0.0799080848110368,0.045158900930262265,0.0,0.0,0.1449957350809443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286898247026534,0.0,0.0,0.2560110289819025,0.08870760185441068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132368894696738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933650063340046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237513029107534,0.0704563435688456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838599771840214,0.1831555237678274,0.04222794416163216,0.0,0.0,0.07649256147290139,0.07258392155497763,0.0,0.0943543909137183,0.0,0.0,0.08178721454459846,0.057696264805883926,0.0,0.0,0.18830686292088955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899186873848934,0.0,0.06353992487495942,0.0,0.0,0.08347979602466721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573797575189867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977015760202258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270695301640801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888699317355103,0.0,0.0,0.09791439774182002,0.0,0.1644396155650096,0.0,0.0,0.4373859248588016,0.0,0.0,0.09017091699129334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621990089187906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967572935651182,0.061179382958734915,0.09212857851779988,0.06902737917138399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989477919852064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947345720609095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148476066752364,0.05538427977313027,0.0,0.06862001000366079,0.05040114549524046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397107903985543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012643193596347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339691745598699
socialanxiety,its-lemon-boy,2018/11/07,"I was just diagnosed with social anxiety and I’m not sure what to do Hello there! I’ve been lurking on this subreddit for a while but I was never officially diagnosed with social anxiety until I saw a psychiatrist today. Turns out I have social+generalized anxiety as well as depression (oh boy) but social anxiety is my nemesis. I know these disorders are really common for people my age (I’m 15) but I’m still struggling with them quite a bit. I’m not getting therapy just yet because the canadian healthcare system has a four month wait for that stuff and my school counsellor isn’t the greatest. I don’t have any close friends anymore and my dad doesn’t seem to understand this, so if you guys have any idea where I should go from here any and all advice would be fantastic! :)
 
",4.598266219239374,6.559056516778528,5.804177852348996,75.56496923937364,71.08053691275168,9.798881431767338,29.866331096196863,10.125756701596842,3.3438854586129763,627,26,112,18,12,209,99,149,0.11900000000000001,0.742,0.139,0.8443,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,9,5,0,1,6,0,16,2,0,0,3,27,28,13,0,3,8,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,6,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,2,1,1,4,1,13,3,14,21,3,15,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,2,9,79,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786864270367884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669548456227652,0.0,0.40041064355754397,0.0,0.1297716293012559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976715201458705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285826189490508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127040308845234,0.2656273390464533,0.0,0.0,0.14996958477368158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109718196458628,0.0,0.0683656154962855,0.0,0.07436712758423909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956565625518185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477178090559206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191372725567098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044461108083564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092237836324984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071742387549693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917893161494715,0.0,0.0,0.08382817946233245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243084905259844,0.0,0.11912422083400667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335551458956986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449986970308972,0.0,0.0,0.13679661465129753,0.1497960880738329,0.0,0.0,0.12332798795485415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964251810457355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403393113989768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233116264377288,0.0,0.13622323288259086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765311897593105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929546570434696,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spacegurl2021,2018/11/07,"Becoming a better conversationalist Hellooooo! 

I’m interested to hear how people on this sub have improved their listening/attention skills while conversing. I have trouble focusing on the other person due to me anxiety and therefore have trouble responding properly. I tend to either respond with one word answers or over-talk out of nervousness. I’ve noticed that it’s a huge turn off for people I have conversations with. I just want to be able to listen/focus without feeling anxious or awkward, and respond appropriately to the other person.

Any advice about how to combat this?",8.273757142857143,10.29257269,8.625428571428575,58.667,62.1,10.914285714285716,40.285714285714285,10.914260884657429,5.373871428571429,479,26,62,13,7,158,73,100,0.14400000000000002,0.721,0.135,0.1685,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,4,6,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,3,0,17,11,7,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,6,2,17,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,2,48,12,0,0.23809167919202584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266043333690556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191050636214693,0.0,0.182139482896316,0.26897582738489456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629535537543793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057274193026534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038630685400377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683466264255825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27106895482114585,0.0,0.0,0.16133708368160574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33012558362713595,0.4157849412925952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913690729820353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25897537721414354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404326411301547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22951188241972756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ashleyh828282,2018/11/07,"Yellow Pages Trick You guys ever heard of the yellow pages trick? Neil Pasricha that author suggested it and I started doing it and found it helpful. You basically just start calling people and ask them questions but it takes the pressure off since they don't know you. 

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtxcOOae5x8](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtxcOOae5x8) ",11.060828571428573,16.159261940000007,4.895714285714284,72.685,69.6,5.257142857142857,25.142857142857146,6.868970318607317,1.5258857142857143,307,9,35,3,7,75,39,50,0.10800000000000001,0.855,0.037000000000000005,-0.3899,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,2,0,2,3,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,7,2,4,0,0,2,0,12,1,0,1,3,23,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863608944934038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127793716114324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277077247292947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33585591168549106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30329759284454744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20531485221186727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683413722396209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21235856079258106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431401701819604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533849150224879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336192131751994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230308924091395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SuspiciousRainbows,2018/11/30,"A long story to how I cope with severe social anxiety I only came across this subbreddit today, and given I suffered severe social anxiety for 10 years, felt I'd share, hopefully it'll help someone else.

I was born with a hand deformity and grew up in foster care. As such had no role model or anyone to tell me that I was 'normal', or rather that it's completely fine, sometimes awesome, to be different. Instead, since I turned 14 I avoided people and any form of social interaction like the plague. As I'm sure you're all aware, once you leave school/university, it becomes easier to avoid people, sometimes going 6 months whereby the only social interaction I had was with the food delivery guy. In terms of actual feelings I had at the time, whenever I spoke to anyone, unless I had known them for years, I would have a panic attack, to the point I would cut my wrists open to calm myself down. It was a really fucked up time. 

I never thought I would be able to cope with my anxiety, I always tried to improve my mental health by taking prescribed meds, reading self-help books, even alternative methods. I thought I was going to be stuck in that same mindset until the day I died. unsurprisingly, that attitude led to me taking further measures, such as trying to have myself commited, as well as trying various illegal drugs. Drugs certainly helped me cope with my overall situation i.e. not feeling embarrassed about myself, but made my anxiety worse. Around the time I graduated and turned 22 I made plans to end my life. I bought a shed-load of heroin, and planned to OD. At the same time, I also purchased LSD, I figured I'd want to experience a trip before I die. 

Before I go any further, I want to explicitly clarify that I do not condone the use of illegal drugs, especially when you suffer with mental health issues, just wait for the research on their effects to mental health to be done, which is no doubt in the near future. Anyway, I took somewhere in the region of 400+ micrograms which knocked me on my ass. For the next 12 hours I endured hell, effectively reliving the most painful memories in my life. Although, the most important part of me reliving these memories was that I was not viewing the memories as myself, but rather as a spectator. In which I found that in social situations I was as normal, or even, as socially awkward as everyone else. I also saw the importance in ceasing to continually looking inward and instead focusing on other people. Effectively taking myself out of my own mind. Once I realised this and gradually became better at it, I began to start, slowly, integrating myself back into society, even going on the occasional date, which previously would have resulted in a hellish nightmare. For me, focusing on other people as opposed to myself became a skill, one that improves with time. Furthermore, it made me realise that social anxiety isn't binary. Previously I perceived that people either did, or didn't suffer from social anxiety. Instead I began to perceive it as a scale, to which everyone is on. Once I placed myself on this mindset I began to notice obvious signs that other people clearly felt the same social anxiety and me, obviously in many cases to a lesser extent, but acknowledging this made me feel 'normal', I was no longer an alien in society. 

I'm now 25, living a stable life in a city. I have a job, girlfriend, a dog. I haven't had a panic attack in 2 years. Most importantly, I can, socially, do whatever I want and feel confident doing it. I mean hell, I picked up my girlfriend at a bar, had this been 3 years prior, that would be the equivalent of climbing Everest. 

So yeah, if like me, you read 'success' stories and think 'fuck, I wish I was that lucky, this will never happen to me'; it will, just be patient and never stop fighting. 


To clarify, I don't think that LSD helped me to cope. It didn't. However, it made me analyse myself and recognise my misperceptions. I DO NOT and would not recommend taking it. 

TLDR; Born with a disability which led to sever social anxiety and effectively complete isolation. Managed to cope by recognising anxiety wasn't something I could cure, but instead something I could improve upon. ",7.4072329472329494,7.707710521235517,8.198568854568856,67.03674646074649,63.478764478764475,11.128030888030887,35.54208494208493,10.840719717456679,4.1475979922779915,3333,142,541,82,45,1123,349,777,0.151,0.736,0.113,-0.9877,3,3,6,0,2,1,111.0,0,3,2,10,24,33,9,7,39,1,53,17,3,15,11,121,105,43,3,19,20,0,7,2,2,9,10,1,0,1,42,27,2,5,21,4,2,11,17,20,1,1,42,11,91,13,104,46,14,86,3,3,3,3,29,40,5,11,37,398,133,8,0.04582083567954323,0.0,0.04471452588822401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328581147663751,0.038126605915994816,0.0,0.0,0.062319479050992777,0.0,0.31547532489937297,0.0,0.0,0.06407798738926403,0.0,0.0,0.04079025833609102,0.0,0.10425563099218936,0.0,0.03523339428617642,0.0,0.0,0.05060551304782805,0.07798031259855337,0.0,0.0,0.04052480556784071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052406829207491054,0.046717395773909785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608454886424156,0.0,0.0,0.07316841762956412,0.0,0.0,0.02955064835014785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510958651674388,0.04787302081738329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046890623554525473,0.0,0.0,0.15941286670719124,0.0,0.07655485721808844,0.0,0.0405836600675043,0.0,0.0,0.0907926894592346,0.0,0.0,0.08756754420115592,0.0,0.044821569623616137,0.0,0.0,0.09267356512657374,0.0,0.0879903758378889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540673638441895,0.05024018126674893,0.0,0.08472124847725652,0.0,0.0,0.10416414743302813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536983126427113,0.0405192136657864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611621694544022,0.0,0.0,0.12285096117693962,0.0,0.0,0.04551042867778202,0.04512429323987913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478250478225966,0.04547010914101467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851764897825665,0.0,0.0,0.09709383397068326,0.0447714916264295,0.0,0.04046063738166182,0.040549997678785636,0.03847796169846138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678391310720585,0.0,0.0464551355145166,0.0,0.04991232289329589,0.05089661887198958,0.0,0.13852987556823332,0.0,0.046265981984381664,0.0,0.03657375388313966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601955972294423,0.0,0.048730978571241375,0.0,0.13468407084409428,0.0,0.05216732511961402,0.0,0.14639308370523585,0.031049384109006557,0.06969762060045309,0.04875659977215623,0.10752175603874964,0.0,0.04961949983310488,0.0,0.19059838847361446,0.0,0.04787302081738329,0.0,0.04331550032012317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916664708968442,0.0,0.029354000645869106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04637313196536411,0.0,0.0,0.04780112476670378,0.1552935058066307,0.0,0.03790346877356902,0.1030090782431271,0.0,0.513794287835315,0.038823845377045,0.0705502358192033,0.09063595624560562,0.0,0.03243222333252766,0.0,0.0,0.0383082703493028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318559536065342,0.0,0.13780626383062666,0.0,0.040049430019006016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058720282678395234,0.0,0.07275325058508987,0.13359248883070626,0.0,0.043432794534518634,0.0,0.05090863440716472,0.09332801900328556,0.09967982287030236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03957449019487518,0.0,0.0,0.08107894818213279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04119843413705339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052691699704279234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046695346140962345,0.19529884201648096,0.0,0.0,0.1180284635300675
socialanxiety,yodelinggirl,2018/11/30,"Does anyone have a specific life event/incident that started their social anxiety? I know for me I was always a very popular (not to toot my own horn but it relates to the story), friends with the cool kids and never eating lunch alone type. However, in my senior year of high school I was diagnosed with PCOS which meant horrible acne and weight gain and also hormone imbalances. All while this was happening, I began to have problems with my friends. My best friend was dating a guy who hated me and I began to feel like everyone was always talking shit about me (in this case they literally were). I had no one I could turn to and I became very insecure and lonely and excluded from my friends who I had literally grown up with. I kind of lost my identity or perception of my identity. I became depressed and isolated myself socially. Seeing as this was right before college I entered college with very low self esteem and self worth (something I still struggle with occasionally). It took me a few years to understand my worth is in more than just my physical appearance and that I have a brilliant personality ( I am grateful to my best friends and group counseling for reaching this awareness)

I feel more confident in what I have to offer the world BUT every now and then when I am in my hometown, my social anxiety will get triggered because of the same faces and that feeling of I am not cool/rich/popular enough. WHICH IS NONSENSEEEEE but I still feel it.

​

So that's my story of how social anxiety knocked on my door and entered my life as a permanent resident.

What are your stories? Would love to hear and get to know about you all.",4.5718287841191065,6.735499835483875,5.313548387096779,78.20339950372211,71.61290322580646,8.76923076923077,30.95533498759305,9.367010060515213,3.0958933002481395,1319,59,230,31,26,427,170,310,0.147,0.65,0.203,0.9757,1,3,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,2,4,10,21,2,2,10,1,22,9,2,2,3,47,44,27,0,3,7,0,5,1,5,2,3,1,1,5,17,21,3,0,9,0,2,5,4,9,0,1,14,8,44,12,37,27,10,30,0,4,1,1,25,11,1,2,15,174,61,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114010027437463,0.0,0.0780938740623954,0.16251191333424475,0.10580807571180982,0.11866030718653532,0.0,0.0,0.2241151440374761,0.0,0.0,0.06828195221586897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952897623425029,0.0,0.08309636734197848,0.0,0.20496371100414573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796877835663286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410925307703224,0.09911676143565852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545767954525686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999244284413716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090269372264192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227771262330484,0.093312588494409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750720031844024,0.06976404206467837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772362175735559,0.0,0.10204037620332837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669282000414532,0.08635511582298433,0.0,0.0,0.09641311447421456,0.0,0.0,0.1100631630898238,0.0,0.0,0.10317681990107476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169162081660472,0.10733617667423642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795182613683848,0.047708815092735536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066008842879052,0.0,0.08813655392344813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753167903248102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617288240293771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526771216270637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344169617256744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339598834781525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883106851416816,0.07781760021819993,0.0,0.2037488535560166,0.0,0.10024043479029038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981838488338992,0.0,0.07517882547965676,0.0,0.0,0.06912000872914681,0.0,0.15597323216202796,0.0,0.0,0.10208917100379623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849059170420099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849719485876287,0.0,0.1062195174884135,0.0,0.1016612651701236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417243486224673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891627230098732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937060469441951,0.0,0.11866030718653532,0.12577195750412706
socialanxiety,measure_my_sleep,2018/11/30,"Got the ""you don't talk much, do you?"" comment today during school... Am I really that easy to read? I'm so annoyed with myself for it. I tried to put myself out there and I tried my best, but somehow, for some reason, things are just not clicking I guess. I can't get away from it. This is the second time someone has said this to me, what am I doing wrong? I feel like I shouldn't really care because I don't intensely crave the attention of others, but stuff like this hits me in a way I can't really describe. Is it bad that I want to appear like I'm social/not a quiet person so that I don't receive these kind of comments? 

Argh, when I read that last question it does sound bad, like I'm wearing a mask to hide my true self because I can't handle the truth. Maybe I should just shut up accept the fact that being quiet during class comes with these kind of assumptions. Sorry if this confuses anyone, I'm just so lost at this point.",3.702307692307696,4.238460564102567,4.783076923076923,87.48692307692309,71.56410256410257,7.435897435897437,23.205128205128197,7.321109707123232,0.7590512820512818,730,16,157,7,13,240,112,195,0.16399999999999998,0.715,0.121,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,2,9,18,2,1,8,0,17,1,1,1,3,28,32,8,0,4,7,0,1,4,0,2,0,4,0,2,20,5,0,0,5,2,0,4,8,7,0,1,3,6,23,11,18,25,3,16,0,1,1,0,10,7,0,7,8,104,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878114863952547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327303413747868,0.0,0.2359135880737976,0.17223703947901026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482569708786379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403692138331145,0.0,0.0,0.12169391211084665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362868183471608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143171613764357,0.10092523698060762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380914899084805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298867459832874,0.0,0.15562779374308866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942275311497245,0.0,0.1151560966431408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27607479881021263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421582796370564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192740406275786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038516811825326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335386256485903,0.0,0.0,0.13354835411807536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420180718455484,0.15825774303253698,0.0,0.2826218380397826,0.0,0.27150870547942396,0.1452518528385425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438267800160433,0.0,0.0,0.1429755030763795,0.0,0.0,0.14737822466338552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400971516298636,0.11969989062391752,0.0,0.0,0.15814320874920273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172342927986144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354963580164112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385529693720124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823772408215252,0.0,0.13390999023365338,0.0,0.0,0.191829764385736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332629199958846,0.11213568452734876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445950765215102,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Achilex,2018/11/30,"Dealing with social anxiety So for various reasons I have social anxiety. With age its got a lot better, but it's still difficult. I'm fine when I'm at work, or in a 1-1 situation, but groups are difficult and walking anywhere alone can be a chore. Like what do i do with my hands? They swing too much it draws attention, and I don't want to be the weird guy who has straight arms when he walks.

But anyway, what I really need help with is interacting and how to react with strangers. Like for example when those two lass in their twenties make a compliment towards me I just pretend I didn't hear it and they're talking to one another (I do have a gf so I wouldn't respond anyway) however if it's on the bus they then just occasionally look back at me and state which is really uncomfortable. Or when someone sits staring at you, you know they are because you can see them in the corner of your eye, but that again makes me feel really uncomfortable and I just panic like what if something looks odd on me or what if I accidently look at them I don't want to start a conversation, or if I look back to make sure they aren't then they might ask why the fuck I'm looking at them.

My gf laughs at it, says I make a big deal of nothing. ""Take it as a compliment"" or ""yeah such a curse to be attractive"". But it really is. The only person I feel comfortable with of the opposite sex is a work mate who really is great, but other than that I get paranoid around women ""what if they like me"" or the opposite ""what if I look fucking daft and really they're laughing at me or doing it as a joke"". Like I walked to the shop the other day and out the window of a house I hear ""go on sexy, give us a show"" from God knows who. I ignored it. We're they joking because I looked daft at the time or were they being complimentary? I felt so awkward walking back past on the way home I pretended I was on the phone so when they went ""hey look he's back"" I could have an excuse to not respond.

Sorry if it doesn't make sense, and sorry if it seems a little egotistical... If I am attractive to others or not idk, but I don't know how to deal with either situation and really makes me feel shitty that I feel so uncomfortable going out, even to just get a bus to work. ",3.3716480938416424,4.265859576344088,5.029755620723363,84.09917888563051,72.59139784946238,8.647116324535679,25.488758553274685,9.0124134603493,1.7294301075268816,1753,53,382,35,33,596,210,465,0.12,0.7170000000000001,0.163,0.9767,1,1,1,0,0,0,49.0,1,4,13,4,28,26,2,2,29,1,33,6,3,10,1,81,77,51,0,14,32,0,6,5,3,2,0,3,3,3,29,20,0,1,11,6,1,7,9,8,0,2,6,20,54,18,49,64,4,52,0,0,11,3,49,24,2,21,23,266,83,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646659590522221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741818644339431,0.11296094631021016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572519681241706,0.06902196995820803,0.0,0.0,0.22708576687581275,0.0,0.09001332128418514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529747371995959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894800431922297,0.0,0.0,0.047614853594333,0.228349396523872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048764644854406014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932458277331215,0.0,0.0708892883429824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651104350654605,0.07714724616635259,0.07082537289467414,0.08391965839519958,0.0,0.0590493537212305,0.0813988808439529,0.0,0.07310424623008495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664256885885743,0.0,0.04948732817171675,0.0,0.07405846067684539,0.0,0.0,0.08519100128827717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121726674565695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035035929945006,0.07399800600726547,0.0,0.0,0.4959952123341956,0.0,0.0,0.06276843179135913,0.0,0.0,0.29569638668126513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832296844679337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427424189629824,0.05474471245215815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084278586188217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002976114184512,0.056151762923119374,0.0,0.08662470974118304,0.0,0.0,0.07047999403597946,0.0,0.06446633602320485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310859709810104,0.07591051109695979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058713333226925714,0.0,0.0,0.058833706651039,0.06721292218568108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659781579516224,0.0,0.1505227075223805,0.06255672267129024,0.05683867084358279,0.0,0.16529540337098866,0.052257925018057635,0.0,0.05896149046426751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958479476039417,0.0,0.055511684540116735,0.05934251935606985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043051419526264435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212210816430832,0.0,0.08880953990948298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709481207836058,0.058603569994666274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844202849999885,0.06662094692341099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124942845413062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Delavera,2018/11/30,"help for college struggles    Social interactions:

Contextualization of the study:

Social interactions are extremely complicated to understand and understand. The human capacity to create complex and highly codified societies, in the case where a large European city, interactions are made in a civilized context. consciously to study since my first year of college. Now 18 years old, I decided to put in writing my analyzes of the human behaviors observed during 7 years.

A) College period

For me the college was a difficult test thanks to a radical change of point of view on the world and on the human contacts.

6th: at least 50% of children do not know each other, so we can easily observe the different matching techniques:

\- ""The first step"" is an act difficult to take off with another human being without guarantee of success (to train violence, mockery or isolation).

This is a physically or mentally, is essential to a group of events. An approach on someone visibly alone and over a period of time of at least 1 hour, same build and discreet attitude as you. Do you engage in a conversation with your situation, do you see if the person is at the rendezvous (gaze, fixed feet, clear voice) and a second phase of discussion on clichés (time, size, number of people around you, etc.).

Friendship is relative to the temporal context:-Persons with whom you already have links (primary)-People in the same class-Persons with the same interests-Persons who can provide extended social protection \*-Many of these cases at the same timeWhat I call a friendship of circumstance is the social rapprochement (spending time together daily) with one or more people without real desire to create bonds of trust and solidarity with the said people. The friendships of circumstance are only intended not to be in situation of Social Solitude.A social loneliness is very dangerous because it results in the absence of friend or friendship of circumstance and thus by isolation. It causes fragility in front of other groups of people with whom you are daily (mockery, violence); you must avoid this situation.If you do not have friends to trust (no mutual solidarity), you need to create false links (friendship of circumstance) with a person or a group of people which will avoid isolation (and if you are lucky a friendship of circumstance can become a true solid and lasting friendship). To do so here are my tips learned and confirmed by many years of experience.You must use the PSYCOLOGICAL SHIELDS (social behaviors used to protect yourself from the dangers of civilized society):-Acting in the same way: if one of your friendships of circumstance makes a joke and the people nearby laugh, laugh! Also null or bad taste is it.-Stay grouped: during recreations or breaks stay with your friendship of circumstances, do not isolate yourself, it will weaken the links.-Give some repartee: if one of your friendships makes fun of you, you must answer without raising the tone by reversing the situation in your favor thanks to sentences that you have prepared in advance.-Dress in the same style and gesticulate like them: study the postures of your friendships of circumstance and imitate them. Study the clothes worn by your friendships of circumstances and do the same. - Learn about the topics of trendy conversation: talk about the same topics, pretend to be interested (ex: sport, celebrities, music etc.) - Make daily reports to an adult in the school environment in which you have perfect confidence (cpe, main teacher, supervisor). Exception: if your friendship of circumstances make dangerous, illegal acts or show violent harassment, do not follow them even if they insistently ask you to pretend a stomach or head ache is an important RDV and stay away from them the time the situation changes. Then free to you to show a sense of justice by anonymously denouncing their actions to a responsible adult or to protect you by silence (which is not shameful but instinctive) you must nevertheless ensure the protection of a third party adult person (school nurse, parents, brother or sister) to protect you if your friendships of circumstances turn against you. Tips:-Always check that your pants are up over your pelvis.Sit in the middle of a row or next to a wall, never on the edges and preferably next to circumstances friendship.-Do not raise your hand to answer that if you are 100% sure of your answer, make sure you never have to go to the board and keep your hands crossed on the table when you do not write.-Make sure your equipment does not exceed the boundaries of your table and keep your bag between your feet.-Check that nothing was stuck in your back (be discreet).-Check daily and discreetly that you are not observed more than 6 seconds by another person in the class and that no one makes fun of you (listen carefully).-Always keep a watch by your side as well as double copiesNote: if you are observing or if you see someone making fun of you check all the criteria gently; If you made a mistake, do not panic, fix it gently and sigh with a smile.  
 IMPORTANT: make teachers your allies, go talk to them discreetly one by one and explain to them that you are someone who does not want to be noticed, that you can answer questions of course and pass oral exercises but not before the class, right in front of them. The college is a hostile environment governed by simple hierarchical rules, a sort of class struggle: -The popular: often nasty, provocative and charismatic people (physical or style in accordance with the fashion of the moment). They are dangerous, in the sense that they can control others (followers) and mount them against other people of their choice for no apparent reason. They decide on trends and people to hate or like. -The followers: people who obey popular, often people without personality or their own characters are content to be pleasant to the popular by supporting them in their actions and words and following the fashion of the moment scrupulously. Followers have privileges such as immunity to school harassment of the popular or other followers. They often harass survivors to maintain their status. The survivors: inverse of the popular ones, these people are subject to the mockery and harassment of the followers caused by the popular ones. If you are in this category I refer you to the psychological shields and help numbers. Do not succumb to depression! Make yourself a place among followers or protect yourself with the help of adults. There are also the marginalized: social class in relation to the survivors.A marginal has a special status, he can in the worst case become a survivor stigmatized or at best have only very few social interactions but not suffer harassment or direct mockery. One does not choose to be marginal, this is due either to a behavior or physical out of the norm, or to a particular style of clothing (not identified as target by the popular ones but not seen as cool, only as out of criteria).With a strong chance factor a marginal can become popular.If you are alone but not teased you are probably a discreet person or a marginal: you can try to make survivors of your class your followers by getting closer to them (see first step) then you can help survivors avoid the ridicule of other groups and become a good college student inspiring respect and friendship, unlike the bad folk who inspire fear and malice. ",12.83271325229324,10.834247863241103,11.171296890148414,57.481309568200466,54.16205533596838,14.479976135431428,47.58333954806475,12.930075423154733,6.349598404056977,5997,300,862,156,53,1871,496,1265,0.09300000000000001,0.74,0.16699999999999998,0.9983,10,8,0,0,0,0,186.0,1,60,20,8,19,75,14,8,109,1,73,8,5,23,13,201,123,88,0,21,65,4,3,2,2,6,2,3,0,15,34,51,1,13,23,7,4,23,28,30,2,16,8,14,88,45,199,102,24,111,0,2,6,0,145,55,0,42,31,659,122,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868964473803956,0.04629358751560147,0.06709584229978796,0.06981260591707439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879778324760581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03734497422544671,0.03921819658350359,0.0,0.03941401836970325,0.03225746183441194,0.07005408407522977,0.02557272801250609,0.18532479641243213,0.035696914936042184,0.0,0.04402462099564219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042836305930747234,0.0,0.0,0.0861897506336881,0.08875645445642143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705122321668271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03613203499099408,0.0,0.0,0.04382950247063282,0.0,0.0,0.11013389447474084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357213199432854,0.02770800991891138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047206146337382064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704960916889786,0.0,0.0,0.06482193915456377,0.0,0.02191748415656572,0.0,0.047683044430000654,0.03518621645945071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04141758365851316,0.04305347158943122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124745506861584,0.04432316695894106,0.0,0.0,0.0413129417837925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186300071360034,0.0,0.0,0.02305498116741733,0.034195380358889436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409899389959108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793894422611878,0.2800238588022335,0.08506275317674346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227639019365741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031105876812210533,0.06470985780679883,0.0,0.08922998838247632,0.0,0.0,0.040252781891571436,0.0477610952093122,0.04402015228597367,0.0,0.28426847403437266,0.09571608336429276,0.0,0.04922005120508235,0.046581234384762166,0.0,0.0,0.3780828991162666,0.32966721996436305,0.04382950247063282,0.0,0.03965692567301221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04522989802103184,0.0,0.0,0.04217199198444593,0.04699433096023865,0.0,0.0,0.04774902600282718,0.0,0.04313225700102998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03582562748871479,0.039904676537894264,0.0,0.0,0.12736889801461276,0.10028771453091112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034702012738946734,0.18861716149382227,0.0,0.3848706595683548,0.10663395360178174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414143956796287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771185961031952,0.0,0.0,0.04760510261260156,0.11861397878624412,0.0,0.03154166938865876,0.0674366898329871,0.0,0.07724504800150464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784704987135133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028481738911550317,0.0456302628095254,0.0,0.08734421614686015,0.0,0.07246378800230156,0.0,0.0692273624528416,0.024743581381121208,0.033298474818054924,0.0,0.0,0.0377186741084137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175572558871226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805937761123406
socialanxiety,Vaaaaare,2018/11/30,"Embarrassed over crush I was wondering if this is social anxiety or if it could be something else. When I have a crush on someone I feel extremely embarrassed just thinking about them or seeing pictures of them, even when they're not present and I'm all alone! Just seeing them on my IG by surprise gets me panicked. I can interact with them but only by shoving all the feelings 6ft under and burying them. If I remember for a second I like them I gotta run away.

What do I even do??",2.556105383734252,4.670303350515468,3.941168384879728,86.00277205040095,77.35051546391753,7.197709049255441,28.30355097365407,8.167268648758528,2.068178465063002,383,17,75,7,9,126,69,97,0.13,0.8170000000000001,0.053,-0.4494,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,6,0,7,4,0,2,3,0,8,0,0,0,2,20,17,10,0,4,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,4,16,2,11,13,2,9,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,6,4,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631251812966379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943519855006644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386937795916593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202842877206088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122310144909282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356029091208818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25691648391784383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273366555520716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411882711870716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322087801037546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287795687122069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048991470235074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25897788594628873,0.21526064812154933,0.19558456072655206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627886931919626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755126691322433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rockytart,2018/11/30,"Has anyone else just decided that even though every person that you talk to probably thinks you're weird, but it hasn't had many bad results so you just quit trying to not be weird or awkward? Example: Rewriting this 7 times before deciding to forget about it. But then realizing no one on here knows me and I shouldn't care if you think I phrased it weirdly so I just post it how it is.

Also, it's easier for me to teach a class than talk to an individual, unless I'm teaching that person, since I'm in charge and shouldn't care about what they think of me personally. Normal?",3.6514272030651327,5.169593318965519,4.7970114942528745,83.62691570881229,72.70689655172413,7.914176245210728,24.09578544061303,8.515128840125781,1.4464015325670505,459,13,93,8,9,151,80,116,0.168,0.7709999999999999,0.061,-0.8756,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,1,1,12,7,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,24,15,13,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,10,2,13,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,2,63,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143276887031482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527519823264904,0.18357405122720716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959393527387552,0.0,0.0,0.15245483694240475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653380048244296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966801087880302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833572009667115,0.0,0.1509528715058908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984635059048193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816435424275108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554206846183376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140574034037666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693156477244793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158898884568735,0.0,0.193168421979116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056230399758786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820579602378234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880094700296659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344401971060298,0.17602710722618994,0.0,0.104471605320511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164017168924506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hbuckeridge58,2018/11/30,"What do I do with socially anxious customers? Hey guys,

I’m a salesman. I stand in Walmart and pitch our product every day. From time to time, I can tell when someone with social anxiety is walking up. How should I approach this? Just let them walk by? I don’t want to be rude or insensitive by any means, I just don’t know what to do. 

Bless",0.7757142857142867,3.0772285000000004,2.488214285714289,92.80803571428574,85.42857142857143,5.214285714285714,24.464285714285715,6.6274283507984215,0.7927142857142857,265,11,57,3,8,87,52,70,0.136,0.8029999999999999,0.061,-0.6174,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,11,14,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,10,11,0,10,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797631411570531,0.0,0.2022226124160764,0.2986337373182977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704801597042696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227214148570208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617423478510585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452766756149331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703098850552957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287948361647963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389313056837503,0.2239780082584681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310485084727745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082824926382464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559170757830433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,matrixlady,2018/11/30,"I tried branching out and I got made fun of This is really personal. I've been sitting alone during lunch for the last three years. I also couldn't eat alone in front of others. The shame was just too much. I'd sneak in food in the bathroom and then I'd eat my meal there. 

I thought things were getting better. One of my older friends started talking to me again and she invited me to sit with her in this one classroom. I also started talking to my classmates and things were great actually. I thought I was finally getting better.

So I decided to get school lunch. I went up to the same classroom and found that my friend was talking to her teacher about something. I didn't think much of it, so I sat down in a random desk in the back and started eating. It was kind of nerve-wrecking. My phone's battery was ass so I couldn't use it and I didn't want to get my schoolwork dirty.  I was just eating and I prayed that I didn't look weird.

Then this girl came up to me and stared at me, while giving me a shit-eating grin.  I wondered what was so fucking funny. Me being the awkward sack of shit I was, started smiling back.  I didn't really know her that well. She was in most of my classes and sometimes she would ask me mocking questions like 'Lisa what're your hobbies. Do you not do anything outside of school?'. Really judgmental questions. She is the same person who constantly whines about getting made fun of for wearing 40 tons of makeup, looking like a bimbo clown. I've heard people talking shit about her in the hallways, and I never gave it much attention. I thought it was wrong to judge others based on how much makeup they wear. 

""So Lisa, you're sitting alone? You don't have anyone to hang out with, no?"" She said this all with a smile on her face. It was like it was so fucking funny that I was sitting alone and being a nervous wreck. I was also unsure whether she actually made fun of me or not. I was confused and extremely self-conscious. 

""N-no,"" I pointed to my friend across the room, ""my friend is here..."" She chuckled and then went back to talking to her friends. 

I felt like I just relapsed. I had this sudden urge to hurt myself again. I cursed myself for being so weak. I tried to reason by thinking that are always going to be people like that in the world. That I shouldn't have taken it so seriously. But it hurt. It really hurt. I don't know. ",2.2514830409356748,4.370934644210529,3.2083508771929843,90.86090058479536,78.34736842105264,5.485380116959064,24.239766081871338,6.42735559955562,0.6804362573099412,1856,65,377,15,45,591,208,475,0.11800000000000001,0.735,0.14800000000000002,0.9438,0,4,1,0,0,2,63.0,0,3,1,2,27,37,5,4,15,0,41,17,6,6,2,60,81,33,0,5,8,0,1,5,5,2,1,2,1,3,28,20,8,0,15,0,0,6,13,17,1,3,40,6,68,20,55,33,9,51,1,4,3,3,39,21,5,7,25,268,96,6,0.0,0.0,0.13153026980096774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27919227263250984,0.0,0.1616807239587147,0.056075768031867576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712224272869096,0.0,0.05545809671831635,0.0,0.06300267595961097,0.0,0.0,0.15546148922777028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920597398917335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707880434990698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282710324914286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447955879068812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470714853813339,0.07382493861117365,0.0,0.0,0.08149100142145302,0.07389214651837918,0.2603355064359615,0.12460613691783662,0.17604840003617742,0.06464880705235695,0.038300580581192616,0.0,0.053899755402167016,0.07430021653093502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643445936437514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701786794912461,0.07407405920121812,0.05493369547168228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462229711818646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318506867860577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913045884738522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816429332378885,0.0,0.05197707388346765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913334937112026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344263026230012,0.11768866293536945,0.0,0.0,0.0637074790629743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098953360196182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726928575443427,0.06929047860363875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410548225584531,0.0,0.0,0.13640915200951687,0.0,0.0,0.0703048362077131,0.0,0.20753159273263172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05188186259101964,0.06665267908941881,0.0,0.19080238470317984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708367726885491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954486042245739,0.08636449196381256,0.0,0.1605058058024905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915098563285513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820528417968239,0.0,0.0,0.039749707422568496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059374498311674,0.12494662050981067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308404297816118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04787353563518649,0.07368286876172657,0.0,0.043398412886873364
socialanxiety,AnxietyThrowaway9877,2018/11/30,"Anyone else constantly rate their standing in their inner friend circle? I consistently rate myself in last place, I'm the least important and least contributive.",9.525769230769232,12.45324696153846,7.633846153846152,63.48615384615386,60.15384615384616,11.353846153846154,32.230769230769226,11.20814326018867,4.631676923076924,135,5,17,4,2,40,21,26,0.059000000000000004,0.821,0.11900000000000001,0.3834,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29141071695547155,0.4270234382961765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4503732662686114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481524114174138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219904324854141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397178626362289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354291352651084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ReelerIzKvng,2018/11/30,"I wanna start conversations with people I’m 19 and in college and there is this girl in my class I really like and I think she like me back, but I can’t talk to her because I don’t know what to say. At this point I am not even looking for anything romantic I just want someone to talk to. What do I do?",-0.7223507462686563,1.2897444328358212,1.941921641791048,96.05676305970152,89.74626865671641,5.141044776119403,18.82276119402985,6.6274283507984215,-0.03514776119402985,235,7,57,3,8,81,46,67,0.0,0.855,0.145,0.7778,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,12,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,12,2,10,12,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,4,41,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479287913868725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316666781601163,0.0,0.18365824876616307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899341892715205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557629144900088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943815931307473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530003637075667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887047839572695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848081564467224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930084784084079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23959093622681155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552746186997604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132484138135268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484316900068558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304885470634453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770348249265328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Matt_2k16,2018/11/30,"College and Social Anxiety This is my first time posting in this subreddit but ive visited it several times. Im 21 and a junior in college. Let me tell you that college is pretty tough for a person with social anxiety. Just having to walk to class everyday. Waking up in the morning to another person you barely know but forces to live with isn’t ideal. Im already akward enough by myself. I always feel like I should talk to him more and like im boring him. Just walking around campus is hell. You have to walk past so many groups of people , and they all just stare at me like im an alien. Literally everyone does this to me. especially the women.They don’t stare like at me like “omg hes so handsome”. Its more like “hes ugly and wierd”.  Im not attractive and SA makes me nervous ashell. I have no clue how to approach women but mostly every dude on campus has atleast one girl he’s having sex with. Im just too scred to make anything happen. Im a 21 yo virgin. And i don’t have any friends really just a few people I kinda know and talk to when they see me in the cafe , but they always go out together but never invite me. most of you can tell relate to that. Here I spend my weekends alone. I don’t have anything to do but sit in my room. My roomate leaves out and comes back judging me for being so lame. He usually brings girls in the room so have to leave so they can you know what. sometimes he stays in the room all day and then at like 1 am brings a girl in the room. and they get under the cover kissing and I just pretend to be sleep to avoid the awkwardness. ",0.8281804281345586,3.058751504587157,2.7836926605504573,91.28330657492356,84.41284403669724,5.468195718654433,19.480886850152906,6.816661863887847,0.2799107033639143,1230,34,260,15,36,411,169,327,0.125,0.746,0.129,0.8118,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,5,2,17,19,1,3,14,0,26,5,2,3,3,48,39,26,0,2,13,0,1,7,1,1,0,0,4,6,8,19,0,1,4,2,1,9,7,7,0,2,0,4,36,12,40,35,8,45,1,1,3,3,32,21,1,3,19,169,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135255446725728,0.0973351063822161,0.0,0.14678528471071936,0.0,0.0,0.05998162081145352,0.09248939370326356,0.13495135854179766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451684533627165,0.07852009822850615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782329147021969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597977902316537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056884165627277834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718775544146321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113812225996057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431552078227631,0.08428252789735499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044598500559666784,0.06301282513345782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502612244887248,0.0,0.0,0.06814605091239308,0.0,0.04608285437569296,0.0,0.05012826237173671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799834487354391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6669268143004423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542353477018485,0.0,0.0,0.18679021506555005,0.0,0.09019437979674057,0.0,0.3016435105613765,0.0,0.07788558717670792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775346672749623,0.08942482721642818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802822195925258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597691897434413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420052465790581,0.1222988428743006,0.15403234322510587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447487576328637,0.08973499265171032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650562433614033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028702308144233,0.0,0.0,0.09964520801115596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826751764486047,0.17982536916565178,0.0,0.0,0.08723583127129497,0.0,0.0,0.09401353399259334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178977545747956,0.15418804917475276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286471107045124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714404407800416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nagard87,2018/11/30,social phobia is keeping me from making progress in my life  For the longest time I've been suffering from the introvert and the social phobia that is keeping me from making progress in life. Because of that crap I do not have any self-confidence and self respect in my life. I'm going to be 32 years old in the following year and I still do not have a girlfriend and im still a fucking virgin. what should i do guys....?,4.185714285714287,5.325229952380956,4.900952380952383,84.8607142857143,70.90476190476191,7.504761904761906,29.47619047619048,7.793537801064563,1.8641333333333336,332,13,65,4,6,107,50,84,0.124,0.7759999999999999,0.099,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,2,0,6,0,10,6,1,2,0,11,18,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,10,15,0,12,0,1,0,2,5,4,2,0,6,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908708384212547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571517665394054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548957520078842,0.0,0.0,0.10788156638816296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18795597464869224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050428982113506,0.0,0.0,0.3374492514651776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022357079099279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534184876386452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991887488739463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960564429916615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870040887923972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30318798095726146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106881191497564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24448134675510186
socialanxiety,xxdarkslidexx,2018/11/30,"Going to a nightclub tomorrow night and I’m freaking out! I’m a 21y.o. man from Toronto, Canada. My friend invited me to a bar crawl this weekend because he’s going with his girlfriend’s sisters and he doesn’t want to be the only guy there. So I bought the ticket without realizing that a bunch of the places on the crawl are popular nightclubs. I’m freaking out because I do not dance at all, I have a social anxiety disorder and having to dance is one of the most anxiety provoking things I can think of. I don’t want to bail on my friend but I also DO NOT want to dance. I feel like I’m going to look like an idiot if I don’t though and just stand by the bar the whole time. I’ve never been to a club before but I’ve been told it’ll probably be pretty awkward if I don’t dance. The anxiety from forcing myself to dance seems to be too much to bare and I feel like I would just panic super hard. I don’t want to bail on my friend but I’m also freaking out about dancing. Is there any way I can avoid it without looking totally out of place? ",1.2954440154440157,3.171739432432432,3.3625868725868737,89.78337837837843,80.35135135135134,6.210553410553411,23.184041184041185,7.2636822038024595,0.8800203346203346,822,28,177,11,21,279,113,222,0.135,0.71,0.155,0.7545,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,15,1,3,15,0,21,2,0,1,3,37,41,14,0,7,11,1,3,3,4,2,0,0,0,2,5,10,2,1,5,11,1,9,10,7,0,1,4,5,19,8,31,32,6,26,0,0,2,0,12,10,0,4,8,119,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109172402244836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967801726431805,0.0,0.3026469632888844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077685390130864,0.0,0.11221402883948828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113763881396206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333576868729359,0.18841989075135665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056537643135719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248390315693739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057479213095854,0.0,0.0,0.1181321146886594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193279147715866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22147985612440185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694167191560507,0.0,0.10170842302677148,0.0,0.0,0.1237536772833106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893604133595393,0.10029519692189644,0.0,0.15472430195449746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755579894269327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416203349238115,0.1421811685977003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120052032480951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442769920549022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761041997226891,0.08449875711396654,0.1295643436637807,0.0,0.07689608258721439,0.0,0.0,0.12601009925387194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111279458931537,0.104674480140341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723125722653765,0.0,0.2542413215355661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367864426318724,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Whatthehell112,2018/11/30,"What is wrong with me Some days I wake up and my anxiety is not to bad others I wake up and feel like everyone is ploting against me and people are hiding my things, like wallet and phone? I feel like I am going crazy how do I say to my doctor what is wrong with me?
",2.548620689655173,3.042302655172417,4.102931034482761,91.47267241379312,74.17241379310346,7.179310344827586,21.396551724137925,7.1686216300943375,0.3485379310344827,206,4,49,2,4,69,35,58,0.191,0.655,0.154,-0.3632,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,1,0,11,10,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,11,3,7,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,36,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941202957350484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187309601406729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364964641372715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597268747317266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424717975056864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566102101239925,0.3625622856169814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421363699383188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719125898997581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759203301348048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017945136242381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858217029181005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5548779849820704,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,simon76p,2018/11/30,Just walked to my local shop. Two girls about 17 decided to laugh and film me on their phone. I'm 42 M married and happy. It made me feel like shit. So thanks for that girls.,-0.672162162162163,1.4955104324324324,0.6905945945945966,103.29156756756758,93.32432432432432,4.0410810810810815,12.805405405405404,5.6839178017228535,-1.3301524324324323,134,2,33,1,5,42,33,37,0.077,0.644,0.27899999999999997,0.8553,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,4,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083625796804823,0.29439363729721996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386721913206664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132393695407752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389924831803366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42299937516248654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793925425314984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025472090398725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,InfantMetal,2018/11/30,"Meeting new people alone, I’m fine. Meeting people with someone I know present? Not fine. Does anyone else have that issue? I feel like I’m so much more outgoing when I’m alone. I travel alone a lot and always meet cool people and have a good time. It feels like I’m an extrovert almost, but when I get back home, I return to my shell.

My SO wants to hang out in big groups and do activities, but I’m honestly dreading it because I feel like I’ll be so awkward because he’s there. I’d almost rather meet them all alone.

ORRRR maybe this is just me and indicative of some deeper issues. Haha

",1.6731542699724535,3.8124480991735545,3.2631611570247934,89.62686294765842,80.40495867768595,5.686225895316805,20.82713498622589,6.816661863887847,0.43663581267217655,464,13,95,5,12,153,80,121,0.113,0.703,0.185,0.7972,0,4,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,2,3,2,5,0,0,0,1,21,16,11,0,2,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,4,10,9,6,15,5,12,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,10,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788885637383063,0.576906861017452,0.0,0.0,0.11587174318749585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737069325157982,0.1426837305641213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707889454799097,0.0,0.16977773764173865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186343874127198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633011308263867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123531613873206,0.2984525011116215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275525851369104,0.0,0.0,0.11680091822305005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968463475809514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906931538275128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653118865657965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409963024071867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839005819163193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990088104177167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236882574616132,0.0,0.0,0.13449384319215732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896267185417122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799074512407005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120101008558975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213651015227225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SPOIK99,2018/11/30,"Much fun 🙃 Arranging a night out with friends you haven't seen in a while and they are all over 45 minutes late, I'm alone, end me now, plz.",-1.1459677419354826,0.8661246451612925,0.37443548387096826,106.18165322580644,92.87096774193549,4.390322580645162,17.427419354838708,5.985473137389443,-0.7588774193548389,108,3,29,1,4,34,30,31,0.063,0.6940000000000001,0.243,0.6908,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,4,3,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,5,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564905257906455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903791935220468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34052716744449874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971922217647183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240065407232001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136198611598957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alt6172,2018/11/30,"Paranoid that a friend is annoyed/angry with me Hi everyone. I'm sorry for this wall of text: This post is me venting and looking for advice on a situation that I might be blowing completely out of proportion.

So I've had a really good friend for a while now, and we've grown to be pretty close. I've confided in her things that I don't really tell other people, and she's done the same with me. Recently, however, she's seemed more distant. We still talk when we see each other, but not nearly as much as we have in the past. I know that she's been stressed out by life recently, so that could be the reason why. Also, half of the distance may be me: I've recently been worried that I've been a bit overbearing toward her, and so I've tried to back off and give her some space.

Recently, I sent her a text: It was a meme that pokes fun at myself for something she often (jokingly) gives me a hard time about. It's been three days, and she hasn't responded. To be clear, I don't think she's obliged at all to answer my text messages: I get lazy with text messages often myself (and I mean come on, it was just a stupid meme). I just wish I wasn't as paranoid about doing something to make her upset with me, even though I can't think of what that something would be.

A similar situation has happened before: The next time we saw each other, she said she saw my text and liked it, but was too anxious about work to respond. If I knew that the current situation was something like that instead of something I did, all of my anxiety about the situation would go away.

I'm just so afraid of doing the wrong thing here; I don't want to mess this up. I don't know if I'm being too distant due to unwarranted fears, actually being annoying/overbearing, or neither.

I've been feeling nauseous as a result of this, and I feel like throwing up occasionally. These feelings haven't happened to me in a while: There was a good period before this when my anxiety was really well-managed.

What do you all think? Am I just being really paranoid, or do you think I actually did something to make her upset with me? What should I do about this situation, if anything?

Thank you so much for reading.",5.101727549467273,5.3711781986301395,6.092831050228307,80.27355403348557,68.38356164383562,9.319939117199393,30.14916286149162,9.250403328903447,2.4225838660578383,1713,61,347,31,27,570,191,438,0.096,0.8009999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.7025,2,0,6,0,0,0,57.0,4,3,0,1,29,18,1,5,21,0,48,1,0,4,4,69,81,31,0,9,12,0,4,3,2,5,1,1,0,0,29,24,0,0,14,2,0,5,10,8,0,2,21,9,53,10,53,45,12,43,0,0,4,0,34,18,0,11,22,260,82,2,0.0,0.0,0.15551946793499355,0.0,0.0,0.07786592660926935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372297470245859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191552645582672,0.0900198273270278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557284271803805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486539879097025,0.061271797297229876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560981005420186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699389233382722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864039650803205,0.08354677601577859,0.0,0.0,0.06362089921203891,0.0,0.0,0.051389352981593514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154402491674861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052630289883814185,0.0,0.0,0.07614112870491348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966624356296549,0.12087132134771834,0.05692600528534205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231267585986809,0.0,0.041631410846892015,0.1528796084829537,0.04528604649410211,0.13366970616764404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092795182934026,0.0,0.0713808861508093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875840845775707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628290843947718,0.11678819832179076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691418517470782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637889120349237,0.0,0.0,0.0867988393656351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453174520644786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715328155284785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474445058744245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606704669331643,0.05524259990810235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631489643568007,0.08106690431911884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970519925109068,0.0,0.20418950985282786,0.08192804881876449,0.31471190870226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579738494592426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349754099980283,0.07254098925834841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4478387258564293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680661346399421,0.0,0.08919930640170658,0.0,0.0,0.0636354544236113,0.0,0.0912773355030656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404668803537121,0.06964700982433877,0.07336198594388366,0.0,0.0,0.10587653374608504,0.2042322251602244,0.07828876752645234,0.0,0.09292833758317733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409995808781989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046999472883952315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716451581390557,0.0,0.07190208724746856,0.0,0.09163224857940498,0.0,0.0,0.05801063583721535,0.08092260001710366,0.0,0.11320993717138067,0.08712154672143275,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,abbyistired,2018/11/30,"Getting a pedicure right now. I plan to tip generously because it’s a great pedicure, and she isn’t pressuring me to make small talk. I always tip well when people don’t pressure me to make unnecessary small talk. Anyone else the same way?",3.979130434782608,6.168375826086957,4.799347826086958,81.1364130434783,73.34782608695652,7.208695652173913,28.89130434782609,8.07648339933343,2.0773652173913044,192,8,35,3,4,62,35,46,0.09699999999999999,0.7140000000000001,0.18899999999999997,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,3,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421885373272445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351869341415707,0.2982294307060041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774298928240279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431465960515346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206890962004513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208990513424343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885749164590751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017871064590328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24856703761005125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678923829957684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103302922088556,0.0,0.0,0.26170146185606075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,piles_of_SSRIs,2018/11/30,"Ooooh those awful witty coworkers that always put you on the spot! And the only thing that can come out of my mouth off the cuff is just pure dog drool, it’s embarrassing. They’re all real nice people and just trying to pass the time at work but can we just.. I dunno, talk about the weather? I’d rather remain being perceived as “dull” and just talk about potential rain activity rather than for me having to reach down into the depths of my unwitty subconscious and pull up something awful and unfitting. As much as I like these guys I do tend to avoid them when I can.

",6.911547619047616,6.343561821428577,6.861428571428572,79.11690476190478,64.71428571428572,9.966666666666667,27.595238095238088,9.2995712137729,2.0149952380952394,452,10,89,7,6,144,83,112,0.12300000000000001,0.8240000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.8459,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,1,1,9,5,0,2,6,2,7,2,2,0,2,22,9,10,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,2,19,8,2,14,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,3,63,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452796979073711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25392596107435084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918775023176216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401410350017627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669644352826448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241926722169866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436260551422195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963342599296128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355229766743382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269352347695917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738643026663667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583803382858966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718879743729976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20013555501422933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460258400132326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayacc6900469,2018/11/30,Reading as a class is awful I have an anxiety attack every single time and I'm so focused on how fucking hard my heart is beating and wondering if in literally going to die that I dont pay any attention to what's happening in class. This is causing me to fail my physical science class,3.0475862068965505,4.965218931034482,5.616758620689655,75.45410344827587,75.20689655172414,8.777931034482759,32.289655172413795,9.3871,3.438140689655172,230,12,41,6,5,82,47,58,0.294,0.637,0.069,-0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,2,1,5,2,1,2,0,7,10,6,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,10,1,5,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,2,1,28,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868853469181002,0.0,0.21023466119255751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126446187105981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28231330924571363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28521721205138323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322084102947163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23154562505825085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540643817008034,0.0,0.0,0.15618513766394745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430202375916197,0.0,0.24618253067179685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256601008163427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748919033854112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602483140165546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980278925376677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SilvAegis,2018/11/30,Travel worries I just learned that I'm going on a trip to Europe next year with family. But all I can think about is interacting with people at the airport and on the plane. I hope I don't make a fool of myself. I always get nervous that I'll mess up and security will come after me because I forgot to take off my shoes or something.,3.3334285714285734,4.261256914285717,5.210000000000001,82.64500000000002,72.71428571428571,7.314285714285713,25.42857142857143,7.554174236665415,1.2548000000000004,264,8,54,3,5,91,56,70,0.109,0.778,0.113,0.0788,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,4,1,1,1,1,14,13,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,9,2,12,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,3,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721340674082137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993683059771072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817269639405659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30831620281808064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708715505611157,0.0,0.18587160093344984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248371515907877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183102339933068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34782428408637944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267371802036705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25178116657420657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459029474927975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095621808015168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321379184388548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061123248912464
socialanxiety,flyingFennecFox,2018/11/30,"How to pick up on social climate? So I have a really hard time picking up on social climate. I do an online program for school and there a slack server that I try to interact with, but I just can't seem to pick up on norms. I'll try to interact, but I usually get no response. That's fine at least it is not negative, but I just don't know how to get significant interactions. I have a hard time understanding what exactly people use certain emojis for, like I have a general idea. But what the difference between a yellow plus sign and a black one? I'm probably over thinking it, but I just can't seem to pick up on these things no matter how much I interact with it. I try with social situations, but rarely (if ever!) can I actually make a connection.
Even in class discussions, my posts do not get any response (when every other post does). Once again, that it ok. But I just get so in my head that I have nothing worthwhile to talk about or something like that.
It is not like i don't try. I joined the online club, became and officer. I go to events to try to interact in person and such.  
I've struggled with this my whole life. People think I'm really nice and sweet, but there is always a distance. Probably caused by me awkwardness. I'm just worried that once I graduate and get a job how can I make sure to pick up on the vibes from coworkers. Idk, just curious if any fellow SA people have tips that have helped.
",3.1003982973548148,4.681317930069934,4.731593189419275,83.28712222560051,74.24475524475525,8.470416539981759,25.72149589540894,9.085049710711278,2.0233963514746116,1112,38,227,25,23,375,142,286,0.075,0.7859999999999999,0.139,0.9648,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,0,20,11,0,2,13,1,17,2,1,13,4,58,35,25,0,2,20,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,18,11,0,0,7,1,0,1,10,2,0,1,0,5,23,9,37,35,3,25,0,0,2,0,13,15,0,5,10,154,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.10450898130792527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911137188326337,0.0,0.0,0.1456561406362824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001576033943554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118911704501704,0.0,0.0,0.09371929609339524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073504114606853,0.09687328994384133,0.09023190604124906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27976281013506515,0.0,0.06086438758317051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187163627890744,0.0,0.1099100618655748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178332180797381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089688381646962,0.0,0.0,0.1062749675165206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885644787452034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564415573381039,0.1569631866346162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297309140731745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872692901114117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276025566891002,0.0,0.0,0.228104726516315,0.07257014223034274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273794726240825,0.09351096362441087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051342430890133,0.0,0.23093240596586806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137215217823427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083855567175887,0.0,0.1949899904140116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037893300678773,0.0,0.3275086881633842,0.0,0.08244673436692554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119586360891901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009354899479493,0.0,0.0,0.08607866541211377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711489618189966,0.13724392248221695,0.0,0.0,0.1248955648371477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363551366503056,0.0,0.0,0.11148936248219003,0.0,0.09249543797882713,0.11794968487664738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956741107153156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875986916456336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Knight-Jack,2018/11/30,"Is this social anxiety? So uh, I never thought of myself as having social anxiety. I was the one who would actually go and do stuff for people - ask for directions, talk to cashier, get in the fight, wave to a policeman if we would need a help from a law. My pals would usually just crowd behind me and I wouldn't have any troubles with talking to a total stranger.

Friends however... I just... Don't get into close relationships. With people. In general. I have, like, one friend. And he's in Poland. I lived in UK for past 9 years and I don't know *anyone*. I couldn't really understand why, what am I doing wrong.

And now some people from a very friendly sub are trying to... create some bond with me, I think. And I'm just... nervous. I don't know why. They're probably, like most of Reddit, from USA. I'll never meet them. They will remain strangers. And yet, the mere fact that they're trying to be friendly with me is just... so weird and seem almost inappropriate, like ""what are you doing, it's *me*, nobody befriends *me""*.

I don't know. *Is* this social anxiety? Or something else?",0.060882749326143674,2.36241006132076,2.02322911051213,91.34549056603777,99.33018867924528,5.064366576819407,17.849595687331536,6.742157984588678,0.35374485175202164,831,25,168,14,35,274,123,212,0.073,0.79,0.13699999999999998,0.9378,1,0,1,0,1,0,61.0,1,1,2,0,8,12,1,1,8,0,24,0,0,0,4,44,37,13,0,7,6,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,0,0,8,15,0,0,7,0,0,1,8,5,1,2,2,0,23,7,24,28,4,14,0,0,0,0,22,6,0,7,10,113,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.1170784000970905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201377416341775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158718847219093,0.0,0.2753418907736176,0.0,0.0,0.08388938600993125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216053178250844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002238089827926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370769887456144,0.0,0.1253640856790005,0.0,0.06818461946472386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041678682303674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780554741731332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584133473826416,0.0,0.1059402195920644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896002337563509,0.1850644011059387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625964781364206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452981733048052,0.2495269036213953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935345978252924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685912718069116,0.0,0.0,0.12880836799861706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922083359207077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36689854544738704,0.0,0.09236270062252963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373427963995103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286289662032705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687520568171759,0.0,0.09524683546525413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291044773607796,0.0,0.0,0.12489831997118073,0.0,0.0,0.1321356329809202,0.09899203001441936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165177504875157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25568062626071386,0.13117394805379404,0.0,0.07726003687572004
socialanxiety,Andersknissen,2018/11/30,"School I don’t know if  the only one, but I get really anxious at school when I don’t know what to do, and I hear the sound of everyone else’s keyboard typing away and I sit there like, “what am I supposed to write?” I don’t know I happened today and I just thought about it",0.2119999999999997,2.0159415333333364,2.273333333333337,96.57500000000002,83.66666666666666,5.333333333333334,20.0,6.42735559955562,-0.040499999999999765,212,6,51,2,6,71,39,60,0.057,0.879,0.063,0.0799,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,9,1,6,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,34,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813246733345167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339649439941157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802644084035216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23795178013855026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301040382404791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202098759202356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806665853715157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105689498866086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216598710076246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874416859223046,0.18939291999786584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953026367457507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040483618638532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769614011123124,0.0,0.0,0.2360443214472191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,urrllycute,2018/11/30,"Going alone to a concert with meet and greet In a week I‘m going to a small concert and after the show there will probably be something like a meet and greet with the singer ive been crushing on for over a fucking year and I‘m sooo scared.

 I always act weird and awkward im front of people, I NEVER know what to say even tho I plan everything in every little detail possible. It’s all in my head but I just can’t form the words. Also I‘m going there alone. For the past few months I‘ve been imagining every scenario possible, trying to plan everything and oh my godddd no I already know that I‘m gonna fail at everything.

I don‘t know what to do, I wish I could just talk how I want to but I can NEVER sort my mind. Especially when I‘m out there alone, surrounded by a whole lot of people AND in front of the guy I have a fucking crush on. I‘m gonna fucking collapse
help me ",2.25,4.108644388888892,3.613055555555558,89.19625000000002,77.33333333333333,6.5,22.36111111111111,7.413659706084162,0.7986111111111103,690,20,144,9,16,226,105,180,0.152,0.77,0.078,-0.9093,0,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,11,8,3,2,12,0,11,4,1,1,3,29,30,13,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,1,4,10,0,0,4,3,0,6,5,7,0,0,2,3,16,1,24,23,5,26,0,1,0,3,6,12,3,2,9,94,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392252986758456,0.13931369669055374,0.10095750108154522,0.10504534999183998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079578097223517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338315297861018,0.0,0.2127324930638632,0.0,0.3403806421916596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501323938058245,0.0,0.0,0.2152425922952475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500168031549605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956304759193746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461887639631012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636548059237966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20814165584908936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167657590499037,0.12652992907951918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107328368040262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747072952084265,0.0,0.10076697583925437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947347351368499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051444529494243,0.17504376925311468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846429029523237,0.0,0.0,0.13611268066280555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039451452915736,0.12639254273534709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718901060802286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147036617157336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571157581179112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446214425282628,0.0,0.10126554244248946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094722455940795,0.14517468586887508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129717399860216
socialanxiety,AffectionateSleep3,2018/11/30,How smartphone addiction is affecting our physical and mental health? Can anyone give more information and in what way?  Thanks in advance.,6.643030303030303,10.632885727272726,6.042727272727273,64.80075757575759,78.0909090909091,10.206060606060607,34.60606060606061,9.725611199111238,5.32567878787879,114,6,14,4,3,35,20,22,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.504,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370846438620445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28034712378241994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846189413658321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261813125702245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040540155916072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36913241275572417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31824813806666064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,montairemax,2018/11/30,Where do you make friends? And how? ,-1.5128571428571431,-1.5748872857142864,-2.424999999999999,118.6825,136.14285714285714,1.4,17.785714285714285,3.1291,-1.7069428571428569,27,1,7,0,2,7,7,7,0.0,0.634,0.366,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7566948677719613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6537682135799918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tinybbcupid,2018/11/30,"weird social anxiety My social anxiety is weird. I'm a really bubbly person when I get to know people and my friends tell me I'm funny lol. When I tell my friends that I'm socially anxious, they get really surprised. My social anxiety is mainly a result of me feeling like I'm too loud and annoying for most people. I usually feel like I'm an overwhelming person and sometimes if I know that I'm going to have to be around someone for awhile, like roommates and stuff, I'll let them know that they're probably going to get annoyed of me. My social anxiety used to make me not talk to anyone at all and stay as quiet as possible, but now since I'm trying to make more friends, I'll just start really uncomfortable conversations with people where I talk really fast and stutter a lot, and then beat myself up for being too overwhelming. I feel weird. I guess I just wanted to get that off of my chest. Anyone else experience social anxiety like this?",5.514516129032259,6.252312655913979,6.822741935483871,73.75411290322583,67.60215053763442,10.286021505376343,29.478494623655912,10.317481424215053,3.1152559139784946,758,26,136,19,12,258,94,186,0.128,0.748,0.124,0.3316,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,9,16,2,2,4,1,6,1,1,4,1,29,31,14,0,2,5,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,2,6,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,0,5,21,8,21,28,5,15,0,2,0,0,18,5,0,4,11,82,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558257838798018,0.10509367118213576,0.0,0.13009283746389905,0.09531682865326542,0.0,0.08281346939926869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777118555288255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099794499630118,0.0,0.0,0.14111125602274344,0.1329165598026878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156165502553716,0.0,0.19441040634291676,0.0,0.10573841387409863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247937767036523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337509399920815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512608465601376,0.0,0.18179255062400007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908795800534997,0.0,0.0,0.12419206462422733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347896354757685,0.16245462028139696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048736059546226,0.0,0.0,0.100298496742421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238381097192703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695263230605225,0.0,0.0,0.5689739204072524,0.07882120541141847,0.0,0.09200576675899297,0.0,0.0658447640210732,0.09915406495997267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064932939592838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954264571607828,0.1626188400186016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315901035439579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034518452277649,0.10245574703897133,0.0,0.054869547028299916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nash015,2018/11/30,"I've finally reached out for help. I've kind of been in denial about social anxiety for a while, but I finally decided to reach out to a therapist tomorrow. It is a little expensive, but I'm tired of being terrified of people.

Has anyone had any success with CBT?",4.000576923076924,5.555729442307693,6.4992307692307705,71.62076923076923,71.88461538461539,11.353846153846154,32.230769230769226,11.20814326018867,4.443023076923079,209,10,37,8,4,75,39,52,0.185,0.6559999999999999,0.16,-0.5346,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,12,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,25,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881471525391003,0.0,0.2116541158560528,0.0,0.0,0.1934562202912758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6061635762619343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544810454223887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288112392221585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27729906747714683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181024732523316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28203331874911064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32123872028428097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31799495554087104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ghostingaround16,2018/11/30,"Advice for Anxiety About Giving a Speech? Hi! 

I have to give a speech next week. I poorly planned it and chose a topic that was sensitive to me, and I’m really afraid I’m going to become overwhelmed.

I think I’m going to memorize my speech word for word because it helps me feel prepared. I will also practice a lot and exercise, eat healthily, and sleep well before I present.

However, I am still afraid that I am going to have overwhelming anxiety. It feels awful, as you all know, and I’m afraid that I am going to succumb to suicidal tendencies like I do when it gets really bad. I hate to get that bad again, as well as let people see me get that bad when I want to be strong. So anyone have any advice on how to manage anxiety for things like this?
",3.1855701754385954,4.686463960526319,4.721052631578949,83.77570175438599,73.86842105263158,8.224561403508767,24.508771929824558,8.841846274778883,1.7678666666666665,590,18,118,12,12,198,84,152,0.174,0.693,0.133,-0.8936,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,10,14,1,5,4,1,11,3,1,1,1,16,31,13,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,11,5,1,0,5,1,1,4,0,9,2,0,1,6,16,5,18,27,2,12,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,1,9,76,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795032905449509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143682602149218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972544378366393,0.0,0.3282160018198557,0.0,0.0,0.09999872810468977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35823219928453937,0.08718001925281617,0.15794774917403062,0.12169439763596507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633904606498632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462437131939615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415676846931445,0.2743841593424423,0.3251126535586976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119673657767304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585928307566403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785967653144326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624152506197968,0.0,0.13973885262016933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215854056704204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209703284898998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991479144019763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323688673548807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396365794255565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311730312808335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421118120108065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643412588901412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501216020333568,0.0916376094354547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435337442821278,0.0,0.11471722046203582,0.0,0.2571735587500941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vinidasilva420,2018/11/30,"A girl I like might have anxiety So theres this girl in my class that I really like. The problem is I'm too scared to ask her if she wants to hang out. She always shows signs that she likes me. She's really quite and sometimes I can't hear her, she plays with her hands and her hair, I'm the only one she talks to, I playfully tease her and she blushes every time, but when I snap her she sends me pictures of like a quarter of her face. I feel like she's too insecure to show her face. I think she's really beautiful. I haven't felt like this with anyone in like ever. Once she snapped me with a picture of her resting her head on her arm but again she only showed a quarter of her face in the pic, but in the picture she said ""work is really boring dude"" then I responded with ""I'd come visit you but I'm not home right now"" and she said ""RIP"". That through me off so hard. Since that day a part of me thought she meant to send that to someone else, but she probably did mean to send it to me. I really really really like her. She offered to buy me a drink from dunkin donuts for my birthday as long as I get one for her on her birthday. And I think a girl wouldn't do that for just anyone. She asked me for coffee today so I bought it for her. Apart of me thinks she's using me but I think thats my untrained subconscious talking. I need help I want to ask her to hangout but I don't want to get rejected. I've been shying a away from asking her and I just want to get it over with it. If she denies me I feel like our friendship will be over.",1.030618762475051,2.631660365269461,2.742419161676647,95.23047504990022,80.07784431137725,6.249740518962076,19.516566866267464,7.1686216300943375,0.13296039920159686,1198,28,287,15,30,396,150,334,0.079,0.785,0.136,0.951,1,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,0,2,12,17,1,2,12,0,13,8,7,1,1,46,44,22,0,9,12,0,6,9,0,3,0,3,1,3,13,13,1,0,10,7,2,6,5,6,0,4,8,9,73,11,45,32,2,28,0,1,0,0,60,13,0,3,18,191,86,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868842414183289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723445116476178,0.0,0.0,0.13224874674003256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35363448148675963,0.0,0.0888500566299781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146224043861479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060988747757037665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264095835409926,0.0,0.0,0.07899970283438247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554246630948158,0.07967789456772305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563317562915212,0.13511926403926725,0.09080042463767296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482241437727457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471464627478051,0.0,0.0970543869177914,0.0,0.10658537804291283,0.0,0.06338715646904335,0.0,0.09485974305362953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158117716133416,0.0,0.0,0.08368999389373961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301263223863608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032205090624127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012121652671865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071218234854576,0.12816389224340655,0.14384694886213814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102408283002578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196065173668993,0.09048911762962894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058505687922384,0.0,0.0,0.4240802448347337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807608349222164,0.17991227065130924,0.0,0.09467939334674323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822789770148607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012743695510095,0.0,0.09353049394521128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520208788253093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24238226289046394,0.0,0.07507668860362582,0.05514355222930364,0.0,0.08963971682996079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167667157450123,0.0,0.0,0.22311539882277104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884686868053243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sh0ch,2018/11/30,"Sunglasses? I just found this subreddit. Very excited. 

I've always (for some reason) felt like my social anxiety would be so much better if I like wore sunglasses around strangers. 

IDK what it is but I feel like if people couldn't see my eyes it would be a relief. 


I've never tried it due to, you know, anxiety, but has anyone else ever thought about this or even tried it?",2.037020547945204,4.556704260273979,3.1632705479452063,88.63613869863016,81.73972602739727,6.937671232876713,20.08390410958904,8.07648339933343,1.0643986301369868,293,8,58,6,8,94,54,73,0.064,0.7390000000000001,0.19699999999999998,0.8815,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,1,2,19,14,6,0,5,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,6,6,4,5,2,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,6,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736526422777546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193053041514373,0.0,0.0,0.1459258115776603,0.21383476368706866,0.0,0.18578459763403224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18457555808017906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17433958407428327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784241603565198,0.188778406272596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055234859417278,0.14909319559349485,0.2003818710342108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288255147784943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469442645190595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058764725914491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153416325574105,0.0,0.16096001061636506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468423898545818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145752990377964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663045079755007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127403340582113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568212531470494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283383160028765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219690126071635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965047559760192,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wckey,2018/11/30,"How exhausting is commenting on Reddit for you? It's super stressful for me and I don't know why I keep doing it. I actually don't comment a lot even though I'm on here every day, but when I do, the moment I press submit I get super nervous. I never feel like I'm an expert on anything and always expect somebody armed with hours of research to  disagree with me. If it does happen that somebody disagrees, I just ignore or try to end the argument as quickly as possible cause I don't care about ""winning"", which is probably good, but it still freaks me out how vulnerable I am by leaving a comment. it just makes me feel really flawed whenever I get a negative response (or downvotes), unless I'm fully convinced I'm right, which is rare.
Anybody else have this?

Curiously this is not as big of an issue IRL, or when chatting online in smaller groups. I guess this whole faceless stranger aspect makes it that much worse",6.728379888268157,6.525555944134084,7.344072625698327,74.29108100558662,64.97765363128491,9.61810055865922,35.21843575418994,9.120678840339163,3.1783269273743016,730,31,130,11,10,242,116,179,0.201,0.718,0.081,-0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,12,12,0,2,7,0,11,2,1,5,1,29,26,17,0,2,10,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,13,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,3,17,7,19,26,3,16,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,6,10,92,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.17318456043805738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766878000814382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604221701098072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809419085006132,0.1823099876890576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445309870830499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530469147600395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482529338436365,0.0,0.15718523656781716,0.0,0.0,0.11721688275149998,0.0,0.14952564640544228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179467749258862,0.12678419407861388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854409016097941,0.0,0.0,0.1488529353521459,0.0,0.0,0.1955025818739618,0.0,0.15693562815686746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747716370595485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523197373913688,0.0,0.15774298090757308,0.0,0.0,0.09753255582945068,0.0,0.0,0.18791449858579895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867025976844963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087816043262944,0.0,0.0,0.23692444113383365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046044870785373,0.0,0.13687536271287332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007011362336016,0.0,0.0,0.19134205844119634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136914592734645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155792094535908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172731361498425,0.0,0.20329062897338496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436281092439515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204900915051064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013855422572196,0.1981382773996038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085650770715805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FallenAngel107,2018/11/30,"Convo wasn’t awkward but ended awkwardly So I was shopping and someone started talking to me. I’m really socially awkward. I don’t talk to a lot of people. I’m kinda a recluse.( not that I want to be but anxiety, you know) I just have a few online friends and that’s it. So I was shocked that someone around my age just started talking to me. We we were talking and it was going alright. Then this person started looking at something else on the shelf and I just kinda slowly left and went to get stuff at the end of the aisle. 

I keep thinking I should had said it was nice talking to you or something like that. I lingered around the area for awhile thinking “should I say anything else?” Then I purchased my stuff and left. 
 
I keep replaying this in my mind over and over again. Maybe I’m overthinking. I would appreciate any advice so that next time I can avoid an awkward ending. ",2.1365396825396807,4.507341171428571,3.238238095238096,89.16237301587304,80.14285714285714,5.488888888888887,27.436507936507937,6.691623216298621,1.2995269841269843,695,31,135,7,18,223,98,175,0.10099999999999999,0.8,0.099,0.5498,0,1,2,0,0,0,17.0,2,2,0,0,9,10,0,5,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,32,31,15,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,1,12,11,0,3,3,1,2,2,3,6,0,0,9,3,23,4,17,18,2,25,0,0,1,0,14,11,0,4,13,96,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766288882112955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188267182273902,0.0,0.09211303107535207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908685914872882,0.2143801833879853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011735767205685,0.0,0.3199415562463802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302817508742026,0.0,0.0629090576488625,0.0,0.06843156289043281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405120862707933,0.0,0.0,0.06617397913893401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616508127250861,0.0,0.0,0.05882605906993753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111375634526724,0.0,0.0,0.10236795453661998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096764921709813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157939305891965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805699876550294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347687074725459,0.10513703731043947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713748696786896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453712382539046,0.09575456411665127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274244584919833,0.20404536355665806,0.18539441903465795,0.0,0.0,0.2556796500926626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275680418344887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839034647004611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543072474004228,0.0,0.0,0.07021181876027499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102071462330557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162092570944926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553554058173574,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,memelord-15,2018/11/30,My worst nightmare I had trouble signing up for some of my classes for next semester online so now I have to find the professors for the classes I still need and ask them to sign a paper. I've been avoiding it and that's only making me more anxious. I got one signature yesterday and it was horrible my heart was racing and my hand was visibly shaking as I handed a pen to my professor. This is the worst thing that could have happened. ,3.6242857142857146,5.338014252873566,4.990476190476193,81.42000000000002,73.13793103448276,8.189819376026273,30.81937602627258,8.841846274778883,2.7021376026272583,348,16,65,7,7,116,61,87,0.221,0.745,0.034,-0.9485,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,5,0,9,3,3,1,0,12,14,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,6,2,12,0,9,7,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,53,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454914300354611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859019716186854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244173712631748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795154591678826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445935209025619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043708622438506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624001426264272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041383345135927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267628877478704,0.0,0.0,0.3252448076206686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723267328831785,0.2325911552409366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24422957477912086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20317432357565726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unidentifiedminor,2018/11/30,"Is this ________? I had to get this off ma chest

Omg it takes me way too long to work up the courage to do anything in social situations. Like, I’ve been on Reddit for at least 5 months before signing up and all day long I’ve been worrying about how to appear ‘normal’ to all the other Redditors? Like can I comment without posting or is that a red flag. Does social media anxiety count too?? 

I hate not only being restricted and reserved irl but also online ...it’s really frustrating. My family doesn’t really get how I’d rather die of thirst than asking for water or like when we visit family I’m not as familiar with I will not move from my original spot until we leave. 

It’s always been this way. The majority of people at school in every grade think I’m not able to talk. And when someone does get to know me (kinda) they ALL say: 1. You can talk!? 2.) You’re nothing at all like what I thought. Which stresses me out more because: 1.) Who did you think I was? 2.)How do I present this ‘other side’ to the world because when I try to be my version of an extrovert I’m still not making any friends. 

Trying or not trying, all of this ultimately leads to shame and embarrassment and spending ungodly amounts of time devoted to replaying scenarios, doubting that I came off as normal making wish I just stayed quiet. Or home.
",2.41344827586207,4.614231371647513,4.124511877394634,84.08667586206899,78.19540229885058,7.241134099616858,23.849961685823754,8.238735603445708,1.586851524904214,1032,35,200,20,25,346,159,261,0.129,0.7859999999999999,0.085,-0.9358,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,2,1,2,12,13,2,4,6,0,16,3,2,6,5,47,34,19,1,4,14,1,0,4,1,1,0,2,1,0,15,10,2,1,4,0,1,5,8,6,0,0,8,3,21,7,37,23,10,34,0,0,1,0,16,13,0,7,16,129,36,4,0.1197528904266421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576634320865804,0.09964399803900316,0.0,0.0,0.0814360719917074,0.0,0.09161063339830608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854642521358473,0.0,0.11195278709698213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600050099587533,0.0,0.10190088953592552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369654041140566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723070741573965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428459371974952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095931228256844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089697508425874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257847347198432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252078608373504,0.0,0.18769782788892395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823118677882705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012191315178668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581305676983842,0.0,0.0,0.12680102000944934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340208532412599,0.0,0.0,0.21195507924776527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987196851243488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558561462932838,0.12727837074315382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23466481334396744,0.11490612811767825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107746944137504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830215759267402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469016627233125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534335361106354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952323049963385,0.0,0.12119631841345373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460726628896755,0.0,0.2441459819057282,0.10146623544567597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764064756572446,0.09563481298583117,0.0,0.1371765313809361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900392701697364,0.19250567433213586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534656335512171,0.0,0.09507041847108834,0.06982887343500957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243913055440534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010854076487435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377099140052825,0.11543751297942255,0.0,0.08718153048063683,0.12161487317188766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pathpathpathpathpath,2018/11/30,"Does anyone ONLY feel pain? I love being around people, but after too long, I get headaches, nausea, ulcers... Is anyone else like this? I have no idea what the fuck to do. I love being around people and family. I love talking with people. 

But if I over do it, meaning if I'm even around people for 3 days straight, I get physically sick. My anxiety shoots up. I get a headache. I get nauseous. And it progresses the further I push it. 

I can't even see my partner every single day. I have to recluse into my home to recuperate. But then I'm brand new. And I never regret going out, except for the physical pain. 

I've been in therapy - it's not helping because there's little mental issues. I'm on medication, but it only helps me sleep, it doesn't keep the pain away. 

Is anyone else like this? I'm at a loss. It's so frustrating and I'm so *literally* ill at this point. ",0.046875,2.4133893011363656,2.6431000000000004,88.65190000000004,93.48863636363636,5.088727272727274,18.40363636363636,6.742157984588678,0.3671448181818176,671,20,135,10,25,231,102,176,0.19899999999999998,0.659,0.141,-0.9096,0,0,0,1,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,10,12,2,0,6,0,11,12,1,0,1,24,29,13,0,3,8,0,1,2,1,0,7,0,1,1,11,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,1,2,17,5,20,26,1,25,0,2,1,4,7,16,1,2,9,86,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695968975161923,0.0,0.0,0.23844884134204505,0.23294326109307886,0.0,0.3035797544388296,0.0,0.0,0.10679971684087124,0.0,0.0,0.06929412994549304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661962497237746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947618665483186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991875105633466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501601580334407,0.0,0.09577457686660018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716097986422317,0.0,0.057476587326904874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508904518557548,0.2375582291385759,0.0,0.0646031013060734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238550472589607,0.0,0.11402349173413165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283232107135107,0.0,0.11864529151692955,0.0,0.10103796648458513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106997101957304,0.11393041320597792,0.0,0.1005972082549008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077835135188573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382344335397025,0.0,0.1145137937770386,0.1145558531836345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767178248299973,0.10978628854970617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290718756521553,0.3628689101242385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152267468292964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745791999510527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905828260903954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375529720458935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136621533095042,0.0,0.0,0.12999521523612712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KocktailKitten,2018/11/30,"Social anxiety and a new job *sigh* Hi guys. I deal with social anxiety pretty intensely.. walking through the grocery store, being anywhere with loads of people, being anywhere other than home lol... anyways. I’m starting a new job, and I’ve always had this strange anxiety daily before going to work. Now starting somewhere new makes me wanna jump out of my own body and kmssss BUT I know it’ll be a good thing for me. Here’s my problem that I need advice for. I’m trying to quit drinking today I’m on day 3. Everytime i start a new job, I’ll have a couple glasses of champagne before going so I’m not so in my head and so unbelievably anxious and uncomfortable. I’m at a crossroads where I either start this new job completely awkward uncomfortable and anxious... or I break my streak and give in. I know people like me with social anxiety seriously understand how debilitating it is. My little brother and I were in target earlier and he said “why are you breathing so weird? Why do you keep looking down? Why do you always freak out over nothing all you’re doing is walking in a store!” And I was like ... if you only knew! Anyway.. just looking for advice. Thanks for reading. :)",2.2980122532334946,4.9911966637168135,4.038053097345134,81.59372362151123,82.36283185840708,5.954799183117768,25.94894486044929,7.321109707123232,1.68569897889721,930,39,161,14,26,311,132,226,0.14300000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.7931,4,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,4,0,2,11,10,0,1,8,1,14,4,3,2,1,32,37,18,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,7,15,1,1,4,2,2,5,1,5,1,0,5,3,21,4,25,28,3,30,0,0,2,0,14,12,0,2,14,102,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783191915732366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183955133694552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791962937385837,0.2061525950248828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527864851342296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134812145510601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956643952395374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095637056938432,0.0,0.05884286155825814,0.09406540825154887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938139062587303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752662871884442,0.10370866375094266,0.07652857603960267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903428807507596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363953291476157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152210749092744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621702380970233,0.08109914447128683,0.0,0.0,0.10028727478531793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915143425330374,0.0914473970700376,0.0,0.0,0.15323882890408355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090403950065459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765400484718466,0.0,0.4406053677563562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754814781932242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939285039260303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650996636112594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282484310543954,0.0,0.08730526231528941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704597642096548,0.0912656364186019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679103296841545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27902596054084405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25832324285675257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400240384581249,0.0,0.0,0.060616429824681774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648574764249341,0.0,0.0,0.06194661266136925,0.0,0.0,0.09498504186600497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469922845984077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642449486955854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwmeinthetrashho,2019/09/24,"Confrontation at work How do y’all handle work confrontation?

I tend to obsess over any confrontation I have with anyone but with coworkers it’s worse because you have to see them nearly every day.

I’m proud of myself because I didn’t cry or apologize which is pretty much my default when I’m in a confrontation with someone. But i am still questioning everything about, who was in the right, did I respond appropriately, etc.

I’m not going into detail as it’s too much to type.

How do you guys deal when you have the after-anxiety’s?",3.8218162393162416,5.949680711538463,5.02820512820513,79.59457264957267,73.61538461538461,8.468376068376068,25.97863247863248,9.150863307647796,2.3358388888888895,430,15,78,10,9,142,71,104,0.183,0.7240000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.7657,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,1,3,7,6,4,1,3,0,10,0,0,2,0,11,16,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,1,12,1,15,13,3,12,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,2,4,57,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166937894301494,0.0,0.1706188367424227,0.0,0.0,0.15594913017959827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719164219225645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449901321381344,0.1438371613781632,0.2299361545050828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24873958804004698,0.0,0.0,0.18791404317507693,0.0,0.20044674188868802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675420101288815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22083670259730015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279083017591991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269036818415229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498468352516728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046807276677669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772759379119862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889742535138298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781136090695708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247398421831098,0.0,0.2272886184730084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Douchebagnumber1,2019/09/24,"What happened to me? How did I become so socially inept? Not saying that I was ever a social butterfly, but I did communicate with people, had a few friends, etc. Now at 20 years old, I barely talk to others, and I have ZERO friends. 

Did my social anxiety get that bad? I am totally incapable of meeting other people. I see people socializing and making friends, and I'm just like, why can't I fucking do that? What the fuck is wrong with me?

Am I too shy? Is my self-esteem too low? Do I think that others are THAT much better than me? I am beginning to really fucking hate myself and view my existence as worthless. The only true human contact I have is with a couple family members. If it wasn't for them, I would be completely alone. 

How do you get over social anixety? I am fucking sick of it and it is incredibly interfering with my fucking life. I hate this DEMON!!!!",1.9139405684754536,4.280404941860469,4.464573643410857,80.0733204134367,80.97674418604652,7.310594315245477,24.090439276485792,8.344100000000001,1.9189098191214469,678,25,125,15,18,238,105,172,0.245,0.642,0.113,-0.9835,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,1,8,17,7,0,5,0,23,7,0,3,3,21,38,11,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,1,14,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,6,3,25,6,14,30,4,8,1,2,2,5,15,3,5,1,6,102,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113956511774024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417162589635581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186933755520173,0.0,0.12151801357276487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731141088071392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153629595848848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174462263280032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271104380888538,0.0,0.09952722478140326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372523100739736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550236158727696,0.5085986289987185,0.11497087011675228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972979831573532,0.0,0.0,0.21726105046258987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771649848459647,0.05375444689189741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344498681957297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088372723362391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545657281732825,0.0,0.0,0.08368175615679073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288400626982464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07048717884805172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749920890239885,0.0,0.0,0.08767859880932301,0.0,0.11478389168199615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5608018275487491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884368713638315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050192437300146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992837543322081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816120519146537,0.12029907020588265,0.0,0.07085485142529792
socialanxiety,InstigatedApprentice,2019/09/24,"I was meant to go out tonight with my flat mates, but I stayed in my room and pretended to be ill (21, M) Wall of text because I'm depressed. I've lived with social anxiety all my life, this is my first time speaking about it. I've always had incredibly low self esteem because of my looks and my height and my voice. I've only realised that I had social anxiety around a month ago after reading this subreddit. I've just hid in my room because my 2 flatmates (who are incredibly extraverted) are currently partying with a bunch of strangers. I can't do this shit anymore. I tried, I really did, to talk to them and hang out, but I'm completely different from them, from my accent, to the way I interact, to the things I'm in to. We were meant to go to a club tonight, something I've never done.

 Pre-drinks started, I tried talking to people but as usual I felt incredibly anxious and out of place. People kept moving into separate groups and I have no idea how to interact or introduce myself or anything. One group of people left to walk to the club, I stayed with the others to grab an Uber.   People started dancing, and even after quite a few drinks I still felt way too anxious to join in. My anxiety got so bad I just left to go to my room. I'm actually on the verge of tears because I just can't take this any more. I want to be normal, I want to be able to talk to people without feeling like my heart's about to come out my mouth. I feel so stupid all of the time because I can't do the one thing everyone else here seems to be able to do. I just can't handle this anymore and I really need some advice. Sorry for ranting, I just really hate myself say the moment.",4.72654135338346,4.870284385964915,5.8737092731829605,81.95763157894739,69.17543859649122,9.087385129490393,29.44360902255639,8.976282227363876,2.1985854636591475,1308,45,272,22,21,438,170,342,0.168,0.8029999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.9937,2,0,3,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,2,2,15,7,3,0,13,0,21,6,3,1,3,49,46,17,0,4,11,0,5,1,1,0,2,3,3,1,11,20,1,1,8,6,0,8,7,6,0,3,12,9,40,1,55,30,6,49,0,2,1,0,17,21,1,4,17,176,51,1,0.1798079684116955,0.0,0.08773331977927239,0.0,0.0,0.08785313285634301,0.07969445750248097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480731691727951,0.0,0.0,0.06113779219895892,0.0,0.2063289055183425,0.20313182400182167,0.1783211888219929,0.0,0.0,0.07398331868550713,0.08003360669472916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506607151995383,0.27402317156636274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744432175054017,0.09426261694495236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743416985889813,0.0,0.0,0.09393052840748957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200298983919436,0.0,0.17614335543495285,0.0,0.0,0.07510324257670284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938073366329341,0.0,0.0,0.08590710965928934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091631145390476,0.06422742428032308,0.17264384733008933,0.0,0.0,0.07647228303802248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328351818693697,0.0,0.07190442905467362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876157152393466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653665415473644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149065501783364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536188379032224,0.0,0.06350184282127529,0.043922545457325525,0.0,0.07938686517110939,0.0,0.075496703835895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176050245906664,0.09555370724056264,0.0,0.06666266511938862,0.06933949502437016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808681609847233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218425328625631,0.068376031217233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116405134051649,0.0,0.09393052840748957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562395370307662,0.08992831350078333,0.0,0.17278438321605274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714952567221919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184521066349941,0.09378946285709328,0.0,0.09228514783233438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832915800443219,0.0,0.06921247935292693,0.0,0.10064014977084863,0.1272690055083325,0.1916513701154068,0.07179743792050078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675966074339123,0.21678425100679685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945642453135095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048474723582382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207780764651015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901653706352392,0.0,0.10605539843303992,0.14272319595318578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666423254327925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,weirdoferp03,2019/09/24,I’ve (21 F) been unemployed for almost a year now because I’m too intimidated to talk to anyone with authority but I finally had the nerve to walk in to an office and give them my resume to review. I don’t normally post anything on here but I’ve been really depressed lately because I can’t find a job because of my anxiety. I usually apply online for jobs because it requires no human interaction. My family members said it’s best to go in and physically do it but I’ve just been too scared to do it. Today I finally decided to just do it!I was extremely nervous and it probably showed but I’m just proud of myself for doing that.  Hopefully I get a call back but if I don’t at least I tried.,2.21832167832168,4.165372650349656,5.286013986013987,76.75671328671329,77.74125874125876,8.875524475524474,27.08391608391609,9.466822959209583,2.7914027972027973,551,23,106,16,13,201,88,143,0.129,0.7709999999999999,0.1,-0.5058,5,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,8,6,0,2,5,0,12,0,0,0,0,19,19,9,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,6,1,13,3,18,13,2,15,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,3,8,74,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828806129973314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285656290926227,0.0,0.0,0.11751163242459385,0.0,0.13829926376917595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922795634251275,0.0,0.4097918672117788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636886092356233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160830263426832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447500446362211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843224406362585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36820357213441307,0.15360402125568234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780454272136394,0.1612187029120229,0.09551251142308846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669217459587455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33354772641191405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957927900969787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466335966861628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095526065659108,0.0,0.18119737122661192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766369777296084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986378047884314,0.0,0.1682576257757176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508046067536644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930146355902527,0.0,0.0,0.11410187607179326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185094618897398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822528911315868
socialanxiety,nocturnalfetish,2019/09/24,I have the worst case of social anxiety and here’s why Today marks my worst case of social anxiety ever and it just happened like 5 minutes ago. So I realised I left my wallet at the counter of the self checkout at a grocery store that was very busy. I realised 2 mid walking away from the shop and I can’t go back.... what if it’s gone by now? I can’t deal with skipping the long queue to peer over my station only to find the next person maybe stole it? What do I do then? Do I tell them to give it back? Just no. So now I’m walletless and plan on cancelling all my credit cards etc now. I hate having social anxiety.,1.3223027989821858,3.078287381679392,2.9896374045801544,93.07214058524175,79.76335877862596,5.588040712468194,22.36704834605598,6.42735559955562,0.35530483460559825,481,15,107,4,12,159,85,131,0.168,0.794,0.039,-0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,11,5,1,0,7,0,8,0,0,0,2,11,14,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,1,1,3,3,3,3,0,0,2,0,14,2,14,12,4,21,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,12,72,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148688424629331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849542474903145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759410958528142,0.2579582689382921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292912673713878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707071029045214,0.0,0.15172740818741565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330826450608095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090828447923428,0.09532860692831133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832897067864853,0.0,0.0,0.16560522087883794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822463672112778,0.0,0.0,0.08194765727035158,0.0,0.0,0.14844166193172167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685140159917464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838983627016608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757128516471586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646117785474852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749859139027104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5129591907397584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466092303761008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899473667333688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840030775800413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513562420034118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TurtleFroggerSoup,2019/09/24,"Overly self critical How do you stop feeling so shitty about yourself from the smallest things? I can not take criticism when it comes to my intelligence or character so it seems like sometimes all it takes is ""..."" after a sentence for me to take something as a sarcastic insult and hate myself for ever saying anything. I'm too fucking old to care this much. Anyone had progress on this front?",6.376250000000002,7.86887190277778,6.251000000000001,75.89399999999998,66.08333333333333,8.537777777777778,33.84444444444444,8.841846274778883,3.0821244444444447,315,14,51,5,5,99,62,72,0.195,0.615,0.19,-0.3441,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,3,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,2,10,14,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,2,11,13,2,9,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,2,6,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444518889176776,0.0,0.1935352959096054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397844028996212,0.0,0.0,0.2025890429465904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273618657699064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891542277954174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742258576808984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23219419344122316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489837146021133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728863205580887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467846468175252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870266961756768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410146700606575,0.24534681289995006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105510688357612,0.2326016710645287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662324022253774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304842897553228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624491358825274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shameofthepast08,2019/09/24,"Is shame holding you back [just some advice]? What I have realised is that nobody really cares about me! They may have thought about me for a while after I embarrassed myself socially and may have mentioned this to their friends, but that’s about it! All these years I have been feeling shame and DELIBERATELY holding myself back for nothing! I wanted to meet unrealistic standards and overcompensate (BECOME A PERFECT HUMAN BEING) to be liked and ease the shame/guilt of my past; but guess what: I have not reached these standards because perfection does not exist! 

I am a 27-year-old living and am currently conducting an internship at an accounting firm with absolutely nothing to show in my life because I allowed anxiety and SHAME to hold me back! Imagine ruminating for the past four years because of a social mistake (a really minor one I should add) on Facebook in 2015 and deliberately (pretty much) failing exams as a result! This is how bad is has been for me!

The point I am trying to make is that I believe that a lot of us are carrying too much shame and guilt and this in addition to the anxiety is holding us back! Your problem is not your addiction to smoking/drinking/video gaming/internet, lying, anger or overthinking! These are all symptoms of your anxiety and living a life without meaning! Only once you sort out your anxiety and find meaning will you be free!

HERE IS MY ADVICE (this is what I did/am doing):

1. Think about two/three things that have been holding you back in the last 5-10 years and write them down.

\- Anxiety \[excessive sweating on face, irrational nervousness, failure to think straight in social situation, pure OCD}

\- Lack of self-esteem \[related to anxiety\]

\- Guilt and shame about past conduct \[worsened as a result of anxiety\]

2. List how these things have been holding you back and what effects this has had on you!

3. If these things weren’t holding you back how would your life be different and how would you be living today?

4. Now ask yourself, can you do something about these things and what exactly do you intend on doing?

​

Unless you intend on committing suicide, you will all have to face your fears because if we don’t the next years of our life will be just like now only worse!

You don’t need a self-help book, a girlfriend or money! All these things may help but unless you discipline yourself and actually work you will remain in this cage until you die! And if it is the past that is holding you back like it did with me, realise that every person whatsoever their condition desires to be happy! The ‘normal’ people are too concerned with their present to care about you! By all means apologise where appropriate for past conduct but MOVE ON (i.e. work on yourself to make yourself happy TODAY)!

Some people will read this, thumb this up and return back to this forum (which is quite negative) and feel sorry for themselves instead of doing something; but I will never look back again! I will make myself happy, never allow myself to be intimidated again and I hope you will take the steps to do that, too!

GOOD LUCK!",6.722959602712255,7.862135053003534,6.533189762200365,75.46902062840226,65.07773851590106,9.228459554961322,32.78846337503581,9.358847034038227,3.052160404927895,2464,99,416,44,37,775,254,566,0.159,0.721,0.11900000000000001,-0.9739,4,0,3,0,0,1,94.0,4,25,5,7,33,30,1,10,22,0,66,9,3,14,12,114,86,41,2,14,18,0,2,3,2,14,6,0,0,2,38,28,0,9,11,3,3,2,10,15,0,2,8,3,60,16,66,56,11,57,0,1,1,0,46,20,0,15,38,329,98,6,0.0,0.0,0.058350322450629426,0.0651842902143152,0.0,0.116860017228636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478677828060582,0.07265625955944481,0.0,0.0,0.32019574542182033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055899322080897464,0.0,0.0,0.4597789816150089,0.049925495687513616,0.14579947924067052,0.06603777956858449,0.0,0.06736736651339678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219279441439508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062056735827535674,0.062472007605825476,0.0,0.0,0.052326135787153887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037902720847316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728487814815168,0.060467289995454365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054650636335780496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619669911381721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015237359237332,0.0,0.0,0.06586983656869576,0.0,0.0,0.19095548715755925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801573208666409,0.0,0.0,0.059388937609518924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048740093805445216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893709318889885,0.08763699003076622,0.0,0.158397602851452,0.0,0.05021190379968864,0.0,0.0,0.05083472389070482,0.0,0.0,0.11973888580159248,0.0,0.0,0.19539959849048227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355156333839251,0.08791094575523416,0.04433649626984299,0.092233644034332,0.0,0.06359160153178549,0.0,0.058585428386006326,0.11474791885537812,0.0,0.0627437486944222,0.06367866272432167,0.04051796454653053,0.09095206882533716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28540071293694164,0.08290726712095647,0.052209817872750384,0.0,0.0,0.05652466084752032,0.0,0.0,0.06083199833312373,0.0,0.05721478640802996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359828337302724,0.059810185040458486,0.0,0.07661114006594144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475637338131765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721096569215257,0.0,0.18285737092211915,0.0,0.0920646909979339,0.0,0.06693449199668892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540493534403234,0.0,0.0,0.06214886480242333,0.044957649502615334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986223964777631,0.07662716668944564,0.0,0.04746976006838805,0.0,0.0,0.1133554483997575,0.0,0.0,0.040596203689551406,0.0,0.05841005343474065,0.0,0.14384964898169048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035268052729379926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763928603818092,0.0,0.08706149401391843,0.0,0.06093519835321525,0.08495188964158201,0.0,0.07265625955944481,0.19252689054972044
socialanxiety,Afallingstarshower,2019/09/24,"Flooded with memes I'm pretty new here so I don't know if this is how it's always been but too many posts I see from here are just memes. What happened to a community where people share their experiences and learn from one another, quality posts?",1.6855782312925172,4.335661673469389,3.0072448979591826,88.04787414965988,85.3265306122449,6.531972789115647,20.41156462585034,7.793537801064563,0.988834013605442,198,6,40,4,6,64,43,49,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,4,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23948157866155015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017946391173865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28153411492233266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545100729969866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817324717956288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917949007699495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779693909998291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950279953919082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953171748611614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512862313112449,0.29280697644543713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293478842942271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the_iron_owl,2019/09/24,"What the fuck is wrong with me? Today I went to get some groceries for me and my family (I'm the oldest kid). As I was shopping two people approached me and asked me if I was going to pay with cash or credit. I said I was paying with cash and then they asked if they could pay for my stuff with their credit card and they'd take the cash. (For context, I live in Sudan and we're having a problem with physical money these days). My brain absolutely stopped processing things at that moment and I kept stuttering until they ended up leaving me alone. Instead of accepting or telling them that I wasn't done shopping yet I just sweated and spoke in a soft-voiced stutter. Why the fuck am I this scared from nothing.",2.7056933911159295,4.802868345070426,3.5446478873239435,89.10441495124594,76.8169014084507,6.059371614301193,23.599133261105088,7.010146845296331,0.8338736728060674,563,18,112,6,13,179,92,142,0.185,0.7609999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.945,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,6,0,3,10,2,1,6,0,10,4,2,0,0,23,22,14,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,12,0,2,1,2,11,3,1,7,0,1,9,2,24,3,18,11,1,16,0,0,0,2,12,4,2,5,9,81,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492971670692932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519035440569108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010559411644972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027107780013305,0.0,0.0,0.12138045132399275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260508204325985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669898125428198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742847320324573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479958630704656,0.09833241994037704,0.0,0.10696458396941244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992881530171362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619366072954378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059342141897625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048173055531434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800923996923154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903165266957236,0.0,0.18843193077666384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735272841878745,0.0,0.0,0.21545643568004086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151116331556726,0.0,0.1645046103007514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503894975407465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840191323029778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838546877410429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447337714481972,0.16983105049718825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057790582590036,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dfgbrthx,2019/09/24,"How do different drugs affect you? For example in my case weed tends to amplify my social anxiety, but there a few people I am comfortable with.
I am looking forward to try Ecstasy once but I'm a little scared it would skyrocket my anxiety.

So what are your experiences with drugs?",2.981949685534591,5.8113242075471785,5.221037735849059,73.36350628930819,80.50943396226415,10.325786163522016,29.58805031446541,10.125756701596842,4.2351408805031445,225,11,38,9,6,78,42,53,0.114,0.7170000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.7468,1,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,2,0,7,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,6,7,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38130508438083216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26038175288898097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5780319263691807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437848848175231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24978381331126795,0.0,0.0,0.2092819492811792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26541106100516826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727776997051124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495125977562301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540483041609615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692039536174249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703866726738354,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,disposableaccountbih,2019/09/24,"[24F] How do I stop being extremely shy around people I find attractive? I can easily strike up a conversation with anyone. Except for when I find a person attractive. For some reason my mind shuts down. I can’t ever think of a topic conversation, I overthink about what I’m going to say, and overthink about how I look. Another thing is that I get so shy that I avoid eye contact. So in the other person’s perspective I may look like a jerk. I interact with people around us so well but when it comes to the attractive person, I get into a shy awkward mess. 

A prime example of this was years ago when I was in highschool and I made no eye contact with the guy I had a crush on. Turns out he was attracted to me as well, he just thought I disliked him. 6 years later, I’m doing the same thing except at work. I’m currently dating someone and I act this way. I don’t even have a crush on these guys. I just think they’re good looking.",1.0945300423834468,3.3880886649214688,3.1550486163051623,88.64207678883076,83.81675392670158,6.360608327100474,20.613562702567943,7.62386473244151,0.8714829718274748,729,22,151,13,21,246,113,191,0.147,0.723,0.131,0.2542,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,1,18,12,1,2,12,0,13,2,2,4,1,32,28,13,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,5,10,11,0,2,6,0,0,3,3,4,2,0,6,6,23,8,26,20,2,27,0,0,5,0,15,12,0,2,12,105,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253196592960167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824312924179348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885209701209652,0.0,0.0,0.2517059438644807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217813173003487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933762967292898,0.12788101795628085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584268348132827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772432304971514,0.0,0.08034619084304456,0.1185779346302391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799652825743778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906827155394694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561560552335312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337716447238219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274759635307374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602207825584447,0.3703273799814617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535617823578434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242640322167208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978586363145655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819512476040628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784541475200067,0.1811737014972164,0.0,0.11223528824483066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377448515454853,0.0,0.0,0.1700557027686488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221622463478756,0.0,0.0,0.2542246892570042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292206935110326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820806427047324
socialanxiety,Openthesushibar,2019/09/24,"I just told my boss I’d rather get written up than make a personal phone call to a customer. I’m sorry I don’t know how to format on mobile. 

I feel like such an idiot. We have to make personal calls to customers to try and grow store sales. It’s a new thing we’re doing, and I’m finally feeling comfortable at my job (it’s mostly retail,  but also like a warehouse. I am only with customers like 30%of my day. The rest is in the back.) I’ve been there 3 years and I’ve never talked to a customer over the phone unless we’re letting them know their order is ready. It took me about 6 months to be comfortable making those calls. Now I have to choose a customer that comes in regularly and basically build a relationship, so I can recommend products that meet their needs. 
Makes sense right?
It totally makes sense. But I cannot bring myself to do it. My boss knows I’m uncomfortable, and she’s spent time trying to get me ready, but I still feel REALLY uncomfortable. I look at my notes every day and just die inside. I finally told my boss that I’d rather get written up than make this call. 
She asked me to explain but it was really hard. I started tearing up just trying to explain myself. 
She said she’s not going to make me do the call. And now I feel worse. I want to be able to do this. I really understand where she’s coming from as a sales perspective-  but cringe inside thinking about it. I hope she doesn’t think I’m being insubordinate. Is there anything you can think of that might help me do this?",2.5121884425141734,4.388662221498372,3.9115454216431433,87.27062130534445,76.62214983713355,7.0237181807214375,22.119556038122813,7.921354282810032,0.9762887923754376,1190,33,248,19,27,392,153,307,0.07200000000000001,0.8109999999999999,0.11699999999999999,0.9159,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,3,0,18,7,1,0,13,0,23,0,0,11,2,55,67,17,1,5,12,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,16,11,0,0,14,0,5,6,5,1,0,0,9,7,39,6,33,53,3,32,0,0,1,0,30,11,0,3,17,157,55,5,0.09386297488588467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506218710448319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724123068730998,0.0,0.08774921094807249,0.0,0.0,0.07217483387157676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4792229593410728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170928333680032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106770742244947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974149488789616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908360461826948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898397614765568,0.0670557280131852,0.0,0.20564460200304102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711859097935914,0.0,0.05334449170075335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408278893058542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291437351941387,0.0,0.0,0.0932271129645858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314451927961956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154753908805269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598125123193116,0.0,0.13757012498174412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788212589098444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385798521599107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957378331099913,0.0,0.0,0.07492053104889786,0.0,0.0,0.06959820654444725,0.07239291270084831,0.09065344604200508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713870220283536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391505841327605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039307563219809,0.0,0.0,0.10077370778969763,0.0,0.08015846769396393,0.08928518352144645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507191570980907,0.0664366967343096,0.0,0.07495909299161503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754435037469777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062358389757627995,0.1804308128581868,0.0,0.0,0.054732255482008316,0.0,0.0,0.17938018982576595,0.1042852187649586,0.19118039586008015,0.0,0.0,0.0977146671118064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055362814493517334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565439034700146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060444678407994924
socialanxiety,octobertwos,2019/09/24,"Uni & Anxiety So I had my first day of uni yesterday and it’s heavily out of my comfort zone. I’ve had anxiety for as long as I can remember but, ridiculously bad anxiety for about a year. It’s gotten progressively worse within the past like 5 months, to the point where I mostly can’t leave my house and if I try I breakdown and cry and have a panic attack, etc. So as you can imagine, starting uni is just completely out there for me. I’ve been doing OK so far- I had one moment yesterday where I was iffy as fuck though. We had to introduce ourselves and stand up in front of our class and tell them about ourselves, of course my soul went out of my body, my heart was going 100 mph and had I wide crack head eyes and I probably looked fucking mental lol. Anyway, does anyone have any tips on being more confident, not completely leaving your body, being able to speak to people more and be less awkward and weird, and just basically how to survive uni with debilitating anxiety? Sorry for the long ass paragraph !",5.243607692307692,5.9718223299999975,5.9860000000000015,79.5476153846154,68.2,9.553846153846157,29.384615384615394,9.661875296680813,2.5909076923076935,806,28,157,17,13,264,128,200,0.20800000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.078,-0.9787,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,2,1,3,13,11,4,2,5,2,18,8,6,1,0,25,25,22,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,16,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,8,0,2,10,3,21,3,28,12,5,27,1,0,2,3,7,12,3,2,12,106,23,1,0.13048022069977508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413752646141459,0.0,0.08873102443326722,0.0,0.39926804678103467,0.0,0.0,0.09123480412952524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844008778225304,0.0,0.0,0.10894553412185254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898682210745633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27361205782726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332639555955218,0.08414894799201908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418412042506393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551993696891646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098640907137704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125372301335365,0.0,0.0,0.07415491634154818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391034998255247,0.0,0.0,0.1546196897670019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055665607776794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763194277289642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374604502338582,0.0,0.0,0.2309417786924161,0.1095705231044966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149337318994128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414806730864257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841677440082102,0.0,0.0,0.1530904254571125,0.0,0.0,0.12455813480265165,0.09045855604128443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334598349575955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067974660511098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780865445395905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606192450038955,0.09235457178931113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404546404013105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819615435326362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858750490851584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095647181408432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132970492130184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402498416857812
socialanxiety,0zk3r,2019/09/24,"Me and my SO have been fighting Me and my so have been talking for about 5 months now and as of recently we have been arguing because everytime I want to do somthing she does not, it started with us going to a sunflower patch and then a surprise carnival was in her town and I bought tickets but she did not want to go on any rides after I paid for them. (She does go on rides). She told me she got slot of anxiety and she was nervous which confused me. The next time we decided to hang out I asked if she could sleep over (she has Before) and she didn’t respond back and I sat there waiting for almost 15 minutes waiting on An answer and apparently I caught her by surprise but I couldn’t drop her home being she lives too far to drop her off very late, the last time we hung out last week she decided to hang out on a weekday and she caught me by surprise but I still wanted to continue my schedule by going to the gym and studying. We went to the river like she wanted and I asked if after she wants to work out and she didn’t so I asked if she could sit and talk with me while I do small home workouts she refused. Later that day my friend invited me for free food which is somthing that rarely happens and my friend wanted her to come too and she declined. Lately I’ve been feeling like anything I wanna do I can’t get done because of her anxiety, depression and her overall personality. I feel like I have to fight just to get her to come inside my house and at least say hi to my mom. I feel like I should I pace myself and slow down but I also feel she should try to co operate too. Thoughts?",1.7575796735328415,3.698494274096386,3.087979012825496,91.99841235911389,79.15060240963855,6.091099883404588,23.661484648270502,7.1029339738359605,0.771019510299261,1257,43,274,15,31,408,161,332,0.08800000000000001,0.805,0.107,0.7775,2,0,0,0,3,0,17.0,5,0,1,1,13,16,3,2,8,0,26,2,1,0,0,66,60,33,0,15,10,1,4,4,2,2,0,1,2,1,5,31,1,3,8,3,3,13,6,6,0,0,19,5,67,11,46,35,1,55,0,1,0,0,50,16,0,5,27,195,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028577604331854,0.0,0.0,0.08214396358251486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985211618046921,0.0,0.1571587737718115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452859003182522,0.0,0.28808385153284594,0.0,0.0,0.07898420168424268,0.0,0.12523251316700415,0.0,0.0874058952092072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696581985924212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402476037450076,0.0,0.0,0.06624494791022599,0.0,0.0884713110300055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797793386662596,0.10511670938793513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775028086428085,0.22014639430557387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420764249130567,0.0,0.15872014797785192,0.0,0.1073323746251246,0.0,0.23350920897069,0.0,0.08215338420910293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083364827898632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607010205878454,0.0,0.0,0.11852338118778945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674586074254997,0.2317419300320437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073232204674127,0.0,0.09070233532623387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030268952954798,0.08198894292137894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924231166826744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968984989861659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014221467537075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168589017180869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279270239915013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727046973663223,0.0,0.0820311430082725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512251143715795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154703135785486,0.11979199046904575,0.0,0.0,0.09815194806382248,0.0,0.06973913267124984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355773253779445,0.0,0.0,0.0847535368112928,0.3635162677514943,0.0,0.08239460110884263,0.0,0.0,0.09522109742225997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478030615897932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theugliestnerd,2019/09/24,Self destructive behavior So I get anxious and nervous around other people and when people pay attention to me but at the same time I crave and desire it.  I hate the feeling of the nerves in the moment but get a “high” afterwards. Anyone else the same? Literally someone noticing I exist makes me nervous but excited at the same time?!?,5.053387096774191,7.13441885483871,5.994387096774192,74.17158064516133,70.12903225806451,8.830967741935485,31.754838709677426,9.3871,3.3132800000000007,267,12,43,6,5,88,42,62,0.235,0.649,0.11599999999999999,-0.7664,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,14,5,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,1,6,5,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29591895312493066,0.0,0.1831553500717017,0.2683896740211819,0.0,0.233183167869396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188182282987457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244532135534984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737068905980298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586126664510318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27675521796042674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748477588452164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29822174771325705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631940388714092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732617579663117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194189552069712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054799946833216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,akeakix,2019/09/24,"21F, looking to make like-minded friends Hi guys!
I'm looking for people to chat with that suffer from social anxiety (obviously) and share some similar interests. 
I would ideally like to chat with girls as I don't have many girl friends :(. 
I'm a fan of anime, gaming, rock/metal music, l also love to draw.
Looking forward to hearing back from you :).",2.83792207792208,5.471441666666671,4.356839826839828,80.61954545454547,79.3030303030303,6.8017316017316025,27.61038961038961,7.957251820313856,2.196911688311688,274,12,47,5,7,91,51,66,0.068,0.639,0.293,0.9459,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,8,11,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,7,12,10,1,2,0,1,3,1,14,1,0,1,3,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304230833492569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509932240719162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760013757280214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536778723362103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266359197243973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579743376350919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236470337102544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766268903132334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065810983579056,0.0,0.15278506609991865,0.2320573400841613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23111246144836606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868268945096298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332332947783074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625960520758764,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cidroin,2019/09/24,"Me I was at a backyard show, I had this thing going with this girl. We go and sit down and I blow it. She walks out. Since that day I’ve basically stayed away from making anything happen with any girl. It’s crazy because everybody thinks I get females left and right but the reality of it is I’m a puss. Anytime I go to a party I avoid them and I know I’m running away. My friends start talking to females and I’m by myself and look stupid. I was at a show recently and a girl starts twerking on me right. The norm is “grab her hips and go with it” but I walked away and acted like nothing happened. It’s so stupid how little these things are but have such affect on me. I think maybe if I did that she’d freak out and be like wtf, and her friends would laugh. “What in the world could possible make you think you have a chance with me?” Thats what plays out in my head. I drink alcohol to talk to people but I don’t want to depend on something else to fix myself, because I’m merely digging myself a hole. I’m sixteen and have lost 50+ pounds in a year. I am attractive I could say that with confidence, but the biggest mental toll I’ve had with myself is losing weight.",0.4096211683053781,2.603001562753036,2.0390211104684792,96.15574392712557,86.00404858299595,4.824117987275883,19.347744360902254,6.1826913282559595,-0.14851868131868118,914,26,207,8,28,297,138,247,0.11199999999999999,0.741,0.147,0.836,0,1,3,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,1,2,3,13,2,1,12,0,19,6,2,5,0,42,42,20,0,5,6,0,2,2,2,1,2,1,1,3,16,22,3,1,4,4,0,8,1,6,0,0,6,4,33,7,30,31,0,36,0,2,1,0,16,21,0,2,7,130,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666286490700744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696153526447896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523283137074856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604372279702991,0.0,0.0,0.1559066812220177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042006135748692,0.0,0.0,0.0824708353703307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527191499991014,0.0,0.0,0.10682579535349784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975967014356325,0.0,0.06681106164964537,0.0,0.29070442558994264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616447260113026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123988702558548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027849351250944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138939997140234,0.0,0.0,0.12494962112020574,0.12816751308638405,0.0,0.0,0.10738544911160376,0.14306295327058566,0.1395941198388807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707193322022148,0.0,0.1284708016859374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887110999492965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270254529746645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865461614358086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441634135673971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626425760294627,0.0,0.0,0.21841450320553601,0.0,0.101693847047289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578213703300494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844685664154663,0.0,0.0,0.1810256424466778,0.13630110592266742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556724529580728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991313720727613,0.2458174880778032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542585313524143,0.0,0.0,0.15572115069462336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084097725544964,0.0,0.0,0.08234934365452408
socialanxiety,Tomboy09123,2019/09/24,"anxiety hi sheeple,

give me as much shit as you want. do any of you guys actually accept your anxiety? like it gives you that positive feeling about someone?",3.705057471264369,6.482628241379312,4.862758620689653,77.4164367816092,76.93103448275863,9.383908045977012,33.804597701149426,9.725611199111238,4.060232183908044,125,7,22,4,3,41,25,29,0.17600000000000002,0.527,0.298,0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,1,0,1,13,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2868773455029514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991318668978614,0.0,0.4497803788765756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864267166929768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5640155132404719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910816228164167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362141179920554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610556462866198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30176127275355114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24908419540945897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733941634448242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,niray5,2019/09/24,"Words getting mixed up while talking I’ve had social anxiety since I remember myself.
Although, the last couple of years were better and I was able to “fake it till I make it” thing.
Lately, after starting college it hit me again.
I don’t have severe anxiety, but I find it so hard to have a proper conversation with others. Usually the other person talks and I reply in just one word. I really can’t express myself and if I try my words get mixed up and sentences don’t make sense so I prefer to not talk in the first place.
Another thing is that I just feel nooo energy while being around other people (especially new people). Like it’s not even anxiety.
I find it really annoying because it makes me look kinda sleepy and not fun to be around.
It makes me wonder, how am I gonna have a job in the future and have to talk to people every day. That is so tiring for me.

Anyone having the same thing?",3.069833333333332,4.828337427777782,4.823333333333334,81.855,74.72222222222223,7.466666666666668,21.444444444444443,8.238735603445708,1.2120111111111114,707,17,134,12,15,240,110,180,0.105,0.843,0.052000000000000005,-0.807,1,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,10,5,1,0,7,0,16,1,0,5,0,32,28,16,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,16,9,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,3,3,19,3,18,21,1,22,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,3,15,101,35,2,0.1239711527674352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999456292059014,0.2845127776293632,0.0,0.0,0.0866835124878655,0.0,0.0,0.22072121874740525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557166406838962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096424102139263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717172256815618,0.0,0.07995113765741461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188177720310315,0.0,0.10445104303853987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268353975557531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266147754052753,0.10544979921328763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953962120069626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110538024636291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302224005899827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105303571480613,0.13984486012499953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605660432173655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410454539198023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310068284961629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973211185593813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400606151386537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578379637152545,0.1082468288062495,0.12952346872713325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883818985122036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404351493535785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005211564149803,0.0,0.10255021865176676,0.0,0.0,0.12637297819099996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774742000481216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985732666026394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24708277589878685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248660321287385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416827504889762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653671026079067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444142692096187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983335782832625
socialanxiety,4everafailure,2019/09/24,"Haircut Visiting the salon for a haircut is one of the worst experiences for many people with SA I guess. My hair is getting long and messy and in need of a haircut but I have been postponing it. I usually pretend to fall asleep to avoid small talks, all the while trying to control my panic attacks. Feeling so angry with SA! :(",4.233333333333333,6.023719952380954,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,71.69841269841271,7.5796825396825405,31.647619047619052,8.238735603445708,2.5431485714285715,259,12,46,4,5,85,47,63,0.354,0.624,0.022000000000000002,-0.9777,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,5,0,4,2,2,1,1,11,8,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,4,0,1,1,2,5,0,10,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250617880695574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32047311726023725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27950105768442113,0.0,0.0,0.1444748571378438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928335524475858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147663878659304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25286413071865593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896877467749188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118669106903798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19361962938363145,0.0,0.0,0.3352453382297708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809082851058304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296608327158899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399350388706554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146938061557761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Funda_mental,2019/09/24,"How To Beat SAD I have Social Anxiety Disorder. For decades it controlled me. I will always be an introvert. I can sometimes feel a little awkward. I still blush once in a while. But I no longer allow it to control me. It happens way less than it used to. Instead of every time I try to talk, it happens once a month or less, and the best part is: I don't care. I hold normal conversations, socialize at work, and am respected when I speak. I have given myself a case of the ""fuck'its"".

You have to grow a pair of balls/ovaries and get stubborn. Think of awkwardness as something like unavoidable flatulence caused by a medical condition. Yeah, it's kinda noisy, a bit smelly, and a little bit of a social no-no. But it's unavoidable because you have a medical condition. So everyone around you can just chill out and fucking deal with your farts. ""Yeah, I just farted.. now deal with it.""

You have to decide that you are a human being and are worth just as much as any other human being. You may be socially awkward, but the person who seems happy, extroverted, and has tons of friends has their own issues.

#1# Introverts believe everyone can see right through us to our inner thoughts, even though they can't. They can tell when we start to feel awkward when we show signs of it such as weird body movements and saying awkward things. But that's it. They have no idea what you're thinking or who you are inside your head. They don't know your past, your present, or your future. All they know is you just stuttered, blushed, or said something kinda silly. And they don't really care about that if you don't.

#2# Introverts tend to think everyone else doesn't have issues. Those extroverts can just socialize so naturally they must be awesome and perfect, right? Wrong. They have just as much shit going on as we do. Their problems just don't happen to include social anxiety, as far as you can tell.

So what do you do with that info? Now that you have realized you are a human being and *no one* is perfect, you have to realize those imperfect assholes just need to deal with who you are, just like you have to deal with who they are.

I'm sure you've seen plenty of people who will exhibit rude behavior, or do things that you feel aren't the norm. You know what? They don't give a shit what you think about their behavior. That's what you need to do regarding your awkwardness.

*Tell yourself: ""I am going to be awkward. I am going to be nervous. I may blush. I may stutter. I may say some stupid shit because I'm nervous. But you know what? They can just deal with it. I am worthy of respect, of being heard, and of being happy. When I blush, feel nervous, stutter, or say stupid shit, I will not walk away. I will not look away. I will continue with the conversation. They will just have to deal with it. Fuck it.""*

And guess what happens then? They deal with it. They may notice, but if you show you won't walk away, look away, end the conversation, or whatever, that's a sign of confidence. They will look past it. The conversation will continue. I don't care how awkward you get, how cherry red you turn, how silly what you just said is. Smile and continue the conversation.

Instead of thinking or gossiping about that weirdo who freaks out mid conversation and stops talking or walks away or whatever, they will think ""okay this person is a little shy but seems like a cool person I can talk to.""

Then the magic happens. You gain some confidence, learn some social skills, and start feeling normal. I'm not saying you won't ever blush or feel awkward, but it will happen less and less and you will have the confidence to just make them deal with it. Because everyone is sometimes awkward. The ones that don't show it just have a great case of the ""fuck'its"".

Enjoy your hobbies, have fun with friends if you want friends, love your family if they are worthy of your love, strive to succeed at work or school, be yourself, and enjoy life. Fuck everything else, because life is short.",2.9544875463699007,5.325413321568629,3.604371135841728,87.63385930047698,77.22222222222223,6.801801801801803,24.58620385090973,7.8716745232002525,1.4011466172054408,3121,109,606,51,74,983,271,765,0.146,0.7,0.154,0.9803,0,2,2,0,0,0,132.0,5,39,21,11,38,61,11,13,30,4,89,15,6,10,6,140,150,66,0,11,41,0,6,3,3,19,4,8,0,6,48,36,0,5,25,3,1,8,19,33,0,2,6,21,91,28,73,114,16,54,0,1,6,5,119,21,7,29,27,433,139,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04006597712364871,0.0,0.0,0.0327447298550025,0.0,0.07367166340681723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286512051354468,0.0,0.0,0.2262000017915643,0.0,0.0,0.11741104026460862,0.0,0.0,0.054250348652951065,0.05053211907843428,0.0,0.105138122120791,0.053485557353027055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472812540259714,0.04946494306893864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080121968389802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971373689607268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055185889528528514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044894331171917,0.0,0.04264801329132776,0.0,0.0,0.03180366860597079,0.043555866515747284,0.04056978819726717,0.18404361670524347,0.0432755409114358,0.0,0.04539303015829105,0.0,0.14608133288244948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160538833182716,0.22257682803288076,0.05031443289012782,0.04619138917471277,0.0820969684008492,0.0,0.0,0.05308729385781796,0.05304440093934837,0.0,0.2554817323176256,0.10251651792891564,0.0,0.0,0.04941741925075237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435727987283792,0.0,0.10051549179171476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585141017507567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802177879471732,0.07057329846965013,0.1447816179683551,0.0,0.0,0.12130561555140405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691737315260538,0.0,0.032141557741514226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970153147357863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03843413677148441,0.0,0.07079391260876601,0.0714075821922156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435666199869344,0.0,0.05482090012023727,0.0,0.10255973576942903,0.06525752206508091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214347559760217,0.0919322751293886,0.033382247072704006,0.1261323235252425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460745650510548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03084713915936499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224238316548199,0.09160637029896868,0.1531682962749898,0.0,0.048731976000432865,0.03837058005399342,0.08767079139464556,0.0,0.0,0.19770764541610095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435913483432153,0.0,0.07413888717574996,0.09524630011697452,0.0,0.06816388120008261,0.0,0.03845391899886343,0.040256882210902865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045382300213227415,0.0,0.0,0.116107263293644,0.12625982631332233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397954865616144,0.1851215532536905,0.047308689035872216,0.038226980917680176,0.028077577181539217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03269176632734215,0.052375098790729616,0.0,0.0,0.05792042953994232,0.04158751036799591,0.0,0.0,0.028401053149361876,0.03822048791295113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010985658111839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526462006286644,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peach_sapphire,2019/09/24,"Comment in counselling session I went to my first counselling session yesterday and I told the lady I constantly feel uptight and tense. Then she goes, “yeah, I can see you’re tense and uncomfortable from the way you’re sitting.” I was just sitting with my legs crossed like I normally do. This has made me really paranoid about how I sit now and I keep thinking about this comment. I’m so done with this constant overthinking!!",2.610655926352127,5.608421481012659,2.8944533947065594,87.10241657077101,87.35443037974684,5.910701956271577,29.96662830840046,7.348242739294969,2.26706582278481,343,18,60,6,11,105,55,79,0.16399999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.06,-0.8007,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,1,5,1,1,2,0,14,13,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,2,12,1,7,8,0,13,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,7,39,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895383788981184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27914004514415963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792151389830135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320193786834599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24245192602513266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332624227020622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25810307777591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26725824742554005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474446796216234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736364472227016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747810235309094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606449476306311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651339500555455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528620006076485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mermaidmotel6heaven,2019/09/24,"Work anxiety So I started a new job 6 weeks ago, so far I’ve made no friends. I’ve tried to talk to 1 person but they kept saying I’m boring and I don’t talk enough over and over again. Everyone ignores me and it’s like I don’t  exist. I keep thinking they’re talking about me and laughing at me. Just wanted to share.",-0.3008571428571436,1.7332625571428582,1.9825000000000017,96.43375000000002,87.71428571428572,4.642857142857143,20.17857142857143,5.985473137389443,-0.08628571428571474,249,8,58,2,8,84,50,70,0.124,0.696,0.18,0.705,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,12,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,8,4,7,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,30,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955866604185536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084908939016164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442694404493623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258949978190343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264582715148886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345953697558455,0.2101275232784584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549548517741465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369201751763895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22832131035023825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641962637423453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799865256070167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732859384838292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5700398733306244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514787042228606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050339838827854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394377257758072,0.0,0.18962973843045444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721055713097528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spooky_alvocodo,2019/09/24,I haven’t been to school in 3 weeks help Okay hi so my names Sara and I’m 15 I’ve suffered from anxiety my whole life and I’m diagnosed with SAD and I have no outside help so that’s not an option it’s getting to the point where I can’t go near my friends and they idea of even going in my backyard stresses me tf out like I hyperventilate just thinking about going outside mean while going to school for hours and socialising I can’t deal with this anymore I quit my meds bc they stopped working and I’m just falling into a hole I’ve been kicked out of all my classes cut ties with my dad over not going to school please help I’ve only attended about 4 days of school please help me I don’t know what to do anymore I’ve also doing like ticks like people with ocd do idk if that’s relèvent but it’s 2am and I’ll probably go to bed around 7am uhh just idk what to do anymore any advice is appropriated,-0.7005876143560883,1.480937336734698,1.4346375791695998,96.81479591836737,96.55102040816324,4.132019704433498,18.49331456720619,5.935793293072707,-0.2847035186488389,722,23,165,7,29,239,112,196,0.091,0.8029999999999999,0.106,0.4373,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,2,2,11,9,1,1,3,1,12,2,0,0,1,30,25,13,0,1,7,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,7,15,0,1,4,0,0,8,7,4,0,0,2,0,18,5,26,23,2,23,0,2,0,0,11,10,0,2,8,89,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450701946879666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370886885452466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968647370894505,0.0,0.08964244162583493,0.0,0.34863346091814384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431511617163344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557145851330167,0.12080751868568952,0.0,0.11893531612016475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739633869144646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053304030360447,0.0,0.061221756164024775,0.0,0.3995768444587683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31417335436756594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539877616602355,0.0,0.0,0.132282048826093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643991082788113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276775700338884,0.1717448065065088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276434612919197,0.13016065420888284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912073233169228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123791417684098,0.0,0.0,0.2572570819790009,0.11077305298476524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633994705719018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463544067650105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743699937717061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979677951263698,0.13422938746952764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508426471288389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399479320076196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082737627369015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530849495366484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SomeYotedThing,2019/09/24,"I'm 20 years old and I've never had a job. I don't know what to do, I dread doing any kind of interviews and I dread working with people even more... I can't even imagine having to look all confident and professional for an employer, there were times where I literally forget or jumble up my birthday, my school IDs, and even my own name. I hate signing papers because the letters come out all scraggly and written over. I am a complete wreck when it comes to socializing with strangers and even more when its with people on a professional level that I have to make a good impression on...

What sucks even more is that I'm not even an introvert... I love being around people and in packed areas where the streets are alive! Im so fucking ashamed to admit it, but I've basically been inside my house for the past 4 years since this shit hit me harder than a brick. I have completed 2 years of college but realized that it got me nowhere so IDK whats next. 

My DREAM job would be to become a comedian or a comedy film maker or something in between like SNL sketches.

I used to be really confident and funny back when I was younger and didn't have SA as much as I do now, but now I can barely greet a stranger... 

​

I know I have to do something soon though. Im 20 fucking years old, didn't continue my college bullshit, and have been fucking miserable sitting in my fucking room for the past 4 years. I need to hear people and move around, but I'm stuck in my chair...

Anyone here relate or got any tips?",5.014255838271176,5.428815092715234,5.769212269083308,82.01045137678635,68.6026490066225,8.742000697107008,30.464273265946325,8.6894789155246,2.2269046357615894,1186,44,240,18,19,388,166,302,0.102,0.775,0.12300000000000001,0.6713,3,0,2,0,1,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,22,16,7,4,14,0,27,6,1,3,3,44,52,27,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,11,19,0,0,5,2,0,3,6,11,0,0,11,2,27,5,32,36,7,41,0,1,1,5,7,17,6,4,21,159,38,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415118347555526,0.11680215656422885,0.1307363240796863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721269700314847,0.0,0.0,0.17114290794240414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391403978290391,0.0,0.058596787477473725,0.1061622923488518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656060119665644,0.20157005338711706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38093715332556893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554633243418228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062492382519844,0.15375957164211593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949033418054388,0.0,0.0,0.10833963868779377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091511625756267,0.0,0.0,0.2076625638517165,0.0,0.1907780685950294,0.0,0.0,0.10009918984297944,0.10565535527563936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696172310758912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072062454854019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675638732516558,0.0,0.06416405216851395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216545272165052,0.07066279018541559,0.07127532314793332,0.07413737368473551,0.0,0.1022298180958329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017336208296416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835240016930919,0.2665633395743803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061580009973021876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972834321072092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867072853634444,0.07951543005150727,0.0,0.0,0.09798713098671673,0.0,0.14800313857583058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444213051942464,0.0,0.05605114542145664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302096638471736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998000114642204,0.0,0.0,0.06828430182415912,0.0,0.11680215656422885,0.30950610655113703
socialanxiety,thatDarklordGuy,2019/09/24,"I swear I wasn't like this before I dropped out. So it's becoming clear that one of the biggest problems in my life is social anxiety. I have never been to Panera. Now, I don't expect to like Panera, but I've had a twenty five dollar gift card for almost a year. But one time I drove to one and sat in the parking lot for 10 minutes before deciding not to deal with it. I had In-N-Out.

Last week my therapist decided this is the thing we should focus on and so it into the cold uncaring–yet somehow judgmental–world I went. Talk to people, do things, document everything. It started out pretty cool actually. I went to a support group for folks like me and tried to engage. It got me a potential job, so that's neat. I even left with a few new friends. Well... That's the lable social media uses to manipulate us. I haven't talked to all but one of them since. And I honestly don't know how anymore. I didn't have these problems when I was 6-19 years old. I also thought I made a new friend at school. But I was awkward af and I think they might be ghosting me now. 

Which honestly fucking hurts. That's kinda why I sought this sub out. I don't know how to stop thinking about every interaction that could have been the one that ruined any chance of them liking me. I'm just making myself miserable.",1.8623684210526288,3.85471015413534,3.5979458646616567,88.2181067669173,79.03759398496241,6.662015037593986,22.67007518796993,7.699297019823105,1.022053112781955,1015,32,212,16,25,339,156,266,0.114,0.7170000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9649,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,3,0,14,20,1,2,12,1,22,2,0,6,3,45,39,16,1,5,6,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,0,0,18,12,0,1,7,0,1,3,8,7,1,6,15,2,32,13,27,20,3,28,0,3,0,1,14,10,1,5,18,144,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.11068410516333582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357635924385524,0.0,0.0,0.0907040195923984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713126367757131,0.0,0.0867679855805619,0.0,0.11248475075422602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526636069075486,0.1930285729050118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905587241581196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693372970691593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491456365722528,0.0,0.09556344012129876,0.0,0.1019369276097277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752600530096152,0.10485737453044723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071442192339572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142124900225802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255443822737403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466819950889305,0.09245456480548646,0.0,0.0,0.12323399675720527,0.0,0.08011374317738082,0.2216502306157386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642784630416754,0.0,0.10732321526144872,0.07571047237666784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032346432643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874785084909463,0.2190885254773332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901794861050385,0.0,0.38429047694355295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863295597539352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153915697123402,0.0,0.2170602378776014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478973584643053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382435440054178,0.0,0.0,0.2312401328505611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028110656907747,0.0,0.0,0.09482638001277358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287106327923748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232959379294014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131692391318775,0.1507058833351922,0.14535325633203205,0.0,0.09004488227007397,0.06613763554032825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700650638577644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643343350047435,0.09796071740679133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098077554751843,0.0,0.10198054717139032,0.21028779010699694,0.1023462630374834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608088322669027
socialanxiety,GoyaNopalitos,2019/09/24,"Tips for being less nervous/clearer during presentations? So the other day I had to present on a topic of my choice in one of my uni courses. I chose to present about the Canadian province of Saskatchewan. As hard enough as it is already to pronounce that word, I don't think I pronounced it correctly even once during my presentation; instead, I said S-s-s-s-saskatchewan or Sas-s-s-skatchewan or Saskatch-ch-ch-chewan too many times. I get that fidgety and nervous.

Even if I perk myself up beforehand with deep breaths and a plan of action, I still have anxiety when I'm talking to people normally (though thankfully I believe it's gotten better over time), so something about standing in front of 40+ people and being the centre of attention even just for five minutes makes me lose my cool pretty quickly, especially if I try something out of my comfort zone like trying to be a bit humorous with the delivery. Any tips or tricks for how to cope?",8.402351135666054,7.416882408839783,7.9649355432780835,73.77802332719459,61.92817679558011,10.696378146101903,40.553100061387354,9.725611199111238,3.964760098219767,760,37,136,12,9,241,120,181,0.069,0.8190000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.8541,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,15,9,1,1,7,1,7,1,1,2,1,19,14,15,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,3,3,17,6,28,8,3,20,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,5,11,90,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999633646431796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322508455593605,0.0,0.13862073367043848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415510616672927,0.0,0.16026040874391706,0.19782807868252314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686173238547608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723240002224828,0.0,0.3590510384889617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946717269423858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232339056266806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852722977430393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272117390722644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095522510021603,0.18371263973980806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754166402793778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297658231087256,0.12278867026829288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512483832614465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843498376259591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236671024525607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789997254999217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470992557045478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145645089558657,0.0,0.16682850184379472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161083485995291,0.1780322278574313,0.0,0.21132327783076327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460515440382662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UnvoicingStew10,2019/09/24,"why.. am.. i me? i hate myself i do everything wrong, i get angry, screw up and regret doing it, apologize and it repeats itself
i'm an asshole to everyone why couldn't I've been someone else? someone better?",0.4820325203252018,2.9585211463414645,3.4798780487804883,82.2845325203252,93.6341463414634,5.660162601626017,23.90650406504065,7.1686216300943375,1.6646065040650404,161,7,28,3,6,57,32,41,0.322,0.585,0.09300000000000001,-0.8895,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,1,2,6,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25776490766173066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434700848699098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784941177248709,0.2619375515641777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227122621704228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877477271377181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493891323028526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259787631508609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186561415846969,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,REAPERxREB0RN,2019/09/24,"Starting a Social Anxiety Support Group (Chattanooga, Tennessee) \*\***This post is specifically about Chattanooga, Tennessee**\*\*

Hey guys! I'll start with a quick background about me. I am 21 years old and I have been diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder. I have lived in Chattanooga for 5 years and have made no new friends (other than over the internet). I have tried therapy for a while with different therapists and I have tried different medicines. While I have made some great progress from where I used to be its just not as much as I would like to have made by this point in time, I still have issues talking to people I don't know. I badly want a job but struggle with the idea of confronting people I don't know all day long.

I have looked for a social anxiety support group for a long time now with no success. I see them in other states but I have seen none in Tennessee. I have also asked my therapists and they don't know of any. I think it would be so beneficial to be around people with the same issues and feel like you are on the same playing field and feel more comfortable with that people because you know you are in a safe place. 

I am to the point where I would to explore organizing my own group. I hope to find 1 or 2 other people that are interested in helping me organize places to meet or activities to do and maybe at least 6 - 8 people interested in the group before we actually meet up. My main idea is that we would just meet up for lunch or in some place we decide on like maybe a church room or some kind of public place that we are all comfortable with and talk about our anxiety, milestones,  hobbies, and anything else. I am open to other ideas as well. I am considering maybe making a discord server or some kind of online chat where we could chat in between sessions and post information about meeting up (I will work this out with whoever is interested in helping me organize things). I might also set up a group page on [meetup.com](https://meetup.com).

In closing, its rough to deal with social anxiety and the depression that comes with it. I know it helps me a lot and gives me more confidence to have friends by my side. I hope we can all come together and overcome our anxiety together. If anyone is interested in being a part of this group please comment or private message me.

If there are any therapists or people who have overcome social anxiety interested in helping or offering advice that would be great. I really want to do this in the safest and most comfortable way possible. I am going to be reaching out to some people that have groups in other states as well as my therapists to help with ideas. I also think an ideal age group would be 18+ although I am not sure. We will work that out later.",5.987771665918277,6.887260356870232,6.138908845981143,78.49969241131569,66.61450381679388,9.599820386169736,31.06061966771441,9.701314574385464,2.8346524023349806,2193,82,410,45,34,698,221,524,0.063,0.7190000000000001,0.218,0.9985,3,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,9,3,2,5,20,32,1,1,21,0,53,2,0,5,4,106,83,38,0,14,16,0,3,3,2,9,1,0,1,1,25,41,1,1,17,3,0,4,8,4,2,0,5,6,55,28,80,61,21,69,1,1,3,0,53,41,0,20,21,302,80,5,0.0,0.0,0.05596235450717233,0.0,0.0,0.05603877954056318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758101469487424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799579018397768,0.0,0.3070918388179518,0.0,0.0,0.04009832347711985,0.0,0.04719165669681664,0.051050947138514616,0.05361166052935916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04788231103564024,0.03495817075874403,0.0,0.04879803387750615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879864569755346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04578687624185318,0.0,0.0,0.03698404100317845,0.05912219126718805,0.049392847273015766,0.058205950958852115,0.0,0.11983072207938618,0.06572457735707515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790602129601142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799268584465396,0.04096867525018915,0.0,0.0,0.05241407684170408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861222849474501,0.0,0.0,0.05501242359198996,0.03259159540322711,0.0,0.0,0.12645043802482211,0.0,0.05678250033308309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921922715371272,0.0,0.0,0.11391692935785605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589509221610462,0.0,0.11971064111295775,0.056908002862206986,0.0,0.0,0.11943605518265095,0.1575819302688505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405047475432352,0.0,0.050638410846597516,0.10150049901179213,0.04815699798909847,0.0,0.0,0.0487543293707224,0.0,0.16278922281878658,0.038279536965096686,0.0,0.17283816912711586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083605551339166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042156609464993125,0.0,0.0,0.055386045327480066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060175981212736374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062101162541009884,0.0,0.3180572568571127,0.0,0.2396614441587724,0.06294973430077927,0.10842281502122167,0.06465007386663273,0.10984505914839757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03673792705427115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569809744012256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29228998761322045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118093811964994,0.0,0.04579735137941323,0.0,0.0,0.05995148746596405,0.0,0.0,0.13015328715067104,0.05404882527922905,0.0,0.0,0.09218661839413952,0.0,0.0,0.0655812395020884,0.26633693349204784,0.03809876791737528,0.07349122484769895,0.0,0.0,0.06687893986064479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786963454888488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952935552223931,0.0,0.0,0.06764943831421504,0.045519342642131616,0.0,0.0,0.10312359710942898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349853072454458,0.0,0.0,0.2444257836723459,0.0,0.0,0.07385911610153098
socialanxiety,mydarkKATharsis,2019/09/24,I don't fit in anywhere and it is so discouraging. I feel like because I am quiet and shy I dont fit in anywhere. It makes it hard for me to make friends and I feel very alone. I feel like people in general dont like me very much and they misunderstand me. I dont blame anyone else because I know I am the problem. I avoid talking to people because I feel awkward doing it. If anyone has any encouragement I would really appreciate it.,1.020333333333333,3.3204859222222254,3.653333333333333,84.90000000000002,84.22222222222223,6.266666666666668,24.555555555555557,7.554174236665415,1.3940222222222225,343,14,70,6,10,120,49,90,0.22899999999999998,0.5760000000000001,0.19399999999999998,-0.1114,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,9,0,2,1,0,10,0,0,2,0,17,17,6,0,3,1,0,5,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,6,16,5,6,16,1,5,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,45,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300295684812668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702690916338203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009391092860392,0.16125909776877922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878205316585936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5533606555713879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147461875911665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31831348360703504,0.2248711462094697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159493361758596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098566732130485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864944474407762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23067046325067064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101108542353787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569577284115645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822129795790884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059578473536325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082458995321918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649976120090328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597175169938183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180148776654784,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SharpieWater,2019/09/24,"Anyone else feel like friends arent really your friends? My friends are great, but that's why it scares me. Especially one new guy I really like, Ive always thought that he was really cool and looked up to him, and now all of a sudden we are close friends. I feel like I have inserted myself into his life forcefully, even though I know that I haven't. I'm pretty positive we are actually friends but I keep telling myself that it's all really him feeling sorry for me, or me being invasive. Anyone else have this crap?",3.8475,5.420558834951457,5.011832524271849,82.06202063106798,72.3009708737864,9.033495145631068,26.46723300970873,9.516144504307137,2.315952427184466,412,14,82,10,8,136,66,103,0.134,0.609,0.257,0.9168,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,0,3,12,1,1,1,1,10,2,1,0,2,17,18,6,0,0,3,0,3,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,5,19,10,5,15,2,6,0,0,1,0,14,3,1,1,6,52,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.13617376711459664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611089353497996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514331771581436,0.2859564375742001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331404189405178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216678700068526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167128955093611,0.1993789893810773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5390525949458724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384656927653026,0.0,0.13816943630473527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403216482887915,0.0,0.0,0.07668914313156304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856329587718443,0.2045208761471901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718091361336724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347714281188105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945578985066468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196532300467113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575790880864521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397068130507376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620688185233206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219666685075317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371002169489432,0.11078149667480926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591578680018198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thedynospektrum,2019/09/24,"Job interview So I have a job interview on Wednesday after half a year of being out of a job due to my anxiety. I have pretty bad social anxiety and having a job interview face to face with someone is the very thing I try to avoid with strangers. I'm wondering if i should even mention my anxiety to the person interviewing me because my anxiety is very noticeable I've been told it shows on my face and I look like I'm dying, although I know this will definitely affect my chances of getting the job. Any advice from you guys that have been through this",5.438415584415584,6.049585854545459,6.522207792207791,76.29045454545457,67.72727272727272,10.285714285714286,33.896103896103895,10.290406445055957,3.5485194805194813,444,20,84,11,7,149,67,110,0.114,0.7929999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.0772,5,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,0,11,3,3,1,0,11,18,5,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,13,1,15,12,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,2,5,58,18,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621949024313118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479637910637552,0.0,0.4265606688242691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163926847517568,0.08497658656433668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467457939939635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920719956919892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283043830099238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802733238514192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6916620244230411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661027020480943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810351045945266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706039588114416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870715238033414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171818805054938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418193151075208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210014365863854,0.11811266784557732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261077395234196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332021102216648,0.0,0.09464304906917154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300382249096665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117271391884946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976864974259645
socialanxiety,Polverise,2019/09/24,"I don’t care about anxiety internally. I just wish it didn’t give me extreme physical symptoms. When I get anxious I shake, my words tremble, I blank out, my whole body tingles, my heart races and I sometimes throw up or run to the bathroom because I think I’m going to throw up. 

I hate myself for having these symptoms and not being able to participate in any social activity for the fear of having these symptoms in public.

Since these symptoms developed depression also followed. So now I suffer from anxiety and depression but my depression is 100% linked to my anxiety. What can I do?",4.237363636363637,6.6858961909090935,5.434545454545457,75.69181818181819,73.45454545454545,8.4,31.90909090909091,9.120678840339163,3.292381818181818,471,23,78,11,10,156,74,110,0.228,0.737,0.035,-0.95,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,3,2,0,8,7,2,0,0,12,17,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,6,3,8,0,0,1,0,17,1,14,15,1,13,0,4,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,58,22,0,0.14729124442109062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778875494868528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001630970383288,0.0,0.33803219648480903,0.16639718140994347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978737549119277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360736811764848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017324013415653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380585198975732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574359937719252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695359598809506,0.14129518297232604,0.0837090085325655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541961006530787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454083381868424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184083945084835,0.0,0.0,0.15014487486351075,0.0,0.0,0.1456748069598264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123679990549624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437828206525264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644454143225641,0.16937766203968688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,batlady96,2019/03/30,"Social anxiety and roommates? How do people with social anxiety deal with their roommates? Please send help.

I developed social anxiety after something really traumatic happened to me my sophomore year of college. Long story short, the fall out of the event involved me losing all my friends, so much so that my freshman/sophomore roommate wouldn’t even talk to me, no less look me in the eye. The result was me actually getting a medical single, where I ultimately spent all my time alone, crying and studying (but I got a 4.0 and into grad school that year, so maybe it was worth it?).

After that event, my social abilities have never been the same. Especially with roommates. My old roommate and I were so close, practically inseparable, and I grew up with a twin sister so I wasn’t accustomed to being autonomous and independent. That traumatic year, I had to learn to be alone and now I actually prefer to be alone than surrounded by people who don’t actually care about my well being. 

I have a support system, such as my long term boyfriend (who supported me through the trauma), my twin sister, and a few close friends from work, but I still struggle with day-to-day interactions. I’m really friendly with strangers, but I have trouble really letting people in.

All this to say: when I’m not with my boyfriend or work friends, I hide in my room all day in my apartment. I feel like I can’t even use my own kitchen, living room, or washing machine/dryer, because I don’t want to small-talk with my roommates. 

To make matters worse, my roommates are 5 years older than me and are “real adults.” So I feel like they are judging me for locking myself in my room, not eating much, and sleeping weird hours (all related to my anxiety and depression). I actually had a conversation with one of them about how burnt out I am from grad school and joked about how I wanted to “sleep all day” from exhaustion and she asked: “What are you, like, depressed or something?”.

Does anyone have advice on how to be less scared? The only thing that motivates me to change is the fact is I pay rent too, so I shouldn’t have to feel this way. 

How do I overcome my fear and leave my room haha?!

#roommates",5.6359778085991685,6.792446689320393,6.015561719833567,78.14174757281556,67.54368932038835,8.895423023578363,31.461858529819693,9.140100540675403,2.7211509015256587,1724,69,314,31,28,554,202,412,0.13,0.772,0.098,-0.9094,1,3,2,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,3,4,24,23,0,3,14,1,32,8,3,10,8,66,50,34,0,5,8,2,3,3,4,2,3,1,6,1,13,28,2,0,6,1,4,3,10,10,1,1,9,6,56,13,50,33,15,46,0,3,2,0,27,20,0,3,24,225,69,10,0.0,0.0,0.3153215338317313,0.0,0.0,0.07893803823302299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250993561521044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471882865238656,0.0,0.0,0.05648379600105046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551911985412009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924321055052282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236138368590434,0.0,0.08545534861157608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873388796734119,0.2083876677297995,0.08328143176799968,0.1391527259673079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069180041744068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265889958389744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670987981459516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090083006528213,0.1225355608198256,0.1154196033450315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496441049637197,0.0,0.042204620740176765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460776508815996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143417239114823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054145650576517934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955279115023987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553517671179461,0.0,0.08260381531888683,0.0,0.11839621854822872,0.0,0.07133090413888891,0.14297688738678124,0.06783550569118735,0.09037302410216597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392179446566963,0.0,0.0811551459812827,0.0,0.0,0.08137813206309877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876632849626845,0.0,0.062303113518359286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476583438513836,0.0,0.05473914364124435,0.06143741937210397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800965403723572,0.0,0.0,0.08867303274149099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194620690798888,0.15525069857987786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424011444013862,0.08087564791541166,0.16350891359613928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167822745993596,0.3293833078665273,0.0,0.12437797409678135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451163112041927,0.0,0.0,0.08444960522898835,0.0,0.0,0.1833381319415872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985705375867926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366715733550067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710391941960705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976865292081312,0.0,0.0,0.09529318789365572,0.06412001901693358,0.0,0.0,0.07263161794466479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761873232739405,0.0,0.08232251083673897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808068193061666
socialanxiety,ohsnapt,2019/03/30,"How do you train? By this I mean train away your social anxiety

What are you doing to practice being social and overcoming social challenges?

I have been doing lots but I'm not trying to be all preachy. How can you practice?",1.7600775193798448,4.5473273720930285,2.8468604651162783,87.41664728682171,89.23255813953489,4.7271317829457375,21.12015503875969,6.42735559955562,0.6755922480620158,179,6,31,2,6,57,32,43,0.046,0.9259999999999999,0.027999999999999997,-0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,8,11,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,1,4,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210635614407207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258692550991694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23408563096562465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999277842800015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8420284359377891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869389115973008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TwitchGIGN,2019/03/30,"Job Ideas? I'm working on my degree at the moment (b.s. in computer science) and need a summer job. Anyone have any ideas for entry level jobs that won't agitate my SA? Sadly, I've already ruined my chances of working in IT for now until I move lol (didn't show up cause it was a lot of answering phones and customer service.)",2.267727272727271,4.227049409090913,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,77.63636363636364,6.218181818181819,26.15151515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.4307151515151522,255,10,48,3,6,87,52,66,0.08800000000000001,0.805,0.10800000000000001,-0.1032,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,10,3,1,11,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,28,7,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368555969798623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595949121716156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500781229237133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204897690528708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845946782472041,0.0,0.0,0.6389778056758879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824754154756008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281235548604521,0.0,0.15914949385711824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125143814348754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Boop9779,2019/03/30,"Interning abroad with social anxiety? I am a 22 year old female and going to the Carribean next month (from Canada) to do a 3 month internship. I feel insane. The most work I have done up to now is volunteering in an office once a week (though even this minimal experience taught me a few things). I have always been told that your 20s are the years that form the foundation for the rest of your life....and it only recently hit me that I have almost no foundation at all. Until now I have always played it safe, avoiding all challenges and discomfort, but I am realizing this is no way to live. I will be graduating from university soon with little to no experience in the real world, so when this opportunity arose I seized it. I have also never felt so prepared for humiliation and challenge. 

I am being weighed down by thoughts that this sort of experience is not for someone like me though; I feel that my social anxiety will completely ruin my experience and that I am biting off more than I can chew. Mind you, I am still functional despite my anxiety but it takes a lot of effort to get by.

Have any of you jumped head first into a deeply challenging circumstance and if so how did you fare and what did you learn?
 
Otherwise, feel free to just share your thoughts. ",8.232920110192836,7.174744537190082,8.46342975206612,70.30302341597798,62.30578512396694,12.198898071625345,34.62947658402204,11.374738998889045,3.817817079889808,1006,35,189,25,12,332,144,242,0.121,0.784,0.095,-0.6745,0,1,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,7,0,7,14,12,0,2,13,0,25,3,1,1,3,34,37,18,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,9,2,2,8,1,1,2,5,3,0,1,9,4,28,10,29,23,8,28,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,5,17,148,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465605943855446,0.0,0.0,0.09955245733268688,0.20716682982501872,0.0,0.0,0.0846556400783936,0.0,0.2856973556795712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052257672260625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273937398428916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222269460159404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870899081426209,0.0,0.0,0.18883357403511095,0.0,0.11952734041951593,0.0,0.0,0.10588884282527483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503948177853773,0.0,0.07074900744073757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775989529367435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792906902327009,0.060818211875592526,0.12476898923857492,0.10992457599723134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583465978704036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569669639049602,0.0,0.19872916732910326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601228835510027,0.0,0.13239366712996306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062849148378966,0.13257492299185245,0.0,0.09467820934517897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169381323464902,0.0,0.0,0.12291620098347901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537982722558373,0.10547769431798447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099415727073838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359896495482524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270383764651247,0.0,0.24461630126959796,0.19765803854120734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895296009095545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881223276865958,0.0998562116264598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062824477344432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033149313445724
socialanxiety,Tributekingdom,2019/03/30,You all should read the power of now And then watch moojiji and eckhart 's youtube videos . I am not saying you will be cured but your anxiety will be reduced by 95%,2.624545454545455,4.672492666666667,3.3606060606060595,90.5609090909091,76.87878787878788,6.824242424242425,26.15151515151515,7.793537801064563,1.4266242424242432,130,5,27,2,3,41,29,33,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.2617,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,20,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136444105963244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6716147037370629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533950474470556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,daisywindow69,2019/03/30,I can’t take this any longer I feel like there’s something missing inside me. Like a broken part that needs repaired. I can’t talk to anyone anymore. Sometimes it’s like I don’t even have anything to say for days. My anxiety is crippling me. I’m going to the doctor to get medication again for depression and anxiety but I just don’t even feel like it will help. I don’t have any one I feel close to in my life and it’s incredibly lonely. Me and my ex of 2 years broke up 2 months ago because he cheated on me and I feel so empty. I’m trying to make friends and be around people and socialize but I feel so uncomfortable I just want to hide away. I don’t know how to fix this. What has been a big helper for any of you with  your social anxiety/anxiety in general? I haven’t found anything that helps besides getting drunk. I feel emotionally exhausted all the time just from basic tasks. It’s making me feel really suicidal and I feel like there is no help for me any more. ,1.5972772277227745,3.7121639257425803,3.4202871287128715,88.53003465346536,80.53465346534655,6.812277227722772,22.971287128712873,7.908726449838941,1.1693635643564364,771,26,164,14,20,258,112,202,0.20800000000000002,0.65,0.142,-0.9401,0,2,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,12,13,1,0,4,0,15,5,0,3,1,32,36,12,1,2,5,1,8,5,1,1,4,1,0,0,9,10,1,0,10,1,0,1,8,6,0,1,2,9,25,7,22,32,3,15,0,4,0,0,13,8,0,0,11,100,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120686450912916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31056434514406245,0.0,0.26202451512342273,0.0,0.11322825301654407,0.07983193415100946,0.0,0.18790816688617884,0.1016375622944447,0.0,0.0,0.10726864405212168,0.0,0.0,0.06959838078128673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363169504302793,0.0,0.0983364437488319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686019770783357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842848215726949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508194686218055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618316055265789,0.2446941643353297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251840454431584,0.08820924388775467,0.0,0.11930063991221335,0.0,0.0648867551679907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295818792689372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274611599554797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806432793935858,0.2788941192589977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242180766347746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501659130828658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113124898623838,0.0,0.0,0.08465732157528498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736611240804703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363748627804552,0.0,0.07915270447702112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314170566544151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907944038630669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232768585025281,0.0,0.08789542258938783,0.11291933447843057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488597678830693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584336858843387,0.09176737842224857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657479241109418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775155043728559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734178684471398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352322468586034
socialanxiety,jak779,2019/03/30,"I dun did it. I posted on here a while ago about anxiety to post original music publicly, and I released my first song today Feels really good. Half anxious about the response still, but also half relieved it’s just out there. Thanks for all the kind words in my last post. Let’s see where it goes from here :) ",2.416120218579234,4.71198473770492,3.076639344262297,91.11255464480877,78.672131147541,6.033879781420765,21.642076502732237,7.1686216300943375,0.6381453551912566,243,7,49,3,6,76,50,61,0.042,0.68,0.278,0.956,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,5,4,8,3,1,14,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,7,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010055172431479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133669571143315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346772358515192,0.2561697427374993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146546496603126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928785424801165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190192179087204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361314856231818,0.0,0.18483640924189565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23187337886145584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6515087164946423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526570357292312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806951782221372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108763894269286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876646427774492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493817937497892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nosebros,2019/03/30,"I got my first job I’ve been working at a fast food restaurant for a day, but I have a very noticeable lisp and I’m already thinking about quitting. Go me? ",1.4827272727272742,3.247074242424248,3.003030303030304,93.12454545454548,79.30303030303031,5.612121212121212,29.181818181818183,6.42735559955562,1.23329090909091,122,6,27,1,3,40,28,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,15,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35222695972397944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584696991703427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714973455340429,0.3859579885551808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813993543306875,0.0,0.25528022500359265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167404003312801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36339256172345896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394909706951894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451991642949685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633598378852877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236940956093385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,majesticalpha09,2019/03/30,"Why does a girl from my class keep coming from behind me and putting the hood on my hoodie, over my head? 18M in High School. ",2.2411111111111133,3.131454777777776,2.7861111111111114,99.13250000000002,75.2962962962963,5.4,17.203703703703702,3.1291,-1.0440962962962963,97,1,24,0,2,30,24,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,13,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31846248327660165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235256089510448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37941727239896605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906067151103705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286049730426902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716490582445252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741545732867182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335953523362915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MrManBatCow,2019/03/30,"Have Social Anxiety/Fear of Speaking in Front of People, Forced Into an Intensive Outpatient Program. Hi, I'm Jason. I'm a recovering Heroin addict. I have pretty bad social anxiety and severe glossophobia. When I speak in front of people I have a near panic attack. My legal issues have landed me in an intensive outpatient program that i have to attend for 3 hours, 3 days a week. I am having a *incredibly* hard time adjusting to the program. Each time we go around the room elaborating on a subject, I get increasingly nervous as it gets closer to my time to speak. All the symptoms of anxiety/panic set in, racing heart, sweaty hands, uncontrolled shaking and fidgeting, shortness of breath, urge to run out of the room ... Then my turn comes and the freak show begins. I'm so noticeably nervous when speaking that I can see I'm making everyone else uncomfortable; my voice is shaky, I teeter between talking too fast and taking long pauses, i forget words and entire parts of sentences. I end up cutting my speech very short.  


I had thought in the beginning that my fear would ease through exposure and practice. In the beginning I saw this as a chance to get over my social anxiety and finally live a fulfilling life. This has not been the case, in fact the opposite has been true. These horribly humiliating experiences that have me wanting to curl up in a ball and die after each session have only reinforced my fear of speaking in front of people. My glossophobia has gotten worse, fast. I can make small talk among the group with not too much anxiety when we're talking about a subject that I'm familiar with or confident in, but it's a whole different story when i have to reflect, explain or elaborate on something and all eyes are on me.

​

As part of the program I'm seeing a counselor who I'm going to be doing cognitive behavioral therapy with, but I just have a feeling that this won't work. Besides I'm only seeing her briefly, once a week. I don't know what to do. I'm almost positive my doctor won't prescribe me a benzo for the anxiety due to my drug history. Quitting this group would entail almost certain felony conviction and subsequent loss of my career, probable drug court and possible prison time. 

​

Has anybody ever, in any way, been through something similar? Does anybody have any suggestions or advice? I'm at my wit's very, very, very end.  
",5.982168700959022,7.414128159909911,6.712473118279573,72.44758064516131,66.95045045045045,9.96326649229875,33.917175239755885,10.163272556057118,3.7821679163034014,1909,87,316,47,31,629,232,444,0.134,0.821,0.045,-0.9808,1,0,4,0,0,0,63.0,1,0,0,3,11,15,2,8,28,0,32,10,4,2,6,51,65,25,1,3,8,0,3,0,0,4,6,7,2,0,15,21,0,0,6,2,0,10,5,13,0,0,7,15,35,2,58,53,9,67,0,1,5,0,19,30,0,6,25,204,50,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813158599223332,0.0,0.0789995459302985,0.0,0.0,0.16190661217106622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751882701314753,0.19646793318402955,0.10995300146658307,0.0,0.2473808930623341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196804920305364,0.0,0.09197140061138817,0.0,0.0,0.0675011279853238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963970497417371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213751030755008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390301607948901,0.0844644789767326,0.0,0.08274697138201262,0.07074688273209233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875060942289096,0.0,0.06753455304951271,0.0,0.14320707755821727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312777164586401,0.0,0.07724963737338393,0.0,0.0790806692483337,0.0,0.2729149771360934,0.04087701308421527,0.0,0.0,0.08856034185245876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671251842332762,0.0,0.09189069637518626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724200923250168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958001955026441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961477785658601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437983810927893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044429593364174264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710230910969422,0.0,0.0,0.07138648443650425,0.07154414674418609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792761953267636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942943499125875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204110918018434,0.0,0.08609592159870595,0.0,0.12297058153885332,0.0,0.09485268474199396,0.0,0.17509173763972874,0.0,0.16814056540989206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113914545778697,0.0,0.08224712541240042,0.08716320184279848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598724572469837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932659299816688,0.0,0.0,0.0913303904960209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472299699321924,0.0,0.12447488811883878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402757788181887,0.060784415081017285,0.19493735553381936,0.0,0.0,0.09245183754333904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418088204600964,0.18856248921218324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793475071637734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668181371408692,0.04768371967660644,0.06416998066796106,0.12969590889920904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025912445210588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058855189809330084,0.0,0.08238665567981904,0.11485811600515952,0.0,0.19646793318402955,0.0
socialanxiety,Syncto12,2019/03/30,"Do I Have Social Anxiety Disorder? I know there’s some very smart people on Reddit.

When I read most articles regarding SAD, the content usually pertains to being afraid of public speaking or being in line at the grocery store. 

While I’m hyper self aware in these situations and frankly all of the time, my real fear lies in situations such as going to the beach with a good friend or grabbing food one on one with someone.

I’m terrified of the awkwardness that has happened in the past where I’m thinking about what I should say, how I’m coming across, etc.

Is this SAD or just low self esteem?",5.252804347826089,6.478420660869568,5.817989130434783,78.9539402173913,68.47826086956522,8.880434782608695,30.02717391304348,9.188382445141503,2.5991086956521743,476,18,87,9,8,154,85,115,0.20800000000000002,0.722,0.071,-0.9490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,7,0,7,1,0,1,1,16,16,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,4,4,1,0,2,2,1,2,0,6,0,2,0,3,5,3,17,13,4,17,0,3,0,0,7,10,0,5,5,57,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136097744587564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591769945096134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117810545934007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060855176729896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793590779519552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344427011517096,0.0,0.1427654003656238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501828574533767,0.15498994154454612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340587289559866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155369184312707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504318941158048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639938709339606,0.12810752078391344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483625837000936,0.2103272103016764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694944483327935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855447236622998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154149802937081,0.0,0.1883663138296507,0.15656879216184225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840356931508644,0.0,0.0,0.10775034989442407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20351595081806684,0.15246801076515235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fdgasgasg,2019/03/30,"I went to my first party It honesty wasn't as bad, nor as good as I expected.  Goes to show sometimes we need to make a blind leap of faith, because no matter how much we think we know, things won't always turn out how it appears at first sight.",2.279615384615384,3.4073223461538475,3.3223076923076924,94.39769230769234,75.53846153846153,5.9692307692307685,22.615384615384606,5.985473137389443,0.1509076923076922,190,5,44,1,4,61,41,52,0.124,0.662,0.215,0.6535,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,13,9,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,2,2,2,6,2,9,6,1,6,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500976005007366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096267504042263,0.1832241564448326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113279096420806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25210313213808544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518493741401874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063223324619456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095289999879625,0.22286820696669293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972705625313232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199684779315934,0.19259256686720505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269329110113969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278630601746027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,i___may,2019/03/30,"I, (22F) have a work placement coming up soon and I could do with some unbiased advice! Hello,

(Quick note: I have suffered with depression/social anxiety since 2013)

I am a fashion branding university student, in my second year and in 2/3 weeks I will begin a mandatory work placement, which will add up to about 76 hours worth, which is a minimum time required to pass. But I felt I could not push myself further - as this is my kind of first real experience in the ‘real world’ outside of an education setting. I will be completing this in a wedding boutique. It is a beautiful place and something I have always wanted to do. But I am terrified. 

Back in 2016, I began a Christmas Temp job in a department store (I was in a good place with my mental health and I believed that I could do something like this, as I passed 3 interview stages and completed 2 days worth of training) However, hind-sight is a wonderful thing, as I was wrong and I pushed myself way too hard. My first day was Black Friday, I was left alone on a till in a swamped & busy environment. I won’t go into much detail, but I spent the majority of the time hiding and sobbing in the back rooms but luckily I had an understanding & sweet manager, who I explained everything to) I basically did not continue after my first day (which only lasted a few hours). 

This experience knocked me back in terms of my mental health and my already somewhat non-existent self confidence. Very much so. That I have been unable to apply for a part time job since, which I worry will be interpreted as ‘lazy’ but those unaware of the situation. I have put all my effort and time into my full time education.

I wanted to ask for some advice, from people who have social anxiety themselves, and perhaps have been/are in a similar situation in terms of a working environment. As I have received advice and encouragement from family and my university advisors, but I hope for some advice/tips from people who truly understand/relate my situation. 

Thank you for reading. 




",6.381507936507938,7.208896740740743,7.315992063492067,70.66303571428571,65.71957671957672,10.532804232804233,33.73941798941799,10.504223727775694,3.7602783068783054,1600,68,275,40,24,537,197,378,0.071,0.82,0.109,0.9513,3,1,2,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,0,8,10,10,0,0,23,0,34,2,0,0,1,46,48,25,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,16,19,0,1,5,1,4,9,3,3,0,4,10,4,44,7,48,28,13,64,0,2,1,0,13,24,1,6,29,206,60,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24946266923153104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813315300981124,0.09390487079466188,0.0,0.07080617522105148,0.18440162311654948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019546963527004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955269575364872,0.0,0.0,0.1962992899202295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587335610633856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330213730039034,0.17844177942057587,0.0,0.0,0.20382521633610287,0.0,0.0,0.1646384461485823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647824295173107,0.16647922552796235,0.08022035347555077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170491209040491,0.0,0.0,0.2171462670555961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048361666988827635,0.07137396965107069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622874842568664,0.0,0.0,0.18090482505351468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451891559516803,0.1676036215187251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888807371171488,0.0,0.0,0.08861374620879517,0.0,0.06936409439630595,0.0,0.0,0.0924563822444556,0.0,0.0,0.04157330563325716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151226214482462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510979490879326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647188730567768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215000693491668,0.0,0.11798884765534252,0.0,0.17781312649887054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554436307443862,0.0,0.0,0.08511841067781042,0.1937143504315937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877304272643538,0.0,0.0,0.14078355977346926,0.28695232639559554,0.0,0.08674402630636154,0.0,0.13102116590990207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783443954269495,0.0,0.0,0.056533591065698274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24809900973627055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717458879521356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021260260288185,0.1003829228749372,0.0675447538904811,0.06825838309448942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228231256741276,0.18585135617004692,0.08641849171812672,0.0,0.0,0.09303844244037177,0.0,0.054798636470519566
socialanxiety,AMVFucks,2019/03/30,"First time talking to my health insurane Hello

So I need to talk to my health insurance because I need to see a Psychiatrist (I need to get a prescription for Ritalin). I am not sure what information I need to have available before I call and I am not sure how to speak to them. 

Anyone who can explain to me what to expect and the overall process?

Thanks!",1.785,4.337196571428573,3.4996428571428595,85.55660714285716,83.28571428571428,6.928571428571428,25.892857142857146,8.07648339933343,1.9007142857142847,280,12,55,6,8,93,44,70,0.064,0.892,0.044000000000000004,-0.0813,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,1,2,14,12,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,11,3,11,12,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,2,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012521493249416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216274313839932,0.0,0.1705267051693659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046320844556208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704612025432027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470138289309884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260343192995514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5943799562168609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969385177554998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777516166441373,0.0,0.0,0.322149870523875,0.0,0.1845025480485759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685558160277633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nondistress,2019/03/30,"What do you do when you meet someone for the first time, and they're also socially anxious? I went to a social event with a friend and met someone who seemed quite anxious when talking to me or to other people. I noticed that my own anxiety decreased and I tried to include them more in conversations and what was happening (e.g. friend asks to go order a drink at the bar, so I asked the new person if they would also like to come).

My social anxiety has decreased in general after therapy and I'm still challenging myself almost daily. But this got me thinking about how I and other socially anxious people might behave around others who might also be socially anxious.

Do you have similar experiences? Does this make you more or less anxious? Do you try somehow to be more inclusive, or do you avoid them? And why do you think this happens?",6.456037735849055,7.226031993710697,6.8638301886792465,74.17197169811323,65.54088050314465,9.630440251572328,33.51006289308176,9.642632912329526,3.3050523270440246,673,28,114,13,10,219,96,159,0.10099999999999999,0.835,0.064,-0.4696,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,7,3,3,11,5,0,1,6,0,14,2,0,2,0,27,28,19,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,11,10,2,1,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,0,20,4,15,19,5,16,0,0,0,0,26,4,0,9,9,93,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752487781663567,0.0,0.0,0.2336550974283401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901053790554078,0.5501310326139849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670029112601882,0.1820983482650416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389532246671952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522914539234808,0.0,0.0,0.09540792191444486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526890227253818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828423143262455,0.0,0.0,0.15049095929551504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535060499571809,0.0,0.07789396466998076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224836342420174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758123037827198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501048824888947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663686061136485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406262808763073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088241309651993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503988814073628,0.08503968602774381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358929163720533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866279910215599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963987631909778,0.16504130319974394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777806132807502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828068920062403,0.0,0.0,0.11137721973715506,0.0,0.0,0.12481082030104325,0.0,0.0,0.056790558071182926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322467136005706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028415408387357,0.0878819048626956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918509120440937,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ShyHyena,2019/03/30,"Im so fucking awkward and i hate myself for it One of my friend back in school asked me out today and i had to reject it since i dont know how to talk with people anymore, more over she used to be my crush but she now has a boyfriend",0.04396226415094517,1.599129622641513,1.9024905660377376,100.30241509433964,82.9622641509434,4.24,18.147169811320754,3.1291,-0.9619252830188684,182,4,46,0,5,60,44,53,0.141,0.818,0.040999999999999995,-0.4797,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,8,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,9,1,9,7,1,6,0,1,0,1,5,3,1,0,3,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27876703031983785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26278241361595994,0.0,0.0,0.21614185292592075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294369009297464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717043503051128,0.25986437013898606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27751945647860576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30362683101945004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448042298795558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047473425409825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19487330927572388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28447939439387393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23252162157573525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593053307348285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266441677806922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427726255904613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Foraschoolworksheet,2019/03/30,"Even if I could introduce myself and have a proper conversation, what next? I’ve talked to strangers a few times, they know my name and who I am, but after that first conversation we walk away and never talk to each other again, am I just too awkward or am I supposed to do something more? I want friends but I’m just not sure how to turn those into friendships, what am I supposed to do? ",3.487307692307692,4.914976448717948,4.154358974358973,88.43230769230772,72.97435897435899,6.7384615384615385,25.82051282051281,7.1686216300943375,1.0225743589743592,305,10,64,3,6,97,55,78,0.055999999999999994,0.81,0.134,0.7937,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,1,6,3,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,2,20,12,8,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,10,2,8,11,3,9,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,6,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802277669083789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23813861680842385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699980022895106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537022288570135,0.0,0.0,0.23043713895862505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391746276817729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300386981614746,0.0,0.3172059259618977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296173146527739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811092074534332,0.0,0.0,0.4794647635856682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391946709687905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.324424333764069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592315735756692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Brick_Kid,2019/03/30,"Why am I like this? I originally had this on r/introvert but someone said this might be a better thread. I just never considered that I might have social anxiety

I spent the whole day in my dorm room ruminating about how lonely I am and don't have friends. I didn't even want to leave to get food cuz I didn't want people to see how lonely I was? Ik that doesn't make sense and nobody gives a shit but for some reason I felt like they'd see how lonely I feel and I just didn't leave or eat.

Then a friend invited me to hang out with them and some other ppl. All I could've wanted right? I was lonely and somehow I wasn't going to be anymore, that's great right? No because for some reason I thought it was a pity invite. I thought they somehow knew how lonely I was and almost didn't go. Stayed on my bed trying to convince myself to get up and go for fifteen minutes, pushing away thoughts like she might've texted it wrong, didn't mean it, maybe it's a prank even though none of those things have ever happened to me.

But I went and it was fun. I'm glad I didn't listen to my irrational self. ",1.8497844827586216,3.4699119956896567,3.124517241379312,93.32220689655172,77.75,5.8468965517241385,20.651724137931033,6.508806274219699,0.08796827586206835,861,21,194,7,20,279,128,232,0.18600000000000005,0.672,0.142,-0.7722,0,10,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,1,14,18,1,0,6,0,25,3,1,9,3,46,50,19,0,3,6,0,2,3,2,2,0,2,3,1,14,10,2,0,9,0,1,6,12,8,0,0,21,6,30,10,21,24,6,21,0,6,2,0,11,9,1,9,8,129,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792426346796753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900896177717597,0.0,0.11679086627165025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106437441969726,0.0,0.0,0.07178822392820088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415324306398756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402547253708393,0.0,0.0,0.07594844237214106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205026139979108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556485171944634,0.10652484780894347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059545334141553885,0.0,0.11307251044787152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240145513759594,0.0,0.1819693182992566,0.0,0.12305431472190767,0.11297056161518401,0.20078505524196805,0.0,0.0,0.12983591766560665,0.0,0.0,0.1041388712557656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24939147349966406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726015455607253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860880337484039,0.0,0.11831039705773813,0.12828020333104515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747889790553269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082734075779324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164316482269238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421633016707793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114069701679255,0.1120211286681589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768632230584856,0.0,0.1228541900891783,0.0,0.12088369789980165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004620738057635,0.09978158679786342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255214239305612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823758575688575,0.0,0.11570314868526176,0.2804758796139911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995445186164762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838188558978651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916898961090704,0.10626425928551733,0.13148000108892785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875713327066987,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ehdhjdicudjduwu,2019/03/30,"Something that happened today I really had to piss but there was this big group of people in there and when I walked in they all started staring at me, and I just left because I couldn’t handle that.  and didn’t get to piss until about and hour later cuz I had to wait till everyone was in class.  
 They probably laughed about it when I left.",2.6821739130434783,4.54928642028986,3.4312318840579716,90.9451086956522,76.10144927536231,6.339130434782609,23.09420289855073,7.1686216300943375,0.7389594202898548,269,8,56,3,6,85,47,69,0.087,0.8540000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.2329,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,7,3,2,0,0,0,6,2,2,1,1,10,10,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,1,9,1,12,4,1,16,0,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,8,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541176000861589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749606395775125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033923909033056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544593206617629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833790679619541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6252896731026982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19949192848879133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31024676025957937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843421524579044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22152657288905,0.0,0.0,0.20367328904296972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727565120797871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DarkQuasar,2019/03/30,"I need my brain to just shut up now... I just got out of a long relationship that was ultimately emotionally abusive. I've had social anxiety for a long time, but it was dulled by the relationship since I had a comfortable environment to stay in and someone to stay in it with.

Now, though, I'm on my own in my own place. I feel a lot better. I'm less stressed and my anxiety has gone down a lot (I hadn't realized how bad things had gotten in my relationship until I left). But now that it's been a few weeks my brain is starting to be stupid. Telling me things like no one likes me and I'm just a burden or whatever. I make posts on Facebook (after several attempts) asking people if anyone wants to do things or have dinner, etc. No one responds, which kind of justifies me not wanting to try in the first place.

I'm not miserable, but I'm disheartened by the idea that this is going to keep up. I don't really like going places or doing whatever but I don't want to stay in all the time either. I don't want to turn into a recluse or be the guy who inserts himself into everyone's business. I'd like there to be an organic give-and-take with meeting up with people.

My anxiety is better than it was, but it's not gone by a long shot and now that I have some down/alone time my brain is telling me stupid crap.

PS - it took a very long time to hit that submit button.",3.736631578947368,4.281309680701753,5.248070175438598,84.15315789473686,71.49122807017544,8.807017543859649,26.929824561403517,8.99025400887824,1.853350877192983,1069,34,234,20,19,362,139,285,0.139,0.7509999999999999,0.11,-0.5513,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,4,10,17,3,2,16,0,23,5,4,2,1,42,47,17,0,6,17,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,17,10,1,1,3,0,0,5,9,9,0,3,13,1,24,8,38,30,10,46,0,3,0,0,12,20,1,8,21,160,41,0,0.0,0.10762780562376932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408044888372047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208471746572191,0.0,0.0,0.06351582307807263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492097548785227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584567464633105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160677105233272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304214702735784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218017185273708,0.0,0.0,0.10130803325590562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867993030285748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593026409237621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726649045730641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713978692796456,0.10325030215513573,0.0,0.07265119675619762,0.0,0.0,0.08994359195951493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254469221930013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074071025823296,0.0,0.09459347289734946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869541309562477,0.0,0.0,0.17751482260581453,0.0,0.0,0.3215539792454254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544539068007593,0.0,0.0,0.060634861673779385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735499417148105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231079356953212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595082975701322,0.0,0.2847181484004529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699739462737224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058192948549723976,0.0,0.0,0.2925770434822427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262073078822696,0.0,0.07514187366847981,0.0,0.0,0.09259758279583226,0.07696647771406105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429538264688077,0.2904626651355963,0.0,0.0,0.10405426395340804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587922851578846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104556944232397,0.0,0.08924756661538255,0.0,0.21187274396953848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092401300024333,0.06167282696972742,0.09880531914060264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495060535775959,0.21431368609455376,0.0,0.07286451354907987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,16yeets,2019/03/30,"My Dad is forcing me to meet with a lecturer at my university. I honestly don't want to. I don't even know what to talk about. I'm really anxious thinking about it. But I can't seem to say no. It's gonna be super cringey. 
",-1.0609333333333308,0.8754098399999997,2.5280000000000022,91.78066666666668,90.6,6.533333333333335,22.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.135333333333334,172,7,42,4,6,63,38,50,0.12,0.735,0.145,0.4914,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,11,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,8,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,26,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911525131502169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871533962218416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23893149170326955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27851694982372105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34573681588276955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957871308862581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494418143376715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785752140172903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564313874967617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,z7iro,2019/03/30,"I Feel Like my Social Anxiety is Getting Worse I think my social anxiety is getting worse, and I'm not entirely sure why. Is it because I don't get out very often? Is it because almost all of my IRL friends have disappeared? I don't know.

I can't debate in my philosophy class, or contribute to class discussions without looking and feeling like an idiot. I don't think I can act anymore, and I used to be such a great actor. I've lost my desire to meet new friends. My job has me wound up like a jack-in-the-box at the end of the night, having to deal not only with co-workers I feel like I'm letting down, but lines of five customers with their arms crossed giving me the stink-eye as if they're *this close* to Speaking With My Manager. And when I do mess up, I *cannot stop apologizing*. Even when I know it was a minor mistake I just keep saying ""I'm sorry, I'm sorry"" like a child who's afraid of getting spanked. I'm slowly regressing back into a little kid. Maybe not slowly anymore, I think the process is accelerating. My friends are worried that I'm going to break. Now I'm worried I'm going to break.

Is this all in my head? I don't know if I'm actually worsening, or if I'm just forgetting my achievements.",1.214238370325326,3.353300446640315,3.3631027667984235,88.28237990270603,82.08300395256917,6.105746427485558,24.750532076619027,7.321109707123232,1.1858186074794772,955,38,200,14,26,325,134,253,0.152,0.742,0.107,-0.7914,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,2,9,15,1,1,10,0,21,3,2,1,3,42,51,13,0,5,12,0,3,5,3,0,1,2,0,2,7,10,0,2,9,1,0,5,10,5,0,1,2,6,28,10,24,47,2,25,0,1,1,0,16,10,0,7,13,115,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.11008697099199108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296362153358196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259975490690296,0.0,0.2237558044137983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867444656447356,0.0,0.13753671246114907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630287918246394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991679705535676,0.0,0.0,0.07451040403715069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711214399541529,0.2417759619068481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614718031543805,0.0,0.2357557406342552,0.10821830377766443,0.12822584215172486,0.0,0.0,0.12437419605870095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577632506696263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194721372026982,0.10027133434665078,0.0,0.0,0.18599343296907453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535658488444125,0.0,0.27556805098793136,0.113065958790566,0.0,0.0,0.0947325767004282,0.0,0.12314620625017784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333351189722285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895327794948216,0.0,0.10586520083899953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579762152049995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897115972887236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299926060723701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525646875400829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431479732647016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632275058947173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685362622486595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974322251564658,0.0,0.09308064277952592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017941110290362,0.0,0.0,0.10874549006054124,0.0,0.08212753386357899,0.2291294855613347,0.22992748392016016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,that_70s_office,2019/03/30,"Anxiety is back I'll start this off by mentioning that recently, my social anxiety has been going really well, and I was almost normal.
Then, Model UN comes around the corner and is gonna screw me over so bad. Basically, Model UN is my grade doing a UN meeting representing the security council and the workload us enormous, like 10 pages per person kind of enormous. This stresses me out so much, and as expected, anxiety comes busting through the door and messes up my life. Now I'm back to the levels of anxiety I had a couple years ago, I can't talk or do anything like I used to and a bunch of really bad habits have popped back into my life and I'm freaking out.
Anyways that's my vent, have a nice day or smtg.",6.149877622377622,5.816660517482521,7.3071241258741235,74.51145541958044,66.2027972027972,10.506643356643359,32.560314685314694,10.125756701596842,3.172511188811189,566,21,108,12,8,193,93,143,0.153,0.764,0.084,-0.8552,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,0,9,12,1,1,9,0,12,3,0,1,0,19,20,13,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,13,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,1,0,3,0,12,6,15,16,3,24,0,0,0,1,6,11,1,3,12,72,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761647256193227,0.0,0.1554567381109357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750519597779983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775447207991628,0.13820211574179794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35812445179879115,0.2592483416136229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674618715844545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177707142475607,0.0,0.10012101639275067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823004650443589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166512520630152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931009719149203,0.1516909948622234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141238889212952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210840616244878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555507574905276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989095024267493,0.0,0.15328698622387174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825404605594678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988412590660153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783410519806184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478109045248288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674217665069665,0.13408295258320532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395850625920681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997352335457252
socialanxiety,Darduk,2019/03/30,"I can't sneeze in public. Everytime I'm pretty much everywhere except home, and feel the need to sneeze I try to suppress it. I heard it's bad to do that and you could pop a blood vessel or something, though I don't know if it's true..
.. But I still do it. For some reason I'm embarrassed by my sneezes, especially in complete silence, I hate that, it's like an annoying disturbance.
And the worst part is I feel like I look weird trying to hold in a sneeze, sometimes I try to play it off by pretending I was just sniffing and scratching my nose.
I think this was caused by a couple instances when I used to have really bad allergies and when I sneezed, mucus just came  shooting out my nostrils. But my allergies are much better now and that won't happen, at least not often. 

I'm just rambling here and I'm p high from an edible I ate like 2 hours ago. I'll probably delete this later. 
",3.145666929755329,4.520490895027628,4.38142462509866,86.67714088397791,73.75138121546959,7.8233622730860315,25.63575374901341,8.418075326091056,1.5799720599842153,696,23,146,12,14,229,110,181,0.136,0.767,0.09699999999999999,-0.836,0,0,1,1,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,10,14,2,2,7,0,11,4,3,3,1,32,27,14,0,3,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,11,9,1,2,5,2,0,1,4,8,0,0,5,7,19,6,18,20,6,15,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,4,10,94,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931074508157408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812785586410977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897034266417786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264900091657544,0.0,0.17303294410248066,0.0,0.0,0.17660477290973078,0.0,0.0,0.1344845964556792,0.1863742184702381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033533609069826,0.1203326413717902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894978667252032,0.0,0.0,0.16629834488097908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779647351213874,0.1689577503645271,0.0,0.16587819070890653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925695048029579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468719228526684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144608614205684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476436515080244,0.12489516222366545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824026985296307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136271332683134,0.1816054080327071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079061447305204,0.17318303765357335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967234090033009,0.16659018187021413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345153638886908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079287180945755,0.16549016813982886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34307646332352665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547695621195372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TaylorHabrock,2019/03/30,Tips for remaining calm during an interview? I have a job interview for an on campus job that I have been wanting since I transferred to my current university 3 months ago. I have a horrible time with fighting and trembling my words. Any suggestions on how to minimize it?,5.4498,7.5859609799999985,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,69.2,10.6,36.5,10.686352973137794,4.6824,219,12,36,7,4,72,37,50,0.177,0.778,0.046,-0.7622,3,0,0,0,2,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,7,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,25,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304365056893818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534951495109759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7398298118346215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29754000996054314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30835769586194645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173641272063476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198683344234941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wellthenscrewme,2019/03/30,"I can't talk to people about my issues. I say subtle things so people will be like, ""Are you okay?"" But then I'll chicken out by saying something along the lines of, ""Hahahaha just kidding, yeah I'm fine, it's all good over here."" And I'm done with myself.  Am I the only one?",-1.476551724137931,0.3870565172413798,1.1168275862068988,97.38593103448278,104.51724137931036,3.009655172413793,12.696551724137931,4.935628992294339,-1.3269641379310344,210,4,47,1,10,71,50,58,0.0,0.8009999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.8466,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,0,1,7,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,6,4,8,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196612062869258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26199969624501424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260313324672283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260736513694975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166883326279076,0.2375701556896772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331136743146704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4968155936574383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404763658087148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251069794224299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20752360782598853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Willow_danvers,2019/03/30,"How do you talk to your counselor about having social anxiety? I think I may be suffering from social anxiety, but I don't know how to start the conversation about it or how to cope with the fear that comes with asking for help. Around november, my what I call 'people fear' got so intense that I started feeling it around my friends and immediate family. I've always been shy, but it had never gotten this overwhelming before. Normally, it would only happen around classmates, teachers, or strangers. But this time, the pain in my chest, the 'deer in headlights' feeling, didn't go away after talking to my friends. It would linger and I'd stay up all night thinking about what I'd said or did. I don't know how to describe what I was feeling in words, but this fear was terrifying. My heart starts racing, it feels like I'm having trouble breathing, I sweat through layers of clothing, I start shaking and I can't stop. I feel incredibly dizzy with no medical answer. I have been diagnosed with chronic migraines, but this dizziness only happens when I'm afraid and it has no other accompanying migraine symptoms. I went into the doctor one time to ask about it assuming I was anemic or something- all my tests were fine. He had no idea what it was. 

Afterwards, the fear just kept getting worse, and around Christmas break it hit its peak. I locked myself in my room all day and night, and my mom started getting concerned. Eventually, I told her about it, but she's not very good with anything to do with mental health. She has a lot of negative misconceptions about it and around my friend who has bipolar disorder. She seemed freaked out about it all and assumed I was depressed. She made me run a mile everyday and took me to do retail therapy in the mall. During this time, my friend's mental health had been progressively getting worse. I didn't know it at the time, but my friend had attempted suicide. Fortunately, she survived, but with everything that was going on, this hit me really hard. I told my mom about this too because she noticed that I cried on the bus ride home. My mom assumed this was why I was feeling the way I was, and told me I should try to keep away from her. She thought I was saying this because of my friend's struggles.

I'm not sure if what I'm feeling is me just being shy, anxiety, or if I'm just overrreacting. This feeling has always been my 'secret'. I've pushed myself so hard to overcome it. I used to not be able to talk to almost anyone at all in school as a kid, but now I can- just with a lot of stress. No one seems to notice how shy I really am. The problem is not me not knowing how to talk to people anymore because I don't have much trouble with the act of talking to people. I can do it, but the fear that comes with it is overwhelming. I'm afraid that my people fear may actually be social anxiety. I'm not sure how to talk to my counselor about it though. How do I start the conversation? What do I say? Is it really worth it to ask what it is? Am I just shy and overrreacting about everything? 

Sorry for the rant. I just don't know what to do about it at this point. ",4.279264705882351,5.629533102941178,4.965307189542486,83.68688235294121,70.91176470588233,7.858300653594773,28.30588235294117,8.309216665352881,1.890047450980392,2457,90,484,37,45,791,246,612,0.207,0.723,0.07,-0.9983,0,0,1,0,1,1,71.0,0,2,0,3,37,31,0,13,19,0,60,15,4,10,8,116,117,42,1,7,29,3,10,1,6,5,11,3,2,1,50,31,0,3,24,1,2,11,19,20,0,2,33,13,69,11,75,73,8,58,0,4,0,0,46,24,0,17,21,344,119,3,0.05507882406828813,0.0,0.05374898707475855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055153486184737824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916599877948348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685405986194776,0.0,0.05462339335421626,0.03851239443499431,0.0,0.045325179188244365,0.2451591540479709,0.15447379622740262,0.0,0.10349673659234722,0.0,0.0,0.10072661978659887,0.0,0.04686802253503389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624163755542908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489105984489736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060501501936684375,0.03552128496661821,0.0,0.047439310462225055,0.055903847029174066,0.0,0.0,0.06312510418779194,0.056375510323503734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900259113899902,0.0,0.051923413441771316,0.37187393940847335,0.22279606705935484,0.03934832291965446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25532257707737344,0.0,0.0863292368431541,0.0,0.06260513002001379,0.04619750443137195,0.044051567153744364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741204444595464,0.0,0.09867961556320046,0.0,0.0,0.1170924287653229,0.0,0.06526867171511973,0.036918174761190886,0.0,0.055248551393307394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217728815558974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489565895509925,0.0,0.0,0.151349406361207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02690873130089896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365209317094146,0.0,0.05211691508366605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055486120662620333,0.1110129999663162,0.0,0.0,0.19352295919173104,0.0,0.0,0.04048927314091399,0.0,0.04248018462326179,0.0,0.0,0.10337549049244103,0.0539655532452791,0.0,0.12541521252346793,0.0,0.0,0.07464567327968563,0.08377985530160277,0.058607752154495416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273888615296846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206729179378696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270299607568151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585471521612093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239257461274121,0.08760178320245267,0.0,0.055742710475184865,0.0,0.10028338563161583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843777469324495,0.0,0.04240236967564702,0.0,0.061656234174705137,0.23391045098811614,0.05870669798606245,0.0,0.04604836318757208,0.06309260687830268,0.0575803458109981,0.0,0.06024729387581802,0.0,0.10382227970650668,0.05724798751202675,0.0,0.2656216346238932,0.0,0.0,0.06298743548920244,0.0,0.0,0.07058457295503692,0.054114664996628765,0.04372643394587026,0.1284676209855554,0.0,0.0,0.15789053024520014,0.06119460015263033,0.037394906073401256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047570419672831515,0.0,0.045445798177433085,0.0,0.04371900683717428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105862172242851,0.049700071758575735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226005448233764,0.07825283265889564,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayaway000999,2019/03/30,"My mind sucks Not sure what I'm hoping from this, but I just need to vent/talk about it. Over the past year I have slowly started to get worse and worse and I just cant escape my own mind and enjoy myself or my life.

 I feel like I'm never good enough. I could literally get millions of compliments and I just wont accept any of them. I'll believe the opposite of whatever compliment is given to me and believe that instead. Basically like everyone is just being nice if that makes sense.

Over time from this has made me really dislike my life and I have started to really lose interest in doing anything because I know my mind will just fuck me over with ""what ifs"" and the constant thought that people will talk shit about me/ think I'm annoying/ rejection.

I'm a 22 y/o guy and got out of the military a little over a year ago so I'm also too embarrassed about this to actually talk to people/family about what's going on in my head. I put a pretty good face on so it's not evident because like I said its embarrassing to even talk about this.

Not sure what I'm going for with this post, but I thought at least putting it out there would help in some sort of way.
",4.6838750000000005,4.962917970833331,5.793333333333332,82.025,69.29166666666666,9.4,28.083333333333336,9.3871,2.175408333333334,923,29,194,18,15,308,131,240,0.193,0.664,0.14300000000000002,-0.9187,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,17,22,4,2,8,0,13,6,3,2,3,45,39,16,0,6,13,0,1,3,0,4,2,1,0,1,16,12,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,8,0,1,6,2,23,14,34,27,4,28,0,2,0,1,7,13,3,6,12,128,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.10804081228114687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814120729200558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853787939529688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528926007667218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110812022327684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498035234216887,0.0,0.0,0.24947334285967115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964241239718724,0.0,0.08839605382136233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439707191806107,0.0,0.07312549798609558,0.0,0.0,0.10579189219861244,0.0,0.0,0.10437122762622764,0.0,0.05598028299737428,0.07909404439989504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235323221179783,0.1156869041292878,0.0,0.12584254082632845,0.185723161524332,0.0885480333039264,0.0,0.0,0.10962418421037896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362441976962702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420920479094102,0.0,0.0,0.10996390063269587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060845473343676536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640102750064194,0.16226768235616867,0.11096443038630006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386055355816122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476018518070147,0.07390239928030874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33536848542727826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820929665769517,0.08538939805817551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056889612818,0.07675508983979518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603332829699368,0.11263585592276645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222596131873292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418523403964453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531428826347948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136462447605538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567277605353148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869311298406087,0.0,0.0,0.3559506107441727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094100755771607,0.0,0.17578896640782732,0.06455817531873119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878795539764047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256538798792246,0.07864799007289686,0.0,0.0,0.14259226525135255
socialanxiety,RedwoodTreehorn,2019/03/30,"Does smoking help you guys at all? It helps with my depression, but it makes my social anxiety so much worse. It's kinda like a double edged sword.",1.035,3.637595862068967,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,90.3793103448276,5.658620689655173,17.594827586206893,7.1686216300943375,0.4199586206896551,116,3,23,2,4,37,26,29,0.24600000000000002,0.5760000000000001,0.177,-0.5434,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675948694758616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012809066811261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061109953346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463554771283402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689250773963363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089386175688914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23349319265663485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571421212470586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565754854955921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35647452154097925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Poys01,2019/03/30,"Hi I. Have been suffering from LSE and Social anxiety since all my life ... Sorry Since I was bullied and my parents not understanding my mental health conditioons, hurtful comments and anxiety where all strange until I remember I cannot feel safe ... I feel a little bit sad that my father used to throw a pan in the floor so I woke up.... And I always woke up agitated because of that shit... I hate him, and hebetter take care because not going to help him much in his old life. 


I hope anybody can understand and I can get over this and we can talk about it with my psychologist. I really do now... To resove this peacefully and keep going on life

Btw he doesn't do that sort of stuff anymore so I think he realized it was harmful",2.484205794205796,4.780825377622378,4.071893106893107,84.06190559440559,78.44055944055944,7.722077922077923,25.5989010989011,8.634040054169528,2.026185214785215,571,22,112,13,14,190,93,143,0.2,0.735,0.065,-0.953,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,3,0,11,5,1,1,2,26,27,11,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,7,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,5,2,21,3,15,22,4,15,0,3,0,0,13,9,1,2,3,75,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999142237030026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390228568514205,0.0,0.15493287240448675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046619128832515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055685423128056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928144087798565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798375252012833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162093085809548,0.0,0.17757213577629938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542394970130819,0.0,0.16605949586276414,0.0,0.0,0.1047140887529762,0.0,0.0,0.1551663258340321,0.0,0.0,0.16724171723475584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885964559316932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33103826784486984,0.0,0.15657813939158272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743770116483402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484309201759672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639314886886761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346898411533535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008151013029068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697207247002714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036235658129308,0.25846128708653165,0.0,0.0,0.15925135521708286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488070359131952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883984600638603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746149320470273,0.12556745470506453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010244662439856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252707370997133,0.0,0.13492793671028494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ssnewp_2202,2019/03/30,Why is it so hard to initiate a conversation? I was at the gym earlier today and I saw a cute girl wearing a t-shirt from a competition I used to compete in. I had a go to starter topic about it and I just couldn't bring myself to talk to her. Wtf is wrong with me?,0.7554237288135609,2.022131661016953,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,79.84745762711864,7.431864406779661,23.664406779661018,8.238735603445708,1.1774515254237294,204,7,50,4,5,74,44,59,0.166,0.78,0.054000000000000006,-0.7291,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,0,5,1,1,1,0,6,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,8,1,10,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439910584662589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845842000905007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450691860912099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069428405752826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707925227197141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873923146664601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693913477863082,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BurningApple,2019/06/17,"Today was my first day at the job and I just feel like crying my way back to my mother's womb. So I just graduated with a tech-related degree and went directly to a good job thankfully. My first day was good too when judged on the outside. Met my team, good people that I can see myself getting along with, except for a small awkward exchange with one of them. 

It looks well on the outside but man is my stomach churning anticipating tomorrow...and the day after, and after, until god knows when. Talking to people takes so much energy and I fear failing every moment as it will take time until I validate myself and I keep questioning if I will. There's so much stress and new information that I can barely fit in my brain. Here I am at midnight having a strong feeling of just leaving everything and turning to the forests. It feels like massive responsibility and I really don't feel that I can take it. I'm still a kid god damn it, I don't want any of this.

Sorry I just needed to rant a bit, please share any similar experiences. I should probably head to sleep.",3.653756302521007,5.407437109523811,5.129551820728292,80.28819327731094,73.14285714285714,7.988795518207282,26.162464985994397,8.671277953709913,1.9487927170868349,843,29,161,16,17,283,126,210,0.122,0.698,0.18100000000000002,0.8838,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,5,15,14,1,3,11,0,13,5,5,0,0,30,32,18,0,4,7,1,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,12,0,1,7,1,1,1,2,5,1,3,4,6,24,9,25,25,3,26,0,1,2,1,10,7,1,2,19,112,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920063889337034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956605047793336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581908839728365,0.0,0.0,0.1388781958407726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366541063503598,0.24069465871820464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481738760928612,0.0,0.11180805587792143,0.12169290135294733,0.0,0.13999129288292872,0.2516135671659285,0.17775128659113215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163929350867836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649969798824485,0.0,0.0,0.31303745270452826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767640696249993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469074399969137,0.11057773412060977,0.0,0.0,0.06837026259147327,0.0,0.0,0.13172794974759222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155693697635896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044696746801606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290539113021065,0.09224544363516793,0.0,0.12015205222078655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430069873002055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249485817745888,0.0,0.0,0.13656038661491476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341306671312245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393631478043861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969764412333187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991354439110306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449580535668354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926228791626236,0.0,0.0,0.09935076104418678,0.0,0.14250660784077576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806134001606228,0.0999927989248833,0.0,0.1145362942915266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254211622345343,0.0,0.11792230448768436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531796134425866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337785896227897,0.0987476611094976,0.0,0.0,0.11185589936802952,0.11532557208681275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,clementines1,2019/06/17,can't make friends I have a few friends. But I'm not able to make any new friends. I'm not a very social person and have a difficult time in social situations with new people. OG,-0.1534210526315789,2.1234747105263203,1.9687368421052616,94.48415789473684,91.36842105263158,5.145263157894737,20.757894736842104,6.742157984588678,0.36703578947368376,141,5,32,2,5,47,26,38,0.273,0.727,0.0,-0.8467,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,15,1,0,0.2234291364348477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193947448725034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178623897088804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982813670518774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315785044876985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489763085204752,0.1950897038713685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511437106666163,0.0,0.4555157350014068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302833262246791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435243695085365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,his_purple_majesty,2019/06/17,"does anyone constantly wonder if they might have asperger's or not? I feel like there's something wrong with me beyond mere ""anxiety,"" like I can't figure out how to socialize properly, or like the social part of my brain is damaged in some way.  I've seen numerous mental health professionals and no one's ever diagnosed me with Asperger's but it's something I constantly worry about.",8.045416666666668,8.116477152777783,8.474444444444442,66.36500000000001,62.194444444444436,12.755555555555556,36.05555555555557,12.161744961471696,4.847655555555555,313,13,51,10,4,104,57,72,0.204,0.7959999999999999,0.0,-0.8783,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,1,16,7,6,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,7,3,8,5,2,7,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,6,6,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446159222245864,0.0,0.0,0.13218193085615598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110323845499091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085725368190578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187273476532926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543113842245202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709984955730728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558485898861603,0.13505099788720087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094184677301755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27706779433664924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19050896342540305,0.20054273062116548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809914014592055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471308676450126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854071849630604,0.0,0.2910661452672862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005202412447807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500700637802585,0.0,0.19198041087121054,0.0,0.0,0.2066867640409592,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Joepotatoes1399,2019/06/17,"Couldn’t walk to grandmas house because I was so nervous. I have a social anxiety disorder and it sucks, a lot...feeling pretty disappointed in myself.",4.177777777777777,7.2621638148148175,5.838518518518517,69.23333333333335,77.51851851851852,8.044444444444443,34.925925925925924,8.841846274778883,4.083503703703704,121,7,17,3,3,41,25,27,0.41200000000000003,0.485,0.10300000000000001,-0.8196,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965567442966512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23631226875578698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442888071991233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601115941920294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4473044323839871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295723413211065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943868006639283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951677596872211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheRadiantSoap,2019/06/17,"""Dating"" rant There's a cute girl in my class that seems really interesting.  I feel like I should have a chance with her, but I don't.  Because I'm just going to think about how to ask her out until class ends and I never see her again.  That's what always happens

Example questions:

All the possible ways to ask, all the possible responses she could make and how to answer them, what if she rejects me, how should I phrase it, what activity should I ask to do, is she okay with my nerdy hobbies, is she attracted to me, how can I fuck this up, is it okay to ask around other people, if she says yes will I be able to go through with it, is there going to be a better time to ask, would she rather it be done over text, would it creep her out if I asked for her number, does she not know how to say no and will say yes and not mean it, will I get a second date, and if we date how will the relationship go

So many questions at once that it's almost impossible to speak

I feel trapped

Does anyone else have this happen?

Are there any tricks for this or ways to do exposure therapy alone?",4.21064761904762,4.335786093333333,5.047634920634923,87.49850000000002,70.28888888888889,8.561904761904763,24.515873015873016,8.418075326091056,1.1489873015873018,841,19,192,12,14,274,121,225,0.099,0.7809999999999999,0.12,0.4288,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,1,15,10,2,0,7,4,25,1,0,7,3,48,48,19,0,11,10,0,2,1,0,9,0,4,0,1,17,12,0,0,9,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,1,7,29,7,28,34,2,21,0,1,1,1,28,7,1,9,9,137,46,2,0.10709181722393317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072369855688214,0.1109148254417739,0.0,0.0,0.08910897087692203,0.0,0.0,0.07282610804716537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488108861174927,0.10972822227137197,0.0,0.0953344221130369,0.6006983566301931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652821777893991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947140096103522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550410191283317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743354186336994,0.10959211050485923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089461471568752,0.0,0.09485156352501364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829768107498904,0.07650641562273472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900465936897364,0.055951054447751225,0.0,0.2434509906410305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940188058993293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885486205329921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231965247898158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148461957856457,0.1085742939397052,0.0,0.1166543839988748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259581144421266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404929024467288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742439819457697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414598661575355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399346888090969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860576035635428,0.0,0.0,0.11497653370472152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554911342218293,0.0,0.0,0.08533831310315812,0.09749236831330192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224688261399841,0.0,0.0,0.06862011229904177,0.0,0.0,0.06244609983285643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000899959715027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214990868308026,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheRealJFranco,2019/06/17,"In a bar by myself and don't know how to start a conversation.. I used to go to bars with friends all the time with no problem. Even if it were people I only knew through mutual friends I was fine with finding conversation. Well, now I'm 32 and am use to just going home after work everyday... And the weekends I normally spend it with my family. So, basically I have almost no social life anymore. Even now, all I think about is going home lol.. I'm kind of forcing myself to break out of my routine a bit. Anyway, it's really just me and a few random ppl here.. bartender is bored and you can tell dying for conversation (maybe not, but I'd like to think so lol).. she keeps wiping down my area and just leaning against the bar.. I keep looking up to say something but nothing comes out.. I keep wanting to say ""so, is this place normally busier?"" But that just sounds stupid the more I think about it lol.. any tips??",2.174648023143682,4.198926863387978,3.5677981356477027,88.65636451301832,78.18032786885246,6.491674702667954,23.33301189328191,7.510576382923642,0.9677549983927998,708,23,148,10,17,232,115,183,0.08199999999999999,0.878,0.04,-0.8103,0,0,1,0,0,1,35.0,0,1,0,1,17,9,1,0,8,3,9,4,0,3,2,42,28,14,1,5,9,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,2,0,6,13,3,3,6,4,1,4,4,3,1,0,3,4,17,6,26,25,5,19,0,0,1,0,11,7,0,3,8,98,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944643533365067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946999872528412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810618359753082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520333022858253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995814730624135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452746986843049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839567481494368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312797325369069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272789825468931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151802523983416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374300198988993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27937358386881583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713358323050675,0.0,0.14501542809742782,0.07653237054224406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983618068205135,0.06803426073000872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694136529536847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990304155761682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728858881433649,0.13362148494988238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591172909220786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654373043402296,0.0,0.1454946199871668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325077783008507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921202581649028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214865685105807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195565189256196,0.0,0.10720735369589167,0.0,0.0,0.09856729173421228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171733685963815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26769206542518464,0.0,0.0,0.08120226408819234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24054782062127436,0.0,0.0,0.08213777860197984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520936461691495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138123835393496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,l3wd1a,2019/06/17,"Never been to a concert in mid 20s & I have always wanted to go to one, but I'm absolutely terrified of the crowd and not knowing how to act at all. does anyone have any advice on concert ""behavior"" (I know this is strange) or conquering this specific anxiety? there are so many artists I'd love to see live and I've missed out on a lot because of this fear.",3.9189189189189193,4.607055216216222,5.49010810810811,82.06164864864867,71.16216216216216,9.163243243243244,31.016216216216225,9.3871,2.6645600000000007,282,12,59,6,5,96,58,74,0.188,0.7440000000000001,0.068,-0.8783,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,1,2,13,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,3,2,1,12,12,2,9,0,1,1,1,2,6,0,2,1,37,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642550041437917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250142618623118,0.2930040704941668,0.0,0.18389745482720934,0.0,0.20687346411762775,0.0,0.0,0.18908660615878425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484783634562433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23664968664534144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30430195332022153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368807545315086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972356926941259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387891666772757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299046413129388,0.24406803436475816,0.0,0.0,0.2741672849281179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085675029364694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832461631114275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549275390021494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595029615974075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,roadtoonepack,2019/06/17,"Im going to a date for the first time in my life and I'm so anxious. Hi all, 

So yeah, I managed to ask girl out, she said yes. I have pretty severe social anxiety. I have suffered from it my whole 20yearish life. Im so dang insecure. I dont have a reason to be but there is something in my that tells me im not good for anything.

She suggested a bar. A LOT of people there. I dont get panic attacks but oh my god i hate clubs and bars so much. Dang dang dang dang 

How do I talk to women? How to keep the conversation flowing?? Tips please??? 

Im so nervous. I prolly wont sleep tonight, and tomorrow, and the day after, and the day after.

Thanks a ton",-1.9573936170212785,-0.1949066595744675,1.1792641843971658,97.07187500000002,104.95744680851065,4.052127659574468,16.513297872340427,5.985473137389443,-0.3797212765957445,495,15,116,6,24,173,85,141,0.139,0.7120000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.3232,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,2,3,9,2,9,5,1,3,1,15,17,14,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,6,2,1,1,3,0,2,4,6,0,1,1,1,15,2,14,14,5,14,0,1,0,0,12,3,5,1,9,72,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671124002274696,0.15758661230374554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479029064921807,0.0,0.13040648549148054,0.15869264734842833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179922007968999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32696791121066177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865209282999467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287897783844514,0.0,0.07927669785134979,0.11699953659137725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137719782982779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6027025536347742,0.0,0.0,0.123987179850145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970550963035699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859137887080055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254290253807873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366417766556288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670640827540547,0.0,0.0,0.15312067434082996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191383388452908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434213333813918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326891360468632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758661230374554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959305580010786,0.14219484960035836,0.0,0.1073879999253379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211863982034834,0.12192243265954293,0.1284257832974154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133909129569566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573818938756456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,D1S0RDER,2019/06/17,"Please help I can’t sleep at night because I’m haunted by the ghosts of all the weird, awkward and dumb things I’ve ever said in my life.",10.683,4.576411966666669,9.483333333333338,80.50500000000005,62.66666666666666,12.0,40.0,3.1291,2.6040000000000005,109,3,26,0,1,34,27,30,0.28,0.5760000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,4,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378013776548424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528678406750218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614758493031883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27553921115870694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660824830654867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282127243739518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37107449197212855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903817886459633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25916514797725226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,getouttaherekid,2019/06/17,"Rigid rough movement when eating around people you’re not comfortable with? Can anyone relate I just started developing this.. it’s such a pain in the ass because I literally can’t eat around people I don’t feel comfortable with in a work setting. I know it’s in my head because I’ll do fine all day but once the food comes out and I try to eat I get rigid and it’s hard for me to put food in my mouth lol. It sounds so stupid I know. I usually just try to find a way to keep busy and then eat when I’m alone or around someone I’m comfortable with. I don’t want to keep doing that.


I’m wondering if anyone has experienced or experiences the same because I just feel so dumb having this issue 😔",1.4424489795918376,3.380802326530617,3.355340136054424,89.70811224489798,80.15646258503402,6.648979591836735,21.3843537414966,7.7094869923839395,0.7631170068027204,550,16,122,9,14,185,85,147,0.21100000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.045,-0.9723,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,11,9,2,2,6,1,8,10,3,0,1,32,22,12,0,2,8,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,11,6,4,6,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,0,6,13,4,17,22,2,19,0,0,0,1,0,8,2,4,6,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339037696320049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080288183882406,0.0,0.0,0.3452822049472337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364389880515006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137049080171203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338030889540066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291771556613049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646884346194462,0.0,0.0,0.13074417852245002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816723643457355,0.0,0.3126720429195437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754784200938485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581699303771525,0.0,0.13268717687231693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349434778261121,0.0,0.22983490394918146,0.0,0.0,0.14210702417316742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768790445091014,0.0,0.0,0.13757195109634432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792645665794789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997053089841284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954562423430173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151098032058057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555664568130844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239288408738182,0.0,0.07625763586454544,0.10262309761906044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020773229070674,0.09412347995620997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,federnandez1999,2019/06/17,I want to learn to be comfortable in my own skin I want to learn to be comfortable in my own skin and to be confident in the person I am. I keep defining myself by my worst past mistakes and all my negative attributes. I always worry about what other people think and always perceive them to be perceiving the worst possible version of me. I don't know how to love the person I am.,4.742987012987012,5.339177844155849,6.0471688311688325,79.13646753246755,69.25974025974024,9.276883116883116,29.685714285714287,9.3871,2.597412467532468,302,11,58,6,5,102,44,77,0.188,0.631,0.18100000000000002,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,7,3,2,2,1,16,13,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,14,3,13,9,6,4,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,49,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576629170471221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24444270746290106,0.0,0.0,0.15113903563605655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482084638565781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625294341171868,0.19065823012043587,0.4802585740044376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100339550775948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762161567675224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244176172574923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792873565268613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cmpatable,2019/06/17,"Beta Blockers have greatly improved my social anxiety As low as 10 mg of propanlol and I can hold genuine conversations a lot easier... It makes active listening and engaging a possibility while you aren't focused on the physical effects of your anxiety. It doesn't directly effect your mentality, but makes it easier to hold a positive mind set as you aren't fumbling around.",6.851641791044778,8.933193865671644,8.480776119402988,58.126537313432856,65.56716417910448,12.524179104477609,40.265671641791045,11.979248473330829,6.216972537313433,307,18,43,12,5,107,50,67,0.08199999999999999,0.716,0.20199999999999999,0.8886,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,4,0,13,8,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,8,8,1,5,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571921774537389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660126957658859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32944953801241783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25404564093541177,0.0,0.0,0.3989286542765416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30113975858637104,0.0,0.3017224967911469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336874071779014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046088345409392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cunts--r--us,2019/06/17,"Hate hanging out with my SO’s friends bc I feel awkward and its making me hate myself Whenever I go out with my SO and his friends I feel like they ALL have to entertain me, not only my SO. I clam up and don’t say anything to the point where it’s painfully tense and then I don’t want to hang out with them and stay in with my SO. And then he’d rather stay with me than hang out with them. 

Do you guys have any suggestions on getting out of my shell and for me to stop being so tense? I kind of feel at a loss with myself :(. Thanks everyone!",0.6980431432973795,2.369342949152543,2.1936363636363647,98.44173343605551,81.37288135593221,5.6468412942989215,20.049306625577813,6.574015621080383,-0.09843389830508498,420,11,104,4,11,136,67,118,0.16899999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.7777,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,1,7,11,2,1,2,0,7,1,0,1,1,28,17,14,0,2,2,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,19,0,1,3,1,0,4,3,5,0,0,0,4,23,6,24,15,1,20,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,0,4,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831909915385907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738101957771495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943575911330836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30853573165772386,0.14530913119198732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314292953260621,0.0,0.1062682004496147,0.0,0.11559701121118955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20139815944551293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016311407751664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118099902621227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937105514754167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357712014084244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154695004538369,0.21643213521639554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227891744010608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161751989201793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43359506309449786,0.0,0.17005166042939318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726356059221708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199706976981046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Introvert94,2019/06/17,"For people with Social Anxiety When people ask you "" why are you so quiet""?, do you consider that just as rude as going up to a fat person and ask them why are you so fat?",13.578333333333333,4.61012238888889,13.527777777777786,62.19500000000002,61.22222222222222,16.622222222222227,41.55555555555557,11.20814326018867,4.3964222222222205,130,2,28,2,1,46,26,36,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267213000839615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541295916663767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684332034693822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109295816631238,0.2587777810340359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021106413885221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5348534406863447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yeahfuckmeright,2019/06/17,"I dread the weekend For me personally my social anxiety fucks me up so badly that when everybody goes out on the weekend and I’m alone in bed the whole time wishing things were different... THATS when the suicidal thoughts kick in. During the week I can get away with not leaving my room but fuck man, this past weekend was rough. Like during your average Friday night my room mates only worries are how am I going to get laid while I’m in bed trying to fight away intrusive thoughts about ending my life because of the way that I am. Here’s to better days friends",4.756,6.154782918181818,5.005227272727275,83.66784090909091,69.81818181818181,8.045454545454545,29.20454545454545,8.472884824447931,2.1032727272727265,451,17,86,7,8,142,80,110,0.18899999999999997,0.71,0.1,-0.8517,1,1,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,3,1,6,0,6,3,0,1,0,9,16,7,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,4,2,5,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,1,11,3,15,12,1,24,0,0,0,2,7,10,2,0,13,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714825613003014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823319753213986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33954275588168964,0.0,0.15087497895136714,0.11015160219559944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981237547874594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653502696930633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879057088532586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600444722714895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396065459228479,0.3341041069280294,0.18881411437698134,0.0,0.10269463115080857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133270665244773,0.0,0.0,0.12763208470935086,0.08827973793197554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957249130800242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374286953052528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249634065360128,0.0,0.15777820658826244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841984848894015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976538862049675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004748065164393,0.0,0.0,0.28690747893508506,0.10536624512812234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268183405734988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434293732794104,0.14494474469745952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017424583607124,0.2077933645765863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350722140434986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lawfulnerd,2019/06/17,"i’m finally seeing a therapist for the first time, but i’m terrified. hi everyone, next week will be my first time seeing a counselor, and it’s safe to say i’m really nervous about how it will go. i’ve suffered from severe anxiety and depression my entire life, but in the past couple years it’s been getting worse. a few months ago, i lost not only my great grandpa but also a friend of mine, which has significantly increased my sadness. i’ve started to get some really bad thoughts, and i know it’s definitely time for help. my mom made an appointment with a counselor, but i’m really freaked out. i’m scared whoever it is will be uncaring or just won’t understand. it will also be really hard on me, because i rarely speak my emotions. i’m much better at writing out how i feel. so, clearly, having to speak to someone about all my deepest worries is a bit out of my comfort zone, lol. always, the point of the story is: i’m super scared to see a counselor and open up to someone for the first time, but i know i need it. is there anything i should know beforehand to calm my fears? any tips/advice would be greatly appreciated, because i feel kinda lost here!",4.506412337662336,5.516541186147187,5.825040584415586,79.01470373376623,70.03896103896105,8.891883116883117,30.887716450216452,9.188382445141503,2.6889067099567097,918,38,176,18,16,309,132,231,0.23600000000000002,0.601,0.163,-0.9681,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,7,10,19,0,4,13,1,18,1,0,3,2,36,43,15,0,3,8,2,3,0,1,7,1,3,0,0,8,9,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,11,0,3,5,9,19,8,24,27,6,26,0,5,3,0,9,9,0,3,15,108,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076868800386378,0.09768629991655857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625497136694773,0.09169583714283916,0.0,0.0,0.07494027680404011,0.0,0.08430325845973506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068581284601616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201300825503156,0.13435468694110864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746359221645352,0.12031065776505928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193501406915593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491572911943816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396099105225968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530152211502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400646129254288,0.1114416026700088,0.0,0.0,0.12071951549773227,0.0,0.2812100594043315,0.0,0.0,0.08514081229198439,0.0,0.11515066835857365,0.0,0.06262961565597054,0.0,0.0,0.24299339246950655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987182103739174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386522782635148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169032116949085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783803613821129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059423397082425,0.0,0.0,0.1042745972996588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290657656000346,0.08796117302336981,0.0,0.08101021798674944,0.0817124465385435,0.0,0.0,0.11719972883831092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381262263291843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519906830700326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417531190334324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823896434573753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763604533675336,0.22066031510447676,0.0,0.2634471473526494,0.0,0.0,0.12449545993472505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674544546640628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800064541365424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279515437432766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748707178343257,0.257035732502755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472284860251306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839638012257654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119141927660454,0.11230396076966044,0.07828343830371194,0.0,0.0,0.07096565842969693
socialanxiety,nolongeravoid,2019/06/17,"Social anxiety, even with kids. Is this normal or am I just being overly anxious? I have anxiety with everyone! Even little kids, why would I be scared of kids opinions of me? Am I really this sensitive/anxious -_-. 

Like I can't deal with anyone wtf I'm 18 now I have to get better",-0.37875000000000014,1.7001757678571463,2.6082857142857168,86.33671428571432,103.82142857142857,5.8114285714285705,18.1,7.1686216300943375,1.0161414285714288,217,7,41,5,10,76,39,56,0.21600000000000005,0.693,0.091,-0.747,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,7,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39695206175370057,0.29310094534286435,0.0,0.18141117925608236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294595403730539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674781763408183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342724223688516,0.0,0.0,0.24791245957191824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555020307751245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267525623684804,0.2600337728189851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542027001192461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620821252395074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597514278459912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644732584289513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23411031069630436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843035061964361,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xPixelRainx,2019/06/17,"First job anxiety. I'm on summer break right now and I'm 18. As the title suggests, I'm having a hard time pushing myself to get a first real job and it's really stressing me out. It has now been about 3 weeks, and I haven't even submitted any job applications. I'm literally just sitting at home being unproductive, not accomplishing anything at all. I have extreme social anxiety. I'm probably the most awkward person in the world. An introvert to the maximum degree. I can't even hold a normal conversation without being aware of how awkward I am. The idea of an interview terrifies me and I really don't want to talk to people in a professional environment.

While I was in high school, I worked at a call center as part of a paid internship. As you can expect, this was nightmare fuel for me. I honestly don't know how I made it out of there alive. I would place customers on hold constantly, struggle to keep a conversation, and occasionally hang up the phone if a customer got too angry. It's a miracle that I didn't get fired. The only reason I think that they hired me in the first place was because I had perfect attendance in school, which was apparently extremely important to them when deciding who to hire. The only thing that kept me alive was my coworkers who were all students from my high school. They were always there when I needed them. I could ask them any questions, voice my concerns, and express my opinions to them.

Luckily, it only lasted a year, but that means I'm currently not making any money. The money I earned from working there will only continue to dwindle over time as I spend it on gas, food, insurance, etc. The thought of getting a real job and talking to people face to face is horrifying to me. It'll be an entirely new environment and I won't know anyone at all. I want to get a job in retail, but like I said earlier, I really don't want to talk to people.

However, now that I'm in college, I need to get a job, make some money, and move on with my lonely life. I don't know what I'm actually accomplishing by posting this, but I just needed to get these thoughts out of my mind. If anyone has tips on how to overcome this fear, please let me know.

​

TLDR: I have extreme social anxiety and I'm afraid to submit any job applications.",4.183730754046586,5.718039930648772,5.825048690617187,76.71623864982236,71.3937360178971,9.106698249769707,29.03072772733255,9.5536054971066,2.7867229109093303,1807,71,336,43,34,617,218,447,0.084,0.863,0.053,-0.8692,10,2,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,6,9,18,10,0,6,27,0,33,4,2,7,4,66,71,25,0,12,10,0,2,1,0,4,1,2,1,1,21,14,1,4,12,0,6,4,11,7,0,3,17,4,46,3,57,45,7,54,0,1,0,0,25,28,0,6,20,227,67,21,0.0,0.0,0.06994643645465815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964102637700689,0.07766202618572743,0.08709543030559609,0.1949713384963188,0.0,0.1644981828444107,0.0,0.0,0.10023648431987348,0.0,0.0589840839507722,0.0,0.06700834229490682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369364890167715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319025606761924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745739984113556,0.0,0.05722827171429359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993882937209787,0.09468399746550613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065658005114143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829053214737259,0.08667214263572022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246897218967149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057326664377169136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420853522096352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146142362029527,0.07189789984077109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091463619302937,0.0,0.0,0.4978987086429497,0.06370983280675455,0.0,0.0,0.15756727277141086,0.058426341637463824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329461389970443,0.050627602202070215,0.03501777366326776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782253373523389,0.09568994097629377,0.0,0.0,0.07807729260704825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237336200259653,0.0,0.0,0.07618133370906681,0.0,0.15944281652863299,0.0,0.06922611698685566,0.0,0.0,0.07022826561477748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805442833306968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761923274472725,0.0,0.1490754715934598,0.06258561315124689,0.14977447001747138,0.07867984878196564,0.0,0.0,0.06864677618770347,0.0,0.07727995554573439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029467158692306,0.0,0.0,0.16316829213874132,0.13775441202253758,0.07369591905948644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121178735442921,0.06818126424873655,0.0,0.0,0.2176229265850089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613140011684594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210578948462444,0.0749323888411959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728338318391094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761903019630668,0.04592774315924958,0.0,0.11380710222983716,0.08359089888753614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683089855428015,0.0,0.057494985626337425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909409389421456,0.0,0.10436345512648416,0.0,0.0,0.05091730174709557,0.0,0.08709543030559609,0.04615765380574578
socialanxiety,throwaway_000003,2019/06/17,"Networking - A Rant Throwaway because family knows my real account.  


So, quick backstory, although I'm sure I'm not the only one here with a story like mine. I'm in my early twenties and I can't find a job. I just graduated college in a STEM field my school says has great job opportunities, but I can't find anything because of lack of experience.   


I worked my tail off in every stage of my life to get to this point; worked hard in primary school to get into honors in secondary, worked hard in secondary to get into a good college, and worked hard in college to get a degree. I was fooled by everyone in my life telling me that if I paint inside the lines, if I study hard, if I put my dreams on hold and get a degree in a good field then I can get a good job and then my life can begin. What they didn't tell me about is the \*real\* key to success, the real difference between success and failure, the word I find the most odious:  


Networking.  


It's not good enough to be smart, or diligent, or honest. No, you have to \*know someone.\* You have to \*make connections.\* I've been to the career center on campus, I've been to private career specialists. My resume has been 'retouched' and 'improved' dozens of times, but I get the same advice every time. I have to reach out, talk to people, \*network.\*  


I don't have to explain to you how painful that is. I can barely go to a family reunion without crying, and now I'm being told that if I can't \*network\* I can't be a member of society.   


Everything I worked for is a lie. Every fun dream I passed on to get to where I am today is for nothing. Every bead of sweat I spent to get to where I am is worthless.   


Every day I have to contend with this reality. I have to contend with thoughts of suicide, thoughts of running away from home and faking my own death, thoughts of taking some menial labor job across the country, thoughts of living under a bridge to get away from it all; it goes on.  


This world wasn't made for us. We are the refuse; disposable trash. No one wants us and no one will ever want us.   


I don't know, maybe I'm just desperate for anything before I just give up, but my entire life has been a lie and a waste so far.   


But I'm still here, so I'll try to keep things positive. Has anyone had any success \*networking\*? Any tips for someone like us as to how to make it more palatable? Or perhaps there are other ways to look for jobs that don't require \*reaching out\*?",2.8030594605335075,4.505505820773934,4.028756643981918,87.5082693358502,75.31364562118127,6.4195718046793475,25.21389896180021,7.11905507035037,1.0618026029506742,1902,65,386,20,41,622,233,491,0.113,0.732,0.155,0.9737,5,0,0,0,0,1,84.0,5,3,1,11,18,20,0,0,25,0,41,6,1,5,3,68,78,30,2,7,17,0,4,2,0,1,5,1,1,0,14,18,0,4,11,2,2,4,15,4,0,4,15,6,48,16,76,59,8,47,0,1,1,0,17,29,0,9,14,262,62,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390222737166583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894027955697327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04572498196900895,0.0,0.10762732525617263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287956861587032,0.0,0.0,0.07972711021323325,0.0,0.0556454491281969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183220170385289,0.0421736985830932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068322776755738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756944846137508,0.0,0.0,0.05915258671259053,0.27548618661766794,0.062486737533505976,0.058771880600113124,0.06396784750470813,0.12329522369230173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930670242685007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416564853958388,0.06273185157605247,0.037164898253268186,0.2193974265301228,0.0,0.07209707909555693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23432059774689734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559548045076563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244671072409667,0.05812516223216841,0.0,0.0,0.10781644161701036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847587703045441,0.06389637785930581,0.0,0.05774407062732015,0.0,0.05491446209688988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061877352406726635,0.08730196106626745,0.0,0.06569702904913523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274727468827553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293793263903544,0.0497350584043546,0.06958379113591055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533594260867998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181843568476601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657389984207245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329795183604706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200390700383845,0.0,0.13236437093952869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081619146673782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222370624165679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153038564774891,0.0,0.061633039664339986,0.0,0.04916812454324702,0.052561193315989296,0.11431441842038595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04344484569429606,0.0,0.0,0.20766201978106366,0.07626349567904844,0.0,0.06198583407091447,0.062486737533505976,0.0,0.04439821078445776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146435605456943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714211166200223,0.051906686890294575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303745026403694,0.0,0.23803793280765698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mache23,2019/06/17,"Paranoid About Friends So even as the title suggests I know this might seem like a stretch but I really can't help but feel like my friends don't like me, or that they only interact with me out of pity.

It feels like I'm always the one initiating and reaching out to plan things and that I put a lot more effort into the relationship than they do. Similarly I'm usually the one to text first. 

I know a lot of them hang out without me too and have separate group chats, and Everytime we hang out I see them texting with other people. I guess I'm just insecure about it but it's still weighing on me I guess. 

Anyways do any of you experience this? And is there a way to get over it? It's been driving me crazy for a bit and I really wish I could stop feeling so frustrated.",2.2117232142857155,3.9904918687500017,3.912142857142858,87.37000000000003,77.1875,7.571428571428572,25.17857142857143,8.418075326091056,1.5727321428571432,609,22,132,12,14,204,97,160,0.132,0.7170000000000001,0.151,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,4,3,10,9,1,1,9,0,9,1,0,0,0,34,23,13,0,2,6,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,11,14,1,1,6,1,0,4,3,3,0,3,1,4,21,6,21,20,4,17,0,1,1,0,14,8,0,7,8,95,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076823036048574,0.0,0.0,0.10687298012366298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157607476700446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547805216095922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380152341572038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537308973836742,0.0,0.0,0.2383917573105143,0.22454773035202674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367870332211432,0.0,0.0,0.24284010489011745,0.0,0.0821086845121507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34625499934588816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053398434323626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274009750265648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071182755416129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26722060057288105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672003800072752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212988956985254,0.11952590962777253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895372304741308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798742047054332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013591625186079,0.0,0.0,0.16872911557149528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252347555653256,0.14307094283012284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255067590736171,0.1313913106450374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044089394251982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308757835197272,0.0,0.0,0.12474488148551605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072419926904834,0.15149491777343094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dicklecoq955,2019/01/01,"Greetings I think greetings are the worst and make me anxious most. I think too much about them. I mean, is the person I’ll meet gonna just say hi? Hug,shake hands? Will I do something wrong? Is there something I could do to suppress that fear? I haven’t been diagnosed, but don’t know what else it could be because of how much it disables me from living the way I’d like to.",1.1980769230769222,3.3271184871794905,1.827884615384616,99.3233653846154,82.07692307692308,4.412820512820511,21.28846153846154,5.148860815047168,-0.3090307692307692,294,9,67,1,8,90,57,78,0.122,0.784,0.094,-0.2755,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,12,2,1,2,0,13,18,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,9,1,5,12,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555721955426026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790592179418334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612478134388411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961571348465834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18898368773102214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25456834803952594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243284810398547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052311897960193,0.0,0.1997626470271152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510083255630804,0.0,0.0,0.2464275994069213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326058521831045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753275108926813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17990484574400056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483213010880255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899143429543005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956851775370095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473437867612843,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stickynotes93,2019/01/01,"I feel like people get uncomfortable when they’re left alone with me. I’m a 25 year old girl. People seem to be fine around me in groups. But the moment someone’s left alone with me, I can feel them getting uncomfortable. To be fair, the moment i’m going to be left alone with someone, my anxiety kicks in like i can’t do this. And i’m wondering if that translates into the other person uncomfortable too? Or am i just too intense or boring to be around alone? 
Does anyone else feel or experience the same thing? ",3.692647058823528,5.282737823529415,4.768774509803921,83.58198529411767,72.72549019607844,7.452941176470588,23.534313725490197,8.07648339933343,1.1969960784313731,406,11,81,6,8,133,63,102,0.18899999999999997,0.715,0.09699999999999999,-0.8377,0,4,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,19,19,7,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,9,3,12,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,6,7,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5847055946501406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797018047988467,0.0,0.0,0.09868696828939102,0.1446125556199118,0.0,0.2512854785201528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351081124197433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179026850638282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380600421563066,0.0,0.0,0.2140908342053353,0.10082901240449016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747755510533106,0.0,0.08021197554292259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600405362221669,0.0,0.0,0.13790579119051607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810058463199513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956946307217724,0.12323625399149454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848673060934682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391715316725815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376581301390964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305813590775671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088824190808514
socialanxiety,bxredlife,2019/01/01,"I have been attracted to this girl for some time now, but have no idea how to get in contact with her. I am 18 years old and feel like i am struggling with a bit of depression and other stuff. The last two months i started to go out for the first time. And to cope with the things like depression i started to drink alot more then usually. At the places i go out i often know alot of people but there is also that one girl. 

I have known that girl for quite some time now  because she is my colleague at my summerjob. I have alway thought that she is handsome and all. Since i have been going out i got in some more contact with her. The usual hug when i meet her at the bar and three kisses yesterday with new year(wow). We always talk a bit and she is always so nice to me. So I started to have some feelings for her and now i just cant stop thinking about her.

But the thing is, she is just really nice and maybe behaves like this to other guys aswell so i dont know if she has any feelings for me. I tried to add her on snapchat but she didn’t add me back yet. And i have her number from a groupchat but im too anxious to just text her because im afraid to embarras myself. I should add that i have never had a girlfriend in my life so i am not experienced at all at this.",1.6849574843574509,3.189693789667899,2.9823391625220594,94.66679608535216,77.8929889298893,6.041456762393711,22.114712016685385,6.7026698264267655,0.2904027274185785,991,28,231,9,23,321,131,271,0.067,0.7979999999999999,0.135,0.9589,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,2,19,13,0,2,13,0,25,5,0,1,3,53,40,23,0,2,10,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,0,4,12,21,2,1,9,2,0,3,6,4,0,4,6,4,42,9,37,33,12,40,0,2,0,2,24,13,0,8,27,178,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549155280168753,0.2980742434546401,0.0,0.0,0.08120240063478898,0.0,0.0,0.13489849045082336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181836055492523,0.0,0.14558156950342874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607279996581663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569406442555896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994677911839587,0.11697562835306832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113074944443955,0.08530600878060783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156946695919812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062386416918815815,0.0,0.20358912559386752,0.0,0.09550250418779097,0.0,0.0,0.11823395417152252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479853512907228,0.2579650120261358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124842768371064,0.097334495169606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434230115866698,0.17501201817292047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996266483389938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531134280204047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209579299919078,0.11532622034214653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252999456381417,0.0,0.0809148139964381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278335515029751,0.0,0.12475727574134216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700646064566207,0.0,0.0,0.07649663819331125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877658490312856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535554949395465,0.0,0.0,0.09983149936104413,0.0,0.12483249909718325,0.1366950496319242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597665082115026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866043071407102,0.07651264086366187,0.0,0.0947976249393816,0.20888552276157266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107105841235647,0.0,0.11664550927197916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263024889284066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379131417377342
socialanxiety,JustHere4Laughs,2019/01/01,Do you think SA is more common for those without siblings? I didn’t have any brothers or sisters growing up and I wonder if this contributed to my SA.,2.41,4.759872000000001,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,79.0,5.333333333333334,30.0,6.42735559955562,1.6380000000000008,120,6,22,1,3,39,28,30,0.0,0.9390000000000001,0.061,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940460661861329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37128834751372586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5585694001115883,0.6283891198793475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,typo7600,2019/01/01,"Girl called me antisocial in front of friends at a party Here's the situation I live in a rural county with surrounding red neck counties. Usually there's a party somewhere my two friends always ask me to go. I'm in hs at this party there's jacked up trucks loud music etc. About 30-60 people. 

So I'm standing there with a friend this girls walks up and ask our names. Good looking and a little tipsy my buddy is more drunk than her I'm not at all so he gives he gives his I give mine. Buddy throws in a little banter I kinda just stand there in fairy tale land. About a 30 second interaction.

Then I look over she's talking to my friends gf while looking at me. Then friends gf just stares with a blank face and says ""yeah I'd say he's pretty antisocial"". I was like WHA THE FUCK I've never seen this chick in my life till now, and she's whispering this about me in people's ear. Girls must have a radar for that type of thing or some shit. 

Tbh I wanted to say something slick like now look here you little bitch you think you know me blah blah blah. At the same time I didn't really care atm, plus it was true. I guess I shouldn't be offended, but for some reason I was. Like it's definitely  something I need to work on that's probably why I was a little pissed.",0.8236824983734508,3.0385191132075486,2.35643461288224,94.44377358490568,84.28301886792453,5.31554977228367,17.439817826935588,6.647476241863616,-0.21891151594014333,995,22,223,11,29,323,151,265,0.078,0.784,0.138,0.8799,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,0,1,15,16,5,0,13,1,10,8,5,1,4,29,31,13,0,4,5,0,0,6,7,2,1,6,0,4,9,8,1,0,3,1,1,4,4,5,0,2,6,13,30,11,33,22,6,37,0,0,7,1,34,22,4,5,12,126,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884813604426975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964667524951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903262776037292,0.0,0.10886763811338926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908607914249406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4124834185031817,0.09871485842632816,0.0,0.3072945519438974,0.060684593604111624,0.08956060888447094,0.0,0.0,0.11762838421490175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586825853684338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542070217924456,0.15649951589033675,0.4280798094690421,0.09428723402351552,0.0,0.3586676645934425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917478909383173,0.08235404157027275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805331816696898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863196335740694,0.11512511472253288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840494138329882,0.10978592154190464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254743274757366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960643567178713,0.0,0.12002333249523113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440637186092238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582438821684298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093878710995404,0.06841925131577645,0.0,0.0,0.062263311076130826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430692658951983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760126038714215,0.0,0.06298063382374441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635084715262733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773590615723111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thefrightfulinvestor,2019/01/01,Feeling emotionally numb I suffer from severe social anxiety but my life is ok. I'm blessed to have a caring family and money and I'm really thankful to them. I really want a partner to connect and enjoy life with but I know this is an impossible task so I'll often distract myself with work and hobbies. This usually numbs the pain but I always feel empty and alone inside. I'm really envious of people who always have someone by their side.,2.367209302325584,5.0986629302325595,5.0523720930232585,74.15716279069768,82.48837209302326,7.626046511627909,23.71627906976744,8.548686976883017,2.3811758139534893,356,13,57,9,10,126,60,86,0.215,0.5489999999999999,0.23600000000000002,0.8071,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,2,11,1,1,4,1,4,5,0,0,0,15,13,9,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,8,5,8,13,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197185783228944,0.0,0.0,0.3530438121127763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229059392189538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629629886728494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23863493806264446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999173314775096,0.0,0.21453410242217166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658952323311834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299689035640722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257375844986728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707485764126954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077171848818157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23966383390786866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625544403155272,0.17975004650281254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953149137970785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336481052098651,0.0,0.1251288099242439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544443241561955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gurren009,2019/01/01,"Elementary School - AKA Hell Elementary school was hell for me. I was extremely socially anxious, to say the least. Teachers would frequently yell at me to ""SPEAK UP!"" when I spoke too quietly. Classmates would poke fun at me and pull pranks on me. I was a pretty easy target, because I was lonely and didn't have friends. I did make one or two friends, but I believe those guys started conversations with me. Class presentations were my biggest nightmare. I was TERRIFIED that my classmates would laugh at me because of the way I talked (I had a noticeable accent). I also hated gym class because I was skinny and socially unfit. Playing videogames helped to ease my anxieties, but didn't make my real life any better.  Can anyone else relate to this? ",4.8775490196078435,7.356135970588234,5.141764705882356,78.38460784313726,71.64705882352942,8.062745098039215,31.18627450980393,8.841846274778883,2.897800980392157,596,27,100,12,12,188,88,136,0.177,0.69,0.133,-0.774,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,3,0,4,0,16,2,1,2,0,13,21,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,5,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,2,12,5,21,6,12,6,1,12,2,1,0,0,11,6,2,1,4,68,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987539346148844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104411167589084,0.0,0.1242395465799252,0.18347166854691585,0.0,0.11355750392494385,0.1664033371077796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970021389106268,0.0,0.0,0.1829750654936835,0.0,0.1436342168293096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566871952774734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509477357783237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080669826810812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034152905747212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885679368552398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471160775003805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681348705959555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489941611421234,0.0,0.0,0.11004997820566216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522449154816646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485269211799196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915114712791642,0.0,0.3287255002675737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311033333805021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495124857792338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053516172681293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864629873257513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890970201520266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461040198422225,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Springs113,2019/01/01,"What do I do? I had really close friends for about two years, and theyd talk to me about anything, stand up for me against anyone, and I'd do my best to do the same. I became really close to one of them but over time I got really down and sad and I wound up speaking about it way too much with that one person to the point they said they needed space. I didn't understand so I tried texting and calling them, and I asked them in person the next time I saw them and they explained that I was taking a toll and they then said they aren't sure whether thy want to be friends (they're going throuh a tough time as well). After that, they started avoiding me in person where possible and my close friends started avoiding me as well. When I hang around where we used to all meet up together and hng out at lunchtimes they go off elsewhere, but when ik not there and in a classroom I can see them go bsk there and be happy w/o me. I'm not sure what to do because I don't have any other friends to turn to, or anyone to speak about literally anything with as I did with them, and it's hard for me to make fiends in the first place. What do I do? ",5.2473942307692285,4.376499745833336,5.376666666666669,89.39653846153847,68.20833333333334,8.551282051282051,28.461538461538463,7.321109707123232,1.2391442307692304,889,24,208,7,13,280,123,240,0.077,0.809,0.114,0.9005,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,14,2,15,14,0,2,7,0,18,1,0,2,3,40,38,24,0,2,6,0,1,0,4,0,1,4,0,3,9,22,0,2,2,0,0,4,5,4,2,4,8,7,38,10,40,27,4,39,0,1,2,0,31,21,0,1,12,149,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833802596964623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146610692851605,0.0,0.20179820380588614,0.10915053800004043,0.11462552445849385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474304316942815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128673567637594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520040340768118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429357341759328,0.0,0.0,0.3789184317125816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209049412710586,0.0,0.09806389390696099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052258983263745,0.10983613043318093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184435918095896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013381457697044,0.09091513006594262,0.0,0.0,0.13039908902987266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661699198933168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211798032301134,0.12810328228005222,0.0,0.11590782595017635,0.13822643339287974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23564486426274425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332638864086215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770576650877742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735705911011938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23112042726616835,0.0,0.09218884882361514,0.0985507572153687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144878599467095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324539485835504,0.13336647937352694,0.11977395716743022,0.12764325563686432,0.0,0.10589726743716184,0.0,0.0,0.07231964342759854,0.09732357609969723,0.0,0.0,0.22048554896451025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895800872034635
socialanxiety,SurpriseDragon,2019/01/01,"Weird social interactions Basically, like many of you, I hate going to gatherings. I need notice ahead of time so I can prepare myself mentally, even for short visits. 

Over time there are certain friends I’m more willing to see for things like NYE. They’ve always been super nice to me as they’re my husband’s closest friends, all of us early 30’s for context.  Two of the guys I was closest with just got into relationships. I’ve been trying my best to approach these women, treat them like they’re part of the group, etc, and they seem to reciprocate in small settings.

Last night though, one of them started making me feel bad about weird stuff. The other one was wasted and went to lie down after a conversation we had and the other one started in on me, saying what did you say to her? Don’t you know how depressed she is? Etc etc. thing is, all I said was you should lie down a bit so you don’t get sick. She said, how can you be so rude! She’s really sensitive right now.

I’m kinda confused and a bit nervous now about ever going back there and being myself. I’m hoping she was just insecure and I’m overthinking it, but I’m worried that I was really an asshole. My intentions weren’t malicious but I know that’s never good enough.",2.1783805668016214,4.509690449392714,3.5506493927125504,87.20356113360323,79.72874493927125,6.219206477732794,22.025748987854254,7.404127859558343,0.8938995627530364,979,30,193,14,25,320,146,247,0.11199999999999999,0.8,0.08800000000000001,-0.7225,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,6,3,3,17,21,2,3,8,0,21,1,0,4,5,31,44,15,0,3,4,1,1,3,2,2,1,4,0,2,10,9,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,9,0,4,14,6,31,12,29,26,11,32,0,1,1,0,32,12,0,4,17,136,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940218721575804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185911966036968,0.09974601419041627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253682930417964,0.0,0.2608437394727977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289268705790276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343646993267933,0.39969606321784695,0.07890370952796916,0.10806047196556168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040371840966074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459252299460494,0.0,0.06241411088470813,0.0,0.13578633392021822,0.10019929294921463,0.09554489872211802,0.0,0.0,0.11828643942802315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794426954175426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186529994740617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130669019755914,0.0973777029433892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750897077903308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974199980617218,0.12111600197829725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203898808140201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857976721483288,0.09213667525972297,0.0,0.0,0.11210725755769184,0.0,0.0,0.1360085980249754,0.0,0.0,0.2428521987195293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936600815792465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306119166028725,0.0,0.0,0.12825778163818488,0.0,0.1020201347299734,0.22727197049287615,0.1900024004763209,0.0,0.0,0.0951959706444554,0.10875397338581873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177675062711207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911203387085294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367557299567308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873086169526315,0.0,0.1173710839489342,0.0,0.13931883278178692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110704668091576,0.0,0.11669728940161014,0.0,0.14369841431742308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107427307712867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131974458231586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PageMaster2019,2019/01/01,"Disinterested in conversation My anxiety is no longer a problem, I am very calm and composed but I have trouble with engaging with people. I normally just stay quiet and only speak when I'm spoken to, but people have commented on my quietness many times and I feel I need to take action to improve my communication. I am very quickly bored with people but I really want to change my mindset, I put very little effort into socialising when I'm with people. Anyone have any suggestions? ",5.619390048154092,7.703811516853932,7.134863563402887,66.55471910112361,68.66292134831461,9.580096308186198,30.69181380417336,9.957137785484203,3.552176886035312,391,16,60,10,7,134,57,89,0.125,0.758,0.11699999999999999,0.0563,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,12,8,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,4,12,2,11,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446908299322927,0.0,0.1512695487910264,0.0,0.0,0.13826348254990392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918130398553364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999826178752786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981861049466608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004759849757997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662072551323765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937419222795634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038917641279012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483484117288133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892092113497986,0.0,0.19878198896070573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266764616502293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107631226684497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148674878306225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530301434740327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894653590452278,0.11663139656207022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ghostiic,2019/01/01,"I desperately want to make friends, but have no idea how. I’m 23 years old. I’ll be 24 in one month. I have literally zero friends. The only people I talk to are coworkers and family. Occasionally I’ll meet up with my mom and her friends. They are all in their late thirties/early forties. I have no one my own age to talk to. I had “friends” in high school, but avoided hanging out with anyone outside of school because I was always so anxious in social settings. So no one was really that connected with me and after high school when we stopped having classes together, I never saw any of them again.

Now I don’t know what to do. I’ve isolated myself to the point that I literally don’t even know where to begin. I just joined a gym and am going to sign up for some art classes, but even then...I don’t even know how to connect to people anymore. I’m not really as awkward and weird as I’m probably making myself sound. I’m kind of funny. I can hold a conversation. I don’t think I come off like the pathetic loser I feel like. I just don’t know how to bridge the gap from coworker/peer/acquaintance to actual friend. I don’t even know what people my age *do* outside of those specific settings. Drink? I literally am clueless. 

I don’t know. This is not how I pictured my life ten years ago. Back then I had a huge social circle. I had a pretty healthy self esteem. Lots of friends. I don’t know what happened. I don’t know what to do. I feel like it’s too late to make friends because anyone I would potentially be friends with is going to notice that I don’t have any and wonder what’s wrong with me. 

I don’t even know what to expect from this. I’m just so depressed and lonely and I don’t know how to fix it. ",1.1458888465930706,3.309818478873243,3.176117244004569,89.38043014845833,82.52112676056338,6.091358964598402,22.270650932622768,7.329194593529364,0.8290190331176253,1340,45,286,20,37,452,162,355,0.135,0.7090000000000001,0.156,0.8273,0,3,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,3,1,22,19,0,2,8,0,35,2,0,8,2,58,64,23,0,3,8,1,2,3,8,1,1,1,0,1,14,16,1,3,15,3,0,4,18,7,0,5,6,4,41,12,41,55,4,37,0,3,1,0,21,13,0,3,21,188,55,5,0.0,0.0,0.07727902052357097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019806878895879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658932797015796,0.0,0.0,0.10770523012228243,0.0,0.0,0.08946332154944801,0.07853622116108559,0.11074441703670583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060893012864832174,0.0,0.0965482320864552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821605913296334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820711694036725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757705974192687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615246377895818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746542539943955,0.0,0.08008272702378234,0.11314817338777672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894623383729942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001217308464428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700283651067833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733933932530715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939703218579009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246527009984454,0.4352131832419482,0.0,0.17866185928137962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559349654956213,0.1160662095216667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732538066406972,0.0,0.0,0.1585818796658761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274757565420996,0.06320952354553623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061077003270407736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901595109977487,0.08309766320802446,0.0,0.16098567148865228,0.06022834577616505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470326456587894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074861118881037,0.0,0.0,0.08056574583033163,0.0853813228147914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146360151650187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043664641678103,0.0,0.0,0.08261351380824401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145056190372709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620724589469333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730149825926754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0507424135682123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670892046922586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587929251268522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625503465454401,0.0865829582177464,0.0,0.10199285214726797
socialanxiety,seratropic,2019/01/01,"is there SA treatment centers I'm rlly stuck at this point in my life and I'm tired of trying to figure this out on my own.

I do not have faith in the therapists in my areas ability to treat SA so I think some type of residential treatment could be helpful in truly facing and implementing recovery,, get my life back on some sort of track to a lil stability....

Any experiences/recs ?",4.94802631578947,5.6947019605263165,6.485368421052634,75.63857894736844,68.86842105263158,9.764210526315793,29.673684210526318,9.888512548439397,2.787361052631579,303,11,59,7,5,104,55,76,0.08900000000000001,0.778,0.132,0.5374,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,4,1,0,0,10,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,14,7,3,12,1,0,0,0,1,11,0,3,1,38,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286775960494086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585736603937622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26848712641800143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568908967721958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22539712223295805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475040011710593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178872684984474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904395964607089,0.0,0.2154705605168764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864970636417833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22830771753041346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blackrat13,2019/01/01,"How to avoid trembling in social situations? Happy New Year everyone, i can't stop trembling in social situation, these thoughts kill me every moment of my life, i'm always scared of being embarrassed in social situation because of my trembling problems. I feel like i can't have a social life with that problem, how can i solve this? ",9.584207650273221,8.769653868852462,9.556393442622953,62.76387978142079,59.491803278688536,11.4120218579235,40.005464480874316,10.504223727775694,4.464405464480873,270,12,41,5,3,89,42,61,0.33899999999999997,0.53,0.131,-0.94,0,1,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,11,1,6,1,0,5,2,0,2,0,9,8,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,1,1,7,2,8,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632958759240412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255039662235252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791812354544696,0.14507417431524866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676668944091865,0.10846297335363177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161928849758467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679705715666869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21447531994337196,0.07417345364449067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663239955482274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905497990694746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200213812179264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5119690329136549,0.0,0.6190610937634303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693151877375738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205311608732196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776956775782204
socialanxiety,inherentstar26,2019/01/01,"Digging the hole deeper Being socially anxious creates awkward situations, which makes me more anxious, which makes the situations even weirder. To the point where even reasonable socially competent people would struggle to find a clean solution to some of the weird social situations I have been in. ",15.003125000000004,13.468119729166665,12.945,45.00000000000003,49.625,16.26666666666667,55.25,14.554592549557764,8.4403,249,15,29,8,2,78,36,48,0.196,0.637,0.166,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,3,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862421091347896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258172979520527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624213960054106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282164303459001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851288175148775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159983749776366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576162559221384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5764535852706191,0.0,0.5227757404152397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871055331578944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143559426424975,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Boltak,2019/01/01,"I just can’t connect with people at all. After getting off meds, everything feels forced and contrived now. I’ve had social anxiety, performance anxiety, and confidence issues since probably middle school.

Around 2015 I went on SSRI’s for about a year and it seemed to help. I was less awkward and more comfortable around co-workers at my side restaurant job and felt okay in my own skin. Still had overarching confidence issues but everything else there was fine. I was very talkative and social. However, at my day job it only helped slightly because I never feel comfortable around my co-workers there. Actually it may have not helped at all there. 

Then I got off of them because I didn’t want to be on meds forever. Things went back to the way they were before, but a little worse. I now find it really difficult to connect and make new friends. At a new side job I’ve had, I barely talk and just can barley connect with anyone. Everything I say feels very contrived, forced, and fake. For example laughing at jokes, listening to stories, asking questions etc. I don’t know how to react to things people say, what to say, or how to really have conversations. I was sort of like this before the meds depending on the people, but now it’s worse and with everyone but close friends or people I have known for years and feel comfortable around. 

Could it be the SSRI’s? 
",5.361138980263156,7.038568148437506,5.659268092105265,78.48655427631581,68.6875,9.295723684210527,29.48930921052632,9.682069395223575,2.8794015625000005,1090,41,193,25,19,347,134,256,0.092,0.757,0.151,0.9444,4,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,1,17,13,0,1,7,1,19,1,1,5,3,50,34,20,0,2,9,0,6,1,2,1,0,4,0,0,10,19,0,0,10,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,13,10,19,10,35,17,6,37,0,0,0,0,17,21,0,7,14,128,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.08902593074679874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957922258006586,0.0,0.0,0.06378914183246684,0.0,0.0,0.3248510985312028,0.08528640403962827,0.0,0.0,0.070149144095518,0.0,0.11122418691671887,0.0,0.15525759853445845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283859496828432,0.0,0.0,0.05883488466632952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620976943896769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174397794051744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717281432444347,0.2459710862151279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451163748535024,0.0,0.08759373995500308,0.0,0.08338126614148975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096594374494412,0.0,0.04766316588089332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729638264859304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834457753603773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043786379665584,0.2715908560155461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013683979026851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456967432606836,0.09143500022215728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060895783190063175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30400314731754324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036110223103617,0.17621825525698168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693834433166461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529856326796356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098359835314699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219688427827424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688672424586108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764587694918885,0.0,0.09232818984105387,0.0,0.08305106970552939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754652211796767,0.0,0.0,0.18599209003547004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285525900751562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332607408330531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121642500641773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054625962159396,0.05380897804835274,0.07241299765503686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691396087210201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328309803832511,0.0,0.18593942658074436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749642439064892
socialanxiety,pyrexx2306,2019/01/01,"Fucked up on NYE 2019 Hi so I'm sorry to bring my troubles into reddit and make everyone else around here feel sorry for me but you don't have to. I have no friends to talk about it to and I don't want to burden anyone else so I thought I'll just let my feelings go here.  


I messed up so badly last nigh on NYE with my friends. I always felt that my group of friends in university always talked behind my back and say stuff that could hurt me. Last night, I messed up when I looked through my friends phone and checked her messages and saw the things people said behind my back. I shouldn't have as the things they said was fun banter, but my previous/then self couldn't cope with it and decided to confront my friend about it. I heard from my other friend this morning that she told everyone I locked her in my room and stammered her with questions when all I did was just ask her about the truth. I was on the verge of breaking down and feeling the worst I have felt in a while. Now all my friends hate me and I don't know what to do, I go to a somewhat target university but now am deciding to change university in hopes of feeling happier than before, but news travels and I don't want to look like I'm running away from my problems. I hate that my social anxiety of what people thought about me lead to even worse situations, I'm glad I found out sooner than later but this is making me so anxious and wanting to kill myself. It doesn't help that my exams are in a weeks time but I can't get around to studying what should I do, reddit. I miss everything on how it used to be.  


I have thoughts about suicide, but I know I'll never follow along with it in hopes of not disappointing the few people who cares about me. What should I do? Everything was alright just a couple days ago. I fucked it all up. ",3.273274932614555,4.534678436657681,3.921974393531,90.54366239892185,73.25876010781671,6.809433962264151,24.840296495956874,7.1686216300943375,0.841505121293801,1424,43,310,14,28,451,176,371,0.19,0.645,0.165,-0.8357,0,0,0,0,0,2,24.0,0,1,1,1,25,32,6,0,10,1,29,2,0,5,5,69,71,27,2,11,11,0,6,1,7,3,0,4,1,1,23,20,0,0,15,1,1,7,11,17,0,0,16,13,54,15,59,48,6,46,0,3,3,2,31,22,2,4,17,220,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663022484373959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386198726930427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613186963113074,0.09766072719482373,0.0,0.06044589063571521,0.08857536991023528,0.0,0.15391266766278172,0.08081646034417937,0.0,0.08121998791550038,0.13294511794258235,0.07217979918529745,0.0,0.0,0.07356019811353785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813867946821008,0.0,0.09144967268694512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690210530982747,0.0956521800132191,0.0,0.055751290924183634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444310820477695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057097558783968536,0.0,0.0,0.1652080040487683,0.15538633430703347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748412024376799,0.0,0.16600573306344596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947848902906466,0.4675222335599205,0.15983808258108648,0.04516509282653591,0.0,0.09825986926915008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069742103837116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057943734395736884,0.0,0.0,0.17172314591782153,0.0,0.0,0.09254351309113787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564101604728673,0.0,0.09501823814285816,0.14093200817350968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883981166344661,0.0,0.04223373418407983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518774758522568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540835148872658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667340817400548,0.0,0.0,0.08112483895628278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797948065227456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271829325861138,0.0,0.0,0.09684064580488363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446216246101195,0.0687462813547842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018328064393784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717027222070818,0.0,0.08812203151218778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19354112059819653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896135906615518,0.09455920334588327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389659659139647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486335383588825,0.0,0.0,0.2058882562061833,0.05040805617416645,0.0,0.0,0.08260400202438414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466262296135713,0.0,0.0,0.15296639093559108,0.0,0.06934272758771466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809707985636203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justplainskill,2019/01/01,"New year new family? So it's been easily the worst New Years of my 19 years ... House completely empty, my parents have been arguing, got no friends, and I pretty much just played a single player PC games all day (Factorio). 

My parents got into a huge argument just now and I had to break up their fight. Definitely some less than necessary swings thrown after it was already done. They fucking hate each other and have for years. My dad had to call the cops on my mom. I've been trying to deal with social anxiety completely alone at this point and it got a lot worse in 2018. Now I'm pretty sure my parents are finally getting a divorce. 2019 not looking so good. 

I live in a house full of depressed people ",2.8542140468227406,5.1018229275362375,4.0268115942029015,85.09951505016727,76.97101449275362,7.4345596432552945,24.3835005574136,8.384062270229773,1.6925734671125978,556,19,107,11,13,181,97,138,0.188,0.657,0.156,-0.6456,3,1,0,0,2,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,6,10,4,0,7,0,10,1,0,0,2,14,18,6,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,10,1,11,4,15,8,9,22,0,1,1,1,15,9,1,2,12,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620596917519145,0.13447102281240414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321943483463746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442850470535186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555271988352949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858697871755588,0.12562808878701145,0.10495431359462276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247008996780262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148749036226045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348718915277413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414557098064608,0.11265382187415883,0.06366468165844334,0.0,0.0,0.10220695284430932,0.2923779002060025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030747962882778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28121071051517105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076009978236398,0.0,0.10232827115201976,0.0,0.0,0.1035975339827357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271616477886767,0.0,0.0,0.08957811209826988,0.0,0.0,0.3530675810974408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059196900308698,0.0,0.0,0.08447954238372034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519321882427574,0.0,0.0,0.2479425295238337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124216750862572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484774964322128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273216158979421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418157902685585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138848339839159
socialanxiety,alyska25,2019/01/01,"2019 is already so bad All I can think about is how I’m starting the new year crying because I have no friends and my boyfriend dumped me. On top of that my family is making fun of me for not interacting with them. They all think my anxiety is fake. 2018 was bad enough, I don’t know if I can take another year like this. Guess I can only go up from here though. I’m sorry I don’t know if I should share on here but I needed to get it out. Happy new year y’all",-0.3086363636363636,1.587889401960787,1.9087165775401085,97.89377005347595,86.35294117647058,5.277718360071302,17.115864527629235,6.574015621080383,-0.4017568627450978,357,8,89,4,11,120,70,102,0.149,0.7170000000000001,0.134,0.1176,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,1,6,9,1,0,1,0,12,0,0,2,2,18,25,7,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,16,5,11,23,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,7,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078932558573856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975435370023917,0.1441179773280531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145958739879122,0.11484090935669165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693777418247705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946574229338228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759750190733053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554979107300794,0.0,0.09842609713441457,0.0,0.10706648466598558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753303016230704,0.0,0.0,0.2005448570510117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20706863977693715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920379293609904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575191262618393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396889364992473,0.0,0.36389683287348734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432792263205904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108873904971735,0.13334354392324707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164597509699625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414256497999343,0.18509240211510786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639513112364303
socialanxiety,majedqatari,2019/01/01,"I have been suffering from social anxiety since i was a kid My social anxiety is so bad that sometimes it takes courage to ask simple question to strangers and when i do my whole body starts shaking. I even feel anxious to even say hello to my family members. talking to therapists or to anyone is not an option because i don’t want to look weak and other personal reasons. I also don’t want to use medication.  However, social anxiety is destroying my social life, when i was doing bachelor degree, i missed 40% of lectures just because i didn’t want to interact with people. In this January, i will start masters degree and the course will focus mainly on seminars(group work). Thinking about this makes my body shake. 


If there is anyone who could cure social anxiety by himself please give me some tips to overcome my fear. I am really depressed:(",6.106363636363637,7.593072433121022,6.812032426172558,71.64499710480605,66.70700636942675,9.785524030110016,34.01795020266358,10.018931242160765,3.7949031847133767,680,31,108,16,11,224,106,157,0.18899999999999997,0.754,0.057,-0.9617,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,1,3,3,0,17,5,2,3,0,20,31,9,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,4,3,19,1,17,24,3,8,0,3,1,0,16,2,0,5,4,79,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927015896403168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547154901999636,0.1309571803784662,0.0,0.16210863118655866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837002835058568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678878350694356,0.1413281334248197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575231074983663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255309437201832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984216505216408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531288066271652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927953978279502,0.1304428011117632,0.05861289267164285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120151559255656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818780841020379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097344032731457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737784029060382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677771795846195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036468559819954,0.10121731771381147,0.0,0.12724590925702542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985750039868107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426164675934359,0.11918559039485517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218464193664573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958906434245346,0.0,0.0,0.5908318065785467,0.0,0.0,0.11464834806688755,0.0,0.16409826665853444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715779672825501,0.09317251461971217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459264620956468,0.0,0.07427718188194311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011810134461194,0.0,0.0,0.2051187598637596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942110920013905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439151159005621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,canikms,2019/01/01,"Cinnamon rolls This morning I asked my mom if she could get cinnamon rolls cus I wanted them but she said “no you’re 16, you can take the car and I’ll give you money and you can get them.” Of course I didn’t want to go to the store with people looking at me and staring so I told her “never mind.” Then we got in a fight, she told me I need to stop with this shit and how I’m almost an adult and need to do things for myself. Yeah I’m  pretty pathetic.",-1.5148714285714284,0.4600597700000009,0.8837142857142872,101.44900000000004,96.3,4.057142857142857,13.142857142857142,5.773587663045528,-1.1669142857142858,347,6,87,3,14,116,69,100,0.175,0.747,0.079,-0.9081,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,1,3,2,0,2,2,2,0,4,1,5,1,1,1,1,20,22,10,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,5,3,19,0,10,16,0,7,0,0,2,0,18,2,1,2,3,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544250129033227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113700477954607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178044952468466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481488184538825,0.20639230342244286,0.1222751881897414,0.0,0.1720757919376632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806725298015624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724102940738665,0.2519820792815741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190632633873461,0.16593760183818082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915851178869252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888576612380992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465773071535867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208492593030484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798757473322055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176666596775868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429366669307963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111717211872377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538030955054718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_A4RON_,2019/01/01,HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! 🎉🎉🎉 We shall all get better and help others in 2019!!!!!!,-0.2794117647058805,1.8166284117647078,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,88.41176470588232,5.752941176470588,14.382352941176471,7.1686216300943375,-0.05321176470588185,61,1,13,1,2,22,15,17,0.0,0.517,0.483,0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996142513063534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317508514149483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360668587986302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809902640719417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028576829986531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363882383038129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909690461527877
socialanxiety,eastcoastsmxker,2019/01/01,"DAE have terrible anxiety in stores?? especially alone?? F16 here,,for the past few years i’ve had horrible social anxiety and it’s getting worse //: i feel like everyone is judging me in public and it’s taking a toll on my mental health. even if there could be a hot mess in the room with me, i feel like everyone is judging me for every little thing. i feel so timid and small in busy places especially clothing stores to the point i’m shaking like a feather and i just want to leave the second i walk in. does anyone else have this especially??? does anyone have any tips to help with it?? i can’t stand being like this. ",1.5152732240437174,4.1290151721311465,3.057409836065573,87.62884699453552,85.80327868852459,6.204153005464481,21.24808743169399,7.554174236665415,1.0402212021857928,489,16,96,9,15,160,78,122,0.18600000000000005,0.708,0.107,-0.8544,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,7,0,10,1,0,0,0,13,17,6,0,3,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,2,2,1,4,0,1,1,4,10,4,12,13,1,16,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,6,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267255550685856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133759182691414,0.0,0.2550820399541931,0.0,0.0,0.2331502371883367,0.17082524789049844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331130597267038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29179713832070225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927390548245472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011757154498372,0.0,0.1404695354402822,0.3186178987875067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25289726516094,0.2382108657815541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710478077494123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721650354455226,0.0,0.0,0.11174949426555167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765333436330158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258056102344621,0.1670981249841904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801543797038687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915394870441185,0.0,0.0,0.17418783912000907,0.0,0.15760512439659166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995094565158905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253533561493079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076194721193193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833629701262186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990282422916614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073627831810646
socialanxiety,1Hiraeth,2019/01/01,"Any advice/tips? Desperate. Hi everyone, just going to hope for the best with this post so here goes.

​

Right I'm in my mid twenties and have struggled massively with social anxiety for the past few years. It's having a serious affect on my life. I have withdrawn from my course because it involved public speaking, which I'm absolutely devastated because it was my dream career and was given very positive feedback on my progress, I did try medication which seemed to help a little but I was taking far too many on a daily basis that I couldn't afford to take them anymore. I purchased them on an online prescription site because I can't bring myself to go the doctors office about this. Even day to day things like a short conversation is incredibly challenging, my voice gets strange, heart is racing and rapid speech... then overthink the entire conversation for the next few days and run it over and over thinking of what I should have said, it's absolute hell. I am miserable, just want to lie in bed all day because I feel exhausted by all of this. I'm currently working a temp job which doesn't involve (almost any) communication/teamwork, and I absolutely love it, but this will come to an end soon and I can't bring myself to apply for any other jobs for obvious reasons.

​

I believe my confidence has gotten so low because I have gynecomastia (currently trying to save for surgery) and my way of dealing with it was/is by avoiding social situations.

​

I would be grateful if anyone could share any tips or suggestions that might help with the social anxiety for now, or who have been in a similar situation.

​

Thanks in advance.",7.77882012305465,8.282154006514663,7.704663409337679,70.2017870068766,62.68078175895765,10.600723850886716,36.92526239594643,10.380263240014207,4.017014621787913,1348,61,222,29,18,433,181,307,0.1,0.753,0.14800000000000002,0.9499,5,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,2,5,10,15,1,3,14,0,25,6,1,2,3,38,46,16,0,7,7,0,1,1,0,4,4,4,1,0,20,13,0,1,4,1,1,7,4,7,0,0,8,5,26,8,37,31,5,39,1,2,0,1,20,17,1,7,14,150,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210341695059856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553543711299777,0.3985183413902197,0.22303022719893395,0.0,0.1254477277756166,0.0,0.08131430214213378,0.05733090320838584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24990864085070374,0.0,0.0,0.09237721336583714,0.08604583125904919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706290824956566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546415766070257,0.0,0.0,0.2115129303316692,0.08453043247408837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392256501048237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726208166632259,0.0,0.0,0.05415512256749939,0.0,0.0,0.07834712988556894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04145775646769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04283757817121051,0.0,0.09319619572301856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716123745448943,0.10991538360133232,0.0,0.0,0.08143682683564495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272935728783613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057913566726004485,0.040057282656788616,0.08217779698875306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400122694399998,0.0,0.0,0.08312729491754993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259858831906391,0.0,0.08698084378037348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719971177452586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827090153062463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852593210723094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430171171944761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002095254718138,0.07799342700000685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464268528875549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432549881650054,0.0,0.2507423882426736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571612544028527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329596941283827,0.0,0.0,0.07548746832587773,0.0,0.0,0.05447202242946954,0.05253733738784954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133474155700926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676522115740176,0.04836116654985527,0.0650816493266726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059691350758626964,0.0,0.0,0.058244957769656026,0.0,0.3985183413902197,0.052800335139821526
socialanxiety,Vikkio92,2019/01/01,"I just wanted to start 2019 being grateful for true connections. I am so truly grateful for those rare people that I can be myself with. It’s like they make my fear of not being accepted disappear. My mind is free of the burden of social anxiety and I can just be me. No worries, no overthinking, no trying to please anyone so they would like me. Just genuine human interaction.

Thank you for loving me so much that I couldn’t even make myself doubt it.

Happy New Year r/socialanxiety, we’ve got this!",3.9095103092783496,5.823965144329897,5.074832474226807,80.27451675257736,72.81443298969073,7.73659793814433,23.465206185567013,8.472884824447931,1.5922999999999994,397,11,72,7,8,131,69,97,0.174,0.542,0.285,0.9401,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,0,7,11,0,2,1,0,10,1,0,2,1,15,17,4,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,15,9,9,10,1,4,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832541364646472,0.0,0.0,0.16749805431283551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821968874550146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695589398962013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158901688488286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550040965233253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23406283629210226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21620209758128392,0.0,0.3198012986906304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418759477004116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609589253379918,0.0,0.0,0.2313576734381158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660729397889987,0.0,0.0,0.26295259004798266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441897813920959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955383670954344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054430267090008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263787542678848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412920580015368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432733814586195,0.0,0.17016855751408524,0.0,0.0,0.15426153972910256
socialanxiety,Soccadude123,2019/01/01,Currently hiding Wife drug me to her parents new year's party. Ton of people here. I'm currently hanging out with the children watching pokemon. How do i fix this. I'm sick of this aniexty and my general dislike of people.,2.367209302325584,5.0986629302325595,4.2291162790697685,80.05948837209301,82.48837209302326,6.2306976744186064,31.85581395348837,7.554174236665415,2.72385023255814,178,10,29,3,5,60,35,43,0.177,0.764,0.059000000000000004,-0.6597,3,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,3,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795598013686081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993867598210252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591725732650653,0.0,0.0,0.5733748298088918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662977008795355
socialanxiety,ceres_csgo,2019/01/01,"What am I supposed to do? So today I am home alone as usual while all my friends are out there spending the new year partying, drinking or whatever normal people do in nights like this. I'm just so sad that I am so scared to go because in reality there is no danger. I've just never wanted to try alcohol before I'm 18 which is in two months. This makes me feel like a weirdo even though all my friends say it's ok to not drink. And more ridiculous is that I'm still too scared to go to parties or other social events even if my closest friends were there with me. They know that I have SA and they support me. The whole concept of going out and having to interact with people I don't know very well is just really unpleasant. Sitting in front of a computer is just a so much easier choice. Going out to introduce myself to strangers or even seeing old acquaintances is just not comfortable at all. I just hate myself for being unable to push myself to go out. I don't like the thought of being judged by anyone. Partially living at my parents is one thing that keeps me from going because I just don't want to have conversations about what I've been doing the whole night or anything. Nonetheless I must still feel proud because I have had the courage to go ride around town, but nothing more. What can I do to be able to go out like normal people? I can't yet push myself over line of accepting an invitation. I don't want to waste my youth sitting inside like an idiot feeling sad for not going out.",5.564948491537894,5.663074155629142,6.074525386313463,81.39429727740989,67.37748344370861,8.962766740250185,29.360559234731426,8.680891452615391,2.0852775570272257,1193,38,237,17,18,387,158,302,0.115,0.759,0.125,0.2663,1,1,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,27,23,4,2,10,1,32,3,0,1,5,47,58,16,0,7,16,1,3,5,3,1,1,1,1,0,13,12,3,1,7,2,1,13,10,8,1,2,4,5,28,15,42,50,8,46,0,2,1,0,10,16,0,5,20,173,41,1,0.09677283880115242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342073417885496,0.0,0.10022747583683717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766581897034206,0.0,0.07963580075310142,0.08614834356629197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697547296050076,0.0,0.08234655816341177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960108044123866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917526420253448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679376498897947,0.06913453537567077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429936560709346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4949841097947623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554314337343882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707104769253826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601614556982007,0.0,0.0,0.10636764275347692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23639160426672065,0.0,0.0854521896220133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459662135317779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724315666434346,0.0,0.0711391713443907,0.0,0.07463717913972298,0.0934638107438804,0.0,0.18162950728599286,0.18963367041190046,0.09285614880760124,0.0,0.10154681537813247,0.0,0.06557578007241416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745478519532876,0.0,0.0,0.20127030476390015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061995158546177175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695764559201433,0.19377298759635744,0.0,0.07711542330284203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986477222668178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545658281463446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109816670661524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429157404451566,0.0,0.09507882277959252,0.07682682437712507,0.0,0.0,0.09172933583245477,0.0,0.0,0.06570240521000957,0.0,0.0945330018652798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658160997578428,0.07984772688250907,0.17123738286814988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870104040329608,0.0,0.0,0.2160868371283516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231853536579138
socialanxiety,thekingalquarious,2019/01/01,"Wish I could go to parties I’ve been to about 3 parties in my life. One I can’t remember, one was shit, but the very first one was the best. That was 4 years ago and I haven’t been to a party in about 2 years. I hate watching others at parties having a good time on social media it makes me feel like they know I don’t go to parties and think I’m boring.",-0.29824999999999946,1.3789576750000023,2.0275,98.3375,84.75,4.5,17.5,5.148860815047168,-0.7678750000000001,274,6,68,1,8,93,54,80,0.099,0.5820000000000001,0.319,0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,2,6,2,0,4,0,10,2,1,1,0,10,19,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,4,5,2,8,3,10,13,1,11,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,6,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630580486136093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324025419777473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681317532950533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119739079372573,0.15820693951180265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836884699161746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517150740688249,0.18574529349304425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21864019512552432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170544816472692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641966525491444,0.108191346145892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782241193285608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501893336657883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25086446212498603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273195751588133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257446896090047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418989226906295,0.0,0.0,0.1291317369738196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827229246340109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546614246980229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852185149290657
socialanxiety,Jagerlied,2019/01/01,"Does anyone else want to meet with a psychiatrist to see if they have social anxiety, but can't make the phone call or even fathom meeting in person? And to those who did manage to do it, how?",6.556153846153848,5.4474765384615385,7.143205128205127,78.58096153846154,65.66666666666667,9.851282051282054,27.19230769230769,8.841846274778883,1.7761692307692307,151,3,31,2,2,50,36,39,0.045,0.924,0.03,-0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,7,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,2,0,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26558964011541186,0.0,0.0,0.2427544001090515,0.3557241122739241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545067811601236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30381714434783136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29002203715475644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293072942514281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23174350512975025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031417767507606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766553129467333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539034774928495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047741325775388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hufflepuggles,2019/01/21,"Dating with anxiety - its the f**ing worst - how do you do it? I have mad anxiety, I take meds for it even.

How do you even handle dating? I am so frustrated because I meet great guys, and just assume they are all ass holes who are screwing me and screwing other women. It freaks them out when I start asking them questions. And tbh, I think it would freak me out too if I was on their side. After 4 dates, we had sex, and I am already being asking the guy if he found someone else, only because he stopped texting as much. He could be with another girl, but that is besides the problem. The problem is, I have absolutely no trust at all when dating.

​

I don't even know what to do. My last bf cheated on my for 4 months before I actually found proof, and it has ruined me.

​

 How do you do it? ",2.451244522348816,4.20339817791411,3.7912050832602975,88.61872699386505,76.4233128834356,6.129535495179668,24.52629272567923,6.868970318607317,0.8670231375985975,625,21,129,6,14,205,102,163,0.221,0.737,0.042,-0.9772,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,3,4,0,11,13,5,0,4,0,22,4,1,3,3,31,30,15,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,11,10,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,11,0,0,4,0,24,2,12,22,4,17,0,1,0,4,21,6,3,4,11,97,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.1312221471992297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838965978023805,0.0,0.0,0.2913937678166099,0.3267886101202535,0.0,0.1410022567912387,0.2057365212327653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514203439627283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394185947025494,0.0,0.11442304100493896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736239150251146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233142410812907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26644611396788404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948761875718576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825232192271015,0.0,0.2662904976985261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739005334274406,0.10961001576733194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936451814917326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073317097821603,0.0,0.09885003698203554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022695784892284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573369540625737,0.0,0.0,0.15063582575966014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139349741880732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517770566946902,0.0,0.0,0.11242193427903437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110379948208713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616217464170911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552277433284467,0.0,0.3267886101202535,0.0
socialanxiety,SushiLeader,2019/01/21,"Social anxiety just killed a fun time Be me 20 minutes ago. I’m going to an indoor go kart place in my city that is shutting down today and literally having demolition starting tonight at midnight. My barber/friend is the one I’m meeting with because we chilled yesterday and decided to go because we’d never been. Last night was only our second time hanging out outside of his work, but we’re decent friends so it should be lit. Already nervous-ish today because I have to drive and haven’t driven in over a month because of winter break. Going alone, so there’s that too for the drive. Already mentally hating today because I have to drive, go do something essentially alone (i.e. no one is directly coming along with me), and in an hour or so, my friend that I’ve never hung out with is meeting me at my house to go get some food and form a “real” friendship. 


Anyways, get to the karting place. Alright, this should be fun I suppose. Go inside and see on the sign “No more races being sold today. Sorry.” Then get told by the two girls at the register “Yeah, we are all sold out” followed by the owner going “Yeah, demo starts TONIGHT at midnight.” Kinda happy because I’m now getting out of this. Go back to the parking lot with my friend and BS a second about what we’re going to do today. He’s pretty bummed. See some guy talking to the assumed owner/manager. Whatever. He walks to his car with his daughter right near my friends car. Make an inappropriate joke to my friend accidentally loud enough for them to hear. Lit! Say our goodbyes and go to my car. As I’m walking, the guy asks “Have you guys raced today?” to which I replied “Nah, they’re sold out and shit.” Get in my car and the guy walks over while I’m calling my mom to say they’re sold out and I’m coming home. Roll my window down and he shows me a receipt and says “Hey, I have a ticket for a race for 2 people if you want it. We have to go home so I can’t use it. Do you want it?” I should say yes, right? Do the friendship thing and have the fun that was meant to be had. My reply because “Fuck that, I just got out of this. The answer was already no so it’s going to stay NO!” is “Nah I’m good. Thanks though.” Instantly regret it and do nothing to fix it by telling my friend in his car or going to get the guys receipt. Immediately feel like a dick for allowing that shitty social anxiety to kill a small day with a friend that I’m still “building bonds” with. Now, further social anxiety as I wait to drive with another friend that I’ve never hung out with to go eat and have a beer. This shit sucks :/",2.113858765195136,4.089852360844532,3.5007065738963554,89.2967156509917,78.17466410748558,5.800399872040948,23.714051503518878,6.7232907121075245,0.7149798144593738,2004,67,414,19,48,656,232,521,0.13,0.7140000000000001,0.156,0.9661,1,2,2,0,0,0,60.0,6,3,1,2,16,25,7,0,29,4,35,7,3,3,4,70,91,30,2,7,6,2,1,1,8,3,0,6,3,6,22,39,3,1,5,4,4,32,9,8,0,5,13,11,40,17,71,69,7,93,0,1,4,2,50,30,5,8,30,252,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049436387910570034,0.0,0.0,0.11552097847565335,0.18462943036807355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058479291145878576,0.12799078041343828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05213705024722305,0.0,0.0,0.04288338207820696,0.0,0.2379764254981563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056946999843848226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608114921697064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035966780082704555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706622653058777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057624907816222926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028198786849722362,0.039841815362379115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743682504105905,0.0,0.38778711082051054,0.051558099101714085,0.1748238938520049,0.0,0.4754272569802253,0.04677689683282631,0.044604045985559865,0.0,0.0,0.27610337413515484,0.0,0.05936777918050906,0.0,0.05506093671912423,0.0,0.0,0.06285639553337133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188291750810893,0.0,0.05492182479773187,0.06435063382670025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234016050224598,0.0,0.0,0.04545966972750207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027246210882110503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047413321935421145,0.0,0.0,0.037226642907222315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056202642441877775,0.0,0.0,0.06531668473090017,0.04451476485818845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290388672301743,0.0,0.0,0.05233599426340405,0.0,0.05351243797258474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558185233160697,0.04241529598134405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038663620513050896,0.0,0.11653472988012778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673773555148168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634780174724434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525387209176732,0.0,0.17740090620349785,0.0,0.0,0.08888230578619777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449339162592467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705502603778369,0.0,0.042934164868831635,0.0,0.06242950437669587,0.0789480237707438,0.059442976171351226,0.0445376768128756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044825494191741665,0.04874509096596686,0.05134515734843384,0.0,0.0,0.03705084598485255,0.0,0.05479335156405737,0.0,0.06503940772522694,0.0,0.31717837474638866,0.05329024540082092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447879826633426,0.0,0.0,0.048167030680973257,0.0,0.0,0.06578871330898516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04060093502952459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KarazQurait,2019/01/21,"Do any of you have pronlems texting?(if so, how so you guys cope/work with it) I have a huge issue with texting people. And it's not like these are just random humans I'll never talk to again, I'm talking my best friends here. Whenever I text them I have to hit send as fast a possible so I can actually have a conversation. Another thing is that I (probably irrationally) feel like they are judging everything I say. Lastly if they don't respond kinda quickly I feel like they don't want to talk to me, and won't ever want to talk to me again.

Is this a common thing, or am I just crazy? (Also just typing this out has sent my anxiety through the roof, so thanks for that)",1.957259966311064,4.009756854014597,3.679124087591243,87.45524985962946,79.0,6.843121841661987,23.6771476698484,7.882392219407189,1.2367387984278502,527,18,110,9,13,176,88,137,0.096,0.8009999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.7029,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,4,1,14,6,0,0,5,0,15,0,0,1,2,20,23,11,0,3,6,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,3,18,6,13,20,1,12,0,0,0,0,18,2,0,4,11,81,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.16730340345147782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137102713728805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658695624568866,0.17977268288178086,0.13115324261631545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991860009494934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507979226582916,0.0,0.0,0.1540816985539821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337322209807055,0.24495748488839986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324562515743581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975528720815228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789416998617292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974873206732918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512748187946348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222722610258153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188568235585406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193275952853107,0.0,0.0,0.18484429281485204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363381644551175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511967874062721,0.0,0.15784145991936613,0.0,0.0,0.22779790435972225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224276428716784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248123716061992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lukehealy14,2019/01/21,"Anxiety inviting girls to my party So I’m a 17 year old boy with quite a lot of anxiety when talking to girls/new people. My school is big and I have a few friends. I know a good few girls in my school. Basically my parents are gone away this weekend and I’m throwing a party. I want to invite this girl that I kinda know (she’s very popular) and then she’d invite all her friends (that’s how it works in my school) the word would get around. Basically I’ve always had social anxiety but I’ve got so so anxious and feeling like I’m gonna throw up when I try ask her like today I was going to but pussyed out. Tomorrow I want to invite her and make sure I have the party cause I really want it to happen. Any tips with being able to do it? 

Thanks guys ",0.2147066942719107,2.329018962732917,2.5567184265010354,92.66322118702554,86.08074534161491,5.565355417529331,19.503450655624565,6.937597516519254,0.2705111111111109,587,17,132,8,18,200,94,161,0.051,0.7120000000000001,0.237,0.9722,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,7,0,10,0,0,3,2,26,28,14,0,4,2,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,5,7,9,0,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,19,8,16,20,4,19,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,2,10,76,26,4,0.14580609855842813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132235428363768,0.0,0.0,0.09915314692389664,0.0,0.3346237989250676,0.16471938931509789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979834040501986,0.13630901977562407,0.0,0.1369896292389061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978302735783194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737239444142151,0.1041639059435771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252988601171517,0.0,0.07617766857198889,0.0,0.08286496591361457,0.12229523774731875,0.11661445665776528,0.0,0.0,0.14437096117500395,0.1289358514231828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160262437217626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246698961026225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395913091894913,0.0,0.0,0.09732670299066128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408204385630384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299897321129502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190041746071268,0.0,0.0,0.10108359004048917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508273344431464,0.0,0.0,0.09340712031506143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426906678716609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863095568535498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374205223470206,0.0,0.0,0.11719341898441354,0.0,0.13423866588545585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820713277377555,0.0,0.0,0.0989927699574972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030530136064302,0.2580006439065362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614857629278833,0.0,0.0,0.10357646903456977,0.0,0.0,0.0938943470309074
socialanxiety,KReynoo,2019/01/21,"I recently developed social anxiety. Recently I have developed a feeling that whenever my roommate has friends over I do not want to leave my room. Normally I am okay at talking to people in public and giving presentations, yes I am an introvert but most of the time I normally just suck it up and do these things. However, I have this feeling that I can go out of my room when people are over. Sometimes I don't even like to go out if my roommate is in the living room. I feel like I can't even cook since we live in a college apartment where the kitchen is right next to the living room and he's always in there. I honestly love being alone and when my roommate moved back this semester I kinda got sad. I don't know but if they're any tips for this I would love to hear some. ",4.015197255574614,4.89509716352201,5.261109205260149,83.08816466552318,71.0754716981132,9.05225843339051,29.54888507718697,9.339509955726095,2.4697245283018874,615,24,127,13,11,205,95,159,0.109,0.7290000000000001,0.162,0.8338,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,8,9,1,0,7,2,16,4,0,0,0,24,29,10,0,6,6,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,5,0,8,7,2,0,4,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,4,21,7,18,26,2,28,0,1,0,2,10,17,1,5,10,89,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580037121450727,0.0,0.0,0.12694018250402495,0.0,0.0,0.10374443061780694,0.0,0.11670618152373202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730741285437092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152577258656448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314131887923447,0.10898721269368784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786565876539848,0.0,0.0,0.14634719512410346,0.17340405168320555,0.0,0.12201428581031808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719435544501514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384169244434526,0.0,0.0,0.16153651939372796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490639195778016,0.0,0.40413358887285417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753784632959774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214463418686534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622467871140348,0.0,0.2989482037994527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115285256977952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30126454121488755,0.0,0.0,0.1302833960141979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619726115284655,0.0,0.0,0.15551330792952775,0.0,0.0,0.1508834126566888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262005697130188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135252109132474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895759014427491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998245216784045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837257453504597,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Therealrobettaja,2019/01/21,"Why cant i actually act normal around pretty girls??? (This is a post where I ""let it all out"", sorry if you get tired of some teenage nuthead ranting about himself...)

WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN? is it just because I make it that hard or is it the awkward ""small talks"" that make me (and probably her) SO uncomfortable? Like why can't I behave normally around ""pretty girls""?

INFO: 15 yr old boy in 9th grade in highschool who has had a VERY internet heavy childhood. (Very little social interaction in ""Everyday"" life apart from talking to friends and parents)

IM TIRED OF THIS! I NEED SOME KIND OF ADVICE/SYMPATHY WITH THIS PROBLEM!
I'm sicking tired of it! It *ALWAYS* happens! Even a simple question can just shut my brain down. It's always either I try to avoid eye contact or my words mumble EVEN more than usual. 

Internet is just not the same thing (No shit?!?!) When you can't see the person's facial expressions while you talk to them.

*So... What do I even do?* I try my best and I don't succeed. 15 minutes after a ""small talk"" I always want to just want to explode into thin air.",1.4484615384615367,4.055412952380955,2.8438095238095267,89.05978021978025,86.14285714285714,5.135531135531137,21.886446886446887,6.67199483983844,0.6809853479853483,840,29,161,10,26,272,134,210,0.127,0.7829999999999999,0.09,-0.789,1,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,1,2,14,9,1,2,7,0,14,9,4,2,1,33,24,10,0,7,9,1,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,4,16,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,4,20,5,22,22,7,25,0,0,2,0,22,16,1,6,8,106,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.10215360952119223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484120952414381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637666572826095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381259967906126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098563091995284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685867778650895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916070969012467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074225492087824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087632363015304,0.0,0.054691530828119665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851382229241345,0.0,0.09377366406853192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307350305246112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900921031044533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704347137356317,0.07393932512483432,0.051141875961298065,0.10491791808197692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397508345108447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761967607496026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513041654704012,0.0,0.0,0.10984515825853301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623592371129493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140345972651903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025551443372112,0.2129965334595577,0.11286388274764365,0.10016563240947886,0.0,0.0,0.11726673928899865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341724794944749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745359892897888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670915305312348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718187101218615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365546679172387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954544166956518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609464214877166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214313016878566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529139315343218,0.17274566737190045,0.12348719718346755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833751108577661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Snoopyjam,2019/01/21,I have to do a presentation in college and I can't I am studying a language and the only option was to go for a teacher specialization since this college doesn't have the translator option which I wanted.  I don't want to be a teacher at all but I have to go along with the program. So I am on my last year and I even managed to teach one class in elementary school for 45 minutes which we were required to do so. This was pure hell tbh. The week prior to that was filled with diarrhea from anxiety and not sleeping at all. Now I have to hold a class to my class in college and I absolutely can't. I really don't want to do it and I don't know what the fuck I should do. I don't want this anxiety anymore I fucking can't handle it and I am sick of it. Currently I have decided not to do it but I feel guilty because I won't get the professor's signature.,1.4961413043478269,3.068671766304352,3.9656521739130426,87.11358695652176,78.6195652173913,7.42608695652174,26.17391304347826,8.278499904357787,1.652365217391305,671,27,150,13,16,235,89,184,0.162,0.838,0.0,-0.978,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,11,0,28,4,1,0,3,30,39,11,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,11,0,2,3,0,0,3,11,3,0,1,4,1,22,1,24,32,2,16,1,0,0,2,1,6,3,2,7,114,33,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33291898388634306,0.0,0.21579565708043133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326438226529678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437193697893078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002251218226963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40232593102272796,0.11368434685736255,0.0,0.24732837598841545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958445855846442,0.17736887381186384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744792592016434,0.16549071574218965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939685558648746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021764112002504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999673797784987,0.0,0.2177520300797512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133724049951413,0.0,0.17454149215178275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401239722336721
socialanxiety,Sportinlife36,2019/01/21,What do you do for a living? I've been struggling to hold down a job due to my anxiety and I was just curious what kind of work others do.,-0.006236559139782828,1.6308804193548454,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,83.51612903225806,6.713978494623658,20.010752688172047,7.793537801064563,0.6137010752688172,107,3,26,2,3,38,25,31,0.146,0.779,0.075,-0.29600000000000004,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34018388764398083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412826471835262,0.0,0.0,0.4630724673977246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926662483949789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648827890802672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237370037679887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,qetuowr,2019/01/21,"I'm stuck in a weird place. I shouldn't still have anxiety. I have spent the last 4-5 years completely overhauling myself to be the person I knew I could be. I succeeded, and now have no concern about any physical part of myself at all.




But I can't fucking talk to people for the life of me. I'm in my second year of college, never had anything going for me romantically, even though I've had chances with multiple girls. I can't open myself up. I'm still terrified that I'll get hurt like I was when I was open during middle and early high school. I was basically trained to believe that everything I said was worthless and stupid, and I still believe it to a degree. I did way too many drugs to cope, and I've kicked the shit out of that in the past few months. I'm still a huge introvert, and kind of freeze up when talking to more than one person. I can't hold an interesting conversation to save my life. What do I do? I've made so much progress on myself these past years, but it seems like I've made zero progress on my personality. I really thought that confidence about myself as a person would destroy my social anxiety. I need to open up and I don't know how.",3.7890770366724102,4.802203167364016,5.050263352202808,83.89500123061778,71.71966527196653,8.468717696283536,26.61112478464189,8.841846274778883,1.8120369677578143,923,30,195,17,17,307,132,239,0.091,0.7829999999999999,0.127,0.8054,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,14,13,4,0,10,0,21,5,1,3,2,29,38,15,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,0,5,8,12,0,1,4,0,1,1,7,7,0,3,14,2,29,6,30,19,5,35,0,2,0,1,10,17,2,1,18,129,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800934520847889,0.0,0.18020053514593767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969217104034096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653921849200668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348856774379745,0.0,0.0,0.09403658760911866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365857245679042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777916207857697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585176539191636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088843706463644,0.06153443069622892,0.0,0.06693626357622143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443950345712045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260843726052615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264823448039078,0.06472801032797,0.0960052370880773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638094449829402,0.11508129958569778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228898215660348,0.0,0.11940896256144287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400971409928507,0.0,0.08658078525205319,0.08733130168012511,0.09083807776775456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980979290157611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127542691077443,0.2248659037874586,0.08165281613986912,0.4113587440522122,0.12305351576683655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754519543497155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203437106812736,0.0,0.0,0.11919817943440635,0.0,0.10722116751147696,0.0,0.0,0.12089798797432855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006039845249047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762324053300803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933187254833406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571682634938385,0.09350301187501192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348713001660433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366650194268907,0.0,0.0,0.2275365720078846
socialanxiety,Regular_Gay,2019/01/21,"I hate class participation! It brings all of my grades down! I could get an A+ on my exam and the teacher will give me a C+ overall, because I don't participate much. It's so infuriating to see people who always talk about off-topic stuff in the classroom get good grades for participation. Ugh... I wish I could just mindlessly rumble like the rest of students. Or at least not be afraid to raise my hand in class when the teacher asks something and I know the answer.  

Does anyone know how to boost my class participation? I'm always too slow with raising my hand and it hurts my grades so much. Everytime I try, the topic has already changed after I built up the courage to say something or someone else was faster and said what I was thinking. ",3.9333333333333336,5.9063101111111145,4.577500000000004,83.6175,72.8888888888889,6.7444444444444445,26.583333333333336,7.492282038375204,1.3520249999999994,592,21,115,7,12,189,96,144,0.073,0.789,0.138,0.8324,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,1,10,0,8,2,2,1,1,18,21,10,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,5,16,3,16,14,5,11,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,2,5,74,22,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042481493408264,0.0,0.3080144859029858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941716072818685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303139597823958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282734068493623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579754494796886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955538789652726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619709145720072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461647072231086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934006767428324,0.17755235253449156,0.0,0.15524222640395982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827351317192522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813950265446606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034379917065459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042417784846173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721205392040641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831604778604488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606015801135302,0.14718864177510171,0.0,0.0,0.14749040629479904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682364699516554,0.2849780893697381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118803772671531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876595048306634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185963007113374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566194963248942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284095982117526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bombdailer,2019/01/21,"Putting myself out there only caused me to become more depressed. After transferring to uni from community college last year, I made it my goal to finally make friends and combat my anxiety. My social anxiety has changed over the years to the point where I can put myself into more uncomfortable situations, so I decided to join a club and put myself out there. Big mistake. Over the course of the year, I went to every meet up, event, and party that this club hosted. I got to know all the people and they knew me (well kinda). The problem was that my social anxiety made it almost impossible for me to form any meaningful relationships with anyone. It terrified me to start conversations with people, my mind often going blank, so I often relied on other people talking to me. Well, turns out people don't like talking to the seemingly mute person with a seemingly uninteresting personality. I would often go for entire events saying only a few sentences to people, heading back home later feeling like an absolute piece of shit that nobody liked.

Over time I found that not only was my anxiety not getting better, but that this inability to form connections with people brought on major depression. I still kept putting myself out there, heck I even joined a fraternity for a week before I became to anxious about it, but all of these failures just reinforced my lack of self-worth and a sense of dread that I would forever be lonely even when surrounded with groups of people that I knew. Whatever optimism I had going in had been shattered and I came out with more anxiety and depression that I had going in.

This year I decided to become a recluse. I stopped going to club events and parties and instead just focus on the things I enjoy doing, things that don't make feel like shit. I don't know that i'm necessarily more happy now, I certainly miss being social some times, but I definitely don't miss those night where I would come back home and cry because I felt like I had once again failed to make any progress on my social anxiety. It's pretty fucked up, I can talk to people fine if it's just a one on one, but as soon as you add another person to that equation I stop talking. It's hard to find these scenarios where I can flourish, as most people who want to meet other people are in clubs, an environment which is simply incompatible with me. Add the depression to this and now I barely have the motivation to socialize, go to lecture, or do anything really.

I survived two years of community college not talking to anyone and not putting myself out there, but I wasn't depressed. Putting myself out there in uni was the biggest mistake of my life - I should have lived in ignorance thinking I could make friends if I tried, rather than conforming that I couldn't and only making it worse in the end.",9.685086970271977,7.988967504743832,9.431055502846302,66.55677933270084,59.910815939278926,12.350695762175839,38.087365591397855,11.123543617288195,4.218976027830487,2253,85,386,47,24,735,243,527,0.196,0.698,0.105,-0.9934,0,2,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,1,6,31,31,3,1,22,0,31,5,3,9,3,98,69,27,0,14,16,0,4,5,2,4,1,1,2,3,33,32,0,4,16,4,0,16,10,17,2,3,20,5,58,14,74,41,14,75,0,9,0,1,24,31,4,12,33,289,91,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656871779171115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683318459832833,0.059236934277986125,0.2592979941780069,0.06382003818741458,0.0,0.07900123538805877,0.0,0.046488217658089685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687793699303567,0.0,0.03443708411429397,0.12478226021483227,0.048070650173579664,0.0,0.0,0.04996270691636449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461195831591406,0.0,0.05803298910680955,0.05976119337576204,0.048662976328845184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045104376866660634,0.0,0.06205396296377803,0.0,0.0,0.2432829863902225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003526815573869,0.0,0.0,0.07462505116783856,0.0,0.047597064313534124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057128246618757726,0.08071599199961375,0.05424131341098805,0.06188437789675993,0.051632792385721514,0.0,0.0,0.06194071549223105,0.0872913742337417,0.05222607299338612,0.029514811446954118,0.0,0.19263470964754092,0.0,0.04518192489693156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013693334231974,0.050605861122646,0.0,0.05797723347358717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333244472345633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209320533402165,0.046048633886985504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03990206905037827,0.1379960300238248,0.0,0.04988359447561401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690845730648688,0.18854471010808427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057040957154347385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301404637106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016228524118111,0.0765610719871285,0.17185927197103404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39164536751434376,0.1479802725529355,0.0,0.0,0.05340333203590788,0.0,0.0,0.057472815523034036,0.0,0.05405534841073907,0.0,0.3407412227257426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036190311354786266,0.0,0.0,0.06065141661071255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492481704086285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285664485451933,0.058933622346276124,0.0,0.11597673949381684,0.0,0.06349953212447262,0.0,0.2879331117943212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0399854273525512,0.0,0.04511469586177492,0.09445991693808167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270312106546103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506173503620442,0.03619788216621244,0.0,0.0,0.06588204209397193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835445471983878,0.06144722603550554,0.05518461200899742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033320527747131234,0.0,0.04531458703803301,0.0,0.10158643632512417,0.052368779615767115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757031677039096,0.12039118594215045,0.0,0.0,0.18189542949409235
socialanxiety,itsAriiaa,2019/01/21,Midlife crisis?! Almost 30 with 2 children and ZERO friends... what has my life turned into... this is depressing ,2.5118421052631557,4.893823210526322,2.4098684210526318,86.24532894736844,106.36842105263158,4.0052631578947375,25.802631578947373,5.985473137389443,1.4307789473684216,87,4,13,1,4,26,19,19,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.4389,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992149889901142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293910773069452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851701446326095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521329763034888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422674839782693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jukiel19,2019/01/21,"""Since when do you talk?"" I was in a convo with a good friend of me. And an other friend of hers joined us and said to me :""Since when do you talk?""
Lol",-1.8032352941176484,-0.0856763235294089,0.2191176470588232,108.63102941176471,91.64705882352942,3.4000000000000004,8.5,3.1291,-2.5314470588235296,111,0,32,0,4,36,24,34,0.0,0.684,0.316,0.9092,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,3,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470970756260485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556492322196427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899317103514775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042623962375571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899685079555289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36663321875982624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,holeypoatato,2019/01/21,"I’m scared to go back to work Hi everyone, I’m so sorry for the long rambling message but I really just need to get it off my chest. I work in a bar and we had our staff Christmas party last night (it’s late I know). Anyway my boss let us have free range of the bar to drink anything we wanted. I’m new to this job so I was so anxious going to this event so I start to drink heavily. I had already organised for two of my friends to pick me up and take me home and chill out. 
I get drunk really fast and you know drunk people do dumb shit. Like, I don’t even remember most of what happened and I’m scared that I really embarrassed myself. Like I remember that my friends turned up and hung out with my work mates for a while and I was sitting on their laps because my coordination was gone and they were holding me up (I’m a girl btw). One of my female work mates is one of those very judgmental girls and was like giving me that ‘look’ for like most of the night and I don’t know what the rest were doing. 
I’m scared to go back to work on Wednesday because I’m worried that they’ll tease me or have a super low opinion of me now and will like ignore me or something. 
I’m pretty sure I’m being unreasonable but I was talking to one of my mates who picked me up and he said that I was pretty bad. So I’m so worried that I over shared and maybe said some things that I don’t remember but they were probably not good and I’m know I’m rambling but I feel so sick and it’s not just hangover sickness and my anxiety is through the roof. 
I’m so tempted to quit my job and never show my face again but I need the money. ",1.0412052292263638,2.7312852578796587,2.8640105659025785,93.954267997851,80.37535816618913,6.081697707736392,21.22143624641834,7.04035,0.344656805157594,1261,36,296,15,32,420,160,349,0.163,0.695,0.141,-0.775,2,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,4,1,4,7,16,22,3,4,10,0,24,11,3,3,2,55,59,33,0,3,11,0,1,5,5,2,2,3,1,2,17,22,6,2,8,7,2,4,6,10,0,4,14,5,47,13,37,41,4,33,0,1,1,0,26,12,2,6,21,186,64,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164142186925912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046094916418892,0.10405372738733104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579550975373267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164788095707778,0.07690478417507958,0.11229410273684128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045791473180464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083524039644949,0.0,0.0,0.08801136910030488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657163461989811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232195899209654,0.0,0.0962433189140734,0.08835660751923592,0.15703813513978498,0.07725426485758571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144916023684877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238997376312932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280227429688092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247651502364614,0.07507880178580499,0.10389974392971264,0.0,0.0,0.09418477410563207,0.0,0.22499205103052786,0.0,0.0,0.08151104031251337,0.07734596465309976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092533003012623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365910795579446,0.0710379375353446,0.08895668922601901,0.0,0.1728707561281726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872405236495494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385480401026304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741012536076704,0.09930600311133687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796622325637633,0.0,0.0,0.1770166658651188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31301492332701075,0.0,0.17522807283741101,0.0,0.27664295892945445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094545634704281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090781066708833,0.0,0.10310528899087858,0.06519320381774353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680895205583962,0.0,0.06925235862770246,0.07403143079450282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611912303447785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018503730489894,0.08997432055896541,0.0,0.11079235224663632,0.0,0.0,0.07599721613273162,0.05432659097477188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352718543350844,0.18707652328778912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,faceofcontusionss,2019/01/21,"I feel inauthentic / fake I don’t really know how to explain this. But I sort of feel like my real personality and who I am is being clouded by my social anxiety and I’ve never been able to truly express who I am. Like, I always wonder if I would have said something different or what I would be like without social anxiety. When I have a convo, sometimes I find myself worrying about what I’m going to say next and how I’m going to say it. I can never have an authentic convo. When I try to talk to people, it’s like I have a script I’m following but don’t at the same time. I feel like I’m an actress trying to answer normally. I don’t know if this makes sense at all. Do you ever find yourself wondering how people talk so effortlessly? Have you ever gotten jealous of the way someone talks or tells a story? This happens to me all the time. Those people who are so invested into what their saying and don’t seem to have a care in the world. I wonder what that’s like. I SO wish I was born as an extrovert. ",2.4328017842208,3.85786131279621,4.909356007805965,81.97165597992753,75.6824644549763,7.618734318371898,23.786172288820747,8.313332769828598,1.4797731251742403,791,24,160,14,17,280,110,211,0.057999999999999996,0.821,0.12,0.9236,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,0,11,9,1,0,11,0,22,0,0,4,6,42,45,19,0,6,7,0,3,6,0,2,0,4,0,1,14,5,0,0,13,1,1,3,7,2,0,0,4,7,25,7,19,37,3,19,0,0,0,0,19,5,0,9,16,116,39,0,0.11119746420538816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252519806201484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701315115125563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113373225679896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617768292081584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116894509748545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867433703662127,0.1588789812932664,0.0,0.0,0.2032649355436135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263921629089806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983315503615597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222243652472467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259527852592861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422517081955705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715246790028372,0.0,0.11825976469015735,0.0,0.1089499054641382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312709618406361,0.09709333665800624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265670584887694,0.07123594294377365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577425242240633,0.2652860600265987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012299951279018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267036226610501,0.09421725057181496,0.08560524056188225,0.10997713541092627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26812892892962825,0.09719148494214047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968027120896247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509915580044128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826337127031736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787159607399934,0.10719038740323042,0.36176671969348456,0.0,0.11292642255393275,0.0,0.15798297632079825,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Total900,2019/01/21,"Be kind to others, it makes things simple My biggest tip for anyone struggling with social anxiety, especially in their teens. 
Is be kind to others. 
Shift your focus from how others perceive you, to how you can make their day. Be inclusive, compliment them, listen to their stories, laugh at their jokes, lift them up. Show kindness to others and it will be return to you in ways you don't expect. 
I don't mean to sound cheesy and I know everyone has different levels of severity with their anxiety. 
Personally, when I was younger a huge part of my anxiety came from putting up an act and trying to be ""cool"". Or impress someone. I would ultimately always be shy and not match up with this image of myself because all of my actions came from a place of selfishness. Other people were just tools to validate me. And of course, I never got the validation because I was to anxietious. 
It makes life so much more simple, and stress free if you just stop giving a shit and make your social interactions focused on being kind to others. Be inclusive, befriend the person nobody wants to be friends with. It'll help you so much in the long run. ",5.1497711267605615,6.848723093896716,5.667602699530518,78.1397139084507,69.23474178403757,8.517488262910799,28.335974178403763,9.017664075816787,2.4181269953051645,901,32,158,17,16,290,128,213,0.08900000000000001,0.731,0.18,0.9727,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,8,7,0,7,15,1,2,7,1,20,2,1,6,2,33,32,14,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,2,12,13,0,1,3,2,1,6,4,4,0,0,6,3,26,12,34,14,5,25,0,0,0,0,24,12,1,2,6,121,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820127652693003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611369001726686,0.0,0.0,0.08252164082959211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388659481280794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699646298568321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611250255469322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330475379386174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277222842532565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118119984649202,0.0,0.0,0.11321459520405988,0.0,0.0,0.0943905892109065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910565942269378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915945801828818,0.06486016532985456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336032200910651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444311628458516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31511444136653444,0.0,0.0,0.12855730807367038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351511400962044,0.0,0.09102354162301228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780309464143785,0.0,0.08181952647155037,0.2060993070381665,0.12330475379386174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864170924876433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332789653638072,0.12114482506614753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406110508801411,0.09999713019591218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986691828307246,0.13519038533431335,0.12337910134045905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840659083718511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801271656337617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961067404818938,0.09367800243460274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383732361117363,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Punk-Mask,2019/01/21,"I wish I was normal I wish I was normal. It’s a horrible feeling when you miss all the opportunities life gives you because of who you are. I would give anything in the world to express myself naturally. It really hurts when the people you love don’t seem to want to put up with you anymore. I’ll probably go my entire life not knowing what it’s like to feel normal. If you read this - thank you, it really means a lot to me. ",2.6787824675324683,4.095553079545457,4.733311688311686,83.51818181818183,75.02272727272727,7.755844155844157,23.935064935064936,8.418075326091056,1.4189883116883115,333,10,70,6,7,115,59,88,0.09,0.696,0.215,0.8715,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,7,0,1,2,6,0,0,5,0,5,3,0,0,1,17,19,3,0,8,2,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,2,15,4,9,16,2,7,0,2,0,1,12,3,0,3,3,47,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711052467134996,0.0,0.0,0.13866429765454735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271837301011652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040120255604846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232884629868191,0.09576461184789292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038683902453906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260530022991116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23803848194516125,0.08232246167449993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143255933633407,0.15208128871744594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835500734598285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952939407398882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681934165652667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816756324887133,0.0,0.0,0.16939289391102585,0.0,0.0,0.16854943320198526,0.0,0.2158957412744588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339956161314805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513569084070009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938792688324956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38754218560894665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970028882907205,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AltCoinKid42,2019/01/21,"Bruh I think I have social anxiety I was one of the most popular people in high school, and I still know everyone in my hometown

But in college, I feel like it’s different. I have friends, but not like I did in high school. Often times I find myself alone and I’m complaining, but it’s just weird. Sometimes I’m really social and like to converse

But other times I just don’t like talking to anyone. It’s so weird.  I lowkey think I’ve developed social awkwardness the past 3 years and I have no clue why ",0.7770724421209891,3.242165990291266,2.622330097087381,90.3736594473488,88.12621359223301,6.276026885735623,20.54443614637789,7.61054688173877,0.986340403286034,399,13,82,8,13,132,61,103,0.14800000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.154,0.3811,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,18,12,9,0,0,7,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,1,13,6,7,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,9,49,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699471173341621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125527931311038,0.0,0.0,0.11473511409970458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143848393404074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679444041080928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829685239974105,0.11722549028829925,0.0,0.0,0.14997472625744676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677505273724132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467388913067217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017923534765647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206631424902096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119121475620172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566418862295089,0.11375891961094844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511986254895624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33213443829842604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018053949034511,0.0,0.0,0.1622885987071079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104199578267905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188883303254306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210283706076617,0.0,0.0,0.19136368133088635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806514857466913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056681848313171
socialanxiety,feellikeshitmosttime,2019/01/21,"I got to ask her out. Any help appreciated So I've made a previous post about a girl from a friend group that I don't really hang out with them but that girl just felt special.

We met at December, at new year we went with the group of friends to a club and I saw her for second time there. After one or two days we talked a bit through texting and she asked me to go over to her house. I was really happy and thought this meant something. Well we were just talking about our lives for a solid 3 hours and then I left.

Some days later (about a week ago) I asked her to go for a coffee and she agreed and I went to her house to watch a movie after it (she invited me again). I thought to myself ""cool, I hope this is going somewhere""
We don't talk through texts much. I don't know why, she never texts me first and when I do the conversation is over really soon. I text her like once or twice a week cause I feel I'm annoying her. 

I feel I need to tell her about the feelings I have that are killing me day by day cause I keep them inside. I'm planning on asking her to go out again so I can ask her on person.

Here comes the problem. Anxiety. Too much anxiety even when I think of it. I don't know how, what words to find, how should I act during rejection (I know I'm being pessimistic here but 99% she will say no) and how others will react if they learn that I asked her cause nobody knows except 2-3 close friends of mine that don't even know her. 

I just need some support right now and advice on how to tell her about my feelings. Sorry for long post and not good syntax as I mentioned before I get anxious only by thinking of it. 

",0.746556564822459,2.72039994797688,2.28219157720892,96.307936416185,82.757225433526,5.341568951279935,18.55623451692816,6.474141703775902,-0.22390047894302206,1266,30,296,12,35,411,178,346,0.09300000000000001,0.792,0.115,0.7802,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,6,0,3,2,27,15,2,0,14,1,17,0,0,9,1,68,58,25,1,6,10,0,5,1,3,3,0,1,0,3,12,22,0,1,17,1,0,9,8,4,1,5,12,9,60,11,46,42,5,48,0,1,2,0,51,13,0,6,25,199,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176095330635133,0.07416804167120715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056898189179050825,0.0,0.12801401203241422,0.09452281914866167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693186228344658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119665706517693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913455201623079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578551450199986,0.0,0.07207394168676817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158398504986904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052594789716444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922343128556303,0.0,0.08033592588704784,0.0,0.07647248788043483,0.07116930904360355,0.0,0.0,0.1939287490483176,0.0,0.04371390653848671,0.0,0.1902054207311144,0.07017808096786607,0.06691821310541413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906783254780576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608196134112569,0.0,0.0,0.08310278006044693,0.08239769049522264,0.1930869423494765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436937444367724,0.09256800274482384,0.0,0.22991308783429495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090725247408246,0.0,0.0,0.040876734516738455,0.0,0.07388177934424167,0.07404495269447738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917018747127809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301354905584552,0.12407987906397687,0.06453114454374505,0.08080860973365242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910538083231337,0.0566966784007199,0.06363449217875185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305705719476857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602646743129851,0.0,0.0,0.08006049615391457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160802642192565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145337122350222,0.0,0.06653741484720067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441293677989643,0.0,0.09366125394314227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494725724434652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017513371219448,0.14626181607647826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072241874727112,0.0,0.1328486142123933,0.04878840977582703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173303007744315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342293936839715,0.0,0.07522900817231354,0.155125093160268,0.07549878944572466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053880471633527716
socialanxiety,Tamaki114,2019/01/21,"New job as a telemarketer [long post] Late last year I went to therapy, was put on medication for anxiety and depression, and really felt like I was making a lot of progress. I thought things were going so well for me, I applied to new jobs and got the job for a call center agent. This was entirely new to me, and I knew going in that a lot of people will say no to me and possibly be rude but how bad could it be? I've always been afraid of the word no but what's better than exposure to your fears?

I start making some sales, and I really think I'm doing good. My supervisors are proud of us for making any type of sales too, they even want me to train others! So far so good!

Day 1 of being pulled aside with a small group of others to talk about our performance. We need to be doing better. Day 2 everyone is pulled aside to talk about our performances. The high earners got to leave since they were already doing well, the new trainees got to leave because of course they just started, then the last of us were told we're not doing good enough. Day 3 my supervisor pulls the people in her group aside and tells us she could get fired because we're not doing good enough. They just kept telling us we're not doing good enough and of course consistently I was in that group of people they tell that to. I'm supposed to be making triple the amount of sales I'm already making, and they said they were in the wrong for allowing us to believe what we were doing before was a good job.

I had one of my worst days recently, and when I asked my co-worker for tips on what I could do better here's the gist of what he said: ""I can see that you're trying. You're not just sitting there doing nothing you are trying. I don't want to say it like this but maybe your best just isn't good enough.""

An old high school friend was in town and I told her my job and she said I wouldn't be good at that. I should get a new job and I'm annoying people. I know that, one if the worst things about this job is that I know I'm annoying people and I don't want to but I guess it's my job to. And supposedly making conversation with the people is a part of it and that's the hardest part for me. It's only been a month and a half since I've started, and I'm on my last week of employment there since I put in my 2 weeks notice a week ago. But I've already called out these last 3 days... I don't even want to go back but I know I need the money until I start my next job... I'm avoiding my roommates since they know I should be at work and I don't want them to judge me.

TL;DR: New sales job, got hired for a job talking to people and lo' and behold I'm bad at it. 1 week left at work and I don't even want to go back...",1.8232441286902696,3.145917607266437,3.2518449532503872,93.65231355370686,77.0795847750865,6.5108444379003165,19.56430832658469,7.125416948008024,0.08189629684163968,2099,42,497,23,47,688,213,578,0.094,0.773,0.132,0.9671,12,1,0,0,0,0,54.0,9,3,9,10,23,30,3,3,26,0,49,1,0,8,0,79,103,37,0,15,15,0,2,2,1,4,1,5,0,0,26,27,0,2,8,0,5,10,13,12,2,3,28,8,69,18,67,61,14,69,0,1,1,0,47,21,0,5,38,309,95,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039184403220625934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634147743610204,0.0,0.036781479688830034,0.0,0.0,0.03006040792069217,0.0,0.0338161326114365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041325009491326864,0.0,0.0,0.06798068410080366,0.07381740981258691,0.05389300477322076,0.0,0.03761456357132791,0.0498030558678847,0.04638963641847427,0.1172852088778771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902749694465103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588049744718894,0.0,0.0,0.14254043153979515,0.0,0.038073058401972865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826992398803063,0.0,0.08758947677107842,0.0,0.0,0.04223905814658852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049742074225357015,0.0,0.0,0.04244301510636297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03415209627379112,0.0,0.04618979553879167,0.0,0.10048918284396548,0.29661144179430426,0.14141671728373376,0.0,0.04869596839571903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340844071521416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48252490385703006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971740057998117,0.1441294644828256,0.049864322872436584,0.0936118428362321,0.04802805030790715,0.0,0.0,0.04319193042056999,0.0,0.0,0.03911937294629868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516175041379426,0.0,0.0,0.17704009308272706,0.0,0.04440911367114608,0.0,0.0,0.04453113445164887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035283413072775466,0.0,0.0,0.0655537870928693,0.0,0.2561564584546025,0.047011724633557836,0.0,0.0,0.0424151730225453,0.050326835111821656,0.046384927648424834,0.0,0.059907891799883414,0.03361932638488385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957377968184468,0.0,0.2145196427427715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983365353308737,0.042335455263477824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887496727773797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663675287125365,0.0,0.04364636707257268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614510204457913,0.07030599255104585,0.0,0.04473706406622241,0.03522506655831833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626485975730266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515199138337352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658911258750038,0.1159093967114948,0.0,0.05055141583224485,0.0,0.058734683098696124,0.02832430048214268,0.0,0.035093239280043334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447811629317703,0.0,0.06002357239161767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26586136862668003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643688254462376,0.0,0.1418319418352595,0.0,0.0794898644669505,0.040977785465709814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654366813020156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0483304114396436,0.0,0.02846608968813136
socialanxiety,Utandki,2019/01/21,"Im going to psychologist tomorrow I have finally decided to go to psychologist for my horrible anxiety, it been stopping me from doing a lot of things. I’m also wondering if someone went to a psychologist before, did it work? Are medications really effective? ",5.9245652173913035,8.597009934782609,9.41673913043478,48.03206521739133,69.21739130434783,15.03478260869565,39.76086956521739,13.023866798666859,7.770626086956523,211,13,28,12,4,80,37,46,0.151,0.778,0.071,-0.4151,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,6,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,7,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22914842094011675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920469427141995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24382708107246115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31389397006419706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256981047478887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095157290318072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24360870460373815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886620367029169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183566853139652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427870465979398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395628698820705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19036650937760052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26562833302507505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31074377886831417,0.20860679624419928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,perfecthallucination,2019/01/21,"Having social anxiety and low self esteem.. how do you know what to tackle first? I’m going to try to explain this as clearly as possible. I have really bad social anxiety along with low self esteem (about my accomplishments and where I’m at in life— basically I feel like a bum and no where near where I should be at my age). 

I get a lot of anxiety when I’m out with people and it’s happened more times than I can count where someone has been talking, and I’ve felt like they were underhandedly disrespecting me. I always feel like people are trying to secretly diss me about being a girl that cares about her looks, which I know is not true, but I know that it is probably one of the first things people assume about me since I love to dress up and have my makeup done. I get it, first impressions.  For example I was dating this guy and met his friends for the first time and someone was like “we should go to this place, I hear the lighting is greeeeeat for the complexion” and they were laughing. I automatically took is as them taking a jab at me, if I am making any sense. I ended things with him soon after and h


The problem is that I experience this ALL the time when I go out, and I don’t know if it’s just me automatically assuming that people are out to get me or if they really are disrespecting me. because I have been treated certain ways before, and it has really gotten to me and I’ve let it shape how I see myself. 

Anyway, I ended things with the guy I was dating soon after that incident because I “didn’t want to date someone who made me the punchline of their joke”. Much like other people I have confronted when I feel this way, he denies it and tells me that he would never intentionally try to make me feel less then. 

Every single time I try to ask someone if they were disrespecting me they always say that they are shocked that I would think they’d do something like that. And I have ended friendships because of it. I’m worried that I am going crazy sometimes because what I feel in my gut and what they explain are two completely different things.. 

Anyway, if any of you can relate, I would greatly greatly appreciate any insight on what you came to realize the problem was, and how you may cope with feelings like this. Thank you so much. ",6.348973214285714,6.0412747723214295,6.938978571428571,77.23102142857145,65.78571428571428,9.757285714285716,30.643214285714286,9.281916038205594,2.4547061428571424,1790,57,352,29,25,590,199,448,0.076,0.8,0.125,0.9789,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,5,10,5,20,26,1,0,13,0,46,2,1,7,5,78,88,35,0,13,9,0,7,7,1,6,0,2,0,5,35,28,0,0,19,1,0,6,5,7,0,6,17,12,67,19,47,61,7,51,0,2,2,1,40,19,0,10,31,264,102,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186862329484892,0.0,0.0,0.1493993944765979,0.0,0.16806524212904353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846138405742269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114508024933806,0.17856449366635174,0.0,0.06231444625195993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375710312160063,0.0746641953840756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678162931544429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765111265455258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749410497044755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458359832462813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170053234576284,0.0,0.0,0.07163426762900975,0.0,0.0,0.2221676869694101,0.1569493753560045,0.07031353636740355,0.0,0.0,0.2491620402416846,0.0,0.0,0.05657832407411303,0.0,0.11478100201932392,0.0,0.16647615148742229,0.0,0.0,0.16147554312565804,0.0,0.14502100940951404,0.06475820057677394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253700227900031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098403880234718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488397025917136,0.05172543596151303,0.2504398137073997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061495851869365924,0.0,0.0,0.06225863617268949,0.06609411130685068,0.06929323082431002,0.09776492859319832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766686958189517,0.0,0.05648049647285309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04962342706107696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538468287372479,0.0,0.0765111265455258,0.0,0.0,0.08255729243641832,0.0,0.0,0.07895573200829968,0.14014493629725466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074154626260935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823647249960868,0.0,0.0,0.058355868269151574,0.0,0.1527924431589545,0.0,0.0,0.06057769170053889,0.0,0.0,0.14930018507574253,0.24819458608706865,0.05637703583789426,0.07242763251075447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550608271145626,0.05886054847508462,0.0640073877925767,0.06742154609920906,0.0,0.0,0.19460649841857985,0.04692366286988485,0.0,0.0,0.17080704988219875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813626736496256,0.19887699446813173,0.0,0.0715363434143844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04319372065674162,0.116255201495123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436994428823641,0.0,0.1560642524807188,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amol_k99,2019/01/21,"Have you been to any of your graduations? I have never been and I want to skip my college one too The only graduation i can recall going to was in kindergarten and that wasn't too bad because it was in my home town and i knew everyone there. When we moved out of the *country* the societal change really hit me. 

Anyway I've never been to any of my graduations so far, managed to skip them all one way or the other and my college one is coming up. It's worse this time because there's going to be 5,000 people graduating with their families there and I'm getting the feeling that I might have to attend it no questions asked :( 

It gives me real anxiety just thinking about the dreaded days. Yes. Days. ",2.6883840619811856,4.866842143884893,4.285035971223022,83.38518539014945,77.20143884892087,6.8668511344770335,25.080796900940786,7.882392219407189,1.5381495296070828,554,20,106,9,13,185,87,139,0.10400000000000001,0.847,0.049,-0.7765,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,1,2,2,0,10,2,0,1,6,1,13,0,0,0,3,21,25,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,8,9,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,2,0,3,7,1,16,0,16,15,1,18,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,6,81,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478180409667673,0.0,0.13939012003676166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034171529030062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213770499438298,0.2221469998003387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275397662665308,0.15695774585515446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23502069962553104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410942442606603,0.0,0.0,0.17177133323722474,0.0,0.09213083015457173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951971832291698,0.17479239599013002,0.20710823765635544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277144554250624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932959722814793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366035052760272,0.0,0.0,0.2810631068037967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37041055189931504,0.13857888464629367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632144331711842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041168549819124,0.0,0.0,0.2073948243755813,0.1167283655988876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167527845223771,0.0,0.0,0.10624809248745788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747215481749707,0.1446297844160491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568751502960515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fvckstra,2019/01/21,"Confidence how to i gain my confidence back, yesterday i was with 2 of my friends then a couple of girls came over and as soon as they came i just got super quite and awkward and i when i tried talking to them i was super awkward and anxious ",2.8122000000000007,4.2932444200000015,4.153000000000001,87.55150000000002,74.8,7.4,28.5,8.07648339933343,1.8352,191,8,40,3,4,63,33,50,0.096,0.5529999999999999,0.35,0.9527,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,4,5,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,5,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,10,3,8,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288842587374867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385434669193927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6659305327867161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32212023424232283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491963123505385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328363363623069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096433883338936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399231196680845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765228552154349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pleasekillmern-_-,2019/01/21,"Tips For Helping Anxiety? Does anyone on this sub have any general ways of easing/stopping their anxiety? I’d love to hear  about anything that helps anyone out as I am currently searching for ways of dealing with my anxiety now. If there are any videos that help that would be greatly appreciated as well.

Thanks in advance",5.385593220338984,7.802324169491527,5.612000000000003,75.84444067796613,70.01694915254237,8.787796610169492,33.83389830508475,9.3871,3.540332881355932,262,13,43,6,5,83,48,59,0.071,0.639,0.29,0.9503,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,12,6,0,8,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758926434550783,0.0,0.4655436933296549,0.0,0.0,0.2836776814780449,0.0,0.1669299187096882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091315133430372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751715944830718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22364505526791464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286289561753694,0.0,0.4079022756556939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830818573510103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959336204034872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675887520467405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32202896439031103,0.0,0.0,0.1823883169976615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410024657928175,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,animelover445,2019/01/21,"My sister is an asshole Today I was in the car telling my mom about how these two girls aren't at my bus stop anymore and now I'm the only one there and my sister says ""Yay... you won't have to be social anymore! Because we all know you're not good at that.""  In a sarcastic voice, and... it just ruined the rest of my day. ",0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,2.1328571428571443,97.58214285714287,84.0,4.571428571428573,18.57142857142857,5.288315135182226,-0.5710000000000002,245,6,59,1,7,82,55,70,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.8401,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,1,6,0,0,1,1,10,8,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,2,8,2,7,5,2,9,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475158734721782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827168675007145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802324399030528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23152961980002165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170460371436378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32329522063829186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18705214239262966,0.20994118928757968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195184329577589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28138846037035137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307821635056068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412715067184133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616540553351589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696513942522752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aloneandscared9,2019/07/19,"Is exposure therapy affective when it comes to social anxiety? Does anxiety go away the more you practice being social? For example in school when you're nervous the teachers try to make you speak up more so that you can 'get over' your fear of standing up in front of a crowd. Does that method really work?

If it does, does that mean social anxiety is just a fear of the unfamiliar (as opposed to being a fear of social judgment) and once you get familiar with it you're not afraid anymore?",5.944822695035462,6.7057727021276605,6.58808510638298,75.73333333333333,66.65957446808511,10.521985815602838,32.687943262411345,10.504223727775694,3.540743262411348,390,16,71,10,6,128,58,94,0.17800000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.0,-0.9409,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,1,4,5,0,5,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,10,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,16,9,2,12,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,2,47,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30650331097305983,0.0,0.13244880704738224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547755140422315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504418623736325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674929370112714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508531658520714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395519847334677,0.0,0.0759013151419038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914774385012986,0.0,0.0,0.14547849880206634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222971281041782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555754772073552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351628862774775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445623434674205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272963060752182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067380100230628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722826109000578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rodensht,2019/07/19,"Should I or shouldn't I? So one of my best friends (who's a year above me age-wise) hes 22 and I'm 21, is going out tomorrow night to the pubs clubs etc, and he's invited me and keeps saying I should definately come out- however there's a twist. He's going out with 4 or 5 guys his age that are his friend group, who I barely know. I'm torn because I wanna go out but I also don't want to be the awkward 'new guy' that's there. The thought of it is making my heart race! What should I do?",-0.4723832923832916,1.1314846936936929,2.058968058968059,98.27380835380836,84.94594594594595,5.477805077805079,17.298116298116298,6.574015621080383,-0.44275495495495454,375,8,98,4,11,129,72,111,0.048,0.875,0.077,0.586,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,5,0,11,1,1,1,0,22,22,8,0,6,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,6,9,0,1,2,2,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,1,14,3,10,16,2,13,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,2,5,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763909600683543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344583476734177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314761957788641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000282858824466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245995543574457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408260091550289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37606762346359535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368009541598764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613783061194708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605409630636506,0.0,0.0,0.1212203356597976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472331983715997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130293427048168,0.0,0.2069914239799398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946496633293624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540732103789675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510914405155414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009879377754588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420408233051919
socialanxiety,ithrowaway51,2019/07/19,"Going back to college soon and feeling anxious I'm heading into my second year of college next month, and I'm feeling awful about it. Throughout my entire first year, I didn't make a single friend and the only people I talked to were people who sat next to me in class occasionally and lab partners. 

What makes this worse is I just got rejected from the school I really wanted to go to. It's a lot bigger than my current one and my old friends go to it, so I was excited to finally hang out with people again, but now I feel like I'm stuck. I've always had trouble opening up to people that I don't already know, and I know pretty much no one at this small school. The feeling of being rejected from the school I really wanted to go to and being stuck alone at this small school is awful. There a few clubs at this school, but overall the campus is pretty much dead and it's hard to meet new people, let alone become friends with them due to how nervous I am around new people. Can anyone else relate?",7.095960591133008,5.681802857142862,7.440300492610838,77.87582019704435,64.76354679802955,9.499310344827586,31.13743842364532,7.908726449838941,2.095219113300493,792,22,155,7,10,260,115,203,0.195,0.698,0.107,-0.9561,1,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,10,9,0,1,8,2,13,1,1,3,0,29,34,12,1,2,3,0,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,11,14,0,0,6,1,0,5,3,4,0,4,8,5,16,5,28,23,5,33,0,2,0,0,8,12,0,1,17,104,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022725176592111,0.10775953195493114,0.0,0.08125287045039083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031704156842416,0.0,0.06827935877026776,0.1000542699711116,0.0,0.08692946819139641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508705148761298,0.0,0.0,0.1078470820300776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157429367821034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974996987142352,0.06976139232719805,0.0,0.10697112823444234,0.0,0.08306129350428287,0.0,0.0,0.226333133763485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198765858149969,0.0,0.07809986375061644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747548644014684,0.0,0.10021737775125973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733209989367856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985404560710333,0.0,0.04770700304412495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301879126210451,0.0,0.0,0.13036466422297907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794353614111063,0.0,0.14356840947930227,0.0,0.0,0.18862253240782895,0.20770439925830114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246756109196918,0.0,0.13234073812561165,0.0742674518396262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061905274448496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869091774875253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251145626198475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49413657384853704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848761051996142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519335146016832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951399605271607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576718050640862
socialanxiety,Jimmy244,2019/07/19,"I have such a negative outlook. Sometimes I feel really worthless about myself. I just hate it.  I don't even know if it's possible to change. This is probably going to be a long post sorry. But here goes. I have recently turned 23 years old, Male, going into my last year of college next month. I have bad anxiety, low self esteem, and possibly depression and on the spectrum that seems like it's taking over my life. It doesn't help that I am such a negative person with a negative outlook on literally almost everything. I complain about a lot of things, to the point my family get's mad at me. The smallest things annoy me such as my siblings when they do minor things, if anyone jokes around with me I take it offensive and get aggressive, then get yelled at. Which then I take being yelled at to heart and start having negative thoughts about myself. I now live with my parents due to being unable to afford an apartment with no roommates, after I was previously living with a sibling (who lives now with a friend). I help out a little and pay bills each month so I'm not living rent free. 

I have never had a real job but make money by reselling video games and electronics for the past 4 years locally and online, wanting to even have my own store, but that's not enough. It doesn't help that I feel picky about job searches. I don't want to work at a fast food restaurant (too much people which would make it stressful), cleaning jobs, manual labor (construction, lawn, outside jobs), etc. I don't mind retail as that's similar to selling stuff and I even applied to many places recently, and even went on an interview last month that I thought went well, despite being extremely nervous prior. I got a rejection email a few days later. I am tech savvy and feel like I could do better in an office setting or doing something with computers, but when I see job requirements I feel very overwhelmed and under qualified because I know there's always someone much better than me and that I have no ""actual"" work experience apart from interacting with customers for sales, and some volunteering I did before and a school club I was in, even though I'm told to just apply and be confident. 

I have never had any internships either and I'm now trying to apply to them and prepare. But feel overwhelmed and like I'm not good enough, to the point I get scared that I won't have any kind of job after graduation. I am in school for Video Game Design, but I feel like crap compared to peers who I know some constantly work on their craft, had some internships, and are way better than me. That really discourages me. It also doesn't help that I have no networking like people should in this field. It's something that seems really difficult for me of course. I make my own small games too but have not in a long time due to lack of energy and ideas, apart from school group projects and game jams, which in the end of those I am always told I do really well and the people loved having me in their groups. I mainly focus on the art and design aspect. 

I never really had a social life ever, no friends apart from very few ""school friends"". I have never had a girlfriend either and probably I never will. I have been on only 1 date, 2 years ago with someone from online dating, which I will never do again. (girl was way different in person and seemed rude texting the whole time, plus people never respond). I also wasted time on a girl (online) for 6 months after that who actually talked to me first but I pushed boundaries when she wasn't really quick to respond to me and I'd constantly get mad. Eventually she changed her number and ignored me. I even started doing crappy in school at that time since I spent time stalking her and gained weight (I have since lost nearly 20 pounds since and am doing much better in school.) I figured I will never talk to a girl again after that point. I feel like I'm an average looking guy though sometimes I feel like I'm really ugly (If you really want to see me, PM me) I actually missed chances with some really nice girls who seemed interested in me during Middle and High school because when they'd talk to me I'd start acting really weird and push them away. Same with when people tried being my friend sometimes. I am very shy and socially awkward. I am also afraid of showing people how I really am. Nobody wants a negative person with probably nothing to offer anyone around them. They want confident and non clingy people. Sometimes I am content with being alone and just accept the fact, but other times I long for people and feel like crap especially when I see couples and attractive women in stores, school, or on the bus, etc. You can't depend on others for happiness as they say.

I can't drive due to a minor vision disability so therefore I am almost always home unless I have to go out. I have hobbies and interests such as retro gaming, making youtube videos, computers, game design and producing my own music MIDI's, drawing, and watching TV (mainly cartoons), among some others. But lately all I ever have energy to do is lay down and daydream of the worst scenarios, and therefore I only do things if it's for school, never really for fun, like I lost interest. I feel like I am not good enough for anything and quit easy. I feel even worse when my younger siblings have real jobs, could drive, and are very happy often and they do not let things get to them. I don't want to feel like this anymore. Sorry this was long.",5.847257675500824,6.566425780418253,6.225787412746158,78.39285199477898,66.86121673003802,9.132308041541345,28.15396402020317,9.173290809141736,2.283065217638045,4339,131,792,75,67,1399,416,1052,0.133,0.743,0.124,0.6942,11,1,2,0,0,0,117.0,0,2,11,14,52,66,9,7,36,0,82,8,3,9,13,165,150,83,0,15,28,1,13,11,5,6,2,3,4,11,46,64,2,3,24,14,11,10,35,30,2,1,22,21,115,37,117,111,29,138,0,10,5,1,66,51,2,20,84,555,161,30,0.0,0.0,0.10382732618844363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031437932039726786,0.0,0.07102693851784019,0.03673145251884216,0.0,0.08508498862529093,0.08853014697715425,0.0,0.0,0.048235368341643436,0.0,0.02713092943891331,0.0,0.0351721411445368,0.04959645637896415,0.0,0.029184997524275943,0.06314343975764664,0.0,0.0,0.033320905237609194,0.0,0.02961212271079344,0.04323875017153117,0.0,0.030178438257723206,0.0,0.0,0.1254650361848389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503536889915093,0.0,0.0,0.07665098349198991,0.0,0.05663246274009087,0.039241784045906586,0.0,0.02287224523711824,0.0,0.030546291999050436,0.0,0.0,0.03705378844492861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03141181251541497,0.10993569791137164,0.07910657862433923,0.16397190840057274,0.0641609588513847,0.0,0.0,0.03187400942518489,0.034691960737937184,0.03343361724961665,0.0,0.21518842667583346,0.17735539258599572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030166846132270355,0.042884895361913485,0.0,0.10960190212665956,0.0,0.11117522792688936,0.0,0.06046740235882945,0.05949337990954965,0.02836491551380237,0.0,0.0,0.03511631605327846,0.0,0.07550714306242001,0.0,0.035014734283396506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042026662807162135,0.09508682443647963,0.03747113608707454,0.03557468198717484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04003611311387223,0.0,0.0,0.2463575189404029,0.0,0.0,0.03693175042793197,0.0584725593464142,0.0578180594434597,0.04000650934618507,0.0,0.0,0.036265768355255266,0.050100513425303535,0.19059260161998676,0.03554564201489768,0.1252663711033403,0.12554303110836754,0.029781998884205463,0.0,0.07742933434049314,0.030151409837626025,0.0320089028667272,0.0,0.09469370390907576,0.0359563431374347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03580993802721683,0.0,0.11323255695037775,0.0,0.07821343616555124,0.0,0.2461778849500964,0.0,0.037717849006876684,0.0,0.0,0.03403000217785969,0.0,0.0372149652214489,0.0,0.0,0.05394606074046465,0.0,0.0,0.03938012313858901,0.0,0.03385573169321713,0.1966979102596115,0.09290104257949673,0.03705378844492861,0.0,0.1005787826532111,0.07996380622378997,0.03396604403926532,0.0,0.1147130798790113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037721812182405744,0.0,0.08073476577315154,0.2726404755012366,0.0,0.07003559625918887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028203504891480276,0.035507046515451786,0.3230358504292422,0.0847839822125209,0.12914545132758398,0.03699814079607715,0.0,0.0,0.08801202154898098,0.0,0.0,0.0723050061129803,0.06009942671916298,0.054605986172390285,0.14030472658240936,0.07940121027526588,0.07530776552077065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406254891546233,0.0,0.040599391261409774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999668799642444,0.08551722119725312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178081598713578,0.0,0.06968913933662961,0.056311122837728385,0.1240809391455916,0.0,0.0,0.06777740786086707,0.0,0.048157349213781266,0.03857616467272293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705065758602715,0.1255104500189462,0.05630155816957761,0.0,0.04318729562153807,0.06377529709687295,0.06575355134827598,0.0,0.03959584600757565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077457687959519,0.0,0.03614226651520727,0.02519359844042032,0.0,0.0,0.09135420417286592
socialanxiety,glossygg,2019/07/19,"Tips for attending a hometown/family wedding? My life is not so great right now, so that is only going to exacerbate my anxiety when I attend an upcoming family wedding (I cannot weasel out of this one). There's going to be a lot of church-y hometown people with whom I burned bridges, not to mention lots of nosy relatives and the like. In addition to my usual issues, I'll be providing vague updates about my life since they haven't seen me for so long. I am attending with my partner, but he doesn't 100% understand my anxiety and tries to push me to socialize more. And I'm allergic to alcohol. My biggest problem will be my racing mind throughout the whole thing. Any tips on how to keep my sanity and to keep my focus on my loved ones who are getting married instead?",6.00937865497076,6.160137730263162,7.066403508771932,74.48093567251466,66.43421052631578,10.966081871345027,34.65204678362573,10.746095033038511,3.837045906432748,613,27,114,16,9,207,101,152,0.094,0.86,0.047,-0.634,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,0,5,0,11,5,0,1,0,19,20,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,5,8,1,2,1,0,0,6,5,1,0,2,1,1,18,3,21,15,4,17,0,0,1,1,10,6,0,2,6,81,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608520967180814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841004163116413,0.0,0.26640820582936137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282965298299311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097241173694197,0.0,0.19791694702594095,0.0,0.0,0.1919719204777537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173983447622752,0.0,0.30953817163663755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24597734336408986,0.08506801192989721,0.0,0.0,0.15409393616271336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960673727066181,0.15715337733804982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581523261433776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359813606247341,0.13242886947337631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071540315416004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661280120470126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870063148472004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403686885031294,0.0,0.0,0.1774971162931492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568000489644885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821851726852728,0.0,0.0,0.18126884311610872,0.0,0.0,0.19177258213235288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944028183207796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slxxpygirl,2019/07/19,"jobs im going monday for an interview at a texas roadhouse for a busser and im scared as fuck. so some tips would be nice, i have never had a job before.",-1.5450000000000017,0.4276039117647059,1.2914117647058845,97.9153529411765,98.11764705882356,3.896470588235295,12.682352941176472,5.6839178017228535,-1.0989223529411771,119,2,28,1,5,41,28,34,0.187,0.731,0.08199999999999999,-0.5574,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,17,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23962967066700705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26034423554592506,0.0,0.0,0.1600456545563344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6083750163264988,0.0,0.5589096486313055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719526663487207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819410928489092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004791651700965,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DeclanCarm,2019/07/19,"Who has this happened to them? You're in a group setting. You said something or you put out a question. Everyone is silent. You tried asking the same question again thinking that they didn't hear you, and it's still silent. Then you realise they're just ignoring you. Not gonna lie. Not a great feeling.",1.0869303201506568,3.703578559322033,1.3666666666666671,96.94043314500942,93.91525423728814,3.9781544256120527,23.504708097928443,5.82211442006289,0.4149871939736345,241,10,48,2,9,72,46,59,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.7479,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,10,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,8,1,3,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,3,3,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468088182246748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522678676279745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348874216604084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910661865790177,0.0,0.0,0.2334585427210208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975525586102829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653977084769795,0.5914915165902601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511289889881962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032437670043307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083454718928604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916359403390824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792419064139302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Katyb543xo,2019/07/19,Have you ever said something really fast and it was just isn’t in context and it didn’t make any sense? Yeah I did that today and the person I was speaking to looked at me like :/,-0.27736842105263193,1.9687417894736856,1.6582105263157914,96.71047368421057,91.63157894736841,4.092631578947368,15.494736842105262,5.6839178017228535,-0.7387536842105265,140,3,31,1,5,46,31,38,0.061,0.818,0.12,0.3182,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,6,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,4,1,3,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,4,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722557428711728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621448351277446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559367147838627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336198126361464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672406741085323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495753321068221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25647824320041923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38083014439142265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30821353379698435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794905837159116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hdfdunn1,2019/07/19,My friend invited me to a ”party” kind of Should I go?,-2.729999999999997,-1.132513999999997,1.5,94.995,105.66666666666666,5.7333333333333325,14.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.09653333333333423,40,1,10,1,2,15,12,12,0.0,0.5760000000000001,0.424,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5457226431976793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014337951230557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7355526526595082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lovelyimagination,2019/07/19,"My boss invited me to her house for a party and I want to go but my anxiety says stay home 🙃 My boyfriend goes everywhere with me (he’s my safe blanket) but this week he is out of town and my boss invited to her party tomorrow and I can’t say no cuz it’s my boss!?! Lol plus I wouldn’t mind going but again, I’m nervous as hell and I wouldn’t know what to say to all the strangers I’m going to meet. Sure alcohol will make me feel more comfortable but I see this vision in my head of me standing in the corner looking at my phone and just awkwardly smiling. She also told me to sleepover since she doesn’t want me drinking and driving and that makes me feel more anxious because I only feel safe in my house and I wouldn’t even know what to say to that. Help I guess?",0.3376969696969709,2.4240400121212176,2.216515151515153,95.49810606060608,85.24242424242425,5.606060606060606,21.28787878787879,6.937597516519254,0.4132424242424242,602,20,139,8,18,199,92,165,0.106,0.687,0.207,0.9573,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,2,3,1,7,3,1,6,2,38,25,16,0,5,5,0,3,0,0,4,1,4,1,0,7,11,2,2,5,1,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,9,28,4,20,20,3,16,1,0,2,0,14,7,1,1,3,86,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661539939991488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433218035722395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893687711872407,0.17564091223315648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477526244535092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230493687747712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026888453441094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358363682171396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650776863444086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17127169673152265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595607659486435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421067567068433,0.0,0.15595269559684394,0.0,0.0,0.3587913162136482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708884472353538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305586655118513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755966822126107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698401370147844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182446773851633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945553823576903,0.0,0.0,0.12389232857836295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860936710026352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657141693243619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653202640531668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856168581183096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340471287121368,0.0,0.1247115425010578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,swanmoonstar,2019/07/19,"The supermarket achievement If you can relate to me, please let me know. I have no idea why I am terrified of going in the supermarket. My heart pounds out my chest and my breathing speeds up. I returned an Xbox controller cuz it was wired instead of wireless at customer service. Wow. I did it although it felt like I was dying in the process. I also got milk and cereal. I managed to avoid all eye contact except to return the controller. I look at things around because I feel like looking at the floor draws more attention to me. I just don’t feel safe and I have no idea why. But every time I do it, it is an accomplishment for me. I could have not done it, asked someone else or whatever but I did it. Somehow, my Higher Power protected me and now I am about to drive home in the car typing this. Phew, but not safe just yet.",2.1435240963855406,4.300081349397594,3.4550451807228946,88.77064006024099,78.87951807228916,6.077710843373494,24.832831325301214,7.1686216300943375,1.0671698795180724,648,24,132,8,16,211,103,166,0.045,0.85,0.105,0.872,1,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,5,9,6,0,1,8,0,16,5,4,3,1,32,25,12,1,2,10,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,6,1,6,7,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,7,6,25,5,19,16,2,19,0,0,3,0,3,10,0,3,8,101,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737252891041218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292075859251827,0.16059125750027586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471558885928772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853321040504728,0.1371524769068107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782806816240798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579074066539496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350027821929562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473219047881924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737144168573424,0.12271977796593997,0.16493588874951245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762662148616376,0.0,0.1373882833887924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356031227471835,0.0,0.0,0.17230950284134872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38783777456328994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944058814493802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756568482525404,0.0,0.16784621480993264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28850413466572106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856302697683355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554876896387173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412310285953375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016639054319787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100097446876021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sjk2801,2019/07/19,"Did I mess up my internship interview or is ot just anxiety? 
So I am 17 years old and I applied for an art internship for the first time ever. I later went to the applicants day at the beginning of June. About a week later I got an email that said that I got a personal interview. Unfortunately, I was hospitalized so it had to be rescheduled.
I went in for the interview the day after I was discharged and I made sure that I was smiling and that I was dressed really well. All in all, I was prepared.

The interview went extremely well until they asked me if I considered myself a planner. I answered no and even went as far as calling myself disorganized.

I’m from Houston so they asked me if I preferred Denver or Houston and why. I said Houston. I do like Houston more because I have had a really hard time living in Denver but I didn’t want to say that so I said that I just didn’t feel like people felt as much unity and love in Denver compared to the love and pride felt in Houston. They ended up telling me about how much they loved that city and were clearly annoyed at my answer.

I asked them some questions about the program and then they said they would contact me no matter what mid-july to let me know if I should apply for the other internship. I’m not too concerned about this because I was told something similar on the applicants day.
A day or two later I realized that I forgot to tell them that I am able to make it there on time because I go to an online school in the afternoons so I sent them an email that said that as well as a thank you for being flexible and motivating me to explore more of Denver.
The lady I was trying to contact was on vacation and I had no idea if she had seen the email when she got back because she never responded. So I sent the email again yesterday but the email was bounced.

Aside from what was said here, the interview was amazing. I answered the questions well, I was prepared, and I made sure that I did my research. However, I am afraid that I ruined my chances with this interview because of the things mentioned here.

 This is really messing with my anxiety to the point where I'm having trouble with sleep and I keep replaying the whole thing in my head and I'm checking my email way too much. 

Did I mess up my interview badly? Does anybody have any tips for managing the anxiety?

 I've posted this in other subreddits but I haven't recieved anything super useful so I'm hoping people who can relate can help me out a bit better.",4.023067977067978,5.411997640404042,5.194032214032216,81.65230958230961,71.58585858585859,8.341250341250344,29.33797433797433,8.841846274778883,2.374491127491128,1972,79,379,37,37,653,213,495,0.079,0.758,0.163,0.9929,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,9,6,29,25,1,1,32,0,39,5,2,6,7,65,82,40,0,9,13,0,4,2,0,2,0,7,0,1,26,18,0,2,14,1,1,8,8,8,4,2,44,12,72,17,53,33,10,57,0,1,1,3,54,20,0,11,29,288,98,12,0.07633459227044882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191014036861116,0.0,0.17518726244977895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628168653097971,0.0,0.21408761808108925,0.0,0.0,0.05869658960279463,0.06373619604777553,0.2326642946799791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751174359836931,0.08333760427326671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779461534271909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691798804472907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680091610560945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760979144425587,0.0,0.0,0.050418278265945686,0.06904900894650423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038597063449806165,0.05453344797038137,0.14658635888449073,0.0,0.0,0.06493016518969924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338270791866526,0.0,0.18315524020917345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838080103237452,0.0,0.07834131419988369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116546813473518,0.0,0.0,0.07581747398646448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617246319483135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784969297262773,0.0,0.0,0.04195149558978697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805729242339178,0.0,0.07458645194830238,0.0,0.06740484348936744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066848494766283,0.14445927379904938,0.05095393308834786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834412546861216,0.0,0.058873943437312434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010031372728499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584158971761908,0.06665242160807472,0.0,0.0,0.07216086321627861,0.0,0.07310743856484529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102442667007314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670568340218754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356700661696211,0.0607043316196503,0.0,0.07725468268707653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638972020006897,0.0,0.0,0.058766098500547724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388889966421176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343959645544262,0.07027863668671601,0.0,0.0,0.10142662242651976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353394385828596,0.0,0.0,0.07294097416149936,0.0,0.051826177417399165,0.0,0.07456780479815561,0.0,0.0,0.065928578746663,0.0,0.0,0.045024120282199466,0.060590846261478426,0.061231005487728286,0.0,0.2745358634684997,0.283051727193042,0.06888009643777497,0.0852248462045074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422590420247979,0.0,0.0,0.049156974694252537
socialanxiety,DanaDancer,2019/07/19,Anxiety about the past Quite often I find myself remembering things that happened weeks or months ago and feeling absolutely mortified and anxious all over again as if they just happened. I’m fearful that people are still telling about it and making fun of it even though I logically know they probably aren’t. Drinking makes it worse (or after drinking) so I have stopped drinking a lot at one time. Has anyone else experienced and overcome this? I really just want to be able to laugh at my mistakes and move on but I’m finding it to be difficult.,6.358067226890753,7.7633419215686335,6.404621848739499,75.09794117647061,66.05882352941177,9.357983193277313,35.159663865546214,9.606745405546679,3.5025193277310933,444,21,76,9,7,141,76,102,0.132,0.8,0.067,-0.6939,1,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,10,5,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,2,1,25,15,12,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,1,6,3,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,2,8,2,12,13,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,9,56,16,0,0.15964218829845206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151316766811903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212583708843115,0.18035023243495785,0.0,0.11162552992403978,0.16357228755275952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691657043499337,0.0,0.0,0.13336056348517708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544215974979136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964184500601724,0.08071988711475211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291820135885382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823421197717957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773517168492337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572207963266608,0.0,0.0,0.2131248006622497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742487162450694,0.16967438160455686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817767836333797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239653262100256,0.11067579254005427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721212799676876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979911800078018,0.0,0.0,0.10227087369584684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808434789574236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749045779336526,0.13346801772150416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953430908712688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605917628094028,0.0,0.15684763945556698,0.0,0.09308864380529806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416109884490224,0.0,0.12805533398466395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268902848982736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ArrivingApple042,2019/07/19,How not to be nervous making phone calls Not even lying make your phone calls naked. It helped me for some reason lol,3.569565217391304,5.657084434782611,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,74.21739130434783,4.6000000000000005,15.847826086956525,3.1291,-1.0895913043478256,94,1,19,0,2,27,20,23,0.0,0.73,0.27,0.7499,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,7,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7267933566896417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350575884007396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23854109983103275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751097833251266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659073438552226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,suriservshumnty,2019/07/19,"There is nothing worse than hiding in your room afraid to leave because your roommates have all of their friends over So.. I just moved in this month. There are 5 girls that live here and they are all best friends. I just woke up to all these girls laughing and being loud in the living room/kitchen. The bathroom is on the complete other side of the apartment so I have to walk through the living area and kitchen where they all hangout. Sometimes I think they are being extra loud to show off or something. One time I came home and there was music blasting and they all ran up to me and said they were having a ""dance party"" and thought I was home? Then they turned it off when I kinda looked at them annoyed and confused and straight to my room. Last night they were partying and I waited to pee for FOUR HOURS! Finally I heard them shutup, and went to the bathroom. The lights were on and door was cracked and they were talking about me, two girls were in there splashing around. So I felt even more awkward and went back to my room hoping they heard me to get out. When I went back 5 min later there she was- my roommate and her friend. She was standing there with a towel and I just asked if I could get in there real quick. Her friend came out a few seconds later so I was awkwardly standing there waiting for them to move out. The way she looked at me scared me. And now she isnt at work when I usually have the place to myself. But today there is all these effing annoying girls here.",3.4493693693693714,5.160716459459461,3.1328378378378368,94.56869369369369,73.5945945945946,5.60900900900901,24.157657657657666,5.7366,0.3078765765765765,1176,35,248,5,24,349,150,296,0.054000000000000006,0.833,0.113,0.9599,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,13,2,29,14,2,5,12,0,25,2,1,0,6,46,47,28,0,3,6,0,1,0,4,0,0,5,7,4,6,24,1,2,3,3,0,10,1,7,0,4,23,9,45,7,39,21,10,60,0,0,2,0,34,28,0,5,19,189,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043568052644398,0.10959133828772237,0.0,0.0,0.1802805187470208,0.0,0.07146043751887637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302241186050908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26815271553668724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291018693886648,0.0,0.0,0.09359615042349057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742726980924605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255621919333256,0.12841635213390112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622768857934732,0.0,0.12249244635732852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235176301749092,0.11643277431332907,0.11544489479643773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555557938033066,0.0,0.12412637362074586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105405330843876,0.0,0.1968821635231503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935694027805492,0.24918731094635024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100095157809681,0.0,0.1124823837299206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943598945480232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247717260569088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334298901389617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150963804302047,0.0,0.1173645893524414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902470040773276,0.11594041349218592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422255142144613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511427182014498,0.0,0.09306507378681626,0.06835595512452386,0.0,0.1111174056311099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750921774459714,0.1145136593267936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910888191894848,0.0,0.0,0.09304926631393452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32601156572245904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534258813108551,0.0,0.11946423834429196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,freddiesaveme,2019/07/19,I gave it a shot but it didn’t work So i saw a really cute girl in the subway today and i was thinking like “it’s the time to beat this shit” and decided to talk with her. I got the decision but the execution took me about 5 minutes. And i asked for a coffee if she’d be free in the next week. She smiled and said sorry i got a boyfriend and i said ok sorry have a good day but that action took it worse. I thought i would feel better and more relaxed but now i feel like i am ugly or i fucked up the conversation so she said no because of that. I wasn’t in the mood before the talk because of my social problems and i felt worse after that. I don’t know people i feel like my time is about to come and i don’t think i can manage to carry on because it is getting worse every fucking second. I don’t even know wyh did i wrote that here. I guess i don’t have anyone to share,-0.5601874414245529,1.3931074329896909,1.960431115276478,96.71341143392695,88.0721649484536,4.558200562324274,16.550140581068412,5.852544927426893,-0.6465278350515464,678,15,163,5,22,232,105,194,0.177,0.63,0.192,0.5113,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,7,15,3,0,13,1,17,3,1,0,0,31,42,16,0,3,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,10,10,0,0,11,1,1,4,7,4,0,1,16,8,29,11,17,23,1,17,0,0,1,2,16,5,3,3,11,107,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569936563245417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458048365763175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241410212128818,0.0,0.10429265327762434,0.0,0.0,0.10839760332810866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557774649178536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904342570096709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095214605137513,0.0,0.10326517547733323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591561780799515,0.17511901622254158,0.11768034075820108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661627013918606,0.06403445731806341,0.0,0.0,0.10280058878846626,0.1960507216222846,0.0,0.13501769702265312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471557200523754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796352501286547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303478501855634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497021441247457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727687662316845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851742342791222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497583420118195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580984276915272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493822358166125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743999812827557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970240656242605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706769767054188,0.0,0.09730186101141194,0.14293571958185988,0.0,0.11617602521257092,0.0,0.27234548722043783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831318064788262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922780921774129,0.0,0.3747085423852263,0.08706571243096144,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dakz7,2019/07/19,"Social anxious teen Im teen and im about to start high school, but i want to make friends there. I feel nervous talking to people. Some people say its normal for teens and it will just dissapear, but i dont know if its true. Any advice would help.

Im foreign language speaker so i would write more.",0.5275819672131128,2.9707819836065568,1.891946721311477,95.07923155737707,89.81967213114756,3.705737704918033,20.739754098360656,5.148860815047168,-0.2086245901639341,235,8,49,1,8,75,45,61,0.065,0.7340000000000001,0.201,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,16,9,6,0,5,4,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,2,5,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188670462697154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312974866965966,0.0,0.0,0.21811957056562425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628223089326985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762442152618296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491691136726838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941397045051498,0.20399412966238392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6256617563627459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061088622567667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887893009536125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917231304652285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677075157034011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354083261304938,0.0,0.1954020081689023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968154469346157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665933914689116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518621291813264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388052106583453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743096005936113,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cestlavie922,2019/07/19,"How to not freak when people don’t answer texts? I tend to start spiraling and think the worst when people don’t respond to me. I guess you can consider it a form of PTSD because I have had instances of friends talking behind my back and purposely ignoring me, in addition to an abusive ex that would intentionally do things like this because they knew I have anxiety/depression.

Anyway, a friend of mine that usually responds within a short span of time got engaged on Tuesday and right after they posted the photos on IG yesterday, i sent them a congratulations text. However, it’s almost 24 hours later and radio silence. I know this may sound trivial and it kind of is, but my brain can’t help but think the worst. The whole concept of ghosting really hurts my feelings (it is just mean) and makes me feel like less than a person; that I’m not even worth acknowledging. Can anyone help me rationalize this or am I being shut out?",8.2545197740113,7.476502926553675,8.213333333333335,71.20553672316386,62.10734463276837,11.256497175141243,36.050847457627114,10.504223727775694,3.7210067796610167,746,29,133,15,9,242,120,177,0.109,0.769,0.122,-0.1016,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,3,0,7,11,0,0,10,0,15,1,1,3,0,31,29,12,1,1,6,1,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,1,11,8,0,1,9,1,1,1,5,5,0,0,4,3,19,6,18,22,5,22,0,1,0,0,14,9,0,4,13,96,30,0,0.0,0.2040983951169976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249220834786744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204472903599442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245630972063002,0.0,0.21001461301660332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229768193426666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836616849060905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377524872854028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419835207498752,0.12306165185029397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661732932809113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777102093024954,0.0,0.18976238198500614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309227551419048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696401235929459,0.0,0.18440650431299074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793809313030207,0.09466887822082093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831380233642826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149840218708912,0.0,0.0,0.18764022694868066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23884499054938824,0.15040965514168167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497622078142055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136120564349586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035333608531407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710799116621293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192559660218075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845502043690228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444102804743582,0.22075284277632204,0.0,0.0,0.10044543499376904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897186248408562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232069019934725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236764027569505,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rmja2099,2019/07/19,"PUBLIC SPEAKING ANXIETY HELP! i have an important presentation tomorrow and i really feel nervous to the point that i want to kill myself just to avoid it (Its a requirement so...). 

​

So, just a background, im a very anxious person, even simple conversations that im the center i already sweat so hard. So during reportings, even in a class of 15, i really feel nervous to the point that i cant talk clearly. However, when i practice alone, im doing well, but in the actual setting i suck.

​

how do i calm myself :( 

​

HELP :(",4.13872549019608,6.433806401960787,5.720196078431375,74.23754901960788,73.21568627450979,8.847058823529412,30.94117647058824,9.444778638647367,3.373658823529412,431,20,71,11,9,146,64,102,0.25,0.624,0.126,-0.8929,1,2,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,2,3,9,0,4,1,1,1,1,11,8,8,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,11,2,7,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,3,49,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.1185137458921485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578139657087992,0.1340186455379137,0.0,0.0,0.3947599664842569,0.4427104318157445,0.0,0.0,0.09290583304164103,0.13719937552191064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042783284540765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281346084028072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087917328314096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280534464265015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935474567381119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343619697792325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060419347927656,0.0,0.0,0.2296113889684473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560279369432756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976136687174168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020564237936133,0.07163197843194677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919451022870033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427104318157445,0.0
socialanxiety,prettypancakee,2019/07/19,"how to deal with group conversations in class (college) i’m forced to speak to my classmates. i find myself forced to have a group conversation with maybe 3-4 people at a time. when someone puts me on the spot, my heart beats so fast, & i can’t think. i always talk in short sentences to get it over with which always makes me seem disinterested in conversation or uninteresting as a person. i fucking hate social anxiety!!!!",4.1840357142857165,6.452679475000004,5.092142857142857,78.91000000000003,73.0,7.571428571428572,25.17857142857143,8.418075326091056,1.6953571428571437,338,11,63,6,7,110,60,80,0.142,0.8420000000000001,0.015,-0.8992,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,4,0,2,2,1,2,0,9,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,0,15,9,0,11,0,0,0,1,10,7,1,2,3,36,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964043292766998,0.2580904896389525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222297580158625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455745867119228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21771123468882608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021282036032505,0.12445009740556352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351739955090125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822691193449091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900089743365992,0.0,0.23930474069439675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513845674805325,0.20798776874466726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23945761624646725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684908090909344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428157393008737,0.20182678233329784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914567967398283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262946773543218,0.0,0.0,0.1388968140726233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pinewoodssnake,2019/07/19,"I got so stressed out about meeting with a friend I got a headache I was going to meet with a friend to go to the beach (frequently complain how I never see anyone) and I didnt think and now I'm super anxious and am trying to back out and she's not making it easy. I'm so stressed now I've got a headache.
Part of the reason too I'm trying to back out is bc I realised I'll be seeing people three days in a row if I go and I know how I get even after three hours of seeing people...",0.7864729867482154,1.9311111743119296,2.990214067278288,95.19543323139654,79.45871559633028,5.211416921508665,20.367991845056068,5.033348758259628,-0.33158185524974515,374,9,91,1,9,128,63,109,0.12,0.78,0.1,0.0021,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,2,7,0,5,0,0,4,1,19,21,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,3,0,2,5,3,10,3,15,15,1,16,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,1,9,59,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883132221302929,0.0,0.11655412320900828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563499601668585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750181299502792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009773917547504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575698857757617,0.0,0.08708909304977562,0.0,0.2842027668593238,0.0,0.3999537183480381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641569171656438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160893585263773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126744165150652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285622653475455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050995459592245,0.0,0.2311249042893015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138596367066447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984930952905678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818876277912892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680877070293517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22634430051994486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Crystal__Heart,2019/07/19,"I cried on my first day at work as a care assistant And then walked in on people talking about it.. lmao. (If I don't laugh about it, I'll cry.) It wasn't because of me being at work or anything like that (by this point I think my anxiety has just shut off and given up lol) It was because of an extremely sad situation I wasn't expecting. And now I'm dreading going back tomorrow😂🔫 I do 12 hour shifts too so it's not like I only have to deal with people for half a day. Ugh. Kill me lol. I'm gonna be paranoid af now. They weren't saying mean things or anything like that, they were just talking about the situation. Still made me feel like shit tho. 😔 Just wanted to get that off my chest.",0.2012164429530188,2.213179268456376,2.3761031879194654,94.61368498322149,85.1744966442953,5.604194630872483,19.37961409395973,6.9077264865688965,0.13158020134228154,537,15,126,7,16,181,97,149,0.16899999999999998,0.706,0.124,-0.8029,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,2,3,13,11,2,1,4,2,11,2,2,1,0,17,23,10,1,3,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,7,2,14,6,19,13,0,21,0,1,0,0,6,10,1,3,13,78,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973486565357533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575998559531158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035169975491322,0.0,0.19082228474603105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957923167564358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34385254428027184,0.20188067768397625,0.1613618700854758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791395585870843,0.11181557908466694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313304569871542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177352843614245,0.0,0.08895206132612704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413744550264138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731625655114193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058646620327311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809990891062114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704925971688469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190380217132337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170179786164462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795889510158927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446838125264767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606621682468419,0.0,0.35186271172321315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499445817471035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516044284236485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398275685211418,0.10028959703729963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231761917687932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22789207873253603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,palemoon713,2019/07/19,"Does anyone know how to stop stuttering and tripping over words when talking? I work in customer service and I stutter and mess up talking so often, it's mortifying and makes my anxiety even worse which makes the stuttering worse.

I have a hard time being fully engaged in conversations with customers on top of that, I try so hard to be truly interested but my brain just won't let me and I'll forget what they say literally three seconds after they say it.",5.851034482758621,7.164956804597704,6.476494252873567,74.4554310344828,67.16091954022988,9.018390804597699,32.89080459770115,9.2995712137729,3.0860666666666665,370,16,64,7,6,121,67,87,0.205,0.715,0.08,-0.7314,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,7,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,3,0,16,8,10,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,0,4,9,2,10,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,46,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630364289925806,0.0,0.0,0.15200495414812165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426804308993325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024046968977434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358481136844492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38947955999871536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194724966431919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22229719050351687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902205756562863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34575635284008743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174874446556807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34946156065769923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676253400959506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475943281754435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826335409586514,0.0,0.44308032997159175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iggy6677,2019/07/19,"Text Post. I go through phases where I may be ok, or drunk more often drunk like now, but get terrified of a random text message",3.185384615384617,4.538062923076922,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,73.61538461538461,6.7384615384615385,24.538461538461537,7.1686216300943375,0.8982153846153849,100,3,21,1,2,32,23,26,0.293,0.5920000000000001,0.115,-0.752,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394730916038863,0.0,0.4293825804303719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691116200347752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7235846291218317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,midnightbagels,2019/07/19,"Went in for a hug out of reflex So I’ve been dating with apps quite a bit which has meant meeting a lot of strangers which is usually out of my comfort zone but I feel like a lot of my interactions are in autopilot mode. 

Anyway I am also looking for an apartment and met with a girl on Facebook who had a place. Conversation went really well and the apartment was nice, but I stuttered saying goodbye to her. And not only that, WENT IN FOR A HUG instead of a handshake. I am absolutely mortified. I’m tired and out of it so trying to forgive myself but my god she must think I am a lunatic.",3.3537098255280067,4.5460170247933895,5.06159779614325,82.71946740128558,72.96694214876031,7.691827364554638,29.14692378328742,8.167268648758528,1.9886135904499544,464,19,94,7,9,158,78,121,0.084,0.725,0.191,0.9168,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,11,0,10,3,0,0,1,20,19,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,8,3,11,7,20,10,3,15,0,0,1,2,10,10,0,2,3,73,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963281356387847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231580819765008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725457819640503,0.1515390404574477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036314388695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781279287654176,0.0,0.0,0.3606747958466889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613273189303717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216209400272155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561643022871575,0.0,0.0,0.13588992517336168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686868611397684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591835258831586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380149215928806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440160028149269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23362093660390898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072194620707367,0.5899139253301033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnDuToit,2019/07/19,"Did anyone here start smoking because of social anxiety? Alternatively, do you have any coping mechanisms for social anxiety? I am not encouraging this as a method to deal with anxiety. It sucks.

After trying cigarettes a few times and being indifferent to them, I started carrying a pack and smoking between classes in university in order to avoid standing/sitting awkwardly somewhere. It also gave me something to do with my hand. Currently I go through like a pack a day.",6.483728222996515,9.208364585365851,7.685888501742159,60.823048780487824,67.78048780487805,10.539372822299653,39.76306620209059,10.608840637214634,5.519482229965159,384,23,51,12,7,130,63,82,0.19899999999999998,0.735,0.066,-0.8093,2,1,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,2,5,0,6,1,1,0,0,6,11,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,7,2,14,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,7,41,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949674720929729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657929556609519,0.0,0.5595210074458297,0.0,0.0,0.17047124083592682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861875085619794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723139558530685,0.251347997429554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385576559673582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910879293489628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970485801060958,0.0,0.18768982503002068,0.0,0.0,0.34512702909830817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216225112679376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552479098737166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Guessilldps,2019/07/19,"Seeing this girl Hey guys. 

I’m pretty sure that I have social anxiety. Started realizing it around 8’th grade, when I started dating a girl from my class. I was never the one who made moves, I was too nervous and insecure. My lips get dry, my hands starts shaking and gets sweaty. It was horrible because I was so attracted to her, but I just couldn’t show it/turn it into action. 

This made me stay away from dating until a couple of years ago. I’ve met with like 3 girls from tinder since then. 

A couple of days ago I went for a walk with this really cute girl, and even though I was very nervous at first, it got better along the way. She wants to see me again which I’m really happy for, but I’m also a bit scared honestly. I’m 23 now, still a virgin and haven’t really kissed a girl before. I’ve had offers before, but I just never had the courage to do anything about it. I’m afraid that my lack of experience is going to ruin it for me. I know that she has been in a longer relationship before, so I think my lack of experience will be pretty obvious to her. We grew up in the same small village and know most of each others friends to some extend, which just makes it even more scary. 

Anyone of you with similar stories or advice on how to deal with this issue? Would love to hear what you think.",3.944644194756556,4.622856217228467,5.088632958801501,84.99939138576781,71.09737827715355,8.030711610486893,23.07303370786517,8.167268648758528,1.0552831460674157,1018,22,215,14,18,337,157,267,0.11599999999999999,0.723,0.161,0.9520000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,2,0,2,17,18,0,6,12,0,17,5,2,4,4,42,43,17,0,5,7,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,6,19,14,0,0,5,1,0,7,4,7,0,2,13,4,26,11,35,26,8,36,0,1,2,3,23,9,0,3,19,145,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229023493661383,0.20372430817539053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189472355610767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790701982422734,0.0,0.0,0.08034882630787707,0.0,0.09456241304644784,0.1022956405353372,0.0,0.0,0.10796318216369348,0.0,0.0,0.07004901319473276,0.0,0.29334379157474444,0.0,0.0,0.10162992616951233,0.12545364877290335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542948847977048,0.0,0.07410844217522962,0.11846876041535655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517959876209079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481108781751424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774370417182887,0.0,0.0,0.08878037706664718,0.0,0.12007308224040827,0.0,0.06530688096335825,0.0,0.09190526244220812,0.0,0.0,0.11378049905735285,0.0,0.12232547979979536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295136663058756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993780133324075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630476335656818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613997802994782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371215867088476,0.21746417064916934,0.07670435070706935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213279010382502,0.0,0.0,0.17725374004372862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778670389750448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338127118747779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084584071047894,0.0,0.0,0.1233719982894708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504650620102763,0.0,0.183139252488298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505602011038812,0.0,0.0,0.11713785220804478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440049557261982,0.12248042088250452,0.09176851080681626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830277422904112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726136028630382,0.11290001264040395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499076672854074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948140617521162,0.06777780836692386,0.09121143824599814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652415640423718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162986684743515,0.0,0.0,0.07399926949915334
socialanxiety,PsychedelicsConfuse,2019/07/19,College Orientation and Im stuck in my room Everybody is enjoying the social events and shit that they have setup with all their friends that they somehow made in 2 hours and im just stuck completely by myself. I dont know what to do i just fucking hate myself,2.0150641025641,4.64390525,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,83.03846153846153,6.5435897435897425,24.051282051282055,7.793537801064563,1.4796435897435898,211,8,41,4,6,68,39,52,0.2,0.6890000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.624,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,3,0,3,5,3,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,1,10,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,8,2,5,7,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,3,2,1,2,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28197320526525194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151897885366685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20777849506385546,0.248626051426426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26551761067275365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26484677818814456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5809918463474594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779962935910532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544727765341325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760578878035741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741453398933962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Woody_0_2,2019/07/19,"anyone else have a fear of standing still? like in public i’m scared of standing in one place for too long. if it sat down it’s not as bad and if i’m walking i feel fine (as fine as i can when there are people everywhere) but as soon as i have to stand still i just feel terrified.

examples:

if i’m waiting for a bus and it’s gonna be another 5 mins i’ll walk down the route a few more stops until it’s closer to the time

if i’m meeting someone somewhere i’ll walk around the general area until they tell me they’ve arrived (or turn up late “by accident” so i don’t have to wait)

idk if this is the right place but i’m just wondering if this happens to anyone else?",0.5132653061224488,2.2208317210884374,2.7131632653061217,94.31219387755104,82.12925170068027,6.104761904761905,21.3843537414966,7.1686216300943375,0.455361904761904,521,16,124,7,14,177,89,147,0.129,0.825,0.046,-0.9263,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,10,6,0,2,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,22,22,20,0,6,12,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,2,7,3,22,19,2,28,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,8,12,74,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872189362161438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249684211875395,0.3658788247639987,0.0,0.15894200051837212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907677001169586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29830117905566983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009116217441112,0.18055440731732866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788585662800744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140539234622767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722757265550322,0.0,0.0,0.15800580861678304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209860252535431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377991868371364,0.0,0.3730809271604999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247558797355687,0.0,0.0,0.17875367662343322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127973942208758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28517091473098816,0.14927076645478102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605531287378896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041104336924166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420458590605147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936233359767402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rna909,2019/07/19,"Succeeding in the medical field as a person with social anxiety Hi, sorry if this doesn’t belong here, but I just wanted to discuss something that I don’t see many premed students talking about/dealing with, so thought I’d come here.

I have really bad self esteem, and poor social skills to boot. I rarely interact with other people outside of my immediate family. But medicine has always interested me, I wanted to be a doctor. I shadowed a neurologist recently, and really loved the experience. Maybe it was because the doctor i shadowed was such a great one, but I found how he interacted with his patients really cool and I want to become something like that one day. 

Back to the self esteem and social skills issue, it seems like to get into med you need to be able to do handstands while juggling. You need good marks, which I think I can manage. But you also need to do really well on your interview. You need to also have volunteering experience. Basically, be able to rise out of a pool of people that you may/may not out do in terms of medical practice, but because they have social skills that completely outplay yours, you are pushed aside. This is something I fear. So why not pursue a different profession? Maybe I should. I can’t tell you how many times I refused a job interview, or pushed aside an opportunity because of my shortcomings of being so socially dysfunctional. But the thing is, I can’t imagine myself doing anything else. 

I guess what I’m trying to figure out right now, is how far I’m willing to go with this goal of mine. Can I make it even if I lack so much in comparison to other people?",5.65538700170622,6.863023553745933,6.639115867845511,73.50155266015202,67.53420195439739,9.626120676283543,30.25422677214209,9.842372674337009,3.0284578563673024,1289,48,225,29,21,430,168,307,0.069,0.805,0.126,0.9635,4,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,9,1,6,19,12,0,1,13,1,26,5,0,4,0,47,46,24,0,11,12,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,3,15,14,0,1,6,1,1,5,6,2,1,2,4,2,35,10,35,36,3,22,0,0,1,1,30,10,0,5,9,161,50,9,0.1803012470381054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418684211532656,0.07501254058372947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896498023896779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418628182524335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932026482025733,0.07527200504434897,0.16486495004813684,0.09956428090201808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765677967992897,0.09452121357233843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058139694194784076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418821399528686,0.0,0.18454596636150056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530927807482016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954363660355452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636921670006114,0.08498598465373393,0.10144451482417137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884550553777234,0.0,0.0,0.04709997995893553,0.0,0.05123467686781191,0.07561406584041877,0.0,0.09939138068941453,0.09931107547740074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409382908658848,0.08946058337325183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808608193504909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136445744128178,0.0,0.06017624123003181,0.18279716509690289,0.1811368367845162,0.0,0.1001370197263758,0.18163453773765664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627108115019124,0.26738218017989884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217679122596965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874972739780709,0.07871604718518774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101119145980226,0.0,0.08901286487280671,0.0,0.0,0.07698813991063266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183837510411141,0.08206974183111643,0.18809352290160308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594860387097615,0.0,0.2082070630378162,0.0,0.1009162422893236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245965633968862,0.07879561850522868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989206846606851,0.05776487942837461,0.0,0.07156952515176299,0.05256755354606972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120635572709152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951952042095752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105623719826954,0.0,0.08134691569344757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,flakysilver,2019/06/12,Looking for SA book recommendations Any SA books that helped you?,7.191818181818181,10.374166363636368,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,67.18181818181819,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.4060181818181814,54,2,9,1,1,16,10,11,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347977603103985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5271258673042485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6604011474745672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lunapark3333,2019/06/12,"Work related dread/anxiety/shame Does anyone have experience getting over or just can relate to extreme work related social anxiety?

I recently started a new job about four weeks ago. While I can be outgoing on the one hand I am definitely an introvert by nature and need time alone. Ironically, because I can seem outgoing I ended up in a field that requires a lot of unplanned social interaction. I have long desired to get out of this field but can not afford to retrain in anything. I moved to a new city and was desperate for work so I had to take this job. I also suffer from cptsd and over the years lost my support system pretty much completely. 

I feel I have already ruined my social standing there. I’ve only been there four weeks and I already socially dropped the ball in a major way, at a group function, followed by many smaller and equally terrible social interactions that I’m sure added to the unflattering picture I already painted of myself to coworkers. 

My boss is avoiding eye contact and other coworkers are avoiding me already. I am suffering flashbacks from an old job that nearly killed me and I can’t find it in myself to “dig deep” and want to turn things around.  

If anyone can relate and has had similar experiences it would be so appreciated if you could say so. My anxiety gets so bad I feel like I’m crawling out of my skin or wish that I could. I have no support system and recently moved to a new city in an effort to fix my life so I can’t afford my shrink right now. 

Any thoughts are helpful. 

Thanks",4.8928385899814435,6.504560510204081,5.9973283858998165,75.86682745825604,69.74829931972789,8.88286951144094,32.41125541125541,9.339509955726095,3.149774149659864,1226,56,215,26,22,408,167,294,0.149,0.713,0.139,-0.7455,6,4,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,6,12,14,1,2,14,0,26,4,3,1,1,38,46,22,1,9,7,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,13,0,3,5,1,0,3,4,9,0,3,6,6,31,5,35,35,4,40,0,4,1,0,12,16,0,6,17,150,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820208864007162,0.0,0.0,0.09136976001243496,0.38941375477860457,0.07054984632371629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599929178845646,0.0,0.13497677558360582,0.0,0.0,0.12337155233620467,0.0,0.07259789735754936,0.07853488688006936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366037442042485,0.05377835554398281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249744281833898,0.0,0.0,0.14087367023726882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720229315659505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813711613001947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259301822383005,0.0,0.0,0.08921380068275488,0.06302469311039541,0.0,0.0,0.08063187514460407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827460117180027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059132294895287325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26263549363116445,0.0,0.0976028353017088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623126989849033,0.04310004611104123,0.0,0.0,0.07807230477559385,0.0,0.0,0.09630302113678096,0.07500185514001285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944166968912802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752871197551735,0.06485216712233613,0.06541433131014847,0.0,0.2556115242715908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257250143894072,0.0,0.05978044680680818,0.06709561268975192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975189354166455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421406407076626,0.0,0.0,0.07533976553976494,0.0,0.07015642716884632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031256651534471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496480946983865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244287471049378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002229979340701,0.08314671161316267,0.0,0.06633078449841218,0.0,0.0,0.08122151953059932,0.0,0.0,0.058609733929965664,0.0,0.0,0.07003716742585506,0.05144204242052308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595849514904972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203469556688122,0.07002527133444557,0.14153021579713712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014491411576266,0.0,0.0,0.19267657211075115,0.0,0.0,0.06266926259368685,0.0,0.0,0.05681106476200451
socialanxiety,meleque,2019/06/12,"Social interactions My social anxiety is at a level where every social interaction I ever have makes me feel either bad, guilty, annoyed or irritated as heck. Overthinking and overanalyzing every word, every joke, every body movement and I just don’t understand why I can’t enjoy social contacts like other people do. Not even with loved ones.",10.755875706214688,10.599135661016954,11.080000000000002,50.6529943502825,56.79661016949152,12.612429378531074,36.61581920903954,11.855464076750405,4.967503954802258,280,10,35,7,3,95,48,59,0.244,0.6409999999999999,0.115,-0.8336,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,5,2,1,1,1,12,9,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,1,5,4,3,9,1,5,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,1,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688951226326792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849388449123173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842433297094967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955506665594868,0.15003822101499478,0.5590079440501899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838684700152381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810353307953614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970346231544415,0.0,0.11071900366036813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239728768743018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499284401702127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6763311946629836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726757253585683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967118703864113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,flyersfan314,2019/06/12,"I heard the song All for Leyna by Billie Joel and I relate to it so much. I would like to talk to anyone willing to listen about how I feel. https://youtu.be/hhIx7EaTido


So outside of the one night stand part I have been there. Its terrible. I have started  adding some hobbies and a career I am proud of so if I meet another women I an infatuated with I have some of my own identify to he proud of. That was my problem in the past. A little over a year ago I felt just like Billie Joel did in this song. When I think about her it still makes me feel uneasy, to say the least. 

What do you think about this?",0.9269585253456184,3.24006496774194,2.423963133640555,93.45951612903228,84.80645161290323,5.155760368663595,16.921658986175114,6.5431188927421005,-0.3104566820276502,472,10,104,5,14,153,81,124,0.069,0.826,0.106,0.5465,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,11,6,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,2,1,17,19,8,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,5,0,1,7,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,8,17,4,19,12,7,12,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,9,80,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21768494910969324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25750387629634425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170980058791674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483373781855301,0.0,0.2357878345491101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399483570698362,0.2461278707297447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639213585232581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052383184616344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23045288560409602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640608642550506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659307749432254,0.2344264635917015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23497944179544664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528887966481595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381727572748806,0.0,0.1961142858578844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738164203254427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147055155750001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444745371491693,0.0,0.0,0.1581404532365328
socialanxiety,kfaxbltevlpbgd,2019/06/12,"I hate my social anxiety It’s so bad. Sometimes I can’t even talk to my friends because I’ll just think what she might be thinking about my words/voice. If there is more than three people I’m always quiet. Even if they’re my friends. I can’t go anywhere without thinking that people are judging me for the way I walk or dress. I’ve cancelled so many plans with my friends because of my social anxiety. 
Is there a medication that actually works? Also I can’t even talk to my parents about this because I feel anxious wven of the thought.",3.279166666666665,5.089664138888889,4.058518518518522,87.33833333333334,74.27777777777777,6.2814814814814826,30.51851851851852,6.937597516519254,1.676307407407407,429,20,85,4,9,137,70,108,0.139,0.774,0.087,-0.5563,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,11,5,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,12,16,6,0,2,5,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,2,15,3,10,13,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,4,0,55,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.1519373565982602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451046109438026,0.12955198794728687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238214842989642,0.17589276490088707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300001015082108,0.2847334839662668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30850827467938824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787248451826735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36087226524878585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848592766502855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371809226852312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785184680552486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684787677291329,0.0,0.16516941686906852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288257432340082,0.0,0.0,0.21588074375770816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174260158935895,0.0,0.0,0.15398785217064787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25028595090192235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29929215456159924,0.0,0.12360565563707053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358466072490845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008590165482014,0.0,0.11334893027508308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eSanity166,2019/06/12,"When your anxiety impedes your treatment A year ago, I got a prescription for Zoloft/Sertraline. Since then I have stayed on the initial dosage (50mg) and not once had a follow up with my GP. I don't feel like contacting him because of said anxiety, and that is so dumb. 

Good times.",4.456272727272727,5.780610581818188,4.790681818181817,85.20602272727272,70.45454545454545,9.136363636363637,30.113636363636363,9.516144504307137,2.6300000000000003,222,9,45,5,4,70,48,55,0.18100000000000002,0.76,0.059000000000000004,-0.6781,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,7,2,5,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,6,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740812721406292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730641726420393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884814121649062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563374611141818,0.2208878095759528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593367341870624,0.2472901881192559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105626554046908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292808544327067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941137051224217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557679557223065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32955899930111204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029314399800492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911039682455733
socialanxiety,Kingrameses_III,2019/06/12,"Deep hatred of society and authority figures I constantly feel like something is trying to slience and control me in some matter me whether it be steam moderators reddit moderators or some dictator or politician or his followers  lately my parents have been trying to convince me to work on this sort of anxiety and try to integrate into the world I hate




I guess yes this post is finally me admitting that I might have an issue.",9.39423076923077,8.990463679487185,9.715000000000003,60.14250000000003,59.641025641025635,13.441025641025641,43.85897435897437,12.602617957971056,6.051682051282053,349,19,53,11,4,117,58,78,0.11599999999999999,0.772,0.11199999999999999,-0.5095,2,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,0,18,12,7,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,2,9,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,8,4,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876565489077906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525266097650635,0.26209359489398026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181563527161719,0.16694206080203094,0.0,0.2559865851016536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257426441421552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23071203362536566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24390270133566536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26360283230500714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416494334746698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478990696294353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594755744877775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238022151212933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989938201422642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759630566318538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012286470054722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GodofDonkeys101,2019/06/12,"Going to gym... Hello guys, 

So I just my gym membership, and even though I’m not fat in anyway, I just wanna get in a lol better shape so that I feel a little more confident going into my senior year of high school. I had one question tho, how do gym lockers work? I know it’s a very dumb question, but I am too scared to ask the staff. Do I have to bring my own lock? Do they provide locks? 

Sorry for the dumb question and thank you guys in advance!",0.9029356725146194,2.6874404631578983,2.8108771929824563,93.71058479532171,81.21052631578948,5.064327485380117,18.976608187134506,5.82211442006289,-0.2609532163742694,344,8,77,2,9,115,67,95,0.13699999999999998,0.769,0.094,-0.7278,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,3,10,5,2,1,5,1,6,1,1,1,0,14,15,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,5,3,0,4,1,3,0,1,1,1,12,2,10,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,3,2,52,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441685486258476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650051426176842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322708246586304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433490559874838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974746160229281,0.0,0.21206295455339427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694653372620841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197120419906802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253345779363264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699117805105567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642400083872554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6270000242110038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867881428124228,0.188817815319658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884875059829885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176769331355393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330312132861404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393898599783784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582447335917322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014433619627254
socialanxiety,Selahe1998,2019/06/12,Anybody else not like eating in front of people? If everybody else is eating I’m fine but if I’m the only one eating I feel awkward and honestly can’t explain why.,0.967352941176472,3.3730595588235315,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,85.76470588235293,5.752941176470588,23.20588235294117,7.1686216300943375,1.2835529411764703,131,5,24,2,4,46,27,34,0.099,0.746,0.155,0.4488,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,7,6,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,3,2,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.791510432716217,0.4307879326465172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037269933809673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259686127054344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472046159216315,0.1961005152378247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875522799378454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266236600977064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ezo_T,2019/06/12,"Feeling awful I've been feeling so bad for such a long time. I'm mentally exhausted. All my life I was really shy kid. I was afraid of any social interactions which led to some weird situations. I tried to justify it by saying I was just shy and didn't realize I got social anxiety (at least I think I did and I still do). Despite being shy I always wanted to be acepted. I was forcing myself to keep up with other people and it worked for some time. But I ended up around extrovert people. They were expecting me to be as outgoing as them and I eventually couldn't keep the act and also couldn't keep up with them. I broke. I stopped hanging out with anyone and they tried to reach me but I didn't answer so they eventually left (I don't blame them, only myself for wasting such a chance). I felt awful after that, like I will never be able to create stable relationship with anyone. I ended up in high school in other town. It was the most awful part of my life. I couldn't find anyone I could talk to, couldn't focus on studying. Everyday was horrible and I realized I'm not just shy. Eventually other people saw I'm shy and started teasing me and making fun of me. I tried to take it with a smile and joke around but I was hurting inside. I had to be nice to everyone because I didn't have anyone to back me up and having enemy would lead to others hate me as well since I was no one in a class. But I somewhat survived. 

It was kinda long, sorry for that. I felt like shit after school and didn't try to find a job or go to college because I was afraid it's gonna end up same as before. Didn't do anything to cure my SA for a whole year. And now it's hard to leave my comfort zone. I started taking meds - i'm on 2 weeks and can't really see the difference and I have no clue how to tell if they actually work. I have no social interactions at all so I won't be able to tell if meds work. I'm at a loss here, I have no one to talk to about that and I'm considering therapy. I'm reallye exhausted and I really want it to end because I don't know how long I'll be able to handle feeling that way.",1.4907022471910096,3.2092284494382035,3.995941011235957,86.22851825842697,79.1123595505618,7.056741573033707,21.68679775280899,7.993328176185818,1.0220213483146074,1640,47,353,29,40,575,195,445,0.177,0.7190000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9839,1,0,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,0,7,6,19,19,3,2,10,3,44,5,1,5,3,75,74,34,0,11,11,0,6,2,0,4,4,1,0,1,17,25,0,4,12,1,0,5,19,12,1,2,23,9,56,7,61,35,10,47,0,3,2,0,20,20,1,8,23,246,73,9,0.2446157511465359,0.0,0.07956989562423285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520637593821603,0.06784663357105902,0.0,0.0,0.055449033003724585,0.0,0.06237679336144865,0.0,0.0,0.2280546944015539,0.0,0.06709930686027643,0.14517325338086773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269813780082666,0.06808131153353536,0.14911549145761205,0.0,0.06938332914143744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06510192424189358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519046537982229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28887593295234865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779136109994112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236850736606329,0.0,0.15657965464868592,0.0,0.14904957663996776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04634025618292456,0.0,0.06521385408867388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304255519906051,0.0805024704339409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614999047433253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728874028855615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091446272777905,0.21742571903389016,0.0,0.0,0.04481147319185993,0.0,0.0,0.08633758691266277,0.08859190978557979,0.0,0.1151862261213346,0.07967126666089551,0.0,0.0,0.21647724215590552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054427637787583326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114196990008272,0.0,0.08217171430567304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288758245564137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050530912152737,0.062013767184949414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829834028692217,0.0,0.1695857618495578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670711392875994,0.0,0.0,0.08754192394735702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484275448968678,0.0,0.16504279971464803,0.06497569438524156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369818444303992,0.06744955904594623,0.09165278442897082,0.0,0.2493549531059652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127576880734332,0.11542685846125313,0.0,0.06511681828289029,0.0681699070422591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261373470423235,0.13107524992774472,0.14253663225182858,0.0,0.09324647663672184,0.0,0.0,0.052246632061191886,0.0,0.0,0.09509160776087117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143738403850804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618713853453363,0.0647215324447062,0.06540533352503293,0.0,0.07331297915048457,0.0,0.0,0.09103491680767184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808318019421332,0.0,0.0,0.057922670415243876,0.0,0.0,0.052508174565311615
socialanxiety,Jlove07,2019/06/12,Information needed! Hey Guys! I’m newly diagnosed with BDD and OCD. I live in California. I am trying to educate myself about different spectrums & testimonies of similar energies. My messages are open or you can respond to this thread. I have recently started a blog and I’ve learned there are a ton of us who need support and resources. I understand that the anxiety may be holding you back to share. Just know I’m fighting for us. Have a wonderful day!  :),2.7143422459893043,5.688200541176473,4.498930481283427,76.57064171122997,84.76470588235293,8.737967914438503,32.43315508021391,9.095868883498916,4.0064117647058834,366,21,61,12,11,123,67,85,0.048,0.7879999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.88,1,0,0,0,2,0,14.0,2,2,0,0,4,3,1,0,4,0,8,1,0,0,0,16,17,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,2,9,15,1,6,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,3,4,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397641019855641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928375863567846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701558521112017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271164763795324,0.0,0.0,0.22460139396227155,0.0,0.23119755605025916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910867389641087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161341106399914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195400255073924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281626435345509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21849397013361632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662790113787592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511135823850564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023917811579313,0.0,0.0,0.23036731162771154,0.5323614296677929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23997604172813944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MANAS__,2019/06/12,"18M Life's great on paper but I suffer from soc.anxiety and the self-criticizing voice in the head hey everyone, 

I am writing this after realizing how my anxiety issues have been constantly preventing me from doing literally any other thing apart from constantly being insecure about by body, height, body-language, and posture.

I've been insecure about my height and posture for a long time. I started wearing those height-raising soles in sophomore year which gave me about an extra inch or half, assuming they'd help me with building confidence.  Recently, after realizing how they made me even more self-conscious, I gave them up to start learning to be happy in my own skin. 

​

Today, I stand in the 5'9-5'10 range but height is the only thing that's on my mind: I cant have genuine interactions with people because there's this silent voice in my mind thats always comparing if i am taller or shorter than the other dude/girl. The voice criticizes almost every aspect of my posture (i was told i have a hunchback) and I literally can't move a single body part spontaneously without any planning. I've blocked out mirrors but my mind still can't stop with the self-criticism and my muscles and shoulders hurt bc i rarely let them relax.  


 I've tried yoga and I am reading every article there is about mindfulness and shutting the voice in the head. BUT sometimes I fall into this weird cycle: i worry about the fact that I worry about my posture. I couldn't thank god enough for the life I have: i'd be going to my dream uni on a full scholarship, I've spent 2 amazing years at a boarding school with the most amazing friends I could ever have and I have very kind and loving folks at home. I just want to enjoy life more, stop caring about the shit that doesnt matter but its just getting too hard for me.",6.649195828187184,7.148042051873205,6.632960065870731,76.93826128722384,65.0806916426513,9.376094414711133,32.66213805406889,9.23628265651192,2.859682969672018,1460,56,261,24,21,464,192,347,0.136,0.708,0.156,0.9283,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,4,1,17,17,1,2,19,0,26,12,8,3,2,51,39,20,0,4,11,0,2,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,14,16,0,4,4,4,2,3,6,6,0,1,8,7,39,11,41,24,9,42,0,2,0,1,13,22,1,6,16,176,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914462620596204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238459485156423,0.10727774069846284,0.12030848855269614,0.13466095157509694,0.0,0.15148538928878427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035582854655457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199564962232454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094771435553083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139901638791286,0.0,0.07905175791969529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230422337929164,0.0,0.06539544374046474,0.08956058666021302,0.16684108581856305,0.09460869224832016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649519917770863,0.0,0.05172885408543747,0.0,0.056269899182977874,0.0,0.0,0.10915932944165713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539842531609896,0.08869388207294197,0.0,0.2032264956882883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636459252357327,0.0,0.09931551666494866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599269448268753,0.0,0.0,0.10334114705364794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310410860210442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012448550559638,0.20980194753984224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762109948520598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893607630064897,0.09368604638463976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998891681668432,0.0,0.0,0.10523239947615827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530188037112273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721862836399663,0.0,0.06864135353125474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903720623530576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776083774869283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020382347650576,0.0,0.0,0.30986836116732863,0.0,0.10163276572785908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792382976248318,0.0,0.14016015930045433,0.0,0.07906984340851961,0.16555427667205472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911554854642257,0.0,0.0,0.13155623731718918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577337678144209,0.0,0.09385029417203992,0.09460869224832016,0.0,0.0672215709490432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169395961374462,0.058398906629606735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954425045626868,0.0,0.0,0.20109976017358452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030848855269614,0.12751891907585133
socialanxiety,throwaway1928337,2019/06/12,"Should I send a friend request to my crush on facebook? I’m an 18 year old guy who has a crush on a cute 17 year old girl who goes to my high school. I’m too scared to talk to her because of social anxiety, so I just stare at her all the time. She knows I stare and she finds it uncomfortable. Her female friend thinks I’m a creep. Honestly, I’m not even ugly. I’m kinda cute. The only problem is I’m antisocial. Anyway, something happened last week at school. I saw my crush in the school hallway and she looked at me with a smile. It kinda shocked me. She usually always avoids eye contact with me. But this time she actually looked at my face with a smile. Maybe she thinks I’m cute and wants to be my friend? I know her facebook. Should I send her a friend request? Today was the last day of school, so I won’t be able to see her for 2 months cuz of summer break. I really wanna keep in contact with her during the summer. The thing is, I’m not even in the same class as her. I’m a total stranger to her. I’ve never spoke to her and we don’t know each other. She would probably get shocked and wonder how I even know her full name and facebook account. But I have a feeling she might accept my friend request. Maybe a 10% chance. But if she declines, then my life is over because then she’ll know I’m a stalker and she’ll never talk to me. Should I take the risk? If she accepts, I’m going to type ”hi” to her. And then I’m going to apologize to her for staring at her and making her uncomfortable at school. And I’ll explain the reason I stare at her is because I have a crush on her and find her incredibly beautiful. If she declines, maybe I’m going to commit suicide.",0.880536616161617,2.9219912329545465,2.63810606060606,93.56396464646464,82.69318181818181,5.2747474747474765,20.573232323232325,6.42735559955562,0.11635012626262675,1302,38,291,12,36,430,151,352,0.087,0.765,0.14800000000000002,0.9740000000000001,0,1,1,0,0,2,39.0,1,0,0,0,9,17,0,3,22,0,19,3,2,4,5,63,56,25,1,10,9,0,1,0,5,8,1,1,0,2,7,17,0,2,15,0,1,5,6,6,0,0,3,11,56,11,39,43,5,42,0,0,9,0,56,16,0,7,20,180,63,7,0.09320195195619868,0.0,0.0909516605660475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775514902802596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129923814153126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044513452976956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010754860663984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467703077557668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712570731437321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17036979118448015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600379844196051,0.0,0.04869417312840741,0.0,0.1589064514096002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228458562664936,0.08241817831069331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847297938396993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284217726968543,0.0,0.0,0.2561067767675532,0.15194406068624386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583129497584173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653233226357427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221302665578037,0.0,0.2809016638013655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887254244318963,0.0,0.0,0.0743929088529491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376618213340694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559954064435225,0.0,0.0,0.07088428430349338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048746786280044,0.08918168082352929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970755699551635,0.09582712937415047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331141312013323,0.4716267559720565,0.07426988881169222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950076528207716,0.0,0.07175141605127333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019478081511535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007626874502551,0.14982439711039924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191923549538345,0.11944009496731105,0.0,0.0,0.10869361539180564,0.0,0.08834455263627805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264878260716123,0.0,0.054972926043074966,0.0,0.07476098400418475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107354116740712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620799257504488,0.0,0.0,0.1200380026275304
socialanxiety,HelloIAmAz,2019/06/12,"Going out clubbing for the first time alone in another country feeling so anxious Let me just first say its taking me years to do things by myself and be comfortable by myself - the only problem is when other factors go wrong it comes crumbling down.

 So when i forgot my pass at home I was not feeling to go out since its a 20 min walk back. I feel super concerned with the time spent outside especially since the last train is at 12:30 from Shinjuku, Tokyo and the next one will be at 4:56am. And it already takes me an hour to there and from so I ain't keen on spending all night out alone like that.

I planned it to get to the station by 9 so i have time to spend and if i hate it go back by 12. Now my times shortened i feel so panicked with it. I want to stay back home.
 
In the end I forced myself to go out - perhaps my mum calling helped - i didn't tell her how I was feeling - but speaking to my mum relaxed me a bit.

I don't know what to expect - my energy has dissipated a little - I need some courage to do this and not turn back so quickly.",2.5392586623690576,3.7841037853881296,3.6587751813053977,91.7758501208703,75.07305936073058,6.066183185603008,25.667741069030352,6.2272716619740125,0.6763723341391352,815,28,181,5,17,264,128,219,0.079,0.82,0.10099999999999999,0.7113,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,17,9,1,0,11,0,15,0,0,1,1,32,36,17,0,5,5,2,5,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,12,13,0,1,6,2,3,8,5,3,0,3,5,7,27,6,31,27,3,42,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,2,22,128,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485021634053405,0.1323881124743981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257973275150569,0.0,0.13553014422066695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36899317721129504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097442112934185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250114955200425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334215377131964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062563937889384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032981381402916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040901193095948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267853742588828,0.0,0.34090403163252403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844395775015565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041228961639843,0.0,0.24067617341664035,0.0,0.11814470809110986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593149513112476,0.09779025787387524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267581698838236,0.0,0.058610500345004965,0.12023985351249973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895504839934623,0.0,0.0,0.1275877542876473,0.11258221640813404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129369256747501,0.09124137409434484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147935566019544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540368676614036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847820020530496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787035197201088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040261292122856,0.0,0.10485766931922083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970167414375218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798181549289289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049116927971807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076047052519596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116661231739787,0.0,0.07725571620631205
socialanxiety,TheApostle1,2019/06/12,"Have you watched this? Hi, this is my first time posting here and I wanted to ask you guys have you ever watched Jordan Peterson? He is a clinical pyschologist.

​

 [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R6MasOctLkY](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R6MasOctLkY)  This video really helped me with dealing with my social anxiety, watch it and tell me what you guys think of it.",10.457777777777778,15.10196514814815,5.1829629629629625,73.93333333333334,64.18518518518519,8.044444444444443,27.51851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.698874074074074,314,10,41,6,6,79,40,54,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,4,7,0,4,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,0,3,29,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644186562108052,0.2965369019401132,0.0,0.0,0.1866909333218508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281456806465493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25159587363613645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207493355094886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758141266375255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832785278198883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635757451714523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337241146573677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563391115026177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487693815552359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330286051617967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637181677337694,0.0,0.0,0.14230244973545153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394188686900786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965369019401132,0.0
socialanxiety,joona_DDG,2019/06/12,"Is this social anxiety? Could I have social anxiety? I am sometimes unable to talk to people because I am afraid that they will be angry at me (for talking to them). If I have to say or ask something important from someone, I will start breathing quickly, my fingers start shaking and I become distressed. I'm often unable to ask important questions and I am often completely clueless because of that and sometimes get in trouble. I will also become frustrated and agitated if someone sees me read, write or draw because I think they will insult me.

Is it likely that I have social anxiety or do these signs indicate something else? I also have Asperger's syndrome and inattentive ADHD but they are probably not related to this.",6.812878787878788,8.284856348484851,7.472424242424243,67.61196969696974,65.06060606060606,9.806060606060607,38.90909090909091,9.994966539143718,4.546281818181818,586,32,84,13,9,194,77,132,0.156,0.8220000000000001,0.022000000000000002,-0.9059,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,0,5,7,2,3,0,0,17,2,2,0,0,19,25,13,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,3,19,1,11,19,0,6,0,0,1,0,15,2,0,8,4,71,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569668455408482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22051415136500016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164176536816627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577854913583631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521385031833888,0.3045400341289705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445573319389494,0.0,0.0,0.11008045892653284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151752913160898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203300909833274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735783695657517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558385413433487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865053089086644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544494361418238,0.0,0.13791041970577034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964223032430602,0.0,0.0,0.10986701760798047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42163281643593903,0.2336388761629324,0.21228291079551884,0.2727200609769659,0.0,0.1951745927609023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216343654043804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834352135724861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Neutral-grey,2019/06/12,sticks of rock... Have spent the last week eating sticks of rock that I bought for my work colleagues.,3.1515789473684217,5.842012842105267,1.157105263157895,103.68723684210528,78.47368421052632,3.8,14.76315789473684,3.1291,-1.5297578947368424,80,1,17,0,2,21,16,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6024421265352342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479912932170945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722627904426104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286197831110342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,my-uhh,2019/06/12,"Have been needing to call doctor to schedule an appointment to get back on my anxiety meds but can’t cause anxiety this is what i’m up at 3am thinking about 🙃 just a few more days to work up the courage, probably.",7.613333333333332,5.0969762222222235,8.131666666666668,76.8375,64.55555555555556,12.555555555555555,40.27777777777778,11.20814326018867,4.22411111111111,170,8,37,4,2,57,40,45,0.076,0.828,0.096,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,8,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,9,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,24,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687574654357452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355861737934489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128467287808957,0.0,0.0,0.3147351406045961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758880229880127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135914022894457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007013379197527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403174727272836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271757938766739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303278686507056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631498753585067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230472148534895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bredthepun,2019/06/12,"Feeling like a secondary character in the story of my own life. Can anyone relate?? I don’t know how to describe the way I feel other than I feel as if I play a side character in social situations/relationships.

I’m a part of a few small friend groups but I feel like I can only be myself with one or two of them. And while I consider them close or even best friends, I know that I am not that person for them. There are many topics of convo that I just can’t relate with.

At work, I try to go to all of the social outings but I socialize poorly in groups situations. I’m not confident in anything that comes out of my mouth and often times I feel that I cannot relate to my coworkers. Sometimes I even feel that I could but I’m slow to grow comfortable to freely talk to them and by the time that I’m ready, they’ve formed a group. While they are still nice to me I’m left out as a result of my bad timing.I’m worried that I don’t have the personality to work in the industry that I’m in.

I also look very small and kind of nerdy which causes people to assume that i don’t socialize much and often times I am not invited out because of this. This makes me feel invisible and overlooked.

I know a lot of it just rests on low self esteem but I’ve been waiting for ages to come out of it and I’ve done a lot to combat my low self esteem (I.e. leadership positions in clubs, going on social outings, makeover) but not a lot of progress.

Can anyone relate to this feeling? Feel free to share your experiences or advice.",2.955738095238093,4.19502987936508,4.5128769841269865,86.08455357142857,74.01587301587301,7.5357142857142865,23.60119047619048,8.07648339933343,1.1368333333333331,1192,33,255,18,24,400,150,315,0.08,0.778,0.142,0.9670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,5,4,10,14,0,0,15,0,17,2,1,4,1,56,42,22,0,2,15,0,9,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,17,16,0,1,13,2,2,5,9,3,0,2,2,10,35,12,48,38,11,35,0,2,1,0,22,21,0,10,10,177,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946519749341632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746013778958127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545568050464266,0.0,0.0797087935067444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087533920424989,0.059045895173461926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165020935931564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950348235148734,0.0,0.16687527838334004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733605724265502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912298406440673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279522660497694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474917147086252,0.0,0.0,0.4407849406020487,0.13839580571378748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966996960156595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009728964342247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008663874737019,0.1596977061545876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524034559956733,0.0,0.06841616957270016,0.09464331063684446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133929760674596,0.0,0.0,0.2470446501171165,0.0,0.0,0.0646558294633997,0.09820239758511104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120437623916416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563588566204227,0.07366756520173227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048916077117512,0.0,0.06715159517766862,0.1691515195634539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399304352924664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020954199084609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887642824060162,0.0,0.4936907050419924,0.0,0.0,0.0957985388715135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735375021287841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785363604494079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944222709376858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576262686197883,0.0,0.0946196491275793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992091388385984,0.0,0.07688418117071877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103270809918894,0.09836759468440473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway-23447,2019/06/12,"I just wanted to vent some. This is really just me venting and complaining, I just wanted to get it out somewhere since I don’t have anyone to talk to. 

I’m a student interning at a company far from home. At orientation I hit it off with another intern. We started working out together after work, getting dinner, and riding home together most days of the week. Hanging out with someone this much was kind of tough for me, but I felt that I was doing a good job of conversing with him and that the he didn’t find me boring. 

Last weekend i went to the city with him and some of his friends. This was scary... and I’m sure you guys understood what I felt as it was a group of people, and I didn’t know these people, but I’ve been doing counseling for months and really working on this so I made myself go. I actually felt that I did better than normal with the socializing, but it still was pretty bad. We were gone for a while, and roughy 90% of the time I was trying to think of something to say or add, but never could. Ultimately it wasn’t a pleasant experience (I wish I just stayed home like I normally do), and I’m sure they all thought of me as a very boring person (and I don’t blame them). I felt horrible on my way home. 

The next day I texted him and asked about working out (usually he would text me about it first). He gave a vague answer essentially saying we won’t be working out together that day. And just like that we drifted apart. 

Every time I see this person now he won’t even look at me for more than 2 seconds (seriously, he’ll just look at his phone). He was always super talkative, but won’t say anything to me, initially I would ask questions and try to carry the conversation a bit, but it’s very apparent that he doesn’t want to talk, so I just let him be now. 

I just feel so fucking bad right now, I’ve been working on my anxiety for a while, finally thought I made a friend, and yeah... I’m okay with us not being friends, but it just hurts. This is definitely one of the friendliest people I’ve met and even he won’t look at me now. I hate myself, I hate how I am this way. I just don’t get why it’s so easy for other people and not me. 

And just today my ex girlfriend called me and immediately hung up before I could answer. I then texted her asking if she needed something. She said she shouldn’t have called, I asked why she did, and she said she wouldn’t tell me and just said she’s a bad person. I could be wrong but I think she’s with friends and just wanted to call me as a joke or something (she’s done this before). Anyway, it still just made me think of her and how much I miss her. I was soooo lucky to have her, she’s the only person I have ever felt like I connected with, and even she got bored of me. 

I know there isn’t much of a point to this, and I know some of you have it even worse than I do. I just feel so much pain right now, so useless. I have no one, and I’m starting to think that isn’t going to change.",2.7285336605890613,3.749975779032262,4.207166900420758,88.9055329593268,74.2741935483871,7.391304347826088,23.15568022440393,7.818819491935897,0.8691942496493694,2293,60,518,31,46,764,242,620,0.115,0.759,0.126,0.8583,2,0,3,0,0,0,75.0,5,2,2,9,39,34,3,0,23,2,52,3,0,5,5,122,112,50,0,16,28,1,7,3,5,9,1,6,4,5,30,43,1,0,21,2,0,7,19,17,0,4,36,17,91,17,67,58,11,59,0,3,4,1,74,20,1,9,32,357,121,8,0.0,0.0,0.05779333347891675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492784750895152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062100724778139785,0.04530561202578477,0.0,0.0,0.041410262328431084,0.0,0.04873567556118695,0.0,0.22146291753572528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834678028437714,0.0,0.0,0.10078922053348356,0.0,0.0,0.05237813788309194,0.06465643301171012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814206308736777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265032901306923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185480029780564,0.0,0.0,0.11458225983794244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060593040604585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564655504412472,0.05357080588536605,0.04989812905089271,0.0,0.0,0.05793168704911475,0.0,0.0,0.05989009329349411,0.0,0.28431796115015856,0.06487615820559539,0.054128963096324714,0.05037525271618298,0.0,0.0,0.18302289518752887,0.05475092566379808,0.0928250864879988,0.0,0.0673158575380251,0.04967363898007016,0.047366230497408485,0.0,0.0,0.05864031287489852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694136540373876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376229304905336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339969704465374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058769921601728885,0.0,0.0,0.06167188485334892,0.09764262200703376,0.048274840254312834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060559769418131223,0.0,0.08680044217788106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919780280710632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681153683398728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04727142047816692,0.0,0.17414356565991532,0.04391327770943868,0.04567660917522786,0.0,0.06298458139446371,0.0,0.1160523903730762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026239234259125,0.04504193827435651,0.06301769668707137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423173464383767,0.2068457748624368,0.0,0.0,0.055985098915390365,0.0,0.0,0.06025132027041957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634357612501514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587984059174968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115263675250392,0.16900457299046406,0.14129007853465278,0.0,0.0,0.047193249961821206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899007128722546,0.0,0.0,0.06037062906105677,0.050179654111022966,0.13677881710882364,0.0,0.0,0.08383701990735445,0.0631240877048621,0.09459150259241993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116343946216863,0.0,0.0,0.09520278455159208,0.051763717019272334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179142846295965,0.0,0.09403326523577496,0.0690670881902814,0.0,0.05613670118586171,0.0,0.0,0.08041737694914715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123825872134727,0.0,0.0652260254238292,0.09773074106981153,0.13972559169767448,0.09401729331172534,0.047505306146974666,0.0,0.0,0.05490053139185469,0.10687951447622193,0.0,0.06810379652001049,0.0,0.0,0.25869131885139185,0.0,0.06035353518416279,0.08414097268912557,0.06475130952705441,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,edaterhunter,2019/06/12,social anxiety has spread to multiplayer games I can no longer play multiplayer games because i'm afraid of letting other people know how bad I am at every game. I'd just be subjecting myself to humiliation. I feel as if people would see me as lesser or pity me if they saw me struggling at everything. I don't want an audience for my failures. I want to start playing multiplayer games again with my friends without feeling scared and embarrassed the entire time. Does anyone else deal with this? How can I get over this?,5.8037755102040816,7.3451787653061285,6.365918367346943,74.3576530612245,67.46938775510203,9.273469387755103,31.3469387755102,9.606745405546679,3.0569224489795923,421,17,73,9,7,137,73,98,0.235,0.6759999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9196,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,4,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,16,18,8,0,5,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,4,13,3,13,14,0,6,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,3,3,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176694012475902,0.0,0.0,0.15699852031289227,0.2300603376974211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874754685453784,0.13687308111771573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314834073275084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649012370886124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875683022469328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917852693711013,0.0,0.20179555885834133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22706101096162476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347344662977085,0.0,0.1173090952748878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339732804228408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295999507013209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113254767985306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22479645404550966,0.0,0.1789235323842756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288828638121671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892543699077574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473038288206566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092685289208406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648704682476393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21644155972459636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950162432091847,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,saladhoof,2019/06/12,"Grocery Shopping! Are people at grocery stores getting worse? Or am I getting worse at coping with the hustle and bustle of everyday life? All those carts flying around, all the kiddos running loose, seemingly unaware of everyone else in their path. It is a constant game of trying to get out of other people’s way. Is it just me or have people’s manners declined significantly when it comes to personal space at a grocery store? I think I’m going to have to go early in the morning or late at night from now on, but even then, I’m hyper conscious of everyone around me. Sometimes I sit and stare at whatever is in front of me until the people in my aisle move.",5.036267361111111,6.2813530781250035,5.905104166666668,78.05725694444446,69.0,7.876388888888887,30.628472222222207,8.167268648758528,2.338736805555556,526,21,92,7,9,173,83,128,0.065,0.935,0.0,-0.7169,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,0,2,17,17,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,2,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,26,17,2,31,0,0,1,0,3,14,0,4,9,65,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084795587745216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924974138877628,0.0,0.1872345065298629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447380424886121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443781729111115,0.0,0.0,0.331118243669472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715664951828235,0.0,0.1969374033838494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954469125943592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237996801514953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841499256760337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259450834624006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804718019927591,0.15128556365533194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773108020475368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136039910179351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101919692746444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763342236529645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752719117876475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531372529122362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,psyclize,2019/06/12,"It's been six months since graduating college, and I haven't done anything and I need help  

I  haven't gotten a job. I haven't even put out any applications. I  graduated in December, and all I've done is waste 6 months of my life  doing absolutely nothing. Barely even leaving the house.

It's  not like I've tried and attempted to get back on track. Every time I  get motivated and sit in front of the computer, I'm reminded of how  inferior I am while looking at job listings. It's like they're speaking a  different language. And even filling out any application or looking at  my resume brings me to tears and I just stop functioning for a few  weeks. The problem is that I know I'm not good enough for any job. I  graduated with an engineering degree at a high-ish ranking university.  Everyone else around me was doing extracurriculars, research projects,  internships, clubs, networking with professors and staff, and I couldn't  do anything of that. Not with my anxieties. After classes, all I did  was go to my room, do my homework/studying and cry myself to sleep all  while knowing I'm screwing myself up. I literally have nothing to put on  my resume other than that I went to college. I've never had a job, and I  feel like I know jack shit about my engineering field because I didn't  put any effort to get involved other than class work. I didn't even like  my major. I just defaulted to engineering because I was good at math.  Each month that goes by, the degree loses value to employers. All I've  managed to do was waste 4 years of my life and getting a degree for  absolutely nothing when I can't even work.

My parent acts like I'm their golden child, and I'm ""embarrassing"" them for not already making a living.",5.123927448926139,6.288742605421689,6.353420639078058,75.22164745940286,68.72891566265059,9.26788894709272,31.904662126767946,9.54385415503706,3.0223510738606585,1363,58,251,29,23,459,167,332,0.133,0.836,0.031,-0.9795,7,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,7,12,13,2,1,12,0,25,5,2,3,5,43,46,18,0,3,7,1,1,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,9,20,0,1,5,1,0,9,12,6,0,1,13,4,37,7,39,32,8,36,0,2,2,1,7,13,2,1,18,161,46,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032318019566568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25446156195000913,0.0,0.07156344938928423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396295935658608,0.08327695454621062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193212041715673,0.0,0.11405116498213907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275734647405547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773704657005304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914627896797921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814678828843798,0.0,0.0,0.09665939595213514,0.0,0.30893563731674195,0.0,0.07881765797405492,0.08938848018658793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04730033950197185,0.06683022936619573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549847011327345,0.0,0.05316510194451216,0.15692611975349435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270280164442017,0.09883788747318883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079410558826918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713251513091927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423349394906075,0.0,0.0,0.09905311251918092,0.0,0.0,0.13215048769197166,0.2285124944796757,0.0,0.0826040039359618,0.0,0.157112388992076,0.10465553084963844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062443567427710976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400575264430114,0.0,0.0,0.06936415791245598,0.0721494658790875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269283550796412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387323646679587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951215845248121,0.0,0.28212270586215843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602498723614024,0.07738331589352496,0.0,0.0936148861330549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078209754455028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454819887829137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351249467774515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503802333001564,0.0,0.0,0.08671930968441098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620713694021366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024141175796265
socialanxiety,Spagheef,2019/06/12,"I feel like I have nobody to talk to A lot has been going on in my life lately. My mom has passed away last month, and I recently had to get one of my cats put down. I’m really stressed out a lot during school, and I often really want to tell someone about it, but nobody cares. 

First of all, I can’t talk to my friends. I have no friends at school. My friends from elementary school and I got split up in high school because I was the only one who went to my current high school. I talk to them online and through texting, but they mostly talk about their school and send memes and stuff. Every time I try to say something sensitive like that I want to die, they usually ignore me or give one-word responses that make me feel like an idiot for saying anything.

Second, I can’t talk to my family. Growing up, we kind of never talked about anything sensitive. It’s really weird and awkward to talk about that stuff now. I couldn’t imagine reaching out to anyone in my family for emotional help. I’m too distant to any of them, and they always made me feel really uncomfortable while visiting them when I was younger.

I feel really alone, and I physically cannot do anything about it. I really don’t even know why I’m making this post. Most of my posts get downvoted and ignored and then I really feel bad about them. I guess I just wanted to get this out there, even if nobody really cares.",5.264564113415148,5.5074455791366965,5.940884468895472,81.59575751163776,68.02877697841727,9.562759204401186,27.504020313161234,9.478462496947786,2.1441398222598385,1093,31,223,21,17,357,145,278,0.125,0.737,0.139,0.2977,1,1,1,0,0,1,29.0,1,0,8,1,14,16,1,2,4,0,14,1,0,3,2,44,39,18,1,5,5,1,5,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,11,15,0,2,7,0,0,7,7,7,0,4,7,7,41,9,41,31,5,36,0,0,0,0,28,14,0,8,16,147,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603343558610963,0.0,0.0,0.06108526223008595,0.0,0.0,0.0499231655744528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133187925872056,0.0,0.18123723489054808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897366502876541,0.0,0.06129655296218212,0.044751711415503694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496983171197408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619081076573132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257942651129346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697681554995896,0.0,0.06185338106196739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841395366847314,0.0,0.18559837977797852,0.10489212061608592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244482030917407,0.0,0.0,0.1701554511325341,0.0,0.11506534525164824,0.07042416841105427,0.04172213935682709,0.0,0.0587148568523888,0.0,0.08087238534625392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049206997308166085,0.15512913411488125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644804859824138,0.04034570982765569,0.059841163321176526,0.08281274337947521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051853573696817035,0.10759723718097383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482573492260003,0.0,0.06946488868479345,0.098007118461862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859800878890892,0.058597330998009366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662041376445915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923907267488856,0.0558336800366174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061818112146074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380005817845907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762405352117197,0.0,0.07248620231089724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167614796266972,0.0,0.4457855387562213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062202357609864985,0.05651669682984406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409402027343547,0.0,0.16807999622264685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130445325431755,0.0641659512065336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042807546153852766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049842416489867175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080853737052602,0.0,0.1299021691560373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805432494716228,0.06624355925122148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,noonewillreadthis_1,2019/06/12,"Self-reinforcing social anxiety Hello good people of /r/socialanxiety 

I'm just going to get right to the point: there was one period of my life for a few months where I finally felt confident enough to speak up around people. I made a point of basically just saying whatever the fuck I wanted when it came up, right off the top of my head. The problem is that a lot of times I would end up saying things that would come out wrong and wouldn't really make sense. Here's one small example: I happened to be talking to someone about video games and I said something like ""\[game\] is like Team Fortress 2 but free-to-play"". Which is obviously stupid because Team Fortress 2 is free to play. I knew that already but in the moment I said it anyway. It seems like every time I speak off the top of my head it doesn't make sense or comes out wrong.

I noticed that in group contexts people around me tend to ignore what I  say and almost act as if I'm not there. I'm pretty sure that this is the reason.  I just don't understand why this happens. I think it's because I'm feeling nervous and self-conscious in the moment. And I'm not sure what I could do differently. I felt really down every time people ignored me and it's actually made my social anxiety a lot worse. I barely speak up at all now unless I absolutely have to because I'm afraid that it's going to come out wrong or not make any sense and people will ignore me. It's this vicious cycle that I just can't seem to break.

So after this rant I guess I just want to know if this is something that other people can relate to, and if there's anything I can do to try to break this cycle.",4.7675636105188355,5.091596047761193,5.63680170575693,83.06243781094528,69.11940298507463,8.41080312722104,26.69864960909737,8.269060116576782,1.5519694385216778,1296,36,268,17,21,426,158,335,0.14800000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.092,-0.972,1,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,4,17,20,3,2,12,0,21,4,2,6,4,66,57,19,0,10,16,0,3,3,0,4,1,8,0,0,27,17,0,3,10,6,1,7,7,12,0,2,9,11,28,9,41,42,5,45,0,0,0,1,17,24,1,11,15,168,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.08249173348342788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464730091946114,0.0,0.09328395036626708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748514330165865,0.0,0.12933458748829635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956321979584137,0.150504072336241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459107094549865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668290341493734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184523405380038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749249250221541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883186927708031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487089270362317,0.08734488910905709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244491242193302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274227940205976,0.0,0.16232932114432586,0.09260145470025566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814913063418709,0.04416485336172066,0.0,0.09608377722771304,0.07090202868105554,0.0,0.0,0.09312231320434096,0.0,0.14950399711411902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350990158153054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645696811014665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970795482147904,0.12389524035663338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437333786267853,0.0,0.15997379310908755,0.16927872615451206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747320468874762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624105354640172,0.0,0.0,0.11456310753008775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516260354328615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982147354267104,0.0,0.0,0.08600015874815856,0.0,0.08088638954267761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830764051952607,0.08691370743114638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443809493213878,0.16081993491164867,0.20167141780435727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391081340440751,0.17637211023192315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234091003068147,0.07162429304631086,0.13015482407079282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934216239794186,0.0,0.0,0.0679441923260501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056159778064453984,0.05416514893713125,0.0,0.0,0.14787511349075136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739216296586725,0.0,0.0,0.08800153499745833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099719168088337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627762487715846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614605594624307,0.12009922730343656,0.27726975310174656,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway2212219,2019/06/12,"Feels like everyone is staring at me Obviously not everyone is, but Ive seen people do it to a point that it concerns me.

Ok one glance, thats fine.  Multiple people doing multiple glances?  Is there a fucking spider on my face?

It doesnt help that its usually the opposite sex.

Idk how not to let it get to me, im already waay to fucking self-conscious for being a somewhat average looking guy.

I just hate most social events.  Not exaggerating, literally like 90% of them.  

I can talk to people pretty ok, but I dont want to do it for more than a minute.  

Like I feel like its just who I am and im just gonna accept my lonerism for now.",1.7897073791348568,3.6617840458015287,4.250706106870228,84.03091921119595,78.77099236641222,7.420101781170484,26.183842239185747,8.344100000000001,1.8364498727735368,494,20,103,10,12,173,84,131,0.077,0.7120000000000001,0.21,0.9563,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,6,11,3,0,5,2,13,4,1,1,1,17,23,4,0,1,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,7,12,8,13,19,3,6,0,0,5,3,6,3,2,2,7,69,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182187118425786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349083324132169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31551187360833954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669546087753811,0.23588868316129225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052564747058881,0.0862556456719154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347061686007006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629977416712505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066011182888108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566631932401756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882145367821158,0.0,0.3226295161331792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863873766087895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111873062605407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433695394945564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606872143051706,0.0,0.0,0.16796159516152948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223073426706453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829419027649584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269760301796513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182949729669945,0.0,0.09737767222817133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,a_cat_lady,2019/10/27,"Am I normal? You've probably read the title and are now thinking well duh, what an attention seeker. I want to explain. I've dealt with mass trauma and even some as an adult. 

I observe others and see how in situations they react - and apply it to me in similar situations. Just so I can gauge that I'm actually being a human and not some abnormal mass of flesh. I hate this so much. I'm only guessing others have done the same thing - but I feel like as a woman in her 30's she shouldn't have to compare her own actions against others to figure out if she's normal or not.

I'm not as out of control as I use to be - at least not outwardly, which this glides into the general anxiety part of me but they go hand in hand. 

Another thing I struggle with is somewhat normal but not to the extreme I experience. So I know everyone - and I've seen memes about it. You go to bed and all you can think about is stupid stuff you've done either today or in the past. For me it happens in different forms. Like sitting here right now - I could remember a time I was 8 and picked my nose and someone caught me. Somewhat normal cringe right there. However - instead of it just giving me chills, this memory will repeat over and over and over. I will feel the intense shame and embarrassment. Sometimes even enough so that  I blurt out 'I wanna blow my f\*\*\*ing brains out'. Of course not really, but in a hypothetical sense, because it is just so painful and embarrassing.

I guess I just wanted to share this piece of me to see if others know this. Which probably sounds dumb - because this is a vast universe of course theres others out there. Its just hard to grasp and sometimes you just need to know instead of being in your headspace telling yourself you're normal.

Thanks for reading my diatribe.",3.5521399014778328,5.401479108571429,4.490610837438425,84.36328571428572,73.62857142857143,7.4561576354679815,26.354679802955665,8.216663640201805,1.6980738916256155,1408,50,275,23,29,456,181,350,0.102,0.818,0.08,-0.8692,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,4,2,1,25,14,3,4,13,1,20,6,5,5,1,80,47,32,0,13,21,0,5,2,0,3,1,1,1,3,25,22,0,1,12,2,0,4,7,9,1,0,5,10,36,5,49,35,14,35,0,0,3,0,17,24,1,10,8,208,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.09855686199439467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590239727119698,0.07726114212854279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231316173662582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274417647536085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132748373755379,0.0806365436669467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551861195505187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670655106785188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043551616425473,0.0,0.13341291056814153,0.0,0.0,0.09650535477660377,0.0,0.09879280086318153,0.0,0.0,0.10213253509094794,0.07215107563439943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688391218847044,0.11479593375297766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251545902894151,0.0,0.08930982650611115,0.0,0.09047196777118016,0.0997119677803052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651315718669712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868242218512024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742431796835929,0.07488674887579434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947698434063952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681149065549635,0.10746613946153588,0.0,0.0,0.10936808788953582,0.09641145925741013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778006999945385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204529830590814,0.0,0.06470018709066093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440800787004972,0.17249890014429606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609603856905388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704593880646234,0.0,0.0,0.08557300552581391,0.0,0.19977390465367065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558223521107267,0.11561547663314173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882743598177536,0.09298292002038368,0.0,0.0,0.13419360371293834,0.1294274440183784,0.0,0.0,0.0588911823334043,0.0,0.0957317527568103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872275282172237,0.0,0.0,0.11913931096444308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080692027867553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,c0rnbread0,2019/10/27,"How to deal with having a overly social friend? In my close friend group there is one friend who cannot stand silence, always chats, and laughs at almost anything. The hard part is when I am one on one with her and I have to fake laugh otherwise it's awkward when she's laughing for 3 minutes and I'm silent. 

I've started to stop faking but I feel mean. I'll still smile and play along and be myself, but I just don't know how to deal with someone who constantly needs to socialize and laughs at everything and tells jokes that I don't find funny at all. I REALLY enjoy when I meet someone who doesn't care about ""awkward silence"". This friend literally cannot stand silence and if it is quiet, she will make faces at people and do little quirky things to get attention or laugh. 

Any advice? I'm getting worn out.",3.5347522416234085,5.1785147546012285,3.995705521472392,88.74772534214253,73.23312883435581,6.733176026427561,23.581406323737607,7.321109707123232,0.8566454931571492,647,18,131,7,13,203,104,163,0.10300000000000001,0.669,0.22899999999999998,0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,9,17,0,2,2,0,14,1,1,3,1,32,26,18,0,2,5,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,8,15,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,4,0,3,1,3,12,13,20,23,2,19,0,0,0,0,18,10,0,3,7,82,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484205519021743,0.0,0.0,0.15209118262681473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263807322766618,0.0,0.0,0.10328720860857472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498865588336963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485718033685322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413404508314852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31317413867624616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650470904970724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679776852672736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882040751186764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693848069603929,0.0,0.1587075950529129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360593905333197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347218569734642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522289667579375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013846134676586,0.0,0.0,0.16544761237814826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126210213182526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087642190664592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644769727975894,0.0,0.10529813904372788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730160888300364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30965586069291395,0.257383834236786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750519317549732,0.0,0.12129579236232603,0.12698290715057198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275444198250855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009058406954889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jyfutguhfujfff,2019/10/27,Advice pls. Does anyone have any experience on meds and therapy? Do they actually help? Im concidering getting help for my sa. Ive been suffering from it maybe 6 years and just recently got it trough my thick head that i cant live like this. Any insights?,1.2640285714285715,3.9291718600000043,3.2437142857142867,84.52900000000002,90.4,7.6571428571428575,23.142857142857146,8.418075326091056,2.1004857142857136,203,8,40,6,7,68,43,50,0.099,0.763,0.138,0.257,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,3,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2376798517084777,0.0,0.0,0.2380044393846596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312588973081441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030312004794124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314137903678795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23824884217967096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272502753242449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479753049234627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499632747209488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265068526922349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630870662684872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899132641077155,0.0,0.2150683273919385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446891949029337,0.0,0.27054073783980964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24048654739003955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27853258528850505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568449354653335
socialanxiety,Rbxyy,2019/10/27,"Constantly feeling like people are mad at me when they aren't For the longest time I have always felt like everyone is mad at me or hates me. Some days are better than others, but some days I can barely go outside without assuming somene simply looking my direction is pissed at me for something or judging me, and often times when I hear people laugh my mind tells me they're laughing at me even when they're not. I walk really stiff and awkwardly around people and always feel like I am being judged. It makes it incredibly hard for me to be around people and has pretty much caused me to hate myself.

An example is last night at my friend's dorm we had a little to drink/smoke, but I got really high and slept there (she's said in the past she doesn't mind if friends sleep over once in a while since she doesn't have a roommate). I woke up and went back to my dorm in the morning, yet all day for some reason my mind has been telling me she's mad at me for getting too high even though she said it wasn't a problem. ^sidenote I'm not using pot to self medicate, and I've been dealing with anxiety since before I started smoking.

So in a way this kinda comes across as a rant but  also wanted to know if and how I go about getting help for anxiety, as it's really starting to affect my life negatively.",7.127272990167729,5.631568725563913,7.339624060150378,78.8853354540197,64.75187969924811,10.440254482359746,32.11567379988433,9.265573868473778,2.5427105841526894,1035,31,212,15,13,337,152,266,0.131,0.763,0.106,-0.8089,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,1,17,16,6,1,10,0,20,6,3,6,1,46,45,25,0,4,10,0,4,3,2,0,3,3,2,1,6,13,0,1,6,0,0,5,8,8,0,0,11,8,34,8,34,32,5,41,0,0,1,0,17,18,1,10,20,142,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814312026418606,0.16945683263022712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557951113608403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812956546678316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829885791174826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664747663076278,0.0,0.0,0.09005791401433348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460461943594183,0.0,0.08771514612370354,0.0,0.11003906570856876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970104268900423,0.10497940755241278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997519237786376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451185606573338,0.0,0.0,0.09730028627666336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297381866026573,0.1454907933481475,0.09777011376441892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573429375653079,0.0,0.10640105452606934,0.0,0.1157415279537372,0.0,0.08144054152592768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121720120636284,0.20106662542595474,0.0,0.0,0.1147666938614248,0.0,0.06825264886052207,0.215172127908376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055961585069904514,0.0830027868188496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192358711765416,0.14924292985576235,0.10205763994507218,0.0,0.0,0.085509231137108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797046973133385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258022599208863,0.0,0.0,0.3084494374954868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485473375053242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555796161382624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844268146291096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720561732364222,0.2823767326358887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035949050398583,0.0,0.09743491134974323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569940157148244,0.10469535636972792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937220364264172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622801327995644,0.0,0.0,0.16846508126686294,0.0,0.1019007729126844,0.0,0.0,0.07839157994799605,0.0,0.0,0.14414768136443715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780029823430879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004474089283354,0.0,0.1187525586217647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794603663587801,0.0,0.0,0.06006034116178963,0.08082571907983907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439486654650432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815782034632306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Obscure2019,2019/10/27,As long as this troll tribel As long as this tribel trolls in my life people going to be grumpy to me I tried to make a deal since I'm in they life they can have this nieghbor but they will follow still with some excuse about a bus,8.308599999999998,4.535959460000001,7.611999999999997,85.016,64.4,10.0,27.0,3.1291,0.7522000000000002,183,1,43,0,2,57,35,50,0.0,0.9690000000000001,0.031,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,4,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,11,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394659536039025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18713340584805532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651504453445866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827923990941881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197922512825433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282764045223292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723779872384133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629578035815068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355471932241394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whateverqcvgtxbny,2019/10/27,My town is having a Halloween parade today and my job is making me stand outside and interact with people. This shit is nerve wracking as fuck,5.38111111111111,7.051355444444442,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,68.62962962962962,6.881481481481483,28.314814814814817,7.1686216300943375,1.840348148148148,115,4,18,1,2,37,23,27,0.228,0.772,0.0,-0.7964,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256287088588188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568720171907069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073179235039441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191806363208238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472589906335291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364016015373092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eboed17,2019/10/27,"Why am I like this Last night I went out to the bars by my college with a group of friends, and I felt like shit the entire time. I really do enjoy spending time with friends but being in that environment with all those people was just too much. Every time I go out I can’t enjoy myself because I spend too much time thinking about what other people are thinking about me. I felt tense the entire time out and even thought about lying and saying I didn’t feel good so I could leave early. It’s so exhausting not being able to have fun when I see everybody else doing it but I just can’t ever get the thought out of my head of being judged by other people even when I know no one is probably paying attention to me.",4.0551020408163305,4.825882163265309,4.9933401360544245,85.44511224489797,70.90476190476191,7.5126530612244915,24.223809523809518,7.554174236665415,1.0274658503401355,566,14,116,6,10,185,89,147,0.12,0.7340000000000001,0.146,0.4547,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,14,10,1,0,5,0,14,4,2,0,2,27,26,9,0,1,5,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,8,10,1,0,9,1,3,2,5,2,0,1,7,5,18,8,19,15,3,18,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,13,86,26,2,0.15116111859769518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214641487037743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206898531080925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627571801728918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996809863986296,0.13673388590897714,0.12735976194414428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643160344641757,0.0,0.2902767581653912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335734105144241,0.0,0.07897544552220456,0.0,0.08590834720841528,0.12678677448905107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551349176650065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307419757652147,0.12321648686286525,0.0,0.1600577986524559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769937420761356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222416299810592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185446986893582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243068604229608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31438826002743925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297725238983712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683768327534074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020938867193118,0.0,0.0,0.12045584062636334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551647159968909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371588235790055,0.0,0.2400100866115464,0.4407163192991544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012787135850616,0.13639939792646208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Heisenberg11890,2019/10/27,"Scanning for Lurking Neighbors when Checking the Mail. Prior to going outside to check if the mail has arrived, I always do a pre-mission reconnaissance for neighbors, especially the friendly ones who may want to talk. Don’t get me wrong, my neighbors are generally nice people. Anyone else do this?",6.989615384615385,9.28717334615385,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,65.53846153846153,7.507692307692308,38.0,8.07648339933343,3.5193692307692306,242,13,34,3,4,76,42,52,0.083,0.779,0.13699999999999998,0.4549,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,5,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30900649116532386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596679348762286,0.3805086357996169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102288709195035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869166636248561,0.0,0.1940235516329733,0.0,0.21105601279082306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25164739965335925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574586164045305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29849014554546344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904145135410005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060307247529264,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pizzaonpineapple2019,2019/10/27,"How do I meet people? I am a little bit introverted along with terrible social anxiety. I thought it was just normal to feel that way about social situations until I found out some people don’t. Mind blowing. I moved to a new city and new state to be with my boyfriend about 6 months ago. He’s been here for years so this is his home, it is not mine. I absolutely hate it here and I think a part of that is because I’m alone. I am physically alone. I feel alone. I work, come home to my dog, and that’s that.

How do I meet people? How do I strike up conversations? I didn’t realize I do need a little bit of social situations to be happy. Not much, but none is slowly killing me inside.",0.528330419580417,2.7223036993007006,2.9138068181818184,90.09071022727274,85.43356643356644,6.092482517482518,18.72770979020979,7.413659706084162,0.3857835664335667,531,14,119,9,16,182,83,143,0.071,0.853,0.076,0.6829999999999999,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,2,0,4,0,16,0,0,3,0,25,25,9,1,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,5,2,19,1,16,18,6,14,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,6,80,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294896235266,0.0,0.0,0.3959019418770851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747493327220533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767323816224503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27821637151037204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975990120212237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288534154251582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397079941611822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563954283534208,0.0,0.12579955638831886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556226288293854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409698789599424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554139614952039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286565330370996,0.0,0.1017043662089645,0.13542588054427018,0.0936673829327335,0.09447932878724227,0.0,0.24612348965714706,0.0,0.0,0.12484324239188532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798200201861627,0.0,0.2650081854066287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864478459050517,0.0,0.3896618614915821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164473836209825,0.0,0.10115619063934254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113900885808684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276230881649968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205344545913014
socialanxiety,curiousayperezosa,2019/10/27,"My new favorite word is ""yikes"". As in, when I remember a situation that makes me feel awkward, instead of over-analyzing it I just go: ""yikes...."" (out loud, if the situation allows).

It's actually been really helpful in halting rumination.",3.404285714285713,6.436248000000003,6.509809523809523,63.35185714285714,80.90476190476191,10.026666666666667,34.590476190476195,9.888512548439397,4.893527619047621,184,11,29,7,5,67,37,42,0.038,0.815,0.146,0.6697,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,5,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.3069685328823772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905272257049574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877364727287218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108452374623449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997353319161116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038073223697976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151738911457093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35633904748166617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7071649535299289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SoulBirdrise33,2019/10/27,"Using my voice has gotten me so many bad reactions. Gosh, I’m finally trying to break free and use my voice and people’s reactions are the total opposite of what I expect. I go in with good intentions but people get so offended, mad, and just don’t seem to get where I’m coming from. 

It’s made me realize a few things: that people filter what you say through whatever is going on in their life, don’t expect people to do for you what you’d do for them, and that I have a few character traits I need to work on. I guess I’ve isolated myself for so long that I’m out of tune with people and have incredibly poor communication skills. I just want to crawl back into my shell at this point. Has anyone else experienced this when trying to work on your anxiety?",3.890064935064935,4.9561483961038935,5.501168831168833,80.55746753246754,71.53246753246755,9.236363636363636,23.740259740259727,9.573946990214177,1.8976831168831167,599,15,122,14,11,204,95,154,0.131,0.833,0.036000000000000004,-0.9483,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,2,3,8,5,2,0,3,0,11,1,0,4,1,25,27,10,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,10,10,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,3,0,0,2,4,18,3,23,24,3,18,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,4,81,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711942580653926,0.0,0.0,0.11618977284077732,0.1702605752172865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777430269934698,0.13874482421932147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314055059091604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881352758464033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203087014773933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363370183339305,0.0,0.18887622913113755,0.13937532642256512,0.0,0.0,0.1830547452804724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737062885326065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14705502500790282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723386233370498,0.0,0.16847007412793855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321278530637507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5760060087935357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708415160127062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321448775136578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127472554204535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039581723059323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256367440048181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870346721783909,0.0,0.0,0.09801124073204516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419471557946628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,muffinandbiscuit,2019/10/27,"Have my first job interview Tuesday I’m a 17 year old female (turning 18 in March) so I’m in need of a job fast! It’s been really hard for me to get a job as I have really bad social anxiety issues. I’ve always been a introvert and never the talkative person. I’ve been applying for jobs for a year now and I finally got one at McDonald’s, my interview is this Tuesday and I’m shitting myself (it’s a group interview). I have really bad confidence issues too and a very emotional person, I’m so scared and worried about this interview I don’t know what to expect.  How do I deal with these issues?",0.3354032258064521,2.715432620967744,3.6099193548387127,82.98487903225808,89.72580645161291,7.9387096774193555,21.45967741935484,8.660442795831766,2.0871709677419354,471,17,93,15,16,170,72,124,0.17300000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.046,-0.9333,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,8,0,9,1,1,1,1,11,18,9,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,1,9,0,12,14,0,14,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,0,11,57,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430260106363728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508745020864138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939593558334986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162213650652186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452243143413033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048179994298078,0.0,0.11684660298920015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177000242169178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098671040164858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305627572284275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4301348544499464,0.5452729526375238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549479869120483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185789747553783,0.1059479869661508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441463999060835,0.0,0.09308526893012872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398918599129955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264007656451707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753104150559126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100803065082998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003111737917792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941879501078725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334439517318876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950560600880302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769231755215281
socialanxiety,jaytazcross,2019/10/27,"A girl at school asked me for my number She's a friend of a friend, the three of us talked for a bit and when she was leaving she asked me for my number out of the blue, these things never happen to me so i didn't know how to react and just gave it to her, odd woman, may try to kidnap me or something",1.4394117647058842,2.084328823529411,3.0757647058823534,97.23394117647058,76.94117647058823,5.44,16.541176470588233,3.1291,-1.0568152941176474,232,2,59,0,5,77,47,68,0.034,0.8320000000000001,0.134,0.6908,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,10,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,12,2,12,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,2,2,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912246667879294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28682756567360657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40596124038938897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323267776286119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438674427128415,0.0,0.0,0.2781877540420358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262965350381315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658916435773909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022584777188576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116833752131348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745427616907563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783729738385285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160257283010016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SonOfGoose66,2019/10/27,"Anyone else’s friends pressure them into going out It’s the worst, because you feel if you say no, they won’t talk to you anymore but also it sucks that they don’t understand that you don’t want to dress up for Halloween and go to clubs with them and their other friends and it’s just overall such a bad time unless you get absolutely hammered.
And even then, it sucks because the Uber home alone in the middle of the night is scary",2.642386363636362,4.6947648295454565,3.0477272727272755,92.80409090909092,76.8409090909091,5.3090909090909095,23.5,5.985473137389443,0.3497681818181824,347,11,72,2,8,107,62,88,0.23800000000000002,0.687,0.075,-0.9483,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,5,0,4,7,2,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,12,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,0,2,10,2,11,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,14,5,2,1,3,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534606044835315,0.0,0.19570596106409588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24270077941789475,0.17111694409042125,0.25074899982965193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043345963100182,0.29836336447536016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204435778278402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163811421057872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237399761488207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781468259568251,0.0,0.12785836361670785,0.0,0.27816495677750075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454784600786856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22965720888599844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194614612495432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967001492548189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270072687067112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547666618154283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443447524728458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EndlessArgument,2019/10/27,"How do I 'let down my walls'? So I was raised on a farm in a rural area, homeschooled, and basically never had friends or even anyone around my age to talk to for the entirety of my youth. This was until I was 18. 

In this time, I learned really well how to entertain myself, and to be social with people much older than myself. I can be extremely witty and charming...for about three hours. 

Anyway, I recently found myself in something approximating a relationship, only for the other person complain that I 'never let them in', never 'let down my walls', etc.

And I see their point. I was basically treating them exactly the same while we were together, compared to when we were apart, except with more physical aspects.

But my challenge is...I don't know anything else *to* tell them! 

My only experience with socializing is with people who are 20+ years older than myself. I know how to talk to them, what they want out of a conversation. They want to hear what I'm 'moving towards', and they want someone to listen to them talk about their past, and agree at moderate intervals. That's all I know how to do. I've never had anything else.

In the end, we broke up. I couldn't give her what she wanted.

I still don't know how to let these 'walls' down. I really don't have much that I keep private, other than, like, what genres of porn I like. And I'm 98% sure that's *not* what they wanted.

How do I do better next time? How do I let down walls when they don't exist?",2.419602716903757,4.5271348408304535,3.9775240292195337,85.61018710752276,77.75432525951557,6.77283096245034,21.43034730231962,7.793537801064563,0.9426177367679096,1135,31,227,18,27,377,143,289,0.028999999999999998,0.885,0.086,0.8903,0,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,3,0,12,2,17,11,0,0,8,0,29,1,0,7,7,48,46,21,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,15,16,0,1,6,1,0,1,10,2,1,1,9,3,45,9,44,29,6,44,0,1,1,1,32,22,0,1,23,177,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039470004864054,0.0,0.16569483359404724,0.0896226026273971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903936121300797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682030422833396,0.0,0.08916867379035727,0.0,0.11227987402133152,0.06649526513440426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848002654004563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038556717387377,0.07778169639796148,0.0,0.0,0.09657718133568824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346868536532732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991451578599486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948507324475932,0.0,0.0,0.22131464365468864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147379614976827,0.0,0.09836999731676263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070021992918579,0.148016257091107,0.0,0.3105888271489217,0.0,0.10706961187030084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313661668140593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610622417298792,0.13959152935362354,0.08790602533670024,0.0,0.0,0.09517095579074757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289906974225452,0.0,0.09940498074544618,0.10808788644542124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022539555616445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525213246877028,0.08530208458169466,0.07750497309916701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039964102777374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488553419655324,0.0,0.0,0.2427576312781565,0.08799488648669086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740947009287075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969053008728328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051942895564327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483176692900529
socialanxiety,milkbleach,2019/10/27,Who else is staying in by themself this halloweekend? Asking to make myself not feel as bad and anxious for seeing every one else have fun at parties,5.923928571428572,7.495174964285718,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,67.21428571428571,7.028571428571429,31.857142857142854,7.1686216300943375,2.254014285714286,121,5,19,1,2,38,27,28,0.057,0.6890000000000001,0.254,0.7814,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,6,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708446954406534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068823721037924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740865895094206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.548444622241232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765764377543508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598005751874967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191186579727472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244006921697212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615837749583446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34988556977952706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayanyways8932,2019/10/27,"Hi, I'm Pathetic. Nice meeting you I guess my social needs are stronger than my self respect. Apparently I need help.",1.2304545454545457,3.675424318181818,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,101.27272727272728,5.836363636363638,28.22727272727273,7.1686216300943375,2.224600000000001,93,5,17,2,4,30,19,22,0.128,0.484,0.38799999999999996,0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501268366279943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27388075600162826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6059540406571394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262663657951243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165235268773596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spidermansgma,2019/10/27,"Loner wolf I would rather stand outside, alone, than talk to people at the concert. Tips on how to break this?",3.1085714285714303,5.460749619047622,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,76.61904761904762,4.2,20.02380952380953,3.1291,-0.5313047619047624,86,2,17,0,2,25,20,21,0.193,0.807,0.0,-0.5106,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6298441372950899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216040242747703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887956298599714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320014371042261,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnonymousWabbit,2019/10/27,"I fucking hate myself (I'm an Introvert to the max if that means anything lol)

Today is one of my closest friend's birthday, I've known him for 8 years. He's fairly popular at our school and has tons of friends in all grades. So naturally he threw a birthday/house party and basically invited the whole school (and we live in an urban area so our school is humongous and consist of about 2,000 students). So the day comes (today) when it's time to go to the party, So I text one of my other friends (who is already at the party cause he lives down the street) and ask him who's there. He tells me besides him 2 other people but I don't even talk to those guys like that. Now I'm iffy about going because i'll basically just be following one person around the whole time. So I tell my extremely extroverted mom idk if I am going because I only know 3 people there (minus the birthday boy), then she straight up tried to pressure me into going then just called me a ""terrible friend"" and now I am starting to feel like I am one. I genuinely wanted to go at first but as the time came I just had doubts and now I'm sitting here by myself at home typing this post feeling like shit. I guess I'll just apologize for not coming on Monday (he knows how I am about social settings) so yeah that's my life.",2.990806828391733,4.4642348264150975,4.33746630727763,86.44100628930819,74.32075471698113,7.009883198562442,25.071877807726864,7.62386473244151,1.2079613656783463,1019,33,210,13,21,337,150,265,0.071,0.8009999999999999,0.127,0.8767,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,0,1,23,14,3,2,13,2,11,3,1,2,1,34,35,22,0,3,9,1,2,3,4,0,1,0,1,3,10,13,0,0,6,0,0,10,2,6,0,5,3,2,28,8,29,31,4,44,0,0,0,1,29,15,2,4,19,133,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665582294150564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699197042880813,0.09410609405742444,0.09882645183176864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288821105148879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079437733885138,0.1209063683298102,0.0,0.10859534580148436,0.0,0.18212305874626408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681754959770962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982178035073833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690232903871767,0.1510413507526769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991857492830037,0.0,0.0,0.32669132217032915,0.09772904246121003,0.0,0.0,0.3003928344537715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164536883184715,0.10467150203231916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436871638656656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603775727129666,0.0,0.0,0.12197745718375964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619310342191955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466751331290779,0.15493663342504813,0.0,0.18669126906181285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515136075186637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380861914436625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865327537091821,0.08039874111316399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657478365793514,0.09230364267530204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012428764535476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32095856926275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851185096703793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077600734487508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748234991373366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496730293657785,0.18479389844805755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492455550070905,0.0,0.20040523469917754,0.0,0.0,0.07177151026397044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062351677704002385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360473501585549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807506340666045
socialanxiety,IMainJannaxxx,2019/10/27,Are there programs for people with social anxiety disorder or is there just therapy? I feel like going into a program would help so much more instead of doing traditional therapy.,8.65451612903226,10.172213322580646,9.48725806451613,54.65088709677423,60.935483870967744,12.651612903225805,41.30645161290322,12.161744961471696,6.285954838709677,147,8,18,5,2,50,29,31,0.127,0.723,0.15,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,4,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,18,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258639537217722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383798497866681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492862876715554,0.2109252692763868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779627348436146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978985475085472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424328597478867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21704129188658836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468782593716428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009682103100253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.67528376336227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20973574698368036,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,biggyeggys,2019/10/27,i have only just realised the reason i cannot talk to people is because i have social anxiety when ever i am talking to anyone my brain kinda just seizes up and i cant manage  to think of any responses or any thing. im just thinking 'what should i do' and dont know where to look,3.34,3.786164333333337,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,72.33333333333334,7.333333333333332,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.068,220,6,46,2,4,76,44,60,0.034,0.966,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,1,1,1,13,13,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,6,12,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33251039109267105,0.0,0.18702699426993447,0.0,0.0,0.17094652403786426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903310811334292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729212106720315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865294492099124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211467047317651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640810073547493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436014723163175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530213486437016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593851743467096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949206908789344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513667809575645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492171894521279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930085003747172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624220511193403,0.3133066010145724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,simplyme24x,2019/10/27,"Social Anxiety/StomachIssues Hi! I read your post about social situations = farts, and I was wondering if you found a cure for your symptoms?? The same thing is happening to me and it only happens when I'm going out so it's frustrating. I hope your feeling better now, I now it's been two years since that post. Thank you for the help!",2.9813636363636387,5.117935924242428,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,76.12121212121212,7.430303030303031,24.63636363636364,8.344100000000001,1.622381818181818,265,9,52,5,6,86,50,66,0.048,0.748,0.205,0.8601,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,1,5,4,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,12,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,10,3,5,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,4,35,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285769032302687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454136568698176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669580715122015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750343491583633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36566491662630896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858328682893165,0.0,0.0,0.20535402346838413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724623160343207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960276138305245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681060542288768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102958689247832,0.2324008945374173,0.0,0.42152066643119795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489725115279185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035190766269047,0.0,0.0,0.1373586055228701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201969254993118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421660343413888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314321889437342
socialanxiety,pm_me_bricks,2019/05/03,"Social anxiety attack I have that deal with anxiety issues and I here about panic attacks and how it effects breathing and rational thought.

Does anyone else seems to have what I call a ""socal anxiety attack?

I do things like:

* like blurt out works, often negative things about myself. 
* drive fast, intentional or unintentionally
*Stand up and walk somewhere else without realizing it
*Ball my hands up and un-ball them",5.115416666666668,8.432689708333335,5.456111111111113,71.97500000000005,75.52777777777777,8.044444444444443,28.44444444444445,8.841846274778883,3.0309111111111107,337,14,50,8,8,107,54,72,0.258,0.6809999999999999,0.061,-0.9349,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,5,6,3,1,1,0,3,2,2,3,0,16,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,1,7,2,8,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39794133935381576,0.0,0.0,0.121242192869985,0.1776642211611603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917873751441269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705623261957365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876318745851522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151739605113977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896994472558838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809798936692263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694246041116439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344230545470768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578527868856104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675491631159346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303925833997982,0.0,0.0,0.13765668989837365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714711244991895,0.0,0.12623401789157232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rapunzhell,2019/05/03,"How to stop feeling like my friends hate me? So, hi, I'm a 21F. I have a past quite full of bullying and disappointments with ""friends"". This happened in highschool. Highschool was by far the worst time of my life so far. It all eventually pushed me into depression and many, many panic attacks. A couple of years of psychiatry and escitalopram later and I feel a lot better, pretty much normal, thank god. I think my past left some scars, though. When I finally left highschool and came to college, I left all of the bad people behind, went to a city on the other side of the country, and met amazing people. AMAZING people! Whom I'm very lucky to call my friends. We're a pretty close group of 7 very different individuals and at this point I don't know how to live without them. Everything seems great, but the problem is I'm paranoid. If they organize something and end up not inviting me for some reason I feel so bad. I have had panic attacks over things like that (had one two days ago). And I know the problem is not them at all. I don't want to be this kind of person, that gets mad and acts passive aggressive. I don't want to get mad at people I care about so much. It's really not their fault. I don't have the right to create such uncomfortable situations for everyone. But I always feel like I'm not enough. My self esteem has always been pretty much non existant. Every little tiny situation makes my anxiety peak. The most ridiculous insignificant things about them. I feel like, deep down, they don't really like me. I'm constantly feeling ignored. I care a lot, about every little thing and everyone, and all my life I felt like I gave way more to people than what they gave me. But I think I'm just a bit above average on the caring spectrum, it's not them that don't actually care. I try too hard. I'm always worried I'm being annoying, always worried I'll do something wrong and they will stop hanging out with me. I never really talked to them about this. They have no idea. It's been 4 years of friendship and nothing has changed. I don't know what I can do about it, what to do to get better. I just wanted to be genuinely happy about them having fun, weather I'm there or not, and I just can't. I just get overwhelmingly anxious. Does anyone have any advice? Any tips or tricks? How do I overcome this? I don't want to live under this much pressure, like I need to prove myself every second.   


tl;dr: Bullied to depression in highschool. Found an amazing group of friends in college, whom I love very much and have been with for more than 4 years. I'm very paranoid that they don't actually like me and take anything they do as proof of so. The most insignificant things make me very anxious and have had panic attacks over things like not being invited for something. Advice?",3.27151812918952,5.32651175319927,4.278506627056672,84.68504817946378,74.9780621572212,6.97149603900061,25.289800426569165,7.865858978985527,1.4471657830591105,2207,76,427,33,48,715,234,547,0.2,0.619,0.18100000000000002,-0.8658,1,0,3,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,14,3,24,55,10,5,19,0,40,3,0,6,7,89,89,35,0,9,18,0,8,9,4,1,2,0,0,2,26,25,0,3,17,0,0,5,20,26,0,3,14,8,60,29,61,70,21,50,0,4,0,1,31,28,0,11,25,279,86,6,0.0,0.0,0.11084804062480548,0.0,0.0,0.11099942033855527,0.050345606920108435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890329586419776,0.0,0.0,0.07724550365164944,0.0,0.04344824930541449,0.12832504649199716,0.0,0.03971259455504779,0.0,0.046737692907561336,0.0,0.0,0.1938385601215296,0.0,0.0,0.09484340688717756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046165546126,0.062005758118725086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799435174358394,0.06495869314963615,0.23162637562462826,0.0,0.060081896972871175,0.0,0.0,0.06137554276869956,0.0,0.0,0.06284291956361658,0.0,0.036628270162081686,0.0,0.09783541792174516,0.0,0.0,0.05933900059303785,0.0,0.0,0.049701950065324386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030377836400997,0.05868472759318937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355747029593596,0.10854068677020826,0.051043953764528055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230446216194942,0.12172372173588765,0.05453239501997552,0.06221647539139264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062273115318000415,0.17551963262698594,0.0,0.11869280115472622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626170191311531,0.0,0.0,0.05022389652232829,0.0604596533174837,0.050877433371794234,0.056073600719547985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411498093745246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914356540902961,0.09363963522623812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512478000443014,0.0,0.0802324005350788,0.2497258341473293,0.1138476232052114,0.10030258147876583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657066666178862,0.051259975994470165,0.0,0.07582260800091882,0.1151630403421126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087554035088316,0.04211299555233288,0.04380403694230652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055647335550273465,0.0544966224550642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03848596538509613,0.0,0.0,0.19991114315783146,0.0,0.0,0.10843508139565143,0.19687355030666687,0.049591465561043366,0.0,0.0,0.05368991668581341,0.0,0.0,0.1733437161780104,0.0,0.1086908641072721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06040879298452932,0.0,0.0,0.10915357117598752,0.05839502799462705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04850287616710211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051704308348290484,0.0592498848505786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276805944265312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311713909098422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496682842082592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042702997594213914,0.04564991104648461,0.0,0.05228948186488895,0.0,0.0,0.1886613693728252,0.07278427032980161,0.055801094219699685,0.0,0.03311779636463718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03856028079021978,0.0,0.05548075575340156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343103543324515,0.1339973586268302,0.045081465807186215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264981242402097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474864278385954,0.0,0.0,0.1153567688118668,0.0,0.0,0.0620967450474429,0.0,0.10972293393792212
socialanxiety,KM502,2019/05/03,"Can’t even think of a title I seriously struggle with being able to initiate social interactions and according to my parents this is a serious issue that they have consistently tried to force me past, however no matter what they say I am unable to convince myself to send a basic message to people who I consider friends. Judging by the other posts I’ve seen on here I can bet that others on here also struggle with this, any advice about how to get over it would be appreciated.",21.350439560439558,8.554446296703299,19.40115384615385,37.006346153846174,53.065934065934066,22.15604395604396,63.08241758241758,15.247664890283005,8.662929670329671,387,16,63,9,2,133,72,91,0.106,0.7909999999999999,0.10300000000000001,0.1779,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,2,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,8,11,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,9,2,15,7,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,1,1,52,18,0,0.2468290065073432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411984484674073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973890673270585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785218855228298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302823089829774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19069947814174934,0.0,0.1289579684085361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25762535460451835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27407440148285817,0.0,0.2356262159955039,0.17112015444190265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363939583947068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628833296553974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516110882244884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160785398488864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815806085144635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675806931369717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534024435265058,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,veneceus_,2019/05/03,"Confessing to someone The last month I met this girl (which has generalized anxiety) and I completely fell in love with her, some weeks passed and a friend of mine said she found out I like her and that she also likes me. However, neither of us have the courage to tell each other how we feel and I had numerous chances to tell but it just won’t come out. Each day that I don’t tell her I feel like I just get more anxious, my friend said I should text her, but I don’t think that would be a cool thing to do, I thought about calling her but that would also be very hard. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m wasting so much time, I could be enjoying being in a relationship with someone I actually like by now but my SA won’t help it...",4.572222222222223,4.075047312101916,5.343269639065821,87.82443029016277,69.50955414012739,9.270771408351026,28.90941259731068,8.841846274778883,1.7636856334041051,576,18,138,9,9,188,91,157,0.052000000000000005,0.721,0.22699999999999998,0.9790000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,5,1,18,1,0,1,0,33,32,12,0,4,6,0,4,5,2,5,0,2,0,1,11,12,0,0,8,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,6,7,27,11,15,16,6,13,1,0,0,1,23,4,0,1,11,97,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.13966060714227496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288996857828033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948337639637486,0.1616803851796946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461374748651909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328179330970067,0.1500544416474026,0.0,0.0,0.1142665098957883,0.0,0.0,0.09229800401655194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709130502642324,0.2044842505160428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569193473322723,0.22114218997379714,0.0,0.07477222231105841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820385808344809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592766268434266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865283099616073,0.11665867140322005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34959633245597943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916781079997022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423385513602505,0.0,0.10520675416160584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365306379976312,0.0,0.0,0.27227224840479464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252350703706724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752691726714354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507993553114913,0.0917029775841868,0.0,0.1136181469718284,0.08345211194404137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17215097081069616,0.0,0.0,0.11808571865173348,0.0,0.0,0.11479905206344372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333105263069373,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,luny4theluna,2019/05/03,Can stress be the cause of social anxiety? I realize that I only have social anxiety when I'm stressed about something else in life. When I'm stress-free I don't overanalyze social interactions and can pretty much talk to anyone. Could stress be the cause for my anxiety?,3.9876470588235335,6.662545411764711,5.0468235294117685,77.04670588235294,75.27450980392156,8.785882352941178,25.88627450980392,9.3871,2.7049498039215694,220,8,38,6,5,72,35,51,0.251,0.69,0.06,-0.8053,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,5,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400433595928918,0.0,0.0,0.10360221095618057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044178208266446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829974921868545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377499341618715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465513748080524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892021332217658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126881146988364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073968726729636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531145394300061,0.0,0.11406663523851568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6789018095059659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909148136400538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itsprettysimple15,2019/05/03,"Need some tips for talking Kind of in need of some help. I have trouble thinking of what to say in a conversation, it’s worse in groups of people. Not as bad one on one but yet I also feel like I can’t think of what to say because I’m trying too hard to. There’s times where I just go completely silent. And could go the whole night like that. I feel like talking, just drains a lot of energy out of me, especially after a conversation with someone. I’ll have friends be like “oh forget you were over there” or  “you haven’t said a word tonight”. To be honest hearing them say that makes me feel awful, but it’s my own fault. I’m just looking for tips on how to think of things to say because my mind will literally go blank and nothing will comeback. Ive never been much of the social type. I’ve always been relatively quiet and I’m tired of it because I feel really awkward and I catch myself, talking myself down and out of doing things. Ill admit i have low confidence and self esteem. Sorry if this post is all over the place.",2.181351958094289,4.079011824644553,3.5609578448490886,89.31197306061364,77.67298578199052,6.1482664005986525,22.005737091544027,7.0608816371341465,0.5708521327014213,809,23,171,9,19,265,122,211,0.128,0.722,0.151,0.8066,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,0,10,12,0,1,7,1,16,2,0,2,2,38,36,13,0,4,8,0,5,4,1,2,2,7,0,1,10,9,0,0,8,0,0,4,4,5,0,2,4,13,18,7,32,27,7,24,0,1,1,0,20,13,0,5,10,113,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716336286751598,0.1010975841265954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144727539063228,0.2221954892784114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739025057031708,0.0,0.0,0.0970077204487206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573584040862145,0.17359899263850334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938704602247884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071534445254896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883997451877177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369391284788711,0.0,0.08143876883496969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652336655875376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743470117161705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020292490341548,0.0,0.0,0.10329480284432836,0.0,0.0,0.08110207390436011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268018339139193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931634830130142,0.18018115533973192,0.09370815209524876,0.0,0.0,0.11401935127986733,0.0,0.11658235501039654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164662846147676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423267754963831,0.0,0.12694145290937775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636324275820095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783589644162152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155741528435816,0.3864861368636927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267508113125895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385376656215268,0.10294640395664302,0.0,0.0,0.13600910214735104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929708610952497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143816442280354,0.2335565378319997,0.0,0.0,0.07084752263551274,0.13964617076515312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249040292529597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565021101278438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381869750504006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AWalkInTheGraveyard,2019/05/03,"How did you find out you were socially anxious? Were you diagnosed by a doctor or a medical professional? I'm sorry, I don't really understand it all that well. I think maybe I have it because I find it hard to speak to people and I get the same feeling as watching a scary video when meeting new people on and below my chest and i'm too scared to see a doctor (lol). I found ways to cope (by consciously controlling the ""natural"" body movements I see nervous people do (eg: a big on I always see is the stomping of the feet when reading in class, I make sure my 2 feet stay still so I don't subconsciously create more nervousness in my chest and stomach) but not sure if it's serious.",2.6821739130434783,4.54928642028986,4.542826086956524,82.9755434782609,76.10144927536231,8.078260869565218,26.71739130434783,8.841846274778883,2.1686695652173915,538,21,107,12,12,183,89,138,0.115,0.826,0.059000000000000004,-0.4846,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,1,7,7,0,3,9,1,8,10,6,3,3,23,19,12,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,7,2,0,1,3,4,1,0,4,7,16,3,14,15,3,14,0,0,4,0,6,7,0,2,4,70,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788237829775684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362593548194732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368798757306132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707149249793034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723763852595683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559920983207382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146164214665394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771027363300165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809397215711455,0.0,0.0,0.1685131343885747,0.0,0.0,0.0802966731702969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767603761825434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258925755122578,0.0,0.15440224597832744,0.0,0.0,0.1548264895852855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484347439736688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31964785000046586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373157440605972,0.0,0.0984577390239926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387048513192292,0.0,0.36741305613182224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666758376016068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204335398327522,0.0,0.16381307353586316,0.12273701952326478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28970198160797034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847833583423526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999669321442656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199195539209515,0.0,0.0,0.13818575278371747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fckthiss,2019/05/03,Why does my SA get worse in spring and get easier to handle towards the winter. I don't get why this happens and also on the same note why is it sometimes harder and easier in the exactly same sitsuation. I don't understand...,2.930333333333333,4.957956200000002,5.317500000000003,76.97625000000005,75.8888888888889,8.944444444444445,24.583333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.487333333333334,179,6,33,5,4,63,31,45,0.066,0.8140000000000001,0.12,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059845622195088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254077278245973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037206978135642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277748535563788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547506453489873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681471684196145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6972706484667909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26249338688433044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sad_and_the_city,2019/05/03,"Quit my job after the first day So let me preface this by saying that I’ve suffered from SA for many years now. It was extremely bad during my teenage years to the point where I literally had no friends for a period of probably 2-3 years. Since then, I’ve been out of my comfort zone enough times that it’s improved substantially but unfortunately there are still very particular things that scare the shit out of me.

Long story short, I graduated from college last year and currently work a part time job in a field that I enjoy but which doesn't pay me very well atm. I’ve been looking for another job on the side for a couple months now and after failing to find anything else in my field I decided to apply for a cashier job at a local grocery store on a whim. Shockingly, I was actually hired despite having no customer service experience and I had my first day yesterday. I spent about 4 out of 5 hours there restocking shelves, which was fine since I didn’t really have to interact with anyone. Then the terrifying part came. The manager decided to teach me how to use the register (which was going to be my primary duty) and gave me brief rundown before letting me take over for the last hour. 

I don’t think I’ve ever felt more stupid in my life. I fumbled around with the register and the change while customers looked at me like I was retarded. I could hardly bag the items way the customers and manager wanted. The manager even got all pissy at me when I made a simple mistake and also asked me to chase after someone I thought had underpaid by 2 cents (which it turns out was only because I had counted the change wrong). 

I’m 23 years old I fully admit that the moment I got home I just burst into tears. To be completely honest, I didn’t expect the day to end like this because after all these years dealing with SA I thought I could finally handle it but I guess I was wrong. That same night I decided that I wasn’t going in the next day and today I sent a letter to the manager telling him that I’ve decided to resign. I admit that I still have mixed feelings about it now. 

I know some of you will tell me that it would have gotten easier and part of me is saying the same thing. Maybe you’re right, but even if you are, I simply don’t think that this job was worth the emotional stress it would have caused, and if any job is going to do that to me I’d rather it be one on a career path I’m actually interested in taking. 

I am very lucky to be in a position that I didn’t need this job in order to survive and I honestly don’t know what I would do if I wasn’t. I’m afraid I don’t really have any words of wisdom to share but I hope this community will understand my decision more than anyone.",5.549877272727276,5.430554430909091,6.496034090909093,79.10205113636366,67.41818181818181,10.002272727272727,30.09659090909091,9.751328689232952,2.581768181818181,2147,71,438,43,32,717,262,550,0.09699999999999999,0.779,0.124,0.9215,8,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,6,21,27,2,3,31,0,50,2,1,4,3,72,86,26,0,14,10,0,3,2,1,5,1,2,1,0,34,21,0,1,17,0,7,6,12,13,1,3,30,7,60,14,64,43,12,78,0,3,2,0,17,26,1,7,46,296,94,22,0.0,0.0,0.13523375447587996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541105065371668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423891857999343,0.07265642645864008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689811802511372,0.0,0.05701962481072334,0.06168263747914856,0.06477663601647053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785411238819117,0.08447687240728909,0.0,0.0589605404419731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924910454850305,0.0,0.07117974042051177,0.14659890166531547,0.0,0.07264906667306628,0.0,0.0,0.11064457945769053,0.07666787709472436,0.0,0.17874482818297804,0.07143477046590503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057882760463829085,0.07794173067585608,0.06137022155865955,0.07159491496726847,0.0,0.09153055620171174,0.06267661661028318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777874774805549,0.0,0.0,0.035035019112301835,0.0,0.06652910125921327,0.07590362003702747,0.06332964777047106,0.11787578510185605,0.0,0.0,0.05353314945979932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813701861415665,0.0,0.11083481086743742,0.0,0.07633055767116204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207007624295782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950334732707268,0.06882043380363873,0.13647304699492588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4813162409076114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615975509065384,0.11296091610108715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170708792208891,0.04894145486836542,0.06770302028095554,0.0,0.0,0.061319317617259936,0.11637200935708535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556371089060603,0.0,0.07024901042245395,0.06961094570815865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530647988147794,0.0,0.0,0.05137752971245181,0.0,0.0,0.07369051846760365,0.06502381003308066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270801899181516,0.0,0.04695258088748413,0.052698036737525794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22510239539674765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655012841904483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470615419381224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369826144519127,0.0,0.0,0.08877767654635313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059173134770666214,0.0,0.11020410510036543,0.06937120583148622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112501302314046,0.114634523973762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870904666028836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066989276327553,0.0,0.07937126420593041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419465530449293,0.0,0.12112472800512375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920661661172875,0.08879624834147798,0.0,0.11001676783446927,0.08080691218560535,0.0,0.06567865537661105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536743610979325,0.0,0.07213315489204525,0.0,0.05984416455516212,0.0,0.17151409488347974,0.04086893596588775,0.054999040524470216,0.0,0.0,0.06229987701097683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044382023656895,0.0,0.0,0.14766451799523633,0.15151509988202727,0.0,0.2677222659940038
socialanxiety,theonetruememo,2019/05/03,"Why is it terrifying to carpool? Sometimes there’s a work event where people want to carpool and know I have a car. I clench up. If it’s with people I barely know and to a place I’ve never been, I’m overcome by anxiety. If I can, I’ll make an excuse or just not go altogether and then have FOMO to contend with. Just because of the anxiety! It dampens my opportunities to make friends with colleagues and forge stronger bonds. 

Has anyone else experienced this? Or overcome it?",2.8805376344086007,5.234660064516127,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,77.38709677419354,6.713978494623658,28.612903225806452,7.793537801064563,1.9755290322580639,378,17,71,6,9,126,62,93,0.077,0.782,0.141,0.5903,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,1,20,13,9,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,11,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,3,47,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39323022070470504,0.0,0.0,0.1797102595764639,0.2633413545774508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667343162007633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470233106614145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856848371137148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606705622660426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824964949902133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431178626901778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982251458913636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563624812305699,0.0,0.2685250691641681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25419355206820715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515935962582891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319152815018641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710935183266988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,quinnkj5,2019/05/03,"can't stop thinking about an incident hello i had a very awkward encounter with someone and I can't stop thinking about it. I'm scared I'm going to overthink everything and make myself feel like shit again, how do I calm down :(",3.3489999999999998,5.4806096222222225,4.0063888888888926,86.37625000000004,75.0,6.277777777777778,29.027777777777786,7.1686216300943375,1.7011111111111108,183,8,34,2,4,58,34,45,0.226,0.602,0.172,-0.5743,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,2,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,10,11,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,4,2,5,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277701148396721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623511205325324,0.22074320149725213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560668162386486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095737390685002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625386322367936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093538519733796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317174777151973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618070352440345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5166605516829043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39597785761355736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25494989976494425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bryanok17,2019/05/03,"The only way to get rid of SA is talking with others. I know that it's easy just to say it, when you're there in front of people you feel like wanting to scape, but it's normal cause' most of you arent use to talk and interact with others. Your brain have get use to those situations. 

I have also social axienty and the only way to get rid of it is facing it and stop thinking that you're the center of the world, if you do something embarrassing just don't rethink it all day, you know if you want to learn to do something first you have to make mistakes.",3.474551282051284,4.137628880341882,4.636826923076924,87.86754807692309,72.16239316239316,7.217521367521367,24.026709401709404,7.1686216300943375,0.7681632478632476,437,11,96,4,8,144,67,117,0.08,0.8759999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.743,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,7,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,0,9,2,2,4,1,27,21,8,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,9,1,17,21,2,10,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,3,5,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889968546567905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20785465569349051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127305537622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008005795355314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094145540728091,0.13301739790684913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837695837399784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29183684579412034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046552708233275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096523442508116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428628382736633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243109074681704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832186360772451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908383183664252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480693507240906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092904348258557,0.0,0.1898018588548637,0.0,0.2866832668246478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556669508275492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993121946398181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193059262781868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32162455589974603,0.0,0.0,0.21964469681931534,0.2955850769257505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Inf3rnus16,2019/05/03,"Help please I have anxiety when going out in public and to high school especially. It’s causing me to stress out and miss classes or be late and it causes me to get sick (upset stomach, nausea). How can I overcome this. I’m late all the time and my teacher is getting fed up with it but I can never find time to talk to them in private.",0.5738571428571433,2.825234885714288,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,85.85714285714286,4.642857142857143,21.607142857142854,5.985473137389443,0.2391428571428569,262,9,55,2,8,88,52,70,0.09699999999999999,0.853,0.051,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,5,3,1,3,2,15,11,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,11,9,1,13,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,6,38,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168459634836494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610928213899803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512048650085696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345057163576722,0.0,0.1275459629888941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042742184875474,0.2371174525483457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063226030550599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730904816901694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24635137930354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271301947586627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25707820746319937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803844038976684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617281750913504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gamedick,2019/05/03,Just made a small mistake in Acrobat and apologized to the software. I'm totally alone in this office.,3.895263157894739,6.770410368421057,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,76.89473684210526,10.115789473684213,35.8157894736842,10.125756701596842,4.944452631578947,83,5,13,3,2,28,18,19,0.22399999999999998,0.667,0.11,-0.3384,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7382772850052265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6744973316813874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theFreshDango,2019/05/03,"Got a prom date but she won't talk to me I got asked to prom, got excited messaged her and actually tried to have a conversation. Things went well but once we were back at school she didn't talk to me, I couldn't go up to her since she was surrounded by people. I also found out she asked me just cause she wanted to wear high heels and I was one of the only people taller than her. I should have known but I thought at least I would get to talk to her. Still haven't after 2 months of school.",0.9770754716981144,2.7640057641509443,2.2364528301886786,97.90807547169813,80.98113207547169,5.749433962264153,16.260377358490565,6.742157984588678,-0.5690007547169813,385,6,95,4,10,123,64,106,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,11,2,2,1,0,16,22,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,10,0,20,2,17,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,0,5,64,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.16396115489243668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343637894872929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141479608392247,0.0,0.0,0.1291953320132031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260058318313615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842228667054016,0.0,0.0,0.08778237596737587,0.0,0.0954883987487566,0.0,0.4031375967310971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752005103601226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411022047782914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893349417425733,0.11385322277457766,0.12778512284209154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329648011393489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400860065933473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389860764727573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417924762656194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051390765445975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162357343115656,0.0,0.0,0.13338738084721274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407307040709673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991012630857211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106819778782984,0.15575420190117212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935503824947898,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jtahay,2019/05/03,"Felling left out in conversations Currently at work & I feel left out and odd. They were having a conversation and I was the only one just sitting here awkwardly. I would like to be a part of the conversation, but feel so awkward to speak & say something. I feel like people are gonna think I’m weird or they will ignore me. It sucks, because the other person that started at the same time with me is liked by everyone and she seems to just have these natural conversations. Me on the other hand am even afraid to speak up and ask questions regarding my job.",4.741032110091744,6.194379559633028,5.312740825688074,81.24048738532112,69.91743119266054,8.752752293577982,28.303899082568808,9.188382445141503,2.294659633027522,448,16,87,9,8,144,79,109,0.12,0.745,0.135,0.5755,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,5,9,1,3,7,0,10,1,1,0,0,20,20,7,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,3,0,3,0,1,5,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,2,7,11,3,14,14,2,14,0,0,0,0,13,9,1,3,6,61,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169990557180909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989754346214798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730450020260764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709923843702872,0.0,0.0,0.18387661351465368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918975541667493,0.13747315348256062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095864252593964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181549320385427,0.0,0.0,0.28203703794717794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039661335174146,0.14635288180059874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083846401503129,0.0,0.13340782262650228,0.16802382623390752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556740066804064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530293096878261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518247591944638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814322547741474,0.0,0.0,0.13620405709761588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330238128779188,0.0,0.0,0.11220839712373804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009247626100166,0.0,0.0,0.1366978676134129,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,goodtime10,2019/05/03,"Step by step instructions to Choose a Social Networking Applications Developer  Amongst the trendy applications to build your own online community on [social networking application](https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.goodtime), GoodTime is one of the best social networking site which helps to create genuine human moments of connections. It works as a perfect assistant for consumers and businesses to plan and execute real-time interaction based on match-making of similar interests and preferences of people.",15.772236842105265,17.224778592105267,13.24631578947369,33.93421052631581,45.97368421052632,17.6,51.894736842105246,15.579741850924794,9.555615789473684,447,25,43,19,4,138,59,76,0.0,0.809,0.191,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,13,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,27,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28385957361933284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813018333761424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328909143999852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875217306007858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078735910808322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8271827510222725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691786490032828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,T_Cretian_US,2019/05/03,I get intimidated by my classmates All my classmates are like intellectuals compared to me. I am taking law class in high school (biggest mistake I made) and everyone here is super fucking smart. They talk and act just like people in actual courts and I am super scared of them. We did 3 mock trials so far and I was lucky to get a easy role (think my teacher knows I have no clue). I have a 62% average which is 12% above passing grade. I am pretty sure they all know the I am the dummest kid in my class. I thought it was just like other electives I took but boy was I wrong. People here are really future lawyers.,1.3433449477351935,3.7772981138211392,2.8982171893147486,89.9321341463415,84.12195121951221,5.465505226480834,21.793844367015094,6.868970318607317,0.5930771196283393,480,16,99,6,14,157,82,123,0.105,0.723,0.171,0.6482,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,3,2,5,13,2,1,4,0,14,1,0,1,3,19,24,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,7,0,21,8,7,17,2,10,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,1,4,62,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.21742348252279736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289771095614451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059776831096351,0.23281063004799296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354034877297326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24489328487654646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32655071591809737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210821483204416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30892694310538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22667063986835076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273323756927345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306456279563974,0.2254884212035014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998908859294108,0.0,0.16752004634024933,0.17908052466489002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276309656703914,0.0,0.17688060862599772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475422105772728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24359998580839146,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,elongaatedmuskett,2019/05/03,"Anyone else good at talking 1 on 1 but sucks at talking in groups? I just hate that and it is one of the main reasons I don't have friends, most of the times I used to be quiet when I was with a group of friends and now I regret it because I have no friends :(",1.9801724137931025,2.3326654655172447,3.2891379310344817,97.30715517241379,75.3793103448276,5.8000000000000025,26.568965517241374,3.1291,0.23939999999999986,199,7,51,0,4,65,42,58,0.406,0.5670000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.9812,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,6,4,9,7,2,7,0,1,0,0,7,4,1,1,3,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814786712221036,0.2659327253723673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821515284229404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681507690212312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015674005834079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769255952480127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562452205210775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758732194922618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668536821927551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41722205718086136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513417530483318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241620309086491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Poxiim,2019/05/03,Who gets anxious just by by using a dating app? Anyone? xD It's ridiculous I know xD,-2.66,-4.103776999999997,0.6577777777777811,95.69000000000004,152.33333333333334,1.2000000000000002,14.111111111111107,3.1291,-1.2939555555555555,66,2,13,0,6,23,16,18,0.192,0.469,0.33899999999999997,0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6430779673744462,0.0,0.3980250977305246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974038482554566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31283883093822074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916396712575275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WeSoDed,2019/05/03,"People who've struggled with extreme social anxiety for years and got help, How did that work out? I'm talking isolation for years. I haven't had a conversation with anyone outside my small family in over a year. I talk to 2-3 of my family members with some amount of regularity, albeit they make me a bit nervous. But I can't talk with anyone else or i'll almost completely shut down. My mind will actually turn off, you'd think i was mentally disabled. I really can't see myself finding a counselor or something. And with some financial and health struggles closing in it's getting harder for me not to figure something out. So what avenue have you found and how did it help?",4.6431297709923705,6.312831824427482,5.822816793893129,76.64842366412215,70.45038167938931,8.5987786259542,29.893893129770994,9.120678840339163,2.7219612213740456,543,22,96,11,10,181,90,131,0.095,0.861,0.044000000000000004,-0.6553,0,2,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,1,3,3,0,3,4,0,10,1,0,3,0,27,18,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,12,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,6,1,14,0,19,10,4,13,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,5,3,63,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.15161910146712246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558101600088367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885793348939555,0.0,0.0,0.21727719748316668,0.15919533931690755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696242401535968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290291213293187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979203551621782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929387778116612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200573412166514,0.0,0.0,0.17035562806260096,0.0,0.0,0.08117462320605184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242639051184264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651514735831982,0.0,0.0,0.20828301293613188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371095087647914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565768233236809,0.0,0.15687981651648106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771427490062248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953425903514096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381009579824565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838056021775512,0.0,0.23922345481065016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248537607559719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746425352712928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995550810473699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899838338638648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311150427612746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001603377061656
socialanxiety,joypark015,2019/05/03,why do people get SA i was wondering how much one’s upbringing impacts one’s SA. how was everyone raised here? do you think a large factor or SA is how you were raised?,-0.03200000000000003,2.315875514285718,1.9742857142857169,93.37571428571432,93.85714285714286,6.2285714285714295,18.42857142857143,7.554174236665415,0.7268285714285709,133,4,29,3,5,44,25,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,0,6,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764021737058589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580406153344308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895724727444237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338533027264659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27309070722024875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524044980637781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554465555511131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271834585005999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SendMeYourHousePics,2019/05/03,"Need advice I have a bad rep and I don't want it to affect me anymore I have a bad rep, but it's not because I do anything crazy, it's just that I disagree with people I shouldn't and then they say exaggerate my flaws. There are some places I go where I'm looked at as a leader, smart, or a good engineer. But at other places, where I'd be called dumb, cowardly because of little mistakes I've made. I feel like perhaps it's because of politics or maybe I'm unknowingly playing with their emotions/manipulating them since I used to and still have low self-esteem.

​

I just really think there are people who come and try to do genuinely good work, while there are others who care mostly about optics and looking like they're doing good work. A lot of the times the people saying these things about me are the type who get drunk the night before big football games, or smoke right before the work at the fab lab. 

​

I remember in HS our team was so bad, everyone in the school disliked the team. But yet you had guys trying to be the man of the team. Getting angry when you trucked them during scout, being secretive about workouts they do, avoiding drills they need to practice because they're not good at it. When I'd forget a play, my friends and just random kids in school would show up and be like ""SendMeYourHousePics everyone on the team says your dumb af"" or ""SendMeYourHousePics you're really slow"". I did plyometrics, learned some form, got the most yards (more than even the qb) the next season. Then kids I'd never met before would say ""you're not quick"" or ""you're just big and run fast, you're not actually good"".

​

I didn't have more than 2 close friends in a class of 400. So whenever someone heard something bad, they'd believe it and say it too. It's a competitive HS that's located on the East Coast, everyone has a gunner mentality for getting the best grades, getting captain spots on teams, or having the best rep. There are bits of determinism where people are expected to do this and do that because of their race and what family they come from. Or face being bullied or having mean things said about them. If people saw anything wrong, even if they weren't generally apathetic people, they wouldn't say anything because they'd be excluded from say cheating group chats, or parties and stuff like that. 

​

I've looked back and it's what happens when you have absolutely no friends, and people who really dislike you. I feel like I was so bad at standing up and saying what's wrong and just dealing with the politics, that what they said about me practically became what everyone thought of me. Like I used to hear some really crazy shit about me like ""I bit my brother's hand"" because he had cuts on it. When I run into them irl it's the same feelings and stuff from HS. I've tried even deleting my social media or removing them stealthily (block then unblock) from my social media. But I always run into them when I'm in town, and they start staring. I'm in college now, but I came back to start a little business, and I'm really worried that my bad rep will affect me somehow. Or someone will decide to throw a wrench in my project. 

​

There were times when I've done things badly like in middle school I got held back because I didn't take my add meds. I changed myself for the better and became organized in HS. But unless I start to suck up to people, this isn't something I can really change about yourself and go out and say ""that was the old me"".

​

Right now I'm working at a little fabrication lab teaching kids about ML (using a really easy program). I'm ranting (not screaming or anything) about who we should hire or how we should go about something. Sure my coworkers agree then, but the second I do something slightly off, that even they do themselves, they all come together and tell my boss why it's unfair to them and how I should be fired. 

​

I worked there before in HS, this happened, my boss did fire me in May after internship stuff was settled. However, I saw the painting on the wall, and began contacting people. I landed one. She left a voicemail 2 weeks after she originally fired me to offer me my job back and I didn't reply. Before she fired me, she sat me down and said: ""SYHP you're really good at certain things and I can tell they're being hard on you for it"". I felt like it was to please them or something. 

​

I go back 3 years later because it's a more creative, I get to go into what I want kind of job, and I'm a freshman so I can't lose much. She saw the stuff I did between that time, promotes me to a supervisor, gives me a really big raise and has my work with researchers. All before the job had started. So I know I'm not a bad person or employee or anything. 

​

I just know there are places where you could show up, do you're a job and everyone achieves a lot. I've played on winning out of school teams and things went smoothly. I've created projects as an intern while working with other interns that were so good they still use it and build on it. I just feel like a lot of mediocre places are tied down by politics and people chasing a good image for themselves. And you have people who are so good at that, they fuck things up for people who actually care.",5.152046142472557,6.019688235803662,5.432945558019835,82.9309476782302,68.47064485081809,8.102110446220586,28.91745128398265,8.18289091462,1.8683424167608207,4203,144,819,54,69,1334,378,1039,0.136,0.722,0.142,0.7023,6,1,6,1,0,0,150.0,3,8,24,21,60,58,7,1,50,0,72,5,3,12,5,155,144,84,0,16,39,1,12,10,3,10,0,15,1,6,58,53,1,3,14,16,0,15,17,22,0,2,36,34,109,36,100,87,20,124,0,2,7,1,93,64,5,30,54,531,167,36,0.0,0.0,0.06028944854132316,0.0,0.0,0.03018589143704033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025703415162823453,0.30122911700705673,0.3378186335695411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030635128604386525,0.0,0.0,0.12710146772138894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187646446851856,0.2063385754688274,0.16947535267741198,0.0,0.15771351535961164,0.03480307568317542,0.06483546035689171,0.02732018434050873,0.06744896783548658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03154270896827893,0.035330563949365824,0.06298995622891156,0.0,0.06535621947656513,0.07982842999803996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02466359344027733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03184680433340745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031611761275608635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161167719507524,0.0,0.0,0.14758623861971926,0.0,0.0,0.029120864719119743,0.0,0.06247676817379585,0.06620465293287198,0.029659775715117125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159789518793211,0.0285578190138621,0.08069519640478452,0.02963303376431093,0.0877790673411826,0.2331857766966796,0.04941199519511583,0.0,0.0,0.030586504642512183,0.05463282901276749,0.0,0.02767186847772727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03481589893305572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122616431719676,0.0,0.0,0.032167757979117,0.0339532807711606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0335626768408668,0.0,0.0,0.15091564133305366,0.0928813497572085,0.0,0.0,0.07782085504809087,0.0345586279498365,0.0,0.07878613197161413,0.0,0.02922938869246875,0.0,0.0,0.031033713035996544,0.03364886871634891,0.034312441242033614,0.0,0.031130412465159914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022708111188304448,0.045809908122186084,0.02382469925719576,0.0,0.032852454169853114,0.028988691944135874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032414439623728884,0.0,0.02093223855441486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569874443634744,0.02697243987515517,0.12909621505558402,0.03390855156326912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810351654633694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034992975443906435,0.052760727935290096,0.0881519709386026,0.22108867251069628,0.0,0.12505155753254274,0.0,0.0,0.0322255843553351,0.0,0.0317087093328048,0.02555298512919672,0.0,0.0,0.06297805845568111,0.05234693159638485,0.11890528657937348,0.0,0.0,0.08745797124518229,0.0,0.049338471971620806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144917336046642,0.0,0.0,0.029113981167227482,0.0,0.023225851909559853,0.0,0.05399941075694338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313386711854797,0.01979341942325843,0.0,0.024523649028105464,0.054037590609815535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291797449924501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671808065760488,0.0,0.0,0.03644009768720115,0.0,0.024778538786248208,0.0,0.0,0.028635852640754782,0.027873919880769968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742083633757026,0.0313708566158454,0.0,0.04388752592899402,0.06754794210198595,0.3378186335695411,0.01989250371399296
socialanxiety,Wondervictim,2019/05/03,"'Pictures' - Poem  Pictures 

  
  Pictures running through my veins

 Heavy Breath, captive my Mind. 

Dreading-moment-ah it pains.

 Beats me cripple, turns me blind. 

  
  Stepping forward, leg ahead. 

Human hurt me,goes about.

 World collapes, wears me out.

 Storming backwards, back to bed. 

  
  Tears run down my soul,they drain. 

Live has formed me – I'm my Bane. 

Whispers pull, their words my chains.

 Pictures running through my veins",3.8228853754940713,7.092118376811597,1.7346245059288563,93.79861660079052,89.86956521739133,2.5090909090909093,30.91040843214757,3.1291,0.952350724637681,324,17,51,0,11,87,54,69,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,11,0,7,3,1,12,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,22,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094404810494108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287077681756609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308049765511819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553492176556888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063351831840807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282092598086413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43772354274717495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HollowedOutFailure,2019/05/03,Benzo’s I got a prescription for Xanax from my psychiatrist after I told him that I get panic attacks before I go to sleep and he told me to take it whenever I feel like I have a panic attack coming on before bed. Does this stuff work for social anxiety too?,5.621257861635221,5.267264207547168,7.330188679245285,73.97503144654087,67.30188679245283,10.085534591194973,27.10062893081761,9.725611199111238,2.356602515723272,205,5,39,4,3,72,42,53,0.261,0.693,0.046,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,9,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,1,9,1,7,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,25,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499947551803516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44612104184855184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33368613252888657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889890515191988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158417085185873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914003453008713,0.14007407381805542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243967211271893,0.0,0.11143239346844032,0.0,0.15681691140672374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579101051622248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600971416976649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962138779865276,0.1998709943691612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445584720706785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742195075770392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747109262047009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274295281679905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,penguinsinweaters,2019/05/03,"The more social situations I'm in, the worse the anxiety. A lot of people have told me that if I 'get out of my comfort zone' and 'put myself out there' I'll eventually start to get better at socializing but honestly it feels like it's making it worse? Like it's been years and I'm still just as uncomfortable talking to people...I don't know if it's because I'm a huge introvert but the smallest interactions make me feel tired and I never get used to them no matter how many times I go through them. I don't 'get the hang of them', I still overthink them and get anxious even if it's something simple like saying hello to someone. To be honest I feel I'll never get rid of social anxiety because it even happens with my family even though I love them and I've known them since I was a small baby, so of course it's gonna happen with strangers, and the more strangers I meet the worse I feel :(",4.252711711711708,4.718803816216216,5.475472972972971,83.26492117117118,70.29729729729729,8.32882882882883,27.30855855855856,8.344100000000001,1.6573153153153153,706,22,149,10,12,236,99,185,0.151,0.69,0.159,0.3919,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,6,1,10,8,0,0,10,0,6,2,0,4,2,30,30,15,0,3,6,0,4,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,5,21,8,18,25,3,16,0,0,0,1,16,6,0,4,10,91,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256285008752385,0.13480051900660525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547583936094807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553109986432116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364342590671513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248668180661284,0.0,0.2413322684493321,0.08524405439659072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740466487733407,0.0,0.06781375561836213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110330758591576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557655356793914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488491385827154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144376598869824,0.10769326109305764,0.0,0.15929745891961405,0.12097433846995365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840578149262756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272323286995033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995212103417716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489008194575677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987048473718519,0.13412354693237266,0.0,0.3649029428194433,0.1011016103888048,0.09186032946196387,0.0,0.0,0.08445711586690557,0.0,0.19058228699686625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959069467713811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723380068942504,0.0,0.06957793915292394,0.13714371951188456,0.0,0.11401781109714942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305637296256866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647996209544931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683981080903937
socialanxiety,Windmillflounder,2019/05/03,"At least I’m not an alcoholic So I’m in my apartment and completely out of alcohol. I kind of want to leave to go get some but I don’t want to leave my apartment and go out to the real world. My neighbors are hanging out with their dogs on the common porch area between my door and the stairs so to get out I’d have to completely interrupt their conversation for a few seconds, make some bullshit pleasentries about the weather or something, then feel like shit when I come back 10 minutes later since they’d know I just went to the store by myself to get something to eat/drink by myself. 

I was hoping to watch a movie and have a little buzz going to take the edge off of me feeling like shit for never leaving my house except to go to work or get groceries. So instead I’ll watch a movie but be constantly distracted with how I’m wasting my life and have no friends to watch a movie with. And of course I’ll be self conscious that my movie is too loud and irritating or they are judging me for what movie I watch or they know I’m watching it alone and have no friends. But on the plus side, at least I’m not drinking so that means I’m not an alcoholic, right?",4.664249999999999,4.938418591666668,5.055833333333336,87.3125,69.33333333333334,8.066666666666668,29.75,7.793537801064563,1.6784499999999998,922,33,199,10,15,293,123,240,0.153,0.7609999999999999,0.086,-0.9608,0,1,7,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,1,11,9,2,1,14,0,12,7,2,2,1,44,38,23,0,3,12,0,2,2,3,0,4,1,3,1,4,17,4,0,6,1,1,7,7,3,0,1,2,8,22,6,40,33,5,32,0,0,5,0,10,18,2,7,9,129,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798568925677345,0.0,0.12270942838034485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110371763240796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205992932293163,0.2484478088447927,0.1280346640834368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321303615299584,0.0,0.1212345000846322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981397875981055,0.16928410590923648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307452928061932,0.0,0.2476033976960221,0.0,0.2693393942712565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767725839622603,0.0,0.13670987896716064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337856723124055,0.13022689169277368,0.0,0.0,0.3763592707079254,0.0,0.0,0.08368584608554679,0.11576657355196288,0.1187479697630524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908624272304292,0.0,0.0,0.12905932747536794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137899075764874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485604678119514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118117375415647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360035873597013,0.0,0.24323579708433946,0.09800778455769854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242320654000216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908212792407756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976501083264906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098320396639046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625476679511487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,philseltzer69,2019/05/03,"Hard to smile in social settings? Internally, I feel content, decently happy and in social settings, I want to interact with people. However, I feel like I get stifled, and although on the inside I feel like I should be able to genuinely smile, its like my face muscles will not allow it. They become twitchy and weird, and it appears as though my smile is fake, when internally I actually feel like smiling. I cannot explain it, and wonder if anyone has ever felt this way. I need to figure this out lol. thanks.",3.67552083333333,6.108513010416665,4.917916666666667,78.80208333333336,75.14583333333334,7.183333333333334,28.375,8.167268648758528,2.2658625000000003,403,17,69,7,9,133,64,96,0.09300000000000001,0.625,0.282,0.9635,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,0,1,1,6,1,1,1,1,23,18,10,0,4,2,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,6,12,6,10,14,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,6,46,18,0,0.18484848135613727,0.0,0.1803854530895864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925035610547872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041506248502462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720603416190355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738597849963309,0.3961673760458925,0.17748353021473814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965757021688675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677464564715225,0.16558793135316105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612305237326484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706280671897325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815066237797446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768594964488349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018364645602882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816126944054027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902842356285894,0.14672412051191824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20046029292243436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,happygocrazee,2019/01/04,"Anyone else get ""friend withdrawls"" after having a really good time with people? I'm experiencing this especially hard since NYE. I'll have an amazing time with old friends, sometimes new friends, and over the next few days if I don't talk to them I get serious feelings of loneliness. I start to feel like I'm losing the great momentum of the friendship built by the good time we had, and every passing day moves me closer back towards acquaintance than true friend.

Obviously that's all hogwash but I can't shake the feeling. ",6.044081632653061,7.645171163265306,6.004693877551024,76.94744897959184,66.95918367346938,8.865306122448981,32.36734693877551,9.23628265651192,2.9584530612244886,426,18,74,8,7,134,76,98,0.076,0.682,0.242,0.9333,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,1,1,13,0,1,7,0,5,0,0,0,3,13,13,4,0,1,2,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,5,7,10,11,12,2,17,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,12,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648451131760765,0.17069247504269167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280984276411116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487521518268934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916565571677644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403603563787511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527007023547236,0.11901285894336912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148321045823414,0.0,0.17407415826560346,0.0,0.0,0.2794577593384669,0.0,0.1836674978147592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923308410868605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138809496908113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863730537628775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706018898878792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089491690264016,0.17717173888176513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748095470530783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115493432528294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672265343413978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780604595178436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476305672550398,0.0,0.11791418050892025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389977762775315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914221824592768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OldManoftheNorth,2019/01/04,"I suffer with poor self esteem I cant seem to go outside my front door anymore without feeling I am being judged, I can't make eye contact, I try to rush about to hurry the time until I can just go home.",17.59022727272727,4.774401204545455,16.05181818181818,58.3477272727273,59.68181818181819,17.6,55.36363636363636,3.1291,5.428845454545455,159,5,34,0,1,54,35,44,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.7888,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,0,6,10,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,7,9,0,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590272098976115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304851964654412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114893597072325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631362322914505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416515969957289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329570005921521,0.37766649482122416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109715404136287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24578825970869844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34897499072857063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mememe96,2019/01/04,"Signed up for a language class, looking for tips and tricks! I decide to sign up for a language class (once a week) which means im gonna be around people haha. I'm looking for tips on how to socialize better. I always end up being alone while others find new friends, and it's starting to get boring and lonely. I'm not good at making friends, I never start the conversation, and when people try to talk with me, I feel like im bad at keeping the conversation going. 

Please do share your tips and tricks :)

",4.29785007072136,5.26048200990099,4.991598302687411,84.9741584158416,70.48514851485149,6.9595473833097605,25.319660537482317,6.868970318607317,0.9670611032531822,397,11,79,3,7,128,67,101,0.14,0.66,0.2,0.8265,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,3,12,2,0,5,1,3,0,0,2,1,18,16,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,3,6,7,16,13,0,16,0,1,2,0,8,7,0,0,9,43,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649525694779148,0.0,0.0,0.14983028962858416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602979356197387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503485447760625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925475686846766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948604382723786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104735899139436,0.12864000446186202,0.0,0.0,0.16457810845983026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782388593071949,0.0,0.09407765133445584,0.0,0.10233630822785712,0.15103177810940782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890068328409486,0.0,0.0,0.16005195217942794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797171156897393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024221016840864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201962176203224,0.0,0.0,0.19614590954188807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388788831136569,0.17390997083848922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176563281037015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967177173392785,0.0,0.0,0.19765965220678916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355577807241244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549049042507592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447311504353723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225377162721253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444390023426311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RoRa555,2019/01/04,"I don't know how to keep friends. I'm now in university for three 1/2 years. It took me two years to find any people that I would call friends, but now one and a half year later I wouldn't call them friends. I'm not writing with anyone (There is nothing I can talk about, because anxiety keeps me inside the whole day) and because I'm not in contact with anyone I'm not getting invited.   
The last time I saw a person, that wasn't my roommate was in the middle of october.   
I'm just so uninteresting and boring that people just keep disappering from my life and even if I ask someone to go out I often don't get an answer and then I'm affraid to ask again.  
It's just a big circle of Loneliness.   
How do I get out of that?",3.646578947368418,4.070006289473689,5.1656315789473695,85.1004210526316,71.6315789473684,7.922105263157895,27.7,7.908726449838941,1.5111768421052627,564,19,124,7,10,191,88,152,0.064,0.877,0.057999999999999996,-0.2133,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,13,4,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,2,0,29,27,11,0,3,8,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,6,9,0,3,3,0,0,2,7,1,0,4,4,1,13,3,17,21,1,20,0,0,1,0,12,7,0,2,11,80,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250480678592484,0.0,0.11531168002535525,0.0,0.0,0.21079450010141895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818333087502181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377302317275795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30783408944860163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721145123989797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955888840660494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377688412886977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493719086362937,0.0,0.2362580747245657,0.0,0.08566603868676788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019399457942328,0.0,0.0,0.08283988290680754,0.1228689489838988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646841985661093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463406906979412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214177548921534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209001008798658,0.13161577969611826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771707432933752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121154891622346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789465165097023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747186636049305,0.0,0.0,0.14724595944085292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828997824932904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707764983098184,0.0,0.0,0.2912047332622017
socialanxiety,throwaway2818372,2019/01/04,"Should I go to a party or not? As written in the title a friend invited me to a party, but i am shy and have social anxiety so I still have a little fear and doubt about going. First, my friend is not the host, but he has already asked if he could take a friend. Second, the party is about 15 people and he doesn't anyone but most. He said that they usually take friends even though this time is not as big as normal(70 people). I would love an honest opinion if I should or shouldn't go because I do want to meet new people, but I don't know the line between anxiety and common sense so I am really insecure rn.
Thanks for everything",2.9173282442748096,4.158382603053436,4.381595419847328,86.98124809160306,74.11450381679391,7.377404580152671,23.023664122137408,7.908726449838941,1.0403581679389309,495,13,104,7,10,165,80,131,0.11599999999999999,0.637,0.247,0.9690000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,3,10,0,16,1,0,0,0,25,28,18,0,8,11,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,3,0,2,2,1,11,7,11,21,1,12,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,7,6,73,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757321272559728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24364579434996705,0.0,0.0,0.11134863660498516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488736881849859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707499752231533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714512233511804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518060462345716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431202046174457,0.0,0.0,0.17919623344440894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545472530676111,0.0,0.0,0.4921328361795131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715098336967656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087517539724724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960651484312352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372590114898506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380095972530633,0.0,0.0,0.15602745208787872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312037652917932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201718512048663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147959084187113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233143329591293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271742106406734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394666283750676,0.0,0.0,0.14661249358476916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645857018526405,0.0,0.09285773226053694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753871768428531,0.0,0.09392752701592427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312392224473973,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AggravatingCrow89,2019/01/04,"If almost nobody accepts their mistakes, how the hell do you stay friends with them? Something i never understood. EVERY person i have met turns out to be the same. Maybe its my fault to even continue living in this fuc*ed up world. :(",3.1339534883720934,6.0558479767441895,3.1314418604651166,87.92925581395347,80.86046511627906,5.300465116279073,22.55348837209302,6.742157984588678,0.8391990697674414,185,6,32,2,5,56,40,43,0.23600000000000002,0.669,0.095,-0.8214,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,6,2,6,3,1,7,1,0,0,0,6,4,1,2,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33748263998223105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260235214860635,0.0,0.28395875931077275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603852851371915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975999423819363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385876999540239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259935062047957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942779154039352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25945891455905395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35922464365377565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665872742317288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sammaboo,2019/01/04,"How do you even deal with surprise social interactions? What are you even supposed to do when you bump into someone unexpectedly? Like at a mall or grocery store? I never know what to say or if I should say hi? And if they start a convo how the hell do you get out of it without seeming rude? And when you’re with other people it’s even worse, and there’s the awkward how do I involve everyone in the convo problem too! Anyone have advice?",1.142386363636362,3.686107556818184,2.9504545454545443,88.15818181818182,87.06818181818181,4.5636363636363635,21.63636363636364,6.1124844417494595,0.4012363636363636,347,12,67,3,11,115,60,88,0.142,0.782,0.076,-0.8004,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,0,10,6,2,1,5,0,7,0,0,3,1,20,11,12,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,8,2,10,10,0,8,1,0,0,0,12,4,1,5,5,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320406765740799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603577353754226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448082091482787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705152280873163,0.0,0.0,0.22690077405049466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240617194234524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305004070938625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160097179623543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831418279080554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462310045715586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22721471488723144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776713977584045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161723485463082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205797141783894,0.20119693084991053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680736086745687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22890051271135736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419894329707667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,road_to_recovery1,2019/01/04,"Anyone else get overwhelmed by a haircut? The whole idea of being in stuck in a chair and feeling like you need to start a conversation , then putting trust in a stranger to make sure they don’t make a mess of your hair? Idk this one really gets me",5.3665333333333365,5.472975120000001,5.07,88.39833333333334,67.8,8.266666666666667,28.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.4298666666666664,196,6,43,2,3,60,41,50,0.111,0.6779999999999999,0.21,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,6,0,2,1,1,2,1,7,10,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,4,3,8,8,1,6,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812299336387512,0.2903227537946044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367002786222488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326888902611726,0.2024233402015288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960744987704226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198645690396289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842915952569468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782729945024029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009840409148528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200343744915396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848422588047068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815195112117115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055465004079287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26705144064768993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163470985045313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pinkchalkboard,2019/01/04,"Does anyone else replay previous social interactions over and over in the their head and regret just about everything? I don't think I have a hard time while I am actually interacting with people, but I find myself pondering over the interactions AFTER it has ended.

For example, I hang out with a group of people during the day. All is fine. Then as soon as I am making my way home, I start kicking myself. ""Was I really the best version of myself?"" ""Did these people like me?"" ""Damn I shouldn't have laughed so loudly."" ""I should have asked more questions to be more involved."" ""Will these people want to hang out with me again?""

I feel like it's getting worse and worse and it kind of sucks because I hate getting this crappy feeling every time I hang out with a  group of people I like. Anyone with similar experiences? ",4.161602977667491,6.2233837806451655,5.047096774193548,80.11372208436725,72.48387096774194,7.607940446650125,24.18114143920595,8.384062270229773,1.6344094292803972,646,19,116,11,13,210,95,155,0.18100000000000002,0.6890000000000001,0.129,-0.9194,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,5,11,3,0,7,0,14,1,1,1,1,26,25,10,0,4,2,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,1,0,6,12,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,2,4,21,7,23,19,5,21,0,1,0,0,10,7,2,1,13,86,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.1462179244283148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953706052979587,0.1535242714693638,0.0,0.0,0.14007605285359526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091338386584486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724321041419387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663156170034573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311221368935087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251684112151444,0.0,0.13270986156956105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624294920346374,0.0,0.13466256926139972,0.14656796085386514,0.0,0.0,0.15152275544700042,0.10704257736140434,0.0,0.0,0.13694701722455124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656582589645762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422326034690224,0.1479316272298567,0.15377454567680598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029731632271465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560307124718518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196063063110858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001642161778666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193856695782216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785015530710715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598851744141498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273851751360992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605440371059942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600859770426497,0.0,0.0,0.1747406780952412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837691467911793,0.11893251921022632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053905395423805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,czwblitz,2019/01/04,"Haircut I'm having such trouble actually stopping and getting my haircut. I always feel like a fool when I go. I'm not a guy that's into sports and I'm not a good small talker. I have a heart issue and can't work at the moment and I end up feeling like a lazy douche when they ask what I do. This is all on me and not on them, but getting past myself is the hardest part. My hair is very long and I want to donate it to wigs for kids, but then I start panicking about having to ask to have a ponytail trimmed and cut off for it. I'd also like a straight razor shave on my face and I start panicking about that. I'm nervous that the haircut I want is stupid or I'll order it wrong. I've been driving past places without being able to stop for months. I don't know why it's so hard for me, but it is. I want that shave and a swept back fade and I'm not sure I won't look like like a twat. I'm sorry for babbling, but my brain just emptied.",1.5549999999999995,2.5027298846153845,3.3223076923076924,94.39769230769234,77.07692307692308,5.776923076923077,22.615384615384606,5.602791699666715,0.0578788461538462,728,20,176,3,16,244,111,208,0.226,0.67,0.10400000000000001,-0.9788,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,9,13,2,1,12,0,15,4,4,0,2,32,35,20,0,3,11,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,11,0,2,3,1,1,2,8,6,0,0,1,5,21,7,20,32,2,28,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,1,20,108,32,1,0.1452684712396586,0.0,0.14176107270100294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161711439663019,0.12087500528599487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27161282161385564,0.0,0.0,0.11170248749570584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216765707138012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866474755169938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690420777590352,0.20755964975925026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179356097536215,0.0,0.08255941991873142,0.12184430145989025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383862560377544,0.0,0.0,0.1301320165950748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214383785941412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516225420404953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983575269458631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548541862689257,0.0,0.0,0.12855802571489933,0.12198892904192755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595190780143776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731159804337064,0.2773503865367957,0.0,0.0,0.15177463362743598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261616024788506,0.20564354327229692,0.0,0.0,0.24290189329581585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691381496163826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986170251777045,0.2570493243403748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108220022849928,0.0,0.0,0.14003362235754582,0.0,0.10575717720161364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588282686739037,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slumber3,2019/01/04,"panic is ironic panic is so ironic and i'm sick to fucking death of it. ""i hope i don't do something wrong/embarass myself"" well maybe if you actually thought about the thing you're doing you might be able to get it right for once. stupid brain. and so what if i don't get it right? who cares? ",-0.5889426523297487,1.6217824354838726,1.1805376344086014,98.86858422939068,95.61290322580645,3.4007168458781365,14.953405017921147,5.033348758259628,-1.1076939068100358,229,5,52,1,9,74,43,62,0.282,0.609,0.10800000000000001,-0.9162,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,4,7,2,2,1,0,8,3,1,0,0,7,15,6,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,6,3,5,12,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,4,0,33,12,0,0.21067072014947227,0.0,0.20558423324915395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23517819667708784,0.0,0.0,0.2147928396598724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947616860754288,0.22013351232956452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924356008941106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164705445950996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348834206074475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435744141067607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943533971060272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35982328784478146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621846128112216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996026541426562,0.0,0.0,0.1672490196508861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941827795075605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303353608397469,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sharpest--Tool,2019/01/04,"Anyone feel like they can easily get over the bad/racing thoughts from your anxiety but you can’t get over the emotion? like when I have a panic attack, a lot of the times I can just tell get over my thoughts by telling myself stuff like “what’s happening rn won’t matter 5 years from now”/“who cares what people think about me” but even when I get over the thoughts I get from an anxiety attack I still feel really nervous, tense and shaky for no reason at all.

",6.3554838709677455,5.685316591397855,6.12851612903226,84.2527741935484,65.88172043010752,9.590537634408603,28.277419354838713,8.841846274778883,1.8229845161290323,365,9,77,5,5,114,64,93,0.258,0.602,0.14,-0.9301,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,6,9,2,3,7,0,5,0,0,1,1,15,18,5,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,2,11,4,12,14,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,8,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461931906849971,0.0,0.0,0.11251282295819064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36611934394755896,0.0,0.0,0.13435409556352276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405964962183894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810033945615896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628030218831308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627230325236078,0.11495496333871227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42034719313737134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229320549314106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358391914061223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680091218934448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879457352258372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115555362674681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308380810152086,0.16544347001278806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285038585377804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842047781116379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812868888612966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031053726596308,0.0,0.3832364562101353,0.09382859017118048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036215099930768
socialanxiety,Connseanolly,2019/01/04,Anxiety = Patience I had the choice while verifying a new account for a website to either verify instantly with a phone call or wait 3-5 days for a code in the post. Guess i’ll wait til next week to use that website.,2.093,3.9126493555555584,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,77.66666666666667,8.055555555555555,26.805555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.127555555555556,171,7,36,4,4,59,36,45,0.045,0.955,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,6,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769875230464824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697205778585862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23350938157151602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988680735099302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496957293282347,0.3850724537314065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346769189286597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31271783352824783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904359193674842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tempomiles,2019/01/04,"Despite me actually being a lot more social this year and turning my life around, I can’t get rid of my social anxiety/insecurity I really wish I could put a “success” flair on this post, because I know I should. I’m currently a Junior in high school who had a really rough time during my first two years of school. I had toxic friends that would berate me constantly, I was lonely and I had pretty bad grades. This year however has been completely different. My grades are great, I dropped my toxic friends and became close to some great people and I am a lot more social in general. However, I still feel that my social anxiety /insecurity is trying it’s best to ruin all that I have accomplished. Maybe I’m still recovering from the old friends that I have, but I constantly worry about whether or not my new friends REALLY like me. I still feel social pressure when I’m around them and the slightest things make me anxious and insecure. It can be little things such as someone not replying to my text right away to me being worried about how they said hi to me in the halls. It’s stupid because I know that what I’m telling my self isn’t true, but at the same time I can’t fully convince myself. No one knows I feel this way, but I feel like what I’m going through is going to make me isolated again and I can’t go back to that. Has anyone else gone through something like this before?",4.71535119617225,5.7599130327272725,5.544918660287081,81.08748325358852,69.58181818181818,8.84401913875598,28.655502392344488,9.134995656068208,2.293581818181817,1104,39,216,21,19,361,148,275,0.11699999999999999,0.72,0.163,0.9225,4,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,4,12,20,1,3,9,0,24,1,0,3,2,38,46,15,0,4,7,0,5,3,4,2,1,1,0,1,19,10,0,0,7,0,0,5,7,7,0,3,7,6,39,13,23,33,8,38,0,2,0,0,16,13,0,4,20,148,58,7,0.0,0.0,0.08778709642150469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881845866865885,0.1016281674099893,0.0,0.06290148833847682,0.0921737199814363,0.0,0.16016532750720994,0.0,0.0,0.08451952761366781,0.0691729884196769,0.07511208369961453,0.10967645425726218,0.0,0.07654856095512302,0.0,0.09440651635720174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432039575738167,0.19442763843503774,0.0,0.07182501442050504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939881036643426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514927754057625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819440782583294,0.06426679284890928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651915716310938,0.0,0.0,0.27800868335500795,0.0,0.04699991231589133,0.0,0.15337747419975387,0.0,0.0,0.19836043163630396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504671912851784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831749194925786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354076664053898,0.13184840410146406,0.09016264265331997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296000502926896,0.0,0.0,0.12009678406561004,0.0,0.09037599860416784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688305101505636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439693364409994,0.0,0.060958608471426125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062366307049536635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615594254214576,0.0915207367997182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043373369391344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289029239608736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682457250126369,0.08557169631685106,0.0,0.0,0.1820868063048258,0.0,0.0,0.09384695164700703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4585098241774944,0.07622204618892826,0.06925490353965025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155243397172724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862821096422967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952964603283445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491173921858446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061076317969914674,0.09784965900642924,0.08787696070059177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714053394779195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034485154581666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827156480074832,0.0,0.0639043574563326,0.0,0.0,0.17379211625150298
socialanxiety,_lemontree,2019/01/04,"So I just had this crazy New Years resolution idea... Go to every social event you get invited to on Facebook.

Facebook is shit, but most of the things I’ve ever gotten invited to seem like they would be fun, aside from the social part. 

I want to try and be more social this year and meet new people. So I’m gonna try this out. If I don’t make it to everything I’m not gonna beat myself up about it, but if I make it to some if not most, that’s a huge step!",3.4017161716171604,2.93368978217822,4.99480198019802,89.23431518151816,71.97029702970299,8.317491749174918,22.773927392739267,7.793537801064563,0.6596323432343238,352,6,87,4,6,120,67,101,0.07,0.835,0.095,0.5446,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,5,3,1,0,3,0,6,1,1,2,1,21,17,9,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,2,12,10,5,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,7,7,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204697380033,0.16025187524478776,0.0,0.17093967928965592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937175643258772,0.0,0.10809515917096804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471287921130452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292221235319277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539202263675234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673930847172705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596828619527904,0.0,0.13186087310275868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315112241740688,0.0,0.0,0.19523777628629546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5816554668938281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263605641667567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582669070662729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218500831164577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511276790158142,0.0,0.0,0.2449653909986705
socialanxiety,PapaRoger,2019/01/04,"Do you ever get anxious when waking someone up? Usually with guys mostly, like my roommates and even my brother. It's just the thought of them lashing out because of interrupting their slumber or something. Silly but yeah it happens alot.",3.7135714285714254,6.9917570238095275,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,85.90476190476191,4.704761904761905,35.57142857142857,6.42735559955562,2.8204000000000007,193,12,27,2,6,60,39,42,0.069,0.805,0.125,0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,10,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,5,3,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,4,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914186233105832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120821042544974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228843758341384,0.31340686870972995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101911549962726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34306515525653497,0.3063870845398667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927039728692328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935675132744099,0.2667337185333586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750627951645791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3815937439919635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SurrealEggBoye,2019/01/04,"I don’t know whether I’m really socially anxious or just shy Alright guys, this will be a bit long.
For as long as I’ve remembered, I’ve been _very_ shy, especially in other languages. I’m quite literally painfully shy, as in physical pain. When I was 10 years old, I had to make a speech. And it was **extra bad**. I felt like I was dying, almost paralyzed with irrational fear, receiving just the amount of air needed to stay on the brink of consciousness, when I just thought “why are you like this, just pass out and get it over with”. That was just once, though, and next time I went for a checkup at the doctor, I mentioned that I get really anxious when I have to talk to strangers or give presentations and he was like “oh it’s normal, mindfulness works to get rid of it” and I was like *no I don’t think you understand the severity of this situation* but I was too **_anxious_** to say that. Everyone thinks I’m just shy or quiet or whatever, and I’m feeling very misunderstood right now. My family thinks it’s **_fake_**, my friends think I’m just kinda weird, and my doctor thinks it’s just regular presentation anxiety. I actually need to trail off someone else when saying… anything, and even then it’s incredibly uncomfortable and I’m left feeling awkward for the rest of the day. Simce my family thinks I’m just faking it, I can’t open up to anyone in fear that they’ll find out and say I’m “spreading lies” or “making excuses” or something, so I’m doing it online. School makes it even harder: group work, presentations, and the dreaded participation mark. My teacher wants me to explain concepts to other students (I’m apparently really good at math), but I sound like a 7-year-old trying to explain (or is that just me). It seems nothing is agreeing anymore, and all I ask for is closure. If I am socially anxious, then okay. If I’m not, then again, ok. I just want to know.
TL;DR: I’m really shy, everyone around me is dismissing how I feel, and I don’t know whether it’s really social anxiety.",1.1937074562266368,3.8137947365728952,3.277026854219951,84.96052552626405,88.846547314578,6.895160338382844,23.37600826283691,8.012643519586192,1.7686348219555388,1566,62,305,38,52,528,195,391,0.154,0.777,0.069,-0.9841,1,0,1,0,0,0,69.0,0,2,1,3,24,20,0,4,11,3,24,5,0,4,1,78,67,39,1,7,25,0,4,5,1,2,5,5,0,1,22,19,0,0,21,0,0,3,6,10,0,0,12,9,32,10,38,52,5,40,0,0,0,0,20,17,0,12,24,183,54,7,0.0,0.0,0.07852429223024718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057618761565673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311423841577672,0.3636197227988782,0.07980175135930201,0.05626447454523725,0.0,0.06621757561711232,0.07163278827415757,0.07522588596261907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718667607061313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784924375800324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518946293300941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351215647693641,0.0,0.0,0.16472299435577822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721994542517544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062955350317099,0.0,0.0,0.1537795446590559,0.0,0.0,0.15171446059151286,0.18109574077683752,0.1220597663532605,0.0,0.0772610449120665,0.0,0.07354548112104736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216868988779775,0.0,0.1261222320795988,0.07719138453829569,0.0,0.06749199446738571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967509031714648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266785843742604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742775089326546,0.0,0.0,0.1965608279536569,0.0,0.0,0.1424217211035391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113726308820112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124884290940729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933068553319914,0.0,0.0,0.08557768478994057,0.0,0.07884068340683788,0.07721036263883753,0.0,0.1688733926799012,0.08569484641369009,0.0,0.0,0.17124535763758558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855866768028767,0.0,0.0,0.2577464570020337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115354995757828,0.06871847261683976,0.0,0.1279813518069178,0.0,0.08143701165886835,0.0,0.0732542351749142,0.0,0.09090493069971957,0.0,0.0,0.090448403529444,0.0,0.24607825677214054,0.06817952151633781,0.06194751285330032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576723319675955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646764152996094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093604513491245,0.07905852741423583,0.06388189739420387,0.04692101917364228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463188596179877,0.0,0.0,0.08376909975154025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278758655518794,0.09492317308980773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459381750634847,0.07260905127768286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171620294598235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363636175960143
socialanxiety,BloodLady,2019/01/04,"Friend is on the way over My boyfriend and I invited a friend over to play switch games with us and I want to bail so badly but I’m not going to.  I usually only play Mario kart so I’m not good at the other games they want to play.  I feel like I’ll be in the way of guy time even though my boyfriend enthusiastically wants me to participate.  We don’t see friends much so I understand where he’s coming from, but still want to sit in a quiet dark room.  Send me strength -_-",0.9027999999999992,2.878319680000004,2.588000000000001,94.31900000000002,82.2,6.0,19.0,7.1686216300943375,0.021500000000000075,368,9,89,5,10,121,67,100,0.053,0.659,0.28800000000000003,0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,1,1,7,10,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,14,8,0,4,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,0,0,2,5,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,3,12,9,15,13,1,17,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,0,4,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442601648834712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963537677202548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006858217983958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957232757415407,0.14068485681861298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456436482337949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191828646624356,0.1651732224922453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498892459613407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620870038012648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447641772725702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977203693607388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692551091744136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726634513169208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348000961523015,0.0,0.11482985501748685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500819779333151,0.2368792180186797,0.0,0.21688752889510515,0.0,0.4646111442449432,0.312623347617573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,villanellesalter,2019/01/04,"Being a psychologist with social anxiety... Before graduate school I was basically a victim of selective mutism, and I had A LOT of catching up to do. I wouldn't talk to anyone outside of my immediate family, and if I did, it would probably take 5-6 years or more for me to warm up to them. 

I started college at 19, having had absolutely zero friends my entire life. I could spend entire days not speaking to anyone, to the point where my throat would hurt if I did. I thought I was a failure and would never get a job - how could I, if I can't even speak? But, I loved Psychology, I dreamt of ""saving people"", and I would NOT let this fear conquer me. So I started grad school. I had one-two friends the first year, I was like a toddler! Fights over petty things, I just couldn't understand how to... ""human"". It's like I had to learn at 19 what people learned at five. But I managed. Now I think I made 30+ friends. I'm probably one of the most liked members of my class. But I still SUCK at public speaking.

I become red (not cute blushing, it looks like a rash), I stumble, I forget, my eyes water. It looks like I'm having a stroke. And I managed to skip presentations ALL of five years! Now, the thing is, I want to face this. I'm great 1x1 with my patients, but I want to give presentations, teach courses! How could I defend a thesis like this? No way. So I wonder, are paid public speaking classes any good? Not the college ones. The ones from schools that have it as a focus. Or is it ""too much too soon""? Does anyone have experience with it? ",1.7452304394426577,3.8057702379421228,3.478080385852092,88.59064683815652,79.7395498392283,6.075927116827439,23.22840300107181,7.1686216300943375,0.8416507181136108,1188,40,249,15,30,396,164,311,0.064,0.813,0.12300000000000001,0.9332,1,0,0,0,1,0,64.0,0,0,1,2,14,20,3,1,16,0,29,8,4,4,2,49,49,20,0,14,14,0,2,6,3,5,2,4,0,1,14,8,1,0,6,0,2,1,9,5,0,7,12,10,40,15,31,26,5,25,0,1,4,1,16,9,1,8,20,176,54,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995637740874308,0.0,0.07869667443339487,0.0,0.0,0.21579114288141452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361386274876233,0.08753635719792269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464043754556759,0.0,0.0,0.0663438250812227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002383860166835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794587873633005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006283970402347,0.0969784134284049,0.1157594177292409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750273277953304,0.0,0.0,0.23843558036860266,0.0,0.05374628943275472,0.09868404071278876,0.0,0.08628401692293132,0.0,0.11341656447225185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012643013539687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208442574697316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051934240497126,0.07266142140198943,0.3015479024920688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727728698305827,0.0,0.0,0.08745795786473265,0.09284585010420067,0.09733982037341993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562263745388338,0.0,0.07934110324872186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27883447886480234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263675927765945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724713794746638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218264808759204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123353761099304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048648837996784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562643271125386,0.0,0.08215358264495659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734681955489292,0.08268448660118835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668695610105008,0.06591611995402995,0.0,0.08166874840976909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049083778158203,0.10709321124112564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135295064094084,0.0816548766480733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156012000145822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923088084741788,0.0,0.0,0.1987382724972876
socialanxiety,kimc194,2019/01/04,"Anxiety with friends I am a few years out of college and recently started getting anxiety around friends I hadn’t seen in a while, a few weeks even. I never used to feel this way until I started having more stress with my job. Now I feel like I’m distancing myself and losing good friendships. 

Wondering if anyone has experienced something similar to this and if they found anything helpful. Currently prescribed Ativan 1mg for stress at work. ",4.565833333333334,7.4096666172839525,4.966157407407408,77.49145833333336,74.18518518518519,8.000617283950618,33.58179012345679,8.841846274778883,3.470245679012346,360,19,57,8,8,114,62,81,0.138,0.669,0.193,0.7017,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,3,7,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,15,14,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,8,4,11,11,3,15,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,3,11,40,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292747521472565,0.0,0.0,0.13378863145340045,0.0,0.15745563948798025,0.1703322174045253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263775612981643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934934281701428,0.13669257262860754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979326503551424,0.2956559714301423,0.0,0.0999666957534695,0.0,0.0,0.16048601976353769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825045415948386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987436784047146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093478538213748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140593244602239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757238151543714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889241139516966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730205931135895,0.0,0.0,0.2708613644989048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383562046926653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525540515105044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15187593965678256,0.1534805514094735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074989118711096,0.13929702273438938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321600015546838
socialanxiety,kobebear12,2019/01/04,Any success stories here? Feeling really depressed and anxious today because my social anxiety is causing lots of problems in my life. Any success stories / things that help? I am desparate :(,5.843064516129032,9.59106483870968,5.3228225806451634,70.70423387096777,78.03225806451613,5.680645161290323,46.45967741935484,7.1686216300943375,4.896606451612904,154,12,17,2,4,47,27,31,0.287,0.467,0.24600000000000002,-0.2303,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,12,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008606206774272,0.0,0.2254719221258407,0.3329673272454821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966808202138476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027746429454675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25385533460437737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490271717717308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975550554101672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081804658946312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25057366155480365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820221578494209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888151681858649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004458204117336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958092317339151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793748798929498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nonamer223,2019/01/04,"How I'm starting to make more friendships... I've felt very isolated these past few years, have lost so many friends and really have only had my GF to lean on. I felt pretty hopeless, like I need friends...where do I find them? In my head I needed to magically meet a bunch of new people, until I realize I have plenty of people through my work, or even weak superficial relationships I could try to strengthen into something real. 

I live in a major city and I feel like ALL THE TIME people go, ""let's catch up some time"" but they never make actual plans. I'm also guilty of this, it's like conversation filler or a way to sign off in a conversation. My newest thing I do, is in these cases I make the plan then and there. If they say let's catch up, I'll say...ok how about drinks on Wednesday and set the plan. It's a small change, but it's helped me grow closer to people in my life and open up doors. Of course it took a lot of courage to get to this place, but for anyone in my situation wondering where the hell do I find friends...it's helped me out a great deal. Look to the people around you and take advantage of these moments. 

​

What have you guys done that has helped you out? ",3.737126325940213,4.5968901475409885,4.564204435872711,87.90364995178402,71.70491803278689,7.708389585342334,23.77917068466731,7.928766900206844,0.9516970106075218,932,23,205,12,17,301,140,244,0.073,0.821,0.106,0.7907,0,0,2,0,0,1,39.0,0,3,3,6,9,11,1,0,12,0,14,4,1,5,2,38,32,18,0,4,6,0,3,3,2,0,2,1,1,1,12,11,1,0,7,1,0,5,1,4,0,0,6,5,26,7,35,23,7,40,1,2,1,0,18,21,1,6,15,126,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.11020594151485616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031217141441414,0.0,0.12236244117021808,0.1372254883162177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789651102223887,0.0,0.0,0.10053397045515826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946773234009025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016750366732547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642856721095968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556927451188995,0.0,0.11063096880485973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459092711492556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057102123389628376,0.08067908272131087,0.21686604119880454,0.0,0.2064367283271364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725145820786853,0.0,0.0590026302159329,0.0,0.06418220763787852,0.0,0.0,0.12450860672512855,0.0,0.11182104409086356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590144405065793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270890539522964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23096250051340134,0.07976764578901123,0.16551951372745966,0.0,0.0997215680668001,0.0,0.09483495379447346,0.0,0.12327928983322507,0.09601127076483608,0.0,0.0,0.2261501923467433,0.11449594613561224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747620611770067,0.08710059476320857,0.1090710232950822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589034264635978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780695960965526,0.3914662784948383,0.0,0.1179905461936138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148930694634018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854203996638028,0.07234752497415307,0.0,0.0,0.12124736465913175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961709646320764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694099095156705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694104441570367,0.0,0.0,0.07993428615828402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491127184297471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502741129936227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170383197356678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547229059527498,0.0766738324937505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318123463558582,0.0,0.08964065320680034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247060358514067,0.08221628874126638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372254883162177,0.07272490141905197
socialanxiety,Torta70216,2019/09/18,Anyone else wait until end of class to use the restroom? I was too scared to ask the teacher especially when the class is doing a test and everyone is quit.,5.16,5.809743225806455,6.061451612903228,79.21217741935486,68.35483870967742,8.780645161290323,28.403225806451612,8.841846274778883,2.106922580645161,124,4,24,2,2,41,26,31,0.094,0.9059999999999999,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,16,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25218420140461384,0.3695422251208037,0.0,0.0,0.3371715479398093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012879511010124,0.0,0.3194406791220363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34462928851338515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38360986954663184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36108693336137504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31149733668012897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Panic1Kat,2019/09/18,"""I WISH I HAD SOCIAL ANXIETY"" During gym class one of my new ""friends"" at school literally told me she wishes she had social anxiety. I don't understand why anyone would wish for a mental illness like that. 

Everyone here knows what it's like to struggle with social anxiety, and it fricken sucks! I'm a prisoner to my own mind!  If there's something I really want to do, I never will because I'm too worried that I'll screw up and embarrass myself and everyone is gonna hate me and think I'm weird or dumb, they probably already think that anyways... 
It's always there and it's a burden. Not something to wish you had smh

I just don't get it  ;-;",2.84809090909091,4.627075823076929,4.722167832167834,82.25646853146854,75.38461538461539,8.111888111888112,27.202797202797203,8.841846274778883,2.2434615384615384,507,20,99,11,11,173,82,130,0.258,0.624,0.11800000000000001,-0.9523,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,0,6,11,4,2,3,0,9,2,0,0,1,22,26,7,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,4,0,15,3,9,19,1,4,0,0,0,1,9,2,3,2,4,62,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046383430863296,0.0,0.1059125770592422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921215063684877,0.0,0.0,0.0890016907369067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759267801739997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432554393519381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834124561962712,0.0,0.06650195044815671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566908119861556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995333972761103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437152332387738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282748688536557,0.0,0.1285230946845607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817120721143248,0.12293410920756895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625263665831769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372363915257484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154300076573012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288207485235283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38925771694006,0.0,0.19598275556477926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330675021789346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631201182140093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162771967596905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250975095130935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507688433411379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148562814946534,0.0,0.5854928411522421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926563445723796,0.0,0.09042068811573974,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Morpheus4321,2019/09/18,Helpful Tips? Anyone know any techniques or tips to use when talking to people so it's not so terrifying.I just got my first job and it's really stressful cause anytime I'm talking to someone I'm not comfortable around my heart starts beating real fast and and I'm just in my head the whole time and I never even remember anything the person says and it's very frustrating especially when it's stuff I need to know.I cant even talk to people over the phone without feeling very anxious and awkward and I don't even know why cause I have no reason to be I'm trying to get some new medicine that works but until my doctors appointment I need to find some other way to make it at least a little more bearable so if anyone has any tips or anything i can try it would be very appreciated.,2.5078333333333305,4.650799950000003,3.91,86.02833333333336,77.625,6.2666666666666675,25.666666666666664,7.3011,1.2872166666666671,632,24,124,8,15,208,96,160,0.08199999999999999,0.863,0.054000000000000006,-0.0498,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,11,4,1,2,4,0,8,3,2,5,1,34,22,17,0,4,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,9,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,1,2,10,1,15,18,5,15,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,5,9,77,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132132795757402,0.0,0.0,0.14230483546570108,0.0,0.17615561072637867,0.0,0.20731727378479506,0.1121357452322973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25880194374612336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289307325179499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495965043974145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369179623218628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512992210233056,0.1071459453375924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581162446857111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074588751577146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927664891059812,0.0,0.0,0.14926938322003258,0.08443182665437562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250010365786323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768155941824046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625023509645955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408275742821576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680321782439474,0.09715213732959246,0.12165798709699482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465683558936934,0.10998796478296803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337598903187682,0.08069654060174088,0.1295132178472836,0.0,0.0,0.1426940302245647,0.0,0.0,0.1001725927921401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672991571339056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915882569234569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429272523844788,0.0,0.14420003131123316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303738198804347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345132834921977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710442213229409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879349950731013,0.0,0.3118034771795144,0.0,0.09998532242330957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366401157625206,0.1406356611931356,0.0,0.12142596969662432,0.0,0.09170417488233804,0.0,0.0,0.08948207278675081,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RipeNipples,2019/09/18,"For the epic gamers in this sub, maybe you can relate here I’ve played games since I could pretty much use a controller, it’s been a part of my life for 19 years and it’s something I’m extremely passionate about. I’ve spent most of my life playing single player games like sports games, racing games, and FPS campaigns like CoD and Battlefield without ever really touching any find of multiplayer modes.

I’d say my freshman year of high school is where I came to realize I’ve been dealing with social anxiety. It’s why I had such a hard time in middle school, and it explained a lot of my emotions when it comes he being social. I’ve always had video games to lean back on tho and it felt safe and still does, but as I got older I began playing multiplayer games. Most CoD because it was super risk free socially and just a fun time but today I’ve realized how much multiplayer games have evolved and how I’ve began to feel a lot more nervous about starting a new match.

Nearly every game nowadays has a multiplayer mode. And I unknowingly avoid them all because it scares me to get harassed by my opponent, play terribly, let my teammates down, or feel like I’m not good enough to hang with everyone else. In sports games I’ve never played online Head to head against other players. I always play against the CPU. In games like Fortnite I play online like everyone else, but I spend a lot of time between matches just working up the nerves to hit “play” again. In games like Rainbow Six Siege which is very competitive, I’m scared to play the Ranked mode because I don’t want to suck and get a bad rank.

The social part of gaming has grown tremendously and I really wish I wasn’t so scared or nervous all the time about performing well. The CPU feels safe because it’s just a computer. It’s not programmed to judge you like real players do.

I know this was long but I just needed to get that off my chest, and maybe I’m not the only person struggling with my passions because of the social aspect of it all",6.271209686296098,6.33816742531646,6.283522289488168,80.60145294441391,65.8860759493671,9.097413318657127,31.097963676389647,8.716276077567194,2.3138200330214636,1603,55,310,22,23,508,201,395,0.12300000000000001,0.691,0.18600000000000005,0.9753,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,6,20,37,2,8,20,0,18,7,3,4,5,63,44,24,0,4,14,0,6,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,16,17,0,4,9,24,3,4,7,12,1,1,13,7,26,26,44,27,15,36,0,0,0,2,25,13,1,8,26,179,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391664478681211,0.0,0.0,0.05686829658813178,0.0,0.06397337866752692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430294818200823,0.06982390867191535,0.2548870417489788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564544351137964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203607621361602,0.0,0.0,0.09379325577236962,0.06676826151318824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621435336425072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731813530550533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971696785135368,0.09406757894626043,0.0,0.0864076311551618,0.0,0.0,0.07564417071506803,0.07045820069171864,0.1598157478515168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685089480253567,0.05974216735172495,0.08029371981681442,0.0,0.07643231154389839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107282171495666,0.0,0.0,0.0701412115227023,0.06688305629641447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491213944770042,0.0,0.1716480463889064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883550703044719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045958459687739366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551287330142003,0.11813451227356235,0.285986813801038,0.0,0.0,0.07400605171164379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132865624723881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802637237190504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294892145077613,0.062007345620656115,0.06449724182850547,0.08076615532959566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360106053759619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811168177933484,0.0,0.0,0.07301867522240738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507733047915328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518427582934266,0.10714544089250712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650245809811013,0.2511715351159903,0.16926720585510988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917598596004232,0.0,0.0,0.4262289968758999,0.0,0.06437909616744747,0.0,0.0,0.05919065189802253,0.0,0.06678353677940868,0.0,0.0,0.08742366638179078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950511112727348,0.0,0.07926731990873558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722256950795362,0.0,0.06899990339341165,0.04932456371040907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518948512247685,0.0,0.07545912466095124,0.0,0.09616534836768637,0.08061212390227512,0.0,0.06088045519785092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770432892061294
socialanxiety,Mmmm_Crunchy,2019/09/18,"I will never forget the day When I was ordering from a pizzeria and I wanted a Sicilian, so I rehearsed in my mind to say “ I want a Sicilian” but my mouth was like “I want a large pepperoni pie”. And I didn’t want to make it seem like I fucked up my order cuz I just finished paying so my dumbass decided to not correct myself so I was sitting with big ass pie by myself  hoping nobody would judge me or look at me weird. Then when I went to pack it up, I asked for a box but the box was too small and I was to afraid to ask for a bigger box. So now I had a small ass box with like 12 slices trying fit in there.",0.5230000000000032,1.9526990222222231,3.0449074074074085,93.26958333333336,81.0,6.277777777777778,19.39814814814815,7.1686216300943375,0.18570370370370304,468,11,113,6,12,163,78,135,0.159,0.687,0.153,-0.7836,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,1,9,0,9,4,3,2,2,24,21,14,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,8,2,22,4,17,11,0,21,0,0,1,3,3,10,3,3,10,79,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232084531807351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597532170036606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092544866492293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248140002968008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317456599801096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900747750354912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510886201575651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285463088297913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457303760545662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800005052818504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605813517914912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367499934615728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340221486298873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982627003818066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079067004589165,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fishwithtartarsauce,2019/09/18,"I wish I could just be relaxed 😩 I went to a dermatologist about a week ago and at the beginning of the appointment they had to get my weight, height, heart rate, etc. They seemed concerned and brought up that my heart rate was 140. I was trying to act relaxed and I’m not sure if I looked like I was or not, but I know that internally I was freaking out. No matter how I try to rationalize things to myself, I can never control it. I can attempt to look calm to others, but really I never am.",3.4951260504201684,4.189314843137257,5.132072829131655,84.22147058823529,72.13725490196079,8.181512605042016,26.336134453781508,8.418075326091056,1.532519327731093,382,12,84,6,7,130,67,102,0.08199999999999999,0.795,0.12300000000000001,0.2309,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,3,6,0,0,4,0,10,3,2,2,3,21,20,8,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,2,2,0,3,5,1,0,0,7,3,17,5,12,11,1,12,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,3,6,63,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799108207348358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22763566647703706,0.1620461682869218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263528254314747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603764944650244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810145520276687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154090467513664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915546764020028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34086872225632137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130688343988072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002066964566805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847661617274616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128636316321665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348368760701788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755915436968665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628013888480335,0.2471492651224784,0.0,0.18814493546124014,0.0,0.0,0.23339272090950766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_Cat_12345,2019/09/18,"How I partially overcame social anxiety About a year and a half ago my parents bugged me to get a job. I was 16, never hung out with friends on the weekend, rarely left the house, and I didn't speak unless someone directly asked me a question. So naturally becoming a cashier was the last thing I wanted to be. 

I handed my resume into a local grocery store and I applied for their posted produce position, and a few days later I get a call from the manager saying ""we don't have a produce position available but you can work cash"". I didn't turn them down because it's a job, and maybe it wouldn't be so bad. 

In summary, it wasnt bad at all. In fact it was great.

I walked in on my first day and cried a little bit in the parking lot, contemplating quitting. But I powered through, and 1.5 years later I was one of the best front end workers there, and was about to be promoted (until I quit because of uni). 

How did this solve my social anxiety? It forced me to interact with people. Every 2 minutes I had to talk to a new person I'd never seen before, and make small talk while scanning items. It taught me how to be polite, how to initiate conversations, and it made me realize that it doesn't matter if I'm ever awkward, or if i say the wrong thing, because 5 seconds later the reset button would be hit and I get to start over with someone new. This reset button taught me the appropriate things to say in certain situations, taught me how to deal with conflicts, and gave me a huge confidence boost.

How was my schooling affected? In terms of presentations, I wasn't terrified of them anymore. They still give me butterflies but overall I'm no longer worried about people silently judging me, and if I screwed up I would just keep going. The reason why the title says ""partially"" though is because this didn't all of a sudden make me a brand new person and make a bunch of new friends. However it did give me just enough confidence that I was able to start fresh in University. Currently I have a close friend group that's slowly growing, and along with it is my confidence.

All in all, being a cashier was one of the best things I could have done. It pushed me hundreds of kilometers out of my comfort zone. I still have anxiety, but that small amount of confidence I got from work was enough to make me slowly try new things elsewhere. 


Sorry if these posts aren't allowed, I just wanted to share my own story of overcoming alot of my social anxiety. It's not a ""cure"", but I think it might help some of you who may not have the motivation to go outside of your comfort zone. The best motivator for me was the fact I was being paid, and also that if I didn't show up I'd be fired.",6.768795229161083,5.9657272833020665,7.220420128651835,77.20042917448409,65.09756097560975,10.315974269632807,34.04509514875369,9.606745405546679,3.0092348432055758,2114,80,416,36,28,695,251,533,0.102,0.742,0.156,0.9896,7,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,1,3,4,15,21,16,1,1,35,0,46,2,1,18,10,89,76,40,0,11,17,1,2,0,3,5,0,5,0,2,28,27,0,2,6,2,3,6,15,5,0,5,29,9,59,11,63,32,19,63,0,0,2,1,37,25,1,12,30,301,87,15,0.07335384475801153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502375746024718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866104315096765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224461961846306,0.0,0.07274730323387442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857594280757115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224947927615943,0.1788632916748488,0.08101355841633373,0.062418719123113524,0.0,0.23094100350285254,0.0,0.08008339999652245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490247694944151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585670761825999,0.0,0.08057575403548398,0.09461432291349876,0.07562459298899528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506645109837308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496973388097094,0.1515882607074549,0.0,0.0,0.06635275217048904,0.061803777934007084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062394742878335636,0.0,0.0,0.17001899549388094,0.0,0.1149730689533066,0.1407353839332861,0.08337736083198752,0.0,0.05866777065422767,0.08087287280752851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916753590860939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464048817502466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558474447679826,0.06520026762649814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979317388502041,0.0,0.0,0.07969916696003257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735198231939929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236281565494928,0.0,0.06940918153179679,0.1958570439116488,0.0,0.07369379648628023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781683727628494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315001439693093,0.35422800182013103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941292724090453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145076376151275,0.0,0.0,0.10170863968959704,0.12809949570601142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050541280529186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217309394499178,0.1560416864067414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541996947682829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333356862372612,0.0,0.07423800706997517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245279491362095,0.0,0.22432502118989456,0.12430494924247926,0.0,0.0,0.08211362363886962,0.10384045773977504,0.0,0.11716095035754424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791808364446985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436651750704581,0.047002181822499836,0.07206978003693391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049802445517859666,0.0797879190099391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653199634171778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661904354334177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680494524781388,0.07449439003211918,0.0,0.10421693338293687,0.08020091396341908,0.0,0.09447494204777784
socialanxiety,blackucscslug,2019/09/18,"Anyone a pharmacist or pharmacy student? Mail order would be ideal for someone with SA, but the retail and hospital setting is more standard.",7.138749999999997,9.907875375,7.773333333333332,60.70500000000001,66.08333333333334,9.8,41.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,5.561816666666667,115,7,13,3,2,38,24,24,0.0,0.909,0.091,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344824584691485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6476690411105445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430039730754487,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dominic_l,2019/09/18,"I'm convinced that if youre alone in a room, the fastest way to get another person in the room with you is to fart Every time. Ive been sitting in this room all day by myself and as soon as i fart two people walk in.",6.968571428571429,3.1510410612244897,7.6915306122449,83.55525510204082,66.9591836734694,10.616326530612248,32.66326530612245,7.1686216300943375,1.872216326530612,168,4,42,1,2,57,37,49,0.043,0.899,0.057999999999999996,0.1779,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,1,10,4,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989861154107517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039513084835217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24844398062392575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32457615580169585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126880043608614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670726643727103,0.3363713616406208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246329712518267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763175204945435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057807198630262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fantahsmic,2019/09/18,"anxiety on the phone... for those of you who have anxiety about phone calls, for example to discuss something you need to do, do you prefer doing it in person or is it easier for you to call?

recently, i’ve had to call a program director to figure out my tuition, but i get so anxious, i don’t end up calling. i’d rather go in and talk to her instead, which is usually something i also get anxious doing, but for some reason, i prefer it over calling...",8.060384615384617,5.51346775824176,9.231950549450547,69.39429945054947,63.725274725274716,12.176923076923075,40.33241758241759,10.686352973137794,4.326052747252748,350,16,66,7,4,123,59,91,0.107,0.872,0.021,-0.7683,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,12,13,6,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,10,0,18,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,2,3,54,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206615481978581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23085105866768985,0.3409110068856829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7703450490400038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336380714523907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576608910648762,0.0,0.08575061831706546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187826624020304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317457263372689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513345473058107,0.14897933719207146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323151100641843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127451003939024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661769519105818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LionZekai,2019/09/18,"being looked/stared at... I have to take a ride with the train each day to get to my workplace. 

Well.. i always noticed how some people keep staring at me or look at me. 

That alone wouldn't be bad (people say i look somewhat handsome so maybe that's one reason) BUT why is it that when you try to look at them they still keep staring at you?

I find it really disrepectful towards anybody doing that tbh.

I sometimes try to make my little ""stare wars"" in which i would lock onto to someone who i caught staring and try to not look away unless the person looks somewhere else.

It works most of the time but there were moments where people would STILL continue and those situations felt awkward af.

Anybody feeling the same?",3.6421702637889695,5.714216568345325,3.783615107913669,88.56712529976022,73.96402877697841,5.784412470023981,25.252398081534768,6.42735559955562,0.8507261390887284,569,19,108,4,12,175,96,139,0.042,0.914,0.045,0.1098,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,1,8,5,1,1,5,0,9,0,0,3,0,24,22,9,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,10,4,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,3,1,1,3,12,15,2,19,14,5,20,0,0,9,0,7,11,0,4,7,78,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136991406467278,0.0,0.0,0.11357658910868518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824359471168556,0.0,0.113969444599284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802938958046548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402587974511055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901707596795402,0.0,0.13105869932505804,0.0,0.12475595053018383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131414333117048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426499321837771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368060344044926,0.0,0.0,0.5731162715079885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911129281997802,0.0,0.1371297647288613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540294520483264,0.0,0.0,0.09249402238416796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838898760112781,0.11918407346079316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744358932441215,0.14034183558640276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854803688435312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534285503915774,0.0,0.0,0.11565361846588885,0.0,0.13499920217998398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801365004896905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262889278801512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959260389116563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780178778572283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272735832334708,0.0,0.12316747502586985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937157340264284,0.0,0.0,0.1939273620979235,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brainxmelt,2019/09/18,"Why so late to the (anxiety) party? Yo  


I am 24. I'm a talkative introvert. (it happens- introversion is about inward movement of energy and inward psychological orientation- its not about being shy or socially anxious) So I have always been pretty good at social interactions even though its kind of exhausting. 

BUTT

Recently it got EXPONENTIALLY more difficult and tiring.

At some point over the course of the last year I developed what I'm pretty sure is social anxiety. I get so panic-y when I am around people, its like Ive completely forgotten how to act around people. I feel like I never know what to say, but i still end up talking because I feel like I need to fill awkward silence maybe? Like when its quiet I end up stressing myself out thinking about what the other person is thinking, or stressing about why I dont know what to say and I'm pretty sure people can see it on my face when I stress, like people ask me if I'm ok really often. I feel like I just say dumb shit or repeat myself, I can be tactless and insensitive and I'm constantly worried about offending people, and I say things I dont mean. And I get visibly frustrated with myself almost every time I talk these days, even when I am around people I know really well and am comfortable with I end up worrying that I am irritating or seem dumb for some reason? But I sometimes cant help myself but talk anyway. The only solution I can come up with is to just not interact with people anymore and I have been missing uni for like a month now which is not ideal but I've been working from home at least. 

Anyway TL;DR - Social anxiety stuff

The most frustrating part is that I wasn't like this until recently- and I don't know why I'm like this now or how to make it go away.  I have felt like this for like 6 months, I kept trying to make myself go out (like once or twice a month has been all I could handle) coz I thought I would snap out of it, but I have totally given up on that idea.

Let me know if you can relate- or if you might know just wtf is happening.",3.777783942300069,5.219427648648651,5.360298010620593,80.01615756518984,72.26781326781327,8.691416343029246,25.414044543076802,9.19923166143015,2.0708130141872068,1611,50,312,35,31,546,196,407,0.168,0.685,0.147,-0.9383,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,2,30,33,6,4,9,1,37,5,3,6,5,80,74,36,0,7,21,0,4,12,0,2,2,5,1,1,24,21,0,1,17,0,0,6,9,13,1,1,10,10,46,20,44,58,8,49,0,1,1,1,18,19,4,17,36,219,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538981551997856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054335909722840914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498659388606894,0.07377187757585185,0.06476133897580938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439599523266688,0.06104789703982962,0.0,0.061352717487567925,0.0,0.0,0.03980706413694995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625128461480753,0.06846716679096113,0.07056750262025169,0.0,0.05213777150322276,0.0,0.0,0.042113933890229834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530652659159399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351269828547286,0.0,0.0,0.08626178070716209,0.0,0.055019158578322916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905489252386168,0.13995377743404094,0.06269948508582875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823446423974186,0.0,0.07422446314455823,0.05477162916107266,0.05222741206060688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549144136436434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043770082436541034,0.0,0.06550252455943821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371721505342753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800125129160069,0.2153273081132536,0.05322927215540009,0.07366270658246833,0.0,0.0,0.06677499979376922,0.0,0.3828349786808647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717824474389615,0.0,0.0656039292524593,0.07113225543241086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927435592592877,0.0,0.0,0.15636861515538025,0.0,0.0,0.04842008379763718,0.05036438542552889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954374938577093,0.0,0.04966457844670464,0.0,0.07661700129084759,0.0,0.07071494035856556,0.0,0.31690187671778475,0.05701857316536441,0.0,0.0,0.06173083227443873,0.0,0.0,0.19930468381673092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366736512620103,0.06714060854093246,0.12895430423401336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772084736919766,0.0,0.0,0.05203667858623687,0.059447847632021815,0.0,0.0,0.06703084227605131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662657920817548,0.0,0.0,0.06458465181841096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214969960082185,0.0,0.22440724294170133,0.0,0.07475436109752075,0.0,0.0,0.12309139796045622,0.0,0.0,0.15746012525839118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338327964847486,0.08368486787265945,0.06415819208966325,0.0518419350590064,0.03807771102808634,0.07505423392050857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044335293717177336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587137077694667,0.0,0.17677278890789014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754012146161348,0.13263327244328108,0.0,0.046388167325829975,0.0,0.0,0.042051893848259636
socialanxiety,klocus21,2019/09/18,"So I thought that my social anxiety isn't that but So I thought that my social anxiety isn't that but today I got a call from job that I applied. Saw that unknow number and got really nervous. My breath started to be soo shallow and started shaking. I don't want to feel those emotions. At monday they will be calling for interview and I probably the same gonna happen. I hate this, I want to get a better job beacuse recently I moved onto new city. I want to have a normal life without getting anxious in situations like this. Maybe do you have any advices how can I perform fine interview and don't get those [feelings.At](https://feelings.At) least I know when they will be calling me.",2.333606965174127,4.9770243507462695,3.6566865671641833,84.75721890547266,81.61194029850745,6.2599004975124375,28.3363184079602,7.554174236665415,2.01895184079602,549,26,99,9,15,179,81,134,0.136,0.765,0.099,-0.4076,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,2,4,6,1,2,4,0,13,2,1,1,0,18,31,10,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,5,2,19,3,10,20,2,12,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,1,8,68,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382568076383267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962141667651772,0.0,0.2164701843710164,0.1598369722464291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513135412573684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334138273154789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591507794488926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153870656168163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175910100140164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263158180690413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511408760794876,0.0,0.0,0.13968644168816546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808026466424513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777560639224361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993453599402777,0.06912207591058801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421399829277824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037540599365912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664640589016114,0.0,0.0,0.13862456116065358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254399108765732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063845707233256,0.0,0.1396986644789999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590342663856644,0.0,0.28845082582713066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002866129049631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464543963132025,0.0,0.0,0.1341105606162888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25035329435786136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363858036508743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coldsilencehas,2019/09/18,"I want to have friends and improve but my social anxiety keeps me from looking for professional help \[30M\] The thought of speaking about my feelings with a stranger terrifies me. Looking at me and analyzing everything I say, I think they might try to hold their laugh and talk shit at my back, I want to improve but I don't trust people at all

​

People who received help, how is a session? what consisted the therapy and how hard was it?",7.099642857142861,7.567411583333333,6.695333333333334,76.98300000000003,64.1190476190476,10.053333333333336,39.41904761904762,9.888512548439397,3.949793333333334,359,19,65,7,5,112,60,84,0.165,0.613,0.222,0.5868,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,2,1,18,13,8,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,6,13,3,11,10,1,5,0,0,2,0,11,3,1,1,1,46,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212217348532887,0.2491027755811285,0.0,0.0,0.1568277990430221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763572356825928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842447291045885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365638047615854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838588501136516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836436685991432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748202457998917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221732332324772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443041158341355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747726373139345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842484664212476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630277210881692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043406277776666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897616121154788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477476516039394,0.0,0.0,0.2344403889875439,0.0,0.0,0.13135853691753518,0.0,0.16275058833067235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391845255789738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183380420353875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491027755811285,0.0
socialanxiety,squishybeary,2019/09/18,"What’s your experience with networking and working in the business industry? I’m a second-year college student majoring in Business Administration - Finance. I’m forcing myself to join one or two business clubs this semester to put myself out there and start making connections. I’m just so nervous reading all the rules about the clubs and about big events. I honestly don’t know much about the business industry, so it’s even more intimidating when I think about how I’ll have to go to networking events. I’m also terribly worried about shaking hands because they get sweaty/clammy when I’m nervous. How do you deal with coming out of your shell and making conversation?",7.580516528925622,9.018201462809923,7.472386363636364,68.42857954545455,63.29752066115702,10.347520661157027,38.26549586776859,10.411451182825502,4.43704049586777,551,28,85,13,8,176,78,121,0.13699999999999998,0.82,0.043,-0.8843,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,1,15,5,0,3,5,0,3,1,1,4,1,18,16,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,3,1,4,1,4,0,2,0,1,8,1,16,16,4,14,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,55,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572640829583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444276054588056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23237374387840806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781099848900461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817346815991528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638763502582376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093809612973954,0.0,0.15331042220967886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482526520302931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601328441582758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830411847119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279587763775765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711825964069849,0.0,0.0,0.2698322926264436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909370152721796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285086186654658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26351563065835193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963879773433896,0.273953655383516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371613959772894
socialanxiety,Ilovedumplings07,2019/09/18,"How to get past a toxic friend? I have a toxic friend and we're in the same group of friends. I've known those people since middle school (I'm in my early 20's) and I really enjoy their presence. Plus, I don't really have a lot of friends.This particular guy is a social butterfly. My group of friends are aware of his narcissistic qualities but he's very open about it so they find his personality fun to be around, if not a little annoying at times. I once even considered him as my closest friend in high school. 

Anyways, life happened and we kind of grew apart, even if our main group are still somewhat tight-knit. But recently, he's been making a lot of comments about me saying I'm not living my life, I have no friends outside our group, I didn't change or improve in appearance, I'm still single or whatever.  I do realize that the reason why I'm angry at him is because all of what he's saying is true. I had depression in college and it really affected my social skills and I felt very stagnant as the years went by. Meanwhile, he came out of the closet and had tons of relationships, got fitter, got more fashionable and sociable, etc.

I realize that it's no use comparing myself to him  but I just hate his side-comments so much. Before, for every group meeting, I was always trying to impress him to ""prove"" that his comments were untrue. But it has come to a point where I hate seeing him and I'm declining group invites more and more. I want to stop this feeling but I'm very non-confrontational. I figured that I can minimize contact with him but everytime there's a group activity, he's there. I haven't actually fully told them of my struggles back in college so this friend could have seen it as a light-hearted joke, especially since we like roasting each other. Any help would be very much appreciated.",3.8026514053897422,5.6116145602240906,4.977421037380469,81.30302521008404,72.86554621848741,8.173437650922438,27.436395247754273,8.841846274778883,2.179760243407708,1446,54,277,29,29,477,192,357,0.098,0.7390000000000001,0.162,0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,4,0,3,1,17,19,3,1,13,0,24,2,0,5,3,56,48,27,0,5,13,0,2,1,7,1,2,2,1,2,14,19,0,1,9,1,0,5,7,5,0,0,13,6,42,14,36,31,15,32,0,1,2,0,49,18,0,8,10,181,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.09220505921892383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862022209714865,0.0,0.0,0.064253966046217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411289420436384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726541798690113,0.0,0.057598009114897625,0.0,0.08040093457586463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806722635574983,0.0,0.0,0.09995404225718292,0.0813916342290857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543967140961752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138096489875149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537726966153207,0.12481470159027692,0.0,0.07960883491396943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777514348404913,0.0,0.09072172469310012,0.0,0.08635882284894132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109995007788789,0.0,0.04936522421886827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511387499246429,0.0,0.0,0.09355635322919573,0.08355397762457309,0.0,0.0,0.18657144125675107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196679357440982,0.06333221657508746,0.0998300288203016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983930057801586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347702315556992,0.04616126364678368,0.09470015690309967,0.08343318847073004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606578517431832,0.0,0.0,0.06307038014791466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891669521126232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062489153244808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901979236181236,0.06550494627544656,0.08250184654659519,0.0,0.0,0.08932015251817989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159114834162834,0.09714771653131782,0.09329388328065087,0.10144299195544412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027869449206285,0.0,0.1912504848970992,0.07529339710177176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632018962276306,0.0,0.0,0.19263389365450245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091386104805354,0.07899482921862427,0.0,0.09877766046018166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509575735916605,0.0,0.0,0.09028576774924188,0.0,0.06415003736141656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816058795099106,0.0,0.3118445753311195,0.055730504200727435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758980393444557,0.08525924504047644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712040042100106,0.0,0.0,0.06084611909177461
socialanxiety,Z7ilvs,2019/09/18,"Anonymous questionnaire on Social Anxiety Hello everyone,  
I am a university student working on a master thesis about how visual communication can help explain/depict social anxiety disorders for therapy and educational reasons. In short I'm trying to help people in need.  
Help me do that by answering these questions in the link provided:

[https://forms.gle/asucCSBmvoKQBrJA7](https://forms.gle/asucCSBmvoKQBrJA7)  
Thank you all who participate!",13.856557377049176,18.209807114754106,13.154885245901639,22.478229508196737,51.622950819672134,13.40459016393443,43.34754098360656,12.340626583579946,7.559430163934426,378,19,33,13,5,124,52,61,0.053,0.778,0.16899999999999998,0.8172,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,0,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34866142948944284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611749245352689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775302579539485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582377311512762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689731745708005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798614346016945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552823486417605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343028115190989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645982889630846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098050644816488,0.2606053316224712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471834696175996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590234078120844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CimmShade,2019/09/18,"A realization I used to think all the things I thought about regarding social situations and interactions were exclusive to me. However, since joining this sub I’ve never felt more related to in my entire life. I wish people openly talked more about these things outside of screens and demolished the filters society has caused them to construct around themselves. What I’ve noticed is that when I’m truly myself and am honest with the people I’m talking to, they admire me for it and that’s how I’m able to develop close friendships. When you take away the filter you notice you’ll stand out so much more, because others haven’t yet learned to take off their mask. It’s a scary thing and I know to a lot of you standing out is terrifying, but you’ll learn that it’s such a beautiful thing. It doesn’t mean you have to change who you are, it doesn’t mean you have to fake anything. Embrace your anxieties and you’ll learn to live with them better each day. I promise there are people who’ll appreciate you for it.",7.977258883248731,7.11211639593909,7.546807106598988,76.04356091370559,62.70558375634518,10.72263959390863,34.92842639593909,9.888512548439397,3.1962511675126897,818,30,155,14,10,258,118,197,0.053,0.797,0.15,0.9531,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,11,4,1,10,5,0,0,8,0,16,1,0,3,2,31,29,11,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,19,14,0,0,9,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,2,24,4,25,22,7,15,0,0,1,0,21,8,0,1,5,110,43,3,0.150240463882308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493354364373233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363510045798648,0.13374586568331628,0.0,0.0,0.14115586143107148,0.0,0.0,0.09158519230108554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287548114210693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433834204760233,0.1589344896128915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968926701206212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442544061779848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256822982214554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611928277845167,0.0,0.0,0.13266508214097505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772906974290715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273118193381264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044402784283076,0.0,0.11587470777684128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34209952783419506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312473461852209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428046426556034,0.16887657623238975,0.0,0.1531512327002574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259242623661317,0.24151518772195024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992523533599909,0.09626802281173824,0.0,0.1192741462998854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975952264088358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276911887166824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lostspirit10,2019/09/18,"Left my classroom asap when professor made us go up and introduce ourselves to front of the class when he called attendance My social anxiety is not playing this semester :( my professor wanted each one of us when he called our name for attendance to go up to front of the classroom and introduce ourselves and say a fun fact about ourselves. Omg i had to nope out real quick. I was feeling so anxious and embarrassed of my apperance, i couldnt bear to have eyes on me im so ugly. I hope i hope he doesnt have to make me do it next time. These sitiations are hell.  Maybe im not fit/ready for college yet 😣

Did anyone else do something similar or purposely miss the first days because of introductions??",4.015447909754478,5.815083802919707,5.029316522893165,81.18779694757802,72.28467153284672,9.069409422694095,30.7027206370272,9.573946990214177,3.0214875912408767,559,25,106,14,11,183,90,137,0.152,0.773,0.076,-0.8811,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,3,0,0,1,8,7,1,1,4,0,11,1,1,2,1,19,20,10,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,6,5,3,0,2,4,3,14,4,18,15,1,20,1,1,1,0,11,5,1,3,9,68,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912985562234378,0.1906934685648787,0.0,0.11802734709135768,0.17295329456132916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289757266723494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447228547653894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886061724784817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100890294070814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534923991089859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435793231637094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918633603279057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353086063204927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646611815094944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339930450785105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597205605144446,0.1126738427967922,0.0,0.16958007890979068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795183761621412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438175837028867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212885189694348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423478627523147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206810074759826,0.0,0.1299487938006831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842735510548746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060859417698333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956131633537252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slaeit,2019/09/18,"Slow but steady steps Long background story but in essence, I spoke quite a bit today without mixing all my words up. I feel good. Im really happy.",2.2433333333333323,4.657846896551725,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,80.0344827586207,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,0.2695425287356321,116,3,22,1,3,37,26,29,0.0,0.711,0.289,0.8844,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,3,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722024676440783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723822323080778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859522269330053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629216518018377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682581624062055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017084369381647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36261635206831017,0.0,0.0,0.21840567594854335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231576153140364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286401225076364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Moshpitgal,2019/09/18,"Working as a server has made my social anxiety worse Hi all, F19 here.

I have a mild case of social anxiety. I have no problem with speaking in front of a class and i'm quite open with small groups of people (4 to 5).
I have a big problem with hanging out in big groups and i'm too afraid to say something then, even when my closest friends are present.

So i've been working as a server for 2 years now. It's great and i have no problem with talking to costumers because for some reason i feel like i'm in charge. But in the last couple of months i feel like my social anxiety is going through the roof. Now, when i'm working i feel like i'm judging people fot what they order, like ""alcohol at 10am?!"" or more generally ""why is he/she ordering xy?"". I always find myself being judgemental and always have to remind myself that it's none of my business.

So now when i'm buying anything anywhere my social anxiety acts up big time. When i'm at a bakery, i don't always just buy cake but i always buy the cake and a sandwhich so it looks like this is my lunch for work. When i'm at a drugstore i buy more than just a lipstick because i don't want to feel judged by the cashier for only buying one thing. I constantly feel judged for everything i'm buying.

Can anybody help me?",2.114357707509882,3.849134856060609,3.7259156785243768,88.79365612648223,77.33333333333333,6.106455862977603,25.11462450592885,6.895973343053719,0.9817788537549405,998,36,207,10,23,332,136,264,0.07200000000000001,0.8490000000000001,0.079,0.7717,0,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,5,16,11,0,1,13,0,15,2,0,2,1,31,33,19,0,4,5,0,5,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,7,11,2,0,7,0,6,4,5,4,0,1,2,8,23,7,33,30,5,36,0,0,1,0,13,15,0,2,20,124,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998230899379856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342526225635769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149115361041752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468832981062817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546917408782046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121199796023803,0.0,0.0,0.11387087310433595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797282476947315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924912404169922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26017860195971354,0.2205624208395241,0.0,0.0,0.094060283893133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795100464498413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584876220450476,0.0,0.0,0.113461543307791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898016987857931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388753302249423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513895755085237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642069411955265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737842348040313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214388334569712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973626481862867,0.07826969627413037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269332628237558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954204788774344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946025499919602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581132876821496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184025789546827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196258848103142,0.0,0.07922717421434354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271727768370597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683705817639351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000918502068095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060700538447556275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928626459747965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996864956080301,0.0,0.10487676705120544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627236276227055
socialanxiety,GiraffeNinja6,2019/09/18,"Got offered a job as assistant supervisor with no skill I have your typical SA and am working on it with a mixture of meds and talk therapy. 

Is there anyone here who is a supervisor/manager that has tips to offer me about being an assistant supervisor? My tasks are reportedly going to be tracking inventory and man-hours (what people are doing and for how long and with what lot numbers) 

Also I will be tasked with helping people with efficiency. I will have to approach people I barely know and show them how to do something faster and to keep them accountable. How do I do this without making everyone hate me and call me a stick in a mud or a bad supervisor?

Thanks for any suggestions!",6.604217557251912,7.1685052519084005,7.730601145038168,68.80368797709926,65.18320610687022,11.130152671755726,34.6956106870229,10.9516,4.058396183206107,552,24,96,15,8,188,87,131,0.044000000000000004,0.8690000000000001,0.087,0.6757,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,2,7,3,1,0,7,0,17,0,0,4,0,22,24,14,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,12,1,18,18,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,2,2,77,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703361725739996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484743123483942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893468323826548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778462591055292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749700575636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035308065829962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105291485263835,0.0,0.17035570746623366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029358707899726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427695354822387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976227855614588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113698191107984,0.1893243529562932,0.0,0.0,0.11705933232873117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849846275334786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108514201262949,0.0,0.0,0.1421792787834941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365951902811645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430025312842096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397795018572064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712014819917877,0.0,0.19610195469463176,0.24358427696333995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532457932045725,0.0,0.1550666729422805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,orangebanana79,2019/09/18,"Social anxiety!? I have a friend at work that blames autism or other conditions as an excuse for being to afraid to get to know people.  I think she has social anxiety and has a fear of intimacy and social situations because she’s not used to it. 

She didn’t have a good childhood and this didn’t have the usual life experience most of us have had when it comes to making friends and dating. 

I think she’s basically spent most of her life being at home or with family and finally moved out on her own at 35 due to their family being poor and her learning the same financial habits.  

Since she hasn’t had a normal social and dating life the idea being new to her is scary and that’s why she doesn’t try to get to know people, doesn’t initiate conversations and doesn’t like people touching her.  I think she has a fear of people getting to know her and deciding they she’s icky. 

She thinks she’s like that because she thinks she has some mild form of autism and I think that’s not true and it’s an excuse for her to not try and to stay the way she is.  

Last night I told her to really think about her fears and to be honest with herself.  I think she mentally is avoiding the truth. 

What do you guys think.",5.621324041811847,5.3177160569105695,6.228710801393727,81.70243902439027,67.29268292682927,9.630197444831591,26.51451800232288,9.23628265651192,1.80956887340302,954,22,201,16,14,312,113,246,0.1,0.8109999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.546,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,2,1,2,13,0,5,12,0,25,3,0,2,2,48,45,18,0,1,5,0,1,2,2,0,3,0,1,1,10,18,0,1,15,0,2,2,9,5,0,0,6,1,35,8,30,34,6,19,0,0,0,0,39,5,0,5,12,138,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337169346161796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424623047312285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072056261676543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166374435680293,0.17667785154274812,0.3163403766448613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265179357831376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447960928678664,0.0,0.146874628224107,0.0,0.0,0.0785972578509752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278498386919967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939960868709565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578416323113367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449728461027876,0.07638397639249225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985647635825151,0.0915613307918483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255036673257537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094434942867148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995960560339223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050311789977447,0.0,0.0879379761062142,0.0918132820310824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598594397381195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600313115682291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751566714579923,0.10533095888651,0.0,0.3820912658193784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987953972804776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403948280561838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954136426960999,0.0,0.1272422444086914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271837345805635,0.08093304145159871,0.10320537903188116,0.0,0.0,0.07438051244682542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455628509162612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822004826251797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tamtam2005,2019/09/18,"Do I have social anxiety? Hey all, I know this isn't the best place for this but hey.

So I've always been awkward and introverted, but i assumed the way I act was normal. I spent two years hating myself for thinking I had social anxiety because 'other people have it worse' etc. 

I'm in high school, and I have 3 friends. I don't talk to others and socialise and I feel like my brain curls into a ball when I have to talk to others. One time, i was asked to hand out jotters and my brain freaked out. I couldn't really pay attention or see or move and I was just freaking out. I didn't know anyones name and was scared I'd get it wrong. It got to the point where I gave my friend a fiver to hand them out for me (he would have done it anyway I just was not thinking straight.) I'm still like this but my friends look out for me a little.

I've always done well in school but all my report cards always say that I don't speak out in class enough. I don't.

I used to be fairly fat, but I took up running as did weekly 10k runs. I lost weight but then I saw people I recognised from school see me and I felt really self conscious. Since then I've given up and gains a fair amount of the weight back.

I can talk more if you need more examples (believe me, I have more examples) but that's me.",0.7822857529061906,2.6785933978102205,2.3641281427412832,96.18791430116251,82.17518248175182,5.227142470938092,18.542308732089754,6.238725200709706,-0.2933026223303594,997,23,232,8,27,325,143,274,0.12,0.7440000000000001,0.136,0.7674,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,3,9,14,1,2,8,0,26,7,5,1,2,46,49,24,0,5,13,0,6,2,3,1,1,2,0,1,12,16,3,0,9,1,2,5,7,7,1,2,19,12,39,7,26,27,9,32,0,1,4,0,19,18,0,4,10,152,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625624839889087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092968259156212,0.0,0.0,0.07354652188292896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833207033088363,0.0,0.0,0.08087936932651843,0.0,0.06411868745989292,0.0,0.0,0.11850541966170824,0.11038325331499084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348384198623429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152778145422773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868233744192927,0.11730704450784628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318377389216,0.07514288153523242,0.10099234332588744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437927812294649,0.0,0.05495386788045195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412459404773576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103846609585237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111317997862086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561184486413988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277437300367703,0.10542117438052462,0.0,0.0,0.08832737629148857,0.0,0.11481986109937148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117930694541276,0.0,0.07799199180129247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305717940694624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127484182523246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584154007594294,0.0,0.10989403121414212,0.0,0.09943209897686968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347660710838514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364588283594909,0.10530670794675803,0.3193529669543302,0.16763474539308096,0.0,0.1097289915591831,0.0,0.0,0.08700860963873748,0.0,0.0,0.21444200261811852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399941975948498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536267563994221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479426339479392,0.0,0.0,0.06133315544694312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686237808036665,0.0,0.0,0.10274867867026156,0.0,0.0,0.09084449208561744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348950877301207,0.08437159876900695,0.2561695422934416,0.09457230669235617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719064180104466,0.07471910996423478,0.11500129038811233,0.0,0.06773451640334277
socialanxiety,PurrfectPawer,2019/09/18,"I only have anxiety AFTER having to talk for a long time in front of people It's like my coristol levels rise, because of these situations. Even if I know I performed like everyone else, I was as lazy as everyone else(except I had more text and less explaining, bcs not interesting topic and I had to stay on topic...). But I would still feel like ""people will notice me"" or something. I won't let my logic follow my emotions. (Unless I am happy. I am happy that I am happy. Would you have guessed?) Anyways, what frustrates me is that our emotional vulnerability is the path to connection, it makes me more emphatietic, BUT anxiety is the only way for me to feel others' emotions. So on the days when I am happy, I am very careless, maybe even rude, but productive about things. When I am tired just a little bit, and I need to give a short presentation, but I am not worried about it, well after it, I become annoyingly anxious, for some reason... This reason is the big bad nothing. Hormones, the articles said. 

Other times I should be anxious but I am not. I am antisocial, because I don't emphathise and connect that easily, unless I ate a lot of nutella. ASPD maybe...

So I guess we have to become one with our body, workout, get testosterone, keep our diets, sleep enough. Because all summer I had no problem. Kill those stress hormones!

Btw sorry for my bad composition of words, if it was, cuz I'm rly braindead and tired..... I have to take sleeping seriously. I will find someone to sleep with on the desk maybe, instead of going to toilet together.",3.072577380251857,5.5527406757679225,4.620651994821703,79.9301706484642,77.39590443686006,6.771754736965987,26.485700835589032,7.873277556716777,1.8827265858538311,1210,48,213,20,29,404,165,293,0.168,0.753,0.079,-0.98,0,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,4,1,0,1,13,19,4,1,10,0,32,8,4,4,1,44,49,22,1,7,14,0,2,3,0,6,2,1,0,0,15,8,2,1,8,1,0,4,6,10,1,1,7,3,39,9,32,34,8,25,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,7,14,165,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567279172361366,0.20035579780497756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480804174468593,0.16216700093945835,0.1958699023638412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681050953022168,0.09849831736400216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718826130328191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407687179563313,0.2992434817140308,0.0,0.09162533532870766,0.0,0.11713845750971393,0.0,0.0,0.1694661836222398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967383719583764,0.06334968386109463,0.0,0.0,0.08104765842478012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046329207584868866,0.08506547067247669,0.05039624182902056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537177872604186,0.0,0.0,0.3775862127177876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788187206175337,0.09810613039367397,0.0,0.04873365030130744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906765477356319,0.0,0.12996688254001396,0.0888759910829377,0.0,0.07847488947193491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753886068717998,0.0,0.0,0.059191481059099285,0.0,0.2672589071154465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575164437888067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508638467816163,0.10095746750066896,0.0,0.0,0.06008870839962304,0.13488319078101627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295263728067478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848503288626628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234604610000504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435055911183706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967480261983308,0.2662181544548686,0.0,0.0751343316705792,0.0682666125160765,0.0,0.09926478826070098,0.0,0.09451611865491102,0.07081624470022126,0.0,0.10157730757354212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667282331502088,0.07127388298289124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891195866900272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341461302479986,0.20383852776857106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316644608295232,0.0,0.07038636100225298,0.0,0.0,0.07972978422668249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005411678906855,0.0,0.12598484108963165,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_ollllo_,2019/09/18,"“I must avoid class at all costs” That’s what goes through my mind every single morning I wake up on a school day. “You have a discussion class today, it’s nothing but group work”, “the lab today is going to suck - 4 hours of nothing but group work”, etc. ugh FML. It’s not the work that deters me from going to class and that’s usually the number one reason that pops up in any faculty/staff members’ head. I’ve had countless meetings with random school employees who want to talk about my attendance or talk about why I withdraw from classes or stop showing up. The veterans counselor at my school accused me of using my GI Bill just for the money, being a “ghost student”, he calls it, saying he’s going to request that the VA terminate my benefits. It’s honestly debilitating just thinking about how I have class in an hour let alone, the fact that if I don’t get perfect grades this semester I will lose my VA benefits because of some guy who clearly doesn’t understand what social anxiety looks like.",8.69762313860252,6.982472943298969,8.448625429553264,72.88291523482245,61.83505154639175,11.508820160366554,38.0504009163803,10.25414643259724,3.7870785796105375,797,32,147,14,9,257,126,194,0.124,0.754,0.12300000000000001,0.1901,1,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,5,6,9,1,1,11,0,10,2,2,3,5,26,20,7,1,3,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,15,2,0,2,3,1,3,4,3,4,0,1,1,2,15,5,23,15,4,19,0,1,1,0,16,8,1,5,8,89,30,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416855952513016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466034005069077,0.0,0.10648713153338088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485463955854909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213811283628808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977207332733045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552440852071147,0.0,0.0,0.1172814667747552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272592181898144,0.0,0.2373306171822929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782925406049104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14285870524563574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274166665555013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423407795040829,0.0,0.06800577743062752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689240649311185,0.1557284811504628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055167514597292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671310856603021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432509073826258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312012857522402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069692034854607,0.0,0.4226315599459743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189622058121493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637690023216035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376635007424125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919333105562971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638894395522917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491144579962825,0.0,0.12022355630137233,0.15330843218173332,0.0,0.08210339070809633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560577384735358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040163819152686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AyAyeCapn,2019/09/18,"Just lost ten bucks because I can't say no Today at the exiting of a train station, omw to therapy (lol) some shady lady with a shady accent handed me a shady piece of paper with some shady logos (European Institutions and shit) and asked me for a donation to handicapped children. 

I damn well knew it was a scan but I somehow ended up giving her my ten bucks.

Then she asked for five more and I finally managed to tell her that I didnt have such.

Then another lady with the same paper came up to me and also tried to bargain me while I walked away.

Sigh I'm so cringed by myself right now. That's the stupidest way of losing money and I can't help but think how disappointed my mom would be...",3.8587234042553193,4.8695920709219855,5.223893617021278,82.72350000000002,71.55319148936171,8.476879432624115,26.156737588652483,8.841846274778883,1.8443639716312057,546,17,111,10,10,183,95,141,0.131,0.802,0.067,-0.902,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,2,0,8,1,7,2,2,1,0,20,15,13,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,9,0,0,2,0,5,2,4,5,2,3,5,3,17,1,18,8,5,16,0,3,1,0,11,6,2,3,7,80,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614853662516713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785832952271247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884619820294195,0.0,0.1952008127533215,0.0,0.0,0.12665080848995414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23762629645618305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840169493997789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275949516373036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993058496395902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925961254485553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324344095411527,0.2267985951527137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24333030627780514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742904409285978,0.0,0.16522201416951185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326642775809013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815946103687789,0.0,0.2375958702769157,0.0,0.0,0.1331265744439725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969356716682405,0.0,0.0,0.1410578980304155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491313539668576,0.0,0.0,0.1868044961281996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758935439125292,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Beedlam,2019/09/18,"Does anyone have ""mindful"".. awareness of their social anxiety and still isn't able to hold it back and interact normally? So i've done heaps of work, years of therapy and my SA has changed, i've improved, things can be easier. But.. there's still moments where i lose my voice especially when i want/have to interact with strangers, like it just disappears into the back of my throat, then they get nervous cause i'm obviously nervous, people mirror vibes etc and i end up have these super awkward interactions. 

It's doing my head in lately, often happens if i've been a bit down but on days like today,where i've been doing ok its just infuriating to be aware of whats happening and despite effort unable to speak/act/interact with comfort and confidence. 

Shopping is a nightmare :p",5.9875000000000025,7.1894222094594635,6.606324324324322,74.058945945946,66.77027027027027,9.703783783783782,33.04324324324324,9.888512548439397,3.3878032432432432,629,27,109,14,10,206,103,148,0.091,0.746,0.16399999999999998,0.9201,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,4,11,9,0,3,3,1,13,2,2,1,1,20,17,12,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,3,1,9,5,16,12,2,18,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,2,13,70,16,1,0.18261611651259504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970082928984376,0.0,0.0,0.12768943470180594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280841042756064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993695020722474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875970555828712,0.19318363723739415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177722876962404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980859418846458,0.18687969015380507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174367589510524,0.0,0.20366524230186966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540938367557772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229736574662028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741682029281187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059989336243615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843402046342213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430072298405105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843902196747034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789250211095299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660302167640933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861541333947598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916749330836254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883744438451765,0.0,0.12132203335086607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309872571189913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771171693955896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294670776861972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759879172954575
socialanxiety,Throwaway8576028,2019/09/18,"Tips for talking to your doctor about social anxiety? I just made an appointment with my doctor about my social anxiety. I've never talked to anyone about it before and im kinda nervous about it. Does anyone else have some experience with talking to doctors, or any advice?",4.388200000000001,7.22940942,5.537999999999999,73.16900000000003,74.8,7.2,26.0,8.238735603445708,2.3273999999999995,221,8,32,4,5,73,35,50,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.5525,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,9,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,10,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,23,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728391824844512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028035516788492,0.0,0.2706161840277663,0.0,0.0,0.2473487647519463,0.1812282696501307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050670895021342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5431139654656988,0.15478359059844246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775549404840072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730166681624322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105422391969384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673624135521604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364160985982587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36060144722382137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42649375726631894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anzaii,2019/09/18,"Hard nights... I used to sleep so well but lately I get no sleep. I wake up to dreams of my friends dying, of being chased, of losing my birds...just so many bad dreams.

How do you stay asleep? How do you break the no sleep so my depression and anxiety will have a field day cycle?

 So hard to have this stupid disability. It makes going outside worse...it makes me want to stay inside even more. Hell my anxiety is so bad I can’t even read replies to my own dumb posts...I will try to for this post since I am just so lost.",-0.039710656316160005,2.1399855229357807,1.3203669724770677,100.53011997177136,88.26605504587154,4.821736062103035,14.806633733239238,6.297961479604792,-0.8400647847565281,398,7,97,4,13,126,70,109,0.36,0.541,0.099,-0.9916,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,2,12,10,3,0,2,0,10,5,5,5,0,9,17,10,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,8,1,0,1,2,13,2,11,13,2,9,1,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,3,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24362125858935466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659010492268215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269027428597932,0.0,0.13714469529696785,0.0,0.16525575701254694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103400253299664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302081928304162,0.0,0.08319118165023195,0.0,0.09049416398514762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28527787770468144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961854533271684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813780890600636,0.17381851888118013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125747237922559,0.16143438043903968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942670969100189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249846889282795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592732404326008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171682592637193,0.0,0.4780354338086651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394363083586868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810682004282243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752372552662445,0.0,0.0,0.09391806827142213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316702806507792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,The_Atheist_Duck,2019/09/18,"Raising my voice I just started a new job at a rubber roofing plant and on the floor it is so loud we are required to wear earplugs. This means you have to yell for anyone to hear you, problem is I cant raise my voice for the life of me. Im terrified of being yelled at and it kinda works it's way around to me not being able to yell back. Its 12 hours of me repeating myself over and over because I'm never loud enough and I'm sure everyone hates me. So that's cool, thanks for coming to my ted talk.",4.592048929663612,3.716424550458715,5.460137614678898,88.27289755351683,69.55045871559633,8.367584097859327,27.340978593272173,7.1686216300943375,1.1249437308868495,392,10,92,3,6,129,73,109,0.087,0.841,0.073,-0.3732,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,2,0,2,5,5,1,0,4,1,7,2,1,0,2,15,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,9,13,3,18,13,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,6,59,19,3,0.2264261804890719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832245006888318,0.0,0.0,0.20156730577323426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410775634208034,0.0,0.13802729801431293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504610534714195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395877197849216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216359918738101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235489760760217,0.0,0.0,0.25519876156473204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298417770098009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445791298558481,0.0,0.2246930460026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993150749712282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24664448966197694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463382912442632,0.2186838160671825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665927520442066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026561595932026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340399546717329,0.0,0.0,0.18199278700583807,0.0,0.20846280567758516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797265628010467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484095611883856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chokingonmaplesyrup,2019/09/18,"my friend told me I can get a discount on the bus and I don't know what to say to the bus driver to get it should I just say ""hi, I heard I can pay only £5 for a bus ticket if I have my student ID card with me?"" or "" my friend told me that I can pay only £5 for the ticket if I have my student ID with me!"" 

I don't know what to saayyyy",-1.3714285714285737,-0.6565637710843379,1.9716351118760755,102.04578313253012,84.30120481927709,4.742857142857143,16.676419965576592,3.1291,-1.2222447504302925,249,4,75,0,7,91,40,83,0.038,0.871,0.091,0.7088,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,15,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,17,2,9,11,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,0,48,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255718884507368,0.0,0.2877872906689209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027231829710909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189330020434637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43804418006272294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263441399823837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayatataya,2019/09/18,"My head goes 7,000 miles a minute but my mouth can’t keep up and when I really have those ideas/thoughts in your head, I just end up sounding slow and forgetful. Pls tell me someone else feels this too. I’m not dumb, just f ing nervous, for NO reason smh.",5.088050314465408,4.601620698113209,4.881132075471701,91.53352201257864,68.43396226415095,8.576100628930817,27.10062893081761,7.793537801064563,1.1328289308176107,199,5,47,2,3,61,46,53,0.213,0.7,0.08800000000000001,-0.799,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,2,3,3,1,0,10,5,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26003041959760764,0.0,0.2756973636851445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739005270964904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6389161490120974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27667562759490216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941081159799415,0.3200426646670588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637423978213705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720681736188129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471176743604564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tombstonebl00ze,2019/09/18,"Thought that getting in shape would help. Apparently not. Without going into all the backstory, I've always struggled with intense anxiety and low self-esteem, which has made it very hard to make friends and form relationships.

Awhile back, I resolved to make some big changes, because I was tired of being lonely and depressed. So I started going to the gym, cut back severely on my drinking/substance intake, started watching my diet, and got some clothes that fit better. I figured maybe getting in shape might boost my self-confidence enough to help me talk to people.

Technically speaking, I achieved my short term goals. A year and a half later, I've lost 30 lbs, gained muscle, my skin is much better, and I'm honestly in the best physical shape of my life. 

Yet somehow, my mental state hasn't gotten any better. If anything, it's gotten worse. 

Now, people do notice me more often. Even some cute girls. People make more of an effort to make conversation, or throw very obvious signs that they want me to talk to them. But then they eventually realize that I have almost nothing in the way of social skills, and I'm still so paralyzed with fear that I can't or won't engage with them. So they give up and move on, and I'm left feeling even more worthless than before. If anything, I feel like I'm even more of a disappointment now. At least when I LOOKED like a sloppy, unkempt social outcast, people didnt expect any different. Now, they expect me to potentially be an interesting person, only to find out that I'm as dull as rocks.

I'm not sure where I was going with this, or if anyone can relate. Guess I'm just venting.

/woeisme",6.0868064516129055,6.966746164516131,6.251774193548387,77.84766129032259,66.38709677419354,8.52258064516129,30.98387096774193,8.548686976883017,2.4117290322580645,1301,48,231,18,20,415,185,310,0.125,0.7240000000000001,0.15,0.7563,2,2,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,6,11,18,23,1,2,10,0,15,4,1,5,3,54,45,23,0,7,11,0,4,2,1,3,2,1,0,2,10,15,1,0,7,2,0,5,7,10,0,1,9,7,27,13,33,31,14,40,0,7,2,0,19,19,0,14,16,146,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231354461856418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501781935934083,0.0,0.0,0.13896506350970012,0.0,0.07816362686093098,0.0,0.0,0.07144316450268036,0.0,0.16816270607764847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713259960451526,0.0,0.062284956767702,0.0,0.08694343452307476,0.0,0.10722640205171136,0.27109656235309243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808764567411837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800321327636951,0.0,0.0,0.10675117121639167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557413068097556,0.0,0.20245695325205101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497532771457795,0.1033255417054027,0.07299386985658549,0.0,0.0,0.09338613660979324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789401833833713,0.0,0.10676448382674593,0.09801560982010343,0.17420529163466175,0.0,0.0817187143239824,0.0,0.11255732720977704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152876770156124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697155273242895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101348123574814,0.0,0.07216925328219312,0.09983512814989856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580130117543583,0.0,0.11153612726588157,0.0,0.0,0.09668049448286993,0.27281053364181906,0.0,0.10264856215527708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296840971439264,0.10839157213686128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859589885139974,0.07511041170091046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803970771793184,0.11632696163019113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777087230245601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28334123415259177,0.08921530491027282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969775631874994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318170306284895,0.11542871359907833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083091746162712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464004012221235,0.0,0.08159711989588365,0.0,0.0,0.10681553765346836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629876714930287,0.0,0.0,0.16424885560705216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111556965857758,0.0,0.11743517931614167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686102192698652,0.06026548657020734,0.08110179185649252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984930936024322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041250960518562,0.07258221773105687,0.0,0.0,0.06579737659948742
socialanxiety,theshrimpchip,2019/09/18,"I rather take that 0 Last week I had a history project due and I didn’t know we were supposed to present it in front of the class. Somehow the entire class goes up and presents like it’s no big deal.  Some dude got called out for not going but I didn’t. No one noticed that I didn’t go because I’m always the quiet invisible person in the class. 

The teacher asked if anyone else needed to present and guess who kept their hand down. I was honestly just super anxious because I intended for my project to be kind of a joke and it looked horrible. I didn’t have the confidence to present something I am not proud. 

I still have the project with me, but I can’t turn it in because “no late work accepted”",2.1961698717948717,4.10838324305556,3.1522222222222247,92.19192307692309,77.68055555555556,6.375213675213676,27.049145299145298,7.321109707123232,1.2642837606837602,553,23,120,7,13,176,92,144,0.11599999999999999,0.721,0.163,0.8434,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,3,4,7,0,0,9,0,12,1,1,1,0,22,24,7,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,2,1,0,3,10,0,0,1,9,3,15,7,15,14,1,19,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,4,10,76,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588136038127332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252171625097296,0.0,0.13939535743156706,0.20426525638742327,0.0,0.0,0.18637229524705887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645793354065855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035662358726785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055287670201394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653756024219266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22659885484190725,0.0,0.1594443565222013,0.0,0.2196146960617915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760009594792456,0.10956163544900636,0.16250292159056434,0.22488387586763586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739597531517027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741004025647116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782101580883147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269697669223529,0.0,0.0,0.13508976084445956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407122714822001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347509713681945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592071092098167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989198463962292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684364793344174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599125134183723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513459075165544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PM_ME_UR_PLAID_PANTS,2019/09/18,"I need quick advice on how to cancel a plan with someone who is already aware of my anxiety The person I need to cancel with is from a job search agency thing, we’ve had numerous meetings before but this upcoming one (tomorrow) is a different type of meeting in a different setting and I’ve been agonising over it, I just really need to cancel.

She knows that I have social anxiety and that I tend to opt out of things from time to time but how do I tell her politely in a message in a way that won’t sound awkward on my end that I don’t want to do this meeting nor do I want to reschedule?",5.2001045296167225,4.791875723577238,6.708385598141698,78.26341463414636,68.1869918699187,10.280603948896633,32.20557491289199,9.957137785484203,2.9819672473867604,466,18,96,10,7,161,73,123,0.124,0.85,0.026000000000000002,-0.8462,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,7,0,11,0,0,2,0,16,18,7,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,12,0,21,15,0,14,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,5,71,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192475402334336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167378704522576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30049867054270096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712624231910642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104029753695575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395658931389793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490171878891407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793908594487148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368955957381808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308915339118824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149332492783054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582211231268478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021022740349867,0.16641337214552046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166668157784898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609655927942506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22905074284862326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168958915093776,0.1558971967541104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smithemiester,2019/09/18,"Does anyone else get weirded out when someone actually makes an effort to talk to you? Like I never spoke and yet they’re talking to me, I felt so special",1.1330645161290356,3.7112138387096802,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,88.03225806451613,4.390322580645162,23.87903225806452,5.985473137389443,0.7108000000000008,123,5,23,1,4,41,28,31,0.0,0.813,0.187,0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,2,4,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.312833582618539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22415250932190106,0.3284655287677014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805361107769323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677981011165379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078009210936065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748647069885014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566160643152484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398536203896176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472461169827851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27162096430788274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153298204783477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hthiennguyen,2019/09/18,Anyone here tried the Sam Schaeffer Method for treating social anxiety? If so how was it? Was it worth the money?,2.255714285714284,5.171803142857144,3.4352380952380983,82.90142857142861,89.0,6.609523809523811,21.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.6553999999999998,90,3,15,2,3,29,18,21,0.073,0.821,0.105,0.1877,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768018724115879,0.0,0.0,0.4358067297272976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6353479776102571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231612176650389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,matthew97532,2019/09/18,crisis I need some help. How the #%* do I stop being shy. I am a sophomore in high school and I don’t even talk to anyone. I have no friends because I don’t talk. It’s making me depressed and I’m so mad at myself. Does anyone have any tips thanks,-2.03222222222222,-0.2614249629629608,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,104.1851851851852,2.4000000000000004,13.407407407407408,3.1291,-1.6360592592592589,188,4,45,0,9,63,41,54,0.29100000000000004,0.568,0.141,-0.8487,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,7,11,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,3,10,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827162185076585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871684036651932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876889099167794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384557279817947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422786131382701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286082358183345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389831342388835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557078829062695,0.29251363910965084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480357699089225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052852683668792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801931241522344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231464071869386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450528449564366,0.0,0.2548918730813049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mad_Squid,2019/09/18,"Whenever an attractive girl sits next to me on the train I think to myself ""yay she's doesnt think I look like too much of a creep"" Until she looks at my screen and sees me posting this...",2.428166666666666,3.441606150000002,3.4750000000000014,93.89666666666668,75.0,7.333333333333335,20.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.4333333333333336,146,3,35,2,3,47,35,40,0.052000000000000005,0.792,0.156,0.6358,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,3,6,6,1,6,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,3,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353970534651678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5965808949321414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611232931050194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777743092887465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34019699330853065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830597110070699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552138060934001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Forresett,2019/09/18,Tips for Homecoming? I am great over text with girls and shit but often times in real life I’m not the same because of my social anxiety. I asked a girl from another school who is known by pretty much everybody at mine and she said yes. Tips on making it as enjoyable and great as possible? I’m a sophomore by the way.,1.4007032967032984,3.718144323076924,3.2806593406593407,88.08076923076923,82.69230769230771,7.406593406593408,21.59340659340659,8.418075326091056,1.444032967032967,251,8,52,6,7,84,53,65,0.057,0.679,0.264,0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,1,2,2,1,1,0,11,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,3,12,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,1,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480470709377048,0.18096285349622604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211456799107773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420087653591487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5216023494870315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708480060519534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790136222660348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389411129624735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26667863670607644,0.0,0.2406600497272781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692497804683415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501664006407254,0.0,0.0,0.2394048681879468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24281886697027516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24113660126770545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793630416553587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776523387432112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,milkyway792,2019/09/18,"How do I get comfortable being myself and taking up space? I have an issue that is a bit difficult to explain. When I'm around other people, even if it's my boyfriend or family, I sort of downplay or minimize myself and my personality. I get more closed off and it's so hard to relax and be myself. I am being myself to an extent, but not as much as I would like, and definitely not as much as most other people are. As soon as I'm alone, it's like the shield drops and I'm myself again. 


I don't feel like I deserve to take up as much space as everyone else. I often don't share things even though I want to. Sometimes I'm apologetic about the things I like. Sometimes I want to do something, but don't because I'm afraid of how it would be perceived - this makes me feel uncomfortable and I don't want to do the thing anymore. Example scenario: I'm in the car with someone. The music is on, I love the song and feel like singing. I instantly get self conscious and stop myself, suppressing the urge and feeling disappointed that I can't just relax and do what most people would do, sing along because it's not a big deal. Even if the other person is singing in this scenario, I won't.
This might be a dumb example but I felt like it could help you understand what my problem is. 


It feels like I never let my guard down. People won't ever see who I truly am when I always hold back. Have you experienced something similar? Does anyone have any input or advice? 

Thank you for reading <3",3.124613686534218,4.646913884105963,4.5559105960264885,84.81126103752759,74.06622516556291,7.284988962472408,24.83498896247241,7.937092434478242,1.3410194260485655,1171,37,237,17,24,390,146,302,0.083,0.7340000000000001,0.182,0.9842,0,1,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,0,0,17,18,1,1,13,0,33,1,0,3,2,59,59,33,0,10,12,0,7,7,0,6,0,1,0,3,21,15,0,4,10,7,0,1,11,5,0,0,1,10,35,13,29,45,8,22,0,1,1,1,12,12,1,10,15,175,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046974361036534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648545508326863,0.0,0.0,0.08555041472622649,0.0,0.0,0.06991780608640763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196497005142167,0.07189072124662545,0.0,0.0,0.09152725330786766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790584795309704,0.0,0.1253502835719711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122474802400526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208950577534806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059978723126501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997420283399142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588883834486517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372524778263731,0.09300216072810966,0.0,0.0982442515270322,0.0,0.0,0.09692494316904494,0.0,0.2599320651635256,0.220353423050376,0.09871863707765764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114996723459415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210215099910933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891480650913129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731227124018172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513542434165332,0.0,0.3516119136718357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927946583852391,0.0,0.06862988980020382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907059271824723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267428259049266,0.0,0.07929735754059325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851162294382213,0.17954839097298078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838018267428388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284294147495417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193033772206355,0.0,0.10725859147236662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711491604028941,0.15830420223253794,0.20337356183773897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595804260804596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460834683996913,0.0,0.0,0.09465834723209723,0.0,0.0,0.2049173880611804,0.0,0.10101533165365062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703416406167286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192906176413054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911073027159308,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EmilyRL,2019/09/18,If I don’t get panic attacks do I have anxiety? I don’t get panic attacks but I do still get anxious in public situations. But I feel like if I don’t get panic attacks then I don’t have social anxiety. I want/need  confirmation that I do have social anxiety.,0.22047619047619094,2.5765782962962973,4.025978835978837,79.93833333333333,90.11111111111113,6.789417989417991,24.38095238095239,7.957251820313856,2.0064952380952383,204,9,39,5,7,76,23,54,0.431,0.511,0.057,-0.9531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,3,0,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,15,5,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,9,1,1,15,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526233044220172,0.17357969023498315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243939221730747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776895755109968,0.10976691088117572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211011446443496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506516393754392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408221582997332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727079680501652,0.0,0.3132517107362625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270432853292546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062618965893644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aaawbtway,2019/09/18,"Making money Any Ideas on ways to make money wothout social interactions? My stepdads gonna start making me pay rent but i have bad social anxiety and i cant do McDonalds or anything like that, any help?",2.276153846153844,5.1314822564102585,3.790461538461543,81.7795384615385,85.41025641025641,6.196923076923077,23.18461538461539,7.554174236665415,1.5653138461538465,164,6,28,3,5,54,34,39,0.185,0.664,0.151,-0.1431,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,7,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,13,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503598211344643,0.0,0.19706675645354002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119865746642854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150890181429039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726668829698116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908041528810172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258525587587459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158590621070397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5251907444645628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823338086070919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447448136158228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,exhaustedthrower,2019/09/18,"It's not what you know but who you know This will be a ramble. 

I'm 32 and have had SA, depression and possibly some form of ADD/ADHD (latter not diagnosed) for at least 26 years. I've heard the saying in the title before but I'm only now really understanding just how true it is and just how far into every aspect of life it applies. 

I don't know anyone and never really have; it's meant that I never developed normal social skills, that I didn't have a normal childhood or adolescence, I didn't get a formal education, I didn't get work experience, I therefore don't have much in common with anyone and I don't have any connections to use to my advantage. 

I've made huge progress with my SA the last few years but in trying to rectify the above I've learned that it's almost impossible to get out of the hole that SA has left me in. Other people in their 30s by and large aren't looking for new friends and employers want people with experience. And of course have all this in my background has left me less than wealthy so opportunities to get training/education or otherwise make my own opportunities are limited to the point that they're practically none existent. 

I've honestly lost hope. I don't see a route out never mind being able to see a path to a life that I'd actually want. My self esteem is gone, my physical health is failing, and my anxiety is creeping back. I can barely leave my house without feeling people's eyes crawling all over me and judging me and if they're not judging me then I'm judging myself because no matter how together I may seem on the outside I know that even the kids I see coming out of school have already achieved more than me. 

I'm not happy, don't think I ever have be and can't see how I ever will be. I'm utterly exhausted and I don't think I even want to try anymore.",5.438965262379893,5.508421170731708,6.748653609263368,76.55214523281597,67.6449864498645,9.961123429416112,30.593865484109386,9.800150414767053,2.7607008130081305,1448,51,286,30,22,494,187,369,0.08800000000000001,0.804,0.10800000000000001,0.6496,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,1,10,13,12,0,0,14,0,35,6,1,8,8,73,70,25,0,7,13,0,1,0,1,3,5,2,0,2,17,21,0,1,11,0,0,2,21,4,0,0,9,9,34,8,36,54,11,34,0,3,6,0,10,18,0,8,14,188,51,6,0.10181382063834103,0.0,0.09935560212282618,0.0,0.12236042698337968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195183439337806,0.0,0.11235408283544243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692368893787478,0.0,0.07788729411164902,0.0,0.10097195188351404,0.1423811813591402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828854347879663,0.0,0.06206476005941529,0.0,0.08663606242100325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770359126814542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769209452655033,0.10333888478382842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449413660522536,0.18419285943723168,0.08578253508187939,0.0,0.0,0.19918690624951335,0.0,0.0,0.05148012687776591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866110526508029,0.0,0.2127740762922195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838270528981593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822333030966286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112409679691596,0.0,0.11747947923141952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238168526455725,0.08299185272986956,0.0,0.10780613530083603,0.22124202805355234,0.0,0.14382822501850615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549796687023574,0.0,0.11114181234052016,0.0,0.0,0.0963386988431931,0.06796151587336666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280293498701004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484487301752847,0.0,0.2355752852977066,0.09833242241458323,0.0,0.0,0.19951185420921635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743399850192792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175465102520005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962469696383544,0.11477978496207206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044908118559465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096643667914243,0.0,0.10304102206646544,0.3245297326758509,0.09268747844946736,0.10621401969499512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378636842401966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304763704063115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824980195744466,0.0,0.0,0.10599177794174904,0.0,0.08793445136474587,0.0,0.0,0.18015728795287886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814488986069858,0.0,0.07412167402146362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112952478771836
socialanxiety,SociallyAdeptt,2018/11/25,"I hate being socially awkward. I hate not having friends.

I hate never going out.

I hate being the outcast. 

I hate being lost in life.

I hate not being able to open up.

I hate getting attached so easily.

I hate feeling like a mistake.

I hate doing everything wrong.

I hate myself.",0.1972222222222193,2.348360203703706,2.9048888888888915,83.85400000000001,104.37037037037035,4.382222222222223,22.06666666666667,6.2581,1.0845466666666668,217,9,36,3,10,75,32,54,0.602,0.307,0.091,-0.9915,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,16,10,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,7,20,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,14,0,0,1,1,11,2,4,15,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,27,11,0,0.09712861557172656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729293678658166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911114642142465,0.06938870237165651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504132745276762,0.0,0.05074569280045669,0.0,0.055200430559236416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9589439927768848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860481361272827,0.04745213541246783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060273575540702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491157611813194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901039188039296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619489362216784,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,banemar,2018/11/25,"I took an hour to send a 3 sentence e-mail I keep rewriting sentences because I feel like they could be interpreted wrong. I keep checking spelling and grammar, In the end I just scrap everything and start again. And I clicking send knowing there is nothing I can do anymore to fix anything I missed. I spend so much time hestitating to push that button., until I finally manage to get myself over the edge. And worst of all is checking for a reply, it makes me so anxious. ",5.510915750915752,6.4139278021978035,5.885439560439561,79.88039377289377,67.68131868131869,7.8249084249084255,34.946886446886445,7.793537801064563,2.6333941391941402,374,18,68,4,6,120,69,91,0.138,0.804,0.057,-0.8408,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,13,15,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,13,1,9,12,3,13,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,8,47,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690909448484157,0.23622402556761604,0.0,0.0,0.19601301987940614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520059475563174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017819062104854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096881114725968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140730297440772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204378303177382,0.1701655402318173,0.0,0.2609294226790269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244463138044616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345726945978495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234347942026667,0.0,0.0,0.1309049615649835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636935094082765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899606339991246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509968726458092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22855316289942126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859464099455085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889259125440356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646418302377252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26042728607730786,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Luck_Shot,2018/11/25,"Getting bullied I don’t even know if this is the right place to post this. I am 14, in the 7th grade. I’m a guy, and I am always bullied in some type of way. Sometimes they would just pick on me, talk bad about me. Other times they would push me. The teachers don’t seem to care, they always say “ignore them”. I have tried that millions of times, it never works. I get called ugly every single day, and it’s true, I am ugly. I do have “friends” but all of them just use me to get answers on a test. I feel like most of my family doesn’t like me, and I’m scared to talk to them about my problems. I am gonna be alone for all of my life, I’m too ugly to get into a relationship and I’m just plain awkward. I feel like my future is useless. I scared to get a job when I grow up because I am really insecure. I need advice and help.",0.2267873303167427,1.7888793516483543,2.524854557207501,96.02896897220428,82.4065934065934,5.16147382029735,18.398190045248867,5.900188976854957,-0.4289325145442797,630,14,154,4,17,215,100,182,0.212,0.688,0.099,-0.9682,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,6,1,9,14,0,4,7,0,16,1,0,2,4,29,33,8,0,5,5,0,2,3,1,3,1,1,0,1,6,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,0,3,29,6,21,29,5,18,0,1,0,0,14,8,0,4,9,99,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195420137604411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045383009169452,0.0,0.0,0.2417492145087536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212927062086289,0.08855402013230597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483348626681486,0.0,0.14811040034774325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936858376878974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959481392437082,0.0,0.12239454936052087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694573516917732,0.0,0.14690372403222646,0.20755896628210754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223369094805104,0.0,0.37948265282860094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438381519548126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737007351115667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415606771669245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983548980190848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260707945772904,0.212911810657671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771437603819327,0.11203963159854442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177413384584046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912658139912085,0.0,0.0,0.13900185031741735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930623960399694,0.0,0.0,0.15596345932693467,0.0,0.12405807219068148,0.0,0.11552293857032594,0.2908772061629363,0.0,0.0,0.13224652483582214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367375945358393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23352182005009275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941386972787925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986274315256106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546490422298345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530697108150055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575682895178097,0.0,0.0,0.20638842840255103,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DeepInternetDiving,2018/11/25,"Why do I constantly feel like no one likes talking to me? I don’t know if this should be under r/socialanxiety or not, but couldn’t think of any other subreddit:
Why do I always get the feeling that people don’t like talking to me? Whether it’s online or in person, I just always get the feeling that I’m a burden on someone else’s day. The other party has given no indication for me to think that way, but I always feel as if the other party feels obligated to respond, not that they want to. Or, if I’m with people in person, I always feel like whatever I’m saying is just boring the other person (or group of people) and they just talk to me because they feel obligated to.

Does anyone know why I may be feeling this way? I’m really not sure.",6.086883116883116,4.997992071428573,7.625292207792209,74.6793668831169,66.59740259740259,9.777922077922078,29.63961038961039,8.841846274778883,2.2544441558441557,585,16,115,8,8,205,76,154,0.09699999999999999,0.759,0.145,0.7681,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,3,7,0,0,6,0,11,0,0,0,1,35,31,12,0,6,16,0,8,4,0,2,0,1,0,3,11,2,0,0,12,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,9,14,5,16,25,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,8,6,78,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924672268410151,0.0,0.0,0.0801879440016556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245065816908884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188141392221792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274269272371456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760470328442684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319039944601907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850494094528252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769810508026122,0.1684805720429277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321405444278692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960874909032896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23043413828752335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990395016561838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245247443246792,0.3088830398182585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554097036303824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377272937443004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991111563933476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113584886114568,0.0,0.0,0.2843328611475422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511135462260105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955079701722279,0.18719484680747545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192066103131237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thundercatsgogo,2018/11/25,"Learning and loving to be awkward, will make everything easier. Basically, don't take life too serious, which I'm sure you've heard before. Having the capability to laugh at yourself, insures that you'll never be the joke, but always apart of it. To add, this doesn't necessarily mean fake laughing, ALWAYS be authentic, as humans we can almost always tell. But eventually try to learn how to laugh at yourself, you'll be golden! Anyways, this is something that has helped me in so many ways, IMMENSELY. I'm not perfect, and still have times where I take things way too serious in particular situations (Hence this post, as it reminded me how far I've came, but just came back from a rather stressful meeting.)",8.362329670329673,8.206001430769234,8.445164835164835,67.59269230769233,61.615384615384606,11.428571428571427,36.263736263736256,10.914260884657429,4.045065934065935,566,23,96,13,7,185,93,130,0.095,0.7559999999999999,0.149,0.8635,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,0,1,11,12,0,2,3,0,14,2,0,3,3,22,24,10,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,1,6,7,13,14,0,16,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,4,61,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699857427240276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412328652218828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591673617311634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040886336507606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40433034190286776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588595634932459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847781073317575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485008690564285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595318702920442,0.0,0.11798798409612996,0.1792058507428615,0.0,0.19254233547226293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632741342878948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928623122658046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868448661643806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607768968986278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115994065252233,0.0,0.20247680132464596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665932360486711,0.0,0.2658014929237005,0.0,0.15449512952297653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174308045370597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306957604840844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000773691571315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806060836432351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mkitsokay,2018/11/25,"Driving anxiety (sorry, if my grammar sucks so much, English isn't my first language) 

I took my driving test 3 years ago and passed it with flying colors and did not drive anymore after that cause I was too anxious to drive by myself without someone instructing me. 

My parents are buying me a new car in hopes that I'll drive it, cause its a bit smaller than our usual big car... 

I should be thrilled right? I'm not, I'm scared of driving and God, my heart is pounding right now just thinking about it. 

So, I  told them to enroll me to a driving school again for a refresher course and I finished it a month ago. 

But I'm still anxious of driving...
How can I drive confidently? 

",3.8639552238805983,5.2034376343283615,4.518089552238809,86.53698507462688,71.91044776119405,6.554029850746268,30.56417910447761,6.742157984588678,1.6313755223880595,529,23,104,4,10,169,88,134,0.063,0.8320000000000001,0.105,0.7555,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,1,9,4,1,1,5,0,8,1,1,3,0,17,16,9,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,1,13,4,2,0,1,4,1,17,2,13,10,2,29,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,2,12,68,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024713453353403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051635707489134,0.3854819896624544,0.1691995013677906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862621807943445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505274008338657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451209723753719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217394107178546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945445180702692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617945589289046,0.0,0.12541814789428726,0.0,0.0,0.16477642088199485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944246730587272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914004042135638,0.0,0.0,0.1708106009460434,0.17266665869930595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455749212970415,0.0,0.0,0.19098418164770792,0.0,0.0,0.13624954808663065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932014485812644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302538373955885,0.18955424034320206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879030619859499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446217109266598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986739284922063
socialanxiety,b07gg7g7,2018/11/25,"Twitter anxiety? Can someone please explain Twitter etiquette to me. Am I supposed to like my mutuals' tweets? Sometimes I do, but then they tweet like 20 times in an hour and I can't like ALL of them because it feels creepy. So I just ignore them and pretend I didn't see (don't tweet anything, act like I'm not online). Then I scroll further down my timeline and see something they retweeted that I also want to retweet, but I can't because I didn't like any of their personal tweets and it feels rude. I end up tweeting like twice a day and only RTing things from the original source. Even if my mutuals like my tweets, I only have like 2 tweets TO like, which brings me back to not knowing how many of theirs I'm supposed to like.

How badly am I overthinking this lol. Any advice?",3.228846153846156,5.026845217948718,3.764358974358977,89.4473076923077,74.38461538461539,6.338461538461537,28.025641025641022,7.010146845296331,1.3549256410256405,618,25,124,6,13,194,91,156,0.085,0.672,0.243,0.9781,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,6,0,7,13,1,0,3,1,10,0,0,3,1,21,20,14,0,2,6,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,1,0,2,7,3,0,1,2,4,24,10,13,18,1,14,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,1,18,77,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322853071093686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721363164355958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993480679143528,0.0,0.11212723257466327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061632508622724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270487468720225,0.12238155635981762,0.1786979472132388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452685972227468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981934936795614,0.0,0.0,0.09680947006224966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822248545756347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443439645252826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055217663212487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7160770989492219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860107386232702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294932846853727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279810782154705,0.0,0.16089211839487302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335979265178765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419003949931452,0.11283834056084024,0.14496352533970244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973759706303518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854673528784795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645200459934747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,launston,2018/11/25,Last night My social anxiety really got the better of me last night. I was supposed to go out with a group of friends but shortly before my whole mindset changed. I felt incredibly aware of my anxiety and almost paralyzed like I couldn't emote or communicate. I was terrified of seeing everybody and being unable to socialise. So I went home and watched The Apprentice in bed. I feel better today and I just think having social anxiety is recognising that you won't always be up for seeing people and that's fine. There will be other times ❤,4.415784313725492,6.7796799901960805,5.6045098039215695,75.06696078431374,72.62745098039215,8.847058823529412,28.0,9.444778638647367,2.9601294117647057,437,17,72,11,9,145,74,102,0.10400000000000001,0.769,0.127,0.3527,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,15,18,8,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,5,12,5,11,7,1,12,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,2,7,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997993610184706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124545832221144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895744697979788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444446040825163,0.0,0.0,0.30025986307094105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795728138789564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909457129223592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583061530245495,0.0,0.162986458728449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114829886305085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647274122260778,0.0,0.13576444732611934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027292171700906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27673753803322243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293119335717145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185974357005326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768315978062906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874608885856524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705372765071778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460771525677123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876883793425043,0.0,0.0,0.09898249193685496,0.0,0.16090299209321726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735979460584726,0.0,0.1895196249399304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,okillum845,2018/11/25,I feel like my friendship is deteriorating  A long time ago me (19M) and my best friend (19F) we best friends. But after she started dating a mutual friend (19M). Me and her started drifting apart and getting in to arguments more often and hanging out less. I don't want the friendship to end but its falling apart Is there anything I can do to stop it. Also am I just being paranoid or is this concern valid ,2.9631216931216926,4.8713115555555575,4.364832451499119,84.37888888888891,75.41975308641976,6.110052910052911,28.855379188712522,6.868970318607317,1.515174955908289,320,14,62,3,7,106,59,81,0.105,0.685,0.21,0.7251,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,13,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,11,6,6,12,4,16,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,10,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826540350227005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788618650912875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933404931954584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49312254636720293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080923707066264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879572860694902,0.16784542931654384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445559605076864,0.0,0.12274955868806177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478272064568512,0.0,0.0,0.2079197670957036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325918968041202,0.0,0.0,0.19642532934183926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369988693141038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857720499297874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,U23rnam3,2018/11/25,"Thought i was improving, but had bad experience tonight So me and a close friend were walkimg around downtown (pretty small town), and we see these 2 attractive girls.  We throw around the idea of getting their numbers, but he backs out.  It may be also worth mentioning that we were super high(weed), so i decided to go for it. In my moments of hesitation, they had gotten about a block away, so i just drive that way and roll down my window.  Now, my friend said no small talk, just go for the number, but i at the last minute thought that would be wierd, i go for small talk , and i ask ""do yall go to school here"" (college town). And they said ""no"" (they were giggling alot, and ive been told im an attractive guy).  I hadnt really thought about what to say next, and my mind was on autopilot, so i just acted like i was stopping at the stop sign any other day and kept on driving.  Im trying to blame this on the stress of driving and focusing on too many different things.  But i dont really know what to say now when im sober.",4.5042307692307695,4.738654423076927,5.002884615384616,87.69211538461538,69.67307692307692,8.707692307692309,28.01923076923077,8.617729084823388,1.692796153846154,792,25,177,12,13,253,121,208,0.11699999999999999,0.737,0.145,0.8174,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,3,1,4,1,18,9,0,1,9,0,17,0,0,0,0,38,33,19,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,1,2,11,16,0,4,6,0,1,9,4,2,0,0,18,5,24,7,25,11,1,39,0,0,1,0,22,18,0,2,12,114,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072198056754993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565015835234258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424398527853234,0.11774602713916547,0.0,0.11833394905707445,0.09684759390983574,0.10516279180722199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122717805563022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159069607943236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761218509167615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320303681364335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461695008477475,0.0,0.06580355317528137,0.0,0.2863206130133236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471006790747495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307284052516738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218195261732802,0.4081420738182572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921869628685401,0.10266586774837833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153269260059994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769329184674866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717335714717568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394900261846607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813618949252664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137328757425826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23961413506641985,0.2003206147768416,0.0,0.12746788505332482,0.10036565493893346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059928430642846,0.14427502883732754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246729842214034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836754265186656,0.0,0.0,0.2999701310802921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035039672295335,0.0,0.0855116220275326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997305998687127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947109849369136,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sheneilm,2018/11/25,"I’m not opinionated enough There are topics that I just don’t feel too strongly about and it sucks because I wouldn’t be able to contribute to the conversation. Most of the time I just feel it’s because I’m not intelligent enough. Even if I am up to date with current events I just don’t know the subject very well. I don’t want to speak too much of a matter that I don’t know enough about and I don’t want to ask questions that may be obvious for others. I know reading will help but it’s just like studying for me. I have to be in the right environment and mind set. It all just comes down to the fact I’m not interested or I’m ignorant. I grew up disliking politics and I also didn’t read too much. I now wish I did though. I do feel strongly about some controversial issues but when people start throwing names of politicians I just don’t know who they are. I know if I just did my research more then it would help but I feel like I’m catching up years of content that I completely disregarded in high school and college. I wanna be informed though. But politics is just one subject I’m using for example. There’s also science, literature, and other pop culture references I feel like I should know about. One guy was really nice about it and said that there are things that I know really well that he doesn’t know of. Any advice on how to approach conversations I have know clue about and how to ask the right questions?",3.3829547164134155,4.977338377162631,4.417701218594853,85.76988566270501,73.53287197231832,7.794253046487138,26.060027079885664,8.456263369488248,1.6336552128779909,1137,39,237,20,23,370,135,289,0.065,0.807,0.128,0.9374,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,31,11,1,0,7,0,28,0,0,3,3,68,58,23,0,9,18,0,5,3,0,5,0,2,0,1,17,10,0,2,18,2,0,5,12,2,2,2,5,7,28,9,32,44,9,25,0,0,0,0,17,10,1,9,12,167,45,5,0.10189324329094704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956889807583187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296797969351098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692908995060387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051285580050714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422635074253903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777200685080322,0.10683312699047932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158488743010827,0.0,0.06729952621560609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257601426786536,0.14558510673257052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008903304909274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659378632106806,0.1076558058641382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635007330005096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039807559676523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933967553631014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288312922528887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980651561136285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809099734361754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063994534213912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282875037001365,0.0,0.2038416340993232,0.0,0.13055084155557994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403254607049212,0.0969238076876222,0.0,0.0,0.10312140203107578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721205620429774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769334326480211,0.0,0.2002191883862043,0.0,0.05941476956670806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800304703612975,0.0,0.08407259683872892,0.12019854971180655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832285252102886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717220119969593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238203657391952,0.0,0.0,0.06561590797816351
socialanxiety,spacey_oddity,2018/11/25,"Why am I a social potato? Tips plz. I like myself ok. I think I’m intelligent, decent-looking, a little funny... I’m mostly sarcastic and always have some quick-witted thing to say at work or with friends/family. So why the actual fuck can I not think of anything to say when I’m in the presence of people whose opinions I care about?! Like not a sentence, not a word. My mind goes blank, I overthink what to say, I overthink overthinking it, I start shivering a little, my hands sweat, I want to cry... It’s not always that I can’t bring myself to say what I am thinking. Sometimes my mind literally goes blank and I couldn’t think of something if I wanted to. I swear my boyfriends friends would say I am quiet and boring or awkwardly weird. But my best friend or close coworkers would laugh they’re asses off it they knew that. They always tell me I’m silly/funny/thoughtful, etc. I’m not saying I’m all that and a bag of chips but I think I am worth getting to know so why can’t I project that?! Like 911 help because this has been my ENTIRE LIFE. I have the desire to go out and share ideas and meals and movies and have adventures but I can’t get myself to a level of friendship that involves all that fun stuff. I hate it!!!!!! Like who am I suppose to send Christmas cards to, my dog? I’m sick of it guys.",1.2642590618336875,3.464585287313433,2.7607675906183395,92.31701492537312,82.32089552238807,5.321108742004265,20.39232409381664,6.5431188927421005,0.21530554371002167,1019,29,216,10,28,332,141,268,0.076,0.725,0.19899999999999998,0.9845,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,2,2,4,18,2,1,10,1,17,7,3,0,2,45,41,18,0,7,12,0,1,4,2,2,2,7,0,1,18,11,1,0,8,0,1,3,9,5,0,0,2,8,35,13,23,36,6,13,0,0,0,2,19,8,2,7,6,132,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.10492093702392903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268387898928954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847720729310969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554127439687793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128323017975574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962059515445403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810221215374404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990970959261685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135731831028168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613450465626106,0.09939759618933908,0.11234623404215556,0.0,0.06110430411524422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064585862045008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615063101952707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720662788262362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213734377136748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908844946732264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594233146901352,0.21010920993086493,0.21552026066151228,0.0,0.0,0.09028707597762188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712273967829154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453864680682756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130102916610011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959988961565678,0.0,0.08277172465066225,0.10633691477709732,0.0,0.07610098048058027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308107114355275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397446671742586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714294183036188,0.3444622837066564,0.0,0.08535636989650666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683244869835208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910517043872889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782735480028609,0.0,0.0,0.15275377219534195,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,barbecuesauceonmytit,2018/11/25,I feel like such a hopeless case I always compare myself to others because I feel like I’ve lost myself and look to others for validation because of it. It’s like I don’t even know how to think for myself sometimes and people determine what I do. I have such an inferiority complex that I look down on myself for everything I do and all the mistakes I’ve made. I overthink and go down this spiral of guilt for myself. And the fact that I’m 15 and don’t have much freedom I feel trapped. I feel so alone because I think I’m the only person going through this at my school. I want to be able to better myself but I’m so lost I don’t even know where to start,2.508325703073901,3.8543214676258977,4.279189012426425,86.88966644865928,75.33093525179856,6.205624591236103,24.14715500327011,6.574015621080383,0.6998143884892087,520,16,110,4,11,176,71,139,0.12,0.794,0.086,-0.5182,0,2,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,3,8,10,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,2,2,22,28,10,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,9,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,3,6,21,4,17,24,2,8,0,4,2,0,1,5,0,0,4,77,30,1,0.16768836380996402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367457274263387,0.0,0.0,0.1395301519246364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066638104542976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830673073957062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151316557971293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507074887842787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391531008555845,0.23959320122311534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060232306612604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431427864076375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457721928733593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816319844135053,0.0,0.36610331574645777,0.0,0.0,0.15867078437200227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327024187075407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275345570045497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625399753175822,0.1464190112371478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697095766301608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584807958841447,0.0,0.11869068699196444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489586514011888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890694163081107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,failedmentality,2018/11/25,"I can’t get over my inferiority complex I don’t want this anymore, I don’t like being anxious in nearly every situation and feeling like a genuine subhuman because of it. I have nothing redeeming about myself and I’m aware about that, I also know I’m not worthy of being loved or even having the right to live at this point.

Why was I born with a faulty brain?",1.7144178082191783,4.153974739726031,4.1331335616438345,81.68271404109589,82.42465753424658,5.8417808219178085,24.19349315068493,7.1686216300943375,1.2464534246575345,288,11,54,4,8,100,55,73,0.12300000000000001,0.713,0.16399999999999998,0.4393,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,8,2,1,0,0,9,15,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,8,3,10,12,0,7,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,1,3,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984867408524954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964478901709379,0.2602395782089721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996231308013792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929356349095773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331891049359016,0.0,0.2210912073202137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326820592739434,0.18746530252044305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709806246979075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421332420051353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25639992149422136,0.0,0.23171227652688275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23683469672027405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517888625780231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24806166777356944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224096163609906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29495912036062977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477584204841746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367836364089427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Denino,2018/11/25,"Insomnia and sleep talking Anyone have issues with symptoms like this?  

I went to my so-called doctor and he dismissed it as no big deal but I live in a small apartment so any sleep talking episode will make people see me as a crazy person which will further increase my stress and anxiety.

I've been trying stuff like valerian root to help me sleep heavier but that makes me wake to a vivid dream which further increases the chances of me sleep talking. 

And Alcohol? Even worse. I'm starting to feel like I'm stuck with this.",2.8403150315031485,5.544117207920794,3.0621962196219634,89.46198919891991,79.89108910891089,5.652925292529253,27.00360036003601,6.980632752743323,1.371883168316832,422,18,79,5,11,129,69,101,0.14800000000000002,0.682,0.171,0.4039,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,4,9,5,3,0,12,13,9,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,3,8,3,10,8,2,10,0,0,2,0,7,6,0,0,4,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638947961062281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428980177573856,0.0,0.1173196909427567,0.0,0.0,0.10723261337833928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810703611716126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697007135536065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129258385533016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754323274263157,0.10956014448417084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279372183630188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006760111883062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247712942098201,0.0,0.13541935576197114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473747686844174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063202520056571,0.13390770643306285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220776306816095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6138815052934502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854872967497664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567292866799855,0.0,0.17556007603709395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593993674407086,0.0,0.3697939646238286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412111643841862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216590588865213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628655653253196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gibskn_,2018/11/25,"Feeling down about this concert Hey everyone, I bought concert tickets back in September for these two artist I really wanted to see, Buddy and Amińe. The only issue is I have no one to go with since the guy who is my FMB who I actually wish was my boyfriend can’t go or so he says of late. So I asked a coworker Togo and she’s down but we only talk sometimes. Like I’ve been being more social lately but it’s like people never want to actually text me and check on me like I do for others. So that’s made me not want to go, I just have no interest at this point, my grandma passed away last month and she was really my first best friend ever . I think everything I feel is just me missing her. But I’m wondering if i should go to this concerns even though I have no interest in it or anyone to really go with. ",1.4757352941176478,3.3774836764705896,3.6855147058823534,87.56356617647059,79.88235294117645,7.0735294117647065,21.213235294117645,8.07648339933343,1.024676470588235,635,18,136,12,16,218,106,170,0.07,0.757,0.17300000000000001,0.9708,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,10,8,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,1,2,28,32,14,0,6,9,0,2,3,1,1,0,3,0,1,10,7,0,0,4,4,2,6,6,1,0,3,5,6,23,7,19,25,2,22,0,1,1,0,14,8,0,4,11,97,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.2664456667709179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545724647707457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762681951320007,0.0,0.12826407757046038,0.10497467038619868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432682491145265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016950010593636,0.1234892351276889,0.0,0.13044973774570154,0.12269445827597325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805619852659012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612297639496227,0.0,0.0,0.10547422688547388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879344179142728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517525571792327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249034852004008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128119132038186,0.3079987162119857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008883637533276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917756171103706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896814900898917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529185508885727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250879537928144,0.2076576752670539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464507281381596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905456487631706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623726670176664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856537400060272,0.0,0.0,0.10878795352539454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292991270387134,0.0,0.0,0.1391639099639501,0.0,0.0,0.13502076403341753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109728786528427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874758513057513,0.1341292067239983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335920848348745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24156729810214164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569900919456812,0.0,0.1480490125284248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NationaleVolksanime,2018/11/25,"Appearing offline so my friends won't try to play something with me From time to time I \*really\* enjoy playing games with friends. It's one of my primary social outlets. That being said, playing games alone while my steam profile is online stresses me out, because at any moment someone could ask to play something with me. It's not that I don't enjoy it, but often I just want alone time, and I need to be in the right state of mind to be sociable. 

​

Now I'm isolating myself from people who like me, and I feel like shit for not wanting to play with them. I realize that eventually they won't even ask. I'm in a hellish paradox. Can anyone else relate?",4.103816793893132,5.639566442748095,4.831977099236641,83.75224045801528,71.59541984732823,7.377404580152671,30.657251908396944,7.908726449838941,2.130281832061068,528,23,100,7,10,170,84,131,0.16699999999999998,0.672,0.161,-0.24100000000000002,0,2,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,0,5,14,2,1,2,0,9,1,1,0,0,20,19,5,0,4,4,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,7,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,2,16,11,19,12,0,13,1,0,0,0,11,5,1,2,8,65,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446294674811077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802676717189324,0.20216431645758112,0.1131409743244456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633354508690133,0.17047125421877568,0.0,0.0,0.3110770718847932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142089697187637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283721536909976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389852942743006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988937972934892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412439908203535,0.11885861592412962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570824359957669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256522877632418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679917213527092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336524776896175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274027394845484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534375075530195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658433876433787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420836788593244,0.1582611008831986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707819527968432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959876375806404,0.14096933285935478,0.2561678159367381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058245363881773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910444935465411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295797250553652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962650380313496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216431645758112,0.0
socialanxiety,Reintje5,2018/11/25,"HSP Hi guys,

I've always thought that a lot of my social anxiety stems from being a HSP.
Whenever I'm at a social event my mind is constantly thinking about how my behaviour will impact peoples opinions about me, what they might say about me and the constant desire to fit in unrealistically well. This partly stems from childhood trauma's like being left out and being bullied, but the overanalysing aspact of HSP certainly doesn't always help. 

On the other hand being a HSP has helped me a lot. I almost always know what I need to say/do to make people like me. As a result, a lot of people like me. You could even say that I'm fairly popular. The only problem is that the great majority of these people like me for who I pretend to be towards them. So for example when I'm hanging out with someone that I don't really know all to well and I need to have a normal conversation with them it usually goes horrible in my mind, because I can't really be myself toward them. My mind goes blank and the only topics of conversation I can come up with are about the weather. 

I've also never had a girlfriend ever. I know some girls like me and I'd even bet some like me a lot. But I'm incapable of doing anything with that because I'm so scared of being myself or f'ing it up and them thinking I'm weird that I just avoid it all together. Again, being a HSP and usually knowing instantly what someone thinks about me really gets in my way here. 

I'd love to be ""dumb"" in that sense and just think 'hey why not give it a shot maybe she likes me'. Instead, I usually already know if a girl likes me and if she does it works absolutely paralysing. 

I could go on for hours this way but what I'd like to say is that it's worth it to check out if you're a HSP, because it explains a lot of things and allows you to take certain given things into account. For example that hectic days exhaust you and you need to plan in some down time every day just to process all the things that have happened etc.

Bit of a ranty post but I hope some of it made sense.
Peace

",4.5448840927258205,5.069658004796164,5.657314148681056,82.01068745003998,69.67146282973621,8.384012789768184,27.67466027178257,8.401726058763845,1.7965916866506797,1616,51,327,23,27,538,192,417,0.07400000000000001,0.762,0.16399999999999998,0.991,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,4,5,2,21,24,1,2,24,0,26,3,1,5,7,81,57,25,0,12,12,0,1,9,1,2,1,3,0,3,31,20,0,1,11,1,4,3,5,7,2,0,4,4,42,17,55,40,16,40,0,0,0,1,30,19,1,18,24,229,73,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700600230458789,0.0,0.08486300235043044,0.06149830817142968,0.1919652696402196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058829634459714286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328359446463512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063579389051548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839568024681601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624405525904009,0.0,0.16620696131934565,0.0,0.12279959258507367,0.0,0.0,0.09919054410592296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729724674806695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576578834696433,0.10158577189905116,0.06956204291324339,0.06479304794772434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040177994605998565,0.07377117373688342,0.0437050413318594,0.0,0.0,0.08478445979602703,0.0,0.07614483099952782,0.06800397071885891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309125487440693,0.0,0.0,0.07638079763181259,0.07573274105230314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131597549447848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835539851908252,0.0,0.0,0.33813283096319835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268956235329805,0.06940683913339188,0.0727663029241363,0.051332520685941484,0.0,0.0772581523136641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158061266361959,0.2329465603723049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710650376450432,0.05931137669233023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534739515204547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697450472711095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327711000433602,0.0,0.2132559849380913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365062665367247,0.0,0.0,0.07358459669564238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779570626924007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446214586174539,0.0769920754816488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678331583926794,0.13031722017070554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057820551551857224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327033297273926,0.19710216574298906,0.0,0.061051405924343424,0.044842033577635165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540892658569556,0.0,0.0,0.12208207220051867,0.0,0.0,0.1382878321296091,0.0,0.0693918753849895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598539579477613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rockz123456,2018/11/25,"Really hurt my boyfriend because of my SA and dont know what to do So basically, my boyfriend was performing with his friend at an event tonight. I booked the day off work in advance to go with him. I've gone with him a few times before too so I figured I would go again to support him.

I enjoy going, it does make me very anxious though because I dont know anyone there. So I just end up standing around while he talks to people hes known for a while. I just feel awkward and out of place. Originally we were just going to bus there together like we normally do. 

So the night before the event, he said we're going to get a ride there and back with his friend and his friends girlfriend to save money. But I've never met these people and would have to be in the car with them for about an hour there and an hour back. So that, on top of standing around in a huge group of people i dont know for 5+ hours just made me nervous and anxious.

I told him I didnt want to do that because I dont know them and would be uncomfortable. He just said it's fine you dont have to go & itll save money anyway from buying food and drinks. I asked him if he was sure and told him I did want to go, its just going to be weird for me. He said it's fine and not to worry about it.

The day of the event he was just ignoring me all morning and I could tell he was upset. I felt bad and asked if he wanted me to just go with him. He just said no and asked me to just let him nap. Then we got into a huge fight because he thinks I'm being unsupportive and that I'm not interested in it and that I dont care. I tried to explain why I didnt want to go and that I felt terrible but he just kept thinking it was me not supporting him because it was a big deal for him.


Anyway, (sorry for the rant) im just laying here and I feel awful. I know I should have just gone and not said anything. I know I really hurt him and I dont know how to handle it. If anyone has any advice it would be much appreciated lol",1.6673930172530902,2.7609588591224044,3.4114067382149176,93.28742935742426,77.03695150115473,6.387420187474527,20.818434995245205,6.794906146795322,0.1190293981795949,1538,35,372,14,34,515,177,433,0.1,0.8170000000000001,0.084,-0.5617,0,0,1,0,1,0,33.0,3,1,2,4,35,24,1,3,16,2,38,2,0,4,3,93,89,35,0,14,22,0,4,1,4,6,0,5,0,0,18,33,2,2,16,3,3,15,15,10,0,0,25,9,56,14,50,51,3,54,0,2,0,0,53,17,0,3,21,244,74,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148302041743123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817193606967897,0.0,0.04278659171087105,0.0,0.0,0.1421595073104138,0.0,0.08798785631168103,0.0,0.05177638799436321,0.11202122712092713,0.17646031083990954,0.0,0.0,0.09676055569573967,0.05253414030737606,0.1917720143209159,0.0,0.10707765364695376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641493853675469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023513127709285,0.0,0.0,0.08115417811594554,0.06486598963442139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055060215653956086,0.0,0.5161783342372576,0.0616359665642825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055726925830694204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362675127975674,0.0,0.12082284200037358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608104059317329,0.0,0.1458315339424789,0.0,0.032872207325678,0.0,0.35757911611240845,0.0,0.05032150062196722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858855119295709,0.0,0.1347106519037705,0.0,0.06796254518935686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420477098501925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433820978444578,0.0,0.030738696177791687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059534803055804435,0.041998444150470174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625217932502814,0.0,0.048526460579258864,0.0,0.0,0.059044548755280424,0.06164656098883625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130858851077649,0.0,0.0657362168898547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061412963274367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992484883409445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704318694393341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427978495764377,0.05929973949157166,0.0,0.0,0.05057133459552016,0.05499335477673621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063099365935429,0.06181689606595388,0.0,0.03668815825986897,0.0,0.0,0.1202422362289893,0.0,0.04271738580068014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051914174886672784,0.14844333981577773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677396636497194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04580526120886223,0.06389657306782665,0.0,0.17878137926725735,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VoltageHero,2018/11/25,"What exactly do you do to overcome stressing about long response times to texts? I don’t know if this is really the right sub for this, but I know it’s something a lot of people have issues with.

Anytime someone takes a while to respond to my texts I instantly resort to the worst case scenario, even though I know it’s probably wrong. Usually, it’s “I said something horribly offensive/came off clingy/something too boring and drove them away” and therefore I stress about it for an extremely long time.

Relationship wise, every time my (now) ex wouldn’t respond soon I instantly thought that it meant that she obviously had more interesting and important people hanging out with her and she was only responding to me because she had to despite the fact that whenever she went long periods of time talking only to me over text I’d get worn out quickly. Two days ago I asked a girl out to eat and after a day of no response I took it as a sign that she wasn’t interested and started stressing out about the whole situation and everything.

When it comes to friends, the same thing is pretty much the same, and in the end I really have no idea about how to overcome this. On one hand I know it’s probably them getting busy or just not seeing texts but I never resort to that when I’m truly thinking about things.",5.539990699837247,6.59042105533597,5.931904208323648,79.0408742152988,67.69565217391305,9.273099279237387,32.27365728900256,9.478462496947786,2.954752336665892,1049,44,195,21,17,337,145,253,0.126,0.76,0.113,-0.3746,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,0,15,10,0,3,13,0,12,2,1,2,4,40,32,18,0,2,6,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,19,15,1,0,8,0,0,5,7,6,0,2,11,3,25,4,35,20,7,37,0,0,1,0,19,10,0,3,22,140,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967407374974603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511917255841444,0.0,0.10564404687512073,0.0,0.0,0.06854430450447489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685982287315396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450330674235157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505742050003938,0.0,0.0,0.09959126170634333,0.0,0.0,0.074267644350109,0.0,0.09473820893191633,0.0,0.10105665862917833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687330373607527,0.0,0.11749381663660995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693463698956306,0.0,0.11736144167125885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471832725412109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985259652014353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559515059758593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265865785674575,0.0,0.08672309414508607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619439285361153,0.17103617470635896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590785351961578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439511414107205,0.2424654812848911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440679305704965,0.0,0.0,0.1207218693369818,0.0,0.09602584121840442,0.10695919099551512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960263761591238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639081901899213,0.0,0.0,0.09527272155740947,0.25969270590285337,0.0,0.0,0.07958784486800388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864097673791479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845432599172992,0.09037754987316086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940447355762695,0.07204903438929952,0.11047483029446603,0.08926730618868538,0.2622660350497813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492848412201575,0.0,0.0,0.1098406252094951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384025096609635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042359325370679,0.0,0.12553876858552368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229389399416673,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BRAF-V600E,2018/11/25,"Looking for advice on how to approach my social anxiety at work? Hey all,

I think I have social anxiety, but only at specific times. Specifically, I usually only get anxiety in situations where I've experienced anxiety in the past. For instance, I once got anxiety ordering a coffee at the coffee shop up my street and now I get anxiety every time I get coffee at that specific coffee shop; but I don't get anxiety when ordering from other coffee shops...

The same sort of thing happened at work. During my first week we had introductions where we went around the table to introduce ourselves, and I got massive anxiety waiting for the table to get to me. My heart was pounding and I was trying to think of ways I could escape the situation, but I calmed down by the time it was my turn to speak and everything was alright. However, ever since that incident I've had anxiety at every meeting where we go around the table to speak. And we do that every Monday.

So all week I dread the Monday meeting, and my turn to speak for all of 30 seconds. It's such a small event, but worrying about it takes up so much of my time.

I've taken propranolol to combat the anxiety, and it works perfectly! However, after I take it I feel as though I'm back to square one, and I feel as though all progress I've made towards getting through the meetings without drugs is erased. I also worry about side effects from propranolol. It is a pretty safe drug, but one rare side effect is hairloss. Although it's vain, I'm pretty worried about the side effect...

So I have the meeting this coming Monday after the long Thanksgiving weekend, and I'm already nervous about it. I'm worried that I'll show my anxiety in front of all of my bosses and hurt my career, but at the same time I don't want to take propranolol.

Are there any alternatives I can try out, or am I stuck with these options?",6.053626318432947,6.440243845303872,7.027825213460575,73.98391260673031,66.34806629834254,10.228227021597187,33.305374183827226,10.125756701596842,3.422885082872929,1480,61,266,33,22,497,169,362,0.14800000000000002,0.774,0.078,-0.9567,2,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,4,0,0,9,22,8,0,2,18,1,18,3,1,6,7,52,49,28,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,16,19,0,2,7,5,3,5,3,4,0,4,12,8,35,4,53,36,8,56,0,1,2,0,14,26,0,3,22,186,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071364370836736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059075985288536,0.05840231016970715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049663113115843725,0.0,0.6145478350786864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002491321291007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615579823630205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290914298574175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058308757656189834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169383941200196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606009379856531,0.18459355040477374,0.0,0.06563493096296287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385263512815296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211954187656778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22893192734038095,0.0,0.04150480648553727,0.0,0.1168180160006898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458045934570224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654126549176064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818045415505946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646295236171956,0.06132706477646167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910304233787969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368567866296164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777489356611779,0.0989744522043342,0.11108567877960526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971569163900412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859615429599465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041142467331395,0.16417824996775934,0.0,0.14889040224579594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472910652283096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851809094290252,0.09358974385730218,0.14350381178007238,0.0,0.21292279670045675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991655693151786,0.15887200579852184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043256558107535,0.0,0.043075167253223336,0.05796805846219692,0.11716101440452555,0.0,0.0,0.06769982630273845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039860991198751,0.0,0.15950079997644542,0.2966632871742376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pfcarrot2,2018/11/25,"Yesterday I went out. Here is the breakdown. (Partial fail) Goal: find a girl my height. Talk to her. She must be decently hot. Even if it ends in rejection. Also: try to go to this place whete younger people are. Not too young. Just slightly younger.
Girls talked to: 4. 
Of those: None were at my height, and I didn’t ask for number. 
Destination: I didn’t want to spend the black friday entrance fee. They’d hired a muscician. So I tried other good places instead. But ended spending more money at those places.

Breakdown: 
Outfit: medium dark blue suit. Yellow shirt with thin white patterns on it. Black velvet shoes. White and black patterned socks.
I nailed the makeup in that I covered up some red spots on my face. No girly makeup though. Hair:9/10 in a curl to the side. 
I looked fine as fuck but maybe too upper class. 
Ofc a jacket and a scarf. 
Nails trimmed, face shaved, brows plucked, contacts in eyes.  I weigh some  15 kilos too much. The 10 should be muscle but it is not. Still, I am a tall white caucasian.

It was black friday. 

Mistake#1: gettimg ready too early. I had to pick up my phone from repairs at closing time. 8PM. But about a third of clubs open at 23. Some earliet some later. Most places dont open before 10.
This meant I essentially had to kill 2 hours. 

I don’t smoke and I really don’t like pubs. It is just way too trashy for my taste. This doesn’t mean I haven’t been inside. But I quickly turn around. Dresscode is too casual. I don’t want cigarette smog in my suit for the rest of the night. 

I ended up walking around for too long in the cold and became tired. 

I stood near a river and looked out over the railing. Some girls (6-8) came closer as they asked strangers if they’d like a folder or smth. Couldn’t hear. They finally came to me and asked. When I sae it was an ad for a strippimg club I used my low energy to steer them off. “No sorry you are nice girls but please continue”. Three girls tried handing me a folder. When i didn’t take one and started to leave they said “its the depression”. And another said”don’t jump olay.” And I teplied What the fuck.” And a friend excused “she is crazy. 

It was weird because I was really just looking at the river, people and lights. And it was like 3 meters down to the river. So it didn’t really make sense to say such a thing. 

  
The entrance fee/“garderobe” lady. We exchanged a few words negotiating. 
Thats the four girls. Lame right? Well I was tired and there were no people out yet. 

Except. 

I tried to go to this place “for people over 25”. I am 27.  It was expensive. No one danced despite a dj playing. And I saw a lot of people in their 40’s. So kind of disgusting. Aome smoked. There were some hot people but everyone were aitting in theese clique tables. No seats empty. Fuck that. 
I tried going to a nother place I had previously been hit on. It was super empty. Only a group in a corner were celebrating. And I am not going to be the weird guy in a suit who crashes a birthday party in a place with disco music. 
Also, I had run out of the budgeted cash. I had spent some 80 dollars that night on entrance fee and cocktails. I should just have gone straight home. 
I catched a cold. 

But I tried. I really did. Talking to strangers who are already in converaation doesn’t come easy to me. And , at the risk of sounding like a choosing beggar: I do believe I should be allowed to have standards for what places I choose to hang out at. I like the fine places not because it is expenaive, but because the people who go there have actually prepares to go out. They are dressed for anight out instead of just jeans and a tshirt. I like that. It seems neat. Even if the people in the city life are animals, they at least took time to iron a shirt.

Idk. I feel like this was a new low. This has been the first ime ever I have gone out without being hit on. (And no, strippers advertising their club on a walk in the city do not count). There were no people. I was 4-6 hours too early. And contrary to my expectation, people went home after black friday. Not out. ",0.6721412037037027,3.1730811687500022,1.827638888888888,95.15273148148151,90.4375,4.512962962962964,18.407407407407405,6.189751664451723,-0.1413689814814818,3125,88,656,31,108,985,369,800,0.109,0.7929999999999999,0.099,-0.7557,2,0,3,0,0,0,131.0,1,1,10,4,39,32,5,1,53,0,69,15,7,4,2,98,110,44,1,11,26,0,5,7,1,4,3,4,2,7,34,41,3,0,7,9,12,21,27,14,1,6,41,29,70,18,96,55,15,121,0,6,16,3,39,72,3,14,34,424,104,4,0.0,0.0,0.05636169857384885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373537893197083,0.09237518980993976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060562388782088736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028304873827882,0.16198269054665956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562289062078048,0.0,0.049146253774007546,0.0650714348383367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321153630651235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975183350797298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974531172288466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768981080032806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346449304636078,0.0,0.0,0.0762948220868589,0.05224376985921115,0.0,0.0551885034346024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029203259118104,0.0412610253045219,0.0,0.06326907020767397,0.05278810060788388,0.04912737574147251,0.0,0.0,0.04462228006987936,0.16018396845172078,0.0,0.0,0.19694500265410728,0.048443142119189965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057187696912082774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509541051441194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586831193452315,0.0,0.1137564030222148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389865397873135,0.060144171919994924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115545346628564,0.0,0.0,0.04079489677332632,0.1975172593175683,0.0,0.0,0.05111240029817439,0.14550193047373394,0.0,0.0,0.04910223739443673,0.0,0.0,0.038552697486964604,0.0,0.058023844041741275,0.06291340995238924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042457436547936656,0.0,0.0,0.05578127688578364,0.0,0.10840052161271196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827416229035129,0.04392617617613793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004086183933772,0.0,0.5430862217540792,0.06339893989824316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800034695434414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049323460677990205,0.054939351577435666,0.045930031132688766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257905553710908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465331301815942,0.04088012025705221,0.0,0.04612415858228967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043425458222601784,0.13926668501252062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038370638481962406,0.0,0.0567451519174234,0.0,0.06735618403763062,0.13276446131502725,0.0,0.0,0.06416923919612766,0.235275923028088,0.06282213686615667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049882794086937014,0.0,0.0,0.06813218072279828,0.04584416599102808,0.0,0.0,0.051929740513220836,0.10708111180264933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567489482932179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peanut3672,2018/11/25,"I'm about to hang out with a friend... So i'm in high school and i have no friends. Recently, a girl asked to hangout at the movies and i surprisingly accepted. Now she's going to pick me up in 30 minutes and i'm sooo nervous. My social anxiety is starting to kick in. help!!!",-0.9919157088122608,1.0999355172413845,1.775057471264372,93.81457854406132,99.0,5.33639846743295,21.961685823754788,6.937597516519254,0.8433731800766279,212,9,48,4,9,73,44,58,0.1,0.7170000000000001,0.183,0.7163,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,12,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,29,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25119472129999365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069725435836135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073806874298914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661471854425732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009297928220567,0.3469306721459605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242161703862084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33231814143330346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347219618855766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23241510166846854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,harley300,2019/03/10,"Tired of feeling so alone. I have always been a very shy child. I went to different schools until I graduated high school and I always had a hard time making friends. I still had friends, but only a few and I always had a hard time keeping up with them. Every since I started college my social anxiety has skyrocketed. I started off college with several friends and that has slowly dwindled down to zero. Some moved away and we lost touch, others just stopped being my friend. I have been depressed for a long time and that led me to isolate and not contact people for months at a time without realizing it. I have slowly started getting help, but I have no friends. I look at my life, especially my college experience, and feel extremely sad. I feel like I have made no social development as a human. I feel I have never had friends and I feel I have completely missed out on college in general. And then I feel like this might be life forever.  A life of passing, empty friendships and so much loneliness it causes me physical pain. Any advice, or people who got better?",3.9537843784378417,6.246436633663367,4.967854785478546,79.43355335533556,73.75247524752477,7.459185918591862,30.529152915291533,8.344100000000001,2.5465040704070416,848,39,148,15,18,277,117,202,0.19899999999999998,0.628,0.17300000000000001,-0.2982,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,2,4,14,0,0,8,0,18,5,0,4,1,37,36,18,0,0,6,0,9,2,6,1,5,0,0,2,7,14,0,2,7,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,10,10,27,9,21,23,3,28,0,4,1,0,15,10,0,3,16,107,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858288735155447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448562169884804,0.0,0.0,0.2518312457492202,0.0,0.0,0.068604725697469,0.0,0.07717614837687865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947840409396841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922388993817132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363587868681157,0.0,0.0,0.10577518007174898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689142659082459,0.0,0.0,0.10540253261098093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849993022755911,0.0,0.0,0.0986841204767487,0.0,0.0,0.30606054214828216,0.14414340677096146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676573657360487,0.0,0.05270783851838053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068632271959937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074488200135733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762056279640942,0.10658971212237638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967052568132276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137725137600684,0.0985738632245128,0.0,0.0,0.08927935567336154,0.08471733229864375,0.0,0.11012703802203748,0.0,0.0,0.09545908355347132,0.06734099692103801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702220956201312,0.0,0.0,0.08052481795704508,0.10722395491943663,0.07416150594433746,0.0,0.07780812595697452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672699155825463,0.1073479176734797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988082440925184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420042315264866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397044745025015,0.0,0.08345246519360497,0.0,0.0,0.2056775051783848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142190999703168,0.0,0.08056626445206981,0.08434372107340447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530558832748885,0.11595156452621075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083240042861505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352067806204344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724878324138407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SpecificCheesecake,2019/03/10,"Last night, a man ruined my progress with social anxiety Last night, my girlfriend and I (26M) went to a semi-fancy restaurant. It was *super* busy, and our table wasn't ready, so the hostess asked us to wait at the bar. I have ""bar anxiety"", but I agreed, because I've been pushing myself to overcome it.

There were only two open stools at the bar, but they weren't near each other. I offered one to my girlfriend, and the bartender told me I could move the other to sit next to her.

So I walked over to the open stool, and there was a jacket and purse laying on it. A 50-something uppity-looking couple was sitting there. I tapped the woman on the shoulder and asked her if the jacket/purse was hers. She said, ""Oh,"" and picked them up. Then I carried the stool back over to my girlfriend and sat down.

A minute later, the 50-something *man* turns to me – across five other people – and starts to cause a scene:

>Young man? Young man in the couple. Yes, you. You just took the seat next to this woman without any regard for her items...

Everyone between us goes silent. My girlfriend looks at me like, ""WTF?""

>...you should have offered to find a place for her items... you need to adjust to a different way of acting... so rude and impolite... perhaps you can learn something from this...

The worst part of it is, I clammed up. I didn't say anything back. I just sat there and took it – a 50-something affluent guy yelling at a 26-year-old guy in public. I felt a huge range of painful emotions. I wasn't even able to talk – I just looked away. I was shaking so hard I could barely eat.

As soon as we left, my girlfriend (who knows about my anxiety) said, ""I'm so sorry about that man. He came across as *super* passive aggressive and confrontational. I think he and that woman were on a date and he was trying to impress her. He was being a dick, and you didn't do anything wrong.""

When I got home, I tried to calm down. I drank three big glasses of wine and laid in bed for hours but couldn't fall asleep until the sun was almost up. I kept replaying the scene in my head, asking myself what I should have said. Asking myself if I did something wrong.

​

**Today**

It has been almost 24 hours. I can't stop thinking about it. The thought of going out in public again makes me feel sick. I'm already slipping back into old habits.

I know it'll get better with time, but I feel so ruined. I wish I could be more confident and not care what other people think.",1.8899380165289232,4.2125700681818214,2.667018181818186,93.1825272727273,80.75619834710744,5.111669421487604,20.83702479338843,6.2581,0.15533484297520728,1899,54,390,15,50,594,242,484,0.107,0.8140000000000001,0.078,-0.9363,1,0,6,0,1,0,113.0,4,5,2,4,24,17,3,1,30,1,35,12,4,3,0,65,74,35,0,10,11,0,4,1,5,3,2,6,2,10,19,26,6,3,12,4,0,11,9,10,0,4,33,12,61,7,62,32,6,69,0,2,2,1,53,31,1,4,25,261,80,1,0.0780820421743789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637577262003338,0.0,0.08616547517240508,0.0,0.0,0.0846018600736069,0.0948782277472794,0.05309846622589411,0.0,0.17919764563035634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285097353767006,0.0,0.2919846765285609,0.0,0.07336064892648142,0.18012081214581455,0.0,0.04759808817818798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905722103338527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893050549541086,0.07960984589209784,0.08021176600150068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870264712479316,0.17279258904354486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815791151567034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989742234758827,0.0,0.08783178789061961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157245244689895,0.0,0.0,0.07461073743002503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896125325245612,0.0,0.07497100538675708,0.0,0.07136557197191815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04079464431866915,0.0,0.04437582396906757,0.0,0.06244934205715073,0.0,0.0,0.15462699558763646,0.0,0.0,0.06994617291215521,0.0,0.08013470194062544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832265472147809,0.0,0.15379016622424058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582369671444783,0.1272945716869251,0.0,0.0,0.08483636728743467,0.0,0.0,0.03814694173010736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967077498849328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212036946839208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298885377084958,0.0,0.05789684489833805,0.0,0.0,0.1660822753478142,0.1465494143161136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386793689749207,0.0,0.052910412556493716,0.05938491158519054,0.08308479806684238,0.0,0.0,0.08455524263538931,0.0,0.10826451319546493,0.0,0.0815791151567034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282170814672767,0.06209397392075895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959480889334374,0.0,0.3005568540463557,0.0,0.08740645354326892,0.055266871337090906,0.0,0.0,0.06528008354018715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275938780457611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500954594319922,0.0,0.06198841963770981,0.04553026671103015,0.0,0.07401264608775954,0.07461073743002503,0.1735040437333158,0.10602516239308683,0.08493084006287985,0.07627480943989334,0.0,0.1878461654949984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061977890658120226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238283536615513,0.0,0.0,0.08979049503425059,0.07526830229192848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074091118670298,0.0948782277472794,0.050282275139987925
socialanxiety,PostyMaloneski,2019/03/10,"Afraid of meeting people i know in public Hey im a 22 year old guy with social anxiety. My social anxiety has increased a lot since i got my own apartment. It is especially when i am out in public alone. It feels like everyone is staring at me, like they know i have anxiety. One of my biggest fears is meeting someone i know in public, and it is affecting me a lot! im getting anxiety thinking about going grocery shopping, and meeting someone i know. If i meet someone i know, i immediately feel the anxiety, and my lips start twitching, and it is so embarrassing. Like, sometimes i'm considering to not going home and visit my parents in my hometown, because i am afraid i run into my ex girlfriend from 3 years ago at the trainstation.

Do any of you guys feel the same? maybe have some tips?

Also, what are your experience with seeking medical help for social anxiety? 

Thanks in advance! ",4.613402714932128,6.286139905882357,6.168823529411764,74.12662895927602,70.52941176470588,8.760180995475114,34.841628959276015,9.265573868473778,3.5142262443438925,704,37,121,15,13,240,101,170,0.113,0.797,0.09,0.304,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,1,4,8,0,4,6,0,12,3,1,1,0,25,28,9,0,1,2,2,3,3,1,0,2,0,1,2,5,9,0,0,9,1,1,6,1,4,0,1,1,4,23,4,18,27,6,23,0,0,1,0,21,11,0,4,9,80,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826429982363236,0.0,0.0,0.11481004726099628,0.0,0.08864892705835657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538369080442521,0.0,0.5088124336251398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675748249834851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059245805177766,0.0,0.10843528852707474,0.0,0.1247401949191094,0.16815148695793147,0.07919324723660781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791600157925793,0.0,0.12600037745137188,0.0,0.0886590937024145,0.0,0.0,0.2195233582794383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430228087121125,0.0,0.11119437539659817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23948004680796084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30460894055258364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624712048150172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884861365973899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136651580765257,0.0,0.0,0.1116725122137361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632134377749248,0.0,0.07511671172430626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308889217942025,0.0,0.0,0.07685135906843336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169856404299948,0.0,0.0,0.3390013435262142,0.2817755989276373,0.0,0.1096362326102163,0.0,0.07846216730402474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205834506568638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710299845374923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427711100343392
socialanxiety,Hiccaries,2019/03/10,Anxiety ruins movie watching Don't know if this is a common behavior but whenever I'm watching certain series on Netflix. I often find myself skipping certain parts that I deem ''awkward'' because then I will envision myself in those awkward scenarios despite the chances of those awkward scenarios happening being at 00000000000000000000000000000000000.1% ,10.049444444444449,14.016585796296294,7.4145925925925935,61.1396666666667,61.407407407407405,9.505185185185187,47.83703703703704,9.888512548439397,6.4866859259259275,299,20,29,7,5,86,44,54,0.163,0.742,0.096,-0.1749,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,2,4,5,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801830246892428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029501599089644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542243663222352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394716288179371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731233925434759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.538173385906519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OneRepublicfanboi,2019/03/10,"Someone please beat the SA out of me. So I have a major crush on this girl(she is officially announced as the hottest girl in the College and has a great personality). She even tries maintaining eye contact when I creepily look at her and even gaves a smile sometimes, and I just look away like a dumbass I am.  She often walks by me(I think she checks my height, I am not that tall, but taller than her). Everyone in the class knows that I am very shy and only talk to selective people.  A few days ago she tried to initiate a conversation (which is very rare for a girl in India) with me about something we had to write on our file (which I think she knew what has to be written)  and then proceeded to borrow my pen even when she was surrounded by her friends and could have borrowed from them. And I just answered her questions and gave her the pen. And then nothing, I stood there like a dumbass and then walked away later. ",5.715339025615267,6.017934104972376,5.62616775489704,84.03308387744856,67.06629834254144,9.233751883475641,30.819186338523348,9.095868883498916,2.294155801104972,727,26,151,12,11,227,113,181,0.064,0.852,0.084,0.3671,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,1,1,11,4,0,0,13,0,13,1,1,0,0,26,23,18,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,13,0,0,6,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,7,3,27,4,23,14,2,24,0,0,3,0,25,13,0,2,11,108,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065302132654405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405506502776893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470061569033146,0.0,0.0,0.1168809480604957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591100775595816,0.0,0.0,0.17317687017024888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400209522173222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199811143916588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960147624454167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708357276544978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043818592040541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738989275348514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378366368956662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125644848124442,0.1582465534090281,0.0,0.19894052747235125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030235767609036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535589947555384,0.13952280083219848,0.17924507727937872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456690381058164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23225488079001155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24609200250496704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29907408931496376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Trajsmen2,2019/03/10,"Could not loving my mother cause my mental problems? Hey guys,

Long story incoming, tl;dr at the end, I really need your help. 

First off, I have pretty bad approach anxiety, specifically when I need to start a conversation with an acquaintance, and especially when I want to chat a girl up with the intention to ask her out. I am very scared of the idea of being in a relationship as well, and especially of being intimate with someone (but the intimacy thing most likely, at least partly, a symptom of Religious Trauma Syndrome).

So, I was at the mall with my mother last day and I realised something:

My parents divorced when I was 2, my mother took me without permission, and because of this, and other reasons, the judge gave all parental rights to my father. My father had to work long shifts and eventually developed alcohol problems, so really I was raised by my grandparents from my father's side.

All the while my mother didn't really care about me. Sure, she visited sometimes, but I always felt like I was more a trophy to her that she couldn't ever get than a son that she loves wholeheartedly. 

This went on until I became 14 (I am 18 now), after that, like she got struck by lightning, she started buying me a hell load of stuff, I think she spent like 3,5k dollars on me, which here in Hungary is a LOT of money. I think she actually loves me now, but...

I don't feel anything when I'm with her. I think she can never make up for the lost years, and quite frankly, I borderline hate her (hate might be a strong word, but I really dislike being with her). I might be a bad person because of this, but I can't love her. When I need to hug her, I am borderline disgusted. I can't handle her attention either, like I get that she just wants to protect me and is just interested in my life, but it feels so wrong.

So, I figured this, along with RTS, could be the cause of my anxiety of relationships and intimacy in general.

TL;DR - I borderline hate my mother for abandoning me after divorce, and the newfound love she throws at me is disturbing for me. I think this could be the cause of my anxiety of relationships and intimacy.

Can this be the cause and if it can, how would I help myself? I can't  get a therapist atm, but I really wanna turn my life around.",6.748954062262719,6.342159448747152,7.563795558086561,73.41337746772969,64.99088838268793,11.052429764616557,32.642463933181475,10.595843684498618,3.3416126803340926,1774,63,337,41,24,596,209,439,0.163,0.731,0.107,-0.9817,3,0,2,0,2,0,69.0,0,1,0,5,19,31,5,2,24,0,35,10,0,8,5,78,71,33,0,14,13,11,3,5,0,3,4,0,0,3,16,22,1,2,11,2,5,5,9,15,1,1,13,3,75,16,57,43,8,44,1,2,0,6,51,17,1,5,27,256,91,1,0.0,0.0,0.07568041566289516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288043453479199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453020190241564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779832037837413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381940549299081,0.06903849799479234,0.07250146619045356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950681700187766,0.09455102156208026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907032134692961,0.31867264871431844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857589726024597,0.0,0.0,0.0500151864706725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868882543243615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015101245682227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842612428983148,0.0,0.07446291876595243,0.0,0.0,0.06596643306749045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155452379154953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202611610448267,0.0,0.0,0.07678953584834339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297022150098861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396411033965082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754775240436989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321594129605028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955577361405998,0.18944207887868728,0.0,0.0,0.13726370205205016,0.0,0.0,0.08465812068714376,0.06593267821976788,0.3499724729697573,0.0,0.05176714408130178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781550540640911,0.16454268263335375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251341513547666,0.05981355565367966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722265725638689,0.08398220260104129,0.0,0.0,0.06771617623256475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889915130033162,0.0,0.14841524898468708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824870252463425,0.0,0.0,0.24841177739439324,0.07973726854114216,0.0,0.2497882826271237,0.0,0.06622972870755083,0.0,0.0,0.07764395380000373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571029654013485,0.05970398954088797,0.07670177315329528,0.0,0.1097846435323136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877948375788937,0.0,0.0,0.07309266379596313,0.0806071281817524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004486145447882,0.05152268194615718,0.1987709950029468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616409402160878,0.0,0.08435525456409884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398924116312063,0.09148538613265486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972934540213346,0.07189228905380772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475820085780839,0.0,0.056459414262713566,0.0,0.0,0.055091334969597686,0.08479189077252221,0.0,0.0499415067171763
socialanxiety,housezero,2019/03/10,"I know this isn't google but, I just want to know how some of you manage to start and have/had a stable relationship with social anxiety ? For every type of relationship really, how did you manage to start it, how did you push yourself to do it, did you like it, et cetera...",5.891575757575757,5.249497309090909,6.792727272727273,79.01575757575759,66.81818181818181,10.242424242424242,25.60606060606061,9.725611199111238,1.865424242424242,212,4,45,4,3,71,37,55,0.037000000000000005,0.828,0.135,0.6652,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,11,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,8,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,32,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290578639742199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25227688901327616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291102276254321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628300989855006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181811510192728,0.0,0.0,0.642936740636246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052241592418064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42386644486809855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660751144134293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,new1one2,2019/03/10,"Anyone who's social anxiety got better, did you notice people treat your better? I recall 7 years ago I started a job, I really wanted to get into this field but my social anxiety was overwhelming me and I found it very very hard to interact with people. I can imagine this might have been strange that I was joining a team of people and not interacting very much. 

I have a lot of bad memories from working there. I found a number of people got quite abusive towards me despite always being respectful as I could (although I understand shyness can be misinterpreted), including other colleagues and managers. I didn't stand up for myself until it got so bad that I either had to make a choice of quitting or standing up for myself. I did eventually break my quietness and tell someone they were out of order. 

These days I haven't cured my problem but it's certainly significantly less. I feel like I wouldn't go through that shit again and I would be a lot quicker at confronting people. But guess what, since I've felt able to defend myself, I mostly haven't needed to.

It feels strange that I've gone from people crossing personal boundaries all the time to not at all. 

​",5.193845950936428,6.992356044843053,5.8236402004748085,76.67395146399369,69.26905829596414,7.937641783170668,30.15800580321815,8.4952907291091,2.498449960432604,950,38,159,15,17,308,136,223,0.172,0.757,0.071,-0.9775,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,6,3,12,2,1,7,0,21,1,1,1,3,37,38,13,0,6,7,0,4,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,14,8,0,0,7,1,0,3,6,6,0,0,15,5,29,6,26,16,8,21,0,1,0,0,11,7,1,6,8,120,43,4,0.10999258325403333,0.1303232250357136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750178848198916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152264058948703,0.11917691800132922,0.13365302794183448,0.0,0.0,0.1682880502527918,0.0,0.0,0.0769093716661649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183678425247692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455900287144945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782012755038797,0.0,0.0,0.07093611673947324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123111000116044,0.07857872345423872,0.10561012906431518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412023804772167,0.0,0.0,0.05746658497377584,0.0,0.06251131984334292,0.0,0.2639133505258654,0.0,0.12116923112780233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985317498504891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915066674560688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537368202379367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702352182115906,0.0,0.0,0.0734209034284738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166847488487304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808572046005501,0.08155810677190392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522728506065012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575300472232156,0.096041281085708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524804735126872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339813030907111,0.0,0.0,0.07046406535359571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129058060743716,0.09098700149972913,0.0,0.0,0.22424717386970985,0.09319635885171852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785331655592387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613836588337868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641375598323503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145061582642402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722662016193258,0.0648764754127941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007591061428025,0.0,0.0,0.07813557530227998,0.0,0.13365302794183448,0.07083161736709949
socialanxiety,Jantoshka,2019/03/10,"I Didn't Show Up to Work and I'm Nervous/Guilty I work at a hardware store where my usual hours are working at 4AM-10AM or 12PM. I work part time there but apparently I'm too reliable because out of all the part time employees I'm the only one getting 30+ hours each week. I'm only working there to make some money while I get through college, but at this point I'm working/stressing about work way more than school. I also deal with depression and not getting any sleep just makes it even worse, I haven't experienced depression as bad as I have in these past three months. This weekend I was sick and I called off of work on Friday, I had Saturday off and now today I was planning on going to work, I had a 5AM-1PM shift but I didn't get any sleep, I got in bed at 9PM, wound up falling asleep at around 12AM, which was technically 1AM because the time skipped ahead an hour last night and in my tired sleepy state I hit a breaking point and said fuck it, I'm done, I turned off my alarm went to sleep and woke up at 10AM feeling great, but then I remembered what I did last night, and now I'm just full of guilt and I feel terrible, I haven't even turned my phone on yet today because I'm worried of seeing the calls and messages that I have. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to play the victim here, I know I'm an asshole for doing this, which is why I feel terrible, but there's no way I can go back, this week I have five 4AM shifts in a row and it's the week back to school after summer break. As much as I'd love to give my two weeks notice, because I do like everyone that I work with and I know that they like me, I can't sit through that torture of always being tired for two more weeks, I need to focus on school and recover my grades that have dropped in the past few weeks. Does anyone have any advice as to what I should do?

TL;DR: I didn't show up to work today, I didn't call in, I don't want to go back because of my shitty schedule, but I like everyone that I work with. What should I do?",2.8055856195357234,3.693494235981309,3.7725535122098286,92.60603105215559,73.92990654205606,6.830991860114563,24.086825444678933,6.968188349444268,0.6034387096774196,1575,44,366,14,31,507,196,428,0.171,0.769,0.06,-0.9940000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,13,20,17,3,2,13,0,31,10,4,2,1,44,69,28,0,4,11,0,3,3,0,2,4,1,1,0,19,19,0,0,6,4,2,5,12,11,0,5,15,6,47,6,58,50,10,79,0,2,1,2,10,29,1,2,41,226,66,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281410485149788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140504696611533,0.05348647789470334,0.0,0.0,0.13113871633425386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04494638027293076,0.0,0.0,0.05722322242949236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828307839374352,0.05367148482860255,0.1959238068226357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691255756679624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627031408882357,0.11072930256361012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056252248763190835,0.06578121078346036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491325258904933,0.0,0.0,0.12284543574448342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975063700297744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059426233663110124,0.1679193916984197,0.061663658130545085,0.10959617113649203,0.0,0.05141094232021184,0.07086941523110465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990986385255829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065370068200114,0.10479428072570417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421253241631884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801560939653859,0.0,0.08581538956792946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130803625444685,0.0,0.047253521736692575,0.047663133918476285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206456823767904,0.0,0.0,0.07318371029364239,0.0,0.0,0.043558091702409533,0.09777634683174456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921891116230772,0.12272591247039676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153159163839156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281721108631088,0.0,0.061145421274622774,0.0,0.0,0.19516571996247856,0.051223190577161834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929805964120896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363303016511437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244732956013297,0.14776182616505149,0.18279103127308427,0.0,0.0,0.04364220125244647,0.13983732657051698,0.12558530480628158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079582638573323,0.0,0.03791427067338425,0.10204564713706747,0.3093713637642847,0.0,0.0,0.059588614569826184,0.058003101537179774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147662081121167,0.0652799100155455,0.0655072629506296,0.0,0.07028057340209308,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,The09,2019/03/10,"Why am I so stupid in social situations? Is it anxiety or learning disability? For good reason...i have no social circle. No friends, I’m socially inept.

However, I was offered to go out with a group of co workers for rock climbing, I figured hey ... this is a great time to make a friend for once. I don’t go out unless it’s attending a concert by myself. 

They had the introductory lesson, everyone was doing fine but me.  Started off by me not getting the harness on properly, bad start. Already laughing towards me, it’s downhill from here. The lesson begins... i wasn’t able to tie the knots I couldn’t auto belay, I struggled learning every single demonstration (about 5 things). Even the little kids more than 25 years younger me were doing amazing. I’m just an idiot with no friends, don’t mind me. 

Everyone was laughing at me. The instructor was frustrated. He said he had to move on without me. They all got tags, I was left behind. More laughs. I have no friends but at least I make others happy. After being trained for another two hours because I struggled I was able to go out and just stick to one wall. As soon as I took the clip off for my harness,  went all the to the top of the wall. I fucked up so many times that day. I’ve had so many moments like this, I knew it would be the case before the day.  I’m just severely stupid. 

Just lived my biggest nightmare. I know everyone is talking about me now. I don’t know how to keep putting up with this stuff. I hate being like this. 

These kind of things happen all the time. I realize it’s the process of learning, but even children learning quicker than me concerns me tbh. I tried to invest myself with other hobbies but It ends up like this (fitness courses, etc), I just panic and overthink. 

I’ve deleted this and then reposted this a few times already, I’m sorry guys ",1.8319011142061288,4.340075055710308,3.22724164345404,87.9103332172702,82.56545961002786,5.595571030640669,25.966643454039,6.961326702584282,1.3038651253481897,1431,61,274,18,40,466,192,359,0.151,0.7090000000000001,0.14,-0.7198,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,2,5,16,26,6,3,20,0,27,1,0,3,3,44,51,16,0,2,13,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,0,3,20,10,0,1,11,2,1,9,11,10,0,2,16,2,37,16,49,30,9,47,0,0,0,1,19,21,1,1,20,192,57,5,0.19542936605583375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566116510165098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102462365054935,0.07475146505950757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815876787832738,0.05956596381892047,0.0,0.08314799823028321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603577363794236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654620590822977,0.0,0.10897770128606643,0.12907925314163013,0.0,0.08232883485074159,0.2801117013117628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019764868624683,0.09033564990588394,0.05105188885727392,0.0,0.16660051860155764,0.0819584400820814,0.07815135842359877,0.10773078300141316,0.0,0.09675289887821882,0.0864087714938905,0.1040190970803653,0.0,0.0964730195567562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622927965851356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685329999369651,0.0,0.1017548056330276,0.10740286866482752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616728901913557,0.0,0.0,0.14321537510445526,0.09793578296228153,0.08628385532963245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045061937616667,0.1981347033287091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866397453326048,0.0,0.0,0.10385524398758098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406294836246878,0.06621399809558992,0.0,0.0,0.11464712672866036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823024541960618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046696851017546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294903999680852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103897784428198,0.0,0.0,0.10983539780810686,0.0,0.2988234415402917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938358763082394,0.138325911163746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430520566610905,0.11185993403387462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853936085143187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298345869967573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279128698969747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085646082334785,0.0663418556157039,0.0,0.09545304681950996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905824901283968,0.08817230288600264,0.0,0.0,0.09419346748231644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941370725181374,0.0,0.0,0.06292505216825174
socialanxiety,thisisfine_student,2019/03/10,Meeting a friend but feeling stressed I’m going to be hanging out with one of my close chill friends today but anytime I hang out I’m slightly stressed and tired... and I also get nausea from just sitting in a cafe with them having a conversation. Please wish me luck that I’ll enjoy this! Pray I don’t start throwing up in the back ,2.7824378109452748,4.805715925373137,3.382910447761194,90.6978482587065,76.31343283582089,5.063681592039801,27.58457711442786,5.46131890053228,0.8235592039800991,265,11,53,1,6,83,53,67,0.078,0.589,0.33299999999999996,0.9654,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,10,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,1,6,4,10,9,0,14,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361271032735956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578051358352885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873921561976615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934243991144479,0.0,0.133023990748512,0.0,0.14470157285860644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253132973619187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27948694906332194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021531757981074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5833131852371557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29263844392767696,0.2413419141871368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292790639071078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ihatemysocialskills,2019/03/10,"why is texting so hard? without getting too much into detail, when it comes to dating or something like that, texting is probably something I will never get used to.

I find it unusually hard to think of a good answer and when I finally meet someone I find cute, I sometimes think of a good answer for a whole hour, before sending it. 

Yesterday, someone I was texting (or trying to text with) noticed or rather was made insecure by me not answering to which I replied that I was going to and that it sometimes takes me time to do that (which is a very stupid response by the way). That someone has read my messages and has not replied since then/yet...

So, I feel like I totally blew that before actually having the chance to build something which makes my feel like a failure and a moron. I really thought of that someone as rather cute. 

​

I don't know why, but I feel like sharing this experience, probably in the hope of some encouragement or maybe even some tips on how to better handle situations like these or how to handle texting in general.

 ",9.392461111111107,7.474944834999999,9.006666666666664,70.06944444444447,60.65,11.68888888888889,41.22222222222222,10.25414643259724,4.223205555555555,837,38,149,14,9,270,109,200,0.055,0.77,0.175,0.9747,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,10,16,2,1,9,0,12,0,0,5,2,41,28,17,0,3,11,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,0,12,1,0,3,5,3,0,0,5,5,17,13,24,22,5,16,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,8,13,106,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.10734431613728183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918515814807325,0.13366226899774944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872041168229784,0.0,0.0,0.09728622754830137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094755422203816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265408698602839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760129161324176,0.0,0.0,0.16685820113664346,0.23575246966520896,0.0,0.12049982959945148,0.2010763587089093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494111667248805,0.0,0.06251564200955859,0.18452587817281935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970771250923934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925500710313106,0.10832802770002456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045322677813578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26870267858251023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408483793489334,0.07342597990660794,0.0,0.11050997425416444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086279524043569,0.0,0.08483892657227339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523594354269982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371976157657121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100299559894385,0.0,0.07046893738962777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099329253541566,0.12364482056212878,0.0,0.0,0.3728112105883714,0.25405055740502025,0.2175859980032893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270645196658709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409673581971322,0.0,0.08732786243046711,0.06414199444027341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468290730547088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950048446688153,0.0,0.09076167556207658,0.0,0.08731302944574985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851612114951148,0.12281128198888587,0.0,0.10603625622882852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366226899774944,0.0
socialanxiety,-21Shyguy-,2019/03/10,"Puberty at 21 This is gonna be a lil controversial so first of all i want to make clear on that i dont hate gay dudes. I have friends that are gay and they are great people.

 I just got back from a night of clubbing and my story is about tonight.
I can really enjoy a night of clubbing, met some new people and danced like there was no tomorrow. I couldn’t help but notice tho, that a lot of guys came really close. At the end of the night a guy that was standing behind me even pinched my arm and was like feeling my skin sortoff. We didn’t speak before and he was drunk as fuck. There was a girl near me watching and we looked at each other like wott??*

I started panicking and started expanding my me bubble in front and behind me being parra when someone that wasnt a girl was dancing too close behind me. i hate to say this but i kinda started throwing stinky eyes around altho I reminded myself I didn’t wanna look like a killjoy. Its not the first time this has happened too. I really dont want to become a homophobe but it seems my anxiety in clubs triggers fear of men. It all started when a girl on tinder asked me what I thought of the date and she answered with: I think u should have a think about ur sexual orientation when I said i had a pretty good time. Im pretty sure im 100%  straight. 

I like girls a lot but have have my fair share of troubles keeping them interested. Most “relationships” ive had ended in the girl breaking it of after 1-2 weeks. I don’t think im ugly but i hate my awkward side. Once i have the attention of a girl i know the right things to do to draw her closer but at talking distance things start to go downhill. I start over analyzing the conversation before its even began. Sometimes when not in a social setting and talking to a girl im not friends with the awkwardness is so thick u could touch it.

I am 21 years old and it makes me really sad i can’t seem to connect with people all around especially in school. There i feel like an outcast and i confirmed people i wish liked me find me weird. Supose I am stuck in my current school cause where i live u can only try so many years of college. This is basically my last chance and like the field of study a lot. I feel like crying a lot but tears wont show their faces. I sometimes feel like a loser in how i act and lose my center quite easily. I feel so damn hopeless and sometimes I wish looks were all u needed... all this is eating me alive and i feel like my mind is deteriorating, help!!!",1.8786067708333327,3.8652886054687516,3.3430468750000024,90.09309895833336,78.9609375,6.1416666666666675,22.190104166666664,7.1686216300943375,0.6404393229166669,1954,59,418,24,48,641,250,512,0.128,0.6729999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9882,1,0,0,0,0,1,40.0,2,0,3,5,24,33,5,3,30,0,42,9,4,5,7,84,86,35,0,9,11,0,9,11,2,3,0,3,0,10,21,27,2,1,16,7,0,7,13,14,0,2,19,17,65,19,49,60,12,68,0,4,5,3,34,26,2,9,43,267,86,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994018224581191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622878221788716,0.061029406556349024,0.0,0.0,0.05019745741180553,0.0,0.0,0.07209830723058022,0.11109952645581353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466466488762144,0.0,0.06706210115008526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052121979761828835,0.0,0.07170868164969676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301890476497304,0.0,0.0,0.06679929000696486,0.0,0.0,0.11564009594460332,0.0,0.0,0.08623565332016737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345985659101979,0.19804978059408296,0.1865485167391598,0.0,0.0,0.059666124370393814,0.11105685096553698,0.0,0.0,0.10087267704958236,0.0603517110467644,0.0,0.0,0.03710099083937773,0.05475503966408233,0.05221159316844568,0.07197310356782499,0.0,0.12927793184902395,0.057728230377910875,0.0,0.0,0.1933559499321973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751365028288383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820609652940105,0.0,0.0,0.058025212306975375,0.0,0.0,0.0358770147887709,0.05321314981498873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508257717833201,0.0,0.05764477601345759,0.0,0.1644600995263243,0.07303331977798351,0.0,0.2220000469426633,0.0,0.0,0.08715183977382401,0.06618521246091008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591572306127633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484054180875472,0.0,0.06304929644900817,0.0,0.1837868458008223,0.0,0.0,0.07432344041876922,0.06850197114018039,0.0695226856372792,0.0,0.049649535798032565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103193825063454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282954496423294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943492958002714,0.0,0.0,0.16728404709678993,0.0,0.0,0.0700879189275863,0.0,0.05575005929938053,0.06209767251141628,0.05191448296758341,0.0,0.1321367619580555,0.0,0.11885968355855014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654628605144113,0.055312817977385735,0.0,0.19369527031640968,0.0,0.27723956476315936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152705772007866,0.0,0.0,0.1049416219807246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674027902016472,0.12548928149030486,0.0,0.051826232921991185,0.07613235573215878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443218652281411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700946087886887,0.0,0.05236489566177336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014104689305768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407831393292603
socialanxiety,pinklamonade,2019/03/10,I have no friends Ive had bad social anxiety for a long time. When my friends were in school with me it wasn’t bad because i always had someone to talk to. But now i’ve either lost those friends or they’ve gone off to college. I have a few acquaintances and even if we were close last year i feel like they’re avoiding me and being distant. I can’t stop thinking that everyone hates me and that’s why people ignore me. I can’t hold a conversation with anyone and i feel so alone— my only friend stopped talking to me for some reason and I just feel like i’m the reason all this is happening. Ive been severely depressed and I feel like I have no one in my corner and no one to talk to ,1.6704531085352985,3.3926521780821943,3.176301369863016,92.29330347734457,78.58904109589042,6.13614330874605,23.559536354056906,7.010146845296331,0.6869626975763965,542,18,121,6,13,178,87,146,0.22699999999999998,0.6459999999999999,0.127,-0.9153,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,5,14,1,1,4,0,15,0,0,2,1,30,25,12,0,1,5,0,4,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,5,7,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,8,4,21,7,13,16,4,14,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,3,11,80,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136875626022478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045219965524146,0.0,0.0,0.09553525717439826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816160388873136,0.08328871494312719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767969225685622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024318948877733,0.0,0.0,0.1305563454196373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763380448843169,0.29282667603456275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222416951108932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082194387752775,0.0,0.0,0.13489438112664492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137213384862664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002523553351644,0.0,0.0,0.12091373697898325,0.0,0.0,0.1491483849680628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516879301721684,0.10391368986135696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947224197769952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28095792177163464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382774106614853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435363083033907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392776391365298,0.11576662138475652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845851493395686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32945538114632983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754733935313577,0.0,0.0,0.0796703722885516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232878195889895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798559440346362
socialanxiety,IngeniumSE,2019/03/10,"Neighbours must think I'm a massive dick and a weirdo. Constantly try to avoid social interactions with them and when I do interact it's always a single word comment very unconfidently under my breath. Doesn't help that I cringe at myself for hours later. It's just a vicious cycle, isn't.",5.569545454545453,7.1703935454545435,6.2925,74.43875,68.0909090909091,8.40909090909091,28.29545454545455,8.841846274778883,2.339636363636364,235,8,40,4,4,77,46,55,0.251,0.7490000000000001,0.0,-0.9013,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,4,0,4,2,2,0,1,8,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,5,1,6,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,0,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434157841818096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460032853724084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766372599689546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40644568737029896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207156752089327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26445406611605626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802095287716343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405369080738827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheSuppernaut,2019/03/10,"Help me please, what should i do in this situation? I don't know how to greet people. HELP! I have a severe problem with eye contact and greeting people. I get paranoid if i have to go to a place full of acquaintances/family members. I don't know who i greet first or how to do it. My face gets red , i can't laugh without being weird and forced and i feel like dying. Same goes when talking in public.
I have a few questions, please, answer them if possible.
1 - There is this gym i go, once you get there there are a lot of mirrors and faces, all eyes on me. And there are like 3 instructors, i panic, should i say hi to the ones that are far way or just greet them when we are near? Shoukd i say hi to everyone? Or should i say hi if we make eye contact even far way? I dont fucking know the timing.  I failed that so hard that sometimes i say hi they ignore me, i feel like shit, sometimes they ignore me or pretend im invisible, it happened in three gyms i've been and my last job. It has to be me. Im considering going to another gym but what would change if it would happen again? I don't know what to do anymore.

2- if i see an acquaintance coming to my way in the streets and if we make eye contact even far way should i say hi or wait until we are close? I mean... i know it sounds stupid, but for me it is a torture.

3 - If i go to the a family dinner or a friends house and there are a lot of people in a room some of them are seated, should i jsut say a ""hi"" to everyone or should i greet every single one? What if i say hi and someone hugs me? I would be obligated  to greet everyone then. I mean. FUCK.

I suffer from severe social anxiety, please, tell me what would you do in these situations, and some tips please. Take care.",0.33123174736253697,2.3474740899182582,2.4200544959128045,94.47269056102844,84.66757493188011,5.507971773911829,18.947041151400825,6.788186056548923,0.02569732411094794,1329,35,309,16,39,446,162,367,0.132,0.746,0.122,-0.7804,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,4,2,5,2,14,19,5,1,15,0,36,11,7,4,1,71,63,34,1,19,19,0,3,3,1,10,0,8,1,0,18,17,1,3,11,4,0,5,6,12,0,4,1,17,53,7,30,49,9,33,0,2,6,3,37,16,3,20,11,207,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982463049772913,0.058236095510189524,0.0,0.07549642468397327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761541574860356,0.0,0.08053109495736249,0.06557571136515382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900665241380445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921897309961138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056086136045324,0.0,0.0641393434335184,0.2182246431976615,0.0,0.0,0.14352942325722115,0.0,0.0769830720125598,0.10876869836630368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475264095008659,0.0,0.0,0.058814671781865835,0.14075431248621356,0.11931790258964202,0.0,0.17305638456903008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346357416708937,0.0,0.06819384247972167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205115534488757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783905322479339,0.0,0.0,0.1644580433618239,0.0,0.07554319684671229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918398430900406,0.06205275863372705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157378997817888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943901439310124,0.0,0.0,0.10162924195941997,0.0,0.0,0.1658468169368804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107158562155645,0.10316974293778973,0.0,0.0,0.08931732664803305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832831558062865,0.0,0.07953534978415579,0.3342534568465848,0.0,0.0858204999407024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284219323478383,0.0,0.0,0.08527841613760845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237685280175534,0.0,0.0,0.06066247622146016,0.0,0.0,0.17200116882330074,0.07814212947770441,0.0,0.1711373740183042,0.0,0.0776007554651068,0.06450121737268792,0.0,0.15058089838354408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057237193355869576,0.0611871047104178,0.06653738098894052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04438961714247187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24170074426077906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338263891375628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631058505756007,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Guavajuiceman,2019/03/10,I’m not sure what it means to “put yourself out there” or how to do it. Usually if I go out with friends to a bar or club I just  go to the dance floor and start dancing. Except I just close my eyes and imagine I’m back home alone in my room dancing. That’s all I really know what to do.,2.5640769230769247,2.1890152153846145,4.181346153846154,94.02740384615385,73.76923076923076,7.730769230769233,25.48076923076923,7.1686216300943375,0.7167692307692306,219,6,58,2,4,74,45,65,0.065,0.884,0.051,0.0356,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,2,19,9,6,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,6,1,0,3,5,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,10,9,1,15,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,3,3,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263630386479242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24230319145873916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24345627089821745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581730609546156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160850038890302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317839650753125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34325149123965176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167765740670495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018700775975632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303928925341254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969911867116795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470535180623635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway_16454,2019/03/10,"doesn't matter anymore I can't cope with this anymore. I have absolute no social interaction with anyone anymore. Now, normally I can spend days without talking to anyone and I would be okay. However, I've been starting to feel that there is absolutely nobody with whom I can talk to, and I feel like I can't keep this up anymore. At one point, I used to have this one friend that I was very close to and that I can occasionally talk about my issues with them, but we've drifted off - and I haven't been able to contact them since. I feel like I would just be an annoyance at this point, since it has been several months that I last talked to them. I can't stand this, everyday, has become a routine - of just going to college and coming back home. I have made no friends since I've attended college and I don't really see that happening anytime soon because I have zero social skills.

I have basically deleted every social media account, any traces of my accounts online.  I'm just going to die.",5.10323076923077,5.987339323076924,5.932820512820518,79.24384615384619,68.58974358974359,8.666666666666668,30.384615384615394,8.841846274778883,2.419769230769232,788,30,149,13,13,259,105,195,0.076,0.8540000000000001,0.07,-0.2586,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,1,8,6,1,0,2,1,25,0,0,2,0,27,38,7,1,3,5,0,3,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,12,12,0,1,3,0,3,5,9,1,0,3,5,4,24,5,21,29,0,21,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,0,10,103,36,2,0.11283859133952445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673411151104881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476222478993148,0.1577987333850486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676591162952417,0.0,0.06878535795063465,0.1246213588566258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720045502730283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277155651024053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710864289436493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507137989208778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116374660473838,0.1612238243983458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435763152137684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282575436492192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978279366637084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318630740991938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777417297206715,0.0,0.10029612460266474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197851230787812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110254472062173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677060344845646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900666870642522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105578616113083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292469955471752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333788294356756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228729100936332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991774803593143,0.0,0.0,0.1274754899855866,0.0,0.2800237463936504,0.0,0.0,0.3450742013152911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986773572715772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627815418753488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745631349458732,0.0,0.09310365526838413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877237539677946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031459558050354,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unananon,2019/03/10,"How should I seek help with my anxiety? I've developed severe social anxiety over the years due to some experiences from my younger childhood that have made interacting with people very difficult for me. This has been a clear problem to me for a while now, but I've recently noticed how much worse it has gotten. My social anxiety has been affecting my daily life for too long now and I would like to do something about it. I feel like speaking to a counselor or any mental health professional would help me, but the counselors at my school do not care in the least about the students. (I go to a public school with 1200+ students.) I realize that I could always pay to speak with a therapist, but the issue with this is that I am currently in high school and would likely need to involve my parents in order to receive the extreme amount of help I would need to overcome my anxiety. I'm not even sure I could afford a therapist anyway, and I worry about asking my parents to help me. I love my parents and they are very supportive of me, but they are not the kind of people that think therapy or anti-anxiety medication is beneficial. I'm not exactly sure how I would bring any of this up in a conversation as I generally just feel guilty sharing my problems with people, which is why I'm in need of advice to begin with.

Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated and I thank you in advance if you have anything to share.
",9.519169696969698,7.240007192727276,9.481318181818182,67.90331060606063,60.70909090909091,12.803030303030305,40.00757575757576,11.374738998889045,4.4591393939393935,1138,47,208,25,12,376,139,275,0.12300000000000001,0.7170000000000001,0.16,0.9531,5,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,1,12,16,0,0,14,0,25,4,0,5,4,53,44,17,0,15,12,3,2,3,0,7,3,2,0,0,10,12,0,0,4,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,4,4,33,13,41,30,4,25,0,0,0,1,25,10,0,4,13,152,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640592820527387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735750159912133,0.0,0.0,0.1803920080577111,0.0,0.33821674912157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276459148225216,0.0,0.08266356492136352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015313738407724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119713433207887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840255484203341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649465701391927,0.0,0.0,0.08941864706202368,0.06316940592488586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025282626771272,0.0,0.0,0.09748666511901348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398950977543236,0.0,0.0,0.23707228104816244,0.09342374990725648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922906346838472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207894331248984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062455776969159514,0.12959702810773022,0.0,0.0,0.07825156884496492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980520604653635,0.08366797668086785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907686577878271,0.08910958253710942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500107605258096,0.1966935931253668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067016687378992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945498183081965,0.0,0.0,0.1839041155504828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921773054268852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730704100243464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684663775290015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989281674000364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802722178597575,0.0,0.06807234218564602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003413678654524,0.16667525434867894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140801460274312,0.10111940193002593,0.20533182683849194,0.0,0.05665788539623232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591646401360367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978800046507792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979784447116032,0.09011058699025823,0.3768789557635372,0.0,0.0,0.05694151028534102
socialanxiety,WintryThrowaway,2019/03/10,"Dating a girl who has social anxiety? Would appreciate your advice. 25 M, here.  


So, I've been on a date with a girl I met online, which went extremely well. I chatted with her for a week before I met her.  


She had asked me out, but left it to me to decide what the date would be. I suggested coffee, but she told she'd prefer a walk first. So we took a walk across the park, during which we built up a good rapport. Later, we went to grab a bite and visited another place for ice-cream.  


My dumbass self forgot that she was not comfy in crowds, and I suggested going for a music fest with a huge crowd for a second date. She then finally told me about her SA, and how it made her avoid crowds, and that she's about to start therapy for it, soon enough. She also told me that she wasn't used to dating, and that having a romantic figure in her life made her feel a bit anxious because of the uncertainty.  


I'm very glad she was honest with me about it, and I am willing to support her through her SA(obviously I don't want to be her therapist).   


What dates would be perfect for someone with SA? And how can I make sure that she feels comfortable around me as well as how can I be as supportive as possible? I have battled and defeated my crippling anxiety, so I can understand how hard it can be for someone with SA.  


Thanks!  


​",3.788575621209159,4.754464832713758,5.021541772647232,84.27737624730975,71.67657992565056,8.637135589904128,26.42555272940716,8.99025400887824,1.8840959107806683,1036,33,217,20,19,344,143,269,0.092,0.738,0.17,0.9794,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,1,0,3,16,14,1,1,16,0,24,1,0,8,2,44,48,23,0,5,3,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,15,19,0,2,6,1,0,7,3,3,2,2,16,4,42,11,36,22,2,30,0,1,0,0,41,10,0,0,13,159,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892814441934492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732697558808864,0.0,0.13186668129177553,0.14788418374009374,0.0,0.1276176892665273,0.1862070865740268,0.13749134558785053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834273094114916,0.11377719783103693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418988091313898,0.0,0.10356149202291877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328696984882054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575319289281944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307481665275027,0.0,0.0,0.1333212362378445,0.0,0.10352171203836948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916742293015503,0.10207988790378399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902324940564816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223220148246098,0.0,0.08596342655523072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23031931768240174,0.08123864113056523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271552087516109,0.0,0.0,0.1372034399137263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696424613474488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406232307051515,0.20623950940091332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614301035770383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762174525892952,0.11470496950868275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204907254241199,0.1391796036003684,0.1413082045604691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488813481784951,0.13521808159956214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669858669786846,0.0,0.10511353735464952,0.0,0.10041888714014656,0.07178441639594349,0.0,0.09762393949562956,0.0,0.21885376788399016,0.2256424214294914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593659706610393,0.0,0.14788418374009374,0.0
socialanxiety,elifreeze,2019/03/10,"Feel like I’m fucking up a relationship before it’s even begun. Well it started out really well after matching on Bumble. We’ve been talking a lot and have the same interests in music, sports, movies, etc. And we plan to meet up this upcoming Monday.

But I dunno, I feel like the past 36 hours I’ve been losing points if that at all makes any sense. I’m now worried that she’s getting annoyed. I’ve been messing up obvious banter set ups, and misreading other messages and coming off like a moron. 

Anyway, Monday can’t come soon enough. Hopefully I’m not as much of a wreck in person as I’ve been online the past little while.",4.241404444444441,5.447199416000004,5.497066666666669,80.3889777777778,70.84,7.795555555555558,25.88888888888889,8.167268648758528,1.6805022222222217,497,15,92,7,9,166,88,125,0.106,0.763,0.131,0.2944,0,0,0,1,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,6,12,3,0,7,0,6,1,0,1,2,20,18,9,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,5,2,0,4,2,4,7,15,14,6,26,0,1,0,1,7,12,1,4,14,58,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128067896927586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175841329563022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30725675842708994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427800379749426,0.19890175811538924,0.11779515480280288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035312669827616,0.2548193300738125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487702873829965,0.0931778733538173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713677245947,0.17563384692812395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26139099615118416,0.17874848876166907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952237567146144,0.0,0.15162249538918302,0.0,0.0,0.11904663630704836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311040559213993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405008621617676,0.0,0.15572392773689608,0.0,0.0,0.16859362012381054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425233917255775,0.0,0.0,0.19147572824036446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623347069488972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433469119852513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207070495903466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111794970355208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gregormendeli,2019/03/10,"high school student who's very shy and in need of advice to overcome shyness :( Hi there!

​

I don't have a lot of friends at school partly because I'm shy. Before, in middle school and ninth grade, being shy wasn't really a problem. But there are times in class when I want to raise my and and ask questions and times when I want to be part of the discussion. I remember asking my ap psych teacher for a letter of recommendation but he told me I didn't seem to live up to my potential and it was probably due to me not participating in classroom discussions. Whenever we have discussions in psych, I almost never give any input (even though I want to, I just can't seem to muster up the courage) My shyness is somewhat situational- I'm not shy in my one class and once gave a really confident, bomb ass presentation. But today, I was in this organization to talk about social issues and we were talking about bias. I really wanted to contribute to the conversation but the thought of it just terrified me too much. Shyness has been becoming a problem because I know it affects the friendships I could have gained ( I have few friends) and most definitely affects the impression I give off to teachers and other people (stuck up or just meek). I want to be open and more expressive to others in the academic and social setting. How do I even begin to achieve this?

​

tldr: I'm just really shy and I want to be more open and talk more in academic setting and social situations :( pls help

​

thanks in advance",5.305486042692942,6.812869072413792,6.112266009852218,75.83695402298852,68.6206896551724,9.247947454844008,31.74055829228243,9.606745405546679,3.1030213464696224,1221,52,218,27,21,401,148,290,0.132,0.7390000000000001,0.129,-0.6181,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,2,0,0,3,15,7,0,0,12,0,21,1,1,3,1,54,44,24,0,10,11,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,19,0,0,6,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,10,0,27,5,39,29,10,31,0,0,0,1,27,19,1,8,9,154,35,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462113911255059,0.0,0.0,0.08671392848167604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814819528981054,0.31567283285000725,0.058888618430512615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191215515055618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055768971112124,0.09563907766030656,0.07368727954145422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914029277148061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143923992362003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380854786637952,0.0,0.0,0.1661425886809939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804383706939272,0.09149400164461816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903842918950409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047591195069665616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646633356079252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362128372251038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365842267261483,0.06421023901225477,0.06678859209319131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222249157046283,0.05868005834264368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755123353926995,0.0,0.060035139056651476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933657192807476,0.16572239213198972,0.0,0.0,0.09700794616383908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219038502589753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809700167964323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629209725743974,0.0,0.15766847992949967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467628407403045,0.0,0.2648228091954136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088090619585886,0.0,0.07972646173315234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508066334392551,0.06874798182730595,0.10099028066003904,0.0,0.08208339683395914,0.08274670738404975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145121669645457,0.3064613064777447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31567283285000725,0.0
socialanxiety,justneedsomehalpok,2019/03/10,"Screwing up with the same person over and over again I’m not sure if this belongs here but I’m not sure where else to post. 

I have social anxiety like the rest of you and find it hard to hold conversations, am awkward a lot of the time etc. but when I’m with my good friends, this is hardly an issue cause I’m so comfortable with them. 

Well, I recently made a friend with whom I am MORE awkward etc. then I usually would be. I’ve hung out with them multiple times, we text a lot etc. and I really like the person/their company/being friends with them .... except I for some reason really struggle being chill when I’m around them. Maybe it’s their confidence which throws me off, and makes me less confident (unfortunately). The thing is, I’ve had soooo many awkward moments now, so many cringe-worthy memories, so many fuck ups that I feel my confidence decreasing more and more as time goes on, to the point I wish I could just start over completely with them, or run away forever lol. 

When I’m at this point of awkwardness and screw up, how do I rebuild the confidence to continue with them/improve my confidence around them? It seems like I keep going farther down this slippery slope ",4.934594155844156,6.0510730952380944,5.263135822510822,83.04327516233765,69.12987012987013,9.411363636363637,28.29031385281385,9.673873057562805,2.4334521645021656,939,32,188,21,16,298,134,231,0.10099999999999999,0.662,0.23800000000000002,0.9931,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,7,0,15,19,3,5,11,1,11,3,0,5,2,45,26,19,0,4,8,0,3,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,11,18,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,8,1,0,2,3,25,11,32,20,12,36,0,0,0,3,16,18,3,6,17,128,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883484123473162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561856037026088,0.0,0.0,0.10850527927347174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863853712272004,0.0,0.0,0.12108753056002737,0.0,0.0,0.09220819695231887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647585093011392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38640073002794506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839447279513053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555442775709684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26767846448842914,0.10676728865707673,0.0,0.0,0.06563479526441314,0.09686630294068828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691008427555804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054002455557344,0.0,0.1026515153309666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926559237509778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963684432695356,0.0,0.10927804319664196,0.07708949317871933,0.3512617402761833,0.11602375504259604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168026644741205,0.0,0.0,0.21834798750614676,0.0,0.11060609152165883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479698241717418,0.11874144746401692,0.1140309946113075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051364238401728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177260165234624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174337872899322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073369090842236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21769315294905608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672545026242307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202687859918844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719430402223275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038380616147592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280611448187102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203974097306517,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jadelalaere,2019/03/10,"going to restaurant and bars later tonight with my coworkers and i'm terrifed I just started a new job in food service a couple months ago. I like it for the most part, and I like most of my coworkers and I think they like me too. Tonight, all the 21 year olds (and older) decided that we should hang out outside of work and get dinner and drinks tonight. I agreed and was originally excited, but now that it's the night of, I'm terrified.

​

I'm terrified of walking into the restaurant alone. I'm terrified that I won't see them and I'll have to do that awkward looking-around-the-restaurant-while-texting-the-group-chat thing because everyone sat down without me. I'm afraid that because I did my makeup and hair, they'll think I tried to hard and that I'm weird. I'm afraid to order food in front of them, and to eat in front of them. I'm afraid we'll have nothing to talk about outside of work. I'm afraid I'll get too buzzed and say or do something stupid in front of them. I'm afraid they don't actually want me there at all, and they only included me in the group chat to be nice, but everyone's talking behind my back about me that they don't want to be around me.

​

Any advice or words to help me breathe and go through with the night out?",4.882846153846156,5.083711092307695,5.134423076923081,87.19432692307693,68.84615384615384,8.346153846153845,30.48076923076923,8.07648339933343,1.851615384615384,1004,37,217,12,16,317,120,260,0.125,0.812,0.062,-0.9588,1,1,2,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,9,2,9,13,1,6,8,0,14,8,2,1,2,40,35,19,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,22,6,0,3,3,0,7,4,8,0,0,3,4,30,5,36,26,5,35,0,0,1,0,17,11,0,4,19,126,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.11949242951377433,0.0,0.0,0.11965561444400047,0.10854353134832063,0.0,0.0,0.12682009627446675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653465897697471,0.2975775491724913,0.08326942766262284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801090237468668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941556194467161,0.0,0.14928738406759987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354873409411412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995327166796375,0.0,0.12529575905825516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401027731586985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29613130903159485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279489569308609,0.0,0.13918102448539546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096901323064147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207489360298091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151160508999695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946699202752586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773751641379144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182618775715094,0.0,0.22981993119124,0.0,0.11749298915425838,0.0,0.1284894864915582,0.0,0.0,0.09312788016243703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260018905573415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973762527844534,0.0,0.0,0.09757589249711768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426711916704553,0.0,0.0,0.08666993742088794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19683952002346736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134958544936036,0.15692057781216334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313474209169891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444702712377375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803633698801115,0.0,0.17828846525439915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975775491724913,0.07885305490122599
socialanxiety,championforever,2019/03/10,"Finally admitted I have SA After like 26 years of having social anxiety I’ve finally admitted I have it. Where do I go from here? I hate having it. It squanders all opportunity for me. I’m extremely creative and people in my life keep pushing me to do something about it but things always fail for me because of my social discomfort. Dang. 

Has anyone overcome this obstacle ? Thanks guys. ",2.4491666666666667,5.405876694444443,4.590222222222224,74.97700000000003,87.61111111111109,7.88,28.03333333333333,8.548686976883017,3.2242566666666663,310,15,49,9,10,106,53,72,0.196,0.66,0.14400000000000002,-0.8088,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,6,14,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,3,9,14,1,8,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,5,36,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979046187924532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194941829743064,0.0,0.0,0.16630551504113647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498702411451808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210912608425665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517178748480024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550218922756735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234820946663384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114059891466349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679957056882477,0.1161981872005672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648905469338853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849024369721655,0.0,0.18310333676541207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897408895609888,0.0,0.0,0.15801247213108974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316324073694754
socialanxiety,throwawaythishope,2019/05/07,"Can't get any worse so.. Whelp, I think I hit that wall. Some sort of milestone in the great eternity of battling anxiety. 

I'm in my mid-thirties. I have tried nearly the entire spectrum of SSRI drugs, and started 150 mg Effexor 2 weeks ago (My first SNRI. I hear its faster acting but nothing so far). I have also seen at least 6 therapists for anxiety in the last two decades. So my point being, I have gone quite a few rounds with anxiety for nearly a quarter of a century. 

​

So I'm a weird case: mid-thirties, happily married, awkward and anxious as fuck. I've put myself in crazy positions: singing solo in front of a group of 30 people in college (knees trembled the whole time) dancing in a tango tournament with a cute girl in front of 100 people (my knees very obviously trembled the whole time, I was 21, didn't win). Actively engaged in approaching  random people in the streets to talk to them (used to be a missionary) gave many speeches in front of congregations and classrooms (some good, some cringy). I have put myself out there more than most normal people, let alone people with social anxiety disorder.

Hell,  I recently joined Toastmasters and even won an award for an impromptu speech.

​

YET DESPITE ALL OF THAT..

​

Everyone at work keeps saying how awkward I am. I heard them say ""he's weird"" one woman says, another ""yes he's SO weird"", and other guys my age at the company ""he's awkward. insecure, maybe he should go to the gym or something,"" and my favorite was today ""He's so awkward its embarrassing. I feel like we're being tested or something. This is a test! We're being tested!"" 

​

So my anxiety is what it is. It's stressful to be the weird awkward guy, but it is what it is. Can't go to the gym due to underlying health issues, but this is the worst its been since I was bullied in high school, when all that anxiety began really. 

​

35 and I still deal with this nonsense. Do better than me, guys (and gals). Do better :(",3.7240865115535295,5.856048300791558,4.6431806188534415,82.22906612297115,73.90765171503958,7.654625409770527,28.6352442632126,8.484438967287268,2.291308883025505,1562,65,285,29,33,506,210,379,0.218,0.6779999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.9918,0,1,3,0,0,0,91.0,0,0,2,8,14,28,3,10,22,1,27,5,2,2,3,34,46,24,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,7,0,5,16,13,0,1,2,4,0,11,3,18,0,4,11,10,26,10,45,27,12,52,1,0,2,1,22,24,2,8,18,179,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094085985370839,0.0,0.0,0.07120208470917469,0.0,0.05497766584345695,0.0,0.3724415711132056,0.4176810790671632,0.0467509252578313,0.07208816090107631,0.3155517035691198,0.07766555169748034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160385067661028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087605981019511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879104234665167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972573081006627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045407335485940066,0.0,0.0,0.06569155866354859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03476100075438765,0.04911350907570938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847692335653541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355632004031132,0.035917937052047114,0.0,0.07814202469828957,0.057662471607703165,0.0,0.0757947956290197,0.0,0.20421367020678602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307579632561684,0.07748387277075794,0.0,0.0,0.07263592433357421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175493987608368,0.0,0.061106286794943385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056038709115866496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029937923499215,0.0,0.03358674832625196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969957391667228,0.06906649967903959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735833937572472,0.06596545825347998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046585352056428525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383056670104148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498898093530794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822124315331175,0.0,0.07312184741448648,0.0,0.0,0.0440416611663411,0.0,0.06788025133155713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401325349293058,0.0,0.06957653881253838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568689681823468,0.0,0.0,0.07007982011483081,0.0,0.1058509747492314,0.0,0.0,0.04866011308353961,0.0,0.05490215680346849,0.0,0.07875048008665915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055256952922081916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982160345908369,0.0,0.04405087443638779,0.0,0.0,0.08017489947528716,0.0,0.06516496485346271,0.0,0.0,0.046675307168019466,0.0,0.06715670279456804,0.0,0.0,0.059376107162369275,0.0,0.05672421225671431,0.0,0.0,0.055145413606887385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535091366243475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004928547853625,0.0,0.07005997709122105,0.0,0.0,0.4176810790671632,0.0
socialanxiety,Marmito,2019/05/07,"Why do I act like an idiot, and can't fight back Sorry if my template is bad, but this is my first time posting here. For me, I had social anxiety ever since the seventh grade, and even though it has improved such as that I am able to walk properly, make some what proper eye contact, make friends, and etc. I sometimes feel that I don't even have social anxiety ,but other times I do. One of the biggest issues I have is that I act like an idiot. Like I do the most stupidest things, and my friends laugh at me. I realized this ever since elementary and I realized that to get people to notice me I just got to do stupid things, but sometimes I think that I can't control myself and I just keep doing stupid things and make myself look an idiot. Then another issue I have is that people roast each other as a joke, but for me I take it seriously and I get sensitive. The issue is that I can't say anything to fight back, people can roast me much better. So I just have to sit there and take the beating, the only thing I can do is just physical fight, and not verbally fight back. Today, I felt so sad and I wanted to cry, but I controlled myself, but I just still feel sad, because in Computer Science this kid kept making fun of me so much and kept calling me names. I just sat there and didn't say anything. I tried to be friendly and try to relate them, but it didn't work so far. Its been happening to me every day in that class. Honestly, it's hard because I am afraid people might think I might be autistic because of it even though I am not. Its just hard, and writing it just one big jumbled mess. In my mind I thought it would be organized, but when I speak or write it just comes out as one big mess. Honestly, I just wished I was able to roast people back or just stand up for myself and won't get humiliated. Sorry for big mess of this, sorry. Also how do I stop being so sensitive about what people say.",4.6635034013605425,4.767162765306125,5.620306122448982,83.85921768707486,69.3061224489796,8.472108843537415,27.55782312925169,8.212053250817874,1.6302955782312925,1492,44,314,19,24,493,171,392,0.159,0.696,0.145,-0.7961,0,0,0,0,4,0,43.0,0,0,1,6,36,29,9,1,10,0,40,1,1,7,2,75,65,41,0,4,24,0,5,3,3,4,0,4,0,1,30,19,0,6,8,1,0,4,9,17,0,4,11,11,52,12,29,46,6,33,0,2,2,0,20,11,0,7,18,236,82,4,0.15690710682149456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273927831808647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226539124250383,0.1200335072448059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912117956214528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24130375969607495,0.06550544009085878,0.14347367393890656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938579253141272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010984966549384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758078951099374,0.0,0.0,0.17598466238240792,0.0,0.0,0.08617754452664411,0.05059605164939336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874964503132477,0.15545349634414304,0.1419314612214378,0.06610050242256763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933694773999914,0.0,0.07532771443441251,0.0,0.0,0.06673255245316531,0.0,0.0,0.18183906225806906,0.0,0.12296623081833245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274647353107184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937621818428483,0.0,0.14055794801539548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456553806632163,0.0,0.06973312299450835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498533006331868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588122583269787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209473424414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645364451312356,0.07921572435076421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153447774769008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931989054478666,0.0,0.0,0.1594864745551299,0.05966746262138616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263388942684192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513681760229166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871682437018648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979518019604272,0.0,0.0,0.1599470356266162,0.0,0.0,0.15518514075079082,0.26346698986893125,0.0,0.0,0.06265310909640913,0.06559068356896308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797461699938347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084842193593832,0.10053973841992536,0.15416043579122346,0.0622833580611785,0.09149379580114156,0.0,0.07436479530016807,0.0,0.0,0.10652962587879904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627393846313757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079212928357245,0.0,0.09021771462143564,0.0,0.0,0.0571151212603355,0.0,0.0,0.055731153400582635,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Decisin,2019/05/07,"I can’t work out, which means I can’t fix my life I have such bad anxiety when working out I’m always worried about who might be looking at me. It’s such a bad fear that I can’t leave my house. I have an opportunity to become a firefighter but I have to get in shape! I can’t even go in my back yard and do shit. I am miserable!! Someone please help me motivate. I have to go out there and exercise!

I think me being in good shape would not only help me gain allot of confidence, but would also open allot of opportunities for me.

But I can’t get myself to do it! I’m frozen in fear.",0.2177649909145956,2.0972905826771684,2.9932283464566933,91.00269533615992,84.11811023622046,6.427377347062388,19.218049666868566,7.61054688173877,0.4477854633555429,452,12,107,8,13,159,73,127,0.16699999999999998,0.607,0.226,0.9129999999999999,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,6,8,9,1,3,3,0,17,3,1,1,0,18,26,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,6,0,0,0,1,20,3,16,21,2,15,0,1,1,0,3,11,1,3,2,76,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135414824393053,0.14707768928520362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522018926722254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591679859211805,0.2951728466636776,0.0,0.1952164832234468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674768532220885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978061458761995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469861609359245,0.0,0.2009124828022776,0.14825710467511166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369557302868967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395621131626135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871623117199368,0.0,0.0,0.12485014424234768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484330839069026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925424238962547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751341881045894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443322242186492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19402835690671588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144062449842996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976736926971804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132600618783272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573653868529157,0.1795073951351589,0.0,0.2511291149907976,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,article13bad123,2019/05/07,"boys i think i may've fucked up but idk. So I sent a compliment to a girl i know pretty well and were friends. She's going to my HS im incoming to next fall. I sent a compliment to her over instagram, and I bitched out and deleted the messages. Just now she just responded to my dm about something else. But did i fuck up?",0.7433193277310934,2.7705458529411806,2.601512605042018,93.71323529411768,83.11764705882355,6.8268907563025225,24.420168067226893,7.957251820313856,1.2902579831932774,250,10,58,5,7,83,46,68,0.172,0.579,0.249,0.8066,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,4,0,12,4,10,5,0,10,0,0,0,2,10,4,3,0,2,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580107204936531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862245600826915,0.5710673667241563,0.0,0.0,0.1755307743063267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33361898509661203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973994610916196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284733418209805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142190053531181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377735108675616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19790334659345396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776998889732076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,paranoidgiraffe,2019/05/07,"I’m now convinced that I’ve developed social anxiety due to repeated trauma I’ve developed a fear of people and friends/making friends now. I’m scared to death of letting anyone else in anymore. I’m scared to death of everyone now and I feel like I’m dying.

Every time I let someone in, somewhere down the line, they stab me in the back and give me the worst pain imaginable. They’re all nice and sweet and we’re friends for awhile until I make a mistake, then a monster comes out and attacks me up and down until there’s nothing left of me.

I don’t need someone telling me every little thing I’ve done/said wrong when I’m already going through excruciating pain just trying to say the right things/do the right things/stay on people’s good side, and make sure no one tears me a new a**hole all the time.

From now on, I’m not letting anyone else in. I will
keep all potential friends at arms length, I can’t go through this again and again and again.

I want to hide in a hole forever, I’m tired of this pain happening every time I get close to someone and let them in, I feel like no one understands me and I’m completely alone.

If this is what friends do to each other all the time, I don’t think I even want to consider dating. I couldn’t handle the person I love the most hurting me the way they all have.

Does this sound like social anxiety to you? LMAO",4.0937181663837015,4.881780971326165,4.728239954725527,87.31762308998304,70.82795698924731,7.880852669307678,27.945859271835502,8.032893268588372,1.587225089605734,1077,37,229,14,19,345,141,279,0.223,0.633,0.14400000000000002,-0.9740000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,3,0,12,25,1,3,15,0,12,6,1,2,6,39,37,17,3,6,3,0,2,3,4,1,4,2,0,1,8,16,0,1,5,0,0,3,7,12,0,2,0,5,25,13,33,31,8,43,0,1,0,1,15,19,0,2,23,132,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311202735549234,0.0992098047062172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755055522512505,0.0,0.08915926661820399,0.12572403992803388,0.1842317687127422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227723784424346,0.0,0.06912958490917863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744316843821744,0.0942612131720838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933047520682066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867441078235628,0.09200161971702772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020424825615655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937984935660288,0.0,0.2272405685107732,0.0859058303178742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116547043338246,0.09091495751471376,0.12845293559199442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778342431134876,0.0,0.04697042159654805,0.08624280943022164,0.1021874903107038,0.07540607351107417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950061236822463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624264124976012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990960195734527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767948721609054,0.3677261838126645,0.0,0.13176567406879758,0.09010606890544004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114064745512406,0.0,0.120021427743047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666616723690951,0.0,0.08682853509051693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626401289377092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184071836549723,0.0,0.2869882597562718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465434896337202,0.07849952220628499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355273580537504,0.08551800321923743,0.07149419200422766,0.1800164632620252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328885043893384,0.2285226589604727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582425800739276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473217928109253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857887464873985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059727322784282076,0.057605985025685376,0.0,0.0,0.20969182190826666,0.1033298656076782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103799482284865,0.0,0.0,0.09359182438849957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605381904032084,0.07136053524909451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829442952819248,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,conquersocialanxiety,2019/05/07,"Stop beating yourself up! How do you usually react when you get rejected, feel embarrassed for drawing the attention, or avoid something out of fear? What do you tell yourself? How do you treat yourself?

Most of us tend to be unnecessarily hard on ourselves and we beat ourselves up. In a moment when the last we need is blame, and all we crave is acceptance.

Next time you don't live up to your standards, try something different. Try to be understanding with yourself. Give yourself some time to process what happened. Make yourself feel better by treating you to an ice cream or your favourite movie. With time, this can develop into a habit and change the intensity of your anxiety to the better.

Studies have shown that people high in social anxiety beat themselves up more than the average person. Let's change that!",4.9669387755102035,7.780690829931978,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,72.6734693877551,7.737414965986395,32.26870748299319,8.634040054169528,2.9905319727891166,660,32,109,13,14,203,94,147,0.15,0.7809999999999999,0.07,-0.8813,1,2,2,0,0,0,18.0,4,9,0,5,4,9,0,3,8,0,11,0,0,4,1,28,20,9,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,13,5,23,17,4,20,0,1,1,0,17,10,0,4,10,73,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529001957656433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29237970159049753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497200404923283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269792346554633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600264633939112,0.16715607229549329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863597300463096,0.15856586949129334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461696784757144,0.0,0.1480717067485705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464307062017434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473735377333088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902516991328856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595836942397875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103355872413964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256402720161393,0.0,0.0,0.1757929343920065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459462742363835,0.14432907596037578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849727026474076,0.0,0.25450408221485993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819388515543787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447497321392352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891542461838516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444868818706307,0.0,0.0,0.17207775476570222,0.1988293367097517,0.0,0.18204891029077205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Prophecymoon91,2019/05/07,Hard time standing up for yourself? I have a coworker who regularly says racist/offensive comments when speaking to me and I can't bring myself to challenge her/call her out on how she makes me feel (and most likely others). I always end up frustrated at myself for not speaking up and doing **more**. Anyone else have their social anxiety get in the way of these moments...? I hate conflict and I can just feel myself tense up when this happens.,1.9465261044176718,4.786910951807228,3.030391566265063,85.65554718875505,90.0843373493976,5.176305220883535,23.78413654618474,6.816661863887847,1.270984738955823,351,14,60,5,12,112,63,83,0.183,0.802,0.016,-0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,2,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,13,12,7,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,6,13,2,13,12,2,16,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,6,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24030442452824394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093092381571106,0.0,0.0,0.2019354137951908,0.2959093461403477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412550300067093,0.0,0.2557907488345341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920515372623217,0.2063185108975525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508858850966423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553845559646033,0.0,0.2587077393427223,0.2851298408265031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410929096896968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277599327427852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22966505458447856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943948498522431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684013846944135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292357010229833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnOminovs,2019/05/07,"My experience with SAD, along with some stories and advice So I'm going to share my podcast episode here because I decided to discuss Social Anxiety, how it affected and affects me, some stories that might be funny or just plain sad and my experience with alcohol as a ""pill"" for my anxiety. 

​

Before you think i'm posting here for monetization or something, I make no money with the podcast whatsoever. I've been through a lot and like to share my experiences hoping to help others with providing either advice or just overall an assurance that you're not alone throughout some things. Hope this helps someone and if you smile or grin throughout, that makes my god damn day! Thank you.

​

[Official Page](https://grindersverdict.com) | [Spotify](https://open.spotify.com/episode/0zSpLlhvrHWsfdrpZCtdnN) | [iTunes](http://itunes.grindersverdict.com) | [Anchor](http://anchor.grindersverdict.com) | [YouTube](https://youtube.com/thedmgrinder)",11.091837299391258,15.357511553956835,8.105179856115111,55.99669618151634,59.35971223021583,10.032318760376313,37.311012728278925,10.214889679676881,4.9380056447149965,802,37,94,20,13,230,92,139,0.107,0.664,0.22899999999999998,0.9517,0,1,2,0,0,0,70.0,0,3,0,0,6,11,1,0,4,0,3,2,0,5,1,35,12,13,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,11,1,0,2,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,12,8,14,9,5,3,0,2,0,0,9,0,1,12,2,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27664501467669833,0.0,0.15127552658737778,0.0,0.14660468528022869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067420261153661,0.3440011813938224,0.0,0.0,0.216573051104452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628849291429515,0.0,0.12044991797568545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128902029996896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153936452524191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804469910175007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897580004991029,0.0,0.0,0.28118519757659033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915492275357411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034204059131205,0.0,0.0,0.1889734778727832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501637937902665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556722795093654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442939488976221,0.11993614376079112,0.10897327587458204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303216218051237,0.0,0.0,0.09404054028369087,0.09070049858011188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440011813938224,0.0
socialanxiety,earthpear,2019/05/07,Trying really hard not to give up I don’t think I’ll ever be able to keep a conversation going or actually connect with anyone and feel like I’m part of a group. I hardly talk with my family and I feel like I’m letting them down and I don’t know what to do I’ve been trying to improve myself for over 3 years and I will never have motivation or a passion because I can’t stop feeling lonely,1.9298991596638688,3.345108376470592,4.8327731092437,82.04176470588239,77.0,7.210084033613445,22.731092436974787,7.957251820313856,1.166226890756303,312,9,65,5,7,113,58,85,0.106,0.7390000000000001,0.155,0.6087,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,2,19,19,6,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,6,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,5,9,3,11,15,1,8,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,2,6,43,10,1,0.21035298995375096,0.0,0.20527417441126167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708370152629222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822923024994218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19027632234911865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830207799171054,0.0,0.31908237636232656,0.3005524361069489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017897555357692,0.11954845177727245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768699229211969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869714026069603,0.0,0.0,0.11560450207264072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510018407881368,0.0,0.20553569110293124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223719370282122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277917893706845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475751176052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586451858472074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690737652951835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478570228089978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28563174449138584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546042883653298
socialanxiety,unaotradesechable,2019/05/07,"Things that flare up my anxiety I had planned on cooking dinner for the couple I'm staying with and have the food marinating, everything planned out. I'm trying to step outside my comfort zone more. But today they've told me they've invited more friends for the dinner (bringing more food) and now I'm kinda freaking out because I'm not prepared to meet new people, especially since I don't speak the language very well. I'm mentally exhausted already and I'm not in the mood to put on a face tonight, but can't cancel because it would offend them and I don't want to be anti social.",7.320287356321836,6.492353672413793,7.615517241379313,74.8978735632184,64.0,10.147126436781608,38.298850574712645,9.2995712137729,3.5325333333333333,470,22,87,7,6,154,76,116,0.12,0.8109999999999999,0.07,-0.5448,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,2,7,1,0,6,0,7,7,1,0,0,14,16,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,1,0,3,5,3,1,0,2,1,7,3,13,12,3,14,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,49,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294945993415578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909269075811755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535471232305279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301093675418997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690557343859915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029443175818016,0.0,0.16067327845142673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957985219510195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085393707829596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417677746793833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906231128974676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203083487937254,0.0,0.0,0.21199417446601335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166306811841288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816273555534705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712654663753987,0.19871951334129487,0.0,0.1411946148665677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159294258879246,0.12266317216011648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698555170925008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477324016779619,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brock4822,2019/05/07,"Why am I so quiet? So I just got off work frustrated because of one comment and question. ""your just so quiet"" and ""why are you so quiet?"" 

So I have a voice that is naturally not very loud.  I feel like I am straining my voice constantly just to have someone hear me.  Everyone is always saying ""what?"" And thinking I'm very shy.  I know I'm not shy.  

I was training someone that looks sortof like me and people were starting to say ""You two look very similar, but you"" pointing at me, ""are super quiet.""
The guy I'm training has a very loud voice and does talk a lot more then I do.  

So it has come down to my soft voice and amount that I speak for people to distinguish me? 

The worst part is that I feel like I have been making progress in being more talkitive and loud.  I've been striking up conversation with other co workers.  I have been maintaining the conversation too.  I even try to crack jokes so I'm not the quiet guy in the corner.  Sure enough, my efforts don't work.  

What more can I offer?  I naturally don't care to talk a whole lot but I force myself too.  Maybe it's anxiety, maybe it isn't.  Do I have to be very loud and talking to literally everyone I see?  I have no more to offer people.  What do I do?",0.9050870147255664,3.1171230160642587,2.9343775100401612,90.45034805890228,83.8995983935743,5.937884872824633,21.27041499330656,7.242747475848597,0.6647868808567607,937,30,202,14,27,315,118,249,0.08199999999999999,0.825,0.094,0.7170000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,4,0,6,13,10,1,1,9,0,30,0,0,1,1,29,47,18,0,0,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,17,0,2,11,10,0,0,6,1,0,1,7,3,0,2,6,23,32,7,18,39,11,12,0,0,3,0,19,8,0,4,6,140,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368992595922848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613658252457636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863823410096215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480039321384675,0.0,0.0,0.09699255460256713,0.0,0.12167761852784095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853460592486228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634305091858102,0.0,0.07436941691773946,0.0,0.0,0.21518298142547096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386509822323218,0.16087898546152685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005430099467815,0.0,0.0,0.22297794570531154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690527591679227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06188049995247207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502797592866775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910665116815512,0.0,0.0,0.19145229857005755,0.0,0.0,0.07515953387891566,0.0,0.22623812891508954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629880573849042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193184139549301,0.0,0.2341822524589029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644078906002948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261346809886494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790836935415057,0.0,0.0,0.08972542447116315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080655680929215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969690796533611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612156877429847,0.0,0.0,0.2715041958851773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721477666877218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644613676168732,0.0,0.10999114516412037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645225871000694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032029964329408,0.12571080047003969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394426752218255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,str8shooters,2019/05/07,"Awkward rocky interaction... But I guess it's okay Well I was just at the doctor's office and thought I'd be heading in for an appointment where I'd show my x ray and do a  procedure based on it. But the doc called in the front desk saying I should just drop off the x rays and if I'll be doing any work, it'll be in our appointment time. But I was feeling spacey and tired after eating a lot.

Front desk lady: you can just leave the x rays here with the doctor but the doctor won't actually be doing anything with you today. But of course you can wait until he arrives to discuss the x rays with the doctor if you wish or you can go.

Me: o.o. so the doctor won't actually be doing anything with me today ?(I hand over my x rays) 

Her: I'll call you to schedule a time for your next appointment but you won't actually do any work with the doctor.  

Me: o.o. so I won't actually be doing anything with the doctor today? 

Her:  thanks for dropping these by, I'll be calling you, have a nice day 

Me: you too :)  bye

Her: bye :)",0.7109728122344947,2.726125322429908,2.9812064570943093,91.01415463041631,83.15887850467291,5.573152081563296,19.540356839422266,6.782984794422108,0.17915700934579434,785,21,174,9,22,268,99,214,0.027999999999999997,0.8390000000000001,0.133,0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,10,0,2,9,5,0,1,17,1,25,11,2,0,0,29,32,16,0,4,12,0,2,0,0,6,8,1,0,0,4,10,1,1,2,1,0,3,4,1,1,0,3,3,26,4,22,16,1,23,0,0,0,0,23,8,0,5,12,116,30,11,0.0,0.0,0.37506657550680655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068434211655025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372132109027781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943454316097624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06196789667636145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6884408211755174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832056195260576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858426319743373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054608219158403616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585020353536724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986125546382497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174181707419423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168937636399913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218917058127967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641190704750879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884636155386422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628201354004685,0.1120577179425271,0.11043739169160187,0.2732365353398977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639337721400735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049482787271243,0.0,0.0,0.13990435291054024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gotmoxiefordays,2019/05/07,"My social anxiety nightmare come true... Apologies for mobile formatting, etc.

So, I’ll start with a bit of background information. I ride a motorcycle and have for about 10 years.
Something lately has me really anxious when I ride, and I guess it’s apparent in my new riding style. I went on a ride with some friends Sunday, it was a road I haven’t been on in years, filled with curves, and I had some panicked moments where I fell behind from the group. I anticipated this might happen, so I rode in the very back.  Sunday’s ride comes and goes, and I don’t think much of it besides “man I need to get my confidence back.”

Monday comes.  I go to download a video on a computer my wife and I share, and her email is up, as is google hangouts. I didn’t realize this until the notification went off, and since I also use GH, I thought it was mine, so I read it. It wasn’t mine. It was my wife and one of our friends talking about me and my riding. About how my confidence is shot, how I need to improve, how they want to help, etc. It wasn’t anything bad necessarily, but I also saw that everyone that went Sunday had been talking about me.  All of the gritty details were in these messages. 

As a socially anxious person who tries to fly under the radar, this is my worst nightmare. All of my friends are talking about me without my knowledge.  Even though they aren’t talking smack, it’s still a huge blow to my fragile ego and mental health. 

The wife and I discussed it and she knows I saw the messages. She’s not mad at me for reading them since it was an honest mistake initially, but I’m still really hurt and discouraged by the whole thing. 

Will my social anxiety ever recover from this major breach?!  Or am I overreacting?",3.329046218487392,5.091769997058826,4.4163025210084035,85.02764705882355,74.02941176470588,7.3277310924369745,26.84873949579832,8.07648339933343,1.6610210084033614,1349,50,270,21,28,440,176,340,0.091,0.82,0.08900000000000001,-0.5692,2,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,3,0,22,12,1,0,17,0,25,1,0,4,4,48,46,30,0,4,5,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,20,20,0,1,6,4,0,16,8,6,0,1,18,3,48,6,41,26,11,47,0,2,2,0,32,14,0,5,17,196,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632205205718166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561376865002142,0.23057748240267925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397939341176963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694205579575415,0.08520843974095953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114134145462924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26372406426275885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227627995590083,0.06740381591406097,0.0923110992312903,0.0,0.09751423817053986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23653337428888546,0.0,0.05331750896985914,0.0,0.0579980149853366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242083674322527,0.0,0.09024348662358242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847559035544926,0.0,0.0,0.06840272841367236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924785670848948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056084638018340766,0.0,0.11511813165720887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284354706324048,0.10826013319265404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501933051241665,0.15133925537284285,0.0,0.09856162753430757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915249399021682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910711969574593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415751422134165,0.0,0.13075314770340107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883551618096604,0.0,0.0,0.3120848587849772,0.0,0.07856395381898502,0.0,0.0,0.07223232258708231,0.0,0.16299634545223465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32809936481608404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779824323592333,0.06539025026656936,0.10026472751985682,0.08101720643139576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928602567000636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813941963419393,0.0,0.08420287867376801,0.06019240679314754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28380728929159943,0.0,0.11393645404890396,0.0,0.09837365785683323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143517736588475
socialanxiety,dcrookie,2019/05/07,"Looking for a ""social trainer"" Hi I have a bad case of social anxiety. I have trouble letting people get to know me, especially new people. 
I am looking for someone to ""teach me"" through texts how to properly maintain a conversation and learn how to talk in general.
Thanks",3.917200000000001,6.641424319999999,5.537999999999999,73.16900000000003,75.8,8.0,36.0,8.841846274778883,3.880600000000001,216,13,34,5,5,73,36,50,0.156,0.787,0.057,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,9,8,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,24,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787076184072466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159665518904689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513683154644698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215030721920086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26449278965361633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43441097892541497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498111092282442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586383341858959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273334508014816,0.2191579794176762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789750613964467,0.0,0.2381352477549182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nousernamesleft2019,2019/05/07,"Looking for place(apps) to meet people online Okay so I'm a 21M and am really awkward in a social setting, at least with people I don't know and i just break down. However i seem to not be so shit (mostly) in an online setting, so any suggestions for any kind of apps to meet people? 
Preferably nerdy people (games, movies, anime, ... And similar things).
Cheers :)",1.5163768115942031,4.200250492753625,2.9623188405797087,87.4794202898551,87.55072463768116,5.385507246376811,20.71014492753623,6.937597516519254,0.8033884057971012,280,9,51,4,9,91,50,69,0.106,0.784,0.11,0.0749,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,3,1,3,1,1,0,0,10,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,11,6,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,2,0,31,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348626196098111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563899296358457,0.13531063112131356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675447304445166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6827643259069274,0.0,0.2572371496627363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577284935944474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241404265638738,0.0,0.0,0.2527311278566287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509801893333178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357104913771744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pirateman347,2019/05/07,How does Social Anxiety affects studies I attend a school with a environment of students who are cheaters and who mostly cheat and share answers in a daily basis. I sometimes envy them having good grades while me on the other hand has average grades since i’m working by myself talking with nobody in class. I have a habit of comparing myself with every one resulting me feeling dumb every time . how does social anxiety affect you guys and girls?,9.802777777777775,9.088539123456787,9.351944444444447,64.08125000000001,59.0,11.062962962962963,38.768518518518526,10.125756701596842,4.246725925925927,363,15,52,6,4,117,60,81,0.168,0.72,0.11199999999999999,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,2,4,2,0,5,0,4,1,1,5,0,14,6,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,9,2,9,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,1,2,38,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509896109470084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015091147656871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38656855341869945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159944629635506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241469699177927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714780444923216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554513039464578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321709122083989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897668444649118,0.0,0.0,0.4677006370580961,0.0,0.0,0.22688819741719984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438768850433804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337683640569343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670101511694672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xxxxbv,2019/05/07,"i creatre awkward situations and go thinking about them for days hey, i'm that person who says something very dumb in a group chat and gets left on read. i'm that friend who makes an inappropriate comment and no one knows what to say, so there is an awkward silence after i've said something. i'm that person who replies to messages instantly. caps lock and a lot of exclamation marks. i'm too much. that leaves me feeling very immature and childish. 
i tend to overthink situations like this. like 'damn, i shouldn't have said that' or 'they probably think i'm weird now'

how do i change or what do i do to feel more comfortable with it?

thank you.",3.5110822510822497,5.602238333333332,4.0487012987013005,86.43720779220781,74.39682539682539,7.121500721500722,28.121212121212125,8.00094639256281,1.757342857142857,514,21,103,8,11,162,86,126,0.102,0.775,0.122,0.5627,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,0,6,10,2,2,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,17,23,9,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,4,0,2,12,6,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,6,9,5,11,20,3,7,0,0,0,0,18,3,2,3,5,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283685621996848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146448602038304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478146641845765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353214300512267,0.0,0.09029932355860387,0.0,0.09822629792922792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949857743344364,0.0,0.0,0.1830076532399223,0.1877860858249673,0.0,0.0,0.16887721864420205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693841227650056,0.0,0.0,0.11536892122053564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705385022619994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171176889234834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30182627764286796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634571225184696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728820962361054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288119450623441,0.27489117435663635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885482926044205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26611415360587065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912354568072618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149179436484948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852144870544027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UltimateBias,2019/05/07,How to start a conversation and make friends in a new class? My technique is to usually wait until theres a pair work and talk with that person then go on from there but i have a feeling that isnt practical. It might also be a bit hard because other people in the class might already have friend groups already.,5.2359677419354815,5.904579532258066,5.490483870967744,83.30572580645162,68.19354838709678,8.135483870967743,30.01612903225807,8.07648339933343,1.9512774193548383,249,9,49,3,4,79,48,62,0.027000000000000003,0.838,0.136,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,10,12,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,8,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,35,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4832801240528475,0.17511111543874114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348275462653028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23905973621075305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107183712236881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383530687204368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244463265003062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961551018802602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616491449716734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645874823704184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148365997762306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518069948054492,0.19119712483198373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549888768231146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760006816128472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24116573874516706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594135740868585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peanutcrab,2019/05/07,"Realising I have social anxiety I never thought about it just simply presumed I was awkward as a child. And now as a 20 year old with no friends, running around the campus trying to find an empty lecture hall to eat my lunch, I am starting to realise that that is not normal behavior. 
It is all of the small things from walking in the shade to hide myself from others, to arriving 40 minutes before a lecture to get a corner seat in the back row, and to even having a fight with my partner because I didn’t want to buy a yellow football as I didn’t want people to stare at me at the park. 
There are so many small things that I do that I realise are not normal, they stress me out as I am always rushing to be a step ahead of other people to avoid conversation or stalling but I would rather be in a rush to have my cash and card ready at the cashier than have to make awkward eye contact. 
How do other people come to the realisation that they have social anxiety? And do I even have social anxiety or am I just a weird anxious person?",8.538380952380955,5.778590742857148,8.681428571428572,74.3802380952381,63.0,10.857142857142858,37.14285714285714,8.515128840125781,3.032,816,29,162,8,9,270,119,210,0.11,0.843,0.046,-0.7809999999999999,0,1,0,0,1,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,12,7,1,4,17,0,22,3,1,2,2,30,29,13,0,6,8,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,12,9,2,1,3,0,2,6,6,6,0,0,4,3,20,1,35,22,1,25,0,0,3,0,12,12,0,2,7,128,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263274045200352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484284183111919,0.171514747213473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515306021872664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674113511206753,0.0,0.0925487972803658,0.0,0.12918866310761154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078052474971769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535099469518682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200552947794512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876183069581952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172966862041876,0.0,0.07932031330836675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134183310157517,0.15392287236649674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709387260666808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975050919807361,0.0,0.0,0.15931081534097782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31576112196590805,0.13256441999697155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642877969339456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745983016268293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739106771250964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172652470581104,0.0,0.0,0.12052907800212098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307663223995074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909616026195754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784942791249197,0.0,0.0,0.09776787822454673
socialanxiety,doggov,2019/05/07,"What do you think caused your social anxiety to develop? I've always been curious as to why I am the way that I am. By all accounts I shouldn't have social anxiety. I have three very extroverted older brothers and two parents who were loving and attentive. And yet nearly all my life I have struggled to connect with my peers and socialize ""normally."" I'm a teenager now with no friends and very poor social skills and I don't know why.
Does anyone else think about this?",3.718598901098902,5.892885406593408,4.666030219780222,81.8695947802198,74.05494505494505,8.066483516483517,27.85851648351648,8.841846274778883,2.38646043956044,376,15,69,8,8,122,63,91,0.126,0.774,0.1,-0.1162,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,10,2,0,1,2,17,15,7,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,10,2,9,12,2,5,0,0,0,1,11,1,0,0,3,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423817483597802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468316098304865,0.0,0.0,0.1128045870808689,0.1653000381527274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657287342686724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411795934526831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347691993673356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464194234166635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866188425821317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395103888668046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560520385582498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806760498103145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913612601268206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6578160581580479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865549983257594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067454834549963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575944310317418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26622569555465764,0.0,0.12805499596181774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911476242838558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mellow-Marshmellow,2019/05/07,"My head Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along

Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder Where those years have gone?",5.224,6.1381047333333365,3.633333333333337,95.73000000000003,68.33333333333334,6.0,21.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.33633333333333315,122,2,26,0,2,34,29,30,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,5,0,10,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,5,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263873866662401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24384997726834054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427000646919756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32546231077629806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663055965965557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27718171347392034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184918461729757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814629967536877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704886913597854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439091373837079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084369208804309
socialanxiety,battleofmtbubble,2019/05/07,"Social anxiety only in particular situations Sometimes I feel completely confused about my social anxiety. I definitely get social anxiety, but only when there’s an element of “performing” like with a work event. But in other instances, like a general social event outside of work, I’m excited, I enjoy it, I might have a little anxiety about talking to people, but I can usually control it, especially when they’re around my age, and I tend to always enjoy the event. But when it’s a work event, with people more executive and more experienced than me, I become so nervous I can barely focus. My mind sometimes goes blank and I feel like I babble like an idiot. It’s so frustrating because I know if I had a ounce of ability to control this, life would be so much better and so much less stressful. I hoped this would get better (and overall, honestly, my shyness and anxiety has gotten better from when I was younger, I’m mid-20s now) but considering I’ve been working for a few years, it doesn’t feel like things have massively improved from when I first started working. It’s also hard when people who are obviously less knowledgeable approach these situations with such confidence, while I know I’m knowledgeable but can’t easily show that I know what I’m talking about. It’s so frustrating - just wanted to vent!",8.423067426400763,8.21667632098766,8.890123456790125,64.61786324786326,61.51028806584362,12.250585628363408,38.856916745805634,11.661520659325953,4.8873085786641335,1058,49,170,29,13,354,128,243,0.129,0.638,0.23399999999999999,0.9872,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,12,20,19,3,3,9,0,15,1,0,2,1,37,32,26,0,5,8,0,4,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,15,10,0,2,8,1,0,1,2,6,0,1,4,5,22,13,20,24,7,22,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,22,119,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685378130589564,0.07996565157603612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675938408313092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855523198940707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858368503034666,0.10613855408806533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25498670057581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076249080822587,0.0,0.21557606524189887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457781614933581,0.13731244598187722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174542534929495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042002463389343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608968804847199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545227001695468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844759555163973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788060910000858,0.2347561115082452,0.09632076263727403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195042352992008,0.0970369458885964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412939794755564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618179380809865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987780130778715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604829126693628,0.0,0.3918608828826956,0.0,0.0,0.19009725946668604,0.0,0.06802241659169272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008601550214213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448839852880974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638467680451361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584421724205006,0.0,0.056684221466143825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34982176686403865,0.0,0.0,0.13653806642971714,0.0,0.0,0.0618873799801096
socialanxiety,CalamityEm,2019/05/07,I did it! I fucking did it!  I went to a movie with someone from work!  I was terrified the whole time but I did it!   I feel like I'm kicking anxieties ass today!  I'm feeling really proud of myself!,-1.6085714285714268,0.26745052380952217,1.9214285714285744,91.97357142857143,103.28571428571428,5.257142857142857,20.285714285714285,6.868970318607317,0.7939142857142865,150,6,33,3,7,54,30,42,0.195,0.5760000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.3833,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,4,10,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,7,2,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,22,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26691700032060395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528411456338485,0.2492630596399668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32256385444346536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704609548108974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235221921737696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29563231029341125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034536029458835,0.0,0.33072811994894913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32344525324547085,0.0,0.3895481894674807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25401235354498874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,catkin78,2019/05/07,"Does anyone want to chat or be friends? I’m really lonely because my social anxiety inhibits me from having friends and so if anyone around my age (18-25) wants to chat and be friends so we’re not as lonely, please message me :).",1.8053333333333328,4.300461088888891,3.1288888888888917,88.66000000000004,82.55555555555556,5.377777777777778,24.555555555555557,6.742157984588678,1.0366888888888892,179,7,34,2,5,58,34,45,0.2,0.61,0.19,0.1159,0,4,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,6,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20526968017834088,0.0,0.0,0.3752414292260522,0.0,0.0,0.2388682207440736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356985555922932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348150629138837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.621927110361235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945428414470125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189736451840973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27352593123508784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165328337710969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wavinthruawindow,2019/05/07,"UNDIAGNOSED AND SCARED I’m pretty sure I have clinical social anxiety. But I’ve never been to see a psychiatrist, psychologist, therapist etc, so I feel like my problem can’t be taken seriously by anyone. I’m almost certain that it’s social anxiety, I’ve done loads of research and taken many tests, I’ve thought a lot about it. I just want to be sure, you know? I feel dumb saying I have it to my mom when there’s no hard proof. I can’t tell her all the specifics of what goes on in my brain, so I’ve only vaguely mentioned it. I have no idea what to do about this. I have no friends to talk to, unless you count this one girl who was an online friend to me, but she’s showed me that she’s really cold and heartless and she just manipulated me so that’s no good.",2.386346153846155,3.8446707500000015,4.255000000000003,86.47769230769234,75.875,7.4230769230769225,23.55769230769231,8.139509932561175,1.153596153846154,600,18,132,10,13,204,95,160,0.17,0.7170000000000001,0.114,-0.792,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,9,12,2,1,4,0,12,2,1,1,6,25,22,11,0,2,5,1,3,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,12,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,6,20,7,15,14,3,4,0,0,1,0,17,2,1,2,3,85,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819915955827675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569954231387246,0.0,0.0,0.11744955440977065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751170731792854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189312794796147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733258560486246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986284016006073,0.11999884872091734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25954867559246203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088649615038776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046944038740698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896193393170674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231272476351128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206237361733901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280333349612234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029670214453818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967261506205402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295499495277649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382181235335198,0.1277498688155737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708873675379411,0.0,0.16072600771673098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760682213870773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357765147524145,0.16816874011247296,0.0,0.13385151089369654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424515124498756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166222372882587,0.0,0.0,0.13500910155400025,0.14681446474037185,0.0,0.0,0.19502781817894954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335058124052188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990739225121154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,teeheehaahaa,2019/05/07,"People always looking/staring at me in public? So first off I guess I should mention I'm tall and black, and I live in a county where black people are the second lowest demographic at 2%. White is the highest [85%] and Asian is the second highest [~10%]. People often describe me as ""cute"" or ""handsome"" (I don't know about that, but [you can be the judge of it yourself](https://i.imgur.com/JlOCfr2.jpg), but me being a black guy in a place like this I don't know if people are looking at me because I'm attractive, or because I'm black and they think I'm going to hurt/rob them or they've just never seen a black guy before.

Just five minutes ago I was out getting take out for my friends from this food/bar place and a bunch of [white] guys looked over at me and two of the closet to me just stared at me the entire time.

And if you're curious how I look: https://i.imgur.com/JlOCfr2.jpg",3.705492610837439,5.439390994252879,3.837602627257798,89.68551724137932,72.9655172413793,6.120853858784894,23.34811165845649,6.5431188927421005,0.5443215106732349,699,19,140,5,14,215,102,174,0.011000000000000001,0.9009999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.9246,1,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,2,1,8,5,0,0,11,0,11,0,0,1,1,27,26,17,0,3,10,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,2,12,18,5,21,21,1,21,0,0,12,0,9,16,0,7,5,93,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137197848258791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878440027958898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869763690045369,0.0,0.13170130871007452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316507196742923,0.18715338397649475,0.0,0.11957803965800365,0.0,0.08086304803156948,0.0,0.08796165391271747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050105484964992,0.4597519005255137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568881133135094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701195297955143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075614778187133,0.0,0.13666831324057752,0.0,0.3899136392236644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193712814520203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.429203326900092,0.0,0.3234118604274989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637081649295684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917295556870642,0.0,0.0,0.09024998760092899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511917478960414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ash-02,2019/05/07,Should I send it? Slide up on the insta story about music. Never talked to her before. Think she’s so cool. Should I send it? Or am I not allowed to talk to her would it be weird?,-2.2196703296703326,-0.6072456410256386,0.5008058608058619,101.39538461538464,107.97435897435898,3.2542124542124533,8.135531135531135,5.288315135182226,-1.8816622710622712,136,1,33,1,7,46,30,39,0.044000000000000004,0.863,0.092,0.4275,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,8,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,6,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876565227473061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513636754016581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7323398319738065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29191086620840057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236238629547333,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Scarlet-eyes,2019/01/06,"I would love to try out new hobbies, but I'm always scared of looking bad. I'm 19 years old, I've been interested in trying out a hobby that I'm very invested in. I watch videos about it consistently. However, whenever I want to try it out or even any other hobby, I'm just scared that I'm going to look stupid and ignorant. I know as a beginner that I'm not supposed to know many things, but it's just very embarrassing to go and look ignorant in front of everyone. I really hate myself that for feeling that way, but at the same time, I don't know why I'm feeling that way despite being convinced that it's ok for a beginner to not be experienced, it's just hard to describe that makes me feel even more dumb...",8.788603603603605,5.3272539864864905,9.497567567567568,70.90373873873877,63.189189189189186,13.380180180180185,38.18018018018018,11.538034831475384,4.072374774774774,562,20,119,13,6,194,84,148,0.225,0.6890000000000001,0.086,-0.9783,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,13,3,3,4,1,5,1,0,1,0,26,27,7,0,2,9,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,2,6,1,1,3,3,9,0,0,1,9,8,4,20,23,2,18,0,0,4,1,1,7,1,1,6,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165975757330892,0.0,0.0,0.1076015987631681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211516179929858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090184041028897,0.0,0.0,0.15119522658555767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24001702010078965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985113111143095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174270120522994,0.15621903672323484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608766590061051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986192046805727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280845120617788,0.0,0.10561953068601213,0.1604200461313704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528191973527928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603541730545707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136597570098807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31683099798139674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512075918832388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226499065675793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222826701081958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26111209109733424,0.09332795655854753,0.2511906876711394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277766245739945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240181485029052,0.0,0.0,0.10189471709963874
socialanxiety,flossee,2019/01/06,"I went back into the store and the world didn't end: a story So! today I went to an outlet store to get some things I wanted. This store has everything at different discounts and markdowns from the label price, so I find things I like and tally it all up in my head before going to pay, a bit nervous but hey I wanna buy this stuff. I get through the checkout (an accomplishment in itself for me, whew) and the total ends up being more than the one I had in mind. :( I don't say anything at this point and just go ahead and pay figuring I must have gotten confused with the discounts / added something up wrong. Once I get outside I go back through the receipt to find the difference and notice that a discount hasn't been taken off some stuff. Now normally I would panic and be too nervous to go back, but this was like £40 so I think aaaaa, I am not losing £40 because I am a giant wuss. I go back in and find the guy who served me and point out the missing discount, he then apologises and calls over the manager who fixes everything, apologises again and refunds me the discount.The end!

  


This probably sounds super lame and pathetic but I am proud of myself and have nobody else to tell who would get it. If this dumb story gives anybody else the courage to make a tiny step to fight their anxiety I will be a happy bunny.",4.391633249791145,5.208045063909778,5.2116791979949895,84.01826232247288,70.1654135338346,7.8659983291562225,27.559732664995824,7.984000788550335,1.630054970760234,1041,34,209,13,18,339,148,266,0.156,0.735,0.109,-0.9143,1,0,1,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,1,5,11,16,2,4,22,0,19,1,1,1,3,41,37,22,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,0,1,17,17,0,0,5,0,12,8,4,10,1,1,8,2,25,6,30,22,6,37,0,3,0,0,12,17,1,4,14,150,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225849173971356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848623793665251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33072904023772626,0.0,0.06554796402807819,0.0,0.09149825920006556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739253533946654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979793156487762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22468738180053568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796514000867088,0.0,0.2857132107633597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327815119024835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948354518114134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247154018731151,0.10315048769544692,0.3055527043808573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646945216166084,0.0,0.11446536908870128,0.0,0.0,0.1103545701361161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506532762179788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029613152212565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177565809481147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857245042208384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535443809306252,0.0,0.12242114134990227,0.0,0.1145136242008093,0.07286363700114179,0.0,0.0,0.12616073436800046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20329710120934685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593318190481552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551044221947318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278017295010133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24618726743095606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398405845225807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428734178453871,0.06889948841919108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192380511632623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342269708192214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993587419338935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527693633844032,0.1175647965385714,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PhantomParsnip,2019/01/06,I'm inherently inferior to people who don't have SA You can't change my mind,0.2747058823529436,2.508375588235296,4.383823529411767,78.77220588235295,87.23529411764706,8.105882352941178,20.264705882352946,8.841846274778883,1.6556117647058817,63,2,14,2,2,24,16,17,0.172,0.828,0.0,-0.4019,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6536478937876564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6238948621580416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42836857018198576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pastelpinknblue,2019/01/06,I really want my coworkers to be friends but I don’t know how I (22F) am a month into this job now and everyone is nice to me but seriously how do I make an actual group of friends?? Plenty of them I feel I could get on with but I never have anything to say to them. Also it scares me because some of them talk about eachother to me behind their backs and I worry they’re doing the same about me! I moved to this city basically after school ended and I havent made any friends except my neighbour. I always panic and stumble over my words when I talk to new people. I also have issues with eye contact like i’ll catch myself looking away from someone while talking to them! Even used to do it with my boyfriend and slowly have relaxed thankfully. Sorry for length.,2.1763203463203453,4.378551870129872,3.5854285714285723,87.64290476190477,79.0,5.924848484848488,22.604329004329003,7.0316486544052195,0.7945087445887449,604,19,119,7,15,198,101,154,0.098,0.736,0.166,0.9237,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,0,10,10,0,2,3,0,12,1,1,5,1,26,21,14,0,2,4,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,4,27,7,26,18,2,15,0,0,2,0,15,4,0,1,10,92,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.1552697383787499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544825993078165,0.1323934003156965,0.0,0.0,0.10820118312711427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093509473471834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949036333835258,0.12234681693115547,0.0,0.09699281017946064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703747649398112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092544102749954,0.0,0.0,0.10509155476886547,0.0,0.0,0.15203772609119726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045148598801721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687871335124139,0.0,0.08312912018496793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607092473547674,0.15789347667528114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744344408499452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773377502693019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361347185481598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055501899771762,0.10620807044615127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700117208353198,0.16911019851624345,0.0,0.0,0.12271649219288068,0.15367074604999398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668290223957384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030778524368877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193081353578856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653174226742295,0.15929823175018654,0.16102919409376115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481454169098975,0.0,0.0,0.17811214444674092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836630600910079,0.0,0.14648836593517267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742113143256973,0.0,0.0,0.093848004439943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158531276400653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Epsile,2019/01/06,"Strategies I’ve acquired over the years for social situations! Hello! I’m 18 years old, and I have social anxiety. Currently, it’s in a state where I feel much more confident than ever, but I still have hiccups in every day situations.

It started when I was about 12; I noticed that I couldn’t go to the counter to order food without feeling overwhelmed and embarrassed at everything I said, resulting in me relying on a social crutch. I sought to be better at this, so I’ve devised my own ways to make things seem not as bad.

*If you’re having trouble with the exact same thing as me, check this out:*
I always go into most social situations with an empty mind so that there’s endless types of possibilities. What I’ve noticed is that if you plan what you’re about to say before you say it, you’re much more susceptible to being nervous and anxious about what you want to say. The best way that I’ve learned to overcome that is to have minimal planning; if you know what you want for food, it’s easiest just to say “I want ________”. Minimal speech can often be preferred in most social situations, and I find that to be a life saver for people. 

*If it’s talking with people, check this out:*
Like in the last paragraph, empty mindsets often lead me to success. However, there’s usually a format that’s followed with interacting with other humans. For instance, if you see someone that you know and you wanna say hi to them but don’t know how to, oftentimes they’re fine with someone they know randomly saying hi to them. **You’re not a nuisance to them, or to anyone else. You’re validated in what you want.** 
With that, the only format you need to follow is to have a clear mind, but know who you’re about to say hi to. If it’s someone who you don’t really know, you don’t have to be super friendly with them; just say “hey, how are you?” If it’s someone who you know fairly well, usually the same goes, or some variation of “Hey, what’s up bud?” If it’s a close friend of yours, some form of your initiation with them (like a handshake or a pat on the back) will always be preferable route.

This post also functions as an AMA! I’m absolutely fine with answering any questions related to social anxiety and how to overcome various obstacles to the best of my knowledge.",3.165956340956342,5.199174743243248,4.530180180180178,82.86069646569649,75.2162162162162,7.436729036729036,26.6999306999307,8.303829127061777,1.8980797643797644,1782,68,341,32,39,590,198,444,0.055999999999999994,0.8,0.14300000000000002,0.9927,3,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,16,6,9,22,17,0,3,20,0,23,4,0,6,3,83,48,30,0,17,19,0,2,2,3,1,2,10,0,1,33,20,2,0,17,0,2,5,7,5,1,0,2,13,38,12,69,38,15,40,0,1,1,0,53,17,0,20,15,238,71,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056590550413336285,0.11776389293943072,0.0,0.0,0.048122461222829226,0.0,0.10826969045750946,0.07994403275014476,0.0,0.04948036328823701,0.07250685589135519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441372989969392,0.05908561604765662,0.0,0.0,0.06021559593104792,0.0,0.14852649275943502,0.06258567671611631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045637413887104634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059114873936642776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401077384703359,0.05962235962814405,0.0,0.06359880043687016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156157452047633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467770566579731,0.0,0.17113804953093528,0.0,0.10934535106441763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043448408086634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27223321759421765,0.05768272160461596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998324046116033,0.06914417137274688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723602463377925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290446312349614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404047702983996,0.05247117047960485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113228919087752,0.07425570830489467,0.0,0.0,0.05381978629706366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811874444532534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977663064535967,0.06777307578933954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927272284514716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04533371521478522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731348864377308,0.4501997989110881,0.0,0.0,0.05639034919274712,0.06442157681473501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31817020609547586,0.0,0.43281454739728936,0.23983499504535125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008765905801764,0.0,0.05651282615806695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687803096130504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402591998449117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587476400037228,0.0,0.16695554795165055,0.11233954017352288,0.0,0.0,0.06362601483171583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821470026916063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114036647784372
socialanxiety,_Nothing_Unusual_,2019/01/06,"Where and how to meet new people? (I'm sorry if this has been asked before, couldn't quickly find something)

So, the last few months have been pretty shitty. I had to stay in psychiatric department in a hospital for treating my depression and suicide risk. That was like two months, in that time I didn't go to school and barely saw my friends (they didn't know I was in the hospital). So I don't really see them anymore. And I've been feeling pretty lonely, so I wanted , as scary as it is, meet some new people. I only have no idea where? Does someone have tips for where and how to meet new people if you're pretty scared to meet new people?",2.8354968287526425,4.6486907596899245,3.8022410147991534,88.68995771670191,75.51162790697674,6.551374207188162,21.804792107117688,7.348242739294969,0.7072728682170539,504,13,102,6,11,162,78,129,0.187,0.698,0.115,-0.8851,0,2,1,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,2,0,9,7,0,2,3,0,15,0,0,2,0,16,23,14,1,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,9,3,10,3,13,13,2,19,0,2,2,0,8,7,0,3,10,65,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590886144620004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811579117391772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661266702464272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180340926625378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992639688444395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929256393037443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525392530134533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587832618121608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788413918681082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470376192558952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531471128394178,0.1117075386126995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695180964594204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187712688648503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5294241548991915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042266330135395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38003073117405295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41826301133991134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877926283978857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720297110720212,0.138693842498578,0.10920474857289536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611526044725165,0.10550164373472126,0.0,0.15340732373408394,0.0,0.1460685613361992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990172915072153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991030503921037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338701424227087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083093515962393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,the_real_georgebush,2019/01/06,"I think I have a problem. I can't seem to talk to anyone except my friend group. I feel fine and happy talking to my friend group about anything but I heavily avoid interaction with anyone else. For example, if there is a choice between going to a checkout at the shops, I will always go to the self checkout or I will never ask for assistance in shops, even if I can't find anything. I have the same problem at school. Because I go to a Christian school we have these people called 'chappies' who I guess are meant yo be school counselors but only talk to you about god. They just walk around the school and try talk to lonely looking people which is me sometimes because I like having a bit of alone time. But the chappies try to talk to me and I just want to say ""please go away"" but I'm to shy. I will even leave a shop if I see someone I know or put my hoodie up to avoid recognition.

TLDR: I don't talk to anyone outside my friend group.

Anyone have some advice? ",3.3185374149659883,4.674287112244902,4.075387755102042,89.11723129251703,73.28571428571428,6.2470748299319725,24.80136054421769,6.42735559955562,0.7227058503401365,758,23,156,5,15,242,106,196,0.106,0.784,0.111,-0.0258,0,5,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,1,0,8,11,0,2,11,0,15,0,0,0,1,33,30,12,0,6,12,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,2,6,3,3,6,4,5,0,0,1,4,26,6,28,25,3,14,1,1,2,0,21,6,0,8,3,103,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983754458331584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581540260100454,0.0,0.0,0.08501209456126868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857534150946601,0.10468335472820124,0.16815138259813778,0.0909513242927191,0.0955134389465274,0.0,0.0959903505296686,0.0,0.0,0.12456152543975264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154117060646064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432511557484993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853483886723089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496221367980565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165929206515766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933798483189519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23680460349517546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322580816918611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254974799903426,0.0,0.0,0.10875990730700176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614894941583598,0.0,0.0,0.10818133069378867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04991420280343308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857955236204802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787983843126016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770349039508181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166107747998974,0.0,0.0,0.11214996037186678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552226413455775,0.0,0.1027072209473834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124822244153003,0.0,0.41359853414991415,0.08141479664539278,0.09301005670349337,0.10658367408196798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656675135724062,0.0,0.1010469237673472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927133870170043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546523226744863,0.0,0.0,0.05957507635573073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873094979403394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060261428506333974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,absolute-loser,2019/01/06,"The idea of going back to college is slowly killing me inside. I have to go back to college In about 2 weeks and I’ve never been more terrified and depressed in my life. Part of me is excited to go back to class but part of me can’t fathom the thought of having to put up with the constant anxiety of being around all those people again. I’m not ready to be afraid to go to the cafeteria again. I’m not ready to stop breathing again just because I have to talk to my professor or sweat through my clothes because I have to make a phone call. Most of all I’m not ready to go back to the intense loneliness again. I’ve been too scared to approach anyone so I haven’t made a single friend and it’s killing me inside. I can’t leave my best friend again like this he’s the only one who actually makes me feel safe and happy and free to be myself. Doesn’t help that it’s been awhile since I’ve seen him and he works a lot so I’ve just been lying In bed most of the day and night dreading the idea of going back to school and terrified that’s he’s abandoning me if He’s doesn’t message me right away, I know that’s psycho and I don’t blame him but I can’t shake the thought I can’t loose him he’s all I have socially. Sorry for the rant I just don’t know what to do anymore. ",1.9370790941910088,3.1611102382671485,3.2930177223498522,93.87905398752872,76.58122743682308,6.480406957663276,22.699212340006564,6.980632752743323,0.4420050541516245,1004,28,237,10,22,328,128,277,0.179,0.67,0.152,-0.6509999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,18,16,2,4,13,0,24,4,2,3,4,41,42,15,2,1,10,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,9,11,1,3,7,0,1,9,13,8,0,1,8,2,26,9,37,31,11,32,0,2,1,0,17,7,0,5,17,154,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.1110621426902602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706433847275613,0.0,0.1128689383205354,0.07957859820006916,0.0,0.0,0.1013150291030728,0.0,0.0,0.10692824137697647,0.4375643245614816,0.0,0.1387550392827204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943657345962153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621273470004312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298817823477322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339803472048348,0.0,0.09802438621503752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754575559758585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585864733271714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880850744454498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211528612666774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628444397451492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569552739524089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518278052462463,0.0,0.1250939992003565,0.0,0.0,0.1205083571117144,0.0,0.0,0.08038736874718365,0.055601817224901366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675719209857657,0.0,0.10768977379141233,0.15193811747108618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777728814824352,0.0,0.0,0.1068029752800574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712060141215442,0.08655763345953026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464902785488315,0.0,0.07890152397048031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441048451246012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719311813533772,0.0,0.0,0.1139436642946432,0.11518179600530926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414480806324717,0.0,0.0,0.1160149625479871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274009772152708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515025605743528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147616693745697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070485456694704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129151707029527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285503545573585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stagnantsea,2019/01/06,"Math profs are always cute and induce anxiety My radiant math prof: Raj, we have always seen you speak English.. what is your native tongue?

Me: Raj
",1.5055555555555564,3.9816521481481497,2.2493333333333356,88.55400000000002,101.5925925925926,5.122962962962963,16.511111111111113,6.742157984588678,0.4801022222222221,116,3,20,2,5,36,24,27,0.053,0.755,0.192,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9085974742156534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176728742077168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HowToMonk,2019/01/06,"How to Get into a Conflict with Anyone Anytime Anywhere ***TLDR:*** *After a fine read you will learn how to get into a conflict with anyone anytime anywhere. What a skill!*

The following method can be extended to social skills other than Assertiveness as well.

*Steps for Becoming Assertive:*

* ***Know.*** *Clearly understand what does assertiveness mean and how to act assertively, so that you can distinguish between your assertive and non-assertive behaviors.*
* ***Practice.*** *Whenever you come across unfair behavior against you, do not tolerate it even if you feel unconfident in your abilities. Look at the situation as a chance to practice your ability to get into conflict (as want it or not, you are going to need that useful skill a lot in your life).*
* ***Reflect.*** *Self-reflect on the situation. What happened? What went wrong and why? At which points were you assertive, at which not? Why?* ***Visualize.*** *Next time, what would you do instead, if something similar happened to you. Try to* ***write everything down.***

**\*\*\***

*The following is the original blog post:*

# How to Get into a Conflict with Anyone Anytime Anywhere

*I do not like to get into a conflict with anyone.* I am a phlegmatic person and it is against my nature. However, unfortunately, or fortunately, **some situations just simply DEMAND from a person to actually get into a conflict**. Indeed, to be able to get into a conflict with anyone anytime is a useful skill to master. You do not have to use this skill consistently, but having it in your arsenal makes you confident in yourself during stressful situations.

\*\*\*

Our plane lifted off at midnight. I have been traveling the whole day from another city to reach the Liszt Ferenc airport in the capital of Budapest. Naturally, I was sleepy and tired. I was hoping to spend the next 3.5 hours as fast as possible and return home after being away for a few months.

As always, I chose the *aisle* seat, as it is undeniably the most comfortable one among three. You leave first when the airplane lands, you can stand up as many times as you want without disturbing your neighbor(s) to check your luggage and go to the restroom. Your circle of communication is wider, you have more space for your legs. Trading off a place like this for looking out from a window would be a sin.

After the plane took off and the belt signs disappeared, I felt how my seat trembled from the pressure, and someone sitting behind my seat stood up to check the baggage out.

I usually do not care about such instances, however, the person sitting behind me seemed like to have an addiction to stand up in the coziest way possible. Each time that person stood up, I sensed how someone took my tired soul and shook it mindlessly.

*I would never call myself an assertive person.* This is the ability I have always lacked and after each failed attempt of assertiveness, I would analyze the embarrassment that has just happened to me and hate myself even more intensely.

For that reason, I did not react to the situation as immediately as a truly assertive person would react. I told myself – “Ok, I am not going to complain this time as well, but if you are going to repeat this one more time, it is not going to end well, b\*tch.”

Surely, that is the mistake all unassertive people make; **they wait for a perfect moment to state their opinions and the moment does not arrive.**

Luckily, only a few minutes later, the hurricane from 11th row stood up and passed by me.

Yet, I was not courageous enough and doubted myself in whether I should tell my dissatisfaction about his behavior when he returns from the restroom or not.

However, when he was coming back, I saw his face: a slim 35/40-year-old guy from my country. I did not like his eyes and when he passed by me again, I stopped him and told him not to use the aid of my seat while standing up.

Unfortunately, I could not speak my mind precisely out of nervousness and used too many sentences to explain a simple thing. My voice was not confident and I was talking with minimal volume. On the plane! So, I needed to repeat my sentences till he answered: “I cannot do it otherwise”, and then he sat down.

His one-liner after all of my lengthy and polite request infuriated me in a way that I almost shouted to him after he sat down: “Do not touch this!”. People around looked at me for a second or so and everything returned to its previous state. Except me, being angry with myself.

I am not chaotic at all, it is extremely difficult to get me angry. I am phlegmatic and people with phlegmatic personality type tend to run from conflicts. **However, throughout my life, I realized that personality characteristics like introversion or fear of getting into conflict are prone to change (probably even several times) over a lifetime.** I knew it to be true, as I noticed how I became much more assertive than I was before. And I wanted to prove it to myself again.

**I kept myself from scolding myself and thinking about the past.** Instead, I prepared what I am going to say as soon as my disposable plane-mate repeats his addiction.

A little time passed by and James Bond stood up to prove his one-liner – “I cannot do it otherwise.” When he returned back to his place again passing by me, I looked at his eyes with a face expressing total fury. He returned my eye-contact with complete satisfaction in his face. *Lucky me.*

As I have told you before, I am a phlegmatic person. In extremely rare cases, I verbally express my fury or hatred, however, the satisfied look in his face created anger inside me that made me courageous enough to stand my ground.

“Please, do not lean on my seat while standing up.” – I asked politely, with confidence, while putting a lot of effort to keep my voice from shaking out of the stress.

“It is impossible.” – he replied with his annoying husky voice.

“You can raise the armrest before standing up.” – I told him my prepared advice.

“I cannot do it.” – he lied – “Look, you have this button here,” – he leaned and touched the button on my armrest which actually meant for reclining the seat – “but I don’t have it.” – he lied again – “That is why I cannot raise my armrest. Come and check it if you want!”

I could have stood up and proved that he was wrong, but instead, my usually slow mind in high-conflict situations found something witty to say – “Call stewardess and she will show you.”

“I called her, she could not either” – he answered quickly and sat down.

“You called her and she could not raise the armrest? – I asked in total disbelief.

“Yes, I did.”

“Really? Did you call the stewardess?” – I asked again while feeling on me all the negative attention from others.

“Yes!” – he loudly exclaimed.

If things ended up this way, he would win and I would feel like shit afterward for a long time, re-analyzing everything in my mind over and over again. I knew it, because, unfortunately, it happened to me several times before. This knowledge pushed me to finish what I have started.

When stewardess came, I reached out and asked her if all the armrests go up. She answered affirmatively and kneeled to show me how to raise the armrest. I interrupted her, asking her to explain to the guy sitting one row behind me exactly what she was going to explain to me. I told her that he disturbs me while standing up and tells me he is incapable of raising his armrest.

Stewardess approached him and explained everything while politely asking him not to disturb the passenger sitting in front of him. I wish I saw his face!

The second everything had happened, I felt how my body got relaxed and my self-esteem went up. A few seconds of boldness brought me unbelievable self-satisfaction and a sense of achievement. It is a great feeling to catch a liar in front of others.

Afterward, he would never touch my seat while standing up, although, in the beginning, he would press his knees against my seat while sitting, in order to cause me minimal discomfort. That was funny; I noticed how a grown-up man turned into a child.

When the plane finally landed, I stood up to take my belongings. He was standing beside me, and even though I am still not sure if made the right decision or not, I asked a question to learn his reaction: “Is everything ok, I hope you are not spiteful towards me.”

“Everything is ok.” – he did not answer my main question. But anyways, I was proud that I could guess his reaction to this question beforehand.

\*\*\*

**Learning how to get into a conflict with anyone makes you** **stronger.**

You are going to get into such stressful situations again and again where your rights are not going to be respected (unknowingly or deliberately). However, learning the skill of handling such situations is certainly going to be useful for your well-being.

Everyone could have been in my place and maybe actually was. Do not get me wrong, I failed many times before while trying stand for my ground. Indeed, in the example above I was not an epitome of assertiveness.

*I waited for a perfect moment to strike, instead of immediately demanding my rights.*

*I was unconfident and nervous when I first asked him for a favor.*

*I could not achieve what I wanted not in my first attempt, neither in my second, and roughly speaking, I made a comeback, and if my disposable friend did not make an obvious mistake of lying to me overtly, I might have left the plane without achieving my goal at all.*

However, these small mistakes are not significant.

**Indeed, what is significant is my eagerness and ability to learn from my mistakes. I know that I am better than I was before and I will be better than I am now.**

## How to Be Assertive

Initially, we should *define* assertiveness, which will guide us while making assumptions on how an assertive person would act in a given situation.

According to ChangingMinds:

***Assertive behavior means standing up for your rights and expressing your truths in a way that neither shrinks from what you want to communicate nor assumes that they are the only valid truths.***

*Assertiveness also includes recognizing and respecting the equality, rights, and truths of other people*

*Assertiveness can be understood in terms of what it is not: it is neither* *Aggressive behavior* *nor* *Passive behavior.*

*The assumptions on which assertiveness is based are that:*

* *All people have needs that they legitimately seek to satisfy, including you.*
* *All people have equal and legitimate rights, including you.*
* *All people can contribute to a conversation, including you.*

*\*\*\**

We defined assertiveness and assertive behavior. While analyzing a stressful situation, this knowledge will guide you on determining whether you were assertive in it or not, so that afterward you can work on changing undesired behavior(s) of yours.

If the first step is **knowledge**[,](https://wrongmonk.wordpress.com/2018/12/28/how-to-spot-a-charlatan/) the second one is to put that knowledge into **practice.**

When someone disturbs you unfairly, do not tolerate it. Instead of getting nervous, accept the situation as a chance to practice your ability to get into a conflict with people when necessary.

In the beginning, you may fail and embarrass yourself. However, look at the situation from a brighter side: you have gained a new **experience** which you can **reflect** on.

Try to understand what exactly went wrong, and instead of scolding yourself, figure out how would you act if the next time a similar situation arose. Believe me, that situation will certainly arrive and it may be much sooner than you expect. Try to have a diary to put your thoughts on.

To summarize:

* **Know.** Clearly understand what does assertiveness mean and how to act assertively, so that you can distinguish between your assertive and non-assertive behaviors.
* **Practice.** Whenever you come across unfair behavior against you, do not tolerate it even if you feel unconfident in your abilities. Look at the situation as a chance to practice your ability to get into conflict (as want it or not, you are going to need that useful skill a lot in your life).
* **Reflect.** Self-reflect on the situation. What happened? What went wrong and why? At which points were you assertive, at which not? Why? **Visualize.** Next time, what would you do instead, if something similar happened to you. Try to **write everything down.**

As time passes, this knowledge, practice, and self-analysis will increase your confidence. And in the end, you will be able to get into a conflict with anyone anytime anywhere. What a skill!",3.1083571001399264,6.236467391522338,3.893828565456456,79.59087888799215,87.25432999088423,6.933464166894077,27.953532796451235,7.986378893414257,2.6642181038036563,9803,460,1577,227,314,3116,642,2194,0.121,0.7759999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.9939,8,0,4,0,0,0,521.0,4,69,4,31,76,85,7,20,120,5,161,18,11,35,32,382,314,158,0,53,74,0,12,6,1,25,7,9,2,14,96,107,0,18,59,6,5,51,54,42,3,14,66,33,266,43,312,203,40,308,2,3,12,0,190,130,1,43,109,1225,362,16,0.049917400977681034,0.0,0.07306827402383682,0.05441733515079041,0.0,0.02438935325655074,0.0,0.0,0.024992533262757768,0.0,0.0,0.019959463763595642,0.041535276413049285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026171373651733984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216192590342105,0.0,0.0,0.02221853498685632,0.18666412624127296,0.0,0.02344952069944492,0.0383834001345594,0.0,0.015214592159714654,0.027564923784415832,0.12742809492510235,0.02811990856794329,0.0,0.044147884670195765,0.0,0.027723489706840698,0.0,0.0,0.12742811874555576,0.02854610428555648,0.025447058558563187,0.02563946059250647,0.05280599142322023,0.08599884190704886,0.026168722603400932,0.0,0.0,0.13949244002677533,0.0,0.0,0.01609629703352764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552458097449661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631800149498196,0.051578018972324134,0.0,0.08242493140884348,0.0,0.0,0.023849107898698853,0.1794501652245758,0.024414398277222752,0.0,0.02808547698172194,0.06309934446099201,0.017830500616211827,0.04792853303238294,0.027341036413882976,0.0,0.08491943154259875,0.0,0.027365926835368936,0.01928303008494471,0.0,0.20863825396872912,0.0,0.1702152559354385,0.0,0.019961752801606645,0.02751705540089969,0.02749482245723157,0.04942607497050624,0.15449627490435244,0.0,0.0,0.024641549517007755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026370237394205253,0.0250356115983565,0.04957924235304224,0.02457929243415276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02218443977749756,0.0,0.0,0.04114994718677825,0.0,0.0,0.02642766006582528,0.027117701109297246,0.0,0.052887204815197056,0.07316136207713687,0.025015174775702118,0.0,0.022087664528122764,0.16767217921025016,0.0,0.0,0.06365698387210945,0.0,0.07084957763601638,0.08330063191893282,0.07591261461822008,0.025074369318395563,0.0815620251783558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026477237027927054,0.07560351770400868,0.0,0.01992179661030028,0.0,0.0366950332883654,0.07402624064771869,0.03849937694414514,0.024105268459629046,0.1061754444806619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056831291863395875,0.02618995765770809,0.0,0.10147596832490384,0.03796443280776258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023825903752424927,0.13842576260395942,0.21792974564899412,0.07822958946668912,0.02739715817965663,0.047188078653785326,0.05627436937501721,0.02390353584625957,0.0,0.026909700501211647,0.0,0.0,0.07527116289184921,0.08387836984333692,0.0,0.024965454667654343,0.0,0.01598918263720286,0.025661700968224455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788756307268329,0.0,0.03969632079522193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02272146354180673,0.1301868395008885,0.056392454681486334,0.025619747385631275,0.0,0.4488740012482245,0.0,0.02544225202510551,0.06344227779045042,0.057643281024270784,0.0,0.0,0.01766589666772773,0.0,0.01993205045085579,0.02086659118529873,0.11436042833328107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04704655967328938,0.0,0.01876583661900725,0.02006085803415867,0.043630008653002976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033162903153649566,0.015992527485093718,0.02452179650804185,0.019814420274241056,0.18919704657874065,0.05737270927751741,0.0,0.11924553949349427,0.055460069185581086,0.08472659649897217,0.02714789906059339,0.0,0.07794866227419413,0.030022243604338236,0.15089412560613605,0.05497696489962508,0.0,0.1030490174416487,0.07924421886463978,0.0,0.0,0.08976347663558705,0.09254786161470108,0.11260672556827216,0.027865497769210653,0.0287012738127377,0.04811859323587662,0.0,0.018170231212564048,0.0,0.0,0.2127593367260613,0.13644210451052205,0.0,0.01607258481167424
socialanxiety,gretsall,2019/01/06,"How do you cope with shyness at work? Hi all. I've been terribly shy and awkward since I was a kid.. and school was okay cause I can still get away by being passive. Not really talking or participating in group discussions etc. However, I think it causes communication problems for me at work. It was a struggle bringing up difficult topics to my manager (e.g. asking for a raise) but I pushed myself somehow cause I really wanted it.

At my new job I'm kinda in a sales position and attend meetings. I feel like everyone contributes to discussions except for me.. but I don't feel the need to give any input. I've also been asked to lead a meeting some months ago and it was awful.  I was tensed. My boss had to step up for me. There's performance reviews in a couple of months and I'm nervous about whether I can live up to expectations.

 How does everyone here cope with social anxiety at work? How do you manage it so it doesn't affect you at work?",2.1101871657754003,4.585628080213908,4.084307486631019,82.43352005347595,81.03208556149733,7.376363636363638,24.323262032085555,8.395991825355821,1.906341390374332,749,28,142,17,20,254,113,187,0.131,0.835,0.034,-0.9279,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,6,11,8,0,3,7,2,15,0,0,9,1,33,27,14,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,1,5,3,6,0,0,8,2,19,2,28,18,3,22,0,0,0,0,15,12,0,4,6,97,25,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674315273654865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143410630539729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723131040081166,0.0,0.1093793169797372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26733401860470624,0.0,0.1343344268482319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44063957053165465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820466252996646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512277105785966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594605072048109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732470553642649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458997915240404,0.10214494835080193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470115440933223,0.13715945492844092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188559863381436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985281112306344,0.0,0.12625396913385695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282505611720317,0.0,0.0,0.1060178663841088,0.0,0.13809098548541685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681256055246072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319331238110897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470340436230875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118274542525453,0.0,0.0,0.14575011520818504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418402139405505,0.0,0.0,0.14947375167412508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492191676933697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161581770050913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843333149091067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163646032556093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AbaqaEljidigoy,2019/01/06,I have school tomorrow Today is the last day of christmas break. I feel so stressed and nervous. I got a new haircut a few days ago. I don’t like it. I’m scared people are going to stare at me. I hate school. ,-1.8708333333333336,-0.1546279999999971,0.5015277777777811,101.48562500000004,106.77777777777777,3.1388888888888893,16.73611111111111,5.148860815047168,-0.8247222222222224,160,5,38,1,8,53,38,45,0.265,0.68,0.055,-0.8618,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,6,1,3,8,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,20,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346667828416495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414573324592263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385522020808693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045191013631934,0.0,0.2117284133316372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613656342267249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157899250911074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293334914334013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556774595204702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353014494548334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26504047287400023,0.5358408976699723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032468175462925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25093266968763817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AffectionateAssist1,2019/01/06,"Social Anxiety Is something I've never understood. I haven't thought too hard about it, but even me, as a not extroverted person who spends every day at home, never felt even the slightest bit of discomfort confronting people, talking with anyone whatsoever, or presenting things. I'd say I'm a pretty self aware person too, I'm sure I come off weird and eccentric to some people, but that's the other far end of the extreme. I'm aware of what's weird to do and how people take certain things you say and do, but it never mattered to me. There's only a single person who I really care what they think.

​

That being said, I really wish I could help people who feel nervous and have social anxiety. I don't know how or really where to begin, and I'm no expert at social skills, but I'd say the first step to feeling the way I do is to not force it or try to make yourself feel comfortable, rather, try to detach from the feeling of what's impeding you. If you overthink it, you're gonna feel more pressured and nervous.

​

I'm sure this isn't too much help cause it's really vague and self centered of me to post, but that's kind of the point. I was thinking, maybe rather than thinking about how you're coming off to someone else, or thinking about how you're perceived, just think about yourself and only yourself. Think selfishly. Not in a mean way, but be more focused on your own thoughts about the topic or yourself or whatever else other than the actual 'idea' of any social confrontation, which is what seems to be so stressful for people. 

​

I'd imagine when people have social anxiety, they're most comfortable at home, in peace, with their own thoughts. So just transfer that feeling and state of mind to when you're around people too (way easier said than done i'm sure), but try to just think like you think when you're alone. Just say whatever to be people, so long as it's not offensive or mean. And don't overthink about what it is, just give it a quick check in your head. 

​

Sorry if this isn't too much help, I just find this an interesting topic since it seems so many people struggle with social anxiety and I've never felt anything even remotely close to it, despite being a generally introverted person (it's really strange and out of character for me to make this post and I honestly feel like deleting it). 

​

I guess if anyone has any questions, I'd love to try my best and help. As i said, I'm in no way a 'cool' guy, or a likable person really for that matter- but I don't get stressed about social interactions and that's the point. If you're a cool guy, that'll come out with the latter.

​

Hope you all had/are having a fun weekend and hope to hear from you soon

\-guy that goes to the grocery store with mustard on his shirt and used to regularly strike up conversations with complete strangers out of impulse, but now I just watch anime and touch my peepee.",6.486373155640173,6.507173486910998,6.503284150404571,79.36378867206093,65.43979057591622,9.388735522766936,31.325241948278595,9.0124134603493,2.4814286212914483,2340,80,445,35,33,744,230,573,0.09,0.7290000000000001,0.18,0.9965,0,1,1,0,0,0,86.0,0,8,2,3,41,32,3,7,23,2,26,3,2,8,9,125,80,53,0,10,34,0,11,2,0,2,0,8,2,10,37,32,0,0,31,1,3,4,16,13,0,1,11,22,31,19,70,61,12,50,0,0,1,1,49,22,0,20,19,280,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.04384003624926133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652845071801421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29205542547235525,0.3275306376087498,0.061100686328648464,0.0,0.13746911997937952,0.0,0.0,0.06282480321825062,0.0,0.03696920829136992,0.03999251626957128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471457112488841,0.0,0.049046147649803966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04580373566565487,0.04615005199467148,0.0,0.11609597863337452,0.047102703445097184,0.0,0.0,0.03586872517892405,0.0,0.0,0.028972721260605808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045973575600904426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505766076750242,0.0,0.039789958478697735,0.0,0.0,0.08901704128566053,0.0,0.037851005551695314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900698160466675,0.032094221622185636,0.08626953299162876,0.0,0.04106037083227757,0.03821293516403264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023471306645654555,0.04309587517665043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948963264680968,0.13344757711759678,0.0,0.0,0.040243715824232716,0.0,0.046105712983157306,0.0,0.050633412917340435,0.0,0.12044834389426075,0.0,0.09012629363351232,0.08924074686337381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05071452905392388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678217200462071,0.02468944559625193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043895887898770886,0.0,0.0,0.03975695443107904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04054630452765897,0.0,0.05997518520918192,0.045546604475059684,0.04513290923584233,0.09787235809664263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045361150252901085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660496615400407,0.0,0.13859482272057136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833453230051656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28030623473303923,0.1961326186367989,0.0,0.0,0.08493674332748312,0.0,0.08605090720853817,0.04570458054101775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032595642345716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726795165749018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820105988341668,0.14290372935786938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179553700563277,0.09373253996995436,0.0,0.0,0.03716218414480904,0.0,0.0,0.3205655886201933,0.03806456078546095,0.03458523638872306,0.0,0.05028953452559852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292220646904572,0.04696506083153009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702302183342076,0.0,0.0337777907833135,0.036108779979744515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969196190041867,0.2302875202231037,0.0,0.10699560420952332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200371594094815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03880052511406098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263657410753425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516611991111183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275306376087498,0.0
socialanxiety,jackedup23,2019/01/06,"Does anyone else always feel like an “extra?” I have friends that I love, but they are all in separate social circles, and I'm not really a part of any of them. On the rare occasion I do get invited out, I always feel like I'm an ""extra"", like I really don't belong. The more I think about it, the more I realize how much I really don't fit in anywhere. I have no real sense of social belonging. It's hard to find that I think, as I'm sure you all can relate to.

I just wish I had a real friend group, you know? A group of friends who say ""Hey, let's invite Chris! This thing can't work without Chris!"" instead of ""Hey remember that one guy, with the thing? Is he still in the country? Text him maybe, if you want, no biggie if you don't, whatever"". Am I doomed to always be this part of a friend group?

I've been away from home for the last 5 months in a new city, and I literally know no one. It's alright most of the time, but I get bummed out on Fridays and weekends.

Kinda just ranting. Thanks guys :)",1.1449379344587882,2.7648926745283013,3.1776166832174795,92.1540764647468,79.80188679245283,6.538629592850048,20.1201588877855,7.475848149327749,0.4268735849056604,765,19,177,11,19,259,120,212,0.057999999999999996,0.7120000000000001,0.22899999999999998,0.9902,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,4,2,1,6,12,0,0,14,1,15,1,0,1,3,33,30,9,0,4,8,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,1,2,11,6,0,0,9,1,0,0,9,1,0,2,2,4,22,11,25,26,10,16,1,1,0,1,24,10,0,4,9,115,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971341543856669,0.0,0.0,0.08094629836870118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323041150316883,0.12196303849840777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118351131134675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416629290520853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943652303123647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120372990401424,0.17007392849023173,0.0,0.0,0.10879370521769964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678573866580115,0.0,0.1243793158474957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357221179881999,0.0,0.0,0.10662989319143444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939947476339313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308344864764619,0.09702751428496982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171897123548228,0.0,0.17446005204758053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743163330082683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958431751818305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501074268819336,0.0,0.0875027095671926,0.0,0.0,0.11496249579535878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131923748563587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25780156699382684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27097047928454016,0.2287661319490168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484081268445988,0.0,0.0,0.09465955793346396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426776367464411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505964515545788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218688411798462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109589291298244,0.0,0.0,0.15816003546064628,0.15254265903251754,0.0,0.0,0.06940890793942192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702085536327113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368816976896293,0.1147432475564965,0.0,0.08665720246482735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ItsWoodenshoe,2019/01/06,"Can we stop posting so many memes? Like my title says, every post here is pretty much a meme or whatever nowdays, but I (and I believe many others with me) came here to talk about my fear and anxiety and help other people. I think Social Anxiety is not something to “meme about” and we should become a more serious subreddit again.

I’ve been thinking about posting this for a long time now but never actually had the confidence to do so, but here I am and I am proud that I wrote this",5.213750000000001,5.624401208333335,6.137500000000002,79.55750000000002,68.16666666666666,9.316666666666668,29.541666666666664,9.2995712137729,2.446866666666666,380,13,74,7,6,126,66,96,0.114,0.731,0.155,0.7385,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,1,20,13,11,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,11,2,8,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,7,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.1748556828290259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741473194186136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789232610921031,0.0,0.20187663713529624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493635399125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096847511430714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162944810831893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010184764395099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875392233743338,0.0,0.0,0.15857033910107504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633246369026128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317193102161778,0.0,0.13819612411806353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422216532041558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148201766687501,0.1822924049030302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249263523422373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265337767962184,0.0,0.13794297728609514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498040879751419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401962041232727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22962504733497094,0.0,0.0,0.10448240428050287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Justin16jc8,2019/01/06,"¿How does my anxiety manifests? I am a 23 year old guy, have a job, go to college, and have what you should consider a normal life. However, the reason of this post is to see if anybody has suffered the ""syntoms"" of anxiety that i suffer nowadays.
Everything started about 10 years ago when I changed highschool, or at least that is the first time that I remember my face going all Red when I had to speak to a bunch of people, it actually wasn't a lot of people, it was like 3 or 4 persons.
But that's not important, I've always been shy and since that happened i always turn Red for anything, literally Just making a purchase, if someone stares at me, or Just talking to people, don't even Get me started if I have to face an embarrasing sutuation like talking to a girl i like, is Just impossible for me to go through this without going red.
This never stopped me from holding eye contact to people, but the latest syntom i'm facing lately has to do with this... Everytime i have to hold eye contact with a person my eyes suddenly get wet and seems like i'm about to cry, enough for people to notice, and this is actually making me very unhappy.
It is not possible for me to be confident in any situation when I have to face everything i just exposed.
So my question is: Has anyone suffered from these ""syntoms"" as well? And if so... What can I do to improve my confident or stop these ""syntoms"" to happen? ",8.858804347826087,6.368285097826089,9.412608695652178,68.54434782608698,62.15217391304348,12.38840579710145,41.11594202898551,10.864195022040775,4.4219768115942015,1101,50,206,22,12,375,144,276,0.09699999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.1993,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,1,13,8,0,0,13,0,25,8,7,3,2,39,42,21,0,6,17,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,4,17,7,0,4,4,0,1,4,6,3,1,1,4,10,24,5,37,36,5,25,0,3,8,0,11,3,0,11,21,151,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.21652774219223275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983438275883179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462608587375268,0.0,0.0,0.07544470071783406,0.0,0.16974140943365282,0.0,0.0,0.07757357177566389,0.0,0.09129622015423826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736244885190066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186512087537894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708652466507836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463325373453633,0.0,0.07327647136902783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941592109161152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943676292437552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592574890653196,0.0,0.25220470543994244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985051202211672,0.19621216318807005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009330719674727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251479662396345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836196490529526,0.2168035957863597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431934157975788,0.0,0.0,0.14810995327500395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556569123424171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870008939984746,0.0,0.12630876544005798,0.11641548556115595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384567784013064,0.19374141409106085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250709932612731,0.10625224250226316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428098435045748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406736190968199,0.0,0.0,0.12567621945097018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840680443424001,0.10099788038798267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177277799289077,0.12470401225455804,0.0,0.0,0.09400121566452548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570513374114943,0.0,0.0,0.1855057863469085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834274948761952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469146078539091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067357620084072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153917689459708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975062631605472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694460581584128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428866582778323
socialanxiety,teadrinker69,2019/01/06,"How to proceed with getting girls number? So I am trying to get a job at a local Denny’s and I went there with a friend to eat their to celebrate his birthday and friends brother works there as well. I met this waitress who is really cute and she was really nervous around me and all shaky you know what I mean anyways she leaves our table after taking our order and is talking to my friends brother who she works with, he walks up and tells me she wanted to know about me and likes me. I decided I wouldn’t ask her number because I don’t know her yet, I figured if anything it gives me more of a reason to get a job their so I can then get to know her and ask her number because I feel I gotta get to know people a little bit before I ask their number the first time I see them. Am I doing this right or is this not how people do it? I feel that’s the way I should do it because I’ll probably get the job so I’ll be able to get to know her and get her number then with a base of relationship created",2.3680241935483863,3.2609780460829505,4.109513248847929,89.75569844470046,74.99078341013825,6.715322580645162,23.239919354838708,6.9077264865688965,0.6047698156682021,784,21,177,7,16,265,110,217,0.021,0.833,0.146,0.9677,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,1,4,3,12,8,0,2,10,0,14,1,0,3,1,36,41,19,0,4,3,2,2,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,10,14,1,0,12,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,3,3,40,6,23,34,3,17,0,0,1,0,35,6,0,3,8,124,50,5,0.1109192005274293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127705110569176,0.09874160470553046,0.3110834385050999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284594538016865,0.0,0.09438407006369977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109503915488287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349803314832868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216816107148617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434781530553152,0.0,0.0,0.2570876975415555,0.0,0.4636056340352613,0.1064038042129755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302105742301847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36574975093308015,0.0,0.0,0.11744741789031292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054189518632471616,0.1111701784480084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082352645224552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379481523182653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958965841837475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211536021264906,0.11404341170895822,0.0,0.1190857110144606,0.0,0.09472439119820944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838824206305776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339743473180079,0.08915265183930689,0.09694827022263636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467787781612623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753068562305799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542301828846876,0.0880424985148617,0.0,0.0,0.099729682134629,0.10282321014084472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161500998050542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IanTannir,2019/01/06,"I finally worked up the nerve to ask someone out... they told me they liked spending time w/me and gave me their number. I haven't called them yet, but I will :)",0.10772727272727424,2.3504900000000037,1.215378787878791,101.0430681818182,88.3939393939394,4.512121212121213,17.340909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.603781818181818,122,3,29,1,4,38,28,33,0.0,0.787,0.213,0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,9,1,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,18,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863102981786593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219496957680072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526686146821217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188123033806185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35012484000178834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409552599596297,0.0,0.0,0.39485491590314026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30083327006831223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,484845647,2019/01/06,"Social nervousness and relationships. Firstly, the reason I said social nervousness instead of social anxiety is because I'm not 100% sure I was diagnosed with social anxiety, with that being said I am going to be in therapy to teach me social skills and therapy to overcome being nervous around people. Even today when I meet new people a lot of the time I am literally just too nervous to even say a word to them. Like I said, not sure if I was diagnosed or not, but I talked online to other people with social anxiety and they are very similar to me when it comes to fear of socializing, and I figure people with similar experiences to me can help me. Anyways, I'm a 16 year old guy and I've always been extremely socially nervous, I used to cry and pretend I was sick so I wouldn't have to present, and I threw up once because I raised my hand and got an answer wrong in class. I've never had a close friend in my entire life because I constantly fear they're judging me, it's hard for me to even talk to my own family. About 3 months ago I got a girlfriend. I was extremely nervous around her but she asked me to be her boyfriend because she thought I was cute. It was extremely difficult for me to talk to her but I admired her personality. Fast forward a couple months to today and I still get nervous when I talk to her, it's not that bad but around friends I get loud and kind of yell sometimes but around her I talk very timidly. I can make some jokes and she'll laugh but I'm always too scared to continue on a joke because I think she's just laughing to make me happy. As a side not, I never had a single female friend before this, I couldn't even talk to girls, like literally they would say hi and I wouldn't respond. So, back to the thing with my girlfriend, when I talk to her I can't carry on a conversation even though around my friends I actually like to carry the conversation, she doesn't carry the conversation either. She says it's not but I always feel like it's awkward when we hang out, and I honestly don't enjoy hanging out and doing stuff with her because I can't joke around and have fun with her, I'm too nervous to speak 1/2 the time. I guess what I'm trying to say is I don't know if I like this girl, I love her personality, she's cute, she's understanding af about my depression, but I can't enjoy spending time around her because I feel sick because I'm too nervous. I think part of it is that all of my friends have low self esteem, and I'm friends with them because I can feel comfortable around them, but she's not that way. Also, I've always been too nervous to even talk to a girl in the form of just a simple hello. I'm not sure if I like my girlfriend or not, I've talked to her mom and stuff and I know I mean the world to her so I would feel terrible about leading her on. What should I do about this, I'm thinking the best thing to do would be to tell her exactly how I feel so she can decide what to do on her own but I'm not sure.",3.643376608715286,4.470647872168286,5.022883269361032,84.64926732896821,71.89644012944984,8.078934296680968,27.15526454429141,8.356213837460157,1.6675446978249415,2347,79,500,36,43,786,219,618,0.151,0.69,0.158,0.9606,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,0,5,4,42,54,0,15,22,0,46,7,1,6,8,109,85,46,0,10,29,1,7,6,9,7,5,10,0,7,22,39,0,0,17,4,1,7,21,21,0,1,17,17,97,33,74,55,10,56,0,2,0,1,86,24,0,8,32,346,119,3,0.0,0.0,0.048535618279778536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04408837803112856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03977423555877012,0.1655389030104526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414478585237248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542080107181389,0.046496883730375485,0.0,0.0,0.038244273908876525,0.041527873357823264,0.2728700037700225,0.0,0.04232207107688424,0.0,0.05219535475961325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04284356328789708,0.0,0.05374745279654874,0.0,0.0,0.05503245593398372,0.054633174747421714,0.0,0.0,0.042837947082573984,0.10096293632492843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710280856845336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865180946769858,0.04688711567880752,0.11193470831504804,0.12574126338869898,0.03553174273817493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04230581434573208,0.0,0.0,0.2305576311977857,0.0,0.05197050355542592,0.0,0.028266380990408117,0.0,0.07955759408177726,0.0,0.054790326935290616,0.049246922961125664,0.0,0.052945395122996286,0.044554106166774736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03333730615803172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179287785724563,0.05466772427767935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03513033829097255,0.14579235612351424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042284166573454345,0.044889104288623166,0.0,0.06639895731429556,0.0,0.0,0.054177594490475316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825075030492384,0.07939834862469748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671966068723962,0.04803579080463022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219005668137451,0.05296771528845423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053859748153281116,0.0,0.13792401826080986,0.08685593101469613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113737278906772,0.0,0.05339835337037102,0.0,0.0,0.141932312058008,0.15820974278932526,0.04979488115070399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05188598333392622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056005260172755,0.0,0.0,0.04919063869486271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397196076603819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387271322457425,0.0,0.0,0.18750413025505536,0.0,0.0,0.3597866015695701,0.04347186533039154,0.0,0.11375597166413536,0.0,0.06608539875964678,0.095607361436092,0.0488658273682689,0.03948520004257668,0.08700520353239878,0.0,0.09428871242517728,0.0,0.0,0.03376779704261857,0.0,0.0,0.05177741732787408,0.0,0.042956339389951005,0.0,0.08207558998988469,0.0,0.03947849332432561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599407975710046,0.05437902009004873,0.0,0.03202865477297165
socialanxiety,Pilzkind69,2019/01/06,"Anyone wanna chat and share? Just thought about this...i have quite heavy social anxiety depending on the Situation and i noticed i dont feel secure talking about it with anyone i know...its hard to open up especially when u know nobody can relate...i hate it so much somtimes i wish id just die quickly.

Anyways, hit me up if anyones interested to talk or share thoughts, experiences, whatever... 


20 year old guy from germany btw ",2.5286250000000017,5.4166546125,4.050000000000004,80.27500000000002,84.125,6.7,28.0,7.908726449838941,2.3381,339,16,59,7,10,112,65,80,0.155,0.726,0.12,-0.4471,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,15,10,6,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,5,4,10,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,4,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052639757284925,0.0,0.0,0.4127526811003782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421332625329253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306097360782651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924761142583832,0.0,0.0,0.09949142711769128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948305001283193,0.0,0.0,0.17626479514456436,0.1942669094885724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162762548698713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14464655937303794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240208032559963,0.20647411520480324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928617688980228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117461838204214,0.0,0.2005794184304528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163081030513246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124224138037845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262726115554324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267116492289514
socialanxiety,KidKid604,2019/01/06,"Replied to a group text by accident This happened a few days ago.

I replied to a close friends group text and made sure that it wouldnt send to everyone as a group conversation just my friend... but life isn't great and I sent it to everyone.

I didn't know everyone in the group and I'm bombarded with mean ass texts and my anxiety is through the roof. Haven't been able to focus. Some of them were saying how they know who I am or what I look like and that triggers me more.

​

How do I get away from this? What can I do? ;-; ",0.8044594594594621,2.983797846846852,1.9436261261261296,97.60300675675678,84.04504504504506,6.222522522522524,21.862612612612615,7.492282038375204,0.6112396396396393,415,14,99,7,12,131,74,111,0.125,0.812,0.063,-0.8272,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,11,2,1,4,1,20,20,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,2,12,5,13,14,3,7,0,0,1,1,13,3,1,2,3,64,21,0,0.19271539913108188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708305735478928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880705444288392,0.23417030369585204,0.0,0.0,0.1474267528500341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106246128666265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242854894923592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5524434675202319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29778287863491376,0.0,0.10068584201121893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246940788714244,0.0,0.0,0.1704175909992363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118226868387013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136120585677729,0.09415100958463424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183239865657958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823519703212423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992356610892868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325502041877448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163198298797772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23417030369585204,0.0
socialanxiety,Artstu16,2019/01/06,"Why am I so awkward about eye contact? I consider myself, actually, to be somewhat confident. But forever since I was a kid I have always been way too aware of eye contact. When I was a kid I would just avoid it completely and now as a 25 year old, I maintain eye contact intentionally, but feel very uncomfortable and I’m always asking myself “am I holding eye contact too long? Do they think this is weird? do I seem genuinely interested? They’re looking away, are they creeped out? Should I look away? Where should I look?”

It’s so distracting that I often lose what the other person is saying completely, just because I’m trying so hard to make my eye contact look natural. Anyone else similar? What does this mean?",3.907843137254904,6.145578411764706,5.2285294117647085,77.76254901960786,73.70588235294117,8.35686274509804,29.715686274509807,9.075114841892004,2.8253009803921563,568,25,101,13,12,189,88,136,0.145,0.79,0.065,-0.8721,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,12,6,0,3,4,0,15,5,5,2,0,20,27,9,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,8,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,12,17,1,8,20,1,10,0,1,9,0,12,4,0,3,5,68,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.154624193611219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636859310386209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079181688141504,0.16235059257278942,0.0,0.0,0.14812921740896634,0.0,0.2977376934513388,0.0,0.0,0.09658955580579297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322632990400073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866052852965066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236451498959514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011700332344954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193993982716846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402231281103732,0.5322318581036193,0.17726484843831442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576650298515107,0.0,0.0,0.17259833410581188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626645986795838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835229435095528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600567772322918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424678937971558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310713504786288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015282637734608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075770449166724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073771765093978,0.0,0.12577011299355373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142976341254595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255822487264756,0.0,0.0,0.10203650622467064
socialanxiety,Tucker1237,2019/01/06,"How Do You Become More Open and Less Secretive? I've been struggling with this. I often fear that people will judge me and that all of basically everything about me is super embarrassing. I'm okay with opening up with people I don't know, like on Reddit and stuff, but I'm scared in real life, like even with my family. How can I become more open and less secretive?",4.806249999999999,5.9089215694444475,5.759333333333338,79.419,69.41666666666667,9.093333333333334,24.12222222222222,9.3871,1.8628188888888888,291,7,56,6,5,96,49,72,0.18899999999999997,0.759,0.052000000000000005,-0.853,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,4,0,1,6,1,0,2,1,20,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,4,9,7,5,6,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5412050393481548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618317126333294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020588214519896,0.0,0.23098064261534515,0.27571274627644765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465518086543588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306306852675396,0.23940629615252285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397284937317208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788834953222978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24530520763816085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561454341277688,0.2804863563920767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rax03,2019/01/06,Does anyone else drink and excessive amount of water to avoid conversation when at a restaurant with a group of people? Want to know if I’m alone on this or not,5.557187500000001,6.053140343750003,5.7687500000000025,82.20125,67.4375,8.9,25.375,8.841846274778883,1.5686375,129,3,26,2,2,41,29,32,0.133,0.825,0.040999999999999995,-0.4404,0,2,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,3,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171156058237628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816041094292609,0.41265316630476057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524391579513213,0.0,0.0,0.39453038636747,0.0,0.0,0.33643632185919725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133453614749932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27920815260477005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375455901633194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amerikkkanidol_,2019/01/06,"Is going to a counselor too much for moderate social anxiety? My Social anxiety and intense fear of not being able to hold a conversation with other people really interferes with my every day life. I want to get help I've been noticing this since freshman year of hs. I'm 18 and took everyone's advice that ""I'll grow out of it"" but it just never happened.



























 I tried smoking Marijuana to help me cope, I've read hundreds of books, watched hundreds of self help videos on YouTube. nothing helped me I can't take it anymore. I've never dated a girl, never kissed anyone, I'm in college and have little to no friends, even when I'm with friends I've known for years 


























I freeze up and can't continue a conversation and feel nervous being around them unless I'm intoxicated. I constantly feel like everyone is better than me and I don't know whats wrong with me. I can barely afford to get a therapist but I'll be willing to take however many jobs I need to pay for one. ",4.205240562546262,5.45051023834197,5.682801628423388,78.87358808290155,70.96891191709844,8.623094004441155,29.8478904515174,9.04235418022936,2.5434429311621023,768,31,146,15,14,260,119,193,0.069,0.7709999999999999,0.16,0.9606,3,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,2,5,0,12,3,0,0,3,28,28,10,0,2,5,0,3,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,7,12,0,2,4,3,1,3,8,3,0,1,2,4,15,5,27,22,1,19,0,0,1,1,13,6,0,0,11,85,22,5,0.1315320941899943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285316401472113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124338407234404,0.0,0.1304444937084363,0.09197029853116334,0.0,0.0,0.11709145025245005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632944846879242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421394661868546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482731937388778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687570770376657,0.0,0.1108214622877755,0.2513691053652068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801017406264738,0.1330131578393834,0.09396655437068704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324273938344534,0.0,0.13744018085457274,0.0,0.07475272028647385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163133965008001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526527606320085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305253077484876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228659910538546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290500799254801,0.06425993727852465,0.13182971309936478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335289873013634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966912235063741,0.09752938120476697,0.304336979207164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620859181549698,0.14975016102415895,0.0,0.0,0.08912955110049345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118779267617844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315676886426908,0.0,0.08426282760987168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721666032400104,0.0,0.0,0.10880470752912044,0.0,0.0,0.2681608115989869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779153091956306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527188991898574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613699633847282,0.08930165796158539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758103703230892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380969674269092,0.0,0.16940471241850452
socialanxiety,Didgeridont_m8,2019/01/06,"Why is it I can function ok at work yet in public places and social events I get nervous as hell? At work I'm generally okay. However when I see a coworker in public or go to a social event I get mega nervous. Even my voice and movements go weird plus I know the people I'm around so I dont know why a wig out so much. 

At work I make direct eye contact, talk in a normal/confident clear voice, and my movements are normal. Over places I feel awkward as fuck, then my voice goes weird and I pronounce or say the wrong things, then it's almost like I have tics or I dont know what to do with my limbs/hands in other places so I start making spaz movements for no reason. ",0.9556539235412488,2.896803760563383,2.6586720321931594,94.06676056338031,81.8169014084507,5.183903420523139,19.29778672032193,6.1826913282559595,-0.14094527162977946,522,13,117,4,14,172,84,142,0.16399999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.065,-0.9134,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,7,11,2,3,6,2,7,2,1,3,1,22,22,16,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,0,0,5,3,8,0,0,0,7,16,3,17,22,1,25,1,0,2,1,7,13,2,4,8,68,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462968092544415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285767869945514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338550895030846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539722448005444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303011631555563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352680718050808,0.15092149614793302,0.0,0.16417022033316428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381312718143365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056310473506341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282149094147055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061755305124124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28302909885647826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013227584208682,0.0,0.4527080326169093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850209796735628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148596292774026,0.0,0.0,0.11509511321450196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944643309047026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223105322911147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609049255100802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959554610020452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606582472896734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154487840411148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791578894932262,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ecenlav,2019/01/06,"how the heck do you friend people online? Hello everyone. I've been ruminating about this situation lately and I feel like it's driving me crazy. How do you make a friend online? I guess more specifically in a game? I mean a more genuine connection with someone, not just calling someone a friend because you've played with them a few times.  Earlier this year, I met this girl through a popular fps game. I only added her and didn't really play with her until December, when I started to see her online more often. I wanted to push through my anxiety and decided to invite her to play. She agreed and we had a pretty good time. Since the result was positive, I invited her like 10 more times throughout December. Doing this honestly took so much, since I would get really bad anxiety when messaging her to play. We mostly played as a duo with a few occasions where one of my friends or hers would join us. We kept most of the chat related to the game, with some banter included. I didn't really use voice chat because you know, SA. 

I think she is pretty shy herself, but I guess it mostly applies to voice chat. I honestly thought I was doing pretty good until I realized I didn't really know much about her as a human being. This started to get to me, especially since we payed with some other people that would casually ask her all kinds of things  out of the blue. Heck, this guy basically scheduled a time to play with her the other day. He was obviously careless about me being in the group. Now please don't get me wrong. I don't believe she owes me anything, and I think she is free to talk to any person she wants. My point here is that I feel so inadequate. My SA makes me so bad at interactions. I just want to know what I can do to be a more social competent person. I don't want to make it sound like an interview if I ask her about herself. I also don't want to make things awkward. I just feel frustrated and mad at myself for not being able to do something others seem to do so easily. It just seems so weird that we've played a good number of times and I don't know much about her. I feel we could have had something more.  I have also honestly developed feelings for this girl, so now I fee like shit for  not knowing how to function socially. I mean, she is honestly a fun and nice person. Again I honestly respect her and I don't want to come off as an entitled person, I just feel like crap. Any advice would be appreciated. Thank you!

​",3.5505905842791066,5.209456286885249,4.934672131147543,81.97014291719212,73.22131147540983,8.447751155947879,26.037410676754927,9.057496981413335,2.076938671710803,1940,66,382,42,39,647,210,488,0.095,0.6759999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.9964,1,0,2,0,0,0,53.0,6,4,1,1,30,42,4,1,23,0,39,2,2,9,2,85,84,30,0,12,11,0,6,5,4,4,0,3,0,8,20,23,0,1,20,14,4,4,12,10,0,1,13,11,76,33,53,61,17,30,0,0,2,0,63,8,4,12,23,268,96,2,0.0723638344826821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071310154892974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573866458293515,0.0,0.07840618442869536,0.08792997951284638,0.09841977781968668,0.0,0.11071627062145356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595492699809552,0.0,0.13530083368340334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084155830730785,0.08822464368762907,0.0,0.0,0.08152926111632404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389156576854566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233503587503021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777663353561865,0.0,0.0,0.04666868673066852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914674493220159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195359740263349,0.10339347562681182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22363247606026992,0.0,0.11342135043022948,0.0,0.0,0.18208605325560331,0.0,0.0,0.15943384410702285,0.07165157316370578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535579796684393,0.19884635476958865,0.0,0.08162955724323591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676657144885732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321368572629616,0.0,0.0,0.15765085987330266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595872339028463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049035607036221736,0.05503595696334798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033594274760776,0.2527412362682581,0.0,0.07943375981033036,0.06840721364449813,0.0,0.0,0.22086010481095894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543250140595344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057664607105463686,0.1317546342349639,0.0,0.0,0.07428043620022927,0.1795803350139205,0.0813399818843462,0.0,0.14753163252506735,0.12262728425531558,0.1114184303237027,0.0,0.0,0.10243898900290888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058163309063847875,0.0,0.06662289640387394,0.0,0.0,0.09615063235559501,0.0927356464258632,0.0,0.0574488014604999,0.21097966910696805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039888272103568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704478295873093,0.06249911892106767,0.0,0.0,0.25609238676112694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562076718662756,0.07911849314176304,0.08792997951284638,0.046599936865338656
socialanxiety,GlitterRitz,2019/01/06,"After 20 years of suffering with anxiety, I finally conquered two big milestones! I can now purchase things from people in shops something I couldn't do until 2012! I can now order fast food! i still struggle and have to rehearse what im going to order but its a MASSIVE step forward! This has only happened in the last couple of weeks. 

My next step is to make phone calls/take phone calls from people i dont know. I also hope to find full time work and face the interviewing process. Its going to be so hard but I hope I can do this, Im so scared but.. seeing myself manage those 2 things alone gives me some hope I can live a somewhat adult life! ",2.993013986013988,4.80799431538462,3.8144755244755264,88.76416083916084,75.07692307692308,5.9580419580419575,23.356643356643357,6.574015621080383,0.6272307692307693,511,15,102,4,11,163,88,130,0.198,0.802,0.0,-0.9734,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,2,4,0,12,3,1,1,0,15,22,9,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,3,1,0,2,1,2,5,2,3,0,1,0,2,13,3,14,20,3,23,0,1,1,0,6,5,0,5,13,66,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036844353158605,0.0,0.12382618762254816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845284156546512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810984029495798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132847729385234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814723461903905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962060428473658,0.14152174980227067,0.0,0.1872341943645464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485374715482448,0.1759992692132049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692526977878225,0.0,0.13870700547871376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613757642869887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33450942038337755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850964925938475,0.12621597520827674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936868551587736,0.0,0.0,0.13672732483413075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335748293883444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467502164498832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177634588663609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146943256468572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502272286035154,0.0,0.1233881259016094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192040663989726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365611862435838,0.0,0.0,0.16187329665379804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573878720639752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028895636742804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125703051908612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420400588218375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272599734747155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997124434825579
socialanxiety,ddisbroken,2019/01/06,"Feel rejected I’ll state some facts I still don’t believe in:

+ Many say I’m likeable
+ Boys say I’m handsome
+ My grades are good
then what I think I made up but I still believe in:
+ My ex boyfriend talked shit about me to our common circle
+ Another ex boyfriend of mine is doing the same thing about my hygiene
+ That specific circle of people does not like me anymore, therefore whenever I meet them they pretend they do and second me because of their sense of guilt
Some other facts about this:

+ Two of them unfollowed me on Instagram, I felt so bad for this even tho I acknowledge it’s not worth it
+ One of them (also one of the unfollowers) said to me, friendly-looking: “text me whenever you want, we could hang out”, also offered me coffee before that, tho we didn’t arrange anything, I just met her in the bar with a friend of hers

Despite this I’m still so confused and afraid to even text her because I feel like I’d not fit in, that they’d feel uncomfortable with me or just think untrue, bad things about me.
..any advice?",1.8311081020085784,4.021496412322275,3.0366283006093435,91.18737756714062,80.13744075829383,5.914782216204017,23.791694877002932,7.07126945348624,0.8545353644775449,817,29,171,10,21,263,121,211,0.188,0.758,0.054000000000000006,-0.9853,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,1,7,0,17,12,1,3,4,0,8,2,1,2,2,31,21,11,0,2,7,2,4,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,12,7,1,0,7,2,1,1,5,7,0,4,5,7,36,5,25,14,3,15,0,1,0,0,25,8,1,4,7,112,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333496855887742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346014739229403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997481050212116,0.15380781032011862,0.0,0.0,0.14546813051605698,0.0,0.0,0.1207059590579294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449450042662692,0.1788307435551294,0.0,0.12481472132176785,0.3305184986307161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711283722345825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836152528003175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937628247486388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249895171712708,0.10478893057680083,0.14083675575580415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332537119257445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302905754243502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332184789462685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317509141434778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879310200159514,0.0,0.14871150422438584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878967373362766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016901315600076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395272137784572,0.23329322566427646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056593126427092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514188910179513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789662584914695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948966678553782,0.1879745149566199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432860164004722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651624993701887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AmbitiousBud,2019/05/15,Haircuts... Am I the only one who can't stand getting a haircut?... Having to walk in the barber and Everyone look at you when you walk in then sitting down and it being awkward but can usually just stare at your phone to make it less awkward but once you get in the seat you can't use your phone so I just look at walls or read the sign on the wall 100 times....,3.4606578947368405,3.8379069078947374,4.311684210526316,91.22278947368423,72.02631578947368,7.132631578947367,25.72631578947368,6.742157984588678,0.78722947368421,279,8,64,2,5,90,52,76,0.044000000000000004,0.956,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,0,6,0,0,2,0,10,12,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,3,8,0,10,11,1,18,0,0,3,0,9,10,0,1,4,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915403870483093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188089758613428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124218087299688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036595966119083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249262929849802,0.2067466786543022,0.23204569080440285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30518702617979515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790886454909588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26351229314253466,0.3360294584950168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fantasticchonch,2019/05/15,"Took an exam today and my stomach started growling in the middle of it... One of my biggest fears occurred today. I’m sitting in class and we’re about to take our exam and l hadn’t eaten anything yet, that’s when I felt my intensities silently crying out for nourishment. I studied enough that I answered the questions quickly and pounded through the exam as fast as possible— no audible sounds yet, I might be home free. Then it happens... like a tiger growl my stomach punished me for denying it sustenance. It might’ve been me, but I thought I heard giggling. 

From there I thought, “screw it” and answered the last question quickly, turned in the test and walked out with my shame. I’m nervous to go to class again tomorrow. 

I think I got an A on it though. So I have that going for me... which is nice.",2.82134615384615,5.137508698717952,3.594205128205129,87.81746153846153,77.3974358974359,5.6984615384615385,30.271794871794878,6.742157984588678,1.6910594871794868,631,31,119,6,15,200,101,156,0.115,0.8140000000000001,0.071,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,0,10,9,2,3,9,0,6,4,2,0,0,19,22,13,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,10,9,1,0,8,0,1,4,2,5,0,1,9,4,19,5,20,11,1,26,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,3,14,84,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847789719389912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819305616692184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864316445329691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030330658494204,0.0,0.0,0.1732403727656632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050841987919419,0.0,0.14430575181885225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955298776232174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098524662898505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707391835233222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814861653650942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828138373793952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226352770895516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042441009358077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277087501046213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566033948670236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561177643850802,0.17727081966254354,0.2864813368792872,0.0,0.0,0.3420516593440656,0.0,0.2004635329194812,0.0,0.19625520980932745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bredditmh,2019/05/15,AirPods AirPods are exactly what my social anxiety needed. Now I can go out shopping or anywhere without a fear of people talking to me.,5.5440000000000005,7.703558000000001,7.221,65.55550000000002,69.0,8.200000000000001,44.5,8.841846274778883,5.0822,110,8,14,2,2,38,24,25,0.067,0.8290000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.233,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31712120664112103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4664716329460637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355920714236345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073754219865352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873891529672811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225703147466581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33319075234446743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996008110600122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Aminto9,2019/05/15,Presentation I have a 7-10 minute presentation coming up for my economics class. Should I just off myself rn?,4.2940000000000005,7.111812400000005,6.0100000000000025,69.785,75.0,10.0,25.0,10.125756701596842,3.192499999999999,88,3,15,3,2,30,18,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,betteroffaIone,2019/05/15,"weenie i’m incredibly annoyed at myself. i recently started to learn to skate and the deck i bought is an 8.25 which wouldn’t be so bad for someone whose experienced and has more balance and control (at least thats what i think) so i’ve been wanting to get a smaller deck, i’m thinking 7.75, that way i can do flips much faster. well the thing is i can’t get myself to go to the darn shop. i keep thinking and thinking and thinking about it but i’m... what do you call it... uh.. scared?? idk i don’t want to look like an idiot when purchasing my board since i have little to no knowledge and skateboarding is such a cishet male dominated hobby.. i wish i could get over this",1.1567391304347865,3.4374009057971016,2.6197391304347843,92.66656521739132,83.42028985507247,5.419130434782609,22.243478260869566,6.742157984588678,0.4949791304347828,527,18,114,6,15,171,90,138,0.128,0.799,0.073,-0.8193,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,2,1,7,0,14,0,0,1,0,21,33,10,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,2,7,1,3,1,4,4,2,0,2,2,14,2,12,28,3,10,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,5,73,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658809804046342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149934686382897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103420992861928,0.14973545994029536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939457880191285,0.0,0.10658332536407836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666942025728876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162258947346376,0.18796438644742047,0.0,0.0,0.15748639861677724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786350644279435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517316236432574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776029449797876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551350572832332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890206546803445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274180404361266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459326788605272,0.600840418552458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212319466210356,0.1488605527640077,0.0,0.0,0.16862101666769103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156617881283317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Oregontrail10000,2019/05/15,"My SO Hi everyone, 
This is actually a question about my SO's social anxiety. He has social anxiety and clams up with new people or in large groups. People perceive this as rudeness and reject him or act rude to him. This perpetuates his anxiety. 
Any ideas to help this situation?",3.1019871794871783,6.000793942307695,5.263076923076923,72.76525641025643,80.73076923076924,8.851282051282054,27.89743589743589,9.2995712137729,3.3463743589743578,223,10,37,7,6,77,39,52,0.225,0.7290000000000001,0.046,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,3,1,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.22477397151244208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663586419203396,0.0,0.5286174927365537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220095196076638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543888585383273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600204535420673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245921359563745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31937091202517043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580281875486168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589064644945876,0.0,0.4695955481338858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Guy_MMA,2019/05/15,Is it weird that I don't have anxiety about seeing my favorite band in concert alone? I've been dreaming of seeing this band live for years.,4.578214285714285,5.8152175357142895,4.620000000000001,86.875,70.07142857142857,7.028571428571429,28.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.4404428571428567,113,4,22,1,2,35,25,28,0.127,0.7190000000000001,0.155,0.2066,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460110059195465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32943682595657386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802611682388018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6863253261052608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773166979798755
socialanxiety,GlitterGulp,2019/05/15,I did something with a human outside of my comfort zone! BUT I need to take a win but struggling a bit. Need a pump up. Did a work out session with another girl on a friendly basis and I give myself a solid B on my social performance. I really wish I would rig the synapses in my brain to hold on to the positive parts of the experience instead of dwelling on anything that I did that may have been awkward. Anyone have exercises to hold on to positive parts of memories?,3.084574468085105,4.950327191489362,5.06058510638298,79.70875000000002,74.95744680851064,8.104255319148937,30.89893617021277,8.841846274778883,2.784919148936171,372,18,70,8,8,128,58,94,0.076,0.674,0.25,0.9574,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,3,10,0,8,2,1,0,0,13,13,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,10,3,19,7,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,0,55,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23374144230685245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586443600348815,0.0,0.18343662071848507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24336089410494985,0.0,0.0,0.2488422084871591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804956599952427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222035511318207,0.0,0.0,0.21383638099590646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33057111345788115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48278141504537003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280238632716405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272295204301814,0.0,0.1716076481783444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303479974130456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760120335261364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563364547198202,0.0,0.0,0.16228173985786626,0.0,0.0,0.15834945875205628,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iyagordejeva,2019/05/15,"I won this battle For the whole year I was a freak who was afraid to load money on my phone because my jaw muscles literally became numb every time I had to talk with people. I started taking antidepressants but gave up taking them because I believed that I can beat it on my own. And I did. I met new people and can easily talk with them and be normal as I always wanted to be 
I believe in each and every one of you , stay strong and positive",4.165201465201463,4.733970373626377,5.755769230769232,80.8100641025641,70.53846153846155,7.8249084249084255,25.05677655677656,7.793537801064563,1.31471282051282,348,9,69,4,6,119,63,91,0.057999999999999996,0.7829999999999999,0.159,0.9072,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,2,3,0,6,1,1,2,0,8,2,1,0,0,11,15,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,7,0,16,2,12,6,3,9,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,4,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727448205662502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531093778196561,0.0,0.0,0.4678017318678641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498340130789489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005071656849103,0.0,0.0,0.2034097982421832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067919652802818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878557167282351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469445932975558,0.22128037006373846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121877458850875,0.33373167300526435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105672643878188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245139598213454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23178468173714756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369145550966965
socialanxiety,penguin_taco,2019/05/15,"It’s hard to be vulnerable, and put yourself out there when almost every time you do, people end up not talking to you anymore. I’ve made a few new friends over the years, but my social anxiety causes me to focus on the times I’ve met up with people who ended up not talking to me afterwards, and it’s hard not to get depressed and dwell on that.",14.42875,5.671762152777778,13.527777777777786,62.19500000000002,59.41666666666667,16.066666666666666,48.5,10.125756701596842,5.028366666666667,273,9,56,3,2,92,51,72,0.086,0.815,0.1,0.4684,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,12,5,5,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,2,5,1,13,2,1,16,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,1,8,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113142494509624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614359878358255,0.0,0.20928325963744815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678408164835988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175827093175306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738166799303631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778003517512538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303985621227066,0.0,0.11025351947280054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780796163818477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967997594414955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038123410223042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926007522106733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212141617452523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511666442548352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392329312329009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610446941090666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358952356093058
socialanxiety,PRAT47,2019/05/15,Social anxiety ruining my life So every time I meet someone new or Everytime I have to give presentation and interview I get facial tremors. My face starts shaking and everyone can notice it. It is ruining my life and confidence. If anyone else also suffers from this problem please help me. Is there a solution to fix this problem,3.3580000000000005,6.517559800000001,5.035,72.3225,84.33333333333334,9.0,32.5,9.188382445141503,4.3439999999999985,268,15,40,9,8,90,47,60,0.222,0.629,0.14800000000000002,-0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,7,7,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,0,3,7,0,5,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,27,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863464483761126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782600817289747,0.0,0.0,0.16293338544644775,0.2387570889412753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465876765353005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963298621299441,0.22266111988274265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174361897618348,0.2235345430980789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561887617374088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291786091577376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505269769809647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652954388154934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578658739766963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4459383894333501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375351041351965,0.19743755448821115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649331435153459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358761556799497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nick121394,2019/05/15,"I've socially isolated myself since I was 14. I'm now 24. So I've spent a decade or so with no friends at all. I dropped out of high school due to severe social anxiety and didn't get my first job until I was 19. I worked there for 4 years and never really talked to anyone. I recently got a new job and I dont talk to anyone, and engross myself in my work. People always try to be my friend but I'm too shy and I dont know how to reciprocate. I want to be able to be a normal person and get a girlfriend but I'm not willing to put myself in a situation that could end in embarrassment or ridicule. I honestly have no hope. I gave up a few years ago trying to be normal, but I've been thinking about it and am becoming depressed again. I've been told I appear arrogant. I dont think most people are capable of understanding me. Does anyone know how I can solve this? How can someone who has spent so much time not participating socially, learn the social skills that everyone else has gained over the years of exposure to social situations?",2.584117341640706,4.2682924065420575,4.65133956386293,82.89020768431983,75.86915887850466,8.120041536863967,24.038421599169265,8.841846274778883,1.7185231568016612,821,26,170,18,18,283,127,214,0.135,0.76,0.106,-0.7383,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,11,7,1,1,8,0,21,0,0,3,2,34,39,19,0,5,7,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,0,6,0,2,2,9,3,0,1,10,0,20,4,24,23,4,25,0,1,0,0,14,8,0,5,14,110,25,6,0.1010105297371616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953973998538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404885252614466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727277877095064,0.0,0.0,0.21188673301206504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155819410042044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064868869351252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700022125043816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839499527093797,0.0,0.3551507656943481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438133620732087,0.0,0.0894653478334895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651988987501207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591950499317663,0.0,0.0,0.1560809694149566,0.0,0.1055476654635958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078734811830858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067231705302268,0.0,0.10032624768038494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047472916741144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102549097995372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425436177732589,0.0,0.07790554763493274,0.09755659905660173,0.0,0.0,0.19793774515251972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005596581589186,0.0881984984087304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154348168136652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647099318720627,0.0,0.09973571211434112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222804878881743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411314709879833,0.0,0.0835569540125929,0.22708013519972364,0.0,0.514837572555379,0.08558589405473847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237687518373667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294469376582899,0.0,0.0,0.058900052194901416,0.0,0.0,0.09651988987501207,0.0,0.13715903837244225,0.0,0.0,0.10515552378404608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957862753156106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707373735651313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951424081712791
socialanxiety,PleasurableButtStuff,2019/05/15,How do you manage to go to the barber? Haven't gone to a barber in over 10 years (I'm 25). My mom used to cut my hair and then I started doing it myself. I look like shit and want to change that. I've been trying to go to the barber for years but never gain the courage to do it.,-1.2566964285714306,0.4400936875000028,1.4350892857142874,101.05812500000002,88.6875,3.6571428571428566,12.267857142857142,3.1291,-1.751158035714286,212,2,55,0,7,73,44,64,0.166,0.79,0.044000000000000004,-0.8425,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,2,0,4,0,5,2,2,2,1,7,13,5,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,2,6,2,11,11,0,10,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,6,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33303745865647266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578385377205021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380498463223966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643692266092911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36871298305413297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428083312473825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32315785882507075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228309770364732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137418851014868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719031077650477,0.0,0.0,0.1856887932645901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054670809469435
socialanxiety,betteroffsed,2019/05/15,"Friendly yet friendless So I stopped working 6 years ago due to ill health, physical and mental. I never had a large friend group but had a couple of people who I was close with. Well because of sa and depression I’ve managed to ignore and push everyone out. I just seem to be incapable of maintaining any form of normal healthy friend relationship irl but also online. I live with my partner and her son which is great because otherwise I would have no one to talk with. I play video games a lot to take up time and play a little online but found myself incapable of using chat functionality. I’ve tried using social media to make friends, I’ve tried some groups on reddit but nothing ever seems to pan out.

I’ve come to a point where I’m in my mid 30s and feel like giving up on trying to have any friends again. How do others manage to maintain normal healthy friendships? Or even find others just to talk with. I’m friendly if a little negative about things sometimes, got a dark sense of Humor and joke around a lot. My anxiety is stopping me from forming any kind of friendship and I’m sick of it.",5.4731746031746065,6.236450444444448,5.778068783068786,81.11666666666669,67.7037037037037,8.208465608465609,29.780423280423285,8.192908349453996,2.053592328042328,880,31,165,11,14,281,135,216,0.16,0.631,0.20800000000000002,0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,14,16,0,0,8,0,10,3,0,4,2,45,24,17,0,4,8,1,1,1,7,1,3,0,0,1,6,17,0,3,5,6,0,2,3,2,1,1,5,1,13,14,33,17,5,26,0,1,0,0,19,14,0,7,11,104,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801734076568573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842613347458703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255827067311607,0.0,0.08458894665028516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843446515537067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480999018923234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524986697040744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223482293371133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952373810152522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730332044259196,0.1000206781992262,0.0,0.10565836954731207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590962885128602,0.07899421778472762,0.0,0.0,0.10106279921755353,0.0,0.0,0.1212388833518534,0.5125760327877541,0.0,0.0,0.1060728310972486,0.0,0.0,0.08843627456770893,0.12190842612443127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175351848885336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514599504170585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05402096005550916,0.22164875868467454,0.09763902860564594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880124308994544,0.0,0.0,0.07380912517315089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143276822980988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528162591623986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667844266885092,0.10609890992541528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492792747207243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665821527896431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045283428169926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187152903410219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132516501273165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271645371402375,0.0,0.0,0.10936069346964504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488993483645252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313802381110133,0.17775067818993273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346057327496919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447669479548382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521783409423385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100118190142892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994194691317134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804993214996498,0.0,0.0,0.07854872643429718,0.0,0.0,0.07120614795428226
socialanxiety,jewlique,2019/05/15,"Ever have someone passively mock you in conversation as if they're talking about someone else when it's really about you, or imitate your (perhaps odd) mannerisms as if they're their own? What is a good term for this specific form of patronizing? AND what is a mature way to handle it? How to tell whether they are aiming at superiority as opposed to reflections intended for your betterment or to just seem relatable and make you comfortable with them?",9.957560975609756,9.143538048780492,9.961097560975613,60.15920731707318,58.75609756097561,14.541463414634144,42.45121951219512,13.427899808715575,6.0746731707317085,368,18,60,13,4,122,61,82,0.051,0.8079999999999999,0.141,0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,3,1,6,5,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,1,16,6,12,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,15,6,3,6,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,5,3,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854720127189937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696406419134777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919723074769836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27073191739591884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545765313386075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067806502292219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938461028271977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469796153727273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594377312826245,0.2821232880842498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562071413458377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yfshjud134,2019/05/15,What are the things you do to overcome social anxiety What are the things you are currently doing to and wish to do to overcome this anxiety,5.206666666666664,6.833583185185188,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,69.0,9.844444444444443,32.01851851851852,10.125756701596842,3.5118296296296285,114,5,20,3,2,37,15,27,0.113,0.797,0.09,0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6016021134410034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008233904027644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5224563951543209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521668076846233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,you_ladeedah_me,2019/05/15,"Anyone up for Skype group chat? Hi people, I believe this is my first-ever reddit post! 

I wonder if there's anyone who would like to do some group chat with our fellow ""socialanxiet-iers?""

I've recently moved to a new town where I have no friends / acquaintances & my social anxiety doesn't seem to get any better. 

I think that it will help me boost some confidence, if I kind of practise communicating with people who share similar personality traits?

And I'm sure you will find it helpful too. Well, idk.... hopefully? :)

If you have any idea, please leave comments below!",4.5430398322851175,6.759640641509434,5.03352201257862,79.95225366876309,71.83018867924528,8.107337526205452,24.985324947589106,8.841846274778883,1.9205651991614257,452,14,82,9,9,144,83,106,0.042,0.657,0.301,0.9835,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,2,0,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,16,14,4,0,5,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,11,8,9,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,8,3,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766288322945005,0.0,0.24811737992853175,0.0,0.13955848910968816,0.0,0.0,0.2551186656921263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055361951004641,0.0,0.16134455442701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673776093120313,0.15517490754982102,0.0,0.0,0.14094500428730222,0.0,0.09531217173395967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455803444684324,0.0,0.0,0.18119420275827394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059413212723454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997282424485587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193167082396936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912610765529917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389427251341024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761920793268694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529480535183235,0.15929088322488213,0.0,0.2002534124606524,0.0,0.0,0.1747175598176949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801276660984898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607746615580274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596446227384508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193816339144102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689380999883435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402652414471727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978376075532392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959307352509492,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xFzi,2019/05/15,"Overthinking I was asking my friend how her exam went and out of the blue she says “you’re becoming very stubborn”, I froze and just faked laughed because I was taken aback; however, in reality I’m analysing the conversation in my head, trying to figure out what I may have said that displayed me as stubborn?

I’m not sure if she said it as a joke or whatnot, but my anxiety has made me too sensitive and prone to overthinking and repeating something over and over.

I might just be overdramatising this and it meant not harm but I can’t help thinking about it; now I have be even more careful when I talk. 

If she continuously says I’m being stubborn I’ll try my best to grant the courage to ask her how.

Sorry if it seems like I’m exaggerating :/",5.704829931972789,6.067129823129253,6.352789115646264,78.60768707482994,67.0952380952381,9.798639455782316,32.65986394557823,9.725611199111238,2.905933333333333,592,24,119,12,9,194,94,147,0.11,0.695,0.195,0.9505,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,13,3,0,4,0,11,1,1,3,1,31,26,17,0,3,10,0,1,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,7,8,0,3,4,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,8,6,19,8,14,13,2,11,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,7,5,79,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478804703058453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614346979999815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178390649166623,0.21349404631793595,0.0,0.0,0.20286534033052248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970908949738731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767843845010834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934966446135536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839028636419134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957061007821452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944407667400011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291317288751247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050697659322777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677612937288273,0.3074533496551207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759807945686501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881832439373666,0.0,0.21639303483496766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219096973646212,0.0,0.0,0.15537404666228696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238642787604508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624875593168048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949975407590994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919891243600666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VanillaStrange,2019/05/15,"I have to do an oral presentation over skype and I don't think I can do it I'm taking an english class online and recently found out I have to do an oral presentation. When I'm ready I'm supposed to contact her to set up a skype meeting. I've barely started on the speech. Every time I try, my mind just runs off trying to think of ways out of it. I can't do this. I've taken many steps in the recent months, working on my anxiety, but this is just too much. I feel pathetic.

I don't know why I'm writing this, I guess I just want someone who can relate. And understand that I'm not nervous, I'm terrified.",1.0346692111959257,2.719212511450383,3.440019083969464,89.84313295165397,80.37404580152672,6.504071246819338,23.13040712468193,7.492282038375204,0.8974422391857511,473,16,107,7,12,164,77,131,0.054000000000000006,0.8640000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.3294,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,20,29,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,2,13,0,15,27,1,20,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,8,64,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933435686528822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649935877271076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192267333994003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427020213920891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24384516659461966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164976081985432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244170902480146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235033207718765,0.0,0.1766817669348184,0.0,0.162719845151121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371185541921393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875515874672814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667471658295432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664298274254063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836679913054706,0.0,0.0,0.1290726516684426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005681679948878,0.0,0.0,0.2304361674838331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055967103083035,0.17569962290869648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973655620858824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611475420138633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,valyrian-wolf,2019/05/15,"Feeling trapped inside a lecture hall? I get an overwhelming feeling of being trapped inside the room, which has lead to many anxiety attacks in the past which inhibit rapid heart beat, cold sweats, breathing difficulty etc.  I literally count down the seconds until the lectures over so that i can leave.

Why do i feel like this? It has lead me to miss over half my lectures this year and my grades are suffering because of it. Is this social anxiety and what can i do to help it?",6.061333333333334,7.183411577777778,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,66.55555555555556,9.111111111111112,35.0,9.2995712137729,3.225,382,18,69,7,6,120,63,90,0.24100000000000002,0.68,0.08,-0.9393,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,1,6,0,9,3,3,2,0,7,14,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,0,4,8,1,10,13,1,11,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,49,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38545640075144616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866103732821617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535761339436897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280972101793948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38215497102942,0.1799811208984616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316246933409421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985420425370475,0.16886550638033598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667608713715006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123081830739785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25542071164840024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24049873618699055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568141599735129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22733051779887625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622367140668258
socialanxiety,throwaway2629270,2019/05/15,"Too scared of talking to people who are working I don't know how to phrase this but... I *hate* having to talk with someone who's currently doing their job. It's ok when it's places like the bank or the post office because things there are very simple and straight forward and all the requests from clients are all more or less the same, but when it's a client-to-client case, like when I have a complaint with the internet provider or have a family photo session at the photographer, I just feel like I'm wasting their time and being annoying.


As a concrete example, I've been wanting to get a haircut done for a long time, but what's stopping me is thinking of sitting at the salon and explaining how I want my hair to the stylist. Am I being too vague? Too detailed? Am I sounding entitled or rude? Or am I being too meek and annoying? Doesn't help that I'm a foreign so I might say something in a way that's not considered very nice.

It's so annoying... Does anyone know what I'm talking about and/or know how to deal with this?",3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846157,4.34346153846154,87.07653846153849,72.84615384615384,7.315384615384616,29.34615384615385,7.865858978985527,1.8323019230769235,816,34,166,11,16,262,118,208,0.147,0.777,0.076,-0.948,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,1,15,11,5,1,16,1,19,1,1,3,2,34,32,22,0,2,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,13,8,0,1,6,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,2,4,13,5,18,26,5,17,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,6,12,112,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942029079535176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411195670225144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607691946558984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494594195216754,0.17477739637606046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100554700045674,0.0,0.08635652075982372,0.12201236080779235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923068983546552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861969808063595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447689062950063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948265316541866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815850385496064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503180000125442,0.0,0.0,0.15114371445950742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118112704629272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840423367426176,0.0,0.17843912707600734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356954316829778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581900811031464,0.17099051544165558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470975427350222,0.13148243289896913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142788029754729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118234313094156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346524116485007,0.1094352915680699,0.0,0.0,0.19917796440542615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28183915923153,0.20147265259694694,0.13556509758415114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433710384175325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,12FriedEggs,2019/05/15,"So, I'm too socially anxious to even open up to my therapist I have therapy tomorrow, and its not like I dont want to go, I know I need therapy, I'm the one who decided to seek out therapy in the first place, but I'm too scared to tell my therapist my actual issues. I really want to, but every time I get close to it I just freak out and end up backing down. I know I cant get any actual help if I dont bring these things to light, and I've already been through 3 other therapists and had the same problem. On top of that, I have a VERY dismissive grandmother (who I know loves me and I love her back a ton) who has constantly told me since I was a little kid that social anxiety isn't real, depression isn't real, you just need to get over it, etc. And I know she means well, but it really just confirms my worries that when I try to tell people about my issues it comes of like I'm complaining for attention. Does anyone know how to bring these things up without feeling like I'm just spewing random nonsense and complaining about nothing?",8.406944444444445,5.233606175925932,9.066296296296297,72.80833333333334,63.62962962962962,13.488888888888884,37.425925925925924,11.855464076750405,4.141364814814814,818,29,173,21,9,280,120,216,0.155,0.726,0.11900000000000001,-0.7323,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,15,12,0,1,6,0,11,2,0,1,0,41,37,14,0,6,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,16,12,0,0,9,0,0,4,7,6,1,2,4,2,26,6,27,33,3,26,0,1,0,2,17,14,0,2,11,116,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.19465712278804345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006184870783517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782432690911523,0.0,0.07629824715257058,0.11267400032952955,0.0,0.06973816903718763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533826205593298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591427342632736,0.0,0.10777986239150568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590301123983497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728019496003639,0.0,0.2337811695861937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833704868856627,0.0,0.111232704004184,0.06587510191692687,0.0,0.08403241039121419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050429835684560234,0.07125186671351956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483592451913148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632481439141074,0.0,0.05668262391864803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685135914844463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081982537312104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740632110608319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461788351180687,0.09996230264635153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003240084398647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864242629301273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479068912719841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569998413120527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758412009230041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069144819592214,0.0,0.10420354802350863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954344829246049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704423475923274,0.12778767513552186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998537634618636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250316903273383,0.0,0.0,0.2033378634962556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434841725234385,0.0,0.3421725775149612,0.3474057356658481,0.13252116730748356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058157229636930374,0.0,0.0,0.09530262182820642,0.0,0.06771462328260182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229316306669182,0.11765449413663084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967520613478709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614254993400052,0.0,0.0,0.10128738669837406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway6969691235,2019/05/15,Sa and being a dumbass I hate getting attention because of my social anxiety. Everyone stares at me when I go to places I’m 6’5. I have a bad posture so that makes it worse. I can’t remember the last time I wore a normal t shirt in public I usually wear sweaters to look normal. My biggest mistake is not going to high school and being homeschooled instead. I never dealt with my insecurities and I’m dumb as a rock I can’t even type a proper paragraph I hate myself so much. I never did anything on the program I was suppose to be in so I’m 18 and still in 9th grade I feel like such a fucking loser,0.78857142857143,3.031159920634924,3.4660317460317493,86.24285714285719,84.71428571428572,5.822222222222222,24.87301587301588,7.1686216300943375,1.298053968253969,474,20,95,7,14,166,86,126,0.252,0.728,0.02,-0.9817,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,8,9,4,1,8,0,9,3,2,1,2,15,22,9,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,3,3,17,1,12,16,1,17,0,1,2,1,2,8,2,0,8,64,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364408665069514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451930324453095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678070779541278,0.11446328792921652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402078948100202,0.0,0.0,0.17942296944980465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494251777983644,0.1341434397012325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359100470335498,0.09810245111394238,0.0,0.21342885441332773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707694229038347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983900747341044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305819801291742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173528899997407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768011331811807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253384134905568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803308418544974,0.0,0.28964070952367704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679508756946696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961804371687253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127076217521714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900339929780388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914086022514824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499539393383756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949061669302253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680291974708565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135440511730928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iLikeComfyClothes,2019/05/15,"Some tips that may help with anxiety, fear, social anxiety, awkwardness, nervousness, etc.  Some tips that may help with anxiety, fear, social anxiety, awkwardness, nervousness, etc.

1. I’m Aware Of Fear That Is Almost Continually In Me: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L4os0IxmGv8](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L4os0IxmGv8)
2. Eckhart Tolle - How to change ANY situation no matter how bad it is: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T1F5hkpdkJA](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T1F5hkpdkJA)

God bless you.

......................................................................................................

For people who suffer from anxiety and/or nervousness and/or are socially awkward:

So, you are awkward.

So what? It's okay. ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯

However it is, it is okay. Nobody cares. Doesn't matter that much. People don't mind.

So, you feel, you come off as anxious or nervous or awkward, maybe not that confident. Maybe you struggle a little, or stutter a little.

So what? It's okay. ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯

Nobody cares. People don't really care. They think about it for maybe half a sec and then forget. They don't mind. you worry about it more than anybody else. Maybe you can't help worrying and agonizing about it. And that's okay too. It's okay. But, even knowing this mentally/ logically/ conceptually, helps. It soothes you. Relaxes you a little.

Maybe you said too little or too much. Maybe you repeated yourself.

So what? It's okay. Nobody cares. Chill. ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯

Have you ever seen a character in a movie or tv show who was awkward/nervous/anxious or something along those lines? What did you think of their awkwardness/ anxiety/ nervousness? What did the other characters think of it?

**Not much.**

Nobody cares that much. You maybe thought about it for half a sec and then forgot. Whatever. Doesn't matter.

It is similar in real life and for real people. It's okay. Nobody cares that much. People don't mind. ¯\\\_(ツ)\_/¯

**I suffer from anxiety and brain fog. i have become quite socially awkward and nervous in recent years. But I found:**

1. Saying ''Thank you'' is okay and enough.
2. If you can, Try to agree and affirm rather than argue. (Say Yeah, True. or Nod). If you couldn't, that's okay too. you can try again, from now on. Little by little, you will catch up.
3. Saying ''Okay'', ''I see'', ''You are right'', ''True'', ''Good point, ''Yeah'' or nodding are good ways to agree, good ways to do your part in a conversation, good ways to end a conversation. They are perfectly acceptable. You come off as more amiable, friendlier too.
4. If you can't think of anything to say, say nothing. It is okay. It is okay to say nothing. The world is noisy enough.
5. If you have trouble finding the right words, but you can't. If you are struggling to organize your thoughts or say the right, perfect thing, give the right answer, but you are not able to, then, say what you can, what comes to you, however it comes to you, in whatever way and order it comes to you. That's fine. That works, too. It is acceptable. It's okay.
6. When you feel this nervous or anxious urge to say something when someone is talking to you, you don't necessarily have to act on it.. If you can, listen, nod and agree. That is being a good listener. Besides, if you are anxious/ awkward, you will maybe say something and then agonize over what you said, in your head, later. However, if you couldn't help it and said something, that's okay too. Maybe, you said the right thing. Maybe you were right.
7. If you said too much, or something weird, stuttered, argued, interrupted, maybe repeated yourself, so what? it's okay. It happens. It is life. it is a small thing. very small thing.
8. However it goes, it is okay. People don't care that much. However it went, it's okay. Nobody minds.
9. It is okay to be yourself, at this moment, however you are. You are allowed to accept yourself, the way you are, right now. Take a deep breath. Relax. It's okay. Try it for a small period of time. See what happens.
10. Often, it is more okay to be our awkward, nervous, anxious self than we allow ourselves to be. Little by little, let yourself go. Let it be. It is okay to be awkward. You are allowed to relax. You are allowed to accept yourself.
11. Maybe it is a phase. Maybe things will change, someday, somehow. Maybe, little by little. It is life. It is okay.
12. It is okay to be who you are, at this moment, for a day, for a little while. Relax. Accept it, internally. Let it be. Don't constantly fight it or resist it or change it. Be who you are, how you are, for now. it is okay. Accept it, in your mind, at least. Relax. Breathe.
13. Try meditation. 15 minutes a day is enough. 5 minutes is okay. 3 minutes. Breathing meditation. If you can do it for an hour, great. It helps with anxiety, brain fog, lots of mental issues and even physical issues. If you can, do it regularly. Ideally, 15 minutes in the morning, right after you wake up, and 15 minutes before bed. Or, whenever you can. It works. It helps.

These are little things. But for people who are awkward and/or suffer from anxiety or nervousness, they can make a huge difference.",1.5777770139453968,4.195736988986788,2.247259462947895,89.25181332248383,98.16299559471365,5.132759056090238,20.541148741547183,6.776514300953835,0.8166056202474823,3878,134,709,64,157,1199,287,908,0.10300000000000001,0.726,0.171,0.9971,9,0,5,0,1,0,423.0,2,57,5,6,33,93,3,25,27,27,93,10,7,8,5,116,135,64,0,15,35,0,2,0,0,5,3,17,1,1,95,25,0,1,19,7,0,9,18,36,0,2,15,22,69,57,79,101,20,89,1,3,3,0,105,46,0,34,28,469,164,2,0.03278657555886404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03283101941117518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022295995679609867,0.0,0.225734765055546,0.14815799221526385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02698055808765949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027375421095475472,0.0,0.036210196794346936,0.027898960955198737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320132299049383,0.0,0.0,0.23399669225084335,0.0,0.10405154878950393,0.14121365861079976,0.0,0.035430640534775404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04228925773949138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03425499319212448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027388976797944827,0.0,0.02903917437395256,0.10163189086920217,0.07313139697595154,0.043310447878142345,0.02965733465986755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068203814293312,0.03315575545786298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02996633608190404,0.0,0.0,0.03594878781158252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0314518708211983,0.018633366457032684,0.13749912015116927,0.0,0.03614731530042724,0.0,0.0,0.05798612097474976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033648485450672234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383305340028602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032288172572770134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844133332740124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018018644484125632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057948460218448,0.06947438379437561,0.0,0.3943291446292037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02787397408110896,0.0,0.0,0.02188529377747336,0.0,0.4611393074981693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608231335692932,0.0,0.16552547456191366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871333855249535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291920701512553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035504666301785615,0.0,0.15911058294361807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03099391146088924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0348725588862091,0.0,0.07463660176171763,0.02100391985125673,0.0,0.032372787962430934,0.0,0.0,0.22399645107571656,0.15593770703367982,0.2607320084119316,0.0,0.0,0.052253311656334414,0.0,0.034203548794329706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03685348463182908,0.0,0.1336871394857682,0.02777995907456634,0.12620353836184353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855129500576082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02465142448059249,0.02635260750080596,0.0,0.03018547375925376,0.0,0.0,0.1306916636727027,0.08403325501689114,0.0,0.052057757395418944,0.01911811587102993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903973054850298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027052358524029856,0.0,0.13012228794575809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030393484017711508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047738034986166585,0.06659271795655425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021113479709803942
socialanxiety,feastingonpizza,2019/05/15,"Currently sitting in the Doctors office for the first time I’m currently sitting in the doctors office. And I’m terrified. 

I’m sick and tired of being awkward, unapproachable and unrewarding to talk to. I want to change, and while I know roughly what I have to do, I’m unable to do it by myself. 

So I decided to get help. And this is a huge step for me. It took immense power for me to set an alarm and go to the office, but here I am. Waiting for the doc to see me, and to tell him that I can’t keep on with this shit. 

Just needed to write something, I’m nervous and afraid. But I need to face this, and overthrow it.

Here’s to all of you that helped me make this decision, and to a future brighter than it ever was.",2.745225767609874,3.655204112582779,4.4550270921131885,87.57201685731488,74.09933774834437,7.34521372667068,26.31005418422637,7.686295010490155,1.2855642384105956,555,19,123,7,11,188,86,151,0.121,0.826,0.054000000000000006,-0.8772,3,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,5,5,1,4,8,0,8,6,2,1,2,26,24,14,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,11,11,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,5,0,1,2,2,14,0,26,21,1,17,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,0,7,87,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704498825603915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587069964552698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269153014845506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060077379660045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707159341399676,0.0,0.12734878579981332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003897430309617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917096999001968,0.0,0.0,0.12314750005605375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957391601030498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33230224207590714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856128705454316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300130176319037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250631989749785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801055421533915,0.1958541940037168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130661780766776,0.2575448889484539,0.0,0.0,0.2489590876802344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216710815730146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FriendlyTaco11,2019/05/15,"Goofed up my first group interview (I apologize for the lengthy rant, but I wanted to share) 

So it was a group interview for a call center that offered full-time, nice pay and with good benefits. I was taking several assessments with 15 others in a computer lab. When everyone finished, our scores were given to us. 

After that, a recruiter tells us that we’re going to be interviewed by 3 different managers and she coaches us on what to say/what not to, body-language and then proceeds walks us out.

I eventually start freaking out in the room my groups being interviewed in because the managers were making everyone walk up to the front of the room and introduce themselves like they had. It brought me back to school days.

‘Introduce yourself and reveal three things about you that make you unique’.... that’s a simple thing that should be easily doable, except I was freaking out. Bad. I was struggling to come up with subjects that were ‘good enough’  to talk about before my turn, my brain was trying to check-out on me and my heart was pounding harder in my chest each time someone sat back down from introducing themselves like the cartoons.

When it got to be my turn, I just briefly introduced myself,  decided to stare at the back wall, tried to insert a joke(no one laughed, but it was more of an attempt to calm myself lol), and what I came up with was what color I liked... and how it represented me and then explained some qualities about me that I later realized how it just made myself sound like I was ready to fight somebody Fml.

After viewing several clips, reading aloud bullet points and sitting through some long talks about being on the job, it was finally done. Back in the computer lab, the same recruiter found me, thanked me for my attendance and said “We’ll call you if you’re selected for a position,” all while walking me to the exit, while the rest of my group stayed LOL.

They never did call back and that sucks, but I don’t regret this experience because I accepted this group interview knowing I’d dread it. I feel like I grew a little by doing that too and that makes me feel content with myself despite what happened.",7.706289009497964,7.5474186293532375,7.093577566711893,76.75086838534601,62.95522388059702,10.393668023518767,35.43690637720488,9.910423181423305,3.3850507462686563,1707,69,309,31,22,530,214,402,0.078,0.805,0.11599999999999999,0.9455,2,0,0,0,1,0,48.0,6,3,2,2,17,22,2,2,21,2,25,3,3,6,2,55,50,26,0,4,8,0,2,5,0,2,0,2,2,0,28,24,0,0,9,2,1,10,3,8,0,3,24,7,48,14,56,19,8,59,0,1,3,0,34,24,1,3,28,224,76,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598144483647895,0.07814152194187632,0.11409995082981607,0.0,0.07963593553622186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447442555653406,0.2866894215219614,0.10703898800485108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061720887758117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060356093702286374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777885398751446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577234433170788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670074240018074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885343294194173,0.0,0.09154637908555373,0.0,0.0,0.09464114482747782,0.06685881626743949,0.0,0.10252035932715944,0.0,0.07960534582354663,0.0,0.10261369064481386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318784353216367,0.15699324553669908,0.07485034725975126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275897800201497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109014516103126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287099678659123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143315598355791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286102416245622,0.09379910358242548,0.0,0.08282185319687024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855460643442267,0.1874108337496396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218032810529015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341720541884842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847028887843975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361266868413996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902299411753785,0.07442441117239212,0.0,0.0947153871213118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145411716546786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929625169961055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624160279792046,0.09975165504087198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783781049713307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036603456182446,0.15044392194502004,0.08179946247907599,0.08616265122856888,0.0,0.0,0.12435054385566695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054571532091257216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707932480908116,0.20359230897745006,0.0,0.0,0.4502962002656795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520023944177572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YTrashyGrl,2019/05/15,"I feel so lonely Shortly, whenever I start to get closer to somebody, instantly something is getting wrong... I can't show my feelings to this one person. And when I wait for them to do first step, I'm being instantly put off and forgotten. And this isn't like I'm being hard to reach. I put a lot of effort in showing that I like someone.
I don't know what I should do. I have this trouble for very long time and I have listened to many advices and nothing is working...
I think some of you could help me with this? Maybe someone had similar problem? 
Maybe is there something I can change with myself? Maybe I should just wait... 
(If there's a grammar mistakes I'm sorry, English isn't my native language)",2.5254725274725303,4.6352182285714285,3.6128571428571448,88.34137362637364,77.42857142857143,5.736263736263738,27.91208791208791,6.67199483983844,1.3409010989010992,552,24,107,5,13,178,85,140,0.157,0.8140000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.9284,0,2,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,3,5,7,0,0,2,0,18,0,0,0,0,22,31,8,0,6,2,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,2,4,2,0,3,4,5,0,2,1,4,19,2,14,25,2,12,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,7,74,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080362263072298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740799484951491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138572304746846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641036879034227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997247159602186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719489376399788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741114091198568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102993811006436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904364636636356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078890291254094,0.0,0.0,0.14562815316229374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990084805592162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683541250663106,0.4959601895752225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578972986558785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150837789041043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368520645350796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745924295824534,0.0,0.3308513499125721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788579642200776,0.2533687086470521,0.0,0.18420857787409628,0.1164746006714074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544176090170634,0.0,0.0,0.09595476467781996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577711912954632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979977378995713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799177243763828,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Quartervoi5,2019/05/15,stuttering particular words Sometimes when trying to pronounce a particular word I’ll get a shortness of breath and end up stuttering it out. Makes me feel like an idiot at times and one of the main reasons along with my anxiety why I try to avoid speech whenever possible. I’m often mocked for my tone of voice which doesn’t help either. It’s absolutely soul crushing knowing when I ever try to start a conversation I’ll probably fuck it up.,7.155714285714282,7.6374098095238105,7.678666666666667,69.93300000000002,64.0,11.481904761904767,35.84761904761905,11.20814326018867,4.255507619047618,360,16,63,10,5,119,64,84,0.22699999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.057999999999999996,-0.9213,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,1,5,0,1,2,1,2,1,15,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,3,5,1,13,8,2,11,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,7,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897796673502181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197242576397944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440155349455893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543613776086013,0.17722760440268176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293449309034499,0.1296109778881379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628204676487554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633766690354418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119881184546452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559458153181722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810467222957476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27967166733776283,0.0,0.0,0.2674709957771568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550664103822922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24535635978141646,0.0,0.17559151105382007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465679234329618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052878340292728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238526067400462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Danz_31xo,2019/05/15,Why have I got a cake beside my name? I’m not that hungry?,-3.127142857142857,-1.5480265714285686,0.6257142857142846,103.04428571428572,100.42857142857143,2.8000000000000003,7.0,3.1291,-2.5074571428571426,44,0,12,0,2,16,13,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6633010282157771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7483526882211975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BigFatElephantDicks,2019/05/15,"I’m about to leave my job and I feel so incredibly guilty A month and a half ago I got my first real job. It was a civil construction job that I managed to get through a job agency. 

The pay was crappy and the hours were long (I haven’t had a single week under 45 hours), but for the most part I really enjoyed it, and the long hours meant I had less time to think so negative thoughts weren’t able to ruminate. 

All of my fears about starting work never came to fruition, and all the time I spent avoiding work I quickly realised was a waste of time. I made friends easily, the boss liked me, and I was doing a good job with the role I was given. 

The only real problem I had was the company and the boss being dodgy as fuck. They would under-train people, hire people on working-visas and underpay them, and would regularly take shortcuts that put the health and safety of workers and pedestrians at risk. Whilst I was obviously unhappy with this, I decided to push through because it was my first job and I valued the experience.

Last week my boss decided he wanted me to move into a supervisor type role, where I would be in charge of a team and teach others what they need to do. Sounds good, right? Wrong. I was vastly under-trained for this, and my skill and knowledge level weren’t nearly high enough for a position like this. I obviously didn’t tell my boss this, but the previous team leader did and his advice fell on deaf ears. 

The reason they wanted me in this role was because the previous team leader was leaving. After 4 days of training, I was expected to know what to do and be comfortable being in charge with this area of the company. 

I couldn’t do it, and rather than say so, I’ve simply avoided going to work all week and will probably not be going back at all. I want to quit, but I’m even too anxious to let the boss know that I’m not coming back. 

I know if I stay I’ll be stressed out and miserable, but leaving also gives me so much guilt and shame. It’s so fucking annoying. 

None of this is particularly my fault, but I still felt like I was making good progress and simply leaving feels like a step backwards. If there’s one good takeaway it’s that I won’t be as anxious about starting work in the future, and now I know none of this stuff is going to kill me.",4.6466231884057985,5.2521388217391305,5.42217391304348,83.49862318840582,69.47826086956522,8.481159420289856,27.72463768115942,8.548686976883017,1.8085376811594205,1798,57,369,27,30,586,216,460,0.16399999999999998,0.72,0.11599999999999999,-0.9737,8,2,0,0,0,1,45.0,0,0,4,13,20,26,4,8,29,0,42,5,1,8,7,83,76,38,1,13,10,0,3,4,1,5,2,4,0,0,22,30,0,2,14,3,2,10,12,15,0,4,29,7,45,11,49,33,12,58,0,1,0,2,16,19,2,3,32,253,67,24,0.07472279022246213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301824579631501,0.06623724501703973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059755788344302424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883096790950597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491442663699145,0.0,0.0911006387354977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546296563604687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436706736863472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819001803128736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720861696069402,0.0,0.04935369821451761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309322701685686,0.0,0.08408391317253598,0.07556417581022258,0.05338197626524639,0.07174559671186374,0.0,0.0,0.1271183343821424,0.0,0.0,0.057730642367978785,0.13816003098733168,0.039039573821803904,0.07168090919580637,0.12740005101240492,0.2506957249593263,0.05976264139769692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942683181127824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894873043589559,0.0,0.0,0.2207606898277744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449050362806956,0.0,0.08266969627873025,0.0,0.1642627653459144,0.060909047149264886,0.0,0.31648258290565195,0.0,0.07640911562639556,0.0,0.14602312363508424,0.0,0.0,0.13225463591559838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070451082997653,0.049878042705468716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964301825856719,0.07941850057242181,0.05492984852794658,0.05540600214091867,0.057630822333460674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063409649575106,0.056830049102067424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809175001281764,0.0,0.1036067485270797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056380605233722,0.07149961870964816,0.0,0.07511704274671974,0.0,0.07947688521164185,0.0,0.17010178834765444,0.04786933280290534,0.07682747341182865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381285457159329,0.0,0.05942256193809407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577835103109856,0.07964455219354731,0.0596737167950213,0.0,0.08559470373787535,0.0,0.08553971753378825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561822388813088,0.0,0.06531101219472991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047879346800524594,0.0,0.05932154881997213,0.13071437965043664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222031302183745,0.0,0.17981434532170246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21759632490435507,0.0,0.0,0.1592427788173499,0.08169764092813653,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blzy99,2019/05/15,"Bad social anxiety with little chance of ever getting over it. 23M I've had social anxiety my entire life, I am terrible at having conversations with people I don't know, I work at AutoZone and I hate having to talk to customers because I feel like they're judging me and I look stupid, Im single and will probably be single for the rest of my life because I refuse to go to clubs or bars because I'm afraid to go alone, I go fishing which as bad as my social anxiety is I feel like I'm challenging myself to go out in public even though fishing is pretty solitary. I'm a god damn waste of a life and my life will never get better. I have a ""friend"" I talk to but she just fucking uses and manipulates me and can't offer any solution to my problem besides just go out and do things obviously if it was that easy I wouldnt be in this situation, she doesn't understand what social anxiety feels like and never will so she thinks it's as easy as going out and just meeting people. There's no solution to my problem there is no help for me but occasionally I like to post all my problems on Reddit because it makes life tolerable for just a little longer until it all builds up again and then the process repeats itself. I feel like people are starting at me and judging me I hate holding eye contact with someone. I don't expect an answer to my problem but posting makes me feel a little better.",2.7038515901060087,4.647791795053003,4.627626855123676,82.04696678445231,76.27915194346289,6.9308268551236765,26.160989399293285,7.839951260653429,1.6668912791519437,1110,42,211,17,25,379,142,283,0.191,0.706,0.10300000000000001,-0.9665,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,11,22,5,1,8,0,21,8,1,4,6,53,48,24,0,7,9,0,5,5,1,4,5,0,0,0,11,17,1,2,9,2,0,6,9,13,0,0,2,7,34,9,36,40,5,30,0,0,2,1,17,14,2,2,13,147,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870304621870396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714375708913093,0.0,0.2571330199829532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403242479745487,0.2048973375004945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863664977418065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055501484404067165,0.07601057840464152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244223214075156,0.2401261936048668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492190986572599,0.0776850274905359,0.0878051443356647,0.0,0.28653949755126634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592583734483018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056324006478913724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076757503152452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046181074766619284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967668401471094,0.205265775723617,0.2526625091973721,0.0,0.0,0.07056462377622309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218228864189383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961931132420193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747689194193052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095636348092787,0.08548943081419916,0.09059930637236016,0.3216241227120834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445402681052682,0.0,0.3426348629813323,0.0711989388639312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947736149905704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350813862121824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582626277983144,0.053843479128471074,0.08255973545795214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747892151849809,0.0,0.07257554424586016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117534992296138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,e----t,2019/05/15,"Social anxiety makes dating super tough Agh I really wanna be with someone but last date I went on I literally thought my heart was gonna beat out of my chest before I walked in! It also makes texting super hard. Idk what to say! Usually ends up being something awkward. Oh well, I’ll figure it out one day!",0.7216757741347912,3.25687260655738,3.1090710382513684,84.84408014571952,93.42622950819671,5.334061930783244,19.892531876138435,6.937597516519254,0.8693919854280505,243,8,44,4,9,83,52,61,0.11699999999999999,0.7120000000000001,0.172,0.8237,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,2,0,9,8,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,3,2,6,3,9,2,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053530582390276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644191377932613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850744846638132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560684501892786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274377138350133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300313715629944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30429470137341635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931627634897176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428156130926999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740060143908038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450479793353265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420791291508664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617627569420385,0.21757541385256748,0.19768774327587904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386077746087625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28281541048785874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308830119838427,0.23804480221964505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EggeLegge,2019/05/15,"I think I have social anxiety. How do I, a broke American teenager, get a diagnosis and treatment? So, I’ve had some serious struggles with social and mental health for most of my life. I was homeschooled until fourth grade, and my homeschool group shunned my mom, so I desperately maintained friendships with neighbourhood kids because I was scared I wouldn’t have anyone else. I got bullied a lot when I entered public school for having been homeschooled, liking horses and history, and having Celiac disease. That’s when I started changing how I dressed and acted to be validated by my peers (a behaviour I stopped last year). I moved to a new city in middle school, which made my anxiety a lot worse because I lost all my friends and my parents were getting divorced. Then I got to high school. An abusive school theatre and the death of a classmate made me severely depressed, and last year I was suicidal. When I got better, I started to stop acting and dressing for other folks. This made an ex-friend of mine start making fun of me until we eventually parted ways. That brings us to today. I have a total of two friends who I text most days and see once every month or two. I always get in petty fights with them, and we’re VERY different people (though not in a bad way), but I’m terrified of losing them because that means I have no friends. I talk to a couple teachers each day, and generally have good banter with classmates and teachers. But I’m always scared they’ll hear me stutter, I’m terrified of being less smart than someone else, I overthink what I say, I regret what I say because it sounds stupid, and while I do most of the emotional work in relationships, none of it gets reciprocated. I’ve struggled to make friends for a long time, and pretty much all of my reddit post history is “I’m so lonely and I don’t have friends” on r/offmychest. So, I took a few quizzes because someone told me about the symptoms of social anxiety. I think I have moderate social anxiety. The problem is I’m a broke teenager who can only go to the doctor once or twice a year. My appointments are mostly checkups/testing for symptoms of Hashimoto’s Hypothyroidism (a disease which I almost certainly have, but can’t get medication for until I have an official diagnosis). I really can’t afford a phycologist, and probably not a talk therapist (though I would love to chat with the latter...I have a LOT to unpack, even though I’ve done a lot of mental work over the past three years). So, to sum it all up, I’m sick of living like this. I’m lonely, miserable, and terrified of fixing my misery and loneliness. How do I get treatment? Thanks.",5.851100446698059,6.816063145418326,6.350296993842813,76.62856151152965,66.94820717131475,9.033055656163226,33.14040806471085,9.178173031916092,3.0032873837981406,2097,90,371,37,33,681,248,502,0.20800000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.106,-0.9939,3,4,0,0,2,0,67.0,2,0,3,5,16,33,2,5,29,0,34,8,0,8,5,67,70,44,2,4,7,2,0,2,5,3,7,4,0,1,15,27,0,2,3,1,0,7,8,19,0,4,16,5,57,14,50,49,19,46,0,9,1,1,32,9,0,12,29,252,72,8,0.0,0.07710859844004128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516774627212123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830276091545524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914264223654626,0.0,0.0,0.045505118941440006,0.06668166687026618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433868725487018,0.19835938019447566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755755361793057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884551106798258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200925956640201,0.0,0.08394182294155167,0.0,0.05605290184507245,0.0,0.0,0.06799425497393359,0.0,0.06661165425550347,0.0,0.06659895196535065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873118913961828,0.07320570919627725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04298441426546131,0.0,0.05483230894331363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016816899804006,0.0,0.20400820298526592,0.0,0.03698619534957337,0.054585620156535786,0.15615013028635633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917649468798727,0.07334935755263251,0.0,0.0,0.068760094127871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060970022468703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04596759504400029,0.06358913987949956,0.0,0.05746641527032335,0.057593334080196686,0.0,0.07280734479655379,0.07104199223021695,0.22131314873458827,0.05873681462263545,0.18473946799746704,0.08688218017962338,0.0,0.0,0.07089068438137394,0.0,0.06556077744305028,0.13116971410437936,0.0,0.0,0.07622035628714655,0.051945858114328614,0.06916923862744258,0.047840941005101015,0.0,0.0,0.06285421338777622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861514606656875,0.0,0.04949591341082544,0.0,0.0,0.0722631138667441,0.07047478654420121,0.06212577309062588,0.04511795022966949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232819789248172,0.06620927618229155,0.07016673804471432,0.06227231882562347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04169161190044431,0.0,0.0,0.06987105741524842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350770505423752,0.130311920883943,0.26345582584568433,0.05185995770114568,0.0,0.0,0.07352134214864472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26536153132329354,0.11028334525640908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381908740032574,0.0,0.0,0.10881879844921173,0.0,0.13607050526247566,0.0,0.07118644046779571,0.0,0.0,0.13528509557046628,0.0,0.10461691839131654,0.0,0.059916485394822826,0.0,0.07556234766254967,0.0,0.08340066710656546,0.19182091661199535,0.0,0.03794839595691057,0.0,0.06168778270909098,0.06218627763816183,0.07230574985981697,0.0,0.0,0.12714648427314176,0.0,0.07828265879084571,0.0,0.0,0.05369742603107703,0.0,0.10331419976938852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947573425164258,0.0,0.06632159862474757,0.04623062925440997,0.0,0.0,0.1676363284877766
socialanxiety,drewdynan,2019/05/15,"Asking for a friend... Ima skinny white kid (15M 135 lbs 5’10) and feel like I have no chance at dating bc of it, is this true or am I just overthinking (I eat healthy and lift 4 times a week it’s just really fucking hard to gain weight w/ a fast metabolism)",2.0560526315789467,2.547641228070177,4.044692982456141,91.44493421052631,75.31578947368422,7.805263157894737,21.267543859649123,8.07648339933343,0.5677754385964904,198,4,50,3,4,68,47,57,0.07200000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.242,0.8733,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,3,0,3,4,1,0,1,7,6,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,3,4,6,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,5,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293641675483927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605031375432702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813953632959992,0.2516917679121229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27219538235340424,0.32570677302400824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156023567853838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721218504591609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257000928941051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20543596426804794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826034405639189,0.4290211106347096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sebaldcode,2019/05/15,"One-way relationships I don't have many (read: any) close friends for a bunch of reasons that torture me at night at varying levels of ferocity that I won't get into here. 

​

But when I do hang out with people casually and say to myself, ""oh, I like these people, we should hang out more,"" and then I work up the courage to actually text them to hang out, I am constantly anticipating rejection, assuming they are probably busy with their own lives whist I sit at home with nothing better to do than text them. Usually I'm right. And it's usually one way. Rarely do I get requests back. 

​

I'm almost thirty. This has been my experience when making friends (if you can call it that) ever since puberty. I go back and forth between, ""something must be wrong with me"" and ""no, something must be wrong with THEM,"" and ""no, no, something is obviously wrong with you, don't be ridiculous.""

​

It's all so pathetic, frustrating, and so....""high school ""to feel this way. Everyone else seems to know how to navigate this by now, or has close friends where there is a good rhythm of communication and time spent together. 

​

But I don't. And it makes me feel really alone.

​

How does one cope?",3.5400913060738404,6.031583122270742,4.237231044065105,83.22348451766575,75.85589519650655,7.831758634378723,27.439658594680427,8.710501217029153,2.235574672489084,961,39,183,21,22,306,136,229,0.13699999999999998,0.782,0.081,-0.9276,0,1,3,0,0,0,68.0,1,2,5,2,12,16,4,0,3,0,22,0,0,5,5,43,34,19,0,4,4,0,2,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,11,22,0,0,6,2,1,4,7,8,0,2,2,3,23,8,28,25,4,33,0,1,0,0,15,13,0,5,14,122,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.07377549164514795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757032975070477,0.07829964618850818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095672670704607,0.4593163366518551,0.051411147884577325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626472311426557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686277882192314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719688662800045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169762527557642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615878424415471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315478154914306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838526702152332,0.0,0.07223982025156499,0.0,0.07395210548705312,0.0,0.0,0.07645208904610364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522701056477558,0.0,0.07899661293580107,0.0,0.04296568640736265,0.06341037827304352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987641371912348,0.0758337833614288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04154823177958275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036934740342358725,0.0,0.06675690630310993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009282645242054,0.07664736221497173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094624522440282,0.0,0.0725410226822298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368721007892489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482417467323173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815104672043953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562127545191484,0.0,0.048431819109845835,0.07773023096579157,0.0,0.08116698442433935,0.0,0.06456268446897444,0.0,0.06012080391174183,0.0,0.0765120627337585,0.0,0.06882414424407697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253777689193865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746036068766729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044083444240118515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166527237798366,0.0,0.0,0.18002522833578105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055038295029753104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479728754581157,0.4593163366518551,0.0
socialanxiety,porkchopthered,2019/05/15,"I am a nice guy with SA and depression, and I don't let it control me I've seen a number of ""nice guy"" posts and wanted to share something I read that really opened my eyes. 

I am a nice guy.  I have a grip of females I am close to.  I have also had my share of romantic interests that havent panned out.  More than often it's very discouraging for me.   At the beginning of the year I read something that changed everything.

Yes.  You are a nice guy, so why aren't women interested in you? Because you are not interesting.   What kind of people do you gravitate towards?  I bet they're interesting.  They have an interesting job, or hobby, or adventures.   

Easier said than done you say.  Not really.  What do you like doing?   Personally I'm an avid gamer.  Before my anxiety and depression got the better of me I was passionate about camping and the outdoors.  However no one I know is into it.  So I stuck with gaming. Staying inside and never going out except for necessaties and work.   

The hardest part is making that first step.  For me it was getting a dog.  She requires me to get up off the couch, we go on walks and to the dog park.  Since the spring started we've taken to hiking local trails she carries her own gear, I carry a camelpac and mine.  It's a hobby.  That I do my myself, I take pictures of interesting things and get to spend time in nature and clear my head.  It has changed my life in just a mere few months.  

So ask yourself and be brutally honest.  Is she not interested because you're not an asshole, or is she not interested because you're boring. 

I've struggled for more than 10 years with 7 being undiagnosed.  In the past 3 years I've opened my life to endless possibilities.  All because I fight back.  You're time is coming, you just have to take a leap.  Anxiety and Depression may get the upper hand on me sometimes. But I refuse to let it dictate my life. 

Just thought I would share what helped me.",2.04432844932845,4.401506383597884,3.8608994708994717,84.64492673992677,80.4021164021164,6.945706145706147,23.97802197802197,8.055295364500962,1.5309506715506722,1495,54,295,29,39,502,191,378,0.129,0.7390000000000001,0.132,0.2139,2,0,2,0,1,0,47.0,1,7,1,5,10,29,2,1,23,1,32,7,3,2,3,52,54,21,0,2,13,0,2,1,0,2,3,2,1,6,16,24,0,4,2,3,2,5,10,8,0,2,10,6,49,21,41,38,6,38,0,4,2,1,30,18,0,6,14,202,65,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819189615787681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567282973562254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576491862962297,0.0,0.0,0.0787678546409759,0.0,0.2497789730887565,0.0,0.08716648015417891,0.0,0.0,0.0905973454727258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216729869788258,0.08824054480425786,0.0,0.0,0.1148919877836798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646869330261887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482878232417966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206391617311284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713299781276013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407675718596825,0.0,0.11643479985442437,0.0,0.08192835640114897,0.0,0.0,0.40571558278866404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513008150963614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866147052063859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165307714147663,0.0,0.0,0.10667254094606987,0.056296785366053925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949787730022185,0.2170631912048967,0.050045623135916366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837760118686532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176436553750513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790058545171502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941407218178823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110929464202811,0.0977878622988975,0.07101703020792112,0.0894441788223401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548250888156557,0.09810648511298924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492976624414344,0.0,0.13124773828061675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744119909889734,0.0814621428851559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847370791044286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772226413263465,0.10131297269875487,0.0,0.07250555062594387,0.1091843851763606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708956339374807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540399949812037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805469880005499,0.0,0.0,0.08132366442186954,0.1194638660797074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452138687871731,0.06042009230391899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243360577815828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457547408133477,0.0,0.0,0.07276842094064442,0.0,0.0,0.1978985217118644
socialanxiety,heavenlydreadful,2019/05/15,"Can situations or drugs trigger social anxiety when you’ve never had it before ? I’ve always been a shy person and introverted but most of my life I’ve been fine meeting new people and going to parties, sometimes it made me a little nervous but I never had a problem being myself around new people. I’ve also never suffered from any type of anxiety. Then about a year and some moths ago I got hospitalized for about two weeks with a life threatening virus, I was put on heavy pain killers (I can’t remember what they were maybe hydrocodone?) and when i finally got better and got out of the hospital I started hanging out with friends again, but I felt different and awkward like I didn’t know where to look and couldn’t be myself around my good friends let alone new people. A couple weeks after I got out and I was still on prebiotic’s I went out with friends and stupidly took molly (I know I know it was a very bad idea especially since I was fresh out of the hospital) and a really weird situation happened with my then very good friend (now not so very good friend) where I felt ostracized and very passive aggressively talked about but it was so under the radar no one noticed, like I said it was a super weird situation that I rather not go into detail. Anyways after that I stared feeling very anxious and secretly hated by people and paranoid about hanging out with friends especially her. a couple weeks after that me and her got into a weird car accident with weird circumstances and I had my very first full blown anxiety attack. it’s gotten worse and worse over this year and last year (my social anxiety which isn’t diagnosed but I am very aware of how much I’ve changed socially) I’m scared to go out in public especially by myself. I’ve just kind of isolated myself from my old friends, I’ve been doing better and pushing myself to hangout with good people that were my old friends which I am very thankful for. sorry for the long post there was a lot to say but I’m not necessarily looking for a professional stance just peoples two cents and what they think? I’ve tried looking it up a bunch how it could be related to drugs or possibly me getting very sick. but yeah if you came this far thankyou for so much for reading. it would be nice to get some outlooks or possible answers and maybe someone who relates to my story",5.646225165562915,6.615844516556294,6.110479028697572,78.14823509933775,67.41059602649007,8.953907284768214,31.214790286975717,9.120678840339163,2.6590135982339964,1878,73,345,33,30,607,215,453,0.18100000000000002,0.6409999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.6775,1,1,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,2,4,25,36,4,3,18,1,30,7,0,4,3,82,62,41,0,6,17,0,3,2,8,1,7,2,0,1,20,39,0,0,11,2,1,11,11,15,0,4,29,9,42,21,55,25,8,64,0,1,4,0,24,22,0,8,32,235,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144553761794802,0.0,0.0,0.06010793966766231,0.0,0.0464114812801485,0.04829071879240604,0.0,0.0,0.039466566270959486,0.0,0.1775899571633068,0.06556432040937593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332894037921186,0.0,0.0660244891698656,0.0,0.0,0.0484577538669002,0.0,0.0,0.04938448173616298,0.0,0.0,0.1026565015572257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637788471485473,0.0,0.0,0.061394542244379485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04633713643459012,0.12843177310632192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05890546183231452,0.0,0.06063541536136066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460699745141766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029344816864092,0.0,0.11144759398168794,0.0635757560790397,0.0,0.0493655121956314,0.0,0.0,0.3587086308177363,0.0,0.06064297701758582,0.0,0.09894982974006686,0.19471184747698864,0.23208401975219714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132116814004243,0.0,0.0,0.05729867433655104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551573941547444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060435710387563825,0.09568543655073666,0.04730720119148636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934588661259437,0.08198528595465343,0.05670705430250347,0.05816746028716919,0.0,0.05136015881543388,0.14620722590776294,0.0,0.0,0.04934025199480766,0.0,0.054915200212907855,0.0,0.0,0.1166102091735356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532648325170201,0.0,0.13428315010142464,0.16815500092355476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607453160278423,0.1217983352614509,0.0,0.03932679137474472,0.0,0.06175454626249152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414097179367276,0.0506749200798856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308540585927179,0.055582580754573334,0.0,0.0,0.05553274933234135,0.0,0.05834235175966695,0.0,0.0,0.058051846767124875,0.0,0.03717943825750016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574363469471471,0.0,0.05520566057890335,0.046152669012043526,0.05810430199112994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04800809586444945,0.19570516353320166,0.0,0.17748161236801954,0.04917383424251269,0.0,0.0573992277883458,0.06496670876705493,0.04107827956714508,0.0,0.0463477374608695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046647252057654735,0.0,0.05343188156559344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037187215988761416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448028848092265,0.0394027303931371,0.0,0.11338575426106548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309730519483828,0.0,0.0,0.1396592757460637,0.0,0.0,0.05380008448276432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182875724304261,0.041227209686066336,0.0,0.0,0.1121201167444947
socialanxiety,1s22s22p4,2019/05/15,"Socially adept at work but not at school Hi folks,  
I've been working at a grocery store for nearly 6 years, and I've recently made the decision to go to college (about a year and a half ago).  I've always been able to make people customers and coworkers laugh at work.  I've even been able to pick up a few snapchats/phone numbers of customers I flirt with sometimes.     
However, when I'm at school, I have trouble holding conversations with my classmates, and I'm socially awkward.  I feel like I've lost my ability to contribute in a conversation and I freeze up or say nothing at all...  I thought I would have adjusted to the college setting by now.  Does anyone have any tips on how to be less awkward in college?",5.369416466826539,6.098984438848923,5.968585131894486,79.77903277378098,67.92086330935251,9.343245403677058,36.30775379696243,9.444778638647367,3.4038578737010385,563,29,108,11,9,183,86,139,0.077,0.83,0.09300000000000001,0.4767,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,5,7,0,2,7,0,8,0,0,4,1,21,16,9,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,6,3,8,3,25,8,3,20,0,1,0,0,6,12,0,1,7,64,8,8,0.3575090880003975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845511782416202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487381003361236,0.0,0.0,0.1215592196746378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498933341510544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642930606018868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806569043787547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038366841958996,0.12770228195058872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159032675539598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733044095771607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513170078212144,0.0,0.0,0.16914187163704555,0.11932004617191502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151980600490244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239258935136373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649854709132545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215278807100168,0.0,0.3618182835556847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644354930353305,0.0,0.0,0.1767928147580514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14191114085983395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39040631096546585,0.0,0.0,0.1269820993393215,0.0,0.0,0.2302241312763812
socialanxiety,paisleyno2,2019/05/15,Escitalopram (Cipralex/Lexapro) Success Stories Looking to hear from you if you had success in treating your social anxiety.,8.853157894736842,12.95972721052632,7.367631578947371,59.16092105263158,66.36842105263158,8.010526315789475,56.868421052631575,8.841846274778883,7.0007684210526335,103,9,11,2,2,31,17,19,0.071,0.622,0.307,0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031993714833296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5940347990120219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425975622643406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537271181318948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ramseyuuki,2019/04/27,crush I really like this girl at work but I’m so scared to speak to her. I wish I knew her,-2.9910606060606035,-1.3940822272727296,0.14272727272727434,107.1007575757576,98.54545454545456,4.751515151515153,7.333333333333332,6.42735559955562,-1.8906848484848482,69,0,21,1,3,24,17,22,0.248,0.541,0.21100000000000002,-0.2419,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609982983732987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342242080426818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5348584628273905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143393244952948,0.0,0.0,0.3889265557299373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SantaOMG,2019/04/27,"Does anyone here suffer from crippling body dismorphia? I have come to realize that I suffer from body dismorphia. Meaning I would love to go out and do something, but I think I look like utter shit so I don’t.

I am a 5’3 male. 156lbs. I am about 20 pounds overweight. I have a 40” waist and 41.5” chest.

I was very unathletic until I turned 18. Then I started working out and learning about nutrition. I’m 25 now and I have yo-yo dieted for years but now I have gotten through those mental problems and I am sticking to it this time. But for the time being I am fat.

So because I am short and fat, it is hard to even find clothes that fit me decently. So I decide to stay inside rather than go outside. When I do actually go outside, I am constantly aware of how I look and I am constantly thinking about people looking at me and how bad I look.

This keeps me from really having a life. Someone could invite me to their house to do something, and I won’t go because of how I look or how I think I look.

Anyone else suffer from this? Anyone gotten over it? Only thing I can think of is to finally get shredded so I don’t look bad.",1.4383920539730148,3.518169008620692,3.2464992503748142,89.75277361319344,80.89655172413794,6.103748125937033,23.017991004497752,7.255503002510835,0.8961080959520236,878,30,184,12,23,293,119,232,0.14400000000000002,0.807,0.049,-0.9738,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,17,9,1,0,4,0,25,11,7,4,0,34,50,24,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,10,12,5,1,9,0,0,5,3,7,0,0,3,8,34,2,27,43,0,24,0,3,7,1,3,6,1,1,13,128,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.10167396692470528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855525830813466,0.10675450195689437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739878370518591,0.12702595981794165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314621944871319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897500679101278,0.0,0.2251837694298097,0.0,0.08318687413345181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117697342327767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870369959884485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881621219436429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413455439465142,0.0952273570710714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05443473727990143,0.0,0.23685327911829676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933333678917571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022074679735414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260845529666838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735921572660421,0.050901749133765835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6124508421239527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403513268157222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349295930530415,0.0,0.0,0.10499855626198557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924084434413521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223191219042616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969532397659206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674649079890789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694907125312156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827946382844515,0.16042040479514386,0.0,0.0,0.07374589659407534,0.11105219268581702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692189044441791,0.2670418151710669,0.0,0.0,0.12150752374936367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332830676669113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596728668267499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585123004483997,0.0,0.0,0.07401326380773281,0.0,0.0,0.06709465133952305
socialanxiety,onlinedatingperson,2019/04/27,"Feeling really depressed this weekend after going on a first date in years and starting a new job I'm a 34/M but mind is still a socially anxious child. It's really depressing and my new job which requires a lot of being socially involved in meetings, during lunches, and more that I really came to realize even more that I am not socially adjusted which began during my adolescence and developed SA. Being thrown into a more social setting made me realize this than before. I think I've already gained the reputation at work as a quiet guy who is not socially adjusted and I'm afraid that I would not survive in this job. 

I also went on a first date in years and it didn't go well. I'm using dating apps and I'm still using pictures from 2-3 years ago because I thought I looked similar but that may not be the case. I think I've definitely gotten worse looking which makes me depressed and my confidence has been struggling for the past year. She unmatched me right after the date.",5.9496875,6.543127927083333,6.9364583333333325,73.829375,66.60416666666666,10.15,33.70833333333333,10.125756701596842,3.5436895833333333,790,34,139,18,12,265,113,192,0.131,0.8029999999999999,0.066,-0.9081,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,6,5,6,0,2,12,0,11,1,0,4,0,33,32,12,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,13,10,1,1,8,1,0,4,5,5,1,2,8,4,15,1,16,19,4,35,0,3,2,0,11,9,0,2,21,92,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425656828993444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733959031217416,0.08503336066203633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201244681306137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481877057250869,0.0,0.09048037965500283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161504988110668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27474981377666313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702310342907646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376446360123064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089124876058454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086142376345015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528502440886142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31655318638282115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858356638042144,0.0,0.0,0.09039934359571496,0.0,0.10061355286950208,0.07097718416922147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736462770055713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053914885751008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150556602498303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435628180957344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908066252326122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5419584960120902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752620701917366,0.0,0.1698331432944464,0.0,0.0,0.11116089964647136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362660213364892,0.0,0.08441543146874489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836727644793729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560489917762577,0.09857048000378507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741068809817601,0.0,0.10836100821258884,0.07553493432290337,0.0,0.0,0.2738963165042576
socialanxiety,AlexandraRae_,2019/04/27,"Anti-social but hate being alone? I just got out of two back to back 5 year relationships. I haven’t been single for 10 years. I haven’t lived back at home with my mom for 12 years. I’ve always lived with a boyfriend or spent nights at friends. I have grown up super quiet and shy, I’ve come to accept I am an observer in life. I’m at home this weekend of course. Alone. And it’s hard. Part of me wants to be a social butterfly and always have a place to go or just be around people that aren’t my family. I crave attention I guess. Being alone is just super hard for me. I feel like a child I just either cry or check my phone to see if someone’s free. Does anyone else have this problem? I just feel like I’m wasting my life at home alone. I wish I had more friends. Just having a hard day today. :/",-0.10535087719298276,2.0230683333333346,1.7526871345029242,97.7251710526316,87.88888888888891,4.589590643274853,14.982748538011696,5.985473137389443,-0.8181300584795319,619,11,145,5,20,203,97,171,0.192,0.621,0.188,0.7116,1,5,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,10,10,1,0,6,0,15,2,0,0,0,28,28,8,0,4,12,1,5,2,2,0,2,1,3,1,4,8,0,0,4,1,3,3,3,2,0,1,4,7,18,9,21,20,4,22,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,5,12,86,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.463282299695619,0.0,0.0,0.18610050003208176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819307021759264,0.11458148843699838,0.0,0.09955105221678973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25796758472018194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633032968123917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283832928617745,0.07212011536447346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786185251689146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341834177136944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542193423061616,0.0,0.11308767457435673,0.15978057049630476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279680555174773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355469972010296,0.0,0.08943944759035441,0.0,0.12319167342718207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005290461153661,0.11040746764453233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365192366168545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797551882613034,0.10926748891861447,0.0,0.19749318533452606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309721589529413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494344879669018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210993413710698,0.0,0.07752778439986989,0.0,0.11683695542938055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070047482967903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006193205821072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891128164992935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399504788962535,0.0947519044018185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600031902228246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924017125945787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595933223121456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285972279320158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160416153619882
socialanxiety,Redpanda_tattoo,2019/04/27,"Struggling to move forward in life apologize in advance for how unorganized this will be.

I'm a tattoo artist currently and I love that I'm able to do something I enjoy. But I still carry a social anxiety since i was young. Its hard for me to let go of it and just relax when I meet my client. I usually feel okay later on and more natural. Well I haven't tattooed in 3 months. Have been helping family and everytime I spend a period of time not working and alot of time alone I become very reclusive. .

The biggest problem is I'm faced with an extreme pain of being stagnant. But at the same time am overwhelmed with fear of every little detail of going back to work. I tell my self that I'm not in a healthy mind state to start working. I want to be happy and excited before starting. And this had become a catch22.

I'm just so tired of carrying this anxiety. That serves no purpose. My heart aches thinking about how to deal with it and being alone in my house becomes increasingly painful.

I need to change my perspective in order to heal. I need to learn to think in a entirely new way. About people and life and my self. And I think meditation would help me there. But I always put it off and the first half of the experience is painful to sit with my own fears. But i know if i pushthrough that i can reach a feeling of content.

Just wanted to get advice and everyone's perspective. Thank you guys.",2.87182795698925,4.9198868924731185,4.072794265232975,85.73985806451617,76.13261648745521,7.188014336917562,26.21376344086021,8.109356740369918,1.6943928602150533,1109,42,219,19,25,362,164,279,0.136,0.735,0.128,-0.4986,1,2,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,5,13,16,0,4,13,1,17,10,2,2,0,45,39,22,0,7,10,0,3,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,11,17,0,0,7,2,1,7,4,8,1,2,3,3,28,8,40,29,5,39,0,1,0,1,12,13,0,2,17,146,39,4,0.10163149397413247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931311967281344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21051915460462284,0.0,0.0,0.0845655445157123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549562942515902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814834552837358,0.0,0.0,0.3367320009404173,0.08648091585875513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751264476943964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477760766340566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562891700359915,0.09711324781427552,0.0,0.09941510266141686,0.09580912754747893,0.2287273719162382,0.10277587407607756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644769685592434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053098260916261464,0.0,0.11551904024839445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100631157515112,0.0,0.1081886151654154,0.0910418561410004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043380969591184,0.13624289622182406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172690987405694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585401119499831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392508833293587,0.14357065958856505,0.0,0.10186145651354574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917263912701009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261883703164884,0.0,0.08112128886914198,0.1080181941591149,0.0,0.15071693002767012,0.0,0.09815633018614127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244292254247565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045848132317246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972476141001757,0.0,0.10216772225099534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204762644051536,0.0,0.0,0.08407062204628259,0.0,0.0,0.10360050935079727,0.0,0.07824088932684065,0.0,0.0,0.14387058905863942,0.0,0.08116304237049493,0.0,0.0,0.10624730406487054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883040532281766,0.09356862502953707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536407291627686,0.0,0.0,0.17778642430542374,0.11681045172653833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193273222318932,0.08385662623975086,0.1198897766543102,0.08067034936001008,0.0,0.0,0.09137891853449877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219668141152592,0.0,0.0,0.07219609736920925,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hopeful_Banana,2019/04/27,"How do you socialize enough too the point where it doesn't come across as being annoying or ""too much""?  (I posted this to r/socialskills but so far I haven't gotten any answers so I apologize if this is not the place to ask questions)

So I am an extrovert by nature, but I've developed social anxiety over the years (horrible combination, I know). When I'm myself, I am usually very talkative, I like listening and conversing with other people, I like making jokes, and I usually have a lot of energy when talking. One friend described me as ""charismatic"" once, which was really nice. The negative side to that is that when I'm myself I've come across as really annoying and exhausting to some people, like I'm way too much. Although I know I've changed significantly over the years, people used to find me pretty weird as well sometimes. These past few years I've shut myself off from people almost completely, and my social anxiety has been at its worst. I think I'm afraid that once I open up again, maybe I'm still the same and people are still going to find me annoying and weird.

I'll give an example of a classmate that I've been talking to recently. Shes more talkative than I am (actually we would probably be at the same level if I just acted like myself around her) and recently I've been slowly opening up to her more. This is a pretty big achievement for me this year (lol), however, sometimes when I start to act more like myself, I notice she sort of pulls back or has a negative reaction to what I say. Like she thinks I'm weird. A couple of times shes ignored or didn't respond to what I said. She still talks to me after that, but after that I feel like I have no confidence basically and just talk less after that. And endlessly kick myself after that for saying what I said lmao.

Anyways, I just want to know if its okay to be completely yourself when interacting with people. I know everyone says this is the best thing to do, but following that in the past has hurt me. I mean, its benefited me a lot because thats how I made friends obviously and I feel the best when I'm myself. But people around me have basically taught me that there are some times when I need to hold back. But that ""sometimes"" has turned into ""always"" and now I don't know what to do.",6.443593749999998,6.159396779017857,7.202371428571428,75.34262857142859,65.58482142857143,11.09657142857143,31.312857142857148,10.70791436637684,3.2113356071428587,1799,60,349,44,25,600,203,448,0.102,0.73,0.168,0.9882,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,1,0,3,31,27,3,1,18,2,33,1,0,5,1,70,68,40,0,6,16,0,2,7,2,1,1,6,0,0,29,21,0,2,14,1,0,7,8,11,1,1,10,8,54,16,49,54,17,63,0,1,0,0,31,23,0,13,38,256,83,2,0.0,0.0,0.0729944597566488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490185670199097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223997562111309,0.0,0.0,0.05086687843917212,0.0,0.1144442957239322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317653766563795,0.06992833363535257,0.0,0.0,0.1150338745731737,0.0,0.04559766670089187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569969378167765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912896946070057,0.12886794758532158,0.15685372026171351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276528727473442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728887154857594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147504590743319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564272108181286,0.053437464223380284,0.0,0.0,0.1367325323030617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558130110443522,0.0,0.0,0.07175541800133828,0.042510825715185725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007544046923601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554188558864925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25580608820028405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718535395995495,0.0,0.07077800471707649,0.04992988849573488,0.0,0.075147116854213,0.0814796304427562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997389084745587,0.055463593975134125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516082052562997,0.0,0.15932009930264124,0.05068672816702047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281100758352186,0.36300054939374,0.0,0.07815056118942312,0.0,0.07071061321012523,0.0,0.0716381647992204,0.1521979200029537,0.0806475481954742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379363511426842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583818127459247,0.0,0.14771286231706718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230473492636092,0.17845298637037138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287489501754629,0.0,0.0,0.2219387054627456,0.0,0.0529441512313632,0.0,0.17920723413078904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404871083688993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496941025089702,0.09585823008795424,0.0,0.0,0.08723350057759817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136142198225108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460358182351834,0.16476427993629178,0.0617182139927113,0.04411924986067186,0.05937312419931045,0.0,0.0,0.06725459753663808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531361013038141,0.0,0.0,0.19267617759877795
socialanxiety,Falling831,2019/04/27,"Zoloft and adderall for social anxiety Hi, I've been on 100mg of zoloft and 30mg buspirone for 2 months and my doctor decided to up the zoloft to 200mg as well as adding 20mg adderall xr. Has anyone else here had experience with adderall and zoloft? How well did they work together? Thanks",1.6340640394088697,4.249098120689658,2.696600985221675,90.48706896551724,85.0344827586207,6.072906403940888,22.07881773399015,7.447530270364453,0.9839921182266016,233,8,47,4,7,74,43,58,0.03,0.84,0.131,0.6966,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,0,7,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,2,3,10,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,25,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22947093521356676,0.0,0.0,0.2097411600694432,0.3073476235219176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070249229690694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25058066297136355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29342145070447845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23942766869201826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057745848833848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761657028117266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394056661896898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837669482931127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tumhareybaapchhajju,2019/04/27,"What is your best tips or coping mechanism to deal with social anxiety? For example in terms of physical appearance of any sorts, a bad haircut or something.",6.9332142857142856,8.755143035714287,7.57,65.72500000000001,65.07142857142857,12.742857142857144,39.0,12.161744961471696,5.944728571428572,127,7,19,5,2,42,26,28,0.156,0.7190000000000001,0.126,0.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888979055351967,0.0,0.32499259193417873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547140002749269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458312353975504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379794649801663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330590921955401,0.0,0.3270536864806695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IStriveForRedemption,2019/04/27,"Figured out what’s fucking up my life . What to do about it? Hello guys , in the past 2 years I really dealt with my social anxiety big time . From moving out , to approaching and talking to over a 100 girls but still I get hot flashes where I sweat , even if im not very anxious. And so the hot flashes send me into a cycle of anxiety and more hot flashes. 

Today I figured out what they’re called and searched and found that it’s actually common with anxious people.

I’ve never taken medication or had therapy except the therapy i got from books and writing. So guys please what should I do? If I can stop the flashes , I will have a great life.",3.4218604651162785,4.878049519379847,4.899914728682173,82.90894186046512,73.18604651162791,7.640620155038763,27.62868217054264,8.238735603445708,1.8826551937984493,504,19,99,8,10,169,84,129,0.049,0.8370000000000001,0.114,0.8764,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,7,0,7,5,1,0,1,25,12,12,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,7,12,0,1,3,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,3,11,1,17,6,1,20,0,0,0,1,9,9,1,3,8,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.15939954305979903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499144250811949,0.3690629741158351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16679181906816426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788673945427094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909754778972858,0.0,0.15100829122608375,0.08534015649671818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064059543314555,0.18008661553263272,0.0,0.32347118653580986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643884345558988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307484717239183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645512364257384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360812642375326,0.0,0.0,0.12598045817357847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592970636822465,0.11324170921762068,0.0,0.0,0.17930194273712988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464193004360678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650797085576666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044620705320611,0.13656235122238594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128919411682904,0.0,0.0,0.3735947031531121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524681858001773,0.0,0.15483039269875587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347753670854312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518775935236784
socialanxiety,doojdoojdoo,2019/04/27,"Party help? I'm not sure if this is an FAQ on here but I just wanted to ask. I have some friends who stay in the uni dorms and get often to dorm parties often. I don't really know anyone besides my friends and find it really hard to start conversations with new people. I just sit in the corner, look at my phone, hide in the bathroom and try and find my friends whenever they aren't with anyone else. Also I don't drink and at a uni party it makes me look like a freak.

Any tips? I'm sure this is an FAQ on here but I was wondering if you guys had any advice.",1.0026446280991728,2.647750586776862,2.9380165289256226,93.59066115702484,80.32231404958678,6.052892561983472,18.438016528925623,6.980632752743323,-0.02803140495867762,435,9,102,5,11,146,74,121,0.08900000000000001,0.71,0.201,0.9516,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,0,7,0,8,1,0,1,2,25,19,10,0,3,7,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,5,7,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,3,12,6,12,17,1,12,0,0,2,0,11,8,0,6,3,62,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700540716279813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667186405179085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23244115598968054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390000957816965,0.17511134065362882,0.0,0.0,0.15977216614609666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742085248990565,0.0,0.0,0.14276835894148848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124063127632849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961200106612565,0.0,0.08929028423607391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922182577127834,0.0,0.0,0.1530964116702381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455334618188015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392436681102123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834950598713629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870326271501313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407974458529953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506014454432644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848331217682992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189709524838831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096672818076334,0.1821609204976732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322149987791753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603259501789745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008036049555848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853380936520991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MagastemBR,2019/04/27,"Watching anime makes me feel lonely I've been watching some slice of life and while I do enjoy it, it also makes me feel sad and lonely. It makes me wish I was more social, that I could go out more, and have close relationships with people. You know, it's what a normal person has in life. But due to social anxiety, I've closed myself from other people over the years and it feels too late and too hard to get out of this situation. I wish I could watch anime and not feel sad for what I'm missing in life.",5.128285714285713,4.739930923809523,5.84452380952381,84.32964285714287,68.33333333333333,8.142857142857144,23.214285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.6978571428571425,397,6,85,3,6,130,65,105,0.15,0.772,0.078,-0.7096,0,4,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,3,0,27,21,9,0,5,2,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,10,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,8,10,1,12,17,3,12,0,5,3,0,5,7,0,1,4,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346743315535275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288302382939554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689172033861472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34060482335198816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798525890567277,0.0,0.09570909187420372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085882561109928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255161188164727,0.0,0.18996946433342732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568507170624537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372372240419673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500226393407347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335032302129988,0.14704574816503646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808051731274088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892955604477488,0.0,0.34333770939748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873175062463589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084480345507873
socialanxiety,JOvOBish,2019/04/27,"If you have SocialA, READ THIS! Its easier said than done, ik this, but if you have it, ik what it feels like. At the age of 19 I tore my ACL (Got surgery that was a full year recovery time), Broke two metacarpals in my hand (Boxer Fracture), Broke up with my ex of 3 years, my parents got a divorce of 8 years together all at once in the matter of a month time. Im not saying ive had the worst of the worst, but that was pretty rough on me mentally and physically. Im 21 now, ive learned so much in just 2 years, I used to hate reading but now ive began to read books on mental health and how to boost my confidence back and find myself once again, and just live freely (“You are a Badass” by Jen Sincero &, “The subtle art of not giving a Fuck” by Mark Manson are beautiful books if you enjoy reading and if not, hell, give it a shot?). The best thing to do is to do your best to quit stressing out about all of your worries. Let them play out and youll begin to build yourself up. You cant “make” things better, you have to let go and live as free as possible. Give your worries away. On your free time, go somewhere silent, sit down, and think about when you were a kid, how free you felt, you could do what you wanted and not feel like you were being judged, you talk and speak about whatever you wanted and who cared right? Remember that within you cause thats still there, you just have to awaken yourself back up and remember you still really are. Do what you enjoy doing, if someone dont like you, thats normal and doesnt matter because they are obviously not important to your life, everyone isn’t meant to like everybody. I cant express this enough, BE REAL WITH YOURSELF. One more thing, if you havent heard of nofap, look it up and see if you can benefit from that. Take cold showers as much as you hate it, Eat healthier, maybe just by starting out by not eat out anymore ect. , dont get comfortable with yourself, always strive to make yourself a better by doing different things youre not used to doing. Expand your horizons! .. Being a present, confident, non-egotisic, bright, smiling, real person will help you in any and every other apsect of your life! Youll be fine! Nothing but Love goes out to you. Have a great one everybody!",5.48817948717949,5.290464255555559,5.765777777777778,84.55169230769229,67.55555555555556,8.878632478632479,28.41880341880341,8.384062270229773,1.7390905982905984,1745,50,367,22,26,557,225,450,0.109,0.667,0.22399999999999998,0.9968,3,0,0,0,1,0,70.0,0,33,2,5,19,30,4,1,16,0,44,8,1,7,3,72,76,34,0,11,22,2,5,4,0,3,3,4,1,2,24,23,2,0,9,8,3,2,14,9,0,3,13,13,48,24,61,53,11,47,1,2,3,2,52,23,2,7,25,251,72,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543921239581824,0.08521217918906754,0.0,0.05348151937521151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779950319759548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388987377240648,0.12094680429717695,0.0,0.04794146151595212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506683778005907,0.13911080176904178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018415254072886,0.08079041491102794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279189435950143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216762814399685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048147482411129,0.18434347557238034,0.0,0.0,0.16094760715435508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126164624307293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626208013100755,0.07514898043357768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953088094384225,0.11236847496519577,0.07551184736887225,0.0,0.0718804043021098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270633774427103,0.0410889375081385,0.2263312923381405,0.08939190368686394,0.0,0.12579970513611488,0.08670675090638097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552919572817799,0.0,0.08359630521735649,0.0,0.0,0.05271430506561002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990089801472905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084035094008234,0.11109904087329804,0.1536885374100613,0.0,0.1388905295752007,0.0,0.06604226753600008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098047833785064,0.0,0.10499273322541457,0.0,0.07900980184651736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851198452596998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277394986966567,0.0,0.11562672911330575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705572269505932,0.07546231254722015,0.0,0.0,0.1675094135745733,0.10658421816751464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732632883478487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867006623993813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866078976702127,0.0,0.08001057129187322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364898614694341,0.3146664390641267,0.1790312000674505,0.050382210448115416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781796495080154,0.06716267973816145,0.07480971578833505,0.06254192080048218,0.0,0.0,0.06267014355234468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663593054279776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055665567394120666,0.0,0.12561251982210747,0.0,0.0900879566197754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059131498540389016,0.06321213499025755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089938433588292,0.05039275012573236,0.0,0.0,0.13757616825909572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682505708443428,0.0,0.0,0.13584862366320552,0.0,0.0,0.09277410325325723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973629466113035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258004897456508
socialanxiety,kat_murr,2019/04/27,"Today, I'm leaving this subreddit. In January 2018, I first received a diagnosis for Social Anxiety after I got to the point where I couldn't go to a lecture if I was 5 minutes late because I was convinced everyone would look at me and judge me. I couldn't go out without makeup, I couldn't eat in public, asking for help in a store was unthinkable, and most days the thought of leaving the house made me sick to my stomach. I was paranoid and self-critical, convinced everyone I knew secretly couldn't stand me. 

Luckily, I was referred to a triage anxiety clinic in my area and was set up with my fantastic case manager. She got me into their group therapy for social anxiety, and the first session I was terrified and didn't say a word the entire time. But little by little, I started to open up and engage in the coping mechanisms they were teaching us. At the end of that group therapy course, I stood up in front of 10 people while I was being videoed and talked about something without using any conversation prompts. I was sweating the whole time, and my stomach was sitting in my kneecaps the entire time but I did it. 

I was discharged in December 2018, continued with self-therapy, and here I am. I can make phone calls, I can go to school without makeup on, I have a job, I can even go up to complete strangers and compliment them without breaking a sweat. I celebrated my 19th birthday in January this year, I invited 8 friends and none of them showed up. I was weirdly happy, because for the first time in a long time my reaction wasn't self-critical. I just thought to myself ""If they're not here for a good reason, then that's okay. If they don't have a good reason to ditch my birthday party, then that's okay too because if I'm not a priority for them, they shouldn't be a priority for me.""

Today I looked through this subreddit, and for the first time I couldn't relate my present self to the experiences people were sharing. I take it as a sign to move forward. I guess I'm hoping that sharing my progress here might encourage people to not give up on recovery, because I know it's tiring and frustrating and sometimes it feels like things are never going to be different. Keep fighting for your self-confidence and sense of peace, you're worth it.",7.827477272727273,6.7604046113636365,7.97909090909091,73.47863636363641,63.11363636363637,11.363636363636365,38.86363636363636,10.537671172512404,4.053113636363635,1799,83,335,37,22,588,207,440,0.071,0.789,0.14,0.9873,3,0,1,0,2,0,49.0,1,1,7,5,8,18,2,0,25,2,36,8,4,5,1,62,64,26,0,12,14,0,1,1,1,3,3,1,0,1,13,21,1,1,9,2,2,9,18,3,0,4,24,4,58,15,60,29,3,66,0,0,2,0,31,29,0,8,27,235,71,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181482470624427,0.0,0.1748655894618026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123150585401894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578966743129413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778030313090439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988840940575748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913910345642997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960696140548311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796592307975538,0.0,0.0,0.06748564860803474,0.0,0.0,0.05032570191084065,0.0,0.0,0.14561408477200385,0.0,0.07453277236820532,0.0,0.0,0.038526192813702884,0.05443331547839547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592437703740898,0.0,0.0,0.058867627027747865,0.0,0.0,0.0730926394453062,0.2165152502117937,0.12781654446428056,0.12187929112474342,0.0,0.08393675405143647,0.0,0.0,0.08111038676304427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107151981460074,0.0,0.0,0.07567826047826186,0.0,0.08791814129109793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561121403430401,0.06772510963724945,0.0,0.0,0.04187446565765757,0.0,0.08595063498630577,0.16135779793091268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372247494007826,0.15273367020048198,0.0,0.06742967218470093,0.12796826102015346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209701125769997,0.05086037318178574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083024852521535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098261995770671,0.0,0.0,0.05876584107282199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584708703994799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720283638543893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668112686029295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059286835764061,0.0,0.07711283022435972,0.0,0.0,0.39743703546068254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534125045308392,0.0,0.0586581941573207,0.07535823881175506,0.0,0.0539308091915738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728872827999529,0.061242196035024135,0.0,0.0,0.26140491076275946,0.0,0.05062019312853143,0.0,0.0,0.1209797316434994,0.2665775065996289,0.08757428776603987,0.14444681949070667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916525168114646,0.06580752289692876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850683591942929,0.0,0.2937948431580864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054126336412067336,0.0,0.0,0.049066714302551336
socialanxiety,CuriosityInMyHead,2019/04/27,"How do others address their social anxiety, after having determined their upbringing has shaped them to first think relationships are likely to be harmful and that you're very lucky if you find one that is not? I feel so much more comfortable as a young adult when I keep to myself, but it's balanced by the feelings of isolation and neglect. When I ask myself ""Why don't you want to hang out with others your age/background/interests?"" I starting thinking: ""Although I'm having the conversations on the outside, on the inside I am contemplating and affirming that I don't want to complain about my struggles or discuss my insecurities \[I know 0-100 real quick\]. This is a constant external and internal battle. This reminds me of thinking about the friendships I had growing up, and learning from my parents and siblings that people can be very nice but also very mean.""",10.871853526220619,9.12441115822785,9.94197106690778,63.985759493670905,57.67088607594936,12.31971066907776,44.09041591320073,10.914260884657429,5.005461844484629,705,34,110,13,7,224,111,158,0.134,0.759,0.107,-0.6754,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,3,1,8,10,1,2,7,0,14,0,0,1,0,29,27,17,0,3,5,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,8,0,2,9,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,1,2,20,4,18,24,2,15,0,1,0,0,14,5,0,3,9,90,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062456623256892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408832430664664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760831564620663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354097696292614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190472279246929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214978984428905,0.1602116255767086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674154004424091,0.0,0.0,0.10351301716509656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201899207960366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516991854171526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384599691007433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763179990709195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914196717088088,0.0,0.0,0.1305791621871072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438515661129806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20221894150702507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200055776302336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331610779740294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690580450911355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36206396283024106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662289532469457,0.22218910053587207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699578645447075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,russiandollhouse,2019/04/27,"Facial muscles Does anyone feel the muscles in their face get stiff/tight when they are socially anxious? For instance, the tightening makes it hard to smile and you can get self conscious that others may notice you’re making weird expressions.",11.610714285714288,10.929564833333336,8.895238095238096,68.6914285714286,55.42857142857143,11.257142857142858,40.04761904761904,10.125756701596842,4.230961904761905,201,8,29,3,2,58,38,42,0.11699999999999999,0.826,0.057,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,2,0,6,8,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35928578301772224,0.0,0.2223754601369344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278312060426044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608066008874431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323173236029344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848943208924856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245778331006466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620816882750868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317768721568723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32419370613335863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sewerlife72,2019/04/27,"How do you ask people for their contact info? I met about 3 people tonight when I was out and could not muster up the courage to ask one of them for their Facebook info, Instagram, etc. I’m really beating myself up over it. I made a point this year to make at least one friend each show I went to but I failed tonight when I had so many opportunities. Ugh.",1.7209980430528375,3.753820904109592,2.863444227005872,93.10753424657534,79.68493150684931,5.815264187866927,21.38747553816047,6.868970318607317,0.3079722113502936,278,8,62,3,7,89,56,73,0.139,0.7559999999999999,0.105,-0.5682,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,3,3,5,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,11,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,5,0,11,3,12,5,3,12,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879927314136127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838435686881032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29107993389549797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164514115412102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469610674980413,0.17421709770224478,0.26460934515370743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537157778365657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361884028556219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24672592271593685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720095211255467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194624154762304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680730994446782
socialanxiety,ooblada,2019/04/27,"Moved to new state. Want friends. Too scared! I just cannot bring myself to talk to anyone! It is the worst. I stay at home with my kids and I just need to make some friends or I am going to go crazy. There is a group fitness tomorrow morning for the town, but I think I am too scared to go. Even if I do go I will probably be a weirdo lol. Its so stupid because the whole point of the group fitness is for people to go so.... why am I afraid!!! Any tips to make myself go?",-1.348319327731094,0.6600296862745125,0.5553501400560243,104.0576470588235,95.27450980392156,3.698599439775911,15.128851540616246,5.288315135182226,-1.1775148459383753,356,8,91,2,14,115,65,102,0.18,0.7020000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.8692,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,1,3,6,1,10,0,0,2,0,13,22,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,12,2,13,20,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,2,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961284395348976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229880355735038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072223568477693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161752522301942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27178801918184176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5997821276198526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643438959927255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23481904706998105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869457542095785,0.0,0.13042196444550308,0.0,0.16987794806180975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194162320487648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662751441268889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896417254908281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35219789628394776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747786436649427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137562520449065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270472917735032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374587768817403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871550660831582,0.19637755085293454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pinkplumeria3,2019/04/27,"Presentation. Dear god help me I have a presentation in a class on Tuesday I’m already so nervous I’m going to throw up I had to take Xanax. It’s about a research paper I read and I have only have five minutes to inform about the paper and convince them it’s important. I CANT READ OFF ANY NOTE CARDS OR ANYTHING, HAVE TO GIVE EYE CONTACT TO EVERYONE, AND AM GRADED ON CONFIDENCE AND HOW I SPEAK. 30% OF MY GRADE. 

Ok five minutes isn’t long but..... I’m going to forget all of what I memorized, throw up, and have a panic attack someone give me some advice PLEASE.",0.4242028985507247,2.8368067826087007,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,89.86956521739133,5.153623188405797,21.57971014492753,6.742157984588678,0.7186927536231882,440,16,88,6,15,150,73,115,0.094,0.732,0.174,0.8139,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,2,5,1,9,2,1,1,1,13,17,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,0,4,2,3,0,2,1,2,11,3,16,16,2,14,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,4,57,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175814459116198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24571160440863102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514169022093467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323077310464475,0.0,0.0,0.25330867528275003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276182790568185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4271928391867825,0.2530863987595469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924476470376222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970477008671371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934348559055926,0.0,0.2612443407329354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444145700746679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454418833734545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886596771464241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674131258157959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pain_Austen,2019/04/27,"Trying to talk to my roommate that I barely know... So here’s the thing. I’m female and live in a house with six women total - which in hindsight was kind of a bad idea for someone with social anxiety! I’m friendly with most of my roommates though and can usually manage unless I’m having an especially rough time. Which I am right now!

There is only one roommate who I never talk to - I think that the only thing I’ve ever said to her is “hi.” She is kind of standoffish and doesn’t really engage with anyone else. She has the room next to mine and lately has been burning really smelly incense (possibly to cover up weed smell... idk). The problem is that I’m really sensitive to strong smells (gives me a headache) and also our rental agreement prohibits burning incense (and definitely prohibits smoking anything - weed or not - if she’s trying to cover it up). I want to politely ask her to stop but even the prospect of texting her makes me so anxious (I have her number but have never actually texted her before). Part of me wants to just tell on her to my landlord but that seems kind of lame of me. 

Any advice? Just suck it up and do it? It seems like such a simple thing but of course it’s not to me. :/",3.812403533240353,5.195046644351468,4.893772663877268,83.62583798233379,72.09623430962344,7.319479311947933,25.83007903300791,7.793537801064563,1.4408185030218499,944,30,183,12,18,310,137,239,0.076,0.8340000000000001,0.091,-0.2896,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,1,12,12,1,0,10,0,15,0,0,1,4,37,30,18,0,4,11,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,15,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,4,25,8,33,27,3,17,0,1,0,0,21,8,1,5,10,132,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.12345574929878025,0.0,0.0,0.12362434673978395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117019681069896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603130447343244,0.0,0.09677999076006794,0.14292056656277158,0.0,0.0884589044561777,0.12962469576766444,0.10410715184275544,0.0,0.1182700009692338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105630769811599,0.0,0.0,0.10765090014006964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568307583027836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355882333823604,0.11443575898818935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774150106971824,0.0,0.0,0.12136015425191915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597583654936472,0.0,0.14281466714782712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952228551420631,0.06952672184225463,0.0,0.14270906618160598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180651517788525,0.0,0.1117108636586216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444657056433696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514499931769608,0.0,0.13454508024113498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085726615776386,0.19243348340717026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699826644790514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262129214745078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210532183939424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431371062981824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803905755309423,0.12034021306321095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303403503799942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896126244544112,0.10719171961399157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057682291462907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033682847942108,0.11057552984784276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521433550475655,0.08106265640855938,0.12429567288252552,0.0,0.07376914092978139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178430331451966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933316107155713,0.0,0.14923803993366014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,23z0r,2019/04/27,"First day of school... Always the biggest nightmare 🤢


I'm so thankful to be enrolled, but I feel like I'd have no friends and be alone... and probably embarrass myself 


😪",1.535,4.132263030303033,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,85.36363636363637,5.724242424242425,29.46212121212121,7.1686216300943375,1.9510666666666672,132,7,25,2,4,43,29,33,0.14400000000000002,0.5920000000000001,0.264,0.6879,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,14,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771688825255543,0.0,0.0,0.30301748061889505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348586452580135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18413460593960615,0.26016214849123753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097616583278913,0.0,0.0,0.2813557871593967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791440216422727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926353863158288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685581047395871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352775552241187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rolyato,2019/04/27,Do you enjoy your interactions? Do you ever legitimately enjoy talking/interacting with people and not only view interactions as battles to be won? I feel I've got glimpses of this feeling but they're few and far in between. I honestly see this as one of the biggest downfalls of my anxiety. It's hard to be in the moment of enjoyment when you're in your heard :-(,3.983476190476189,6.106524014285718,5.985714285714287,72.92761904761906,73.14285714285714,8.666666666666666,31.666666666666664,9.2995712137729,3.222238095238096,291,14,51,7,6,101,50,70,0.109,0.677,0.215,0.8563,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,1,2,6,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,10,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,6,7,5,13,5,1,8,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,0,3,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117518296591057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686253425198348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121089050088363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325931123349972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650580448137756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761462272199202,0.3099374678004897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825231879340133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247408293432592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,46onsite,2019/04/27,"Love to have people around or be present for others here. Hi all, I relate and I'm actually really amazed how valuable this subreddit and it's content is. I get lonely because as you know social anxiety doesn't make it easy. So if anyone has LINE and would just want someone there to break loneliness I'd be honored to be added. I'm not the best chatter but I'm always up to listening and be present. My LINE Id is 00006378. Very proud to be part of the community and love to be active in this little way.",2.5084508547008566,4.310106875000002,4.233974358974358,85.28880341880344,76.40384615384616,7.314529914529915,25.97863247863248,8.167268648758528,1.6518965811965818,401,15,82,7,9,135,75,104,0.077,0.711,0.212,0.9561,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,6,8,0,0,2,0,12,2,0,2,1,17,22,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,7,12,15,3,8,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,2,2,52,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.24206742264576195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640293159736106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976259153612188,0.0,0.0,0.17344691627080186,0.0,0.0,0.2208229318847093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121297826908012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26032005872282943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295993158750564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363253996428473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486178426636464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44776146529696215,0.0,0.16557968182033045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26862108451282485,0.0,0.1719711873705093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891138594312829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528624272148017,0.21017752063639603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046726428460812,0.14631018762851306,0.1968957534211311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762122650806631,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,2MinutesHateIsRookie,2019/04/27,"Triggered by a wholesome meme, and now I'm sad. My true friends know that if they dragged me out I wouldn't have fun. I'd have a panic attack and take days to recover.",1.7091666666666685,3.1297138055555562,2.8566666666666687,95.955,77.6111111111111,5.911111111111111,25.88888888888889,6.42735559955562,0.6544555555555553,131,5,31,1,3,42,31,36,0.317,0.544,0.139,-0.7581,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5332770258514119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023085029398247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621593180705406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25761575067391873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5499835522453577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35244578072141364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mjolkurferna,2019/04/27,"I am going to a group therapy meeting next week, anyone here ever been to one before? If so, how was it like? Did it help? I'm getting stressful just by writing this. If anyone could share, please do. It could help me a lot.",-0.08775362318840862,2.197692543478261,2.021739130434785,94.22289855072464,90.95652173913044,3.936231884057971,18.536231884057973,5.46131890053228,-0.32182898550724603,171,5,36,1,6,57,37,46,0.063,0.6890000000000001,0.248,0.8243,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,1,9,10,4,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,2,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556545108131066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640855978989715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061094743960653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23004803265811144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287229972221684,0.0,0.1445365655545109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409322005923745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424846348590796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621473990376933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704734192088971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723345873716869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791682421751812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913240083410267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908383896267045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400107930648384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jay20002,2019/09/19,Does anyone else? Does anyone else not mind crowds but hates a small group of people? I can go to the mall with my family and be a little nervous but he alright but if I am in a small group I start to get really nervous and can't handle it? Anyone else like this?,0.4786309523809536,2.553584839285712,2.5892857142857157,93.12238095238096,84.53571428571429,5.161904761904762,14.690476190476188,6.42735559955562,-0.5562523809523809,205,3,45,2,6,69,40,56,0.157,0.746,0.09699999999999999,-0.5394,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874831073489539,0.5678046796306404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233007272779916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46293142413037797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413827314339825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650896213717447,0.0,0.10498105294857916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823734870553238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024522254248776,0.1851387085050954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651528857539787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806210201468932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833683554268695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074628992096585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,danger_boogie,2019/09/19,"Anyone else struggle with feeling left out? I struggle with social anxiety. Some days I'm ok and can chat people up but other days I have trouble taking part in conversations. The problem is, on these days I end up feeling so left out and I berate myself for the rest of the day. I keep thinking, why didn't they talk to me or include me in their conversation. I also think I should have said this or should have said that and maybe I could have been a part of the conversation. This happens at work, at the gym, with my friends, and even with my family. How do I stop myself from feeling so left out and constantly berating myself?",3.1223313782991187,5.188758241935486,4.127331378299122,85.54963343108506,75.45161290322581,6.767155425219943,24.982404692082113,7.686295010490155,1.3223000000000011,498,17,97,7,11,161,77,124,0.11800000000000001,0.799,0.083,-0.6608,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,5,6,0,2,6,1,12,0,0,1,0,28,23,12,0,4,3,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,12,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,5,18,2,19,16,4,20,0,0,0,0,11,13,0,3,7,77,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292745345666895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802704992799464,0.0,0.0,0.09873894813602384,0.14468872513441405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260036777145414,0.0,0.1127465591207209,0.0,0.0,0.3642810960470324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179647861050644,0.0,0.12507221496306592,0.0,0.0,0.09326941560743099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331224220692405,0.0,0.21420359892919286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091002998984806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248736016739774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551601185824246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602828461941136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186677095619232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058383960028841,0.0,0.09789885295023616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351211336629154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686505361868435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394819246789012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805983531356458,0.0,0.29525158651368594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617410199334087,0.11350112602149325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096632500933235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274221683621838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280426187081557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hanesty,2019/09/19,"zoloft prescription i finally spoke up about my social anxiety and inability to pay attention and a few of my other symptoms to my primary doctor and i felt like he only focused on my anxiety, not my other symptoms... but anyways he prescribed me zoloft and i’m not really fond of the side affects (weight gain, nausea) and how long it takes to actually work. it felt like i built up all this courage to finally speak about my problems but it wasn’t really worth it.",5.62048689138577,6.71493803370787,6.900617977528093,72.00838014981275,67.53932584269663,10.877153558052433,33.934456928838955,10.864195022040775,4.085919850187266,371,17,65,11,6,126,57,89,0.124,0.6890000000000001,0.187,0.8618,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,2,0,1,6,0,2,1,16,6,8,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,5,1,0,3,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,5,10,4,11,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,44,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.1927177956172233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021524163122925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20213523393901955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792349562063636,0.4326724016380764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296331564174765,0.0,0.0,0.17476884770005285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019696099944926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896737927361465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25302910786350424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131205196731303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105270278487265,0.1484848539715708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24048467921863576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377212074278306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,honeysukcle,2019/09/19,"My Social Anxiety is Ruining My Life I've had social anxiety for as long as I can remember, and it's really starting to worry me. I'm a senior in high school and I have a hard time making friends. I never approach people on my own and when someone approaches me I get really anxious and can't keep a conversation going. I often walk in the halls with a phone in my hand, pretending to text or scroll through instagram. I always have my phone's brightness on the lowest setting because I'm afraid of people judging..whatever it is that I'm doing. I get anxious of what people think of my wallpaper for God's sake. I don't know how to walk like a normal human being. Or sit in a class. I always have to fiddle with my fingers or pretend to read the board so I can avoid eye contact or seeming strange. I can't read a book in peace because I'm afraid of people judging me. I can't engage in discussions I'm really interested in because I'm afraid of people judging me. My heart drops down to my feet when a boy approaches me. I tell myself to calm down but it's like I'm not even in control. My body chooses to react the way it does without my consent. I'm terrified of applying for jobs because I can't talk to people. My voice cracks and I speak quietly. My face gets red and my heart beats rapidly. I don't know how I'm gonna get anywhere in life being the way that I am. I've tried to explain it to my parents before and they just push me into social situations in an attempt to ""cure"" me. I don't know what do anymore. I just want to be normal.",2.7851851851851848,4.0564065555555535,4.942795061728396,82.70837777777777,74.49382716049381,7.653135802469136,27.77481481481481,8.238735603445708,1.925060148148148,1220,48,246,20,25,425,153,324,0.08800000000000001,0.846,0.066,-0.5322,3,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,10,12,0,4,14,0,21,10,8,5,1,39,46,19,0,3,9,1,3,2,1,1,2,3,0,2,9,10,0,3,8,5,0,7,10,5,0,0,1,9,43,7,43,41,1,36,0,1,3,0,17,17,0,6,9,154,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971985625058336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603692984397782,0.23042868926598664,0.10114199980854756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486771358956705,0.0,0.08678196712397226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328266221267455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143851706414592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924801136331915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736031979687555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879357925891378,0.0,0.21313241134962396,0.0,0.0579605884921609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913587846298676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24170611076125115,0.0,0.1077530544236892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120466012782224,0.0906492084606352,0.0,0.0,0.1681453387189913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407044764339774,0.09964971888271404,0.0,0.0,0.09025376914179767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807597057628981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865734003691971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984785421907064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132425913616128,0.0,0.0,0.4242225385156033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402577006053368,0.0,0.19600315778068292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552944860630752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321455453433286,0.0,0.0928435744057494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463573488844385,0.0,0.3118834684125565,0.08641180218093672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218571060339539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197191004490571,0.08913963546505925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534805351628441,0.0,0.0,0.05946844062244015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924131495072458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015356424478373,0.16190234658184444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831017670087684,0.0,0.0,0.10357100878562957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chocolatelama123,2019/09/19,"I have started getting panic attacks when I am trying to sleep accompanied by a feeling of dying. Recently, when I try to sleep, I have been experiencing panic attacks. They start with heart palpitations - like it’s lost its rhythm. It’s followed by a feeling of impending death, and sometimes It feels like my vision fades to black and I panicked, thinking i am blacking out / dying, and i stand up to bring my vision  back to full-focus. Anyone else experience these kinds of attacks? Any advice? I can’t get a good nights sleep.",4.880714285714287,6.983269265306124,5.683418367346943,76.1339030612245,70.63265306122447,7.348979591836735,30.617346938775512,8.07648339933343,2.4044244897959177,420,18,70,6,8,137,64,98,0.231,0.631,0.138,-0.9179,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,3,10,3,2,3,0,6,4,4,0,0,9,17,5,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,2,6,11,4,13,15,0,14,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,11,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549629524546372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429310114633943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695382949536197,0.14207287247234976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732350257699408,0.0,0.10662046800605808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287812991956228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583208019120612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563543413445794,0.0,0.0,0.21033097475642368,0.0990582550695458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488755688740945,0.0,0.0,0.11630086971898575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431197700619954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439235765536207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548389212140413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136304138800522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301223908074702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32537370247585023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369093631697327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162784127850966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137137625665469,0.0,0.19628757888636314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884730165033945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828117028949184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,naanluvdkk,2019/09/19,"What would you do? My work is having a conference next Friday and some people are carpooling the night before and taking this as a weekend getaway. I already paid for the room ($100) and we all have to share with a couple of coworkers. I really don't want to go. I am planning on driving by myself on the day of instead of going the night before to share the room with bunch of other people.

The whole weekend is scheduled for team building activities. Ironically, my workplace is super cliquey and a lot of people are toxic. Work politics is the craziest I've ever experienced. I've been burnt by few of these toxic people and ever since then, I really don't try to fake myself to join the stupid social games.

The thought of driving myself \~5 hours roundtrip just for this stupid conference is giving me stress and anxiety already. If it was a helpful conference that would help me in my career, I'd force myself to go. But, the whole theme of this 1 day conference is ""team building"" amongst \~60 coworkers.

I am scared to call in sick and miss the conference because I'd somehow stand out by being absent. Everybody is expected to be there and I am pretty junior at my work. I dread going because I really don't want to drive 5 hours (in total) just to show face and participate in these stupid team building activities/icebreakers.

What would you do? What should I do?",5.514724342663275,6.7182263587786295,6.255368956743003,76.13973706530963,67.85496183206106,9.181000848176422,30.20441051738761,9.444778638647367,2.8168186598812563,1094,41,192,22,18,359,134,262,0.11199999999999999,0.799,0.08900000000000001,-0.6233,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,2,0,8,7,11,3,3,16,0,28,2,1,0,4,32,39,13,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,11,13,0,0,1,7,1,7,3,8,0,0,4,1,22,3,35,29,8,31,0,1,0,0,14,10,0,4,13,139,33,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26767197176882906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277920777093096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786286606775928,0.0,0.2064014503903896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384089338411824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419450459648533,0.0,0.1564317063166027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194102102346997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634325316650952,0.2757058851448387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625834503851692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388736146904105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310829653698894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898312818809862,0.2276269620348121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33632235720442355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338581274789286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308607414508656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142288208026684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032443663013242,0.0,0.0,0.12363013954495998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892633894312567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118780041941532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628312545169622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234146048078861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306869638640812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708105693079265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648808232254941,0.0,0.0,0.2584624433302991,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ramen_poodles_,2019/09/19,"So yesterday I was struck by a car while riding my bike It’s nothing too serious but I’m definitely hurt. I cannot get myself to go to the hospital. I just pulled into the parking lot and had an attack. 

Like I already hate hospitals and stuff let alone I don’t live in this town, I’m just here for work, so it’s even harder cause I don’t have an account anywhere.",-0.19961538461538453,2.0407913461538456,2.428923076923077,91.54107692307691,90.66666666666666,5.684102564102564,20.620512820512825,7.1686216300943375,0.6912112820512823,287,10,63,5,10,99,60,78,0.21899999999999997,0.684,0.09699999999999999,-0.9005,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,2,0,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,6,9,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,42,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283556943014956,0.3021266933884064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114680426020877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812508790137687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083129578913332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304048078763268,0.0,0.1555973658281881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703043395517172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930906985439763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27996198641013786,0.0,0.13375669715436742,0.0,0.24175568087335636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23276078169690104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627024723129668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134163907198614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993175122377827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shangrila-angel,2019/09/19,"The only reason I keep on living I only keep going because of all the love inside my heart for a specific person. And I promised him In my heart that i wouldnt end my own life because I believe that the love within me for him is an intensely deep spiritual energy that doesn’t truly belong to me , it belongs to him , so I refuse to take the chance that I could cause spiritual damage to him if I was to end my life, so I spend my life as his angel, praying for him, loving him from afar, praying that my hurt and pain allows me to take away his hurt and pain. And having faith that there is a 
Shangri-La , a paradise where Love rules over everything and he will then allow me to receive his Love forever",10.992291666666668,5.670456423611113,10.719777777777782,69.50300000000001,61.15277777777778,13.464444444444444,39.91111111111111,9.888512548439397,3.7560544444444446,551,16,113,7,5,184,82,144,0.113,0.631,0.257,0.9747,0,0,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,0,8,0,8,12,2,4,1,16,18,10,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,7,5,0,3,1,0,1,2,2,5,0,0,1,0,28,7,18,14,2,12,4,3,0,5,18,7,0,1,3,82,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178251323151802,0.0,0.0,0.158030630540475,0.0,0.0,0.1460376602633799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315572581958215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349124061602813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22961017691480726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649434332242722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366618819155102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072012949764025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27752236602738545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304249084972439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27466389623636106,0.0,0.0,0.11445707572747928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5849367850447503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971641169129681,0.275850218556635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317942261254076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332712287710013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194916627563211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IndependentArm7,2019/09/19,"Message from coworker expressing attraction You have a colleague you would like to be friends with but neither of you can manage anything more than the most rudimentary small talk. You get a message from them out the blue on your preferred social media platform telling you they'd like to get to know you more but also that they are attracted to you.

Assuming you're not interested in anything more than friends, how would you react to this? Ignore it and hope it goes away? Still be open to friendship? Post a screenshot?

​

Obviously I'm thinking of doing this and just want some reactions.",5.852222222222222,8.301804962962969,5.260370370370372,78.72166666666669,68.81481481481481,8.133333333333335,34.22222222222222,8.841846274778883,3.2039,488,24,80,9,9,148,75,108,0.054000000000000006,0.73,0.217,0.9602,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,9,3,0,4,9,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,23,16,6,0,5,4,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,12,8,17,11,6,9,0,0,1,0,20,7,0,4,3,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750859741104351,0.0,0.2372210397700515,0.2660356618420364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603373852550259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057010259751336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383044901618299,0.0,0.22877388118664185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745649196428996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203235162548293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392572629940834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096836822820592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318142071048847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484550239127974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759754125663482,0.1913629207662039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028769942820934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913628924241474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31105691818664555,0.0,0.2660356618420364,0.0
socialanxiety,feedthebrain1234,2019/09/19,"This disorder is exhausting All the fear and indecision is so constant and automatic that I find myself so fucking exhausted. And not just mentally. My body shakes for no reason, my stomach is always upset, my body breaks out in cystic acne every day.

I'm on my 12th medication, I've been to a dozen therapists and I just cant see myself ever being able to live my life. On the days it magically gets better, I see how easy life is and my regular days are such nightmares in contrast. I've missed out on so much but if I push myself to do it regardless I dont enjoy myself because of how uncomfortable I constantly feel. 

I'm so fucking exhausted.",4.725161854768153,5.9459498976377985,6.730656167979008,71.94056867891514,69.70866141732283,10.053893263342085,30.646544181977248,10.25414643259724,3.3932754155730525,515,21,92,14,9,181,80,127,0.193,0.777,0.03,-0.953,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,11,12,2,4,3,0,10,11,3,3,2,21,19,13,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,10,0,1,1,3,16,2,12,17,2,16,0,1,2,2,0,7,2,2,6,67,20,0,0.16495414825623855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725506555049555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055451772795272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458885392759706,0.0,0.3664537449237168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565136664604646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31914533792720545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905174485885076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332503324191996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921047090098027,0.13898098431995826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561927677130272,0.08340577367594733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076510310983918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049949040543188,0.08618173423248837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330239863742027,0.0,0.0,0.14565753501034973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617395031160626,0.16623498381256085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126027883589208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960033748200995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26289419894930505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152447996535907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bluefireplace,2019/09/19,"Is it a good idea to go for a school ball alone? So I’ve got this ball coming in a month, I’ve known about it since a year. Broke up with my gf recently so I lost my pair. Thought I had a solid plan B to go with my friend who is already there going too (since we have always joked that if something happens we would just go together) but she told me she is taking our mutual colleague with her. She suggested I should do the same and bring someone all of my friends know so we will all have fun. She even suggested one girl, but the thing is she’s just an acquaintance to me and I’m not sure I will be comfortable with that. I know I will not have to spend the whole night with her but im really afraid of going there with someone I’m not very comfortable around. I don’t have any good girl friends who I can go there with, so I’m thinking about going there alone. 

I know it’s not a big deal after all my friends will still be there but I  can’t stop worrying about it. Just the idea of going alone makes me feel lonely and kinda like a loser.  I can see myself sitting alone when everyone is dancing with their pair and my friends telling me I shouldn’t have wasted the possibility to bring someone they know. 
I really want to go with someone but when I think about anyone I’m instantly afraid it will be really awkward. 

Also I would have to pay for that extra person so i don’t want to keep that spare place and wait for a miracle. 

I have 1 day left to decide and I can’t stop thinking about it :/",1.9873333333333316,3.614587161904765,3.2323809523809537,92.66761904761906,77.38095238095238,6.6984126984127,21.507936507936506,7.526774132740827,0.5632222222222221,1176,31,267,16,27,381,142,315,0.127,0.7170000000000001,0.156,0.9297,0,6,1,0,0,0,20.0,4,0,2,3,25,20,0,3,14,0,32,0,0,1,4,63,68,20,0,7,13,0,1,1,6,9,0,0,0,3,14,20,0,4,13,4,2,13,9,7,0,1,5,2,42,13,33,51,6,31,0,4,1,0,29,6,0,2,12,177,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634781460130891,0.09682045624262038,0.07016360593418114,0.07300458572258463,0.0,0.0,0.059664473682620324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061348064047417876,0.0,0.0,0.07810493065930776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557804315073334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056583395998836626,0.09045345695195288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579497573183316,0.0,0.0,0.08383689202803643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044362690219575694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389286756703144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487689254666784,0.14718001839488046,0.07017165260130981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758593602570461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980898000254104,0.09477150029278944,0.0,0.0,0.07798507559396002,0.0,0.0,0.19287282883765205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532699460312942,0.0,0.0,0.04286408558856855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577578942281507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058565428222460164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003119439588629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233565199858038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945316582372424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660895591264005,0.09166695980655178,0.0,0.0,0.09891079048488334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862056862657712,0.0,0.0866301457523114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887949820461174,0.06991538711590913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451546482453854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29735862186671097,0.0675445743840899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006723977448814,0.14670487127868698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826915069606298,0.0,0.06596764227517779,0.0,0.076686397247246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828886226768323,0.16865584310971513,0.0,0.06965373380780893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383689202803643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239258369097566,0.10349964074783312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795572805942387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910163791443901,0.0,0.124652332327789,0.0,0.0,0.05650004030302979
socialanxiety,luucas1993,2019/09/19,"Stomach turns in one on one conversations When I talk to people one on one my stomach turns and my heart races because I struggle to make conversation and keep it flowing, then it gets awkward and I feel like they think I'm a really uninteresting person and quiet. Hate it!",7.163589743589744,7.368530230769231,7.735384615384617,70.47628205128207,64.0,10.01025641025641,34.641025641025635,9.725611199111238,3.3039025641025628,220,9,39,4,3,73,36,52,0.14800000000000002,0.805,0.047,-0.6588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,8,9,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,0,2,6,1,5,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256319943497774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995563858947002,0.1553553446848826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361524753788114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469932343367149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25769426087438224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329077531006372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062412554359701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515799261932066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894332180448887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076120495358478,0.1898799785890771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931212775785365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273391546777745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174788222812857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393412710785146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730737859591213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LoveandHapiness215,2019/09/19,"Lower your value and expectations of others I feel that social anxiety mostly comes from people valuing others more than they value themselves, and expecting things from others. 

I am a person who is gradually overcoming social anxiety. One day I just realized that other people do not matter. Most people do not walk out of their door to judge others, and the ones that are worthless to society and don't matter. Most people walk out of their door to make a living, go to school, etc. 

The only demographic that I find to be annoying and increase my social anxiety, is kids and teenagers. Nowadays, they are incredibly ignorant, loud, and belligerent. 

Learn to accept your quirkiness and awkwardness. Yes, I am an awkward person. I sometimes get nervous when I speak, trip over my words, and can sound stupid at times. Don't like it? Fuck you 🖕 Think that I am ugly? Pay for me a plastic surgeon. Don't like my clothing? Buy me a new wardrobe. 

This is the mentality that you must have in order to overcome social anxiety. Quit thinking that others are better than you. Quit trying to prove yourself to others, because you don't owe them shit and vice versa. 

I think that there's benefits to being a little anti-social. If you pay attention, you're really not missing anything. Most people are fake, phony, opportunists, liars, superficial, judgmental, untrustworthy, etc. Do you want to know them anyways? However, having a few friends and dating here and there is healthy and I strongly encourage it. 

What you should start doing is noticing when you're having a social anxiety attack. And find ways to manage it when it is happening. Also, stay away from most social media sites.  I have noticed that is a major trigger for people who suffer with our condition.",4.93007965953732,7.589701800632912,5.650161501527716,73.9617088607595,72.13291139240506,8.156089044085553,28.30161501527717,8.939507131559953,2.8268718027062425,1403,55,214,30,29,455,177,316,0.158,0.7190000000000001,0.122,-0.8044,4,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,9,6,4,9,22,6,3,12,1,31,3,1,2,2,51,46,19,0,6,5,0,1,2,1,2,1,3,2,3,25,18,0,1,12,0,4,6,7,14,0,2,0,4,32,8,29,42,11,25,0,3,0,1,30,8,2,6,10,167,57,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356298664742326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518538755707812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569850867483917,0.0,0.0,0.10464993749904776,0.08642600816000004,0.0,0.0,0.0560751958643529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135614986884142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923974979779755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059324824442930926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518247511415386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046512033479690185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681512253734066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106990956580224,0.08504167375525662,0.04806007463623868,0.0,0.052279053969394966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134492376632944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05055434774028243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988164487337866,0.09219641318041248,0.08122732811390808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061402884828509675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927025407452737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884284481943408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945851121150905,0.0,0.0,0.12466726546923475,0.0699612248303039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826385059753233,0.16064121921445113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956816973751885,0.0,0.0,0.058930041546961624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093097040718578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944246377138157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5626227442292917,0.0,0.0,0.09097875161275132,0.0,0.06510977128819934,0.09804725687486572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111291943452076,0.17682710814960745,0.0,0.0,0.05363910025166137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062453997369443334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425706524753182,0.07301600738464463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dust9129,2019/09/19,"Is it SA or past mistakes? Hey there,

First time poster here. I have identified with being a socially anxious person since I was about 14   ( I am now 26). I am  wondering if what I experience when I talk to people is a product of social anxiety or something else. So please tell me if what i am experiencing sounds familiar.

I have an easy enough time following movies, podcasts, and audio books with the occasional drift in focus that is becoming all too common in our modern technologically dense world. But, when it comes to a face-to-face conversation I feel like I struggle to grasp on to the words being spoken to me. Especially at work. When someone engages in a conversation with me, I get very tense and aware of my body position/language and try to juggle the right eye contact ratio. At the same time I am trying to relax and wrestling with myself the whole time. During all of this I feel like I am missing the conversation entirely and am unable to come up with interesting/entertaining responses. 

At this point I feel like something is wrong with me and I have some sort of brain damage or something because it seems impossible to connect with my peers. 

On the bright side, the friends I have had since Junior High are the easiest people in the world for me to talk to and it comes with absolute ease. This goes for close family and my wife as well. So let me know what you think, and if this resonates with your experience of SA. 

Any information or input would be greatly appreciated!!",5.558024911032028,7.014701128113881,6.308717081850535,74.85681227758008,67.96797153024912,9.463416370106762,30.064234875444843,9.766711354998122,2.8968646263345192,1191,45,216,27,20,391,160,281,0.069,0.809,0.122,0.938,0,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,1,2,0,2,11,14,0,1,15,0,22,3,3,0,2,47,35,23,0,5,8,1,3,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,12,22,0,0,9,2,0,5,0,5,1,1,2,8,30,9,39,28,6,34,0,2,2,0,17,17,0,11,15,152,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995081080697937,0.0,0.08993980480150553,0.13281927139922814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166884494400758,0.12984549489466798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059242497260734,0.0,0.1312456552587556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038253146042316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982136404059238,0.0,0.0,0.12147999122954825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300096783618733,0.11083339463210114,0.0,0.1783389427769521,0.2519735075096387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000039552173234,0.0,0.0,0.09083335778580966,0.0,0.06142484183977034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962000927402664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421788471899545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461273391194694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022205631370805,0.0,0.17231452080858992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223271605036672,0.16301479547029202,0.10265653515813793,0.0,0.12905522940557648,0.11114051092340294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040310678840464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070302135203083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450824088976984,0.0,0.0,0.2396931572364733,0.09961565673550338,0.27153060209730906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290842930578902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889946846818181,0.10276030708654972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533333529812195,0.0,0.0,0.27422123451315084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596429859801701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970065669780903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570846430022857,0.0,0.0,0.13126135869728114,0.0,0.0,0.12749834079781516,0.08559148150011553,0.0,0.0,0.08351749729329122,0.12854301882492364,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Breezy_Focheezy,2019/09/19,"Something strange, advice? So I was on my iPad sitting in the halls during a free period, 4 weeks into the school year at a new school. I don't really have a friend group here, I'm fine with my old friends.
Some guy comes out of the bathroom that I've never seen or heard of before, and just starts talking to me, introducing himself out of nowhere. 
He said that I could come by where he hangs out and talk sometime. I told him that I'd swing by.

Now this is only strange because I just don't really see many people do this anymore.

Now Im thinking of going and hanging out with him, because he told me where he usually is.
We didn't really have too much time to talk, so I don't know him too well.

Any advice? What should I do? Should I go or not?
I'm a bit nervous. Not too nervous, just a little bit. Don't know what to do.",1.2369785714285726,2.9639291942857184,2.903053571428572,93.73000892857144,79.91428571428571,5.746428571428572,21.794642857142854,6.6274283507984215,0.2972357142857143,639,19,146,6,16,211,100,175,0.039,0.8690000000000001,0.091,0.8153,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,0,14,7,0,2,8,0,16,0,0,0,1,28,32,7,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,7,13,0,0,3,0,1,6,8,2,1,0,7,4,17,6,19,22,4,30,0,0,2,0,20,12,0,3,11,91,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26634282194121084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267519308704077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515331525064667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615026105354455,0.0,0.11596439246780905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975653123876545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478660951215824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880863150580317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057945220511284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549023294659437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493880041270348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720597613083766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497920416499026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658853867565318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816670868412484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018161013171653,0.0,0.10510767331979043,0.13162024342452874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300312016681388,0.0,0.0,0.10364721504762643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447951492778954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619137116509353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296336554470443,0.0,0.0,0.2758456280049714,0.10859765620641804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049151377136996,0.13478457897276447,0.0,0.0964598101702568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286105303721863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732283417987273,0.0,0.0,0.07946606669952135,0.0,0.0,0.2604430971048311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009336060598644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931573708323404,0.0,0.12253224502762687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775996537507562
socialanxiety,captainwintersoldier,2019/09/19,"Anxiety when interacting with authority figures and getting affected by someone's attitude. I have had social anxiety for a while now. I often avoid scary social situations but especially, I've always hated interacting with someone of a higher authority such as a teacher, or principal, etc. For example, whenever I had a strict and cold teacher, I've always felt so anxious because of the fact that I have to meet them every day and be in the same environment as them. I always want to make sure that I don't piss them off, and to stay on their good side. I know not everyone I meet will be nice and polite, but every time somebody acts a bit rude or impolite (even if it's not too bad), I always feel anxious and I feel this weight in my chest like I did something wrong. 

Today, me and a friend had to go to the head of my college and ask permission regarding a project. I was so anxious and scared. This is the first time I've ever talked to her personally. She was a bit cold, and she wasn't quite warm and friendly as I would've liked her to be. Until now, I've been reimagining the whole conversation over and over again. Weirdly though, I don't think I'm anxious because of what I might have said. I'm anxious because of her attitude. As I've said before, the idea of being in the same environment as a person like her kind of makes me anxious. The attitude of people like her really affects me for some reason. The idea of having to interact with her in the future scares me. Also, as I've said before, my friend was there too. He was extremely casual and the way he talked to the head of our college, was not as polite as I was. That really amazes me how he could be so chill meanwhile I'm so not.

I would really appreciate it if you have any advice on how to deal with this. How can I not let the personality or the cold attitude of people affect me easily. How I can adapt when put in an environment with these kinds of people without feeling like I want to escape 24/7. Because I know that I can't expect everyone to be warm and friendly.",5.408382352941175,5.703894328431376,6.7395058823529395,75.81137647058827,67.72549019607844,10.057411764705883,30.78078431372549,9.98439552973466,2.920003019607844,1618,59,314,36,25,552,182,408,0.146,0.7070000000000001,0.147,0.3724,0,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,1,4,2,22,27,3,3,24,0,34,5,4,10,3,66,55,43,0,7,13,0,7,5,4,3,0,3,0,3,11,19,1,1,11,1,0,3,10,9,0,1,16,13,45,18,53,28,7,30,0,0,0,0,39,11,1,8,19,222,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184045799779372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879192461907319,0.24468982421885005,0.0,0.0,0.04999442649050658,0.0,0.11248138484986707,0.4983231489563599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872894588404692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061384048385694674,0.17926236214729752,0.0,0.12511596904476996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052415582578905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058697747996493486,0.0,0.0,0.04741271073461392,0.07579332264710605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199145494107486,0.0485576207008081,0.06650079497965912,0.12388334261696965,0.14049825891312978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151798305813636,0.05252092243383083,0.07058833680396924,0.0,0.0,0.06253395478305693,0.0,0.0,0.2271977773769929,0.0,0.038409863628066115,0.0,0.04178169403121683,0.06166299773006818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258331881357596,0.15090034610286118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659846359924279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531143428910796,0.08080659954056409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517663293526643,0.0,0.17958470457979564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814701498006193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799045815581547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290335007383754,0.1925779569562141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390540125296376,0.0,0.07819491925031398,0.0,0.0,0.14129159452293014,0.0755882425896026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979595646019256,0.0,0.1472077015636009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263675930068319,0.0,0.14988368233896895,0.12458229197925552,0.05659736943027085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835988175577865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928938128447193,0.0,0.0,0.1181811763389496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710705064566857,0.07223057838129683,0.0,0.08573730030144297,0.0,0.06968600144608163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672506203081846,0.05835477592445035,0.0,0.08952451906169888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207967226596752,0.0,0.07086825427292616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444945678364614,0.08037985407084136,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlbariDeasha,2019/09/19,"Leaving after only 5 minutes. Better than nothing? Hi.
I just left my volunteer work without saying good bye, after being there for only 5 minutes.
I just needed to tell someone and maybe get a second opinion. 

For context: I volunteer at a place that makes handcrafted bags and such from donated fabrics and sells them for charity. It is mostly old ladies, except for me.
I started going there because I wanted to learn sewing and because I am trying to get better with people (have been if work for more than a year, after a breakdown, struggled with a mix of social phobia and depression since then). I figured I would simulate work by doing regular volunteer work, before I try a real job again.

I was not having a good day. First I mixed up what day it is and went to another volunteer position (which wasn't open, because it was the wrong day), because of this I was nearly late for an official appointment. Since I have had only like 4 hours if sleep I went back to bed. Woke up a few minutes before the time I usually leave for this volunteer job. Pushed leaving back quite a bit. Got there about an hour later then usual.
I got my materials, Sat down and realised that I had forgotten how to thread the sewing machine. Does the thread go home there first? Or down there?
I would need to ask. But I couldn't. It's like this invisible wall holding me back. So just stare at the machine, play with the thread, put it on the machine, take it off again. And of course, the longer I wait the more difficult it gets. And of course I don't think of all the things my therapist told me (breath, focus on the outside world, etc).
One of the ladies mentions (in a friendly way), that that was her sewing machine and we will have to switch me to a different one at some point. I perk up. Yes! Then I will not have to thread this machine! Maybe the other machine will already have a thread in it (which is often the case). But she doesn't need it today. Oh no. I look back at the machine and the thread, that I cannot put in.

I have this feeling where the world starts to feel unreal and my focus gets smaller. Like the world shrinking to a point. So I decide that I will do this at home, where I have my own machine and can simply look up how to do it.
I stand up. OK, now I have to say good bye. After only being there for like 5 minutes. The ladies are talking about a demonstration. OK, time to insert myself in the conversation (maybe I can take the awkwardness away if I get a conversation going and then ask about how to thread the machine?). Me: ""What kind of demonstration?""
Lady1: ""the same one that has being going on for a while. Don't you have a radio? TV?""
Lady2: ""I haven't known about the demonstration either..""
Lady1: (probably not having heard lady2) newspaper? Where do you live? (please note, it was said in a friendly way. As in completely puzzled how I could not have heard of it. Also: I am really just on the Internet. I am always out of the loop at current events)
Lady3: ""You know {I forgot her name again, the cool girl that does the environmental protests, I think she is Swedish? Has autism?}

To keep this short (or at least shorter) yes I knew her. I said something along the lines of the description I have just written down. I was just not aware that there were regular protests in my city.

Anyway in my head, the constant alarm bells were going. You know, the broken record that just says ""nope, nope, nope, nope, nope"". So I just turned around and left.

Please excuse the long and kind if pointless story. I also cannot vouch for the accuracy of the conversation (even if I have written it down right after, in panic mode my memory gets unreliable). I am not even sure if someone noticed me leaving or if the conversation had moved on. But I do remember checking the wool box for some yellow wool I could use on my way out. Isn't it odd, what small things we still do? It kinda feels like the one time I calmly saved a game while my husband had a seizure (after I made sure he could not hurt himself of course).

Anyway. That is the end of my rant. I heard (or more accurately ""I read"") that posting stuff can be therapeutic. At least I did go there, right? I did not stay home and quit? I still have a sports course later today. And I really really don't want to go. I'm about to start crying. Can someone please tell me that it is OK, that I left?

Thanks you for your time. Have a nice day.",2.2206516472868216,4.508159873842594,3.2966580534022434,89.32112403100777,79.3125,6.194530577088718,21.85206718346253,7.352329077046296,0.7733184108527134,3417,102,691,47,86,1096,336,864,0.064,0.848,0.087,0.9596,4,0,1,0,0,0,153.0,2,6,1,10,51,35,2,4,63,6,77,3,3,7,3,110,135,48,0,18,33,1,3,5,2,6,0,8,4,1,46,28,0,4,13,6,3,13,25,10,0,7,33,16,92,25,104,88,15,127,0,2,4,0,46,57,0,18,58,499,138,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077216764334222,0.08808044472768031,0.04582344573080672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057746697448442665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902482516612657,0.10296781672576172,0.0,0.05174097451518832,0.1693846585286944,0.0,0.13428297069004308,0.0,0.09372265211082104,0.0,0.0,0.0974115678054837,0.06012321898917726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577408479547154,0.0595121374275685,0.0,0.13190902785228353,0.0,0.06049285751234155,0.14206483881273865,0.0,0.047432532357268326,0.0,0.0,0.057537426127796026,0.0,0.0,0.09638592668264576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877651970275748,0.0,0.06141867154266061,0.07274769203350187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353658777576363,0.039342700850951914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936866514161607,0.0,0.0,0.08509536557174505,0.0,0.17263380432992612,0.0,0.2190866476061982,0.13857271126511986,0.08809054617571499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651868721945585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572197252373436,0.0,0.10846759383589136,0.0,0.05895459572557684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929884937505208,0.048949594657958284,0.0,0.11469584899128815,0.06053111265348346,0.0,0.06212243532286243,0.2332487565077258,0.17950425938213607,0.0,0.0,0.13452443297413222,0.0,0.04862866171139097,0.048736061691729234,0.09249146349960367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052109468644900056,0.03676028971729569,0.0,0.16597852730331952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853170917701923,0.0,0.1225032447326144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052842066050747434,0.06269864663030834,0.057787702746240475,0.0,0.14927001588642827,0.16753576975554313,0.0,0.06461389932765703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03817926572432307,0.0,0.057537426127796026,0.18135411141206215,0.1041197048903436,0.0,0.052742751329390006,0.0,0.05937580327078928,0.0,0.0,0.11072303981058768,0.0,0.11714947771548699,0.055085857415830684,0.06268280271154568,0.10583959074734367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062384655932124736,0.09406058836716263,0.10477017757575907,0.1313839000552112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111052518977666,0.0,0.0551107260181226,0.0561379027960748,0.13998432293837446,0.04239631124627115,0.0,0.0,0.11693851498992315,0.0586983100024106,0.08795947069720618,0.0,0.0,0.05757211875998178,0.06304306721588596,0.0,0.0,0.10380744563109874,0.0,0.08281300813821972,0.04426394712292712,0.09626888305081263,0.05070193582624599,0.0,0.0639416226906747,0.07317339014793843,0.07057448786654906,0.0,0.0,0.12844926559610945,0.0,0.10440165105044667,0.05262265697506405,0.0,0.07477912621584176,0.05990138440093225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047563622835056336,0.12130575188520755,0.0,0.06496455152815317,0.13113828086201748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210265298417752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053086434862251584,0.0,0.1603692428778061,0.0,0.0,0.07824165193329581,0.06021144348971444,0.0,0.03546388908297495
socialanxiety,YoungMan891,2019/09/19,"How can someone help alleviate social anxiety? Hey everyone. I don’t experience social anxiety, but came across this subreddit from /AskReddit. I wanted to ask a few questions to try and better understand someone who has a different perspective on things than me.

Obviously there are signs that someone may have high social anxiety. What are some subtle signs we can pick up on? What are some ways that someone can make y’all feel more comfortable?",6.181813186813188,9.05861465384616,6.45571428571429,68.62500000000001,69.12820512820512,10.61098901098901,34.21978021978022,10.608840637214634,4.69423956043956,365,18,54,12,7,117,59,78,0.057999999999999996,0.8059999999999999,0.136,0.8548,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,3,1,17,16,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,8,14,4,7,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,4,0,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36978872035779015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063345212735468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250511666920407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842881466260048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834504993411484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539652433610222,0.0,0.1576146490775281,0.0,0.0,0.08147144092033426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800107681044983,0.17024116940274522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075545644726204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050086234546006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927508242241057,0.5460948214289216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070466550844913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939571496363673,0.0,0.0,0.16774051266668408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503779893337087,0.1278963504030482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway_S_A,2019/09/19,"Story of how I got over my social anxiety I feel like sharing a story, so here it goes,

When I was at 7th grade, I was already a shy kid, but I had some friends so i didn't really care about my personality, at the eighth grade is where the this problem becomes much more serious, When the school started I went to sit beside a guy, he didn't talk to me when we first met, and I didn't talk to him either, but one strange thing I noticed is I felt so nervous, not just the normal kind of nervous, I'm talking about literal cold sweat dripping from your forehead kind of nervous. I'm sure he thought that I was a weird guy, around a week or so later, the teacher re arranged the table so we can sit with other people, and this continues for a few months, feeling nervous all the time and having your heart feels like it's going to explode at any second on a social interaction is the most painful thing I've ever gone through, I'm sure that I was depressed at the time, I distracted myself from the problem by videogames and I didn't have any hobby.

 By that time my old friends are also avoiding me because I went from that 'shy kid' to a 'weird kid'. I had literal 0 friend at this point, it was killing me. I remember I always wished to just die in my sleep and never wake up again. It was a very, very unpleasant phase. My parents didn't really understand my problem either, they thought that I was just a loner, but I knew I wasn't. I really wanted to be friends with people, but incapable due to my anxiety. I felt trapped.

One day my dad went to a pharma store to buy his stuff, and they have this little blood testing kit, my dad jokingly told me to check my blood, turned out I had a high triglyceride due to my bad diet, I eat fast food every single day for my breakfast. Me being a curious kid, googled what could happen if you have this thing, the results was so relatable to me, tired all the time, anxious, etc. So by this time I started working out and eat better diet, and amazingly my social anxiety has been totally gone, completely. When this happens this was the most blissful experience I've ever felt in my life. I can literally talk to anyone and maintain a conversation, I'm no longer stutter my words, It was really amazing.

Last thing I want to say that for other people that have this condition, you should look for what causes it, bad diet? addictions? if you are unable then find professional help. social anxiety can literally destroy one's life, it's not ""you're just shy"" condition for someone. dont look for ways to cope, find the cure start a change.",5.742322243966079,5.751446536203524,6.3860724070450114,79.61583398564906,67.00391389432485,9.396503587736467,32.29752120026093,9.120678840339163,2.6490594390084805,2024,78,399,33,30,664,240,511,0.212,0.693,0.095,-0.9967,1,3,0,0,0,0,60.0,2,5,2,3,25,35,2,6,29,0,39,19,7,3,8,69,74,30,2,11,15,3,6,2,4,1,5,1,0,7,32,16,7,1,13,1,3,6,11,19,0,5,34,10,61,16,49,36,13,55,0,1,2,0,42,17,0,6,31,271,93,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604288658851734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769760130186488,0.05578278447987098,0.05804147345598839,0.0,0.0,0.09487113531949024,0.0,0.2134485268081184,0.07880292233917084,0.0,0.04877408721303017,0.0,0.0,0.062096445240721374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648447176333172,0.04252179945547817,0.07703855278289977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169233715315212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111953507528833,0.07165726100420443,0.07379119183001429,0.0,0.07313644446508268,0.0,0.0,0.05569342808825013,0.0,0.0,0.08997198311338858,0.0,0.060079595147377686,0.0,0.07239433472500305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817519538552904,0.0,0.0,0.1427528835761371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779489597939161,0.0,0.12619418527717147,0.05877131805620905,0.0,0.0,0.06823345223272208,0.0,0.0,0.10581017129253474,0.09966550051875446,0.2009262668763318,0.0,0.1275090095238746,0.05933328675560294,0.08434762397221603,0.0,0.21556914035120586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03964318651665909,0.0,0.05578918189192305,0.0,0.0,0.13813618043158327,0.12336764880787048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265961992794893,0.04675508500484332,0.07369963876118628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717320745501473,0.1452775095493175,0.0,0.056859366165917274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853957276914548,0.06815721673589234,0.0699125046527761,0.0,0.0,0.11715270944822635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567751217801297,0.0,0.0512777086010708,0.0,0.05379910182260523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834476638235168,0.0,0.07941615424334811,0.07319579227481668,0.0,0.14180270918096505,0.0,0.07422388705973583,0.0,0.07745430624096226,0.0,0.0,0.14507731595253912,0.060907087371073435,0.0,0.0,0.06594070994944178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023739614441266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874651135411168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901844336666912,0.0,0.0,0.05547171341352642,0.0,0.07059545016855451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980504609173567,0.2844244070299311,0.05910290561599176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481181435731118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985240860957224,0.0,0.0,0.13148590211933206,0.0,0.0,0.22426464627608164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536761320421466,0.0,0.0,0.11075483277938103,0.2033725454469042,0.0801727319571411,0.0,0.06665357655433547,0.0,0.0,0.07587305051453751,0.0,0.07261707160801176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510981627035866,0.08228622341611737,0.05536801031529308,0.055952988819958194,0.0,0.0,0.19398983408343975,0.0,0.0,0.08021442812075277,0.0,0.0,0.05078223060925011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lordilord123,2019/09/19,Depression How to not get depressed with SA?,3.765000000000001,6.960115500000002,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,81.5,8.200000000000001,33.0,8.841846274778883,3.67135,36,2,6,1,1,11,8,8,0.298,0.484,0.218,-0.2495,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9569535106595152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902412417910816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jay444561,2019/09/19,Taking Medication I went to my gp and he has put me on 50mg of sertaline tablets for my social anxiety and depression. I have to take it for 1-2 years I'm to scared to take them. Any advice?,0.4171428571428599,2.100834761904768,3.395476190476192,89.42035714285717,82.33333333333333,7.057142857142857,22.404761904761905,8.07648339933343,1.081790476190477,148,5,35,3,4,53,33,42,0.196,0.804,0.0,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,8,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692358078636805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873636413240337,0.0,0.21077271334078604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373057237731581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775582927937506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769745762539855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758444583931303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808588323682101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6214722214086453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554106091476374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774264085935268
socialanxiety,cwg22,2019/09/19,"Don't feel well and really don't feel safe leaving my residence? What is scary I have been getting chest pains out of pure stress but no one seems to think it's anything serious even after multiple ECGS's etc, I feel alone and scared and with my new neighbours company I don't think I can go on anymore I have lost the will to fight im tired of this shit being scared everyday.",6.616538461538461,5.522859243589746,6.689358974358977,81.83480769230772,65.53846153846155,10.876923076923077,32.32051282051282,10.125756701596842,2.811682051282052,303,10,65,6,4,97,58,78,0.42200000000000004,0.578,0.0,-0.9879,0,1,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,10,2,3,1,0,10,4,2,0,1,14,19,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,8,1,1,2,3,7,2,8,15,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083927160215475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995460979291076,0.0,0.0,0.16557855690694906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440216278190606,0.13289720389320786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052132274675024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512383853281464,0.0,0.11435219087202594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734115862624728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305217172504334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964431265927606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432972054837055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634499722180465,0.0,0.21410145969855054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890017793779454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028923091164304,0.0,0.0,0.18317388449434602,0.0,0.0,0.20653901276012546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304851957676607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578542862731697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312611157945685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809118135238584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chanyann4,2019/09/19,"Getting severe headaches talking to people Anybody else get this? It's like I really want to spend time with people, but it kicks in with most people after about half an hour and then talking with a crushing headache is just 😖 gah.
Nornally gets to a point where I can't wait to get home and lie down.",7.41,6.239236000000003,6.7633333333333345,82.19500000000005,64.0,9.333333333333334,33.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.2273333333333336,240,8,48,2,3,74,47,60,0.08800000000000001,0.858,0.053,-0.4595,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,11,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19993245851680566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001675772234386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400710504284377,0.0,0.23569532265160126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692627636723768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977712163751123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262475507260557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332319149165166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703787718233979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847344604972536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955730936947566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116512030783174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,David_Anon,2019/09/19,"I have extreme presentation anxiety because of this one incident It wasn't always like this, but now I can't teach or present for the life of me. I am able to confidently talk to people and to groups without a problem, but being able to teach or present in front of a class? Impossible.

​

I trained in a Lifesaving class literally how to teach others how to life-save. Stakes are high already. Because of my incompetence in being unprepared, I thought I was doing okay... until the instructor pinpointed every mistake I made during my quick 5-minute lesson on the subject I thought I knew. Then, when I was done I had 2 people ask me questions which I was unprepared for and couldn't really answer. Keep In mind I am being evaluated for this. Yet I was the only person people asked questions for their presentation. I broke down due to my inability to teach a simple 5 minute lesson and just told the instructor I couldn't do this anymore and just sat back down. The end.

​

Before this incident, I'm not confrontational, so the class was speaking while I was doing another presentation and the instructor had to personally come in and yell at the whole group while I stood on the side before I could continue.

​

How am I even suppose to perceive this? Was I just too unprepared? Did I do something wrong? Was the audience out to get me? Was I just not clear enough? Was the Instructor not good for me? I'm I just incompetent? 

​

It's been a few years but that day has left a scar. It's still haunting me to this day, and now I just panic and become blank-spaced, being BARELY able to speak in a presentation. My confidence that day dropped below zero and I don't know how to cope from this event.",4.243606271777004,6.411850085365857,5.095644599303134,79.39378048780492,72.53658536585365,8.34425087108014,28.787456445993037,9.04235418022936,2.5654883275261318,1380,56,251,30,28,448,160,328,0.125,0.831,0.045,-0.9769,0,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,1,2,20,9,1,1,19,1,35,1,0,5,1,49,50,24,0,5,15,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,15,11,0,1,10,0,0,2,9,6,0,2,23,3,36,3,39,20,3,44,0,1,0,0,13,16,0,4,26,189,51,7,0.2609055362413961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597191568984416,0.0,0.07236476895319234,0.3769213860164947,0.4227050454231052,0.0,0.09119406784062653,0.06653067369827051,0.0,0.08624939484750728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260763781814416,0.0,0.0,0.06687341754400056,0.0,0.10603039550341334,0.09604988882389702,0.1480075964937827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491567243898868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943728020401653,0.0,0.0,0.1682624866992192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899898268077494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702828808131053,0.08986172112780201,0.0,0.057441882009575326,0.0,0.07327472234896118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04543745806907986,0.0,0.0,0.07294506173998637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188700791566017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730160949887191,0.0,0.0,0.047795619816343664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449154284185764,0.0,0.12285686409378675,0.04248842205328808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229170894118677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781340526531839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893211454850673,0.06614347238843965,0.0,0.1020388105137028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087904775910896,0.15187510043354646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321712070689609,0.0,0.0,0.19484927441826325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055714255794771315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695260949661523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694531660892665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699019957015911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808656822964313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310214024659217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970972379132212,0.0,0.08383454216697772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508641541424027,0.4227050454231052,0.056004870405147136
socialanxiety,InnerCatch,2019/09/19,"i am purposefully depriving myself of sleep for days on end bceause it almost censors my social anxiety. i have not slept in 57 hours. i am so sleep deprived and feel like a zombie that i dont even have the mental capacity to have social anxiety or to over anaylze every]] single interaction i have or wish for death if i dont preform well enough in socializations. i am so b fucking brain dead i dont have the capacity to notice all the subtle movements like a tiny change in voice or a tiny shift in movement and all thayt shit!!!!! i can feel my cognitive brain ability ceasing all the time the amount of time i spent trying to solkve a basic math equation is so embarresing i wont evenb say it. ive also started hallucinating bc sleep deprivation does that, today i was playing gutair in the studio when i saw in the window a bright yellowish figure that kind of reminded me of an angel. it was just staring at me. i saw her walk in and then just turn and thats when she started to look at me i could see it from the corner of my eye but then she went away. i see a lot of black dots. this is horrendus i feel like im already dead. but i will do anything to stop social anxiety. social anxiety is the worst fucking thing thats ever fucking happened to me it makes me want to fucking die everday. its so much pain. im so tired of qll the pain. just make it all go away. i would rather be a living breathing zombie and sacrifice my cognitive ability than to have social anxiety. i wish i was FUCKING DEAD",2.6213072612085746,4.568558759868424,4.405058479532165,83.53448343079924,76.53289473684211,7.398440545808968,26.06189083820663,8.285830014693849,1.7892257797270954,1189,45,236,22,27,402,157,304,0.209,0.725,0.066,-0.9944,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,15,19,6,0,18,0,26,17,9,2,5,35,52,21,5,7,11,0,3,3,0,3,3,2,2,0,14,5,0,1,4,1,1,5,5,12,1,0,8,14,35,7,33,39,10,33,2,3,9,5,11,14,6,6,17,163,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897741451233092,0.0,0.0870355597331346,0.06307271161864611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016785891544035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490370259833587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820286498569935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760911276091354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343453281666392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297167776075366,0.0,0.0,0.05086494872549952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185512859404713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902010743185978,0.0,0.2773069213658329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985585439503159,0.0814943115464844,0.0,0.05209322244837833,0.07134288410082107,0.06645179923825087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963788617726287,0.11269020417608892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645725390433266,0.0,0.0,0.04482392361951204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697449240736362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767155680390928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038735190551332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821314904761133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559642950766627,0.0,0.06964409786998667,0.0,0.06623135728405026,0.0,0.0,0.06705288000775214,0.0,0.0,0.1052933444886767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948291505300438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797889361774986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979458879934707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678475489305479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272098848679822,0.0,0.0,0.1256991567224874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095943647262513,0.0,0.0,0.2367823827399156,0.4823912637879337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116498939255737,0.0,0.0,0.06593927090842024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052398056676809725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919800474625017,0.09065003924708116,0.07476001341244322,0.0,0.0,0.05354789337733559,0.08578845748471432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046519865296299916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709140528871545,0.07311374513468953,0.0,0.0,0.18139436887882504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602734141741222,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,svartrskjaldmo,2019/09/19,"Moved abroad alone thinking it'd help. It's been one year and I haven't made a single friend. Really, it sucks. One year ago, I decided to change my life. I was surrounded by friends who were all happy in their life, and mine was utter shit so I had to leave, staying around them was really hard. And I decided to change drastically and crossed the ocean from Europe to Canada.
I surprised myself by doing this all alone, with only my dog and my cat. I made it! But then I found a place, and the good old social anxiety came back big time after succeeding in doing what I never thought I'd be able to do alone.

Being alone meant becoming a hermit. And even finding a job here didn't help. I didn't even dare talking to my co-workers. I was alone in a corner of the office and had no co-worker directly around me so I didn't have someone to casually chat with.
Crossing the office to go to the bathroom was a challenge I avoided most of the time.
I never dared have lunch with the others at the office because I was too scared of... everything. Scared of being judged, of being seen as the ""new one"", of eating in front of the others. I worked there for 6 months, and even if they were all kind people, I rarely talked to them.

I lost the job because they stopped the project I was helping them with, and I knew it was the beginning of my social anxiety thriving. The only times I go out now are to walk my dog, and to buy groceries. Its been a month now and i see no one, I talk to no one except the random people outside who like my dog. The weird thing I'm pretty good at social interactions... if they come to me. Like if people come talk to me in a store or in the street (my dog attracts people), I have almost no problem talking to them.
But *I* can't go talk to people and the mere thought of going out is... no. I have to mentally plan everything at least 2 days before if I have to go out, even just to go but some food. Even walking my dog is a challenge because I have to go out and be around people who will look at me and all. So I mostly walk my dog at night.

I'm looking into trying meetups but it's hell for people like us. Going to an unknown place meeting strangers?? As if I could do that alone. And being a woman who's not attractive doesn't help. I feel like everyone is judging me, finding me disgusting.",2.0574859943977586,3.8356369474789918,3.580000000000002,89.58166666666668,77.63445378151259,6.214005602240897,22.677871148459392,7.07126945348624,0.6938408963585441,1801,54,380,20,42,595,208,476,0.11900000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.087,-0.8751,2,7,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,0,8,6,18,27,4,3,29,0,43,6,1,2,6,72,72,32,0,7,13,0,2,4,2,1,2,0,0,1,17,31,3,2,11,2,2,18,14,10,0,5,27,6,58,17,63,36,9,65,1,1,4,0,32,25,3,11,25,273,75,7,0.06263441448959316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055521629300706615,0.0,0.06271931858889968,0.389222183160884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583031129321468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727372448824196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048161998550822496,0.0,0.11454407316371695,0.06917478986772974,0.05329727348803479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163708417768501,0.0,0.0,0.13251781100601406,0.10790800410541182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000848336124737,0.0,0.0,0.0403940157299598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409064272157318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068472002557223,0.0,0.0,0.05984986718367119,0.11258354610577136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03166984191952208,0.044746038226313116,0.0,0.0,0.11449344025079143,0.0,0.07573778262116394,0.06867540259416792,0.09678238652655352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28477264932067303,0.10506955040840618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667549890637682,0.05610813272988696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793011102232386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430998346443695,0.0,0.0,0.06522410424752834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632080124897029,0.0,0.0,0.08848107854739645,0.12240004453253955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051942665817458,0.0,0.06837286232473662,0.0,0.0,0.11853239485367704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631207580340009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998838415684576,0.06657047024322367,0.0,0.0,0.09661504348709372,0.06049270781378983,0.0,0.05877815502688336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572428176423817,0.0,0.21221350124768065,0.09527258926829556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30395971619174045,0.0,0.13087926417211068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372171701438868,0.0,0.05993267570409541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025041953575641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541595113207027,0.0,0.04991151904322475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429332639284567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154369350299216,0.05306993614067477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675995207187951,0.0,0.052365175096726696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020590189036925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04161152185652953,0.040133603738120964,0.0,0.0994494575454932,0.1095678923445014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042524656007486464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534148865893202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679579916210016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066901876270811
socialanxiety,LionNamedRyan,2019/09/19,"A problem I have that I just noticed I have today Maybe this post will help you all realize you have this problem too. I’m a college student, and I tend to do well on my exams usually. Whenever I get the exam back, if my score is good and a friend in the class finds out my score, I always say something like “I just got lucky”, “It’s just because I studied stupidly hard for it”, or “Wow I thought I failed; the curve must’ve been good”. I say these things even though I know I get the scores because I work hard for it; it’s usually not any of the reasons I say. Well, a friend of mine called me out on this and said, “You really do not give yourself enough credit.” I don’t know why but that statement made me realize that every time I succeed at something, I always make up an excuse for it, as if I expected to fail at it. Not just exams, but everything in my life. This seems like something I need to work on, and hopefully this post helps someone else realize they have this problem too.",3.6391133004926095,4.403647467980296,4.5970197044335,87.93030788177342,71.85714285714286,7.7704433497536955,28.29310344827586,7.957251820313856,1.6175773399014783,768,28,166,10,14,250,109,203,0.09,0.73,0.179,0.9359999999999999,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,1,5,11,19,1,0,10,0,10,1,0,3,1,38,25,11,0,8,12,0,2,2,2,1,1,4,0,0,17,6,0,0,10,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,5,6,31,13,19,19,2,17,0,2,0,0,15,10,0,6,7,112,48,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509490227532025,0.0,0.0,0.0797226266487683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901451289715472,0.0,0.1429285959741838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197082505317411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793333309403206,0.0,0.0,0.1211332804300152,0.0,0.07743145262038592,0.0,0.09877406507832956,0.0,0.10536168129598486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714906200282116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114822843997835,0.0,0.12249906369990607,0.11246081094179493,0.0,0.19665936750015747,0.09376213542785088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100359209948928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715794580595846,0.0,0.0,0.11643906429755095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885665099393054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280530788999449,0.11454848358156915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109289309300122,0.07825410131899747,0.0,0.11777655174700535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869269656553837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347082636467086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22455408475362834,0.0,0.0,0.33652914809512163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510261862822955,0.1205353009530314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115156620673385,0.2796857452885682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067247432076401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933134798932053,0.27075563832592586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788455872529712,0.0,0.11518106791384405,0.09307010139050584,0.06835964788098131,0.0,0.1111234084660704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582317133952268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108135326699176,0.0,0.10578476908069298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069439709429435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DiamondTheEmoShit,2019/09/19,"Idk If I've got Social Anxiety or if I'm just shy and its recking me Okay so honestly I have no idea if I'm shy or actually socially anxious .
Like Today I was just browsing r/pan when this girl came to pay me a vist (I always sit alone)  and I was fine we watched some streams on there and all was cool but then 2 other boys came along whatever it's fine but it wasn't over 2 more girls came along 
 I just got up and left because I got scared and nervous. The girl who came by first got up and left with me tho and it honestly made want sink into the floor I felt like running into the bathrooms I was saved by the bell but I couldn't shake that nervous feeling off me for a bit. So honestly Idk what anything is anymore maybe I'm just shy?",0.9770833333333327,2.739848375000001,2.7300000000000004,94.48833333333336,80.875,6.0166666666666675,23.166666666666664,7.0316486544052195,0.5967791666666664,580,20,136,7,15,192,96,160,0.135,0.67,0.195,0.9213,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,9,14,0,4,6,2,8,0,0,1,1,38,23,20,0,5,12,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,17,0,0,3,0,1,6,3,4,0,1,15,4,14,10,14,7,4,21,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,6,6,81,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.1302534812928326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824105095910955,0.0,0.0,0.11106286048637516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021088996469407,0.15079007214230186,0.13237248795997714,0.0,0.0,0.10983950955724672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136583031673784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572140038996625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6106446898136382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748955871593679,0.0,0.12815804870434902,0.0,0.0,0.1135347563864392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270123245447952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067834168388464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900444841211537,0.0,0.0,0.13041942257406705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629837311070732,0.0,0.0,0.13409474653299247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363292465039633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27212427903676906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651979592804455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872769941087734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thisismycleanprofile,2019/09/19,"I think i need to break up with my boyfriend My boyfriend knows im utterly awkward and shy. So hes understood when i say no to meeting his friends, however keeps inviting me to know im welcome. Ive declined everytime using the excuse we had only been dating a short while. We just recently hit our 2 months and i figured i would have to suck it up at some point and meet them. 

Tonight. I bit the bullet and met them and i utterly failed. He invitied me to go to bar trivia to meet a small group of his many many friends. As soon as we stepped into the bar, I immediately shut down. At one point one of his friends asked me if i celebrated Halloween and i just shook my head and looked away. I wanted to cry the entire time i was there. Im certain they knew too because as i was begining to go into crisis mode they all stared silently. For the entire 2 hours we were there i said maybe 3 words to the group. My boyfriend occasionally spoke to me and held my hand for a bit but i was obviously on the verge of tears the entire time. 

I fucking failed. I couldnt preform for my boyfriend. He has so many friends and im unable to even speak or to even fucking not cry. Hes so extroverted and im a pathetic baby. What the fuck is wrong with me.

Should i break up with him for his sake? Why should he date a girl that'll cry when he attempts to introduce her to his friends.",1.3754962406015032,3.4088676912280715,2.870870927318297,92.60901315789476,80.85964912280701,6.036340852130326,24.213659147869677,7.1686216300943375,0.8325764411027565,1072,40,241,14,28,350,151,285,0.151,0.762,0.086,-0.9681,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,5,0,4,3,13,16,4,2,14,0,17,7,2,1,3,45,40,22,0,7,6,0,1,0,5,4,0,4,0,1,3,19,2,2,6,2,0,4,3,9,0,2,12,7,48,7,38,22,4,35,0,2,2,3,41,16,4,3,13,149,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922807388113108,0.0,0.0927415090832783,0.0,0.0,0.060172839140884976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155320077461598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32528565302577184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303943500239269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813163886582895,0.2737680471518257,0.0,0.0,0.11219859534856567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130517241416616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720969147981312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331199280778307,0.0,0.0,0.0877381866138071,0.0,0.0,0.10849712025284892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289173119223167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002300357600791,0.09916769215476984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878956269383881,0.0,0.0,0.07319238373168391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377721103927584,0.07507357688052801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866261439277979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746444222189468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389603178469992,0.07849833569711193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324952872313958,0.0,0.0,0.11511745617127032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525394429701234,0.0,0.0,0.058221850304256764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907062789027792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012091424111479,0.10792413914970743,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Melpsx,2019/09/19,"When will I be ok with socialising? I’ve been back home for 3 and a half weeks now and I’ve left the house once. I would love to go out. There are so many places I want to go. I hate public transport and I don’t have my drivers license or a car. I’m getting sick of it. When I’m at university, I only leave my room when I need to. I never go out for pleasure. I fear that I’ll always be like this? Just hiding away in my room and not really experiencing anything . Sort of just letting every day pass. Does anybody have any semi-recovery stories? I’ve had social anxiety for almost 10 years now, and I used to be 10 times worse than I am now. I’m a lot better, but there’s not a day that it doesn’t affect me in some way.",0.41109704641349865,2.0813982531645583,3.006607594936713,92.2677172995781,82.29113924050633,5.732320675105486,19.39409282700422,6.742157984588678,0.038325232067510484,556,14,132,6,15,194,101,158,0.09300000000000001,0.826,0.081,-0.1799,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,1,1,5,1,14,2,0,2,1,24,26,11,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,8,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,2,1,15,5,17,18,2,30,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,5,14,81,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487445727983122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531257884776524,0.0,0.0,0.11875964298135915,0.0,0.1335973831938613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371196926892885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407789329216274,0.13428563236300395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154452877797254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525377306570035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152826651810153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713981710863744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651599511693002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124100448072972,0.0,0.2977519344428878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241860010813995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751758793277343,0.0,0.0,0.20150848971331567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491613725583206,0.18974440143014784,0.17857890798343795,0.0,0.08531917214755626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847075043934893,0.15761736698072076,0.0,0.0,0.17705524476032222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949166178590446,0.13469138118046325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859834797565013,0.0,0.13281986090395875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245925502873864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187739980706614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802117008670415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183266304613403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083092472153148,0.0,0.0,0.10300585612550214,0.13861929902047995,0.14008385065953946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797076358915204,0.12405763069987592,0.0,0.0,0.11246097050169332
socialanxiety,03shiv,2019/09/19,Help me escape! Isn't there any way out at all..... I'm literally done with having to think of saying hi to someone to say the least.,0.2263095238095261,2.2385928214285715,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,85.07142857142857,5.161904761904762,16.476190476190478,6.42735559955562,-0.3830380952380947,101,2,23,1,3,35,26,28,0.0,0.836,0.16399999999999998,0.5707,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,7,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,15,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720764825638109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094333301952026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26817343393752696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6363389082048619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389969059640077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25636298970371346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175746435922947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tryinghard909,2019/09/19,"Wow well I just know how to shut myself down! I’m in a nursing program and I totally shut down today. I was so awkward and quiet while everyone else was energetic and cracking jokes and bonding. It was so obvious how I went totally mute. It’s like I just freeze cuz I can’t take everything in. There was no escaping because we had to be together for hours at a table where everyone is facing each other!!!

Feels so shitty not being comfortable socializing like everyone else. I feel so low rn. I almost feel like it is irreversible, like nothing will change. I feel like I a doomed for the worst because of today. I honestly can’t see myself changing.",2.0585714285714296,4.756290571428573,4.1685396825396825,80.13757142857143,83.76190476190476,7.804444444444448,26.653968253968248,8.648137234880735,2.6594006349206345,516,23,92,14,15,176,79,126,0.17,0.613,0.217,0.5734,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,11,14,0,1,4,0,12,1,1,3,3,21,21,12,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,6,7,14,10,10,12,4,14,1,2,1,0,2,9,0,1,9,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720258593742165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913990235679252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33214873888312424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622896307235225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500313827205469,0.14109229006327673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175149958889609,0.22430705810876211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546033085377019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627747656923017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834863793222125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063592640901866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510052784674947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003130888608685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180367757350574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29761590717349856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115266449274844,0.1455310973866869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,saint-somnia,2019/09/19,"Resources for being addicted to social media validation? I don't know if this relates to this sub or not, but idk where else to go

As a result of my social fears I've been finding myself becoming dependent on social media validation, to the point where it triggers my depression when I don't get enough. Are there any resources around for fighting that?

Thanks",7.472164179104477,8.058410507462689,7.673843283582091,69.878526119403,63.32835820895522,10.282089552238807,34.660447761194035,10.125756701596842,3.687540298507463,292,12,47,6,4,95,51,67,0.168,0.76,0.07200000000000001,-0.8429,0,0,0,0,2,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,2,0,5,1,0,3,0,10,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,10,7,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,3,1,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24217498927366865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106880609821338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775953589820008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453459032244961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913364413572853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855768221600944,0.0,0.0,0.22953910103770014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499791681436493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030399844027181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606358244331452,0.0,0.1262522860474325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208717425498924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000242680313436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6793581965237124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045247742171794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,arsenic-dogbru,2019/09/19,Those who have had Cognitive behavioral therapy. Did it work? Im thinking of trying therapy but I want to know if Im wasting my time?,-0.2388888888888907,1.803929555555556,3.1234074074074094,82.28733333333334,105.29629629629628,8.085925925925926,27.62222222222222,8.238735603445708,3.354546666666667,106,6,20,4,5,38,23,27,0.14300000000000002,0.804,0.053,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6162427524641607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676717493031325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6524216087231751,0.0,0.0,0.18277812186153272,0.0,0.0,0.16633287913151165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366755122648824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824916587911498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766703311392146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hofian14,2019/06/05,"I went on a date with a girl I know and it went AMAZING! I gotta write this here because this is a huge step for me and because it may give some of you the courage to do it. 

I've been struggling with social anxiety for years because of a personal trauma in my early teens but it really got a lot better over the last year mainly because of therapy (yes it actually works). 
So I went to the movies today with this girl i know. I wasn’t really sure what she thought of me but I asked her out anyway because I really like her.  
We went to see RocketMan (Elton John movie) and we actually had the entire theater for ourselves ( SO lucky I know). 

We were talking a lot during the movie which was great and about halfway through I took her hand and she was into it ( thanks to the gods cause that would’ve become very awkward if she wasn’t). During the credits I went in for a kiss but she stopped me saying that it was going a little too fast for her , which was fine and I was kind of glad because I don’t have a lot of experience in kissing (lol) . We still held hands though and she put her head on my shoulder  and we watched the entire credits like that. 

Later I drove her home and we again talked a lot during the drive. 

I am beyond happy right now and if you are debating asking a girl out, DO IT! It is so worth it even if it doesn’t all go to plan. 

Sorry for the long post, here’s a socially awkward potato which doesn’t like to be photographed ;)",2.2639,3.8222295900000014,3.6433333333333344,90.315,76.43333333333334,6.4,23.0,7.087006719466742,0.6615999999999995,1127,33,245,12,25,370,152,300,0.039,0.727,0.23399999999999999,0.997,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,6,2,0,3,14,22,0,3,22,2,22,6,4,1,2,45,43,20,0,3,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,1,4,21,22,0,2,4,0,3,12,5,4,0,0,20,5,39,18,33,20,7,39,0,0,2,2,32,13,0,10,16,172,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.19195440883948092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523888526600525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838913800972606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35972619779128384,0.1086218756450321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698420638021817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010344277338244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064960460036559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620696775211406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434804291583332,0.11179122972676572,0.0,0.07866094778389532,0.10843324629701416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469735816512464,0.0,0.0,0.10093735814319564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865491053058736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241830230609343,0.1621547906709219,0.08016987310670945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414921723920784,0.09857437753052156,0.0,0.08703827982355447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344608551637308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587702950451014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941938718378357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887076004321424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902011356902745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399193047700274,0.0,0.07821332746477024,0.0,0.0,0.07837367956063643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200514621931442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009682811150254,0.0,0.0,0.07854390319944962,0.08222653871971429,0.0,0.1028186933602104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269544139367046,0.0,0.0,0.15810296039715355,0.0,0.09054915651482796,0.11247389580410162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663017941646568,0.07808037170136609,0.0,0.0,0.093226040458989,0.0,0.1092725085230765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115056485859101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558656861410012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716013079030699,0.0,0.0,0.06986632237441387,0.0,0.0,0.12667071546157802
socialanxiety,wordlesssky,2019/06/05,"Does anyone have any advice for getting over the ""I dont know what to say"" thing? I genuinely think I'm ok socially. I can manage a conversation or push myself to talk to people if I tried. However, I find myself confused about what to say or how to approach people. This applies to strangers, but also to long-time friends. I appreciate the help. Thanks",2.1448529411764703,4.843022308823528,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,83.26470588235293,6.341176470588236,24.676470588235286,7.645422480735847,1.6145823529411758,279,11,51,5,8,92,50,68,0.023,0.743,0.23399999999999999,0.9437,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,9,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,10,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,0,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24261463785242066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854803125755835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883772759363844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736019290328906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172699745436296,0.0,0.2909802664168515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269218276267832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918191643519549,0.0,0.1297151412143045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664156812096968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644723620930715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971844329479887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442497624920047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948816679351477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530884151084684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955665719257995,0.0,0.2285812604686953,0.0,0.0,0.16494504085705028,0.15908668111561186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856463810121894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MyNewEra_ger,2019/06/05,"Today was an exhibition at my uni and I felt so insecure that I had to leave the building multiple times ​

I am studying computer science and today was kind of an exhibition at my uni where you get the opportunity to meet some companies. They tell you what kind of jobs they offer so you get an idea on what you can do later when you are looking for a job.

​

I was looking kind of forward to this. But as soon as I entered the building, the anxiety completely took hold of me. So many stands, so many people just waiting to talk to you. Older, more experienced people already earning good money. So I moved quickly, acting like I was just looking around shortly. I tried to look nobody in the eye or stand still for too long. Then I left the building after maybe 2 minutes. 

It's just that piercing feeling like everybody watches and judges you, everyone sees your insecurity, which of course makes it worse. I tried again a few minutes later but it was basically the same. Then however I met a friend and we went to some booths together and talked with people. It was very fun. My friend left around an hour later and I went as well, even though I wanted to stay longer. I just felt that I couldn't do it by myself. 

​

I am disappointed with myself. This was a great opportunity and I kind of threw it away because I couldn't overcome my fear. I don't do too bad in most social situations as long as there are some people I can hold onto and I thought I made some progress in the past weeks but this feels like a big set back.",4.261213947481707,5.802593488448848,5.047496053953225,82.33872578562206,71.2112211221122,7.7778160424738125,28.35543119529344,8.321376580360154,1.9307805711005883,1229,46,239,19,23,398,159,303,0.040999999999999995,0.804,0.155,0.9894,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,8,2,4,24,20,0,3,17,0,20,1,1,2,0,41,41,26,0,3,8,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,15,13,0,3,6,0,1,8,3,5,1,0,17,12,40,15,35,22,8,48,0,1,7,0,20,16,0,6,25,171,55,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124089200619573,0.0,0.0,0.2687555252166013,0.3014005591325679,0.0,0.0,0.0632509830648896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720780752322624,0.0,0.0,0.0776818213189539,0.06357683103811447,0.06903544813357668,0.05040176491196632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668979035766737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461023170576256,0.0,0.0,0.07900554395753732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930394711480547,0.08361231881175184,0.11813510226064895,0.15877406565453955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775876460299215,0.0,0.08639515372632432,0.0,0.0,0.06934916795984801,0.0,0.09115644657619996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142444476749447,0.0,0.0,0.09333714564593866,0.0,0.0,0.1640969032198591,0.0,0.0,0.34439948342107635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754757904966856,0.1796669909933888,0.0,0.0,0.12118174885472115,0.0,0.0,0.14634073175467885,0.2777259380375863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823506360728669,0.05519042275892373,0.1676517611371838,0.08306449850478914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787715763736678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892867499429439,0.2292832654100954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658863068092622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293726726500287,0.0,0.08428319286768295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812728542624026,0.06602940851069958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329122253105415,0.07226711751953248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123397655639703,0.06563973204444587,0.04821214227255607,0.0,0.15674444631737444,0.0,0.09186198814104364,0.11227037711439553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682207476284356,0.048767584406383485,0.0,0.06632196719657145,0.0,0.07434043580620849,0.15329282294402427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842593281747765,0.0,0.0,0.3014005591325679,0.0
socialanxiety,JackRandellx,2019/06/05,"I'm not anxious with strangers when I'm with my friends - why is that? Is this classic social anxiety? I have no problem ordering food and making other interactions with strangers when I'm with my friends.

I have almost no anxiety right before we enter a party if Im walking with my friends. I have anxiety if I enter the party alone.

I have no anxiety ordering food when I'm with my friends. I have some anxiety when I'm ordering food alone.

I can come up with many other examples but I think I've highlighted my problem.

If I go on a service like chatroullette with a friend, I have no anxiety. If I would go alone I have social anxiety

This effect doesn't disappear right away when I part ways with my friends. But doesn't last as long as to the next day. My worst anxiety is in the mornings before I've made any proper human interaction.

Is this normal for people with social anxiety? I know it can be worse than this. Is there many feeling the same as me? Is this classical social anxiety case?",2.478451776649745,4.893896984771576,4.184494923857869,82.60577791878174,79.15228426395939,8.000913705583756,27.616497461928937,8.841846274778883,2.550854010152284,794,35,150,20,20,266,89,197,0.218,0.6459999999999999,0.135,-0.9107,0,3,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,7,0,19,3,0,3,0,33,32,15,0,8,7,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,9,13,3,0,4,0,0,7,7,3,0,0,1,1,23,7,20,29,4,26,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,6,10,100,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148759826553392,0.2528469824850867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055339345882501036,0.0,0.6225340201403752,0.09193317147925692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645664015672653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384921554747224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009932733655076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248161810733041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114680155226884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29520521631662155,0.0,0.3772313416293021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249717537971534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879014346527944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044722828877866716,0.06633335039828593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039756832029407205,0.0,0.0,0.07201633843071044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700115682536728,0.05431997115066439,0.1650075932215507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654566820560458,0.0,0.07973246348016845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812367194321563,0.0,0.05641676462965992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573414732915167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899151736322793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318155851102381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214327980500315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459350282560428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343034432430376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293040797351336,0.057808090040668135,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GrapeFlavourSucks,2019/06/05,"Partying with guys I haven't seen in a while.. So I got invited to a party for this Friday by an old friend. He was never really that close of a friend but we were definitely cool with each other and hung out a couple of times. There's also going to be other people there who I was friends with pre-highschool days (I'm 25 now). I kind of don't want to go to this party in general because I know there is going to be some people attending that I don't want to interact with. But I'm also trying to get over one of the worst breakups in my life and I've heard forcing yourself to get out of your comfort zone and socializing/keeping busy can help with moving on. So I'm going to go for it.

​

The problem is, when these guys knew me I used to the definition of an extrovert. I was loud, the center of attention, and popular back then. I was really good in social situations. Towards the end of highschool and throughout university, my personality changed and I've became more of an introvert. Most of this is because I had to stop fucking around and get serious about my studies if I wanted to fulfill my goal of becoming an aerospace engineer. I didn't mean to go from extrovert to introvert, it just happened as a byproduct. I don't mind that I've become introverted because I'm happy with who I've become as a whole. I would say the only negative is that I overthink everything now. I still party/go out but mostly just exclusively with my tight circle of friends. I am not the social butterfly I used to be. I feel they may still have their old impressions of me and will be expecting something I know I am not anymore.

​

Any advice to help me calm the nerves and get through this? I am excited to see some old faces and trying to get my mind off the breakup, but my overthinking is making me unsure about going.",4.923837899543379,5.660370747945205,6.247003424657535,77.36237728310505,68.91780821917807,9.480593607305938,31.098744292237438,9.621722640351123,2.881668949771689,1453,58,278,31,24,492,180,365,0.067,0.77,0.163,0.9895,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,1,2,1,18,17,1,0,19,1,28,3,1,3,1,59,61,24,0,7,9,0,2,0,4,3,1,3,0,3,15,24,0,2,6,0,0,9,9,4,0,1,11,8,37,13,59,43,8,39,0,0,2,1,21,14,1,6,16,203,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836570203328194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692443980283192,0.0,0.18551661916374906,0.208050839882356,0.05821767942476645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490203384919423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621097671631206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582874198677499,0.0,0.1565610328743268,0.2836482827464221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056394098930236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472574511960974,0.0,0.0552113142998266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582497632114021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694067347238898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432869464559744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26456803883658675,0.07914498900542925,0.22363824174204372,0.0,0.38923271087347344,0.0718055368612117,0.06847007144620335,0.0,0.0,0.1695345553153821,0.07570456710038205,0.09113334883135618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476504591720528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609402799723065,0.0,0.08914955481546838,0.09409794326476274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604688163455445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714528454178791,0.0,0.0,0.09325429730148042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288322357347066,0.0,0.0,0.09098979364311732,0.0,0.0,0.0660276458735569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269499621073153,0.0,0.05801149553626715,0.06511019980552189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870227466604832,0.07475127762146501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191712894428002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096878103257104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808044233423959,0.0,0.0,0.06822002010147765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962291339132034,0.0,0.17453705906738576,0.0,0.06590669682754066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367363810185629,0.07157372418624118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049919831210006566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624702847159488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787896295979086,0.0,0.0,0.15148484182617575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558041531244238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081482895174314,0.0,0.208050839882356,0.0
socialanxiety,mok_88,2019/06/05,"Need work advice If you are in a situation that when you arrive work say good morning and no one answers (9 people, and we work side by side).
In the last 4 months never, once a person answer. When people are happy talking and I arrive ppl shut up. No one starts conversations with me unless they need something.

Then another person arrives does the same thing, same tone, and ppl answer.

Im nice to everyone, help people when they need and everyone hates me.

Im considering that it is better to start fresh than fix the actual situation.

What is your experience on that?

Im very depressed because ppl were so nice to me in the job I had before... I like the job but staying there is toxic for me.",2.336407563025208,4.759318985294119,4.076512605042018,83.13823529411769,79.73529411764707,6.532773109243697,21.478991596638657,7.7094869923839395,1.0790815126050424,546,16,103,9,14,183,85,136,0.054000000000000006,0.835,0.111,0.7053,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,3,2,4,5,8,1,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,19,13,13,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,13,6,13,11,2,18,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,1,10,66,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.12384526323774367,0.0,0.0,0.1240143926187641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307556675562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736278964766889,0.0,0.10799054836532188,0.0,0.0,0.11224104725505686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930687649684796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105926734607256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425347322206764,0.0,0.12414174093317375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644557988176358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509741152232715,0.0,0.12529675405460494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506469275778905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112517751369544,0.0,0.25187598545021994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344809581258052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620015202652731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129786880828284,0.0,0.0,0.28230512639705474,0.09788034962851326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515436447491375,0.1719941818442688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639489866471002,0.2216247782869168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009234451778014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853029559742495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770105299064773,0.0,0.0,0.17965424685672374,0.13526852991276173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200496496762304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843129633002901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471354242462913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27717465451406426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SaintZeroZ,2019/06/05,"I'm exposing myself to a fear: Cashier working Hey I just turned 22 yesterday and I started working last Tuesday at my first job as a cashier. I got minimal training and got thrown in. When I first saw cashier I got terrified I didn't want to do it but I wanted to break the fear. My goal is to last a whole year but the stress is tripping me up. I've fucked up and also improved. I originally wanted to work for a call center but this is tripping me up. It's my first job and if I work 2 weeks then it looks badly. 

By 2 weeks it's really I was scheduled 3 days last week and 3 days this week(my schedule got changed). Last week I was told Monday and Tuesday. I called today for next week and got told ""Oh yeah you're also working Thursday."" I know I'm getting it easy because it's only a few days out of the week. Cashiering isn't for me, it's too much stress. This job is stressful I've lost sleep and days I don't work I'm stressing about work. Any advice?",0.3209590792838881,2.480474480392157,2.098542199488492,95.8147442455243,86.05882352941177,4.724296675191817,22.59505541346973,6.0469075449839425,0.248334441602728,750,28,169,6,23,246,103,204,0.18,0.753,0.066,-0.9724,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,12,6,9,1,6,8,1,10,2,1,1,0,19,31,17,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,9,0,3,12,2,21,0,18,19,3,41,0,1,2,1,5,7,1,1,31,91,31,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711899825509345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622342503025616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053667810544918586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065894294834428,0.04810845510640373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611707988123693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348612440823967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035856038960238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761224150256105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138607481929327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295959436191632,0.04123206183070517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31559475220242544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349455971068043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043371967430665466,0.25731895635655594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627231132333294,0.0,0.08614970692402021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580147447611381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393154004031128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002166184277729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050557705853377946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897626556516918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585946621717964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616070332130373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480624113072683,0.15082149092504504,0.0,0.0,0.0858415046213261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396458923111186,0.0,0.4431299520785201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811054771466224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021791845423383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082142306145118
socialanxiety,rilezter,2019/06/05,"Weird trick practically curing my phone call anxiety So I get a ton of random scam/spam calls. Great because I actually decided recently to use this as practice with answering phone calls, not feeling *too much* anxiety because I assume it's just going to be a scam recording that'll start playing instead of an actual person. Doing it more and more I'm getting used to the process of answering without fear. It's like exposure therapy without any real ""danger"" of talking to someone. In fact it's to the point where I'm excited to get calls.

After doing this I was even able to answer an actual call, from a job I applied to and saved the number for, *without any anxiety*. If anyone wants to do this please be safe don't give any information to scammers don't even speak to them tbh I just hang up on them lmao.",2.824462025316457,5.317847696202534,4.616946202531646,79.54984968354434,78.36708860759494,7.747468354430381,28.229430379746837,8.660442795831766,2.613631645569621,648,29,115,15,16,219,100,158,0.083,0.7659999999999999,0.151,0.9181,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,8,10,2,1,8,0,9,0,0,2,1,25,21,5,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,1,7,1,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,2,9,6,26,17,4,10,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,3,4,75,17,1,0.1139703983375413,0.0,0.33365600504949106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23251133724304796,0.0,0.2615611283325625,0.0,0.0,0.07969075246136115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389505939831459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5818825967853579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505527464430392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824838378656306,0.05762685782677202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786344875299372,0.1093307911805919,0.06477200382408509,0.0,0.0,0.1256527665179904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309803442905207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568017976053782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378135638019807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951455578514687,0.0,0.1251052727063336,0.1077388649172613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297232646036992,0.0,0.0,0.11253201886701847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656674866347696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066883454573269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160508906175603,0.0,0.0,0.13033508311768327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686766269645686,0.0,0.0,0.06722269381068215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32959019086272234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_Feazy,2019/06/05,Sitting alone in class Is it weird to always sit alone in class ? I dont really know why im doing that but i wonder if the peoples are judging me for doing that...,1.359333333333332,2.8306070285714284,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,78.71428571428572,5.80952380952381,20.238095238095237,6.42735559955562,0.21766666666666667,126,3,27,1,3,44,28,35,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.3291,0,2,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,18,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6330459042597715,0.0,0.0,0.2542945400750412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581762189691992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301145378833512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795694002229605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187360886836126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957835457488814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27576824290731056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314243165674405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,uusernamer,2019/06/05,"Help me please I don't really know if this belongs here but here we go. 

So i have a problem related to school but first of all i have to explain my situation a bit. I'm in the 4th grade of a high school and at our school you have to choose between three different ""branches"" after that grade. There's one with computers one with music and one where you will have to do a lot of projects. I have a friend group of three other girls in my class and we planned to choose the branch with computers but our school's headmaster asked us today if we would mind to go to that music branch. I do not care but my friend do not want to go there for some reason. But i doubt that we get into the computer branch because there are a lot of people already and i don't want to go to that other one because you will have to do a lot of projects and presentations. I can not imagine being alone in a new class. It is already very hard for me to be comfortable around strangers or open up to new people even if my friends are around so how am i going to do that alone for the next 4 years? We have to tell the headmaster what we want on friday. I already cried a few times at the tought of being alone in a new class surrounded by strangers and almost broke down in tears is PE on monday. I do not know what to do or say, so I'm here asking for advice.",6.12155058464667,4.59144644483986,6.347465683782411,85.30378113879004,66.75800711743773,9.736756481952213,30.035841382816468,8.418075326091056,1.8067791560752413,1045,28,240,12,14,336,127,281,0.09,0.816,0.094,0.5141,1,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,9,3,0,2,14,8,0,1,16,0,28,0,0,2,1,54,45,20,0,8,14,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,11,19,0,0,7,0,0,5,6,3,0,7,0,2,29,5,47,39,7,34,0,1,0,0,23,18,0,11,11,176,40,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313669035867278,0.0,0.0,0.09544008023858104,0.2961399870667995,0.31553378351895417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969378331000762,0.17820561644183952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620125749191255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405479734478447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717579587196884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469452792251037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957958532702728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295193836186197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107138715223229,0.0,0.0,0.22091085195743232,0.0,0.0497960017954772,0.0,0.27083685210955616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537982889892412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388487483217405,0.10070117928236254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476073580402173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430897094194684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623682028186382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27615552994634784,0.1013642038010358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583404799984346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215312900768816,0.0,0.0,0.10462272661538913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119964162244687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105859129206104,0.09799546023273216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579503850291931,0.0,0.3858388021129167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713342422550076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330591146711776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557654149844975,0.0,0.09034357129539808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464725517880925,0.0,0.0,0.0786414590372859,0.1686504820643492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677061156464842,0.0,0.0,0.0613770828247094
socialanxiety,JamesPeachyFoy,2019/06/05,"Addiction Who here has faced a drug/alcohol addiction as a direct result of their social anxiety?

​

I've been clean for a couple of months now but I spent almost a year living with the habit of popping Valium/Diazepam all day. At my worst I was taking 80mg a day and even failed a drug test at an interview for a job that was a sure thing. I quit cold-turkey (terrible idea) and my brain is still significantly fried but I am slowly recovering and managing okay. I've had major struggles with alcohol abuse in the past as well. 

​

Would love to hear some of your stories.",4.321754385964908,6.10484907017544,5.393859649122809,78.95201754385967,71.45614035087719,8.926315789473685,26.701754385964907,9.444778638647367,2.43479649122807,470,16,87,11,9,155,83,114,0.168,0.7040000000000001,0.128,-0.7845,1,0,4,0,1,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,5,8,0,1,11,1,8,7,2,1,2,14,12,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,5,1,8,4,14,6,4,10,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,2,7,57,11,5,0.0,0.1627997726914676,0.0,0.2995785250703018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936834737101905,0.13758899129992916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977516118921885,0.3339187249624049,0.0,0.0,0.10511271617294952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338689405200293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203351281513527,0.0,0.177226794036703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186871001943619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075321057916033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486286845064542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551109630756207,0.0,0.0,0.1363510128792266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132913232337975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401133288165625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967355216359964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311664579832839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614472188968025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006478477910725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097300016464972,0.0,0.0,0.14364317193477133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295004516253977,0.0,0.10330975672466007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128427169660193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235415601533782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760696065373102,0.0,0.3339187249624049,0.08848285640240075
socialanxiety,GingyTheCatt,2019/06/05,"How can I be more confident on the phone at work? I work as an administrator and sometimes I get calls from pushy or rude people (sometimes with accents and I can’t understand them at all). My trainer told me “you’ll figure out whose calling with nonsense soon”. As some of these “spam” people know our employee names and act like they need to talk to them. I get easily anxious by these type of people. I have telephone anxiety, I’ve had it for years. I’ve worked in countless jobs answering phones, or calling banks and delivery at home and I can’t get over feeling unconfident or anxious. I feel stupid when I talk even though sometimes I think the person on the other line sounds stupid or rude. How can I overcome this? No matter how much I talk on the phone (sometimes I answer like 30 calls a day)... the anxiety WON’T go away, the feel of feeling inadequate won’t go away either.",4.400080971659918,5.985051023391818,4.859298245614038,83.65226720647776,70.9298245614035,7.834637876743139,28.358524516419248,8.384062270229773,1.9595277552856496,699,26,135,11,13,222,105,171,0.185,0.732,0.084,-0.9522,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,3,3,7,6,4,0,8,0,10,0,0,3,1,31,24,16,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,6,8,0,0,10,0,1,3,5,4,0,0,2,5,20,2,23,18,5,18,0,0,0,0,20,11,0,5,6,88,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757346256278738,0.2595174070815819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158288318392254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691381519448187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407496788976364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586371119653662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23230594739037336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002826905372676,0.0,0.1305547645679246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521358740994975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398047293767273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312385617174117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222923995804628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443505381665294,0.08516697019752256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23888764366066856,0.10029101027117224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543964970919271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27695949166932204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359742165958619,0.11284901646316275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975331146759136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195729395190286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25085756509401674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396584452625171
socialanxiety,MohammadAlshareef02,2019/06/05,"Blunshing I am 16 years old , And I think I have a high level of social anxiety. I really need help I want to get  close to someone I blunshing too much from. Can anyone tell what can I do ?",-1.1406666666666678,0.9285676000000008,2.3500000000000014,90.08833333333334,98.0,6.666666666666668,16.666666666666668,7.793537801064563,0.8556666666666675,144,4,32,4,6,52,31,40,0.048,0.823,0.129,0.4295,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520953595331055,0.0,0.0,0.23042034978149545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216979314148834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208821047501104,0.3481745638406458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24224805069639105,0.2443479524377156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457942736033649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111022277334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359220802430653,0.2792161363401445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880303845209418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115438585530646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436981259051325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122114079953705
socialanxiety,Makingsuffles,2019/06/05,"What helps with blushing? I'm doing a presentation in a few days and I have a big problem-blushing. It's the worst thing about public appearances for me. Whenever I'm in a centre of attention I look like a tomato. I wish I could go on medication but sadly that's not possible. 
Would putting on some make up help? 
If not-what would?",1.1757089552238789,3.6592366268656735,3.3508768656716437,85.95527052238809,85.71641791044777,6.932089552238806,23.30037313432836,8.07648339933343,1.6072402985074632,262,10,53,6,8,89,50,67,0.10099999999999999,0.745,0.154,0.3049,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,13,12,3,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,9,9,3,11,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,3,3,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253128799772813,0.0,0.0,0.18199496177917746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038015313748358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783039837063418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786814100997605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369760245418472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883699746679563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842857294931301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31813688832347004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700262607463597,0.0,0.2836878648764615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748042731081133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245148383931215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009320412325148,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GabbyT17,2019/06/05,"My Terrible Experience With Working I started looking for a job at 16, but never heard back from anyone, and gave up pretty quickly. I wasn't depressed or socially anxious, (at least not nearly as much as now) and probably would have done well at a job back then.

I went extremely long periods of time without looking for work since I was nervous, and any time I did submit applications, I had no luck.

My mom kept bugging me about needing to make my own money. She still supports me, and my dad pays my phone bill.

Finally, last year in September, I got an interview at Little Caesars. Unfortunately, the manager was about to go out of town, so I had to meet with her the same day she called. I was freaking out since I had planned to research interview questions and good answers, but I was unprepared.

Miraculously, even though I was extremely awkward at the interview, I was hired. I got lucky since they were in desperate need of new employees, and the manager was really nice.

It felt unreal that at 21, (22 in just a few months) I finally had a job. I was super excited to be making my own money. My parents and other family members were proud of me, and I talked about the job on Facebook, which some high school friends liked. They're all very successful so it was embarrassing, but I was so happy to be working at last.

My first day though, I screwed up so badly that a customer didn't get her food made, and she was furious. My manager (not the same person who hired me) explained to her that it was my first day, and at the end of my shift after her order had been sorted out, she apologized to me and said I was doing great for my first day.

I hoped that I would improve, but every day after that, I'd feel terrified at work. Hours before going in I would feel nauseous, and I messed up all the time. I figured I'd get the hang of it, but it never got easier.

I was a cashier, and I don't count money very fast, which led to a lot of people getting incorrect change. I would often get orders wrong, and when a customer was angry I didn't take it well.

I also messed up food that came out of the oven sometimes. The worst part aside from interacting with people in person was answering the phone. I often couldn't hear very well since the kitchen was loud, or people would have strong accents, and I'd get orders wrong there as well.

The most awkward moments were when I messed up right in front of the manager.

I knew I needed to keep the job, but it was making me too sick with stress. I called in sick one day, when really I just dreaded the thought of going in. I was trying to decide if I was going to quit or not.

The next day when I was scheduled, my manager texted to ask if I could stay late, and I agreed. But I finally decided to quit, so early that day, hours before my shift, I went in. I had typed a letter explaining how sorry I was but that my mental health kept me from functioning normally and that I couldn't handle the job. I left that on a counter with my uniforms and quickly walked out.

Luckily, the main manager wasn't there, but one of the cooks who was a secondary manager did see me leave the stuff. I later got a text from the main manager saying something like, ""I guess you're not coming in today huh?"" I never responded.

The actual process of quiting was scary, but after it was done I felt so relieved. I was glad to be out of that place, and my parents were understanding. I felt bad for not giving two weeks notice, and not even talking to anyone directly, but I couldn't do it.

For awhile I felt great, but lately I've been stressing again because I desperately need money. I get some from my parents, but it isn't nearly enough and I'm not enjoying my life because of being broke and not being able to do much. Plus I feel worthless because after being done with high school for four years, I haven't accomplished anything.

I'm too scared to learn to drive, even though my mom and aunt kept paying for my lessons and permit. I always let them expire. I don't want to go to college even though my mom wants me to. And I can't even get a normal job because of my mental health. I'm tired of having to rely on my parents for money. I want to support myself and move out, but I don't see that happening anytime soon.

My goal is to get a job this summer, but I don't know what I can possibly do. Almost everything involves interacting with a lot of people. I know I can't handle being a cashier again. I've considered being a stocker at a store, but think it would be too physically demanding for me. I want to work from home, but can't find anything despite all the research I've done. I don't have any skills, and no regular jobs ever contact me because I don't have a resume, any job experience, (I'm not going to mention a one-month job) or references.

I want to get my life in order this year. I've been doing one thing better, which is losing weight, but I don't even have much money to buy new clothes. A job is the next big step to take, but it seems impossible for me.",5.045348553838259,5.2989616679920495,5.9631142179182985,81.20994164047974,68.50298210735586,9.074815622394665,29.446482395946887,8.978425229901417,2.2285313794651445,3922,133,792,65,62,1298,376,1006,0.142,0.7440000000000001,0.114,-0.9690000000000001,17,0,1,0,0,0,126.0,0,0,2,22,48,50,2,8,48,1,96,13,0,7,7,161,174,73,0,24,37,9,8,2,1,6,7,5,3,2,35,44,5,4,26,1,11,17,34,24,4,8,69,17,122,26,120,85,22,133,0,4,4,1,53,46,1,21,67,563,157,43,0.039364868496075116,0.0,0.038414433201621405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03941822955534605,0.0,0.0,0.031480071114176014,0.03275472404260125,0.0,0.0,0.08030838136857046,0.0,0.0,0.0444710966362238,0.0,0.05504966266247468,0.0,0.06478786533620105,0.0,0.036800838177191465,0.0,0.0,0.06053830805032255,0.06573604184513435,0.1199822923185386,0.0,0.06699320746119321,0.0,0.0,0.034815027232671485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039186398128184,0.04502292263888538,0.0,0.0,0.04164281127355488,0.03390934860570341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03142964434561365,0.0,0.0,0.20309666884520253,0.0,0.03390490355376265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113571064762894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03486558937553291,0.040674432049084816,0.0,0.15600074629644484,0.03560777723595315,0.033166599500799906,0.0,0.035378605542898935,0.07701278983041511,0.0371096946345208,0.0,0.05971218088071752,0.0,0.15118578796785712,0.1293668678936382,0.03597877665069008,0.10045121109962732,0.09520031047985,0.0,0.030413199751289314,0.0,0.1850986715775161,0.03776236882711852,0.13423177158041985,0.03301738404097206,0.12593472554194018,0.08679981297423324,0.04336484068294274,0.0,0.03481022320660459,0.04190463450082732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368602885417846,0.044367067746575166,0.0,0.0,0.08318228969471454,0.039486172716755114,0.039098196563462466,0.07753293203943944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687626946020122,0.034989303825764165,0.0,0.0,0.04326780449038821,0.06417524356662195,0.08881057255311213,0.04168171189903635,0.04277004480103635,0.0402532450886756,0.05560914155249061,0.03846337270174149,0.039453939755082,0.0,0.03483666987885587,0.06611315048246395,0.04403921870370935,0.0,0.06693320698868847,0.0,0.03724799037368758,0.07882906618303068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934105745632435,0.0,0.0,0.13831097465168835,0.0628413249416302,0.04183862542982325,0.0868131231733076,0.11675420479760852,0.09108184005401547,0.07603767058306224,0.08372996846054441,0.0,0.07713842634637705,0.0,0.04481716369137319,0.0,0.0,0.10669861465497844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174840111787141,0.042628316502818224,0.0,0.10916257326398407,0.06874376959402577,0.04112790919322984,0.0,0.0,0.04437797454914731,0.0,0.04004822318618941,0.04244198619125199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04409766178898127,0.1256081494890483,0.0,0.0,0.050436285507303516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03361738260966088,0.037445004403948635,0.03130452341820858,0.03941110062140375,0.07967869701611227,0.06273740720933348,0.035836297837762106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025210402112056,0.0,0.0,0.04012752609696494,0.0,0.03030499896174865,0.03893286149969941,0.04406574743210409,0.027862656531388197,0.04195771215440136,0.031436834830639186,0.0,0.09018464772449314,0.0,0.045063356465732826,0.0,0.08934157254909843,0.0,0.0,0.05919496418143597,0.06327998036485707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02615226946962206,0.025223418248560725,0.15470313372415898,0.03125130848740352,0.06886191415184456,0.04524412553014978,0.037313292521019774,0.0,0.0,0.026726161731002857,0.0,0.038453756581559015,0.0409802163810649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744041739539404,0.11609209673779723,0.0,0.031576123055287335,0.04793580487090225,0.14157497723450385,0.07298325495120586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03794632849160829,0.0,0.14329046549231858,0.0,0.0,0.1677820388781517,0.08607860819974855,0.0,0.07604905405068588
socialanxiety,ABetterMeForMyself,2019/06/05,"I feel like I'm the only one putting in effort in friendships I feel I'm usually the one to reach out first, conversations in texts leave with me being the last to say anything and then never a response until I say something again. Or I get short answers with no room for follow up questions. I'm trying.. I feel like I really am working on this but it's making it hard when every time I send a message to anyone it follows that cycle, and that they don't care about me. It makes me want to give up finding new people. 

Maybe it's my social skills and who I am. Any advice on how to keep things flowing?",2.6803199999999983,4.128608591999999,4.105800000000002,87.88990000000004,75.08,5.960000000000001,23.7,6.2581,0.5945200000000002,474,14,97,3,10,157,85,125,0.067,0.865,0.068,-0.2363,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,4,4,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,3,1,20,19,9,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,10,6,0,1,6,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,6,13,3,18,18,0,25,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,2,12,64,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973242214152434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811833245927628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145135249884326,0.0,0.1429359144094857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770932931303558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634525162696171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634757336510336,0.24817501520034865,0.0,0.0,0.15875378246264008,0.1477445983395983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907482965645558,0.1666237555617214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555963080203425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438780428817178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158433950626045,0.0,0.18391757695750155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971688509466312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23188508318026024,0.0,0.17449964307435256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396403813853053,0.16775539551978927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354000085169185,0.13210262420468152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041801460667607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461111904926924,0.19457778330616846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127325388780963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762579477940969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17705984310167752,0.0,0.13371864361629712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539502130918318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128275942008946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179272799266671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130014060329,0.0,0.10244961717335398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645178911218855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pharaoh_Rameses_II,2019/06/05,Question:Is this potential social anxiety? Or just panic? When ever some disaster Happens on the news or when a I read an article about climate change I often feel pressured to be scared of that thing I hate it so much especially when I try to bring this up on reddit and get downvoted for it does this sound like something to you?,4.47234375,6.233947796875,5.442625000000002,78.83987500000002,71.03125,8.870000000000003,29.9875,9.3871,2.8559412500000003,265,11,48,6,5,87,52,64,0.253,0.7120000000000001,0.035,-0.9397,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,8,5,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,6,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,5,1,9,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,5,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804198461280374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28768839447762146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23798639751931236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459955019999704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750673824175827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208331927199708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24048561851239345,0.0,0.0,0.26849558646375515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328616584753185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991548170025708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31907623156012616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30464767224650896,0.0,0.2720248735859575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722706732714721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772200820295199,0.0,0.20936138145620448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067234621212014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846370675705127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwagay277,2019/06/05,"Fear of blushing is making normal situations seem terrifying. So I've always been a big blusher, since I was a kid, but it was only at normal times when the average person would blush.

​

But over the past year my blushing has evolved into something much worse and it is has kind of taken hold of my life.

​

One year ago my friend made a teasing joke that I jack off one of my course mates. This was just some meaningless teasing about something he knew was not true, yet for some reason I went tomato red. My friends noticed and just said 'haha you're blushing', but it was not a major incident to them. Yet for me, I've not been the same since that moment, I've had a constant daily fear of blushing ever since. And this fear is making me blush even more.

​

I still sometimes blush around people I find attractive, or when I'm actually embarrassed which I'm fine with. But my fear of blushing specifically in times where it would be bad to blush makes me blush at the worst times. here are some examples:

​

My dad asked 'where are you going tonight'. I was going to my friends house, nothing unusual. Yet I blushed as I thought, if I blush now then he will think I'm lying and going to do something I shouldn't be doing.

​

My boss says in passing to one of my colleagues that the cash register count came up short. I was facing away from them doing my job, but when I heard this I went bright red as I was worried if I blushed he would think I had been stealing money, which of course I hadn't.

​

Sometimes if somebody makes a joke or talks about something disgusting/taboo/wrong of a sexual nature for example paedophilia, incest or rape I sometimes blush. This is the one which is causing the most damage to my life. This is perhaps irrational, but I have a big fear that one day a topic of this nature will come up in conversation and I will go red, causing the person to believe I am involved with any of these things. Like if somebody jokes about paedophilia and I blush, they might think that I am a paedohile? I often play scenarios like this though my head and worry it could lead to my friends or family making false terrible assumptions about me. I fear that this has the potential to ruin my life and peoples trust in me. Am I being over the top here? **Like is it normal for some people to just blush when talking about taboo topics? And what would you think if somebody you were talking to went red when one of these topics was brought up?**

​

So just wanted to kind of vent, but also want opinions and advice. Sometimes I can put this to the back of my mind but other times I can't stop worrying about it and it makes me terrified to do normal things like sit face to face with a close friend who may joke about something taboo. I sometimes even chose where to sit on how easy it would be for me to escape if I was feeling anxious or going red.

​

Thanks for reading :)",5.588142661049844,6.378043600700528,5.411135513797512,83.75426847162402,67.45884413309983,8.064391536895915,29.79320301036588,8.00916892397051,1.9115373787097083,2340,82,449,27,37,725,239,571,0.156,0.711,0.133,-0.9729,1,0,5,0,0,0,84.0,0,3,3,2,37,39,3,7,22,1,55,9,4,13,2,97,91,43,0,19,26,1,1,4,6,11,3,3,0,3,34,19,0,4,10,6,2,14,6,16,0,6,28,10,59,23,66,47,10,66,0,2,6,2,31,24,0,21,30,314,93,4,0.0,0.0,0.04177673795781827,0.0,0.0,0.041833790392825775,0.03794880298782698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03423543111850225,0.03562165074846517,0.37108007574768026,0.4161542064043778,0.029112514269850825,0.0,0.0,0.04836352370780049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038110298608519375,0.04002190960588508,0.0,0.04022174444044865,0.03291852594249987,0.03574486417819176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04823261808226939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048963649451957775,0.0,0.08795606910354978,0.0,0.03687733627580866,0.0,0.04626279278937556,0.0,0.03418059064004895,0.0,0.0,0.02760914195297074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655168084909281,0.03872442347487229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040357799379832936,0.28904135622874283,0.021646205394125064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03912789540040143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537589788188894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165057678312567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043935782322447235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939741005448965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424826786544961,0.0,0.0,0.08916080861897333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907146744494814,0.08365992198300776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04050819974694311,0.17145749484852404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454150289413666,0.04322626187638246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03147054197984794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778026149895342,0.04107769705370681,0.04873988101607908,0.0,0.0,0.17405645587067198,0.0325592094992491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086733473471151,0.08903794429520791,0.07476071385692168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043036238229565836,0.0,0.0,0.0428219472095977,0.0,0.0,0.044016182312654716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0407224578481373,0.034044518238048216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03897294582712536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623952180131016,0.04812064070406322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478754141600752,0.2117027139622514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034188410487529845,0.035791379651451516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322804232734076,0.0,0.03941402968435898,0.0,0.0,0.056882604665818,0.10972460575324547,0.04206096342048018,0.03398664555753728,0.09985226569038506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050132151041537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905690374509327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042800238461427,0.04362741638941007,0.15205626479531067,0.04680641049238257,0.4161542064043778,0.055136939221781235
socialanxiety,NopeRope20,2019/06/05,"I went ""no contact"" for 3 months from my discord friends. I'm scared but i want to talk to them again. How do i deal with this? In person, i'm pretty much a loner, dont have a lot of friends, quiet, that sort of deal. This is why i got really happy when i had people to talk to in discord. Its gotten to a point that we have a friend group and i genuinely enjoy my time with them. But even before i already have a hard time talking when i think its not the ""right"" moment to chat.

​

But it seems that i always self destruct after some time. I had this habit of not talking to anyone when i get too depressed .Its really gotten worse for the last 3 months. It didnt help that my mom (i dont have a good relationship with her) came to stay for awhile. My anxiety spiked up and she doesnt like it when i have a hobbies (everything has to be productive to her) so i have to act like a show pony in front of her.

​

Now that im back to being alone, im able to calm down and gather my thoughts. I want to talk to them again but im afraid they'll get angry or that i dont think of them much. Until now i cant even contact them because im so scared on how they'll react.  The anxiety is killing me.

​

How do i deal with this? Should i just go no contact forever and let them be or should i talk to them and then possibly let them down again. Sorry and thank you in advance.  

​

 i posted this too in r/advice",1.5766960907944494,3.0758036393442616,3.106311475409836,93.68564627994957,78.18032786885246,6.003783102143758,21.238965952080704,6.67199483983844,0.2093682219419928,1110,29,256,10,26,365,143,305,0.196,0.701,0.10300000000000001,-0.9806,0,1,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,1,10,1,20,16,2,3,11,0,28,0,0,4,0,36,45,23,1,4,9,1,1,2,3,4,0,1,0,2,17,12,0,0,4,2,0,6,10,6,0,0,9,2,43,10,40,27,4,39,0,1,0,0,39,11,0,6,22,178,60,0,0.07147047393080411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984011995700103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402185662514288,0.07886944520856097,0.0,0.059469159690723326,0.3097529145759105,0.34737779463651763,0.0,0.0,0.10934943386755093,0.0,0.0,0.049973817143708216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495638284371456,0.0,0.04356773754326257,0.0,0.060816109265975984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174318222533626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210487610940398,0.06155741446989022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512885894877624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441114795440594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423305352624427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565373260628954,0.0,0.0746807455876345,0.0,0.04061831737259404,0.05994604263949014,0.05716146695451055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608164848740354,0.06402350641026212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790515214288545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088015049606828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907149017275816,0.0,0.0,0.058257975290690586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616680373400973,0.0,0.06983372689901672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060761641127635664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370535527275376,0.1140941008469462,0.0,0.10507804367453843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954862765171537,0.06240526109168749,0.0,0.0,0.06756269916332439,0.08057222072094454,0.06844895776196325,0.07271116608681055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157163141230197,0.0,0.0,0.0767325419234838,0.0,0.061035394228871664,0.0,0.0,0.1431088250594398,0.0,0.0,0.06506403522332803,0.0745592914410127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000534419165163,0.0,0.076178015761092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34467155815286754,0.0,0.06580041003448013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159078768721247,0.0,0.05673957297165076,0.1250250242981349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431027452103282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662538453658935,0.0644909862014558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283451882889777,0.0,0.0,0.34737779463651763,0.0
socialanxiety,Pennervomland,2019/06/05,"What to say when you don't know what to say? I have some examples here for different situations I've experienced or thought about. This is mostly for people I don't know but see them a lot and have to say something because I don't want this silent awkwardness.

​

1. They are sitting next to you in a room without anyone else (awkward silence/how to start a conversation in a non-awkward way even if you don't know the person that much)
2. A group started a conversation (you are in this group) but you don't know the topic but also don't want to just randomly walk away or say nothing...
3. They ask you a question to start/continue a conversation but you don't wanna say just ""yes"" or ""no"" (or just a short answer that doesn't leave an opening for the conversation to go on) because it will probably end the conversation in awkward silence
4. Maybe just some other overall tips for keeping stuff non-awkward...
5. How to keep a conversation going with a girl you don't know. Not necessarily for a date or anything like that but I (being a boy myself) feel like it's much easier to talk to other guys simply because you can make jokes that VERY likely don't work for girls... 
6. Also, could it be that a boys mainly talk about stuff in a more funny way? I feel like every conversation has to become a joke... and not that it's bad or anything but how do you always think of an ""end"" that is funny for whatever topic you're talking about? I see this a lot in groups I'm talking with but also in TV shows with celebrities. They always think of something funny pretty quick that fits perfectly into the conversation and gets laughter. And while I can do that sometimes I think it's kinda hard for me to do that out of nowhere.",4.160145772594749,5.4249533294460655,5.276251895043731,81.67129912536444,71.09912536443149,7.8203615160349855,27.71416909620991,8.238735603445708,1.8168557201166176,1364,48,267,20,25,451,159,343,0.023,0.8320000000000001,0.145,0.9932,1,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,10,4,2,16,11,0,3,24,1,26,0,0,3,1,61,51,25,0,5,21,0,3,4,0,1,0,5,1,6,25,10,0,2,13,4,0,3,14,4,0,0,1,11,24,7,43,46,9,30,0,0,2,0,42,15,0,15,13,186,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958100028156136,0.15231467220716385,0.09916886730493668,0.11121465142032744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399741998012483,0.093779661254439,0.15063693497845826,0.0,0.08556487297248266,0.0,0.08599211001347568,0.0,0.07642076035212178,0.16738101809125472,0.10108377006778944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307642051668012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562565691570564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645860222078936,0.0,0.16213053146584006,0.0,0.0,0.06045235517099705,0.0,0.07711497927169578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255704353558518,0.1307730243391225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781879104868849,0.0,0.10403317834636046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062557249834703,0.0,0.0,0.08198971906739007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627058233202228,0.0,0.0,0.2515027087965109,0.0,0.0,0.0969132922121082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886079569554714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562502479026674,0.0,0.0,0.061094614222409076,0.0,0.09195061820589924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456493972416095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733941494513024,0.0,0.0,0.08782209457306127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345291423600782,0.0799173633578817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311530115701973,0.09868099035323354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253056767865293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639275220915017,0.0,0.0,0.14586945690320186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287956146380864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092306126877113,0.09052199660880862,0.0,0.1943486712426361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095517690732337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942619652057835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593935507486938,0.0,0.07266177547569717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551890436732868,0.10796933985743123,0.14529886716834592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882282289746574,0.0,0.06663234363839614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121465142032744,0.0
socialanxiety,DesertFokxtrot,2019/06/05,"For the first time in years I don't feel scared anymore. Obligitory first time posting in this sub and I'm on mobile. Please let me know if this is in the wrong sub.

For years I've been scared of being in public, I had this intense fear that everyone had their eyes on me, that everything I did was being watched and judged. I loathed being the center of attention

It use to be completely debilitating to the point that I'd only leave the house for attending school or going to the store when it was absolutely necessary. I pushed people out of my life with my stubbornness in refusing to change my ways. 

I got better with the help from friends who helped me realise that I was over thinking it and that it was all in my head (this is starting to sound like r/wowthanksimcured sorry). It didnt happen overnight, this took me years to overcome. But my friends were patient and always there for me. 

Today was when it suddenly hit me, I'm no longer afraid of everything, I know no one really cares if I've made a small mistake and I try to not cringe about my past (I still do from time to time). I've still got a long way to go, I sometimes even doubt myself and my progress. But I'm proud of how far I've come.",3.4063805004314065,4.884521959016394,4.023339085418467,89.09042709232098,73.2622950819672,7.431924072476272,25.137187230371012,8.032893268588372,1.243183606557377,954,30,204,14,19,302,135,244,0.09699999999999999,0.778,0.125,0.8063,0,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,1,5,9,14,1,5,9,0,20,3,2,3,1,29,39,14,0,3,6,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,17,10,0,2,5,0,1,6,5,8,0,3,15,4,26,6,33,18,1,41,0,0,2,0,8,14,0,4,19,130,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300231091213012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276536099786865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948125390309704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262110699051385,0.0,0.13095227999708153,0.10663320696488728,0.12979034375328988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176142445718622,0.0,0.0,0.11828563278740795,0.2225070266522623,0.0,0.0,0.13929696787947385,0.06259140526129506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058961070219487,0.0,0.0,0.19127804908633506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070420959360358,0.0,0.19801064020618364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946614689789293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270431609949848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659462282963483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428358114174637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606232324863435,0.0,0.0,0.13107460904846682,0.0,0.12658257356872746,0.0874357860609136,0.06047702109474532,0.0,0.0,0.1095493125613946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713208391963932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388258641937907,0.09414706363767647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817054600357685,0.0858196614378507,0.0,0.0,0.13588307812696834,0.11702055622570053,0.0,0.11855558184570755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793023619176196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478686393031623,0.12528101156420604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243042254531745,0.13857157861179542,0.08761844572866144,0.0,0.1977160076883753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931895152973542,0.0,0.0,0.2887292952408955,0.0,0.1173374366520877,0.0,0.1375340621945819,0.08404456152719304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691389504281862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651579029627267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534376832395698,0.0,0.23914804776599946
socialanxiety,lacgh,2019/06/05,Finally built up the confidence to ask my crush out and got rejected. For years I’ve had little to no female interaction and definitely nothing romantic. Anyway yesterday I hyped myself up to be straight up and tell her how I felt and I got friend zoned into next year. It just really hurts to make so much progress only to be put back in my place.,4.625588235294117,6.061875088235299,5.852235294117651,77.32805882352943,70.17647058823529,10.145882352941179,28.30588235294117,10.355215969177356,3.03406705882353,278,10,53,8,5,93,53,68,0.155,0.67,0.17600000000000002,0.4031,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,8,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,1,7,1,12,2,1,16,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,0,6,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382942771979775,0.0,0.0,0.1841025302302318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298849026024732,0.26227764946652965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849786426787984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829790154830312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25630869610167084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399660767005208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981759877749593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600443034196034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546304901166065,0.0,0.0,0.2297341009991791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820929910889184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25014746494926143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406875801028779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533813559769528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20926741661306344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083628361005999
socialanxiety,Semencollector5000,2019/06/05,"Today I kicked the ass of Social Anxiety. So I walked into the break room at my internship which is a hospital. 

There was a new doctor there who was 6'4 and literally huge, muscular, extremely good looking and obviously high status with his doctors degree and very social savy from what I had heard.

He was reading a magazine, there were some people around, talking to each other. I said fuck it. I introduced myself to him and we started talking. 

'You're the new doctor, XY, right?' Boom, no turning back now, handshake, introduction -> LET THE CONVERSATION BATTLE COMMENCE.

It was intense as fuck in the start but the longer we talked the more smooth and flowing the conversation became. We talked for 30 minutes about all kinds of shit, laughing and joking. 

He was a complete stranger and a very intimidating such. I was scared shitless, but this time I didn't give a fuck. I did what was good for me longterm and I think I made his day better as well.

Today SA didn't win, I kicked it's fucking ass. I feel like superhuman right now.",3.352525773195879,6.0322479123711386,4.129082474226806,82.73589175257736,77.6082474226804,6.766597938144328,26.194845360824733,7.908726449838941,1.7879740206185573,821,32,148,14,20,262,126,194,0.179,0.701,0.121,-0.9265,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,3,0,0,2,11,16,6,1,14,0,14,11,4,1,2,23,28,13,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,9,15,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,7,1,0,15,6,21,9,15,12,4,23,0,0,1,6,20,9,7,1,12,97,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916904452821217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376423343865353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896284137115197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308896183863793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222122629875004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517236954969847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579161648775284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058936875112149574,0.08327138712625075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310360249143089,0.0,0.1118161813557966,0.0,0.19553210863022166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315337039204935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138061491139936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919178517642075,0.0,0.056945943688852266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788210133472117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029308213769236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515118166215886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080890095396642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659280270139614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908535758432575,0.11087645011013499,0.0,0.1166981551048712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964845791743685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23763905045043054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650053189211278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747501007186166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468774859454141,0.0,0.0,0.06796780781559787,0.0,0.2209728898424405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267851790029738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235049285438374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048025707971986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,skylillie,2019/06/05,"Social anxiety sucks It’s embarrassing, to be scared of embarrassment. No one close to me really understands, and I completely get that. Because I don’t really understand it either. I know what makes me anxious, but I don’t know why. It’s irrational. I’m so tired of being scared of everything. It makes me feel like a child, when I’m suppose to be an adult. I know eventually I’ll have to face my fears and get over them. Sooner rather than later. The more time that goes by, the more time I’m wasting. I feel like I have so much wasted potential. I have so many things I want to say and share with other people. My friends and family. The world in general. But I don’t. It makes me really upset. I don’t want to be like this anymore. It’s exhausting to be stressed out about almost everything. I have a dentist appointment tomorrow and that just seems like a huge chore. I’m anticipating the drive, having to talk to people, getting gas on the way home. I overthink every single thing that happens or is going to happen or what could possibly happen. Wish my mind could learn how to just chill out already.",2.493753665689148,4.908640539170509,4.0807813154587365,83.37363950565566,79.09216589861751,7.816422287390027,23.22769166317553,8.710501217029153,1.833416589861752,875,29,169,21,22,291,122,217,0.191,0.682,0.126,-0.9267,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,0,9,15,1,7,9,0,17,4,1,4,0,38,43,14,0,6,8,0,2,4,1,0,3,1,2,2,16,9,0,0,9,0,0,2,5,9,0,1,0,3,21,6,23,36,5,16,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,4,9,110,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837670416730985,0.0,0.13045479863052328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043526512599744,0.13355094609489235,0.11723895845945595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206365421950339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394770476009627,0.0,0.0,0.1887724412158372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996024626582793,0.0,0.21249065569134384,0.0,0.11144395354747964,0.13302637892323171,0.11954758413450753,0.16890771931035842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913337405142642,0.0,0.18528965687756652,0.0,0.0671851361390998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136152643847537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858074396333923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949060174659608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23101835586999445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23673120666750835,0.11985293139022987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193649206500094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690269718394887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010652992633682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391281124471965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332712915828139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22719746610180924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401047052538956,0.23671059059704824,0.0,0.0,0.10761982147463113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205067893543227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354165507246569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501790922453948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707552070356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786593211485373,0.13587242561645668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24613499926181945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394542570451809,0.09383472010305846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667196397980436,0.0,0.13594309002754154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,5gumisgood,2019/06/05,"Yearbook signing Tommorow is yearbook signing day at my school and I'm going to try to get as many signatures as possible, this is normally the kind of thing that would terrify into giving up and cuddling in a corner, metaphorically speaking, but if I don't fight the urge to give up I'll never win, and that is why I'm doing this. Wish me luck.",5.9667391304347825,5.918180130434783,7.041847826086958,75.30016304347829,66.53623188405797,9.798550724637682,34.64130434782609,9.516144504307137,3.2500695652173914,275,12,51,5,4,93,52,69,0.08199999999999999,0.7509999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,13,13,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,11,12,0,9,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,2,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115130576584467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865265690097373,0.5091627564604779,0.15082435447697648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763575348388161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690586348099195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468119535309706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600208554669601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991815999550067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685836870406327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630993531962222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017892678906286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23946859428453415,0.0,0.3051795378751492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885218187071852,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,12344243,2019/06/05,"Dealing with Panic Attacks Alone How do you feel with having panic attacks alone? I’m literally having one right now and they seem to be happening more frequently.
I don’t have any friends, like literally any friends because of my anxiety. I have a girlfriend but she just doesn’t understand what it’s like going though anxiety and she sometimes makes it worse god love her. My family doesn’t believe in mental illness on top of not being very close to each other. 
Does anyone have a way to deal with an anxiety attack in bed, alone, with no one to talk to? Or do I just have to power through it? I’m new to figuring out how to cope with the anxiety so forgive me for being stupid if I am.",2.6792307692307697,4.91104788321168,4.195912408759123,83.75014037057835,77.46715328467154,7.4270634475014035,26.59685569904548,8.384062270229773,2.0172497473329583,548,22,105,11,13,182,87,137,0.248,0.611,0.141,-0.9278,1,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,7,12,4,2,4,0,15,2,0,3,0,24,24,9,0,1,6,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,5,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,0,1,12,6,21,21,2,12,0,0,0,1,13,7,0,3,5,75,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39026151191784536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708291440173565,0.0,0.3843448168254993,0.0,0.0,0.08782476925959283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428675764125343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656662459656187,0.0,0.0,0.14151194198371056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589830374890905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991632113555988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840764178896165,0.0,0.06350881796787552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940816434774365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138326737584644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107061054086902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272688583717155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336190985271148,0.0,0.0838411985788376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657861514315302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130847948949393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022413506594306,0.0,0.0,0.29473689169181244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726455814660182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143445549527376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422490574706375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095519945998713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234046347056164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075749691482014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363590208570406,0.0,0.09969807756862104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800052459244188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,InnerWarfare,2019/06/05,I need help/tips for going on dates. I want to go on a movie date with my crush. However anxiety is stopping me from actually asking her because I feel the need to have predetermined responses in my head. I feel this way because I want the date to go nicely so she’d want to go out with me again. In the past I’ve had a dates where I was so petrified by my anxiety that I barely said two words to my date! If any of you guys could give me advice/responses/tips for this issue that’d be great.,3.34,3.786164333333332,5.094285714285718,85.25571428571429,72.33333333333334,9.047619047619053,25.47619047619048,9.23628265651192,1.7254761904761904,385,11,88,8,7,132,65,105,0.111,0.782,0.107,-0.1238,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,8,1,1,0,0,14,22,3,0,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,3,17,2,17,15,0,19,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,8,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.18415084961427244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832725816490806,0.0,0.28872073800298953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641560871868128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006812000229426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066721612008255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083189876040524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102498783368426,0.4289862380983045,0.0,0.0,0.20805017767241624,0.0,0.18684963796903525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366786490883128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648635106417086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696112201636445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798477579595119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014222222105286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950360841211807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776753508942432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843393577665913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339129040727117,0.14978686467449107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway6096037,2019/06/05,"I keep thinking about really embarrassing things I’ve done in the past! I facepalm myself when I think about this stuff and go “ughhhhhh”. 

I was watching a tv show and they were at a frat party and it reminded me about the time I went to a specific frat party at school like 6 years ago with a guy I was seeing briefly, and drank 1 or 2 cups of jungle juice and got so drunk. I remember saying embarrassing stuff to people and eventually cried from feeling dizzy or something. Totally embarrassed myself. That relationship didn’t last long after that lol. I hardly ever get drunk like that now. 

But I think back to it and feel so stupid. I still remember the stuff I said and can remember some people snickering at me, making me feel humiliated in retro-spect. These types of situations make me feel so bad about myself and I hope no one remembers.",5.558636363636364,6.689562327160496,6.396846240179576,75.43126262626265,67.70370370370371,10.088439955106622,28.30751964085297,10.230975488527342,2.815795061728396,675,22,127,17,11,223,103,162,0.191,0.7070000000000001,0.102,-0.9474,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,12,8,1,3,7,1,6,3,0,2,2,31,24,16,0,1,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,11,10,3,1,11,4,0,2,2,5,0,1,9,9,20,3,17,15,2,19,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,4,14,85,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842556661567046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405329144671856,0.1021285744734514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343581504363749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517151902740375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106416336366404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473861518836366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390495122456345,0.0,0.06951488151583889,0.0,0.0978271100243898,0.0,0.0,0.12111186132473012,0.0,0.0,0.10957092145182802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148717712320775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087198931131954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997036931031885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951463194952562,0.0,0.0,0.1082456239915247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329347757835685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288434401539517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676426068312985,0.1695967338521705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835862634887518,0.0,0.0,0.1313213817128502,0.5542397784690438,0.0,0.11635032513629948,0.09727042461133703,0.0,0.12379010834464944,0.09746984735625536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374880713871474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416466998953943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768154689855783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200669429726183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126117500260659,0.23512505561031005,0.0,0.0,0.0713233200584176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338796160193244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787673576751958
socialanxiety,vanillabloop413,2019/06/05,"Made myself out to be more confident than I really am at my interview. I've gotten pretty good at hyping myself up for interviews, to the point where I come across as confident and semi-social. I go all out for those 2 hours or so and then just crash from mental exhaustion the rest of the day. Well, my interview went well and I got the job. Now, however, having to meet tons of new people in a new environment 8 hours a day, I feel so stressed, and my social anxiety is rearing it's ugly head. I feel like my co-workers are a bit disappointed or even shocked at my true personality. I must seem way more weak and awkward than I portrayed myself during my interview. I can't shake the feeling that they see me as dumb so it's making me act even weirder around people. Ahhh the joys of social anxiety.",5.145062499999998,5.5386533812500005,6.580000000000003,76.385,68.3125,9.9,29.125,9.888512548439397,2.7022625,631,21,122,14,10,216,103,160,0.18,0.665,0.155,-0.3267,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,11,14,1,3,9,0,7,3,1,2,3,21,19,13,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,5,1,8,2,0,4,4,21,6,22,13,6,25,0,1,1,0,9,11,1,3,9,86,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349489253334094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670268232347893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764986469388432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228001275017648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806949299405802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285242425899347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329365904396532,0.1097046795771424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727278850937191,0.128800468351747,0.1228175104016589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759885156387576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30245515353281044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523865290065657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502260645822882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530401922026648,0.10250378640441693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475431589638108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29662215429668953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129210258667891,0.13408436157431006,0.0,0.0,0.14516566752667928,0.0,0.0,0.15622769801010036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837571000782212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236898328633487,0.13979702146507686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130741156641839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590468176760574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218903190943219,0.0,0.0,0.27614124959239444,0.14235345549915832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179492017204108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,berryflorets,2019/06/05,"I can’t stop smiling and laughing nervously? Any tips are appreciated. It’s becoming a real problem. In my desperation not to laugh or smile inappropriately, I’ve developed the habit of getting very giddy while I concentrate on trying to stay serious.

It makes people get strange and suspicious when they talk to me, which I understand. It must be weird to have a normal conversation when the person across from you keeps on smirking, chuckling and apologizing for themselves, especially since it’s starting to make me really defensive and I can’t explain myself without pretending I remembered a joke or something.

What can I do? Does anyone have any tips? This has been really mortifying for me socially.",6.776585365853663,9.328638081300817,7.626512195121955,62.29196341463416,66.5609756097561,11.424065040650408,36.69024390243902,11.20814326018867,5.25814536585366,576,30,84,20,10,192,91,123,0.201,0.68,0.11900000000000001,-0.7048,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,2,9,1,1,5,0,11,0,0,2,1,20,19,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,13,4,14,16,0,10,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,5,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27890235024510435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338615753846867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647808902333394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794536902432093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427591014561992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227111985346486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27376484809440377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092007866036887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216619294566465,0.17905477527142524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962194303657838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334087692783315,0.2627396728567096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322985752563893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963181792229562,0.0,0.0,0.2090378578283472,0.0,0.15786899120435355,0.0,0.0,0.14514600328598184,0.2185719161191411,0.0,0.1714434523033002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482341207535958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922561741590514,0.0,0.0,0.21347980996734994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920003215925294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767526164381535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pittbullblue,2019/06/29,"How to get over being too shy to go into shops? Title says it all. It’s kinda weird, I’m mostly fine in larger chain stores or whatever, but when it comes to smaller one of stores or mom and pops, I can’t even force myself to walk in.",0.3858823529411737,2.1661887647058826,2.50172549019608,95.29376470588235,82.92156862745098,4.864313725490196,14.121568627450984,5.6839178017228535,-0.974461960784314,181,2,42,1,5,61,42,51,0.055999999999999994,0.915,0.028999999999999998,-0.0781,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,10,6,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,9,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,1,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184619403490124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208573135694917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25380332644813297,0.0,0.27608358708184383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5689471213116901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291814142484296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863168167459677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lilcatsarecute,2019/06/29,Anxious at work I started a new summer job recently and I thought I'll be okay but being with people makes me so stressed that my brain shuts down and I don't even know what I'm doing half of the time plus I can barely talk to my coworkers. I really want to quit but I feel like a failure...,1.915714285714284,3.13045993650794,3.7462222222222223,90.64600000000004,76.61904761904762,6.944761904761903,23.711111111111112,7.554174236665415,0.8952120634920635,228,7,52,3,5,77,51,63,0.096,0.7929999999999999,0.111,-0.0219,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,1,5,1,1,1,0,11,12,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,9,2,7,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,33,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026527464531145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990669772965783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694659335541132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545918515783256,0.1913890790039369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26585117017423976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472318073144367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088327325561872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882651268820776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587412002014337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857293562967976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849465105446212,0.0,0.0,0.17162473476362428,0.0,0.26452067932828377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962225266636684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068805739714063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153292958973611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126840815583121,0.15621567730127414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580154058561056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503568026011206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sad_vwooping,2019/06/29,"Learning to roller skate while having social anxiety. I feel like everyone is significantly better than me and are secretly laughing at me. Help? I guess I should just preface this by saying I've been diagnosed with social anxiety, so I know for sure I have it. And also I'm sure my mental illness is directly linked for what I'm about to say.

​

I roller skated for the first time in 2 years today. I was doing okay until I started to fall a lot. I know fully well that falling is part of the learning process, but the thing was I was doing so good for a few laps around the rink. I felt like I was finally getting somewhere. So when I started to fall a bunch of times, I felt like I was regressing in my (already small) ability to roller skate.

I feel like everyone was secretly judging me cause I'm this almost adult ass teenager who can't fucking roller skate. 7 years are better than me. I got way too many sympathy smiles today thanks to my inability to have decent balance. 

I know that practice will make it better and shit, but I don't even want to show my face again at that rink bc I humiliated myself like that.

​

Are there places that you can practice roller skating by yourself? Or should I just suck it up and deal with the social anxiety that comes with roller skating rinks?",4.5021632822212965,6.0146567007874046,5.0937629506837965,82.35345420638211,70.5748031496063,7.86705346042271,28.722751761293,8.371475516178862,2.047247244094488,1038,39,196,16,19,333,138,254,0.105,0.696,0.19899999999999998,0.9772,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,4,14,18,3,0,8,1,24,6,3,2,2,36,45,14,0,3,5,0,4,5,0,3,2,2,0,1,14,9,0,0,12,7,0,4,2,3,1,1,10,6,31,15,29,32,4,27,0,0,0,2,12,8,4,4,19,131,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102415728722,0.0,0.11286530877007127,0.08179094951111167,0.0,0.22163436203710515,0.2485557109463553,0.0,0.0,0.2347250747990676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104829141930096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713673159397447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506674185499518,0.0,0.08810265420635686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544318571087752,0.0,0.10380909037515076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755305135615605,0.0,0.0,0.1954602792070332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342873652560514,0.1461335427576342,0.19640408539147455,0.11203954952878524,0.0,0.08699683794212516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455351884765087,0.053435556619159434,0.0,0.0,0.08578516806043805,0.0818003296525125,0.0,0.11266974213596245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855417549833502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686264366920232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24983709243103736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695232189236274,0.0,0.0,0.06827074975783566,0.10369291318036206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030712478544268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075611837660727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685778733219664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266968934610232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498596003002593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127758303752405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478449717211625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278988816963646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416300033682458,0.0,0.0,0.06794835195996772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927718382431295,0.0,0.1938934390339259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032567581236738,0.08118279104304979,0.0,0.0,0.09195938418488528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485557109463553,0.13172618146609846
socialanxiety,Kaschuuh,2019/06/29,"Making friends How frustrating is it when you actually get the chance to hang out with super nice people but you can't just be yourself and ruin every possibility of making good friends. Or friends at all. I don't know what to do anymore, I think I've isolated myself so much that I don't even know anymore how to behave around people without overthinking every single movement or word that I say. And this is exactly one of the things that makes other people uncomfortable around me. If I think about my behaviour I wouldn't wanna be super excited about becoming friends with me either.. What can I do about it? I actually had quite a few chances but I mess it up over and over again.. Any tips?",4.239043419267297,6.211262619402987,5.187774762550879,79.56597693351425,72.05970149253731,8.156309362279513,27.853459972862957,8.841846274778883,2.293740298507463,557,21,102,11,11,182,84,134,0.10800000000000001,0.6629999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.9576,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,3,12,12,1,0,3,0,12,0,0,5,2,30,20,12,0,3,8,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,11,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,1,1,15,9,19,16,5,11,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,3,2,81,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.29767090779706085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371739123949003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025135164703667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715465050112177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844402025125996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007366240082944,0.0,0.257005790769495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713397556310953,0.0,0.07968429949134563,0.0,0.0,0.12792476500922975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676396808126793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30542061584429303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121181937357762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335006545045038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172100910978211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719409980736351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222154352276014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128834304470724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013261051271632,0.1954546034399672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702179764539322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,beepbopfaye,2019/06/29,"When you think you're being confident and somebody says you're a shy person. When I'm talking to somebody and it's an ok mental health day and i feel like I've been talking and acting confident, to a new person, then get hit with the ""you're a very shy person aren't you"" then I'm thinking huh what do i have to do to come of as confident and it just slowly crushes you that you'll never be like a ""normal"" human being.",0.3923333333333332,2.5365057888888924,2.7355555555555564,91.48000000000002,85.55555555555556,4.933333333333334,19.0,6.2581,0.02846666666666708,331,9,70,3,10,113,54,90,0.077,0.736,0.187,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,2,9,1,0,0,1,13,17,10,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,4,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,3,7,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,0,9,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917276959324724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354174427690725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125400450525259,0.15900682961120755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116285669753652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23658563425266374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21747671745768932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243021285343772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166270318651086,0.21496324736994227,0.0,0.0,0.21807515271408154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.583028800135598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699968870023516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577929194418527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852327197771193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183646766905406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lippy30,2019/06/29,"Bullies! Hey everyone. 

I just wondered if anyone else with SA finds that their more susceptible to bullying?

Every job I’ve had I’ve been bullied. I like to think I’m pretty polite and friendly, but idk.",1.3846153846153832,4.071303230769232,3.283461538461541,83.09903846153848,93.6153846153846,5.676923076923077,24.448717948717945,7.1686216300943375,1.6805179487179491,162,7,28,3,6,54,33,39,0.171,0.6829999999999999,0.145,-0.2672,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23132193104536986,0.3389713576093317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27636350834511103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787360165955481,0.3161193765100371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023698852622019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25559612013871497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32829475081502063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162536185620713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365699942310541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21198058388101285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35876777019396083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bree-anne,2019/06/29,"Questioning myself. Do I truly have a mental illness? Hey everyone. So I’ve been questioning my disorder for a long time, wondering if I was just different and that maybe I don’t have a disorder or mental illness. I always felt like I was unique, just morbidly afraid of situations that everyone else could handle with ease. I thought it was just who I was. . . I still wonder if how I was, is normal. I wonder if I always have been normal, but with an absurd fear of certain events or situations. If I could ask you guys your opinion on this I would appreciate it. My question to you is, based on what I am about to share about the symptoms I had and experience, do I have an anxiety disorder/mental illness? I won’t be offended by the answer, I just want to know. 

I am now on SSRI’s that help me tremendously with my anxiety. But before, this is how I was; I will make some sort of outline:

Driving to school

• pangs of anxiety unfurling in my chest
• worrying about future projects and how terribly I would perform 
• worrying about what the agenda would be in class 
• worrying about social interaction in class such as class activities or speaking amongst more than one person
• driving to class an hour early because I don’t want to be late

On campus

• sitting in the parking lot - sometimes crying
• waiting for class, sitting around dreading the setting of it
• feeling awkward and self conscious about myself, what I look like, what I’m doing, if I’m carrying too much items than necessary and it makes me look “extra” or something to the effect of that
• walking to the bathroom a few times to adjust myself and my appearance

In class

• feeling self conscious and awkward, especially during the process of pulling out my seat and sitting down
• anxious when someone walks in the door
• very anxious when the instructor walks in with energy and I hear his voice
• on critique days, my anxiety level is off the charts and I experience horrible hot flashes and fight or flight symptoms

Giving oral presentations or critiquing

• blushing
• voice shaking the words are difficult to speak
• mind blank
• heart pounding 
• hot flashes
• uncontrollable tremors throughout my body
• even after an oral assignment or activity, my body is still trying to calm down as I’m sitting down",8.550106171201058,8.380927121654505,8.31926675514267,68.69193264764435,61.238442822384435,11.365671311656715,40.09301039593011,10.832165505486646,4.5697192214111935,1801,88,294,40,22,579,208,411,0.175,0.743,0.08199999999999999,-0.9905,1,0,1,0,1,0,33.0,0,3,0,2,23,16,2,7,20,0,36,9,4,6,1,74,58,33,0,14,18,0,5,2,0,5,5,5,1,4,15,17,0,1,16,0,0,8,3,11,0,1,11,12,44,5,54,37,7,48,0,0,2,0,23,19,0,23,18,218,59,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351484604619494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26388916958562925,0.194850140668328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677063699542107,0.08062144896262016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257024967747872,0.0,0.07338269620611951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915832853776556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377090084374037,0.0,0.09472905184584934,0.05561676218807552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010098128733184,0.19767381225140174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204128379503387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695978148247946,0.0,0.0,0.16480935455364087,0.0,0.16871579595244013,0.0,0.0970423999369231,0.08720965394216118,0.0,0.08280257931787086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272792256645058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538977169092997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719716900819247,0.10219315535805576,0.05780391525927521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492764883836415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047394478824784717,0.0,0.0972808962659643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426364704719196,0.0,0.0,0.07631844658382095,0.1448374072817592,0.0,0.0,0.07331697317817537,0.0,0.0,0.11512986933334088,0.0,0.08663826422265981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738164490590289,0.0,0.0870764014018754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339529320413084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899103419322958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843750673809457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530021850504813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898209034402946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727806652069599,0.0,0.0,0.17993133395727945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938715976711286,0.0,0.08790939167325139,0.07306968530695278,0.06639068695509087,0.08529217979367015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774051355251615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926984962365428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846381487565846,0.1005728414939952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058550348054252375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115587603480229,0.10173152042945313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805662466490959,0.0,0.26273845104086296,0.0,0.1837842798461444,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway35897423,2019/06/29,"Do I even have social anxiety? I’m an excellent public speaker, love (crave?) being around people, thrive in professional conversations and love leadership roles. 

But when I’m in small groups or one-on-ones in social settings, my brain shuts down and I stop myself from saying anything, because I’m afraid of sounding dumb. But I know I’m funny because anyone who takes the effort to get to know me tells me I’m hilarious. And I know I have great qualities. And this problem is ESPECIALLY present if I feel inferior to the person/people around me (if they’re cooler than me, basically *cringe*). And they probably think I’m boring or weird or something. Why can’t I just loosen up? Why does it take the right person to open me up, why can’t I open up myself for once?

So is this even social anxiety? It seems like everyone talks about not being able to even be social or interact with people in stores or avoiding all social interaction completely, but that’s not the case for me. It’s hard to find a solution for myself when all the help is directed at folks that describe themselves like the way I just described. Any thoughts on this would be highly appreciated and would love to talk about it with you as well if you want to shoot me a message!",6.057624999999998,6.6778745125000025,6.530833333333334,76.7375,66.375,9.566666666666668,30.166666666666664,9.558583805096642,2.6488666666666667,993,34,185,19,15,323,136,240,0.079,0.7559999999999999,0.165,0.9792,0,1,1,1,0,1,30.0,0,2,1,2,13,15,1,2,9,0,14,4,1,0,2,43,34,21,0,7,15,0,2,2,0,2,0,3,0,1,10,12,0,2,8,0,1,0,4,7,1,0,1,5,23,8,31,27,2,24,0,1,0,3,25,18,1,9,6,117,33,2,0.10436045297872436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096868669795246,0.0,0.15967092176320605,0.0,0.0,0.07297125522411732,0.0,0.08587976071461627,0.18580585770390654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723432699425233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650077959826018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094199494074852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913265356743639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067872848367228,0.0,0.0,0.09972088509013198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05276778070680399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538356337353797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054524029362531486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505776783380735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348646738693936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995061180770297,0.11026254835848644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720613270864354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197049175061934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825681499522545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114047646561112,0.07071734380813527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705119366691966,0.18224704434140016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251821925119457,0.09985885931360626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912325662800319,0.0,0.08299162093055294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500583688733064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5319116969503381,0.0,0.08034177529344963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725001164196422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693214564275662,0.16776195800119878,0.09121563577656806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686996437836637,0.0,0.08285054248938907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155449905295316,0.08283646999526911,0.0,0.0,0.09383258041442802,0.0,0.2825072297496461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826934309682482,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KiIIah,2019/06/29,What does paxil even do I’ve been on it for a solid week now and I have no idea if anything changes in my brain because everyday I feel the same before it. I’m prescribed 20 mg of Paxil but been taking half of it so far. My anxiety is still the same and idk if it’s making me more depr were,-0.3383736263736239,1.5471224153846137,2.3729670329670327,94.58846153846157,86.38461538461539,4.945054945054945,18.516483516483518,6.1826913282559595,-0.19612087912087928,227,6,53,2,7,79,51,65,0.091,0.888,0.021,-0.518,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,1,0,10,10,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,5,0,5,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24502627705357866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635770847914479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525003746802008,0.0,0.2725490989989976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575573057833899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388316852560662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802940045110553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115531034540397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195175317071736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615762506800795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380068992380305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557895444380448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408234321707002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569228796392595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Question_Mark91,2019/06/29,"Had a really bad Social Anxiety attack last night. So very recently I've been diagnosed with Depression, Anxiety/Social Anxiety, and ADD. I've been taking Duloxtine 10mg and Adderall XR 10mg, I smoked weed about once or twice every two weeks just to kinda wind down, relax, and to play Smash Bros Melee with my friends to get some really good practice to get better at it. But after last night I don't think I want to smoke weed again after going through a really bad Social Anxiety panic attack, few times I smoked before I would sometimes get these voices in my head that tell me ""You're never good enough for anything"", ""you're not as cool as you think you are"", ""you think the people you work with like you but no one likes you, you're just a fake"" etc.. I know people will say you're not suppose to listen to that negative voice in your head but man. It's really dragging me down even though it shouldn't really matter, worst thing about all this panic attack (if its even called that) is the rumination that happens where I go back and think of social interactions in the past and then the same thing happens where I get told of an outside perspective and same thing happens with the negative voice in my head. I've been feeling pretty happy about the way my life has been recently but that experience last night has really brought my mood down and I feel so demoralized, I already have a lack of self-esteem and confidence in myself so that experience last night really doesn't help me any. Any advice on how to get out of this rut and get back to just being normal? I feel like I have no one to really tell that will understand any of this. Thanks you guys.",6.7855931623931625,6.514124258461544,6.955051282051282,77.35722649572652,64.87692307692308,10.545299145299149,28.517094017094017,10.125756701596842,2.5425965811965816,1324,34,255,27,18,427,164,325,0.168,0.7070000000000001,0.125,-0.9161,0,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,8,0,2,18,23,3,2,11,1,18,5,3,1,2,48,44,23,0,6,11,1,3,3,1,4,2,5,0,2,18,15,0,0,9,2,0,3,10,10,0,4,7,9,29,12,39,32,9,37,0,1,0,0,23,13,0,4,23,166,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188169891331203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117497102571103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006937925331726,0.0,0.16881893429838998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053337502551305,0.0,0.0,0.2510543744093047,0.0,0.1131257554359512,0.12283857333638355,0.0,0.0,0.062593896717638,0.0,0.0,0.065057587221389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511269010216655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335687188869216,0.07466155894345812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600684592400778,0.08203852316364316,0.09717099162339662,0.0,0.0619772297014112,0.0,0.0,0.1439110260655762,0.0,0.0,0.11158200135432003,0.05255107272776553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683205077732191,0.0,0.2305914797507678,0.0,0.08361135867291629,0.12339679229386667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283567961242396,0.19514583033281072,0.07830568092905693,0.0,0.0,0.2264804585073824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049305524172229116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04042649379101808,0.23984393163831064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051957399784290204,0.10781267845845917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673378446609385,0.0,0.0,0.2761232253902835,0.07207289924852707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833869221834039,0.09969192876005377,0.0,0.0,0.17261294468094804,0.0,0.0,0.07022106826097818,0.10199408410584722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483667198031503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769938792907265,0.0,0.1452626819641328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849763520486104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673882206749426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495458741867594,0.0,0.0,0.0727524357762967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055307748570232296,0.0,0.1285888605815329,0.06772389946327459,0.0,0.0,0.1466094115641441,0.18853637215453609,0.0722720432503119,0.0,0.04289325943674949,0.0,0.0,0.07028945684998493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185714967492994,0.07657825408967653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606944659387433,0.043387423819938965,0.05838827521511556,0.059005163662629076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355234620073355,0.0,0.0,0.05225470865185482,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,antiherounicorn,2019/06/29,"Anxiety leads to strange coping mechanisms. This morning, I had intended on being productive and getting work done while sitting at Starbucks. For a variety of reasons that didn’t happen, and I ended up having to take an Ativan. 

That didn’t seem to help either...so I went to Lowe’s and bought a new ceiling fan and started planning a kitchen remodel.

I’m not sure if that counts as adulting or not, but at least I was able to find a use for all the nervous energy.",5.252124542124541,6.090859065934068,6.14478021978022,78.02105311355312,68.23076923076923,9.143589743589745,34.946886446886445,9.2995712137729,3.3072402930402927,369,18,67,7,6,122,70,91,0.08199999999999999,0.845,0.073,0.0693,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,6,0,7,1,0,4,2,17,16,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,4,1,0,3,0,1,2,4,2,0,0,7,0,4,1,13,8,2,12,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,3,4,46,8,2,0.28099358796305884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495932567846807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875539993761759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24887691561968536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25682304877017265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468075521280491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484817018401578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883440789210134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27138535823659743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889082078420132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558060091004645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988887078263132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648331312326645,0.0,0.21127220806472247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426882405514809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604838711960482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045666786545875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socialanxietyjob,2019/06/29,"Jobs for people with social anxiety? I had a kitchen job for awhile, but the managers had a habit of referring to a certain employee as a ""fucking retard,"" in front of other people, screaming, throwing shit, etc., and it eventually resulted in me getting into a confrontation with one of them and quitting.



I'd rather not get another kitchen job due to my previous experience, but I definitely need a job of some kind. Does anyone have any ideas of jobs where there's minimal interaction with the public?",10.751813186813187,8.873382615384621,10.65832417582418,59.16792582417585,58.01098901098901,14.374725274725273,45.82692307692307,13.023866798666859,6.173745054945054,402,21,64,12,4,134,66,91,0.133,0.757,0.11,-0.2869,6,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,3,0,8,0,3,4,1,1,1,16,7,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,2,1,5,2,16,5,2,7,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,1,1,45,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066174881864166,0.16440013969485096,0.11993819673778765,0.0,0.0,0.1096259815954828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720143758344022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485395057441294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533633862995655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494291104826665,0.1638247888446061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698837859866032,0.0,0.0,0.7779122832863242,0.0,0.0,0.1632648656091745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625225012561854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623989140630599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21738651371810425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675750607902762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093500116550113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598200324804818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pinkypigs,2019/06/29,Why can't I just be myself around others? I can do anything when I'm around my best friend but I can never do the same around other people. I'm always conscious about myself and what they think of me and I think this is what is hindering me from having fun :(,1.7633333333333354,3.6724034814814814,3.0442222222222237,92.47300000000004,79.0,5.060740740740742,16.355555555555554,5.6839178017228535,-0.5942400000000001,204,3,43,1,5,66,38,54,0.068,0.772,0.161,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,1,12,13,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,10,3,6,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245418389600272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220685237030908,0.72068725225274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831972600943123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849010334909876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812961040359607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708419672856655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458257020284116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435030983005385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,swedishclemens,2019/06/29,"People with (secret/gay) intentions A few bad experiences with (secretly) gay people. 

Not sure if this is the right place to post this, but I’ve had a few bad experiences with people who have (apparently) been gay without anyone around knowing it. I’m a guy who has no trouble with being friendly and getting new friends. The last two years, I’ve met some people on different occasions that, in the beginning, seemed to be just normal people and potential friends. We had a good time and we’re hanging out like any other friends. 

But after awhile they (again, different people on different occasions) opened up more about being interested in men and that they had more interest in me. Some of them even started to become needy and a bit controlling/desperate even though they knew that I wasn’t interested in men. This has lately made me think twice about certain interactions with some people and made me hold back a bit. It’s not a huge issue but it feels like I get trust issues with people after these experiences. 

Any suggestions/similar experiences from other people?",6.98375495638382,8.372787613402064,7.017628865979383,71.32931403647899,64.61855670103093,10.505313243457573,31.933386201427442,10.560738912317856,3.627200317208565,863,33,142,22,13,276,113,194,0.091,0.701,0.20800000000000002,0.9837,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,4,0,9,16,0,0,10,0,12,2,0,3,2,40,25,11,0,2,8,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,14,16,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,9,1,10,13,25,13,9,26,0,0,0,2,17,13,0,5,13,99,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772077544727115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566237686101846,0.0,0.0,0.0835976729060457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220914725856037,0.15681784571331114,0.0,0.103713565434123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504555306761585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29434036203013525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405016729133472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36743860611594187,0.0,0.0,0.04748250379204921,0.06708760767291365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902111129527229,0.0,0.09812568943724333,0.0,0.0,0.07876523884100492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298328739627428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960302713283852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160916065582701,0.07654722707486525,0.1059318622891471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175701908194127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771528201569653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069654453781832,0.0,0.0,0.09200950880075803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5859333472989565,0.0,0.09811345401004508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993752163028101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019657666317734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548995144091427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646828209395189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850680094905032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017219778129813,0.0922637394751986,0.0,0.0547582763117366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173407916635144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052357458337157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047341504000441
socialanxiety,fieldsofcolor,2019/06/29,"do i have social anxiety? okay so, ive always been a really introverted person and all, but for awhile ive felt like something could be wrong. it started out as really mild stuff i could easily brush off, like skipping school on presentation days because i was nervous, but it’s gradually gotten much worse than that over the years. but, ive never talked to anyone about it so im not sure if im just overreacting about it or if it’s actually something I should get checked out or something. i believe it might be social anxiety because almost everything involving my anxiety revolves around being judged by others. i haven’t gotten my license yet because im too afraid of messing up in front of people to take the driving test, but I feel a lot of pressure to get my license because people might think im weird if i wait too long. i also have this intense fear of getting something like hiv and herpes (and other highly stigmatized illnesses) and throughly convince myself that I have it and nobody will every love me and everyone will hate me forever. obviously a lot of people are afraid of getting those things, but im not sure if most people research it for hours almost every day trying to convince themselves that they don’t have it and then break down sobbing throughly convinced that they do have it and that nobody will ever love them. i know i don’t actually have hiv, but it took me almost 2 months to convince myself that I don’t (im a virgin and as far as i know have never been exposed to it btw). i also almost pass out every time i have to give a presentation at school, which isn’t very often because i usually just stay home and just take an F on the project. talking to people in generally has just become very difficult. i usually avoid talking to people other than my friends because its just so much pressure and causes so much stress and I start sweating and it’s embarrassing so id rather just save myself the trouble. i started suspecting something was wrong around 2 years ago when these things really started becoming a problem. I started a really bad nail-biting habit around that time as well. i have several nails that are probably permanently disfigured and weird-looking because I can’t control it. ive tried to stop because it is really painful biting all of my cuticles off and almost all the skin around them until they are raw and bloody, but i can’t stand being in a public area without biting my nails. anyways, there are other things but this is already long enough as it is so if anyone could help me it would be very appreciated... <3 thank you if you read this far and sorry about any spelling or grammar errors ahha this is really embarrassing to post but im really tired of living like this",6.26168831168831,6.978799733333336,6.864831168831168,74.18098701298702,65.95238095238095,9.335064935064935,32.48051948051948,9.339509955726095,3.0048857142857144,2200,87,380,39,33,723,231,525,0.171,0.722,0.106,-0.9895,0,1,5,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,5,1,31,38,1,10,14,1,50,10,2,2,9,91,75,51,0,13,28,0,3,4,1,7,5,0,1,1,42,24,0,4,6,1,1,4,12,21,1,0,8,4,48,17,54,52,10,58,0,1,0,5,20,22,1,20,32,278,90,6,0.0,0.0,0.1068856086332961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048545926543552005,0.0,0.2741965132712351,0.0,0.060434611988240614,0.08759120675288594,0.045568921927518116,0.0,0.0,0.0372421227540599,0.0,0.12568537643653716,0.0,0.0,0.07658601479102245,0.0,0.0,0.1950100779089637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045726542448792665,0.2670742066634215,0.1209674251235172,0.0,0.06170147541086185,0.0,0.0,0.059789267883601824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625880836254822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142367812202972,0.13117634642857967,0.0,0.0,0.07063787374844763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658695265086685,0.0,0.0,0.049538137423084966,0.13842578993682028,0.0523303673277266,0.0492193099167014,0.0,0.0,0.061625924679057024,0.027690862801309325,0.0,0.052583051527904615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04231135402728472,0.0,0.11444994625349038,0.0525356414129157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406916448307618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036707869243115455,0.057862298884286574,0.054933826320931904,0.0,0.05393255828260979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140896819748559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060194895925034825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702177954148286,0.0,0.048358556490576105,0.09693071984728803,0.045988862382099316,0.0,0.0,0.09311860114159368,0.09885522020622917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161941608365401,0.0,0.0,0.04371295307453195,0.0,0.12077587425323033,0.0,0.08447638988985579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058273891291659774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278032065849647,0.04781874311563697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244979462458167,0.0,0.05904600364462025,0.05240277183747039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477988605742922,0.0,0.2455873246749025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085034082079973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061868936157468524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116521758192058,0.0,0.21080411636277846,0.0,0.0613050075402746,0.19381497742443649,0.05837227347525387,0.0,0.045786047270294714,0.0627331979025854,0.0,0.06269289797429227,0.0,0.0,0.1032308528967392,0.0,0.0823530278495934,0.1320542564060653,0.0,0.05042031471864966,0.0,0.0,0.10915042887908094,0.035091242882060884,0.0,0.0,0.06386790061556884,0.06294438693120159,0.0,0.0,0.06084600323060571,0.07436376968148453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206319657733559,0.13556074437080992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924037122170878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279156918620555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558102808145131,0.038903531495356566,0.11975400469202832,0.0,0.07053381373202977
socialanxiety,_harm0ny_,2019/06/29,"All silence is shared silence. You're not alone in any quiet moments. If you're talking to someone and they don't respond, you didn't create silence. Just like if someone says something to you and you choose not to respond, they shouldn't kick themself.

This also applies to when you're on your own. Although, the silence of a room can be more deafening than the 'silence' of a park or field.",4.2391228070175435,6.001693789473688,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,71.63157894736842,5.592982456140351,33.719298245614034,5.46131890053228,1.7754982456140351,312,16,57,1,6,96,51,76,0.057999999999999996,0.852,0.09,0.3254,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,6,8,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,9,3,3,5,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,3,3,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871648634626142,0.0,0.2989437820074462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542104724620069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262960814981524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972767307493705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6334730794533681,0.2877849599036398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30046241933533296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,foxhughes107,2019/06/29,"So...i went out tonight Long one...
Although, I have a genuine distaste with human interaction. So bad I can't spend too much time with my loved ones; otherwise resulting in Qa breakdown. I am an outgoing person. I not only know I need human interaction, touch, or just presence. I seek it out. It always ends badly. Listen I understand I need therapy and better habits. This hit hard though. I was invited to a party in which I knew very little people. I was having a great time. Playing all the games, very lively, meeting everyone. In the process I am trying to grab my new friends numbers. I eventually get to this girl who I've hung out with before. It was past the point of me trying to get with her. She had argued with and upset me on the first night we met. (Also over social anxiety. Same gender person groping me while I'm attracted to opposite sex. Whole other story.) I have her number already but as not to make it weird. I asked for her number. Granted the conversation was not at the right time. Though she immediately responds with I just got out of a relationship. I even tried badly to joke about it later. So now I'm not only embarrassed because I was completely misunderstood. I am now embarrassed from being rejected by a girl I had little interest in. I want to never show my face to them again. Though, my anxiety, makes me also believe I need to go back over tomorrow. So as to show I actually care. In which I know I dont, but just so anxious. I'm mortified and need to vent.",1.8027107337780488,4.403106656357386,3.967872447948253,81.85913432383262,83.81099656357391,6.997412573276732,23.67909844350111,8.124751697461798,1.807547321609056,1171,44,217,26,34,400,166,291,0.10300000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.136,0.6986,0,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,0,1,2,19,18,1,3,12,0,16,3,1,3,2,39,41,19,0,5,10,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,11,14,0,0,4,5,1,2,7,9,0,3,11,4,40,9,39,28,4,37,0,1,0,2,28,17,0,1,18,156,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.10404628106811978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765843326474655,0.17052883794998738,0.08871684260335108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312886483759007,0.12045087833873748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967582581342996,0.0,0.0,0.08198462517633108,0.267071128586996,0.06499490045447325,0.0,0.09072623897087673,0.1201248537572788,0.0,0.0942972160966802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087067612796257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178962293397857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495849589683215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443416469878388,0.0,0.0,0.07042187073629767,0.0,0.0,0.10188050902266148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069138925681816,0.0,0.0,0.08237477598315716,0.0,0.11140967833168472,0.0,0.06059491823825965,0.0,0.08527419746896185,0.11754953782574762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551107449059666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719173685523418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137236118235195,0.09414790307138972,0.09435583564824668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622921325092344,0.0,0.1423400962058334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837837553299294,0.31623116094145715,0.08223234463916397,0.1029747960060552,0.0,0.10005616779690338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449769428723874,0.16217947252536435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178138371181693,0.07391726776450462,0.1861939114218188,0.0,0.0,0.10079088688494137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144705739879936,0.0,0.09105337104470576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086862283491118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192989623328747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142624605919612,0.0,0.18651390838246545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171650734041219,0.0,0.0,0.11099575749139716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594624746909202,0.06288756553335463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988383222793314,0.0,0.1190380415466989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cruelpain,2019/06/29,"Feel like giving up.. I was at a work function yesterday and it was fucking terribe. THe entire time i was in my own head. I couldn't get into the conversation i mumbled when i spoke.  I just wanted to get out of there. Had to endure about 4 hours like this. Trying to fit in and smile and make small talk. I just felt so tired and depressed then entire time kept thinking about things that happened in my past during this social event . I was compeltely discoonnected. No wonder why no one wants to hang out with me or talk to me. I feel so fucking depressed. It makes it worse that the few freinds i have when i ask them to hang out and go gym and stuff with me they just ignore me or reject me.

​

I'm so sick of this. I can't form connections with anymore. No one talks to me 

i feel like ending it. Been like this for years.",0.8565294117647078,3.2347101235294136,2.093235294117651,95.19455882352943,86.0,4.576470588235295,18.5,5.985473137389443,-0.2998588235294113,651,17,141,5,20,207,98,170,0.165,0.74,0.095,-0.9275,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,1,11,10,2,0,4,0,9,5,1,2,0,31,30,14,0,3,5,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,12,13,0,2,6,1,0,3,5,6,0,2,9,5,23,4,24,20,3,25,0,3,0,2,10,11,2,3,15,98,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410853599560015,0.1728276986258818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410561296182237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296791286212845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450087815733353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597551793931502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575063116567428,0.20322143305972715,0.13656522294213438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629827654685488,0.14862091464517607,0.13644209252777004,0.08083384052692856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577547021512664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597127755547065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007007261257293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277949886095722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898822041816896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927604478414592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357767347291569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498782249859132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282184734380106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34296257905423866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449275778014343,0.0911366546493046,0.0,0.0,0.16587348647467914,0.16347499782613056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656633164376338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778448065436186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834244329259625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424476040608148,0.1035467400922688,0.0,0.14494676935689868,0.0,0.0,0.1728276986258818,0.0915928775278656
socialanxiety,AmbroseUFO,2019/06/29,"I work retail, oh god My boss told my sister that she might fire me because I don't look happy to be there.  Well, this is just my normal face. Its bad because I hate talking to people asking me where certain items are even though I just started. Its irritating me.",2.2656603773584933,4.37264424528302,3.460981132075472,89.12883018867926,78.24528301886792,4.994716981132076,21.92075471698113,5.6839178017228535,0.2010935849056601,207,6,41,1,5,67,42,53,0.252,0.6459999999999999,0.102,-0.8833,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,1,6,10,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,11,3,2,7,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,30,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569561641155284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294958755468308,0.3351031239833851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815418495564702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925926330305549,0.0,0.27136646635868283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308124269312923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291582079538086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693035691800914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055269852711265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454669238515632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209213407255682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700476795325351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626396579407455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471313486785485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010070526086385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,notyourpatsypat,2019/06/29,you[[re all stupid i was drunk and you guys al took me too serious get a life hippies i'm just drunl tryingto handle mya nxiety i gate mt lfe,-1.5461428571428577,-0.5570638999999993,1.02809523809524,95.32500000000002,121.33333333333334,5.7142857142857135,17.61904761904762,6.868970318607317,0.7809047619047629,113,4,25,3,7,38,28,30,0.23600000000000002,0.764,0.0,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023136366273244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729410090169971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087080015826881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6428863311177436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theaccountnotrealtho,2019/06/29,"I feel nervous around girls for no reason I don't know what's wrong with me, but I feel an unbearable anxiety around girls, and I don't know why. I've heard before of people feeling nervous around girls they find attractive, but this isn't the case with me. This keeps happening regardless of that, and it's profoundly affecting my life. I can't feel comfortable around my best friend whenever his girlfriend is around. What do I do to stop this?",5.398178294573647,6.679926569767443,5.230232558139537,83.09364341085275,68.18604651162791,9.919379844961243,29.449612403100772,10.125756701596842,2.8454868217054266,359,13,70,9,6,111,53,86,0.152,0.662,0.187,0.741,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,2,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,23,16,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,7,9,0,2,8,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,5,12,4,11,15,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,45,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881075508261325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7494724952207298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432795521415447,0.0,0.1767051295821651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405533131177031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389688598199042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009049140034884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889847433797365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966448008341518,0.0,0.0,0.18507523029470796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893224997820855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673395856544368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731233771051133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407737834348498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519373687602973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409783467931007,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,magic_mochii,2019/06/29,"I will always be quiet ig Even though I graduated high school like a year ago or so, I’m still socially anxious. I’m in college and I’m usually the quiet one in the classroom while the rest of them are talking to each other. I’m usually freaking out in the inside on what to say just in case someone talks to me haha...

But for my sophomore year of college, I think I want to try to get out of my comfort zone?? Like talk to people and try to make friends with them. It’s kind of hard though because I’m like awkward. But I want to try, you know?

This is kinda like a vent or something lol",1.0357733333333314,2.902591184000002,3.0101000000000013,92.03488333333335,81.16,5.446666666666667,24.016666666666666,6.42735559955562,0.607626666666667,458,17,101,4,12,154,78,125,0.063,0.77,0.16699999999999998,0.909,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,0,6,10,0,1,6,2,4,0,0,1,0,17,15,10,0,2,5,0,1,4,1,1,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,4,11,8,21,13,2,15,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,3,11,62,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064687871914602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320219242278146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792461979774046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672066285495487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479668357784028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258412398369985,0.0,0.0828958723019032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213260379082074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763819980422565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522509867249707,0.08719809085407701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310062662703003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591006647905968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751545640310677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999827808980094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617671311568046,0.0,0.1605773702497169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173890529295493,0.1344362722423802,0.12214800745835384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671001045757446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38258655890373133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166607444003674,0.31177495758737545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32316919791737275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494939878128848,0.0,0.18716936194035969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204350013521068
socialanxiety,morericeplsty,2019/06/29,"Funny moment in the grocery store So a few weeks ago, my bank cards were reported stolen for some reason. So they sent me my new debit card in the mail, but I only found out later that my credit card was also cancelled so I'm still waiting on that one. So when I did some grocery shopping earlier all I had was my debit card.

It was a VISA debit card so when it came to pay I tried to tap it, but it didn't work so I had to insert it. When the machine asked me for my pin, I freaked out a little and while I typed my 4 numbers in, I thought ""wait did I reuse my old pin or is the card automatically set to some random number like 9999. What if it rejects it? I don't have any cash on me, am I gonna have to sheepishly apologize and explain that I can't pay for my items?""

Then a second later it confirms that my pin was accepted and in relief I go ""Wow I can't believe that worked"". And so immediately I thought, ""damn that sounded suspicious as fuck. Is the cashier thinking I stole this card off of someone, I tried to tap in at first so maybe she's putting together that I was hoping that I wouldn't need to use a pin for this card I must have purloined from some innocent person.""

In the end she didn't even react and I just said ""have a good day"" and left the grocery store. I realized I unnecessarily overthink things and all the bad things are all in my head. I don't even know if this post has any value but I wrote this much so I might as well post it.",1.7458287841191051,3.207589235483873,3.562580645161294,90.75694789081888,77.61290322580646,6.317617866004963,22.89081885856079,7.010146845296331,0.5580545905707193,1133,34,259,12,26,381,157,310,0.1,0.7709999999999999,0.129,0.8485,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,3,18,13,2,0,14,0,28,2,1,3,4,44,48,30,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,1,24,10,0,2,9,1,12,4,7,5,1,3,19,2,42,8,28,25,10,38,0,1,0,1,11,15,2,10,17,182,66,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235447064622538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940330145559992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20307209250330174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958486811394738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466776825986782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682214492037624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707710756041505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962927175688284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322445068035192,0.0,0.0,0.19723593878143966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270031675702252,0.0,0.16371091178788275,0.0,0.13803486060667394,0.0,0.0,0.0848564193136916,0.12523429968187647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323532638382895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482987040818699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205697319027501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222595349690747,0.0,0.0,0.07294541472044169,0.1496480311337582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000215005746614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839451159620818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976016624368096,0.1107116106972508,0.0,0.1442047076336255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566759230784749,0.0,0.10117644591982963,0.1135571243002052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037189487690606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859957692562279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009797624726606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535157383416787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202817816499638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651003570312372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192393070675872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839010553080835,0.09567193803184676,0.0,0.2370712184651342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274363004732884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895606086579886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976762461225085,0.0,0.13424778825935346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173991867405652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Papashteve,2019/06/04,"Went out with a buddy and his GF + GF's friend Hey, just wanted to make this post here because I really have no one to talk about this with.

Quick back story - So I have had social anxiety all my life, to the point when I am not able to function in society normally (unable to get a normal full time job, interacting with new people is pretty terrifying and stuff). I have been getting better recently in the past 2 years after getting help from a psychiatrist and therapist. Been able to manage to go our with friends more often and stuff. 

Anyway, went out to a restaurant with my good friend and his GF. His GF brought along one of her friends (girl). They were pretty quiet, talking a bit amongst themselves. I tried to make conversation by asking about their interests and such and then showing further interest in the stuff they would answer with. But the conversation would end without them really asking me anything about myself.

The whole night they were telling me I am quiet and I got the impression they thought I was really boring. I mean I tried to converse with them but it seemed they expected me to be some kind of ""life of the party"" kinda guy. The only real thing they would say to me was that I was quiet..

Did I screw up somehow? I feel like I tried my best here. It is really hard to write down everything that happened here and this probably sounds incoherent but I just needed to get this out of my system. 

Recently went off my antidepressants because I was gaining too much weight and the depression and anxiety is really hitting me hard again. This experience didnt help much either :/",5.306759675967597,6.8317028217821765,5.787304230423043,78.1012263726373,68.63696369636963,9.073447344734474,28.624212421242127,9.457814108942452,2.596116831683169,1277,45,230,27,22,411,166,303,0.073,0.792,0.135,0.958,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,9,3,18,15,1,0,14,0,23,4,0,2,1,52,45,17,0,8,8,0,4,1,8,3,2,5,0,2,13,22,1,0,5,1,0,5,4,3,0,2,17,9,41,12,42,23,10,33,0,1,0,1,39,12,1,5,15,176,54,2,0.17864404744052095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666220732173825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350441479211578,0.0,0.16700806918312489,0.0,0.0,0.06868312272139931,0.0,0.10889975320564098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373795316347798,0.07899807130330573,0.09751651570120637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693292814541686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911280083490488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027687540243236,0.08737407875097612,0.0,0.0,0.04516389901948336,0.06381167159313833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760398958136532,0.0,0.1866682830530484,0.0,0.05076376450706844,0.07491907564184305,0.07143898209124737,0.0,0.0,0.08844284667162228,0.07898717058531295,0.0,0.1600299772397869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974133934447688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863832592799695,0.0,0.0,0.09301514246131354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618157383937753,0.04363822896002716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924628886031025,0.0,0.0,0.09729786947990288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132392991632835,0.0662311487933202,0.0,0.08626776710978748,0.0,0.08382266842163509,0.17503323676901505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105382988998376,0.06793342404380004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526797863864304,0.061924644555985536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443818384517864,0.0,0.08554580783612276,0.18174521994136775,0.09630424899521664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166801807329033,0.2861098780816691,0.0,0.1763894450690479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103245838586937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131541569432803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910525545951168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30675704115826546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358731841644393,0.07807138575906977,0.0,0.0,0.1037097540335992,0.0593415835781881,0.0,0.0,0.07091170946701765,0.052084390339970914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193137256329267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268444384404434,0.0,0.0,0.10877016139798404,0.0,0.2484072326032312,0.0,0.09972484961030632,0.0,0.08610324340248149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035540863044131,0.0,0.0,0.057520454738265066
socialanxiety,MentalIllnessFunsies,2019/06/04,"Need an opinion on something that’s making me feel like I’ll be abandoned Met a friend for the first time in years recently. It went real well, and since then (4 days) she’s been calling me “hun” and has been rather affectionate in chat. Had a chat with her, and she put extra effort in to asking me if I was doing alright. I said I was fine thanks and that I appreciate it, then I added “I do mean that I appreciate it”. When the conversation ended she said “I’ll talk to you tomorrow” followed by “didn’t mean to sound presumptuous” to which I replied “it didn’t (emoticon)”. I’m horribly lonely, so I don’t know how to react to the heightened affection, but I’m pretty certain that in those 2 instances I came across as disgustingly sensitive and desperate and that she’s going to abandon me. Is this the case? She has a boyfriend, so I’d rather discussion regarding her being interested didn’t go down THAT route on here. I’d just feel worthless because of it.",3.322710526315788,5.196092994736841,4.6917763157894745,82.57555921052634,74.31578947368422,7.907894736842106,27.66447368421053,8.660442795831766,2.1044473684210527,759,30,150,15,16,252,116,190,0.114,0.743,0.14300000000000002,-0.1154,1,2,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,9,14,1,0,8,1,16,0,0,4,1,28,35,15,0,4,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,14,8,0,2,5,2,0,6,4,5,1,1,13,5,22,9,20,20,1,24,0,4,0,0,19,8,0,2,11,101,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556973273386964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144824957178216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176707341844051,0.21479571896017224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211169012530516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633703229251615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899168996768783,0.1341659499652582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974448009978298,0.0,0.0,0.1450955363083298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134646693579441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032111936388853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175068286180188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253594462058839,0.0,0.0,0.4091433671131279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925297321472574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106238307429332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887931115292148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376005181087887,0.0,0.0,0.18543204456720647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35728585222792114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535194457327414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457933111730184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094831789657842,0.0,0.1729030604933994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095089900305155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885675806611802,0.1740945478488145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093847817681692
socialanxiety,Callanna4ever,2019/06/04,Feeling Hopeless and Need A Job I'm 31 and have Social Anxiety. I've never had a job because of it even though I have tried many times. I'm in a long distance relationship with the love of my life and he lives in Ohio and I live in Virginia and I need to find a job to get me out of my hopeless rut and so I can finally live my own life and be with the one I love but I have no clue what to do or where to start. I need it to help with my social anxiety as well. I have been getting better little by little over the years just by doing things I wouldn't normally do just never been successful in getting a job. If anyone can help it would be greatly appreciated.,1.5897319347319367,3.015388013986016,3.745611888111888,89.43328962703964,77.95104895104896,6.724708624708625,23.105477855477854,7.492282038375204,0.8175365967365962,518,16,118,7,12,178,78,143,0.095,0.7390000000000001,0.166,0.9124,4,0,0,0,0,2,6.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,8,0,16,4,0,0,2,26,28,13,0,7,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,3,1,14,6,20,21,1,16,0,2,0,2,8,9,0,2,7,85,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046374829993365,0.0,0.0,0.0870438939956016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588584873231755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009824196290216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222219578418795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294414281513075,0.0,0.0,0.13636893659117455,0.11377845637586005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19511726161769613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724686680991116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668814280477063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941347905945052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585707117442312,0.0,0.2495364646142468,0.3297717273655117,0.11016668416978033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247079530648598,0.0,0.0,0.12620982824296326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769156104076736,0.1920234117617429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197039329831433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435531167965181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336519727119082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537967325471663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811222464428398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270333591017354,0.0,0.12230740863242676,0.0,0.07258911155088416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451819960773357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192836354318078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884316772657902,0.0,0.0,0.08016526022863374
socialanxiety,TallFile,2019/06/04,"I'm so sick of people assuming I'm lazy (rant) I'm so fucking done with people saying I'm just lazy. Found out my sister is even using me as an example of how not to turn out to her kids because the youngest used me as an insult in a damn fight with her sibling. I'm trying so damn hard to be ""normal"" and do normal adult shit and I feel worthless enough about not even being able to handle the simplest of jobs. I'm trying so hard to get better but no I'm just a lazy asshole who doesn't want a job. I'm sorry if this isn't a good place but I needed to get this out somehow because holy shit does it hurt",1.930746268656716,2.7900659552238807,3.813611940298512,91.5877313432836,76.01492537313433,5.957014925373135,21.6089552238806,5.6839178017228535,0.05906208955223846,474,11,109,2,10,161,78,134,0.293,0.693,0.013999999999999999,-0.986,2,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,11,11,7,0,8,0,7,4,2,3,0,25,25,12,0,5,7,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,2,4,7,2,18,21,1,5,0,2,0,1,9,5,5,3,0,63,11,2,0.15779926815398587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238593845363125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956062926069232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809120295205582,0.16148343805723298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630488264063313,0.0,0.20844985675073052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797880513161554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301875267534625,0.0,0.14588288066482874,0.16488720937169454,0.0,0.0,0.13235453939199518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827142986619263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892738024093382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131828496326326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700615786891393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092195576678248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187962875143359,0.0,0.16486664935873815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548831163490745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239573622473018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664336148202073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142706897211054,0.17164029055099786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725758052076035,0.0,0.0,0.0930740967952816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smithsqueen,2019/06/04,"DAE feel like they need to tell new acquaintance everything about them? Hey r/socialanxiety, I don’t know if anyone else has this problem, but sometimes I feel like when I meet new people, I need to tell new people everything about me, even the really negative or weird things just to get it out of the way so I feel like I’m not putting up a fake front and not tricking people into liking me. Like my mind goes, “Oh, you think she likes you? If she knew about that weird blog you had in 10th grade I bet she wouldn’t. Does she really like you then?” Just stuff like that. Might be just me but wondering if others had a similar anxious process.",3.5524218750000003,5.0855393984375015,3.9676250000000017,89.41487500000002,72.984375,7.932500000000001,22.95625,8.548686976883017,1.1839099999999996,505,13,108,9,10,158,83,128,0.11,0.691,0.19899999999999998,0.9333,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,2,0,9,13,1,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,28,18,10,0,7,11,0,3,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,7,1,1,2,5,5,0,0,3,3,20,8,11,12,0,12,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,7,13,66,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667209658298874,0.0,0.09078086723315228,0.1330272217247689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361599967624045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084571568540339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575216360931408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23336749671843285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969393926342622,0.2782539178273413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783134886982944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135173268898919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074310230723701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377301941738581,0.1310923185655256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925361110681056,0.0,0.37617482164651855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700254440540521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423075115756547,0.0,0.13051603370159945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634615061839353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840619759946906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862545499972754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269560663466129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625396006961314,0.08319047465298042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305381977612116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407962019265875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,andaawaywethrow,2019/06/04,"Learning to be alone again? My boyfriend left for a month (not that long of a time and I thought I would be okay) but I am feeling very anxious and empty without his presence. I mostly do everything with him and I thought I was okay with being alone because two years before I was very suddenly broken up with and my friends all left me as well. I was all alone for a very long time, and while that was one of the hardest times in my life, I found myself being able to go and enjoy my alone time more (always have had a bf to be there with me). I thought I was the same independent person as I was but as soon as my current boyfriend left I have been spiraling. I am having a hard time getting out of our apartment and enjoying myself without him. I feel so sad that he's not by my side. I also feel less safe in this big city to go out alone. What can I do to change this? I get up everyday and get dressed to go out but keep sitting on my couch instead (I watched four movies yesterday?!). Please help!",2.3605541346973595,3.868472898550728,3.2960215970446143,93.11936061381077,76.05314009661835,6.2232452401250375,25.703040636544472,6.794906146795322,0.8209541915316851,778,28,174,7,17,248,111,207,0.128,0.7340000000000001,0.138,0.6304,1,5,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,7,2,22,1,0,1,2,38,36,18,0,1,7,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,6,15,0,2,8,0,0,3,4,1,1,3,12,5,34,7,30,18,6,34,0,1,1,0,9,14,0,1,16,129,40,1,0.10601692776234532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490078206463463,0.0,0.08478169882868652,0.08821457673728145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197689518527134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462693515037841,0.0,0.09021259701006344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215185222959984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528117866183124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081603238670314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624208919659647,0.08190841540282798,0.0,0.16616840720549406,0.0,0.18075558962519964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949703434282578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106091193817424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423271657875966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455631066453969,0.0,0.07488289137158231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764328982303455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846217002794146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183981399142117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256989205854696,0.0,0.11637475039715657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524967953126657,0.3090966157188623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356313356170424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26242520518442103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532195017952737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439307028002246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531138370811337,0.0,0.0,0.06827142557743783
socialanxiety,plizir,2019/06/04,"Coworkers keep making fun of me for being""too quite"" When they stuff like that my mind go blank, only later I come up with some appropriate answer. My first impulse is to ignore it or laugh it off. I don't want to confront them violently because I am afraid they won't talk to me altogether
They usually nice and break each other balls too. I try to participate in their discussions and listen closely. But its never enough,  I am still labelle ""the quite one""

I tried working on myself in multiple ways but its depressing that ""Shy""  will go with me to the grave.",3.552336448598126,5.9425674579439285,4.6839345794392555,80.53898598130844,75.35514018691589,8.018317757009347,25.65327102803738,8.841846274778883,2.1559091588785044,446,16,82,10,10,146,81,107,0.109,0.8059999999999999,0.085,-0.5722,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,4,3,10,2,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,18,13,6,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,2,1,1,0,3,3,6,0,2,0,1,17,4,14,11,3,17,0,2,0,0,8,6,0,2,7,61,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338256127848109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910871215247116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908392258609688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268368393559139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867351231671006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495319481429409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513150377913416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725300213291963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654034751493775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166630077266594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931780547577532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487616132093876,0.16696515526650474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670019009002479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753197744403797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513133886939109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764527495202166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29809773608440954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417851868623257,0.0,0.1294865741034751,0.17425551138488393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982303705133866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JayTheSheep,2019/06/04,"Scared of the next steps to a GF? Hey,

so this is a bit awkward and I feel very uncomfortable talking about it. I'm M22 and I've never had a girlfriend. I had one or two chances but I always ditched out of it before it happened, simply because I was really scared. 

Right now I met a girl on a dating app, she seems really nice and we share quiet a lot of views. I don't know how to handle this - eventually we have to meet.

I'm scared of having a date. I'm scared of body contact. I'm scared of a first kiss (if it will ever get that far). There is no way she will continue liking me once she meets me in person, I'm way to awkward.

Any tips?",-0.41488309352518016,1.6056004028776982,2.1448875899280573,95.1581946942446,88.13669064748201,4.913848920863308,17.320593525179856,6.322622252153567,-0.33561546762590005,492,12,116,5,16,169,89,139,0.18600000000000005,0.7070000000000001,0.106,-0.8962,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,1,6,11,0,7,9,0,10,2,1,1,2,16,21,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,7,0,3,4,3,13,4,14,15,2,16,0,0,1,1,16,5,0,4,9,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277247307228248,0.0,0.0,0.10033828582230156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994441677279763,0.0,0.1255532140700946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108514247773392,0.16389352316593486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346639300575566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460513797165401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550498663711482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708819053740625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304769713740993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108899581605368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208492098959386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544076607045138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379877846893828,0.0,0.15691988863644954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157134722550178,0.09998292748200684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883397506864575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890471583963806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260059219499819,0.0,0.0,0.7386107548177112,0.0,0.0,0.13432294241205078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859418621958864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441337984804048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174326371231965,0.0,0.2342348376339793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iforgotthekeys,2019/06/04,"Asking for help around the house?  My roommate and I get along pretty well but I need help with the every day chores. It’s really frustrating to have to keep up with 100% of the cleaning. She did the dishes before and sometimes vacuumed or took out the garbage but it has been at least a month or two since the last time she’s helped out. 

 I have a difficult time with confronting domestic situations for reasons I don’t have the energy to go into. But every which way I try to play out the situation of asking for help with cleaning, I end up coming to the conclusion that if I have a problem with it then I need to deal with it. It’s that or I’ll sound like an asshole and cause offense by mistake. I have a decent gut feeling that this is NOT how she will react but I am still very unsure.

 This isn’t an issue I can keep pushing aside because I know I will need to confront it again at other points in my life. Having a messy house is very embarrassing for me even if it’s just me at home. I also do my second job from home(digital artwork) and cannot focus with a mess lingering about. My art takes A LOT of time and when I have to pile all the house work on top of that, I find myself burnt out every other week. 

I cannot keep up with this lifestyle. How do I ask for help without being mean or inconsiderate??",3.655195183530783,4.5376748302583065,4.864144494076523,85.59331909108569,71.91512915129151,7.624082346086618,24.964264905806953,7.85451343220497,1.1834162361623617,1033,29,219,13,19,342,145,271,0.125,0.765,0.11,-0.8123,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,12,12,4,1,19,0,23,3,1,5,1,54,40,20,0,7,13,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,5,0,17,21,1,3,6,2,0,4,6,9,1,2,3,2,28,3,44,34,3,33,0,0,0,0,12,16,0,7,13,162,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301704281024708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241315758938702,0.2911457932221554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328178269835154,0.0,0.08833490165302021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664175264678087,0.0,0.08942336358317836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694904210583323,0.10702383961222432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194509489178684,0.0,0.0,0.06856571038626892,0.0,0.26239391270513923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052489596338464284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488071455231327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423658629662298,0.0,0.058997774006345365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479092097710212,0.0,0.20826034852021147,0.0,0.0,0.3593493732572837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835096077925777,0.10301568396631787,0.27681403797364673,0.0,0.0,0.057051414602212185,0.08461923296178897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332427026864803,0.05071645878158528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825578712725413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307982712895337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286037448915899,0.0,0.0,0.2309220200648153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981342683384018,0.0,0.0,0.1056123744658586,0.0,0.09933241735737486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650352310138448,0.106734256646135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587293574105664,0.2333742067133929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026710205997756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290302310589782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805241064700723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159782595169888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533703992178868,0.07048036532475051,0.0,0.10140755860327616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713087045456527,0.0,0.08239976769753245,0.08327034427447585,0.0,0.09333790815869476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006940471811572,0.0,0.07557511966813363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,globemusic,2019/06/04,"Turmeric or probiotics completely heal/cover my 15 years-old chronic ocd and social anxiety but causes me debilitating mental confusion.HELP I have been suffering from a very serious pure ocd for 10 years that has ruined my life preventing me from doing anything, even writing or thinking normally (because every time it emerges it causes a very strong anxiety).In 15 y i have virtually tried ALL psychiatric medication and also supplements/nootropics with no positive effects..since recently when i discovered that a turmeric or a gulp of golden milk sweeps it away 100% for several hours. The problem is that taking it even in low dosages as in the examples I have reported causes me a very strong mental confusion which in turn prevents me from concentrating even minimally,making me unable to perform any activity thus negating the positive anti-ocd effect. I have read from various sources that turmeric increases levels of serotonin and decreases brain inflammation, is this probably the reason for the mental confusion I experience immediately after taking it? Do you have any solution in this regard?

I point out that even some probiotic supplements with various bacteria strains, even taken once, eliminated my ocd for about five days in a row, but I experience the same confusion problem, in this case even stronger.

I must also point out that since several years I am taking a medium-dose benzodiazepine for social anxiety four times a day (that I plan to ideally taper to zero by next year) and that in my life I have never suffered from mental fog or concentration issues. On the contrary, I am a very reactive person",13.720237012987013,11.029129225000002,12.964415584415589,47.45149350649351,53.17857142857143,16.896103896103895,50.45454545454545,14.937675812826571,7.757714285714284,1333,70,181,47,11,442,161,280,0.133,0.752,0.115,-0.1318,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,6,10,14,0,4,16,0,15,7,1,6,4,37,21,14,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,17,8,2,2,3,1,0,1,3,11,0,3,2,0,23,3,32,18,6,29,0,4,0,0,5,15,0,8,13,133,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822003888048413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604070858783206,0.0,0.14178813964502612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626142174430285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870686936023753,0.0,0.0,0.05649218506503013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034529557669214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855999958897197,0.0,0.0,0.09716516254317316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953195739119868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672551532298027,0.0,0.07808042506816748,0.0,0.0,0.18130261938668848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062116301488848225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126356608061023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672582325142208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091439808261449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933576110363143,0.3735676002237308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147460491828889,0.0,0.098558061826415,0.0,0.09079919570997004,0.0,0.0,0.09724400886420452,0.09869299446201428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091789377684387,0.0,0.0,0.17521059021425875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991643317158053,0.17734978583199135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926973967170869,0.0,0.0,0.09528257773605596,0.09150273422146243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20938668304057895,0.0,0.15331899864722304,0.0,0.0,0.1889355159554081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090341503838824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059380679604259565,0.0,0.0,0.1080759480704678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291842093570567,0.10080087075344664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058574720176357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903380375689065
socialanxiety,jones_londontown,2019/06/04,"Going for a haircut 😱 Please don’t talk to me, please don’t talk to me. “What can I do for you?” “Number 3 please” 
When it’s over and I’m leaving the shop it’s the biggest relief.",-2.8780139372822333,-1.3483948292682904,0.22111498257839726,103.90951219512198,107.04878048780488,2.342857142857143,13.174216027874564,3.1291,-1.7381247386759575,136,3,35,0,7,47,28,41,0.0,0.705,0.295,0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473665324351079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27456194354881736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8539027267777142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41683207347123946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Poke747,2019/06/04,"Am I just anxious, or do I actually have a crush?      I guess this is more like a rant, or me just getting things off my chest to help me focus. The title is literally a TL;DR.
     So a little context, I'm 19 and in my 2nd year at uni. I'm a guy who's never been in a relationship, and my friends have recently been encouraging me to meet more people to challenge myself and my anxiety. Friends and family agree with me that I'm also very likely mildly autistic, which just doesn't help in these situations.
     So today, I had to do a short skit for a Japanese oral assessment, and I actually feel pretty good about it regardless of my anxiety. For the skit, we were randomly put into groups, which was already enough to make me anxious, but we were able to work together and prepare well for our presentation.
     The thing is, I already thought my assessment partner was pretty cute before we were paired up. Then, while practicing she was really kind and talkative, making me feel comfortable as I didn't feel alot of pressure to have to speak a lot and think of conversation stuff. We also have a bit in common, like for example the (niche) classes we did in highschool. 
     But the thing is, I don't know if I have feelings, or if I'm just confusing my anxiety from the assessment with having a crush. I'm majoring in Psychology, so I know about conditioning and how you can encite a response from a ""neutral stimulus"" because it reminds you of something else.
     And I don't even know that if I actually like her, I actually like her, or just the fact that she was giving me attention and was encouraging felt good from usually being ignored by people.
     I guess I'm just emotionally confused and overthinking things. I just want to sort things out so I can move on and focus on upcoming exams and stuff.",7.457507246376814,6.754379402898554,8.302391304347829,69.67648550724637,63.66666666666666,12.072463768115945,36.55797101449275,11.429527900616536,4.2333188405797095,1414,60,262,38,18,480,172,345,0.067,0.759,0.175,0.9909,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,6,2,0,2,18,20,0,3,21,0,32,1,1,3,2,66,55,33,0,5,16,0,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,17,23,0,1,11,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,15,6,43,16,39,39,7,26,0,0,0,0,27,15,0,15,14,198,60,5,0.09604665915134906,0.0,0.37491073773827216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21197975344998327,0.15361695724526336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042629407854594,0.2170107724928365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058549151945802624,0.0,0.08172863276708761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485807592664824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023465928283602,0.1080395640183707,0.0,0.09924187379370188,0.0,0.06343791253184987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054424231412944,0.0,0.1942563069845152,0.0,0.09221985491279304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841082121258584,0.0,0.05018041522691388,0.09213670732438513,0.0,0.16111876158654626,0.0,0.0,0.21161244690261996,0.09510129299407638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875610210493174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001781544801194,0.15835419609733514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23461773078600576,0.09626398483236508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816554349494427,0.0,0.0,0.1282237815961133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208239858390128,0.0,0.0,0.07407710462623926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317332010667618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954279635083554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965534207123694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152994926762049,0.0,0.09483448875666074,0.10311816746978347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796046908338383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739414106299192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990089153284098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190456627631648,0.061542820990065764,0.0,0.07625031885023524,0.0,0.0,0.09104100243439893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578182568541404,0.07924855261973604,0.056650808050596635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863574813171176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992311177237168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185089948005305
socialanxiety,Potatouws,2019/06/04,Video games I am very bad with socializing with anybody. It’s not like I don’t have friends or anything but talking to anyone outside of my group I just feel very awkward. I was wondering if playing video games is doing this to me.,5.179057971014494,5.916817630434785,5.524782608695656,82.76297101449278,68.34782608695652,7.872463768115942,34.89855072463768,7.793537801064563,2.5085159420289864,185,9,36,2,3,59,38,46,0.138,0.769,0.09300000000000001,-0.2596,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,6,3,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928464760413265,0.0,0.2816137425046297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28573518613994703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303415944401376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643944188948537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718893699736415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488450419836325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750594112599885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647263412993353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711175117492203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,popCultureRelated,2019/06/04,"Social anxiety and self treatment Has anyone had any success with self treatment when it comes to social anxiety? I am not exactly in a position to see or afford a therapist so I was hoping that there are ways to treat yourself on your own. I understand that it may not be as effective as traditional therapy but I hope it can still make a difference in my life. I have struggled with social anxiety for a long time and have more or less resigned myself to a life of zero social/dating life and poor job prospects. But I really don't think  I can carry on like this for long and it hurts me to see my poor parents being constantly worried about my future.  I am really tired of my life and just want to make things a little better for me. So please, can you suggest some books or internet resources on Cognitive Behavioral Therapy,how to lessen social anxiety, build self confidence,etc., that has worked for you? Thanks in advance.",7.191355932203393,7.209684661016954,7.6463333333333345,71.76780508474577,63.97175141242938,11.599774011299436,34.64915254237288,11.20814326018867,4.067490847457627,743,30,130,20,10,245,106,177,0.171,0.688,0.142,-0.6997,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,5,7,10,0,1,6,0,16,5,0,3,1,27,27,15,0,3,8,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,9,8,0,0,3,1,2,2,3,3,0,1,2,2,18,7,24,22,4,17,0,2,2,0,12,7,0,7,8,96,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195338548295117,0.0,0.3237727487601253,0.0,0.0,0.07398373988041143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935789901022299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114462488681764,0.0,0.11434136303847628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054732721009967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800440924756775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018336276318014,0.0,0.0,0.11327015167030605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499857639368923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29894259580245697,0.05169267209386088,0.1060478802202416,0.0,0.18727432634197916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125594588433535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748778035600416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614592242758735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556722592053633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863129731440654,0.0,0.33114391929139425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392920336323852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449877795014682,0.0,0.0,0.11061398256853544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741422005079514,0.12100120263446915,0.1228517846841251,0.07029444353132629,0.0677977929143027,0.0,0.0,0.061697767650447176,0.12161126707942695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015034506456277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240857488905562,0.08398583565431092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702982371627276,0.10745363370040882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trolleyrolling,2019/06/04,"What will happen if you have been less talkative and more reserved for a long time? I was depressed during my years at highschool and I got no one to actually talk to since they did not trust me due to a serious fault that I never did (but somehow they believed I did that) . And there was hopelessly no way to prove myself right. I had to spent my highschool years in silence and in verbal abuse.
Since that event I have decided to shut everything out of my life. I did not talk much but my head was swamped with negative thoughts until they eventually killed me inside.
However, I have learned to overcome that dark time but somehow I become more reserved and everytime I meet new people I always feel that they hate me and they are gonna hurt me.
I have trouble starting a conversation and keeping it on naturally. I don't know how to express my thoughts verbally and I can clearly feel their weird gaze at me. 
I even feel nauseous and sick prior to social events.
Are you in the same situation as me though? I want to know if I am not the only one.",3.036829330608075,5.246562810679617,3.9898773633111912,85.76812723556462,76.23300970873788,7.055288707204905,27.34695963208993,8.032893268588372,1.8061009708737867,833,34,163,14,19,268,121,206,0.212,0.765,0.023,-0.9907,1,0,0,0,1,1,15.0,0,2,6,0,6,10,2,0,5,0,19,3,1,1,3,37,34,18,1,3,8,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,10,0,1,0,8,9,0,2,13,3,37,1,22,19,5,23,0,3,0,0,14,9,0,4,13,124,44,3,0.0,0.1868136907556872,0.15386360670197605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311944380715173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413461513618195,0.0,0.17764059478052366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580132025595987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041398396074639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170402620146408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916873811794745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610345556321084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942745073335974,0.0,0.0,0.15566691840190233,0.1618153609367564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878946867914565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014473295407345,0.17443898273731154,0.0,0.17330310245697156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136729572396484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953337915761868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590591632057202,0.0,0.12160516458495965,0.15227909493967084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136831434522684,0.1199154756883591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930883159924093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134649695572871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608532371156353,0.1772281824160822,0.0,0.16072515923640107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115999500426524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25345905690875004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491040827001265,0.2503454372365971,0.18387780482046245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299811151667987,0.12515145753425722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030691898380557
socialanxiety,startedinthepnw,2019/06/04,"Embarrassed to Have Social Anxiety I was so uncomfortable during my brother’s graduation party and hanging out with family a couple days before. 

I talked to my Dad the next day and ended up breaking down in tears about my SA during the party and in life. I’m so embarrassed.

Does anyone else open up to family/ friends (not therapist) about their social anxiety?  I feel like I do everything to hide it but at the same time I need to reach out for help.",5.363793103448277,6.556696356321844,6.612126436781613,73.48301724137933,68.19540229885058,10.397701149425288,29.44252873563219,10.504223727775694,3.3060666666666667,361,13,64,10,6,122,62,87,0.126,0.737,0.136,0.4372,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,6,6,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,9,2,17,5,1,16,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,6,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30708389613381704,0.0,0.0,0.14034050228149167,0.20565023978034505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707887011442294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208085357324794,0.0,0.2588815910843241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756419270684655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766673785816305,0.0,0.17776873058435447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803844394960732,0.0,0.3784214422132343,0.0,0.10148457534309947,0.14338665469890705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506738906840772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453111044670846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176680617952173,0.09805635099889927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488232893018417,0.0,0.0,0.21345645479815595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091953988739351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132240960707372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303878928824845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170351176583745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,meikyuubutterfly,2019/06/04,"Extremely anxious about my upcoming graduation ceremony I'm attending a graduation ceremony at my local distance ed school next week but because I did all my coursework online (a consequence of social anxiety; only went to the school in person to write tests), I don't know anyone from my graduating class. Although I don't particularly care to know anyone at this stage, I am still terrified, against my better judgment, of being stared at, whispered, and tittered about by a bunch of strangers (some of whom will know each other) when my name is called and I have to walk across the stage to receive my diploma and scholarship. The only reason I'm even going to the ceremony is that my mum and my teachers want me to go, and truthfully, I think it will be beneficial me, who has often avoided big social gatherings, in the long run. Still doesn't make it any less terrifying for me, though. Had a panic attack, complete with crying, about it earlier and got into a tiff with my brother, who told me, unprompted, in the bluntest way possible to 'stop worrying about it', and me, having been very high-strung at that moment, told his insensitive, short-tempered ass verbatim that his input was not welcome. He began to overreact in response, which in turn set off my dad and made my mum very cross with me. Like I said before, I am still resolved to go to the grad ceremony but not out of any real personal desire to do so. I don't know how I should behave towards the audience when I'm onstage, or how others in the audience will be behaving at this thing. I also don't know what I find more uncomfortable: receiving some mild applause from total strangers or receiving none at all, save for that of my mum and teachers because we're total strangers. I don't plan on lingering or participating in the group photo (am only getting an individual photo for my mum, and maybe a few with my teachers) afterward, and plan on booking it as soon as possible, and while it will probably not turn out as bad as I fear it will, and I know it's supposed to be a joyful, celebratory occasion, I still can't help but be scared more than anything else. If anyone else here has any experiences or fears they would care to share, please do.",13.363214285714285,7.922327178571432,12.63,57.945000000000036,56.97619047619048,16.0,47.85714285714286,13.023866798666859,5.947357142857145,1765,75,314,42,14,588,222,420,0.17600000000000002,0.746,0.078,-0.9936,0,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,1,4,19,17,1,5,18,0,34,1,1,5,5,64,61,34,0,5,11,6,0,1,0,7,0,2,0,2,22,21,0,2,10,1,1,11,11,7,0,0,11,3,40,10,61,38,13,53,0,0,1,1,31,23,1,8,16,229,62,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504080394773048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914355745824435,0.0,0.07178446362300052,0.10600823714520367,0.0,0.19683743382888427,0.09614631273364142,0.07721922678085222,0.0,0.0,0.10675226497595394,0.0,0.0,0.07834933743493311,0.114403396897287,0.0,0.07984772538619188,0.0,0.0,0.08299052513338584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581728837479296,0.0,0.1913445927162077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838550803283674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307469892678793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677626858455174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061977948821826515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178984447289773,0.0,0.2111837068296291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576461962653628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902556031033042,0.0,0.15998788595790125,0.0,0.07504940995311456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289645094131084,0.09914313519599208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094196473288628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045843645009748905,0.0,0.0,0.08304211591802363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879011527455387,0.06263641611406306,0.0,0.09427111140964567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979590142933244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410005747575864,0.0,0.11009660468304493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386836351237605,0.0,0.1030040085262395,0.0,0.21157251364913907,0.0,0.0,0.10117133323424478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680617982150477,0.0,0.0964792789089897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925974862341615,0.0,0.0939464420003566,0.1899345608181992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130845084995945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997509568141811,0.07845129492153052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234062556403772,0.060126471024060026,0.09219362533989316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932908933342304,0.0,0.0,0.20413375781311768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484944388748156,0.055347043147300906,0.0744828363407548,0.07526976832508504,0.0,0.0,0.08698713078501287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529525247649487,0.0,0.06665856969075779,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,InterestingHumor5,2019/06/04,"I have orientation tomorrow at my new job. This will be the first time I've started a new job while not on any medications and I've been in panic-mode for about 4 days straight. It's at target. The last time I was employed ( 2 years ago) I was on medication and doing extremely well. 

Now I'm not on medication and I'm a complete mess. I got hired 4 days ago. I've been having panic attacks every single day since then. 

I feel like I have nobody to turn to and talk to. 

I feel like my self-hatred and self-doubt has seeped outside of me and made me uglier. I feel like everybody can see the internal strife and it scares them away from me.",1.7830200501253155,3.5901605789473687,3.6377631578947383,88.72225877192983,78.54887218045113,6.8393483709273175,21.60964912280702,7.793537801064563,0.8027949874686717,499,14,110,8,12,168,83,133,0.113,0.795,0.09300000000000001,-0.5434,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,3,8,1,2,5,0,12,3,0,1,0,13,22,9,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,6,4,14,4,14,14,1,25,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,20,63,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344156070309213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899162446171562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504228687685144,0.1242279584137978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386334085452951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25581888996279684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140366757536084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056792222171696,0.2833806350379339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246890443316207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575089481309537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624220560603119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777947707137324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937925888146299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511269771085373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39960259910622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554037949122869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31027064618866995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323783932778538,0.0,0.10536469463986002,0.0,0.2758750678246993,0.0,0.0,0.10937631770940424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935881933242618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627592220558932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542007101168171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382076796994867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888444955324375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851473436569716
socialanxiety,Linxyn,2019/06/04,"What helps? I was diagnosed a few years ago but for some reason nothing ever came of it. I don’t exactly understand social anxiety and I’d just like to know more. 

I experience it almost constantly, I wouldn’t say it’s crippling but my heart races, my stomach hurts to the point of having to stop and wait for it to calm down, and my hands and lip shake in almost every situation. When I’m at home, at school, work, going to those places, and especially public places. Most of the time I’ll drive to the store with full intention of going in, then when I park I sit in my car till I just leave. Quite frankly it’s exhausting but most of the time I can’t sleep because my thoughts are constantly about having to wake up and do all that the next day. I’ve failed classes because I couldn’t go to them. I dread going to social gatherings or public places.

I only recently realized how bad this was when I was watching a video where a guy is trying to understand anxiety to help his girlfriend, who has it. He said, “I don’t experience anxiety.” That one sentence made me really think. I got to the point where I thought everyone around me feels like this all the time. When I didn’t want to do something I thought that other people are doing it and feel the same way. I thought I was lazy because I couldn’t bring myself to go out. I’ve thought from a very young age, this is what you’re supposed to feel and I should get over it because everyone else can so why can’t you. 

I completely understand how it affects me. I understand that thinking everyone around me is judging me is unreasonable, but it hasn’t stopped knowing that. I understand how bad it is but I don’t know how to help it. I don’t understand why it happens or what to do to lessen the affects of it. I am going to see someone about it but that’s not for a few months, my schedule is pretty full with work and school. I don’t know if there is anything I could do to help in the meantime but this seems like my best bet to figure it out. 

Thank you for anyone with any advice or information.",3.3608767985611507,4.7430951798561205,4.461492056354917,86.28597909172663,73.22062350119904,7.994274580335731,26.940122901678656,8.567472430010655,1.78730221822542,1618,58,340,29,32,529,191,417,0.10400000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.099,-0.3062,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,1,5,19,13,0,2,15,0,37,8,6,9,4,84,76,31,0,7,14,0,4,3,1,2,2,2,1,1,32,17,0,3,25,1,2,11,13,7,0,1,14,8,46,6,51,57,12,58,0,2,2,0,20,22,0,11,26,231,78,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015531084474705,0.06364018284734813,0.0,0.14378068343206407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048821717298267495,0.0,0.1647643974924072,0.0,0.0,0.050199350716664266,0.0,0.059079540489408874,0.12782202234896314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988835025354813,0.17505744102568918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534234800696661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211209204663455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527361834239918,0.15516550511958205,0.0,0.057320886744723916,0.0,0.0,0.04630056032884793,0.0,0.0,0.07286840677136085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05997385815520879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494089922650627,0.060488718000981524,0.20580392932974645,0.0,0.14045470433013452,0.0,0.0,0.10890212819165296,0.05128894973513961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037508891193512105,0.0,0.2448097755003301,0.0,0.05741943864077554,0.0,0.0,0.07108637971899276,0.06348633284050556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507507752519736,0.1924853990352936,0.0,0.07201425537593162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685591561900681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782227082264336,0.0,0.0,0.07601844490563944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10522333340200493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793229392609043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730450574395848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635269407583975,0.0,0.0,0.06888734151336583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864881017425926,0.05460182885246725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977224232972216,0.0,0.22502528494963034,0.0,0.1357352239438131,0.0,0.0,0.07303931410548606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636071677959158,0.0,0.0,0.045992448683120135,0.07381518440827001,0.07088694870460323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829160498896893,0.0570926931822924,0.0,0.14531674356236082,0.05720974398817391,0.06535767147474061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069836548258105,0.07184487072503949,0.14636789099212896,0.06082999512492057,0.05526977633546791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200443632495012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660973695709985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200414009408496,0.0,0.2849782031785684,0.12558926657640213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048742749770179686,0.0,0.0,0.44843441105265947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05923676247028555,0.04234538485952365,0.056985959699492765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295640725254477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045323510984018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04623235276805506
socialanxiety,so-a-new-username,2019/06/04,"Could this be social anxiety? Could it be social anxiety if your not uncomfortable with every social situations? Like for me as long as the conversation with other people is „scripted“ I don’t have a big problem with it. For example if I do the grocery I have no problem with the causal dialogue options - “hi, thank you, have a nice day” - but if they start small talk I feel really uncomfortable. The same example for my therapist. I know that he’s leading the conversation and I just have to respond to his questions - no problem for me. But if I don’t know the root of the conversation I don’t know what to say and if I say something I often immediately think that it was stupid and cringe over my own words. I also am super critic about how others like the conversations with me. I often think that conversations was weird while other people don’t see it that way. Same for watching tv. I always analyze how the person is feeling and for example think that people are not comfortable in that situation but other people seem not to see that (I think I often overvalue this things). And last maybe: I noticed that I have much less problems with socializing if there’s one of a very few (and pretty good) friends with me. I just feel much more comfortable then and can talk to other person much easier.",5.551871874255777,6.777261481781378,6.510478685401285,74.26416527744702,67.78542510121457,9.698404381995713,29.509168849726123,9.916854025145753,2.914924934508216,1034,37,186,24,17,344,120,247,0.13,0.747,0.124,0.2862,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,2,10,15,1,0,12,0,21,0,0,4,0,57,36,23,0,12,14,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,21,14,0,0,12,1,0,1,9,6,0,1,2,8,28,9,25,30,9,12,0,0,3,0,24,4,0,12,8,149,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267587947203832,0.08602349109263945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817644135566605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650868880405323,0.0,0.0,0.06667391114571325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710519658231315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682166192069522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987396305036702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671331311650561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045087554406024,0.08427148533049962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010160731226958,0.0,0.0,0.0914912901456088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386278710483723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799666754359754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770298771523495,0.0,0.0,0.07005544692905752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866928641074937,0.1805412570002071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517835430554907,0.0,0.3956968201758614,0.0,0.0,0.11581336515541585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623022302737712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442967969585906,0.0,0.0,0.16476679160014052,0.09411660570946706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23241514191514245,0.0,0.42154650782981024,0.0,0.07958979611178553,0.0,0.0,0.0731754901316762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661917474920169,0.0,0.09518178860993884,0.0,0.12003640324852832,0.06868351315817335,0.2649763120835825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530235075886855,0.0,0.08206114108709571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hypmoden,2019/06/04,"No reply is worse than ""that sucks"" or ""it's stupid"" I just send a video I spent a week making to some friends I haven't seen to talked to in a long time and they stopped replying after I sent it, I even tried to work it into the conversation and it was wierd because one of them was asking me how is Adobe Premiere and I didn't understand how he knew i just got the Adobe suite so I thought maybe demonstrating what I learned would be a better answer than explaining it or even acknowledging that he knew. The video is dumb it's a YTP so just any response would've been better than no responding, I don't understand why people do this",3.3665384615384646,4.764211038461539,4.003076923076922,89.51692307692308,73.23076923076924,7.661538461538463,24.538461538461537,8.238735603445708,1.2189846153846151,505,15,110,8,10,160,81,130,0.147,0.7829999999999999,0.07,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,3,9,6,3,0,8,0,12,0,0,3,0,24,25,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,9,2,1,2,5,3,0,1,11,1,13,3,11,12,1,9,0,0,1,0,12,2,2,3,5,72,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133025834323815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429125123168026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669010193720076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676141923796255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274537045823751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605675013483616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621914480080147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839213592614005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387268937406833,0.0,0.20879129533092464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408297227238912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408186061557302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375362655774082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704438230192695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499232434352792,0.12118625666758745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110166128104976,0.0,0.0,0.4327128354025845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670719367635575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753256599060034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513013573007546,0.0,0.21179462453879436,0.2952702880559441,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chirpyburpy,2019/06/04,How to get through an uncomfortable situation I need to get a cable box tomorrow but every time I go the guy behind the counter (it almost always the same guy) flirts with me. How do I get though the transaction without feeling extremely uncomfortable and put on the spot?,7.533133333333333,8.177706579999999,7.902000000000001,68.09433333333335,63.2,11.466666666666667,36.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.407866666666667,219,10,37,6,3,72,38,50,0.133,0.8270000000000001,0.04,-0.5726,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,0,10,7,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,7,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636944840735205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911790952602175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187321557800324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315136091316446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127489510557127,0.0,0.14966077942641007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5214910870419157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952614319872721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647269387180952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960024023193658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587277732417606,0.0,0.15355422376415842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538479689969205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,langem14,2019/06/04,"Need some advice and thoughts I apologize in advance for the long post...just looking for some opinions at this point.

I have been working at a Fortune 50 company for 1 year. The environment is very demanding and I work at least 50 hours a week. I currently am in something called a ""Leadership Development"" Program where I rotate through 3 jobs over a period of 2 years - I am currently halfway through my 2nd rotation, so I have been in my current role for about 4 months. This program is aimed at individuals who are considered ""high-potential.""

I can't help but feel like a fraud. Yes, I am a very hard worker but I am incredibly introverted, have social anxiety and can be quite shy. I feel that this greatly impacts my performance since I very often have to give speeches, host meetings and conversations with many people all day long. I thought I was doing an okay job as I have received many compliments from the leaders I support, however, my boss is very hard to read and I never know where I stand with him.

He gave me my performance review about 3 or 4 weeks ago and I recieved 0 positive feedback, which is basically the culture where I work. While I appreciate constructive feedback, I was told that I need to know when to use e-mail vs. calling someone (due to one incident I had with a frustrated customer), not to reschedule a meeting with an executive on my team (which I did twice) because ""my team comes first and will vouch for me when I leave my current job"", and lastly to be more assertive. This is a competency that I have had to work on my entire life, so this came as no surprise. However, I was told I am in a ""leadership"" development program so I need to develop a leadership presence.

I was also told that if I have a problem, I should come to my boss with a solution first instead of asking questions. While I understand this, I was given 0 training in my current position so I sometimes feel lost or have no clue what to do. However, due to the competitiveness of the environment, asking a lot of questions is seen as a negative thing.

Lastly, my boss is very blunt - bordering on rude depending on the day. A comment was made during my performance review that he believes I take his ""bluntness"" the wrong way and that it is not him ""yelling"" or ""taking out his frustrations"" on me...which I thought was odd. He also told me not to look at his behavior for ideas on how I can be more assertive since he is so abrasive and quite frankly uninviting.

I had asked what I was doing well, and he couldn't answer it very well. I was left with ""I should have reached out to the leaders you support to get their thoughts but I didn't have time"". When I told him my leaders had given me positive feedback, he simply replied ""wow, my leaders don't do that.""

The most frustrating part is that all of this information flows up to my leadership program director, who called me a few days ago to talk through what my boss had told him about my performance and make sure I understood what had been said. The conversation was not a negative one, more of just a checking-in and letting me know type of convo.

I am nervous that this frames me in a very negative light. I have been told by some friends that the feedback is minor and my boss is just a jerk, but I take a lot of pride in what I do and I am not sure how to proceed. I am constantly on-edge and worried that my boss is just trying to find things I do wrong or reprimand me and let my program director know.

Thoughts/advice are appreciated. Thanks in advance.",6.730173892881986,6.516596493392072,7.132543859649125,75.84513157894739,64.97650513950072,10.751387278769613,37.157469665352814,10.367091270482367,3.785482232011748,2776,131,534,61,38,908,280,681,0.12,0.782,0.098,-0.9416,11,0,1,0,1,0,88.0,0,1,1,20,25,25,5,1,36,2,75,1,0,12,5,97,123,43,0,8,18,0,5,1,1,3,1,3,0,0,32,28,0,0,19,3,0,7,15,10,2,5,42,12,91,15,73,72,14,71,0,1,3,0,51,28,0,16,35,387,123,31,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263346357617255,0.11124483593925363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003592898387092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04800213624893387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759830515409335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03825066851544223,0.0,0.0,0.0706956381101651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221852331692385,0.07176712730593128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810389000135187,0.0,0.06780842067135341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140202951725568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518199698746484,0.044827265915217164,0.0,0.0,0.057350640359620765,0.1067470291795404,0.0,0.0,0.04847903801887733,0.0,0.03278330027032162,0.06019370960713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918001834106434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241997216235697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042058738831222735,0.06629682863994572,0.0,0.0,0.061794253659476814,0.0,0.0,0.07083498414224611,0.0,0.0,0.18680346592336888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793889206241502,0.1022961772578726,0.0,0.0664411937043754,0.06817601057878259,0.12832839786641415,0.044320849328029634,0.030655559474022875,0.0,0.0,0.11106021446734077,0.10538522621748322,0.0,0.06849697989604656,0.10669240700963913,0.0,0.059373783627493064,0.041884854029734624,0.1272334798689956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008494676514208,0.0,0.0,0.13958079664916964,0.048395214609852986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503949335684348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795009381849905,0.0,0.04350164223742044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931725068667267,0.0,0.06009534901784797,0.0,0.0,0.06004147176583066,0.0,0.0,0.1405844988290644,0.13348068830546192,0.06276509556123756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059687826567446235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038117783481657,0.0,0.0,0.06396380121679852,0.05316627423973035,0.048306564545756776,0.06205949022998146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241163467485585,0.11827871164498666,0.0,0.14153632021025314,0.050434558004894985,0.0,0.057770033844649314,0.0,0.0,0.08337411888691425,0.0,0.0,0.1992599772059528,0.036588930481064284,0.0,0.0,0.4197095904590304,0.0,0.042601851211036254,0.0,0.0,0.06532300067753455,0.0,0.05419422466179207,0.0,0.3624163648987563,0.0,0.04980653302660296,0.100665505938495,0.0,0.112836182315579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272550027361734,0.06372375667912046,0.0,0.0,0.13721042684273133,0.0,0.08081545760332927
socialanxiety,DougDimmaDoneWithYou,2019/06/04,Roommates who keep their door open are the worst. My roommates keep their doors open and always want to talk. I don’t want to be rude but it’s exhausting constantly thinking of what to say. I’ve even waited until they are all asleep just so I can finally go into the kitchen. Isn’t privacy  the purpose of a door?,2.435714285714288,4.620770904761905,3.301825396825397,90.09178571428572,78.04761904761905,6.73968253968254,24.785714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.3148857142857149,249,9,51,4,6,79,48,63,0.128,0.835,0.038,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,3,3,1,0,4,0,6,3,1,0,1,13,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,4,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,7,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623386070001461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407061818106258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823977645262653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34537434326571065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918115631081233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5604715346474884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507236835717238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534104985638406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201899422212272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719211787870252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PoeticJusticeFly,2019/06/04,"I don’t know if I have SA I’ve never been to a psychologist or been professionally tested to see whether or not I have social anxiety. I have a feeling I do because I’ve been awkward my whole life. But I just chalked that up to me being around people who don’t understand and aren’t on the same frequency as me so of course our conversations wouldn’t flow. I found that I’m most myself around my close friends who I feel comfortable being vulnerable with and laughing and enjoying the duality of my personalities. The thing is I also notice how awkward I am with them in terms of I don’t like staring at their faces for too long or sometimes there are silences- that aren’t exactly awkward but just silences that I wonder why there is sometimes because these are my closest friends. I’m starting to pick up on little things like how when I’m waiting for the bus, I feel a rush of panic knowing I have to go through the procedure of quickly finding a seat and not looking at people on my way. I go crazy on the inside when I’m in crowded places and seek out solitude which I thought was just a introverted thing but now I don’t know what it is. I find parties and social events unbearable and I just want to leave the moment I arrive. I sometimes just touch my face or rub my nose to try to calm myself down in situations where I should just be acting “naturally”. What’s so easy for other people and effortless, I struggle with every second trying to appear comfortable in my environment.  I just shut down in social situations where I’m uncomfortable by not looking at people. And I can’t for the life of me do anything I feel is inauthentic in order to make up for it so I’d rather just stay with the shame of silences. 

Does anyone know what this is?",7.769175796393057,6.395319762177652,8.172344513736729,73.03604247429631,63.41260744985673,10.847867857744818,36.57525703691219,9.773937934552695,3.3840792516433518,1403,56,270,23,17,466,170,349,0.073,0.816,0.111,0.9181,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,2,0,26,15,0,6,14,0,30,5,3,4,2,65,57,27,0,5,21,0,6,2,2,2,2,0,0,1,18,17,0,1,14,0,0,6,12,6,0,1,6,11,42,9,50,46,4,47,0,0,4,0,13,28,0,8,12,204,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627111166713218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252744042426217,0.0,0.0,0.07543177995957044,0.0,0.08877554858155252,0.19207106319432052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315245534376179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944059838672154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089304146660766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818825020923996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719962174295974,0.0,0.0,0.11828418628133397,0.16669470296823716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262069033336842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371507725788458,0.0,0.0,0.11422870071280394,0.0,0.0,0.15239681140453007,0.10540884451662456,0.10812349279561266,0.0,0.09546986810574302,0.18118304012884226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201033257545104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320323849384371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282140403683775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657322386096764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991599515062014,0.09419612493180092,0.11271100480605364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596590908947221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252191557363406,0.0,0.3299083670060161,0.0,0.0,0.32008643466332976,0.0,0.07635758967138719,0.11498507920904022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277896477048335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150108255708512,0.0,0.0,0.08564418785720886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464860530185326,0.0,0.0,0.1123062527632612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363006109492499,0.08562964085131347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973443726848946,0.12044348977413225,0.0,0.0,0.11699059996411992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,danilel,2019/03/23,"Anyone else overly worried about where they look? I'm wondering if this is just me. For example when I'm in class, I just keep worrying about where I'm looking, especially at other people. 

Also I often hear the advice that you should look at people when you're starting to feel anxious to avoid turning inward too much. However this just doesn't work for me...
Any advice on this would be appreciated.",4.796885964912281,6.697991934210532,5.807894736842107,75.98359649122811,70.44736842105263,8.224561403508767,27.14035087719298,8.841846274778883,2.2812877192982453,321,11,55,6,6,106,55,76,0.11599999999999999,0.841,0.043,-0.5423,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,12,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,17,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,11,14,1,10,0,0,3,0,3,7,0,3,3,40,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721437535886174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522752507306737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948910719123413,0.0,0.0,0.21511537778895046,0.0,0.13314298360641988,0.1951032386132612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590677628131546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962798260769283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461216973719524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925009456413415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797033270572143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997734259644362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264020340898995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477711006279075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711744489863787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20649754707467655,0.13862479205348446,0.3867524786757027,0.0,0.13526574715375522,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,likesailors,2019/03/23,"I feel like I’m going backwards?? I was always very shy as a child and displayed signs of social anxiety. I was about 15 when i began forcing myself into extracurricular activities and surprisingly made a lot of friends and became “popular” so to speak. I always assumed I was just what I like to call a “learned extrovert.” Since my 2nd year at college, I feel like i’ve retreated to having really bad social anxiety, and have been attending counseling for it recently. Is it possible that I just forgot how to live in the world/ can anyone explain this?",7.36517799352751,7.707647087378643,8.404029126213594,65.38559061488677,63.56310679611651,11.915210355987055,36.58414239482201,11.538034831475384,4.670121035598704,442,20,72,13,6,151,74,103,0.091,0.755,0.154,0.7687,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,17,16,8,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,3,11,6,12,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,7,50,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33647539944316807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30934853149781383,0.0,0.0,0.14137546395961642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881962513931334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645788764623066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446597654464144,0.28888816135224443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621095633946366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490884211018115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29633844595021,0.0,0.17853686156480694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189411768696006,0.0,0.19131641016332745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279380631246075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952764683979218,0.0,0.1996375474726608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725308337134087,0.0,0.0,0.41221307053546336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668273525084092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020328409065854
socialanxiety,samuelevans1999,2019/03/23,"I feel like I’m just cruising At the moment in my life I take every social event as it comes and put myself through emotional pain, because I have to, in order to achieve something (e.g. a presentation for my degree or going to work at my part time job). However, when I have spare time I choose not to socialise with friends and just watch anime alone in my room. My friends now know me as the guy who barely goes out and my relationship with all of them isn’t as close as they are with each other. I feel like I should be doing much more, but the repeated emotional pain of trying to be more social just drains me. 
Also, doing an engineering degree is enough stress as it is, so I really don’t feel like socialising whenever I’ve got a spare 2/3 hours. Am I just being a bitch who needs to force myself to do more?",8.681896103896108,5.821943769696972,8.692554112554117,74.72454545454545,62.81818181818182,11.852813852813853,33.874458874458874,9.957137785484203,2.9393549783549786,642,17,133,10,7,211,101,165,0.10099999999999999,0.815,0.084,-0.7876,2,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,8,9,1,1,7,0,15,3,0,0,1,25,25,13,0,2,7,0,3,3,2,1,3,0,1,1,5,10,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,4,21,5,25,20,8,22,0,0,1,0,10,8,1,1,12,95,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589596861389662,0.0,0.12037283042770905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175715058079087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296618503441157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386352223681466,0.0,0.15553003339891014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682174201873708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283261749172653,0.3226000236085166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23258670052860306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554543507783828,0.0,0.12038663530681827,0.0,0.0,0.14904099157171413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823439323083026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937040681894104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827232580576255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631852993677128,0.2206131471135508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065139504438826,0.11161056502105372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203332158490943,0.0,0.0,0.16300125546735955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131673933716927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642860114188596,0.0,0.0,0.1616048893227129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068775719619185,0.0,0.11587961437265493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724230747184454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317422631833868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554182104742705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219493222748208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958221054873772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anon5753,2019/03/23,"... I’m almost 99.99 percent certain I have social anxiety , actually I’m certain and I was wondering if anyone could help. it’s gotten to the point were I cut off and isolated myself from nearly all the friends I had (except like one). The friend I have is the only person I sit with at lunch and when their not it makes me feel sick. I sit alone and feel as though everyone is gossiping about me and judging me and it makes school miserable for me even when they are there. I missed a lot of school cause of it last year and everyone just assumed I hated the work loads and was lazy , when in fact it was the social aspect I dreaded. It really sucks I’m like this now and literally never leave the house except for school, because my actual personality is outgoing and extroverted, I used to love having loads of friends and hanging out with them, and deep down I think I still crave that but I just know I’m not equipped to handle the distress that follows. And everyone always just passes me off as shy when I actually have the irrational thought pattern that everyone automatically hates me. I dunno what to do at this point, it just keeps getting worse, and I can’t cope with it as it is, I want help I know I can’t keep struggling without anyone knowing ,its unbearable but I also know I don’t have the courage to speak to someone.  I want to tell my parents (since I’m under 18) but the fear of them or anyone for that fact belittling me , undermining how I feel, or seeing a lack of importance stops me. I feel so alone I just want to be who I was before and not being taunted and humiliated every time a memory enters my head that I find (embarrassing) and plays on a loop , keeping me up for hours at night. Back to not being lonely and feeling trapped.

Anyone got advice or want to talk, it would be greatly appreciated from hearing from anyone who understands in the slightest of how I feel. ",5.027258064516129,5.95149224193549,6.041694623655918,78.2495419354839,68.78494623655914,8.962752688172044,29.39612903225807,9.174902378510234,2.4205166451612903,1502,54,288,28,25,499,190,372,0.166,0.713,0.121,-0.9676,1,5,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,4,1,20,24,4,6,16,0,26,4,1,6,6,83,66,37,0,8,19,1,6,2,3,1,1,2,0,2,21,22,1,4,16,1,0,4,9,13,0,1,9,9,46,11,46,51,4,36,0,3,1,1,22,16,1,9,16,208,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.2477870572112648,0.0,0.0,0.08270848260019359,0.0,0.0,0.08475396951915318,0.1753214468842257,0.0,0.06768596707078123,0.07042662530586426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474878446617516,0.0,0.0,0.29590861157171555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508234861276609,0.0,0.051595293145906364,0.0,0.07202175652237293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694781112016974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757754340858496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590341763916547,0.0,0.07131220744447457,0.3235056714986689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952426724819764,0.25677684743200874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735872904457843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617619313024948,0.0,0.044220507860003866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769372959152185,0.09331505734874676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712744680278396,0.08686427535299802,0.0,0.09539457123937348,0.0,0.11346379258537588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335259894885375,0.09766231535852024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256937277546766,0.0,0.0,0.1860620441001868,0.06899227462122326,0.0,0.08962073080519505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270091159193384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195725237955418,0.07639021572714201,0.0,0.112994695565397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527899724540402,0.0,0.0,0.07942819009551885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735373732036025,0.06437195355854057,0.0,0.0,0.0939818560618418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780743373121802,0.0,0.0,0.16002287314547392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054222062390490634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569782788727586,0.06744651343187236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001445129918588,0.0,0.0,0.1725580860462536,0.07171455065594749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759300382260043,0.07076219183922347,0.0,0.08848330742722989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680298124435719,0.07397842356795513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423340534373223,0.08315762039594565,0.06719409970597799,0.04935381961503674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811243044724781,0.0,0.07310112520285561,0.0,0.0,0.1996896591109412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158920389425159,0.0917876418159014,0.06161837242167141,0.0,0.08625461320745476,0.060125285387623614,0.0,0.0,0.054504893477626236
socialanxiety,Apocalypse591,2019/03/23,"I forced myself to go to a meetup today And I actually quite enjoyed it. I was contemplating going to this one for young people in my town the past few weeks but this morning I kicked myself out of bed, attended and started talking to some new people which I was very afraid of doing.

I thought it went okay, and was a bit relieved when they said for me to come to the next one.

The reason I feel achieved is because I've never done this before and most of my friends are from school or people that have approached me. I had always been anxious approaching new people, so this was a new challenge for me.

If you're contemplating going to a meetup, then you definitely should. If it's good and you enjoyed it, then that's brilliant. If you didn't enjoy it, you still went against your fears and maybe you can try it again or look for others.",5.675389221556884,5.841280520958088,5.902640718562875,82.48809281437126,67.1437125748503,8.117125748502994,29.274850299401198,7.554174236665415,1.6587370059880238,665,21,132,6,10,212,101,167,0.059000000000000004,0.765,0.17600000000000002,0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,6,1,3,4,10,0,2,7,1,14,0,0,1,1,21,25,16,0,4,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,14,8,0,0,3,0,0,9,2,2,0,2,12,3,22,8,18,12,4,27,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,7,15,99,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.1413629708461621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205355569248094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365115435356775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830562826248012,0.0,0.12326563278340676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815016896690226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247845108946726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824260615144869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630083582844388,0.07324583133200524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191887817828194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24698271497274965,0.12150213106368228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164635249396318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455318626160205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172536316052456,0.41972157782832303,0.15406080610787745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963224743370802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382857573632605,0.40171217887856997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407699393493626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894074073724334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377955269600693,0.0,0.0,0.14660657967059948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253302143677104,0.0,0.11568579815650355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164333985160222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500307156485065,0.0,0.0,0.13731083457976415,0.0,0.0,0.09835078398215448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195250997735365,0.0,0.0,0.11619837105161315,0.0,0.0,0.26857430611496985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DeadPixelCx,2019/03/23,"Phone Anxiety Send Help Recently ive had to call local businesses and im terrifed of the phone. Only made two calls in the last two weeks and I keep making exucse why I cant. Anyone want to help me out RP some cold calls so Im not dieing of anxiety while on the phone. 

Hit me up on Discord

Deadpixel#4438

​

​",0.9339393939393936,3.5057936060606067,2.4669696969696986,90.43712121212124,90.21212121212122,5.963636363636365,20.96969696969697,7.3871296695380915,1.0093151515151515,262,9,52,5,9,85,47,66,0.084,0.812,0.10400000000000001,0.3173,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,8,4,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,5,0,9,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186963364871072,0.3574075507221671,0.0,0.0,0.22501330790214244,0.0,0.0,0.10283339845748783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505187596996452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15263341446710146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715322462999565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31771745704932425,0.0,0.0,0.13072083816846278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198800877900984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391593426947223,0.09816906384492724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118518774193904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521195468681855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873282255685264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674454493789964,0.0,0.11796911686074495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270603808189607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574075507221671,0.0
socialanxiety,TooAnxiousToChoose,2019/03/23,"Could this be a sign? It is normal for me to feel extremely nervous every time i have to talk to the teacher when everybody is listening, it gets even worse when i have to say something to the whole class or when and even W O R S E when i have to go to talk in front of the class. It is not less to say that my class is between 15 and 30 people on average.

There was this time that i openly answered something that the teacher asked and it was wrong. My teacher started explaining while looking at me and saying why what i said was wrong while everybody was looking at me (or at least thats how i felt). I started feeling anxious, my vision started to turn blurry and i could barely hear what my teacher was saying. It lasted the whole explanation. After that i stood in the class for 5 minutes or so, so people would think anything weird, but then i had to leave the classroom for a while. I went to the restroom, washed my almost-in-tears face,breathed deeply for a while,and then came back drying my hands with my clothes so people would think that i came from peeing and not from calming down.

Something similar happened once i had to talk in front of the class. I had the same feeling of anxiety, vision also blurry and extremely hard to focus. I could barely think what i was saying, but i practiced it tons of times before going in front of the class, so i think it was ok. After that, same thing happened, stayed in the class for a couple of minutes, but then the pressure was unbearable, so i had to leave to calm down and rest for a while.

It is now usual for me to think at least 10 times before saying something out loud, even though, i still feel nervous for a while.

There are more things but those are the most extreme cases, i think the other stuff can perfectly be normal in everybody.

So, could this be a sign of SA?",7.84849959709911,5.970051142465756,7.493118452860596,79.58207896857375,63.6027397260274,10.012892828364222,34.07332796132151,8.124751697461798,2.4495124899274767,1437,46,289,13,17,455,151,365,0.083,0.866,0.051,-0.6215,0,0,4,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,1,21,10,0,3,22,1,32,3,2,1,1,50,63,36,0,8,9,0,7,0,0,2,1,10,0,0,26,13,0,0,13,0,0,8,2,6,0,0,18,19,32,4,51,36,11,50,0,0,2,0,14,15,0,4,26,220,58,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307495933077559,0.0,0.0,0.06634508086843822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346608503132209,0.09372401008680588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827106821699844,0.0,0.07755873790871468,0.0,0.0,0.06379304113815061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118995317794605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977399590848887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649552204902089,0.09179642771346357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438784542506354,0.0,0.06989948396338841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779332994488425,0.0,0.07965700976743634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334448183251025,0.0,0.094299000663167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672692862187126,0.0,0.07431810404722848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350476645576834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762550994146156,0.0,0.17569061624077556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933520986396628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257126978693004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835235435352189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254725358000692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891633523598618,0.3958506567909949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554743411529016,0.0,0.0,0.17616385243348784,0.08842698594428745,0.06625395925955442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497221331167756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004634357873416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023319652374802,0.31895411876479896,0.08151023452507533,0.0,0.19350440247691555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023937616342048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137147233433084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690706819272601,0.07486075179818545,0.1852493358373192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454587466468765,0.11786835865426527,0.18141293904139927,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway83947626677,2019/03/23,"Dealing with narcissists Inspired by the top post on r/LPT atm

Can we compile a list of useful tips to deal with narcissists? I feel a lot of the typical advice is to distance yourself from them, have self respect, not letting them insult you, which is fine but it doesn't discourage their behaviour. It's just a shield that you put up to deflect it. 

Most of the friends I've made have tended to be narcissistic, since I'm receptive and tend to listen far more than talk. Ironically, giving a shit about what they're saying and asking specific questions to fuel conversation has worked against me. Conversing with them differs from how all the books tell you to talk to people and make friends. 

These are some tricks I've learned to inject into interactions with my narcissistic mates:

- Interrupt them at times when they've been talking for a long time. Do in a natural, objective orientated manner, e.g. saying you need to take a piss, get some water, asking if they want to grab some food.

- *don't* always make eye contact. Maybe check your phone from time to time, or look around a bit.

- Take some time to respond to any questions they ask if its related to themselves, like if they ask ""should I do....."", or sometimes just straight up ignore it.

- If they ask a question related to you, like ""do you want to..."" then definitely answer, and try to keep your answer long. Learn to ramble a bit, and tell to shut up every now and again if they interrupt you

Basically, go against all instinct you have to follow whatever blog you read online about how to make conversation with people. It's useless against a narcissist, since all that blog's advice amplifies their negative attributes",7.5100788530465925,7.8594205096774195,7.075698924731183,75.00799283154123,63.25806451612904,10.372759856630825,34.641577060931894,10.125756701596842,3.4492007168458776,1338,54,237,27,18,419,179,310,0.085,0.782,0.133,0.8776,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,11,11,2,10,14,4,0,15,0,17,5,3,8,3,58,43,18,0,9,11,0,2,2,3,1,0,3,0,1,11,14,2,3,9,4,2,3,4,7,0,0,2,7,27,7,49,38,12,27,0,2,2,0,54,12,2,16,13,153,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057692200429155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113853051095476,0.0,0.0,0.06631210451235686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680714008073252,0.4558069131318539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129176259257399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106300183953774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188020850325076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215880988770359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049305443737564174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791296556910688,0.0,0.15067642351352115,0.0,0.050946456835410436,0.09354324314440944,0.05541881877227816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866739311352895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971352988791857,0.0,0.09527973844186384,0.0,0.0,0.17259166636173126,0.08188626273602291,0.0,0.0,0.08290196629933892,0.0,0.09226904795401183,0.19527182043491145,0.0,0.09796479791064548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230456739562177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520631054491852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339038716362527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802738096905296,0.3277102385481922,0.0,0.09753927168448652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509231738271714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172720406549594,0.0,0.10009557342340973,0.16132732949433876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644273499491418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146635105247215,0.23513148565480102,0.17046111614043355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28430273218936786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620484685602228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421982243075245,0.0,0.0,0.11503125009985472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099054042498402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kranjes-McBasketball,2019/03/23,"Greater Los Angeles Area Hello. My name is Carmelo. I want to create a group for the people in this sub who live near LA.  This group will function as support for each other, help eqch other grow and hopefully for meet ups eventually. If you are interested and from the greater LA area please reply or PM me. Thans and i look foward to hearing from you
",3.4922549019607843,5.626768029411769,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,74.58823529411767,6.886274509803924,26.03921568627451,7.793537801064563,1.4687568627450984,278,10,54,4,6,88,53,68,0.0,0.723,0.27699999999999997,0.9552,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,12,7,3,6,1,0,1,0,10,5,0,3,0,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112151333047547,0.0,0.2445528502674405,0.0,0.0,0.3623807235505396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221713237089462,0.0,0.3063840971431153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529426914859864,0.0,0.0,0.4004983349150896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140301414022329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215199378549631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sleepingbeauty___,2019/03/23,"I feel like a failure when I can't keep commitments It's a vicious cycle. I become sad I have few friends but when I get invited to social events where there's a lot of people I have anxiety the entire way there, am very withdrawn and feel like I don't fit in... And it comes across like I don't want to be there. I do, I just can't handle large groups and lots of noise. I get sensory overload. So when I get invited to a big gathering I decide, I'm going to force myself to go. Then I get overwhelmed and decide staying home and cleaning would be more relaxing than putting myself in that setting. I hate that I do this.",1.6310512820512848,3.494888900000003,3.430384615384618,89.76378205128206,79.23076923076924,6.487179487179486,23.91025641025641,7.492282038375204,1.0583333333333331,487,17,104,7,12,163,76,130,0.171,0.6990000000000001,0.13,-0.4842,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,9,2,1,5,0,12,0,0,0,1,18,25,11,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,1,4,1,0,4,4,4,0,0,0,2,18,5,11,22,4,18,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,2,8,71,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147013043048282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867641464101475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056022500364254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023038729719492,0.28290373494245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529749879001849,0.0,0.4137891482275509,0.0,0.2250569248578172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548487569643688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986110255733336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599227878530796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901996841059005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336666533378525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372688788155469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904557153604105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183696123218128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104259208592116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337146144816567,0.11678604841977375,0.15716388151365365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065414347030647,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Vaddywr31,2019/03/23,"Online counseling Hi all, 

Did anyone tried TalkSpace or other similar online counseling services? What was your experience? Was it helpful at all? ",6.018913043478264,9.731065565217392,6.148152173913044,61.224836956521756,89.0,9.256521739130434,36.184782608695656,8.841846274778883,5.5507478260869565,120,7,13,4,4,38,19,23,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.5171,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555419568055703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6372892272474887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366848080762652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423238008738011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Atomicals,2019/03/23,"Take Out Food Just to start off, I have a SUPER deep voice, like Michael Clarke Duncan deep.

​

About 2 years ago, I called to order some Chinese Take Out, for the first time ever, and when someone answered the phone, the first thing I said was ""Hello, Good Evening."" It was 1pm  and I sounded like Dracula. My mom started laughing at me and I hung up the phone.

​

To this day, I haven't called and I still don't know how to order take out.",1.4424175824175829,3.82111307692308,1.8337252747252784,98.12377472527471,83.06593406593407,4.07956043956044,21.18791208791209,4.935628992294339,-0.3040294505494505,354,11,76,1,10,107,62,91,0.0,0.825,0.175,0.9406,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,1,13,12,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,7,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,9,5,12,9,1,21,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,13,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781608196238745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33690655638239697,0.3778297186159951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175075174257955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026623953125338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102687442941341,0.140632850034061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644879143995904,0.1879967246788806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040209692344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544305672155159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519110190204888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820863124682396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478889753204867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173047623097792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200870204036693,0.0,0.1241597207538946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506856015752928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032883396792926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065666733236916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778297186159951,0.10011853255795268
socialanxiety,FEMA_Summer_Camp,2019/03/23,"Story to help with SA around an attractive crush. I walked into the first day of my internship and the auditorium had about 100 people in it, but one girl caught my eye. She was like a perfect 10, but didn't look like she knew it. I immediately formed a desire to talk to her, but of course I knew I never would. She was just too hot. The introduction section in the auditorium ended and we went into the lab for lab training. We had to wear these white suits from head to toe. We all looked like the Michelin man. There was no way to tell who was who. In the lab I bumped arms with someone reaching for the scales and said ""oops sorry"", then a female voice said ""no worries there is way to little space in here"". We started talking about how confusing everything was and how we didn't know what we were doing. It was so natural. I was just talking to a white suit. We kept talking and when the lab session ended we went to take the suits off and it was her. She had the brightest smile on her face and we just kept talking like it was nothing. We ended up dating that entire summer. It was amazing, and it never would've happened if it weren't for those suits. It's amazing how social discourse changes when we remove the variable of looks. Don't fret about how someone looks. Just talk to them as a person. I used subconsciously keep thinking ""she's so hot she's so hot"", but now when I'm talking to a really hot girl I just picture her as the Michelin man.  ",2.369748451523193,4.410162324232086,3.462700037921884,89.5650802679813,77.63481228668942,5.842447225382379,23.13854127164707,6.775458762138228,0.6144466944760456,1143,36,237,11,27,368,144,293,0.040999999999999995,0.797,0.162,0.9913,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,11,0,1,2,24,9,0,1,20,0,21,6,6,5,4,53,42,26,0,3,10,0,4,4,0,1,0,3,0,5,15,24,0,3,4,0,0,5,8,1,0,2,26,14,32,8,35,15,3,35,0,0,7,0,41,13,0,2,19,166,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476372852310827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261076931003472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865192161476286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828512813100983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567106219440426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054694607227687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413403887165402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924917149623264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135168793153854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461830988207168,0.0,0.0,0.058502543428342026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802582043505466,0.10669160828133184,0.0,0.0,0.3575672491673641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420274816507982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214235716016584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213377719435103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379954053994685,0.09294868120696613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819507063065239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025180636843364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851312498100624,0.180390735122076,0.0,0.0,0.1191628895069869,0.07534638251028533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003770941354131,0.5989275143793011,0.09304263980275666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820933665933827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193926192787506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689912869583173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736180712719914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810589491614847,0.0,0.1512391046348771,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayacct9988,2019/03/23,"Does this sound like social anxiety or a result of abuse? I’m a 20 yr old female and had anxiety and panic disorder since about 10 years old. I use to be a loud, outgoing kid but that again flipped when I was about 10. I consider myself an introvert, and very reserved/quiet. I notice at my job particularly I am very self-conscious and I avoid eye contact as much as possible. If someone is talking to me I do look them in the eyes, but if it’s a longer conversation I feel weird making eye contact for so long I tend to break it by looking around and then forcing myself to look back at them. If I’m walking by someone, I avoid eye contact. Even if I am not looking at or talking to the person, just by them being in the same room as I am or near me I get anxious and I worry about how my face looks (I.e. resting bitch face) or just generally self-conscious about the way I am presenting myself. I don’t know why I get so nervous because it’s not even a big deal and I make it out to be one. I have general anxiety but never considered myself to have social anxiety. I have acquaintances that I talk to, though I still get nervous around them and I am so scared of saying hi. I had a good group of friends in high school but they are all at university and I haven’t made any since. I don’t know if this is anxiety or the fact that I had a shitty upbringing (my dad was physically abusive, would constantly make fun of me, he would swear and scream at me for little mistakes, etc) so I figured it could be that too, but I’m not sure. ",2.217662473794551,3.856695336477992,4.105849056603777,86.60319706498953,76.76729559748428,7.352620545073376,25.928721174004195,8.167268648758528,1.5749991614255774,1199,45,256,21,27,407,159,318,0.209,0.743,0.048,-0.9939,1,2,0,0,1,0,32.0,0,0,5,0,21,15,1,6,13,0,27,6,6,7,4,57,47,36,0,9,20,1,1,1,1,2,0,4,1,2,11,13,0,2,4,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,6,14,44,5,36,34,5,31,0,0,9,0,23,16,1,10,13,182,55,2,0.0,0.2258339704182233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480845534822936,0.0,0.3645278743688489,0.10766384646983228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967751825102476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328116008459631,0.0,0.0580950598315561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029873309114911,0.0,0.07609068944504703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825191548905277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092240575261782,0.0,0.08339920019305151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628663872149896,0.1258918089040246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481874262985443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362989258987597,0.0,0.14937368662547554,0.0,0.0,0.07993458302368853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006915271278244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094572277651208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475069454314756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655961924153565,0.09551738620632884,0.0,0.08433904628073166,0.400147321607928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017681640969348,0.1908439665501068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07005774890414519,0.0,0.07350258171789506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850166953047437,0.2000063019946252,0.0,0.06457892955016661,0.0,0.0,0.11181606507812276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321380868872114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074383993177648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578777358874385,0.09541367331728176,0.09645045491717637,0.0,0.0,0.19884101133150994,0.0,0.0,0.15766917830265278,0.0,0.0,0.1942962569265156,0.16149772031990045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610809749959009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898207677996635,0.0,0.0,0.2297998005203168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363348161799513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823101097692071,0.0,0.15726784259042867,0.0,0.07564609008113755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599500256925825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678354916778703,0.0,0.13539925210253478,0.0,0.0,0.06137119986392635
socialanxiety,fuckinhippies666,2019/03/23,"What steps can I take to conquer my anxiety? Hello fellow redditers, I’m currently at my first year of university and my SAD has never been worse. I was wondering what steps I should take to conquering my anxiety. Also what books on SAD and self esteem would you guys recommend? ",3.968653846153845,6.569780096153848,5.258307692307696,75.88669230769231,74.96153846153845,9.544615384615383,27.707692307692305,9.888512548439397,3.3238800000000004,223,9,38,7,5,74,38,52,0.195,0.718,0.086,-0.7485,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,10,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,0,8,0,5,6,0,8,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,27,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331708460272863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44610513837908333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24801186960066066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887031398534144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487909494750255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041742590640842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384532623411011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31619851238414504,0.0,0.0,0.2971378264316853,0.20712511423237345,0.0,0.0,0.18776347114188524
socialanxiety,valkyrie_wave,2019/03/23,"What do you say when you want to go swimming? Can I have a swim please?
Here for a swim.
Hey, how much to swim?

All the sound so retarded, so what do you actually say.
",-1.4758333333333304,0.5060008611111115,0.9846666666666692,100.82700000000004,95.94444444444444,5.102222222222223,15.533333333333335,6.742157984588678,-0.5128266666666668,125,3,33,2,5,42,26,36,0.136,0.772,0.09300000000000001,-0.5692,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.4018165769319059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340116568897392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30268963233324525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519868218244877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.654893246836105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24286563685682835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,popeislove,2019/03/23,Why Do I Feel Worse After Social Situations? I've always heard that getting out of your comfort zone and having a healthy social life will help with depression/anxiety but I always feel 10x worse afterwards,6.37720720720721,8.815758972972976,6.44162162162162,70.84639639639641,67.37837837837839,9.257657657657658,31.25225225225225,9.725611199111238,3.5233495495495504,170,7,25,4,3,54,31,37,0.16,0.6990000000000001,0.141,-0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162122250560532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913284609002668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529196463894173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306687342293281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676390760247229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665546890973774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28112676585354485,0.0,0.5098979585689786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256794698509441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097535815255747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,actuallyfineKapp,2019/03/23,"I haven't left the house to hang out with a friend for the 3 years I cut out all my friends from highschool and I stopped talking to my BFF. Blocked nearly everyone I knew through video games (I knew a lot of people through videos games since I just sit at my computer all day). Sometimes I miss going out with friends but I remember that I'll have those days where they expect me to want to go out but I'll be in a really bad mood where I just want to be alone, so if i see any of my classmates want me to hangout after lecture I just make up excuses because I know they'll be annoyed when I avoid them later due to my depression and anxiety. I wish I could be normal lol.",4.005297339593117,4.228461204225353,4.773192488262911,88.94309076682319,70.76056338028171,8.282942097026604,29.8622848200313,8.167268648758528,1.7802979655712048,529,20,120,7,9,171,88,142,0.18100000000000002,0.68,0.139,-0.8033,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,7,10,2,1,5,1,8,0,0,1,2,32,20,7,0,8,6,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,3,4,5,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,1,25,3,24,12,3,23,0,2,1,0,10,11,0,2,8,78,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19089347160219408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533967874022325,0.0,0.14099952365705096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538942927147744,0.11235595874883372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715954143512627,0.0,0.0,0.23773425755001304,0.0,0.15874917337619265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611969845355013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272010665878803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949951723476432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267333523441956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129402352907707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025744201457105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566969695699474,0.0,0.0,0.12303086754329312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058835351957075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277799554996255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807611574169367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879156284527214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687420535579146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524662488058312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18229102378794945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409455829200303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481444204413307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261390971971497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195173046317253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869201994576965
socialanxiety,SociallyAwkdroid,2019/03/23,"Are Social Interactions Becoming More Rigid As Time Passes? Does anyone else feel like social interactions and society in general is becoming more and more rigid in a way, as each generation passes?

​

What I mean is....if you were to engage in an interaction (whether it be a conversation or socializing at a party), you're expected to behave and speak a certain way. Almost as if you're expected to stay within a certain lane. If you step out of the lane by even an inch, then people will call you weird, awkward, creepy, etc. 

​

And I know that's pretty much common sense. Human beings need to have social etiquette and rules  to abide by when socializing. But it feels like this '' Lane '' that I'm talking about is getting narrower and narrower with each generation.

​

Just look at movies made today, and compare them to movies made in the 1970's. If you watch 1970's movies today, you'll find the behaviors, interactions and talking patterns of the people in those movies to be awkward, clumsy and weird by today's standards. People seemed less smooth back then and seemed more '' raw ''. It seemed liked back then, you had more freedom in what you could say, and how you could behave and nobody would call you awkward. 

​

One of my favorite words to highlight this phenomenon is the word '' cringy ''. People use the word cringy a lot now, to describe anything that they think is weird or should induce embarrassment. But 50 years ago, people did not have such a word. People back then didn't find the need to label other people with words like '' cringy '' or whatever, they just accepted things the way they were. There was no '' script '' back then, as to how exactly a person should behave. People were more free. 

​

Anyone else relate?",7.010579514824798,8.29786637421384,6.383009883198564,76.27066037735851,64.50314465408805,8.950224618149146,29.60826594788859,9.107695989026183,2.4955020664869716,1409,46,237,23,21,433,157,318,0.055,0.838,0.107,0.9656,2,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,9,4,0,14,18,0,6,18,0,24,0,0,6,3,69,40,33,0,12,12,0,3,4,0,5,0,2,0,2,13,17,0,2,12,0,1,3,3,9,0,1,9,7,16,10,34,21,12,38,0,0,2,0,31,13,0,11,22,158,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056604038553583765,0.0,0.06394204875063704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459369805555235,0.3879570449018119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929848583706076,0.1308549900126387,0.052547626954686885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640371920812533,0.0,0.0,0.14104674239302975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040718834487944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019668246713456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588036910847628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668613531068953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121575014278701,0.04217594852832158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457450818993585,0.09123674880521296,0.0,0.0,0.11672552098549015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03336185768530062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035093307021474465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478626666656667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362252869921926,0.0,0.0,0.05428765361338697,0.0,0.1208432161060655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955734785965753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04694113203256777,0.0946960725941336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327013222597138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35415484967888383,0.055756150342977616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496398920586262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050780448160718486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743949179782803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32546314977591423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806145548153031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264924719025788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04242274978429558,0.04091601925050028,0.0,0.0,0.03723464939470079,0.0,0.18158261263935255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515064058906533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520565458264143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045361107582490096,0.0,0.3879570449018119,0.04112084160385032
socialanxiety,mTORC,2019/03/23,"Happy hour Is it weird to never really want to go to these things? My jobs have always had a component of this to wind back and relax but it's not relaxing for me and I just want to go home. I dream about being in my PJs and watching TV after work, while eating Chipotle. I see the importance of building rapport with coworkers but it's overwhelming to go to these that oftentimes involve a lot more strange faces than just my immediate team. Any advice? I don't feel particularly bad for not going, but I just don't want to be rude or want them to think I hate them or am better than them. I just like being alone and working in a company is already a large dose of socialization already for me.",3.5044935064935068,5.0578936571428565,4.9664935064935065,82.12396103896107,73.14285714285714,8.233766233766234,26.298701298701296,8.841846274778883,1.964285714285714,552,19,110,11,11,185,88,140,0.165,0.698,0.13699999999999998,-0.315,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,4,6,10,2,1,5,0,10,3,1,0,1,24,22,10,0,4,11,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,5,1,0,2,5,0,4,5,5,0,0,1,3,15,5,22,18,2,11,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,3,6,80,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797617557100894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803389215557372,0.37938616897273136,0.0,0.14303242914559078,0.0,0.0,0.11689614453737393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217851027442282,0.1435271708486522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202930451748756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589398140379184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691650370637302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39077307510803416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298800677776875,0.0,0.16971312049444606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242713429654372,0.0,0.16928433886296182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058167145232395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398039964413911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461410447794517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257789234749826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012189301011234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697999317252724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522777861865238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420101189205588,0.11014492989635792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055582230988225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502867473542132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thawythawy25,2019/03/23,"Does anyone else experience this? I have always suffered from severe general/social anxiety, and as of the past few years have realized I might be on the spectrum. I was reading a thread on another sub, and someone said this,

""So the combo exists. And to me autism = fear. Fear of just about everything. I cannot go to an address without now using maps to see what the building looks like + the entrance. I loathe google but at least this is a function that helps me even though google helps destroy the world. (They are evil.)

I have a radar. It detects All Persons. I see someone, anxiety. He approaches. He is coming closer. Do I look weird. Can I be myself? He looks so confident. He passes, release. There the next one comes. Get your cart out of my way in the lane in the supermarket. But I keep silent. Al-ways-fear.""


I can relate to these a lot, and in the past I'd thought it was from my anxiety. However, I do feel like I feel fear a lot more intense than even a lot of people with GAD/SAD. 

Does anyone here have similarly severe issues from social anxiety alone? Can it be that severe? Or is it quite possibly just an ASD thing?",1.043616823875059,3.6072563677130014,2.7013421988557305,89.39143497757848,88.46188340807173,5.766445028606772,21.591000463893614,7.237678284180719,0.9491408381011291,882,31,175,15,29,289,133,223,0.16699999999999998,0.75,0.083,-0.9403,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,1,11,9,2,3,18,0,20,0,0,1,1,25,35,11,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,12,8,0,1,4,1,0,5,2,7,0,1,4,8,20,2,23,27,7,21,0,1,5,0,11,10,0,5,7,118,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359598321095913,0.0,0.0,0.08322901302096497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488518611386292,0.3060761410629864,0.0,0.0,0.1398799478382347,0.10248767941451524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723257758463105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506552418677032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355825354951671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213145609063054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989623657228275,0.09784387863014683,0.0,0.4502248173174278,0.10115153412309186,0.07145805185930001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052259059815655914,0.0,0.05684664930654242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340896206439411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440036379648733,0.0,0.08890702971337737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977345601587074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251988030270321,0.0,0.0,0.25511364782455764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611097340207808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637797812284984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777969169338846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909708204589027,0.06934490746871701,0.08733818192468902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276342969005546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638915571146708,0.10005230883479607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514690934513616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941433286801468,0.0,0.0,0.3390001524218845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196313629996244,0.16950212350554034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645232527021164,0.0,0.09827429101803517,0.07940886809601523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638969246264666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939538018397775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642076251407998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441297547985632
socialanxiety,Belgainster,2019/03/23,"Pro tip: If your girlfriend's new roomates knock on the door, and you are there, answer the door. Girlfriend just moved into a new apartment and I've only met one of her four roomates. I came over, she went to work, and I was in her room alone for a few hours. I heard a small group of people come into the apartment to hang out. Naturally, I sat in the room and pretended I wasn't there. Eventually they knocked on the bedroom door. I said nothing. But my heart spiked through the roof when I realized I had forgotten to lock the door.

The knocking stopped but they clearly needed something from my girlfriend's room and were bound to enter sooner or later. Now I had a choice. Do I try and lock the door with the risk of them hearing the lock and being supremely weirded out? Or do I go into her bathroom, which is joined to her room ( and has no lock), and hide in case they come in?

So there I am in the bathroom, sitting on the floor when another choice rattled my brain. Do I turn the light on and pretend I had just been in there when they had knocked? Or do I turn the light off and commit fully to espionage?

I'm on the floor, in the dark, just waiting. Desperately begging for my girlfriend to come in any moment and save me. I hear the bedroom knob turn and in walk three of her roommates. My heart was in my stomach. They are saying things like ""Hellooo?"" And ""Anybody here?"" I continued to stay quiet, just inches away from them. I stood up and softly put all my weight against the bathroom door to prevent it from opening. 

A million thoughts are racing through my mind. What happens when they open the bathroom door and can't because there is clearly someone on the other side pushing against it? What happens if they manage to open the door and there is a random stranger, in the dark, in an empty bedroom? Am I an accidental burglar? Am I about to have 9-1-1 called on me? Can I even blame them? 

After 5 minutes of sifting and searching one roomate expressed that she felt weird being in my girlfriend's room without her there, and they exited, unprovoked, and unsuspecting. It's a god damn Christmas miracle that no one opened the bathroom door, or tried to. 

Eventually my girlfriend came home and into the room to discover me in the dark, on her bathroom floor. She wasn't surprised. It wasn't the first time my anxiety led me into a situation like this. She didn't call me weird or creepy, even though I deserved it. I love her. (Bet you thought this story didn't have a happy ending)

TL;DR: I didn't answer the door, was marooned in a bathroom, and almost got the police called on me.",3.8434448818897664,5.493063501968507,4.252370078740157,87.19528740157482,72.44488188976378,6.4973228346456695,29.038582677165355,6.961326702584282,1.4783809448818903,2041,83,400,18,40,641,227,508,0.084,0.8370000000000001,0.079,0.8542,0,1,1,0,0,0,71.0,0,3,11,2,23,12,1,1,41,0,35,6,4,1,4,74,62,37,0,3,14,0,3,2,6,0,0,6,20,0,14,39,1,4,6,2,1,14,10,5,0,7,27,11,67,7,66,33,2,86,0,0,0,1,44,54,1,10,18,286,81,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444374718036542,0.10802578910203056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709291815380867,0.10937011883936422,0.07979101997686278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799550072353573,0.0,0.0,0.06358175060827201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643592871631975,0.31951311404905186,0.23858822694278736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695417429531385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238093245460643,0.0,0.0,0.1377814502742294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014662247582888,0.0,0.0,0.0887195342053619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059277434885100976,0.0,0.08342012556184958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844684651185512,0.11103180180492013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23511268056071175,0.24719759779386774,0.0,0.0,0.10462377145981408,0.0,0.10271681457318783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191372924358094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413695221267687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531565042521897,0.0,0.0,0.11085690215058937,0.0,0.07733887839257485,0.0,0.2014717386383525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008092755170436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203393567954668,0.07932664488894622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231012359099838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485268039052344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992154294409012,0.08294542312973502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724022283304605,0.0,0.0,0.08837505122601515,0.08029705254564994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117243797994238,0.0,0.0872014433815302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929385341477234,0.0,0.102476539211443,0.16560884644152185,0.060819544942887535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162891182188278,0.34035304978721753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701217536404624,0.0,0.09668933275936648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054375308347964,0.0,0.07593336037694713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cilantro541,2019/03/23,"How do I talk to my college classmate? I am a 20 year old male, and in college. There’s a very cute girl that sits next to me in my history class but I can’t seem to talk to her. I get really nervous but I want to get to know her. How do I start a conversation? Also I am worried she might have a boyfriend? Need some
Advice 

FYI: first girlfriend cheated on me two years ago, so whenever I try to talk to girls my social anxiety/ insecurities kick in ",-0.16861403508772102,2.0625711473684234,2.402763157894736,91.9364254385965,90.15789473684212,5.692982456140351,21.600877192982455,7.1686216300943375,0.7263508771929823,349,13,79,6,12,120,64,95,0.152,0.772,0.076,-0.8514,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,2,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,11,14,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,16,1,12,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,3,7,51,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501978970954293,0.1859801738077128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778161439883718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050085502563288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784606977272073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922973163785164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530377524499134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225707877718047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556833478668558,0.0,0.0,0.22313083777545295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201558833891162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440696140748792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909993113894103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387058135800768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850161797034364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059018399085505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244435934240274,0.0,0.20494977077890114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731117493244125,0.12374889077580432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306796387986535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702160999118079
socialanxiety,tyewcic,2019/03/23,"Depth Hi reddit,

An old ""friend"" of mine told me I was ""fake deep"" and that ""what you see is what you get"" with me. I am just curious, how does a person have ""depth""? Is it bad to be considered ""fake deep""? How does a person gain ""depth""?

I have always just been confused by the whole concept of depth and having depth and being considered ""deep.""

I also was not sure where to post this.

Thank youuuuuuu.

Edit: I've tried to post this many time I am not sure why it isn't working",0.9489690721649496,3.031705391752581,2.6692886597938137,93.20187113402064,82.71134020618555,5.5294845360824745,16.916494845360827,6.742157984588678,-0.28357237113402123,361,7,82,4,10,119,61,97,0.158,0.759,0.08199999999999999,-0.7838,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,2,6,8,0,1,4,0,13,0,0,2,2,13,17,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,10,4,7,11,1,13,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,1,2,53,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627295322857919,0.16931857949972745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990424362416431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561479921336144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721456768288547,0.0,0.10631424611210118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630521303459312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21352675656531603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355356296147645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38977111352391786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215384163158253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835706581082416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873447012784296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865567310390465,0.0,0.0,0.19444180563944705,0.0,0.13815520881469787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183616554041714,0.2271874371276968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481419171259629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,witbirds,2019/06/13,"Snapchat is the worst form of communication its so i instant idk - someone i hadnt talked to in 4 years but think is cool messaged me and i started typing then it crashed and i come back to it saying received and the second message dissapeared. i guess that parts a me problem, but dang its the most nerve racking social media you literally get a notification when people are typing. thats all, much love have a good day",3.170277777777777,5.667488543209879,4.38344135802469,81.66923611111113,77.14814814814815,6.025308641975308,27.40895061728395,7.1686216300943375,1.5122209876543211,336,14,62,4,8,110,63,81,0.08900000000000001,0.762,0.15,0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,1,5,1,0,0,1,11,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,2,8,3,4,10,6,9,0,0,0,1,8,1,1,2,6,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992268073974275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24637077208387625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445165259912966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494274997681523,0.0,0.0,0.23989014041384296,0.0,0.0,0.315070318943075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581336012466055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102489634144042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097190503880312,0.0,0.1982821003909445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27367125745086457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274452303387691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915493807115575,0.2423338518734463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243810288916547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298825878554349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326253036447945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417992808394784
socialanxiety,Trequartista95,2019/06/13,"Has anyone on here ever NOT been socially anxious? I'm curious because I don't feel as though I've always been socially anxious, I've always been kind of shy however but never this debilitating. Something happened between the age of 14-17 that gradually moved me towards the S.A. end of the spectrum. I'm 23 now. 
Puberty? Is is that simple? Did my shyness act as some sort of predisposition?

Has this happened to anyone?

I used to be the clown in my (extended) family, even at such a young age, I was a smartass with a loud mouth. I remember my family members outright telling me how get-togethers felt different without me. 

Now, I know what you're thinking, people with S.A are usually comfortable around family  members but the weird shit is that fast forward to now and I feel like a total outsider at those same get-togethers, I can never hold a conversation with any of my cousins whom I once shared a close bond with, I can't speak up around people whom I used to be so comfortable around. I'm THE LAST person my family thinks about and they usually don't invite me unless my parents/siblings are invited.

It's gotten to the point where my nephew (who is like 5) called me a loner once :( wtf man, no ways that Rugrat picked up on that by himself.

Man, I used to be able to form good bonds with people outside of family too, I had a close group of male friends in high school until some of them dropped out midway and then I started to feel lonely. 

The only thing that has remained constant is my anxiety around women, always sucked in that department.",5.459500000000002,6.4320972833333325,6.2686666666666655,76.83600000000003,67.83333333333334,9.466666666666667,31.66666666666667,9.642632912329526,3.0191666666666666,1235,50,225,26,20,407,173,300,0.134,0.768,0.098,-0.9106,3,2,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,0,17,12,2,0,16,0,23,2,2,5,4,42,41,13,0,0,5,2,4,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,16,15,0,1,8,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,8,6,29,8,44,30,5,44,0,1,0,0,22,21,2,3,21,155,45,1,0.0955726809029604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23857238003730485,0.0,0.0,0.06499270034088814,0.0,0.0731128392968335,0.2159398514765673,0.0,0.1336532813257303,0.0,0.0,0.3403197943546026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058260219204891925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975903928682412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328011523918072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985310993538306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464902780543243,0.0,0.0,0.06312485436898448,0.08645096151597095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504870890226623,0.0,0.14497325730687174,0.0682771423333995,0.09176476146462488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383921618734171,0.0,0.09986556230972314,0.0,0.0,0.08016183032627039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902921217772424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097778467827492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952424004005313,0.0525242459827327,0.07790449085171024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338396865320908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157863471642654,0.0,0.0,0.14742308676249952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356357201355388,0.0,0.07268733049664344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877418964599755,0.08345037855431324,0.0,0.0,0.0903470752737803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082652166823666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672465545571206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810398353056007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484862485811807,0.0,0.07357651901782751,0.0,0.0,0.06764683545300437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353473564561713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349424246540109,0.12247822973380228,0.09389967373815332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476323314841283,0.21051961121591292,0.0,0.0,0.07586114555864856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212865387138247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,feineifnw,2019/06/13,"My dad always has a horrible attitude Ever since I was young I've always been the type to not really want to socialize. I'd always spend most of the time I had alone and at home. My dad has always been the person with a really shitty angry attitude over the smallest things. He's worked on it over the years and he's improved, however he still carries it since you can't really remove part of your already made personality. During summer I usually stay at home and go outside as much unless there's a good movie I want to see/to the store with my parents. I don't really have many friends in real life, even though I talk to a few people at school. I don't really like going out with them I prefer being on my own. I have a few good friends online which is surprising I'm closer to them than classmates. I normally voice call them daily and we play a few games together since we're the same age and known each other in the friend group for a few years. We all have the same interests in games and we met in our early childhood days of starting to play video games. I am 15 years of age, and my dad always wants me to turn my computer off at 9PM. When it's left on past 9PM he usually gets really mad which I find stupid because it's summer. I know I shouldn't stay up to 1-2AM which I don't want to I just want him to stop getting mad over stuff like that. He normally says it's because I spend a couple hours a day on it. I go to the gym daily especially over summer. I just don't know what's a good way I can maybe convince him that it's maybe time for me to be able to control my own sleep schedule? Do you guys have any good ideas how I can accomplish this? I had a therapist who told me I should stop being scared of my dad and be able to voice out my opinion and even my mom tells me that. It's just hard because his attitude makes it seem like he's going to get mad over me mentioning it.",3.7816647531572896,4.1083214029850765,5.145970149253731,85.7072101033295,71.28855721393035,8.672177573670112,24.91427477994642,8.730908602173464,1.4470846536548019,1492,38,331,25,26,501,188,402,0.122,0.7829999999999999,0.096,-0.8084,2,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,4,3,3,3,11,20,4,1,21,0,27,2,1,4,2,52,49,14,0,10,5,6,1,3,3,2,1,3,2,3,22,18,0,3,7,7,3,5,7,5,0,0,8,4,51,15,49,35,13,57,0,0,0,0,44,23,0,3,29,204,73,5,0.15983000443786968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276784119516495,0.08818819216101144,0.0,0.3324784185175247,0.0,0.0,0.05434494191107032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14614633082528772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160215229842573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896314702991008,0.0,0.08842442994761633,0.0,0.10307713045606197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556621053854053,0.07228769472724783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304086424577122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522639742984465,0.0,0.1252568708679411,0.0,0.181670149611878,0.26811564927857306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791284164154963,0.0,0.0,0.07158814508203334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032252619318935,0.0,0.07870017953432391,0.0,0.0,0.09021431021767527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783839052333092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682788373901341,0.0,0.056446329434625686,0.1171273002644679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561750736347299,0.05334388453130117,0.08102126909442088,0.16057072207055945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359548474290616,0.0,0.0,0.05874672176892332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659946922597998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873615266123208,0.08654015974299101,0.07628791218895792,0.05540300030143455,0.13955739494448613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909607681456818,0.3071735805721946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355161731781903,0.0800088585060095,0.08087824870390871,0.06368191013827458,0.07275161662254022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831954696304815,0.0,0.07997271587780018,0.08146328082866712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656424989082118,0.17035751867199708,0.06382022400245807,0.1336250404239073,0.0,0.0,0.091483558043913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423265165709771,0.06984923433565468,0.0,0.0,0.09278747702444128,0.05309197648922436,0.0,0.07851608392947511,0.0,0.09319816090656988,0.0,0.0,0.07636220930237528,0.0,0.0,0.08692457424362994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760301692753694,0.0,0.2356796941751978,0.0634328090242214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05817907339846734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438792393817882
socialanxiety,knightofduality,2019/06/13,"“Come talk to me about life” I have this wild idea for talking to people in my community, in person, because I’m sick of living on the internet and only making friends I can never see. So, I thought I’d go to a cafe, sit outside near the door with a sign that says “come talk to me about life (or death, or whatever. There’s no catch)”. That way, I don’t have to approach people first, but they can talk to me if they want to. They’ll know from the sign I’m open to talking, even if my stupid RBF tells them otherwise. I don’t know if I’ll necessarily make friends this way necessarily, but I think social exposure is crucial to my survival, so even a short philosophical conversation would be good (so long as it’s not with some insanely hostile person). 
I got super excited when I thought about it, but after I made the sign, all the anxiety set in and my heart is racing and I haven’t even left the house. So now can’t tell if I should do it or not. Thoughts?",4.589545454545455,4.5891017424242415,5.684393939393942,83.69659090909094,69.45454545454545,9.024242424242424,29.126262626262626,8.841846274778883,1.9526383838383845,747,25,166,12,12,249,112,198,0.08199999999999999,0.816,0.10099999999999999,0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,3,13,7,2,0,9,0,15,4,1,3,2,39,32,19,1,7,12,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,2,7,8,0,0,7,0,0,5,8,2,0,1,5,2,22,5,24,23,2,23,0,0,1,0,18,8,0,8,6,106,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686037857579696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718352812402883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181357858064039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508846879915945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769893244492394,0.0,0.0,0.19564537507862287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719584081722223,0.10619892904456836,0.10126584351352166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003977209643787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609708763192075,0.0,0.14293329248614262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916894485907652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756792323164754,0.0,0.17886429980745505,0.0,0.0,0.1118036534207635,0.11205058002241254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980648381589815,0.16903342788216832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765354575175623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629666167093964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555825073843487,0.2211112394704776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006895899789911,0.0,0.0,0.10089602265879637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290683808086506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088430186027,0.22133475314817996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112998902385206,0.0,0.30155527965073514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468100034087087,0.20100270619151225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994389551305622,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheLastChocoBender,2019/06/13,"Will I be forever alone forreal? I'm always feeling so lonely. I battle my social anxiety a lot by myself because I get too anxious even trying to open up to my friends about it and get them to at least try to understand how hard things are for me with this monster.

I already have pretty low self-esteem, so that contributes to me feeling forever alone. But with the battles I go through with my social anxiety, I feel like I will always be alone. If my friends barely take the time to try to understand me and my anxiety, what guy would even want to deal with me? 

Maybe that's just how my life is gonna be...but why can't I come to accept it and stop feeling the hurt and pain? I just wanna feel like I matter to someone... :'[",4.014391891891897,4.72624138513514,5.250918918918924,83.77651351351355,70.95945945945945,8.352432432432431,28.98918918918919,8.548686976883017,2.053614054054054,567,21,116,9,10,189,88,148,0.225,0.645,0.13,-0.9279999999999999,0,5,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,10,11,2,0,4,0,9,2,0,2,0,30,24,10,0,4,4,0,6,2,2,4,2,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,8,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,6,22,5,21,18,2,8,0,3,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,80,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921361849072477,0.1392722130098134,0.0,0.21002814091209066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28964330113832804,0.14257762847704109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693442254393182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871588229430686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011354844804873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667166476654736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190694550367828,0.1803241590937532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950139404210371,0.0,0.13187556574930406,0.0,0.07172616637858734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496445834865863,0.0,0.0,0.11305639844208396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510686441179598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914351257238796,0.1233164207283315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729640868622912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267915763967625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429280893640805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839756872456093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166109501561868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573036394562656,0.1069345129430788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551443814261033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489171899460036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384611224617325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359213177997978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25705815998225445,0.0,0.0,0.26277121582510915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443997153117142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138819012066177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965360655098699,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ClawTarget,2019/06/13,"Struggling to talk to people My social anxiety is so bad currently that I literally can't hold a conversation with anybody, I involuntary speak so fast that I mess up my words constantly because my brain just wants to get the words out as quick as possible and I start sweating and going red. 

If I have to have a 1 to 1 conversation with somebody standing in front of me I either have to be holding something that I can mess with or I have to lean on something so it takes my mind off the lack of eye contact etc it's physically impossible for me to stand in front of someone maintaining eye contact and have a normal conversation. 

Does anybody else have anything else like this at all? 😔",4.098446404341928,6.035744679104479,5.3638941655359575,78.30329036635005,72.3582089552239,8.454816824966079,31.58480325644505,9.095868883498916,2.8976955223880605,553,26,103,12,11,184,84,134,0.124,0.856,0.019,-0.9122,1,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,5,0,10,4,4,0,1,20,15,10,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,4,14,1,24,14,4,17,0,0,3,0,8,7,0,2,6,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539684380335007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779189499494408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052281053291147,0.13179704780248885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24135717428572134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336416592830447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892031509461056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612244028642823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112661635876725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295860596806538,0.0,0.12287473755313925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562723199932343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830622278646344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183577734935816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988987758834685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437395518958543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203945837755987,0.1831904711580427,0.3328915725507294,0.0,0.0,0.15303157673560713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260252435378245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255985306512347,0.1737780308227821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752378144786042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AutismIncomimg,2019/06/13,"Browsing this subs top posts, trying to realize that maybe people aren’t constantly looking at me when I’m going about my day, no one is scrutinizing my every move, and I could start living life to the fullest by not worrying about this type of thing When my mom walks by and says “wow you look so serious what are you researching over there??” 

Fuck",9.279651741293527,7.271386119402987,8.442388059701496,74.31293532338309,60.94029850746269,12.515422885572141,35.76616915422885,11.20814326018867,3.6986855721393037,278,9,54,6,3,87,56,67,0.10099999999999999,0.79,0.109,0.1418,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,6,3,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,10,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,3,7,1,9,9,0,12,0,0,2,1,4,3,1,0,5,35,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648929266985525,0.0,0.1957122807554984,0.0,0.0,0.15808527705741485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652829417433827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22661401332858025,0.0,0.0,0.13931012537595702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313896085515504,0.0,0.0,0.21644977107135466,0.0,0.4116863470222595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462609016522221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870873116362584,0.0,0.2605289680183248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610297111500893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993873643383403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347618883421932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493315319670668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350066064066366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628500866426902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664237116620405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24893622709148025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,P-Solver,2019/06/13,"How to conquer being shy. Hi, I’m a +30 man who has never had issues attracting women but I’ve always been shy. I’ve found adult life quite tuff as a lot of my relationships have begun to deteriorate due to this. At a young age I found it very easy to make friends and was always likeable but at the same time I felt I was becoming a pushover.
I’ve always been sensitive and misunderstood as a youngster.
At the moment I’ve been diagnosed with depression but I’m trying my best to stay strong.

I was wondering if there’s anyone out there in a similar position who could offer advice.",2.647668997669001,4.836379641025643,4.594079254079253,81.06986013986017,77.37606837606837,8.015229215229214,24.31157731157731,8.841846274778883,1.9809213675213675,466,16,90,11,11,159,77,117,0.11,0.711,0.179,0.9146,0,0,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,8,0,11,2,0,2,1,18,18,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,1,6,4,14,6,3,13,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,3,7,56,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841376202053436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703819043181764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175893407807618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811291769045626,0.0,0.0,0.19775210879454647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504509287485225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229977573718793,0.1912587208219605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092825011966576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132210140361089,0.14558529834062212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667837833477625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330980220692172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020167210340513,0.0,0.0,0.12578259014747534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533357189328658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042503547714047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230989967938465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084785854962567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987863162581343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793577331312594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547955441443706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043509613148314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SekkiGoyangi,2019/06/13,"What jobs are good for the socially anxious? I want to get a side job for some extra money (I'm a student), but I have no idea what to do since I get way too uncomfortable and visibly awkward talking to guests at a store or restaurant.

So I was wondering what kind of jobs are do-able for all of yall socially anxious people/ what kinda jobs do you guys do?

Thanks :)",4.030799999999998,4.648542480000003,5.364000000000001,83.32200000000002,70.86666666666667,8.666666666666668,31.0,8.841846274778883,2.3822000000000005,286,12,60,5,5,96,51,75,0.155,0.7090000000000001,0.136,-0.1306,4,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,13,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,9,12,3,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,0,39,10,5,0.1667486484463084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767570192571507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423857303307178,0.0,0.0,0.13986085498072326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510737814700838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882389273806348,0.0,0.0,0.6618892153776547,0.0,0.0,0.17364305738347005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560251721979822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793620512777371,0.0,0.0,0.33995849587710525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340262472946013,0.0,0.1535197521019016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835267316214144,0.13235731562597078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083179621890455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theRGTgamer_,2019/06/13,Are Weighted Blankets useful? My girlfriend struggles with social anxiety/anxiety in general and I'd heard a bit about weighted blankets being useful for some people. When I looked them up they're super expensive but would be totally worth it if they help. Has anyone here had expierence with them? Thanks in advance!,4.7640259740259685,8.229201454545457,4.852467532467532,74.26727272727275,79.9090909090909,7.5064935064935066,31.493506493506487,8.418075326091056,3.5343506493506496,260,13,35,6,7,81,46,55,0.027999999999999997,0.6940000000000001,0.278,0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,2,3,3,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,2,1,11,11,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,5,2,7,6,3,5,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,2,1,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947756650986253,0.0,0.0,0.17318639752754214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704067562158613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660173506213682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799216212198865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171288518460767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25248262569874164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589330735129697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22803413109181495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42783886761011397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6032247215809967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175947592759974,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ahhhhq,2019/06/13,Am I overthinking Am I overthinking if 3 friends made plans and included me as well but the next day decided to do everything without me and ignore me as well like I’m super confused do they hate me or something cause I’m so confused we Skyped a lot and we talk a lot at school and we would even hang out like all day as well and we were already pretty close as well since I felt comfortable with them and vice versa.,1.107558139534884,3.5261446395348837,2.445395348837213,92.84786046511627,85.16279069767441,6.2306976744186064,22.55348837209302,7.554174236665415,1.0230362790697676,333,12,71,6,10,107,56,86,0.1,0.583,0.317,0.9715,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,4,0,2,2,6,13,1,2,3,0,6,0,0,2,1,28,11,14,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,13,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,3,1,13,9,9,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,6,5,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953913472510316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818905425062516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22837954715988024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169471989155408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913111640828653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000644072318802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367969809918722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481119751611138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730062376662741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010620624937204,0.0,0.16753951155431346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830650831900025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801348122118311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919530483977072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646678698427007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363102995025471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231502015453704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6367968391373267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706805998654521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577913850393788,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eilleellie,2019/06/13,"What should I do 🙁? My college graduation is on Monday and a group of my batch are planning to throw an after graduation party at a fancy restaurant, so they've created a whats app group and added a bunch of girls and I was one of them.

I would love to go, but the thing is i don't know most of them and the one I know I'm not really close to, I mean the kind people where we only say ""morning"" to each other and have a basic conversation. 

I'm not a social person so having to go to a social event is a big deal for me, and at the same time i feel if I didn't go I'll be missing on a lot since it's graduation night... Do you guys think i should go? Or just stay home? Please give me some advice. 😟",1.2530769230769216,2.125816358974358,3.8517948717948727,90.60153846153848,77.71794871794873,6.7384615384615385,19.41025641025641,7.1686216300943375,0.10731794871794877,536,10,132,6,12,190,97,156,0.02,0.879,0.10099999999999999,0.8855,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,2,1,4,3,0,0,14,0,15,1,0,0,0,27,29,11,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,5,9,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,2,2,17,2,16,23,6,18,0,1,0,1,16,7,0,5,5,90,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893333877098366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877875581207448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258610722392267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565615646702692,0.4162633825493097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130805937714287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367463558158464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068127731081205,0.20126534620599185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556738923539361,0.16526426213822512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994608785313101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183668227875695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481606574584167,0.1392636911152014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269456779670517,0.15988491616116193,0.0,0.2010002042430553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730519474620807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561671935489506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147079403863273,0.0,0.0,0.3733159344421895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517129566033065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165039642917752,0.1173297343391402,0.0,0.0,0.10677313193506366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007635638742268,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NightestOfTheOwls,2019/06/13,"What job should I pick? I already felt guilty for no reason whatsoever before but now that I'm 18 I feel guilty even more because now I actually have a reason to. So I decided to look for a job but turns out it's kinda hard when you have troubles just existing near another person. Simple jobs like server or working in retail store can be pretty tough :/ 

I have some ideas like working overnight or security but it'd be great to hear some advice. I know I should be choosing but I'll appreciate much if someone could give me any

Tnx!",3.3433228511530397,5.261942745283021,4.6995597484276725,82.34659329140463,74.37735849056604,7.352620545073376,25.928721174004195,8.167268648758528,1.6778293501048225,425,15,82,7,9,141,76,106,0.141,0.6459999999999999,0.213,0.9158,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,3,0,24,19,9,0,4,8,0,3,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,8,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,10,4,8,11,4,6,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,6,5,52,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.16511770291982028,0.0,0.0,0.1653431960405118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867196984878356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150638301944936,0.17742408004139584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314456753642948,0.0,0.14397927556505366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350948132098328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117569740304425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555411184131642,0.0,0.16246139759730924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623149185833011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865468853458245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515726373051822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907040583718239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910095715804863,0.0,0.0,0.5037235545097313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298953404231458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653280607767086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208789028801927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438366074921844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774151769777802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214026258871812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34793769308191913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433651378345537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840442569037001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24636357265221634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AANickFan,2019/06/13,"I hate all of you. This subreddit is really just about fake social anxiety. You people don’t have real social anxiety. Your problem is not nearly as severe as mine.

All these retarded “memes” which get thousands of upvotes truly show that this subreddit should really be called r/shy, because none of you have real social anxiety. You are comfortable. Your problems are insignificant. I don’t give a fuck about any of you.

If you have real social anxiety, come with me to r/socialanxiety2.",4.386275252525252,7.298471238636362,5.655151515151516,71.93328282828283,75.25,9.365656565656566,26.823232323232325,9.725611199111238,3.3797308080808084,391,15,60,12,9,130,57,88,0.27699999999999997,0.643,0.08,-0.9551,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,8,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,11,1,0,0,2,13,16,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,0,0,12,1,11,14,3,2,0,0,0,1,14,1,1,1,0,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958349974116406,0.0,0.4312341987958079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590761620024316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390193050718653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139588473127205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028447529038667,0.07362839099826796,0.13518974447493862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913595292363665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977008384547288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696956635136647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812163564771342,0.18056252194382533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592070724772419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746281462686583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fussl33,2019/06/13,"Does anyone else have anxiety going to the doctors office? I don't even know why but I'm sitting here, waiting for the doctor and just having these annoying anxiety spikes, I've been to doctors offices plenty of times in my life and never has anything bad happened but I still always feel that way",4.184210526315788,6.464243210526316,5.003368421052631,79.49557894736844,73.03508771929825,6.665263157894738,28.94385964912281,7.554174236665415,2.087571228070176,241,10,39,3,5,78,48,57,0.11800000000000001,0.8170000000000001,0.064,-0.2903,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,1,9,11,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,5,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,26,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17559960610556338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228853007990897,0.0,0.0,0.1475619069054291,0.2162322426114656,0.17366538668835166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762069959730259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6480156267726603,0.18467981280828852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629424977643218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938788171034022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670659728065128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993713327028722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866192331700397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598036081273162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490616031413583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276466682132235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853434045990207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305731314778535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167511267776251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042797700909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PMmeYourSoul1121,2019/06/13,"Why am I like this? I have always had social anxiety. As long as I can remember. But for some reason It is worse when I am around girls of my age. My mind literally goes nuts when I get into a situation when I have to talk to them (I know sounds pathetic). I really don’t know the cause of it either, or if it will ever go away. I feel like I will just have to accept going through my life alone. I do not have a single female friend.",0.5508602150537669,2.326346666666666,3.2851612903225837,89.91440860215056,82.33333333333334,6.713978494623658,16.78494623655914,7.793537801064563,0.23047526881720426,332,6,77,6,9,117,64,93,0.099,0.7829999999999999,0.11800000000000001,0.4019,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,13,1,0,2,1,18,19,8,0,1,6,0,1,2,1,2,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,15,4,12,16,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,8,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22685514995825296,0.0,0.0,0.18225542771576345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756187529513655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949884024835777,0.0,0.0,0.20579145217698688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501022072026544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813052498032524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075113981626787,0.15647930129931184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922660443320844,0.0,0.11443722510955233,0.0,0.24896631613214276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407528209812228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471154428554793,0.21401976808075696,0.0,0.0,0.19383989194065285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22116383382859187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032001575669434,0.2252054007955697,0.0,0.0,0.2481249929698372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24620554548145135,0.0,0.22327953129648773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605277138409106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764584425078435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232163099439809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FaithfulCaprisun,2019/06/13,"How can other people not have social anxiety? I just don’t get how people live life and don’t constantly dread on past interacts they’ve made. I’ve tried so hard but being social too long or not being around the ten or so people I really feel completely comfortable with, I just fall apart. For example, I’m a senior and I largely participate in my school’s band program. I often help out with the little ones at the middle school (which I’ve been doing this week) and after having to just referee a little game they played, I feel like they all hated me and I felt so drained. I feel like every chance I get, my impression to every kid I try to help is that I’m lame and untalented. I just feel like every interaction I mess up and I can’t stop thinking about it. Like I’ve dated my boyfriend for over two years and I still have him come out to the living room since it’s the only way to the bathroom and I don’t want to walk past the living room where his dad is alone (and I love his dad). Just stuff like that, that’s me all the time. But then I have friends that are so confident and say the boldest things and don’t even slightly cringe when they do something embarrassing I’d beat myself up over days over. Social anxiety is such a overwhelming part of my life and I know it’ll be something that will never go away but I wish I could live a little more than I do. I wish I could stop eating myself up so often because of social anxiety. It makes so much sense in my brain to have overwhelming anxiety and downward spiraling thoughts when I social interact or something slightly goes wrong in a social setting but when I explain to others, they find it inane. I know it should be inane, but I couldn’t imagine thinking any other way.",3.851367521367522,5.14166024786325,4.769586894586896,84.9119871794872,71.87749287749287,7.793162393162394,24.8960113960114,8.263242389622931,1.4280404558404558,1381,40,278,21,26,449,171,351,0.09300000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.188,0.9878,0,1,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,4,1,25,18,1,4,14,0,29,5,1,4,3,65,53,33,0,7,15,2,6,5,1,3,2,1,2,1,18,19,1,2,13,3,0,4,9,8,0,3,4,7,43,10,32,39,5,50,0,3,0,1,27,24,0,5,24,191,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224444652386559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054001283642380465,0.0,0.2429926531478002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069142245078297,0.0,0.0,0.07460797820438944,0.0,0.0,0.0484073843039161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864742939967084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840438025195666,0.0832595049875568,0.08581361858171603,0.0,0.126804284446768,0.0,0.0,0.05121265349688943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812558944383055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244932350531888,0.0,0.200718159788137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060761587739888,0.1701908049718698,0.07624571507623673,0.0,0.07257897955020216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135169698057821,0.0,0.08297652702699634,0.0,0.04513033289555458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113544687071005,0.07840058706747112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645322620278393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728293148426987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121787654629747,0.1939777141295572,0.23876798656555334,0.2804806957787065,0.07027503951238788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167030758611383,0.07513932888449518,0.05300655659684101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583752281950163,0.0,0.061245615907180286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381003255241341,0.06039461556096125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599291025806034,0.15161098861205108,0.1651579537326108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087185384265322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314973927706924,0.0,0.16073360629976413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568848133652698,0.0,0.0,0.4856888144254278,0.0,0.1834002796649952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341664738765604,0.1327800427400228,0.0,0.0,0.09090504824952578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275624153248328,0.10176499190187846,0.0,0.06304239028596363,0.04630440428383902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078278766708788,0.0,0.07757168732161136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046837867762305176,0.12606336457053605,0.06369762962633724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263435219037435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682198403929871,0.0,0.051137209697679584
socialanxiety,MiaStegner,2019/06/13,"Gemini Music Video I wrote a song a while back reflecting on my tendency to be fairly expressive and present on social media, despite having social anxiety and being quiet in the “real world.” It’s based on my experiences vlogging throughout my tween years, although a lot of the ideas still ring true when it comes to having to embrace multiple versions of myself. I figured some people might relate so I thought I'd share it here. :)

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=88OVuSarwy8](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=88OVuSarwy8)",10.012660714285717,13.728995087500005,7.009642857142861,65.16250000000002,60.625,8.571428571428571,31.42857142857143,9.23628265651192,3.4393571428571423,437,16,52,8,7,123,62,80,0.0,0.845,0.155,0.8871,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,8,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,7,2,9,3,3,12,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,6,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073377368941544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084058717762744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23346894173728275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651200226671209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059606603510863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304206014754177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875207326963157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878985553041139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084922627102476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5525633158767227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164454600653876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151680943594496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745348790170971
socialanxiety,AN0N0-00,2019/06/13,"What should I do? Ever since the beginning of the school year I’ve had a crush on a particular girl and I’ve been wanting to talk to her but at the same time have anxiety like crazy when it comes to starting conversations. (Especially when it’s someone I’m interested in .)  And I told my self one day in the year I’m going to muster up the courage and say something. I told my self I was going to do it the next day and then next and then next until today. Today was the last day of school. And a minute before the last bell rang I made may way over to her side of the room. I walked half way then realized that I can’t do it so I pretended to pickup up something I had dropped then walked  back. The bell rang and she walked out not to be seen again. I’m most likely not going to have any classes with her since my high school is 4.000+ students and I take different level classes then her and I don’t know her social media or anyone who does so there’s practically no chance I’ll get another chance. I feel like complete shit right now and I honestly just want to start my car up, close the garage and fall asleep in the passenger seat.",1.33395569620253,3.4571353544303847,2.74985759493671,92.93592563291142,81.53164556962025,6.144092827004219,20.00158227848101,7.333567415737692,0.3776189873417719,897,24,201,13,24,291,130,237,0.061,0.8340000000000001,0.10400000000000001,0.8822,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,0,15,0,16,2,2,1,1,31,36,23,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,3,1,3,7,15,0,0,3,1,0,9,5,1,0,2,9,5,23,6,25,24,2,56,0,0,1,0,16,16,1,3,31,121,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951602006957252,0.12261069951825937,0.08945069163733409,0.0,0.0,0.0817597741324727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991151177263043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949833015363324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072434775777277,0.12259827957825555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226229421336134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216636409913866,0.0,0.0,0.10232572957809527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576936109566563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059123031648690275,0.08353440604252119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610907995454015,0.0,0.19936106408328427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354235954106473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064261355133672,0.1906261788041832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137743515789966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064145110255663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730673165842848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923440592112267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998570918024671,0.0,0.09298697358747372,0.0,0.3550164681925164,0.0,0.0,0.2439657875308768,0.0,0.1200263765377567,0.1934504607292616,0.0,0.0,0.1191948255995098,0.09907392408248672,0.18003597118398815,0.0,0.0,0.16552650058579366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879163770889573,0.09398344424851092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818248922982521,0.0,0.2216708492738523,0.22346215687858412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793601121290924,0.18562627313847133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059743466658754
socialanxiety,panteraw,2019/06/13,"How does someone with severe social anxiety get a job? From a very young age, I dealt with public humiliation. In my neighborhood with other kids. And at school with other students. All the way up until I dropped out of high school in my senior year several years ago. I’ve been getting worse since then. I have mental breakdowns. I think about suicide, etc.. Now, I’m 24. And the fact that I’m not helping economically my family hurts me so much. So now I’m at a point where I’m in NEED of a job. My mom can’t work as much as she used to. She’s gotten physically ill. And I really want to support them. Most would call me lazy. And that’s ok. Because I can’t really explain how scared I get with the thought of going out there and interact with people. Or the thought of doing a horrible job. I don’t want to fail anybody. I am in the middle of nowhere. Somewhere in California. And the only job I can try out right now is a dairy farm. It’s physically demanding. It’s long hours. But I’m not really thinking about that. My fear is.. going there and not getting the job done. I am also in the process of going back to an adult school so I can finish the high school diploma. Before posting here, I heard people mention CBT. Unfortunately, I don’t have the resources to get such treatment.

What do you guys recommend? Do I try the dairy farm and go back to school to get my high school diploma despite not getting any treatment for my mental health problems? Thanks for taking the time to read.",1.5932387634736642,4.027804325503357,3.2163819402074445,88.08669208867201,82.9261744966443,5.894000406752085,22.788692292048,7.229369725052465,0.933524384787472,1171,41,236,17,33,386,156,298,0.155,0.799,0.046,-0.9862,5,0,0,0,0,1,40.0,0,1,1,2,18,8,0,2,19,1,18,2,0,3,2,39,48,20,1,5,6,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,8,17,0,0,5,1,0,4,8,5,0,0,6,1,28,3,40,41,5,43,0,2,0,0,16,19,0,2,17,149,36,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178225667002011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475820869884683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055067928553593576,0.0,0.061948074008789177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453441965804407,0.0,0.049363537318256434,0.0,0.06890645345816032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268775960681983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086453724256651,0.08286877705191363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031205875634292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633900638841287,0.0911229480576668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961542400126709,0.0,0.18408702755664647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801811139821997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607600189435688,0.0,0.0,0.05427795655429374,0.25667362963830104,0.0,0.0,0.0797471799830613,0.0,0.08668879966618201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40179166444132985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166312713225996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632138866049171,0.0,0.0,0.09484064727119336,0.0,0.0,0.11905653639018475,0.06004428272516419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615875429324546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228012598657806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655053967764848,0.0,0.07755469692506331,0.0,0.0,0.07748516685294217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100007809720397,0.0,0.15563005676021693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691549098173753,0.0,0.0,0.0810732691751392,0.4917253526690428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829645521822416,0.0,0.06698597427774912,0.0,0.0,0.0825470406382116,0.06861253578995763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857696840806471,0.0918930611629452,0.0,0.0,0.060885501663558286,0.0,0.0,0.07455381388735746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037750758004507,0.0,0.12857523414094058,0.04721901878676815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995771596691442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993913401660758,0.0,0.06681546623055057,0.09552603870005293,0.06427669756305335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895306802358447,0.0,0.08252366753489003,0.057524564510362926,0.0,0.0,0.1042945656148042
socialanxiety,g_ys_k,2019/06/13,"Anyone else get anxious when going over to someone's house for the first time? I just fully comprehended that I'm going to have to go over to a new aquaintance's house for the first time this summer and suddenly got hit with a wall of anxiety??? This happens every time I go to a new house, but the logistics of it are so stressful??? Like, are they a shoes on or shoes off household? Which door do I enter through? How friendly are their pets? Are their housemates chatty?

Idk I suddenly wondered if anyone else feels the same way, and if so if anyone's found any ways to lessen anxiety in this particular situation.",5.322457983193278,6.322465310924375,5.7793172268907576,80.12174894957984,68.15966386554621,8.639075630252101,30.00105042016807,8.841846274778883,2.346721848739496,488,18,92,8,8,157,75,119,0.11,0.8240000000000001,0.066,-0.5194,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,2,5,3,0,1,8,0,6,2,2,1,0,14,18,11,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,2,1,7,2,17,15,1,24,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,5,12,59,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925459862141926,0.0,0.2082172238468579,0.15374316202455626,0.0,0.285472245333166,0.2788809348168788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737175819257205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466184255734226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881128189154323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315164678755009,0.0,0.14921585333236234,0.10514293216774398,0.0,0.07110149989393358,0.0,0.3093727322226894,0.0,0.10884374558992546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034409293618943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4710893728598979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648678567190906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628734794657457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297105945357325,0.0,0.0,0.11530876425029145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589083647580168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380658275951862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604409400563795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475839903399327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sugakookie123,2019/06/13,"college worsened my anxiety exponentially and I’m just really sad— rant 
I went into college with such a positive mindset; I was planning on dorming although the campus was close to my home and making best friends out of my roommates, transforming my personality, bursting out of my bubble, and basically just living the college life. But I was utterly shattered when I realized this was not the case at all in my freshman year. My roommates were super nice; I was just awkward, and I literally have no clue how to make conversation and how to form relationships with people. So fast forward 12 months, it was a weird monotonous routine of avoiding my roommates as much as I could so that I could avoid the awkward silences, maneuvering through them every morning and evening with my awkward, pained smile and having stupid small talk that the three of them most definitely did not want to have with me either. I felt so guilty that I had wasted 10K of my parents’ money because I thought it would guarantee me my social life, but it absolutely didn’t. So I commuted the next year. I couldn’t make a single friend in my whole freshman year and now as a rising junior, made a couple of acquaintances in my second year but not anyone that I’d ever keep in contact with. So essentially, I’ve made zero friends in college thus far and I’m already entering my third year. I was really lucky to have a few of my close friends from high school attending college with me; I think that is what kept me sane this whole time. But I always think, what the hell would I do if that wasn’t the case.
Yeah, so moving on- college hasn’t been even close to the most transformative and most “fun” experience of my life; I had this vision in my head all throughout my senior year of high school that entering college that my life would change for the better, I’d get rid of my anxiety and reclusive personality  (this is what happened for my older sister... after college, she became outgoing and personable-so I was led to believe the same would happen for me and never questioned it). On the contrary, it’s been the darkest, worst two years of my life- having such high (and pretty reasonable to be honest ) expectations for it really really sunk me into depression and anxiety mode 24-7, something that kind of awoke in me and wasn’t aware of until college began. I couldn’t even form relationships with people in my small classes that weren’t in huge lecture halls; it never amounted to anything more than studying together (with like two people) and small talk/school talk in the classroom. Seeing all of my classmates from high school having the times of their lives, thriving, and doing amazing things plummeted my self esteem even more. And now it’s the summer, and I have more time in the world to self-loathe and pity myself— to be honest, I prefer being in school and drowning myself in work so so much exponentially more rather than having these thoughts and having so much time to hate myself and wallow in loneliness. I’ve been taking volunteering and part time jobs and other EC’s that are making me realize, I can’t even function like a normal person and not be a nuisance for one second. I can’t carry a conversation well, I laugh and smile at everything because I don’t know how to respond or insert myself, and I just don’t know how to do anything without feeling immense anxiety. I guess, does anyone else feel this way about college? What do you even do in this position, just pull through it and forget it ever happened? it feels like I can’t do anything about it now that two years have gone by, and I’m still the same person that I didn’t want to be. I feel like i’ve tried my absolute hardest to make friends and have a social life; but all I’ve done was maintained those high school friend relationships, and I guess my biggest problem rn is the longevity of those. we’ve hung out around the clock for the past two years, and obviously there’s been conflicts and drama and just stuff that happens when you become so close to people. i now find problems with my relationships with them so incredibly much, that it is overwhelming and I don’t have anyone to share this with because they’re literally the only friends I have. i guess I’m just really afraid of what’s gonna happen with us long-term, and my own future as well if I can’t even handle simple day to day conversations and function humanly.",8.879748803827752,7.575970611244023,8.496645933014353,71.37102153110048,61.18899521531101,11.087272727272728,36.92870813397129,9.948597397169383,3.557398660287081,3525,134,629,57,40,1129,337,836,0.09,0.779,0.13,0.9927,3,2,1,0,0,0,77.0,1,2,4,5,47,42,3,7,32,1,68,8,1,14,9,151,110,70,1,18,22,2,5,4,7,5,7,0,2,6,46,61,0,5,17,1,1,10,23,17,2,10,32,6,85,25,96,64,29,93,1,3,1,0,38,44,1,11,44,464,131,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340526522450914,0.0,0.040268652043428194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808866735156362,0.0,0.0,0.10151706855994837,0.04958656304192807,0.11947528557102627,0.043081954982216425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850372559019277,0.05344865475023181,0.0,0.054524775631914116,0.05078773728409796,0.042801588427108204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119566493993145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727919858864457,0.05354832679931329,0.0,0.06242175234227166,0.0,0.041682682534486495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04235093282015517,0.04952505366401943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04042794832487639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375183877137814,0.08755239028663958,0.04077501166013135,0.0,0.043494451503721394,0.04733975521425834,0.0,0.0,0.09788019305805563,0.06914702749865761,0.046466945360850484,0.0,0.04423230175929758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617298774074116,0.0,0.02528447496191333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993818278935254,0.0,0.21397841179148386,0.0,0.0,0.04778020367282508,0.04966739871466127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25566073122273264,0.048544293873142436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04802473127061321,0.04301584404035764,0.0,0.05039611448022,0.05319343131819447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509760687025028,0.09457372742500553,0.0,0.08546763023004593,0.04282819589256463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158534577938517,0.1615207337677584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03862855697900649,0.05143639882960467,0.1423040513819197,0.0,0.07465066555163184,0.0,0.051468804334294016,0.0,0.047416983969698935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032793814576707506,0.03680670183963431,0.05149586499704613,0.0,0.0537371007586066,0.05240724489745359,0.046198658619022934,0.13420444859237207,0.1690271567750068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049235278622550144,0.0,0.09261526917800326,0.0,0.0,0.05421365773681061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550159015852994,0.04975828723784682,0.0,0.20783317250110972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938709287774009,0.03856467875799696,0.0,0.10097341812990317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866554721454086,0.0,0.03725696045492296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038648439275362594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540088260451892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03638713933668263,0.11669459528859903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032151595539271924,0.06201933201916756,0.0,0.07684070644248638,0.1410980421439098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032857138585639906,0.0,0.18910016662408885,0.0,0.05821342173065747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057089441418540526,0.03841382737145938,0.0,0.0,0.08702612619934852,0.04486280047428416,0.0,0.10806294124795876,0.0,0.046651209650455286,0.0,0.03523225467292193,0.0,0.0,0.13751413961812695,0.0,0.0,0.2804840814854012
socialanxiety,winter_coffee,2019/06/13,"I'm a failure. I'm 23, still working fast food full time. Haven't had the chance to go to college. Dunno if it's even worth it at this point. So I can be thousands in debt? No thanks. I'm considering trade school.
I have zero friends in person. I mean I have co workers, but nobody I can really hang out or connect with.
I'm 5""5 and 185 pounds. People think I'm a girl which really kills my confidence. No, I'm just fat and consequently a bit curvy.
I'm half blind and can't drive. Still living at home.

I exercise and am trying to diet, but it's not really helping. 
Idk what to do or how to make friends. I don't understand social cues,and have severe anxiety and trust issues from childhood trauma. I was in therapy but had to stop going because he moved,I've had no drive to find a new one since.

I feel so.....fucking behind in life. I feel like such a loser. I'm ugly. I can't talk to people. I don't know shit about anything. I have no energy or drive. I'm even on antidepressants and they're not really helping but I'm afraid to switch to anything new.

Fucking help.",-0.03159174876847358,2.26064516964286,2.3831280788177374,91.73428571428572,90.60714285714286,5.411083743842366,18.4384236453202,6.953978226594392,0.3014312192118229,834,24,180,13,29,284,129,224,0.20800000000000002,0.649,0.142,-0.9313,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,3,9,11,3,1,6,0,18,8,2,2,0,30,39,16,1,1,11,0,2,1,2,0,4,0,1,2,6,8,3,1,7,1,3,6,11,6,0,4,4,3,14,5,22,34,2,24,0,1,1,1,10,10,2,5,9,99,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165195848174714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186959472440705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100171516673207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506929164412669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755304577744734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437508080617905,0.09492867879947947,0.0,0.0,0.12144886391107775,0.0,0.16067763592981826,0.0,0.20532374369231998,0.2456887159694968,0.0,0.0,0.15103622817685586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671976816590776,0.0,0.13328832336923058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869099903394191,0.0,0.0,0.1470107626870169,0.0,0.07302674226950802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385626323804916,0.0649178953771524,0.0,0.11733446123939628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869766588646744,0.0,0.0,0.14474402517806104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566704475923464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900421494075762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424293067599856,0.11602468865487657,0.0,0.0,0.12561346588375968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405023819585195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448049282598676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011528089978954,0.13639823260391976,0.10991875994683938,0.0,0.0,0.1354532563281315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223444655770968,0.11109267063810074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680298830393656,0.0,0.1223369945748164,0.15195854837743972,0.0,0.0,0.08514340328975277,0.0,0.0,0.07748272749497241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021601847242806,0.0,0.0,0.13833157171048532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673738722296328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AmamiRantaro,2019/09/16,"A ramble-thread of my social anxiety experience with online schooling **TLDR: I ""grew"" out of my childhood anxiety (albeit not the asocial preference), and in a matter of 2 months of social isolation from accelerated online schooling, I can't even eat dinner with my own family.** 

This is pretty long, sorry in advance..

I'm currently writing this while avoiding dinner with my family and my brother's friends. In fact, I can hear them putting their dishes away. I haven't eaten a damn thing today because I'm so terrified that one of them will try to talk to me if I go into the kitchen.

Growing up, i was the physical embodiment of panic disorder. I cried at everything, couldnt socialize properly, and was the ""weird"" kid. No medications changed that, and I hopped from psychologist to psychiatrist to w/e constantly.  i can say that i ""grew out of it"" when i transferred to a better school, with a clean slate and no ""crybaby"" reputation.

I found out last year that I'm autistic (aspergers), and every time a psychologist tried to tell my parents that while i was growing up, they'd reject it and throw me at a different counselor. I just had anxiety, and they raised me like thats all it was, so that i wouldnt have any trouble careerwise in the future.

I spent my entire highschool years with absolutely zero friends, but it didn't really matter. I somehow got over the social anxiety, and as long as nobody was being confrontational or rude to me, I was fine talking to strangers, working in group projects, etc. I didnt mind not having any real friends. Not to mention the fact that i came out as a trans guy, and now i was known more of a ""special snowflake"" student. I just avoided talking to people.

college comes along and I'm in community college for a semester. classwork partners were shocked to find i had talked to literally nobody the entire time, but i dropped out after realizing that i wanted to go to art school instead. i also quit my job (working fast food was hard for me, but not impossible. i just didnt talk to anyone. i got a job in a distribution warehouse and it was much easier).

now, I live in the middle of nowhere. theres not a single art school in my state, and since my parents are paying for college, they didnt want to send me out of state either, in fear of my anxiety coming back without home there to be a safe space.

i found an online art school, and thought i was golden. but it gets rocky here.

since becoming a student, i've spent no less than 12 hours a day in one single room. it's an accelerated program, so it takes a LONG time for me to actually complete my lessons. the pressure to get nothing less than an A in every class is extreme, since the tuition is so insanely high. 

spending my entire life in two rooms (the office and my bedroom) was originally fine, and i still have no problem on that regard. but my family spent the first few months of my education with no houseguests. I had to go to my brother's wedding (being a very obviously transitioning FTM guy in a bridesmaid dress = me hiding in the bathrooms every opportunity available), and the paranoia and fight-or-flight feelings were so bad that i was shaking. 

And now, i'm sitting here, typing this while listening to my brother's friends laugh and talk about me being ""socially inept"" downstairs. I can't tell exavtly what they're saying, but i can hear the word ""she"" over, and over, and over.

I don't even care that they're misgendering me at this point. I just hate how I went from having almost no social awkwardness to not even being able to eat dinner with anyone who isnt direct family. This deterioration happened in a matter of months. I just realized I've been socially isolated. there have been weeks where i havent talked to anyone except friends online. I'm 19. I shouldnt be making up excuses as to why i cant walk downstairs.",5.706988353686112,6.5654875264586225,6.601110074626868,75.08335665422888,67.22252374491181,9.39811171415649,32.857558796924465,9.516144504307137,3.0929765038444144,3045,129,551,60,48,1012,330,737,0.126,0.799,0.075,-0.9857,6,3,0,0,1,0,111.0,0,0,6,8,30,31,4,7,40,0,53,11,0,3,4,97,88,45,0,8,22,5,2,1,6,3,2,5,6,4,28,40,9,3,10,3,6,17,27,17,0,5,34,7,78,14,99,43,11,96,0,1,0,0,49,42,1,4,34,387,106,23,0.05700805217671288,0.0,0.05563163541408076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708532945890232,0.0,0.0,0.045589318729275324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753486073914348,0.0,0.21805501938642394,0.0,0.0,0.11958406675557805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356094161034453,0.04383567322683682,0.04759934233962503,0.03475157947731411,0.06296091473399038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05041898944008167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520202457177254,0.05812350858166941,0.0,0.06030696020499906,0.09821477822465108,0.059771858083702285,0.061605451921457575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262066842421599,0.03676547749549285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595612809792703,0.06533616674053161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666693890521078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357904757506481,0.11295984242092134,0.0,0.14409522808802924,0.0,0.05123516139600511,0.055764814016389615,0.21496847202195785,0.06414990788073092,0.028824984080857662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052104326901570686,0.04849102005893502,0.06893436297920916,0.12501277344887074,0.22022139848570316,0.0,0.05956870868349912,0.0,0.09719696940931166,0.0,0.09118909422078668,0.0,0.0,0.11289386889628245,0.050412032267883655,0.0,0.051068017227730036,0.05628364911100755,0.0,0.0,0.12850443604437262,0.0,0.0,0.06023213708395266,0.05718372448570255,0.0,0.05614144799643613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314339059726347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646917128738805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04026647318080941,0.027851254705599463,0.0,0.050339154507970114,0.15135099671282395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038053317502735814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742961501676733,0.0,0.0,0.05756188152958585,0.0,0.13650985007672814,0.0,0.041907477780437366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470076357922559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772602630698546,0.0,0.0,0.06688666615835427,0.12660139098822895,0.0,0.0,0.03952220539615118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389103593788101,0.0,0.0,0.0579976838284259,0.0,0.05454900682749682,0.0,0.05730883816726229,0.0,0.0606350807497805,0.0,0.06488764402804803,0.03652081799900623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067018245318408,0.0,0.3461711539049026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147294959659956,0.0,0.0,0.4067877100060397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381584709385504,0.0,0.0,0.04552670410862597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04286296049725678,0.320746390391038,0.09965510066811883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037873616740579714,0.0,0.0,0.04525802556708863,0.0997255610125584,0.0,0.05403696768694488,0.0,0.0,0.07740945064232535,0.0,0.055688583382685584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703761341199582,0.06724965240305282,0.0,0.04572842078346091,0.0,0.0,0.05284703550704759,0.05144090005419247,0.0,0.0,0.05495372796126522,0.0,0.08300508189454295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342263303878721
socialanxiety,erehwyrevesiti,2019/09/16,"I can't even talk over voice chats anymore I used to be able to, even in competitive overwatch servers. I was able to talk in voice chat, sometimes. I haven't done it in a while tho and I can't anymore. I can't even talk in discord servers where there's only amicable people who agree with me. I can only talk with my family and close friends in real life, and beyond that just over text with people online.",2.7711015490533555,4.514871445783137,3.67765920826162,89.81445783132533,75.50602409638554,6.1886402753872645,23.9053356282272,6.868970318607317,0.6905263339070573,322,10,68,3,7,103,50,83,0.036000000000000004,0.868,0.096,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,0,10,9,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,9,1,14,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,1,46,12,0,0.35090673995297833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480051945795463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954971359488847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347655888387987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540182226378564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555483841293328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123927903986989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668803881975417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24327455020434086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997043466643187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735278692378014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5640910909262776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153537832336614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AntiSubredditPurpose,2019/09/16,"Its like I just learned English yesterday Im not even sure if this is even the right sub, but I just wanted to say that if there was a Charisma rating from 1 - 10 in real life like in Fallout, I would probably be at a 1. I’ve been so alone for so long that I dont even know how to interact. I have so many drafts because I have no idea where the hell they should go. I want to know how to talk to people without sounding like a drunk conspiracy theorist (Ive used that term so much times it’s saved into my keyboard’s autocomplete)",2.9719690265486705,3.750698442477877,4.433794247787612,88.4326382743363,73.42477876106193,7.7738938053097355,26.514380530973447,8.07648339933343,1.3719212389380533,416,14,95,6,8,139,80,113,0.156,0.71,0.133,-0.6957,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,13,6,1,0,5,0,10,2,0,3,1,22,16,9,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,6,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,2,10,5,12,11,2,11,1,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,7,61,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525655131572101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208097711199672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226756535100845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39269158161653134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263127033366273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372310220033084,0.21407032611434412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178310422453744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998164923575604,0.2904648154410246,0.0,0.0,0.17538463523738476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092521488303985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456864083595042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739428998276948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367347375016432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255742484642961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692461537550562,0.0,0.15760210261414911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678397838232175,0.0,0.0,0.15929100446043878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556138725149975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711654235473559,0.0,0.0,0.23378549225406564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104015981556485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078264747252106,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Caramelis,2019/09/16,"Anxiety in everyday life vs ""temporary"" I did solo traveling as a way to deal with my social anxiety (amongst other things), and I like to think that I've progressed in some aspects. But I realized this was ""easy"" to do because the people I've met in my travels are most likely people I won't see again, and we would just hang for a short time. For me, it didn't really matter (that much) if I felt like I'm doing/saying anything dumb. 

People I see everyday though is entirely different, such as school and work. I just have a lot of anxiety, that I end up being ""that quiet girl"" to stay safe. I started a temporary position at a new job, and I feel in some ways relieved that they don't have to deal with me when my time there is over. My superiors did mention that they like my work and is hoping to get me a permanent position though. It makes me grateful, but anxious at the same time.

This way of thinking is just ruining me. Does anyone feel the same? How does one cope with this?",4.454475524475527,5.063291595959593,5.7257575757575765,81.13940559440559,69.9090909090909,9.526651126651128,29.372183372183372,9.661875296680813,2.5907260295260297,768,28,156,17,13,258,111,198,0.066,0.855,0.079,0.3431,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,2,3,10,10,1,0,9,0,16,1,0,2,0,34,29,14,0,3,7,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,0,1,13,9,0,1,6,2,0,3,3,2,0,1,6,6,23,8,23,20,7,26,0,1,2,0,9,9,1,6,14,110,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018996907462555,0.14861086645327304,0.0,0.0919808446950571,0.0,0.1082521180220706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018993804611503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27123872628149537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743880144477624,0.0,0.0,0.2302356419278073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651175344035655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330284103566091,0.0,0.12630591915189554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872797050757333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065602846689595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305402749858434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291566133886184,0.25706922366582524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183670560737828,0.0,0.0,0.08780876204448633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670231101512934,0.0,0.0,0.1270490831480084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913977151804885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735947473321703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427248996396118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046115949678948,0.0,0.13313276596587362,0.20965213699759472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409578069722766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931097688615746,0.140211787639696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739409907949666,0.16858023859832588,0.2584888667559519,0.0,0.2301186501301781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31324807795837545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153582296831329,0.0,0.0,0.09344734017895706,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crust-in-my-rust,2019/09/16,"I can’t even connect with gamers TL;DR I’ve never felt so alone and I’m trying to accept it 


I’ve been struggling for the better part of a decade to improve my social skills, but I’m sad to report I’m pulling the plug on this exercise. I’m not sure when the tipping point was, but I’d say it was around the time I moved to a new state a couple years ago for a job (that I’ve since been fired from), and moving to my current location after that. These last couple years have been nothing but painful, awkward social experiences that have shattered my confidence. It’s like perpetually being an awkward teenager, missing the entire point of conversations, and trying to contribute to said conversations only to be met with silence and awkward looks. AND IM 27

Even at work, my anxiety is starting to impact my job. My boss took me and a couple others out to lunch last week, and it’s like they all got notes ahead of time on what the topics of discussion were, it just flowed so evenly between them, if it weren’t for me throwing a wrench in the damn thing every time I opened my mouth

So, of course, I figured video games would be a much easier way to socialize with people. But that’s been almost worse. I had hoped that because gamers are typically nerds like me, itd be easier to connect with them on things we’re passionate about. But everything I say is wrong. Everything I like is wrong. I can’t follow their inside jokes, and just as I started getting good enough at a game to keep up with them, they’d be over it already and moving on to the next one. This last weekend, they all started a new discord server and specifically didn’t invite me, even trying to play dumb when I asked if they forgot, and for some reason that’s hurt me more than anything else.


I’m just sick of trying. I’m done, I’ve accepted who I am, and where I belong",6.031116718426503,5.85443901902174,6.411133540372671,80.30974637681163,66.41847826086956,9.074741200828157,29.752070393374748,8.563005593585519,2.0720189958592132,1461,45,289,19,21,473,194,368,0.14,0.711,0.149,-0.3716,5,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,8,4,15,26,2,4,18,0,28,6,1,2,4,47,50,25,0,4,11,0,2,4,0,1,3,3,0,0,22,20,1,2,5,7,0,8,6,13,0,1,17,6,32,13,48,25,7,48,0,3,1,1,22,15,2,5,27,188,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971275356879624,0.0,0.09004652150249765,0.09313479077308452,0.09923405886841198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879209134123729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400030360199081,0.08005198062211917,0.08406738464952136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481721623245743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953102241477042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984996586892351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920241116694452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512048460268228,0.0,0.0,0.09291617511555796,0.0,0.237577464610463,0.0,0.07576537426472166,0.0,0.16163690762793134,0.08796353760250619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634174124947062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698190461707343,0.0,0.0,0.07542450829322929,0.07192093670456012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931544204991361,0.0,0.0,0.09626617001929896,0.0,0.0971340252264015,0.0,0.17847262774609693,0.07992913773258979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199017122890839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573051636847115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551403619178591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867269327085168,0.06610494561108482,0.0,0.06935541382272815,0.17369952472228525,0.09563585795754384,0.0,0.0,0.08628510215371349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060935252592497366,0.06839172882583376,0.09568614025441607,0.0,0.0,0.0973796048652241,0.0,0.06234241182040973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001567206039864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924574905525568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855389100996289,0.14302334087051125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438657835339471,0.0,0.0,0.27500048954195094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909473354414074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400874189211396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475289404840293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948384905663792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730731449191246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990956618813716,0.24421166796554786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137798100459583,0.07213210932447425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546619737926324,0.0,0.09164087448576054,0.06387987293358519,0.19663691981093806,0.0,0.11581701931766825
socialanxiety,PpLEMons,2019/09/16,"Prom this year Somehow in my city someone decided to make some really shitty celebrations for the prom.  First when u finish the year you have to dance too traditional music in front of the school, secondly after four days we have to walk in a red carped in front of the whole town (stress level +100)
Any tips hoe not to die from anxiety.",6.187153846153848,6.711977523076925,6.359807692307693,78.40894230769231,66.07692307692308,10.192307692307693,27.01923076923077,10.125756701596842,2.408923076923077,269,7,52,6,4,86,51,65,0.081,0.873,0.046,-0.35,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,13,3,2,17,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,7,33,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419297190402095,0.0,0.2409540802458041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313203153157586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32689305659815915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679165371051526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102474445434419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017802693911028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31877028188991124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668762624041537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608014018033665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516569779812168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056655761208225
socialanxiety,jenthedoglover,2019/09/16,"Help me please, what should I text back to this person? I'm not sure who it is, pretty sure they want to date me. Long story short, divorced and getting back into the dating scene. This past week, I got about 4 different phone numbers from guys I just met. This morning I get a specific text asking about an event I went to and planned yesterday. However this number is not recognizable from the numbers I got? I did do this speed Dating thing, but I'm pretty sure they only give out participants email address.
How do I politely respond asking who they are? The whole thing is super awkward. Advice?",3.8536842105263136,6.0516220877192985,4.485824561403508,83.20610526315792,73.73684210526315,7.016140350877192,25.43508771929825,7.908726449838941,1.5727466666666672,474,16,86,7,10,151,75,114,0.063,0.779,0.159,0.9051,2,0,0,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,3,2,6,5,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,1,3,14,20,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,13,4,9,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,0,11,56,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483299540127835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153876892373857,0.0,0.0,0.2594103562859309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623560883535996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625758663629862,0.16181406232068216,0.0,0.0,0.2698190044760557,0.0,0.0,0.16702058276449944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306323253349765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927726320955895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828940383511991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102497849548045,0.0,0.14728563067868194,0.0,0.18516094300378771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432181763888105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769391754283444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241281515552428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949234838773226,0.0,0.13530562045261596,0.0,0.0,0.15636885783181687,0.0,0.18832616910056668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheDeadRatSociety,2019/09/16,"Anyone with Social Anxiety also at Harvard right now? I'm a first year graduate student at the Harvard Divinity School, and I just wanted to see if there's anyone else out here on Reddit at Harvard who's been dealing with the same issues.

It's been really hard recently, getting started with classes and moving to MA, orientation, all these people.

I wanted this to be a new start for me, but I realized I couldn't just cut away the issues I deal with just because I moved. There's all these new people and large groups and I just don't know how to act. I just stand there and try to be alone and will people not to notice me. But then I also want to talk and make friends with me. 

I just spent my last 4 years of undergrad without anyfriends until my senior year. \[It took me 4 years to make one real friend there\] And I don't want the same thing to happen at Harvard. I want this to be a place where I belong and have friends, even if it's just one. 

I can feel myself self-isolating and self-ostracizing already. I am a quiet person generally and I very much need and enjoy my solitude, but I also want to have friends and be able to talk with people. Right now I've been feeling the isolation pretty hard, and I'm trying to keep myself from thinking that it's too late and everyone's already made friends now and I ruined my one chance because I know that's not true, but sometimes it feels like it is.

Anyways, I'll stop pouring out my emotional baggage for now.

I know there must be, there has to be, others with these issues like me, at Harvard. But I just don't know how to find them. 

That's why I thought I'd check on Reddit, hoping to find others like me so we can be friends and work on our issues together.

Thanks for listening everyone",4.037627118644068,5.064371372881356,4.932400000000001,84.92022711864408,71.14689265536722,7.584903954802263,26.87186440677966,7.839951260653429,1.4933147118644072,1382,45,279,17,25,450,166,354,0.057,0.758,0.185,0.9931,0,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,1,2,29,16,1,0,9,0,23,0,0,5,4,81,55,32,0,12,18,1,5,3,6,2,0,2,0,1,18,27,0,2,12,0,2,4,7,2,0,4,7,8,38,14,41,38,5,40,1,1,1,0,19,15,0,3,23,194,56,7,0.07804445085649016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083051411244682,0.17224798443669498,0.18723635745975514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059703791288159176,0.0,0.0,0.10914098932544967,0.07996576276898103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332533064589443,0.0,0.0,0.095150345719426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092080382540827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519612424539571,0.08778950271764784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515476237359656,0.0,0.0,0.1491496346296836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838485797923233,0.0557549712858952,0.0,0.0,0.14266242837678395,0.06638457002950432,0.0,0.0,0.3617816948045604,0.0,0.04077500440659671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901445014663718,0.0,0.1398249969500284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751574936872399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325832520437099,0.0,0.06936949384715768,0.0,0.0,0.1715647566080406,0.06361664390213684,0.0880375399431245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438572953299317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384754643628802,0.10419055394359993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589780029807566,0.0573716512891282,0.057868971412441385,0.0,0.15075163392590704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885412457525144,0.0,0.0,0.15865481911986404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642478204438692,0.06814540417308584,0.08153984023041383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793992640075996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883167117941024,0.04999727366104529,0.0,0.07705947986807846,0.0,0.0,0.13329906920761575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898515086114358,0.06219132288350746,0.0,0.16283476621119347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955648927874244,0.0,0.0,0.07718795748850987,0.0,0.11048052801761557,0.0,0.0,0.06524865551520438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254583466543819,0.0,0.07185284474599689,0.0,0.0,0.05184926528107439,0.05000773281203184,0.0,0.06195857633029709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671025652931952,0.10597411831851176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439484543270645,0.27619583506293016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042297786018717,0.0,0.0,0.07523206560293302,0.0,0.0568172897284484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20103227025498932
socialanxiety,Lavander_Moody,2019/09/16,"Jobs and job interviews Here I am sobbing today because once again I did not get a job due to how the interview went. I have a lot of experience, I prepared well for the interview, researched the hell out of the role and there I was at the interview completely out of my comfort zone, mind blank, struggling to get my answers out. Interviewer provided me with feedback today advising me that the only thing that let me down was the interview.
It just makes me feel like there is a absolutely no point in trying and I will be stuck at this entry level job for the rest of my life. 
I'm 28 god damn it, I want to have a career.",4.8833800000000025,5.401664808000003,6.0797500000000015,79.30362500000003,68.92,9.77,30.825,9.827888789773867,2.8219,491,19,99,11,8,165,80,125,0.132,0.773,0.095,-0.7778,4,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,2,1,12,0,10,1,0,2,0,16,18,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,5,1,14,3,17,10,2,14,1,1,0,0,8,9,3,1,5,73,20,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420159754282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922417323478368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720916846324427,0.0,0.0,0.08643087409401018,0.12211741397295227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861503568306886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6785143138223391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479464525427224,0.12073784547244833,0.08351117496083803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532450918609302,0.0,0.0,0.11410176271779887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725976229906016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204230686754885,0.0,0.13000527739581882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159069954303962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787004478047308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356293522339532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240565432730995,0.0,0.0,0.1160549900632286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008230607068086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369287536987106,0.15846029469916048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SerBanana,2019/09/16,"I don't understand how people get better. My attempts over these many weeks to confront my SA, through formal therapy (which I have now quit) and self-help has only caused me greater anxiety, more than I have ever felt in my life.  Just constant pain daily.  I don't get it.",4.212735849056603,5.7074789056603805,4.7171226415094365,84.84285377358493,71.26415094339623,7.564150943396226,28.34433962264151,8.07648339933343,1.8637962264150945,214,8,41,3,4,68,44,53,0.126,0.772,0.102,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,7,9,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,5,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218603330814635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218762978170412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258076735521433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714844049051455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272469176306391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412148902021687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262508835233054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839046787413606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177447274034418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547021831820793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19106753142485566,0.2673205506552117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416741664670468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26720814960852457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26208191412624066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872970779521989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615335350680263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151711766480696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Brake_77,2019/09/16,"Internship advice Hi everyone!

I have been sending resumes everywhere to hopefully land an internship while I'm at my last year of college.

I was ok with sending resumes as I know for the most part nothing will come of it but was eager to get a reply off of it. As soon as I got a email back for an interview I had an opportunity insane amount of anxiety. 

For the last week I have been dreading the idea of an interahip. I'm lazy as fuck so the idea of juggling going to school full time with homework and having an internship is insane to me. Also working with people has always been the worst part for me because of my anxity. 

 If any of you that have social anxity and have  some experience I would love some advice and to tell me about your experiences!",5.018053691275167,5.9301869463087264,6.376704697986579,75.88331208053692,68.79865771812081,9.718389261744967,30.33624161073825,9.888512548439397,2.9784947651006717,601,23,112,14,10,204,89,149,0.16399999999999998,0.74,0.095,-0.9298,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,5,8,1,1,12,1,15,2,0,0,0,17,25,12,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,7,0,14,5,27,16,8,16,0,0,0,2,10,4,1,5,8,88,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32597727908428875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333846703764239,0.13878552096807908,0.0,0.0,0.1134252729656548,0.0,0.12759654101216358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825387584341294,0.0,0.10167574560979456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367779761508295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937829961352867,0.0,0.32631201972326324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419786687659742,0.08714269914495881,0.0,0.0947925675546682,0.0,0.13339996750986366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566354129300626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37657903024692174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166532405422503,0.2719178644296606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053761046353248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004282412468676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612421283806945,0.0,0.11563358449420602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880388705238908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700249285350166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578483649735455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972586083358324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379165346288785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214276259952314,0.0,0.0,0.1184852890456608,0.0,0.0,0.10740952024535153
socialanxiety,anonblonde1,2019/09/16,Days of anxiety after drinking Does anyone else experience this? It used to happen to me the day after but now I’m going on day 3 and still feeling off. I always feel like I made a fool of myself and everyone is making fun of me for something I’ve done.,2.9685849056603786,4.154310716981133,5.3850471698113225,80.0541745283019,73.90566037735849,7.564150943396226,24.57075471698113,8.07648339933343,1.4977584905660375,200,6,39,3,4,71,43,53,0.092,0.741,0.16699999999999998,0.6428,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,8,10,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,2,10,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561296697558786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984252095686795,0.0,0.0,0.16437976748646005,0.2408765684109005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548390705871611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572805899238836,0.2405777744036774,0.0,0.23029782238926816,0.0,0.0,0.1963867802685845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22463771322440168,0.0,0.22996225360045044,0.0,0.0,0.23773622905952616,0.16794770274365836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360655533272334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788851811635092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148526613182537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244699425336767,0.15692380229817804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098307753683587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877424619894453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304150494335588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trust__no__1,2019/09/16,"I (19m) want to start playing sports, but I’m so scared that I’m gonna make myself look like a complete idiot Hi!

I’m not really sure if this is social anxiety or not so I’m sorry if it isn’t 

I really want to try and do some different sports so I can get healthy again. I really want to try boxing (like for fitness not actual fighting) and ultimate frisbee. But the issue is that i am so scared of making myself look like a complete idiot in front of everyone, and that everyone doing it with me will hate me because of how bad I’ll be. I try to tell myself that I’m new and everyone has to start somewhere, but I still can stop seriously worrying about people think that I am stupid and uneducated. 

I just was wondering if there’s like any advice anyone might have to help me? And sorry again if this isn’t social anxiety, it drives me insane the amount of people who fake having social anxiety just to get attention and sympathy from others. 

Thanks!",3.887986676535899,5.054458098445597,5.805081421169508,77.99690414507774,71.64248704663213,9.244855662472245,25.70281273131014,9.606745405546679,2.3066035529237605,755,23,146,18,14,262,104,193,0.249,0.599,0.152,-0.9833,1,0,0,0,2,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,12,17,5,2,4,0,17,0,0,3,1,34,38,20,0,7,13,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,3,3,0,2,5,10,0,0,1,2,16,7,16,33,2,11,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,8,11,95,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.11141609292213872,0.0,0.0,0.1115682483969546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776413562581606,0.0,0.2620254262302061,0.0,0.0,0.07983221174113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532944177661266,0.06959862278748535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941582320253285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928617892955835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32729074437918604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930105474218546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272191142095847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652755918892967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916664364345765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311607121956456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917526383603816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524223376617596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211192001084895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102687123717324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830595941067369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942587997727095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286135956218009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34915409160583044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556139972082981,0.1616240600435439,0.0,0.09117847170319793,0.09545349579672928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760642565300277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979197873260727,0.10511488949142946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315726088279219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254732172498935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202026063012978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381543101678442,0.0,0.11594792655509045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Godvivec1,2019/09/16,"Average Drug test? Hey, I have a employment drug test today. I was wonder how the average collection process goes?

I just got out of the military, where the bane of my existence was drug testing. Someone within a couple feet of you staring at your junk while you pee....just doesn't work for me. I usually would need to get to the point i'm about to piss myself to even collect. I'm hoping that is really only relevant with the military, but is this a thing outside to? Or, do I get to piss in a cup in private?",1.8740776699029096,3.9897595631067935,4.007582524271847,84.675645631068,79.58252427184465,8.003495145631069,25.83398058252428,8.841846274778883,2.200752233009709,397,16,80,10,10,136,70,103,0.067,0.9129999999999999,0.02,-0.6662,1,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,5,3,2,0,9,0,8,6,3,1,0,10,16,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,11,1,17,12,0,10,0,0,1,0,4,7,2,3,3,55,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240187285846289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7043698229416557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372327240532356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115545441830816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192618313119864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201088991446649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501219196376371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398035834826754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139064443998266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970140155334994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154415235736922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345057816963814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919089119219769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229816733733339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195598113377399,0.14739367910743084,0.0,0.0,0.14382215356193448,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,turned_to_stone,2019/09/16,Conference call in 15 minutes How to keep my cool?,2.41,4.759872000000001,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,79.0,8.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.7100000000000004,40,2,8,1,1,13,10,10,0.0,0.7959999999999999,0.204,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7542679599878835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6565667098899522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CrotolamoProductions,2019/09/16,"What do you do when the girl you like sends you a message being drunk saying: “Mom where are you?” ? I post this here because I have social anxiety and I’m an introvert.
Should I just laugh at the situation?",1.0504878048780526,3.536751121951223,2.8616585365853666,89.15102439024393,86.56097560975607,6.206829268292682,20.39512195121951,7.554174236665415,0.8616497560975613,160,5,33,3,5,53,33,41,0.096,0.7490000000000001,0.155,0.5484,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,2,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019340137775257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405971645646835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928238374347966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622519385475509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780004674005133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138704648380007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436440474932869,0.0,0.40233307821346603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheLazAndrew,2019/09/16,Does anyone have a problem with eyes when around a lots of people? I mean sometimes when i am in a social situation or even just strolling around the city my eyes get very sensitive like i cant look at a person straight.And being afraid of people asking why i am teary eyed boosts my problem and i have no idea how to get rid of it. Though what amazed me the most was that i drank coffee those couple of days and i was alright.,3.99401515151515,4.765854613636363,4.343636363636366,90.0437878787879,71.04545454545455,6.775757575757575,23.75757575757576,6.42735559955562,0.4835166666666671,338,8,73,2,6,106,63,88,0.08800000000000001,0.792,0.12,0.3976,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,6,1,8,4,3,1,0,14,14,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,4,10,3,10,10,2,7,0,0,4,0,3,4,0,3,4,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074017993975915,0.0,0.0,0.3583650817954722,0.1881703297165692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227133207089588,0.0,0.1298094317747929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761421401428316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294403660632945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032176793327773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227221466012835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833560703766478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690251355823307,0.0,0.0,0.17112169520985196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925374349041346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790854559465454,0.17575058655165252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851969870933801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22624799557601946,0.0,0.2051803760561082,0.0,0.0,0.19907180781954306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775731425530216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607769801989086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162456904951788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WEEBSLAYER69CSMONEY,2019/09/16,"I need help Alright, basically I have been socially awkward for as long as I can remember, and Im only starting to realise I need to change. 
Therefore, one of my main problems when it comes to social interaction is that I am usually just overcome by fear when it happens.
For example, when speaking to a stranger or even a friend that I am not super close to, I will start stuttering, speaking really fast and soft, sometimes even unconsciously increase my pitch.
Moreover, I will start sweating uncontrollably and this kills my confidence even further, therefore repeating the vicious cycle.
So please reddit, please help me overcome my problems.
It would really mean a lot to me as I am trying my best to work on my social skills and become a more confident and sociable person.",9.63042857142857,9.01116575714286,9.235714285714286,64.46928571428573,59.28571428571429,12.285714285714285,43.57142857142857,11.491704259439757,5.333785714285714,626,33,97,15,7,202,89,140,0.149,0.653,0.19899999999999998,0.8441,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,8,12,2,3,5,1,10,1,1,2,0,20,18,13,1,5,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,8,0,1,1,3,17,4,15,14,5,15,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,10,73,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527854958263776,0.0,0.0,0.14754807616602514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487331839115516,0.12111202938154715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785893528756917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821092647184926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862503979936318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432963029751053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847866484782985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186909120022968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554995891504642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442408832393816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953070266368593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315155678485726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085020689469804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952722942522893,0.1069304981254787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276404273760673,0.0,0.3086669869356461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690650444687488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014031951145268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926920785793533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42996338645505533,0.0,0.0,0.13905421542265242,0.0,0.29854624301835153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545626259174947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484794075316327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023564284209361,0.0,0.0,0.09987620945181268,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TJ_Figment,2019/09/16,"I went to my first convention this weekend I went to Earperconuk this weekend. I barely spoke to anyone and clammed up in front of the cast every time but I survived. 

I have pictures with my favourite actress and a bunch of autographs. I didn’t think I’d ever manage to experience that. 

The anxiety was real and I spent most of the weekend shaking but I did it. 👍😃",1.336514459665146,3.909761342465753,3.0911415525114165,87.34742770167429,86.26027397260273,5.436225266362253,27.28919330289193,6.937597516519254,1.565150380517503,290,14,55,4,9,96,49,73,0.062,0.872,0.067,0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,4,1,4,1,1,0,1,7,1,10,0,10,2,2,12,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,6,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447927187061767,0.0,0.0,0.223745585689106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894507463776493,0.2696067467705311,0.0,0.0,0.3130132126659548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721847143547453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642205264698764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503771380791974,0.0,0.0,0.1865896909371394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.593270887949918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sideacct08,2019/09/16,"I cannot paint or draw in front of other people. But they seem to never ever (ever) understand this I feel like a ridiculous pretentious prick by asking people to please not watch me. And if I take weeks to finish a project (because I can’t get a moment with just myself in the room) I look even worse. 

Same with cooking. First time I baked a pie I was all alone and it turned out perfect. First freaking try.

Then I tried baking another and someone literally STOOD right next to me making tiny comments about every single fucking thing I was doing. It turned out shitty. 

This is a shitpost, I hate my life.",2.5661581920903984,5.0086995423728835,3.4450000000000003,87.87789548022602,79.0,5.289265536723164,21.69774011299436,6.42735559955562,0.4975231638418083,478,14,89,4,12,152,88,118,0.168,0.7609999999999999,0.071,-0.8909999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,1,3,5,7,4,0,6,0,6,6,1,1,5,22,19,7,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,6,7,3,0,3,1,0,1,4,5,0,2,3,3,15,2,13,16,3,18,0,0,2,1,3,6,2,3,12,64,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794627450314475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169607382168146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619906319817248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562806893535497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444784382585133,0.3134779871123431,0.14599337080178867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761407255002454,0.12378914455742035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294778705691609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019182170184065,0.0905300962121482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710751930602702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223906904059627,0.08465440409405417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550906391576302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566376276571436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364192740545489,0.0,0.18428208674795726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24025694940209186,0.0,0.0,0.19020614436817532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479776364953982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577448999034574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468170648615734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028276165499805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511755897359173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103922940757228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352874577696017,0.3769513008722276,0.0,0.18038749873993112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899238122323312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765840966171985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,n0thumanatall,2019/09/16,"I (17f) feel like I can't get better I'm really sorry if this isn't the right place to post this, or if it's an incoherent mess, my head is just everywhere rn.

My mum doesn't take my anxiety seriously and is threatening to kick me out if I don't find a job. I had a follow up to a job interview 20 minutes ago and didn't go. I got to the end of my street and had to go back home. I had a break down in my room. I genuinely wanted to go, I really do want a job. I'm just pathetic.

I was in therapy for 3 years and nothing worked. I've had anxiety for as long as remember, so maybe this is just how I'm supposed to be.

I feel like a burden. I was home schooled for the last 2 1/2 years of high school because when I did go to school I had a breakdown every morning and missed the first 2 periods. I rarely left the house during that time, I don't think I ever left it without one of my parents. I failed all my GCSEs because my head was elsewhere.

I dropped out of college because I couldn't handle that either.

Almost 3 months ago I met my boyfriend through one of my friends. He's genuinely amazing and I'm so grateful for him.  But I feel terrible burdening him with this. He doesn't have anxiety, so he shouldn't have to deal with me. It's not fair on him at all. I don't want to make his life hard.

​

I just don't know what to do at all. I'll never be able to get a job so I'm always going to be a leech. I can't function like I should. Even when I have to motivation I can't do it. I feel lost. I don't exactly know what i hope will happen from posting here. I just don't really have anyone to talk to and writing this seemed to calm me a little.

​

Maybe I'm being dramatic

​

I hope this passes",0.3932152842497629,2.1790133183023883,2.9068607068607086,92.36989604989608,82.92572944297083,6.409893182306978,21.860276722345684,7.534196372845213,0.7393220876048461,1339,44,315,22,37,464,172,377,0.1,0.795,0.105,0.1571,6,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,6,16,17,0,0,16,0,40,3,2,3,6,53,74,21,0,11,13,2,5,3,1,3,1,0,3,0,14,11,0,0,11,0,0,7,18,8,0,3,13,5,49,9,42,53,4,44,0,3,0,0,15,17,0,8,19,198,63,12,0.07892294397884783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399208557985991,0.0,0.07902992799917832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656702117756239,0.2565389304822718,0.28770004644299485,0.0,0.0,0.18112750836666416,0.0,0.0,0.05518475747985983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060686872297137436,0.0,0.14433208233967162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980093034427774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136608974735135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990230279440802,0.0,0.0,0.05212786015801688,0.07139032125268302,0.06649598422084152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962324737935893,0.11276513389607752,0.0,0.0,0.07213414098698208,0.06713181583060335,0.0,0.0,0.060975670741230524,0.0,0.08246796160912423,0.0,0.2242686392156847,0.0,0.06312188804802629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979129871346999,0.0,0.07069945575901224,0.0,0.16199541958437405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833864234839602,0.1583322955886054,0.15677658251848564,0.0,0.09106648095429548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132753755558891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674797199495599,0.06433273304777347,0.0,0.0,0.1715000191168713,0.0,0.05574560936100453,0.11567329162854023,0.0791015236681316,0.0,0.06984432186106981,0.0,0.0,0.08615371640179141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268167795258461,0.0,0.15857741038284387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299554091511005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608702398416511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572869331127445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696045876382324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763458938779284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245767856554774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117272802998938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168017655098895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940431041958527,0.06739976293029648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396226984044369,0.0,0.07184848405986675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834777426772715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593402317905264,0.06343527282221402,0.0,0.0,0.09025526464258303,0.0,0.0,0.05057063573284108,0.0,0.0,0.04602060331556917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965239154508066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607890162378565,0.0,0.05745684318432739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28770004644299485,0.10164757666403457
socialanxiety,dory263,2019/09/16,"[F28] I miss the old me So I’ve always been shy in social situations. Never been big on crowds, never the first to start a conversation. Since I was probably 20, I’ve been very introverted, only going out when necessary - work, shopping, appointments etc. But was happy to go out with friends or meet new people if needed.

I’d never heard the term Social Anxiety until a few months ago. I read about it and it seemed to be a bit of an explanation I was looking for. Since then, I’ve been worse. I don’t even go out for walks anymore, because the thought of seeing someone panics me. I make plans to see friends, but always bail because I end up overthinking all the things that could go wrong. I spend my time in bed or watching shows online. I won’t even go out to get food unless my fridge is completely empty. 

It just seems to be worse since the term “Social Anxiety” came into play. And I don’t know how to get back to how I was.",3.5596409472880097,4.843205395721924,4.7636707410236845,84.69995989304813,72.58288770053477,7.695798319327732,24.587089381207036,8.192908349453996,1.3475656226126818,727,21,149,11,14,240,116,187,0.115,0.833,0.052000000000000005,-0.8621,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,0,1,10,0,15,1,0,3,4,29,35,14,0,3,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,9,1,0,4,4,2,7,6,3,0,1,11,5,15,4,25,20,6,34,0,1,4,0,9,10,0,5,17,93,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018580408258652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808412608581246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292066017005547,0.0,0.11208591065782668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690574487476559,0.0,0.1377924269314812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338905248937775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926527861065432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849978492249474,0.0,0.0,0.09023762774255352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010256687913026,0.0,0.12604767033796685,0.14929787429410035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961351316803545,0.13666476915217052,0.0,0.17463862889684778,0.0,0.1180970341798711,0.0,0.3211606135781772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031236393233807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062113080121222186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490870778747153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544202379231592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021183988871756,0.0,0.0,0.08380322693163736,0.2615050010277353,0.10915584880684268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185959435851224,0.0,0.0,0.08595714033515149,0.0,0.13260513907478566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835414506519366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185515395802733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305102864382285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012532165604733,0.2057791343990542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804750368655361,0.12703971409723444,0.0,0.3456303280765131,0.0957618551874405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999645176859686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750857607891467,0.0,0.0,0.08972560779700932,0.06590312961167875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325370251638176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228022908542779,0.0,0.23035497548741754,0.0,0.12357011294672934,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VNTXBLXK,2019/09/16,"Socially anxious or just shy? This question has been bugging me for a while now, and I honestly don't know what to think of it. 

To begin with, I personally believe that I do have social anxiety, but to a somewhat limited degree. I'm saying that because firstly I tend to keep to myself when it comes to emotions and talking about feeling. For some unknown reason I despise sharing my emotions, and I dont like talking about them even to my closest friends or family.

 Secondly, when Im in a social situation, (say a party), and there are people there which I know, but not really friends, I tend to keep to myself and just sit there on my phone. It's not that I don't want to socialize, i just dont know how to 'dive in', or what to talk about or how to start off a conversation without looking like an idiot. I tend to live by the idea that if I have nothing important to say, I won't say anything at all. In saying that, when i am in these situations im always thinking if people are looking at me or laughing because ive done something. At times, people will walk up to me and try start up a conversation essentially catching me 'off guard'. In these moments ill start sweating and blushing, especially if its a girl. I've also noticed that i try to cope with these feelings of judgement by putting on a 'pissed off' face. 

Ill be able to talk to people, like close friends and family but other then that, im awkward around everyone else.

Sorry for the long-ish paragraph, but im just wanting to know if this is just me being shy or truly social anxiety.",6.866785714285713,5.971603762987013,7.625292207792209,74.6793668831169,64.94155844155844,10.167532467532467,37.10714285714286,9.354420925462401,3.3902233766233767,1221,55,232,19,16,410,153,308,0.14,0.768,0.092,-0.8885,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,2,20,13,3,1,11,0,19,5,3,3,1,57,42,30,0,6,22,0,2,3,3,2,2,5,0,2,20,13,0,4,11,0,0,4,8,4,0,2,2,9,27,9,49,36,3,36,0,0,2,0,25,18,1,13,16,172,47,0,0.08063747384484682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448575870020715,0.06709683797225897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337489355367202,0.09109739290028873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635777021625594,0.0717844478591551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831171121169198,0.0,0.0,0.0908508194439394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946204358743971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252013247621108,0.18901303757918536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736226222272522,0.18141260913639293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053260290964392935,0.0,0.0,0.07705256190177552,0.0,0.0,0.15203566757906406,0.0,0.08154545932189439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685901940587541,0.0,0.0,0.1869009367878784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102989274378136,0.34840923684967984,0.0,0.0,0.14334858364283729,0.0,0.0,0.17726498709200553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818618969337542,0.0,0.07120436675200575,0.07136162683937049,0.13543033792585024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737383095882669,0.09180629843393616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361548463672265,0.07040953182895973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106293343379473,0.09033242545907202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165843058553494,0.08290875326480637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32063077876315993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812797983586393,0.0,0.4109987483414359,0.0,0.06207866695629299,0.0,0.09026705008208544,0.1712268570785482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592533879330679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333847448258304,0.0,0.0,0.047020359468317126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949510311570157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512414263719368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773164723146775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dikkelul27,2019/09/16,How do i overcome social anxiety caused by bullying in the past? It has been years and i still think im worthless and nobody likes me and it makes me look like a piece of shit towards others.,1.8019230769230743,4.080945538461542,3.0381410256410284,90.64644230769231,80.7948717948718,5.951282051282053,22.57051282051281,7.1686216300943375,0.8110974358974365,152,5,31,2,4,49,33,39,0.261,0.625,0.114,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,3,0,7,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,2,4,5,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,5,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497822508518879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354197325447294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35269105768282705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31903641149784945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27418945351336305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795057332229134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116944771689357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351618410593053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328398169223044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607544338607527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092169323301655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026425573125654
socialanxiety,x42chaos,2019/09/16,"How i am supposed to believe it's all in my head when i grew up listening from almost everyone I ever met that i am weird because of my anxiety? I am getting better now, only because i am tired of giving a fuck about these people. But I fear I also might become even more isolated.

(\* still learning English.)",3.2783606557377003,5.004240114754097,5.417180327868851,77.9536393442623,74.08196721311475,7.50295081967213,30.2327868852459,8.238735603445708,2.521069508196722,241,11,42,4,5,84,48,61,0.24,0.6779999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.8516,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,1,1,0,5,3,1,1,2,7,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,1,7,8,2,7,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,2,4,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382606710542765,0.0,0.0,0.19027903975161364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202202120306954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900897559826432,0.2627839750931357,0.0,0.2680747971781945,0.0,0.2104369436375209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715589342308042,0.2152286643690411,0.0,0.22736008359973786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677465514276612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199699707486936,0.12431285445225597,0.2282519392383037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419317058148746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524147590647614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096267276857864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495634287284358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001770112617108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27347488285697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lekimumu,2019/09/16,"I was a communications professional who still gets social anxiety, help! I've been looking around for some helpful tips to get over my anxiety about job hunting in my new city. It seems silly, but I actually worked in public relations and events before I moved here, and normally I'm a pretty in-charge kind of person. The kind of person who, when my hired emcee or host for an event is late, takes charge of the situation, go up the stage if I have to, address the public and get on with the programme, or socialise with the guests to keep the party going.

What most people don't know me is that I'm an introvert and I got into this line of work because I specifically wanted to work on it. But after all these years, I STILL get social anxiety. It doesn't normally happen when I'm with clients and mounting events because I can anticipate what will happen and I can be prepared for it - but throw me in a social situation without warning and I really freeze up. Not a lot of people has seen this side of me and probably won't believe me even if I told them. Which brings me to why I'm asking around here because I don't personally know anyone who can relate and I'm hoping someone out here would.

I quit work in my full-time PR agency to do my masters and now am looking for a new part-time job. The thing is, I've never had to do this in person before - with my previous jobs I was either found on LinkedIn, job sites, or referred by a friend. So again, I always knew what to expect and am usually quite good at interviews. I have no experience of applying for non-corporate part-time jobs that I can balance with my studies - hopefully, as a barista, or a waitress - but these employers (as I've been told) respond better if I show up in person to hand in my CV. It makes sense but it's been weeks now and I still haven't done it bc I'm nervous af going into places to ask for some attention and possibly a job...and I know it sounds really really stupid because I talked to people for a living, FOR YEARS. I don't know if anyone can relate but I'm hoping for some tips on how to get over this.

Thanks in advance!",5.136198883084127,5.311146313817332,6.290409836065575,79.2147572509458,68.29742388758783,9.285858403891194,29.06944694649613,9.162432508145574,2.2752007566204293,1664,54,333,29,26,560,199,427,0.038,0.84,0.12300000000000001,0.9887,7,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,9,17,12,1,1,20,0,31,1,1,2,2,67,72,33,0,12,17,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,1,5,24,23,0,1,9,1,0,7,10,2,0,0,13,6,36,10,62,55,7,54,0,0,3,0,25,26,0,17,20,224,60,14,0.0,0.0,0.06907540990712815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889833068113703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624497256028355,0.0,0.0,0.0989882629193411,0.0,0.0,0.12602633076448122,0.13234780628798118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725981686102319,0.0,0.1204647024748988,0.07974983274880641,0.0,0.06260309150996679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243706555060901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04675245993993564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924077205182998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761149304108032,0.05468788849184441,0.0,0.1849097612951685,0.0,0.1206852980989205,0.059370636154406485,0.05661278888779773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518890617672035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489064607321104,0.0,0.0,0.21091478351969895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42145585109709777,0.06291646921989973,0.0,0.14742221877699285,0.15560512452537742,0.0,0.07984793984847904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250396390712955,0.0,0.1188822166360921,0.0,0.0,0.06017840592461434,0.0,0.0,0.04724916830617325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523266545017912,0.0,0.0,0.054593329576629455,0.13672812081700875,0.0,0.0,0.1387074590297979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330531733362548,0.0,0.14721906975335133,0.30903124603879856,0.07395468185706784,0.0,0.0,0.07979882891259384,0.0,0.07201323049903609,0.0763176064071059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057594573187008,0.0,0.0,0.13603898867872224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443950245744781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912936931471186,0.0,0.2164674901612117,0.059975432598662885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958565344788926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053221095230137,0.05689385757269257,0.0,0.0651688089981498,0.0,0.0,0.0470260415957294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527514583014752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779590684868073,0.0,0.041750501052832636,0.0,0.056779014071977274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387195398421794,0.0,0.0,0.06823368136843272,0.0,0.20612768305528112,0.0,0.0,0.050283240545435,0.0,0.0,0.09116572676436534
socialanxiety,Ded_Wait,2019/09/16,"For those of you making progress on your social anxiety, what's working for you? I'm trying to focus on my mental health again and channel some of the tools I picked up in CBT. Figured I would ask to see what else works for people? Any bit helps.",3.0948,4.646035479999998,3.6810000000000014,90.93550000000002,74.2,5.8000000000000025,22.5,5.985473137389443,0.2829999999999999,194,5,40,1,4,61,41,50,0.034,0.852,0.114,0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,11,4,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,1,25,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556057877943608,0.0,0.21999376997883435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26884341674640466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139569650562222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240231664544185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30567833567768704,0.0,0.0,0.19275518214549012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919582681743491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898075428625864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993680078413837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291597114005589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931460737265165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952442659507969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41871544495433183,0.0,0.0,0.2042847338761477,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stonertrial,2019/09/16,"I find that I can sometimes replace my anxiety with anger in social situations Sometimes I get severe anxiety and I find it hard to socialise. I sweat, my voice shakes, and I feel severe stress. However, when I start thinking of things that make me angry or about how frustrated I am I notice my anxiety goes away. The problem with this is, it doesn't feel too good being angry either and it's harder to be a good human being when your pissed off. Therefore I usually try and refrain from anger as a coping mechanism, and instead I act feeble and quiet. This is starting to get draining though, and I'm starting to want to lean into being an angry person. I feel like I prefer anger more than anxiety and fear. Is it bad to use anger as a coping mechanism?",3.8874489795918383,5.74330068707483,5.241921768707481,79.29920918367347,72.74149659863944,7.621088435374148,27.215986394557824,8.344100000000001,2.0949006802721093,599,22,105,10,12,200,88,147,0.37799999999999995,0.6,0.022000000000000002,-0.9954,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,7,14,6,3,5,0,10,2,2,4,0,27,23,15,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,9,11,0,1,7,0,0,2,1,11,0,0,0,6,18,3,18,19,2,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,7,77,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395900776943403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349708582157687,0.0,0.11994793020674906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165451653397586,0.21791249682013591,0.10262887678739936,0.0,0.0,0.2626005259512361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011012674699076,0.0,0.0,0.2409860262585363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868881512107616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018375026615864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589243144129904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635549044824389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254361024175867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746073248464147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245839479113202,0.0,0.0,0.16147693900587118,0.0,0.14644063027060747,0.0,0.0,0.2841616880381507,0.0,0.3050443458894333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455906877481755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543959462848334,0.09204986265469656,0.1411426682064847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097533946128273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407387093210262,0.1582183326837942,0.0,0.08473285781255878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,truthhurtsthrowaway2,2019/09/16,"My ex boyfriend who made me feel bad about my SA My ex left me recently because he ‘didn’t feel the same anymore’. For so long I was blinded and always allowed him to make me feel like I was dumb and incapable for being socially anxious, to have him look at me so judgementally when I face these challenges. To see him undermine my pain. 

After not speaking to him after the breakup for a month, I woke up and realised that he was indeed emotionally abusive. He made me feel bad for myself and it was inexcusable, yet I forgave him, because my anxiety made me feel that this was the only relationship that I will have and I have to see this through. 

I’m ready to move on and find someone that will raise me up despite my challenges and not being me down.",4.828389261744963,5.693414422818794,5.505563758389262,82.12894966442956,69.20134228187919,8.376107382550336,32.3496644295302,8.548686976883017,2.4586289932885914,595,26,118,9,10,193,81,149,0.163,0.775,0.062,-0.9538,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,0,4,0,13,3,1,5,0,21,27,10,0,0,2,2,5,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,10,10,27,3,19,13,1,14,0,0,4,0,14,6,1,0,8,86,36,2,0.0,0.18844469544157286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323398506073502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167052483413017,0.17967784669864387,0.1577318934919357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26559521447925843,0.19390715818959245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890647545362684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020947272071548,0.11362321340239775,0.0,0.0,0.14536608279144006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280503820081386,0.0,0.0,0.07770233372418077,0.0,0.0,0.14075159605769136,0.1335594286590683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514823701521584,0.1061651120269034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694980339212827,0.16904179781207435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096241556715898,0.16923722883139206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703973159328785,0.1707569635704831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25347974499119985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212839412134916,0.1347600126935384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fatdabbies,2019/09/16,"How to respond to douchebags at school? I'm a senior in high school and have good friends and acquaintances through out all friend groups of the school and literally don't get bullied.  But there are these 2 douchebag football/baseball dudes that for some reason just look at me, say shit to me from across the school, and try picking a fight with me (I know they won't fight me).  I used to have bad social anxiety, but in the past year it's gotten way better.   One area in which I have not gotten better in is confrontational situations.  I don't care about what the 2 dudes have to say, I just think I care about what people around us think because I absolutely hate causing a scene or anything.  But in these situations my brain just freezes up and I can't think of anything to say.  ""Killing them with kindness"" or ignoring them isn't going to help in anyway, so I need to know what to do to show them I don't give a fuck what they say, because I honestly don't.",5.9655539772727275,5.809125848958335,5.721439393939395,85.13113636363637,66.55208333333334,8.85681818181818,30.99621212121212,8.296473431620573,1.9477229166666663,761,26,162,9,11,236,106,192,0.195,0.674,0.131,-0.9142,0,0,0,0,2,0,19.0,1,0,5,2,10,18,7,0,8,0,14,3,2,5,1,32,32,12,1,1,9,0,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,9,9,0,1,6,1,0,1,8,9,0,1,2,6,22,9,31,29,2,19,0,0,1,1,19,14,2,3,3,105,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897903038422261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317655897042613,0.10448718047510944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800185804920676,0.14309942917368015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761440823429084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310274943298349,0.0,0.0,0.23933993863611386,0.1205747790211405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813647430655966,0.1085097856794797,0.06132273940805059,0.11259522799123275,0.06670598885519173,0.09844721078772994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588189919331088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867289320816838,0.12401140558591152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985623933763055,0.12222629894842618,0.12901066491826554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856406633110744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703086377013255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953523055205207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204615906651404,0.0813719134056362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067936891209664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37336004714819016,0.0,0.4751524512482809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048207365574493,0.0,0.2638651626150926,0.0,0.11964736561672608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256243411066455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968881102797194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141185707680992,0.10137290294000714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316551477197801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558459956573955
socialanxiety,Nuza02,2019/09/16,"SSRIs So I have social anxiety disorder and my neurologist prescribed me a SSRI medication.
I've been taking it for about 3-4 months, it's helped tremendously. I feel so much more confident, comfortable in social situations, I've noticed I've been speaking up more and talking with others. It has greatly decreased my symptoms, like shaking, sweating, muscle aches , feeling super self conscious, overall anxiety. 

The thing is that I've not been doing therapy at all , in my country therapy isn't really a big thing, I'm not sure if I'll even be able to find a therapist who'll help with my SAD :/

So now I'm terrified that if I stop taking the drug the symptoms will come back. I'm doing so well mentally, feeling anxious every single day is so exhausting, I really don't want them to come back, but at the same time I don't know for how long I should take this drug ? I don't want to be dependent on it. I really don't know what to do.",6.685459459459459,6.151070545945951,7.889864864864865,71.4466891891892,65.16216216216216,11.508108108108113,35.7972972972973,11.00357731598739,4.02738918918919,741,32,137,19,10,255,109,185,0.13699999999999998,0.778,0.086,-0.6157,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,12,9,0,1,7,0,20,7,1,2,2,27,35,11,0,5,5,0,3,1,0,3,6,1,0,1,12,6,0,1,7,0,0,3,7,3,1,0,3,4,14,6,15,27,6,18,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,3,9,91,26,0,0.12517869331405898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152271551220884,0.14141629274643153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925093766778093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156607204221237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072990141264999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434656275113032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903350852788779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267934634556202,0.0,0.10546844802986713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898823256154462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441105788581027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380099512983584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678092789496107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375898722795173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061155986533216876,0.0,0.0,0.11077920443918696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610436404745298,0.12615068051768813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991643872888553,0.0,0.09202074283088747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251677201684912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405780289618607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058867758515594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070609606665355,0.0,0.25520782741823217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465499274139904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797943701951645,0.2602171848378681,0.2823563960747192,0.10061389200121312,0.0,0.0,0.2863054904718486,0.14534211108456674,0.16632632316456758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299270273181335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766727316948336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255067864604852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nsyncope,2019/09/16,Just wanna say you all are amazing I silently watch this sub like a creep because I don’t typically have the courage to post stuff but I watch others reach out for connection and you guys are kind and reassuring every time. I rarely see people correcting each other but I always see you trying to help others not feel so alone in their anxieties. Thanks for ending my weekend with a warm heart :),3.8975428571428568,6.368284773333336,4.3219047619047615,83.16000000000003,74.6,6.9523809523809526,24.04761904761905,7.957251820313856,1.4505619047619052,318,10,57,5,7,100,60,75,0.059000000000000004,0.618,0.32299999999999995,0.9718,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,2,13,8,5,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,10,7,8,8,2,6,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,0,4,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576538409150493,0.0,0.0,0.20699909606294226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031069283049268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164973468373508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033907155042173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960201365817965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578712259621305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463244192500341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29479724733325896,0.16674732318240354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25905883641795696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153794015234567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246790081455138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382558027869213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783430450589032,0.0,0.0,0.39647980440238817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847856096066209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290367892962348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506155879536992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689005626288964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jack-o-lyn,2019/06/07,"I just need some reassurance maybe So here I am hating myself and the way I interact with people, again. I think I just got a really big promotion at my job, it’s not completely official yet but it’s looking pretty damn good. I was so excited that I told a few of my coworkers. And now that I’m home alone with my thoughts I’m really feeling bad about it and I feel like I should have waited to say anything. But I’m really bad at keeping things to myself. I’m just having horrible anxiety about it and I just wanted to vent. Thank you for reading.",1.7544167337087693,3.84977478761062,4.1845052292839915,83.35862429605794,79.88495575221239,8.356878519710378,23.54706355591312,9.095868883498916,2.0726,433,15,88,12,11,151,72,113,0.198,0.63,0.172,-0.6528,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,12,9,2,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,23,22,8,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,4,16,5,11,17,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,4,61,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201492775469126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488284807386642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009620502236802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32487845611166083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397959319065104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967383553078311,0.13898493698763356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317740543836468,0.15559759173399182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207560576202096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514723536594106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305860254437668,0.1729229611073316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504619375796884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633710948707707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954493435003877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425467648535978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348748999473119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792498230112807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946003771030822,0.0,0.3738967720224671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547121632509991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791134112184711,0.0,0.0,0.1292488669932873,0.12465832971441135,0.0,0.1544491662089386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858986929115258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474929154935964,0.1544229324038481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,steffenb1,2019/06/07,"Intelligence isn't all its cracked up to be.... I've never really fit in with everyone else around me. I've always felt that very few people shared similar interests as me, history, science, maths etc. Being the smart kid in class isn't as good as people make it out to be, being that one person standing by themselves at the start of school, waiting for somebody, just somebody you can talk to to turn up. When I finally do get talking to somebody it's hard to have a conversation, everybody is talking about the newest drama, or the current viral hit. Not many people want to hear about that new ""interesting"" piece of history I've just found out, or an amazing science phenomenon. I don't hold that against anybody, their thoughts and interests are their own after all, but it just feels so lonely, so boring, so alienating not being able to have a meaningful conversation with anybody and when I do try I risk being called a know-it-all. It doesn't help that people always single me out for things. A hard question comes up ""oh, but ""you"" will know this one won't you?"" people always ask me things like how long I study and how i'm so smart, i'm flattered, but do you not want to talk to me about anything else, how was my day? what my interests are? There seems to be an expectation for me to do great things, and in a lot of aspects I want to, it's just that I also want to be normal,  
I don't want a burden placed on top of me dictating my life,people seem to think intelligence is a great gift but it comes with some life changing set backs, I feel I can't relate to my peers, many other people for that matter",4.832763684913218,5.508224158878505,5.6636404094348025,81.68261682242994,69.09345794392523,8.606497552291946,28.058299955496217,8.704169506293173,1.965693546951491,1269,41,253,20,21,416,159,321,0.083,0.758,0.159,0.9840000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,4,2,1,20,17,0,1,13,0,28,1,0,4,3,56,54,23,0,7,13,0,5,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,20,13,0,2,11,1,0,2,11,4,0,2,4,6,27,13,48,39,9,31,0,1,0,0,21,15,0,7,13,177,47,3,0.09599136175163676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676425731206013,0.23961750805507154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899271172750998,0.0854526633094672,0.08973896535644328,0.0,0.0,0.07381143199385941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801791282606494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015461327328834,0.16537611698598595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619064871625826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037693080196747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705574252360776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172385977312443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970722334386666,0.0,0.09216676073727896,0.10515384477822383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524957353838413,0.0,0.0,0.050151524617880215,0.0,0.0,0.0805129999579618,0.0,0.2116616304209116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197881100902787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818924113376632,0.0,0.06434098637105788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055086840554302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560307521401546,0.04689653064088127,0.0,0.0,0.08494933447820402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160842307766103,0.0,0.0,0.06407497935435734,0.19464034875235275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403445586260457,0.09270905533976646,0.0,0.0,0.0940511536207132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009246199775468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658382665927867,0.08381595452210427,0.10029054231057373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075322938169978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061494524337393934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714838282687628,0.0,0.17477386111054852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794317991263599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086168819512306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913171862521331,0.06150738864914125,0.0,0.07620641889164316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06517183359088922,0.10441103697235814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792029264737612,0.2830909610577005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TMI_Timmy_Longcakes,2019/06/07,"Anyone have suggestions for part time work I can do from my computer at home? Hello everyone,

Basically, I want to make some money. I am 20 years old and have lived with my very supportive parents since I finished the disaster that was high school. I have an incredibly difficult time talking to other people in person. I'm only mildly uncomfortable talking to others via voice-chat like Discord lol. 

I don't really have any skills, just a lot of time. I like to think I'm a decent writer and have some experience with editing. I don't really have any computer skills like programming. I guess I'm down for almost anything as long as I can do it from my computer. Anyone have any experience with working at home? I greatly appreciate your time and suggestions!",5.25764404609475,7.165738464788735,6.5628553137003856,71.00269526248401,69.28169014084507,10.234058898847632,30.514724711907807,10.436869588844218,3.670794366197184,610,25,102,18,11,206,85,142,0.086,0.789,0.125,0.5492,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,4,1,6,0,0,4,1,15,0,0,1,0,15,23,5,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,15,5,18,22,4,13,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,5,11,64,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613750717743096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977319578034077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204088833090716,0.0,0.12009592062329745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394516170121465,0.0,0.2855140186038594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089901087149827,0.16076900936541974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419328308782249,0.29277879366459136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389626580171772,0.0,0.1288674099447992,0.12915202310928348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407269589548747,0.0,0.0,0.09741586870729507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531391429968875,0.0,0.0,0.11099370187092647,0.0,0.0,0.16204874229143856,0.1580384502085664,0.0,0.10117619762370034,0.1274288981998193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869853902235164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476987460932431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072281023895218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561061781459585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346015711277119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351225326248742,0.0,0.0,0.34039440083552225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204155188865742,0.08607900360640089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249164831149708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398036819964747
socialanxiety,face_n_face,2019/06/07,"How do i stop being anxious when receiving texts from an old friend So i was longtime friends with this guy but like a year ago i stopped hanging out with him because i realised we are too different and he always got me into situations that would make me really anxious,he goes to another school so we dont see eachother anywhere else so it was easy to drift apart but every other month or so he wants to hangout  sometimes i do hangout with him but i always tell him ill have to go so i wont be with him for long and i get really i mean really anxious when i see his name on my phone,i leave the phone in another room ,i start walking around,i try to not use it at all,my mind starts racings,i cant sit down for a second and then after lots of hours(i once answered after 2 days) of not touching the phone i ll find the courage to open the message and answer, please how do i stop feeling so anxious about such silly stuff",3.8869591346153816,4.582198296875003,4.8585416666666665,86.5348557692308,71.23958333333334,7.574358974358977,29.352564102564106,7.61054688173877,1.6693112179487186,731,28,154,8,13,239,122,192,0.094,0.792,0.114,0.6886,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,7,0,13,1,0,4,0,36,25,19,0,2,6,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,1,1,6,13,0,3,5,2,0,5,5,0,0,1,3,4,23,5,24,18,1,31,0,0,2,0,18,9,0,2,17,98,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486298137814476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686483920419298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480890322946194,0.0,0.5345668781784098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530923820133757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721126352764221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629165376862151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359498464403547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864297623796673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882180235073316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967016161062284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981441980870266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812113805155993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279163857205516,0.0,0.06180519889728785,0.0,0.06723080130849708,0.0,0.094612762810157,0.0,0.0,0.11713243707349097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525923741697365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057793844273660536,0.0,0.0,0.1046889512057979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057171458772787,0.0,0.0,0.07896403695619206,0.0,0.0,0.12885990222085664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944605197808007,0.0,0.09442338236403897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413259880050985,0.12598223817656445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298543697182532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273518902999636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972268378505654,0.1885344777487639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132970566994517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699856651103015,0.0,0.16746217708075625,0.0,0.0,0.29670428174708424,0.0,0.0,0.1354215412269917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339662306006077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031576643533968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217045894365356,0.0,0.0,0.0697745214627339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403465726587311,0.0,0.0,0.07617926489955701
socialanxiety,DeadBlueBuck,2019/06/07,"I've just joined this sub's discord server, but I'm too anxious to actually get myself involved in a conversation there.... I even wrote a whole message about myself I could post in the 'introductions' room, but I deleted it and didn't send it...

I fucking hate that I'm like this.",4.285,5.5667978181818185,5.434318181818185,80.5914772727273,70.81818181818181,7.6818181818181825,30.113636363636363,8.07648339933343,2.0452727272727267,220,9,43,3,4,73,42,55,0.185,0.753,0.061,-0.7642,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,4,5,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,1,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.3492543866571487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043200506990577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857504391947217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363866062175932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33086862810217943,0.1869856302116552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533477166863175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484966615549385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427649631438842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995775510903785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Madamkitty666,2019/06/07,Just quit my job. Been there about 2 months and everything was going good for the first month. But my anxiety started getting worse and the depression started creeping back. This happens with every job I have. I've only ever worked customer service jobs which happen to be the worst kind for people with anxiety as I'm sure everyone here knows. I dont have any experience or education for anything else. If anyone knows of any kind of job that I could do that has minimal contact with people please let me know.,4.783750000000001,6.967949875000006,5.192083333333336,79.21125000000002,71.08333333333334,8.133333333333335,29.70833333333333,8.841846274778883,2.6222333333333334,412,17,71,8,8,131,72,96,0.133,0.7340000000000001,0.133,-0.0,4,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,2,15,20,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,6,4,11,15,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,46,10,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429971064743306,0.0,0.20732597747660456,0.0,0.0,0.09475010634354053,0.0,0.1115112578984163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419702588906332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819183987903044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671254870291273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881396791187125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131992616819258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257443612142188,0.11417104766008175,0.12948337585728134,0.12178554691710645,0.13255249302769376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115262746081761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707971592993887,0.0,0.07701212575940898,0.11365739580453912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23965795183093666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378817721463417,0.0,0.0,0.2822207501085776,0.223414397751271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385657629260815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632184224254009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305968137961706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788789840391848,0.0,0.0,0.14874671811902074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441290760147915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918260379213665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771436556125634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865119012013422,0.0,0.13809388193568334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ihatemylifeeee,2019/06/07,"Please give help. I want to break out of this shit, honestly. I've been dwelling on this upcoming presentation (this monday) for the past two weeks, and it's just eating away at me like always. At this point in my life, i'm too tired for this shit to keep happening, though it never stops no matter what I try. 

Tips like, ""turn that nervous energy around and use it to help you"" or ""practice in front of a mirror; recite until it becomes natural"" have never helped. It's the same shit every time, and I just want some solid advice. 

I won't lie and say there's been no progress at all, because there has, but it's such a minuscule amount that has taken years to build up. Stuttering and choking isn't NEARLY as bad, but my anxious and insecure nature when speaking in front of a group is still impossible to hide. 

Every other kid seems to be at a higher level of confidence than me, and I turn to cursing God or some higher-being because I had to be the only fucking kid that gets anxious. I don't know why it had to be me. 

Please just help me. I can try to answer any questions you guys have.",5.998621212121215,5.383130286363636,6.524545454545457,80.93848484848488,66.5909090909091,9.333333333333334,29.24242424242424,8.59863814320734,1.986469696969696,853,24,174,11,12,279,130,220,0.127,0.695,0.17800000000000002,0.6216,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,1,11,12,4,3,7,0,16,7,3,1,3,32,30,15,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,3,17,9,1,2,4,0,0,2,7,9,0,1,5,2,16,3,32,21,5,30,0,0,0,1,14,15,4,6,14,118,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937434116628302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016477600863704,0.0,0.0,0.08307368703681807,0.0,0.0,0.2760143761722671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874921314379644,0.0,0.0,0.11477430560441353,0.0,0.1019993543803212,0.14893645568004638,0.13491725596207174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500122754798568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20585186701944236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293590043667075,0.06382409428720487,0.11718798796288506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095862227209235,0.10802659220868048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275278438266338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858233323060992,0.0,0.0,0.06713650532641892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628594568198468,0.119363413821293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884362291068672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290896536916232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661652251369445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681922454541941,0.11548165588780805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684830744006155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714735138338004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121081039360424,0.0,0.0,0.3761896143168407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755795349042096,0.1021320880848763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200225881994193,0.0,0.07123307689084356,0.1404061292418405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658786361398859,0.26575223461791897,0.1193335721082015,0.0,0.0,0.10550790421083643,0.0,0.0,0.1441074769157502,0.0,0.09799020674413414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023132540010623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866769579949759
socialanxiety,polyglot21,2019/06/07,"How can I go ask for work at a place where I used to work many years ago? Many years ago I used to work at a school as an assistant teacher when I took a gap year before college. Now, many years and difficulties later, I’ve had a hard time moving on professionally and even with my studies and I still can’t find work or internships, so I thought of going back to this place where I used to work to ask if they needed any help for the summer. 

But I have massive social anxiety and don’t know what to say, especially because I’m ashamed that many years later I still haven’t been able to move on to something better. I feel so awkward and get so nervous just thinking about what their reaction will be to seeing me or what I should say. 

What can I say when I go and visit?",7.867133928571428,5.2114372312500015,7.926785714285718,78.94250000000002,64.1875,10.892857142857144,34.10714285714286,8.841846274778883,2.534214285714285,607,18,133,7,7,198,95,160,0.092,0.871,0.038,-0.7234,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,6,15,4,0,3,6,0,11,0,0,4,0,23,28,17,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,0,7,3,3,0,0,4,6,17,1,19,21,0,32,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,3,17,83,23,8,0.1067355110170039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922918092871185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258380760819301,0.0,0.08165237378006714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956658913204472,0.0,0.0,0.08207301958217174,0.0,0.06506497683276967,0.0,0.09082405843362036,0.0,0.0,0.09439888572524004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049779838015205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053968681413467424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975543233927212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576489916062703,0.0,0.18198075189533985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561405288029644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154256314668697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058659045480183185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328522214813978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268859130545018,0.0,0.07914302897835909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303178303456064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25464108723132683,0.0,0.1080220354861812,0.08505438318735561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880341196198212,0.0,0.08217021100615446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047823394811926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839180566865555,0.0,0.08473607327522571,0.062238334818257336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185870800486614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765556348903447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885236161708986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34367084816880256
socialanxiety,dontclickdat,2019/06/07,"Throughout my school year, we had to participate in 8 Socratic seminars And yet, I have spoken on none of them.

You can't fix stupid, I guess.",1.90845238095238,4.33853960714286,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,81.5,8.019047619047619,23.619047619047624,8.841846274778883,1.925533333333334,111,4,23,3,3,37,27,28,0.0,0.892,0.10800000000000001,0.4168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,4,3,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,16,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6763967988043104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6214068211231304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953997132382964
socialanxiety,Throwawaymoleboy,2019/06/07,I'm going to a quinseañera tomorrow and I'm very nervous So I started dating this girl recently and things are going well. She invited me to her sisters quinseañera tomorrow and I said yes of course. I was fine with it but now everyone's telling me I'm going to have to dance and I'm freaking out. Dancing is one if the things that makes me extremely anxious. I get all stiff and start sweating and I just can't handle it. I don't want to make a fool of myself tomorrow. Any advice on how to deal with it?,0.3077142857142867,2.709656295238098,2.506428571428572,90.45107142857141,90.8095238095238,5.666666666666668,23.690476190476193,7.1686216300943375,1.2151904761904766,401,17,82,7,14,135,69,105,0.135,0.8170000000000001,0.048,-0.8664,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,1,6,2,1,3,1,18,20,10,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,9,0,1,0,2,0,5,2,3,1,1,2,1,12,2,12,18,1,15,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,8,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281737074219268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878815309226182,0.0,0.0,0.2637887794716677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407284684452817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22311946162369345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199422483993096,0.0,0.39811065916773997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31172641300649656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582257885463769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305532923879612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211217523660276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305453076354488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408947962842272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102543344157817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266213128794304,0.13772447644039335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994473530701585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jyg301,2019/06/07,My only friends in this class are talking to other people they know better. About to just be sitting here quietly for an hour and a half while everyone else is happy with other people.,7.2365714285714295,7.371864228571429,7.417857142857144,73.04964285714289,63.85714285714286,9.285714285714286,31.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.7672857142857143,148,5,24,2,2,48,32,35,0.0,0.762,0.23800000000000002,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026055599065676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28582401701182725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269408128099973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26434571708887306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642270707145415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369507103095853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803774180958968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602219456753265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744101072020742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275008744948134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,letsgetburningnow,2019/06/07,"Pls help:( My social anxiety has kept me from working for the past few years, because it’s gotten to a point where I’m terrified to even leave the house. I’m 23 years old now. I have responsibilities, especially as a person still living at home. My family have been extremely patient with me and while I thank them for that I still feel guilty for not pitching in to help support us. I’m just not sure what I’m supposed to do? I was wondering if any of you have ever done any online/at home work that actually pays you legit money? I feel like at this point that’s my only option",5.279757869249393,5.265812932203392,6.484285714285715,78.59788135593223,67.98305084745763,9.454721549636805,27.87409200968523,9.23628265651192,2.079361743341405,458,13,94,8,7,155,81,118,0.099,0.7979999999999999,0.102,0.1022,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,1,2,7,4,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,2,13,19,4,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,14,4,14,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,3,10,59,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.15889445811864591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145420659937373,0.0,0.12456126406338605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992570746611067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666272888404692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754488171489196,0.14728522581656686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349763951877654,0.0,0.1646591976567063,0.11632275859449907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827735526438286,0.0,0.3266550353133021,0.0,0.0,0.1878790706684124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724089742752042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954844382033951,0.0,0.14377813303813458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085824945642902,0.0,0.0,0.12383633100742054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543561620301338,0.0,0.14217317695858558,0.0,0.0,0.3078459545208597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598036163527058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600657315005732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847727478256467,0.15346135594762714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990808749337553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585934632017246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657759576874682,0.23707819140238665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970890759377928
socialanxiety,Theunknown94,2019/06/07,"Sick in my stomach thinking of attending a wedding I’m attending my cousin’s wedding tomorrow. What sucks is she invites me to the family parties the next day. And what could be worse is I’m gonna have another wedding invitation in the next 2 weeks. How am I gonna survive this? The preparation already tired me out. Picked a good outfit, had hair done nails done then will need to have make up done. I don’t want to look like a complete idiot walking into the big hall like a monkey. I can’t have a good conversation with any of my relatives. They judge people on how they look, by the money in their pocket. I’m praying everybody is just gonna ignore me and let me alone, eat my food then get out of there!",1.7193749999999994,4.0241071875,3.395666666666667,87.81600000000002,81.29166666666666,6.6177777777777775,24.18333333333333,7.793537801064563,1.3765783333333337,561,21,114,10,15,186,92,144,0.133,0.7509999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.5562,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,4,7,2,0,11,0,17,6,2,4,0,16,31,6,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,6,2,1,1,0,1,3,2,3,0,0,4,3,15,4,16,20,0,20,1,0,2,0,9,10,1,0,9,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143489397557699,0.18266192708073176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256327602727764,0.1735683199649057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735507382356684,0.0,0.0,0.13215894798120187,0.0,0.0,0.10675050041098567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081713405794397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937430108280158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604307032148712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015455380513492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648044162596989,0.0,0.0,0.2776705133512064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926142928153393,0.0,0.1617351700252523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780001045956707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048981170482992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273534428800476,0.0,0.0,0.35207730716141866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475480507228865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606230167809268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902476517596524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763145395528748,0.0,0.13277487834169993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868501524390342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Owlylady,2019/06/07,"I keep failing job interviews :( Whenever I apply for a job they keep telling me the same feedback 'we thought your work was excellent but went for a more confident candidate'.

At the moment Im living with my parents and have a part time job in my hometown in retail and I really hate it. I don't have any friends here either.

I'm not so anxious anymore, but everytime I fail my self esteem gets lower which makes  interviews worse. Even if I do manage to get a job, I don't know if I would be capable enough to do it. I don't know what to do anymore. :(",2.770786627335301,4.217341221238943,4.552684365781712,84.78491642084565,74.84070796460179,8.208062930186825,28.484759095378564,8.841846274778883,2.255970304818093,430,18,89,9,9,146,74,113,0.225,0.6709999999999999,0.105,-0.945,6,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,1,4,3,5,1,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,0,18,22,7,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,16,2,9,17,5,6,0,2,0,0,9,3,0,2,2,61,20,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062973242513798,0.0,0.0,0.17658774209108205,0.3100384319966608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151178315073214,0.0,0.10324241150139876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076604086868035,0.0,0.16333283588318054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543254541910394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884347208021744,0.0,0.6204610190856295,0.2778740632583243,0.0,0.0,0.17180965791548386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802610537411064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433928147592357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356565782490047,0.16927035152636793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013728523552068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306720583300605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662332592125248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409403906372972,0.0911466162364218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449025229545766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379678792925417,0.0,0.15929498851281615,0.11103935533413913,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,drAllenALT,2019/06/07,"I made it though High School without making any friends. Is this bad? Tonight i sleep after graduating knowing i completely made it through the most important years of my teen life not knowing anyone around me for the past 4 years. I won’t lie, thinking about it like this makes me kinda sad that I didn’t do much, but i can at least say i gave it an attempt. I’m really glad at where I’m at in life, I’m 18, young, healthy, i graduated today, i also conveniently graduated medic school too. But now i realize I’m alone, yikes.  I struggled so much, i pushed through so much, i took my struggling and I intentionally made it worse by forcing myself to take more class, by forcing myself to become a medic and i loved every fucking second of it and I wanted to quit so much, i wanted to quit so badly i cried. I took my life, i took my struggles and i said fuck you and i overcame them, but I didn’t overcome one and that was being social. Now i feel like i wanna kill myself and all my accomplishments were for nothing, i feel like i completed my life’s purpose, like i claimed a mountain i struggled with my whole life just to reach the top to find out there isn’t anything there for me. I really wanna die, really badly. I think suicide is selfish though, and I won’t ever do it because i think it’s futile and dumb. But that still doesn’t change the fact that i really, reallllyyyyy wanna die.",2.1443798602873336,4.2898014661921735,3.754298141557928,86.68286938183736,78.8220640569395,6.298194279688943,23.930539080005268,7.3871296695380915,1.0685704758138916,1096,38,222,15,27,364,144,281,0.262,0.643,0.095,-0.9959,0,1,0,0,0,4,31.0,0,1,1,5,19,20,4,4,7,0,14,11,1,6,3,44,41,20,4,5,7,0,2,4,1,2,7,2,0,0,14,12,0,0,9,0,0,4,8,13,0,2,12,4,49,7,28,26,9,24,0,1,0,3,8,9,3,2,15,153,63,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677754699508344,0.0,0.06700403507702125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697769426549301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058585470068293836,0.0,0.06894915176346753,0.07458775021474598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987468727313935,0.05107547371144626,0.09253560827195746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863500902393312,0.0,0.17569710569451125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203553772231114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391432100497187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578968758613028,0.0705937412999164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472994544698549,0.1197141870022145,0.0,0.0,0.076579344563347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647332433128521,0.15491854126630691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852503916329675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269735004332656,0.0,0.0920937401718304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959044197892729,0.16373540989413274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562058895856694,0.2378424411268144,0.11185628089296372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688121711971225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463708771666085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039540804211834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567759019117362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998369643982957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823451592170306,0.0,0.0,0.21470311366381933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970014995968545,0.06663038903487507,0.0,0.1695928255814767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384701123285629,0.0854097869221253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691200842790113,0.0,0.0,0.3503673739866999,0.0,0.09164883367652288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299702186202909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106102126890112,0.1646396248754151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941980664051637,0.0,0.2792696586264849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883889898179367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354463687407677,0.0,0.0807671976366958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538560323535749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107911519994244
socialanxiety,TrecenWrecks,2019/06/07,"[17M] College Decisions & Collecting as Coping When im trying to decide on majors and other things like electives I always get this nagging in the back of my mind that tells me its wrong. I want to go to school to be a Data Scientist as collecting and sorting data and other things helps calm my SA. But anytime when im at work or other generally social places I get scared whenever someone asks about college of future goals. Most people know what Data Science is and they reassure me its a good field, but there are quite a few who don't, which only makes my anxiety trigger more. Its like I feel that them not knowing about a subject im interested in makes me think im wrong in being interested and its really demotivating. As I said earlier collecting things helps me cope for a little, and knowing all the little details helps but sometimes it isn't enough and I go into like a panic attack. Any other methods similar that might help?",5.692069597069597,6.640075917582423,6.793131868131868,73.37270146520147,67.2967032967033,9.363369963369964,31.100732600732602,9.516144504307137,2.9865809523809523,755,29,130,15,12,254,112,182,0.105,0.723,0.172,0.8775,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,6,14,2,2,8,0,7,0,0,3,1,30,21,16,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,19,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,2,15,8,18,17,6,15,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,4,7,88,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989202997357584,0.12880983737295662,0.0,0.08084461492170655,0.0,0.09094528012812134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113969204198547,0.1352467393715932,0.0,0.0914137998849402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228380677133519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011088988684505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242230725377325,0.0,0.13512806133986568,0.09971354121548026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187394631776206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136567859446154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600520142670186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424089811698007,0.2383042849790604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587108441634945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611622934351782,0.1200380861477167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904159884551068,0.0,0.13948375524040768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241860359711356,0.0,0.12420758299193575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644685776775508,0.0,0.0,0.07615958652943869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308509436464267,0.0,0.11902276695461925,0.12031608907981138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118639448781635,0.10072930252574308,0.0,0.11757846972278085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039091082603906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369420360257649,0.07617551869045981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071385140594214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012035876913196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654834507133173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599601117958256,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,declutterthedrama,2019/06/07,"It doesn’t really matter much But I went to the club (something I’ve wanted to do since middle school) for the first time and had a great time dancing alone even though I went with a group :)

Alcohol did play a part but I’m happy it prevented my anxiety from having a shitty time.",1.5815789473684239,3.8820625087719303,3.2272807017543883,88.84513157894737,81.80701754385964,6.60701754385965,18.271929824561404,7.793537801064563,0.6274350877192982,221,5,45,4,6,73,44,57,0.136,0.644,0.22,0.4933,0,1,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,3,5,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,29,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24817266963859205,0.0,0.2405099948966611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764774473722336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337918925549687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752630271288296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256023485609826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472026199248237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070849678829975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514717440686237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876614562090615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350191439349067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209487058111654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877438210361735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281550741507925,0.0,0.4062282321311785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696943456496666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4305407277618245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,2FA4U,2019/06/07,"I hate my birthday I make it a habit to not tell people my birthday. That way the day goes by without a hitch and no attention drawn to me. For years now, my birthday is just like any other ordinary day. I don't do anything special. But my birthday is coming up in a couple weeks, and I accidentally let my birthday slip out to my coworker. I hope she forgot because I don't want anything other than a normal day. The awkward cake eating with everybody is unbearable just as it is for somebody else's birthday. Even if they don't find out, I would still hate for that one coworker to ask what I did for my birthday. She is ALWAYS asking us what we did on our weekend and I always reply with the same answer, same as always doing my hermit introverted things. But if anybody hears that you didn't do anything for your birthday, they will 100% make a big deal about it. Famous words would be ""You should be doing something special"" or some other shit that would make me feel worse. There is no way I can get away with not doing anything for my birthday, and then not have people at work make me feel like shit if they were to ever find out. Even if I take the day off, they would ask what I did, or ask what I plan to do on the weekend. I just hope my the day will go on by, just like any other day.",4.8381179245283015,4.86716857358491,5.563714622641512,84.67311910377363,68.9245283018868,7.83254716981132,28.260613207547173,7.1686216300943375,1.3919858490566042,1012,31,211,8,16,330,123,265,0.102,0.8340000000000001,0.064,-0.885,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,3,3,4,2,11,12,4,1,11,0,32,3,2,4,1,53,53,15,0,13,16,0,2,3,0,7,0,1,0,0,16,12,1,1,6,2,0,2,10,5,0,1,6,3,39,7,33,37,3,30,0,0,0,0,19,12,2,9,17,163,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403398070292337,0.0,0.0,0.13094837764367664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169233041008385,0.0,0.3600378919192117,0.0,0.09045890251275623,0.0,0.0,0.05869183112896428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829373119816455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653278151125034,0.0,0.3725585821990923,0.09926119103243368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851920947978517,0.08043018415838547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127185010397414,0.08709142024316159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736484634162804,0.0687829631005518,0.0,0.0,0.17599766120510688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030270052767992,0.0,0.05471854997307814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011454895749955,0.0,0.0,0.10851536495719057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125695182231706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845355583243512,0.0,0.1411136842552361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570725035649571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433465983163412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524230526033242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334978518872447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976615437784296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741215994066971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688990456235564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239111651988994,0.0,0.08415358995943427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639646298503443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581384720939472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678886113504762,0.1528463025077023,0.07723058320756766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281117491408196,0.0,0.07009350830486183,0.0,0.09811827559831834,0.27358023427229416,0.0,0.0,0.062001624734345326
socialanxiety,roguepeaches,2019/06/07,"Communication I (22f) have a bad habit of misreading when it is my turn to speak in a conversation. I feel like I never truly learned (only child, alone most of the time) and I'm trying to find help so that I can talk with people without feeling awkward or worried that I'm interrupting them halfway through a sentence. I try to look for breaks inbetween sentences that are signals for me to talk. It gets so tiring focusing more on that than on the actual conversation. As a result, I feel more anxious after the conversation than before the conversation. Idk what to do. I just got into an argument with my SO (24m) about this because I interrupted him midsentence when I thought he was done. Apparently i do this a lot, and i just want to learn proper speech etiquette so I can have healthy relationships and make new friends. 

Does anyone else have this problem?

What can I do to work on my ability to have conversations with others?

Any help is appreciated. I'm just so lost. It took me a few tries to post this because the idea of putting this out there was making me feel anxious.",5.083623188405795,6.540366830917879,5.9813719806763315,76.7584347826087,69.09661835748793,8.998260869565216,31.674396135265702,9.3871,2.8899445410628037,862,37,161,18,15,284,123,207,0.14300000000000002,0.742,0.115,-0.7211,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,12,6,0,1,12,0,16,1,0,3,1,30,33,12,0,2,5,0,4,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,15,8,0,0,9,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,7,7,21,2,30,26,5,16,0,1,1,0,16,6,0,3,7,115,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.1379099156736369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636700294823374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610382677691358,0.0,0.0,0.3193073371576867,0.0,0.09881564952159178,0.14480112075846482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799799231709734,0.1722971959953937,0.0,0.12025463896848093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367186111164025,0.14462150300897905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805642231056675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858266591874336,0.10096048671951567,0.0,0.0,0.12916577547544955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918505008395517,0.0,0.07383492800617453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302813768405748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894503560061107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953537048849253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904280557752629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867491263114913,0.0,0.1542696902862906,0.12014693647993868,0.0,0.0,0.18866710528434824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899626203273666,0.1364896975453393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748177229575673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797490174160517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534744005793795,0.0,0.0,0.13522609708785666,0.0,0.14206767390844713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172697230246415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271785896239252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219390627392414,0.08240601237874713,0.16242888457682708,0.0,0.0,0.1570139756307042,0.287845145957823,0.15371778737820435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335539502797894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362293941689849,0.0,0.10288412123205684,0.14351938175502318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alieni_,2019/06/07,"20 yrs old and never had a job.. I hate myself so much I can't go outside without fear of being judged and looked at by people. I dropped out in 10th grade, no ged.. because people bullied me my whole life and I just got tired of it. I don't have friends in this town that I moved to a year ago besides my bf, who pays for everything for me etc..  they cancelled my food stamps because I was too anxious to pick up the phone and call them. I'm cursed with having a horrible life, ptsd, anxiety, depression, pcos, an ugly body. I don't have family.. literally. My parents are jobless abusive drug addicts that are 3000 miles away. I want money, I want to be able to do things, I want to work.. but my mind and body won't let me. Everyone I know has a job and has things going for them.. college, etc, family and friends who care about them. I feel bad for my bf but he's very understanding at least..

Am I fucked?.. I just want to die honestly.. I'm trying to stay strong and better myself it's just so tiring and so hard and I'm getting nowhere. I feel I've been put on the earth for absolutely no reason but to be a piece of shit. I didn't think I'd live to be 18.. I've been wanting to die since I was 11 there's just something in me that won't let me do it. 

Sorry for the negative I just need to vent.",0.6692325177162708,2.499682418772565,2.681869233854794,94.10777242946921,82.2129963898917,5.836555689263271,21.08958416900655,6.937597516519254,0.3209257654766677,998,30,234,12,27,335,155,277,0.198,0.728,0.07400000000000001,-0.9878,4,0,2,0,0,1,44.0,0,0,4,3,11,12,3,1,9,0,27,11,3,2,1,36,49,16,2,6,9,1,3,0,4,2,6,0,0,0,11,12,1,0,6,0,2,4,11,6,0,0,7,4,36,6,33,34,6,21,0,1,1,1,14,11,2,0,4,149,47,6,0.10293490963641992,0.12196103587817216,0.0,0.1122142452670141,0.0,0.0,0.09124558665563352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874492412662383,0.1162871486319993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671073601343798,0.0,0.08594634995236274,0.1254963310141446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103756265670868,0.0,0.22867495918353695,0.0,0.0,0.10510805155162246,0.0,0.10494900062643744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865768683784785,0.0,0.21366036975246816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937181550730835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295992677182643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835871733624224,0.09251125949992547,0.0,0.19407574366572045,0.11583039094931673,0.10409396632029996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446930132104385,0.0,0.15905451168802906,0.09516166528783407,0.05377924180330907,0.0,0.11700056256460176,0.0,0.08232645051919481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220946055748278,0.10162691258580003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429402939405986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657033435572707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105158383134754,0.14541194164627347,0.0,0.0,0.09089341106392562,0.0,0.08643939927514284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393491528852082,0.0,0.0,0.10940351873296038,0.07566900242526982,0.07632493121190129,0.07938974804749843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080128721478594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429703562597525,0.0,0.0,0.14272421125613086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032540095124515,0.10347801499741577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583423089123048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566120552738656,0.08514882095125254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924432238279727,0.0,0.1152272039327958,0.0,0.109714917746895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677076019757334,0.065956533765535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23661707258029602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988604681820333,0.0,0.0,0.1071588711260762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493208066586894,0.3035683832755378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492315059151588,0.0,0.09922557964869244,0.0,0.07493784016417059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628670695227536
socialanxiety,doctorcinema,2019/06/07,"I unintentionally asked, ""Are you gay?"" I'm a quiet kid at school, and I was hoping I was going to finish school without anymore embarrassing moments, but of course, just days before school ends, I mess up. 

Our table was doing a packet, and one of the questions was, ""What is the function of the rugae in a frog?"" We never heard of the term yet in class, so we searched it up on our phones. As I'm searching it up, I am spelling it out loud. Keep in mind, my table-mates are nice people, and there's no reason for me to say such a thing to them. Let alone I'm already quiet, and it would be awfully weird of me to say something which could be offensive to them.

So, I spell each letter separately, but I decide to sound out the last 3 letters since it's more convenient. ""R - U - Gae."" My classmate repeats the same phrase back to me, and I realized what I had just said. My classmate heard it as ""Are you gay?"" and now I want to die. But after an awkward 10 seconds, he seemed to ignore it and we moved on, completing the packet.

But seriously, I just want to die. I literally asked a super nice person if he was gay in the middle of nowhere.",3.1642475171886915,4.243032203463201,4.7786758339699515,85.00398013750957,73.28571428571429,7.166895849248791,25.276546982429338,7.510576382923642,1.1459139801375096,873,27,184,10,17,295,131,231,0.139,0.782,0.079,-0.9463,0,1,1,0,0,2,44.0,5,2,2,1,10,11,1,2,14,1,17,3,0,1,1,37,31,16,2,6,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,2,11,13,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,7,0,2,9,9,27,4,33,17,4,27,0,0,0,3,24,13,0,4,12,131,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627250769295525,0.16650657717909095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496384793051084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821162941435544,0.0,0.0,0.11602210687868975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128392968461354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820121824157513,0.0,0.0,0.12047028312700145,0.0,0.0,0.09730906007431113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31319192588728484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364031031571053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575205491302884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986395512340034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411450959974855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299232019935664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542912728915466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235196084260086,0.0,0.0,0.16036805875847593,0.0,0.0,0.11637267180389273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102244334802169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460543208325827,0.13174793349778113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902697792374918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551360537100313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435272455720636,0.23998138559106896,0.0,0.4581144038650844,0.0,0.13736104994586948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481455148491015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615950104108835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002420286012146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799307696921526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454488280791584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718516519525627,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mnbell2013,2019/06/07,"Coming soon - new job anxiety I’m fairly new to posting in this sub and have lurked around for a bit. This week I was offered a job I recently applied for, and went in for my drug screening/physical today. I go in Monday morning to begin training. I’m very glad to be taking on a second part-time job, as my current position as a student assistant is limited to just under 30 hours a week and doesn’t allow me to make enough to cover bills plus put money in savings. So I’ll basically be almost doubling my income and am hoping this will help me get out of debt.

I’m very anxious in social situations and am dreading the new job anxiety. The woman who interviewed me (who will be one of my supervisors) told me that the work environment is friendly but admittedly is “mostly women” (her words) and that people tend to become a bit defensive for awhile when someone brand new comes on board. I didn’t like hearing this but I know from previous experience that it’s true and is likely to happen at most places, regardless of whether they actually admit to it.

Any advice for making it through the coming awkwardness of being the new person, especially as someone with social anxiety? I started to work with a therapist about 7 weeks ago but we haven’t really gotten into this issue deep enough to make any real progress, plus she’s on vacation so I won’t see her for two weeks.

Thank you!",6.306510223048327,6.570790884758368,7.4166891263940515,71.83350952602235,65.80297397769516,10.293773234200744,32.797630111524164,10.125756701596842,3.3652693308550186,1104,43,195,24,16,375,162,269,0.052000000000000005,0.845,0.102,0.9342,7,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,1,4,7,11,1,2,12,0,18,1,0,4,1,41,44,19,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,3,1,1,0,3,13,18,0,2,3,0,3,6,4,3,0,3,5,2,21,8,44,32,7,41,0,0,1,0,21,15,0,4,21,132,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.08808719128999347,0.0,0.0,0.08820748763197069,0.08001590433868247,0.0,0.09038897200253587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276878180437707,0.0,0.20716113119594026,0.1019755771407682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035642148597126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969238004033648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970955208842164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23327007805677544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046806110898945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865390780446735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829806643198768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697397597973547,0.0,0.04716057866755765,0.0,0.05130059526645174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982246605992156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173703105435146,0.0,0.06050380666231449,0.0,0.0,0.089655112225738,0.08889442908068078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942148899561882,0.35830273248508565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049608168768737616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819941325318342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076099146461164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359002772955794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116699177988705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977499433727332,0.0,0.0625795024902686,0.07881732304159828,0.09430939630025842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645046140995946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074287593150973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274316527478836,0.057827102460684614,0.0,0.08912738858739748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193080216596189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146345286641976,0.0,0.18403088488877467,0.15296521326827045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389117191566905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786925770694928,0.0,0.0,0.08310536777239859,0.0,0.10480649275173663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556219269740055,0.08625361516886425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817736276467207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895881523549506,0.0,0.0,0.2896257224120719,0.0,0.0,0.08367805280518732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143033585950525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RompaStompa1,2019/06/07,"Head shakes? So what happens to me when I’m talking to someone in a serious conversation or I feel uncomfortable in public is I seem to get this weird feeling in the upper part of my neck as well as the back of my head which causes it to slightly ‘shake’, is the best way I can describe it. I don’t understand why I get this because I genuinely feel like I could talk to anyone on the planet about anything, I’m not afraid of talking to people in public but sometimes on certain days I feel like I get these ‘shakes’ a lot and it will often ruin my whole day because I’ll be overthinking about it. 

I find that this happens especially when I’m in public by myself, such as on public transport or in a shop when I feel like someone’s looking at me.  However if I’m with a friend in these situations I feel perfectly fine, it’s only when I’m by myself. Does anyone know what this is and how it can be reduced? Anyone out there who experiences this too? I don’t know if it’s noticeable to other people but I feel like it is and that makes it worse when I think about it sometimes. I’ve had this problem for about 4 years now and I’ve always just accepted it but I want to know the real reason why it’s happening to me. Any help or advice is appreciated, cheers!",4.187520361990952,4.698536123076926,5.714705882352941,81.33147058823529,70.46153846153847,8.425339366515837,28.3710407239819,8.4952907291091,1.9289072398190041,992,34,204,15,17,338,128,260,0.066,0.752,0.18100000000000002,0.9834,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,19,20,0,4,9,0,14,3,3,4,2,43,41,22,0,5,10,0,7,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,27,6,0,0,16,1,1,4,3,8,1,0,1,8,24,12,35,36,4,28,0,1,1,0,11,13,0,8,14,141,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171071390705924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866071062208999,0.0,0.0,0.07078140857453306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833607766467786,0.0,0.08565313399831825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800349847082922,0.0,0.126898570379572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923084668787353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692402597249327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310344922415944,0.0,0.0,0.13425250315733153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108553555141836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018151589452516,0.0,0.0,0.36839972862583503,0.2974335445337095,0.0,0.0,0.0951318572255902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041585750963873,0.0,0.16314044034087466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761262187622034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136425958116204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976602026570164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716072772237552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340280692709728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740523411197039,0.0,0.0,0.08848939407694756,0.0,0.0,0.0694775843562656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850152824642644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791613767560028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271397464915173,0.0,0.14431894718032584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959534337933727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847158296550425,0.0,0.10701677482352034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094755127515719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699596602928715,0.0,0.0,0.17638186351452445,0.0,0.20588556734610616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25097888051144746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669350230721093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835621599053133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613920638775677,0.08261787416979713,0.0,0.0,0.09358496713041158,0.0,0.18784115064976584,0.1162072500106471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607156619612496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670273647001306
socialanxiety,Layne_Cobain,2019/06/07,How do y’all cope with social anxiety in the office For me it’s crippling I feel like I’m being suffocated being surrounded by ppl chained to a cubicle for 8 hours a day,0.9941666666666648,3.2878200833333366,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,84.27777777777777,8.044444444444443,25.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.4889666666666668,137,6,27,4,4,50,32,36,0.054000000000000006,0.865,0.08,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817929288036774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218637060354648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252348584451691,0.3565410725738719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4914908154408024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438240618085505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5087466707175999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JoeWens,2019/03/15,"Help I don’t know how to get help, I am too nervous to ask my mom for a therapist. I don’t think it is too severe. It comes and goes. But when it comes it’s bad, hard to explain. Writing this I feel like I’m gonna get hate. ",-1.9946540880503143,-0.4013485471698086,0.9908490566037748,103.69180817610064,91.07547169811322,4.2880503144654085,16.38050314465409,5.46131890053228,-1.015613836477987,169,4,48,1,6,59,38,53,0.237,0.623,0.141,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,16,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,15,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24203745047159084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161714890253673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460405083253572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309081055244806,0.1849588990313797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705301338735214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192440868035905,0.25561109960923123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34707171495063555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228519790681626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648593247310888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032216776852617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924843939065085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300603971749462,0.0,0.16589328252974464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,solaza,2019/03/15,Yesterday I renamed all my contacts on my text and snapchat just adding one emoji which indicates how I know that person or what I feel about them It is fantastic. I highly recommend my socially anxious friends ,4.638947368421054,7.698807894736844,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,75.3157894736842,9.06315789473684,35.8157894736842,9.516144504307137,4.34918947368421,172,10,27,5,4,54,33,38,0.048,0.723,0.22899999999999998,0.8173,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,21,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687705862019424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098090381701249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205860559794654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384129654006457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280433316109089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811779780690637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623146223931197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229849352531117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tegcasper20,2019/03/15,"Wasted $12 on a lunch I never picked up; then bought it again at another location Today at lunch I had anxiety and did something I don't think I have done before; this is my story. I'm at work today and I get an hour lunch on my usual 8 hour shift. I clocked out and went to my car; drove to the Taco Bell I always go to all the time. It is one of my safe places I know well and go to this location a lot. I walked in and it was kind of crowded. I looked around and I noticed one of the tables I normally sit at that I am comfortable with is open. I hoped to myself while I waited in line that I would be able to get it. It is lunch rush so they are fairly busy. When it was my turn to order it was the same cashier guy that is always there on front register and he recognizes me by now. I told him my order one item at a time like always saying the same words I always do to explain (Beef Gordita supreme baja style no sour cream, etc). He didn't ask me for here or to go like he normally does and this is where I think it all started to go wrong in my head. He said something while he was finishing up the order and I paid but I didn't really hear what he said. This happens a lot I just agreed and pretended like I understood and said yeah or something. He said something about forgetting to ask me something as I was paying I think but I'm not sure. I went straight to the table I wanted after paying and I was able to get it. I however didn't have anything to place on the table like usual. I normally go get my Fire sauce packets and napkins afterwards then place them and my receipt on the middle of the table. This way when they call my name or number I can go grab it and feel like I'm saying I'm already sitting here. So I sat there with my receipt and my phone. I waited for a while; and as I waited I looked around and noticed how busy and loud it was in there. I must have missed the first time they called my name. but after a while I saw that there was a bag on the counter for to go but I wasn't sure if that was mine because I was eating in and should be on a tray. After a few minutes I looked on my receipt and saw that it said to go and also they repeated my name, then a minute or so later, they said my name yet again, then the number of the order. At this point for some reason I was at a panic and couldn't bring myself to leave the table and go claim the order. I don't know exactly why, but I think a part of it was I didn't know how to deal with the social situation of why I didn't pickup the order the first time. I felt like it was too late as they called my name and order number too many times. I was afraid to have to talk to them and explain myself and why they kept calling my name while I just sat at the table. Finally I got up from the table when I felt like nobody was looking at me and quickly and quietly hurried out the back door that was close to my table and left. I want around back to my car and sat there in the drivers seat for a minute trying to decide what to do, wondering if I should try to go back in and ask for my money back at least (I didn't even get my drink as the cashier also didn't hand this to me ether). I decided to leave and drive towards a Jimboy's instead as there was no other Taco Bell around that I was comfortable with. I asked Google to navigate me towards the nearest Jimboy's and started driving that way. About 2 blocks or so down I looked down at the clock and realized I already wasted a lot of my lunch and I didn't want to be late back from lunch and then not get my 8 hours on the clock today. I turned around at the next light and went straight back to work. By the time I got back to work I decided I didn't want to just not eat and give up I was determined to get my lunch somehow. I went back in clocked back in and grabbed my work laptop. I went back out to my car and started driving on attempt #2 at getting myself lunch. I decided to go to the Taco Bell the next town up the freeway as it was only 8 minutes away according to Google. When I got to the second Taco Bell up the freeway it was later in the afternoon and lunch rush seemed to be over (or at least for this location). It was not crowded at all inside and maybe only 3 or so groups of customers (like 2 people per group). The lobby was nice and bigger then the first Taco Bel I normally go to. I waited in line as there was 1 person in front of me. The person that works register was taking out the trash but stopped to come ring up the person in front of me and then myself. When it was my turn the guy (younger guy first guy was older) seemed nice and took my order. I was carefully to speak slowly can clearly this time saying the same items I did the first time and then right after my items said ""for here"". He rang me up, I paid, and he handed me my cup. I immediately felted better and as I went to get my Fire packets and napkins then walk to the table, I could help by start smiling (even though I was worried someone would see me smile and think I was weird; I told myself if they do they will just think I'm thinking of a funny joke or something funny that happened). I put my napkins and Fire packets on the table and then went and got my drink. As I was finishing filling up my drink the lady called my name. I finished up my drink as she got to the counter and I got my food and said thank you; while she said something like have a good day (I don't remember but she was nice). I ate my food feeling better but still a little upset at myself of wasting money and time I was not supposed to spend eating. I went straight back to work afterwards. 

​

Sorry it is long but I wanted to get it out of my head and put it down.  ",2.509917287014062,3.4977618155500423,3.8695128205128206,91.24632051282052,74.76509511993382,6.696741108354011,22.94532671629446,6.937597516519254,0.529423887510339,4421,115,1004,40,90,1457,356,1209,0.055,0.853,0.092,0.9909,1,0,11,0,0,0,89.0,0,1,11,14,61,33,0,3,66,1,81,23,4,4,9,185,203,119,0,20,29,0,12,9,0,6,0,18,1,7,44,75,19,8,28,6,8,40,22,6,1,9,88,41,163,27,163,103,18,227,0,1,9,0,76,84,0,20,100,700,207,9,0.07080043225147667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813003755378131,0.05661908009201426,0.1178232626752062,0.03835611938218341,0.043015137339515036,0.0,0.03712021320954107,0.027081068441537355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029131361577588177,0.15756848816781732,0.13237769359862508,0.0,0.03325966835398685,0.2994263918333399,0.0,0.02157964317732329,0.0,0.030122976573884963,0.0,0.0,0.0626172287903321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807378932290912,0.0,0.036092879640918576,0.0,0.0,0.030494151642970445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028264192034599237,0.0,0.0,0.022830210814290302,0.03649606840736239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030978967689480337,0.03622671178915054,0.0,0.13871493920075886,0.0,0.10866977631082377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039480598604722784,0.04676301776732079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03579882586131067,0.025289921473525104,0.10196927692777284,0.03877920641685232,0.0,0.1505570287617212,0.08561216371293352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495151835659565,0.033959113010453096,0.24142510347069426,0.029692021734391224,0.16987672024224035,0.0,0.0,0.14020711831412752,0.06260858841796259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266166941521414,0.0,0.03989861638304806,0.0,0.02372801866455235,0.0,0.0,0.0351604021898656,0.10458624616002454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03686387756293032,0.058365098961221676,0.0,0.07986597142942821,0.07496743497892112,0.03846243840024916,0.0,0.0,0.15565281718545676,0.035480316528455284,0.0,0.03132807729144213,0.14863632886681924,0.0,0.0,0.090287993479183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03589026286787146,0.035564275210749216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027302829030268958,0.0,0.07529706291283708,0.0,0.1387387825026451,0.0,0.08060676138041156,0.0,0.0,0.07196430783478376,0.05384691911691357,0.0,0.04153452622089532,0.0,0.03833498433829656,0.0,0.02454205255869253,0.09273030981301672,0.1109570738984108,0.0,0.0334646465998748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117398962333836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02267828492448804,0.03639731807492902,0.0,0.0,0.04010154401075248,0.030231591147885782,0.3030634089315081,0.08445501817146774,0.0,0.0,0.028209388970781093,0.06445405444347388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397913261362428,0.0,0.03608606228585261,0.02999448824529471,0.19076971110171484,0.0,0.03962764369438241,0.10022582071084024,0.0,0.028270658326337995,0.029596165797865944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672856950831821,0.0,0.026616556915300082,0.028453352785514457,0.0,0.03259176283954705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878120366706652,0.03478053260682342,0.0,0.18577935633523512,0.0,0.10066579694572304,0.06765284710215408,0.03933094265856906,0.048068846036321465,0.11551580915053256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797667351527528,0.0,0.10439982329466947,0.056198087632363766,0.0,0.0,0.031829045692084695,0.26253084006518657,0.09582956670626874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03839002431624456,0.1546306737244602,0.03595063784307022,0.0,0.05029459570780991,0.03870457911446691,0.043015137339515036,0.0
socialanxiety,0qnathrowaway0,2019/03/15,"I’m soo sick of being able to function and make it in the world BUT am debilitated and not truly living because of my social anxiety. This is a deeply shameful and dreadful thing that has been apart of me for as long as I can remember. This is my first time talking about it so openly like this. But I want help and want to connect with others who understand.

I didn’t know what it was when I was younger but I think I’ve always struggled with anxiety when I think back. Its weird, when I think about it I can trace my disorder back to two things: my father was very religious and though my mom divorced him, we would still visit him in the summers and he would preach and teach the bible in a very doom and gloom and fearful way. That shaped my world view and I grew up feeling very confused, different and anxious because of it.

The other thing is hard to put into words but it has to do with our group of friends growing up and our brand of humor. We all were single parent kids and I think the way we dealt with our family hurts and trauma was through being really silly. We’d laugh about stupid foolish things, for example, me and one friend would laugh about how his mom would mess up in her words. She didn’t have like a speech disorder or anything like that but she was just one of those funny moms who would show off and be loud and say nothing. But I noticed how these types of things that made us laugh became things that I started dealing with if that makes sense. Like I developed a great fear of conversation in general and trying not to mess up or stutter. My mind would go blank and I’d flounder. It still happens randomly to this day and I HATE it. So that makes me isolate myself because I don’t want to affect people with my awkwardness and weirdness. I feel like people eventually will realize how socially inept and anxious I become and slowly fade away. Its happened a lot and its this vicious cycle that has been created.

I’m a pretty successful guy. I’m making my way in this world and am confident in my ability. But this social anxiety is the bane and secret of my existent and I want to be the real me. I’m so tired. I want to say exactly what’s in my head and have it flow out my mouth like water. I want to enjoy people and our company together instead of the foreboding feeling that my social anxiety will eventually make them uncomfortable and they’ll slowly fade away. Its happened so I have this trauma built up with trying to meet people and make new friends. I want to meet an amazing woman and maybe get married again but how can I make it past the initial formalities and her thinking somethings wrong with me or I’m unconfident. Its such a horrible thing to know you’re a good guy and can offer alot to people but can’t make it past the first couple interactions because social anxiety displays you as super weird or unconfident...and the person never gets to know the true loving, intelligent person behind the bars. Thats how it feels...it feels like my true self is behind bars in a prison cell, trapped. Also, I lucked out in the looks dept. so I’m conventionally good looking which brings a whole other set of issues (that the majority of people have no sympathy for, which is understandable).

I remember I read this book, I can’t remember the actual title but it was about this little girl named Adriana or Adrienne and if I remember correctly she had cerebral palsy. She was very gifted and talented in her mind (I think artistically and musically) and knew it, but could not express it because of her body. She finally found a breakthrough and was able to express herself typing through facilitated communication. So her mom and the outside world could finally understand there was an intelligent, gifted person behind this debilitated body. There was a pivotal part in the book where I just balled. It was that moment when she was finally able to express to her mom that she’s always understood everything and every word that people say around her but had no means to express this understanding. And she was able to express to her mom how excruciating it has been all these years to understand everything but not be able to participate. I cried for so long when I read that part because that is the heart of what I feel.

If anyone can offer any help or just wants to reach out, I would really appreciate it.",5.900058922558923,6.742890745215313,6.397538543328017,76.76962165514797,66.78708133971291,9.494027999291157,30.553251816409716,9.586721724236666,2.7581209285840864,3477,126,641,69,54,1130,336,836,0.14800000000000002,0.685,0.168,0.9725,2,1,1,0,2,0,63.0,9,1,2,4,39,49,3,7,34,0,65,11,5,16,7,170,123,87,0,20,29,8,6,7,3,10,2,5,0,9,71,59,3,0,29,9,0,7,12,22,0,5,25,14,87,27,90,80,9,74,3,3,3,1,85,34,0,14,36,461,158,9,0.2210185425724015,0.0,0.04313644304852059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03534968972866988,0.07356205313861247,0.0,0.0,0.030060037599600218,0.0,0.16907858011353327,0.0998752170719392,0.0,0.0309082607807406,0.0,0.036375885707358266,0.03935067230831638,0.0,0.0,0.08306167849291655,0.06797984663109154,0.0,0.16167702255862942,0.04881952314524481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820071029365617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058612872062868,0.048910562703299285,0.04855569815691205,0.028507735110274726,0.04557208250010175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046183467117864516,0.10132255917460366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03724353091376497,0.0,0.07945488588247193,0.0,0.04167132235813986,0.09948292288256527,0.11175361598876472,0.06315827639012662,0.0,0.14526900605223222,0.0,0.07519930376188395,0.0,0.048467084798750254,0.1024550266387425,0.0,0.04618922651605698,0.0,0.025121986223641615,0.07415194694240126,0.0,0.04873474469001423,0.0,0.08753724225297622,0.11726758036309715,0.0,0.03959784033577552,0.043642010636009115,0.045365757706071964,0.0,0.0,0.05238160742221756,0.05925762808614175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732098420759629,0.0,0.0,0.046137187205098434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287960651813194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511698941522927,0.044303728662408656,0.03903268446776816,0.07823778205145827,0.07423996432738475,0.0,0.0,0.03758041223943575,0.03989557276232414,0.041826617797359536,0.2360505494467004,0.0,0.04440856658504165,0.04815079733346903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926628907760639,0.3106250949862306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03409262507855742,0.042692217134027516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04241465050025517,0.050326215123943176,0.0,0.0,0.05990715378075985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04908298714911565,0.09573661740246707,0.08439488306189302,0.2145170000258611,0.11579091977497212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044971063079295534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04443693620326839,0.0,0.0,0.08843134133156398,0.050313497712852026,0.0566360551500443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002967389956785,0.0,0.0,0.10545768965298463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04611410845121326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22530057063118286,0.0,0.03403017441225111,0.0,0.0,0.03128761240178827,0.0,0.07060227743984407,0.0,0.0,0.04621131379342181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035529266497220414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556885836410307,0.1699437092913499,0.043429919180990144,0.0,0.025775537911600883,0.05080566030918415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060022832947398234,0.0,0.04318060016858664,0.23008809745541725,0.05317161868384357,0.0,0.0,0.14589075564521856,0.2085799404834936,0.10526053891657207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049351861950978966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219807323836318,0.048329816046168365,0.0,0.028465739007813094
socialanxiety,MightyBooch,2019/03/15,"Overcoming 'blank mind' in social situations? In social situations, especially recently, I haven't been enjoying interactions as much (not that I was ever a social wiz before). I feel disconnected from many conversations and never seem to have anything pop into mind to contribute besides generic 'remarks'.  It's like I have this social skill deficit that my brain just never developed, and it's become very frustrating/anxiety inducing whenever I interact with anyone now, because I just don't feel like I'm really taking part. This is something I really want to focus on improving, as I really do want to confidently socialize and actually enjoy it. 

​

Have any of you been able to improve your social abilities, and how did you work on it? How do you get over the anxiety/ practice socializing more often? Is there such thing as groups of some kind that help with this sort of issue? Is this something I should bring up to a GP?

​

Thanks for any input.",7.2055038759689936,8.936148465116283,7.9744186046511665,63.41922480620158,64.34883720930233,11.779844961240313,34.68217054263566,11.538034831475384,4.8614170542635655,784,35,117,26,12,262,110,172,0.031,0.789,0.18,0.9741,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,4,0,2,9,6,0,0,3,0,15,1,1,3,3,27,25,9,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,2,14,6,23,20,4,13,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,4,7,87,26,1,0.09488396667863364,0.0,0.09259306430160334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561347650839398,0.2305888101644616,0.12904870210265776,0.0,0.14517194960063454,0.0,0.0,0.06634507566381255,0.0,0.07808141993860368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057840385406156665,0.10479188654188994,0.08073926710915383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592188682517233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582798007043395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959523689938479,0.06778512475392888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049572956398282166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359872279651019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990342095840307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880705015761704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927110266897954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961974495846808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161151593401474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975063299792746,0.0,0.14636072902712766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102750089537907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235529609147008,0.0,0.09368647020811932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637879967166248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133071080582935,0.0,0.6770557850642973,0.0,0.1460926263208162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134093448698163,0.0,0.0,0.08735640845472421,0.0,0.0,0.06303669133744673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782892095627395,0.11193004381173173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907665780463433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305888101644616,0.0
socialanxiety,CandidMasterpiece,2019/03/15,"High School and Social Anxiety Social anxiety will always be a part of my life, I've always had it, but it seems to have gotten much worse in the past couple months. I'm a sophomore in high school and social anxiety is ruining my life. Freshman year I went to a different school but I transferred because of bullying. The bullying traumatized me and I am currently in a type of therapy called EDMR that helps people overcome their trauma. I'm not bullied at my new school, and I've actually made friends, but people still terrify me. I skip school constantly and I now avoid the friends I made because talking to people is scary as hell. It sucks because I see everyone around me taking advantage of their high school years, going to parties and being a normal teenager and all that. But I'm fucking suffering man. I wish I could have fun in high school. I'm only a teenager for so long and I'm wasting my youth. It makes me so sad. ",4.368705603788482,6.0473030331491735,5.359325177584847,79.66609116022101,71.15469613259668,8.707340173638517,30.60812943962115,9.23628265651192,2.851242778216259,743,32,135,16,14,244,98,181,0.281,0.586,0.134,-0.9878,2,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,5,12,3,1,9,0,10,3,0,3,1,23,27,15,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,6,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,5,1,19,4,16,18,3,23,1,3,1,1,11,10,3,1,11,80,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.08659927512773824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768070866544208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366188924278544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899908886451948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228868178398026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061538290057196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589844771963386,0.0,0.07085317134753083,0.09819120393007864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271637837162763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479667067803365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712351495351996,0.08204043943558427,0.0,0.0,0.05043405628714682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948181253930456,0.3750426800895119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536203055882164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785337725416679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793942783933447,0.05923589496181715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083292312877514,0.0,0.06523549363963346,0.0,0.0,0.08570746209288077,0.0,0.0,0.08694820213836607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749219970726482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609880978027928,0.0847141671999869,0.18456734086357604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6286806521329504,0.07071579006784226,0.08078727596274783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27138351783776066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708693811608518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667228507891718,0.07132736282912057,0.0,0.0,0.10148407537305408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226461317370902,0.0,0.0,0.10204878412544606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043555863154387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429372427759968
socialanxiety,throwaway1a3e,2019/03/15,"Help Working Out I get way too nervous when someone asks me if I wanna go to the gym with them. I always say I want to, but I just get cold feet.

The times I went, I felt so uncomfortable. 

I work out at home(don’t have much equipment) but I’m afraid to go for a jog or anything. I live in a small town, so it just scares me thinking of people seeing me out running. 

I’m not embarrassed about my body or anything, just afraid of what they’d think. ",1.0789243498817953,2.946675521276596,2.668439716312058,94.53388888888892,81.02127659574468,5.454373522458629,22.14657210401891,6.42735559955562,0.2584387706855793,345,11,79,3,9,113,65,94,0.107,0.8290000000000001,0.063,-0.7122,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,2,8,5,0,5,4,0,2,2,2,0,0,18,15,8,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,0,5,1,5,0,0,2,4,15,0,14,12,1,15,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,3,2,50,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158304911134465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591658448369666,0.0,0.2040135767096182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242401940120159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953295413051928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22803008423585705,0.0,0.2480478270298633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627352462161894,0.0,0.21890032199081128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269918547007134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042257587216344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512917104440715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354354156251278,0.21848414324482798,0.0,0.17389933860523707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849037450992644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796631831565663,0.0,0.0,0.12725041150372193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871643721352075,0.1732191058847421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229939887257464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177449408377038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,guest30856341,2019/03/15,I have a job interview on Monday and im scared My biggest fears is that i talk too fast and cant slow down and i might freeze up during the interview.,-0.3204545454545453,1.8159580909090918,1.9305303030303025,95.91579545454546,89.30303030303033,5.724242424242425,17.340909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.08167272727272756,119,3,28,2,4,40,27,33,0.184,0.777,0.039,-0.6705,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,18,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522311410377043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43410359785775854,0.0,0.3988077794734016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4263353305502979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023559137213994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32301907227308746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GermanNarvaez,2019/03/15,"I bought a mask to protect my lungs in a polluted city, but now I'm ashamed of wearing it I bought the mask that is in the image because this one has a filter, is cheap and fits well my face, but I have just realized that nobody here uses this kind of mask in the public transport and I would look too different if I did it. I want your opinion guys, am I  exaggerating or the mask is actually weird? 

[My mask :)](https://i.imgur.com/dmUX2OT.jpg)",4.850503875968993,5.9962229651162815,5.367441860465117,82.10992248062018,69.34883720930233,8.524031007751939,28.286821705426355,8.841846274778883,2.019672868217054,349,12,70,6,6,112,57,86,0.122,0.8079999999999999,0.07,-0.6542,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,7,0,8,3,3,1,0,12,14,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,3,1,11,2,6,10,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,3,1,50,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.3439114360124035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148321815956765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682042693847268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34895156577843034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669915750619265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29594434469969755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23880915796630106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043780400669005,0.0,0.0,0.2078666603733803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31686822937482817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503493136933688,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LittleMiss_FedUp,2019/03/15,"I have social anxiety. I like the idea of teaching English in Korea. Is it viable? I want to learn Korean and maybe one day teach English as a foreign language there. But, I have crippling social anxiety. Could it be possible? What are the people like over there? I can't imagine teaching over in the UK. We're brutes. ",1.2621675774134786,3.93160960655738,2.9156284153005463,86.23096539162115,92.27868852459015,5.334061930783244,24.810564663023683,6.937597516519254,1.5072608378870669,250,11,44,4,9,82,45,61,0.057999999999999996,0.8240000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.5329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,7,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,31,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41877968773854735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853771279342973,0.0,0.0,0.17652236610334684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30898887901800026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674448811487405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27498169246087234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185475143693288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189758264692913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30857049954907256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580322625899037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144313321198953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kirbystar18,2019/03/15,"Public speaking advice pls As part of my attempt at being promoted at work, I’ve been attending meetings and development days to help demonstrate my progress. 
However, I was given feedback that I need to work on my ability to clearly communicate without using filler words or unnecessary adjectives and adverbs. I really only talk to my husband and then people at work, so I don’t get a lot of practice. Plus, I’m only ever really unable to talk when I get nervous bc someone has authority over me. When I’m asked a direct question by a superior I just shut completely down.
Does anyone have any tips for easing my anxiety about talking to supervisors, some places I could get some practice in public speaking, or just any resources or recommendations? ",7.216658496732022,8.570841139705884,8.263627450980398,62.731045751634035,64.07352941176471,10.750326797385624,38.640522875817,10.746095033038511,4.839886601307192,609,32,89,16,9,207,94,136,0.027999999999999997,0.815,0.157,0.9393,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,2,20,16,12,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,13,1,21,11,4,15,0,0,0,0,12,9,0,7,5,62,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857959607171075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234632140676644,0.0,0.13197345167370436,0.0,0.0,0.12062645243786345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161278174700987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808786251849088,0.0,0.0,0.13773913646084818,0.0,0.0,0.11125786008423756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096898056643993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604963371005892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703957968553486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563312323881432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466660269807319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791763700978676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624107609784705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868168611553936,0.0,0.11960013299771614,0.0,0.18024138722098704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193256207037052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103496735998912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617134303483847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159829055748418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899751236708228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662982393570498,0.0,0.3767787779515119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mn_19,2019/03/15,"Anxious about watching a movie at a guy’s house I’ve been seeing this guy for about a month now, and we’ve gone out a few times. He invited me over to his place to watch a movie tomorrow. I am feeling really anxious about it...we have been flirting over text about cuddling, and while I really want to cuddle with him while watching the movie, it makes me anxious because I don’t have a ton of experience with it. He is a shy/introverted person too so I’m not sure if he will make the first move or not. I also feel awkward flirting in person, and I sometimes blush if I am flirted with (although I like it...it just makes me feel awkward sometimes). I guess I’m mostly anxious about initiating, and breaking the touch barrier. Any tips on how to feel more confident and not feel as awkward with flirting/initiating would be greatly appreciated! ",5.1669090909090905,6.06683381212121,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,68.45454545454545,8.666666666666668,33.18181818181819,8.841846274778883,2.7642727272727274,669,30,127,11,11,220,95,165,0.08800000000000001,0.78,0.133,0.7268,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,11,9,0,3,10,0,11,2,0,4,1,32,25,15,0,4,7,0,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,10,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,3,10,13,6,22,19,4,17,0,0,4,2,9,7,0,5,8,84,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679327645512222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081295848042137,0.0,0.0,0.6034565932344483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814058015740818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306294405293789,0.0,0.0,0.3376135660242692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359053074463528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472302332099231,0.14711127566037754,0.2644546241790409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154089231412224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524174579268573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26742043329732396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065917380389206,0.14193372930524822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233206982417396,0.13952268915033936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711005087001032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641547231395602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26415237921454826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586150392015574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786925902607214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876637467690731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486421635416692,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,That-One-Person42,2019/03/15,Some random title...I dunno Found out today in my English class that we will have to prepare a presentation about teen problems. I have no problem actually giving the presentation but I have a problem preparing for it. We were given a number and whoever got the same number as you would be your partner for the presentation. My partner is someone I’ve never talked to before and talking to people I don’t know much about is my biggest weakness. I would hate to create any awkwardness at all and make them uncomfortable. If anyone has any tips at all that would be much appreciated. :) ,4.98,7.212943666666671,6.243703703703705,71.6716666666667,70.66666666666666,8.133333333333335,30.51851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.8749185185185184,468,20,75,9,9,157,73,108,0.18600000000000005,0.687,0.127,-0.81,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,2,1,0,2,6,1,1,6,0,14,1,0,1,3,24,21,6,0,7,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,12,0,13,11,6,10,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,4,5,61,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.1820960464320132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25379069833494744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047603586442535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878404547132596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459880092594315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900506383198547,0.0,0.0,0.14924218398151487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842302478723656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255124804445176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455788184714145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743469956600837,0.0,0.14391850140057216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936591375294246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356570091537834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810675859831833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29996627002815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768763061471416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976688368881647,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,datface_,2019/03/15,"Do i have social anxiety? Hi. Pretty much as the title says, im wondering if what im feeling is considered social anxiety. I dont really know anyone with any kind of anxiety, so im not really sure what its suppost to feel like. I dont really mind having a one on one conversation with someone all that much, but bigger/louder crowds and having to interact in larger groups (around 8+ people) tend to make me rather uncomfortable and/or nervous. Im already diagnosed with asperger syndrome, (which for those who dont know is like mild autism) but i dont know if that covers it all. There are primarily 3 occasions that make me feel this way.

First is in school when i have cant just sit by myself. I already go in a class with only around 10 people in it, but when we have a class where we have to sit together and discuss something, or when i just generally have to say something with everyones attention on me, i get really nervous, and start sweating a little. Usually after these classes, i go take a 10-15 minute break in the bathroom to cool myself down.

Second's at my workplace, where btw im the only one below 18 (im only 15). I've worked there for over a year now, and pretty much just recently started having the courage to say 'Hi' when i came in. I also sit in a fairly large room, with usually alot of other people, and by the end of my (only 2 hour) day im usually pretty twitchy and uncomfortable.

Third is pretty much any place crowded, for example theres a large store right by the place i live. Whenever im there (usually with my mom, getting groceries) i get really uncomfortable and sweaty, after 30+ minutes of being in there. At which point i usually ask my mom to hurry up so we can get out of there.

Finally, i dont know think i've had what would be called an anxiety attack in a long time, latest candidate that comes to mind, would be when i had to give a presentation in my old class a couple years go, (which was even smaller btw). I basicly acted like i was alright, even though i was dying inside, up until it was my turn, and then ran away crying.

So, yea. What u think?",5.047460259455509,5.318734985748222,6.505047505938244,77.26489082769965,68.50118764845605,9.802338753882696,29.25644070893477,9.757249324022393,2.6421638224008768,1643,55,321,35,26,563,205,421,0.077,0.838,0.085,0.7287,0,0,2,0,0,0,61.0,3,0,0,2,27,11,1,2,19,3,32,2,1,2,3,56,61,27,1,5,11,2,3,3,0,2,1,3,1,0,20,23,0,0,11,0,1,7,7,3,0,6,8,7,33,8,55,48,7,73,0,0,0,0,22,31,0,5,33,212,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764832192684453,0.04625193324534276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866178532716178,0.0,0.1769794589011287,0.0,0.0,0.040440717452776664,0.0,0.0,0.10297372807136608,0.054069443000007454,0.06579751779973156,0.05433941907819193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059057667195937774,0.06614969848229532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498211367571462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399513258840336,0.06353082380842193,0.037299842556382,0.0,0.0,0.05870296343287881,0.06002529218042335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33892050635762544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122608861040655,0.0,0.0,0.07640109915632337,0.0,0.0,0.05526537984970803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773181591654956,0.04131850103790092,0.0,0.06335720268095976,0.0,0.04919580913421757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120869011177885,0.055482166982506666,0.09860967143345956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05695743163980641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997878939363535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022795147622415,0.12714200026446534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476817000219082,0.057967498904285486,0.051070805154070316,0.05118359878803785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721280115423855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167970207141129,0.13547512739062054,0.0,0.0,0.17006631542723952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068981549955475,0.0,0.11757479480812602,0.1759494576326844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028991373264375,0.0,0.12085393985461307,0.0,0.054674311136846,0.0,0.0,0.2353625871662145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852581353744435,0.0,0.05710669605733944,0.0,0.0,0.04939216721289418,0.0,0.1379820320765642,0.0,0.0585337587405507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117914324374051,0.04900479010944788,0.08905092900808516,0.0,0.0,0.08187413079555311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451034063853066,0.0,0.04348594896514255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741187561375258,0.0568241967108595,0.0,0.0337250048869106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629096467707742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184943920195447,0.0,0.0,0.04590802594220567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272135962210612,0.04210575649977074,0.0,0.0,0.08217096708384082,0.0,0.0,0.07448978876331773
socialanxiety,Fazlyrabbyboi,2019/03/15,I actually have social media anxiety Before posting i thinking about 10x time and i hardly poSt something i am really creative but somehow i can't. The thing i am feeling is totally hard man,2.4491666666666667,5.405876694444443,5.2457777777777785,70.27700000000002,87.61111111111109,7.3244444444444445,32.2,8.238735603445708,3.7230066666666666,155,9,22,4,5,55,30,36,0.105,0.7759999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.1172,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2745873975393801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525579770593048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23943462074573035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227475615202625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041244552199302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389706918112619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025995992593585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868326314442169,0.0,0.21662094436392595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693712271430848,0.18029766930486074,0.0,0.0,0.1640756023245373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Belminhoo,2019/03/15,"Social anxiety, parents doing/saying contradicting things. Parents always tell me I should be more talkative but whenever I try to discuss my feelings with them or talk to them they shut me down. When they make me feel bad they say I cannot take a joke but when its the opposite, Im being disrespectful according to them. Its really hard. Im really insecure around people, and shy. I dont know if these things might be related or not.",2.8723159303882184,5.572964397590362,4.640401606425705,78.21902275769749,79.72289156626506,8.990093708165999,24.88487282463186,9.444778638647367,2.820208567603748,347,13,62,11,9,117,60,83,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.9498,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,6,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,12,8,0,2,6,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,14,1,6,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,4,2,44,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916284273018216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633102969513118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028249214670113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971337869147995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22418234065372789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19343694143645465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135206441131096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132370931799769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512417617115452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768293867207753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292111558846984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247944384924545,0.0,0.0,0.1326116002216948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450816733382559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042319594007451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949890072960388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382106779734652,0.1537460909406718,0.16718983970388826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541599524524789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986865255956526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BigBenW3,2019/03/15,"Gabapentin Withdrawal horror Wow, help me out please! About to end it honestly. I have a history of anxiety. I was on Effexor for 2 years, stopped working. Withdrawals lasted 4 months and were awful. Went without medication for a year and then decided to see a new psychiatrist for meds for anxiety. He put me on Gabapentin. I stayed on that for 1.5 years at 900 mg per day. Worked really well, tapered off. Horrendous withdrawals, and now 5 months later I still have depression that I never had before, sleep issues, random hot flashes, memory problems, and intense moments of anxiety much worse than before. I can’t even drink coffee now becuz I get so anxious, and sometime have no appetite and can’t even eat with family. I read online on patient.info on drugs.com that people have the same issues with Gabapentin withdrawal lasting many months. Wtf is going on???? Help!!!!!",4.308629981024666,7.394501722580646,4.790398481973433,76.95736242884253,76.93548387096773,8.034155597722961,29.76280834914611,8.841846274778883,3.1498576850094886,697,32,109,17,17,221,107,155,0.218,0.68,0.102,-0.9685,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,4,1,10,4,1,0,1,16,14,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,2,1,1,2,0,3,5,2,1,0,4,2,10,3,23,10,2,32,0,1,1,0,3,9,0,1,19,69,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063886686970801,0.15082057690747286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272027218224484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609849733913717,0.0,0.11498608086505956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078227705413306,0.0,0.13660706746059514,0.0,0.0,0.11824417883937847,0.0,0.0,0.17635516349632324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585490300411512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974989386049497,0.0,0.07587292556434885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896871548590335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786852392480478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764579670858733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535125571841652,0.0,0.0,0.14829192079297135,0.13449039404737725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196828591451873,0.0,0.098140187751166,0.0,0.10296587148210283,0.128938189200135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925542853769412,0.0,0.0,0.14654638552691546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774449943606944,0.0,0.13420755520060818,0.0,0.0,0.13353929340370208,0.0,0.08552554639596417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638473823111663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359957994064264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320380443971441,0.0,0.0,0.14229661131607835,0.10661580046217953,0.1116146242767595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003537891607588,0.1237587719768531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869228751969009,0.0,0.19438378907246032,0.0,0.13605113119109016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25791498462507817
socialanxiety,theunionargus,2019/03/15,"I've been hanging out with this girl, but my nerves are going haywire. Not sure what to do. We have plans to hang out at her place tonight. Wednesday night she came over to mine and we had a really good time. I wasn't nervous while hanging out with her, and things didn't feel awkward or anything. We ended up talking and listening to music for about 6 hours. 

So I'm not worried about things not going well while hanging out with her, but my nerves are still through the roof on a constant basis. There aren't specific thoughts or worries that I'm having, it's almost entirely physical. I can feel it in nearly every joint, it's almost like everything is itchy or tickle-y. 

I just need some advice I what to do to calm myself down some. Sorry if this is the wrong place to post this.",3.681666666666669,5.120090324840767,4.1685509554140125,88.47898354564757,72.5031847133758,6.7619957537155,25.82218683651805,7.1686216300943375,1.1007498938428872,619,20,125,6,12,195,102,157,0.121,0.777,0.102,-0.2845,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,1,7,8,0,2,4,0,14,0,0,0,1,33,24,12,0,2,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,14,0,0,3,0,0,7,6,3,1,0,6,3,15,5,25,18,2,31,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,8,11,90,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743367093465802,0.0,0.0,0.34314904098706583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410000785708892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596989641906745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851601098461056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175838302002498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443632418285265,0.0,0.15399137277918373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732715872461559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475550697992944,0.14371375626666896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873760931406848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370917215598682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704811282573572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607931015694566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580323813793887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409851925788393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097662375886298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918036292126417,0.0,0.0,0.13683414812753286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148804988975166,0.0,0.0,0.13771841620507322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276643646700522,0.0,0.0,0.136026613295587,0.09991104821421533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540572668210973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480127591733496,0.0,0.0,0.1873358607581037,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mirrorsthrowaway,2019/03/15,"Anyone else hate group games like ""mafia""? My friends at school love to play a game called mafia, where you basically have to lie to not get caught as a mafia member.

I hate this game, it gives me terrible anxiety when I have to lie and I always end up losing for my team. But I do like having my friends' company and glad they even invited me at all.",3.713943661971833,4.64121109859155,4.4071549295774695,88.75721126760563,71.8169014084507,8.496901408450704,24.059154929577463,8.841846274778883,1.3312118309859158,272,7,61,5,5,87,51,71,0.16699999999999998,0.598,0.235,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,3,11,2,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,11,7,9,9,1,7,0,1,0,1,12,4,0,0,4,36,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003702114022093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390990496580556,0.0,0.0,0.16809744022653275,0.2463243206847759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24548136894406156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082833527671715,0.0,0.21292832844229512,0.0,0.0,0.15878587235338082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714741039294235,0.0,0.1256021941588948,0.23061930735702296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747022374564335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349004219438823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26895278102099096,0.0,0.0,0.2169757692059106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24330367092556215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TalkingIsHardthrow,2019/03/15,"I think I have anxiety/depression I've not said it before, and I don't know what to do about it. Any advice for first steps?",-0.008888888888886727,2.035629592592592,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,86.40740740740742,6.562962962962962,16.407407407407412,7.793537801064563,0.238318518518518,97,2,23,2,3,33,22,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275311771975481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975228249722319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722900648375964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768280164718039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721470609783645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404448801535285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161736285119743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28033970520435303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mynameisbenxo,2019/03/15,"I’m not myself when talking to people Hey everyone!
When I’m at school or even just talking to my friends I don’t feel like I’m myself. I feel as though I’m putting a mask over my true self and trying to create a fake character. 
I get really nervous when talking to people and lose my train of thought and just forget everything and stop listening to what the person is saying.
Is there anyway I can be my true self around everyone and stop being hidden away?
Thanks.",2.481903073286052,4.698120500000002,3.7982269503546138,86.43388888888893,78.04255319148936,6.73096926713948,23.21040189125296,7.793537801064563,1.257481323877068,373,12,72,6,9,122,59,94,0.142,0.696,0.162,0.4587,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,2,18,16,11,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,4,10,5,11,13,0,10,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,1,6,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157136456062352,0.0,0.0,0.16584237355214096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116586999281726,0.0,0.0,0.3373367593918417,0.15864098949297495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850335090631966,0.12610289914733647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637564364547006,0.0,0.09222220278890254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623668755460735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747599218353792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447476147300235,0.15412675913200682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744709972273334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308052022467018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037242266795358,0.0,0.17864337983615236,0.0,0.0,0.3682888830830568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951501699729019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256300614224705,0.0,0.16251200252605766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342584476588166,0.1401338019210596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984261893008905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ember2Inferno,2019/03/15,"Wanting to join in.... Hey everybody! I wanna let everybody know that I have not scolled at all on the posts of this sub (I wanted to post on confessions, ask Reddit, etc, but I didn't think it would quite fit (big channels, people thinking ur a karma whore, etc) and just searched keywords and found this sub). So I'm going out on a limb here by just throwing this out there. Also, I was the fat kid growing up (I'll bring that point back later in the story). I have really bad social anxiety, but only with complete strangers (not with coworkers, friends, etc.) I went out to the bar after work. I get done at 10:30pm (not a lot of time to drink, mingle, and go home with last call @ 1am), which is fine with me, but all my friends from school/growing up (I'm 29) live in different cities, so I'm outta my element socially. I was sitting at the bar just sipping my beer, and a guy that I sort of remember from high school (a grade ahead of me) invited me to shoot some pool with him and six of his friends (group of males and females). I was definitely surprised as I know that I never talked to him, and I just gave him the ol' ""thanks man, I might come over in a bit"" line. I was very flattered/excited that I got such an invite out of the blue, but the thought of having to make new connections with six other strangers scared the shit out of me (the idea of making small talk terrifies me). So, I stayed in my seat and continued to drink my beer (arguing with myself in my head the whole time about why it was good for me to take the invite and meet some new people, blah blah blah). About twenty minutes go by and this chick and her friend sit next to me at the bar, and the one chick I know from my day job at a gas station, (she comes in to our deli a couple times a week and gets a sub sandwich on her lunch break), and she says ""Hey you! What are you doing here?"" (I picked up a slight flirty tone). Again, I'm flattered by her acknowledgement, and I give her the ol' ""just getting a beer"" line. From the corner of my eye, she kept glancing at me and it seemed like she wanted the conversation to keep going (I'm married, so it would strictly be from a casual conversation angle). Her and her friend left the bar to throw some darts, and that point I realised that everyone in the bar (roughly thirty people), were interacting with one another, and I was the only one being a loner. At that moment I became extremely self conscious and panicky, so I chugged my beer and got the hell outta there. I just wanna add, and I'm trying not to sound conceded to any degree, that I'm not a terrible looking guy (tall, natural muscular build, healthy weight, my awesome wife reminds me of my positive attributes quite often), but I was the fat kid growing up, and I think that mindset from my early years has seriously fucked my current perception of myself. Is there anybody else out there that was the fat kid growing up that got handsome/hot as they got older but absolutely does not see it the way everyone tells them the way they see you?",5.808990342405617,5.465269021558875,6.159932201736418,82.48740781387184,66.91044776119404,9.349507365135107,30.67061750073164,8.841846274778883,2.207306350599941,2352,78,489,34,34,758,288,603,0.076,0.7859999999999999,0.138,0.9891,3,0,6,1,0,0,103.0,1,3,3,4,24,21,4,1,41,0,25,23,7,4,3,96,72,37,0,7,18,1,2,4,5,3,3,2,1,10,24,40,17,2,15,14,0,13,8,9,0,5,20,10,73,12,85,46,11,82,3,0,6,2,58,40,3,8,22,321,97,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620824920591447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279260044144643,0.08140419583186155,0.05938846811861315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257568560181953,0.0,0.0,0.05969441770282005,0.06481969626193741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475432377767733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927121954610629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374663976514048,0.08139594993462533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589862157045111,0.0,0.05006638678280771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110919084766967,0.0,0.0,0.0679365158337825,0.07944475760905463,0.0,0.15210012415285573,0.0,0.0,0.0648517935405004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25974148065118635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836190684031972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851197685253778,0.2998924661263463,0.07176977548385098,0.1216789585882332,0.07447193986129097,0.17648081465046098,0.06511425832244447,0.24835844779611496,0.0,0.0,0.15373628987306842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967309795820009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202274735504138,0.0778714887664297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763737462846112,0.0,0.0,0.0770380414106593,0.06900312165876323,0.0,0.0,0.12799398319091734,0.0632806551590722,0.0,0.0,0.08434768006397192,0.07938424787887967,0.0,0.037927201969510105,0.0,0.06855070983980878,0.0,0.06519154808999614,0.0,0.0,0.0660001731936543,0.0,0.0,0.1036402757284748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235556210345064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059874786510455164,0.1499554452417692,0.08256279160251583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578168900813685,0.11808566734226028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146130745473264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677516154783574,0.0,0.1487004953577524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514293365548974,0.0,0.0,0.04973321507348643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794221960374535,0.0,0.0,0.06173629085771248,0.07772343755184984,0.15713598793486286,0.12372572383201624,0.07067349587212787,0.08098738047522623,0.0,0.07968840157553493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827262976836862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274566223811666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836979974420154,0.12479574344846273,0.06785401897121196,0.07147335683982937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923085695466462,0.0,0.06163134460434633,0.13580398922873574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527072101399804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640547466495946,0.13736855894092675,0.12324175255074235,0.06227191805661726,0.09453518114532997,0.0,0.0719658848533921,0.07005104173839942,0.08667364837408274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056517211500656826,0.0,0.0,0.11029546342235244,0.0,0.0,0.04999263160369296
socialanxiety,lilyelevenn,2019/03/15,"How common is feeling ""personality-less"" with SAD? When i'm around anyone who makes me anxious (which for me is unfortunately everyone but my family), i feel like I literally lose my personality. For example, I don't consciously hide my genuine responses to things due to insecurity, I simply do not think the same, come up with the same jokes, or have any kind of personal instinctual response to anything; instead my thoughts are consumed by 1) what response would be most normal or amicable 2) hyper self-awareness and 3) general anxiety and self-depreciation. 

I can (on a good day) be perfectly fine at small talk and superficial conversation, however it feels impossible to act ""natural"" or genuine. Although I get *slightly* more comfortable with people over what feels like a looooong time, I never feel like I'm able to regain my personality. Obviously this is extremely alienating and has prevented me from making any close friends in my 20 years of life.

Is this a typical symptom of social anxiety? I haven't been able to find anything on this specifically on my google deep dives, so how common is this? If you have felt this way in the past or do currently, how do you navigate it?",7.7756757728253065,8.586407976635519,8.750560747663556,61.64523005032353,62.69158878504673,12.752839683680804,39.35873472322072,12.230961643895464,5.4472757728253045,953,49,156,33,13,325,138,214,0.07,0.764,0.165,0.975,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,2,7,13,0,1,6,0,19,2,0,5,3,42,33,16,0,3,7,0,6,3,1,1,2,0,0,3,12,10,0,1,10,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,6,20,10,25,27,4,25,0,2,0,0,10,12,0,6,13,105,32,0,0.2630752997733152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890022508227846,0.0,0.20125188425782564,0.14860010366844129,0.0,0.09197418320344668,0.0,0.21648855624519167,0.11709639600035646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330803823786065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483090233862428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256898613888493,0.0,0.0,0.12400198976209115,0.0,0.3325469402342732,0.2819115700844801,0.12629677174926446,0.0,0.1202230289909538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162566200918323,0.0,0.06872299304949002,0.0,0.0,0.11032753996339964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697622079803634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290893214540276,0.19278795453385575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715698419538825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756048054118694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014499446314859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288789688014471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556757061213747,0.09119164429671732,0.3445608067120657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744449122545465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408606913259627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671798309884947,0.0,0.10572498042127401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738776977191368,0.08428401478985545,0.0,0.104426201111935,0.07670066144666975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044084639063964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934405724799358,0.0,0.0,0.08470593389575275
socialanxiety,RetailDriver762,2019/03/15,"Did anything cause your SA? If so, what did? For me, It was constantly being called ugly everytime I opened my mouth in middle school. After so many tries, I just stopped trying.

What about you guys?",1.3844144144144117,4.033066945945946,1.8041891891891917,93.11096846846847,95.75675675675673,4.628828828828829,16.977477477477482,6.42735559955562,0.041201801801801885,155,4,29,2,6,47,33,37,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.6946,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,5,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,4,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667325176986439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309743911292693,0.0,0.0,0.3329722255192472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502708847908818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209410377849483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328618356890618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280382730896942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27098835721995984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44012787702997613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SometimesSmarmy,2019/03/15,"DAE cry after leaving high-social situations? I constantly find myself crying after leaving situations that involve a ton of socializing or large groups of people. For example, I work at a small gas station/deli type place, and I’m great at the weird small talk that is involved with ringing up customers, but the second I get home, I lose my fake retail voice and smile and just... cry

Nothing happens that makes me cry, particularly. Just overwhelmed by having to talk to so many people. The same thing happens if I have to give a presentation in class, or like, answer questions about myself. I’m fine in public, and then I just break down.

Or like... I’ll leave a situation where I’m with a ton of friends and then suddenly no one else is around and I realize how alone I am

Anyone else experience this?",5.970592105263157,6.9712485592105295,6.485368421052634,75.63857894736844,66.69736842105263,8.974736842105264,30.989473684210523,9.120678840339163,2.6406505263157896,639,24,115,11,10,208,100,152,0.175,0.72,0.105,-0.8832,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,1,8,0,5,0,0,2,0,24,13,15,0,1,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,5,9,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,2,12,5,20,13,3,19,0,2,0,0,10,11,0,5,9,75,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197187611492585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234595174382482,0.1206669809909298,0.0,0.10483826915964184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726510417436282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174493907218803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967596934635407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519946114684515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763759349606858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909870745058038,0.0,0.061528790713223126,0.1129735606278329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983936440034707,0.0,0.0,0.20828327162969568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244280978639134,0.11813065932913315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740971410868689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507075172547375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317519927577473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861089019101856,0.11939801804612088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300133605387284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980247787695383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329066438322262,0.0,0.12304223720733945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192683675303454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971276688820724,0.0,0.120049394229338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931451919783499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782396627184052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573632742584539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DefinitelyNotATrap69,2019/03/15,"Anxiety around the opposite sex? I grew up around female friends and even now My social circle has like 99% female friends and literally 1 male friend. When I was young, I mostly hung out with girls and considered boys to be a plague. I get so much anxiety when placed in a group with males, but for some reason I’m less anxious around males my age, but more with older males. 

Did any females struggler with this? ",4.649156118143459,6.29017824050633,4.481708860759493,86.38222573839663,70.39240506329114,7.79831223628692,25.824894514767927,8.344100000000001,1.5438084388185649,327,10,64,5,6,100,59,79,0.096,0.799,0.105,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,16,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,11,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,12,3,5,14,0,0,0,1,11,7,0,2,7,41,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748489096163564,0.0,0.3318230839781021,0.24501109572498575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5792038278823991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324627557783948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026796251408339,0.0,0.11331012168151032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059559332213087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943073172515898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265919857731355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298733076628285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108042934434788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Insearchofmemes,2019/03/15,"How to deal with the fact that I might be alone forever? I'm 21 year old male, never dated, and a virgin. I'm also dropping out of college due to depression so its gonna be even harder to find women.",0.9229069767441836,2.6417026279069797,3.6955232558139532,87.71444767441862,80.86046511627906,6.16046511627907,20.05232558139535,7.1686216300943375,0.5193767441860468,155,4,33,2,4,55,37,43,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.6908,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,8,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,7,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,20,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36561462371280223,0.0,0.2823040742706461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36394052285959977,0.3040492626673356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316151409473784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226471502851705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37449061642860937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27226510433704204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704273741678309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732856103438484
socialanxiety,oregano_shmoregano,2019/03/15,"I actually love socializing but my social anxiety has ruined all of my close friendships I actually love talking to people, although I'm most comfortable in group situations. I love socializing. If it weren't for my crippling social anxiety I would probably be one of those super-extroverted people who goes out a lot and likes to have a lot of friends. 

Recently I've been depressed and beating myself up about loneliness. And then during a talk with my therapist I realized... almost all of my lack of friends is my fault. I get sad because I never hang out with my friend anymore... then realize they were always the one who asked to hang out. Almost all of my text conversations with friends who I've been missing end with them messaging me and me not responding, and I can specifically remember putting off responding because the thought made me start to hyperventilate. I'm so afraid of rejection and people not liking me back that I never put myself out there, even if the other person has. I don't have friends because I'M A SHITTY FUCKING FRIEND. One of my few close friends even called me out on this the other day- she basically said ""The reason you and \[formerly-mutual friend who is still friends with her\] aren't friends anymore is because you never put any effort. I put in all the effort into this relationship.""

I fucking hate having social anxiety.",6.665781176470588,8.082124764,7.137294117647059,70.08452941176472,65.36,10.362352941176473,35.10588235294117,10.46071229359064,4.042503529411763,1101,51,180,28,17,360,131,250,0.174,0.609,0.217,0.9569,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,2,3,7,26,3,1,10,0,17,5,0,2,7,45,33,14,0,4,5,0,0,2,10,1,0,1,0,1,11,20,0,0,5,0,0,6,8,10,0,3,7,1,34,16,30,24,9,30,0,5,0,5,40,13,2,7,13,138,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.14650426056617746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503325206836597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062459682806252435,0.0,0.0,0.05104643857824944,0.0,0.1722724263281272,0.0,0.14888764027951412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017518073307698,0.0,0.0,0.0577199721410026,0.0,0.18303450606602226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664925398155616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841039684298323,0.0,0.06465294956508562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066484872545911,0.0,0.0,0.09915879735435758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5799465161477414,0.1387918536073831,0.039218106539562515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411065964175559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733454525669285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763431840492198,0.2032459438357268,0.07102785115469132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368312527330435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259695712629304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612083217785966,0.0655434318140566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093223413285762,0.0,0.0,0.30184224846557023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771788147888977,0.07411714444500819,0.0805911880104451,0.08503345305781106,0.0,0.07140353540171726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437565052874288,0.0,0.3825940570520836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05313104414577316,0.0,0.05994661195742245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066801406826835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715567779076107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959283347540462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053323671802199386,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blueblueblue_,2019/03/15,"Parents forcing me to a college I hate due to social anxiety. My parents didn't allow me to apply to any colleges except the one in my city. While I got in, I'm not excited for it at all-in fact I dread it. I can't stand the school and I've made it clear to my family that I feel horrible stress and anxiety about going to this school due to knowing it's not a good fit for me. My parents excuse for not allowing me to go anywhere is because I could ""never handle it"". My mom treats me like I'm 12 because of my anxiety and my dad doesn't even believe in my diagnoses. I've repeatedly told my family that I think going away would force me to break out of my shell and help me, but they don't believe me. When I got a job last summer, it significantly helped me to get the hang of it better, and just know going away for college to where I actually would want to go would be so much better for my mental health. I very sure it's right thing for me and I know I can handle it since I'm already a duel enrollment student. Knowing I'll still be living at home where my chances of making friends gets cut and I'm still in a smothering household that doesn't take my feelings and opinions into consideration is killing me. I asked to at-least live in the dorms of this college due to this situation and I got called a ""prissy bitch"" for not wanting to live with my parents anymore. How am I ever suppose to keep working on my anxiety when I know I'm being trapped in a position that is just going to make it worse? 

Any advice? Thoughts?",5.2228039010797636,4.740416736677119,6.5248014629049145,79.84819836293977,68.15360501567397,9.34594218042494,32.142284918146984,8.841846274778883,2.4670897248345525,1205,46,252,18,18,411,156,319,0.146,0.778,0.076,-0.9657,5,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,3,13,15,5,2,11,0,17,2,0,6,5,49,52,15,1,6,8,6,2,1,1,3,2,0,2,0,18,12,0,1,10,0,0,7,10,7,0,1,7,2,43,8,45,38,1,39,0,0,0,0,15,17,1,1,14,164,61,10,0.0,0.0,0.08519237568596011,0.0,0.0,0.0853087187207338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633791180627818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873422263577466,0.0,0.2671375736989485,0.0,0.08657831339969066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161387713556555,0.0,0.16404277263462658,0.0,0.0,0.10643475038889487,0.0,0.0,0.1967147997113136,0.0,0.15441981736164168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914323741862333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970208449293519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860783798168417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766094094556769,0.07896800454416858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645976672518971,0.0,0.088283181131745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674478971334823,0.0,0.09122147446356943,0.0,0.2976882010324296,0.07322324321753604,0.20946577020869087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619084706663284,0.0,0.09279600160168901,0.0,0.0,0.11703093156046918,0.0,0.08756919158043244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663195110479989,0.07759640499886088,0.09658470687235554,0.0,0.23988946003088765,0.071161292826714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04265045484541415,0.0,0.2312629566236586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260553456059534,0.11654708680268833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797804120477347,0.0,0.0,0.10224490755140267,0.0,0.0,0.06417567207126189,0.0,0.06733127533362211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059156856598334126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877460435291985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455387077636251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670487170113744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221560527402038,0.0981290522311462,0.0,0.0889915324445426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943606192040595,0.0,0.10000205326115158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822793799353593,0.0,0.06563886548570748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799835582638425,0.05593842585772653,0.0,0.06930658587003022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341905650671876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203178557198125,0.10298380785730088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355556571337077,0.0,0.08896633459048885,0.18604661449046908,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imthatdudebro,2019/03/15,"How to show my face again Hey y’all. I’ve always had an issue showing my face around people that I’ve embarrassed myself in front of and I figured I’d ask if anyone had any tips, because today I had a VERY embarrassing situation in front of a large group, who I see every day, many of which are friends of mine, and I’ve spent the entire time since then in my room refusing to communicate with anyone who was there or knows anyone who was there. I’m TERRIFIED to wake up in the morning. Any advice?
Sorry for the run on sentence, and this is my first time on this sub so sorry if this isn’t the type of thing that goes here",5.681252747252749,4.859009323076926,6.4482417582417595,81.9096153846154,67.30769230769229,9.274725274725276,27.802197802197803,8.418075326091056,1.654142857142857,492,12,106,6,7,163,84,130,0.127,0.84,0.034,-0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,2,7,0,8,3,3,1,0,12,13,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,2,2,1,3,1,2,0,1,6,1,10,1,18,7,0,19,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,3,7,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070109450588507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238279443604178,0.0,0.0,0.26542124359024594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40936620520452544,0.0,0.0,0.17372740046613405,0.18244155966720046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896335859332162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258574358039237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442468273816688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659969041577758,0.0,0.0,0.15077459840396468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368886038745465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725089597951597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785434710272934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352944057121351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551154522128582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143244410038882,0.21935996629564405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369152490878157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965087392579835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275903782234664,0.0,0.1849820716331538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102152926194938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Edgar_OToole,2019/03/15,Workplace Birthdays... Does anybody else dread their birthday at work? ,7.916999999999998,11.796890700000004,2.8800000000000026,83.32000000000005,92.0,2.0,45.0,3.1291,3.187000000000001,57,4,6,0,2,14,10,10,0.25,0.75,0.0,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6197771920605191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.591635617566259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156001631386179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bingbong8382,2019/03/15,oversharing problem when i meet new people hi guys. i’m on mobile and a little tipsy so i apologize for the errors in advance. i started my new job today and something just clicked with me that i really do overshare. i don’t know if i do it to make myself more relatable or what. i just keep talking and talking and talking but on the inside i’m truly wondered if the person i’m talking to even gives a fuck??? i’m tired of telling ppl my most traumatic events in life on impulse because i don’t know how to talk to new people. i know this sounds so stupid... especially since i seem so self aware. just... any advice would be welcomed. thank you so much. ,2.3747727272727275,4.360682386363642,3.8969696969696974,86.71545454545458,77.4090909090909,6.218181818181819,26.15151515151515,7.1686216300943375,1.3068515151515159,513,20,101,6,12,170,85,132,0.135,0.78,0.085,-0.8276,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,10,5,2,0,5,0,6,3,0,2,0,23,21,14,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,15,2,12,19,3,14,0,0,1,1,15,6,1,6,7,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385748032496005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964354627960658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644588041665632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936639732320451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110078790741375,0.0,0.136036791629725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404139040176942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072425139540756,0.12604698226442862,0.0,0.0,0.2338047169663121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001643890074426,0.0,0.14213057994337058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465907978214284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042464505861178,0.0,0.0,0.41088209255914176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662598896884856,0.12382276523643995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356927366174959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908469287711514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909823014692487,0.14793845068177372,0.0,0.0,0.1173064540467184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917203970895624,0.0,0.0,0.10037363964543104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5699063492704637,0.12394793337220522,0.13055932435232126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298939574982585,0.13441901971085296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378657672718046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007375462706956,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,officer_dog,2019/03/15,"Anyone else feel like they're just getting to know themselves? My social anxiety has always made me act like a sponge, sucking up other people's interests and opinions in order to be amicable. With past partners, I've catered to their music, their Netflix taste, their preferred means of socializing. Things like taking control of the aux-cord weren't just stressful because the attention was on me, it was stressful because I didn't really know what I wanted to play in the first place. 

I've become more aware of my social anxiety and the impact it's had on my life in the past year or so. I'm getting moderately more comfortable with establishing my own identity. And I had this feeling the other day, like I was just starting to know who I am. It was cool, but also really sad. I'm sure if I conveyed this to friends they'd disagree and say that I have a clear personality with likes, dislikes, etc. But I don't think people talk enough about what anxiety disorders do to a person's sense of identity. Who am I without anxiety? I'm not sure yet.

Sorry if this sounds melodramatic. Just wondering if this is something other people have experienced.",6.3754838709677415,7.32712412903226,6.985875576036867,72.58452764976961,65.7741935483871,9.886635944700464,33.933179723502306,9.957137785484203,3.5098718894009213,924,40,158,20,14,304,125,217,0.08199999999999999,0.745,0.17300000000000001,0.9377,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,2,8,16,1,2,9,1,18,2,0,2,3,36,36,12,0,5,12,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,0,3,16,7,1,1,10,2,0,1,5,4,0,1,9,7,19,12,22,25,5,16,0,1,0,0,15,7,1,6,12,107,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175222002574376,0.09546733983983673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351082800517717,0.0,0.0,0.08022422729972532,0.11755787753481065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988077274763566,0.1267139729812541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868321007935532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739935202925462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314943612563001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584499321198924,0.0,0.0,0.11855022262351958,0.1279580157092491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602526009791303,0.08196552948941092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759213047557824,0.0,0.0,0.08864270303412981,0.0,0.11988688179865507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916334892801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103955948290746,0.2802646015524054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856347166078578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497825540381854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190519333883016,0.2386249796982616,0.20036147473471747,0.11987193293844647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470022462262939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124056645396504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508686105108126,0.0,0.0883273396217383,0.0,0.12843459404285076,0.08120885697168702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628533338107891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21626965261817752,0.0,0.08626520185250378,0.09221832219823883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622374085008835,0.07351649913843852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676727035622207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105988569181898,0.12442342588870603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388451691336922
socialanxiety,IsraeliImputation,2019/03/15,"Burnt out by high school - but not from work - I’m socially burnt out Been at the same school since 6th grade, and for that reason I’ve gone to school with pretty much the same people this entire time. Now (as a senior) it’s super cliquey and I’m on the outside. My personality, humor, confidence, and character has slowly deteriorated since 10th grade. I’ve noticed it and felt it. Work, although I have a lot of it, isn’t the issue. Social shit and other people and whether or not they like me is always on my mind. I’m shot. Anybody experience anything like this?",3.0812727272727263,5.242660036363642,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,75.9090909090909,6.581818181818183,22.81818181818182,7.554174236665415,0.9959272727272724,444,13,86,6,10,146,75,110,0.085,0.775,0.14,0.8186,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,3,1,5,1,0,6,0,5,1,1,1,0,20,10,11,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,1,5,4,12,7,4,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,2,5,53,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418885640295652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032566977420285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668039417266375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637285535403794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016661691491734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798141736363515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666175759345724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497231930830287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217933748536662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253538204134229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941412478937771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364379676356577,0.1488938624698757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734829111194271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532575754298022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177342917921802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175039122465325,0.2821163136247055,0.0,0.0,0.3476528789283668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994331698294317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482851433752262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway_123n,2019/03/15,"Can someone explain it? I was recently talking to my bf about social Anxiety and how it feels. For me when im around people especially strangers like restaurants, stores,  ect. I feel stared at, not because i feel like im pretty or anything, its like i feel like people are always talking badly about me. I have a hard time explaining this, I dont want to come off like I think im better than anyone else(most times o honesty feel like less) . So for everyone, how would you explain this to someone who doesnt have anxiety? Or in general social Anxiety? ",2.8058233276157845,5.36933568867925,4.087049742710121,82.92390222984564,78.90566037735849,6.873413379073758,28.504288164665518,8.00094639256281,2.2375207547169818,437,20,78,8,11,143,69,106,0.08,0.675,0.24600000000000002,0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,20,19,7,0,2,3,0,6,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,9,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,7,11,7,12,17,1,9,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,2,10,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755904705070386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29666269786293376,0.0,0.0,0.09038527158307666,0.0,0.10637429042216566,0.11507348241930444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079310881775686,0.07879889940734253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143246130640599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135057090989073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514979156736229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351849031092756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268019835599863,0.27704137114361904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579627783788288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188859709906335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789148437435733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923250305216604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150923562592004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763384424082325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635392966143294,0.21905206148166392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779703033305566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282795564535825,0.0,0.0,0.15075121896160673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624399631024306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182632806638134,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sparklexfairy,2018/12/05,"I make people uncomfortable because I am always so socially anxious, does anyone else feel they make others uncomfortable because of social anxiety? I guess it's what they call mirror neurons. My social anxiety is pretty bad, I am always nervous talking to people, no matter who it is. I have trouble with eye contact or the opposite where I think I make too much eye contact, blushing is a common occurrence for me, and so is fidgeting. Some people pointed out how nervous I looked and not to be nervous around them. But it just an automatic response for me. I notice I make a lot of people ,especially males uncomfortable (don't know if it because I am an ugly girl or what!! ) Sometimes, people will sense my nervous energy and change seats or walk further away from me. Now I just laugh when this happens because I finding it ridiculous, not only I am nervous but I am making other people nervous too, even the most confident person, I can turn them into nervous wreck by my presence lol

It is so distressing for me, its so awkward for me to see my anxiety being mirrored by them, they will also rub their arms, scratch their heads, avoid eye contact and sound nervous when they talk me.  I start feeling bad for them and how they have to be around such a nervous train wreck such as  myself that they start to feel uncomfortable too.

Maybe I am just not meant to be around people.

Does anyone else experience this too?",7.469710691823899,7.574828373584907,7.5973584905660365,72.05955974842769,63.37735849056603,9.632704402515724,36.15723270440253,9.21078282632365,3.398564779874216,1129,49,188,17,15,366,136,265,0.22899999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.059000000000000004,-0.9909,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,12,0,24,17,1,12,7,1,21,6,6,7,0,43,39,21,0,1,12,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,15,11,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,16,0,0,1,11,41,1,24,32,4,16,0,0,5,0,25,9,0,8,6,148,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690362065327283,0.16003501791585928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069933431578811,0.10863979097579336,0.0,0.13448249081556754,0.1970661073095424,0.0,0.2568234006191838,0.0,0.0,0.09035077623980774,0.0,0.1605885706855781,0.23448670519476364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981958615786283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173048686904536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831038410020455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606680905905542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351649255226102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406844020599177,0.0,0.0,0.1458726980055143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789364487386811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593728474993414,0.0,0.08503895021796698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869368155858267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285011604580495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075491040753373,0.0,0.0,0.08175658086501468,0.0,0.0,0.32095652834900995,0.0,0.0966113022384413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069280400745842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948520868254748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313829603703942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46668398280981704,0.08396812002045133,0.0,0.0,0.09090760511227697,0.0,0.0,0.09783501925957863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663155758602821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940862522377505,0.0,0.0,0.09511026836184654,0.0,0.13613305767390088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545885835923055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161905357617317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046005922612577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FlinnYT,2018/12/05,"Parents got me a therapist even if they don't understand what's wrong with me. It makes therapy absolutely useless if my parents will continue ruining my life and making me feel useless.
They just fucking banned me from playing video games which is MY therapy.",7.748652482269503,8.957630531914894,7.84340425531915,66.73333333333335,62.829787234042556,12.224113475177305,43.326241134751776,11.855464076750405,5.917870921985817,213,13,33,7,3,69,37,47,0.213,0.706,0.081,-0.7978,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,10,9,3,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,9,1,2,7,0,1,0,3,0,1,5,0,1,2,1,23,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545768658427194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833432842218675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636012444223132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717790430993414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653047248322817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312438248589555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197328310011335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5352752210416629,0.2717308372579149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436370425191681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558788041885881,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kaisy353,2018/12/05,Books on explaining how anxiety/panic attacks affect you My father really struggles to understand what I go through with my anxiety and panic attacks hit me. I thought a good Christmas present for him would be a book explaining the difficulties of the condition. Have any of you come across a book on this topic? a quick google search only provided books on how to deal with anxiety. ,8.424130434782608,8.985928478260874,8.23894927536232,66.71755434782611,61.31884057971014,12.697101449275365,40.43840579710145,12.161744961471696,5.498910144927537,311,16,49,10,4,100,49,69,0.235,0.726,0.039,-0.9117,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,3,5,2,2,6,0,3,0,0,3,0,12,10,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,4,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,1,12,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,35,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674705821205287,0.0,0.3767884606518582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5603304609564718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213794576169434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538913386069185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995969376143153,0.20655778753882287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729779632501092,0.0,0.28894225928456346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776549003908147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257452626128508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955091636224388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563735157828021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494161407223874,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mahdirabab123,2018/12/05,"Trouble communicating with a group of people I have no problem communication with people(although i tend to avoid it) but every time im sitting in a group im more of a listener as i dont have anything to patricipate with or anything to add,also i hate beign the center of attention as i get the impression that everyone is judging me,and everytime someone say something he meant as a joke i cant joke back or say something funny i just stand there saying nothing",4.675904761904762,6.4626739555555535,6.075396825396826,74.40500000000002,70.55555555555556,8.6984126984127,33.96825396825397,9.23628265651192,3.371158730158731,376,19,65,8,7,127,61,90,0.136,0.7290000000000001,0.134,0.2144,0,1,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,10,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,4,7,3,13,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226726902411298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339557250642035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560254721636044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378093243851989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096065330639515,0.1938894578140765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060122408799814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033188225929455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383558207728064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469787588281628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067243192483336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415772405898166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840871710311945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192521268201622,0.3124204771625878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183186097712983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dictorian,2018/12/05,"Does it ever get better? So I'm 17, and for years, I've lived with many of these problems that I'm sure most of us know way too well. I overthink social situations, I isolate myself because I'm too scared to face other people, and I don't have a lot of friends because of it. It's been like this since early puberty. I used to struggle a lot with depression and my general mental health, and I never really got it treated. Just dealt with it on my own. It sort of got better but not really.

I don't even know if it's anxiety at this point. I don't have attacks or anything, and I guess I'm able to go to school and stuff. But it doesn't feel like I'm living my life. It just feels like I'm wasting my time. I spend my time trying to avoid people as much as possible because of the constant negative self talk, and of course isolation doesn't solve anything. I know, objectively, I need to get out and face my fears, but I'm too much of a pussy to actually do that.

Often I wonder if it'll ever get better, and the more time goes by, the more hopeless I feel. At this point, my future looks very dull and depressing. I don't even know if I want to have a future if it'll be like this. I wonder if I should just give up on life, but I have no idea if it'll get better or not. I've tried many therapists over the years, but no one has helped. I really don't know what to do anymore if therapy doesn't work and I can't face my fears. Am I just doomed to be miserable forever?",3.1452019288728152,3.5195018987341804,4.8792043399638345,86.88255274261604,72.73417721518987,8.297528631705848,24.857745629897533,8.418075326091056,1.3043479807112708,1144,31,262,18,21,391,142,316,0.192,0.7090000000000001,0.099,-0.9871,0,2,0,0,0,1,35.0,1,0,0,5,14,25,1,6,8,0,24,6,3,1,4,63,54,28,0,11,20,0,3,4,1,4,3,0,0,1,22,15,0,1,11,0,1,1,15,13,1,1,3,4,31,12,32,45,8,23,1,6,1,0,7,9,0,17,16,168,53,2,0.08942643095361602,0.0,0.08726729669297906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841097490861096,0.0,0.08868698990716943,0.0,0.0,0.1471806660981891,0.0,0.0,0.10173547522847833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635405668496034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31636164406657963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663820253923644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404570788503316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782576723615931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813062848821272,0.16178265311467732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20125919370107465,0.13565007136126284,0.12777252028301814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909063872291046,0.0,0.18688647693376287,0.08578598119538991,0.05082310154385004,0.0,0.1430449721870882,0.0,0.0985132957203805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505611433525654,0.0,0.0,0.059940651639946635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009515555240457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24573213874447766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126329065672593,0.1747569482417265,0.0,0.15793035380041526,0.0,0.07509567937888034,0.0,0.0,0.15205430735466155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813287299072328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012080908021194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314774325758615,0.0663085654339141,0.06897117651602491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059766398839402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239940547709952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907376485619965,0.10081486433204616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855690171193067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186658469056415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953145795158382,0.0905043223743513,0.0,0.0,0.09329127066452128,0.0,0.0,0.07397446779207019,0.10051905521244377,0.0,0.09115898462120986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348792219253704,0.10237186835573553,0.0,0.0,0.08428335285544429,0.0,0.0,0.07187757778751745,0.0,0.0,0.1022669173861971,0.10383097887871183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564358131120838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142935302481705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756898565117236,0.07723572393326195,0.0,0.0737861710302215,0.052746025935375584,0.07098253843324556,0.0,0.0,0.08040510110991124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395829938609907,0.06510350679788475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517537914684085
socialanxiety,souptastesgood11,2018/12/05,"A neighbor reached out and I tried to keep my cool So little background story: I live in a campground full time. my boyfriend and I change campgrounds each season. This year we are at a new campground so we are new neighbors to the other people who come here each season.

Its been a month now and my boyfriend and I haven't talked to any neighbors yet. We just go to work, come home and hangout. We ski or hike on days off. (We live in a mountain resort campground) 

Anyway, today I came home. Parked my car next to our camper, gathered my bags and stepped out. I suddenly hear a yell ""hello! Hello neighbor"" and I see a guy in the next row popping his head out the door waving. 

Inside I am freaking outttt. I keep my cool and respond by waving and saying ""hi!!"" in a super chipper happy voice.

He says ""are you with your husband? want to come inside we have drinks! We want to meet you neighbor"" 

First of all I don't drink so the thought of that is horrifying. Second I don't hangout with anyone but my boyfriend and he wasn't even home yet. 

I respond with ""he is not home right now he is on his way but thank you, nice to meet you"" 

And I stood there until he just went back inside. Then I go in my camper and I am literally shaking.

I had to call my bf and tell him what happened. My boyfriend is like ""they are just trying to be nice!! It doesn't matter we won't go over there anyways. We can be friendly with them next time and just tell them we are private people but cool""

Lol I love him. And man, why do people sang to interact with each other so much!?!? 

I am not here trying to make friends. I'm here to just live in my camper, hangout with my man, my dogs, eat good food, work and play. 

I don't party. I'm not trying to make friends. I'm lucky enough to have let my boyfriend into my life with my social anxiety. 

So right now I feel bad for not going over there with the neighbors invitation. My anxiety is telling me I am a horrible person. But I would just rather not meet them.",1.3287318274660578,3.4417891157635485,2.3970743722215566,95.51407365132765,81.48768472906403,4.749152949657575,21.232488285473988,5.652569156808907,-0.08278510152589158,1535,46,337,8,41,486,186,406,0.057,0.795,0.149,0.9906,0,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,11,5,4,4,27,19,0,1,14,4,31,7,1,2,1,74,57,28,0,4,17,1,1,1,10,2,1,6,11,4,8,45,4,2,2,8,0,12,12,3,0,2,7,11,64,16,44,45,7,56,0,0,1,1,65,20,0,2,24,224,72,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088153554854661,0.0,0.13697605735285925,0.0,0.0,0.06259946852133791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884085616231211,0.07475143503480378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141723518858894,0.10239521523508784,0.0,0.0,0.0947078593175789,0.23135915076937705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057737608703051765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540505749136248,0.0,0.09160863024174913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250548343198592,0.0,0.059131841654598324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526761965586558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615175247262466,0.10825659142807663,0.0,0.20750537406236802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352138180227372,0.0750911301892015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088645959080856,0.07916856766964363,0.09530332145416956,0.0,0.0,0.09188068981343203,0.0,0.10090361053852627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35921214502853865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591516981205777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154758183569846,0.06323567734569786,0.043738445836262185,0.08972972913145882,0.2371623547481425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080175293564396,0.0,0.11952014256283212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145972113657102,0.0,0.06581276019372675,0.0,0.0,0.17293176872979915,0.2856394356351635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620057067321066,0.07817165869161154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291140273437145,0.0,0.14239117433353152,0.0,0.0,0.07134155156936399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126166029927132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195853611617166,0.2347520391246565,0.082424576149536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107456094336377,0.10440800830328367,0.0,0.08486127498794915,0.0,0.0,0.24313224663831426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10561087140347117,0.07106248864653986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299256979856323,0.08078433250393295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035367048828375,0.0,0.0,0.06359752238989531,0.0,0.0,0.05765255268153328
socialanxiety,Monkfish786,2018/12/05,"Secret santa/gift receiving Hi guys, 

As per title I've got a dreaded secret Santa occuring next week and there's 15 of us and I imagine we will all watch each other one by one open the gifts and of course everyone will stare and want a reaction from you. Naturally over the years I've never really seen appreciation from my parents and public show of affections esctactic reactions when gift giving and receiving which is the most probable reason why I'm working myself into a panic. 

My question is, how do you cope in that situation? Everyone staring you already red faced and feeling awkward unable to smile as you tear off the wrapping paper and even if I love the gift I know they will think I'm ungrateful and the gift giver will think it's a shit gift when in reality I don't know how to react or the things to say other than thank you and try to smile at everyone.

Any tips?",8.685332369942195,6.928190907514452,9.281900289017344,67.03244580924857,61.89017341040461,12.58063583815029,36.653901734104046,11.45678717892309,4.1719716763005765,709,26,128,17,8,241,111,173,0.095,0.727,0.17800000000000002,0.9127,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,5,1,1,6,7,1,3,11,0,8,3,2,5,2,34,21,18,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,6,14,0,0,10,1,0,2,2,4,0,2,2,7,15,3,19,15,3,15,0,0,5,1,21,7,1,4,6,83,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456616206774526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373673856481704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046802211094628,0.0,0.0,0.4794478564280266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456737130332889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044285531668273,0.0,0.0,0.13376628358495274,0.0,0.0,0.1656052558787256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383407374424465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509509864758933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899464854960066,0.0,0.17787384150723862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266678564572119,0.0,0.0,0.19623357003037226,0.18571297054643365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803253784478036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735992973863985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714557785564477,0.17196237239805348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300508621531296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168123602278926,0.0,0.18799766590402356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539826875976263,0.0,0.0,0.11111444851161488,0.21433598422669747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355277311676938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011829317669545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864925352318804,0.0,0.1341590451069119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091844223946188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217610660416742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770446659817257
socialanxiety,Great_Komrade,2018/12/05,"I care My mom thinks I don't care for what others think of me. That's make sense when seen from outside, I don't like going buy clothes, I shave my beard only when annoyed about it and stuff. And I keep posting on internet niche memes. For a while I believe in this too, but it isn't true after all: I keep remembering really cringe stuff from the past (hs) and thinking how disgust I may look for others, I try being funny to get attention and cope with anxiety by joking around. Is my persona to run away from my insecurities and this is leading me to public self boicoting in a way. I care for what others think, it's somewhat narcissist I know, but this what I'm feeling.",6.674065126050415,5.633680713235298,7.0842016806722725,78.87676470588238,65.39705882352939,9.830252100840337,32.66386554621849,8.841846274778883,2.4892659663865544,531,18,108,7,7,174,87,136,0.126,0.7559999999999999,0.11800000000000001,-0.2507,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,2,1,3,0,7,0,0,3,2,26,24,11,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,15,7,0,2,8,1,1,3,3,3,0,0,1,3,17,6,20,21,2,15,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,2,6,76,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401520008611287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431400762184154,0.0,0.0,0.15230951594918982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264465689570794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958518198809744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196867419803923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469680435518849,0.0,0.09213195858379808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881851042861263,0.0,0.0,0.08909248960329896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919971149215503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361332113190246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082109872389385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898635596962184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232934450633086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475420219014233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525843879205956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385306800548827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364124055857256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911812195636533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711588017649412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154991739539304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006337456685196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286769223531576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pakupaku9,2018/12/05,"How do I [21/F] be comfortable around boys, not be nervous and start a conversation? 
I've known a classmate [24/M] since 4 years now. He's seriously a nice guy;  asked me to see him *face to face* in college (I'm saying because I can't talk face to face with boys..), asked me to see him after class, texted me he was looking out for me after exam, sends hundred emojis in text, asked me to video chat, invited me to a city rally, invited me to watch him play guitar, sends me pictures of the place he's visiting, asks me if I want something from that place, sends me pictures of himself (and his mother, I don't know why mother too), suddenly sends me a picture of a cut on his hand he got when he was playing guitar and captioned it ""love bite"", posts my text as his status on WhatsApp, last night (out of the blue) sent me pictures of his wins in PUBG. We were sitting in a room, he's a coordinator  of the committee and he walked past me and stood beside my chair. All this when I don't reciprocate, at all. I'm always nervous so I just act like I'm least interested and come cold. The one time I hit back was when I said it was ""a loss"" for... a girl he's had a crush on, and he told me about that, and he proposed her and she rejected. I don't feel anything special for him but I do notice his l behaviour which seems confusing to me. If he already has a crush, why's he trying to crush me? 

Well, but, my problem is that we've not talked beside texting, although we're in the same class but we don't talk in person. I realise that he wants to talk, but I just have nothing to say and no confidence to begin, so I just sit and hope I get crushed under a rock. Anyone sane in my shoes will take this opportunity to reciprocate, gel up, hangout and see each other. His ""crush"" is pretty outgoing and talks to boys and girls, so everyone in general, although she's not very friendly, but l come off as boring, nervous and clueless. I'm pathetic, but I don't want to be. Who knows if I actually talk to him in person instead of just texting him, we may develop some emotions, but I can't put into words how blank and awkward I feel. I've lost so many opportunities by coming across as uninterested when boys I knew gave me clear signals of their interest, but in my defence I was enjoying my life and not involved in premarital relationships, thus being moral (I'm quite conservative, don't judge), but now I'm old enough to be in a relationship with a decent man and marry him if all goes well, I'm not kid anymore, but, the fuck, I act like a kid because that hides my lack of confidence. I was raised in a small town and wasn't allowed to talk to boys, I've always kept some distance from men, so it feels like approaching a whole new specie!

We were writing an exam today; his friend and I were in the same class. He came to our room after exam, looked at us and tried to tell a joke. Went outside, and looked at me for a while from the entrance. When I went out of the room, he was standing outside alone; him and I saw each other and... I rushed back into the classroom and walked away with a friend. I wanted to talk to him, I don't know if he did really stand there for me but he was still alone, and I missed him! 

I'm so anxious and nervous

Help! ",4.645958083832333,4.556163386227546,5.778988023952099,83.37461976047906,69.32934131736529,8.715928143712574,29.274850299401198,8.395991825355821,1.8553986826347304,2514,84,547,34,40,841,294,668,0.099,0.765,0.136,0.9775,1,3,1,0,0,0,104.0,6,0,1,6,29,38,3,6,32,0,36,9,6,4,4,107,90,62,0,12,25,2,4,3,3,2,1,3,3,14,14,46,0,3,9,9,0,19,16,16,2,1,27,17,83,22,83,55,13,87,1,4,9,2,97,38,1,11,28,341,97,8,0.0,0.0,0.0740917911310178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727068438758646,0.08378506153955641,0.0,0.1263512680028873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857735733349133,0.07529714086776951,0.053088484820451635,0.0,0.06247975807842592,0.06758929544221881,0.2839182867918269,0.0,0.0713339823472069,0.11676318773070928,0.0,0.09256627992116946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683790706373012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620784415295786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540534058241445,0.0,0.0784507611484521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254953581557375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151697959610905,0.05424079376721865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597826565120367,0.07019138548206208,0.039667648531910335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060724112028559436,0.0,0.0,0.07517762952658724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050890888223438326,0.0,0.0,0.07541059888024762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517908761690047,0.0618889613334143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053628031933430055,0.111279274698174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127348739666608,0.0,0.08288104314114704,0.0,0.0685252245029466,0.0,0.0,0.07697597434240402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332878214498284,0.0,0.0712504148122764,0.0,0.07285202959885224,0.08644104974496153,0.07967045472589422,0.0,0.05144870568239921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247894826788348,0.0,0.13258946166370586,0.15865080927299136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07271510688631136,0.07724296156878578,0.0,0.07264991564933201,0.0,0.07632553736457974,0.0,0.08075552165033129,0.0,0.0,0.04863946204305553,0.0,0.0,0.16302994727919895,0.0,0.0,0.0722220065212443,0.12075712263587775,0.0,0.0,0.1815070463226052,0.06911921569605105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280589664603675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845072974302847,0.0,0.0,0.05374006476273529,0.0,0.0606337567931033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708610744195381,0.48820473943840503,0.06636174587430847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427244427844545,0.0,0.07196796738787432,0.07254953581557375,0.0,0.10309610360845747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132835688816893,0.0,0.0,0.06264602869001856,0.1791299918614076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653128223423475,0.14076636386966984,0.13702090165201622,0.08476748635685588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048893173379748266
socialanxiety,riley_malt,2018/12/05,"Dont feel i fit in with any of my friends anymore So I have always had issues with social anxiety, yet I managed to get a relatively wide group of friends in highschool. I'm starting year 12 now and I feel like I don't fit in with any of my friends anymore. For example, they feel different like they have changed, some seem to have prejudice against me, and I don't get invited to a lot of things. I don't know if it's just my anxiety but I really feel like I need new friends. After school I want to go on some awesome nature trips to Canada etc. Most of my friends just seem to want to party and drink / drug. Idk anymore, I can't just make new friends, and pretty much everyone else in my grade doesn't fit in with me.  I want to join the army after school, I hope I will make some friends there that may want to come on some trips with me. 

Any tips or pointers would help.
Thanks. ",3.3094230769230784,4.158231597826088,4.038695652173914,91.31667224080269,72.69565217391305,7.618060200668896,27.74080267558529,7.882392219407189,1.3922839464882948,690,25,158,9,13,220,96,184,0.059000000000000004,0.637,0.304,0.9945,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,0,7,13,1,0,3,0,13,2,0,2,0,39,35,8,0,8,6,0,4,3,7,3,1,0,0,0,3,10,1,0,7,1,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,4,24,12,30,31,8,23,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,12,11,95,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637478618179863,0.0,0.0,0.21177462097664904,0.0,0.15882238825183512,0.0,0.3088425408950741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981282929094846,0.08941955156063347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845502340515334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165968769813218,0.10169021754825358,0.12038183437920227,0.0,0.08671647088072536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577096696813673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919094193048744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20994943505198535,0.14831784557532066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5614010167033382,0.0,0.10846854849767552,0.0,0.05899525899420985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957887575454885,0.0,0.0,0.10310263532889798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083463418934465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704898256130065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521428903792366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825202487724737,0.0,0.0,0.13858242712541152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630924669182562,0.07697072536852369,0.0,0.20051268115805065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056078723230589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650068812717619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21011413221066644,0.0,0.18900190148194168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058169955003118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347431769614217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557048354072294,0.0,0.0,0.06896399678621726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449095286550325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737407002951081,0.0,0.0,0.06684756652111891
socialanxiety,aw-2097,2018/12/05,"Am I just really shy or could I possibly have social anxiety? I'm currently a junior in college. I have always been a quiet person. But I do like to laugh. It's difficult for me sometimes to keep conversations going with my professors, classmates, or strangers outside of college. Back in high school, I didn't really start talking to people until my junior and senior year. But I have been in college for a while and I don't talk to anyone in my classes. Usually when I try to get to know people and ask for their number, I end like feeling like I did something wrong. I feel like people ignore me. I feel like my past experiences with people, are holding me back to get to know new people. How can I let go of this fear? I also notice now, when walking by strangers I get nervous because I feel like everyone is looking at me. I'm very self-conscious.",3.41,5.252993333333336,5.034047619047623,80.34428571428573,74.0,7.419047619047619,28.07142857142857,8.192908349453996,2.1081857142857143,672,27,122,11,14,227,97,168,0.10800000000000001,0.762,0.131,0.4247,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,2,3,0,15,0,0,1,0,21,32,13,0,1,5,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,3,6,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,4,6,25,7,22,26,0,24,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,21,83,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514769587156803,0.0990003011829008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101883180599188,0.0,0.0,0.08319308653789638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122957588000527,0.0,0.0,0.18297546095305756,0.0,0.07252867134951957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499528227562803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053803367296812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368981111067793,0.0,0.11638457674426254,0.0,0.1338847803686386,0.2406380174369261,0.33999531650012704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648530627109355,0.0,0.13523734568782678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570815315295278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575426043661404,0.0,0.0,0.13077581329948276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166438594277122,0.0,0.3487636296703324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991263857698156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149109404673759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545871117212288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357919586175234,0.4124262967755048,0.10388812748666362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341312734168827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524423606584378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041339429690648,0.0,0.0,0.12412134872985885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212844035613725,0.0,0.0915960708647249,0.11767356089977628,0.0,0.08421415441557441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912620941889449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077912845154514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103887955527568,0.09817037543434484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008517681444115,0.0,0.07661876238982035
socialanxiety,Sundrestatic,2018/12/05,"Social anxiety from bullying? I was bullied in 4th to 5th grade to the point i didn't want to even go to school. Then i changed school and made loads of friends in my new class, got tons of confidence but then 3 years after that i started talking much less and i had bad social anxiety i felt like i couldn't talk to ppl and back then i feel like all of it came out of the blue but now i think it could be the trauma behind the bullying that could be causing me to have social anxiety? Does anyone know if trauma from bullying can affect me to have social anxiety years later? ",3.3269114877589416,4.664675118644071,4.4233333333333364,86.70179849340867,73.23728813559322,7.956308851224105,24.975517890772128,8.515128840125781,1.5352286252354044,456,14,95,8,9,149,71,118,0.267,0.655,0.078,-0.9774,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,0,11,0,0,3,1,20,21,9,0,5,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,7,3,12,3,18,9,4,17,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,13,65,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228542813229824,0.0,0.0,0.0966243801447774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625817139408876,0.11538134820918672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805045051634847,0.0,0.14195731428376282,0.14618475871373518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206640154498784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120929397105791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127198172213136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987208986265801,0.09872165487569512,0.13268231213932427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067638358551033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853552045793387,0.0,0.11052170172958536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594460323476282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502351752344974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075698587157908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158420366090062,0.0,0.0,0.1334629938204763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306324851830175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797076071884245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634617395765625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781029660577373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221408300289532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854539830126858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815069618556891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797729911136373
socialanxiety,sqwcrqgwv,2018/12/05,"High School Social Anxiety and Graduation Trip Hi I am a high school student who feels anxious all the time when I am alone. I can't stop thinking about all the social mistakes that I made, the social cues that I missed and the social insensitivity that I showed in my conversations throughout the day and even a few years back. On the surface I enjoy being funny and some people see it that way but deep down I am scared of approaching other people who are cooler than me. I try to match their coolness with my responses but I end up like a fool.  Sometimes I don't even speak because I am afraid that I might end up saying something which will lead to people talking behind my back. I constantly get ignored in conversations as well.

​

I try to blend in but I just feel like I don't fit, I am not as nerdy to play video games all day but I am also not as cool as the cool dudes to hang out with them, I play football but is not die hard enough to watch it and discuss it with other people. Overall, I can make acquaintances but none of them are close enough to be called as friends. I am very scared of revealing what I truly like and who I truly am to my peers because I have stuff talked behind my back before. So what I mostly do is study to get the program I want and hope for the best when I go to university. Few of my friends say it is this studying which make me don't have a life but in reality I am using studying as an excuse to hide away my social anxiety. I have a few friends but most of them belongs to friend groups that were formed a long long time ago and I have seen people who try to blend in get stuff talked behind their back. I really don't want this to happen to me.

​

High school is about to end with my final exams coming soon.  People are talking about where they are going and whenever I hear it, I just cannot help but get anxious and afraid of how will it end up for me if I don't have a graduation trip. I really hope high school would be over soon because to me, university is like this reset button and to ask is this going to get any better? And what are somethings that I can do to make it better? How can I improve my social skills and lower my anxiety when talking to people and yet, not make the conversation boring and like a small talk?",5.473180268062496,5.27772651391863,6.012943135855345,82.75934491236421,67.58672376873662,8.63158061701959,27.788801649615355,8.045849151850463,1.5667051947021968,1810,49,377,20,27,588,191,467,0.09699999999999999,0.723,0.18,0.9931,2,1,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,6,5,23,30,0,4,19,3,45,1,0,9,3,66,73,38,1,7,16,0,3,5,4,4,1,4,0,0,31,22,0,2,4,5,0,9,12,9,1,0,3,13,59,21,59,63,14,58,0,1,3,0,41,23,0,7,30,276,90,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401755316267288,0.0,0.0,0.06311303131107583,0.0,0.048731819580289104,0.0,0.1320518444662067,0.1480918382032321,0.041439694099842515,0.0,0.13985141466690082,0.1376844067444404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696848015208975,0.0,0.057252931516820635,0.18742917669431708,0.0,0.11144108412379436,0.0,0.05185345495667568,0.0,0.06395030791519023,0.10778880515434354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062224157579726484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052492392801302586,0.0,0.06585195506049113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859949067161752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324366363832089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589069539856248,0.12592977169318653,0.0,0.08049749099291162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162381727942042,0.04353387191895863,0.0,0.06675422092699727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832112008434607,0.0,0.1591870445264506,0.0,0.10389681857570382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388696584265165,0.0,0.05458816826465865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868116443863241,0.0,0.04084522470797921,0.25753590701723383,0.0,0.12104967958521105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043042066889270786,0.1488552973842087,0.0,0.0,0.10785581170749096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766068126197753,0.16270542790839865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464522058868431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957254737567533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807644260800456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692013602701838,0.12201844385783485,0.2466886350604953,0.04855942030708454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727095828090519,0.0,0.09382556579548182,0.06026889759767293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05094660703021027,0.0,0.0,0.1395180683681138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938762661939275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03904638788231679,0.0,0.0,0.071066471741861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411800025721915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052630567289914436,0.0,0.05027994614029635,0.0718852138853802,0.04836947302582356,0.0,0.0,0.05479026891848847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04328836074188115,0.0,0.1480918382032321,0.03924185100904256
socialanxiety,scr000ge,2018/12/05,"Job experience Im 17 and i have a job interview coming up, they will probably ask 'Do you have a job experience' I never worked before in my entire life, what should i say? 'no i have never work before'",0.5909756097561001,2.963107121951221,4.0128780487804905,80.89736585365854,87.53658536585365,7.182439024390242,17.956097560975607,8.238735603445708,1.1767717073170731,156,4,31,4,5,57,29,41,0.062,0.937,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,3,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,2,5,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,22,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863686439840037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33927034951122065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172541798090396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39001201931903656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153360264699935,0.0,0.5934828666308106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080929698328853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30750747108355225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493682769850167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853393207856195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902634947721523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxiouskillme,2018/12/05,"I'm supposed to go to a sleepover thing on Saturday and I feel sick I want to go. I really do. But you know I swear my self judgement will get so strong and since I've been suicidal for these past few days I'm afraid I'll reach my limit and just...yeah.

But this person who invited me is so cool and I really want to spend time with them. And I don't want to cancel. But I'm afraid I'll just...finally kill myself.

I've been stressing for so long now. I almost threw up today. I can't breathe. 

I've been diagnosed but my dad (he's a licensed counselor) told me to ""stop stinking thinking"" and that's literally all he did. I don't know, 1) Since we're related I don't think he's supposed to be my therapist and 2) If it was that easy I swear this subreddit wouldn't exist. 

I just need help. Please. Anyone.",-0.8099373795761053,1.336838514450868,1.7495736994219655,95.35784802504816,94.49132947976877,5.426685934489403,18.190992292870906,6.996647511020387,0.2442795761078997,625,19,145,11,24,213,100,173,0.11900000000000001,0.752,0.129,-0.1189,0,0,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,1,1,2,5,7,1,3,2,1,14,3,1,0,1,28,31,15,2,6,6,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,8,8,0,2,5,0,1,3,5,5,0,0,7,3,21,2,12,21,2,13,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,8,76,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851812698523912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930776637836408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119264929779312,0.0,0.0,0.1877006531884652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935064614002286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661859905196067,0.0,0.2102006287970302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395507439023233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459829492403328,0.0,0.20326602867856128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636577501923892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712368711708794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653717075689712,0.0,0.16147425558507092,0.0,0.20299825106627936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694253907995505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292293424907325,0.0,0.0,0.3059529854037492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461025149228716,0.21183736275323425,0.0,0.0,0.20228404688190804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471866519289007,0.12285966479308098,0.2369921061385146,0.0,0.0,0.10783451253351596,0.0,0.17529257324239844,0.1767091010381403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32723055504378346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AngieGangie,2018/12/05,"I’ve got a presentation tomorrow I seriously don’t know what I’m going to do. I  haven’t done a presentation since elementary school. This is my first quarter of college and if the presentation had happened in the beginning of the school year there might’ve been a chance that it wouldn’t be so bad. I’d have no bias towards anyone. I ended up developing a small crush on a guy that sits front row though... When I get nervous I’ll start to go blank, stutter and then go mute.  and Once that happens the only thing that occupies my mind is that peak of embarrassment for maybe a good 5 mins. It feels like my heart is going to explode when that happens. Does anyone have any advice or similar experience that could maybe help this little situation?",5.244689655172415,6.4080104689655215,6.096724137931037,77.17818965517246,68.44827586206897,9.386206896551725,29.67241379310345,9.642632912329526,2.6586413793103443,598,22,115,13,10,197,97,145,0.129,0.8,0.071,-0.7424,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,10,0,14,1,1,0,0,10,28,10,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,5,0,2,4,1,7,2,11,21,0,25,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,14,69,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695926466227505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227028556085553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031222238243452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556928037725265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007409366963012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160721040890175,0.1539010766480887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332008087170374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711017468365584,0.0,0.0,0.07604164952728575,0.10743857090244613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792156769969693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857251292485096,0.0,0.34188017183077324,0.12613990856740714,0.12028053725886705,0.0,0.0,0.1489096401286725,0.3989678619338793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821274945038876,0.10080317640902232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265035315271049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347290611774546,0.15073018344379754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30217372622720057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595399124766794,0.15185092241944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601603297787322,0.0,0.11437829183212585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30440520496446444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440407507411992,0.1690445428573796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644674159991092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991236360926424,0.0,0.1477573080808059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684616153203172
socialanxiety,swanrat,2018/12/05,"Looking for friends uwu I want to be less lonely so anyone out there looking for a friend, please message me :)",0.7078571428571436,2.9229063333333336,1.0670238095238105,96.76339285714286,104.71428571428572,2.1,24.29761904761905,3.1291,-0.01815238095238092,87,4,16,0,4,26,19,21,0.076,0.48100000000000004,0.44299999999999995,0.8655,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,4,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596834221686136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738675522090766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6237454813447164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076729651093503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905451557399755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PuroresuDrifter,2018/12/05,"Does affection in any way, shape or form make you feel uncomfortable? I've always wondered if this is a thing having to do with social anxiety or me pretty sure that I'm on the spectrum but I can't help but feel showing any sort of emotion or affection towards any other person is so weird and unnatural. 

My only really true friend's grandfather had been in pretty bad shape and had passed away. I had gone to the hospital to pick my friend up from being there a while and he came down to my car and asked if I had wanted to see him before we left. I wanted to make his mother happy because she was the one who really wanted me to make an appearance but I just could not force myself to get out and go up to his room and see how he was doing. I was so afraid I would have to speak, most likely in front my friends extended family that I had never met before and I could not do it. I didn't know what I would say and I was so scare of going so I literally said that I couldn't go up there. Me and my friend have been great friends for over ten years and we are almost the same person (probably the reason it's so easy to hang around him) so he completely understood as he said he felt the exact same way. 

I've noticed this in a plethora of other situations. I wasn't able to wish my dad Happy Birthday. I couldn't tell him to his face, I couldn't wish it to him on Facebook, I just felt so awkward and out of place showing affection. I've probably pushed myself away from opportunities like getting a girlfriend for example but it's so agonizing to even try it. Does anyone else suffer from symptoms like this?",3.580123363544814,4.667339815709973,5.0111064954682805,83.69990244209471,72.29305135951662,8.17527693856999,24.66779959718027,8.59863814320734,1.5196071500503527,1273,36,264,22,24,427,166,331,0.10400000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.19,0.9886,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,0,1,16,20,0,3,11,0,31,2,1,9,4,69,61,31,0,14,13,2,4,3,6,2,1,4,1,2,16,18,0,0,8,2,0,11,9,6,0,2,21,10,40,14,43,32,4,38,0,1,2,0,36,22,0,10,6,185,56,0,0.09375638770727612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388347920669197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801282524007801,0.0,0.0,0.19127267605342574,0.0,0.07172337997354811,0.0,0.0,0.06555664622952241,0.0960644988234058,0.0,0.08346306256797244,0.08764956632428494,0.0,0.17617442504508293,0.0,0.07828266752864475,0.057153023731026736,0.0,0.15955956090928808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072323305504478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830178872115618,0.0,0.0,0.14971369311511634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409369339156935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832143137252591,0.10546331690589744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192520984310411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838517822559618,0.0,0.09481209337809662,0.0,0.1800416703279186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621797628493305,0.0,0.09796768584970728,0.0,0.1598517472525428,0.0,0.0,0.10336674843639666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996108362146816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284293038035385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05152605874255526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186658957144354,0.0,0.0,0.13741390564711872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774935047466612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231070609781426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674226881788752,0.0,0.0,0.06353175474483566,0.07130595767601956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637289227870723,0.09795547012419374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076790465621746,0.20217048675321386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012548546959068,0.09639718166740203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836758941274278,0.07455884261068221,0.09386650002906057,0.0,0.14942340464452453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538610802163396,0.0,0.09557283024725452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836428585283558,0.09744878550755344,0.0,0.0,0.08194721533622586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06228757797231095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365443292231765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589983984198625,0.14883891312280745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563043768908471,0.0,0.10167480308880493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332036956501429,0.0,0.0,0.06037603975956893
socialanxiety,nervousnelly247,2018/12/05,"Turned down a hookup, now feeling awkward af So I got dragged to a bar/club with a family member and some of their friends the other night--drank plenty but didn't dance at all because I never feel comfortable dancing, even drunk. One of the girls that went out with us ended up asking if I wanted to go home with her when we were about to leave. At first I wasn't sure because it sort of came out of nowhere for me (I guess I missed the signs), and kind of panicked when she mentioned it. Then I nervously agreed to it. 

​

I have only slept with one other person before, so I kinda was freaking out but also kinda wanted to go for it because she was decently cute, and I thought it would maybe help my self-confidence. Well, it backfired. My family member was leaving and told me to go with them, but I said I was riding with the girl. My family member said ""no (other friend) is dropping her home first, just come with us."" I didn't know what to do so I just took the path of least resistance and left with them. The girl calls my name and asks what I'm doing. I say ""Sorry, they're making me go with them.""

​

Cue the facepalm and feelings of inadequacy. Part of it was that I don't really talk about sex or anything else with that family member, so I would have been embarrassed when s/he found out what happened. I care too much about what they would have thought--that they would think less of me. Either way, I'm about 99% sure her friend who drove her home told my family member what happened, so that is embarrassing too. The other part was just the general panic and feeling of IDK WTF I'M DOING--SHOULD I DO THIS(?).

​

I sent the girl a facebook messenger message just to apologize (ugh, kinda cringey). It doesn't look like she accepted/read it. Not sure if I should send her a friend request and try to explain, or just pretend it didn't happen. I will probably see her again because she is good friends with my family member's roommate, and I am already anticipating the awkwardness. She probably thinks I'm gay or that she wasn't good enough or something, which makes me feel bad.

​

Mostly wanted to get that off my chest, but if anyone has some advice, I'm all ears. ",4.675890937019968,5.714040444700463,5.005917050691245,84.93935176651308,69.66820276497697,7.906482334869432,26.90906298003072,8.131152278815165,1.5761077726574504,1739,54,346,23,30,550,209,434,0.14800000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.096,-0.9694,0,0,1,0,0,0,80.0,3,0,6,2,24,26,0,6,16,0,32,6,3,2,6,84,81,31,0,11,18,0,5,1,5,6,0,4,3,5,28,28,1,0,11,4,0,14,10,10,1,4,26,11,56,16,46,49,12,36,0,1,2,2,50,10,0,15,11,239,84,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222742925138953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027254284261993,0.05092493048831561,0.0,0.2759893251765809,0.309513029939759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04452658690515676,0.0,0.052403273276702536,0.0,0.11906454209001432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053170200114843295,0.15527512308315886,0.0,0.054187050924644486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065024473264759,0.0728330376843897,0.06492607735236453,0.0,0.0,0.054854743319556434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319652882081933,0.0,0.05640164245320331,0.0657985370248608,0.0,0.04206008690629645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601914264141374,0.0,0.16099278861364702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833247324764472,0.0,0.06982191196846259,0.24599532790829995,0.0,0.033270209267658155,0.0,0.14476340946549066,0.10682364605176238,0.05093077078056876,0.0,0.07015077854831407,0.0,0.16893623181309864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042683409873634205,0.0,0.1916289128023793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631299552628313,0.03499690213632994,0.0,0.0,0.13485600292285005,0.06918858444046215,0.0,0.0,0.0311108665237466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053475222156771036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501388494898564,0.0,0.06397519140301873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681217996659735,0.0,0.04911399719816069,0.0,0.0,0.059759433668092075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630252953999044,0.048431564210905255,0.0,0.07471484373207055,0.0,0.1379186245714907,0.0,0.0,0.05560298252477723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373157759864312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369730462791047,0.0,0.040795084678059215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114866192580195,0.05064094910269225,0.0,0.0,0.0507447726144707,0.0,0.06643220309523902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04902403047242678,0.0,0.07128462692338207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005314241806944,0.0,0.0,0.05118362963181432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160723756479914,0.0,0.10110972790485633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169807529245832,0.0707509029702535,0.043234588747733387,0.06926563202995954,0.0,0.0,0.1531985715410602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268046889423072,0.05054627700774042,0.0,0.0,0.057256032303762215,0.059032064631002315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094598401780834,0.0,0.309513029939759,0.0
socialanxiety,dylanischilin,2018/12/05,Sometimes I cant talk Sometimes after Ive been doing something or working on something by myself for awhile it takes away my ability to speak. Someone will come up to me and say something and I will try to talk but end up mumbling really quietly and it makes the entire situation awkward. I try to talk but cant talk at normal volume after being quiet for a few hours.,4.968082191780823,6.014257589041103,6.268383561643834,76.1255890410959,69.0,8.031780821917808,31.03835616438357,8.238735603445708,2.4739282191780814,296,12,51,4,5,100,50,73,0.027999999999999997,0.9470000000000001,0.024,-0.0644,0,0,3,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,14,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705955114829741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641062145913834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608213877882928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881461282034408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120259591831825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790476224582322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632147305479378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439557713888393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040976946177057,0.0,0.0,0.15384774765087936,0.4193554800514566,0.3591642607564756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652166018477507,0.583771818791271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24655475480649575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321886245438117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rotShark,2018/12/05,"I wish I was an extrovert I know some extroverts can also be socially anxious, but you can't lie that there seems to be a correlation between introversion and social anxiety

​

I wish I could get up in everyone's face and grab them by the balls, I hate being seen as weak and a loser. ",7.239080459770117,6.390976931034484,8.429310344827588,69.06339080459772,64.17241379310343,12.560919540229886,36.574712643678154,11.855464076750405,4.44839540229885,234,10,44,7,3,81,48,58,0.26899999999999996,0.6459999999999999,0.085,-0.9127,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,2,3,1,0,4,0,7,2,1,0,0,10,14,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,8,0,6,8,1,2,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788047468616105,0.0,0.2422595423867484,0.2716861782533342,0.0,0.0,0.1710456467876806,0.2525929229275932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851832611131613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364971279839012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681648436420257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074871729282766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287915108421793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035478299937142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558434521908982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142346567498999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716861782533342,0.0
socialanxiety,PlsSendHentai,2018/12/05,I start my first job soon and I’m scared to death! I need some advice on how to deal with my anxiety while working. I’ll be a waiter at a restaurant that gets plenty of people eating there. I’m also scared about meeting my new co workers and that I might mess everything up somehow. ,2.5603448275862064,4.356958482758621,3.785724137931037,88.58168965517244,76.24137931034483,6.019310344827588,23.66896551724138,6.742157984588678,0.7600372413793104,224,7,45,2,5,73,45,58,0.24,0.76,0.0,-0.9215,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,7,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,0,8,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,30,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25058175930301674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050680676939746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616929018871926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643694745503472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623933016759391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304639735430129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181203856773148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339748029279733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25446855896122583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27203315176711057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901406058308618,0.0,0.2476630075241126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777772188200876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5134650567218462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815034380001665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866850857541276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ga_lady,2018/12/05,"Party time A friend of mine invited me to a Christmas party at their friends house. It was a dirty Santa and bring a toy. I bought a toy and got ready. I even went earlier in the day to find the place. I did that so I would not get lost. I have anxiety but after a year of working with a great therapist with CBT I have gotten better. However, I have been withdrawing lately and I am scared of losing the progress I have made.  I was upset at thinking about the party and being judged. But I got ready and went. I got to the address my friend gave me and it was right on time but there was only one car in the driveway. HUH? I was confused but I made myself go to the door and knock. There I was with a giant stuffed animal under my arm and a walmart bag feeling like a fool. No one answered. I tried again still no answer unless you count the barking dogs. I called my friend. She gave me the wrong address. She gave me another one which turned out to be another empty house. This one only had 1 car in front but this time I did not knock. When I talked to her I could hear a lot of people. By this time I was upset. I was upset at having my time and money wasted. By this point I went to the store I bought the toy and attempted to return it  I almost kept it or was going to donate it to charity. But I decided to face that fear too. The store was less than helpful. I took the tag off the toy but they had a similar one for the same price and used that tag after I made the suggestion. Needless to say they pissed me off too. 

​

So here I sit trying to make sense of this. My friend is probably having a good time at the party since she's an extrovert and a lot of fun too. I am home in my pjs writing to you guys on Reddit. I will note that I texted them to say I wasn't coming since that address did not work out. She offered to send me a pin and said again she was sorry but I have an android. She called me and I told her no don't send any more directions ""it's fine"" I kept saying but it's not fine. I am not fine and that is why I'm writing. I am sad, angry upset and feeling like an idiot. I don't get out much and this was a big deal for me. My friend does not know I have anxiety and I know she did not do this on purpose. I just need help sorting this out.  Thank you for reading.",0.2644277673545972,2.2491094390243944,2.274390243902438,95.60836772983114,84.6910569105691,5.248030018761726,18.20137585991245,6.490185161304077,-0.18319337085678544,1772,43,411,18,52,591,213,492,0.141,0.69,0.16899999999999998,0.9194,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,3,4,7,15,30,2,7,36,1,42,3,3,5,0,72,81,32,0,3,19,0,2,2,6,2,0,5,6,1,22,26,0,2,9,5,7,13,13,14,0,5,41,7,75,16,53,35,6,53,0,3,0,0,44,23,1,6,18,291,97,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112037819410929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777491257257447,0.0984367026719346,0.05508996169423051,0.16989328021834504,0.12394571990679495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164726086916541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544168734758702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978342797837525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468034370348183,0.0,0.0,0.05224511213635979,0.0835183346307693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089289073898898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053506713690944216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911594071143726,0.08192275080979504,0.11574792664437562,0.0,0.0,0.07404218813956183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37553136613407,0.0,0.08464935251742854,0.0,0.09208034116110417,0.06794781781417046,0.1943746461784208,0.0893144331325352,0.0,0.08021319511920989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913047936339324,0.0,0.10859934724100022,0.0,0.08126020119000177,0.0,0.0,0.186950629029952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904257505936225,0.0,0.0913834451015667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915533943008053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063009975123253,0.08843260058915932,0.1377445696043601,0.0,0.2299624640808569,0.05407518072720963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955208595507474,0.06006830694689318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27447427469587804,0.12322436925110353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616252510391834,0.0,0.08463879747321898,0.0,0.07658116819139235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734308998605406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810324869086337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918257927750868,0.07705959788131676,0.19326855677060886,0.08110570727093383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402555185711973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068469430062416,0.0,0.0,0.06469514129513551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511322295824444,0.0,0.07458364349434553,0.0,0.09405950904033432,0.0,0.05190829853985514,0.0,0.0,0.2834274690761858,0.0,0.0,0.07740906581956844,0.09000571770189122,0.11000171097242216,0.08811623118863604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996711725142843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252928141470512,0.07309943389300551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179533112822962,0.0,0.0,0.0575475805716753,0.08857233480998812,0.0984367026719346,0.05216814737315041
socialanxiety,xThrowAwayx6457,2018/12/05,"I can’t talk to anyone properly, nobody understands me and I don’t understand them Hi,

My head is just messed up. 2018 has been the worst year of my life. 

I thought this year was the year I’d be able to make some friends or get out of the house on weekends, but it’s worse if anything. The school I attend is full of great people, but I’m just an outcast. This year I tried to join groups of people, but I wouldn’t get rejected, or ignored, but my presence wasn’t important or relevant. I can’t have a proper long conversation and I overthink about what I’m gonna say. If someone mentions the word ‘friend’, I always flinch. It’s like a natural reaction and I’ve been trying to improve my social skills but it’s gone nowhere really and now I’m even more depressed. I don’t want to speak because I don’t want to get judged, and there is so much they can say about me: I’m small, ugly, dumb. Banter is a thing I never really understand and can never distinguish the difference between banter and meaning what they actually say, so I always go for the second option and it doesn’t make me likeable. 

How could I improve my social skills or just have a conversation? Or am I fucked?

Thanks",2.939000000000004,4.665008233333335,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,75.0,7.466666666666668,25.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,1.5483583333333333,936,32,191,16,20,308,130,240,0.139,0.71,0.151,-0.1552,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,2,11,12,2,0,12,0,23,3,1,3,2,43,44,23,0,6,15,0,0,1,2,2,1,4,0,0,9,9,0,1,6,1,0,3,10,7,0,1,6,4,26,5,17,34,5,17,0,2,0,1,17,5,2,9,10,124,35,1,0.12443684212668935,0.0,0.12143240768537115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708284215397976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700913331567292,0.0,0.1024009183641739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758555439794186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935269292016224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071772697846266,0.0,0.0,0.13001001499062625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218936063286958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227919109629396,0.115039855397564,0.1950393422098168,0.0,0.0707203250287497,0.0,0.0,0.13719205774531862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770810005180594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358340860396604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789342162870348,0.06079355551541895,0.0,0.0,0.11012268948306027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612511677496,0.0,0.0,0.1355482009862662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147539684967916,0.0,0.19194672787217104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172537676542066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594348549076119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968715141648141,0.0,0.1259367275981482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536953796942314,0.10543493252112823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001762011762894,0.0,0.11456472561325726,0.0,0.0,0.08267030861719935,0.0,0.0,0.09878895291844383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896889511035762,0.0,0.0,0.3886294234644719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679214706745916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681177306393393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205329860298421
socialanxiety,06033333335,2018/12/05,"Faking confidence They say it's how you're supposed to truly become confident but all it's done is trap me in a bubble. If I'm in a situation where I have no idea how a confident person would act, then I do not act. Women flirt with me and all I can do is smile and scream internally.  


The worst part is people assuming that I have my shit together and never making any concessions or offering anything in the way of help. I've tried asking friends a few times, but they don't get it. They assume it's about something specific or I just need a gentle nudge in the right direction.  


I've got no idea how to make any ground with this.",2.5944755244755267,4.310468461538466,4.3590909090909085,84.85954545454545,75.92307692307692,8.111888111888112,23.356643356643357,8.841846274778883,1.6188461538461536,500,15,104,11,11,169,86,130,0.16699999999999998,0.6609999999999999,0.172,-0.0644,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,6,6,1,0,8,0,11,1,1,5,3,26,18,12,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,2,11,2,10,15,5,13,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,5,3,69,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27605149445909816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670260321285018,0.0,0.18974843353280946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22416309823918174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077075563766212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681319495337626,0.0,0.10604282317861197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623326945972777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604571132920348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582541499066895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270966506307362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504987968076069,0.15654205474271712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21979543622361786,0.0,0.14071301295855645,0.17722453131096386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333425013155712,0.0,0.16140893999468006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083445611888526,0.0,0.2281454404376669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625530194497522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183527421981534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780249510581485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110718967672566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418321533322154,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ConqRicardo,2018/12/05,"How can I stop social anxiety from eating me alive? I tried getting to understand myself better. Why do I have social anxiety in the first place? It's mainly because I felt like I wasn't good enough. Then I realized I don't have to chase perfection. I started to raise my confidence by going to the gym, fixing my skin problems. These things ended up resolving themselves over time, but deep down I still feel like shit. I feel confident as fuck after going to the gym or when girls approach me, but these confident peaks are temporary. I know I can't be very confident all the time, but when social anxiety is in my system, it eats me out alive. For example, recently while walking in a crowded area my social anxiety started to kick in, and I felt like I was walking weird and my lips began to quiver. While I'm in these anxious moments, I try to overcome them by breathing ( I usually hold my breath when I'm anxious), and talking to myself, saying ""you're ok man what's there to worry about?"". In that instance, there was no luck, so I ran from that crowd as fast as possible. I have ADHD and I feel like this disorder heightens my anxiety experience. Let me explain. When I'm with friends I focus on the many things that happen to them. I could care less about what happens around me in any kind of urban environment. However, if I'm by myself I don't have much to think about and my brain for some reasons turns to the thing that most hurts me the most. I just need some advice, if anyone has a similar experience or a slightly similar experience. Thanks.",4.292303056392599,5.841404386138617,5.359047209068733,80.10506241928545,71.14521452145216,8.701908451714738,29.34553020519443,9.20300075937882,2.6033548285263306,1231,49,230,26,23,406,166,303,0.131,0.6970000000000001,0.172,0.9474,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,2,4,14,19,2,0,10,1,18,9,6,2,2,41,45,24,0,5,8,0,6,4,1,0,0,1,0,2,15,8,2,2,12,2,0,6,5,5,0,1,7,7,42,14,42,35,9,44,0,1,0,1,14,16,2,9,25,163,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402557891391975,0.0927142205789052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452066724712471,0.0,0.3629091537219728,0.2143715098685918,0.0,0.06634128791136447,0.0,0.0,0.08446202455812273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057837083200842576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391236689118069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059158395657169,0.0,0.0,0.09673500463360003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575280151191435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873903772526633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941688853783808,0.0,0.0,0.08403423349361756,0.09803490436423554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278428281803787,0.0,0.0,0.14392033636651086,0.13556250957329102,0.182196573104872,0.0,0.0,0.08070364581480922,0.0,0.0,0.07330293205889091,0.08771369024585833,0.049570126194456526,0.0,0.10784333242111373,0.07957962591604921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780157612718072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156944966380776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880140909620624,0.052142769567707935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701974517692707,0.0,0.1854114673213251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961919575097752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974665081645806,0.07035124232124007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912789045446474,0.0,0.0,0.10696130890171884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090785958332191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755095098140154,0.09368112148926816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545123078224028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973914677154984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868669318890058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431105147783587,0.0,0.07577013226433793,0.07932271583970775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625978422701846,0.0,0.0873514211297921,0.0,0.0,0.18909927739874627,0.06079434355107121,0.0,0.0,0.11064889052115927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883261436374052,0.1032006168954754,0.0,0.09877191619775227,0.0,0.0,0.10449531803582213,0.0782847398995096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561313359304336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635377262576787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,solnushka,2018/12/05,"I never want to go outside Whenever invited out I always choose to stay at home. Always. I always feel guilty about it/guilty for not challenging myself to at least try (mostly because I know that I would be uncomfortable the entire time). I currently don't work and all I do is stay in and play Runescape. I haven't been able to get onto meds due to my partner not approving of it- yet I get slightly shamed for not going out ever. I feel pretty hopeless about the situation. Should I accept the uncomfortable situations and force myself to go out even though it feels like I'm a sweaty stressed ball of awkward the whole time? I don't really feel like I get any sense of relief afterwards and I technically don't NEED to go out. I don't know if over time I will just become numb to it though? 

​

Just looking for advice to the closest route to feeling like a normal human being.  ",4.454204244031832,5.9473553045977,5.363333333333337,80.4496153846154,70.66666666666667,8.112466843501327,26.60300618921309,8.617729084823388,1.9123329796640145,709,23,133,12,13,232,101,174,0.136,0.748,0.11599999999999999,-0.34700000000000003,1,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,3,9,12,0,3,7,0,13,1,0,0,3,32,31,7,0,6,6,0,5,3,1,3,1,0,1,2,4,8,0,0,9,2,0,4,9,5,0,0,1,6,19,7,27,25,4,25,0,1,1,0,2,10,0,2,12,90,23,2,0.1240311048934602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120176021982593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096114455880335,0.13438765033241587,0.15071136832650373,0.08434540453536894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560821032795895,0.1369826107258177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819213750169207,0.11219323529089943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135692667592669,0.2658235383554237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944033993352903,0.0,0.28195894083554945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441331108629125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632850311165506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178599839352735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415489007851247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777059672555356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196749268607718,0.0956604343689122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215241484985258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618422366375293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945750179270372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788323171996611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644013099056097,0.0,0.0,0.1420772115980984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437198616350173,0.0,0.2169706040853018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420897860710769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731567592012818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847629920743554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902961215657688,0.0,0.0,0.08810813829006582,0.0,0.15071136832650373,0.0
socialanxiety,spirited1,2019/04/28,"I give up This is who I am. It's pretty minor, but rejection just hurts so much when it's 

I was forced to cancel plans to go to a festival because the other person was clearly hinting they did not enjoy my presence the last time we hung out. I tried to push myself to be assertive and talkative but it just wasn't enough.

Again, later another friend offers to the group chat if anyone wants to see endgame today. Another main friend cant go since he is working, so I say I'll go aaaaaand suddenly he can't get tickets. Probably because I'm too quiet and simultaneously annoying when I do talk.

I just give up. I can't be the person I want to be. I have to accept it. It's stupidly cliche but I really am just going to be alone forever. 

The only living thing that can tolerate me is my dog, probably because words are meaningless to her, so at least I have that. I have something, and that might just be enough.

But it still hurts. It's frustrating. It hurts. I feel meaningless. 

I'm not talking about love or being a great human person. I just want to feel accepted for who I am. I don't want to tire myself trying to act acceptable enough and still failing. 

I just want to run away and live a new life. I want to cut all these relationships I am struggling to maintain and just free myself from the mental stress of making a fool of myself again.

I want to be alone by my own choice at this point. Because I give up.",2.310649038461534,4.251296288194447,3.971666666666668,86.31692307692309,77.4375,7.069658119658119,23.57692307692308,8.012643519586192,1.2974782051282052,1113,36,227,19,26,372,149,288,0.222,0.642,0.136,-0.9881,0,2,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,1,3,20,22,4,2,10,0,29,3,0,1,2,41,51,17,0,8,16,0,2,0,2,1,2,2,0,4,18,8,0,0,5,2,1,7,7,12,0,0,4,5,33,11,31,39,8,27,0,5,1,1,24,8,0,3,12,161,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961475784554821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985885420884776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621181679186572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896755268456852,0.0,0.0,0.23089683527317106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935307407196523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575964173677852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631974930225744,0.0,0.04947338553816018,0.2725155714473512,0.21526573249621414,0.0,0.0,0.10439979168366052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041136826485383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718774764632713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688473851332621,0.0,0.0,0.16723198831588493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546447738630279,0.0,0.06320857005048243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542866034585223,0.1004547176215704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961053381832925,0.0,0.0,0.09145546167638643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201858663244089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24804783487135998,0.0,0.0,0.0895158567956058,0.0,0.0,0.09633721582280523,0.20419097070279807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060663007440156624,0.0,0.0,0.10166525789298292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530398077211106,0.0,0.0,0.07545836815767926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833134692467687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728995943693865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124451977732467,0.0,0.1084709530226331,0.09899408654232753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222191250108658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291007759415318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521647452185802,0.10883611654000223,0.08975825713777384,0.0,0.0,0.12858118567830548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909682848464328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893791235284608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mizantares,2019/04/28,"Anyone else rather anxious but a good speaker/presenter? Presentations/speaking aloud to a large group have never made me nervous and I've done theatre all my life with little anxiety or stage fright. However, when I'm in smaller settings either where I feel like I'm talking to people on a personal level or in groups of people I don't know well (work, classes at the gym, etc.), that's when I'm most anxious. And yet during presentations, I'm fine and have even been commended on my ability to speak.",5.1502678571428575,6.663666229166673,5.983571428571429,76.59000000000003,69.0,8.81904761904762,32.464285714285715,9.23628265651192,3.078028571428572,402,18,70,8,7,132,72,96,0.11199999999999999,0.706,0.182,0.8438,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,1,2,15,12,8,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,2,5,4,10,9,4,15,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,6,43,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967545842748294,0.5011389742818537,0.0,0.15508686297362,0.2272590594932811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269771572496892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852844188008304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736426783564144,0.14649600133487667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121481266940496,0.15845309164514704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603429219558584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189480809923944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666303659133193,0.10835967966365924,0.22230064464089125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098713670434369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106489140481962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30753469181891274,0.19366613816847536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782734565330538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942373879275152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147215232533424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jls1001,2019/04/28,I was born with out SA and i want to help out Want any tips or wanna ask questions? Well go ahead im all ears,-3.613076923076921,-2.494223846153848,-0.8543076923076907,110.44930769230773,114.3846153846154,2.08,9.046153846153846,3.1291,-2.5251753846153844,84,1,24,0,5,28,22,26,0.0,0.72,0.28,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,5,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,6,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26212688859902683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36035426358370376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906652852351627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583665709750346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41636432815541496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318048508357185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547101000951135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34657598298154263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Isaaccc89,2019/04/28,"Need for achange 
Idk where to post this but i hope this is the right place 
So I'm 30 y.o male
I have problem . It's that i dont know how to be initiative 
I'm extremely shy person to make matters worse and i lost so many opportunities ""work,friends,chances to be in relations,etc"" you name it only because i don't start texting firs , 
It took me alot of courage to post this but i really need an advice 
And friends i guess haha
Sorry for my english ""not my first language""",1.3007142857142853,3.4395217244898006,2.8013877551020414,92.43289795918369,81.75510204081633,5.960816326530613,25.106122448979587,7.1686216300943375,0.9998865306122448,371,15,82,5,10,121,71,98,0.15,0.654,0.196,0.7922,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,4,7,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,0,16,17,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,11,5,9,13,1,9,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,2,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410543984745232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108706090711127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328006797105473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153237700069603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689602368478599,0.0,0.0,0.15346618653057276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188206694310398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972910175807121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916551051831984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683537304131945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132591509320587,0.2013863904117268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945731247982036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107212666105724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344186494030828,0.20753302630030215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804780135448118,0.0,0.0,0.1900684518945508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725172725774986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696346176145158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222357472095244,0.1405960464354636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206926319447596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460985023033973,0.0,0.20242772094413547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,robertsp,2019/04/28,Can anybody that is taking “Beta Blockers” explain what life is like after taking them? Do you still get anxiety in certain situations? And have you tried taking a break from it to see how you react to those same situations after being off of it?,6.3053623188405785,7.322868956521741,7.3204347826086975,69.88905797101451,65.95652173913044,8.742028985507247,30.55072463768116,8.841846274778883,2.7206898550724636,196,7,31,3,3,66,37,46,0.035,0.86,0.105,0.5329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,7,12,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,8,11,1,6,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,4,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084281950865288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234708365660725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244382337980595,0.13310830370971746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711226203525516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.612504215229234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758381880637764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6145593106029162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849798290062216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,timidtriffid,2019/04/28,"PhD Oral Candidacy Exam I have my PhD exam again this week. I failed the first time after shutting down from the pressure. Wish me luck.

Trying to remain positive, mostly through the relief I will have once it’s over. I have barely been sleeping, not eating consistently, my house is a mess, and I’ve been neglectful to my partner. It will all be over soon!",2.3526470588235284,5.102427500000005,3.516176470588235,84.99279411764708,82.82352941176471,5.752941176470588,21.735294117647058,7.1686216300943375,0.9485529411764708,282,9,51,4,8,91,51,68,0.14300000000000002,0.691,0.165,0.4003,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,4,0,9,2,1,0,1,7,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,8,2,8,5,2,10,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,2,6,39,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616751278257552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006506563520245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078423461636313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764205609375644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35371263032519984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061038335005763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399743510775704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835221801022065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064585291346472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PillageAvillage,2019/04/28,"Is anyone else okay with public speaking? I have been dealing with my anxiety for longer than I can remember, and have been in and out of countless therapist's offices regarding it as well. The one thing that I have never had a problem with though is public speaking. I can never bring myself to go to a party and interact with new people or anything like that, but I never had a problem going up to a group or class and presenting a speech. I was just wondering if anyone else felt the same or if it was just me.",7.517647058823527,6.152951941176473,7.983647058823529,74.1584117647059,63.901960784313715,10.905098039215686,35.10588235294117,9.888512548439397,3.3347035294117644,406,15,76,7,5,135,64,102,0.013999999999999999,0.8690000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.7761,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,7,1,13,0,0,0,3,26,18,12,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,2,1,1,7,4,9,3,14,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,6,6,67,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821306752026274,0.0,0.0,0.2526591796165941,0.37023824217643786,0.1486771045748228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862642006869265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30185541413600064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347280305718213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053593527837635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826688232127708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180345868259839,0.1744934895175042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224275642261587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125254746676747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457561116926756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20466538910716173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977333115964736,0.12002999890880305,0.0,0.17750865745770747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624452170652944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593034279205948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,girlgreeneyes,2019/04/28,"Does this sound like social anxiety? I’ve always been shy, but I’m pretty talkative and goofy once you get to know me. I think I’ve always been anxious in social situations but only recently have I been aware of it. Maybe it has something to do with when I started smoking weed daily. Anyways it’s really hard for me to have conversations with people I don’t know well with ease. I’m awkward and I get really nervous when I don’t know what to respond to someone with or when I have to break the silence or something like that. I’m also constantly thinking about how other people might be interpreting what I’m saying and might interpret it wrong. Ugh it’s just so stressful and I wish I could just have a conversation and not have to feel so scared for no reason. College parties are never fun for me because I can never let loose and have fun I’m always consumed with dealing with my anxiety. Im really nervous to dance even though I really want to. I just can’t get myself to “let loose”. I feel like alcohol would help bc that’s what most people do at parties but I can’t because I’m on anti depressant medication so I just smoke weed and sometimes it calms me down but sometimes it just makes me more aware of my nervousness. Does this sound like social anxiety?",3.840833333333333,5.533732369047621,5.150984126984127,80.57457142857146,72.53174603174601,8.055873015873017,27.679365079365077,8.697196308434329,2.1809660317460318,1015,38,190,19,20,338,124,252,0.201,0.6409999999999999,0.159,-0.9039,0,0,4,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,18,17,0,6,2,0,25,2,0,3,2,46,45,22,0,4,12,0,3,4,0,3,2,3,0,0,15,13,1,0,10,1,0,1,8,9,1,0,3,6,24,8,26,35,2,14,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,5,12,128,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107273643015888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285671802084824,0.25863495581111057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23778363561370175,0.11704958037423847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631914236884156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119653835740544,0.0,0.08272399289045321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068171522385762,0.08923896718940748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133926487345192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843329440630218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477645398150601,0.07401886038755377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239552934200635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281402796231493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944746359309123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191636136173784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708237060379553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118960764503844,0.0,0.2024740550629728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916034470278885,0.0,0.10408996818613127,0.0,0.0,0.10437597117314504,0.0,0.21982724469737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982052710541975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103410534032582,0.0,0.07879992020906756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215489964711938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540841295240344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26550035869618954,0.10652812852305134,0.10230217593773136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239466995586044,0.1037314826651846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646175402313873,0.0,0.3168514234893094,0.08778824561194372,0.15952776882165132,0.20494547901911686,0.0,0.07333554829529504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118684673538633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327779499457219,0.10179610047125948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111174329286121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315765143113733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191461543911116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360142778304042,0.11328104916544955,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hardlyhappy247,2019/04/28,"I need help.. anyone.. I am 21, female. I was a manager of 50+ employees, I spoke in front of huge groups and loved being the center of attention. I lived a high pace life. A happy life. Until....

2 months ago I developed crazy health issues that couldn't be figured out after multiple trips to the hospital, so they said I have anxiety and put me on an antidepressant. etc.

Now I can't even go to Walmart without feeling dizzy and sick. Like I need to run to the car to breathe. I get hot flashes and feel like I'm spinning. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME? Is it possible to just suddenly develop bad social anxiety? I'm scared.. I dont even know who I am anymore.",0.9579949874686696,3.276453571428576,3.483037593984964,85.88345363408524,84.71428571428572,7.456441102756893,24.656140350877195,8.447377352677275,1.989762305764412,507,21,104,13,15,176,95,133,0.10800000000000001,0.762,0.13,0.6067,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,7,0,11,6,1,0,0,15,24,6,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,6,4,2,0,0,3,5,15,4,16,18,1,18,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,8,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837453150487427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733543818181139,0.0,0.17718631647750507,0.12492576695875827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491766715209018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939244831261036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992571793963981,0.2360112903471873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067540308201666,0.1276373357563076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334437464280984,0.0,0.1015386604500038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579916614113964,0.19019076052252654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991108814673074,0.0,0.0,0.1197544677348994,0.18876793852873885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647841552146455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818886073334508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523908166688392,0.17457205374888005,0.0,0.15776326200255095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612509050880626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260760802788888,0.0,0.0,0.2649536413952206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141640251712534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960629929555352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995002939867535,0.0,0.1788734656560866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821250751183289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722253674522352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Multiple_Scrotum,2019/04/28,"2 Things That Destroy my Social Anxiety: A bad night's sleep, and anti-inflammatory meds So if I only get around 3-5 hours of sleep, my social anxiety the next day is pretty much gone (provided I drink coffee).  

​

Also, the odd time that I've taken a higher than normal dose of an anti-inflammatory, e.g. naproxen (Aleve), my anxiety disappears as well.

​

Does anyone else experience these effects, and is anyone able to explain them?  And is there a possible way to recreate this effects in a safe/healthy manner?  Just wondering.... Thanks!",5.738409090909091,8.000368232323233,6.638270202020205,69.51073863636367,68.69696969696969,8.990404040404039,31.566919191919194,9.516144504307137,3.424807070707069,441,19,67,10,8,146,75,99,0.172,0.748,0.081,-0.8048,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,1,0,7,0,3,4,2,2,0,11,9,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,6,2,8,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,39,11,0,0.13738078893521682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986336727718092,0.0,0.2977040548284401,0.3338653912659426,0.0,0.0,0.3152877825230573,0.0,0.0,0.19211968377189845,0.14076285317465884,0.0,0.12229802857099158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470722036151865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859924363411226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022285419000772,0.0,0.0,0.13458087174392513,0.0,0.0,0.1147640208375692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438477288523595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717757920356917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352924038486341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259908622510476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099068710355512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610602758367286,0.12892256398583232,0.13460400445314588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448428060067537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487619768161298,0.0,0.13976565163226462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749600073959821,0.28008482709750165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648177276045008,0.0,0.0,0.09126969171867767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010784281516413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904647570740728,0.0,0.0,0.12352182802224228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898360532813934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338653912659426,0.0
socialanxiety,EvilSaladBoy,2019/04/28,"How Do I Write A Birthday Card? Well, I never really learned this because I’ve always just not been invited or was too anxious to go, but a friend of mine invited me even though last year I was way too anxious to go. I feel it is rude to make another excuse seeing as I missed it last year and avoided going to church this morning with her. So how should I write a birthday card? I am procrastinating as I don’t want to write something bad and just become a worse human being and hate everything even more because I am trying for once.  I also don’t really want to go as it is a swimming party and that can go badly. Help please? Any good ideas to write?",4.046011608623552,4.722166470149254,5.3629353233830885,83.1317330016584,70.86567164179105,8.045107794361526,26.82918739635157,8.167268648758528,1.6115864013266998,513,16,105,7,9,172,81,134,0.213,0.632,0.155,-0.9163,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,12,9,2,1,5,0,13,0,0,3,1,25,25,14,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,1,0,6,4,6,1,0,3,2,13,3,13,20,1,12,1,1,1,0,9,0,0,1,5,71,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023755028060895,0.12510606360181425,0.0,0.0,0.10224545986290688,0.15765863715749875,0.0,0.3397130647156569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510775978851991,0.18330805992285784,0.16605350468156985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861398987527112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512793053718886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760231907245912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616265481189238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272464772532435,0.12610928861507012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844284316131287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007787068458831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697306742827187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511615768355946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036205418531602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596180202838915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012145150682125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504287004847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264046109224586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981218413465328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574938389437725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772144059221912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208008118164813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736464785057496,0.11934352123681805,0.0,0.0,0.13518575277331685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322294769934378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364530503648095
socialanxiety,LivieBelll,2019/04/28,Prom I went to prom last night and I just realized I made it through the whole night without going to the bathroom to avoid talking to people,4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,4.620000000000001,86.875,69.71428571428571,7.028571428571429,31.857142857142854,7.1686216300943375,1.9036571428571443,114,5,22,1,2,35,20,28,0.084,0.9159999999999999,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,6,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,15,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374036044732447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635348303734816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30591680777003816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6067953178414593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413736691464106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598584432979608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997048183183548,0.0,0.360955890306392,0.0,0.3116522411621535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Flavored_Juicebox,2019/04/28,ahh someone invited me to go somewhere to eat or something and I wanted to say no but i didn’t want them to be sad. And I‘m too scared to tell them no because maybe they‘ll statt to hate me.,0.8118292682926835,2.680871097560974,2.222134146341464,97.38734756097564,81.92682926829268,5.0756097560975615,24.88414634146341,5.985473137389443,0.41733658536585416,149,6,35,1,4,48,31,41,0.34299999999999997,0.629,0.027999999999999997,-0.9517,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,6,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518384746210452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444184660991354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129344569866272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33231570614919725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381527099396557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676721053496298,0.3369881130770121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851939881607356,0.25912558279009923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941969441656056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39706230991760416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway847000,2019/04/28,"How do I ask out a guy on Instagram? I have no way to talk to him in person otherwise I would. We used to be coworkers until about 2-3 weeks ago and we got along pretty well I think but we don’t follow each other on social media. Got any good ideas of what to say?

I was thinking of saying, “Hey I didn’t know that you were leaving the (place I work) so soon otherwise I would have asked you sooner but would you wanna do something sometime?”

Let me know if I should take out anything or add stuff?",0.6127272727272732,2.6590298571428583,2.5174891774891783,94.01493506493507,83.76190476190476,5.341991341991342,18.11688311688312,6.574015621080383,-0.10842857142857154,385,9,86,4,11,128,77,105,0.016,0.897,0.086,0.782,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,3,3,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,14,0,0,2,0,25,25,8,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,2,4,9,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,5,2,17,2,15,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,2,4,63,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112486021802435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593579515637775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402948090143501,0.0,0.3187613320392705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299491314134544,0.2727052076264177,0.0,0.0,0.16880717052945796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245706080034936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738843565686752,0.0,0.0,0.18051923087513666,0.0,0.1743326872283306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886111737241334,0.17812076800127674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344475833906106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711533779637474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378821113423498,0.0,0.1312478507960024,0.16861424095818967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951647876063909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818366759500985,0.13702956122492949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184800889800948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472444910810928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532323146577308,0.13675295922984687,0.0,0.15328668639764093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411526995373565,0.0,0.0,0.3633234245070253,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,robyn713,2019/04/28,"Slouching I've noticed that I always slouch. This began 2 or 3 years ago when my social anxiety started gettung worse. When I am in public I always slouch so I don't have to look at anyone. It makes me feel smaller and less noticeable. I don't do it on purpose, it's always subconscious and now that I've noticed it I cannot stop. It makes me even more embarrassed and many other people have pointed it out. I have tried walking upright (normally I guess) and it feels unnatural. It feels so... wrong. I have to look around and at other people. I feel like everyone is staring at me and that I look weird. I am so used to staring at the ground that looking at my surroundings feels wrong. How do I stop? I feel so bad about myself and am afraid I'll get permanent back problems.",1.8924999999999983,4.1940195961538524,3.416346153846156,87.93490384615384,80.6025641025641,6.207692307692309,24.493589743589745,7.413659706084162,1.24744358974359,611,23,121,9,16,201,85,156,0.146,0.812,0.042,-0.9404,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,1,0,13,0,0,4,0,25,30,15,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,12,20,1,13,29,2,23,0,0,6,0,2,12,0,2,11,82,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978988333065384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30917156050801964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474864867022532,0.0,0.0,0.0866022159564993,0.0,0.0,0.1102571071679885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952367621135107,0.10341365626348208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180498400128586,0.0,0.0,0.11834865111508465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757485102549389,0.08848195519927532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470906593521021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644012028808938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060509241074826164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160276418587228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534819610888207,0.12556941445981373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135149125168418,0.0,0.42302882533779396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173076612908986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708290056611922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185123987916328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625445871145324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766512568288187,0.0,0.0,0.2070964608520851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408933744454627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697085491792964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262187099010119,0.0,0.27083174922454306,0.0,0.0797584857460526
socialanxiety,sydneyybean,2019/04/28,"Support groups? Dating sites? Never in my life have I met someone like me in person (probably because that’s the whole deal with social anxiety). I have been trying to find social anxiety support groups in my area, but there doesn’t seem to be much or they are too far away to be convenient. I’d love to be able to connect with others who truly understand me because I have never had that opportunity and I have been misunderstood by others my whole life. Also, I’d love to meet some guys in my area with anxiety/social anxiety because most of my serious relationships have ended because I was so shy (not being able to connect with their friends and family as quickly as expected, not wanting to party, etc.). Do any of you have any suggestions or experience with this?",5.1053228840125415,6.852771406896554,6.315047021943574,73.26510971786836,69.41379310344827,9.410658307210033,31.112852664576806,9.800150414767053,3.3109999999999986,614,26,104,15,11,206,86,145,0.107,0.737,0.156,0.8987,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,5,8,0,0,1,0,17,4,0,0,2,21,25,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,15,7,23,16,6,14,0,0,0,2,18,9,0,5,6,82,21,0,0.2692967412098153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767825332562823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831310186014159,0.0,0.3090169048918713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265065765366294,0.0,0.0,0.32832158783903925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881655770354706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925849060218152,0.0,0.15016852591380722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317119434482234,0.1269345004082031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306617137197692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402899711962683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333230562855287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021225236728745,0.0657823925256495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305082298860764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898204523469528,0.0,0.20769824843849927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756976358243973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517371718027866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456195928367502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225788195595763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745141143251097,0.11408712746306017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30559475061413377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141740508955527,0.0,0.0,0.1401737024295432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941909760176266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006601944196982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lmao_3,2019/04/28,"I'm finally getting better Pretty sure everyone can relate when I say that all you can think about all day everyday sometimes is how horrible it is to be yourself and your embarrassed of who you are and embarrassed of the very fucking thoughts you have and you're always contemplating how people or judging you negatively and can't get away from no matter what.

I've had pretty sever social anxiety for the past two years and I can proudly say that yesterday 27/4/19 I made the most progress. I hung out with the couple of dudes that spiked my pre existent social anxiety about over a year ago and I didn't let their disapproval get to me.

For the first time I stood my ground and lashed back if I felt attacked by them not in an offensive hurt em back manner more the diplomatic you don't know what you're saying so shut up or mind your own business.

I ignored their taunts and other bs and for the first time yesterday I was happy without constantly contemplating negative images of myself or escaping into an unreal world to escape the anxiety.

This subreddit made a positive difference to my social anxiety, just knowing there are others made me feel better and when I reached out for help on this subreddit people actually responded and helped which really did make a difference. So thank you r/socialanxiety and the anonymous people that helped me.",9.726062416998671,8.623213103585659,9.303754980079683,65.6141450863214,59.398406374502,13.466268260292162,39.243359893758296,12.45797560212912,5.082067463479416,1103,46,183,32,12,356,153,251,0.096,0.74,0.16399999999999998,0.9563,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,8,3,6,12,13,3,2,14,0,16,1,0,6,3,42,33,22,0,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,13,16,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,10,5,28,6,26,21,5,29,0,1,0,1,22,11,1,5,18,135,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.1030474526388997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936053811223718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786517444536228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231257052307983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201318473538325,0.0992118702390308,0.1623951705577013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867839544085368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141128575840432,0.0,0.0,0.11684108696771706,0.0,0.06810133789459683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206528078903132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090247167475642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053393022868736366,0.0,0.10138969279803738,0.11567636676509913,0.0,0.17964153150422382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762273742756776,0.16551024361768849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124099844558462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123383568099844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304378697783328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606671405538944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798010073625763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997553422523038,0.07048682649591266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066228813259842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080429795177748,0.2196230198032576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486025111398752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764815082416098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519249505041519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929456827773208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229285714010227,0.0,0.0,0.10443814647557467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952393554913244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972195426389695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766230244027162,0.0,0.08383223343051778,0.12314893553927132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315293835856276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712859516426648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179175279082574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600202913992934
socialanxiety,bootygangpast0r,2019/04/28,"Awkward on the dance floor I don't enjoy going to night clubs mostly because I'm not much of a dancer. I'm not good at it and usually it's not that fun for me either.
I still have to step out of my comfort zone and go to a club with my friends every once in a while.
So I'm on the dance floor doing my best and a friend goes ""Cheer up!"" or something and offers me her drink.
Free drinks are cool I guess but a comment like that kinda bums me out because it really fucks up the illusion that I'm acting normal or doing an okay impression of dancing . I always get these comments and I'm starting to wonder do I really look THAT upset.
Just wanted to share and ask if anyone else is experiencing the same?",2.303693693693696,3.730482432432435,4.129459459459458,87.42342342342344,76.02702702702703,6.554954954954956,21.792792792792795,7.1686216300943375,0.613417117117117,552,14,117,6,12,187,96,148,0.09699999999999999,0.738,0.165,0.8146,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,17,1,2,10,2,7,3,0,0,0,25,22,12,0,3,9,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,1,7,1,7,4,3,0,0,0,3,12,15,18,22,5,22,0,0,1,1,8,10,1,7,6,77,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659971385278992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159569608072205,0.19283589564743187,0.0,0.0,0.17594410872140373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294532247629069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975071109244738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36873397142001146,0.0,0.0,0.15721919701963888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585688825996555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908098613320763,0.1739903533246792,0.09832813722404828,0.0,0.21391985058508453,0.15785548631883015,0.0,0.0,0.20732648009454416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194632736138872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580428587032919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835063129545574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661547442863965,0.1843986760075574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042972151589591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24113492355999394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488762474525935,0.0,0.0,0.13321083194958416,0.0,0.15029891054837147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727867286014556,0.0,0.1110068221369492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040977880335217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,purplediamond11,2019/04/28,"HOW TO STOP THIS? I can't go in public because I feel uncomfortable and I probably make people feel uncomfortable. I don't like eye contact, when I make eye contact with them I can feel them getting uncomfortable because I stare too deep/much and I get scared and quiver when I make eye contact and I also don't don't where/how to look. When I look in the middle or the nose it doesn't feel like I'm looking at them. My other problem is that my breathing reacts to my emotions and my emotions are visible because of that. Is that normal? Does your breathing react to your emotions? Can you feel your breathing when you experience emotions? I don't think so because people look normal. Any advices on how to solve this are welcomed.",3.338181818181816,5.563379181818185,4.2132867132867124,84.44762237762241,75.36363636363637,6.078321678321679,28.48251748251749,7.010146845296331,1.5739202797202796,585,25,108,6,13,188,68,143,0.156,0.813,0.03,-0.9461,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,5,3,0,9,5,0,1,2,0,12,7,7,7,0,24,29,14,0,3,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,6,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,14,24,3,11,29,0,11,0,0,8,0,13,5,0,1,7,71,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121179685362345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916956441737593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433004244177464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023777582680137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085206869088301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5579715518743821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130412276308307,0.0,0.0,0.3135121554032804,0.08859170769299947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957866135548782,0.0,0.07047689669189072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116859275890275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165436800842494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24832993954957505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116052692070784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24300402984690905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194377995534826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370215296938706,0.11865940086991325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415415669356518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367667103841807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945964898728064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ydktbh,2019/04/28,"Went to the cinema by myself Avoided the cinema by myself for fear of embarrassment, but wanted to watch Endgame. Prebooked the tickets, and just went for it. Had a whole row to myself, it was amazing. Nobody noticed, and if they did they didn't say anything. Went to see 2 other movies that day I was on a rush",3.509999999999998,5.2934131147541015,4.6434098360655724,83.50118032786884,73.59016393442623,6.847213114754098,25.31475409836065,7.554174236665415,1.3515613114754106,244,8,46,3,5,80,43,61,0.091,0.826,0.083,0.3506,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,3,0,4,1,3,0,0,8,3,6,1,10,2,1,6,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798413642606676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083388895240725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980779520828315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015821149109805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106533212087432,0.0,0.0,0.21108520030981087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624058809136251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7366746097380339,0.0,0.2957432595579784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,colourblindcat007,2019/04/28,"Anyone else too anxious to be diagnosed with anxiety Like, genuinely I think this is quite common. I know so many people who say. I have anxiety/ social anxiety but don't want to be diagnosed because they are too anxious about it. 

Thoughts?",3.62977272727273,6.628169704545456,4.737454545454547,76.77118181818186,79.22727272727272,8.974545454545455,31.52727272727273,9.3871,3.87886,193,10,31,6,5,63,36,44,0.183,0.777,0.04,-0.5078,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750231268151087,0.4676626086422176,0.0,0.14472697320801367,0.2120780263648578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617460791568524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201657513075565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729073153037563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375216628745255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112119205208846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098477629186758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349560062666733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201513615959182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646007878309873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099258790910247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262602532031095,0.0,0.16432098099866901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208363838484612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nbatman,2019/04/28,"It sucks that easy ""starter"" jobs all require lots of social interaction Cashiers, waiters, delivery and fast food jobs all require tons of interaction with people and I hate it. I've tried working before and I was beyond miserable. I can't stand dealing with people. 

I just want a job where I can sit behind a computer but I can't because I'm not smart enough or good at anything. I feel stuck, there is no place for introverts in the world.",2.7971633986928097,5.415925788235298,3.641568627450983,85.77594771241833,79.35294117647058,6.601307189542485,27.091503267973856,7.793537801064563,1.8197581699346408,352,15,66,6,9,112,64,85,0.171,0.747,0.08199999999999999,-0.7534,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,2,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,2,16,11,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,1,7,2,9,9,5,10,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,2,2,42,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435158758489816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291544522373619,0.0,0.1802864165635185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842945618875845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189191375598372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712822512554136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25619497084221016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770714610123656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091785173562388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6307471281876621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012494839995485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937690237926953,0.0,0.22135985572842826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597556408301655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384634232569485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496686697275512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424444077434535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rabid_Melonfarmer,2019/04/28,"Do regular social interactions, in your experience, lower your threshold for the anxiety previously derived from them? When partaking in a major social interaction - like delivering a presentation to a class, or managing to articulate myself off-the-cuff to an audience unusually well for an extended period without fumbling - I often experience this rapturous feeling afterward. Is this feeling just a high derived from overcoming such a gruelling experience, for once, with a moderate amount of success, or are there genuine 'diminishing returns' in the anxiety one might experience before these activities?",19.493870967741934,14.983318172043012,18.577419354838714,17.086129032258068,44.698924731182785,23.152688172043014,68.63440860215053,19.620377997778093,12.632931182795696,502,35,50,25,3,174,68,93,0.059000000000000004,0.784,0.158,0.8583,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,1,6,3,0,0,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,6,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,5,3,14,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,4,6,45,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823406371684525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702741599064907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7220504790612472,0.0,0.0,0.18661492853180686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497349808953265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901554688083621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576462076958948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652590837448908,0.1250470636053559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37622451420937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165920946962771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788710632555418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SkapaEttKonto,2019/04/28,"How do you feel about going to the cinema alone? Buying a single ticket and going alone is making me nervous and anxious thinking everyone who's there with someone will look at me weirdly and judge me or something. I know a lot of people go alone but the thought is making me nervous as hell. Not sure if nervous is the right word..

I wanna watch avengers but I don't have anyone to go with. I'd ask my sister but she's already seen it with a group of friends and her bf.",2.0219816723940447,4.003516123711344,3.3329209621993137,90.36359679266899,78.48453608247422,5.135853379152349,24.179839633447884,5.82211442006289,0.5359104238258876,372,13,75,2,9,121,67,97,0.225,0.735,0.04,-0.9342,0,3,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,3,6,0,7,0,0,3,1,24,20,11,0,2,6,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,2,1,4,2,5,0,0,2,4,11,2,11,17,2,6,1,0,3,0,9,2,1,3,0,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5829711418380409,0.20704970408136686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119637158541764,0.0,0.1311923017089765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754047684138266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928446486565172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486922742028077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495920536953033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265281983429377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031142169896967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755839301334731,0.0,0.0,0.15951272107603956,0.0,0.0,0.2504833183696786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007608543202887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602313833977078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897470703211608,0.1444434852019572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768350688550454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022301816038508,0.0,0.1489539042961116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lemontree126,2019/04/28,"it keeps coming to me.. I did went to the therapy session. I learned about CBT. I did meditation, mindfulness..etc. and applied it in my daily life but sadly it doesn't help me much. some day I can cope with social anxiety but someday, it keeps coming back to me. I'm tired of this cycle and it made me thought that my disease can't be cured anymore..",1.6853722334004004,3.807766591549296,3.489657947686116,88.10901408450707,80.26760563380282,6.310663983903421,25.635814889336014,7.447530270364453,1.3413082494969808,272,11,56,4,7,91,51,71,0.175,0.825,0.0,-0.9097,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,13,14,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,5,0,10,0,7,8,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,38,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292420371479,0.0,0.23714026923753986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386656821484984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119570407120733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542109811088297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26667917765294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027539420436962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250771735029154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688957347491607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22625872388824414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577884756453901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437501394412182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734516567586824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18983255491798906,0.0,0.27483034663589984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166428262040228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trisha_25,2019/04/28,"Anxiety in new class I used go to this economic tuition classes last year where there were not a lot of students... But everyone was new to each other so it was easier to get along n everyone were very friendly n I felt quite comfortable after few classes. Now this year is the last year of high school, everyone needs to score well, so I went to the first tuition class this year, I was horrified to look at sooooo many students attending, many of them were new and the older ones I was comfortable with had their best friends attending so it was so awkward to talk to them since they had their friends with them. I was uncomfortable the whole time while attending those classes? I don't know what to do..... It takes me a lot of time to get used to this kind of situations, and none of my best friends has economics 😭😭",2.9493958333333303,5.2020359812500025,3.615000000000002,88.14333333333337,76.6875,8.016666666666666,26.916666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.1119666666666665,647,26,133,15,15,204,87,160,0.055999999999999994,0.754,0.19,0.9767,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,6,4,8,11,0,1,6,0,15,0,0,2,0,15,26,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,2,0,2,5,3,1,1,2,13,2,15,10,23,13,8,25,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,2,16,92,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927833308571946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545639995925851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34768143526138623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645342057414228,0.0,0.0,0.1031656682426074,0.0,0.0,0.37482053722089614,0.0,0.12673368450928327,0.0,0.06892953436245045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814514242831093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630053190051713,0.0666555223393113,0.19772828464804468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184955374578994,0.0,0.0,0.2062257572910764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459295977490881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993190893039574,0.0,0.3514158420937034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218641986200617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290024135786957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274773891299505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003288950245994,0.1363303588304052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119185278390897,0.0974849589555189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144549004778428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20950403753982372,0.0,0.10007351493716046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905053039885927,0.11243318301201158,0.0,0.13541130203310014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124164017326133
socialanxiety,PotaterHaterNater,2019/04/28,Anyone else intensely regret talking to people?? I consider myself pretty introverted and I’ll have a good time with my close friends and meet new people and have a good time and then the next morning as soon as I wake up I just wanna die thinking about everything I said or did and never wanna be seen in public again,5.767741935483872,6.568433677419358,6.442096774193548,76.48314516129034,67.06451612903226,8.780645161290323,28.403225806451612,8.841846274778883,2.2651483870967737,256,8,45,4,4,84,47,62,0.102,0.716,0.182,0.667,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,0,1,14,7,9,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,6,3,9,3,0,11,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,8,33,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229306818517748,0.2524724524193607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557309170034717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058409099907613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221454163469534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903729558019695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41334795707986377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004378858262105,0.23798081457345446,0.2620559775918313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416543130147413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506838703233992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343888912279041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980521123009711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788725706851273,0.0,0.0,0.2873630802080133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,t-h-r-o-w-away_456,2019/04/28,"Is it okay to feel jealous of friends sharing secrets? First i should mention that im not sure if this is the right sub. If it isnt please specify which one it is.

I've noticed lately that all my friends share lots of secrets together. While im there not being approached by anyone because most of what they do is share their secrets. I understand that secrets are important to people and they might not want anyone to know about them, but im known to be a trustworthy person in my friends group and we're very close together, so there shouldnt be anything that they might not feel comfortable sharing with me? I mean, I've been close with some of them for over 14 years and they've never shared secrets with me, while they've known a mutual friend for roughly 6 months and i hear from said friend that they tell them lots of secrets? Unless we're not as close as I think we are or as they tell me we are.

Idk if thats normal or not, but recently I've been trusting my friends a lot less because of this stuff and it definitely makes me wonder if they ever trusted me in the first place.",4.9888246753246746,5.488327350000002,5.020389610389612,87.0577272727273,68.68181818181819,8.103896103896103,29.80519480519481,7.957251820313856,1.7692467532467535,867,31,181,10,14,270,111,220,0.057999999999999996,0.735,0.207,0.9895,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,10,2,5,17,1,0,5,1,18,0,0,1,4,59,29,20,0,8,15,0,3,0,6,4,0,2,0,1,15,13,0,0,15,0,0,1,9,1,0,3,3,5,25,16,25,19,7,19,0,0,0,0,36,8,0,14,10,124,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063326794820962,0.0,0.09452452593716464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004189510997322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390242819202583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615890436960673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954090849108604,0.0,0.0,0.5324688394293964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294617757261948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37222337909356296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312707922343913,0.0,0.12957329625275368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929636419055482,0.0,0.0,0.07667361855859607,0.0,0.0,0.12512221222759035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24370830395866502,0.0,0.0,0.09168455263260293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859136103048214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254380961763187,0.0,0.13077514222121656,0.0,0.0,0.07783584098717454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963328035515227,0.10029613104690664,0.12001000801934315,0.12608783435765708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341583170634055,0.0,0.0,0.09809451624734783,0.10926340207787533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149352536795986,0.0,0.0,0.10825938194546146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007950338494535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073601179482844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957904481406476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477607381797347,0.06775065270168812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456674362934715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396962116087527
socialanxiety,underarock3521,2019/04/28,"i have found my brethren hello fellow socially-anxious people

fuck anxiety disorders, i they make me feel disabled and bedridden",13.068571428571428,12.749518714285715,11.142857142857142,52.57714285714289,52.33333333333334,14.114285714285714,54.33333333333334,13.023866798666859,7.8552476190476215,107,7,12,3,1,33,20,21,0.245,0.755,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375091571169733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056419849426261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230789299970168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.483742083928044,0.0,0.40787306353229785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944977637293625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058656083265875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Krasimir0,2019/04/28,"So this happened today I was at this event, and there was a booth selling funnel cake(I knew this because I saw people getting funnel cake from it). And naturally, I went to it in hopes of getting funnel cake. 

There were 2 people in front of me. Neither of them asked for funnel cake. I began to question wether or not there was any funnel cake. When it was my turn the guy was like""you want any dippin' dots"". 

Now a normal person in this situation would ask for funnel cake. But if there wasn't any funnel cake, I would look like an idiot and have to fake my death and move to Mexico, so i got dippin' dots instead. 

They were okay but I wish I had funnel cake.",1.6247402597402605,3.9569345909090887,2.9265367965367983,90.87409090909094,81.87878787878788,4.680519480519481,17.761904761904766,5.773587663045528,-0.3295277056277057,514,11,103,3,14,166,76,132,0.052000000000000005,0.807,0.142,0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,9,5,1,0,4,1,12,0,0,0,0,17,27,11,1,7,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,14,2,13,3,14,11,1,12,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,4,6,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849080523394533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527636519588916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501203153280215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714551984456785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508973568642436,0.0,0.0,0.1868138571634614,0.1668410567816468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873927780982161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843501465318768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843604087499094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052731174900346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485742670648767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616012970711361,0.1647401554731372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135459117301406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120740004228944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788379557137831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052197646857499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128298712003873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489981766496196,0.0,0.0,0.21696222771732093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680527930857876,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vassia10,2019/04/28,"Does being a bad ""cultural fit"" just get worse over time? I've been at my company for approximately 1 year and since the day I set foot in that office, I could just tell that I don't ""fit in"". At the company that I came from, I quickly made friends and made everyone laugh. I was always excited to attend social functions and I felt like my coworkers were family. At my current place, I opt to eat lunch at my desk, I make excuses not to attend after-work socials (even if it's just drinks) and I often feel kind of depressed as the workday drags on. I have tried to come out of my shell and invited myself to lunch with some colleagues. I have tried bringing treats to the office. Saying ""good morning"" and ""have a good night!"". In spite of all this, they exclude me the next time they go to a restaurant. So I stopped inviting myself. One time I went out for drinks with my department, and then the next day found out somebody started some rumour about what I did at the bar and spread it to everyone during the lunch hour! My first thought was that I'm just bringing it upon myself and the way I behave looks standoffish. Now I think that I've crawled into my shell because I can sense that nobody likes me around here. It's like I'm scared I'm imposing my presence on others. It has been almost a year and gets worse every month. Does this signal doom in terms of career at this company? I have honestly planned I would stay here and grow...",3.7123776223776233,5.195948349650352,4.374405594405598,86.85468531468534,72.4965034965035,7.437762237762238,25.937062937062937,8.00094639256281,1.4407678321678317,1132,37,229,16,22,361,159,286,0.10099999999999999,0.782,0.11699999999999999,0.6943,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,2,13,16,1,1,13,0,16,8,1,3,1,42,37,15,0,3,6,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,16,20,7,1,5,3,0,10,2,5,0,2,13,4,36,11,38,21,4,55,1,2,1,0,10,22,0,5,23,149,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191761421485668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902985731658023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059484149160761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937239642156084,0.07255032448673618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612123854578395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252072188895492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502364272734697,0.0,0.0,0.15350941524537334,0.0,0.10250728282413832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830132728957335,0.0,0.0,0.23317841188283345,0.0,0.12178186433184607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860816059654037,0.0,0.10027511182718347,0.2274475054745385,0.0,0.0,0.1121965723154542,0.0,0.060177464732398926,0.0,0.11427288313648265,0.0,0.0,0.1012339379355448,0.0,0.13049359791866635,0.09195054820164644,0.0,0.12436065379603688,0.0,0.06763886012122387,0.1996479546761909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720561570318205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239356117732456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443387581042538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994246708524633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22522938475916385,0.07944331089821463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499648713969557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531472046287152,0.11168733838817747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064751645759975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434514709504378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946453550772319,0.1191545886984383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845028200832584,0.0,0.0,0.2426412250447525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423929620581007,0.12685395372515956,0.0,0.09950171161563914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402419111554544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625988565626833,0.0,0.09448446631511373,0.2081954811811077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616064894577491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446841775276643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032792269776566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664420029352053,0.0,0.2425725214500604,0.08454470744829573,0.0,0.0,0.15328327321386745
socialanxiety,bestfreakofthecircus,2019/02/08,"Is anyone else afraid of wearing nice clothes in public and attracting attention? I've never worn things that expressed my actual personality. I want to wear colorful things, dye my hair green or blue etc. but can't stop thinking of what other people will think about me. I'm worried that everyone will look at me at the mall, subway, hospital and wherever you can think of. I know it's stupid and people don't care that much but this is still an issue. I'm also a boy and social norms in my country makes it seem like it's only normal for girls to wear remarkable things. Boys can just wear a basic jean and a basic top then go out. Nothing else is needed.",2.9353589743589765,5.123155330769233,4.156538461538464,84.55762820512822,76.46153846153845,7.102564102564102,22.371794871794872,8.07648339933343,1.2571025641025644,523,15,100,9,12,171,92,130,0.079,0.7809999999999999,0.14,0.6579999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,1,5,0,9,5,5,1,1,22,23,10,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,12,6,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,5,8,4,12,20,2,11,0,0,4,0,8,6,0,2,5,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.17441970330351336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293441829245385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497575817599277,0.18313526186526166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223237635052555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986205314085275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933691562042324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078907553177625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157929291003047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655303810099175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822815271278557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732095589538777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500924929841887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930708668078514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139088553223408,0.13252983360025844,0.13785155035502733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751224776117107,0.17150117703621004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593611991414892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24782486755197644,0.15606462073282612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271374885455755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219795563301966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273810510707227,0.14943057128904652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562310336063329,0.34357876146109784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542261010392676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151419977120686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,s-e-c,2019/02/08,"Sweat Proof Undershirts! Just wanted to share this post so it can help others too. My social anxiety gives me pretty gnarly armpit sweat in social situations. When I was working at an office was when I was most disappointingly aware of this. Even though the office was cold, there I was, sitting at my desk with my shirt drenched in cold underarm sweat for 8 hours (which made me even more anxious and sweaty because I was worried that people would see it). Don't know why I never thought of this before, but it has recently come to my attention that sweat-proof undershirts are a thing. So excited to have a solution to this problem that doesn't involve using clinical strength antiperspirants :). ",8.503333333333334,8.68812933333334,7.537936507936507,73.07928571428572,61.22222222222222,11.009523809523811,35.460317460317455,10.608840637214634,3.750631746031745,560,22,96,12,7,172,87,126,0.078,0.795,0.127,0.8186,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,5,0,0,4,0,13,6,5,2,2,16,21,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,8,3,11,3,12,12,2,12,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,1,5,68,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012926233564594,0.2217044976151682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196310226338354,0.0,0.16699268207065485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905036452286254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592400435437927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825906359042968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154096731766385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326485118014072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785282557704186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569470099926566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135863604640873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360537253097389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879514355583098,0.19965487414227595,0.0,0.18778293155548614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937713270624003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638433048774694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059109126685966,0.0,0.40010045565733066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037852004612485,0.0,0.1928127656844716,0.15579907337775892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949535181380218,0.0,0.0,0.11575221629852912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770833893378935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287095694933433,0.1992994756291711,0.0,0.13940902238372696,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,All_My_Pilots,2019/02/08,"being in public is difficult So I have always been a shy person and then things started to get worse when i came to university. It was difficult making friends right away, all i wanted to do was stay inside, which just made me feel worse about myself, although I did eventually make a friend group. I started smoking weed everyday with those friends, and I have been doing that for about 3 years now. I transferred universities last semester, but haven't made any friends. I haven't smoked in 5 days now, but I am incredibly socially anxious to the point of holding back breakdowns in any public place like classes and walking down the sidewalk. Every little giggle and glance at me makes my heart pump, I feel hot, and I feel like crying. Just today a girl was laughing as she walked past me and I just spiraled from there. It's gotten to the point where I'm terrified to go out in public. I went to a walk-in counselor today as well, which slightly made me feel better. I want to smoke weed, but I know as soon as I do I will start beating myself up, and I also don't want to go through this withdrawal stage again (or at least I'm hoping this is all part of the withdrawals). So I'm just posting this to see if anyone has experienced something similar to this and if it gets better cause it's hard seeing the positives. ",6.320348837209302,6.385841344961243,6.439705426356592,79.52816279069769,65.7829457364341,9.050542635658914,31.54108527131783,8.648137234880735,2.3759950387596898,1049,37,200,14,15,335,150,258,0.1,0.731,0.16899999999999998,0.9570000000000001,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,18,14,0,0,9,0,20,1,1,7,2,40,50,24,0,6,10,0,6,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,13,11,0,1,5,0,0,6,3,2,1,0,12,10,26,12,33,36,4,42,0,0,3,0,12,16,0,4,19,137,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886660440444865,0.09225620215700396,0.0,0.0,0.1507964928825621,0.0,0.0,0.12525626764795966,0.0,0.07752580666927228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416994463304777,0.08525540283089493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961184094423445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681052807130574,0.0,0.11389832758525555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179008371606295,0.07150467560811835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341628109663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224245273176564,0.07920853845060796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426444748363037,0.0,0.11585436885269013,0.0,0.1260247065299605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932149001101076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138644062984545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012308091625772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093355133695048,0.09037725728137526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833505063260013,0.11112505900526086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147354981883851,0.22202813420656048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200659355206836,0.10584195329762884,0.0,0.09681105993218564,0.11583992281206792,0.0,0.20962388117472605,0.0,0.1061868188076814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468594642997097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767047377588254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302226679874207,0.0,0.08535636285460965,0.0,0.0,0.235431952067221,0.1181771267413928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365988050810297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019152251048814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618939725841364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968920592287757,0.1027814783922064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259805293376318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139933866459379
socialanxiety,soloangelx,2019/02/08,"A book of wonders How to Be Yourself: Quiet Your Inner Critic 
By : Ellen Hendriksen


I recently went to a therapist for the first time and i think that was the only time that i actually needed to go because he recommended this book and medication but the book helped me the most.

Not advertising or promoting this book because i couldn't even if i wanted to

Hope it helps you as much as it helped me. ",4.2723076923076935,5.894951615384617,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,71.30769230769229,9.302564102564103,28.384615384615394,9.725611199111238,2.763215384615385,318,12,60,8,6,108,55,78,0.054000000000000006,0.835,0.111,0.6635,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,1,0,14,10,8,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,9,1,9,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,5,4,44,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.22930021780360324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28647530074769145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519776518872608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986831913660397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354084170223918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724933049553988,0.0,0.0,0.2333816808040689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367110571836391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727325416757701,0.17422985554065226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870791724402166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320079607042507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728223168801952,0.0,0.15056151597473613,0.0,0.0,0.27402984759253657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385934444355165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178227668815513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25481871204581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ProofWatch,2019/02/08,"Who else has a tv show playing constantly to mitigate their loneliness Right now for me its King of the Hill, before that it was seinfeld which ive seen over 20 times from having it playing constantly to fill the silence",19.643571428571427,8.554101928571434,16.804285714285715,49.390714285714296,53.523809523809526,21.561904761904763,61.04761904761904,15.903189008614273,8.430019047619048,179,8,32,5,1,57,37,42,0.065,0.853,0.083,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,6,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179524808717463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8075755993204979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31214041036974605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31909892379307203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788095909911545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kingzuldk,2019/02/08,"Got out of the house first time in 3 months So today i got of the house to go to a party with friends but it was so hard not to analyz everything evey look every thing said to me and i know i sound crazy but i really think it is more scary now for me to go out to social gatherings than to think about diying alone i mean am i so pathitc ?!
:For everyone sake i'm not sucidal or not working to solve my problems but it is draining my well to live i cant lie",-0.28414041404140633,1.643621990099014,2.1275427542754284,96.16297929792982,86.52475247524751,6.0489648964896485,18.09270927092709,7.348242739294969,0.14871485148514907,355,9,87,6,11,121,67,101,0.172,0.767,0.061,-0.9156,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,16,16,8,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,4,4,11,2,19,12,1,10,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,5,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017881672719887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415515500328795,0.18617122352668614,0.17510328354749458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657247992108208,0.0,0.0,0.15052744611935415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145609942736047,0.0,0.311651400848844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453204512658732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496221079158321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707508848774708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204105550134002,0.0,0.1636105996477394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21223018886445516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551379387200215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642881079114068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481497032943965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853307422089124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860764641207476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294383480094191,0.24968216185113504,0.0,0.0,0.11360865410342035,0.0,0.18467884587695824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517821153142665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418407007496656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway122502009,2019/02/08,"[M16] terminated social life So hey, I'm a 16 year old guy from europe. My social life is kind of non existent so i figured i post here and see where it takes me. I'm looking for someone who is roughly around my age (i don't care about anything else really). About what i like to do:

- watching youtube and netflix
- gaming (i have a ps4 and switch but i don't play too often)
- i do some programming, not a lot though
- music (obviously), mostly rap but i'm always open for new suggestions
- memes

If you've made it this far and are interested in talking and potentially becoming friends, feel free to pm me. I have discord too in case you do as well, it's ok if you don't too.",0.9178260869565236,3.1391475942029,3.1327826086956527,88.98830434782612,83.92753623188406,6.288695652173913,22.96811594202899,7.554174236665415,1.057008115942029,520,19,112,9,15,177,94,138,0.057,0.804,0.139,0.9087,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,0,13,9,0,0,3,1,11,2,0,1,1,20,20,13,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,5,14,10,12,19,3,11,0,0,3,0,11,6,0,6,5,69,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686792118133972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502988076418368,0.1785258731918183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214840938428152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044670520364316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752802371738965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014006150665992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493909862802954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856919454351427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088347742522349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28329903916986365,0.09797522696291013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840569270877173,0.0,0.0,0.17049456887006895,0.0,0.18975872652005374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368577193879868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21043624444478412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19206485089362813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847304260243572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980688324091402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088568631041795,0.1699195145932314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078345041944116,0.1611889442595516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703257376870192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031232770951627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914317886625365
socialanxiety,thisisathrowawayy110,2019/02/08,"Anyone else super inexperienced regarding relationships? I'm a 17 year old female and I've never kissed anyone or had a relationship. Also, I'm obviously a virgin. I feel kind of embarrassed cause I feel like everyone else has experience but I don't. I've had crushes on people sometimes and rarely, but admittedly a few times I think they were interested in me too but I fucked it up by not talking to them because I was so scared to act on it because of anxiety. I think they thought I was an asshole and my resting bitch face and inability to make eye contact really doesn't help at all. I feel like I'm never gonna find anyone I'd be comfortable with, kind of terrified of intimacy and opening up to a person like that. Thoughts? What about you guys?",3.077606177606178,5.39654791891892,5.276100386100385,76.06445945945947,76.56756756756756,8.552895752895754,28.138996138996138,9.23628265651192,2.788353667953668,604,26,112,16,14,210,97,148,0.212,0.6559999999999999,0.131,-0.9475,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,1,4,13,2,2,6,0,9,5,2,2,4,27,23,11,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,7,4,15,9,17,14,3,13,0,0,1,3,12,7,2,1,8,69,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847669410296315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333548537048604,0.0,0.0,0.3107729023265919,0.15179871061623906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806235480630093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219239181785205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475231212692477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415650988728612,0.0,0.14492058657779036,0.0,0.0,0.22472953643487192,0.21167891003791825,0.0,0.0,0.13540777909879312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136963666467156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669326877587116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930282174916764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30855396014025954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171380057509014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889227088799334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285271267500453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554600684033037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027095900862284,0.12936016777307008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094909638991375,0.0,0.0,0.31811851511340544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832548807300788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652561316406207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907855686438665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985898711773286,0.0,0.23523147089157126,0.08638832600602217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540470308875773
socialanxiety,chicken98_,2019/02/08,I JUST ORDERED A PIZZA ON MY PHONE I'm literally fucking shaking but I managed to do it YEESSSSSSSSSSSSS,2.1563333333333325,5.0444633,3.5300000000000047,81.62833333333334,91.0,4.666666666666667,36.66666666666666,6.42735559955562,2.8091666666666675,86,6,14,1,3,28,18,20,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.1272,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,10,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rosecoloredkayla,2019/02/08,"Self-observation about going to the gym Hello, everyone. I feel like writing and want to share a little good news.

I've had SA and GAD since about 2009. In January of 2018, I reached a dangerously low place and decided that it was finally time to go on medication. For as long as I could remember before the meds, I was terrified of the gym, specifically the free weight area and larger machines. Being the short and skinn(ier) woman I am also made it harder to enmesh myself within the groups of men that crowded my gym. 

I was scared of being scared, ridiculed, watched, and disregarded, so I only stuck to the treadmill and a few easy machines. My self-esteem was at an all-time low, and I truly looked my worst, weighing 95 lbs/43 kg.

Today, I've been on Lexapro (r/lexapro if you want to investigate) and hydroxyzine since June '18 and am a healthier 113lbs/51 kg, aiming for a goal weight of 120 lbs/54 kg. I've put on noticeable muscle; my self-esteem has shot up; my body looks shapelier; and most importantly, I can now use ANY machine and ANY equipment in my large gym without a care in the world about how I look. I'm there to do my thing, and that's all I need to care about.

I sincerely hope those of you who struggle with gym anxiety will get to a better place because I KNOW you will. I'm not necessarily pushing for anyone to take up medication, but I just want y'all to know the grass is greener if you step to the other side. Take care and enjoy your weekend.

​

**TL;DR:** I've been taking medication for my SA/GAD for less than a year and now see a real difference in my mental and physical behaviors when I go to the gym.",5.924582043343651,5.9963756377709005,6.785510835913314,76.69269349845203,66.61609907120743,9.895975232198143,31.551083591331267,9.682069395223575,2.811269969040248,1293,47,251,25,19,431,180,323,0.094,0.816,0.09,-0.2753,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,6,0,2,13,19,2,3,21,0,18,7,1,3,1,43,45,25,0,8,6,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,9,17,3,1,5,7,1,6,2,8,0,0,9,8,31,12,44,31,5,36,0,2,5,0,14,20,0,4,11,156,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075525514810145,0.0,0.1094139361559898,0.1227041621106488,0.13734242222490814,0.0,0.07725094042946135,0.0,0.0,0.07060895031020356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155767942388456,0.0,0.08592822967420352,0.0,0.0,0.0893103575581321,0.0,0.11216821811391033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088735846321028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806258962738226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055046790892282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649261203734237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051059524664377985,0.07214154867761692,0.0,0.11062082617889428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05275891812669081,0.0,0.17217116383954226,0.08469889610099578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029789411407047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099411366151636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493346959909966,0.10121047566772202,0.0,0.08936587704563141,0.2543982977274137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555159375185232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216821811391033,0.3051861714326173,0.10176608742984028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487686069583516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496865670297908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680134832919781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110093581784564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151478410811704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493960417704825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439290123252607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220116243103128,0.0,0.08046956609698683,0.0,0.3160386941855972,0.0,0.0,0.16706667935489453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556829394432077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22777765107089945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708794227501583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888340623659592,0.0,0.09571911216534014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721601053873779,0.0,0.0,0.17868536939582355,0.0,0.0,0.2459377006512611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734302785274088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227041621106488,0.06502908608815411
socialanxiety,mr_shooty_shoot,2019/02/08,"I have to make a phone call to replace a £500 computer and I've put it off for 3 days now The phones stay open until 8:00pm and somehow I always find an excuse. 

I started by emailing the company wanting it to be sorted through that but no they need me to call in and arrange stuff. This is going to be hard but I hope by writing something about it will relive my anxiety about making a phone call.
 A PHONE CALL not more than 30 minutes to get a working computer I figured when I was an adult this would go away it didn't and now it's worse and now my biggest fear of making a phone call so i don't lose money is here and has been hanging on me for the past week I think I'll call in 10/20 minutes I just need to calm down a bit",0.8141509433962284,2.560614691823901,2.6446289308176105,94.98166037735851,81.32704402515724,5.2462893081761015,22.549685534591195,6.079149491110277,0.21926968553459106,572,19,132,4,15,190,100,159,0.09699999999999999,0.8290000000000001,0.073,-0.564,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,10,4,0,1,12,0,12,0,0,3,0,25,24,11,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,3,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,3,1,14,2,23,17,2,22,0,1,0,0,16,8,0,3,9,89,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470123960636196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626015682522274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822210407322915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737455699582105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7709234065436318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115040505439244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159454366834928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500699898885555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657413580284068,0.0,0.14302499654450715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271960996190045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497829751957272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077239007042072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519789492239545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866037698205846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011966083061977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649462885502002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687063623060252,0.0,0.0,0.08906363166938668,0.13411880582169194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440460703210032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062724492196051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421821915605283,0.0,0.10093381405233956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160626321446448,0.0,0.1282322542840315,0.08938653363596975,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mwute2,2019/02/08,"Kanye though process. I swear, sometimes when conversing with people, my brain adopts the ""Kanye thought process"". You know what you're trying to say in your head, but when everything comes out, you sound fucking insane.",7.140990990990992,9.76924832432433,3.890270270270271,89.1382882882883,65.75675675675676,7.095495495495496,31.25225225225225,7.793537801064563,2.035511711711712,176,7,30,2,3,46,32,37,0.132,0.8320000000000001,0.035,-0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,4,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689742960318567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847173146461804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297053820857132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055642786152035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392131651312441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164744549335368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291438496872281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262846094377988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268968657163073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247383289005663,0.2623992791833325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440422219053704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BlueWashout,2019/02/08,"Everyone on earth with you right now is going to be dead in 100 years. ...give or take.

I have a lot of issues with taking what other people think of me too seriously. I fear their negative opinions, their judgments, their disappointments. But last night I was thinking about it and I came up with a strangely comforting thought - every one of these people is going to be dead in about 100 years.

Suckers.

But really, what I mean is, while I’m going to be dead too, we’re all in this together. They are not going to outlive me, telling tales of the time that person walked in on me in the bathroom for years to come. Nope, they’ll be worm food, and someday everyone will forget me.

I feel like most people find this to be a scary thought, but it’s comforting to me because I feel less pressure to make a good impression on every person I meet. There is no way they will actually remember my embarrassments for years to come. Eventually they will forget, or decide that they only have 100 years, so why waste their time worrying about me. 

And on that note- why waste my 100 years worrying about them and their opinion of me? That’s not much time. Why wait, tiptoeing around people, trying to make people like you when it’s putting your real life happiness on hold. So shut up that voice in your head that says you have no confidence compared to others, and remember that everyone really has it the same in the end.",5.062981161390558,6.2951210701107065,5.430196154593123,81.53501650805984,68.92619926199262,8.952495630219461,27.54729073606525,9.276330184999452,2.22138671586716,1114,36,214,22,19,355,137,271,0.17,0.7440000000000001,0.086,-0.9607,0,0,0,0,0,3,35.0,0,5,11,0,12,13,1,3,8,0,19,3,1,2,1,43,40,14,3,0,7,0,2,2,0,4,1,2,0,2,18,12,1,2,11,0,0,9,6,6,0,1,4,4,33,7,40,27,6,42,0,1,0,0,22,17,0,6,17,148,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.09528069892670052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691860746502914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951927813661208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167197272546772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821315146538146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647837407248024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645286168806358,0.2798921597302976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987000496146558,0.09873751182515067,0.06975267653255639,0.0,0.0,0.08923945246862869,0.0,0.118064375347547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366336022950444,0.22195992405985898,0.08189420397389392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393757061442807,0.0,0.0,0.10020485687037034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101908806863587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958808123922666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896467593346517,0.09540208532727792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300841912485349,0.0,0.0,0.13034837682383188,0.0,0.0,0.10635651202511892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177523622044366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162674054034267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616210192063914,0.07425817307042162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33844981594022794,0.17050764173447125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815325604955792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113353092500523,0.12509893115381593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212098626534958,0.08338240198216956,0.0,0.07764573422700617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468233965745501,0.0,0.08534000099578018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512510115296555,0.0,0.15502748664416344,0.17080067992624354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628985923057967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775005773045236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643095897199589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831245543659815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772544025123315
socialanxiety,sophiaanna98,2019/02/08,"How to know when to push yourself and when to listen to your body Hello!  
I found myself in a little bit of a dilemma today, and was wondering if anyone could shed some light;

I had a 'networking evening' tonight for my field of study, to which I was terrified of going to but still decided to give it a go, because I know that it's important for gaining future opportunities and I've been wanting to try and combat my SA. However, right before it was about to start, I found myself in a bathroom stall experiencing a full-blown panic attack at the thought of having to ""mingle"" and ""sell myself"". Despite this, I told myself that it was just anxiety talking and that the only way to combat it was to face it head on. So, still rather shaky I walked to the venue, walked in, seem to have dissociated (?) out of sheer terror and only really came to my senses when I was on the tram home. 

Of course, I've been kicking myself ever since because I feel like I've passed up an incredibly important opportunity, and let my anxiety gain more traction and control over me. Should I have pushed through, despite my really negative reaction, and tried to face (and conquer) my fear? Or did I do the right thing in listening to my body in this case?   
Has anyone else been in a similar situation? How did you cope?  
Thank you so much in advance !! ",7.587325721153848,6.629547960937501,8.130625000000002,71.8441826923077,63.53125,11.158173076923077,34.53605769230769,10.389873798559362,3.4392725961538453,1042,38,195,21,13,348,145,256,0.135,0.755,0.11,-0.7399,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,0,7,16,9,1,4,13,0,20,5,5,3,1,36,38,21,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,13,13,0,1,9,0,1,9,1,5,0,0,17,5,27,4,40,18,4,36,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,6,11,144,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013559381080036,0.0,0.0,0.1840434737686414,0.1348455502696326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972043652980702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045117663604416,0.0,0.11198672274940152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367929426028622,0.2923684379590544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052181395701186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760693742939604,0.10507641000718976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993964097755016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692429668743881,0.1190448532966573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809295513138274,0.06654377559022985,0.0940191092159566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885976248576085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624814032535486,0.1495890579339214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506537455472992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201120662949906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446540570026355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457570307020894,0.0,0.06429587741790001,0.13190344454796654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674530224028463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001840683726808,0.0,0.15441088502719874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861991045548486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478102772131955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198088493567692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088655612510334,0.14793027498197645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315116293990908,0.0,0.21020089885004092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577964371704084,0.0,0.12116480919720354,0.0,0.0,0.08743295212604052,0.0,0.0,0.10448019289603792,0.0,0.0,0.1247467766590895,0.12575484718540011,0.0,0.17870320752498414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776244275708297,0.1044624465197801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272072346174516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dotzwebacademy,2019/02/08,"Getting to know the Instagram Marketing techniques  

I hope the article helped you to understand more about Instagram marketing techniques and its relevance. If you have any doubt regarding this topic, please make sure to comment, the professional techies at Dotz Web Academy are always happy to help you. [**Dotz Web Academy**](https://dotzwebacademy.com/) is one of the topmost Digital marketing training academies in Ernakulam. We offer high-quality service in Digital Marketing and Search Engine Optimization. We are one of the[ **best Digital marketing Institute in Kochi**](https://dotzwebacademy.com/)**.**

 ",9.920426356589145,14.734511081395357,8.472441860465112,47.08408914728682,71.90697674418605,13.564341085271318,43.21317829457364,11.038039088145766,8.234313178294576,507,31,51,23,12,155,60,86,0.026000000000000002,0.802,0.172,0.9186,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,3,0,1,1,5,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,4,11,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,0,35,8,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22795879624960835,0.0,0.0,0.18630393508758672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28750680412739976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431341299903724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916382389808643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672626576006589,0.2894564857794392,0.0,0.2721066375813575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056265800261331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287213587056567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712882411498112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007286210009422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582064701858829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852046863263437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xxyyxyz,2019/02/08,"Out of body experiences Does anyone else feel like they almost have an out of body experience when they’re talking amongst a crowd or doing something that makes you really nervous? Sometimes I’ll feel myself “coming back” and having to center myself and be like yes, this is really happening... super weird experience. Just makes me feel more awkward, like they noticed how uncomfortable I was. ",7.465441176470589,9.60707936764706,7.240470588235301,67.37511764705886,64.14705882352939,9.55764705882353,31.24705882352941,9.888512548439397,3.4675964705882363,319,12,46,7,5,101,53,68,0.113,0.703,0.184,0.76,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,1,4,7,0,2,2,1,6,2,2,3,0,14,13,5,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,7,4,5,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782352582466139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445752830246586,0.18237586528323727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136866382519949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3954223683886658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332605177576564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576373002696678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869112931140244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.522336795889452,0.0,0.0,0.26999731088378603,0.12715893377373655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573994873143656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260876601151188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23762472553034564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264732420812911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280550007902372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370284606143118,0.17604059598707816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430648175907395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,microwavable_bowls,2019/02/08,"Extremely nervous around females wearing swimsuits Long story short, I work for a hotel with a pool.  And sometimes I have to restock the pool towels while guests are in there.

Every now and then someone approaches me with typical customer service related questions.  To my credit and despite being socially awkward, I can usually provide a good enough answer.  That is, except when the customer is wearing a swimsuit.       

On numerous occasions, I've found myself awkwardly stuttering, blushing, and averting my eyes, when attractive females approach me wearing swimsuits.  This is highly embarrassing and borderline inappropriate.  It probably doesn't help that I'm still a virgin in my 30's.  

Is this normal?",7.635775862068964,10.69300481896552,7.549517241379312,61.59720689655174,65.46551724137932,9.812413793103447,43.49655172413792,10.125756701596842,5.8149510344827595,573,37,67,15,10,183,85,116,0.10400000000000001,0.812,0.084,-0.3182,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,0,4,7,0,9,5,4,0,0,14,11,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,3,3,1,2,1,5,0,0,1,1,9,3,10,9,1,16,0,0,1,1,4,6,0,1,8,53,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227455154905969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640067471152584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21527543486074932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801499347804189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430691763300008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126077122760022,0.26995688216862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22611541038719374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503423402780515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27547946341183793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28622600630903505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604569283686093,0.21649001807051105,0.0,0.252702683297966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404799981524135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814045587366949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860119381217488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,juanwand,2019/02/08,"Am I overreacting? A fellow co-worker tends to throw his trash in my waste bin when he stops by my cubicle to talk to me. Like if he's chewing gum, he'll throw the wrapper in or his coffee cup or something. I find it rude and inconsiderate but I worry I'm being oversensitive and if I call him out on it, I'll be looked at as a weirdo.   


Is it okay to feel this way? I worry all the time that I'm being nitpicky about things. But, I wouldn't do it unless I asked first. ",0.9525490196078436,2.456260137254901,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,79.98039215686273,6.101960784313726,19.176470588235293,6.937597516519254,0.03895294117647108,362,8,86,4,9,126,71,102,0.18899999999999997,0.77,0.040999999999999995,-0.9301,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,4,1,7,1,0,0,1,15,14,11,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,13,2,13,9,1,12,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,4,5,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26254142899127936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28676242029182303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199786447912682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25667674713682664,0.2388768464006173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720107113209834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358294248517881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619936194627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347893954035548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22572334346757505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865733102289786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375628237461534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22291257435431208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445014534747724,0.5704001377202209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,commuter85,2019/02/08,"I’m a ghost, it seems First time on this sub.

Have had social anxiety my entire life. Maybe it’s the only child syndrome, I dunno. 

I’m mid-30’s with a great family and a good (small) core of friends. When I’m with them I’m in my comfort zone. I can be myself and have a great time. This starts to become an issue in settings with people I’m not as close with, the biggest being at work. I’ve been at the same company for a long time and done quite well there but in social work outings I’m just lost.

There’s the “in” crowd that everyone swoons over and there then are those that go out of their way to take on a bit of that spotlight. 
Then there is me. It’s not that people don’t like me, I believe most are at the very least indifferent. I try my hardest to make conversation with as many people as possible. It’s easier with a few of my closest coworkers... but beyond that very small circle I simply don’t exists. People may say hi if they catch me solo but in a group setting I see people from all over the company embracing in these close connections and there’s either nothing or a token quick acknowledgement sent my way. As mentioned I’m more than happy with my great family and small core of friends but it’s just so awkward at these work events knowing that I always seem to be the odd one out. 
It’s probably all on me for not putting myself out there but it’s a catch 22 I guess. No one is going to give a damn if I don’t make the effort and it’s hard to make the effort when no one gives a damn. ",0.7830743618202014,2.9280515471698148,2.6035590085090656,93.05497225305216,83.84276729559748,5.627968923418425,18.472438031816505,6.923569853693429,0.0901954125046247,1184,29,262,15,34,392,155,318,0.09,0.8009999999999999,0.11,0.8509,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,8,14,14,2,1,22,0,17,1,0,3,2,47,40,24,1,2,14,0,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,19,19,0,0,4,0,0,6,8,4,1,4,5,3,24,10,45,31,9,48,0,1,1,0,17,26,2,9,13,174,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777138303665409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069519642403199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649911558542192,0.0,0.1188446775376327,0.0,0.0,0.11516152919395067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794705644399404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079476364344307,0.0,0.0,0.19888240962759893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897248868535117,0.0,0.0,0.16299380823778686,0.0,0.0,0.20238029387062453,0.11989831068591547,0.08847522139888324,0.0,0.3488904206075398,0.11620284258709253,0.0,0.0,0.11228999276560568,0.09449320847493628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100981975797228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797140950022379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745066766124333,0.05153429798241143,0.0,0.0,0.09335028106729552,0.0,0.0,0.11514856794081142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123475665292368,0.10694451801579724,0.10597315168732027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121502531771036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443666333859449,0.08022555912719435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656476398167149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189176925282,0.0,0.0,0.1137299102866422,0.0,0.0,0.1060408507392565,0.0,0.11219553131724913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388534466496718,0.0,0.0,0.08405732546754263,0.19205787965381016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150559081974996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466232643738646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931106163880873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845262208833661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161691166564091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407118002966754,0.0,0.16745704586724633,0.0,0.0,0.0948430487392711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303814677089484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ruari999,2019/02/08,"Career Fair Improvements I've always been an anxious mess. Always have, always will be. I'm trying to improve every single day and treating everything as a new lesson. Yes, sometimes the anxiety gets the best of me. But in the end I come out on top and improved.

This was my 3rd career fair for my major. In the past I'd stumble over my words, be really sweaty and nervous. In between talking to tables my heart would be racing so hard that I'd have to go to the bathroom in between every table....and then talk myself up mentally to go to another one.

This time was different - sure, my palms were a little sweaty. Sure, I swear under the suit coat. But hey, I actually made conversations with people. I only took 1 break and it was legit to go to the bathroom...not just hang out and wash my hands.

Sure - I had a few people that had no interest in talking to me. But that's okay. I managed to hit up 10 different firms within an hours time, much better than I've ever done. I feel like I had some success. 

No where else to vent - a positive vent this time at least.

Hope you all the best",1.9955220620358207,4.113238954128441,3.77692005242464,86.47356269113152,79.18348623853211,6.354215814766272,22.307557885539538,7.447530270364453,0.9677135867190918,844,26,167,12,21,283,133,218,0.062,0.713,0.225,0.9890000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,6,4,14,0,1,14,2,16,4,3,1,5,25,27,11,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,2,0,1,11,3,18,12,32,10,9,34,0,0,0,0,6,17,0,2,11,111,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.12111782703146287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30981956549245365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301448521731506,0.09494723613572767,0.14021403262715015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26050097531175515,0.10976916994533173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691363315499372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004357072884416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593464266769955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270122028638159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036817205457688,0.0,0.10992858858991483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122686512541594,0.20914360185796688,0.0,0.11154609009246882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275600941989093,0.08866740805240123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484469224312543,0.0,0.21161135460561614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118219393317427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707625429982515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327368163317595,0.12222776010656627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063606480258552,0.12439531323773595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174401202712388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507820202697725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123842229975468,0.0,0.0,0.11987053648843067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410318256194474,0.09439465351251083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848131332401853,0.172090703479891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951091289204844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227523925762742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509292807141145,0.0,0.0,0.2992755487042418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171164510881426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789575208621002,0.08426558363521232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816736432185784,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stressthrowaway90,2019/02/08,"Does anybody fear relationships? I know many people with social anxiety really desire a relationship but I feel like my social anxiety makes me extremely terrified about the concept of relationships. Even though I’m becoming relatively better about being social and somewhat outgoing, most of my friendships haven’t been really meaningful. I feel like it always took me the extra mile to make and keep my friends because if I didn’t put effort in, they wouldn’t have much incentive to keep it so I don’t really have close friends who genuinely care about me really. I’m not really pretty, smart or anything special except some people think I’m funny and so most guys have never approached me or shown interest in me (im a cis/heterosexual woman) and even in the one or two cases where a guy is nice to me I just don’t always feel attracted because I feel it takes a really specific  personality to feel comfortable around. I guess I’ve never experienced the level of vulnerability and commitment of a relationship even as far as friendships go and I have an intense fear of them. I’ve tried dating apps and such incase you’re wondering but they just haven’t worked for me thus far even though I’m friendly and produce a jovial conversation, the guys I talk to never respond or unmatch with me instantly (even tho they matched first ?) and that makes me even more exhausted by the concept of a relationship. Wondering if anybody else with social anxiety has this? Would especially love to hear from women  ",7.107427536231885,8.32414793115942,7.833478260869569,66.2107971014493,64.2536231884058,11.495652173913046,33.811594202898554,11.319583603955671,4.345363768115942,1223,51,197,37,18,408,147,276,0.094,0.648,0.258,0.9955,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,5,19,17,0,2,14,0,15,2,0,5,4,55,40,24,0,5,12,0,5,2,3,2,1,1,0,6,6,14,0,2,10,0,0,4,10,3,0,3,3,7,26,14,28,34,7,19,0,0,0,1,28,10,0,13,7,135,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131961768667172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819843861628533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525410874181102,0.07059052996064437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667659225278943,0.08757654721239554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013114450061826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084787546303862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939273747759245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624189405175758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142467994525466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784607946032487,0.20047299105479405,0.11329860305430302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674494029432503,0.0,0.0,0.183792403110538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506592180424026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873538282149545,0.2355474491076853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937270732001165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565362486543768,0.0,0.0,0.14096441207306853,0.0,0.0,0.043579179597658384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748034579721859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156801800768021,0.0,0.15879271311162246,0.08039401487344287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058291913672110715,0.0,0.18347461409468532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373323358599804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099481575652978,0.06923848151397656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067285739842704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971469589740965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047954898913107,0.0,0.0,0.4256728192903312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233304184829312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962095848687717,0.06373537233369475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508098752348328,0.15581644893452729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810112092854272,0.05383699107220348,0.0,0.07746097515276826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719869368042352,0.05772865994815163,0.0,0.0,0.05632982531046124,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ShutItDane,2019/02/08,"Tried auditioning for a musical. Yikes I just got back from my school's auditorium for auditions. I feel so stupid.

Auditions were held in groups and I was in the last group with 2 other people. The first person did amazing. I had everything memorized, the song and the monologue, but when my name was called I just... froze. I started crying.

It sucks. I've been pushing out of my comfort zone so much lately, I was feeling more confident, I believed in myself. I thought I could get a part for sure.

I feel like such an embarrassment. I don't understand how drama kids can act so confident. I just don't get it. Other freshman have gotten roles. I feel so useless. I love acting but I have no idea how to overcome my anxiety?",1.601674603174601,4.292511564285714,3.2890476190476186,85.33484126984128,86.92857142857142,6.53968253968254,24.20634920634921,7.793537801064563,1.6922301587301585,569,23,108,12,18,188,93,140,0.153,0.6579999999999999,0.18899999999999997,0.7642,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,2,1,7,0,13,1,0,2,1,23,27,11,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,1,8,2,3,3,3,4,0,1,11,6,21,5,11,15,3,13,0,1,0,1,8,4,1,0,7,77,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529827678676607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377088407443756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253069392198924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420009073457712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966631221846345,0.0,0.2196666512932384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972750236528562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404459925833325,0.14286445878337087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010134612393146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896070079805332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599408267749946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257510349069797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300891545777585,0.2255841085829004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769924227011603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804881240056464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700697932209478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655689187066307,0.0,0.13863969723674793,0.17461324185498878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20238860444996454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154559205495132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884770772850016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587603449569949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357720639921589,0.0,0.0,0.20818434823913204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wesley2000,2019/02/08,"I hate going out drinking and clubbing but everyone wants me to go. I hate drinking and going out clubbing. I'm 18 and at uni and that's all everyone there wants to do. I hate clubs and bars because they just drive my anxiety through the roof. But the thing is everyone wants me to go, like really wants me to go with them. They invite me out everytime and I turn them down and I feel like an ass hole. Hell it doesn't even need to be a club, today my friends went to a music gig and I stayed at home doing uni work because it was way out of my comfort zone. My friends want me to meet their uni and work friends and I just don't know if I'd be able to handle that. I have no clue what my next steps should be and tbh I don't know why I even wrote this. I guess I just needed to vent but any advice on what to do would be more than appreciated. ",0.8362873674059799,2.5281495300546446,2.471623272259724,96.51538090646095,81.02185792349727,5.83593699774992,20.054323368691737,6.794906146795322,0.010869752491160513,656,17,160,7,17,215,99,183,0.138,0.7140000000000001,0.14800000000000002,-0.0084,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,5,2,6,10,4,0,5,0,15,4,1,0,1,38,38,15,0,10,7,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,8,16,3,0,3,7,0,8,4,4,0,0,3,1,27,6,22,29,2,20,1,0,0,1,10,8,2,2,4,101,35,2,0.12245881628047675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966533798420305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327619436246628,0.0,0.09368065927004483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929951556587906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23992603879320154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617657864333044,0.0,0.0,0.3510439404398301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191885698714202,0.08748460281920105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28383413305820515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479808367836177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349021922619684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627081850497868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283617741089126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460032570606267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965438400180847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160332120389325,0.0,0.0,0.13023634037926793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845025344647563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305248044910211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135619613761143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160766391003398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320002717884194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611469132037543,0.09720210837473003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352054955438275,0.11050003444271243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830295345929964,0.0,0.0,0.08699122957056649,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rifin_Tid_Hamar,2019/02/08,"Ive not attneded school for two weeks I just gave up, and now I'm too nervous to go back. What am I gonna say? Tell everyone I just laid in my bed all day? What am I gonna tell my teachers? Obviously I can't act like nothing happened. I can't just show up. Every day is worse than the last. To make matters worse, it's my last semester of high school at a new school, I have no real friends there, I almost never talk, and I have PE which fucking sucks. I can't fail now. Please, help me out.  ",-0.4886111111111085,1.4367558796296331,1.7959259259259284,98.2166666666667,87.42592592592592,5.0814814814814815,19.185185185185183,6.42735559955562,-0.17862592592592552,377,11,94,4,12,127,74,108,0.16899999999999998,0.736,0.095,-0.784,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,1,2,0,9,1,0,1,3,14,18,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,4,0,1,1,1,15,2,10,15,1,18,0,1,0,1,7,6,2,1,11,54,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552375638647476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710525392447425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132092430079634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927211338170367,0.15795093215866293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771012608512405,0.15281689457783978,0.0,0.0,0.09394361994875954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617396496001112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107968940519242,0.17464819209808655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694826100002643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075707616378447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103388228766322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748930697292926,0.1596474651926477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860950529085355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814494148525863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881472294965614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145294363854798,0.0,0.5018763164731479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328616248396795,0.2889584200006209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147377262628798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259343606222113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33690900059929124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,daintysunflower,2019/01/16,"My anxiety has been horrible this week I have a bad habit of staring at people and idk how to break it. It’s dumb I know. I think it’s getting to the point where people notice. I try to stare at a clock above them, but I’m not sure it works. 

I hate myself and school started this week so fuck. ",0.6091145833333336,2.2804850156250005,2.3981250000000003,96.86770833333335,81.65625,5.5166666666666675,18.479166666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.2837208333333332,227,5,55,2,6,75,47,64,0.33299999999999996,0.667,0.0,-0.968,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,3,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,1,8,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,8,1,6,9,0,9,0,0,2,1,1,4,2,0,4,33,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030957426299428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22166937061034472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24543714145252735,0.13870525844376874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621120473697036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590393214838382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022570933434693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681085479201861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096968635940314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686855813470505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791206052215906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502170179914123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011244032527018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024728241772572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259130381150825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327666472511607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,millieisabellaa,2019/01/16,"Do I have social anxiety, or am I just extremely shy? I’m 17, I’ve recently started college and I have this problem thats been ongoing for like 4 years. Ever since I’ve started secondary school I’ve developed this mind set that everyone is judging me and secretly hates me. Now don’t get me wrong, I used to be a shy kid and all, but I didn’t feel crippling anxiety every time I interacted with someone. It’s really becoming a problem lately, I don’t want to go out anymore, I don’t want to make friends at college and i genuinely just don’t want to live my life anymore in fear of humiliating myself in front of people. I get so flustered and panicky in almost every social situation so I’m beginning to think it might be SA. And I don’t want to get help for it because I feel too embarrassed about it. I can’t make phone calls anymore if my life depended on it, i cant make appointments and I can’t even keep a conversation going with someone I’m not comfortable with. I literally just feel so depressed and anxious all the time and I don’t feel happy anymore, any advice? ",3.0847031963470286,4.776644707762556,5.265502283105025,78.98172374429225,74.52511415525116,8.702283105022829,30.888127853881283,9.2995712137729,2.9642894977168948,857,41,166,21,18,299,117,219,0.21100000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.091,-0.9793,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,0,11,11,1,2,4,0,19,2,0,5,3,44,45,15,0,7,7,0,4,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,9,13,0,1,6,0,0,3,11,7,0,0,2,4,23,4,20,40,2,20,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,5,11,100,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866162815243767,0.0,0.0,0.1113489696679758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561861285979889,0.0,0.1701326906212493,0.12562235408101735,0.4411150765257433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677854118704793,0.12280971400945137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354583050762287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577487675094086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344538539440215,0.10058516965667358,0.18737861763269387,0.10625467871148786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251289291753577,0.22490067472834885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591148041942223,0.0,0.17428946454100852,0.0,0.12639303887896808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837258873914615,0.0,0.10978523548990796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453383287344079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988381004004329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543645238464124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570852036187065,0.0543258407164231,0.0,0.0981900786340367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226770557273468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179637546829912,0.1122785181626018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709085489356424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128033862369494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123643664960648,0.0,0.1097948418765686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253855027625977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198432897318423,0.12499147501438672,0.0,0.22670519384683366,0.18843580710251076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741336594667033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125133891511225,0.0,0.0,0.12968116996742132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603957217683128,0.0,0.0,0.2623503998869076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157781363617146,0.0,0.07160801747728092
socialanxiety,blackkat23,2019/01/16,"This dude in my cooking class is making me uncomfortable So there is this guy in my cooking class who's been kinda weird. He's never been inappropriate or anything, its just that he keeps messing with me (I think?). Like I once accidentally bumped into him and he told me to make sure it doesn't happen again. Another time he just randomly told me to get out of the class while i was walking in. He's also been doing other annoying stuff like picking up my pencil and putting it on the counter behind me while walking by. My usual response to him is that I just ignore him. I don't know him nor have ever had a conversation with him. With my anxiety I never know how to respond and just end up saying nothing. Also, he's always so serious when he says things that I can't even tell if he's actually just joking or not. But I am so confused, kind of annoyed, and a little uncomfortable with his behavior. (I'm a female, if it makes any difference).

​

I don't understand - is he intentionally messing with me because I am so quiet, is he just being sarcastic when he says things, or did I actually somehow piss him off or something? And how do I be more assertive and respond to him?",5.782814589665652,5.9309328893617055,7.074726443768999,74.23750000000003,66.91489361702128,9.60790273556231,32.955927051671736,9.424239791934726,2.9656990881458967,939,38,177,17,14,321,127,235,0.122,0.838,0.04,-0.9458,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,21,14,3,1,5,0,22,3,1,7,4,48,35,26,0,2,14,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,14,13,2,2,4,3,0,3,8,9,0,0,8,4,31,5,23,25,1,24,0,0,0,0,30,10,1,10,13,136,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.2712876056120413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231625993901505,0.11565901039541295,0.1506062795962678,0.1689000322602,0.09452466463021407,0.14575346253370056,0.1063345049282112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438503314316435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473301851962893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522525882784396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311260991795288,0.0,0.0,0.091808090104936,0.12573332237921644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726216847116875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763170520329668,0.12291710845992485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354945349711875,0.0,0.14474695408900426,0.15278136499736125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581661128841765,0.13931436645102122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783504380395868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441050705519574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337410509418932,0.0,0.0,0.14803030397710867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973324144691107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33161477972529696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700887558665292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912157303305668,0.0,0.0,0.13100571379878578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149199572352537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846906481347016,0.08906549142724672,0.0,0.0,0.08105193044701464,0.0,0.0,0.26564062710899217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470374613015508,0.0,0.0,0.153088697222111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689000322602,0.0
socialanxiety,shutuplynds,2019/01/16,"Is this as bad as I think it is Hi! So I was talking with a group of coworkers on my way back from lunch. We're all just minor acquaintances, not good friends. They were covering me. 

When the convo came to an end, as they were leaving, I was thinking of something to say so it wasn't an awkwardly silent departure. Well, my dumb brain made me say ""thanks again, you two!!"" and i can't stop thinking about it lmao. It sounded so bad and awkward yikes. ""YOU TWO""? wtf self ",0.7366028708133996,3.054841052631581,1.9381818181818176,96.5490909090909,85.84210526315789,5.559808612440191,22.320574162679424,6.980632752743323,0.5741578947368424,360,13,81,5,11,114,68,95,0.19899999999999998,0.685,0.11599999999999999,-0.8764,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,2,0,9,9,1,2,4,0,8,2,1,1,1,12,14,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,5,4,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,5,1,2,7,3,12,4,11,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,11,1,1,0,5,54,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260367121995108,0.33141201464359005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154725805172445,0.0,0.22698563950728556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757768629255669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332988598672026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645903002584878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014073446644255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778787381587012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156470904630186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703730865646186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278438551785758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592164370844162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595148201098785,0.0,0.18271552128158705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814959171551707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877336262299452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752849772697905,0.0,0.0,0.1784395862278412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WF1LK,2019/01/16,Immediately closing the message app after sending a question in fear of someone from the group chat making fun of you for asking God why am I like this,5.796896551724139,7.097372310344831,6.747758620689655,72.51060344827587,67.27586206896552,7.179310344827586,35.1896551724138,7.1686216300943375,2.6449172413793103,123,6,20,1,2,41,27,29,0.094,0.674,0.23199999999999998,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,6,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,2,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39464684110781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750283836548748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623780988367013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281783817049877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728969172242418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576805038631929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809185143636809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_trap_detective,2019/01/16,"How to avoid the backlash of self-criticism after reaching out to others? I have been forcing myself to reach out to others occasionally at work for 1 on 1 chats over coffee.  I want to connect with people despite my social anxiety.

The problem is, even when I feel like the interaction went well, I ALWAYS experience some backlash of self-criticism about what I said, what they said, how I was interpreted, the list goes on.  Pretty standard social anxiety stuff.  

I know overall I am improving because I keep doing it, and sometimes it isn't so bad.  But I want to figure out how to prevent the backlash more effectively, because I don't want to feel like I am constantly punishing myself.

Do you have any specific things you do or say to yourself, before or after social interactions, that help you move on to the next thing, without going into 'self-analysis paralysis' mode?

​

A little more background on me:  my social anxiety seems to stem from various causes including adverse childhood experiences and difficulties with sensory processing (i.e. sensory overload).  So I have learned that the environment is important, and so is feeling physically comfortable/safe, and having a buffer around social activities where I can take a break and be alone.  So those things tend to help, but I guess I am also looking for some more precise tools for this problem.

 ",10.090048409405256,9.539066908713695,9.918018672199171,59.72593533886585,58.33609958506224,12.846611341632087,42.90491009681882,12.00992498983062,5.5732237897648655,1099,55,162,29,12,361,143,241,0.061,0.805,0.134,0.7063,0,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,1,2,14,9,1,1,10,0,19,0,0,5,1,43,36,18,0,5,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,14,12,0,3,9,1,0,3,3,6,1,0,5,7,25,3,35,30,6,23,0,0,1,0,17,13,0,6,8,130,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611711250496916,0.0,0.08193680248829815,0.0852544882984321,0.11101479476275752,0.12449947284438387,0.06967595423027598,0.0,0.2351436461836083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121065246842222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554937912134794,0.12491668588855633,0.0,0.0871854639066156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525410118013363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072228949649528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767351472914805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045004747673384,0.0,0.0,0.1554197623386452,0.1463941340871812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582300789376044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128706594431656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735284823395028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107068616130523,0.0,0.0,0.0563090460909849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011304487419624,0.10269130769662127,0.0,0.0,0.08604015113741867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889820343136307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896681051355107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103249681524394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042381175478477,0.0,0.19607975389583016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492484110927985,0.08147988430537569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327525491269516,0.3206627236413819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222226417827943,0.0,0.0,0.10133503737761924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729158186462285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770367714679662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420856074764884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812997530982155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921233699320098,0.09498095674881052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876727442883262,0.0,0.07459171567254398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449947284438387,0.0
socialanxiety,Maxx_1900,2019/01/16,"Do I have social anxiety or something else? So whenever I go out by myself I worry about what everyone in the room is thinking about me and I have thoughts racing in my head that my every mood makes me feel like an idiot, when I am meeting a new person I feel like I am being judged and I look like a loser. 

However, if I ever go out with my girlfriend or any of my friends I feel perfectly fine out in public and may actually start cracking jokes with ticket tellers or anything like that. 

I just feel like the entire world's eyes are constantly judging me whenever I'm alone, and my heart is racing and I feel trapped inside. But when I go out with any of my friends or girlfriend I feel like my outgoing self and I love it.

Do you think I have social anxiety?",3.290978494623655,4.707215941935488,4.749435483870967,84.01748655913978,73.45161290322581,7.747311827956989,27.755376344086017,8.344100000000001,1.926021505376344,601,23,120,10,12,201,86,155,0.109,0.679,0.212,0.9482,1,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,7,15,1,0,5,0,12,4,3,1,2,33,29,15,0,1,7,0,6,6,4,1,0,0,1,2,4,13,0,0,9,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,8,28,12,15,26,0,18,0,1,2,1,12,9,0,6,12,81,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.1278973883003664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574047463513655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17825300509247893,0.0,0.20052380109070508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785267514641096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416312202071978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948529706405276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855288057373775,0.11042519962984902,0.12523514429294524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976126339951047,0.3745222382273786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20251600733669425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234562842820029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450719435414404,0.0,0.0,0.1553088365849043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38418098384713695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005888378771328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828837058514705,0.0,0.08748475374737373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658028076289282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443808824214195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672601674820534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26720195296490745,0.0,0.10089775890509227,0.0,0.0,0.0927662002136292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795818910390978,0.0,0.10404841106283144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330995962639084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yyy3456g,2019/01/16,"Not sure if this is the right subreddit to post this, but back in September last year I tried to kill myself because of social anxiety around girls which left me in coma for two weeks in a half and hospitalized for in total of a month and a half. And I'm already feeling suicidal again. Pretty much the title. I tried to kill myself using antidepressants, because of my social anxiety around girls which led to me commiting many faults and the fact that I commited many wrongdoing when I was in middle and high school which led to people who hated me to make contact with people from my university which led to many girs to be turned off by me as well. And since I feel so sorry and don't want to be remembered as *that* guy and I don't think there is a way for myself or my life to get better I think that the only way for me is suicide...",6.464451019066408,5.725441822485209,7.024457593688362,78.14596975673902,65.68639053254438,10.351347797501646,29.428665351742268,9.725611199111238,2.4272479947403025,664,18,134,12,9,219,96,169,0.2,0.735,0.065,-0.9814,0,0,0,0,0,3,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,3,0,8,0,8,2,0,5,5,31,19,15,4,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,10,11,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,4,1,3,1,2,18,3,30,16,2,25,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,2,7,97,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396626837098216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363690660821464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253313948348571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973172296906742,0.0,0.15430023965216685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119324973229382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798560579238416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612264941536132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531481509587356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495231406670652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371814068024002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800409332982978,0.0,0.0,0.10316371764860773,0.0,0.0,0.1375083780115888,0.0,0.08939343988382427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448013152992287,0.3849375160784337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010194016048048,0.0,0.09303654628073202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625498039978704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548226169660172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120999599903785,0.12875755071562542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336840049754088,0.10808199470339223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280860055177793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046921720555869,0.0,0.0,0.2580250291006311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141674143280536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768733400305184,0.0,0.11928179467767387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162189745061172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718525742585404,0.1376615057153447,0.12363124052314554,0.0,0.0,0.109307656279288,0.0,0.0,0.07464867524287534,0.20091570371236292,0.10151921713960158,0.0,0.11379310903873845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150082704279417
socialanxiety,Possant,2019/01/16,"Today I went to the supermarket, bought everything I needed and talked a little to the cashier I had some little thoughts about people judging me, but that doesn't matter at all. I'm feeling fucking excited",8.893157894736841,8.637101473684211,8.588421052631581,67.32894736842107,60.57894736842106,10.757894736842106,40.05263157894737,10.125756701596842,4.322589473684212,168,8,26,3,2,54,32,38,0.031,0.8190000000000001,0.149,0.6344,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,4,1,4,5,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28419469042860057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598883892284844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923367399096744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6338633206607397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23447027221338385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922446658849654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541625673786361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25104030542687666,0.0,0.0,0.2997359408082005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931355437706437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,newtemps_,2019/01/16,"""Can tell you are not social person"" I am 17 and work in a gas station. I don't get paid, because its part of our college to work for about 5 weeks a year to gain experience.

​

The boss is cocky and yesterday when my teacher came in, my boss said she rated me low (they have to rate how I do my work), because I don't interact with customers that much.

​

I should say ""hi"" ""bye bye"" to everyone leaving & coming in, and I don't feel good doing that and i would not care less honestly. But then she says ""I can tell you are not social person"" and ""shy"".

​

The way she said it, like so confidently ""I CAN TELL you are not social person"". She said I don't talk much so that means I don't care about the job. 

​

Man.. Why does she have to say stuff like this. My anxiety has improved, but this is my first ever job and its stressful enough to work on a gas station",3.3674779319041623,4.267297366120221,4.279234972677596,89.45511979823458,72.60655737704919,7.160823875577973,25.55233291298865,7.321109707123232,0.9911205548549812,690,21,152,7,13,223,98,183,0.08800000000000001,0.855,0.057999999999999996,-0.5134,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,3,1,6,7,8,0,1,6,0,21,0,0,3,1,23,32,13,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,6,0,4,9,9,0,0,2,0,1,2,9,2,0,1,5,7,27,6,15,25,5,15,0,1,0,0,31,5,0,0,11,102,36,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371650451015176,0.39221307594139865,0.0,0.0,0.06173146135394075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983818575480946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229359340997743,0.1645478803405229,0.0,0.0,0.06951160541295005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061674655992899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337951589303859,0.0,0.0,0.07299325592003528,0.0,0.07710753963394221,0.0,0.0789352033961199,0.0,0.0,0.040801821389446255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863913381137428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04215981187164232,0.0,0.0,0.06768314537418922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015469086110032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544436356334946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884701110551537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790052183891507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864023365862802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738483155833478,0.0,0.0,0.2113793090888931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302782988620133,0.192515731115015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467751999029196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243586067997292,0.0,0.09237647970336624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648595919197535,0.21159298509594635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405194245441112,0.06472866912933603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281469471885539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349877117973229,0.0,0.0,0.05732341945723631,0.0,0.39221307594139865,0.05196494039316594
socialanxiety,utter_piece_of_shit,2019/01/16,"I desperately crave a deep connection with somebody No matter how hard I try to make it work, I never connect with somebody on a deep, emotional level. Ever since I was a little kid, I'd always been so distant and just... not all there.

I try to put in effort in all my connections but it's always null and void, I never stop feeling like I annoy them. I never feel comfortable with silence, I never stop feeling anxious around them.

I just so badly want someone to actually end this loneliness, you know?

It's the one thing I want most.",2.7048571428571435,4.956762390476193,4.575476190476191,80.96035714285716,77.47619047619048,6.866666666666667,25.73809523809524,7.908726449838941,1.780123809523809,421,16,76,7,10,143,69,105,0.248,0.637,0.115,-0.95,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,2,8,4,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,7,29,9,6,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,2,4,15,2,10,7,3,17,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,9,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.16649744319154747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28393379003741903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274848718952245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518851779186696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424579510948697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919210026483264,0.1511158958385358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433271750759947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588070320301131,0.1218887185889775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283919363490178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376656401970973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335477941001114,0.17100291597631162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388807864451245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5263609612765712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561439966387588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715170685906575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411360293669561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445631114662975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852866686854105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133502602392856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316752961669593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012684886447647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421110582566515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jaypp_,2019/01/16,"Thinking people are purposefully excluding me every time I'm alone So. I guess this falls under social anxiety? I only recently learnt in therapy that I also have that on top of GAD, so sorry if I'm not categorising this symptom under the right disorder lol.

My flatmate and I are a part of a bigger friend group and every time she's out of the house and I'm alone I think she and the rest of my friends are purposefully excluding me.

Yesterday for example I cried for two hours when I couldn't make it to class (where most of my friends are) due to having therapy at the same time and when I came home my flatmate wasn't there yet, and she didn't get back for several hours. I just thought she was out there having so much fun with other people and I felt so terribly alone and abandoned that I just cried and stared at her chat on messenger to see when she would be online to respond to my messages (I was convinced she was ignoring them and I sent one every hour) and she never responded.

She explained later that she literally just hadn't seen them but I still can't believe it. I think she was ignoring me on purpose. I think that everyone I know hates me and they don't want anything to do with me.

Anyone else relate? Can y'all offer suggestions on how to be more of a functional, independent human being instead of my mood depending 100% on what other people are doing? :(",3.9962637362637348,5.550344963369962,5.256556776556779,80.53010989010991,71.89377289377289,8.716483516483517,27.652014652014646,9.23628265651192,2.384680586080586,1097,40,210,24,21,365,146,273,0.121,0.828,0.051,-0.9414,0,3,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,3,1,19,11,1,0,7,1,25,1,0,4,1,45,45,23,0,4,6,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,12,17,0,3,8,1,0,3,8,5,0,2,12,4,43,5,31,28,6,36,0,1,3,0,29,16,0,4,17,161,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398898101829205,0.0,0.0874803431395635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368419818907769,0.0,0.0,0.0764890803766622,0.11208451918240828,0.0900198838550027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411531127301007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232467605198668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251147339315281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403228525484185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537213639507913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913825615559103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765011706529364,0.10452826625312124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503299501202236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535468049514776,0.0,0.057152543855265824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050707031052495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080014589956123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972859387774044,0.0,0.3231857771934462,0.12622310397712702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011870764183599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301967578209084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041533934991901,0.0,0.08436946867971598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741265115688565,0.08319716522593787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846033452729912,0.0,0.2275148775671936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801090929892852,0.0,0.0,0.09341974341420116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717086264597966,0.0,0.0,0.12358125810515265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115108583958536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245482839223587,0.0,0.0,0.08736019331823172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369965390234806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501974279467645,0.0,0.0,0.2803746250170537,0.0,0.08684463196168903,0.19136119030359455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685960042972037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452194101836438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770858310369103,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,neuroso,2019/01/16,College problems So Iast year I finished highschool and during that time I took college class while I’m high school I’ve done all my classes online since then and the last 2 classes I need to get my associates degree are only available in class but I can barely leave my house I’ve been a shut in since graduation ( that I didn’t go to) ,1.521470588235296,4.064806735294121,2.6485294117647062,91.21338235294121,84.58823529411767,4.576470588235295,23.20588235294117,5.985473137389443,0.47399411764705895,270,10,53,2,8,86,50,68,0.032,0.948,0.02,-0.1804,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,10,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,0,8,0,4,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,28,10,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27677427415894923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130408121410862,0.0,0.1537085354902458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857556250020837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120742933271465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22046083249625,0.0,0.2863778739099253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20054251263103795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569686314647528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587934995151821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737197539134049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44745427817619604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770728272022633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004907861820588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416724201611564
socialanxiety,reddit-account7,2019/01/16,"I have been skipping a discussion based class and now I have to go back Hi. I am in a class that is very discussion based and has about 20 people. I have skipped every class so far (3) but now I have to go or I get an F. I am really nervous about going because of the discussion and I am nervous that the professor will be mad that I haven't been to class. I would like to drop the class, but my advisor told me to take it and I do not know if it is required. I also do not know if they are even any other classes left available. Of couse I waited until the last minute and it is an early class so I cannot talk to an advisor before.",1.0097826086956516,2.4615132391304364,3.260217391304348,92.17119565217394,79.65217391304348,6.6289855072463775,21.644927536231886,7.492282038375204,0.6201188405797105,489,14,115,7,12,168,76,138,0.1,0.875,0.025,-0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,9,4,1,2,9,0,21,0,0,0,0,17,30,14,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,3,0,17,1,12,24,0,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,7,85,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923705627904995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792726972301415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118851260885012,0.0,0.15949609236453338,0.0,0.22264024545928446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281376109357094,0.0,0.2204468224091312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669848112114746,0.0,0.4460958909962749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28758600990419825,0.21327523373707105,0.0,0.0,0.284277574807066,0.0,0.0,0.1278263135030248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139139046700348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676162018650212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967241434580168,0.21029998256541968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25001258504282736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21588415969019265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858647850785437,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,daButtplugs,2019/01/16,"Does anyone else ever feel embarrassed after sharing something during class? It seems that most of the time after I contribute to a discuss during class, I feel embarrassed. I find myself asking why I ever said something. Does anyone else feel this way? ",6.01431818181818,8.904203613636367,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,69.68181818181819,7.127272727272729,26.90909090909091,8.07648339933343,2.3403363636363634,205,7,27,3,4,64,30,44,0.121,0.815,0.063,-0.3736,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,1,4,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,17,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786801331358168,0.40836847004043697,0.0,0.0,0.18629837108375732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487796810181911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329430069663018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605173808830693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022833876330294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821368157794884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955935981923705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814155395239144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30682844315040003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162008174417912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817789084127631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798177290419827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thehipsterhistorian,2019/01/16,"Help. I don’t consider myself shy, but I have social anxiety and it got incredibly bad after my divorce last year. I want a way to go out and have fun but not be petrified to go out Any ideas?",2.520162601626016,3.402512073170733,5.281463414634152,81.5389430894309,74.60975609756099,9.369105691056909,25.861788617886177,9.725611199111238,2.2476276422764228,149,5,33,4,3,54,33,41,0.177,0.589,0.23399999999999999,0.4187,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333007272297577,0.0,0.26244914410876696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28645079329810097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899514520573648,0.0,0.27438602190449285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995393270218745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38728653376345257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27964947255366857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497187041059017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235275670856864,0.2723145881689236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209271225842911
socialanxiety,BobWarren2045,2019/01/16,I've been doxxed and now someone claims to be sending a hitman after me. My address and street I live in is online on a server and someone is threatening to send a hitman to my place.  I'm scared.,1.3862195121951224,3.397926097560976,3.373353658536587,89.13368902439026,80.70731707317074,5.0756097560975615,22.445121951219512,5.985473137389443,0.4200195121951218,154,5,31,1,4,52,29,41,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683947193129707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4358845833377121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176893868475339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7069834063864284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blackbike456,2019/01/16,"I think my 5 yo has social anxiety disorder First time posting to reddit but I’m at my wits end.  Ever since my five y/o was 18 months he has had severe distress around social situations (playgroups, birthday parties, play dates ). Preschool was a nightmare with crying almost everyday at the door. I have spoken to a counsellor about this and they thought it would go away on its own. I eventually stopped putting him in scheduled activities  because I couldn’t handle the stress of having a crying/screaming child in public. Now he’s in kindergarten and seems to be thriving. No issues getting him into the school. I registered him for an after school activity and when I talked to him about it he agreed to go try it out.  

Today when I picked him up from school and let him know we would be going to the activity (he would know about half the kids in the class) ,  he had a level 10 freak out on the street in front of about 20 people.  

We pulled up and I told him I would go in with him and hold his hand and sit with him. He agreed to this but was still very apprehensive.  The second I opened the door he let out scream so loud my ear is still ringing. You would have thought I was throwing him into a vat of boiling oil.   Needless to say we had to leave  and I have cancelled yet another activity. 

I have tried every bribe/threat of taking away toys etc. that I can think of and he still refuses to give anything a chance.     

Aside from this, he is normal with no other serious issues.  I am introverted so I empathize with him but I have a fear he is missing out on so many things.  Just wondering if there is anything I can do to help him (and me)? He seems so young for this type of thing and it did start around 18 months. ",3.7390283400809694,5.159808777777776,4.410760233918128,86.86805668016197,72.33333333333334,7.249842555105713,25.72694556905084,7.748469712250963,1.2588260008996848,1350,43,278,17,26,431,182,342,0.131,0.807,0.062,-0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,3,1,1,1,20,9,0,4,17,0,34,3,2,1,1,55,54,21,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,5,0,5,2,2,13,28,1,3,9,2,0,8,3,8,0,4,11,7,41,1,54,33,2,57,0,1,0,0,40,26,0,5,21,196,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035372195280344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508717651614448,0.07666639745566296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494153840004233,0.17843030627008793,0.0,0.0,0.18831597865313296,0.0,0.0,0.06109188433076952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008462606958752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485836330789202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876328798583283,0.0,0.11176941821743502,0.0,0.09065280243185282,0.08443787917339009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277296776215565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852452703755623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052359701564087,0.0961381143776384,0.2278245037785525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717392682268518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092028410326877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101542426008778,0.0,0.0,0.10611625569229684,0.0,0.20495912733245225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160519197226517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998589793292325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819223588634324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947845355157925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598101820190233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074664130678447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969727393679614,0.0,0.3042775092685059,0.0,0.18246917274552654,0.0,0.11321766901026607,0.0,0.08290125899965989,0.1126490866279838,0.0,0.20431899869752188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093472532781914,0.0,0.2401023651181949,0.08378662810595071,0.11479923330204295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753513671654023,0.08055132899610995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316060149806,0.12843113098528458,0.0,0.1591235911903526,0.0584378468531429,0.0,0.09499482409630933,0.0957624710438954,0.0,0.13608271266739147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826902397238377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868200672789584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559595029209213,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,millagilmores,2019/01/16,"Advice for Thriving Outside Comfort Zone Hi everyone this is my first post here. I've had anxiety for probably most of my life and my social anxiety started getting bad about 10 years ago. I am pretty friendly, I have a few close friends and a decent number of casual friends but I often find myself feeling like everyone else has someone to talk to and I'm alone. I joined a service sorority last year and a have a couple of friends in it but I still feel kinda like a loner so as a way to step outside my comfort zone I ran for and was elected to a position on our executive board. However, even though I'm on the board and have put myself out there I'm still having trouble speaking up and getting comfortable with others. I'm really trying and I want to be friendly and not feel so alone but it's just so hard. If anyone has any advice I would really appreciate it. Thank you!!",3.1963825757575783,5.096732085227277,4.9428181818181836,80.52339393939396,74.73863636363636,7.875151515151515,28.77878787878788,8.648137234880735,2.421472424242424,701,30,130,14,15,238,108,176,0.094,0.664,0.242,0.9813,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,1,12,14,0,0,9,0,12,1,0,0,0,27,25,18,0,3,6,0,4,2,5,1,1,1,0,0,5,12,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,3,5,16,12,19,20,2,19,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,4,10,89,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547869987900297,0.11556282051124753,0.0,0.0,0.2700425873551991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865429200170273,0.0,0.19946138474314912,0.0,0.0,0.09115590649018336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885132067402348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424903140918074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108905221438191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861064279902243,0.0,0.0,0.24914324547318614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977530002340224,0.0931344855917446,0.0,0.0,0.11915342770073445,0.11089043072453557,0.0,0.0,0.503607589676585,0.0,0.1362231554541291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678356981866628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626681833477301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920823391496207,0.1273818379885202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485591755293005,0.13263049803743038,0.14055809018225518,0.0,0.0,0.13105522921494894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703336961771947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328931310262418,0.1104598618954814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227470580213523,0.0,0.208223123454124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478436549569664,0.0,0.12002477230967265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808529343732614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851089658914528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689406112705321,0.1034795617764018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260924958180043,0.0,0.0,0.16790464281232206
socialanxiety,life180degrees,2019/01/16,"Do I have social anxiety? I cannot hold a job because I bail. I bail either on the interview, the first week, or after a month. If it's after a month it's because I probably have come up with some excuse as to why it's bad. I've bailed on telephone interviews, job interviews, walked out on first jobs. Not only does this burn bridges, it's terrible to the psyche. I've been excited about jobs and have told my family about them only to bail the morning of. It's horrible, ridiculous, and I'm so not in a position to be doing this. I need money, severely. 

In the past, I'd get full-blown anxiety attacks. When I speak to people, I feel insecure. It doesn't matter how much school I've been through or the amount of knowledge I have, I always feel others have their lives' together and are smarter than I am, and it makes me look for faults in myself. I compare myself to them in many ways, their clothes, style of talking, etc.

When I talk to somebody, I have no problem seeming to be an extrovert, although I'm usually dying inside and waiting to end the conversation. Because of how good I ""put on,"" nobody would ever guess my real feelings. I'm so introverted it's crazy. I'd much rather stay at home.

This, paired with the fact that I hate the idea of a 9-5. I cannot fathom how society has accepted this as a norm. It literally depresses me. I have a family to support, yet, I'm here dealing with these issues.

I'm worried and am posting this because tomorrow is my first day of a new job and I'm already stressing. I do not have adequate experience for this job, and it's full-time. I got it despite a horrible background check (I have deferred adjudication for a violent felony on my record). I should literally be taking this opportunity and running with it but my mind is racing to think of every possible reason why I should bail tomorrow.

Please help me figure out what to do. This is getting ridiculous.",3.3737739382075063,5.112362817941957,5.087827049110565,80.36089879989787,73.85488126649076,8.373172184866798,29.11234998723296,9.023248300946321,2.5506851817175944,1504,64,289,33,31,511,194,379,0.126,0.821,0.053,-0.9496,6,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,4,4,13,17,5,2,20,0,31,0,0,5,2,53,55,23,1,7,9,0,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,24,16,0,2,10,0,2,4,7,12,0,3,4,5,37,5,47,45,6,39,0,1,1,0,17,13,0,6,19,196,61,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100680926396266,0.0,0.07591545843686998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959020852218731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379384462959598,0.0,0.0,0.07617804604319185,0.22246588220549185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859152595361557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883951541742355,0.094060059155748,0.07858122367918885,0.0,0.09468831133393274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984102563959207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080780035492685,0.0,0.10175198596228603,0.0,0.08252796540949428,0.07687006010554469,0.0,0.0,0.08924607696090328,0.17201790355295385,0.0,0.13839461996166386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328152644866978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533383466618764,0.0,0.0,0.0765242241881373,0.07296956929177154,0.0,0.1005064721719446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007642128466777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115340464416304,0.0,0.09151690302171857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299406422043954,0.0,0.09522642634954613,0.5432244645463986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056284480828195,0.0,0.07661505743498599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609005761494822,0.0924987374197908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212210602000699,0.0,0.14564702134322435,0.0,0.13413755799960264,0.06765015765447091,0.0,0.08811606248425667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877780863842126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709485344702395,0.06325138614131967,0.0,0.0,0.10014946342924233,0.0,0.1028546074153008,0.08737863516231882,0.0,0.09836757697880824,0.08730029763995631,0.0,0.09171713511161778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384626533564464,0.0,0.09380555332770496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092335456768975,0.0,0.0830576064538222,0.0,0.10307043600606576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930033645109175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724517749014902,0.0,0.0,0.10451025120938257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353325567198174,0.0,0.0,0.0685979347153573,0.14666369080155273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058460189046133385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717967548525975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048329647112958,0.0,0.0,0.07241869710647651,0.07318382088285758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465215947193165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265433976235918,0.0,0.06481126397900848,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,friends_aint_friends,2019/01/16,"Jealous/worried/scared? So I have a date with a girl that i've really liked for around a year, however, im getting really anxious as one of my friends is basically in a fwb relationship with her and they are basically best friends. I don't know if im a bad person but im just getting really anxious as they are still hanging out (and probably fucking) everyday and this just worries me for some reason. ",2.4688750000000006,4.833370137500001,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,78.875,8.5,31.25,9.188382445141503,3.2775,321,17,60,9,8,112,55,80,0.134,0.726,0.14,-0.138,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,5,6,1,0,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,14,9,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,4,10,9,2,8,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,2,5,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907025756268842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539361763032232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438164787401725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814697147293772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671963674087762,0.15986249627015647,0.1806879653942428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5603524228666578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503275124064148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448036994002521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717561156217395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098777560170146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864378728422882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323324835108505,0.17779138574267056,0.0,0.1856522289726364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380947769104826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560946955745751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135532791347458
socialanxiety,MrHyBridOmNi,2019/01/16,"I just got back from my 2nd therapy session Hey I've never posted on here before but the thought of there being a subreddit where i could feel connected with other people that are like me got me excited so I searched it.  I just got home from my 2nd therapy session and I'm feeling very open about my mental struggle.  I experience strong feelings of anxiety at virtually all times of the day and the only way I can escape it is when I distract myself.  Because of this, I get sad very often and distance myself from others and hide in my room which then makes me wallow in my anxious thoughts, creating a vicious cycle that I've struggled to escape.  My goal with therapy is crack away at this terrible feeling so maybe one day I can be who i want to me.  If anyone out there is reading this that feels similar, I want you to know to just keep going and to crack away at the terrible grip that is anxiety one day at a time.  One day, we will all be where we want to be.  Just believe it :)",4.620990675990676,5.27116511616162,5.844949494949492,80.28486013986014,69.55555555555556,8.92059052059052,30.88733488733489,9.057496981413335,2.5601199689199685,775,31,152,14,13,260,110,198,0.156,0.7120000000000001,0.132,-0.8491,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,0,2,15,10,1,3,7,0,13,0,0,1,3,35,32,11,0,5,6,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,14,11,0,1,8,1,0,1,1,7,0,3,5,6,26,3,26,21,2,27,0,1,0,0,5,14,0,2,11,114,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208350601564527,0.13444658155634642,0.0,0.08321403698836498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362622198179927,0.09151076976074812,0.0,0.07254693618858128,0.0,0.10126810908589017,0.13408267478302105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501920486389696,0.0,0.0,0.3070044918734596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641388578197065,0.0,0.0,0.3008732714028103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621774229070523,0.0,0.06763570120185901,0.0,0.28554771462323914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937598444979533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578089245000988,0.0,0.0,0.06540437323556622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814190975745575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943960067878225,0.0,0.11956079083914654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199333360196429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917872728084818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419312499954439,0.0905118998731047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082506031553999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397796743521656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904145886268737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488286223910009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082923586157064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896010726534734,0.13879050525595862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19639019520772336,0.2105842230037374,0.09446400581983806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alfredo_peppers,2019/03/17,I agreed to tutor someone and now I regret my decision I was asked to tutor this girl that is homeschooled and I said yes because I didn’t want to sound like a bitch.   I am supposed to tutor her in math but I don’t know specifically what. I’m scared because I don’t remember a thing except what we are doing now. I’m going to tutor her tomorrow and I wish I didn’t agree because  I’m low key freaking out because what if I don’t know what she is learning or what if I tell her something wrong or what if she doesn’t like me.  Halp ,0.4814927536231899,2.483807808695655,2.717934782608697,92.64530797101452,83.95652173913044,5.224637681159421,21.757246376811594,6.42735559955562,0.33489855072463826,418,14,93,4,12,142,63,115,0.16399999999999998,0.693,0.14300000000000002,-0.6486,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,1,2,1,12,0,0,0,0,20,22,9,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,4,2,20,2,8,18,0,7,0,2,0,0,10,3,1,5,5,62,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211038179806523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5766943197101747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441341130980128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25995812167111204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23109252337732686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679183855425209,0.0,0.2249740453777684,0.0,0.23678658557328136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20039315353291026,0.18207604245533784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067191310072921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571259491631932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949902826949762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719734680118209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585852641152748,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LucasLeArtist,2019/03/17,"Proposal to limit the memes on this sub Don't get me wrong, I like memes. I've posted a few here myself. But that's pretty much all there is here anymore. Or at least, the only things that make it to the front page. A lot of them don't even have anything to do with SA. I miss what this sub used to be- a real supportive community that had serious discussions, and only the occasional meme here and there. 

Mods: I know there's a stickied post about this, but it doesn't seem to have done anything. I propose limiting the memes on this sub to one day a week. We can have meme fridays or something. 

Who's with me?",2.1653679653679667,3.922280904761905,3.48679653679654,90.46577922077923,77.25396825396825,6.8040404040404034,22.56565656565657,7.686295010490155,0.8313111111111109,478,14,105,7,11,156,78,126,0.022000000000000002,0.915,0.064,0.5827,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,2,8,5,0,0,10,0,12,0,0,2,1,18,19,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,9,2,13,16,6,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,4,3,75,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085116718948312,0.0,0.0,0.3460359494763666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559396554169945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151589203439361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886825380953194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098470356271601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554799444999901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271761250230224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787471751973847,0.0,0.0,0.1403436205294996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455806602258262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247095593577935,0.3198094557539207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027230870691961,0.21390000832966305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23931072211695906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914038575535356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186085210851153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858940037853504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968087001974228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158864050058585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865000360049892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22987555434521065,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SleepyWaves,2019/03/17,"People are judgemental The worse thing is repeatedly telling yourself that it’s all in your head and that people are never as judgemental as your dumb ass keeps assuming. Then every now and then I’ll hear someone talking shit or judging someone and then I realise yeah it’s not really in my head at all, people are actually just like this. ",3.4533035714285703,6.319944687500001,4.3850892857142885,79.90812500000001,78.6875,7.4071428571428575,27.892857142857146,8.418075326091056,2.4982169642857146,276,12,47,6,7,89,45,64,0.187,0.748,0.065,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,4,4,4,0,3,11,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,5,6,2,9,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,2,7,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.21648094991004851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869072733036252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553376044729946,0.0,0.2500264658361971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717895326314525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837837194570107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109440047320668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613816133400954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211448779224253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277125328848315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37592360690095056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830420909471173,0.19389535014959755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737867164075155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607089504299674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,disturbed_x,2019/03/17,"Ajhhhg thw wooda Is ky anything noeamal...dioes the einf blow. The right way??;is IR normal amymors, fading tgroifh sligt claroroty to toyeal unawareness....the tewss go by innmynmind...685369932290311.....don't push me yop...The spiders,,,,: I wajtz the maggots to cpknr soon  ...the visions & emotions are toon strong to handlww....theymwwrew to much!!! ",4.24039393939394,6.929231690909091,2.717500000000001,83.74291666666667,104.8181818181818,4.742424242424242,31.85606060606061,6.42735559955562,2.576606060606061,273,15,38,4,12,77,47,55,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.7533,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317038868809058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32787785171561323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481854676846374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264396512596982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29289538690699163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390381460848054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402611008453313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316258960199119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lynxy333,2019/03/17,"Involuntary shaking head when nervous When I get nervous, my palms sweat, I get nauseous and a lot of other things. My hands starts shaking - but so does my head! I try calming down and focus on breathing, but head keeps shaking, and others have pointed it out too (which makes it worse!) 
How can I stop that from happening? ",5.930499999999999,7.020082383333335,5.403333333333336,83.04000000000002,66.83333333333334,7.333333333333332,33.33333333333333,7.1686216300943375,2.1488333333333336,253,11,46,2,4,77,44,60,0.179,0.765,0.057,-0.5696,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,5,1,0,2,7,7,2,0,11,8,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,1,5,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562646557837985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24552740042358434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778585781618555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7234502976974009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885480873469808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997656514292933,0.0,0.0,0.15684630958817655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212544559702954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663151067446703,0.0,0.0,0.1964479587792549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610562774427847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953125058838752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394575727444651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JasjotSingh,2019/03/17,"Getting closer This is something I need help with real bad. Getting closer. We all know how important that first ""small talk"" is, and there have been times where I fucked up, and other times where I could make a good first small talk, I could break the ice. What my issue is, how to start getting close so it can progess upto a good friendship?",6.016818181818183,6.370874772727272,5.1480303030303025,87.54204545454546,66.42424242424242,7.206060606060608,27.10606060606061,5.985473137389443,0.9266787878787884,269,7,53,1,4,80,48,66,0.107,0.715,0.17800000000000002,0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,6,4,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,3,1,14,16,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,6,2,3,13,1,14,0,0,0,1,4,8,1,0,5,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034056721604388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448969380930884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674377683589564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996769927372527,0.3385337123670689,0.0,0.0,0.3623201883658645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477188971830082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543486783708036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870109889445768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441733546218077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015201803344778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24584109683358926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627775414646134,0.0,0.0,0.15287708666287092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472051931360127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25188813339228794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,post-bacc,2019/03/17,"How the body impacts our ability to speak in public Hi everyone,

​

I'm a grad student in biomedical sciences and am really interested in the link between how our nervous system impacts our public speaking abilities.  If this interests you too, let me know, and I can post a link to an article I wrote about this.  It is a bit on the science-y side, though it helps explain why we get nervous, why our hearts races, our mouths gets dry, etc.

​

Let me know if you want to learn more about this.",7.789793814432992,7.0421207628866025,7.790432989690722,73.76255670103095,63.02061855670103,11.058969072164947,38.98762886597938,10.355215969177356,4.010432577319588,402,19,74,8,5,130,66,97,0.042,0.825,0.133,0.7902,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,6,2,0,0,6,4,0,2,7,0,5,3,3,2,0,15,13,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,12,2,10,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,2,0,49,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646049389040614,0.4088925515470359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368911625333628,0.186891577751546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764699706374866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077331715043378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758108957235738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199381068161841,0.11277669554238234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849353174378608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441009658824702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114023073530226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778742509054066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530809386379194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992402041892408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30364501481495504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088925515470359,0.0
socialanxiety,Little80sbunny,2019/03/17,"My negative experience on Reddit.  

A few of these 'responses' are exaggerations of responses I've seen other people get. Some are responses I've actually gotten.

My mom has a brain tumor. I’m so scared.

Response: I bet your mom was a bitch.

I’m standing on a bridge about to jump off.

Response: Jump already scardy cat.

Why do some men violently rape women and punch them in the face.

Response: feminist libtard.

My husband helped save my life.

Response: slides into private message. I’m 6 foot. I’m single ready to mingle. I got a big package. Wanna see my cumshot?

I’ve got cancer and I’m scared to die.

Response: Well we all gotta kick the bucket sometime. Just put a pillow over your face.

I feel so sad and alone

Response: I read your whole post history. Maybe if you weren’t such an uptight prude and annoying whiny bitch then you wouldn’t be sad and alone.

I’m having a rough day. I’m not feeling well.

Response: Maybe if you weren’t such a lazy couch potato and spent all day on Reddit you wouldn’t be complaining so much.

Basically if you're depressed, you will feel a hell of a lot worse after you post to Reddit.

Are you dying from a disability? Have Cancer? Have a brain tumor? You will get insulted and bullied.

Want dick though? You'll get plenty of offers.",0.9873879928315432,3.5896357943548374,2.655537634408603,88.29358422939072,92.26612903225808,5.1749103942652335,21.001792114695338,6.816661863887847,0.7592012544802875,999,35,191,15,36,327,141,248,0.325,0.643,0.032,-0.9978,2,2,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,12,1,0,10,17,7,3,15,0,18,11,6,0,2,30,39,15,2,7,5,3,4,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,2,9,0,2,3,1,2,4,6,14,2,0,8,6,23,3,19,23,9,19,1,3,2,3,24,8,4,7,4,107,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.12858334895129336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729370012753254,0.14540563320699915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941859854828175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995467370234218,0.0,0.11348875101011245,0.0,0.27350193049718685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889116932303074,0.0,0.0,0.19987258826726548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065248666037675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076854986319524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831910713704112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306931089671733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202164386343738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647507216674413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086424699467886,0.0,0.0,0.0968622223488806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134905867771292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523883366852202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245992646459478,0.0,0.0,0.131800366663025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638389210200606,0.0,0.10499941364690783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303186666744031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945815784334228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777182394282648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369445958628286,0.0,0.11889715541892325,0.14711059230129134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427949571139394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadkid2019,2019/03/17,"17 year old student in need of help. I am member of Spanish Honors Society (Despite failing Spanish lvl 3 this year lmao but I digress), this club requires 10 service hours through volunteering at study hall before May 12. I am starting my 1st tomorow and must grind. Apparantly when volunteering you must either tutor lvl 1 kids or assisr teacher but I'm very clumsy and bad at directions and panic easily. My stress levels increased by 100%",4.529499999999999,7.40580495,5.420000000000004,74.01500000000001,74.5,7.0,32.5,8.07648339933343,3.000125,356,18,53,6,8,116,64,80,0.16699999999999998,0.7020000000000001,0.132,-0.7388,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,1,5,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,12,8,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,5,2,12,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,6,28,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26376604609878423,0.0,0.0,0.2688104265411052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117433117058992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111010999820701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342382816220045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314873549604552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370644437552064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223597969722806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618661434642188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26065329262494635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068627140396626
socialanxiety,FewLifetimes_ago_21,2019/03/17,"What one small step would you recommend to a person who feels he has no friends? Hi,

I am a 20 year old undergrad student who would appreciate your advice on these 2 problems.  
1. I don't have friends.  I mean, sure, I have acquaintances with whom I talk, but I can't feel them as friends. I heard talking with people can fix this. I talk to people, but only for any necessary information. I can not get close with anybody, and nobody gets close with me. This has been happening all my life.  
2. I am always uptight and nervous in social situations, can not loosen up in front of people. It's like I am always on guard or something. I thought maybe this will get fixed in time, but it never did. Instead, I am getting more withdrawn from people as I am getting older and I do not know what to do.  
I am sure there are solutions to this, but I tried everything I can think of ever since I was in grade 6. I forced myself to talk to people, joined clubs, even tried to blend in with others' choices. But nothing helped much, and I only got less optimistic. So I need your advice, what is the one small step that can help me get better? And what is wrong with me?

Thanks for reading such a long text.",2.5225490196078444,4.416210470588236,3.5552100840336145,89.75939775910366,76.64705882352942,6.382072829131652,23.51820728291317,7.2636822038024595,0.8429165266106442,924,29,193,11,21,297,138,238,0.07200000000000001,0.78,0.14800000000000002,0.9469,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,1,1,6,12,0,2,4,0,28,1,0,0,5,40,45,14,0,4,9,0,2,1,3,3,1,1,0,1,16,13,0,2,7,2,0,3,7,4,0,2,6,3,31,8,28,36,4,22,0,0,0,0,22,12,0,1,8,135,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705074281151834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184819632228515,0.0,0.0,0.07552379055360113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822248114194576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335328821674574,0.10045904042214474,0.0,0.0,0.0998124859286253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230932974821407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574112539743104,0.0,0.34814182693616325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882386563991616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820892770260456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888074166415813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103501057472021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844411295380993,0.054257718579451164,0.0,0.0,0.09828354082150599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115734892360527,0.12097558829567713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164099462737769,0.08234869100011905,0.0856553910594464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656391131154362,0.0,0.11653752569845086,0.0,0.15051263059167472,0.1689304397427924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38497093231360063,0.09697225809203168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626827022769056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108885141893284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918689848022529,0.1248347413813869,0.0,0.1132104579149466,0.0,0.08549848802742514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934320431541534,0.0,0.0,0.3570594178491431,0.0,0.1022480193625062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116199297209506,0.0,0.08816827969287162,0.06475927783496982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080326659383092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778596638294135,0.12142536057950355,0.0,0.07151822427554587
socialanxiety,jjohn321,2019/03/17,Friend crush? I am a girl and there is another girl in one of my Spanish classes this semester of college. She is super cool funny and kind. I think we could be great friends (I don’t really have any friends at the moment) would it be weird and out of the blue if I asked her to hangout over coffee? ,1.4371505376344125,3.4327702419354864,2.90451612903226,92.64344086021508,80.45161290322581,6.068817204301076,23.23655913978495,7.1686216300943375,0.7727333333333335,233,8,51,3,6,76,50,62,0.043,0.613,0.344,0.9752,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,11,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,8,7,8,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,1,36,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211017720920448,0.29622663699199353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26410003874518473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22555383791689002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6547780673369601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114580415151738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29418102787579503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142979929396192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097719530879747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101505472936688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006804064041188,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SomeRAndomGyu,2019/03/17,"Does anybody else feel somewhat confident some days and just not at all on others? I have this problem sometimes, and it mostly occurs when I go out with my friends, where some nights I feel like myself and I can talk to and get to know people, but other nights I have a really hard time making conversation and connecting with people. Does anyone else have this problem?",10.343478260869565,8.221716391304351,9.113333333333337,70.69000000000003,59.0,11.518840579710146,36.04347826086956,9.725611199111238,3.3671217391304338,297,9,51,4,3,92,49,69,0.121,0.7979999999999999,0.081,-0.5988,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,22,10,7,0,2,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,7,2,7,10,5,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,4,6,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433086017640381,0.20999959267815127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217837416004732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587132519853113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424255346698972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726180050097767,0.14641917808807278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834695148817587,0.0,0.10708000549651037,0.0,0.11648008099792027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835985263503282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263735803315025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013017145649218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680838606065449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38467088885239625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28417859406956586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922265954733084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129878013131802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270474601829505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473426115879106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951032521794865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,somnums,2019/03/17,"Dude asked my for my number and hasn't texted me. Next to my house there's a little restaurant where every night after work I pass and two nice bouncers wave at me and wish me a good night. It was wholesome af. Or at least that's what used to happen, today one of them, a very cute and sweet guy, asked me my number to go out and drink a coffee.

I inmediately cringed because I don't really feel like hanging out or making friends, I'd rather stay at home and talk with my old friends. Socializing is too stressing and tiring... So I made up a very shitty and fake excuse about not having time after work that came out worse of what I thought but then I thought ""holly shit this guy had the balls to ask me, a stranger, my number"" so I gave it to him and then, got even more anxious and in an attempt to not give him fake expectatives... I told him I just wanted a friendship. He said he was fine with it but, Jesus, it was so cringe. Dude only said I was pretty, not that he wanted to have a formal date. 

I fucked up and he hasn't texted me. I feel awful, he was so polite and cute and I would have loved to be his friend, but I fucked up and tomorrow night I'll have to pass in front of that restaurant again, and I'm afraid that they won't tell me to have a good night because it'll be too awkward :c I kind of liked it so it hurts.

I hate having to socialize I wish strangers just ignored me so my life would be less stressful and far easier, but I also know that when I don't socialize I get too depressed.

I hate all this so much :c ",3.247247474747476,3.804079891975309,4.13882154882155,91.62015151515152,72.6111111111111,6.878563411896746,23.369248035914698,6.574015621080383,0.4105790123456794,1191,28,275,8,22,384,162,324,0.201,0.644,0.155,-0.9788,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,3,20,28,5,4,11,1,24,7,1,3,1,51,55,33,0,8,12,0,2,2,3,4,2,2,1,2,17,22,1,1,5,2,0,6,8,14,0,2,15,5,42,14,32,33,5,37,1,2,0,3,31,14,3,2,18,178,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548208333871545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663162132908596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26472023434925995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507614903550514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795477514822124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129628253869367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246434756676064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062342411754948125,0.0,0.07952599657418866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545086047672244,0.06743083629023616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187719020612424,0.17452044834514555,0.0493138563873755,0.09054561092119943,0.05364289962152178,0.1583364233687984,0.07549073995193707,0.0,0.0,0.18691800311960188,0.08346703409882023,0.0,0.0,0.18637730114075876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467890237359892,0.0,0.0,0.10891112805162216,0.10104435147929718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829062124892317,0.05187319959636336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666906567389103,0.09222645950293044,0.09460161502915683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518889334548195,0.08931224784686924,0.06300475118114934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938607152966819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038275381215347,0.3543071347692329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904437263300622,0.0,0.06395978025511663,0.0717863594694681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602657214920178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046739685164114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956928577360365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688796904484988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886501677243941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060509438030396,0.0,0.0,0.21624236713834588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586553305817467,0.08249930930563168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986712470467314,0.05503842652304052,0.108485169600401,0.08946882761154792,0.090191819343713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220340222385452,0.0,0.0,0.08152096311109312,0.0,0.1557600400524777,0.11134502573575898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21708318094314194,0.0,0.0,0.13743123792454148,0.0,0.09618947891614456,0.1341011142722312,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,204816,2019/03/17,Feeling anxious about getting a job It’s not just that it’s looking for volunteering hours too. Basically I haven’t been doing anything for a long while and I had this delusional thought that I wasn’t socially anxious anymore but now that I’m trying to look for a job and places to volunteer I feel anxious like what the fuck. I mean I’m forcing myself anyway cause I need money and those hours but still I’m just anxious about what to do and say like especially and mainly the first time I go. I mean I just don’t want to feel like a fool in public I just want to look like I know what I’m doing. I know I’m determined to get rid of this problem but I could use some motivation or tips that’d be pretty helpful I’m also 16 don’t know if that matters,1.6732075471698131,3.633040345911951,3.535194968553462,88.59675471698117,79.50314465408805,6.252578616352202,24.436477987421387,7.3011,1.033043270440252,601,22,128,8,15,202,86,159,0.127,0.674,0.19899999999999998,0.8662,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,11,7,1,0,6,0,12,1,0,3,0,34,38,12,0,6,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,0,10,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,4,7,14,4,13,31,2,11,0,0,3,1,4,2,1,3,12,81,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816273871288822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.554688027678746,0.12173453003616196,0.0,0.0,0.10101238770549324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609755956831406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800549543066787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619752123530167,0.08769227439374272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441067040797876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134799439364028,0.12826310523933174,0.0,0.06976137523549633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227640903235041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417670824766441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436198960165065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023797613797806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987684086502836,0.0,0.0,0.10862945355308744,0.3092360191670667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26742040304976705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101720623192652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824711193629995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248803808060979,0.0,0.1174547032837453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761533707111934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512766712515974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980279171621888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974493996013692,0.07157622634375034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333885972758852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601616499624048,0.0,0.0,0.14480168252951572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawey4me,2019/03/17,"I get sick with nervousness over posting selfies on Instagram Why post then?

Here’s my deal. I don’t have a Facebook. I have a very, very small circle of friends. Instagram has become my go-to social media. 

I am very shy and have a hard time expressing myself to new people or acquaintances, because I am always afraid that we aren’t going to have anything in common. 

Instagram has become my place to share my hobbies, interests, passions, and express myself. I’ve become closer with several people who’ve noticed my posts about art, concerts, whatevah on Instagram. 

I love my feed. It’s a neat little collection of all my best moments and happiest memories.   


Selfies make me so nervous though. I work in the medical field, so I’m pretty dressed down at work. But I have quite an interesting style and look outside of work. I want to share that, because that’s how I feel most like myself. but unlike my drawings, music, etc, sharing a selfie feels so narcissistic, so attention hungry. 

I feel sick knowing I’m posting something with the expectation of getting attention for nothing other than my face or body. Music or art feels a lot more humble than just “look at me”

I have a very nice photo of me in a bikini top and shorts. I’m in my best shape ever, the colors are really pretty, the light is casting a nice rainbow over the scene. I want to post it, but it’s been in my drafts for weeks because sharing a bikini photo just feels so gross and so memememe to me. And I hate the idea of it sitting at the top of everyone’s feed for several hours.


What are your thoughts on this? Any tips to get over it? Or should I just not post selfies at all?",3.6450196759259237,5.608038471875003,4.740972222222221,82.18162037037038,73.65625,7.49074074074074,28.41435185185185,8.285830014693849,2.142817129629629,1301,53,239,22,27,426,163,320,0.07,0.754,0.17600000000000002,0.9841,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,1,0,8,14,20,1,3,18,0,17,9,2,2,3,43,38,23,0,4,11,0,6,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,11,11,2,0,10,3,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,11,35,15,39,35,8,40,0,0,3,2,12,24,0,6,9,157,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579597092372686,0.0,0.0,0.06194578967425514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496108272574903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665867981933239,0.3018123882313093,0.0,0.0,0.1911911952908592,0.0,0.0,0.1011828499142361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093912012858116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159183291822428,0.0,0.08239807010813427,0.0,0.08704245860170473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302946551028121,0.06507625435410783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037757366076566,0.0,0.14277567525488954,0.0,0.10353954280016836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160067933605343,0.08993464505366354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970742441379365,0.0,0.0,0.10283195620112966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006186660009053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450302611522385,0.0912982709490468,0.0,0.0,0.15298893756904489,0.0,0.0,0.0774432934337664,0.08221422714726548,0.0,0.060804721384946525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176576365748466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797737176973029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740538032563172,0.10370902321195244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263036626154254,0.0,0.0951719149063593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234466307511471,0.1853469414805224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688772052210877,0.0,0.0,0.058355967597838565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581641556200855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092856981403074,0.0,0.07012719194827492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949758064145913,0.07231699666768253,0.05311656863110685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30064227413797545,0.1074570272961916,0.0,0.07306863284422015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219650219356511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894852312559205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bebz0,2019/03/17,"I feel like they judge/hate me because I like to deal with my grief alone rather than go to a group meet up. Never posted in a sub before, might delete cause, yknow, anxiety, and I can't really deal with blunt criticism. Sorry if this is long, but I needed to add some details so I didn't come across as vague. 

So here goes:
A dear friend of mine passed away a few years ago, she died very young and her funeral was huge, everyone from my school year group attended. My old friend group gathers once a year on the anniversary of her death to celebrate her life and have drink, play pool etc.

I have never felt like I fitted in with this friend group, always felt like I was on the outer circle, always forgotten when plans were made, just there because my friend was friends with this group. I technically haven't spoken to them since a couple years ago (apart from one who is like a brother to me), and to be fair thats because we're growing up and have lives to be getting on with. I don't go to these meet ups because I am too scared and anxious to even think about talking to them, and I've always delt with grief and stress on my own. But also feel extremely bad for not going. I have this overwhelming sense that they hate me for not going. Its not that they're bad people or anything like that, its that I feel I never really was friends with them... Just a hangabout... 

First, there was this drama about her sister and others being angry that people didn't book the day off to go to these meet ups. (We're adults now and have jobs and other commitments) And I find that the group's attitude towards my friends passing to be very... Selfish. Like everyone was trying to claim that THEY were the best(est) friend (I know I wasn't but that's beside the point). Plus I get the vibe that nobody wants to move on. And that's unhealthy. I like to move on so I'm not perpetually sad and grieving. 

So the first year, I went to the meet up, was very anxious and left early because eventually I was sat on my own with nobody to talk to, despite me trying to make conversation. The second year, everyone said to meet at 6pm at this pub. So I showed up around then. Waited an hour. Nobody showed. So I toasted to my dear friend, drank my beer (diluted with tears) and left. A few hours later I got a snarky Facebook message from someone in this friend group asking why I wasn't at the meet up. I tried to explain what happened, and that I was in fact at the pub but nobody showed up. They didn't believe me. Made me feel like I didn't care about my friend and her grieving sister, probably bad mouthed me to the group because I know what they were like. 

So now I don't go at all. Not because I don't like them, but because I feel I'll get questioned on why I don't go, or don't keep in contact with anyone from school (apart from the previous friend I mentioned). But to be fair, they've never messaged me in the past anyway, not even in school. I think its all caused by my anxiety, and I feel so awful because they think I don't care, or are better than them, which I really am not. I care a great deal about my friend that passed and her family. I go to her resting place on the anniversary of her death and on her birthday. But I like to go alone. I always have done things like that. And every year my anxiety kicks me up the arse and tells me that it's wrong. But that the same time tells me that I can't be around these people because I get so shaky and upset over that fact that they might gang up on me for not going or some other stupid reason. 

I dunno. Am I a bad person for not going to these meet ups due to my social anxiety? Does anyone else deal with grief on their own? Do you feel like people hate you/think you're being high and mighty for grieving/being alone? Because I get that vibe from that friend group, always felt like and outsider to them. I've always preferred being on my own (or a duo) compared to groups of people. 

And to be honest, I've felt better since leaving the friend group behind, even if my dear friend loved them all. 

Sorry this was so long. I needed to get it off my chest, and possibly hear opinions from others with social anxiety. Thanks for reading. c: 

",4.070498129472997,4.8836886709905665,4.486361418347432,88.93863207547173,70.89858490566039,7.310540013012362,24.05465191932336,7.30559327001526,0.8050981782693567,3275,80,699,31,58,1033,295,848,0.159,0.67,0.172,0.9493,4,3,2,0,0,0,107.0,0,1,15,5,31,64,3,5,33,1,53,7,2,6,10,121,112,58,9,7,27,3,11,15,16,2,1,2,0,2,47,45,3,2,21,12,0,20,28,20,0,4,31,13,104,44,117,70,14,106,0,7,0,1,88,54,0,15,46,454,151,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074187306303972,0.0,0.0,0.1239800894772014,0.0,0.031909814431042835,0.1992112080335333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262555787897905,0.09015636820260203,0.0,0.055801161111737024,0.04088456994272776,0.0328361513664211,0.07104292347305984,0.037303216783783115,0.0,0.037489476815552814,0.0,0.1332668461326892,0.2675644496424772,0.0,0.033953875302148995,0.044956170909639485,0.04187494897496425,0.07058059394954631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204900783466995,0.08198120343404751,0.0,0.034372254673791874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04415108001115944,0.0,0.025733649834001518,0.16454986812911293,0.0,0.0,0.0414122351272593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034918727348804635,0.04083385490403648,0.0,0.039089013469629945,0.0,0.0,0.033333209231133754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044501555767271515,0.07906517821019296,0.0,0.033619366091668525,0.11438492783279605,0.0,0.0,0.037616289527598164,0.0,0.14123043358511422,0.08551852483837717,0.15324966773956367,0.0,0.036469933063857006,0.06788166591570333,0.0,0.0,0.4932540625073018,0.0,0.12508367044976382,0.0,0.24945104671569646,0.0,0.03191347398718231,0.04399237083377703,0.0,0.0,0.03528542736759342,0.0,0.0,0.0787904205938867,0.0,0.0,0.04497273508398097,0.0,0.0,0.0421589172794514,0.0,0.0,0.07859135593118327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03959682551407874,0.03546695266672164,0.0,0.0,0.043858465475485914,0.0,0.0,0.04225072068746037,0.08670782145685006,0.0,0.02818413880282645,0.29241335276524577,0.0,0.035234417265670184,0.07062447014163216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036013337973754035,0.07551294636170021,0.02663506132233785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465996183212941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481955257809874,0.0,0.05917402466505159,0.12310029853999728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041870698467291016,0.04249459334531956,0.02703879687359172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038091212088495724,0.13831597787037062,0.034841105076918184,0.04168935786494319,0.0,0.03772052323234571,0.04498379077838683,0.03821532492727223,0.0,0.04302137369816366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469965138978412,0.0,0.03991304751806365,0.0,0.07668720816855484,0.04102615809621528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037956176705125536,0.0,0.03994911265577896,0.12114962002483295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601510608874042,0.0,0.0,0.08135063651456402,0.033809046431202784,0.0,0.0,0.08933460272206563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04570789187514945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414383319907177,0.06975264948156668,0.036736630213714434,0.0,0.0,0.026509281465710258,0.1022710009401095,0.0,0.0,0.023267322512096112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127302427594872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877060397650146,0.02353538052933809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036989784959820686,0.07201114737610799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362684576178593,0.0,0.17987018258086254
socialanxiety,anxiousthrowawwwwy,2019/03/17,"How can I accept that people want to be friends with me? I have a group of friends that I know that I go to work with, go to church with and generally am with them a lot. However, I noticed that recently some of them have started to want to get closer to me, but every time they try I shut down and I become mean and start ignoring them. I get these feeling of jealousy that they have the capability to make new friends and talk to me, but I can’t talk to them and get close to them. Any advice to get over my jealousy and weird detachment from my friends?",5.9284637681159404,4.8455582086956595,6.352826086956522,83.65387681159422,66.91304347826087,9.753623188405797,32.210144927536234,8.841846274778883,2.2443623188405812,434,15,98,6,6,141,61,115,0.095,0.7509999999999999,0.154,0.6261,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,7,1,1,7,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,25,21,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,21,5,21,20,2,12,1,0,0,0,14,5,0,2,5,69,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150358520300735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935090090257225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193833891581574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787236884260468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874170368673498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423856480912976,0.0,0.3667810313555759,0.0,0.1994895500924797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964541563035138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920992837102642,0.0,0.0,0.11715240558858095,0.0,0.0,0.19117877088094967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950592824748092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981608785942293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167458030412795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329216705838926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24844977088741801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821320466283934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233964813932517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915785473089112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703736417848773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777131743275416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Laviniamsterdam,2019/01/05,"How to forgive yourself for missing out on great friendships and memories? Hey everyone! I feel like someone must have already asked this question but I couldn't see it so here it goes;How to forgive yourself for missing out on great friendships and memories?
I was bullied in high school and first year of college which made me have severe social anxiety. I did not realize that I had that back then I just thought I was picky or just straight out hated people hah. In my Sophomore year I met some cool people in mountaineering club but I didnt really approach them or made an actual effort. I remember getting ready to hang out with them but I would find a last minute excuse and return home from the doorstep. Next year I got some fun flatmates,4 girls from school and they would hang out in the living room but I rarely joined them (they were like meters away from me) I would feel awkward but now I realize they were genuinely nice people. Everyone moved out after college but I still see them together with a larger group of friends and my heart aches. I feel like I missed out on so many opportunities and fun times. And now I'm about to have a job and everyone keeps telling me adult life is even lonelier... so yeah how do I stop blaming myself because I really cant shut my brain off.",2.8993777177987714,5.6270060242915,3.169680611785875,88.63141100614786,79.8502024291498,6.412295696506224,25.74733843154896,7.662118739084242,1.5576877792772534,1036,41,195,17,27,318,142,247,0.122,0.665,0.213,0.9773,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,7,3,14,18,1,1,6,3,18,3,2,4,1,53,36,23,0,5,11,0,3,3,1,4,1,0,2,2,6,18,0,2,11,1,0,4,4,5,0,1,12,6,34,13,31,19,2,40,0,3,2,0,20,21,0,5,18,130,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.11313122201949492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279319375905927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868634052209416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837915458691776,0.0,0.10892030643699917,0.08914322297532351,0.0,0.07067001759184413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941652364058204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657085108193606,0.0,0.0,0.3323290280261668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585348603294151,0.16564121850804964,0.0,0.0,0.1059581680639567,0.0986102298702269,0.0,0.0,0.0895674403245167,0.0,0.06056878210865831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272002869645388,0.2556270675997932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144571421683048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373779301263959,0.0,0.12248669704627445,0.11628751487424772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150429063106211,0.10304415214573599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449864442857676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188497935487953,0.1699130246397452,0.0,0.10236855383678686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939205228558714,0.0,0.11753509951052828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321553197593547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329315913471996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411143602066587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298684361736012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853580120829565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132639856056744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23465524832925014,0.18476283397634488,0.0,0.0,0.13096820876145832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817631253705975,0.09822734298872984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258206471897444,0.09692289814060566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132816728417184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203568617898926,0.06759987370468265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470606164040257,0.0,0.0,0.22396588212103502
socialanxiety,prmanentjetlag,2019/01/05,"How do I tell someone I don't want to hang out? I volunteer with a group of people and there's this one girl who I recently gave my number to. She's in her 40s but she acts like a little kid, I'm not sure if it's some form of developmental disorder or something (forgive me for being ignorant). But she talks loudly and enjoys talking to people, everything that's the opposite of me.

Anyway, she's been texting me a lot, asking what I'm doing and if I want to hang out. I really don't want to leave my house, especially if it's only going to be us two. She asked me yesterday and I said that we could do something next week with everyone else, which I'm fine with because I can fade away in the background. But she asked again today. I've been kind of doing one worded answers and not answering all of her questions, but I don't think she can read the cues. How do I let her down without hurting her feelings? Should I just keep giving excuses? ",4.016307692307694,4.630450630769231,5.569743589743592,81.84692307692309,70.8974358974359,8.666666666666668,27.82051282051281,8.841846274778883,2.020128205128205,743,25,153,13,13,253,114,195,0.053,0.845,0.102,0.8758,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,6,0,17,0,0,2,2,43,33,15,0,8,12,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,8,11,0,2,6,1,0,4,6,2,0,3,4,3,30,6,22,24,4,18,0,1,0,0,29,7,0,7,8,111,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997337913618477,0.0,0.1339099055050557,0.0,0.0,0.0868838482678914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379714446479865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334962850237447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906399548551695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619177236190755,0.12809512706084014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206652419469209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367260059801581,0.0810020423941721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445836958625493,0.15257935160040967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266855844246581,0.0,0.14842115406752726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091675038876887,0.0,0.14574470828118835,0.0,0.06963206347185932,0.14285066775313734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117235151353313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158032353406786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19316155048666672,0.10839909427148472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976221713371765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966416717855333,0.0,0.14256673807049206,0.0,0.09130719401448556,0.0,0.14072937109872966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557692631783955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076365416068414,0.21945029392844384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343311115168609,0.0,0.0,0.2291174850126565,0.12457590094894118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913262949705663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510003781078014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392293099090248,0.0,0.1714438369822144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25220041865735376,0.0,0.11432749914213627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739206774927767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nokia621,2019/01/05,I faced my fear and went shopping by myself for the first time in 3 years... ... and I got my wallet stolen. Back to staying at home -__-,0.16555555555555654,2.253401851851855,1.4681481481481493,100.56666666666668,86.03703703703705,3.6,16.407407407407412,3.1291,-1.1950148148148152,98,2,23,0,3,31,24,27,0.21100000000000002,0.789,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,0,5,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911099193382917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260154603325568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32202578171756946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027904889902914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37975347923491204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40352321015426734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22075703709856195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509538034037989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24379751932771546
socialanxiety,WeNeedMoreScience,2019/01/05,"Took the plunge, got a number (yay!)...But is she interested? First off, apologies for such a long first post! I'm just super excited but also insecure at the same time with my situation...

As a quick backstory, I have suffered from social anxiety since my high school days. Can't hold a conversation without fear of being judged, looking down at the ground when walking, avoiding interaction when just buying things in stores etc.

With 2019 here, and being in my mid/late twenties I said screw it! Let's try putting myself out there and doing things I wouldn't normally do!

I had a online dating profile made but never messaged people, so I decided to message a girl I really liked who shares the same interests as me.

We had a great conversation, and I asked if she wanted to go for a coffee date. She said yes, and gave me her number! However she also mentioned she is quite shy and anxious as well, so we should chat through text first before meeting in person. I was super excited and can't believe this was my first time getting someone's number!

We've been chatting every day for the past four days, and her responses are genuine to me (not just one word replies, she initiates conversations sometimes and also says hi first thing in the morning).

So on the second day, I asked what her plans were and said we should get a coffee together (saying no pressure of course)! She said her work week is quite busy and also has plans with her friend's due to their birthday. 

I told her no problem, and that I will message her a bit later on or she can let me know when she's free!

She didn't offer a new time or anything, and I'm still kind of nervous to ask her again...We've texted quite a bit everyday and are still communicating about anything and everything too.

Is she still interested in me? What should my mindset be in this situation to avoid getting hurt :(

​

**TLDR**: Super anxious and shy guy in mid/late twenties, messaged a girl with similar interests on a dating site who's also shy and anxious to put myself out there. She's interested in meeting but said we should chat through text beforehand. She gave me her number first and been texting every day with her responses being genuine (she initiates conversations, asks me how I'm doing, etc). I asked to meet and she said she's busy with work and has a birthday party with friends and didn't offer an alternate day, so I said I'll try again later or for her to let me know when she's free. Is she still interested? How do I frame myself to avoid getting hurt?",5.1833013947847215,6.444584837113407,5.666018799272287,79.84704517889634,68.67010309278349,8.42753183747726,29.93480897513645,8.757208317658263,2.357687689508794,2006,76,371,33,34,645,219,485,0.12300000000000001,0.7240000000000001,0.153,0.9543,1,3,0,0,0,0,73.0,4,0,1,16,31,32,1,7,23,1,39,1,0,3,1,67,69,45,0,9,12,0,0,1,2,6,0,9,0,4,11,33,0,4,3,3,4,5,10,12,1,9,22,10,64,22,49,34,6,63,0,3,1,1,81,20,1,4,38,260,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537191553662281,0.0,0.06875196274442033,0.0771030846563215,0.0,0.0,0.04854183996091437,0.2150535626650146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044338331477249,0.0,0.2966028108774385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053994350745523535,0.07149049228313399,0.0,0.0,0.13854982124120854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455339844541904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153510251405413,0.0,0.0,0.10692481069934427,0.0,0.057028015494775215,0.0,0.0,0.07140295533246767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238416627875426,0.0,0.0,0.09804820738675743,0.0,0.13260757453459351,0.0,0.03606215033120861,0.0,0.050749650596231134,0.06995783190544254,0.0,0.06282905263946634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704222555986528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585680934011088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607717302075995,0.0697448920622601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946568540002334,0.0,0.031000229951919294,0.0,0.0,0.05615445038467656,0.05328505338559225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600413424888718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893933783036093,0.061283894456205426,0.0,0.0,0.06217106787306274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299781009201251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057365315523179,0.04399074542380842,0.055405247004771084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607710206748238,0.0,0.0,0.060716537663247076,0.0,0.12757681334229293,0.0,0.2024721829876999,0.0,0.0,0.040650009055921206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225124142139189,0.1009217191664287,0.0,0.06421844358066267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248948405651943,0.14264903833523904,0.0,0.06468296714662433,0.05376404004353858,0.0,0.06275724536877453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269654796365724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646728204666288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100093536726452,0.0,0.0,0.06063264608673882,0.0704992983628299,0.08616167550546203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037426584739504436,0.0,0.05089866056700163,0.0,0.05705241820237785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061167018201587035,0.0,0.0923899714073345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771030846563215,0.0
socialanxiety,Mountain_Bird,2019/01/05,"Getting laid while coping with Social Anxiety I know that it is quite easy for the girls. Every now and then you might hear a statement like ""I an going on a date with my boyfriend and I am nervous"" or ""I am nervous and I have a date with this guy"". However it is not as easy for the boys as they have to push their threshold to get laid. 

As guys coping with Social Anxiety especially those with Severe Social Anxiety, do you ever get laid or how do you talk to girls knowing that girls like confident guys and they can notice if you are nervous. ",4.8932372214941005,5.4408943394495415,5.530563564875493,83.14559633027523,68.90825688073394,8.43040629095675,28.415465268676282,8.418075326091056,1.8795520314547842,429,14,86,6,7,139,63,109,0.11900000000000001,0.759,0.122,0.5143,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,3,1,4,5,0,3,6,0,11,0,0,1,1,19,18,13,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,7,6,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,13,2,14,17,0,9,0,0,0,0,19,1,0,4,8,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37904571730012376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493985964447233,0.1391562124596944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588711781906454,0.0,0.09386544096587077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906094071462789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614971683808484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153756746101654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137974179327189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521091271350514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880381723283756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567024858392552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865861880617791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050859567526521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275105866498255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,queef_on_my_cock,2019/01/05,"What symptoms do you experience that you consider weird or uncommon??? Hey Guys,  


So to start off i'm completely new to this sub-reddit  so if any of my post goes against the rules please let me know. I'm not asking for a diagnosis or anything, maybe just some opinions or to see if anyone relates..  


Anyways.. So i'll just list some of my stranger symptoms, at least what I find strange.  


\*\*Feeling like I can't talk in my own voice\*\*  ( It's hard describe, generally it always feels like my ears are blocked and that my voice just doesn't come out properly, i'm constantly clicking my jaw to try to unblock them but it rarely works, and sometimes i'll notice changes in my voice depending on who I talk to. This is probably my most debilitating and constant symptom)

\*\*Feeling like I can't walk properly\*\*  ( I'll often over analyse the way i'm walking and then start walking in a strange way..)  
\*\*Terrible memory\*\*  ( I'm notorious for forgetting names, things that have happened, dates of events, people that I have met, etc. )

\*\*Zoning out\*\* ( I think I might have depersonalization, as I CONSTANTLY find myself zoning out, like my eyes will go out of focus and i'll just stare into space until I catch myself doing it, and often don't take in what was said to me properly 

\*\*Biting my tongue/gums\*\* (pretty much am always doing this, or just tensing my jaw)

​

So yeah, those are just a few of the stranger symptoms that I experience, however the list goes on.  
Do any you guys relate, or what symptoms do you have that you personally consider unusual (not so common at least)

​

Thanks!!

  


​",3.8701000000000008,6.582625810000002,4.397333333333337,81.34700000000002,75.9,7.466666666666666,29.66666666666667,8.447377352677275,2.5395666666666665,1293,59,228,26,30,409,161,300,0.048,0.883,0.068,0.8322,1,0,0,0,0,0,98.0,0,5,1,1,14,7,0,0,7,1,21,9,4,1,0,47,42,22,0,2,16,0,4,4,0,2,5,5,0,3,20,12,0,1,7,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,3,13,31,5,32,36,9,36,0,0,4,0,17,16,0,15,15,151,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379813531632835,0.2808717898263957,0.3149885548585981,0.11752193338639495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041906222718479,0.0,0.07110710362232095,0.0,0.08078059062679589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140908350622473,0.07443355488126788,0.09059801303734838,0.28013174001732033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636868529403313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904883031098972,0.0,0.0,0.1310727004622413,0.1851914537563327,0.0,0.0,0.15795220825560696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049108128719506434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711166514478978,0.07641104196977065,0.0,0.07740533821301679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748803254194025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835888186165612,0.0,0.16885995636213413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680928270132897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166611232056654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352043152143015,0.0,0.0,0.08345418533690417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837702434317797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059905002028397374,0.07544885639533518,0.0,0.09485094597717372,0.0,0.0,0.08275577241805078,0.08790884346050558,0.0931633321881394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219458364534432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885664919318059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546054118642847,0.0,0.12232122758726048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44905929254912,0.06496868557292951,0.13890428701956584,0.0,0.07955364019952722,0.0,0.0,0.057406186343237776,0.05536728848225755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058665922754872576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717461265954342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290665651649234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149885548585981,0.0
socialanxiety,cloudypeaks,2019/01/05,"Struggling socially Not sure if this post is applicable here but hoping this can help me. I posted in r/socialskills but didn't get a response yet as it doesn't seem very active.

I'm a 26 y.o female with an immense issue with story telling / just talking with ease. I'm okay while talking about serious issues but when it comes to having fun in a conversation, I'm a nervous wreck and I just can't speak. My mind literally blanks out. What can I do to fix this?

As a side note, my fiancé is the exact opposite of me and is so great with making stories out of things happening on a day to day basis, even when he doesn't do anything or interact with anyone interesting. He'll manage to find a unique way to make a story out of it. He has been suggesting for a while that I loosen up and be a little fun while talking. He's asked me to practice it on him but I can't break out of it, even with him. It's frustrating. ",3.7013238866396736,4.42539720526316,5.263684210526319,83.35617408906886,71.68421052631578,8.372469635627532,26.72064777327936,8.617729084823388,1.7448502024291501,719,23,152,12,13,244,113,190,0.092,0.7440000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,1,2,12,1,16,0,0,2,2,31,28,17,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,14,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,1,12,7,29,24,0,24,0,0,0,0,17,11,0,4,8,103,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186236907455014,0.0,0.1396080435374137,0.0,0.15860047222713208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613902748313545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882129037057205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410533071078906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505763590163546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863547128845227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704045897889865,0.0,0.0,0.15002152430107232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371326582022555,0.0,0.0,0.16850139141770004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354142438858623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003453688332193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264862747899991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129881141902906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249568858851638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544435953489737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729374901093871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735571196519595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989374565096962,0.0,0.0,0.4090763389708715,0.14828216036960445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270836462262915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997956729960692,0.0,0.13466080265425048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Simeoin,2019/01/05,"I have a party tomorrow night. So, after work, I've got a party I've been invited to. I'm trying to be social and what not, so I'll be joining. It'll be with a few of my friends from highschool, and their group of friends, so it'll be a lot of people I don't know. I'm a little nervous.

There'll be alcohol there, but I can't have too much, given that I'm driving myself home that night. There's a girl there that has a crush on me, along with a couple people I'm friends with, so I won't be a total leper outcast amongst all of them. Still, I'm a little nervous. What if I seem kind of awkward, or do something stupid or odd? What will they think?

I'm very drunk. Today at work (I work at a liquor store, which is often fraught with shitty people) it was very tiririg. So, I decided to retire my night with some beers. And a shot. And some more beers. 

It's weird. Being drunk, I can realize that a year from now, none of this will even matter. This post, anything I do at the party, anything I post it. None of it'll matter in the long run. Anyway, that's what makes me feel better.

What do you guy thinks of when the world gets too heavy? Share your tips, my dudes. 
",0.9125615505500236,2.6006385903614486,2.564704033525405,95.95736511262443,80.76706827309235,5.133647634014318,19.259821896280773,5.7926816847441245,-0.3271674174960708,895,21,209,5,23,294,128,249,0.125,0.774,0.10099999999999999,-0.8367,0,0,4,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,3,4,16,11,1,3,16,0,25,6,0,1,2,31,40,14,0,1,5,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,1,2,19,10,6,0,7,5,1,2,6,5,0,0,4,1,21,6,25,23,10,23,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,8,11,138,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729002176047598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268318615018191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218925395124997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152497647402254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103026596742246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968704748036747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194432789850025,0.0,0.07200641323385715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022900690647294,0.0,0.0,0.13646565042237369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824690803509496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352061690463078,0.07574347900429695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27626811137502555,0.0,0.12196831360532336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717150934626727,0.0,0.0,0.09199739143515064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131517803013093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880104066110192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866456886405824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26399114787899786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546815836099345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049238070746267,0.0,0.10610226608999153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006499021622564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662180672475514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063933434731548,0.0,0.0,0.09357222968812101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22743550456159636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010086180899998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875298075369001
socialanxiety,MannyThePelican,2019/01/05,First time seeing family friends after years of avoiding them. Wish me luck! Super anxious!!,4.306000000000001,7.289004933333333,3.666666666666668,77.68000000000005,99.66666666666666,4.666666666666667,25.0,6.42735559955562,1.883000000000001,74,3,9,1,3,22,15,15,0.163,0.33399999999999996,0.503,0.88,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45379665142286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786786572461816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34167827852522564,0.0,0.0,0.31034557836713544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32009583149516657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342293340795909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4619249869989061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586759242328995
socialanxiety,BingoBimmer,2019/01/05,"Adjusting to a new roomate I have lived alone for about a year and a half. During that time my apartment became my oasis. I could spend time alone and recharge for social interactions. I was able to be myself and not worry about keeping my guard up. This made me a lot happier and more outgoing when I was around people. However, I recently a family member moved in for a few months while he is in the area for work. He is a great guy and we have always gotten along, but now I feel like I have lost my oasis. Anyone else gone through something like this? Any tips? If not thanks for letting me vent a little.",3.187520661157027,4.9332135785123965,4.147181818181821,86.88077272727274,74.37190082644628,7.1540495867768605,22.843801652892562,7.908726449838941,1.0666323966942146,477,13,96,7,10,154,82,121,0.075,0.799,0.125,0.7185,1,2,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,9,0,10,0,0,1,0,19,17,9,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,6,1,15,4,15,8,3,18,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,2,11,68,18,1,0.1786920020260522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370142046821694,0.0,0.0,0.14868606040350058,0.0,0.0,0.12151668898756245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494560261260886,0.1830910729195204,0.0,0.15907376670762255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426710233172622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927423843587964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684549163292425,0.0,0.0903520453182854,0.12765760195176193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700856307190645,0.0,0.17693317592232968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882966180229952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272467882518054,0.0,0.17459977221653042,0.17909633010342166,0.15778831157824375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506342882935096,0.1519175500360862,0.0,0.1690826929089064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263025119605316,0.18992131882311847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258184905710494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123882534783533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643679443697569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215399285111936,0.0,0.13756583326100094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645155874379704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839348676881125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300899056864386,0.18147040197364853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507179065735937
socialanxiety,ConnectParsnip,2019/01/05,"Seeing friends tomorrow who I rarely see They're from when I was in high school and I'm in my early 20's now. One of them got in contact with me to come to my house and he said our mutual friend will come too. I am terrified and part of me wants to cancel it but I know that's not going to get me anywhere. I don't want this feeling every time I interact with someone, it's so exhausting. I hope it fades with time. ",1.0789285714285732,2.597584296703296,3.1099862637362636,93.02563873626372,79.65934065934066,6.747802197802199,21.26510989010989,7.645422480735847,0.6059109890109893,325,9,77,5,8,110,65,91,0.10800000000000001,0.777,0.115,0.168,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,15,18,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,3,4,14,3,13,14,1,14,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,1,7,48,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37717721083914063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445776765270072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069746625331899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382891835602983,0.0,0.11438176515116452,0.0,0.1244228295256011,0.0,0.17509813104944322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313113146398569,0.0,0.21744665313575007,0.0,0.2526155523772462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031807221204607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835247332499665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370795987304333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825233898130954,0.0,0.0,0.2215686082125107,0.3489173522860854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549847769769964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553194107309638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582608929306605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BeeDoggs,2019/01/05,"I’ve had this kind of anxiety before but it’s gotten really bad recently I’ve always had some social anxiety but not to the extent that has been happening for the past few months. I had a circle of friends in high school but I only really entered that circle end of my junior year and never had a close friend since elementary school. I was never able to get really close with them mostly because of thoughts I had that I wasn’t good enough. There were pockets here and there were I wouldn’t hang out  and times where I felt very depressed. I am done with my first semester on college and recently whatever I say on social media or post in group chats I think is fucking stupid and think that the others are cringing, judging or ignoring me so I’ve barely been communicating at all. These thoughts haven’t only been with my friends but with my family as well where it was very hard to speak to them, much harder than before. I try to put on a front or act that I’m “normal” but I just haven’t been feeling myself recently. I been staying up very late recently and have been drinking to help me sleep. I am able to escape this anxiety by playing video games but my stomach and chest sinks with every text or snap I get. I honestly don’t know if I should try to deal with this on my own or talk to a doctor. It’s hard to talk to my friends at this point because I don’t want to play the victim card. I haven’t talked to my parents or brother either. This is my first time here and I hope this is a good first step honestly I just want some opinions I don’t know what to do anymore and I don’t want this to progress to something worse because lately it’s been feeling that way.",4.673165869218501,5.179200447368423,5.3434875066454035,84.44057416267944,69.38011695906434,8.44040404040404,27.826156299840523,8.438071523408619,1.7626210526315784,1331,42,275,19,22,431,164,342,0.109,0.7340000000000001,0.157,0.9396,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,4,10,19,3,0,9,0,36,6,3,0,3,59,55,24,0,8,17,2,5,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,20,18,1,1,9,6,0,6,12,6,1,3,22,7,37,13,40,31,10,42,0,1,0,1,20,16,1,12,17,189,57,5,0.17433891298105886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725319707996867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005318686588144,0.0,0.0864486777069171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278285509896201,0.1594130747969494,0.0,0.14834957427920145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986788204374581,0.07507892514463718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922163240419356,0.0,0.08920461857867949,0.0,0.08539288160203846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720626518516649,0.09006935041922487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344402668110149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217560569631327,0.0,0.08815099270144568,0.0,0.08369634822712872,0.0,0.0,0.22243888548092056,0.0,0.0,0.2693876234055879,0.08058675789558585,0.09108488645932733,0.0,0.0,0.14622720875481027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708366249302423,0.0,0.1561734223786946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058427849232319536,0.09209931671750653,0.0,0.08657893889666418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077357493751848,0.0958121072179291,0.0,0.19666188751117988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957782852561574,0.0,0.064079580366752,0.0,0.1344609173440607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540755953266874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259259933439055,0.0,0.0,0.09679136562305593,0.0,0.08321310964980577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240331204186647,0.0,0.08348424345458111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876293801384184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675289577880021,0.0,0.3442772883312403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932065052706493,0.0,0.1764402874471836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210747519327439,0.0,0.08723240922951063,0.1777165667671786,0.0,0.06710730632073816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291104235366393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019052162028487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170933594149124,0.0,0.13840562306140802,0.10165842215565524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836467800733487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157717921860632,0.1542444117625654,0.06919105715796138,0.0,0.0,0.07837581001585996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883312325885988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613427201700711
socialanxiety,simonoberst,2019/01/05,"There was so much to discover. Places, people. I played video games. I was just looking at my hometown on Google Maps. Now I am even more depressed 

than before doing that. It triggers thoughts and emotions connected with my time

as a teenager. The feeling of being left alone. Of not being able to connect. To be left out.

​

I'm thinking about how I would behave differently now, but that possibility is gone. The people

moved away, have kids. I was so much time at home. Playing videogames. Listening to music. And

when I was walking through the streets, I was always in my head. So I barely know my hometown. 

I was not curious about the stuff around me, not curious about people or too anxious to connect. 

​

There was so much to discover. Places, people. I played video games.

​

I'm very depressed right now. Life is much better now. I can connect. I'm mindfull about the things

around me. I'm creative. But there is still this nagging feeling of having missed something. 

And not being able to get that back. I will never be a teenager anymore. I'm 37 now. ",1.9550746268656736,4.794490552238809,2.404094527363185,89.75987313432839,91.23880597014929,4.272039800995025,25.60547263681592,6.079149491110277,1.0108618905472642,855,38,151,8,30,262,108,201,0.111,0.804,0.085,-0.7476,1,1,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,0,1,25,8,1,0,7,0,22,2,1,2,1,24,37,13,0,1,8,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,7,7,0,0,5,7,0,3,5,4,0,0,9,4,18,4,26,21,5,29,0,3,1,0,4,15,0,1,11,115,25,0,0.20238482997764745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480482389282507,0.0,0.0,0.08420019562605124,0.3289258180879382,0.3688795808195649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431862566159792,0.10035568445587192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801654067557676,0.0,0.0,0.09507360493260512,0.07781072089139941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610729198195273,0.0,0.0,0.0894964677432354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743137575023513,0.0,0.0,0.10572453595568157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382784673572888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683663573172274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233185102043857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052868860268754425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038526117909642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150424295898876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05561270486758008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198917099407344,0.0,0.07147519532185066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849761426296532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755152268522766,0.2975522734611312,0.0,0.07804582875388462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806163169598378,0.0,0.2114490719113632,0.0,0.0,0.1140792434601558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641776949449351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790286487249158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081239332564588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584110508903113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722774408184294,0.06484001355420545,0.0,0.08033547419868536,0.11801222189565605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349434009279981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188418825583741,0.0,0.3688795808195649,0.0
socialanxiety,fransacco_,2019/01/12,"Am I socially anxious or do I just not want to do things? I'm (21F) very anxious and having been dealing with anxiety and depression for at least 6/7 years. My social anxiety is slightly new to the bunch, having started around 3/4 years ago. 

Sometimes, I have a really hard time deciphering whether I actually have social anxiety or if I just don't ""want"" to do things.

I'd much rather stay in and be with myself than to go out every night. But people without anxiety make me feel like i'm just weird/lazy. And  I don't want to believe that. I know i feel the anxiety before socializing. It's very real. 

But when i try to formulate a reason for not wanting to go, it's not because i'm particularly afraid that i'm going to be humiliated or whatever, it's just that I don't want to go. I don't want to go because i'm weird so i might as well just stay in and be comfortable in my own presence. I don't want to go out because i'm tired and it might be my depression but it might be my anxiety.

I'm crying as i'm typing this lol because i feel like i'm losing my mind.  But I just don't know how to cope. I'm either an antisocial, lazy, weird loser or i'm socially anxious, and while i know it's very likely the latter (i've been diagnosed) i just feel like a fraud because the usual ""i don't wanna have a panic attack/be humiliated"" isn't my reaction. It simply boils down to, ""I do not want to get up and go out."" I just do not have the energy or state of mind to properly socialize.

Anyways, I just needed to vent and see people's opinions. What's wrong with me? Am I socially anxious or just a piece of shit? Lol

",2.0961344537815165,3.552632529411768,4.6939495798319335,83.03705882352945,76.6470588235294,8.033613445378151,25.378151260504197,8.738905477910976,1.821373949579832,1260,45,269,27,28,448,138,340,0.21,0.721,0.069,-0.9871,0,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,2,17,16,1,2,11,2,32,4,1,3,0,73,70,27,0,12,30,0,5,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,14,16,1,0,8,0,0,7,14,10,1,0,2,6,31,6,38,60,6,30,0,4,1,0,8,10,1,11,14,175,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.06620276244243008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060136710331820574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113878182520249,0.30656284118106003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039262921718176,0.0,0.07717861964046087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677538450123864,0.0,0.05772746112810809,0.07643326676441388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451985196583412,0.0,0.06994080963902129,0.11686223580716593,0.06885690886309577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571587376091234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720923782361766,0.14539628464819473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03544397931700798,0.0,0.26988813586751004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077196522749756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185046647890318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325742078423046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589641941843972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452842114028945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215904868543623,0.1369995881040717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987073947061234,0.05030303872897349,0.0,0.06552099592183687,0.0,0.0636639257026548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795964748706071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406443494127716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721759842333427,0.04346050624245134,0.06975156519423834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054060275260786585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963753035083478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840855374748465,0.0,0.0,0.06709621270579731,0.0,0.048018015043487836,0.14461837485960624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090140727780137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955847289652888,0.07797293477342172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04605939977791647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471697523336226,0.16792711143909902,0.3201137431417983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099696002577425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539603897074618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417318407528188,0.0,0.08737440660847892
socialanxiety,MassxVelocity,2019/01/12,"Join me in my journey of slowly overcoming social anxiety? **tl;dr:** I'm using a self-help book, let's self-help *together??*

Hi everyone.  I recently came to the realization that my avoidance of social situations is no longer in the 'just an introvert' range of thinking/behavior, but is instead 'a diagnosable problem that should probably get some attention and help.'  Following this realization, I decided that now that I know what's causing my inability to make friends and anxiety that keeps me from leaving the house some days I should seek help and work towards becoming a better version of my self.  Even if I do so very slowly and cautiously, which is how I comfortably approach most things in life.  So I found this community after being a rabid Reddit user for many years (this is a new, fresh throwaway for anonymity) and started reading ""The Shyness and Social Anxiety Workbook"" by Martin Antony (which I found the PDF for free on library genesis).  In the book there are various points to record your own experiences/thoughts in response to prompts and other exercises.  I started a journal to record my responses but I thought it'd be cool to post my thoughts here as well and possibly other people can relate and might even feel comfortable sharing their own responses.  That way we can help each other, build community, and I'll be held more accountable to continue working my way through the book/through my anxiety.  

 
***
 

So if you by chance have the same book or downloaded it to join me on this, these questions come from page 66 in the chapter Making a Plan for Change. 

**How would I like my life to be different in five years?**

I would like to be dating or in a steady relationship.  I would like to have at least five good friends.  I'd like to feel comfortable asking people to go with me to events, going into bars, and approaching strangers and striking up a conversation.

**What would be better about my life if I felt more comfortable in social situations?**

I like being a social person sometimes and if I felt more comfortable in social situations I would actually go out and be social when I want to, instead of staying home or with my close friends and feeling that longing to be social while doing nothing about it.  If I felt more comfortable in social situations I would feel better and more enthusiastic about dating and being in unfamiliar social situations, such as bars.

**What type of person would I like to be, and how is my social anxiety preventing me from being that type of person?**

I would like to be the type of person that makes someone's day better by chatting and asking how they're doing or making people feel included, welcomed, and cared about by learning their name and getting to know them.  I also want to be the type of person to throw a party or invite some friends over for dinner, just generally help other people come together and create my own community of friends.  Social anxiety is holding me back from being this type of person because I worry people will think I'm weird for learning their name, remembering things about them, or I'll come on too strong when getting to know them.  I fear other people thinking ""Why is this person talking to me, do they want something from me?""  Social anxiety is holding me back from hosting parties and inviting people to my house because I don't know how to progress a casual acquaintanceship to a friendship where I hang out outside of school/work.  First I worry that asking them to hang out will make them feel uncomfortable and now they have to think of a nice way to say no.  Then even if they say yes I worry they won't have a good time, even for reasons outside my control, and that will reflect badly on me and they won't want to be my friend anymore.

 
***
 

Feel free to tell me if you relate to any of my answers to these questions, or write up your own responses and share them with me.  Here are the questions again, as well as one I couldn't relate to as I realized I don't remember a time I wasn't anxious in social situations.

**How would I like my life to be different in five years?**

**What would be better about my life if I felt more comfortable in social situations?**

**What type of person would I like to be, and how is my social anxiety preventing me from being that type of person?**

**What sorts of things do I miss about my life before social anxiety became as big a problem as it is now**

The next section is on goal setting, so if people seem into this I'll post again with my goals and other people can post theirs as well.  If you also want to follow along with me using the book, I highly recommend the first few chapters as they helped me identify why I have these anxious thoughts and what some of my problem areas are that I most want to change.",4.566090029761902,6.718511244419645,5.3337089285714265,78.10087440476191,71.60044642857143,8.260809523809526,29.357380952380947,8.954980946260402,2.6527840059523804,3809,156,661,78,75,1235,307,896,0.07,0.71,0.22,0.9994,2,1,1,0,0,0,128.0,1,5,16,15,46,50,0,2,33,2,72,11,0,17,0,165,132,75,0,33,21,0,11,9,6,19,8,3,1,10,45,48,3,8,37,10,3,15,8,8,3,6,12,15,100,44,128,78,24,91,0,1,0,0,80,37,0,29,40,497,145,18,0.0,0.0,0.031600967765245576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179306992793144,0.0,0.14034711762162352,0.0,0.02202143273933235,0.0,0.22295496541317408,0.07316675395992113,0.0321150627492578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082071534422853,0.0,0.0,0.04980079001087544,0.027038307821176503,0.03948054141065265,0.035764288109991764,0.027555400575091902,0.0,0.0,0.14319989410638514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03703732707810745,0.03301645021615548,0.03326608347575427,0.0685134740790224,0.08368481398164268,0.0,0.0,0.036320093924270776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04176848875864129,0.0,0.0,0.03286788763972415,0.0,0.06766632353239281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555420700328732,0.0,0.0,0.03094317882850704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03643968321250093,0.1146161118929899,0.0,0.12437036847738392,0.0,0.0,0.05508963201892247,0.0,0.07101219647053207,0.15011335035466342,0.0,0.05075607149366952,0.0,0.05521172035157887,0.054322357604248216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193868384351053,0.034214234549359984,0.032482615704516764,0.0,0.0,0.07473086885791244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028783344440435163,0.0,0.0,0.07118701909760282,0.0,0.0,0.034288737964929934,0.0,0.033113634498193684,0.13723768983625625,0.1423855214861208,0.0,0.0,0.028657782769101487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807894202767253,0.032831103780325964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034353061914094214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0312755360000768,0.03443950377217868,0.0,0.0,0.03107219577017696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021943441574494037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020515730833909,0.25447891838470843,0.0,0.0,0.03061223846526765,0.03650677170879877,0.09304139016010636,0.0,0.03491416443614589,0.09295797581094918,0.0,0.0,0.10882853182309717,0.0,0.032391590142386836,0.0,0.0,0.033294939394641385,0.03197413486006805,0.034767037144705075,0.07336686042201762,0.0,0.0,0.051504247388110866,0.0,0.032773149648823344,0.0,0.02948010938630902,0.10134705263371084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25479757947765724,0.0,0.5611736371215593,0.02743786413725536,0.0249298822213417,0.03202744382048678,0.0,0.04584146309181225,0.03451578479202253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026028089614124738,0.028304018032323044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454113380977806,0.062248823728714875,0.0,0.10283338941369573,0.037765373550163406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593673036366168,0.0,0.02671922358784973,0.11460138185736048,0.07711194206516878,0.0,0.0,0.08734815118456757,0.0,0.05844092888257279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072525095955864,0.0986589978184313,0.0,0.25304214224993643,0.0,0.0,0.06256043641252286
socialanxiety,GunoGuap,2019/01/12,"A word on social anxiety in a work environment Hi people with SA. I also have SA. I’ve been working retail and front desk customer service for about five years. Before every shift I have an anxiety attack. It really hasn’t gotten any better no matter how hard I push myself but *i can make it work* so I guess that’s all that matters. I don’t really think exposure therapy helps for everyone. Having social anxiety kinda makes me hide many aspects of my personality which doesn’t allow me to connect to anyone at all. But. I still make it work. I’m still looking for the answers, but for those who post about it being hard to work, I get it. ",1.34166338582677,3.944770622047248,3.765467519685042,82.2036343503937,86.8740157480315,6.324606299212599,20.535925196850396,7.645422480735847,1.2409688976377955,507,16,92,10,16,175,88,127,0.106,0.813,0.081,0.0118,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,6,8,2,1,0,4,0,9,0,0,5,2,19,18,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,2,3,12,1,14,15,2,9,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,3,62,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535146616135958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809051894357187,0.0,0.3310376231691609,0.0,0.0,0.10085840144346384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409779257694992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274058523363415,0.0,0.0,0.12757164433239984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153136078148995,0.1378308353039533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536126965161341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589004654560213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584276679436077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668337025653168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112820223688416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28885094723463584,0.14624025808958674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000027342915513,0.1259478509970501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381453900247436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848121454331942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940761443597065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303860735278803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495500079038902,0.0,0.0,0.09242540355197763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250548901727057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288807780552473
socialanxiety,reorder_,2019/01/12,"Got stood up :( I finally decided to work up the courage to get into that dating game and made a few online accounts on dating websites. After about a week of trying I managed to get someone to agree to meet me at a coffee shop. Annnd she stood me up. I texted her and she said that she was ""sick"" :(

One on hand I'm kind of relived that I don't have to go through with it but on the other hand I'm pretty disappointed. It's pretty discouraging as now not only do I have to struggle with actually getting matches and dates, but apparently I'm also going to have to deal with people standing me up as well. Ugh.",2.7556800000000017,4.222686207999998,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,74.92,7.240000000000001,26.1,7.908726449838941,1.5511599999999994,476,17,96,7,10,165,78,125,0.133,0.722,0.146,0.2144,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,1,5,0,6,3,2,1,0,13,19,8,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,1,2,2,2,2,4,1,1,6,3,12,3,28,13,1,19,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,0,7,68,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.21274920237619552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434488711925533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476179112898234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388225437196393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417083238160579,0.0,0.24780358107754685,0.0,0.17436488174828782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270269514108063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628913618290126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773122541824707,0.16580868180657835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151142737609528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44359511929938006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20738025153464856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472167540790926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279144837984909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480164905988529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487684795155156,0.0,0.19601983533755107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871603301603746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,raineka,2019/01/12,"I always cancel plans with friends for no reason other than to sit at home alone instead. And most of the time, I'm happier that way. But today, I feel so alone and I really regret cancelling. I'm so dumb sometimes. ",1.3813953488372093,3.8679964418604666,3.1314418604651166,87.92925581395347,84.5813953488372,5.300465116279073,20.227906976744187,6.742157984588678,0.5375711627906972,169,5,32,2,5,56,35,43,0.32299999999999995,0.5529999999999999,0.124,-0.8159,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,3,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6201668946160781,0.0,0.0,0.2491210418943767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138336173475794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313122223081105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30031809991210484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918004251618764,0.3078284405001596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961098071875048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457992500091155,0.0,0.2837919286774088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376462139236283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Scorpioprincess83,2019/01/12,"Sound familiar?? Husband and I were lying in bed trying to fall asleep last night: 

Me: *jerks violently* AAAAAAGH!!
Husband: Woah, you ok? Bad dream?
Me: No. Just remembered that time the waitress at Cheesecake Factory said “Happy Birthday,” and I said “YOU TOO!” ",1.9790909090909103,3.5289714545454562,2.329090909090908,85.48863636363639,118.54545454545456,5.236363636363637,26.72727272727273,6.574015621080383,2.122436363636364,200,10,32,4,11,61,38,44,0.19899999999999998,0.657,0.14400000000000002,-0.6169,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,3,6,2,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771056766665609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532920989119811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27052624092678645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31144660482826025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759549901680883,0.0,0.6313871655116435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935217148461348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253245228429483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ElDuderniko,2019/01/12,"Waiting for neighbors to leave so I can walk inside. Why am I like this. Im parked on my street waiting to go into my house. My neighbors are outside smoking and talking, they have been for 20 minutes. Im waiting for them to finally go inside so I can walk past their house without having to interact with them. Im actually annoyed that they are standing in their own driveway  😂. I would rather sit in my car for an hour than walk past them and risk them talking to me. Weird stuff guys but it feels right",2.661078431372552,4.589147264705887,3.5221568627450983,89.99637254901963,76.35294117647058,5.7098039215686285,28.0,6.42735559955562,1.1539529411764713,399,17,81,3,9,127,64,102,0.059000000000000004,0.9229999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,8,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,15,5,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,4,4,0,3,1,0,0,6,1,3,0,0,1,1,17,1,16,13,1,18,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,5,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.1689714771616344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755090701630412,0.0,0.0,0.1896796676137466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681266332823136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144780706076918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051994476419516,0.3995885630560125,0.0,0.0,0.561101959925888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334307819251053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459337233898617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305865539217318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787095173442466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19821773414985006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783462065127596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562428428354433,0.0,0.0,0.16691245044367942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300228754138975,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Puru1234,2019/01/12,Anxity due to hairfall and baldness I am going bald and i feel very insecure... I dont talk to people because i think people will comment on my hairfall.. Anyone has any idea about this. ,1.2716666666666685,3.935913944444444,3.279111111111113,84.37700000000002,90.11111111111113,5.102222222222223,23.86666666666667,6.742157984588678,1.2946733333333331,146,6,25,2,5,49,29,36,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23734131894043434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24403852974400256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275554324288776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40904151697204333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764718392467279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835255777596966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939940428936757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839243801683467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28052403272937443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236339191481648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879728963355762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ForwardPromise6,2019/01/12,Sent snap to someone else!!! Fucking hate snapchat for this misclick. I’m so paranoid now. Will she judge me? What would she think of me? Is she in this sub? ,-0.6144086021505366,1.2333392258064535,-0.6330645161290303,108.80373655913981,108.35483870967741,2.066666666666667,21.295698924731184,3.1291,-0.8727462365591396,120,5,28,0,6,34,27,31,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.8412,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409556166483582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532450455390529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840383413176048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154026500363425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141440627351005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482724587376173,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ekowy,2019/01/12,Does it ever end Is there there anyone on this sub who had social anxiety and it went away. I’m a junior in high school and I wanna know if this will be the rest of my life or will I grow out of this social anxiety or something.,0.3376000000000019,2.172737559999998,2.7059999999999995,93.473,83.4,5.6000000000000005,16.0,6.742157984588678,-0.3322000000000003,178,3,41,2,5,61,38,50,0.07200000000000001,0.9279999999999999,0.0,-0.34,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,9,8,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,7,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,2,32,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39999308379545706,0.0,0.0,0.18280095763965215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456261528167782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22878293826673746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23155321279971636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23648231300020955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27621971651459404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367746709553866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465879421716488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645854926910147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5329987392083012,0.0,0.2012649147531501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423522370798044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kibretw,2019/01/12,"Am I misunderstanding social anxiety? I don't believe all discomfort of talking to strangers is social anxiety. As children we are generally afraid of strangers, and as we grow we experience socializing and get better at it. The people we meet in life will shape our personality as in being introvert or extrovert. Still, the average person would be reserved with strangers. And if you spend your childhood alone in your room, you might be late but can still learn how to socialize with people.

I realize there are cases of phobia (irrational fear) towards anything, caused by trauma, etc. That would be the extreme case, and should be dealt appropriately. But just because you are at a high school party where you don't know most people and you are not a social butterfly doesn't mean you have social anxiety. You are just developing social skills.

And this is not just semantics, I think it cripples the motivation for someone to improve if they decide ""I have social anxiety"" as if it's a condition they can't get out of. I feel many of the posts here help perpetuate that false belief. And given that many people here are young, the effects are even more dangerous.

So, am I missing something?",6.78927131782946,8.416533725581395,7.013953488372092,70.30527131782948,65.23255813953489,10.198449612403103,33.868217054263575,10.355215969177356,3.842556589147288,961,42,156,24,15,310,128,215,0.11199999999999999,0.8109999999999999,0.077,-0.7004,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,5,9,2,4,12,7,1,3,9,0,28,1,0,4,1,44,36,19,0,6,11,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,7,14,0,0,10,0,1,1,6,6,0,0,1,1,23,1,23,25,4,18,1,1,0,0,30,11,0,6,5,121,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961510648006776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840799996401334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639688593106382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056592532891403514,0.0,0.0,0.1045954327154594,0.0,0.0821067232383441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953691036649174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353772102487628,0.0613179189144185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081233483116033,0.0,0.10446736022720077,0.046941142941575406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700693194880672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222663950869264,0.09808731718995144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510207506758639,0.0,0.10472410451562528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557347154230404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882441581763977,0.0,0.1011266365022334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848531538978507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574457613108017,0.16212325863471858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889121196545868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395593288168458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7570844985905504,0.07866043236370175,0.07147040689819016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827938979789596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461881042949975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948615830224234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189738766603296,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pet-ghost,2019/01/12,feeling like everyone secretly hates you anyone else constantly feel like youre on thin fucking ice with everyone around you ?? and as soon as you make a wrong move everyones gonna snap and get you ?? i told my mum i feel like everyone barely tolerates me and she said that was silly :/ anyone else feel like this ? or similar ? it makes me terrified to even send messages thinking i'll stuff up and the person im talking to will stop responding or turn on me,3.498750000000001,5.763828647727276,4.522727272727273,82.22909090909094,75.02272727272728,8.945454545454545,28.04545454545455,9.516144504307137,2.84704090909091,363,15,68,10,8,118,63,88,0.154,0.722,0.125,-0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,0,3,8,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,17,16,8,0,0,2,1,5,4,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,6,12,5,9,11,0,10,0,0,0,1,15,5,1,2,7,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648736606368868,0.2732722979007064,0.0,0.11871265231762773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410747320725242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279903385940367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807855450803333,0.0,0.0,0.5096989258272261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697096111836066,0.381070312971358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328291759673765,0.06967156171131024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165871206677798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404437810658416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260598620160602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802864069446225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173338543365124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164389017556848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684946475240932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148927622364943,0.0,0.0,0.1526575504160561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107184279540085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854473688810324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274247314568065,0.0,0.0,0.14505002711658382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580082911699466,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DumbJustice,2019/01/12,"3rd month at new job for USA based company - feeling uncomfortable I started a new job in November 2018 , I had a choice of staying at my old job with a slightly higher pay , but ended up choosing the new job because of the career opportunities. 

I actually moved to where I live after university to work at the old job , they have an office here and everything. The new job is for a USA based Silicon valley startup that is doing very well , but I have to work from home when not traveling (1/6th of the time). I am the only one not in the USA from my team. 

Now to the problem - my manager is a VP and is very busy , so he lets us all do our own thing as we are senior enough to be able to self direct , but I feel so disconnected from everyone even of collective projects I cannot help but feel like its a closed circle , and I am outside the circle. 

I realized today that one of my counterparts for the solutions I manage and work with in my team , can literally do it all himself without the need for me to be around. 

is this normal ? I am not feeling to happy and think I made a mistake leaving the old company , but the reasons I did it were to further my career.  

​",9.924406619385344,5.909912778723407,10.25971631205674,68.01222222222225,61.638297872340424,13.508274231678488,41.43026004728132,11.20814326018867,4.413373522458629,913,36,183,18,9,312,129,235,0.071,0.866,0.064,-0.3829,6,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,1,6,9,6,0,0,21,0,22,0,0,2,2,34,30,14,0,4,9,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,0,8,3,1,2,5,2,1,2,4,4,26,4,34,23,4,31,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,18,137,33,19,0.09714418457381883,0.0,0.094798710926953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525568339932108,0.11804081721805765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647892003384079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921819325647752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604091361081129,0.10037591094215167,0.0,0.06416281772238237,0.0,0.0,0.0928254313828561,0.08730692920176715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647607430671468,0.06939982486986206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341179086760227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511369920830436,0.0,0.09744353778020627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5784036815756017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286166495072753,0.0,0.0993365104466017,0.0,0.047459741640469434,0.0,0.08578009474264768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192017629186564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753956131724048,0.1032488944164734,0.0,0.07203118195199344,0.0,0.3752898352204944,0.0,0.0,0.09518067521899036,0.0,0.0,0.3058094408983898,0.0,0.13165482715695412,0.07388252985299883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295386502844738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988040108297933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134257086991444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875915383972298,0.10354277531064836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645382796753028,0.062246070964650166,0.0,0.0,0.05664555523783206,0.0,0.092081328204621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685249299433678,0.0,0.0,0.1603082520708686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734428847942237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364352733085074,0.0,0.21216637005418312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804081721805765,0.0
socialanxiety,greenskyrays,2019/01/12,"This girl [17F?] in my class just seems to dislike me [16M] for no reason? It's this girl who sits at my table in one of my classes. We have assigned seats. I sit across from her. She seemed like a nice girl. Or so I thought. She's pretty rude towards me. Whenever I try to talk to her, she seems annoyed. She avoids eye contact with me.

She rolls her eyes at me on the rare occasion when we do make eye contact. Whenever I try to have a conversation with her, she's very short with me and gives brief responses as if she wants the conversation to hurry up and end. She never takes the initiative to talk to me, I always make the first move.

She is not like this with anyone else at our table. She is very friendly with the rest of our group and will speak to them with no problem. However, she's very cold towards me. I've done nothing to this girl for her to act this way towards me.

I don't know why she singles me out and speaks to everyone else? What do you guys think?",1.4433637311099543,3.3346884900990084,2.751365294424179,94.27266023970819,79.94059405940594,6.034809796769153,22.017717561229812,7.0608816371341465,0.4571544554455449,753,23,172,9,19,243,111,202,0.086,0.8420000000000001,0.071,-0.2967,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,1,1,1,3,8,2,1,7,0,9,3,3,3,1,30,20,9,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,5,8,13,0,1,7,0,0,3,5,4,0,2,2,6,41,4,35,17,2,23,0,0,3,0,40,13,0,5,6,117,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908346889709246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847292452906666,0.15895256591239787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875539408102926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591882044891597,0.0,0.13740220237794995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823667222293502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195644458073166,0.0,0.0,0.11985572887289815,0.0,0.0,0.1488181538527404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360651865449598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525729430534004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158074808888616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710558268561305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488232040494366,0.0,0.0,0.11964849052420586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885474195001525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512244957601666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782650360035674,0.0,0.1484417730874318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950303765103094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236830355808735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664105775766545,0.24938080279997826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940325922855403,0.0,0.12315864123539805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106508766219843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38400406218715205,0.09150173598752506,0.12313772225040975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998382110613586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway-account-17,2019/01/12,"Friends making fun of SA I don’t think they understand but I have recently stopped hanging out with them and they have noticed and they say i don’t come out because certain people are there and make fun as I didn’t go out due to “girls being there” it’s really annoying as sometimes I just wanna stay home to avoid any bad things happening and I am constantly pressured for it.

I can’t get new friends atm I’m stuck with them for another 5 months till I finish school which I really can’t wait for.

What can I do?",3.4129245283018865,4.709013641509434,4.3831603773584895,87.23719339622644,72.9622641509434,8.318867924528304,27.400943396226417,8.841846274778883,1.9522867924528309,410,15,87,8,8,133,70,106,0.16899999999999998,0.693,0.139,-0.5089,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,5,0,3,9,1,2,0,0,12,0,0,2,1,21,23,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,5,10,0,3,2,0,1,3,5,4,0,0,2,1,15,5,15,20,0,15,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,8,55,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038981980772286,0.21647579942766892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237312430361865,0.12584708179893178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783426559316914,0.0,0.2230939273502925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189981090464947,0.0,0.10785909974599586,0.0,0.11732756845241095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255881441614047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070813747506818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756075569810412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478259431997558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993860669927442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350392360437048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431231123929344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645081713816857,0.0,0.20383973579953715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417351440614045,0.0,0.20893357068053048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417958813502815,0.0,0.0,0.220043121845536,0.0,0.17259743673670766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715302198234086,0.13228175250844187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149167407701273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ilovemyindia_goa,2019/01/12,"Anyone find it easier to talk to much older people? I'm 19 and I find it impossible to have a conservation with someone younger or slightly older than me. However if I talk to my parents friends or someone above say 30, I am much more comfortable as they generally lead the conversation and I actually feel like talking to them. Do you feel this way?",3.8369154228855713,6.122100477611941,5.8485820895522425,73.02023631840798,74.07462686567162,9.242786069651741,32.062189054726375,9.725611199111238,3.5723651741293536,280,14,50,8,6,97,50,67,0.0,0.8220000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9072,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,6,6,0,1,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,3,8,6,3,4,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,3,3,33,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.2130769920704396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267460114597492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208074905118783,0.15598847061201054,0.0,0.0,0.3991338082155865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869578911211536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667422472636416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210230741645338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424505713603173,0.0,0.0,0.15137560819703147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363977891177054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700125643388393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526501633005395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331516332047872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hunter3200,2019/01/12,"Bad at life. Hi, I am hunter. I have social anxiety, meaning I am also bad at conversations. In conversations, I just do not know what do to, what to say",0.06951612903225879,2.3835055483871,3.4195967741935505,84.34939516129033,90.29032258064517,6.970967741935485,20.65322580645161,8.07648339933343,1.329832258064517,116,4,25,3,4,42,21,31,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887099359204512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761815812516657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6028781942689586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984087808526789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25500119799572285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393259848088278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28709995340580186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368017449709126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,honeylemonsugar,2019/01/12,"What should I do about texting someone back?? It's not necessary to text back... I'm not sure is it rude or not to leave it like that.

and I... I don't want them to know me, because I'm absolutely freak, and weird.

I don't want to leave Nad impression in their mind.

Now everything seems already good, so I think I should leave it be like that.

but is it cruel or rude to just don't answer...

How to know if the conversation already ends or not?

​

maybe I should pretend ""Oh I think the conversation already ends so I didn't answer"" ???

What should I do

I'm too shy, but act like I'm all cool ;w;",0.6487728937728932,2.6593283095238114,2.424920634920636,94.94016483516485,83.36507936507937,5.7816849816849825,20.8034188034188,7.010146845296331,0.27928400488400484,461,14,109,6,13,152,65,126,0.175,0.698,0.127,-0.8031,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,0,9,12,3,0,2,1,13,0,0,1,2,30,24,11,0,7,11,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,7,1,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,1,13,7,8,18,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,5,8,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024269887488604,0.0,0.0,0.16443653994164786,0.1844102183212568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23339473541100306,0.0,0.09251409982060688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688362218675462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639595399711787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729268227649276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681136467267627,0.0,0.0,0.4820893959606498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224330919673743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524676232993626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323866522862387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816050565869464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858938661734676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303604303490122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448885236073368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902901533953522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844102183212568,0.0
socialanxiety,kenzkente,2019/01/12,"Can’t eat in front of people hi, i started having this fear (i know it’s fear bc i had this intense feeling of wanting to get out like i felt trapped or sth) of eating in public or just mealtimes in particular. I’m fine w finger food or drinks but when it comes to utensils i will start to panick my heart will beat really fast and i can’t breathe properly, this went on for abt a year such that one day i just decided to reject all sorts of social outing bc i just want to avoid eating in public. idk what happened but  i didn’t really experience any panic attacks or anxiety?? but recently... i think it’s coming back agn, i think it’s not that bad bc i can’t still eat w my fam outside but when i’m gg attend an overseas camp soon but i can really feel the anxiety building up and i knew i’m anxious and concerned over eating in public agn.... i’m totally fine w talking w ppl but i’m anxious over eating??? i really need help and i hope someone can offer me some tips on how to overcome!!!",0.11927884615384696,2.4088846778846182,2.7905769230769235,89.30442307692309,89.24038461538461,5.5076923076923086,20.98076923076923,7.010146845296331,0.7314461538461541,775,27,161,12,26,269,120,208,0.158,0.73,0.11199999999999999,-0.8934,0,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,10,11,1,4,3,0,10,11,3,1,2,39,33,17,0,4,14,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,7,8,1,8,1,0,5,5,7,0,1,5,4,19,4,22,26,3,27,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,7,12,93,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326500022505064,0.0,0.16483734817728912,0.2434247720751329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256663477330315,0.0,0.08284326761441023,0.08995607379647473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561214091662406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948159037890689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554145407791443,0.0,0.6614524014355504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538766878568913,0.0,0.24246863774637376,0.10895034543371246,0.0,0.10344462122814432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302762672438966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628824780875916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527166284280496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766911774016956,0.07221398377633569,0.0,0.0,0.10700736328657527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059209555435636475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263496091490443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988577930783784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730055247051302,0.0,0.0,0.12640640776106327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469141905046778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760768731286724,0.0,0.10637750165703837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982452236331984,0.09128539209896427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251390967580167,0.0,0.08603907855038839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659509188203267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806731343589848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270924007981567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987347707616126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937923373859638
socialanxiety,-depression-is-cool-,2019/01/12,Did anyone not go to any dances during their High School years? I was just wondering if its common for people with SA to not go to any dances for all of HS. I haven’t gone to any. Still got one left thats in the spring. Doubt I’ll go to that one though.,0.6550000000000011,2.136953071428572,1.8422857142857159,101.8027142857143,80.78571428571428,5.194285714285715,12.985714285714286,5.6839178017228535,-1.4032528571428573,196,1,51,1,5,62,41,56,0.048,0.9520000000000001,0.0,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,9,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,6,3,1,0,2,4,0,3,0,10,5,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,4,29,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4943658857303019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694385740162569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131549380004835,0.0,0.1938086382634684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560286088526237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26328573332526384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284100254618513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679969490748843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24524482347257576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935202581693224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808209811189285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26279003944824475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560487100849167
socialanxiety,sassychris,2019/01/12,"Do you work?If yes,what kind of job do you have? Seeing that working is fucking hard with SAD, I was wondering if you guys work. 
My only proper job was as a hotel receptionist and to be frank I liked it. I did freak out before each shift(overthinking,tachycardia,sometimes throwing up etc etc) but as soon as the shift started and I had to deal with people,I kind of forgot about my anxiety,mainly cause I had no time to think about it. 
I quit a few months ago and I feel like a loser again not working and staying at my parents house. Even my dad gave me shit yesterday about how I’m still a kid(I’m a 23 yo woman) and that I need to get my shit together. 
The above scolding happened after I went to a relative’s pastry shop yesterday to see if I like working as pastry cook so I can do that job as I have no fucking clue what I wanna do in my life. I fucking hated it. Way too many people working together,doing the same shit every day and too much fuss. 
And now I’m back at square one. I have no clue what I wanna do. 
I have a diploma in business,my English is  good (I have a lot of English language certificates-English isn’t my first language) and well that’s about it. 
My dad keeps saying about how all my classmates went to university and they’re done by now and doing something in their lives and that I’ve still no idea what to do with mine. He also said he’s sad he has a kid who stays inside all day. Hell,I live in such a tiny fucking place that there’s nothing to do anyway. 
I’m thinking of perhaps doing a paramedical course like med lab assistant or pharmacy assistant or med imaging assistant but I don’t know if I could actually “handle” a job in that field. 
Ahhh,anyway,do you guys work ?",3.124424338624337,4.478576951428573,4.468412698412699,86.11473544973545,73.77142857142857,7.242328042328044,26.677248677248677,7.793537801064563,1.4876645502645496,1343,48,276,18,27,445,180,350,0.138,0.809,0.053,-0.985,5,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,4,1,9,23,20,8,0,15,0,28,9,3,3,2,43,53,27,0,7,8,3,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,4,15,16,1,2,6,3,1,3,7,12,1,2,11,7,36,8,39,40,9,33,0,3,3,4,20,10,7,7,21,185,51,10,0.0,0.0,0.0824247391210133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487229350900043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754587879712316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494764899544009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187269455319859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676785699843229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743767953718217,0.0,0.0,0.10894466318200208,0.08707873774031555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864360593549595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839950941333666,0.0557877154691652,0.0,0.07116461401464008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04270756693287322,0.06034114181521023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184508685246935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31234265219318746,0.04412898557149297,0.0,0.0,0.070844446714902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726539895648534,0.0746912898984937,0.0,0.0756632079228371,0.08339077325739094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746018564460604,0.0,0.09534964348906433,0.0,0.0,0.3352701887633496,0.07507553800748921,0.0,0.17591264300381154,0.04641923881501818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059659463946146074,0.16505949438408124,0.0,0.14916662603960146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180832391329632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563330035494725,0.0,0.0,0.18764106067689354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741840738800839,0.0,0.062090803147554524,0.06262903074226571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104554421559773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057235033453122225,0.06423872423145448,0.0,0.0,0.0937873437199096,0.0,0.0,0.05855674464749496,0.0,0.08824696613515591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983792540309261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034466376690907,0.06716921117931747,0.0,0.0,0.13461384150111125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601034334718545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502456043993589,0.08353711573731662,0.0,0.0597840968722437,0.18005490073429636,0.13490621590618448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082423191286379,0.0,0.0,0.04925167301526855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704363987681854,0.0,0.0,0.07594333426299801,0.15659806088982292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159767079470454,0.4304358948794322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,friedchicken_legs,2019/01/12,"Applying for my first job Hi guys. I'm terrified, absolutely mortified at the thought of applying a job. My qualifications only qualify me for a job in fnb or retail (or something similar). And this has me panicking.

I'm hoping someone who has been through the same thing could help me out.",4.118333333333332,6.6123289814814825,6.103481481481483,70.53966666666669,74.0,10.986666666666668,34.874074074074066,10.793553405168565,4.8559451851851865,231,13,40,9,5,80,41,54,0.11800000000000001,0.7879999999999999,0.094,-0.34,3,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,1,7,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,28,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021438741898324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153550403503397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506883095253124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970142340632713,0.0,0.0,0.2514651721878904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7537271669424762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255503270984964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21451885307116053,0.194910570100093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820174645672273,0.0,0.0,0.20099688375974195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lauraann47,2019/01/12,"I'm sick of myself. Feeling a little shitty at the moment but I have no one else to blame but myself. In the last few years, especially the last year, I have completely ghosted my friends. I love my friends but the older I have gotten, the worse my social anxiety has become. Tonight, I got on social media to see all of my friends - who were bridesmaids in my wedding - celebrating the engagement of one of my bridesmaids and her choosing them as her bridesmaids - everyone except for me. Initially, I was hurt. Well, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't. But I also understand. Why would she want me to be in her wedding? I can't bring myself to get out of the house. My social anxiety cripples me. I have distanced myself so far from my friends and chosen to do so. I feel sometimes like my friends think my husband is controlling or something but that's not it at all. He encourages me to get out of the house but I just can't. Even the thought of it it exhausting and draining. I'm just so sick of feeling this way. I'm sick of myself.",1.6594729907773385,4.005956618357486,3.2998353096179223,88.16303359683796,81.85024154589371,6.082476943346507,25.83421168203777,7.348242739294969,1.406943961352657,808,34,161,12,22,267,108,207,0.158,0.633,0.209,0.941,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,8,12,0,0,10,0,15,5,0,1,2,29,33,16,1,3,12,1,3,1,5,1,4,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,7,5,37,10,27,23,3,19,0,1,1,1,21,10,0,2,8,121,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241327995677567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593826246025114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143737977918527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427338258362634,0.0,0.1436354304658337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698160894113093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845855146788896,0.0,0.0,0.12237129177807092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426005345371408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947122783193974,0.0,0.1338170213793801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024250251566182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29553889755552265,0.1370958908177402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087796168517249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256593484649696,0.12835445520056085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558337551772215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355988577706327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181883913462273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205097099349236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916374473141523,0.0,0.09859044890663356,0.12665924514038238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205867722431635,0.0,0.10166905257386014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333198504444706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553586750712978,0.10165178368096532,0.0,0.0,0.11514552910160175,0.0,0.11555845635165235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050885186793426,0.09097347576410507,0.0,0.0,0.16493891293304808
socialanxiety,EdLinqueni,2019/01/12,"I need help I need help. Why is it so much easier for everyone else? It’s gotten to a point where I can’t remember what it was like to not feel like this, I can’t even imagine it. It’s like it’s become a vital part of me that I need, but I want it to go away. Even if I have a good/positive conversation with someone, I will still focus on one little thing and make the whole thing negative in my mind. I don’t feel truly comfortable with someone until I get to know them very, very well. I feel like I’m constantly under a spotlight and everyone is judging me, and I can barely sharpen a pencil or blow my nose in class because I feel such an intense sense of people watching. There’s a lot more, and I haven’t even been diagnosed by a professional, but I just really need help.",3.5434478935698444,4.084860817073171,5.334301552106427,83.37300443458982,71.92682926829268,8.890465631929047,26.494456762749444,9.095868883498916,1.9043243902439029,610,19,132,12,11,210,99,164,0.032,0.7490000000000001,0.218,0.9721,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,0,9,0,11,2,1,1,0,27,26,10,0,6,6,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,3,6,20,7,16,22,5,12,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,3,7,94,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445640594316887,0.0,0.0,0.08075019879336061,0.14629856994846704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314896083097406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445045918795015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065855732981357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624781338963497,0.0,0.0,0.25315436439544464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267915672295032,0.18926783632841687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920815025395374,0.0,0.07528362470582317,0.11110640884685262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663680129079182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279998878241271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588652818603337,0.13276598641514228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261807192065615,0.0,0.0,0.08842225301151341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337531544276495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097377938286453,0.3928881947986797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976256181090682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434480440951286,0.0,0.09183542131011932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522342669359351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486127415995721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005844277313135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447645390706547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578772137761228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600938586528575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859706470397652,0.07813202855824017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191030707004304,0.0,0.1195301902233562,0.14789384169610945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Final_Tune,2019/01/12,"Anyone else totally alone at college? I'm unable to talk to anyone for more than 30s. If someone tries to make conversation with me I totally mess up my words and can't think of anything to say to continue the conversation or sound boring.  
Everyone else that walks into class gets a hi, where have you been?, how are you? I walk into class, people turn to look who it is and then turn back instantly. It's so depressing.  
On breaks everyone sits together in groups to eat and I can't bring myself to sit with them. Everyone is laughing, telling stories etc.. and I can't bring myself to join in. I feel like such an outcast. I literally can go a full day without saying a word. I hate this so much.",2.5470401337792623,4.718354384057975,4.112318840579711,84.48647157190638,77.6231884057971,7.724414715719062,25.108138238573023,8.617729084823388,1.8793850613154968,547,20,109,12,13,182,97,138,0.078,0.838,0.083,0.1743,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,0,6,6,1,0,5,0,9,1,0,2,2,19,21,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,8,1,0,2,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,1,5,14,2,22,20,6,21,0,1,1,0,12,9,0,2,5,74,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323803577441496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391377403482103,0.17138467846473734,0.13764638473235366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861790086305458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107873295688389,0.0,0.14406671294560694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115576969079027,0.279460018988989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654677882238604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47949199674345394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457515698928858,0.1194954877658022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739003765663543,0.0,0.09506161880975927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514140809724462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171814535845702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046204640257454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165193683122976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229603979090959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596178913979605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660346626285912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172467901528513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444277686812334,0.1461986199219911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717785852303684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356322734063508,0.3638766526962028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612392970082214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,messyjessie21,2019/01/12,"Does anyone need total darkness sometimes? When I get REALLY overwhelmed and panicky, sometimes I need to shut myself in a small room (or closet) and devoid myself of stimulation in complete darkness and silence. Does anyone else do this, or feel like they need to do this? I guess it's my version of ""crawling under a rock.""",6.541271186440678,7.905169525423733,6.562500000000004,74.28408898305086,65.61016949152543,7.255932203389831,33.39406779661017,7.1686216300943375,2.5037423728813555,258,11,39,2,4,82,41,59,0.129,0.7929999999999999,0.078,-0.4691,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,12,8,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,7,8,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,3,2,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156479213650003,0.2312699101813057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366560605286201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950463927548288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855446726571684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412740704535633,0.1612495992654003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792586327224908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486486049119043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027209845436517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020905706672498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445976951699306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464723746090665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ducky118,2019/01/12,"My Chinese girlfriend has invited me to go out to karaoke with her and her friends tomorrow evening. Now, I'm gonna preface this by saying I've never been diagnosed with (social) anxiety because I've never asked to be. But I think it would explain a lot of my feelings.

​

I haven't seen her in three weeks because she was in China and I wanted to see her for a nice relaxing evening with a film and a food delivery. But no. She wants me to:

​

\- Let her friend who I've met one time \*cook for me\*.

\- Hang out and talk to all of her friends who are all Chinese and will most likely be speaking Chinese 90% of the time while I'm there.

\- GO TO F\*CKING KARAOKE, the thing I haven't done in like ten years and hate the thought of doing.

\- It's 'KTV', a Chinese thing, so most songs will be Chinese songs, and either they won't be singing Western songs or I won't be able to understand Chinese song lyrics.

\- I have to do this in front of all her friends who I barely know.

\- I don't know the words to the vast majority of popular Western songs as it is.

\-I'm so f\*cked.

​

I got an instant headache just thinking about it. I didn't want to say no because I want to see my gf and this is the only opportunity I will have to see her for a few days.",2.3770909090909105,4.039090723076928,3.4060139860139884,91.69262237762241,76.38461538461539,6.265734265734268,28.356643356643357,6.980632752743323,1.273653846153846,988,43,216,10,22,317,133,260,0.055999999999999994,0.851,0.09300000000000001,0.9144,0,1,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,1,1,8,11,1,0,13,0,27,3,0,0,5,40,53,15,0,5,5,0,1,2,6,7,1,8,0,0,12,13,2,0,8,9,0,4,10,1,0,3,8,13,29,10,34,32,9,21,0,0,4,0,28,7,0,4,12,149,41,0,0.10411685605103976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384317100952158,0.3795401287794186,0.0,0.0,0.07964910989867842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733520566528203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904060072129837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714675878032589,0.0,0.0,0.10567641724920306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654769234053156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753640294451186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264461078089792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258985156172071,0.0,0.3217616988480199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834401733539032,0.0,0.08327176103982613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279383997111513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443980238926604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646653944500613,0.0,0.10173247344199814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851642776058757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060267597427688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055227622559812,0.07918556071203563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559580575278676,0.0,0.0,0.2489029626536507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613402299917764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368518501741412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834122555486894,0.13342775460623782,0.0,0.08265715373884835,0.12142275209787652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838931902727457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456432770945041,0.0,0.08351626169220054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396162728012258,0.0,0.3795401287794186,0.06704784169165515
socialanxiety,savorytonkotsuramen,2019/01/12,"I got my crushes number Today, in the cafeteria, I walked up to my crush and told him how I felt. 

He was really shocked, seemed nervous, smiled and didn’t know what to say, tried to start a convo but didn’t know what to say and and I asked for his number. He said it had never happened before. He had to leave for a class makeup. 

When I went to leave, guess what 

He was standing outside waiting for me cuz he gave me his old number since he changed it and asked for mine. 

I’m still freaking out about it and not sure if I should text/call him or wait for him to text/call me, but I’ll see him on Monday and I’m lowkey freaking out. 

Legit he is the cutest thing ever I can’t believe it. ",0.4836734693877531,2.419547571428573,1.9585306122449,98.47575510204085,83.48979591836735,4.464217687074831,17.963265306122448,5.2151,-0.6950114285714286,531,12,125,2,15,171,85,147,0.131,0.7909999999999999,0.078,-0.688,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,0,9,1,0,2,3,27,28,14,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,8,9,1,2,4,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,12,5,19,1,18,15,0,16,0,0,1,0,20,5,0,4,8,76,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34156003372874394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544620267795894,0.20581644930534584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932499465728286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652434318908486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754002945156185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610492326498392,0.0,0.20124129204599972,0.0,0.1615422582945686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007909804927377,0.0,0.0,0.38686094195893533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408931512697945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19169066924747413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702871614011337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737693704910302,0.2905470256710764,0.0,0.0,0.14557135097913992,0.16630391730813396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511137899512139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930099389056432,0.0,0.14588752453650686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721726057642141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136367654342675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315814100001894,0.17455742058870033,0.0,0.12402691289704028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934507648128408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xxcassandra24,2019/01/12,"Overthinking situations Hey! So I never really posted on any forums before about my SA or anything so this is all new to me. I'm not actually diagnosed with it but Iv'e pretty much researched a ton about it and have been struggling for years with it(I believe). I do want to get help for it eventually,I keep putting it off but I know that I need to. I struggle so much with overthinking every single conversation or interaction I have. Its been getting worse and worse.  For example,I  just moved recently and have been here for a few months,I never met my neighbor across the street but my parents have..blah blah so I was having car troubles earlier in my driveway and was all pissed off so I went back inside and I guess my neighbor and his friend noticed so a min later he rang the doorbell. He offered to help me and I was just caught off guard but I took his help of course and appreciated it. He helped jump start my car and it took all of like 3 min yet the few words I said to them I keep overthinking. I was flustered and uncomfortable for no reason and I feel like they probably think I'm so awkward and weird. I know deep down they most likely can care less and didn't even think about it but all I have been doing is replaying the situation for no reason. I didn't even say anything bad or embarrassing, I just feel like it wasn't good enough or I could have done this or that differently. I do this with EVERY interaction with a stranger or even family/friends sometimes. Its like no matter what I do I judge myself regardless and the whole night I replay it and just cry,not knowing what else to do,I'm so fucking tired of it. Afterwards I always get like clammy, shaky,my cheeks get red/warm etc. so idk if its an anxiety attack or what.  I'm such a friendly person and nice to everyone so most of the time the other person probably assumes the conversation went fine but I always have to pick it apart regardless. I can't stand it,I try to distract myself from thinking about it or reassuring myself that the other person probably didn't think twice about it but in the back of my mind I always think everyone thinks I'm weird or awkward no matter what. Do you have any ways you cope with overthinking/replaying conversations in your head? Thanks! Sorry this was so long!",3.0279775161735074,5.291451594654788,4.1374148902322645,84.44029138827025,76.48329621380847,7.394230565277335,24.27622229292608,8.344100000000001,1.59017590412557,1822,61,356,35,42,592,205,449,0.16699999999999998,0.7,0.132,-0.9459,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,3,0,28,27,3,6,16,0,32,6,3,3,6,80,67,44,0,6,22,1,2,7,4,0,2,3,3,3,29,22,0,3,14,0,0,10,12,13,0,1,21,5,48,14,41,45,16,41,0,0,0,1,34,12,2,14,22,246,77,1,0.0,0.0,0.07711973536248662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19727238744707548,0.0,0.0,0.10748323138558233,0.0,0.0604560526196092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300662957384818,0.0,0.0,0.08990553419111792,0.0,0.12153500408634195,0.06598491411113845,0.0,0.0,0.06724683927229358,0.08903727107894945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057411159663698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309726976183765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021155603617866,0.0,0.08256723342361824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087287984550329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601758837978393,0.0,0.0,0.08165684546693941,0.08813688986656881,0.15659135470758997,0.0,0.13316866412946626,0.15102890394091173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991766294833684,0.11291495582235772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317005257129845,0.0730599299931994,0.16515506025888846,0.0,0.0,0.06628477130553836,0.0,0.0,0.08705803414961699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110532490765822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211882680779756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048708397689855,0.0,0.0,0.13029484052912074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316539547782624,0.0,0.0,0.06993711837076584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979555225163999,0.0,0.0,0.08399404734525624,0.11618905581620212,0.0585981142113343,0.12190222642666385,0.07632554412774965,0.0,0.0741622391753707,0.0,0.0,0.08997367696238871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775102238917565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070120867494898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568678951236235,0.08039968617124793,0.25561601230572195,0.0,0.0,0.07944476915866826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506272339171972,0.162507486106087,0.07803042100390384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517353738171981,0.06284608050807089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766112233643916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816051742849696,0.08846515482026178,0.05593628537790898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652340359400005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275818284079581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038269491141493,0.0,0.0,0.046081747174482775,0.09083083353797868,0.0,0.0,0.17560559282056884,0.05365469039025054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661264546637761,0.06272859119938623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465191293644369,0.0,0.0882317192686568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107216460497548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050891313794947865
socialanxiety,ticklesandprickles,2019/01/12,"Has anyone else physically ran away from people? Since I’ve started college my sa has gotten WAY worse. In the past I would just avoid people, but now I’m literally ignoring and running away from everyone. 

About a month ago a girl across my dorm hall yelled hi. I said hi back but when she started to approach me I straight up panicked. I sprinted back to my (single) dorm room before she could reach me. 

I still can’t believe I did that. I’m terrified that she thinks I’m crazy and has told everyone else on our floor.  

Ever since this incident I’ve worn earbuds and pretend not to hear whenever other strangers talks to me. I also dropped a chemistry course so I wouldn’t have to meet my lab partner.

Just going outside now scares the shit out of me. I feel really guilty and don’t know what to do... I’ve never had my anxiety escalate to this level before.

Has anyone else gone through something similar?",2.9352043868394797,5.275517807909608,3.870588235294118,85.85688933200402,77.13559322033899,6.8765702891326015,26.795945496842805,7.928766900206844,1.771722765038218,720,29,137,12,17,231,113,177,0.172,0.769,0.057999999999999996,-0.9683,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,12,4,1,2,5,0,13,1,1,0,2,20,29,9,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,3,2,6,5,0,2,3,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,8,4,22,0,19,18,1,32,0,0,0,0,13,12,1,0,13,85,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622522549214668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387381610271052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893234586520577,0.0,0.0,0.19913281452912546,0.2918025116791277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675709567604385,0.2189870579735541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423365614041223,0.1604312287653441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369140582323252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568600888891396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288050926596309,0.0,0.2721304499195516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719995610348819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092677648159473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049033991269754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825697079648203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365891541508324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982436758152513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593283940488746,0.19743854370716155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122235270580674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354509502216556,0.0,0.14256296970517887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616717347438948,0.2355824433575209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096231919631522,0.0,0.0,0.20157686521613397,0.0,0.113717416182819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144522961990056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124143591355856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360652249597758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302710474934767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511341696757946,0.1011538430734608,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dan24641,2019/01/12,"How do you force yourself to hang out with friends? My friends told me to hang out several times and several times I have declined it because I am scared that my social anxiety will bring down the mood or that I will panic, also I am scared of their expectations towards me since I developed social anxiety recently and I am not as talkative or cheerful as I used to be. They are more casual friends that intimate friends, since my intimate friends are in my native country. ",13.566367041198506,8.372919494382021,12.287865168539328,59.80423220973786,56.30337078651686,16.810486891385768,53.26217228464419,14.06817628641468,7.075491385767792,381,21,67,11,3,123,55,89,0.121,0.6759999999999999,0.204,0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,0,2,11,0,3,1,0,10,0,0,2,0,11,13,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,16,7,12,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,3,51,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699520259370434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429686789398813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680521664252728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6134564388259136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632183933345411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679942277848838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317980266925267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35880579217232006,0.0,0.2627280014461211,0.0,0.0,0.323760596841435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851993431439168,0.0,0.0,0.15174367032838362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13715534558672068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slippybe,2019/01/02,How do I tell someone I love them? Without being rejected lol,0.8024999999999984,3.2773742500000047,3.466666666666669,80.89500000000002,98.16666666666666,5.7333333333333325,31.0,7.1686216300943375,2.8032,49,3,8,1,2,17,11,12,0.14400000000000002,0.431,0.425,0.6778,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025231965918795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717649360554476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866575324644354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367240707209857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ice_cu,2019/01/02,"Muscle tension, do ppl recognize this? In many (social) situations I find my muscles all tensed up and my posture to be closed and guarded. I only became aware of this after some mindfulness training, and now I can spot it more easily and 'unclench' I know that the body only reflects the psych. reality of social anxiety but it still reinforces it and can play a big negative role that way. I find that relaxing your body makes it a lot easier to relax yourself mentally and try to function with less fear.  
  
The first time I realized it was when I was having a conversation with my barber, which I would normally never do, but after some progress became in reach. While talking about how their business was going, I for a moment glanced at my my feet, which were pressed against the base of the chair. I also felt my thighs were in a state of 'fight or flight' and in a moment of clarity I saw how ridiculous all this was considering I was just making small talk with a chatty old lady. I relaxed my legs and posture and it immediately became a lot easier to speak confidently after this.  
  
Let me know if you've had similar experiences.",6.6311897915168965,7.157659135514018,7.3720560747663555,71.52840762041698,65.12149532710278,10.509849029475198,33.283968368080515,10.389873798559362,3.559051473759885,901,36,157,21,13,300,130,214,0.087,0.752,0.161,0.96,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,1,1,2,8,8,2,2,13,0,16,5,5,4,3,40,23,18,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,15,13,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,4,0,1,10,5,23,4,24,10,8,25,0,0,2,0,10,9,0,6,13,123,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767803388839685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213753980436995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546869495312498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617565719824292,0.0,0.1796590591969939,0.0,0.0,0.1532962242174822,0.0,0.29184809956806285,0.1358045760484662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073702861398904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754871578264195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326059658218126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27147017041878546,0.0,0.0,0.2131452233595357,0.16186763159205333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089719406777422,0.0,0.16120854764813394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313769579126235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643043780665436,0.0,0.0,0.16753367429918076,0.0,0.0,0.24285342512178104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946170367413036,0.0,0.3255014017143476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275026745744169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566532790913229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309756403038352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083969528156854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672868095926654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341609727231655,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,keeepforgettingmypw,2019/01/02,"Anyone here ever waited tables? Probably one of the worst jobs to have with SA lol I've been getting progressively better over the years but college is gonna start getting really difficult for me soon, and it seems like the only job available to me right now that will actually allow me to afford to pay rent and eat (while not demanding I work 30 hours a week) is serving. But that's pretty much one of the most intimidating jobs I can think of.

Anyone here managed it successfully? Any tips?",5.076306990881459,6.7037724361702145,6.0918237082066895,75.30500000000002,69.31914893617022,8.77568389057751,27.258358662613983,9.23628265651192,2.3756826747720368,395,13,70,8,7,131,72,94,0.111,0.708,0.18100000000000002,0.7622,5,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,5,1,6,1,0,1,1,12,13,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,5,3,10,10,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,9,46,9,8,0.0,0.0,0.1884955414605752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135489769725509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701228446173506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083363887587152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765011091080945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472357889729934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183544693279748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902229290888412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750421818783663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436784119345866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199425662527226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617793816834777,0.14690629580236791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651237529377646,0.20825831597704345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374274658773393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649569239831421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584490520574156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367190946655012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376863288063113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494068027225033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062221736996722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243882088589863
socialanxiety,throwawayrstlne2,2019/01/02,"Spiraling down the rabbit hole I've been suffering from depression ever since I started getting bullied in the 3rd grade.  Social anxiety developed as I hit puberty, and I've lived a sheltered and closed in life ever since.  I am married with two cats, rent a house from my work friend that I've all but ignored since moving in, and have a great job with mostly caring and sensitive people.  I've been in therapy about 6 years now, but not consecutive.  

Two years ago I felt like I was getting in the way of my own therapy, and decided to take a break from therapy and medications to find my own way.  I also started smoking pot, which I've just stopped.  During the break from therapy, I started meditating and taking my own time to find some purpose, or at least a hobby that would help me have something to look forward to.  I stopped meditating as I felt fine during meditation, but once I was finished, it was like nothing happened.  Maybe I was doing it wrong, I don't know, but I also didn't particularly enjoy it, it was just too boring to me.  

I was not making any progress on my search for a hobby, and it was increasingly making me more and more depressed.  I broke a few months ago due to this stress and work stress, and with tears told my wife that I was lost and was losing the will to live.  I got back in touch with my therapist then and got back on medication, and also let my work know that I was extremely burned out and needed help.  They've been great and my boss has basically taken me under his wing for the last few months so I can work through my issues.  I've restarted therapy and medication, but it's only just barely working to keep back the suicidal thoughts, and not helping me get a grip on things.  Previously, I've tried half a dozen different medications with no or little effect, so trying to switch meds seems pointless.  I've also tried working out, but it triggers me since gym class was where I got bullied the worst (there was almost no supervision there); besides, I've had periods in my life where I was working out a lot and still hated it even after years of doing all sorts of exercise.  I know I need to work out more purely for my health, but I'm not in a place where I can work on my issues surrounding it.

I've thought about trying a different therapist, but with my trust issues, it took 3 years for me to even open up, and even then it was very difficult.  I don't think I have that much time.  Since I quit smoking pot, I really have nothing to look forward to after work anymore, and I'm scared that it's going to be the straw that broke the camel's back.  I don't know what to do.  I'm so depressed that everything new I try I hate, and am too scared to make any changes.

I don't know why I'm posting this, it's the first post I've ever made on Reddit, the first post I've made about my problems anywhere, but I'm desperate for some ideas.  I've read every post I can find, every article about this, they all say the same bullshit that hasn't helped.  I'm afraid this might be my last post ever.  I don't want to be done, but I can't see any reasons to keep going.

Since this is a throwaway, I won't be able to respond, but I will be reading replies for the next few days.",7.040740740740741,5.640478351851853,7.403487654320989,78.05069444444446,64.8641975308642,10.569135802469138,33.52160493827161,9.516144504307137,2.7974512345679003,2524,86,521,40,32,829,266,648,0.18600000000000005,0.759,0.055999999999999994,-0.9982,4,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,1,17,34,30,2,5,27,0,52,8,0,9,8,105,104,46,1,5,20,1,4,2,1,5,8,1,1,0,30,34,0,5,18,4,1,7,15,21,0,6,33,8,62,9,69,59,21,84,0,8,3,0,12,31,0,10,43,339,92,17,0.05019149859686667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898347024877787,0.0,0.0502595356978109,0.0,0.0,0.16055249317690115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239582055708198,0.0,0.03839635904643006,0.0,0.04977647975009595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437665713870735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05117357790753485,0.0,0.05309595036027133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032369364355899745,0.0,0.12968959258547375,0.0,0.0,0.104878866635608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051363329180700565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945303436779987,0.18160433599356007,0.08457700461888826,0.0,0.045108882572351496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963834194620956,0.0,0.1376223612656149,0.0853857261323117,0.0,0.0,0.038777827310543696,0.0,0.0786689593174608,0.0,0.057049970632276785,0.0,0.12042817952571025,0.11067260878920232,0.0,0.0,0.04438417644923956,0.0,0.0,0.0991074273727119,0.0,0.05335121594818278,0.0,0.0,0.13456921407238626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579142505411876,0.0,0.05666009258565587,0.0,0.15716065312322128,0.049807317682106535,0.08922502022590435,0.0,0.0,0.13791967503875624,0.08182554065305304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132420789336645,0.07090347959585029,0.04904206188781507,0.0503050673738565,0.0886400256238301,0.0,0.08429643553885817,0.056151448441767816,0.054789949764852776,0.04267101724208098,0.0,0.09498481910404173,0.10050964517034733,0.0,0.050424106536487136,0.0,0.055751440077711566,0.20225061769152175,0.0,0.053245248314522486,0.0,0.0,0.08012475065038142,0.05334561983269876,0.03689652657654312,0.07443272047081435,0.0,0.04847526210787796,0.053379228167904566,0.0,0.0,0.09632019315179292,0.0,0.0,0.05345230793235484,0.0,0.038172896398465016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034796465428024365,0.0,0.052439433317804006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403479072205945,0.0,0.0,0.04802648564725345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053384836951448834,0.10041016225840556,0.0,0.0321539592279267,0.05160521993986577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03991429422347122,0.10050089214637586,0.0,0.039996126066473126,0.04569245526173344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24911355782378,0.0,0.0,0.05116391205504366,0.0,0.038639867754627716,0.0,0.0,0.1065774031232633,0.0,0.04008299561445956,0.0839246805070312,0.11498838412667699,0.0,0.0,0.0549013530551056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547552107154501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28699176438996843,0.11655239676075717,0.03334500143243943,0.03216068565698482,0.0,0.07969288688222867,0.05853413292234535,0.0,0.0,0.047960127818724996,0.055764601725855685,0.17038366445387826,0.0,0.09805960203830008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414132428213806,0.02960424628931975,0.0796793507284709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04529002069546649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654000875638213,0.0,0.0,0.035654600538768136,0.054876524522223184,0.0,0.12928671801384234
socialanxiety,Kitjhii,2019/01/02,"Time for a new spot??? My down time I like to spend on the sofa looking out the huge window I have in my living room.  I sit here on reddit, playing games or reading.  I really like this spot, its comfy,  got a table with everything I need, and I love my huge window =)

It sucks though because it is a relative busy street.  People make a lot of u turns here, or pull over to use the phone, or to chat with someone walking by.  Every freaking time my heart jumps, and I get paranoid cuz omg is this person coming here!!!!  and thank God relief as they drive on by or stay in the car, as I remind myself no one is coming to see me lol.  I really dont know if I do myself more harm or good sitting here =P",1.6353828828828831,2.896179250000003,3.651081081081081,90.85315315315316,77.44594594594594,6.014414414414415,19.765765765765764,6.42735559955562,0.04483603603603603,531,11,119,4,12,181,98,148,0.081,0.691,0.228,0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,5,10,1,0,8,1,6,2,1,3,0,20,20,13,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,8,0,0,1,4,1,7,2,3,0,1,1,2,18,7,20,19,2,26,0,0,2,1,6,12,1,7,6,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130153570992595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194035609440277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728210886727936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620367863949636,0.0,0.16662149313206526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686148061561044,0.0,0.0,0.1555009233348885,0.1482776927254177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196945233615388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188850122983148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114972289363285,0.0,0.16370759569379842,0.0,0.15568550088408062,0.0,0.0,0.15761659790476604,0.1673266490584403,0.0,0.12375291514996127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746839109610662,0.0,0.17905609919349866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562876783949273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285298747100724,0.16188017245894934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854456396065004,0.0,0.23753816947567144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773618552854054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570849792184559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760690225889851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068723915122055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215010694862427,0.0,0.3243167665836798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016570325789893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012215970545152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ocennet,2019/01/02,"Exposure Therapy Seems Like it's Backfiring So I've started trying Exposure Therapy, and while I'm less afraid to approach people I'm not getting very good experiences from it in general. Usually when I try to talk to my co-workers they'll barely respond (and on a handful of occassions people have ignored me or will nearly immediately turn to talk to someone else close by), and even when I do find someone who is eager to talk they'll go on for a while and I'll be too nervous to give a good response. I also started running a Dungeons & Dragons game hoping it would help, but I still speak haltingly much of the time and can't help but feel intimidated when I talk to my players one on one after the game, sometimes barely remembering what they say because I'm internally trying to keep calm. It's discouraging because I've heard exposure therapy works best, but I'm feeling more self-critical and socially inept now. I also have noticed that at times I'll trip over my words or have sudden difficulty choosing what to say.",10.760303030303028,7.740699247474751,10.928156565656565,60.79556818181818,59.050505050505045,13.940404040404045,45.96212121212121,12.161744961471696,5.623806060606059,833,42,142,20,8,283,121,198,0.08900000000000001,0.802,0.10800000000000001,0.5686,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,2,10,11,0,2,6,0,11,1,1,0,0,27,27,19,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,8,7,0,4,6,2,0,4,2,4,0,2,1,7,13,7,23,21,4,26,0,1,0,0,19,8,0,4,15,89,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037160909918904,0.0,0.12896564468585806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451154412532675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491143492133835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943173896363354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861617430229532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643119124524205,0.0,0.0,0.12036719904321785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878847095945456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062186665868930964,0.11418149106051945,0.06764575556208521,0.1996683077788613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956250389675736,0.0,0.0,0.11822061274364368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057966172695777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058150552821614965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749849965653554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551296527005618,0.0,0.0,0.1613114761308111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503659291540262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483432525364622,0.0,0.0,0.18931000738826007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835765997460536,0.12417106197274545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133298054731652,0.20170228771233026,0.0,0.11772069166635435,0.0,0.16849576795491425,0.0,0.09505507166721762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826773974598199,0.0,0.0,0.4083530531657471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881113710734813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24243444663717803,0.12946713621770398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109136341654193,0.09820969475989337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733060664660352,0.0,0.0,0.08455332635507955,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lowlifesem,2019/01/02,Whats the best way to help someone with social anxiety? My brother is in college in another state and I Kno due to his anxiety he doesn't have lots of friends and his best friend is moving out. I'm worried for him but I don't know how I can help him. ,0.9403636363636352,2.5700004909090914,3.0745454545454542,92.6118181818182,80.45454545454545,6.581818181818183,25.54545454545455,7.554174236665415,1.1712909090909092,197,8,46,3,5,67,42,55,0.07400000000000001,0.672,0.254,0.8873,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,8,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,8,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,1,31,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499238327748092,0.36466409189731175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002533800174487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682870338005384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31951310922281473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309872974986063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263103246458408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25332131087568577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296107744102802,0.20194758640169175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891858941705228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420492886104921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,introvertedandroid,2019/01/02,"I'm tired. I'm a high school (senior) student, and currently studying in a new school. Adjusting seems to be really harder than I thought. I mean before, my company was my gadgets but my new school do not allow us to bring one. I was a loner and I still am but I'm currently hanging around with my junior high classmates before which have also gone to the same school as I do but It doesn't feel right. It's just being with them makes me very lonely. When I'm with them but we rarely talk. I'm just so uncomfortable being in a group like that. I feel more lonely when I'm in a group than I do when I'm alone. I usually eat out with them because of the awkward feeling when I eat out alone in the cafeteria. I just don't want people to feel sad for me because of it because I think it's not a problem. I keep on telling myself not to think about it but  whenever I do it but I can't stop myself not to. I wish I could eat out as normal as I really should. Music used to make me calm whenever I'm alone but in this place where music gadgets are not allowed, things seems to be so much harder. It sounds cliché but I just can't figure out how to feel better.",1.206972428419938,3.016261093495938,3.115450689289504,91.776474019088,80.34146341463416,6.066878755744081,20.451749734888647,7.079830092131019,0.3720935312831388,903,24,201,11,23,303,115,246,0.151,0.779,0.07,-0.9557,3,7,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,3,1,16,8,0,1,9,0,19,5,0,6,0,57,46,21,0,6,17,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,11,12,4,2,13,0,0,3,9,5,0,1,4,6,32,3,33,36,3,31,0,3,0,0,9,16,0,2,13,137,43,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354073630237649,0.0,0.08632665743366709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609736419806306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974138535365192,0.0,0.18371304340163,0.0,0.0,0.09547198665968737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618837393489794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33137587321207124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729109137444946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22810777653516864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594989904101753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273835606857096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411339304194332,0.0,0.0,0.11758794542383436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935482650539573,0.0,0.0,0.20851534663535504,0.0,0.0,0.10576695462382778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314893542139532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483814150672229,0.0,0.112783573931893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329247194299844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830959674214144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921877292409882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370000027714942,0.0,0.19654516001002556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620809214123015,0.090250073368562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676519769528454,0.0943520541289634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171642018941822,0.1383385303389016,0.0,0.08569932997804003,0.0,0.12407132472354025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984917679746918,0.0932331481177386,0.11889040887683898,0.08906910769226083,0.06367102939184248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413585162849786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dgm-gibson,2019/01/02,Anyone have suggestions to help overcoming SA without medication? I'm weary of taking pills to help so if I can find a method that works for me that would be great!,5.998750000000001,6.604376375000001,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,66.5,10.15,28.5,10.125756701596842,2.5786375,132,4,26,3,2,42,28,32,0.0,0.6829999999999999,0.317,0.8911,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24907370757428504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255739221989141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39272813290069536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775266144599856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588489886205392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678292379155239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433784066647622,0.0,0.2593286554291307,0.0,0.0,0.2530448112157755,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ldy_ae,2019/01/02,"My SA ruined my amazing yard We recently moved into this okayish house that has a huge yard on all 4 sides. There's no privacy fence, but the front of our house is more than a football field's width away from the main road and behind a small forest so we're kind of hidden away from the rest of society in a hidden nook off the main road. We were the only people around when we first moved in so I was able to go outside and listen to sounds of the cars on the main road, but still feel totally secluded. It was like being an invisible fly on the wall and it was awesome!!.....Until my neighbors moved in. They're nice people and keep to themselves, but their house is to our left and it's only about half a football field's width away and no fence which means whenever I can see their house, I feel like someone is looking at me. Totally irrational since I know they work nights and sleep mostly during the day, but dammit! now I'm practically secluded to only one side of my yard (the side that has a forest bordering it) simply because there are people living next door. I obviously need to just go live in the boondocks somewhere where no one can find me. That's apparently the only way I'll be able to enjoy my own yard comfortably without having an anxiety attack.",4.821764705882352,5.7226326984127,5.456255835667601,82.34626050420171,69.23809523809524,8.469094304388422,26.728291316526608,8.671277953709913,1.8068274509803923,1008,30,198,16,17,326,140,252,0.066,0.838,0.09699999999999999,0.8387,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,5,0,3,2,11,9,1,0,20,0,15,1,1,0,4,32,27,14,0,1,6,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,6,0,9,12,0,3,5,4,0,7,4,2,0,4,4,6,20,7,32,21,10,43,0,1,2,0,10,27,0,1,10,133,29,1,0.21655036094721866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283021670010966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638786629282682,0.0,0.12317864890130095,0.3051842887678309,0.0,0.0,0.06600354504282109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982853402328691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094943691052361,0.07735181056475053,0.0,0.0,0.09896155338259448,0.09209881319845052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307056053133072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997400838501663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623995534897556,0.0,0.11275193862958567,0.05950520754769864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764130039347888,0.0,0.0,0.10579556797757353,0.0,0.19121793610292215,0.0,0.09092388179680323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794341349259622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34523814448663986,0.0,0.08028467437135116,0.0,0.0,0.11515188278882445,0.1016089221126033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674012894522634,0.329392615266699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519313107129935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069086783025882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628130040259359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956634817261176,0.0,0.10835337551403884,0.0,0.09174120904904792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646869899097682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594379846514268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437341016773377,0.0,0.07882562093596318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Topnotch66193,2019/01/02,"Pretty girl tried to talk to me I started blushing and walked off Title goes there was a high school beach house party me and a few friends heard about someone renting a beach house just for the weekend. Pretty packed in there i hung out for a bit, but on my way out this girl stopped me. She turns around from her group and says hey (my name) do you remember me? 

I was like.. Yeah I do .. She says her name and ask another question my face starts getting red. I gave basic yes no answers then my face got too red I practically walked out the door. Fuck on my way out I felt defeated. I have knowed her for awhile before anxiety she basically hated me in a joking way back then there we're things to talk about. 

Now I just think of all the clever things I could have said in what order etc. 

Be honest I think 90% if my social fuckups/missed opportunities are fear of blushing.",1.3812857142857131,3.8332093428571454,2.252214285714288,94.50003571428572,84.14285714285714,5.1000000000000005,19.607142857142858,6.508806274219699,0.023371428571429043,685,19,147,7,20,214,109,175,0.134,0.72,0.146,-0.1406,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,2,11,10,2,1,8,2,9,3,2,0,1,25,24,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,2,4,9,0,1,7,4,1,2,1,4,0,0,7,7,29,6,22,15,4,26,0,1,2,1,24,12,1,2,9,92,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149565196447085,0.10911535713955466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697535843157484,0.13334443714349,0.0,0.0,0.10967748307418487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137184890107328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572043868267854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388241253383775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907568883915035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050398951080713,0.0,0.0,0.1369519337005456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019941945457347,0.13186372593590526,0.0745208817094854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407821075538528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082249725656462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070167079133276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291631961056411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783884460514983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968423869667169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902220734020706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597838033547868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615776093187416,0.0,0.13567851395228991,0.2268580968263584,0.0,0.14435419860253593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539838347151612,0.1208541422273999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019155234786496,0.0,0.0,0.11924921677175475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292891624798023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952066448383095,0.18278945131601612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683977782971344,0.15514588229702128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396509862121925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DefoCX,2019/01/02,"Courageous people that work(ed) at customer service, did it help? Did the constant need to interact with people made it seem easier to do so after a while? Or maybe it even made your social anxiety less severe?

 I'm mustering up the courage to finally get a job and I thought if I could get two birds with one stone.",3.973278688524587,5.871759114754099,4.6434098360655724,83.50118032786884,72.60655737704917,8.158688524590165,30.2327868852459,8.841846274778883,2.5702498360655737,250,11,47,5,5,80,48,61,0.06,0.75,0.19,0.8636,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,11,12,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,2,8,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,32,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398250752780264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24576987571389966,0.0,0.18158349306057747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021466210407372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491372741406952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23764445634204975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524408165371102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256881183210118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303975016176021,0.0,0.0,0.2284829268436265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686356684753463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411172761551992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153411656012237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704275454673493,0.0,0.25692995372908184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231835151439863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055316488646084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216501607836836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557096835238358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Toastedbonn,2019/01/02,"I blush any time someone compliments me. So I stopped wearing any jewelry, stopped wearing colorful makeup, stopped painting my nails and wearing clothes that were too bold for years now. Also because of the whole ""am I pretty/confident enough to wear this??"" but even when someone notices and reacts positively I still get embarrassed. It's really sad how I have no respect or faith in myself and now I try to dress plainly as possible so no one will notice me :( even when someone tells me my tiny diamond earrings are nice I kind of freak out that someone spent any extra time paying attention to me. Then I can feel myself getting red and followed by ""Why are you getting so red?"" :,)",6.7802380952380945,7.706661904761907,6.660436507936506,75.36303571428572,64.87301587301587,9.474603174603176,38.765873015873005,9.516144504307137,3.9176063492063498,544,29,91,10,8,172,88,126,0.175,0.674,0.151,-0.3755,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,1,1,0,7,4,4,2,0,14,13,15,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,2,1,2,3,0,1,2,4,17,6,10,10,3,15,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,12,65,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254834944664787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31263142792007137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341549346018364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834095463814052,0.0,0.20243107564503549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748425114470138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401893842014117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957897380878164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489362789135987,0.0,0.0,0.1038414038741108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275842589613227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981713719565992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193690919716927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238003549448348,0.3843539593985062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394111209842624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871441879187555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404191894292343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827794692714138,0.17109030576034048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868344978307723
socialanxiety,bondical,2019/01/02,"Unusual upbringing causing a lack of dating life So my life as a child was a weird one. My dad is an alcoholic and ever since I was a kid I remember being woken up to the sound of my parents fighting (usually on a school night) and this would go on till around 3am at least twice a week. My mother was super controlling as a teen and would never let me out, I would have to sneak out to sociallise at party's ect. My parents finally split up when I was 15 and a few years after that I had my first panic attack causing me to seek help and treated with Mirtazapine and 12 sessions of councelling. I feel the councelling did not help as it felt like I was talking to someone without any advice, all they would do is listen and say the generic ""how did that make you feel"" crap. I'm feeling so stagnant in life at the moment and feeling comfortable being single (which is not normal). I have dated a few times but never been able to go the distance and have a decent relationship with a woman. Basically I am wondering if my SA could be caused by my weird upbringing, possibly trust issues from never having anyone to rely on as a kid? Thanks and sorry for the rant lol",6.875758226037201,5.891966643776826,7.6820708154506425,74.56914341917025,64.9656652360515,10.341773962804007,33.150572246065806,9.516144504307137,2.9564881258941345,920,32,174,15,12,310,141,233,0.075,0.8190000000000001,0.106,0.8481,2,0,1,0,2,0,17.0,0,1,1,3,6,12,3,1,19,1,27,5,1,6,5,45,40,21,0,8,5,4,5,1,0,4,4,3,0,4,5,15,1,1,7,0,0,2,6,6,0,3,11,8,21,6,34,20,6,31,0,0,0,0,17,12,1,2,18,137,26,2,0.1178957198872526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520633300003748,0.0,0.12599467018155822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017313233983113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243542855719131,0.0,0.0,0.10495218604377048,0.0,0.1341234013504842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633341405846753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322300747300941,0.09413013906793287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664342829536406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384464733800881,0.0,0.11319837960953184,0.12914899843922392,0.0,0.10028203910904064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400570903971326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804603181061624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305250129265025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055636126412042,0.2498197006410686,0.0575978935940767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869630850000937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727853416529108,0.0,0.0,0.1106371466390946,0.11551277385802372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988919096081487,0.0,0.0,0.13832522523579066,0.2618184898339991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290971001545582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657588191742575,0.13355286823519075,0.0,0.0,0.09375540844204867,0.0,0.1193167626779885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752455779148866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989266087439748,0.0,0.0,0.13197460614902726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476011383487637,0.0,0.10854253908267254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687459423585217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298454792739617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945688351333562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364726685273635,0.12785287912301938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33499894725780593,0.0,0.0,0.07592097824437999
socialanxiety,creationliberty,2019/01/02,"Is this social anxiety or am I just overthinking? I’ve been to a therapist and they diagnosed me with clinical depression and social anxiety. I recently went to a rave with a buddy of mine and got invited into a big group since it was just us two. I’d think that I was really nice and gave away stuff that made several of them really happy but I definitely had some moments where I was really socially awkward in the beginning with one girl, and overly aggressive when I was making a comment on what to do to find the group again. I started talking to one of the girls on snap and she said that they all thought I was really dope, but I just keep thinking in the back of my mind of all those awkward interactions I had with some of them, and that they’re just lying. I’m not really quite sure if this is just my social anxiety or if I’m just overthinking??",6.746485788113695,5.896946930232557,7.916821705426358,72.34187338501295,65.16279069767441,12.760723514211886,33.64599483204134,12.06081838636515,4.1329940568475445,680,25,134,22,9,234,95,172,0.128,0.8220000000000001,0.05,-0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,4,1,10,7,1,2,9,0,12,2,0,2,3,38,26,14,0,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,10,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,14,1,20,3,22,12,4,17,0,1,0,0,19,9,0,6,7,104,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30084722634801364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316204085710135,0.10079903031278116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290640624534053,0.1330521544654267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981259189520314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104843516660408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954623640237013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165175575777434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403918879419396,0.08750264846193488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323621017780848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765803570193475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942884624783705,0.0,0.0,0.419893521593695,0.0,0.1294341631239635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124695263397132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480927882606544,0.0,0.1084378322120823,0.0,0.0,0.5345132164661923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278517523044798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500650672499548,0.0,0.0,0.12354944007032273,0.0,0.0,0.10536403914174867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220395093228314,0.0,0.16799254439124245,0.0,0.10406969381824603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805449970894,0.0,0.15768342734215815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152043169156325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,03thardman,2019/01/02,"Is a fear my friends dont like me a type of SAD? Hi,

Basically the title. I've had this fear for quite a while, however I see that SAD can mean you don't like Going out and socialising which isn't my case as I enjoy doing this. It's just that when I'm done with the socialising and I am home, I am always worried about how the interactions went.. any insight would be appreciated! ",2.7814166666666686,3.882594975000005,5.0975,82.26416666666668,74.25,8.333333333333334,24.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.5260833333333332,298,9,67,6,6,105,59,80,0.23800000000000002,0.652,0.11,-0.8801,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,2,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,9,17,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,1,8,4,6,12,0,5,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20258769463898346,0.0,0.0,0.16556888934541328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24915575614116045,0.2853466474508853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479459896191476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810538645341912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383703976888716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244221648468172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378956389176464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652117120340721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589617851739372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940151698062764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570041116181794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472570076931405,0.0,0.1729550848601484,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bruur_frumme,2019/01/02,"Win Last year I finally decided to battle my social anxiety and I took the step to go in to therapy. I am 30 years old now and have been struggling with it ever since childhood. 6 weeks ago I developed enough confidence to start dating again and I met a great girl. So coincidencally as almost a 'test' to everything I learned in my therapy, she invited me to a Christmas dinner with her flatmates and some friends, which I never met before. These kind of situations are exactly why I went to therapy because normally i would totally be freaked out about  it, I would have made up a 1000 excuses to not go but this time I thought, f*** it, it is now or never. I went there and while my anxiety levels normally would be at 100%, I was able to manage it around 20% and I actually had fun at a social event with strangers for the first time. I don't know why, but I wanted to say this.",3.3101142857142847,4.914828668571432,5.198142857142859,80.05835714285716,73.74285714285712,9.342857142857145,29.07142857142857,9.784248007369934,2.8865428571428566,687,29,138,19,14,236,113,175,0.054000000000000006,0.8640000000000001,0.083,0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,1,1,7,0,14,1,0,1,5,33,26,12,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,9,11,1,0,4,0,0,6,4,3,0,1,10,1,22,5,24,11,3,35,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,3,21,99,31,3,0.12581914376268208,0.0,0.12278133468269185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115310794528882,0.0,0.1259896979406646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250260119262225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200571315631527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07669818222665982,0.0,0.10706282432422544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000480908400594,0.0,0.0,0.11381061881526774,0.0,0.0,0.11307813354867526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782872200085758,0.0,0.107021699409798,0.0,0.0,0.09720755836316752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430118378072761,0.0,0.0,0.13871605017895405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102127665734706,0.06914691095709569,0.10255939502400484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190531160078755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940789603479118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24655209390752986,0.0,0.0,0.13202602632084445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005643313073792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407889589964699,0.1414259892047278,0.0,0.256513544575321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905543754280534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315334873256688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316554684192046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099886346012831,0.1467323090775431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397896982070217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421139085283852,0.0,0.10092452783266516,0.0,0.0,0.23327121359213504,0.2270644146597957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268134929404259,0.0,0.0,0.16204680688100095
socialanxiety,Dontmindbat,2019/01/02,"Dating/relationship with anxiety sucks Dating or being in a relationship with social anxiety or anxiety sucks sooo much (m)
I’m a guy, 20s, I have pretty bad social anxiety, and general anxiety. Super shy, don’t have many friends, but I can put on a pretty good mask to fool everyone that I’m cool and have friends and am active etc, when really I’m so shy and scared of other people. 

Recently met an amazing girl who is so nice and awesome. Been dating etc, and now the anxiety really kicks in, she’s so much cooler than I am, she has so many more friends than I do, so many guy friends as well, why is she wasting her time with a loser like me with barely any friends, why am I wasting her time when she could be with one of these bigger better looking friends of hers.

Mind you, I hide this very well. She doesn’t really suspect that I feel extremely inadequate and unworthy. But I really do like her, a lot, I don’t want to leave because of my anxiety, she’s so nice and sweet.

But upon hearing about her multiple ex’s, the one I met is bigger than me, I feel deeply inadequate, especially sexually.

Iv barely had a gf before her. So she’s more experienced... I’m sorry for the rant

Does anyone else with SA face these problems?? Please lemme know your stories, it would make me feel a lot better to hear that I’m not alone in this feeling.
Thanks",4.1737800821757,5.235344840148706,5.679534337702992,79.55990412835064,70.85873605947955,9.231931128937587,27.912541576990805,9.549672527348893,2.4497836431226765,1058,37,210,24,19,359,138,269,0.19399999999999998,0.525,0.281,0.9909,0,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,4,14,27,2,1,11,1,22,2,1,1,0,35,42,23,0,4,6,1,4,2,7,1,1,2,0,3,10,14,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,7,2,2,4,10,30,20,24,34,8,16,0,1,1,0,34,7,2,4,10,134,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842691072206456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806065806687642,0.0,0.4572029902301101,0.0,0.0,0.0596989925473777,0.08748089063688907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712879113586628,0.05204625517041985,0.0,0.07265125342315609,0.0,0.0,0.1510216012798051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816819623617923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471575150868076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132321155414363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044034161061607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158330780427804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268078163007958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39578169183553225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071611867120106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690772965179183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245671044282656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692207386720005,0.0,0.0,0.09040404927744404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342374827424792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169686946377464,0.0,0.0,0.14517237098034472,0.0,0.0,0.05699115558535365,0.2596827617591378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862084664708267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552679992765148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571006057127285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919105887801821,0.0,0.0,0.09372051978746614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372230541625364,0.0,0.08169618680181788,0.0,0.08582949205864866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878393341512056,0.0,0.08430147725033485,0.1833302201133997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547928864548535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406630780612484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557481736712067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860552610913363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957038065682072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044662910491427,0.05035875522400634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353197643805272,0.0,0.15408256261643102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065080271235666,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mvcoast,2019/01/02,"I started 2019 doing what I never thought I was capable of - I went to a NYE Party I've been dreading the holidays because that means parties and social gatherings that really freak me out  my (f22) bf (m23) invited me to go to his friend's house for NYE  he said that it would be a just a few people. I've met a few of them before but it was really uncomfortable for me still in a setting where my bf and his friends are long time buds. Before we went to his friends house I was freaking out a little bit and kind if had a melt down . My boyfriend was extremely understanding which I'm thankful for. He told me that he just wanted me to meet his other friends and show them how amazing of a person i am. So I grew some balls and just went dispute how anxious I felt. 

We go to his friends house and there are like 20 people which I want expecting. Then apparently they were waiting for us to head out to a bar which was a surprise for me. I guess it was a good thing that it was a surprise so I didn't have time to freak out over it. 

Alcohol really helped me do this. I just wanted to share this accomplishment that I did with some people who might understand where I'm coming from. I hope that we can all take tiny steps out of our comfort zone and reach our highest potential. Happy new years! ",4.4043063263041065,4.822082811320755,5.272807991120982,85.02350721420646,69.94339622641509,8.6503884572697,28.418423973362927,8.671277953709913,1.87369256381798,1015,34,218,16,17,332,143,265,0.08,0.6940000000000001,0.226,0.9923,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,6,0,3,1,12,20,0,1,13,0,22,3,1,2,2,43,47,14,0,7,6,0,1,1,8,2,1,1,0,1,21,17,2,1,5,4,0,8,2,4,0,0,20,2,38,16,29,24,6,29,0,0,0,0,35,11,0,6,10,151,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701065143659825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236916252487154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674359690000524,0.0,0.1863344810064705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953384325424175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943152464728801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512679719381804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229554014625526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445046515352665,0.0918343419074187,0.0,0.0,0.1206146919785126,0.0,0.0,0.11655328379374212,0.0,0.0,0.11236750148461076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733882993323489,0.0,0.0,0.10874747516995488,0.0,0.3790074914494854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401614771910965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349089005992931,0.109736937019806,0.0,0.09689449196219654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926583098003884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615073323470533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444481681425403,0.10574534659534804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277180650694097,0.09560174169262732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042474543426307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414929701546938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161044578560902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749701560781627,0.0,0.08743821238961404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232224838117957,0.0,0.0,0.10080294022234702,0.0,0.0,0.07273975591609322,0.0,0.0,0.08692219059889933,0.12768805993780613,0.0,0.0,0.10462161767505047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22796422623358845,0.13170202027941133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937386915572392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044927414777113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777798257800422,0.0,0.0,0.07050745169837343
socialanxiety,Reddituse44,2019/01/02,"Do I have social anxiety? Or something else To start off, I’m in 14 years old. When I come here to this sub I can relate most of the time (95%). 

High school is not fun. It’s boring, draining, and I feel uncomfortable and awkward almost all the time. When guys try talking to me, my face will go red. Sometimes they will make a comment about it which makes me feel even worse. I usually don’t start conversations. With girls it’s a lot worse. I RARELY (I don’t think ever) start a conversation with them. If we talk, I can’t look at them. I have a couple of friends, but I don’t think they are actually real friends. I’ll talk to them (2 people) at lunch but it’s only like a few minutes lol.

Some of my teachers like making rude comments (at least I think) about me. One time a new student came to our class and he introduced himself to the class. The rest of the class was supposed to say Hi, I’m (Name), to the new student. After I said hi my teacher said that’s the most you will ever get from me. 😡
And my gym teacher kept bringing up and saying I am so quiet. He also once asked why I was so nervous. I didn’t know to answer that question.

Now my parents. I stay in my room most of the time to play games on the computer and Xbox. People my age would probably call me a loser or a weirdo. When I do come down it’s to either get food or go to the bathroom or dinner with family. Pretty rarely to talk with family. During dinner I’m pretty quiet and my older brother (17) talks either about his girlfriend, his friends, school, work, or something else. My parents ask me how was my day, and I’ll respond “Good” (lol, that’s pretty much it). My mom sometimes brings up that I’m too asocial, unassertive, and shy. It’s embarrassing.

Also another thing is at school when I’m walking down the halls, I sometimes grin or laugh, I hate it. I’m pretty sure that has something to do with anxiety.

Sorry if my grammar isn’t the greatest.",1.2862594936708869,3.397592559493674,2.9290981012658257,91.65086234177215,81.63291139240506,5.3677215189873415,22.026898734177212,6.508806274219699,0.4054670886075953,1491,48,318,14,40,491,195,395,0.096,0.7509999999999999,0.153,0.9842,2,0,3,0,0,0,65.0,2,1,5,2,18,18,2,3,20,2,24,5,1,4,4,57,58,28,0,3,13,4,2,2,4,4,0,6,1,2,16,18,4,1,8,4,0,8,7,7,0,1,8,10,48,11,41,46,13,47,0,1,2,0,46,15,0,15,25,198,64,10,0.0,0.0,0.07779076476985239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982349256306459,0.0,0.0,0.12749680799027013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358858336171136,0.12196417807039005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490463405225759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081398371122054,0.09117322038490902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733557629447765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882036118215352,0.0,0.051409860418723134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318403296344308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526512925292706,0.14421434820610193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502972338987011,0.0,0.08061303750783469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639221955567398,0.0,0.18476384035138288,0.0,0.08329604855853423,0.0,0.09060823669103152,0.06686152420280216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893081278216793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870248781640364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422373300025852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04380951794282476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788986921639762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694088795195513,0.0,0.0,0.06777121157587633,0.0,0.0,0.1596320141517131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336175318746577,0.0,0.0,0.05860001637289072,0.0,0.0,0.15397932633624947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364793869984656,0.08489433588028165,0.054017241321318105,0.06062717988670607,0.0,0.0,0.17702911216966893,0.0,0.0,0.11052929004419018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243970195239964,0.08594672077654532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929953013031464,0.0,0.0,0.0907336161427712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165526530641135,0.1267858257690192,0.0,0.2420288258927289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125984644941624,0.0,0.18410650756272307,0.2365218084706136,0.08923490228026715,0.16926898403422955,0.08496604646886857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513085341762192,0.0,0.0,0.32036123254551235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052959392419807814,0.15323529455974666,0.0,0.0,0.18593084313812228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412154721912495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779528875018983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193078049710422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803378556372985,0.0,0.16247367562741313,0.0566275573665787,0.0,0.0,0.05133412610460344
socialanxiety,2low-key,2019/01/02,"Has anyone else felt that their social anxiety has gotten worse over time? I was never a social butterfly, but I managed fairly well until a couple of years ago. In high school and college, I was pretty shy, but kept a small circle of friends. I was happy with that. In the past 4 or 5 years, I have become increasingly anxious in social situations. I have been so anxious, that I have lost many friends because I never return their calls. At work, I often freeze when my coworkers try to talk to me. My social anxiety has gotten so bad, that I even have trouble maintaining eye contact when I visit my family. I have read so many articles on how to “fix” my social anxiety, but I haven’t had luck yet. I am just perplexed and concerned as to how it seems to be increasingly worse each day. Has this happened to anyone else? ",4.933499142367066,6.041483207547174,6.003247570040022,77.76740994854205,69.12578616352201,8.54911377930246,28.29102344196684,8.841846274778883,2.2688440251572333,646,22,117,11,11,215,96,159,0.195,0.664,0.142,-0.7648,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,2,12,8,0,0,4,0,17,1,1,2,2,18,24,15,0,0,5,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,3,1,0,10,3,21,5,17,13,3,24,0,1,1,0,13,8,0,4,13,86,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845451376024336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25489868058715626,0.2509490068454018,0.0,0.15532176196740927,0.2276032725580173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273660682311098,0.06770563213826031,0.12266517367507553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134121932588032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228939219806833,0.0,0.07162925922035575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855650558754777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335894418208523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047044228417289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664208387422976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162073458652058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821650018237496,0.11823327065917752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173487645063594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124314432704035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252097418951835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713239911769937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602636323664244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299543517790135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109741701576573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240609854132734,0.0,0.10111155370156906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484436686631856,0.0,0.5660959354999262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927173730196683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476427115210323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540744720157927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986289584272304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085836133040779,0.0,0.2263742584245869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304747749355576
socialanxiety,alexcarissimo,2019/01/02,"Have you ever thought about how awkward your funeral would be if you killed yourself ? You know you've reached the highest level of social anxiety when the only reason you're not killing yourself is to imagine how awkward your funeral would be and try and think about who would show up, and what would people say about you in their speech.

More seriously, no worries I don't intendto kill myself but I had this thought about my funeral and I hope that everyone here is aware that there are billion of better reasons for not killing oneself and even though social anxiety makes our lives more difficult it makes us enjoy even more the good moments.",9.305658263305324,8.697330000000001,7.911386554621849,73.66719187675072,59.92436974789916,10.958543417366949,40.84173669467787,10.125756701596842,4.1837383753501385,526,25,89,9,6,159,81,119,0.16899999999999998,0.644,0.18600000000000005,0.856,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,2,6,1,1,13,12,4,2,3,0,12,0,0,6,1,26,19,11,7,6,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,0,7,1,0,0,4,8,0,1,3,2,15,4,10,10,3,6,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,2,3,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049594187521296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847751543150535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695980055913693,0.12117528872691127,0.0,0.12800536515867458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236003353032678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305338398082892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5928314795046212,0.0,0.07362139831082319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828991459883773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788398602081562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018832885750151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287160952074094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754681992284917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065310715275328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27311250171419105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583672518212926,0.1316158880949111,0.2126999561899796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095064662015566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611384489423885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604378003015172,0.0,0.3806478730667421,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kitkatkoo,2019/01/02,"I use sexual attractiveness as a crutch and don't know how to stop. I am trying to figure out how to word this without sounding like a pretentious dick so let me assure you I dislike myself just as much as the rest of you, but maybe in a different way. I just found this sub and from the skimming I have done, it seems that a common root of the social anxiety is feeling like others in public settings are negatively judging you, and that people automatically find you unattractive and downright unappealing and my rant goes in a pretty different direction. 

I (F23) know that I am pretty decent looking, and I feel pretty confident that a solid portion of individuals sexually attracted to my gender are into my appearance and personality. I glided through college and into life beyond using Tinder and flirtation to create a false sense of social satisfaction: sure I have very few close girl friends to confide in and share experiences with, but look how many guys want to hang out with me all night! Even the few female friends I currently have are lesbian or bi and originally tagged along with me hoping I would change my mind and give them a chance.

For the past 6 months or so I have been trying to move away from desperate attempts to make friends (real or undercover fuckboys) and just learn to be comfortable alone, which has been great but I decided 2019 would be the year I crack this code and get down to business and form actual connections. Then this evening I go to the grocery store and kid around with one of the clerks. He is about my age and seems to share my odd sense of self-deprecating humor, and we have joked in many of my past visits about how I need to stop being so damn lonely all the time. This time he suggests we exchange numbers and he will ""adopt"" me and help me make more friends. 

On the surface level this is awesome: he seems to truly think I am worthy of hanging out with and our texts have suggested that he'd like to indoctrinate me into his friend group and I have a lot in common with them. However past experience has me SO worried that he is only talking to me because (despite how many times I said I am looking for FRIENDS) he is hoping to get in my pants and I am a horrible person leading him on just like I seem to have done with so many other guys and girls. This is definitely also exacerbated by my experience with rape almost a year and a half ago, which further reinforces my worry that he only wants to use me and leave me even more hollow. I have been through a lot of therapy and rationally know I am overthinking but I am currently just so damn frustrated that less than 24 hours after declaring new year new me I am laying on my couch because my legs are too wobbly from the anxiety of opening up and hurting someone unintentionally, and being hurt by the experience too.

More than anything I think I just wanted to rant and work out my feelings. But if anyone else can sympathize I'd love to know that I'm not alone. Advice for the future would also be awesome. I was thinking of getting a fake engagement ring or something to send the signal that I'm not interested in romance or sex without risking being that ""umm I have a boyfriend"" bitch. Or should I just stay away from men, or single men, or bisexuals or lesbians or everyone just to avoid being liked for the wrong reasons? Is there some guide to identifying mannerisms that you may not realize are flirtatious? Also is disclosing these anxieties and being vulnerable a good way to open up and get my honest point across or is that super off-putting?",10.060283886039308,7.632633307805603,9.755517749225536,66.82287187039768,59.810014727540505,12.723396475547204,39.90863846427303,11.138193517091509,4.332982083185211,2852,112,513,57,29,933,326,679,0.147,0.667,0.18600000000000005,0.9908,5,5,1,0,0,0,46.0,3,5,2,4,32,42,5,2,31,0,58,9,2,14,4,144,98,67,0,11,30,0,3,5,6,6,1,3,1,9,26,54,0,3,21,1,2,8,7,12,1,2,8,9,71,30,94,74,16,71,0,3,3,7,50,33,4,24,31,378,97,4,0.0,0.0,0.061522622576320005,0.0,0.0,0.06160664099416705,0.05588540411653364,0.0,0.06313025228907808,0.13059078219322984,0.0,0.15125069192103174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468727973279308,0.0,0.0,0.0440823843626855,0.06459683959297889,0.05188049197139142,0.056123231065339896,0.0,0.0,0.1184653146001708,0.0,0.0,0.07686303996637996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669303039180867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173677827642352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903342160106052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266583390357391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124921471386116,0.0,0.0,0.0602420003880859,0.0,0.2466796153111586,0.0,0.0,0.09563202320991886,0.04503921193212436,0.0,0.0,0.057621797646221475,0.0,0.0,0.06912536024572087,0.2922494990072365,0.0,0.13175320676501556,0.060478309096606536,0.03582980810601677,0.052878980307963966,0.0,0.06950710564022479,0.0,0.12484851174316865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04225759508509906,0.0,0.0,0.12523540711709075,0.06208642061776621,0.0,0.13498150731015324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385910754635735,0.0,0.0,0.06675533167546728,0.0,0.06446757113568884,0.044530400976769184,0.1540025040407007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588252408846839,0.0,0.0,0.10719685514490357,0.056900386125062284,0.0,0.08416577629156406,0.2556700948712594,0.06333696726208385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365726777162503,0.0,0.05032175141421344,0.06700663648793326,0.04634517607510042,0.046746914358080746,0.0,0.12177810575288757,0.0,0.059163266429211825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042720782605204316,0.09589681029802673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055016261363646,0.043707320625626885,0.11009656107663822,0.0,0.0,0.059597706225511575,0.0,0.0,0.19241765513011627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337742895042553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175877544656514,0.0,0.06482054617108186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059970034211399924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22957444300515376,0.06576946751256957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285324518535811,0.0534176475909452,0.04853496089643559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719735979163567,0.0,0.1054165379788799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941897026368503,0.0,0.0,0.050673015636993946,0.0,0.0,0.07209721394865773,0.0,0.0,0.12118967104208354,0.0,0.0,0.11028577545348407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560655066600198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633513746738031,0.0,0.05201855590433722,0.11155635509506877,0.10008404263745316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154585927081893,0.0,0.045897359364901566,0.12805009288812114,0.0,0.13435563397236702,0.06892958300819768,0.0,0.12179633694163228
socialanxiety,bakedpotatowrap,2019/01/02,"how do i get on good terms with my classmates? (14m) i started secondary school 2 and a halfish years ago and i was super nervous going in, i came from a school full of really good and caring people and since my mum worked there i felt comfortable being there, i was really popular in my small class of 30 but i loved all 7 years of it. when i joined secondary school it went from 30 people in my year and my mum in my school to 200 in my year and i knew nobody, i’d say i’m a polite person i always use manners when asking anything to a stranger, when i started i made friends with 1 guy quickly and he had already a couple friends i was also friendly with them i got in a fight with my friend and distanced myself from him i met a really cool guy in another class, he went to my science classes this guy was the typical funny guy which you could tell was nice beneath the mask, i kind of made a couple friends along the months but thats asides what im saying.

my original friend that i made became my ‘best’ friend later that year i didnt feel the need to communicate much with my other class mates they started to call me ‘gay’ ‘cringy’ ‘’nerd’ and i’m really sensitive but i was just sad that they didn’t respect me everytime they insulted me i insulted them back i didnt want to loose confidence in myself so i hate a few of the people in my year.

what makes my life worse is that i liked a girl in my class and her best friend talked to me one day in music class and i was so awkward then she asked if i liked her friend and i said yes as a friend, then she said that she knew i liked her friend. i knew i couldn’t get with her because i’m too ugly and shes too popular so i gave up but i used to talk to her on snapchat and i helped her talk about her grandpa who was sick.

okay so if you want to know about my current situation i have a group of misfits as friends who also suffer from talking to girls and social anxiety aswell theres about 8 of them we just sit around and look at memes and talk about stuff. i like a girl in my science class but i’m not going to talk to her until i get my GCSE’s over me i’m 14.

before the winter break my philosophy teacher did a game where you had to sing out a phrase that she gave you with out saying what the thing was, for example if she said baby shark i would have to dance it or talk about it and i was nervous and we were in teams of boys and girls and i messed up and i didnt want to get embarrassed singing or dancing i went red i was so mad at myself and i still am my classmates were mad and so was my friend i felt so alone. i know that is probably not as bad as some of you guys but i want to know how i can get on good terms with my class mates because they treat me like i dont mean as much as them. please give me advice i want to change my 2019 for the better. very much appreciated!

",1.0544994840041255,2.8108196339869314,2.653250773993808,95.1635758513932,80.60130718954248,5.798004815961473,19.887168902648774,6.757970130089065,0.03974248366013056,2224,56,523,23,57,729,246,612,0.111,0.6659999999999999,0.223,0.9978,1,1,0,0,1,0,22.0,2,5,8,6,31,50,6,4,23,3,34,4,0,9,1,84,89,58,0,12,15,3,3,5,15,1,2,6,0,11,22,39,0,0,10,6,0,8,8,14,0,1,40,12,111,36,79,45,11,65,0,2,2,2,93,28,0,6,32,342,133,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346798253202794,0.04850256016037388,0.0,0.0,0.05666942352702348,0.06038062536717258,0.08751296097398062,0.045528214921389615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057374647639508135,0.04185770029831731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502672429003248,0.04870896854328868,0.10230441676988668,0.0,0.0,0.042073337212483033,0.04568569463925573,0.06670890689641851,0.0,0.046559408401662436,0.0,0.1148424345541929,0.048391982795566835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055871300526155326,0.0625806920438791,0.055786755318544747,0.0,0.057882425116065984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04368638858959218,0.12108474495598695,0.0,0.0352873862445627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412691311480084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027666126378456283,0.0,0.10507215751089563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495562413531039,0.0,0.14293463424092345,0.05248871099221445,0.062192890994326476,0.13767991647290234,0.0437614986702566,0.0,0.0,0.27088792447170823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054020864156518605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03667507787138583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059102824720472874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056978443896854074,0.090211685165763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03864763056624893,0.13365772038628704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594778024050709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04938345610643708,0.1553212149414668,0.03652345091317345,0.0,0.0,0.05960192126513018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367390401711667,0.0,0.12066798440099236,0.040571327376227484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037077075153405886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379985426996544,0.0477760263300136,0.0,0.060061895023134214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058993257476166926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021025140840854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614274808281658,0.13053742125949727,0.0,0.22150263502068893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526175963293067,0.061503238230023814,0.0,0.0557762181122379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618510476766875,0.0,0.043696383176852524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263689401207186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078513468420309,0.047824321456831215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03635097470357106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451436086215233,0.0,0.04514654903353292,0.16136499651405506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521672406441005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03983400440580937,0.0,0.0557604251377261,0.03886877872465199,0.0,0.0,0.2114124162905348
socialanxiety,skm_45,2019/01/02,"Anxiety in front of high school English class I graduated the 2017-18 school year and the memories are flowing. I had a really small friend group and never really talked much. For seniors in my high school we had to write research papers as a graduation requirement and a last minute decision by be administration was a required presentation of the topic. My topic was the Arab-Israeli Conflict and how firearm ownership is becoming more common in Israel among citizens in areas prone to mob attacks. (not trying to start a political discussion. I wish to remain mature here)
So I was called up and there was the vice principal observing because this was the first time the school decided to do this and I could barely talk because of how sensitive the topic is around schools, other classmates wrote about similar topics but I was thinking about how I could get myself in trouble if I said the wrong thing. I just remember shaking and losing concentration on my paper a couple of times and then it just ended. 


Really random story here but if you read through this, thanks. ",6.6700592153960025,8.527530709844562,6.966739452257588,69.66840673575129,65.7357512953368,10.281125092524057,32.95669874167284,10.451354775682146,3.9351009622501856,869,37,135,23,14,281,126,193,0.09300000000000001,0.852,0.054000000000000006,-0.7614,0,0,0,1,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,4,12,7,1,1,15,0,15,0,0,3,1,34,22,18,0,5,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,10,0,3,4,1,0,3,2,5,0,1,10,1,15,2,24,9,2,28,0,1,0,0,13,13,0,3,12,102,21,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706397352512296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295140438739967,0.0,0.14434598377430613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469152692901658,0.14013060965195212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956016208331775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260905091524453,0.14039192782858942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237931768011283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079253094116052,0.0,0.0,0.09802830520677608,0.0,0.0662903286845974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26811446834515523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342532871440656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419479044447524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327247602992593,0.0,0.09785880789290384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691580104402303,0.0,0.24385054661980024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437319659148302,0.0,0.12069332888999094,0.0,0.0,0.6420540828857189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980735406555522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396503095410184,0.0,0.11681540601783195,0.0,0.0,0.08429440750670378,0.08130051959834493,0.0,0.0,0.14797120532757405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614418609674046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590742309399704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387249639200119,0.0,0.08170750356349474
socialanxiety,SpiderDigest,2019/01/02,"Severe social anxiety but deep inside you know you’re an outgoing/loud person I’ve been struggling so much because I’m constantly embarrassed. I have moments where I take a risk and act silly or say a joke, literally taking a risk for me is showing any part of my personality. When I do show my real personality, I immediately regret it and my face gets red. I’m constantly battling myself, I want to be this outgoing person because I know deep down that I am but the constant embarrassment stops me. I feel stuck, I don’t know what to do",6.653428571428571,6.643882676190479,8.316904761904762,66.60392857142861,65.09523809523809,11.190476190476188,34.64285714285714,10.864195022040775,3.903571428571429,431,18,77,11,6,152,73,105,0.271,0.6509999999999999,0.078,-0.9655,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,9,1,5,5,0,8,1,1,0,0,13,19,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,3,16,2,5,16,2,11,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,1,6,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910669272711454,0.0,0.12273840061616845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560903922016104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201454196756775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112476506677603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838248077383899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645257115231482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794401273362165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737440557593185,0.0,0.0,0.5603703039345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18261917726461974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759065589495056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125484015141186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355135983879776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413747180038502,0.0,0.16772978403201327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412662286752593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463339574995673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tyracampbellcharles,2019/01/02,"I think I'm going nuts I'm just over the fact that people always tell me I'm too quiet or why I don't talk. Even my own family bullies me for that, they have this close minded thought of a male should be talkative and confident, I'm not. I have come to a point where I realized real friends don't exist, and if I'm lucky enough, eventually I'll find one. I always try to tell myself I'm gonn get through as I get older but it seems impossible to me. This and quiet few things that happened in my shitty life are driving me crazy. I'll try meditation.",3.3537820512820486,3.986863470085472,5.141100427350427,84.25216346153849,72.41880341880342,8.243162393162393,24.881410256410252,8.472884824447931,1.4031205128205129,434,12,95,7,8,149,78,117,0.08900000000000001,0.856,0.055999999999999994,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,20,21,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,2,14,2,9,18,3,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,1,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481278625356484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801997940011069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161505477909508,0.0,0.138168890008846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720695334913854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119707123408766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616206903241739,0.0,0.21858765509046946,0.0,0.11888824459816212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498718816166346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775801164537486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112235934641462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175344832336803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450269175289619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775340839847236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381055132115877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043991564735885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16814005421831354,0.3656848579442665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897741374762612,0.13404134727701347,0.0,0.16607453647009798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840543411416014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887626233150809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DunDonDer,2019/07/02,"No friends. No dreams. Nothing. Feels like I am wasting my life. I just don’t know how to deal with it. It feels like I am going insane. 

I am 19, male, from Europe but currently living in Canada. It’s summer. People are out enjoying the weather and having fun with friends, meanwhile I am in the house on my computer as always. I hate it, but I don’t know what else I could do.

No work, no school, no friends, nothing. 

I have never had friends. I have always been shy, awkward, devoid of any kind of social skills.


I have been sending out resumes and I’m hoping I can at least work during the summer to help out my mom. I think she is the only thing keeping me from ending it. She is the only person in my life. I don’t know anyone else. I don’t speak with anyone else. Recently I had my dad as well, but we found out that he had cheated on my mom so fuck him. 

I am also fat, not sure if morbidly obese (230 pounds and I am 6’1) but I have started going to the gym a few days ago. I feel awkward as hell there but it is something to get me out of the house at least.

But I don’t know what the hell to do with my life. It’s like I have a panic attack every time I have to act like a normal human being, and the whole thing is crushing me up from the inside.

What am I supposed to do?",0.2311870129870144,2.0975612290909105,2.4432662337662343,95.03861363636364,83.98181818181818,4.655844155844156,18.548701298701296,5.543175910156928,-0.41267532467532503,978,24,224,5,28,331,132,275,0.228,0.659,0.11199999999999999,-0.9865,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,0,3,6,23,6,3,13,0,35,6,1,1,2,39,53,17,0,4,9,3,3,4,4,0,5,1,0,3,13,14,2,1,9,2,0,4,12,9,1,0,6,4,38,14,33,45,4,27,2,0,0,1,20,13,3,2,14,160,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322524586006448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410295534674601,0.17501670079197254,0.0,0.0,0.0715179685979046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707207312090992,0.21551445670076086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964398703258013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396823391459618,0.0,0.0,0.06782477558980582,0.1084237753989616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26356355787539754,0.0,0.09314779168551378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860872730249535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952857488960145,0.15026433724843138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531148080517035,0.325010699163575,0.09722628751780588,0.054946033260796695,0.0,0.11953900030273334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383180446377843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049201403373091,0.0,0.0,0.10445573225641208,0.0,0.2426999185538165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347831034431253,0.0,0.1095164754900469,0.2311907248118112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22285018664175973,0.205519441495994,0.0,0.0928654294861856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463434021036379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111218363282525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304248683234617,0.2018234097357676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997027951319068,0.0,0.1233921991818761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291037392719255,0.09182879802850594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038408899155416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643581256421183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072057151099852,0.0,0.08096360282094123,0.0,0.0,0.07443857892194597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991197647964236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397381310507414,0.0673875230763286,0.0,0.0,0.061324411350053926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455882378239126,0.0,0.0,0.11741651691430945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312737480428476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,horribleProgram,2019/07/02,"Good shows for Social Anxiety (Social Development) Hey guys, is there anyone who has experienced a sort of learning experience when watching tv shows or movies, that have helped you become more social? For example, I saw an episode of ""Big Brother"" the other day, and it's a weird reality tv show but the majority of it is showing conversations between people. After watching a conversation, I was like ""oh shit, this guy says some shit I was just thinking but wouldn't of said if I was in his position, I should start speaking more"". Any ideas?",7.372727272727275,8.06355915151515,7.770252525252527,68.74204545454548,63.54545454545455,10.64040404040404,35.69191919191919,10.504223727775694,3.9163252525252514,432,19,73,10,6,142,76,99,0.127,0.821,0.051,-0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,6,0,9,2,2,0,0,13,13,6,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,2,6,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,7,7,2,9,6,4,6,0,0,3,0,16,2,2,4,5,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035992382597889,0.0,0.14664699437699968,0.0,0.0,0.1340383726274654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117132853659293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362812804585516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187515572686814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078559654043836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796185614946138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848985730344462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640156736635946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365303315872027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132897941281164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234689226369646,0.15244443551205705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935465907091478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.586230109555575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356834886144026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283112268528515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TAO_Croatia,2019/07/02,"Can you grow out of social anxiety? I'm 16 right now, considering that it seems to get somewhat easier since before, is it possible that I will just grow out of it?",5.231818181818183,5.390899606060606,6.935909090909089,74.72386363636366,68.0909090909091,11.44848484848485,28.62121212121212,11.20814326018867,3.2250121212121217,129,4,26,4,2,45,26,33,0.051,0.8640000000000001,0.085,0.2885,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088625140283792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435558052191797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109392066871538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45515989927964595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447945661808618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675527303826579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33398062411319723,0.0,0.0,0.4115654425915404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rxlidd,2019/07/02,There is a new subreddit called r/TeenageSuicideWatch We are always here if you feel like your anxiety is too much to talk and give advice.,5.5403846153846175,7.477988423076923,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,68.61538461538461,9.815384615384616,24.538461538461537,10.125756701596842,2.386676923076924,113,3,21,3,2,35,25,26,0.065,0.84,0.095,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36119642002596863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075602904958737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28276457764636553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774317409517735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868951348201432,0.264062475216178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35458107084569845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058167832848568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27171927268984475,0.0,0.0,0.356989239517631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970931630850491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SpaceOfAids726,2019/07/02,For those in need of more serious help A new subreddit called r/teenagesuicidewatch has been made for teenagers in need of help who want to talk to other teenagers who are qualified and have experienced many of the same things as you. We have a lovely mod team and even normal teenagers who are all on call 24/7 and ready to help,14.20666666666667,8.08595482539683,11.304523809523811,70.11964285714289,56.3015873015873,15.774603174603175,44.198412698412696,12.161744961471696,4.719736507936508,266,8,55,5,2,78,45,63,0.022000000000000002,0.745,0.23199999999999998,0.9318,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,11,11,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,1,12,9,3,4,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,0,1,36,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4965481705758996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059229824552618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48891674217177294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944419187886366,0.2300658370353211,0.0,0.2465067514361903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605718534701155,0.0,0.2348270356790303,0.0,0.0,0.23822649822073802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542747815602776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153203717943854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341082641620428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jdmgf5,2019/07/02,"So I asked a girl out.... Me and this girl who works at a Vietnamese place kind of hit it off. We were talking and she seemed in to it! I felt that the conversation went well. We even had the same fucking name and high fived. We talked for about five to ten minutes just about random shit. Then as I was leaving I said screw it and asked her to get a cup of coffee sometime. She said, ""well not here,"" and I realized they sold coffee there too. I was like well yeah okay somewhere else. She said I work alot so you can come here I'll be around. Is that like a no I'm not interested or was she anxious or what the fuck does that mean? I'm retarded.",-0.4745751633986934,1.7273949411764704,0.9787254901960799,101.50287581699348,92.23529411764706,4.1986928104575165,16.37908496732026,5.82211442006289,-0.8075199346405229,496,12,121,4,18,157,90,136,0.133,0.759,0.10800000000000001,-0.6757,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,1,1,2,14,12,4,0,8,2,8,4,1,0,0,24,25,11,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,9,11,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,4,3,3,11,4,18,8,14,12,2,10,0,0,0,3,22,7,4,5,3,83,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171844471235125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541288167010554,0.28441037239534395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103194033511087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311517216341565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270709508178402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046924777115114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605240120411062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812521632118145,0.07947280056166503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071580948008074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840235406123246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610657771733541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486295244283763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656957261251236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892578197767945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340830878197032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384780254764053,0.0,0.0,0.15614187988545433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044371522506056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24452544659558306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103037524911938,0.1410103393525541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148025246137304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Yourewurstnightmare,2019/07/02,"Anyone else get jumpy when talking to strangers? I've had social anxiety pretty much all my life but the past year I've become more on edge and jumpy with it, for example the last few days I've had a few problems to sort so I've had to go into places for advice and as I'm talking to people even them tapping on a keyboard makes me jump.

 I was with a work friend earlier and as I was talking to her my head started to shake. It's not exactly like when watching a horror or something it like a little jump but then my head shakes, I've never had anything like this before and it seems so unusual.

It's always the worst when I'm taking a drink of something and someone looks at me too, this I can't understand as I usually grab a drink of something to help calm my nerves but now with this jumping head shaking thing I don't dare.

Please tell me I'm not the only one with this.",2.8460077220077227,4.01754558918919,4.106274131274134,89.15871621621623,74.18918918918921,6.7992277992278005,25.646718146718143,7.1686216300943375,1.045401544401544,694,23,149,7,14,228,104,185,0.18600000000000005,0.748,0.067,-0.963,0,0,5,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,0,3,11,0,8,6,3,1,3,24,19,18,0,1,6,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,10,10,2,0,2,2,0,7,5,5,0,1,6,3,14,5,22,13,6,25,0,0,2,0,9,6,0,3,15,93,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125408437793062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176341204362966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275297227701656,0.0,0.0,0.09391833255879206,0.13762475761805062,0.1105323445799665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834377911596244,0.11429480278740098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662405709521713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26316118828313234,0.0,0.0,0.112205530044533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871583258630046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103773824226016,0.0,0.07017565898226627,0.0,0.07633606670484523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135473376433404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003058536226903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948717168870176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487284021443948,0.19686310436906848,0.13462201421256687,0.0,0.0,0.11279336790112833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896583690072709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873925201744442,0.0,0.10359439253616418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101741491287632,0.1021549611155016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128221816651136,0.0931192523525582,0.0,0.14033381736562744,0.14744092939251335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664978718037368,0.0,0.12852427341632516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227814577679967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369203791072584,0.1138072829654244,0.3102138868462317,0.0,0.0,0.09507103642508248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099048864086116,0.3238793819678593,0.1173999321940401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923497156647954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982987013040107,0.0,0.0,0.14793240136123306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778517026070893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649644707066273
socialanxiety,spacegirl01,2019/07/02,"My theory of social anxiety Imagine you're hired as a handyman. You look down at your toolbelt and you're missing your hammer, your screwdriver, your wrench, your gloves. How confident are you gonna be fixing my roof? 

That's what the ""socially anxious"" are. A bunch of humans missing the skillset and expertise that they need in order to socialise. They were not in nurturing environments where they could develop and grow those skills in diverse situations, for whatever reason (family circumstance, culture, abuse, neglect, lack of opportunity, who knows). So they are just responding normally to their own self-knowledge that they don't have the tools to navigate the situation.

Does the handyman have ""handyman anxiety""? Or is he simply a handyman missing a whole bunch of tools?

Just because social tools are physically invisible doesn't mean one can't perceive their presence/absence in their own skillset. The same way my knowledge of whether or not I'm an olympic level skier or I can barely ski on flat ground is going to determine exactly how confident I feel looking down a steep run... is the same way a 'socially anxious' is going to determine how confident they feel in social situations.

I hate the term ""social anxiety"" (and ""anxiety"" in general but that's a topic for another day). It implies that there is something unusual about the person for responding normally to their own knowledge of their own abilities. There's nothing wrong with you for being socially anxious. You're just aware of the gaps in your own social toolbelt.",8.778166666666667,9.62385365925926,8.42902777777778,64.68687500000004,60.55555555555557,12.231481481481481,41.68981481481481,11.81641974633143,5.563981481481481,1248,67,186,37,16,399,143,270,0.086,0.856,0.057,-0.4017,0,0,1,0,1,0,41.0,0,9,11,2,11,8,1,0,18,0,19,0,0,4,1,37,34,14,0,5,10,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,1,9,2,0,4,5,6,0,1,1,4,26,2,31,29,12,23,0,4,2,0,35,14,0,3,2,136,35,1,0.0,0.10549557337691827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336419750273932,0.27245557112382274,0.3017630835856642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427679136089646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108966730545083,0.0,0.0,0.0574222001221347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791782987518517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393718415535094,0.0,0.09004066407739537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120479335305274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879066772151264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048933004020585806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495391363844529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969885790585404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602061324894389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744768411989773,0.08543444576409852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060334512016467584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774462313385816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154598261963244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288614313611364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002476207215204,0.0,0.7261049342219876,0.0,0.06854586931345312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134857802044218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940784430565623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734917060699083,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Slimehunter2324,2019/07/02,"I'm almost a complete hermit Now that university is over, i'll only ever go out for 2 days a week to work, and come straight back home. I have absolutely nobody to go outside with. I can't just 'go out' and join clubs because you are usually treated as odd if you're not with someone. It's warm outside and I'm sweating constantly in my room 24 hours a day for 5 days of the week. This isn't what 19 year old girls should be doing but i can't break out. :(",2.6317346938775508,3.3852791122449015,4.439387755102043,88.16989795918369,74.20408163265307,7.2326530612244895,26.244897959183675,7.447530270364453,1.1410040816326528,355,12,81,4,7,121,73,98,0.019,0.894,0.087,0.6071,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,9,1,1,0,1,16,15,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,9,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,13,13,0,25,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,13,45,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571742531004992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656488392877492,0.0,0.1313213275873405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185569911629154,0.22586943885638186,0.2327983318923712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167946942304362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486461246486564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672936670009291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160892462673055,0.0,0.21215063011396232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260527244478543,0.0,0.0,0.16384072819962034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252924686049224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23726064890709456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456025318030089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15683226078980178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872689803791435
socialanxiety,Swirlyyyy,2019/07/02,"Not sure if I should go to this party this weekend. My boyfriends boss is throwing a party. I’m sure it will be fun, fireworks, food, and weed lol. there will be a lot of people I don’t know so I am hesitant of going. They invited us last year and I bailed out but my boyfriend went and had a good time..I sat at home upset with myself and bored as hell. I just feel so awkward sitting there with his friends from work while he all talks to a bunch of people about work and inside jokes and just stuff I don’t understand, I guess it just makes me feel like a third wheel. I don’t have anyone else to take with me and there are no animals to pet so idk what to do should I go or not",0.7375510204081657,2.500824625850342,2.0709863945578237,98.91627551020409,81.65306122448979,5.2884353741496595,18.663265306122447,6.1826913282559595,-0.4036857142857144,528,12,129,4,14,169,94,147,0.157,0.7040000000000001,0.139,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,2,10,11,1,2,5,1,15,1,0,2,3,32,28,15,0,3,8,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,6,11,1,0,4,2,0,5,6,4,0,1,3,2,17,7,16,19,3,12,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,4,5,86,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145116249081326,0.19262410099843286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704652074203565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190112835380614,0.13430436787260888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273254889642239,0.0,0.14524523018003815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205273486530444,0.1576821111948408,0.0,0.0,0.20709877021235445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885752992803957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331767577867083,0.15324181769625972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184534128685694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982746201093262,0.0,0.0,0.12548877851572074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606654875256999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521042297672088,0.0,0.0,0.3543679784154322,0.0,0.14134958288411095,0.15110405003492472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962196955505236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957104484161753,0.22613602030511945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742741597622742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737266294008321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210632494102912
socialanxiety,unf-rge,2019/07/02,"Difficulty talking to ppl Idk if this is the right place to ask or say, most likely not the right one.

Im 17M in high school studying abroad with language difference, met ppl who came from the same country too, knows most of them (maybe around 50), friends with like 8 of them (friends bcs we're living in the same dorm room which is set from the school), but like never felt really close with them, most of the time talk to me only when they need help. I currentpy didnt really had contact with any previous friends in my country since i go abroad (while my group of friends still have with theirs), somehow always got the feeling that im just in the outer circle of everyone / every group

I felt that they thought abt me like that bcs i kinda have difficulties when talking (randomly stops like 5 secs just to find a specific word to complete the sentence) sometimes and sometimes stutters when talking in chinese (country where im studying abroad)

How to fix this word loss problem when talking and if i talk better (without stutter and stuff) can my friends see me as something worth in the inner circle stuff?

Also sorry for bad grammar, english is not my first language",6.945623700623701,7.230844851351358,6.165495495495494,81.27489604989606,64.45045045045045,8.632571032571034,35.09494109494109,8.139509932561175,2.655306583506583,935,40,172,10,13,284,131,222,0.1,0.7490000000000001,0.151,0.9395,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,6,3,13,16,0,0,11,0,8,0,0,1,1,41,20,15,0,4,9,0,3,5,5,0,0,1,2,0,9,11,0,1,6,0,1,2,5,5,0,2,8,5,18,11,28,12,5,29,0,1,1,0,25,16,0,9,15,104,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846798654922481,0.08164521726385178,0.0,0.0,0.06672620450531394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734922566767626,0.09173065920386958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192762380674018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678077882022177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122252257697074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287886476185293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251642106103198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267186799143969,0.09375960696997136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961334203237197,0.0,0.18842467562523305,0.0,0.08968156876280327,0.08346237267413507,0.0,0.0,0.3790433859484504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576489333335643,0.0,0.07847698559879776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576898976048379,0.10367109345504777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31796522048199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053925187914162336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396868324130747,0.0,0.086643367545965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857655985702256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275608859328958,0.0756775990574633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066489886801729,0.07462606806957138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251642106103198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388933314471644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571870496816526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675910017399629,0.0,0.0780304121169448,0.0,0.1986090470711984,0.07819038920179508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116738610014605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553897328503567,0.1940899841935576,0.1098393477016892,0.0,0.0,0.07836021474328764,0.08203423778561615,0.0,0.0,0.22465202420865635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731996281166709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778977672935108,0.05721562417296599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458593606324904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anon3451,2019/07/02,"Gym goers with SA What the heck do you do in between sets? I find it worst at the free weight benches sitting up close to the mirror with others at your sides... no idea what to do with myself, where to look, so I am just reading my phone and it makes me look like an ass that doesn't care about anyone around me even though I'm paying attention to everyone :/",3.791621621621623,4.448140324324329,4.214432432432435,91.20759459459462,71.43243243243244,7.0010810810810815,22.90810810810811,6.742157984588678,0.4344248648648645,280,6,62,2,5,88,58,74,0.175,0.7559999999999999,0.069,-0.8413,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,5,2,1,1,0,11,10,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,8,4,14,10,1,10,0,0,2,1,3,8,2,0,1,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959476934722384,0.0,0.0,0.2494696654106502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857195214736429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509339227112875,0.0,0.0,0.267777734731407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25613084468404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163526023034288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690927063948874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706557213493179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870598649785432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28031207397107033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753306810619201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412522418812708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,d0gbait,2019/07/02,"Does anyone else here not have any interest in sports? What do you do in situations where that's all that everyone around you talks about? I don't have the greatest interest in sports. I understand some, and I can tolerate watching, but I'm not keeping up. I don't care to keep up, I don't feel a connection with any particular team (except literally home sports teams because they're the closest to me), and I feel so socially out of touch.

I have interests in lots of things, and the great thing about socializing is that we can all share these interests. But it seems like *everyone* has a common ground with sports. When in social situations, conversations will always seem to flow towards sports, and then I end up not talking and get labeled as the quiet one. It makes me feel so out of it and I end up hating myself for not caring about it.

I do want to note that these are situations I'm more or less ""forced"" into. My close friends group aren't sports people, but my coworkers and outings with customers - sports. Around coworkers are where 8-9 hours of everyday are spent.

Does anyone else experience this or have any suggestions on how to manage this? I try and try again to learn a bit more about sports, and while my interest in it doesn't improve, my understanding of it does and helps slightly in case I ever do need to talk about it. But I know nothing about specific athletes and their stats like many people I've interacted with do.",5.430628918867567,6.601904234657037,5.772323769713093,79.64458863765914,68.02527075812274,9.586091582747484,29.38039141174235,9.811843763644266,2.677870758122744,1151,41,222,26,19,368,145,277,0.08199999999999999,0.815,0.10300000000000001,0.7999,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,2,1,2,17,13,1,0,7,0,22,0,0,2,3,53,42,24,0,2,11,0,4,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,18,22,0,2,9,10,1,1,9,1,0,1,1,6,24,12,43,40,9,34,0,0,1,0,19,23,0,6,12,155,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557417393760536,0.0,0.0,0.20981167134680648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438213737278976,0.210750991423389,0.0,0.18310534483470195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269254803640127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227865380733808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971195603809847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699975718827113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182538308769116,0.0,0.18217793596908188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930279894514712,0.0,0.196543072186108,0.0,0.1006008456031677,0.0,0.0,0.1560025523718158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945676605704294,0.0,0.05373157402880867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338551171348475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153683454472186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893394565018891,0.0,0.1031605886161385,0.0,0.10128030087516827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18282436253453946,0.0,0.0,0.05652019266813424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004884468428076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874340124130213,0.0,0.0,0.06864894981369282,0.10426734169763938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625727983773216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868127722243823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968953392426087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259770620902013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725003333625664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468017897325501,0.0,0.31450851731566937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479855442897733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664953205197786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396482052285842,0.0,0.0,0.2141277795552725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065986247419235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BerserkBarrage,2019/07/02,"I was so self conscious about how loudly I swallowed, I taught myself to do it silently. And now y'all are paying too much attention to the volume of your swallowing. Sorry about that.",2.7270000000000003,5.513166771428577,3.668214285714289,84.34803571428574,81.28571428571428,5.785714285714287,23.035714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.2108571428571433,147,5,25,2,4,47,31,35,0.042,0.958,0.0,-0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,23,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330357707329412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6145306689276395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6594179844477063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Maybejustmaybeican,2019/07/02,"Pathetic confession I have not one, not two, but FIVE burner accounts that I use to “like” my pics or posts. I get such awful anxiety over people seeing me as an unlikeable loser that I have to resort to doing something that ultimately proves that I’m just that. I’m pretty damn sure people have noticed- I’ve had these fake accounts for years. I usually don’t use all of them (though sometimes when I’m desperate enough I will) but using even one is quite humiliating. I’ve tried deleting them so many times only to end up logging back in.",5.403428571428571,6.362099057142861,6.218095238095242,77.19857142857146,67.95238095238095,9.047619047619053,29.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.499857142857143,431,15,79,8,7,142,76,105,0.225,0.687,0.08800000000000001,-0.9468,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,7,5,1,0,1,1,8,0,0,3,3,13,16,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,3,0,4,1,1,10,2,10,14,2,10,1,1,1,0,3,3,1,1,7,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488803886151785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563445372370454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774935494529994,0.195697530465054,0.0,0.1250948047005636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895201452999217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925297130394368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920186351722484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562951994672425,0.0,0.0,0.2566803559398626,0.14404480617939544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626077972175751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813897868782417,0.19268464197834875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014468174308956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092473379629254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580691502719273,0.18731828486835825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785042490654747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608140113971247,0.0,0.11043880118063623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285879995387562,0.0,0.18501315988958555,0.0,0.0,0.4907340928420839,0.2085938249992423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196533401263555
socialanxiety,mtotheatothedtothes,2019/07/02,"What are immediate tactics for dealing with social anxiety? Does anyone have any tips for how I can short term soothe my anxiety in social situations? I get really nervous and start to talk less even when I am surrounded by people I consider friends. Whenever I'm high my anxiety skyrockets too- I generally get shakes and struggle to tell long stories as I forget what I'm saying and then start stuttering because of how stressed I've become. I know the best idea to deal with the second part is just to stop smoking altogether, but I'd like to think there is something I could actually do so that one day I can enjoy getting baked with my friends, especially considering the fact there are a few people I'm comfortable enough with that I don't get any of these symptoms when smoking with. 

I'd really appreciate any advice anyone can give me as it's something I've struggled with for a long time! If there's any really useful websites or anything people could link me to as well that would be amazing.",6.576657940663174,7.3681567486910975,7.236348167539269,71.53089223385693,65.282722513089,10.555148342059338,34.76483420593368,10.504223727775694,3.84307294938918,813,36,141,20,12,269,116,191,0.083,0.725,0.193,0.9841,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,12,14,0,5,5,0,15,2,0,3,1,27,28,15,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,7,9,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,6,1,2,0,1,15,8,22,24,6,16,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,12,90,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1127679403890888,0.0,0.0,0.1129219420154598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143336157144504,0.0,0.2652046654176129,0.0,0.0,0.16160168353855525,0.0,0.0950943893643166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044308537319302,0.12762473414125225,0.0,0.0,0.12127099360701225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845273229160557,0.0,0.0,0.07452535133523598,0.2382704515992476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011255861735771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940230653924215,0.0,0.07632497038581988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855965119121345,0.0,0.2414971459988967,0.110853765158965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209337355686352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045091835000389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350765572838002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645580265661989,0.0,0.0,0.2045303905245371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830509273597136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513805498694994,0.0,0.24034010517496546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208824510111236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189636125060356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989203579943534,0.0,0.23559366070111126,0.0,0.17792439099508187,0.0,0.0,0.1635850970036242,0.0,0.0,0.09661166391338114,0.1323713007195608,0.2416126277865088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120109010318136,0.0,0.09288114464885187,0.10100278706498962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404490157472099,0.0,0.0,0.06738280018690122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980501106911137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103900521644904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208908901187258,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ynxrevenge,2019/07/02,"is it just me or is getting your hair cut difficult? Not only is my depression not allowing me to leave the house easily, but actually getting a haircut makes me so nervous. i lightened my black hair and impulsively cut it since my last haircut over a year ago,, and it makes me extremely nervous to even think about getting another because she’ll definitely notice the impulsive cut and then probably judge my lightening job. and it makes me really nervous and sad and no matter how much i insist i’ll be okay, i still can’t overcome the “i’m gonna get yelled at” feeling.",9.223545454545457,7.389334263636368,9.61727272727273,65.29590909090909,60.90909090909091,13.52727272727273,42.90909090909091,12.340626583579946,5.394218181818181,459,23,81,13,5,155,73,110,0.242,0.6729999999999999,0.084,-0.9624,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,6,10,3,3,5,1,6,2,2,5,0,19,17,11,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,0,5,14,1,5,14,1,7,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,5,51,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.20235080483013107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380972766902684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21743219992622895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640308026200725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785965313032984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369575353856595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484607695895548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333425057551613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392624740386024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577011603339768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902386816067258,0.0,0.21956143164209585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152378066447862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243146806944285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360776506984961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577045640437067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356623145559404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283839060541408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152809427876206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559580082580105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286617965634456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353129723367366
socialanxiety,made-ya-think,2019/07/02,"my girlfriend (aka the only person i am comfortable with) is away on a trip for two weeks... what do i do? 17m and my girlfriend of a year and a half is on a two week trip to a country that’s nine hours ahead. if it’s relevant i have depression, anxiety, and i was emotionally abused by my mother for the first 14yrs of my life (i stopped talking to her and live with my grandfather).
i have no idea what to do, who to hang out with, etc. from day-to-day. i have some friends... who are my gf’s friends and closer to her than me. i also don’t really want to spend time with anyone else except her. my personality feels nonexistent when she is not engaging with it. what am i supposed to do? i feel like no-one except her likes or cares about or understands me.  i don’t really want to go anywhere because i’m scared i’ll run into someone i know and they’ll try to talk to me. i hate that. it’s not that i dislike people, it’s just so hard for me to interact with them.  i feel extremely disconnected from myself. everything feels very boring and temporary. i’m trying to get a job to distract myself. what else should i do?",0.9906473533619468,3.0811522188841214,3.136164163090129,89.86945368383404,82.60515021459227,6.801788268955653,21.725500715307582,7.937092434478242,1.0240702432045783,869,28,192,17,24,295,126,233,0.126,0.785,0.08900000000000001,-0.8208,1,0,0,0,1,0,35.0,0,0,2,2,5,12,1,2,8,0,19,1,0,0,0,35,33,13,0,4,8,1,5,2,5,2,1,0,0,2,13,15,0,1,7,0,1,5,5,5,0,5,1,5,36,7,37,30,2,20,0,1,0,0,20,6,0,4,11,136,49,1,0.0,0.16165016514005714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910499547746516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437046469271744,0.0,0.0,0.09539675393427864,0.13979118644951774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818279489692885,0.0,0.0,0.08316796625592825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391019940130229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597531034376826,0.0,0.1175090848899435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279436409930508,0.1534681633459461,0.0,0.0,0.15215826626697335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261670514520524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27593742090823936,0.09746738249756837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604938770077287,0.0,0.0,0.210814772894551,0.0,0.07128033355912053,0.0,0.07753771572971868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221669338297582,0.13469881658416544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435849888706766,0.0,0.0,0.1540156499095746,0.0,0.0,0.1353881727507856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497971647080916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636628703259234,0.1333080249231644,0.0,0.12047236892365824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376303990065908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458509495640947,0.2382551374632245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480426528313867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659270144163815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559878751238604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406365240405646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193184998369573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795548693315296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525738040521544,0.0,0.2665493939137411,0.14203101088002934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257107457697113,0.16094280910112685,0.0,0.21887579291976994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785803636605254
socialanxiety,A_Sentient_Ape,2019/07/02,"Today, during an important meeting for one of my research projects critical to my med school application, I was asked how long I was planning to be working at the hospital. My wise response? “I’ll be here until I’m gone.” I’m a wordsmith.",3.569565217391304,5.657084434782611,5.312391304347828,77.45815217391308,74.21739130434783,8.078260869565218,35.413043478260875,8.841846274778883,3.4860608695652173,188,11,33,4,4,64,36,46,0.052000000000000005,0.8370000000000001,0.111,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,1,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,21,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38808540775109385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36737215520828137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611097814587409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812991322064386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201281975112568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934895252339855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022156096536734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JarWeb,2019/07/02,"To those that have overcome social anxiety, or are making good progress on it, what's worked best for you? I know that it can all depend on the person, but my mindset is if it works for one person, I can make it work for me. I never really thought about asking people who also have dealt with this for advice, but since I came across this subreddit I decided it's a good place to start.

So what changes have you made that have helped either long or short term?",8.602826086956522,6.048727978260871,7.873478260869565,79.57913043478263,62.69565217391304,10.93913043478261,31.69565217391305,8.841846274778883,2.2739695652173912,362,8,75,4,4,113,65,92,0.015,0.868,0.11699999999999999,0.8523,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,5,3,3,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,4,2,17,16,7,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,14,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,9,3,11,13,4,10,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,4,56,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695818584033985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530005776018507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636123041549973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788607616838261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007812171412924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188220332822209,0.0,0.0,0.20239389405158045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209445627266069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823947528374086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051458723613278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931444004234605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810340269249276,0.25541858136372897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755974858676354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296451143035823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263896943972234,0.3341109496311819,0.1998913483803081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256612741948815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826399404251645,0.0,0.0,0.19502925035656088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354190887105293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188873722820725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178552946525638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FlakyZookeepergame,2019/07/09,"Does anyone else feel like they're just not meant to be with people I had a pretty bad relapse recently. A few old friends invited me to a bar in London and I had a panic attack as soon as I left the house. I took a walk to try and clear my head, but I couldn't stop thinking about how superficial all my relationships with people were. It feels kinda pathetic to write out, but I've realized I look at people with close friends or people in relationships like you'd look at a professional athlete or a successful musician; like its something you dream about having but you know you never will. Anyone else feel like this, anyone get over it?",5.58404761904762,6.2133664126984165,6.285833333333333,78.04875,67.41269841269842,9.474603174603176,28.448412698412696,9.516144504307137,2.3977650793650795,512,16,98,10,8,168,82,126,0.081,0.688,0.231,0.9616,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,5,10,1,1,8,0,8,2,1,1,3,29,18,10,0,1,7,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,1,7,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,5,13,7,17,9,2,15,0,0,2,0,9,8,0,3,9,63,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896748828797571,0.28298653704914484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571014682143275,0.0,0.0,0.11530243360569754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084668793684038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307190576363388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094729033935574,0.1973082692033082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338163032822846,0.0,0.07214823504229959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172392987407414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593415368626906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589266123248578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003916002737616,0.0,0.0,0.2698623374764091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319277805599131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065063398072567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449060608890568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202315000074968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829470105805972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140490892525302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635082440015656,0.29652181035564146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631124213227616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154524788608826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848483803649282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534271316386007,0.09375652692274733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EAZY-EEEE,2019/07/09,"social anxiety = killing me at a hotel right now day 1 and k did throw up twice, didnt eat for 2 days, im 180 and i weigh 54 so i need to eat but cant eat. normally my anxiety wasnt this worse but now i cant even eat at the restaurant or sit at the bar. i experience this for the first time this worse please help. how do i need to eat if i throw up or cant eat",-1.050431034482756,0.13184698850574786,2.078836206896554,99.52790948275863,84.86206896551724,6.189080459770117,17.771551724137932,7.1686216300943375,-0.2794586206896552,276,6,80,4,8,99,52,87,0.07400000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.16,0.8427,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,4,0,7,8,0,1,0,11,9,9,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,2,0,2,5,1,0,2,3,0,8,0,9,6,0,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,6,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215433005868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042259548306382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8111964221487744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726895828245088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924603444180094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123875719699018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856226863994683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272035791253312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617948678158466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594171315862652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945688281523246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503630232815926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283615098684475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346873326213234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770445995424573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692983921039098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wingsnsuch,2019/07/09,"Did I Squander HS Because I Have Anxiety, Or Do I Have Anxiety Because I Squandered HS? Growing up, maybe as an early defense mechanism, I developed a ""too good for this"" mindset to avoid interaction at school. ""I'm too cool for extracurriculars"" and thoughts like that.

Looking back, I almost feel like having SA is karma for being such a narcissistic child. This is my punishment for looking down on my fellow person when I was growing up.

As an adult with SA, I still feel like a child, because I feel like I lack something fundamental. A kind of growth that you can only go through young and in HS that truly makes you an - a d u l t - that I just felt too full of myself to ever actually do. Everyone else did it, but I didn't, so I'm cursed to forever be marked as different.

Worst, I can almost feel like people can sense that I squandered by high school years and never went through the inner growth I was supposed to during that time like they did. I can almost feel everyone looking down on me. 

I see normal high schoolers and a decade younger than me and they already have more emotional intelligence and interpersonal skills than I will ever hope to have. And the more I contemplate these thoughts, the more I just want to give up.",4.9443277310924385,6.272264777310928,5.685966386554623,79.2325630252101,69.29411764705883,8.625210084033615,30.806722689075627,9.007467420416297,2.5810100840336143,979,40,184,18,17,319,129,238,0.057999999999999996,0.77,0.171,0.9663,1,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,2,1,12,14,2,1,12,1,22,0,0,1,3,33,42,14,0,4,4,0,6,6,1,1,0,0,0,4,10,8,0,2,8,0,0,6,2,4,0,0,10,11,29,10,30,29,6,29,1,0,4,0,11,13,0,5,16,131,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.10800998938436683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324971007754261,0.0,0.1221407050539972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693433612284161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510788087831113,0.0,0.20241276582090031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563947883980387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246088548626533,0.12450272545527676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023701097294164,0.0,0.2115234217897148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798215620846156,0.3162859188347679,0.10627239550671114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061765778174611,0.06290331964268903,0.09283508833899527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338839201332853,0.0,0.1099325290992247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525861595704873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32444277821805995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788358471006899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388131571034366,0.0,0.11119527866565253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536503736940536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844518474435387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417890061038473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673319242749771,0.0966435426122425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403285696552253,0.08819948808195345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520866620553345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839105287624327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573881568189093,0.06453975755666386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528330677402322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260363014003236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127579259591957
socialanxiety,2024deer,2019/07/09,"Anxiety about first day at job... Today is my first day at my new job. I have had jobs in my past but for some reason I am more anxious about this one (cashier at grocery store). I have friends that work in other departments in the store but that doesnt really help me, due to being up front at the store. I think one of my fears is that the person training me will leave me and I will be standing there all awkwardly not knowing what to do and looking non productive. I go in an hour and a half from now and in trippin balls. I think it's just the period of waiting that is making me the most anxious. Thanks for listening to whomever read this!",4.803636363636365,4.8563676969696985,5.326818181818184,86.26022727272729,69.0,8.721212121212123,29.37878787878788,8.472884824447931,1.8800878787878783,504,17,109,7,8,162,84,132,0.133,0.807,0.06,-0.8056,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,2,7,0,13,0,0,2,1,17,22,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,9,4,0,1,4,2,3,3,2,2,0,5,1,2,15,2,20,17,4,25,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,2,11,83,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728826970181073,0.375947785894682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461620229291145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723556097551536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830633322152237,0.0,0.0,0.12855288010996072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456355014729974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152803833361903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386111620197502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4953506616534154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144386201978462,0.0,0.0,0.17618350441102756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397261053944789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106694436492393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070097244356374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550100498811965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883855053404214,0.0,0.14528575821018175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643551799918432,0.0,0.10659400880266263,0.17107713639680716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319000826476295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132326153503898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771872934084155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113425869011755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dumbassjuice,2019/07/09,"Advice for a job interview It’s only an entry level job (barista at SB), I’m 16 with no past job experience and the last ones I interviewed for I stumbled and tripped all over myself and didn’t get them. Any advice?",1.1677272727272765,3.55461122727273,3.396545454545457,86.38481818181822,84.45454545454547,6.247272727272727,22.43636363636364,7.554174236665415,1.1574963636363638,170,6,34,3,5,58,36,44,0.055999999999999994,0.9440000000000001,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,5,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,20,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741742014052728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499106434273153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373305614978328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675981556578478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7222937499349971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776905399045028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440673154984198,0.18452472292997216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316098497103557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,creative_resolve,2019/07/09,"Physically can't make eye contact with strangers, even though I want to. Any tips? :( I make eye contact with my friends and family just fine, but as soon as I'm out in public, I create this impenetrable bubble around myself. I look straight ahead into space. It's like tunnel vision. I can't see who might be looking at me or wanting to talk to me. 

I've even had friends laugh and say ""I saw you walking the other day and tried to say hi, but you wouldn't look at me!""

Whenever I'm out dancing or drinking with my friends (which is rare), my friends always say things like ""oooo that guy is totally checking you out!"" I just laugh it off and my tunnel vision gets even stronger. That guy who is checking me out - yeah... he might as well not exist. Lol. I can never even bring myself to take a look at him, even though I want to. I want him to approach me, but I don't think I'll ever get asked out like all of my friends.

Can any of you relate to this?

I don't know how to turn this off :( any tips? Any mind tricks I can use to break out of this tunnel vision when I'm out in public? Any mantras I can repeat in my head?",0.9672129319955404,2.900753350427351,2.346202155332591,96.36232441471572,81.73504273504274,4.924266072092159,20.00297287253809,5.7926816847441245,-0.26652857673727226,860,23,199,5,23,277,116,234,0.040999999999999995,0.715,0.245,0.9943,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,4,0,1,15,13,1,0,2,2,16,4,3,4,4,42,40,16,0,5,8,0,0,3,5,3,0,3,0,2,13,16,1,0,2,2,2,4,7,1,1,0,2,11,33,12,37,34,2,31,0,0,8,0,26,19,0,4,10,128,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696559092002734,0.0,0.0,0.3553719372135488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304129845165546,0.09770824612258264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740410099715753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023857800499374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451587896143509,0.09454060381170716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852827697633604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037435767585322,0.0,0.10921047487728283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069743210047455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726345331904497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743919839509042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318354986445576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35106808970908737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953033285346278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174968007097565,0.1055312521558374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060909557227762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24934568589192174,0.0,0.0,0.08328563054987008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858294017120965,0.08400591131038089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943571148294288,0.06696956048709486,0.20537265745245226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095942694977139,0.11368327301175812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026816949662768,0.0,0.0,0.2465847132356601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939723346369419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zooper123,2019/07/09,"My general practitioner gave me 40mg of propranolol, but he said nothing about potential dangers of long time use, addiction, abuse, and tapering off. I asked him when I can take it, and he practically suggested that I could take it every time I leave the house, I asked him if I could stop taking it, and he said that I can stop at any point without tapering off. Before I got the prescription I mentioned the drug to my psychologist, 
she talked about it like it was serious stuff, and she wanted me to try other treatments before trying propranolol. 

I'm really confused because it seems like my general practitioner feels like there are no dangers, while my psychologist feels like its a huge risk taking the drug.",12.307709923664119,8.833532442748094,11.382198473282445,60.122916030534384,56.63358778625954,15.670839694656491,44.520610687022895,13.662883650711644,5.946632366412215,574,24,98,17,5,186,78,131,0.153,0.6940000000000001,0.152,0.213,0,0,2,0,1,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,2,5,0,6,3,0,1,0,19,22,8,0,4,3,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,11,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,4,19,4,10,15,0,12,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,3,11,61,30,0,0.0,0.1598892797144856,0.0,0.14711136815343034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176810048414788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25231311787342675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226200207378463,0.0,0.2296586964879421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215487253858518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129896931793762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369806428067493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646579153527374,0.192811304209806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792887072649204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570989326166124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288862983107178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637117514437191,0.0,0.0,0.1194232146444582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948459882030205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756785667754642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645004489455674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567296365494225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228500285367217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22564227149024724,0.0,0.0,0.15448120932687984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058512445589025,0.10846471123803096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737652657734602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323933717678773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655026159126325,0.0,0.0,0.07959481451846796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008340200660098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itstripday,2019/07/09,"How do I stop flaking on people I’m not sure if this is the right place to post this but I feel like my flakiness stems from social anxiety. Does anyone else struggle with constantly bailing on people that you’ve planned to meet up with? Sometimes it’s so bad that I don’t even let them know I’m not coming over. It’s not that I don’t want to hang out with someone or meet up, it’s just that I overthink it to the point that I talk myself out of it and afterwards I’ll hate myself for bailing. It’s gotten to the point where I do this maybe 60% of the time and people get really mad at me for it, and I don’t blame them. 

For example, today I was planning to meet up with a guy off tinder that I thought was really cute. We were planning to meet up tonight but I didn’t show. He messaged me asking why I didn’t come over and I said because it was a far drive (it was a 30 minute drive but that isnt the complete reason). He got mad and unmatched me and I don’t blame him for it, but I’m just so upset at myself for doing this again. I’m not sure what I can do to stop and just be a reliable normal person that can follow through with committments.

tldr; struggling with flaking on people and not sure what to do. any advice or personal experience with this would be appreciated.",1.665427429274292,3.362574907749078,3.4004658671586725,90.79462253997544,78.52029520295203,6.287884378843787,21.992773677736782,7.1686216300943375,0.5789814268142681,1004,29,222,12,24,335,131,271,0.191,0.765,0.043,-0.9903,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,3,9,12,3,3,9,0,24,0,0,2,4,49,41,18,0,4,15,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,25,20,0,2,4,1,0,6,12,7,0,0,11,2,26,5,39,26,0,35,0,0,0,0,18,20,0,3,9,152,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262831994356713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533816038952964,0.0,0.09600024577716786,0.0,0.0,0.08774620148523464,0.12858032486629326,0.0,0.0,0.11731711350603932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477971514468276,0.07649812832454903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161987115693876,0.13157489065694652,0.13561115314646222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981799032535604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483159973993232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828855997435309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275424492303068,0.0,0.0,0.06345200317038821,0.08965077143780004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556385047149789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003665896114872,0.0,0.0,0.12425578635239208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389634879987092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896655323603529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832301537037907,0.0,0.06130854736716317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260725428352023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295450277222207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479985411353888,0.21914774281673216,0.13111135044958513,0.0,0.2372590509395477,0.0,0.12018565686034904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078545285282694,0.12902561390316333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716859959559008,0.11937064614508845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792223674818115,0.10632808855842914,0.0,0.12411377452011395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983213397142067,0.0,0.2623808100869682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548212519930613,0.0,0.0,0.10086488524227466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962580980835613,0.07317479165281722,0.0,0.11895076283033185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401782331459746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323607826357295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914518198638227,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheWhisperedthing,2019/07/09,"I’m too afraid to look dumb but I end up looking dumber :/ I work at a group home and I needed to make them lunch for the next day. My coworker went upstairs after I told her not to worry, I’d make the lunches no problem...one client only wanted tuna fish. Easy enough...right?

I. Could. Not. Find. A. Can. Opener.

We don’t have an electric one and it doesn’t seem like we have a manual one...but someone just made tuna fish last night?! How the heck did they open it?!

Well...

I stabbed it with a knife until I could get all of it out because I didn’t want to go upstairs and ask if she knew out to open the can BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO LOOK DUMB.

Luckily no one saw me do this lol.

But I probably looked dumb anyway bc it took me an hour and a half to make a tuna fish sandwich and boil some eggs (I had no idea how long to boil them so I took them off too early, broke an egg and realized it needed more time after giving them like twenty minutes to cool and I was awful at peeling them sooo yeah)",-0.6927291105121292,1.453358608490568,1.4449326145552557,98.18867924528305,92.63207547169813,3.9719676549865226,15.590296495956874,5.543175910156928,-0.8273590296495961,763,17,176,5,28,253,128,212,0.174,0.7,0.126,-0.9107,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,6,1,9,9,3,1,13,4,14,7,0,6,1,41,39,14,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,15,7,0,5,0,0,4,9,5,1,3,12,6,26,4,21,25,3,25,0,1,5,0,14,9,4,3,14,111,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361178695130387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120530173359365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111405442506008,0.0,0.0,0.0852736765088561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711140341610908,0.1366229542003456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085053206397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690816921247618,0.12684151017862966,0.07514606538218638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326316630584532,0.0,0.13021421184516796,0.0,0.0,0.1492650381696615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778037849450303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291961397439866,0.0,0.0,0.11701426457799975,0.4441401379375603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511374410189788,0.264782059790864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608515191449788,0.0,0.0,0.1406219468827067,0.12408346352730487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268795639094402,0.10056246959620914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425600615291096,0.1265207112475989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112918752475083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037195435919253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203314364828207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710099989400485,0.0,0.0,0.12634589854687514,0.2938119238877861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23396779377014604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888544385378695,0.12257316692901547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626079931824748,0.1342801030903362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PeggyPlayzz,2019/07/09,"whyy so social anxiety is the worst. (just so you know I'm 11) I don't like to talk to people much, because I hate myself and assume everyone else hates me too and they don't want to talk to me. when someone compliments me, I tell myself to thank them, but my social anxiety tells me to shut up. I don't want to be like this. I want to be normal, but my brain won't let me, and I hate it. sometimes ill randomly burst into tears for no reason. I assume every problem is my fault. I'm going to middle school next year and I'm really scared about it. I don't know what to do.",0.9952346041055726,2.5333416612903257,3.366041055718476,91.00769794721407,79.96774193548387,6.444574780058653,18.530791788856305,7.348242739294969,0.2239935483870968,442,9,101,6,11,153,71,124,0.32299999999999995,0.6509999999999999,0.026000000000000002,-0.9887,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,0,6,11,3,1,1,0,11,2,1,1,0,19,24,9,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,0,0,21,4,14,20,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,3,5,65,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23610758441939075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940715731772093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722713024398635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891391883968809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300206110288081,0.14745864202946116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770317740866912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570748865802978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696196312672815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780187300165469,0.0,0.15078516628720387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344239375560553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641202568927854,0.0,0.15120008499989218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698552678665424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766266640820788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886085336431408,0.15866587517711447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450047521420365,0.1561793042992594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146180519396324,0.13075418683684534,0.0,0.15262566912139394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807191080084234,0.2697636261713781,0.14207641793431167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730644488247857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937652763783797
socialanxiety,Saridden92,2019/07/09,"I just want to feel ""normal"". I just went to visit my parents which is usually completely fine. I feel comfortable with my parents but they had friends over and I've made an effort to talk and be more social because their friends are wonderful people and very kind to me. I was making conversation along the lines of what my mom was saying about my job and such. Just making jokes and telling things about my job. Then my mom says ""Saridden92, calm down."" I didn't think I was being loud or over the top but now all I can think about is everything I said and everyone's reaction. Were they laughing with me or at me? I just want to cry.",2.9877489177489167,4.9489215555555575,3.580447330447331,89.79435064935066,75.50793650793649,7.121500721500722,24.15295815295816,8.00094639256281,1.216707936507937,500,16,104,8,11,157,79,126,0.028999999999999998,0.7120000000000001,0.259,0.9843,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,2,9,8,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,3,1,29,24,11,0,3,8,4,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,6,21,8,16,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,3,3,74,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560316000371126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443507311158814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227227864010672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985942800505814,0.1409502361167736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585976583876212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423355935164182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112625623734267,0.0,0.0,0.1633161010145673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839796417867454,0.2093727799774385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36735882671723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366178570851727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482861274619544,0.0,0.0,0.1087273667274421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491828784978651,0.24943775480179736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987018683624885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605539473674446,0.13707783470071602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419202510011287,0.20098286539280327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272798102778222,0.12940259259742032,0.18500682200876856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538457437884972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007730883655608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AngryFemmeDyke,2019/07/09,"Can social anxiety make you feel asexual when you’re not? I think I have social anxiety. I worry about acting weird, people judging my music taste and also who I’m attracted to. I’m worried about creeping girls out by checking them out or feeling attraction. Feeling attraction to any girls or having any sexual thoughts in public freaks me out. I almost feel like people can read my mind. I’m worried people will be homophobic-ish or just think I have bad taste in girls. I bet if I were straight I’d still worry about having bad taste in guys.  I feel the same about listening to the wrong music. So I hardly feel any attraction to girls. 

When it comes to guys I sometimes worry I’m attracted to guys. I also sometimes worry that a guy I’m chatting with is attracted to me or I’m secretly attracted to him. I identify a lot with HOCD. I haven’t had as many intrusive thoughts about liking guys lately, I’ve just felt asexual. I wouldn’t be happy never having sex, but I’d sure be happy never having sex with a guy or doing anything romantic.",2.5666596980255534,5.0318943024390235,4.3917770034843215,80.9627642276423,79.14634146341461,7.416957026713124,24.88385598141696,8.418075326091056,2.056751451800233,832,31,148,18,21,281,101,205,0.11199999999999999,0.7170000000000001,0.171,0.9203,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,13,17,0,0,5,0,18,5,0,1,3,40,38,14,0,2,10,0,8,2,0,2,0,1,0,10,3,8,3,0,12,2,2,2,5,5,0,0,5,12,21,12,24,28,2,15,0,0,0,2,20,7,0,9,8,92,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756628751996656,0.0,0.0,0.1398638644824205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840240143990993,0.0,0.13379457527006194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196204532561548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603043326827708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532849149028037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652972524858624,0.062472688429338535,0.08396355142953513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195221124262933,0.0,0.18617950702054767,0.07833600545053247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864486836070936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544510473914815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434494793298026,0.0,0.0,0.05837205063223985,0.08865829070045989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829729662572555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489018801684247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818757726694442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747141230185504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828393244999186,0.0,0.0,0.17297611701565355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983588427360267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241846730510143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206597148096853,0.0,0.1388474873302373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328445956205787,0.0,0.0,0.095610384331879,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mrtheboss2,2019/07/09,Today at work So I have lurked here for a while never really posting because I felt that my issues were not that bad. However something happened today that I just want to get off my chest. I have a diagnosed social anxiety disorder and my mother never took me to the appointments to get help so I found ways to cope mostly on my own in my younger years. I function pretty well most of the time as long as there is at least soneone I know with me and I'm not super crowded in a place I'm normally not. I manage pretty well. I can usually get myself out of situations when I get overwhelmed and calm down. However I recently started working at a craft beer bar. I have been doing well except that I'm not very good at small talk with new people. I had a customer call this out today and laugh at me as I struggled to have a conversation with him. I normally do OK but today I worked with a new bartender for the first time and had trouble getting a banter between us going to make me a little more comfortable. I've been struggling since because of this customer calling out my trouble with banter and laughing at me and am now wondering if I just need to find a new job where I don't talk to people as much.,4.6682377049180355,5.32059324180328,5.881270491803281,80.05870901639345,69.45081967213115,8.559016393442624,30.41393442622951,8.660442795831766,2.3652098360655742,957,37,184,15,16,321,134,244,0.08199999999999999,0.794,0.124,0.7166,3,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,5,12,16,0,3,13,1,15,4,1,1,2,38,34,17,0,5,9,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,15,2,0,5,2,0,2,7,6,3,1,8,1,32,10,38,26,6,42,0,1,0,0,11,18,0,4,20,139,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773631757267777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443823710780236,0.12329422901850973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652741119952653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264349781468217,0.0,0.0,0.1159022471274627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709940736798983,0.0,0.09242979614856438,0.08602001725404114,0.0,0.11088239550310226,0.0,0.0,0.26417784893614393,0.0,0.0574737685140317,0.08482195228301005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942777199209674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778443330464902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555208468424963,0.10035462648061966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557768664107447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135752096924128,0.0,0.08949571372754614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750418993414613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434122766164263,0.0749856467724265,0.15599336966093175,0.2930121746427972,0.0,0.0,0.19816930107544176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021980919200105,0.0,0.10565796329470216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685333632486134,0.20576848074353288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478563227971011,0.0,0.09985238715703763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365470246167235,0.11367289155984713,0.0,0.10308797025252738,0.0,0.07785381097061722,0.0,0.0,0.07157941161693948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114433411473631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256683050107848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793791192050534,0.0,0.383432716996892,0.0,0.11235770239137438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164536977875158,0.0,0.11137897141641276,0.08344176534894822,0.05964832512296218,0.08027125182296906,0.0,0.0,0.27278052862739244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966975707566637,0.22086868562665046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512356466369948
socialanxiety,that_binch,2019/07/09,just scheduled a doctors appointment 30 min away solely because they offered online booking who else would rather die than call to make an appointment?,14.8084,12.650153840000005,11.152,59.63600000000001,50.6,13.2,53.0,11.20814326018867,6.3918,126,7,16,2,1,36,24,25,0.145,0.855,0.0,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,10,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813513265325565,0.0,0.0,0.24742957338553884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144637559463306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212544997135511,0.0,0.0,0.4154503099068278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390728449058159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709377892234465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28833586953510365,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Whatevermynameis66,2019/08/30,"The worst day Despite previous setbacks today I went to see my school counselor to try and get help. I don't how, but I told him I didn't have any friends and was really awkward. Then he asked me to follow him. I was a bit confused, but followed him without protest. He brought me to a room with a group of kids talking and told all of them what I had told him. Then left me there to become friends with them. It was my worst nightmare. I thought I would be even more anxious, but I honestly just felt like crying. Here I was thinking I could get help. This sucks.",2.299913043478264,4.072081121739132,2.849782608695655,95.11380434782612,76.91304347826087,5.643478260869566,27.15217391304348,6.2581,0.8244956521739142,439,18,97,3,10,136,74,115,0.233,0.6509999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.9463,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,5,10,2,2,4,0,11,0,0,1,1,18,26,9,0,2,5,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,13,2,22,4,10,10,5,10,0,0,1,0,19,2,1,1,5,67,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220692722968315,0.0,0.0,0.2030177664335591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800179295625012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847227045644514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619350802367555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348142226045715,0.0,0.19739970888549813,0.1158961527762946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869478331863716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254690861800553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27768237577370986,0.0,0.18777898813134544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090763756806025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952521890071152,0.0,0.0,0.08779576630732885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512491039581793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818730852633296,0.1432032178974514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444168510978775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151489938854159,0.0,0.1426672901533721,0.0,0.0,0.17034123012224198,0.5151532393162189,0.0,0.12200926152899555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659019596984426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323114196480932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765870178311592,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cookiedough1999,2019/08/30,"Ruminating sucks Dont get me wrong social anxiety and regular ruminations are not taking over my life (yet). But i feel like it will. I dont know why but I am constantly overthinking social interactions. Thoughts like 'was I oversharing?, do they think im cringy?, 'theyre probably talking about me now' And whats worse is that I randomly curse out loud (and its starting to feel involuntary) whenever an embarrising moment happened months ago.

I did not have a traumatic childhood or anything extreme that I believe would have lead me to have this type of mentality and I just feel shitty knowing how unreasonable this is. 

I just get caught in these loop of thoughts and its starting to become unproductive and futile.

Does anyone feel this way too???",5.744363636363637,8.051715059259259,6.153400673400675,72.80484848484848,68.77777777777777,9.946127946127948,33.013468013468014,10.230975488527342,3.8572962962962967,603,28,101,17,11,194,94,135,0.152,0.772,0.076,-0.9175,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,1,0,2,0,14,1,0,2,0,27,31,10,0,1,7,0,4,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,5,5,14,2,9,24,0,15,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,2,11,66,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400555766803199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086793634003586,0.0,0.0,0.11047578273721148,0.0,0.13001878283568227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449623162520442,0.0,0.17800949195896318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073956522519446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826499876308332,0.0,0.3703446485020748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195538768785219,0.11287370826248727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509472951539814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971699262121542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066480969852965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366299218595035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159856651662216,0.15437955476644746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592246891580039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611239061965146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034842426370306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32211785798222353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236634079533751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879473344172095,0.12699270121356074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123865395517916,0.0,0.2508653168595284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254113531939122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256850061327656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101332533337834,0.11223715204189172,0.1727458654216117,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JujuBearSan,2019/08/30,"Had a breakdown this morning. And no surprise that it was from an overload from my Social Anxiety. So I was invited to a hangout last night because a friend was visiting the city and initially I politely refused because I was tired from work and just wanted to rest. They somehow convinced me to come because he rarely visited the city and I would feel bad for not trying to make some time to see him after years at least, so I went along. 

I realized quickly that it was not going to be one of those hangouts I occasionally enjoy. But out of courtesy of course I could not just bail when I got there. It felt terrible and weird. Usually I don’t care if I’m not very chatty during these group stuff but that night I felt extra useless not being able to contribute something interesting to the conversation. I stayed through the thing to see if I was just being bitchy about it but realized that I really do hold little value in hangouts (but they are not all bad) when I could be using the time to do creative stuff like my music/art or many of the other hobbies which I can learn from. Now I feel terrible because I suspect I just made the hangout a tad stressful for my friends with my awkward presence and the last thing I want is to ruin other people’s fun. When I got home, I cried hard as a result of what I suspect was a breakdown because of that experience. Did any of you have a similar experience? Am I terrible friend/person? What do you guys do or how do you guys handle an episode like this when it happens to you?

Anyway sorry for the long post, just feel the need to share this to take it off my mind and sorta help myself face the fact that it happened instead of being embarrassed about it.",6.883511904761902,6.308562708333337,7.212619047619048,76.59904761904764,64.77380952380952,9.966666666666667,34.73809523809524,9.2995712137729,3.03874523809524,1354,54,257,21,18,442,179,336,0.156,0.723,0.121,-0.9004,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,2,1,20,22,0,3,20,0,28,2,1,5,2,59,51,23,0,8,19,0,6,2,2,1,1,0,1,2,28,11,0,2,10,4,0,5,8,11,0,1,15,8,38,11,40,28,5,28,0,2,2,0,20,5,0,7,18,200,66,2,0.1066851035449832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254952879867306,0.0,0.08161381220194262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815521044061772,0.32517124452845536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087725732535398,0.0,0.0,0.09189977015935147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035874826956968,0.0,0.11718857669763585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871700506671456,0.0,0.0,0.16182958164311606,0.0,0.20486885972309146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472739390650369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060631602903789925,0.0,0.1706516463492124,0.0,0.0,0.21127005103523824,0.18868256946372705,0.0,0.09556889768640242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715087760807354,0.0,0.1070138574272673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739251969205032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424190543869613,0.1069265009344087,0.0,0.09441295945288616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094802451215112,0.07121313503968198,0.10816195010548604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772154207605864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791056524765665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023348525970572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229258719426176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396201789081376,0.09315331737920496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217483870963708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834520915911996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002842991686504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875202789221963,0.0,0.08213140487150665,0.0,0.11942523898053492,0.0,0.11371212547424653,0.0,0.0,0.12220742565943896,0.0,0.2442578387432203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021392074087239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175368458711424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441788363191185,0.12261883251223132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243218231292439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214167575876624,0.117498569196899,0.08802638339251215,0.1258512763731039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988981598185147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766802599419853,0.0,0.0,0.07578603661319958,0.0,0.0,0.06870170887445308
socialanxiety,fish_stick_boy,2019/08/30,"“Helpful” flower shop clerk I went to a local flower shop to pick up some flowers for a family we (my family and I) are having lunch with tomorrow, as a hostess gift thingy. When I walked in 2 employees come from the back, one got in front and the other followed me to the fridge then proceeded to continue to ask me if I wanted help. I just wanted to look at the bouquets, I don’t need her looking over my shoulder waiting for me to pick what I want to buy. She proceeded to do this until I picked a bouquet. She then led me to the cash register, went back to the back of the store, and the other clerk checked me out. 

I rushed picking out the flowers because of this.",6.2931092436974785,5.158104529411767,6.997436974789918,79.49882352941178,66.20588235294117,10.124369747899161,33.399159663865554,9.23628265651192,2.750957142857143,520,19,107,8,7,173,80,136,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.8271,6,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,13,0,4,2,1,5,0,21,17,9,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,1,1,0,2,6,8,1,0,0,1,3,2,20,0,26,14,1,27,0,0,2,0,7,8,0,2,11,81,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203774426430087,0.0,0.0,0.4738604076183793,0.0,0.125220673820373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694908970163212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872988986629802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429123503365614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753741997661872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449981281330586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231456152404466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919629476786885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634819013158848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808483812899277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,saiset,2019/08/30,"Helping each other in a small group I found this subreddit and I started to cry a little bit because of the memes. I know it sounds really strange but when I saw that so many people could relate to these kind of situations I started to cry a little bit. I always felt lost and that no one could relate to those problems. So this gave me a little bit of confidence to mak a post here. 
I think that it would help me to speak to other people because I never had much social practice in life. And so I want to make a small Discord group (I know that the subreddit already has one but it is too big for me). 
I want to interact with other people but I can‘t do it. So maybe it will help and will force me to interact with others if I have an own Discord server. 
If anyone wants to join and wants to talk to other people then PM me and I hope we can support each other.",1.8722974860335209,3.6614487541899483,3.6055272346368703,89.138905377095,78.21787709497207,6.039245810055866,21.24336592178771,6.9077264865688965,0.4806896648044696,673,18,141,7,16,225,93,179,0.124,0.736,0.14,0.4645,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,9,0,12,1,0,1,1,32,29,17,0,11,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,19,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,4,20,3,21,18,7,14,0,1,1,0,12,8,0,3,5,108,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131636707920806,0.0,0.09925674491309573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834085843210677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454330894958613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906931210904751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048270334773665,0.0,0.26206340581367826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145346940741562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079257218354665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23986766372677434,0.0,0.0,0.11847938995957648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124219561016836,0.1311145661818587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425627965500407,0.0,0.3586721990690741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021638306002795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962532370079099,0.12093878867232905,0.11984031378738227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769002816932134,0.0,0.09200186363651054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166457643812945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307956945211348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424443821771806,0.0,0.0,0.1141420147109072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641861855485999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408413307807554,0.0,0.12159857053351418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168864594208779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536602636473405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587876333519424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764346049039371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28143540131415784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473840807546845,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,planyguy111,2019/08/30,"Finally took first step to getting help I guess I've had social anxiety my entire life. Always the shy kid, barely made friends and the few friendships I had after high school slowly faded away. Being in college didnt help that one bit since everyone always told stories about their friends and I didnt want to admit I had none. So for the first year of college I always declined invites for fear of being around lots of people socially. Now I'm paying the price with no friends in my program and still a fear to socialize - I shut down around big groups and barely ever get a word in.  

Today I went to the walk in clinic and told my doctor about my anxiety. Obviously I was nervous about the whole thing and almost backed up after a 2 hour wait, but I went in and he prescribed me Citalopram. I know it doesnt work for everyone but I'm glad I finally made a step towards overcoming this shit...",4.930662878787878,5.935143164772729,5.550454545454548,81.39151515151516,69.05681818181819,8.139393939393939,28.87121212121212,8.344100000000001,2.0479484848484857,711,25,133,10,12,230,107,176,0.09,0.8190000000000001,0.091,0.6345,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,10,8,1,3,10,0,9,4,1,2,2,24,25,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,4,10,0,1,2,0,2,6,5,4,0,3,13,0,17,4,27,10,5,34,0,0,0,0,15,14,1,3,14,89,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146759716023861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858712717332512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521609455835924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389546433023004,0.0,0.0,0.10759599843470948,0.08805937472518664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502697981365354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721682287269672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359055942380482,0.0,0.21885893609743268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577353265420863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509037305194152,0.0,0.19482255395416592,0.0,0.0,0.2654353026778854,0.0,0.11966471263510353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615749856844333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352166665750286,0.12099744202690632,0.0,0.0,0.11277985354873245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293759987457907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088938049022049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736143188666464,0.0,0.21672457309842005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760221249287935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939425674919899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590109575450976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755388670555166,0.0947327337526964,0.0,0.0,0.3502183960374342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145640529708553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608248632337644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855226431527196,0.21885893609743268,0.12723674811447036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754729544650258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232373362895227,0.0,0.1278583086105194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337245755098226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737475973348817
socialanxiety,stream1891ep,2019/08/30,new school i’m starting at a new school in less than a week and i’m terrified. i went to the new student picnic yesterday and had an anxiety 10 minutes in because of all the new people. i’ve never switched schools before and i’m just looking for any advice people have on handling this and making new friends so i can be more comfortable.,2.267142857142858,4.672850588235296,3.642689075630255,86.24852941176474,79.88235294117645,6.238655462184874,28.831932773109244,7.447530270364453,1.9145226890756293,272,13,51,4,7,89,49,68,0.083,0.8190000000000001,0.098,0.2484,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,2,8,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,8,8,3,14,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,9,30,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095457944722007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505066136704126,0.0,0.11817561175747275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416864550575252,0.0,0.13144980569211212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934968780523493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972301392864924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311558266214184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914332443445333,0.7459813764861303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141918500127608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690213965334785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934066081963956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391331591436586,0.0,0.0,0.14320309544323792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Esconis,2019/08/30,"joining new club when school starts, really nervous I guess I got social anxiety and hate doing things alone especially for the first time. Im gonna start football/soccer when school starts next week and hate walking around alone. Im not rly scared about where to get changed and where to go, but I generally hate going into crowded social areas and maybe not many ppl in the room isn't doing football, it seems dumb but thats what Im scared about",5.417931034482759,6.6242808505747135,5.120172413793107,84.17956896551726,68.08045977011494,7.639080459770115,25.99425287356322,7.793537801064563,1.3364114942528738,362,10,69,4,6,111,61,87,0.22,0.728,0.052000000000000005,-0.9251,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,4,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,16,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,7,0,1,1,0,3,0,8,14,0,20,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,2,10,33,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825636046222449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043548878863228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143569558687993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430592078701374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160320678694417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126969530088467,0.0,0.15505228717259792,0.0,0.1091012228317683,0.0,0.15027331424447324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040361402369537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420454494762013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830046498618734,0.13704429573700294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174766223043866,0.14507582253265855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738908827980811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731446312325695,0.2761126683904119,0.0,0.12418445822748768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27810992703102033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896595726874691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062614196944332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954299613731725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094215633628693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dontbanmelull,2019/08/30,"I always feel a sudden rush of confidence when I have a “successful” conversation with a cute girl. I’m usually not self confident but for some reason when I have a conversation with a cute girl that doesn’t end awkwardly I have this rush of confidence for a couple minutes. In that time I feel like my anxiety goes away completely and I’m willing to have a conversation with anyone and everyone. 

The problem is this high only lasts maybe a half hour so then I’m back to an insecure awakened guy :(

I wish I could always feel that “high” without doing anything.",3.154010195412063,5.7759545794392535,4.745692438402717,78.3636873406967,77.97196261682242,8.750722175021242,27.48428207306712,9.339509955726095,2.9605588785046733,448,19,80,13,11,150,66,107,0.155,0.657,0.188,0.5975,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,2,10,0,9,0,0,1,0,16,16,7,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,3,8,4,12,14,1,16,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,11,55,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307773649595298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414803677974523,0.0,0.0,0.12931596954216248,0.0,0.15219177039987467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737593965947753,0.14220922747463094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390850275803886,0.0,0.0,0.14766139279864815,0.2046351582736428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380400081286448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672031129829008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805371800881385,0.13212282962052507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312197236352445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908034280450389,0.0,0.0,0.18213093038554126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075267387749472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035347524804707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857994173357281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406569673915738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696482224202548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901515059938856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293517309964225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784135345416762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368783588393607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267453962591146,0.17827779579847186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bangus_McFife,2019/08/30,"Just want to stress what an IMMENSE help exercise is. It's life changing. Don't just shrug it off. If you want to deal with your anxiety then you've got to exercise!

I have very, very bad anxiety, and it's something that just brings down the quality of life. I've tried so many substances to help me with it, such as: ashwaghanda, phenibut, valerian root, excessive alcohol use (which only makes things worse if you start doing it habitually).

But what these last few months have taught me is that there's no better anxiety relief than exercise. No, it's not just the fact that you're looking better and getting more self-esteem through that, but exercise simply just makes your head calm down. It's similar to meditation. After an intense workout my head quiets down. Much less negative thoughts, no more continual barrages of ""what if's"", no more heart beating much faster than it should, etc. etc. If there's now a day where I don't do some form of exercise, I feel a distinct rise in anxiety.

Just do your exercises. There's no excuse. Don't wanna go to the gym? Go jogging! Go swimming! Go online and get yourself a pair of dumbbells. Go jumping rope. Get yourself an app for exercise at home. There are simply no excuses! It's time to change yourself for the better. Trust me. Start working on yourself and tomorrow is just gonna be a bit brighter everyday!

Tl;dr: lower your anxiety drastically by working. Do *NOT* underestimate it.",2.751229089219329,5.619705408921933,3.875054600371747,82.25284212360597,82.27137546468401,7.377369888475838,27.73710501858736,8.376592526197632,2.487922769516729,1141,52,205,27,32,369,149,269,0.16,0.738,0.102,-0.9396,1,0,2,0,0,0,49.0,0,6,0,6,15,8,0,1,11,0,15,13,3,4,2,34,37,13,0,8,15,0,1,0,0,2,10,1,1,0,20,6,1,0,2,11,0,10,12,2,0,0,3,3,13,6,29,31,12,31,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,5,13,134,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954317110166465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42785885278731656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933975290464269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967903840218445,0.12212097361344977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366638188931113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213975201150014,0.11532163875831958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24950453727983385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056559232872289825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532501268070289,0.0,0.3178600210082358,0.0,0.08946379989281145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295990542966915,0.0,0.0,0.13255336331649092,0.14995335751465014,0.0,0.1122036210191544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117995253191144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801853192291154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939333236260827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933340050860333,0.11340739180976694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928472580352488,0.0,0.16445835933336225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507375212772875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166932530779324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611446449574628,0.0,0.0,0.15834864404106572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813401931369225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431409859368655,0.0,0.0,0.08880349075678827,0.06522583803003452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594486666694862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966101953098283,0.0,0.1845906539454128,0.13195458287766165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286925756100035,0.0,0.1139937997564554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amoeba_friend,2019/08/30,"Possibly relatable for college students? Academics are stressful, we all know that. But the idea that college is the “best time of your life socially” is so alien to me. Just the pure fact that  at any time, at any place, you could see anyone you know is terrifying. 
I just got yelled at in the study abroad office for not knowing they close early because of labor day, so (of course) im crying outside under a big tree. I have already seen 3 people I know! I can’t go into my dorm while crying because I have not yet entered the building without having to say hi once yet. I was never concerned much with my clothes, but ive realized that now I need to wear extremely non-attention grabbing clothes to be comfortable in any area of college. Last year, there were days I didn’t eat because there were people in the cafeteria.  It makes me angry when people talk about how good college is for your social life. I’ve never felt more alone.",6.0276042189854335,6.407758480662987,6.082521346057259,80.76126067302866,66.40331491712708,8.570768458061275,32.476644902059256,8.296473431620573,2.42327182320442,739,29,138,9,11,234,119,181,0.071,0.8540000000000001,0.075,0.3772,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,4,1,1,12,4,0,1,7,0,16,5,1,2,5,27,27,7,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,5,4,2,0,7,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,7,6,19,3,22,18,4,28,0,0,2,0,11,12,0,0,14,90,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106226436771865,0.15030023614358176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778622875338039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523430141841824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24907901495989615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293363912543466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874472533777016,0.0,0.29921890634095377,0.17567563943552794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936674082140754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077348892935733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740567562903518,0.11423821152491888,0.10893169032516437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375337442557938,0.14711951819348573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994081296966543,0.1110212886661373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240436696951446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091464792964828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001227708399959,0.10099067454542822,0.21009188164347206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450486990117506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832720738791832,0.0,0.14230015267604226,0.0,0.0,0.15354518811368864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083118142702744,0.0,0.0,0.1085338739497214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776777717185752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601679482339184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947250959135084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883878838144366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129207012400185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770842164167678
socialanxiety,BrotherhoodOfThe5,2019/08/30,"What just happened? At a pizzeria So my dad wants to get pizza on fridays so I have to go get it.

I was there last week, got a margherita for him and something for me.
Today I got a margherita for him and something for me.

I sit down to wait. The pizzamaker says something to someone working there. I heard 'him? him' and '5 minute margherita' and a little laugh.

I know not to think too much about it or let it affect me too much but I don't understand what happened. I felt mocked but I don't understand why.

Is he saying getting a margherita every week is dumb somehow? That it is quick to make? Why is he coming to a pizzeria just to get a pizza with nothing on perhaps?
I would feel better if I knew What I was being mocked for (if I even was)",0.4949855699855732,2.7712933181818187,2.2284848484848503,94.32383838383836,86.59740259740259,4.2014430014430015,22.191919191919194,5.46131890053228,0.08932005772005748,577,21,123,3,18,189,81,154,0.078,0.88,0.042,-0.7435,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,12,5,3,0,8,0,13,2,0,2,0,27,34,11,0,4,8,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,8,6,2,1,7,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,8,5,21,2,19,23,2,13,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,4,5,92,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613186871904004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325905322977272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166430419530048,0.0,0.1296862742322611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782779846047977,0.0,0.14778965776961192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216724381158761,0.0,0.08747765624591047,0.0,0.24621163456330064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27222616854339043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459173450134695,0.1254673129197698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739609908403476,0.0,0.0,0.15427069785967268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274440801243452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263013728322495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769270961386252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448105666440797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041796371332495,0.3554909877812711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986272691591121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590045284180675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32047732717151217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907874290421184,0.0,0.2469345555694279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27778207896406604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205735216995638,0.0,0.0,0.10934206818858584,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fia_GD,2019/08/30,"Is anyone else like me ?! I never answer any calls from unknown numbers and unexpected calls, I wait until they leave a voicemail then after I listen to it, I decide whether I should call back or not depending on the situation and most of the time I either end up not calling at all or calling after 2-3 days and sometimes a week...!!!!! Is anyone else like that?",6.16,6.027898285714286,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428573,66.14285714285714,8.714285714285714,31.785714285714285,8.07648339933343,2.350714285714285,280,10,51,3,4,94,52,70,0.018000000000000002,0.884,0.098,0.7452,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,17,5,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,9,4,3,13,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,4,12,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350817848064313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212857869044163,0.31191474375846256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170402743985814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7771183340605873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816300874861368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543042382625249,0.0,0.13481308873675718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116866014856648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487244635765054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739391575318266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109068012573955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053981321245422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875501135847047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209386835727773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Impossible_Camp,2019/08/30,"How do I stop myself from running out of breath whenever I have to talk for more than one sentence and all the attention is on me? This even happens when I’m not nervous and I’m just talking to my parents or my boyfriend of 4 years, so I’m not sure its even 100% social anxiety- but I feel like whenever I have the attention on me and I have to tell a story thats longer than 2 sentences I immediately become noticeably out of breath. I often have to pause and catch my breath and people look at me like “wtf is wrong with you right now?” Its extremely annoying and embarrassing. What do?",2.3837127578304056,4.440125705882359,3.998838808250575,85.66126814362109,77.65546218487395,7.688617265087854,25.94423223834989,8.575989854853784,1.8837159663865561,465,18,96,10,11,155,77,119,0.177,0.74,0.083,-0.9293,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,1,2,3,0,8,3,3,1,2,22,14,11,0,0,5,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,0,2,15,3,17,14,2,12,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,6,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766300779637587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256490896580304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067847344395965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742755075984887,0.1659123429941584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053691152591232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22692152172525676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502315657373887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26440684396342257,0.0,0.0,0.15737187291942964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25787509933804953,0.0,0.0,0.16100601364702044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833173958400785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367394912454195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941630865207692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188835051022888,0.0,0.0,0.37333152114576734,0.20298804605333165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25391804447500665,0.0,0.14955498230109354
socialanxiety,George1889,2019/08/30,"Anxiety and fear of meeting my crush Hello guys ,I have just encountered one girl on Facebook,then I texted her and gradually ,after texting to each other every day for whole week, I fell like I am getting in love with her. But the problem why I am posting this is that I know him only through the internet and I have never met her face to face. And in the nearest future when time comes to meet her I am afraid that the whole conversation or whatever it will be will become awkward and weird( guess why... I am an introvert )). What should I do to avoid this anxiety and fear of first meeting live to my crush? All suggestions will be appreciated.",3.9991199999999982,5.774966872,4.955400000000001,81.79870000000003,72.28,8.200000000000001,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.2745200000000003,509,20,98,10,10,166,82,125,0.147,0.778,0.075,-0.6883,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,5,5,0,14,3,2,0,2,19,20,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,2,1,0,17,2,14,13,4,15,0,0,0,1,15,4,0,2,9,74,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865414323283867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683897508238525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132742155796093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078181703222338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779371174383575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214901023512769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593025281170947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978474558631563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631295560995325,0.1854392700157669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029256476742558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149684375463243,0.0,0.16537401289249767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902990543215946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444392683101615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690757190775784,0.1424368961248718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936501090856052,0.0,0.0,0.17920420488856492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920602046789936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022684671829956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379869269523314,0.4181887854159485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tayannefaith,2019/08/30,"Not very social, but hate being alone? I have severe anxiety/social anxiety. Not many friends, I struggle with even socializing with my boyfriend's family. Fairly outgoing around people I'm close to though. I hate being by myself in my house. It's borderline depressing for me. Why is it that I semi hate people but feel so horribly uncomfortable and bored and just sad when I'm living by myself?",4.366340508806264,7.05620297260274,5.6113894324853275,73.40616438356166,74.06849315068494,9.102935420743641,25.497064579256357,9.606745405546679,2.9241365949119373,319,11,51,9,7,106,52,73,0.465,0.484,0.051,-0.9931,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,10,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,9,1,8,8,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950680915064244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408302050482347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766652881963498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222083457756367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439976034146848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755442439128916,0.0,0.09523263404025087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455144869533417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578535769389736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173242556190559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631163665886484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095175258238326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611487112983207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127756653095422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839869806832242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689855652861288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504750665860864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540393054947735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995160850115798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peachism,2019/08/30,"Invited to a party, dont know anyone Tl;dr There's this guy ive been hooking up with and in general I'm kinda confused about the nature of the relationship. We're basically fwb but i havent known him long enough to meet his larger friend group. I'm also 23 and hes 29. Well, he invited me to his 30th birthday. All his friends are obviously older and i only kinda know one, but not even well enough to hang around them. since I'm ""just"" his friend he has no obligation to stick around with me even though hes the only one i really know. Then it's gonna be like every other party and I'm gonna end up in a dark corner pretending i dont exist. But i want to go because he is giving me a chance to meet his friends and be part of the group. 

 The ""top"" side is that I'm actually working that night until like 11pm. It could be easier for me to stop by after work (something about night-time makes socializing easier) and there might be less people there, if not, everyone will be pretty drunk. If I dont like the vibe i can drop off his gift, say hi, and then dip. I'm just nervous about the whole thing but if i keep avoiding this stuff then I'll never give myself the chance.. And to make it worse, we always see each other at night for sex but dont do much stuff together that's normal and hes expressed wanting to get to know me more so i feel like i should make myself try to stay if everyone's still sober enough. But my ability to navigate this is very bad and i cant pretend it isn't. Hes avery social person and he gets on with everyone, pretty much the opposite of me. I cant expect him to worry about me especially even though he knows this. Its his birthday and he wants me to join in. How can i join in? 

What would you do? Any better suggestions?",2.0227658464481344,3.5346927547169815,3.9307886270759056,88.19663681419006,76.97843665768194,7.159064429180073,20.86262064168333,7.941651935203635,0.7564646726371613,1376,33,303,22,31,467,189,371,0.08800000000000001,0.7190000000000001,0.193,0.9921,0,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,1,4,22,15,0,3,12,0,33,2,0,4,3,63,60,31,0,12,14,0,1,4,4,6,0,1,0,2,18,19,1,3,7,3,0,2,12,4,2,2,1,3,41,11,41,47,11,31,0,0,1,1,41,14,0,8,17,198,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.08113386405789097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648802539672752,0.06918017802782456,0.0,0.0,0.05653889917251071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058134293215361815,0.0,0.0,0.14802667406111286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941946865093729,0.05068213264130924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353167680079464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638152067325696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897636903460088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736384674438809,0.2577214004315765,0.0,0.16474202907686095,0.0,0.07005008667020589,0.23833507409404397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042038712730261385,0.059396123655853714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569388855730861,0.0,0.0868757403311543,0.15951332057108453,0.04725108680937134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232290623692515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389976067536963,0.0,0.0,0.22846127581666306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247445514095835,0.0,0.0,0.07357738752374507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649228444777758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819972464184349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223676618309515,0.0,0.06412365538319896,0.0,0.0,0.2340672852364406,0.08146076975779028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267732171324765,0.1264653300605582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003386872854922,0.0,0.057639672391650826,0.07259573020113247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916907656527513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05326241194887423,0.0,0.0,0.08926258481540611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611725686747336,0.0,0.0,0.06625280973365717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877529889246042,0.0,0.0,0.16950406271740634,0.0,0.0640061940555526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886175072855594,0.06639670746077275,0.06950980552903094,0.0,0.0,0.19035367349003235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523535033868703,0.0,0.1633717066060454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644744935559455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860023624634548,0.1471165852503961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950793230053985,0.0,0.0,0.09282423342208918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105563642735193,0.0844339723659954,0.08472803391469617,0.05906115661548261,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,teenagegramma,2019/08/30,"A few things that helped me A couple years ago, I was fed up by how limited my social anxiety made me feel and I sought to improve. I didn't really intend to share this but I was inspired by a post from a few weeks ago that said something along the lines of, ""can't we do more than just post memes?"" so below are a few notes that helped me (from the book [Dying of Embarrassment](https://smile.amazon.com/gp/product/1879237237/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o03_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1) \- definitely not my own knowledge).  


* At the heart of social anxiety is the fear of evaluation.
* Create behavioral goals- you’re not focusing on whether you felt nervous. Rather, you’re focusing on whether you performed the actual behavior
* Avoid focusing on others’ reactions. It doesn’t matter how your colleagues received your idea in the meeting. What matters is that you actually spoke up. You did what you wanted to in a situation. We can’t control what another person is going to do.
* We avoid what frightens us and are frightened by what we avoid. The more we avoid something, the more we send the message to the unconscious mind that: ""This is dangerous, that is why I am avoiding it.”
* Start to actively put yourself in social situations. In fact, even doing this in your mind as well as for real will help show your unconscious mind that ""this is normal”
* Give yourself a 'target feeling' by looking at times when you are comfortable with others.
* When in social situations, make a mental note of three aspects of the situation you're in. (ex: wall color, pictures on the wall, what someone is wearing)
* Focus on other people. Cultivate curiosity. Ask people open questions which require more than just a ""yes"" or ""no"" answer and make a point of remembering.

The last two also tie into another thing that really helped me - Mindfulness. If you're not familiar with it, the gist is that you're focused on the present moment. I realized that so much of my social anxiety came from anticipation, or thinking of the future, and if I focused on what was happening in the moment I could distract myself from anxious thoughts. 

Whenever I start getting my ""what will they say/think/do if I..."" I try to bring myself to the present and observe things around me (I like that person's shoes, that's a beautiful building, I wonder if it's new?) and say to myself, we'll cross that bridge when we get there, but we're not there yet.

Sorry for the novel. I hope this helps someone!",4.738049327354262,7.253497008968612,5.241459641255607,77.34331053811661,72.18385650224215,8.137130044843051,28.63878923766817,8.912814788092511,2.616880896860987,1950,78,330,41,40,623,222,446,0.096,0.774,0.13,0.9451,0,5,2,0,0,0,95.0,9,10,1,5,17,15,1,8,30,1,27,4,3,7,1,76,52,26,1,9,17,1,3,1,0,3,0,3,0,2,37,20,1,8,13,3,0,7,9,9,1,2,12,8,46,6,57,36,9,53,0,0,2,0,44,26,0,9,19,244,83,3,0.0,0.0,0.15411035146670402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998946907007725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314559944356711,0.0,0.08555490999786143,0.0,0.0,0.16559634037007895,0.18121632822724032,0.08920418396839623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029260540866174,0.07381847958018155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031108692297443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856219976479528,0.06304444882934762,0.0873695589615638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194972167762854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215342220164637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885380392353044,0.0798507610761118,0.0,0.0758155625979457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250840158932475,0.07574720550499894,0.04487572285587285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982552241299005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356993019972376,0.2646316329665403,0.0,0.0,0.07842673068328852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913808661711893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436428001946935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03857667152440255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663078952899503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471541826204939,0.1054150231459198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957476676903051,0.0,0.3189150104102088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580458949458785,0.0,0.0,0.0762616493438889,0.0,0.0,0.07736564752520456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948412569583572,0.13789252645844416,0.0,0.0,0.07464427773400963,0.0,0.15124685890468434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793782631623826,0.08845511427294601,0.0,0.0,0.08987563957609111,0.10116970417615716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944815179110295,0.0,0.0751106069830185,0.12558693970979018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35502479198801706,0.0,0.4024572689798001,0.13380789212216826,0.121577064971404,0.0,0.08839109754348705,0.11177891831206432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573758261040265,0.10119086831439432,0.0,0.06268672649040757,0.0460431705313774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053609774171378084,0.0,0.07713405415739688,0.0,0.09498113734370282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657362438973429,0.0,0.06333826919253925,0.0,0.07099600229028986,0.0,0.07125060343910608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563053635498015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050848710895322585
socialanxiety,readyfaraday,2019/08/30,"How to stop thinking people don't like you? Hey hi hey. I'm in college and almost about to graduate. my last semester here is with a group of people who excel in our program slightly more than me(I hate the program I chose, so I don't put much effort into it anymore to avoid burning out.)

I think they think very little of me/think I am pitiful.. even though I know that might not be true but it still affects my actions and turns me into this ""sure-of-herself"" person who tries to act cool and shrugs it off but everyday with the class, before the teachers arrives and there is idle time, I am dying inside because interacting with these people scare me. I would choose one of them who isn't interacting so much with others to talk to, but each individual in this class seems to have their own group that I can't assimilate to. 

It's killing me. I need advice on how to deal with this. Distracting myself with games on my phone helps but I'd like to face the problem head on before I cry again in private during a class.",6.4749331550802145,5.863802259803926,6.624099821746881,80.6025401069519,65.61764705882352,8.986809269162213,30.80035650623886,8.00094639256281,1.9773196078431368,807,25,162,8,11,259,125,204,0.157,0.8029999999999999,0.04,-0.9737,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,3,2,11,12,2,3,6,1,12,2,2,3,1,36,21,13,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,14,14,0,2,6,1,0,3,5,7,0,1,0,1,22,5,32,18,5,21,0,1,0,0,21,12,0,3,8,111,36,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844232973386345,0.0,0.0,0.1521134990522302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065150125569834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260145123085656,0.0,0.25852432528319863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16686334435285508,0.0,0.15661004544754348,0.0,0.0,0.15765608563783412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033352436843583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997728640362884,0.15590100312168775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018204492592978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806323104827214,0.0,0.08348443361845669,0.12382495309361302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842874154956626,0.1522513034004966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611499373516825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333910102858484,0.11263754626453187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029365080717655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159407684980237,0.13263984010628113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535503914938935,0.0,0.15270907574451775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520859887581681,0.0,0.0,0.1382909562065949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131359016267652,0.12700153942449818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317109704396427,0.0,0.0,0.12209755919833486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893449757766793,0.14924842674685362,0.0,0.08857853190627575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313527581015593,0.16523182642622367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253396631146005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791078687775822,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cutebutbroken,2019/08/30,made a new friend! I made a new friend in one of my classes yesterday! I have trouble starting conversations with people so I don’t talk a lot especially with someone new. Yesterday this girl sat next to me in class (first day) and we started talking! She seems really nice and I’m happy that I have a friend in one of my classes now! I’m still a little awkward but hopefully it’ll get better soon. I don’t have many friends due to work/school life so i hope we can be friends outside of class too,0.967352941176472,3.3730595588235315,2.6485294117647062,91.21338235294121,85.76470588235293,5.752941176470588,24.18627450980393,7.1686216300943375,1.0580627450980389,393,16,83,6,12,129,66,102,0.027999999999999997,0.674,0.298,0.9838,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,2,6,12,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,2,0,13,19,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,12,10,10,14,1,18,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,4,14,50,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556318388928264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915605501579917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076177916804133,0.0,0.0,0.5484382027782773,0.0,0.07417479808239877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113242027577214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820215542000395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027941124411896,0.0,0.14229379341042395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069998568797922,0.0,0.2686757206042652,0.0,0.1439378830194742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113539226952283,0.1509894183996082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19240854937608984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842589070065444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095125144556672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368380094363128,0.0,0.1292464781153855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029288155883246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097780434372295,0.0,0.11337946244753415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282243169870715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335770785385837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ellafia,2019/08/30,"Share your Social Anxiety story Hi everyone, my name’s Fia, I’m 16 and have what I consider to be severe social anxiety. I had only one real friend for my entire childhood until we broke apart 2 years ago, and around that time my anxiety got so bad that I couldn’t go to school anymore. The past 2 years I have done online school and spent all day in my house alone and pretty much only talked to my family members. I have worked up the courage to go back to school recently but still feel as isolated as ever. It would be really nice to hear other people’s social anxiety stories if you don’t mind sharing and maybe we can become friends and help each other out.",8.35167919799499,6.206997864661656,8.581315789473688,73.02004385964915,62.83458646616541,11.874185463659149,33.44486215538847,10.504223727775694,3.265702756892232,528,15,101,10,6,175,93,133,0.11599999999999999,0.722,0.163,0.8955,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,2,0,1,5,8,0,0,2,0,11,0,0,0,2,21,18,12,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,2,0,1,4,2,14,6,14,10,3,19,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,1,12,63,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273356836216927,0.0,0.0,0.13171565191826315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891561931956521,0.0,0.12612410298333235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321331939941165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779024903396964,0.10618638197155376,0.0,0.14045554859812365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201779362512347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301448766903005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503768491697786,0.0,0.12152181372550748,0.0,0.0,0.11988991422977242,0.0,0.06430384579884975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651123220201056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455374119154124,0.0,0.10171401026383106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433362359660949,0.0,0.08524317860193309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674366158738206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776506570129975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841118466491144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348875896870174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617753315814969,0.1934456731654592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140357827816342,0.08816760468264427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129383388630221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475376791625633,0.08147199812733,0.0,0.12557064295281126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861257379755752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367232104521574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889187752202212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015626635740309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221899550942457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415716263787937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258541083136604,0.0,0.0,0.09034195533227722,0.0,0.0,0.16379393861338165
socialanxiety,anapneoascendio,2019/08/30,"Must make a phone call I've just received a voicemail from university representative asking me to call back, she said it's something about my dormitory application. I don't know what to do, phone calls are one of my worst fears. I would rather leave the university than make this call. If I even knew what is this about, I could get prepared but I have no idea what will she tell me. If she is going to point up my mistakes and call me an idiot or if she'll tell me there is no place for me. I'm terrified, I'm shaking and crying and I haven't even pick up the phone. I asked my mother to help me, as she would usually make phone calls for me but she said she had enough of my bullshit and that I must call alone. I don't know what to do, I'm a failure, I'm so scared.",4.001707317073169,3.9067435609756096,4.980390243902441,88.56582926829272,70.70731707317074,8.267317073170732,25.546341463414635,7.908726449838941,1.008055609756097,600,15,144,7,10,197,85,164,0.264,0.708,0.027999999999999997,-0.9918,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,3,6,0,18,0,0,4,2,26,34,12,0,10,8,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,6,0,1,4,2,28,0,16,23,2,9,0,0,0,0,27,4,0,4,2,97,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248382617951186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306527783634049,0.0,0.0,0.08351187739794368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7762973550749643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671364264326764,0.0,0.11929940158461605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221979245573134,0.0,0.1434674519134446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221277438360817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056742537870784,0.0,0.061723711878515664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727968069489502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226037872064536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937484545738787,0.0,0.0,0.11499885364999685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174875222809129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735947362304051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347092513136305,0.0,0.1026684719270423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066197564919464,0.0,0.10873429103690176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361077272706764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898541515721628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961497773290596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430222076597522,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ohowdepressing,2019/08/30,"Do you feel like all or most of your interactions and experiences with people are bad? For me I feel like lately every time I get involved with other people it ends badly, or its just really annoying and frustrating the whole time. I cant even remember the last time I had an experience with another person where I walked away feeling good and not terrible, drained or guilty.

What about you? Do you have any good experiences with people?",5.7881481481481485,7.559490716049385,6.428086419753085,73.02138888888891,67.76543209876543,10.338271604938267,28.314814814814817,10.504223727775694,3.2299777777777767,352,12,61,10,6,115,58,81,0.162,0.6559999999999999,0.182,-0.2807,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,4,9,2,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,18,10,6,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,3,10,4,8,9,3,9,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,4,8,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151840516153516,0.17195716855613494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540734253055863,0.0,0.27384857308568417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524592038526873,0.0,0.0,0.10831344209981346,0.0,0.13816812957488245,0.0,0.0,0.4812392565578823,0.0,0.0,0.248753880991834,0.2343080986655863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567768519331576,0.0,0.0,0.27509303124588697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367323605784204,0.18498716903193452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023386006795914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410687738827881,0.14318920552141834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505579914939442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857680052615054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868705872930091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308829183229694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sunflowersandpoetry,2019/08/30,"Does anyone else clench their teeth? I’ve been doing it in my sleep and during the day without noticing. It’s been a really huge effort for me to try to take notice of it and stop. It hurts. 

Does anyone have any advice on how to help this?",1.1854000000000011,3.231110740000002,2.7059999999999995,93.473,81.6,4.800000000000002,14.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.9131999999999998,187,2,40,1,5,61,41,50,0.105,0.797,0.098,-0.0943,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,8,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215952694565525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421015842952787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171232089105944,0.23235082849271316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624673483046294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968927759676272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894357404767689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199795051892234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427600580177471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163542182345768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527352150796985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269319784302313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895883768506265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050147162264914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396072855095946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859646137009367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shesthunderstorms96,2019/08/30,"I hate unexpected calls I mean, I did post an add online as a tutor, and I got a call this morning and I keep replaying the call in my head bc I said something stupid- bc I wasn’t prepared. You know how it is haha.",-1.9573936170212785,-0.1949066595744675,1.2629521276595774,96.47187500000004,104.95744680851065,4.052127659574468,18.640957446808514,5.985473137389443,-0.12695531914893632,165,6,39,2,8,58,37,47,0.158,0.733,0.109,-0.4939,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,4,1,3,1,1,1,0,7,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,9,1,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,23,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7486018789901193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954488250883034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24126948917365526,0.2507990128825262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172115210947377,0.0,0.0,0.13430198089375228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26619576198821604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340434751917954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23245636450736676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813163457138626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,backentrancebourbon,2019/08/30,"Very severe social anxiety I'm really struggling. I have no friends, no one to talk to and I can't see it getting any better. I'm 19/F and I'm doing an internship with a transport company. It's engineering work, it involves working in a company van with mainly middle aged men. I have a great sense of humour and feel like I'm a fun person to be around, if it were ever possible for me to open up. 

Near the end of school, I basically went completely mute and didn't say a word to anyone, teachers, students, anyone. I was and am severely depressed and previous friendships had put me off people entirely due to bad experiences. 

This has caused my social anxiety to skyrocket, I am literally crippled by it. I know what to say during a conversation but I don't say it. I guess my brain just wants the conversation to end, and so I just give short answers to questions and sit there in shame. Because of this, I feel I am viewed as this awkward quiet person, and I feel like a freak and as though I am constantly being judged. There are other interns, but they're all male, although we're the same ages, I still can't get myself to talk to them.

I don't know what to do, I don't enjoy the job and am thinking of quitting, but the anxiety will persist and will continue ruining my life whatever job I do. I go to the gym, and that doesn't help. The weird thing is I can talk to strangers, such as buying tickets at a cinema, or asking for something in a store, but I can't do small talk or talk to anyone on a personal level. It's like I've closed off from everyone emotionally and I feel like I've lost who I am forever. 

Anyway, sorry for the depressing story, I just wanted to know if anyone had any advice or was having a similar experience? 

I know people will say to go to a doctor or take medication, but I can't afford therapy and I don't want to be dependent on medications.",4.155899454875833,4.97418457480315,6.106102362204728,77.38496820109027,70.7060367454068,9.53607914395316,29.352008883504944,9.757249324022393,2.7614747829598225,1477,56,291,35,26,516,197,381,0.128,0.8,0.071,-0.9490000000000001,3,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,6,12,20,0,3,21,0,38,5,1,2,2,55,65,32,0,5,14,0,4,4,1,3,4,5,0,5,16,20,0,0,11,3,2,5,12,10,0,1,8,11,34,10,45,51,3,32,0,4,2,0,26,17,0,9,13,198,50,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338638860620594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605868870184005,0.0,0.19583846058602392,0.0,0.0,0.2386671809296055,0.0,0.0,0.07596443305346609,0.07977480586437853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124946381980027,0.052018185188003815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547007558025623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952598134615492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766046406113727,0.0,0.0,0.0894699932950908,0.09221462318663866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699432039177066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873419084931826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598810336213076,0.1511593627508266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718855485255653,0.0,0.08153930767385541,0.0,0.16694403339985064,0.0,0.0,0.17258765011681176,0.18288566791257024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592803930692515,0.0,0.08916590745843124,0.08185915841529738,0.09699338429105336,0.0,0.0,0.09407989834013443,0.09400388464427836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719688962856124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935960705697345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875870699889601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060273198809696824,0.16675751108693015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315101469698668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719279753122092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057823827470419864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831827101138775,0.22352836832183387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620009977128023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578320184382006,0.0955924533933395,0.09076211518358948,0.0,0.0,0.05466648429979554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714408042925797,0.0,0.08636151920483366,0.06799932730419399,0.0,0.0,0.19280392928276066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397242904033575,0.0,0.0656934876660517,0.0,0.09552327122928377,0.0,0.0,0.06814701837848651,0.0,0.0,0.08920854580243634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415977202728057,0.34293703613501625,0.0,0.0,0.09758568561328897,0.0,0.05669143213007202,0.05467792022362355,0.08383920768348678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040863529279909,0.15099478607071035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910451613968139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424683385554915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lolmpy6348,2019/08/30,Found my sisters suicide note on her phone. My brother was snooping through my sisters phone and found a suicide note. I dont know what we are going to do about it. She is a freshman in highschool. How do you handle this situation I cant tell my parents since their strict Christians. They would just push church.,2.480714285714285,5.246725833333336,2.5028571428571422,92.38500000000002,82.33333333333334,4.095238095238095,28.57142857142857,5.288315135182226,0.9131428571428576,250,12,47,1,7,75,47,60,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.875,1,0,0,0,0,2,6.0,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,8,12,2,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,12,0,5,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,13,2,0,0,0,33,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29260900853586125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5474960981721438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189206440710864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721099027199055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27722674122404845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652792981116566,0.2806372657922072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461924861588006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21822081565553855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735696688314728,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lasso_chips,2019/08/30,"I literally have no friends/support and no hope I’m not one of the people here who say things like “I’m so anxious when my bf/gf comes around and when I public speak sometimes”. Mine is serious and real. I also don’t stay in my room either. Obviously you’ll be alone if you stay in your room 24/7 and don’t go to class. And if you were that anxious you wouldn’t be able to get into a relationship. I’m 20 and have only gotten rejections.

I’ve at least tried to make friends and improve my social skills. I’m guessing I’m just super fucked in the brain because no matter what I do I can’t make friends. I don’t fit in anywhere and it sucks. I might have a tv show in common with someone but other than that there’s nothing. It just sucks that no matter how much therapy, medications, and self improvement I do I’ll always be an ugly freak who can’t socialize.  I have a prepaid phone plan because I rarely get texts and when I do it’s bank notifications that I’m poor. 

It sucks that I’ve never been liked or loved. I wish I could have gone on a date before I died. Or experienced what it’s like to have a girl like you and want to be around you. If I’m lucky I’ll get cancer or a terminal illness and next sometime next year.",1.7035200668896309,3.405152826923078,3.5233110367892984,89.93647157190638,78.42307692307693,6.36789297658863,22.45819397993311,7.255503002510835,0.6507792642140471,965,29,215,12,23,324,138,260,0.198,0.655,0.147,-0.9342,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,7,0,3,12,17,4,0,9,0,25,6,1,3,2,44,50,25,1,8,11,0,0,4,2,3,3,2,2,2,16,17,0,0,0,2,2,3,12,7,0,1,4,3,25,10,18,38,3,27,0,1,0,2,21,13,4,10,13,131,41,1,0.12351113787280182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792028982598255,0.0,0.09877181233353458,0.10277116098113384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790648594971925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990219717731535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058248651665002,0.0,0.10509888130460353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787927745180525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639390885386846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861359339867376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818506121811338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908487974758044,0.1141840567314446,0.19358841541295035,0.0,0.07019422596840251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606144313569982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267442851509082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136521270439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147362412698117,0.0,0.1648892872195975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244244773761165,0.0,0.1310257989797719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079489771017524,0.0,0.09525940374763042,0.0,0.26271099266206765,0.0,0.0,0.11851226790276265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369434351598276,0.09393578597729547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562707149842297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058271492852886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260473932239009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822101421053188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288490535795965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518081018739259,0.1046505863108332,0.0,0.2443113470556376,0.0,0.0,0.263292878585193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401589755848522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141245750259949,0.0,0.0820553118441438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838559551316123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285006918061651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203171309319906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953712331836311
socialanxiety,ZeroWing77,2019/08/30,"Get nervous and sweat when public place don't go out much? I have this problem where if I'm in a public place I tend to get nervous and tend to sweat. I don't sweat like crazy just that everything gets warm and that makes me sweat. Even if I'm in a line waiting for something it happens as well since people are very close to me and that makes me nervous when sometimes they'll touch their noses etc.. I'll think to myself do I smell or something even tho I have cologne.  For instance these last couple of days I started college was late for class due to parking. Everyone was inside sat in the front since it was packed. i was fine when I sat down and then it felt if they were looking at me I even looked behind me with the corner of my eye. That's when it started to get warm me and I started to sweat from my chest, forehead, and even  certain places I felt the drops of sweat hit my shirt I don't sweat like crazy that's it noticeable just a little bit. That's when a lot of things start to happen I tell myself will they smell me things like that because of me sweating. I have even put on cologne and no I don't smell it just when that happens I tend to think that. I don't go out much I'm mostly at home. 
How can I make it stop?",1.265763358778628,3.167338446564888,2.0536885496183217,99.00467022900764,80.56488549618321,4.650015267175573,20.403664122137407,5.108053359733372,-0.4347669007633583,971,26,226,3,25,301,120,262,0.084,0.86,0.057,-0.7679,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,4,0,18,12,0,3,7,0,18,13,13,4,1,33,50,22,0,4,7,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,20,12,0,2,4,0,0,4,6,4,1,0,9,12,35,8,30,38,6,37,0,0,3,0,7,16,0,6,19,146,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680707324951983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964752565024142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126292877553277,0.0,0.07067862770664485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222552621686895,0.3619267853132205,0.0,0.0,0.10472111783205088,0.09849541321045104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045355560135431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22903195447537744,0.0,0.12456882349185792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907390440693107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993103990828887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933318648344084,0.12362604329428233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062528735616113,0.10984130208990199,0.0,0.0,0.18406158115867435,0.0,0.0,0.09317232517626414,0.0,0.0,0.2194631848131172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112740657488464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477272602928367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597821194305349,0.0,0.3435050942488742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486601039794798,0.0,0.11017156074257024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813134606384445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874059049389767,0.10839059996947344,0.0,0.31028287588918696,0.0,0.0,0.09162492633060378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578939590888842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561786979863084,0.14044595397970275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904259700411371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853756012276987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shypurplehippo,2019/08/30,"[me][0829] I just graduated from university and joined a new company. I like this job, but afraid of talking to people. I feel nervous when I speak with people, even someone I'm familiar with. Sometimes I encourage myself to say hi to them, but I don't know why they didn't see me.... I felt embarrassing and nervous.... 

Basically this is my ""first job"". I joined the team for a month. Sadly, I got no friends. I am a shy boy.  My seat is in the corner of the office, I feel lonely but afraid to speak with other people. This is like a conflict feeling. I wanna get out of my world, but afraid of doing extra to make connection with other people.... 

I tried my best to encourage myself in the morning everyday, ""you're the best, you can make it"". At the end of everyday, I feel like I am a loser. I wanna make progress... trying very hard...",2.3309959349593465,4.331244091463415,4.215463414634146,84.31327642276425,77.59756097560975,7.056260162601626,24.347967479674807,8.021203637495839,1.4585411382113822,637,22,127,11,15,216,91,164,0.142,0.6679999999999999,0.19,0.8957,2,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,2,6,3,17,0,6,11,0,9,0,0,3,0,24,22,7,0,2,5,0,6,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,6,7,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,9,0,1,3,10,26,8,23,19,3,13,0,3,1,0,13,6,0,0,10,89,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286243243737371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867590365635427,0.0,0.0,0.10341401962602216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166690822761448,0.11185473309771496,0.1503332235447124,0.0,0.0,0.1331796643635838,0.0,0.0,0.12096677653041366,0.0,0.08180216274475655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522455649709333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025733807696214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107461704535722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604761878974168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294788240763944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31353813840845896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497390233934573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121776038913107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341879418639423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451196584670453,0.0,0.0,0.12476723889710545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326625502017559,0.0,0.15485324777522064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584626586882094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260358397461016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918791064943405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412814536681552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,12idkwhattoputhere14,2019/08/30,"Social anxiety sucks when you don't know what it is. Up until about a year ago (I'm 16) I didn't really know what to call my nervousness I, why I got so nervous, and that there were ways to fix it. I remember I went to a potluck pool party in 2nd grade and I brought watermelon. I didn't know where to put it so I took it into the bathroom and ate all of it because I was too anxiety to ask where to put it. Now I go to therapy every Monday and I am homeschooled but my anxiety is rapidly increasing in intensity. I'm glad I am educated on the subject but I feel like there is nothing I can do to help myself. As my anxiety has increased, so has my depression and I've began isolating myself even from my family with whom I'm very close. Any advice? I try everything people recommend (e.g. exercise, therapy, etc) but nothing seems to be working. I'm considering medication but I really would prefer not to if there was anything else I could do.",2.709125647668394,4.351802020725393,5.316447538860103,78.43094073834197,75.42487046632122,9.38458549222798,28.64281088082901,9.827888789773867,2.9904510362694285,742,32,148,22,16,265,115,193,0.092,0.809,0.098,0.6229,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,13,6,1,2,4,0,19,3,0,0,1,24,37,16,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,8,1,0,7,2,0,8,4,4,0,0,11,1,25,2,21,23,4,24,0,1,0,0,6,8,1,2,8,104,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656078264408505,0.12387876374005495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950338875845617,0.0,0.42762939925745214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150012478077514,0.0,0.13064614148919618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851894919510889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269901660539175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157794130561637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036532444002272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674208137977188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558567076120851,0.0923026783381674,0.0,0.11774428153602713,0.0,0.12559709328340027,0.0,0.1317426084835025,0.0,0.07066112637986714,0.09983647755939262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942238950194183,0.0,0.11176977744594296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367058752682758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304066423770326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827414103923685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078208242070844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681852352462348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968841315740082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28097202378748265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905315256272095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830800039919748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722194030523434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245616979791262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196295660469116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526591406116608,0.09488017338517622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530728817018225,0.0,0.1109259892456126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954841689729416,0.12610143789245956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173869594288093,0.0,0.0,0.09927344537226017,0.0,0.0,0.08999356144903692
socialanxiety,trickyknitten,2019/08/30,"Online games can freak me out. So I've been playing classic wow with my boyfriend, I haven't played many games in my life because my mom said no and I'm super socially...panicky, awkward, idk, especially online because I have ZERO experience but I've always wanted to play and now I'm a big kid (23f) so I can do what I want and I want to play games damn it! So it's been cool because he's there and he takes control and I just sit in the passenger seat especially with groups and questing but tonight I was soloing and I'm a healing priest so it was going a little rough so when another priest asked for invite I said yeah us softies got to stick together right? Well they had me invite so I was leader and then they were like ""yo invite that guy"" cuz he was dps and then some other dude was like ""hey let me in"" and I panicked because more people to protect my squishy ass is a good idea right? Anyway we were all killing the same thing and then everyone scattered and I freaked out and just logged out because I couldn't handle that responsibility man.

TDLR: I was in my happy bubble playing games and then people were there and I felt so pressured I freaked and dipped.",0.7781779661016941,3.30813145762712,2.1862500000000007,92.52395127118643,90.35593220338984,4.475423728813559,21.78177966101695,6.158741222570753,0.34581186440678024,928,34,189,9,32,298,130,236,0.133,0.672,0.195,0.9219,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,2,0,2,2,15,20,2,2,6,2,20,3,1,2,1,37,33,31,1,4,4,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,3,8,22,0,2,2,9,0,1,3,7,1,1,16,5,27,13,14,15,4,20,2,0,0,1,20,11,2,1,9,119,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683303637625454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598349679138796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425004234849815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645961427228402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096194669705791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565232404263295,0.0,0.14910469038441287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635562583247688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662884344848243,0.12785010997713805,0.12191129747361205,0.0,0.0,0.15092855293242236,0.0,0.16226337382859524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207364827642213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168639968036584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586885396909692,0.10766502358875016,0.14893809951469794,0.15277377912372328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453895648510102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852285832538153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134998126848667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603468559747312,0.2899895355245901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460754539635727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126697268607994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833531707986657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269719502616906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137051866275815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bastard774,2019/08/30,"presentation about myself i need to make a presentation about myself for english class. the only problem is i need to include hobbies and stuff, but i dont have any. in my free time i play video games, hangout with friends, and occasionally do drugs. what should i say for my interests/hobbies?",4.467222222222219,7.0478735000000015,5.010888888888889,78.37300000000002,73.25925925925927,7.282962962962964,31.170370370370367,8.238735603445708,2.5233525925925933,235,11,41,4,5,75,40,54,0.033,0.7559999999999999,0.21100000000000002,0.8968,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,9,4,8,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21293239800376704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669744125497797,0.0,0.3631198944270418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419158041906709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901009096068612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643491572283243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381419375708791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29961363757602777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490056626547679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35844758881302763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258284205962466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,salqura,2019/08/30,"Read my mom a few posts on here She says “everyone always feels this way, just have to deal with it, it’s bullshit” hurt me kind of a lot. She minimizes anxiety so much when I know she has it too. I feel like shit for not being able to deal with it and she always points it out",-0.42378571428571377,1.6208177166666644,1.519523809523811,99.43500000000002,88.5,5.428571428571429,15.238095238095234,6.868970318607317,-0.4981904761904756,213,4,53,3,7,70,47,60,0.192,0.769,0.038,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,10,6,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,8,2,8,5,3,6,0,1,0,0,8,3,1,1,2,37,14,1,0.21523686424439345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581886266340688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465561201775664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437995120339519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566804755869747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766045141225526,0.15376525882255368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304155148083334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413607256949727,0.11828855165843093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515385983585432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298668503747992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25208281404169114,0.0,0.0,0.15822386069063962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034684074136744,0.0,0.2061374189815191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152951103966354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711649934222998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093754811001967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084500438582173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,personalact,2019/08/30,Running out of things to talk about! Help! Whenever I’m with the girl I’m dating I seem to run out of things to talk about. I’ll ask her questions about her day and stuff like that but after a few questions I just can’t think of anything to talk about. Any advice? I also feel like I talk about really boring things :/,0.4645454545454548,2.7959332575757583,1.7517424242424262,97.19761363636366,87.63636363636364,4.512121212121213,15.825757575757574,5.985473137389443,-0.6516606060606058,249,5,55,2,8,79,41,66,0.111,0.787,0.102,-0.3857,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,2,16,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,3,5,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309980157912956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984299978346513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274208130849508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541929186934375,0.0,0.17516948951659236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084079319348273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474197473832263,0.13386009421992565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559290931030334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308304090275712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41980374834172896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003664621561776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057834303067565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144985152240105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6024168147345146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734490777604084,0.12006175721297335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Frannybanany,2019/06/20,"I honestly don’t know how to stop my thoughts. Hello, I’m a freshman, but I’ll being going into grade 10 this September. I’ve struggled with social anxiety for about 2 years now, and I honestly don’t know how to function. Whenever I talk to someone, I always feel as if they’re annoyed with me or as if they hate me. Even some people I’ve known since elementary school, I get so paranoid that everyone hates me or is making fun of me. Someone please help, how do I stop my thoughts?",3.8332653061224486,4.885241102040818,5.282244897959185,82.12704081632656,71.65306122448979,8.457142857142857,30.3265306122449,8.841846274778883,2.429575510204082,380,16,76,7,7,128,67,98,0.225,0.624,0.151,-0.8087,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,1,1,0,5,0,0,4,0,22,16,12,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,13,3,11,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,5,4,45,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689494041821652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532859212790992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410906828013666,0.0,0.0,0.19401785266537647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266546965962196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060824428706271,0.0,0.11539494680386975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009290866513479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609654069248595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231760456724936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553387237148615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076558611785975,0.0,0.0,0.222882039098856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549201344781595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796062255951533,0.0,0.0,0.20697843818097725,0.3440781253366446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33950881780687553,0.0,0.21226634110285927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319958863638573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223895241488079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307540896367579
socialanxiety,fallouthirteen,2019/06/20,"Anyone else hate contacting text chat support for this particular reason? Like actually asking questions or getting info is fine. I hate the end part. They don't just say ""you can close the chat"" window or whatever so it's just sitting there thinking 

""Do I just close the window? Is that rude? Should I ask? That's probably a stupid question. Sometimes after chat closes there's a customer service review thing so I probably don't close it. Maybe if it sits here long enough they'll ask 'is there any thing else you need help with' or whatever and if I say no they'll close it. Oh god now he's just repeating what he already said above.""",2.0843902439024404,4.827450121951222,2.9575934959349577,88.46321951219512,84.3658536585366,5.881626016260163,22.83414634146341,7.3011,1.1004302439024394,507,18,96,8,15,160,77,123,0.134,0.773,0.09300000000000001,-0.7998,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,3,0,11,7,4,0,5,0,10,0,0,1,0,23,20,8,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,10,7,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,10,3,3,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,7,6,56,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.14769028392806813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670122875802282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029193687337561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105823509956436,0.15507020313556966,0.0,0.0,0.4244596980504887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528576200690489,0.0,0.13404619995732614,0.15637920222362406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907119243583839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988424861444393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144294821784444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393921973722542,0.0,0.0,0.13393501443877714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204577253636722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221994065258524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389121595606526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32634967998395875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33908068646987977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556072297877677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396316361303266,0.2407102521909884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496834624330748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717438097693904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109296331717336,0.09697536816992816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hh-donut,2019/06/20,"Help with CV Small question, I was making my CV and while writing my shit for the awards section, all I had to write was a competition( math related ) I won about 1.5 years ago. That's it, no other grants or anything. Is it worth putting it there?",3.0543877551020406,4.703327040816331,3.636479591836736,90.80941326530613,74.51020408163265,6.53265306122449,26.535714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.079730612244898,191,7,41,2,4,60,42,49,0.10400000000000001,0.6609999999999999,0.23600000000000002,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,1,8,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,2,4,2,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,2,3,27,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591544168193025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334163567902161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715736274775345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27045085186381873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073028350431605,0.4538776408314177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158961550089396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609130419443317
socialanxiety,boowho93,2019/06/20,26 y/o father I've been diagnosed as bipolar/schizophrenic. One minute i'm comfortable enough to have a conversation without having a shaky voice and not misinterpreting a comment made during a conversation the next i'm sweating trying to smile and do my job while convinced that every breathe i take is noticed and too distracting. Thats when i had a job. I need a source of income and im hoping someone can help me with suggestions or ... idk.,4.699642857142859,6.862952535714285,5.6661904761904776,75.81214285714287,71.26190476190476,8.609523809523811,31.04761904761905,9.23628265651192,3.031161904761905,359,16,62,8,7,118,65,84,0.045,0.76,0.195,0.9015,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,7,0,7,3,2,1,0,12,13,8,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,5,3,6,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,38,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25098168868919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25550399445038685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083421507782615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574504863772374,0.0,0.0,0.24560257868421334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671023792307897,0.0,0.4907699787735809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23398016508852196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335330201210945,0.0,0.0,0.2629826689535221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815273321890266,0.0,0.0,0.16756178804027685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951761642479289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859220773070975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167885345525112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383669055939673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DiaryofAVampiress,2019/06/20,"Planning on calling a pet groomer, but not sure what to say? I found a matted dog recently and I want to go get her cleaned up, but the problem is: I’m deathly afraid of talking on the phone. Going up there to schedule a grooming day would be ideal, but I don’t have a car. 
So I’m wondering... I haven’t done this before in my life.. what do I say? Can I schedule an appointment..? But is that only doctor appointment talk..? I’m a total lost and would very much appreciate the help.",0.6730303030303055,2.8869211515151534,2.8189898989899014,90.8818181818182,84.95959595959596,5.6202020202020195,24.15151515151515,6.980632752743323,0.9628303030303034,370,15,79,5,11,125,66,99,0.09,0.764,0.146,0.7639,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,9,0,11,2,0,0,2,16,21,7,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,3,2,8,2,9,15,2,12,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,4,52,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797144005439725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565732096612344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620558515255474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617065314790507,0.0,0.21612943119673905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231568296117392,0.0,0.0,0.11034251933777722,0.0,0.24005799272017656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156192831531506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917577344926788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305481530668574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525522642951986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606260053102688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20208847812028966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085330773410504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359071090111321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905212286923726,0.0,0.0,0.3395067699749179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426091255705758,0.12457036982569634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290358056063987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000587639823933,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,darksouls3questions,2019/06/20,"Of all the things that trigger my anxiety having to deal with children while adults watch is the worst. Anybody like that? I don’t know how to interact with kids and I feel like I also become the center of attention when I deal with them. I feel scrutinized and judged so I don’t want to interact and get nervous around them, which just makes me feel even worse because I think the other adults must think I am a weirdo. 

When I am in situations like that It is almost like somebody threw a rattlesnake on my lap and I want to run.",3.9016981132075483,5.319186858490569,4.271839622641512,88.03530660377363,71.9245283018868,7.564150943396226,25.514150943396224,8.07648339933343,1.342475471698113,421,13,87,6,8,132,65,106,0.128,0.75,0.122,-0.3906,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,3,2,24,19,10,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,4,15,4,12,17,2,9,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,1,7,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004725422083811,0.0,0.0,0.16774732337801326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046805203835882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673346225983287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786952301470378,0.23166665391023014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43251269919656604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854642376383175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181872899675095,0.14985466484900825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959246285385793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528020958690555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099182492572308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001837129096098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357822996123795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935715671919513,0.268815205803956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474471982286893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137663258829665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lightinmylife,2019/06/20,"Social anxiety is effecting my performance at work Hello, 

I have had social anxiety for a very long time now. I now have a real job and just like in every situation in my past, my social anxiety brings me further and further away from the people I’m constantly around. It makes it really difficult for me to ask questions when I need help with something making me put it off for months. For my job I also need something called IOA which is when two people observe the same thing and take data on it and then compare data at the end to see if it’s the same. I have to do this like once a month and I haven’t done it hardly at all! (I have a psych related job). It’s really damaging to my performance at work and my overall health and well-being. 

Idk I just needed to vent and maybe relate to others out there going through the same situations. 

Thanks for hearing me",4.4005298651252405,5.39440249710983,5.7203612716763,79.72809489402701,70.27167630057804,9.003660886319848,27.133429672447015,9.2995712137729,2.2556978805394987,684,22,132,14,12,230,98,173,0.077,0.861,0.062,-0.1476,3,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,9,5,0,0,9,0,10,1,0,3,1,26,23,13,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,11,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,3,18,3,25,21,4,28,0,1,1,0,9,13,0,2,14,96,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463302363664064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27157948017897393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534386952908413,0.11062791365493724,0.0,0.11118029386470354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083398949039155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787886176692367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109851546330515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481031416712464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970293850742927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725291040314578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600555165315073,0.0,0.0,0.1257853249106511,0.1333729442834514,0.0,0.07931793125158665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522897946875295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562569998101785,0.0,0.0,0.10472337854989963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579800091365055,0.0,0.11888412496880227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889088676766404,0.0,0.0,0.2632332861213059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260236678958849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296482408911032,0.16407816136214468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189600719650226,0.13256307634318,0.0,0.0,0.1346919436874375,0.15161777053316994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429823900030612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660285897026045,0.0,0.3618850585033115,0.0,0.18220122010868567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889737260159705,0.0,0.0,0.10894762183144888,0.0,0.0,0.07861698678806557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900250347762911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155967927233048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763935294277916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639801382910843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229961087011042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,uglytheworst,2019/06/20,"no social media I have no friends or social life, much less a girlfriend. Because of this i don't have any social media, for i wouldn't have anyone to add or anything to post. But when i see everyone else on their phones all the time, i keep wondering what is there to instagram, etc thats so interesting? what are people up to?",3.5818181818181856,4.942607484848487,4.754969696969699,84.48245454545456,72.63636363636363,7.704242424242422,25.32121212121212,8.238735603445708,1.500524848484849,258,8,52,4,5,85,50,66,0.068,0.8240000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.5501,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,8,10,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,8,9,4,5,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,3,2,39,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137249584233015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564386973982147,0.0,0.18317703661393275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569208146622505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859498824833431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24825269621867194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269943077775733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197664332601206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978530070323764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722570431006633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636332211242165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431961352548892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318484907993196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737970340297593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6807238928722477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979715984818055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413952012183531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TandemRunBike,2019/06/20,Jobs for the socially anxious?  What jobs require the least amount of social contact? Asking for a friend.,3.811666666666667,7.033945722222228,3.1388888888888893,83.245,91.77777777777777,4.622222222222223,28.222222222222207,6.42735559955562,1.9054222222222217,85,4,12,1,3,25,15,18,0.09699999999999999,0.73,0.17300000000000001,0.3736,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430849845766946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839105835799617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23463132139403525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6027339628524072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6191505365695945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Godegev,2019/06/20,"Is anybody else's Anxiety much worse with people of your own age? I still have anxiety around young kids and older adults but if I have to interact with anyone that's around 17-20 years old, my anxiety is like 10 times worse.. Hell, even if anyone of that age is around me I get much more anxiety, especially if I don't know them.

This makes it soo much harder to make friends!

Does anyone experience the same?",4.16,5.5269496296296285,4.825617283950617,84.5102777777778,71.22222222222223,8.85679012345679,24.61111111111111,9.2995712137729,1.7907185185185177,324,9,67,7,6,104,57,81,0.18,0.736,0.084,-0.7581,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,5,3,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,14,10,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,9,10,6,11,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,3,9,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903831859957173,0.0,0.0,0.3361652475080329,0.0,0.0,0.4279868281807511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024155755912399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387375588813938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584791774841848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676162397432944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381378713240382,0.0,0.08372741553961377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807279041121423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829323910394934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394493838306008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35342093698718396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681622560434561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111016903800083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279810611072678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934468635334882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326630162868898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319994242470462
socialanxiety,lilsegmentationfault,2019/06/20,"Sweating from social anxiety, or is it the other way around? Basically, I don't have the same problems as the majority on this sub, I am fairly sociable and have maybe only a bit of anxiety when talking to strangers. 

However, as the temperature has raised and because of my shitty genes I sweat a lot. At first, when I just get out, I sweat only a bit and because of that I have anxiety which then makes me sweat more and having more anxiety because of this, leading to a vicious cycle.

When I'm in a bus, there are even drops of sweat falling down my face and my back, it's so awful I'm thinking of killing myself. Is there something I can do?",5.070872093023258,5.382347279069768,6.340610465116281,78.32393895348841,68.45736434108527,9.240697674418604,33.179263565891475,9.188382445141503,2.873503100775193,505,22,99,9,8,171,80,129,0.198,0.78,0.022000000000000002,-0.9634,1,0,1,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,3,2,0,9,1,12,6,6,2,0,15,17,13,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,12,0,17,17,7,16,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,6,78,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5564406924711984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187972578891865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982682234234833,0.0,0.33255126968476845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970531325929091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010625635333025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467642556539848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500599207349936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20118345925664435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459727805130005,0.0,0.0,0.12138229150623606,0.0,0.1826867537393048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766011339761145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740001629985309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536707229855814,0.0,0.139992406209539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461593304680575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651830174627605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433931431295471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thatsthewavecuzo,2019/06/20,People talking behind my back? Does ur social anxiety ever make u think people are talking behind ur back?,4.638947368421054,7.698807894736844,6.1255263157894735,68.06618421052633,75.3157894736842,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,2.058663157894737,86,3,10,1,2,29,14,19,0.10800000000000001,0.892,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313268208413244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650370789691925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646227243221271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27352823770080803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184706101109487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4192770316709665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082475893921715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4860977812865089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193758714468506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,macewindows98,2019/06/20,practice So at this point my social anxiety rules my entire life to the point of depression. Which inevitably made it worse because i don't have a lot of willpower to try and change my situation. I used to have interests like gaming but that has gone away too so making friends online while anonymous is hard too because i don't have any interests any more to talk about. I feel like making this post is a step in the right direction and have recently made an appointment with a therapist so here's to the best. Thanks for listening,5.711596638655461,6.956303549019612,5.710504201680673,80.0744117647059,67.43137254901961,9.75014005602241,31.23809523809524,9.957137785484203,3.0553624649859947,430,17,80,10,7,135,70,102,0.066,0.726,0.20800000000000002,0.9576,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,5,0,11,18,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,3,7,7,13,15,3,11,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,54,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440489564663676,0.0,0.13727012449935094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858857786999915,0.0,0.0,0.2187683482280344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830985907862166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982236590590112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455030079762466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072960495486516,0.12819105260724806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863390474851756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074184172671124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674286980948118,0.17532938299969264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525523772254393,0.0,0.3395784982683772,0.2395534689323961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392551674989096,0.0,0.17185268586239547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717408169762655,0.0,0.0,0.15323968068846894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016966318927942,0.0,0.1829151709196417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422604070158307,0.0,0.1652030588193428,0.0,0.20834217633370145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182710763777008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497743533518715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828633786911629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,meanapplepie,2019/06/20,"Not Sure if I Should Ask Her Out Hi, first time posting on this subreddit. I’m sure there are a million posts like this already but I’m not sure where else to ask this question, and it’s oddly specific. 

Anyways, there’s this girl from my job who is super cute (100% my type), sweet, and really fun to be around. I had been trying to spend time with her outside of work for a while but she always said no because her boyfriend was really jealous. Eventually the two of them broke up and she asked me to see a movie, and since then she and I have made plans almost every week to go and do something fun like watching movies or visiting museums and grabbing lunch. It’s been really great, and I’m starting to get really into her as something other than just a workplace crush. 

My problem is that two weeks ago she said, out of the blue, that a friend of hers asked her out and she wasn’t interested and now she’s upset that their friendship has gotten weird. She said she wanted to be single for a while and didn’t want anyone to hold a torch for her. At this point I decided that she and I were friends and that I should try and move on, even though she was flirty and silly. 

However, roughly a week later she asked me to get frozen yogurt after work (which she paid for) just so we could talk for a little while (mostly just work gossip/drama but I’m not complaining). Then, last night she ended up coming over to my best friend’s house with me to drink and just generally goof around. My friend said that the two of us were flirting super hard, and she (the girl from work) was very touchy (in the form of playful punches and headbutts) and in my personal space. It was really cool and I’m still very excited from it. She even changed from saying that she wanted to be alone to saying that she’s an independent woman who just needs an occasional punch on the arm and someone to ask if she’s doing okay. 

Now that all that backstory is out of the way, I’m just not certain if I should ask her out. I had given up hope but last night makes me think she’s interested. At this point though I’m just scared of making things weird or ruining my friendship with her (we have a lot of cool plans for next month - including a concert) and I’m not really sure what to do now. My last relationship started similarly to this and it didn’t go well, and my brother and best friend are telling me that I probably shouldn’t ask this girl out because she’s “just being friends.”

Tl;Dr - cute girl from work split up with her boyfriend and has been spending a lot of time with me. She’s said in the past she wants to be alone but she still flirts with me and last night she was very touchy-feely and said she was more open to relationships despite her independent nature. I want to ask her out but I’m scared of ruining our friendship and future plans.",5.969894366197183,5.658340672535214,5.97862676056338,83.81346830985919,66.57042253521126,9.21267605633803,28.489436619718308,8.660442795831766,1.7961450704225357,2234,61,471,30,32,705,234,568,0.07200000000000001,0.718,0.209,0.9984,2,2,3,0,0,0,54.0,4,0,2,13,25,46,1,3,22,3,38,3,1,5,6,106,84,49,0,16,24,1,3,2,6,4,0,9,0,6,30,49,2,1,3,4,3,5,10,11,1,5,26,18,69,35,73,48,9,71,0,3,3,0,83,29,0,11,36,320,99,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050718650704650224,0.0,0.0572936935030398,0.11851731900326293,0.06313942680963755,0.0,0.04760840710612097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000685134274125,0.0,0.0,0.10186897984610677,0.48140425642321005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975684864018117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120089605681979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052708334761836,0.04928663331200811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04568242740376745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605002906238685,0.0,0.0,0.047796738272744034,0.0,0.05067651221321036,0.0,0.0,0.07558143398267528,0.0,0.04820706073743957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866801448359022,0.0,0.0,0.2652302599055883,0.0,0.05978613717454913,0.0,0.06503449517352891,0.0,0.0,0.0630809898968741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05125441780904423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568285312581933,0.0,0.0660197368299521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677818455476578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655514348894944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055905826099383736,0.057345597641345426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728622238096794,0.0,0.05413928956595672,0.07638442767840084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04566937240896946,0.06081169573075556,0.0,0.04242503849312339,0.0,0.0,0.06085000777701095,0.16108039793246867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054619274191724417,0.0,0.04995892141520005,0.0,0.0,0.10817548133129852,0.0,0.10959448104088687,0.0,0.06168866983453974,0.05474811317888335,0.0,0.0,0.06409516478134028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199247238562504,0.0,0.0,0.12285743108458842,0.0,0.0,0.3265538756672312,0.09100113273546684,0.11456666344944598,0.0,0.045593851123882576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732977742844889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847904479638029,0.08809555080024567,0.0,0.0,0.08099574848984163,0.0,0.09138575729097156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570211726480146,0.0,0.0,0.045988161325358004,0.050009423154895864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03801185716110424,0.036661788480452526,0.11242912261072924,0.0,0.1000895638376873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769199865147554,0.0,0.16767554772070228,0.0,0.0688239645519932,0.0,0.0,0.14162790850921975,0.16873779171846442,0.04541550410061846,0.1376859947860248,0.0,0.051444175987055515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082701355294984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BuffaloBubba,2019/06/20,"So i decided to stop smoking weed to work on my social anxiety. Just 3 weeks ago i decided to stop smoking weed. That with the insomnia im dealing with although i dont know if thats ever going away. I'm not really struggling with cravings or stuff like that i do smoke more cigarettes though and sometimes i drink a beer at night to take the edge off. I was a regular smoker iguess? At least, it wasnt a 24/7 hobby of mine. I smoked weed in the weekends and on day-offs (let me tell you, i had a lot of day-offs) The first thing i immediately felt after a few days of not smoking was that i didnt have to look for words as much as before, so from that point of view i became socially better and more confident on the speaking matter (Also i dont have to look for my house keys as much as before). But i still feel my anxiety come up at times, and at the weirdest times like when i'm walking to the subway station to go to school. When im in the metro and with people the anxiety almost instantly goes away (because i feel safer??) but when i leave the train it's back to danger-mode. And this is happening three weeks into my weed-quitting. Long story short, im still dealing with my social anxiety although i hoped by stopping weed it would be less but it actually became worse. Can you guys/girls relate to this? 

Thanks for reading.",3.4586263736263727,4.5818274908424925,4.7752582417582445,85.13849175824177,72.62637362637362,7.804322344322344,26.10421245421245,8.238735603445708,1.55742652014652,1047,34,217,16,20,348,150,273,0.07200000000000001,0.852,0.076,0.6224,0,0,6,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,3,12,6,0,1,15,0,15,3,0,0,1,37,30,24,0,3,8,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,13,13,2,3,6,4,0,4,6,1,0,2,6,7,25,5,44,21,8,41,0,0,3,0,9,16,0,5,23,149,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0969167228699102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803640021223236,0.0,0.0994492254977936,0.0,0.0,0.07942184938886164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30390158731760725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661867105159152,0.07636679673928809,0.0,0.060541258088595465,0.0,0.16901881872381275,0.0,0.0,0.08783569259782234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555073360758114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214910187821296,0.20477798251928525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327919420617297,0.0972904981084428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898357411725317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043289121739428,0.0,0.09535759018911777,0.0,0.0,0.08447694765308954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128855512745796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782357240173509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864180635351476,0.0,0.11459571366189805,0.0,0.0,0.32183042999548306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458070661846204,0.0,0.0,0.10515982104069774,0.0,0.1015559068227794,0.0,0.09704019354421732,0.0,0.0,0.0878902953647411,0.1667985012231075,0.0,0.0,0.08443372102446191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146015315925642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320002393405058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885223846245156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388439790216956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563330151055934,0.09934147550373368,0.0,0.0636234755754861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051167691080436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30371618181500265,0.0,0.0,0.09822467843518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862553500123494,0.24909435674325844,0.0,0.1038251829742629,0.1136914556894481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467221901668386,0.0,0.08680533748591279,0.09143553994001022,0.0,0.0,0.0659802069525158,0.0,0.09757608982252362,0.0,0.11582228334365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932836240969436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230221131276936,0.0,0.10121006163793472,0.07055024205422866,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,uncuckable69,2019/06/20,"Can I Stop A Nervous/Anxious Sweat? Every time I get into even the SLIGHTEST altercation I begin to sweat. Not excessively, but enough to notice. It sucks because anytime I get into an altercation I can keep a straight face and a mellow tone, but the forehead swear gives my anxiousness away. 

Is there any thing I can do about this? I don’t recall thing even being a thing until recent years either...",4.790399999999998,6.762781840000002,5.490333333333336,77.96350000000002,70.6,7.133333333333333,27.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.7948666666666666,318,11,54,4,6,103,53,75,0.132,0.8340000000000001,0.034,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,7,0,7,4,4,0,0,9,13,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,7,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,6,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486085901029776,0.0,0.0,0.273877137142018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22777116664953065,0.0,0.0,0.14778320848140156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25049521705311417,0.0,0.32024574026272923,0.0,0.20425791147718092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533195620673358,0.2325611520370729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548311346536325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760084057972254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393705896223055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268251446123636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831795863297302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413630075304873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611710962242512
socialanxiety,355507,2019/06/20,"Anyone wanna meet up in Toronto/GTA? 23 M with social anxiety here.

​

I've never done something like this before, but I've been feeling pretty isolated since school closed for the summer. The meetup groups around here suck and my friends are too busy to hang out.

​

I just thought it would be nice if we could get a small group going where we chill on weekends, go to events together, etc.   Let me know if you're interested.",4.530258175559382,6.710960373493979,4.246333907056801,85.73734939759039,71.77108433734941,6.670567986230638,26.314974182444054,7.447530270364453,1.3937793459552497,353,12,64,4,7,107,74,83,0.10300000000000001,0.7120000000000001,0.185,0.8672,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,18,14,4,0,5,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,1,5,4,10,7,1,15,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,2,5,38,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822637980522789,0.428696386339368,0.0,0.0,0.13494733362656575,0.0,0.0,0.12334464178119885,0.0,0.0,0.1570355127436687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501054280157682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408429420136224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805208746677653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967352773835241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919434082474799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628803692197566,0.0,0.092162959915294,0.0,0.20050706919867264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694613168199877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038337951080546,0.0,0.08618128973253505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605238604417588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946463262312665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852862062576072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592186704428342,0.0,0.0,0.1798200058860579,0.0,0.1358031660987641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004378098397033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253111855842599,0.0,0.428696386339368,0.0
socialanxiety,khp-pental-wh,2019/06/20,"I'm too socially anxious even when I see my therapist. I want to tell them how I've been feelings, my symptoms, my mood, and also bring things up from the past to talk about, but I'm too socially anxious to talk to her without feeling uncomfortable and end up sweating inside my t-shirt (although I think she doesn't notice)",8.22385416666667,6.515441593750005,8.217500000000001,74.14416666666669,62.75,11.033333333333333,40.08333333333333,9.725611199111238,3.8295895833333318,258,12,49,4,3,84,46,64,0.092,0.843,0.065,-0.1603,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,9,10,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,9,9,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671401081723982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722291684389783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851151593204881,0.0,0.0,0.13804491057423882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135700605450955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379519906479176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951759113632905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654881415915535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261057116556011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172347726401192,0.0,0.3359783631037165,0.18267836381271332,0.0,0.0,0.2426692954668849,0.13885270882180314,0.13392107150112553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327574188978342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147201783088395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,seelic,2019/06/20,"Anyone else feel like shit in their clothes? Even in brand new ones. No matter how many new clothes I buy, which happens quite rarely due to me being a dirt poor student, I still feel uncomfortable and unsatisfied about my looks. I dress quite fashionably, one would say, get my clothes from Zara, Bershka and H&M, doesn't matter. I'm recovering from anorexia, so that might also play part in this. 

I started a summer-job now so I can buy a completely new wardrobe of clothes, but I fear I'll still hate every piece.",4.496224489795917,6.503281428571434,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081633,71.44897959183673,6.940816326530613,28.5765306122449,7.645422480735847,1.6086081632653064,412,16,80,5,8,124,73,98,0.20800000000000002,0.736,0.055999999999999994,-0.9442,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,9,5,2,1,3,0,5,1,1,1,0,10,13,7,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,4,10,2,8,10,2,11,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,9,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325877108943699,0.0,0.17964085814923564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159290385884478,0.16987850403584687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383488194422508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850202476952075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950728041157824,0.0,0.13969102833383212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656759252094254,0.16766377574286345,0.11844532943395528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662203061401473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466136399103425,0.0,0.0,0.16369010119948005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452782779231934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099998442354832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922762834130828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809202089878006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588429678874712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803830007776785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469652341943824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954187218605658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526907960283294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184833940195226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17018812227553226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735189020171065,0.0,0.2648112167752928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777735181177655,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blankkk1,2019/06/20,"what has your experience been with social anxiety and therapy? thinking of pursuing therapy for my social anxiety, and wondering if it’s worth it, and what to expect. i guess my main questions are:

how has a therapist helped you overcome social anxiety? 

&

If it’s still a work in progress, what are you or have you worked on with your therapist that has helped you in your SA journey?",7.783750000000001,7.789818763888893,7.98277777777778,69.89000000000001,62.75,12.755555555555556,38.83333333333333,12.161744961471696,5.0716833333333335,309,15,54,10,4,101,45,72,0.078,0.857,0.065,0.2824,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,14,10,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,10,0,8,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,6,1,43,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806248014807384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825866138124837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306948145814104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364435567790816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234776995092381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674775598392046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098042717766188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313083101666748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812833996308715,0.3871147153519244,0.0,0.10681783489344966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807844649733611,0.2427264557711151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,glad710,2019/06/20,"First Job Interview Tomorrow I know theres tons of advice on this topic already but I would like to ask for some advice on my specific concerns. 

I tend to shake a lot and I am extremely worried about being asked questions I don’t know how to answer. How can I handle this and what are some tips to be fully prepared for the interview? It’s for a fast food restaurant so nothing too fancy but this is way out of my comfort zone and really just need some motivation to go through with it and get it done. Thanks all",1.8202534965034936,4.193416951923084,3.4145804195804215,87.42132867132868,81.40384615384616,6.4741258741258765,23.87762237762238,7.686295010490155,1.3320500000000002,409,15,81,7,11,135,75,104,0.049,0.8,0.151,0.899,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,1,3,0,9,1,0,3,1,23,18,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,8,3,16,14,6,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,5,4,62,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198747873435766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370792859121572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4016894148739784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985405948398054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274125540162356,0.2597831931731185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224408760886044,0.0,0.12209749481796392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319375435916813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23613890239323002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495908816159888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264774718900875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929979632330482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614303835526754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24066794180118764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763084631590197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779414172940546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052855601583944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181786113197423,0.0,0.15261488678333718,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,moohooses,2019/06/20,"Just kind of a vent I'm a bit annoyed at myself. So, like, I'm going on this trip with my family tomorrow and I tried to take off work for the vacation. Even though I knew the exact dates of the vacation, I messed up and requested the wrong days off. So, now I have work tomorrow, but I also leave for the trip tomorrow. I asked in the work chat for someone to take my shift twice, but I was ignored. Now I have to call in and I hate calling in.",0.7541988304093579,2.501760957894738,3.0592982456140376,91.92953216374272,81.52631578947368,7.169590643274852,21.08187134502924,8.167268648758528,0.9272573099415204,341,10,80,7,9,117,56,95,0.162,0.8170000000000001,0.021,-0.8991,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,8,7,2,0,8,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,11,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,3,0,5,0,1,2,0,12,2,17,9,1,18,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,8,55,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773718783055258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608815632152712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289929327161032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283568845752739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527154992077828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853805257897298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977338550687704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920589273104455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070849331788656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842259340444034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209521422457065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247337034386868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772069417256098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31541214724426314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607854176494272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142406641776746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581020094415656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229328955761028,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,minxywaifu,2019/06/20,"I can’t gage my performance at work? I have been working a great apprenticeship for my field, and this is a job that is during the summer months. I want more than anything to get asked back, but I am so worried about my performance I’d love some outside opinions on the situation. 

On one hand I feel like I am not the best apprentice at my job when it comes to the work directly at hand. On the other, my immediate supervisor frequently laughs at my jokes, smiles at me, tells me to have a good night at the end of the day, shows me pictures of their cat ect...and my big boss gives me back massages when I need to work on my posture and has cracked a couple jokes about it to me. 

Sometimes I let my anxiety get the best of me I’m not gonna lie, but my immediate supervisor has opened up to the group about their generalized anxiety. 

Any thoughts? I worry that I’m trying to compensate with my personality too much idk it’s really hard for me to gage if they like me or if they tolerate me. My anxiety keeps telling me that they are just being nice to my face and talking shit behind my back....ugh it’s awful. I’d appreciate any insights! It would greatly ease my anxiety",3.8638793745346263,4.95125870886076,5.281657979647555,82.0264780342517,71.61603375527427,9.120774385703651,28.709108960039714,9.478462496947786,2.395416182675602,922,35,195,21,17,310,129,237,0.135,0.6729999999999999,0.192,0.9584,4,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,5,8,10,13,1,0,13,1,14,5,4,1,0,25,28,11,0,5,8,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,4,39,12,31,22,5,24,0,0,0,1,13,13,1,5,12,130,49,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647699913014246,0.0,0.37071245945393777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969472512673684,0.0,0.11325730296777073,0.0,0.0,0.2794666848210986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25427532484969195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435852982436064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404828527688845,0.0,0.07813062858919634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073014315609259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061256218570453165,0.0865483668885409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658996892557872,0.1162164847018183,0.0,0.1016134428658004,0.0,0.2671328481225049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852507729011797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24044198063688602,0.10768217193710616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238823407361856,0.0,0.118373876004361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934106710999134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669941406689864,0.0,0.08905793708172965,0.08982992643982395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136894690110623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209322073070348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578201918350147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761070061455871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435698492432108,0.0,0.13617576064940995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981876252499606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737441133092364,0.21177790111047184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617821464976332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225174061958923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145640384107081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527896095087245,0.24606395058809194,0.0,0.08606027358343597,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Makerevancanon,2019/06/20,I love not speaking to people I wanna fuck I literally go mute when Im near  them,-2.4333333333333336,-1.4696182222222198,1.898333333333337,89.46750000000002,120.11111111111113,4.022222222222221,15.611111111111107,5.985473137389443,-0.14982222222222186,64,2,14,1,4,24,15,18,0.17800000000000002,0.609,0.213,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845853224818789,0.0,0.0,0.29789703222110997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5661919167487961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473082526948975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633924318596701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Anonymythical,2019/06/20,"How do you deal with group work? I've always been nervous with group work since high school and I'm in a college class right now which requires group work every other day. If it were high school again, I'd just have dropped the class. But I don't want to do that now. I already finished a public speaking class where we would do group work every day. That was more than last year though. I don't want to drop out, I want to improve and step outside my boundaries. So how do I deal with it? Before even entering class I get anxious at home thinking about it. It usually dissipates a bit when I'm in the group. Anyone else feel the same?",2.200813953488371,4.2370110387596895,2.597848837209302,95.58421511627908,78.14728682170542,5.230232558139536,22.377906976744185,5.985473137389443,0.1428651162790695,500,15,108,3,12,153,80,129,0.069,0.892,0.039,-0.1511,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,5,12,1,0,1,6,0,11,0,0,2,0,20,19,9,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,2,9,0,12,15,3,22,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,10,63,17,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669599031703594,0.0,0.12569215418914895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706522676878848,0.0,0.10562309544163843,0.15477652246353596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853902464398867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491594621517336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483951217687026,0.3114678275512552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618937204357208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977222334714488,0.0,0.2545453494257693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637934034052547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892144296454401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192016262605701,0.15152324602089975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313223275840855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290024984766607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057570278386114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495653696235184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679171076367613,0.14841347855893336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636877723640506,0.0,0.2672933352330569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398873825728648,0.0,0.0,0.10730709598516706,0.0,0.0,0.09727624240547676
socialanxiety,Daneek1303,2019/06/20,"don't you hate when this happens? I'm a very quiet guy but I tried so hard to make some friends at school, since I'm to quiet and shy to talk, but I fucking hate when this happens to me:

Beeing in a group of people and hear something that you can talk about, you say what you have to say. But there's never a lack of the imbecile who says: ""he finally spoke"" and he just continues repeating that to the whole group making you not wanting to talk ever again.",5.769684210526317,4.7378318631578935,6.104210526315789,85.13947368421054,67.21052631578948,9.284210526315787,29.52631578947368,8.238735603445708,1.7625368421052627,357,10,79,4,5,115,62,95,0.09,0.785,0.125,0.5407,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,0,8,4,3,0,5,0,3,1,0,2,2,15,15,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,8,8,1,12,14,3,10,0,0,0,1,20,2,1,1,8,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758040440098758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083549476362924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345920663392933,0.16105176811959318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249253701354514,0.30810173933838136,0.0,0.15605545169074556,0.3439871278202798,0.0,0.0,0.19634419838293454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23256934471292576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435934790490942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077335188885585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156097214774193,0.0,0.17630700752173248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441060129204261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411322925661498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200634947094785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182752673875206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373920128384748,0.10275193214379796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944961402751337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trizdeux,2019/06/20,"Anyone else in grad school? Definitely a fucking doozer of a career choice if you have SA. Any tips on coping with it all? presentations, gatherings, etc?",3.227222222222224,6.384110888888895,4.523981481481481,74.65041666666669,88.25925925925927,7.1444444444444475,21.564814814814817,8.07648339933343,2.02397037037037,122,4,19,3,4,40,26,27,0.0,0.8809999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.5007,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,12,2,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818400633422162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897929234911376,0.4246527783053207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462196112044785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622210609516855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831521444157712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194453050482284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coochielicker69420,2019/06/20,I made a big mistake Me and my family took my 74 year old grandmother  to her cancer doctor and she wanted to go eat out at Golden Corral after. So we said yes but my social anxiety got in the way and I sat in the car while they went in and ate. I feel like a loser now because time with my grandmother is something rare I get to have. Has anybody ever done this?,0.0973881673881678,2.274942259740264,2.7648484848484856,90.47838383838385,87.44155844155844,5.500144300144299,17.646464646464647,6.937597516519254,0.19172265512265474,282,7,60,4,9,98,61,77,0.128,0.807,0.065,-0.6271,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,4,1,4,4,0,1,1,13,15,7,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,8,2,13,1,10,7,0,18,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,8,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18887116498389345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050264193366525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527037022195825,0.0,0.2526555137188741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25263143137148736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22332731121558755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23274714026212934,0.0,0.1248356570583196,0.17637919055400136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899051162978092,0.0,0.14031401262012172,0.0,0.19746152264425126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061861582713054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23361451300983085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590708826262629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348501591822497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516745836052919,0.0,0.19006898098893185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396429962274412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743053131701677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562288258562867,0.19597081821024573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288707040600849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898989939834454
socialanxiety,temp7913,2019/06/20,"Just told my 'crush' how I feel Long story sorta short I met a girl through a friend while I was in a relationship (as was she). I just broke up with my GF a few months ago, and she is now single as well. We've been fast friends the whole time, and tonight I worked up the courage to tell her that I like her, as more than a friend. I told her to humor me and let me take her on one day, spend one day with me. Then decide. The answer was basically ""Well hell you have courage, I'll give you that. How about you let me think on it, I have a lot on my mind right now""

​

Frankly I don't know if it'll go anywhere. But the reason I'm here is to tell you that I feel 100x better right now than I did an hour ago. I have been agonizing over ruining a friendship and really, I don't want just a friendship with her, so I put it out there. Whats the worst that can happen. I think either way we'll still be friends, but at least now there is a chance. Don't be afraid to speak your mind, sometimes its the greatest feeling in the world.",2.8368310911808656,3.2235549551569527,3.595443946188343,95.76416741405085,73.43946188340806,6.843527653213752,22.938415545590434,6.42735559955562,0.14406989536621806,797,18,201,5,15,253,122,223,0.057,0.7809999999999999,0.162,0.9549,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,5,0,2,17,16,1,1,17,0,22,0,0,3,0,31,37,15,0,2,7,0,3,1,5,2,0,1,0,1,9,8,0,0,9,0,1,2,3,5,2,2,9,4,35,11,24,22,9,34,1,2,0,0,27,14,1,3,18,141,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22745807225702525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901156300903827,0.15589693563713286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134697537921668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548406565834833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461499822036585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39649295860062217,0.0,0.0,0.12307578175326155,0.07291509482636638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345409642526665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634835311925333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050959762060237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26238817962270394,0.0,0.06268025300274996,0.0,0.0,0.113540291888189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907494724575914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25909018000997835,0.0,0.102406780001148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387700796488312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897560679359482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219141781015946,0.13191240814844352,0.0,0.13774476473990974,0.0,0.21913273842139036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689067221667188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245948924291348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646463819365317,0.0,0.22427739751474726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441722359333133,0.0,0.0,0.07481199035354551,0.0,0.0,0.24518976812994195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756738838434248,0.10183751805093433,0.0,0.0,0.2307118374857305,0.0,0.0,0.14324089114526015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340296494107177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589693563713286,0.0
socialanxiety,introthrowaway123,2019/06/20,"Trying to be Confident again Growing up  I was an introverted kid with a small friend group.I was really self conscious at this time. I barely knew how to talk to anyone outside of the friend group and literally never talked in front of a girl( Literally 0 female friends). Anyway I moved to a different state for high school and wanted a fresh start. So I researched excessively  how to talk to new people, how to talk to girls, how to make new friends etc. and I practiced these skills every chance I got( By myself of course). I pretended to be confident and extroverted for the first time in my life. And it worked at my new school at first. I had so many people talking to me and I made so many friends. I had more contacts on my phone then ever before in my life. Girls were talking to me and texting me. People even thought I was a player and it felt for the first time I was popular. But ofc it didn't last. About 4 months in I began to felt social anxiety when talking, and my ""friends"" noticed it. They began to ask why I was awkward, and the questions increased when I messed up with this popular girl. Then out of nowhere they began to bully me about my awkwardness. They would test me by talking shit to me, and I got such bad anxiety I couldn't say anything back. The same guys who were rushing to talk to me, was now shitting on me about everything I did. I put so much effort to break out of my shell and boom this happened. I lost all of the extroversion I gained so fast, and I fell into a shell while everyone bullied me. It lasted for the rest of freshman year. In sophomore year, I started avoiding the main instigators and the bullying stopped. But my confidence didn't come back. I was in my shell for the rest of high school, and barely talked to anyone. I was a loner for the most part. Anyway I graduated last month, and I'm going to college now. The college is far away from anyone I ever met, and it's once again a fresh start. I want to be as social as possible in college but my social awkwardness is ruining it. At this rate I'll probably be friendless in college again.  What can I do to gain some confidence and to be liked. 

 **TL;DR: Tried to be extroverted but was bullied for periods of social anxiety. Trying to gain confidence back.**",2.940747191011237,5.019429768539329,4.1550421348314615,85.08784410112361,76.03370786516854,7.236516853932584,26.1811797752809,8.158263871857827,1.721302247191011,1777,67,349,31,40,581,196,445,0.091,0.795,0.113,0.9144,1,1,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,3,10,28,19,2,4,21,0,28,4,2,6,4,53,51,38,0,4,4,0,2,1,6,1,2,2,0,7,14,24,0,2,6,1,0,9,4,10,0,3,28,4,52,9,72,15,12,76,0,2,0,0,38,24,2,3,42,252,66,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532408098339436,0.0,0.0,0.1400652557354987,0.0,0.05494752972729732,0.0,0.062422650884927475,0.0,0.06273433566547514,0.1540302553868847,0.05575169199813272,0.0,0.0,0.056817912419226485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751802226779248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697623544560233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744682448057446,0.04410216635539637,0.12079789250918654,0.056258149657086025,0.0638033484528545,0.060010218570746725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822286296361268,0.0,0.0,0.17038826265991122,0.0,0.0,0.3095265180473422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037947971794761566,0.0,0.10680707011268452,0.0,0.0,0.06611461312085744,0.05904611193880454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109621646172896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328386891595068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432584150469348,0.032621345123407385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288934403541023,0.0,0.0,0.06318112343166432,0.04457071742257169,0.13539231804187804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065932810848016,0.07096789198485645,0.04908498056471131,0.0,0.05149855442850966,0.19346595892962828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602017511908588,0.0,0.07110982359154144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230738892563703,0.0,0.1388735461896626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752752097363515,0.0,0.0,0.07199133003773409,0.0,0.0,0.06712413527638689,0.07479973508867678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04277574639735026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053099642107200584,0.0,0.202729981156462,0.0,0.0,0.06965758484495939,0.0,0.13708065531530605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27226190233668457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417843424933284,0.0,0.0,0.055824242737880884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366867057893189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530093773955243,0.1168055794183678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600107599689093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876751491659419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025119413342424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861069011253903,0.0,0.0,0.047432794814908266,0.0,0.0,0.08599774328106052
socialanxiety,TheGayMenance,2019/06/20,"New Setting I have recently started rehearsals for a summer musical that my school district outs on. It has people from all of the schools, so there a ton of people I don't know. I am new to the district, so a lot of people know each other, and I also didn't have to show up until two weeks in, so I haven't made friends with the cast members. On the first day, my anxiety was heightened. I was really nervous and felt like I was having a mild anxiety attack. I just ignored it all day, because I was hanging out with crew members who were from my school, but I was still nervous. I was wondering if anyone has tips on how to help this.",4.665461538461539,4.8123333538461575,5.7244230769230775,82.96432692307694,69.30769230769229,8.346153846153845,31.634615384615394,8.07648339933343,2.1899230769230766,496,20,101,6,8,165,79,130,0.10800000000000001,0.848,0.044000000000000004,-0.5852,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,2,8,0,16,0,0,2,2,20,22,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,4,0,2,10,1,14,2,19,12,5,20,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,12,82,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492702753164784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581439374330716,0.0,0.0,0.11797443726743735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194578199760784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285144528586253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762363345267727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199970531790586,0.0,0.0,0.14351495878634762,0.0,0.0,0.1303543001946973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309088817481745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545054191696594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824291109233053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344152256500775,0.0,0.15964896027143705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259057717815372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509120454682454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808771775889492,0.0,0.16659274997863896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.512267413897496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194223930206603,0.0,0.1347417120919851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481700610386646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533871665572236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297195431082755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,patagoniac,2019/06/20,"I thought I had overcome anxiety attacks I wasn't even giving a public speech in front of the class. Teacher just asked me to read out loud some texts, while being sit down, when all of a sudden I started to feel this panic, my heart started racing, muscles tensed up, I was freaking out. I felt like I couldnt read any longer, it was so embarassing. I felt like a freak. Hadnt had an anxiety attack for 1.5 year. Never had I felt nervous when it comes to reading out loud (not standing in front of a class), so I feel like my anxiety's gotten worse. It makes me sad. I thought I was managing it.",2.6425619834710763,4.252900239669426,3.757099173553719,89.67746694214877,75.5289256198347,6.4928925619834725,26.149586776859504,7.1686216300943375,1.1485332231404954,463,17,97,5,10,150,73,121,0.235,0.691,0.075,-0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,2,6,0,10,1,1,1,2,18,24,5,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,3,0,3,5,7,0,0,14,8,16,3,14,8,2,20,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,11,62,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175703212206724,0.0,0.3434114368771476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988866449676754,0.3404631666801328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889743074784468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883260427762974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513200541316307,0.10689937991777476,0.4310196251757432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435436692508269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731837132296188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193125254395499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998826234951173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540785116285085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556460595737006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449026925398446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21182505641535854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375871868477649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249099991124712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636012959062107
socialanxiety,benjemin-,2019/06/20,"What are some jobs? Currently I’m on summer break for college and I “want” to get a job. Not only do I have social anxiety but also have fear about not being able to being able to do something or the task appointed to me. 

So I was wondering what are some good jobs for people with social anxiety. 

I was thinking of becoming an Amazon now shopper (shops at Whole Foods), but I’m even scared about that. But the benefits are the pay and I can choose when I want to work. 

I’m open to any suggestions though. 

Also, what are some strategies for dealing with social anxiety while working? 

Thanks in advance.",2.9294638694638664,5.188165598290598,4.089805749805752,84.68524475524478,76.77777777777777,7.331468531468532,25.166278166278172,8.296473431620573,1.7889555555555554,473,17,89,9,11,154,73,117,0.12,0.752,0.128,0.2287,4,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,9,5,0,2,5,0,13,1,0,0,0,19,22,12,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,3,17,18,4,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,5,5,66,11,7,0.2894667454930591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314864517893447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842365658647008,0.0,0.3321619019952993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984663907495267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921375208060125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955950276861348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286528261265565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501216882814274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075617213610397,0.0,0.0,0.12139548623142965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308766191754532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007625190929443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033989703129477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490335506029545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426123404350139,0.0,0.1114228213731053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325104408311772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273930117852536,0.14219980387199424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073498631657372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158964194478034,0.0,0.0,0.15695716883128122,0.2107352382512468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,idomind,2019/06/20,"Living by the words ""fake it till you make it"" just made me fake. Still no confidence, I just have a people pleasing mask on.",2.9063999999999983,4.410841439999999,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,74.6,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.2798000000000003,96,2,21,1,2,30,22,25,0.254,0.544,0.20199999999999999,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188749225588027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488577080890536,0.31664378509854196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288664834854311,0.0,0.0,0.5207127285296286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37883025339328863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,borg2863,2018/11/19,"Top 3 SA situations at work. 1. Small talk in restrooms.
2. Seeing a coworker you worked with once while walking down the hall.
3. Seeing coworkers whilst waiting for elevator",1.9033179723502296,3.882690483870967,3.6468202764976994,76.80451612903227,111.90322580645164,6.9327188940092155,27.00921658986175,7.447530270364453,2.9702958525345617,139,7,22,4,7,46,29,31,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,3,0,9,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,0,2,9,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836960411268071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742073944322708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049799470198173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895866617805026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245893861236322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TejanoMarkCorrigan,2018/11/19,"Violent thoughts about destroying myself (26 male ) so no friends for four years or life for that matter , hardly dated save for very few scattered instances, disconnected with everything even my parents who i live with . feel a sense of jealousy in more sociable people. Occasionally I have fantasies where some one slits my throat with a boxcutter or I have my cranium smashed with skull blood and brain scattered across the sidewalk after being curbstomed or smashed with a sledgehammer. Is this normal for people with social anxiety ?",9.166217228464422,11.141342719101123,7.430955056179776,68.2061329588015,60.01123595505618,10.427715355805246,39.55243445692884,10.504223727775694,4.744122097378279,438,22,61,10,6,130,69,89,0.145,0.748,0.107,-0.5822,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,4,0,4,5,4,0,0,16,6,5,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,7,2,15,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,3,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093837485020704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055455516424326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077972020432406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459886082510429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839358603955745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146397842642614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451861210486805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332609534235934,0.0,0.0,0.2416867288118915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26817300807139216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854697444863016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039172623184984,0.0,0.0,0.3795054816073685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27900800909692897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729137604134308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258354759387882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625719157729208
socialanxiety,GarcolinoMastor,2018/11/19,"Can someone help me? Hey everyone! I'm a 19 year old guy studying computer science and i have become somewhat social anxious due to the fact that between ages 10-18 i was obese (which limited my interaction with girls) and now, even though i'm in form, i still ruminate quite a bit about what i should have said but didn't or if what i did say was too much. I'm naturally an extroverted person but this social anxiety is killing me, i have no problem talking to random strangers except when they are girls (mainly when they are hot) even though i have a couple of girl friends. I just think of myself as unworthy of someone's love... I've never had a girlfriend. I feel like this is crippling my everyday life and even though i try to stay positive, somedays are quite tough... Any suggestions?
Thanks for reading!",3.5852747252747212,5.817158333333335,4.337765567765569,83.8096153846154,74.64102564102564,7.534065934065935,29.091575091575088,8.418075326091056,2.268149816849817,644,28,121,12,14,206,109,156,0.136,0.753,0.11,-0.5031,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,3,13,7,1,0,6,0,16,3,0,0,2,19,24,13,1,3,6,0,2,1,2,1,2,2,0,5,6,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,4,17,4,13,17,5,12,0,0,0,1,19,1,0,4,11,83,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855075138560328,0.0,0.11086360792590116,0.16371865229088645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005304957817862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821539802216944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035151949267404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28715540960173586,0.0,0.0,0.13847752595869087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327604158351024,0.10353106801418917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196503913237907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349384909566978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713700047560096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603328041962681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236147069297874,0.07080072246477777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079619942785242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653307130666037,0.0,0.11177144429933047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206944246330287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653878769161814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386691240285989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082810860173919,0.14495948492057592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785236074091425,0.11524641334036588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954559248269676,0.24558094463245125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544657228338327,0.11573351277717625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648142148454865,0.0,0.13342311160498588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928590557503816,0.42715028087252216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839134877424956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332390083250486
socialanxiety,tiredkathryn,2018/11/19,Day one of week long group training So I'm currently on day 1 of a week long training session for work and it's being done in a conference room in a hotel. There's seven of us attending. I get reaalllyyyy uncomfortable in social group settings like this. Even before the training started I was so nervous of who I was going to sit with/beside. We already had to do an ice breaker at the the beginning and I got so nervous and stuttered my words. We're given two breaks and for our lunch break most of them went to a nearby restaurant to eat together. I brought my own lunch to eat in the room but the instructor stays in the room during breaks and I just feel soo awkward sitting in this small room in silence while he's also here and also feel like I might get judged at the workplace for being antisocial or whatever. But there isn't really anywhere else for me to go around here. If I drove I for sure would have sat in my car but I didn't. I don't know how I'm going to survive another five days of this tbh. I really want to  call in sick tomorrow but this training requires 100% attendance or you fail.  Even though I would not have gone with them I feel like as co workers it would have been nice to be invited? Oh well I guess if you actually read all that thank you I just needed to get it off my chest. ,3.131899451230304,4.556343237918217,4.4079447689856615,86.27496902106571,73.86988847583643,7.6516905647017195,26.564170649672512,8.269060116576782,1.6478676225880684,1037,37,216,17,21,342,152,269,0.069,0.845,0.086,0.6669,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,3,2,5,17,12,0,3,12,0,19,6,1,1,2,37,44,23,0,7,11,0,3,3,0,4,1,0,4,0,9,9,4,1,4,2,0,10,4,5,1,4,13,3,29,7,37,24,3,48,0,1,0,0,14,19,0,7,15,145,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.12686666810210628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346436267760174,0.20793079064377815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632215975572032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157325066816128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062515189884428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327502070939377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515284835499684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304081967599435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660562772675529,0.10860295921027732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173488586261024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720414443410764,0.1857519888618191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376761003617028,0.0,0.22165545856774585,0.0,0.10397731852506427,0.0,0.1432157757306543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144765306022026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054244193951125,0.0,0.0,0.2301016501848012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791534919192147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639747169924627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880951286027066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004073629710608,0.0,0.16656977496385586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325242912835008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201860092683628,0.13856862378465268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252869698557567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969164819859646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772979766176945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269965366378468,0.0,0.15638067544018994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668064463588173,0.0,0.2085652287295662,0.0,0.11689060693738768,0.12051645190635307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464559236054536,0.0,0.0,0.2770566485795595,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThrowawayKataklysm,2018/11/19,Depression and SA Anyone else have this crippling combo? Please describe how you feel on a daily basis.,5.050000000000002,8.351025111111113,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,75.66666666666667,5.822222222222222,25.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.8681333333333328,84,3,11,1,2,26,18,18,0.17600000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.11,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33187243920750265,0.4863146817204442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087982559483504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39649259025269934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399872667798893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5210013800647901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,t_a-,2018/11/19,"I'm in need of medication recommendations Hi,

I've tried SSRIs and I despise them. I've gotten them prescribed multiple times and the side effects of dampened sex drive, dampened emotions and on top of that, I like to do MDMA a couple of times per year and I have to stop taking them for a while and then start again if I want to do that due to dangerous interactions. But mainly, they just hardly do anything good for me anyway.

I've been searching this subreddit a bit right now and what a lot of people recommend seems to be beta blockers. They sounded so perfect because for me, the physical effects of social anxiety are the worst, I'm an extremely anxious person. However, when I read about the side effects, they mentioned lack of energy and I'm already suffering from a really bad lack of energy.

Does anybody have a recommendation of a medication that isn't an SSRI and that doesn't make you tired? (Maybe preferably even giving you energy if anything)

Thanks.

PS. Speaking of MDMA, that's the only drug that has really cured it. I went out in the middle of the night with my girlfriend to a playground, to a park and just walked around. Literally zero anxiety at all, it was so amazing. But obviously that's not a consistent solution because you shouldn't do MDMA more than like once/3 months.",5.774928263988521,7.084158735772355,6.746212338593978,72.46930416068868,67.33333333333333,9.690674318507893,32.35676709708274,9.916854025145753,3.3993197513151605,1043,44,177,24,17,348,146,246,0.11900000000000001,0.74,0.141,0.7097,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,6,5,11,11,2,0,19,0,14,5,0,4,3,36,27,18,0,8,7,0,1,2,1,1,4,2,0,1,11,12,0,2,5,1,0,3,4,5,0,1,4,3,18,6,31,21,8,27,0,1,0,1,17,11,0,4,15,126,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685383354238939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23367188034412276,0.17253833807116778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513630528099328,0.13595964646904582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752088737674214,0.1862022471264836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673861805013784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898981449771278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365265936142934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771151404300705,0.0,0.0,0.17179761730287882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087491854175848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650990984904916,0.0,0.1281003843122352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368136313099781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922965486676876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298432596577228,0.0,0.0,0.10194663575295124,0.0,0.15343506626247194,0.0,0.0,0.3077133047927123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219054463206934,0.0,0.0,0.11324533226257025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332419276261588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615596766381488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588185582991748,0.13335555738060206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527685957945119,0.0,0.1956819943321283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042825035820815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390371665922536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15568621390906287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810114469400453,0.0,0.0,0.1276868327387741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483189660908848,0.0,0.0,0.14061074663445458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811299357495936,0.17553752475032738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369178807999906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900824982940543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157970534560954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835135170395724
socialanxiety,Normal_to_Geek,2018/11/19,"Staying quiet in a group setting. Help. Its already difficult enough to speak about things in class. As in, just normal conversations about cars, work, school etc in college. Its normal. 

I am in a group for theatre, we are creating a play for out final.

Well today we are sitting next to each other and talking about the subjects I said, and I don't know how to continue. I hear  them talk about their cars and they have significantly less money than my family, because they talk about their old cars from the 90's. I didn't know how to contribute to the conversation because I own a car from this year, I don't want to sound cocky so I just stayed quiet and listened on. (thank god they didn't ask about my car) 

Also about their jobs, I dont have a job right now because of I quit(management was really toxic, my mental health was more important than dealing with their bullshit). I didnt want them to ask me anything about that either. Stayed quiet.

I stay quiet for most of the conversation I just add some smiles and little laugh here and there. I need to learn how to add on a conversation. And sometimes I dont anything because I get scared and then start stumbling on my words...

​

Any advice guys??",4.428016213638532,6.114243506437769,4.7527539341917056,84.04317000476874,71.01716738197425,7.4095374344301375,26.249165474487363,7.984000788550335,1.5122295660467333,959,31,184,13,18,302,129,233,0.043,0.865,0.09300000000000001,0.9004,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,9,1,20,6,0,1,10,0,14,1,0,3,0,33,27,15,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,6,15,0,0,3,1,1,5,7,2,1,0,6,9,32,4,37,21,9,31,0,0,0,0,29,11,0,2,9,129,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636305695614742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011427382975158,0.08704411136983635,0.0,0.11793460161456805,0.13225981061806935,0.07401901631060014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17914197669009474,0.0,0.20351264424916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654060590169413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221545238279768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551334158892485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124670201774432,0.1213920684091792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261032705269976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923547880667378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056867545483567435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077746583090464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569821410603755,0.1226773590211773,0.0,0.07295718319217831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602573072856368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963783624026407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090922925035477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969117281185103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070793398496526,0.0,0.0,0.1157589618085474,0.0,0.21329195062600526,0.0,0.0,0.11421557302991207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577112509719685,0.0,0.0,0.0697295383618371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929538940755444,0.10353747682970037,0.0,0.10897383996545296,0.11015796869897672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765148274395674,0.0,0.07704176300559587,0.4640614382788498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624588889133384,0.0,0.10021077805342006,0.0,0.0,0.07231244961396074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031732862989735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284003884356173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978656309327143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924118844148641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225981061806935,0.07009325896320988
socialanxiety,anxthrow2222,2018/11/19,"Guess driving Uber isn't my forte I need some extra income so signed up to be an Uber driver.  Spent a few days preparing.  Thought to myself hell, this could even help me deal with my social anxiety!

Picked up one guy, went fine.  Second passenger, the app kept redirecting me.  2 min turned into 10.  Imagined potential pissed off passenger, freaked out, canceled the ride, drove home, took a nap.  Guy is probably pissed, and understandably.  I would be too.

And thus ended my career as an Uber driver, after completing a single successful ride.  Screwed over by my own anxiety. Maybe I'll try Postmates.

Sorry, throwaway because I just needed to vent.  

​",3.44358974358974,6.588881222222228,3.689606837606842,82.5026153846154,82.93162393162393,6.880683760683763,25.748717948717946,8.021203637495839,2.2006984615384613,521,21,85,11,15,161,92,117,0.182,0.754,0.064,-0.9336,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,4,0,7,0,6,3,2,2,0,19,17,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,5,0,1,3,1,1,6,1,5,0,2,6,0,10,2,13,7,5,16,1,0,0,1,5,6,4,2,4,50,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477455483105827,0.2184333128912048,0.0,0.0,0.27503841029861753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958265489257543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847945892503007,0.0,0.0,0.14352717401739484,0.0,0.0,0.11593310844991628,0.18532911023396675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921782182748534,0.0,0.0,0.11873263138837754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803065432415426,0.35598985890195073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204922277553966,0.0,0.18031826006295734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805974114075928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665859162289183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181294882467628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381633055500486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832470758394193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123142757664847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271278230893636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997247628488476,0.12204816648261027,0.19553194870990692,0.0,0.18714098648769675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664331639501245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769940816728012,0.0,0.2184333128912048,0.0
socialanxiety,Refractor45,2018/11/19,"Need help! How do you deal with someone saying that ""you're gay"" or ""you're a hole"" (not asshole, a hole) and then finding it funny to laugh and make jokes about it? (Multiple people are making the jokes). Also they themselves also have these types of nicknames. Help.",3.0694000000000017,5.583051140000002,3.1780000000000013,90.089,77.6,4.800000000000002,22.0,5.6839178017228535,0.2552000000000003,207,6,38,1,5,63,40,50,0.0,0.743,0.257,0.9215,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,3,0,10,6,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955615070945987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194337780406819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831902239955062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41536148841220094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136442460039539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229744119221031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148056191201861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463990114212241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625283521952868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ferinferno,2018/11/19,"Have problems having fun in parties... First time posting here. I have a seriously hard time having or standing parties. I really don't know how to talk to anyone there, I don't drink, and the music played is atrocious. They always say I just have fun a different way, but I'm also bored at home. It always bugs me when people start talking about the crazy shit that went down last night, and I just stand there berating myself internally about how much of a boring bastard I am.",5.6398188405797125,6.492020445652172,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,67.3695652173913,8.307246376811595,28.3768115942029,8.344100000000001,1.9796028985507241,379,12,69,5,6,122,68,92,0.231,0.69,0.08,-0.9423,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,11,9,2,0,5,0,9,2,1,2,0,10,13,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,6,0,1,1,2,9,3,8,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,1,7,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362927075746118,0.3613193139717974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181402781560874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226842209317115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269308594780886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468054986993532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449517644549316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177871628354104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932243281304845,0.17698023458621212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960678968491154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375063429984264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052235683560972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079391283587875,0.0,0.0,0.2077527048001271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909141819575968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17266103220668316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286861552217246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536773127787508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490226182922708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532066270071306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233824635994865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127065928032972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smermer96,2018/11/19,"Need Tips For Social Anxiety Caused by Facial Flushing I have always done pretty well in social situations and everyone seems shocked when I mention that I have severe social anxiety. It stems from the fact that growing up I was made fun of for my face turning red so easily, which in turn made me conscious of it. Now, my face and neck frequently blush in a splotchy pattern of only half my face and when pointed out by others, into extreme sweating, heat, and redness. I try to tell myself it doesn't matter and just to ignore it, but it is really difficult when others' eyes keep dropping down toward my neck. I am trying to look into CBT, but have not read much into it. I have also tried many medications, but none have been effective and I would prefer to refrain from substances if possible. I am a male, so makeup to cover the areas isn't really any option. I am not sure if this is something anyone else struggles with, but any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks in advance for the help!",8.907555555555554,7.4930674631578995,8.977017543859652,68.30301169590645,61.21052631578947,11.181286549707599,36.37426900584796,9.994966539143718,3.652146198830408,798,29,134,13,9,263,121,190,0.107,0.7829999999999999,0.11,0.5509,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,0,1,5,0,18,9,8,4,2,37,27,18,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,11,0,3,4,1,0,2,5,4,1,1,5,4,16,5,27,19,2,21,0,0,4,0,7,13,0,4,5,104,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984465090583008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626069405737748,0.1105632734373758,0.0,0.0,0.1807201411521171,0.0,0.20329917926864904,0.0,0.0,0.09290981810242603,0.1361469145406643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650000371180868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359780318534231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100064388385412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696847911251152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649599007003394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906381833841767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810607719484725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158216941611164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514605062355278,0.0,0.13471516089784172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338583449199678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976789695320412,0.09852568940293996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105800004019716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561053864911165,0.14979744992791633,0.0,0.13518241353695346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291171405523985,0.0,0.17024722352894225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096509778761885,0.0,0.1501117826868523,0.0,0.0,0.14935791700709705,0.0,0.4063502993754877,0.0,0.1022942486820937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891059057895247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523382749925555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613926747003675,0.12233414369345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706417483676405,0.2890613325634355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947126237050724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887822493252009,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,beyourzelf,2018/11/19,"How do you deal with shaking in public? I'm not clinically diagnosed with social anxiety, but i do think i have it since every time i'm around other people i start to have nervous ticks (my head and hands start to get tense/shaky). Can't go to a psychologist, because i don't have money, and my parents tell me that i'm just shy and have to get used to people and stop thinking about what others think.

I already tried to limit my intake of sugar and coffe. But even when i don't drink coffe at all, i still have the same issues.",7.445779816513762,5.28251357798165,7.7431926605504575,78.37588990825691,64.59633027522936,10.187889908256881,30.974311926605505,8.238735603445708,2.05996,416,10,87,4,5,137,71,109,0.107,0.893,0.0,-0.8248,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,2,2,0,10,6,2,2,1,21,22,9,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,8,2,2,3,1,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,2,12,0,13,22,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209305561400632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315583350481565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822437982115136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204275635189207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640196632733165,0.0,0.20320327228004487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961241132225432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223313139981746,0.0,0.16868085880334058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091970928919344,0.0,0.11378078573864138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546749414933235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896139999578167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230331608773854,0.0,0.0,0.2775930738227675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561116528312445,0.0,0.0,0.20408319410394365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834114381936391,0.0,0.1598835086232792,0.1673798598864127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749874876622802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848487257809287,0.0,0.0,0.11674080744691065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592565958393804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291233886300938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IcyPart,2018/11/19,"Help with this issue I am facing right now Hey guys this is my first post. Not rly sure where to start but I have this problem where Im afraid of putting in hard work (for sports) because I am afraid that I might look like Im trying too hard (including facial expression, awkward body movement, etc) and others might laugh at me because I suck at it (I’ve played for only 3 months).  But I really love the sport that Im playing right now and I really do want to put in hard work. Some people might tell me to just ignore the others but its really difficult for me to do so. Im really afraid of what others think of me. Is this all just in my head? Is there really a solution to this problem? Or is anyone else facing the same problem as me? 
thanks for reading ",2.015274725274729,3.857208000000004,3.505714285714287,89.775,77.97435897435899,6.764835164835166,20.117216117216124,7.7094869923839395,0.6272523809523807,592,14,126,9,14,195,89,156,0.174,0.66,0.166,0.3927,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,9,17,1,4,4,0,12,6,5,0,2,23,19,8,0,4,7,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,1,1,5,0,3,1,10,0,1,0,4,14,7,19,16,4,18,0,0,1,1,6,9,1,5,6,83,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643357921568257,0.11200318965260044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327131322327995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142112787438784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131625355175246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191191438285046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298083741789903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823618946935994,0.0,0.0,0.2937665778943186,0.0,0.1121857764791199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326961297799436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723034108733472,0.1140934579931796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340438255409869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179465377622333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865846036164652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34788866952797154,0.0,0.0,0.0872518950278454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313679661858223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578326357890712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469079878939408,0.0,0.0,0.3137908212059216,0.0,0.21977775504671168,0.0,0.0,0.1093417061018663,0.0,0.3501407308618347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18670391442532533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737168448092648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302538386303796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554361510466257,0.10063991786603067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004279567023937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421575722716411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447512332075912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916105734867472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,starryeyed702,2018/11/19,"Meeting a stranger for coffee I'm trying to push myself out of my comfort zone lately. I'm quite isolated where I live and have been wanting to make a friend in my area. I downloaded an app for platonic female friendships and ended up talking to someone on there. We seem to have a lot in common and so far she seems pretty nice. I don't know much about her yet. After texting for maybe a week or so, she suggested we meet for coffee somewhere. We agreed on next weekend. 

I already wanna puke!!!! and I can't stop thinking about it. I told her a couple times I'm a bit anxious, but didn't tell her the extent. In addition to social anxiety, I have panic disorder/agoraphobia, so I am worried I'll start having a panic attack while I'm sitting there with her. I'm worried I'll embarrass myself. Faint. Barf. Not have anything to say. Stutter. Sweat. Be too boring. Shake. Be weird. Sudden onset diarrhea. Pronounce a word weird. Spill my drink all over. Start crying etc. 

I guess I'm looking for words of wisdom and any stranger meet up stories. I haven't done something like this for like 11 years.",0.9434628657164305,3.5345715023255835,2.53716429107277,89.22525131282823,92.11627906976744,4.634658664666167,22.284321080270065,6.3737218528115,0.7418687171792948,863,33,160,10,31,281,137,215,0.221,0.703,0.076,-0.9868,0,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,3,0,0,1,11,15,1,4,10,0,14,3,1,1,1,27,31,11,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,11,1,1,4,2,0,2,5,9,0,0,4,2,24,6,28,25,6,30,0,0,1,0,19,12,0,5,17,99,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832070470999146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756328245254646,0.0,0.1097527653692059,0.16207820733611766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806208824488433,0.0,0.0,0.16321576702264473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663009513932466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874481288068767,0.15759305949858168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681775970825667,0.0,0.1405441979529989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707022428362152,0.0,0.1600049453238616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108431603422406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580463755324321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788463599687748,0.0,0.16183835660326204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018261223900827,0.0,0.12668503181315496,0.0,0.12047713820950012,0.0,0.0,0.12197151656416975,0.0,0.0,0.0957661245118232,0.0,0.1441330707153459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054656203052282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258003753994065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366579956683772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459587172790145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259606977632004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140916555001688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612160864221438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462477426142828,0.12156012373965087,0.11044881454626088,0.0,0.0,0.20309503312544502,0.0,0.0,0.1199458229520614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531428898299885,0.12539751334604685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192861705339274,0.0,0.0,0.08365744977209479,0.0,0.0,0.13708999463205754,0.0,0.09740547703983757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462124997307494,0.0,0.11508152050509447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29139780275521426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923888044330548
socialanxiety,A1d4n_18,2018/11/19,"Holy God can anyone help me? I can barely sleep now because of my SA. I have social OCD anxiety, basically I can't sleep or relax near other people in my house. I don't feel safe and get all these intrusive thoughts and horrible emotions, it really sucks. NO MATTER WHAT I try to do, my brain gets this horrible feeling thee invasive thoughts, I then just want to run away from everyone, the feeling is like I can't breathe, then I can barely sleep, and the day begins and I'm exhausted, cycle repeats, etc. 

​

My quality of life totally sucks, I just want to chill and feel good. I rarely can ever relax. Every day is too overwhelming. 

​

Any ideas, or tips, or similar things (mine might be people... yours might be...) does anyone else have anxiety OCD that keeps them up at night or ruins their quality of sleep and life? Did it get better? How? What did you do? 

​

I don't want to say I'm suicidal, but if this doesn't get better.. 

​

I hear about this lady in a nursing home who just rocks back and forth all  day and mutters to herself. It's scary to think that  this disease can get worse and rob me of my total mind and quality of life right, so I guess I am posting here kind of helpless, like, what can I do to change / cure this.. before.... it gets.... much worse? 

​

I'm sleeping less and less because of this shit. If anyone has any tips for me that'd be great. Thanks guys. =\[",2.60656741108354,4.750615089605739,3.567043010752688,88.60133374689829,77.31541218637994,6.729583677970775,23.992417976288944,7.748469712250963,1.216317231872071,1106,37,222,17,26,354,151,279,0.177,0.727,0.09699999999999999,-0.9801,0,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,3,2,2,11,18,3,1,3,0,28,12,8,1,5,45,54,22,1,5,10,0,4,2,0,2,4,2,1,1,20,11,0,2,8,3,0,1,6,7,0,0,4,6,30,11,23,44,8,20,0,3,0,0,12,7,3,9,13,142,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693089899175621,0.4141679913896757,0.092715412691851,0.0,0.1042992064174059,0.0,0.0,0.1429974336049315,0.06984787245011505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404763945181348,0.05241826057474901,0.0,0.08311118385245793,0.0,0.058007359613023335,0.0,0.0,0.12058104880514138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760998854702401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211446116359263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189137323438896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965572873571294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694700347810214,0.0766816919635497,0.0,0.0,0.07602719058604042,0.0,0.061663360135214874,0.057435878570181065,0.06513903134827903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787451318880267,0.048700418629004455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369500208528835,0.0,0.0,0.05717747640775079,0.0,0.07515729066198434,0.07509656585748793,0.06749868088570826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683216108862259,0.0,0.04569268605322637,0.0,0.06837972705962954,0.0,0.0,0.0786586348512946,0.0,0.07695524834886791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059232589531206,0.0,0.07098821052024526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445074033850666,0.06660850485572271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463447271099394,0.06883192347878518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050112543702890124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397260784456273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452051758045724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528769031688446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043671229693876254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582165170526219,0.0,0.0542112496550107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997517622781495,0.0,0.0,0.34109445589397064,0.06949038342539349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456654350956922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276146392169607,0.0,0.0,0.04528889292843058,0.043680365471723534,0.0,0.10823819061694806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046282724274819866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062469481133913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894141460026171,0.0,0.0,0.4141679913896757,0.0
socialanxiety,FeelsBadMan0,2018/11/19,"My most recent experience I'm making a mess out of this recent situation I have going on.

So I got in an university about a week and a half ago. My classes started this past week and I still didn't go a single day. Last Monday I just felt like I didn't want to but in reality I was just running away like I always do. Tuesday I left my house with the intent of going but about midway through I just started panicking and instead walked around the city so my family didn't start suspecting of anything. I swear I never walked as much a I did that day it was pathetic, and all because I'm afraid to go to class. That was when I decided that I wouldn't go at all that week and instead I'd prepare myself and today I'd be in a changed man an all the fear and anxiety would be gone.

Late night Sunday the same disgusting feeling started going on again. Heart racing, this awful feeling on my stomach where you are completely comfortable on your couch yet it feels like something isn't right... I go to YouTube and start watching the same guys again and again trying to get this awful feeling out of my body, trying to find some sort of miraculous solution for my problems. 

Today I wake up, leave my house to go to school but each stride makes me more and more anxious. I create all these movies inside my head ""How will they react, Will I be accepted What should I Say, Will they talk to me, What I they ask me a question...."" so, like last week, I just didn't go again instead I'm typing this in the sort of park while listening to music.

This same thing happened to me last year too, i spent about a week going to university and turning back last moment without entering the actual school room because I was afraid of what I'd find out 

The worst part is that I'm breaking the trust of my family who thinks I'm being an adult and being responsible.

Im 25 years old, I'm ""studying"" in my city, what am I afraid of? I don't get it I know that once I eventually break this cycle I'll look back and think I had nothing to be scared of, like I said the same happened to me last year and after going things went pretty smoothly. I know taking action is the most difficult part and I get inside my own head way too much.

I don't know what I expect by making this post. I know it all comes down to me and me only at the end, there's no Jordan Peterson, no Robbins, no random YouTube video that is going to help me, any exercise that will help me. I guess I hope to find someone to make myself accountable, or someone who went through the same or maybe I hope that by admitting to someone my situation I'll see how stupid I'm being. Anyway this is my most recent experience",3.7156552180906415,4.786841892988933,4.895682656826568,84.71581843126124,71.9520295202952,7.772996499195763,26.074557668653608,8.139509932561175,1.4987435329737906,2094,66,431,30,39,692,236,542,0.114,0.772,0.114,-0.3678,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,3,0,30,21,2,5,24,2,35,7,6,8,6,87,97,29,0,8,10,0,6,5,0,7,1,3,2,3,32,23,0,0,19,2,2,21,13,11,0,1,17,12,67,10,59,66,24,94,0,0,3,0,19,22,0,13,52,294,99,5,0.0,0.0,0.061864351925878476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619582135817292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274969865547796,0.0,0.0,0.04311075771535098,0.0,0.04849698326543035,0.07161827843178947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216866380207312,0.05643496932427525,0.05926574504462514,0.0,0.05956166696521579,0.0974936471030456,0.0,0.07728997814867565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041752717237931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706347893482395,0.0546091586126016,0.06646842639499137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176903021364172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614913227823175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402490251141908,0.11952628308648212,0.07133697306589956,0.12821761906964704,0.04528938365682771,0.0608691188019402,0.0,0.1738255792216341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936377558388418,0.0,0.4323459108767859,0.0,0.050702753700181284,0.0,0.06983671348575275,0.06277099337174867,0.11211993615883274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012307004338514,0.0,0.0,0.07512335201968894,0.08498463246240283,0.0,0.0,0.1259310311399894,0.0,0.1462985819009344,0.0,0.0,0.06847745291739456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393608839679822,0.25837683404677275,0.07151229443276794,0.06712612627292969,0.06887882712129204,0.0,0.0,0.15485791581172725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323581356659297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926655550669564,0.0,0.06368877444648385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320520363773847,0.0,0.04889411381380091,0.0,0.0,0.05949189066055908,0.0,0.060829189425967635,0.0,0.06652236332823801,0.06751358065381624,0.0,0.04821473607929209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730116283620028,0.06051767806413251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060714863199728936,0.06449548169025111,0.0,0.060660430534984176,0.0,0.0,0.07101688195432633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877846728812083,0.0,0.0,0.05413896328172784,0.06030313965986546,0.05041422955406818,0.0634694305088906,0.12831820080042616,0.05051758824794443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251721876517648,0.0,0.0,0.1611430728031453,0.04880454986913274,0.0,0.0,0.2243564521960617,0.0,0.05062730987571333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047665132492512696,0.050954480502252486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423361050975069,0.08124188193081153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018204969564328,0.0,0.0,0.08608205495453825,0.06895552976870159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0373919994638738,0.050319981306121885,0.2542581298667567,0.0,0.0,0.11753555610985662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111049479185755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045033972194428964,0.0,0.0,0.12247285854065933
socialanxiety,KawaiiAsFekDesu,2018/11/19,How do I get myself out there looking for a job? I recently failed my big final year of university due to SA and now I am having to try and look for a job. How does someone with severe SA diagnosed by a doctor go about looking for a job.,1.937941176470588,3.092205098039223,4.653088235294117,84.41139705882355,76.45098039215686,7.452941176470588,24.514705882352942,8.07648339933343,1.3562117647058822,184,6,40,3,4,66,37,51,0.12300000000000001,0.877,0.0,-0.7096,3,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,6,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,10,8,0,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,5,28,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085166898082116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102759545827151,0.17978142343800527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504884602030736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107333619281511,0.0,0.11675595840455735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6116007823055236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5175521220615178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028466457468604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208807190419514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406815637258108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394798827716708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229625277094986
socialanxiety,throwaway55_9,2018/11/19,"Urge to isolate My urge to go off the grid is at an all time high. I hate social media, I hate friends who are constantly contacting me through it on all platforms. I don’t like feeling watching or “followed”. I feel attacked when people expect me to respond to daily line of questioning.

I literally cringe when I get notifications from certain friends. I need space and I like talking to my friends occasionally but daily conversations just feel intrusive.

I desperately want to fade out of certain people’s lives at this point. I want to isolate, I don’t want to converse or be expected to make any type of effort. I am sick of apologizing for not wanting to go to hang out.

I’ve put in all the effort I could this year, can you please just let me be?!

I want my phone to melt away. I wish I could go off the grid wholly. A few people keep me lingering but part of my wonders if I’m better off. I want to start anew.",2.5349758919961443,4.648751530054647,4.148126004500163,84.4957087753134,77.4153005464481,6.9288331726133086,27.15814850530376,7.928766900206844,1.7289571841851497,722,30,145,12,17,241,107,183,0.11,0.715,0.175,0.8016,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,3,4,11,3,0,5,0,11,1,0,1,5,35,34,8,0,13,8,0,3,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,0,4,26,8,31,29,5,27,0,0,1,0,14,14,0,5,9,93,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913650041719828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284653058091208,0.12622955937583627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882477473038422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518843055016326,0.0,0.21454071451760665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379953732027487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114036003871734,0.0,0.07019417157010356,0.0,0.2290686132902944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652925812631531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195187567247486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941958618282465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738558203223902,0.0,0.13127669170300804,0.0,0.11863662403698234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968202120314145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962143639285924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454917749088952,0.0,0.2794314526252055,0.0,0.0,0.147479824832838,0.12700750801274646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506240130769975,0.15050669623762622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695649918908873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950961165018231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798827416600447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834262086418131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754711401139371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449992319002362,0.0,0.14570066671414375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651926514030725
socialanxiety,mothlamp0,2018/11/19,"I'm not sure I haven't been tested for social anxiety.  I never knew it was a thing until a couple years ago.  I guess it is something you can tell on your own. I look back and I have been this way since I was born but the pressure has been more as I have to do learn to do adult things.

 I know with some things there is a symptoms chart you fill out.  What else is involved?  How do they know if you need medicine or therapy? 

I've been trying to do more social things on my own but some days I just can't and I am anxious about everything.  
",1.3016379310344846,2.7856189913793123,2.56503448275862,97.33341379310345,78.91379310344827,5.67448275862069,19.35862068965517,6.2581,-0.2759110344827591,417,9,101,3,10,134,76,116,0.057999999999999996,0.9209999999999999,0.02,-0.4369,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,20,1,0,1,2,21,27,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,7,1,16,1,11,20,6,12,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,5,7,77,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547393464141225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280397448096666,0.21088682464161249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353965293841198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065496038422377,0.0,0.12038833879679532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559409454930861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776923322176115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056408374077764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20518068112490956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567579104957711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841531565284396,0.14397336310839384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441744581090885,0.0,0.0,0.3805782721543853,0.0,0.14370963356466518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593665031696815,0.19402423427275955,0.0,0.0,0.1631600191175676,0.0,0.21347630669165302,0.0,0.4960677368255425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267383943421451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817196539819416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202109890006176
socialanxiety,Fubby2,2018/11/19,"People only like me before they know me I am a fairly attractive guy. Despite my diagnosed 'severe social anxiety', i am also quite confident when i first meet people, and during short social interactions. Because if this, when i meet people in casual places in public people generally seem to see me as a pretty cool guy.

But once people actually get to know me it's exactly the opposite. I feel like i am basically absent of personality. I've moved on average once every 2 years from ages  7 to 19, and i feel like I quite literally never learned how to have friends. What do friends do together when they hang out? What do they talk about? It's a mystery. All of the people who initially like me will inevitably drift away.

I hate it. Im not discriminated against. I rarely have to worry about people not liking me at first, and when i first meet people they are always down to hang out. But it doesn't matter. Because once people get to know me they will inevitably not like me, and i hate it so much",3.5286143117040645,5.641144881443303,5.22244390539721,77.94587325651909,74.41237113402062,8.069860521528199,24.81382656155245,8.841846274778883,2.02284087325652,793,26,145,17,17,269,106,194,0.053,0.762,0.185,0.9739,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,5,5,9,13,2,0,5,1,12,1,0,1,3,25,23,15,0,1,6,0,2,6,2,2,1,0,0,3,9,6,0,0,7,1,0,4,5,2,0,3,0,4,26,11,22,21,2,24,0,0,1,0,19,10,0,2,16,97,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.09328171690461803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764430146970349,0.07953825270294115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312582647134283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898096299929437,0.0,0.0,0.11654113615975616,0.0,0.08133975815974817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970214903808569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053840932870715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666600612392284,0.13657854106748074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439255419269328,0.0,0.0,0.1477046647791552,0.0,0.09988330162196518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892975793407043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874999390735125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325323354301033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760072789723206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28020166988244594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159667832502073,0.07026939706884626,0.0,0.07372463690471913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053995971045787,0.0,0.07270024208720477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5964284948648358,0.083465202005838,0.09987084703568586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972490469449228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334273457501376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617258112224047,0.0870212342393901,0.0,0.10798910464421604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488323619476253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683134595716534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707593738857677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155660550455683
socialanxiety,Stillherefornow462,2018/11/19,"I had a good day today... kinda Ive spent the last 5 months either at work or in my bed. I can't go out, i can't muster the energy to deal with the anxiety of being in public or social settings and its been worse than ever the past 5-6 months. 

Today was different. I was invited by a work friend to attend a specialized class for my trade at our local union hall. I begrudgingly agreed to go and my heart raced as i drove there looking for any excuse to turn around and get back in bed. Well, i pulled in the parking lot and sat there for a good 20 minutes debating if i should just turn around. I was spotted by one of my fellow members of the local so there it was, i was found out. I was stuck now.

I go in trying to fake a smile, sick to my stomach, feeling all the eyes on me. I hate this. I can't believe I did this to myself. I grabbed a coffee and sat at the table. Suddenly, I no longer felt the eyes were on me. The lecture had started and i actually kinda liked it. I enjoyed the material. Then we got to the subject of building cables. I happen to be very skilled in this area and make specialized cables for major sound and video systems for TV and film production as a side business when work on set is slow.

Then in front of the whole class, maybe 40 of us, I was called out. They started asking me about cables, the gear i use, different methods. For some atrange reason, I FELT NO ANXIETY AT ALL. This is my area of specialized expertise and I'm getting to share it with all these new people. It was bizarre. The topic was one i was so comfortable with. I love cable fab because it only requires me and quiet time at my work bench. Suddenly, its interesting to a room full of people. It was exactly what i needed today and made me feel glad that i went.

So, there's my small success story for today. Its not much but it's so rare that it's important to me. Its new. Maybe i will start going to more of these classes.",1.9833022254127783,3.7279949899497526,3.7579224694903104,88.37390452261309,77.74371859296483,6.659124192390525,23.180473797559234,7.554174236665415,0.9662023546302944,1498,47,318,21,35,503,204,398,0.052000000000000005,0.856,0.091,0.8906,2,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,3,0,1,7,17,18,1,0,23,0,26,6,4,4,5,49,59,25,0,3,7,0,5,1,2,2,1,2,3,0,21,21,0,1,6,3,2,9,6,2,1,2,27,10,48,16,58,28,11,65,0,0,3,1,14,29,0,7,25,222,69,11,0.0,0.0,0.09754430135941324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797466734084974,0.0,0.15293474200888546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796710006990596,0.09344696121361618,0.0,0.0,0.07686130540122624,0.0,0.06093328941382769,0.0,0.0,0.1126181043220942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206799311442304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446445066282147,0.10305200509846917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886905437707529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041746718512213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108323844643996,0.0,0.1919501452148792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959846458141552,0.0772270752056438,0.0,0.10444755089733772,0.0,0.22723306993018,0.16767956159020578,0.07994530828688315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839226873481916,0.0,0.0,0.09868753973574533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845036212967275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147887104594967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883428578037357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393929751135183,0.0,0.0,0.08498046657605035,0.09021573169714583,0.09458239768822488,0.06672254451237636,0.0,0.20084190052658668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957057353308704,0.0,0.07348041472088808,0.07411737196525836,0.0,0.1930795494259422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546785615592302,0.07602233919330366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542094021662814,0.1385961740961162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277316904282034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189429264427767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122517350007527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058286141834228186,0.0,0.3789928677358351,0.0,0.0,0.06786472054361391,0.2174505597089291,0.0,0.0,0.12023681208092853,0.08633136371307669,0.0,0.08247557534010551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987398155683073,0.09266179430249707,0.0,0.11159920833944502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910815999716144,0.0,0.10186544138793414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Klaatu591,2018/11/19,"Planning social time When it comes to keeping in touch with friends/relatives, I always get hung up on the same concerns: balancing talking too much/too little, not having any worthwhile activities, and stepping out of my comfort zone to actually plan something.

For example, I enjoy hanging out with my old roommate. But since she moved out I'm always second-guessing myself when it comes to contacting her. I only try to start a conversation every couple of weeks, and not all of those conversations lead to me inviting her over (there have been months-long gaps of not seeing each other). And even though it's fun, I worry the dinner/weird movies/getting stoned combo is going to get old for at least one of us.

Same thing with a couple of my cousins. A while back they got in contact when I was having a rough patch. But I'm overwhelmed at the idea of actually reaching out to them, asking if they want to spend time together. In this case, it feels almost like the fact that planning something would alter my usual, introvert routine is giving me pause about going through with it.

Who else has trouble talking to people who matter? How do you deal with it?",7.091442307692312,7.652840615740742,6.787222222222222,75.99538461538464,64.1388888888889,8.683190883190884,32.81908831908832,8.384062270229773,2.6133237891737893,927,35,157,11,13,291,144,216,0.036000000000000004,0.863,0.10099999999999999,0.8759,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,3,4,10,6,0,1,8,0,10,0,0,2,2,34,26,12,0,3,6,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,15,0,1,2,0,1,8,3,2,0,1,3,4,20,4,37,22,5,33,0,1,1,0,21,13,0,2,13,113,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.2632371141471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350578432132021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445363143598476,0.0,0.0,0.09171963413825636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608993069237084,0.0,0.0,0.10371055992726733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236576269974996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29847327381270605,0.0,0.0,0.13905021642033336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267076686896133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908367428013304,0.0,0.11363801585773114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681968592897104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113998831411045,0.12938440274825555,0.15330515656370106,0.0,0.10787186924174176,0.0,0.14858003314682236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225747302739873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988310899666595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589311872199781,0.13518019631255376,0.0,0.1193601425442633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335079422131475,0.09914865372907833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830572761798407,0.0,0.09139479963771953,0.10257852535239896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350535190790496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747792331190344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115700048018034,0.0,0.0,0.13748809089784572,0.0,0.20766674934526605,0.0,0.0,0.0954652286459468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168148535096313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960496576180185,0.0,0.13251401581704725,0.0,0.15729340983926318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157128063522887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223803433585418,0.0,0.1485457722050055,0.0,0.0795527773640399,0.0,0.10818860017276938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697212304434134,0.0,0.09581133972958764,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,orbitingyou,2018/11/19,"Do I just suck at talking to people? Hi. I'm a sophmore in high school, and i'd like to say I have some friends. I have at least one good one, and at least 5 acquaintances. However, whenever I always try to talk to new people, I often feel like a connection isn't really made, like they'll nod and stuff but ever really, you know, *be interested* in talking to me. 

I feel like , i'm just doomed to have to make a clown of my self for attention to be given to me, and even then, i'm just known as the kid who clowned themself for attention? I don't think this is healthy , and my attempts to socially expand on Instagram by following people who have **remote or no connection, simply just attend the same school as I do**, is doing something for myself.

  
I keep telling myself that it'll get better, but I often feel like it doesn't, and whenever someone gives me a metaphorical olive branch, I just say 'oh, cool haha' and never do anything about it. Does it really ever get better after high school?  


I'm sorry for the rant. I just made a reddit account to talk about this . I really feel like I need to talk to someone about this.",2.752987890079183,4.476679650442482,4.3993898462971615,84.706974848626,75.50442477876106,7.766744294364233,23.84163949697252,8.532816995589336,1.5722955752212395,875,27,176,17,19,294,112,226,0.065,0.76,0.175,0.9738,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,3,14,15,1,0,8,2,17,0,0,3,3,37,38,13,0,1,9,0,4,6,1,2,0,2,0,2,11,7,0,1,9,0,1,2,5,2,0,2,3,7,23,13,31,31,4,16,1,1,0,0,18,8,1,4,12,118,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527329213124847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433401179305297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127412607156845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968275030684443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768844088121889,0.18540179953503366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072720558786305,0.29285284590810085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917739327202547,0.0,0.10708530384812552,0.09831014006940478,0.0,0.08595709831270608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165558677904898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109077282174068,0.0,0.0,0.05632146568213931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004053777845427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939420256025547,0.06840757769084294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598915655883066,0.07904049041064573,0.09897782207195438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888900614213384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314449148537098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626105536707059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299571121396106,0.0,0.3111519791063666,0.0,0.0,0.1069111497995515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446756476776724,0.17366545114399,0.0788957045139907,0.0,0.1147202873354206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173174518374556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118560306517842,0.08957384649515772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566637258371383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695785986128494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,learningandyearning,2018/11/19,"How do you deal with text messages? I use texting to ask people questions or let them know something. But when getting to know someone I loathe texting. I get so much anxiety because of the mind games I put myself in. 

When someone I am not close to starts a text conversation with me I freak out. I feel like I have to respond within the day. I feel like I cannot decode the intent and tone of a text conversation. 

I overthink everything. ",2.297312661498712,4.7589974651162805,3.504108527131784,86.9593669250646,80.16279069767442,5.682687338501292,26.997416020671835,6.937597516519254,1.3753633074935396,346,15,66,4,9,112,58,86,0.10099999999999999,0.8370000000000001,0.062,-0.4728,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,3,0,17,14,7,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,15,2,11,13,1,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,6,45,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896352242315651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648189572877212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463916801313594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244167822156822,0.22770535387171614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985020424145056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22335513568078647,0.3155764864445097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23078897412415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427667068934965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258526372449851,0.0,0.2158100332752801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22301385879376798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236349618498427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531221582620663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203348471331127,0.2474228646519916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742817162584045,0.17003508467800565,0.0,0.0,0.15633160616994815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907591580166739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SarvKusnet,2018/11/19,"What do people have against me? I swear there's something people have against me.  I don't think I am a terrible person, I haven't done anything that is terrible.  Yet I sense a pathology among the people around me that they just seem to not wanna be around me.  I used to be stupid and believe it was a merit thing- I wasn't productive enough, didn't have enough jobbing or something.  Yet that just is not congruent with how I do academically well and am not even ugly.  For one, no friends to speak of.  I am completely disconnected, and this is a sense I have felt for a while to the point where I joke about it (mainly ""oh ho ho I am a ghost / Ha ha I am my own sarv culture from all the social isolation"").  To my own self of course, no one but parents and the occasional therapist to talk to much.  A group of friends?  I haven't had that since I was 14.  

Needless to say, being socially isolated really does suck as you know these other people aren't better than you, they are no more deserving of friends, they are no more deserving of happiness.  They just lucked out, maybe they had parents who showed more affection, maybe they had an extended family that didn't consist of monsters, I don't know.  Far shittier people than me get to have friends and loved ones, far shittier.  Yet for some reason I am among that class of people who are oddly singled out to be in the lonely chair.  

What is up with that?",3.8426807125728,5.250933665467628,4.683648509763618,85.06164268585133,72.05755395683454,8.460705721137376,26.907159986296676,8.976282227363876,1.9842368619390207,1101,38,226,22,21,356,138,278,0.08800000000000001,0.727,0.185,0.9848,4,3,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,6,1,14,18,2,0,13,2,38,4,0,4,1,32,47,10,1,1,8,2,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,2,17,11,0,0,6,2,0,0,15,5,1,3,10,3,32,13,38,33,12,16,0,1,0,3,26,12,1,4,4,179,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346353967065477,0.2022138046035972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796149026011105,0.0,0.10044892394618034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908249041577715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939130266500204,0.11622789087371482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347091618884879,0.0,0.07501601246091448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706953836620402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905096824881412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35099477801475004,0.0,0.05933887960241596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209039825198234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270685869878358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483702435523575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025069596257474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282051278766997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834915791667358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088652833042006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522258703731102,0.0,0.0,0.4724366412073265,0.09917036165986327,0.0,0.0,0.10736622511520756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275982542240593,0.1167752551744342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032035709729837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339551171282578,0.11848475221415722,0.0,0.0,0.0939514107170465,0.0,0.0,0.2315532766999995,0.0,0.17487302339612046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128825165789717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318707282789339,0.07545498411987035,0.07277504637235227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980933751585594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211864854988123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rod_bazuka,2018/11/19,"I can't open up. That or I'm just too boring and unattractive for someone even considering me as a potential partner. I just can't convince myself that some girl will ever like me as a love interest. Last year I finally changed my class and got in a group that I can say that I'm somewhat well integrated, but even there I know that my mates cringe really hard to some things that I do or say. And here's the thing, I always feel kind of a misfit, most of the times I don't know what to say or what to discuss about, and when I do everyone just seems to look down on me (literally, I'm the shortest in the group). If I can't even be myself around my friends I don't think that I'll be able to when talking to girls, I just feel like there's nothing to take from me.",3.972987804878049,3.8708908109756095,5.052341463414635,88.04997560975613,70.76829268292683,8.511219512195122,27.37560975609756,8.238735603445708,1.4231165853658534,599,18,141,8,10,198,89,164,0.047,0.851,0.102,0.846,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,0,8,0,11,1,0,0,1,26,24,13,0,1,9,0,3,2,3,1,0,3,0,3,11,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,7,21,8,20,20,4,14,0,0,1,1,13,7,0,9,9,99,32,1,0.17411751192512892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487971818477088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550015006695796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419324045860894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450089234555487,0.15749925795196226,0.0,0.16637674428650892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760780913504202,0.124389585309636,0.0,0.19073722351723327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452275779619152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925768022394694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597509052018066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131659474539832,0.19138086197545565,0.14192901137372602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013004262274853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462148574011623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571478525139644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670704486674263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154413667294127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153957021442001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851004346022765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752920282147894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091469977597414,0.13994906063128967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23135187618879602,0.11156747108463412,0.0,0.0,0.10152932141948236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655255389324094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212596901291408
socialanxiety,throwmeawaylaterwiad,2018/11/19,"Upcoming event I've got an upcoming event and i am so fucking stressed/anxious that i am seriously thinking of harming myself or doing almost anything to not be there. I have a girlfriend and she knows of my social anxiety but i am so fucking worried about the social pressyre to dance with her, and i can't dance i don't like dancing but the pressure. I also don't work well under pressure.",3.33818181818182,5.563379181818185,4.637662337662338,81.40506493506496,75.36363636363637,6.477922077922077,33.077922077922075,7.447530270364453,2.497187012987014,315,17,55,4,7,104,52,77,0.221,0.75,0.03,-0.9051,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,2,4,0,9,2,0,0,0,11,14,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,0,3,4,6,1,0,1,0,11,2,7,12,0,6,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,2,3,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26350981878996765,0.0,0.0,0.2104434402144978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131140238448345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655258045722864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865616039335196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104675747824162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462206254968182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856331302825189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365028947053176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686178818003347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660624168747246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191578592048105,0.2672447483535954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,helloamahello,2018/12/20,"I've literally avoided about 10 calls for the past two weeks from a hiring recruiter because of social anxiety. For context I went in for a 3 hour interview and did well for what it's worth. I was expecting a job offer but missed his first call and got an email asking for professional references. My insecurity convinced me that they're (him specifically) looking for any reason to not hire me and I decided to not call him back and avoided his calls so now I look like a giant asshole for ghosting him. I'm too much of a pussy to say that I don't want the job anymore when a part of me does. I don't know what the conversation is going to be. But it's definitely not going to be the job offer I wanted. I don't want to ask for past co-workers and bosses to be my reference nor do I want to do another onterview. I don't even have any of their contact information and I don't like the idea of these people being able to screw me out of job when the only person who knows how hard I work is me. It's just so fucked up. It's snowballed and I feel like I can't save face with a lie even if I wanted to. 

Doing interviews kills me on the inside. I guess being questioned and challenged and then the idea of being rejected is a huge stress trigger for me. So my defense mechanism is kicking in and I'm avoiding the hr recruiter because at this point I feel like I screwed up by legit not picking up or returning 10 of his calls for seemingly no reason. 

I just felt like I had to get this off my chest.

TL; DR- avoiding calls and emails from hr guy because of the idea of being rejected or asked to do another interview or give professional references is a stress trigger for me. ",4.1899759858442875,4.86865860174419,5.71339231547017,80.73959555106168,70.5406976744186,8.889585439838221,29.78210313447927,9.085049710711278,2.3787827603640044,1325,51,271,25,23,451,169,344,0.187,0.722,0.091,-0.9865,4,6,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,15,24,5,7,20,0,26,6,2,7,0,60,53,25,2,7,12,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,12,13,0,5,17,0,1,3,12,15,1,2,6,7,39,9,47,40,2,26,0,3,2,3,33,12,3,7,16,186,51,16,0.08243545557980507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211787325298124,0.17288152571041365,0.06306289788278664,0.0,0.08175382086746984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311980689958055,0.0,0.0,0.06338777690387176,0.0,0.15075566574964028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050549019007228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213982270061944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889568188632652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833636864988971,0.1177838118751912,0.07915096496235435,0.0,0.0,0.0701195564040102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621025033629558,0.04306912314249225,0.07907960059225201,0.0936999382636451,0.0,0.06593116444935312,0.0,0.09081194817659498,0.08162406150787073,0.0,0.0,0.07384597622587989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118231838811447,0.0,0.0,0.2791787858143808,0.0,0.0,0.32721787865396423,0.0,0.09120261777018923,0.0,0.09060874102649973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136899810296816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845004157403765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060599544996243565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269587865233837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926956511642647,0.1573879402343019,0.057150365307187624,0.07197946012853679,0.0,0.0,0.0779281510169118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234657648967587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951475588355708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555598299397343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504614270066848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840325656218981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885907169267116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052746176128607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431128376498782,0.0,0.06612475003609196,0.0,0.07411937466646494,0.07641849320796773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002798692727105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CheeriosCat,2018/12/20,"A little extra hope for some of you Not that long ago I was terrified and to anxious to even write on this reddit. After all the worrying and planning I finally was able to see a doctor. She prescribed me 10 mg of Paxil for social anxiety and ptsd. It’s been a couple months now and We’ve increases the dosage to 15mg. I am no longer overwhelmed by anxiety. I can’t imagine myself 2 months ago saying or doing the things I am now. Not that long ago I wasn’t sure If i would ever feel better, I was conflicted and controlled by my anxiety. It was something for years I’ve struggled with. Seeing a doctor was so hard for me, and something I really had to plan for.  It took multiple attempts and hours of thinking about. It was hell leading up to it but Paxil has helped me be able to go to therapy and feel so much better. 
It might not be for everyone one, but I think it’s something that could really help, or atleast it’s worth trying. 
",2.3618355404989235,4.253994047120418,4.113230674468741,85.58405605174008,77.1151832460733,7.216630736064059,24.32429935324915,8.124751697461798,1.501499291653834,737,25,147,13,17,248,110,191,0.09300000000000001,0.816,0.09,0.5295,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,7,7,7,1,2,7,0,19,2,0,2,3,34,28,15,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,13,9,0,2,5,0,1,4,6,3,0,1,10,6,17,4,24,13,5,21,1,1,2,0,7,3,1,6,14,108,30,3,0.24306129696320594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231887614176311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789118403332401,0.13729504046043434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496796499716966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630695623291,0.09703233377368993,0.1344713509950162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487835368308601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026984713925506,0.10993142931254336,0.0,0.11612774270569565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289909491941906,0.0,0.0,0.13313088504042872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906866820698827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886758998741787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291886384218968,0.0,0.0,0.1207073556791517,0.11968320826948285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180563702549352,0.0,0.215101599119479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289248127098532,0.0,0.0,0.194009208295994,0.0,0.0893390101296141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823523126490381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206282453702954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571129077484455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664604955562696,0.0,0.0,0.19368838442747227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238851914115458,0.0,0.280680691954261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705022092573234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454119793776385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898088803975114,0.0,0.08073956269473348,0.15574386470900678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502502215553766,0.08251133283772621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342027277112998,0.0,0.08633188579668169,0.0,0.0,0.07826175308332634
socialanxiety,Agon49,2018/12/20,How do I fix this? I’m fine talking to people and I don’t get nervous but afterwards I can’t help but repeat that conversation over and over again in my head and I always get afraid I said something or acted in a way that annoyed them. But I know I didn’t say or do anything but I can’t help to think that maybe that I didn’t say the right thing or annoyed them in some way. ,-0.07852744310575588,1.8892023253012056,1.939196787148596,97.58528781793844,85.98795180722891,4.6527443105756365,18.86077643908969,5.82211442006289,-0.4138878179384205,295,8,71,2,9,98,46,83,0.107,0.784,0.109,0.0387,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,2,5,2,2,2,0,7,1,1,1,0,14,13,11,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,3,12,1,7,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,4,3,47,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088156714447096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065155790055291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622285250871981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575534736133957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336421316944824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379189706322635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521192450101719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398143854840473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431523320788606,0.23871682529491034,0.3991409036649435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319835203307711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017090965521423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672415563628168,0.1608026070026893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39839471888364536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JimmyTheSpookyBoi,2018/12/20,"A problem that happens every time  I wanted to try and say something to see if other people have the same problem that i have. I think i have social anxiety. I still need to see an actual therapist to see if i actually have it. It's difficult to talk to people and make friends but still...it's not a big problem. I like the fact that i only have a few friends. The problem is that i cant respond when getting insulted (or when someone is mad at me). Whenever i try i start to cry randomly, so its impossible to reply without looking ankward. Me and my friend insults each other a lot (in a friendly way). But when i have to reply to someone im not familiar with i just...stay silent and ""cry internally"". Not because the insult hurts but because i feel pathetic whenever it happens. Does anyone have the same problem?

 In the end, im ok if have few friends and im a little ankward...i just want to respond to people without looking like a pathetic wimp.
(Sorry for bad grammar, im not a native speaker).",1.7009047619047628,4.023950500000005,4.054285714285714,82.95833333333336,81.5,6.609523809523811,30.023809523809533,7.793537801064563,2.3272809523809523,780,41,147,14,21,270,98,200,0.282,0.605,0.113,-0.9907,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,6,21,4,0,15,1,11,0,0,1,1,37,26,16,0,11,14,0,1,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,0,8,17,8,19,26,6,13,0,1,5,0,13,5,0,6,9,100,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.18323054310762105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181945907598568,0.0,0.0,0.06564446450761907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838753331209422,0.11445916939310845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062498971983699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821567548929621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315157018607984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909961872492255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474695508130547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626649310963993,0.0,0.04904946063087779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603905283117532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050260318163153,0.0,0.4056346020956909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173198824645767,0.0940944093996668,0.0,0.0,0.1576744397851279,0.0,0.0,0.07981510363632381,0.0,0.0,0.0626669518267319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961229989676529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140147760849473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952578359142075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491618875028503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465872003809096,0.0,0.0,0.2244353535517924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095700857562071,0.15909179696425502,0.07227493621333353,0.0,0.1050931923432218,0.06645014989381487,0.1000657011552587,0.1499485438030482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545878074808453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900421677020343,0.0,0.060155783120072,0.0,0.0,0.054743338540006035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747940607248304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074805047427448,0.07451914727024858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099776045020774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,arthur_head,2018/12/20,"Help? So I am invited to the birthday from a guy in my class. I really don't know anyone there(well i know them but i am not really friends with anyone). I was always pretty shy and never had like real friends which lead to my socialanxiety. I don't know if i should go to his birthday. What if i act weird? Most people there are going to be from my class. I've never been to a birthday yet. And its going to be just like a houseparty i guess. So here are my questions: should i go? What do people do on such birthdays? How should i start a conversation? 
I realls need any advice/tips/experiences

My anxiety got better since like 2 months but since i got invited its back ",0.5297630718954274,2.9811866985294135,2.80078431372549,88.4396405228758,90.10294117647058,5.6692810457516325,18.58496732026144,7.1686216300943375,0.5025535947712418,525,15,108,9,18,178,78,136,0.17,0.7559999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.8972,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,9,7,0,0,5,0,16,0,0,2,2,24,28,9,0,6,6,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,5,0,20,6,11,18,1,14,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,5,9,76,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569049294705546,0.0,0.0,0.11089579874044582,0.0,0.12475103618526474,0.0,0.0,0.22805003191371984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539371192450138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422555357273545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951750046383714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519808782991034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707144701980365,0.0,0.2608500832691022,0.0,0.17964421257788515,0.16146873348070606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930495306772936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688633422343134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23900891344028266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016397799116847,0.0,0.0,0.12091718115243524,0.25154518697577816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261097263144996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659047146518465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826800145889491,0.0,0.0,0.18561372379542607,0.2089385468185719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697927202657848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542449860488307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whomstvediddly,2018/12/20,"Why am I so unapproachable? I hate being back in my home town for the holidays. My family is pretty broken and somewhat full of resentment, so any time together is just frustrating for the most part. Reconnecting with old friends from HS is tough, and when we do meet it either feels so forced to keep the convo going or we get bored within an hour and say goodbye for months on end. Not to forget the other people I come across in public but kind of awkwardly run around.

I really felt like I was in a better place finishing this year than I started but now I’m feeling doubtful if I’ve really made that much progress at all....",5.327256097560976,6.081046065040648,6.1395833333333325,78.42937500000002,68.02439024390246,9.727235772357725,27.570121951219512,9.827888789773867,2.4822853658536594,498,15,95,11,8,164,97,123,0.146,0.7070000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.3006,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,2,8,11,3,2,6,0,7,0,0,1,1,25,18,11,0,1,7,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,1,3,1,0,3,1,7,0,0,3,4,10,4,18,14,7,25,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,5,12,67,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726822321121648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969361655094027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521392364035227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852421557393905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388008402232488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878348772190408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029079255176226,0.0,0.20412775936661293,0.0,0.19381231574595054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595256015187725,0.0,0.10546083041898574,0.0,0.1147187657709984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992898790469129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247687767598704,0.0,0.1987863714852873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941786968102458,0.0,0.21020076908775526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861608600815044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099994432656825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111861935158242,0.0,0.14838654404856602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181271454727132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185891372149092,0.0,0.13994074047209942,0.0,0.21089536072593648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535895553558906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25862677764057224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052308245524408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287390521999266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177031891498984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214261000819526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998790846651126
socialanxiety,ThrowawayAccount5824,2018/12/20,"I don't know why I can't go into this store I've been trying all week to go into Best Buy so I can buy my mom a gift for Christmas. And when I leave the house, I'm fine. No anxiety. But then every time I get close to the place, it's like my anxiety hits me like a ton of bricks. And then I get the thought of not going in my head, and I can't seem to get it out.

I keep telling myself it's not a big deal going there. It's no different than any of the other stores I go to. Yet I still can't fucking go in. I don't know what to do.",-0.1340944881889783,0.5275987795275583,2.649614173228347,98.68623228346459,80.88976377952756,6.024881889763781,18.211811023622047,6.2581,-0.5148670866141738,403,7,114,3,10,143,72,127,0.078,0.802,0.12,0.7845,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,7,0,8,2,1,0,1,16,25,8,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,0,4,6,9,1,0,0,2,0,16,4,15,22,3,21,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,1,9,71,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137356671405761,0.0,0.25589143120233226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551845139240704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724273028255753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747405480153171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091525405158056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461983738116286,0.26214350905772626,0.0,0.5703118341569023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716466488420642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298392902403105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865939565425104,0.0,0.0,0.18383234198821394,0.0,0.0,0.17709349496067084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341970589465502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19588106131385108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747405480153171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522580273553387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356598606469314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618378430552367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277773848478416,0.09752476158985664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355170342552205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415778130020453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091702055567294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,krustykim,2018/12/20,"important: this sub gets me irritated at times whenever I see posts from this sub in my feed, it’s usually some self-deprecating post saying stuff like “there’s no hope for me to make friends”, “im so lonely”, shit like that. 
 first of fucking all it takes time to get better with social anxiety; you just need to keep putting yourself out there no matter how much your anxiety is trying to pull you down. even if everything feels hopeless, keep fucking going, it’s that anxiety talking. time practically can fix anything alongside exercise, a healthy diet, and hobbies. putting yourself down and having a fixed mindset leaves no room for growth. and from my experience, when people are constantly self-deprecating, they unintentionally leech onto other people and drag them down too and that shit is not alright. 
",11.994568764568768,9.80772063636364,10.621083916083917,61.364446386946405,55.92307692307693,13.72913752913753,44.812354312354316,12.161744961471696,5.482450815850815,653,30,104,15,6,205,103,143,0.192,0.675,0.133,-0.8312,0,2,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,3,2,2,8,12,4,0,2,1,5,7,2,2,1,20,18,9,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,10,7,2,2,1,1,0,5,4,6,0,1,0,3,10,6,17,18,3,22,0,2,1,2,9,8,4,3,9,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146664380867877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128298883286551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126269678548865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816725443421758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090559894678197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322567171844685,0.13411993791356852,0.0,0.0,0.06932696079911589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662573818964984,0.0,0.0,0.10593088424346186,0.2535120630791716,0.1432686838671108,0.0,0.07792280091847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618121631929506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810238182472546,0.0,0.0,0.2437394239104495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517974545111667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397008912581054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152202281840707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079166257731223,0.10166536450039752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010968932421032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26262705369282463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27566693989629115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903541467616913,0.0,0.0,0.10925895787313693,0.0,0.28607136875149075,0.0,0.2814829912828841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976642894254773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569582035573562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308969378063773,0.11020386427235496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398499176823055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308872357236543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100734892764514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dustobusto,2018/12/20,"Constant pressure In order for me to manage my anxiety with varying degrees of success, I have to apply constant pressure to it .. always going on the offensive. I wake up, I listen to Les Brown or Tony Robbins or Jim Rohn and other ""morning motivation"" audio books. I take fish oil, ashwagandha, and L-Theanine and I avoid too much sugar. I treat sugar like it's as bad as cigarettes. During the day while I'm working I plug in my earbuds and listen to Albert Ellis or binaural beats. When I go to bed at night I listen to anxiety and depression hypnosis on YouTube. It puts me to sleep and helps me feel a little more in control. I need to exercise more for sure, and spending some $$ for counseling would also help. I accept I will never cure my anxiety, it will always be a part of me. I don't stress about how many friends I have or how much I interact at work or who talks about me behind my back. It's not my business. I used Buddhism and Hinduism to help adjust my perspective on unneeded desires like ""needing"" social validation. I let go of what I don't have and don't feel too stressed because I trained myself to feel detached. I set goals and those goals are my best friends. They're always with me and we work together every day. 

Some days despite all this I feel overwhelmed, but if I feel overwhelmed it's usually myself to blame...it means I am dropping the ball somewhere and my irrational thoughts are not being pressured enough. 

Harass those inner thoughts. Make them your bitch. Namaste. ",4.53687460815047,6.143134217241383,5.379184952978061,79.97476489028216,70.6206896551724,7.893416927899686,31.8025078369906,8.438071523408619,2.6101034482758614,1193,54,213,19,22,389,167,290,0.10300000000000001,0.785,0.11199999999999999,-0.4929,0,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,1,10,9,22,3,8,5,0,15,5,2,6,3,51,35,26,0,6,9,0,5,2,2,3,1,4,1,0,12,15,2,2,11,3,1,4,6,13,0,0,2,13,42,9,34,27,10,29,0,3,1,0,15,11,1,8,13,148,54,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194484484707548,0.28700329257670176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638648984162543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840808079504019,0.0959986739926706,0.07008721938151342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065835402467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484925801277673,0.12895336790597764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244658737668327,0.0,0.0990271300690282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187991072330177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687074194165013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906721094882225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765759945670342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602750207816405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311943950090937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756893308296633,0.0,0.11234119588009156,0.11523437657525855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674618685316689,0.11656581652490068,0.0,0.12524063504009067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690385664824707,0.17050385951202096,0.08867520895763815,0.0,0.0,0.10789552001494668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245058796953814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155808505265384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505725632544535,0.11720174162570303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634051687031497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836184481165667,0.0,0.08644630721528761,0.09241192555554142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255338113569067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930081382887776,0.12662786354708475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511078117321713,0.0,0.0,0.08167438947234328,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ihaveaproblemrnguys,2018/12/20,"All my friends are leaving me I am growing away from my friends. All of them, at once. They have suddenly after the summer lost all interest in me and hang out all the time with all of the others in my group, except me. I feel worthless and useless. I honestly don't know what to do. I've tried listening to them and trying to have conversations with them without seeming clingy, but most almost ignore me. I have tried not giving a fuck and just being me, which worsened things. I've tried inviting them to stuff, but at best they just do it themselves without me otherwise just ignore it completely. The scary thing is this is happening to all of my friends, even ones who have no connection to each other. I feel like i could just kill myself and only my closest family would care to arrive. I feel like i am the problem, like I'm the one ruining everything, but nothing helps.

Please help, or at the very least just talk to me.",4.134506708760853,5.754934751381217,4.642198105761644,84.8075276243094,71.65193370165746,7.8233622730860315,27.84569850039464,8.418075326091056,1.9388670876085243,734,27,142,12,14,233,104,181,0.205,0.617,0.177,-0.7513,0,0,0,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,6,2,6,19,2,0,8,0,15,1,0,0,6,40,27,9,1,3,13,0,3,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,2,5,0,0,2,5,9,0,2,1,4,27,10,25,23,10,14,0,4,0,1,17,8,1,4,7,115,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925170123990604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065444852379005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593824267550334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178419444625864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580511321070724,0.0,0.0,0.1110306448022174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184992815728288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498103199756955,0.0,0.13109640307651987,0.0,0.21094358793334475,0.19869354728170635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223196363679717,0.12856168209763028,0.0,0.13340208734240008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122973123266596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642225533843398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538528203293222,0.0,0.07642549465270257,0.0,0.0,0.14724784339648894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381775683082334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180390367070287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133434885280165,0.0,0.0,0.14809776316942652,0.1884656385922313,0.10576382552957933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264962721250053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330646958452755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659790904717436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919408665026044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177372778579173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477481388736905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108886678786416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776591217451342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474169899643055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26810391323362337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878650316041394,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway79912113,2018/12/20,"Social anxiety or PTSD? Using a throwaway for privacy.

So, this happened in March 2017. I was out with three of my friends for dinner, when this really bad stomach ache struck me. Now as is the case with friends, they started pulling my leg about it (associating it with taking a dump). 

As it turned out, that ache was the start of a year long battle with a stomach issue that led to me having to take a break from college. During this period, I was generally just recovering at home and wasn't really going out a lot. So I have developed some social anxiety, but it is fairly manageable (touchwood).

Unfortunately, for some reason this anxiety gets worse when I'm meeting those 3 particular friends. Most of the time when I'm going out with those 3 guys, my stomach starts getting really tight and weird, sometimes even leading to going to the toilet just as I'm about to leave. This does not happen when I'm going out alone or with family. It does not even happen when I'm meeting any one of those 3 guys. But the particular setting of meeting those 3 guys seems to make things worse.

I just wanted to know if this is just heightened social anxiety around these 3? Or is there an element of PTSD involved? I don't wanna stop hanging out with them as they are my closest friends, so any help would be much appreciated.",5.9765476190476186,6.703353996031747,6.566785714285718,76.0344642857143,66.57936507936508,9.474603174603176,31.22619047619048,9.516144504307137,2.809947619047619,1045,39,192,20,16,342,131,252,0.13,0.7829999999999999,0.087,-0.6593,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,1,19,8,2,0,12,0,14,5,4,5,0,45,39,20,0,4,12,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,19,16,1,2,3,0,0,8,4,4,0,2,4,1,14,4,40,33,5,35,0,0,0,0,18,10,0,9,15,132,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623810679755227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951079692996354,0.0,0.3138823413280019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131465047695217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564692216943295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953041497033725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550135158124088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966998023879188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31700076596137744,0.0,0.10718376148869843,0.0,0.2331858905306505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046999788498204,0.27212363817405555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875472869158165,0.0,0.10289238799646502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706300239584207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637324943234034,0.0,0.0,0.1086134861394832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907767936738784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720669831347726,0.0,0.0,0.06847047379754215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540537980900673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950835256000178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398124005496246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971390046362699,0.1054655158831888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338160697238908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136908467268505,0.0,0.0,0.10145057916792964,0.0,0.2178120898425296,0.0,0.0,0.08575837614217972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424921695205718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814713283454404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981306283186006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157355403351978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859298487823468,0.0,0.0,0.06050215677550325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090680170068712,0.07286725730094784,0.0,0.0,0.06605577123817655
socialanxiety,FeignedSerbian,2018/12/20,"Do you guys ever have good days? Like yesterday, I went out with my friends, was really talkative, confident, felt in the moment, and had pretty much no social anxiety interacting with my friends or strangers. Everything felt so smooth. I dont understand why, Im trying to figuire out why Im like that sometimes and sometimes Im an anxious mess.",4.215208333333333,6.782245937500001,5.16375,77.03958333333338,74.0,9.266666666666666,32.541666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.7629979166666674,276,14,47,8,6,90,48,64,0.11,0.617,0.273,0.9243,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,9,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,3,5,5,6,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,6,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561158659864302,0.1854978387839856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589460341845007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243970028490254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14852716080292686,0.0,0.0,0.1475712398343084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153130802271213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25371907828216145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772211267919035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258256779898878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320884472407488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604384206416063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070496678224725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704914899997506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518991733471336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673799373022846,0.0,0.0,0.3247935046417477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148016610982467,0.0,0.0,0.1709366790248129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221387693239136,0.29632764657522176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Freyness,2018/12/20,"My kind of social problem ***Hello Reddit,***

​

this is the first time posting on a forum. I never did this in my life, even though I wished. I feel quite weird doing this now, but that's why I joined this subreddit. I do this because I want to hear other opinions.  


So I'm 18 and live in Austria. 3 years ago I left my homeland, Romania, to live a better life and get a better education in the Western Europe. I have to say that in Romania my social life was amazing and I had great friends. But the first year in Austria was a nightmare... No school accepted me because I couldn't speak the language that good and I spent my first class in economics school. So basically: no friends, no social interaction. I only played video games with my old friends on discord. I changed schools after the first year, because I was really good. Right now I'm attending a programming and electronic school. Things started to get better, I had friends and someone to go out... but I still was anxious when it came to social interaction. We didn't go out that often, because we live in different cities and we mostly met during the school. 

​

Since September this year, I started overcoming my social anxiety and I even started to don't care at all that I'm a foreigner. I started interacting with people in the school and now if I see a girl that looks stunning on the street, I will go to her and ask for her number. People think that I'm really nice and a cool guy who knows how to have fun.

​

But the problem is: I'm still feeling lonely and not that good with the colleagues that I have. We have different ways of thinking, different hobbies and we do other stuff in our free time. I like going out, but sometimes I like having more deep conversations with people. I'm a rock fan and I don't know that many people, that have the same passion as I have. I would like to meet new people with the same hobbies that I have or something like that. Like a place where I can feel myself comfortable. I tried a couple of things, but nothing worked out. I might be shy at the beginning, but I'm actually cool if I speak a little bit with a person. Writing this post was my current idea and I wasn't sure if I really want to do it. I don't want to look stupid.

​

I'm still a little bit anxious when it comes to meeting new people, but I'm willing to overcome it. I'm asking you for help, because I have trust in a community, that only wants the best for its members.

Sorry if I made something wrong by posting this here. 

I'm opened to ideas and tips to help me regain my social life.

​

*Thank you in advance :)*",2.2873584905660387,4.685474584139269,3.5064092551366777,87.29759862778731,79.75435203094776,6.0682310864567,25.035181197766505,7.281374121172456,1.2558532827269078,2068,79,400,28,53,670,221,517,0.085,0.685,0.23,0.9981,4,2,2,0,0,0,88.0,6,2,0,11,17,38,1,0,29,2,35,5,0,2,3,79,82,36,0,13,14,0,3,5,4,4,4,4,0,3,33,34,0,0,10,4,2,8,11,6,0,4,14,12,59,33,51,62,8,71,0,1,3,1,42,29,0,9,35,268,92,9,0.0,0.0,0.04872927939524554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426429429162455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705223285290869,0.30338197144337065,0.0,0.0,0.03820007765052078,0.11282449394088917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336482025406484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219932086946195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052403618525136426,0.1324901382979919,0.10903200072641506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711224645553716,0.05091197963220835,0.0,0.052824524956595904,0.043014512635015455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525203996692275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651409204714695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596308833754892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574578883316982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989847212107848,0.0,0.0,0.15431838342692875,0.0,0.05217787014612038,0.0,0.113516664716965,0.12564912698735894,0.0,0.055053426347286855,0.0,0.049443422240870935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562802847779463,0.0,0.06694064951208774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274089472079725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051999535706770926,0.054885853001261885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425443743808513,0.0,0.1410820449396451,0.1219783996961011,0.10009581781294788,0.13228034946021594,0.0,0.08386551389814384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047249629333440936,0.0,0.05062617198468489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297305970278269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038512889226905225,0.09645491513458772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047913903155014766,0.0,0.05239829930712904,0.0,0.0,0.07595551467801097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771151968448606,0.04360124666746711,0.05217136401571566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347155220417465,0.0,0.0,0.0955619504853692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311193476547468,0.0,0.0,0.09596876655361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426441494301129,0.0,0.03971025317422895,0.0,0.3032208338232128,0.03979166669453638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130668240860487,0.0,0.0,0.305414179148135,0.0423096962563138,0.07688468309444406,0.049386913395748716,0.05589805548110209,0.14137677551410244,0.0,0.11963427650155295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716353736578245,0.0,0.0,0.047063071795501565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045973366003848035,0.0,0.0,0.06634908494503955,0.06399256178978954,0.04906080604520273,0.0,0.05823490764152005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03390253333472554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781163997030612,0.039636015765063336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450584990433193,0.0,0.0574226944308585,0.0,0.0,0.03635321698488715,0.0,0.0,0.03547233495582902,0.05459599686013818,0.30338197144337065,0.12862580697658488
socialanxiety,timbillingsley123,2018/12/20,"HELP!! My social life is a mess!?!? What should I do??? I feel like I have no friends to hang out with this winter, and it’s too cold outside to wander around and chat people up.  Fortunately, I have had a girlfriend for several months now to keep my head above water.  I have bad social anxiety and am socially awkward around my peers.  I live in a busy city but it’s so difficult to meet people.  I am afraid of settling down without any friends.  I am 33 years old, but I am getting to that age where it’s about time.  It’s just so frustrating that most people I meet do not like me for whatever reason, which I can’t seem to figure out.  HELP!!  What should I do?",0.4774166666666666,2.7746624962963007,2.2102546296296306,94.24427083333336,87.0,5.449074074074074,19.54861111111111,6.9077264865688965,0.2673055555555557,507,15,112,7,16,166,85,135,0.127,0.7290000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.6673,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,2,3,0,15,3,1,1,0,21,19,7,0,2,5,0,1,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,10,8,1,1,4,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,2,16,4,19,16,1,16,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,2,9,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158150614031548,0.0,0.1302849078144035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30321988218030016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421997976977177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611267936627931,0.12166783946965552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26315857971261336,0.0,0.08897873276766143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478481179275845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283072937837273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513772897166281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029334984204282,0.16640745817476987,0.0,0.1503848001981427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593796405948014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870925963334425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542097013736567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510465808691153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504171409560216,0.0,0.1923992004253829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208216922954869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930777684626388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417052452260594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967256112546904
socialanxiety,zedd750,2018/12/20,Anxiety Medicine Is there any way to get anxiety medicine without going to a doctor? My doctor insists on having me come in every other month to refill my anxiety medicine. Is there an online physician who can write me a prescription?,6.877142857142857,8.685144809523813,7.00809523809524,69.75357142857145,65.19047619047619,9.40952380952381,37.80952380952381,9.725611199111238,4.294609523809525,190,10,27,4,3,61,30,42,0.129,0.871,0.0,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,21,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069007150441552,0.0,0.6097960582255362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288833065671997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439253490622996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22386985517192434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388210945223664,0.0,0.15100757848496885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120850271845821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090608242931436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25613234976102184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,weloveartnow,2018/12/20,"First Session with New Therapist Hey All!

First post on this subreddit, thank you all for contributing to this space. It helps me feel normal in this crazy world. I was using online therapy and then had an episode where it did not help so I decided it was time to see a real person.

I have been to therapy in the past but always felt like I didn't belong or my problems weren't big enough. We always made a plan and after a few months I would reach it and I would feel good. They would tell me to call as needed. Then slowly over time I would end up back to my old self but too proud to call the old therapist or I just never vibed with them to begin with.

I reached out to a couple friends that are in therapy and got some suggestions. I'm big on numbers and names so one therapist stuck out over the others. She is in practice for herself and the lobby of her office was in an old Victorian style parlor if you will. It had a completely different feel then any therapist I had been to before. Full of live plants, tasteful decor, light music and inviting smells. I guess I was sold off the bat.

She made me fill out a questionnaire but it was different than the usual check boxes and repetitive questions to quickly put a label on you. They were most personalized and catered to her getting right to the root. I was definitely impressed.

Once we started our session I didn't have to start at the beginning of my childhood like I always do and get drained by the end by the fact I just exposed my entire life to a stranger. She wanted to know my family and their names. She asked me for ages and wanted to know what my siblings were like. She didn't just say she felt bad or continuously agree with everything I said, she actually responded with thought out questions and solutions. 

The best part I took from our session was the fact that I am not crazy nor am not ""normal"" I have just been surrounded by chaos my entire life. That I have a constant protective shield up at all times. She explained it with this story of her toe getting stepped on. Like if people were continuously walking between us stepping on her toe she would move her toe so it wouldn't get stepped on again. But as time passes you become more comfortable. People are not walking so you put your foot out, then someone comes along and steps on your toe again. She went through this scenario and it finally clicked to me. 

I just felt the need to share because I have never left therapy so relieved. My friend that spoke highly of her was definitely right. I guess this post was mainly my way of trying to let anyone out there that has had therapy and not gotten much from it, to give it another chance. Peace friends :)",3.826611042073496,5.694595412213744,4.295382567015803,85.9715063021481,72.93129770992365,7.546174329842002,26.499023610864548,8.283103749626381,1.6903695721640342,2132,75,420,35,43,672,247,524,0.054000000000000006,0.7879999999999999,0.159,0.996,2,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,5,7,4,5,17,17,0,0,24,0,44,8,5,4,7,95,85,37,0,15,19,0,6,4,3,7,2,3,0,3,24,32,1,1,13,0,2,14,13,2,0,3,38,14,71,15,72,39,13,90,0,0,2,0,58,36,0,11,41,305,95,3,0.0,0.0,0.06606870323527031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900383230689872,0.0,0.0,0.04604059961956385,0.07099286559684044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733975647329434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329349293211606,0.0,0.0,0.05205969704081585,0.056529469245744035,0.041271333735812564,0.07477303084870858,0.05761056422857296,0.0,0.07105048881821469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826537999486455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058320441126201085,0.07098567432287434,0.07316326925099348,0.0,0.0,0.07491246899239151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147118156932514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993014529120527,0.06995565875486423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084740540679956,0.0,0.06382469289840184,0.0,0.10269854399341737,0.0,0.19501749979387792,0.07416571056752737,0.0,0.11517686977932808,0.0,0.0,0.15692232070091705,0.0,0.14148882400542329,0.06494722247768088,0.0,0.05678635778272682,0.05414855378169731,0.0,0.14916574584810954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076025670557902,0.07153230640454189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441598108485163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355988782881784,0.06923126237635227,0.09564175660528987,0.13230574784852975,0.0,0.0597832983975104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812509346125134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540401680103992,0.0719579464516986,0.04976975226785451,0.1004023522585462,0.10443399453649643,0.06538831727759997,0.0,0.0,0.13266981635692676,0.0,0.0,0.2131298305609677,0.07210185810904109,0.045877542109333334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331613036333952,0.06463050833050528,0.0938739564309412,0.11823190749017184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296821886542688,0.0,0.0,0.06478296237454181,0.0,0.13612113300097736,0.15168649318936456,0.0,0.0,0.07706123440404708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563658188196176,0.06440138972305473,0.053840421301644896,0.0,0.0,0.053950804335814194,0.0,0.07062935956020533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573648287153937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958415591377698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059175712010943814,0.06233214841118821,0.3871234054233145,0.3144352301549929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053748897330626204,0.15791347127026714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522091293481968,0.0459661304581981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143879390821253,0.0584739566490833,0.07456567492365282,0.0,0.07986637987938427,0.05373976786666722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276168370371489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404725865377189,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rekoshe,2018/12/20,"What is the difference between social anxiety, shyness, lack of social skills and lack of self confidence? I want to know which one/s is/are my problem, I'm too shy/anxious /afraid to go to a therapist to get diagnosed.

When faced with a problem my brain instantly shifts to the solution with the least/no people even though it might be 10 times harder than just asking someone for something, I like to tell myself that I do that because I'm independent but I know this is not true, I can't walk straight on the street if I even think that a stranger looked at me. 
I feel like people smell my shyness/anxiety and try to take advantage of it.

If you think you know what problem is, can you give me some tips or methods to overcome it, or even a good book about it if you know one, thanks in advance.",7.169764150943397,6.0080506540880565,7.004017295597485,80.24678066037738,64.47169811320755,10.465723270440252,36.22720125786165,9.516144504307137,3.1329427672955976,630,26,129,10,8,200,100,159,0.115,0.7609999999999999,0.125,0.5578,0,1,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,3,8,10,0,1,8,0,8,3,2,1,1,29,25,10,0,9,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,4,0,0,7,1,0,3,2,4,0,1,0,3,17,6,20,23,3,10,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,7,4,84,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241553874909584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135901469801968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886162961712367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228116787265692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754764557604766,0.0,0.1518808697326352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28804684569699035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350351738999254,0.1038524665597924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594990516446971,0.1394522973118076,0.08261720817365946,0.12192958754306794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195665379704514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204102793906764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207431635856344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421475999043954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701315616273832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156272096996894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172988121038816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165277393836313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963731287769571,0.12317165914229952,0.11191304614907732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093002637385302,0.0,0.1270599214281089,0.1338373060573586,0.0,0.16878595237829205,0.0,0.186294648882956,0.1428254375270871,0.0,0.08476650542172355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869679173936656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574308282378887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Phototoxin,2018/12/20,Work Fitness Assessment Today I've just had a stress headache since yesterday and my partner has her own appointments so can't be there with me :-(,6.078888888888893,7.922444481481483,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,67.14814814814815,9.844444444444443,35.72222222222222,10.125756701596842,3.871088888888889,119,6,21,3,2,36,27,27,0.18,0.748,0.071,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469825186162112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6189682889709518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5121879479568157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393380720508348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MrPeanut111,2018/12/20,"Is it weird to look forward to a good cry in bed after a shitty day? No one can hear or see you. Just you, your bed, and your tears :’)",-1.0440000000000005,0.4479812666666696,1.2900000000000027,103.625,86.33333333333334,4.0,13.333333333333336,3.1291,-1.713666666666667,98,1,27,0,3,33,25,30,0.326,0.599,0.076,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,4,1,4,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728884504137954,0.2776394778124657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610863463587786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852093179575707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615149510990484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917206650858514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430559659288831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pistolf,2018/12/20,"Best part time jobs for a student with SAD? Hello! I’m a college student with moderate social anxiety. Lately my social anxiety has been getting worse, in part due to my hectic work/school schedule which requires me to be around people CONTSANTLY. 

Currently I’m looking for a new job so that I can save up for a trip, but all of the part time jobs I find seem to require a lot of socializing and customer service type work... I have some experience in Human Resources, which ironically, involved very little human contact. I’d love to find a job like that again, or something with animals.

Has anyone had any good experiences on this front? Thanks!",5.489666666666667,7.263509300000006,6.129999999999999,74.8616666666667,68.5,8.666666666666668,33.333333333333336,9.150863307647796,3.2173333333333343,516,24,86,10,9,168,85,120,0.057,0.7659999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.9605,5,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,3,7,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,0,1,16,14,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,6,17,11,7,16,0,1,1,1,9,6,0,4,9,54,11,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523235422963983,0.0,0.1917624405509441,0.0,0.0,0.08763740972570183,0.0,0.0,0.1115750580897978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315317454851277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24520409717562655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22910852770150644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548256140674286,0.0,0.0,0.10512536765250513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975040880551914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413837643753034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061232534222097325,0.12561897444527753,0.0,0.0,0.1052501500801788,0.0,0.0,0.10655565541042698,0.11312007107795514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104968803048086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40717799803931853,0.0,0.08689176915128492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684609276581502,0.0,0.11410061986814213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832908986999873,0.0,0.09648929647513103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539197571656655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146168132389182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341481213041187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249129425015595,0.0,0.12772745676855093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lilbuscemi,2018/12/20,70 minute lunch tomorrow and the library is closed last time we had this lunch i interviewed people whether they prefer lasagna or ravioli but that is no longer an option and i will have to face my loneliness for over an hour,2.9148837209302307,5.782366534883722,2.8570232558139534,89.8966976744186,81.32558139534882,7.1609302325581385,24.879069767441862,8.238735603445708,1.8126874418604653,183,7,35,4,5,55,38,43,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,1,0,0,9,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,4,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6285346157553776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.520248119026844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424729868750786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37216096965173184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alexsayss,2018/12/20,"Why Can’t I do it? Why can’t I just approach and talk to people the way so many others can? What is actually causing me to be so afraid of this all of my life? 

This fear is hindering my life and I really want to get over it.",-1.9024369747899144,-0.03171749019607795,1.5965266106442575,96.59294117647059,96.45098039215686,5.267226890756303,15.128851540616246,6.868970318607317,-0.3225148459383753,172,4,44,3,7,62,36,51,0.076,0.892,0.032,-0.4848,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,7,2,0,1,1,6,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2777726508132642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29240902550453196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32030498166780835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871536665584534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40210663990308143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28858555199743424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733713879093606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823510013672021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287870264426516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789111155213784,0.22593810750692506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136960314726471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hioceandream,2018/12/20,My work “friends” didn’t save me a seat Had a big get together lunch at work today and the coworkers I work the closest with didn’t save me a seat. I had to sit at a random table after the awkward walk through the room to find an unoccupied seat. It wasn’t horrible during lunch but it took me an hour to calm my nerves and I’m still a bit sad about it.  Seems like I start to feel a little better about myself and then something happens to remind me that I really don’t have any true friends and I still feel alone even with people all around me at work and family at home. ,4.807237308146399,4.451937256198349,5.584486422668244,85.8123140495868,69.0,8.897756788665879,26.376623376623375,8.418075326091056,1.4242623376623378,452,11,101,6,7,148,72,121,0.09300000000000001,0.722,0.18600000000000005,0.9171,0,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,5,6,10,0,1,12,0,7,2,0,0,2,18,15,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,8,2,0,4,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,6,2,13,8,16,9,2,19,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,2,8,63,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887027037437343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390123175055365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219529842762553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113977211518976,0.19891357925977826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034039468077005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176053595211008,0.0,0.18425007790103984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652613343455486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28153222713078724,0.0,0.095191199278821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111753689875635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275995680703944,0.0,0.1794288270516324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901298669851193,0.18261076800807946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263135029430532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167210282311174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586667672084834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026531112589696,0.0,0.0,0.12896104012747545,0.0,0.2910079240655156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270287952157862,0.0,0.20242924382038274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305707285856957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spear-chuckin-savage,2018/12/20,"Social anxiety has changed my life. How do I learn to cope? I grew up in decent town in Michigan, and had a solid group of friends and never really had any issues with social anxiety or depression to this degree. All I knew was that one town for the first 14 years of my life, before my family and I moved to Indianapolis for better job opportunities. I was shy at first starting a new school, especially coming from a high school of 400 people in Michigan, to a school of 2500 people in Indy. I made a few friends, some I still talk to once in a while, but then I moved schools again and had to start all over. Eventually I started online school when I was 16 because I was always getting picked on at the new school I started, and I also had a job at the time. After I started online school I began working a lot more, but that also left me more time alone with my thoughts when I wasn't working, and realized a lot about myself, maybe some truth and maybe some overthinking. During this time social anxiety really started to take hold of my life, it was hard for me to talk to anyone and I made others feel like I wasn't interested in having a conversation with them or anything, and realizing this made me even more socially anxious. And now here I am, 19 without a job, friends, etc etc. Social anxiety has turned me into a shell of the person I once was, going from being an outgoing hyper person into someone who can't talk to new people at all without feeling like I'm making a fool of myself or being rude, or feeling like everything that comes out of my mouth is absolute cringe. I can't form any meaningful relationships or friendships, and I feel socially anxious around friends I've known for years when I visit my hometown, and around my own family. It's gotten to a point where its like, whats the point? How will I ever succeed in life or find my soul mate when my social anxiety is holding me back like this?

​

Sorry for such along post, I don't usually do this. But I don't know what to do. I just want to live a normal life again. I've done so much research and tried so many things and it feels like a lost cause ffs. If theres any tips anyone can give on how they got thru it, or how they manage it to a certain degree, please let me know. I just want it to be done with so I can move on with my life.",6.738957000710733,5.652910950959487,7.252998400852878,77.86801217128644,65.28997867803838,10.11943852167733,31.481965174129357,9.188382445141503,2.4822174129353245,1832,56,369,27,24,605,214,469,0.102,0.774,0.124,0.9216,3,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,3,8,29,20,1,0,23,0,34,7,1,10,7,84,67,40,0,4,15,0,6,6,5,1,6,0,0,2,20,27,0,2,15,0,0,8,9,4,0,3,23,6,51,16,62,39,17,69,1,2,0,0,26,28,0,13,38,264,71,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056410380522863436,0.0,0.08711292831257851,0.04532009977157418,0.05901392026607857,0.06618218751211054,0.11111630344934516,0.0,0.20833181764360847,0.1230622205141266,0.0,0.07616782852482623,0.0,0.04482090151645135,0.09697262754376992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041881014739653166,0.0,0.03320198608070162,0.0,0.04634657953781262,0.0,0.0,0.04817077700555829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595161571028684,0.05761783733032675,0.09383532341782624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691151144499445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147531687056922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148804079478462,0.03597429883904996,0.04926764197062145,0.0,0.0,0.0489505553732644,0.0,0.10269145062200748,0.0,0.1376983053178696,0.1556421695847836,0.0,0.0,0.04978096427702236,0.0926575538292752,0.0,0.0,0.16832127729833074,0.0,0.028456252439490105,0.05224877854657334,0.030954299765674674,0.0,0.04356145940081384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048790864261896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754635061631655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684838413563334,0.16214739025830613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986621086628554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917750047585898,0.0556952054053553,0.23082580455502935,0.15965610512794892,0.0,0.04809450196009015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945610524847435,0.09261014120630294,0.0,0.1546112222924497,0.0363564976629374,0.05522000518636927,0.10943689483785084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366630929196442,0.040038798663862465,0.0,0.04200755971624958,0.15781089222766054,0.0,0.0,0.05336514472985928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600908779217928,0.03690759121770597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327966094015315,0.09511527230769297,0.0,0.05978734460857215,0.10297600581016282,0.0,0.05216340051154859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978466642935788,0.0,0.0,0.05847613239844129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858577079782236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38864880643016136,0.04614889009214705,0.0,0.0,0.06097026088617132,0.23130801632056755,0.0,0.043496641558452925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040951675843586,0.1313331942568928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036184809863604624,0.0,0.0,0.043239943551326966,0.09527873951141147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036978858823079434,0.059243399840631636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059986636651021726,0.0,0.06425095079421564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050066177304934,0.0,0.07930383640516805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618218751211054,0.07014867458768778
socialanxiety,cloudeater99,2018/12/20,"Feel like nobody likes me My brain is just constantly pointing out signs that this person doesn't like me, to re Pont where I'm genuinely surprised when someone has a positive opinion of me. I feel like my anxiety is so palpable that people just look down on me and think I'm a joke. I need to change my thought process and start acting in a way where I get more respect but I need help. And idek how much of what I think is real and how much is just anxiety.",4.483824561403509,4.797745821052633,5.117631578947371,86.57258771929827,69.73684210526315,8.85964912280702,29.517543859649123,8.841846274778883,2.0500175438596484,363,13,79,6,6,117,61,95,0.036000000000000004,0.7709999999999999,0.193,0.8967,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,2,0,21,18,9,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,12,7,8,17,3,12,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,1,7,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994876753709453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185153519219292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070714924529704,0.0,0.0,0.2115300262068006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794837787435124,0.27967950410710674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226830674816444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120326412427494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825230692425602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437589493226062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28778913543102186,0.2902838052741378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570443657903802,0.17091635424380974,0.0,0.0,0.18504161382965287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279984341726414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585349241144096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854880819064674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508500603950261,0.0,0.15539909270497246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537269755108898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OohStripey,2019/05/24,"Looking for advice on how to start/hold a decent conversation on Tinder At the age of 23 I am beginning to make an effort to finally start dating. Today I matched with a cute guy on Tinder, and as soon as we matched I froze. I have had a hard time with social anxiety (Along with other MH issues) for most of my life. I want to start a conversation with him but I just don't know how to begin. I'm in need of advice on how to approach this well.",1.7818085106382997,3.323985425531916,4.056329787234045,86.90875,77.72340425531914,6.827659574468084,21.324468085106385,7.645422480735847,0.7516212765957446,346,9,75,5,8,120,62,94,0.03,0.897,0.073,0.5665,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,4,0,17,14,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,3,9,2,24,13,1,17,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,10,54,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492951278073943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586656457433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25183518235898195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276289825861505,0.0,0.0,0.20593785859035232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23994726615976425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634249725055224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237934640898805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19305117584396075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345453268385142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046182458725348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23434569492443266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881557057500345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340517320267529,0.0,0.21791050473999654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559611434561505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067002980931332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,711768,2019/05/24,imagine not being literally terrified to tears of the people youre attracted to how do i fix my stupid brain?,9.03142857142857,7.709646428571428,10.019047619047623,60.634285714285724,60.904761904761905,14.114285714285714,40.04761904761904,13.023866798666859,5.53524761904762,89,4,15,3,1,31,20,21,0.201,0.57,0.22899999999999998,0.1828,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8495108575985063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.527571135319447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wolfotaku,2019/05/24,"How to tell the difference between shyness/stress and social anxiety? Hi! So I’ve never seen a therapist or psychologist or anything, but people (specifically ones on the Internet) plus checking symptoms online tell me that I have social anxiety. 

Since I don’t want to go about telling people I have it without being sure (and won’t even if I am), I was wondering what the differences between being stressed or shy and having social anxiety are?",9.706125,9.1056633625,9.762500000000003,60.69250000000002,59.125,13.0,43.75,12.161744961471696,5.80175,359,19,53,10,4,119,58,80,0.18,0.802,0.018000000000000002,-0.8932,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,10,1,0,1,2,15,14,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,2,1,6,1,8,9,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,5,1,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542229403701188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701365626538513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225175636872851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194411697529593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771842281954119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904119662539528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045888847815438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400824808236546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276766558222882,0.0,0.0,0.4720091128187524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536057805594397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546933496460485,0.16042465441865306,0.0,0.0,0.40471577862402347,0.0,0.0,0.1792076719125737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103730517229004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878409401377374,0.1673817181368753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tararebagirl,2019/05/24,"New job position anxiety to the max So I am thinking about/most likely going for a position in my department that is about to become available. 
I have been with the company for almost 5 years, so it feels like it’s time for me to be part of the management chain. 
However, lately I am already so stressed and anxious as it is.
I don’t know if it’s the right decision to make. I know I would be good at it, but my social anxiety is really what’s holding me back.

In order to look good for the interview I need to talk to all of the other departments separately to ask for their advice, etc.

I don’t know why I’m so afraid to talk to people but I am.

Sorry for the long post I just don’t have anyone to talk to. Please give me advice on how to be more confident/help talk to people!",3.45418181818182,3.928706175757576,5.492727272727271,82.39909090909094,72.0909090909091,9.393939393939394,26.51515151515152,9.573946990214177,2.152333333333333,609,19,132,14,11,213,94,165,0.055,0.8740000000000001,0.071,0.6579999999999999,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,2,8,0,16,0,0,2,1,19,28,10,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,2,16,4,29,23,4,16,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,2,8,92,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723983293091081,0.0,0.0,0.1395675447881954,0.0,0.1538077620827069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21324851041748366,0.15745815683684233,0.0,0.09745676487616332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030018568760685,0.0,0.0,0.10717354781690154,0.0,0.0,0.15393272440282985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544399330150233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047401311085434,0.099572106884314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370466309724016,0.0792120760850197,0.2338083307093858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342254435598607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383117640237186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297965170893934,0.0,0.15722514306569976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618669719090154,0.0,0.0,0.12334568392428938,0.11704292906019872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930363045154373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033474733081357,0.0,0.1346127301302437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093345236114378,0.0,0.19325515763999426,0.0,0.0,0.15299585924754605,0.0,0.0,0.13348618064221562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928950660515021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902857144935912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207894060574502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602294288027932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965772692585006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481089888305504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930818547227064,0.0,0.0,0.08127278838584104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576751663362729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901056562718072,0.0,0.0,0.08975525517887774
socialanxiety,Tacob311,2019/05/24,"I’m in need of advice about taking an on-campus class w/ social anxiety I’ve only recently had severe social anxiety that came from severe depression which turned into agoraphobia and now this.. This is new to me, ive always been an introvert and shy but i used to be able to be fine in public now it feels like im about to break down and sweat like I’ve ran up Mt. Kilimanjaro. I’m registering for a psych class for summer term today and im trying to push myself to take an on campus class to help me overcome all this? But i also dont want to fail purely because I really couldn’t get to class because of my state. So im torn, should i do it and force myself to go in order to pass and risk my mental state turning into a bigger nightmare or do i take an online class and never see if i can survive a 2 hour social interaction?",7.190185714285715,4.921275240000004,8.51725,72.95987500000003,65.17142857142858,11.035714285714288,30.44642857142857,9.516144504307137,2.5147285714285705,657,15,133,10,8,231,106,175,0.1,0.807,0.092,0.6525,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,1,7,0,12,1,1,1,3,23,28,13,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,4,2,13,3,26,20,2,27,0,2,1,0,6,9,0,2,11,81,20,8,0.13222512325323038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920886012698865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574038329398708,0.11002189488046482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023037147452873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612064157318922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512303158269368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388530490663624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549668596914534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685699523725729,0.09446165447193663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908216950910748,0.0,0.07514658467397195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862771293066359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021511168164288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284774691756748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919703254514334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325182455836368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804325347381712,0.10198016647317557,0.1277038479848647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056316452633132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470679977380406,0.0,0.13055635745483846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536630398840684,0.0,0.0,0.2987535057823092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043605849627641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982505112004119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533395616620946,0.0,0.0,0.08977217920390021,0.28764592939910544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420005257645904,0.0,0.0,0.07798980352956944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WindUpTomato,2019/05/24,This sucks Currently living with my parents for a few months post-college. And its exactly like it used to be. I'm so scared to go downstairs to the kitchen or anywhere when there's people down there. Ive been waiting for my dad to leave so I can go get breakfast for like an hour now. I hate my stupid anxiety brain so much.,1.422430703624734,3.662042970149255,2.4085287846481904,94.8423880597015,81.98507462686567,5.619616204690832,24.49680170575693,6.868970318607317,0.7944473347547976,257,10,56,3,7,81,52,67,0.222,0.71,0.068,-0.8818,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,1,3,0,4,3,1,1,1,6,12,6,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,2,9,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,7,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628085482429626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010176197124435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088054682928247,0.0,0.3064956418262586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662227011310942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655500872294904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855195060863486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634738996041636,0.0,0.2381051317290361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523137176571688,0.0,0.19822314488342932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994134602872477,0.0,0.0,0.18694076239565488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582493391977204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699658308420566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328902807950076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alexzandrabrett,2019/05/24,"How do I fight social anxiety? I just started a retail job that I don't want to spend another day at. How do I fight social anxiety? I just started a retail job that I don't want to spend another day at. My husband was recently laid off and we have a 4 1/2 year old too. I feel so shitty about myself wanting to quit already. The anxiety is so high that I'm having all kinds of health issues. Someone out there, help!",1.6023275862068969,3.443487206896556,3.9776867816091968,85.91411637931036,79.22988505747126,7.108620689655173,24.66810344827586,8.07648339933343,1.5484724137931032,325,12,67,6,8,113,55,87,0.213,0.755,0.032,-0.9064,2,0,0,0,2,0,10.0,1,0,0,1,9,3,2,0,4,0,8,1,0,2,1,12,15,5,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,10,1,9,14,1,12,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,7,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858885038856363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35326853095073,0.3865908263072321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727232519200065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517326227624983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790542225888577,0.0,0.0,0.11290832637032615,0.1779764247196035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581778950684512,0.3343207980664448,0.0,0.0,0.17541450797023828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767596915339475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791670594285711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632382050481387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434266430410221,0.14272693881390028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845922062719424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29806810644081155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847612549035962
socialanxiety,roi43,2019/05/24,"I AM A GARBIGE BIN I have embarrassed myself I wish I was ded.

I socially embared myself by going on a cringy rant while operating on little sleep.",2.4057471264367827,4.860600379310345,5.269655172413792,74.49919540229888,79.6896551724138,8.004597701149425,26.90804597701149,8.841846274778883,2.724025287356322,117,5,20,3,3,42,22,29,0.184,0.7140000000000001,0.102,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624138689204013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627784102103161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620670996616703,0.470679299661941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5309709000702726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrboop22,2019/05/24,"Today I need to go into an office to get a job but I'm anxious I need a summer job and I know one place that I can apply but I have to go to their office and just introduce myself. I really don't know what will happen. I just want to email and forget the whole thing but I need to break this social avoidance thing I have going on. Unfortunately, I don't what to expect from the interaction so that has me anxious. How can avoid being anxious?",1.3611827956989266,3.337933935483876,3.792688172043016,86.2756989247312,80.61290322580646,5.853763440860216,17.860215053763444,6.937597516519254,0.12961505376344062,348,7,72,4,9,121,55,93,0.213,0.7709999999999999,0.016,-0.9505,2,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,5,0,9,0,0,1,0,20,21,8,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,0,13,0,10,19,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,56,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.591751128975397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122225292283033,0.0,0.2976907414225989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543998270074514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465307615932652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191320574585288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883951472276768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183147228537284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242175658925494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185440712354563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779845837481692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319954030743349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550212493985988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029846866931169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493671458385484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxiousboi94,2019/05/24,"Falling down at the next hurdle I've not been feeling good today at all. I can't seem to stop a stream of negative thoughts about myself and other people.

I felt like I'd made a huge breakthrough when I'd became self aware of my anxiety, I felt motivated to try new things, reach out to a doctor and get help and I thought I was gonna beat this thing and once I did it would be gone. Unfortunately that's not the case and I still go through bad periods.

The problem I'm having now is that I'm aware that all I'm feeling is anxiety and that it's irrational but I'm still feeling it. The dread, the paranoia, the sense of defeat and the lack of motivation to do anything about it. To clarify, nothing bad has happened since yesterday (I was feeling pretty good all day yday)

The only thing I can think of is that I'm hungover because of a work do last night, but I've never noticed feeling this way after a hangover.

I just wanted to get this off my chest, between writing this post, talking to my girlfriend about it and getting home from work and climbing into bed I already feel its alleviated a bit.

If anyone feels the same or has tips on how to control these feelings then please let know.

Thanks guys, be good to eachother.",4.004147548358073,5.229171036437251,4.90579622132254,84.33123594242021,71.42914979757086,7.270265407107513,29.91655420602789,7.594959193182576,1.8131612235717487,974,40,194,11,18,317,147,247,0.182,0.725,0.09300000000000001,-0.9521,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,8,9,10,0,1,15,0,18,2,1,5,4,49,48,16,0,5,7,0,10,1,1,2,1,0,2,2,20,11,0,2,17,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,10,10,15,5,29,33,6,30,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,3,17,126,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450605431508514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262282644989735,0.0,0.0,0.07889040901927492,0.0,0.0928460039291518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840962787609916,0.06877754855004382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317653062823315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265437065432275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276329454500058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115481967126156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563848370390452,0.0,0.21666088535027286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684044071510333,0.0,0.06412149109970686,0.28389873497055945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171526108741432,0.09977146503726972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562474236888751,0.0,0.1131734570411448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062006098285131636,0.09196806972140682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153720046885382,0.0,0.05512097727657162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675848147310453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701819737020282,0.10896784181857888,0.1199914974869784,0.1058793519224358,0.0,0.10825937926794428,0.1284528988442411,0.0,0.12015577394194694,0.0,0.08580909015505736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821919007200992,0.0,0.0,0.1238488259858754,0.0,0.0,0.10805590974281257,0.11478438031582534,0.0,0.1079590344342185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271235307985882,0.11770189539562463,0.0,0.0,0.09333065149599792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020562801748707,0.09432740445851794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068508855946628,0.0,0.10387482001481843,0.0,0.0,0.2248693055095318,0.0722942044057113,0.0,0.17914213382741714,0.0,0.0,0.10694564749243003,0.0,0.0,0.07660129884542789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654756852338065,0.08955585291178912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427702382935033,0.0,0.0,0.0801481973004474,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Starburts,2019/05/24,Phone anxiety I have really bad SAD and I have to make a doctor appointment and this was supposed to happen two weeks ago. My fiance won't do the appointment for me no matter how much I ask. He says I won't get over my fear if I don't try. So I tried and hung up when it started ringing and now I'm feeling really pathetic..  how can I get the courage to do something so simple? I feel so stupid and just want to crawl under a rock. 😔,0.6780732860520082,2.446262670212768,3.1705673758865287,90.93388888888893,81.87234042553192,6.73096926713948,21.08274231678487,7.793537801064563,0.8075877068557915,337,10,77,6,9,117,64,94,0.203,0.723,0.07400000000000001,-0.9357,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,1,4,0,9,1,0,3,0,14,19,12,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,4,11,1,8,16,1,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195914269184378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950736014016145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315874954257755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683829559558772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535549114093855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787571625253021,0.2505123089858857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25885000862014235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906056511034075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535697652846235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210485378071534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173952990683534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699921341502824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907092108782972,0.0,0.0,0.1753395618584594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33637521122892644,0.0,0.2419893028946037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611339987846508,0.0,0.19870838860845105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Justsomeonelost,2019/05/24,"I'm ashamed of my voice Hello, i'm(F/20) really ashamed of my voice (really high) i sound like a kid, not even close to sound like a teenager but like, A KID, and people keep comparing me as Tweety, and anything else ""hilarious"" even random people start to laugh at me, make fun of me etc..i mean there is nothing wrong with my voice, it's just really high, and i guess that's why everyone is always ""surprised""

​

I should just ignore it every time someone is laughing at me, or should i say something ?

​

But i'm also wondering if my voice is really that hilarious that everyone can't help it but say something about it..? i'm so sad.",3.398939393939393,5.46224188095238,4.423304473304476,83.75149350649353,74.63492063492063,7.756421356421356,26.533910533910536,8.575989854853784,1.988374603174604,511,19,98,10,11,166,71,126,0.11,0.693,0.19699999999999998,0.9237,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,22,16,11,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,2,0,8,0,2,7,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,8,12,7,10,14,0,7,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,5,5,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656173089449464,0.11087649949365336,0.2887573916862577,0.3238320002454183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965520131998792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131510901180372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861141923298105,0.17602363397771095,0.0,0.11227072003335373,0.2546563623227409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679231398106496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931613637955242,0.281576516694857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844067203481562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195300872555458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894687379404394,0.0,0.0,0.14515070279790954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785907336908053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476058573242696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414590687583876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193498503688907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290415102183865,0.20516809713721185,0.0,0.0,0.09431658831185072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770042553921472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023937846268815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450631955066867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569035516923642,0.3238320002454183,0.0
socialanxiety,moonflowr21,2019/05/24,"What relieved my anxiety before a job interview Hi guys, first of all sorry my English. :) So i had an interview yesterday for a remote job and it was done thru video call. About an hour before the interview, my heart was starting to pound like crazy, i couldnt think straight. Then i said, oh well whatever happens happens. And then i went to youtube to distract myself from what i was feeling. I searched for karaoke songs and sang my heart out before the interview and it DID calm my nerves. And then this morning, i received the good news. I got the job! I never realized i could carry a conversation with a native English speaker until I faced my fears. So yeah, i think singing helped me with my anxiety--that and Linda Raynier's videos on youtube :) To be honest even if I didn't get the job, it was still quite a feat to be able to face my fears because interviews have always been nervewracking for me and the fact that I have to speak in English makes it even more challenging. I hope you guys find what works for you too!

TL;DR: i think singing before the interview is what helped me calm my nerves. I also took interview tips from Linda Raynier's videos--she said it's all about having the right mindset and she was right:)",4.163550966022651,5.991670911392408,4.161656673328892,87.44256495669553,71.9535864978903,7.352342882522763,28.50743948478793,8.032893268588372,1.811697046413504,974,38,190,14,19,299,125,237,0.07400000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.141,0.9515,4,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,4,10,12,0,3,15,1,18,4,4,1,4,27,33,16,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,11,11,0,0,6,6,0,3,3,3,1,1,15,7,33,9,23,14,3,19,0,0,0,0,21,6,0,2,11,125,44,13,0.11287801246793895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026850578890812,0.0939235488423715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635137057726662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880938870462243,0.0,0.3842034990070277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526107124814546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901239079881796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551339716355692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910972531436748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25403829196382155,0.0570745147085782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316845843807937,0.09601397974146947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897410264634258,0.0,0.0,0.09467672139707943,0.09027885817329052,0.0,0.0,0.22353395799819836,0.19963530728007503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675219765218956,0.15131950478175027,0.0,0.0,0.1121133357680205,0.11116210473682013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480560400455064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551464952031917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534694983448083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705848192401186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005966068884652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927944117852761,0.2147456773235439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635769349886264,0.07989563820474893,0.0,0.09014452656736892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169830177252303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541162517258936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149088931300414,0.1046390484341942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217653744729961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sciencebeginner1,2019/05/24,"Only socially anxious on certain days, extremely confident on others This is a bit of a weird one and it's not something I've had my whole life but it's been here for a little while (about two years now). Some days I'll be socially anxious and just quieter and not so much like *myself*. Other days I'm extremely confident, extremely loud and very much *not* socially anxious.

​

But what's fucked is that this seems to happen on a schedule that varies. Sometimes it'll be every other day I'll be fine and not socially anxious. Or every two days. Or worst case, every three days, I'll have one good day and two anxious ones.

​

Rationally it doesn't make sense when there's no serious differences between the days (I've thought about whether sleep could impact it). It's just I've sorta adapted to this schedule where okay today I'm going to be socially anxious but on x day I'll be completely fine and I can't get out of this routine.

​

Ideally, I'd like to get back to the norm where every day I'm just how I am when not socially anxious, instead of having it be an alternating pattern. It's come to the point that while I try not to do it, I will try to schedule around this because I know for instance, on Monday, I'll be fine but on Tuesday, I won't be.

​

It doesn't make sense to me, I don't even know what could possibly cause this (my life as far as friends/relationships/work goes is fine). I do have some family issues from physical abuse when I was young but not sure how that could play into this. And medication isn't the cure because those days where I feel good prove that I don't need to take something to feel good. 

​

So I dunno, would love any tips or suggestions...",4.27,5.5620927113702665,4.96663090379009,83.89112419825074,70.865889212828,8.170215743440233,29.463440233236152,8.608573733854374,2.1748440583090383,1372,54,271,23,25,442,155,343,0.134,0.7490000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.6136,0,0,2,0,1,0,61.0,0,0,0,1,22,19,1,0,9,1,33,6,1,5,3,55,53,28,0,6,19,0,2,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,28,12,0,0,7,1,0,2,15,4,0,7,4,3,16,15,31,34,7,43,0,0,0,2,8,15,1,8,28,175,44,0,0.0,0.06486939602806202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966061762634221,0.3326341562500693,0.03723164719785685,0.0,0.0,0.43296073457288103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048738806248239536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042099110121653315,0.0,0.06674977084285581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059772450210769636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056242983746083414,0.0,0.047161985429734286,0.05740397832195436,0.0,0.0,0.13113944882210868,0.0,0.0,0.3883990250414068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720174329153275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03616163499831596,0.0,0.1845158042519832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051613108172794214,0.0,0.055366147694157215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061517973996818,0.057208876745070976,0.0,0.031115494280036564,0.13776425520657368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841494476244683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714442209295657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060177964156146034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734260997327083,0.053495838095600066,0.0548735439748856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049413706982955816,0.0,0.07309164824511641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515452390394384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049460141149434,0.040596180197626085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112993624909506,0.04163958460889621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175612667743537,0.06172201694066098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984203548504276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054789200950643865,0.33486231005889033,0.0,0.08429792834426256,0.054148815069772635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051600907933829626,0.0,0.04116493169333494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346511555504068,0.0,0.0,0.05189627729728085,0.0,0.0,0.07434285245681628,0.0,0.16044739125242316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045174204503354964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061126041729921886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039858405564487484,0.0,0.0,0.03889258861400236,0.0,0.3326341562500693,0.03525698690341172
socialanxiety,bobbyboy1018,2019/05/24,"What have I done I have a friend who is the polar opposite of me. He loves to get out there, meet people, dance, live in the moment, etc. Recently he just invited me to go with him to a nightclub so he can see a girl he’s interested in. But he’s only going if I am so I can be his “wingman”. Knowing I’m not exactly the social kind, he invited another girl to come along. He said she asked if I’d be willing to dance with her and I said yes. I’d feel like a jerk otherwise. The thing is I hate dancing and have no idea how I’m gonna be able to do this when the time comes. Not gonna lie, I’m kinda afraid. Any advice?",-1.042065217391304,0.8369738333333352,2.138967391304348,95.08932065217392,89.65217391304346,5.7688405797101465,18.04528985507246,7.1686216300943375,0.1382594202898555,471,13,117,8,16,168,87,138,0.061,0.8059999999999999,0.133,0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,1,9,1,14,1,0,1,1,20,32,9,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,3,0,2,0,2,4,8,0,0,3,3,0,7,3,3,0,0,3,4,12,5,13,23,1,14,0,0,1,1,21,3,0,3,5,67,16,0,0.19553324275237266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910728218009099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329693101922126,0.20503365388336706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279718692592656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368691498692505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009839502753804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180712525473384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886748265217801,0.13968898769168428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510684983093028,0.0,0.10215804900113687,0.0,0.22225209584304176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930485958456856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073323067932046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361778286052368,0.10745995658063498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552766564321777,0.0,0.17265943568541806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647638571150748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871184217855166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13555813059319924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306548791179728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719937810390993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558146786993606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19932151690414834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299035980582262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140170062855934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jammer250,2019/05/24,"Building a social life after 30? On top of being an intense introvert, I've had social anxiety since I was a kid, and never really had a social life to speak of at all. I went through school and grad school as a loner, and joined the workforce later than most at 26 years old. Now that I'm progressing in my career, my social shortcomings are becoming more pronounced, and I'm feeling the pressure to make some changes or get left in the dust.

Now that I'm on the other side of 30, I'm finding it more daunting to try to build a social life. What with most people getting married and having families, doesn't seem like a ton of opportunity. I've thought about joining adult sports leagues, taking a cooking class, volunteering, the basic stuff to at least get out there. 

Just wondering if others have been in similar shoes and can give advice on what they tried, what did or did not work, any thoughts on how to approach building social skills at this age and beyond?",9.668064516129034,7.236331370967747,9.020510752688171,71.80076612903227,60.55913978494624,11.665591397849465,38.84139784946237,9.827888789773867,3.70008817204301,769,29,141,11,8,245,122,186,0.049,0.91,0.042,-0.3116,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,5,7,3,0,1,13,0,12,5,1,2,2,27,28,12,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,10,9,1,0,6,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,9,2,5,2,29,18,8,26,0,0,0,0,11,16,0,8,9,94,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606982052757818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807740411442047,0.0,0.09086588891609287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118247633951402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565281831792252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119746139883262,0.0,0.06005841573538275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856218750680778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186171946924474,0.11394398995587425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290541273385853,0.0,0.2516921341264521,0.05802959783668187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928614830380933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160996860649187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463896245951385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823466557970293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609310257476133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404221168980573,0.0,0.1081322726224022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825551794870367,0.0,0.0,0.7264836247131501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597395491836914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930730001350065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885950956466176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128678355842607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010966111764668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288111542768936,0.08647279218937252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649001656098615
socialanxiety,artichoker3,2019/05/24,“We’re promoting you to cashier” I’m a courtesy clerk at a well known grocery store and today my boss told me they want me to be a cashier. I can’t think of any other entry level job more anxiety provoking than this. I just thought it was kind of funny cause for normal people this would be exciting but for me it just made my anxiety go up 1000%. Anyways I’m sure it’ll be good for me. Are any of you cashiers? Any tips for me?,0.9128083028083012,2.85397307692308,2.746739926739932,93.37881562881563,81.96703296703296,6.242246642246642,23.2979242979243,7.3871296695380915,0.85810525030525,334,12,76,5,9,111,63,91,0.06,0.754,0.18600000000000005,0.867,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,1,4,5,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,4,1,15,16,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,12,5,12,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,47,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4757126399924165,0.0,0.3567652122655048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395408233996519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252197205569044,0.1955809177088124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23139587589209595,0.0,0.0,0.2428218283200389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064122739265776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284675884182175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161658145235943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197700611056206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941278457084795,0.0,0.18511943847467904,0.0,0.0,0.22102804949484905,0.2228141626766957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753602520746605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965746360892865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656448872414386,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slashndash89,2019/05/24,"Difficulty Performing in a Band This is my first post here so hopefully it's appropriate.  Anyway, I have a light to moderate amount of anxiety initially with any social situation, even with people I know, that many times I can get to dissipate fairly quickly after the first few minutes, you know the usual stuff of not knowing what to say, getting all sweaty, mind and heart racing, cloudy thoughts, fear of being judged or thinking people are judging you etc.  This is very common with many people here I think and for me I can usually tolerate it enough to get by.

​

I also play guitar in a band with 2 other guys I've known for over a year and I've noticed that after arriving and starting to play my playing is objectively terrible and sloppy and I make a very large amount of ridiculous mistakes on songs I've known how to play flawlessly for years.  Sometimes half way through a song I even forget how to play the song for several minutes at a time, even the easiest parts of a song I practiced as recently as hours before arriving.  This continues on for nearly an hour every single time, and after that first hour I'm back to playing like normal.  The more mistakes I make in the beginning the more my anxiety increases which makes it so much harder to focus, have a productive session, and just enjoy it.  The only way to get out of the funk quicker is to drink a beer, which we do each drink 2 every time we play anyway.  But I'd like to not need to rely on that as a crutch just to play better.  At first I thought this would stop once I got to know the guys better but it happens every single time and I'd consider my band mates friends over acquaintances at this point.  We want to add a 4th member and start playing bars eventually just as something fun to do for a hobby and I'm terrified of how this issue would be amplified in that kind of setting.  It's distressing because we only have 2 hours to play once or twice a month to rehearse and work on our chemistry and when half of that is wasted due to my anxiety it's starting to get very frustrating.  Anyone have tips for working through this kind of social/performance anxiety quicker?  

​

Btw I searched reddit about performance anxiety for a more appropriate place but the majority of performance anxiety posts are sex oriented which is most definitely not the issue here haha",8.177907427132759,7.4601551358574625,8.186061779800525,71.14292921467997,62.22939866369711,11.550343759078144,36.893676769633004,10.848893137575418,4.027008056550788,1892,78,333,42,23,615,213,449,0.091,0.797,0.11199999999999999,0.7503,0,0,4,0,0,0,35.0,5,2,0,11,21,29,2,2,28,1,20,6,1,6,1,64,47,29,0,8,11,0,0,2,2,2,0,5,0,2,26,24,4,1,10,22,0,1,3,7,0,7,3,6,26,22,70,40,17,56,0,0,0,1,16,17,0,4,35,231,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679301087975914,0.0,0.15389578932314202,0.1725891101690276,0.04829462593713978,0.0,0.3259711204356341,0.0,0.0,0.04965738608368499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460840249175803,0.0,0.04329186937545814,0.0,0.0604310254956852,0.0,0.0,0.12561917114055265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391410640796506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338050328772783,0.07920376178678591,0.14072001377523635,0.0,0.17950700042529247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991491247853114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163125105085256,0.0,0.0,0.05486827453783765,0.0,0.18551967953530246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679952414896331,0.0,0.0,0.1406378270874983,0.06280091865514471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415658590113494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053682613212885,0.2797534120482095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824853032729768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790848569769682,0.15611838246828744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939154414230468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422150539983397,0.14400206334824786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170786173362807,0.0,0.05668583209618808,0.0,0.05220634806282565,0.05265889329854655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695824903134429,0.0,0.08085438104292945,0.0,0.1512635498026494,0.0,0.10802466794863066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690549472234699,0.0,0.14770466659426007,0.0,0.07419861873250368,0.0,0.0671348964110791,0.0,0.1360310865522745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012163563602287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647630631543859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023004350706618,0.0,0.0,0.07982712592656271,0.0,0.1447876669615586,0.0,0.05467307013072899,0.07023854611741592,0.0,0.1508005636124696,0.0,0.0,0.05937416727455552,0.0,0.0,0.08129853597707852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101084059305947,0.0,0.11276060314441727,0.2070556228755158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643242737690008,0.17579168309987905,0.041888213588658185,0.1127414503075494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340379392607367,0.0,0.0,0.10089819603514218,0.0,0.1725891101690276,0.09146643365641467
socialanxiety,Oreos5995,2019/05/24,"Seeking advice I’m working in a small group of scientists and have noticed myself slipping into some bad habits....

First, I have a bad tendency to distract people from their work by striking up conversations and laughing with them when it’s better to be working.

Second, I notice I keep slipping into gossip and today was particularly bad, I completely said something bad about another person when they were not here to defend themselves which is inexcusable and I need to stop gossiping.

Third, I’m at the workspace the most out of anybody but this means I hear them talking all the time and have become sort of a fly on the wall which isn’t the best situation. I feel like I know too much compared to others and this doesn’t help with the gossiping thing.

Overall I’m just very worried that the leader and the other members don’t like me and I’m overly preoccupied with their opinions of me and my future in the company when I should be concerned with getting more work done. I’m pretty sure the best plan is to refocus on our main job: doing science....but I’ve got that icky social anxiety feeling and would love some input on this situation and how I should proceed",7.115353430353428,7.442731373873876,7.228558558558562,73.65327442827444,64.0900900900901,9.533471933471937,34.644490644490645,9.265573868473778,3.179991268191268,943,39,162,15,13,304,138,222,0.1,0.732,0.168,0.9734,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,5,9,8,16,0,1,13,0,17,1,0,1,2,39,33,16,0,4,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,2,0,1,11,18,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,5,4,20,8,28,23,9,22,0,0,0,1,18,13,0,5,11,121,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309187118579674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208564082892751,0.09636313938286056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207031852155894,0.0,0.13911882008623114,0.0,0.0,0.2643857032073405,0.1114061056844458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207226111785084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890627580137146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127383720242184,0.08998966319205358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714605281512647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581169048386541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074598857344123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197209168475047,0.0,0.08443191134749678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500116196651448,0.11196378086357618,0.0,0.0,0.06922725591417338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230806035437828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113688636262305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721318193366935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259901775945643,0.09340170260285993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28682474618274795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732850539336116,0.10998807511131688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815203489394295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982188295019006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28318063705450697,0.0,0.12840579969498414,0.0,0.09697427190093644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531266357288904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872084105969515,0.0,0.0,0.1012461678275121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368577387429653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345140202786084,0.0,0.11940041242105885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103934596649314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36681706748125376,0.12792391603209033,0.0,0.08948216254574727,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BruhJpg,2019/05/24,"I’m fucked because the hairdresser fucked up my hair. The title pretty much says it all but I’m a kind of shy and awkward dude, but I’ve always sort of medium length wavy hair. People kind of know me for it, and I look disgusting with short hair. Well my hair was getting long to a point where I wasn’t too happy with it, although it wasn’t bad so I decided to get it cut.  The only thing is that a girl (a very very pretty one)  asked me out. I was kind of shocked as I’m socially fucked and it was for the most part out of nowhere. So we planned a date for this weekend. So I went to the normal people I go to and ask for it cut in the same way I usually do, and she starts cutting. There was an immediate red flag when she started looking away and talking to her friend while cracking jokes (at my expense may I add). I thought nothing much though as I go there most of the time. Then she just fucking cuts all the hair in the front of my head off and started to freak the fuck out in my brain. I didn’t say anything and accepted it as there was no going back from that point. I even gave the lady a photo for reference beforehand and she fucked it up and cut it completely short. She then goddamn asked me if it was ok and I said nothing and paid. Holy fuck I’m so mad and embarrassed right now, and I don’t even want to show my face in school it’s that bad. People are gonna make fun of me and I know it, and the girl definitely isn’t gonna like it because she told me she really liked my hair. I’m gonna have to stay inside for a month before I can grow it out again and this girl isn’t gonna like me. I know it’s temporary but it’s actually horrible, and I’m scared to go to school.",1.0122578241430702,2.6250542595628445,2.760044709388975,95.02854694485843,80.17486338797815,6.184997516145057,21.20019870839543,7.106945922332613,0.3131978142076504,1313,37,316,16,33,435,170,366,0.214,0.6779999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.9939,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,1,18,34,14,3,20,1,18,16,9,1,2,48,60,35,0,3,5,0,6,3,1,5,0,3,0,3,23,26,0,0,7,3,2,7,7,21,1,1,15,12,39,13,43,40,8,44,0,0,3,7,23,19,7,5,19,197,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0827959868840181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059741550752277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981978909418375,0.0,0.2379544453289768,0.0,0.07971419473933547,0.06524017851581357,0.14168321656213534,0.10344083172051954,0.0,0.0721964150448683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471451472586763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895783740844354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207797580027212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555064536530733,0.5490615708057355,0.08865549225986895,0.0,0.1928763240430832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031854121860708,0.0,0.0,0.08707492817130402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26505745189243896,0.139884944583872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243522018799722,0.0,0.0,0.07508470702233025,0.14249601214931254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663435837179138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772206540615994,0.0,0.1247409304013791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312958963245691,0.16282115994400606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057492824722607236,0.06452806069673825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187831863951952,0.0,0.17646146703673746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041094141732135,0.0,0.0,0.17263470447415125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054353555230447034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724567340357639,0.08070654270047836,0.1349434935947479,0.08494413943342352,0.17173431450768434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648827660620463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016010799524285,0.09043294136310703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681947901822548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636691158839593,0.0,0.08335928427938727,0.06735705077440142,0.04947350657672294,0.0,0.0,0.0810725496594609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344422306870567,0.14001118587031106,0.05004348062818803,0.06734560991146342,0.0,0.0,0.07628538924868468,0.07865169567877336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bigolconcon,2019/08/29,"Went to a job interview today! I graduated from college recently and had an internship that just ended, so I’ve been looking for work. The only jobs I ever get responses from don’t really pay that much and have nothing to do with my major, but I’m tired of sitting around the house all day and I feel like I’ll forget how to socialize 100% the longer it takes to get a job. Anyhoo, I applied for this job that sounded interesting and was supposed to interview a couple of weeks ago, but got too nervous and gave an excuse to miss it. Every time an opportunity comes to interview or take some assessment test, I make up an excuse just to please my anxiety. I finally told myself that I’m not going to get anywhere if I keep letting this fear win, so I rescheduled the interview for today and went. I was anxious all last night and on the way there, but it went a lot better than I thought and I think I have a chance at getting hired. My advice to everyone is don’t let anxiety keep you from advancing in life. I might be behind a lot of people, as far as my career and social life go, but I’m doing the best I can with what I’ve got and you should too.",5.728533246414603,5.14203653389831,6.9899999999999975,77.28172750977836,67.13559322033899,10.31238591916558,31.289439374185136,9.851270322608157,2.7903654498044337,906,31,184,18,13,310,137,236,0.09699999999999999,0.7659999999999999,0.138,0.9212,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,6,10,9,0,2,16,0,17,3,0,2,3,39,44,21,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,10,14,0,2,3,0,1,7,3,3,0,0,12,3,21,6,30,27,8,27,0,1,1,0,12,6,0,6,13,127,31,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049204089792806,0.09517674330652508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427502315431158,0.12129717722092365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558177919766236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267785533505502,0.0949597569571251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248947245258096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880250909340027,0.0,0.06924456134793562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509766777262628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712202289867644,0.09046358650366604,0.1025963307924286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082074093165927,0.05428933647835544,0.07670492108911439,0.0,0.11761823662509455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438490583224596,0.0,0.12204132734613315,0.0,0.1717466835513841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389019538432974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261913613000732,0.19087021045185726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752061991828446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958554533423613,0.15167676104711966,0.05245540236259102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901634897414796,0.0,0.0,0.18256372529969409,0.0,0.0,0.0716700953668748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390226335195315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892906916442169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075917157844674,0.0,0.10302410406351864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165948016245589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443661724494124,0.0,0.0,0.11785966650458632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878376658426362,0.0,0.10601460616202438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889973545001834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145727458974493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879815576486188,0.0,0.08523953288110822,0.06260812405095649,0.1234056528339819,0.2035478051122159,0.1025963307924286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522505460746976,0.08612548113030094,0.0,0.0,0.2985983081008181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816640605499704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,myfaceinthesink,2019/08/29,"Is there hope? I am 19 years old and have lived in complete social isolation in my one room apartment my mum pays for for 2 years now.

I have so much therapy behind me, nothing worked.

I crave human contact so badly but I can't leave the house.

I am also diagnosed with depression and PTSD from a police raid.

I hate myself and my mum doesn't understand any of my problems and I can't talk to experts because I'd instantly have a panic attack.

The never ending cycle.",2.3315839243498817,4.510465680851066,4.174822695035463,83.73388888888887,78.36170212765956,6.73096926713948,24.274231678487002,7.793537801064563,1.4998217494089832,370,13,69,6,9,125,68,94,0.264,0.705,0.031,-0.9786,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,1,4,0,9,1,0,0,1,10,12,8,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,13,1,9,12,1,10,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,48,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727434787277353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337401501058682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237368468190892,0.0,0.0,0.1642085412614461,0.11988623985147925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620137048070494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938880400768996,0.19961263550069944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418838770562828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941677229791416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953344814634491,0.0,0.2269270518613445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824171690608825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366036427791193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457270743724934,0.0,0.1516815399981401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870707349572666,0.0,0.20636869608412586,0.0,0.13326649563406912,0.0,0.0,0.23074608471137145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818354200131748,0.229892934113596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047700895459214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807330309370093,0.0,0.0,0.2249055954032748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473704724621086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317575354232448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532939085764831
socialanxiety,FabuliciousFruitLoop,2019/08/29,"Advice please: supporting friend with social anxiety Messaging my anxious friend during their days / weeks of being unable to communicate: is this a good idea?

I recently checked if such messages are welcome by this person and they are, but I’m starting to doubt myself as we’re in one of these patches and for the first time I am sending a daily check in morning and evening. I am thinking this might be stressful, the phone buzzing and the person can’t deal with it right now. 

I know in my brain it’s right to trust and follow the information from the actual person involved. But I am nervous about staying the course and continuing to send these messages into the void. It feels disconcerting.

So really I am looking for affirmation or insight from people who experience anxiety to validate the plan and that I’m doing the right thing. 

Thanks Internet for your support!",6.681234991423673,8.223314710691824,6.745385934819898,72.44665523156091,65.41509433962264,9.55540308747856,34.58033161806747,9.800150414767053,3.63305786163522,705,32,114,15,11,225,107,159,0.08800000000000001,0.753,0.159,0.9028,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,2,5,11,0,3,11,0,12,1,1,0,0,22,23,13,0,1,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,11,10,0,0,6,0,2,3,1,3,0,2,0,2,12,8,21,20,0,19,0,0,1,0,20,7,0,4,8,84,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.14404256285094408,0.0,0.0,0.14423927469004616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258369979681231,0.1667532278467485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477756898300724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951939227288849,0.15217572645907915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749264113508334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438739159902395,0.0,0.0,0.0746342355431366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255539362191327,0.0,0.0,0.22808069111317786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238052528572708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662966921768785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112062222834054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395220806280548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658707406187045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002192292466057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023316987251847,0.3866526690783112,0.0,0.1620275118751145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456044538029636,0.0,0.14574352166679996,0.0,0.0,0.3781652007218937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504661456160963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044765761231472,0.15732879249737527,0.0,0.0,0.169082642972554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350040077790999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589614999980584,0.0,0.0,0.09806313941953104,0.0945802268984306,0.0,0.0,0.08607048419528869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840095793964225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Massive_Ferret12,2019/08/29,"LPT: look down at people for a small boost of confidence Push your shoulders back a bit and raise your chin slightly higher than neutral, so when you're looking at someone the same height, you're peering down at them slightly. 

Not only would look more open, trustworthy, and command some measure of additional respect, but it improves your posture and speaking too, since you're not burying your chin into your chest.",18.583243243243246,10.256156513513512,14.626486486486487,56.09891891891893,51.43243243243244,16.421621621621618,59.97297297297297,10.125756701596842,6.733427027027028,338,17,53,3,2,99,55,74,0.0,0.84,0.16,0.8804,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,12,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,10,3,4,12,0,0,3,0,7,9,0,1,2,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23084234552172464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277506950708129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7563003601545852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283226260576935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812726079574448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24833615416193425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543662826299448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132600036704824,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alexia998,2019/08/29,"Second day of classes (rant) I had my second day of classes today and I had to introduce myself in some of them which was no big deal because it’s usually just my name I’m completely fine with that, but today this professor really took the cake, she made us all stand In a circle and I was on the “end” of the circle and she had everyone say their name and do some stupid gesture like dancing or whatever and the next person repeats all the people in front of them, and there was no way I was doing it, she go to me and I said no thank you, and she told me “I have to do it” and I said firmly I won’t do something I’m not comfortable with. 

I’m really tired of professors not taking people with social anxiety into consideration, if it’s not mandatory for a project assignment etc I will not play your stupid games, not only that but I’m having a chronic pain flare up. Really annoyed that I even have to go back to that class because of that, if I say I’m not comfortable let it go.",2.722941176470588,4.072180264705885,4.71093137254902,83.99669117647059,74.78431372549021,8.237254901960785,24.514705882352942,8.841846274778883,1.7195941176470586,770,24,161,16,16,265,107,204,0.19399999999999998,0.768,0.037000000000000005,-0.9872,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,2,3,0,4,10,3,0,8,0,17,3,0,1,2,33,32,14,0,2,12,0,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,1,12,13,0,0,1,3,0,6,10,4,0,2,12,4,26,6,22,17,5,24,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,5,10,119,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569737350686815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629340779499894,0.0,0.1843877055457844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857114890931456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950732064743851,0.15592070405842198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395280885258334,0.0,0.1686713939262155,0.09989189209085146,0.0,0.0,0.14451528633145427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578577210725952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465206071759213,0.0,0.07388770566657456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310593981155592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084432618682365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150240273332067,0.16092889302537425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970007351357275,0.1320560069851654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29066260887024875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877257265541124,0.2405425473520433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416905118391205,0.0,0.11643112323377455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371285935576148,0.0,0.0,0.13924049439314806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382691092827124,0.28671365838067336,0.14451528633145427,0.16803202476923226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819218206912603,0.0,0.16656832318111758,0.0,0.0,0.12004642928342657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rodderiq,2019/08/29,"Possible upcoming job interview Hi, been out of the work force for about a year, got possible job interviews coming up. Anyone have any pointers/advice about overcoming interviews while suffering social anxiety (health field related)",12.820833333333333,14.077992750000005,11.424444444444447,45.215,52.05555555555557,18.311111111111114,48.55555555555557,15.903189008614273,9.565155555555554,193,11,21,10,2,61,32,36,0.13,0.87,0.0,-0.5859,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,11,0,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24422437172901976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995795600261354,0.0,0.1911923748245906,0.0,0.0,0.17475376763867653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528874621276706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998883072175342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26565919087739714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960251225783952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635070500021964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547676418821748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194878951403026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094387113927364
socialanxiety,ssultrainstinct,2019/08/29,I am 18 and i don't have a gf yet. I am a loser at this thing. Most of the time i like someone who doesn't like me back. Maybe its about looks.Love thing is just dumb luck some get it some not.,-2.6475362318840574,-0.9978786521739114,-0.28695652173912833,110.77507246376813,96.3913043478261,3.066666666666667,9.840579710144928,3.1291,-2.439002898550725,146,1,44,0,6,48,37,46,0.14300000000000002,0.685,0.171,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,3,7,3,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,4,5,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234477679754836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197681071892817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.411008911542289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42259147240714295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35640863975337583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5589117674323619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24527975919444636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Curiouzity,2019/08/29,"Emotional Response. It's your choice to have it or not for your thoughts, situations or basically anything in your life. It's a conscious decision that only you can make for yourself. To react or not and you can choose how you want to react. Just be aware that you have a choice.
And about thoughts. Like many things in life they are are uncontrollable, so don't try to resist them, let them be there. They are just thoughts they are not you. Just choose how you react to your thoughts. You have control over that.

I hope this will help all of you.

Stay positive!",1.7904761904761877,4.5365286296296325,1.9500529100529107,94.82166666666667,86.77777777777777,5.307936507936508,21.603174603174605,6.868970318607317,0.5056619047619044,444,15,92,6,14,133,60,108,0.022000000000000002,0.845,0.133,0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,12,5,1,8,3,0,1,2,0,14,2,0,7,1,29,21,8,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,18,2,12,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,18,3,0,4,1,70,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902968076994715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303776297875939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23105143007394016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376777192336331,0.0,0.0,0.2040121448517606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003912173940573,0.2901653078313771,0.10034983519480298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710851379515465,0.2082470350432572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15621871165437318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088227909664435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893293302667255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646104056433034,0.0,0.0,0.6522701335945822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394555774342876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115237907391944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hashil1,2019/08/29,Y'all should try no fap If you dont fap ignore this. But if you do you need to stop it. I am not saying that no fap will make your anxiety disappear. But it will surely help to reduce your anxiety to a great extent. Just try it,-0.4291156462585022,1.6957285714285746,2.0439795918367345,94.95399659863949,89.81632653061226,5.715646258503401,14.289115646258502,7.1686216300943375,-0.2668802721088439,176,3,41,3,6,60,33,49,0.19899999999999998,0.603,0.198,0.4423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,12,8,4,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735650372847407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627560016882581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412477081764544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746522737516224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066074971892292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22950570653289046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24614331542836346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587731977748382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29171963409958257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202885295047976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,okappa_deswa,2019/08/29,"Working at call center.... Want to end it all So i got a job as a advisor for a big tech company. I applied cause im in a hard economic situation so i thanked yes to the first job i got. Problem is that i have terrible social anxiety. 

In training ( we have a class) i did not speak at all. I always said ""i dont know"" or ""im not sure"" whenever i was asked a question cause i dont want to answer wrong and people laughing at me. Now after training i have had 3 sessions with a mentor. It went terrible. My mentors said that im not asking enough question to customer and the last mentor went full ""cmon man ask more. Keep a conversation with a customer. Why are you like this?"". 

Im so down atm. I feel like shit. A useless sh*t. I cant to anything right. I always fail at everything i do. I hate myself. Lately i often thinking about kill myself. I dont see a way out of this anxiety. I dont see myself succeeding i anything. Even if i tried my best i fuck up. Am i a fking retard? I always been like this. 25 fking years have i lived my fking life and i cant even hold a conversation with a stranger on phone. Im so tried of living like this. I dont think i can handle this work or any work at all.",-0.5954296875000011,1.5166596914062538,2.41828125,91.97359375,90.7578125,5.23125,20.109375,6.770275591412753,0.3972484375000001,915,31,205,13,32,323,134,256,0.193,0.705,0.102,-0.9672,2,0,0,0,0,1,39.0,1,1,0,7,9,19,4,0,16,1,20,3,1,2,4,33,41,11,1,4,6,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,0,1,9,8,0,2,7,0,1,2,10,10,0,1,10,7,37,9,25,31,7,25,0,2,2,1,16,15,2,6,11,132,46,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203321381684327,0.0,0.0,0.05538950330561531,0.0,0.12461965213552287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405453901755607,0.0,0.22843719445159086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854778460267883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317062316259924,0.0,0.0,0.1673453187588584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773000874353243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214144943745923,0.08416070215998102,0.0,0.10759529336058883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320294676366268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04118409540716257,0.05818864243427309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928221680524838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530017811521003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302876818924464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296413721727463,0.08041604353878365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399055254110676,0.0,0.1616551870410925,0.07239743076219496,0.09011351271467934,0.0,0.04476336390434964,0.06639347235797766,0.09188032590448952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753128149304655,0.15917146428071366,0.0,0.1438455290144572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646789858307304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793764934085429,0.0,0.0,0.1824876214765748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955874692473925,0.1549571907588962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981187385880072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360832665143779,0.0,0.09155438663387193,0.0,0.08302908245130661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676664546655164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498917844242274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438108087714593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059982519770786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608387268824607,0.06465204785536548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510118684681818,0.07349689872228166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789199132434447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905393071380006,0.0,0.052451802152470216
socialanxiety,imxort3451,2019/08/29,"Hey guys I'm a M (22) and just completed first day of a Spanish class for native speakers with only 8 people in the class. I'm the only guy there and there are 5 hot girls. We have to speak only spanish in the class but I find speaking it very cringey but  I made the class laugh when I made a good punchline. How do I stop feeling uncomfortable around beautiful girls, I'm an 8 on a good day. So much talking in class that I'm just not used to, what can I do to become more free?",2.018373786407768,3.1371215533980568,3.52251213592233,92.73969053398059,76.18446601941747,6.315048543689321,23.55461165048544,6.6274283507984215,0.4643990291262132,372,11,87,3,8,123,65,103,0.057,0.7170000000000001,0.226,0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,9,0,5,0,0,4,0,17,13,7,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,3,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,6,5,11,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,49,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749033886734828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21698994021309947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059991022494856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534187693224905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934308608404224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957354696932065,0.16712056341487724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32958590123557596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38908001838487977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37181663033303264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443089234771933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482816678331267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621023490897355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426094297090096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579182449224326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969033103634182,0.0,0.16211150942071095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NOVIIUM,2019/08/29,Kinda of a long shot but.. ..is there anyone here from UTD (University of Texas at Dallas)? Anyone from there that has no one to hang out with like me? PM me if you are so we can chat or maybe even one day meet on campus. Worth a shot. Btw im a comp sci student,-1.6717105263157883,0.265030315789474,0.8519078947368435,101.64523026315793,96.71929824561407,3.5517543859649123,10.633771929824562,5.148860815047168,-1.7575596491228074,196,2,50,1,8,66,48,57,0.039,0.878,0.084,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,9,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,32,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993675757737446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302918089407431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358528364184793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857156300569759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445484906889014,0.0,0.0,0.3160110806145395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35874225334894105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839432792291548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sjamesk8,2019/08/29,"Need advice. The more “successful” I become, the more my anxiety intensifies, and the more I rely on unhealthy coping mechanisms. I’ve had a protracted struggle with social anxiety, the severity of which has fluctuated greatly over the past several years. Social anxiety is not the only form of anxiety with which I contend, I’ve also dealt with debilitating hypochondria and health anxiety. 

These things stood as obstacles to the realization of my potential for a long time, but once my suffering reached its nadir, it’s like some inner impetus to fight back was awakened.

Long story short, I finished my college degree (after initially giving up due to anxiety issues), got additional certifications, and started grad school. In conjunction with that, I was able to find some gainful employment, and I currently have a pretty decent job. Somewhere in the midst of that I met a very vibrant and beautiful girl, with whom I have a quite healthy relationship, and we actually just got engaged. 

That said, my anxiety has been coming back with a vengeance, and social anxiety is the main component. I don’t know how to deal with people or have normal conversations, merely being around strangers makes me so uneasy—I’d go on, but I’m sure everyone around here understands. I’m now a 30-year-old man, but painfully shy. I’m close to finishing grad school and have been doing some teaching of 100-level classes—this is something I’ve wanted forever, but in reality it is horrifying. 

I’ve been using benzodiazepines frequently, and when I don’t use those I drink (though I never mix the two). This is leading to a dependency, but I don’t know how else to deal with people and behave as a normal human. At the same time, it’s incredibly alarming and disconcerting because I begun to notice that my cognitive abilities and memory are not as strong due to these bad habits. Also, I previously was in excellent shape, however, I’ve also taken to eating bad food frequently, and while I’m not “fat”, I’ve become out of shape. All of these things feel like a self perpetuating cycle from which I’m unable to break free, with the immense dread I feel at the prospect of interacting with most people being the catalyst.

The common denominator in all of my struggles is an inability to talk to people normally. If a conversation is not about a topic I find fascinating, or with a person I find exceptionally compelling, then I often have no idea what to say. I know people can sense my tension and social fear, which further exacerbates things, as it creates an atmosphere of unease. 

I don’t really know what I want, maybe just some advice. I really don’t know if it’s possible for me to overcome the social component of my anxiety, I feel like this is just the way I am “wired”, and thus it is immutable. I guess this is a vociferous cry to the void, hoping someone can perhaps offer something to help. I believe I may be on the autism spectrum as well, albeit highly functioning, though I’ve never been officially diagnosed, and at this point there’s probably no point. I really would like to avoid pharmaceutical remedies and get away from substance based coping strategies. 

I know I haven’t delved into great deal regarding the nature of my personal social anxiety, but I’m assuming my story is not at all dissimilar from others on here, it’s simply very bad in every conceivable way.

Thank you to anyone who can offer insight. I’ve achieved a lot of great things given my history, but I now don’t know how to maintain it and advance. I feel as though I’ve hit a wall, and I see myself moving in a dangerous direction because I have become unable to endure the extreme social discomfort I feel without some type of crutch.",8.379292130365661,8.33094168676471,8.878449920508743,64.14241653418125,61.54411764705882,12.233704292527824,37.34896661367249,11.685343192404456,4.711953100158982,2977,129,480,83,37,997,326,680,0.147,0.72,0.133,-0.5349,4,1,3,1,1,1,79.0,1,1,0,8,26,32,2,9,40,0,45,7,1,10,6,114,87,49,0,10,21,0,5,4,0,2,4,2,0,6,34,38,4,1,19,1,1,5,17,16,1,1,15,8,53,17,84,66,16,66,0,1,1,0,33,32,0,17,30,337,87,14,0.05479709009993145,0.0,0.05347405536225595,0.0,0.0,0.10709416449593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146363946581546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191962394021632,0.0,0.0,0.03831539949367827,0.0,0.0,0.09756205569337363,0.0,0.0,0.051483669958787386,0.08427115972867237,0.13725984407238054,0.06680759503343242,0.1815572424799608,0.0,0.061737555770917725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720284105513982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019203040165254,0.0,0.16948018128263226,0.0,0.055617892981745486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053680286827853085,0.0,0.05607110328077042,0.045775937369468736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04616891178830894,0.05236096786819127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166196086030536,0.13853527611429814,0.07829410423273467,0.0,0.0,0.1502506428550432,0.0,0.06626085885979678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028629217910725733,0.05256636198880666,0.031142449103227943,0.0,0.08765247752472342,0.1812419558576892,0.06036517262363805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824674434877261,0.0,0.0,0.03672933442089858,0.057896134259591676,0.0,0.054425874686879684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185924479809154,0.0,0.05719392533336879,0.05437765659447124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080533355848652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708436125956924,0.0,0.0,0.096987400749151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04658652644047594,0.0,0.0,0.03657748314808231,0.0,0.05505104223488798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824063473154738,0.0,0.04063134797769168,0.08452578803703377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106854132222487,0.0,0.062386850271439726,0.0575003281971549,0.058357112572872676,0.0,0.0416756562724473,0.0583079673484422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052310022920371055,0.18994701339099224,0.09569341090592856,0.0,0.0,0.1036019242584473,0.06177548567359119,0.0,0.05574834054112464,0.0590805311993857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05828345042842203,0.0,0.0,0.10531325723310136,0.0,0.0,0.058831567528834526,0.0,0.0,0.05212458109240442,0.04357684544161562,0.0,0.11091516131629836,0.04366618620647373,0.0,0.05716531577551628,0.12381022888268428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910111281762275,0.04642939661839335,0.08437095420505941,0.0,0.0,0.038785662411806386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114571632592538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051645608922261735,0.0,0.0,0.04404382534544348,0.0,0.05044979834277802,0.0,0.0,0.14561900711924905,0.0,0.1615135884094795,0.0,0.06390524780759102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352879469902497,0.057045703317205224,0.0,0.09465418396267217,0.0,0.09042667629594148,0.06464148696917718,0.08699075905345909,0.0,0.0,0.049269164865801296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052822439417613616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892628060166968,0.0,0.0,0.07057505886237096
socialanxiety,G30ME7Ry,2019/08/29,"Hanging out with a friend tomorrow It is the first time in my entire life hanging out with someone(I'm 16),I don't know what to expect and have a lot of anxiety :(

Any tips?",1.7985294117647044,4.410680323529416,2.6485294117647062,91.21338235294121,84.0,5.752941176470588,23.20588235294117,7.1686216300943375,0.9950235294117648,137,5,27,2,4,43,30,34,0.125,0.7879999999999999,0.087,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,19,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33057284071129,0.0,0.3718743620753519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134866329044077,0.0,0.0,0.3755689380948571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671544513408541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433552932941577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132750528980319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834558260303964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Solar_roads2016,2019/08/29,"I can't get out of my own head. I have always struggled with anxiety and meeting new people. I am now a upperclassmen in college and have never been to a party. I want to, but every time I'm invited I say no and end up staying home upset and disappointed in myself. I have never drank before and I am not interested in drugs but I want to get over my fear of this new situation. I know a lot of people with social anxiety enjoy a drink to help with new interactions and I don't want to depend on that to get through this. I am terrified of people's judgement and that I will somehow be ""shamed."" If anyone has had similar experiences with situations like this, I would love some input to help me push myself out of my comfort zone.",3.628083538083537,4.883885837837838,5.84240786240786,77.13944717444718,72.37837837837839,8.625061425061427,26.96805896805897,9.095868883498916,2.2216270270270257,576,20,112,12,11,203,87,148,0.17600000000000002,0.655,0.168,-0.0813,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,4,4,0,14,5,1,1,2,28,24,10,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,5,13,2,0,1,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,1,19,5,25,18,3,18,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,5,9,86,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217741038215491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239131910029651,0.0,0.0,0.10233063370771528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453223220729112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433663185376013,0.16971839405850378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296217881394328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330535667970165,0.0,0.0,0.14315741833450862,0.0,0.16468332873669936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22938395919720506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019631054703994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618931900074688,0.0,0.14679999409159708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042959100022061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149873610012611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442069861966827,0.1320856994142092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257467641933577,0.4240343704264295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043799387407425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638261033294013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32900484811521763,0.0,0.14918439009525122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598857707851346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529957657110731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533728725023902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589613215355998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396214092744674,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lonelylamb1814,2019/08/29,"Just started college... I can’t take this I dropped out of university to do a different course in college. I’m currently on the second day of that and... right now I’m alone in the toilet, and I plan on staying here until the end of lunch. I tried. At break I sat with some other “quiet” people. I asked if I could sit with them because I had nowhere else to sit. So I sat and that was it, they talked to each other and didn’t say a word to me. I hate the class. There’s two people in particular that just don’t stop talking and I know there will be trouble pretty soon. I thought I could do this, but I can’t. I have zero friends, I know nobody here, and nobody will even speak to me. I’ve already emailed my uni about going back and I’m praying they let me. I wish I would’ve just went where my other friends went, but I thought it’d be good to do something I’m interested in (or I thought I was... now that I’m here and these people know a lot more than me, I just don’t even want to try). I just needed to rant. I don’t belong anywhere and I’m kinda starting to feel like I want to die. College is a full day, 9am-4pm, whereas uni was a couple of hours a day, so it feels exactly like being in school again, but an even more nightmarish version. What have I got myself into.",0.6288385076252752,2.5118319301470606,2.48153594771242,95.21422657952073,82.63970588235293,5.059041394335512,21.47113289760349,6.037888025583468,0.044532244008714805,983,31,228,7,27,326,138,272,0.061,0.8059999999999999,0.132,0.9598,2,1,1,0,0,1,39.0,0,0,3,1,22,8,1,0,11,0,25,1,0,0,1,44,54,17,1,7,10,0,2,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,14,14,1,1,8,0,0,3,6,2,0,3,13,5,36,6,29,32,7,36,1,0,0,0,11,13,0,5,17,158,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028043491460012,0.13881231965417098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175966074907186,0.0,0.0,0.09672469436250893,0.0,0.07668037596146209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086605266369945,0.13918416892724286,0.0,0.2433723024241909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305500913714974,0.13142370755315425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508134848208926,0.0,0.11141254470851343,0.0,0.0,0.2492491943003109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720633995046007,0.08986435367307583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436998127427632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148931807532319,0.10550662821160847,0.1006057010012994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419151702536185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387774610929185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073925733896007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862872959927615,0.0,0.12290921529008253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694210322663528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327164186021786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616207045134191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797358473334722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742391596025608,0.0,0.1000332040093775,0.0,0.12730612837213826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683923639870116,0.0,0.0,0.17806952482952498,0.13407533229739724,0.0,0.10516601696097297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945783752907272,0.20221036752360164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995894691367888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080621564549725,0.0,0.12287848710108755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483883238432387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321705730092146,0.0,0.0,0.14465221567758862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935755971528922,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tefikos,2019/08/29,"Most painful struggle in living with social anxiety. Hi I would like to know what is your biggest struggle on this.

I want to gain more knowledge on this topic to understand my own symptoms better.

\- Loneliness?

\- Low self-esteem?

\- Being in your head all the time?

\- Lack of human connection?

\- Or something else",3.140000000000001,6.27522475925926,3.4313888888888897,82.48375000000001,88.44444444444444,5.662962962962964,27.12037037037037,7.1686216300943375,2.0884148148148154,243,11,37,4,8,75,46,54,0.248,0.614,0.138,-0.7969,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,0,6,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,10,6,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,9,4,5,7,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,2,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911328709158796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209700613055507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087157637857118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564159074973712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730980801625564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206300697570767,0.0,0.2206201707179184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26585565778144754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606457285153514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25468835174040544,0.0,0.19234503060098293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223903032661162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596875126101653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456882520877949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601003545256682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736669635097993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748469728843294,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CandidLetter,2019/08/29,"Dreading back to school. I'm afraid that everybody is going to hate me and judge me, and I feel as though everyone is going to think negatively of me. I'm afraid that I will embarrass and disgust myself. I feel as though I won't be able to cope.

Please help. I don't know how to deal with this. 😓 I'm so scared.",-0.2302611940298505,1.9040572238805995,1.941921641791048,96.05676305970152,88.70149253731344,5.738059701492538,17.330223880597018,7.1686216300943375,0.011270149253731264,242,6,58,4,8,81,42,67,0.239,0.691,0.07,-0.9176,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,9,16,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,2,9,0,9,13,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,36,12,1,0.2572473968159393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780736921729636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652107704219448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458109117526315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26014402649913826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923992477581686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539785462626783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242750754332584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413764416894108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28238039176047675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575495213839725,0.2603480993607854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483374468503198,0.5054885225105733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LopsidedPassion,2019/08/29,"What do we have to do with anxious people They  are obviously braindead subhumans. I see two possibilities, we can send  them to the roma people to learn, the masters of using other's  weaknesses in the psych to scam in awkward or stressful situations, they  lack anxiety or depression. Or we send them to the gas chambers.",6.6901724137931025,8.212516465517242,7.765000000000002,65.21750000000002,65.3793103448276,10.627586206896552,36.91379310344829,10.686352973137794,4.536641379310344,257,13,40,7,4,87,41,58,0.302,0.698,0.0,-0.9571,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,3,0,4,1,0,4,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,1,1,11,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,1,8,0,9,7,1,4,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,3,0,33,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337838276221665,0.3452419951124814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632135798842136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237303263910524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445190613968073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435243255896203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435081799071256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500647618790557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29852764258062703,0.0,0.0,0.2639410298480364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yasiryobel,2019/08/29,"When I talk with someone I think that they have figured out everything and I'm clueless, missing out on something and worthless. So I was talking with an acquaintance about normal college things when suddenly a strange feeling of anxiousness and dread dawned over me. Idk why it happens, I know that everyone is lost here in this world and no one has their shit figured out but it happens everytime to me. Anytime I have a conversation about studies or career with anyone my heart sinks and I'm lost in some other dimension. I have sufficient self-confidence and I am pretty self-aware. But this dread, this dread claws upto me anyday, anytime. Idk what I'm supposed to do, I know that isolating myself is not a good option, and I socialize adequately and not every conversation gives me anxiety. Its just sometimes talking with someone totally irrelevant, on a totally useless topic makes me feel so bad that I can't concentrate on anything and my whole day is ruined.",6.857481060606059,8.340536755681821,6.95840909090909,71.297196969697,64.9659090909091,10.184848484848484,37.96212121212121,10.317481424215053,4.38374393939394,783,41,124,19,12,251,109,176,0.253,0.718,0.03,-0.9882,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,8,12,1,3,5,0,11,2,2,1,2,35,26,16,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,16,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,3,2,20,1,18,23,4,14,0,6,0,0,9,10,1,3,4,93,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770620134688548,0.1738235026923527,0.0,0.10758589184676677,0.0,0.12661767458558446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847073617412127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992301096502138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963778574615814,0.14702447320140052,0.13828382030113046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559739874776946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476011997901481,0.0,0.12905454953556295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721243857227457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233060704593487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691202128845415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359233541393355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270599283835724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075490008021852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426281525876947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653588414453926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210292238464429,0.0,0.15794007385621747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684585423224498,0.2607384033107244,0.11845269100758933,0.15217628679301765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371012252990961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222098006148898,0.09859039334478016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883910942021566,0.17178462806302766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pendorasbox,2019/08/29,Asking previous manager to be your reference for new job has got to be the most unnerving thing Felt so awkward for hours waiting for a response then not even receiving a response. Is this normal to feel this awkward to ask someone to give you reference,10.963829787234037,8.711424638297878,10.396276595744684,62.38250000000002,57.93617021276596,14.506382978723408,49.03191489361702,13.023866798666859,6.539944680851064,206,12,33,6,2,67,35,47,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.4994,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,8,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,25,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.547176667736202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329262762950236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797268113050122,0.0,0.2809899847627512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807366375890661,0.0,0.0,0.23405901498264084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882013935993153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904100625330591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826432852679544,0.0,0.0,0.2867349574987741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479614757192522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442371928088376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BevvieIsOnFire,2019/08/29,"Anyone else dread any type of plans? I’ll dread it less if it’s plans with myself or plans with close friends. But in a social event where I know no one there or they’re all acquaintances to me, I absolutely dread it. I hate going to classes if I don’t know anybody, and I hate going to work because I can never seem to make friends at work (currently not working but back when I was employed). I know I can’t keep living my life like this, literally dreading 90% of any time I leave the house. I have a social event tomorrow with only acquaintances so I hope everything goes well.",3.507435897435897,4.9401040170940185,4.406495726495726,86.6246153846154,72.93162393162393,7.593162393162394,25.82051282051281,8.167268648758528,1.4639846153846157,458,15,95,7,9,148,78,117,0.156,0.7170000000000001,0.127,-0.0905,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,6,6,11,2,4,3,0,5,1,0,1,2,21,16,9,0,3,7,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,6,1,1,1,0,15,5,11,15,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,6,9,57,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23028210585203826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839006117722835,0.1734848035520936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019396753777296,0.0,0.1032137908990945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144224247252168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521707880489507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616270767162988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924529825219854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33433005795744203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816952762992776,0.0,0.19536855363201874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504963198731665,0.0,0.0,0.27915582618709955,0.0,0.0,0.17928176788128888,0.0,0.0,0.11959327908652727,0.08271950865823899,0.0,0.14950960634219793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302010483604605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130587353244339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473326906632632,0.12877285793432072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541394184153683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451937788348253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872983575096124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223590304925722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697933717725679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chameleon_Girl_,2019/08/29,"I don't know how to make a phone call Hi! I have very bad phone anxiety but I have to call a hair salon to set up an appointment. My mother used to call for me but I'm 16 and I really need to overcome my fear. I am ashamed to ask this, but here it goes: how does a phone call like this usually go? What is something they need to know (besides time)? I'm so worried I'll stumble over my words!",-0.8386206896551727,1.0737074942528722,1.637482758620692,98.8182931034483,89.0,5.319080459770115,19.044827586206893,6.742157984588678,-0.04553241379310391,300,9,76,4,10,102,57,87,0.191,0.772,0.036000000000000004,-0.9303,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,4,0,5,1,1,4,0,13,15,7,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,10,1,10,15,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,3,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897594607195998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698355739398642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168565375533724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.742015618971344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897937528840728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442762939463724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324642542813403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968057176744786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887540787387809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126517004746012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694098608056157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163815271718014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985732789927355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593239440421827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569033012395605,0.20008224558651366,0.14989558239231782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844932343388538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sa_throwlol,2019/08/29,"There's a party going on at my house There's about 40 people here. I'm in my room pretending I don't exist. Your posts are keeping me company. I've never been invited to a party, not even one at my house lol",-0.14021739130434696,1.818311500000004,3.1327826086956527,88.98830434782612,86.17391304347827,6.288695652173913,17.895652173913042,7.554174236665415,0.4938921739130433,163,4,36,3,5,59,36,46,0.0,0.78,0.22,0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162720503375865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609257423023987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7556471527245413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910450875883494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25254310334605057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22188286313478486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270067365100824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135984840646099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,adxre99,2019/08/29,"Breakups with SAD Is it only me, or do breakups seem SO much harder for someone with SAD? 

I got broken up with earlier this week, and have never felt so lonely. Because of SAD, I’m generally a really lonely person/don’t have friends and now my one and only person is gone? The only person who made me feel okay about being so lonely in the other aspects of my life? I have no one to talk to about life now, it’s back to my wholly internal world. 

I don’t know man it’s hard and I don’t know what to do.",1.0872897196261704,2.865262261682247,3.360570093457945,90.02683644859816,80.58878504672897,5.775327102803737,19.111214953271027,6.742157984588678,0.13067551401869126,390,9,85,4,10,134,64,107,0.24,0.718,0.042,-0.9734,0,6,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,3,1,10,2,0,1,1,16,19,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,4,3,9,2,14,14,1,9,0,6,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491901097303742,0.0,0.1182733507637846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810280580718166,0.0,0.18629050780415327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990007994194238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517625225707407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380463291831733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213257644873311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27408542449953005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358728382257009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426276990485228,0.0,0.1496408929566548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629471906486546,0.44268495312445305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082347455343671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242947682477724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662935681327205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643932941830963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594666449087607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556318772424965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Blakstik,2019/08/29,"I feel shy to greet people i already know I feel very shy .. and mostly i try to avoid it.. i know how it sounds..but i am pathetic when it comes to this.
When i have to greet someone i already  know..many thoughts run in my mind..
'How to greet  them?'  'Will it be awkward?'  ' will it appear like..i am greeting  them in a way that appears  like we are too close than we really  are?'  'Do i know them enough  to greet them too well?' ' do they feel bad if i greet them by just saying  a few words..keeping it simple'
This has been a huge problem to me since my childhood..it started when i used to go to my grandma's house when i used to go for holidays in childhood.. they are a joint family  and i don't  know what to say or how to greet... believe  it or not.as we used to approach their house..my heartbeat used to go up i can hear in my ear..and i used to get stomach pain. I don't know how to react..thats my problem..i don't  know how they will react..i am too shy and too sensitive  to criticism. 
I had terrible social anxiety too since then.. have it now also. But if i feel like..i am connected  with someone..i don't  feel that anxious around  them. I know  who they  are..they know who i am ..fine. but i feel connected  with very few people. 
I used to get terrified  to meet people.  Evennow..thats a really  hard part for me.",-0.28535573122529456,1.8375715579710168,1.8232674571805028,96.8872134387352,88.85507246376812,5.084584980237153,19.233201581027668,6.574015621080383,0.01394347826086939,994,30,233,12,33,331,115,276,0.113,0.8220000000000001,0.066,-0.9174,0,1,0,0,0,0,57.0,3,0,11,0,19,9,0,2,5,0,24,2,1,11,0,50,55,20,0,3,7,0,7,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,15,11,0,1,15,1,0,8,4,6,1,0,3,10,43,3,31,48,5,25,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,7,9,151,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095190629531384,0.07591687510697599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262251832062644,0.10724584061317907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845093718766963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926403438994642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695555812805874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177528486899921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808986030298487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949319214079783,0.0,0.2880020290834244,0.06781925127892105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919582795838204,0.0,0.1618556800824686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850401891035257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699496607752987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953847774646727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437968894626825,0.0,0.0,0.4695479956132641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913655329750405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962458803381736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585399152275467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101406045626088,0.0,0.0,0.1028018192280314,0.0,0.19744113849315836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167370138274866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163140209659495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098705374609836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705702629336454,0.0,0.0,0.09677094997677377,0.08043535198081984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719317146299061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536519453094292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445241736787903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919432401461781,0.0,0.15665724877066914,0.0,0.07535239345294127,0.0,0.0,0.08535503164845794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sithby,2019/08/29,"I think I made a new friend but I’m not sure? Hello! I’m just gonna dive right in I suppose:

So, fall semester just started at my college, right on the heels of me getting my first job as a waitress. All is going surprisingly well and, although I’m very exhausted, I think I’m doing ok. Second day of the semester and we do partner work in one of my classes, ok. I panic, but this semester I promised myself I would try and bear through it all, because I’m trying really hard to get my life together and on track after doing nothing for a very long time. I end up with someone who has the same type of source material I picked, since everyone else had something the professor was more familiar with. 

He breaks the ice immediately and we hit it off really well. I act myself, although occasionally I get awkward or act kind of fake, I try to go back to being me. I warned him that I can be a bit of an airhead so I hope that could have helped him kind of understand me if I did something dumb, haha. Regardless, I had a lot of fun doing the assignment with him and I think he enjoyed himself too.

I feel like I made a friend, but considering I haven’t actually made a friend in about 5-6 years, I don’t know if it was really that or if it was just partner work. I would love to sit next to him in class come Wednesday, but I don’t know if that would be weird, since we were kind of forced to be partners in a way? I don’t know. I might be overthinking it. I haven’t really even gone out in like 4 years so my social skills are ridiculously rusty.

I guess my question is, would it be weird for me to just go into class and sit with him?

Sorry for mobile formatting and for asking such a weird question. I just don’t entirely trust myself to not fuck stuff up sometimes!

Thanks in advance! :)",2.9703144409937887,4.205143290760873,4.606366459627328,85.44608695652173,73.97282608695652,7.974534161490682,26.186335403726712,8.527137837955566,1.6718878881987584,1393,48,299,25,28,470,183,368,0.10300000000000001,0.71,0.188,0.9905,1,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,3,0,0,5,15,32,3,2,16,3,35,5,1,4,3,63,68,24,0,11,17,0,2,2,6,6,2,0,0,3,13,18,0,0,10,0,0,9,8,10,2,3,11,2,51,22,44,43,6,43,0,0,0,2,25,17,2,12,15,203,64,10,0.0,0.0,0.09252650714146073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886399390182835,0.0,0.0,0.07290746895510218,0.0,0.057798808946588925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351425589565257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167538407921814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570267135622469,0.0,0.0,0.061148323084978334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920640331521925,0.0,0.0839786230194936,0.0,0.0,0.06262491709176106,0.0,0.0,0.09060052458279842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04794169855978947,0.06773639987979747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065023938958568,0.0,0.0,0.21976326938466187,0.08765564485531993,0.14861196803904295,0.0,0.16165794906512398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445025233300204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493629974296665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355300716532375,0.0,0.0,0.09417344633357108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409001425344636,0.0,0.0,0.29620807889853296,0.1563247907432194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697117729137607,0.09264438473667587,0.0,0.0,0.08390896638804543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060897087736221,0.08557492776939686,0.26915090189360885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058454070578302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157365453366613,0.10083763938487378,0.0,0.0,0.0909782815889595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642496147153951,0.0,0.0,0.11124586843267667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124307078552796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296562214971315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619442867103772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568651575521855,0.0,0.0,0.09665272973032606,0.08033708812026498,0.1459876129442849,0.093775213828676,0.10613848375871104,0.06711108491437386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854136391810223,0.0,0.0,0.08936273432786339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729361547437671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822623369027606,0.0,0.0,0.05528783376900437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312103718581694,0.0,0.0,0.0987065529182704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646586841776436,0.0,0.07526033918948133,0.0,0.0,0.17050151532090746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805400911778795,0.0,0.0,0.2694175899457306,0.0,0.0,0.12211648515529172
socialanxiety,-enchantedwitch-,2019/08/29,"Friendships are hard I just graduated from highschool. Now I know that people normally have a falling out of friends through the years of highschool, but I wasn’t expecting friends that I have trusted since day one to just turn their backs on me so quickly. I don’t have any bad blood between them. I’ve attempted to talk to them but I just get “how’s the weather” kinda bull shit. It hurts not taking to them anymore but holy mother of god. It can’t be my fault this is happening. And I don’t have anyone now, I’m just. At a loss on how to make friends and be social now that I don’t have the same people in classes everyday, and the workplace has people in their 30s+. I’m scared of not being able to find “my” people I suppose.",2.9545078299776293,4.507027979865775,3.8243120805369166,89.75960011185684,74.5704697986577,6.577404921700225,27.181767337807607,7.1686216300943375,1.2397914988814316,575,22,121,6,12,184,88,149,0.171,0.711,0.11800000000000001,-0.8117,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,2,12,10,1,1,6,0,16,2,2,3,0,22,24,9,0,2,9,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,1,1,17,4,19,20,1,15,0,2,0,0,11,6,1,1,8,86,23,4,0.18168133596027167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354953857146014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801790660413037,0.12703581440489106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397017328338553,0.15169632669235394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716943157245745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605344963276944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42109964844859815,0.0,0.09492099941863326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066020537784206,0.0,0.1627507911692194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944936277682377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998473108663547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212737025321757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780091346409569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311197519661153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038198501651058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189471186154835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649328053226716,0.1502886785494591,0.0,0.0,0.18520124234135693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660175412088582,0.14602857587817522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976171224158292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169968237018338
socialanxiety,in-anotherworld,2019/08/29,"Disastrous thoughts penned down (or typed)? My heart beats restlessly within my rib cage. My hands sweaty despite the cool air of the office. I can’t breathe. I need to escape. Only one more day, I tell myself. 

A partner passes by to enter into another partner’s room. I freeze like a deer caught in headlights. The scrutiny wasn’t directed at me, they act like I don't exist most of the time anyway, yet why I do I feel sick to the bones? There seems to be no coherent reason other than the endless stream of thoughts fabricated by my anxiety riddled mind. I pretend to concentrate on the laptop, eyes determinately avoiding them through the glass divider despite the absence of tasks occupying my time. 

A colleague asked me out for lunch.  I replied that I had already prepacked my own. Wrong answer. She seems disappointed. It's not a surprising reaction towards my presence in general. It is my second last day of internship after all. When was the last time I went out for lunch with the others? I can’t remember. I should have tried harder to befriend them. Why do I keep ruining things that are good for me? 

I shut my eyes tight. Focus. Don’t overthink it. She probably didn't give a rat's ass if you were coming. Your mind is the biggest enemy in your life. Shut it down. But it’s a little too late to make amends now. Oh well, it’s just one more day. 

Just one more day.",2.0898714528256117,4.756761812030078,3.2827674023769124,86.80985568760613,83.13533834586465,6.439776861508611,24.746058695124912,7.717688229018142,1.5665259762309,1086,43,207,20,31,350,166,266,0.127,0.805,0.068,-0.9412,1,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,3,1,9,11,0,2,18,1,17,12,8,2,1,30,30,4,0,3,6,0,4,2,2,1,2,0,1,2,11,5,2,3,8,1,0,6,8,5,1,4,9,7,36,6,33,19,6,38,0,2,2,1,13,18,1,5,16,139,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361566543939328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459680919649022,0.10649108792742863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013744859323134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991238052125985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591016347785286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038599530748654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353767401535918,0.0,0.11675815908394342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649580437106159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373138638892385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269405501145772,0.15702877831909362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983242795348373,0.1360166081977318,0.1395195139837784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292010776722563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811137943296984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321839853031817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829857858014205,0.10587132133799328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500860325399309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312544602172347,0.0,0.0,0.15769160136697558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534531602339395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167089890348702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248130728198027,0.0,0.0,0.22102570230432012,0.24351385068510145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451074134823437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251615943720689,0.12904399817808848,0.2512208811405209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219830585970895,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kitanoe,2019/08/29,"My current conundrum Hi, I found this subreddit by just typing ""social anxiety"" in the search bar, lol. 

Anyways, I have a conundrum in which I feel socially awkward around most human beings. The only people I feel super, super comfortable with are my good friends, so select number of people in the universe. 

I think, for me, I have this high-alert fear that people can read me really well, and it compounds on itself. Like, first, I feel uncomfortable during a social interaction at work. Then, I get anxious that the person I'm talking to can tell how uncomfortable I am, that I get even more anxious. How do I manage this? It's like, my body kicks into high gear, and once it gets there, I can't reel it back in. Maybe I should smoke less weed, drink less coffee, and meditate more? 

Also, one of the most uncomfortable moments during the day, for me, is when I pay at a store with a debit card. I'm standing there waiting for the machine to load, and I'm like, ""should I make small talk?"" And I don't know what to do with my body, so it feels stiff and awkward.",4.734596273291924,5.632312690821259,5.567732919254659,81.4796739130435,69.43478260869566,8.233126293995861,26.86300897170463,8.418075326091056,1.7577994478951,825,25,160,12,14,270,120,207,0.1,0.7490000000000001,0.15,0.9275,1,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,4,14,12,0,3,11,1,14,5,2,3,0,28,29,13,0,2,1,0,4,3,1,2,1,0,0,2,14,11,2,2,7,3,3,0,2,3,1,2,1,4,23,9,21,25,6,19,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,2,10,111,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059316687430642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133484213078203,0.2992939539699997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792132875216302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185688544655948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942759948674837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542852781724466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976460378063975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749143397426082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905918712831992,0.2679117609376963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267408281312648,0.0,0.14524028955420198,0.10234160494063896,0.0,0.20762141960876893,0.0,0.0,0.11110478678098554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27991165347978114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279892596004132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414612697366587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842096211641574,0.0,0.13307821372546885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107017749524714,0.08976125134835865,0.10074508433301063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27550224175637605,0.11566273472464607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250016659753802,0.0,0.0848600352523399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40509207745100906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129396053066415,0.11577965416878346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848777874987413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910133188961244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643560250876564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,morelife57,2019/08/29,"A unique situation and an incredibly weird anxiety, but it’s true and I need advice on it The only reason I made reddit was to share this story, because I need some advice that doesn’t come from my psychologist or parents. 

I have been friends with my group since we were in middle school, (some even since we were in kindergarten), yet I still feel the need to prove myself to them, or they’ll dislike me

To expand on that, I am always looking for reassurance that my joke is funny to them, or that I’m being a pleasant person to be around, or else they won’t like me anymore. I need these guys approval of myself.

My friendship with most of these kids came from me wanting to be one of the, “cool kids”, so I have a theory that this need for reassurance and acceptance spawns from that. (I now realize how shallow that is and I do not pursue friendships with others for those types of reasons anymore, FYI)

The entire friendship has not been smooth sailing. I’ve gone through patches where a few of them would form their own clique and ghost me and the rest of the group. Even in middle school I left this “group” because they were being incredibly mean to me. All in all, this friendship with these dudes have been very toxic but I still enjoying being around these guys so I stay with them.

Everyone always tells me that I need to find a new group of friends, but I’m a senior in high school now and friendships have already been established and I would feel uncomfortable abandoning these guys. 

Any advice for how to improve upon my need for reassurance/acceptance would be welcome.",7.674089403973511,7.182956367549673,7.0878062913907325,77.86495447019868,63.139072847682115,9.801655629139074,32.78228476821192,9.017664075816787,2.6077211920529804,1261,42,237,17,16,392,146,302,0.064,0.721,0.21600000000000005,0.9953,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,8,1,14,15,0,0,13,1,29,0,0,5,4,58,47,19,1,11,9,1,3,1,2,5,0,0,0,6,21,19,0,1,9,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,11,5,38,13,41,25,9,26,0,1,1,0,28,15,0,7,8,180,59,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869231024172903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800604733164476,0.0,0.16287749607834714,0.0,0.0,0.06655746335706751,0.0,0.07487310262393787,0.0,0.19412879601842428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425666362250802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932578226680668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194142402196844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430951497807435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176090656870287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928929432220276,0.0,0.0,0.09352250216449742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897575379334754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945477674006247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123393550126873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907310132760126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340892389993432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634004724465228,0.0,0.0,0.047816139652404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218924691923248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261044907790963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066131377420024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080046910379937,0.0,0.09452701674490904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632174326758261,0.07443734928197462,0.0,0.0,0.10867714678693972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545952827979106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012609020462684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29716018925752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192425048600492,0.11001412487742887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043203277792323,0.15632410565216429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554591635081933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075604189464372,0.05772843638232041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085799772259581,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kells_verv,2019/08/29,"I may just end my life because of this shit. I'm 25, single (obviously), developed social anxiety/phobia from the age of 10 (ruined my entire adolescent years), unemployed for the past year (apparently I'm not good with people), recently started school again in the hopes of getting that degree. Well, today was my first day of those classes, where reality had hit me unbelievably hard. What I've noticed was very hurtful. I seemed to have put an unreal amount of ""fuckery"" in whatever classroom that I was in. As if I didn't already know how bad of an atmosphere I was creating everywhere that I go. Why would I think school would be any different? It's as if you could PHYSICALLY FEEL the tension in the air created by me. I'm not on any drugs anymore, and that's by choice. I'm 25 years old for the love of God, how much more time can I waste by drowning in this shit? I could've taken some etizolam to calm my nerves, but then I knew damn well I'd regret it tomorrow, and the next day once the withdrawals started to hit my soul. Plus, what's gonna happen next week? more benzos? fuck that garbage. Looks like I can't win this battle. I've got zero friends, zero relationships actually, just constant isolation from people. I'm very fit, very well-build and am on a stable, strict diet that I don't mind (had to get addicted to something other than heroin, I chose fitness). I thought I was ugly during my SA years, up until the end of high school, but my face had grown into my big features. I feel as if I'm simply way too late to the party, like I've missed it. Haven't had a girlfriend since motherfucking high school, and that shit didn't last long. I feel like there's just way more negatives than there are any positives that are in the works ahead of me.

​

I've actually found out where I was standing in this life, at 25 - fucking worthless and useless, with zero to show for anything. Now I understand why I was a heroin addict, this world is just too much for me. From the age of 10, I've went through a traumatic experience (moving to another country, with zero language, feeling completely left-out, in full-blown survival mode), that had created this fucked up feeling for me and never went away - only progressed into bigger problems year by year, and here I was, masking the feeling with whatever I possibly could get my hands on.

​

My one and only concern is my parents. They're literal saints. Who'd never stopped giving a shit for their loser son. I have made them go through SO MUCH in regards to my bullshit problems. I'd never be able to find peace knowing they'd have to eventually identify my remainings. 

​

I just don't know how much longer I'll need to suffer in order for this disease to stabilize. It's as if I was in full blown survival mode everywhere I go - it's a completely automatic response, exact same that I remember having in elementary school. I've lost so many years to this, and now I'm having a super difficult time in getting anywhere in this life. I don't want to die as a useless homeless person.",5.227466386554621,6.203880080672274,5.997468487394961,78.55771533613445,68.36134453781513,9.042436974789917,31.681722689075627,9.255337874911486,2.7983016806722696,2428,100,453,46,40,796,286,595,0.2,0.698,0.102,-0.9974,5,1,2,0,1,2,96.0,0,1,3,10,22,36,9,1,23,0,41,17,6,4,5,71,92,28,2,14,13,2,8,3,2,4,6,0,0,1,29,17,1,1,17,1,0,8,13,24,2,6,25,9,50,12,79,55,12,87,2,10,1,4,14,35,8,8,43,281,79,9,0.06034270663601655,0.0,0.11777155427334472,0.13156491430257494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658967728930003,0.0,0.0,0.1961438922876222,0.21996898020340944,0.12310532925621633,0.06327458928537841,0.0,0.0,0.059843750413962914,0.0,0.0,0.04965690602962284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056693959244972614,0.0,0.05038363952453378,0.03678435388456195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653635967965224,0.0652090287342648,0.0,0.14453622335439506,0.0,0.0,0.07783210750532665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626262026034476,0.06304528514422045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997838215634468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068914548305612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059026745947611675,0.0,0.0,0.18306651342382368,0.04310884167781312,0.0,0.0,0.05515214066501503,0.051327475438509705,0.0,0.06616266321989407,0.0466206254604306,0.1673575798067303,0.1261062946557941,0.05788622269227357,0.102882452338405,0.0506125993859657,0.04826157490798071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336085619338042,0.0,0.05405521263037896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751076521088256,0.0,0.0599339232001133,0.0,0.0,0.06459811549139942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948832040712907,0.04918735974212241,0.06806920142872362,0.0,0.06556252732040871,0.0,0.1278655147285922,0.08844119530353703,0.0,0.0,0.05340139649863553,0.050672675875240214,0.0,0.06587119248654973,0.0,0.054461648675566604,0.057097728044606576,0.0,0.06117803336660605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06092893193035277,0.0,0.0,0.06413474747458453,0.17743532999314113,0.0447433523709468,0.1396200461026824,0.0,0.12835030616096962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870057145387153,0.06331951987866467,0.0642630131944589,0.0408897796980872,0.09178669508638368,0.0,0.0,0.06700343464142215,0.0,0.05760394140365496,0.08366806985215802,0.052688923907872415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802733507383123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547964158025728,0.0,0.06066108693660435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958114300469565,0.06478548429953765,0.06835652351096128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053502032950202,0.0,0.05493373380786477,0.0,0.0,0.2477636848555042,0.04991611049363754,0.0,0.0,0.0615117902791846,0.0,0.046454763646318654,0.0,0.0,0.08542175667835818,0.0,0.0,0.0504492047152518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038665169880656464,0.0,0.04790536872325809,0.07037263500530712,0.0,0.057197830203453134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281888570794122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493671577225646,0.0355916917995416,0.09579446361174294,0.04840327944745808,0.0,0.16276602040054133,0.11187658719859103,0.10889981406278484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04393020910918748,0.0,0.0,0.08573145495478614,0.0,0.21996898020340944,0.2720110726217089
socialanxiety,cooldrinagh97,2019/08/29,"Ending Social Anxiety: A Free Guide I Made Hello everyone!

Behold the fruit of a *lot* of work. Here is a [clean, simple, condensed, and free PDF guide](https://drive.google.com/file/d/1XJnfZinSI7kxilmAJ8A78KA9X8ivzLtn/view?usp=sharing) containing all the information I could glean—from a ton of clinical textbooks and trials—on how to overcome social anxiety.

It's taken me a while, and I'm so delighted to be able to share this with you all at long last. I hope it will help some of you. Perhaps it could be stickied?

Any questions, corrections, comments - PM me, or alternatively my email's on the doc.",4.91352564102564,8.26227509615385,4.922692307692309,75.20564102564106,76.88461538461539,7.697435897435898,27.89743589743589,8.59863814320734,2.6938743589743592,486,20,77,11,12,151,76,104,0.034,0.775,0.192,0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,8,0,6,2,0,2,3,18,10,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,4,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,8,6,10,3,5,6,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,5,4,49,12,2,0.2325351154849173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813185249862455,0.0,0.3557774537387232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37132073632029744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595709224070208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221972679192892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586338627967553,0.0,0.0,0.2309598380607629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895471551686376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057862597508074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769303965085505,0.0,0.2200303487357038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604925475043308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740805327985347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16928833355287867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Unoriginal-bish,2019/08/29,"I’m not sure I have social anxiety. Can someone help, I don’t want to self-diagnose. I have one really good friend, but I often fear her finding me weird or my humor creepy.
In some classes I’m more social, in others, I’m silent. 
Since I’m overweight, PE is the worse. I find myself holding back tears often, refusing to sit near other people, and getting nervous doing anything ever during that period.
If I make any sort of mistake, around people I know it’s “oop-Just being an idiot again!” And other times it’s “Jesus fucking Christ how the hell do I screw up THE ONE THING”
I criticize myself all the time, and question everything I do, and why effects it has on people.

Am I normal, or is there another word for the way I act?",3.594719800747196,4.925600041095893,5.26581569115816,80.94948318804484,72.56164383561644,7.5008717310087185,25.601494396014942,8.00094639256281,1.6294054794520552,570,18,106,8,11,194,104,146,0.27899999999999997,0.659,0.062,-0.9889,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,8,12,4,2,6,0,12,3,0,3,3,30,21,9,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,1,2,5,0,0,1,2,8,0,2,0,0,17,4,10,20,3,15,3,0,0,2,7,6,3,8,6,74,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325735779611393,0.17463856783603188,0.12740764664800036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137053611096069,0.14826172982564376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806400835847387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904123153467301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065087969690902,0.0,0.0,0.14968129047117695,0.0,0.0,0.18741115932043528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30444103921051624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867344306746933,0.1539695918168824,0.08701369278933288,0.0,0.0,0.13969133535358064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163263459109016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152962238891588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111711081867117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318024726046698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257124904722199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34638720039773785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657023989632832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669397769439774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374436286058806,0.0,0.0,0.13776901829007027,0.0,0.0,0.33954644607608697,0.14111434222006514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569681422207525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106461202439534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194229252705945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823346390601882,0.13219689073226046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502823469920937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972515193758214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wildlen,2019/08/29,"How do I talk to people about this? I find it really hard to talk to people about my problems, even my parents and friends.

So far the only person that I have had the courage to talk about this to is my very close friend who is going through the same stuff.

I just feel like nobody will understand, so there’s no point in telling them, and may aswell keep it to myself.

I’d appreciate any general advice on this, I’m lost on what to do.",3.915666666666666,4.504812788888888,4.551111111111112,89.15000000000002,71.1111111111111,7.777777777777778,25.0,7.793537801064563,1.0286666666666675,341,9,76,4,6,109,62,90,0.09300000000000001,0.754,0.153,0.7787,1,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,1,1,9,6,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,13,14,5,0,1,1,1,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,9,4,14,10,1,7,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,1,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932938085957585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451491505256655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064904794865995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000166956660477,0.1413127005469446,0.0,0.0,0.18079117032572528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305648967988476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124177516953552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719539143566396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581912939835742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966380573877714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592869899152808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044043463143494,0.0,0.0,0.21964023913853373,0.0,0.0,0.27426765462000324,0.17271663622931366,0.0,0.0,0.18699067882942988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892737008786086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671963769469807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22644063285817456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47696709449396996,0.17289122948226834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592310160140134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632107290081393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,martini0072,2019/01/19,"Idk what to do anymore im looking for advice, i  have really bad social anxiety and recently ive been trying to talk to more people in real life on reddit and tinder. And its been going awful. Platonic or sexual or somewhere in between it ends within 10 messages. Idk how to improve myself im down to 1 good friend left and im struggling to meet new people. Ive been going to a party college for 2 years and havent even been close to a party. 2019 is the year i dig myself out of this 20 year slump ive had but its very discouraging and how badly its going ",2.1328205128205155,3.7826288205128265,4.706333333333337,82.15950000000005,77.03418803418803,6.731282051282051,21.956410256410265,7.554174236665415,1.0281630769230763,440,12,85,6,10,156,76,117,0.156,0.763,0.081,-0.8367,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,3,1,12,1,0,2,0,15,16,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,5,1,7,2,18,11,1,17,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,2,6,56,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105404322091066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260820317829455,0.0,0.16345090674628046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752251156886487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597602167834564,0.0,0.0,0.10885789652527976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273346582036434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810022768738383,0.13823791465603275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5340812446761258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907057069401588,0.0,0.11641279264415826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384020012411503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917810150648484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285221395458451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759407647862109,0.10558387852402157,0.0,0.16273364857201653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800681486656788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229906740763795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324710115473915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118976857727136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598856577328572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184038635672975
socialanxiety,456415647,2019/01/19,"idk what to say me and my girlfriend were going to go to some local skating center with me and she was gonna bring a friend of hers but she said her friend was justing going to meet up with some other people so i was fine with that, anyways turns out she got the time the place opened wrong and asked if we wanted to meet up at like mcdonalds or something until it opened, i'm really scared to do that because her friend who i haven't met will be there she knows i am free so what do i say? i'm such a fucking pussy i just cried over this tiny shit but idk what to do",2.4818699186991857,3.3547084065040664,3.362764227642277,95.29504065040652,74.6910569105691,6.1170731707317065,20.170731707317074,5.82211442006289,-0.2497707317073173,446,8,106,2,9,142,81,123,0.141,0.7090000000000001,0.149,0.2692,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,7,10,2,1,4,0,11,2,1,0,0,20,26,10,0,2,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,3,0,0,9,10,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,4,0,0,7,3,16,7,17,16,2,16,0,0,0,1,20,10,2,4,3,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123334510243836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469615503134605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469645108044636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741210971096063,0.1891098117670927,0.0,0.0,0.34876366911473883,0.0,0.1636030592155703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241927355153934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993630294859204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418141887472007,0.0,0.21371870972670606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104456406214618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458071620718506,0.32534415119990145,0.2047974171053244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997500020549453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574781067995609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927893353957995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249946594024086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065312149811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365115854891596,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thewhowhatwherewhen,2019/01/19,Does anyone else do this/feel this way? I’m posting this under social anxiety because ultimately that’s what it all comes down to. My boyfriend and I went to a party the other night and I barely knew anyone. I saw some people that I knew from social media but I’m always too chicken to say hi so I just sat in the corner of the party and smoked while my boyfriend caught up with his friends. He saw me in the corner and told me to come sit with him. I know he hates how I’m so antisocial. I noticed a beer pong table in the center of the party and told him I could beat him. He asked if I wanted to play and I got in my head and thought about how many people would be watching and judging and talking about me. I said no. He just shook his head like why did I even bring it up. Then I said do you want to play? And he said “I don’t know why you do that. I don’t understand you.” And I don’t know why I do that either I know there’s something wrong with me and I don’t know if this is making sense but I get so nervous and I always fuck it up and I can’t even... I don’t know. I worry so much about being judged that I can’t have a decent time with my boyfriend and he’s not very understanding about it but I don’t blame him because I’m a walking contradiction. Help. ,-0.2307057179457281,1.7752526931407964,1.9100011645510653,97.2838954233143,87.05054151624546,4.440619541166881,16.877722138115757,5.642373280135919,-0.7059329451496451,984,22,235,6,31,329,127,277,0.11800000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.10099999999999999,-0.6566,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,0,1,16,9,2,2,10,0,19,4,2,3,1,50,55,28,0,6,9,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,14,21,1,0,11,3,0,7,10,5,0,0,15,7,43,4,26,36,4,26,0,0,3,1,28,12,1,3,5,152,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876084715293229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624167659833333,0.0,0.0,0.1576533366130524,0.11550994171167885,0.0,0.0,0.1053916527039155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744395735521397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422178780065136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000942167489756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865482665848296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417531016579324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892030806530654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700201174108367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870984886368507,0.1042213406557523,0.05889918659197016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016417502349937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130209884789732,0.2313964904423899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556364020146365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717359970571128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550764414397989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525123500479626,0.11429521143015985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828729179443355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579380508042027,0.0,0.0,0.12834911335968402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631198336175448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796860431761143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32170932199719143,0.08965109556113962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298374984784864,0.0,0.08678861906326511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061181815496057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949869660003268,0.06573646417031974,0.0,0.0,0.21544552325680866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472143279830654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301786895916173,0.13298760079483646,0.0894834948904988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045061232299061,0.3051763824710926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448748002905078,0.0,0.08008344033841658,0.12325761083136096,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,winnawinnaToFudinna,2019/01/19,I hate Instagram It’s where my social anxiety goes to party. It’s addicting. But I hate it. Every time I post something I’m worried what people think about it or me or if they’re judging it or loving it. People I don’t even talk to or interact with. I would say about 80% of what I post online I end up deleting because I’m worried about what people think about me. ,0.036623376623378334,2.3488620779220817,2.5844285714285697,90.24807142857144,90.55844155844156,5.157922077922079,20.687012987012988,6.742157984588678,0.5964659740259739,288,10,59,4,10,99,46,77,0.175,0.7390000000000001,0.086,-0.7096,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,10,9,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,10,1,9,8,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,5,2,38,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21254630476223046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915167501301194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885202879012285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268573354324754,0.0,0.0,0.1287759831875966,0.0,0.16427080874043587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849854300246416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596822433416734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055033783421767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734551279143401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504813446488575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987475732790272,0.0,0.15009759104801976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670966737731534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498580727149557,0.0,0.0,0.11368869585062676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960034194112985,0.0,0.13850124137672756,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NettleDevil,2019/01/19,"Im freaking out about a staff party I said I would go to this staff party tonight before realizing how big it will be, 150 people. My heart keeps racing every time I think about it. I decided Im not going to stay long but I can't shake this feeling. 

How do you work your self up to go to theses types of things? Most of the people there are at least  20 years older then me(25) wich make it hard to talk to them and Im just a cleaner so some of the office staff look down on me. I just whant to get through the rest of the day without another panic attack.

3 hours tell the party starts",0.5974523076923042,2.618854136000003,2.3200000000000003,95.55538461538464,83.64,4.806153846153847,16.815384615384616,5.8734145424116955,-0.5897076923076923,457,9,104,3,13,150,89,125,0.027999999999999997,0.813,0.159,0.9371,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,8,4,1,2,7,0,6,1,1,3,0,18,17,6,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,1,4,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,4,11,0,20,13,4,20,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,9,65,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478779447587106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963263235840586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183993525781738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750051927566276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044254646683332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428289166609593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708804498516133,0.0,0.2841993466507443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932046975406427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975270913876551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415494163633185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401576901226267,0.0,0.0,0.14816070994174482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751438802440242,0.13997665344736732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126610261507576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955734519026024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311221228407276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585592689665247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389282541260018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179832269058674,0.17766813684786745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397818462814373,0.14569340316067628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074066607618188,0.10680748532391528,0.0,0.0,0.09719760967990572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068210436526326,0.0,0.12135146901432435,0.0,0.0,0.11841097743970083,0.0,0.0,0.10734215514028984
socialanxiety,curious_girly1246,2019/01/19,"I don't like any body Seriously. There comes a point wherein I see something in someone that annoyes me. Like not being sincere, not holding your promises. I just hate people. In the past I was very emotionally dependent on others. I try to be more in control of my own feelings now and it is working. 

So sometimes it feels good to be left alone because everyone sucks. Other times I put up with other people because it is better than being lonely and you need others.

Anyone that can relate?",3.02225806451613,5.7384319247311835,4.277860215053764,80.95679032258064,79.21505376344086,5.440430107526883,27.57956989247312,6.742157984588678,1.6327556989247318,391,17,64,4,10,128,72,93,0.187,0.731,0.08199999999999999,-0.8249,0,3,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,4,11,3,0,2,0,9,1,1,2,0,13,16,3,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,3,10,6,10,11,2,12,0,1,1,0,2,7,1,1,5,50,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081232233867779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665264578581135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050866032124332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449940703079587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772362622831622,0.0,0.22320974874383628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310032121963315,0.0,0.0,0.2253821079078095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604129746968504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920159921468937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321235128726986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854702370670022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839616637413915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21833237139778772,0.0,0.0,0.19634768710190054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900161154090702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182916892534446,0.2786263563608996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899623620870654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020098904624354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013084572488614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026397752816008,0.15470085007640105,0.19874433183490686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717535084585493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643161460867273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580449782001894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462937309285808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cyberporygon,2019/01/19,"My voice went away and never came back. I used to be able to talk like a normal human, but at some point or another everything just stopped working. Chainsmokers have a better voice. So on top of being anxious and ashamed, I'm physically having trouble actually saying anything. Just sounds raspy and always too quiet.",5.423684210526313,8.011572421052634,5.62442105263158,75.04294736842105,70.40350877192982,7.3670175438596495,30.69824561403509,8.238735603445708,2.6545887719298253,256,11,39,4,5,81,50,57,0.188,0.6890000000000001,0.12300000000000001,-0.6522,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,13,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,5,2,2,6,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,4,26,2,1,0.2434718147444249,0.0,0.2375933699590481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025880539877862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25530142645812554,0.0,0.2750538491644053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003565583915902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287497845544298,0.1872147969202367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533103461428416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784668944360941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881676793904706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894803044773143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877804730921739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385506844885579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015956197873155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936185593278565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355333907253115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569342214314106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102814757181172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570081150781465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725038086925973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kjenxq,2019/01/19,"Hate university group projects I am very scared of modules that have class participation, group project and presentation that takes up majority of my grade. I get so anxious in that kind of class and I find it really very difficult to speak up. I feel like my heart is bursting. I just can’t get over it, I can’t get myself to open my mouth to talk to my group mates at all. I am so conscious of being judged by what I say, how I say it, that I will keep repeating and rehearsing it in my head, yet I still can get myself to say anything. Can anyone relate to this? Is there any way that can make me feel less anxious? ",3.625,4.625247690476193,4.666825396825399,86.53928571428574,72.09523809523809,8.13968253968254,25.904761904761905,8.515128840125781,1.4615142857142858,483,15,107,8,9,158,74,126,0.124,0.856,0.02,-0.9195,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,0,0,12,3,3,2,1,13,22,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,11,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,19,2,17,20,3,12,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,5,71,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065413236433925,0.0,0.0,0.4008763335903189,0.0,0.1240587066810784,0.0,0.14600450563189082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794214066569402,0.126751455553389,0.0,0.0,0.16216195643627745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707860332116753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751690732413779,0.18208780068690747,0.0,0.0,0.21024782069670955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15770224812856212,0.0,0.18475937710343715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668020912729496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843163096208155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366210158629912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232831048221257,0.17763197576511378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169071644082107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340046683678594,0.14260636928879047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927861032114241,0.0,0.14083059558282868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Maffajew,2019/01/19,"Had an awful experience with someone I know. While I was at work I saw someone that I knew from a while back and initiated a conversation with him and then my anxiety took over. He didn’t remember my name so he asked who I was and I told him it, and then my anxiety took over mid conversation. There was a awkward silence after I told him my name, so me being my anxious self sat there and said “uh” about 20 times and I finally broke down after that. I told him that I’m sorry and that I had social anxiety and that it can be tough for me to talk to people I know sometimes. He was extremely generous towards the situation and was very understanding, and basically helped me through the conversation. I just dont understand why it has to be so hard for me to do the basics of talking to people. I just wish I could live a normal life like others do.",3.505093917710198,4.832833668604653,5.417674418604651,79.78600178890878,72.77906976744184,9.013237924865832,27.76565295169946,9.466822959209583,2.4177660107334527,669,25,137,16,13,231,93,172,0.115,0.8320000000000001,0.053,-0.6568,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,1,8,1,17,1,0,0,0,25,33,17,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,10,12,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,17,3,27,1,20,12,0,17,0,1,1,0,23,6,0,0,10,104,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138243430395894,0.15448080591921248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783636047068694,0.0,0.0,0.10514702046926504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091782563398665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026192103231096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337610126461194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497954066280363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249497857561213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916560325172007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030088784870718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658571131914603,0.06680578243820667,0.0,0.12074668232115965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397922662898387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960092700186765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549033011901007,0.0,0.1300740232535366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265289922039867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370499887942554,0.0,0.13939239280989651,0.2317240077069361,0.0,0.13524244455702605,0.15307273019210935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198178840805204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973601432510022,0.0,0.0,0.3919917403263656,0.30385328081618584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28470882582796503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282739687065127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233893989255357,0.0,0.15724784227047756,0.0,0.0,0.09955062170318496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LieutenantSauron,2019/01/19,"Feeling shit because I got told to fuck off for no reason. I usually don’t let it get to me but when someone is hostile to me without any instigation or reasoning I get so bummed. I know they’re just words and the person who told me to fuck off was just a teenager but it’s just been in my head for the past hour. I feel so shitty and pathetic for letting it get to me so much.


I didn’t want to talk about it with my friends cause I was afraid I’d come off whiny... ",0.3858823529411737,2.1661887647058826,2.3860392156862784,96.12317647058822,82.92156862745098,5.648627450980393,21.964705882352945,6.742157984588678,0.2939694117647056,362,12,88,4,10,121,66,102,0.233,0.703,0.064,-0.9679,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,4,1,3,0,8,4,2,3,0,19,21,9,0,1,7,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,7,2,13,1,16,12,1,9,0,0,0,2,6,4,3,1,4,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969870215735945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729932114917162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081961628201002,0.0,0.15162446123061796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780006129523268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599155442970645,0.3254527682935508,0.2758874028004132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407781754565374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806458924680208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334289114201432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673523400245122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35998194305200504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939394365802395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680296961997989,0.0,0.15369267556355756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619529284148969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806805909507243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914001128243562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147710475175174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363866820327213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385964969179434,0.0,0.10382034656979897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967567499224756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,melloesc16,2019/01/19,"I am so afraid of having my hair cut (16yo male) I've always had this problem, I never liked going to the hairdressers. However, it's been few years since I realised that I am afraid of taking risks and trying something new. When my hair grows and needs to be cut, I end up walking around the block 3-4 times and then going home. However, the pressure is much worse then because I find out how bad my hair looks like. Although I'm very confident in other fields, I really struggle with trying new things. What would you advise me to do? Need help! ",3.279166666666665,5.089664138888889,3.84,88.905,74.27777777777777,6.2814814814814826,23.11111111111111,6.937597516519254,0.7155666666666667,429,12,85,4,9,135,81,108,0.221,0.706,0.073,-0.9398,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,4,11,2,5,3,0,9,3,3,1,1,14,16,9,0,4,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,9,0,0,2,4,12,2,10,12,2,17,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,11,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584876833757942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743551891605244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664224305664048,0.12150256785841478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653682710851842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821732885323351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265543331442251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335988354508607,0.0,0.1999324770045809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475367829069026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737714786075955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652186287292582,0.29558394445229313,0.15372653800239672,0.3850056558882237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072066661009554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768838809372088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487813328227907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344494265134673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837073324908456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986253415705206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241820248975747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622408656328652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706480445210163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445844768637896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20312234615477906,0.14158998083715532,0.0,0.0,0.12835443147213493
socialanxiety,lola_starr,2019/01/19,"Dating anxiety ruining my life Guys! I had a great first date (extreme anxiety aside) 🙄 I made myself just do it but now I find myself liking him, I have crippling anxiety around him liking me back, where to from here, seeing him again, what to say etc etc and it’s freaking ruining my life!!! 

I told him I was anxious before I got there which helped a little,  but it has just lasted ever since and is making me retreat inside myself and analyse everything I’m saying thinking feeling and it’s driving me nuts. Making me feel like I can’t relax and be myself at all.

Has anyone else dealt with this? How do you get through it? I feel like I’ll never find another relationship again if I can’t get past this. HELP.",2.6393553629469158,4.7200535422535195,4.292535211267609,83.74244312026002,76.95774647887325,6.904442036836404,23.599133261105088,7.882392219407189,1.380845503791983,561,18,106,9,13,188,91,142,0.11599999999999999,0.684,0.2,0.9527,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,12,9,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,4,3,25,24,9,0,1,5,0,3,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,9,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,6,25,6,7,18,3,16,0,2,1,0,12,4,0,1,15,78,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472468137510077,0.322271939965399,0.1586391563152973,0.0,0.09818772979282953,0.14388098836130586,0.0,0.1250071366740477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797739251201684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949048611770205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730623793152575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31321977148739466,0.0,0.12702155256440098,0.0,0.0,0.12620404171381727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300778962458736,0.20063787543292516,0.0,0.0,0.25668999439392504,0.1194445874965186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467314943623214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123099053200475,0.1548179620034574,0.0,0.13904184305479286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824650199378368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446430677228847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983712560872468,0.2744163043406897,0.14074174440219614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287258948566075,0.18746822840452146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830365004644656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405060272983824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076282988417986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334161104864386,0.0,0.0,0.11189975177035598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616018860085772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997803276747174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418115516663867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jonas_cool05,2019/01/19,Serious question Is it normal that you only have anxiety when you can see the person you are speaking with but not when you can't see the person you are talking with ,14.195454545454545,7.178370363636365,13.013333333333335,60.54000000000002,57.48484848484848,15.624242424242425,48.15151515151516,11.20814326018867,5.40229696969697,134,5,24,2,1,44,23,33,0.077,0.9229999999999999,0.0,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,1,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467189687121571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159909422824982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24528309105550336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.56320590291864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612845727130798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5139968070237713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25922100787123864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toxiciron,2019/01/19,"(My opinion): Connection between realistic video game addiction and anxiety? This is a transcription of something I posted elsewhere, and wanted to share it.  This is all my opinion, subject to change, and I would absolutely love to dialogue about these ideas and go in-depth on anything brushed over quickly.  Here goes:

We like realistic games because we want to believe that we could overcome if a situation like that came up in real life.  That's why I'm a big fan of games like TerraFirmaCraft, Project Zomboid, and Neo Scavenger.  But I find myself getting into a loop where I want to play as many realistic games as possible getting more and more realistic, but never actually taking action in the real world to learn the skills I'm trying to replicate.  It's like I'm trying to get closer and closer to the real thing, but the real world is 1000x more realistic than the most realistic game (obvious but true).  I'm tricking myself thinking I'll 'get there', but it won't happen.

That's why lately I've been abandoning video games and deciding to learn real skills -- like actual fighting techniques and survival skills.  I want to be prepared for the worst case scenario.  I want to be someone people can't beat in a fight, someone who could survive if society crumbled, someone with solid first aid skills, and someone who can hold ground in an invasion if, God forbid, it ever happens for some reason.  I also want to have skills applicable right now -- to be able to start a business with nothing to my name, learn to own property, and be financially fruitful.

All the realistic video games (probably even unrealistic ones to some extent!) are trying to scratch that same itch.  It must be an innate human instinct.  But the sad truth is that games can't do it.  They trick you into thinking you are becoming more skilled and adept, but the transferable application to real life is only 1/1000th of what it feels like.  They screw with the reward centers in our heads.  I honestly think video games are a bit of an epidemic issue, and a huge problem for some people (like me).

I have found that the best way to combat the coincidence of video game addiction, feeling helpless, being anxious, and having a generally low-testosterone existence is to start exercising.  I've been a pretty bad case of anxiety and shit for 25 years, but just by starting a rigorous exercise routine in the last few months, I've absolutely blasted through many of my issues with social anxiety, I've made ridiculous progress in my romantic pursuits, and I finally feel like I'm becoming a real ""man's man"".  It's insane how much difference exercise has made for me.  I haven't even changed my diet at all.  I still eat unhealthy (not recommended), but feel like everything in my life is at least ten times better now.

Huge rabbit trail-ing rant, I know.  If anyone has read all of this, thank you.  I hope it's helped you somehow.  Again, I will be very receptive to dialoguing about this stuff -- let me know what you think.",7.856676832844576,8.018030734545455,7.870809384164225,70.23311730205279,62.56363636363636,10.878592375366573,37.19648093841642,10.527976200630613,4.0481425219941345,2384,107,403,52,31,771,276,550,0.111,0.7340000000000001,0.155,0.9576,0,0,1,0,3,0,80.0,4,5,2,14,17,34,7,0,28,0,36,16,3,4,10,103,75,33,0,16,15,0,5,9,0,4,9,0,0,3,27,26,3,3,18,20,0,3,6,14,0,3,6,7,38,20,63,55,21,48,0,3,0,2,33,26,2,12,26,260,65,7,0.06493058280601975,0.0,0.12672576493900314,0.14156783874509615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192496361120055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901515437135385,0.07335307681519977,0.0,0.04540097320921639,0.0,0.05343233720515146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054214324490770814,0.03958108061466885,0.14342145474488066,0.0,0.07315453192704936,0.06814064075630036,0.057425823964081,0.07088737955066611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426328902545787,0.0,0.0,0.13737589424146554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368357384199517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783863926220735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644019614832619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577207513693015,0.058733429494064814,0.0,0.0,0.05835542107790216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132341444978302,0.1391592639910932,0.0,0.07112827968218076,0.059345376368013174,0.0552299205649968,0.0,0.0711930326357287,0.0,0.0,0.13569419842067754,0.0,0.036901546534528984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483579987764105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663751043256931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04352160097693089,0.0,0.0,0.06449071942874783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329872461029374,0.0,0.13554131790893248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136830045749896,0.052927091156350456,0.07324452558230728,0.0,0.0,0.06639592010073282,0.13758717258406467,0.2854962268973933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860238604163932,0.12287777481373717,0.0,0.13165883941470086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051826971721871035,0.0,0.04773144937103551,0.0,0.050078468303461625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623026453898782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043998643326049885,0.0493826341080973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900293811897533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319947611444823,0.062185549857300335,0.06605774567960515,0.07000615025851792,0.062129798678610924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649481539438662,0.5173365284282105,0.0,0.0667594532978837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545036294166383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665031017283223,0.0,0.07298469555874113,0.0,0.06618855226963308,0.2200618884153408,0.049986734865336974,0.0,0.0,0.13787460211792926,0.0,0.05185364730314045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432998280706023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048819717559393405,0.0,0.0,0.05977935694886185,0.0,0.0,0.043136994056818576,0.1664195827202965,0.0,0.0,0.03786154499210526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225081070967987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357453089570277,0.2297864401942936,0.05153887436156216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717950335266206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461248230759654,0.0,0.0,0.041813166494297366
socialanxiety,0674788emanekaf,2019/01/19,"Changed with age. I'm 41 years old now.

Before I was ~30 years old, my social anxiety was crippling. I thought about it all the time, in every situation. I rarely even spoke to anyone.

But in the last 5-6 years, it's largely gone away.

Has anyone else here had that happen?",0.5678441558441527,2.9907887454545445,2.063376623376626,94.2636363636364,88.81818181818181,4.5974025974025965,18.766233766233768,6.1826913282559595,-0.1181948051948054,211,6,45,2,7,68,44,55,0.034,0.966,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,4,0,6,3,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,9,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668705738309401,0.0,0.0,0.30504628138793416,0.2235022673130498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494242890150435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561447814482146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075499669131694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182221504357632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407429355575824,0.0,0.18378582818997996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289362786045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780689708483438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577862041611201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451897878469368,0.0,0.22235835834686246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317264051261824,0.12719466886999595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214100508384275
socialanxiety,padawangenin,2019/01/19,"Standing at the gym lobby counter, the cutest girl I’ve seen all day is standing4 feet from me and she’s looking at me dead in the eyes and she gave me what I think was a genuine flirty smile and I all I could do was stare blankly and then look down and back away and let her talk to the lady It kills me",2.071343283582088,2.9655838955223888,2.668835820895524,99.79519402985076,75.71641791044777,5.36,22.35522388059701,3.1291,-0.4013856716417914,239,6,60,0,5,74,49,67,0.109,0.7659999999999999,0.125,-0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,0,6,2,2,0,2,10,11,7,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,10,0,7,5,2,9,0,0,5,0,6,5,0,0,3,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190020511436037,0.26107960861391866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27108915028832736,0.0,0.0,0.21897043591315574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756425120905513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471950839609094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5702437351848928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729034398024495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175587781133676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hellomello1754,2019/01/19,"bicycle fightig So I went into the grocery store tonight on my bike and this girl employee says nice bike. I fumble for the words to say with this unexpected remark, emitting something that sounds alien. Then after grading a few items I make my way to the checker...same girl. She says something real fast that I don't comprehend until a few minutes later...""I took your bike"" Then she notices my knuckle that got a cut early and says ""what happened to your knuckle"" I fumble for the words to say and spit out ""bicycle fighting"", she repeats what I said with the most perplexed look and I turn red and scurry out the door. What was going through my head with all this talk about my bicycle, just say bicycle, then I though that sounds stupid. So I say fighting thinking it will make me sound tougher. What a day, what a day.",4.048461538461538,6.0177234394904495,4.151847133757961,86.80622243998043,72.56687898089172,6.61420872121509,29.274375306222442,7.321109707123232,1.6964908378245958,648,27,122,7,13,200,90,157,0.073,0.897,0.03,-0.7485,1,0,2,0,5,0,24.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,4,0,11,0,3,2,2,2,1,20,14,12,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,1,2,13,11,0,0,1,3,1,3,1,4,0,0,5,13,20,1,17,8,5,19,0,0,2,0,18,4,0,1,11,81,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289910518111568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058845753446611,0.0,0.1134107651485212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539366030657134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552816030820595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907665578861347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930578886882388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614407401660614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613999441663127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488468989523592,0.7893578063504142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832981206966345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113973821928437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085999595172098,0.13931821180400186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754550574888485,0.0,0.15423815910539232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255458857190558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314504280122376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mevans007,2019/01/19,Class presentation So I had a class presentation today and I presented shaking like a leaf. I had to look down because I couldn’t look up or I’d have a anxiety attack right there. So I looked up and three people where quietly laughing at me!,3.508125,5.375490229166669,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,73.79166666666666,8.966666666666667,28.66666666666667,9.516144504307137,2.7880666666666665,193,8,37,5,4,66,34,48,0.149,0.725,0.125,0.126,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,4,6,2,5,4,0,11,0,0,3,0,0,6,0,1,5,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312368314290629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438774110029841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426186996522945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767456185068598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7614956654301109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955696348129105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581381661948625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865179903476633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amac109,2019/01/19,Started a paid internship 2 weeks ago. It's been hard. I feel like I ask too many questions. I feel like I'm not doing my job right. I feel like I'm just annoying people. I dont know the office in jokes. I will mess up writing something and get an angry Skype message. Its hard,-0.908832391713748,1.2121162711864422,1.3666666666666671,96.94043314500942,98.15254237288136,3.9781544256120527,18.419962335216574,5.82211442006289,-0.2445043314500941,216,7,48,2,9,72,46,59,0.192,0.6459999999999999,0.162,-0.2023,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,14,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,7,4,2,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,22,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866776167545368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897450008480627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24944417615320594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228513786155573,0.4561538439522349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119890339383197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813215118959886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120855628285293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169700228944508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119452192116621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157840016067837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475548487414229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384269121024961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176221603188006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385284458607124,0.0,0.0,0.15064760557012746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072554894785316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nottawayout,2019/01/19,"I feel like I literally cannot speak I’m a 20 year old college student, and social anxiety is destroying me. I’ve dealt with this illness for pretty much as long as I can remember. In my past three semesters at school, I’ve made zero friends, built zero relationships with professors, and of course made no progress at all in a dating capacity. I can’t even bring myself to speak up in class even when I know an answer to a question thanks to my SA. For me it feels like some kind of mental block, this insurmountable thing in my head that just stops any words from leaving my mouth. I feel like it’s destroying my life and at this point I’ve accepted it. Social Anxiety has defeated me",5.069452614379081,5.890320830882356,5.747450980392159,80.77075163398695,68.63235294117646,9.573856209150328,29.816993464052292,9.725611199111238,2.6214307189542483,547,20,110,12,9,178,89,136,0.159,0.695,0.146,-0.2323,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,2,0,4,0,5,4,2,2,1,21,14,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,8,5,0,2,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,2,5,15,7,20,12,3,17,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,2,10,66,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836159486120814,0.0,0.24380042156986104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049471275780465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24171227371074094,0.34151312364343794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311129076642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16353625110510436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593564079541814,0.0875730818033209,0.0,0.0,0.16872573077506825,0.0,0.0,0.1125516757678457,0.2335470535457488,0.0,0.0,0.14101730267982726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015564433114582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058455003253475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171385641402521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672081347254494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211498150011488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063465768252265,0.0,0.0,0.16211344053479387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850538933814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107931342133587,0.18050937237815964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126792505323664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248689104375562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332214368489222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670553964922192,0.0,0.0,0.10586323297797427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261440517394944
socialanxiety,comeatmeyabrobro,2019/01/19,"new job, new awkwardness UGH. FUCK AH.

​

First night at my new job. I am working at the front desk of a high rise condo so I am trying to get to know the tenants and their names and what not because I will be seeing them a lot. Well, I was speaking to one guy..got nervous..was talking about how I am slowly putting faces to names and to bear with me if I reintroduce myself again. Then he lingered a bit so I was like alright..conversation initiated. So then I proceeded to keep the convo going by asking him if he had seen Bird Box the new movie craze. He said no so I thought internally 'OH FUCK. NOW I AM GOING TO HAVE TO EXPLAIN MYSELF.' So I quickly explained how the main two characters are called boy and girl so maybe it'll just be easier if I call everyone boy and girl.

​

He kind of looks at me then says ""alright well see you later"" and gets in the elevator.

​

LIKE WTF I WAS TRYING TO MAKE CONVO. What did I do wrong? Should I just sit here and be quiet and be considered rude or start word vomiting and be considered weird. those are my two choices in life.

​

is my problem that I care too much about his reaction? or is my problem that I cannot seem to keep a conversation flowing without it coming off as oversharing and relating two completely unrelated things which to me are related.

​

​",2.192248536109304,4.747004120754717,3.5141704619388427,86.1433962264151,81.37735849056604,6.6740403383214035,25.74170461938843,7.873277556716777,1.7124469746258957,1072,44,207,20,29,349,154,265,0.13,0.8029999999999999,0.067,-0.9544,2,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,2,2,19,16,3,1,10,2,25,5,1,3,0,38,48,27,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,3,2,4,2,4,9,12,0,2,5,0,0,7,4,9,3,5,8,8,31,7,25,32,4,30,0,0,4,2,25,7,2,7,17,144,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324595369863719,0.4849892709921204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218911632517881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04055121080684393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726248254737769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585285630337882,0.0,0.06782364096191132,0.0,0.0,0.0573028368212038,0.06974708067733279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635646484508489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658360299658958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299708584730965,0.06951002802312753,0.0,0.07561200297627423,0.0,0.053203742659326064,0.0,0.0,0.06586726625478803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028417484829849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202569645807996,0.11825566989971938,0.0,0.06927245543072476,0.03655876686329866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698647563541853,0.06499860540377128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586174948219321,0.0,0.0,0.056554649317969566,0.0,0.0,0.04440397021265025,0.0,0.06683031825008104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04890134467030525,0.0,0.0,0.2569895564996377,0.0,0.06242641691095827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507704774660845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730519351558153,0.0,0.06687301160320007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327768197728895,0.05290098662931682,0.0,0.0,0.10601888728989567,0.060559155858509975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047084633774263744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053467886261408255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04419427949936629,0.0,0.0,0.052811059614444565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032818072306874,0.0,0.1949470658529324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962258421369235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412486110549159,0.0,0.04842882862550547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273139476700081,0.4849892709921204,0.0
socialanxiety,oksipps,2019/01/19,"How many friends do you have? I’m just wondering what’s typical for someone with social anxiety.

How many close friends do you have? I’m talking about friends that you can be yourself around, that you see or talk to regularly, and feel safe sharing things with.

Approximately how many friends are in your outer social circle? Like, friends that might invite you to a large party. A step above an acquaintance, but definitely not someone you’re close to or knows you very well.",5.519113300492613,7.703471551724143,4.990476190476193,81.42000000000002,69.11494252873563,8.189819376026273,31.968801313628894,8.841846274778883,2.700873234811166,383,17,69,7,7,116,59,87,0.013999999999999999,0.7120000000000001,0.27399999999999997,0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,0,0,7,9,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,3,0,19,14,7,0,0,5,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,7,9,9,12,0,6,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,4,1,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972544804217405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932210897768396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913333395397368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6045746086553169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601073277744235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646015114780269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4760127331922263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602645065550092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471375495445555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190730812248735,0.2652113635557704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25158463875987097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039745782051418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913253169847455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071626326214987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972236053148174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,indiana_jona5,2019/01/19,"The Social Anxiety Challenge: Week 1 For the new year I made a promise to myself to tackle my social anxiety more & getting out of my pathetic comfort zone more often.

I wondered if some people want to join me on that journey and exchange their experiences

Top of the list: I’m desperately anxious to initiate conversations with strangers of any kind: therefore my goal for the coming week: doing exactly that at least once a day - no matter if it’s asking a random question in a shop, asking a random question at Uni to a fellow student, or e.g. for direction on the street, all counts as success!

It sounds weird, but I guess my brain just has to learn again, that unknown people are not to be feared and that I can handle a short conversation with them without freaking out 🙄

I guess it could be horrifying, but fun if more people wanna join🙈

Maybe you guys got suggestions for further challenges as well. Just keep it simple for the beginning, haha 😅",6.061333333333334,7.183411577777778,6.583333333333336,74.58000000000003,66.55555555555556,8.888888888888891,32.77777777777778,9.075114841892004,2.9927777777777784,764,32,129,13,12,249,120,180,0.087,0.736,0.17800000000000002,0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,5,5,12,0,1,13,1,7,1,1,2,2,36,20,10,0,6,10,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,1,4,1,2,2,3,3,1,0,2,1,14,9,28,15,6,20,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,13,7,91,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913314235400633,0.0,0.09987635942463932,0.0,0.22470967286682986,0.16592083500959326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746064865168573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395503816956256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126515149408455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726341890186336,0.0,0.0,0.0947187370881424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366664374847551,0.0,0.16526912399079813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767333003789247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746503009329065,0.0,0.32358682921756715,0.14542398760033906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054444226244535,0.0,0.15294207991925682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897155979278136,0.0,0.0,0.14755024650533485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184756785432578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641132294512788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30546264896359865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290551130703888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994301081145104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662749104801659,0.0,0.23561985649040285,0.0,0.13205340218706865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157704633142568,0.1592738082708238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457920240492737
socialanxiety,britneyo101,2019/01/19,"Socially Awkward 😭 TLDR: in high school wanna be able to talk like a human being before I get to college; gain social skills and make some new very good close bestie friend (and maybe get a boyfriend)
BACKGROUND:
I’m in high school. I’ve been shy my entire life and been fine with it defining me as a person because Ive still had friends even if not that many. I’m going to college in two years (I’m very excited), and have been going through high school like I don’t care about the people or talking, but I’ve realized if I’m going to be able to talk to people in college and get close to people I’m going to have get that down before high school is over.
When I talk with my best friends (even though I call them my best friends, I’m not very close with them; i wish I was close and be able to have sleepover every weekend and hang out after school because all the other girls at school are very close to each other, even the new kids). At least its not awkward when I talk in group settings with my friends, but when I talk one on one with my friends it’s boring and bland and we don’t have much to talk about (I think it’s because we’ve been friends for too long and have all the same classes together). With my family, easy peasy.
THE PROBLEM:
I know everyone in my grade, so it’s not like their strangers. even if I have a class with someone every day when I open my mouth, I’m very quiet and awkward and can’t keep a conversation going after, “how are you” because most people say like “nothing much” and even when they go into detail, I’m like “oh cool” because I don’t what to say. 
I overthink every conversation! With my friends my mind goes blank and I talk and talk (in group settings), but with other people it’s very difficult and different. And I never know what to talk about!
So I have tried to get out of my bubble, but I keep falling back with my friends as a safety net. I can sort of talk to people, but not enough to make a new friend. My friends and family advice is to get think of random stuff but, if I’m trying to do that then it becomes an awkward silence or if I do the other person gives a one word comment and that’s it.
I would like a boyfriend before the end of high school too lol! If I could accomplish that,  get someone to like me enough to want to talk to me everyday and talking to the same person every day without it getting boring would be an amazing accomplishment. And I have crushes now and then, but it’s usually from far away, I never get close enough to talk them a lot and get them to know me and at least have a chance of asking them out or (I wish the other way around).

If you could help that’d be amazing! ",4.268508749020633,4.632277767824501,4.785947244711412,88.58589396709326,70.22486288848263,7.348320710368243,26.780308174458085,6.868970318607317,1.0249710002611645,2077,61,450,15,35,662,199,547,0.038,0.743,0.21899999999999997,0.9987,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,2,7,6,23,35,0,4,22,2,38,2,1,3,4,104,78,54,0,16,23,0,0,7,11,2,1,3,0,6,24,48,0,2,6,1,0,8,12,8,0,4,6,4,53,27,71,61,17,68,0,0,0,0,54,32,0,15,32,296,77,15,0.13197415330840032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042987871733839236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039161658863269,0.0411260060474019,0.0,0.04133135378557015,0.03382665920528023,0.0,0.1340836981949942,0.048585027882166336,0.1123002841097578,0.0,0.09233248782596673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04492012204093264,0.0,0.04485214830471962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024708172144374,0.0,0.0,0.0567416072897475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045961633646868505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03896330927574074,0.13636457928249515,0.0,0.1452794726371915,0.0,0.14825855488118134,0.042035653038089225,0.0,0.0,0.08294232422686701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373863979390103,0.0,0.2298368269044542,0.04220054448952279,0.15000790534144076,0.03689788610793096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029486497688954463,0.23239656475690115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820312753770968,0.0,0.0,0.07252954323601671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03107241580703982,0.15044377841385498,0.0,0.0,0.03893099089784127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037399901900806144,0.0,0.0,0.05872918141963506,0.044600359097425935,0.044195258510046416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04441875774646384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467745854825106,0.0,0.06785773531994417,0.12746145964825512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422109198206693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942910179970527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829885216168947,0.11523474018849915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209381373913919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996742917699128,0.0,0.3116514074610504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968735293392725,0.0745475145505951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03513157643668404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503596103328588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495020518240337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637580570484835,0.04322131185204259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597345247236403,0.0,0.042973190395937014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04845029490042123,0.21778499586175287,0.02594725831790054,0.034918313335004635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117584212105983,0.042406124760218177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625004346578979,0.0,0.0,0.028329009262676074
socialanxiety,SteveFlames134,2019/02/20,leaving this subreddit this subreddit is full of people making memes and people laughing at their anxiety not trying to better and fix it ,12.942500000000004,10.89568491666667,11.961666666666664,52.05000000000004,54.0,14.6,44.83333333333333,13.023866798666859,6.351133333333332,114,5,14,3,1,37,20,24,0.145,0.742,0.113,0.0243,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317423770639845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835297039499837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591745546521938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28946588890845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6012789983841357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944210506545788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kchuluu,2019/02/20,"When I finally decided to go to gym Tonight I finally decided to go to the gym for a free session, and I ask the lady working there few questions about subscribing. She became rude so now I'm feeling bad, I dont want to subscribe anymore and Im depressed...",1.290448717948717,3.7393127884615427,3.9015384615384616,82.5267948717949,84.57692307692307,7.3128205128205135,33.666666666666664,8.344100000000001,3.2875282051282047,203,13,38,5,6,71,37,52,0.149,0.753,0.098,-0.3936,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,7,7,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,23,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620976777543032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470688886142379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206652294490738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276265230500345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097376565700583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362940354689073,0.0,0.0,0.5790181212737695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003961889981205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28547094404525397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960573951123423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558809349928406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924011398204832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BigTeyered,2019/02/20,"Why am I so awkward during conversation? (20F) My ability to have a long lasting conversation with anyone is actually non existent. I can have a short conversation with cashiers and people just doing their jobs but w someone is trying to have a real conversation with me it’s like my mind is just blank? I end up just staring uncomfortably with an awkward fake smile not understanding what to do or say and i can tell it makes other people uncomfortable & it makes me feel really dumb and uncomfortable afterwards. My boyfriend has commented on it before saying that I’m so awkward because he sometimes has to jump into the conversation to make it less weird, but I’m not sure how to help it. Also, if I’m ordering food or talking to someone in general and I didn’t hear what they said I feel so anxious about asking them to repeat themselves that we end up just staring at each other, I really hate it and I don’t know what I can do to improve on it.",4.6281698841698855,6.242354075675678,6.1473552123552135,74.5252027027027,70.4054054054054,9.177606177606178,30.511583011583014,9.606745405546679,3.0213474903474915,764,32,138,18,14,260,107,185,0.19399999999999998,0.73,0.076,-0.9752,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,3,0,10,9,2,3,5,0,17,1,0,4,1,35,31,15,0,1,11,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,15,12,1,0,4,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,8,18,2,21,29,2,16,0,0,2,0,19,8,1,3,7,99,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.15503164503235076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704618560817654,0.0,0.1721327387982609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179474918495359,0.0,0.11108376526403106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851955386754265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684407969924336,0.0,0.13518443841394434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814186869576496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606562405302076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210306532205626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684864637099194,0.0,0.0,0.17905508228930414,0.0,0.10648545537906674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765136004245406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730935677061986,0.1294981176510662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761457668978057,0.0,0.0,0.14059263117124454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31813562737152323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041076481512667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220277274693274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808258578246957,0.2035490220688338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111925771542428,0.25267543253892283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692156294055688,0.0,0.15712390008295926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973062461178374,0.0,0.0,0.12769158147001589,0.13885709163003102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786052202855738,0.0,0.0,0.1653865443228776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335309932894189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Zenasthiel,2019/02/20,"Dealing with shame and how to not spreading anxiety Hello everyone, I'm fairly new on this subreddit. I felt like sharing with you an experience I had last week.

​

I was at a bar enjoying the happy hour with my co-workers. I came from the bathroom and try to sit again, but the chair got stuck. So I feel to the ground. You know when you are falling and it takes forever, because you trying to balance yourself or grab something to avoid falling? Well, it was something like that. 

​

My boyfriend was there and he helped me to stand up because I couldn't do it by myself, so I guess everybody in the bar thought I was drunk. Wich I kinda was, but not in \_that\_ way

​

So, the thing is, a friend in that group threw a party the next day and I couldn't go, because I was too embarrassed to face them. Nobody was rude or laugh at me, they were almost worried because it looked like a painful thing I guess, but anyway I'm always thinking people are mocking at me for my clumsiness. 

So I was wondering, do you feel that too? How do you tell yourself to stop thinking people are judging you for such nonsense?

As I say I'm a clumsy person, so these things have happened to me, but this one hit me so hard I was almost in tears when remembering it the next day.

​

Also, another thing about that situation was that my boyfriend didn't go to the party either, because I think he has some social anxiety too, although is milder than mine. How do you manage to avoid that ""contagious"" anxiety with your partner or friends with social anxiety?

​

Thank you for reading! Sorry if my English sucks :)",4.781358695652172,6.2724677852564135,5.017742474916388,83.24899665551841,69.86538461538461,7.6055741360089195,31.513935340022297,8.04050195162591,2.2704761426978823,1287,56,239,17,23,405,163,312,0.14,0.7090000000000001,0.151,0.6757,0,2,2,0,1,0,60.0,0,10,2,0,21,19,3,4,15,0,26,5,1,3,0,46,52,27,0,3,11,0,5,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,19,11,3,3,10,4,0,6,5,8,1,1,19,7,40,11,33,30,2,31,0,0,1,0,27,10,1,11,15,172,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430988722130601,0.0,0.0,0.05714060124517395,0.05945426929392055,0.38709419499006537,0.4341135190167622,0.0,0.07492425866669591,0.2186441080422152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177841434026558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172271466827667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921620040708938,0.07366447100491896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827600083015375,0.0,0.06989433248923779,0.0,0.0,0.07225714124151186,0.0,0.06860568066123683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040816987199703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121629402181871,0.0,0.0571471543775512,0.0,0.15742614179856096,0.0,0.06318527922919392,0.0760625985135805,0.06400747565717747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789315724119162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036639683828018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03926846852048689,0.058243388160596335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472436199985284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060002170183781275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900934560535503,0.15198125578313804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841811642753162,0.0,0.07603058135037366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907244248513622,0.06238963552870545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147191462482037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094184264068928,0.0,0.0,0.056821958353345574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031569202723263,0.0,0.14567381117696698,0.0,0.11001537163802028,0.0,0.07998531176934143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597375550960404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372344668069411,0.0,0.06245270304585621,0.06578393436506938,0.0,0.0,0.18987967288893154,0.13735178160371614,0.0,0.05672536603211501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702322111957118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671573100311032,0.057314948553538074,0.0,0.06424444921924306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748727346619178,0.05201832817489965,0.07256356190040864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341135190167622,0.0
socialanxiety,Firifia,2019/02/20,"I can't even chat anonymously without being anxious So. To try and build my confidence, I tried to talk to people using these websites like Omegle and such. I soon learned that friendly conversations is not what they are usually used for (any suggestions about that ?).

Anyhow, there were a few people that I chatted a bit with, and boy did it not go well. Even knowing that this was anonymous, even knowing that anyone I talk to would soon forget about it, that there is nothing to be ashamed  of or embarrassed about... I just felt incredibly nervous. Freezing, turning red, my heart beating out of my chest... It wasn't a pleasant thing, honestly. 
Strangely, I don't have any problem posting this, but I would and will hesitate a lot to comment on a similar story or reply to a comment on this one. How come, I wonder...

With that said. Should I keep going until it's not uncomfortable ? Is it never going to not be ?
What do you think ?",4.4943428571428585,6.393191205714286,4.995857142857143,81.50864285714287,71.22857142857143,7.514285714285713,30.785714285714285,8.192908349453996,2.355114285714285,731,32,131,11,14,233,109,175,0.10800000000000001,0.813,0.079,-0.4389,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,1,15,9,0,3,6,0,19,2,2,3,1,35,33,10,0,4,9,0,2,1,1,4,0,1,0,1,19,8,0,1,6,2,0,4,9,4,1,1,6,4,15,5,21,20,3,13,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,5,6,107,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137364260217979,0.0,0.0,0.17753613809012206,0.0,0.1098837812816485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715684215463768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537185389992307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113906799195977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088980798857896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141463645421476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26793796575697304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18622494271016085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396832177650471,0.0,0.0,0.17273239236032106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677614410149221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360434054463147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120470265294828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079082617329742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648972826308224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789772624452866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050742035660822,0.0,0.0,0.1503724860172699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494867897462568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526243826252861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440428222197212,0.10069615107340944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133907143557754,0.17093539139946407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714563800819371,0.17307985771011264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412978125658441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514881602809818,0.17042378564255467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327142403657715,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rijat,2019/02/20,"Please click this. Sorry for saying please click this, but i had to grab attention somehow ,okay so i am here to tell people how i cured MY social anxiety. So i suggest this book (The book of now from Eckhart Tolle).
This book is eye opening. It will also cure depression or any negative feeling your having. It really helped me. ",2.0446774193548407,4.849249516129035,3.2292741935483886,85.71391129032259,86.09677419354837,6.325806451612903,22.266129032258068,7.645422480735847,1.4378967741935489,258,9,46,5,8,83,49,62,0.188,0.7070000000000001,0.105,-0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,1,0,7,6,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,7,1,5,4,0,2,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,34,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588811013312485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208669541439471,0.0,0.21608586224654974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432877155908477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428233928501578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933113306075128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582649037255506,0.0,0.0,0.6201261073464875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095507430809246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462845169282192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28793870895289164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161977739166913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468879003075804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dsrshc,2019/02/20,I need some opinions Do you think is a good idea to tell people at work about your social anxiety?,1.939,4.171886900000004,3.0599999999999987,90.935,80.0,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.4455,78,2,16,1,2,25,20,20,0.083,0.777,0.141,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,10,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038869120704982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331854065312515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44843472144488095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29454784441319803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27539565449691555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049353540280365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472045828080895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25453484906089696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289194879508721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheNeonbones,2019/02/20,"(help??/vent) school hallways and detention hey!! So i just wanna vent real quick because im so upset and idk what to do..

So in my school we have this thing called a ""tardy sweep"" they do it about once or twice a month, it this announcement they do where if the bell rings and you're late to class, all the teachers have to lock there doors and you can't go to class unless you go to the cafeteria where the assistant principles gives you a pass saying you can go back to class and that you will stay after school for after school detention

The problem is im late to almost all my classes everyday because i have terrible anxiety, in the school hallways i try my best to get past everyone, being unnoticeable, but i start to hardcore panic and sweat and shake, i hold my breath so no one looks at me for breathing weird because im so worked up, i always end up hiding in the restroom until the hallways are empty so i can comfortably go to class, but today i was caught in a tardy sweep because i was hiding in the restroom and now i have to go to detention, it's like im being punished for being fearful and worried of the hallways

and i cant just ""talk to my school principal about it"" , i already had a meeting about it with my mom, school principles and my teachers, but its like the school doesn't care, idk what to do..",5.4246462264150965,5.5993764339622665,5.786356132075476,83.07689268867927,67.67924528301887,8.889150943396226,30.524764150943398,8.660442795831766,2.196778301886793,1045,37,211,15,16,335,129,265,0.18899999999999997,0.764,0.047,-0.9872,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,5,2,2,17,13,1,4,16,0,22,4,3,0,2,28,33,24,0,3,8,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,12,13,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,8,0,2,4,3,28,5,35,25,3,33,0,0,1,0,15,10,0,3,16,149,40,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740596026422487,0.0,0.09632407850501573,0.0,0.07263030685113485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677480375628209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711880527866397,0.0,0.2128389345357088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160299031715054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913043721114944,0.0,0.08899556382808023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731093846484799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340707824273058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982228595739924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456041879195036,0.08373425560759308,0.2480378796245611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058507063459160014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771425084535919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196928514121142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528866120879676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329963153087933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102230226056006,0.06967215946478793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295848515707666,0.05914836217901653,0.0,0.0,0.10241323541195524,0.0,0.0,0.08332592677777657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352248061649006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935244114931296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941463279421542,0.0,0.7067179935635628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178263907613703,0.09303700756514596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015849661037714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057990027757882125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273847405653788,0.0,0.0,0.05926257613867041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354643967699597,0.08864483290482401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hopeful-98,2019/02/20,"I really really need some hope I have never been truly outgoing my entire life. I wasted my prime college/youthful years (18,19,20) smoking weed and staying inside. Now im almost a 21 year old virgin.
I have finally found my bravery and confidence but i feel stunted.
They say any type of social awkwardness can be cured no matter how bad. I feel that even if i become normal i will just be seen as a functioning retard or some kind of buffoon. A half man.
How can i GENUINELY change this and gain respect and reputation.
I want to date and live life to the fullest. Im feeling old now that im almost 21",1.6995798319327733,4.287154042016809,3.590546218487397,84.45960084033617,84.21008403361343,6.425210084033616,23.62605042016807,7.7094869923839395,1.5533428571428578,477,18,88,9,14,160,82,119,0.154,0.691,0.154,-0.2535,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,1,4,0,8,3,0,2,1,25,16,11,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,5,14,3,5,10,2,10,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,7,9,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129207082841041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625437292373596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046101388883372,0.0,0.17256424916457153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529024953246246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320069456567747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370118869512813,0.0,0.0,0.17116265065860087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131847176402845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551900668711095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063257436016867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270882207850587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072594530461784,0.0,0.0,0.1379703334671781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585632102374575,0.12050851523533455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309040563540344,0.0,0.0,0.3279131416579098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019364596277545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425511940824348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927572127916825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654016623071766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215944385927234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123788854649574
socialanxiety,_wUmBoLoGy__,2019/02/20,Weird looks? Does anyone else ever feel like people look at you in a weird/disgusted way even before you attempt to talk to them? Is this just an anxiety thing or am I actually just that repulsive?,4.3630701754385965,6.1564267105263175,5.4973684210526335,78.20991228070176,71.36842105263158,9.27719298245614,25.824561403508767,9.725611199111238,2.490761403508772,157,5,29,4,3,52,34,38,0.102,0.8320000000000001,0.065,0.163,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,4,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,2,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2755514911172945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601157431489654,0.0,0.0,0.19743902705179955,0.2893204926241413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402752907191519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24710308589564184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23588313461544905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650211511117545,0.2554189999691368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277429174591974,0.2017245280993848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795127010904012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742378236401023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19575916738908244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269575715967287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759347067891893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22413143353557205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reaperte,2019/02/20,"I don’t know what to do (summer job) So I’m a teenager and I suffer from socially anxiety and just anxiety in general(why i am here obviously) and this summer I want to get a job. Because I need the experience plus sitting around just makes me go into a spiral of more anxiety. And that’s the problem, I need a job but I’m terrified and I just want to cry thinking about it. I really do not know how to cope and I have no idea if this is even the right thread. So, is anybody else having same dilemma/any “tips” that i can implement?",0.8044594594594621,2.983797846846852,3.5382207207207235,86.17057432432436,84.04504504504506,7.303603603603604,23.664414414414416,8.344100000000001,1.6919603603603608,415,16,88,10,12,146,70,111,0.196,0.779,0.025,-0.9517,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,7,0,9,0,0,2,1,28,21,12,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,11,0,11,21,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,64,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315937875041733,0.0,0.4156404558934224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612241614417658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104015122545002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989381949368421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512921609564782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196198620309312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17715798506422847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462124629470747,0.0,0.10292762296216797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444843641544128,0.0,0.0,0.5391640442570573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990640016690546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208907296241078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685779818555771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329551451519112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160221663735809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466490122939766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846163912411076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604643756412852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364391016337025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342143992110664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Spectacle-Phua,2019/02/20,"I have society anxiety and i could never get out of my house to get anything done. I have social anxiety for ages and i can not go out of my house for anything, and i spend my days at home doing nothing since i was a teen at sixteen? And now i am a youth at 21. While my peers have gone on to higher education while working part time, studying at university. What should i do? 

As my dad said days passed by fast everyday and soon i will be a middle age, my parents will cannot support me forever and my younger brothers is joining the national service soon, i cannot afford to wait for them since it will be too late. ",2.2555619183965625,3.9984712204724415,3.9646957766642816,87.20140300644239,76.95275590551181,7.137866857551898,27.29348604151754,8.00094639256281,1.6905181102362197,483,20,102,8,11,162,79,127,0.052000000000000005,0.948,0.0,-0.6147,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,4,0,19,0,0,0,1,13,26,9,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,4,1,19,1,17,15,1,27,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,15,76,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28823150529567104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100533576416031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041191291409733,0.0,0.0,0.2429884198781206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278559288457914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684915555575186,0.0,0.10706483193192128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896780080212566,0.0,0.0,0.4347472527635183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125090560653147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145295883122439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076267484724115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918177898256007,0.20400506474045768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919944239715033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116718075372834,0.0,0.0,0.19203710657315154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137796514986484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098501372420696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714818265233722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lilimilow,2019/02/20,"Master's student with SA looking for people willing to chat with me about their SA - I can offer $20 Starbucks cards for 30-45 min of your time! More details below. Feel like it’s hard to connect with other people, even though you really want to? I’m someone who also personally works through social anxiety on a daily basis, and would love to talk to others about their experiences. I'm a Master's student at Pratt Institute in Manhattan and am working on a research project about how people experience and manage social anxiety. Everything we talk about is 100% confidential and for academic purposes only - your personal information will not be shared with anyone.

​

All you need to do is go to this Google Form link ([https://goo.gl/forms/liiii51jRUFU54GM32](https://goo.gl/forms/liiii51jRUFU54GM32)) and answer a few questions. I'll get back to you to set up some time together and am happy to answer any questions you might have about the project.

​

My goal is to help you feel as comfortable talking to me as possible, so while I'd love to talk with you in person or over video chat, I can also make other options work for you. I'm really hoping this research will help people like us, and appreciate your time in reading this and considering talking with me! Thanks so much.",9.83114264919942,9.76284358078603,9.269093886462883,62.59729439592431,58.60698689956333,11.301455604075693,36.9872634643377,10.686352973137794,4.070493158660844,1056,41,164,21,12,338,138,229,0.027999999999999997,0.8190000000000001,0.152,0.9846,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,10,2,6,13,9,0,0,5,0,15,2,0,2,1,35,30,18,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,3,8,15,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,20,9,41,24,6,17,0,0,1,2,36,9,0,7,8,114,28,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035817046355624,0.0,0.21726658646565325,0.243657393048183,0.06818125803277003,0.0,0.15339954596315614,0.0,0.0,0.07010517191315314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709490463585159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622177508302537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010857119468743,0.19614997111519367,0.0,0.0,0.10139045372220556,0.07162683554856067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523824955472981,0.0,0.05698092090984552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673023097890448,0.08981461052829308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344063398977546,0.0,0.0,0.09958229202535034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796540887627857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419440839648817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097983622677505,0.0,0.06692532971422772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636160718085932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370373864895759,0.07434263175330315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625338861612158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780347996708235,0.26263342329066625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302977654924835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246316515789994,0.0,0.10028863206730504,0.0,0.1284601683330802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440794580162866,0.08495124348875639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40293197883329546,0.0,0.09230731853358083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850641457816467,0.0,0.17538986058763398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060223948460425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059136830316015736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189746980673648,0.0,0.0,0.0712228928728759,0.0,0.243657393048183,0.0
socialanxiety,tealeave22,2019/02/20,"Something that helped me Hey guys,
just a quick note out there to everyone, who is suffering from social anxiety.

I have recently come across something called CBD oil. It's the first time, something actually seems to work for me. 

Of course I can only talk about my experiences here. Maybe it doesn't work for everyone. But if someone reads this and my post could actually help them with their situation, then thats all I want. ",4.543363471971067,6.957654620253166,4.793707052441231,80.79518987341773,72.41772151898734,9.071247739602173,27.74141048824593,9.606745405546679,2.7015916817359846,341,13,64,9,7,107,66,79,0.062,0.885,0.052000000000000005,-0.2023,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,5,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,8,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,9,0,10,7,1,9,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,2,5,42,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.34477834648729205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351401023315538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038385330990475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521720896072224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104413243961336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376016238112299,0.0,0.17280186197686193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026210887888186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749155905488697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368153883865439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17747304917838586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435360158348136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691860456752649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670216577462808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744248693475144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081949521265135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856690283726536,0.0,0.1800768740192329,0.14967866646776973,0.40799147201356295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419880834986708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300857828015847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104195318836075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25721295691407337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imhidinglalala,2019/02/20,"Need advice on how I can attend classes again My attendance is absolute shit.
Everyday I get ready to go and chicken out and at this point I'll get kicked out.
Even if I manage to reach uni I just hide in the toilet for hours and then go home. 

The thought of someone sitting next or talking to me kills me. And entering the classroom and the walking down streets are dreadful. Arriving early or late doesn't help either. Even the structure of the class affects my attendance. I prefer to sit at the back because then I wouldn't see people looking at me all the time. But now almost all the classes have a seating structure where it will seem like someone is watching me. I don't know what to do. 
I went to therapy and it didn't help and I don't think it will help. I tried medication and it kinda works but also has bad side effects so I prefer to stay away from them as much as possible. I would prefer advice on how can I can manage to attend. 

I usually wake up 4-8 hours before going to uni so I can emotionally prepare myself. But it doesn't work. 
Please give me some idea on how to attend my class.
",2.21766369047619,4.288559129464288,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333337,78.24107142857143,6.230952380952381,24.952380952380953,7.2636822038024595,1.171457738095239,871,32,174,11,21,287,128,224,0.094,0.885,0.021,-0.9243,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,13,5,2,1,10,0,19,3,2,5,2,39,33,24,1,7,8,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,10,0,0,9,0,0,11,6,4,0,0,3,3,25,1,28,26,5,43,0,0,3,0,6,16,1,7,14,123,32,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691978042287572,0.0,0.0,0.13792770570169816,0.0,0.0,0.11015142062654418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941219506941762,0.10591431972762444,0.11500797392333073,0.08396562956279242,0.0,0.1172074381187812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494007528733225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195325079402788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392796534953808,0.13213370952829592,0.2348441380448903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27697464815457906,0.0,0.13816544454682092,0.0,0.2712942603754058,0.0,0.0,0.15549281279026425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238999836131062,0.0,0.07569884633871768,0.0,0.1553778372656979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729329056815826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566774136765665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138759557204574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125547696386662,0.10213319941316534,0.0,0.0,0.14648910641741597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549225985438024,0.0,0.0,0.15119824512137434,0.13020975818578764,0.15528227123082688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097617363294664,0.12539422488940502,0.0,0.0,0.14138914772688724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334149891390687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681356923509928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071099091751968,0.0,0.0,0.1575188272951546,0.0,0.0,0.08825886520584461,0.0,0.1093509609251078,0.08031787945435574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351709123805138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517022415320246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768727849544784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055416366718504,0.0,0.0,0.0978472479250742,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NaveenGTK,2019/02/20,"I am silent during conversations When most of my friends keep talking in groups I always remain silent. It's not because I feel shy but I don't see how I could contribute to the conversation.
Things are different when I'm alone with another person. I feel like I should talk with him/her about something or they'll feel bored. So I constantly struggle to find a topic that is interesting. Even though it can be effective it is really hard for me since I can't feel any freedom in the conversation at all. 
I believe the society sees me as a silent person and I don't like that. I need to show others that I have friends and I enjoy their company. 
Is it okay to be silent? 
Plz help,  and thanks for reading those long paragraphs. ",3.5988927738927754,5.523576202797205,4.488269230769231,84.10881410256412,73.68531468531471,8.123310023310024,26.601981351981355,8.841846274778883,2.016207925407926,579,21,115,12,12,187,95,143,0.09699999999999999,0.6609999999999999,0.242,0.9709,1,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,7,10,0,1,5,1,15,0,0,2,1,21,25,11,0,3,3,0,5,2,2,2,0,0,0,2,10,5,0,1,6,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,19,8,14,20,2,7,0,0,2,0,13,3,0,2,6,76,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759130454635098,0.0,0.0,0.1413285409109494,0.0,0.0,0.11550360742853807,0.1781021999253038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103538789009339,0.0,0.0,0.19136242691324226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354716488454012,0.0,0.1356111494311002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745676591374468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218411236610552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343524408367541,0.12134064599648588,0.0,0.0,0.1552395312868326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624508843177918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215195223914735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384666085213173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097020053515425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595994933070005,0.0,0.0,0.1503116227684183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594138625472112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966123799671184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989564466938425,0.0,0.10881005485566574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27069641038340525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405014112463902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075858248725572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775637648311979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27303747948561674,0.0,0.15637476617928245,0.0,0.0,0.11284058082261675,0.0,0.16687644914326172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nhthrownh,2019/02/20,"Butt sweating caused by anxiety This is ruining my life. My butt sweats all the time, while waiting in bank, office, at work, when on a date, in car, when standing, when sitting. All the fucking time, except when at home. Even then, if I'm nervous. No matter winter or summer. This made me absolutely unstable and afraid of my future.

It gets worse when I'm nervous. I avoid any social gatherings, visiting friends, dinners, parties because of this. It's a nightmare when I need to stand up after sitting on the chair, especially if it's a leather or plastic chair. Not to mention after driving a car or a bike, after a job interview, and some similar situations. I always think of it, is it visible, are people noticing it. Once when I feel the sweat, it just gets worse. I need to go to bathroom, and if there is no way to get out... Well imagine a worst nightmare.

I bath often, I use baby powder, doesn't help. I do not know what to do, this is seriously ruining my life. Please help me. (23M) ",2.6734945308002303,4.8373023626943015,4.304620034542314,83.29805843408177,77.18652849740933,6.983189407023604,28.338802533103053,7.984000788550335,2.032315141047784,768,34,146,13,18,257,116,193,0.18,0.763,0.057,-0.9662,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,1,12,11,1,4,11,0,8,9,5,3,2,30,23,18,0,5,10,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,12,4,1,2,4,2,1,5,5,9,1,0,1,2,14,2,22,22,4,36,0,2,0,3,8,8,3,8,18,98,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634432993123928,0.0,0.0,0.11960286241418867,0.0,0.13454595382657966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072134092788172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806748385586732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616555755353887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892904616706178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588266940910862,0.16259609321978408,0.2756665066891614,0.0,0.09995534609435458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577422069066975,0.0,0.1764196663744445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17453147203303793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665778053123336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484552319221548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641972576025588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608221617977608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023791930905266,0.0,0.1873040031294164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193144733191645,0.0,0.0,0.19306089194881906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976938960360077,0.0,0.17928515931994662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269532411141828,0.0,0.0,0.2051113944404317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190185726733582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396035263536458,0.0,0.0,0.15813516816281906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804105527334125,0.0,0.3584687898504803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NuclearPop,2019/02/20,"It will get better No matter what people say it will always get better if you actively notice what you think you did wrong and also actively try to change. These past few months have been the best ever for me, but it took a long time to get here. At the start of last year I just started 9th grade and was really awkward and I was that kid people were just nice to because they felt bad.
But I kept trying to get out there and talk more. It really has done magic for me. People actually come up and talk to me and I can even hold a conversation for longer than ever before. I feel more confident and I feel like I speak more fluently just because I was able to gain that practice I once did not have.

I know many of you think that there is no hope for you and I was there at one point. But if I can change I know you can, I believe in you.",2.330884740259741,3.661245903409093,3.6605844155844167,91.20909090909092,75.76136363636364,6.846753246753247,19.38961038961039,7.447530270364453,0.2410337662337656,653,12,148,8,14,214,97,176,0.07200000000000001,0.764,0.16399999999999998,0.9473,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,1,4,11,9,0,1,4,0,18,0,0,0,2,32,35,14,0,3,9,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,10,10,0,2,7,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,12,5,25,6,18,21,5,18,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,3,11,108,35,1,0.13293563815965825,0.0,0.1297260066474822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630858180795548,0.11061310020077524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099570513799914,0.1620726623162872,0.0,0.11311843690147283,0.14977294158973428,0.1395077507714439,0.23514153810433855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28125655707266883,0.11451228134870935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603931210508388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780273525859117,0.24049579084865186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443250584506292,0.0949692464630563,0.12763905972518194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778135368891789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203508381017098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611590033053382,0.10836028778339488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494563796635812,0.0,0.0,0.11764385653072325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477587202043864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610795809907228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513481051362481,0.0,0.1415721160901489,0.09008062881834117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690210860438692,0.2764825000262299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566714665641066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032394763327144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571575511038336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818505781076145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369726088051466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035957845380378,0.0,0.0,0.0775158396509803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769638533184953,0.1805091443718827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534425174149485,0.0,0.0856061925087192
socialanxiety,Nocturnalonerr,2019/02/20,"I just got a questionnaire to jury duty AGAIN. I received a jury duty questionnaire sometime on 2017 but wasn't summoned until January of last year. When I got there, I was very nervous, my heart racing and I was sweating like crazy (even though it was cold in the courtoom) I was also shaking the entire time and was praying that I don't get picked to the jury box but I of course got picked. I was excused though because I told the judge that I suffer from severe social anxiety and he was really nice about it. But I can't believe I have to go through that again... I haven't seen a doctor in years and I'm not seeing any therapist at the moment either so there's no one to write me an excuse letter. Is there a possibility that I can be excused anyway if I send them the questionnaire with my own written letter explaining my situation?",4.340129740518962,5.557359215568862,5.59438622754491,79.74072105788423,70.61676646706587,7.961876247504987,27.689121756487022,8.344100000000001,1.9688127744510973,667,23,124,10,12,223,102,167,0.132,0.794,0.07400000000000001,-0.8614,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,2,11,0,15,3,2,2,0,18,26,14,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,14,3,21,2,15,11,2,17,1,1,2,0,13,4,0,1,10,94,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697084419093212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497844072564206,0.0,0.1405931528374134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120321407538242,0.0,0.0,0.2070600067092152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810923431201249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138664540309364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960188005283309,0.0,0.1044478622409822,0.0,0.4409630983374152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177832145631958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980731283827647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978687398612263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245358167471186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071872188381046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177358118407367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645090327883398,0.0,0.0,0.20762197744143854,0.0,0.0,0.20657929391350704,0.0,0.1873431722684012,0.0,0.0,0.1817656478800885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338571336330303,0.0,0.0,0.3611308576775025,0.0,0.10716508674957186,0.0,0.0,0.17561210875141067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15163985654052844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366998819287491
socialanxiety,bluebird1308,2019/02/20,"Met my boyfriends friends for the first time last night It was awful. We went to a dessert place and I was sat in silence and I had no idea what to say... I was panicking before it and even though he was telling me it'd be okay, I was still worried. They're all girls so they were chatty, but some of them didn't even acknowledge or look at me. How do I deal with this sort of thing?",0.12750677506775074,2.1766396097561014,1.0584552845528457,103.70185636856371,85.82926829268294,4.620054200542006,18.86720867208672,5.82211442006289,-0.6051588075880767,296,8,75,2,9,91,65,82,0.092,0.863,0.045,-0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,1,6,2,0,0,2,2,11,1,0,1,1,13,15,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,2,11,2,8,2,2,9,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,3,5,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868951558150432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649574653108783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339494394837812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186055126825407,0.0,0.0,0.19855887403945247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901236342274387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094906850972804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581669844591767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411786834178195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685120739608587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043780652181348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20524188767975127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246308115039349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074050813230754,0.0,0.2525028630154383,0.0,0.14985975661891182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382431484577908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609976990641452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jzirk,2019/02/20,"Mumbling Alright, so I have this huge issue with my anxiety. Usually when I speak I tend to mumble like crazy and people usually don't understand what I'm saying. It gets worse when I'm really nervous, but it's bad even around close friends and family. I don't even realize I'm doing. It sounds like normal speech to me. I know it happens it just doesn't register with my brain. Anyone else experience this?",2.76325,5.200860825000003,4.535,80.36,78.25,8.5,25.0,9.188382445141503,2.4668749999999995,326,12,60,9,8,110,55,80,0.141,0.706,0.154,0.2688,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,12,13,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,8,4,5,13,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,35,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090458485575418,0.0,0.0,0.14707010391851486,0.21551157109797228,0.0,0.18724144676732093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561972295147113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23480179571368154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570668595027866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778466431890107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057465651126432,0.1982837453426815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250317373754444,0.0,0.10989059513606107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859972576330368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953357275249488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155938146568348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551668972016165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060822143167405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458187954064469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474505368548542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672656757395124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189646363037497,0.0,0.0,0.4633053643172944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143478498393964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Stauce52,2019/02/20,"What are people's experiences with CBD oil and mood/anxiety symptomatology? Hey everyone,

​

I have had issues with depression and anxiety on and off for a long time and have improved things with practices like journaling and meditating etc. But I recently heard about CBD oil and some of people's experiences with mood improvement, depression/anxiety/stress reduction, relaxation, etc. It seemed really interesting and promising.

​

Has anyone here tried it, and had positive experiences with it? I tend to dislike weed and get paranoid and exceptionally neurotic on it, but I hear this is different?",10.830133333333334,12.293602280000002,10.262,51.17433333333335,56.2,15.466666666666667,44.66666666666667,14.06817628641468,7.609366666666666,508,28,67,22,6,164,65,100,0.087,0.767,0.146,0.716,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,20,12,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,15,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,4,4,13,9,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194487128730125,0.3582513163087805,0.0,0.0,0.225544517960112,0.0,0.0,0.10307616692334036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126968534563234,0.0,0.0,0.15401755535548894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288139314112441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086158399940035,0.0,0.4326011893186312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701838120564396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614769499986434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386321616289206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201964250621865,0.0,0.0,0.13045785299367466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439833923287434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944379807705504,0.0,0.14555477019220456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420130257610755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886366515573886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793613849381437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595901487833242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008527480706644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582513163087805,0.0
socialanxiety,dientedeladron,2019/02/20,"I can’t speak long sentences when I talk This doesn’t happen all the time, obviously. If I’m completely relaxed i can speak just fine like anyone else. 

But as soon as I get even just a little anxious it’s like I’m trying to speak a foreign language. Like I’m not completely fluent in the language I’m speaking. 

I stutter a lot and forget what was the word I was about to say. 

So I end up avoiding topics that would make me talk for more than half a minute. Preferably only one sentence long answers. 

I feel like people must think that I’m very stupid and illiterate.

I don’t know how to explain it. (It’s even harder trying to explain it in English). 

Does this  happen to you? How can I fix this? I thought about practicing reading books out loud 
",2.006644591611483,4.2343144768211936,3.2618278145695387,89.60673730684326,79.72847682119206,5.351169977924945,24.63620309050773,6.42735559955562,0.783179779249449,590,22,118,5,15,191,92,151,0.084,0.79,0.127,0.6357,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,11,9,1,1,7,0,9,0,0,3,3,27,24,10,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,6,0,0,10,3,0,1,8,3,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,7,13,6,15,19,3,11,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,2,10,73,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110924225095133,0.0,0.11828468503547745,0.1733303889072412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35473431867140576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803816207416892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413163481394658,0.0,0.1498307186057444,0.0,0.0,0.2234648769676935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553532896968133,0.1208521062247028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838216665184373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29918557817537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929691187701116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305835280643045,0.1695486079888282,0.0,0.2994128810249195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381874337021647,0.0,0.0,0.11291950836308637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463114774715087,0.12865824031527034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727828992669195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921161353709474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345274616998742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27193818034458545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839463636106496,0.0,0.13429877687148373,0.0986419587022995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297049950653988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957953023868744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017055547941755,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spoopydoopy23,2019/02/20,"Handling Co-Worker Conflict When Anxious (Advice Please!) Aside from being socially anxious and awkward, I'm petrified when it comes to making sure that none of my co-workers are mad at me. I hate the idea of potentially having a negative social situation happening at work. I am absolutely NOT a confrontational person or someone who handles conflict well because I turn red and usually shut down and can't even talk. Unfortunately today, I pissed off a co-worker and I don't really know how to address or handle it. 

​

I won't go fully into the situation, but it can basically be boiled down to miscommunication due to me being hard of hearing, and just misunderstanding and awkwardness because y'know.. social anxiety. I know that shit happens and co-workers don't always get along.. but I'm taking it really personally since I was trying really hard to correct the situation and mend the conflict without actually needing to directly confront each other. I accidentally caught him saying ""Man.. OP is really getting on my nerves today"" when I walked into the staff area. He knows that I heard him (because he literally made eye-contact when he said it), but I just chose to not address it because I hate confrontation. He pretty much has just given me the cold shoulder and refused to talk to me throughout the day. It just feels really passive agressive awkward now, and I absolutely hate it. 

​

I know I shouldn't take it too personally because shit happens and you can't please everyone.. but I honestly just can't stop thinking about it. Should I say something to him the next time I see him? Am I just over-thinking it? 

​

I apologize for talking about something so small and trivial, but I would love the input or advice of any other socially anxious people that might understand what I'm feeling today. ",6.539881671701911,8.36223107854985,7.435275679758309,66.31984201913396,66.00906344410875,9.746273917421954,36.14816213494461,10.02789654360092,4.173625276938569,1481,74,223,35,24,495,176,331,0.21100000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9904,0,0,2,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,0,1,18,17,10,3,12,0,21,6,4,3,2,58,55,26,0,4,17,0,4,0,0,5,0,5,2,4,19,17,1,5,9,0,0,4,12,13,1,0,6,12,33,4,28,41,3,29,0,0,2,1,29,11,3,4,14,155,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.06788087209778243,0.0,0.0,0.13594714732816565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787978757005655,0.2261058461406542,0.253570334582003,0.0473034266005151,0.0,0.0532134810385347,0.235750204119962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201673329725704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992008637851555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486067427120391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04594395831608337,0.0,0.0,0.06646789996940375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034361089870345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268482878630615,0.0,0.03953275266046198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845359761093428,0.0,0.1246248297365526,0.20602934776570053,0.0,0.0,0.07839957536928592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852517367082883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114275922987786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278093603825725,0.0658196896251224,0.04643207698412756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379254392716565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113486450614951,0.051578121699386685,0.0,0.0,0.07397822649094396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04822439156335478,0.18221225626991136,0.0,0.15271276200907286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076788824598418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228107224463748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661678265901904,0.11063437219444693,0.0,0.0,0.055430596778185806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428054092172092,0.057541044319974165,0.2345662598305781,0.0,0.2836320871680629,0.05893826290300285,0.10710191909633912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815557133198039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555981120030467,0.0,0.10460145985606437,0.16772993490305127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914293328306369,0.0,0.0,0.040561202282275985,0.0,0.19780524865791152,0.0,0.0,0.04722691485788416,0.07566169128017734,0.0,0.07241478254025367,0.0,0.0,0.07661090341599454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254311284160886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705369977476534,0.0,0.2532038338263244,0.0,0.0,0.04941368027661132,0.0,0.253570334582003,0.0
socialanxiety,boringperson9876543,2019/02/20,"I'm an extremely boring person, and it is killing me along with my SA I am a 16 year old male. I think of myself as a very boring person, and it is hard for me to make any meaningful connections with anyone because I have absolutely no interests or passions. I never open up to anybody about my personal life, not even my parents or other family members. In school, I don't really have any friends. I only have acquaintances in each of my classes.  I never talk to these people outside of school, and in school, almost everything that I talk to them about is school related. They're not real friends. Just people who I talk to to not be lonely, and in exchange we help each other with schoolwork. I don't talk to them during the summer, and I won't talk to them unless I have a class with them the next year.  I don't have social media and I would never give them my phone number because it seems weird, because I doubt that they actually consider me a friend. 

​

The reason why I'm such a boring person is that I have no interests or passions. I don't listen to music, watch movies, watch or play sports, etc. I literally come home, do my homework, and go on Reddit and YouTube. That's it. That's the reason I have no true friends - if I did, I would quickly run out of things to talk about. My only accomplishments are my good grades -- that's it. People who know me usually consider me extremely smart and a nice person, but my boring personality and social anxiety prevent me from making any meaningful connections with anybody. 

​

I feel like my boring personality and SA are keeping me from being a normal person. People around me are doing all sorts of normal things, like hanging out with friends, dating, learning how to drive, playing sports, etc. Meanwhile, I'm at home rotting away with my only friends -- my 2 dogs and cat. How am I ever going to get a job, get married, etc. if everyday social interactions, like asking for help with something, or asking for somebody's phone number, absolutely terrify me?

​

I feel like this post might be disorganized. However, I can feel myself spiraling into a depression. I've been depressed before- when my parents split up in 6th grade - and it sucked. That was probably the lowest point of my life. My boring personality and social anxiety are joining forces and it's killing me. How can I stop being such a boring person? The common sense answer is to get involved with my school and community and to make friends. However, my crippling social anxiety prevents that from happening. 

​

​",4.991601973684212,6.956483622916667,5.831732456140351,75.75019736842106,70.0625,8.302631578947368,29.923245614035093,8.916525866297963,2.7220416666666667,2049,83,342,39,38,671,210,480,0.13699999999999998,0.725,0.138,-0.7841,6,2,1,0,0,0,86.0,1,0,6,1,14,36,3,1,17,0,37,4,0,8,6,86,62,31,2,6,13,2,4,4,7,4,2,1,3,11,23,36,0,4,12,4,1,6,14,15,0,0,3,7,62,21,55,51,6,39,0,3,2,2,50,16,1,12,20,244,85,13,0.0,0.0,0.04840951706787499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967449204390177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687471565903736,0.3013911739911009,0.10120388704293397,0.0,0.11384822435097193,0.0,0.0,0.034686540476241444,0.0,0.0,0.04416096711078105,0.09275215877846983,0.0,0.046607641457205085,0.0,0.0,0.0907203518638703,0.0,0.04221211338720776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273225070047463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545329817341941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597558021628728,0.0327651187371948,0.044872594912586335,0.0,0.0,0.044583794842879367,0.0,0.046765297469432345,0.0,0.07524874372956061,0.07087885423112697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26828505142973497,0.0,0.07775321716486626,0.047587791512244015,0.056385883254414876,0.04160820512120837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043867524625758,0.0,0.0444383493889271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650138387653291,0.0,0.09952022678789048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049227538049772576,0.04409320038268588,0.10976613759589172,0.0,0.027262845568661383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007813112810797,0.0969423803558502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933966758804086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262544961971314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478050105610348,0.0,0.052757869887200035,0.0,0.09720913874231893,0.0,0.0,0.05205446081116431,0.0,0.0,0.11318564002497312,0.0,0.0,0.11016595417775844,0.0,0.0,0.13756567553293853,0.4331513457462121,0.0,0.0,0.046894882823811435,0.0,0.0475100298450146,0.0,0.05348500247644436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0564639074096846,0.031779672646620884,0.102009023829415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510259114655322,0.0,0.045160574483066235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528417052630925,0.0,0.03819008227404442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041473879695182896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23923455593753576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591370116583672,0.031786320777012315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463537402936618,0.040931174004706236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476282443657925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704791298288367,0.0,0.3013911739911009,0.06389088116506922
socialanxiety,xiyeon-ified,2019/03/13,"being alone in school First off, I'm fine with not having any friends in class. I'm here to study anyway, don't need anymore shit or distractions. I want a peaceful year.

Thing is, I'm afraid of eating alone in school. It's horrible and on Tuesday I had to do that. I went through it and the lectures on Wednesday and it felt good, I tried not to care but sometimes I find myself shaking whenever I try to eat.

I usually don't eat lunch in school unless it's Tuesdays, because I find it more appropriate to do so. We have lecture before lunch on Tuesday and I just quickly eat before I get to the library.

Today is Thursday for me and we end really late, around 4:30. I still have training till 6pm. How should I eat alone? I have class in the classroom before and after the lunch break and I really don't wanna eat. If I eat during that break, I won't be able to stomach my dinner. But I get hungry, and it bugs me. How do I do it? I went through Tuesday and Wednesday so it'll pass, but I'm still kinda afraid. Time still goes on, but I'm afraid of what people will think. Help",1.1441187888198776,3.2631562767857183,2.6948680124223614,93.0881754658385,82.21428571428571,5.145652173913044,21.79270186335404,6.280692351149826,0.2791415372670807,842,27,181,7,23,275,116,224,0.075,0.866,0.059000000000000004,-0.2821,0,3,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,0,1,12,10,1,5,5,0,20,13,2,2,0,34,34,21,0,5,10,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,12,13,11,0,4,0,0,4,6,6,0,1,4,1,25,4,28,24,1,37,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,3,20,119,37,8,0.0949073131585884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948860616527128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454022745828301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941225522975201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448763023000593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785461720364288,0.0,0.2422773997321375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676433100602867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6797971249855842,0.0,0.0,0.08405970947552838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112590408643174,0.0,0.17348712967200233,0.08072811208927189,0.0,0.0,0.07332515471855595,0.0,0.09917030794093623,0.0,0.0,0.07960375143044998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361437144990117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070595831144735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037257014089485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579678099899701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160011010007298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881538033283572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742099310255364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386575948755764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737930865566885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305220170133892,0.060812774082679565,0.0,0.0,0.055341217527167766,0.0,0.08996103565349199,0.0,0.0,0.12887167151005582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045269970399776,0.0,0.055978792264629616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596006026738825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061117198015640875
socialanxiety,thatshruggingemoji,2019/03/13,"Anyone want to talk about anything? Seriously I’m down. If you want to rant, if you want a friend, if you have any questions, feel free to reach out and DM here. 

New York area btw. ",0.7620270270270275,2.9308262162162184,1.7310135135135134,99.12733108108112,84.13513513513513,4.781081081081081,17.35810810810811,5.985473137389443,-0.6702918918918916,138,3,33,1,4,43,29,37,0.096,0.634,0.27,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,4,0,6,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339957306480485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059853686097865,0.0,0.2831600567983455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398427356724405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658461835192633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323281452380738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854640479986632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27656973634380577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6088666981484079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,leroyartist,2019/03/13,"FACEBOOKDOWN INSTAGRAMDOWN WHATSAPPDOWN I don't know you, but this case about #facebookdown #instagramdown and #whatsappdown is very suspicious.

![img](0ofhaabq1zl21)",14.873333333333335,20.920061000000004,10.020000000000003,35.09833333333336,64.0,16.666666666666668,46.66666666666666,11.855464076750405,10.238166666666668,140,8,12,7,3,39,17,20,0.19,0.81,0.0,-0.61,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543537970287001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8322811230106465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pieinyoureyez,2019/03/13,"Best friends/crush hate me now and I dont know how to cope In summary, Best friend A snapped when I was explaining how people tend to breakdown in different ways, saying that he wasn't breaking down and that im the one that breaks down(which was true). I later texted him to see what was wrong, telling him he can talk to me about it, and he called me selfish and late to helping.  He told me to never talk to me again and has been ignoring me for the past week.

Friend B(also my crush) got mad at me for making a joke about her boyfriend's music tastes, with me calling Slipknot not real music.  We usually banter like this, but she got mad. started avoiding me, and anytime I was around she would ignore me and insult me.  I apologized over text stating that I didn't expect her to take it so seriously and she responded telling me to fuck off, that she doesn't care, and to never ask her for help again.",5.298985434455048,5.498168270718235,5.3002009040683085,86.37010045203421,67.95027624309392,8.349773982923152,29.71421396283275,8.00094639256281,1.759349171270718,711,24,149,8,11,222,110,181,0.18100000000000002,0.716,0.10300000000000001,-0.9565,1,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,2,10,19,5,1,4,0,12,2,0,3,3,28,26,14,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,12,1,3,2,1,0,0,7,11,0,1,10,3,29,8,23,15,2,23,0,0,1,1,31,7,1,0,13,100,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923317634771816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272834038295536,0.13938598843091468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129371489435165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044903316843363,0.0,0.15201478639811336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577510075703235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474110017429706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303846389731241,0.13783818936504258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384937010526933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720286345574274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998737548695393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610508305081721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194005890694896,0.0,0.1681884170521863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284148253098367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952370517670883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299862889518623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103229032641327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233038609674914,0.1033653982335993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697055389032612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185682760266609,0.0,0.0,0.11881136339016275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553194202369154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210272647642902,0.2396777640926443,0.260635484870302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246900224883852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420977608865453,0.0,0.0,0.11834661534918213,0.11959698041892025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591455017673966,0.1630146551134213,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,elixah3,2019/03/13,"DAE feel awkward being yourself specifically around family? Idk how to describe this, but around my family I'm like a watered down version of myself. With select close friends, partners, I am always the one cracking jokes, and I'm forthcoming about my feelings. But when I'm around my family, I constantly try to minimize my reactions and I speak in a more almost monotone way (i'm female and my voice is much higher with strangers...)

For example like if my best friend told me their grandparent died or something, I'd produce a genuine ""omg I'm so sorry"" and hug them, ask them what they need, etc. When my mom is upset, I'm just completely stoic and don't touch her even if she's crying. I feel like a piece of shit for acting that way (and she's definitely been hurt by it) but I can't push past the discomfort even though I KNOW what I should be doing.

I don't like to tell my parents stuff about my love life, the music I write, anything related to feelings, and I feel weird joking around with them. I feel like I'm more awkward around my parents than I am with coworkers and stuff. They're pretty supportive; it's not like they're abusive or something. 

I'm 25, but it feels like I'm still a teen hiding my true self whenever I'm around my parents. It's so weird and I can't figure out how to stop it.",4.375289395859738,5.268834946768063,5.228485424588089,83.60091994085343,70.25475285171103,8.429995775242924,28.29932403886777,8.680891452615391,2.0079397549640894,1033,36,208,17,18,337,141,263,0.138,0.628,0.23399999999999999,0.9875,4,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,5,2,20,24,1,4,8,0,13,5,1,3,1,49,36,24,1,4,10,4,8,7,3,1,1,2,0,2,11,21,1,1,9,2,0,2,5,8,0,1,2,10,35,16,26,31,7,20,0,1,0,2,22,10,1,5,13,129,46,1,0.0,0.10861230488741176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179286448108516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627562118020251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754354496626312,0.4896269496752178,0.08569776952681875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620054342776826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961127862599085,0.09906119406026284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069365605601524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513753738978163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223472393368596,0.1210924955726532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592510020576784,0.0,0.32445280034968504,0.19646420506713005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164587068967685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981331355309434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037866691100081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06474824531718418,0.3134925437299745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273449325978505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736116001542877,0.0,0.0,0.06738697078753346,0.06797110765423907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211701784825365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053614064135113,0.0,0.08750805415730763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325992478877236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956303451906036,0.0,0.09409650374711116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114193834552596,0.0,0.10261549612758468,0.0,0.0,0.07320666483184947,0.07663905682216463,0.0,0.0,0.2098772380080596,0.0,0.10402444445166854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012239954805918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006393709794973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759327861342531,0.0,0.062236964205328885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552454060330586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UnhappyInGeneral,2019/03/13,"Confrontation Catalyst. I moved in with my sister and her mixed family because it was supposed to be a better environment for me than living with my mother, an alcoholic who threatened me daily and her new hobo boyfriend. Which is another long story. 
I hate confrontation. 
But I keep my sister updated on everything that's happening when she leaves so she has a run down on all she missed and I have health problems and her kids treat me like another child, not an authority figure so shit goes down often. I
Not important but there is one awkward thing. 
Her new stepson, a 13 year old, has been inappropriate with me. Not letting me go in long hugs, his penis poking into me. I always try to delicately remove myself from the situation and not being attention that I notice because I didn't think it was on purpose. But then one day I got tired of it, struggles out and he ""accidentally"" groped my chest. I, an assaulted person, push him away from me. A few days later, my sister has to address the situation and he says he didn't mean to and I said bull and he's trying to wiggle his way out of it and I'm regretting letting her know the kids were fighting over old fast food they hid in their room and her other kid watching inappropriate shows and her other other kid refusing to do homework and I'm stressed which makes my condition worse and I literally have chest pains. 
And then her fiance says ""everyone keep their hands to themselves"" and starts talking about tickleing. 
I've had to physically wrestle the kid away from his much younger step siblings, even with my poor health and smaller stature. When things are going bad I de- escalate by tickling the kids sides, or when I'm being held against my will I've tickled him off and away from me, or i tickle because the kids are happy little gremlins and they started shit. Idk it's tickling. I had an uncle who tickled too hard literally and potentially figuratively and I would never go too far or touch anywhere other than their sides/underarms and never for longer than it takes for them to move away/ say stop which I respect. 

His son groped me. Was being inappropriate with me. And I asked my sister to do something about it because I can't even look a waitress in the eyes and I felt anxious being around my own nephew who I treated like I would any little kid in the family. 

And he was low-key trying to imply I'm a pedo? Or interested in flirting? Why would I ask my sister to do something if I wanted it - which is what it felt like he was implying. 

I'm upset. I feel embarrassed. I feel like he asked me ""what were you wearing tho.""

I'm just going to let them get away with murder. It's easier than dealing with this shit. ",3.862552447552448,5.893505269230772,4.971783216783216,80.46685314685315,73.23076923076924,7.7272727272727275,27.01048951048951,8.507472789574589,2.032461538461538,2140,79,396,39,44,703,254,520,0.165,0.763,0.073,-0.9935,0,0,3,0,2,0,51.0,0,1,7,1,17,31,9,5,18,0,38,15,8,1,3,75,73,41,1,7,13,8,7,4,0,4,5,4,3,10,28,36,2,5,10,1,1,10,9,19,0,2,17,14,74,12,59,44,4,60,0,2,3,1,64,27,3,6,26,277,102,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155873175851162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350113216494277,0.0,0.0,0.051897584122578416,0.16004822894831938,0.0,0.08621550226904373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793753399789583,0.21403583365542408,0.0,0.3585075727754603,0.0,0.0637207792649835,0.18608641347887225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674954135700415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843517834118352,0.07867857707608353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008121657557556,0.0,0.0,0.07292333088773945,0.06858801507437727,0.0,0.14388810728629348,0.0,0.07717545485513798,0.0545202571875234,0.14655090195114154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228176506787088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03987202711791979,0.0,0.17348885729737562,0.0,0.06103697927964171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748610007090164,0.0812399374911458,0.06836426079272999,0.07534637675539257,0.0,0.16224095100653982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566656239932934,0.0,0.0,0.041941348183204635,0.0,0.0,0.08080776051476615,0.0,0.23411523477828314,0.0,0.1491368213187222,0.1529776187127471,0.06738853931849369,0.13507474373995831,0.06408632692443658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050941608133808165,0.0,0.0,0.08313063637738656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622239332294951,0.056101135224644515,0.0,0.11771940551381688,0.1474131842151816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868864177003077,0.16016187744390473,0.0,0.10342756700086676,0.0,0.08120574102154841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066636299436213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302422790588466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259411407280998,0.18206894459145076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350122265115773,0.0,0.17156505108579814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175037678122735,0.0,0.0,0.10803389658022447,0.0,0.0,0.0638037003299291,0.08741986693207142,0.07978218713342103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738023069734125,0.06134001299045368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140208892273007,0.048900293397992615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771416273391801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544092444204893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045013229656058674,0.060576190289300565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886343542642942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777265443764668,0.16263836342885812,0.0,0.0,0.0491450843956692
socialanxiety,XxsuprisexX222,2019/03/13,"Big social dance Tomoz freaking out When I say big it’s actually relatively small. But I’m freaking out like how’s this gonna work what am I gonna do between school and the dance starting what if I’m super early cause I’m just gonna be at school. Ugh this horrible. 

My only good friend says he now can’t go. I tried to help him solve the reason he can’t go and he can’t throwing more problems at me so then I just stopped thinking he didn’t want to go cause of me . Omfg why am I like thissss. 

Any advice ",-0.23022869022868875,1.8696996846846865,1.9850450450450443,96.03873180873181,88.18918918918921,4.496465696465697,19.349272349272347,5.8734145424116955,-0.26196382536382545,399,12,93,3,13,134,71,111,0.149,0.675,0.17600000000000002,0.2774,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,4,0,16,20,8,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,2,0,6,4,4,0,0,1,2,9,5,8,15,1,19,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,8,44,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.1907123282855877,0.0,0.0,0.19097277472651444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328996865254675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015226546056072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509893977802652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332035846219454,0.16391813335638156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130993186066336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095529337019654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863397561125186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870009396686768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093547321873453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108289280553681,0.0,0.3955729280957683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992171507549369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832696870556446,0.0,0.0,0.1633889499169072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522420404477444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268472563696687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527018476735712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634595397780048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227599377419578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cupidsgun,2019/03/13,"Letting go of ""security blanket"" people? Hiya! My first time posting here, I was mostly lurking in this subreddit but I think I might actually die from hyperventilation and sick stomach soon just thinking about my problems so. Here I am.

I'm really anxious in public situations (mostly doctors, haidressers, anywhere you have to make an appointment and academic settings) and I could cover myself with my parents for the past few years but I'm definitely way too old for that now. The truth is, I mostly rely on my friends (""security blankets"" for me) and if they (usually one person) don't agree to accompany me, I might just end up not showing up at all. That is of course highly problematic and I feel terrible by not being brave enough or independent enough to get my hair cut alone, you know, like a normal person. Or going shopping. Or visiting an unknown place. Or eating in public... Yeah, I'll stop now. 

So, uh, do any of you experience something similiar and/or have advice regarding this? I honestly think I'm socially fine if I'm with someone I know but as soon as I'm alone in a problematic situation, my heart starts beating like crazy, I'm sweating and I overthink every little detail. ",5.062565656565656,7.22213741818182,6.447575757575759,70.6058080808081,70.27272727272728,9.070707070707073,32.676767676767675,9.586721724236666,3.525737373737373,952,45,156,23,18,322,141,220,0.213,0.6759999999999999,0.111,-0.9803,1,2,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,1,2,12,12,1,0,6,1,13,7,4,2,2,40,30,19,1,5,13,1,2,2,1,2,2,0,0,2,4,8,1,3,6,2,1,3,3,3,1,2,1,2,24,9,24,24,7,30,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,11,15,108,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.1262823677039281,0.0,0.0,0.1264548253185771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680528313826551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800106019582457,0.0,0.0,0.1461928475720812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332079828497748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343038256371084,0.0,0.0,0.13245334120003552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241546080802905,0.0,0.0,0.1146160130653542,0.26742362992637697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903080859389457,0.0,0.0,0.12658467967268255,0.0,0.0,0.06543196531370367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007335628085936,0.0,0.0,0.09997937113603496,0.0,0.06760971089224728,0.0,0.14708973098122566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153347678712748,0.0,0.13672538702509393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223718381366748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232721854529178,0.0,0.12644324983687466,0.12969960799290398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638004253275124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745603254063976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679118638622008,0.0,0.0,0.1357906659462927,0.0,0.08768939540666576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369093492942456,0.0,0.12353343138612705,0.08971437990556876,0.2259860491410416,0.1352025610887836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393594115183135,0.0,0.0,0.12382482892693265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290130845643676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909173257938338,0.0,0.13191393399010273,0.10964596001398363,0.09962367535317876,0.0,0.0,0.0915947976854831,0.0,0.0,0.1081898775902304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487559528443286,0.0,0.0,0.07545814458225142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252330555465564,0.0,0.0,0.10271709287067322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333373515070079
socialanxiety,rodrigaao,2019/03/13,"Went to a party with strangers Just started uni like 3 weeks ago, and yesterday at  around 10 pm I was going back to my dorm when  out of no where this girl started to yell at me saying things ""Hey you'r my new neighboor"" and asking me a bunch of questions. 

She was a bit drunk already so she told me that she and some friends were going to a nightclub and asked me if I wanted to go. I really dont know what went trough my mind but I said yes.

It was really weird when she introduced me to her friends, I was feeling very anxious to talk to them but gladly some of them were asking me a bunch of questions, which felt good since I could talk to them for a while.

When we got to the club it was pretty weird at first, but one of her friends was really helping me out on not feeling completly lost. After a couple drinks I was feeling a lot more confortable so in the end we danced and talked a lot.

Anyways, just wanted to share this story that happened to me. Thanks for reading and sorry for any grammar mistakes",4.647154592979835,4.995152572815536,4.967669902912622,87.67057132188202,69.3883495145631,7.697684839432412,27.98207617625093,7.321109707123232,1.3392342046303212,794,25,168,7,13,251,117,206,0.07,0.726,0.204,0.9840000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,3,2,11,12,0,0,11,1,11,2,0,0,0,35,34,16,0,5,7,0,4,1,3,0,0,3,1,1,9,12,2,0,7,5,0,6,3,4,0,2,16,7,29,8,30,17,8,29,0,1,0,0,29,9,0,7,15,122,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411123166284753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960761771674809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986917844045417,0.0,0.0,0.13268365862263418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455428932619028,0.32939618442545543,0.0,0.0,0.09031084014687936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822361756752804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314278128559535,0.0,0.0,0.09377327110002907,0.12995480951177474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376490619266903,0.1150550631641402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040247331029831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815685294202055,0.0,0.11276921976656065,0.0,0.0,0.0999018479410635,0.0,0.0,0.27222184195937393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20024649608236167,0.09851044035501308,0.09393449564121646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385954298146616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872342234916346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454676221855624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057379527367850035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820918619641514,0.19970145686426155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858975803728418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343273597041695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958631354537744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194876037608464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26313896195218284,0.0,0.11748053469888747,0.0,0.2257220327796156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172065807366684,0.09339996115999853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715482083896336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147426152000985,0.1662616614908977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832025724840764,0.0,0.10813103055057964,0.0,0.0,0.0780277316500446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222731511718344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690752013227376,0.13854863313441942,0.0,0.09421030397261172,0.0,0.0,0.21775233843067987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,daisy2689,2019/03/13,"I left a TERRIBLE message for my boss in front of my bf I’m really just looking for reassurance after this shit show. This all happened Monday night/Tuesday morning (sorry for long read but it might make you feel better about embarrassing things you’ve done lol) 

So my “bf” more like fwb asked me to come over at midnight and I did bc bored and why not.. only thing was I had work the next day at 10am and I was planning on getting an Uber in the morning 

I don’t sleep at all and I probably kept him up most of the night bc I kept moving around and in the morning I say I’m gonna call work and say I’m sick bc I’m exhausted and don’t feel like getting a damn Uber 

He’s like “noooo don’t you have to go” and all that and I’m like no I’m tired and we had smoked the night before so I was just out of it and he said he didn’t care as long as I let him sleep lol 

So I call and I’m super anxious already because he’s next to me and I’m embarrassed and calling sick to work makes me nervous but my boss isn’t there so I’m transferred to her phone to leave a message. this is when it gets HORRIBLE!!!!

I HATE leaving messages because I never know what to say or how to end them? So I wait for the tone and pretty much this is what I say: 

“Hi ____ this is ____ I’m just calling to let you know that I won’t be able to make it in today..soooo uhhhhh yeah *nervous laugh* thanks bye” 

I don’t even say why!!!????????? And my bf looks at me and says “that was disgusting” 
IM MORTIFIED!!!! That was so fucking bad and I cover my face and I’m like wtf did I do!!!! So cringe and I want to die in that moment... 

So pretty much that’s all I could do and now I had to wait for them to call back so we go back to sleep and I get a call back like an hour later and it’s not my boss but someone else and they ask why I’m not there and I say I’m not feeling well and they say it’s okay it’s cool and I say I left a message with the boss 

It was horrible and I’m not worried about what work is going to say about the message because that’s easy I can just say I hadn’t slept and I wasn’t feeling well and my mind wasn’t in the right place so I couldn’t think clearly 

What I’m mostly still cringing about is what my bf thought and that he witnessed all of that, later that morning everything seemed fine we cuddled and all that but I feel like I was being so annoying by keeping him up and then embarrassing myself and I’m scared he like thinks differently of me now because of that and he’s annoyed with me or thinks I’m dumb or like he won’t ask me to sleep over again or he won’t want to like see me ever again idk 

We’ve only been seeing each other for a little bit bc he’s in college and we can only hangout when he visits and it’s not serious idk it was just so bad and literally the most embarrassing moment of my life ahhhhhh",-1.1926593329841104,0.8383774573268958,1.370141823331977,98.56548105465342,94.07246376811594,4.2810158508429845,17.143763459635643,5.9333768541459655,-0.5490458413363593,2175,60,532,20,83,739,227,621,0.168,0.6890000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.96,1,0,1,0,0,1,41.0,4,3,4,7,39,42,8,7,18,5,44,14,7,8,9,110,106,64,1,4,19,0,5,10,4,5,5,12,0,0,35,48,0,5,12,3,0,7,21,21,2,0,24,22,66,21,58,71,14,58,0,0,4,2,61,23,4,9,39,323,101,11,0.05665545415129297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252070248306618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640045368570838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050435365848457134,0.15889560512198114,0.0,0.0,0.13069364132959838,0.09460987543285757,0.13814655597485875,0.0,0.04820961861137837,0.0,0.0,0.050107145140172366,0.06185308229923552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34710931888792784,0.0,0.057764011395327275,0.0,0.0,0.04880365713458914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045234770043545286,0.0,0.0,0.03653808093880387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05879941666639558,0.059192891089370675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797819995031218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732836207431459,0.0,0.05017991614833573,0.0,0.0,0.03742039313661512,0.05124810186580809,0.0,0.0,0.050918269026409634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432334996241005,0.08094933553195742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237705442904479,0.11840054570565793,0.0,0.0965958006588992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501002309984777,0.0,0.0,0.05593553155950007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579420996686101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061197612608140564,0.0,0.0,0.05035797081054368,0.0,0.0,0.062272711866844174,0.0,0.0,0.11997989108886314,0.12311263341400275,0.11586808078831018,0.040017422767892885,0.27678993120793505,0.0567836489814463,0.0,0.1002765881614483,0.09515262489268143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345386674839845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601024836673428,0.05720585803831005,0.0,0.0,0.06021578161829275,0.08329655532260992,0.0,0.04369617893943666,0.0,0.12050743646402776,0.15950191732580904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926707762379724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059192891089370675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152779297505911,0.06108416195999827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056670785921802726,0.0,0.03629493467513379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838344828506197,0.05389231086633496,0.4956016023698263,0.056721993229332426,0.0,0.09029412350440807,0.051576997629290786,0.0,0.0,0.058156009525549286,0.0,0.0,0.22678548017085834,0.0,0.04800398244849268,0.0,0.0,0.06342114247202299,0.0,0.0,0.0452451188700562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052160730282187234,0.0,0.0,0.07527873256003187,0.10890758211952632,0.0,0.04497810212048687,0.0,0.06511711019292041,0.05370274598705177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683370950126788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188011465705156,0.0,0.15336820553809666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649833815413743,0.05753636381182747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chocolatewaterfallss,2019/03/13,"Help I’m a senior in high school and sadly in all my years of high school, I haven’t been able to make a single close friendship. I only have one friend who I suppose I’m close with but I don’t think it’s mutual. I’m a shy person and it’s very difficult for me to approach people and keep conversations going. Sometimes she chooses me to skip class with her but she invites her other friends too, who I’m not very close with but I talk to them occasionally. When I’m with these people I can’t get myself to contribute. I’m always getting picked at and I can’t defend myself without sounding dumb. I feel like I get viewed as the socially awkward weirdo. During lunch, I sit with classmates who I’ve known since middle school (although I barely contribute to conversations unless it’s directed at me) and i genuinely like sitting there because I’m not forced to talk and when I do it’s not seen as a joke. That is until my “closest friend” switched to my lunch hour and I had no choice but to skip with her. I told her to come to my table but she says it’s too crowded. I didn’t want her to be alone, because Ik what it feels like, so I have to skip with her.  Im just mentally tired of everyone taking an advantage of me yet always insult me (call me short, quiet, etc) and I can’t do anything about it. I wish I could have a good group of close friends but I just can’t. I don’t know what I’m gonna do in college. Sorry for ranting and kudos to you if you read all this. I just needed some place to express my feelings because I don’t have anyone to talk to about it.",2.2936565656565646,3.7654977393939433,3.8372727272727296,89.32035353535353,76.15151515151516,6.464646464646464,23.73737373737373,7.093109894594671,0.7786161616161618,1234,38,267,13,27,410,160,330,0.094,0.753,0.154,0.9672,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,1,12,15,2,1,7,0,21,3,0,2,2,53,48,24,0,5,15,0,3,3,4,1,1,3,0,1,17,21,2,1,7,2,0,3,14,5,0,1,5,8,49,10,42,40,5,27,0,1,2,0,34,15,1,2,10,173,66,7,0.11323373747444793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727600251507594,0.0,0.0,0.1884390810886462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917566205766806,0.0,0.0931817178017593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070787061006105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562430625223118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754083843390947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904079254602698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262855492707248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819968868204903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176313988062902,0.16178840935383232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499364187373117,0.0,0.17747986284070594,0.0,0.06435334247923287,0.09497508665528054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758981873643768,0.23927532121068584,0.0,0.0,0.1115124222128856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231186747931146,0.0,0.0,0.10064734864325292,0.0,0.0,0.06223030079789104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659608534190236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558439903857553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411297451495715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396138155782537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673011102484525,0.0861193598569485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700403221519216,0.0988713319338278,0.11830515508831065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326438013194536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004801290911374,0.0,0.3437957627546033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366811776401963,0.0,0.0,0.11542753549439205,0.0,0.0,0.11199106174139907,0.1267558985200142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513767846828167,0.2730389668926574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255560679570151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014552387118358,0.0,0.10819968868204903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186859384425494,0.06678819214740485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021320984026793,0.109153282170023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291881441963119
socialanxiety,lumimaa,2019/03/13,"Visiting a colleague (nervous rant) I met her a couple months ago while I did a short internship at her workplace. We talked, she was really nice, after that we only met shortly a couple of times. Now she asked if I want to come visit her and drink coffee at her place. I almost got an anxiety attack when she send me a text about it.

There is just something about socializing with colleagues for me which gives me anxiety (no matter if it is at workplace or during freetime!) And I don't know what it is! She is nice, we have things to talk about (I work at the kindergarten where her kid goes)... still I am so nervous. Damn.",2.7711529933481147,4.785761089430896,3.7367627494456777,88.18789356984482,76.3170731707317,6.423946784922395,23.376940133037692,7.348242739294969,0.9414292682926828,486,15,97,6,11,156,83,123,0.1,0.83,0.07,-0.5705,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,1,10,6,2,2,7,0,9,1,0,0,0,15,17,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,1,1,0,4,2,4,0,0,5,0,22,2,13,12,0,20,0,0,0,0,23,8,1,4,8,72,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098564726307212,0.0,0.20444818737634515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31238115911348835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087271914871126,0.2322744685139213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587560211994402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4518235917255213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001026541583444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585983299684515,0.0,0.0,0.16329453818211415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220727439563843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296768172458087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528156731282966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21331568109441806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307974415173288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081270535730799,0.0,0.15718113614088575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630515619416513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282105114497998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356424210106821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190539985046141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042559503306233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863922742691574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bigyikes1996,2019/03/13,"Should I get therapy? I am a 22M university student. I don't know if I actually have social anxiety but I suspect I do since I seem to resonate with much of its symptoms. I am grateful I do have a couple of friends (and family) but I still think that my relations/connections to those people don't reach their full potential. It's just that I'm there and I think they wouldn't mind if I was not there. I have a much harder time to feel comfortable and to connect with other people.

Right now, I manage to go through life in a slightly below average manner socially/relationally speaking, I've heard stories that are worse than what I'm going through, yet I'm still not 100% convinced that that is enough. I feel like if I don't do anything about it now, it will have serious complications later on when I'm trying to find a job, a significant other,... 

Because of my doubts about how severe my case is, I am not sure if it's worth to get therapy or not, what do you guys/girls think?",5.9584193695751475,5.462635422110555,7.060429419826408,76.66468707172227,66.63819095477389,10.452444038373686,33.1662859753312,10.018931242160765,3.0810060301507534,775,30,157,16,11,263,113,199,0.12,0.772,0.10800000000000001,0.3333,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,0,12,7,0,1,6,0,21,2,0,1,1,32,37,12,0,6,12,0,2,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,15,5,0,0,9,0,1,2,8,2,0,0,2,4,23,5,20,32,4,15,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,7,9,113,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.15812330849210568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395674095162255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334143918422722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877535832585707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928923778339936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742602273686974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275268183559967,0.0,0.16386007048586082,0.11575821875522227,0.0,0.0,0.1480975436926533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251882525837234,0.0,0.16931375879079838,0.0,0.18417705758015895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079526623736162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905049257528802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445049050358636,0.07916237778965325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360969945861048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23822952490535398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467007592454186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837746175206328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751106565790126,0.0,0.18305403324537545,0.0,0.13403746918364115,0.0,0.0,0.1651748225661076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588035755128997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271657435657254,0.1684169634178559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706035121790434,0.0,0.0,0.31147748483043336,0.0,0.0,0.09448422365658664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100114921394415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512805349765752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Giancarlo456,2019/03/13,"I talked to a girl today So I decided to change things up today and go to the mall for no obvious reason, maybe just to not sit at home all day. So I went in walked around a bit and there was this beauty salon type thing setup in the middle of where I was going and there was a girl giving out flyers. As I approached it the girl gave me the flyer and invited me to sit in a chair, I sort of didn't have a chance to decline, because it happened so quickly, so I said fuck it, let's do it (I didn't actually say it, but in my mind lol). So I sat down all nervous, she started asking me all the questions regarding their company and products if I knew about them, I said no, she said would you like me to try them on for you, I said sure. So as she was doing all that beauty stuff on my face we started talking, she asked if I don't know about her shop and products I must not be a local here, I said I am, but I don't go out often, she said well that's unfortunate, why so? I said well that's my personality I shy away from people, she asked if I had a girlfriend, I said no, she asked what kind of girl am I looking for, I said I don't know (stupid mind couldn't think of a better answer), She asked how old I am, I said 23, she said well that's the best time for a girlfriend. Later the conversation shifted to her trying to sell me their products, which I kindly refused after few attempts. At the end I sincerely thanked her for inviting me to have this kind of conversation with her and that I rarely get a chance to talk to anyone outside my family let alone a girl. I didn't ask her contacts, because of few reasons, first because I was little nervous to do that and second she was a little older than me and not particularly my type.  
Thank you to whoever was reading that, have a nice day. ",2.88984126984127,3.7074931693121727,4.510740740740744,87.65833333333335,73.65608465608466,7.0814814814814815,24.846560846560852,7.242747475848597,0.9161703703703704,1390,41,309,14,27,469,171,378,0.087,0.774,0.139,0.9775,0,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,3,4,4,21,18,2,2,21,1,29,2,1,3,7,47,65,24,0,6,9,0,0,1,2,2,0,12,1,6,19,14,0,1,9,3,2,6,13,4,3,2,26,13,66,14,47,33,8,41,0,0,1,1,59,19,1,6,15,229,85,3,0.0,0.0,0.06449270007376831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844760346439176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621051369701387,0.0,0.0,0.05883264654034628,0.3707021379023833,0.0,0.06209218401065127,0.0,0.0,0.1208605414332043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935565011970075,0.058449778435933984,0.07215136575544823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991271545249705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524304186051505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853466551724362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062302218370158376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056214720089649436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061097618272610114,0.03452843723100592,0.06339797112350934,0.11267860363147565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058441713118123566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629200750449217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064625519973843,0.0726408619177875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515963902808634,0.0,0.032287431477373445,0.13247578533818527,0.0,0.0,0.05549757252200574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663946343988899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346079559004834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934861018937888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04581734331366973,0.05770580150302215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403408142935199,0.0,0.06610623837485348,0.0,0.0,0.1358996696749558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.691516745326116,0.052556111635601775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355535412983236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565535374706887,0.0,0.0,0.062287491453314026,0.0,0.0,0.1593579465141927,0.0,0.12169055409249635,0.0,0.0,0.08781233149010842,0.0423467486660972,0.0,0.0,0.038536650643705116,0.0,0.12528806403012807,0.0,0.0,0.08973930832684207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826410121970862,0.06126456620186206,0.059634460033868214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046947270462730006,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NateNoVaa,2019/03/13,"Joined the club Been dealing with the symptoms of social anxiety for years now without even knowing it, with the past couple months being much more strong. I thought I was just developing some weird sort of paranoia. Started looking into it and instantly knew social anxiety (and GAD) was it. Went to psychologist to get an assessment and he said it seems to be high to severe SAD and GAD. Everything I’ve been dealing with makes sense now. Feeling like I’m in hell when walking past anybody, (especially groups) restless nights with thoughts of random insignificant shit that I said or did once and/or imagining each stressful detail of the following day. Plus 1000 more. Anyways, just wanted to say I’ve been enjoying the memes and it’s nice to have the community. Look forward to joining the party. Probably the only time I’ll ever say that. ",5.518193319838054,8.011984756578949,5.505526315789479,76.41599190283404,69.85526315789474,8.361133603238867,32.744939271255056,9.057496981413335,3.226269635627532,681,32,110,14,13,213,104,152,0.171,0.7340000000000001,0.095,-0.9009,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,2,2,9,0,9,2,1,1,1,29,26,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,7,12,0,0,7,1,0,4,1,6,0,0,12,7,3,4,20,12,5,19,1,1,2,0,10,4,2,5,14,67,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411581304445274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207893571366438,0.0,0.09446841563261574,0.3020318811164917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674961467971842,0.13250085562923594,0.0,0.0,0.13164807997816202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406542121172824,0.10464637547638216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653051060333528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476569184189376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050237281290204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156343626275387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460150474774901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777750375985282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169200940073501,0.0,0.10768071840117673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746291570311933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599796112016984,0.0,0.11140574165194282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279666233024714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793177562532487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786748012765079,0.2329758530274101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133351208490858,0.0,0.1654823415689221,0.1503611010275955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298638778090526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368032258932523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779400338489986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225031086289045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325798146104543,0.08541451010289995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639855303306414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357897695152578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120288834118694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432924970986008
socialanxiety,danextbigthing,2019/03/13,Shaking because of anxiety People make fun of me because my hands shake while doing stuff involving my hands. Does it happen with anyone else?,6.674400000000002,9.11472224,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,66.6,8.200000000000001,32.5,8.841846274778883,3.2642000000000007,116,5,16,2,2,36,21,25,0.17300000000000001,0.7140000000000001,0.11199999999999999,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26891399668753874,0.0,0.0,0.2457929304713975,0.3601766722080689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285700991770435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076199904230722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936522113771323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108504705932439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23464421331999075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24370166393992496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402409530118336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,liloooq,2019/03/13,"Anxiety building social relationships For me, I do not have too much anxiety meeting someone for the first time. However, after our initial first time meeting, continuing relationships and socializing is very difficult for me. Even saying hello after seeing a person for the second time is hard. I don’t know why I struggle with building relationships with people beyond surface level. Whenever I feel myself getting closer with someone my mind freaks out and tells me to stop talking with them. I get super anxious and awkward. Does anyone else ever feel this way? If so how do I get passed it? ",6.176816239316239,8.889606211538462,6.843589743589746,66.57918803418804,68.61538461538461,8.468376068376068,33.67094017094017,9.150863307647796,3.742281196581197,482,23,65,10,9,158,73,104,0.163,0.8009999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.8202,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,3,6,5,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,17,13,6,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,3,0,5,13,1,13,13,1,17,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,1,10,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275439407971224,0.1680135980652973,0.0,0.1039899237459933,0.15238332773106855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014767872081254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242381992451317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822951935328042,0.1345276196235506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503966863415626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530058200111616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331034174341572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322575560735406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173375588510377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150166886776954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932782778700688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310515197195043,0.12985836810527546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479015510893224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826975300915793,0.0,0.0,0.11851222834408265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032068264994636,0.25202344110836244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124338303207455,0.0,0.1554765902769427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953715998472615,0.12998963742249847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601630911186239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271127662612613,0.0,0.11804865041362585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341985287637297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sev_i_tom,2019/03/13,"I initiated a casual conversation with a random person at the super market today It didn't go great, but for the first time in a while I didn't feel a sense of dread and stress afterwards. It didn't matter, it was spontaneous and an inconsequential interaction, and it was good for me.

#babysteps",7.920833333333332,7.603529892857143,8.757857142857144,65.52047619047622,62.57142857142857,12.466666666666667,31.16666666666667,11.855464076750405,3.7751738095238094,238,7,43,7,3,81,40,56,0.187,0.682,0.131,-0.5037,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,2,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,7,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,1,3,4,6,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,31,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978037731807229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33275670529890106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232943519832227,0.3281221543511029,0.0,0.4313022133285233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415829938164825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44812122099126733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281133639196967,0.0,0.3708142932443369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Betteroffdeaderer,2019/03/13,"My mom has recently been developing social anxiety, how can I help? I'm a bit of a shut in myself but my mom up until recently has always been out going 

But lately not so much.

I think it might be due to extra stress at work, but she no longer can handle large groups or parties like she used to. At a babyshower, she froze up and we left really early. Once in the car, she said it felt like there wasn't air to breath and seeing more guests come in the house was making her panic.

Going out for drinks with friends is becoming more of a chore for her and she's been staying in more and more often.

We were at the mall today for a haircut, and at first she wanted to shop after. She loves shopping. But there was so many people, she couldn't even browse. We just left early.

What should I do? Encourage her to stay in and relax? Encourage her to go out? She used to be so social.",1.6666233344166383,3.607784248618788,3.1656678583035465,91.3298927526812,79.44198895027623,6.026779330516738,17.829379265518362,7.048011613610866,0.03623795905102378,683,13,147,8,17,224,107,181,0.061,0.768,0.171,0.9764,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,3,0,0,2,9,9,0,2,8,0,18,3,1,4,0,32,32,16,0,3,7,2,2,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,14,1,0,2,5,2,5,4,2,0,1,9,4,22,7,29,18,7,35,0,0,1,1,28,18,0,3,12,109,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411028150977845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049106355836703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145878320660766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971980685242747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181327404919494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434359567383874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057873632960672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167453954772945,0.0,0.0,0.11665000303130164,0.0,0.0,0.10595292394217763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338170399890439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192109700595193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823950459159014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469828751876444,0.0,0.2980029290483074,0.0,0.0,0.13399796258709945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377291945140305,0.0,0.0915410646476449,0.13903699172216438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548235773428805,0.0,0.32123008644226475,0.0,0.0,0.1008126330232037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604810815047295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090257125222135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507462152088236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785448367784357,0.0,0.27081559935408983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304501905774609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092816900020219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795910167498397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29234295115525344,0.0,0.0,0.15709177592700066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787286234616581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999133523739914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23688739704200565,0.0,0.0,0.08088788550061267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983851693410356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Peachezz21,2019/03/13,"Can’t even go grocery shopping Yesterday I went grocery shopping and it gave me so much anxiety. I usually just go in and speed walk to the items I need, pay then get out fast. I started the Keto diet yesterday and you have to count fats, carbs and protein. Just standing there reading food labels made me feel  like people around me thought I was weird or something. Eventually I just picked up an item and awkwardly tried to read the label while pushing my basket to the next aisle. And if the label wasn’t good, I’d have to circle back to that food section and get a different item. Then repeat. 
Has anyone else ever experienced this? ",4.9213023679417125,6.4516463032786895,5.365519125683061,80.73840619307833,69.57377049180329,8.045173041894353,29.94899817850637,8.515128840125781,2.3206692167577416,507,20,92,8,9,162,85,122,0.062,0.892,0.045,0.0056,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,1,7,0,6,4,1,2,1,20,17,13,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,4,0,2,4,3,5,2,2,0,0,6,2,11,2,10,11,5,24,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,14,62,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367839531433266,0.0,0.0,0.13132501195455334,0.1924392442563767,0.0,0.1671956745793166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441857849632914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962272938739891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689580695271674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405041121935252,0.1698899337442882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496519432005024,0.13417547918339426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542146602604258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625176477650425,0.0,0.21347983081581906,0.157530787444568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917571995098139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771563146896546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380660526895253,0.1392628637417798,0.0,0.0,0.19974398710586155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020766654629007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757327867752822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14458959995216294,0.0,0.0,0.13293682558982933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491045816526429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751444201730908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685231357859168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174106913019882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mc1120,2019/03/13,"Has Anyone Tried Psychedelics? LSD, shrooms? I've read stories of life changing experiences...But I'm afraid of such intense shock therapy? I'd be genuinely grateful foe any experiences anyone could share. ",5.242941176470588,8.901506823529411,4.414941176470588,75.52123529411767,83.70588235294117,7.425882352941178,36.21176470588235,8.238735603445708,4.044901176470589,168,10,24,4,5,50,29,34,0.147,0.6659999999999999,0.188,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346383037991424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825184838139378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650054366484357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754855089565241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375142806150564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437111997635645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345132301714039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39458208607203504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342587840306644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BangersAndBops,2019/09/06,"The worst... You ever just get sandwiched in line between 2 people having a conversation. Or worse, being in line between a group of people trying to joke around while you somehow managed to land right in the middle of them. Sometimes I feel compelled to ask the people behind me if they wanna switch so I'm not awkwardly stuck in the middle conversation. Of course I never do tho lol.",4.652916666666666,6.804620680555559,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,71.3611111111111,6.466666666666668,25.88888888888889,7.1686216300943375,1.4682055555555549,307,10,50,3,6,99,52,72,0.075,0.8240000000000001,0.10099999999999999,-0.0171,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,0,6,3,0,1,6,1,3,1,0,1,2,11,8,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,7,1,15,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,3,3,42,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667078899143324,0.28008594660923497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710057294283029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514869727110656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652885221822732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310703112033192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6231156173616602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558571189443025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963124729617708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340901670818207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053184202821334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Charles578,2019/09/06,"Anyone want to chat? (19M) Pm if ya do, I don't bite. Pretty much any topic is good I just like to have someone to chat with :)",-3.4255172413793105,-2.045985275862069,0.09958620689655362,104.67903448275864,108.65517241379312,2.32,9.248275862068963,3.1291,-2.276964137931035,93,1,25,0,5,33,24,29,0.079,0.63,0.29100000000000004,0.7246,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193399968962712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32835101649780074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938731351878583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22941988949116005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452055938904692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777458809417872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978854397053678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769786852641408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lucchi5-5,2019/09/06,"I am not allowed to look/feel depressed anymore. Pardon my English.

During my graduation (before and after), I had to stay home alot, with nothing to do. And with all my friends have their own lives I felt alone, and depressed.
I havn't be in situation before, and without gf so far and with the anxiety I apparently have, it started to be hell.

I was open with my friends about my depression, I talked all my problems out (for the first time)to them.

They looked worry, but without any thing to help or offer, soon after, I started to feel they are avoiding me, nobody wants to be with this depressed angry person, and I was thinking same too.

After that the shit happens, Apparently I am socially stupid, I just ruined it.
I went to everyone of them and told him ""why u ignoring me, why u dont invite me to .. ,u did so and so"" and then I choose something personal he shared with me and I talk about it in the worrest way ever.

Then I get the my mind back, ""what the hell is wrong with me"", and I apologized to them many times, they are okay but its done. 

We still friends but its very shallow, they are careful dealing with me. No me personal stuff. No more normal stuff. Just come hangout with us if u want.(or don't) 

Maybe this is all in my mind but still I was very stupid.

Now I can manage my depression, its not continuous, I have something to do now, a way to thing positive about the world. 
But still I have episodes of depression and panic attacks, which I can't share or talk about, I am alone in this I am not allowed to feel week any more, nobody wants that, everyone need to be with happy positive people. 
And for my friends I must look happy, maybe someday they will be open with me again. 

But I can't I am depressed from my loneliness with depression, I need support to move on, I have many issue to overcome, yet its hard alone.

I can't afford therapy btw.",3.7254503105590047,5.147836793478263,4.574301242236029,85.67597826086958,72.3695652173913,7.539751552795031,28.360248447204967,8.07648339933343,1.796833540372671,1452,56,293,21,28,469,168,368,0.23,0.6409999999999999,0.129,-0.9916,5,5,2,0,0,0,63.0,2,0,9,1,20,31,6,2,9,1,36,1,1,2,5,70,55,27,0,8,16,0,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,3,18,30,0,2,5,1,0,3,12,20,0,1,9,6,60,11,48,39,8,37,2,9,2,0,32,10,3,4,21,224,78,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228482039725013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001342709342084,0.0,0.056254514616671226,0.0,0.07292753212048524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365733401577438,0.0,0.05654431911747695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125146718611303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497442095761518,0.0,0.0,0.0633443877233186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581195025983438,0.50668867312185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525242559229746,0.08618314779428025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651713878161611,0.0,0.14053278896227706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154539066777927,0.0,0.07060568519503059,0.0,0.0,0.06254932366056996,0.0,0.0,0.22725361543847256,0.0,0.038419303563401085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502726729358485,0.15655997678338748,0.06587343253242757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049289346750527714,0.0,0.07376217878332716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675203654592218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649332611335381,0.0,0.18525409112696367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910706506690785,0.14775274055330706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849993891361848,0.0,0.0,0.07815668009003457,0.0,0.1090513961654741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204925172212996,0.07055936875402664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627815469813974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098030963462636,0.19262528655566835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036361535123119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548321236804413,0.0,0.08265706881470918,0.0,0.0749602595148703,0.0,0.11322255856397648,0.0,0.0,0.1040977188237142,0.07837914014794048,0.17617681874056998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836128333054326,0.0,0.08344730058319699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731533232761482,0.0,0.0,0.0840943402222967,0.0,0.09770753879063396,0.0471186280757845,0.0,0.0,0.08575837183084174,0.0,0.0,0.07026639448113851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845424412819905,0.0,0.0,0.12134910348150388,0.13011956448143325,0.11673823538272148,0.05898580373428115,0.0,0.0,0.06816821597925674,0.1327088398210686,0.0,0.0,0.14177134291777913,0.0,0.0,0.07467894726486055,0.0,0.0,0.08039960890860938,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thrrrrroooooooooowwa,2019/09/06,Went to therapy for the first time and it just made me more depressed All I got was that I should be more aware of why I feel socially anxious and that everyone needs a friend or support system that they can say anything to or else they won't be confident. So I'm fucked since I need friends to have the confidence to make friends and haven't been able to pinpoint my social anxiety for 10+ years.,7.244259259259257,5.894545987654323,6.875401234567902,81.83680555555556,64.4320987654321,11.062962962962963,36.29938271604939,10.125756701596842,3.2805530864197525,319,13,68,6,4,100,60,81,0.159,0.674,0.16699999999999998,0.2024,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,2,6,1,0,3,0,9,1,0,2,1,13,19,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,5,2,8,4,8,10,3,5,0,1,0,1,8,0,1,2,3,43,12,0,0.1897488601548284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515735865297438,0.2143622021092242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614714425674228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634304152096252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851082461742566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813131673866988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594272500960917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140028351444685,0.0,0.0,0.4397984959896645,0.175419763640741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517594973540738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954495941399956,0.12665883757739435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813927510114567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089590955670173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569622179306911,0.0,0.0,0.3868501345808583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153247578779741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169943583641838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064408627619272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589909437600826,0.17121883274252025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221920447789577
socialanxiety,ThomasAlibi,2019/09/06,"Trying to get a job with social anxiety Hi! I'm an introverted dude with some bad social anxiety. I'm starting college in a little over two weeks and I'm running low on money.

I was a very enthousiastic kid and always cheery and happy, until I failed my first year of middle school because of mental health issues and got bullied till pretty much the ending bit of high school. During this period I went through a lot of stuff mentally and pretty much became an ""incel"". Later I picked myself up, hit the gym and started to get my life together. Of course, it couldn't last long and my parents split up, which kind of threw me back into my old ways.

Now I'm half way to recovering, I've worked a job, just to be judged and hated on by colleagues because I was too quiet and was trying to relax during my short breaks when I was working in a loud factory with a lot of responsibilities to manage machines and help the production process.

Anyways, I typed too much and used this post to vent too much. Sooo I just wanted to ask anyone with experience: How do I get a job when I deal with social anxiety? I'm already going to have to deal with the stress of college and I'm worried I'll underperform. Does anyone have any tips? It would definetly be appreciated!",5.338507085020243,6.063870773279351,6.530220141700402,75.74002656882594,67.98785425101214,8.766093117408907,28.392965587044536,8.841846274778883,2.1907248987854246,999,32,185,16,16,337,144,247,0.111,0.8,0.08900000000000001,-0.5638,4,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,12,8,1,1,14,0,11,2,0,3,0,30,31,17,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,6,19,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,5,0,3,7,2,17,3,36,19,8,38,0,2,0,0,10,13,0,3,17,118,23,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115516857893854,0.0,0.08411223127582326,0.0,0.0,0.06874242158448836,0.0,0.2319931436524704,0.0,0.0,0.1413643403467489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450241766281267,0.0,0.0,0.07772943165622494,0.08440317109134815,0.12324302665318852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036049384790812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843189549082547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846165131810263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953281100181157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888218842856432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598429434646113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584408837467877,0.0,0.05744990046347274,0.0,0.08084826746413779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076086705562888,0.0,0.09980218700641816,0.0,0.10745043378144224,0.0,0.0,0.0677562833795083,0.10680364731136832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055082503828112,0.3009388518321897,0.0,0.0,0.10526624114439212,0.0,0.08239915137183541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140052484077687,0.0,0.10131542861132617,0.0,0.08945854741193318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718805928251078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374323306021505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29724141916680025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607348576195197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224481619661733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681311449170207,0.20568302797736127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046102718636503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091354777898323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309937138098586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157944719220537,0.0,0.11572008532817328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726246593983776,0.0,0.0987470162412468,0.0,0.0,0.08730645154274512,0.0,0.08340711315324974,0.059623554009520324,0.16047583259420525,0.08108565230975033,0.0,0.0,0.09370838251810658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718464130468206,0.1026584494814201,0.0,0.07180909049787408,0.0,0.0,0.0650965197600128
socialanxiety,uwuowobye,2019/09/06,"I'm an embarrassment this is a crazy long vent post... so just ignore if you want please

I just started my freshman year, and while the school work isn't too hard, it's only been two weeks and I'm always stressed out (I get stressed easily.) Today I started crying in class and I had to get sent to the office. I feel ashamed/embarrassed and I don't want to go back to school at all now. I also feel bad for the teacher because he thought he was the one stressing me out which wasn't the case. 

I'm kind of known for being really anxious and awkward, which I really wanted to fix by the time i was a freshman but based on how things are going I don't think that's going to happen.

It probably also looked really attention-seeking which some of my friends and family call me out on but I honestly really wish I hadn't done what I did earlier, i just got so frustrated that i keep losing all my things and I kept screwing everything up. I know everyone was watching when the teacher talked to me, and now more people probably think of me as a weird person. To be honest. I don't blame them, though I wouldnt judge 

I'm pretty disappointed in myself... I wish I had controlled my emotions better earlier but I always overreact to everything. I'm trying really hard to work on it, but I'm failing pretty bad Also sorry I probably sound like the most pathetic person ever which is likely true.

I just feel kind of lost in general. I dont know who my friends are anymore, I know a lot of them find me obnoxious in a lot of ways but I don't want to be friendless. I just want school to be over already, I want to move away and meet completely new people but that's at least 4 years away. I'm gonna take a nap now..",2.2042943548387086,4.010429982954548,4.057705278592377,86.19506598240471,77.29545454545455,7.496480938416423,23.85483870967742,8.360895534625662,1.49148357771261,1342,44,278,26,31,454,172,352,0.192,0.677,0.131,-0.9704,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,2,7,19,25,2,5,15,0,25,1,0,2,4,58,65,26,0,10,12,0,5,2,2,2,0,1,0,2,15,12,0,4,11,1,0,5,9,15,0,2,15,8,43,10,39,44,8,39,0,4,2,1,14,16,1,5,18,183,58,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861895487712614,0.19266048734731853,0.13364097503860134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907221918244687,0.07964133231300606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089904683899594,0.06174986014620235,0.13410323219234155,0.04895339833106586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710235595225637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200074494335371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419863562372865,0.0,0.09006928282988612,0.0,0.0,0.08821166033991071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218025839753383,0.09411727661269884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033271426034982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264079011291498,0.0,0.0767352070006108,0.14434654781733888,0.0,0.07570474060309408,0.0,0.1218143994161198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339763855193263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408743433526635,0.0,0.08391246579609953,0.0,0.1369181496677746,0.0,0.06422752749631687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710137591846513,0.0,0.1438756469160647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137908829754316,0.0,0.16725133659875566,0.13240116690544654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846627900830935,0.0,0.0,0.07106771108272852,0.06743627180203672,0.08984114962848165,0.08766278006284961,0.13654548016943815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535188221161942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755941114912084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054416986078151146,0.06107584029009695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134724192567967,0.1402390748953623,0.0,0.08815116326674535,0.0,0.0,0.07691033052474555,0.16339883029406327,0.2597482614933668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25722833001717266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24381991614070306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898952689232221,0.11368108554898575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759685344869317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060379631960058626,0.06454640150062034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067026175169992,0.1029128563000528,0.07889960241129634,0.06375348075069674,0.0468266976203072,0.0,0.07612008557794615,0.0,0.0,0.05452206387275863,0.0,0.07844666187345571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841970699945988,0.06374265196845788,0.06441611090295019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469438744262587,0.0,0.0,0.11692650804947978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342802991184284
socialanxiety,FreeSp1rit,2019/09/06,"I am all alone. Rant The only person that I have in this world is my mother. But she is miles away from me now, I started college this September. My roommate went away to another city for the weekend yesterday. I found out late at night when I messaged him to make sure he is okay. He had so much fun partying with his friends - he forgot to tell me. And I understand it. He doesn’t owe me anything. He has his circle of friends and that is me who clings to every person like they are my potential friend. But the truth is, even if people talk to me - I never go past being just an acquaintance for them. I am not interesting enough to grab their interest. They won’t message me after work/school, won’t invite me to hang out. This mental illness have consumed my personality whole.
I guess this is the reality I would have to come to terms with. I will always be alone.",2.144304658279496,4.369340907514451,3.5210200612036746,87.94403264195853,79.23121387283237,6.613940836450187,22.89323359401564,7.724431198458867,1.0788758245494732,679,22,139,11,17,222,113,173,0.062,0.777,0.161,0.9523,1,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,0,5,10,0,0,5,1,21,1,0,1,4,22,31,7,0,2,5,1,1,1,3,4,1,0,0,3,8,7,0,1,2,1,1,4,5,0,0,0,4,1,30,10,22,21,5,23,0,0,0,0,25,8,0,2,12,102,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150605862037121,0.0,0.0,0.12655983764420534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949068292458346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516578841573825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858069370279945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102115128727448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716052163062658,0.0,0.10046097522693392,0.0,0.12815126888482448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677039646132594,0.3525375104144778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644224466582137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755589786566275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715760393644606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430864320593393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152829461375797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328157454680438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181140120847194,0.0,0.11730931671188467,0.0,0.0,0.1427360575521557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567931809634575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519718037489704,0.10544736639472782,0.3984249863113621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393387141569942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076575483390549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433529632680925,0.0,0.0,0.12225265629911247,0.13294258010052692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834203106295172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099872869264315,0.0,0.16981482624433844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073100799191013,0.0,0.0,0.10804786292004163,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,biochemistea,2019/09/06,"Terrified of any sort of illness in public I couldn't find anything with a quick Google search, so I was wondering if anyone else experiences this- Whenever I have an illness of any sort, even just a cold, I get so stressed and anxious in public. I'm trying so desperately to look normal and not sniffle or anything because I can feel people thinking ""ew oh my god I hope she doesn't sit next to me"", or ""that's so disgusting how inconsiderate can you be"". And then I get WAY sicker in public than in private, I think because of stress, which just makes it harder to control and the cycle continues. 

I think part of the reason I think people are thinking about how gross it is is because I am quite the germaphobe and I get so annoyed when someone who is sick sits near me because I don't want to catch whatever they have. It's a huge problem though because it makes it hard for me to attend classes like a normal person when I just have a cold or something considered to be ""minor"" like that. It's also not just strangers that I worry about thinking this, it's literally everyone, even my family so if I ever have a cold when I go home (I live in an apartment by myself usually), I am so anxious and can't relax or feel better the entire time. It doesn't matter how much people reassure me that they don't think that, I'm still afraid that they're disgusted by me. Does anyone else have this problem?",4.6508149405772485,5.577247218637995,5.658705904546312,80.64665534804756,69.64516129032259,8.167591020562158,29.737973967176003,8.371475516178862,2.15761935483871,1110,42,212,16,19,367,141,279,0.203,0.737,0.061,-0.9901,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,3,26,15,3,3,12,0,22,4,0,7,1,48,43,28,0,9,12,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,19,7,0,1,12,1,0,3,8,9,0,0,1,7,31,6,24,39,2,25,0,0,1,0,10,8,0,10,13,149,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802010473066888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639986749932334,0.0,0.0,0.22659596366006945,0.0,0.14024874922922978,0.2055157879514611,0.16505854239916798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056761043297266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869743768824488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248259950827592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877635471695636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755711921841765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247982814504955,0.09071710849155956,0.0,0.09583040173125876,0.0,0.0981018495480434,0.09454350862567552,0.0,0.10141822586170347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916622950987992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719053134443334,0.0,0.05699652871142974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898392118965775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005980067367282,0.09960956888627877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799224285227337,0.0,0.08855699151915364,0.0,0.08421747031966824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388732283264262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372392704378307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665844967655903,0.0,0.1965237803348987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860317360933366,0.0,0.2085832177136228,0.08756845397925155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919259861321689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666965673552063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311375684733888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497451271872905,0.07720734322820086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009089522956278,0.0,0.2297613360610243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498278250377824,0.09853339674252702,0.0,0.058479300703085324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808962259139043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045412379101648,0.0,0.059153028648705926,0.07960471059268147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087591021008596,0.0,0.10184830985144804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KikilooRose,2019/09/06,I starts Drivers ED next week and I'm really worried... I'm 15 and have major social anxiety. I start drivers ED next week and I'm actually afraid of being so nervous that I won't be able to take in any of the information. Anyone else ever have this fear? If so do you have any tips for overcoming it?,1.4638095238095232,3.4074683174603213,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,80.1111111111111,7.374603174603175,23.198412698412696,8.344100000000001,1.51996507936508,236,8,49,5,6,84,45,63,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.8201,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,6,13,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,27,7,0,0.2189675825085292,0.0,0.2136807740748096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29781092964830114,0.0,0.1675096012783955,0.0,0.0,0.15310722493984674,0.2243581646717193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829193178793804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806871450964691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463994069337178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657490162617668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027624034036024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320987512955612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30997276383899797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463637119453814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512851735347459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237220897680446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reddituser12121,2019/09/06,"I don’t think my teacher likes me I don’t know if this subreddit the right one to post in. I’ll delete it if it isn’t. I’m super quiet in class but my teacher is sociable. I feel like he has a familiar (I don’t know a better word) relationship with the other students. They all make jokes with him. I can’t help but feel like I seem cold. I wish I could open up more but it’s hard when everyone expects you to be quiet. I can never be myself at school. It’s why I don’t have any friends. I’ve been fortunate enough to not be bullied but I’ve always been outcasted because of my lack of social skills. It’s so awkward when my teacher asks everyone to pair up with their shoulder partner because I don’t have one. We don’t have assigned seats so no one wanted to sit next to me. I don’t know why but so feel like I’m being judged whenever this happens. I don’t want to seem like I want to be special. I only want to be a bit more respected. It’s hard to learn when I’m thinking about how my teacher doesn’t like me. 

I’m sorry if this sounds whiny. I know I should get over it because however I think he perceives me won’t affect me that much as long as I do well in his class. I hate being super sensitive. I try so hard not to offend people by not saying anything. I can’t help but think that everyone who knows who I am at my school dislikes me. It’s exhausting to think this way because it I focus all of my energy thinking about any bad recent interactions instead of paying attention. I’m a senior and I have no idea how I’ll survive in the real world.",1.5408769943386496,3.1037531731343293,3.673978383942359,89.29686567164183,78.4626865671642,6.65054040144107,23.790530108080286,7.503015589744147,0.9902393206381892,1223,41,270,17,29,419,155,335,0.10400000000000001,0.6759999999999999,0.221,0.9913,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,2,5,13,19,2,1,7,0,33,2,1,4,3,56,64,21,0,12,12,0,6,6,2,2,1,4,0,1,18,6,0,0,20,1,1,0,19,5,1,3,2,11,45,14,33,52,8,23,0,0,0,0,19,12,0,5,14,173,63,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951327522417795,0.0,0.0,0.12996766353991587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863744113618887,0.0,0.08933536337102588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978830749088411,0.23300907725538786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451473560541142,0.10432637665298967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629659641767936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873865235132544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739339921095964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495347499887926,0.2048034767530237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382914046617989,0.0,0.04992596758335136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450307365868448,0.0,0.2568080016175276,0.09434536027695614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810322415191466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078752014864882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625853939660409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801136778657613,0.0,0.0,0.08456727391043277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378680142874521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024733029828813,0.0,0.07370148508166499,0.0,0.10162876075609707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942610545748788,0.07267741195590185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624902197946693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151971955951674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876779046921826,0.0,0.0,0.09435361564942414,0.10259529067407497,0.0,0.08160741004204101,0.0,0.07599286084890691,0.0,0.19342291380950008,0.0,0.17398781374457878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741101840649076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697119288719692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673845509460904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487872255126337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22545420507304104,0.07585079393536309,0.0,0.0,0.08591959220189661,0.0,0.1724554226756604,0.0,0.10988886946420892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Laurica95,2019/09/06,Why do phone calls tend to create such anxiety? I’ve been staring at my phone for well over an hour just to try to make a phone call that will literally last less than 5 minutes. As soon as I start thinking about making a call to someone I don’t know I get all nervous and anxious. Does anyone know how to deal with this better than the typical ‘just keep doing it until you’re comfortable’ answer.,5.174499999999998,5.575402450000002,5.695000000000004,82.73000000000002,68.25,8.4,28.5,8.238735603445708,1.813825,316,10,63,4,5,102,64,80,0.07400000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.4166,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,3,1,13,14,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,4,3,15,12,2,7,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,5,40,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698723532204215,0.231832059903512,0.0,0.14348956577832042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149405095561985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6286356589781892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156539269359398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958310992054444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721522157848658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020932774842017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240257142454694,0.0,0.0,0.22555918340764536,0.16727582673035368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739622837573765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738761450529017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452506807037953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149208031016996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393260251281028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845109581598056,0.0,0.1851726391052282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,would92,2019/09/06,"Thought I'd beaten my anxiety, but no. Walked by a couple of kids a bit younger than me. They were listening to Tame Impala while playing football. I recognized the song and kept walking instead of saying something, anything.

I thought my anxiety was long gone, but I'm really not sure anymore. :/",4.467222222222219,7.0478735000000015,5.010888888888889,78.37300000000002,73.25925925925927,8.023703703703704,36.725925925925935,8.841846274778883,3.7839081481481487,235,14,38,5,5,75,45,54,0.19,0.728,0.08199999999999999,-0.6377,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,6,3,6,2,5,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372168826199229,0.0,0.2834007943020592,0.0,0.0,0.2351591689028621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31197993823166004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31619208858335945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528918739194094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306753773870255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272507566571345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21999485034630056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26932889672629096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537289007988603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CursedAir,2019/09/06,"I'm suddenly an extrovert? I spent the last 2 years just in my room making weird/creepy art/memes, listening to obscure music and doing the normal degenerate teenage things (but I kept my room clean and stuff but yeah). Then I turned 18, and my mom and my stepdad left for their honeymoon for 5 days. I thought it was gonna be awesome, 5 days just me and the dog. But on day one I was hit with a truck with the loneliness. I realized even though I don't really have the same interests as them that I love my family and people in general. I want to talk to them so bad but still can't because of SA. I now hate being in my room. They're having the wedding party now and I'm in my room and I can't hear them at all. I'm from Bavaria so I'm expected to be drinking alcohol and stuff but I've never done drugs. And now I can't stop thinking about having a bf/husband and raising kids. It's like some switch was just hit. But I still have SA so now it's even harder. I don't want to be a loner anymore. I thought I was schizoid and just didn't need other people. Now just sitting on the balcony listening to my family talking makes me smile. I don't know how I'll fully become normal but I'm taking t step by step. Usually I wouldn't even leave my room to wash my hands if there's people over but I do now.  I wonder a year from now how much will change. It's difficult, I want to keep my weird side who makes strange creepy videos and listens to drone and my ""Normie"" side who wants to have a job a husband and kids. I've alienated myself far too much from all the groups I should feel comfortable in because of schizophrenia and SA and I'm finally working on reversing it. If I ever find time for it I might even go to therapy, which I just basically gave up on ever pursuing. Wtf is happening. This is the weirdest mix of hope & despair I've ever felt. So much more I want to say but I think I've typed enough. Thanks for reading.",1.2971133371133376,3.2220722727272784,3.0922850122850143,91.47991053991056,80.57248157248158,6.631361431361432,22.475209475209475,7.702957570686157,0.9123636237636245,1513,49,337,25,39,504,203,407,0.09,0.7909999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.8135,1,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,4,1,32,11,1,0,16,1,29,6,1,5,6,77,71,37,0,14,17,2,3,1,0,5,3,5,6,2,15,19,2,3,10,3,1,3,9,5,0,1,12,8,46,6,39,48,9,50,0,1,0,1,21,21,0,7,26,216,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435483415433483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580036964850513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968394810734014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153107838987908,0.11904928140901408,0.10784332350747976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032974671130263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892250693331594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992667559123143,0.0,0.09565678227883574,0.11323939705482496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089534492114254,0.0,0.2579794121696424,0.2649816200330352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841056040094108,0.0,0.049373203938723485,0.0,0.09375633202317127,0.10696740023925494,0.08924749276477734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549498055124945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634882652999096,0.0,0.0,0.09640609265136653,0.0,0.0,0.1100551471260462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969853991643857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689947586106568,0.08679304664391886,0.0,0.0,0.05366417965922775,0.0795952519661346,0.0,0.10339396242538527,0.10609363684010864,0.0,0.0,0.047705340432159564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813013488728835,0.0,0.19554018142774304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358792430259836,0.0,0.11436286294889997,0.0,0.0,0.21534510907693374,0.07240393516640065,0.07531130495944234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134644888217872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616806299366843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203088185754956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767331937109602,0.0,0.06255510115862957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765272995233387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559618725413866,0.08163717633664362,0.0,0.0,0.22356466531248406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341831253443454,0.15696975037808886,0.0,0.08990014139757332,0.1116677341402828,0.0,0.06487225796844415,0.12513637467427335,0.0959375782963874,0.15504145431058586,0.05693868957527574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621178145956643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754425910079247,0.0,0.28797334229138283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589389200202673,0.07108810233569737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257627974597735
socialanxiety,owalp,2019/09/06,"I feel like my personality sucks. First post, sorry for my english. I just need to get this out if my chest. Maybe this is going to be long, you're warned !

I'm a college student (F21), and as far as I remember i've always been the shy type of person, introverted and anxious as hell when I had to speak in front of people.  One of my biggest fear was, and still is to end up alone.


Four months ago, I got my degree, and after a lot of work, was accepted in a really great school for my master. I should have been excited and happy, but all I could think about was the fear of not fitting in my new class, not getting along with the other students (we're 21). This college is far away from my town, so I left my family and bf, which was very hard since they're my pillars in life. I told myself I just needed to be myself, and it was ok if I didn't make any friends, but then college started, and as I expected, I felt terrible in this new environement. I managed to speak to few people on the first day, but quickly the shyness took over me, and while they were all starting to be friends and laughing together, I ended up being the quiet loner. 
I'm feeling incredibly frustrated and sad, because I pushed myself so much to be social, but there was no results. It just doesn't seem to work, and i'm starting to think my personality really sucks. I know it's not easy to communicate with me, and I get that i'm not really a fun person, but even when I try to be, nothing works.
 I get up everyday feeling sick and not wanting to go to college because I know i'll be alone. I know it's just a bad moment to go through, but i'm tired of being the weirdo, tired of having to do so much efforts everyday with no results, tired to see people judging me and thinking i have a problem. ( I do have old scarification/self harm scars all over my arm and shoulder, and it seems to scare people. I can understand.)

Tomorrow, we're all going to a three days integration trip. The idea of spending three days with ""strangers"" is terrifying. They all planned to do different things together, and i'm just there, with nothing to do, and no one to speak to.


In short, I have no idea what to do to not feel so lonely anymore. I feel dumb for wanting to socialise so much, when my first goal is to get my master. I'm lost, and I'm starting to hate my personality because no one seems to like it.",6.585108695652174,5.140626581780545,7.381317287784679,77.98700698757766,65.79089026915113,10.286024844720496,33.99663561076605,9.188382445141503,2.7438958592132505,1841,67,388,27,24,619,214,483,0.244,0.711,0.045,-0.9987,1,4,0,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,2,12,20,27,6,3,15,1,38,8,3,3,5,83,88,42,0,10,19,0,7,2,3,1,5,4,0,5,15,27,0,0,20,0,1,8,13,16,0,9,16,12,50,11,69,62,10,60,1,3,1,0,15,21,4,6,32,265,65,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610714611269226,0.0,0.0,0.15447654098406272,0.0,0.0,0.06205322659477443,0.0,0.0,0.050714254021720064,0.0,0.0,0.08424968053147279,0.07395937718804026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006662996682737,0.0,0.0622678654650596,0.1363825571466142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954288730489481,0.0,0.0,0.1442860989620593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791607296759621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321044448468805,0.0,0.0,0.04925676087870975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030363885904765,0.16783752199819935,0.18853939388204044,0.0532771268467323,0.07160467866007025,0.0,0.0,0.19030298518093292,0.0,0.0,0.11523450316261714,0.0,0.19481447410375446,0.0,0.16953309345066914,0.0,0.05964525949021041,0.08222033035400876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938756487977215,0.0668054697818056,0.07362838473104936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837450860689795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295509830010005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102706889105547,0.0,0.052675251621865635,0.07286815723912529,0.0,0.0,0.06599743496505796,0.0,0.0,0.08140854036116751,0.06340186921712464,0.0,0.0,0.049780075486190366,0.0,0.0749216403696123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05952587130709872,0.0,0.1644658766371186,0.11059435452388157,0.0,0.14405197846554224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311541378384862,0.0,0.07825499273820756,0.0,0.15160393285383522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068065017311229,0.3255845405725997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142321681134868,0.0,0.0,0.07135918379190671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332593288434672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448009809944564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746636104773363,0.0754749182787579,0.059427436183953776,0.20367363563975316,0.07779905804279766,0.0,0.0,0.06169005816349137,0.0,0.0,0.07602086545879934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348175386597755,0.21114117609733285,0.0,0.05955650954747685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954499696762458,0.1433559158706689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571425089663347,0.0,0.0712605873525009,0.08285670729408001,0.05063222537749098,0.0,0.0,0.07763627163183255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153303049520058,0.08797374296743915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16287670222776351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BlackHooch,2019/09/06,"Non existent social media presence. For the bigger part of my life I was bullied, one time I had to change  schools - it was that bad. I believe it lead to some mental problems  that I have now. I dont have many friends and I think it's because of  lack of social media presence. All my friends have instagrams and  snapchats with lots of followers and friends and I am the only one that  doesnt have one. I lack oportunities for parties, meeting with new  people because of that. I am really afraid to even post something on  social media, I fear judgment from other people. I get terrified even  about thinking of changing my profile picture to my actual face. Another  problem is - everyone has lots of followers and I would have to just  pop up with absolutely zero followers, friends - pretty pathetic... I  think thats my biggest problem right now. Lack of social media feels  like Im left out, when everyone else has fun. It's pretty sad as I have  lots of interesting things going on in my life that I could share with  other people, but the fear of judgment is too strong. Do you have any  ideas what should I do? Advices needed.",4.884419014084506,6.517463882629112,5.501405516431927,79.33126320422538,69.7981220657277,8.141901408450705,31.622359154929576,8.660442795831766,2.6780330985915497,889,39,157,15,16,287,115,213,0.153,0.765,0.08199999999999999,-0.8887,3,2,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,8,17,0,3,3,0,23,3,1,1,1,33,33,8,0,10,2,0,1,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,14,10,0,0,5,0,0,5,2,8,0,4,3,1,23,9,29,27,9,20,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,4,6,118,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0979586350737254,0.0,0.0,0.0980924123606598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826339970148958,0.10525958393756378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381501948110041,0.12238422497973685,0.0,0.0,0.113096466223428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238230597232924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014709067265356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764729669583562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385652282318916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260311211218778,0.0,0.0,0.19183916045864746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259159691901161,0.0507563021573152,0.07171312829185722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102204340982042,0.0,0.05244560358783736,0.0,0.05704956892344571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331938724418544,0.1084300992783416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906565219280044,0.0,0.14180596067921786,0.04904171656547509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25602430068299104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017718868034662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011617385181087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744321963639515,0.0,0.09694984155314762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406491358991175,0.07634525521945468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870423827913156,0.0,0.20877732248352054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613848593870887,0.20424975476568796,0.0,0.28815688485564955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430746564126884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572592748952954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159223700093314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40930841433610604,0.0,0.07727919135556223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668953327720338,0.19296275521397635,0.0,0.0,0.05853372076300761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130869896446781,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StormieTheCloud,2019/09/06,Even a compliment is hard for me to not fuck up. I actively think about this of course. I work as a server and this super cool punk lady came in and trying to compliment her aesthetic I said “you look so cool I wish I could look like you when I grow up.” I’m fucking 21 years old. She was maybe 25. I hope she didn’t see it as a backhanded compliment. I only meant to say something like I wish I could have your confidence. You looked so dang cool lady I’m sorry!,0.2785250463821889,2.4176289489795906,2.4539332096474986,93.33717068645643,86.04081632653063,6.420779220779222,18.092764378478662,7.686295010490155,0.4517428571428575,359,9,82,7,11,121,65,98,0.042,0.5870000000000001,0.371,0.9886,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,2,5,12,2,0,3,3,6,2,0,0,0,11,21,7,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,10,18,10,11,14,0,8,0,0,4,2,9,3,3,1,5,48,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670547193358774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28859430203022124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193695936617115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341615189111811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618974053505154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950436574774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658981559771486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552997396827482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181566258272884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18964435579030528,0.0,0.0,0.13745231086033227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171914368353078,0.14372270629157555,0.0,0.0,0.14401736498881354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913377331317162,0.0,0.20231096928373146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580364550443345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270291553238677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156581429963354,0.0,0.0,0.13157263703530395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638334938651235
socialanxiety,Outualva,2019/09/06,"Is there a way to know if I have social anxiety before going to the psychologist? I have insisted my parents to get me to the psychologist. They asked why and I told them that I might have social anxiety.

They denied it and laughed at me. ""How can you have social anxiety? That's not real"".

After asking them to get me there, over and over, they agreed, but said that if I don't get diagnosed with social anxiety I wouldn't go there again. I'm so worried about not being diagnosed and have my problems not being treated. 

Is there a way to know with certainty that I have social anxiety?",3.2419130434782595,5.248051321739133,4.90195652173913,80.40076086956525,74.91304347826087,8.42608695652174,25.41304347826087,9.120678840339163,2.229365217391304,462,16,87,11,10,156,59,115,0.158,0.7979999999999999,0.044000000000000004,-0.8988,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,5,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,14,2,0,1,0,19,26,9,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,1,18,2,13,20,0,9,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,3,2,71,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756799320313398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325218904468188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582223135088244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25244802378011505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492080056786149,0.0,0.14135468480194086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669133902803168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319275927627244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808840821415005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899688405749345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155028482163592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829599056784405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6338529697404586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188324669713526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974242823023309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221665023012388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262948469156053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kvee_sharma,2019/09/06,"I don’t know how to interact with new people. After my 10th grade which was in the year 2013, I moved on to my higher education. The next two years I barely talked to anyone, everyone was new to me and I understood that they were new to each other too but I never really understood how they mingled with one another. Two years passed by and I spent most of my time alone, if someone ever came and talked to me, I’d avoid contact and try to finish the conversation as fast as possible, this is something I still do. 
This feeling of not being able to interact build up and once I was in University, I dropped out. I joined another Bachelor’s Course and dropped out again. I could just now interact with people around me. I felt anxious, every time I talked to someone I would just keep thinking what do I say? How do I look at them? Am I smiling right? Am I standing right? Is my voice alright? I hate this, I even started Prescribed Anti-depressants thinking it would fix it. Took online courses thinking it would fix it. 
I always try to fix it thinking the answer to fixing it is out there from either substances or courses. I know that it is me who has to take action for it....but I’m not able to. I feel chained by my own thoughts and because of that I have stopped going out of my house,  My dad has his business so I just interact with the people I’ve been seeing from the last 7 years but there too I feel awkward. I don’t meet anyone from the outside at all. I have 2 dogs in which I find peace, every time this pressure of interaction builds up I go to them and feel like everything is alright.

I know what to do but I don’t have the courage to do it. I don’t even know why I’m posting this cause I already have the answer to what I’m asking. I just want some hope, thats all.",2.2614537671232893,4.061440750684934,3.6650128424657566,89.10203981164385,77.10958904109589,6.535102739726027,25.104880136986303,7.413659706084162,1.1291660958904108,1394,50,294,18,32,458,173,365,0.057999999999999996,0.858,0.084,0.8738,0,2,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,4,0,19,9,1,3,9,2,32,0,0,4,4,69,65,19,0,7,12,1,5,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,24,19,0,3,19,0,1,7,7,4,0,3,12,9,51,5,48,48,7,48,0,0,2,0,20,15,0,5,23,208,75,1,0.18998668775413471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983844557630746,0.10482751712747823,0.0,0.07904207186383709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992176073546753,0.0,0.1073154398007528,0.0,0.13284310948820788,0.0,0.0,0.08456421580902371,0.08880595336623086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579070607311194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086470788798054,0.0,0.09758433128261124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584445540709689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181762788620779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254844154544795,0.08592691800838002,0.1600719784915114,0.09077021092485693,0.08537389227053564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921259555794765,0.0678632638463445,0.0912085070675898,0.0,0.08682219535411306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797381289561216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378626054587684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434982442520984,0.0,0.10960956478364864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443444871844037,0.0,0.0,0.20882343001709605,0.07743225385252459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640894951919671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797704841717327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096289114227022,0.0,0.0,0.07326472295188627,0.2752354903723929,0.10102649888925112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116481098171597,0.0643699482581635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197569271600738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070907222092006,0.09097736484865476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085516853123656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224759327240534,0.0,0.0755425198046855,0.0,0.0,0.07569739624033071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097510400397355,0.0731305170714488,0.0,0.0,0.06723677772424598,0.0,0.07586180712813065,0.07941868900159832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142317252804346,0.22905615457342185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434715963732509,0.0,0.07541410417891342,0.16617414819286072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554110030583164,0.12898848993134088,0.0,0.1855893877903484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602953541136756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571671757958875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244163799425452,0.0,0.0,0.2446903959108537
socialanxiety,todorokaii,2019/09/06,"How to put yourself out there with social anxiety? So I’m 20, single, never been kissed or anything like that. I’m at the point in my life where close friends of mine are getting into relationships that are lasting quite awhile and may even get married. I always want to try and overcome my social anxiety to try and find the one but I always panic and quit as soon as I try. For those of you on here who have social anxiety and are in a relationship, how did you do it? How did you push past the worrying and overthinking? I’m afraid that I will never be able to meet the right guy for me since I can’t even allow myself to be put out there without intense worrying over anything.",5.663083941605841,5.604608036496352,6.247874087591241,80.76991332116789,67.17518248175182,9.185766423357665,30.263686131386862,8.841846274778883,2.244504379562044,539,18,108,8,8,176,87,137,0.134,0.815,0.052000000000000005,-0.8901,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,2,12,5,0,2,5,0,13,2,0,4,2,23,19,14,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,6,11,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,3,0,13,3,21,12,1,20,0,0,0,1,12,12,0,2,6,81,19,0,0.13140647563245866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868142895897832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30157678255047105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162726657763218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358547566250215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010313809903793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015243171057809,0.0,0.1373089198313775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301130705728027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711381622912346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281627989037844,0.06419856639655115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026975499200228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904442871487345,0.0,0.0,0.15417718604784253,0.0,0.0,0.12544234994382833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124221593799198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641996054454599,0.0,0.27953392395585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821627546571788,0.0,0.1122204121973351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870079456022057,0.0,0.0,0.4018570604988113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267649113620512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750694395240977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667115325867184,0.0,0.0,0.2668993092537635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tea_mcfyck,2019/09/06,"First day of college. Got transferred to a different class. Forgive my shitty typing. I can only use one hand and am on mobile.

Today is my first day of college. It’s my 3rd year but I’m still in 2nd year classes because I have to repeat a year. According to planning, I got placed in class 1. However, yesterday I got called by my mentor telling me I will be in class 2. I had already met people in class 1 and prepped to hang with them. Now I have to meet a group of completely new people and they know nothing about me and I know nothing about them.

I’m absolutely terrified and already had two panic attacks. I seriously don’t want to go and I’m super nauseous now. (As I’m currently on my way because I don’t want to be late and make stuff worse) 

Any words of encouragement or advice for me? (Queer, Agnostic, 21 y/o)",0.9619454887218062,3.2874470178571435,3.240563909774437,87.57812030075189,84.77380952380952,6.155889724310777,24.913533834586467,7.475848149327749,1.4050071428571425,641,27,131,11,19,219,100,168,0.11,0.7979999999999999,0.092,-0.7175,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,4,5,6,1,1,3,0,12,2,1,2,0,18,27,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,4,6,1,21,3,23,18,0,26,1,0,0,1,10,7,1,1,16,77,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102496745496548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185149438625364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981405542956015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641814978209154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594868888850385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473638608609908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131369883666018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614513811997035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078061852790858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245512046662668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820187148743767,0.0,0.3462706259053261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862577143793338,0.0,0.16279593740666326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633276275737494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938232245249613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769522357752882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779297944713487,0.10975963250938044,0.0,0.16932498308987753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001025658696882,0.0,0.15078061852790858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525179600191665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520851397827227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613947745205162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679570481443962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409768042145828,0.0,0.0,0.12464360944073155,0.0,0.0,0.17024389029927456,0.11455217025259147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707142046387234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27880637827590643
socialanxiety,Loco_Bielsa,2019/09/06,"what to do when some girl shows interest in meD:?? SORRY FOR MY BAD ENGLISH🥶🥶

the past months, i (17m) have been improving a lot on my fucking anxiety. I just did some work on the things i didn't like about myself (weight, acne, lazinnes) and now i have this fucking anormal level of confidence that makes me feel normal at some shit that would made me go nuts some time ago, the thing is that the only thing that i can't seem to improve is in my romantic relationships, a example is that some months ago this friend just started to tell me she was having a crush on me and if i was into her and i wasn't really sure because my fucking confidence always tells me that i don't work at relationships and i am just going to disapoint the other person to the point i feel sure that i dont want nothing with that person, the thing is that all the times she telled me i just getted nervous and played the dumb and changed the subject, until the day she just got bored and found another person and then i feeled fucking sad because started to develop this fuking idiotic crush towards her.
now this other girl of my class today asked me if i wanted to be her boyfriend and i just fucking responded that i didn't know, she just went and say we should make out to find out, then i just getted fucking nervous and played the dumb to run of that situation. the funny thing is that some weeks ago i getted high with some friends and her and i thinked that she was fucking pretty and thinked about trying to get into something with her, now, that i know she is into me i feel that i dont want to be with her and i dont know what to do😎😎😎😎",5.011716417910449,4.986846552238809,5.6660820895522415,84.27315298507466,68.55223880597015,8.61044776119403,28.98880597014925,8.238735603445708,1.7821074626865667,1285,41,272,16,20,418,144,335,0.154,0.7509999999999999,0.095,-0.9412,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,2,14,24,11,2,16,0,28,9,1,3,3,67,63,21,0,8,10,0,5,1,2,2,0,1,0,5,28,25,1,0,12,3,0,4,8,16,0,0,12,6,50,8,36,47,9,40,0,1,0,7,28,16,10,11,21,198,78,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448269250727325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710995659542784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457195432356819,0.06169950776797915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539989192198822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734208643071578,0.0983309328968183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532043357914128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201466746121265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835749894761109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631228058141624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371560011447595,0.0,0.0,0.08843211461273798,0.12462498615970707,0.5219383446276997,0.1685519560378837,0.0,0.09167418978275273,0.0,0.0645057637639125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521457612740231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297473415832253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03940309906397613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856850037816628,0.0,0.07631604570974035,0.10767332783551613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958756756053961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875329322716714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902305080042822,0.07738895891659872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061340423320224616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699264359149559,0.0,0.21126989442778946,0.0,0.0,0.0762433811390803,0.0,0.0,0.08205334034423871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166853072594137,0.0,0.0,0.1731827920462487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413869355468066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342368048361815,0.0,0.0,0.08278939174197332,0.0,0.09065762088897594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209080443792756,0.0,0.09028469889312304,0.1141735566462296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520294482329107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114834598313593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679121440155611,0.10335867898918208,0.0,0.0,0.09405910556693672,0.0,0.07644984089199716,0.0,0.0,0.054758255676256536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271411164409967,0.0,0.06469516412155167,0.09821391809221512,0.0,0.07476636142008385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743303844930784,0.0,0.0,0.05729374757241348,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OneInAMillyx,2019/09/06,"Any of you have jobs dealing with the public where you dont feel anxiety? Im a poker dealer so I sit in the center of 10 people and have to try to get drunks, the senile, and the stupid to play a game in an orderly fashion but Im not anxious.  I guess because I've been conditioned to it or I know what the dynamic of the situation is?

Then I get really nervous having to interact with a cashier and that doesnt get conditioned away.  Any of you have jobs like that where you can function with little anxiety, but say if had to talk to people at a work picnic you'd be sweating bullets.",3.1454007285974512,4.234653303278687,5.075355191256829,82.8187340619308,73.34426229508195,8.373041894353369,27.489981785063755,8.841846274778883,2.0799315118397086,461,17,95,9,9,159,76,122,0.044000000000000004,0.8390000000000001,0.11599999999999999,0.7626,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,1,3,5,1,1,11,0,12,2,1,0,0,14,18,9,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,9,3,18,14,0,11,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,3,2,65,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521211571280126,0.0,0.2836209843220709,0.20941969228378174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416483949198047,0.0,0.0,0.11300218180985562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111230540862187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21725677819771294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373059126413616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905505656178315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421020120200545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004711487723374,0.0,0.36790989610132224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187662310525544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056430226226923,0.1857933027934822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570297814876476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875523868094735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474167303531635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083679805803308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148996483312913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258566797085502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495437468550486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,erratastigmata,2019/09/06,"Sorry if this has been discussed here before but what are you supposed to do when therapy itself triggers your anxiety? It's a pretty funny catch 22...I'm sure that seriously committing myself to CBT or DBT (I also have bipolar yay) would help me, but I've never really felt comfortable with a therapist. And even those I've felt a bit more comfortable with this was still a problem to some degree or another. My current person is HORRIBLE. I absolutly hate going to go see her, it makes me an anxious mess.  But I'm also too anxious to deal with telling the place I want to see someone else... F U C K

If not advice I'd just love to feel that I'm not alone.",4.350833333333334,5.211297871212121,6.042121212121213,77.86651515151517,70.28787878787878,9.2,29.81818181818182,9.444778638647367,2.702418181818182,517,20,99,11,9,178,98,132,0.22699999999999998,0.611,0.162,-0.8809999999999999,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,8,9,1,0,6,1,8,2,0,2,3,26,21,11,0,5,10,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,4,5,10,5,10,16,3,8,0,0,2,1,9,1,0,5,4,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743288998079485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685931836049345,0.0,0.2576760465696915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893580348027695,0.12324719231676112,0.3640124041105045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709105661652882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588822835843787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660952916801725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345850755841922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641032602762998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814610543370557,0.0,0.30937792357414723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831227980152855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590608128579803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798730803251004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540627575426202,0.0,0.10754085261938363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124256434990723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067330654241744,0.16832358805912007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639047730440309,0.0,0.15415861451101706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320992133440404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567644622386848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650630030315045,0.0,0.0,0.18034723533915256,0.0,0.0,0.12866107078417122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184239973707594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081550830554418,0.0,0.1842410585666491,0.1870588255670568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502568281019837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444651312550475,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YunKunBun,2019/09/06,"People would rather go to other strangers than stretch with me. We have group stretches everyday and I have no partner to stretch with. Today someone rejected me and another saw me and went up to a group already with partners just to avoid having to stretch with me. I wonder what I did wrong. I felt terrible, then my mind told me I was a coward looking to victimize myself. Proceeding with insults. Fuck me, I'm gonna go cry now.",3.164969879518072,5.575229759036149,3.952635542168675,85.20317018072292,76.71084337349397,7.041566265060243,30.856927710843372,8.07648339933343,2.432953012048193,342,17,63,6,8,109,56,83,0.318,0.682,0.0,-0.9814,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,3,7,3,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,16,17,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,9,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,6,3,14,0,13,9,0,13,0,1,2,1,7,5,1,1,5,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28433577076980043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701804520907559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28302895772590875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473953582844895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23820381969905,0.0,0.0,0.2928698318333112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637068894865866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26016457096393397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862997763812202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831567476723504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442328871275714,0.24620651708148905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388547065185856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794228057631974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303527150222795,0.281712301168606,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anothersadbitchlol,2019/09/06,anyone else afraid to hang out one on one? i am always so afraid to hang out with one friend alone. i fear that i will make things awkward and we will just sit in silence the whole time we hang. i usually turn down plans unless at least two of my friends are there so that it’s not awkward because of me. i feel like my anxiety is ruining my friendships and my ability to get close to people. anyone else have this issue and/or any tips on how to deal with it?,4.384666666666668,4.673959484210531,4.745000000000001,89.24416666666669,69.94736842105263,8.017543859649122,26.35964912280702,7.793537801064563,1.1986491228070175,361,10,80,4,6,114,66,95,0.11599999999999999,0.7490000000000001,0.135,0.6072,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,1,5,9,0,5,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,15,10,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,4,0,1,12,3,17,8,2,14,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,3,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019964980920698,0.0,0.0,0.15280639885735306,0.0,0.0,0.12488411889364458,0.0,0.1404870465068741,0.0,0.0,0.2568161068560417,0.3763296631820943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119475895568566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18932875084791567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068217525658998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665039303408564,0.09285585102608923,0.1311952067872187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837655738255942,0.0,0.0959463346764652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916764725675686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971911139927546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258369930650015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37332548689671774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273155262182653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200481721056446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070842087417355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975177970352376,0.17939336195056596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022577613996446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205031805934626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dab_on_demm,2019/09/06,I’m an idiot Someone just added me on snap and sent me a snap and so held down to see more info but accidentally replayed the snap and instead of dealing with that I just unadded them bc I didn’t want to go through that awkwardness. Anyways how’s ur day going?,3.4622222222222203,4.6558605925925916,4.75277777777778,85.03250000000003,72.7037037037037,6.881481481481483,30.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.6566444444444441,208,9,43,2,4,69,44,54,0.145,0.828,0.027000000000000003,-0.7388,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,7,5,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049821166776849,0.4875403159362798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.537521237937448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3768409862035872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006876059150524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789293480308526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sonnyandrain,2019/09/06,"Need texting advice... So, me and a friend I haven’t talked to in awhile were planning to meet up once I got back from my vacation. I told her I was getting back on the 5th of august (last month), and we’ll see when I get back. We haven’t texted each other since then (it’s been over a month). I’ve been too nervous to text her first cause idk what to say, but I really do want to see her again. Ik it sounds a bit overdramatic, but I normally overthink these things and make myself too scared to say anything in fear of sounding annoying.",2.473423423423424,3.942368954954958,3.35873873873874,92.9490990990991,75.66666666666666,6.7351351351351365,22.243243243243235,7.3871296695380915,0.5454216216216219,418,11,95,5,9,133,79,111,0.134,0.828,0.038,-0.8847,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,2,8,5,1,3,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,12,17,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,6,6,15,1,14,10,2,16,0,0,2,0,11,5,0,0,11,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041631283119028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151933085756661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42590253132325895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156592205549212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966378052022284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077577928306308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704445465893313,0.0,0.0,0.14264310953814324,0.0,0.1929209853405264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476638515269463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049643530721565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324060182518724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947365640733348,0.0,0.0,0.13689929833244574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18089620771421447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966227595579684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182774035147415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29364714002469244,0.18484480386577404,0.0,0.2942491721319351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272616243437753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839696652393836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265861761119673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641993480252627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889835865284324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_torte_,2019/09/06,"Therapy I'm almost sure I have social anxiety but my dad don't want to pay me therapy. Is there anything I can do? 
(This really sounds very stupid tbh but I need help)",-0.8844761904761889,1.134533171428572,2.193571428571431,89.72559523809527,103.0,6.904761904761906,17.261904761904766,7.793537801064563,1.1780476190476192,131,4,28,4,6,46,29,35,0.225,0.693,0.08199999999999999,-0.7328,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,8,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907446837304105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221177954065308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389342143118588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461622079325125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529166029903807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860063483796021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959763798514782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736524739010203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6640835703098484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957006405209266,0.17125660046319024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amphboy,2019/09/06,"does this shit ever end I am about to run out of money and have no desire to get employed because my SA is so severe. For the last year I only leave my apartment to visit my mom dad or sister, I thought this may go away with age but I’m almost 20 and it just gets worse. 

The only thing that helps is benzodiazepines but I have had to go to rehab 7 times in my life due to dependency to these drugs. My mother said in a year when my sister finishes high school she is moving away and I can live with her, i have to somehow make it for a year though. 

I had my first suicidal ideation in a month about 20 minutes ago, this shit all feels so helpless and I feel like everyone I see experiences no social anxiety by how they behave. 

People just tell me the same shit and it doesn’t make it any better even though I know my fears are irrational 

I know I’m not alone with these feelings though, this is the only place I feel like you all get it and know the struggle. 

I just hope I can make it 1 more year",1.8648077935755647,3.438971312796209,3.2982543443917858,92.29429041600844,77.5781990521327,6.205476566614008,20.253027909426013,6.937597516519254,0.1819697735650343,781,18,177,8,18,256,121,211,0.195,0.713,0.092,-0.9762,1,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,2,15,10,3,2,8,0,15,6,3,5,3,39,36,16,1,2,7,5,4,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,14,10,0,0,8,0,1,5,4,6,0,1,4,6,27,4,23,31,4,29,0,1,1,0,14,9,3,6,17,117,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621115901425382,0.0,0.10868374019322008,0.1124111985053311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380861896012438,0.0,0.08303021213842134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394744210677804,0.0,0.0,0.06616291210048261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959918143777305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498112176185736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258680133970593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613122405848873,0.0,0.0,0.07168740948747059,0.09817758061753247,0.0,0.10371138529461124,0.0,0.106169634403947,0.0,0.12213386499849806,0.2195174914895116,0.15507715653419782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232118787338704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011770238264085,0.0,0.12336771719320255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274980407790588,0.11467489108261343,0.0,0.1078013468707524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894665266593465,0.08847182607273402,0.0,0.1149246020926154,0.0,0.0,0.07666261982128017,0.10605101377781467,0.0,0.09583981807496407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173470966442405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711676978294956,0.08663288927987342,0.1153572432742519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476409559096373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524562166590971,0.0,0.11339766011487723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032431739345024,0.0,0.0,0.1098448472079966,0.08648962856083799,0.0,0.0,0.12261547937186393,0.33423382168606525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106394089768984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346603410338953,0.0,0.11872143880464135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948657840167196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210690314004725,0.0,0.31991001465094604,0.08616594734611792,0.06328857207533535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060808155053084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795760819506051
socialanxiety,chaironion,2019/09/06,going somewhere without earphones I can’t go to places alone without my earphones.  even if I’m not listening to anything. It makes me extremely anxious & makes me feel like everyone is judging me,5.7650000000000015,8.192918833333337,5.8066666666666675,74.80500000000002,69.0,8.133333333333335,42.55555555555557,8.841846274778883,4.526955555555556,162,11,24,3,3,51,29,36,0.11699999999999999,0.815,0.068,-0.2006,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,9,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725821564524938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851627926942174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29732617591523913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165803151167787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383240218420926,0.0,0.0,0.2514862703019743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307515622301472,0.1880207057066822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29915025225489217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285797785892253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513584713369163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27497419422420144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074053753485944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,beaverpastry,2019/09/06,"New school, new pains For the first time in my life I'm moving schools. I'm 16 and just started 11th grade. I've been with the same group of friends my whole life so this is something I've never experienced before.

It's been 3 days since school started and nobody has acknowledged my existence. I feel so alone and I'm too afraid to talk to anyone and try to make any friends. 

I've spent the last week not talking to anyone in class and sitting alone at lunch. I arrive at school right when class starts and leave right when school ends. 

I really dont wanna spend the next 2 years of my life alone like this.

Has anyone ever gone through this and can they offer any advice to someone like me?",2.491829670329672,4.593219292857146,2.685714285714288,94.98851648351648,77.5,5.4505494505494525,20.05494505494506,6.297961479604792,-0.07331318681318644,551,13,118,4,13,167,87,140,0.084,0.8370000000000001,0.079,0.0903,0,3,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,0,1,4,0,7,5,0,1,2,17,17,11,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,2,0,2,2,3,2,0,1,4,2,9,4,15,13,2,26,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,19,58,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866753805024368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455222983429051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124545122259886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332698603319963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462665401773468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171756265775872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033059114906892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849398731577604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059064029137303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622822666130845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459030607834863,0.0,0.0,0.1718323059605452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064633265992347,0.0,0.11774927877641155,0.0,0.0,0.2356406207730349,0.1086575907896692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422972223528461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181925536381824,0.0,0.0,0.08576759836517772,0.21480357842982306,0.1182670162646166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832919730579733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712403110629373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993569967694945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627233551621678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198933182463448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422302788254833,0.08561048979248627,0.0,0.0,0.2361328910371613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876358022424865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648441115389211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550040833039952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920136786419428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241556103301496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161191210018117
socialanxiety,captaincatcapturer,2019/09/06,"Finding Work Does anyone have advice as to which jobs I should be applying for if I suffer from Social Anxiety Disorder? I have a pretty rocky work history and huge lapses in employment because my social anxiety is so extreme and I find it difficult to work with people. I am very sensitive to lots of noise and fast-paced environments but I have applied for a very select few jobs so far (art studio, libraries, etc.) and I’m not sure what else I can do. I’m hoping for some insight because I am having a lot of trouble and I’m losing confidence that I will find work soon because I obviously have bills to pay like anyone else. I also live in Columbus, OH if that helps at all.",4.924742951907135,5.819153597014928,6.331592039801,76.18695688225542,69.0,9.239137645107792,30.560530679933663,9.444778638647367,2.843974461028193,538,21,98,11,9,183,87,134,0.141,0.726,0.133,0.4601,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,4,7,0,0,3,0,13,0,0,0,3,22,17,12,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,12,3,15,14,6,6,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,6,2,67,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522912260442066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066717284439732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21172970505066704,0.0,0.0,0.19352531037169207,0.14179273208555726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530763231275553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860225726561786,0.0,0.12110245402295987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23120736320244306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433688511676738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794466803989086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275716732018993,0.0,0.0,0.13744844671092407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746533511014708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760837196846843,0.0,0.12219730559818574,0.0,0.0,0.1548184503948249,0.0,0.2353015264794422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593937478515067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078823460666226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821340428542498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304270949551861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283657592939875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029864012461305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throwaway1929392828,2019/09/06,"Anyone else experience any of these? 1.)Being so quiet and socially awkward that not even the usually outgoing kid in class attempts to talk to you(this one hurts me A LOT)


2.) When you do group work with people, they don’t talk to you or ask for your opinion because you’re quiet 

3.) People being passive aggressive towards you because they know you’re social anxious and won’t do anything


Feel free to share any other hardships you’ve faced because of your SA :)",3.5967816091954,6.347459252873563,4.184597701149425,82.27850574712646,77.16091954022987,6.16551724137931,30.356321839080447,7.3871296695380915,2.20643908045977,373,18,62,5,9,118,65,87,0.08800000000000001,0.778,0.133,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,2,2,3,5,1,1,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,8,3,10,6,1,4,0,1,0,0,15,2,0,3,2,37,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723236831383502,0.0,0.0,0.2262005401453194,0.0,0.14000400677016855,0.2051571506046357,0.1647705053665538,0.0,0.18718606247952546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661712174853837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672647220197538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224864291812652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958613119014944,0.0,0.0,0.1012412449893076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21434811361173595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004002022580836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022660469055412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567961042843998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27762563669110074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40821426789081394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218712112274847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205227494721584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576829960894333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,redditposts9397,2019/09/06,"Made a whole personal goal yesterday So obviously by posting to this forum I have some social anxiety. But yesterday I got an email about an event on campus. It was for a religious group (I’m in college and pretty intune with my religion) not having really any friends on campus i decided to go alone (which was honestly a huge a leap for me but i am pushing myself to get out of my discomfort and to try and make friends) because I didnt think it would be a huge turn out. Upon arrival turns out at least 100 something odd people were there. Instantly I started feeling my anxiety jump instantly through the roof. But as I turned around to leave a group of people stopped me an we talked for almost an hour in that one spot. I ended up exchanging numbers with all of them because turns out they’ve been friends since basically birth, I sat with them, even got so comfortable to the point I was actually singing along to the praises towards the end. After it ended to my surprise they invited me to eat. Which I was originally going to turn down an go crawl back into my safe space but something felt so different in the moment an I went. I stayed out with them until 1-2 am an honestly made my first friends since getting into college. To my surprise they actually texted me earlier today to come over, an when I did there were 5-6 more people there an I connected with everyone single one! This Sunday we are all going on a hike. I’m sharing this because you can do it too! All it takes is a little inner push an I promise it’s only up from there. I’ve never felt so comfortable actually talking to people or even being around a group that is more than 3 but look at me. It felt like i was a whole other person. I promise it all in your heads. Just give it a try! If I can do it, you seriously can too. (If you are a non believer exclude the part about it being a religious based, That’s just who I am an it interested me to go. But if you enjoy something or it interests go, you will meet many other people who are just like you an instantly you will have something to talk about)",4.8385531574740215,5.436267419664272,6.1383693045563525,78.56176658673063,69.04796163069544,9.439168665067946,31.03197442046363,9.53975657930432,2.789517346123102,1642,65,321,34,27,555,201,417,0.045,0.7809999999999999,0.175,0.9959,1,1,4,0,0,0,34.0,2,8,5,3,24,22,0,1,31,0,32,2,1,4,6,57,64,21,0,4,15,0,4,2,4,3,0,0,0,2,25,21,1,2,6,1,1,11,3,2,0,3,19,5,49,20,61,39,12,63,1,0,1,0,35,30,0,7,22,246,74,5,0.0,0.0,0.2286941048052472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822334792631283,0.08090612520201865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312254869600655,0.0,0.11951927971842947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908219502339775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006750159645915,0.0,0.14285902796093586,0.0,0.0,0.08801162204889736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729127116717057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161611484317649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993365931303206,0.0,0.0,0.20756663801063935,0.0,0.0,0.10319168560642317,0.0,0.0,0.07464457665330093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03949853281219398,0.0,0.22501502402178894,0.0,0.0,0.06644666798503268,0.0,0.0,0.24141341024535204,0.0,0.08162629293792854,0.07493738172938369,0.2663757020430785,0.0,0.124955331114508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017104652271269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692995838578567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271510640691508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632848606361904,0.0782942128893001,0.0,0.0,0.06559898847604463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783325093106586,0.05214400832896917,0.07919883914723379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060248997690357076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586881947213174,0.05941184523243179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459359212546598,0.0,0.270784039684316,0.13641829852275705,0.0,0.0,0.0738462455106474,0.0,0.07481492898350273,0.07947353626639614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004404248812307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292391333389625,0.0,0.0,0.07963090861038874,0.0,0.24055453574980865,0.0,0.0,0.055291937273487655,0.08326281400937993,0.0,0.06530969090500455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058734604913554464,0.18836355577184175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050054511422887575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404621405052833,0.0,0.0,0.10607324942809902,0.4248467995138504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241566413868393,0.0,0.17443069929921448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549239929089195,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,V3ganbada55,2019/09/06,School is hell Hi guys. I've had social anxiety for my whole life. The entirety of my high school years were pure hell. I've always been known as the guy who doesnt speak or the guy with no friends. So I couldn't really practice my social skills on anyone at school cuz they already knew me as the weirdo or didnt like me. I just started college 3 days ago and the same thing is happening all over again. I dont know what to do. I'm really scared and I'm almost ready to give up on life. I hate that I was born like this. Is there anyway to practice social skills on people who already view me weirdly?,1.4407217847769047,3.3488181574803164,2.6603346456692947,94.83937335958008,80.02362204724409,5.808136482939633,19.24475065616798,6.816661863887847,0.024690813648294167,474,11,107,5,12,152,84,127,0.21600000000000005,0.745,0.039,-0.9716,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,5,8,3,1,5,0,12,2,0,1,2,15,20,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,2,12,3,14,13,3,13,2,0,1,0,13,7,2,3,8,63,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415038089075806,0.0,0.14024493499367816,0.0,0.3091085341874811,0.0,0.11653704887076713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714175536434678,0.0,0.0,0.09792977067479176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032394224997926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414351453256776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820620992326742,0.0,0.0,0.13435359784311454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160296556388239,0.1238502476086874,0.0,0.0,0.13827539904912073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797588504680032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697061101581988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978500944882132,0.13684767847372173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970965601692894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944574533371072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021957117372508,0.42522966440117976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283055595653502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913170880770207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304637405276033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636649883078754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019088174837173
socialanxiety,e_e_e_e_e_End_Me,2018/12/31,"At a party crying upstairs I'm at a friend's house for the week, staying at their house. I'm currently having a panic attack upstairs in his room because while I'm downstairs I find myself sitting in the corner with nobody to talk to.
I know 4 out of the 30+ people down there and only know one well enough to have a conversation with. 
I feel as though I've already ruined it for people by being so awkward. I can't stand myself and have no way of making things better
Anyway, it's 11:40 so I will have to go back downstairs soon to do the countdown to New Year's. I would honestly rather die but I think it's rather in polite to die while other people are trying to have fun.
Anyone have any tips for things I can to do to make this situation any more bearable? ",3.816754890678944,4.691155658227848,5.0232105868814765,84.63185845799774,71.53164556962025,6.758112773302647,23.857307249712314,6.574015621080383,0.7435620253164554,606,15,121,4,11,201,98,158,0.126,0.797,0.077,-0.7549,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,10,9,1,2,8,0,14,0,0,2,0,16,24,9,2,3,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,1,12,5,27,21,2,23,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,0,8,87,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727060967979552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128562241311495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10943126172830928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804593600060228,0.0,0.12034194420885574,0.0,0.0954034084748179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841510276042884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191233602897368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248529636787213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171050662033762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913314364146795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430418547145756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091463093550875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894485099230592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611692926483407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720210518501346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20893532024381128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115257439094346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605118598043807,0.11902837265214213,0.0,0.1836237670057535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32550058114878666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591709510377304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681248015781952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579201685443445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794865630087275,0.10028146769816296,0.15376442195982964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625596808142264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422562008643565,0.12553809848443914,0.0,0.1407159248451602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117597772492878,0.0,0.0,0.10078346878691948
socialanxiety,frogger345,2018/12/31,"What are some things that helped you guys overcome social anxiety? I would say I’m a decent looking girl, I’m actually a fashion blogger on Instagram. People see my pictures and think I’m confident but I’m the complete opposite. I have trouble talking to men (I’m married). I just feel so nervous in front of men and I have no idea why. I was also molested as a child (not sure if this has anything to do with it). 

Im scared of talking to people on the phone, giving presentations, speaking during meetings, etc. My life would be so much better if I was just confident. I have dropped classes in college because they had a few presentations. I’ve also took an F in a few classes because the final was a presentation and I just didn’t show up.  For example, my husband and I hung out with a few couples and we were playing taboo. I was so nervous and just wanted to leave the party. My heart was beating so fast and I felt like fainting/puking. 

This has been ruining my life. I’m almost 26 years old and I just want be happy and confident. I also barely have any friends. How can I get over this? ",1.0999391171993906,3.614426360730597,3.2527853881278546,86.18852359208525,86.76255707762556,5.618873668188739,26.375951293759517,7.093109894594671,1.5499905631659057,859,40,164,13,27,291,130,219,0.129,0.6990000000000001,0.172,0.9044,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,1,2,13,12,1,3,12,0,22,3,1,1,1,35,38,21,0,6,9,1,2,1,1,2,2,2,0,5,7,13,0,1,4,2,0,2,3,6,0,0,11,6,22,6,18,23,6,18,0,1,2,0,19,8,0,4,8,114,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.14237529149544711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609565872600094,0.0,0.0,0.35002346209203244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921556607699862,0.0,0.11161148406336302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006152953234335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787599523840278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903482461025387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297115848831688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143323672412546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271471014874406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377035530803379,0.0,0.14008485117375089,0.15982400355909554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272034542777815,0.0,0.07622562414077377,0.1399585473798597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446184596695086,0.0,0.1553110134607853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288969833116727,0.097792278127839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470095544750818,0.15759475394910738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448479613136826,0.0,0.0,0.20610398432257104,0.07127833790447967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225174795918356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725173402539516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309528953235593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229444890256554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160238554972451,0.14606923678082326,0.0,0.11626172631801845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872452224039068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750703168020711,0.0,0.0,0.2345343897952507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692807308810594,0.09348547476417887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209792051634145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721087074393057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316501498740783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728334553837285,0.0,0.0,0.09395345565029628
socialanxiety,cdfunk21,2018/12/31,I’ve spent the past few New Years alone and each time I’ve longed for someone to invite me somewhere... ...I just got a text from an old roommate who I got along great with inviting me to his place to celebrate but I’m probably not going to go because there will be a lot of people I don’t know there and the thought of going is making me feel physically sick right now. ,4.070129870129868,4.499199129870134,4.821194805194806,87.92607792207794,70.68831168831169,7.718441558441559,27.08831168831169,7.554174236665415,1.2518280519480522,291,9,64,3,5,94,59,77,0.077,0.82,0.102,-0.0258,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,13,15,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,1,7,1,10,9,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,7,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23669420105061675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931332311222733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555458431990955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896465429344928,0.0,0.3655619669254139,0.25196156360424554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559731754672382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022470213397136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942929934068275,0.0,0.0,0.15254944369396298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072133241370206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23980991374350905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21816331276307147,0.15843797183538466,0.0,0.2387713049837053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246400282138675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516835339557134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936376703806535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814319243637605,0.13326108254504065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716958414739684
socialanxiety,ColterBellBlue,2018/12/31,"At a hostel in a tropical locale. Want to go and drink but it’s so intimidating. Here I am in this beautiful area with white sand beaches and a cool very college-y style bar in the back and I’m sitting in my room. Everyone here is young fit and tan. I mean I’m young too. But I’m not like beautiful like them (I’m female btw). The women are all wearing like rompers and dresses and I dress like a dude with loose jeans and a T-shirt. I really don’t fit in here. But it’s either sit in a dark room alone or go out and maybe squeeze into a dark corner somewhere. I’m scared because popular people often look at me like I’m some sort of alien whenever I try to approach. We don’t share interests or looks or confidence levels :/ I don’t even like big party scenes because I know I don’t fit in. 

I tried to confide in my boyfriend and he tried to tell me I’m just as hot. This isn’t like a self esteem thing. This is a fact thing. I am not as conventionally attractive as the vast majority of the other college students here. Or like...normal. 

I just want to go home and play video games :(",0.9485228782988422,2.9496174235807904,3.0301613821910003,91.07148851338526,82.18777292576421,6.2533510537307775,21.74691475223087,7.423996415210882,0.7043155876210365,846,27,190,13,23,286,124,229,0.168,0.645,0.188,0.7992,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,1,0,11,14,0,1,13,1,10,3,1,0,2,36,26,21,0,2,12,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,8,15,2,0,2,6,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,7,17,13,24,26,4,32,1,0,3,0,8,23,0,7,10,105,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038826308824328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907778582957013,0.0,0.18880244484099606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170385025524052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022835735751521,0.0,0.0,0.14797537230322655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640315308199607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533721273104292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510700946810999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6052542139834719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600868054364806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555776908267757,0.16868794551753166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073604296054009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920728538837556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504188175203387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155276017829912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535447114928234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576421397652653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154193367946816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277757233662984,0.18268088788154369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway6869671,2018/12/31,"I wish this fucking ceiling above me would fall on me and kill me right now. Throwaway for obvious reasons but I've just about had enough of this shit. Its about to be 2019, 5 years since I graduated from college with a good degree (a theoretically marketable one, not some liberal studies bullshit) and nothing to show for it. I have had a few temporary jobs but I keep getting fired for various reasons, all basically tied to my social anxiety that keeps me from advancing within that field. I don't know why I bought into to the scam of college, its just a ripoff, they just wanted to keep their numbers up by having me graduate instead of actually caring if I was prepared for the adult world. I almost wish I had just gotten a bullshit degree so I could have had an excuse to just work at Starbucks or something but I don't since I actually studied a real field.  I have no desire to do anything right now, I have no money left since I spent it all the last 3 months on drinking myself to death, I've gained a bunch of weight, cannot even get a simple job because I freak out about walking in to apply. Im 26 sleeping on my mother's couch and she's about to kick me out soon. I just want to be out of this hell. Sorry for the rant but I'm just so sick of this shitty world rejecting me again and again. I would kill myself but I don't have the balls to do it, would rather just a building collapse or my car catches on fire or something so my family isn't angry at me for doing it myself. I just have been dealing with this bullshit for like 8 years and I don't know how much longer I can handle it, I just feel like I don't have a place anywhere in this world anymore. ",4.152469260996323,4.843207311953353,5.191101533781215,84.40671568006084,70.63265306122447,7.597870452528838,28.032577005957666,7.586124646067393,1.5167407529471408,1320,45,272,14,23,435,175,343,0.226,0.6809999999999999,0.09300000000000001,-0.996,2,0,3,0,0,2,24.0,0,0,2,3,26,11,5,0,16,0,31,6,2,3,3,56,49,18,3,11,21,1,4,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,15,11,2,3,5,3,3,5,10,7,0,1,9,4,42,4,48,34,8,35,1,1,0,1,8,21,3,6,11,200,57,8,0.0,0.0,0.21995672094692856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285217294526245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621473500330902,0.0,0.11176752477657394,0.0,0.0,0.09274200625131486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870051017430523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490455262006175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998130304962511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618813612158813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040251005985267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644860999169625,0.0,0.07443689294364712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062429673803764,0.0,0.05698420451403901,0.08051247618983105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041887822772097,0.11776157338841195,0.0,0.0,0.09452691244694887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173469480900825,0.0,0.2236735358160317,0.3005172234614437,0.2493703837486097,0.0,0.12387328934840153,0.09186505542589153,0.0,0.0,0.12244823136935035,0.0,0.0,0.11011847150822426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995558844753432,0.0,0.08284702873761081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813811692415484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636803231584048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177468895358326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827659392131166,0.0,0.23174751317034936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248934916804145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568431788727628,0.2796783328796583,0.0,0.11278079339667504,0.11488284902805967,0.0,0.17352301321069488,0.0,0.1261577550860759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329460559382753,0.0,0.0,0.13723751174480986,0.0,0.0,0.10169368214919497,0.0,0.2591975036713028,0.0,0.0,0.0820465077988424,0.0,0.0,0.24017526766391706,0.0,0.0,0.14514944137714156
socialanxiety,dacv393,2018/12/31,"I'm a guy and I've been in my room for 4 hours now driving myself crazy about what to wear tonight. FUCK THIS Going to a new year's party tonight. The website is super ambiguous about what to wear. There's a picture of a guy in a tuxedo on the ticket page but then they sent an email about dress code saying to ""look nice"" but not to wear athletic clothes or you'll get kicked out. 

Well I assumed everyone would wear black tie stuff a month ago when I bought the ticket. So when I drove to my hometown, I didn't bring any other clothes. But the whole day, I've been freaking out about what to wear. My friends seem to all be wearing suits... But I don't have a suit, I only have a tuxedo. I've been texting my friends asking them what they're wearing, what I should wear, looking at the weather cause it might rain, trying to find photos of last year's event, checking the Facebook page to see if anyone asks about what to wear, angering myself with the thought of breaking the rules of a tuxedo (no studs, no cummerbund or no bowtie, to look more casual - but my OCD makes me hate the thought of breaking any of those rules), trying on the tuxedo, mad it doesn't fit the same it did 3 years ago, trying on my rain boots to see if they would look ok with my dressiest other pants....

Fuck this. I hate this aspect of my life. I have been driving myself insane the past 3 hours trying on my tuxedo with different combinations of shirts and then trying to see if I can make the summer blazer in my closet work with my rain boots.

And it hits me - no one else is fucking dealing with this. All my other friends heard ""new years party,"" they grabbed a suit before coming home last week, and that was the last time they thought about it. They don't care what other people are wearing, and if they messed up and everyone ended up wearing jeans and they didn't - they'd just deal with it. 

Yet here I am, searching for random shit on my computer, texting friends, trying on the same shit 4 times, and now just sitting here doing absolutely nothing in a bout of anxiety. I am literally just sitting here, nervously imagining every possible scenario, what I'm gonna feel like at the pregame if I'm overdressed, what I'm gonna feel like if I'm underdressed, what if I spill stuff, what if I lose my jacket, what if it rains....

BUT NO ONE ELSE CARES. And the worst part is, I literally only have two options of what to wear, either the tuxedo, or I make something else work. I'm single for the first new years in a while, and I'm not even trying to impress anyone tonight. I just want to fucking blend in. I've ended up wasting my entire day just sitting here worrying, not even doing anything. If you asked me ""what did you do today?"" I don't even know what my answer would be. I'm seriously just sitting here staring at my ceiling playing out scenarios in my head. For hours",6.248795962102418,5.6319589562937065,6.273611549740582,82.9482212948342,66.08041958041957,8.849176629821791,31.21385066546357,7.831003766801068,1.9517705165801944,2241,73,459,21,31,711,238,572,0.14300000000000002,0.772,0.085,-0.9896,1,0,1,0,0,0,76.0,0,3,9,5,28,31,10,1,32,1,36,22,16,4,2,77,84,35,0,15,29,0,3,2,4,8,1,2,3,2,34,20,0,0,11,4,2,7,14,16,1,4,16,14,54,15,65,56,12,77,0,1,9,5,27,24,6,19,42,295,88,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302452595577062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437855704112398,0.0,0.0530850713835753,0.0,0.0,0.09704169675342847,0.0,0.057104113605615986,0.0,0.19461785627420605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590479051874392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141500553887909,0.07128521095822336,0.0,0.05977549298851665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895048416125101,0.14308123778846712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250039144658653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739055846283754,0.0,0.12292231369535245,0.0,0.0,0.137499272322767,0.0,0.0584661728234894,0.13261501205068693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017386446175149,0.09914802952515127,0.0,0.0,0.06342348643810285,0.05902522373789515,0.0,0.0,0.2144498886877204,0.25660898658871617,0.036254716373750114,0.0,0.03943735602356372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374189666899332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702145170486096,0.0712167231526228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696063338703227,0.0,0.20501289877578785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03813630238105925,0.16969244380623735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901397383978705,0.06780333919068388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308888702442196,0.07763245585910668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389600946838159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361447485670958,0.0,0.0,0.055388430224898325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201059122263845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665839737950113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404430569215297,0.10555224404376162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514531357874256,0.0662429917015622,0.048108021099321545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822961559517985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518369998352746,0.0,0.0,0.16589051097822327,0.06317232439479081,0.0,0.0,0.14246080493712762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342173552252565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887561744570775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526967767141595,0.08092664777931051,0.0,0.06577597468485552,0.0,0.0,0.32979065986097217,0.0,0.06778638786757743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04092949348726332,0.0,0.05566247657079446,0.0,0.06239218981640285,0.0,0.0,0.0774742463776574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103713067394916,0.07047145057457364,0.0,0.14788331980628358,0.0,0.0,0.2234324694176668
socialanxiety,Kyrie01010011,2018/12/31,"It doesn't take much to put me down, and it's not easy to come out of it. Doesn't matter how big or small the issue is, my brain just blows it out of proportions and puts me into ""depression"" (I don't know if depression is the right word, I don't want to use that word lightly)

It's hard to come out of it. My friends and family, who I've not disclosed my anxiety to, call me privileged. And I agree. I don't want to be this way, but I am :(

Wondering if anyone here goes through something similar, and if so, how do you cope with it? ",2.4677608695652182,3.001639200000003,4.17625,90.72437500000002,74.3913043478261,8.532608695652174,24.80978260869565,8.841846274778883,1.3845,408,12,100,8,8,138,68,115,0.08900000000000001,0.83,0.08,-0.001,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,10,1,1,3,0,30,18,13,0,5,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,2,0,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,2,12,2,16,17,1,13,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,5,0,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581721981069179,0.0,0.0,0.14457264616454732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23081453011906736,0.21112689785466895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356213936328762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35616724155242124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949166077389292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597436406952613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521794546626516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21580558311409306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363086868050405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519937008627579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157053999204512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176573433003712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917532206425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545912903766892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857579493967154,0.0,0.0,0.24390691332050346,0.16411787942203435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422433385843607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TeamRocket85,2018/12/31,Here We Go Again With This. Will You Please Move? I hate it with a passion when people sit close to me as close as possible when I'm at a public place. Seriously I had to make this forum cause it just happened just now. Here I am at the library minding my own business when all of a sudden this old man finds a seat at my table at the seat that was closest to me. Like why? There are several tables here that are empty. No one is sitting there which backs up the meaning of empty so why sit less then eight inches from me with your coffee and newspaper. Like I'm not trying to be mean but I hate it when they do this especially when they clearly see other unoccupied places to sit because now my comfort zone is being messed with making me very uncomfortable. I shouldn't have to be the one that moves cause I was here for a couple of hours already before he decided to make me very uncomfortable. Am I the only one that feels this way? If not tell us your story about a time someone busted your bubble and how that made you feel. I would love to hear it. ,3.4934476744186043,4.723659725581399,4.524113372093026,86.56058866279072,72.67441860465118,7.049418604651162,23.670058139534888,7.413659706084162,0.8777034883720938,831,22,173,9,16,271,128,215,0.113,0.7979999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.5304,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,5,2,0,20,9,2,0,11,0,17,2,0,7,2,33,34,14,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,16,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,4,0,4,4,4,25,5,25,24,3,33,0,0,1,2,15,11,0,1,16,128,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421072458992483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902060537960096,0.0,0.07850050391456646,0.0,0.1095786812147818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645763429582689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248792159300175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302257802212315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769870548107605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318622819796868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387597329121775,0.0,0.0,0.25427879157256744,0.0,0.0,0.1451396330248194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681817702964113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258266566254776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622514502951076,0.1218507313719496,0.2578764457197525,0.0,0.0,0.2805490943423167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002680091973484,0.0,0.0,0.27373649193285593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351284905996325,0.0,0.2617853493902966,0.09793976318770924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927689290894507,0.0,0.26908650720304866,0.14135710641161658,0.0,0.14517531285229496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261760266987913,0.0,0.0,0.14547994658698274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109111277817117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255568434250636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509017729452308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743028337948162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490137539320162,0.0,0.0,0.2125069658022708,0.0,0.1022161988945993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23240017500263896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147860033643504,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SexyTruckDriver,2018/12/31,"Please help with party anxiety So I had a date with this girl at my place. It went great and she invited me to a small party her friend is throwing for New Years. The thing is, I always get super nervous before parties and meeting new people. She also wants to take pics at the party but I always find myself akward in pics. I will be drinking so that will remove the social anxiety. The only thing is what should I do rn to remove the anxiety lol. For some reason I'm  super Nervous and have a horrible ""fear feeling"" in my chest.",2.94341719077568,4.762710113207547,4.588238993710693,83.14470649895179,75.22641509433963,6.5979035639412995,23.09853249475891,7.3871296695380915,1.0999048218029346,416,12,77,5,9,140,70,106,0.149,0.622,0.22899999999999998,0.7964,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,3,8,1,10,2,1,1,0,12,16,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,3,1,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,12,4,11,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,4,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500945687830834,0.3123440327025965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307439771164016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970924190122554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838634515897592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112019444293609,0.0949010355142095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154405233526893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450078078104441,0.0,0.09805958821088352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692743119238086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580376522349246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625417914731289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274569795228165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301196978072512,0.0,0.19609472205187625,0.20602580768516066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297522151327648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132497204377827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411185284607204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24938403693594485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107036457178586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739892858017422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208653556583923
socialanxiety,AvailableTourist,2018/12/31,"Exposure therapy with online strangers. Hey everyone. I'm suffering from social anxiety since I was a kid (I'm 22 today).

For years, I was (and still am) fantasizing about putting myself in some kind of a group where everyone else have social anxiety, and I can just do the most terrifying things (public speaking for example) and just let my anxiety to go up. exposing all my simptoms complitly, in front of everyone. and just not stopping for as long as needed, until the anxiety start to go away. It is sort of like a dream of mine, to get rid of my anxiety once and for all, by doing something extreme.

Well, as you probably know, the problem with this is that the anxiety just won't let you put yoursef in this kind of situation. I cant even build up the courage to go to a support group, let alone talk publicly in there. so oviesly, a gradual approach is more realistic.

So here comes my idea:

What if we can use each other to slowly and gradually challenge ourselfs. it can be one on one, anonymously over the internet, but still challenging. the stages can be something like:

1. just have a simple chat with each other, text only.
2. knowing each other a bit deeper, sharing personal stories.
3. sending a voice massage.
4. chating almost entirely via voice massages.
5. live voice call.
6. sending a picture of yourself, (you can where a mask/big sunglasses if it make it more comfortable).
7. sending a voice massege of you singing something.
8. sending a video massage of yourself.
9. live video chat.

you can add more things, change the order, whatever suits you.

I'd like to find people who are up for it. but only people that really find those thing challenging, like me. if doing the things on the list is not really hard for you, I will not feel comfortable.

So, if anyone willing to try, let me know.

(I know there is a ""find a friend"" subs, but I'm looking specifically for somone with social anxiety, with the intention to challange one another. I'm not just looking for a friend, though I think if somone will go thru this process with me, it can definitely create a friendship)",3.432996777658431,5.930417938775514,4.537749731471539,80.90273899033299,76.24489795918367,8.105907626208378,29.95864661654135,8.916525866297963,2.861764285714285,1640,77,295,39,38,535,202,392,0.057999999999999996,0.835,0.107,0.9642,0,1,3,0,0,0,76.0,1,7,0,3,20,19,0,0,27,0,32,0,0,3,2,58,55,22,0,7,18,0,2,4,2,4,0,5,0,2,21,18,0,1,10,6,0,13,6,2,1,3,2,9,24,17,51,43,11,36,0,1,2,0,31,13,0,9,12,205,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037731193983894,0.08313396237312964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416852512642756,0.4298363006951477,0.0,0.0,0.05612560429422599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541490173417566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763241694800583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196311708490006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491343395031832,0.06914420868980194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705403521683159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301658982557578,0.0,0.0,0.23009998605268314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04058616739342785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009187525831714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403049406700085,0.0,0.04193698035109026,0.0,0.18247376232203785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190481319403519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061337063835588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717458961768775,0.17645388226241285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283199345663625,0.0,0.1568605460357044,0.0,0.14175711914171601,0.07103510008907116,0.13481065434948775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357984967863128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951807859691451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854833370211644,0.163176046915622,0.1220956285754234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129614777694627,0.07008736154450199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654302341638108,0.07680611777739968,0.0,0.16138403354914654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284411803973333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639893593537909,0.09022516155298864,0.0,0.2454708939635021,0.0,0.18538384770413485,0.0,0.0,0.05681446023220104,0.0,0.12820506187552938,0.06710806348394878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910877470523117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451678295433717,0.0,0.0,0.0917940297309272,0.0,0.21330730931414452,0.05143281622800913,0.07886339758079593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608515619032186,0.0,0.0,0.0544970452158742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932621536098471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217102490660944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169028483449172
socialanxiety,Lostinspacefonow,2018/12/31,"I’m at a new years’s party and people are judging too much. Hello, and happy new year😁🎉. So as the title says i am at a new year’s eve party at a mountain house and i’m kind of a long distance from home. The thing with this party is that i know one single person here. I had nowhere to go to celebrate the coming of the new year and a friend of mine told me i can come with him, but the people here are talking a lot about the fact that they allowed so many people to be here is that they didn’t have enoguh money...( there are ~20 people, and 10-15 of them are close friends) 

I really feel judged here because i am kinda seen as only “the guy with the weed”. Tried to do small talk but it was awkward and forced in some cases, guess it’s hard to say whether it’s only my perspective about this or they really consider me a filthy junkie that could get them weed and give them some money for accomodation 🤨. 

I just witnessed a talk between a boy and his girlfriend saying that some other boys came here and “at least they brought money because it would’ve been shitty otherwise”. 

What should i do here...i need some advice how i can handle this situation...cuz there are 2 more days of staying here.",3.2543324372759836,4.2671369153225855,4.24784946236559,89.14732974910395,72.99193548387099,6.801433691756272,22.648745519713263,6.937597516519254,0.5267492831541221,937,22,203,8,18,304,143,248,0.054000000000000006,0.893,0.054000000000000006,-0.4678,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,7,0,15,5,0,1,17,0,21,0,0,2,1,36,36,18,0,3,5,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,1,4,15,16,0,0,2,0,3,5,1,1,0,1,8,6,22,4,25,25,9,23,0,0,1,0,25,7,0,8,10,136,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453084186747255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289350196314352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405067864943565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192252864672625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357822431991747,0.0,0.0,0.07558718063602897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059262096590954126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110375016125832,0.0,0.06123449292976842,0.11243319784650148,0.0666099956126585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911392647025732,0.11605084228825248,0.0,0.1247663271095793,0.10499217488442747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756562967723175,0.0,0.0,0.1352382107021238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205040921258302,0.06441250607083232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037222589169212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964304064600554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882692650259236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615876383976298,0.08690562201962197,0.0,0.4527871913751916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942077539131838,0.1782785465754934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32501926066694986,0.102338413711071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016835657335534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27961707257429386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492435984192292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28261351603724066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786543531933945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119938842450661,0.0,0.07957413485727907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325868564478367,0.0,0.0,0.30190331823956523
socialanxiety,thatgirltag,2018/12/31,"I overcame social anxiety For some reference, I'm 19 years old and I'm female. I used to suffer from severe social anxiety, but now I only suffer from OCD and anxiety. But my OCD is in 'remission' I guess.

​

Keep in mind, that CBT and exposure therapy helped me overcome social anxiety the most.

​

Anyways, when I was younger (like back in middle school), I used to freeze up whenever my other classmates asked me to do something or participate. I specifically remember other people asking to hang out but I just said no even though I meant yes. Or even back in middle school, this one girl was trying to make an effort to be my friend, but my social anxiety made it nearly impossible. I was desperate....I wanted to have friends...but social anxiety made it so difficult. I didn't understand why it was so hard for me to make friends or to even talk to others. 

​

I remember when I had to do presentations I would skip a school day or leave early. During recess back in middle school, I used to pretend that I was sick and would lay down in the nurse's office. Or I would just walk around the halls. All I wanted was to have friends, but social anxiety made this nearly impossible for me. Every day, I would come home crying my eyes out because I didn't know what was going on with me. From sixth grade to end of eighth grade, I barely hung out with anyone. 

​

Even out in public, when sales rep would come over to me, I would freeze up and when I was younger, I would hide behind my mom's back and barely utter out a word. I didn't know why I was like this, I didn't understand why it was so hard for me to talk with other people. I seriously thought that there was something wrong with me. Life was miserable.

​

Things turned around for me, when I was 15 and I suffered from a psychotic break due to severe anxiety. I was at this intensive outpatient hospital program and I was interacting with other teenagers with mental health issues. 

​

Okay, then when I was 16, I had epiphany and I was like-I need to overcome this social anxiety. So I thought ""where will I have the most human interaction"" so I joined the musical and mock trial. Okay, my OCD made this really hard for me, but overall this experience was what helped me overcome my social anxiety the most. By gradually introducing myself into scenarios with like minded individuals, really helped me. 

​

I do have to admit that last year (freshman in college), I was very socially anxious, but this was predominately triggered by my OCD not my social anxiety.

Now I'm able to talk with all kinds of people without a problem and when I tell people that I used to suffer from social anxiety, they didn't believe me. You can overcome this, with time, it is possible. ",5.055854945054946,6.663058822857143,5.820380952380956,77.30982417582419,69.34285714285714,8.965567765567767,29.080586080586077,9.40045753921074,2.6860168498168493,2202,82,393,47,39,719,214,525,0.16399999999999998,0.772,0.064,-0.9932,0,0,2,0,0,0,96.0,0,1,1,1,30,19,1,1,11,3,46,4,1,11,2,90,79,37,0,11,16,1,5,3,3,8,3,1,1,2,27,30,0,1,11,1,1,5,8,10,0,1,35,7,68,9,71,35,6,60,0,5,1,0,33,29,0,10,28,284,95,8,0.04038060445647472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062665764042641,0.3434679800441941,0.0,0.0,0.3706926225915404,0.045618589153728885,0.0,0.02823505753178616,0.0,0.0,0.07189459830312425,0.0755008283717787,0.0,0.0,0.12420076912427792,0.0,0.02461564167744698,0.0,0.0,0.045495113246863735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956863039235843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435619786832938,0.052084298540737255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03576522995004127,0.0,0.0,0.10668403361980297,0.0,0.03402240085576932,0.0,0.0,0.039499979588928084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359386450395617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022949228084009458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04448378835840763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085192701019052,0.0,0.0,0.04292269425503916,0.0,0.0,0.08119880394169378,0.0,0.040505038703083925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042146859842157984,0.0,0.0358921366176156,0.0,0.042050185606587326,0.044384248330478986,0.03291558215950936,0.0,0.04275722962040479,0.0,0.0,0.028522015123956617,0.07891169453726743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152836417195543,0.05390873407045858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04069415167259745,0.0,0.08154579856935186,0.04729327589782406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029941706543694813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0423726516282604,0.0,0.027362942637964648,0.030711269308875213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197930695140997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552306422736537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038638784945093665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173769843857897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148670624158993,0.0,0.038411201903483135,0.0,0.0,0.1634693101101415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123717830745777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527923509334128,0.0,0.06217392425686686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736920081601017,0.035294428142146624,0.0,0.046178740400552885,0.0,0.026827079307968252,0.0,0.0396737388549592,0.06411537876230608,0.02354625519078941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027415779773454642,0.04392250206617432,0.0,0.08407526667538699,0.0,0.13950350851757504,0.0,0.03331822767560298,0.04763505346762882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931164416218626,0.0,0.0,0.03892546171081123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079655980816655,0.04414985191966885,0.3434679800441941,0.05200757067969541
socialanxiety,lasiusflex,2018/12/31,"I'm currently procrastinating going out to meet my friends for New Year's Eve I was looking forward to it all week, but of course now that it's actually time I'd rather be dead.

I'm supposed to be there in 15 minutes and I haven't even showered yet.",2.9685849056603786,4.154310716981133,4.7171226415094365,84.84285377358493,73.90566037735849,7.564150943396226,30.23113207547169,8.07648339933343,1.923418867924528,200,9,44,3,4,68,43,53,0.11699999999999999,0.843,0.04,-0.7096,2,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,7,5,1,12,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,9,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.4221148527831963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857009139914159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33419374609279845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458330536081986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36324032996223743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177678472526799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522284319716586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469724638390376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785535937010924
socialanxiety,MasonMcKibbin,2018/12/31,"Going for a check So after much thought and discussion with a friend I've decided to go to the doctor to see if I have social anxiety however I'm starting to have second thoughts and thinking I might be imagining it exaggerating how I'm feeling, any advice or thoughts?",7.0730128205128215,7.255456173076923,8.189230769230772,67.2224358974359,64.19230769230771,11.548717948717947,40.4102564102564,11.20814326018867,4.922171794871796,219,12,37,6,3,75,40,52,0.069,0.835,0.096,0.3182,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,14,15,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,1,7,10,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,2,25,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25131795227136683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489444305827445,0.0,0.1967456228493441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632394801703417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004033254012445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987002928515061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923280301658623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728323675362316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890603766232436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494294068335048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621674553179946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820366833375716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647935973094238,0.0,0.6125278694008436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Adam_ito,2018/12/31,I need a little help 😳 When i turn my head arround and make  eye contact with a girl i will automaticly turn my head and starting being red (all my face will be red) please give me guys some solution to this problem.👐,3.863333333333333,4.43948111111111,4.944444444444446,86.33000000000004,71.22222222222223,7.777777777777778,28.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.5336666666666674,170,6,37,2,3,56,35,45,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,4,1,1,7,10,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,6,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404480233675153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481846658532433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144820708389573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680066020735858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512189283358149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731200695585086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858551160545216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751403809509048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398398985607693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741261729134733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452743120704201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CurrY1231,2018/12/31,Alone for New Years Long time reddit lurker first time posting. Planing to watch some good movie to forget about the loneliness. Any suggestions? Thanks in advance and a Happy New Year. ,3.848125,7.1379850625,2.7622500000000016,86.65775000000002,89.0,5.0600000000000005,22.025,6.742157984588678,1.0807050000000005,150,5,23,2,5,43,29,32,0.163,0.607,0.231,0.5859,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,1,1,11,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,8,10,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28300164913372705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581743779742246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324238933980772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918675239299546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908766811914071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418151366508685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5278076167038269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26169524531407995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515692715968453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186652309874489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519244225770575
socialanxiety,NellyBell1,2018/12/31,i’m too anxious to go to a party by myself so i’m going for a walk up the street for 30 mins till my friend comes ooft im the worst ,-1.3718181818181812,-0.3164718181818156,1.9303030303030293,100.81545454545456,85.36363636363636,4.4,14.030303030303033,3.1291,-1.5164060606060603,102,1,29,0,3,37,26,33,0.16899999999999998,0.667,0.16399999999999998,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015299410189764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824181298096819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429897491000499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046067938935147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795353040425285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HowToBeAdult,2018/12/31,"Why can’t I ever be normal at parties I just got back from my girlfriend’s friend’s birthday party and only knew 1 person other than my gf.

Like 80% of my time there was in complete silence. Just listening to my gf and her longtime friends having a good time and laughing it up while I sat there with a half-hearted smile on my face.

How do I be myself and not freeze up or overthink what to say? I feel like an alien when I’m the only one there without such high energy.",6.120606060606066,4.739482070707076,6.673414141414143,82.48345454545455,66.67676767676768,8.72808080808081,31.921212121212122,6.742157984588678,1.8222266666666675,371,12,78,2,5,122,75,99,0.028999999999999998,0.752,0.21899999999999997,0.9592,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,1,1,15,12,8,0,1,5,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,12,6,12,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,8,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17775841027975445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423813686502541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091099695021932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688843741575235,0.1651506345409063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35720866429341896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389764556487504,0.18489083468226536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739421085723057,0.0,0.2442478499278719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258797183355653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650127630616626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566493740158305,0.3516362385522101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185207669685834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838387129273744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695986455006891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085984300885533,0.0,0.0,0.2228433283273996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nicmac325,2018/12/31,"Trying to find a room to rent and I’m having a grand ole time with my social anxiety sparking up I’ve been trying to find a room for rent since I’m moving to a new city for college next month and my social anxiety is in full force. Having to reach out to strangers via Facebook messenger and calling people on the phone is such a nightmare. I have such a strong feeling of burying my head in the sand and pretending I don’t have to do this. But I have to be proactive and put myself out there. Not a great time at all. Tomorrow, I have to FaceTime with someone I want to rent from so I can see the place and I don’t even video chat with people I like! 
This is such an important step for me to become more independent and get myself where I need to be, but it’s so hard when my social anxiety is like a 20 foot wall I have to climb just to accomplish a basic thing adults do. ",3.76898198198198,4.114927227027028,4.9652027027027055,86.92329954954954,71.32432432432431,8.112612612612612,26.22747747747748,8.07648339933343,1.359477477477478,687,20,152,9,12,228,103,185,0.053,0.826,0.121,0.8358,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,10,5,0,0,13,0,19,2,2,1,1,23,26,12,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,4,12,0,0,3,3,3,4,3,0,0,0,1,4,17,5,29,23,3,24,0,0,1,0,7,13,0,0,9,105,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644718485288701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539519034184595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216463587623708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489371671356557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030003361328678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29030227318476404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829726270822409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509060454636788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226420692713926,0.0,0.1629867560194223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517487765185295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676208850577853,0.16879184341264428,0.0,0.11775696053292276,0.0,0.15338145618629478,0.16889818415573074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020025495103307,0.0,0.16592456222246474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964975447204646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655246802449566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137078787983328,0.0,0.0,0.4856659867702768,0.13456074920677966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550752391724484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520891180023968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156456173966372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936713327108682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BeansAreYummy,2018/12/31,"Growing up I realize how I might’ve appeared to other people Having social anxiety, I observe people a lot, and in some situations where my anxiety gets triggered, like for example waiting in line to order food, in that moment I am only thinking about what I’m going to say, repeating it in my head constantly

I don’t think about how I look, and I’ve seen how other people act when they’re nervous, so I finally realized that I probably always looked scared/nervous when I was growing up. 

Now when I am having anxiety I just try to keep a calm straight face and I become aware of how I look. ",12.15576923076923,6.857834470085473,12.256816239316239,59.28471153846154,59.0,15.460683760683766,47.198717948717956,12.602617957971056,5.8430358974358985,471,21,83,11,4,163,74,117,0.069,0.8340000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,1,2,0,6,3,2,5,0,18,18,11,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,2,4,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,2,5,15,2,14,16,2,22,0,0,4,0,2,8,0,3,9,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487605695021982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995881619361651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922942526399004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815441906825667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073240342425088,0.0,0.0,0.21053826594324185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096691467566473,0.0,0.0989524938892316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786902843679581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475973380563354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850628716454375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386334872794996,0.0,0.0,0.1480247413310826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470649678100065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324208673813522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36212432656560256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772338306153996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846173491302302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571043274639124,0.0,0.17748639092590685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231293033581907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821137384536055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bri4292,2018/12/31,"What jobs are you guys working? Hey everyone. I'm a 26yr old female (if that matters). Two months ago, I moved about an hr from my parents house to be with my SO. I've been having a hard time finding a job that is not retail/customer service here. I've done years of pick/packing in warehousing and really don't want to go back to that. My SO is helping me financially and I'm at a point now where I need a job, because his overtime has stopped, plus it just doesn't feel right him supporting me. Today we went to a smallish store (like a dollar tree) that is hiring, for stocker/sales associate. I had my resume ready to apply. We sat in his truck.. My anxiety kicked in as I saw multiple customers walking in and out of the store. I cried and said I can't do this. He said, ""it's OK"". He is aware of my social anxiety. I feel very disappointed in myself. I know I can talk to people, but dealing with customers terrifies me. Have any of you experienced this? What happened? Did you force yourself to work the job?

  


TLDR: I have bad anxiety with customer service jobs, but that seems to be all that's available to me at the new area I moved to. I can't have my SO support me anymore. What are your experiences with customer service Jobs? Any advice on what would be the best customer service job for my situation?

  


Thank you.",1.990719883889696,4.1722416641509446,3.524622641509436,87.9464114658926,79.52830188679245,6.341074020319304,26.04136429608128,7.468242284971852,1.3887387518142242,1031,42,210,15,26,340,152,265,0.08900000000000001,0.8340000000000001,0.077,0.5558,8,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,2,5,0,3,9,8,0,0,12,1,25,0,0,0,1,28,43,12,0,4,5,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,14,12,0,1,5,0,3,5,5,2,0,1,9,7,36,6,33,30,2,28,0,1,1,0,21,13,0,2,11,139,50,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499828576946473,0.08617605999825803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222033787066054,0.0,0.2231097707236424,0.0,0.0964120840298484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475305262158209,0.08117124434827461,0.05926193116523992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020221252008634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678713881479147,0.0,0.10022535942724846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948565334238853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928939912295078,0.0,0.09509583792699323,0.0,0.0,0.09831059469133224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885360264755056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525005575036522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625905912962253,0.08596772955627613,0.0,0.08708638189152397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516179147317339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217413561054224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6753026982309949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342733502234183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749479488569035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759683118772913,0.20665030583745075,0.0,0.07208438339383108,0.0,0.09389175504530624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201176946702682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794679020367676,0.0,0.0,0.06739728814956893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190048078991687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227901680751567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302187663160003,0.1849492313063634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885017353244198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927478323356267,0.0,0.09909940222996856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127687403614027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22063898014811026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813848543924808,0.0,0.08950337084260519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05668739302433895,0.0,0.09214933846481743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496584168983804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021332699477943,0.057340476771676925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012014497211844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154871587378254,0.0,0.0,0.06905941039729242,0.0,0.0,0.06260387427794076
socialanxiety,rainyyyghost,2018/12/31,"I am legitimately afraid of my crush [help] I'm sorry, I've already posted about this on different subreddits before, but I promise I'm not spamming. Please don't ban me.

I'm a thirteen year old girl(just putting that out there), and whenever I see my crush I start shaking, sweating, and hyperventilating. I wish I was exaggerating. I hate having this crush, I don't even want him to like me back, I want to stop liking him and thinking and worrying and over-analyzing everything about him. I just want to carry on with my life, that's all I want. 

How do I stop being upset and anxious when I see him? Remember, I don't want him to like me back, so talking to him isn't an option.",3.2454946524064137,4.893169191176471,5.0229946524064175,81.07120320855616,74.0,7.886631016042781,27.804812834224602,8.575989854853784,2.02095,534,21,108,10,11,182,79,136,0.263,0.578,0.16,-0.7462,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,3,2,0,9,2,1,1,1,25,23,10,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,2,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,1,2,26,4,12,21,1,14,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,1,11,70,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811267487226801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854255183323396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25241894170089635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966656050616932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714858516411796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084094368036792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751370590946727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204905842494688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001604527280644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593320916655707,0.24056380524089505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722317817591604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017063754324344,0.0,0.0,0.15719569397370012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500073131570034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593264544195848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615882478855265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837353849206468,0.11617540200797045,0.0,0.0,0.27444795643083114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192527334322832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517090327480423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840545621796036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874683159598266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666867788855096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569738049099704
socialanxiety,bt3g96,2018/12/31,"Never Been in a Serious Relationship, 23 Years Old Hi everyone - I have never been in a serious relationship besides briefly in HS, which I dont even consider a real relationship anymore. I have been on a few dates throughout the years. Early on in college I was more social and had success with women, but never got into anything serious. Now at 23, my depression and anxiety have gotten more intense for reasons I dont want to get into. Lately, meeting women has gotten more and more rare. Though I've managed to date some people through Tinder, nothing has seemed to work out in a serious way. Can anyone else relate?",4.552521739130434,6.884183773913048,6.133260869565216,71.57293478260874,72.13043478260869,8.42608695652174,32.369565217391305,9.120678840339163,3.4444086956521742,494,24,76,11,10,168,75,115,0.076,0.841,0.083,-0.5115,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,1,3,16,19,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,8,0,6,1,17,11,6,23,0,1,0,0,8,11,0,2,11,59,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971260714906133,0.0,0.1551936775666878,0.10941978806602767,0.16034006781134882,0.12877598429263076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478256475423228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668046692810188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072533319970828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335860247111524,0.0,0.0,0.1495306347520888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175832687858538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515745158548994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765248605857172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620787177745148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015409962906853,0.0,0.1642074416083747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848881767471316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811718024688294,0.0,0.16089534463493468,0.0,0.5040274460658601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246045933182122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951942986698472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374830004895493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230045749108336,0.12421259526346386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392485699455245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154580365897468
socialanxiety,teenageidle,2018/12/31,"My brain tries to convince me that new friends think I'm annoying/are dodging me/secretly dislike me. It's exhausting and I've been crying because I don't know what to do anymore.

I don't know how to make it stop. It makes it so difficult to get to know new people, and as my therapist puts it, fully BE PRESENT when getting to know new people.

On the surface, I am outgoing and confident and charming. People laugh at my jokes. They (generally) seem to enjoy my company. 

But inside, I am terrified all of the time that I am delusional and that everyone ACTUALLY dislikes me and finds me insufferable and is talking about me behind my back. I am hyper-vigilant. A lot of that ""confidence"" is me trying really hard to get people to like me and see me and validate me somehow.

This especially gets bad, I've noticed, with new and emerging friendships, not people I feel secure with. If I try to make plans with someone I'm getting to know or becoming friends with, and they don't fully commit, or are wishy-washy in a way, or something that's random, I become CONVINCED it's because they are rejecting me and secretly want to get away from me ASAP. I start ""looking for clues and signs,"" reading 1000x Google articles on ""signs they don't like you and don't want to hang out with you,"" overanalyzing, the whole 9 yards. I wish my self-esteem wasn't so terrible, but it is.

Just wanted to vent because I drive myself bananas all of the time and I somehow know that I'm paranoid and it's not all about me obviously but it feels so real. Why does it feel so real? :(",4.387272727272727,5.5983388925081465,5.7649763103346165,78.58514287829438,70.49837133550487,8.969440331655314,31.218389102753925,9.339509955726095,2.8542912052117257,1228,53,233,26,22,414,154,307,0.098,0.7929999999999999,0.11,0.1727,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,4,1,12,16,0,0,6,0,18,2,1,4,5,68,48,30,0,5,10,0,4,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,18,22,0,2,13,3,0,3,8,5,0,0,2,6,38,11,34,45,5,22,0,1,2,0,10,7,0,9,13,154,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.09485453115796476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639765600912112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913239017155057,0.07474186586420094,0.08115909711167349,0.17775918793958656,0.2147025879759654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850889307909804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677115817224307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506158781895376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928800896896294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744382383913404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884030574982664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019509923683136,0.0,0.30470227372258124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707334945751283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205160378883602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497537462621616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162468335111862,0.0,0.0,0.08263714232731513,0.0,0.0,0.19464803958362054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755108167622637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066442207965553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369360108935286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771424002012084,0.0,0.0,0.09722768996322162,0.22127291446361333,0.062269696783429314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745691984668496,0.0884884910834669,0.10140224431549162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235841883227422,0.07483037568644764,0.0,0.0,0.06879964122413967,0.0,0.0,0.08126471099210858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812679205351887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285830081184492,0.0,0.06228272325693185,0.0,0.0,0.1133578195679766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798008165372705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199568739299875,0.07715393576560067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770913205526833,0.10852187608206744,0.1117767967362472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,supersecretquestions,2018/12/31,"How can you tell when someone with SAD who leaves you really doesn’t want you or just got scared? Things seemed to be going good except he would get panic attacks because being in a relationship is so stressful for him, he hadn’t been in a relationship for a long time. He broke up with me and wouldn’t talk and then later gave me some bullshit stereotypical breakup lines. 

I can’t tell if he got scared because he has an extreme fear of rejection or if he really just thinks we were incompatible. He won’t talk to me, I’ve tried so hard but I can’t seem to move on. We seemed so good together and I haven’t been able to develop feelings for any guy since. ",4.397504145936985,5.160961320895524,5.186815920398012,84.39441956882257,70.11940298507463,8.642122719734662,26.82918739635157,8.841846274778883,1.729571475953565,523,16,112,9,9,170,86,134,0.17,0.778,0.052000000000000005,-0.9007,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,3,0,0,7,11,1,5,4,0,16,0,0,1,0,25,27,14,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,7,9,0,0,7,2,12,2,15,15,1,11,0,3,0,0,22,4,0,8,5,66,14,0,0.1466355279314251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971718733987968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681908201413148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787753136104662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500573602628324,0.07414332882676655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661101118594489,0.0,0.08333634974049614,0.2459818475067571,0.2345556541943323,0.0,0.0,0.14519222665697118,0.0,0.0,0.1313566308735983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526585158058276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976782786834734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585036003458191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204519763805753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787694802031235,0.0,0.0,0.314863360367916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936154884680617,0.0,0.0,0.4004744321504824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129842399460974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242438069660226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797050181571385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357201657924045,0.2563318292691668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741812907784198,0.09395812541534636,0.0,0.0,0.0855043555484927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955589805658817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864894335694797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416567186365552,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cscx,2018/12/31,"Mid-20’s, never dated, no friends for almost a decade Partway through high school my anxiety and depression got really bad, and ever since I’ve been a complete wreck. I’ve been making progress for a couple years, but despite being able to casually talk to coworkers, I’m basically incapable of doing anything beyond that. 

I’m absolutely terrified to initiate any kind of conversation, or talk about anything that reveals any kind of detail about me. Hell, I barely feel like I even have a personality. I have very few real interests, and while I can find just about anything “interesting”, I basically have nothing to really connect to people with without first initiating a conversation. 

I’m really lonely, but I’m so far behind the curve that I have no idea how to fix this. I’m not ever really sure what a “friend” even is, once you leave high school. I certainly have no idea how to find a girl to date that’s as much of a reclusive wreck as I am. I know of meetup groups related to my interests, but I have no clue how to parlay that into anything meaningful- the few times I went before basically left me sitting alone feeling awkward until I left early. 

So at this point I’m almost 26, have poor health, no friends, never dated anyone, still live with his parents, work a shitty entry-level job, and have finally went back to school for a short certificate program after previously dropping out. I’ve been trying to put the pieces back together after almost a decade of stagnation, but I’m really not sure if I’m even able to have friends or a girlfriend when I’m such a fucking loser. 

Should I continue to ignore the loneliness and try to keep getting my life in order first, or is that loneliness a sign that I really need some positive relationships in my life to help me move forward?",9.143032544378695,7.779283443786983,9.510880177514798,64.50022559171599,60.71597633136095,12.82869822485207,38.28476331360947,11.81641974633143,4.649999408284024,1436,58,243,37,16,483,178,338,0.19899999999999998,0.674,0.127,-0.9836,2,3,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,5,20,22,2,1,18,0,19,4,0,4,7,51,39,23,0,3,12,1,2,1,5,1,3,0,0,2,10,9,0,2,9,1,1,5,10,8,0,2,6,2,23,14,44,31,5,43,1,3,0,1,17,14,2,8,24,160,33,7,0.16774021863120786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519513984021617,0.0868641393494233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406910072641335,0.0,0.0641604040638528,0.0,0.0,0.058643930510643164,0.0,0.276071815081185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898187414162185,0.07002803802172278,0.0,0.0,0.07136728570214101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793621392180552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928006807227414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722372022574546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661862486153503,0.1517306310606792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481449456958004,0.059916822853107676,0.0,0.09187560521668814,0.15331152095864056,0.14267974427757502,0.0,0.0,0.25919135363373624,0.07753656459733929,0.043818670506297855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707858809998439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891500042593631,0.0,0.0,0.05621636636822056,0.1772267505609357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893582894250485,0.0,0.0,0.08322814212556842,0.07454760675845544,0.0,0.17467562514411175,0.04609281868700837,0.0,0.0,0.08880633587743958,0.1822502383440631,0.0,0.11847987708683184,0.040974698968745636,0.0,0.07405884309731155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055983949230237716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891406531375495,0.06165418056543025,0.06218862334322395,0.12937159746485258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047563187767888,0.0,0.0,0.08931892919686181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931278310367148,0.0,0.0,0.05814497356783889,0.0732321444334621,0.0,0.0,0.07928436251830973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431262494181375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546254590482972,0.3223760378667836,0.0,0.0,0.09004510989275795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546430847164845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937822111566305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697877763887812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580931709359669,0.0,0.0,0.13482323384921244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048905335207481415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388459769345916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692016237737853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549686318846798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084779246841177,0.0,0.0610584384699406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054009600609701336
socialanxiety,moreturboplease,2018/12/31,37 m with SA. I'm looking for people to correspond with throughout the day. I'm just looking for similar people to chat to and hopefully we hit it off and can be text pals.  It's tough for me to get close to people in person so I figure it can't hurt to try this.  PM me if interested!,-0.21255760368663346,1.8175203709677448,2.899769585253459,90.04822580645161,87.22580645161291,6.123502304147466,20.147465437788018,7.447530270364453,0.6815594470046085,221,7,50,4,7,79,44,62,0.024,0.8390000000000001,0.13699999999999998,0.7887,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,13,8,0,4,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,2,1,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278229627784066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617629946079886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29690059050930473,0.0,0.0,0.32000606019311123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020444712024785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6217121628164795,0.2610103224732262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029508749106156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,manihatethisss,2018/12/31,"Can't pee when someone's near or I think they're listening   18 yrs old had social anxiety since I was 13. I haven't let anyone know or gotten help it's pretty bad at this point, but I couldn't tell you exactly why this started. The living room is right next to the bathroom. If someone's sitting in the chair next to the bathroom I think they can hear me or is listening to me piss.

  I normally just wait for them to leave. Or sit there trying incessantly with nothing coming out. Seriously FML.",1.246966666666669,3.756536830000005,3.0,88.39666666666666,85.7,6.133333333333334,22.333333333333336,7.492282038375204,1.1053333333333335,393,14,79,7,12,130,73,100,0.09,0.8490000000000001,0.061,-0.4065,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,3,3,1,0,4,0,9,2,2,0,1,17,19,7,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,3,11,0,10,14,0,15,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,5,5,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488229208283516,0.0,0.0,0.13602721421085628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624331596774209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757938208703518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926123926586305,0.0,0.13039637083564998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691435015567284,0.0,0.0,0.20599025966530912,0.0,0.19893080275283306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178279195283275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41379197636444576,0.0,0.19060834775395694,0.18666681992252065,0.0,0.2041374894749416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390361747482104,0.0,0.0,0.1979175882516508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613649146191112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092588036123692,0.0,0.0,0.1983095017897136,0.32966700402187016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769674018591993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003693836772366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24930734549738315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208020361931452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554250797908644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FILTHMcNASTY,2018/12/31,"Mouth and Lip dryness. I'm sure many can relate but I am trying to figure out how to get pass this.  I've made substantial progress but this one issue really affects me.  When I am speaking to someone i don't know super well like someone outside of my inner circle for any meaningful period of time, my entire mouth area gets so friggin' dry.  Lips get really chapped and mouth feels like sand.  Biotene didn't help.  I have big lips and so I am self conscious about them being dry  and overly conscious of me licking them and it makes it harder to talk because of the swallowing.  This is obviously a fear response but I am more afraid of my body's response rather than the social interaction.  There is no logical reason for the fear and this side effect has got to go.  I am so frustrated with this.  Anyone overcome it?",3.5298191681735998,5.692370227848103,4.4202893309222455,83.47240506329116,74.56962025316456,7.0459312839059685,26.475587703435806,7.957251820313856,1.7439334538878843,648,24,119,10,14,209,103,158,0.152,0.7509999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.9149,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,9,9,1,3,4,0,13,8,7,6,2,27,23,14,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,8,1,0,9,0,0,2,3,4,1,1,3,4,14,5,17,19,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,76,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789463727117067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150352151549344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146462535556608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20890433322254892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232640193673857,0.09509428012701386,0.13435786337298214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947777935174111,0.0,0.106885006545924,0.0,0.15041745116034308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605993629442144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629712047953785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103358828801843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376384940465051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795719961256248,0.12553876263093805,0.19067433799151856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744168528319502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24096602360807645,0.1933681721461132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19619892869095354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171456231475975,0.3187036668202113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725456432236758,0.0,0.0,0.15116423710771384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966563367563267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276877718858486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909829383481406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,happyforsocks,2018/12/31,Anyone get weird tension when interacting with people Like an uninentional negative vibe that you cant control. ,12.166666666666664,13.26134677777778,11.096666666666668,47.565,53.444444444444436,13.866666666666667,45.77777777777778,13.023866798666859,6.964044444444445,94,5,11,3,1,30,18,18,0.332,0.56,0.10800000000000001,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4224826121699337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6776808025039651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156784720279711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951899318898926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188880264946435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cloudymind86,2018/12/31,"I'm so damn awkward I've been trying alot harder to be social,  at work, making ""friends"" through dating sites or other social  apps, but I struggle so bad to hold a conversation. For example, met this woman who is from my area, same age , we dont necessarily have a ton in common but we have chatted a couple times mostly hey how was your day, and what not,  she asked me to get ahold of her today and I did I messaged her asked how her day had been she said ok and that she was watching the foot ball game fuuuck,,,,I'm  ot into football so I had no clue what to say, so I just responded with awesome,,,,,,wtf  is wrong with me, like I could have figured something better but it's always one line responses or bland conversation.  This happens all the time which is why I end up isolating myself from other humans and that just makes my issues worse. Advice, insight,anything? I imagine it's just a matter of time I guess to meet people I click with so to say. I dont want to give up but it's so discouraging.  Any thanks for reading. ",2.5979563543003863,4.7182244926829275,3.8715532734274696,86.52270860077023,77.24390243902441,6.071887034659821,22.98459563543004,7.0608816371341465,0.8080243902439022,811,25,160,9,19,265,132,205,0.14300000000000002,0.785,0.07200000000000001,-0.9459,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,2,1,0,2,11,11,1,2,7,1,17,1,1,4,1,36,30,18,0,2,10,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,13,10,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,6,0,1,9,5,25,5,22,19,5,17,0,1,2,0,30,7,1,5,11,112,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587759501302192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421539365151718,0.0,0.0,0.10151754183853323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284716833686055,0.0,0.27911885900428984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464504821145644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202865965440566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919030792748933,0.1651787719535129,0.0,0.19255033744985245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499170687875721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222040593415538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533565583990825,0.0,0.07799419278496951,0.14320583201902606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445202679959073,0.0,0.13201044139714804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581264051606214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293212080031326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929508945277288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115800704199077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034940180869977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493233726624489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200229427272232,0.2374316263149385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043503858504914,0.0,0.11492532712980473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560629778287329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743970618335766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611443089199372,0.0,0.1415028046917595,0.0,0.0,0.1013533405408287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805096618954927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470466506756454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867978343818753,0.0,0.15213210468756058,0.0,0.16321749785771272,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ratboi20267,2018/12/31,"My social anxiety is destroying me. The idea of talking to strangers genuinely terrifies me. I can not do it, no matter how hard I try. I can't make myself talk to strangers. This is especially a problem considering the fact that i've had a giant crush on this one girl for almost a year and a half now. The idea of trying to start a conversation with her makes me sick to my stomach. I have much to say to her, so much I want to let out, but I just genuinely cannot do it. And I don't think I ever will. I have these continuous thoughts of ""She's so outgoing, she could never like me"" ""I'll never be good enough for someone as beautiful as her"" etc. It's just rough. My social anxiety controls me.",1.8690865384615376,3.700060256944447,4.053611111111113,85.72942307692307,78.375,7.764102564102564,24.96581196581197,8.617729084823388,1.7340754273504273,543,20,117,12,13,187,88,144,0.14400000000000002,0.764,0.091,-0.5405,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,8,0,15,2,1,4,4,25,21,8,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,3,23,2,17,15,4,10,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,8,90,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664456103333796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543161343347226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643018964703265,0.13271337639153874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171749993435596,0.1853795621108802,0.0,0.15035576892999838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139417693293276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489007311783064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375284950846693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699715086715519,0.0,0.08120683776313012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190666908606216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443820779459357,0.0,0.25639867017690193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263517056897696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905036934259967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218504649538815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388813068329249,0.14083791262444356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765157705433432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672031461718562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650725038731228,0.0,0.1319603435663979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257053323482951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804103387887317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070404172513616
socialanxiety,yesnomaybeidonotknow,2018/12/31,"Do any of you who consider yourselves to have social anxiety disorder (SAD) not consider yourselves to have avoidant personality disorder (AvPD)? I've read there is a 20-40% co-morbidity and AvPD has a 1-2% occurrence. Is it worth distinguishing between the two or is AvPD just a symptom of severe SAD? 

For reference here are the criteria of the two disorders: 

[SAD](https://socialanxietyinstitute.org/dsm-definition-social-anxiety-disorder)

[AvPD](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Avoidant_personality_disorder#Diagnosis)",12.296531531531533,16.20530144594595,11.065945945945947,37.69234234234236,54.81081081081082,14.663063063063063,43.414414414414416,13.023866798666859,7.804025225225222,433,23,48,18,6,137,54,74,0.19899999999999998,0.774,0.027000000000000003,-0.8999,0,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,6,0,8,1,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,32,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635675041718214,0.0,0.13089427504524198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.784401129935135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940162231657333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115054294726298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932990879867708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488384494386648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784281970195448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33428795955645724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tinyfox808,2018/12/31,"Do you feel like people constantly dislike you? Is this social anxiety? I can't get over the feeling that no one likes me, even my fiends. I feel like I'm walking around as the most hated person in the room and I don't know why and can't stop it. I overheard one time a few friends gossiping a little about me (it wasn't too bad, but still hurt) and it broke my entire spirit. I might sound crazy but now when I overhear anyone speaking in another room I automatically assume it's them talking bad about me, even if they're not really talking about me at all. I end up hating myself every day because I'm convinced that other peoples opinion of me is of the utmost importance and that I'm not liked by anyone. It doesnt help that I hardly have friends to begin with because I'm too awkward and shy to meet people and make friendships. Does anyone else overanalyze everything they say? Sometimes I ask myself during a conversation with someone  ""is this what a normal person would say?"" And then after the conversation I feel like I somehow messed it up really bad. Ugggghhh. I wish I knew what people really thought of me instead of always assuming the absolute worst.",5.0768805309734555,6.37841946460177,6.00016592920354,77.20254977876108,68.95575221238938,8.304867256637168,29.611725663716808,8.660442795831766,2.3922309734513267,933,35,165,15,16,308,132,226,0.156,0.6679999999999999,0.177,0.6361,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,2,0,13,19,2,1,10,0,12,0,0,1,1,34,30,13,0,4,5,0,5,5,2,2,0,4,2,2,15,10,0,1,9,0,0,1,8,11,0,2,3,9,28,8,21,25,4,22,1,2,0,0,21,10,0,7,16,115,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925322923035474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166091768666682,0.08507227805539369,0.0,0.0,0.2332734418737871,0.11394367859087015,0.0,0.09899690824325244,0.10396258905428396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785570700113796,0.1355802787973907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017416866480822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171866378349966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731711135540844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289833510184957,0.0,0.09849549955713982,0.0,0.0,0.14690101532733288,0.0,0.09369584294867347,0.0,0.0999447733136037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22491635987735434,0.23833674467896995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183494421215614,0.0,0.058100539978201624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961872406239072,0.21958578438676185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453903105381968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904831243733935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061115903880461876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716481476983907,0.11145761695917704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423086193182289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797198177733713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895825904738364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071211387397102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083849256288284,0.19420156231048924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137242145833851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687093364544668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336050242381185,0.0942244745491324,0.0,0.1099855677556065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880924735814172,0.09297318721250022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787663248961593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828513432333293,0.0648451071321582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034610909540106,0.0,0.12788140045169002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899754472345183,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rareuser17,2018/12/31,Is it just me or do you find comfort in dim lights too? I don't function in day light as I do when the lights are dim. I'm more comfortable and less anxious at nighttime and it's weirding me out.  You could almost say that I'm myself when it's nighttime and this awkward shy dude during the daytime. ,2.5885714285714307,3.970438650793653,3.5589206349206366,91.98885714285716,75.19047619047619,5.674920634920635,26.885714285714286,5.6839178017228535,0.7445771428571429,237,9,51,1,5,76,44,63,0.087,0.815,0.09699999999999999,0.3891,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,7,2,5,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45704799238508703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156351684494331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36442163972308095,0.0,0.0,0.29435912585021656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171680925846946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629708828189548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,silvermoon_182,2019/10/18,"Doing a “fishbowl” discussion in school, any tips on managing fear or panic? In my English class we’re going to do a discussion where basically some kids sit in the inner circle and have to talk about the book we read and everyone else is on the outside watching / taking notes on the conversation. I’ve had to do something similar before but it’s been a while and is pretty terrifying because of social anxiety, and it’s hard to participate when I know everyone else is watching and always feel like I’d be interrupting someone else. The problem is if I don’t participate I’ll get a bad grade and my grade in English is already low. So does anyone have any tips for me on how to manage the fear and be willing to talk during it, or how to manage anxiety symptoms when I start feeling like I’m panicking?",10.973333333333334,7.187096407643312,11.225191082802553,61.1892091295117,59.445859872611464,14.288322717622087,44.6380042462845,12.161744961471696,5.370130360934181,644,29,114,15,6,221,94,157,0.207,0.721,0.07200000000000001,-0.9706,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,10,0,16,1,0,2,0,19,24,17,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,5,7,2,18,19,1,17,0,1,2,0,8,11,0,4,6,73,10,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696767723632231,0.0,0.12793972424671926,0.0,0.0,0.20912265263135668,0.0,0.2352502791078057,0.0,0.0,0.1075117996987496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283822610716976,0.09372999982389114,0.0,0.13083750114701978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455545173845115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853374993754793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29384644105858543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34604302565808204,0.15549024208158202,0.2196907813332762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033268039023424,0.0,0.08738472766458223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773777531137282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450187166989193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023766619615794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040294287446165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642808116313572,0.0,0.1471265040966673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538005118401077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561221812341858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673783778094108,0.13027941911956573,0.11837111512282865,0.0,0.0,0.10883134258040172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598143729270945,0.11560755914654156,0.247171163087432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lil_elbow,2019/10/18,"QUESTION: Has anyone Tried CBD oil for Social Anxiety? Any Results? I dont know anything about it or cannabis in general, but I'm trying to find something other than these SSRIs i've been taking.",3.1806756756756767,5.950209162162165,4.282364864864864,80.83543918918923,79.0,5.8621621621621625,28.16891891891892,7.1686216300943375,1.9618702702702708,157,7,25,2,4,51,35,37,0.051,0.9490000000000001,0.0,-0.1803,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482502012667407,0.0,0.2416650960966351,0.0,0.0,0.22088687421972475,0.0,0.2599614306308373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702362172269629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887298169780753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361214630560987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538839005313822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32202354677719164,0.0,0.2431977298366153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23751990430449946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42895509539070936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DaisyMooMoo,2019/10/18,"I don’t like driving on my own Hey all, 

I passed my car test a few months back, sometimes I don’t mind driving on my own but when I know it’s going to busy and I have to drive into town I get really anxious and nervous, I’m perfectly fine when I’m with my SO he really helps me. 

Does anyone know how i can overcome this?

Any help would be appreciated.",-0.8197402597402572,1.2797982597402644,2.1246883116883133,93.54417532467535,92.37662337662336,5.157922077922079,18.089610389610392,6.742157984588678,0.04724519480519485,274,8,64,4,10,96,55,77,0.07,0.659,0.27,0.9583,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,2,12,12,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,12,3,6,10,4,14,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19464869338462232,0.0,0.0,0.32336254470980835,0.0,0.2001412192459246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009600419470146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504849908808008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954526520479822,0.0,0.16267317622128846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837127562406239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31461305032495923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983930030663874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890143845409088,0.0,0.2284689639237439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36673720373397495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830923930291084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20333216835211554,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,soopsneks,2019/10/18,"I feel like every time I talk, either people aren’t listening or they think what I’m saying is just straight stupid. What can I do to get better at conversation? Today I [27f] went to a tattoo shop with my bf [25m] so he could get a tattoo done by one of his friends. He’s been here before so he knows another artist that was working right next to his, and I literally just walked in and say hello to everyone, which leads to the girl giving me what I suspect to be stink eye, and continues to do that whenever I say a word, or no one acknowledges what I said at all, minus my bf (he knows this is a really sensitive thing for me). This happens 98% of the time whenever I’m around more than one or two people, it causes me to just stay silent completely and it makes me feel like everyone is just staring at me like I’m socially challenged. Idk what it is that I’m saying that causes this reaction in all honesty, and it’s been holding me down my whole life. Any tips for how to avoid this or theories to why it could be happening 😥 ?",8.248262910798125,5.226211197183102,8.708544600938968,74.77953051643195,63.78873239436621,12.659154929577467,35.4037558685446,10.980518767755715,3.4928178403755865,807,25,173,17,9,272,120,213,0.07200000000000001,0.828,0.1,0.782,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,9,9,1,1,6,0,16,2,1,5,2,35,34,12,0,2,9,0,2,3,3,0,1,6,0,1,20,7,0,2,7,2,1,3,2,3,0,4,6,11,20,6,24,24,5,18,0,0,2,0,22,9,0,4,8,113,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784515285273377,0.1354539076671372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499539254827355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099205671170442,0.0,0.0,0.11424703138231937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26540182215483155,0.0,0.0,0.13544018676502084,0.0,0.0,0.20627549936360795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219346683359892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883764383377584,0.24686933916744666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063208515094218,0.18456891229835545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980224238232424,0.0,0.13497985988901529,0.12391886146261336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284625335222138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419851888789728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124191254587356,0.1893288544092508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622700707048084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738177296864929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626021206763094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911087430891762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275443610386016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031690828014486,0.12287741625646127,0.4109086395902489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168022827202058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768606369883313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382800872595543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581981369271842,0.08277174787065539,0.0,0.0,0.15064891786669798,0.0,0.12244519796400286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618768055475493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974886825550846,0.11656263221638585,0.14422210359139473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940427832986182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Not_enough_for_me,2019/10/18,Just had an interview Was really nervous but it didn’t go as bad as I thought it would. I didn’t stutter too much like I usually do even for questions that I didn’t prepare for. The propranolol really did help keep me composed. I’m just glad it’s over with. Best advice for anyone with social anxiety doing an interview is to prepare as much as possible for literally any question. Seems simplistic I know. Also get there early even if you have to wait for a long time.,2.7286021505376357,5.044987451612903,4.55397849462366,80.81763440860215,77.70967741935483,8.434408602150539,27.53763440860215,9.150863307647796,2.703486021505377,375,16,70,10,9,127,65,93,0.10800000000000001,0.725,0.16699999999999998,0.841,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,7,6,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,14,19,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,7,0,7,3,14,11,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,5,52,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974898158979059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161932555692926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374349546022487,0.0,0.15460597416169006,0.0,0.0,0.14131304404263428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687450881108148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209151891778555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26697033509829354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558892729781046,0.0,0.11485810770278015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546339386422024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963579769297186,0.0,0.0,0.11106889426492736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873586899079306,0.0,0.0,0.17885217190423272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29713356038009603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278374241977469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452796585568277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25894091591223795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398428218251991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060155353695841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044485357694213,0.11784615607987528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258463687913504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356606684962986,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Frangodeborracha,2019/10/18,"Should i go ? Im a 17M, finishing the high school and never had friends.I was invited to hang out by a group of people. It´s literally the first time i was asked to hang out. But i feel like they don´t genuinely like me and just invite me for i don´t feel excluded.

On the one hand, i really hate to be alone all the weekend, and i do it every weekend (and this is killing me), but in the other hand i wouldn´t like to feel a undesirable company for the people.

What you guys think i should do ?",1.7146494066882418,3.3636397961165017,3.7665372168284783,88.44218985976269,78.2233009708738,7.684573894282633,23.09492988133765,8.515128840125781,1.3222004314994606,381,12,86,8,9,130,63,103,0.11699999999999999,0.742,0.141,0.3743,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,1,5,2,0,9,0,9,2,2,0,2,17,16,6,1,2,3,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,2,0,3,1,2,0,2,3,5,13,3,12,10,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,9,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358340238336731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128737223812971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918515404586844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454039322251583,0.16267271551423684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368601625800486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941017240140795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22546405189970198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481184688474598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405831568054881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459608040148615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519221828277169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337359308068789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562036893725905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429900784576567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31572437567234235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587384922226995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304499254425109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590436521848907,0.0,0.0,0.13277679460472908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lalalaland98,2019/10/18,"how do i get over this and deal with it? so I've went out with a group of friends to eat dinner. I wear a cap whenever I'mgoing to class or outside because I'm balding heavily. I had this friend who takes off my cap suddenly from behind or whenever i wasn't paying attention, just in general. I told him a few times not to do that in a friendly way, then he stops for a sometime, then he starts to do it again. This time we were waiting for food, and then he did it again saying something like ""take off the cap man"" and everyone saw me getting disappointed and i didn't say anything this time, honestly it is exhausting. I was depressed the whole time, i didn't enjoy the dinner and i was in my bed right now and I'm very depressed and am thinking about all the times in life that i didn't stand up for myself, how do i deal with this? how do i get better? help me",3.676583793738491,4.165229508287292,4.8958149171270735,86.82707412523024,71.59668508287292,8.464272559852672,28.34300184162063,8.59863814320734,1.8327344383057087,675,24,150,11,12,224,102,181,0.09,0.7909999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.7401,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,9,0,16,8,2,3,1,25,29,16,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,1,1,12,12,4,2,2,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,12,3,19,7,23,17,3,27,0,3,1,0,17,10,0,2,15,103,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546493881358906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294068194000657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484208003685685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143675229508707,0.2626341601334755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600880628723324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456859525709061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436015861005733,0.0,0.3533800867912392,0.0,0.2389685515277432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021934523035168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768988152571464,0.0744862433350121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020348271414225,0.0,0.2424910958169505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737428979179955,0.1507908637072606,0.0,0.1079148534607252,0.0,0.0,0.12746678939314834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22926801247599024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769281981442117,0.0,0.0,0.4445151264471036,0.0,0.0,0.1456859525709061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579882506333706,0.0,0.12101888213250805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133572034442551,0.0,0.17022068932781315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HunkaHunkaBunnyLove,2019/10/18,"Admitting to myself that I still am socially anxious sucks. Mostly, it's opening a door to be able to work on a problem. 

I grew up having panic attacks from being in large crowds and could experience severe sensory overload... And that didn't just vanish. I may work in sales now, have a close friend, and be ok in crowds, but I still experience anxiety. I  feel like I'm falling apart some days. The thought of seeing my room mate is a lot to handle sometimes... And that's not exactly normal. 

I have a lot of trouble understand some social cues because I have isolated myself for so long. I tend to latch on to one person and have them meet all my needs. Socially, emotionally, and physically. Otherwise, it's too much to handle... But one person can't be everything.   

I'm just trying to be patient with myself, but still put myself out there. It's a hard balance to keep.",3.3464285714285684,5.4968679285714295,4.862523809523811,80.14914285714288,75.07142857142857,7.813333333333333,26.67619047619048,8.648137234880735,2.1843661904761915,684,26,125,14,15,229,104,168,0.142,0.815,0.043,-0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,2,9,8,2,1,7,1,16,0,0,0,2,33,27,10,0,4,6,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,2,2,6,10,0,1,4,0,1,3,3,5,0,2,2,3,15,3,21,18,7,20,0,0,1,0,12,11,1,6,7,93,21,2,0.1402133060298273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726279533212256,0.1584011256828808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951287745900744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547272994292765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194891560426637,0.0,0.0,0.09042598283184336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772109708850973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601467845344447,0.27431103624236425,0.0,0.0,0.07089606046714153,0.10016841384365187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832845242450058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256035815027048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462802881156908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850113887851933,0.0,0.0,0.1240843635809707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384086774225723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307291308168784,0.10396638978476733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373792698055406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900243298293852,0.0,0.0,0.16451010398154226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448577010918278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416519764994306,0.0,0.14095309973496314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173185142784403,0.0,0.0,0.1584011256828808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287894240582519,0.0,0.0,0.1386745449084509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359235819489935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131370300941668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519563095112064,0.0,0.0,0.14596699646487318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041539134442588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ColejgH,2019/10/18,"Losing my social anxiety! All my life Ive been socially anxious. Im in grade 12 now a d for some reason I find myself not caring anymore. I used to be afraif of using a public bathroom but now I dont care. If a stranger tries to talk to me sometimes I am totally okay with it and not anxious at all. I still have my moments, but I think finally realizing that its okay to be anxious has in a way allowed me to move past it? Im proud and hope to further improve. Thank you for reading!",0.9595145631068008,2.8480409223300995,3.5493300970873816,87.96108252427187,81.52427184466019,6.061747572815534,26.804854368932038,7.1686216300943375,1.3873541747572826,377,17,80,5,10,132,71,103,0.134,0.675,0.191,0.8849,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,3,8,0,0,4,2,8,1,0,4,3,20,15,5,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,14,7,13,12,4,12,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,6,56,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154903313912876,0.5116536010801789,0.1497199808679461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078444736842081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693371575471814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537838637503827,0.13798228533594192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499455794930967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32614332677053426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066333704377824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889490435274773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045540425596266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411631866677302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510091477717131,0.0,0.0,0.15522054956222492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30778632689450675,0.0,0.0,0.14931150262701315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056347428858274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213425958243224,0.0,0.13899132152379226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967343867111156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249756154038206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607762676738482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198316044699207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bugsy99x,2019/10/18,"I might be losing the opportunity to make a lifetime friendship because of my social awkwardness and anxiety :/ Im a 19F, university student, I usually keep to myself and would love to participate in events and club activities but I'm too shy or nervous to be around a large number of people. I have friends but they are more or less friends for convinience. 

But this semester I met and befriended a girl who is a mutual, we exchanged numbers and sometimes she'd randomly hmu asking how im doing and how my day was. Now I find this genuinely overwhelming because rarely do I get texts from people asking about me or showing concern. She seems to be an interesting and a very smart person who shares so much in common with me. Although simple, I find her texts really heartwarming but Im afraid she's way out of my league as a friend and that I might bore her. Because she's so outgoing and spontaneous. I am too, but once I'm very comfortable and it takes time for me to open up to new ppl. 

She's offered me rides a couple of times and I try to return the favor whenever I can. She's hinted to hangout with me a couple of times and although I really wanted to spend time with her it never happened. Because either I wasn't mentally prepared, or when I was, something came up for her. 

I fail to understand why she would want to pursue a friendship with someone as distant and emotionally awkward like me but I'm starting to really really like her and I'm afraid I'll ruin this. 

I dont want to lose this chance of making a great friend but I dont know what to do without coming across as 'trying too hard'. I wish I could just stop making things awkward for me and her and just let things flow.",4.452053571428571,5.657721526785713,5.638452380952383,79.57321428571429,70.33928571428571,8.695238095238095,29.17857142857143,9.075114841892004,2.440353571428572,1347,51,256,26,24,449,175,336,0.08800000000000001,0.693,0.21899999999999997,0.9945,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,4,13,27,0,7,14,0,23,1,0,5,1,64,48,37,0,7,15,0,1,2,4,4,0,0,0,2,12,26,0,2,5,3,2,4,5,12,0,0,5,1,45,15,42,33,4,28,0,5,0,1,30,8,0,8,17,180,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723577436532134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420125889260577,0.17684958109188215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306340745046221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818075623551948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147714010130881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551892445528005,0.20931438835382551,0.0,0.06099990276290072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217072943502909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639609639574868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289909398901973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29230647463963416,0.0,0.04941708478899079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428098464385556,0.0,0.0,0.08364175514375143,0.0,0.08473014081124235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30650611546927475,0.0,0.0,0.0840720487735807,0.0,0.0,0.05198178545586175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672020915998096,0.0,0.09241951660084503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163423892317346,0.0,0.0,0.08536721874811018,0.0,0.1894099159536746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953200624601151,0.20068080015790565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953131697959015,0.0,0.07295026443452847,0.0913513852936606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007306028773465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114752481787634,0.08258851875088008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423758915720956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610719992269236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641813246661501,0.08014209247865077,0.0728166345773186,0.09354760092390334,0.0,0.06694819166832151,0.0,0.0,0.07907781713055688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111661810412367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256769717590614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061455253278628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843486019432998,0.0,0.0,0.0984669705775586,0.0,0.0,0.10417270214668647,0.15608609161583234,0.1673671554216042,0.07507766592521779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534881402605242,0.0,0.10876879993588758,0.09117716647382114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438182733535914,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ghlooler,2019/10/18,"How to prepare myself to interact? So I feel that as the past week of school went by I’ve actually gotten more confident with talking to new people and have made an effort to go home together with friends. But then at the end of today, I got into a situation where I was the butt of the joke and I didn’t know how to react... A more confident person would definitely have made a snarky reply but I’m not there just yet or at least not with these people (I’d probably be able to do so if it were my other closer friends from my past school). So I just ended up awkwardly laughing mostly. Now my self esteem just went back down and I was wondering if there was any way I could recover from it over the weekend because next week just happens to be filled with events where I have to interact with people.",5.9738888888888875,5.530431574074079,6.799135802469134,78.3761111111111,66.5925925925926,10.162962962962963,30.34567901234568,9.725611199111238,2.585464197530864,633,20,128,12,9,211,99,162,0.018000000000000002,0.867,0.115,0.9259,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,16,5,0,1,9,0,13,1,1,5,0,31,25,15,0,4,11,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,9,0,0,3,2,0,4,3,1,0,0,11,1,12,4,26,10,4,29,0,0,0,1,7,9,1,5,15,96,17,2,0.14956210779647244,0.0,0.1459510426159338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170736200481163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500402897752787,0.0,0.09117167272743372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941317309600925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26493527024437624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562309554042053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311026269574103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499959252086199,0.0,0.1196184803634031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225727798797438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002298866874858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219542305791458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830385653150029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444801569031654,0.15906099838666768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855479103939597,0.3110626017614441,0.1305918636484542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125324829842436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027296756597682,0.0,0.0,0.15602589671541425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811407556990474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021235693485233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417673903528088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871543962575015,0.2399394028541175,0.0,0.0,0.27729114465193794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219372601289767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624463023210676,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,araiknella28542,2019/10/18,"My (21f) anxiety is effecting my relationship Soooo, I have social anxiety anxiety.  Sometimes my bf(28m) gets upset with me because when we go out in public I’ll start having anxiety and being a bit awkward around people although he’s there beside me.
 Lately I’ve been wanting to go out like to a bar or club or something because I’ve never been. Lately it seems he makes up excuses to not take me because of my anxiety??(but it could be also because I’m a very good looking female and he’s jealous and protective) but anyways. 

My anxiety is so bad to where I can’t even start up an Interesting conversation with HIM. I barely talk and he gets upset over it. In the beginning I was fine because we were first getting to know each other (We’ve been together for 7 months btw) but know it’s been months now AND we live together  and I still don’t know how to talk to him or what to say to him a lot of the time even though we’re around each other every day and it feels like he is just settling for me.. (Because I’m not really confident in myself and don’t really talk to anybody)

i don’t know what to do about it. My mind is always blocked because I’m scared that what I say is not good enough... I could imagine him feeling the way he does being in a relationship with someone that doesn’t even communicate generally let alone.. when something is really wrong. 

I feel I’m very boring. I never suggest doing anything. I was sheltered growing up so don’t have much life experience. I don’t even hang out with anybody. No friends. 
... I almost never initiate anything in bed... he does all he work most of the time.
he doesn’t post me much on social media ..  
am I  not a fun enough gf  for him to be proud enough to show me off.. 

what should I do to become a better/funner gf??",2.6579365651468727,4.499606368715089,4.4384519733285295,83.81003514146694,76.09497206703911,7.300919084519732,25.794197152640123,8.155646560271837,1.6797730041448906,1392,51,276,24,31,471,168,358,0.128,0.7909999999999999,0.08,-0.9378,0,1,2,0,0,0,47.0,3,0,0,4,20,17,1,4,12,0,36,2,0,3,4,58,60,21,0,4,10,0,3,2,3,1,1,2,1,0,14,22,1,2,10,3,0,4,16,8,0,1,7,6,36,9,41,45,11,41,0,0,1,0,33,17,0,7,20,189,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281259693998072,0.08565276882091391,0.0,0.06613555378381078,0.06881343456107489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31632825109975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611091718757598,0.14724194327312962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069051456637688,0.35289416739691004,0.0913361962567308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314186482235491,0.09028751831142767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205922734331685,0.0,0.0,0.053334975868574525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447435161761686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25635514722806724,0.0,0.21849158069102195,0.0,0.0696787315745134,0.0,0.0,0.08089695041344969,0.0,0.0,0.12544756127971346,0.05908124819698631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034499647129341,0.0,0.0,0.06389419517490892,0.0,0.12962278161133867,0.0,0.0940011911732454,0.1387304984237549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181800110971978,0.0,0.1865795149049845,0.0,0.0,0.08456685646863743,0.05841380342943602,0.0808065663129099,0.0,0.07302604981143436,0.0,0.0694475848496605,0.0,0.0,0.0703090011243644,0.0,0.0,0.05520322076536141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350392192530537,0.0,0.13202148783112422,0.0,0.12158875490772338,0.0,0.1913511538704306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057334108372045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920421106036561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894015903231948,0.0,0.0,0.17757875779032606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153350160439675,0.0827976199727289,0.0,0.0,0.07528742214291574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860547428700176,0.07007185872115064,0.1273337586490086,0.0817929014941624,0.0,0.11707166816161772,0.0,0.06604471994976732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218047797848158,0.19941456912595212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125281375500787,0.0,0.09644664419652753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364731344262664,0.04877889303255418,0.06564380136726593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060206943325531725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042000574875536,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NASAYURIKA,2019/10/18,"Should i quit therapy? My therapist said I have social anxiety because my pride and selfishness dominates me because I try to appear ""perfect"" to other people. I said I'm just afraid of making mistakes and people getting mad at me or make fun of me, but she insisted on that ""pride and selfishness"" thing, said i should stop hiding behind my social anxiety and use it as an excuse for not getting a job

I couldn't help but cry after this session... it kinda hurted me, but maybe i took it personally or misunderstood her?",10.669285714285714,7.770923989795919,10.82214285714286,61.11035714285714,59.10204081632654,13.881632653061226,41.8469387755102,12.161744961471696,5.1768081632653065,413,17,68,10,4,140,66,98,0.225,0.6579999999999999,0.11699999999999999,-0.8949,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,1,10,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,3,1,22,15,10,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,7,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,4,3,16,4,10,8,0,6,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,4,2,50,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629683354336718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954722882680885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879699474009476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959554669403266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520442010673874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839961105628932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055975811979265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22945625350843146,0.0,0.17267188466484312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383134448117325,0.15007492084012092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281058489874868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904784336064931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504105368719994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369548365282214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655443494926747,0.19956052167549776,0.1141863413549009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095983129855332,0.11669207638241284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844511268752575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MoyMan1,2019/10/18,"Attending a wedding where the groom is the only person I know, travelling by myself, in a foreign country where English isn't the spoken language. Yikes. So, the title pretty much explains it. I have made some good progress dealing with my social anxiety over the last year or so. The trouble is, I sometimes get thrown off my stride by the opinions of others. Such as one of my parents, who when I was chatting  with recently, went so far as to suggest that I ask my ex girlfriend to travel with me to ""make things easier"" for myself. 

They were shocked that I would even consider travelling under such circumstances. When I was asked by an old friend to attend his wedding in Bulgaria, I was honored. Didn't even dwell on the possibility for the trip being rife with social anxiety-triggering events.

My brain tells me that I have to get back into the mindset I first had: don't worry about it, and enjoy being there for an old friend's wedding. Easier said than done, now that I'm in anxiety mode about it. What do people usually do to silence the anxiety about stuff like this?

TLDR: the title pretty much covers it.",5.905572105619495,6.953726412322276,6.338094109681787,76.46546208530809,66.86729857819904,9.061746784021663,31.65910629654705,9.23628265651192,2.8925257955314825,887,35,153,16,14,287,128,211,0.053,0.7959999999999999,0.151,0.9738,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,17,9,0,1,16,0,18,1,1,2,0,14,29,9,0,1,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,14,6,0,0,2,4,0,7,3,3,0,2,10,1,21,6,32,16,3,30,0,0,0,0,22,11,0,3,13,122,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215151585213149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619384290168713,0.0,0.0,0.10772383246877368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639151744836893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443102253922427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433650597247695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850618646854453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191640993863116,0.0,0.0,0.21647294352024984,0.0,0.14638692923447302,0.0,0.0,0.11750441205030958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699213724869539,0.1141955137045938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844297520938608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256056880473846,0.09351400121844478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597078969212185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940107026675852,0.0,0.09493149098409516,0.10654799171564787,0.0,0.0,0.15555808807312127,0.0,0.0,0.09712371499030524,0.1223248973668559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579352198499501,0.0,0.2850524386373656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832617298833086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326171513912885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28561689534253604,0.0,0.0,0.13855679766396256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037440155611912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244855135997948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930723961654816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429402647308868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986877536871647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422725134843428,0.0,0.09951893728928993,0.0,0.0,0.09021610527067636
socialanxiety,eywa666,2019/10/18,"How do u focus and being alert in crowded places or when customer looking at u while doin ur work as a sales assistant Ive been working as a sales assistant so far but i cant even last a month or more bc i keep doin some mistakes especially as a cashier. Im slow at counting money,giving the correct change to clients even if the cash desk tells me the right amount. Im unemployed right now but i wanna work again!",2.018255813953488,4.0091098372093015,3.2838953488372127,90.66561046511627,78.53488372093022,6.16046511627907,25.86627906976745,7.1686216300943375,1.1213534883720937,330,13,70,4,8,107,63,86,0.047,0.932,0.021,-0.4482,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,7,13,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,8,5,3,14,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,4,7,40,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731468257911376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963398039760097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846365044292154,0.0,0.0,0.19939757372597192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286142422523935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838331084307405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906054640989705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343803508177693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831584967088246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607702412833472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899515228913147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Koobangtan,2019/10/18,"People always give up on talking to me when they realise i have social anxiety :((( So there's a guy in my class who is really friendly and outgoing and the first days he talked to everyone including me and introduced himself so i thought i made a friend.However, when he noticed i don't really talk to other people in my class and i always sit in the back and never raise my hand or try to initiate a conversation with him he just stopped talking to me all together even though we got along pretty well ://.This has happened to me with 3 other people and it makes me sad all the time. Sorry i'm ranting .",5.94217857142857,5.943676574999998,7.025714285714287,75.22500000000002,66.58333333333334,10.523809523809526,33.8095238095238,10.290406445055957,3.4742023809523808,479,20,90,11,7,162,80,120,0.08800000000000001,0.8190000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.3876,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,1,10,3,0,0,6,0,4,1,1,2,3,19,11,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,1,17,2,14,8,2,14,0,1,0,0,17,5,0,1,8,67,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667818030394357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263683933084657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232686234328844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338679589270053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588335369664023,0.0,0.0,0.15318323496453234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363597465605215,0.0,0.0,0.2477104754506466,0.0,0.0,0.1537841202636308,0.0,0.0,0.12821468554298626,0.0,0.0,0.15873226972977714,0.14176175166648824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516893566033957,0.10700828161902093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123641083965762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251418819995868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334166555858432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309307286853356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539759652302075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341602740625846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945410770255882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402647822398606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154049607036764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575039256059033,0.12726836615639853,0.09347814783541966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884008068037852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413809303798553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thisanewone,2019/10/18,"Getting a haircut? So, this is pretty embarrassing for me, but I have not been to a barber or salon for at least the last fifteen years. Since middle school I’ve had a family member cut my hair every time.
My hair never looks quite right though and now I want a professional to handle it. I’m just nervous about the whole process because I have no idea what would look good for my hair and I definitely don’t want to chat with them. So, I was just wondering if anybody had any advice to get me through the process?",3.5731310679611634,5.078043242718451,4.439016990291265,86.1688167475728,72.88349514563106,7.0917475728155335,25.496359223300967,7.645422480735847,1.2189621359223295,406,13,83,5,8,131,75,103,0.094,0.7829999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.4574,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,1,2,7,0,9,3,3,0,1,15,17,8,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,5,11,1,11,12,2,8,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,3,5,57,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233120139191888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477632094154417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245667476207446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307441032124053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483967499448802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270478979879975,0.0,0.0,0.18225076446275768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452915679766053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711862310300974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649341874425389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758580831156433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210598902081666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23111240671201105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556266214927344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990693485230128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974277960114982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134842387197048,0.0,0.1267023101221334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25632404253822955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425941580525987,0.0,0.0,0.2356394368146207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435507555008904,0.0,0.0,0.13992627055904727
socialanxiety,CherryLimeLaCroix,2019/10/18,"I’m [23M] having dinner with a woman [30s] but I get nervous and self conscious eating around people I am meeting with a woman today for dinner. I’ve never even been out in a restaurant in years because I feel really self conscious eating in front of people (due to high school experience). I’m too scared to even order through the drive thru sometimes.

What if it’s my turn to speak and I still have food in my mouth? What about the awkward silence in between? Do I just stare down at the table while I chew? 😭",1.2443851132686101,3.7006789320388407,2.7652669902912628,90.5248584142395,84.92233009708737,4.210032362459548,20.23381877022653,5.46131890053228,-0.029381229773462362,402,12,78,2,12,131,73,103,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.8377,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,6,0,5,7,1,0,1,13,10,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,6,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,3,8,0,20,9,0,19,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,1,6,53,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955339495845893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295282640377372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127734653222363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664383816922387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972987012481483,0.0,0.0,0.10198423545320684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24389322419633802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537853542225968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310431370884866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555614228885023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27966307904591603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292124807877273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193422376946865,0.2041284762315554,0.0,0.0,0.4208286284424176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994838266911107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107575630218496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118549451073086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193887871186231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988647408125958
socialanxiety,throwmefaaaar,2019/10/18,"As someone with social anxiety, is it acceptable to tell someone you like them over text? I’ve liked this girl for a while but I don’t think I’ll ever have the courage to tell her in person, even by text would be hard enough.

Also any suggestions on what to say would be appreciated",4.287105263157893,5.332833807017547,5.079780701754388,84.02388157894737,70.57894736842105,8.50701754385965,26.530701754385966,8.841846274778883,1.7619859649122802,225,7,47,4,4,73,48,57,0.048,0.726,0.22699999999999998,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,7,8,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,10,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,4,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653344909105855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712460320309105,0.0,0.18800502506352212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25393482725732314,0.0,0.16232155585682614,0.2223031596487272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201518654755059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401309473962409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458735103922524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543748605961128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505204349356315,0.41646174533311936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296085398890841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747249643358194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491604013711407,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,solidanarchy,2019/10/18,"I can't eat with other people This has been the case for a while now, going back as far as 10 years, give or take.
I feel very uncomfortable eating with other people at a crowded table. The problem isn't eating in front of them or fearing how I look when I eat, it just makes me feel like I'm drowning. One or two people is fine, but the more people sitting at a table with me, the worse it gets. I feel extremely on edge, hearing other people eat and talk, it just gets so loud in my head that I want to scream ""shut the fuck up!"" It doesn't help that I also hate loud noises and am extremely sensitive to noise. 

I feel like I'm trapped and start getting mild panic attacks. I become very aware of my arms and I start fearing that I will accidentally touch the person sitting next to me. I'm not normally claustrophobic, but I feel that way sitting around a table with people. It also doesn't help that I have a large family, every time there is a family reunion there are around 15 people at the table, and they take it personally if I refuse to sit with them, so I can't do that often. It's a nightmare every time I have to endure that.

I'm fine with eating at restaurants, as long as the tables aren't really close together. But if there is more than 3 or 4 people at a table, If I can help it, I won't sit at that table no matter how hungry I am or how appetizing the food is. I literally started writing this post as soon as I just noped the fuck out of the breakfast table of 5 (excluding me), and realized how much this shit is affecting me. Does anyone else experience this? 

TL;DR: I feel like I'm trapped and drowning eating with other people.",4.635459284305437,4.8539725177514805,6.048089602704987,80.36815581854044,69.38461538461539,8.568272752888138,26.450267681036912,8.418075326091056,1.65491079177233,1293,35,262,18,21,440,154,338,0.21,0.7490000000000001,0.040999999999999995,-0.9966,0,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,3,0,21,15,5,3,19,0,22,14,3,6,0,53,50,34,2,6,15,0,7,3,0,2,0,4,0,2,24,18,9,1,7,0,0,2,10,10,0,2,1,12,32,5,37,47,3,38,0,0,1,2,14,16,3,9,16,180,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212543113646868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053009798745267185,0.07767877159799602,0.0,0.13497823344719612,0.0,0.08624755929651358,0.0,0.05829506251114828,0.0,0.0,0.08372884890313557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634394956386136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430251433448834,0.0633315392609141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775044783704018,0.0,0.0,0.07415908276772618,0.14293838319305244,0.17062007331974374,0.2299981898552499,0.16248119932834104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167266527981556,0.0,0.0,0.1401747000555638,0.11882656318896265,0.0727261703289107,0.04308593884475138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484905789636669,0.07780540299517319,0.0,0.08544609425070214,0.0,0.15244637806952974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111434007242632,0.0,0.0,0.067091595839779,0.06366332929193344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060537136271172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573084333057569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806273565063387,0.0,0.07428006382563081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137245003605407,0.0,0.0,0.08894952667172558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730290053952926,0.13239294175200708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260733085188784,0.0,0.0,0.07254223623930063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485673701688912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782034786545608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098123880902962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114002992433602,0.060935142224443524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884136501201235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405770712478703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510635345044935,0.044716122761505585,0.06017636108534812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725932109059122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488207054626552
socialanxiety,Captain-RDOG,2019/10/18,"Public Speaking Tips Hello,

I'm awful at public speaking. My whole body will start to shake and go into flight/fight, especially my hands. The worst part, though, is my voice.

No matter how hard I try to stop it, as soon as my heart starts beating and I get short on breath, it will be impossible to public speak for very long because my voice will get progressively shakey, even if I know exactly what to talk about. I feel like my body is more nervous than my mind. Happened today, which pushed me to write this post.

I have a class in uni where there's a lot of public speaking, and I have a presentation in 2 weeks. How can I stop this shakiness or prepare my mind for this presentation? Reviewing material isn't the issue, I don't think.",3.5491149425287354,5.391649606896556,4.340431034482759,85.4655890804598,73.6206896551724,7.316091954022987,23.80747126436781,8.07648339933343,1.205885057471264,583,17,118,9,12,187,97,145,0.168,0.807,0.025,-0.955,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,3,5,1,11,5,5,2,1,20,21,10,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,9,17,1,17,17,5,21,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,4,11,75,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954114923007786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992039867091015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868766006941578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908598092589456,0.12837501711147326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776771892057134,0.0,0.102125504230459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890477591824684,0.0,0.16097251923984546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294088862136445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755616953016352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875634431029967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779049740581099,0.0,0.0,0.15902550201939625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277130219620644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628839177633695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459349747482296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720993083333982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543798220614271,0.0,0.0,0.3004681762031148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443301670758651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514208343022905,0.17655062603580118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703310074064586,0.0,0.0,0.12200193936745744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826820270295174,0.0,0.0,0.14414147041480127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062441486862395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hyggfds,2019/10/18,"Can't check my messages at will I'm feeling really nervous and afraid to open my messages because I'm just feeling very scared about reading something that might ruin my mood. I'm curious as to what my friends have replied but I just can't bring myself to open it.

Have you ever been a situation like this? How do you cope with it?",3.9694029850746233,5.335076089552242,4.6061492537313455,85.90564179104479,71.68656716417911,7.151044776119402,31.310447761194034,7.554174236665415,1.9681665671641788,266,12,53,3,5,85,48,67,0.091,0.765,0.14400000000000002,0.3853,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,3,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,12,14,4,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,8,2,7,11,0,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181502364163986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994685409752663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347942701450871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578110353689265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617423354966976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35120916556047976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311560225266954,0.0,0.21208963329833427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314552526857625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721325398631606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548711132176037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731644778616533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ErbNosnibor,2019/10/18,"i dont even post on social media no tweets, no instragram posts no nothing. reddit is the only thing ive been able to actually post on bc its anonymous, but even still making a post on here is very hard for me. i just lurk and scroll, have been doing this for years, and even tho i often want to tweet and post pics and be myself i cant bring myself to do it at all. its bad enough i cant be myself in person but i was hoping i could at least express myself on the internet. i feel like the stupidest person in the world bc it all goes back to me not knowing how to just talk. whether speaking or writing. i really am useless. the only time im a normal and social person is when im drinking.",-0.07666666666666799,2.1357174217687067,2.3650680272108846,92.65195578231295,89.06802721088438,4.627210884353741,17.01020408163265,6.139981653823899,-0.2847714285714291,539,13,116,5,18,184,87,147,0.15,0.794,0.055999999999999994,-0.9202,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,7,0,17,1,0,2,2,24,23,12,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,5,1,0,2,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,3,3,16,2,15,17,4,20,0,1,0,0,9,9,0,3,6,89,22,0,0.12754018495442945,0.0,0.12446082262266067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980705296441698,0.10649072707986404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183045964680854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494761468968585,0.12494082619981622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178310469839075,0.0,0.2527172679068059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448814966673802,0.09111473361517833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142509542738114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667618136678974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755305715128097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009275018696451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062309692065151676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513406382284851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496230191003288,0.12237824724158505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940001156773763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33408951014383176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6107412091146114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817055083348909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600223140936381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185375645498056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025119695300294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473203169639038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436970749792607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523400967611896,0.07522650553837082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213169754143383
socialanxiety,118littlepigs,2019/10/18,"My dad yelled at me for being ungrateful... We were at Chipotle and he made me go ask the cashier for some utensils, which was hard enough. Then I get back and he realizes we need napkins too, so I ask him to get it because I don’t want to sheepishly go back and ask for more. That was a terrible car ride home.",1.3774358974359018,3.1782815384615404,2.7950000000000017,94.31916666666667,79.76923076923076,6.7948717948717965,24.679487179487186,7.793537801064563,1.1057179487179485,240,9,56,4,6,78,48,65,0.076,0.904,0.021,-0.5367,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,15,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,2,9,0,7,10,3,9,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,3,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6674665665421369,0.0,0.0,0.3659997853315449,0.0,0.14507671141277567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459076554645838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486802755123473,0.0,0.2705108063821245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131926119388764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23872373053246695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251922281915917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646683260853155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037287744944285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thr0w4w4y019,2019/10/18,"I think I'm the ""good listener"" friend Recently, I've been self-reflecting a lot more into my mental health than I ever have before. I've never gone to speak to a mental health professional because I've been to scared to go. But after a lot of research and quiz taking, I can pretty confidently say that I have extreme social anxiety caused by body dysmorphia and ignored depression that takes over my life every so often.

The other day, I was with my housemates/good friends at a bar, and I realized that I felt so... out of place.. and small. I was consistently saying things that would go unheard, unacknowledged, or receive no response. Whenever one of my friends would say something that went otherwise unnoticed by the group, I was the one acknowledging them, making eye contact, and asking questions to make them feel heard. I was doing that for them. Because I care and want them to feel important.

And then I realized, it's always been this way. I've always felt like the one that is disregarded, sarcastically mocked, or lowly prioritized in social settings. I put so much energy in trying to keep up with friendships, including texting first most of the time, checking in on their wellbeing consistently, and listening to hours upon hours of rants on their problems. I have never felt comfortable to rant about my problems to any of them this way before, because the moment I do, they overtake the conversation with their opinions about what I've just disclosed. Then the rest of the convo goes ""you're right"", ""yeah"", ""I know"".

My friends love dumping their problems on me. I listen. Ask questions. Ask how they're feeling. It seems like the right thing to do.

My boyfriend is the same way as my friends. More often than not, we have completely one-sided conversations, whether he's complaining, telling me boring details about his skateboarding or sports interests, or general rants. I'll ask him about his day, provide a ton of follow up questions, give thoughtful responses, and then he doesn't even ask anything about me in return. I will literally be like, ""You didn't ask about my day, or anything about how I'm doing."" And the conversation just dies. 

I feel like I have so much to say, but there is no one there that has truly, truly, truly, looked me in the eyes, and shown their genuine interest in listening to what I have to say. I'm already socially anxious as is, but the fact that I never feel genuine support from the people I trust/love the most makes me feel even worse.",7.104598506069095,7.7839908627450995,6.922168534080299,74.63154411764708,64.119825708061,9.955835667600377,34.25778089013383,9.871247098662263,3.3763650171179584,1982,82,344,39,28,627,224,459,0.09699999999999999,0.787,0.11699999999999999,0.8859999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,1,1,11,2,22,26,2,1,22,1,29,8,3,6,5,77,73,31,1,6,12,0,9,4,5,3,3,11,0,0,18,17,1,3,19,2,1,7,8,10,0,5,15,23,53,16,57,54,11,49,0,1,3,1,56,20,0,16,22,239,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482067329808764,0.0,0.11283260727307445,0.0,0.0,0.046107364767246056,0.0,0.051867984142018465,0.07659642888811664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158976268633312,0.0,0.3803116627665456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399354839283595,0.0,0.11538821480530642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753122140135393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691281776011298,0.06965084712470716,0.0,0.0,0.07108861323046134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117913146937765,0.0,0.05839735761988968,0.0,0.07036728267258516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956454097165707,0.061330364736181614,0.057125712480279936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056949417729768,0.04843742590043936,0.1953003017617485,0.0,0.0,0.05767194597318525,0.0,0.0,0.2619164657738839,0.0,0.0,0.06504140480667099,0.07706634289150584,0.11373741149013868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413970967463552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354169707181712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026511431138897,0.0,0.0,0.03726194720250519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789022509718175,0.13249760922451756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693620815024509,0.0,0.0,0.11528487078473824,0.06119352711571956,0.0,0.13577414138438168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366559883843999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968385039079032,0.0,0.15687815710425926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297203540069535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047005043234349744,0.0,0.07083816703701704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897853013315883,0.0,0.19463071951195013,0.0,0.06815926360285678,0.22785968893336944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694583029909489,0.0,0.0,0.11580427069424072,0.0,0.2695924862718657,0.06788115865105178,0.0,0.0,0.061723965599436936,0.0707317817627983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073453612546137,0.0,0.05219692954540857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694037168104582,0.0,0.0,0.10195662368183464,0.0,0.059261524862736725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008864634388593,0.043444482109248936,0.0,0.05382684056111599,0.03953561683429056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046032787615441495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03999109851051389,0.16145309357456802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285269670345615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909555054824766,0.09632852183190388,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,asianmenrlifu,2019/10/18,"My social anxiety is making me go crazy. I’ve struggled with social anxiety for a couple years now and i have gotten to the point where I feel like I’m going insane. I’m a senior in high school and I can’t focus on anything, I’m constantly feelanxiety, and I’ve been so observant on everything too. I observe too much oof  makes any sense. I pay to much attention to how I make other feel and I always observe their facial expressions. I afraid to be judged or if they think I’m weird. I try so hard to start conversations but I feel nervous all the time. Sometimes people I don’t even talk too don’t even like me. I assume so many things the aren’t true. I’m even am scared if I make eye contact with people. It’s so hard for me to make friends. I’m afraid that I look awkward. Today I FIANLLY broke down and let everything out. I can’t live like this anymore. Does anyone have any suggestions on how I could end my social anxiety or ATLEAST help with it.",1.5699238578680197,3.7597125279187833,3.4058147208121845,88.188519035533,81.08121827411169,6.579593908629441,22.032741116751264,7.734863291789972,1.0228844670050754,756,24,157,13,20,253,112,197,0.14300000000000002,0.754,0.10300000000000001,0.0808,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,14,13,0,6,5,0,13,2,2,7,2,30,33,16,0,3,5,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,6,0,1,2,5,8,0,0,2,7,24,5,17,28,3,19,0,1,2,0,12,9,0,5,11,92,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905876680327888,0.0,0.0,0.16191555986430742,0.0,0.2732177516688367,0.0,0.11806516920753934,0.08324221704919267,0.0,0.09796764026578099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865027606247648,0.0,0.09505138269193864,0.13172606849115084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418106803298716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544257014401363,0.0,0.0,0.23589332531726265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398812774249806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058509647295626,0.08504902603571614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919773910470488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531721145812695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329003552110715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979640740640784,0.12578239136306782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173623606562005,0.0,0.1744847977641591,0.0,0.10512293834738233,0.0,0.09997164298735424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973325127183159,0.12069756342556268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750302422067779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506794370391648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254030989887746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918937313709548,0.12048450563409717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640680878454496,0.0,0.0,0.11774305420088647,0.0,0.08426388792874248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445644354461145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956875229680706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909123457729078,0.07628214797401532,0.0,0.0,0.06941875301939146,0.0,0.11284505824854107,0.0,0.0,0.08082683337569274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076664010368081
socialanxiety,shrey96,2019/10/18,"Too anxious about people hearing me God this literally kills me. When I'm on the phone and no one is around, i talk normally but when there's even just one person around, i unconsciously start to speak in low volume and try to end the conversation so that i can end the anxiety of feeling judged by that person. 

I didn't realize how serious it was until i started working full time at my first job few months ago. Whenever there's a conference call, i speak in too low volume to avoid the person sitting behind me from listening me, which often results in people on the call not being able to hear me either. Like every word i say, it literally kills in internally. I don't know how to describe that feeling but feels like my soul leaves my body for a second and comes back. Its not painful but extremely unpleasant feeling. I don't know what to do about it.

Like i don't talk weird stuff, just regular conversation. And anyone listening to it should not affect me. I know this and i keep telling me this but it just doesn't help.",5.45903274942879,6.163766198019804,6.125445544554457,78.82187738004572,67.71287128712872,9.581721249047982,29.89489718202589,9.661875296680813,2.6396149276466105,820,29,159,17,13,268,114,202,0.132,0.76,0.10800000000000001,-0.7879999999999999,1,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,19,11,2,1,7,0,11,2,1,4,0,37,27,15,2,2,11,0,4,3,0,1,1,7,0,3,15,8,0,2,8,0,0,1,9,8,0,4,2,11,22,3,24,23,3,26,1,2,0,0,19,12,0,1,15,114,37,2,0.1251787171463786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096337989866607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576137598776373,0.1414163196701691,0.0,0.08752786957889304,0.0,0.0,0.2228711953789556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625470666448736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904533522788276,0.0,0.0,0.25564293205212635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783038074049496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174237675996675,0.0,0.0,0.08267936208658437,0.0,0.1054684681096243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25317648235527584,0.08942770054126323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647695285713236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821710238720342,0.0,0.08390465544910683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422056137485922,0.11126459541432827,0.2769834075050743,0.0,0.20638484771213472,0.0,0.0,0.13254618707811872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346799452945325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991645775161567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264856484523318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696486767780984,0.0,0.13319898079953074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735663219978183,0.3279036823320404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954714018061124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772042805750561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329968238691904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122782231345776,0.1094117162612346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299271662863058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498813199559255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113159695388937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,qaerolyn,2019/10/18,"Do I have social anxiety? Hello, I am an 18yo female, and this is going to be a long story.


First of all, I was bullied in primary and high school. I was also bullied in middle school, but one day I became friends with my bullies, we became close friends even. However, when high school started, we grew apart because they already had new friends in their own schools. And even until now, in college, I don't have someone I can call a close friend. It's not that I don't have any friends at all, it's just that I would get laughed at when I start talking about deep conversations with my friends. By friends, I mean people who greet and have small conversations, which makes me really anxious, with me.


When I was in middle school, I couldn't say anything when we were supposed to individually give a presentation, so my teacher put two 0's in my report card because I didn't open my mouth even once and just stood in front of the whole class for 20 minutes. I also feel extremely embarrassed when I'm eating in front of other people (I would rather not eat outside at all, and I'd eat at home. At school, if I'm starving I would eat inside a toilet cubicle). I also can't order because I wouldn't be able to put my words together. I would always avoid going out, but my mom forces me to go out 3 to 5 times a week. I'd prefer to play PC games all day, or if not, drawing, playing with my dogs, etc. I also don't want to introduce myself first to strangers, if nobody asked me my name.  I also have been considering suicide since I was in primary school, and even until now.


I can't make and take phone calls, even if my friends are angry, I still can't. Video calls are horror for me. I am also a very negative person, and I would often compare myself to others, my appearance and my abilities, and I would often overthink and cry most of the times. I am also very perfectionist, that I would do something very carefully. If my friends do the homework in 1 day, I would finish in 7 days. I was also very sad when I approached some people, and they would say, ""oh, this seat is taken.""


I don't experience any of the physical symptoms though, however I do experience stomach ache a few times, but not always. My voice always shakes every time I talk.


My parents are amazingly overprotective of me, super controlling of my future, and I was physically and mentally abused as a child (the irony, I know), so it might have to do something with how I am, right now? I'm not sure. My mom was extremely popular when she was a student, and I'm not sure about my dad, but I think people respect him, so I don't think the risk factor is family history. My mom promised me to get me professionaly diagnosed, however I'm already very curious, and if I do have social anxiety, I want to get help as soon as possible.",6.36323141486811,5.730878980215831,7.130805755395683,76.94812709832136,65.8525179856115,10.219088729016788,33.28153477218225,9.642632912329526,2.94141721822542,2187,82,434,39,30,730,247,556,0.11900000000000001,0.741,0.14,0.9527,4,1,2,0,1,1,81.0,3,0,3,4,37,25,0,4,16,0,58,8,2,4,6,88,87,53,1,21,20,5,1,0,9,11,2,3,2,2,12,30,4,2,6,4,0,11,18,5,0,4,14,4,80,20,52,59,10,73,0,1,0,0,43,29,0,13,32,302,92,13,0.05248244197826907,0.062183111751827475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583135956322607,0.335761519109102,0.13100878802006666,0.0,0.0,0.07137972048968723,0.0,0.08029784892523023,0.05929022090225752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318857795425,0.0,0.04906399864078526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597842851661388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077132344579767,0.0,0.053509347368247175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886352135125054,0.0,0.0,0.05764949812750895,0.13538733324754826,0.0,0.0,0.05326857386121836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481056159909093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058531795912770815,0.1733207897647398,0.0,0.04421872091585348,0.0,0.0,0.10267579769159857,0.04947577547938988,0.0,0.02653669958515273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928307667209551,0.0,0.0,0.3649302403567598,0.0,0.08225972940220584,0.05034594059748595,0.08948094370380097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035177874575636675,0.11090116287211016,0.05264416846096242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028842977576824618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644530962463292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006487510667089,0.0,0.0,0.05716876506941405,0.0,0.0,0.05288995751200373,0.055675577207409885,0.0,0.1844004052201731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05068786950140819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055892087865244834,0.03556346094074926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827554093860115,0.0,0.0,0.14553886844806335,0.0458256439932687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916606769868784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105518699871804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03362159622101102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044819718690250684,0.0,0.08347228870419349,0.0,0.3718052323010291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043414018343015066,0.0,0.0,0.10699848065416086,0.04446820277622587,0.08080709578999645,0.0,0.0,0.07429468511573051,0.0,0.04191254595817972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057407273279202725,0.0,0.09892816092066056,0.05454935238355022,0.03946026484716547,0.08436679772512758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725725934309623,0.05156373277573695,0.0,0.12241173588058825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051267719815687236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651755519018906,0.061911008103934365,0.0,0.0420982492628683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859477221268278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33553818887885706,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cutesnakeartist,2019/10/18,"I have extreme phobia of people, how to I get over this? When I was younger I went through alot of bullying. I'm extremely afraid of people to the point where I don't even play online games because I don't want to be exposed to toxic, unfriendly people. Just being logged in to something like discord or group me gives me anxiety. How do I get over this?",2.216076458752518,4.470285014084509,3.489657947686116,88.10901408450707,79.14084507042254,6.310663983903421,25.635814889336014,7.447530270364453,1.38736458752515,280,11,55,4,7,91,48,71,0.252,0.7140000000000001,0.034,-0.9156,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,6,13,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,9,2,12,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342713592927071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866799440028344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226742088535807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199936051429292,0.2937715541950703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961249954823144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6369209573658425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894940524273377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357571021466087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062720505995075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838858485730598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NRoseI,2019/10/18,How can I get help for possible social anxiety? Does anyone have any advice for how I could try and ask my mom to get me help? I’ve had many chances to tell her about my concerns but I’m too scared about how she’ll react.,1.6437500000000007,3.0480492083333366,3.1025000000000027,94.1925,77.75,6.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.2253583333333329,174,4,41,2,4,57,37,48,0.114,0.7809999999999999,0.105,-0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,7,9,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557897567999386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780064123999852,0.0,0.20024639929321852,0.0,0.0,0.183029332444214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24471113969424305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899480742714996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22906875875415925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27351857017513903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509056749512176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653845037352733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30657124416814274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950961246305161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26206836113981763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668323095527977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287905953294057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777184928603031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wadezillion,2019/10/18,"my night Decided to hang out with 2 of my close friends tonight, everything went pretty well, we did a little shopping but took too long to eat something so i was starving the entire night. Then they decided to link up with their close coworkers which resulted in me leaving. Having social anxiety and being hungry isn’t a good combination but oh well🤷🏽‍♂️",4.047391304347826,6.253591057971017,5.141376811594203,78.6842391304348,73.20289855072464,8.657971014492754,30.34057971014493,9.2995712137729,3.0375101449275363,289,13,51,7,6,95,59,69,0.08800000000000001,0.775,0.13699999999999998,0.3362,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,13,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,3,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,7,3,9,2,0,14,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948524334499538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400769537275461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108631903282532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126843128034195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678986292239375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484308981233445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351529541685152,0.0,0.20763315111898548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4403538427874025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386949959850187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391676563545227,0.0,0.18062353407966192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606737555167369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42190684047903737,0.21749701187191745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aloetakahashi,2019/10/18,"What is wrong with me?! I get terrified talking to people especially strangers. It is very nerve wracking and one of the most anxiety inducing things ever for me, but it's normal for most people. I don't know how I am going to live like this?!",3.311875000000001,5.130496437500003,4.823333333333334,81.855,74.20833333333334,8.133333333333335,26.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.1147333333333336,191,7,37,4,4,64,39,48,0.142,0.792,0.066,-0.4099,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,10,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,6,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24657956881457374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29156357514263115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840275614096534,0.0,0.1831860820759102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714270231184634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747287990838052,0.0,0.2846209880422107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158124026865305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841737933700814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469224507010235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590745441350399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413999346630047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659538511388806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524143978956327,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Klesker,2019/10/18,"Not being taken seriously... Can anyone relate? Lately I've been having a hard time adjusting to a new workplace and colleagues, and my social anxiety and depression haven't been the greatest. Naturally, I have been venting my struggles with my SO and some of my family members and friends - but I get the feeling that they either don't take my feelings seriously or are just becoming annoyed at my incessant complaining. Especially since it's a relatively great job (salary, benefits, etc) and they don't exactly have the same privilege. However, I'm honestly struggling to keep it together.

Can anyone relate to this? My thoughts are that it might be a general part of the stigma surrounding mental illness, but maybe that's overthinking it.",8.46969230769231,9.56144377692308,8.901346153846152,60.18740384615384,61.23076923076921,12.961538461538465,41.634615384615394,12.38480682065935,6.0969230769230744,601,33,86,21,8,200,87,130,0.166,0.696,0.138,0.1842,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,2,12,1,2,8,0,16,1,0,0,1,23,24,10,0,0,6,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,3,11,5,7,16,6,5,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,3,3,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486649743752018,0.0,0.0,0.27176569580046217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462662959802287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673795852634142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673377446534545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320079534597933,0.0,0.1965222140634248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501419625875693,0.0,0.101531491626691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21425391571356872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408508856883315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928465039602851,0.1727329839981823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921721112367812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952346183937532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958429592690363,0.20615765850891826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768898348888904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104447790392679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075508898124252,0.0,0.0,0.19809903499965695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063201723323189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461149791896673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427948483222031,0.11331771536530888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,XXX1997,2019/10/18,"The Craving of Solitude I first moved out 4 years ago at the age of 18 and I shared a room with my best friend. During that time I became even more depressed because I never had time to myself as I was Constantly around at least one other person. Now years later I live in my own house with my girlfriend and my friend, but still I never can get that time to myself in a room alone. I feel like it impacts my entire mental health not having any solitude to escape to. Is this a normal thing for people with SA/introverts? It seems like my entire world comes crashing down around me and I cannot cope without having at least 3 hours to myself a day.",5.166049618320611,5.3731309007633605,5.388616412213738,85.59452767175576,68.23664122137403,7.160687022900762,24.771946564885496,5.985473137389443,0.7012969465648857,512,11,102,2,8,162,84,131,0.038,0.8320000000000001,0.13,0.8609,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,0,2,18,11,5,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,2,1,7,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,2,1,19,6,22,9,5,30,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,1,18,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508605303460781,0.0,0.0,0.17626243355866966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573301386782295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303005070361396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037444316333514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786007844307033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660105379618266,0.0,0.18391171541654885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097565527629788,0.0,0.14658183640258796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240692582046596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860516740616391,0.12158164561682938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476099765824132,0.0,0.0,0.2629721487544525,0.0,0.08891569704819552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090085068718784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759993937155504,0.1963729786400233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628956917450807,0.0,0.15027826222235496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150849412725455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808818756360365,0.0,0.0,0.2625174528098161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674715167863824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532313351768213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798625551385085,0.14860074697381673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549318769953058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359115790685842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130646981158309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29771227098667113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640542202462189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918973031443426
socialanxiety,Overcomer12,2019/10/18,"Awkward weird thing with a guy at work. Just started this job not too long ago. It involves working as a team and is socially demanding. Before this, I worked 2 years alone at night cleaning offices. Grew tired of that crap so I wanted to push myself to work in a challenging environment. 

This job is great. I now have a ‘work family’. There’s all types of meetings, social events. Something I didn’t have before. I feel like this exactly what I need to grow and build social skills, and confidence. 

The problem I have is I can’t seem to break this ice with one guy in particular. We have awkward moments running into each other. It’s getting to be a thing and I hate it. I dread it every day. When we initiate small talk, it feels forced and the conversation is short and we’re back to square one. Just can’t seem to connect with this guy. He’s a great guy, I don’t know him too well but I can’t say anything bad about him. Aside from feeling like I don’t fit in, I don’t have any problems connecting with the other members of my team. No awkward moments. When we run to each other it’s just natural and it feels great talking to them. Just this thing with this guy and it’s getting to me. I don’t know how fix this.",0.8216397849462354,3.238548637096777,2.288838709677417,93.37659139784948,86.82258064516128,5.242150537634409,21.573118279569893,6.742157984588678,0.4926705376344094,954,33,203,12,30,308,129,248,0.129,0.753,0.11699999999999999,0.2846,2,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,1,9,16,17,2,4,9,0,18,2,1,1,2,40,32,14,0,4,6,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,1,5,25,19,0,0,8,2,0,5,10,10,1,2,1,6,24,7,27,30,3,28,0,0,1,0,23,9,1,2,15,133,49,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702632889891042,0.0,0.0,0.10167982626211088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676245474027101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078976665042746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549061472263716,0.08197213249166371,0.0,0.0,0.1670796088084491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331483680754489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827167810006727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925507748845782,0.0,0.1985611815631464,0.1402726644967814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258490644094842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32471528113015496,0.0,0.4860440671970575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692761528347968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484733504131016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790896752394068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592681867311936,0.0,0.0,0.08688190036161395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279561467341983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213070862413604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305201730551486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788068049544665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807280357010787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874990169248775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002315436209891,0.0,0.07558001121833789,0.0,0.0,0.0694888620809081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578189008324628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566958135130505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283786940394913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05790623510581895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827123192716246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357363318278279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322156470565306
socialanxiety,slicesoflemon,2019/10/18,"help me with conversations Whenever I have to converse with someone or with a group of people, I always have little to no input. It’s not as if I have no interest, but my mind always blanks. My mind automatically focuses on how the other person perceives me, so I’ve been trying to change my mindset about that. 

But it’s become a habit that I’m always the one responding rather than initiating. For example, when I’m meeting someone for the first time during a volunteer event, it’s rare for me to get comfortable and talk back and forth with them. I’m usually answering their questions and only asking them one or two questions about them back. 

Any tips on getting more engaged in conversations?",6.927805343511452,7.572464480916032,7.550448473282444,70.09529103053438,64.49618320610688,10.519465648854961,33.93225190839695,10.411451182825502,3.688930534351144,561,23,95,13,8,186,83,131,0.023,0.88,0.09699999999999999,0.8852,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,4,1,8,3,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,21,10,12,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,13,3,19,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,5,7,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232587211468369,0.0,0.0,0.11530558242266956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851429230738373,0.0,0.0,0.26076001345074856,0.0,0.0,0.18726402224907115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937039169962896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422635848863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717461754463654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365147659611355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699421439507078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34241146301628983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297944317297465,0.1289568664435341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755050227441545,0.14805192663373265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37988861108185706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873327037554257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628468537134247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887091462567786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511907942108494,0.0,0.16563399946863422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674471329339054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LookItsMatt,2019/10/18,What are you secrets to keep calm on a tense anxiety situation? Deep breath? Talk to yourself? Sometimes I really wanna engage a talk/interaction but I just can't get the courage to do it,1.7950000000000017,4.589230722222227,3.934666666666669,79.67700000000005,89.0,7.3244444444444445,26.644444444444442,8.238735603445708,2.5482844444444437,150,7,27,4,5,51,31,36,0.198,0.7040000000000001,0.098,-0.5488,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29155908293331484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912174143197126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387608319881811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441580164888352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283997354841731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37694172536257226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6126666281599434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,m1ke2525,2019/10/18,"“so, what do you do for fun?” ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh abort abort abort abort",4.727499999999999,8.177250083333337,15.26666666666667,-3.704999999999956,89.83333333333334,5.7333333333333325,14.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,-0.17596666666666616,59,1,11,1,2,29,8,12,0.0,0.769,0.231,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kinda-guy-kinda-sly,2019/10/18,"The more awkward I am, the more I hate being around people I just started a job a month ago, and I can’t make myself to talk to my coworkers too much, because every time I try I seem to say something stupid on accident. It makes me want to just shut up and work. Which wouldn’t be bad, but I also live alone in a new city, so I only get to talk to people at work. It’s a vicious cycle and I can’t stop thinking about all my screw ups.",4.556874999999998,3.115173437500001,5.9105000000000025,86.88450000000002,69.83333333333334,8.513333333333334,27.53333333333333,6.742157984588678,1.0941983333333338,334,8,80,2,5,114,67,96,0.217,0.7709999999999999,0.013000000000000001,-0.9354,1,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,4,1,6,0,6,1,0,2,1,15,14,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,13,0,13,11,4,13,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,6,54,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809734431008596,0.0,0.0,0.2114457599828941,0.0,0.16326480304385596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18174359699825102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046311435896916,0.12445261164175292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201162969082712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666394850668247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156341754669194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025949706692394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027494981758446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725536402130936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295669254365275,0.0,0.15007936719822607,0.0,0.0,0.1971767355072285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527109641933745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28307442443608594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235436164418518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858574616011104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717053715631862,0.0,0.0,0.14450383909162176,0.0,0.0,0.1706849412597013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32818837967094233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081598187971122,0.0,0.0,0.11904597049614064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860964656987354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041747453556127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29725840887482596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cucumberwax,2019/09/25,"How can I genuinely help and support my boyfriend with severe social anxiety? My boyfriend of four years has recently been diagnosed with pretty severe social anxiety. It's been ""obvious"" as long as I've know him, but it's just recently that he started going to a psychologist to get help. 

For him, social anxiety manifests mostly in a deep fear about how other people perceive him, so he has trouble opening up and taking initiative with things. This of course is not always easy in a relationship, as he admits that he always feels on guard about how I react to things, and that it brings a lot of insecurity and anxiety in his life. This must be unimaginably tiring for him.. 

Has anyone been in a relationship where you've played either role? My biggest want is for him to be able to work on this, but what can I do to make that process easier? I don't want us to end om something that we can work on..",7.672183908045981,6.931652885057473,8.090229885057473,71.49442528735635,63.2528735632184,11.641379310344828,34.27586206896552,10.980518767755715,3.705406896551724,718,26,132,17,9,238,98,174,0.138,0.747,0.11599999999999999,-0.6303,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,2,8,5,0,2,5,0,16,3,0,5,2,30,28,13,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,15,9,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,3,1,15,2,29,22,3,20,0,0,0,0,21,12,0,2,6,97,30,2,0.13131381523484748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218527227211614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401818836931762,0.0,0.0,0.0918176728104862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328075832927458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630506429277855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477645495529454,0.0663962105214207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686060486823538,0.0,0.07462866732602343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603376475098026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216663870012463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927508311112522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620859427805688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116383098861968,0.0,0.0,0.08765299133774691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103646553256324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359335826257235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25931310145540765,0.2819637894774816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29669446844779296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015736936797147,0.0,0.10109179038035096,0.0,0.0,0.09294459429172287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901336138939156,0.0,0.0,0.09873164685066227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447812795047427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092591356988022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795435148389808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490458089830125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19119604286192052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456179171869438
socialanxiety,Dpdrisfucked,2019/09/25,"Jobs with minimal social interaction? Working towards getting into the IT field, but it’s going to take me a little while to get my certifications, so I need a job in the meantime since my parents are complaining daily about how I’m “20 with no job”. I had a job in the food industry months ago (dishwasher mostly), but I despised it since the managers were thieves and I constantly had to be talking to people.


I’ve already tried applying for many janitorial jobs, and I’ve received zero responses. I’ve applied at dog kennel places, zero responses. I’ve thought about applying to do night security, but most want years of experience even though they’re close to minimum wage. Does anyone else have any suggestions?",8.636761177753545,8.471586961832068,9.003227917121047,63.84610687022902,61.061068702290065,12.371210468920395,40.851690294438384,11.765960540728905,5.167158342420938,576,29,93,16,7,192,93,131,0.10300000000000001,0.858,0.039,-0.8545,7,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,7,0,7,1,0,1,0,15,15,9,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,4,0,7,1,17,10,2,16,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,6,56,10,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441104728536105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487876955023552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954422301695255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813538422235356,0.14380428292741598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166756387857913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282048103152372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724369995495908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269928543516898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372883929622141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971074108680928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665326927456968,0.0,0.07976365244148396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.696374342108855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066671255334845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422920025600682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202534711247987,0.0,0.0,0.10406711134307248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317081634040376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584111434897407,0.0,0.0,0.09730042430636324,0.0,0.14663498287668672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321965232058702,0.0,0.0,0.14306827693251298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552508903807577,0.1128073249924085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789232062607526,0.11142154256844183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528785548938816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278156099443916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102175847817313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038024670885543
socialanxiety,marymeegee,2019/09/25,"Help! I dread work every single day!!! Ugh I’m dreading work every single day :-( I’m stressed and now because of my new responsibilities there’s a lot of people wanting to call me. I tend to ignore the calls until they leave a voicemail and I know exactly what they want. Even then I sometimes don’t even return the call I just send them an email. Also people are rude and impatient with me which makes my anxiety 10,000 times worse. And I’m afraid of messing up all the time. I dread it every single day and I’m so stressed because there’s so much to do. I’m literally crying every single day before work and need to find a way to encourage myself. I wait in the car for like 20 minutes before going into work just to calm myself down. What should I do?? :-(",1.757171052631577,4.101267480263161,3.408421052631581,87.54644736842106,81.4342105263158,5.378947368421053,20.026315789473685,6.6274283507984215,0.32543947368421033,595,16,117,6,16,197,89,152,0.24100000000000002,0.687,0.07200000000000001,-0.9782,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,4,10,13,1,6,8,0,5,0,0,1,2,22,18,11,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,17,3,16,17,7,19,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,12,74,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038192945407913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602592968383146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303718926904966,0.0,0.21362427679661894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845237701138936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378828132408648,0.3238117761938104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581554991534111,0.0,0.4230393558192109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472715568190912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133848891473225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413645335810083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898500454834064,0.0,0.0,0.13291236376814125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613249498565059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671647528534607,0.0,0.0,0.08378860530329359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227498009205548,0.09307485604903007,0.0,0.12123238312641993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404582233418853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414697992052348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875758734116827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463887376745368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807525208749486,0.09963553733120012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655334410477828,0.0,0.12792023033408467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Even_The_Queen,2019/09/25,"Have you talked with a physician about your social anxiety? Has anyone talked about your social anxiety with a doctor? What was the outcome of that conversation? (Referral, medication, CBT...) I've been thinking about bringing up my social anxiety with a PCP, but I'd like to have a better idea how that conversation might go.",5.754210526315787,8.424193543859648,6.245473684210527,70.5903157894737,69.7017543859649,9.472280701754386,30.69824561403509,9.888512548439397,3.615641403508772,260,11,40,7,5,84,40,57,0.07,0.797,0.132,0.7643,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,1,0,8,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,9,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,1,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693556437296403,0.0,0.0,0.14300024112621607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087512432592973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932771613258203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622944794709185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23087027771881166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991471890754897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060253263999424,0.0,0.21695596855930546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6254257298011816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32875959680694594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310436691932832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Etheldon,2019/09/25,"How to not bump into people and do awkward things? Im in 10th grade in a new highschool (for 3 weeks now) and I clearly have social anxiety and social awkwardness. My anxiety used to be worse but now i try my hardest to talk to random people at school to start making conversations and new friends, to kill my anxiety. It barely even fucking works, but i still do it. Everytime between periods when walking in the hallway id be so awkward and shy that i would jus stare straight. I’d awkwardly walk into people, bump into them and make myself look like a fucking retard and i hate it. In class I’d never talk out loud and someone would be talking to me and im always insecure for my deep unclear voice and they’d never understand what im saying 😡😡... Yesterday my friend told me bye while i was going to my car to leave and i was too focused on trying to look normal and not awkward, i didnt even reply and left. Today he came up and asked how come i didnt reply after he said bye 3 times. I fucking hate how im not normal and i hate all these people that say after a while its gonna go away and im not gonna be shy anymore. Fuck no it isnt, u fucking liars I hope u all burn in hell.",1.0226294820717143,3.0147321713147437,3.3224127490039836,89.12487808764944,81.86852589641434,5.768988047808765,22.390597609561752,6.918507183188421,0.7131302310756968,929,31,195,11,25,319,135,251,0.262,0.6559999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9941,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,1,11,21,11,6,4,0,15,5,0,6,5,47,40,25,1,5,6,0,0,1,2,4,0,5,0,0,10,22,0,0,1,0,0,7,10,17,0,0,7,8,23,4,28,24,2,41,1,0,3,5,19,16,6,3,21,119,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318671559953849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018590633966041,0.0,0.08722904837048262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822272986942514,0.0,0.08263787077321981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059861381663604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757665932200641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161886576285843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590969032586592,0.4065710655706173,0.0,0.0,0.09997522269155427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605160093553537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736048542565385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475039668413887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973106513258514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313305740231816,0.09556481382538247,0.0,0.0,0.04297102175643685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772233572954008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174230713552669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567469363393234,0.1698975501847038,0.0,0.0,0.17235706408228682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439113879632769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836666150620275,0.13989281359279468,0.0,0.08901650537912603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932081102878392,0.07452511603972158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225594563880772,0.0,0.07024204163977256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120879076900649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843427975355096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051288045454818236,0.0,0.08337231979932103,0.08404604605141905,0.0,0.11943315383333253,0.0,0.0,0.09156564523601954,0.0,0.07596603183799246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055326537868822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403325842386777,0.0,0.08963501826966774,0.12496331161387307,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ReeferChiefer24,2019/09/25,"Proud, disappointed and annoyed. So, me and my husband took our daughter to the park to play on the splash pad today. We've only gotten this far, thanks to a good friend of mine, Moscato. The liquor courage part has a part in the story. 

It's just the three of us, til this lady and her kid arrive. I'm already anxious at this point. But, at the same time, I'm bored and I'm so irritated with my husband's dryness... I get up, by the grace of cheap Moscato, and walk over and introduce myself. We have an awesome conversation . She never led me to believe I annoyed her in anyway. I mean, when I felt like the convo was dying, she would actually start talking about something else. To my surprise. I found out I wasn't the only one indulging on wine early in the day. She was also drinking wine. Anyhow, we talked for a bit til' I started draining from the encounter and looked for a way out. She said,""Come back sometime, I hope to see you again."" I'm ecstatic mentally. I come home, and it all goes down hill. 

I'm so anxious for even initiating the conversation. I'm mad that I know I wouldn't have thought twice if I were completely sobet. All the negative, flooding thoughts of whether she actually liked talking to me or was she just being nice. Even though she clearly validated by telling me she hopes I come back soon. It's so nerve wrecking.
Question to myself:
WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS?!?!? 
 I just needed to rant, and I thought this would be a good place.",2.2257547624789,4.574578751748256,3.398164938509769,88.26486013986015,79.66433566433567,5.763009404388717,26.295635399083675,6.953978226594392,1.2009309380274895,1137,47,226,13,29,367,163,286,0.08900000000000001,0.73,0.18100000000000002,0.98,0,0,4,0,0,0,51.0,4,2,0,1,18,20,3,0,19,0,14,4,0,1,4,44,40,22,1,7,7,3,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,9,16,4,0,8,5,1,5,4,5,0,3,12,3,41,15,35,23,6,35,0,1,2,0,28,15,0,6,17,158,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.2194631748723289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408753609309535,0.08992344512364371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540651324103847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292887306693458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668872695885494,0.0,0.0,0.122762481505297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193725448552138,0.11789804169362413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251870591975967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670173955291885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015478530185753,0.0,0.0,0.09393464250844384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853973802406395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796629761805324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232918103003502,0.0868759059962201,0.0,0.05874866806188068,0.0,0.0,0.18862961974679995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112793032536667,0.2233695419782395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061797669207930735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648070761278126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442676031128558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248723015422107,0.0,0.0,0.11331964912577347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833776732110411,0.08672569190575391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761966752306279,0.1710412980365608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435372566886164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748268521929002,0.0,0.10629831170748416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596584218568566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696239492155317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960532163232147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656682830305654,0.11121248811277594,0.0,0.15918045778943285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27114077130540604,0.0982832188109254,0.1035256522155394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047813953027864,0.26780994048106826,0.06556847278482332,0.0,0.10658615732559194,0.0,0.12493222631209262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525932395876294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925481729921905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146549854371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975756970254915,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,readyheartsx,2019/09/25,"I feel like I’m annoying people. If I text or anything I feel like that’s all I do. And I think they just don’t want to talk. Especially with guys. I think I’m annoying. 
I don’t want to talk or text . I just want to go awol for like a week straight and see who cares enough to wonder what happened to me. 
I don’t wanna annoy anyone. I feel like such a loser.",-1.6030113636363623,0.3429328125000026,1.2588636363636354,98.99068181818184,95.875,4.409090909090909,14.772727272727273,6.1124844417494595,-0.7809999999999997,275,6,69,3,11,95,44,80,0.17300000000000001,0.594,0.233,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,3,9,3,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,19,19,5,0,5,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,4,12,5,8,19,2,3,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,4,5,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617803722669475,0.0,0.1602677275551294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985668876329166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201235177614654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29542370280152197,0.41740152451999857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068441538785308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283922053737693,0.1722222314335779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805920942154981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350194010892451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519544646152175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130752526011079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495837702256019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446166920560189,0.0,0.15622164616201176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112047506452345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,XxIlluminisxX,2019/09/25,"Advice for speaking up in group activities? Hello!

Is it okay to ask for advice in this subreddit? If it isn't, I'll just delete this post later. :p

Okay so, during group activities in a class, I get sort of afraid to speak up. Basically, we work in a group to get an answer, and then we submit it online. I feel like I am not participating in the group as much as I should and I think the other members probably think I'm not doing any work at all (I wonder if they dislike me? I think they do....).... We were working on a problem by ourselves and I got a different answer; I wanted to speak up but I didn't know how. I kept thinking that it would be disrespectful if I spoke up? Like I would be disrespecting whatever answers they got? I don't know if it's all right for me to chime in because sometimes, some of the other group members would have their own conversations about a question and I feel like my interruption would just be a nuisance to them.... They might think that I was rude? Sorry, I don't even know if I'm wording this correctly.... 

Right now, I'm scared that I can't be a good group member and I'm scared of how they view me? Is there a way to stop thinking of the all the things said above and maybe turn my perspective around? 

THANKS IN ADVANCE! :p",1.5135152057245094,3.665800476744192,3.2358139534883748,89.53749552772813,81.05426356589146,6.1397734048896835,21.55098389982111,7.321109707123232,0.6553012522361357,985,30,212,14,26,327,129,258,0.109,0.809,0.08199999999999999,-0.8226,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,3,0,7,4,10,12,1,3,14,2,23,0,0,2,4,55,50,18,0,12,10,0,2,3,0,6,0,5,0,0,14,10,0,2,16,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,8,8,33,7,32,32,6,23,0,0,1,0,25,16,0,10,7,145,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23347567452463494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123892005046637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634737601359258,0.1116817559830826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282352118444357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481338323047993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890416878175191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080813997095625,0.1706887474502358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482894832376185,0.0,0.0,0.10019987615252143,0.19109090966966685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696118168909774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509072688830613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001661602731965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673133866277372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781903274130409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144125081244266,0.0,0.12880129312344124,0.11430993393798962,0.0,0.0,0.1338258731942112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040414570627369,0.11363664665711692,0.0,0.23920655836324425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181519376487314,0.13372902074210258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987639690094888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998545768718844,0.0,0.0,0.07936589278883249,0.4592823068319543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299414129277151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046235825938772,0.09482414958374424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955250122037065,0.26091140736681023,0.0,0.0,0.3394522815687285,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TwentyYearsLost89,2019/09/25,"Old lady stole my Starbucks!!! So I’m at Starbucks. I grab a plastic venti cup because I hate the fragility of their plastic cups. This cup is just $3 and doesn’t mean much to me. Anyway, I order a chai with pumpkin spice added; the barista hands me back my lid/straw, and I go sit down at a table close to the counter to watch for my order. These two old women are standing at the counter and their backs are to me, so some of my view is blocked. A few minutes later, I notice one of them is holding a plastic cup with a drink that looked oddly like mine would, and for some reason I couldn’t help but think that cup was mine; but I didn’t know what to do. As I continued to stare, I immediately noticed this old woman was NOT putting on the plastic lid that SHE WOULD HAVE HAD. Several times these ladies kept turning towards me and I BET YOU, I FREAKING BET they knew it was MINE; but I just felt so nervous to say anything, and these two ladies walked out staring me in the face, no plastic lid/straw, probably knowing it was mine. I then got up and went to the barista who was handing out the drinks and asked if the venti cup happened to be a chai latte with pumpkin spice— the poor guys face instantly changed with the realization of what happened and made a new one in a new cup for me. 

Long story short, pretty proud of myself for at least asking the barista and getting a replacement. Any other day, I would have beat myself up for not standing by the counter. I would have just left; internally furious I didn’t do anything. Of course I’m still upset my drink was stolen. But jokes on them; she didn’t have my lid and straw.",5.074818181818183,5.194904572727271,5.183787878787879,87.28568181818181,68.42424242424242,7.690909090909091,30.43939393939393,6.961326702584282,1.5241939393939403,1279,46,272,9,20,401,164,330,0.10400000000000001,0.852,0.044000000000000004,-0.9659,0,0,3,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,5,2,10,8,2,2,23,0,28,7,4,2,0,48,49,21,0,6,10,0,5,1,0,4,0,1,0,3,14,18,3,3,7,4,3,4,8,5,0,4,16,12,42,3,40,27,5,40,0,0,5,0,16,17,0,5,15,186,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792246712306565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858916917267693,0.0,0.21424504297772326,0.0,0.0,0.17621925277341385,0.0,0.06985061386531939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121688435544305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389854535354905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367522197602428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002061109599186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986650004531512,0.0,0.06512191274184755,0.0,0.09164495981114316,0.0,0.0,0.1134582393468478,0.2026561930751194,0.0,0.0,0.1131300361052818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768046374032919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594703126001466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449811662491453,0.0,0.0,0.05598097316340588,0.0,0.0,0.1014050794096048,0.09622345215554788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842412420093338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248178386249436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423395691760442,0.0,0.0,0.2213359098447223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609140344838388,0.3607164622542092,0.0,0.15529299341195035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657524288433765,0.123543180074094,0.0,0.0,0.1151906643122428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781357966366658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112345393926413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944966041560654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150859549645034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734221364835283,0.0,0.0,0.06681606763934199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246367562554329,0.2238679100677961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622244878220154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255946685893571,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zzzsadwinnerzzz,2019/09/25,"Talked to a Homeless Woman I just talked for a long time to this homeless girl at Taco Bell my age she said she had a mom like mine (narcissists) and got on drugs, dropped out and she was the kindest person I have ever met. I told her my life story and she gave me a big hug and validated me. I feel really strong for not getting into drugs or giving up on myself. And anyway she just changed my whole perspective on life.  Also she was high the whole time. Lmao she was SUPER positive. I’m so grateful for the little I have, even tho I’m running on empty on the inside.",0.9438461538461524,3.2250011623931663,2.7456410256410284,91.40769230769232,84.38461538461539,5.309401709401709,19.256410256410245,6.67199483983844,0.18774871794871828,444,12,93,5,13,147,74,117,0.013999999999999999,0.758,0.228,0.9801,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,8,0,6,5,0,0,1,13,16,9,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,2,20,4,14,7,2,19,0,0,0,1,19,12,0,1,6,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487265516050742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674008033189408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43135090716066665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228367250735566,0.16822776223781066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403607252556252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716583700970004,0.17840705873015605,0.0,0.0,0.14874360821210042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964959840153941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26272354439174056,0.09085946413975396,0.1863988294602454,0.0,0.16458469111124205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781520372550012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238882941165206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914227880972465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690768104168145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29896416787520785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689055257812587,0.0,0.0,0.17770996348610504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152756247422349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,redditforworkxo,2019/09/25,"Jobs that pay well for those with severe social anxiety? I went to college for Event Management because I tried really hard to force myself to do and be someone I'm not. I got a job as an event coordinator and it drained me. I hated it. Next I worked at a call center and I dealt with the meanest customers. I constantly was stumbling on my words and couldn't figure out how to talk or answer customers. I can't do small talk. Then I got a job as a supervisor at a retail store and I could not deal with all the angry customers. Now, I'm a cashier at a store that has high dollar customers and it is the worst out of all of them. Extremely entitled customers almost all of them are very mean. The ones that aren't mean just want to chat and chat and I cannot do the small talk. I am to the point I can't make eye contact, each customer makes me internally scream, and I am constantly making bathroom breaks to breathe. I need a job where I do not need to deal with people. I keep applying and applying for things like data entry and processing but they won't hire me as there are people with better experience. I live in Iowa where min wage is 7.25. I need atleast $12 an hr to survive with bills and thats just barely. Please help me its getting really hard.",3.5317182060208867,4.730455622568093,4.607442146221587,86.12135367601887,72.54085603112841,7.745156665984028,25.977677657177964,8.20500826718156,1.471658365758755,993,32,209,15,19,325,139,257,0.083,0.856,0.061,-0.0663,5,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,3,8,6,1,0,16,0,20,2,2,4,3,48,37,19,0,6,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,21,0,1,4,2,7,1,9,3,1,1,4,4,28,3,31,29,5,24,0,0,1,0,14,14,0,2,9,137,38,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610629631381805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870076054066553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068150823358348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254757541493832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839701688688542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505996172094953,0.0,0.09257593860997794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907690580714966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342048966772107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060578630332834775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547020915084186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773527617706772,0.11447575240868656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771825200370194,0.1225066128578386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602464471749596,0.1030609066828932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056646883922917626,0.0,0.10238519852455684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321908167777472,0.0,0.0,0.252605169812181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579244131021004,0.0,0.0,0.1233132060735606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857012547970113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076904291161967,0.0,0.0,0.12727731648171284,0.10960939783603983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855995249246556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309895036304481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819552749859102,0.09824331433337856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795865352346181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703144414579477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872184236265352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567016836856183,0.06838979596790662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042521851110256,0.10748599722640743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441234136117966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DannyDork111,2019/09/25,"Why the hell do I get so anxious around girls my age? This really frustrates me. 

I'm normal around the girlfriends of my friends but when I'm with girls I don't know I always think they're judging me and I get really awkward and tensed up to the point i can't even look at them. It's like a lever in my brain is turned off that makes me tense up really hard. 

​

Most are really nice but It's always so frustrating that I get so tensed up around them and can't even speak properly sometimes? 

Anyone have the same problem?",2.2550458715596307,4.248960422018349,3.0591651376146807,92.5439770642202,77.80733944954126,6.5618348623853215,20.99174311926605,7.554174236665415,0.5915166972477066,422,11,91,6,10,133,68,109,0.243,0.675,0.08199999999999999,-0.9541,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,9,8,3,1,5,0,7,1,1,1,0,16,17,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,14,3,12,17,2,12,1,0,1,0,7,10,1,1,3,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733859145503912,0.17799579705763474,0.1996164830962303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855880606586748,0.0,0.11486741846074768,0.0,0.0,0.438728355647337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338925046603596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700893506398247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692124069792118,0.0,0.2574863682027784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716136013792272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028322361842822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802582270963552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795265138662305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096572427413928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095815069495173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529637879799785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15719243617996415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209643171472063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247573835938442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526309513401977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786879456150743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823588675738364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996164830962303,0.0
socialanxiety,BouriYoucef,2019/09/25,"hands in pocket weirdo I CANT TAKE MY HANDS OF MY POCKETS WHILE I AM OUTSIDE HELP PLEAAAASE....i walk normal in my house but when i leave i just feel like every one is looking at me i start walking like a drunk guy and only stop that feeling by putting my hands in my pocket 

any advise on how to stop it please and than you",0.3439705882352939,2.594843985294119,1.4338235294117645,99.92220588235297,87.08823529411768,3.4000000000000004,18.794117647058822,3.1291,-0.8596823529411766,253,7,57,0,8,79,51,68,0.156,0.6679999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.3646,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,3,1,0,10,8,6,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,12,2,9,8,0,13,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,7,35,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831908636468834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085425567293142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25030263490328136,0.17682518431873093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507934479598434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590448010169032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855997545277004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620832674772727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418472259557458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207850754110478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425127220528199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677229670401425,0.1882467568713423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27169778623727997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488215285093173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519280594883666,0.0,0.0,0.41386822634573417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610091721340186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mother-of-puppies,2019/09/25,Critique of my fake social persona/advice Hey everyone! So I have pretty crippling social anxiety because of autism. In order to interact with people I invented this very bubbly persona that laughs and gives tons of compliments but it exhausts me. Recently I’ve been getting criticism that people find the way I act annoying and telling me I should just chill out but I can’t. This persona is the only thing that makes it possible for me to go outside. What can I do?,3.813333333333333,6.61779722988506,4.862758620689657,77.4164367816092,76.70114942528734,8.004597701149425,31.50574712643678,8.841846274778883,3.320347126436782,377,19,60,9,9,123,65,87,0.153,0.778,0.069,-0.8202,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,0,10,11,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,10,2,9,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,44,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983850912959275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993032421591298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337810200294565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474738652758156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149720850001957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228843194793775,0.2256289934515147,0.13367178512891156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570004161111418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888314923117354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32612151055579564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26515703436883914,0.0,0.2392869030115617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223545603079376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795214709335519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205578557918998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156259006523608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940678333243202,0.0,0.18669389189416105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lost-alien,2019/09/25,"Hilariously sad I have a crush on a guy at uni for a year and a half now, I see him in every class and I never made eye contact with him I fucking avoid his gaze, I’m pretty sure he thinks I hate him AHAHAHA I HATE MYSELF.",-1.7503714285714267,0.16606722000000218,1.8277142857142863,94.681,96.8,4.457142857142856,15.142857142857142,6.1826913282559595,-0.6159142857142856,171,4,42,2,7,62,37,50,0.29,0.606,0.10400000000000001,-0.8698,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,4,0,1,2,1,1,2,8,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,2,11,1,5,7,0,6,0,1,2,1,7,3,1,0,3,26,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504453002373145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748021273935015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943234755151861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5869441585440944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28126441277616665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925693440419195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024093344147111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368691548295935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801538856228807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046530700621853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141876125536508
socialanxiety,nopelund,2019/09/25,"The struggle is real... Hej(Hello),

I have been struggling for a while now and don't know where this will end.
I isolate myself more and more, force myself to go to work even though I feel like I can't handle being around people.

Can barely go out to get groceries, feels like everyone is just looking at me. 
My escape is movies and TV shows .

How do you cope ? And do you have any good movie/TV-show recommendations?",4.16,5.5269496296296285,4.388580246913584,87.64361111111117,71.22222222222223,6.387654320987655,23.37654320987655,6.42735559955562,0.5168913580246914,324,8,65,2,6,101,61,81,0.084,0.794,0.122,0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,7,5,0,2,2,0,13,0,0,1,0,12,20,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,3,10,3,7,17,2,9,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,5,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885251619669472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794895181005324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689571274879515,0.0,0.0,0.1542872030007743,0.0,0.0,0.22320990074607025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362251615298119,0.3337604316020996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204367391330748,0.0,0.2655146860852393,0.19592828707640905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283776269016184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824530009046265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961608513742306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194526469695844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658820929235792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884081364514134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295057654954873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700598413457151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SuushiShark,2019/09/25,"Just trying to ease my nerves with this post I'm prone to overthink every tiny thing that happened or will happen in my life so I thought I'd try writing about it once in hopes it'll ease my nerves...

I moved recently and am now attending a new school. Today I got my log-in information for the school's website and I just tried to log in only to be greeted by a message saying that my profile is disabled right now. Knowing I'll have to ask my teacher to reset it for me tomorrow after only recieving it today makes me worry about how unreliable I'll seem and how much I'll be annoying him... I wish I wouldn't need to access the website, I'm really dreading the confrontation ;\_;",6.857577639751552,5.706504550724643,7.660890269151139,75.25108695652177,65.08695652173913,10.494409937888195,34.931677018633536,9.606745405546679,3.1688372670807463,540,21,105,9,7,182,86,138,0.09699999999999999,0.8109999999999999,0.092,-0.1672,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,2,1,5,0,8,1,0,3,0,19,21,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,1,15,1,17,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,8,64,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046305402321054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461664763824691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372786033482183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035667122616444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704802482260142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943305151906833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123654143633228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457304898530475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242936696924325,0.12617736953534794,0.12727112478845054,0.0,0.16577389873325116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279421496509465,0.0,0.261084503177369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438656708515464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099589140758283,0.0,0.16947677553354232,0.0,0.0,0.1465822016292085,0.0,0.13649741911422464,0.0,0.3474238005730988,0.0,0.1562573593635344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403199591618073,0.0,0.0,0.1362653855318508,0.0,0.0,0.3253950274043022,0.0,0.0,0.3496030318406947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738100268480946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431181902511614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Phillip250,2019/09/25,"Quitting my job today and I’m beyond anxious Hi everyone, I’m quitting my job today and I’m beyond stressed and anxious. My position is pretty important in the company and they have no idea I’m leaving today. 
My boss treats all the employees like garbage, doesn’t pay us on time, yells at us, tells us to work longer hours and doesn’t pay more or compensate etc. I have a meeting at 8am with him. 
I’ve finally taken all I can mentally and had a breakdown a few days ago and just need to get out. I have no back ups and am thinking of working DoorDash or equivalent till I can get working again. 
Ive been up since 1am and can’t sleep and now it’s almost 6am. I hate confrontations, any ideas on how to handle this would be wonderful...?",1.2061519607843143,3.39473260130719,3.2557148692810465,88.7525919117647,82.46405228758171,6.962254901960787,25.24877450980393,8.07648339933343,1.6685558823529405,580,24,122,12,16,196,98,153,0.131,0.818,0.051,-0.8298,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,3,0,1,5,7,5,2,1,5,0,15,1,1,2,2,26,26,14,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,12,0,0,4,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,15,2,16,21,5,22,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,4,13,76,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050317567091288,0.0,0.12482853920680832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477277345520554,0.0,0.0,0.2816596327458213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585550448635803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039510137726735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390283582171362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191175487927162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655845128076335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302589467010163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307550409801465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276455279802592,0.0,0.0,0.2814509322694756,0.0,0.0,0.2474107498902978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199647134558049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090236270738655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562751312169465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243348189113043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268235852942373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651815668378033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311967366989844,0.0,0.12474958454827705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279710125644504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895794732922176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987681053379937,0.0,0.0,0.07268999011815151,0.0,0.3544880516656934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4498502940986333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351879718451116,0.27226092634965393,0.0,0.0,0.08855457256941117,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,styrothrowaway69,2019/09/25,Got my report card back Every single one of my teachers except for one said that i am too quiet in class and need to contribute more ://,10.56111111111111,6.187230296296297,10.2362962962963,69.76333333333334,60.85185185185186,12.281481481481485,34.407407407407405,8.841846274778883,2.8945851851851847,106,2,20,1,1,35,25,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,0,5,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,17,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33616386497277595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36834238138684267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496521907853256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32416288132765203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5924879608436185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158575886822105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Teacakez909,2019/09/25,"Anxiety about crossing busy roads and intersections Does anyone else have this issue? I have to cross a very busy intersection almost every day on my way to work and I'm always dreading it. Even after the crossing light turns green, of course, there are tons of cars on each side of the street making turns. Before I even begin to cross, I always try to make eye contact with the driver before I step out onto the road. Or, I will wait to see what the driver is going to do if they are approaching very quickly. Even with that, I still have experiences where the driver will wave for me to cross, and then punch on the gas before I even get by completely (and I ALWAYS walk quickly or sprint once they give me the okay to cross, so it's not as if I'm going slow). Once I've even been bumped by a car because of this (thankfully he stopped before running me over), and the driver apologized, but it spooked me so much. Plus, cars will pull completely into the crosswalk, almost giving me a heart attack, because I feel like they aren't going to stop. You'd think a person would run or jump out of the way, but when I get scared, my body freezes like a deer. It's like everything starts going in slow motion. I've thought about just ubering, but I live way too close to my job for it to make any sense in doing that. lol

​

Maybe I will get used to this eventually. I am not from the big city, so I've never had to deal with this in the past. But it's been almost 2 years since I've moved, and I am still scared lol.",5.338575036075035,5.20676580844156,5.565151515151516,85.6399494949495,67.86363636363636,8.273015873015874,25.877344877344875,7.594959193182576,1.1279582972582975,1191,27,253,11,18,378,161,308,0.059000000000000004,0.858,0.083,0.8043,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,3,1,19,9,1,3,18,3,20,3,3,4,1,42,45,22,0,3,12,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,15,0,3,3,0,0,22,4,4,0,0,4,6,26,5,42,35,3,62,0,0,3,0,11,20,0,8,20,157,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752566499704499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872553415961816,0.09927891085666578,0.11133806167577562,0.062310189048795865,0.0,0.07009517706735235,0.0,0.0,0.06406843524517225,0.09388372462921428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042400895426184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117111692125607,0.0,0.3118747521059487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177806336484968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921404509655887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059092486434475976,0.09446445522631106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018428926634477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765434451395125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025971831281646,0.0,0.07720055054462845,0.0,0.08234934743150771,0.08962977609058803,0.0,0.0,0.046329875111261166,0.06545906885221643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361556069401465,0.17579587339079214,0.20829723924193266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857963335353887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563583702794846,0.0909266617690338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429445253979355,0.0,0.08090921178025998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348722509529952,0.0,0.0920526519679664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738607411757563,0.06735713040983042,0.0,0.07066917021563818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951616810670184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746930373778893,0.0,0.08000604431943474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834712458519444,0.0,0.0730156610747248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579563696139698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648547772830066,0.0,0.1463484947407626,0.15321023884967233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084358761254455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871152921056475,0.0,0.07274240521429952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220940435960096,0.19932992707839656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913718160367413,0.0,0.1512054090851528,0.0,0.2181901488824807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670628276821858,0.0,0.0,0.06508990956690819,0.0,0.11133806167577562,0.05900543447803625
socialanxiety,Haleigh_foster,2019/09/25,"How can i get over my social anxiety I made some friends while playing video games. I've known them for a few months now and they want me to talk, but I'm too shy and anxious to speak more than a few words. Honestly its rare for me to even say anything......i really need advice or something<3",4.203500000000002,4.864137016666668,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,70.5,8.0,26.666666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.334166666666667,231,7,51,3,4,72,49,60,0.10400000000000001,0.755,0.141,0.3071,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,11,6,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,3,7,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,3,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207673773784165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511144821995168,0.370835167333785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680959556817506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536093074380925,0.0,0.17149989803539076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106031959603717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620103282007237,0.0,0.0,0.2433972194750032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028881442694786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610418689481977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33461504168839834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638392560839829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936135394728445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eliros17,2019/09/25,Medication question What is the best medication for severe SAD? I'm on a mood stabalizer for bipolar but it does very little for my social anxiety... besides benzos what medications have worked for yall?,6.157499999999999,8.682906416666668,7.773333333333332,60.70500000000001,68.16666666666666,10.355555555555558,34.22222222222222,10.504223727775694,4.521122222222221,165,8,24,5,3,57,31,36,0.12300000000000001,0.807,0.07,-0.2445,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354404121961007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517893289806765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099623556143622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24047059640361515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7251057775824916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687739449147237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271050019268559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445760852437013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979654877759022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467023019647165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NickyKarma,2019/09/25,"The only time I can make more friends is when I'm drunk I feel like I can only openly talk to people when I'm drunk. No one just comes up and talk to me, so how am I supposed to make friends?",1.639015151515153,1.8259291136363665,3.270909090909093,97.734696969697,76.04545454545455,5.866666666666667,21.484848484848484,3.1291,-0.43682424242424256,147,3,39,0,3,49,29,44,0.145,0.6629999999999999,0.192,0.5083,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,0,8,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,4,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476966893311671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539264367162202,0.2054239742682397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443169332421075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404811721616161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838803460691274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484961148601124,0.4373856256800392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993492142150141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622395381160467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767124561779448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Finezzed,2019/09/25,"Help to overcome anxiety when initiating Me (M17) and I would consider myself fairly attractive but I have huge anxiety when trying to initiate conversation with a girl I’m interested in. I am okay with just conversation in general but it’s just the initial thing where I have to go up to them to talk. I know this won’t matter but I’m Asian going to like a full white people school and I have a bad mental of being afraid of being judge by other guys when I initiate on a girl and yea I know race shouldn’t matter. I have tried to initiate twice before on girls that I was interested in and it went okay. 

Example in this one class I kept catching eye with this girl fairly often and then she did something quite obvious to show that she was interested, she look down at her phone and slowly inch herself towards me when it was just us standing up near the end of class, got close enough to me to the point where she brush against me but then my social anxiety hit me and I couldn’t initiate, well I think I missed my chance there cause after this she kinda stopped looking my way and lost interest I guess.
So point is how do I overcome this cause this seem to be the only thing holding me back from actually getting a girl.
And would a girl lose interest that quick, just wondering.",2.8500131233595813,5.1081436535433085,4.100492125984252,84.51417650918637,77.03149606299212,7.697900262467193,24.362860892388447,8.59863814320734,1.7571711286089249,1024,35,202,22,24,335,139,254,0.081,0.765,0.154,0.9545,0,0,1,0,1,0,13.0,1,0,1,3,17,15,0,1,10,3,19,1,1,3,1,43,38,21,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,7,15,13,0,3,5,1,0,4,3,5,1,2,8,5,35,10,33,21,2,37,0,3,4,0,22,20,0,5,12,148,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.13956151737686764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282170924945597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996931916952826,0.1194111299014167,0.0,0.0,0.12169480203124255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29383056376949096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666839393279888,0.14777220388541293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471917111702889,0.0,0.16255686696042654,0.0,0.11438175655765437,0.0,0.15754659022958492,0.14160683510773153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585960161983803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571940529891601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986965848894078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24019231395319424,0.1599966386103541,0.15611721576688534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412497394888668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691032329633563,0.10876896819695664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914824387440176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27038984895987195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211351981154214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473830447810648,0.0,0.1301950253217934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457852677736738,0.0,0.11009954557985056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956652188142695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494963407302185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002495186497406,0.09163791395084092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194194909255144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202882900090938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135182496354626,0.0,0.0,0.12858720667398055,0.13257586999439522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509311962185807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031867884267964,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hemorrhoidtacos,2019/09/25,College youth group I went to my college youth group tonight. The topic was thinking about our community of friends and their influence on us. After the teaching we dispersed to lifegroups to dive into the topic more and I was an emotional wreck the whole time because friends is a very sensitive topic to me. I don't have any and because of that I feel like something is wrong with me. There was a point where it was hard for me to hide my tears while everyone was talking so I ran away to the parking lot in the middle of lifegroup time and left. I'm never going back because I embarrassed myself so bad. I don't know how to talk to people and it's so hard for me to make friends because I am such an idiot.,3.6465034965034975,5.113712671328678,4.415664335664335,86.55888111888115,72.63636363636364,6.8783216783216785,29.78321678321679,7.348242739294969,1.7261524475524481,564,24,112,6,11,181,87,143,0.146,0.765,0.08900000000000001,-0.7645,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,1,0,9,8,1,1,10,0,11,0,0,3,1,16,19,10,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,7,3,19,4,21,12,3,20,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,10,82,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387222752406692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732545776992113,0.1287592628082704,0.13981435161480402,0.4083056036819417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835951479232785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000633299323067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466811223602105,0.11962682340789975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881160183427842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516609956446093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30000589781278736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202653309841016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18193569051452202,0.0,0.0,0.0818079605079019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423606087915928,0.0,0.0,0.11177465174782897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291483135034346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160892409483974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582950494093799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891174039672776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26918108168889965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729565604937816,0.0,0.0,0.19528371565736588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142259105724095,0.0,0.0,0.1381643757550666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552284893237159,0.0,0.18695274196506528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830810687036126,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,insert9name9here,2019/09/25,"What's a good first date idea for two introverted high schoolers? I'm the anxious one, of course, and she's just introverted. I really want to avoid a restaurant/food cause, cause crowds and people etc... I went to prom with her and we had a great time, but I haven't gotten myself to do anything since.",3.253,5.0569983,3.84,88.905,74.33333333333334,6.8000000000000025,22.0,7.554174236665415,0.6708999999999996,238,6,50,3,5,75,48,60,0.061,0.83,0.109,0.3746,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,3,0,7,2,6,4,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630104717293135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915838411159135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783226169818882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596461106049884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802915013324046,0.2815163157870867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195271050384004,0.0,0.25667525070400177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459778924623007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26281558966474955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577589439879677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140202322984665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914486314629186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258389107514184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575412567712225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274227852083573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373181209216335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581838278102952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ItsPigbean,2019/09/25,"Racial anxiety issues, ruining the way I socialize and its tearing me apart Some context, I'm a 19 year old Syrian-American white dude, grew up around people of all backgrounds and colors as a kid and moved to a mostly white neighborhood when I was around 9 or 10. 

I've recently been having some social anxiety/overthinking issues for about a year now, and its mostly about race and its fucking me up in the head so bad. The problem is basically me being so afraid of being interpreted as a racist by different groups of people, and for the most part by African-Americans in particular, not so much with other groups. I know just reading this sounds so incredibly fucked and even racist, but hear me out. 

This whole problem pretty much started ever since I started going to college, I did not encounter such issues at all before hand. Pretty much, when I'd be around a person who happens to be a person of color, I get worried about making any sort of gestures that may be deemed as microaggressions or something, like putting my hands in my pockets around them, and being scared that they think that I think they're gonna take something from me, like how some prejudiced people clutch their purses around poc. 

Another example of that is me getting worried over looking scared of frightened around poc, worrying over them thinking that I think they're gonna harm me/take something from me. Basically, its me just worried about people getting the wrong idea because of my own anxiety. Its bad to the point I can't even communicate properly without even *sounding* anxious and constantly gulping.

I've been trying to understand this fear for a while now, and I think it might be a reputation thing, a fear from being ostracized by the community of people around me. Like, if I have a bad reputation I worry that I may never get a job or might get kicked from my school, stuff like that. 

It sucks even more because I've done some googling on how racism affects poc psychologically in a negative way and I don't want to be the cause of that.

I wish I could just act normally around everybody regardless of skin color like I used to.

Tl;dr I'm a socially anxious retard around people of color and I want it to stop for good because its ruining the way I communicate and behave around poc.",9.44156542056075,7.998311147196263,8.994785046728975,68.6901682242991,60.19158878504673,12.11140186915888,38.68971962616823,11.00357731598739,4.226327663551402,1833,74,319,38,20,589,205,428,0.225,0.69,0.084,-0.9968,2,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,4,0,33,23,3,5,23,0,25,7,4,6,4,76,56,30,0,9,11,0,3,5,0,6,0,3,0,3,24,25,1,1,9,1,0,5,7,17,0,0,5,13,36,6,61,35,16,46,0,2,7,2,14,23,3,16,20,227,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0410933313371747,0.06336436477049757,0.09245500231465932,0.136533607914184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379401839230354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136537507493006,0.11050963318984648,0.0,0.051420051518190034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620765327461036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530154884786624,0.0,0.048247098256521036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313473528719603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183915397483245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964934785537066,0.05466087710404228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359973253146637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173002046844126,0.15785652156481236,0.0,0.03434280813240809,0.05068440974007995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343656583930999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062016892247746036,0.0,0.06810711102499252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821622051222434,0.0,0.1892144061199959,0.059965785636311275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033209825597072695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761112960836767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050744571467299576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04033637436661259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820980109627056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422574337250428,0.1332653095796989,0.0,0.046606047443063216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059206925703034076,0.0,0.0,0.06340935911237319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654379843502296,0.0,0.25136034027078424,0.10552736040073853,0.0,0.0,0.05712429673020389,0.0,0.0,0.1229546562993689,0.0,0.11564348682937453,0.0,0.060747154322724026,0.0,0.0,0.0604446750588409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966567814080024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099858484996667,0.06115668827834585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998693265282402,0.0,0.0,0.18479719399003394,0.0,0.13956202429398265,0.0,0.0,0.08554295508884399,0.0,0.0,0.05052078324113935,0.0,0.0,0.06917597168019735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04543457796956537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040145892230179336,0.19360014469484046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04102686422015862,0.0,0.0,0.06290801463003727,0.0,0.05219066856278126,0.0,0.0,0.07128438026879225,0.14389556859655409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746606382438643,0.06948958841248087,0.058250746304240535,0.0,0.0,0.3068394727639711,0.0,0.0,0.0660688842344067,0.0,0.07782771667731775
socialanxiety,CollusiveDreamer,2019/09/25,HELP How do you respond to someone when they say they are back from the dead (jn a joking way of course) because like i don't want to ignore him but i don't know what to say and i'm freaking out,-0.7590909090909079,1.1492176363636375,1.2510909090909088,101.76663636363638,88.54545454545455,3.5200000000000005,17.89090909090909,3.1291,-1.0486399999999994,152,4,38,0,5,50,35,44,0.16399999999999998,0.682,0.153,-0.359,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,7,4,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,6,2,6,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309354106490433,0.0,0.24524646314212736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696621351444261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211008769323456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965499644434208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6398713927121161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408787668763054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372948172061167,0.31933758389646577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheRedPandaCat,2019/08/09,"Texting nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous
nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous
nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous nervous

Seriously though why does texting make me so nervous? I want them to like me but I don't want to be overly-friendly because then they might think I'm being fake or just trying to not hurt their feelings. But I want to be nice because I'm nice and I want them to know that so they're not uncomfortable and so they like me. Aaarggg

Does anyone else kinda almost curl up in a ball whenever you send a message? Cause I always just y'know put my legs up against my chest and my arms around my legs. Then I stare at the screen, try to play a game (that I can quit quickly if needed) to calm myself down, or fiddle with something until they reply.
I just get so nerrrvousss uhhhhhghghgh",13.68226107226107,13.363464102564105,11.112346542346542,53.28164335664337,51.136752136752136,9.192851592851596,69.56332556332556,6.574015621080383,7.7247059829059825,1216,113,111,4,11,365,88,234,0.529,0.36200000000000004,0.109,-0.9946,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,6,1,10,106,0,97,4,0,6,4,4,2,0,28,18,16,0,6,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,100,0,0,0,3,23,6,16,14,0,12,0,1,2,0,10,6,0,6,6,72,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524889227026287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393325407957334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935498553729452,0.1895524339735528,0.0,0.1646875469129232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255462713042291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004402727940128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32378619951227383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454218916236806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354060704039813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292908707150384,0.0,0.09665388114763096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980443115582348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033402550856995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076147169348253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348768030962268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625376820482632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717376040623724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597420542915868,0.0,0.19676827037849545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242058943903071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853932412805925,0.1817597116639909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251203157074958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364667325672404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669320268929162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emjennab,2019/08/09,"I can barely talk to anyone, not even online So I’m currently 17(F) going off to college in a couple weeks. I’ve always been shy, but I’ve had social anxiety that I was aware of since I was around 11-12. Throughout middle school and high school, I had a lot of trouble making friends because of my social anxiety. I’m so lonely. I really want to turn my life around and have a better social life, but I don’t know how to make friends at all. 

Lately I’ve been obsessed with the feeling that social media is a necessity for making friendships, which I’m not sure is true but it just feels that way to me right now cause you know, anxiety does that. Anyway I tried putting myself out there on my college’s Facebook group, but when people actually tried to talk to me, I ruined it. I always take forever to respond, and I eventually just stopped responding to people. This happens with most of the people I talk to online or text.

I finally built up the courage to post things on social media, like on Instagram for example, but it’s not enough for me. I want to be able to engage in conversations, but I’m so afraid of being boring or weird to people. Things could be different when I actually get to college, but I’m having this horrible feeling that I’m running out of time and that I need to act on this right now. I’m just wondering if anyone else has this or knows what to do about it.",5.261366223908915,5.4732213942652335,6.332452034577272,78.8931878557875,68.03225806451613,9.145351043643263,29.314990512333964,9.007467420416297,2.282810499683744,1095,36,214,18,17,367,143,279,0.134,0.75,0.11599999999999999,-0.5103,2,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,17,15,0,2,7,0,18,2,0,5,3,49,43,21,0,5,17,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,18,10,0,1,7,0,0,4,4,7,0,0,6,3,23,8,42,33,4,33,0,2,0,0,15,17,0,7,11,144,41,5,0.0963648621123276,0.0,0.18807640924630825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036656981121733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211565672611122,0.0,0.0,0.13476110436717048,0.0987371891066248,0.0,0.17157031563431388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058743125517362015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522688953089788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098993258312309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693950111649768,0.10662588703831972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068077069199616,0.0,0.0,0.08432954022584405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050047702582143,0.0,0.0,0.09957066251340582,0.0,0.06364808258653258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461749091723862,0.0,0.0,0.1055629961668072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489025068492167,0.0,0.05034666314068227,0.0,0.054766371867554606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521512931608691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181476761973783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887882417421748,0.0,0.10870376182065504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613070391496315,0.04707900405088286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192595972782107,0.0,0.0,0.1929728812361889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145332422155673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672290476839654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229090019537683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687330257640038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061733798232475816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645901314305332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950527702642559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797140097463256,0.0,0.0,0.4911592070513841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056533965879717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082274210957003,0.0,0.07245438355340876,0.2323632777893662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804106492142034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056191126043391285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085083163718142,0.10481729811146123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367698480267242,0.07648994212964408,0.07729807974763178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045035823110148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Magoo1w,2019/08/09,"What to do Ive tried hinting to my mum that I may I have SA. I don't want to outrightly say it because I'm scared she'll say that I'm being silly or that she'll judge me even though i know she won't. Whenever I mention it she says 'it's all in my head' and she tells me that it's a phase, everyone has it and I'll be okay when I grow up. But I know Its not just a phase and I probably won't get 'over it' and yea, everyone has anxiety at times but it's gotten to a point where I'm so sick of being anxious all the time. I can't even go into a shop without worrying if I have enough money, what the cashier thinks of me, worrykng if the cashier notices that the money is sweaty cos ive been nervous or if I've been looking in an isle for too long and my mum's told me to try getting a job as a cashier so I'll know that they don't actually remember  everything that I buy and think I'm fat. But I know if I do then I'll remember everything about everyone and that it'll make things worse. It's doesn't help that I over think everything but it's gotten to a point where I check my bag 2 times before I leave school to make sure I have all my books then, I check twice after I go to my locker just to make sure and then I check once more before into into class all because I'm scared I'll forget a book then have to walk in front of the entire class to leave my journal on the teachers desk all while burning with embarrassment, I know it seems like an impossible situation but I can't help thinking about it and it's making school life even worse. Ive pushed so many people away and I completely regret it but I can't do anything to say sorry because I'm too scared. It's annoying that she won't listen to me but I'm too nervous of what she thinks to tell her outright. I think that she thinks I have to have panick attacks for it to be classed as anxiety because my brother suffers fromm panic attacks and she doesn't understand because she's never experienced what it feels like to be in that situation and she tells me to just be logical and all my over thinking is stupid, like I don't know that, I know that what I do it's stupid but I just can't help it and I wish she would help me do something about it because if she thinks that it'll just pass when I grow up then that's stupid

Sorry for the really long rant and grammar I might delete this later in case someone finds it or I might not even post at all but whatever",3.0313419776512798,3.5775871537001933,4.4717283364958895,89.07595851781575,73.0986717267552,7.8289900906599215,25.83433480919249,7.984000788550335,1.2181250685220315,1918,59,445,26,36,641,190,527,0.191,0.762,0.046,-0.9974,2,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,24,22,6,7,17,2,46,4,2,5,10,90,87,46,0,9,25,3,1,3,0,11,3,5,0,0,46,19,1,0,23,3,7,8,16,15,0,1,5,8,68,7,50,65,9,46,0,2,1,0,32,21,0,12,19,291,114,9,0.0,0.0,0.06645121459418167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418547489199408,0.07692833499070256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603665059898792,0.0,0.0,0.1549365261085844,0.06397779965164538,0.0,0.0,0.2490616694776437,0.0,0.11588821269314944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713966529771971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036067403113767,0.0,0.17990528047254897,0.0,0.0,0.19520400436792895,0.18359906262067555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034431042491807236,0.04864731397855578,0.0,0.0,0.06223789364540791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711539938447251,0.0,0.07740028521598459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988544922823042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257144456093308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757410304883002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26196386945024197,0.0,0.0,0.1442062345430525,0.0,0.0,0.048097742055801126,0.09980380889668564,0.0,0.0,0.12052444005701515,0.05718292298039431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818166335447904,0.06903797183925693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447675819164546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251931279141238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752697915200019,0.0,0.07251929902092202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989519224619457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720872454075352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287441854676981,0.0,0.06521649832161043,0.0,0.07341827790079537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043623609048041065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427745827982808,0.0,0.0,0.2166085432018464,0.2045258997606593,0.1378322092171069,0.0,0.0619914266437133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308399737020598,0.0,0.0,0.05769694812308821,0.05242310822898237,0.0,0.1524542831854233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835807638269284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855494712525966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045239508325671966,0.3926946137752319,0.06690331133834458,0.0,0.1191207953180784,0.0,0.0,0.06506800145597633,0.0,0.09246451192676797,0.0,0.0,0.07088963511608448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040164387132939634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830626345304427,0.0656414635723622,0.0,0.0,0.06915410823683395,0.13878990799184016,0.04837296532106062,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wevans470,2019/08/09,"There's a new social anxiety subreddit! r/socialanxietydefeated is for helping those with social anxiety. It's great if you would like to help and receive help, just receive help, or help everyone out! 

Thanks for reading this far and I hope you check it out!",4.114255319148935,7.073081276595747,4.897276595744682,76.69400000000002,76.65957446808511,8.01531914893617,28.54893617021277,8.841846274778883,2.7341268085106383,208,9,36,5,5,67,35,47,0.055999999999999994,0.511,0.433,0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,4,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,3,2,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099381312221019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935687752494182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233392852700012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6789076452403275,0.0,0.0,0.20120235232354453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896774974423847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956478754932125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026294863560231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129987238940195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186503536400902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390323112529335,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Smolders1,2019/08/09,"My body physically rejects social interaction and I fucking hate it. I simply can't talk to anyone outside anymore. I feel like throwing up whenever I *do* start talking to someone (I have sometimes).

I can't take it anymore. I really can't. It's too much.",0.7089569160997726,3.004183387755102,3.631292517006802,78.72521541950115,102.87755102040815,5.443083900226758,29.93424036281179,6.937597516519254,2.588984580498866,202,12,33,4,9,71,35,49,0.157,0.7879999999999999,0.055,-0.6901,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,2,10,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,8,1,3,10,1,3,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,2,22,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4985616424564491,0.17575622316184158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27920344783323703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270947829138476,0.17957108940043026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323775645989363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481652078383328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228014267330384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477796123081508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102716387976326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25622908808261713,0.21297586613127625,0.0,0.24860071299708986,0.0,0.1779133619487385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188990864458496,0.40406606735718026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crownpotato,2019/08/09,"Being cranky in prolonged social situations and becoming kind of a hermit I used to be so stressed about the stuff I should be doing in my teens and twenties. But I've come to realize that society has put the mental image of that life that I'm imagining, it's a construct that many people get to have, but not necessarily me. 

I tried to make new friends in a new enviroment where no one had preconcieved notions about me. I failed, they're just mere acquaintances I don't enjoy talking to and viceversa.

I tried to make friends through my preexisting friends. I failed to integrate myself in the group every time.

I've tried to make friends in Discord, Tumblr, Twitter... Failed to maintain the conversations through time.

I guess you get where this is going. But it's not only this, I've grown to become annoyed by social interaction. I get ANGRY whenever someone is preventing me from having me my 70% of alone time I require per day. That makes me cranky during trips with my friends, all-nighters (I won't even call them parties)  and even with my parents (I can get really bitchy when interrupted). I'm filled witht this annoying feeling that is ready to burst out in the form of meanness, but I can only keep it in for so long. So on top of lacking social skills I also lack the capability to handle being sociable healthily.

I guess I just wanted to complain about the fact that I do this and that I'm uncapable of enjoying ""normal tweenage memories"" because I'm always angry over minimal stuff that affected my self-esteem or because I'm simply cranky.

Now I'm willingly turning down every invitation my friend is giving me because I don't even trust myself to enjoy their company anymore. And one would guess that I'd be devastated about this, but I guess I've grown complacent of the stuff I can achieve and the effort that change requires, I'm just happy playing my videogames whenever I want.",6.762990630539378,7.3958876908078,7.0442858951633305,73.62302038490758,64.84958217270196,10.092732337300582,35.2596859964548,10.018931242160765,3.602898607242341,1527,68,267,32,22,495,184,359,0.18,0.69,0.13,-0.9659,1,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,2,9,18,20,2,1,12,0,24,1,0,6,1,48,53,18,0,7,11,1,1,0,6,4,1,0,0,0,22,11,0,4,4,1,0,7,6,7,0,2,1,1,40,13,43,43,3,30,0,3,0,0,20,14,0,5,9,176,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974489147280927,0.0,0.06929522744596907,0.07210104590392429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859350712652483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846597434065873,0.19139969748644145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848093892773515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166586912159466,0.07464265298685227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588309271166711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169762986153306,0.0,0.14601536620940708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04381363625701235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40168071790211,0.0,0.18108747101039907,0.0831240795893686,0.0492460828545793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818258843677819,0.0,0.0,0.09224220517937158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701989484040933,0.0,0.09023427353860902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061204564913127736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668391071799027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23136237740990426,0.08785108922585795,0.0,0.09438896008813842,0.0,0.0,0.08732439965429227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737724824078393,0.0,0.08131662642176563,0.08490013855288339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174346897735728,0.1318048439291936,0.0,0.0,0.09621631149613843,0.0,0.0,0.06007328664760101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710875894082043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055511213158990866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039648319751026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739999274119553,0.0,0.2649910831822492,0.07341959218360022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925907812497213,0.0,0.2975859417006409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964724787715915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158167801495348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649217968954453,0.09425202311873797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483913308338988,0.0,0.0,0.10221867948071403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061554787594779524,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vuluu912,2019/08/09,"What do you do in these kind of situations? When you in public and you think you’re looking weird cuz it’s the 1st time you try some different kind of shirts/hoodies/jeans/shoes, and you think everybody is looking at you and jiggling with each other. Do you keep ur head up or try to avoid eye contact?",2.1844808743169395,4.422811737704919,2.8831967213114744,92.4994398907104,79.1639344262295,6.033879781420765,23.281420765027317,7.1686216300943375,0.7435551912568306,240,8,51,3,6,75,44,61,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.504,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,7,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,1,0,12,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,2,8,9,2,6,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,2,2,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681340528347456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263386558713841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22811331829658826,0.0,0.5345018869118136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43102572759654384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28847397925296403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288889464113961,0.0,0.0,0.14964877856820272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34848326609466057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SpeedWisp02,2019/08/09,"Anyone else have anxiety to the point of vomiting? A lot of times i'm fine and confident and i feel good most of the time, but every time i think i about my crush i feel like vomiting and sometimes when we are close to each other and alone i straight up feel like vomiting i even vomited once after talking about us with her, not in front of her thank god.    
        
I'm sure there is something there, but every time i'm alone with her i have this awful feeling in my stomach and i know if i don't calm down and breath it's not going to be good so i never even get my chance to do something...    
     
Anyone ever had experiences like this?",1.7035128205128238,3.5853481461538483,3.248846153846156,91.06532051282049,79.07692307692308,6.487179487179486,21.602564102564106,7.492282038375204,0.683564102564103,489,14,107,7,12,161,77,130,0.107,0.659,0.23399999999999999,0.9461,0,2,2,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,3,1,8,6,2,0,3,27,20,11,0,1,5,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,4,18,9,17,18,3,17,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,11,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147708588105563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624949973642565,0.0,0.0,0.21250887315657588,0.15570166847644348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269436440259066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073718410897454,0.13745712961799678,0.25606684384480105,0.0,0.0,0.1486466982172967,0.0,0.0,0.30734353088858657,0.21712147185163905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939318026119221,0.0,0.08636275301468423,0.2549148073856505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351361235932861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227209285758331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919153093755414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172014399287765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183315843514495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365195503604286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23397350206697534,0.1502929922893415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322113693954636,0.0,0.0,0.12214023365735105,0.0,0.1399049721322771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737026404727643,0.0,0.0,0.3544379643653088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278998049375167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CuteBananaMuffin,2019/08/09,"I'm scared about posting videos/selfies of me on social media i always wanted to do youtube videos or vines or other type of social media video platforms 

but i'm always scared/ concerned for something 

mostly of what people around me will say...

how do i get over this?",7.018235294117647,7.361666117647058,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,64.29411764705883,6.8000000000000025,30.72549019607843,3.1291,1.4393607843137248,216,7,36,0,3,66,38,51,0.042,0.958,0.0,-0.2382,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,9,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,0,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300917096985649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006967871031606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502616195684894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917231461459596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475176160553679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552479667856247,0.5174944421853717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52690159387607,0.0,0.1989625801597291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243678531228175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crorigan,2019/08/09,"My social anxiety let a thief get away I volunteer at a charity shop. Today, a woman came in and asked if she could put a CD she wanted to buy on the counter while she looked at other things in the shop. At around the same time, a family of Dutch tourists came in: a woman, a teenage boy and a younger girl. The woman bought a few clothes, and placed them on the counter so they covered the CD, I scanned them and she paid for them. After she put her clothes into her bag, the teenage boy swiped the CD from the counter and put it in his coat pocket, and quickly walked out the door. All the while I stood there and did nothing. I could have said, “excuse me, you haven’t paid for that”, but I didn’t. I let the little bastard get away. A few moments later the woman from before came back to see that the CD she wanted was gone. I explained to her that I had accidentally sold it to someone else (I wasn’t going to admit that the item had been stolen, especially as my boss was standing right next to me at the time). She replied “thanks a lot”, in a sarcastic tone, rolled her eyes and walked off. I can’t say I blame her. I feel awful that I let someone get away with theft while I was manning the shop, especially as it’s a charity shop. I feel like any normal person would have done something in that situation, and the fact that I didn’t makes me ashamed and embarrassed.

I doubt anyone is going to read all of this but I wanted to get it off my chest.",3.509499840204537,4.390534587248322,4.199319271332694,90.23032438478752,72.25503355704697,7.1527005433045705,25.264301693831897,7.2636822038024595,0.8829496324704373,1129,33,252,11,21,360,144,298,0.12,0.826,0.054000000000000006,-0.966,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,4,0,5,7,1,3,31,1,22,2,2,2,3,39,50,19,0,8,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,9,14,17,0,0,4,9,9,11,5,5,0,0,21,8,42,2,38,23,7,47,0,0,4,0,34,23,1,3,13,174,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605259479621315,0.0,0.08555454862281757,0.0,0.0,0.0781986191875094,0.0,0.0,0.09955811685554088,0.1045519478672855,0.0,0.3152219698620301,0.08599529712850189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516454897331716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837331832967084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785845486066428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444747765032168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342497120242667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542941549641098,0.0,0.11309569983928648,0.07989595466090531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337196363468889,0.0,0.12711841975660565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34308092346184665,0.0,0.05463762154206662,0.11208946471738117,0.0,0.0,0.09391441886870762,0.0,0.0,0.09507931767718304,0.0,0.0,0.07465167304353328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189392922963635,0.0,0.10957593806829906,0.10731005299746553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765124071616704,0.11684524676196333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372794486887758,0.0,0.0,0.1118666759363018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550768428470864,0.10638203753626277,0.08893680314214363,0.0,0.0,0.08911914038882203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570881219250438,0.0,0.1140031375462872,0.1895172569382509,0.08609713334003995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029639419352642,0.0,0.0,0.07429914234653988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042542172146068,0.0,0.10600784133314432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789203910236075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944537792587372,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,frabbit24,2019/08/09,Invisible? People always forget about me and leave me out of things. I feel like I'm invisible sometimes 😢,1.3230000000000004,3.5650992999999995,4.059999999999999,74.86000000000001,106.0,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,1.5524999999999998,86,3,14,2,4,30,17,20,0.158,0.7140000000000001,0.128,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830603837914496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327742699082906,0.3288846974950635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487459840490889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249109821514552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191589796007569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553125481618262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305845909952452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iemplex,2019/08/09,Trouble holding eye contact? Does anyone else feel weird or uncomfortable making eye contact sometimes? I feel embarrassed for some reason sometimes.,8.998030303030305,13.57281122727273,6.579090909090907,60.95530303030304,73.0909090909091,6.56969696969697,43.6969696969697,7.793537801064563,5.19158787878788,125,8,11,2,3,36,18,22,0.3670000000000001,0.633,0.0,-0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,7,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275724856487169,0.33347704675587336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848163522097698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27188399410500114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291294628475824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21725021450334975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334631917636178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6437858207580548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Appie-abd,2019/08/09,"Anyone from The Netherlands that want to join doing comfort zone challenges? Is here anyone from The Netherlands, that want to join me to step outside the comfort zone? To do some comfort zone challenges together.

It seems fun, educational and motivating to have support, to challenge each other in real life and to step out of the comfort zone. To outgrow the social anxiety and build more confidence and self-esteem.

Please leave a comment or you can PM me.",6.834814814814818,8.86612427160494,6.282407407407407,74.06583333333336,65.54320987654322,7.8691358024691365,35.72222222222222,8.344100000000001,3.1981259259259254,370,18,56,5,6,114,52,81,0.028999999999999998,0.608,0.363,0.9808,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,4,1,9,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,13,9,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,13,9,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,40,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181530215954288,0.0,0.0,0.3987927079261268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019521275022129,0.0,0.0,0.20142285231733076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130292344935851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32458403500086025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596065727848714,0.2974928015735762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906932398968782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236056855214872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33639938475733305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,archergs,2019/08/09,"I made an app that could help your social anxiety. Hey r/socialanxiety,

My app Hang Time is now available on the App Store, and I'm hoping some of you can use it to assist with your anxiety! Hang Time enables the user to easily organise times to catch up with friends and family. All you need to do is create a group, choose a time, place and time period and press send!

The app is **free**, so I hope this post doesn't get taken down. You can download it here: [https://apps.apple.com/us/app/hang-time-hang-with-friends/id1453516984?ls=1](https://apps.apple.com/us/app/hang-time-hang-with-friends/id1453516984?ls=1)

Please let me know what you think and how it can be improved!

Thanks, and have a great day!",7.370191740412983,11.132882000000002,4.372765486725665,80.48416297935104,69.70796460176993,6.5985250737463135,18.26622418879056,7.793537801064563,0.4680507374631264,578,10,95,8,12,156,80,113,0.027000000000000003,0.731,0.242,0.9806,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,6,0,1,4,6,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,3,1,20,23,8,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,10,7,10,18,2,17,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,3,8,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353507649840749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281641013093834,0.0,0.0,0.0992041283653633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501212377553555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884448875635445,0.0,0.08036699405741744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959214225120486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310537334068684,0.0,0.0,0.30556503228064097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453796618443761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572960547548136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455525367065282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405897679952486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071394597275018,0.16885319593938716,0.0,0.0,0.14732142638391035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568047874952355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162100607341288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856457955598112,0.0,0.0,0.62787444644208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700640590984735,0.1328550480100233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LetThemEatFishcake,2019/08/09,"DAE get annoyed when people think “crippling levels of anxiety” = “a bit introverted” Introvert sounds more like a preference to me. Like “I like people but I gotta take a break sometimes” or something like that, if that makes sense. Whereas. I would personally really love if I didn’t get panic attack so easily. I like being around people. I don’t feel like I “need to recharge and get worn out” from being there. I just feel like public panic attacks are kind of embarrassing",3.5187141073657884,6.180074179775282,4.707116104868914,78.92811485642947,76.86516853932585,7.551061173533085,24.495630461922595,8.515128840125781,2.024040199750313,378,13,65,8,9,124,62,89,0.235,0.501,0.264,0.5252,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,15,3,3,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,15,18,7,0,5,5,0,2,7,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,3,9,9,7,12,2,5,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,8,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181637578552168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750480134614354,0.0,0.3514478802923818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863356993896436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620224880377165,0.2206967693040861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421015974006689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084942554442194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282396728082207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394088711951846,0.0,0.10310523939401943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453234338681513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624580551237966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212555474399946,0.13487111729287082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895294102497723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189131493273694,0.15276783804213698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613693872783445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897364142871844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109726070104535,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ScaredOfEverything4,2019/08/09,"Social anxiety and another year of school, how do i prepare? Hello,

I am about to start another year on school, I don't know anyone that's going to that school so it will be a completely new class and teachers. In theory this is a fresh start and a great way to finally get some friends, but I struggle a lot with connecting and talking to people. I am often confident going into a situation like this, and like to imagine myself being successful, but it always end up being a failure. How do I prepare myself for this year so it won't be another year with loneliness, overthinking and being so quiet to the point that teachers are getting worried? This will be my third time having a fresh start, but I always end up alone. How should I go forward preparing myself for this year?",7.381599999999999,6.885392860000002,8.085166666666666,70.49175000000002,63.73333333333333,11.233333333333334,35.41666666666667,10.686352973137794,3.8950666666666662,619,25,107,14,8,208,82,150,0.11,0.731,0.159,0.8398,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,8,0,18,0,0,3,0,21,27,15,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,1,12,5,17,17,2,24,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,16,85,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317153822476024,0.0,0.0,0.2139800279005024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404486384669858,0.09836440867657273,0.0,0.0,0.08990709505832624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481513730908984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22776988679986165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085462382605646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934166019625568,0.0,0.13435693481780545,0.0,0.2192272952029353,0.0,0.0,0.14176143247175554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066496728842142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256367410264471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931529662928766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418470425587448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914214344447469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155097135378375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903936831006812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453086569674428,0.0,0.13107253083004133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27303170136073657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442118310921553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334884783645408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749768404517216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206191957760632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058063940916173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140109857743399
socialanxiety,breathesteady3,2019/08/09,"Need a small pep talk on a bad day So overall my anxiety has got better and better. I'm actually pretty good at social situations most of the time and don't feel too stressed in them. However the problem I do sometimes get still is massive over-analysis after, even when it felt fine at the time, I've been forced into a bunch of extended social situations with people I don't know well, when I wasn't expecting any of it, in a 48 hour period,  I can handle that a bit but this was excessive and so I think it's kind of pushed me out of my comfort zone. I'm now overanalysing everything I did and said and can't concentrate on any of the work I need to do, I actually can't really find anything to even be worried about really but the feeling keeps getting worse and worse and I can't calm myself down. 

I'm hoping writing this will help. Also can some just reassure me ""it doesn't even matter what people think about you and they won't spend a fraction of the time analysing what you did and said if they think negatively at all, and ultimately other's thoughts don't affect you anyway"". That's normally what I try to tell myself when all else fails, hey even if I was dorky or anxious or not funny or misread something then it doesn't really matter,  but it just isn't sinking in, it's like my brain keeps going ""yeah ok that makes sense but why don't we still analyse it all anyway?"" haha. 

I'm kind of upset because this is the worst it's been and I've made a lot of progress with dealing with anxiety when it happens, and dealing with the causes, over the past year. I'm sure I'll feel more positive once it passes but right now I'm worried I'm going to slip back into this unhealthy thinking, which will then affect my actions, which then will make me more anxious by isolating myself and overthinking things.

Thanks for letting me get this off my chest a bit. Any advice or anything is completely welcome.",4.622896634615387,5.5009250156250005,5.565312500000001,81.4676682692308,69.67708333333334,8.616025641025642,28.83173076923077,8.841846274778883,2.182306009615385,1522,54,299,26,26,501,191,384,0.141,0.71,0.149,0.6721,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,1,3,3,5,25,23,0,2,17,3,31,2,2,6,4,70,66,34,0,8,14,0,4,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,26,21,0,2,11,0,1,5,14,6,1,0,13,6,30,17,36,47,12,42,0,1,0,0,20,16,0,10,22,201,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.17279794117854333,0.0,0.0,0.08651696141132283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080270387087408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806238151040132,0.0,0.13546054554450315,0.20004236169146875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457161906397167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807919655239526,0.0739243804044097,0.053971102428371984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660689294321348,0.1933181188181105,0.0,0.0,0.09883614991678978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909514983589495,0.0,0.0,0.0928289626972356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709879612903888,0.1825547373569639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396098612099389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339104127942215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957100613061634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343003275007746,0.0,0.08500904060976365,0.0,0.08092086766881519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877019086204695,0.0,0.10063480414641836,0.0742603171500192,0.07081082383253046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829264160290844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593442308217871,0.0,0.0,0.08793684179199535,0.08719073739571384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573908336127001,0.0,0.18439453289446475,0.04865741149956132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053469356909404,0.0,0.04325452089036278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527066912205851,0.0,0.08377549156887919,0.11819776410567034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129756533875664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867470905300514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428861190163773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451822292519308,0.12276029047964823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007357310351047,0.0,0.08471758921848968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701564796741696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560979062572212,0.16843720261244693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19903774321131268,0.0,0.18050387097345325,0.0,0.06815981639665362,0.08756498209966397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141091988505738,0.0,0.10141840028533113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344471755716247,0.0,0.0,0.07116238229700353,0.07738490921225398,0.08151262539794167,0.0,0.0,0.058819796946872886,0.2269227672817844,0.0,0.0702881874817163,0.15487924719074198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601105540004055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960505514984674,0.0,0.07989052951233065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445571459464529,0.17982647270392166,0.18045276150188908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057014681172750874
socialanxiety,socal_makeupjunkie,2019/08/09,"Time is of the essence with Anxiety medication... So...  I take Atarax for my anxiety and It seems to only work great at night. I have anxiety all day, I take my medication like I am suppose to, but I do not see any relief even with smoking wax.. and I cant sleep.. Does anyone else have this problem?",2.468,4.077023133333338,4.430000000000003,84.67500000000003,76.0,8.133333333333335,27.0,8.841846274778883,2.0189,228,9,49,5,5,78,46,60,0.187,0.7440000000000001,0.07,-0.7406,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,1,9,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,7,10,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158549975241294,0.0,0.4778252558763541,0.0,0.0,0.14558070776256327,0.2133290601932799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427401442942094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220026036475107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392728377637165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751642885667525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22954506159146276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171769907450806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194861854511668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953848532657967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834812155914546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19922260307278247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591121004177886,0.1895406202504383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835383286718576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130861976157889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140511815759715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157460644145673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,brachiacorn97,2019/08/09,"How to *NOT* treat someone who opens up to you: I was sleeping with this guy from work and our interactions only consisted of us getting drunk and having sex. He thought we were madly in love but I definitely didn’t want anything more to do with him. Yes, I let him know this on multiple occasions. Anyways, one night we were in bed just chatting and my sister called me to let me know my dad just apologized for everything he’s ever done... he was crying and everything. He’s never in his life done this. And I never talked about my relationship with my father to this guys. 

I couldn’t hold back the tears. It was 100% impossible. I don’t break down often about this but it really sent me over the edge. The guy I was with proceeds to mock my drunk crying and starts cracking up at me. Every time I would try to talk he would mock my sobs louder. I can literally hear it to this day, fuckin weirdo. I made the mistake of laughing but it was only to hide the fact that I thought he was being a giant inconsiderate a**hole. 

Good to get that off my chest. This was last year. Don’t do this people. Now I’m extra (didn’t know this was possible) afraid to even THINK about opening up to people.",2.4232925897631787,4.489536218487404,3.7013598166539374,87.79404125286482,77.57142857142857,6.680213903743317,22.162719633307876,7.686295010490155,0.8916991596638657,932,27,193,14,22,304,135,238,0.158,0.75,0.092,-0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,4,1,0,1,12,11,4,1,6,1,26,8,2,2,4,39,41,10,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,16,14,2,1,6,3,0,1,8,7,0,1,18,1,30,4,34,17,2,28,0,1,0,3,31,14,2,1,12,136,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393717253664823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711973895499378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897018591066914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774773385628659,0.08145542919897396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585050467782566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342239399059988,0.11424891581207365,0.10641630363587117,0.0,0.22702721933106515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319769268123311,0.0,0.0,0.10593754012320468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751815223672826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235343459431046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823960955941292,0.1029543623416522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583081543576592,0.0892120292922592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399400864093025,0.11951160242812188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482637940554626,0.0,0.0,0.11852745409730467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558664699992198,0.19211929067975086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512614674068402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238842948771774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091337601072511,0.0,0.0,0.13560289188163313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639490189941954,0.0,0.1070167040286268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939839966031744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303623844271965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093030263801013,0.0,0.20054203825952088,0.07364869553131052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575191260470362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192778396259352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449718694179913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919505883235822,0.0,0.0,0.17944503066980902,0.0,0.0,0.08133543332636381
socialanxiety,Yazzerton_lll,2019/08/09,This is going to sound dumb I don’t know if this is normal but I’m 17 and I love to stay alone. I really don’t like to talk to anyone unless they are immediate family or my 3 friends (and most the time I still don’t like to). I lay awake at night and freak out about my future because I can’t live like this forever or else I will be a disappointment to everyone. Every time I talk I just feel them judging me for every little thing I do. The only people I can talk to are online. I feel like a nerd and I’m sure you guys do too because it’s kind of true. I like talking with my favorite streamer in dm’s cause I feel like he actually kind of gets it and doesn’t look at me differently. None of my friends or family know that I have social anxiety and I’m not sure either because I’m to scared to ask for professional help. What will everyone think of me if they knew and how would this affect my schooling. I feel like a complete dork that the only one I can talk to is someone I will never meet in person and will probably forget about me after a week of me not taking to him.,1.8505217785843904,3.217280594827585,4.074691470054447,87.5973502722323,77.10344827586206,7.125589836660618,21.69328493647913,7.85451343220497,0.8168586206896546,846,22,189,13,19,293,121,232,0.105,0.6759999999999999,0.21899999999999997,0.9866,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,0,6,21,1,1,7,0,21,1,0,3,4,40,39,16,0,4,11,0,4,7,2,5,0,1,0,2,10,10,0,0,8,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,1,6,33,15,28,32,3,16,0,1,1,1,20,6,1,6,15,124,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.10165085067943944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788441344781532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968659576720412,0.0,0.0,0.07283518944411414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973810152760502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904956194454615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700702931644496,0.0,0.0,0.10921591960536224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883115037037933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870172075548177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755284549276276,0.19906988127768926,0.0,0.0,0.1963965995934075,0.0,0.21067754926355134,0.22324832793754348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095656600612224,0.0,0.054422361184269456,0.0,0.059199857241773915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314057572083912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982017846750507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169454219364008,0.11449366206694392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562312340036202,0.10440155442903068,0.09198036045734777,0.0,0.08747308534226395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940137531755254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033913081874765,0.0,0.0,0.09775260074524987,0.10206042370880992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705854807818593,0.15844565683373904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221548978999548,0.09095360878380937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230841226322426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673131554511769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428819509979344,0.10542140879974332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106183973664506,0.08825939291157707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110269442392276,0.0831869882455698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963501756222169,0.0,0.07831976113509256,0.41862285207389466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920316707088127,0.06674527536439802,0.0,0.0,0.1214798982144742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355556758789147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399643640529291,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Soft_Scythe,2019/08/09,"Sweating profusely...please help. Bit of back story. Was a super charismatic and out going kid+teen. Had some mental health complications in my late teens and early twenties that essentially turned me into a hermit/recluse. After a few years of this and a lot of medication later I finaly managed to make some friends with the help of my brother and the launch of pokemon go(would highly recommend this or other similar games as it guarentees a mutual interest and chance to meet fantastic people) fasz forward a few years and i have a new roommate and my now best friend. Socialised a good bit and quite successfully. The plot twist comes when i fell in love with a german lad and emigrated. Over a year of little to no social interactions and a good bit of avoiding leaving the house and ive finaly managed to get a job. Im a cleaner. But... Whenever i leave the house for any reason work or otherwise i find myself sweating profusely which just adds fuel to the fire and creates a real bad feedback loop. Anxious-sweat-anxious about sweating-sweat more. I manage to converse somewhat well and the people I interact with seem to find me pleasant enough. But its always so daunting and Im constantly in fear of being judged or saying the wrong thing or just feeling inferior in general. And its a nightmare. The job is real physical and a bit of sweat was expected, but i find even off the job(shopping is the worst) i cant stop sweating. Any advice or tips you guys can offer would be massively appreciated. Its killing me.",5.4057930367504845,7.391173351063831,6.021147646679562,74.72454545454549,69.0354609929078,8.531528046421665,32.3217279174726,9.095868883498916,3.1254695035460984,1223,55,200,24,22,397,171,282,0.07200000000000001,0.773,0.155,0.9478,4,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,5,9,18,1,2,27,0,12,7,4,3,0,52,20,27,1,2,10,1,2,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,10,23,0,2,6,1,0,4,2,7,1,0,3,3,18,11,31,14,14,27,0,1,0,1,16,11,0,10,14,140,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497061961950996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086788721950669,0.0,0.0,0.1321818316211533,0.0,0.0,0.1097943497441332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473128244808208,0.08114760501836496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199241351299823,0.0,0.4244148483335711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371853095652541,0.0,0.1050252930771836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042079363528844,0.0,0.06419150787355105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936309475722597,0.0491409819523259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664831780020178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017383167525986,0.0,0.050776521335239036,0.0,0.11046793078683613,0.16303273295392567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623102580730714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330589771457342,0.0,0.0,0.13028562908476676,0.10268405883901773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22428293474829009,0.0,0.0,0.20995861894001056,0.0,0.2893311562515693,0.0,0.10752370443476104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963187105139367,0.20581531827795266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974075295621328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262544094343861,0.08771562350555963,0.0,0.06487349250159337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979063047234133,0.09794226441824867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386441114795528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475532035961454,0.0,0.0,0.10668282429493547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337099928466394,0.0,0.2212415823139202,0.0,0.09992506221083464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728749800949486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847596115111858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907054172053603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125320394391994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456713771280455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571222483974532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738334413391427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075374647023401,0.0,0.0,0.13807859674236406,0.10625940812164687,0.0,0.18775692685190554
socialanxiety,sounorginalname,2019/08/09,"Questions regarding social anxiety So near the middle of summer I got into a bad state where whenever I would talk to a friend my mood would change instantly. So I isolated myself and it got better so when school starts every time I talk to a friend I get anxious because I believe they are thinking I’m not funny or that they are judging me, so when I don’t talk to my friends I get sad but when I do I can get very anxious and have hard times taking to some people without getting really depressed and anxious (yes, I have anxiety but I don’t know if this is social anxiety and I deal with depression and suicidial thoughts)",5.349919354838711,6.0468339919354825,6.251774193548387,77.84766129032263,67.95161290322581,9.425806451612903,33.24193548387097,9.516144504307137,3.1520838709677417,501,22,92,10,8,166,77,124,0.209,0.696,0.095,-0.8839,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,8,9,0,0,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,20,23,16,0,3,6,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,19,4,9,18,1,12,0,3,0,0,12,4,0,4,7,65,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978443956841837,0.43984391240811865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836101055292398,0.07911277940781893,0.0,0.0,0.1462177954000088,0.0,0.11478000279504474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729019835109238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337976437070294,0.22355891889204668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934538002691743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008034831450607,0.0,0.27121910316408593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075940951172412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625752965759464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132378049214481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997322033254176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538347793231982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314049207560763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134444797493158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26458905384658776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185906342043408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757852706519968,0.3129371237285401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315788460316044,0.0,0.10303094843386502,0.15135170695110114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107082221576799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510344056951278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438420056076868,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,israelipita,2019/08/09,"Suicidal thoughts I feel like it is related to me being this way. I can’t form any real connections and the only real connection I have is with my boyfriend who I fake being happy around as much as I can. 
I used to be able to fake happy and imitate others to fake social interaction but I’m starting to care less and less every day. Now I don’t even act nice to people I just ignore them or barely speak. A small part of me wants to have friends but I know it won’t happen because all my friends leave me. No one understands what is going on in my head and I just keep my thoughts inside all the time now. 

My therapist always says I have made improvements on social anxiety but I hide everything from her. If I said what was really happening in my head I’d be in a psychiatric unit again. 

I feel like there is no hope for me and am starting to think there is something else going on with me behind social anxiety and depression. I literally cant do any social interaction besides one on one conversations. And now I don’t even have desire to do that anymore. I feel like I’m socially a failure and theres no changing that.",2.6968421052631544,4.6074481578947415,4.53757894736842,82.83505263157895,76.19298245614034,8.068771929824562,25.43508771929825,8.841846274778883,2.0102466666666663,892,32,177,20,20,303,122,228,0.15,0.6920000000000001,0.158,0.7269,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,12,15,0,0,5,0,23,2,2,2,2,37,46,15,1,4,7,0,3,3,2,1,0,3,0,0,9,11,0,2,8,0,0,3,8,5,0,3,5,6,30,10,25,36,7,21,0,1,0,0,16,9,0,3,11,129,39,0,0.10247312114622688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526584574424187,0.0,0.0,0.13937047266497588,0.0,0.1567833143911937,0.0,0.10162580082800554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912228033834457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062466663529616426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447817648409613,0.0,0.10840297472173496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608668574951744,0.0,0.08825994908790989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560314365396443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353650601401202,0.0,0.08633802419517095,0.0,0.09209623378123373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544046707295026,0.21962045466588676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834095840401455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164756724828085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812332852138576,0.21816908588020711,0.0,0.0,0.2103339715843904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017789309634338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910828184302752,0.0,0.0,0.056316547478329336,0.0,0.0,0.1085042393432089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018957262429375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696254492497408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532953475091328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083153167417097,0.07793542624739384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096840426860646,0.0,0.07104195963355901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332736921713507,0.06564690538050336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747540431868602,0.08149073890539797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5222922113206927,0.0,0.0788888150421023,0.0,0.0,0.1450620051471188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208896247339427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897919176589175,0.0,0.06566063834722129,0.0,0.16270442366279503,0.05975290100737592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667813302193943,0.0,0.08850387531998058,0.0,0.0,0.0604413018390645,0.08133839383469832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Koiffish,2019/08/09,"I Don’t Know how to ask a question in this embarrassing situation. Help? So a month back or so I went to theatre company meeting to be given roles in a series of shakespearean plays. One director told me my part and gave my the script for play starting later in the year. However, the other director announced who was casted in her play we went around the table and introduced each other. After each person she would surprisingly say “youre casted in ceasar” and wed laughed at the actors surprised reaction. She did that to me as well. The thing is she never sent me an update or even the script (she didn’t have hard copies at the meeting) through email or phone. Its been a month now and i never asked because directors sometimes take a long time to make casting decisions for small part and contact you a week before to give specifics. However, its four days til rehearsals start. I should be able to tell if it was a joke or not but my anxiety was awful that day and i cant read social situations. (Yes im an actor with severe social anxiety) 

So
How do I ask her for clarification through email without sounding dumb? I’m scared of making a mistake or sounding dumb. Im worried if it could mess with my reputation in the theatre company. 

(Im sorry if this is a obvious or dumb answer)",3.2418205439113086,5.475929003984066,4.603138749350425,81.49770310064093,75.69322709163347,7.552468387320284,27.646111207344532,8.456263369488248,2.186473618569201,1024,42,190,20,23,339,148,251,0.09699999999999999,0.795,0.10800000000000001,-0.4632,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,0,0,10,15,3,2,20,2,17,0,0,4,3,40,34,23,0,7,12,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,12,12,0,0,5,7,0,3,7,7,1,2,12,4,22,8,29,17,4,31,0,0,0,0,32,10,3,10,18,134,34,4,0.11768058290415598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005064763151865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476066851712534,0.3300463779132304,0.0,0.0,0.0904891042644234,0.0,0.07173699106669315,0.0,0.10013750846695098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395836969278584,0.0,0.0,0.15178848100292006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772691513618457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288993829256955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054186874599734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887881412043142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813456708777093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467417075100376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414361267819712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710540578645266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786303707169394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152504062699695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974340857327973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25487320679222764,0.0,0.0,0.10275414584022477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182918531926646,0.0,0.11771242894118045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358432287812404,0.11781879303073405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294556223551626,0.0,0.0,0.2645558116148232,0.0,0.2399210688110591,0.0,0.0,0.11638910557692354,0.1317337779099748,0.16658984455639544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848115281468012,0.0,0.10285801643988726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818175020090667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862049425359228,0.0,0.0,0.1124488400555094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439626522237886,0.0,0.10580897690068604,0.2181821586869234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343988247821235,0.0,0.0,0.11951034429060205,0.0,0.08359690967424123,0.0,0.0,0.07578243708080881
socialanxiety,rosequeen77,2019/08/09,"I just moved in with someone and I feel more alone than ever So I’ve been living on my own for 3 years now, in my early 20s. Each and every one of my friends were people I met through previous jobs, and my daily habit of smoking weed is what really connected me to others. About a year and a half ago, I quit smoking entirely for my job and I lost every single friend as a result. We had nothing in common anymore. That’s when I met my boyfriend. He’s an amazing human and he’s the one person that I’ve met that I can truly be myself around. When I’m with him my heart sings and I can talk for hours about all my dreams and ideas. I’ve never been so comfortable around someone. 
Well, we just moved in together, thinking it would deepen our relationship and take us to the next level. It’s literally been less than 2 fucking weeks and I’m fantasizing about breaking up when the lease is over. Why? Because he’s desperately trying to get a promotion at work that he’s been promised for 2 years, but has always gone to someone else. He’s resorted to working around the clock and we never spend time together anymore. We have fought every time we do get to spend some time together, which is highly unusual for our relationship. We never fight. But he can’t even do basic things anymore, like pick up after himself. It’s like he’s entirely abandoned this relationship and I can’t even hate him for it because I know he wants that promotion so bad. But I am alone. Every goddamn day. I am depressed out of my mind and I feel like my heart is empty. I come home and just lay in bed and wait until morning comes. I have no inspiration or motivation anymore. Socialization fucking terrifies me. Trying to meet new people fucking terrifies. I’m starting to feel dangerous to myself. It’s not getting better. Nothing is helping.",2.832582977325006,5.105724837988831,4.27177785080513,83.1901051593822,77.15642458100558,7.005060795267828,26.17186986526454,8.027739517013583,1.7811321721984883,1444,56,272,25,34,478,184,358,0.157,0.752,0.092,-0.9844,2,2,0,0,1,0,35.0,9,0,0,8,20,22,7,0,9,0,24,5,2,3,5,59,51,27,0,2,8,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,2,2,15,30,0,2,8,2,2,5,7,11,1,3,12,3,41,11,43,37,7,48,0,3,0,3,36,16,3,2,29,180,56,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388893111008213,0.0,0.0,0.17266070562836974,0.0,0.0,0.06935780554198355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306619418527568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226101225938135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695977105693918,0.10162452888673153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372047725396512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436054233637153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053756899484442684,0.0,0.07179329932815469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963217381486067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011001458355196,0.07539911757770912,0.2809197910717788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643995487875442,0.0595486295628409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879930183602956,0.23118029008823346,0.1306482046442676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229553031778228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975514921923624,0.05587091265565136,0.0880688395615739,0.08361158180798346,0.0,0.08208760996577466,0.0,0.0,0.09409733439362916,0.0,0.0,0.16543339812224014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04580957492070178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216871927541802,0.0,0.07360374605085768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099152488393017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841645067686306,0.0,0.0,0.1771857545147626,0.0,0.0,0.1928648992022088,0.08050450926263716,0.0886486917577105,0.0,0.0,0.1599622063829406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296663280102727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155753368439104,0.07278212751119717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865800645446834,0.0,0.0,0.0533991688943216,0.0,0.0,0.2684753281776038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849696412735565,0.2118785546229388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058998900771494014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626723768061803,0.06699736757265838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537717301469136,0.05341033970283025,0.0,0.0,0.1458144249599088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318476845120674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026546654638632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916477427823161,0.0,0.06686212955999729,0.0,0.07494590496221483,0.0,0.0752146709896938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213664597352202,0.0,0.0,0.05921280245872897,0.0,0.0,0.16103312290584573
socialanxiety,lankmachine,2019/08/09,"Dating is hard Like many of you, I feel completely stuck, especially in the dating world. I go on dates all of the time and every time I never get a response after the date is over. The frustrating part is I feel like I'm not even learning anything about myself each time. It feels like everything goes well and then the person never responds the next day so I can't even figure out what it is about me that repulses every person I go on a date with. I try very hard to be optimistic but it really just feels like wishful thinking to think that I'll ever get out of this cycle.",5.324322344322344,5.395614350427351,6.157631257631259,80.68538461538462,67.8888888888889,9.07887667887668,26.970695970695967,8.841846274778883,1.864243956043957,457,12,91,7,7,151,74,117,0.053,0.843,0.10400000000000001,0.6911,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,1,0,8,0,6,0,0,0,4,22,19,5,0,1,3,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,1,6,10,5,15,17,3,24,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,19,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456208892165176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587053498342844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761914979413484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199952863921716,0.13692005721598732,0.2550663396491955,0.0,0.13603883957869026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061426784567402,0.3244097024799242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816595056410074,0.0,0.17205063305137674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711900817311231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958009513564807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346231252742515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334870210870921,0.0,0.1609804509327115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391563831436812,0.0,0.0,0.2643355355681388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696953353281976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397963803753654,0.0,0.0,0.26478982844660504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276821181856306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489357251479025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609705159950208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406450326880454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,slut4plums,2019/08/09,"I had a really bad week at work. So I’m making myself go out this weekend to forget about it. I started a new job about 3 weeks ago. Things were fine at first, I was taking a pill each morning before work that helped lessen my anxiety but I ran out after 2 weeks. Now I’m having mini panic attacks that prevent me from being a decent human being and saying good morning to everyone as I walk through the building :/ so I’m afraid people might think I’m a bitch. I wish I could explain I have anxiety but it’s impossible at this point.

So I got home today and was feeling sad as fuck, then decided I’m gonna push myself to try something new this weekend. I really like ramen, and I love animals, so I’m gonna drive to another city and check out this ramen place that has good reviews. There’s also an aquarium like 5 minutes away from there. So I’ll have lunch (alone, omg) then head over to see the animals.

Solo adventuring!! A first for me!! Hope all goes well (gulp) wish me luck, guys ❤️",2.0838725490196097,3.868577289215686,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,77.57843137254902,6.886274509803924,23.098039215686285,7.793537801064563,1.1514039215686285,773,24,158,12,18,264,127,204,0.142,0.647,0.21,0.9489,1,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,13,17,3,2,9,0,12,6,1,1,1,24,35,16,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,2,10,8,2,1,4,2,1,5,0,7,1,2,6,3,17,10,22,23,2,31,0,1,1,2,6,10,2,3,18,92,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842316080283932,0.0,0.0,0.13836325820235165,0.0,0.10683520019857877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400851233616065,0.2043983310107594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198264144800247,0.12551610945857414,0.0,0.11154554202427673,0.0,0.0,0.11367878911554423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106664064819145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765494339393002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754922053752363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272702457605675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235056467243545,0.0,0.0,0.07592463889186388,0.2241048834519408,0.10684745252344403,0.0,0.0,0.1322792204501776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710614842419958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954534832509957,0.0,0.13400583346746392,0.13268914298544562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325715882856842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13053471537593322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205739438115358,0.0,0.0891751381012463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172229034244493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580521413027205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674396040172786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261736835465713,0.0,0.1395774614508106,0.0,0.12628966112702952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116767747767175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623943682895176,0.0,0.0,0.10645724774317017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284730994899738,0.0,0.0,0.09455863291409886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044618111144546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875402264183815,0.08560174240089248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663164139918826,0.0,0.0,0.09070166419622533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214835267561513,0.0,0.12011719240642316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072533781524472,0.0,0.0,0.19451627681394584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lavenderaquarius,2019/08/09,"Advice? Scared before it even begins Hi new friends-

Some background:
I’m 24F w/ bipolar2 and general anxiety disorder. 
My specific panic attack triggers: throwing up, stomach aches, nausea, IBS episodes, and all of these things in a public space
Physical conditions: hiatal hernia, GERD, IBS-D (now you see my problem)

My issue: I’m taking a train to hang out with friends 2 hours away tomorrow. I do this commute every day (4 hours total) and have to talk myself through my anxieties everyday. However, I am having irrational fears of dinner and drinks tomorrow with my friends. They love to drink heavily (I can’t have more than 2 drinks bc of the way my body handles my meds and physics conditions) and I’m so afraid of something going wrong. I’m just letting my anxiety terrify me before my social hangout even happens. I’m always afraid of something going wrong and the people around me not understanding. 

I welcome any advice/experiences/coping skills. 

Thank you!!",4.812397143828633,7.700123554913301,5.4308466507990465,74.25154709282556,73.5664739884393,8.232437946276777,32.141788507310444,9.007467420416297,3.4961012580754858,777,38,116,18,17,250,120,173,0.193,0.723,0.084,-0.9498,1,0,5,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,1,1,6,15,1,5,4,0,7,7,2,1,2,20,21,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,11,4,0,1,4,0,4,2,9,0,0,0,1,19,6,17,20,4,20,0,0,1,1,12,6,0,1,9,68,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242825696849522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582713758106843,0.0,0.0,0.08648936779267781,0.0,0.29188585249469423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322057595192035,0.0,0.1446899709473345,0.11949339778514716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164481487852498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127256697448687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202305066050804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576369136451453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737752109907585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800744445891466,0.0,0.10715786473738224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311717139028501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947857417611697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456300654846965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124682435340245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505009126417836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274687830578288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005408626075654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478837491494295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127256697448687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228349384911905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492228247951288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817325589803429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169775167589432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733320428094808,0.0,0.10134904839354554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964790115551758,0.0,0.195824656641767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562641422940447,0.1022255473666816,0.0,0.11709378578449772,0.0,0.0,0.08449528732463947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240285558261405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095260675402433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781111115726023,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,onemoretimetwice,2019/08/09,"It wont stop I had to go to the store today to buy formula for my baby. It was an absolute necessity. I decided that i might as well grab other groceries that i had WIC for. I remind myself of my mantra ""i have a right to occupy space in the universe. I can expect that space to be safe, acknowldged and not tread upon because i have intrinsic worth"" over and over again. I grab what i need. I head to the register and my items arent processing because i grabbed either the wrong brand or wrong size. Me and the manager are running back and forth. I apologize and try to make light of the situation. She half jokingly said that i should read the voucher. I show it to her so she could see how vague the description were. Example: i was allowed ""1 dozen eggs"" i grabbed a dozen eggs but apparently i grabbed the wrong ones. There were only two cashiers and 4 self service registers. The lines got backed up because people wanted to be checked out by the cashiers. When i returned from my last run back to correct the item i mistakenly got, everyone was visibly stressed. They changed the cashier who was helping me. The new cashier asked me if i was sure i had everything. I told her i was and she asked me where certain items were. I sternly responded ""right in front of you"" i was in fight mode. I dont know why, but i felt angry. I recognized it and decided to be polite. I said please and thank you. She avoided bagging my items. I let them pile up until she finally caved. Once we finally finished the transaction, she told me to have a good day with a few items left without bagging. I thanked her and took my time bagging the last few things.

Since the car ride home til now (2 hours later! ) i have been ruminating over how much of an idiot i am for not demanding that she bag my items. I keep replaying the entire trip over and over. Why do i have to torture myself like this. I keep looking at my baby and telling myself that i have to get better for his sake. He will learn by watching me and i dont want him to learn these crippling coping skills from me. I just. I have to be better. It's not a choice anymore. I have to do it, for him.",1.7815496828752655,4.0483829837209315,3.1222938689217763,90.08358879492607,80.79069767441861,6.6997885835095135,25.1215644820296,7.84624498591911,1.4229069767441862,1673,66,352,30,44,543,223,430,0.095,0.812,0.09300000000000001,-0.6899,3,1,0,0,1,0,50.0,1,2,2,3,13,19,3,2,25,0,40,3,1,4,3,52,63,25,0,7,10,0,6,1,0,4,0,2,1,1,18,17,2,5,6,3,4,9,8,8,1,5,22,12,78,11,48,31,10,49,0,0,3,0,33,19,0,3,22,258,96,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997484038484419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805757831232128,0.0,0.0,0.2320195986892969,0.0,0.18393803335520156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790979864995507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106400378770115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803050024892765,0.0,0.0,0.06486582507039229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575818846882496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610856818929332,0.09039488245390004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657264130636273,0.22036110312478266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254893585438546,0.0,0.057161972268229014,0.08436179163986307,0.16088614202761833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322417028798844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741670151370004,0.0,0.10089001209947067,0.0,0.0990511097096941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880037711710112,0.0,0.0,0.05527617667412573,0.16397236436074214,0.0,0.0,0.10928054153094588,0.10284993719627268,0.0,0.049138342238199635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446192797611371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713797846860982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669956088803813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739379251413354,0.07457884826665215,0.0,0.09714085941134402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711449313081502,0.068155659202251,0.07649567637437203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972955708074614,0.0,0.0,0.11040671442666583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060728948414348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178966229877446,0.1913493604193283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801492945118134,0.0,0.1049269498437076,0.0,0.0,0.08320087417016364,0.11305621404322935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408944310742134,0.1152141316072621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479552668464122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791141537741473,0.18520123219908952,0.0,0.0,0.06682093000366163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864904829519636,0.0,0.0953381468728513,0.19221713637858664,0.11174815980006,0.06828726601981172,0.0,0.09825211459750724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864946373553513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043356308948168,0.0,0.18151573985611044,0.0,0.0,0.09695559932108452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32990555523350923,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fayce1,2019/08/09,"feeling lonely always wondering when I'll start living when I'll get ride of all these anxiety... I'm a stranger in this place i feel empty, a huge gape needed to be filled.. but fills with what!! i still have no clue... sitting in a cafe holding a book or a phone sometimes i rise my head to see all people around. they seems happy and sharing talks with their friends, they seemed happy to me... and i don't know if they really are... every night i write in my notebook what I'm going to do and i do nothing from that, i do something in somehow and that doesn't cheer me up... I'm feeling lonely",1.8744709388971683,3.7014204262295114,3.1469299552906134,92.25477645305516,78.34426229508195,5.419970193740686,22.566318926974677,6.1124844417494595,0.31685901639344305,460,14,98,3,11,149,79,122,0.1,0.7170000000000001,0.183,0.9087,0,4,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,8,1,1,0,2,23,23,9,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,7,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,4,15,5,14,22,2,19,0,2,1,0,9,8,0,6,5,62,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395214746850845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073421753634808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540639375905626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601376965691148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988863613287878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223176370307154,0.0,0.1029446916462146,0.0,0.1119817464115444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419503141370259,0.0,0.0,0.2022187549178789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828742524620816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398895672182405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610184608523538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849076578515666,0.0,0.18906413665588576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660196225848914,0.0,0.20586371066200376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622816343227725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570144908746366,0.3587536246790225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169017001478685,0.1948765082455816,0.0,0.1394651460521288,0.0,0.15735551834882072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583724023913259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21368027960207006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boonoonoo_,2019/08/09,"Social anxiety in relationships? I've been doing a lot of self reflection these days following a breakup, and one of the reasons for it is that my ex  said that  I have too many guards up, and I don't open up.

While my past life experiences have caused me to build a lot of walls around myself, I am still just an extremely awkward, nervous, and painfully shy person. With my ex, even though we were in a relationship, due to my social anxiety, I was quiet and awkward around him, always overthinking about my every interaction/conversation with him, unable to truly be myself around him, able to be normal around his friends bc I have a debilitating fear of rejection, criticism, etc etc. 

Has anyone else struggled with social anxiety in relationships? A lot of people I've spoken to don't really understand what I mean -- which I understand -- how can someone who is too nervous to be a normal functioning human being able to be in a relationship? And for me, it wasn't really that I was completely unable to be myself around him, but I definitely was unable to really open up to him, even though he is an extremely kind, understanding, and down to earth person. 

hopefully some people can relate?? :/",8.908636363636365,8.110097681818186,9.373636363636363,63.48045454545458,60.81818181818182,13.090909090909092,35.90909090909091,12.24349002098031,4.631818181818182,950,35,159,28,11,320,115,220,0.11699999999999999,0.8109999999999999,0.07200000000000001,0.2449,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,0,15,11,0,6,11,0,25,2,0,3,0,35,32,11,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,4,9,17,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,7,2,26,3,35,19,6,22,0,1,0,0,24,16,0,5,5,130,35,0,0.1840877022170365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658785760146487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123988248875145,0.0,0.0,0.06435920082121167,0.09430980269976616,0.0,0.4096927095811737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455438973413556,0.0,0.0,0.09650622667973084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936066936717866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689082679216043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530644935843512,0.12158819114188375,0.0,0.07755091437767307,0.0,0.0,0.09003654821441992,0.0,0.10357492221092096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111285104179649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142031259313699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584950684010084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501329409801407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347571720795944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331801817034928,0.0,0.10026273743675662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036686265265306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623712956247218,0.0,0.09794114715348856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786627086192363,0.1276232339139489,0.16073828098223344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17689694381287574,0.0946364088213112,0.0,0.3952825985634997,0.0,0.0,0.08755478023401758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960218107242091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814813445489204,0.07798845635066093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350633839315221,0.0,0.0,0.09622421804128443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808652327639228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28746268531416663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,D_S16,2019/08/09,"Help I am 16 and suffered social anxiety all my life, I’ll be starting work at the end of the month but really don’t want to go because there will be new people, I struggle even saying hi cause I fear of being judged so my heart starts pounding, I really need to somehow get over this, is there any medication I can buy without prescription or anything I can do at home to help it, I have always been classed as “ shy “ but I’ve gone through nhs on this topic and suffer from all the symptoms they say, I am me and know when there’s something wrong, I need to somehow stop my anxiety or it will effect my life, can’t just walk to people and say hi cause I fear of being judged followed by pounding heart or panic attack so I won’t be able to meet girls easy, I am afraid of starting work for the same reason, it will just cause me to not make friends and struggle in the future",5.549226519337019,4.9469558839779,6.007121546961327,84.23256077348067,67.50828729281768,8.565966850828731,30.254696132596685,7.554174236665415,1.731540994475138,689,22,146,6,10,223,106,181,0.228,0.7170000000000001,0.055,-0.9882,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,11,11,1,6,5,0,20,6,2,6,2,30,32,14,0,3,9,0,0,0,1,4,4,3,1,1,5,5,0,1,3,0,1,4,5,10,0,0,2,3,19,1,22,21,3,18,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,5,9,96,24,3,0.12096940119487012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065623245081466,0.0,0.0,0.08226334103003421,0.0,0.18508252161252825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954750992240133,0.0,0.0,0.13762015756893992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374182417100475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728066927468945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714298383811356,0.0,0.0,0.07989914859961722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272248415679357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934606592855826,0.0,0.06320151929641013,0.0,0.0687496984399892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286698645721758,0.16216647939076573,0.0,0.12134217264054463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648161927355148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088853110829713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074801464037057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186394507736095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655662191833828,0.0,0.0,0.17939455637655866,0.0,0.11683300148205675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193152798864572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772990264087806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499219200796616,0.12437669185364485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885991695592012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233130704822591,0.0,0.09312815507003183,0.0,0.0,0.2568682943754601,0.0,0.0,0.10113583605013277,0.0,0.2529269668035771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257335261979299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135088703384583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661018594870637,0.0,0.1761343296169603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322610501118483,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bluenepenth,2019/03/06,.. nothing will kill you more than your own thoughts,4.526666666666664,7.697708333333335,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,76.77777777777777,3.6,31.222222222222207,3.1291,0.6053555555555561,41,2,8,0,1,10,9,9,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.5773,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6641474424726906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5760078860157798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765743277859358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Maximus_Decimus92,2019/03/06,"I'm afraid this store I just went to thinks I stole something I needed to buy two HI headlights for my car. I had an old package for one in my pocket that still had the security bar in it. When I walked through the door the sensor beeped. Being as anxious as I am, I didn't know whether to go back or not. I sat in my car for five minutes, then drove home. What should I do? I'm afraid I'm going to get arrested and the cops will visit my home. I have a clean record and I'm afraid I'm going to be in trouble. Should I call the auto shop? ",-0.04603641456582608,1.7209674705882383,1.9615336134453791,98.66202030812326,84.37815126050421,4.638935574229691,18.32002801120448,5.46131890053228,-0.6321434173669473,415,10,103,2,12,138,75,119,0.075,0.879,0.047,-0.4696,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,7,0,11,1,0,0,0,11,26,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,4,2,1,1,2,2,3,9,2,4,0,3,6,0,15,1,15,15,0,18,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825925170618167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234597462871292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25542589358204226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069037710235148,0.0,0.4264893050746084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018314267553429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747308593147875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547926128963485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624849759790262,0.0,0.16950464663040707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925737520306738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997660268177564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028274072192966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443552033752567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23188681278466514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GHRichard,2019/03/06,"On going worries around people, not really relating always feeling awkward and volatile Hey, doing a few posts tonight. Seem to be a good idea just to get these worries off my chest. The internet seems to be a great place for open communication I should really use it more! I don't actively avoid social situations, and I can challenge myself to do a lot of different things, but I struggle to relate to people at work. Sure this is a very normal problem, but I'm not very charismatic around people. No matter what I seem to do, my confidence remains quite low around groups of people. I'm becoming a little more accepting of the fact that i'll never be the most confident person, but it's frustrating because I'm quite ambitious and I would like to do a lot for mental health. I have done an MSc in psychology, and have a lot of ideas but I assume constantly I'm below everyone and shouldn't be putting myself forward. I have before at times, but it's that constant feeling of guilt or of being a fraud. Additionally, because I have no conversational skills my interactions always feel forced. I'm trying to find things outside work to do to bring my confidence up. I've done some open mic nights. One went well the other two quite badly. I wanted to vent some frustration because I wonder whether there is some light at the end of this tunnel, it feel like a constant slog to change any of these feelings, and actually trying to change them and force things seems to make things worse, and make you act less like yourself. I probably need to read some positive inspirational stories or about people who have found ways to work around these anxieties. Everything is fine but i'm constantly prone to shame, inferiority not really feeling like a man. Underdevelop child like syndrome. Anyway rant over, I probably should be looking at evidence based solutions for social anxiety as opposed to getting too caught up in complaining, but it's nice to know I'm not alone that other people are going through it. 

For anybody reading this I wish you the best. It's bloody frustrating to feel self-conscious and ashamed of yourself all the time, but there is so much more to you than shame and humiliation. Behind that there is somebody capable of being funny, of being confident, of being interesting. Keep trying things, and always be kind to yourself. You're probably a lot better than you think you are.",6.462565838976673,7.79877653950339,6.763582392776524,72.87211550037624,65.77200902934537,9.879578630549286,32.14815650865312,10.047579312681364,3.363896373212942,1929,77,326,44,30,623,221,443,0.16399999999999998,0.629,0.207,0.9726,1,2,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,5,1,11,13,33,3,7,20,0,35,2,1,3,4,84,72,24,0,9,16,0,7,5,0,4,1,0,0,3,26,18,0,3,21,2,0,8,9,15,1,2,5,9,27,18,61,53,17,41,0,2,1,0,17,22,0,17,16,225,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.06477831923285192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875073772486505,0.0,0.0,0.16570302828203928,0.0,0.0,0.04514138334466169,0.0,0.10156262745829174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363727959626368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055425395467874436,0.12139579714696813,0.07331264312964096,0.056485375647436074,0.0,0.06966280585115918,0.058708635276264735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404446765242333,0.0,0.0,0.2869372867684717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935405807279584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586170137353465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058793898297436614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342992819469043,0.059658998268763225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349497376342353,0.09484525614674276,0.0,0.0,0.06067106775344816,0.0,0.0,0.072783383828093,0.0,0.0,0.06936270700414794,0.0,0.07545174930292158,0.05567726672977393,0.0,0.07318533068918738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055994115535742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498722279388707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900251816978341,0.0,0.06912563792810662,0.03648128344198359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215211497253107,0.06653124077177676,0.0,0.0,0.05574335491252103,0.0,0.0,0.22573914480710386,0.0,0.0,0.08861971900388803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689647509833481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879770212934837,0.04922069987640757,0.051197150129893884,0.0,0.0,0.06229410904672453,0.06503932494277356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04498151050118522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27612152893390124,0.05796136348880793,0.06935405807279584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357468668294182,0.0,0.21470996455497646,0.06351769010213623,0.0,0.06673127953242118,0.0,0.21181322038889072,0.13279800683894835,0.0,0.1275761815759448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24172322202688454,0.06924990164420837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461506995506847,0.0,0.13533422096276435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939587563380326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256334439341381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205030660578951,0.04253428993402522,0.0,0.0,0.07741463622107447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520510590847346,0.0,0.06484463031039776,0.0,0.0,0.05733190520076905,0.0,0.10954261958592433,0.03915325712823345,0.05269017958427141,0.0,0.0,0.059684526793261014,0.06153588890753546,0.0,0.0,0.0763349197282731,0.0,0.07198740600214233,0.14497856263505013,0.13482633619223736,0.06764795061383846,0.047155186085668696,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,flamecookies,2019/03/06,"hello I'm new here so I feel anxious a lot at school, in public transit, and buying things in stores.",1.5385714285714265,3.50079928571429,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,79.95238095238095,4.2,20.02380952380953,3.1291,-0.3755904761904767,79,2,16,0,2,26,19,21,0.11800000000000001,0.882,0.0,-0.3134,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237184200807005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344022027477924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941228805508831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4477327041215906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46917216430161895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079848774630581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Oxzr56,2019/03/06,"My parents are starting to notice that I’m anti-social and they’re not even around me I live in the northeast of the U.S. and my parents live in the south. We talk almost every week and my mom has this ability through which she could notice when I’m not being social or hanging out with anyone and she tries to be as nice as possible when she points this out.

She suggested joining a book club or any club that I might like in my area and she asked me whether I’m doing alright at work. I lied and I said “yes” even though I haven’t been working for almost a month now.

My life is so boring and I haven’t been interacting with many people. I just don’t know what I should do. I thought of moving somewhere else. Somewhere warmer and sunny where I could become more active and social, but I’m still not certain.",1.6681360737065916,3.909319987951811,2.7194401133947568,92.95755846917082,81.04819277108433,4.869737774627924,20.608079376328842,5.900188976854957,0.010369666902906085,642,18,133,4,17,204,102,166,0.039,0.868,0.09300000000000001,0.6477,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,11,5,0,0,5,2,16,1,0,0,1,32,25,19,0,3,8,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,15,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,1,0,0,4,1,23,4,17,15,1,20,1,0,0,0,16,11,0,5,8,94,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908012376304422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874355493857416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152986457007712,0.0,0.0,0.1292621561124642,0.13574594050119504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160366175517744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23186681840076476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129913254479605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181146475466276,0.0,0.12234045379034207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980020435526151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256172949323594,0.07093923618133689,0.0,0.256435209728038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721385017044686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403827246734558,0.0,0.17006092130592562,0.11590027807885404,0.15432864683415234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306309495772337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32246324523376424,0.0,0.0,0.10066602358281547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726451346142218,0.16369545344882258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812205350898124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960339513894444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277598834852693,0.0,0.1159599324862856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670930439362405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266198425124288,0.11527558807464434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985838404737907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647371999744408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142017374119787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,goodbeargreatbear,2019/03/06,"I decided to message all my friends who have ghosted me I have been living with hurt and sadness because friend after friend for all my life have ghosted me but today I decided I would message them.

Nothing bad just the fact I think about them and I miss them, they don't need to respond to me but I am so over having resentment in my heart that I will do it. Even though I feel like I am going to throw up everytime I go to send a message.

Wish me luck, I kind of hope none of them reply. ",1.7603775620280473,3.42072572815534,3.3082847896440164,91.7276267529666,78.12621359223301,6.131175836030206,25.036677454153185,6.937597516519254,0.8860839266450915,382,14,84,4,9,126,67,103,0.092,0.688,0.22,0.9369,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,5,0,5,12,1,0,2,0,11,2,1,0,3,18,19,6,2,4,3,0,1,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,1,1,24,7,14,16,3,9,0,3,0,0,14,3,0,2,3,65,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376056609622685,0.1341608854997379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536310495848342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128085246681284,0.15722772759618062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101079997722635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501570994273175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26080005894897995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185926177535805,0.0,0.0,0.2356039854101597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291831433984864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545151556105227,0.10752170260408428,0.0,0.1943378012071687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631891589873036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117609586900749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102064822086627,0.2162309642629932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861346573711365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25308521380434723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634103494124715,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,konmod,2019/03/06,"Social Anxiety and MDMA I was curious if any of you had experience with MDMA (ecstasy, molly) and how it affected your anxiety? I had tried it recently with a small group of friends and I feel it helped me a lot to open up to them. It’s kinda sad but I felt “normal” for the first time in awhile. Thoughts?",0.4493548387096773,2.857687080645164,3.2292741935483886,85.71391129032259,89.48387096774192,7.616129032258066,22.266129032258068,8.472884824447931,1.9038645161290328,237,9,49,7,8,83,47,62,0.106,0.831,0.063,-0.14400000000000002,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,16,6,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,8,1,9,1,1,7,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,3,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766866530019325,0.0,0.4447304784786884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843354912164897,0.0,0.0,0.14697378898330618,0.0,0.2790931570032243,0.0,0.0,0.2472476282982609,0.0,0.0,0.22457444042191654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483302730131424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471211123468157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847993482012767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870060561785978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29630610367985777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307631282931291,0.1694946707734137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973489427106782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JVentura1998,2019/03/06,"What is something that people say about you that pisses you off? Just making this post because people always tell me about how i ""look high"" or like like imma commit a mass murder it really pisses me off and i cant do anything about it because my looks is associated with many stereotypes.",7.604303030303029,7.387624945454547,7.650909090909089,72.86303030303033,63.18181818181819,8.787878787878787,29.24242424242424,7.793537801064563,1.9901515151515143,232,6,39,2,3,75,42,55,0.154,0.7290000000000001,0.11699999999999999,-0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,3,0,1,0,4,2,2,2,1,7,7,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,2,6,7,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,4,2,1,2,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881461460467985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21640438438990564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32061181793405924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778454283084582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569506634579277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416622018950974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553652936751388,0.26661336171423256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646247540804628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518554556793642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846724706058264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912669629667546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20244947445704792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22985000590019705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,strykerent,2019/03/06,"I don't talk often because when I do, people treat/percieve me differently. Forgive me if there's anything wrong with this post as it's my first on this subreddit.

 

I'll preface by saying that I'm not an exceptionally outgoing person (I'm heavily introverted) so when a social interaction occurs, it's like instant fight or flight mode for me.

 

Despite this, recently I have been trying to break out of my social shell a bit and I've talked with some new friends. They're nice, and I genuinely feel alright around them.

 

The only caveat being...

 

As I have a hard time putting my thoughts into words, I sometimes misspeak and they don't seem to understand me, makes the whole atmosphere of the interaction awkward as hell. The feeling of rejection and not being understood dwarfs basically anything else for me so it stings hard. What's worse, little by little, these friends don't seem to be talking to me as openly or the same way as they did initially, as if my slip-ups have ultimately changed their view of me. Don't know if I'm making sense but yeah.

What can I do?",5.48092503987241,6.97364066507177,6.2172057416267945,75.30510685805423,68.1866028708134,9.783859649122807,33.07208931419458,10.047579312681364,3.5017346730462524,885,40,158,22,15,290,127,209,0.08199999999999999,0.8420000000000001,0.075,-0.0906,1,0,0,0,1,0,38.0,0,0,4,1,7,11,2,1,9,2,15,0,0,2,0,34,28,20,0,3,9,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,10,10,0,0,9,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,6,22,6,25,21,4,17,1,1,1,0,17,7,1,9,7,103,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5270477116718331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001456052470787,0.10825666472272702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741309453256758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276414832907216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864485692320587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705419811734994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158765657316314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297704743500687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343947558187323,0.0,0.0,0.187907665737549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787328518238136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683242974978996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059411395708792586,0.2437657919638349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234821217823472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744950633464835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248816081460187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430749023320802,0.10618318184249642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646659274911728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224935996444874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007296548916838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670735027301164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141422574531905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24792753877807966,0.0,0.0,0.12027315745660185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932310681427266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965429563007934,0.07091044706634904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256366817805907,0.0,0.0,0.12659793879891126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652655809573588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577069105221662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239286691847483,0.0,0.13295896575356309,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reniram,2019/03/06,"First job interview help I have my very first job interview tomorrow. Luckily it is over the phone so that helps me tremendously, but I am absolutely freaking out. This is my 4th time applying but I’ve never gotten pass applied before now. 

I’ve never had a job other then a quick internship for college a few years ago at my families business and even then I was never interviewed I just asked my parents they said yes and I showed up to work the next day. 

I did a mock phone interview in college and basically froze and didn’t know what to say so I didn’t say anything unless promoted. 

I have two responses to social anxiety either freeze and be silent or this scary calmness and I have no clue what it will be tomorrow. 

Any help or tips/tricks? ",3.043669275929549,5.4050119383561634,4.39906066536204,82.09794520547949,76.87671232876713,8.554990215264189,26.866927592954998,9.23628265651192,2.5903694716242662,597,24,113,16,14,197,95,146,0.115,0.745,0.14,0.1961,5,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,6,3,1,0,6,1,14,0,0,0,3,18,18,15,0,0,7,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,2,0,3,7,5,15,1,10,8,2,22,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,2,16,80,23,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560623002139725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170216490456526,0.0,0.1256581491296792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351716600609638,0.0,0.15356055836173188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977282656784973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593385712817348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849192071290102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548493379762819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794382742099488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302992547364429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890069403830122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027278379692236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800614037094736,0.0,0.1746919546574395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239085384950046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624850054887235,0.26125166346495904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744198280092462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578109730454253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045776738395404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553137775641513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958294962178592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577780091743272
socialanxiety,cbell2728,2019/03/06,"Anyone else get anxiety about friends cancelling plans last minute? I know there tends to be a stereotype that introverts and those with social anxiety get excited when plans get cancelled on them, but for me it just makes my anxiety worse. I’ve been cancelled on last minute so many times that every time I make plans with friends, I am anxious up until it’s time to leave because I’m afraid that they’re going to cancel on me. It sucks because I have to pretty much hype myself up for hours before hanging out with people, and when they cancel I feel like I just wasted all that energy plus the rest of my day when I could have been getting other things done. It also makes my SA worse when friends cancel on me, all I can think about for the rest of the day is if I did something wrong, if they secretly hate me, if they never wanted to hang out with me in the first place and just said yes to be nice, etc. Please tell me I’m not alone with these feelings! ",10.952566964285717,6.4255275156249985,9.488392857142859,75.88875000000002,60.30208333333334,12.429761904761904,37.845238095238095,8.841846274778883,3.09366130952381,761,20,157,7,7,234,111,192,0.21,0.6409999999999999,0.15,-0.8715,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,4,12,10,2,1,5,1,12,0,0,3,3,32,31,15,0,5,8,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,5,3,23,6,29,23,6,28,0,0,0,0,11,10,1,3,16,107,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428744218804511,0.0,0.10368811747215008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975659443361577,0.14647756910738502,0.0,0.0906604668751606,0.13285079110005188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807763553494902,0.0,0.11033011234120499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035220232888342,0.0,0.0,0.16723843460395355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268599707090484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083133128821709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460386637665226,0.0,0.0,0.10924315427108623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111879794727235,0.0926282922416528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028773239786388,0.0,0.0,0.300522265379723,0.0,0.2709655435001112,0.0,0.0736880996321181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801124876287864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768782726233133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712571006985609,0.21137849941969275,0.0,0.13728997701918702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633447537746716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596448224326041,0.13145370028274547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531415691608386,0.0,0.10000088094726384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988910538913218,0.0,0.13546587821687514,0.14232645673159908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319096407126774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333523648342085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217084627026826,0.0,0.09981769993283668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133275301407328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861395636335898,0.08308014123983963,0.0,0.0,0.2268153149348585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647613577795445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642668444824573,0.0,0.14176157363944905,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hammy3237,2019/03/06,"Is it my fault Me and my friend were eating lunch, she wear rings and takes them off and leaves on her lunch tray. I decided to be nice lol and throw her lunch for her as she always does for me. It turns out she left her rings in her tray. Is it my fault that is gone or hers? ",-0.05469945355191541,1.6274727377049203,0.9487704918032768,106.36829234972679,83.91803278688525,4.722404371584699,11.806010928961749,5.46131890053228,-1.7544775956284155,211,1,58,1,6,65,39,61,0.078,0.795,0.127,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,0,7,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,16,2,8,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,0,38,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31113211128629736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272206660672033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38261439118124296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28889033036222345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959282028542609,0.4062661105448033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811419531322097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067185236815238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,onlypingal,2019/03/06,"Social Media Social media and technology might have been successful in connecting people from across the world.

But it has jeopardised people's true feelings, power of connecting with people in the real world and the beauty of self-expression.

Simplicity. Realness. Trueness. Emotions. Feelings. 

Just words that have lost their true meanings. Everything's delusional. A hallucination. An illusive simulation we can't get out of.

Thoughts. Willingness. Self-validation. ",6.7121931589537205,10.331598338028172,6.663913480885313,56.31848591549297,93.7887323943662,10.479275653923539,34.64889336016097,9.04235418022936,6.008858350100603,386,21,41,15,14,122,54,71,0.028999999999999998,0.737,0.23399999999999999,0.9442,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,1,3,1,6,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,2,17,12,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,2,4,9,8,0,6,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,0,28,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266910058325248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790628919966114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018072801326406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342163102001348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608774352737584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21562751190086807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099955486584647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117045039833319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506249087306934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130137409770502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40357380700136136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571515960086725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tala_alh9,2019/03/06,"Help me be social I struggle with this a lot and I’d love if someone could help me . I love the idea of being with a lot of people and friends and meeting new people too and just socializing basically . It’s just I’m the worst at it , I always find myself avoiding big groups of people or anything like that since I’m scared they’ll judge me or I don’t know what it is really and I don’t talk much and I’m the worst at starting a conversation and keeping it going it’s really affecting my life as that’s not how I want to be at all. ",-0.2336945812807869,1.9174330689655184,2.493152709359609,91.94568965517244,89.0,5.383251231527094,18.630541871921178,6.868970318607317,0.17494039408867,420,12,95,6,14,146,69,116,0.14,0.7,0.16,0.5232,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,3,6,0,8,3,0,2,1,27,18,12,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,12,4,10,13,6,7,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,5,3,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484860679858497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468505026092907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247912151554312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310157487065802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787130186362376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141818492516286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392247583437964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145019126365035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15861602558130938,0.0,0.0,0.09807235974270806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260456776014729,0.08718246208589177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034264221095864,0.3221191620825722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118249541460628,0.0,0.0,0.17234971525019713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711477141611184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286413925835793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786612324578198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761704867231815,0.0,0.0,0.3638179677770049,0.15120150366465165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263089961193129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655641023819555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343267637331608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525540649592004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,miakata,2019/03/06,"Awkward Challenge - a game to help you confront awkwardness Hi guys, me and 2 other peeps built an early prototype for a university project of a game that is supposed to help people who often feel awkward in social situations with strangers.

The game gives you different challenges that you are supposed to complete in order to gain points. The main goal that we are researching is whether engaging with these situations in a playful manner can help people deal with awkwardness in real life.

To introduce ourselves, we are 3 students in the Games programme at ITU in Denmark (https://www.itu.dk) and this is our project in which we have to make a game for good and tie it to a scientific question.

Here is the link for the QR code, which you have to scan in order to install the game (Android only). Link: https://imgur.com/G0tdxCn

Also, we would like to get your responses after you have played the game, so this is the link for the questionnaire that we need for the scientific evaluation: https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSehNB9M-sFhisw5AkphPxgU2AK3fTXNDFy9EDEVKyTMjFPmvw/viewform?usp=sf_link

Thanks in advance :)",11.072061960385987,12.798536480446934,8.555246317927885,62.70924327069578,55.703910614525135,10.531437277805994,38.06043676993398,10.436869588844218,4.22434748603352,926,39,131,18,11,270,102,179,0.042,0.7879999999999999,0.16899999999999998,0.9744,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,6,6,0,5,4,13,1,4,17,0,13,1,0,1,0,22,19,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,11,0,0,5,9,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,2,13,8,30,18,1,16,0,0,1,0,29,11,0,2,3,94,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562558042645796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486596460718104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014417229040023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414421890599785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879663035139444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208483855194647,0.18743888127241107,0.0,0.16388647532982634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346990449322987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929036608163672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801193628553074,0.09545920678578823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304264221765418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488151969029694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486052694623313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27092196868122304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847096512481448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188850077254677,0.0,0.0,0.22240014299502028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4392600980495096,0.0,0.19917867531771888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989172931165825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880166349778164,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shallowmik3,2019/03/06,"Getting encouraged to be yourself at work, but not being accepted.. To make a long story short: I'm good at my job, but I don't go to the social activities at or after work -- and people treat me like I'm on the spectrum..

Anyone else getting this type of bs?
I'm friendly 1-on-1, I suck at small talk,  but I really hate ""forced"" social activities.. (invites you can decline but can/will be used against you).

I'm a geeky person and most colleagues talk about sports/cars and the usual stuff -- which I don't care about and they know this.
It's like telling people you don't go on holiday but you take a couple of weeks off to do nothing specific at all.

The feeling of being socially inadequate, or not meeting some sort of social expectations, bugs me to no end and I feel guilty when I decline invites or don't hang around during breaks.
I'm considering looking for another job, but maybe I'm overreacting and this is just a standard social anxiety-thing.

Seriously, how do most people cope with this?




 ",5.833230240549831,6.3127781134020635,6.651082474226808,76.1722250859107,66.83505154639175,9.559450171821307,32.146048109965626,9.516144504307137,2.9020872852233683,790,31,148,15,12,262,113,194,0.145,0.7509999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.8529,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,1,2,6,11,2,0,8,0,12,0,0,3,1,34,32,17,0,1,12,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,4,1,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,3,14,8,24,28,4,21,0,0,1,0,17,11,1,7,8,90,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175349930932467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785641373075342,0.1287418261745343,0.0,0.1118538817640941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281071088142087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902777199753052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496327183300416,0.0,0.11128735389077787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706340213532255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707578688022446,0.0,0.13129240184316035,0.0,0.1428179754959127,0.10538807368889393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405196687315137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493736700441259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905317759776465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277110602052352,0.0,0.0,0.11119504584956348,0.10551316794517487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387140771474384,0.0,0.12623089428300222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056320829665385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26132672944965696,0.10971149995767866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049370245446777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6404145573756137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438375713226167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447210050655704,0.2019831500111472,0.1098224035051442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852003707991403,0.13838416743653822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100787717743802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294733607582064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Stabwound999,2019/03/06,"I always want conversations to end Especially if I like the person or if they like me and say I’m cool or something. I will desperately want the conversation to end and I’m so relieved when I get out of there because I feel like I can’t live up to their standards. I’m scared I will say something wrong and their positive impression of me will falter. Even when I really like the person and their compliments make me happy, I still want to get out of the conversation. ",2.7286021505376357,5.044987451612903,4.427096774193551,81.727311827957,77.70967741935483,8.004301075268819,24.31182795698925,8.841846274778883,1.936389247311829,375,13,74,9,9,126,48,93,0.08199999999999999,0.608,0.31,0.9637,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,0,6,11,0,1,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,16,14,11,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,16,9,10,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,4,9,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601331451092194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731524162067394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34090572556979354,0.0,0.0,0.12711087674633145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730809428001448,0.137485741717555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010935202757683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486574420661416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37608381827470977,0.0,0.16993616298614875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846133051926265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360784239072664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328788078639615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060866447589736,0.19267521492512316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963135815136025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369017388642675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405345601221104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041298103629671,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StrayaCroCop,2019/03/06,"Im about to tell a girl how I feel about her. I just wanted to post this because I dont really have anyone else to tell, I will let you know how it goes.",2.8775000000000013,1.6649739722222243,4.86888888888889,92.215,73.16666666666667,8.311111111111114,20.777777777777786,7.1686216300943375,0.12571111111111088,117,1,32,1,2,41,27,36,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634028282653302,0.3023640926872824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988978630424246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34585416650536016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651758792242945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921106621682226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187578691838459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217885058750145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30175901448147746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826235439083948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904815966094685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158595676210458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740572051943286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Atone81,2019/03/06,Here we go again It's shit that i can't sit in public and be calm about it. This fucking anxiety that i get not able to handle people just walking by.. u know what it shit,-0.19500000000000028,1.6642239736842157,2.088684210526313,97.0082894736842,85.57894736842105,4.852631578947369,17.394736842105264,5.985473137389443,-0.5071263157894741,133,3,32,1,4,45,33,38,0.22699999999999998,0.716,0.057,-0.7841,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,21,10,0,0.3528221122523502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699079501564593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261783574775238,0.1843349914561924,0.0,0.20051693718177815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390180579852026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446024281888617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7243336560740933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IrregularVisitor,2019/03/06,"When you don't have the life you could have... Do any of you also struggle with having lots of contacts, great acquintances, opportunities AROUND you, but failing to benefit from it all and living a cool life, just because you lack social skills and mostly confidence? 
I am a creative person, told by other eople, that am talented and interesting,, there are a lot of times where I have to be social and I do it well, it is just my 'default, neutral me' still feels soo painfully shy, awkward and has a damned lump in her throat when it is time to speak. 
Sometimes for few minutes when I feel confident with people, I get a glimpse in how cool my life would be if I were this all the time.. Guess my subconsious still isn't sure about it so keeps me sending anxiety. Anyone can relate? ",6.214333333333336,6.531348299999998,6.25,79.93833333333335,66.0,9.066666666666668,31.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.424333333333333,615,22,117,9,9,195,100,150,0.146,0.662,0.192,0.8851,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,0,3,15,14,1,2,7,2,20,6,1,1,3,26,26,13,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,8,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,2,5,17,9,15,20,7,13,0,1,0,0,13,4,1,5,8,94,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718417154300586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665622488641653,0.0,0.13123116562876586,0.0,0.0,0.1199479877075748,0.0,0.0,0.15271108238040562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457200882330536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696442126214628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347622956837488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962498429906217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912855040527304,0.18897574029002154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524767412625847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36350111725101053,0.0,0.0,0.15147704330393308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29168220478780515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253557168100407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189274408117416,0.1497861463891827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497362762438963,0.0,0.0,0.16966201668552522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739915120606888,0.0,0.0,0.1793356843390599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167877527101746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30008714432453576,0.0,0.0,0.1639182368761879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423921607970362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186037699753202,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ickle_firsties,2019/03/06,"36 F - Being insecure and easily offended My SA goes through phases with different symptoms and levels of intensity.. In the past 6mo I’ve been better than I have in 15 years as far as my confidence, comfort with social interaction, and ability to be myself.. However, I notice that I get irritable with others.. Like instead of fearing that they hate me, or feeling like I’m worthless, I’m uptight about the level of respect I expect from others.. It feels as if I’m almost “normal” 75% of the time, but then get mad when my insecurities are triggered by a hair... I sometimes wonder if I’ve spent so much time coaching myself to believe I didn’t deserve past real abuse, that now if I have the slightest sense that others aren’t vibing with me, I’m on guard for any misstep in common courtesy.... I have no idea if that has anything to do with it or not, I just know that I have become an annoying person to be around, and I want to hear any opinions or suggestions for coping with the insecurities and/or preventing the uptight behavior I have as a result. Thanks!",6.464117647058824,6.669918941176473,7.525294117647058,71.38882352941178,65.47058823529412,9.937254901960783,34.15686274509804,9.725611199111238,3.3699980392156865,840,35,146,16,12,285,125,204,0.195,0.708,0.09699999999999999,-0.9758,3,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,0,1,1,7,17,4,6,9,0,14,2,1,2,0,38,29,19,0,7,10,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,11,11,0,4,5,1,1,0,4,11,0,0,3,4,20,6,31,23,1,17,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,10,11,106,31,0,0.0,0.2017206345709332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704826620832926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315542292277193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010278845351434,0.1515602661133388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802982224666792,0.0,0.1918155642647638,0.0,0.15057394992320716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787697530496538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158069457720345,0.17216892911692894,0.12162797501841392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778991577956701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808848128159715,0.0,0.0,0.19188623902161256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219364611657516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356597918310623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635293479347565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515471910079742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681069166211193,0.0,0.19383289050057667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32504936218742525,0.0,0.14865737216298391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378390901954515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173550348379347,0.0,0.0,0.1683834597814579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695688858671202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674505437291725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855047733306816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041896818781186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463089825646867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096366269255639
socialanxiety,unknownwaman,2019/03/06,"concert anxiety so i really want to go to this concert which is just ground floor. that makes me extremely anxious especially with my social anxiety. i really want to go because it’s 3 of my favorite bands. i’m worried the people around me will judge me and question my appearance, from how i dress to the way i look. last time i went to a ground floor concert, i felt like i was about to pass out because i was getting so many hot flashes and my heart was racing so hard! at the end it was worth it because i ended up having an alright time but it took a lot of courage and my friend also persuaded me to go.  i would really appreciate some tips or things that i should remember so i can have the courage to go. i know it’s all in my head, but speaking from a person with social anxiety to people with social anxiety, i hope you all understand! ",4.011666666666667,4.98898287134503,5.493815789473686,81.0554605263158,71.16374269005848,8.97485380116959,30.03947368421053,9.2995712137729,2.5963719298245618,665,27,133,14,12,225,96,171,0.066,0.757,0.177,0.9699,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,8,1,11,2,2,2,2,29,28,12,0,5,4,0,3,1,1,3,0,4,0,1,10,8,0,0,5,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,8,25,6,22,18,4,23,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,6,6,93,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266739605422033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39284888058799977,0.1450356218941535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428759601250893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347822432855976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22741748327688616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326728166185445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918795967190958,0.0,0.06707452948754004,0.0,0.29185081160126275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500545514965735,0.0,0.13175742840909913,0.0,0.0,0.15213381719760444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751273709096342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705556350857617,0.10464882884529804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272117849461446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780892108466036,0.0,0.0,0.10914616498423783,0.0,0.0,0.0856962799209716,0.13015965029306606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800844704166505,0.11209860031084384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381772174319002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467352478764057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543228518184154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926092097629936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529159281807623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972167391526767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263762182468495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365065441951324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144658639830094,0.10190401029237936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901181408112138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037860621677308,0.0,0.09119920649591944,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Noobsinga,2019/03/06,Im new to reddit. if someone can help me it would greatly appreciated thank you in advance.,2.171666666666667,4.757782833333334,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,81.77777777777777,5.822222222222222,31.222222222222207,7.1686216300943375,2.225355555555556,73,4,13,1,2,26,18,18,0.0,0.607,0.39299999999999996,0.8431,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456434006238406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277493980522331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471886371806064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998416289164807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507789695627384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811535269945104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940921397405015,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SocialAnxietySam,2019/03/06,"Do any of you have children? Part of me wants to have kids and just my owm family in general one day, but having a child means having to go through lots of awkward social situations and I wanted to know if any of you go throught any hardships being a parent with SA.

",5.886666666666668,5.421545444444448,6.726296296296297,78.89833333333333,66.77777777777779,9.422222222222222,30.962962962962962,8.841846274778883,2.3475629629629635,210,7,42,3,3,70,41,54,0.037000000000000005,0.963,0.0,-0.2263,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,12,4,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,10,11,2,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,1,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177033903867606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636563834397111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392255254197857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28843914778074503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394617143163585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157405466091494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764227084632149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195663022686355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817741968686573,0.27480100587142153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852406655680715,0.0,0.25867980345526115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993524265041989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,treesocks2043,2019/03/06,"people asking for your work hey y'all this is my first Reddit post, but I was just wondering how you would handle someone asking to copy an essay you wrote or a homework assignment.

I've been put in this situation recently and i really don't want to say no to them (people pleaser), but i also don't want to be accused of cheating.

Thank you for taking time to read this :)",6.408200000000001,5.670223653333338,7.455833333333333,75.00375000000003,65.8,10.166666666666668,30.75,9.516144504307137,2.6648,294,9,56,5,4,100,57,75,0.16899999999999998,0.735,0.096,-0.6125,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,1,2,3,2,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,15,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,3,1,10,1,9,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,2,3,40,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831548845156756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42822350953256383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948124566563956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31756056755849416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934704255047036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230238001549959,0.0,0.0,0.2290915738365425,0.0,0.14672222330733473,0.0,0.2261390948994976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213352665834126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574388609410506,0.0,0.0,0.19405603276301134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220175248711864,0.0,0.0,0.21085968014098708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354899875400728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701751783733281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483728262193179,0.16673627301702462,0.0,0.0,0.16269605323251735,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SouthbyKanyeWest,2019/03/06,"Started a new job and after a few months the topic of social anxiety got brought up and this girl was like ""sxkw you wouldn't understand you seem like the kind of person who's never anxious"" yes lawd thats a dub ",3.99401515151515,4.765854613636363,4.879999999999999,86.19833333333334,71.04545454545455,7.684848484848485,26.03030303030303,7.793537801064563,1.329539393939394,169,5,35,2,3,55,37,44,0.091,0.755,0.154,0.418,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,4,3,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,7,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217170199549594,0.3274222477157621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318012935441239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28760878173560483,0.0,0.0,0.30181043613113123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831898670669405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133731140177585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353260920998352,0.27991692241177624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25306593787251425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638478039755377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954423385916488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514118874703866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017203436453399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Savvy515,2019/03/06,"Weird question about haircuts So haircuts seem to be a pretty common sticking point for people with social anxiety and they always have been for me too. But while I've gotten a little better at dealing with the parts that seem to more commonly cause anxiety (telling the stylist what you want your hair to look like, smalltalk, etc), apparently I've found an entirely new aspect to worry about. 

I'm turning 20 in a few months, so I'm pretty much past the point where it's okay to ask my mom to take me to get my hair cut. (The last time the stylist got really weird about it, so there's no chance I'm doing that again.) But I realised, my parents have always dealt with the initial social interaction of walking in the door and up to the counter and asking if someone will please cut my hair.

It's definitely something that causes problems regularly as I start having to do stuff for myself--figuring out how to do little details that my parents used to do. I think i would be okay if i could even vaguely remember how that interaction goes, but it's been like a year since I've had my hair cut..

So, here's my question. Could someone explain to me, in as much detail as possible, how that conversation goes? Like how do I walk up to the desk and say pretty please cut my hair? Just like at great clips or something",5.673313953488371,6.134421244186047,5.928982558139534,81.27510174418606,67.17829457364341,8.620542635658914,30.85368217054264,8.472884824447931,2.2085031007751943,1043,38,203,14,16,333,138,258,0.063,0.787,0.15,0.9753,3,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,1,18,15,4,0,14,2,17,5,5,7,0,35,36,22,0,7,7,3,5,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,12,8,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,6,7,20,8,34,24,6,26,0,0,1,0,19,13,0,7,15,130,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275338044461047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588258893228531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940931998094776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918098659126656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327911465350435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576470923140155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702163642657878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577351901625565,0.06856429889711428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382026985438795,0.0,0.0,0.05423546978586402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302485438603717,0.11444884327033328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846174909958861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286165894374905,0.2080860597599203,0.0,0.0,0.0871726947144648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157884153642252,0.08285866873099967,0.0,0.15262185769639003,0.0,0.0,0.1002585506236685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305333141355287,0.11241410199253488,0.09909661788325537,0.07196749514993038,0.0,0.0,0.22790033431073664,0.1962644963057587,0.1170280828908679,0.0,0.3168306010096221,0.0,0.0993303725068364,0.0,0.0,0.2325777537872564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650215406428016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175943889451233,0.0,0.0,0.08255240124553229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890060678283045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587116796651173,0.0,0.0,0.21163865624738426,0.17591260406239556,0.15983315897283695,0.0,0.0,0.07347593735951008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883548695923615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805080386527186,0.0,0.0907328918276546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651606594425595,0.0,0.0,0.060531362530309815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291344947479713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965690488684026,0.0,0.0,0.0612287318564278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054222073895638,0.0,0.07374232583059771,0.0,0.0,0.06684904010478898
socialanxiety,skramzfan,2019/06/24,"Help? My girlfriend gets really self conscious about relatively small  things. For example going to work out at an unfamiliar gym, or even just switching seats in an empty movie theatre gives her really bad anxiety. Is there anyway to help her over come this?",6.070333333333334,8.877856866666667,6.104166666666668,71.33625000000005,69.22222222222223,9.833333333333336,29.027777777777786,10.125756701596842,3.5664444444444445,209,8,32,6,4,66,40,45,0.149,0.75,0.10099999999999999,-0.3677,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,8,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,0,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24852221214648015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27125020759090424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798439817912523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145714569435941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697294941706596,0.31164183592348005,0.18462928851249225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4355027351374885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162359804443512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389069223246012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582706605062565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23650689892254664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ssttrrss,2019/06/24,"Separation anxiety vs. Social anxiety... I think I’ve had the two mixed up and I don’t know how to feel better before college starts (18F) and I’ve been informally diagnosed with social anxiety for a couple years now. However, my new therapist has really tried breaking down my fears with me and I’ve started to suspect that separation anxiety may be the bigger problem. It’s embarrassing because I’m an adult who can’t stand to be away from family in many/most situations, not a toddler who, IMO, has every right to be fearful of everything/everyone that isn’t “mommy”. I’m already dreading certain activities that are planned for this summer because it involves me being away from family for extended periods of time. 

Does anyone have experience with adult separation anxiety? I start school in the fall and I’m scared as hell to be away from home, even thinking about school and courses puts me in distress.",6.918753402286336,8.163928071856294,7.854262384322264,65.79192161132282,64.68862275449102,11.581709308655418,37.337506804572676,11.389717465364855,4.9110047904191605,736,37,117,23,11,248,109,167,0.198,0.773,0.028999999999999998,-0.9790000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,1,6,6,0,15,1,0,1,1,20,25,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,2,1,8,2,26,17,0,23,1,0,0,0,8,10,1,1,9,73,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413647681420204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464937586470709,0.0,0.0,0.08499250561339781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342608415868861,0.0,0.0,0.1481948503977744,0.0,0.1034324332942066,0.0,0.0,0.10750352515858304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344958004788454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233734776075164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637162636322788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028444174483522,0.0,0.10241343027050376,0.11614885696792615,0.0,0.11890190884724193,0.2291782203189401,0.2735612638159917,0.06146072017200704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192731413658907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680220982599215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739639865706113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163095610003171,0.0,0.12219408191520995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786980104458513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380538015928696,0.0,0.0,0.12169550288918213,0.2460357348575155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136630378348568,0.0,0.2478154322549844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581069758230265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113210573376295,0.0,0.15577218194590164,0.0,0.0,0.07087838316690925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252633498861571,0.0,0.11873936965438495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827598257869689
socialanxiety,NoSabesMiNombre,2019/06/24,"Be a person, with opinions? Does anyone else feel like being an independent person, with your own opinions, is just a non starter? 

Even standing up for myself to just go to bed instead of staying out to drink, or deciding how I am going to proceed with something, if it is potentially different from others, is so fucking difficult and I often just don’t do it (in my life I have gotten way too drunk several times for this very reason).

It’s almost like I don’t want to risk disagreement and I honestly don’t think of myself as a person, with needs and wants....it’s so embarrassing to actually have needs. 

I’m happy to talk more about it, but just curious if anyone has experience becoming more of an individual.",5.639943227899432,6.547445240875916,7.1422871046228735,70.96838605028387,67.39416058394161,10.176480129764801,32.010543390105425,10.25414643259724,3.4381117599351185,566,23,100,14,9,195,89,137,0.07,0.838,0.092,0.4514,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,12,8,1,2,5,0,13,4,0,3,0,29,23,11,0,5,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,6,8,2,0,4,2,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,1,9,4,22,20,3,11,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,7,5,76,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.1704798507097854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17493460998289062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443055250370481,0.1789985392198427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293999294662956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825220167239508,0.0,0.0,0.1528792205863419,0.0,0.0,0.1711373342170392,0.0,0.0,0.1459375937729195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538624818284228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088796864610628,0.0,0.0,0.08833245591720942,0.12480414203328045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615052995133411,0.0,0.0,0.1985695694066547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596905481473128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339422138822262,0.17069703987487064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590724077479801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576181372808622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796184325605481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973587863616812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449090011670528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620460873817027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041547286273176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193929518198932,0.0,0.0,0.10186769108874953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414397945583302,0.10304128771896223,0.13866698080123846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Raphji15,2019/06/24,"I've been left on read after being asked to go out, I don't know what to think Not sure I'm on the right but If someone could help me it would be great. 
Si I'm not one to go out often, I don't have many friends and I'm pretty much awkward in every social situation where  I don't know fully everyone. 
So, a friend asked me if I wanted to go out tonight, which is something that happens rarely and I thought fuckt it let's do it for once and I said yes but now he has left me read on read, wtf am I supposed to think?

I'm trying not to overthink it, I'd even succeeded not to check if he had read my answer for 20 minutes but now I can't stop it.",-0.73736301369863,1.0932303835616466,1.7084760273972643,99.06627568493151,87.63013698630138,4.4719178082191755,18.029109589041095,5.602791699666715,-0.6188890410958909,500,13,126,3,16,170,87,146,0.077,0.741,0.182,0.9601,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,2,1,16,0,0,0,1,28,33,10,0,6,10,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,1,6,4,1,3,8,1,0,1,4,1,12,5,17,24,1,19,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,4,5,76,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26045084409114105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121862713948864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200543625330412,0.0,0.11736510991983333,0.1331058175582834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21524356343723636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23749987733728897,0.0,0.0,0.15357723951314586,0.0,0.0,0.12318132502183553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336894036741543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310977629412378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026967542589805,0.14244229452429882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412269545491937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240052640381522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483485026271215,0.0943923617868442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417167930112274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573453344028336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896027523426952,0.1325049032449674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565775048342126,0.0,0.14199741854957684,0.11802728343727473,0.10723889659475898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645989825578293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312873172283186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851388444117475,0.0,0.1105875582956364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457463099944094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216194544832303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895375534370104,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,piruottes-in-shit,2019/06/24,"Need advice So I’m going on a road trip to Michigan from Vegas. My boyfriend/best friend won’t be there and those are the people I’m closest with and I’m comfortable. But it’s going to be 4 of my other friends in a car for 2 days straight and I’m terrified of how to start conversation. I’m bad at talking, making conversation, etc. I feel awkward and left out. Can anyone give advice??",0.5268750000000004,2.9177179375000044,2.7225,89.79250000000002,88.375,5.2,21.75,6.742157984588678,0.63835,305,11,63,4,10,103,59,80,0.11199999999999999,0.741,0.146,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,11,17,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,12,14,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4822210779106805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725256771121461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601679613442966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589374049574283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912627170204685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751792575039288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475867474371947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381259947942596,0.0,0.0,0.23669457490420698,0.28045497055832225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268082694154112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470022838264295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829538753207328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710577863405429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464316588801473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831949792368625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pippapitbull,2019/06/24,"Advice for Helping my SO with Social Anxiety Hi everyone, I’m somewhat new here, so I apologize if I’m posting this in the wrong place. 
My SO has social anxiety, as a result of his childhood events and environment with his family. He was pretty extroverted until about age 9 or 10 when his family started through the rough times, and he’s developed social anxiety disorder since. 
Psychology was my minor in college, and clinical psychology is something I’ve worked with from my internship and classes, so I know a bit more than others but not to the level of a psychologist. He wants to overcome it and I’m right here with him to support him every step of the way, but due to being so busy it would be hard to see a therapist on a regular basis. I know the general types of therapy, and I’ve heard that gradual exposure therapy and talk therapy are commonly used, but I don’t know much more than that. 
When we are socializing in public, he’s fine unless he’s with people he knows he will see again and really wants to get along well with, especially if they’re having a one-on-one conversation. 
I guess my main question is how can I best help him?",6.4248935439560455,6.50021843303572,7.881785714285713,69.24398351648352,65.5625,12.070879120879125,34.19505494505495,11.661520659325953,4.273484615384615,915,38,167,29,13,318,134,224,0.05,0.85,0.1,0.9161,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,2,13,5,0,0,11,0,14,1,0,3,0,38,31,25,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,16,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,3,5,18,4,30,24,7,22,0,0,2,0,27,7,0,6,12,112,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365858190508375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669347130237217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206209806156572,0.0,0.12698240254279972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330344307925066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979977399638712,0.11114094559844012,0.0,0.0,0.2192968986672708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076813473638658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813060261783046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419256083267904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592274646320492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556877772865693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550258390708337,0.0,0.0,0.1123346978799819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881591157100454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063598341045597,0.0,0.12152111494814655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139458919737784,0.11833095405878476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029587772201673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451234172754267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932967409480913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537095180829385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962143542881222,0.0,0.0,0.4742610851919245,0.0,0.08954253533851747,0.0,0.0,0.08232611755690496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198929535146833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348704953253616,0.0,0.0,0.3990381701294696,0.13504700859760438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782236806544016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045608340302327,0.0,0.0,0.13720747112102166,0.09232292309669908,0.0,0.0,0.10457831080997076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467640329711601,0.0,0.0,0.0826245925321783,0.12716873586343191,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vamp111,2019/06/24,"Do you ever get paranoid or overthink when somebody doesn’t text you? When there is somebody I want to keep in touch with (ex-classmates, ex-coworkers, old friends, acquaintances, etc) I have been giving them my number and social media contact. I’m always waiting for that text. I look at my phone and disappointed when there are no text messages. It makes me paranoid that they will never talk to me again and that they hate me.

I realize not everybody texts that much (myself included) but with social anxiety this causes me to overthink. It already is hard for me to send that initial “let’s hang out” text. I really only text to make plans but expect others to text first. Anybody else have this issue? How have you overcame all this?",4.909316522893164,6.930967934306572,4.9431851360318495,81.80531519575318,70.38686131386861,7.317584605175848,28.5129396151294,8.00094639256281,2.0093708029197077,585,22,101,8,11,182,91,137,0.098,0.858,0.045,-0.7303,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,3,2,8,3,1,0,0,0,11,0,0,4,3,22,21,10,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,3,19,1,13,18,3,13,0,1,1,0,15,3,0,1,8,75,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345024681747627,0.0,0.16848601350980005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549025603162435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801067799880268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915251695767303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22582734576709684,0.0,0.18316174572644345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722359609196644,0.0,0.0,0.15644151901592496,0.0,0.10579148230307778,0.19424468287667074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18138923472407634,0.1999147136298148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134458365632866,0.0,0.1799803994507421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705742435817756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17003869656902226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27032426615480565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488517811434062,0.0,0.15617102145712944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247681204073368,0.0,0.0,0.15400104420470348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297188257534288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128214846380469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275196843036005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943251027794125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,King5lay3r,2019/06/24,An Awkward silence I finally found the confidence to ask people out. Soon I might even ask out someone I like a lot. But at this point what I fear the most is NOT a rejection but making that date monotonous and boring with my trash communication skills. I usually do good with talking for some time but then I go clueless with what topic to talk next. I usually just sit there in silence in most of the convos because i freaking have no idea what to do next. This has been an issue for me for a very long time and I really hate myself for not being able to come up with anything AT ALL. Sometimes i just repeat things and wait for other person to do something. I really envy people who can keep the convos going for hours. I just dont know if i can ever go out alone with a person again without dropping the boredom bomb on them. And now i feel so hopeless about asking that person out,4.031421121251629,5.3129864576271215,5.186666666666671,82.12724902216429,71.42937853107344,7.480052151238593,26.04476314645806,7.882392219407189,1.5218877879182968,701,22,134,9,13,232,110,177,0.193,0.743,0.064,-0.9788,0,1,1,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,1,1,11,9,1,2,11,0,12,0,0,1,2,38,26,10,0,1,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,14,0,2,4,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,2,1,18,2,29,22,5,33,0,2,0,0,10,11,0,6,17,107,28,0,0.12954518903231702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341697470526248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660465260814074,0.0,0.3633217932904291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896954483912745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159170963638727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182599674365158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556337558606955,0.11718104008177005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457743533677454,0.06550193997214987,0.0,0.0,0.14191042246608873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203961326101552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087054889135566,0.10865635833044372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789905434608895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757591630568269,0.0,0.0,0.14624075012288226,0.0,0.13521152045299487,0.0,0.11514571625381463,0.0,0.0,0.07119464799278494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328923578093966,0.0,0.0,0.1146434157442383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013468713547693,0.0,0.0,0.08647241961395027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742697370681972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755455563879923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796206456290709,0.3393415868164286,0.0,0.0,0.12246207634106775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597993057649862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976321827705428,0.09973021552238462,0.12812350441486794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082470317192616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606406731433826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107768299911606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28535144742529217,0.10688834802139004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487693939630255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,goldenhunter55,2019/06/24,"the most fucked up Social anxiety moment that affected my life till today so a brief introduction about myself 22 years old male i am about 180 cm or 5,11 i am decent looking i would say 8/10 

​

so at the time of the story i was 17-18 years old me and my friend were taking an English private lesson and thats something popular in my country ,obviously i live in country which i rate as second world country and English isn't the main language.

so there is this girl the i know from 11 years at the time we went to the same school for 9 years all the kids( including me ) had huge crush  on her she was and still beautiful and smart .i talked to her few times when we were at school so she knows me

3 years forward after we left middle school , the teacher who made the private lessons would gather all of his students about 20 students and exam them every month at an education center 

so i saw her taking the exam and i got surprised as hell we didn't talk at all during each time we met.

so it was the last exam and i wanted to make a move luckily a very few people attended this exam 4 people to be precise 

me and her and 2 other students that i don't know ,at the center they moved us to a very huge room that could fit more than 100 student , she then procceds to sit next to me on the same bench and i am like

here is your fuckin chance nigga she is clearly want you to talk to her and at the moment i didn't have any other crush than her like she was the love of my life in my head and i fuckin knew that she wanted me to talk to her. 

THE SAD ENDING : 

i froze i didn't talk to her till we finished the exam and she left 

and after that my soul left my body for a few days but every time i remember this situation i curse at myself 

and oh btw she is now engaged to some fuckin trash kid.

i wasted the biggest chance of my life by being a GiGANTIC PUSSY.

now i don't approach girls even tho i am still me handsome & jacked but this situation scarred me for life.

sorry for my bad English",1.943122332859176,3.707033949760768,3.3542234579076684,91.13618582697531,77.92344497607654,5.858631837579208,21.58437863701021,6.643151254067905,0.3364200698305964,1573,43,340,14,37,515,204,418,0.068,0.841,0.091,0.5628,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,7,2,2,2,18,16,5,0,27,0,27,11,2,3,6,52,45,32,0,6,3,0,1,2,1,2,4,1,1,5,15,23,0,0,7,0,0,7,6,7,0,1,16,4,69,9,48,24,13,65,2,1,2,5,45,27,5,3,34,235,84,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148888906185726,0.10737427292779043,0.06009186027138565,0.0,0.06759969196580014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378185764738361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981546237586158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055300197353165,0.0,0.0,0.056988712313622875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826598255362123,0.0,0.0,0.05836486110742736,0.0,0.14890420867023538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827129567482962,0.08169287521397436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067430386733506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906889342418876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456908068398223,0.07203002420610671,0.0,0.0,0.28802951335432664,0.0,0.2496618689385089,0.08634225638360997,0.0,0.07802873210928396,0.0,0.07420512280019888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975369877489326,0.08361397632905852,0.05898494216505727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053283953633002,0.18783799078732705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397816540779556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854503503945329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225236143660742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010136890765724,0.0,0.0,0.07027213156529324,0.0,0.2682931059929772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986540077270308,0.0,0.0900779339651428,0.0,0.0680284074501315,0.0,0.0989184201817504,0.0,0.0,0.1411382862279965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288035902636128,0.3551259227174398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576344120448344,0.0,0.08376056604159045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629332946660787,0.0,0.0,0.14582228771456918,0.1563615389379294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191609924033097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554523780079468,0.0,0.10737427292779043,0.28452379763523417
socialanxiety,scaevities,2019/06/24,So is there actually a cure for this or? or is this just life now,-1.9800000000000004,-0.1462713333333312,1.495000000000001,97.7025,95.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,14.166666666666668,7.1686216300943375,-0.5183333333333331,50,1,14,1,2,18,12,15,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.8100700993393287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.586333040307614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snadras,2019/06/24,"Lost ability to ""hang out"" Talking is tiring. All it is is trying to relate everything to oneself. On and on and on. I don't get any ""pleasure"" from it. A group of people is better if different people contribute. But when you're 2-3 I feel like it's all on me. Asking questions to switch topics feels like I am reading a script, like it doesn't come naturally and like everyone can tell. Like I am doing it wrong, like I am stiff and calculated. I get sick of this very fast. Is silence OK sometimes? I feel like an alien. I would love to watch a tape of people my age socializing to see how they behave so I can learn from it. I don't know what to say. I feel like the years of my life when I was supposed to learn all of this was when I was isolated. I feel like I've lost the ability to hang out, and with this I mean when you don't do anything specific. I am pretty good with that actually, but when you got nothing to focus on I am lost. What the hell do people talk about all the time. How can you hang out with someone for hours and hours? I have this idea that people hanging out with ""each other"" is so completely different compared to when they hang out with me. This causes me to think that I can't learn much from doing since I am in the situation which might cause it to be abnormal. It is obvious that me, and probably a lot of us, are very good at seeing ourselves as abnormal and obsessing over ""normality"". I understand that it might not really exist, but I am nevertheless obsessed with it. The question is always, WHAT DOES NORMAL PEOPLE DO?",2.741669912366113,4.353847373417725,4.46012658227848,84.73302336903603,75.26582278481013,7.899513145082762,24.49561830574489,8.617729084823388,1.609401557935735,1214,39,253,24,26,410,149,316,0.076,0.816,0.109,0.5198,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,3,2,4,11,22,1,2,11,1,37,5,0,4,5,57,57,23,0,4,5,0,5,9,0,3,4,1,0,0,25,21,0,1,15,1,0,6,6,7,0,0,7,9,35,15,44,46,7,31,1,3,3,1,16,13,1,6,21,182,60,4,0.0,0.0,0.08348690747995959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118654078074063,0.0,0.0,0.058178639696812015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040242518688516,0.0,0.07998004697761539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566424167267513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757719860981812,0.0,0.07369591098458708,0.08970017776030148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787683255216912,0.0,0.0,0.07486757696912771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174908841977155,0.07688907844162388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162895950440428,0.305593646864044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939530958497048,0.0,0.0,0.14351477072126012,0.06842415664869353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685039758325384,0.0,0.0,0.09657836893522197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047017421438845436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060428267045689515,0.3761697093299506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801720085966733,0.0727336835854415,0.0772144793747055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319176264820664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151538414779425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289093775748114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764658819065525,0.0820899395466282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558680251715862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703765812015272,0.09224007434437996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167677890943527,0.0,0.08557566051253514,0.0,0.05480712782719578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803478881499925,0.0,0.0,0.13634854596779775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076991934520054,0.09616460438804228,0.0,0.08721000882854554,0.07248836306823585,0.0,0.08461361876395697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752773178575736,0.07477666356074328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05481859317286583,0.0,0.0,0.04988635586971087,0.0983300235700955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808453765332384,0.0,0.0,0.08906317882025347,0.10290913427016983,0.0,0.0,0.1411795590683442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060774047622062365,0.0935382381025574,0.0,0.0550930107107075
socialanxiety,Thatguy44677,2019/06/24,"Getting nervous to the point, where I forget to be my self?  when I’m in a social setting (especially a new one), I become more closed off and eventually become awkward. Around a comfortable setting I’m way more open and social.I want to socialize with ease and get out there, but I feel my anxiety just stopping me all the time. Anyone have suggestions to help with this?",5.173380281690143,6.463136760563383,6.069126760563383,76.84171830985915,68.71830985915493,9.060281690140846,31.10140845070423,9.3871,2.885578028169014,294,12,53,6,5,97,51,71,0.11800000000000001,0.755,0.128,0.4039,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,16,8,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,1,10,7,3,15,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853266669295868,0.0,0.0,0.14490212187498716,0.0,0.0,0.18448129304756425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577451020523917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047832241279963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654136340507174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389039019030017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001469087553117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042643421289366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590215492673646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161891997209288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6337437937843403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732560551645749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083922037397307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222313840748748,0.1644918979957617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Evrynmistkn,2019/06/24,"A logical paradox in the root of my social struggles I love people, so why wouldn't I be afraid to be outcast?

So long as they haven't seen who I really am, they have no reason to reject me.
So long as I haven't fucked up, I still have a chance.

But I already have the ""no"". Avoiding rejection out of fear of isolation is the actual cause of my unhealthy isolation.

So I sit there alone at class, staring at the air, telling myself I have nothing to lose and only friends to gain. But a different voice will say I might expose myself, and then they will mark me with: ""checked - now that I know how he is I will never want to talk to him again"".

And then I will end up once again sitting alone, this time there isn't even a question, a slight hope, because the desition to outcast me was already made.
Now I really have the ""no"".


Thanks for reading, it appears that everyone has got their right foot in their left shoe, yet so easy to think we are the only failures earth has mistakingly prodused.
So i'll just let those words float here and add another tear to the ocean of collective experience which the internet is rapidly becoming.",5.90243877199034,5.888312807174891,6.180717488789238,81.30276992066231,66.66816143497758,9.731493618489132,32.400482925146605,9.466822959209583,2.734154467057606,888,34,179,16,13,285,135,223,0.154,0.73,0.11599999999999999,-0.6167,1,5,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,5,2,18,13,1,4,14,0,25,4,2,5,1,29,36,17,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,1,5,1,1,1,8,9,0,0,4,4,27,4,25,23,0,26,0,3,2,2,16,10,1,4,13,128,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.13686978681759024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905261799748014,0.3095523359973666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470708202824564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549885760558887,0.15490191710777215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408171887033552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653784253396146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422533374506248,0.0,0.0,0.09263787553024108,0.0,0.0,0.13402077813497046,0.0,0.13719744439535153,0.0,0.15782718143463687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836156672029353,0.12966456635354878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217566941173532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393060207476255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708112137932896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238873585279256,0.143421433425463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24824458841956926,0.0,0.15691077475888712,0.0,0.0,0.12658666670320742,0.13271377648792407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878962871145518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817420252535677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345795749868074,0.0,0.0,0.1493682404117223,0.0,0.21334227040948275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723596631428652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711900619575733,0.0,0.14029412233213587,0.0,0.17970338411668604,0.1442066993296634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977800028962657,0.0,0.11153733348578007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297349940274692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200875615959292,0.0,0.0,0.14662619864952753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127325942426467,0.12259007201753587,0.1291290345830082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987048853152688,0.0,0.0,0.08178449890041457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272672122122422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265593752855994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,no1pickedthisname,2019/06/24,"Hearing ability just fades away Is it me or whenever Im in a conversation with a someone I kinda know or a stranger, your hearing just disintegrate and you have to constantly request them to repeat what they said. Whereas with friends, it's alot easier",4.988617021276597,7.327288234042555,6.064840425531916,72.50875,70.91489361702128,9.806382978723407,37.28191489361703,10.125756701596842,4.505770212765958,205,12,34,6,4,68,38,47,0.0,0.823,0.177,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,6,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,4,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856245170466377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285234897570912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348749991865929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6852758069592192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32837965111918577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707425768403028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28918020631967745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575840843613345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ballofsleepy,2019/06/24,"GOT MY FIRST JOB INTERVIEW I got an invitation for my very first job interview tomorrow at a retail store and I’m so anxious!! Palms are sweaty knees weak arms are heavy!! I’ve been wanting a part time job for the longest time and as a broke college student I really need one so I finally seized that momentary courage and applied. I’ve been dealing with social anxiety since, well, my whole life and I didn’t think I’d get this far haha. I’m so happy I’ve been given a chance even if it’s just an interview since I have zero work experience. :’) I hope I don’t mess up my interview. 

Just wanted to share this with you guys, thanks for reading!!",1.0377307692307696,3.534333138461541,2.91875,88.60812500000002,86.84615384615385,6.634615384615384,22.740384615384606,7.865858978985527,1.4004230769230772,508,19,104,11,16,169,85,130,0.09300000000000001,0.731,0.175,0.8989,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,7,10,0,0,7,1,8,5,3,0,0,14,20,9,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,3,1,4,7,0,12,7,9,13,2,9,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,2,6,58,16,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353246248675455,0.18242747688694752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647973883229045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665662528381864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795932638800306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768944557079658,0.0,0.27471117762986946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436711628486039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583020879943065,0.0,0.0,0.1598914996735324,0.0,0.17189944301100973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038699041418628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807346912000573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405874998151826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973605672127995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942365115292342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486810112105414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152461991873018,0.0,0.10344881287627708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671573729130208,0.0,0.0,0.1646094630736332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486699363079114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347045379135153,0.0,0.0,0.18832164713014968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323867138289794,0.1904912619325064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519074095746567,0.0,0.0,0.1802876813555292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756003363509385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cocobutterkisses_,2019/06/24,"My social anxiety with In-laws Why do my in-laws make me so anxious? They make my social anxiety so much worse and I don’t know why. 
It’s not just his parents that make me anxious, but his whole damn family! His brothers and their girlfriends (and I always compare myself to them. They’re so quirky and they get along with all my fiancé’s family so well. I’m the odd one😔), his cousins, aunties and uncles!
They’re literally like some of the nicest people ever but they make me so damn nervous. It’s like I try too hard to make myself perfect around them which makes me act weirder. 
I guess it’s because he has such a huge family and they all like to make jokes and roast each other, and sometimes they joke around with me but I don’t know how to act so I end up just making things awkward 😑 So because of that constant fear of embarrassing myself again around them, makes me not even want to be around them anymore. Which is so sad because they just want to spend time with us.
But we always go to all their parties anyways, even though I hate going, I wouldnt keep my fiancé away from his family but it’s so damn exhausting😓 
They’re having a really big party in a few weeks and I am dreading it like crazy.",2.34366202346041,4.216686100806451,3.4136217008797693,90.66656891495606,77.10483870967742,6.121994134897361,21.756598240469213,6.980632752743323,0.4995177419354846,955,26,201,10,22,307,126,248,0.207,0.647,0.145,-0.9166,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,12,1,26,18,4,5,5,0,9,0,0,10,5,53,29,25,0,3,10,3,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,20,0,1,2,2,1,4,5,10,1,0,0,1,42,8,23,27,8,19,0,1,0,0,26,9,3,2,10,136,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527261427067998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427544340119711,0.2108136653879174,0.09253238289131427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33224095858814345,0.0,0.0,0.08766207178179053,0.0,0.0,0.17063154771438185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082835338812332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263954847224396,0.0,0.0,0.12325267277539255,0.08439870616225424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35183439757846097,0.10499281118593667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048747429185906334,0.0,0.10605349661099517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027847490260419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358195463662962,0.0921182701455221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082932780466589,0.0,0.0,0.10255475070156787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823342619311719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5605296126523363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858909150829734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632251275227912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360292305187188,0.0,0.0,0.06468516613499818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977285821913684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902231224169967,0.0,0.0,0.09227992851098599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198695559727605,0.0,0.09167059375150936,0.0,0.054406245951644484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334721361102713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122330860244917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100660981493704,0.0,0.0748427489260842,0.0,0.08389139839005509,0.0,0.16838448830405184,0.1041704560612913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508463047506427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bmazi,2019/06/24,"Is there anyone else who can’t call people by their names? The only people I call by name (besides saying “mom” and “dad”) are my siblings and a few close friends who I’ve known for years. Besides that, I just can never bring myself to call people by their names to their faces. If I’m talking about someone I’ll have no problem bringing up their name in conversation but I can never say someone’s own name directly to them. I don’t even understand why because I know how to pronounce the names and everything. If I need to get their attention I’ll just say “hey” or something and never address them by their name and I feel horrible doing so because I know socially it’s good to call people by their name. Does anyone else struggle with this, know why this happens or know anything I can do to help?",4.6514384349827385,5.733154569620254,5.0978941311852735,84.09641542002305,69.7594936708861,7.517606444188722,29.553509781357878,7.686295010490155,1.8290683544303787,634,24,122,7,11,202,89,158,0.075,0.8640000000000001,0.061,-0.264,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,9,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,10,1,1,1,3,36,22,12,0,4,7,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,6,7,0,0,8,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,4,20,2,17,22,2,9,0,0,0,0,34,3,0,4,4,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614788768051986,0.24346751212249945,0.0977695997788325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484960280332956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852686734552717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397046717143643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984991779033352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784721565345369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677777657013436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007334857470529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179145978176782,0.0,0.062072745484452005,0.0,0.0,0.09965126668947713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050623160204624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963509986305338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611770526089741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914754526477546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809529235391975,0.2748982391375357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035952056964697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294685214110196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368406977641225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28344481269598265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111070942856797,0.2013327872439356,0.09146489406350414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420485623867465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549409171268787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368425271106814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214413101584626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650903493023714
socialanxiety,j0521p,2019/06/24,first job hey all. I just got my first job at old navy and i’ve only worked 3 shifts so far. I get extremely anxious before going in. I don’t really know how to interact with my coworkers and bosses. I get so anxious working at the cash register. I never know what to say. I’m supposed to work on the salesfloor this week and I’m super nervous about it especially since I’ve never done it before. My stomach turns at the thought of going to work. How can I get better at talking to my coworkers and customers? How can I not feel so anxious about my job?,1.2923684210526325,3.5210190263157912,3.5378070175438587,86.61881578947369,82.42105263157895,6.2561403508771924,24.41228070175439,7.492282038375204,1.3401543859649123,435,17,87,7,12,149,66,114,0.084,0.855,0.061,-0.1378,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,1,3,0,4,1,1,4,3,18,17,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,3,2,12,2,15,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,55,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736946882257041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378648074962673,0.0,0.0,0.12361357314431842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303134693235448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067097769377945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377734389944991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190692735931714,0.0,0.15886692455776127,0.0,0.11178535997653563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41609497566424336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536258432148371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155956319741228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666316498526571,0.0,0.0,0.1062999785113852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953905774679452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114924510739273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561766044309278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123403470163258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110960301186784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202761497231002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121135816101228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070115199081866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RunningWithBulls,2019/06/24,"Do I have anxiety? I've always felt introverted, but recently (last year or so) I have been feeling particularly anxious. Or at least that might be it.

There was one time where I was considering a project that would involve me interviewing people for a class. During this time, I had constantly has a sinking feeling in my stomach and did not want to go to the class (which was one of my favorites. Recently, a similar thing has happened when I was considering playing soccer for a team.

That being said, I can easily talk to people I know and others in a work-ish setting (about a familiar topic). I actually enjoy giving presentations as well. I enjoy Computer Science and am always super comfortable in that class (it is one of my strong suits).

In truth, I would just like some guidance. Do I have anxiety? Do I just get anxious? In all honesty, I don't know the difference to well. Judging by this subreddit, many people feel similar things. I don't want this stuff hindering me, so if you have any tips, I appreciate it.

Thank you for reading.",4.159960984393758,6.382325158163269,5.7034093637455,74.70713685474193,72.92857142857143,9.101560624249695,30.917166866746697,9.627879704456738,3.336799279711885,825,38,144,22,17,279,117,196,0.054000000000000006,0.665,0.281,0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,3,10,11,0,0,9,0,26,1,1,0,2,24,40,11,0,5,7,0,4,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,15,3,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,2,3,9,5,22,11,18,26,3,18,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,5,10,113,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.13603975557624184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319932526056195,0.0,0.0,0.09480058805642536,0.0,0.213289804038323,0.31497729433342064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064792827280016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564918046930078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146297927400595,0.0,0.13385123720165093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283367196539821,0.1337305537806104,0.07922741477802793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327591121092032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532273433867713,0.1136341697797137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681065342487202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133539728127578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788731094585708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833945261238597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28993886959678955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394433245978746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752924229054318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260664865021266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159586058887486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204894025797034,0.0,0.1283459462524046,0.0,0.0,0.1852297717234693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257705223382335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445006887543254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25068475171307464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148893672161828,0.0,0.0,0.1980594762326977,0.0,0.0,0.08977263546194955
socialanxiety,Coltsfan188788,2019/06/24,"Society Is Backwards One of the things people take note of about me, but I only just finally had somebody ask me the question I've been waiting to be asked: why do I have such a strong disdain for society? Why do I seemingly go out of my wait to go against the majority and piss people off? Well, here it is: the problem I have with society is it's COMPLETELY flip-flopped from how I think it ought to be!!! And when I say that, I know people are probably rolling their eyes and even laughing. That's fine. Because I don't care anymore.",4.600952380952382,5.147589148148152,5.504920634920636,83.07500000000002,69.55555555555556,9.134391534391536,33.94708994708995,9.23628265651192,2.905675661375661,420,20,87,8,7,138,74,108,0.138,0.7440000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.5152,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,8,7,1,0,5,0,14,2,2,1,0,16,25,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,2,2,12,5,13,20,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,2,2,62,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502001014963175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676749643724443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987358777302055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049372179440192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061796092183546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988284071241915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541610146100826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351692822796226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807150911808024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325243148324778,0.14955815840020587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089887678888064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201766771763328,0.1881636822330824,0.0,0.0,0.2202885454552052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638080683200065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790191498804749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478533331336381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064287692584947,0.12600282853936062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680838701313786,0.0,0.3548848910188303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jasonthechemist,2019/06/24,"How can I make myself more friendly and willing to talk to people? I lost all of my friends that I made since high school and college, most were good people but I removed myself from all social media and stopped replying to texts. So it’s mostly my fault I don’t have friends. I’m not scared of people anymore but my anxiety was so bad that it was engraved into my inner mind and I subconsciously avoid people whenever I can. I want to reconnect with old friends and make new ones (mostly new friends) ,but I don’t allow myself to be my genuine self or stop being so serious in public and I feel unapproachable. I think it’s a fear in the back of my mind that once I try no ones actually going to like me. I’ve been really alone and isolated for over a year now and I want some human connection that isn’t surface level and feels fulfilling. But I’ve worked on myself a lot and I’m ready to have friends again.",2.7584391891891897,4.6193894756756775,4.227483108108107,85.34771114864866,75.86486486486487,7.2195945945945965,25.076013513513516,8.07648339933343,1.5031148648648651,723,25,145,12,16,240,108,185,0.174,0.662,0.16399999999999998,-0.4533,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,15,0,3,4,0,14,0,0,5,2,40,26,19,0,2,6,0,2,1,6,1,0,0,0,2,7,12,0,3,3,0,0,2,5,7,0,2,6,2,24,8,18,17,8,20,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,6,10,101,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.1191283471948602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643368723646825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338763408157164,0.0,0.12106636650494915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386873603153703,0.10192817339047043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736918646471696,0.12345036006622925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5658926477340769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937847642440496,0.10239136859978293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897975918589288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964005759825927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326012952948188,0.10378445881478436,0.0,0.1155110503975931,0.1629730560908432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465234666213064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358030892598231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809799097683575,0.13000671672973013,0.1654434095788294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385278876879893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820486768082192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221914751458544,0.12354720206790468,0.0,0.0,0.12735165752953698,0.0,0.0,0.10098234294677916,0.0,0.0,0.12444087970425352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412162893169267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981198841568544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782212277032604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288143826478506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440069104669322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887261844155789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861279697694812
socialanxiety,MyGameIsBroken27,2019/06/24,"I sat alone at a party for 4 hours straight. Should I feel ashamed for not socialising? I'm always scared of what people think if me, I was looking at my phone the whole time. Then when my phone died I acted like I was looking at my phone like a weirdo. Obviously its my fault I didn't have fun. I felt guilty after the party, but there wasn't anyone to talk to since everyone seems to ignore me all the time. Should I feel like this?",2.7395714285714305,4.0454018777777785,3.5842857142857163,92.265,74.66666666666667,6.476190476190476,20.63492063492064,6.868970318607317,0.13082539682539673,339,7,77,3,7,108,58,90,0.20600000000000002,0.664,0.13,-0.7194,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,5,0,7,0,0,0,2,13,16,4,1,3,3,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,6,5,14,4,10,8,2,11,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,2,9,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23577071081505016,0.0,0.0,0.18941818931751905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917409974976673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23625871267473245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175237641413848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020746906441156,0.16262904369581396,0.21857410682324585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241836563832421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33364633462029464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38232754573591743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157819807472745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22791153144833495,0.0,0.0,0.2072387066807094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830961349566627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297176439602625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586519510366813,0.0,0.0,0.26548229754820546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25415659110514394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hibisquy,2018/11/18,Staying at the Hair Salon alone 🙃 I have an appointment to go to the hair salon tomorrow to get my dyed hair fixed and I’m not looking forward to sitting there alone for 3 hours 🙃. I hope they don’t speak to me much because I won’t have much to say.  I can’t tell a family member to stay with me because they’re busy and they won’t see a reason for them being there. And I’m getting nervous thinking about what to say when I walk in even though it’s just so simple. Yay :),2.8465603328710145,3.310204834951456,4.3543966712898765,90.05145631067963,73.46601941747574,7.050762829403608,25.393897364771146,6.868970318607317,0.835422746185853,370,11,85,3,7,124,67,103,0.063,0.836,0.102,0.6948,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,8,3,0,1,5,1,7,3,3,1,0,9,16,6,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,8,11,2,14,13,2,11,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,4,52,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206731302673196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475995248782225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341368446864269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145205893152395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220882891484005,0.0,0.11541884717814994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20171090886910992,0.19999948288634414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054167255991012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985841720965405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880694338041866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230053775064448,0.0,0.0,0.1618337997731604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43292678418021135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750672018537494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012975192972195,0.19953164372778984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,treblemaker75,2018/11/18,"Embarrassed myself yesterday and I’m so disappointed in myself. Had such bad social anxiety yesterday at a public event that when I saw my friend’s bf trying to introduce himself to me and my bf, I panicked and stuttered and interjected to introduce us first. I should have just waited for him to ask and then I kept interrupting him and my bf’s conversation over an obvious answer now he probably thinks I’m weird. GDI...",4.543363471971067,6.957654620253166,6.2873779385171815,70.08632911392408,72.41772151898734,10.590235081374324,30.273056057866178,10.608840637214634,4.054503074141048,341,15,57,12,7,117,56,79,0.248,0.752,0.0,-0.9551,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,10,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,1,14,1,8,6,0,10,0,1,1,0,13,3,0,0,7,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27052174354431235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305911337654914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29526165271294985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007927845343156,0.0,0.0,0.2732093801452217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812669773081816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604756034013894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22658827486709315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008779542766426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4253666840521147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mommadontloveme,2018/11/18,"Unbearable shame I have been suffering from social anxiety for as long as I can remember and I started a new job that takes a lot out of me. Even before I got hired, right after the interview I went for weeks without sleeping just freaking out about them calling me and me actually having to deal with the fact that I had a job. After about a week I started to get the hang of it but my supervisor asked me if I could be nicer and more approachable. Smile more, ask the customer if they found everything they were looking for, etc, etc. Now, I consider myself to be a nice person, but he wanted me to exaggerate everything. All the coworkers act like that. It's ""normal"" when it comes to customer service. The problem is that these things feel so uncomfortable to me. I do them, but when I get home and go to bed I replay my whole day and behavior and I feel ashamed and I can't stand it. I feel like I'm being fake and I know it's part of the job. I just wish I had a way to stop the intrusive thoughts while staying sober because the only way I can cope is if I smoke weed or take pills to not stay awake.  ",2.895830875122911,4.373443460176993,4.291622418879058,86.65659783677486,74.57522123893807,7.854080629301867,26.27236971484759,8.515128840125781,1.69650127826942,866,31,185,16,18,287,132,226,0.11599999999999999,0.784,0.1,-0.385,3,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,4,0,9,9,0,2,15,0,16,2,1,0,2,39,38,21,0,8,11,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,11,12,0,1,7,0,0,6,3,6,0,0,8,4,33,3,26,26,8,28,0,1,1,0,12,3,0,5,16,133,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.11848667446247675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928846110837462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270193034040719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401542402873908,0.0,0.10331796804067547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239815848249949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459105119137968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694257412323252,0.0,0.0,0.07830471153762608,0.12517686026390806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708268364425721,0.08019559360807342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182457461182017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841781108762911,0.08674120540989662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312881853135847,0.0,0.0,0.12687202418905372,0.0,0.06900477631369135,0.0,0.09710924765238634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179238121003486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614665645588497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672828202945254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863762498122185,0.0,0.0,0.10745130981442004,0.10196073046020894,0.0,0.0,0.10322543437740432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726647994483574,0.0,0.0,0.1189640826285202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234403271476914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148410738856506,0.0,0.0,0.10601771222889007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618084505538592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754318177429425,0.1036905021777932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150591348409792,0.12377059155554432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188089157879596,0.25883134889096954,0.0,0.10151107426353784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258279157657165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066487465370926,0.0,0.0,0.09639250944660888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161561594123507,0.1927522735910957,0.19478875523697808,0.0,0.0,0.11255591258145227,0.0,0.1355591140077389,0.1396249685245961,0.117042837712405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AddInvest,2018/11/18,"[Method] Full Throttle Habits - Free Friday (Life Changing) **2018 Happiness**

**14. Socialisation** Every ran out of things to say? Ever had an award pause in conversation. The next thing I’m about to tell you will help alleviate all that and turn you into the suave individual you are. TJP or as I like to say Talking, Just Purposefully. With these three topics, you’ll never run out of things to say. Travel. Jobs. Pastimes. These three topics people will usually always have something to say and you can then Segway into different deeper conversations from these. First Travel, ask where someone has been on holiday recently? Where they’ve enjoyed? And if they’re planning to go anywhere nice soon? Second Jobs, ask what the person does for their career, what they would like to do if money were no object and if they get to travel with work. Pastimes, finally ask if they have any hobbies. If they do anything for fun in their spare time. Then link something about you to whatever they’ve said.

Make sure you’re not grilling the person, interviewing them. Give them a chance to speak and try, after listening deeply to them, to relate something about your life. Ideally, you want to let them do the most talking as this will avoid you having to carry the conversation.

​

**2018 Health**

**1. Fullest Fitness** You need to be doing this to be on top of your game. Long-term we’re talking about slowing the aging process of your body, shorter term we’re talking greater mental clarity and focus. You’ll end up looking better, your strength will increase and you’ll be less likely to injure yourself.

Pushed for time? Try TABATA or Hight Intensity Interval Training, research shows this to be highly effective. It’s the habit that makes this count do something every day no matter how small, even a walk during your lunchbreak. On other days push yourself to your limits and research shows your well-being will improve.

**2. Mediated Mindfulness** If you think fitness is about getting your body working efficiently, mindfulness will help ensure your brain is at its peak performance. Combine this with the benefits of exercise and the effects are cumulative. There are loads of Apps(headspace) and advice on Reddit([r/Mindfulness](https://www.reddit.com/r/Mindfulness)) about how to get started.

Once you’ve got the hang of meditation you’ll feel less stressed, calmer and more centred. You’ll appear more in control and attractive. Your focus and attention span will increase and so will your appreciation for your world around you.

​

**2018 Wealth**

**8. Reimagining reading** What if I were to tell you there is a way you can learn from all the great sages in the world. The richest people, the smartest people or the most successful. There is, it’s called reading, you can often find out how they’ve done it so you can accelerate your way to the success you desire.

Reading is literally like having access to the CHEAT CODES FOR LIFE you only get one life but learning from others you can quickly accelerate your way to success and avoid pitfall which others have already overcome for you. Have a look at speed reading if you really want to enhance your learning rate.

**9. Spend Wisely** Similar to your nutrition habit this is about moderation. It does not matter if you earn 1 million per annum, if you then spend 1 million on things frivolous. Every heard of the lottery winner who went broke?

This habit is relatively straight forward and is more about choices than actively investing your time in it. There are two ways to make more money, earn more or spend less. That’s the secret, usually the easiest way to get more is to spend less. If you don’t know what your spending; start by recording your non-essential and essential spend and work what you can cut out.

Utilise proactivity principles to purchasing. Have you intended to make this purchase? If not then don’t do it. Engaging the planning part of your brain will ensure your purchases and in line with your goals and budget. Impulsive/reactive buying tends to be emotional driven and about immediate gratification. Typically, these items will be of low value consumer goods.Once you know how much your spending and you’ve cut unnecessary spending, create a budget based off this previous performance, adapted to take you where you want to be. Get into the habit of saving, even if its 1 penny or 1000 everyone can do this. Then once you have savings invest in assets which will make your wealth grow.

My text posts of Full Throttle Habits received good reception previously so this is the fastest way to share the content [https://www.udemy.com/full-throttle-habits/?couponCode=REDDIT123](https://www.udemy.com/full-throttle-habits/?couponCode=REDDIT123) until Friday, free lifetime access to the class forever. If you want more. I have been using the sample of the Inspire Now Journal to track my habits to great effect [https://we.tl/t-4U3jdkLGCQ](https://we.tl/t-4U3jdkLGCQ)",5.1020771768422994,8.580640908767773,4.428291051017563,78.05177539262152,77.7085308056872,6.816912926307964,27.11337236316328,7.994972329748466,2.2618274231019417,4013,159,616,74,102,1201,388,844,0.026000000000000002,0.816,0.158,0.9984,4,2,5,0,0,0,195.0,0,58,10,25,34,39,3,3,34,0,71,11,4,15,5,111,113,57,0,22,24,0,1,4,0,17,7,8,0,2,41,34,0,4,15,12,22,18,8,8,0,8,12,12,73,33,103,76,24,95,0,2,2,0,100,40,0,23,36,421,114,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990667819397982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765175197803129,0.0,0.051010791709005805,0.13284819803123954,0.14898492276242273,0.04168960085626594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044891081417288,0.054574576512879835,0.17193610502094095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421941885998961,0.0,0.1361923917220509,0.0,0.1368736333410381,0.06259940739104179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485271465850058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875893302166883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907349377895108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405082841040294,0.0,0.0,0.10729709106930987,0.06273644804668653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689600367000146,0.05429816215620885,0.0,0.0,0.08098294020558666,0.05545401345593614,0.15495668624448222,0.05857969324041482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03099772333536923,0.0,0.0,0.06715678979705808,0.05603179191148639,0.05214612503584715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921764479768661,0.05880948128805601,0.034841126692208776,0.05141984703945998,0.04903132480367978,0.1351782776203673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526046683780769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516450239791624,0.0,0.0,0.08218309289916385,0.06477225159913584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167179378560948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738340886934542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268866433310127,0.17320654774323915,0.11980238885618633,0.0,0.0,0.054253124181857335,0.10296176344214733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460830171387748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178116705567285,0.0,0.18570216101201528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045066335449732514,0.045456988237294535,0.047282307181355065,0.0,0.06519871721995525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586393598686494,0.041541952854843335,0.04662532530297297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638749791335884,0.0,0.1275038055566981,0.10705857596271934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05871338262139104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245286940249612,0.0,0.039273645707452697,0.0,0.060531434798963474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831523165050414,0.1950092477114474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194365043231558,0.1887827829376675,0.0,0.0,0.08678419436131751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022483649138445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777937366429797,0.0,0.04609383953523741,0.19709901347624664,0.10716679776139544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291365714424594,0.039281861535240256,0.0,0.0,0.10724256919137876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324433858567896,0.0666823935656759,0.059886218698087336,0.0,0.0,0.05294796187126578,0.1350379122266789,0.0,0.1446374515761783,0.29196702358121457,0.0,0.0,0.05512068782447742,0.05683048362305128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389262714486908,0.0,0.0,0.04354941609132042,0.0,0.14898492276242273,0.0
socialanxiety,AaroM360,2018/11/18,"Fear of an unexpected attack? How to deal with someone trying to Humiliate you? Hi 
I keep having this fear that I am going to be randomly attacked and ridiculed in a new group of people. 

I guess the fear comes from when it happened once or twice in High School, there would be this guy that was always trying to find out ways to humiliate me by asking me weird questions. He failed most of the time but I was always worried I'd slip up. 

I guess this mindset isn't 100% appropriate now in college.

Does anyone have any tips for dealing with unexpected verbal abuse/mogging? ",4.9700909090909065,6.422048872727274,5.54159090909091,79.82238636363638,69.36363636363636,7.6818181818181825,28.29545454545455,8.07648339933343,1.8689090909090909,456,16,84,6,8,147,82,110,0.21,0.79,0.0,-0.9583,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,8,3,3,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,16,16,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,8,0,1,2,0,8,0,18,11,1,13,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,6,4,54,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24403626784799015,0.0,0.0,0.09972178690219548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102535699926586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370907474408755,0.3336535534467505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631934966280872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023635273047602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832765763012813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950400412789899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402839792133903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334019371909228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230860337068988,0.14519892380429444,0.12967529421476154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549356323514332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034240662710808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416280390640087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616925472332166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166330104543699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427292731591098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840982801070962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242495378449988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550829952868418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912098035852524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639782547697428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892236535941306,0.0,0.10417047661709557,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,admiral341,2018/11/18,"anyone relate? so ive been asked by many people if i have snapchat and i said always cause i never had it since i dont have alot of friends

they gave me always the ¨damn dude has no life probably¨ look

in this society, if you dont have the big socials apps (snap,insta,etc) ur considered as a person that has no life
",2.774328358208954,3.843173597014925,4.253910447761196,88.43101492537315,74.22388059701494,7.748059701492537,22.35522388059701,8.238735603445708,0.9978680597014926,249,6,55,4,5,83,53,67,0.07200000000000001,0.878,0.05,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,10,2,0,1,1,6,14,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,8,1,4,10,1,3,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,3,1,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656181322152683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536202443314507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539104070608644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22569373559998865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5149765313278103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450250042793464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974066509145266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103630249192815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449374327522025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274261595757835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944717244433194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15231320561837272,0.19183468472910092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089862297902136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173917038414214,0.0,0.0,0.22395778885070125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Vault1001,2018/11/18,"I saw this in my web module today I saw this in my web module today as an example and I couldn't help but laugh 

10/10 

Not sure why I find this funny but it's like awkwardly appropriate ",2.545916666666667,3.588602425000005,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666669,74.75,8.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.1623333333333332,147,3,32,3,3,52,28,40,0.233,0.599,0.16699999999999998,-0.2722,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,6,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,19,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499880105487093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566676542306132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870786133388145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609038253044457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7259393582634924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455317310750845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lucasrdrgs,2018/11/18,Cannot communicate with others I noticed that I haven't been able to even say hi to people I don't know very well. I want to but I freeze and get very nervous. Any tips?,0.1255405405405412,2.13625175675676,2.0499324324324317,96.84084459459463,85.48648648648648,4.781081081081081,17.35810810810811,5.985473137389443,-0.5819135135135132,133,3,32,1,4,44,29,37,0.14300000000000002,0.777,0.08,-0.4617,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,5,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,0.3378219344979699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297304998663651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312820166136424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649801768903406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856581003932512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846125114946446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23420319363249206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26864956149239105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574769510718031,0.1992561296314169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037424898970178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,filthyuglyweeaboo,2018/11/18,"I went to a wedding The daughter of my parents' friend had a wedding and they invited me. The actual wedding wasn't too bad because all we had to do was be part of the audience. When it came to the reception though they decide to seat me away from my parents aka the only people I know in the whole event besides the bride's parents. Which I guess makes sense as it keeps the oldies and the young people on the same tables.

It so happens that the people I'm seated with are old uni friends of the bride. So great, I'm seated with 6 strangers but with the added bonus of them knowing each other quite well. Luckily for someone like me my brother is assigned to my table too. He's pretty much ""normal"" so I figure if I follow his lead I should be good.  

So I acquaint myself with these people. Seems fine at the start but then I realise that everyone at the table including my brother is in the medical field. Every conversation is about the medical field. I try to steer the conversation to something I know about but it just goes back there. With nothing to add to the table, I revert to my normal reaction to conversations which is to smile and nod. 

I don't know if you guys have this same thing but usually when I talk with strangers or people I don't know I have this kind of thing where I can at first act and appear normal but as time goes on I devolve to almost becoming incoherent (a bit of an exaggeration but you know what I mean) .

Kinda feels bad not being able to connect to people but I take solace in the fact that if it was me last year I would have not been able to speak to these people at all. And if I compare the interaction they made with me and my brother, it would be at about the same even with all the medical talk he was able to contribute too so I guess I wasn't too bad. 

",3.6014784373414517,4.821147934246575,4.715098934550992,85.33562151192291,72.39726027397259,7.599188229325215,25.84728564180619,8.045849151850463,1.4286113647894472,1416,45,292,20,27,465,172,365,0.0,0.8740000000000001,0.126,0.9927,4,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,4,4,21,12,0,0,27,0,27,3,0,3,4,66,50,29,0,10,15,7,1,1,2,3,3,1,0,1,19,18,0,1,11,0,1,6,6,3,1,1,11,2,44,9,50,32,11,31,0,0,0,0,30,12,0,11,14,217,63,2,0.26545874827982263,0.0,0.08634981514543452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860619698849984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313574412550971,0.06804046387884853,0.22164696659432867,0.053940396350786186,0.09772611048014376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660406663618162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120469633822056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844433321258041,0.0,0.07455348152256093,0.0845524033220361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04474130642440472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526635855905091,0.0,0.0,0.13672851361472962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421806781736975,0.0,0.09755640237673703,0.19495515954275608,0.0876152987206586,0.07824809813762264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865064418794174,0.0,0.09214481214688744,0.2917783714171365,0.07212810338507276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04322991185673857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372782871546026,0.059065258599248036,0.0,0.0,0.09638746625848488,0.0,0.2674217612151752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504757468690651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26009321108523725,0.08490494281217413,0.0,0.09285143378391927,0.0,0.0,0.06729778003204492,0.0,0.0,0.2947605250398989,0.09582198520695766,0.0,0.4294165672619492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002232704775656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411601825293127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055455816687361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749741119904318,0.06812103785561333,0.0,0.0,0.06263102278037917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653064731919392,0.1422437909791026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117572664549435,0.0,0.08693729079241448,0.0,0.05159704362822305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007635497070603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745510250025176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955976500586838,0.08202763972426312,0.0,0.09879173745866354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571618559627734,0.0,0.0,0.05698224349508915
socialanxiety,Trapz99,2018/11/18,"2 video interviews on the same day, aka 65 minutes of pure pain Honestly, video interviews are just so hard for me. I do so much planning but even when it’s an easy  question I know I’ve practised like “name a time when you’ve worked well in a team” or “why are you interested in x company or x internship” and have a good idea of how to answer, when it actually comes to the interview itself I’m just stuttering so hard and saying words like “like” or “umm” loads of times. It’s just the pressure of knowing you’re entire face is visible and the feeling that they’re judging every movement you make and the sound of your voice and thinking “wow, take a look at this guy, what is wrong with him lmao”. 

Anyone have any advice on how to get past this? Has anyone here struggled with this before and managed to overcome it?",5.328834355828222,5.6148478036809815,5.752276073619632,82.85369018404909,67.8957055214724,8.973987730061351,30.410429447852763,8.841846274778883,2.2395624539877304,644,23,131,10,10,207,108,163,0.10099999999999999,0.693,0.20600000000000002,0.9699,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,3,14,13,0,2,10,0,8,2,1,3,1,30,18,18,0,0,7,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,10,9,0,0,7,3,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,7,7,8,17,18,2,14,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,4,10,78,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.17874693979574496,0.0,0.0,0.17899104569448174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456149258829186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615264674242544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586369266388547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778424380034226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812912821155945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098168007142406,0.0,0.15432814361943611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261596672044388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956984663987127,0.0,0.0,0.15363382628630118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136653216026946,0.0,0.0,0.32816765974788153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067759894182119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013302553169272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684619916910277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381618761587262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226701591749847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465060575794927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949051864243079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485594564165732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519168031341556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456636814970066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914884571086196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772061458274765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173675737828686,0.0,0.0,0.2136151336402725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469131406611312,0.0,0.16528191912004042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334952555061344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026701574413105,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RandomAI18,2018/11/18,Hey Hope you all have a great day,-2.1225000000000023,-0.3896982499999986,-0.6699999999999982,114.115,94.0,3.2,8.0,3.1291,-2.8074000000000003,26,0,8,0,1,8,8,8,0.0,0.41700000000000004,0.583,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39858874920912574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6813982539783623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6138594533597603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThatNiggaChan,2018/11/18,"Being a pussy Is it weird that I have extreme anxiety around girls that seem clearly interested in me, but I can’t make a move just cause I’m scared that I’m misreading the situation or being played?",7.527749999999997,6.386232275000001,8.140000000000004,72.32500000000003,63.75,12.0,35.0,11.20814326018867,3.7335,161,6,32,4,2,54,32,40,0.162,0.669,0.16899999999999998,0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,2,1,8,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28704231731314445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33402540285187865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854543586416984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504623023164901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.398799540257648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756607356813471,0.0,0.0,0.34158624848244795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217630662456176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Paisk20,2018/11/18,"How irritating can this be? So yesterday I went out with some friends, at the end I tried to talk to one of my friends about my social anxiety, and then he answer:"" oh that's nothing, you'll understand that you have a mental problem when you will write a book about that"" because he is writing a """"""book"""""" about his  tormented life. After that he starts talking about his life and problems, but not has if he wanted help, it seemed like he just wanted to brag about how he was such a tormented poet or stuff like that. And when I tried to tell my point of view he says ""yeah but..."" and then some bullshit just to restart talking about him. Am I strange to feel a little bit offended by this behaviour? Like, I know you have problems, but everyone has problems and they're not something that add value to your life, more like something you should fix. Am I overthinking it?",5.270649350649354,6.061330523809527,5.116363636363637,85.58318181818183,68.16666666666667,8.490043290043289,30.74891774891775,8.575989854853784,2.171040476190476,680,26,137,10,11,210,98,168,0.127,0.728,0.145,0.6659999999999999,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,6,0,0,14,11,1,0,6,1,13,3,0,2,0,35,21,17,0,8,9,0,1,4,2,3,3,1,0,0,11,8,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,3,18,6,20,15,4,13,0,0,1,0,27,4,0,5,12,93,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514784019806606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837874206196447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500583257152125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173870600854568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133807426022048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949816675567254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238497037423404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212893206718116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553818284493136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29125213668108746,0.2686018682202677,0.13775965525749514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851590982799736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188568563395112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313876169634508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993340054380206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260791766225176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930468239327383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512808775197476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011158824112066,0.0,0.2116293701194438,0.0,0.0,0.09728686113856656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573458186939452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33142805258025826,0.12013617743653204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663722047909131,0.0,0.0,0.14308889089601956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214154859055582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741627457309807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thqq98,2018/11/18,"People confuse my name with someone else's I was just at a party and as it usually goes, I was trying my best to be outgoing and energetic at the start, but as time goes on and I have more dead end conversations, am ignored and just don't seem to find a place to be in, I just give up and pretend to text someone. Now this all sounds really sad, but the strange part is that most of these people are my friends and acquaintances - I should be having a good time. But nothing seems to work; I try my best to be fun but no one is receptive to it. But over and above all of this was the one thing that really killed my self esteem today. A few people, who I considered myself fairly close to, mistakenly called me by my roommate's name. Now just for context, I hang out with my roommate the most of anyone in college, he's one of my closest friends and we're together really often. The only thing is he's a loud, extraverted, well built kinda guy who's pretty much the life of the party, and thats pretty much the opposite of what I am. He's louder and more outgoing, so I guess his name lingers in people's head easier than mine. But these people who slipping up with my name, I've known them  for a while now, and they've been intermittently making this mistake ever since I met them. Does it take 2 years to try and get someone's name right? It just makes me feel so unimportant when people call me by my roommate's name, because its as if I am only recognisable as the other guys roommate. It doesn't matter how many good conversations I've had with them, how well I listen to them or how hard I try. I'm just never easy to notice. I try really hard to be more outgoing, and I've come a long way. But at every step there's something that just knocks me down. How do I blind an eye to this and just keep pushing through? Any progress I make with people is always undercut by someone else stealing the spotlight and doing everything I've done, just better.

​

A lot of this comes from the fact that I value people so much. I never get anyone's name wrong, and if I am ever the center of attention, I try my level best to make sure people feel included. I never want anyone to feel left out, even if its at the expense of my fun. But I feel that I just never get that feeling from anyone. Its just person after person calling me by the wrong name, always talking to me about someone else, never listening whole heartedly to what I have to say. 

​

Sorry if this post was really disjointed and a little trivial. I don't really want to second guess what I wrote, I just want to get it all out there.",7.43477272727273,5.64952223484849,7.843769696969697,76.44365454545456,64.3409090909091,10.79648484848485,32.483636363636364,9.490545024520769,2.7084230909090907,2052,60,413,31,25,680,226,528,0.128,0.7240000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.951,0,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,4,6,33,21,1,1,24,0,30,5,3,8,12,108,61,43,2,9,25,0,7,0,2,1,2,5,0,5,33,28,0,2,10,1,1,5,9,8,2,4,9,14,53,13,65,46,18,51,0,1,2,0,38,23,0,15,21,295,86,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151809198054014,0.1321925727414596,0.14824966037567974,0.04148385657785448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061773167126312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03718661580475382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205538018246127,0.053951838096918815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868714104763385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509666838519996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053383782114949686,0.062426834498742874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287952172585034,0.0,0.05403019278345295,0.0,0.0,0.04029163877490797,0.11036067957588568,0.051397317443809966,0.0,0.05482519906099678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422372518243946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055755266822299865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942609073963895,0.0,0.12748535273020578,0.05851924789548697,0.0,0.102332165145667,0.0,0.0,0.13440247212727965,0.12080432004821125,0.0,0.0,0.1092926862675607,0.0,0.06260626188469619,0.0,0.0,0.07228836898226802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422190947936471,0.0674903332596493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627949813401346,0.0,0.04308793702354368,0.0,0.06114062630846424,0.0,0.053985377078092825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186222493275036,0.0,0.0,0.16287882385251734,0.061847056757715325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453177947650174,0.0,0.2352448103957545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853363530642456,0.06945185891369861,0.0,0.0,0.12401081172274875,0.09279044500487853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605986590026239,0.0,0.3806236668766082,0.10653022623024888,0.06373472820310211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058423623489798925,0.12412314021589607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344789471265805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209588295529317,0.0,0.04851171213720732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110689430753344,0.06363901092496305,0.0,0.0,0.05046197710091013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584365045966276,0.046962778072372514,0.0,0.06828741092712819,0.04317795083385216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057494224003532164,0.0,0.045866359694711055,0.049031575253474194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105482720794494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114220761694072,0.0,0.0578233273667486,0.0,0.0,0.2485005467943429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718574018852097,0.0,0.1079427334467524,0.0484210206020148,0.0,0.0,0.1096973183344658,0.0,0.0,0.06810721896940386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04441061581487951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339352292227358,0.14824966037567974,0.03928367123527687
socialanxiety,yarecxy,2018/11/18,"being ugly made me anxious? Does anyone else feel like their social anxiety stems directly from being ugly? Like- i’m otherwise a perfectly normal person, not that most of us aren’t, but my social anxiety is a direct cause of being ugly and feeling like absolute shit about my appearance. Plus it hasn’t helped that being ugly has resulted in bullying which has definitely worsened it along with my already dwindling confidence. I just feel like if i wasn’t so ugly i wouldn’t be so anxious :/",4.9090384615384615,7.3790015934065964,6.3517445054945085,69.7838804945055,71.52747252747254,9.385164835164835,30.05631868131868,9.827888789773867,3.668768131868133,399,17,59,11,8,135,63,91,0.34,0.483,0.177,-0.9708,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,1,4,6,1,0,2,0,12,1,1,3,1,19,18,6,0,3,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,3,9,5,8,10,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,3,4,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916389784389972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26570002798733383,0.3923744798636863,0.0,0.12142764844855215,0.17793598151245527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839744821877734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197171041982654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507128997101784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634243102464156,0.3721898671290923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640115375923547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393675218109136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16432201985478498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015068327834396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516338862686935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178260285200466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35405057152757635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889252445434808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chkchkboooooom,2018/11/18,"I feel like my 'friends' hate me I'm about to graduate university and I have done very well academically and have been offered scholarships to further my education. I have been careful in how it comes up in conversation because i don't want to be that person, but I still feel like they hate me. We are competition, but why do we have to
I have a small network of close friends and I feel like one person is poisoning everyone against me. My best friend doesn't reach out to me anymore. She doesn't tell me stuff. I just want a permanent small social group, but I can never manage to hold on. I do my best to be nice, I'm not a rule breaker so a lot of people find me boring. Maybe that's it",2.042313109425784,3.9747203169014114,3.793943661971831,87.31709100758397,78.22535211267606,7.186132177681474,25.007583965330447,8.139509932561175,1.4234511375947996,543,20,118,10,13,182,83,142,0.12,0.66,0.22,0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,1,2,6,15,3,0,4,0,18,1,0,1,1,23,29,8,0,2,5,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,5,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,5,4,1,1,3,3,24,11,16,24,3,12,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,1,5,84,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227902315839742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936018454442812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222797167483991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655310488814814,0.0,0.0,0.1322685850542334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713360271896715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672233656244538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23291646700245186,0.3290856065058246,0.0,0.0,0.14034070470963414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558939699653973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031950492246149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250483757221428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054159023342146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426027966544625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842620204992013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404855421851984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645131578904556,0.2681455560006445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652353456532214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262416804234663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577649358072586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420830751823545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669373556190852,0.18113397045798652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805869684815694,0.0,0.13855379377879662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tavuskusu,2018/11/18,"How do you explain SA to significant other? I was at a party with my boyfriend and some of his high school friends tonight. He hasn’t seen them in a few years. But they just aren’t my crowd and I don’t know them well at all, and after 3 hours of sitting through it, I just wanted to run out. I told him and he got annoyed. Later a fight ensued. He said he only left with me because he knew I’d get mad if he hadn’t, and told me its not fair to have those expectations of him. That, while I was important to him, he has other people who are also important to him (i.e., his friends). He compared it to him feeling bored or uncomfortable places and just leaving without expecting me to leave with him. I tried to tell him that anxiety isn’t just being uncomfortable— it’s not hearing what people are saying anymore because your own thoughts are loudly telling you how stupid you are and look and feeling like everyone is staring at you and you want to run away. That I needed his comfort. That I just needed him to want to leave because I felt that shitty, to just say “I’m sorry, that sucks”. He hasn’t really been with me when I’ve had an SA episode. Am I being unfair? 

TL;DR
How have ya’ll explained what SA really feels like and articulated what you need from loved ones when you feel that way? Is it unfair to tell someone you need them to comfort you? I don’t want to apologize or feel guilty for feeling anxious. ",4.480315789473681,5.209707207017544,5.123859649122807,85.04368421052634,69.91228070175438,7.824561403508773,28.684210526315788,7.85451343220497,1.6515263157894733,1114,39,230,13,19,359,144,285,0.138,0.7390000000000001,0.122,-0.8369,1,0,0,0,1,0,30.0,0,10,4,0,13,14,5,0,4,0,24,1,0,3,1,55,55,21,0,11,13,0,7,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,19,15,0,0,12,0,0,2,10,6,1,1,13,15,42,8,33,40,4,21,0,0,3,1,52,9,1,4,10,157,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810610622223293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428280674444162,0.12446525771302652,0.10926300116432554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035120976232856,0.0,0.0,0.20148313935117731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527597628453124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342437018236953,0.15741665205984892,0.1057843154616446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702403147773335,0.0,0.057561366577511125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811621061323928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417410270361373,0.0,0.0,0.1164048776298786,0.0,0.0,0.1084991949543571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605487478825337,0.0,0.0,0.3499750673479822,0.11970437095591055,0.0,0.0,0.10765090042629888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251841010726553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943633447914893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267704933855162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465675222318104,0.08379228994439128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527615557252945,0.0,0.11510837834306165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116056829237142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480070148318764,0.17522957019490562,0.0,0.1115019676653366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335007079333267,0.0,0.0,0.12333077043992803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28889079053338684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746584768466507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105519525690625,0.0,0.07480091248345165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599339136088818,0.08745099126260368,0.0,0.0,0.09905965537206426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062038022944566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094844237579423
socialanxiety,anxiousandsickofit,2018/11/18,Someone flirted with me I was sitting in the mall food court and eating when this dude around my age came up and introduced himself and said he thought I was cute and asked for my number/social media. But I panicked and said 'wha? NO'. Honestly he was really kind and respectful about it and I feel so terrible. why am I like this,2.826666666666668,4.987466461538464,3.884230769230772,86.50993589743591,76.69230769230771,7.410256410256411,26.21794871794872,8.344100000000001,1.8544871794871791,260,10,51,5,6,84,49,65,0.11,0.6829999999999999,0.207,0.8056,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,13,10,10,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,10,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,3,9,6,6,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445168853644806,0.25678184219165856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314152328824697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28105868486933266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888274078618962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321352489925729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28602928888119905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419117863161795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596232786209656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.52255316389397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23272923822274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180593965185528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784933681122534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ShittiestHumanAlive,2018/11/18,"Do you guys think it would be inappropriate of me to give a presentation on social anxiety in anime to my college anime club? No need to write much titles self explanatory, and i really need to step out of my comfort zone and do something along these lines. Just wanted to make sure you guys didn't think this was an distasteful thing for me to do before i go forward with it. Sorry if the idea its self is offensive or anything. Also anyone have any suggestions of anime i should talk about that would be good examples of characters that suffer from SA or that about SA. ",9.13790909090909,7.282427881818182,9.080909090909092,69.14136363636364,61.09090909090909,12.436363636363636,34.72727272727273,11.20814326018867,3.716127272727274,457,14,84,10,5,150,80,110,0.10099999999999999,0.833,0.066,-0.4588,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,12,0,0,1,1,21,20,6,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,9,5,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,0,9,3,19,13,1,7,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,3,2,61,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239100568356256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295875408200124,0.0,0.145778110420884,0.0,0.0,0.13324419479944627,0.0,0.15681489280735586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621527826597161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182802806946862,0.10829981181657747,0.15983294131690662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377369320186071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151193873205855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720048216280944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008374905855753,0.2825961005990233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207780985507563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975919119528681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942522313666619,0.0,0.14670263139718695,0.0,0.21331665811746614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960083065059124,0.0,0.0,0.1531651534785466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659979804138866,0.24420669570497602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239740412034596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707371440124248,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Amy-1975,2018/11/18,"Going Through Serious Stuff For a couple weeks I've been dealing with a major life-changing revelation related to my marriage and family. I told my mom a couple days after I found out, and she told my siblings so I wouldn't have to.

Everyone wants to talk about it. They want me to text them, call them, etc. THERAPY! they cry out as if that is the key. I know they mean well, but it causes me more stress. (Plus, my time is extremely limited now).

They know I have SA but I guess they don't get it. My mom stayed with me last weekend and it was a complete disaster, even with my reminders about what makes me uncomfortable. (I ended up telling at her and kicking her out a couple days early, but I'm not a bit sorry actually). I've done therapy before and I just think it only gets you so far (while Paxil does wonders for me).

I guess I'm mostly venting but if anyone has any suggestions for dealing with well-meaning people while dealing with a crisis, let me know. 
 ",2.3562406447898674,4.44125022279793,3.9989205526770313,85.48976827864135,77.86010362694302,6.983189407023604,24.71185952792171,7.984000788550335,1.494128612550374,755,27,150,13,18,252,116,193,0.133,0.846,0.021,-0.9753,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,7,1,8,3,0,1,8,0,11,0,0,2,0,38,30,17,0,5,8,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,1,7,1,0,1,3,2,1,0,6,0,32,1,23,22,5,20,0,0,0,0,23,6,0,6,12,105,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.10628069812835783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406270791165212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615258240034964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267460516029427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890179066208025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120954698102882,0.0,0.0,0.1118808323233615,0.11521260852533045,0.0,0.1141903299854658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615213760747769,0.11963280079495145,0.14047620876715786,0.3368450711960159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530809785195926,0.11145300342682282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646215941907714,0.0,0.12146372315532655,0.07193419609547166,0.0,0.0,0.1040684156458394,0.0,0.0,0.10267089539982004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194144728823245,0.0,0.0,0.1138022259882124,0.0,0.06189620760377435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399538484828477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956268325959548,0.08877639366718679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136811436217574,0.07692653377829764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269844073768089,0.0,0.0,0.2372703910835629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551087481041647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283115641009635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550465755339157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191611356208265,0.0,0.11608384057714645,0.0,0.0,0.12475632882974033,0.0,0.12467618512155952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875379373089633,0.09519236305228848,0.0,0.24909673582485495,0.0,0.0,0.06978529363092216,0.0,0.0,0.06350644536911693,0.0,0.0,0.2081368312916788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847618002034886,0.0,0.08736123698321875,0.0,0.19584679720530596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181085254598136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ze_Zemah,2018/11/18,"Why do you guys make fun of people who just say ""Go be social""? I feel like even if its not a full answer to what you should do to relieve yourself of social anxiety, its in the right direction. One of my friends I think has social anxiety and ive told him to just join clubs in high school or just talk to people around him in class and he just laughs and mocks me but at the end of the day im hanging out with people and he makes me feel like the enemy because im hanging out with people other than him. If he really wanted to get rid of his social anxiety he would go out of his comfort zone and do things that scare him and yet he instead treats everyone as the enemy and makes himself think that he is different from everyone else. Every human started with the same blueprint at the beginning ya know, and even if he is scared right now his life isnt going to magically change just by doing the exact same things that have kept him socially alone",6.575876288659796,5.526695247422683,6.999711340206186,79.4316288659794,65.5979381443299,10.440412371134023,30.22474226804124,9.642632912329526,2.45666969072165,754,21,155,13,10,247,111,194,0.121,0.795,0.084,-0.875,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,0,11,11,1,2,9,0,13,1,0,3,1,42,30,14,0,6,11,0,2,2,1,2,1,1,0,2,10,15,0,1,6,1,0,5,2,3,0,1,2,3,18,8,28,25,3,24,0,0,0,0,31,13,0,4,8,105,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081848926309948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455613709679862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525161844918108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065225476302301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131905445127409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900537521439848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179097409325417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938376891470916,0.0,0.09476917925280387,0.0,0.0,0.14134339859760353,0.0,0.09015110513241448,0.20448388044162674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108203618043176,0.1528799304236755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266700866109229,0.0,0.05590245760096512,0.0,0.1824296541399251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059456358692486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305010848703845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23115413353662506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588037430754345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557641787034862,0.10454841944524068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142675926962324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250515708591072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967179863768965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854617213844508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827527837966656,0.0,0.08508974161571761,0.21424893290122468,0.10828849956927446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.545359017553781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573430246199801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600158364911313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217049862770953,0.13712102323121902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224194022081336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311066540179483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965497758064229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600887868064532,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LunaSzeretlek,2018/11/18,"I’ve been throwing myself out of my comfort zone, and it has helped tremendously with my anxiety I would say I suffered from severe social anxiety. My heart would race if I simply had to walk through a door while somebody walked through the other side.

Lately I’ve been consciously challenging myself. I’ve been going to concerts and events alone. I’ve asked people on dates. I even started live streaming, and it’s been really successful and fun.

These past few weeks I’ve had some of the most fun and memorable experiences of my life. The first few times I went out alone, I felt super weird and uncomfortable. Last night I went to see my favorite band perform by myself in a big city and it was the most fun I ever had. I ended up spending the whole night with a group of people I met at the show. I had an absolute blast. My throat hurts from singing, and my stomach hurts from laughing. 

I still feel awkward sometimes. I don’t know how to act when I’m alone with a stranger in an elevator. But I am just feeling so GOOD. I can’t wait to keep exploring the rest of this amazing world. There are so many amazing people I wouldn’t have met had I continued to be controlled by anxiety.

I urge you folks to challenge yourself this week. Maybe that means sending your crush a text. Maybe it means going to a cafe and enjoying a meal by yourself. The only one who is really judging you is yourself. At the end of the day, nothing really matters! It’s amazing. ",2.9521988304093583,5.245691424561407,3.763157894736846,86.88321637426903,76.85964912280701,6.7485380116959055,26.695906432748536,7.793537801064563,1.6467660818713443,1156,46,223,18,27,368,161,285,0.107,0.716,0.17600000000000002,0.9817,0,3,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,7,9,19,0,1,19,0,22,5,3,2,1,38,40,16,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,11,14,1,3,9,4,1,10,3,5,0,2,15,6,31,14,33,21,7,41,0,3,1,0,13,11,0,4,20,146,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523395185606744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602483147571336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601216290281464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718590794462414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313256371692163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087458458337326,0.0,0.0,0.07489855008967941,0.10257531262656384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109253596588227,0.0,0.0,0.11467524039044527,0.0,0.10888021290077883,0.0,0.0,0.09645659068601337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288938073185564,0.09511316776870901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437760760655473,0.07600853320966687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427905885418568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079367646935668,0.0,0.0,0.06232077535838655,0.09243480192699982,0.12791829413858322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009661824498995,0.0,0.0,0.10013283317104747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114968142754019,0.22784779729394766,0.2470481250361645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128333660314155,0.0,0.10880878885123682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684166637622131,0.08624456592430338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825156995165026,0.2358484427181688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793768757393508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017893071421816,0.0,0.0,0.09036381455705823,0.0,0.0,0.1281078740208728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559535174160662,0.0,0.0,0.1121538818139452,0.0,0.08026394586146683,0.0,0.0905600801581781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612349810906863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192265540577485,0.0,0.0,0.21024283946500488,0.0,0.1266052239757853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110988878455348,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DoMiNiK3_,2018/11/18,"Autism, Social Anxiety, and Depression I’m incredibly frustrated with myself. To give my life context I am currently traveling Europe right now after graduating college. But despite the wonderful experiences I’ve had I fall a part when it comes to social interactions or just trying to date girls.
I have three problems.
First is that I am autistic. So all of my social skills feel as if they are six years behind all of my peers. I feel completely ill equipped to interact with people on an intimate level or understand what signals people are trying to show me.
Second my own social anxiety. Just being around people in general is difficult for me. I constantly want to be able to talk or interact with other people but I’m too scared of being mean or being seen as one of those pushy guys that just invade others personal space. I desire to hang out with groups because they have a great sense of cohesion too then they have a great openness too then even if I don’t really mesh with the group just being around others makes me feel like I belong somewhere and I can stave off my third problem
Depression. I hate myself sometimes. I tear myself a apart over my every inaction or poor action. I can hang out in a party setting for an hour but the specter still looms over me wearing me down till I have to take a seat and just try and keep myself from falling a part. I hate myself for being alone yet I want to retreat home where I can be all by myself. I think I find it much easier to be by myself devoid of social opportunities to make excuses for why I’m not interacting with anyone.
All this put together Autism, social Anxiety. And depression it’s a fucking miracle I’m  not suicidal. But I’m still just so frustrated. I’m tired I’m tired of being different and despite years of of therapy I still feel like a fake whenever I go out. I think about how much better I would be if I wasn’t being hamstrung by my own inadequacies. 
I want to learn I want to be that better version of myself. But as I walked away from a club leaving early because of all of this I felt happy to be going home and I cried because that happiness came from me running away from my problems.
Do with this what you will.",4.36013986013986,6.004599186480185,5.653426573426576,77.68475524475527,71.12121212121212,8.836363636363636,27.685314685314694,9.339509955726095,2.5384601398601405,1757,63,318,39,33,588,207,429,0.18,0.675,0.145,-0.9259999999999999,2,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,3,5,23,23,5,1,15,0,32,6,1,4,5,75,66,30,1,12,21,0,5,2,0,2,4,0,2,3,16,22,0,1,12,3,1,13,4,14,0,6,5,6,55,9,66,46,12,52,0,3,1,1,22,20,1,9,20,245,71,3,0.07657108591637979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930455237810947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573001342525574,0.0,0.0,0.053540283639158484,0.0,0.0,0.13632900095702868,0.0,0.0,0.14388211156890546,0.0,0.0,0.14003106980250202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354418060194859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757692351829759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595921044965948,0.0802833267574505,0.08274614149897673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410974237794511,0.0,0.0,0.19785169229719984,0.0,0.0,0.08000048745774065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050574480088658384,0.0,0.06451444236840571,0.0,0.0,0.07490121486564562,0.0,0.0,0.15486656697211146,0.10940479815657622,0.07352025042949525,0.0,0.06998458532538754,0.06513132656411527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707887350796527,0.0,0.07345396284394069,0.08703422541529207,0.0,0.0,0.16883978508497713,0.0,0.0758174135461946,0.0,0.16302268958308666,0.0,0.1511961895630875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536140847977239,0.0,0.07540709555695174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805989939135783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107772399344157,0.0,0.0,0.054084422458777336,0.07481752964759514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222358886682006,0.0,0.0,0.08340836014596988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125771170612086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051886549492218215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583804849917744,0.0,0.21233899910228413,0.06685891873771647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980456421282452,0.0,0.07697509042180314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049053398352745116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539128899528288,0.0,0.0,0.07666101493623638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683274756051318,0.0,0.0,0.07573076188889677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834493043711745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375634000237694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757192721989765,0.061544938398402235,0.0,0.0,0.08756570998168825,0.0,0.0,0.09812732010055583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601439839820568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596022323740694,0.0,0.0,0.07971320086333375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806544414476345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909349516899414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303807637247189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054393902503214964,0.0,0.0,0.09861853769696664
socialanxiety,ItzEmanMrtnz,2019/02/23,"Personal rant about friendships in highschool I hate the way high school is set up. Different people in different class rooms with different teachers. It doesant work out for people that are scared. My middle was set up us one class for 6th grade or 7th etc. It's the same people. I get how that can cause problems being stuckk with the same people but they were my best friends. Idk. I'd always have someone to talk to at least cause there'd be no one else to talk to. Now that im in highschool shit different. I have to talkk to new people. I've sorta adjusted. I just adjust like during school. But i'm bever truly happy. Like Im faking it. I do beter with personal and intimate friendships. Its like sharing a cake. The more people the more thinner slice you have to make. And its not like they particularly like me. I have nothing to offer. Cause I always panic most of the time. There are some people who I don't panic with and I have a friendship with them. But its just messing and slagging. Theres nothing intimate. I'm in a new country as well so its all still foreign to me. I've left my old friends in America. So I'm 7 hours ahead of them. So I don't get to talk to them, and when I do theyve got other friends to talk to. A whole lot of them.

​

TL;DR: I've left my old friends in America who I've had very close friendships with and uised to that type of friendship. Now that I've moved to a different country I don't get to talk to them very much. If i can theyre with other friends. I'm used things being constant cauuse thats how my old school was but its different in highschool. I'm foreign and have to fake myself and when I get the chance to talk to people I get nervous. I have some friends but nothing intimate like my old friends.

​

Sorry the TL;DR is still pretty long.",1.2533980331262953,3.67072091847826,2.5130124223602515,92.65144927536232,84.38043478260869,5.135196687370601,22.07712215320911,6.5431188927421005,0.4843654761904759,1430,49,295,15,42,458,154,368,0.091,0.6859999999999999,0.222,0.9959,6,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,1,7,3,17,27,2,4,13,0,25,1,1,7,1,45,39,23,0,2,10,0,0,6,7,0,0,0,1,2,19,17,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,10,1,2,5,0,34,17,47,31,14,38,0,0,0,0,28,17,1,7,23,187,53,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411247528311324,0.13557086912936225,0.15203830963008574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565450759282164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280389618673885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760683137374232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921811483214267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052262163707160726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977268755029448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33834439458072785,0.0,0.16342919001111114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003620234755322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659795420716974,0.0,0.06176659785562595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660997331909285,0.0,0.0,0.061610544024769474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515446165629275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594665692844934,0.0,0.0,0.18338653690870224,0.0,0.0,0.055365020431726426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318760928321284,0.0,0.0,0.04176033353182596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664930476940751,0.04598995211029447,0.0,0.0,0.12084470760413528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800885400871913,0.0,0.262591373384698,0.0,0.08478667738553372,0.0,0.0,0.1468050446536734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469785212052425,0.10925269899110487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364760761198618,0.0,0.05986297301890552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263504516157005,0.189946945428956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421855219935735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300821493419762,0.0,0.0,0.07003255521844574,0.0,0.0,0.0999235006537491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30170771930867085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041563126973868894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036480154362656114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525386527145539,0.05403310933753022,0.0,0.10323969385769396,0.0,0.04965846197716886,0.0,0.0,0.05625036444691122,0.0,0.0,0.06984775829822401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04554556780106537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203830963008574,0.0
socialanxiety,actualanywhere,2019/02/23,"You ever have people who try to be your friend, but then stop once they see how awkward you really are? I've had many people who tried to be my friend, but then once they see how shy and awkward I am they stop. Or they put effort into the friendship and see that I'm not reciprocating. They think I have no interest. 

Can you guys relate?",2.3408695652173925,4.12321026086957,3.602246376811596,89.71902173913048,76.82608695652173,6.339130434782609,18.746376811594203,7.1686216300943375,0.12765507246376814,264,5,57,3,6,86,45,69,0.179,0.652,0.16899999999999998,0.4423,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,5,1,3,5,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,2,1,13,13,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,12,3,3,10,0,7,0,0,3,0,14,1,0,1,5,39,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851846389842895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31633861215088205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270901268316174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755807089866696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360488990827277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838597813411902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580423217805727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115147937327493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894157262843729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423169733594364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117891553177774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27798840566741234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GreenBeanKasserole,2019/02/23,"I’m an idiot I had to relocate for work and thought I made a couple new friends. One in particular actually made an effort to hangout so we traded contact information. I feel so stupid because I thought he actually wanted to be my friend.. he just asked if I could come over to have a threesome with him and his friend... I declined. We were supposed to go hiking but go figure, no response after I declined his offer. I feel so stupid because I actually thought someone liked my personality and wanted to be friends. I feel more alone now than when I moved up here. ",3.9408766564729873,5.868993036697256,5.371865443425076,78.12020387359837,72.76146788990826,7.413251783893987,32.294597349643226,8.167268648758528,2.5504364933741077,447,22,82,7,9,150,68,109,0.146,0.7659999999999999,0.087,-0.7732,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,2,7,8,3,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,23,21,9,0,4,3,0,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,8,1,1,4,1,3,0,1,7,3,18,5,13,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,1,5,56,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.4455864629269087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763709426873676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228988038648765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18556388243442296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110997999169693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152224123250972,0.16841045988433945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308762380417618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703686947503731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300170021745154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435902240378497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880375750894667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176840808028964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469992476806785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313714217296313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289836913161165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289616710687645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36249812505764256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954732964615736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080608054227836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cowboysnation1998,2019/02/23,"I’m at an all time low... I feel like just recently I’ve lost any emotion or motivation in myself. I cant even stand to here my own voice when I talk making every word or emotion that use feel off or awkward. I could always talk to my parents or friends that I knew very well with ease and was even able to joke around and have fun with them, but recently I’ve felt my social anxiety transfer over to them too. I dont know if it’s a phase I’m going through or if I’m depressed along with my social anxiety. Man I would do anything in the world to get rid of this shit.",4.395958188153308,3.787998723577239,5.4612311265969815,87.2048780487805,69.89430894308943,8.654587688734031,28.953542392566785,7.957251820313856,1.5609103368176545,445,14,104,5,7,148,82,123,0.14,0.757,0.10300000000000001,-0.8199,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,8,10,1,1,3,0,7,1,1,3,1,28,20,11,0,4,9,1,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,4,4,14,5,17,14,2,14,0,3,0,0,9,8,1,7,5,64,18,2,0.16207904480656365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486274916063076,0.0,0.0,0.11021930839573299,0.0,0.24798005129433395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337724384618127,0.14428471263081308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940692878613275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395984437951424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18995543341155413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646342203287172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214103360981716,0.0,0.13655858566141216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390406996919782,0.11578930199473353,0.15562130040267455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522186796309687,0.0,0.08467961134555199,0.0,0.09211325627662342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907440429247819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791836343637054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692842356058522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818902097279023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799695984959156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200670067696462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637181035547893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304383501697712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605459935408332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450959443185887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399842555109861,0.0,0.13373218625615366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572852619187107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151363031556083,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,boilerdog193,2019/02/23,"The Reality of Overcoming Social Anxiety Disorder - Handle Anxiety There's no way to predict what will cause someone to develop social anxiety disorder, but you can take steps to reduce the impact of symptoms if you want to. [Check out this new post all about social anxiety disorder...](https://www.handleanxiety.com/the-reality-of-overcoming-social-anxiety-disorder/)",10.980263157894733,13.688411543859653,11.083289473684212,40.981776315789496,56.368421052631575,16.226315789473688,45.82894736842106,14.191785591663535,8.859705263157895,306,18,32,15,4,102,38,57,0.21600000000000005,0.757,0.027000000000000003,-0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610072982505046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476574511697722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179962686456093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550500471486538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428729975926086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6143013934185805,0.1276507795309207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658980844599948,0.11327495274736565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886111819924461,0.11958413218707913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TechnicalRecording,2019/02/23,Getting help with social anxiety Hi. Anybody in the UK got help with social anxiety through the NHS? Do they take it seriously or will I go to the doctors and be dismissed? Thinking of going to my universities mental health services instead idk. ,5.2650000000000015,7.968772772727277,6.131818181818183,70.69272727272728,71.27272727272728,8.036363636363637,38.27272727272727,8.841846274778883,4.105336363636364,198,12,29,4,4,65,37,44,0.139,0.7509999999999999,0.11,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,7,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39948789220117537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26725114275581324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641613215370058,0.0,0.2967829904193248,0.0,0.20882882646144965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775414822501365,0.0,0.0,0.3500251913204815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631315524374057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5323255613616852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631781225139555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730498469031246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Veinte908,2019/02/23,Could anyone give a dare to do on the streets to people? Thanks.,-0.06461538461538296,2.262118307692308,0.560384615384617,102.6221153846154,96.69230769230772,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.5574307692307694,50,1,11,0,2,15,12,13,0.0,0.7909999999999999,0.209,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806157459957215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346118377630105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221812990871171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3773773738854019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5011558768880471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,human_io,2019/02/23,"You are your own worst enemy when you should be your best friend Please be kinder and more gentle with yourselves. You're spending the rest of your life with this person, you may as well be best buds. You wouldn't talk to your best friend the way you do to yourself, so why should you be so harsh on you?





On a side note, I hope this doesn't sound too skitz (queue my brain questioning whether I am skits or not) ",5.081071428571427,5.047475440476196,4.0262857142857165,96.1187142857143,68.40476190476191,7.672380952380951,22.752380952380953,6.742157984588678,0.16919809523809493,323,5,77,2,5,93,59,84,0.11599999999999999,0.585,0.299,0.9636,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,11,0,3,5,8,0,0,3,0,12,2,1,0,0,12,13,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,3,4,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,14,7,8,5,7,5,0,0,0,0,17,3,0,4,1,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6845441450471197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272592765218565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359747183532416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595895344704896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357859271426658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985316258045012,0.0,0.2386749505275104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435735078970341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747635381540232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725873345429047,0.0,0.0,0.19549740528457785,0.0,0.1961984850971076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,javeeeee,2019/02/23,"How do i know if someone actually likes me or hangs out with me out of pity? My friends are always excited and loud when they’re with their other friends, we used to be like that but now i feel like they talk to me out of pity (because i have no one else to talk with) and they always look bored when they sit with me, am I overthinking? ",4.8255633802816895,4.229785323943664,5.1268661971831015,89.92015845070426,69.0,8.790140845070423,27.609154929577464,8.07648339933343,1.2875887323943656,262,7,63,3,4,83,47,71,0.125,0.71,0.166,0.2982,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,4,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,17,9,8,0,1,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,3,14,6,12,8,0,8,0,2,1,0,9,3,0,2,6,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.24701389450971944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212412510104444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154302905588907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114538066706382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798781707559062,0.1808328494319549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39112814059434897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911111011270638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37099288061218777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21256160013173456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152433439786904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144723455281604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069052460667873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186190897049695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,curious-lioness,2019/02/23,"clouds above my head writing this post gives me so much anxiety. it was my friend's idea that i start engaging myself into a community. little steps to overcome my anxiety and step out from my comfort zone

i've always felt there's cloud above my head and its following me specially when i'm in a crowd or group. nobody wants Nimbus in their party. so might as well be a wallflower, if the situation dont allow me to step out of the room. for once i wanna carry a different weather. 
",4.267142857142858,5.5611941666666675,5.614821428571428,79.23375000000003,70.875,8.81904761904762,27.255952380952376,9.23628265651192,2.3003202380952383,384,13,73,8,7,129,73,96,0.06,0.833,0.106,0.6532,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,4,2,2,1,0,14,10,8,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,1,12,5,12,6,1,14,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,2,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812843241105484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33333812540220503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276265619114209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553406524148808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091882483212722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683249217358916,0.0,0.0,0.208999639280544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471925604366447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459473960119396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21836180920638654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311244047681136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015866228364473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202319916644795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086581197461352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448936992673905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420868301767962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285046838698178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958902479650159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Blakwings,2019/02/23,"I'm 21, Lawyer and i have problems to tell how i feel I'm 21 years old, hail from mexico and graduated 8 months ago. Since i became a lawyer my social skills got better, but i always hide in the ""power of laws"", let me get this clear, if something happens, if a question is asked or a problem needs a solution, i always have something to say related to laws. But now i have a problem.

(another background story)  
From the age of 12 till 16 i was bullied in my town, that's where my social skills problems begun. Being in a law school made me try some solutions in order to be gentle with people, or just sayin hi!, or even shaking hands (wich sometimes is a formality). Eventually i made some friends, even got a gf, and everything started to be easier.

But now, i have problems with 3 guys at the gym ... they make fun of me by no means, and ... whenever i try to ask to stop, memories of my 12-16 years just show on my head and suddenly i feel the need to go away, this makes me angry and it makes my job hard, because now i am in a bad mood all day ...  
So, i'm here just to tell you guys how i feel ... if someone gets an idea how i feel ... maybe give me an advice

​

(sry my english)",3.625860655737707,4.0193147418032815,5.155860655737708,85.25952868852461,71.6639344262295,8.231147540983606,27.54508196721311,8.278499904357787,1.646890163934426,903,30,198,13,16,306,140,244,0.159,0.736,0.106,-0.9354,2,0,2,1,0,0,53.0,0,1,1,4,14,11,0,1,15,0,12,2,2,8,2,50,37,20,0,10,12,0,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,8,0,1,7,2,0,2,1,7,0,0,5,7,28,3,27,28,3,28,0,0,0,0,16,10,0,9,15,119,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002296089007777,0.0909215647448206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170691877995882,0.11113387800212143,0.12463302081478812,0.0,0.10755293582066856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917770448048172,0.0,0.09636730682822753,0.0,0.08564114614405076,0.06252534069731641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071427945925276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614876333335737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354922133749139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218274306232499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207448637139142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924484686025145,0.0,0.10717653301963924,0.09839389341657416,0.05829254112062356,0.0,0.16406820264835464,0.0,0.0,0.2031196199293958,0.09070176205519476,0.0,0.09188201583714116,0.0,0.105265772897399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578834275785048,0.0,0.0,0.10178428075998068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048841380968156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19410725061179132,0.2053975684536801,0.0,0.10304472626970657,0.1117281216765664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186989879753895,0.0,0.0,0.15210778798578556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076293079831856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110869188310802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907252113268673,0.0,0.0,0.11490117725001425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156728606643661,0.0,0.10380568625960697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484644924562455,0.0,0.0,0.20911312761820952,0.08690670096665276,0.157925836246286,0.10144373734448203,0.0,0.0725991335343148,0.0,0.0,0.08575259260034558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930031426534385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927574940192533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463302081478812,0.13210263287863147
socialanxiety,hotnoodles123,2019/02/23,Anyone procrastinate before replying to WhatsApp texts? or does the whole world do it ,5.956428571428575,9.791686071428572,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,81.14285714285714,8.514285714285714,28.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.736828571428571,71,3,9,2,2,22,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.389342010152512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738134404097853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872775844476648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.621670474216279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MistEchoes,2019/02/23,"I did it and it was incredible. My parents were having family and friends over at 9 this morning and they weren’t here at 8:55 so I thought maybe I’d have time to take a shower first but I’d run the risk of confronting the guests in a towel.

So I get out of the shower. It’s 9:10. Silence. Not 5 seconds after I close my door, I hear the doorbell. My were on the other side of the house while I was taking a shower so they all think I’m still asleep. 

And it’s here I think about the $2 extra I gave the Girl
Scouts for thin mints last Thursday and realize karma really does exist. ",0.1410057142857184,2.2410394720000006,2.2409428571428585,94.8989,86.28,4.851428571428572,17.728571428571428,6.1826913282559595,-0.3160628571428568,454,11,103,4,14,152,82,125,0.042,0.9390000000000001,0.019,-0.3612,6,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,7,3,1,1,11,0,8,1,1,0,1,14,17,10,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,8,3,13,1,13,9,2,17,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,7,69,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228414362808213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460599642658432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201764846143726,0.0,0.0,0.2016581089581589,0.0,0.1363685957494924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941807851511441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30117412593380216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276055077081465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622227874868053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289824209564905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721170480993944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844543538395469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924988042788321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33449336913323885,0.0,0.20721528229763755,0.15219886431615773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,randomcarrotaf,2019/02/23,Moved to a city and i dont know a single person here... i dont really know what to do I just moved and i will start working in 2 weeks... i would like to do something but i feel anxious around others. I could go out and see some places but i just imagine going into a bar or something and then awkwardly sitting there and having no idea where to even look at and pretending i am not there...,0.4721409214092134,2.6068726097561026,2.3535772357723594,94.41649051490515,85.09756097560975,5.107859078590786,18.86720867208672,6.42735559955562,-0.05015880758807612,302,8,67,3,9,100,54,82,0.11199999999999999,0.8420000000000001,0.046,-0.7096,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,23,17,10,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,0,5,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,9,1,9,14,2,15,0,0,2,0,1,7,0,2,4,53,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337414221500804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601809398066673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786815205509552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4634668873884951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059618315657978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997622570546286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247445277400983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320862936025807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173301187651536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659895453251877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604007316206956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203029731103732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264674954275597,0.2065816256406703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266683628679436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575620524361382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30443832781012903,0.0,0.0,0.1399515072326922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860390085827372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394691041130905,0.0,0.0,0.1404589042034272,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whencanicry,2019/02/23,Im Asking out knowing i will get rejected 😛 Theres this girl at work who gave me a look i cant forget man. We keep exchanging stares but literally everybody stares at me and idk why maybe because I’m really fucking ugly and i don’t know it. Maybe I’m a strange looking guy or my haircut looks fucked up but i try my hardest not to dwell on if its true or not(most likely true) I never had a serious relationship with anybody I’m in my 20s bored as hell and this girl is just so pretty its driving me crazy. We’re same height so the insecurity of not being the “tall muscular” boyfriend instantly kicks in. Holds me back from approaching. But i cant stop thinking about her and its ruining my life i just feel like its something i have to do in my manhood no matter the outcome. I want to know so bad what she thinks lol but I’m pretty sure 100% I’m gonna be rejected because i overthought about this and I’m going to be my awkward self and fuck it up ✌️,0.7884338433843361,2.982597960396042,3.0621962196219634,89.46198919891991,84.24752475247523,6.246984698469848,24.033303330333037,7.520522993642371,1.1930712871287128,756,30,163,13,22,258,129,202,0.244,0.619,0.13699999999999998,-0.9822,0,2,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,9,18,4,3,6,1,11,5,1,0,4,37,36,17,0,2,11,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,5,11,9,0,3,6,0,1,3,7,13,0,0,2,6,23,5,19,29,1,17,1,3,5,3,12,11,4,3,5,95,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165061217614952,0.0,0.0,0.11650941690713075,0.12651275121189226,0.18473019636549776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661299212263505,0.10824581577840052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202329974039166,0.07916287128420628,0.0,0.08611222624108646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002847988021045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366744598770694,0.0,0.0,0.13467781039858456,0.0,0.0,0.24981405168293294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070229556399414,0.14804989667158944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817155546964891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30444412306975016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686145425692818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083003329205004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706749997923332,0.0,0.0,0.16267562118727671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806825561109036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664738814535555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126677384667112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280567161339622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941756119184328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287203655762643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937033712408095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672310311006566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030826014485837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,indusarabhai,2019/02/23,"I suck at hugging and reading such situations unless the other person initiates it very clearly It's not just with girls. I've just not had too many friends and now that I have some, I don't know what to do. I'm not saying I don't like it, but it's just awkward because I keep thinking I'm being awkward.


I've figured out how to react to a hug, but can you peeps help me intiate hugs without looking awkward?",4.9146511627906975,4.631002093023259,6.211023255813953,81.16769767441862,68.76744186046511,8.275348837209302,34.64186046511628,7.554174236665415,2.428514418604651,324,15,66,3,5,110,59,86,0.087,0.693,0.22,0.9137,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,7,9,1,3,2,0,7,3,0,2,1,22,14,6,0,0,10,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,7,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,2,7,5,8,12,1,3,0,0,1,3,6,2,1,1,2,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912359942739555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237320279100785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21027461873118355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788417430927705,0.0,0.0,0.17240797479104392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326389377148808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26343916720501176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180548467781645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739213194383597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137970111687688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494764662963708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526255626478573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010140569303842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588453504678572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024072851880992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,humanpretendingalien,2019/02/23,"Peopleing is hard. Really hard. I'm turning 25 next week and I've had a lot of my mind, so I'm warning you now this is gonna be a doozy! 

Let me preface this with the fact that I'm a diagnosed with agoraphobia AND social phobia -- because one wasn't bad enough, and they had to come in pairs. I've been dealing with the onset of this awful duo since I was about 16, to the point where I eventually went full NEET and dropped out of society to hide in my room.

It's progressively gotten worse. Like, to the point that I just got out of the loony bin 2 weeks ago worse. I've lost all of my friends because despite my years of isolation, I've managed to periodically run off with junkies I met online and make several poor decisions that shined a new light on my bipolar disorder and alcoholism. Yep, it quadrupled!

This isn't about my poor decision making skills though, it's about how rejuvenated I feel after I got out of the hospital -- and how terrified I am that I am going to crash. It's been two weeks and I'm alone. I have watched people cringe at me or be confused by my personality and essence, and I've had several people walk away because my anxiety is ""too much"".

I was given a hard reset and now I don't know what to do with it because despite my natural empathy and knack for conversing, I am absolutely terrified of the vulnerability that comes with socializing. And the rejection. I've watched too many shake their heads at me. I had someone describe me the other day in the words of, ""watching you in public is like watching an alien trying to be human.""

And while the side of me that has an interest in cryptozoology might find that slightly flattering, it's really quite embarrassing when your strange aura is noticeable! Sure, I laugh through the tears, but swallowing my pride is harder.

I feel stuck. I feel chatty. I feel social. But there's no one to share it with, because it feels as if this part of my phobia scares them off or creates a disinterest in me. It feels as if me being afraid means I'm constantly disappointing the new people I'm trying to gather into my life. 

Is life really this hard? Am I just looking for love in the wrong places? Why the hell has it been so weird? 

Weird alien girl signing off. Thanks for reading, if any of you earthlings out there actually did. PM me your experience with peopleing if you wish! It'd be nice to know I'm not the only one functioning on an entirely different plane.. ",4.4003519236504625,5.7408191336116925,5.6367813898001815,79.02541962421715,70.60751565762006,9.232114524306589,29.34333432746793,9.606745405546679,2.6609132239785267,1931,75,381,45,35,645,238,479,0.163,0.754,0.083,-0.9802,1,2,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,6,3,5,18,25,1,5,25,2,36,8,1,4,3,66,71,31,0,5,11,0,10,2,1,2,5,0,1,3,26,29,2,0,12,1,2,7,5,13,0,4,19,17,47,12,62,43,6,51,1,3,6,1,24,27,1,9,18,245,73,2,0.0,0.0,0.08158163001762839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410643712993363,0.08934307359034144,0.0,0.08658448250791417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056850929109016776,0.0,0.06395384130867175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854503807639189,0.0,0.06980258457134715,0.2548091996886421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402815304183714,0.0,0.09034199962514604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391514306803166,0.0861880236503099,0.0,0.08485233328309491,0.0,0.08734430242899101,0.09581294783304192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638124241451896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177693125907051,0.0,0.0,0.25362430951868303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640896924855826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645892234499294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751185866437306,0.0,0.1337252606541191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995570456411243,0.0,0.08579781268666904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188884810777168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548675781827338,0.11809843419847015,0.08168556397836364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020302178677608,0.0,0.09125937561773276,0.07107380837541608,0.07545234670314167,0.0,0.11160742071824034,0.08475737140628352,0.0,0.09106500804190903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868648605535942,0.08441226088558673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06145568653173696,0.0,0.0,0.1614829789717647,0.08890964591985065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517925847087004,0.0,0.0,0.16994875712122726,0.06358163688405195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053075251571048,0.0,0.2897888866748497,0.07299637544567739,0.08734430242899101,0.0,0.15805821714305146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891898803617711,0.08362271504814868,0.0,0.160669078291124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369827592164437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888861554783926,0.0,0.06915485973394624,0.0,0.0,0.2556592963678411,0.07083408638457328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787920970382399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696773238877169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213666561087851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351794918780392,0.09093289337290493,0.0816651419990827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117685258822154,0.0,0.0,0.07749812253718492,0.07543607957519675,0.0,0.09613597963713584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039127114709476,0.0,0.0914035764855158,0.0,0.0538357181027105
socialanxiety,mackattack169,2019/02/23,"What are some small or big improvements you've seen in yourself? I've been feeling kinda down about my anxiety lately. It's tiring to try to not appear super nervous and scared all the time in simple situations. I wanna hear other people's improvements. I was diagnosed 6 years ago and when I look back, I'm still proud of where I am now. A few examples of improvements I made are being able to make eye contact and addressing people by their name. It's not natural to me, but can do it now. I think in my first 21 years of living I never even called my closest friends by their names. Weird anxiety thing that would never make sense to anyone else lol
",4.006046511627903,5.607333364341084,4.9913875968992265,82.25312790697677,71.94573643410854,8.26077519379845,25.3031007751938,8.841846274778883,1.881027286821705,520,16,99,10,10,170,92,129,0.086,0.778,0.136,0.7564,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,8,6,0,2,2,1,9,3,1,3,3,22,19,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,5,13,3,16,13,3,22,0,0,3,0,8,8,0,4,13,67,20,0,0.1823076200736598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616047053829424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789296607169004,0.0,0.0,0.127473726818803,0.18679570088326747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018330665883955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615646330908164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503839682950995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229462336868127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041246367453795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218021044032272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507076850276416,0.0,0.0,0.14085041503530482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547393753725893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565093620408356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098096855547467,0.0,0.153092485514482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250387812753978,0.2433835040820763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28121375101816826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527782981779517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825217315151968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049214033526452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559110088717794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111708202472975,0.11681536168414007,0.0,0.0,0.10630503934399577,0.20953579074036333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237749070435395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295061026391755,0.0,0.0,0.2348002602746491
socialanxiety,dv0r4k3,2019/02/23,"How can I stop this? So when I’m put in pressuring social situations wether it be with presenting shit in front of the class, or other nerve wracking things, I have an issue

When I smile in these situations, I like get nervous, and my smile starts twitching...
Like the left side of my face, my smile moves up and down super fast because I’m nervous... this just happened as I was saying goodbye to my girlfriend in front of her dad... I just want to get rid of it and it sucks cuz I’m already awkward enough...",3.3494306930693085,4.909322297029707,4.054542079207923,88.48003094059406,73.55445544554456,6.6341584158415845,26.48638613861386,7.1686216300943375,1.1452069306930697,396,14,82,4,8,126,66,101,0.13,0.711,0.159,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,2,4,3,0,4,3,2,2,0,11,13,10,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,3,14,11,1,18,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,1,8,52,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488551142266191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746837288196245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330113837482373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235638597743332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994171244522255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353731144004244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24501650840599296,0.0,0.0,0.22034490084683594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396806916384873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266991271505264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933404234024214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314820502435141,0.0,0.506963791181954,0.0,0.2298783267818901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961663940250895,0.0,0.0,0.18853586791707436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981835492919998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330112246949838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,annoyedandunemployed,2019/02/23,"What can I do to get us some representation?  Sooo I think I know the answer on why social anxiety isn’t often talked about and disregarded.. But I mean I know there are a lot of support groups for depression and anxiety, but is there any for social anxiety as a whole? I always want to like start something at my school or even try to volunteer for an organization but it comes in spurts and then I always end up thinking that I can’t and that I would definitely be too scared to even join an organization like that but I just feel like we need at least some representation on campus or even in daily life because even though I don’t want to draw attention on myself and put myself out there I would at least like to know that we are recognized?",5.727695195195192,6.0385596824324335,6.609819819819819,76.96280780780779,67.04054054054055,10.091291291291293,27.93093093093093,9.994966539143718,2.390524624624624,595,17,121,13,9,198,85,148,0.07200000000000001,0.767,0.161,0.9286,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,3,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,5,0,11,1,0,0,0,35,25,14,0,5,7,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,9,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,18,5,22,22,6,15,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,6,7,92,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23807669849064614,0.0,0.0,0.097286497628504,0.0,0.32832419777408745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720875802643083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323452570558027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321837134431472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670972893347293,0.0,0.0,0.3779621996105508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233602327238806,0.10220292449551313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474355381339533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358680238905238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104833129945492,0.2795698346820396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162548613241565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583554794540286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060780407467444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381598406965224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432291828748576,0.14478553613335535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916656821573992,0.0,0.11013547375932342,0.0,0.0,0.10125942855668978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234411410998034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498714495521092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833356352951021,0.1405568677486854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712913990617916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208496622300504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876236280448612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909044921012627,0.15972268114262195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325309325451085,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cole_A,2019/02/23,"I don't know what's up with me Hey guys, I have had trouble most of my life talking to people... Everytime I have a conversation with someone I never know what to say. Every conversation I have with someone I think about whether what I'm saying is embarrassing or how stupid I most sound. For example, today I went to the doctors and even before I left my house to go, I started to get worried about what to say to the doctor/nurses. Then once I started talking to them I began to start sweating and blushing... Am I just a shy person or do I have some form of Social anxiety.",5.167869458128081,5.2742118706896575,6.436650246305419,78.43051724137933,68.22413793103448,8.697536945812809,32.08866995073892,8.418075326091056,2.4285014778325134,451,18,88,6,7,153,71,116,0.14,0.86,0.0,-0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,1,4,0,9,3,1,1,1,17,20,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,4,18,0,18,17,4,11,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,5,7,67,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874198437853612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432030566992634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445054843212953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111544715432921,0.0,0.14179223861123713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792498545046197,0.0,0.09564352728151974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663432865217728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418496241928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497642058051564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828484224828532,0.0,0.11886875330385685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979622263032045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922418593134154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667163553570048,0.14694501588980996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014947435915435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155125460125248,0.2851844597973847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573512361265367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705315048952129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783393512514597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595199796223826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600723704606126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709074538762256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rsinsigalli,2019/02/23,Going to a basement concert full of strangers So my coworker told me about a basement party that's happening tonight. I'm thinking about going in a few minutes but I barely know this coworker and she won't be there for about another half hour. And I'm already getting that fluttery heart beat. How do I talk to people? Do I not talk? Do I just stand on a corner and listen to the bands play?,1.5007876230661026,3.975754746835445,3.0687763713080187,88.69517580872015,83.81012658227849,5.536427566807316,26.499296765119553,6.937597516519254,1.387327988748242,311,14,60,4,9,102,57,79,0.0,0.922,0.078,0.6694,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,15,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,7,1,10,12,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222234182811042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061819080649561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255518191737602,0.0,0.3318946401616969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25820995362895843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460151317599135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28755596693247376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047265374860145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024323631395387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693885672227182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870984169699027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790134541366279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,janelanee,2019/02/23,How to recover from public humilation? Like the title says,3.677999999999997,6.505024800000001,6.420000000000003,57.94000000000002,101.0,10.0,25.0,8.841846274778883,4.463000000000001,48,2,6,2,2,17,10,10,0.0,0.7829999999999999,0.217,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234529807405461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8520545621929606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JustALivingHuman,2019/02/23,"Stop being so scared, mentally push through So I think I have pretty bad social anxiety, but I’ve been trying to get over it. I always start assuming people hate me or are talking behind my back, and I feel like I don’t belong.

I’ve began to start pushing through it, with my core tense from the anxiety talking to people, and honestly it’s been going super well.

So there’s this really hot girl I’ve had a crush on for a while, I decided to try to talk to her today. It was my goal, and it went SUPER well. I had so much anxiety “what should I ask? No that sounds like I’m making up something”, etc. etc. my mind was pounding.

I told her some garbage that wasn’t true as an excuse to talk to her, and she really seemed to open up! Idk it went better than I thought, she smiled and was touching her hair, as well as laughing mid sentence over nothing. Great signs!

I’ve been approached by girls in the past, but I’ve never directly tried to talk to someone I like. 

Talk to people and don’t be scared of getting rejected guys! It goes way better than you think!",2.880740037950666,4.262666811059908,4.124640824071567,88.2262889671998,74.4377880184332,7.13353212252643,24.285443209541878,7.724431198458867,1.1123463811330991,826,25,174,11,17,271,125,217,0.147,0.621,0.231,0.9795,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,5,11,19,1,2,5,0,16,1,1,1,2,26,34,17,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,3,11,8,0,1,7,0,0,6,5,5,3,0,14,5,23,14,31,17,4,24,0,1,0,0,20,8,0,4,12,111,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825016546057941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340613728238175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915150113923038,0.0,0.0,0.08155336151200572,0.08855541817436068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760236903854166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23656919900132345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362697032527421,0.07576906983728611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082363008159768,0.0,0.06027617083381984,0.0,0.0,0.11693119207721915,0.0,0.10501577624854322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047119947128984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544623429062404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079567235052335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688323063310262,0.0,0.10709006131607908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796608182104968,0.0,0.08179977789632806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176714120654214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124598317293228,0.22058532244355664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790084257729413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588911741242313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236852102914028,0.0,0.0,0.09655276623804986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811450626099188,0.08986403840638782,0.08164993755339281,0.0,0.0,0.1501392010427713,0.0,0.0,0.08867065702841148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5114806093567709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359175446583982,0.0,0.08419955366700584,0.0,0.0,0.10053219299225964,0.10134458705497612,0.0,0.2160227201260736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418525203797265,0.0,0.0,0.28608121876800513,0.19663680624872906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kip57,2019/02/23,"Good ‘self-help’ resources for treatment I was wondering if anyone had any recommendations for websites, videos, PDFs, etc. that are particularly helpful for trying to treat social anxiety disorder. My anxiety isn’t crippling or extremely severe but has nonetheless significantly affected my life and my ability to create real friendships. 

I always thought that I’d eventually grow out of feeling uneasy around others, but unfortunately it has never stopped. In fact, it has only gotten worse over time. I’m going into a field where sociability is fairly important (medicine) so I want to start facing this issue that I’ve had head-on. I would like to do some CBT/cognitive restructuring just by myself. Any recommendations? I don’t want to spend any money so I would prefer free resources. Thanks. ",7.22821524064171,9.865102022058828,7.799465240641713,61.16532085561499,65.54411764705883,10.23957219251337,33.68716577540107,10.436869588844218,4.354920588235293,649,29,90,18,11,214,102,136,0.122,0.627,0.251,0.9591,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,13,2,1,1,2,24,23,7,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,5,1,3,2,3,0,0,0,5,1,10,6,15,16,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,5,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716261680007764,0.0,0.0,0.3608148717054146,0.0,0.2705965397400103,0.0,0.0,0.12366540473421027,0.0,0.0,0.1574438902302617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269816179435465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19724689578561894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942629447706475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051424815238194,0.14834271322338072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151052974456885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23709255635076965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459705544388816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492223683867346,0.08640540781816683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640619602312246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451084860400228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130667016148168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450471626439768,0.19980271988993034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028763540985074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251832084076758,0.0,0.0,0.1478638125331573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282995383744595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040797075411848,0.10312913918683864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007708849083995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863453740012305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179833622400655,0.0,0.0,0.1802365871651474,0.2512741252350592,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,abszint,2019/02/23,"Life starts now I have lived ~20 years in social anxiety, but a few days ago everything has changed. I have never realized that it is an illness untin that day. I thought that inner fear/anxiety can be 'cured' by doing these things frequently that make them happen, but it can't. Everytime i tried to do anything social i always had that anxiety. I even had those bad thoughts not to live anymore. And it was worsened, i even feared to do any basic normal things(phone calls, shopping, everything that required personal interaction). For 20 years everyone i have met never given me an indication that something was wrong with me. I thought i have to live my life this way, but then in the company i am working a new coworker came and changed my thoughts. She was so friendly and talked with me about things with calmness no one has ever did and i felt something i have never before. (And she looks like the girl someone with social anxiety would never could make themselves to talk with). Then i realized i need to change, i searched the internet and found out that it is actually an illness that can be cured. From that point i knew i had to seek help. Even this realization changed my views in a good way! Today i was the happiest i have ever been because i realized i need to get help, and i am going to take it! I wish i had met her sooner, but i am still happy, and i want to ask everyone to tell that somebody that they need help if you recognize that they have social anxiety, because you can save lives! She saved my life without knowing about it, and i am so grateful for her, you can be that one for somebody! I love you all! Life starts now for me and it can start for everyone in this situation <3",5.309636363636365,6.2450111151515175,5.671515151515153,81.11727272727275,68.15151515151516,9.151515151515152,31.96969696969697,9.339509955726095,2.782151515151515,1348,56,260,26,22,431,158,330,0.094,0.735,0.172,0.9879,0,0,2,0,0,1,38.0,0,4,3,2,12,11,0,1,10,0,39,7,0,2,7,55,68,19,0,9,7,0,1,1,1,1,6,0,0,2,28,17,0,1,11,1,1,2,8,3,0,2,21,3,49,8,31,42,2,33,0,0,2,1,31,7,0,1,23,194,77,2,0.0,0.0,0.07363695418374586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688971910071433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627878094925129,0.0,0.0,0.05131460674663473,0.0,0.2886290750321857,0.0,0.07483490448276918,0.0,0.0,0.06209620543383635,0.0,0.0705438401382664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300498924668041,0.09199803121862138,0.0,0.06420992498509448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705192438562017,0.08630482387120063,0.0,0.0,0.3193018384250123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060247752935521474,0.0,0.0,0.0973294335759869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951957962478288,0.13651370291717538,0.0,0.21631249953681794,0.1356351005765878,0.0,0.0,0.1698243739320046,0.0,0.0,0.07245233115500395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273673605241079,0.05829932163550119,0.0,0.039424135561198025,0.0,0.042885004367981545,0.06329130468049131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672801334688222,0.08032735078058614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173543305976145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04147021147191507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21319527414114497,0.03686538336417432,0.0,0.2665261940664557,0.0,0.0633664306260649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810455976467714,0.0,0.10073873890751203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785534718780448,0.23279407327020746,0.07287862918054694,0.0,0.0,0.07393365322951932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226574159743393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588775871616395,0.0,0.0,0.07133300530776636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481891090672057,0.0,0.3076831861816515,0.06393604016763614,0.11618382124094755,0.0,0.0,0.16023049084212548,0.0,0.060261536437509026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673566550440338,0.12130193332329678,0.06595436236463285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026301617561036,0.0,0.0,0.23962359764005675,0.0,0.0,0.07152616823457562,0.0,0.0,0.051231607051543636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450758580092934,0.11979144830953398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867739554409444,0.07273964027822723,0.0,0.054934942744281436,0.0,0.0,0.05360380322364722,0.08250240859909337,0.0,0.09718605295142384
socialanxiety,pilotguy95,2019/01/13,"How can I better at interacting with people? Hello everyone I’m new here and have always struggled to interact with people. Ever since I was a small child I lacked the ability to make any lasting friendships and really didn’t make any friends until I came to college (even though I spoke with lots of people) I’m now at a point where I’m starting to get lonely and I want to change this. 

I’ve never been in a relationship and also lack a lot of self confidence and I think I always have. I’m also not friends with anyone who is a girl and have only a few guy friends. I’m not sure why this is, but it’s always been this way and I’m usually called a creep for no reason that I can see. 

I’d really like to know if anyone has any tips on how I can get better at talking to girls or people in general. I’m really afraid I’m going to end up alone someday if I do not work on my social skills and actually start doing stuff. Thanks!",2.6697108843537407,3.8643076377551036,4.737632653061227,84.36927210884356,74.66326530612245,7.675646258503402,22.760544217687077,8.238735603445708,1.18245074829932,731,19,154,12,15,253,113,196,0.063,0.795,0.142,0.9281,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,10,11,0,2,8,0,15,0,0,5,3,36,37,18,0,5,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,7,13,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,6,2,12,8,24,31,5,24,0,1,1,0,17,11,0,5,11,98,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.11511069131104933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216965554796835,0.0,0.18866308553634184,0.29445330418833315,0.0,0.0,0.2406479160811189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649589541581484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864979742023987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044903786682193,0.13491334682994202,0.0,0.0,0.12478468102536347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447641059598846,0.0,0.0,0.07791061958827075,0.10670041211248192,0.0,0.11271460838703178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27340383469754115,0.0,0.12325712134877373,0.0,0.06703865680481093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679767453089147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648270255643091,0.09615209748424737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762867043506354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056856462503486,0.0,0.0,0.15747671812323086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909770338965339,0.11392526320196615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971291913179276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271108858422489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150911448323077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670212240677215,0.12128120630190695,0.0,0.12664351643576413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939978246851286,0.0,0.1230566668893186,0.0,0.0,0.09757666903410828,0.0,0.0,0.1202440563259135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698357298449187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233160618080922,0.13503450873115586,0.0,0.0,0.11117469408197957,0.0,0.0,0.094810747925351,0.0,0.10860053767007226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755831824090798,0.1158938398069479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991486086795953,0.0,0.06957510704946704,0.09363013843330607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643939411139336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858753503118544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alosar,2019/01/13,"Social Anxiety Is Ruining My Life I've always had problems talking to people and forming interpersonal relationships, but it's now at a point where it's safe to say that it is ruining my life. 

I only have two people that I somewhat regularly talk to, because they're friends from all the way back in elementary school. My family life is fucked, I live alone in a small apartment and talk to them only very occasionally. The only person from my family that I have a deeper connection with is my twin sister, who however has moved to the other side of the country, so I only see her very rarely. Even she doesn't know of the full extent of my anxiety and depression, I think she just thinks that's just who I am. 

I just turned 21 now and I'm about to finish up an internship at an IT company, that I luckily got not because of my social skills, but because I was top of my class and they offered it to me because of that. Just like with every other job/school I've been to before though, I talk to no one unless it's absolutely necessary and I have to do it because of the job. I feel uncomfortable and don't feel like I can relate to anyone there, even though they're not bad people or anything.

Now my supervisor came up to me last Friday and told me that while I do my job well, I won't be able to get a full time position after the internship (which was the mutual plan from the start) because of my lacking social skills and me not talking to anyone. This honestly didn't surprise me that much, but it still hit me like a brick. I was trying to hold back tears and felt completely dumbstruck for the rest of the day, not because I want the job so desperately, but because this is the nail in the coffin in my realization that my social anxiety is absolutely ruining my life. 

I am dealing with depression because of how miserable my life is and because of how terrible it feels to miss out on life. Life is passing me by and I watch every year go by with minimal change. I've never even kissed a girl, I spend most of my time playing computer games or browsing the internet, because I have nothing else to do. The thought of engaging in social activity, let alone go to parties or something, ignites instant panic in me.

The thing is that my supervisor offered to give me one last chance to better my social behavior in the remaining 1.5 months of my internship. He's surprisingly nice considering that most people usually write off my social anxiety as ignorance, and I don't hold a grudge against him for not wanting to employ me, I honestly probably wouldn't employ myself either. He recommended me to join an acting club because he believes that would help, but honestly that just made me panic and I can't even see myself doing something like this. I think I literally couldn't do it. He said I should think about it over the weekend.

So what do I do? I can't see myself joining an acting club, the thought of that alone frightens me and I think I would only leave even more retreated in my shell. But if I say no that would show them that I'm not trying to better myself. The thought of seeing a therapist sounds more promising to me, there would be less pressure and I could try to figure myself out as to why I am like this. I definitely think it has to do with past experiences in my life, I developed trust issues from an abusive mother that might have developed into me not being able to get personal with anybody.

Then again I started questioning if it might be better if I don't even try to stay at that company after the internship. People there, while nice, already have the impression of me being a freak, and the longer I know people the harder it is to be myself around them after all this time. I might need a fresh start or just some time off for myself to really self reflect and get a handle on things. I just want to start living and stop this endless cycle of mundane existence. Regardless, tomorrow I have to tell my supervisor what I have envisioned for the future, and I still don't know.

Any advice is appreciated, especially if you've been or are still going through the same things. Thanks.",6.915430800542741,6.560130215174134,7.607259158751695,73.06803256445048,64.63432835820896,10.891180461329718,33.57123473541384,10.436869588844218,3.4162820895522388,3279,123,610,72,44,1095,314,804,0.125,0.742,0.133,0.937,7,4,2,0,1,0,66.0,0,0,4,7,37,41,1,4,43,0,67,10,0,4,3,117,114,48,1,19,31,2,4,5,1,10,8,4,0,4,48,31,0,5,19,6,1,8,21,16,1,3,16,13,99,25,100,78,18,77,0,7,5,2,47,31,1,17,41,459,147,8,0.0953366421755488,0.056479165707464876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046580931674557166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811001390042747,0.052603177668252746,0.0,0.039663861774613465,0.0,0.0,0.0324160929560677,0.0,0.14586454063286006,0.0,0.0,0.06666159689648518,0.0,0.03922696665105641,0.042434912039069024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330799305327534,0.039801057001189605,0.3486979931249645,0.0,0.04056223030795143,0.05370587427718478,0.0,0.12647626883133584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451986033877896,0.0,0.0,0.05042676311705003,0.0,0.049979327732770334,0.0,0.0,0.03805927558199877,0.0,0.0,0.030742123599802492,0.0491439459325404,0.08211331020764992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039820765603471635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889068590469901,0.0,0.08032523286856051,0.0,0.0,0.046628764857521855,0.08987490149923757,0.0,0.07230760624431161,0.034054258109686944,0.04576906363524715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03682842662603144,0.04406859472855471,0.07471419099289231,0.04572779717187482,0.08127301617321822,0.0,0.038124710957896935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03195107082005123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975334259701188,0.1892138133480362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859178790663994,0.07771208778520049,0.0,0.05047386926973922,0.0,0.04874408793981315,0.26935635923223444,0.1164416693179197,0.0,0.08418400168926335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04510491798503787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170566713543304,0.0,0.0,0.03804839910995085,0.05066388145203095,0.03504170078683516,0.03534545608348138,0.03676474788167198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04573903970544869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460257606984432,0.18126953102033627,0.0,0.11185700816593128,0.0,0.0,0.045504806261239865,0.19828327104537827,0.08324427864197556,0.0,0.0,0.045061971190958616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139451248437942,0.045612145533618,0.0,0.0,0.05339942902608261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03053754710594955,0.0,0.0,0.05117793747710473,0.0,0.0,0.04534348929016537,0.0758155243906227,0.0,0.09648577166206528,0.15194192107447976,0.0,0.049728454969084825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401429523503227,0.0,0.0733948048736572,0.0,0.0,0.13495953205371555,0.05080808780763065,0.11420394838913164,0.039852850875504525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156995423221224,0.04166421369701567,0.04388658561670631,0.0,0.05534659481843294,0.09500614323476576,0.1832636123436056,0.0936677668869055,0.11352996702167345,0.11118312545905976,0.0,0.0,0.04554912358039066,0.0,0.12945464395129438,0.05184944504051674,0.046565023224798385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249992114850642,0.0786627142557077,0.08434803246354619,0.03783689450176381,0.0,0.0,0.042859545393131145,0.0,0.04301324544866686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354488305192334,0.0,0.0,0.030696835913229317
socialanxiety,Apostasy93,2019/01/13,"I'm starting a new job next week... So, I'm starting a new job next week, in a field with which I have no experience. I'd been working at my previous job so long I'd forgotten how scary it is to start something new. My anxiety is so bad I almost skipped the interview (thankfully I didn't). Any advice or words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated. First day at a new job has always been a nightmare for me.",2.8492857142857133,4.553011071428575,4.963809523809527,80.84785714285717,75.19047619047619,8.609523809523811,29.857142857142854,9.23628265651192,2.6821142857142863,326,15,67,8,7,113,57,84,0.156,0.767,0.077,-0.6872,4,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,1,0,6,15,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,6,3,7,10,0,17,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,14,37,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390914382267616,0.0,0.0,0.1372208888022379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402420647246435,0.0,0.0,0.0931885880718502,0.0,0.10483149997246127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441861024814932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837632272582865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404665289230716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165620122452764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510817154721365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439448897648107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127177850478645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293975329465038,0.2914768324489856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549633861265237,0.0,0.0,0.2909825126666577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616353718068013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984263217563613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976320729542082,0.0,0.0,0.09734582518301324,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PyroKittens_InSuits,2019/01/13,"Anyone else have an issue enjoying something if someone else doesn't like it? I understand not everyone is going to enjoy everything, and I like things certain people don't enjoy, but when people talk down about it or outright insult it I start to feel stupid for even liking it in the first place. I just want to have fun with something without feeling like I'm wrong because someone else telling me about how I should feel about it and me feeling like I have to believe them or they'll look down on me. Anyone else have the same issue?",4.634615384615387,6.347247846153848,4.6838461538461535,84.63615384615386,70.53846153846153,6.7384615384615385,28.384615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.5857153846153849,432,16,78,4,8,134,65,104,0.20800000000000002,0.647,0.14400000000000002,-0.8276,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,7,13,2,0,3,0,9,0,0,1,1,20,19,8,0,3,7,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,5,11,10,14,17,1,9,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,3,8,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120611745970947,0.2801869970807697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334782510404723,0.0,0.0,0.15404509017786858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568731827493568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030723525363583,0.0,0.0,0.13064900150866635,0.12288187574321767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765341625253753,0.19535633045920586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163003558335338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770539861129845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285416008962096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33399079136042603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481667829908898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957928892038,0.0,0.14285115395327402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23169756235647976,0.2105190444716888,0.0,0.0,0.09677644003278732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098963987543085,0.11950587608017615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083568665453727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233816680993927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064543182068376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180044693856094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494900756351842,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,illiums,2019/01/13,"Taking a first step I have severe social anxiety (among other things). That has only gotten worse in the last year. I know this isn't much but I am finally creating an account on discord. Which is a huge step for me. 

I am shaking - the only posts I've manged to write before this were fueled by loads of alcohol. 

Wish me luck, I guess. 

Hope you all are doing well! There is such a supportive community here, full of great people!",1.4978571428571428,4.056308309523811,3.278857142857145,86.51614285714287,84.95238095238095,6.217142857142857,19.114285714285714,7.554174236665415,0.8098371428571434,334,9,64,6,10,111,68,84,0.107,0.606,0.287,0.9684,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,6,0,10,1,0,0,1,8,17,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,2,0,8,5,8,15,3,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,4,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320906392754205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613585493496005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479723121308472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379011236455229,0.0,0.18472624700014206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394327084091847,0.2392392540645678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157006282924468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935195781041655,0.17702402635978873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964628259445324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303379245325755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505596019041575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079905805633125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453423515255381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213793308059009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464440182067716,0.0,0.0,0.16328618821279312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427931341320396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526355576531326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497368858570785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213166474930628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985153776554393
socialanxiety,michaelvanperre21,2019/01/13,"Overcoming Social Anxiety Hey everyone, my apologies if this isn’t in the right sub reddit. 

I’m 24 and I have social anxiety. I find it difficult to go to social gatherings, parties or go out. also it has effected me getting a job because the thought of the dealing with customers and meeting new people scares me.  Also it has effected other parts of my life and has held me back long enough. 

I also suffer from depression so that could be a cause aswell.

Are there anyways of overcoming this?

Thanks :) ",2.8852804642166348,5.757497276595746,4.312940038684719,79.36136363636366,81.55319148936171,7.673500967117988,28.758220502901352,8.575989854853784,2.9379489361702125,400,19,66,10,11,132,67,94,0.15,0.763,0.08800000000000001,-0.6625,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,3,0,14,15,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,9,11,2,8,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,2,3,51,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093259434551312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610423640838752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311935836485284,0.0,0.1040062559432598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527017961691874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622341975835228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758981555212943,0.14695177132398066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629248901215575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303141050985706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559404217300018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891400974391673,0.0,0.19393061705091316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931058411933653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051150418384815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099026421381784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647825123851487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847610806122828,0.0,0.11828402253076185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457055883946737,0.0,0.0,0.17081691552253928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217662126170994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570807820906895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545047049415498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shitonyouman,2019/01/13,"Does anyone else have chronic blushing? The thing is I feel good about myself and who I am and what not. I've been through some stuff mentally, though mixed with my already timid personality I got social anxiety. This started around 13 I'm 18 now its been hell. Iblush around family, friends, and don't get me started on being in public. 

I feel like I'd be alright in social situations if it Weren't for my blushing. If a pretty girl says hey or something I'll light up like a Christmas tree. I can't feel the heat and a vein in my top left part of my head start to bulge. When it gets really bad as in starting to peak I just give up, and don't fight it then it suddenly subsides some. 

I may need surgery for this most people probably blush at a anxiety level 9 whereas I do at anxiety level 4. Plus it's in full color .. Goddamn I miss the days where I didn't blush at all.",2.9114680347277044,4.228122613259671,4.316231254932912,87.14454419889503,74.24861878453041,7.381373322809787,26.18823993685872,7.957251820313856,1.419751065509077,687,24,147,10,14,228,122,181,0.111,0.777,0.111,-0.0023,0,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,2,1,7,1,14,3,2,0,1,23,28,13,0,3,5,0,3,2,1,1,1,1,0,2,12,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,6,16,5,23,20,6,28,1,1,1,0,11,19,1,7,11,93,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158329997168833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292776215595252,0.0,0.0,0.1003221755390292,0.14700873318456198,0.0,0.2554491877041254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979696895988352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253053823511187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555734056040793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198562897667594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525697049773008,0.0,0.2176382416314816,0.10249971254773696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084966615907133,0.0,0.14992120467170522,0.13763582957706888,0.0,0.12034136586474907,0.11475134479697867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724838580647456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558877469840185,0.0,0.0,0.14019084010255226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445906679281322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638608178619947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537117738031853,0.0,0.09946860986622114,0.12527823399592852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596728416466204,0.15469204289261773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919147846413495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409835198383368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127371115516684,0.0,0.2925126529279061,0.0,0.1104552972174008,0.0,0.0,0.4062139071280476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424638186983095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531947850659096,0.0,0.14096503218440706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,outfielderhank,2019/01/13,"There goes my best friend again I pretty much only have one friend who I hang out with and we've been close for many years. Unlike me, he is actually popular and has had many relationships. Every time he gets in a new relationship he just disappears, not ever having time to hang out or even text much. It's cyclic at this point so I guess I should be used to it by now but it still gets lonely having noone.",2.0300301204819284,4.158398192771088,3.2417921686747,90.2995557228916,79.12048192771084,6.559638554216868,16.399096385542173,7.645422480735847,0.04885662650602418,322,5,70,5,8,104,66,83,0.057999999999999996,0.8140000000000001,0.127,0.5927,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,1,14,13,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,6,4,9,9,3,18,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,9,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.18902466407413704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032777112839804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279379745508238,0.17521404247007488,0.16320181782235765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993065047313748,0.0,0.202402015767068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338397470812454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927657158705385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847856925535048,0.0,0.0,0.18707805818070186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125710905635468,0.1473186739550888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311047102862754,0.0,0.0,0.19706400182460584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4159257125257126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469022052796785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258977352207828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729585221793855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247373768746208
socialanxiety,sadgrl92837374,2019/01/13,"What do I say/do? I'm sitting in my dorm on my bed waiting for my new roommate to show up (it could be in 5 minutes or 5 hours and I think that makes my nerves even worse). I have no idea what to do or say when she arrives...do I get up? do I give her a hug? Or do I just say ""hey, what's up?"" I truly do not know how to act in this scenario. I don't want it to be awkward but I am an awkward person.

I noticed she has hand-painted fan art of a band I enjoy and have seen live, so I thought that would be a good conversation-starter, but I am not a very chatty person and not monotone voice could be interpreted as me not liking her or something. I could say ""Nice to meet you"" but then what? I also don't know how to bring up other things like our schedules and when her first classes are in the morning or anything like that.

Additionally, our dorm is set up so that there's a shared living space in between our dorm and another's, which effectively gives me 2 other roommates to worry about introductions with as well. I was thinking maybe I should leave our dorm door open (which opens up into the living space) but then again my bed cannot even be seen from there nor can my desk. Should I just chill in the shared living space and wait for them to arrive? Idk. I want to be on good terms with everyone but I don't know how to go about it.  
  
",2.7978671328671325,3.4497550454545483,4.014972027972032,91.74707342657342,73.72027972027972,6.699020979020977,24.09020979020979,6.508806274219699,0.4581278321678317,1037,28,245,7,20,340,144,286,0.061,0.7859999999999999,0.154,0.9865,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,4,1,1,2,18,13,0,2,9,0,30,1,0,5,0,51,49,29,0,8,16,0,0,3,0,3,0,4,7,2,17,12,0,2,9,3,0,3,10,2,1,1,4,6,39,11,36,33,1,35,0,0,2,1,23,20,0,5,13,172,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885032781055482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961514875189073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017199374074093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29607594931391384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328557893198398,0.0,0.0,0.1181140015432448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514202366476358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458076743351382,0.237154644532095,0.07025002461181876,0.20735526448206368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217302800939474,0.0,0.0,0.13953987546483698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037973473124644,0.0,0.0,0.1308844211304665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811678086658388,0.0,0.4365971735062259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251018032890772,0.0,0.12418217523895067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938265062720813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073002905119056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586177917630686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931963673931624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516049283377832,0.0,0.0,0.08749131225946759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212053907648142,0.15840772108358825,0.0,0.0981319920556816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199063365726778,0.14581595800243508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113962273659282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553126366626566,0.1259684563834821,0.08780851375078325,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,idontvapebro96,2019/01/13,Social isolation results in social anxiety? Is there any correlation ,8.388000000000002,12.384875800000005,9.96,32.56000000000003,91.0,14.0,45.0,10.125756701596842,9.646,58,4,4,3,2,20,9,10,0.355,0.645,0.0,-0.5267,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29809550977475924,0.0,0.3353393379095872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8936926739671116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,superdork30000,2019/01/13,"Considering faking my own death to avoid having to attend a work event Obviously I'm (kind of) joking but I'm starting to panic. 

I work within a large organization with lots of opportunity for professional development and although I attend absolutely mandatory events within my own department, there's another group which hosts workshops and activities for employees within my profession. As someone who is very busy and has major social anxiety issues, I've managed to avoid these 'extracurricular events' for close to 10 years now. 

Last week, I felt backed into a corner by a colleague who is insisting we attend this event together. 

It's so irrational, social anxiety. It's so stupid and I've seen my doctor many times about it and she has been on a beta blocker for my daily interactions. This has helped immensely. However, I don't think it'll help with this 50+ person event. I know many of the people at this event and many more know who I am but have never met me. I know what will happen....people will make a huge deal that I'm there and I will want to die. 

I've considered going and suffering through it but it just doesn't seem worth it to me. I've also considered talking to the colleague and be upfront about this issue and ask him to let me off the hook. Maybe faking my own death. 

As I said: Irrational.

Has anyone had similar issues?",4.0986547314578035,6.479554203921572,5.485285592497871,75.48291560102301,73.62745098039215,8.670076726342712,25.98891730605285,9.318704503766252,2.549523444160273,1082,38,188,27,23,362,146,255,0.19699999999999998,0.7559999999999999,0.047,-0.992,2,2,0,0,0,1,28.0,1,0,0,3,10,10,1,3,9,0,19,1,0,1,2,33,36,19,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,19,15,0,3,6,1,1,5,3,7,0,0,6,3,21,3,31,24,6,29,0,1,1,0,18,10,0,2,14,126,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577414578678124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869384092011008,0.20236830953394366,0.0,0.0,0.09248440104939287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365211019733376,0.0,0.0,0.10170542179169878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363618219897276,0.0,0.0,0.13727261890454168,0.0,0.0,0.13538122940975947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699739082069805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517057868595227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696357390589605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731202282884267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141582234312635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377360830755499,0.21807201658350173,0.10781553739663052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525231880696958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244896443086788,0.0,0.0,0.08828947800486317,0.4022949744936856,0.1328803231995135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201272834337537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518722750472633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833950421682056,0.11549074143763585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581653136820115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204112207434948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696597971490533,0.11206968983959803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936195055998751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631147947888372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475157217363405,0.0,0.0,0.07712615091450663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913440948850496,0.07801470537026321,0.0,0.10609688368611332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925844008657916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517583183478147
socialanxiety,throwawayanxiousname,2019/01/13,"the thing I've come to hate the most about sa is when people throw back the way you act at you like they are teaching you a lesson. You aren't teaching me a lesson, I don't choose to act this way. You're mocking someone with a mental illness. ",4.536858974358972,4.089382557692307,5.012307692307694,89.999358974359,69.57692307692308,6.933333333333334,26.948717948717945,3.1291,0.5662102564102565,191,5,43,0,3,61,36,52,0.17600000000000002,0.775,0.048,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,1,2,3,3,2,0,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,5,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767039164416149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099805681844509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35527927357362543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580547274757646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626461002929726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494760138149268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049013665812739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390696277823161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712674134738697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TylerTheGreatSky,2019/01/13,VR Treatment I'm not sure if anyone has posted this before but I've realized on my own that VR games like VR Chat and Rec Room is actually helping me be more social in college. I searched it up and it seems like a lot of people are actually using VR to help them out.  Just wanted to let everyone here know about this if they didn't know.,2.1989201877934264,3.81041483098592,4.148943661971831,86.39318075117373,76.74647887323944,6.986854460093897,23.10093896713615,7.793537801064563,1.0298713615023471,267,8,57,4,6,91,58,71,0.02,0.81,0.171,0.9075,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,16,12,5,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,8,9,3,6,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,2,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.4745970505303085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002989081715894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691948323023387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235904538012814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259830148660041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672793880138982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24865746805490696,0.0,0.2376008405731729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673416195312616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685832348074279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23288933045372195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137253941065171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478808607007341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918454100124144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002052408739486,0.0,0.0,0.14342777469201934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MACNC45,2019/01/13,"Anyone else have hidden talents, but too shy to express them ever? I can sing pretty well, but no one will ever know. When asked if I can sing, I just lie and say I can’t. ",1.2853153153153158,2.459163297297298,3.2524324324324314,93.71126126126127,78.18918918918921,4.933333333333334,17.738738738738736,3.1291,-0.7631369369369367,130,2,30,0,3,44,30,37,0.128,0.655,0.217,0.5647,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,8,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,5,2,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254325114764973,0.3303412007635454,0.0,0.0,0.3014044037141605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693273373827877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5832661100659844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771849155942458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846942841605327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280009757149026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563887585655313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898800931432212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iKnowWhyNo,2019/01/13,"Not contributing to a conversation - horrible party last night So, I was invited to a birthday party yesterday. It was the first time this friend invited me. My initial thought was ""why did they invite me? Did someone tell them to?"" instead of just simply being happy about the fact that they did.
So I went. I showed up early, as I usually do, to kind of get an idea of the place before the whole things starts (in case I need to to the restroom etc). The party started of pretty chill. There were 2 other peopel I Know pretty well and the rest of them I kind of knew from our church service (haven't really talked to them much though, which made the whole thing even worse for me). After we had dinner, we just sat around in small groups and talked. And by we I mean they talked and I just stupidly sat there the entire time. I can't exactly pinpoinz why but yi just didn't contribute to thr conversation at all. I just listened, nodded and gave the occasional ""yeah, I agree"". I felt so uncomfortable. I kept asking myself ""why am I even here? Why haven't you said anything yet?""
I can't seem to think of things to say fast enough before the conversation has moved on to some new topic.
Haven't slept all night because of this...
I'm in my 20s now and feel like I should have my ""shit"" together by now...",1.98515480324074,4.391353050781252,2.996059027777779,90.46989004629627,80.9921875,6.136342592592592,20.02835648148148,7.3871296695380915,0.5423740162037034,1015,27,209,15,27,323,150,256,0.044000000000000004,0.8690000000000001,0.087,0.7708,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,4,1,6,1,21,8,2,0,14,1,20,3,2,1,4,35,43,12,0,2,7,0,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,9,10,1,1,9,1,0,2,7,2,1,1,20,5,35,6,33,21,9,28,1,0,0,0,25,9,1,2,18,148,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093603744006601,0.1012585724198656,0.10633769821218084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933885978326444,0.0,0.1935799245379596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753062414942872,0.12685750493265474,0.15025708744887384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057513688859586035,0.08126057991659695,0.10921455523301672,0.0,0.0,0.0967527833607932,0.0,0.0,0.08788032601995999,0.0,0.05942789365259817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210853501701626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840604422916396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368991198232137,0.06251214597408497,0.09271864475236596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557083372513238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762976485199416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390337223882493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089461395274545,0.08361682459886287,0.08434164824584138,0.0,0.10985715635452907,0.0,0.2134869209986696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884096701357852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314423302318425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286897218747454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819904586653503,0.09045584635582504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355061496603664,0.0,0.0,0.11675923041556308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637710863063663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610208304147122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742755785552236,0.09941952503805812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267045216498276,0.07288421597031579,0.11175543792800204,0.09030207938929334,0.1326530917608354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527578854785576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227183638503187,0.1054442198052168,0.4105543874126377,0.25398799025663826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159174832855066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LuciaDarkmaster,2019/01/13,"Anyone else feel deeply embarrassed and even ashamed of their inability to get out there and make friends as well as others because of their social anxiety? I’ve always felt deeply embarrassed and ashamed at my inability to make new friends, much so that even a slight acknowledgement to it from others make me flinch and physically make my stomach lurch and my chest hurt as well as make me immediately want to cry. I even hate just the fact that I’m embarrassed about it because I feel like that may be a reason as to why I’m having trouble working on it to eventually getting through it for the most part. 

I’ve most definitely have done my best to improve this about myself, and I feel like I’ve somewhat succeeded but definitely still have a ways to go. I just can’t help but think if this deep embarrassment will still be there once I finally make new friends or get the courage to at least.

Anyways sorry for that drawn out rant, I was just wondering if anyone else felt that way and, if someone has been able to work through it, then how were you able to?",12.811052264808355,7.6548152341463425,11.200209059233458,66.92365853658539,57.634146341463406,14.83623693379791,45.871080139372815,11.765960540728905,4.987181184668988,853,34,169,16,7,267,111,205,0.139,0.701,0.16,0.7789,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,4,17,19,1,6,6,0,13,2,2,8,1,40,34,21,0,4,9,0,5,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,6,5,16,10,30,24,7,15,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,9,8,115,30,3,0.21853283111391344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091841089343798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835885088257407,0.0,0.0,0.15280323665625806,0.2239127104913926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321558549863652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466836192489775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200240267337146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181747960395727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255613887525948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650831087778508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574514838212093,0.15611989821270408,0.2098257883936397,0.11969601734244815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532568848367253,0.0,0.1712615769705592,0.0,0.06209862200655315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078779638666107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323897511063931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169719577554814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676410276258454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376170851113435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803233877892727,0.0,0.0,0.2110603700540813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636516649813099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832488011371925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123440734883643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138335041613978,0.09258107931848876,0.0,0.0,0.1223148064428122,0.0,0.0,0.17452060121793725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001350710441104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444816289070204,0.17346118947221706,0.0,0.0,0.19648725990935756,0.0,0.09859594473640494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849476667829136,0.15909450376438591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jayzee217,2019/01/13,"Just got back from a staff party I work with my bf and was told that he's so hot and I'm so obedient, whatever the fuck that's supposed to mean. Guess I'm just nothing compared to him but hey! I already fucking knew that, so thanks you fucking assholes. I'm a good person, but because I look like a freak, you won't ever know that. Take my bf, I'm nothing compared to you anyways. I have nothing to offer anyone.",-0.04304075235110005,2.220482689655171,2.142821316614423,93.78658307210031,89.91954022988506,4.083176593521421,24.001044932079417,5.565023196281405,0.4234919540229889,322,14,68,2,11,108,55,87,0.127,0.7140000000000001,0.159,0.4606,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,8,7,3,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,12,19,7,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,10,3,6,14,0,2,0,0,1,3,11,0,3,1,3,39,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827296932031156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319673957039656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451250101696144,0.0,0.11505066430616105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707209599974122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234453972974813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830135823211552,0.1509480435907582,0.0,0.20791208567918487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372342354637416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220603505895576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584892598606695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055869584589127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432868907687328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479549202362398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419046890388785,0.0,0.0,0.17376116624296514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034369098107167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740080244393765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amsulilie,2019/01/13,"Keep avoiding going to the gym ruins my whole day I just recently moved to a new area. I finally live by myself, and I had this whole new me envisioned when I finally live by myself.
Go and exercise regularly, do my research during daytime, play piano/guitar in the evening, read or study a foreign language. Sometime go to concerts or a LP-bar. With or without friends, i just want to create a live where my decisions aren’t influenced in whether someone will be joining me or not.
So I’m nearly living here 2 weeks. At took me a week to sign up for the gym, and I thought I get started and rolling right away the next day. But I didn’t. It’s been a week and everyday the pattern repeats itself. I want to start my day with the gym, keep avoiding it and making excuses. Then I might manage to organize some stuff but I just sit around at home, maybe meditate and find one excuse after another not to leave my home. (I normally do my research in a cafe) And then at some point in the day I just tell myself to try again tomorrow, get lost in watching Netflix to escape from reality.
I’m not sure what scares me so much about going to the gym, I have had phases in my life where I went regularly. But it never was without a problem, it always takes me a lot of will power and energy. It’s not the exercise, I love exercising. I know it’s the people.
But there are people everywhere and not going to the gym triggers a whole bad “give up” day for me. 
Really getting worried now, I have a master thesis I write. Time is running away and every morning the pattern repeats itself :(",4.201363636363638,5.2149161369426755,5.647064273306313,79.99722640416908,70.75159235668791,8.511638679791549,30.514765489287786,8.841846274778883,2.5056038216560514,1233,51,237,22,22,417,165,314,0.111,0.848,0.040999999999999995,-0.9684,2,2,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,3,16,11,0,3,23,0,16,5,0,3,2,57,41,25,0,4,20,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,2,0,11,14,0,4,4,12,0,9,10,7,0,1,9,2,35,4,39,28,7,58,0,2,1,1,7,20,0,8,28,174,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781960105122163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854259732563984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365904577692503,0.0,0.0,0.1765881077939947,0.0,0.07846648642907318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30303547267258435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207061909321675,0.0,0.07917928906517058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058934145109665,0.08589285605138669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260604254729316,0.0,0.1472965919831662,0.09015086147363076,0.26704517003217043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853226623620556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670613354101884,0.0,0.0,0.05164704929845323,0.0,0.0,0.09950758790045276,0.0,0.0,0.0663784102066968,0.0,0.0,0.33193203014172323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258649593576674,0.07989549462386764,0.08481749744627727,0.0,0.06273007093469757,0.0,0.09441206685661772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969425913437556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988219072375737,0.06908357079963133,0.0,0.07248050197861046,0.18152625802935565,0.09994511761742664,0.0,0.09207705718466637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368093639216788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030300171952205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888382072570826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992285803885998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400197250262328,0.0,0.06020377864574185,0.0,0.09279049693760448,0.0,0.0,0.0802554526339241,0.0,0.0,0.09408691199721547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962601832214145,0.0,0.09294520213760844,0.0,0.13303415899294355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758065588728892,0.0,0.0,0.08857177783510185,0.0,0.07065866339434794,0.0,0.08213963911906083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460687636455658,0.054798476864034655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441139502520434,0.06380390263555773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085959759681843,0.0,0.22614693811691744,0.0,0.0,0.08711719512516197,0.0,0.314764356180583,0.0,0.18118006415017052,0.0,0.0,0.09543773923310868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ahsan1578,2019/01/13,"Traditional social media and traditional society Hey guys, anyone ever felt how imperfect internet is on helping people to share their inner self? Here is a video that talks about how traditional social media fail to fill up the gaps of traditional society. [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QVCoB4KrwZ0&t=85s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QVCoB4KrwZ0&t=85s) . I really wanted to share this with you. ",15.5625,21.04325948076923,10.25061538461539,40.09438461538464,50.34615384615386,11.852307692307697,29.63076923076923,11.20814326018867,5.0669569230769245,351,10,32,10,5,96,41,52,0.1,0.777,0.12300000000000001,-0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,2,8,3,0,5,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,1,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5506961572520732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769252697387306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22987373985462445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440031728373996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25162712794806963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033694894385085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618067537651194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280119785507172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26511140558737634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181039206069643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425882873853468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498915490728072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Whitewolf1708,2019/01/13,"“It’s just easier” Not sure if this is the right place to put this, first post, Keep getting asked by coworkers why I’ve never dated, always have the same answer “it’s just easier being single, it’s not worth the hassle, I’m just not really interested in dating” it’s a complete lie every time, I’d love to be in a relationship, but I have a anxiety attack just talking to customers, I can barely handle small talk at work how the hell would I handle a relationship? ",4.957419354838709,5.556846408602157,6.822741935483871,73.75411290322583,68.78494623655914,9.640860215053763,25.177419354838708,9.725611199111238,2.2453096774193546,368,9,68,8,6,129,63,93,0.183,0.748,0.068,-0.8946,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,2,0,8,0,7,1,0,1,2,16,12,3,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,7,9,2,13,1,0,0,1,6,6,1,1,5,45,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394745700734468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992369864796005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543477784564744,0.2378260725560609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191863467922944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613476557584945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781895828076788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922069396928027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858144313789091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867699124115736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123327672612442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184141501814092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002133912673054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101543314782457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339236379076376,0.0,0.0,0.4488857958213779,0.0,0.17852869737470228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970284086888104,0.0,0.0,0.33605508779818216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189951425828152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886363134770998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219186126172016,0.0,0.0,0.14850407001039595,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxiousthrowaway301,2019/01/13,A shoutout S/o to my awkward people pleasing nervous out of breath second guessing every convo anxious lack of self belief ass homies.........,12.157500000000004,9.915709750000003,10.486666666666668,62.625000000000036,55.66666666666666,9.6,49.0,3.1291,4.4728,110,6,14,0,1,34,23,24,0.3720000000000001,0.518,0.11,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622237701112717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447270659510346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507255648473812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836535412083058,0.0,0.0,0.4491245439008429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268333564328941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shockbooms,2019/01/13,"I [20M] feel like I’m imploding All of my relationships are falling apart because I can’t get out of my head. I have no confidence, everything I do feels like I’m doing it wrong, like everyone else gets something I do not (particularly in socialization). Every time my parents and I “talk” to each other, I find it hard to answer with anything but one word answers, but didn’t think this was totally abnormal. I thought this was just me growing apart from my parents. However, I find people that are extremely similar to me and still have nothing to talk about and fail to connect. These emotional connections are SUPER important to me as well, so that I feel I can’t make them make me feel extremely dissatisfied and lonely. All of this has come to a head recently, as the one place I typically feel safe, with my girlfriend, now feels like it has been “invaded” by this sickness of negative thought, lack of confidence, and inability to talk and be positive. It hurts so bad, because she is the one place left that feels like home, but I feel like she is slipping and becoming frustrated with me because I’m just sad all the time because I have nothing to talk about. I really don’t want to lose that relationship, and I want my relationships to get better, but I just feel so helpless. Could someone give me a response? Share similar experiences that have been resolved? I feel like I’m about to fall apart all the time and I just don’t know why. I can’t talk to anyone.",5.836976835492735,6.543136727915198,6.594670200235572,75.78507165292504,66.87985865724383,10.670514330585002,34.450137416568516,10.62613485830676,3.7372184530820576,1166,53,222,31,18,385,133,283,0.174,0.64,0.185,-0.4582,3,2,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,5,13,22,1,0,6,0,26,3,2,2,5,56,53,18,0,4,9,2,11,7,1,0,1,0,1,0,15,15,0,1,19,0,0,4,9,9,1,3,7,11,35,13,30,44,7,18,0,6,0,0,17,8,0,0,13,148,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057230509542469776,0.0,0.0673545007549556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834024021488952,0.19957681535859476,0.09039545139866684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238851799972798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050540203511592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534952163709459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837408078887765,0.0920687636068452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689610543432338,0.07820993414744105,0.07356032804547373,0.08006372773445182,0.0,0.0,0.4138515869023449,0.3508363377615267,0.0,0.0,0.1496164460122884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828769245406685,0.07851672489829271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733203526162139,0.0,0.16800074567227155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210091307252622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762071918130779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04498190139604325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892884492773151,0.0,0.0,0.27990996100330023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156775189409497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926927689694256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570720576880813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638837884312507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176657588968853,0.0,0.0,0.05674357833189449,0.0,0.17102892811362855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243436888451783,0.0,0.08081571048943123,0.2636245972650976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343443553101043,0.06935013235757824,0.06301112298902968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536447232350996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289343971390879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052445337862241814,0.0,0.12995744003511853,0.1431798940946576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096552960055638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359180505130804,0.0,0.07385571509560758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948869747273347,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kon-el99,2019/01/13,"I’m confused. Already nostalgic about school I started uni this past October, meaning I graduated secondary school last summer. By my second year of Sixth Form, I was fed up with my situation and just wanted to move on. I felt like school life was a dead end for me and that I’d be better off making a fresh start at uni. Since then, I’ve made one friend and two acquaintances and have met no girls I’m interested in. I’m an introvert so I don’t really like clubbing and all that. It’s a shame really because I thought I’d meet some like-minded people and maybe, just MAYBE, find a girl I like, one who likes me too. It’s not like I haven’t put the effort in. I’ve joined some societies. I go to pub quizzes. That kind of thing. I know I shouldn’t give up hope already. And I won’t. I’m pretty strong-willed. Resilience is my middle name. I suppose you could say it’s a muscle I’ve built up after years of mental and emotional exercise. But it is kind of disheartening that I have made so little progress. Maybe I overhyped myself a bit going in? I dunno.

Now it’s weird, because I find myself reminiscing about the glory days that never were. I suppose it’s more what could have been?  The fact that my future was so bright back then, when I was under no pressure to work or function like an adult or anything like that and I could just live in the moment. Don’t get me wrong, I know everybody has to grow up eventually but I don’t feel ready yet. I feel like I have to gain more xp before levelling up. It’s not what I accomplished that makes me sadly nostalgic but rather what I might have accomplished had I taken proper advantage of the opportunities I was given. Yes, those opportunities were few and far between. Yes, they just so happened to appear in the wrong place at the wrong time. Yes, I know it’s not ALL my fault so I can’t let it eat me up inside but still... 

Anyways, now I’m feeling conflicted. It baffles me that I’m now yearning for the lifestyle I couldn’t wait to abandon just one year ago. I was always largely indifferent towards most of the people in my year group but now I kind of miss them. I wasn’t even close to that many of them. I guess I wish I made more use of that time while I had it. The last few days I’ve been listening to “That Way” by the Backstreet Boys, not because I like the song necessarily but because it’s the final song that was played at our prom. I remember the DJ announcing that this would be the final song. I was sitting there with a couple other guys who don’t really like to dance while my friend was up dancing with his girlfriend. At the time, I felt a pang of emotion and didn’t really want the evening to end, even though I didn’t really socialise with anyone that night, just stayed in the corner with my few friends. When the song ended I thought to myself “Oh, that’s it...” 

It really was the end of an era, for good or ill. I was kind of in shock but was convinced I’d get over it. And I did... for a while. Now “the feels” (I hate that phrase but I’m gonna use it anyway because it best illustrates what I’m going through) are back with a vengeance. I don’t usually get all touchy-feely about stuff like that (didn’t bat an eye-lid while everyone else was crying and hugging each other when we graduated from primary school). I chalked it up to “a moment” at the time but now it’s more than that and I find myself replaying the song over and over just so I can feel that horrible heart wrenching “butterfly” feeling in my chest. If only I could turn back the clock just 5 years. I know it’s not healthy to dwell on things and I know I’ll probably make the same mistakes again if I spend too much time distracted from the here and now. I know all this. And I’m determined to push through. But this is just how I feel right now. Kind of lonely and I wanted to share.

Sorry for the long post!",1.9962768894213239,3.96015763371356,3.296688369185897,90.6775852909006,78.49302915082383,6.553959407608034,22.088320572252027,7.564265639136305,0.7596120666006909,3019,89,655,44,73,981,325,789,0.099,0.746,0.155,0.9908,1,2,0,0,0,0,85.0,2,1,3,11,48,52,1,5,42,3,54,8,2,9,6,122,116,51,1,17,30,0,9,11,4,5,3,7,0,5,56,28,2,3,22,12,1,10,22,19,0,5,35,17,84,33,82,68,20,110,0,6,1,1,26,38,0,14,69,434,140,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931170187202465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277584470211075,0.0,0.04628773725645996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038897050667611434,0.0,0.045777880530890665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832567113095236,0.0,0.16955443785894994,0.0,0.04733613357416883,0.0,0.0583791440726931,0.04919927980545477,0.060732398430541325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776607389690238,0.06155236780055511,0.06110578219876789,0.0717521328598439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056922296886421524,0.0464708440665328,0.1251501477638338,0.19708292925408802,0.0,0.0,0.1102271774140102,0.0,0.0,0.053155839351492234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19689365674555634,0.039741328285229006,0.10682501890819286,0.12187757676243755,0.15253153941245126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893635104832174,0.0,0.08719148079074478,0.053364351480348536,0.09484563152329628,0.04665891843254185,0.0,0.0,0.061281552825468114,0.0550813999430641,0.04919249093750192,0.0,0.0,0.054922064718796765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659205657803469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525209271728767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896449207302928,0.18343327484397112,0.09069002714593503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688436360999891,0.03929236787174832,0.32612990186696383,0.055754815541728,0.04912137619796827,0.049229864374532965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791235391016994,0.11139825507021557,0.056399017306890516,0.16766025207190294,0.06059622755392567,0.0,0.0,0.05606089088724281,0.05901351798591418,0.05616937481200626,0.0,0.0,0.05912476315014328,0.040893674152491635,0.0,0.04290447057114395,0.0,0.0,0.052203994979600335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308683522309,0.04230831819730347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053104121028238215,0.07713221004259567,0.0,0.0581204058433759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327715052376157,0.056594634411189074,0.05997740975951624,0.0,0.0,0.055922452941414916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382395364260826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301674866583651,0.04750681371829051,0.0,0.044238368579632266,0.0,0.2251978424621761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601683684000223,0.06252926315095497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622720477355844,0.07874890492830798,0.059293052005541184,0.04442534606375498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368183109303903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391479630819506,0.0,0.05465515445391441,0.08832633450393934,0.1621884212839968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050831617371145,0.05434139450712697,0.0,0.0,0.09609109230623926,0.061267421965006376,0.0,0.0984341763532184,0.044155665962384856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397053954610651,0.0,0.0,0.04049853333789559,0.0,0.0,0.03951720532405312,0.1824645505135187,0.0,0.17911607843813754
socialanxiety,DENYEVERYTHING13,2019/05/08,Social Anxiety is... Social Anxiety is calling the Chinese restaurant from the parking lot to order so you can wait for your food in the car.,3.1925641025641016,6.113868000000004,4.582307692307693,77.64602564102567,80.53846153846153,6.5435897435897425,31.743589743589745,7.793537801064563,2.917528205128205,112,6,17,2,3,37,21,26,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906198009821706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32743755807649233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877526362481656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272620197682038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6537606422411212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ragerdemon,2019/05/08,"How to get help/therapy with no health insurance? I am a 24 year old guy living with my parents. I have horrible social anxiety. Because of my disorder, it is super hard to stick with a job. I get hired for an entry level job, I go there for a few days, and I quit or stop showing up. I fucking hate it. How do I get help for my disorder? Anyway I can get insurance to get therapy for social anxiety. I get panic attacks a few nights a week thinking about me being a failure in life. I live in Michigan. I just need some help.",0.9817931609674702,3.0065329174311937,3.8635362802335287,85.01213511259384,82.21100917431194,7.266388657214343,25.505421184320262,8.296473431620573,1.9123504587155968,404,17,83,9,11,144,68,109,0.273,0.648,0.079,-0.9620000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,3,1,7,0,6,3,0,2,0,12,17,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,15,1,15,16,3,11,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,2,6,56,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821264507120432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548188168871657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295748366322914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776497484651577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311935403599939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581040783720454,0.4265996180700475,0.0,0.07734148224976878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474770680215886,0.0,0.0,0.12190738575345896,0.13435791903160427,0.0,0.14465431184378108,0.0,0.0,0.2736491105831469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700910611329794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612240195452047,0.0,0.0,0.2403349517072629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009069218668193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770860248076055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280060626815574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966898767124438,0.15110871192925435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474547046134048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27744749048442885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377497859884572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112551078347259,0.0,0.0,0.08719917192990913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916092957920487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763568408167814
socialanxiety,loners_gamify,2019/05/08,"Gamify your social interactions - a strategy that helped me connect I have developed a new way of thinking about my relationships which has really helped me put myself out there and form connections.

First, let me tell you where I’m coming from. MOST of the time, I’m not lonely and I feel completely satisfied being on my own. During these periods, being around people and feeling the pressure to engage feels like a huge nuisance. I just want to sit inside myself and feel completely calm and quiet as the conversation happens without me. That expectation to talk feels like such a annoyance. The problem is, I have occasional moments of intense loneliness where I will do anything just to make stupid small talk with someone.

Of course, it’s hard to make friends when most of the time you view your potential friends as nuisances. They pick up on your annoyance and keep their distance. But the lack of friendship leads to lots of suffering when you eventually really need someone to be there for you.

What is needed is an attitude shift. No one will be willing to be there for me if I see their expectations as annoyances most of the time. The question I put to myself was, how do I force myself to enjoy engaging during those periods when I feel completely happy being alone?

My answer: gamifying my relationships. Instead of thinking about pointless small talk going straight from my mouth into the dumpster, I imagine it goes into a points balance associated with each person. 

Thinking of each interaction as a kind of video game tricks you into having fun. Pointless small talk becomes valuable rewards points. Your goal is to always get to the next level - of connection. 

When your points balance is high enough, certain reward levels are reached, like being able to talk about deep emotions, or having someone to depend on when you need help the most. Or even at a lower level, just having someone willing to show up and make small talk with you when you are actually feeling lonely.

Reward levels expire after a certain period of time, so, like a daily or weekly quest, you have to continually keep your point balance high by regularly showing up to social events and actually engaging. 

Anyway, I know this is kind of a silly way to look at things, but it’s helped me shift from a mindset of exasperation with having to force myself to be social to one of excitement about the potential to connect. That difference in attitude can really come across in an interaction and help you actually develop and maintain your friendships. 

Hope this helps someone out there who has similar problems.",8.83312187812188,9.22252558225108,8.529177489177489,65.56156843156845,60.4935064935065,11.263536463536465,37.68265068265069,10.891193690592663,4.424240492840493,2097,92,320,48,26,673,221,462,0.061,0.7879999999999999,0.151,0.9878,1,5,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,17,3,6,26,35,5,1,25,0,34,1,1,7,2,75,64,28,0,11,11,0,8,4,2,4,0,1,0,1,14,24,0,2,14,4,0,6,3,11,0,3,1,12,47,24,75,50,11,66,0,3,3,0,48,36,0,12,25,248,61,2,0.07087086615008252,0.0,0.2074792263513981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340084379656048,0.0,0.0,0.058970237983585125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832068425237185,0.06309009636973979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827130362159793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209795170589245,0.22292026435112175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740449710318925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972018546104395,0.0,0.07322854970971719,0.0,0.04680953869307203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508410754972335,0.10126032187657516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028272254286144,0.0,0.0,0.10950931076953822,0.0,0.037027102476288716,0.0,0.04027754645284323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267087288188823,0.07544335485516404,0.06348637561370635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285019486119944,0.14975792233623958,0.0,0.07039076113349749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598656430759034,0.0,0.14760220238519658,0.03894877460281597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247026228654699,0.0,0.13849570150082674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951367828232596,0.0,0.0,0.060251876034643326,0.0,0.0,0.14192056042942414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764954774640572,0.0,0.06844752415206934,0.07537197016305955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604786611145624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913293511422346,0.061881706705511665,0.0,0.0,0.2679835040007203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356276951721797,0.0,0.14248959029082114,0.07939158964776173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620507482395808,0.0,0.0,0.15217757512787305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647490463964345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21673176918415166,0.3002432745215576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417799060244378,0.06194426077504413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047083454356954636,0.13623356816646265,0.0,0.0,0.165301487922086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041801473056144914,0.11250798956529794,0.05684833396084955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831698593592328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JakeTHEMB,2019/05/08,"I feel I´m running out of time. I feel like I´m running out of time to get myself on track. I´m currently in highschool and have almost finished my ""freshman"" year and I have had ridiculous social anxiety problems for a long time, but for a while it wasn´t a **huge**  problem... until **now** where I´m at a crucial stage in my life where if I don´t do something about it now, I could be stuck like this forever, because I´ve seen it; People decades older than me in the same position I´m in now. (No offence to those people btw, people´s lives are all different.) But I don\`t have time for this kind of nonsense anymore. Time flies and I have things I still want to do in my life still, but my Social Anxiety keeps getting in the way and holding me back; And after some recent events that happened to me today (Which is what sent me over the edge and caused me to write this) I\`m started to get a *little* more than pissed off with myself because I simply do not know what to do, how do other people do it? Any help in any capacity is much appreciated. Thanks in advance, I know you wont let me down.",3.250780361757105,5.0774365302325615,3.9967054263565913,87.6825516795866,74.3953488372093,6.2661498708010335,25.89793281653747,6.937597516519254,1.08150645994832,854,30,169,8,18,272,126,215,0.1,0.8190000000000001,0.081,-0.4951,2,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,1,10,8,2,0,8,0,18,3,1,2,1,31,33,13,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,14,9,0,2,4,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,4,3,23,4,34,25,5,48,0,0,1,0,6,19,1,3,25,124,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346671395576018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290860385161786,0.0,0.20576106684704604,0.0,0.13337282273151355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341053962541803,0.0,0.1639614187280032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815297479018762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737520048671263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405080326923484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599915042120006,0.09607599556317836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078833252566687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118924498626025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901423524910923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953630374777872,0.0,0.14004526431152928,0.14781870041821535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375198590893547,0.1899812373768075,0.13140499809126954,0.13478913870636414,0.1187525763553129,0.11901485016497215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886183039073546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797045615829946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573676559213237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278755374015014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741807137438213,0.0,0.1035329990847164,0.0,0.0,0.09518906094677948,0.0,0.21479953164526647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238155707698218,0.0,0.0,0.08934575099240996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920959544140809,0.0,0.12747590208805554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932264218499502,0.10674780512225716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660382679615937
socialanxiety,lisaxmetal,2019/05/08,"My life I hate the fact that everytime my coworkers wanna hang out I always say yeah maybe, and then when it comes time I usually bail out or decide I can’t. Does anyone deal with this? I bet everyone thinks I hate them. It’s not that I don’t, it’s that it scares me being around so much people.",0.33999999999999986,2.4711741111111145,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,85.66666666666667,6.139682539682537,15.349206349206348,7.447530270364453,-0.06908888888888898,231,4,53,4,7,77,47,63,0.163,0.8,0.037000000000000005,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,13,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,11,0,5,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,35,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114572992719439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769426140330885,0.0,0.0,0.22623041461805515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891130167688191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26199783928030523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239169729693145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24283300277831524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5018033787881849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950019777646473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25530868576810145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681548086228736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618239504899674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209512277985314,0.2544294034624702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283684436816698,0.0,0.0,0.14818579421100506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798893259848589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Maerajat,2019/05/08,"Anyone else think they’d have less social anxiety if they didn’t live in the US? I live in the US (midwest) and I sort of can’t handle our culture of extreme extroversion.

I recently watched this video on why people hate Brie Larson so much, and the main point was that she doesn’t make her sarcasm obvious enough.

I thought that was absurd, and that if she were in England or some other similar Northern European country, people wouldn’t even consider her humor “dry”. But here in the US everyone is fucking slapstick.

I feel like in our culture everyone has to act like a downright crazy person with a huge fake smile and constant talkativeness, and if you don’t, you’re a “bitch”. 

I don’t have the energy to act this way and it just seems ridiculous to me. I was a waitress for a while and eventually I realized that when I acted super over the top and fake and talked a bunch people actually LIKED it. It seemed to me like that attitude was condescending, like I was trying to entertain a five year old. 

I think my naturally low key quiet self would do a lot better in many European or maybe East Asian countries. Here, people somehow always think I hate them, when actually I like the majority of people. Does anyone else relate?",6.015098870056497,6.759893588983051,6.596,75.79532768361581,66.5,9.683163841807913,31.83502824858757,9.725611199111238,3.017477740112993,981,38,178,20,15,321,138,236,0.11199999999999999,0.737,0.151,0.8355,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,5,1,3,3,8,18,5,0,15,0,19,1,0,1,1,33,30,19,0,5,7,0,1,6,0,2,0,1,0,2,11,10,0,0,8,2,0,3,6,8,0,1,8,3,29,10,18,19,8,24,0,1,1,1,19,13,2,11,13,123,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.21182926612130867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030992491199047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302907938421453,0.0,0.0,0.15178057659751468,0.2224141389252704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959905047925957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728792055509947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497982596527356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813343527679003,0.0,0.0,0.11214580527111627,0.0,0.07168643147943496,0.0,0.0,0.2074199407877572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054878624170924685,0.07753752043346873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033898119975736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143119467380659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181487008748724,0.0,0.1916770211269309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227268850449342,0.0,0.0,0.07244804381613981,0.11003758921882698,0.10903812883490943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978581069161063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388936411520982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762229755717072,0.09476869141271214,0.0,0.0,0.10260078198554104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716534969098176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976126168941464,0.11322581396049945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063789955938966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723642836602306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086347915880972,0.0,0.08616477181209453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368823061899013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916632029075101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615013638294415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793607563387532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710024419154089,0.0,0.0,0.06989306694623908
socialanxiety,CheekiMeister,2019/05/08,"Does anyone else get something similar to this? My hair is long af and looks shit. But I don't want to cut my hair because what if I look even dumber, and anyways people are going to comment on it because of the large change from long to short. 

Do any of you have something similar?",4.039210526315788,5.0233679649122855,4.665745614035089,86.99230263157897,71.10526315789474,7.1035087719298255,28.285087719298247,7.1686216300943375,1.4253192982456135,222,8,45,2,4,71,44,57,0.129,0.84,0.03,-0.7067,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,5,10,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,8,10,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,1,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345467467960276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806697909437976,0.24627968396886415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930453766946167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542715487524526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103427564018734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079194294110106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875709858124445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255794336395804,0.0,0.1366034913258197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42542632125798974,0.4036877591104335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663702401897668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467285499549021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700854378118691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177197135672315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Justpassinby1984,2019/05/08,"Not saying “your welcome” or “no problem” after you say thank you. Is this rude?? I noticed this more especially if I am staying over someones house for awhile.The first few times your met with a “you’re welcome” or “no problem”,then after that they stay silent every time you say thanks.
Is this a sign of a person being tired of being around you or doing you favors?
Thoughts?",1.802500000000002,4.510177583333338,2.4438888888888894,91.79,85.66666666666666,3.7555555555555564,20.5,5.033348758259628,-0.14531666666666654,294,9,55,1,9,91,51,72,0.24,0.6679999999999999,0.092,-0.9005,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,7,1,1,1,7,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,3,10,5,8,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,15,2,0,4,5,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153132803617893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234620512555908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638985522357377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233369082813126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937420656012546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824592040776926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687488212893023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596947522540972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326216181630546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107551239223861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547986293397419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297110389673127,0.22471342874054911,0.2214641294133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NoCheese264,2019/05/08,"Asking out a girl with social anxiety tomorrow. Anything to be aware of? Here's some context: she and I are college students in a class together. Like I said, she has social anxiety, but she always seems friendly and open, so I don't know how much of a factor it will be. And if she says yes, anything I should know from there?

And yes, I already asked r/datingadvice.",3.344583333333333,5.171328736111113,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,74.1388888888889,7.5777777777777775,28.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.1389,287,12,55,5,6,94,53,72,0.038,0.772,0.19,0.9154,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,1,0,15,13,8,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,1,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,9,2,7,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,3,2,39,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495011989473111,0.0,0.18812895924382644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34592375769878264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721134594654556,0.0,0.4227361754946225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468025708423196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485115434633243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045848327060692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662056694484615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506789977021928,0.17979963447812544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582818547338194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609502868552927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1Genesis1,2019/05/08,"We are living in the end times of Bible prophecy, please watch this video, there is hope, URGENT PLEASE WATCH Please just watch through this video and you will be shown the truth, there is a reason you are depressed, seek the truth, watch this video, don't let any wicked people who comment dissuade you are try to make me look bad for speaking the truth! 

​

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8JFsh27XvLI](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8JFsh27XvLI)",13.134130434782612,14.865779478260867,6.01576086956522,82.65668478260872,51.31884057971014,7.479710144927536,28.84420289855073,5.985473137389443,1.044707246376812,380,8,58,1,4,87,49,69,0.079,0.65,0.271,0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,3,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,3,9,12,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,5,4,5,9,0,3,0,1,5,0,7,1,0,1,2,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213590085246285,0.24824691095962875,0.13893103328598344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705820001979775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596332551770266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809491964171243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029160377389767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891063316109715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040067871055848,0.0,0.17156057973885047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363718634486603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416359243076861,0.0,0.0,0.6727802829503455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100544677563049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912899655216586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387063168917146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24824691095962875,0.0
socialanxiety,sam_bacon,2019/05/08,"A brief introduction to Anxiety So, this one day i got on a train, went to the library at the city, and browsed around the shelves.

Long story short, i saw a girl that I found attractive. What seemed to be hours were only minutes, i gave a shot talking to her. I had palpitations, dizziness and a confused mind. I blurted out a “hey, nice shoes” and said goodbye. I immediately busted out the place and went straight for the escalator.  I wandered in the mall for a half an hour or so before cooling myself down and could leave. 

The end",3.3608629989212484,5.418733349514563,4.224789644012946,85.1567529665588,74.72815533980581,6.907874865156419,28.92017259978425,7.793537801064563,1.797248975188781,417,18,83,6,9,134,73,103,0.055,0.865,0.08,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,15,1,4,1,1,0,0,14,12,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,9,3,10,3,13,1,0,18,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,3,5,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688324874538488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646698843618252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779676568013215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620847779238336,0.0,0.0,0.14233121153227205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954719042837135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24198270652364745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651143332173774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346838857995735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336860998089817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953097688032115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284090658655104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954989837113564,0.16784990067619782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305812370649307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099332450088549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091412496647676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738776952433988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091763851308168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fabiooh00,2019/05/08,"Driving exam in two days I have my first (and hopefully last and only) driving exam on Friday.
I'm not really afraid about it but I'm not confident enough.
The biggest problem is my teacher, I really don't like him (and the one I had before him). It's probably normal but I don't like their behavior, like, ""joking"" about my errors... what does the word ""school"" even exists for then...

Anyways, I REALLY hope I pass it because I don't really want to spend more money on this AND I absolutely can't stand those people's behavior


Sorry for the caps and, thank you for actually reading this far",2.64212382445141,4.8622212844827635,4.798589341692789,79.44170846394984,77.5344827586207,8.01128526645768,23.476489028213173,8.841846274778883,2.004148275862069,463,15,85,11,11,160,73,116,0.161,0.7509999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.782,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,1,4,9,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,15,13,8,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,0,2,2,3,6,2,0,3,1,0,15,7,9,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,59,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.1819474202654256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365763722354677,0.0,0.15865444647971638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024424116495333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631628587311828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926517552204822,0.0,0.12314786822938747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158593504219168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703720403430167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198089674481213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732688284527677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268052535609766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634273152277464,0.1418029378036027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926032573922688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102365842308387,0.17840660258195526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649954990251785,0.0,0.477776256005621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886964373013342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087144960660445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165727564882693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213367285174412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997250644715947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wickerwitch4,2019/05/08,"Self check out means I like to be by MYSELF. At the grocery store today there was a lady standing at the front of the self-checkout area asking people if they’re ready to checkout and showing them where to go. Is this not defeating the reason for SELF checkout? I just want to shop without talking to another human, is that too much to ask?",4.250597014925372,5.686111970149256,4.782268656716422,84.64295522388062,71.08955223880595,6.554029850746268,28.32537313432836,6.742157984588678,1.4386143283582091,270,10,50,2,5,86,52,67,0.0,0.868,0.132,0.7809999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,9,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,2,3,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,13,7,1,9,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,36,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286127600141969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407638147537859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239056713063324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651345711681247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748746673238966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026963182175644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114747159949166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22416065595456786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6823265700580028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752360492983957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665726917103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859372123570795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016329815239526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sagittearyus,2019/05/08,"Cried @ school I’m in health class rn but in my last period, math, I got called on to explain a problem to the class. I got the problem right but I suck at explaining things and it was hard to explain but I tried anyway and at first I wasn’t that nervous at all but then I kept talking and I knew it made zero sense and I got super nervous and shaky and stuttered and quiet and I felt so miserable and stupid. After I finished people said they couldn’t hear me and they didn’t get it and my eyeballs teared up and cried a little and I’m still sniffling and now I’m crying again but my friend is so nice for comforting me.",0.040498428378985096,2.3529611145038203,1.6473551863493476,96.97688819039068,90.52671755725193,4.303726986977998,18.39290525370453,5.900188976854957,-0.3055077682981593,490,14,108,4,17,158,76,131,0.272,0.614,0.113,-0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,2,6,13,2,4,4,0,5,1,0,1,1,31,22,22,0,3,5,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,5,14,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,9,0,2,11,5,17,4,12,10,1,18,0,1,0,0,10,9,1,1,9,72,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277524502562006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575848575475703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246147474960845,0.0,0.0,0.14392403867220016,0.0,0.0,0.13072586649478884,0.0,0.08840161664775302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059814386405273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515727092864506,0.0,0.0,0.1798549433294437,0.19070414893645515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792307931040906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958592003781658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010402906006094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730409900499066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32380895921054736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449849101288534,0.16095085971346554,0.0,0.0,0.17124253274543158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512578441913692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359990124784301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241099638247118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487777277420805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Glenrill,2019/05/08,"As a parent of a SA 12 year old, what advice does this group have for us? Our daughter was aneorexic a couple of years ago, and we pushed through that.  In the last month, she has become increasingly anxious about going to school, to the point that she has not gone for almost two weeks - sobbing, sitting on the floor, yelling, refusing to move.  She sees a therapist once a week, and we have talked to the school about reducing her workload (she is a perfectionist, and takes forever to complete assignments, erasing, redoing....) 

As sufferers of SA - what do you wish your parents had done when you were in these severe states?  Force school attendance?  Left you alone?  Gradually go back?  What would you advise us to do that would have benefitted you?",5.834666666666667,7.61756331851852,5.583148148148148,79.0791666666667,67.66666666666666,9.251851851851852,30.537037037037038,9.642632912329526,2.887681481481481,588,23,106,13,10,182,93,135,0.111,0.8340000000000001,0.055,-0.7962,2,1,0,0,1,0,27.0,5,6,0,0,5,3,0,0,10,0,14,0,0,0,0,11,20,6,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,2,0,1,5,2,16,1,19,13,1,25,0,2,1,0,23,6,1,1,10,74,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550049752312432,0.12291694434027227,0.0,0.1388515987219682,0.14361370522369488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665043647353147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066237747297589,0.0,0.0,0.15314308861273915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538618121630872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342867270304092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134547984448675,0.141901039741074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761147649595164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302936824046984,0.0,0.0,0.15065844318796082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067998908602236,0.14737749753838614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550415730174585,0.14767224385858546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079391098512649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310819534140551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210049990666068,0.11049696281330884,0.0,0.0,0.15665043647353147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425779525868246,0.111452575875056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099916563508135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354542210151275,0.0,0.3335905550554635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22245520497120444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945633491239955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197005333131907,0.0,0.0,0.1785896670203441
socialanxiety,heresmars,2019/05/08,"Anxiety over dating Hi guys, don't know if any of you can relate w this, but um here's the deal. I've been on a few dates before, none that went well, but I know I'm ready to get into a relationship. HOWEVER, partly due to not very good experiences in the past, and partly due to the fact that I don't have that many guys in my social circle, the simple thought of going out with a guy makes me feel *physically sick* (TMI but a guy recently asked me out, I quite like him, but thinking too much about it gave me anxious diarrhea.)

A lot of it also have to do w insecurities--I'm usually fine w how I look, but when I consider how a guy might think about me, I realise a lot of my features might not exactly conform w what most ppl would consider attractive.

I know I shouldn't force myself to be in situations where I feel uncomfortable, but I also don't want to let my anxiety dictate what I can or cannot do.

If anyone's dealt w similar things before, I'd honestly appreciate any advice!",4.336017430845015,4.723186315270941,6.2527093596059125,78.04646835922698,70.08374384236453,9.989996210685867,28.423266388783627,10.035473477838034,2.59860166729822,774,26,162,19,13,271,121,203,0.084,0.8079999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.8197,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,11,6,0,0,11,0,17,1,0,3,2,37,34,15,0,5,11,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,5,9,5,0,0,8,0,0,2,8,0,2,0,4,3,21,6,21,24,8,19,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,8,9,108,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321631880500616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530520173012527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757652681436046,0.0,0.17726401921299326,0.13088797518034212,0.0,0.08101148189792001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831275948406732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717537768766705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944580003052015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333257875725065,0.0,0.0,0.11716383659273615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053167653671546,0.0,0.06584548210698686,0.09717724251833372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5735943674150096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101964248503114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847393346723148,0.0,0.05660297757799208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729259062609164,0.0,0.0,0.19699878342869812,0.0,0.0,0.0773369494532152,0.11746309530408948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24581671165260294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516988014473156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509285560480578,0.11060076446788997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232305744354684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439703262686632,0.12438947605582955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023065201346615,0.0,0.11810391551149438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697173796387342,0.14847585921647027,0.0,0.09197930339142224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760259609048474,0.0955960155269476,0.06833678782759582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041713804474371,0.1074026860724292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230308747885601,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lost_but_not_blind,2019/05/08,"Can I even ask for help? I am 32 and spiraling the drain over employment changes. I applied for a job in town to do the one type of work I actually enjoy doing, but it's been 3 weeks after the autorepley email from them and no call back, after being rejected for two other openings I was over qualified for but needed to get out of my abusive work situation, but can't just leave because it pays better than most town jobs...

I have a few ""friends"" [people who say they support me, but I show little interest in them because... TBH I don't know why, I guess I am am selfish with my time? I don't really know how to hangout or do unstructured social life tbh]. 

I could look for other work, but job postings here are not for the kind of work I want to do and pay less than the abusive job I have...

Anyway... long story short: how do I ask for help from what little network I have? I feel like i put so little effort into them, why would this not look like begging for a handout? I feel like a faker [I see people around me in way worse situations who are fighting through worse depressions than mine]. I feel like because I don't jump on the social network train and help all the others I don't deserve to ask for help myself... I'm going to leave it there as I could go on for a while.




Honestly I need a mental health councilor, a career councilor, and to stop being defeatist, but who can afford that, and I keep thinking I can do this on my own, only to get to 4 am and realize I cannot.",6.495683060109286,4.914013868852461,7.3124590163934435,78.85174863387981,66.04918032786885,9.969398907103825,32.46448087431694,8.648137234880735,2.4025038251366118,1150,37,241,14,15,387,157,305,0.146,0.7120000000000001,0.142,-0.8077,6,1,0,0,2,0,43.0,0,0,4,6,10,15,1,0,14,0,31,2,0,2,1,42,54,19,0,6,10,0,3,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,13,12,0,2,7,2,2,4,9,4,0,2,2,7,39,11,43,47,5,32,0,2,3,0,21,18,0,3,12,174,52,14,0.0,0.2109185832354584,0.0868584465244569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923551467951988,0.2496298944273263,0.0,0.0,0.06844124661258957,0.0,0.16277437389015026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787198698276998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088657356949956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415809618087634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421304366693588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666199932678068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878859129521661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501454629473975,0.19076085270538407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876694679757736,0.0,0.093005453807081,0.0,0.10116998726760597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805175767482087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461077329871956,0.0,0.0,0.2386393108257368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533047004151437,0.07911392468885461,0.0,0.09268757813652033,0.0978323502219581,0.0,0.0,0.18849210790268567,0.0,0.0,0.06286860491285459,0.1739382061648358,0.26762658960054303,0.0,0.0787688057736342,0.14948770727930685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969859011186887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319958152277323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060313761930319884,0.06769418809157803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341313852733958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524454769673863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947708652242857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702046135413834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707823088010397,0.0,0.0,0.07092742590491956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000962402347776,0.0,0.18146380353230696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441422637236678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101004616688438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703238971684605,0.0,0.0,0.05190096871954953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694736018030974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249890906101631,0.07064998289525676,0.07139641971163026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063078618019944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591939788694582,0.0,0.1814124222568997,0.06322834950764973,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadfish52,2019/05/08,"wanted to be nice. It backfired i brought up the courage to send a text in our class grouptext wishing people goodluck on their exam. Just a nice gesture you know,

 I got a few confused texts back. Turns out the exam is tomorrow :))

Yep. Not doing that again.",0.8569897959183663,3.3680115102040844,1.7293622448979598,93.57322704081636,97.16326530612244,3.266326530612245,24.492346938775512,5.148860815047168,0.4570591836734698,200,9,37,1,8,62,42,49,0.042,0.72,0.23800000000000002,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,1,0,3,4,0,1,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,6,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,26,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34854681504532536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625319975474321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24911260216576686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142495095971791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49304197749913203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26735818606795336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212533303513373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ALTAiR916,2019/05/08,"Secretly realizing even your relatives consider you as boring, immature and unreliable. Spending vacation with cousins far away from home used to be awesome. They always consider me as one of them and never ignores me. But now I'm 21 and my relatives expect me to do basics jobs such as cattering, 'back-stage' works during family functions, playing with babies.etc... 

But SAD set me down. Eventhough I gather courage to do those kind of activities, everyone now consider me as unreliable/immature, and doesn't tell me or makes me do anything. 

Do you guys have similar experience?",6.815700000000002,9.29111777,7.693000000000001,62.17150000000001,66.3,12.2,39.5,11.698219412168324,6.009000000000001,467,27,67,18,8,156,72,100,0.057999999999999996,0.8390000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.5833,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,2,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,16,10,11,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,14,3,14,9,0,7,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,1,3,49,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572526744827705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133490662122058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24358350593917644,0.1993551018478504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891436716194124,0.17123892660064047,0.0,0.0,0.2477342454007721,0.0,0.2536062380115974,0.2444074567547517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567083732848637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600591340275684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572757584811045,0.0,0.0,0.2699796174670739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305820643270406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995746038320428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568143111867526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22660485491515056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391758396299166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18874452400157468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whatever3455,2019/05/08,"Social anxiety effect on grades My grades are bad because I can't even raise my hand to ask a question in class and now I've fallen behind on everything. Self study is not an option, tried it but I still need to ask for help. Does anyone else have a problem with this?",2.2249090909090903,4.173596218181821,3.2890909090909126,91.0736363636364,77.72727272727272,5.854545454545455,20.090909090909093,6.742157984588678,0.23092727272727265,212,5,44,2,5,68,47,55,0.155,0.747,0.098,-0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,0,9,7,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,8,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,2,27,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250482563803276,0.0,0.0,0.17595337470825706,0.25783614217323536,0.0,0.0,0.4705010970963298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010988702205124,0.1533981370103489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021290579372416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210213928786538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620663621599852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261588804244811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16866978884590605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865887577865377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407866390235665,0.0,0.0,0.2818957295374572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26251664761122506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25651650869307024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096098363079007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17084785345194078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RM-is-my-name,2019/05/08,"My exams *English is not my native language and i'm using Google translate a lot, so if anything seems strange, feel free to ask.*

​

I'm currently writing my  secondary school certificate. I need to pass every exam to graduate (native language, maths and english). The languages have a writing part and a speaking part. I will pass everything easily except speaking in my native language to other people. In the writing part i have to write essay using arguments from books i red in school. I have 3 hours to do that so it is not that hard if you remember something from them. In the speaking part you basically have to do the same thing, just not write your essay but say it in front of 3 people in an empty classrom. And yeah, you have only 15 minutes to prepare and your have to speak for at least 10 minutes. After that they can ask you questions etc.

It is not a secret that for such socially disabled person like me it won't be easy...

I have to pass this stupid exam to be accepted to university. From all of the mock exams my average scores are: 94% maths, 98% english, 31% native language. Speaking: 98% english, and an 20% native speaking. Yeah, you need 30% to pass...

I am learning extended maths and physics. My friends attend every additional lessons before and after school just to pass maths, and they say they would be happy to get 50% (i get consistent 90% or higher). One of them learns extra physics with my teacher before school and in home and got 60% from the exam, i got 55% with no learning whatsoever - i just went there i wrote what i could. But i won't be accepted to technical university just because i can't prepare an essay in my head in 15 minutes using examples from the books wrote in 18th century (yeah, thats what they want us to read, boring af). 

Just wanted to share my story, education system in my country is broken.",3.907101038715768,5.970313161473089,4.9440424929178475,80.57398630783761,73.19263456090651,7.199584513692162,29.04711992445704,8.021203637495839,2.158902247403211,1458,61,257,22,30,477,169,353,0.067,0.843,0.08900000000000001,0.7226,1,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,1,7,6,1,9,10,2,0,14,3,26,1,1,3,1,59,46,18,0,8,15,0,2,1,1,4,0,8,1,1,14,14,0,0,11,3,1,8,8,3,0,1,5,11,39,8,45,32,10,25,0,0,1,0,37,12,0,6,5,179,53,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518462805112532,0.12917580492570854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748239138852966,0.0,0.1987671803746936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480434446688525,0.0,0.18092048457161666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487825408592126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856147438192438,0.0,0.0,0.17913807923746133,0.0,0.0955427378514018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375249774899605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213326462334203,0.0,0.11108304068576318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004837081908214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131667980530385,0.09523104933480936,0.0,0.10910263472916584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663554967019703,0.0,0.10469192449815992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193669844430688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903792242619559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765200763072165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720370235955675,0.08085199246018789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460484635409021,0.0,0.1474011052795534,0.09282400841484648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908924265134233,0.0,0.106336726418398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042619288800994,0.0,0.0,0.16908071014174256,0.0,0.4303573159276021,0.0,0.09677877229294284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836757547887953,0.0,0.08184105978621631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062628353527182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787538409053004,0.27544782923315697,0.0,0.0,0.1254063759159692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854854209685893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551812322125526,0.0,0.12917580492570854,0.0
socialanxiety,sureofcoursenot,2019/05/08,"Getting a job Hi!

I'm 22, I finished high school at 19, I applied for a few jobs, went to 2 interviews, I got a job but never went to that job.

One year after that I went to college but I dropped the next year because of some problems, including anxiety.

Now I'm looking for a job but I have no idea how to approach the job interview (if I'll even get one), how to explain 3 years of unemployment and no work experience. I don't even know how to talk about myself.

I feel like I don't even have a chance getting a job.",0.545995085995088,2.40280382882883,3.015724815724816,91.4143488943489,82.7837837837838,6.198525798525798,25.406224406224407,7.348242739294969,1.1342720720720725,399,17,92,6,11,138,65,111,0.17,0.7979999999999999,0.032,-0.9217,9,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,8,0,4,0,0,3,1,15,17,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,4,2,10,1,13,13,2,15,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,9,56,12,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567052850833838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826685734404113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190109238598574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954577203487967,0.0,0.0,0.05662450759905011,0.0800042636149505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755273543977983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956704961520649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832149133023305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642084295739595,0.0,0.0,0.7779158062810785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154568686046862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054711689668116986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404173160338364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637206459728443,0.0,0.11910052937523904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517719607765148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715741049360973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333785464185454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001172816469738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31144204852935164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152861207681672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163498389514134
socialanxiety,imsafeinsilence,2019/05/08,"Are you good looking but painfully awkward? I feel like I'm the most awkward human being on this planet. I don't like being attractive to others because it draws unwanted attention from men and hostile attention from women. Taking public transit is a nightmare because I don't know where to stare therefore I'm always looking for a window seat so I can fuck my neck up for 45 mins turning my head to avoid looking at people especially because when I just stare neutral and a guy's in my line of sight he always thinks its a green light to stare, smile, lick lips (usually older guys do this, never young guys). It makes me so uncomfortable I feel frozen. That's why I aways put on a stink face and turn out looking like a total fucking asshole bitch to avoid these things. It sucks because I'm starting to see I'm getting lines from making such face. It also affected my posture as well. Much to my chagrin, I noticeably shrink and just stay frozen hoping nobody ever looks at me.
I don't know how to be normal just sitting or standing up. I don't know how to place my body, it's like I'm always uncomfortable no matter what.",6.9380165912518885,6.511135769230767,7.1834502262443465,76.36289781297137,64.6108597285068,9.176621417797891,34.25377073906486,8.344100000000001,2.722094720965309,899,35,163,10,12,292,133,221,0.23199999999999998,0.6659999999999999,0.102,-0.9876,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,13,19,5,4,7,0,11,9,6,6,3,34,39,13,0,3,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,6,13,5,0,2,8,0,0,1,6,11,1,0,0,16,19,8,25,36,3,23,0,0,11,2,9,11,4,3,12,99,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121986659089347,0.2847402929825775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717032156571396,0.0,0.0,0.2781383474991722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670345568624822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318072908034852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535207261836004,0.08148995918549058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090742744857066,0.0595956444465491,0.0,0.0,0.0956745414098345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33883475164882343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706632780955935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132949243198344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806580863392933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229107878291088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789405291557807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228209776740612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385285498547075,0.0,0.08797601153701487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176208806560314,0.0,0.12986678708830188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213760327416038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908015307321764,0.0,0.11917642676732584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466950412531135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089715673032328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807376769398904,0.12158094850872395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576468451895755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578148484530399,0.07308995075820822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481457177268625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562941227065805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256052542813844,0.0,0.10292832117374157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FitAttention9,2019/05/08,Anyone here from Chicago? Drop a comment!,2.5242857142857136,3.4649850000000018,2.632142857142856,82.42535714285714,127.57142857142857,1.4,32.07142857142857,3.1291,1.5473428571428582,33,2,4,0,2,10,7,7,0.324,0.6759999999999999,0.0,-0.3382,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dozepatas,2019/05/08,"Does anyone get adrenaline shakes so badly in any type of confrontation that your hands shake and you can’t think of words and ruminate on it for hours? I don’t mean like, a physical fight.  I mean times when you have to stand up for yourself say, if someone cuts in front of you in line or says something extremely rude?  

Today some lady loudly exclaimed to her friend how every time she comes (to the restaurant I was eating in) there are “damn babies”.  Then loudly slammed her purse down on the table next to me and got in line to order.  

My daughter was asleep in my arms.  Swear on everything that is sacred and holy, you cannot make this sh*t up.  

The restaurant was like, a chipotle style assembly line restaurant set up where you have to yell your order to the person behind the glass so it wasn’t like, a quiet restaurant.  In fact, it was loud af. 

My daughter hadn’t made a peep.  I was floored and wanted to say something but I was shaking so badly.  It makes standing up for myself difficult.  

I have PTSD too so I don’t like confrontation.  Also, after too much of it, I lose my temper and become a foaming at the mouth, rage-beast.",3.604444444444447,5.3303890582959665,4.004895366218238,88.41543472845045,73.2152466367713,6.569905331340308,24.048081714001004,7.1686216300943375,0.9087540607872442,892,26,176,9,18,279,132,223,0.154,0.8,0.046,-0.971,0,0,2,0,1,0,27.0,0,7,0,1,11,19,7,3,11,0,17,5,4,4,1,21,27,17,0,2,3,2,1,4,1,0,0,8,0,1,8,7,1,0,3,0,0,5,6,14,0,0,10,9,24,5,33,17,2,36,0,1,0,0,19,18,1,3,12,116,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606133025742242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719778183287394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022264975648166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263238696342193,0.0,0.1740964086943954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357893245505628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794819239701522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613008257788247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281500025910714,0.0,0.1416729352743457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178906471103094,0.0,0.08235822411551677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260757875184037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523955641969162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30805165028900383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763541916138544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915885033716594,0.21044630447712692,0.0,0.0,0.3434233008212064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158804856924275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764751210798734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764154169953924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426787001899145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760750588073091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335643420008788,0.24271155352298426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101006685992556,0.0,0.0,0.1838374606497172,0.0,0.1494203515114011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297770703287783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,missatomicblonde,2019/05/08,"Anxiety over little things Today in class, I saw a spider land on the girl in front of me and I was too scared to say something to her about it. It shouldn’t be so hard to say one sentence to a person",2.6024242424242416,3.0286259090909127,4.075454545454543,91.96651515151515,74.0,6.775757575757575,21.484848484848484,6.42735559955562,0.15158484848484832,156,3,37,1,3,52,36,44,0.151,0.818,0.03,-0.6329,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,4,4,0,10,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,1,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25389704411980624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973107122153057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33264372528200403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489911578912286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897959462304269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5278688695046897,0.332282540338167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555072525553002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049479456188772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145955183127277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mandypasta,2019/08/20,"I dont fear rejection, i feat acceptance Tired of reading things like ""you need to stop fesring rejection, thats how you overcome SAD"" from people who clearly dont have SAD. 

Ive been rejected my whole life, why would i care if the next person rejects me like the rest, i think what i really fear is being accepted.",7.819301075268817,6.381793725806452,8.076451612903227,73.96801075268819,63.354838709677416,12.137634408602151,36.79569892473119,11.20814326018867,4.013369892473119,249,10,48,6,3,82,49,62,0.23199999999999998,0.445,0.324,0.6898,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,1,13,0,2,2,0,8,2,0,1,1,9,11,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,10,5,3,8,2,2,0,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,30,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341001168965987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906299066618111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47107385375682304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784497223087456,0.2045209154551338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552039977981567,0.0,0.0,0.22260827116448734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511227077323674,0.18276528683833249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093710736822627,0.0,0.1340921838042972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749962361476718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905920665439409,0.1341202351417768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24057614614680586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888737165008997,0.23369208629672006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869096570729126,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Old_boy7,2019/08/20,"I think I come off like an asshole to other co workers, but that's not my intent. I mostly only talk when I have a question. I'm highly neurotic and have social anxiety, but can socialize when I have an objective and structured path to socialize. When it's just casual conversation I don't really know what to say, so I don't talk. I am also kind of asshole, as I am self aware, but it's never because I choose beforehand to be such, and then proceed to do so. It's more like an innate way of behaving, or me deteriorating relationships because of poor social skills or figuring it's better to just not socialize then to complicate things with socializing (for instance, if I socialize with this person, there is an expectation to always be engaging with such persons everyday or everytime which may be the asshole mindset (really wish there was a better term for this)).

It always ends up creating more anxiety because of my personality, which is why I generally just try to avoid socializing at this point.",10.49345238095238,8.052854820105821,11.230099206349204,56.62705357142861,59.0,15.164285714285715,43.20171957671958,13.624085052395262,6.0600735449735454,807,37,134,27,8,282,107,189,0.076,0.7979999999999999,0.126,0.8677,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,13,8,0,1,7,0,16,0,0,1,1,32,21,19,0,3,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,14,7,0,1,5,1,1,1,5,1,0,0,1,1,15,7,22,16,4,17,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,7,12,105,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801554737571341,0.16234891694213785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926024050918366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840780937261208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256081770629306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840359090369571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640571458188892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307333549154504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158962603381903,0.05361426025405188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953219280972701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524124900087804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741957810436819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555465707540646,0.0,0.0,0.09222201130718367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928511596999628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499382251008108,0.0,0.0,0.10473870103664873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758049595725339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177224864428204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7955689558472936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682373423437365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481191260304837,0.06250998526054412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623416221436347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743546099622252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802917190008606,0.0,0.1121846565319541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,happyfriends66,2019/08/20,Eating out alone So kinda random but I really was looking forward to eating out with my friends today but they canceled but I still really wanna go. But I’m afraid of seeing people I know or being judged for going out alone. Any advice?,1.755289855072462,4.498503804347828,3.8173913043478263,81.34898550724641,87.04347826086956,4.8057971014492775,16.36231884057971,6.42735559955562,0.24338840579710164,189,4,30,2,6,64,35,46,0.085,0.8270000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.2846,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,13,8,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,1,8,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,3,3,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364075199033362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.501125243031206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645181378990274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4951018770160727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691161141711649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749845125871369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132956333531403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031571093077075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772119213093753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099682859796499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19278388945463104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932026062400556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293177860079121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iambruhoof,2019/08/20,"just started school, couldn’t be more anxious I just started taking computer classes at a community college this past week and it’s so scary. i’m homeschooled and i’ve always been homeschooled, so my social skills are pretty bad. my social anxiety is so bad right now and it’s hard for me because i’m around a bunch of strangers and i’m too scared to talk to anybody. seems like everybody else has already kinda found their group or whatever and i’m just that one weird quiet kid. anybody got any tips for this kinda stuff? i’d appreciate it.",2.108998548621191,4.866555415094338,3.063584905660377,87.62111030478957,84.47169811320755,5.525689404934689,25.134978229317852,7.010146845296331,1.2872853410740208,438,18,81,6,13,139,75,106,0.188,0.7390000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.8995,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,9,5,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,16,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,2,5,1,7,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,6,44,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120459912145201,0.0,0.1598869737192626,0.0,0.0,0.13067086185403282,0.0,0.14699678076773498,0.21707858231059687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105721335264432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208800288236729,0.117134893847743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051946075503468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106862215731033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15368258122766093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213165176822615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387641691499277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302080775816807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834321076483707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195489029299876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640979042543747,0.0,0.0,0.1923790168742075,0.19446944079319595,0.0,0.17492918588261452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917522676814428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720142491073246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199696044322464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447539948863986,0.15444557774921575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541338205301512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dukesdj,2019/08/20,"Regret I often read people say to ""do the thing because you might regret missing out"". I tend to regret trying to do the thing because of how uncomfortable it is.... such is life! Just wanted to say this while I find myself stuck in a hotel room wondering why the hell did I come to this thing in another country where I dont know anyone.",5.503805970149255,5.601159343283584,6.441007462686567,78.71733208955227,67.50746268656717,8.491044776119404,27.19776119402985,8.07648339933343,1.706794029850747,264,7,50,3,4,88,46,67,0.275,0.725,0.0,-0.9589,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,4,0,7,1,0,1,0,13,14,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,6,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,2,7,0,9,11,0,7,1,4,0,0,3,5,1,3,1,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422618886629148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615460753083497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816753817279468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990174659961411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707730282358468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111631527317844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269716046306648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631878949767844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450931897698187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017160168156486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310989969268809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674589563693856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604711043328926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685860101165727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627129900719606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847448342100072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505492019716666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,walkingbunny,2019/08/20,Curious to learn what everyone's occupation is on here? I'm in the process of job searching & have only been applying to management positions in the food & beverage industry because that's what I have experience in. I absolutely hate managing people but this is what pays the most with my degree. I'm not entirely sure what else I'm good at :/ I just want a job that makes me happy and pays decently,3.7664285714285697,6.043306448717949,5.850586080586082,72.96346153846156,74.25641025641026,11.123809523809523,31.655677655677657,10.914260884657429,4.400136996336997,325,16,59,13,7,113,56,78,0.1,0.7559999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.5625,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,1,10,11,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,3,9,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,36,12,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026138181579095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413884802026905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937561204316324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216286236653387,0.0,0.2268818402257093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28046278649675593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454028005348864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469044586092539,0.0,0.22899274587682475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603293514175217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482176088987626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640083283531746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079800225679622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186007190052844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680423005857767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blueSCORCH62,2019/08/20,"Make myself look like a fool to make others laugh Hey

So I always feel in social situations I naturally try to become the joker (my jokes are very hit and miss though, I'm not that witty). I'll make myself look stupid and make jokes at my own expense just to get a laugh out of the group, but it's got to a point where I feel like no-one takes me seriously or actually respects me.

I can't seem to help it though, I keep telling myself to stop but when I'm in that group social environment I just end up on auto pilot and before I even realise it I'm saying stupid stuff again and getting laughs.

It doesn't feel so bad when I'm doing it, it's just when I look back I get angry or annoyed at myself for it.

I feel like everyone thinks I'm a bumbling moron just stumbling through life and I'm not sure what to do about it.

Cheers",1.819830508474574,3.350911548022601,3.612000000000002,90.18342372881357,77.58757062146894,6.07593220338983,20.274576271186444,6.742157984588678,0.15575661016949205,652,15,146,6,15,219,99,177,0.195,0.664,0.141,-0.9239,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,16,19,4,0,6,0,5,1,0,4,1,29,32,16,0,0,10,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,13,6,0,2,6,2,1,0,4,8,0,0,1,8,18,11,18,30,1,16,0,1,3,0,8,9,0,3,10,87,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.13662523736816226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649584737489135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076556390124368,0.11689880042738525,0.0,0.15462514909764485,0.11913442563892533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400337652807016,0.0,0.0,0.09247235659444196,0.0,0.0,0.13378131909680813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831640855328071,0.200040010110685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194413907578036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197524169988086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384278038452057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244433808368674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889007244454256,0.20519894427859406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527082449875537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738192125943799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235051463480002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133804630831873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745580997596884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737212333665002,0.0,0.28543608852536995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705092306515134,0.0,0.0,0.16027287820237807,0.0,0.0,0.13195359002092347,0.0,0.1052667624931557,0.0,0.1223710365728677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970991417102538,0.27510951750512397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950545898015238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551925536273525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_Spidey-Fan_,2019/08/20,"Is anyone else deathly afraid of getting a haircut? Depending on what you’re getting, it can be 30-45 min of either awkward silence or having to speak... I have one in 30 min and I’m really not looking forward to it 😅. Does anyone have any advice?",1.7505999999999986,3.9366928600000013,4.122,83.32100000000001,80.4,5.6000000000000005,28.0,6.742157984588678,1.6165999999999996,193,9,35,2,5,67,41,50,0.043,0.9570000000000001,0.0,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,10,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,6,9,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,3,22,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341307451130752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325246169127547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781718235493364,0.3503484331696545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29922587988743443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28563924343592645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572893801465317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28713568982813403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23170110711022404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190495767608228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,maomi-meow-me,2019/08/20,"Anxiety about my anxiety So I have social anxiety (I was diagnosed in college but I stopped going to therapy because I didn’t like having to open up to my therapist) but I’m pretty high functioning. Like I hang out with friends a lot and I have to to a lot of socializing with people I don’t know at work which still freaks  me out but I’ve gotten a lot better at grinning and bearing it but

If you have anxiety, are you supposed to be able to grin and bear it?

I think this is a pretty stupid question with an obvious answer but I kind of need the validation before I go to sleep because it’s driving me crazy lol",1.5157964869775924,3.717721960629923,3.9223622047244113,84.34127801332527,81.36220472440945,7.372259236826168,26.30466384009691,8.384062270229773,2.0557382192610536,487,21,98,11,13,169,79,127,0.12300000000000001,0.639,0.23800000000000002,0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,3,9,1,0,6,1,10,2,1,0,1,25,17,10,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,3,0,16,7,20,13,3,14,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,5,4,71,21,2,0.15293612215274746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679828593691095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864568811250999,0.0,0.13013737567433947,0.0,0.0,0.13525957182196485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522694470495804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815806860075875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738342452674489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158540983014455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925943677753893,0.08404969311002496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943372836382518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900624660203484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340019672969487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602665064709592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31118203551546136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713234578868873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304657079113865,0.3117982336694394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213498470682678,0.12786144614593048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174895784196875,0.17757062536992493,0.0,0.09799529178552553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133931838762397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JushtFinisht,2019/08/20,"I don't know how it got this bad. Or maybe I do.

Ever since I was young, I've always had problems being around people. There were periods in my childhood/adolescence where my level of anxiety fluctuated, but as a whole, I would never venture outside of the social barriers I had. I was constantly told growing up that it would get better as I aged, that ""nervousness/shyness"" was just something young people felt, that it was just a byproduct of teenage angst. Yet, I'm now 25 and I feel so much more anxiety than I did when I was in high school, another bad period of my life. It's gotten to points where I actively avoid my siblings (I live with my parents still and they regularly visit) when they come over, skipping a meal or two for the day.

Because of my extreme fear of being around family, I stay upstairs almost 24/7, only going downstairs to sneak a meal in the middle of the night. For more than 8 years, my body has attuned to a 25-hour sleep cycle due to when I eat, looking at the computer screen/light all day/night, and lack of physical exertion. I can't function like a normal human being for more than a day, and during my brief moments where I show signs of improvement, I go back to the same old routine...sleep, wake up, use the computer, eat at 3AM in the morning, go back to sleep.

When I say I can't function, I literally can't. I have never held down a job, I'm degree-less, and I have no skills. I'm worthless to any company. I would be a nervous wreck who struggles at the slightest sign of any work-related pressure. I have no basic knowledge of how to handle everyday finances. My anxiety has kept me from starting, let alone completing, almost all the milestones of adulthood, and it doesn't show signs of letting up.

And everyone around me is aware of it. Yet, they're okay with it! They enable me to be this way! I keep being told ""you can't do this alone"" but whenever I ask for help I get no answers or we get into a big argument and afterwards forget and go back to the same old cycle. I'm just a skinny lanky man-child who hides in his room and sneaks downstairs for scraps like a common mouse.

The mantra I like to repeat to myself to cope is ""I'm so stupid."" Whenever I think of a past moment that makes me cringe at how embarrassing or stupid I was, that's what I say to myself quietly. I've lost count of how often I've said it. It's a bad thing to keep saying, but it comforts me knowing that I at least am self-aware about that aspect of me. Sometimes I say it angrily. Sometimes I say it in the stupidest accents I can think of. It's also now my personal catchphrase when I catch myself saying something I wanted to retract but now can't because it's now said out loud.

A lot of times, I feel traumatized by how my family treated me when I was growing up. I always remember how they emotionally abused me and kept me feeling down and wanting to die. Now that years have passed, they've ""moved on,"" but I haven't. I still remember the times when I asked for advice and emotional support and they shunned me for any combination of reasons. It's like I'm continually stuck in the past while they're free and unburdened. I wish I could move on too.",4.83077305969292,5.3804030188383045,5.7888915265918754,81.23145690546387,69.04709576138147,8.914791132212736,30.136271394111123,8.979522561349006,2.3660451736416896,2501,93,498,43,41,827,290,637,0.17800000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.062,-0.9972,2,3,2,0,1,0,88.0,1,1,5,4,42,24,2,6,30,1,43,10,5,9,5,89,88,43,1,10,12,1,4,4,0,3,1,10,1,2,30,24,5,7,13,2,2,13,13,14,0,1,23,15,77,11,80,53,12,99,0,2,1,0,28,35,0,8,53,341,107,5,0.0,0.08137620064654462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711464652089838,0.0,0.0,0.13754895572241213,0.1422663862913104,0.0,0.05492447221332551,0.11429681489651153,0.0,0.0,0.1401170742269669,0.07201841201470588,0.15762319578917086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834229599492832,0.1284156320078979,0.0,0.0,0.15843521793321302,0.17203824241574892,0.08373505963997774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074309644700709,0.0,0.07628952651709307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916292464877027,0.07201111685726931,0.07422016881503951,0.0,0.05483649072056885,0.0,0.0,0.13288141850302268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128042572776949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055638958250455,0.0,0.15451460927956312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621262373989267,0.0,0.06562799880845659,0.0,0.0,0.12949337912269726,0.07728564345972633,0.10418210326415528,0.0,0.06594489240647672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764955397664933,0.0,0.1561328367943069,0.0,0.05493077119039823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603567912797259,0.07256564545879884,0.0,0.0,0.06763732133851806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815566876403302,0.1220943268375517,0.0,0.0,0.07549097703256989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404627221679651,0.04851168758369245,0.13421700589718508,0.0,0.060646914015844815,0.0,0.05767505866551704,0.0,0.07497383600548431,0.05839045048636338,0.0,0.0,0.04584535233385114,0.0,0.0689996744004099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459948684060786,0.05048871452874146,0.0,0.10594262372197684,0.0,0.0,0.12890563904609684,0.06729316682727164,0.0,0.0,0.14413910300161528,0.0,0.0,0.05223528195802042,0.0,0.0,0.07626254104380945,0.0,0.13112829123137584,0.0952300377630475,0.05996992905784845,0.0,0.0,0.0649261008591633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571880197537176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061589421789173,0.0,0.0,0.15560522256105536,0.0,0.13066343442829045,0.32770912500140953,0.0,0.06950922004564204,0.0,0.0,0.07164965485444573,0.0,0.0,0.05681394462299705,0.0,0.20619293300779548,0.07001201439820617,0.0,0.10574855865874304,0.13585527566756658,0.0,0.04861303200037959,0.07320520932118763,0.10969807246418864,0.0,0.0,0.07180068735736443,0.0,0.0,0.07793881248187585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04562885492189447,0.08801650604240853,0.0,0.0,0.08009732626654714,0.0,0.0,0.13125599761691314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670917253395507,0.0,0.0,0.059318657821176214,0.0,0.0,0.0810201110198952,0.05451608004915549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668030444420014,0.07898019379107682,0.0,0.0,0.05000086030188964,0.0,0.0,0.14636783854195806,0.0,0.0,0.08845710970404241
socialanxiety,AnxiousHuman-_-,2019/08/20,"Should I try medication? I have had social anxiety for as long as I can remember, from a mild form around the ages of 5 to 11, transitioning to severe anxiety all through the ages of 12 to 18 which is my current age, this means I also have dysthimia (high functioning depression). 

Last year I gave therapy a shot, after 7 months I didn't learn anything useful and didnt progress at all, so I stopped going, i have been contemplating whether or not i should try medication but all i see are mixed responses when it comes to anti depressants and such, I dont have an addictive personally and I have a high drive so the chance of addiction would be lower for me. 

Also any recommendations for different medication would be helpful.

Thank you.",6.250423661071143,7.198812683453243,7.072182254196644,71.86680255795365,66.05035971223022,11.357633892885694,34.14948041566747,11.20814326018867,4.098390247801758,589,26,108,18,9,196,95,139,0.138,0.789,0.073,-0.599,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,7,0,19,5,0,1,3,21,26,13,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,5,1,15,1,17,15,4,18,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,1,11,78,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138007673396679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301948460853152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787449029498356,0.0,0.2202057105694598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184386832797447,0.1281244902698529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397934640668792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479261888192256,0.0,0.0,0.15037184465385495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867998442855692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179635799488233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647044062742556,0.3041310533233864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731874954893055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736981806367287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567774069042752,0.0,0.4349703535172943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488021318526875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567047103885914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303989284772316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469024120025625,0.0,0.0,0.16259520520604565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671424438929664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032842673323707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250755431395292,0.16459171383582485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954323630275725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430569431871813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448154048188769,0.0,0.0,0.09268350669983164
socialanxiety,confusedteen12,2019/08/20,"I just can't wait for the first day of school! I can't wait to tell the whole class something interesting about me and all the amazing things I did this summer! Oh wait, that's not good enough. I will have to completely introduce myself to everyone since I am an incoming junior in high school who was homeschooled the last 4 years and know one person in the whole school! Having severe anxiety attacks already and it's still a week away. Why does SA have to be a thing...",4.204792626728112,5.681273043010751,4.436589861751155,86.91774193548392,71.25806451612904,7.894930875576037,25.1136712749616,8.418075326091056,1.4565864823348693,375,11,76,6,7,117,69,93,0.114,0.815,0.071,-0.4556,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,8,0,10,0,0,0,1,10,14,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,7,3,10,10,4,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,7,53,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714549776085035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297349954528949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293178373494296,0.15933429406540514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781066811762167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093707695682203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840833333464867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523060167370236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620494004902544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442521773760152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224306965636932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17917991644248418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932015892047525,0.13823753616479306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491778435393707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807843036065868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5148988682322904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158711328165165,0.0,0.1402856377277932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305577714122655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543386359868434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822811770643796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22533457424872785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603393490101262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302754674949218,0.3786797583409371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920965027805828
socialanxiety,technicallyGay,2019/08/20,"Best medication for work anxiety? So i started a new job in an open plan office where I have to ask many questions to new people and answer calls to professional people that need specific information. This job is not in my field so it is all very new and nerve-wracking. I am extremely anxious all the time; asking questions and phone calls is really difficult and my memory is terrible- and it's affecting my performance and probably my likeability to colleagues. 

I'm planning to start therapy soon but I need some relief now that will make me less anxious at work. What is the medication to use at work to make me more calm and less anxious at work?",4.78536585365854,6.84284741463415,5.995617886178862,73.98464634146345,70.78861788617886,10.123252032520327,30.99918699186993,10.355215969177356,3.6780640650406515,524,23,92,16,10,175,76,123,0.102,0.82,0.078,0.1723,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,8,5,5,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,4,2,23,18,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,3,13,17,7,15,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,8,62,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953896578348627,0.4226021464225834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331418888549638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085741045223473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546505996266111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24747674567910305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664668369607527,0.12641893734585552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25122977409335434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491627627617727,0.0,0.3612872767702453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289258739497493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443993829354592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27936896746939993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798814065958482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651642446206614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425970945499216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270937987077229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769455176547144,0.0,0.10288462658104222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631114010929377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VVi11is,2019/08/20,"I (M20) went to a presentation and left because I didn’t have a name tag like everyone else Earlier today I went to go see a presentation my college was hosting about some new science technology that I was extremely interested in seeing. I got an email for it a couple weeks ago and I’ve been excited ever since. 10 minutes before I left for the presentation, I reread the email to make sure I wasn’t forgetting any thing. 

After I left and was walking there, I listened to my favorite songs to get myself pumped up. I reread the email again just to make sure I really wasn’t forgetting anything. Then I saw that I missed a paragraph about how you had to RSVP a few days before.

I got super nervous at that point but I pushed on, thinking, ‘this won’t be that popular, there will be plenty of seating and extra food for me to be there.’ 

Once I got there, the woman handing out the drink tickets was asking if people in line had RSVP’d. Right when I heard that I instantly wanted to jump out of line and just walk away like nothing happened. But again I pushed on!

She ended up not asking if I had RSVP’d in the first place so I wasn’t so nervous. But before the presentation started, everyone was socializing and eating some food that was provided. 

I had no idea what to do about a room full of people I didn’t know. The worst part of it all was that every single person in that room was wearing a name tag, and I wasn’t. Once I saw that I instantly booked it out of the room through a back door. I don’t think I spent more than a minute in that room. 

It should have been so easy just to ask someone where there get the name tags so I could feel included, but I didn’t think of that. I just felt like everyone there was more important than me, and that if I tried to talk to other people, they would think that I was wasting their time, because I was less important. 

I know that all that stuff wasn’t true tho. Sitting in the back hallway contemplating wether or not I should go back in there helped me focus on what I was scared about. Those people aren’t there to talk down on people who want to learn about that topic, they either want to learn more themselves, or teach others. 
 
Anyways, I got through two panics just to be shit on by a third. But, I showed, and I got through two panics. Normally I would have just turned around and went home after the first one like I did multiple times my freshman year. 

This is proof that there is some kind of growth even in the failures. I won’t stop going to things I’m interested in. And I’ll keep trying to start up conversations with my classmates, even if I’ll fail everyone of them.",4.429015631601182,5.335905490494298,4.9144169835234495,85.85263096746941,70.14068441064639,8.049767638360795,26.20806928601605,8.256446698504663,1.4595177017321506,2072,61,431,29,36,660,232,526,0.08800000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.098,-0.3621,2,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,4,4,39,22,1,5,25,0,47,7,3,3,7,76,90,30,0,13,20,0,3,4,0,7,0,3,6,2,32,16,4,2,11,5,1,12,15,9,0,6,40,10,58,13,68,38,16,77,0,2,4,0,25,36,1,9,32,309,90,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604771954033123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066866478570585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131454603416054,0.06632879342468813,0.2089675288545392,0.0,0.07000364404320696,0.17187843077649448,0.0,0.09083997131220203,0.0,0.1902049750307266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059489361628639215,0.08244277465995843,0.0,0.04805213131607718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299043938092226,0.0,0.07624129278893771,0.062242696138826326,0.0,0.0659928452243586,0.0,0.0,0.09842496369261848,0.06739764260416374,0.06277703336374828,0.2847861125158213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037673981533546216,0.0,0.0715403101179685,0.0,0.0,0.12675460906542715,0.18019312070532287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785573877939038,0.0,0.1270355196162908,0.0,0.2979582089358524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588804931864771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994180202776386,0.0,0.07473858699281723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411157473998375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622700930167251,0.0,0.07758964207045077,0.08189637909679974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428626904647471,0.0,0.0,0.1456053058029826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947065204731824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196124195637653,0.0,0.0,0.07300298549232881,0.0714933805747762,0.0,0.0,0.15869927451601415,0.050489216507557215,0.0,0.0,0.17484047995459168,0.0,0.08068596984967663,0.0,0.25827574302953743,0.06505837170991706,0.07784603084022314,0.0,0.0704350742068821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773236366844247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363026603428773,0.0,0.0,0.07459649212914436,0.0,0.11874802858340668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648240232488282,0.061634602302499286,0.0,0.0,0.07595252701541177,0.063131221154527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547568608180227,0.0,0.0,0.06229284770691925,0.0,0.0,0.08529496164548203,0.0,0.0,0.14044767306925832,0.0,0.0,0.11977499949990833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990009176546787,0.1909693960515288,0.0,0.0,0.08689357661558793,0.0,0.07062580562251683,0.0,0.0,0.10117341976114458,0.08104437982835525,0.14556890342790574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318419893483579,0.0,0.05976661341153733,0.0,0.0,0.2072117265574496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058580902778151,0.0,0.0,0.047981343432632786
socialanxiety,DasFuenz,2019/08/20,Uni is making feel very anxious. Conveying with others is a daily struggle. I don't look socially anxious from the outside but still it's torturing me.,2.7603571428571456,5.801787178571433,4.418571428571429,75.8514285714286,87.92857142857142,7.085714285714286,32.0,8.07648339933343,3.508971428571428,123,7,18,3,4,41,26,28,0.34299999999999997,0.657,0.0,-0.8571,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7158556200539434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019880889827673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266057472786681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148653964442493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229683687626375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530209123726653,0.0,0.0,0.3312195923966768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614179983892337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trumpwasabadchoice,2019/08/20,"Social anxiety gets worse after online harassment I don't expose to people in person but I do tend to free myself on the internet. I have fb account with minimal information about me, just a small image of me in my casual appearance. I joined a group I found on fb to ask questions about the neighborhood and as I perceive internet as a tool without limits I asked the questions that pop up to my mind. It's a bit unusual way and it's a bit ""Asperger"" sort of where I act in a childish, naive way without restriction. Questions were serious, benign and people got annoyed. Dozens of young men started to send rude replies, in sexual context, to my surprise women there stood on their side, although the replies were very sexist, and so I got an impression, again, that people are just scumbags. Now I'm sitting in my apartment with an anxiety to go out to market because I feel pretty terrified of the fact how people's true nature really is. Can you convince me otherwise?",6.797549407114623,7.228023695652173,7.5434189723320175,70.7731225296443,64.76086956521739,10.821343873517787,36.29249011857708,10.637119530657019,4.164952173913044,776,36,129,19,11,259,117,184,0.138,0.7170000000000001,0.145,0.3482,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,10,11,3,0,13,0,8,0,0,1,2,27,21,10,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,2,7,1,2,4,3,4,0,1,6,1,20,8,31,15,2,26,0,0,0,0,14,14,0,5,5,91,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22247174055043745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27187162102296625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863868847125786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31749332029134536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352209086784167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943114596986974,0.0,0.0,0.07596909681585329,0.0,0.08263808457441492,0.0,0.2325903408185809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681950465161284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032273070170412,0.12696368479957953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479310784212931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886669728621849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315137493081838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822400939749225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291974276131492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997590971020808,0.0,0.23083443694565375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803340997074769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818203993305598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jhatrick,2019/08/20,"god damn it i hate socializing just why I have to socialize, can't we just do something I am interested at and survive until the end of my life? Every single  damn time, when I imagine I am working at company, I feel like, nervous, I feel like shit, I feel tired , exhausted. I don't like to talk, but bunch of works are required conversations with your team. I actually thinking about going to a small village and work at there, quietly and peacefully. 

fk this sh8t, I hate socializing, no social no money, no money no future. god fucking damnmnnn it.

\*sorry, I am just muttering around",2.713918918918917,5.367521225225224,4.813896396396398,77.02462837837841,79.990990990991,8.024324324324324,29.069819819819823,8.841846274778883,2.9479063063063067,460,22,81,12,12,158,74,111,0.245,0.624,0.131,-0.9178,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,6,7,12,6,1,2,0,8,5,1,0,0,16,16,6,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,1,2,1,6,8,0,0,0,4,15,4,12,16,2,11,0,0,0,1,9,5,4,0,8,55,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.14858783786434732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554736792332042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486083509252275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828910642181726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309679751009874,0.2175550664085092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076574538520367,0.0,0.0,0.08653522061682481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006586330339466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754866621887647,0.22316570532457186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15629695328863968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6208564692649456,0.0,0.1172203751796463,0.0,0.1704472405058523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238414937898387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097564713799905,0.0,0.0,0.08878644546021837,0.1750052318435436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739470464881973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33255032569134696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,watertheodz,2019/08/20,"Shout out to the people who get up immediately after their done with a test or anything to turn it it I would rather rot in my seat than be the first one, I always think people will think I'm snobby or showing off because I finished first",2.9582653061224486,4.583330081632656,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081633,74.71428571428571,5.716326530612244,22.45408163265306,5.985473137389443,0.2889142857142861,190,5,39,1,4,62,39,49,0.059000000000000004,0.941,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,5,0,9,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436029783836964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409197057879873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846612735362935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995990668909524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980495673294298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295702972494435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838436347045216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059311863007705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751825112234468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31844300263006203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797104125015145,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GEARichard,2019/08/20,"Girls Suffocate Me I am 23 years old, I have always struggled with social anxiety since and after middle school. I used to be chubby and never cared for my appearance in those times. My parents used to tell me that I should change the way I portrayed myself but it was too late. I tried some moves with some girls and nothing went the way I wanted. So I developed depression and carried a bunch of mental issues like low self-esteem and isolation.

Right now I've been trying to get on the road of self love. Doing some exercise, carrying out a different hairstyle and clothing, trying some new stuff to get me out of the hole that I digged myself.
I have been hanging out with some buddies here and there and I'm okay with everything until it comes to girls. I got tired along the way and didn't care about them at all, specially now that I am trying to focus on my job and my career. But they suffocate me, I try to avoid me and they are kind of insistent, they don't chase me or throw themselves at me but they keep on trying to interact.

Right now I can't deal with that. They raise my anxiety to uncontrollable levels. I sweat as hell, I shake, I feel so uncomfortable.
I like to go to clubs, to dance and get wasted, but they go even stronger there.

I don't mean to brag or anything, it really makes me feel bad. I am actually looking for some advice. I can't ignore them because my conscious mind keeps on bringing the topic. They do the same in every god damn place, and holy shit, I'm not even good looking (IMO). I don't know how to deal with it. I know the average guy would love this, but I'm a weirdo..

So, what do you guys recommend me to do? Should I seek some professional help? Some therapy? Or should I keep it the awkward way it is now?",2.9838802899686527,4.662959071022732,4.061406739811911,87.56329545454545,74.76704545454545,7.468808777429468,23.50156739811912,8.216663640201805,1.2357972962382442,1371,40,286,23,29,445,181,352,0.17300000000000001,0.7340000000000001,0.09300000000000001,-0.9832,3,2,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,9,0,15,22,3,5,12,1,25,6,2,4,2,66,56,27,0,5,9,1,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,6,14,24,0,5,6,3,0,11,8,12,0,0,6,4,52,10,43,45,11,45,1,2,2,2,25,18,3,12,14,194,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.09204704804929348,0.0,0.0,0.09217275217276448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848549116854882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431587852814834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762097806197417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875696838387887,0.05749930380668874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923401081916172,0.0,0.09978275170913567,0.0812521539507625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944887140033721,0.0812415029043856,0.0,0.0,0.09854896501548326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246008075029849,0.0,0.07947240980645122,0.0,0.08477272558551686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953865431049064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784188213087995,0.0,0.10721350716934162,0.07911486600179889,0.07543987224926882,0.0,0.0,0.18679205271280916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322368459537743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845021024914093,0.09360245329162394,0.2515196915876013,0.0,0.09822439036948084,0.10367649206252244,0.0,0.10640207804415212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216431481971332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584175486127613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026298152942768,0.0,0.06296229687547145,0.0,0.0,0.10274696851523604,0.0,0.0,0.09505685128338416,0.0,0.09524079663529836,0.0,0.0,0.10025195334895072,0.0,0.0,0.07274882389358593,0.09109913298707817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905068451795975,0.0,0.0989776338554917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473612929641986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854896501548326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060426652283948064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110511463864735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546137013467143,0.0,0.0,0.1968019269268301,0.0,0.0968226833104056,0.07802615239971579,0.0,0.0,0.09615188914438308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860838586945013,0.10797891813456907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244371903934514,0.0,0.10786821885428872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500134014241311,0.10841206935850828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384240623327428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293206416187514,0.0,0.0,0.05563499922272035,0.2994814036150354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743970189574386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700537665694277,0.0,0.0,0.060741847520056076
socialanxiety,Hajer1989,2019/08/20,"I hate what I did can't feel better about it A colleague recommended a personal trainer to me . 
She kept trying to motivate me to start exercising. 


So I recently started was my second day there , came to gym didn't see the trainer so I started on treadmill. I was facing the window . Then I heard  a woman voice cheering up like that's my girl good girl . I didn't recognize her voice .  And I'm self conscious of answering people when they are not talking to me like talking to someone else but  I mistakenly think they talk to me . 

Anyhow she stopped cheering , the trainer came to me pointed at my colleague direction I then looked back smiled and waved with my hand . And she was leaving. 

I felt like I embarrassed her by not responding at the right time made her regret it. I can feel that she might being a little bit different or I'm imagining that I don't know  . 


I hate that I'm socially awkward.  I know it's super silly but I kept thinking about it for 2 days .",1.8836399900274257,4.37319459162304,3.587509349289455,85.54155322862131,82.14136125654451,6.570032410870107,26.37272500623286,7.793537801064563,1.8053573173772128,761,33,146,14,21,253,108,191,0.11699999999999999,0.7120000000000001,0.172,0.8734,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,7,14,2,2,8,0,12,3,2,2,0,29,35,11,0,1,5,0,4,3,0,1,1,3,1,5,9,6,0,3,11,2,0,2,6,5,0,1,13,9,34,9,18,20,1,21,0,1,2,0,20,7,0,3,15,97,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124095437538361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929140086798738,0.15959942710963967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344002404622473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855832462178898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273533922081708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212131056873075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478340844669451,0.0,0.1403633995965343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226155535402706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886607573986565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068219673241452,0.0,0.0,0.15479197778552894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142602089098266,0.14651877497050314,0.0,0.0,0.1227610965883756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383266146180705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508235975643436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134834826733964,0.12764571764311305,0.0,0.0,0.13819490648292534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434300784220408,0.0,0.0,0.12484374813412018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116492904209308,0.0,0.15250596017805604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902025001360927,0.12386461293385405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31041784377518644,0.0,0.0,0.12221970886447492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525011162676882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734272750906775,0.0,0.0,0.08524339492485959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992520519065699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FormulaSky,2019/08/20,"It's good to know it's not just me I never really saw an issue with my social anxiety until my childhood friends moved to different schools it was then I realized i can't speak to people, I don't know how to start a conversation or make friends, whenever im going to talk I feel like it's a burden on me like if I speak the wrong words are going to come out. I've always been the quiet kid in class and I feel like were always ignored though i cant blame whoever decides to, I feel like their is a weird vibe with me. Plus it doesnt help that i dont truly know what to do with my life. For some context im a senior and maybe most people will relate to it but I dont know what path to take after this, it all feels like a burden with a deadline. Even as im writing this I feel like im gonna get a horrible response (excuse the grammar btw english isnt my main language I do live in the US tho) Idk it just all feels very judgemental to me like I cant approach people, start a normal conversation, make normal friends or tell the person i might like how i feel its like a whole building crashes onto my back when i try to speak or express who I am and what I like. Online though it feels different like I dont have to care about what i do since technically its not talking face to face I can just say random things and laugh about it with others but I still feel the same way as if it was a person but without the burden on me if that makes any sense. I guess I just want help through all of this and other opinions Ive never been able to speak my mind openly I feel like I seem weird to other people but from what im seeing from this subreddit im not the only one and that makes me more comfortable with myself. Tbh im not sure myself if its social anxiety since ive developed so many insecurities but it does feel like it is or maybe its just in my head.",2.965,3.682349315789473,4.54744987468672,87.84042293233084,73.3859649122807,7.404260651629072,23.773809523809533,7.5804360353943165,0.8873493734335836,1463,38,327,17,28,493,178,399,0.106,0.747,0.147,0.9551,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,0,17,29,0,1,19,0,27,4,3,6,6,83,60,31,0,7,23,0,11,13,3,3,1,6,0,3,34,16,0,1,18,0,0,5,16,8,0,1,6,19,46,21,42,51,9,26,0,0,2,0,26,8,0,15,25,217,80,3,0.06091880336364663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013786490042858,0.0,0.0,0.04142687528205912,0.0,0.09320543566218477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04684279949332447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211078005465213,0.0,0.0,0.052476154978293735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729436721731155,0.0,0.0,0.05331045534809863,0.0,0.21418915152786205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040236295082770664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388261512448661,0.34816324236113283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411971490893836,0.0,0.03182756042661967,0.0,0.06924311965186959,0.05109580198837768,0.0,0.0,0.06710892995167624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252026732629734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166517956277891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606193294631631,0.06358340350964982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391752465727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043028752398793495,0.3869040525462146,0.0,0.05379241945431574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626550971499789,0.06176210502646608,0.12240225204495453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462522345016063,0.0615106253985427,0.0,0.0,0.06474704712448848,0.0,0.0,0.09396867335829164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193749860194405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041280157750229834,0.046331495064467286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893371143869967,0.10638389869870464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03902614534986328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04844507753650085,0.0,0.061653081303702076,0.04854439909676662,0.05545819063201928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007853273199049,0.0,0.0,0.12419809668686364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623728513629847,0.0,0.048649835058234496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741525122581266,0.0,0.04580335869084064,0.09792845316088136,0.053245719244775565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04047174605681337,0.0,0.11970483000624813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041359868668640734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327781971204475,0.0,0.0,0.050264392708213125,0.035931488575649345,0.04835451057316879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801366841962284,0.0,0.0587235525499878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660514828418257,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,YouKnowMe17,2019/08/20,"Invisible I'm so invisible that when I walked into the washroom which had motion sensor lights the lights didn't turn on ,but after few minutes later another guy walked in and the lights turned on",17.564864864864866,8.98483737837838,15.423783783783787,50.38270270270272,53.59459459459461,18.043243243243246,50.51351351351353,13.023866798666859,6.246805405405405,161,5,27,3,1,52,29,37,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,5,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017480104447535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793615793296065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8334766512819833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AidanxDD,2019/08/20,"College Intro day this week So as the title says i have a intro day to my college im starting soon this week and as you probably guessed already i have social anxiety, when i get around people i don't know i shake uncontrollably out of how nervous i am.  This then makes me more nervous because i know its noticeable and makes me shake more!  Its a pain to deal with and first impressions are a pain due to it....  I get used to people after a while but still struggle.  Does anyone struggle with shaking or anyone able to give tips to help with this day coming up? Im not lookin forward to it and am overthinking where im gonna sit when i start the course and that..... Any help would be great.  Thank you in advance.",1.9968154761904733,4.1479098125000045,3.0894841269841287,91.23250000000002,79.34722222222223,5.7809523809523835,23.48015873015873,6.868970318607317,0.7281742063492067,559,19,116,6,14,179,88,144,0.114,0.7390000000000001,0.147,0.7806,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,8,13,0,8,6,0,8,2,0,4,0,22,22,15,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,9,11,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,10,0,1,0,1,14,3,18,19,2,28,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,17,75,23,2,0.13432911491377286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823551861239356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134840448299217,0.0,0.10276140523408024,0.0,0.0,0.18785208091040084,0.0,0.0,0.11958139169944255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188578165366825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571263818551494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598934990469213,0.13848741910445744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755231368897374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426027652359505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036283662537516,0.1288607272268683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809832341586898,0.14797866447584515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800759483809689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352954852961774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764753709352574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933145457523067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293458765670934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858712983501001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862537893365872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482950554812313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682390375531686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693161619026015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901576778482571,0.0,0.10727540469013057,0.0,0.0,0.28085991377123976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367220132683968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601722583629576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155014267530468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954235491441542,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,idontnowmate,2019/08/20,"First time going out alone I've never been alone in a place were I'm not strictly needed to be because I need someone who I already know so I don't feel anxious and judged by other people.

Today I went to eat completely alone. I was really uncomfortable and felling weird, but I made it and I'm happy that i was able to do it.",1.9313043478260887,3.611918869565223,3.9442753623188413,87.26684782608696,77.69565217391305,6.339130434782609,23.09420289855073,7.1686216300943375,0.8337420289855073,258,8,54,3,6,88,50,69,0.121,0.777,0.102,0.4128,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,1,1,12,16,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,6,1,7,1,6,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,34,12,0,0.19283906346066074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5991693375798185,0.21280270177592314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178532522534144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755290321814292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021880891217864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732250424522588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750522465125837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640288088677568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959488374265486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528076888168784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059793061007856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246898449996826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859754442023583,0.14872937389202998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369032590113522,0.0,0.20147577761394805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353764197932796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163391912683804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244600867458028,0.0,0.1827888840808538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178763743799937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TgitDude,2019/08/20,"Social media is really doing a number on me. Social media is really making me anxious about everything and all my relationships.  I’ve lost a few friends this year, and I just feel so beside myself.  I’m second guessing everything I’m posting because of fear of unfriendings and unfollowings.  

I start to doubt friends even those close to me when they don’t like any of my posts for a drawn out period of time.

And I discovered something that’s raising my anxiety.  A friend from work had a photo of a couple other work people a few months ago.  One of the work people  was another close friend of mine these past three years and he recently got promoted to another department and his departure from our department has been hard on me.  To cope I’ve looked back on memories we’ve made and would often just go through his FB page.  Now that photo the other friend posted got mysteriously deleted and now I’m freaking out that I accidentally liked the photo.  I feel like social media is constantly leading me to make mistakes and I feel like it’s causing rifts in various relationships.  I know I sound delusional and it’s probably nothing but FB and IG are really starting to play with my head.  I mean absolutely no harm to anyone.",4.387500000000003,6.637935163793106,5.718482758620691,74.72479310344829,72.36206896551724,9.295172413793102,28.41034482758621,9.766711354998122,3.114735517241379,986,39,169,27,20,330,137,232,0.102,0.7929999999999999,0.105,-0.0526,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,6,10,16,0,2,10,0,11,1,1,5,1,35,30,14,0,2,3,0,4,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,10,16,0,0,5,1,0,4,2,6,0,3,7,6,24,10,26,22,5,30,0,1,1,0,15,8,0,3,19,110,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084736366253857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969377062703043,0.2149303237553564,0.07840125775846198,0.11577963678310865,0.0,0.07166036403633855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880515489493284,0.0,0.06247431377138508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528101503940368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075060159155052,0.0,0.0,0.11339844559369627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769081909478614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18421502546502214,0.0,0.0,0.1153248725273762,0.15545950374125533,0.146431567603582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959008757328687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824496858211456,0.0,0.16393430660027467,0.0,0.11289952088428674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918070309307935,0.0,0.10517986550790163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056323444520358486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002772882930692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860621519192725,0.0,0.11187521631655316,0.0,0.0,0.09697441984944202,0.1368199623421432,0.0,0.0,0.111636940364707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180308477916884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833776532700543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944694298336544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783416941382757,0.14210132016981414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944588293320598,0.0,0.11049688713037607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696483531175926,0.0,0.1011922360962097,0.22006251280978054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134137056152761,0.0,0.07889847649148686,0.0,0.0,0.14507977077358442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059760218896842965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238323671425244,0.0,0.0,0.07280288018285057,0.0,0.0,0.13199482392968287
socialanxiety,nikknakk24,2019/08/20,"Anxious about going back to college after summer break Hey ya'll. It's that time of year again and gosh, it sucks. I'm so anxious about going back to college, this happens every year, and every year, my stress and anxiety about going back seem to get worse. I haven't been able to enjoy August at all because I just feel so shitty about going back to school. The ridiculous thing is I actually really enjoy my major! I enjoy what I'm doing and haven't really had any bad experiences in college. I just hate school in general, you know? I always have, I'm not super social and I can get stressed and it's just, not always the best experience in general for me, always has been this way. And I get worried, what if my professors are awful? What if something bad happens? What if I end up hating it for some other unknown reason? On top of that, I live in the dorms, which I also don't care for. I'm seriously not looking forward to having to pack up everything I own and moving three hours away from all my family and best friends.

To make things worse, this is my last year of college! I know this is dumb, but I feel so embarrassed that I've already gone through 3/4 of college (and all of high school, and everything before that), but I'm more nervous than I have ever been before! I know I'm going to cry like a baby and I wish I wouldn't! It's super embarrassing, you know? This school thing should be old news to me. I only have one year left, that's like not even nine months, only 2 semesters, 3 days a week. So like...90 days in total. I'm just counting down the days, and I wish I wasn't. I'm tired of school honestly and I'm excited to be done. I just don't want to like be just waiting for this school year the end the entire time I'm there. I want to be able to enjoy it, I just know I won't enjoy it as much as I enjoy being home for the summer, so I guess I'm just not looking forward to it. But I'm so close and want my degree, I don't have any desire to NOT go back, I'm just not excited or happy to go back. I know I'll feel better after a week or two and I get back into the swing of things, it's just my anxiety making me so negative. This feeling is just so bleh right now, I just wanted to rant. Thanks if you've made it this far! Any advice is appreciated if there is anything.",2.0237732919254654,3.4909613954451335,3.948649585921327,88.25962034161492,76.86749482401656,6.569130434782608,21.598809523809518,7.268377926160553,0.6004203312629399,1786,46,387,21,40,607,194,483,0.162,0.7020000000000001,0.136,0.6273,0,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,2,0,6,38,34,5,5,11,1,34,1,0,4,5,82,90,37,0,14,29,0,4,3,1,3,1,0,2,0,33,18,0,1,12,0,0,11,16,13,0,4,8,6,43,21,53,74,11,65,0,0,2,0,5,20,2,10,39,256,76,13,0.12657521125279478,0.0,0.06175957374449759,0.0,0.0,0.06184391575489358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983944655473764,0.05061107535424785,0.15798107323663307,0.0,0.0,0.12911322615126125,0.0,0.0968296901567996,0.14299396051417554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520803069770505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946078878658221,0.340649835511596,0.10568501434597756,0.0385795369755339,0.0,0.1077061820713094,0.0,0.13283287513984696,0.055972744163829316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452593183392154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951846302358075,0.12244580992813205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476519354315388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210806765685716,0.0,0.0,0.041800866636611325,0.05724726257287769,0.10664507462457684,0.0,0.11375763825727535,0.12381484448403267,0.05966192213190685,0.0,0.12800045993795192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048895847115261036,0.0,0.13226064736079618,0.0,0.2517746331864794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697184327052247,0.0,0.11193004128979184,0.06737083301754475,0.0,0.1249668161652096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686683007495277,0.06348262859922855,0.0,0.062325543224659226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868727763036568,0.051587845469715184,0.0,0.0,0.06876216869011563,0.0,0.0,0.12367650931447476,0.0,0.05588411525079393,0.0,0.1062912986707938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059884262673983626,0.08448993638386376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05051556301201307,0.06726470904931946,0.046523672100635884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640969598373818,0.0,0.042885319468554166,0.09626615185521463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108732147205992,0.06507019911976905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404726940734113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384302613947538,0.0,0.0576146592460365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451374394000313,0.0,0.048721890763861145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144991476837078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826672430281121,0.0,0.0,0.16818189209434165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380702357238995,0.07273979268465819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182279464822385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493146780950804,0.05023475555067079,0.10153099956794563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555524626355856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427163556708966,0.1289909538894207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24453085834646
socialanxiety,Msogg,2019/04/16,"Social Anxiety Support Server An active community filled with 1.5K people, who are all struggling with Social Anxiety, Depression, etc.

The layout of the server creates a feeling of unity, and allows you to vent, and speak your mind freely. 

 Link: [https://discord.gg/72eQJmn](https://discord.gg/72eQJmn)",11.547790697674422,15.905552558139535,8.909476744186048,50.333052325581406,58.30232558139535,8.951162790697676,31.68023255813953,9.516144504307137,3.9858883720930236,252,9,25,5,4,74,36,43,0.184,0.595,0.221,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,1,5,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306942721067836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424559952454626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31394750386436154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233512684239036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842352899768356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515702428047285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573908683217487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942854757827913,0.0,0.0,0.3194434671497901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jazzyjosslyn,2019/04/16,"Anyone ever too scared to go to class? I am a student and my grades have been suffering due to my SA.  I ditch class not wanting to deal with people, and then I feel terrible for ditching and then I ditch again cause I don't want to deal with explaining why I ditched to begin with.  It is a bad cycle of mine and idk how to deal.",0.7278571428571432,2.6599252142857166,2.47,95.165,82.57142857142857,5.7142857142857135,20.0,6.868970318607317,0.16714285714285726,255,7,59,3,7,84,47,70,0.217,0.7829999999999999,0.0,-0.922,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,15,11,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,9,0,12,10,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,40,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012349858936704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314830066587292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24993976592779615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7525058269617858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008198951237154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230215848564853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382750138611127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867604614175336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24358929725253944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870134740218439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954360957699176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Domchirico80,2019/04/16,"My Friend’s grandfather passed away and somehow my parents have made this an issue for me When I found out he died I texted my friend “hey man I’m here for you if you need anything” which was genuine and all. 

But no they’re having a wake for him and my parents are trying to force me to go to this wake “because it’s the right thing to do” constantly just saying it over and over when I had no intention on going to the wake. I texted him what I said and I meant it, i do not feel like there is more required of me. 

Yet my parents are now making me feel guilty for not doing something solely because they said so",2.5455813953488367,3.7841237519379867,3.436348837209305,93.40196511627909,75.04651162790697,6.090232558139538,22.97751937984497,6.2581,0.3012598449612396,480,13,108,3,10,153,81,129,0.102,0.873,0.025,-0.8276,3,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,1,9,3,0,0,4,0,10,3,3,3,1,22,22,10,1,2,5,3,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,8,6,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,7,5,21,3,15,15,2,14,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,2,6,80,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435460489317625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481159905040546,0.0,0.0,0.21386716554950236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895652454219985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205686692174589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739388353288785,0.12531912085080155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923374988786154,0.27105603253648103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938892620349447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309149867730254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570069318391972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598537104305802,0.1170933131165751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007070857880518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5843449647292726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980657130707326,0.3337266191997802,0.13949995376309027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504584936423095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165403584994404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909775069666675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bseicmkoyn,2019/04/16,"Presentation tomorrow I have a final presentation tomorrow, the last of my degree. I'm a mature student (34f) and I know my stuff. I'm just so scared, I'm that worried about it I have had a migraine for the past 4 days because of stress. I have done presentations before as part of my degree but this is 40% of a double module with about 30-40 people attending. 
I feel physically sick, I won't sleep tonight, I have had to write myself a script because when people are looking at me, I can't speak or breathe without the knot in my chest. I just feel like crying and don't know how to get through it. Any suggestions of how to deal with this would be amazing, thank you for listening x",5.591304347826089,5.449496355072461,6.443297101449279,79.59146739130436,67.33333333333334,9.508695652173913,31.74275362318841,9.188382445141503,2.5443449275362324,539,20,110,9,8,179,88,138,0.10800000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.10099999999999999,0.0334,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,8,0,14,5,3,2,0,17,25,9,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,5,16,3,19,19,2,14,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,12,75,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831179573345614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479686332707707,0.0,0.1730694356179852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22341375265822985,0.1311693647198975,0.20968558489048972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081380154535999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567962705833331,0.14530145868920233,0.0,0.22280319316439984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062625893565112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355503751387154,0.16578954203910531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936580823228514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079590714558646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025094656831326,0.19415823729975487,0.28200926125754705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362831397738507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353632838250968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329819197285952,0.0,0.23283225169041805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872536728433992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606016504349494,0.0,0.0,0.206551852083597,0.0,0.14448202475003266,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,real-lifehumanperson,2019/04/16,"Anxiety about initiating taking photos during social events/interactions Does anyone else feel super uncomfortable/anxious about initiating photo-taking, whether selfies or otherwise, when hanging out with people (this could be just one or two or a bigger group)? I have always just waited for someone else to suggest it but want to try and start doing it myself, as I like having photos to look back at. Does anyone have any non-awkward ways of bringing it up? Thank you!",8.71170731707317,9.786594560975614,8.362097560975613,64.3207073170732,60.70731707317073,9.486829268292682,33.47317073170731,9.3871,3.423665365853658,382,14,52,6,5,122,66,82,0.016,0.8490000000000001,0.134,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,14,8,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,3,12,12,0,10,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,3,4,39,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18590863615046124,0.0,0.0,0.15193759157980646,0.0,0.17092055966373945,0.0,0.0,0.3124498222855697,0.2289267169055433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180108539235547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838777415396775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39104383984860935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732881213572026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297108466619672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091548375041624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187621877409488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139948900081884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489571128569946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277550450150685,0.18930843621553184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581423329514869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798882267536586,0.0,0.0,0.20570098100040152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169183750365686,0.0,0.21825509601734144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317826603838931,0.1773454509538953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ary743743,2019/04/16,"Anybody feel like they an extroverted person but social anxiety just stops them from being themself and they can’t live the way they want I want to talk to people, I like attention, I like being a leader, but because I have s.a. I can’t do any of these things because I am too nervous and hesitant in the moment and it fucking sucks. I used to be able to have the confidence for these things but at some point s.a. just took over. Anybody else?",4.689810606060603,5.634468965909092,5.282272727272732,83.31424242424245,69.56818181818181,8.139393939393939,28.303030303030305,8.344100000000001,1.881357575757576,351,12,69,5,6,113,58,88,0.134,0.7020000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.4235,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,0,3,6,2,1,5,0,9,1,0,1,0,15,16,6,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,11,3,10,12,1,8,0,0,0,1,7,4,2,1,5,50,16,0,0.2290020517901297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572924803225252,0.0,0.17518594281326968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791950505021295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130182936918266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579031812686022,0.16359911155564216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117087067900738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33563650549266355,0.0,0.20221300724276406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587611886639173,0.19995575860223486,0.0,0.0,0.2164809589462098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334387528916339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145596932964493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406317478535766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30427757522466736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544297056170698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977842463755154,0.0,0.0,0.27014268676878195,0.18177116954288647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KikisBombDelivery,2019/04/16,"Sending emails to colleagues Agonizing over whether or not to click the ""SEND"" button is the worst. Then, right as you click, you think ""The die is cast"". No backsies. But it's not over; for however long it takes to get a response, you worry about if you came across as weird, or pushy, or rude. Waiting for their reply, if it even ever arrives. Fuck, what should I do",2.3487525150905446,4.635914619718314,2.6586720321931594,94.06676056338031,78.85915492957747,5.183903420523139,22.818913480885314,6.1826913282559595,0.2927167002012068,282,9,59,2,7,86,53,71,0.315,0.685,0.0,-0.9779,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,1,0,3,4,2,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,14,10,10,1,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,11,8,1,10,0,0,2,1,8,4,1,5,3,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3973057336045655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605215638428707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294386478316487,0.3142215837525325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211436208521815,0.18148968271163354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30741693056160857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966573042519689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611836070531875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258458811387594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35277730690697945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kstanman,2019/04/16,"Do women understand this problem or do they usually misunderstand (with arguably good reason)? Is this an example where humanity is doomed to misunderstand each other?

Im a guy.  When I talk to another guy, if I want to think for a minute about what we are discussing,  The best place to position my gaze is at is chest. By doing that, I signal I am intrested to the discussion and I am giving him my full attention, I'm not looking away in boredom, or looking somewhere else To signal distraction.  There is simply no better place to position my gaze if I want to be friendly And focused than on the chest.

So then that becomes a habit and subconscious for someone who is polite and gives other people full attention and is the kind of person everyone who is in a discussion would like to be talking to.

Enter women.  That whole social pattern that works so well in so many parts of every day interaction becomes a time bomb waiting to explode, which then makes looking at the chest a source of needless anxiety and disruption of ordinary interaction,  Because don't women always interpret that ogling by a guy?

 What do women do when they are talking to each other? Don't they also look at the chest to keep attention focused on the other person and avoid signaling something unfriendly or inattentive? 

 Or am I missing something, is there a better place to position your gaze during a discussion?",8.300708705357144,8.28252158203125,8.550022321428571,66.33203125000001,61.6953125,11.845535714285715,38.988839285714285,11.35114627814755,4.798660491071428,1119,53,177,29,14,369,132,256,0.132,0.755,0.113,-0.6302,0,1,2,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,3,4,11,13,0,2,17,0,24,4,4,2,0,33,39,21,0,6,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,10,16,11,0,3,7,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,4,16,8,34,36,7,23,1,2,4,0,31,15,0,6,8,141,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944920424949206,0.09307107313690316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728814836867152,0.08556762202370041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509004607744404,0.0,0.0,0.06818485595536203,0.2470668076976144,0.0,0.0,0.11738334837054785,0.19785066371622606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213625466424511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343924726513353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424139870103994,0.1068808134760522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641773732234741,0.0,0.0,0.2146001405086083,0.0,0.09381740969240927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322576543878352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082097511739658,0.0,0.0,0.09942053094819492,0.0,0.11647820869558438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546459705958715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757150788913086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466308040017278,0.11340189380042555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112644141885345,0.0,0.0775451338473401,0.1953323251714956,0.35058930487515244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702869420565392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500402808830695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402055811296699,0.09477310832504224,0.17222057930418078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26971082123815465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167120692334975,0.0,0.0,0.06522267587048683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644343915117625,0.0,0.0,0.12319082868581585,0.0,0.13194818569739214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056973036477364,0.0,0.0,0.12488043922392753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143068081606326,0.0,0.0,0.07945751779792766,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Buddha-Dharma-Sangha,2019/04/16,"I no longer have social anxiety... So, I visited this sub a lot on another account prior to deleting it. I always heard people complaining that people who got healthy would leave so I decided to swing by. Although, I have to say that I don't have all the answers, I just have my story and if it's useful to anyone I would be happy.

So, it all started off with me being hospitalized on two separate occasions for suicide and self harm related things. I went into group therapy for about a month after, having to stay in a behavioral health unit for 10 days AND go into group therapy was hella stressful(I even asked for my own room at one point so I wouldn't have to share 😂). I was diagnosed with severe MDD, GAD, and SAD. I was put on a lot of medications( one made me throw up in front of all the other patients in the unit during lunch 😂). The medicine took a while to kick in and it only seemed to work after being in therapy for while. The pills were mainly for depression. Although they gave me vistaril for anxiety, it didn't really help. Going through CBT therapy with other people from all different backgrounds and mental illnesses really helped my social anxiety. So I'm definitely an advocate for group therapy, people suffering tend to be really nice to each other. Things like SMART goals and other techniques became really useful.

Other than medication and therapy, I started expanding my interests.Sometimes I would just go outside and watch some ducks or squirrels. I volunteer sometimes and I'm trying to make a habit of dancing to rap music in my apartment😂(my ass still don't wanna exercise despite everyone telling me it helps).I stopped playing video games and watching anime because I felt it had already taken up so much of my life. Nothing against those hobbies but I personally can't play or watch them anymore without blaming them for my crappy teenage years. 

If you're spiritual then that could be really helpful in finding a place to belong, I personally started studying Buddhism after being exposed to mindfulness exercises in CBT. Having a group to meet with helps with loneliness. 

As for what I'm doing now, I still go to therapy every two weeks. I'm also reading a lot. I found out that I'm naturally an introverted person, I've tried to force myself to be outgoing but that only made me feel worse. I have made a few friends but it's not like I'm hanging out with them 24/7.
That's all I have to say, I wish you all the best  ✌️",5.064051172707888,6.701608624733481,6.2667036247334735,74.00031130063967,69.36247334754798,9.453816631130065,32.163326226012785,9.819183407551806,3.443752921108743,1971,88,335,48,35,661,249,469,0.098,0.8009999999999999,0.102,0.8352,1,0,0,0,0,1,48.0,0,1,4,3,14,15,0,0,18,0,31,11,1,6,6,65,63,31,1,9,11,0,2,2,1,4,9,3,1,4,25,22,1,1,7,9,1,12,8,5,0,4,17,8,41,10,70,34,16,53,0,3,3,1,32,22,1,9,20,243,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666873015076972,0.05556010350015979,0.05780977594763392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285186846972415,0.15944734139743932,0.0,0.06890173580155469,0.048579384463312905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495088180079255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042352055401822235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291100059953841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547110381301354,0.0,0.0,0.04480641062027225,0.0,0.0598397615995759,0.07051689508406131,0.0,0.07258785671840548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588838432044053,0.0,0.05853670705918367,0.06638750013189137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0351292614928788,0.0,0.06670806108395938,0.0,0.06350000123161402,0.0,0.0,0.07617708297975803,0.053677150849628805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793973473923742,0.0,0.05556647537418975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739587220612692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384996698056565,0.0,0.0,0.186273767883727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356527940406841,0.0,0.0,0.04907310483838286,0.06788513788685939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719857879615006,0.0,0.1972202215963012,0.04637591255819257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399799533418754,0.07001568306655476,0.0,0.0701511710328329,0.0,0.055455251437978456,0.0,0.051073011569628214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666430143532558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415776177971696,0.10567958343506943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266423658615947,0.18199185159632292,0.07258785671840548,0.0,0.065677479240697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984278486272552,0.0,0.0,0.06949501558219938,0.0,0.2225412097058045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050054841557304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324853618364296,0.07247884374750374,0.07848834657687766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164450233079415,0.0,0.0,0.13742750495290962,0.0,0.1475268662887058,0.0740524003733487,0.11096758902308852,0.058085226120416875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599570203321722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072527361419003,0.0,0.5561647420045635,0.0,0.09231381931929307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719063048419815,0.09433957798575933,0.0,0.1357363322269796,0.0,0.0,0.1200102844952059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572962839640863,0.0,0.0,0.06440514673808234,0.0,0.0,0.07989421772596067,0.06697259135146663,0.0,0.05057951149134613,0.0,0.07080219792325591,0.1480617278742438,0.0,0.0,0.0447404041625839
socialanxiety,Tyrion69Lannister,2019/04/16,"I unhealthy amounts of time having pretend conversations with myself. What's wrong with me? For context, I'm 22M. I barely socialize and when I do, it's only surface level banter (I usually end it early). I'm also in school and working part time. 

It usually occurs when I have a non urgent deadline or some down time so I don't know if it's some kind of avoidance behavior, coping mechanism, procrastination, escapism, etc.

I mention these because they might help pinpoint what might not or might not be causing this behavior and if there are commonalities with others going through the same thing.",4.847706422018347,7.4855756513761476,5.6573302752293575,73.91645412844036,72.30275229357798,7.662752293577981,32.00091743119266,8.548686976883017,3.0319754128440364,482,23,75,9,10,157,77,109,0.10300000000000001,0.8540000000000001,0.043,-0.7501,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,21,13,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,10,1,9,9,6,15,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,9,10,59,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533936306668815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078850414035372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669954844603684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096985722826826,0.0,0.20269086129187414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328841652471198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181812611353007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925678327721,0.09988089167776988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5784000228137508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822331473484162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968093511178512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393305136293847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526352952705036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074160104904055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179264337136494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003272410767286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323106603708062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870682699609146,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rileypett,2019/04/16,Shy Bladder Syndrome Anybody else can’t piss in a public bathroom if other people are inside? I’m in school right now and i just had to walk to 3 different restrooms because the first two were full of kids vaping. I can even be in the stall about to go but as soon as i hear the door open the urge completely goes away.,3.2250000000000014,4.49716422727273,4.21860606060606,88.3279090909091,73.39393939393939,7.098181818181819,25.32121212121212,7.554174236665415,1.1577975757575758,253,8,53,3,5,82,55,66,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.4118,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,5,0,6,2,2,0,0,5,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,2,1,3,0,11,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,3,36,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958583559849645,0.0,0.0,0.19195975393481973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301660339629905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290028543389548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26305804509746544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798808650593145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26785327224157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789645881966466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35491451458650464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183115972544263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26892237050075524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31869500860288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30761096111034153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,touchmedontouchmebro,2019/04/16,"Anyone else have no fear of rejection or embarrassment but still have social anxiety? All of my social anxiety is related to approaching people or bringing attention to myself. If someone starts talking to me first then I am very socially free and extroverted. But for some reason if I have to talk to someone first it’s really hard to do. And if attention is brought to me I enjoy it, even if it’s bad, but I find it extremely difficult to initiate the attention myself.

Anyone else have this problem?",4.843145161290323,7.19663217204301,6.580309139784948,68.59046370967744,71.36559139784947,11.101612903225806,33.13037634408602,10.9516,4.7285924731182805,404,20,64,15,8,139,57,93,0.243,0.674,0.08199999999999999,-0.9308,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,2,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,19,11,12,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,1,3,1,6,0,2,1,1,9,3,11,10,2,8,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,7,5,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491502895630673,0.0,0.0,0.2277284951837591,0.3337056578679036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596786215125656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27207038085287544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755686618054852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832446711029861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883638280311126,0.27702989187976385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587615680096586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112895462648946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581962851269654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432197806242054,0.1674306602279099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4979965739047848,0.27595423156011034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152617570541482,0.0,0.13004735620663332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617755315250993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436327944813212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Flock_wood,2019/04/16,"I feel like I will never be able to have any close relationships again Growing up, I was a pretty shy kid. Didn’t have many friends in school but I did a sport outside of school and had plenty of friends there. My teammates were family and I was good friends with a lot of other people from all over the country because I would compete with them quite often. I was really outgoing at competitions and would talk and hang out with them as much as I could. All the way up until college, I really enjoyed my life and my friends. 

But now I’m in my senior year of college and I feel like I’m an entirely different person and I hate it. I was lucky enough to get a scholarship and continue competing in college which I’m so grateful for. But every year that I’ve been here I seem to change more and more. My social anxiety has gotten much much worse and I don’t feel comfortable being around people at all. All I look forward to is going home at the end of the day and being alone with my dog. I don’t talk to any of my old friends anymore. I barely have any kind of relationship with my teammates. I talk with them during practice and everything is fine but the minute anyone wants to do something outside of the gym I start to panic and want to run away. I don’t know how I used to talk and hang out with people 24/7, even seeing someone for 5 min just shuts me down for a few days. I was also diagnosed bipolar type 2 a year ago after a couple failed suicide attempts which has just made everything so much harder for me. 

I just get so worn out from any kind of social interaction that maintaining any kind of relationship seems impossible to me. I hate everything about the person that I’ve become and miss the old me so much. Old me would want to tackle life and make lasting memories with my friends but new me just can’t do that. I just want to take my dog with me and go live in a log cabin in the wilderness so I don’t have to see anyone.",3.427196969696972,4.749582073232325,4.546383838383839,85.97790909090912,72.96464646464645,7.603232323232322,25.573737373737373,8.131152278815165,1.4348682828282828,1535,49,318,23,30,503,183,396,0.098,0.752,0.15,0.9564,1,1,1,0,0,1,23.0,0,0,3,5,20,21,2,1,18,0,33,4,0,4,5,67,63,32,1,8,10,0,3,2,6,4,4,0,1,3,8,31,0,0,6,2,1,7,7,5,0,0,13,6,46,16,60,42,14,48,0,2,3,0,22,20,0,5,24,220,54,9,0.07372023864270133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534854353208269,0.0,0.0,0.07635193437313141,0.0,0.058954048208179614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25066145125868483,0.0,0.056395780780500025,0.0,0.07311066751451296,0.10309380987980356,0.0,0.0,0.06562664199021964,0.0,0.0,0.06926259092667819,0.0,0.0,0.044939173230074014,0.08141821167586806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798623752916957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885961188578295,0.08157004187680025,0.0,0.09508691040272896,0.0,0.0,0.07482449042350935,0.0,0.07702195882865846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652942501113395,0.07617271317987104,0.0,0.04869152235137475,0.0,0.062112480584296914,0.0,0.19876499095089428,0.0,0.06949688005911699,0.0,0.11182550310923926,0.10533150643269197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417364410263539,0.0,0.07703156400033875,0.0,0.08379382100842671,0.061833038540465735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556694662304065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394741013948371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303048525112245,0.04051471520723095,0.06009183380298296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414156943961617,0.07203196969547257,0.0,0.06509632133888757,0.0,0.06190643354332578,0.0,0.0,0.06267431063334322,0.0,0.06975587228452378,0.049208831741037774,0.07474075113471025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709642888087958,0.0,0.05685759274980474,0.07119946586100441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320709681297407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649481613446154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332499369344996,0.1287393377212918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749999856038237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841054820005303,0.0,0.0,0.0944541451782204,0.0,0.0,0.2374438418193654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921763448423436,0.1174909712135208,0.13422427304357185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029699897533907,0.062462918970744186,0.056753441352145675,0.0,0.0,0.05217956434728994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063797579620882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542844486241223,0.23701414139197965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367061661059875,0.0,0.0,0.17392842710794856,0.05851569403991725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512722127309751,0.15710622718439388,0.0,0.0,0.14242025001880132
socialanxiety,NoOneLikesMe_,2019/04/16,"I've proven myself to be socially retarded... again.. I was trying to tell someone who I've been messaging lightly over the past week how much I appreciate their contact and how their messages cheer me up, then switched towards something where I was asking whether they're usually like that or are they exceptionally positive online. My choices of wording made it sound like I'm questioning whether they're ""exceptionally positive with me"" and was worded as if I'm trying to mock them and question their intentions.... I can't  express how I wanted to delete this account at that moment....",8.627142857142857,9.10782023809524,8.20452380952381,67.40964285714288,60.9047619047619,11.190476190476188,41.30952380952381,10.864195022040775,4.830523809523808,475,25,75,11,6,151,74,105,0.039,0.787,0.174,0.9391,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,5,0,20,12,12,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,14,3,13,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,4,8,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311506813723572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415932692912646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23395930041520505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817613725440413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360335217091113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5539658917751691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520460255399642,0.2094989331461518,0.1903495003366084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161123603447609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335740749427713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723171967152769,0.0,0.1458378047460841,0.0,0.19833359023465846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,minghinshi,2019/04/16,"Measure your anxiety https://imgur.com/a/bpH0MLe

Go to https://www.anxietycentre.com/anxiety-tests/anxiety-rating-test.shtml and take the test 3 times every day. Take (100-score) as the real score. Afterwards, do what I’ve done in the photo.

You’ll soon see what is causing you trouble.",11.816923076923075,17.041949666666667,7.11866666666667,57.918000000000006,65.15384615384616,7.222564102564102,28.312820512820515,8.238735603445708,2.7265958974358977,243,8,28,4,5,65,34,39,0.115,0.885,0.0,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,3,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25983110574064544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489138227279686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904597054488809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475795868927063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28616953763485325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303076281179374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865957395558763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706568518287724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5107486382408508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805248281994306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Andreas10261026,2019/04/16,"There is no such thing as mental illness. There is no such thing as a mental illness. Yes I am being serious. Yes I have suffered from emotional pain in the past to the point of attempting suicide (im not being insensitive). The problem of mental illness is that there is not a single objective test proving any mental illness in history. People might say ""I have a chemical imbalance"". Did they test that? Have you gone to a neurologist? No. Neurologist treat brain diseases and there is no chemical test to prove anyone has a chemical imbalance in the brain.

Real diseases are not voted into existence at a conference. Real diseases refers to something a person has, not something a person does. ""But I have a mental disorder"". You have an experience causing emotions.

""Anxiety disorder"" is simply emotional pain and trauma from the past. A human can have emotions, thoughts and perspectives. But not a mental disease. Why does this matter? A psychiatric diagnosis is being used to rob people of their human rights. And poison people. Even children. You are not helping anyone by fishing for empathy with your diagnosis. Here is a professor of psychiatry (because you are going to tell me I don't know what im talking about):

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQegsqYhuZE](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQegsqYhuZE)

Don't fall into the trap of thinking you have a disease of the mind. You don't. You can absolutely take responsibility for your life. Your life can be amazing. If someone tells you you have a ""chronic mental disorder"" or a chronic emotion which could never be recovered from. Don't fall for that. Start living a healthy lifestyle, for you body and mind and meet people. You live once, so don't waste your life thinking you are the victim of a mental disease. Please.",5.324893048128342,8.620652362745105,5.533553178847297,71.9055347593583,74.3921568627451,7.8920974450386225,30.84135472370767,8.754623652393294,3.284321568627451,1437,66,207,32,33,454,145,306,0.188,0.7390000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9885,0,0,2,0,0,1,68.0,0,16,2,1,10,10,2,0,27,2,39,15,3,2,3,37,48,13,1,3,10,0,0,0,0,1,12,1,0,5,8,9,0,0,7,0,0,4,16,8,0,0,3,1,24,2,31,38,1,16,0,1,0,0,29,8,0,3,4,160,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04964928181146005,0.0,0.055852425630033016,0.0,0.0,0.10210053428712257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044506198796626095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810976154520865,0.0,0.16300654011385832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500134858624792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058292518517626464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510272456072279,0.0,0.12778302988356338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106319352459156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048222395244922014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141775815083434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04149324729047537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048937042519977915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772658787744198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04012436899918333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470729853248896,0.0,0.0,0.12893827857512688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5886150043726244,0.07745203830507487,0.14743850961571256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056309788190027375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775323305877481,0.0,0.0,0.15537550692781602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939255128013778,0.20246367580391106,0.12749897574295807,0.0,0.08014302030618986,0.0690180186018074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986067909828211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166202654842911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623501136932617,0.0,0.058060456904154185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186110890151127,0.11241328051495598,0.0,0.0,0.05167683108170089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986105491904891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489440968138355,0.058682646654388174,0.12762786003233131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700915706026177,0.0935636788735896,0.0,0.0579617592445416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305717076429634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588014008352668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Eightbitninja253,2019/04/16,Anyone physically I'll because of SA? My SA has caused me a lot of stress over the years and my health is going down the drain fast. I have really poor sleep and I'm am always tired. My heart is pounding out of my chest when I wake up in the morning and I can't seem to relax. I look horrible now and my self esteem is non-existant. I'm basically borderline agoraphobic. Anyone else going through this type of situation?,1.272117647058824,3.7535205058823533,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,85.11764705882355,7.164705882352942,21.44117647058824,8.238735603445708,1.4683176470588233,333,11,67,8,10,115,61,85,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.9367,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,7,6,4,1,0,8,13,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,10,1,11,13,1,11,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,4,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923306689124851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32324309707234444,0.23683476736792256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090348927540666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374489846786141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309149796465108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627293942271477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24569570311781266,0.0,0.27390724332402244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941030924221192,0.0,0.0,0.1965107148490867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807703030048786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042519318799488,0.24113403436450134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598160057337772,0.23131134357694694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647751451047044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26566650099864764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884942414928845
socialanxiety,dontlaughatme11,2019/04/16,"Cause of my low self esteem and social anxiety? Everyday I carry my social anxiety and low self esteem as a huge burden on my shoulders. They control everything I do. They make me feel lonely, depressed, hopeless, disoriented, dissociated etc. I'm not suffering from depression or generalised anxiety disorder, no one in my family struggles with mental illness, my family was great, supportive, and encouraging. However, I've hated myself for as long as I can remember. In daycare, I remember feeling like everyone else was superior to me. My friends. The other kids. I could not talk to anyone or feel safe anywhere. Everyday it feels like there is danger everywhere and that the world is essentially a dangerous place. I feel as if I do not deserve any sort of kindness or respect and that I essentially do not exist. But my life has been so blessed and I have had no genetic risk factors. I've read online that no one is born with low self-esteem. However, I've had it for as long as I can remember and can't pin down any other causes. Anyone have an answer?",4.616542617046818,6.952310714285716,6.48606242496999,69.09591236494602,71.95918367346937,10.326050420168068,32.44777911164466,10.46071229359064,4.2778196878751515,844,41,135,28,17,292,114,196,0.222,0.593,0.185,-0.6007,2,2,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,2,1,2,25,3,2,5,0,18,3,1,4,0,34,27,19,0,2,9,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,0,3,7,9,0,2,9,1,0,0,8,14,0,2,5,5,22,11,19,21,1,15,1,8,0,0,10,10,0,5,7,95,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544982420866178,0.0,0.26070170387002123,0.0,0.0,0.158857817151988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23338860277383303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740748365791413,0.09069709882184154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956799990700358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019076593238993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489481493987446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668947864544092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854576970910404,0.10209268828557616,0.0,0.21417624739907196,0.0,0.28718755190972745,0.1623058960449383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776392608833503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523990294755094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215245327036047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829267018100224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802361578025286,0.11099445722611337,0.0,0.0,0.20105762928032728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582615875865638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447796942299696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395107070097558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868355885340075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362666077694795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860460998424449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35551595706581113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315934701564881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118755120015081,0.0,0.0,0.1289073039656456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913040976455818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheFunkyMonk,2019/04/16,"Social anxiety, but not lonely. I would like to work on my social anxiety so normal interactions with people are smoother (especially at work), but it's hard to find the motivation to deal with it as a heavily introverted person. I very much prefer being alone, so it's difficult to work on being more confident and socially comfortable when I don't necessarily want the side effect of people being around me more. 

I know it seems like a bit of a contradiction, but I just discovered this community and figured there may be others who understand or struggle with the same issue.",7.018285714285718,8.378047971428572,8.353333333333335,61.89000000000002,64.52380952380952,12.095238095238097,33.09523809523809,11.765960540728905,4.655095238095238,467,19,73,16,7,161,73,105,0.19699999999999998,0.677,0.126,-0.5149,0,3,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,6,6,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,25,12,10,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,3,14,6,5,6,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,3,3,58,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950242493203544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651715241833513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542873991878384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921546496509276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868050714417724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158407082532599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552565036498986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808961880992476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524957926525028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693462430143526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740671814145793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698122366321617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24031007113421604,0.15133227137496272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777977790526956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300194945468518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118682604396866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804273831071075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300330803555386,0.10222587903901946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785268990174108,0.0,0.0,0.12311824615428912,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,andre99frd,2019/04/16,"How can i stop depending on alcohol? Im very nervous shy and quiet around strangers, I just blend in and don't stand out at all physically or conversationally,i stay stuck in my head thinking what to say, as they're talking i think about how to respond and then i lose track, i end up sharing my personal opinions of try to give advice or analyse the person  and can't have a normal conversation my head doesn't stop just thinking what can i say to make this person like me, admire me, be attracted to me, but this all changes when i get drunk, suddenly i stop thinking i get confident, i can talk to strangers, i say what comes to mind i can have fun make people laugh i can walk up to a girl talk to her, be nice and if she rejects me i can move on without feeling distraught, i have fun but i don't want alcohol to be my only way to interact with people, how can i do that

Tl,dr 
I'm less anxious only when I'm drunk and i want to change that, i want to learn to be less anxious when I'm sober any advice",3.6706266846361184,4.128349391509438,5.121374663072778,85.31594339622643,71.59433962264151,8.321293800539085,28.82210242587601,8.418075326091056,1.8270743935309968,789,29,175,12,14,266,109,212,0.149,0.7,0.151,0.8564,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,10,12,0,2,3,0,19,6,2,6,2,41,37,19,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,4,7,10,4,3,6,2,0,3,5,4,0,0,1,5,29,8,28,32,4,24,0,2,0,0,17,9,0,5,10,110,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224158935622063,0.0,0.2432437212674552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739061909486677,0.0,0.0,0.2571322426268149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130968338443916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407790736451605,0.09803206478493708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079656074113946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754271929171191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189157805856579,0.10917116192170448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335914626152913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292784344705897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05559888348769541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273175604533407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193010070957594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490959306233835,0.0,0.0,0.12095563634505467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150375220897384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310613278055886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577947217261701,0.29810777638775554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715045137091695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212999165503342,0.0,0.285435706838327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744140210499569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916840191291166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772654423041822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390021438089913,0.2013736344054346,0.0903323140789104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109702990060215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ForeStrike,2019/04/16,"Karate Class: Or How I Learned To Stop Worrying And Worry More So today I was bird and plane watching, waiting for my karate class to start, when my crush and her mum pull into a parking space extremely close to me. Panicked, I had a coat on so I hid my face in it when her mom said hello to me. I hello'd back and came up with the worst excuse ever ""I'm just keeping warm!"" It was sunny outside you dolt. Thanks Social Anxiety! You made me look like a retard",0.3245390070921985,2.69046829787234,2.026702127659576,94.4841666666667,89.42553191489361,4.4099290780141835,19.5354609929078,5.985473137389443,-0.0389900709219857,356,11,75,3,12,116,69,94,0.226,0.684,0.09,-0.9224,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,2,1,17,12,10,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,4,15,3,10,6,2,15,1,0,2,0,10,6,0,1,8,49,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936999928905712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903455703785156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28312366717228604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239171488656269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002791978679276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093718591389345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787408408646774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423152055189445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899198012802052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354704302330649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523392902377247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521247026987244,0.0,0.0,0.2069573402615175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22790467514522386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346421687804692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027846133530821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,random51482,2019/04/16,"Just venting I'm 35 and have suffered with social anxiety since elementary school. I'm frustrated because nothing seems to help, including medication and therapy. I feel like my entire life has been a waste, because I've missed out on friendships and experiences that more social people have. I just wish I could be normal, and I also wish I was the kind of person that people cared about.",8.341478873239437,8.618969873239442,8.284612676056339,67.28072183098595,61.53521126760563,11.043661971830986,36.059859154929576,10.686352973137794,4.072518309859156,315,13,50,7,4,102,53,71,0.195,0.639,0.16699999999999998,-0.3089,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,14,15,5,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,6,3,6,11,1,2,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318385802296372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653655751795666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233536326714538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19529976614135047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293847843255565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737435853539436,0.0,0.0,0.09685431570445577,0.13684460200047555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283930942138241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947166141162012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529865948300898,0.0935825049704963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296822673054653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876800358344356,0.18379906160973228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655957171068991,0.16725559169262075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386058828937247,0.0,0.1743815107703603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845357954558967,0.0,0.0,0.39052575441497017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190561096631925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44055009742572254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JDubStep99,2019/04/16,First therapy session tomorrow Any tips on what to say or what to expect? Kind of nervous but also excited for it.,1.718939393939397,4.4857687727272735,4.433636363636363,76.33712121212123,88.54545454545455,8.387878787878789,30.06060606060606,8.841846274778883,3.7079515151515134,91,5,15,3,3,32,20,22,0.063,0.8109999999999999,0.126,0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631216876034298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30878493323058953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862339146144145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472846729777423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610967501316119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192715815318872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SammyAmico,2019/04/16,"Anyone else have high confidence and happiness as a kid (like up to 12-13) and then get bullied hard so you become quiet and anxious? As a kid I used to be outgoing and not afraid to do presentations and stuff in school, I even had a girlfriend in 8th grade but I got bullied a lot (I kind of deserved it, I had low social skills although I was confident) and all my confidence disappeared. Now I’m quiet af and have developed better social skills but have no confidence or energy to talk to anyone.",5.6727891156462595,6.027130836734695,6.794285714285718,75.44238095238099,67.16326530612244,10.61496598639456,31.639455782312922,10.504223727775694,3.3464435374149666,394,15,74,10,6,133,65,98,0.165,0.645,0.19,0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,3,6,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,14,12,15,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,3,8,4,11,7,2,9,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,4,52,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447160967282309,0.0,0.3029279597749661,0.2219502087819888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23923698988574066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158055942624647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095611030243472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307380376606582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131736936878339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324878858542545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23059333737033716,0.194046715690418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288682626551931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22557377330685255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582835983975213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416043671871815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922845624512616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416284868410801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479751913917144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741089265529056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708795426175487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imabird99,2019/04/16,"Finding a job So im 18 years old and i just quit my job at an Amazon warehouse, long story short i am currently to out of shape and i resigned to get in shape so i can go back sooner than if i got fired, in the meantime I need a job. I get really bad anxiety in crowds and in 1 on 1 situations. I did work at a small local place but trying to take orders was almost impossible because i would be freaking out and have bad hearing. I don't have any anxiety medication or a therapist (cause money). What options do I have? I liked working in the warehouse because i was alone but i couldn't do my job fast enough because of my fitness. (Im actually really under weight and have been sedentary for a long time, my fault 100%)",2.0174307692307707,3.7040058200000026,4.407333333333336,84.01546153846158,77.46666666666667,7.282051282051282,26.205128205128197,8.139509932561175,1.6958974358974361,563,22,117,10,13,197,91,150,0.172,0.775,0.053,-0.9468,5,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,8,0,16,2,0,1,0,19,23,11,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,5,3,18,1,18,15,1,28,0,1,0,0,2,18,0,4,9,75,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.12850989436777469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318679489486364,0.13639054157873706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955333318212584,0.0,0.20148411815784786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126104857408626,0.21991035893553854,0.24082997602903156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528132762441475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607039152868447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036175993003552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376045914084999,0.0,0.0748421419976026,0.0,0.10532407306185597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484235667254261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28449438059359994,0.0,0.5227257859971528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433680717070317,0.0,0.0,0.23308201595788985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266325364072865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764604912158972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818591189073062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758743330270745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006792653382105,0.0,0.0,0.1687272512606779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802444508790347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901406789127712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529015866590882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678916990366001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940848359991609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036225728130474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917429575251408,0.0,0.0,0.09354839789805476,0.0,0.0,0.08480368000857141
socialanxiety,midnighttoker92,2019/04/16,Anybody else get anxious from a work text? I usually avoid texting back but my new boss sure is pushy,2.6454999999999984,5.05386455,3.0599999999999987,90.935,78.5,6.0,30.0,7.1686216300943375,1.7425000000000002,81,4,16,1,2,25,20,20,0.253,0.617,0.13,-0.2023,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464758545519981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30389280751268405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301480166766847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064813973320152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816971754645577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724816210343021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352690004872892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877182613829463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zuzia120,2019/04/16,I canceled a date because I got too anxious to buy a bus ticket And now he thinks that i don't want to hang out. Just kill me,-0.8425287356321824,0.8055307241379309,1.6075862068965527,100.75436781609196,86.58620689655174,3.8666666666666663,20.011494252873558,3.1291,-0.7359747126436784,97,3,25,0,3,33,25,29,0.284,0.716,0.0,-0.7859,0,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5467072146107808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950014269837203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870459030221338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354008206538166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310085106432948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854365718256133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,purple-sock,2019/04/16,"I can't talk to guys that I think like me I (F17) have always mostly had girl friends my entire life. I have never had a close guy friend. I have three sisters and am not close to my cousin's so I'm not used to being friends with guys in long term. I currently have one or two guy friends but I tend to get very anxious when I talk to an average guy. Even when I don't find him attractive. I blush, feel really uncomfortable and act really unlike myself. I have a fear of guys getting a crush on me. 

It is strange to think of since I am bisexual and I am okay being around girls but I for some reason don't really enjoy being around guys out of fear that they get a crush on me.

When I was younger a few guys had gotten crushes on me but back then I didnt think much of it.

This is long so I won't get into detail but last year(and a bit of this year) I had a serious issue with a guy that was irrationality obsessed with me.. he moved his locker next to mine, tried to walk me to my bus every day, tried to engage in conversation every day, even when I wanted to be alone. This upset me since I thought of him as a friend at first but he kept getting creepier so it made me really disgusted. For my birthday he had made me a painting, and an entire book filled with detailed drawings.. I barely talked to him and he did that. On Valentine's Day he broke into my locker and  put decorations, hearts, two stuffed animals and a letter saying ""I always think about you etc..."" I didn't read the whole letter since I ended up going through a mental breakdown and told the teachers before but it was really creepy.

So I think that this might be the cause to why I can't talk to guys. 

This one guy that I have been friendly with recently had shown slight interest in me, and when I realized that, I haven't been able to act normal around him. I feel too uncomfortable and just want to be left alone.

It's weird because I do feel flattered that someone would like me, but I still don't want the attention.
It kind of feels like a burden or a pressure I have.
I think I might be afraid that it'll end up like the other guy?

Please give me advice!! I was thinking about it today and would like to know other people's opinions. I don't want to talk about it to my friend because I don't want to seem like I'm bragging, as this is a serious issue I have that I want to fix..

Thank you, please tell me your opinion or thoughts!!",3.42959794696322,4.23154057684631,4.524707157114347,88.11797604790421,72.37325349301398,7.48220131166239,24.493926432848593,7.6583078777640585,0.9861928828058169,1883,51,414,22,35,617,210,501,0.13699999999999998,0.731,0.131,-0.7936,1,2,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,3,1,1,21,33,1,6,22,1,51,2,1,5,1,77,89,33,0,9,13,2,4,6,7,6,1,1,0,14,27,24,0,1,19,2,0,7,14,12,0,6,22,5,70,21,57,54,8,50,0,1,0,0,50,19,0,10,30,278,97,2,0.05288475015525186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0516783657866149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954530390937657,0.0,0.0,0.08800869727634934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059744714629778276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123591956892853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04066510848857772,0.0,0.06447610567227435,0.0,0.045001027236219585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773645013933139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432720618432815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231886641174764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368038322416873,0.0,0.05898047587547045,0.06985975741917264,0.0,0.08911536581274176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902009352077796,0.1069604747497737,0.037780876077784666,0.0,0.0,0.048335703553869784,0.044983741465870086,0.0,0.0,0.28601038748556923,0.0,0.13815049609275565,0.050731871259566144,0.030055622242775217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6283706061872939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266868356411774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103958785452778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550713291620816,0.029064075629626592,0.04310812981010751,0.0,0.0,0.057459435782371726,0.0,0.03735406302252376,0.15502090568366153,0.0,0.0,0.09360267940272532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000816585933266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053295389530509316,0.1122047252139092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05620812001228912,0.03887637636145229,0.0,0.04078797956116196,0.0,0.05624353175452,0.0,0.05181582665650451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167215074658052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03666362694661216,0.0,0.0,0.11610314935610383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316378077203381,0.0,0.0,0.05289906151970904,0.0,0.16939662570437916,0.054374331102299375,0.052217310714514326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205607596190132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481442903290329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312404354730597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480907718904401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04223382978800084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253379468029834,0.04622360262540918,0.048689172652691515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372048875480654,0.0,0.08396916867870759,0.0,0.0,0.05012855949565048,0.05053364509952199,0.0,0.07181054781848763,0.0,0.10332143289386993,0.0,0.0,0.04567544426981741,0.0,0.04363545741716935,0.1871567750291825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772026131842684,0.05904393492503079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513561834536553,0.0,0.0,0.0681120904106795
socialanxiety,Dyster_Nostalgi,2019/04/08,"I went to the gym for the first time Today i went to the gym. Leading up to the date, I was happy I was taking steps to better myself. It was only the day before, that the typical thoughts came in. Reality hit me. What if i don't have ""gym"" clothes? I don't know how to work the machines. What if everything is taken? How do the lockers work? How much water do i need? Will i look goofy with this sweat band? I get there, and majority of things are taken (its a rec center). I decided to try the treadmill. I walk up to the side of it, start setting up my Bluetooth headphones, while realizing I look odd because i can do all this ON the treadmill before i start. People start taking the ones to my sides, I take a deep breathe and tell myself to shut up. I get on and it askes for me to log in, i see a big green start arrow so i hit that and im on my way. I impressed myself with the speed and duration, but this was just a day of feeling it out. I take a breather, and use the stepmill. I'm a 20yo M, and plan on becoming a firefighter (a FF with social anxiety amirite), so this is my main goal. After that i hit up the dumbbells, walk by beefy ass dudes, grab my weights and start working out my humble biceps right next to them. That felt good. Anyways just a rant i wanted to get off my mind. Such simple things we make out to be so bad! Im excited to be putting my life in motion!",0.8822309197651705,2.7067241506849307,2.863444227005872,93.10753424657534,81.46575342465755,5.678277886497066,21.72994129158513,6.7097532225279775,0.35331467710371856,1060,33,242,11,28,356,151,292,0.067,0.857,0.076,0.4024,0,0,0,0,2,0,42.0,1,0,1,8,11,6,0,0,24,0,17,7,4,6,1,37,50,18,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,17,16,2,0,6,4,0,9,2,1,0,2,11,8,37,5,40,33,4,49,0,0,4,1,6,23,1,2,15,163,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900616830461608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005989210690424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098298055579268,0.07176596404536124,0.13002144970165344,0.20035590356863667,0.0,0.0,0.10412094753052666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464959640632262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184978500183002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058064354457413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059526870498227615,0.0,0.11303744925402627,0.0,0.0,0.1001394714834235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18452423759901304,0.0,0.0,0.09874475433697676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532376381575902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25433312528743995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470029121328805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315484677218522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19772392612126152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858442858664341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188718320826918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654370790789423,0.08729390293490907,0.0,0.0,0.12520518215524645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977561516629622,0.08953753381239239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161784914855859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834926875994313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053916394841643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381406253955488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200089838031508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166428162439133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540675535547331,0.0,0.10289955851005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642665214952742,0.0,0.0,0.09346297015742876,0.06864820854836044,0.0,0.11159248409624684,0.0,0.0,0.07992965981869743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167928900312538,0.0,0.0,0.06943909038107328,0.09344709510026616,0.0,0.1433611236447047,0.0,0.2182702776188077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25712240187736224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Danobi2,2019/04/08,"How do you manage your anxiety? Hey, I'm currently doing some research into mental health management, specifically anxiety and chronic stress. I personally have suffered from anxiety before and I'm trying to create better solutions for self-management. If you could help by filling out this questionnaire it would be greatly appreciated! It only takes about 3 minutes. Thanks in advance. :D [https://www.surveymonkey.co.uk/r/DB69BRQ](https://www.surveymonkey.co.uk/r/DB69BRQ)",10.11858695652174,14.769664246376815,8.808532608695652,47.2719293478261,65.95652173913044,10.986231884057972,39.059782608695656,10.411451182825502,6.2644913043478265,399,21,40,13,8,123,59,69,0.14,0.605,0.255,0.8784,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,0,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,9,10,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,8,7,1,6,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,2,1,26,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511204021568781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043418510782516,0.0,0.0,0.21238472912898854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19173262328226515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26475571372926393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25525808799879524,0.0,0.0,0.1609610937498599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420051100930296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263764705029503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968139399919186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505188808035609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27508009473255823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18055574607846944,0.0,0.0,0.22108907903577396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303961453087235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705888984934516,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,meg_yeah,2019/04/08,"How to make friends online? Not sure if this is the best place to post this - please let me know if this question is better suited somewhere else.

I’ve (19F) had pretty bad social anxiety all my life, to the point where I don’t really go out other than work. I make an effort to see one of my best friends once a week but we usually just get coffee for an hour after work and that’s it.

All my friends that I currently speak to I made in school, and there is one or two people at work I can chat too but no one I’m super comfortable with.

My question is, how do people make friends online? I always used to see Tumblr posts talking about internet friendships and I just never understood how they came about? Do you just reach out to someone based on a post they made? What if they don’t reply? Or if they’re not interested in talking to you? What if they’re not who they say they are?

I have people in my life that I can turn too when I’m at my lowest, but no one that can just chat with me about the stuff I like. I need me some friends that like Spyro and Pokemon and who listen to the bands I like - how do I find these people?!?",1.4250978135788266,3.260246080168777,2.751448024549294,94.52346662830841,79.75949367088606,5.659301879555045,19.21154583812812,6.574015621080383,-0.07181687763713017,879,20,199,8,22,284,121,237,0.066,0.735,0.19899999999999998,0.9876,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,5,8,16,16,0,0,8,0,16,2,0,10,4,49,34,20,0,6,17,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,0,16,11,0,0,5,3,0,2,8,1,0,5,5,5,30,15,26,28,5,23,0,0,2,0,26,11,0,10,10,140,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534839663550944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846755277973083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856436122824592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528666722037226,0.0907168916845538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731542155799154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568602110322046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374925265893458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396235644048167,0.0,0.05358980964753125,0.0,0.058294219723503786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101308482113157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056371070847526815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488715836000734,0.1448997422054067,0.15033498000248852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411284016036284,0.2054034831203488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605608405500115,0.07911010537097465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923618535832097,0.278022665438682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844429581690185,0.0,0.10716625492089564,0.11259361800074565,0.09696400749473706,0.0,0.2947078196532803,0.10435293646793464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298089719314653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571046201916468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156963489321085,0.0,0.10380867546749857,0.1634737361066293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455957463940624,0.08690920354821377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742077925499975,0.0,0.0,0.09667320846504708,0.0,0.0,0.1648875092411909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156924219319024,0.1001982634498663,0.0,0.0,0.08858956113854635,0.11296893174389752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227733719353585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402163670228176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,litboy01,2019/04/08,"First post here A few days ago i went to have a tatto done. When I saw the design they made, i didn't really like It but my social anxiety stopped me from telling them that it wasn't the kind of design i wanted (i  thought that they could get molested or something like that), and as a result of this situation, now i have a tatto which im not very comfortable with. The design is actually pretty cool but its not the idea i had in mind when i firstly thought about it. Have you ever been in a situation like this? (Sry if my english is bad, not a native speaker)",2.7987547892720315,4.105137534482758,4.491839080459774,85.81484674329505,74.51724137931033,7.569348659003833,24.95785440613027,8.167268648758528,1.3632118773946358,438,14,94,7,9,148,76,116,0.201,0.7390000000000001,0.06,-0.9457,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,3,2,6,8,1,0,10,1,11,0,0,2,1,19,18,8,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,10,3,15,6,9,7,1,13,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,12,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.1735552243882925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765263971709514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605419843194308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849670477955834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419981637687412,0.0,0.0,0.1146980607163302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820015426990331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087483930111302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025569823538045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291889879862117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007701686115426,0.19210772175964053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520263791457164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606644973105905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682852716682918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957705522622475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033043066479686,0.1809366371475748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139347911576446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39982004356274253,0.0,0.1812949252525184,0.0,0.1369170506118846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868994637269747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544809377934976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823848957235239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674426681230407,0.10490010248640258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648680474232515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,asilveyra10,2019/04/08,"Had a presentation today and I didn’t felt nervous! As the title says I had a presentation to make today and I kinda nailed it, I think it was because I actually was interested in the subject and tho I stutter a little I wasn’t reading at light speed to try and get it done so I ended up getting 10/10 points!!!",1.171897321428574,3.4718918593750026,4.200714285714287,81.23000000000002,83.53125,6.1571428571428575,24.767857142857146,7.447530270364453,1.4371232142857149,245,10,48,4,7,88,42,64,0.094,0.858,0.048,-0.3753,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,8,12,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,3,8,1,6,4,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,6,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2645042951274885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522868626449402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773767827122273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24006857249661406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602491234859877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28322337074411513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716618639183745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809270183845084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562284996358651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711219093768775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21554869383536096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367697265047205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138446836040548,0.0,0.0,0.18402418000075527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PhoenixAshes04,2019/04/08,"I have social anxiety (6 major problems) 20m almost 21 pretty embarrassing I still struggle - going to buy something at the store

- going to the gym

- making plans with friends (I see at school, low self esteem and don't think they would want to hang out with me)

- I don't have a social life + friends from school don't live nearby and commute to school just like me and what do I do in the summer make new friends?? how 

- I feel judged walking around my park nearby, its by the road, but there is a path inner the park that I can walk the trail on

- going to the barbers, because I have no hobbies or social life or watch television (just reddit and discord) and don't know what to talk about or if its normal not to talk a lot

please help me this life sucks.

If someone helped me out that would be the best thing ever",8.510623376623379,5.608131006060606,7.905887445887448,80.36454545454545,63.18181818181818,10.155844155844157,33.26839826839827,6.868970318607317,2.0200216450216453,636,16,134,3,7,200,102,165,0.07200000000000001,0.789,0.139,0.9082,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,8,10,1,2,11,0,14,3,0,3,1,33,25,12,0,7,9,0,1,1,3,2,3,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,3,1,2,6,6,5,0,0,0,3,14,5,19,22,3,20,0,1,2,0,12,10,1,7,5,87,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204944507577018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088071516410677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739287028509968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038714725802848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839015099307594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928458678711905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667778198486997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056488986521441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483545238687694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678028453528974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247268125754516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27943249986035074,0.06442535697698082,0.0,0.11644423324466395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211174296384993,0.0,0.0,0.1760494160989635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736153194361086,0.0,0.0,0.12920527517294073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475441509835793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415989778489887,0.0,0.12618243862796938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003805286548346,0.1050838647617742,0.0,0.1375698872260999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032766778067328,0.11173360577330864,0.10152049803002804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531210156194208,0.0,0.0,0.13785987500672786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119853272418656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760902531370128,0.08449741198954412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778074827224024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873543060107361,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toeheadpotato,2019/04/08,"On my own So my boyfriend officially ended things with me today..again. We’ve had so much happen in our relationship in the past year and a half we’ve been together. I have developed crazy social anxiety from the insecurities I’ve gotten from being in this relationship. I’ve been terrified of people and not being able to trust anyone for fear of them “taking my man” or making me feel less than. Anytime I make friends with men though it feels like they only want to have sex, but then if they don’t it feels like I’m not good enough. There is probably more to this than social anxiety, but how do I cope so I can go out and make good friends? I’m scared of meeting people who will hurt me, but I really hate the idea of being friendless. I feel weird and like I don’t fit in with my age group at all. I’m 24f and have quit drinking and don’t have a religion.",4.710369799691834,4.949696564971756,5.685454545454544,82.96035439137134,69.22598870056497,9.148228043143298,26.260400616332817,9.095868883498916,1.7489593220338981,680,18,146,12,11,225,105,177,0.182,0.7090000000000001,0.109,-0.9162,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,3,1,6,14,1,3,5,0,17,2,0,4,1,28,33,17,0,2,7,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,2,6,10,1,0,5,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,4,4,18,8,22,25,6,14,0,1,0,1,15,8,0,2,8,95,24,0,0.14147908962575706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164622326368135,0.0,0.0,0.09892546901901232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859564618128642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530848018983434,0.14618571932795854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920330935722402,0.28614431474314084,0.2021453797949992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21861278738160786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804058270212176,0.2373318958962851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251094917141882,0.0,0.0,0.13968131049903987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145629158450394,0.15971267129350333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073586104188746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833151727849849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400340966762342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760122295233322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505779974046178,0.1961675737356184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253838759415586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048042682236154,0.0,0.0,0.09063512759339626,0.0,0.0,0.3037911903736717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164524994212166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28844022998316143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637466810861916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399242059143467,0.0,0.13900248722873315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410563424947794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344803265808694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110789514482767
socialanxiety,scrambled_elephant,2019/04/08,"Dating with Social Anxiety There have been numerous posts about this topic, but I want to put my story out there. 23F

  
I've never had a relationship before. I've talked to guys, but anytime it started to become physical or more than just a casual texting conversation I pretty much ghost the guy and back off. I've never had a real relationship, & all of my sexual experiences have come from empty drunk encounters (most of which I regret) throughout college. I've always been sort of a loner, preferring to do things on my own & staying in on the weekends versus going out and socializing. I get too much anxiety just thinking about all the conversations I'll have to have, and how many times I'll likely end the conversation with my dead-end comments.

​

Lately I've been getting these feelings that I want a companion/boyfriend to be with & spend time with (very unusual for the way I lived my life through high school and college). The idea of having a boyfriend is becoming more and more enticing to me, but I can't close on it in person. I met a guy a few months ago and we've been texting DAILY. And I mean, daily. He texts me in the morning, at night, and all the in between. I'm liking his personality, we have lots of similar interests, and I could see something forming between us. We went on one date and I've seen him a few times at different events spread out over the time I've known him. Every time I see him it's great, however I'm always drinking or under the influence which boosts my confidence. He has asked me numerous times to hang out and as much as I want to, my social anxiety is taking over and holding me back. I'm terrified of an encounter in person because I'm overthinking the whole thing & how I'll screw it up. We've been talking for months though, so I'm afraid if I don't start seeing him now he will lose interest.

​

TLDR: This is the first time in my life I'm interested in more than just a friendship, however my anxiety is getting the best of me. We've been talking for months and I'm scared if I don't act on it now, he will lose interest. I'm too nervous to do anything about it. How can I overcome this?",4.161610465116278,5.557778123255815,5.347369186046514,80.65826308139538,71.25581395348838,8.630813953488373,29.01889534883721,9.103633062298675,2.435308139534885,1723,67,333,35,32,572,202,430,0.09,0.792,0.11800000000000001,0.9442,3,0,2,0,0,0,60.0,3,0,0,4,19,16,1,3,24,0,29,5,0,4,5,61,58,27,1,8,11,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,6,15,25,2,1,6,4,1,6,5,7,0,2,11,5,37,9,58,43,18,61,0,3,4,1,32,25,1,7,29,221,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626171789117834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755455257786145,0.4592237237590369,0.17166814461626784,0.0,0.0,0.21615445450707446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058129848019527176,0.0,0.06603789518701839,0.0,0.0,0.10863400508916707,0.0,0.0430608564200618,0.15603037042998044,0.060108555017999984,0.0,0.07413123397370412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084921213754831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639946430207365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380268197932112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919929156333697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513030957224686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951637326839805,0.0,0.0,0.06909846072518122,0.0,0.0,0.03571718234063735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060085466152214176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107178285273249,0.0,0.04014575075579643,0.0,0.0,0.07787970648719976,0.0,0.2098310387196172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746339431431801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797427914347486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968382749222888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978877773385823,0.06902125877641294,0.0,0.062375498816968925,0.0,0.0,0.1580538625164373,0.0,0.060054720579564624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161682162825203,0.0,0.07694653962604177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691500398684173,0.0,0.1557832976893932,0.0,0.10896224660186772,0.0,0.0,0.06628988190330456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786678972676643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18503765441507414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765260049053383,0.07186522090779543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101166879427745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040260514638943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167962151959274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072192539501343,0.07149040215950025,0.16887032443311492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602258212815126,0.0,0.05438132510576938,0.0,0.0,0.09999724369278644,0.07529173613379106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311170932291125,0.17033076898888447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385877690187792,0.0452625954478709,0.06940242285236299,0.0,0.2883310332107962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849699753817636,0.0,0.0,0.05828454268671621,0.12499407235507053,0.056069921145921214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548302674071045,0.0,0.07886587993404592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166814461626784,0.0
socialanxiety,EL_LOCOO,2019/04/08,"I think I have social anxiety. What's the next step? Should I go to a psychologist or a psychiatrist? Should I try a regular therapist first? What treatment options are available for me? I live in America and I'm a university student so the cheaper the better. I don't have health insurance.

Some info about my Social Anxiety. I've always felt excluded from the rest of the group. I've never been able to jump into a new environment and start making friends. People have told me that I come off as angry and standoffish. I literally shake when I talk to pretty girls. I used to chalk this all up to regular shyness but lately I've noticed that I've been shaking when I talk to anyone at all. 

Today I went to a restaurant to ask for a job application and my hand couldn't stop shaking while filling the form out. Two managers came to speak with me and I felt like I was being interrogated by them. They were so aggresive. I wanted nothing more than to get out of there. After the interview was over one of the waitresses sat down next to me and asked me if I was ok. She said I looked like I was about to cry. This girl was really beautiful which made me even more nervous because like I said, pretty girls make me shake. Then she left and I saw her talking to another waitress. Obviously talking about me. The second waitress made eye contact with me and smiled, I looked away quickly. I heard her laugh. I just closed me eyes and tried to breathe because I felt suffocated at that moment. One of the managers came back and told me they wanted to hire me, to come back today at 5pm. I left and when I stepped outside felt like a huge burden had been lifted. I honestly don't think I'll return to that place. 

This was the final straw. I'm not in denial anymore. I'm not just shy, I have social anxiety. Now I want to do something about it but I'm not sure what. When I was in highschool I took Kolonopin recreationally and it really did help me get out of my shell, but it was never prescribed to me. I was just a dumb little druggie trying to fit in. I don't think I should see a psychiatrist because of my history abusing benzos. That's why I'm considering going to a therapist first but I'm open to any advice. ",2.5871217304933225,4.708021945701361,4.205340470146783,84.11361935768682,77.28054298642532,7.208122723761175,25.486370157819227,8.176038313617813,1.6833799139167869,1748,65,345,32,41,584,216,442,0.094,0.758,0.14800000000000002,0.9842,1,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,3,3,19,17,1,5,22,1,29,5,4,5,6,65,73,27,0,8,12,0,5,4,1,3,1,4,0,3,15,24,0,1,8,0,0,16,9,7,0,6,32,15,59,10,57,36,7,66,0,0,6,0,30,24,1,4,30,235,74,8,0.08129098168581557,0.09631652049799586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943660647691271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676406088473666,0.0,0.0,0.05528065513289568,0.08524068218884176,0.18656213545934244,0.0,0.08061881029394141,0.05684054450419083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199218880068202,0.0,0.07637555322930542,0.12501549424710265,0.0,0.1486626837601802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189526725954762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595045376790426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004996545379095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929432625143928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369192672997356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122083621866043,0.08905029696501761,0.0,0.138292134988875,0.0,0.0,0.0628052107994623,0.0,0.08494236553860147,0.0,0.09239907648691416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640851219434331,0.0,0.0,0.05448763148365058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066875591892535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091699768127533,0.0,0.17664577891168184,0.0,0.0,0.15885866994239886,0.08147491955634048,0.07178142614839983,0.0,0.1365279019183667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383898480965444,0.10852472302019946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253932330123172,0.0785113366683301,0.17290776249789008,0.0,0.0,0.07800088935744014,0.0925503214422999,0.0,0.0,0.11016974603490104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635693121179745,0.0,0.08493177395819522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540430601984987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415416888496833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465267806141253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647783876247164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485977558419154,0.0,0.06258176921977514,0.0,0.0,0.05753817523960681,0.0,0.0,0.06796290065854796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661578819962968,0.0,0.0,0.2613544473256024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887701904781959,0.0,0.15626393603488264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410869106630584,0.15535403329856887,0.09031727173606106,0.1655737214534618,0.0,0.07940947706541929,0.0,0.0,0.07020930783882108,0.0,0.0,0.14384258152501356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535755444224618,0.07335246696808556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chems123,2019/04/08,"Social anxiety is ruining my life ... Help When I talk to people my heart start racing so fast and I can't breath + my voice start shaking and I lose the control of my body ( nervous ) + I blush ....

I fking don't understand why all that happens to me event tho I'm calm but as soon as someone talk to me all those symptoms will get triggered automatically .

I'm 26 and its ruining my social and professional life . 

How can I fix this ?",0.3312068965517234,2.758997436781609,2.835201149425288,87.64866379310347,91.87356321839079,5.658620689655173,22.192528735632187,7.1686216300943375,1.016280459770115,335,13,69,6,12,115,60,87,0.122,0.835,0.042,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,2,1,0,5,6,3,3,2,11,12,11,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,13,1,6,11,2,7,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,41,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625298789650087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359930741609699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382898453377349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100059791874888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787601234620716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25176389311434083,0.14240619826188186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30013090415620963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376862896795673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729170824734047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331485922207904,0.1800150741706991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007578992769013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208253336592754,0.0,0.3415315754148901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117639387323465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171040600635555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xmoses1,2019/04/08,"Do you believe people can read your mind? If you believe people can LITERALLY hear your thoughts or know what you are thinking then you should join our Facebook group to get support and share ideas...best wishes!

[https://www.facebook.com/groups/245921672733183/](https://www.facebook.com/groups/245921672733183/) ",17.556923076923074,22.479146743589745,8.23897435897436,59.14769230769232,43.10256410256411,7.2512820512820495,33.51282051282051,7.793537801064563,2.519882051282052,269,8,29,2,3,62,32,39,0.0,0.7909999999999999,0.209,0.7901,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,12,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,1,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,2,1,18,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5701840327543435,0.2655522789732065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220415611780725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28519705899461634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906542866770052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25550058547030696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508553351441153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531107735922139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28714939966845004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621392863592153,0.0,0.20088731852307234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29098615324783683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EliasNilsson,2019/04/08,"Disucssion: Guilt, Hate, and Apologies Does anyone else feel a hatred from others and a guilt for everything, even when you didn't do anything? It seems like I take every social interaction too personally. For example, if someone walks by me and they aren't smiling, my mind starts reeling. I try to find why they're mad at me and what I did to piss them off. I'm apologizing all the time and, normally, the person I'm apologizing to has no idea why I'm doing it.

Is there anyone else out there that feels this way?",4.764186704384726,5.842645475247526,5.809420084865633,79.11079207920794,69.4950495049505,8.939745403111743,27.299858557284303,9.23628265651192,2.1494373408769447,407,13,80,8,7,135,74,101,0.239,0.737,0.023,-0.9645,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,0,5,6,3,2,4,0,7,1,1,0,1,15,16,7,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,2,9,1,10,14,1,8,0,0,0,0,10,3,1,2,4,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25507281337703297,0.3737750997015776,0.15009740554924475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961707331806246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047390157507748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047167146365148,0.0,0.15367756014579775,0.0,0.16392689823574405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445107240115485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667077932597612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800795346157699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590430757000386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911008907680684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416923922277545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178710590365341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31852450795204285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604761715871974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859310389996319,0.15454460837352968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910172098954084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714004156654006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635731039766504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383576817344367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477845685277546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291703181400025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lonelybrownguyy,2019/04/08,"I Hate airports Can’t stand them. The lines, waiting, people constantly staring at me reminding me how hideous I am. I travel to visit family every now and then and never even traveled alone before since I am with my folks still. I can’t even imagine how bad my anxiety would be for when I do. Even boarding the plane itself, you are trying look for a seat and have to put up with the idiots looking at you while you get to your seat. 
There isn’t any point to the post other than I wanted to share my dislike for airports and the annoying bullshit you have to put up with(or at least I do).I am on mobile so I apologize for any spelling errors.",5.253430232558138,5.610248480620157,5.883246124031007,81.60300872093026,68.06976744186046,8.31046511627907,30.078488372093023,8.07648339933343,2.0466813953488368,510,18,98,6,8,166,83,129,0.154,0.802,0.044000000000000004,-0.9392,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,1,0,10,5,3,0,6,0,12,0,0,2,1,13,18,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,1,2,0,5,4,4,0,0,0,3,20,1,19,16,1,21,0,0,3,0,9,7,0,0,7,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609490084198526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706417191192796,0.0,0.15222774567914069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614936451726375,0.0,0.0,0.1693268796571808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150388258416777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3942954904774465,0.0,0.16765869302684172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759122112892224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396470419968576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646264155884613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342050306215289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347430338331575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795546299858855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811103124847267,0.0,0.1905785913224089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000822941953424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460760111728234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891465269083574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510198250308608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173701826702815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135765989019178,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,syrupster,2019/04/08,"Nothing is changing No matter how much my parents try and support me, how much I’m told that “things will change” I feel like giving up on talking to people. I’ve never felt more lonely and my life feels like its never changing, time at a stand still. I’ve had friends before but they’ve moved on. Now I have no one, the people at my college are genuinely good people but I’m stuck with my mistakes from the past, unable to move on.

I can’t see me ever making friends. The hard part isn’t keeping them, it’s making them. I can meet a dozen acquaintances but not a single friendship blossoms. Sometimes I feel like I’m not good enough to have any, that I’m not an interesting enough person and that being alone is better. I’m stuck talking to my self all the time, desperate for conversation. I even get scared of talking to people online, thinking the worst possible case scenario.

I had so many chances to make friends in the past, I could’ve kept in touch, but I kept almost everyone shut out, ready for someone to ridicule and despise me. No one really did, I wasn’t bullied, at least in high school. I was just different. I made the dumbest of excuses like “they seem like jerks” or “they act weird” without giving anyone a chance. 

It’s weird now knowing they’re people just like me out there, also suffering like this. As a kid, I assumed I was the only one out there like this. The amount of therapy I’ve had, the tears, how much I overthink everything I do. It all happens because I feel afraid to be myself. I want to thank everyone in this community, it’s great there’s a place like this where people can chat and discuss things like this. It takes a-lot of strength just to write a post like this online, I hope the ones who are still finding their voice are okay.",3.816068376068377,5.325393398860399,4.272022792022792,87.58871794871796,72.27635327635328,6.90940170940171,26.67521367521368,7.3871296695380915,1.290651282051282,1397,48,280,15,27,440,182,351,0.161,0.611,0.228,0.9749,2,3,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,5,2,18,35,3,2,19,1,22,1,0,7,5,52,55,16,0,3,12,1,7,11,3,1,1,1,0,3,18,9,0,3,10,1,0,3,12,11,0,5,14,9,34,24,34,38,13,34,0,2,1,0,25,18,0,5,22,180,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791043644453624,0.08058248199071537,0.0,0.062220604717084675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052910046216006916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544030426092058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742918627041927,0.0,0.06620629707369798,0.0,0.0,0.06881217135126193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24692201839339806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062120935817910373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128963150911511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078666083307358,0.0,0.05138944749985185,0.07037904788132937,0.0,0.14869196216849884,0.06992608825254852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573621181857755,0.16675165383539212,0.07470497062944166,0.0,0.07111233110203409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033577558100525,0.0,0.04064988444456718,0.14927522974462648,0.0,0.13051823128063958,0.0,0.0857802517821283,0.0,0.0,0.06880267615648063,0.0,0.06969796878257427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220522037236085,0.0,0.07727788875389753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915663038920156,0.0,0.0,0.042759575580504736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495594979192748,0.4181273495712631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614700137406287,0.0,0.07362094186957979,0.15580626071021006,0.07888202547497968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538873532613613,0.17158681127596118,0.0,0.1200159755326094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746559651087771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108906394216614,0.0591741841118125,0.0,0.0,0.08639320925247015,0.08425519819369873,0.14854729134665634,0.3236410090842929,0.06793629689016317,0.08128963150911511,0.0,0.0,0.0877134108926429,0.07451565196573445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04984385474489582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789634605130716,0.0787427813207728,0.062000485970771485,0.07083072062321406,0.0811675501495746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592389681247933,0.0,0.07695110271802855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427029573466578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829215553895199,0.0,0.0,0.05849965291083047,0.18761005798746166,0.0,0.07163236101246531,0.08897676156042901,0.0,0.10338032688822456,0.049854281801500214,0.0,0.0,0.09073740494345743,0.0,0.0,0.07434598108424942,0.0,0.05282446594984864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045891385922868864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500121257597125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DualityAquatics,2019/04/08,"Help me tomorrow all of the leaders in my school club are unavailable, and I am the only leader left. I shiver at the thought of having to conduct a group of 40 people. I can't interact with people..... I can't conduct 40 people for an hour straight...

I can't calm myself down...",2.168928571428573,4.0269051785714325,4.1601428571428585,85.18485714285717,77.57142857142857,6.622857142857143,25.485714285714288,7.554174236665415,1.4346042857142858,214,8,42,3,5,73,40,56,0.04,0.9059999999999999,0.054000000000000006,0.1872,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,9,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221488263608904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32541874350938016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590261292301767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513159818462088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6872604936134671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344248796660795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233398566229194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Polar_Sloth,2019/04/08,"Teachers who Humiliate you I have a class with a 15% participation grade. We also have lengthy, dense readings to complete prior to each class (which I always complete). The professor is especially harsh on me because I do well on the reading quizzes, but I can never express myself during class. However, he has resorted to humiliating me the past few classes. It is upsetting, since I really try to contribute even though I am quiet and my voice can tremble or a stutter a bit when I get very nervous.  Anyway, last class the professor began to say things like ""why are you so quiet? Speak louder, your voice just trails off"" and he even said ""what's the matter? you need to be more assertive"". Which only made me more nervous and even my classmates looked uncomfortable. The class before that he publicly announced that I'd written two pages for my quiz answer, and said ""you don't need to write that much for one question"" and went on to say ""how can a student be so quiet and have so little to say, but write so much"" and gave a very disappointed look in my direction. It is frustrating because I actively try to participate in EVERY class and I am also present at every class. I'm not exactly sure how public humiliation helps? Especially when I am clearly trying. All his comments do is make me NOT want to contribute in class. ",5.868469170800854,7.115416465863454,6.5665296480037805,74.07184975194899,67.07228915662651,9.23231750531538,32.71934798015592,9.478462496947786,3.133506307583275,1056,45,184,21,17,347,143,249,0.163,0.777,0.06,-0.981,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,5,0,0,17,10,1,4,12,0,20,0,0,4,5,34,35,22,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,0,0,10,11,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,7,1,2,7,13,26,3,22,26,9,18,0,1,2,0,26,9,0,2,9,130,36,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626605331992215,0.10730896431819208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572313722866884,0.0,0.10973946383526764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079605447189247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704340755723272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555399107646869,0.0,0.217316649516456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737873466849705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644232218334767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051234459042479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630056397886342,0.12925651298065302,0.0,0.0,0.21659574041468765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202952052765866,0.08608494090062922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960779163414693,0.19125138682790252,0.0994655296304696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873898206096924,0.09808346825515953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311140198958145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446998268936387,0.0,0.25799920602209697,0.0,0.08261809128365903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453499309749497,0.3076737250584182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668093527969358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154770665468825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856784184078428,0.0,0.12670716623292827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626757042884237,0.0,0.12597977584986106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281877304848326,0.07606672338474109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595475633260535,0.11955157202970745,0.1163705855796138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pyraminxstars,2019/04/08,"Meeting a friend Yesterday I was meeting a friend from reddit for the first time. We had known eachother for over a year at this point. I had to catch 2 trains which wasn't bad. Getting on the 2nd train which I've never been on at a train station I've never been on was kind of worrying but there was a lot of time for me to find the right platform so I felt a lot more comfortable. I get on the 2nd train and since I'm carrying my bike I am getting looked at and blocking people and things which was ahhhh. I may have not been looked at that much, I may have dwelled on the thoughts idk. I'm looking at my phone and the time the train is supposed to arrive like every 30 seconds and then the panic stepped in. Of course you can't give any visual signs away since that makes everything worse. But then I got so scared I started feeling like I was going to throw up. That has never happened to me before. Partly cus I've never put myself in a situation like this because they're scary anyway. I arrive at our meeting point and wait about 5 mins. She arrives and is like hi gimme a hug. Again fear settled in but I had to do it otherwise it would make it really awkward. I actually had a good time after calming down. Ok that's enough over analysing lmao. Sorry for the rant I just wanted to let someone know that I didn't let my anxiety fully takeover me ",2.02762866629773,4.041970960431655,3.1389928057553966,91.60173215273936,78.60431654676259,5.859656889872718,23.282235749861652,6.844919456158928,0.6529696734919757,1069,35,226,11,26,343,156,278,0.12,0.716,0.16399999999999998,0.904,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,0,1,7,18,0,5,18,1,27,1,0,2,4,34,48,14,0,2,5,0,2,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,2,6,1,0,5,8,6,0,2,17,5,26,12,36,26,6,45,0,0,3,1,12,23,0,4,21,152,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.1115493895281342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773424525653294,0.0,0.08744630322316392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739735214891304,0.0,0.09544349254528522,0.06968188957557864,0.0,0.09726879680359728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811206586506345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631051713349738,0.0,0.10273383001523677,0.0,0.0,0.12862974473280314,0.05779821774867355,0.08166258825563298,0.10975485610205858,0.0,0.10447663122579062,0.0972314339657471,0.0,0.0,0.1766301664818176,0.0,0.17916567720410032,0.109655898544496,0.06496461063860315,0.09587721922787444,0.09142359123760037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108333832896264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190355477409884,0.06282140298404494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337780121654172,0.0,0.2233830040679224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28797307267529504,0.0,0.0,0.19436336180103528,0.0,0.0,0.15260469354729944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403048963555049,0.0,0.35264952287762324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341173366916346,0.0,0.12378583480702647,0.0,0.0792476771881908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161184770199228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491242104499935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732294659780236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761951941238338,0.0,0.0,0.11444355281451606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911567186285808,0.1284884449250394,0.0,0.0,0.09685390071606677,0.0,0.0,0.12795990505320493,0.08090871236848675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594202103152389,0.0,0.0,0.09074881738924423,0.2666186932069696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742258802660549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608664498145642,0.11649094455010342,0.08120204851308133,0.0,0.0,0.07361144277049167
socialanxiety,ejayboshart01,2019/04/08,"My social anxiety is coming back I think (vent) My social anxiety used to be really bad when I was a little kid. So much so, that I would hide underneath my mom's shirt as much as I could to avoid people. It went away for a while once I hit fifth grade for some reason, maybe because depression and PTSD (from what was going on in my life at that point) crept in to fill the slot. I got to a point where I could ask store employees where things were, didn't really freak out at new people. etc. My heart still raced whenever I had to do a presentation (I'm 17), but somehow, I could ignore it. Nowadays, I can't meet a cashier in the eye in fear that they are secretly judging me for my purchases, even if they are the most mundane thing ever. I can ask an employee where something is still, but I can only do that one or two times in a trip because if i try for more then I get really emotionally drained. I do try for more though if needed because my mom is the type of person who expects someone to grow out of this. And while I don't believe in growing out of it, I thought I had at least gotten past it.   It's only really started showing up again within the past year though.",5.690104463437795,4.804910925925928,6.51069958847737,81.6771225071225,67.3127572016461,9.946058879392213,30.21494143716366,9.265573868473778,2.2748394428616656,917,28,198,15,13,305,141,243,0.10300000000000001,0.889,0.008,-0.9566,2,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,0,15,6,0,2,12,0,23,4,3,2,1,29,38,18,0,9,6,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,14,6,0,2,4,1,2,7,3,6,0,2,10,1,28,0,34,22,8,46,0,1,1,0,13,23,0,7,16,147,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813426051673375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546849610240192,0.0,0.10324721411567643,0.08450021608062863,0.09175528552237927,0.20096755168653854,0.0,0.0,0.12381072764938902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946622849767614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26321961984804865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946498760455712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361378400010326,0.0,0.0,0.12255870305658854,0.0725826736564407,0.09940366579415492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365912688106193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057414069237085114,0.0,0.062454193984644676,0.0,0.0878907245929539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022262818120667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762001662381582,0.0,0.1101407205422805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040135152498944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574085207815835,0.0,0.0,0.16156662677525085,0.08148357504077389,0.0,0.10613444282578002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703146457521753,0.07446570844327856,0.16715573734417774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098088244749792,0.15237064473385065,0.09595351393143496,0.0,0.0,0.2077670466241164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845794528791105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815986875701075,0.11298734709325847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22404224598784672,0.09311119152458004,0.08460028180709432,0.0,0.0,0.07778217044075769,0.0,0.17551989288315706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601481226366164,0.07041439911150925,0.21593679521362452,0.08724202591829491,0.06407894783712421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921899960588916,0.0,0.10734858125049032,0.0,0.0,0.09491146227883264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187104681746463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806417124545938,0.0,0.0,0.0707668880192754
socialanxiety,crustyslimehuman,2019/04/08,"Starting my job tomorrow, feeling lots of anxiety I've been struggling with self esteem issues and social anxiety for the better part of my life. I had a counselor in college I would see and that definitely helped but I've reached the point where affirmations seem like lies and I haven't been able to really note my thinking very well. I'm in a new city and I start my software job tomorrow and I'm feeling pretty terrible. I'm worried about first impressions with Co workers and not being qualified for the job. Anybody have any tips?",4.32343137254902,6.664388794117649,5.141764705882356,78.38460784313726,72.82352941176471,8.454901960784316,31.92156862745098,9.150863307647796,3.1828745098039226,435,21,75,10,9,141,69,102,0.13699999999999998,0.672,0.192,0.6297,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,0,1,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,16,17,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,3,3,8,4,10,12,2,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,7,44,9,6,0.1747093882775658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118808375068947,0.0,0.26730440766342656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451625632366295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667663228579347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486077164185651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710402024660355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823512104376895,0.5201163292938887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340240771088665,0.08535418220034557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853167424673847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687354158815797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891932421990028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515684298713038,0.0,0.0,0.17774225703713947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192330782017253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922076275646705,0.159048865462165,0.18225999467527973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809421967691316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24732040849429515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264418610277056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194672155235603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415354237630548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570847218155741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742586439138874,0.0,0.12410853677515064,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Hushwind,2019/04/08,"My weekly ritual... It's about 2 in the morning and I'm sitting here listening to sad music to help me feel sorry for myself while imagining going into class tomorrow a totally different, confident, and exciting person :)

It hurts so much knowing that this is just my mind playing some sick joke on me and that tomorrow is going to be more of the same shit...",4.971911764705883,6.494217073529412,6.7198823529411795,71.10747058823532,69.44117647058823,10.734117647058824,31.24705882352941,10.793553405168565,3.9886258823529417,283,12,47,9,5,98,56,68,0.131,0.669,0.19899999999999998,0.6786,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,12,9,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,3,9,8,5,10,1,2,0,0,3,3,1,1,4,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335909684043682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144304144701774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629206829014405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140139185322815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418074461012832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547389453796314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223927270690361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347155042052609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787924443581095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277474571544518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574199527205165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561158511360152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ReplicantJ49GR,2019/04/08,"Going to see my doctor about my anxiety and I'm terrified I'm going to leave for college soon and I'm feeling incredibly uneasy(understatement) about the entire thing. I've also recently opened up to my mom about my anxiety so she brought up the idea to talk to the doctor to see if I can get anything to help with it. 

Now the appointment is scheduled for tomorrow and I've spent the past few days thinking about what to say to my doctor. I'm worried that I won't be able to convey how much I feel affected by my anxiety and I'll leave without getting anything to help.

Its currently 12am at night and I'm shaking in my bed thinking about tomorrow. I've really no idea what to say when there and I'm thinking about canceling the appointment all together. 

Any advice would be great. Thank you for reading.

",2.6454999999999984,5.05386455,4.3137500000000015,81.94625000000002,78.5,8.0,28.125,8.841846274778883,2.5894375000000003,648,29,122,16,16,217,89,160,0.12,0.7979999999999999,0.083,-0.2484,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,13,3,0,1,6,0,6,3,0,2,1,21,26,11,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,6,8,0,0,7,1,1,4,3,1,0,0,2,6,12,2,28,20,3,20,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,1,11,76,18,5,0.13347173479595228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304270344987967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673729809431344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076535660205716,0.0,0.30631653537210024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967173041646207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607822710226695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098419287359539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349746389794867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394669451763714,0.0,0.15171012548375018,0.0,0.0,0.14715305880915408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789265807406131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301346684698467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826545907035945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632048264829884,0.0,0.0,0.09811708252966174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252541814827222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274138735043284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335078541429434,0.0,0.08550541104938462,0.0,0.13178723596093922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228416134581565,0.0,0.0,0.2127193839772314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727952460953084,0.0,0.1228828409070022,0.0,0.0,0.08867268984550793,0.25656989491441706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866198939333462,0.0,0.0,0.13554702555747505,0.0,0.0948144909078918,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wisbdhmdhmnm,2019/04/08,"You are loved and you deserve it I always thought everyone didn't like me, when really I was just projecting that onto people. This was my own bizarre self-fulfilling prophecy. We all have work to do to be better, but I promise you, if you can calm down and get to the heart of your self-hate, you will find that people are amazing and there are probably already some out there trying to love you. Humans are silly and self absorbed, we are hilarious and have an amazing potential for kindness. I am anxious, always, but letting your guard down, allowing self love, and having a little faith in people has really helped me so much.

We are not all the same, but for me, this is truth.  We are all wonderful, we simply have to be willing to grasp that and share it. It's harder for some, because the wiring is all trashed for whatever reason, but the fact remains - we're all amazing and it's worth the struggle to accept yourself, to accept love, to try to laugh your way through this absurd world. 

In case anyone wondered if they matter today - you matter to ME, you matter A LOT to people, you are amazing, just let your beautiful individual light shine so that we can see your awesome. See past the ""corniness"" and let love in - you deserve it.

Please, don't think I'm trying to diminish the actual difficulty in conquering anxiety; it's not fixable by any of these ""just do it statements"". Just wanting to drop a reminder that you're fine, you're enough, you're beautiful and I don't need to see you to know that. It clicked for me after decades of struggling, I've always been fine, just driving myself wild. I know you are valuable and worth love, and you have mine.",7.307483455882355,6.753135384375002,7.164926470588237,77.22036764705884,63.90625,9.904411764705884,34.44852941176471,9.168548406835145,2.9441691176470592,1313,50,245,19,17,418,157,320,0.05,0.628,0.32299999999999995,0.9989,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,6,18,1,3,10,27,0,2,11,0,35,7,1,2,7,62,54,21,0,4,13,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,18,19,0,1,12,0,2,1,5,2,0,0,5,6,39,25,35,42,12,17,1,0,5,6,36,10,0,7,5,180,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.09105378761154244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296615970522813,0.0,0.2329157119613948,0.0,0.0,0.06345169155718902,0.0,0.07137929803809738,0.10540990587350876,0.0,0.06524214825515713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687884084910615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252211034054599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964106662092092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915846039928903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852805473005595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874885043724898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056877711518616,0.06254145104233824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716447152315376,0.10255774072749467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862369784093232,0.0,0.0455848944903884,0.09351773152665437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932593956703506,0.5052771279526377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859109125146381,0.06918566590972937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907171308926591,0.2587482082304605,0.0,0.0,0.1024226337098018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060030239642223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954920184279315,0.09593473094558236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230598531034576,0.0,0.3893565570150933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508864681604204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059787105434751374,0.0,0.07407502254841881,0.0,0.0,0.0884437522340662,0.0,0.0,0.1900471815752643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055034653585860335,0.07406244061125912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023740675723107,0.06792832029158212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mr_Skeletals,2019/04/08,"Let's call social anxiety for it is: a happiness inhibitor and a life roadblock As per usual, I have turned a potential relationship into a shambled mess because of the reoccurring theme: fear.

I don't even want to think about all I've missed out on. All the night outs I've cancelled because in the back of my head, something was telling me ""you know they only invited you because they felt like they had to""

The feelings I've avoided confessing because I couldn't handle the chance of ""I'm sorry I don't feel that way"", and instead you just end up confusing the hell out of people until they finally just give up on you.

Once every few years, I'll get somebody in my life that's just very proactive about ""hanging out"". I don't even like these people, because then I'm just convinced I'm just this person they feel bad for. Look at this poor little young girl, stuck alone not living her life. Let me help her. Let me force her to live life. So you get angry and pull away from these people too. They only feel bad for you.

Being alone is just the most freeing case because there's no one to give you stress, no one to make you not sleep, no one to make you feel like you can't breathe....but then you're just that, all alone.",5.24288798920378,5.4218952591093155,5.3073036437246985,86.34076653171392,68.06882591093117,8.044156545209178,28.61241565452093,7.554174236665415,1.4843400269905531,967,30,202,9,15,303,133,247,0.213,0.7020000000000001,0.085,-0.9786,0,4,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,10,6,0,16,15,1,4,11,0,14,6,2,2,3,36,36,8,0,2,9,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,8,8,0,1,9,0,2,2,10,9,0,3,4,7,29,7,31,27,5,27,2,1,1,0,29,14,1,2,13,125,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30786142714059805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579849678265144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309207537967472,0.07618898536248553,0.1654609285004619,0.362401768042114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011751855212309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877584446654437,0.0,0.0,0.13088724543624825,0.0,0.08348200157128112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149632326252484,0.2504976117106639,0.07078516992720536,0.0951355609156105,0.10854097426647508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353392887258676,0.19009956891629934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547607580806276,0.0,0.0,0.1016881096711731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641348550506684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054453621667867366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30395833642767034,0.2799420207278501,0.1452213697810404,0.09930755368959517,0.17498483876915175,0.0,0.08320506496793995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227782017660422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298301830750426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552054130800703,0.20142434068494727,0.15071471549397122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607577163275112,0.0865157653730199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637844433939578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915491365941848,0.10100300444118966,0.0,0.07627920887341369,0.0,0.11091570591304874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349965049718155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660322115746608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348861425509247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777423974420017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912631917254448,0.08175414624495334,0.05844193102789672,0.07864775671219916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380643323213046
socialanxiety,Watashiwagenki,2019/04/08,"I need some insight Hello r/socialanxiety!

I’m not sure if this is the right place for this. I’m at a loss and need some insight from people who suffer from social anxiety.

My best friend of 20+ years have completely cut contact with me. In late 2017, she had a breakdown (sorry, I’m not sure if this is the right word) triggered by a micro-managing boss at her company. As a result, she took months off work and basically went off the grid. During this time, I sent her supportive messages and emails telling her that I’m here for her any time she needs me but I did not hear from her. 

It wasn’t until around April last year that I heard from her again and went back to work. She briefly explained her situation and I offered my support in anyway I can. I knew she was seeking help, but I did not ask about too many specifics in order to provide her some privacy. She told me about other friends who have reached out and complained that some were being overbearing. I asked her if my approach was the right one (send supportive messages and wait for her to contact me first) and she confirms that she appreciated and preferred that. I promised her I will keep that in mind.

In September, she has another breakdown and left her job. She messaged me to let me know and tell me not to worry and have not reached out ever since.

I know that she has met up and communicated with some of our other friends. I continued to occasionally send her supportive or casual messages until around March. I saw through social media that she lost her grandma earlier this year and sent my condolences but did not attend her funeral as I didn’t know where and when it was nor did I want to impede since I had promised to let her approach me first.

It’s been over half a year since I have talked to a person I used to see almost every day. I flip flop between sadness, frustration, and anger over this. I’ve resigned to the fact that the friend I had is no longer here, she is a different person now. I am trying my best to respect her wishes. 

What I lack the most is closure. I don’t know what she is feeling and why she might be ghosting me. I’m quite distressed by the fact that she has been responding and meeting with other friends but not me (I don’t intend to spy, I either see it on social media or a friend would mention her without knowing that she has cut contact with me). I would appreciate if this community could offer some insight on what she might be going through and what actions might be appropriate for me to take.",5.2585568181818205,5.9484287919191905,5.556347853535353,82.77785511363638,68.15151515151516,8.450126262626263,30.82228535353536,8.472884824447931,2.18127398989899,1992,76,396,28,32,634,223,495,0.09300000000000001,0.759,0.14800000000000002,0.9857,2,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,0,9,14,29,4,1,16,0,46,0,0,5,5,93,88,35,2,14,20,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,0,2,31,27,0,2,12,1,0,12,15,11,0,4,26,6,81,18,58,49,11,59,0,5,3,0,80,24,0,17,22,296,112,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749139959172356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262547254063915,0.08114649092146653,0.059200459383945275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377807807562113,0.14469185900371495,0.0,0.0,0.0595054404098441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624247111982929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113827112863665,0.0,0.0,0.06178682189650466,0.0,0.0,0.049907889378738815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085241984777201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700005181737062,0.06520146247072059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039128938744987365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164983184348505,0.0,0.0,0.3587316997300963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04398053035689315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722020786437486,0.0,0.05187053857364658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679415863095898,0.06878467538455915,0.0,0.0,0.21264797817172093,0.06308032475348486,0.08729534080190061,0.0,0.08408065683364836,0.15826587521646293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447650444617208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845776298580655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462845362306593,0.07813830287292801,0.0,0.06176916463343251,0.0,0.0,0.17214332378783287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243909402693416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053650054052928206,0.13514181075972634,0.08085241984777201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231006663525378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826294014869947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333403976404085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920447332532688,0.08698566645726602,0.0,0.23665736851838126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866278491218038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35126912480097405,0.14587171763381518,0.0,0.05818501585365215,0.06220033598572045,0.13527842092575226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024937896985168,0.0,0.0,0.07394611545193466,0.0859792470307245,0.05254035256307673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683708781827565,0.0,0.0,0.04564456171284122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347611845396796,0.06982927801664286,0.0,0.08899065390576227,0.07459782281833151,0.0,0.11267658486344576,0.07858974545447378,0.0,0.10994629613155403,0.0,0.0,0.19933747075879796
socialanxiety,Nandko,2019/04/08,"Tomorrow i have a date and so i nervous and afraid 
First sry for my poor english
I have social anxiety since was 12 and now i 23

Tomorrow i have a date with a girl who is much more beatiful than me(I speak with her in a app), she's a normie and i dont understand why she accept date to me
i have zero social habilities, i cant have a normal conversation because most of the times i dont respond and i stay quiet
I haven't sense of humor im so bitter about all

Im not a cute or handsome man, average at best, this situation is to strange to me, i know she's going to rejected me, probably im very pessimist and should be happy for this but i cant

Now i have a terrible anxiety because a possible reject can destroy my shitty life",0.7262500000000003,2.718417942675164,3.945155254777074,84.25493033439494,82.94904458598725,7.49187898089172,24.462181528662423,8.472884824447931,1.8293442675159235,575,23,123,14,16,209,93,157,0.221,0.711,0.068,-0.9577,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,13,2,2,10,0,17,1,0,0,1,18,20,10,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,3,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,6,7,0,2,1,3,23,6,14,17,5,13,0,2,0,0,12,2,0,2,9,87,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482066932262233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977843631099062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702474139739772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802580872239153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799035415306832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092197443396701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269384685732772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5256995694811517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915581404687324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458585296745252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192556414271356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894818968070815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288676734497056,0.0,0.0,0.17490833534148076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341959974870084,0.18235014435793698,0.0,0.330740355051462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729125860084276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459597169064367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888421283693705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338544110919446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638479470638932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tyrellrummage,2019/04/08,"Just something I'd like to share Hi. I'm a pretty shy person. I'm not depressed and I can talk to people but most of the time I'm quiet.

Last monday I started a course with other 30 people give or take. I didn't know anyone so I was pretty quiet.

But out of nowhere I got a lot of confidence and I started participating and reading in the class.

I talked to people on breaks, started one on one conversations, I acted like I was the most charismatic person ever.

And I was so happy and so satisfied at the end.

I know you might hate the phrase ""fake it till you make it"" but if you actually do it you will learn that it'a true.

Here's what I tricked myself into thinking:

Everyone here is new, they don't know each other and they don't know me. They don't know if I'm social or not, they don't know if I'm shy or I'm an extrovert.

I started from zero, and those people now have the impression that I was actually pretty outgoing.

Just something I'd like to share. Fake the smile, stand up like a confident person, sit like a confident person, ""open"" your body, dont close it.

Gestures and how your body behaves plays a huge part in how other people perceive you.

Fake the ego, even if you think bad of yourself, don't let the others know that. ",1.7866145833333316,3.750447765625001,3.6426562500000017,87.94505208333338,79.15625,6.2979166666666675,21.604166666666664,7.333567415737692,0.7166697916666669,972,28,203,13,24,327,125,256,0.09699999999999999,0.652,0.251,0.9922,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,8,4,0,12,18,2,0,16,0,18,2,2,3,2,48,42,24,0,4,14,0,0,5,0,2,0,2,0,4,13,14,0,0,11,2,0,1,9,7,0,3,6,2,28,11,19,33,5,27,0,1,0,0,24,11,0,11,17,134,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.1966858494548128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046498386518374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414382402993288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22387903077043533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867982968947442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810882455266747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925770200847245,0.0,0.0,0.06656165565829979,0.09115774110335677,0.0,0.09629587071397384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667360639170194,0.0,0.0,0.08059984361564697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727801956141833,0.0,0.09949552312651584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876873169584016,0.08214596209594588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030503777320442,0.0,0.24617053091192584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567622619998297,0.0,0.0,0.06726882125511716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690750381667766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733017373118223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657697062012347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913068270693016,0.0,0.34932725250703595,0.3519751715809826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075765333509772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080335940461643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272853064728532,0.0,0.15516471197776696,0.0,0.0,0.285319335010387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577107641003493,0.16200000435019374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914649601449266,0.0,0.0,0.058763347311639576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,b1naryst0rm,2019/04/08,"So stressed out Why do people constantly feel the need to “fix you” because “people are important”?

At my last job, my boss decided I needed to improve my people skills (despite being a programmer) and forced me to give training classes to 70-80 people. I literally threw up before. 

Now my friends are telling me that “people are important” and that in order to succeed in life, you have to be able to deal with people. They want to help me and I’m sitting here COMPLETELY PANICKED. 

Why do people feel the need to fix this? It’s a skill that I never learned. If I gave them 3 days and told them to program a web application that a scraped a database via REST API and sat them down in front of a computer, I guarantee you they would panic. 

I realize I should work on my flaws. I need a therapist, not to be exposed to to it repeatedly. I just wish people really understood that things that are not difficult for them might be a mountain to someone else. 😥",4.665136476426799,5.777120236559143,5.723333333333333,79.5126923076923,69.75268817204301,9.163937138130684,32.049627791563275,9.466822959209583,2.96885905707196,748,33,143,16,13,248,112,186,0.073,0.7929999999999999,0.134,0.7536,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,6,4,4,5,0,2,10,0,14,2,0,1,1,28,29,7,0,9,4,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,2,26,2,25,17,1,18,0,0,0,0,16,8,0,2,6,99,36,8,0.12290607590146965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492240309658309,0.0,0.10458401813191978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288646821967419,0.13281780486609834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926425119047753,0.12671076746673265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026722554524822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429000978032799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495692935977204,0.0,0.0,0.117902707327674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238135192786579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196531561358392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018485591512856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681219617369527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038392384533895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645331917748271,0.0947927426544517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420379847696396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6816607816952666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873677941242081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413791926602377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407884946888494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074253276424665,0.0,0.0,0.14270342710657874,0.08165333555603102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174420225480254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249318795330968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218072333677494,0.0,0.14133592168688586,0.0,0.0,0.08947708706056902,0.0,0.0,0.08730894997281442,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hetalichin,2019/04/08,"Decided to lie to my friend because of anxiety I'm having a hard time right now to pass our thesis book as requirement to the chairperson of our college course in uni alone. My friend isn't here yet, so she insists that I should do it now while waiting for her. I can't and I really get anxious approaching someone especially with authority. Although, I'm certain I can pass our thesis book if someone is accompanying me. I have no choice but to lie to my friend later that I wasn't able to give our thesis 'cause he's not present at the office. And maybe tell her to come back again later. She might be mad at me or look at me like I'm being pathetic if I tell her the reason why I didn't do it. ",4.5235555555555536,4.706177937931038,5.9112643678160905,81.37739463601531,69.6206896551724,9.203065134099617,29.214559386973185,9.150863307647796,2.214226053639847,551,19,117,10,9,187,91,145,0.114,0.7859999999999999,0.1,-0.2617,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,4,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,4,0,14,0,0,2,1,17,22,10,0,3,5,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,2,2,0,4,6,1,0,0,2,2,23,5,17,16,0,19,0,0,1,0,16,5,0,4,11,79,27,4,0.19455386589436072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201499130690564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883317489183756,0.2197904909043883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495999137793166,0.0,0.11859823086550568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998604126023544,0.0,0.16759092849140148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509355025347563,0.0,0.10164636501511476,0.18663379610621889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742820495676086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504919158062908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337624770804765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19545550810780335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639090662143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463618832838196,0.20003377704001066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614793844952094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296897184422676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34009730820085965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134459237637466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755546030516148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wysiwyg25,2019/04/08,"DAE really hate it when you’re ignored or interrupted? Yesterday I was talking to someone and they walked away to say hi to someone else while I was still talking. It upset me so much that I was upset for the rest of the event I was at.  It always feels so painful to have stuff like that happen to me.  It’s like they think I have no value and that they’re only talking to me until someone better comes along.  If this is not a relevant topic, please delete. ",3.4451152073732696,4.732909978494625,4.563471582181262,86.00806451612905,72.87096774193549,7.034715821812598,25.1136712749616,7.447530270364453,1.1459413210445466,360,11,73,4,7,118,61,93,0.20800000000000002,0.693,0.099,-0.8833,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,4,8,1,2,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,10,12,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,2,10,3,12,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,8,54,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350724271375744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462217197720754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379200326690994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927097555537346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415405094876018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935843187619683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376802220527438,0.0,0.0,0.19400722304834025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920040604754827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445320297387398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945030503369305,0.2090943319321024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157026113225017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588562744868914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626803333535402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994921333778722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692851437613325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495030498672447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738279169280154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591196202031896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amber_sugar,2019/04/08,"I went to a get together and now I’m in hell My friend invited me to a group get together to play games, and idk why I thought I’d actually have a good time. I’m friends with only one person here, and everyone else I hardly know, or have never met before. I feel so stiff and no one gives a shit that I’m here. Not only am I an introvert but I have really bad social anxiety, so this is my personal hell, and I chose to come here. 

I’m literally sitting in the bloody corner, while everyone else is sitting at a table laughing and playing a game. I’m also broken hearted because I found out today that the guy I like recently got a girlfriend lol. I thought tonight would make me better, but turns out he came here with his new gf, so my throat hurts and I’m trying to keep my emotions in because I’m already stick out like a sore thumb. 

I hate myself. So much.
I want to go home, and I think I’m gonna sneak out and not even tell anyone I’m leaving. 

I’m gonna be alone forever if I can’t change this.",1.9809712722298232,3.1912891162790733,4.160957592339262,87.75637482900137,76.44186046511628,7.477428180574554,25.205198358413128,8.124751697461798,1.376751025991792,780,27,175,13,17,270,125,215,0.19699999999999998,0.672,0.131,-0.9595,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,11,15,4,0,11,1,9,5,3,1,1,35,41,19,0,3,6,0,2,2,4,3,2,0,1,3,4,17,0,2,6,4,0,4,5,6,0,2,7,2,22,9,16,30,1,23,2,1,0,0,16,9,3,2,10,94,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.12676400283755487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345375862672733,0.1433482659362879,0.10388126262592892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937341187437916,0.0,0.0,0.0908293447585976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846136595651393,0.15837209482275116,0.0,0.11053562987816194,0.0,0.0,0.11488630296192005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485713940693985,0.0,0.0,0.1374173456819835,0.11189764899854343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703014724747685,0.14612040916634272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579795577698181,0.0,0.0,0.2482507015581807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568151981549457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424290284677865,0.20072137570463155,0.0,0.13573514243072762,0.12461225196345208,0.07382536221998348,0.1089542501457958,0.10389317618040103,0.0,0.0,0.12862176898621888,0.0,0.0,0.11636519819307273,0.12824970185596685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393253969588488,0.0,0.0,0.1303006420539782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390610108863242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154613992655768,0.0,0.0,0.07138983494051444,0.0,0.0,0.13754571407344288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692549856754598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670949203614896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549170346571433,0.0,0.10018715769718907,0.12545856708287348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604767744322686,0.19759013877621096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22684794952313625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321749022830426,0.0,0.1282609239134652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333408421237702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241704765814474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135386311209612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323489886344146,0.0,0.20625273511037054,0.07574593846994848,0.0,0.1231303425508676,0.0,0.0,0.08819381048066065,0.1412942785166122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661859178318775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204189254748415,0.11721486078738495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227748131720036,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jitterysnail,2019/04/08,I don’t know how common it is but when I have a conversation(either in-person or online) with people I cannot relax until the person I’m talking to start acting mean in any way towards me or someone else. I absolutely hate myself for this. Until someone throws an insult and start being a jerk I can never feel like I deserve their attention and time.,6.444565217391304,6.514686753623196,7.554891304347826,71.62190217391306,65.52173913043478,8.63913043478261,28.84420289855073,8.07648339933343,2.079489855072464,282,8,48,3,4,96,54,69,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.9629,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,12,13,9,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,9,2,7,12,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,9,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741666317151105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139507875570611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294991785306744,0.1829682386017148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25286002948478753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407538224786348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512460007979284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789837556982549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19753127908054974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755753544096595,0.4472585774070951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340099424781999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36255830009340057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058551208602513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934241528587985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203291756315706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lastredditontheleft,2019/06/15,"Am I mean for snapping at this guy? When I was 16, this senior 18, John took me out with his friends. We went to a party  was wasted. Him and two of his friends had sex with me. They called me a gross and ugly after. They ignored me for a while. John kept hooking up with me. Before all that happened, he was helpful to me and would hang out with me after he would only have sex with me if he was drunk and ignore me the rest of the time. He would never want to talk to me only about sex.



He left for the military over the years he kept in contact with me and saw me when he came home sometimes. He would only want to talk to me about sex or photos. He cheated on his girlfriend with me (I didn't know they were dating). He would have sex with me and ignore me. I went on vacation once, and my phone broke. He sent me at least 30 messages and was mad I didn't respond. He always implied that I was attractive enough to fuck but not date.



He would also imply that I'm weird or annoying. When I was 17, I tried talking to him about trouble I was having at school. At first, he was sympathetic but then told me to speak to someone else. Because of what happened I was bullied in school, I tried to talk to him because I was lonely . After three years knowing him, he told me he wanted me for sex and nothing more.



That he felt no connection to me. It's been four years since all that, and I feel broken. He still tries to contact me trying to cheat on his girlfriend with me or see me again. I try to ignore him then he'll bombard me with texts it works to face time me. I moved away and didn't talk to anyone he knows. He still keeps photos of me and sends them to me, asking if I miss this. I feel so used and dirty. Something must be so wrong with me.



I blew up at him and blocked him finally. He was messaging me begging for pics, and he now lives with his girlfriend. I feel sick. He recently emailed me saying hey I called him a rapist, a waste of space, ugly, a coward, an awful person.



I want this person to stop contacting me. I feel terrible. I haven't seen him for four years, but he still keeps original photos he took of me as a teenager. I thought he would have stopped when I blew up at him last time. He acts like I'm a rude cause he says he's just like that and he's never done anything wrong to me. He even said,” i don't deserve all this your saying about me.” But he's been contacting me when he's in a relationship of almost two years trying to face time or get photos.



One time when I blew up at him, and he left me alone for a couple of months coming back trying to apologize to me then to come on to me sexually then I went off hard on him calling him scum and saying I wish he were dead also, he lives with his girlfriend



Am I a mean person for sending these messages? Does that make me a bad person?",1.810388513513516,3.3226278023648668,3.1397621621621603,93.640372972973,77.56418918918921,5.817081081081081,21.29945945945946,6.360717304075467,0.12030678378378346,2177,56,495,16,50,708,232,592,0.203,0.753,0.045,-0.9985,0,3,1,0,0,0,63.0,1,1,4,2,22,26,7,0,17,1,38,12,2,4,6,94,84,44,1,15,12,0,6,2,6,9,1,6,1,5,16,37,1,11,11,1,0,14,9,21,0,7,37,15,96,5,87,37,7,84,0,3,3,8,107,27,1,7,45,323,112,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648325967037042,0.06705611975369619,0.0,0.10355283724164636,0.05387288668085509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045271091806140515,0.0,0.05327947997687469,0.0,0.06052767784890409,0.0,0.0608299007715123,0.049784779215418455,0.05405923018256679,0.0789356970845361,0.0,0.05509308320304896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833513660625396,0.07405083939070649,0.0,0.06651077707162635,0.0,0.11154387944045673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163892495079427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056658638640005726,0.0662564418850571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408599911655036,0.0,0.0,0.06689871866233763,0.0,0.04276335079904079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094772934614318,0.0,0.062165191899914124,0.07092479856469626,0.0,0.05507192087759594,0.0,0.0,0.10004339292692148,0.05985555374024324,0.03382650238550451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410756267722761,0.11450728192401223,0.0,0.05799865213648017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043397096011520926,0.0,0.06494434529394019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509636274729583,0.0,0.0,0.10674619904636028,0.05277567931703957,0.0,0.0,0.14069089844289467,0.0,0.0,0.06326210888632032,0.0,0.11434174536805534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043217677996743885,0.0,0.0,0.14105220491608073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05167870706301909,0.0688135098843168,0.0,0.0,0.09987041139535248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212441231629876,0.0,0.0,0.06895113285361112,0.043872773655761366,0.14772408635611964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613075930891896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392771055498846,0.06951171930587484,0.0,0.0,0.06158716148529768,0.20595075574611896,0.0,0.13105045274215374,0.05159324842491742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355759394237527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485808590255708,0.049843734687134315,0.06403429419850375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511591899535526,0.10825915697897244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26019721666169354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05140016440317505,0.18876616051393014,0.0,0.0,0.123732922780062,0.14386778086342564,0.3077024359396571,0.0,0.12649258580699035,0.0,0.0,0.05591874688291388,0.0,0.0,0.15275271717054054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800573232645385,0.0,0.0,0.07445336134679148,0.0,0.0,0.047135008677677184,0.0,0.0,0.32195009637218325,0.1415766195788869,0.0,0.20846774477121896
socialanxiety,LateChapter7,2019/06/15,"I run away from people once they get to know the real me Hi everyone
I have a bit of social anxiety but it's more or less manageable. I guess what I have is a lot of insecurity because when I feel good about myself I can be an extroverted introvert (if that makes sense).
Well, I have noticed that I tend to wear a social mask (as we all do) around people and I have many masks with many background stories depending on who I am with.
Turns out, as soon as I drop the mask and let the real me  show I try to avoid the person afterwards. 

It's extremely weird and I just can't help it. Even if the person accepted me fully or shows enthusiasm about knowing me I just can't stand it and I immediately regret dropping the mask. After that I tend to cut the relationship (in a soft way) by making myself scarce and unavailable until the person gives up.

I don't think it has to do with a fear of being rejected, I think I feel like my true personality would be like a secret that I must keep and for anyone out there I should display a character. It can go as far as the type of music I like. I could say music genre A to person A and music genre B to person B. And it's like I'm very reluctant to tell the truth because I know it will make me run away from that person.

Right now I just shared some songs with a friend and he loves them and he was glad I listened to that type... and now I'm having second thoughts about it like I shouldn't have shared anything.

Nobody around me knows me like even 40%. I know it's bad because it prevents me from having strong and meaningful friendships. And yet I can't help slipping into a crafted character of my own.

Anyone feels the same?",3.4274127906976735,4.491528450581394,4.835120930232559,84.90522790697679,72.63372093023256,7.829581395348836,24.225116279069773,8.238735603445708,1.265381302325581,1313,36,278,20,25,439,173,344,0.11199999999999999,0.696,0.192,0.9846,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,2,1,17,25,1,3,23,0,29,2,1,4,4,67,55,25,0,8,8,0,4,6,1,5,0,3,0,7,19,23,0,3,14,3,0,3,5,8,1,1,2,7,44,17,43,43,8,27,0,2,0,1,28,12,0,8,14,196,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076663668726657,0.0,0.0,0.12936432632905034,0.0,0.0761243407148802,0.16469943908757811,0.0,0.0,0.17382437268504974,0.0,0.07723842760830271,0.1691719185896119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099230757174664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385830486302895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219833555992148,0.0,0.0,0.08839319730077734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409467384175114,0.14032104248547952,0.06608611800638596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714697040281467,0.0,0.04833043028769255,0.08873993350079716,0.05257314293617802,0.07758942447651833,0.0,0.0,0.10190550005203793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400929304307265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222335068417964,0.0,0.0,0.2541936729910069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459338498370708,0.0,0.2711617868620901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864507076295794,0.08349004058367479,0.0,0.18524489613025846,0.18757259880378416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531839630809173,0.0,0.09851559235006548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826366291493352,0.5654070986922538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105835647969242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993165437503192,0.0,0.07899939516267357,0.0,0.07356427609517499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859590158120326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085409272918592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854788391519815,0.0,0.07343922330935773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628053241468675,0.10061967970280096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632692217609299,0.0,0.07342674936522722,0.0,0.0,0.08317376832663465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657134224499137,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,raul2110,2019/06/15,"I hate when people thank me I hate it don't know why but i do even when i deserve it or also when people talk nice things about me, example my parents saying something nice about me to their friends, idk why but i hate to be in the center of something",0.5825157232704434,2.815928415094344,2.1040566037735857,95.71067610062893,85.60377358490567,4.2880503144654085,20.154088050314463,5.46131890053228,-0.21768930817610066,198,6,43,1,6,64,34,53,0.17800000000000002,0.613,0.209,0.4497,1,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,8,7,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,10,4,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701184398013108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050478407718994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643530623641152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6300743358294907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690970085226975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362091791663805,0.0,0.0,0.2949575078946156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916977929668933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275366896634133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098264313449033,0.0,0.19585128672622476,0.0,0.0,0.14132697678157746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839077179968858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,smellymolls,2019/06/15,"180 degrees turnaround Today at the parking lot I walked straight into an old high school friend, her husband and kids. They didn’t see me (I think) even though I was only 80 ft/25m away or so. Before I could think I turned around and walked away as fast as I could, heartbeat racing. I ended up walking through pouring rain to get to the car another way, just to avoid saying hi and small talk. Wtf? I feel so ashamed and abnormal. The thought of them or anyone seeing me do that makes me loose sleep tonight.",3.7071000000000014,5.41041611,3.4450000000000003,92.6275,72.9,5.8000000000000025,26.5,5.985473137389443,0.7363999999999997,401,14,82,2,8,120,77,100,0.115,0.835,0.05,-0.7645,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,2,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,18,14,11,0,2,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,3,4,14,1,13,9,1,19,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,3,5,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007261616109704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384904988122304,0.0,0.0,0.17040913877423605,0.0,0.0,0.3597008200068029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628888667702742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056751180880737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954603482593475,0.0,0.0,0.1264346329154067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679040452646784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789474426090618,0.0,0.10001184032611693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225138364329603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274298020442138,0.0,0.0,0.1277779021258813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086869506130348,0.0,0.0,0.14558759843190128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222911508839956,0.0,0.1937326656617344,0.30508242706107763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156358694084796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386043871459054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453152592797224,0.1880744264464093,0.15197033900937348,0.0,0.0,0.1814488412944665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208215802760278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519445262429406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Danielakojas,2019/06/15,"Bullshit Don't you just fucking love it when your uncle tells you to go buy something from the store and when you continuously say no, he gets mad??? Don't you love it when your dad says you're just a little  shy?? I fucking LOVE when they say I should start a sport with random people off kkdkfkej Fucking anxiety",7.819301075268817,6.381793725806452,7.505483870967745,78.06155913978496,63.354838709677416,10.20215053763441,33.56989247311828,8.841846274778883,2.553208602150538,249,8,50,3,3,79,43,62,0.172,0.628,0.19899999999999998,0.7191,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,1,0,6,7,4,0,3,0,3,6,0,0,0,6,12,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,3,4,0,0,0,3,9,3,4,11,0,9,0,0,0,6,16,2,3,1,6,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227383195540692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5520596377235069,0.1039961790537494,0.0,0.11312553920301875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995018685633491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5389551773940466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799722840444034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748811618195834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323954862835834,0.0,0.0,0.140889657044573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397976088026104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socialresistance1,2019/06/15,"Not sure if social anxiety or a bad match with the guy I'm dating I have tentative plans tonight with a guy I'm dating and I just do not feel like going. I should be texting him right now to see what he's up to, but I just can't get myself to do so. 

​

I feel like a person without social anxiety would simply take this to mean that they just don't click with the guy and let him go. I really cannot tell if this is the case with me or if this is just standard social anxiety.

​

Has anyone else been confused about this? How do you sort out your social anxiety from your interest (or lack of interest) in a person?",3.637196969696969,4.320411356060607,4.9693939393939415,85.55742424242428,71.80303030303031,8.290909090909091,25.272727272727273,8.515128840125781,1.49969090909091,497,14,106,8,9,166,79,132,0.166,0.8029999999999999,0.031,-0.9138,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,1,8,7,0,1,7,0,15,0,0,1,1,32,25,11,0,6,14,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,4,14,5,15,20,1,10,0,0,2,0,17,4,0,8,6,76,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580007461825765,0.28933942509043103,0.0,0.0,0.364319226130239,0.0,0.0,0.08324881869357596,0.12199001177454245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940928907688436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945851435603956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039961202342706,0.17011154194339712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220341175307637,0.0,0.13532794298523726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35366137523635066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174589053384005,0.0,0.11633242368888927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969015065586734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791544705130624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627224191215771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167573258289699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487460568282552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854626143887512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221169530538416,0.0,0.08951754838040564,0.0,0.1040628107802243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147686241077782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845760952266289,0.0,0.28933942509043103,0.0
socialanxiety,ivan_bato,2019/06/15,"''Friends'' lying to you over and over again. I hate seeing long posts like this because I, myself don't have the patience to read them, but I'm going to try and keep this as short as possible.  
So basically, when there is only me and someone else, I don't get anxious. Actually, very little. But when I'm in a group of let's say 3 - 5 people, I totally feel like a third wheel - I get anxious. As a kid I had this best friend, which I was always going out with. It was very fun, he was nice and all, but he made this new friend. 

When we used to go out as a trio, his friend used to pull a joke or two on me, and the weird thing is, my best friend joined him a bit. So basically when I was alone with him, it was all good and chill. When his friend came with us, they together joked about my family etc. :/

It was as if he was changing himself, whether we were alone or with that guy. Now later, when I found a new best friend, the same thing happened. He used to hang out with some big guys, and they turned him against me. So simply put this **happens over and over again with different people,** and I just want to stop it. Am I doing something wrong?  
I would love to hear some thoughts :)",1.4402226345083518,3.1418316734693903,2.576038961038961,96.42873376623379,79.20408163265307,5.760667903525047,19.70779220779221,6.574015621080383,-0.1256938775510208,900,21,214,8,22,287,135,245,0.068,0.6459999999999999,0.28600000000000003,0.9972,1,2,1,0,0,0,44.0,3,1,3,3,15,21,1,0,10,0,18,1,0,4,3,46,42,30,0,3,8,0,1,2,7,1,0,2,0,3,13,21,0,2,3,3,0,7,2,3,0,2,13,4,31,18,31,27,11,34,0,0,1,1,31,12,0,5,16,145,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.09220956156354827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957283071822981,0.0,0.0,0.07862406109836324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349581296976167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057600821607931264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974873473514405,0.0,0.10315967225610306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807250324510696,0.0,0.0,0.09995892298226093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872295797854123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893508518111174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538241520113284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907768218383844,0.0,0.04777747632958137,0.06750437175003368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360447741435534,0.5110244527270141,0.0,0.09873526941510546,0.0,0.16110419670081771,0.07925454712331474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871218431141805,0.16711611507909904,0.0,0.0,0.09329027574136356,0.0,0.0,0.10649819674026227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839879205884344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662342436905104,0.0,0.0923270353741217,0.09470478108257507,0.0,0.08362153982601997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528179452818177,0.08940964567807366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251994582290865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186464476505683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310162897235697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652437730312414,0.09049623477419656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498952892156164,0.0,0.0,0.0945165460616213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514301627719983,0.0,0.0,0.07529707365514714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006189687389974,0.07274376932180486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899868651178915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255512108705972,0.0,0.0,0.07501527977221446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415316978797016,0.10277904753568444,0.09230395295035364,0.0,0.11366100911348875,0.2448295928995695,0.0,0.15592990130281187,0.055733225504071664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712367788946741,0.10331104822554364,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sorcerers_apprentice,2019/06/15,"Unsure what to do with my face? Hi all, hope this doesn't sound to bizarre :( I'm a college student, living at home for the summer. Just started a part time job in retail. This makes me nervous, because of constant social interaction, but it's getting easier every day. For the most part, interacting with customers is becoming manageable. However, I'm having a very hard time getting to know my coworkers. My manager, and several other coworkers, have implied that I look distressed, and constantly ask me if I'm doing ok. While I'm grateful that they are looking out for me, I do not feel significantly distressed, and I am wondering why I appear that way. Is this just my face? I do not want people to think I'm upset all the time, especially when I'm not. I've been trying to fake a smile, but it feels very forced and I'm worried that I look even more strange doing that. How do I manage this? Any tips/advice? Thanks.",3.0157435558493053,5.355308730337079,4.536226040978189,81.18937541308661,76.86516853932585,7.334302709847982,27.32452081956378,8.313332769828598,2.1402329147389296,726,30,133,14,17,242,111,178,0.177,0.7140000000000001,0.109,-0.9028,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,4,7,1,14,2,2,2,2,28,38,10,0,3,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,13,7,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,1,7,15,3,14,37,6,15,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,5,10,85,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483761211038663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325628881293544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194974088480336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256014889322324,0.1676951588930223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32816982066710565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792412668134304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028877335163944,0.0,0.12793160260372893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354955708477538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866008475157412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601866014078834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230772621776575,0.15081120828075018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067759850747695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344719767648599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407734861255294,0.0,0.3825216372060899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135426322805374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288554707800535,0.0,0.10526661726107647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153578442915732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478158145166102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747301069474363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139793711894697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729282978210324,0.0,0.0,0.2656170716444237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030892751489698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505675175908699,0.08955906368957323,0.1205233866941819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370118262200343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466381475946232,0.0,0.15420071426656815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TeeNeeTinyAngel,2019/06/15,"Is anyone else dating someone who is VERY social and you just feel like the weird, quiet partner? I don’t know why I’m attracted to guys with great social skills. My boyfriend is extremely social and he engages in small talk with literally everyone. Everywhere we go, he makes a conversation with the cashier while I’m just standing there awkwardly. It doesn’t help that he also knows a lot of people in town and he’s also funny and nice as hell. I get jealous because I wish I could be like him!!",4.7755817378497785,6.128988649484537,5.507069219440354,80.26072164948455,69.7216494845361,8.429455081001473,29.32106038291605,8.841846274778883,2.349336966126657,397,15,74,7,7,129,72,97,0.105,0.6629999999999999,0.23199999999999998,0.9183,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,1,5,10,2,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,17,16,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,8,6,8,14,1,8,1,0,0,0,16,4,1,1,4,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018847710955396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197758314675612,0.1933955000768174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505954583371092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070059648971268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767544277586198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803576129125056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543708881412154,0.13484221472076005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861348275548612,0.0,0.10727032003393362,0.0,0.0,0.20809627125542093,0.0,0.1868910345657288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265143741554605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746286129743546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844263061146453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046752084187188,0.0,0.0,0.1259913216948602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085468550275098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772170424810823,0.15992628639220466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170917433833714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573756697358046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031647730936894,0.0,0.21705186015347752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reiala,2019/06/15,why are car rides so awkward i just came to pick up one my friends and all of a sudden it’s very awkward...,-2.337500000000002,-0.6425264166666658,0.025000000000000355,105.57,104.83333333333334,2.4000000000000004,18.5,3.1291,-1.1118,82,3,21,0,4,27,23,24,0.087,0.785,0.128,0.2462,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5822028710920903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932808262208418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34493673529328506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200089453915449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593268368552738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WinXPbootsup,2019/06/15,"I tried to avoid my anxiety... And it backfired So today I was walking home when I say this guy in a car. He had a confused expression on his face, so I thought that he must be looking for someone. At first, I thought of just walking past, but then I decided that it was more important to help someone. And so I did.

He turned out to be my neighbor.
FML.",1.2048336594911966,3.1094536712328766,3.0250880626223093,91.94863013698631,80.78082191780824,6.36320939334638,29.606653620352247,7.447530270364453,1.728657142857143,270,14,60,4,7,90,51,73,0.047,0.8590000000000001,0.094,0.6525,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,2,0,7,1,1,0,1,11,11,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,6,2,10,0,9,2,1,12,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,5,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049767198095281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279133555344648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653070655984132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959747208419574,0.0,0.26877006327470193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22500579843386204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557832323751414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308012808053506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540568128734389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254358212849817,0.0,0.0,0.25397994543053004,0.0,0.0,0.18191664791263806,0.2914465468369025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thephatphinger,2019/06/15,"I don’t know if I easily get bored with people or I just don’t like to socialize anymore. I used to be a people person. Now I just have the tendency to disregard them when I realized they just talk about themselves. When I see that the conversation is not turning into 2-way convo, i just stop engaging/fake engaging. Is a sign of maturity or turning into an asshole?

This is why I turned into writing journals, i just cannot reach a beyond surface level of connection with other people anymore. I dont have much friends. no facebook or instagram.",4.0059047619047625,6.134523304761906,5.8171428571428585,74.13619047619048,73.09523809523809,8.857142857142858,31.666666666666664,9.444778638647367,3.4233809523809526,437,21,73,11,9,150,67,105,0.127,0.7979999999999999,0.076,-0.4456,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,22,17,6,0,1,10,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,13,3,12,16,1,10,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,4,5,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734801123785609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068271602944065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547781778110144,0.0,0.09837742615956772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348312293536582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919924172877161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841998230257854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916243540226504,0.1644137030692034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004835348952816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194510861334746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574247479154068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134601962294494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6144392912232597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626281762659208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946141738891608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990878125464032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OkBenefit,2019/06/15,"A sort of success story or motivation Hey everyone thought I would post this as a way to maybe give some value to some people or to like give some Hope motivation type post. Want to be very honest at least.

I used to be really quiet - especially in high school and early uni. I was just like super unhappy on the inside. I kinda still am sometimes but not as much before. It changed a lot for me when I started taking more risks and not giving a fuck as much which is shit you probably hear and see a lot, but I guess what I want to emphasize is experiencing things for yourself. There is a strange sort of click and realization that happens in your brain when a change in your reality is actually experienced by your brain. For example, I used to read a lot like oh no one actually cares about you or you shouldn’t care what people think but it wasn’t until I put myself out there so much more that I realized this was actually the case. Like I really experienced it.

It was testing those thoughts of “I’m the Center of attention” to realizing I’m not and kinda discovering that a lot of my anxiety came from my ego. Or that I wanted to be the Center of attention. Like being in the middle of a big area of people and thinking fuck I hope I don’t make a mistake or say the wrong thing.

Also gym helped me a lot and getting more connected with my body. I honestly hate the computer now. This probably won’t apply to any or most of you cuz ur likely different in this way than me, but ever since I stopped sitting so much and just using the PC and doing way more physical things, I felt way more confident. 

A big source of my anxiety and insecurity was comparison I guess and the more I lived life, the less blind spots I felt I had compared to others cuz I could relate to their experiences more. So that’s a low key reason why I hate computers haha even though they’re becoming very practical these days (I studied computer sciences in uni). 

Reading books and applying them helped me too. Just like reading stuff like ask people questions to direct the conversation and such.

I moved towns recently and a lot of ppl know me here because I’ve made an effort to strike up conversations",4.118601398601399,5.703068365967367,5.625920745920747,77.88195804195807,71.63403263403264,9.209324009324009,27.685314685314694,9.650220023710373,2.59692167832168,1735,63,334,43,33,587,224,429,0.114,0.737,0.149,0.927,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,7,2,5,20,27,5,2,27,1,21,8,4,10,1,82,59,37,0,9,16,0,2,8,0,3,2,3,0,0,23,17,0,1,15,5,0,3,8,10,0,1,12,11,44,17,47,39,23,40,0,1,3,2,22,19,3,25,19,235,67,14,0.0,0.0,0.20734282592187486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663814666375047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048162935271909485,0.0,0.1083607521499942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621113600630045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04317382031789761,0.07821984671373743,0.060266241075190165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866980268833393,0.0,0.15812662648807008,0.0,0.08100410213189024,0.14442013591865227,0.0,0.14984538274059858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565474200988944,0.0,0.0,0.04567579785339867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739962925881254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677876529326809,0.06406461097706635,0.0,0.06767562931373955,0.0,0.06927973049329328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600482034079905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309518009040694,0.037002760219135636,0.2038232927978848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604184614085312,0.0,0.06262967196683752,0.0,0.0,0.13984861638536647,0.0,0.0,0.07982410462025577,0.0,0.09494403646114158,0.07482973444482226,0.0,0.14068897006095565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038923169005192285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002527954387158,0.27680930406573545,0.0,0.06253913187171084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612735924595831,0.0,0.0670156409133672,0.047275753133336484,0.0,0.07115250308210155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527499524093992,0.2082559633699536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479923612920803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19640253709381653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566015450895802,0.0,0.1527210932835863,0.0,0.0,0.07119795758567014,0.07933939624450434,0.0,0.2125303214166751,0.0,0.0907436875023788,0.07281914986767024,0.06993042668337535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632230569520165,0.0,0.07167794683829175,0.05643777706120779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270009991762517,0.058586571676200974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004701837113933,0.0,0.05012978596340684,0.0,0.05656035703744144,0.05921226471429844,0.0,0.0,0.08107684964910063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053251040172425976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115750264077656,0.09076267057603794,0.0695844900209342,0.1124531254789067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835083000082517,0.0,0.11687488742535825,0.12532197613575385,0.2248680497366862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390789165080807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031153249864875,0.07743522589492226,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sorekickboxer,2019/06/15,"I'm going to a mid-twenties birthday party soon where I only know one person... (the birthday girl). Any tips? I'm kind of freaking out now I want to stop being a hermit who always does not go out whenever anyone invites me as I'm afraid of not being able to be social enough. In the past, I used to always hide in toilets whenever it becomes to much for me to process/handle. However, I really want to change and this time I want things to be different! I want to be a normal person who can converse and actually enjoy it.

So when I was invited to go for my friend's birthday party, I decided to go for it. I felt so brave and proud of myself that time..... Now however, I'm sort of freaking out! :( I'm so afraid I'll be awkward af and that I will have an anxiety attack, which happened to me in the past.

Im usually okay with strangers sometimes if we can connect, but if we can't I tend to freak out..",1.5614862327909904,3.3229852925531937,3.9750688360450575,86.26029411764708,79.05319148936171,6.7639549436795985,24.888610763454317,7.724431198458867,1.3778650813516902,697,26,145,11,17,243,105,188,0.076,0.81,0.114,0.6922,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,0,1,8,13,1,3,7,1,12,0,0,1,0,27,30,12,0,7,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,10,11,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,7,0,1,2,1,18,6,29,21,2,22,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,3,10,96,28,0,0.14986531403578124,0.0,0.14624692816747334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24939989347553504,0.0,0.0,0.10191355264492664,0.0,0.11464655503796965,0.0,0.0,0.10478931211593097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049342997489755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551446503278128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853763081836067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657735596126862,0.0,0.0,0.13114814623724164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548509309226046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389420349396706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578556986705953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406876464562069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252540226404114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188025617564947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606166267240315,0.08236205727751049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016824954033902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683618833603376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155261533545756,0.1139793245139016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861267997218024,0.0,0.26171322328281765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600755769200653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276881467545755,0.0,0.0,0.14822062762754504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252941130584614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956385545156997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747753395983892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943551362396358,0.1650554705983251,0.0,0.35357778037880583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xTobias97,2019/06/15,"Should you tell people about your anxiety? I always try to come of as ""confident, cool etc"" but when i'm feeling anxious it get's difficult to keep up this ""persona"". 

Now, i didn't make the best experiences with being honest to people, but i feel like faking it doesn't help either


Any advice?",4.782894736842106,5.951765491228072,5.907850877192985,78.0870394736842,69.52631578947367,8.50701754385965,26.530701754385966,8.841846274778883,2.0488280701754373,231,7,42,4,4,77,48,57,0.267,0.574,0.159,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,10,11,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,3,5,4,8,8,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532207699500782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561856443603605,0.0,0.0,0.1762186311441312,0.0,0.19823525399579947,0.29274537630442216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719430238772768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321925404755205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890006540624189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534807981415301,0.0,0.0,0.26204982837691354,0.18512393695473672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538576329615135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736907026744171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303284085591836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659879525364315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297260759610128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35929897175611497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264927705919097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593360328205385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theycallmelordlins,2019/06/15,"Need advice NOW help me  I am typing this in a bathroom stall.
 I am an intern and a much older, but very kind, coworker invited me to a workshop in wich his brother is the teacher.
 I came to the workshop, it started 2 hour ago, but I wasn't aware that it will last until 5pm (10 hours from now!) And there are SEVERAL group activities with a lot of people I do not know. 
 My anxiety is kicking STRONG, I am already shaking and my heart beat is sky high. I really want to go home but the coworker who invited me is here and I don't know what he would think and feel if I just left his event, wich he arranged for me to attend for free. Everything is making me feel worse and worse

 Is there a socially acceptable way to leave? Please help me I feel trapped and feel like I am going to pass out",2.943363636363636,3.8919311696969743,4.576136363636369,86.74420454545456,73.66666666666667,8.166666666666668,26.47727272727273,8.59863814320734,1.6892727272727277,613,21,135,11,12,207,103,165,0.098,0.716,0.18600000000000005,0.9509,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,9,0,16,1,1,1,0,29,30,12,0,4,6,1,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,0,8,0,1,6,3,1,0,0,2,4,21,6,15,26,2,23,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,11,87,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421464097833104,0.1398931575019026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741523809593505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072776861960187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049790732128965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418336236333841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31918329771721404,0.11274281126148633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793793949556519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870111097616832,0.21155965491685375,0.16673983313470822,0.1583009526206481,0.0,0.3108312646393105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643396637191962,0.17346159927335886,0.1286399958807304,0.0,0.16710291847751124,0.1714660695073878,0.0,0.0,0.07710026220273639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416836450913355,0.0,0.0,0.10534249850348923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601191972430118,0.11701755684519093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940880154534036,0.0,0.0,0.17323308527533374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110010027719464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828562449183466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087215271598193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170201536369956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112124985468407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021360674019114,0.09308316426182092,0.1252659165791571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216532038874888,0.11210699324026004,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LePainPerdu1995,2019/06/15,"Has anyone here ever tried to seek professional help for treatment for their social anxiety? If so, how did it go? Was it effective?",3.17625,6.225134125000004,4.738333333333333,75.34,82.75,8.200000000000001,24.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.726766666666668,105,4,17,3,3,35,22,24,0.059000000000000004,0.723,0.218,0.6848,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748591544808803,0.0,0.0,0.3426289863258556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432454634454271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784860893778245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284458673889641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4995072785337702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33268715045247604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NaufragousKronos,2019/06/15,"Today I made a total fool out of myself in a new city. Thanks anxiety! So I just got a new job and was trying to find accommodation near my workplace. It was already a harrowing experience talking and negotiating with tens of new people.
I was walking on a street normally, until my brain thought that people were staring at me. Anxiety kicked in, my brain overloaded with thoughts about each and every movement of all the muscles and I guess I didn't see where I was going. As you can probably guess, I slipped and fell. 
My day got worse as I got up to see that my trouser was torn near the shin area. Now people were really staring at me. Two or three helpful people came to help. Now, that did not help at all. I dashed out of that place so quick, I still cringe at my reaction.
Had to go to the nearest clothes place to get new trousers because my hotel is far away and I can't wear the torn trousers all the way back.
So that was my day. I don't think I'll be able to go out for a week now.",2.8614705882352967,4.245117058823531,4.1325,88.14375000000004,74.49019607843138,7.256862745098039,26.47549019607843,7.865858978985527,1.3714078431372547,776,28,169,11,16,255,114,204,0.07,0.8740000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.1511,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,0,11,0,16,3,3,1,4,28,33,13,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,0,4,1,0,7,4,1,0,3,18,4,24,1,32,14,5,44,0,0,4,0,5,21,0,3,15,116,30,1,0.11299614943567003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469406072951555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288349006845166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061636020005948,0.08688706407997926,0.0,0.06888140390364361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25228214568100416,0.0,0.12923749243672294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574633689559666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520412938351537,0.0,0.0,0.11053191640920994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327643348635394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903582433605852,0.0,0.19265494716473067,0.0,0.2711200292952074,0.0,0.2489559958038413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22721681133037466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213124272301654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069196887286248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365295409941793,0.0,0.0,0.11071223509277964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133492099065257,0.0,0.2361138523116481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182896062491652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238822676025981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008660287888795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023887090240272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908220246983244,0.0,0.10403167288890572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240336997383717,0.0,0.1794126417190982,0.0,0.0,0.10710713737205553,0.0,0.0,0.0767169682047684,0.0,0.11038081901596987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969108388420907,0.0906386952546304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515272980606445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Yofera,2019/06/15,"Sheltered life is finally taking a toll on me. Tomorrow is my son’s 5th birthday. I need and will be there for him. Problem is, I can already dread the self consciousness that’s only been growing worse over the years. It’s a huge convention center full of people and family from my ex’s side. From past experiences, the only thing I can focus on is how others will take note on how I act, feeling alienated and out of place. usually rendering me a vegetable stuck in some corner. Everyone will simply be enjoying themselves, as well adjusted humans do. I want to be able to simply enjoy myself as well. I just can’t. I’m ashamed of myself. I have no back bone. Being seen as ‘awkward’ or ‘weird’ terrifies me. 

I have been out of school for a few years now, and have mostly pushed all my friends and relatives away, and unable to hold a steady job because of social anxiety and depression.


I could take any and all advice from anyone who’s been in the same place. I don’t want to feel the way that I do. GET OVER IT, JUST BE YOURSELF, and all that.",2.977971014492752,4.918552425120776,4.3433091787439615,84.4059782608696,75.47342995169082,7.691787439613527,25.02657004830918,8.515128840125781,1.770312077294686,820,28,160,16,18,271,124,207,0.11900000000000001,0.777,0.10400000000000001,-0.7269,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,3,10,0,25,3,1,2,3,32,37,15,0,5,3,2,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,8,11,1,1,4,0,0,3,3,6,2,0,5,3,20,5,27,23,8,29,1,1,1,0,8,17,0,3,8,118,28,2,0.15311801910451225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14962515614757166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689695416025745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412550363167322,0.0,0.11713486551250354,0.0,0.0,0.10706367912914756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385941928565787,0.11773830528010465,0.0,0.09333932325603927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225227892834245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188032548868514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631082898291511,0.0,0.14977880372852018,0.14434604125700842,0.0,0.15484214228189114,0.0,0.0,0.1677333055793476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182986017344773,0.0,0.0799978452689266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194600746329173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815178513131253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353507101462056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329063065823509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461684749002551,0.10615275509048748,0.0,0.319951480910218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651326524284755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496360991466476,0.0,0.0,0.15973548772513976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560845378702206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34537708378199233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172480816683536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863786569282152,0.0,0.1806259496378428,0.1215379565080248,0.0,0.0,0.27534297581960704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604034270583514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972059682637073
socialanxiety,blackcats123,2019/06/15,"Why do people stare at me ? I work in fast food and I get people that are super nice and then the people who just stare at me.. 

I work in the drive thru most of the time. When I collect money some people keep their eyes on me for the longest time (even after I close the window). They have no expression. It’s almost like a look of disgust? I sometimes will stare back but not for as long as they do. It creeps me out so I just walk away until their order is done. I’m told I’m attractive but I don’t see how staring at me for so long is okay ? Like what are they thinking ? Someone please explain.",-0.034761904761907665,2.1430234603174583,1.639968253968256,98.26614285714285,88.20634920634922,3.9949206349206334,16.336507936507935,5.2151,-0.8590120634920629,460,10,105,2,15,149,80,126,0.032,0.8140000000000001,0.154,0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,3,8,7,1,0,6,1,10,2,1,1,0,16,19,12,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,1,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,2,7,18,6,18,16,2,22,0,0,7,0,9,9,0,3,12,74,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882758734171468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771695718654487,0.14500020396453284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297459461911454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245500067648671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228021972890132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852107054812184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761143000876394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425347739419176,0.0,0.0,0.3337605163117727,0.15835296052090528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.522928238278923,0.0,0.0,0.20699539437216047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026744444191384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977641701604925,0.0,0.1865024986719709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082930324659245,0.0,0.0,0.2199156626380677,0.0,0.0,0.1801885970268632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015687112592556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745652779762265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nothrowaway4me,2019/06/15,"Let social anxiety prevent me from doing some I really wanted to....again :( Basically title says it all, may not sound like much and I agree in the grand scheme of things it's probably nothing but a blip.

But I really really wanted to go to a concert this Friday, I got close to the venue, I circled it, hung around for a few minutes and left to go home. 

Just feeling so disappointed in myself, I'm 23 and I can't even go to a damn concert, nobody would've cared but still I felt as if everyone was judging me.


I just feel really stupid and silly, cant fall asleep cuz I'm just so ashamed of myself, really wanted to do something fun tonight but failed",1.8803321678321687,4.047447674242426,3.924545454545456,85.01066433566434,79.83333333333334,7.0918414918414925,22.275058275058274,8.139509932561175,1.3339351981351983,511,16,102,10,13,174,87,132,0.201,0.6859999999999999,0.113,-0.9498,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,2,1,6,0,7,1,1,1,1,26,20,13,0,4,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,5,6,0,1,3,2,0,4,3,5,0,0,3,7,12,5,14,15,4,11,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,3,3,66,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400147755310887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593483895126878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785933672251762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569546248130855,0.0,0.0,0.16737857835878953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713834188034533,0.0,0.16818678828276448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29865254996608875,0.0,0.14009621742139838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757057368969492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031832466489765,0.17911905875339715,0.0,0.08557723855107609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287671331507152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807645986607075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885852808772546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5610789867490317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392989995475092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855963385701845,0.0,0.13485131143074494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398877594252457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163724783267662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099522592611935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124432870001642,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bingin_ted,2019/06/15,"Achievement Unlocked: Going to a Comedy Club by Myself Invited 8 people, 6 said they were free.  All 6 cancelled today.  I went to the Comedy Club by myself, nursed a pineapple juice and no one laughed at me for being sober or for being a 28 year old female at a comedy club by myself!  I am proud...

​

I actually think compared to a bar, club, or restaurant, that a comedy club is a decent place to go as long as you sit in the back and if the comedians aren't the type to engage you or ask why you are there alone (I already warned the proprietor that if anyone asked me that I was going to make up a really sad story LOL).",5.7433258928571425,5.0899462343750015,7.213303571428572,75.91562500000002,67.125,10.126785714285717,28.441964285714285,9.606745405546679,2.3821370535714284,490,13,97,9,7,170,81,128,0.08900000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.161,0.8590000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,1,2,2,5,0,0,13,1,8,1,0,1,1,10,17,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,6,1,4,2,1,0,1,4,1,14,5,17,11,1,15,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,5,5,67,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.19950163143394886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21173572424895806,0.2256020027559791,0.0,0.0,0.22150808118098006,0.2484140910834216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429475407512805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822431644872771,0.0,0.0,0.15719991437724162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34855984051630645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092086477184585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646370211414496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452289723694407,0.0,0.13853222552891895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417313080176696,0.0,0.21359380570452705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309679774443578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446699703807796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099537521527987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378296415424934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895157264680249,0.1844731582462985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484140910834216,0.13165112769367468
socialanxiety,cloudyfox12,2019/06/15,Funny Story One of my old friends said that i was an embarrassment on several occasions she wasn't wrong though,4.454285714285714,7.1407070476190535,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,73.76190476190476,9.914285714285716,29.54761904761905,10.125756701596842,3.6239333333333335,92,4,16,3,2,30,20,21,0.11,0.5670000000000001,0.32299999999999995,0.6862,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030617016092929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116144142209954,0.0,0.265807806981253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731322861201759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431459474576967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.385396763034988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288784094818816,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bowlofreddit_,2019/06/15,"Social medias Anyone else get super anxious about following people that they dont really talk to at school or work, but see them on Instagram? Yea I do",3.217816091954024,5.874367793103449,4.862758620689653,77.4164367816092,77.9655172413793,8.004597701149425,20.011494252873558,8.841846274778883,1.829542528735632,122,3,20,3,3,41,28,29,0.052000000000000005,0.8640000000000001,0.085,0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,12,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585976773906234,0.0,0.22194956573008173,0.3252374095112125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720174316439064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651662139583672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658404340407791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200611643932492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334932357387872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32124905667623377,0.25294506108998754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235728089979733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551326108481689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23108774914227026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WhereAreMyPants44,2019/06/15,"Best advice for people with social anxiety Please watch youtube clips of Dr. Jordan B. Peterson. Just please. 

Just search “jordan peterson social anxiety” or something along those lines. Go down a rabbit hole, absorb all the information you can. 

I can’t say that my social anxiety is gone because I started listening to him earlier this year, but I can tell my mindset has changed so much. He is truly saving my life.

He is not saying anything that isn’t already known, but the way he talks things through is incredible. I can now see the end goal - I am slowly but surely working toward the man i am capable of being. 

I know he is a polarizing figure and some of his views can be controversial, but when it comes to helping people he is one of the best in the world.",5.451986301369864,6.618351869863018,6.268383561643834,76.1255890410959,67.97260273972603,9.127671232876713,30.35342465753425,9.3871,2.7808460273972604,607,23,108,12,10,200,99,146,0.040999999999999995,0.8029999999999999,0.157,0.9625,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,4,5,4,0,0,8,0,17,2,0,0,2,20,24,8,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,6,13,4,13,21,5,13,0,0,3,0,19,4,0,2,5,75,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940401147961135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687198061026413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508852236270868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581685177082666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320136855523528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209008381829885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173915859511429,0.13170267194419158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541667618157566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689188332943584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248009174518492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402528646015565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799193774182288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239300027742943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036033809304786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119917244997169,0.0,0.0,0.3356583745477336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431712520378014,0.0,0.0,0.12183489951986658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675615388782485,0.0,0.11770350952294427,0.0,0.0,0.10821754069406976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409862917575406,0.0,0.0,0.1228885666831401,0.1336340952767576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157445979290827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135832447469196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130698727896644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845724978645908
socialanxiety,throwaway328283838,2019/06/15,"I know people hate poetry but I penned this one Plans fell through. And now I’m down. Now I’m wondering, is anyone around. Plans fell through, and my skin feels cold. Might as well die, no one would know. Plans fell through.",0.3387662337662327,2.744266772727276,0.2705194805194804,104.31863636363636,97.1818181818182,4.3324675324675335,15.376623376623378,6.1826913282559595,-0.7381194805194804,174,4,40,2,7,50,30,44,0.214,0.732,0.054000000000000006,-0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,10,10,4,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,1,1,2,0,3,3,1,6,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,22,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347113495160325,0.0,0.0,0.2717795329331256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168506410035705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436760683041978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30141810980978706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355670819659129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323872438802403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137550216758786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116548701831107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744991486714256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310821535219661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687460940747927,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thesisterskaramazov,2019/06/15,"Waiting for others to initiate conversation Okay so I am an introvert with anxiety which has its downfall in customer service. 

If a conversation is initiated with me, I try to at least keep it going to be polite though I suck at small talk. I make an effort to try though because I do want to improve my social anxiety since I will need to be more outgoing if I am going to be successful in any career.

But if a conversation is not initiated, then I assume the person does not want to talk so I respect their boundaries and keep silent.

Is that me being polite or is it my anxiety? I don't find it normal to feel the need to talk to every single person I see. I am content just with friendly banter. It's just not in my nature to enjoy surface level, persona dancing conversation. 

Also, sometimes I get paranoid that they are waiting for me to initiate or maybe even hoping that I won't (which could be their anxiety too) 

But at the end of the day, I am not responsible for how they feel if I don't conversate. Yet the nature of customer service makes you feel guilty about not being extroverted enough. 

I look at some people who are so extroverted and start convos so easily and I am wondering ""are they doing that because they want to or because they feel obligated to?"" Also these same people don't seem to want to keep talking to me after I greet them but the next person they see, they start socializing heavy with so I am left wondering if I gave off a certain vibe?  Do I give off the vibe as someone who doesn't need to talk all the time so it is confusing? Am I intimidating? Though I try to be as nice as possible.

I read somewhere once that it is very much an American cultural thing that people can't handle silence. They always feel the need to fill the silence somehow. But for someone from Eastern culture, they totally understand and respect the need for silence and don't feel it necessary to small talk. 

Perhaps I was just born on the wrong side of the world. 

Can anyone relate?!",4.455919687970925,5.936092822622111,5.839836893892387,77.08529562982007,70.6452442159383,8.656005673255917,29.866235262831307,9.130062681391069,2.6640587004698166,1584,64,289,32,29,534,176,389,0.06,0.845,0.095,0.8876,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,12,2,20,12,1,1,19,1,38,0,0,3,3,68,76,33,0,17,20,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,21,9,0,5,12,2,0,4,12,3,0,0,2,9,46,9,50,64,9,31,0,0,3,0,36,17,1,16,10,225,67,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386055259620394,0.06964033601728946,0.0,0.0,0.0569149725928381,0.0,0.2561035453482123,0.0,0.0,0.05852097853834819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530577478043214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682306314917172,0.0,0.0,0.05397587934177277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324141838819229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412828013434007,0.08647855227009638,0.0,0.05527927501848052,0.0,0.07051603093289686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539100213727885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764950451784079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466198424648764,0.0,0.043726800948524686,0.08028716866944191,0.09513076307098396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831272931137576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317393414166015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909340676338714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028210661723483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173314826843396,0.0,0.08408214200332488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061524917348678876,0.3102911981093877,0.0,0.0,0.08900980406254536,0.0,0.08200261317451192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913166448911791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174069203103232,0.21923582110155776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09435271246217172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371691737838696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338699215505675,0.07619211872435674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692327637930346,0.0,0.0,0.17063153377818918,0.14182776423885393,0.0,0.08277577162388264,0.0,0.11847846806198295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036216965263877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055602753090223986,0.0,0.24668758164774565,0.0,0.04880280102590204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046874346845978,0.0,0.0,0.08712868516696398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905653670245646,0.19746019206895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152572810447376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150654408100817,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RedditZurah,2019/01/14,"relationship hope ? Sorry if this is kind of a rant, but I need to let this out somewhere, and since I'm unable to talk to people I might as well do it here.  


I've been battling with depression and other related issues for some years now, the main reason for this is not having any hope for future relationships, as things don't seem very optimistic for me. Why ? Well, let me introduce you to my problems.

  
I'm unable to hold any kind of conversation, heck, (if I had one) I could sit in a room with my best friend for 24hrs, and if he/she wouldn't approach me it would be 24hrs of silence. Even if someone approaches me, the conversation usually either ends very quickly or gets extremely awkward after like 30 seconds. Oh and I also avoid people completely whenever I can, usually locking myself in the school bathroom, most of the times even for like 3 hours until class begins again.  
The next thing is the fact that I'm literally unable to have any physical body contact with someone. It's extremely awkward for me to even hug or shake hands with a family member, the people I've been living with together for 16 years now, and hugging a person I only know for some time (that includes basically everything from the time after I was born to now) is completely impossible for me. The same thing goes with hand holding, kissing, or even more intimate things.  


I highly doubt that any kind of person would want a relationship with someone that basically ignores him/her all day, is unable to engage in any body contact and usually just sits there doing nothing, also resulting in the fact that dates / meetups are also impossible (apart from other problems like my mental health, not having any interests, hobbies etc. making a relationship basically impossible to begin with).

​

I guess I'm doomed after all, as I don't really want any therapy. I've been like this for too long, and lost the will, but also power, to change, on the way.",9.33214169645759,7.92092496685083,9.306418589535262,66.2673269418265,60.38121546961326,12.385050373740661,37.59246018849529,11.326091736570909,4.294409619759507,1546,59,263,35,17,509,187,362,0.11699999999999999,0.736,0.147,0.9437,1,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,0,3,19,30,1,5,18,0,28,8,4,3,4,60,45,24,0,15,13,0,2,4,1,5,1,0,1,2,18,16,0,4,3,0,0,3,5,12,2,2,6,2,22,18,50,30,11,42,1,3,0,3,13,9,1,16,31,186,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417287962711517,0.0,0.08187856949300301,0.09182414615021102,0.35972477639927763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930460573116531,0.0,0.0,0.16787940484386535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994158118316763,0.0,0.1584645231404309,0.0,0.0,0.06033539494987303,0.0,0.0,0.0487355090349958,0.0,0.0650871427038314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693136842404199,0.0,0.08427898829576895,0.19964944637974225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791620403762154,0.0,0.07123937062798731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838412927951296,0.0,0.03948148559478932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324735592844289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032591058269489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984239729817033,0.0,0.15011338375602715,0.07441986973794862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887400718385934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360792704868877,0.04153053791882626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454807020609698,0.0,0.14767604479034566,0.0,0.0667284769968779,0.06687585175211999,0.0,0.0,0.08249207684256754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044264144790441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615539623559225,0.080166365078159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603317508988289,0.0,0.0,0.08036808594864682,0.0,0.0,0.07251013013399138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051207253453306144,0.057473341671606615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571693008804154,0.13196721042048545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461792943760493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841119378292317,0.07769712852498076,0.0,0.3245296735875347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764794790659051,0.0,0.0687948345773889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251114435743715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208714252830836,0.0,0.0,0.08459288453413275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607391952283849,0.0,0.0,0.086419304207606,0.0,0.20081773626628616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219401217741242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496844799771125,0.12470405334493435,0.08914466139304451,0.059982854075140736,0.0,0.0,0.1358905317624951,0.0,0.06818892668174241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736356065512864,0.0,0.09182414615021102,0.09732742887056653
socialanxiety,SulitzerCircle,2019/01/14,"Child anxiety Hi guys!
I'm currently tutoring two kids, and the first time they came to my house, the youngest one (a little boy, 4 years old) started to cry despite knowing my mom, my sister and me for almost 6 month (I tutored his cousins before and he would always came to play with us after with his sister). His mother, who was still there, told us that sometimes he is normal, and sometimes he cries like that, she also told us that that happens when he goes to school too.

I'm worried for him, I think I have anxiety too and I feel like seeing my anxiety symptoms in him (like a sudden uncontrollable fear and big stress for something that I do daily like going to school). He and his sister are really shy and don't talk a lot, so I don't know what to think.

Can children have anxiety (or even depression) ? How can we detect that ? What can we do ? And as a parent or as someone that knows them, what can we do?",4.494508196721314,5.10371349180328,5.252581967213118,84.5660860655738,69.81967213114754,8.067213114754097,27.271857923497265,8.07648339933343,1.5946907103825143,711,22,145,9,12,231,107,183,0.141,0.807,0.052000000000000005,-0.9318,2,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,6,0,2,1,9,9,0,3,6,0,15,1,0,1,0,29,31,17,0,2,2,7,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,5,11,16,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,4,0,3,5,2,26,5,15,25,1,17,0,1,1,0,37,3,0,4,15,97,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198094584513604,0.0,0.0,0.08942989521353271,0.09305098226283608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421966035564438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515854493376652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558059820893705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456785918927475,0.0,0.0,0.09631846005177908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386223463898896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583911538137466,0.05654428225152434,0.07989091393432281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512199268472823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355519985551562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072864375972356,0.09889032977198273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290360617835322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437546762493964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853669756970828,0.1120823928656608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507331901497174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097318962124832,0.08926112466878793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956902479783166,0.0,0.0,0.11734609690504827,0.0,0.07577846547277081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241732652027368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164074870604109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263545561589579,0.08911351776096968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475265003956077,0.08609170137404686,0.2212041841743619,0.0,0.07915339342580519,0.0,0.08930706778115187,0.0,0.12810014892626598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623351908988246,0.0,0.08988419995333455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331147110275125,0.0,0.0,0.06520859651668694,0.0,0.0,0.21371548309899605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092410309107248,0.0,0.40355083654724105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356813886557282,0.0,0.07944036562668952,0.0,0.0,0.07201443849109235
socialanxiety,ju5t_4sk1ng,2019/01/14,"Can apps like this actually help? Can apps like Youper help with social anxiety, I'm a bit sceptical but I've heard some good things about apps like that ",3.0380000000000003,5.543852133333335,3.256666666666668,89.525,77.66666666666666,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.1949999999999998,124,3,26,3,3,38,23,30,0.081,0.524,0.39399999999999996,0.8847,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.327870461869826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25702569909050377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36680588016502497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818061872325116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504039859767714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492432247012522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34249185575774865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232118491751485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mechanicalized,2019/01/14,"Does anyone else feel less anxious while wearing a hat and/or sunglasses in public? It's alleviating and I can't leave the house without at least wearing a hat/beanie. It makes me feel anonymous and unnoticeable, knowing people can't make out my appearance. My ultimate combo is a hoodie + tinted sunglasses + a hat. I look like a socially anxious unabomber tbh",6.150909090909089,8.149798939393943,6.900424242424244,69.1006363636364,67.18181818181819,9.522424242424243,35.92727272727272,9.888512548439397,4.102494545454545,294,15,45,7,5,97,49,66,0.061,0.8740000000000001,0.065,0.0603,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,3,2,2,2,0,10,10,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,4,10,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470310949512908,0.0,0.1692890412017833,0.2480704525732827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187221753427826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225195743212407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448363256124559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27936259848563355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305740276728448,0.0,0.0,0.2563596833027213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828278632674095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331154297217646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232208006984188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784868852226814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24680080095696474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23338553795902597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,frogfiendd,2019/01/14,"First Job At the moment, I'm looking for a part time job around my school hours and because it'll be my first job I know I'll probably end up as a waitress or working at a checkout or something. I'm pretty worried about all this, so I just wanted to know what people's experiences with their first jobs is and if anyone had any tips for dealing with the anxiety when going to interviews and stuff? ",5.161111111111111,5.4566801728395085,5.878617283950617,81.76977777777778,68.25925925925927,8.455308641975309,31.014814814814812,8.238735603445708,2.167343703703703,318,12,63,4,5,104,59,81,0.052000000000000005,0.905,0.043,0.0772,4,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,14,11,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,5,0,12,8,2,13,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,3,8,43,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751469415669343,0.0,0.1209474989452194,0.0,0.0,0.11054850459670892,0.0,0.0,0.1407441851684566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637743341116692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629960872752602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003133101759865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465396768682585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034441133664499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985293702624694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569849621986742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6275668477353592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173777307698407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327657530769149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712089199076636,0.0,0.1096079308083414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084644195309092,0.1704605579265564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000753460292866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171454483080126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809888173135357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219047268679667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325258008244462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510004542818067,0.16056012494453345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,opentoast,2019/01/14,"A small setback Just wanted to share a small set back I had today that I am going to try to let roll off my back instead of internalizing it. 

I have a hard time speaking up at work and I tend to keep to myself (unless I am 100% without a doubt correct about something) for fear of looking stupid or being wrong. 

I decided to speak up about an issue I found that would have cost my company tens of thousands if not hundreds of thousands of dollars. My bosses came to check out the issue and couldn’t find the same problem I found. When I went to show them how to replicate the issue and why the issue occurred in the first place, they completely dismissed me before I could even get a word out. They were mad that I wasted everyone’s time looking for a problem that didn’t exist (it did and still does!) and that I threw another coworker under the bus. I didn’t throw anyone under the bus, I just said it looks like so-and-so didn’t do xyz by the deadline so error this was missed.

My one boss even literally stepped in front of me to stop me from speaking and I had 3 people rolling their eyes at me for “wasting their time” I felt HORRIBLE even though I knew (and still know) that i’m right. 

I let it go and had a little pity moment for myself in the bathroom. Right now I feel like I want to go hide or go home sick, but I know that’s an extreme reaction. I figure I will just let them realize the problem after it’s too late to fix.

Anyways my point is that although a big fear of mine happened today (looking stupid and seeming wrong) I will still speak up when there’s an issue this big so at least no one can say they didn’t know. Normally this would have discouraged me from even saying good morning to anyone ever again 😅",4.738902910121041,5.0084798526912175,5.375942570177699,85.0984387071852,69.1699716713881,7.891269636878703,28.510043780582023,7.520522993642371,1.5247688385269127,1360,44,282,13,22,440,182,353,0.146,0.82,0.034,-0.9863,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,7,2,27,18,3,3,21,0,28,2,1,3,2,56,57,21,0,11,10,0,3,2,0,4,1,7,1,0,16,12,0,3,13,1,3,10,8,14,0,6,18,15,44,4,46,29,2,54,0,3,5,0,15,23,0,5,22,204,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789958504968245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722713022985184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891508827623804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133033224672389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958753925138022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789068119727017,0.0,0.0,0.06692878452991324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335729430759128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146693146481766,0.07582603302817385,0.0,0.08009998695509211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886566448874343,0.042385289124177855,0.05988579836310143,0.08048676048968742,0.0,0.07661606869057604,0.07130293287791176,0.0,0.18382326012677794,0.0,0.0,0.043795981521126834,0.0,0.1905625406465083,0.07030984372331972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412765804199035,0.0,0.07509224182480205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408499684596234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374663857098411,0.0,0.07450900655619609,0.0,0.0,0.13820685649392758,0.0,0.09456014851811416,0.0,0.0,0.25715538529907817,0.0,0.08190696514222172,0.08401635741362076,0.0,0.0,0.281573202329418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213235026049183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136062583361674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058114866528355326,0.0,0.08758104107988987,0.0,0.07924330965877091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406324408715591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317505679669926,0.07973837068962225,0.13332468415038295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631266297380516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453387519713337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008322895619367,0.07008285965408613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235928944397694,0.0,0.14664003715426716,0.0,0.1589157858599495,0.0,0.0,0.05691281454336732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888629782442003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770817402842631,0.07564054208976374,0.0,0.0,0.08080593007634851,0.0,0.06102682285976795,0.0,0.0,0.11909613956155095,0.18330263484638584,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,retanottip,2019/01/14,My social anxiety is irrational af Does anyone else panic themselves in fear of something happening but when it happens they deal with it much better than expected.,8.447142857142854,10.645095142857144,7.9914285714285755,62.70357142857145,61.85714285714286,11.314285714285715,39.0,11.20814326018867,5.487228571428571,136,7,17,4,2,43,27,28,0.214,0.6729999999999999,0.113,-0.1154,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917141803423286,0.0,0.0,0.19118698335821604,0.2801589586136406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418245529662754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28189192010361425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927839534227135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284137315991532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076821445324941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835823685752425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100079737302187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208084557579407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787250745257133,0.0,0.21049797771495146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itssarakang,2019/01/14,"Having ‘resting bitch face’ I’ve been told I came off as bitchy instead of socially anxious by everyone: family/best friends/close friends/random people 

Do any of you deal with this?",5.050909090909091,7.701506818181822,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636367,71.72727272727272,8.036363636363637,32.21212121212121,8.841846274778883,3.0963212121212123,147,7,24,3,3,45,30,33,0.267,0.733,0.0,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,6,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324730626527068,0.0,0.0,0.3861987450761938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35875563904523144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909909477842045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524374031521961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266570179888994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369991522173229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34847803166240965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266570179888994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dingdong51,2019/01/14,"Please tell me I’m not the only one 🤞 I hate it when i don’t know how to react to things , when someone say something bad about me or tell a joke or say something funny fast(e: that what she said) , I don’t even realize  what it means till way later. I’m 27 and it still happens to me. Sometimes I laugh when it’s serious, i got fired from my last job as a chef because I smiled when my boss was yelling at me ( I don’t blame him, i was late too) .",0.2457575757575761,1.7028709494949543,2.168686868686869,99.10636363636364,81.92929292929294,5.208080808080808,20.090909090909093,5.82211442006289,-0.3394363636363633,340,9,87,2,9,113,66,99,0.14400000000000002,0.713,0.14400000000000002,-0.0,1,0,2,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,10,13,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,5,16,2,8,9,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,9,53,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478450736976572,0.12760759709503702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826262744860884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742291098428766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851126883766981,0.0,0.0,0.2066732311688007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773093508925425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504407141884533,0.17063452585953032,0.2361370069936984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22802526105548246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184961762256798,0.15920735813418707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297850304391064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991238433132799,0.3329403809853436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736737070330705,0.32230990279878324,0.20703592205176136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717379187760356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659329482512925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390716997113386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615897828278586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tasharact,2019/01/14,"First day of Spring 2019 Hey all! I’m a college Freshman on my second semester and I’m finding it really difficult to socialize and make new friends. I have one best friend so far, but we only have two classes together which puts me in an awkward situation in my other classes. I know some of my classmates through our past classes together, but it’s really hard for me to talk to anyone. I think it’s because I’m scared they’ll think I’m awkward. I’ve tried socializing in the past and in most cases I blurt out something awkward, or something normal but it becomes awkward because I don’t know how to keep a conversation flowing. I’m also quite introverted, but once I finish observing people, I begin to know which person I would like to be friends with. The thing is, I don’t know how to make them my friends. Any advice? Thank you so much in advance. ",3.612933220625525,5.4763348284023685,4.967561284868978,80.94818047337282,73.49704142011834,7.668808114961961,31.006339814032124,8.418075326091056,2.5158280642434487,682,32,127,12,14,227,102,169,0.09,0.7809999999999999,0.128,0.8575,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,2,4,5,13,0,5,5,0,8,0,0,4,1,28,24,13,0,2,5,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,1,7,0,0,3,2,6,0,4,0,1,20,7,19,21,5,19,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,3,9,81,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311262957846404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893510289514037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926342865829576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524820710743197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607692291303675,0.15044431274896625,0.0,0.0,0.14295450965953505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785064540542532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450263286474116,0.11586868167473426,0.0,0.0,0.4209730063519748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202638395166915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107861505981594,0.0,0.0,0.29945184793974244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655022232576073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818558457641538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013739032156667,0.0,0.0,0.13156214671228333,0.0,0.0,0.13346669994382165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506987837748606,0.09230621274688666,0.10360146553166298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26007485046507617,0.0944378120023957,0.11894206952335587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369387469820368,0.0,0.14488676173813664,0.0,0.0,0.17453206924023176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638000644382356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531170128494219,0.0,0.2777183169914656,0.0,0.2097376570822669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948849428017886,0.0,0.1254130951152924,0.0,0.0,0.09049853017427936,0.17456858037635004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248445365956937,0.0,0.1330671685817905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967667957443998,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,imadarkhorse17,2019/01/14,"difference between school life and the outside life hey I'm 17 years old and actually good looking dude.I'm a high school student.I'm kind a very social in school everyone loves me and my jokes and I have no anxiety in school.But when I want to hang out with friends at a cafe or somewhere like that I don't wanna go there.I mean when we are planning this event it's all good no problem but when the date times comes I'm full of stress and nauseation begins.I'm so tired of that but I can't change.My main problem is nausea.When I'm stressed,excited or just sad my stomach hurts a lot and nauseating.What can I do with this I'm taking medication but it doesn't help :(",1.0421672661870502,3.4245471151079165,2.399563848920863,93.33229541366907,85.0431654676259,5.777158273381295,22.35656474820145,7.1686216300943375,0.711650719424461,535,19,117,8,16,172,91,139,0.209,0.665,0.126,-0.9427,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,1,5,12,0,1,6,0,8,6,1,0,1,24,19,15,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,5,0,0,0,1,9,7,11,19,4,17,0,2,1,1,6,6,0,3,9,62,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.14440913314056728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132058624275962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747343197307012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460974481403006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140318943499702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433056395920554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410160868490478,0.24824064345297836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918924810583504,0.15635115952920334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841784407423035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541005319249484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904819509213315,0.07229655427125505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426765091462445,0.0,0.0,0.1258090461575089,0.1335595768124244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611958337671023,0.0,0.1490763458495913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528226714800908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831976709296553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.599062935822831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084906311968205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951293713129406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126408424226457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628952280231572,0.1700835962675655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210068834518152,0.08728364657307276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529558776323127
socialanxiety,OldArtAuditorium,2019/01/14,"Does anyone else here have a relationship? If so, do you get scared that any null in a conversation means the end of the relationship? I may be weird but honestly any sort of null recently between me and my boyfriend scares me so bad. We also did have some problems because he brought up some things about me that upset him and I understand. He told me that I am just too emotional and it hurts him when he constantly sees me crying over  the smallest things. Since then though I feel like our relationship has been having a huge toll on me. I'm more anxious and I'm always trying to have conversation but it's so hard and scary even with him. He understands me more than anyone and is also the only person in my life who isn't a direct family member. I am really scared of losing him but my anxiety is getting worse and worse because of it. He's literally the only friend I have. God I'm just rambling at this point. Does anyone else have problems like this with anyone close to you, whether or not you're dating them? If so, does anyone have any tips on how to handle this?",3.348779342723007,5.245871413145544,4.425938967136151,84.40726525821599,74.30516431924883,7.550234741784037,23.570422535211268,8.344100000000001,1.3940028169014091,853,25,169,15,18,278,120,213,0.23399999999999999,0.6779999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9899,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,2,1,1,15,14,0,4,9,0,18,1,0,1,0,32,30,24,0,4,10,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,12,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,4,3,25,4,19,24,4,17,0,2,1,0,23,10,0,7,8,117,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502389050843352,0.08585291904893569,0.0,0.0,0.21049510158044926,0.0,0.07893140026444867,0.11656252864659795,0.0,0.3607246260177409,0.2114374813521159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614987981256664,0.12579351932663918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149948755519364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333692428010322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708770487128148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238507865160135,0.11606211646726422,0.0913856767151485,0.0,0.0,0.06814853854334088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726766756589103,0.0,0.05217023580802265,0.07371086258256825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971558462439092,0.0,0.10781319323820032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924278221124196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045490040457448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287814609394025,0.10081577297420602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543053983390147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239181967427067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569440561401727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009163500200076,0.0,0.0,0.09753719360022006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197456105529913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609889814909976,0.0,0.10187648922127708,0.3323258346562889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098995455017236,0.0,0.08222004153473661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535046218016269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709464752633627,0.0,0.10137251957124194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859164096825658,0.0,0.07005154421683626,0.0,0.0,0.21482526886781408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102957593988323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jimbobsherwin2,2019/01/14,Asking a girl on a date I introduced myself to this girl at the end of the fall semester and got her number. We only talked and texted a couple of times and most were very brief conversations. I was going to text her and ask to call her then ask her in a date but I don’t know if she’ll be weirder out because we haven’t talked. I also have no clue what to say. What do you think?,2.283775100401609,3.0294636626506066,3.8796987951807225,91.88573293172692,75.02409638554218,6.979116465863456,19.8574297188755,7.1686216300943375,0.12142730923694732,296,5,71,3,6,99,57,83,0.061,0.924,0.015,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,15,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,1,13,0,10,10,1,12,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,2,5,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863329506547952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6534809345812883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203687452263652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379227983625107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25781412896817113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637209239771992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242135518840928,0.0,0.18635432012703165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805272341678856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720979052324365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529387040457512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745590477224674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492993434102459,0.0,0.0,0.13586631369745394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225242980410004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dogs_go_to_space,2019/01/14,"Where do you look when walking towards people? I mean how do you personally deal with it, not like ""hey solve my problem in one sentence!"".

I got a dog 2 years ago to help me get out of the house, and while it has helped (along with meds and therapy) I still struggle a lot with stuff like that.

I feel like if I make eye contact it's weird, if I look away it's weird, if I look ahead to where I'm walking it looks like I'm trying not to look which is still weird.

Usually I just look down as if I'm watching where my dog is walking.",0.5894466403162042,2.332055391304351,2.1342292490118595,98.38189723320158,82.04347826086956,5.225296442687747,20.88932806324111,6.1124844417494595,-0.14073913043478248,410,12,101,3,11,133,69,115,0.184,0.792,0.024,-0.914,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,8,9,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,2,0,20,19,10,0,5,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,1,9,13,4,15,18,1,19,0,0,8,0,8,8,0,5,12,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237614837691048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117417098316514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393834197408004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705942292410926,0.0997419591864736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294378835739634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166396143796703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716381319674996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109854017412856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27283801494202203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7034555008633686,0.0,0.0,0.11869684095377316,0.0,0.0,0.0931950079013637,0.0,0.0,0.1520831516289389,0.15508230746657545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460766235084342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679240828106046,0.12190762482729785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133594005882263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299561917677255,0.0,0.0,0.14595733885661732,0.1598273352167399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966348127855196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479034730326837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376770140230625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990836167827887
socialanxiety,Trent7530,2019/01/14,"Anyone else try to be themselves when with friends, but then feel like you were being annoying and that you shouldn't have been that way? I can really only be myself when I'm with my friends, but a lot of the time I feel like I'm being annoying to them. I might think I took a joke too far, overuse a joke, say something weird, etc. and now that is all I'm thinking about for the next hour. Nobody ever seems annoyed, and I know they probably aren't, but I still can't stop myself from obsessing over it afterwards.",7.2371428571428575,5.469703190476191,7.0971428571428605,81.58285714285716,64.71428571428572,10.685714285714287,32.42857142857143,9.3871,2.514771428571428,405,12,87,6,5,129,72,105,0.13699999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.18100000000000002,0.6101,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,0,7,11,3,1,5,0,13,0,0,0,2,20,23,9,0,1,3,0,2,2,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,3,3,13,6,9,14,3,15,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,13,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403911573059158,0.20572446794505556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772725611599487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392454893799327,0.0,0.1816184446359688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030424111286102,0.2868768184258964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102467193405728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977294234312844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034431189407466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618348764804264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069732922712094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129975395187136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353350056723552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270344803628566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164765148983643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862582893552693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966958048548668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278402023460266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457147857491388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034443847434687,0.16786240104749614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573054734840702,0.0,0.0,0.11707736075033365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230757360673,0.1363175210996615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937108186031307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jamestemp0,2019/01/14,"How to ask for beta blockers I'm looking to ease physical symptoms whilst presenting in university this month with beta blockers. 
But what do I actually need to say to my doctor to get a prescription?",8.569459459459459,8.503010945945952,9.484459459459464,60.01425675675677,61.16216216216216,12.80540540540541,42.82432432432432,12.161744961471696,5.778470270270269,163,9,25,5,2,56,30,37,0.0,0.93,0.07,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,8,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.3755602850147368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597849069402351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939125903060828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010694189072171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231789664589967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071853980236025,0.0,0.0,0.28536307043968073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060499598025224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000088499646101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,irfankamil,2019/01/14,How do you refuse someone if they want to meet/hang with you? What excuse do you give? I just don't want to you know and bad at socializing with people.,1.4186458333333327,3.2910844062500004,2.5825,95.54583333333336,79.9375,5.5166666666666675,16.916666666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.5374708333333338,119,2,28,1,3,38,24,32,0.17800000000000002,0.7070000000000001,0.115,-0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,7,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35446254373008684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072452473870671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23330908905970704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943137608622067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4327520968614098,0.359700584109589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007943741253388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,daremera,2019/01/14,"Im feeling so bad right now Today was a bad day and I cant stop to think about it. First of all I have a cyst and I'm taking many medicines that take away my appetite and make me very weak (I just took breakfast in a whole day) the problem is that my father has pre-diabetes symptoms and he invited me to exercise with him and I just could not say no.
When we were running we met some athletes (All of them with my age, 15-17 years) so we start to train, but I started to feel strange and I vomited, about 5 and 6 times in a row, it was so shameful and now I dont know what to do.
I never go out from home and I think this was the last time, but at the same time I need to meet people, because Im tired to be always alone.


PD: I'm sorry for my English, I'm just beginning to learn, I know this is not a grammar forum, but if someone can help me, I'd really appreciate it.",0.8788147668393798,2.066885829015547,3.1154112694300515,94.21125161917101,79.31088082901555,6.275777202072541,22.943329015544037,6.9077264865688965,0.4593111398963723,667,21,165,7,16,229,119,193,0.133,0.805,0.062,-0.9251,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,1,1,11,5,0,1,8,0,14,7,0,1,3,41,33,17,0,4,9,1,2,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,8,15,1,1,7,1,0,3,6,5,0,1,6,3,23,0,21,25,5,27,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,18,106,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640924850350954,0.0,0.0,0.1256591904127112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418865138806493,0.0,0.25218767798050074,0.09205925653349803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057569644893305,0.0,0.0,0.1947884139507155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769921355270697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527186184907625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845595286080838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582708925955987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012242760143081,0.0,0.15148350783326844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262510124019733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165991240717712,0.12309994034191593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080578122274628,0.15310869087400192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197803737459176,0.11647449965386937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469696342029647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445039646747068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674608761821823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289686665358596,0.0,0.12009568646866395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795718007359008,0.0,0.0,0.16905244385656745,0.2137828337633358,0.0,0.0,0.12625792730700916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696567142514198,0.2270936939011975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353265272105366,0.0,0.0,0.26417967592509783,0.17357313643232858,0.1431475387710717,0.0,0.16778671038056642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460578151980756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168606360304665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972507309300148
socialanxiety,ElfinFable,2019/01/14,"I think my bf of 4 years has (mild?) social anxiety, and I want to help him. He gets flustered calling people on the phone and has to mentally prep himself to go get our food at the front door if it’s being delivered for example. He used to be social but he left school, lost friends because they were a bad influence etc and now he doesn’t want to find new friends (/struggles to as they don’t have the same interests as him), it’s just me for him and people at work. No one else would be able to tell he gets like that because even though I wouldn’t call him outgoing, he isn’t introverted either. 

The thing is, he’s absolutely hilarious with an amazing sense of humour and would do well in social situations if only he could get over that initial hill. He’s also a decent human and caring too so he would make a great friend.

How can I help him? At the moment, I try and calm him if he’s getting stressed out. I’m just like ‘HEY it’s okay! Take your time’. But I want to help him get over this. ",2.3605541346973595,3.868472898550728,3.7520602443876094,89.84979539641947,76.05314009661835,6.9961921000284155,23.287581699346404,7.724431198458867,0.897379312304631,778,23,173,11,17,256,124,207,0.067,0.65,0.28300000000000003,0.9948,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,2,2,10,17,0,2,9,1,18,1,0,4,0,32,35,18,0,11,8,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,1,7,9,1,0,2,0,0,2,5,4,1,1,2,0,20,13,23,25,3,16,0,1,0,0,39,9,0,3,7,104,27,2,0.11739771432146265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388290972824774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898089301242443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802218775261816,0.14312911400834913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397523843471091,0.0,0.1196947938982426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373252214673128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807072616990624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092948415271613,0.07754008310511278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729938405089713,0.0,0.1419577821546935,0.0,0.27210354860142105,0.0,0.36801276192596427,0.0,0.06671982648027544,0.0,0.0,0.12943139448975205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360676398161977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755296011134534,0.0,0.0,0.114709186459729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815347319761086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836388591776801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830928379894146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133834440431302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955172950095027,0.08928625188508618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627775867194718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881275445816082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195994966873528,0.0,0.35901655652386283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447868510976252,0.1227295807853416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826847084392421,0.0,0.10261077683067583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779938248836959,0.07522371502525264,0.1153426582600846,0.0,0.06845555130825491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970534183591431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139393193978068,0.0,0.0,0.2077326407300825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555464407369364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546693422605417,0.0,0.0,0.25018790384697603,0.0,0.0,0.0756002789877651
socialanxiety,stinkerbox,2019/01/14,"Advice for talking to people? I've been having a lot of extra social anxiety since turning 30 and going off medication. I find myself preoccupied with what to say and panicing inside. 

Although I feel like I used to be fine? But somehow now I feel so not like myself and out of place, all the time, that I'm just never sure what to say or do?

Cheers. 

**Tl;Dr**

Help talking to people and making new friends. ",1.0605293440736467,3.673280645569623,3.0438204833141564,86.03153049482167,90.64556962025316,4.391714614499425,19.84004602991945,6.1124844417494595,0.3430151898734177,317,10,57,3,11,106,59,79,0.044000000000000004,0.763,0.19399999999999998,0.9114,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,2,3,20,11,8,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,6,6,11,9,3,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,6,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921622421547859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504352541439089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19886237052004904,0.2809708761943716,0.0,0.0,0.17973279591295455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192983010592598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175964393643527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180907266784006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214465191643512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718317785364092,0.0,0.0,0.131264130164282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810226691282784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166713355062286,0.18992395518734048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307241688516087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726620570270596,0.0,0.205455404476948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127649154557494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266933598485736,0.0,0.0,0.20045796799873192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853385019559715,0.0,0.0,0.3161165791353965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466708538195468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389665803763167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984081537225038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AllyErza,2019/01/14,DAE go places super early when they are anxious? I have class tommorow and it's all friends and people I know but I'm still super anxious cause it's still a new class. This happened last semester and I started getting to class super early. Like first one there by 20 minutes. It gave me time to relax before people came in. Does anyone else do something like that?,1.4243661971830974,4.131081084507045,2.302943661971831,91.19751408450705,90.26760563380282,3.403380281690141,21.18450704225352,4.935628992294339,0.016486197183098742,291,10,52,1,10,91,53,71,0.047,0.648,0.305,0.9748,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,4,4,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,7,4,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,12,29,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592445475368298,0.0,0.1421218461750869,0.2082605610553418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295652443780796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324715747985243,0.0,0.20880067280986214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787135242434132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697949340295263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728900884707758,0.0,0.0,0.15703566153517368,0.0,0.10619326322546968,0.0,0.11551549558277978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973927354370092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170459466427282,0.16568138029011806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860196317672413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19630663657970732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377320347271319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818252773068523,0.0,0.212360043682796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647697705925218,0.0,0.0,0.14386617443461813,0.0,0.32464220763171314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852064598973805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jonesofelia,2019/01/14,"How can I stop being so shy?  I literally feel like I can't talk to people at all. I know my vocal chords are capable because I've screamed before, and I yell across the house to my siblings all the time, and I speak normally to my mom when we're at home, but when I try to talk to my teacher on the phone my mind literally goes blank and I mumble. It's not that there's nothing in my head, because I can write my essays and get a good grade and stuff, but when they ask me questions it's like I can't remember anything and I end up making a fool of myself.  And when I try talking to someone in public, unless it's just a ""sorry"" or ""thanks"", my face gets hot and my throat gets sore like I'm about to cry. I feel like, in my soul, I'm really outgoing and like I can go talk to everyone, but in reality I'm too scared to even ask the lady at self checkout if I can buy a bag. I also have this reoccurring nightmare where I'm trying to call out for help and I'm screaming as hard as I can but I'm not making any sound. 

I've been afraid of talking to people for as long as I can remember. Earliest memory of this was when I was in kindergarten and my music class was singing the ""who stole the cookie from the cookie jar"" song, when it was my turn to say ""who me?"" or whatever, I was too afraid to do it, so I just stood there awkwardly until another kid was like ""she doesn't talk"" and they moved on with the song. Another thing is that when I do talk; I'm really quiet. When people introduce themselves to me and I have to say my name back, most of the time they'll ask me to repeat myself and then after I do that, they'll be like ""Olivia?"", and I'm too scared to correct them so I just nod. 

As I've said, I've always been shy, but it's only just now starting to really affect me. When I was little and people would talk to me and I wouldn't answer them, I feel like they probably didn't think much of it because people don't except much from kids, but now that I'm almost an adult, when I mumble or speak so quietly that they have to ask me to repeat myself, it's incredibly embarrassing. Besides the whole speaking thing, when I go places, I'm always very nervous and uncomfortable and I feel like I can't act like a normal person. I don't know where to look, if I should just stare straight ahead, at the floor, or look around.. what ever I do, I just feel really weird and like everyone is watching me like ""what the heck is she doing?"".. I come back from going somewhere feeling like I'm about to have a breakdown. Sometimes I wish that I could just trip and hit my head and forgot everything so that I would lose my personality and start over and I know that that's not how it works, but still. I know this probably seems so trivial and like not a big deal at all, which is probably true considering people have waaaaay bigger problems than this, but **it's really starting to take a toll on me and I need to change, but I don't know how. How can I stop being so nervous all the time?** ",2.9777777777777783,3.838282184713375,4.527507430997879,87.45896461429585,73.49044585987261,7.684133050247701,23.6689313517339,8.021203637495839,1.037763793347488,2324,61,518,33,45,781,247,628,0.1,0.79,0.109,0.7702,0,0,0,0,0,0,76.0,0,0,8,3,47,31,0,8,22,0,49,5,4,7,7,107,100,72,0,12,28,1,8,14,0,6,1,14,1,6,31,30,0,3,17,3,1,7,13,14,0,0,13,26,82,17,67,76,8,66,1,1,4,0,45,26,1,10,47,347,113,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595239274677264,0.0,0.0,0.04753682473354381,0.09892325658105396,0.0,0.0,0.04042351573165282,0.1246630688132719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891681134037428,0.05291718334801741,0.22228602827887214,0.0,0.0,0.09141653235203606,0.0,0.10870834148478348,0.0,0.050581911804935265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069830551240669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288318135442802,0.05120518170532583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746067724168036,0.0,0.06529572765183181,0.0,0.06128348268904173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052649163509356264,0.0,0.0,0.03926177140292779,0.05376991238289591,0.0,0.11360133475124864,0.05342384916826416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033806001830144,0.2123317020796337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931700892847288,0.0,0.10134907535863308,0.0498582608858531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324956485663165,0.0,0.12201205099850833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0398436238348624,0.0,0.05962652577965623,0.0,0.0,0.06858964375016173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334255021255387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065742482303991,0.059577852044322525,0.0,0.052605493307979236,0.09983488397051417,0.06650190253152588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935779410960289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060020837114370076,0.0696193319353945,0.0,0.06317887265681152,0.08739540233551543,0.04407649009303605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648372203955505,0.05703749657892721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520934554821671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472632015613131,0.10380727905162668,0.06210564785208704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226995246606912,0.056879257010753324,0.0,0.0,0.06659015514986914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040465757493105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346754532984724,0.0,0.056544237306240114,0.09454347404116087,0.1190263246865456,0.0,0.0,0.0541149924100914,0.062012377138661826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036615672214075,0.0,0.05879099214147344,0.06654196252718253,0.12622292516490707,0.0,0.04747153531201853,0.09939460295233528,0.0,0.0,0.06804841292915932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469400064560465,0.3822264981341409,0.0,0.05472744931012378,0.0,0.0,0.0789830395015849,0.03808889783361237,0.0,0.0,0.1039856845297428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107439605829655,0.06465729414440352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049046988351119376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636637633441578,0.06835691775217193,0.0,0.0,0.043275466052101065,0.0,0.0,0.0844536992590177,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ratedxsemistar,2019/01/14,"Does anyone else’s definition of how often you see/talk to someone differ to those around you For example

If I spoke to someone once a week, to me I speak to that person a lot.

But to others I know talking to someone once a week means they don’t talk much.

",1.5888888888888886,3.454631222222221,3.4812592592592613,89.3396666666667,79.37037037037038,5.801481481481483,21.91111111111111,6.742157984588678,0.4846488888888887,202,6,43,2,5,68,38,54,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,10,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115728939653526,0.19219346927543926,0.0,0.16698213958082214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597668096185852,0.0,0.0,0.16414875737352969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669542649439608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308669809464456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594701506724723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432492482640405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788972076929246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39952399313123627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637838643650476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947354580161434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767968406376546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522987224431175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009238210940753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Queenofmetro,2019/01/14,"My first day in Reddit I downloaded this app because i wanted a place where i don't know anybody and i have no money to move so i started with apps :)..  I don't feel confident at all in my community .. I feel that i'm not with the people i like .. I'm just there because i don't wanna be alone .. So i'm taking baby steps away from anything harms my soul .. ""my english is shit"" .. I want to start with losing wight and stop using facebook because everyone i know is using it and even if i knew someone new from fb .. It happens to be bad so i hope this app is a fresh start for me ",-0.18836236933798034,1.8651514471544743,2.4185423925667853,93.37115853658541,87.3739837398374,4.8150987224157955,20.167828106852497,6.1826913282559595,0.06754866434378659,440,14,99,4,14,152,76,123,0.155,0.755,0.09,-0.8536,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,1,0,3,0,9,1,1,2,1,22,27,7,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,0,1,2,5,4,0,1,1,2,18,2,14,24,1,15,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,2,8,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884423338366329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497269688333107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709452994080041,0.0,0.15191823711888894,0.3327398089004002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734083399929301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017435033290455,0.0,0.0,0.17385826101142346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399585167791332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476411902686224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089522870029138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071453436281595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998674692553176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888901675622849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035522760960374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933809837151529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757256528590432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613921696635833,0.0,0.1900960047378847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867660940164905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541631960700877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863493033246174,0.0,0.0,0.15211593121729555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680158330715128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31428776990202745,0.0,0.0,0.2146342394194164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,weirfthrowaway,2019/01/14,"the struggle I'm staying with my fiance at his parent's house in their country. I've been here like eight months now, and I thought my social anxiety would be long gone at this point? I still don't feel comfortable going in the kitchen or even leaving my room unless my fiance is with me. And I don't understand why because they're nice people. They keep telling me it's fine to come out of my room, that I don't have to stay in my room all day while he's at work, and to EAT something. Sometimes I go an entire day without eating because I'm too nervous to make myself something unless they offer or my fiance is there with me. I'm just so nervous all the time and I'm tired of it because there's no reason to feel this way.",4.801764705882351,4.594677411764707,5.385098039215689,86.73294117647059,69.0,7.584313725490197,29.41830065359477,6.42735559955562,1.3286418300653589,576,19,123,3,9,186,91,153,0.10800000000000001,0.8440000000000001,0.048,-0.7847,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,1,9,7,0,3,4,0,9,4,0,2,2,25,23,10,0,1,6,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,5,9,3,1,5,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,3,2,20,4,20,18,2,26,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,2,9,78,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021384450965868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873784549999895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353646445662134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026882668146324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32159271757268365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379136552198713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891228571761787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861579767435695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132174201811596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967577882629065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663915807328532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767720553280299,0.0,0.0,0.13906647074985934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489406770416597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542991777440005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448853016305538,0.0,0.0,0.10894306096554628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855077936133498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156901434941012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018733861857484,0.0,0.24195247515586865,0.15541828951459155,0.0,0.0,0.3349867234923378,0.1254944771313149,0.0,0.0,0.16427981850862514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734977082872746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475386403957467,0.0916312552594587,0.18061258098209995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359124114039564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473267409964928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179697348752238,0.0,0.0,0.1514800926608003,0.0,0.11440186101264455,0.0,0.0,0.11162976677133604,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Niltyek,2019/01/14,"I've been overcoming my social anxiety, but there's this guy in my school who I want to befriend but I don't know how to approach him don't know if this is the best place to post this, but here it goes. 

\^When I say I want to approach him I mean I like him a lot, but I'd be happy with just talking to him. During lunch, I sit with one of my close friends, who's kind of close friends with him, and also 3 other guys, he used to talk to me when we all began sitting together, he was nice to me and joked around and stuff, but now he doesn't really talk to me or acknowledge my existence at all. When we all began sitting together during lunch, he we would talk to me more and run errands with me during PE (which is the only class I share with him). I have this problem where I never really approach people, and just wait until they start talking to me first, because I just assume people find me awkward/annoying. He's super nice but I still find him kinda intimidating because I'm afraid if I start talking to him he'll think I'm weird and it'll just make things more awkward than they already are. What do you guys think I should do? ",4.741500904159132,4.556686805907177,5.550539481615433,85.41958860759496,69.12658227848101,8.45919228450874,27.899035563592523,7.957251820313856,1.5180731766124165,891,26,194,10,14,292,121,237,0.054000000000000006,0.77,0.177,0.9866,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,3,1,2,3,15,15,0,2,3,0,15,2,0,3,4,54,32,21,0,7,13,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,0,3,13,17,2,1,9,1,0,4,4,4,0,2,4,1,39,11,24,23,7,27,0,0,0,0,36,7,0,6,13,132,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320188217482533,0.09567106936397404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915194938918223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649940434624593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585525133310645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255482433673856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868616650164124,0.1017604095191087,0.0,0.0,0.18485748221043424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553686739458099,0.0,0.12735235506489315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458014441833312,0.13149516434105898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584470089723464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170833898917736,0.0,0.0,0.07985645935954162,0.0,0.0,0.13031622927894673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922689258017812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106692744334015,0.09098686035694062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658779626133936,0.0,0.1249918095467336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457606592431645,0.0,0.0,0.11447334510349015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532808916386953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951375624434632,0.0,0.12107574537255104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195154574789463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693547728028249,0.0,0.0955396699949482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695202550750213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5769424759759431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947934988389695,0.1533129571469042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033251517637839,0.0,0.0,0.14112617470688582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498438594860844,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CertainAsk6,2019/01/14,"How to not be nervous when I'm alone Even when I'm alone it causes me a lot of nervousness to speak. I always think ""what if someone is outside and they hear my voice through my window"" or some other bs like that. For the past 3 or so years I haven't been able to speak more than maybe one or two sentences out loud without feeling super anxious, even if I'm alone in my own house. I think getting comfortable with speaking even though I'm not talking to anyone else will be a good starting place for me to start overcoming my social anxiety. I will also be in therapy, but that's not gonna be until next month and right now I have the energy to do something and I don't want it to go to waste. Also, any tips for when I eventually start actually talking to people somewhat.",4.678679245283019,5.007220295597488,5.602194968553462,83.21725471698116,69.31446540880502,8.372578616352202,29.736477987421388,8.238735603445708,1.9603353459119504,613,22,126,8,10,202,102,159,0.10300000000000001,0.816,0.081,-0.3322,0,3,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,12,6,0,2,4,0,12,0,0,2,0,24,27,18,0,3,10,0,1,1,0,3,0,6,1,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,1,7,14,4,21,19,5,18,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,8,13,88,20,0,0.13871412726369467,0.0,0.13536497845594736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309980055597279,0.0,0.2218592749134856,0.11542126604044428,0.0,0.0,0.0943303632494197,0.0,0.10611592767946383,0.15670748040142113,0.0,0.09699214304688124,0.14212901585881824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249761926473806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587785392077506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748581184407356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013803063770307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247240628081132,0.0,0.07883443519227493,0.11634682870159538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634090286187569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600574787470743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776871585983142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179297905354602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393569852823049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072029297191238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475240480224026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939962825837097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324183303038607,0.09616691010718388,0.0,0.14492673919355736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846110676208055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140158406337894,0.1175320298861714,0.10678891212669164,0.0,0.0,0.2945477197048137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298632219360973,0.0,0.0,0.15863169358209836,0.0,0.0,0.1777648234392097,0.13628592574648754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550354638561407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181718621923796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371546865702685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932735003651147
socialanxiety,INeedHelpTempAccount,2019/01/14,"I Desperately Want to Reconnect but I'm Afraid I Blew It I have a friend that I kind of fell apart from at the end of high school. I didn't get along with his boyfriend, I was wrapped in my own drama, and I could be overbearing at times. We still follow each other on social media but we don't ever really talk that much.

​

After over a year of dealing with sucky people at college, I realized a few days ago that I really miss my friend. We were best friends at some point (or I think we were), and I know they're going through a lot of rough stuff like depression and things like that, but I don't know if it's too late. 

​

I'm afraid that every attempt to rekindle a friendship will be met with rejection or me coming off as fake. I know me and this friend have really grown apart and are at different places, but I still want to be there for him and it pains me that I'm not at a place where I can be yet. I'm currently testing the waters with the occasional snap but I""m afraid to genuinely reach out right now.

​

Babysteps for now, even if it doesn't work out I guess?",3.285952628839148,4.530377668141592,3.953112961998958,90.3989927121291,73.20353982300884,7.6185320145757425,23.913586673607497,8.124751697461798,1.0601216033315983,867,24,192,13,17,275,132,226,0.107,0.738,0.155,0.8837,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,4,0,0,3,10,16,0,3,9,0,17,2,0,0,1,41,34,16,0,5,10,0,1,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,14,19,1,0,5,1,0,5,5,8,0,0,5,1,27,8,31,23,7,39,0,3,0,0,14,20,0,7,16,131,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469163122749412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34722614669665625,0.3894028026976341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210354078337617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920180572863208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528901122556293,0.0,0.0,0.06889162456999924,0.1101292258513548,0.0920059949772248,0.0,0.0,0.11160669431357592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461295873844974,0.0,0.0,0.07055520183304566,0.09662699580685497,0.09000249719759414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301229509910137,0.0,0.05581030622064361,0.0,0.060709643774823636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176769403793277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286375311037615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123911355519213,0.17612042737294925,0.0,0.12050034413590435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104376078521858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081660262277014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785267708349336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136665878532676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405721676439078,0.0,0.22321338862715184,0.0,0.10098171623028626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052995353767876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122576416202938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810999337944853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108892006097923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061704735075994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228611540123333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585981591683074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096807013916571,0.06844749429844565,0.0,0.0,0.062289012930241076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260132635672153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776799498907525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894028026976341,0.06879013703642288
socialanxiety,Catsnotkidsthanks,2019/01/14,"Isolated, socially anxious, & approaching 40.. anyone in the same boat? Has anyone gotten out of this boat? Long story short: I’ve had social anxiety for most of my life, along with depression. I still managed to have long-term relationships and I worked FT up until I became disabled(mostly for physical medical problems). My last relationship ended a few years ago, I was isolated during the relationship, I had moved away to be with this person, & now I’m stuck in a place where I don’t know anyone. I experienced some trauma and loss, and have become more isolated than I have ever been. I only talk to two people, and that’s only via text and sometimes by phone. 


I’ve combed through sites like OkCupid but it’s very rare that I find anyone with whom I think a connection might be possible. And, even then, I am very hesitant to even try to speak to them.  I feel my current life circumstances are just too much to explain and I dread answering even some very basic, harmless questions. I don’t know how to explain that I’ve been in a depression hole for so long, and I can barely leave the house due to my anxiety. 


Therapy has not been an option for me the last few years as my insurance changed and I have not been able to find a therapist. I was never the type of person who was interested in group therapy and I certainly am not now. I’m stating this in the event that someone suggests I “get help” before I even consider pursuing a relationship of any kind. 


Anyone in a similar situation?  Does anyone have any suggestions for trying to connect with others when facing what I mentioned/some other unhappy details? I’m lonely but I don’t want to just meet anyone; I want to connect with a like-minded individual. ",5.076199186991868,6.593406823170732,6.216829268292687,74.83284552845531,69.1829268292683,9.734959349593497,30.13008130081301,10.02789654360092,3.1875666666666667,1370,54,243,35,24,458,177,328,0.11699999999999999,0.81,0.07400000000000001,-0.892,1,2,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,2,15,12,0,1,15,0,26,4,1,1,3,47,40,18,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,2,13,17,0,0,10,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,11,3,31,5,42,26,8,35,0,4,0,0,22,13,0,6,20,168,44,3,0.08574062615063634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600389178918665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857998652243185,0.0,0.11661313190756825,0.0,0.13118268864564575,0.09686250245127732,0.0,0.4196628756136636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055614067734335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946937852844989,0.07295895775867889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070221366606036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476965513331457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503219974030531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759407456033347,0.0,0.0,0.22652349973356506,0.07755730509673622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043353036799324784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673075795854047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044795938349867004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747013437394013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989331708210092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928566801285642,0.09424161164260174,0.1397801079233983,0.0,0.09078694312442916,0.0,0.0,0.12112227980350815,0.08377707802177525,0.0,0.0,0.2276332681294688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637466047540274,0.0,0.09095725486702784,0.08657359050712295,0.0,0.0,0.09112871651006917,0.06302922566360457,0.0,0.0661284566293084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041921961629113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059441754421216436,0.1497308151692294,0.08958070536538518,0.0,0.0,0.09665967321903464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204219970166672,0.0,0.0,0.09604912395282672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682133798087959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637605618472704,0.0,0.1748035415778318,0.07264775429858569,0.0,0.08479967164511316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684725747995801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891506750268687,0.0,0.0,0.19610375674583214,0.099551475419072,0.0,0.05493913118258258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164245139875336,0.0,0.08375613314892072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122349881771722,0.10114408553333716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062420197003592186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104283042483176
socialanxiety,Baconandwaffles7,2019/01/14,How do i talk to people? I'm 20 years old and I started home scool in 9th grade. All of my friends just stopped talking to me and after that I just gave up when it came to people. I have no friends and I have said about 3 senteces to people my age in around 4 years. I can hold a short and clumsy coversation but i cant start one. I cant look people in the eye and i dont know what to do. Sorry if this brings anyone down i just dont know what to do.,0.11416396979504027,1.3656321747572804,2.391779935275082,98.29850053937434,81.62135922330097,5.3544768069039925,18.240560949298814,5.82211442006289,-0.5933335490830638,346,7,91,2,9,118,63,103,0.051,0.903,0.046,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,10,1,1,1,1,18,20,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,3,13,2,15,17,1,18,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,1,9,60,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410185285589465,0.0,0.0,0.15799955161599336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20299590770360976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160229141231662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742494146460419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803223341739174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508256532601945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904295641773746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862409726477296,0.0,0.12026863685820707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4921838554266909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882916995220193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986802693899801,0.2512500265248476,0.0,0.0,0.14838566327535874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28531193224973583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285894362573237
socialanxiety,Th424,2019/01/14,"Dealing with social anxiety while living with a roommate I have bad social anxiety and at the beginning of last semester I moved in with a new roommate. In the beginning I tried to talk to her and go to things with her to try to be friends and I thought that it was going okay. I know that I shouldn't have looked at it, but I saw her on Twitter through our school tag and she had made a few posts about me talking about how I'm really awkward and bad at talking and stuff like that. I know that it's true, but it really hurt to see it in writing like that. After that I felt really dumb for trying to talk to her and we pretty much stopped talking completely after I stopped putting in effort. The end of last semester right before we left she told me through text that I irritate her since I'm quiet and don't talk much.

I just moved back in today and I've been avoiding being in my dorm all day because I feel so anxious about being around her. I'm trying to move into a new room this semester due to other issues with her which will mean a new roommate. I don't want to create this situation again. Does anyone have any advice for having a good relationship with your roommate? I get nervous just talking to people in general, but I mostly just never feel like I have anything interesting to talk about so I never know how to start a conversation.",5.667573529411764,5.675532375000002,6.353970588235296,79.78661764705883,67.16176470588235,9.3,30.970588235294123,9.017664075816787,2.440083823529412,1074,38,212,17,16,353,137,272,0.15,0.75,0.1,-0.909,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,1,0,1,14,15,1,3,10,1,15,0,0,3,4,48,38,17,0,2,6,0,3,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,18,19,0,3,8,0,0,6,5,7,0,0,8,7,34,8,45,25,5,44,0,1,3,0,29,16,1,1,24,151,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509551874944876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921874352362137,0.0,0.13323497734034184,0.0983778686994696,0.0,0.06088975643730485,0.0,0.0716610629315135,0.07752143899311854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696067975768709,0.14541965866872314,0.053084376562731225,0.0,0.07410036479744914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130381611692473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616068337709422,0.0897777142316925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762060416309923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712880124754785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806254750877553,0.06221139542072032,0.08361237254610822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727933417827993,0.0,0.04549674879058049,0.0,0.0989814103892916,0.07304024675966543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322307790833403,0.0,0.0,0.0908909793258664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357396301317665,0.1419668990175303,0.0,0.0,0.09461484357189152,0.0,0.0,0.12763159385331482,0.0,0.07689499798117164,0.0,0.07312694457116492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239909027376978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948578227256275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27766314148516663,0.12803057384734254,0.0,0.13432600766945976,0.25231300345562635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060371691456743225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340048058622329,0.08859369658648794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875414582991697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736086970986128,0.0,0.0,0.09349347429475784,0.0,0.07436754886991423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813162914911107,0.06939307635554914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203512706262966,0.09788381222014106,0.0,0.17753825707937235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061637085055163625,0.0,0.0,0.14560889604309188,0.0,0.0,0.0996880513608063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599456789260361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785340876842592,0.0,0.0,0.06913337775790601,0.0,0.0,0.08254355008164434,0.08321057909997118,0.0,0.2364918365850893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513632175223414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,illseehowthisgoes,2019/10/20,"Feel really guilty about having a friend. I have this really great friend. We're in college classes together, so we always do group work together. She even sits beside me in lectures, and we study together outside of class sometimes.

And I can't help but feel like a piece of shit for hanging around her. I think she might only do it because she feels obligated to now. She's also an international student, so I imagine it makes it a bit harder to find other friends. I mean, of course she has other friends that she hangs out with outside of school, but they're in other classes. I'm her only friend in our class.

I also imagine it the fact that she hangs out with me must also prevent people from approaching her. Because, for some reason, other people do their best to avoid me. I don't know if it's because I smell bad or because I'm ugly, or what, but when I walk into a room, people leave laughing.

There's a boy in our class that sits close to us sometimes. I've caught him looking at us a couple times. I'm embarrassed to admit that sometimes I imagine him liking me. Obviously, if the poor guy has actually noticed us and I'm not just overanalyzing coincidences, he'd like my friend. 

So now I'm worried that he wants to ask her out. But he can't because her gross, weird, creepy friend is always around her. And that might be the reason she has no choices but to hang out with me. Because everyone else is wondering what must be wrong with her to make her OK with me.

I honestly do want to believe that she's my friend because she likes me. But if that was the case then why don't I have any other friends.

She's literally the only person I can start a conversation with without feeling like a nuisance. I used to have one other friend, she moved for college so she we only talk online. Or used to talk. Whenever we did it was obvious that she was bored by what I had to say. So all our convoys were always about how she was, what she was doing, her plans. And then eventually she stopped messaging first. Now we barely talk at all, when we do it's obvious its something she feels obligated to. So I've decided to let her get on with her own life.  

This really sucks. It's my friend's last year, she goes home after. I'm supposed to do another year, but I might not because I don't think I can handle the reality that our friendship was a fluke and that people hate me.",3.500474247832741,4.979807555555559,4.750626097795912,83.9648240693524,73.02515723270442,7.504765142500992,26.728369879313284,8.098718942377014,1.6333545130035692,1872,66,376,28,37,619,206,477,0.10800000000000001,0.726,0.166,0.9873,0,1,1,0,0,0,53.0,13,0,1,4,22,31,3,2,16,1,41,2,1,7,8,84,71,33,0,7,17,0,5,5,11,5,1,1,2,3,32,27,0,3,18,0,1,8,9,10,0,2,10,8,76,21,50,52,7,42,0,0,1,0,73,17,2,11,20,264,108,11,0.0,0.0,0.06369478605611167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565908613664504,0.16293134894925934,0.0,0.0,0.044386313020560335,0.06844201814584837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162095192235991,0.061019291943707775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054498306658924085,0.3183072945375584,0.0,0.0,0.0735377255346801,0.06849757090498501,0.0,0.07125869749898676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722207861173553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05452529301385815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04311068059494545,0.0,0.0,0.062368949268235926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501413093783945,0.09325879970717366,0.0,0.0,0.059656235699179966,0.05551922256656746,0.0,0.0,0.5547077749136845,0.0,0.03410124587379985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196117521878385,0.0,0.06462825308722996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644413014627196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043749573172896086,0.0,0.06547183216703648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03587106876819182,0.053204330617356466,0.0,0.0691122450753626,0.0,0.06674371116008555,0.04610262444013384,0.15943983101190878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054810947663524505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713739580082762,0.0,0.0,0.07109892512780297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077256885211963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937242264248493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743111225403493,0.0,0.0,0.04422911433615464,0.19856522884144248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100193520727528,0.056991856081808484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544224190389988,0.13421829718931758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190587900245714,0.0,0.0660574312398914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699943376274603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024857233134429,0.19366316853564133,0.0,0.04619893615004025,0.0,0.0,0.054569226344433536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738634446926034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364565581449665,0.0,0.0,0.03805986902800322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23553784018643506,0.11274585321751612,0.0,0.0,0.07699669783707554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588966529403215,0.0,0.0,0.0629186238985275,0.07078328796335208,0.047517845678007584,0.06628556236249743,0.0,0.0,0.07136326214308722,0.0,0.08406437934589744
socialanxiety,danie5lle,2019/10/20,"I tried but failed. So, I want a nose ring. My boyfriend drove to the piercing/tattoo parlor and as soon as I saw people in the shop I started to panic and freaked out. Almost had a panic attack just because I thought they'd look at me funny or think I'm weird for wanting a nose ring. Same thing happened a few months ago before getting my tattoo. I saw too many people in the tattoo parlor and felt super anxious and almost just went home but my mom helped me through it.

Idk guess I'll try again tomorrow.",3.3444902912621366,4.792613582524272,3.980764563106799,89.45425364077671,73.36893203883496,5.538349514563106,24.52548543689321,5.148860815047168,0.4368262135922332,401,12,80,1,8,127,71,103,0.226,0.677,0.096,-0.9321,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,6,7,1,2,7,0,2,2,2,0,0,19,17,10,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,7,8,12,1,10,9,2,12,0,1,3,0,3,4,0,4,6,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088574923522134,0.0,0.3634851746891819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050394514388457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647853827191234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106386181595964,0.0,0.15444020439090114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426515970503906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482446141183666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999389225342595,0.0,0.16049680827821494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165331813594955,0.0,0.18205584763268975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241139901164955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400902445220646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125665770626576,0.1448688223175804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42589421421224616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516537237971819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846419906297848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057824950429435,0.11629566690030285,0.0,0.1440879949828794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464485004818633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141027465656362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824912911218184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whotein,2019/10/20,"need an ssri but terrified of weight gain hello everyone ! i was treated for severe depression in early high school (i'm 20 now) with a prescription of zoloft and wellbutrin. being put on that medication changed my life and made me incredibly social, outgoing, and passionate. it also made me gain enough weight to be mildly overweight for the first time in my life (doesn't sound bad, but it fucked me up a lot).

4 years into that prescription i was feeling so good, to the point that i thought i didn't need the zoloft anymore. i went cold turkey on the zoloft (stupid, i know) and stuck with wellbutrin. i began losing all the weight which, in turn, developed into a severe eating disorder with which i still struggle with. unfortunately, with the weight went all my confidence, passion, and socialization capability. i did not connect the dots between getting off that medication and the massive dip in my mental health until recently.

i think the zoloft is what really helped me in that regard, while the wellbutrin (which i'm still on) just keeps me from wanting to kill myself. i'm currently at a low in my life for social anxiety, and i desperately want back what being on an ssri gave me. i believe it helped enable my passion, creativity, etc. 

due to my eating disorder and dysmorphia issues, my priorities are skewed. i'm *currently* at a healthy weight, but still unhappy with it, and trying to lose. i'm so, so scared of gaining back that weight even though i need the positive effects from zoloft at this point in my life.  i'm desperate for happiness but scared shitless at the thought of weight gain. anyone have any ideas on how to combat the weight gain side effects that go along with ssri's? is there a way to avoid it completely? thank you ! <3 (diagnosed w/ major depressive disorder and GAD, btw)",5.945788288288287,7.5814481771771804,6.192421171171173,75.37890202702704,67.22822822822823,9.634084084084083,30.992117117117118,9.928628108626363,3.1955306306306297,1445,57,249,34,24,462,171,333,0.222,0.603,0.175,-0.9656,2,1,0,0,0,1,53.0,0,1,0,11,15,20,3,4,21,0,12,28,0,5,2,47,41,22,1,5,6,0,9,0,0,0,14,1,0,0,18,20,11,2,8,0,0,4,3,13,0,1,13,11,30,7,47,25,6,47,0,5,0,4,8,25,1,1,17,165,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547324563329231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04654240837513718,0.0,0.05235738177012174,0.0,0.06787534594874091,0.04785572508537371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525421908406174,0.05714559898449258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710987058619691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240178528642624,0.0,0.07175936609035426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789672561397938,0.06946644512479365,0.0,0.0,0.23531886367872284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006500463506175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071812410838177,0.07633010411398156,0.045204811236532014,0.0,0.0,0.06539856341358725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0346059609241242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582161065769615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327284830884873,0.035757737093958734,0.0,0.03889674915213175,0.05740528741804773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728570011689336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274986615062727,0.0,0.0,0.09174947691229393,0.07231195606064457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726185951773075,0.0,0.07143490093999097,0.0,0.060833742618219076,0.07572012129705323,0.0,0.03761353033959963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933683631586484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531365419026255,0.0,0.0581863175506169,0.0,0.12952156297378542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789475182937294,0.06897269937679239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224499634848268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293982385971464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880237673887475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384522805096574,0.0,0.06757749414918927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704329548493654,0.06926621590658888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546383009041708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930175747233407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397185222734012,0.0,0.0,0.07154967225169577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301152309537758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043854400228299534,0.06724319713584552,0.1086694417512464,0.03990865306124944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646712755455104,0.07444444487404689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073686482160017,0.05432549190720541,0.0,0.6667441982235441,0.0,0.12689148001488007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407393188421458
socialanxiety,Wicked_peach,2019/10/20,"Is it inappropriate to ask for hot water at a coffee shop without buying anything else? I am currently at University. My campus has a coffee shop inside one of the buildings. I am very particular about the tea I drink (1 peppermint, 1 green tea, 2 packets of stevia) so I bring it from home in my own cup. I would like to be able to just get hot water from them without having to purchase anything. 
I haven’t yet cause I’m scared it’s a big no no or that they would be mad. 

Does anyone have any thoughts? Is it inappropriate to just get hot water in my own cup from the cafe inside my university building?",1.2652576112412175,3.696796860655741,3.574145199063232,84.95885245901641,84.49180327868852,5.7807962529273995,21.82903981264637,7.1686216300943375,0.8469466042154563,475,16,95,7,14,163,74,122,0.095,0.884,0.021,-0.8196,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,1,6,0,12,6,0,1,0,9,18,2,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,6,0,1,3,4,1,5,2,0,1,1,4,12,1,18,13,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,1,3,63,17,1,0.22440823575905325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260529560245656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691145619410218,0.0,0.36933771441765656,0.0,0.2097914075496367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230529074218056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19638115937316192,0.0,0.0,0.2198346379362492,0.0,0.0,0.18746428554081648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344880821514822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509975759547546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963452869404787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206482828112405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246717923280641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815507254950916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851602964328996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326430624903192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188263441928089,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mazdafaz,2019/10/20,"a sexual connection is easier to form than a platonic friendship when I just want to get to know new people to find friends I tend to reach out to people of the opposite sex and it mostly turns out that I‘m either attracted or uninterested in that person. 

Even though I dont search at this point for a sexual connection, it somehow happens naturally and is easier for me than finding friends, which I have not. Actually I‘m craving for a platonic connection but a physically, sexually connection is somehow easier for me to form and connected with less anxiety. the same for anyone else?",10.178878504672898,8.918755112149537,10.952261682242996,54.656056074766376,58.62616822429906,16.03663551401869,42.895327102803726,14.554592549557764,6.815790280373831,475,23,75,20,5,165,68,107,0.015,0.8190000000000001,0.166,0.9009,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,0,0,19,13,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,20,13,6,7,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,4,2,62,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2199880651161233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245404146985313,0.0,0.0,0.15762654509115534,0.2309806240305763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642033665207857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831861213006448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889500062951005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120795649431263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483347486690967,0.0,0.11777835459275543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934782349354288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389094148161815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177225932204955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125708395773923,0.19683758943422355,0.0,0.0,0.21310509092237165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214847403627848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452041135264588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296500095460928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,c7huskies,2019/10/20,"What's been your experience with helping your child with SA? Hello! I’m a graduate student at the University of Washington and am exploring the area of social anxiety in children. Before beginning the design phase of the project, I’d love to hear from real parents to better understand your journey with identifying your child’s social anxiety and helping them cope.

Here’s a few questions to consider below, but I’d love any and all feedback that will help inform the project.

* As a parent, what are some ways you use to determine that your child is behaving “normally?” 
* How did you determine if your child was suffering with anxiety or was just introverted?
* Have you noticed any behaviors or mannerisms your child has picked up from you or your partner?
* Does your child struggle with self-confidence?
* What have been the most helpful coping mechanisms for your family? How would you describe your role in the coping process?

This group is a wealth of knowledge and an amazing support network, and I’d love to learn from you all. Thank you!!",5.058279569892477,7.953300849462366,5.251827956989249,75.81440860215055,72.76344086021507,9.079569892473119,32.913978494623656,9.586721724236666,3.8183784946236567,842,42,134,23,18,265,111,186,0.055,0.7340000000000001,0.21100000000000002,0.9894,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,18,1,1,4,10,0,1,12,0,14,3,0,4,2,33,24,13,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,8,6,10,0,0,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,5,1,19,8,24,17,5,10,0,1,0,3,44,6,0,7,1,94,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959009950407606,0.0,0.3305650763866041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256537654259167,0.0,0.0,0.12738953944203232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604826187906326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089639743892005,0.1357858167604631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623408273920792,0.0,0.38618142999211946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899986340318637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112625188939246,0.0,0.16398774596920268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198733863929865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135506050953544,0.0,0.0,0.16394630634227533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026261529244345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29365635903587073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057935846348636,0.0,0.0,0.1634521453048889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326104568324453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994820644918688,0.0,0.12440222744903336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433033111352138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232016822549547,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,logan0113,2019/10/20,"I'm an 18 y/o male and my mom got a girls snap for me and it feels odd Okay so my mom friend from work wanted to go out to eat with my mom and I tagged along. The friend has a daughter my age and we've seen each other grow up but I havent truly talked to her or hung out. Well while were sitting at the table, I catch her eyes and we just kinda looking at each other and I could tell there was an attraction. Well it's like that the whole dinner and were walking to the car and I'm talking to her but I never asked her for her number or anything which I shouldve at the time. So my mom and I are driving home and I hit my mom with a question and say ""I think (the daughter) is in to me and shes not to bad herself, she like caught my attention. So fast forward to a few days later my mom got in a conversation with the daughters mom at work and got her snapchat. The mom asked the daughter if she could have her snapchat for me to talk to her. The daughter sends the snap code but said "" why didnt he ask me"" but I had no way to ask her except in person at the dinner. So now I have her snap code but I just think itd be weird if I texted her, idk it like just feel odd. And I've been single for the last 2 years bc the girl I trusted robbed me and now I have anixity around people but that's another story. But Ive just like been out of the dating loop and ive lost my smoothness and confidence. I've had girlfriends in the past but I lost my ability to sway and I'm not sure what to do.",-0.0707511865644399,1.6429558222891565,1.8752026286966057,99.53734027017158,84.15060240963855,4.867615918218329,17.89193136181088,5.760197766056111,-0.6353365461847393,1151,26,291,7,33,381,155,332,0.066,0.8009999999999999,0.133,0.9735,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,4,14,16,0,0,23,1,23,4,1,0,2,60,46,35,0,5,19,13,3,4,3,0,0,2,1,4,10,29,3,0,6,0,0,9,6,4,2,0,16,8,49,12,38,25,5,38,0,2,3,0,50,15,0,6,18,192,59,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469053225393408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646380243994966,0.07189915130094236,0.30202243899111403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743650644618478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289706744745935,0.0,0.0,0.05208759697626941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264411219594038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167575975778679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479972225335527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04590136286164709,0.0,0.19378862095503926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101520767623514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658353333269078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783338383857914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678233701565387,0.0,0.17633196564031642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7567403347791367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229196770931555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710059460674053,0.05599319923263426,0.07052203831018608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047676647462842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682726887673744,0.06422862210840649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612130399550814,0.0,0.0,0.19475073417909144,0.07059332659105108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350359769583743,0.0,0.0,0.04709549269321386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04763807013786028,0.06410854816985251,0.0,0.0,0.14523724880462596,0.0,0.07287904449079463,0.09017271576950278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175976907476646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052010864256145074
socialanxiety,ismokedtwojoints,2019/10/20,"Success! But now I’m really really anxious So a little context is that I’m 17 and homecoming is in two weeks. I’ve never been to it before nor had I any intent to go. I don’t really have many friends, only one or two people I talk to ONLY at school. Now, the main point of this story is that last night, a girl that is in a few of my classes texted me to ask me to go with her to homecoming. She said she liked me and wanted to go there kinda on like a date. So of course I accepted as this has never happened to me before and I cannot pass this up or else I’m perpetuating my loneliness. However, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I don’t even really have normal social experience let alone experience going on dates! I know it’s in two weeks but I’m super anxious and I feel like I’m gonna throw up. Does anyone have any advice to help me? It would really help out a lot",0.2903508771929815,2.1309502433862453,3.4609022556390983,87.96699248120302,83.60317460317461,6.730270119743804,17.883876357560567,7.85451343220497,0.5186761904761911,672,15,152,13,19,243,104,189,0.046,0.816,0.138,0.9520000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,6,0,17,0,0,1,2,23,34,12,0,3,5,0,1,3,1,2,0,1,0,1,10,6,0,0,4,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,3,2,19,7,24,28,3,27,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,4,13,101,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666626432430935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236517562702061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237822358712747,0.0,0.0,0.2697528283985899,0.0,0.08348007654872472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161328297051808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20318373688844688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447875900736857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973480131202536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885579198025174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335721339363025,0.0,0.0,0.06036703574826852,0.08529204838045484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224021076735717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27140774408275964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557594569771746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004884143495446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312269487680269,0.09731856629752912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208408984957644,0.0,0.1749833773088102,0.11965987625018297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150088071068608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104244926653175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841614428902687,0.0,0.0,0.1120391757793366,0.11697658849839428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090157221900833,0.18160254215364569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276980758453485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286188689116144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824205972703558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356697508483685,0.0,0.0,0.1208287826755719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170279664834535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959609441614441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498792604085615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041915720206238,0.0,0.1915344830306608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481104013859167,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,longveinyplantz,2019/10/20,"How can I support talented friends without feeling inadequate? One of my biggest issues with social anxiety is feeling like of all the people in a room or all the people someone I care about knows, I'm the least interesting or least talented or whatever else my brain decides to hang onto. One of my friends is looking for people to film performing covers of songs, and I've been planning to let him film me because I play piano and sing covers almost daily. However, I've always been really insecure about my voice and the other people that he's filmed are so incredibly talented that I keep talking myself out of it because I feel like nobody will want to listen to mine when the other people's are available. If that makes any sense, sorry if it doesn't. Basically, I don't know how to kick that voice out of my head that tells me I'm not as good as everybody else because it's hindering things I'm really excited about.

TL;DR: Too many feelings of inadequacy building up, I need advice on how to ignore those thoughts.",6.5138605442176845,7.077104229591836,7.456530612244903,70.69442176870751,65.37755102040815,10.206802721088435,34.1904761904762,10.125756701596842,3.630014965986395,823,35,139,18,12,277,118,196,0.08900000000000001,0.742,0.16899999999999998,0.9581,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,9,15,0,1,6,0,11,2,2,4,2,32,29,15,0,4,7,0,4,2,2,1,0,4,1,0,12,6,0,2,8,6,0,1,4,2,0,2,3,9,17,13,28,24,4,10,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,6,3,95,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332717721713396,0.0,0.0,0.1365677541319904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348148179588866,0.0,0.0,0.09274503535715488,0.0,0.10433253011616817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24941321387167914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224839891659547,0.0,0.0,0.1390514358857253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278607924063013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758371284620279,0.19486391384211565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21073814998055293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439148933510215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996818162694918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234829362533588,0.0,0.12122337040574685,0.0,0.0,0.14990492856047027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394607353069066,0.0,0.13325957267672695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452727052724625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103663161586173,0.13827083446220262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011261776247974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483313858586056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727535848927186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474073077841026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902517134212844,0.11555677188021653,0.0,0.0,0.15266946864014594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476567632901064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961939307561974,0.11920464868158878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060672554829437,0.0,0.0,0.108272772825026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044215634643842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146822975337985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,antomausk_7887,2019/10/20,"Self Evaluation I have to go into work and do a self evaluation of myself. I work at a call center and I have to listen to a recording of myself taking a crisis call. I'm feeling warm, uncomfortable, and shaking during my car ride to work. I feel like quiting",3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846157,6.0453846153846165,74.8746153846154,72.84615384615384,7.507692307692308,26.461538461538463,8.07648339933343,1.834176923076924,204,7,37,3,4,73,32,52,0.16399999999999998,0.721,0.115,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,2,8,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,25,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940753963492697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24465427199937395,0.17283492344125978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374944603882271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181948344733454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25732245847643515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047717486459681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819013389006226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.528384018171336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ArseneMcMahon,2019/10/20,"Valium without prescription I just bought two strips of valium without a prescription after much deliberation. I'm on a six-month trial period at my new office and I'm three months in. I want to give my absolute best to make sure I'm made permanent and I'm hoping valium would help me do that. I'm hoping to stop taking them once my trail ends.

I'm not clinically diagnosed, but I can see not being able to socialize is affecting my chances of getting a permanent position.",4.6981677018633565,6.3621538478260895,6.850931677018633,69.35369565217391,70.30434782608695,11.778881987577641,29.447204968944106,11.491704259439757,4.2106378881987565,382,15,67,15,7,135,62,92,0.019,0.8270000000000001,0.154,0.8248,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,3,1,17,21,3,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,9,4,12,17,2,9,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,6,40,10,0,0.1986087249178604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842760361670612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158367511081215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590838008450885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376486149675893,0.19052358636431746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312324182019789,0.0,0.0,0.39452655439869605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792837767534834,0.1325728661046956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170551787833487,0.0,0.14600026502740532,0.0,0.0,0.1918175441349691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115118101499477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826543980123606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024565836672613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166045787141339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871863727973706,0.0,0.14932904397744412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19401186526830866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714457173118052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829034469038819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108593981894904,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,heaven_glimpse,2019/10/20,"physical symptoms Yesterday was my birthday and I had a couple of panic attacks. 
I know it's superficial but I felt kinda sad when only two people remembered.
I guess what affects me the most is knowing that in past years, I had a lot of friends. It's just obvious that now I'm really lonely, I haven't seen those two people in years.

I have been having this problem since I was 12 years old, now I'm 17 and it seems to get worse every year. I reeeally want it to stop because everyone says it gets harder to make friends as you age. 
All the anxiety I feel everyday at school -because I don't have any friends in this new classroom, because I feel like I don't fit in, because I try to speak to people but nothing happens and I don't know how to befriend them. Because I feel like I'm so weird, really boring and also like people dislike me- has been causing me lots of physical symptoms. It's nothing new for me either but the problem is that a lot of new symptoms are popping up and becoming really intense to the point of leaving me tired after experiencing them. 

I used to think that I could overcome this by myself but now I really want to got see a psychologist. Everything just seems too much as social anxiety isn't my only problem. Now, I haven't because my mom doesn't really like the idea, she hasn't told this to me personally but I know she fears a psychologist would do more damage than helping. 

so well what are some things you started doing that have decreased the symptoms?",3.9084312573443007,5.499045824324328,5.255481786133958,80.30549941245594,72.17567567567569,7.985663924794363,30.099294947121034,8.587818076936951,2.431791304347826,1188,51,222,21,23,397,149,296,0.185,0.7,0.115,-0.9741,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,2,0,13,19,1,2,11,0,27,5,0,5,2,48,54,17,0,7,8,1,4,4,3,1,5,2,0,1,19,5,0,1,13,0,0,0,8,11,1,2,10,9,37,8,27,42,9,28,0,3,2,0,16,8,0,9,24,155,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488890174463126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055179064970926825,0.0,0.12414619145254545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231027479218548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967789678409205,0.08961451330709433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335476638440427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478495859854769,0.08978162812430529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836529080271976,0.07753426832830873,0.07292483077973268,0.0,0.0,0.09130684961797547,0.12308288072391632,0.11593513896432715,0.07790865294625399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806937791629366,0.0,0.08478626556742097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489634348576946,0.0,0.08938661148639891,0.0,0.07175324176268692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438749867418196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159898069178764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837318753822035,0.0,0.0,0.0859172299247645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856673277250088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695103940471626,0.0,0.0,0.0541626426829373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503205177890113,0.0,0.0,0.059648406334133076,0.0,0.0,0.23510116531152464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571509170060785,0.0,0.08514445123754792,0.0,0.0,0.12342367407418638,0.0,0.0952021751882054,0.0,0.0,0.07745883085235895,0.22501345263886596,0.07084970828947043,0.0,0.0,0.07670503164689732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329246351749283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25990690767323354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191760603997304,0.0,0.0,0.06452705068165836,0.0,0.08211962296823555,0.06465934332476997,0.14773651564203294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712116333221957,0.0,0.0,0.08271363456318671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057432436396101225,0.0,0.0,0.06783800412703657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373487302717892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05390686818522597,0.05199225574994185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326032350433901,0.0,0.07753426832830873,0.0,0.0550898146412768,0.0,0.15852708994733555,0.0,0.0,0.0700802830481792,0.0,0.0,0.0957188264438815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295603585160919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269021428897942,0.057640658835612785,0.0,0.0,0.2090100994655382
socialanxiety,mmdavis617,2019/10/20,"Avoiding people For the past month or so, I’ve been avoiding all social situations. I’ve been isolating in my apartment, and haven’t wanted to talk, text or see anyone.   I really am just tired of people overall. 

I know this is pretty basic, but can anyway relate and give any advice about this?",5.166964285714286,6.55019891071429,6.095000000000002,76.3,68.82142857142857,7.742857142857144,24.714285714285715,8.07648339933343,1.6147285714285715,233,6,39,3,4,77,46,56,0.10300000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.038,-0.364,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,6,1,0,0,1,11,10,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,5,8,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,26,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267975451982428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648654823173894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917487576570232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630674543160142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071023792547886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888864353192053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26178460985762364,0.3802346244036323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27899161124406435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567946140118315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852667771591536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082472403592384,0.0,0.2795440663867244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041656629066625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31518830241982204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174860478079364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trystandbelieve,2019/10/20,IRL FRIENDS I know this has probably been posted a gazillion times on this sub but I would like to befriend people here IRL because i feel like we'd have a general understanding and could possibly help each other. So hit my inbox if you're local to the D(M)V (east coast USA)!,4.596111111111114,6.071380277777778,5.189814814814816,81.8991666666667,70.2962962962963,8.362962962962964,28.314814814814817,8.841846274778883,2.1936814814814807,221,8,42,4,4,71,47,54,0.0,0.7709999999999999,0.22899999999999998,0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,3,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435349940400407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545567869038562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612081122826819,0.2277695093307721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24632434026361585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137024891229592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521854791517238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115247649885439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103395121709926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594286491539197,0.30534737908720444,0.0,0.3437485806666705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591012796479128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319093303721881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264849932086533,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LeftLeftRightRight,2019/10/20,"I am not sure how common this is, but as a lonely (legit 0 friends/family) person I often dream about having a normal social life..however when people approach me I wish they would just back off asap because I want to be alone again Anyone else here experience this? In my head I want to have a lot of friends and even relationships, but as soon as I actually meet people I fucking hate it and I want to go back to being alone in my room.",7.847022471910112,5.529979966292138,8.73244382022472,72.08495786516855,63.943820224719104,11.147191011235957,32.3623595505618,9.516144504307137,2.7454247191011234,343,9,68,5,4,118,64,89,0.162,0.6829999999999999,0.155,-0.3961,1,4,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,11,5,2,0,3,0,7,2,1,1,1,16,14,9,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,12,2,12,11,1,12,0,1,0,1,6,4,1,2,6,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.18057358240550286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832938906418573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293851551187007,0.1895966434608311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28457062219398377,0.0,0.11279943783352915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545782331782771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221801056229055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100586409450348,0.17444043667021614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296242255300692,0.17106766805095375,0.0,0.0,0.1051632153453653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182689940268348,0.1899057226000559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070011799893091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15731546661641713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813011520094536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25656862897626675,0.16157089548216694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866506916756735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886262671732828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439920266808365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274263975763997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278832302552644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144800577303334,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ADHDguy123,2019/10/20,"Any therapist in London? Hey, 

can anyone recommend a theparist in London that offers either late evening appointments or availability on the weekend? Price isn't a problem. Thanks!",6.232241379310343,10.12570731034483,5.95474137931035,65.28314655172417,79.34482758620689,8.417241379310347,34.836206896551715,8.841846274778883,4.6671999999999985,148,8,17,4,4,46,26,29,0.078,0.746,0.17600000000000002,0.4596,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28306750398333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910549996047393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749323365827003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469553488780284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982995793177128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832314482102456,0.0,0.483303847581606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BeardedAmigo,2019/10/20,I hate my life I hate who I am. I don't know how to talk to people outside of my close family and one friend. I literally can't think of anything to say and I just look wierd and feel like people judge me and think that I am wierd which makes everything worse. I just want to cry in my bed. I can't go anywhere or do anything anymore without some awkward social interaction. I think something is wrong with my brain... this hurts so bad.,1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,2.8633333333333333,92.345,81.0,5.777777777777778,22.222222222222207,6.937597516519254,0.5172222222222231,342,11,75,4,9,111,59,90,0.25,0.665,0.085,-0.9605,0,0,1,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,1,0,0,7,2,1,2,0,19,18,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,4,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,0,3,15,2,9,18,1,3,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,2,1,46,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119114386743956,0.0,0.0,0.3006961142036319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254841507267888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395569011482148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068940555410936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420064401702936,0.0,0.17223504614603627,0.0,0.0923795460167418,0.1305222396720116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115499774927145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383367293511887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36076050820741773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558611144191726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040815986811367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904772129982744,0.08925889632697302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534235411575499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195490500437675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238035033689227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25332491992607786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529184593449165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624153006658872,0.0,0.14065281177972594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684882812431915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35120390901522136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776228603198698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17611806572897715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618879598319388,0.0,0.1997557942942329,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zajsouthwest,2019/10/20,Just always thinking that others are judging me Over the summer I went on walks and tried really hard to not stay in my room all day and it helped with my anxiety and being afraid of going out and people always looking and judging me. I hate the feeling of everyone's eyes on me. I hate went I speak or say something ppl will think Im stupid or they ignore me. Its terrifying to have all eyes on you. Its scary and I want to grow out of it and develop relationships but its scary.,2.277709750566892,4.281419061224494,3.8280952380952407,87.01134920634924,77.77551020408163,6.804535147392291,22.113378684807266,7.793537801064563,0.9834793650793658,380,11,78,6,9,126,64,98,0.196,0.7809999999999999,0.023,-0.9403,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,1,5,3,1,2,0,4,2,2,0,2,22,14,10,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,7,10,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,5,0,0,2,7,13,0,14,10,2,16,0,0,3,0,6,8,0,2,2,54,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502266361989877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099556725227301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357244360011295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109635849404972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641109469054366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196049913555916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852408041699795,0.41555649767439895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106185776676336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273247867003985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767270750920971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590124764654594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348212443541003,0.0,0.0,0.22594719838501115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736025497134574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620165969431284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243143366332323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696988964139669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428834159827636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413032232201113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39018310530061817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mineralwassa321,2019/10/20,"Cant stand being in groups lately I always had very mild social anxiety, with little problems geting around people. But lately for no reason it skyrocketed. Was in group of colleagues in restraunt and after 5 minutes(being ok) i just coouldnt say a word and couldnt stand being there for no reason, even alcohol didnt help me(wich in past has). So i had to lie about my bad mood saying i lost money, have family health problems..etc. it is a disaster. Anyone with similar experience ?",4.560140449438201,7.041041460674162,5.586952247191015,74.82177668539326,72.59550561797751,8.045505617977529,25.73174157303371,8.841846274778883,2.3776842696629217,386,13,61,8,8,127,69,89,0.23,0.77,0.0,-0.9579,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,1,11,2,0,2,0,12,12,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,5,2,5,1,13,4,0,12,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,42,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203516253261572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584565161501341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456816476283966,0.0,0.0,0.13315602582074307,0.0,0.0,0.16952681922545318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900460896467686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238448056464054,0.12577999814014246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862811965635618,0.17952442278352046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024226576512414,0.0,0.0,0.1276440352223082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296361619704635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908651049496395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788143338197476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817909993035,0.13202310169746273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822198180414176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915961645204179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028818508217651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941236927772232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712816521374132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WhatsWrongWithMyMum,2019/10/20,"In my head words came out but in real life didnt I play soccer and I can't say my teammates are my friends but i know them quite well.When I come to training or match i say hey to them but not very often i get response.I was wondering why(first i thought it's cause i am new) but then i figured out it's because of me.In my head it was like i almost shouted this ""hey"" but for real i just whispered it.I think they started to think i am some egoistic idiot because they look at me this way.Just wanted to know if someone has same problem.",0.058205128205127465,2.1193881538461525,2.039658119658121,96.4692307692308,86.26495726495726,4.283760683760684,22.67521367521368,5.369823440869387,0.05116752136752112,422,16,96,2,13,140,73,117,0.09699999999999999,0.835,0.068,-0.486,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,8,3,2,1,0,31,20,9,0,3,9,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,5,5,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,5,5,21,3,11,15,2,10,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,6,4,59,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735465011121201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159347866582159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257187554281528,0.0,0.18194544404989327,0.0,0.1525685127237787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065355630958904,0.0,0.0,0.1368382715687131,0.0,0.09253504872687696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3635412771767216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946750631125793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251012533322826,0.08652922879294216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873162498462655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105834804929268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694747163852287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838313858877728,0.0,0.4031902946770386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816972177778411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006859397416267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253625988796606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269757200434963,0.0,0.14060917866741932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613806292835546,0.10446675779134064,0.14058529563925132,0.0,0.0,0.15924726221324456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207318773563326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cijmusicman,2019/10/20,"Went to the club last night, and social anxiety killed me Ok. I went clubbing last night by myself; usually, I go with my roommates, but last nite I went by myself. I was in there for close to 2 hours, and I left super depressed. I def boozed it up a bit, so i was certainly, but it basically felt like the cat got my tongue and because of my shitty social anxiety, I couldn’t talk. I wanted to talk, but I felt like I couldn’t. It’s also like everyone saw me with my social anxiety and were instantly repelled by me.

I saw every girl with their guy or even girls in their tight-knot groups and it felt like they saw me and were thinking “jfc, look at this tryhard...”

It also doesn’t help that i think I'm kinda ugly as fuck; voice of 80’s-style nerd, with pubic beard hair.

It just feels like if I try to talk to someone there, not even trying to swoon them or anything, but just talking to em, I’ll immediately get rejected. I will immediately be told “no.”

And now this morning, I’m super depressed and thinking “and this is why i’m never confident” or “and this is why i can never talk to people.”

My other problem is that if I do talk, my mind turns immediately into a blank slate, and I never fucking know what I’m supposed to say, and I constantly run out of things to say, and I just live inside my mind for the most part...

If anyone has advice to curb this state of mind, I'd appreciate it...",5.293513986013989,4.747596699300701,6.4406905594405615,80.72334353146856,68.02097902097903,9.2479020979021,28.714160839160837,8.660442795831766,1.904679020979021,1080,31,230,15,16,365,151,286,0.152,0.723,0.125,-0.8041,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,4,2,11,17,3,0,5,1,15,5,1,0,4,56,42,27,1,7,14,0,5,5,0,1,0,3,0,3,17,20,1,1,8,2,0,5,8,8,0,0,15,12,37,9,31,23,3,26,0,3,4,3,21,8,2,8,17,146,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862461149950533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116210371690038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025547175561383,0.0,0.0,0.06171306095653361,0.0,0.0726300087840889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0538021427303384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635646256083193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537711284199256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203547331926107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658907127169735,0.0,0.07436239488926201,0.08433568863939245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04462663081919575,0.06305257012717765,0.2542287444837135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631888823170672,0.04611192088324717,0.0,0.05015988049818843,0.0,0.07058914640009091,0.0,0.0,0.08739073358813766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915845023053475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691778168425221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764600688642296,0.0,0.04850508662228144,0.21582969957926876,0.0,0.0,0.0958941528162809,0.0,0.0,0.21559555039330894,0.0,0.07793471308348399,0.0,0.07411571094937869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26735065966454585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042133911610067,0.0,0.0,0.1656510336416458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557638566988336,0.0,0.061187991099212635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445237584228553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037491737365676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269908189545905,0.07478194724705234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42563762574116987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058635658126589774,0.1696592791984526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433568863939245,0.0,0.11984474877909533,0.0960009394109358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720531715080513,0.0,0.05205771149936717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454521886478457,0.15928085505865708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HowOriginalHelios,2019/10/20,"I have a date tomorrow and it’s killing me I’m meeting a girl for coffee tomorrow morning after several years of being single and too scared to ask any girls out. She seems into me and I’m kind of into her. The only problem is that the thought of meeting her in person tomorrow morning is making me sick to my stomach. I am considering cancelling but a part of me wants to push myself into this uncomfortable situation to gain more experience doing this. 

Thoughts?",4.719727126805778,6.5806939101123625,6.339357945425363,72.25808988764047,70.57303370786515,8.681219903691815,32.939004815409305,9.23628265651192,3.3353229534510422,374,18,62,8,7,128,62,89,0.152,0.799,0.05,-0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,5,0,6,2,1,1,0,14,14,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,11,1,15,11,3,12,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931774035003244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23276654280525125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24355424670358955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27546403988617474,0.25927864737502826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619883420085296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936364372023087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696255397823737,0.0,0.0,0.21740333074423604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23824417781426155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492765408120425,0.0,0.0,0.2266657926233077,0.0,0.2812811862852532,0.0,0.0,0.2798685840970316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953311606506715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468572855572504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033761069749253
socialanxiety,XOmuggins,2019/10/20,"I made it out. you can too spent years trying to control my anxiety and I now feel like I've a better grasp on it than ever. no matter how shit you feel, you can absolutely conquer it but it takes a lot of work. good luck to you all, see you on the other side 🙂",-0.3552873563218384,1.4137911724137917,2.421379310344829,94.91988505747128,85.55172413793103,5.2459770114942526,16.563218390804597,6.42735559955562,-0.4595954022988504,200,4,49,2,6,70,44,58,0.085,0.711,0.204,0.81,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,4,4,5,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,3,2,14,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,8,4,7,6,2,7,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,2,4,34,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286218291641191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643113105773235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33518920126727403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27032976895528865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022182477035237,0.21350073831747304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25066382942577664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600454539471064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25407424704987097,0.0,0.2827820609257483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23814725478888765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067684469479309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470036369367646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029016604414365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756864054363292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192451619717433
socialanxiety,externallyraging,2019/10/20,"I went out last night (I’m not really sure how to flair this)

Throwaway account that I use for all my whinging. 

I went out last night with friends and there was a couple there that I hadn’t met before so I immediately felt awkward and shy because I hadn’t prepared myself for strangers.

To top it off, my best friend LOVES to “wind me up” (aka take the Mickey out of me) and bring up stupid things I’ve done in the past or stupid things my dog has done. Despite the fact that SHE does stupid things every time I see her and her dogs are bloody idiots, and yet I NEVER bring them up or try to embarrass her. Ever. 

So we are all having dinner at their house and her dog took a dump right in front of us. We laughed about it and we said how our dog likes to poop in bushes, and then she turned around and said “or he likes to pee on people’s legs, like that time at the beach”. So naturally everyone is like “WHAT?!” and I just want to crawl under a rock and disappear. 

Basically THREE YEARS AGO my dog was at the beach with other dogs and peed on her leg to mark his territory. It wasn’t intentional, he has never done it before or since, he was just peeing on everything and her leg was what he decided was next. It was mortifying and, for obvious reasons, not something I like to talk about or bring up. Also, one thing in three years?? Like .... let it go? 

So I basically shut down and just kind of avoided conversation for the rest of the night and felt like a piece of crap because I was so embarrassed. 

When we left I had a cry to my husband about how much I hate social situations and he just kind of brushed it off because he doesn’t understand. 

God, I don’t understand why people get joy out of embarrassing other people or making them feel uncomfortable.",4.533533529845247,5.08204340960452,5.212608695652175,85.10435151068538,69.70621468926554,8.529403095062639,25.84328174895603,8.587818076936951,1.4584543355440929,1373,37,297,21,23,444,176,354,0.12,0.7559999999999999,0.124,0.423,0,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,6,0,3,2,22,28,7,5,12,0,23,9,7,7,8,63,48,34,0,1,12,1,3,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,20,28,1,1,7,3,1,9,9,12,0,3,22,7,41,16,49,25,6,54,0,0,1,1,34,27,1,6,25,200,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423951109960885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599649402991898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459800230514751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379059015738466,0.0,0.16172926904783952,0.0,0.09972948343701886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515032281787227,0.10438741763856386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316252857660618,0.29175003356468315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596124895385675,0.08006796654980265,0.09080647694293834,0.0854080022620099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048050679230850386,0.0,0.1824898964020112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684188894915012,0.0,0.04964993051024129,0.0,0.05400847619084674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938237315860572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109653357812417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979209444291932,0.0,0.15492638173816395,0.0,0.0,0.10325178245603224,0.09717593994534633,0.0,0.32499244113960923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576945598459282,0.0,0.06343412880522423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985893787670985,0.0,0.14658798977494414,0.0,0.10106686266937334,0.2675413044518844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439566640604091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907181261843878,0.19764820774843664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060879482396102726,0.09770800095272264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115620855907545,0.18079305115378289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757276401178407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861087106286681,0.10681915969814737,0.0,0.09687243991295016,0.0,0.07315973538687842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956587295347432,0.0,0.07145170869690262,0.07638255696070599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525382847336668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082702722724196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558326783428644,0.06452001277462716,0.10336676242005204,0.0,0.19786186366942105,0.11431094962597547,0.08207652879140663,0.0,0.0,0.05605192125936348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618992914808568,0.08575096454230867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239407933529825
socialanxiety,RevolutionaryBug1,2019/10/20,"28 [M] old friends growing apart, please help Had a decent group of friends since high school but it feels like all of them have grown different ways now. Most are married with kids and I'm still single (never had a gf) and seem to struggle with basic social interactions. I'm extremely introverted and struggle to make friends; I went through a period where I just disappeared into my room and played computer games for a few years during which I had intense social anxiety. I think this stemmed from being bullied in high school. 

​

I don't have time to game anymore and I'm trying to get my shit together, but I'm really struggling. I spend most of my time doing uni work which I do alone, and when I'm in the clinic/hospital/class I find it just drains me of all my energy. So I'm in this shitty self-destructive spiral it seems where I want to improve but I don't know how. Now I feel like I'm returning to my old self, I keep making a tool of myself by freaking out in simple interactions and I can barely manage a conversation with girls. I don't know what to do honestly, please help :)! Thanks!!!",3.0544495412844057,5.246916784403672,4.1417339449541295,84.78250917431194,76.11009174311927,7.479266055045872,24.661467889908266,8.395991825355821,1.6762873394495412,881,30,171,17,20,286,128,218,0.152,0.652,0.195,0.6761,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,1,10,13,1,3,7,0,14,1,1,3,3,35,35,13,0,1,5,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,8,12,0,1,8,3,1,4,4,5,0,0,4,2,22,8,25,30,6,29,0,0,0,0,18,12,1,4,14,103,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153088170562135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713996424709292,0.14258332468247775,0.0,0.0,0.08976627794701945,0.0,0.1163716932396677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259737286282756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186632410527202,0.16765823882847328,0.0,0.0,0.10724842528389786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27197432082014805,0.0,0.06130633080213485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573036841712849,0.2479564457647013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429892526712953,0.0,0.0,0.12897614452371034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146547086194582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566533384724936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050135317821832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462612952039765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576124691154192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517226405922882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375126554917744,0.0,0.21364742600446487,0.24482651047406556,0.0,0.12044983532318487,0.09706648159416853,0.0,0.0,0.23923070126707385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370944054684466,0.0,0.0,0.3680138816660084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803271104882728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518798967789209,0.0,0.0,0.13684608061252013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966748806835411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921132802215986,0.09314058574513433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877717218686947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542634415532922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258332468247775,0.07556437480214377
socialanxiety,Constipation666,2019/10/20,"I hate public transport I hate crossing roads, I hate looking at people, I hate having to talk to the staff when there’s an issue, and I hate my own reactions to all of this. After even the smallest ‘mishap’ (like me messing up), I want to stay inside and without contact for a week but at the same time, I have to go attend classes. 
It would be normal for everyone else but I feel so ashamed. And then I also feel so ‘wrong’ and alien. I could be just standing there and I feel like people are looking at me and I’m constantly messing up. I’m just naturally sorry and embarrassed all the time.",1.814215686274508,4.043261563025212,3.3497689075630284,88.70907913165269,80.42857142857143,5.64733893557423,24.202380952380953,6.816661863887847,0.9208817927170873,462,17,92,5,12,152,71,119,0.182,0.7809999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.948,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,12,5,2,6,0,7,0,0,0,2,22,21,14,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,10,0,0,0,5,14,2,15,17,4,19,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,9,67,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571865221775685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156372151730336,0.0,0.11553328676313103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088049131889707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557473171367567,0.0,0.0,0.13826957754581093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194980140749408,0.10337559786747567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223784732331367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7143195159045616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103196552704845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138880540172788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430275535259293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177786795058686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063718733217709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619827631048424,0.0,0.15423376532531086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630650409950714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875455090057342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853493686142391,0.0,0.11607173277872478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948818519929554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027926066563843,0.15820962553622844,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fallen_Drake,2019/10/20,Making friends but never contacting them again or trying to build a relationship. How many of yall done this before.,5.127142857142856,7.980685761904766,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,72.33333333333333,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.2406,95,3,15,2,2,30,21,21,0.0,0.898,0.102,0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459468942248977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41604515412670573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141020529131887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713774689915672,0.41218121129568025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135589500396029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364860706283622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27602298787525703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ksenisan00,2019/10/20,"Have been working in retail for 6 years. Apparently I have had social anxiety the whole time So, this is a discovery that I have recently made. Sorry if this is a bit long. 

 I've worked in retail for 6 years now, all for the same company, mostly while I was going to college and university. It is a type of store where sales are not commision driven, but instead we have to talk to every single person that walks in and just try to engage and connect and that sort of thing. I have always been an introvert, and was never good at sales pitching, but I was capable of making little conversations and whatnot and eventually the sales part improved through training and mimicing what other people were doing. 

During summers when I had no school, and after I finished my education and was available for full time, I couldn't really work more than 30 hours per week without feeling drained. I always thought it was because I am an introvert and not a super chatty person around strangers usually, so i just needed extra time to recharge.

About 2 months ago I got a different, full time job that is directly related to my education, and it is more of an office + other duties type of job, but definitely not retail. I stayed at my retail job as casual.

I use a galaxy fit watch (same thing as a FitBit essentially) that measures my heart beat and steps n stuff. Usually when i am at my office job my heart bmp is around 70-80.

Now, I have worked at the retail place 4 times since I got  my new job. Every time I work, by bmp was like 100-110. I was pretty confused about this, and thought that maybe it's caffeine? But today I had a LOT less caffeine than normal, and my heart was still going at 100-110 bpm.

This, to me, is a confirmation that I still have social anxiety, even though i got so used to my retail job. I though that after the first year or so I got over it because i wasn't shy anymore and had no problem talking to people, but turns out I've been anxious this whole time without realizing! No wonder retail was so god damn draining and I couldn't do it full-time without hating my life.

Anyway, I just wanted to share this with you guys. I kind of wonder if this is a normal/common thing too?",4.901886973180076,5.786859916666671,5.871044061302682,79.50250000000003,69.04629629629629,8.36602809706258,28.09099616858237,8.53829466247534,2.0163978927203066,1732,57,327,26,29,573,208,432,0.075,0.82,0.105,0.9425,8,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,1,0,9,25,11,2,1,18,0,40,4,3,4,2,64,60,37,0,8,17,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,28,22,0,1,6,1,11,5,13,4,0,1,26,2,41,7,46,32,16,57,0,0,1,0,11,18,1,9,34,243,69,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355679176025784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193185376362499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969899867664754,0.08099940348777207,0.07110609080969146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765453041350902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741402701529924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827668187499208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491014081801042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04735647926195848,0.0,0.12081891288888845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03625314266369579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060987088949413876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149632944786707,0.060137676251208264,0.22937679569126146,0.0,0.0,0.07099323148753184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078786774455832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25489079749629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060902159917856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269008582211994,0.0,0.0,0.07466342151015999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064308770103332,0.03502848457340703,0.07186118236627999,0.0,0.06345131317021123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095588201878562,0.0,0.06784327865954692,0.047859604861663664,0.0,0.07203123074154515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05722941662863298,0.0,0.0,0.053163861803625284,0.0552986491675175,0.06924729122612816,0.0,0.0,0.14049949276385865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776429741919992,0.0,0.09941404627259202,0.12520951251023044,0.07491014081801042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729436068411277,0.0,0.06860621054057896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593218235260331,0.0,0.0707940617981157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256316368563523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931011109890336,0.0,0.0,0.14617609742713836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026110274366148,0.0,0.07642153923071633,0.11451774574640275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207814218613206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525779776018112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290078638394027,0.0,0.14088770569173395,0.1138419124852496,0.2926576341233101,0.0,0.06796221962076597,0.0,0.0,0.048678879575135545,0.07798786707457278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384974178285466,0.15793252439850858,0.0,0.04228989746903072,0.0,0.0575125716565181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009863092105545,0.0,0.207345683254483,0.15550890230773726,0.26098844211790817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851531623569954
socialanxiety,hsjskal,2019/10/20,"I feel lost socially I need to get some stuff off my chest. So today is homecoming and it's my senior year. I'm not going because I was not invited by anyone to go.  I am really down because I feel it's too late even though I'm 17. 

      I thought high school was the best time of your life.  You went to all the dances parties, and got good grades.  For me, I have the grades but not the social life.  I just went to my first football game for my high school yesterday and I had a blast.  But now I just feel terrible because I haven't gone to a single dance and I am a senior
   How can I expand socially? I am a senior with an average reputation.",0.1770833333333357,2.250352933823532,2.6092352941176493,92.50439215686278,85.83823529411767,6.273725490196076,19.36078431372549,7.554174236665415,0.5396231372549019,493,14,113,9,15,169,81,136,0.047,0.8759999999999999,0.077,0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,3,8,4,0,0,9,0,10,3,1,1,1,20,25,9,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,3,0,7,4,2,0,1,9,3,21,2,12,16,4,21,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,10,77,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070868201585431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28007849359956466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072264593386615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115486668630398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323134154137737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302702597069838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001513621674389,0.0,0.17407861541228045,0.12845588858844365,0.12248893683973568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32362512197502696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276112788344622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635032269368784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718253292452806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355961078793253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981125255698842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099942083259222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683548231966322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753213849528545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504701923484714,0.1215848777213666,0.08930364643970028,0.0,0.14516934900112727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839452348859696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862429644404808
socialanxiety,dumbguts,2019/10/20,"How to not be embarrassed when I get a question wrong after teacher calls on me? If a teacher calls on me in class and I get her question wrong, I get embarrassed and think about it for the rest of the day. It sucks, but that's my mentality at the moment. The fear of getting questions wrong is also the reason why I don't raise my hand in class, even when I have a burning question. 

Does anyone have any tips to stop being so embarrassed about this? Or how to motivate myself to raise my hand in class when needed?",3.4118269230769243,4.820748067307697,4.34346153846154,87.07653846153849,73.13461538461539,7.123076923076923,25.5,7.645422480735847,1.2404269230769236,405,13,83,5,8,131,63,104,0.212,0.7090000000000001,0.079,-0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,1,4,8,0,6,2,2,4,0,17,13,12,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,2,12,0,16,11,1,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,6,7,61,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495268616713022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775141153661833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050972522733888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935590798735335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270352166087872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579206673097368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494210250146652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617528937436963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004029569004409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486097640735632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106584967788943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6441084148695321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779362275730978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201771117857596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210588093885763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970734823214355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714872084405737,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TerribleNoGoodName,2019/10/20,"I feel like I can't create real relationships I feel that every single person that could be called a friend doesn't know the real me, and everyone that I have shown myself to has always ended badly. I'll make a comment and be talking about something and someone will take offense or misunderstand and it always ends up with the  I feel that I constantly have to put up a mask and imitate everyone around me, otherwise I'd just make a fool of myself or be taken out of context and look like an asshole. Or maybe I am an asshole and the only way I can get people to keep interacting with me is to constantly lie about who I am as a person? I feel like I'll never be truly loved if all I do is put up this act constantly, but the thought of trying to be myself and ending up alone and isolated is equally as terrifying. I don't know what to do or how I can fix myself to interact with people like a normal person, if anyone has any advice I would really appreciate it.

​

TL;DR: I can only function in relationships by mimicking how others interact and if I try to be myself I mess everything up",6.4265233785822025,5.872599914027152,7.984355203619912,70.62081636500756,65.69683257918552,10.805580693815987,31.99132730015083,10.317481424215053,3.2610539969834083,875,30,160,19,12,307,113,221,0.121,0.8109999999999999,0.068,-0.8623,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,0,12,0,26,1,0,4,2,43,41,22,0,6,9,0,4,4,1,2,0,0,0,3,10,15,0,1,7,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,2,5,25,6,27,30,3,19,0,0,1,1,14,8,0,7,11,125,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540688593233798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171821300693756,0.0,0.0,0.17950882489524395,0.1168744059790209,0.13107083577899847,0.07335360822030564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542347359244943,0.0,0.0,0.0960249563942082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006486827317753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014479175316028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496993848755363,0.0,0.08612343239434139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866158009731003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088303254236416,0.2061440637168985,0.09694436593601354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181642238411932,0.1541211466166876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333817347320112,0.0,0.056356323817486786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587760234976453,0.0,0.0,0.11856232905160398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079447429376327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058154434299298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735464250288038,0.0,0.1440048059398587,0.0,0.10836741584607414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319407635230393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568726094056564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407620966246486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956350436407576,0.2825572568397289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687328886166235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24555369148778944,0.06910269135317422,0.0,0.0,0.2316186827515956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139579427688156,0.08304168194181287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110294599112848,0.08669982152738884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563475692416571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646992232487624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562021152015181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766259868306141,0.0,0.13107083577899847,0.0
socialanxiety,JahnoMano,2019/10/20,"A very drawn out sentence Anybody else feel insecure about how people think of you but you cant try and tell them because your social anxiety makes you not want to speak about such a subject and your regular anxiety continues to get worse because its left untreated and then some other fuckin primal instinct from the woobahockey tribe or some shit makes it so that you dont want to talk to anybody about it because you dont want to put your troubles on to them or is that just me?


Or is that just the entirety of this sub and I'm oblivious?",8.506168224299062,6.830583728971965,7.9746915887850465,76.00371962616823,62.17757009345794,11.924485981308413,38.22242990654205,10.793553405168565,3.9148557009345786,437,18,85,9,5,138,69,107,0.20199999999999999,0.787,0.011000000000000001,-0.9644,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,8,2,0,8,4,2,1,4,0,5,2,1,3,0,22,14,11,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,2,11,0,14,14,2,6,0,0,0,1,14,3,2,5,2,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995691501711859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580690722146329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589464955788464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356371273294415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900111459367432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229612856037401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273459003193101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613927443075089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574135459861375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968305980226115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098335160628025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19959092521283966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737463852060685,0.17113567198187032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254591517327911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293367087691735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615534684269422,0.3464593696876017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995344112629636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,I_Am_The_Joker_,2019/10/20,"Anyone else feel insecure about being too boring as a person? I'm a 23 year old male, and I've struggled with social anxiety pretty much my entire life. I want to start online dating (I've never even made a profile before) but I have this huge insecurity holding me back. Basically for most of my adult life I've had no friends and I've never had a girlfriend. My entire life for the past 5 years has pretty much just been work and school. I don't really have any memories or funny stories to share with anyone. I have a few somewhat interesting hobbies (piano, drawing/art, etc), but not much else outside of that. I can't remember the last time I went out to hang out with friends.

I have this deep seated belief that I'm a really boring person, and my deep, monotone voice doesn't help much. To be honest I feel like I have no value as a person outside of my career. What can I do to try to overcome this belief? I really feel like it's weighing me down. My worst fear is that I'll go on a date with a girl and she'll reject me for being 'too quiet' or too bland.",3.3719691780821925,4.456178214611871,5.104289383561646,82.84629708904113,72.78995433789954,7.301484018264841,23.73316210045662,7.645422480735847,1.1064723744292235,835,22,167,10,16,285,123,219,0.14800000000000002,0.67,0.182,0.8812,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,7,15,0,4,11,0,19,4,0,1,2,30,29,11,0,1,6,0,3,2,3,1,3,2,0,6,8,11,1,1,6,0,0,3,8,8,0,0,5,5,21,7,23,20,9,22,2,1,0,0,13,7,0,4,14,110,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08602924101551,0.0,0.09677766949526916,0.0,0.0,0.1769135655447039,0.12962158672372906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972762357772526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764831813687777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21136108205057166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108897998214812,0.08355681918268985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235578251082134,0.19189753969662476,0.180753552409484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547831348625452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189696288506071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479511630248163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312026096038324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680673513637389,0.12361006550142632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970418105533305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719894222501912,0.0,0.1951403187715004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327480362435963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076544667236107,0.0,0.3313836488634712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257406625760433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431312746629271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433080079872313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803205056409428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289581693139315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895424544694881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322528037034298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376737157943603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589009153691297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746172302321648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727345122568245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209875567897573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293299126281374
socialanxiety,opppacc,2019/10/20,"How many of you read daily? Ive been thinking about staring to read to improve on the depth of my conversations with people. If you read what do you read, how often and does it help you with anything?",3.841166666666666,5.205561450000005,4.3599999999999985,87.55166666666668,72.0,6.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.8433333333333333,158,5,32,1,3,50,30,40,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,8,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,0,24,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484294660839093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656629009112608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055790905801775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277292094768034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557230786719137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8987222928816361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439272903469059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hellome29,2019/10/20,contacting old online friend  I havent spoken to her in like 4 years and and im scared its going to be awkward. I also dont really know what to say. Every time i try to send her a message i chicken out. How can I calm down?,-1.0609333333333308,0.8754098399999997,2.291999999999998,93.47266666666668,90.6,4.933333333333334,16.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.28606666666666625,172,4,40,2,6,62,39,50,0.095,0.737,0.168,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,3,7,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566059420473596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760665110006997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27035347151988204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790947086964324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236230616163066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466031967439911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634610308388524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567647345943331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33670738034527065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556260036755594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551749865156968,0.32125475718904833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871064849041505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785503226534209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663484828977025
socialanxiety,MightNotMakeIt12,2019/10/20,"Overcoming I used to have really bad social anxiety, but what helped me overcome it was working in the food and bev industry as a waiter and eventually a bartender.. at first I would have to do deep breathing exercises and even would almost have a panic attack before work every day but after facing my fears of talking to people it slowly got better and better and interactions with people I don’t know are a whole lot more comfortable. So anyone with social anxiety maybe try facing your fears by working as a server it forces you to have to talk to people and after doing it over and over you will eventually get more used to it.",18.548250000000003,8.399881991666671,16.825000000000006,45.68000000000002,54.08333333333334,19.333333333333336,52.5,13.5591,6.7849999999999975,509,15,83,10,3,171,76,120,0.159,0.748,0.09300000000000001,-0.7858,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,6,2,8,1,3,6,0,12,5,3,2,0,18,17,12,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,8,3,19,12,4,9,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,2,4,67,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729237787014174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505146324902248,0.0,0.0,0.102850835843861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733950652720356,0.0,0.0,0.12281649917262473,0.0,0.0,0.12516529711528598,0.0,0.0,0.2601835853390552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948628072251202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715352993914354,0.0,0.12393218471368225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310410069089962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511721868875803,0.17786542245466133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768500141088181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764369804744525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985933278811668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083845825269116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505319654191868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777467500679758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258192603343134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059272671271288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423153331731222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998855505962993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364555406129745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986648200863966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540822245187775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422406579641274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212563368760535,0.0,0.0,0.20898127380010545,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,franga10,2019/10/20,"Some guy laughed at me at the bar I went to a bar by myself last night because i'm lonely and have no friends/no one to talk to.

I was at the bar and felt a bit awkward so jsut walked around and danced abit on the dance floor. Then i went to the bar to get a drink and the guy next to me (he didn't realise i saw him) pointed at me and said somethig to his friend and laughed. i felt real bad so went home",-0.3970410628019323,1.1812410108695666,1.2227536231884066,104.502922705314,84.54347826086956,4.088888888888889,18.917874396135264,3.1291,-1.0236705314009664,311,8,84,0,9,100,55,92,0.105,0.7959999999999999,0.099,0.1027,0,2,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,11,12,9,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,7,5,0,2,7,0,6,2,3,0,1,9,4,11,3,14,3,2,18,0,1,1,0,8,8,0,1,4,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679119779763113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748999786931758,0.11498113017585725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592441867087044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477599873313733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622099651363676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572750745515758,0.0,0.09854627545801696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735273282785152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920145121240095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537506471165532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059973470132528,0.17700729093987508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781393679178055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178307067237918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469109482244209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942101466004098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160578113769502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5245584770911504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,introgirl9,2019/08/08,"I feel like I stopped developing mentally and social at age 8 because I had to take care of my sick mother & my biggest regret. I want to share my story in hopes to gain some outside perspective. It is a very long story, so I will try to touch on the most important points 

Around when I turned 7 or 8 years old my mom started acting not like herself. She stopped eating dinners with us, she stopped working. She could barely get out of bed. I would ask her if she was sick and she would always tell me it’s something she can’t explain. 

I was always worried sick about her, I loved my mom so much and I hated seeing her like that. The mom I once knew quickly disappeared. We took her to countless specialists and hospitals. She went through electroconculsive therapy. 

Every time we would go, it would be a different diagnosis. We couldn’t really pinpoint what it was, but probably a mixture of things. She basically thought there was a blockage in her throat preventing her from swallowing or digesting anything, even water. There was another time she had a feeding tube put in her stomach.  I also feel like she was bipolar.. or some sort of major depressive disorder. There was one time she forgot who I was. Another time she would stay up all night looking at furniture catalogs and order thousands of dollars of random office furniture because she wanted to start some sort of “business”. 

She was also very specific with food. She would only chew and taste but never swallow. And other times she would go to 7-11 and buy endless snacks and junk food to binge eat which always ended in a crying, emotional fit.. 

I wanted anything for her not to be in pain. I truly believed her when she said she had a blockage in her throat no matter what the doctors said. She would always complain the doctors would only stare at the data and never even look at her like a human.

I did everything for her. I became her ride or die.. And every time she was admitted to another hospital, I would be there until visiting hours ended everyday.

There was one time, I must have been about 10 or 11. she decided she wanted to move out with me from the house into a small one bedroom apartment. I don’t know her specific reason, but she just told me she wanted to be away from dad and my siblings and be alone with me. (I have a younger brother and sister as well,poor things) 

We stayed there for about 6-7 months until one day I found her passed out in the living room when I came home from school  and I had to call an ambulance for her.

During those 6 or 7 months were the worst of it I think.  We moved in during summer break so I didn’t have school for a few months. My mom hated seeing me eat, so I would secretly eat in the bathroom when she was asleep. She also had trouble sleeping so she would always make me stay up with her. She got so weak at one point she couldn’t make it to the bathroom and I had to clean up for her.

Every day, every minute I was worried I would lose her. I couldn’t imagine life without her. 

It sounds chaotic but it was a distinct cycle for my mom-

Her weight would become dangerously low, so she would have to go live at the hospital. There they would help her gain weight, get her on medication, therapy etc. When she would be healthy enough she would come home. Everything would be fine for a little while. But eventually she would stop taking her medicine. Start restricting and binging again. 

And then the cycle starts all over again for years. 


Well when I turned 13 years old, she was healthy enough to come home from the hospital again.  At this point you could say we were all exhausted of this illness. 

This time was no different, she did the exact same as before. Slowly stopping her medication. Her weight became dangerously low. My sister and I would take turns massaging her feet and legs all day because she would lose circulation. 

One night I was in my room, and I heard my mom calling for me to come massage her because her legs were hurting. She called me over and over and I guess I ignored her out of pure laziness. I felt angry at her for being sick. I don’t know why I had to ignore her.

I decided to take a shower instead. During the middle of my shower my sister comes to me crying saying something is wrong with mom. 

After that it was all a blur. 

I am 25 years old now and I feel that I am just beginning to grieve over her after 12 years. I feel that I stopped developing mentally and socially at the age of 8 and I don’t know who I am. I have no personality. I am depressed and always anxious. I have no friends because I always felt I couldn’t relate to my peers. I spent my life after my mom passed running away from everything and finding one distraction after another. I ran away from home as soon as I turned 18 because I couldn’t bear the thought of home without mom. I broke my dad and siblings’ heart and I pushed them away. I still don’t completely understand why I pushed them away so hard. 

I spoke with them for the first time this year in almost 7 years, it’s a huge step but reality is crashing down hard on me right now. I realize now more than ever it will be a long and hard journey that is worth it, for the sake of my family. They are all I have. 

After all of these years, I am finally trying to face everything that I’ve been running away from and damn it’s scary.  I miss my mom more than ever.",3.2734188034188065,5.206524361823366,4.168441595441596,86.01591025641028,74.61253561253562,7.187122507122508,25.375213675213672,8.021203637495839,1.487137435897436,4215,144,831,66,90,1356,389,1053,0.157,0.782,0.06,-0.9988,4,2,2,0,0,0,104.0,7,1,5,6,47,38,5,1,37,0,96,44,10,3,15,175,166,70,2,38,19,17,13,5,1,25,16,7,12,2,33,56,18,11,24,0,4,26,21,26,1,9,51,26,179,12,129,74,21,167,0,11,5,1,128,58,1,18,83,599,212,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031989721500594565,0.033086852985925494,0.0,0.07664261326202744,0.1860738440665644,0.03461392895897019,0.0,0.0,0.13399441274799162,0.0,0.03609035748856677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257835757978657,0.028439083741858412,0.029865587002680088,0.0,0.18008825962804298,0.0,0.0,0.11684543399039875,0.03528230715061483,0.02718404749896321,0.03599267166130518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786258928996344,0.03653818988340187,0.032571500765422326,0.0,0.0,0.11007603643283456,0.03349520992161871,0.0,0.0,0.051013228185057234,0.0,0.07018327693156015,0.06180838739472917,0.0,0.05503080348479464,0.0,0.033155336665396745,0.06675441164326616,0.03661336104665455,0.06539702200010084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075663815136498,0.0,0.03593541872176511,0.05659008568669315,0.06601837617380321,0.03562869908044645,0.04220061364333362,0.05779472542946139,0.10766493504358338,0.0,0.11484551702736084,0.0,0.030116238342557063,0.0,0.06461227231207009,0.0456450526989001,0.0613471394643568,0.03499573777585205,0.029198445946732637,0.02717360557727617,0.07725946734224909,0.03502759679722444,0.024681722161561344,0.0,0.033381368190352353,0.0,0.054467654151741096,0.0,0.02555046765662072,0.0,0.035192579474357694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585314287511141,0.06308094486498701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03785665739944085,0.0214130095958936,0.0,0.1602243026364001,0.031729999884559434,0.03146078516265847,0.03686187546314607,0.03419929962270494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052670745155345526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04512939752034225,0.0780370271941479,0.0320187019839184,0.05641854215607878,0.05654314666101536,0.05365388794266852,0.07147973703168871,0.0,0.0,0.02883288818619133,0.0,0.04264896219833874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436530743316049,0.06438894796192747,0.0,0.0,0.3741525692971527,0.07649797465365142,0.06790797002125733,0.02348429194848908,0.0,0.04927809171809088,0.0,0.0,0.059959095600300535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005671705353968,0.034021890982063534,0.1515340303249597,0.048593378657540334,0.033993239573620826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02789437867987244,0.0,0.0,0.09059906883461978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034443640252384035,0.0,0.0,0.03211497226819398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02046569246137404,0.032846236857001825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027282065161045047,0.060776715544211775,0.05081014531366826,0.0,0.0646629581244091,0.05091431570964052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031969487846066215,0.0651306970825458,0.0,0.04918782440499876,0.0,0.0,0.0904473521779414,0.10215188823258868,0.025512449504621348,0.1602518080900163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607891778817784,0.0,0.027922576139128203,0.0,0.07306702291083217,0.0,0.04244755923231201,0.02046997377016997,0.0,0.05072377254475752,0.1676539114438688,0.0,0.0,0.030526170024303575,0.03549364422161578,0.04337903960674847,0.13899411014388813,0.0,0.033257346254572565,0.03842760562239268,0.0,0.0,0.05271827866687456,0.09421412085106047,0.0,0.0,0.11670638674225042,0.05744733013472648,0.029614648177156925,0.05765334393517853,0.0,0.0,0.0615904110412789,0.0,0.02325737171099381,0.06488627339645438,0.0,0.4992639896789984,0.034928391438819636,0.0,0.16457955870725874
socialanxiety,petheexoxo,2019/08/08,"What to do when feeling anxious? Hey people of reddit, do you have any tips for what to do when you are feeling extremely anxious and don't want to do anything but would love to just find yourself a girl and be happy?",7.9818181818181815,5.8391917272727305,7.7399999999999975,78.755,63.54545454545455,9.70909090909091,37.90909090909091,7.1686216300943375,2.7797636363636364,172,7,34,1,2,55,31,44,0.078,0.6629999999999999,0.26,0.9118,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,0,0,9,13,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,6,11,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,26,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201553804439192,0.0,0.0,0.6696674913775625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439018291268137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29972506039276026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708929948320153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155102255832919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675014774643521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054779174550029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748171488261357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105453233906828,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SpaceBoy27,2019/08/08,"It’s nice to win one I’m 17 currently turning 18 soon and I’ve been dealing with debilitating anxiety since I was 15, slowly making strides towards getting better and today I went to my old highschool and was able to talk to the people at the office and get my official transcripts from them. As well as that I then went to this huge college campus and submitted my transcripts and then figured out where to talk to counselors. I got a meeting with one after waiting in a group of strangers and I talked to them about what I need to do to start taking classes. This whole day has been extremely difficult but I’m glad I did it and I’m surprised I got through it :D",3.4908680792891325,5.315741135338347,4.385604921394396,85.1552084757348,73.73684210526315,6.941626794258375,30.13602187286397,7.686295010490155,1.9730661654135344,533,24,103,7,11,172,86,133,0.025,0.8190000000000001,0.156,0.9466,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,4,7,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,16,22,13,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,9,0,13,6,23,13,1,17,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,9,71,20,6,0.19227458734535355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470895330405068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005124747835965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240012023580136,0.19822665680426094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009110720940228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075591042358133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834478008966296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256917021412974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175983535199046,0.0,0.2605804729812874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329898923695244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905152556283814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360929425549112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445665608160662,0.4636290902288202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225382672600235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913953799408727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287794527311928,0.35648093757160604,0.0,0.21466771024971548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kamytmts,2019/08/08,"Combination of being talkative and having social anxiety I talk a lot when I get nervous.

I get nervous in social situations.

So I talk a lot in social situations!

So basically my social anxiety goes through the roof after I’ve removed myself from the social situation! I keep thinking about things I’ve said, things others have said. I end up laying in bed and crying about it. 

Oh how I wish I could just escape to somewhere far far away...",3.6756927710843392,6.212803963855425,5.800828313253014,71.95256777108438,75.6265060240964,8.005421686746987,27.24246987951807,8.841846274778883,2.66680843373494,351,14,57,8,8,122,53,83,0.142,0.8029999999999999,0.055,-0.7081,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,10,11,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,10,0,12,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,3,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146092373460875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237123181488578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513119613790774,0.0,0.1446380108689973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662432685511626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375887506605444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703814789582972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238895240012171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505047819878207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440222144856487,0.0,0.6711267188134427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166959301813404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749570781538904,0.08437156023777921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141892078344005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jordan32657,2019/08/08,"Has anyone taken Buspar? I've been on it for two days now Hi everyone, so has anyone taken Buspar? I've heard really good things from some and bad things from others.  My general anxiety and social anxiety has been gradually getting worse as I've aged and I thought it was time to get some help (I'm 23 btw).  I've had no side effects yet thankfully, and I was curious what everyone else's experiences have been with the drug. How long did it take for it to start? And did it actually make you less anxious? Thanks everyone!",2.1832744924977945,4.672965262135925,4.21521624007061,81.51925860547222,80.84466019417476,8.405648720211827,23.92674315975287,9.095868883498916,2.293998058252428,414,15,80,12,11,141,69,103,0.134,0.745,0.121,0.4515,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,3,0,13,24,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,12,1,4,3,9,12,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,7,49,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.1699686678078607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664852174706835,0.1967670071179016,0.0,0.2435729762535718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542798797442202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112327800265371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198650622980324,0.0,0.14550000069447566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992920712706094,0.0,0.1703755620047769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199741896148228,0.0,0.0,0.14608886067613966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674513927731707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413848068755154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626247607979705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158030383865536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775484260649827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328123097305392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095714766953834,0.0,0.0,0.3207119773283431,0.0,0.0,0.23142688991783594,0.0,0.0,0.13827467511956593,0.10156224137298364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701426582053401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749815342437786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JKPieGuy,2019/08/08,"Social Opinion: Which in your opinion, is worse to encounter from experience?
Having your Barber or Hair Stylist trying to make conversation with you, or the Hygienist/ Dentist making Small Talk?",10.629677419354842,12.637957290322586,8.725967741935486,60.10895161290327,56.741935483870975,10.070967741935485,41.30645161290322,10.125756701596842,4.932083870967744,160,8,19,3,2,48,27,31,0.10300000000000001,0.897,0.0,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,2,0,7,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,4,0,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019064418753284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5485133846077831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188268278659665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302390655679908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789514985743252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187082375125648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,notanonion1,2019/08/08,"Has this ever happened to you? Advice? 24F. I have always had really bad social anxiety. Throughout my teenage to young adult years (around 17-22) I decided to take a stand and fight it. I purposely put myself in situations that forced me to be outgoing. I made “friends” in college but they were more like acquaintances. And these people mentally and physically drained me when I would hang out with them.

Eventually, all of that trying to be outgoing became exhausting for me because that’s not who I am on the inside. After I graduated undergrad I did an entire 180 and now I find myself becoming increasingly more shy and alone. It feels like my social anxiety gets worse each day. 

I now have no friends because of this. I get my social exposure from work via small chit chat. I’m wondering if I give off a presence that I don’t want to be talked to or I’m just boring. 

I live alone in an introverts paradise and I’m noticing that I’m not leaving unless I have work or to go get groceries/things I need because I’m scared of the social interactions and it’s getting worse. 

I am perfectly content with my life and how it’s going however I would love to be more social. I have yet to have a friend that didn’t absolutely drain me from the social aspect.

Any advice or sharing similar experiences would be appreciated!",3.63638479972612,5.9190995984251975,5.162625813077714,77.71878295104416,74.66929133858268,8.669359808284835,28.36631290653886,9.318704503766252,2.8161939746662097,1054,44,191,27,23,354,147,254,0.152,0.6729999999999999,0.175,0.9132,1,2,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,1,2,3,8,13,1,1,8,0,21,3,0,2,3,36,41,16,0,6,9,0,1,2,3,3,2,0,0,1,14,13,0,0,4,1,0,5,5,5,0,0,5,1,32,8,27,28,6,23,0,0,0,1,21,8,0,5,11,130,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730661166392652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091205130914993,0.0,0.0,0.08400371021915287,0.0,0.0,0.06865373055685449,0.0,0.1544625517328618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089872490842199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429427466600987,0.1846260289461888,0.11149827663463513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651084470058351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132073274642094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875461126872226,0.0,0.0,0.05104652724019797,0.07212318473248956,0.0,0.0,0.0922722085484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23399570841338946,0.0,0.21098195245804136,0.0968464604988354,0.11475155794707588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927530267415483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689812081002033,0.0,0.0,0.071308404345517,0.09864427525892136,0.0,0.08914624253153007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111698193193248,0.09552727067788654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174018242946743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485780046513131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493939093114908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999037115469249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148894307809823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467517642303289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107484562264553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347908567764145,0.0,0.6174732663923679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590655642622808,0.08114483160244908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854268539711625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059546628085841775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948277631244596,0.14699474463260756,0.0,0.20576614317315053,0.21514932862153927,0.0,0.0,0.06501253265132755
socialanxiety,Eyesee33,2019/08/08,Anyone Try Taking Buspirone Only Once A Day? I've been taking this drug sparingly no more than 7.5mg a day and before 3 p.m. I found that if i spread out the dosage throughout the morning and afternoon it messed with my sleep so I tried taking the 7.5mg all at once at 2pm and I slept like 10hours and felt great in the morning then I took half of 7.5mg this morning and can feel it's anti anxiety effects this drug does work quickly and works pretty good for my social anxiety and depression but sometimes you do feel spacey which is why I don't want to increase my dose or start taking it more than once or twice a day because I feel like I'll become dependant and ultimately drugs are tools to help improve your life. I feel like just in general taking any sort of drug more than once a day will cause greater withdrawal symptoms and side effects on the body so if you can take something as little as possible and still have great benefits then that would be the best option but has anyone experimented with dosing and time of day? I heard and read studies that taking this medicine at night with melatonin has greater benefits but I'm wondering how it would affect sleep which is more important than any drug itself and what toll does it have on the body I already get super dehydrated taking only 7.5mg and ultimately just don't want to disrupt my sleep pattern as it is already hard for me to sleep throughout the night without having racing thoughts and what not.,11.161133987963254,7.465546038327527,9.880228064618311,70.69697814380744,59.0,12.805701615457716,41.42191954387077,10.230975488527342,4.0698041811846695,1191,44,224,17,11,372,152,287,0.054000000000000006,0.762,0.184,0.9931,0,0,6,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,6,7,12,0,0,12,0,19,16,7,6,1,52,43,30,0,6,11,0,6,3,0,3,9,1,0,0,18,19,0,0,10,1,0,2,5,2,0,2,7,7,18,10,28,32,9,26,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,8,17,138,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225500598956566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999877495978616,0.0,0.11248014361085684,0.0,0.0,0.1028091674606288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044815095994022336,0.08119341566955768,0.06255729419117245,0.0,0.07715123764094686,0.0,0.0,0.16332095391831492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552189868950651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706093766215264,0.0,0.06331982320340993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866991352838333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262801412367819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191343618970536,0.0,0.0,0.148689003267099,0.10504068572443337,0.07058755785732464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060726342305398,0.0,0.0,0.03840943977285508,0.0,0.0,0.061662317275090014,0.0,0.16210483545255658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065856520155555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492766921798457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192701707606443,0.10774963371091134,0.0736830436933225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798087952309868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131715309408753,0.0,0.11182552136648267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287902952213494,0.0,0.07479291034522928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353659143278185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942791585989912,0.07494101418165104,0.0,0.056596744874813025,0.07270989292315004,0.0,0.0520354963625621,0.0,0.05871052900635565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764119969850534,0.44220325364526747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05836404534110558,0.042868177092526535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167975514216974,0.09982602268898276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672410501441702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633738404473002,0.0,0.0,0.07086747223737505,0.07972572163534514,0.1070420616571967,0.0,0.0,0.10444830417745686,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JussStop,2019/08/08,"Been working at a new job for 3 weeks I've probably talked to 3 people for more than a minute in that time. I'm the weirdo who never says anything and it fucking sucks when some people say something then add ""he probably hears me too"" next to me and I just go on working OR standing there silently to myself. 

Why the fuck can't people just mind their own fucking business?",2.5159428571428606,4.6435284800000005,3.2205714285714286,91.056,77.53333333333333,5.352380952380952,25.380952380952376,6.1826913282559595,0.7622952380952377,296,11,59,2,7,93,59,75,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.8439,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,2,5,4,4,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,9,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,9,8,3,12,0,0,0,3,7,3,4,2,7,36,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712058932827726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958372910916407,0.0,0.0,0.1016047127498914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20149789222941167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741142194628534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805166912209265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788604719226866,0.17266669999511172,0.19013440619520292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718303272036071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855098474578468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843458360622539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763346835735468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436964770431728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424797236046378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340641749776387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132101356757048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26030773039313354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lulukins1994,2019/08/08,"I feel like I have a developmental disability whenever I try to talk to someone I'm 25 years old (F), but when I try to have a conversation with someone, things that a 7 year old would say come out of my mouth. There is one guy at my job that's kind of a class clown. He's easy to talk to so I try to have a conversation with him to practice. But everytime I do, the best thing that comes out of my mouth at 2:30PM is fucking ""Good Morning!"" in my annoyingly high pitched voice. I'm pretty sure everyone at my job thinks I'm a moron that has been dropped many times as a baby. I'll never have friends.",2.945004374453198,3.723644007874018,4.593648293963256,87.26182852143481,73.48818897637796,8.164129483814524,26.70953630796151,8.515128840125781,1.5050076990376198,467,16,110,8,9,158,77,127,0.059000000000000004,0.762,0.179,0.9485,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,3,0,8,0,10,3,2,0,2,13,18,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,3,12,6,19,16,1,17,0,0,0,1,9,7,1,0,8,63,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893883703742207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27734045643452404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538235242128118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139644955891621,0.11500432028378105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243729391374718,0.1488236439124541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502259313021694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593957533393673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008446888390455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31949611003569683,0.0,0.0,0.16763615444941096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864681702642598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320870312890126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415789023850606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33784337787433705,0.0,0.10908438124776412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16377478416057378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801795331171498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727960809622207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172197722809894,0.0,0.0,0.25877964866900044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389624542311944,0.1031496418766081,0.0,0.0,0.09386887631835028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327885061111401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435574838338987,0.0,0.0,0.20733200163649965
socialanxiety,MathUnderload,2019/08/08,"Anyone else struggle with one-on-one conversations with acquaintances, but fine in groups? I'm good when it's one-on-one with close friends, but I generally run out of things to say when talking with someone I'm not too familiar with. It then becomes awkward and then I start getting self-conscious and I start wondering if the other person even wants me around, etc. (I.e. I'm trying to make friends at work, but I'm not really getting anywhere, save for 1 or 2 people)

I just don't know how to be comfortable around people I don't talk to often, or just not care about what they're thinking, etc. This occasionally happens with close friends too.

When I'm in a group, It's easier to read the mood and adjust to it. Like, it doesn't matter if I can't think of anything to say at the time, I can wait a bit and someone else can fill the silence.",3.0764411027568954,4.746088093567256,4.078834586466169,87.57434210526317,74.49707602339181,6.9909774436090215,26.249373433583962,7.7094869923839395,1.3479303258145359,668,24,139,9,14,216,99,171,0.047,0.753,0.2,0.9841,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,13,12,0,2,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,40,25,17,0,3,12,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,9,15,0,1,5,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,0,2,8,9,24,24,3,19,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,6,9,82,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987131146036747,0.14634805216676747,0.11753839651146032,0.2543011577492297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774649489250672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559353260796775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562653335566905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386352724403033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318590412669335,0.09433905294417193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310544695059001,0.0,0.14924743453610972,0.0,0.0,0.11980053230772165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630568383996835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849661867976274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978039989935038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534133168887336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357304043683035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804316369942396,0.12471521335524305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287044644203808,0.0,0.09150170473683138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271711510813267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900471173447666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420418313194179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20219415807293312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493188033320657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296055714990817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489109735731384,0.1830416927669422,0.0,0.0,0.08328636778009996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697341248910576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424589282209022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489498793763332,0.10398324724514177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,magn6357,2019/08/08,"I fucking hate myself Me: Got a ticket to the movie theater as a Christmas gift (apparently someone likes me)

Movieticketcheckerman: lemme see your ticket

Me: *spends 20 seconds finding the ticket on my phone while sweating profusely

Movieticketcheckermans movieticketcheckermachine: BEEP

Movieticketcheckerman: Enjoy the movie!

Me: Thanks, you too!🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️",5.569210526315789,8.710568596491227,5.929166666666667,61.013750000000044,99.87719298245615,6.110526315789473,27.557017543859647,7.1686216300943375,2.676743859649123,298,13,39,6,12,95,43,57,0.07,0.715,0.21600000000000005,0.8121,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,9,3,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,2,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813668614767108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857489131315932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337198725317104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119565473798368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385150767474464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325011341672587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35354191367480897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841557192140645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,loes_ger,2019/08/08,"My social anxiety makes me lie Why do I fuck EVERYTHING up for myself??? I just started a new job 2 weeks ago, and for the first time in so long my anxiety was actually okay. Interacting with people scares me shitless but people actually seemed to like me and I really felt like I fit in. 

I was just walking home from work with a few co-workers and they started talking about drugs. In my mind I actually went (...fuck). They asked me about it and smartass me fucked up again. I have some weed experiences (smoking and edibles) but it was clear they meant more harddrugs and out of fear of not fitting in I panicked and lied. ""Ofcourse sometimes I use when I go out blah blah...""

WHAT? Me? Going out????

I immediately hated myself. I am terrible at lying, and now on top of the regular social anxiety I am extra anxious and hyperaware of what I say fearing people will know I lied about certain things. I was finally not too anxious of my everyday job, but I fucked myself in the arse once again.

Isn't life just wonderful.",2.57433673469388,5.0294814336734746,4.426897959183672,80.77881632653063,79.05102040816327,7.593469387755103,27.1469387755102,8.548686976883017,2.3213151020408174,795,34,148,18,20,269,115,196,0.281,0.621,0.09699999999999999,-0.993,2,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,3,3,12,13,5,3,5,1,10,6,0,2,2,33,28,14,0,0,8,0,1,4,0,1,2,1,1,0,5,14,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,9,0,1,7,2,33,4,26,20,4,33,0,0,0,4,9,15,4,3,16,107,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.3258804839744297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867352733004987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25546570659584,0.2515072467445136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406396724987242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908940072194536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004223357184854,0.10888687371936984,0.0,0.25051936572281586,0.0,0.0,0.1068793108188245,0.12193951886713568,0.0,0.09468399869725837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41163359345763695,0.0,0.0,0.12652511349858986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989995575730577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165745096985187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22092479462990225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117550051145694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862467503387639,0.108765217191016,0.0,0.0,0.09850976915016946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430324749770849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239584378994287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075081717325746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854623679817425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23151423333808135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131087528449613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852170388293959,0.11144516504216707,0.0,0.0,0.10133647789731284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269420898223491,0.0,0.0,0.110092819205395,0.0,0.1575778553094959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947032364526998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395236218514536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490834026259099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613992889011544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928972268734714,0.0,0.0,0.10318959335196043,0.1004439607126699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071575276966368,0.1620764639806865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,koul_24,2019/08/08,"Facing my fears Finally took some action to face my social anxiety and got a job at Sam's club. It's a good start for me since I've always been nervous/awkward around people. 
Next step is to face my public speaking fear. I probably have one of the worst cases when it come to this. I would drop classes in school if i knew they had presentations and would get panic attacks just thinking of a presentation 
I'm thinking about joining a support group and then a speech group such as toastmasters but I know it will be a while till i get there.",6.453611111111113,6.129305287037043,6.617037037037036,79.68166666666667,65.57407407407408,9.422222222222222,31.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,2.4373777777777783,433,15,85,6,6,139,82,108,0.135,0.8270000000000001,0.038,-0.775,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,1,3,7,0,8,3,3,0,0,15,20,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,1,0,4,0,5,0,1,5,2,10,2,12,11,2,17,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,9,55,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568716545009558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422455856746716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678312338318993,0.0,0.21447953380404028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240147869687033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42429622451599147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20652486216122548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699777465536755,0.0,0.0,0.15812960765794346,0.150784271065706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708644737499674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361088782496193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005032719346844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775247466683534,0.0,0.0,0.2211987581822845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070262365232116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032666978194963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908019284964987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559535582825283,0.0,0.0,0.19218209262498973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334421570209514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394105294958268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416041941110541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094632217048696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678519084262662,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shizuko_,2019/08/08,"Social anxiety makes me a dumb and clumsy person. So...I'm extremely insecure and I'm always worried abt what I think people are thinking of me omg. I'm always feeling like I'm not in this universe so when it happens to someone to talk to me I don't even know how to react, I get super shy, forget things easily, I say nonsense stuff etc etc. Another thing is that I end up looking like an arrogant person but actually I just don't know what to do. Does anyone know how to help me cope with that? 

This is my first post on Reddit ever. Sorry for the bad English too (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)",1.064615384615383,3.3757665726495745,3.552478632478632,85.62307692307694,84.12820512820514,5.993162393162392,21.820512820512814,7.321109707123232,1.0187743589743588,447,15,87,7,13,155,83,117,0.168,0.7290000000000001,0.10300000000000001,-0.7,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,4,1,18,19,7,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,10,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,11,3,12,19,2,8,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,0,6,57,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.16113734726609014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747930349488959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314706475101502,0.1263195198934987,0.0,0.0,0.11545864236453042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787176485335406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450125310894918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625098210755372,0.0,0.36831414326379536,0.10906294125527816,0.14936424379160648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349172975420123,0.11796472305280364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045451442086945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862705511520523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460187371713192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067923454352734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722437371787657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134263420041736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866269524573402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102216498117386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447629191985685,0.2883600706878338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814328754869522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131334867193653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683232724970367,0.13990915324394526,0.0,0.0,0.1848429627801217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890276418158347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272053394000033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194022910714188,0.21160977095372646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769158580302582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,helpless11,2019/08/08,"Pregabalin 25mg - significant side effects Hello, recently I started taking Lyrica 25mg once before a bed. I have been taking Lyrica only for 6 days but there are quite significant side effects in the daytime.

During a day I feel spaced out, confused and dizzy. My vision is kind of blurred and I have been having problems with concentration. It's almost impossible to concentrate on a simple task regardless of how hard I am trying.

As for anxiety, I feel a slight reduction but probably due to the fact I feel kind of detached/disconnected. Some other times I feel even more anxious, panicky.

​

My doctor advised me to take 25mg every other day before bed.

​

Has anyone had similar experiences with Lyrica with this dosage?

Can you tell if these side effects are only temporary and they will likely settle within a few days? I read that anti-anxiety effects start around 150mg so this is a very low dose compared to that.

​

Thanks for any advice you might have!",5.560633147113592,7.9656303519553076,6.137743016759777,72.31261080074489,69.50279329608938,8.348752327746741,30.369087523277468,9.029198982220553,3.0305326629422717,799,33,121,16,15,259,117,179,0.129,0.8140000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,5,5,7,0,1,8,0,16,2,0,5,1,28,26,9,0,3,3,0,5,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,8,8,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,15,4,19,21,3,19,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,6,10,79,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502223451314438,0.0,0.0,0.1076195691533526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34934372165758537,0.39177759397574746,0.07308592580795334,0.0,0.16443445249790548,0.12141489645159427,0.0,0.07514823781538198,0.0,0.0,0.09567454156667267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290471704346156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27724705351001083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000407320570713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098548604460729,0.0,0.0905513816531568,0.0,0.0,0.10513008009669612,0.0,0.0,0.2173680976908423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627548905574757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238350210257124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052506310469045935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401280579919425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144561777195828,0.0,0.1634774618070061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587502329352095,0.1028379912696291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431170368506095,0.10750296685827228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611749361714226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214113496222034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424209539513787,0.0,0.09393691075706333,0.09894751180205404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266888540060922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296771171761719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867720896741743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39177759397574746,0.0
socialanxiety,psychteam,2019/08/08,"Well, guess I'm never going to the Pet Store again. So, yesterday I went to a big name pet store to buy new plants for my fish tank. I decided to browse the rest of the store to look at the little animals they have there. My cellphone starts vibrating in my purse, so I put my plant under my arm, and open my purse to grab my phone just as an employee walks into the aisle. He scares the crap out of me, and I drop my plant. He asks if I need help finding anything and my only response is nervous laughter and saying ""you really scared me"" like 4 or 5x. Once he walks away, all I can think is that he must have thought I was trying to steal the plant. I hurry to the cashier to buy it, and I'm so frazzled by getting scared/thinking the employees think I'm a thief, that I put my ID into the credit card reader. Logically, I know that the next time I went, there would probably be different employees, but I think I'll be trekking two towns over for all of my fish needs.",6.2649253731343295,4.7546935273631865,6.63208457711443,83.31409701492538,66.46268656716418,10.229054726368163,31.0452736318408,9.120678840339163,2.2148742288557206,753,22,169,11,10,245,119,201,0.068,0.884,0.048,-0.4243,4,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,0,8,9,1,3,14,0,10,2,2,0,4,30,28,12,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,4,9,0,0,8,0,6,7,1,6,1,1,4,3,27,3,24,20,3,27,0,0,1,0,12,12,1,3,8,100,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027141681561144,0.0,0.147993680744595,0.0,0.14873263330831027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539489219047096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446877801963607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270775903948341,0.0,0.08996830386219447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439065807879472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061084152014573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700021468857144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733976156431559,0.1586630645779411,0.0,0.0,0.13293621789822846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234762105515242,0.12209447235668873,0.1528918266840845,0.16835902162664412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858951648514695,0.0,0.12039798458841415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067942105861064,0.0,0.0,0.31828023018962337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141415121269357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589038386325213,0.3169815760757362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204899941540578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057414659515533,0.0,0.1256763813059601,0.09230884080575172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747861306044597,0.0,0.15464085213387188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423350867810688,0.29350039477210754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245523528954136,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itsumo_,2019/08/08,"Getting anxiety a day before an occasion 
Hello

So i'm not sure if this is the right place to talk or if i even have social anxiety.. well I'm an introvert, I rarely go out in general or hang out with my friends, especially with large groups of my friends.

Well, it's been 3 months since the last time i've went out and been with large group, tomorrow I'll meet other friends again. 

I can't sleep, I've been feeling restless and anxious since yesterday, I've been trying to sleep since yesterday but I barely managed to sleep for 3 hours hours

Sometimes i tell myself that I'm used to it & it will end in a few hours but It feels somehow that I'm getting more and more anxious with every occasion, generally I feel comfortable when I'm with my friends but It's the time before that that makes me anxious and restless, I keep thinking that something might go wrong + I find it more and more difficult to distract myself. 

So If anyone experienced the same, I just wanna hear your thoughts about that, how can you feel at ease & pass the time until the day goes by.",3.9999119718309855,5.413266511737092,4.615020539906105,85.68619278169014,71.67605633802816,7.954107981220656,28.805457746478872,8.472884824447931,1.9915542253521128,849,33,172,14,16,271,116,213,0.11599999999999999,0.78,0.10400000000000001,-0.4105,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,11,13,0,3,10,0,10,3,3,3,1,41,30,18,0,4,10,0,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,14,13,0,1,7,0,0,5,2,5,2,0,6,6,17,8,22,22,6,30,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,7,17,103,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23032204738837164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261726236613985,0.3602193659204985,0.0,0.07431776321530127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808834092103662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370915770873836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413800158812084,0.0,0.0,0.07020101464716405,0.0,0.08955068456894963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149659297991136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714363629424633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284657334369755,0.0,0.1110602768518503,0.0,0.12080976260107265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979224125545185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140114111156706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447203383369407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663741656167483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094684559035748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275283295015978,0.0,0.0,0.08483660900489769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104642859315443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907678107319633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26376306111867304,0.0,0.3190887938519664,0.10834536811514052,0.0,0.0818242884025674,0.10511974251210468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017345990684418,0.0,0.0,0.08542879955248309,0.09289879967606307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681038878065589,0.0,0.08437934882817623,0.1859289660635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216133444292495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179712757837838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911280673931844,0.09852834691107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620724474397764,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlienQueen__,2019/08/08,"Why am I like this This is my first ever post to reddit. Iv rewritten and deleted it so many times but do you know what? Fuck it! 
I don’t know why I’m constantly afraid to give my opinion. It sucks so bad because I see some posts on here I would love to hop in and give my opinion but I physically can’t why is that ? :( why do I care so much about what other people will think ? People I don’t know and that just don’t matter ? Why? Even writing this now I have sever anxiety I hate it :(",-1.1982857142857135,0.8599124095238118,1.187619047619048,99.01571428571432,96.33333333333331,3.9428571428571435,15.571428571428573,5.6839178017228535,-0.8117428571428573,373,9,89,3,15,125,63,105,0.242,0.654,0.10400000000000001,-0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,9,8,3,1,0,0,12,3,0,0,1,17,25,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,13,3,6,23,2,9,0,0,1,2,5,2,2,3,6,59,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303495633114034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233722937882873,0.0900722964256818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064978262891365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967459926619956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759318918034117,0.13365615059851868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568342499607302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366004831360564,0.0,0.28348710572240005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588106793693148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436128554745404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218740867037585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333579428561273,0.0,0.0,0.14980407086747485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861960284586088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487447496668112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830238686340945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774450691722332,0.0,0.0,0.16692520709467135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946777712548452,0.0,0.0,0.08615925211499498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6666459579354928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496349953469412,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IncreasingKarma,2019/08/08,"How do you ""stay in the moment""? Need help getting out of my own head I mean, it's probably what starts the entire shitstorm of anxiety in my head whenever I'm in a social environment - ""my posture is weird, what should I do with my hands, what facial expression should I pull, I probably look strange, why am I even here"", etc, you know the drill. My therapist said that I have to try and focus on what someone's saying, to pay attention and stay in the moment.

Anyone got any tips for doing this?",4.121632653061223,5.245231979591838,5.282244897959185,82.12704081632656,71.04081632653063,8.865306122448981,27.26530612244898,9.23628265651192,2.196616326530612,386,13,77,8,7,128,68,98,0.075,0.8959999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,8,4,4,1,0,11,17,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,13,0,12,13,2,12,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,3,52,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305158772701176,0.0,0.14682243252681185,0.0,0.0,0.13419872670903046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404759333162365,0.1267649397902189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027311840840028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350030316988558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939417337994496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864357353152492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547719984601166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116902782616147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906306369080951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231027824667228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41385616044843015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825650392604259,0.15262680931268635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564381134225853,0.16261779833680126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584581079702693,0.4091339546451312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284022280018148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030477211498204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318285308399034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nebulesse,2019/08/08,"If I could, I'd never leave the house.. I don't care how insane this sounds but I'd stay in the house for the rest of my life if it was possible. No matter how lonely or crazy I get, I'd take that of the dredd and anxiety of going outside and having to be social. Sounds childish I know but I really hate dealing with other people.",1.6018779342723022,3.065081605633808,3.8165492957746494,88.77627934272303,78.01408450704227,6.423474178403758,18.875586854460085,7.1686216300943375,0.2553643192488262,258,5,56,3,6,89,51,71,0.276,0.674,0.05,-0.961,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,2,1,14,11,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,7,8,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213797847664265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427483298670209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19009526199348456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454600392304495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439204805518983,0.0,0.13531187046341614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23506429935008066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5494471236611932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084787947387486,0.0,0.0,0.2521026282274832,0.0,0.0,0.16816980517517016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836294641403106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506142844244495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684103773461149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525263665420242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427024786749621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537719548121858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901383326240916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alexander_lafayette,2019/08/08,"Can’t learn from the best Hi,

When I want to learn something, I think a good advice will be to get in touch with people that are good at it.

But, I have an issue. I have noticed that I isolate myself to learn something because I’m embarrassed/afraid that someone will think that I’m inadequate.

E.g. I want to learn programming and I want to learn it from friends, but I feel that I will waste their time and also, I don’t want me to be seen as being a beginner.

What do you think I should do in order to overcome this?

Thank you,
Alexander",2.685585585585585,4.207227108108111,3.5713513513513497,91.42477477477478,75.21621621621622,6.374774774774775,24.04504504504505,6.937597516519254,0.6931693693693695,423,13,92,4,9,135,63,111,0.066,0.77,0.16399999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,0,0,19,27,7,0,5,2,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,16,5,14,19,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,3,64,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196222600109684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527940241307149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12598828956030192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689460330822005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450202539199434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967802175957838,0.0,0.1079801239429881,0.0,0.0,0.3467014724167713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571693524919686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530296376691814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328370486764608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511662445986734,0.3182198731610251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028027572876974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972905410362698,0.0,0.0,0.1205149333870875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876134441783544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,student02596,2019/08/08,Face throbbing from anxiety This only happens when I am doing an interview or a presentation. My cheeks and mouth area involuntarily throb. I get so embarrassed because I could feel my face shaking. Does this happen to anyone else? I can't seem to control myself in these situations and it's horrible :/,5.339444444444447,8.136734796296299,6.7590370370370385,65.83966666666669,71.4074074074074,9.505185185185187,33.022222222222226,9.888512548439397,4.0807600000000015,245,12,37,7,5,83,46,54,0.226,0.774,0.0,-0.8895,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,0,4,6,4,1,0,7,9,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,26,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191810310505502,0.0,0.0,0.200335975773899,0.29356558359678275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465516368083828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32134776893081457,0.2287566594843896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25072873670845913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393441592952848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486916532890942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969078703551372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067235434854787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790542120631892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26082992513398273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220516911376076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,glg212,2019/08/08,How likely to get SSI? Is it easy to get approved? What can one do to make it easier?,-2.3980701754385976,-0.6666658947368411,1.1642105263157916,97.99614035087721,102.68421052631581,4.63859649122807,11.596491228070176,6.42735559955562,-0.8686982456140355,64,1,16,1,3,23,15,19,0.0,0.639,0.361,0.8418,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6989021130687532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267705678963546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464683656858478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532359548254462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jgradk666,2019/08/08,"Tinder Every time I download it, set up my profile and start using it. I get like 5 minutes in, freak the fuck out and delete it. Telling myself I'm not good enough, I'm ugly, no-one will like me etc. I've done this like 10 times in the past few days. I thought this was be good practice to put myself out there again and try talking to people but holy shit it scares me. Just sick of being alone and having no one to talk to on a daily basis. Anyone else feel this way about this app..?",2.155558252427184,3.3083793495145635,3.17882281553398,95.2037682038835,75.89320388349516,5.15,19.671116504854368,3.1291,-0.5711349514563104,375,7,86,0,8,120,75,103,0.242,0.7120000000000001,0.046,-0.9693,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,2,1,3,0,6,3,1,1,0,12,14,5,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,1,8,5,12,8,3,15,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,9,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200312265699864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523530743656992,0.19816925940108354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473210153450515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979234414391476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156749101307585,0.0,0.0,0.19984207193754255,0.2157009444137456,0.0,0.0,0.16295450555680593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779285041367408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788024960058504,0.10104765021344338,0.0,0.0,0.3244427569999159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834680058401043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131058205064698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846297343922403,0.13408469227537262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442836889524426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936350579158857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19853043998484105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368951139673505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310907903348698,0.16904703789704584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354427644731058,0.22555541500997944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131127507364035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704233594721632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351819634134464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Parker_Larsen,2019/08/08,"My closest friends ""dumped"" me when I was 18. Not a week goes by that I don't reflect on it. I really haven't been able to keep a close friend since. I'm now 41. Looking for advice. Long story short, I had two really close friends and the three of us were really tight from the time I was 12ish until 18. (We had a larger group of ""close"" friends of about 8 kids.). Looking back, I was less mature than my friends and by the time we were seniors they basically tolerated me and then eventually mocked me to the point that it caused an argument and then they all just walked away from me.  I assumed at the time that things would go back to normal but I assume the argument gave them the opportunity for a clean brake.  I was crushed.  I haven't spoken with any of them since.  I made some ""close"" friends but in college but eventually all of those friendships petered out because I walked away.  I think I was always scared that the same thing would happen and I didn't want to deal with being rejected again.  At this point, I can barely carry on a conversation with strangers (or coworkers) because I continually think that they're judging me.  In social settings, I get through about 5 back and forth exchanges with someone and then just clam up.  Time for therapy/medication?",4.280307196562838,5.9520628653061225,4.658539205155748,84.63010741138562,71.36734693877553,7.770139634801289,27.58861439312568,8.371475516178862,1.781081632653062,1002,36,200,16,19,316,137,245,0.08199999999999999,0.807,0.111,0.7069,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,0,4,1,10,11,2,1,14,0,18,0,0,2,2,43,30,16,0,4,7,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,1,11,18,0,3,5,0,1,3,5,4,0,2,13,3,32,7,35,14,5,40,0,1,2,0,19,18,0,4,18,140,43,2,0.11708939782266747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441840441054575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742775882455244,0.0,0.0,0.07962480568595147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001868720335246,0.2701035582853081,0.0,0.1427532202563986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028306532292785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071402777696495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427778698299001,0.0,0.061174377675667774,0.0,0.06654460310885363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354176780091022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407443671764233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036204324845894,0.19665120890529414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079281932300733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005992506574207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472274943311475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137465516086546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250313994717567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722691363109272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371511969472305,0.0,0.0,0.11935789566464484,0.09920946680568847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557798620358612,0.15005231652419854,0.0,0.0,0.27310307791356736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437932791781345,0.0,0.14084412874336716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906236051749973,0.0,0.0939220522097432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635389750856086,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PayOk7,2019/08/08,"DAE feel really clumsy bc of their anxiety? I can function well when I’m alone but as soon as I feel like someone is watching me (basically every time I’m around anyone lmao) I become a fumbling mess, can barley even walk, etc. I think it’s just because I’m so afraid of embarrassing myself so I over think every move I make. Does anyone else struggle with this? It really kills my already non existent my self esteem :(",1.7397560975609778,4.397217121951222,3.725073170731708,82.96078048780491,85.09756097560975,6.206829268292682,21.614634146341466,7.554174236665415,1.2590887804878053,332,11,60,6,10,112,61,82,0.247,0.7,0.053,-0.9548,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,1,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,11,6,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,3,11,2,7,11,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253159241591,0.21579510511255545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959578144011856,0.0,0.0,0.27346724944964024,0.20036484303222696,0.0,0.17408161844639966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920591653463355,0.215970429534684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112777103756366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335755138704766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180907674579872,0.12915941999302027,0.0,0.3295198662593887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775266034730635,0.13970148827615647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634792140498785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095536214288845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305316379377306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078394900836837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505496237952609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400207065085998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656895080649406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443209286650904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506020373801028,0.0,0.0,0.11402720951808792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582360064854016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fierytiger5,2019/08/08,"I am so SICK of being shy When I was in 8th grade, I switched to a new school. There, a few people tried making friends with me, but I was so quiet that I didn't talk to them at all unless they talked to me. When we all became freshman, it became even worse. I was quiet, but the thing that made it worse was that I was now aware how weird and cold I was being, but I didn't have the courage to change. 10th grade was a little better, I got better at talking and made some friends, but they were different people from those who initially tried being my friends.

Junior year has just started; I'm 16 now. In orchestra, those people who originally tried and failed making friends with me are still in that class. That's where I met them in 8th grade. So, I have a reputation in that class-and with them-as being silent (and I mean **SILENT**). This is where the problem arises. I want to throw my shyness out the window and reach out to these people who tried repeatedly making friends with me, but in the end gave up because I was being impossible. The thing is that that would just be *weird* to burst in their friend group and start talking, as my label has been firmly placed upon me for three miserable years. They are not as interested anymore (not that I blame them), and my silence probably made them assume I wasn't interested. 

All of my peers have labelled me as silent, and I am **so sick and tired of being that shy kid, it disgust me.** I want to have a lot of friends, and I want to show who I really am. But the thing is, it would just look ***WEIRD*** change, so I just don't know what to do. I feel screwed.

Can anyone relate? Does anyone have any advice? FYI: I don't have any disorder that socially impairs me, as far as I can tell.",1.4130440154440151,3.683624817142857,2.528903474903476,93.77993436293438,82.25714285714288,5.383783783783784,19.17374517374517,6.643151254067905,0.012450193050193016,1346,34,292,14,37,428,154,350,0.163,0.7190000000000001,0.11800000000000001,-0.9651,1,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,1,0,8,3,19,20,2,1,12,0,43,4,0,8,3,53,62,30,0,6,13,0,1,0,7,2,3,2,1,1,27,17,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,8,0,1,19,5,47,12,39,34,6,32,0,2,1,1,30,18,1,3,13,212,74,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077479248181257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634200327793954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212573521365214,0.1299070758623294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05662722711282062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431411802080625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653874634628601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970542989951126,0.10646439696683256,0.0,0.08129203178467616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227637636514762,0.0,0.0,0.06135551004785895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696992034954039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023868920090706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429569571109443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105202909954239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931040390974997,0.0,0.0,0.07800743583009777,0.0,0.0,0.07897502707056257,0.0,0.2636952132220257,0.18602209324301805,0.0,0.0,0.10118863248896028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971745659362625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576035892041557,0.0,0.0970542989951126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015527894693656,0.08888686629095356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951017727196412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401353284712707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946935789381219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150148650107504,0.0,0.0741851464604739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986582228569341,0.08119331701410079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514363338386808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676781224994536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522752984544591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437359382637087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933353311181134,0.13197824775371989,0.0,0.0,0.11964118405101147
socialanxiety,clarior_futura,2019/08/08,"Driving anxiety because of social anxiety Anyone else like this? I feel like I'm being constantly judged on everything I'm doing, especially on how fast I make turns, merges and ridiculous things like that. It makes driving so tense and I avoid it nowadays",5.7197826086956525,8.341364239130439,5.8254347826086965,73.77989130434786,69.65217391304348,8.947826086956523,33.23913043478261,9.516144504307137,3.69584347826087,209,10,32,5,4,66,34,46,0.221,0.635,0.14400000000000002,-0.4552,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,7,8,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,3,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048137744545308,0.0,0.0,0.18500406290487684,0.27109871546856745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128862908147304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859225115463571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210269110733967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377920389985209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378218301507086,0.18901965757845865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38778876447306576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532252349004681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697112026926366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175778592349534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877926253928215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Llamas_are_cool2,2019/08/08,"My church is having a block party So at my church I am part of the youth group, are we setting up for a block party. The youth group director expects us to help work during the party instead of doing the things at the party. Part of what she wants us to do is to socialize and talk to the people from the neighborhood. That makes me very stressed out becaus, social anxiety, and I also like doing this stuff at the block party. She is an extrovert and probably thinks we think like that too while some of us are not. Thankfully my dad is going to talk to her about that and I don't have to do that so that's great. It's just annoying because I want to be at the block party and not have to socialize. also the party is meant for the neighborhood and the church which includes us so that's annoying. But again my dad's going to to talk to her which makes me happy because it means I don't have to do that.",3.695569724393256,4.529780342245989,4.785775401069522,86.37151378033731,71.78074866310159,8.106787330316743,24.010283833813247,8.384062270229773,1.2763109008638427,712,18,151,11,13,234,85,187,0.11199999999999999,0.718,0.17,0.9053,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,6,0,0,1,10,8,2,1,15,0,20,0,0,2,0,27,31,13,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,15,9,0,4,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,21,5,27,29,3,13,3,0,0,0,21,6,0,1,6,120,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494968227967166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324499232223273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290778520019905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854501326955498,0.0,0.0,0.13438340005561175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975344230247435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169983850431778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909792484922994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272412844989526,0.0,0.0,0.13277319707362895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26398850015937203,0.0,0.0845027037004603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141729720516482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727524201692377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962379847100168,0.0,0.13953410387141926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939100428501919,0.0,0.11221930487352197,0.0,0.0,0.08097784476889718,0.15620350270904704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5864713522678602,0.0,0.0,0.10057145012757213,0.14378695201881453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873687298900164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,upsetdalek,2019/08/08,"Now everytime I think I failed a social interaction I listen to ""you stupid bitch"" by rachel bloom This really helps me put things in perspective. She's basically singing all the things I usually say to myself, but it sounds so exaggerated to hear someone else say it",5.457448979591838,7.703251020408164,6.285459183673472,71.81757653061227,69.40816326530611,10.614285714285714,28.5765306122449,10.686352973137794,3.51911836734694,216,8,38,7,4,71,41,49,0.185,0.7759999999999999,0.04,-0.7272,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,8,0,5,3,1,4,0,1,0,0,9,1,1,0,2,24,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461868584291002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321521275829723,0.0,0.19753346349394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29625829446061364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887945315016483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687199125135604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004129829782816,0.2497012174755517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915756612573848,0.1888340262653788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32457413762530635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Federal_Sugar,2019/07/05,"Drinking before Social Situations Hello! I'm not sure if this post has been made recently/before but I \[F 21\] was just looking for some advice on this situation. I'm pretty social around people I'm comfortable with but when I'm around someone or a group of people that I'm not familiar with, I pretty much shut down. I will generally sit myself in one place, not talk and just wait until I can leave. However, obviously, I can't always just shut down. For example, my partner's \[M 27\] friends, they're fine people, I don't dislike them or anything like that, I get along with them fine, they aren't rude to me by any means. But, I definitely struggle with forcing myself to not shut down around them. Recently, my solution has been to take a couple of shots and smoking some weed before hanging out with them. It just chills me out, makes my heart stop racing, allows me to feel like I can just chat with them like I would anyone else. My questions are... should I be super concerned about me doing this? I'm sure stress drinking isn't a good thing but how should I try to get off of doing this? Thank you in advance for any tips/advice you have :)",2.85347450484619,5.0473905884955785,3.905372945638433,86.23113569321535,76.7433628318584,6.42865571007164,22.708807416772018,7.447530270364453,0.9547887062789724,907,27,176,12,21,293,127,226,0.071,0.6990000000000001,0.23,0.9922,1,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,6,2,11,15,1,2,3,0,20,3,1,4,3,48,36,12,0,4,16,0,1,3,2,4,0,0,0,1,8,14,2,2,3,3,0,2,8,3,0,1,4,2,30,12,33,27,3,24,0,0,1,0,17,16,0,6,7,118,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290451333010626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751645341567364,0.0,0.0,0.1593945862675308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194616229389909,0.12008114301185538,0.09644231537016557,0.3129878386454525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991754709668372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296751356410179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296149096450937,0.0,0.0,0.0979022127500656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059257814716328135,0.08372483984108921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054533242016746,0.0,0.12246013708648988,0.0,0.0,0.09829843745748623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887781436447091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409363337640596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176812514436285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841511640887897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089368096580378,0.07822923445831892,0.0,0.0,0.12766079207302947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615253859553584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941503698814864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437468327451135,0.0,0.12244486736353966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224136402228548,0.23846091242516196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128633219417027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571690311003124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634664098351668,0.0,0.23893310926579545,0.09929978339717994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798109669619527,0.1342476124542561,0.1225186964350216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22091167031726627,0.0,0.0881168004885906,0.09419769877115204,0.0,0.10789832331968437,0.0,0.0,0.07785980929442785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956838537340102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325266994041339,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ts0nami00,2019/07/05,"Didn’t get the Job Hey, I’m 19 and I applied for a Job a couple months back, fast forward 1 month, everything seems to go well they invited me to an Interview. Said that they like me and would like for me to become an Intern for 6 weeks so I can see what it’s like and i can get to know the Coworkers.


Well guess what I started my first week and my social anxiety completely ruined it. I didn’t talk to the Coworkers at all only, said “yes” and “ok” , when they invited me to come spend my break and eat with them to get to know them better I said I’ll just eat in my car, alone. The manager even teased me with stuff like “ one day when your gonna work here...” and “oh once you’ve decided if you want to have this job or not...”
He basically wanted me to become part of this Business. 

Well, week 2-6: I really liked being there even tho I felt like I wasn’t welcome anymore from some coworkers, I don’t know why tho maybe they though I’m ignorant because I don’t talk to them or that I didn’t like them. Still ate alone, but not in my car instead I sat on a bench in the sun outside. I made a really good “friend” there, he was basically just a  janitor but he was really nice to me and cared about my future and stuff. It was nice talking to somebody who cared once in a while, mostly I’m home in my room having no one to talk to. 

Well week 6 ended and I left having a bad feeling  in my stomach that I didn’t do enough and I should’ve talked more, interact more with the people I was around since I really wanted this job. But guess what, my social anxiety was like “they don’t care what you have to say”,  “they don’t like you anyways” , “I think their talking behind your back” 

And well today I got an email from the manager  saying that I didn’t get the job. 

I hate myself, not only will I be alone in my room again looking for a new job, nope I also lost someone I considered a “friend”, I will probably never see again.

Fuck Social anxiety.",1.680115546218488,3.2349365563725527,3.5038347338935587,90.70447058823532,78.04411764705883,7.113837535014006,20.970868347338936,7.957251820313856,0.7427262464985995,1497,38,340,25,35,503,184,408,0.069,0.74,0.19,0.9929,6,3,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,5,11,4,28,32,3,0,20,2,27,5,1,1,2,48,66,26,0,5,11,0,2,9,2,4,0,5,3,0,17,17,3,1,8,0,1,5,16,7,5,3,20,10,61,25,38,40,7,42,0,2,3,1,42,14,1,8,33,224,78,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994446085429877,0.0,0.051332762177502975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731564450318813,0.0,0.06365928417516675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05714275623441699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871637705342463,0.053596013018647685,0.039129660506552484,0.14178574072187478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677088551217504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633811117003605,0.0,0.0,0.05529404686721836,0.06730204928348399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102507270891345,0.0,0.04139727386201438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313648985272663,0.0,0.0,0.0568533343238463,0.06632548381189791,0.0,0.08479384920599567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576898806206161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03245641948237325,0.0,0.0616325172060808,0.0,0.0,0.05460002627394833,0.0,0.0,0.09918615140528032,0.059342669635998185,0.13414661334289354,0.0,0.03648068636932913,0.053839570963842925,0.05133864924166592,0.0,0.14142516041778466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633743880108055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438785687673472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38219233737459096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583152320997842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974268038117848,0.0,0.0,0.282240157694344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053903477825904836,0.0,0.07007102550310723,0.0,0.0,0.060738180180965336,0.0,0.0,0.06448753594872145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247177576086376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950732605002167,0.06199515316237579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136720622975663,0.08699368230281085,0.09763885561290217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951157210318677,0.0,0.04450130045545653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920773385786012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644871664789325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831783192768457,0.10209301306078293,0.0,0.0,0.10230232302301366,0.058436213423914835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053098675147406585,0.0,0.0,0.19630102610976535,0.05438802358602029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04543404988418615,0.0,0.0512622592281232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696450665473998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095611986597596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04113039406934476,0.06306640114291684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608446646798893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358286906497032,0.0,0.20595755446749545,0.0,0.2885728327258898,0.0,0.05792153869109892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04673112306984962,0.0,0.0,0.04559877193495426,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socanxruinsmylief,2019/07/05,"Social anxiety is ruining me Hey, so I've had social anxiety for quite a while now and I'm pretty young but it's getting worse every day. It's gotten to the point where I don't even talk to family members cause I feel ""scared"", I don't go to the shops cause I get nervous, I try my best to stay away from anyone even friends I've known for years. I see them playing games and get scared to even join them as I feel like I would be annoying them by joining them. It's ruining me.",2.155558252427184,3.3083793495145635,3.86620145631068,90.27561286407769,75.89320388349516,7.480097087378643,23.55461165048544,8.07648339933343,1.0597388349514567,375,11,86,6,8,126,66,103,0.185,0.636,0.179,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,2,6,10,1,3,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,15,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,6,0,0,2,3,15,4,11,11,1,10,0,2,1,0,10,3,0,0,6,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25434367706151223,0.0,0.0,0.11623767914999868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561863477665507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744568315927268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34154503710114464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720994592830876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329396472533286,0.0,0.140062930990436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671466707178355,0.0,0.16811015089206766,0.1187606691748407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843529219389654,0.0,0.2605579393505782,0.0,0.09447705242910054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121563255608265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714891910839618,0.0,0.0,0.16912410692816254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681488644719853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328670620248345,0.0,0.1324703959516234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389180080641411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771879007932894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361604228834734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128648882463336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941102190237348,0.1180909131803842,0.0,0.0,0.10705200985037433
socialanxiety,Anonymous_Is_Cool,2019/07/05,"Had to get Milk So I was making mac and cheese today when i realized i forgot that we dont have any more milk. Crap. I have no mode of transport, so i cant go to the store to get any. Finally my brother talked me into asking for some from the neighbors. My neighbors are so nice, they insisted on us taking the rest of their gallon and said they have more at their house. We tried to refuse, to no avail. Went home with an eight of a gallon when we only needed 1/4 cup. I am scarred for ever now.",1.0002857142857169,2.828816314285717,2.6650000000000027,94.65750000000004,81.09523809523809,5.342857142857143,18.11904761904762,6.2581,-0.2877809523809525,383,8,87,3,10,126,72,105,0.091,0.8740000000000001,0.035,-0.5943,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,4,0,4,0,7,2,1,0,5,0,9,3,1,1,1,14,19,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,2,2,1,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,5,1,17,1,15,14,4,12,0,0,0,0,15,3,1,1,6,63,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32771628249027396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22526105633867075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28239829020226953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795822897898529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639551955912379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177882021585857,0.0,0.13694067924408052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416982171471365,0.0,0.0,0.2780305307479027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083980327732536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866560116143762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183257670550394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292040525280062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116870188169287,0.19367106740129567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283978329050167,0.0,0.0,0.1635931060704802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898400434683979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336835136995006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bilal127,2019/07/05,"Cure to social anxiety Personally believe that social anxiety is due to PMO(porn masturbation orgasm) in almost all cases,so to get rid of this disorder u have to join NOFAP which is most helpful community.i am seeing changes day by day in my behavior and increasing social skills and so many big changes just because of nofap challenge. Are you on nofap?",16.000952380952384,10.325898063492064,14.863253968253973,44.60535714285717,52.492063492063494,17.679365079365073,55.30952380952381,14.554592549557764,7.86084761904762,290,15,40,8,2,97,48,63,0.096,0.807,0.09699999999999999,0.0176,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,6,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,10,7,3,8,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,2,3,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052105336173792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063807993586777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207030052777368,0.0,0.0,0.22561273109845445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42367505977369735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25828885791229544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295033960846561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462215358863088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342230891173523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302166900079832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485023105484887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957300874125216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6123877626568405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trippster0712,2019/07/05,does summer make anyone else feel sad and alone? i love summer and all but seeing everyone out with their friends every night having a good time and all kinda makes me realize just how lonely i am. i can’t hit up my few friends without feeling like i’m annoying them and when i do they usually have plans already so i’m just going out by myself or not at all. going to fairs or events seeing everyone happy with their significant others and/or kids makes me wish that was me i was i was extroverted enough for a relationship or even a friendship,4.5817056074766365,6.110937579439256,5.506623831775702,79.40516939252338,70.4018691588785,8.340654205607477,26.45911214953271,8.841846274778883,2.029617757009345,439,14,81,8,8,144,76,107,0.11699999999999999,0.648,0.235,0.9573,0,3,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,4,1,6,9,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,4,3,28,22,11,0,1,8,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,4,15,6,10,18,5,13,0,2,2,1,9,4,0,4,8,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840983596975744,0.1961547055849164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242889355041957,0.1821288150815788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555272918617855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484897091650242,0.0,0.0,0.1836662249000324,0.0,0.11740409027829887,0.0,0.14976445438087627,0.3397009580641661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179754377880015,0.12698668159452034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746628436610509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020420979127425,0.14909066893821224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922122908304448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684107073119866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604288997409138,0.0,0.3559542510823531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680902160233987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19084005383810465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28329203781503365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364912447862913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957696670163664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440702128696572,0.17134741781912716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OfficialRPGems,2019/07/05,It’s ok There are some thins we can’t say and that’s ok. What’s not ok is speaking into darkness.,-2.786739130434782,-1.2616993478260865,-0.008369565217391184,105.36396739130436,107.69565217391305,2.3000000000000003,14.445652173913045,3.1291,-1.6292521739130437,77,2,20,0,4,26,19,23,0.085,0.636,0.28,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gloryboyzglo,2019/07/05,I don't wanna go to the movie theater My dad said we would go to the movies which is cool cuz I sit in the corner so one sits next to me but now he wants to take his girlfriend and she always sits next to me how do I tell him I don't wanna go without it being obvious it's cause she's going too,-1.8966666666666685,-0.06051110144927385,1.081159420289854,100.96637681159422,94.79710144927536,3.646376811594204,13.46376811594203,5.033348758259628,-1.3569014492753622,230,4,59,1,9,80,48,69,0.0,0.973,0.027000000000000003,0.1655,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,3,1,12,13,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,2,12,1,9,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,3,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857631474119856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575056513001586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5698428558684094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331776946794943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985949724215152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844319414462414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18847155396795465,0.0,0.21909536189124595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478508057442665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163553765388546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806774631680578,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IndependentTap3,2019/07/05,"Social Anxiety sucks I really hate Social Anxiety since it made me hate every single day of School.I Barely talk to anyone and whenever i do a mistake my face turns really red,i turn really warm,my hands start to sweat,and i have thoughts that someone is laughing at me without me knowing.I didn't make a lot of friends and i had a lot of moments when i just wanted to disappear. My parents don't know how to speak English  and always go to me for help but i can't because i have to talk to someone.People tell me that i have a lot of potential but i need to speak more in order to reach my goals. I miss the days that i used to speak and could talk to people and make friends but i don't know what happened. I wish that i would one day learn to control my Social Anxiety and finally help my parents and show everyone that i how much i have changed.",4.416021450459652,4.5358248820224745,5.636639427987743,83.47225229826356,69.84269662921348,8.944637385086823,30.226762002042904,8.841846274778883,2.23936404494382,671,25,142,11,11,225,91,178,0.095,0.794,0.111,0.762,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,3,0,5,0,13,2,2,7,0,32,32,13,0,6,5,2,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,1,0,2,5,5,0,1,4,4,26,3,20,26,6,12,0,1,0,0,16,2,1,3,7,92,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535338911766766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262997808568222,0.0,0.0,0.08012847090123769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698569048653831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122780158844935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285296125794755,0.0914959046279664,0.0,0.0,0.2217156027750882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655241374637633,0.10950177593422314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125534760290375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707379652634292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512777785790791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133722251407584,0.0,0.0,0.22628045001470765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362310941596113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595837450723665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29227729666955304,0.0,0.10843388927148197,0.15298798043617942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424154333380053,0.08497178228940816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765348983157126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544914924475086,0.0,0.0,0.1588934364397096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024017442671887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597767990785865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479533045345792,0.0,0.0,0.3504498104099484,0.09709716210874368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811119253098855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763247486030137,0.10016230904364354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097674505698584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249295962989055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989745001430137,0.0,0.0,0.06759192878149481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178021028789322,0.11046684507374076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140599820703757,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unemira,2019/07/05,"How do I get past social anxiety and stop hiding from people? I'm living like a hermit.

I worry constantly and struggle to have conversation with others especially men.

I also hide whenever my roommates get home.",4.638947368421054,7.698807894736844,6.746578947368422,63.61355263157896,75.3157894736842,9.06315789473684,27.921052631578952,9.516144504307137,3.669452631578946,172,7,23,5,4,60,33,38,0.318,0.623,0.06,-0.83,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24375642846755385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317879808950065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293912993891936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31850126481029595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057492595991909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891475820667505,0.0,0.2691527940526038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909756129969569,0.21131685888388865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107153859074362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548347892440907,0.0,0.3186535692827354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095493274534239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SOfoundmyotherone,2019/07/05,"I got a home alarm to help with paranoia, and I’ve set it off twice accidentally, which, shockingly, makes the paranoia worse Haven’t left the house all morning because I accidentally set the alarm off again and I’m disproportionately terrified of seeing my neighbors because of it. 

It would honestly be funny if it wasn’t fucking debilitating.",10.510765027322408,9.926345868852463,10.330163934426233,57.21633879781425,57.524590163934434,12.723497267759562,43.284153005464475,11.855464076750405,5.309651366120218,282,14,45,7,3,93,44,61,0.307,0.575,0.11800000000000001,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,4,0,4,1,0,1,1,7,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,3,1,6,5,1,6,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,1,1,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940680635313965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988148964942495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25851134189616976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664988363669485,0.0,0.324219501854644,0.0,0.0,0.3729564960944323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35118325392444777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575418102992475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575672635959336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293923372156297,0.2296086846039489,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Goyo_boyo,2019/07/05,"I'm sad does anybody ever just suddenly cry, cos u shared something to someone that you aren't really proud of and feel ashamed about it after? ):",5.082857142857144,6.445201571428572,5.4628571428571435,80.83214285714288,69.0,8.457142857142857,31.857142857142854,8.841846274778883,2.7115142857142858,116,5,21,2,2,37,28,28,0.39899999999999997,0.537,0.064,-0.9094,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030907330878437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007982802286242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414286594415819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315782111146583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29340608400440904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880613268186493,0.3525902425878201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mcoco9,2019/07/05,"I'm done with group projects 3.5 years of college and there's only 2 things that have happened: (1) They dip, I end up doing all the work. We all get the same grade. (2) I get criticized for being the silent one though I do most of the work. The other ones freeload, and they're all friends. I'm the one getting heat. No happy endings with any of my group experiences. Not one.

I'm currently stuck in another one again, but this time it's just the two of us and I'm about to blow my head off. We have to act a piece for a class, which is stressful enough for me. I'm, once again,  carrying everything. What kind of person has the nerve to say ""Please reply by 10pm"", but when you do it to them, they dip. I in fact complied with what he needed, THE SECOND he asked for it. I've only asked him for ONE thing: Choose JUST 1 out of the 5 things I've sent you. Easy enough right? I've asked him two days ago. He is yet to reply. He's active 1 minute ago. I've tried my damn hardest to cooperate, but he just can't. If I keep following up with him, I'm the ""attached"" one. Since he's not replying, I took it upon myself to decide what we're gonna do. I've already transcribed scripts and everything, all there's left to do is memorize our parts. Since again, he's not responding, he might dip on me on the day itself. This is my final exam. I'm hanging on to a thread. What else can I do? 

I'm extremely frustrated. My head hurts. I have one semester left. I'm just trying to graduate in peace. I don't have to put up with any of this yet here I am. 

BONUS STORY: 
I remember now that I had ONE sort-of good ending to a group experience. We were a group of 4. They were all friends. I'm the serious one, doing serious work. I KNOW they disliked me for being a hermit and not being with them as a group. By being with them, I mean late night drinking and chatting, no work getting done, which I absolutely wanted no part in. Proof they disliked me? I literally hear my name being thrown around behind my back. I didn't get into it, I'm just there to get shit done. Anyway one day, one of them dips during an important time for having a new boyfriend. One gets pissed at her. 3 of us come to a vote if we should kick her out. The other one says no, so it's up to ME to vote her out. If 2-1, she's out. I secretly wanted to vote her out just to get some petty revenge, but since I was out the day they all got together, she cried and just ended up getting the lowest grade. Two of them hate each other now and it's the funniest thing. Karma does its job.",0.8187962037962002,2.649679196660486,2.7701252319109493,93.66404185100616,81.708719851577,6.0756529185100625,19.64182246325103,7.1686216300943375,0.23425186242329105,1953,50,455,26,52,654,235,539,0.131,0.7959999999999999,0.073,-0.9838,3,0,1,0,0,0,86.0,7,2,11,5,25,15,5,1,27,0,36,5,4,0,8,72,75,19,0,7,18,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,27,29,1,1,7,2,1,7,11,9,0,18,12,3,61,6,71,55,15,60,1,1,0,0,56,26,3,6,27,301,88,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094052789384986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809907702741748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393051937147368,0.06470884535005204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054935433023170686,0.17307297619457646,0.0,0.0,0.04745156934381643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053158136016277634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778609227036253,0.15919268270919087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054003278968440656,0.1894538167767732,0.0,0.060452801670442986,0.0,0.0,0.05155120858332026,0.0,0.21862876386844315,0.12752689627818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092284593159872,0.12072943082456145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760084207115648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535476649040286,0.0,0.29017072768230473,0.0,0.0,0.05175984393449717,0.049355528377837014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054570395954537256,0.06569198029751333,0.0,0.06092634792885849,0.12666556365191278,0.0,0.06955222435382206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606237215361434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123815433309784,0.054851132456493035,0.0,0.06426199490712471,0.033914479793913065,0.0,0.06961213779653341,0.0,0.13409728894487655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722083122747613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546509399682535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575755768174585,0.0,0.05960039047366844,0.0,0.057911128754687374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571967403492134,0.5854328957437749,0.09386723998712182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365292699374384,0.0,0.0,0.053883232863639205,0.0,0.06773960340292856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062036102291285186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990597265812876,0.05270043426829577,0.0,0.098149341241547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334494679358854,0.15314270282376838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706891752192543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639908703367646,0.0,0.06063025804681805,0.0,0.07196778370059467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856264191152192,0.08379476450637131,0.0,0.18084659010720694,0.0,0.14846027910544912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279690967304173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797039310438479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03973954209642015
socialanxiety,PrizeDesigner,2019/07/05,"Do any of you have a ""reason"" why your so socially anxious? The reason why I'm so socially anxious is because I'm ugly as fuck. When I was at a party a girl who was a few drinks in came up to me and said ""get your ugly ass out of here"" and her friends straight up just laughed and agreed, needless to say I have never been to a party since and that really blew a hole in me. As a result of these moments occurring over the years; I avoid people like the plague purely because I'm afraid of what they will say or do. Why should they even interact with a downright weirdo. I don't look at people in the eyes or smile because I think I'm staring into their soul and that I look creepy when I smile. I don't know what the fuck to do, I just look like an angry ugly MFer that no one would even go near and it's really been taking a toll on my mental health, it really sucks man. I wish I could converse with a friend, A SINGLE FRIEND. As a 21/M, how the hell am I even going to get a job and function in this social driven society.

Do you guys have a reason, or is your social anxiety just looming over you without a reason to pinpoint it on?",7.836198347107441,4.406451297520661,8.329818181818187,78.44472727272729,64.9504132231405,11.16760330578512,33.704132231404955,8.548686976883017,2.47512429752066,882,23,196,9,10,297,127,242,0.17800000000000002,0.685,0.13699999999999998,-0.8959999999999999,1,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,6,3,1,12,12,4,2,22,0,20,6,2,6,2,34,41,18,0,4,7,0,0,2,3,3,1,3,0,3,11,12,1,1,6,1,0,4,5,6,0,1,7,8,25,6,31,30,2,25,2,0,5,3,26,16,5,3,7,136,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976235238981128,0.0,0.07847840807495275,0.2317871381662604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876073738048248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733165111390327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190698979209803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049573586978668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032722895931501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23777427585701064,0.18967917194362285,0.10719444665195084,0.0,0.11660456843134348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157678481023624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904467508008936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180129312387476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637886928897615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023718501577246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25844052268665063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033830849580767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912104955769153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951528185679258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224115417424596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19715865744951974,0.42190411901724495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975832739229619,0.1631618386683746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486063059719386,0.0,0.0,0.41829615814471705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771322970383714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573330064726017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27770513773693384,0.0,0.11796943680418916,0.09888974581551456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287452144739316,0.0,0.0,0.06606235634668216
socialanxiety,_precxriously,2019/07/05,"help! my hand can’t stop shaking i feel like my social anxiety’s getting from bad to worse these days. whenever i’m out, doing simple actions like taking a card out of my wallet, handing $ over to someone or just typing on my phone results in my hand shaking involuntarily and it makes me feel a hundred times more self-conscious, which in turn makes me more anxious than before. does anyone know anything i can do to stop the hand shaking??",5.1582745098039195,6.46018272941177,5.760882352941178,78.99230392156866,68.76470588235293,7.0784313725490176,31.81372549019608,7.1686216300943375,2.0802549019607848,352,15,62,3,6,114,64,85,0.19399999999999998,0.63,0.17600000000000002,0.3734,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,3,0,4,4,4,3,0,13,13,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,6,9,2,12,13,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238668015594946,0.25457330386447224,0.0,0.15756497546313772,0.0,0.1854379830553659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881518853962542,0.0,0.0,0.19175018663675286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453275101767935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719906569331705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227880253581382,0.1609849926577771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773234984478223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510425769607626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384254913008015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220182289331652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30083623351920546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350817607682223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297086797291001,0.19093228403249346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767934620639757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942979534636066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139924072082498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24510833571156426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22964363797032045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jamesjimmybyrondean,2019/07/05,"Does mindfulness meditation help in not caring what people think of you I watched a video of a guy who suffered from shyness and talked about how mindfulness meditation in particular can help you to stop caring what people think about you. As a shy person myself I tend to be overly self conscious and I really don't want that

I want to say what's in my head or do what's in my mind but my body becomes so stiff and my mouth feels like I'm on mute

What I want to know is how does mindfulness meditation make you care less about what people think of you",6.575119047619048,5.923572464285718,6.861428571428572,79.11690476190478,65.42857142857143,10.323809523809524,29.380952380952376,9.725611199111238,2.331780952380953,444,12,92,8,6,144,65,112,0.13,0.77,0.1,0.3656,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,5,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,5,4,3,3,0,24,19,9,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,8,3,0,2,6,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,15,4,18,18,1,7,0,1,1,0,13,6,0,1,2,59,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292306945162645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538027521874571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235211024407952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24234228798694565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07001176938363789,0.09891900682967966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710154170114644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421044383365107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561955937986996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609642216306009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764671980472334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242607322212333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5592383556754755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879813763608269,0.1209017876853262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870385080789114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011246157288104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444485843994074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576245223838405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129245306135273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661672214772489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450097010616764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Slate_128,2019/07/05,I invited 3 friends around for Netflix + drinks tonight! Aaaand then I called it off after an anxiety attack :/,2.6273333333333326,5.632448400000005,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,90.0,6.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.9646666666666666,88,5,15,2,3,27,19,20,0.318,0.551,0.131,-0.5255,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332012729511653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387739656194502,0.0,0.4955109892192736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447542106726883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266817834275644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365116313900849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IPOD_man02468,2019/07/05,"Did anyone else use to be a loud, outgoing person then a switch just flips inside your head? I remember constantly goofing off in class with everybody just last year but now it's difficult to say anything to anyone",4.058499999999999,6.817819850000002,4.830000000000002,78.24500000000002,75.5,9.0,27.5,9.516144504307137,3.11475,174,7,29,5,4,56,35,40,0.084,0.875,0.040999999999999995,-0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,6,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,6,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196544061588298,0.3074737080473713,0.246945320270737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242865045945558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25068345974466083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079749495634806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446102521478951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620236383915696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33993909288143204,0.0,0.0,0.2386405392836052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25917807125994885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324563235598866
socialanxiety,taytaylc26,2019/07/05,Abilify and drinking? So I’m on my 4th day of taking abilify and I want to go to a party tonight but I’m afraid to drink while on abilify. I’m thinking of just bringing my own wine. I don’t want to like freak out or loose control. Anyone experience this?,-0.1284126984126992,2.1410337777777784,2.7148677248677267,89.33833333333332,90.85185185185185,6.048677248677249,24.38095238095239,7.447530270364453,1.4059396825396826,200,9,43,4,7,70,38,54,0.122,0.7340000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.3527,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,10,10,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,9,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22236929578140746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566901890787688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509872832264872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6230835505824824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110878252924267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807399783769894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537012739760858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391139538772212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377649859626626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751567809692443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RogueAdam1,2019/07/05,"Socially reclusive introvert just trying to get out of the dorms I'm an Airman in tech school and I really would like to go out and be social this 4th of July weekend, but I know myself well enough to know that as soon as I go anywhere, I'm going to feel uncomfortable and out of place. I've never really had any positive experiences going out and mingling at clubs/bars/social places in general. I keep to myself and find it hard to initiate contact with anyone in public and maintain a pleasant conversation. How the hell do outgoing people do it and what do I need to do to be the kind of person that can just be comfortable and relax around large groups of people?",5.992996183206106,6.405471152671758,7.100066793893131,73.32429866412217,66.48091603053436,10.21412213740458,29.35209923664123,10.125756701596842,2.922212977099236,535,17,96,12,8,181,82,131,0.078,0.7490000000000001,0.17300000000000001,0.9323,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,5,0,10,0,0,1,1,27,22,12,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,14,0,1,4,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,2,7,6,25,17,1,18,1,0,0,0,7,11,1,0,4,69,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171418094859525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251486673297928,0.0,0.0,0.15933229737034646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849366815033758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507914760022267,0.0,0.0,0.09049888772126644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358668635618914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935109255173683,0.0,0.4068793283283316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033308966540558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908779573962828,0.0,0.18638264447346886,0.1967281108862908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744176806578981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271319413125685,0.13804227370225713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481677435526059,0.15628054261962146,0.37399706204572536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293214385346873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113976115130886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36490006814882026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151731224887248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092668756916434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714397359234886,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,biscuithead85,2019/07/05,"Feels Like Hell I am currently at a 4th of July gathering with my in laws and I am trying to get out there and at least try talk to people, but I feel like every time I say something to someone they kind of give me a weird look and then don’t continue the conversation. It’s fucking tearing me up inside. Why am I like this? Any thoughts or advice right now would be greatly appreciated.",4.713797468354429,5.101702405063293,5.9568101265822815,80.4967341772152,69.25316455696202,8.851645569620256,29.7240506329114,8.841846274778883,2.189671392405064,306,11,63,5,5,103,63,79,0.059000000000000004,0.7809999999999999,0.16,0.8515,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,8,2,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,12,13,6,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,9,5,11,10,1,11,1,0,1,1,6,6,2,1,8,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675558485803104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084217800956107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868891647651645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431321025910586,0.3169301415026587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050648984652416,0.11588946795515095,0.21278568426902064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445524231107217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23098675779968106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251036150739389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626919339987402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537789707717099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942926474445967,0.0,0.17639662561304886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879435927437074,0.17076444463454232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828693406538293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760967668961203,0.1293424289664095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011963914579403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001540295287892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757140004548795,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,doggened,2019/07/05,"[Rant] An adult got mad at me for something I didn't do. My friend was yelling swears at these little kids (probably 5 year olds) and they started swearing at her (why do little kids know this stuff?) and she ran away. I was walking behind her because I didn't want to be associated with that stuff, but of course an adult had to come up to *me*. She got mad and just said please don't swear at my kids and I just broke down. So here I am at her house trying to stop crying. I know she probably won't remember me and I probably won't see her ever again, but this stuff haunts my mind for years.",1.1712634408602156,3.100843169354839,2.428709677419356,96.05473118279569,81.01612903225806,5.746236559139786,19.204301075268816,6.816661863887847,-0.06452473118279611,459,11,108,5,12,147,73,124,0.187,0.772,0.040999999999999995,-0.9565,0,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,2,0,12,0,0,0,1,18,22,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,5,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,9,3,21,1,17,10,0,20,0,1,1,0,15,10,0,0,7,72,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673422928264567,0.0,0.0,0.08871633495082959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536487971413812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986255238827946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164407143233275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243940934628134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232794087302858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792699785459916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996364803421867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29172712629535963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694811686220932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527137258441538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975291590155008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47073164591553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486194796037576,0.0,0.13843640960436598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597196395350574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203938458840504,0.0,0.0,0.10300989928147183,0.0,0.0,0.12167315912539778,0.0,0.0,0.4998057316168904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880821037252928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583987803792928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132203450951185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874385856301324
socialanxiety,InsufferableIowan,2019/07/05,Asking about plans How do I text someone asking if they have plans for an event without sounding intrusive?,9.884736842105266,9.874964842105268,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,58.47368421052632,9.705263157894738,40.05263157894737,8.841846274778883,3.813378947368422,88,4,13,1,1,26,17,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8244596395372417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736164952654313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250611923472871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,user34228,2019/07/05,"Parties and sleepovers Hey so in like an hour I will be heading to my friend’s house along with one other friend and we will be going to a party. My best friend was supposed to come (the only reason I said yes to the party and sleepover bc she is the only one who makes me feel comfortable in social situations) and she backed out bc her mom blah blah. So now I have committed myself to this sleepover and party with, yes my friends, but I’m kind of freaking out!!! Everyone at the party is older and idk any of them and my friends are no where near the nervous wreck I am and will just tell me to suck it up so here I am trying to calm myself down!!! I don’t even rlly like sleepovers and not bc I get homesick but I like the comfort and freedom of my own bed and waking up in my own room and just that security. So idk wish me luck but I’m really REALLY dreading this and I want to back out 😭😭😭. But I’ve also been reading on this thread how to get better at social anxiety is to put yourself in social situations but I rlly don’t want to lmao... ok well sry for rant but yeah here I go. I just want to stay home all day tbh it’s where I feel the most comfortable but I’m trying to get better!!! Wish me luck",0.8623938223938197,2.7059828378378405,3.029550579150577,91.79450347490351,81.62548262548263,5.688401544401544,20.01250965250965,6.742157984588678,0.19224991505791555,941,25,211,10,25,320,131,259,0.10800000000000001,0.583,0.309,0.9954,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,3,18,26,1,2,9,4,16,2,2,3,2,47,35,26,0,5,11,1,2,5,5,3,0,1,4,0,8,21,0,1,3,1,0,4,4,5,1,2,3,3,30,21,34,27,5,28,0,1,0,0,18,17,1,3,9,144,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111177050389087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747799961287415,0.0,0.08715804244207506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521410322643774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956511840938325,0.20152805626169268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814275123120698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347703017733945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525133463774591,0.0,0.0,0.10886737596387876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521537972301076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401197929283957,0.0,0.17857506975528264,0.0,0.1295009184510016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692760351156482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428357622184353,0.0,0.11220055197540614,0.13146279574492914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864315516743855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698497791013112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605082128578829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334363544365196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154407206646203,0.1733015841638082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453362007770505,0.0,0.0,0.11396332101633792,0.0,0.14597614006471532,0.11714157439544068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837588757013368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561297830398466,0.0,0.3484194748520592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143687435822335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958201739682056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470536297412946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016010021754973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024389905926466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26203347983376896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rmactough1,2019/07/05,Yikes It took me forever to figure out I still had social anxiety. Did you ever have this process of trying to figure out what is wrong with you? I thought maybe I have Aspergers or something else. My social anxiety feels like this magnet taking away my ability to talk and function. I feel I closed my self off from the world and I live an empty life because of it.,3.5408333333333366,5.4163225277777824,4.495555555555558,84.20500000000001,73.72222222222223,7.5777777777777775,25.88888888888889,8.344100000000001,1.7786222222222228,290,10,55,5,6,94,53,72,0.114,0.821,0.066,-0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,13,10,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,12,1,11,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,40,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389253283978354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812590986971705,0.0,0.0,0.13503691086582562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850520489853645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003780786241336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22401495785690015,0.15825437166694334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646656156586214,0.10822378308406368,0.0,0.195606761551408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225472322308032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310943133675788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516247406272215,0.0,0.1705373919978976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690664934365433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655593395091406,0.178049879340405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758626242716768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461175541417304,0.15039795663653274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421980176888104,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Succreme,2019/04/06,When will this end I just declined going out to drink with my best friend on his birthday. I feel like I’m completely stuck with this mental illness and can’t escape. Therapy hasn’t done shit because I’m too depressed to even motivate myself to do anything about my anxiety problem. ,5.38111111111111,7.051355444444442,5.626851851851857,78.76583333333336,68.62962962962962,8.362962962962964,33.87037037037037,8.841846274778883,3.0959037037037027,230,11,39,4,4,73,44,54,0.24100000000000002,0.5479999999999999,0.21,-0.2716,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,0,8,10,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,6,3,8,7,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,3,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429845288238474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976577894283236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279592972480164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802606394696189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800049768807595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300164544952474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732928055448375,0.0,0.2616149315855826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365339054668172,0.0,0.0,0.1763891295980337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350324259594923,0.1907861147248322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632816033688345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177507746327953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304709303000219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26913140606739977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555382061941676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741309494974081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30540381906501524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RivenPIayer,2019/04/06,"Need advice for being in groups I'm 16, and I struggle with SA heavily. I've been focused on trying to improve myself because I don't want to feel alone anymore. 

Last night I hung out with 5 others from my school for a couple of hours. I don't do this very often and people were commenting about how quiet I was being. I hate this about myself and don't want to be the odd one out anymore. 

Any tips for talking in groups?  I often don't know what to say and I don't want my new friends to dislike my company or think of me badly and stop inviting me. 

I am very afraid of fucking this up if I'm invited to something again. 

​",2.2513943950786057,3.768411924812032,3.853274094326729,88.97174982911827,76.36842105263158,6.039371155160628,24.87286397812713,6.574015621080383,0.8293819548872179,498,17,104,4,11,166,82,133,0.165,0.753,0.08199999999999999,-0.7885,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,2,2,2,0,13,1,0,1,0,22,24,8,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,3,16,1,23,18,0,12,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,4,6,71,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226441107041252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257888940797146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100555468552746,0.21420650211096806,0.11988036652626345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34965622255073125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719125182364712,0.10746216722109282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505684796466424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913538049298106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619794614044756,0.1629733507833993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174045698168303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360597024275434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688204716683067,0.14369642849674738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071366237961646,0.0,0.17025789208973272,0.0,0.1654322502243718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945579790090205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221435425690842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401895173586529,0.0,0.1784106074580568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357133958324653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738279460596526,0.0,0.18429215921171227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416918217744585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295680126356385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968646396128392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909084395119809,0.31193373801102603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420650211096806,0.0
socialanxiety,coconutfi,2019/04/06,"As a former uncomfortable awkward person due to my social anxiety, here’s what helped me. I had it bad.  Panic attacks in Walmart, in my classes, when my roommates had more than 2 people over.

I was anxious and afraid people would think I was shy and quiet and awkward.  I’m still shy, quiet and awkward but now I embrace it and I think it endears people and makes me more likable.

This wasn’t an overnight thing.  It probably took me a year and a half of baby steps, and I’m still not entirely there yet. 

Basically I let myself be in on the joke and show people I’m confident in my weirdness and it doesn’t phase me.  It’s let me break down the brick wall that I hid behind so the true me never was never in front of the people I was around.

Because of this my social skills have improved which makes me even more confident.  I openly admit to being shy immediately when it shows so people don’t think I’m trying to hide it.  When people tell me I’m quiet I just say “yeah I am” in a way that says that’s just how I am and it’s not a problem I face.  Confidently talking about shyness, quietness, and awkwardness breaks the negative stigma and let’s people see those traits in a new light.
",2.3009656733308184,4.285754813278011,3.95862127499057,86.1924849113542,77.63070539419087,6.2075443228970215,23.402678234628443,7.1686216300943375,0.9305834024896265,934,30,186,11,22,312,126,241,0.159,0.718,0.12300000000000001,0.2776,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,17,12,1,6,12,1,18,1,1,3,3,32,31,21,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,18,15,0,0,4,3,0,3,8,10,0,1,8,8,27,2,21,17,3,32,0,0,1,0,9,13,0,0,13,134,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890005227369398,0.13128380916997134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345121253281456,0.0,0.13220523575322427,0.0,0.0,0.09703019068520416,0.07084031454125292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675536755436997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789286837717327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564966740030346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514166675455618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925606836750416,0.11223598909886856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634696726135126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6445210269547708,0.1014697703862706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529364098002194,0.11119692571370544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482913125400144,0.0,0.0,0.09260403294372534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369221753927193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561032837008076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340490222735448,0.1015723426553645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720451740816507,0.2233873242465382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291131797797693,0.07889871359009303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224179871233984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825519900952398,0.0,0.0,0.07483519450259922
socialanxiety,Acufosa,2019/04/06,"I know what I want to say but I have difficulty saying it. What I mean is that I form the words in my mind but, it's almost like I can't force my mouth to say them. This only happens when I'm speaking to other people. It never happens when I'm speaking to myself. What can I do about this?",-0.9450000000000004,1.0802645000000022,1.9112500000000023,95.60875,91.5,3.825,15.8125,5.148860815047168,-0.8786499999999999,224,5,52,1,8,78,41,64,0.054000000000000006,0.8759999999999999,0.069,-0.036000000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,9,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,11,1,6,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,39,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623283739972703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633241703283018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439736503444248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798690013628972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853656759536451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645183084517511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020499252213694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924246620948674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161927025090766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6249949441941164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545186139240484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ScrubbyStop,2019/04/06,"I went to the gym alone for the first time a few days ago So I've been boxing since I was around 10 and lifting weights since maybe 14, but one of the biggest obstacles in the way of my fitness goals was that I couldn't go to the gym alone, with the exception of my boxing gym because I've been going there for so long and we're all pretty close there. As a result, I could never keep a consistent schedule or routine because I either had to go with someone else, or go early in the morning to my boxing gym before they open and workout with the minimal amount of weighifting equipment that they have.

Well I'm 18 now and I was a little bored a few days ago so I decided to go to the gym without really giving it much thought. I got there, did my routine, then went home, and it all felt so normal.

I didn't even realize until today how significant that was for me. A few months ago, just the thought of going there by myself was terrifying, and I wouldn't have even seriously considered it, but I just went and did my stuff like anyone else.

Maybe it sounds insignificant to you, or maybe the idea of going to the gym by yourself seems impossible, but my point isn't that I went to the gym, it's that I did it and didn't even realize the amount of progress that I have made in order to be able to. Social anxiety is definitely one of my biggest obstacles right now and it's so easy for me to focus on the stuff that I'm doing wrong because of it, but when I look back at myself from years ago, it hits me just how much I've accomplished since then and not given myself credit, or even realizing it.

Don't be so hard on yourself",8.554910714285715,5.418323717261909,8.730714285714285,75.21428571428574,63.31547619047619,11.861904761904762,35.904761904761905,9.784248007369934,3.1289011904761903,1283,40,272,19,14,426,149,336,0.102,0.8029999999999999,0.095,-0.0711,0,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,4,25,6,0,0,21,0,25,1,0,4,3,52,49,31,0,4,15,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,19,16,1,1,9,8,1,11,9,3,1,3,23,5,31,3,42,20,10,50,0,0,1,0,5,15,0,5,23,195,50,3,0.0915384983300116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245734226104533,0.0,0.0,0.1896125554064523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002670067057094,0.0,0.0,0.06400584640844248,0.09379200905835763,0.0,0.081488670802353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038745488148528,0.0,0.1674030568570537,0.0,0.07789251994986332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308604236111363,0.0,0.0,0.11806951726366828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529373387823406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418412593073352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878913135502855,0.0,0.0,0.07786259991704432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781206867649316,0.364164066745272,0.0,0.07321169931547432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200051451024888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182057741794876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333582251027168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136362325565305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472108649589451,0.09174562335304236,0.0,0.08100869047350591,0.07686928403729124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661594042815221,0.0,0.0,0.2758881755487594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306515603879987,0.0,0.13458265765433694,0.0,0.07060013308152481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896882928999444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124057711006746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653346877930047,0.0,0.0,0.0931275614858067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058641906007416436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817337741597243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333321093408091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22716477525397996,0.0,0.0,0.09331197133252864,0.07756027258136397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095793603880317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453426854490872,0.053376834509333435,0.0,0.08676779310117995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265899920798413,0.0,0.11146923035092446,0.08230410333038579,0.33942842014756763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823984583120066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008297796965883,0.0,0.05894779171697018
socialanxiety,RatkingSpit,2019/04/06,"can someone please tell me if I’m being weird My job requires me to study for a series of very difficult math exams, and I become incredibly unproductive as soon as I get home from work. So, instead, I go to a nearby coffee/pastry shop after work to study for 3-5 hours. I’ll go typically 2 or 3 days per week. This week I went 4, and I’d like to do the same for the next two weeks, since I have an exam quickly approaching. But I just feel so fucking weird seeing the same staff every day. To the point where they know exactly what drink I want before I can order it, and it makes me embarrassed for no rational reason.

I always leave a $10 tip, since I feel like I owe them more than the price of a drink for using their space so much, and it’s never crowded, so I’m not preventing anyone from sitting down. and they usually give me some free pastry with my order, so, logically, I couldn’t reconcile that fact with the feeling that I’m not welcome there, but in my head there’s still this weird tension where I feel like they’re annoyed by my constant presence.

Is any of this making sense? Is it at all possible that I’m just tolerated, or they wish I wouldn’t go there or something? Is it super fucking weird to go to the same place every day like that?",7.310585585585585,5.235356528957532,7.862249034749037,77.13641087516089,64.7915057915058,10.795495495495496,32.78024453024453,9.2995712137729,2.6184437580437567,987,29,207,14,12,330,150,259,0.085,0.809,0.107,0.8211,2,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,5,4,16,17,3,2,12,0,10,5,1,4,4,42,35,18,0,5,10,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,13,7,2,2,8,3,4,6,6,10,0,1,1,5,27,8,27,31,7,32,0,0,1,2,9,8,2,5,19,128,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943109281747503,0.0,0.0,0.08126207089491291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083555094383395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197506948352875,0.1016831621074048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913382583860789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311970752440461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23412317197261703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136278535669566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416851338965098,0.1707373890205391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094613770538815,0.06243226056009545,0.11463242966032818,0.2716516396577948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263841675837725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986525361349765,0.0,0.11768049323202685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858235302619073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567243672541248,0.0,0.0,0.12653008949896807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23352083053460346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953037667005462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784405873580498,0.0,0.09216346809107998,0.0,0.12708643575773326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484895159128802,0.1311718429802304,0.11296330814904006,0.13471493457581224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286283810665476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522365310184984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19769833853203986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124943672462576,0.0919946436025542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954304740246769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444566196846199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673122432259513,0.0,0.0,0.10320705746640067,0.1316090844177044,0.09859755571556436,0.07048243808189628,0.0,0.2875599029541039,0.0,0.0,0.1107749341398281,0.0,0.0,0.1374156749108572,0.0,0.0,0.1739905065992362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,drauch52,2019/04/06,"I am terrified shitless of going to work 21 M, I’ve had several jobs in the past. Hell I even made it 2 years at once but since I’ve really dropped out of life I’m scared shitless of going back. Everytime I get there I panic and want to kill myself ",2.328333333333333,3.240340907407411,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,75.1111111111111,8.362962962962964,24.61111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.5921999999999992,195,6,44,4,4,68,42,54,0.327,0.649,0.024,-0.9670000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,8,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,0,8,6,0,9,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20345870589191334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476377620411682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824097462448934,0.0,0.3007530649037317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26257162416578705,0.0,0.2927372987637322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868926360912672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25036801201002656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817870939926231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31044748571744923,0.0,0.0,0.25258770860213703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950756817949034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649076853466527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29891921537282234,0.0,0.21887731402905367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606612425915126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926297157263329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703917471957855
socialanxiety,imboredsoimwriting,2019/04/06,"I'm getting my hair and makeup professionally done today, I'm extremely scared! ): I have a special event today and this is the first time I'm getting my hair and makeup professionally done. I'm so scared they're going to judge me. I have a lot of acne scars and hyperpigmentation (despite how much I invest into skincare), will they have a problem with that? I think it's easy to cover over with makeup.

 The last time I went to get my hair trimmed, the lady said to her coworker, ""Wow look at all her hair!"" (I have quite long, thick hair) and it made me feel good, until her coworker said ""I'm over it."" From then on, she made remarks about how my ends were bad and she just looked annoyed with my hair the whole time.

I'm very nervous. Originally I was just nervous about if she did a good job or not but now with my skin problems, I'm worried she'll judge me and not want to work on me. ):",3.0155564325177617,4.358064071823204,4.251037884767168,87.61194751381218,74.02762430939227,6.718389897395422,23.978295185477506,7.1686216300943375,0.7582041041831098,691,20,150,7,14,227,98,181,0.152,0.7929999999999999,0.055,-0.9414,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,3,8,12,1,4,8,0,12,7,7,5,1,31,33,15,0,4,7,0,9,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,12,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,8,0,1,10,13,25,4,20,21,4,23,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,3,14,93,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241267616098575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30006451577885074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298523604887514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413008811044416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470583086709593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297919893526849,0.0,0.0833214673096191,0.24593791940270734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454871491092942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950618089815444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974465357844472,0.24622984447584026,0.0,0.0,0.1246420192263069,0.0,0.2774506073245861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777473498808847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805706793187753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593708103901868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27891811367322417,0.0,0.29356305381949405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939413461190227,0.0,0.0,0.25646725784781305,0.0,0.27793702606168164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096806079597705,0.08647398805235904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590832825870705,0.0,0.16368409390924565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673334662036038,0.14888890273988956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pineboxgrown,2019/04/06,"My rules make conversations suck So, I was reading Not Nice by Dr. Aziz Gazipura, and there's a couple sections about self-imposed rules that made me come to a valuable realization: largely what makes social interaction something unpleasant and something I want to avoid is that I have self-imposed rules related to social interaction that require me to act against my desires and in ways that are unnatural for me. For instance, if somebody is talking to me about something that interests them, but I want to leave the conversation (because I have to piss, because the topic is incredibly boring to me, because the person has awful breath, or any reason barring absolute emergencies), I will make myself stay and attempt to listen as per my unwritten rule that states I must do so. This rule basically makes conversations traps. I'm stuck, quietly suffering until my conversational partner runs out of steam. This rule makes conversations prisons. Is it any wonder why I'm not interested in starting one with a stranger? 

That's just one example, too. I have hundreds of other unwritten, self-imposed rules, a lot which were learned in childhood, but all of which are upkept by only me.",8.952483974358977,9.60174287019231,8.586346153846158,64.37532051282054,60.20192307692307,11.164102564102564,41.8525641025641,10.864195022040775,4.986066025641025,959,51,144,22,12,307,125,208,0.139,0.8320000000000001,0.028999999999999998,-0.9716,0,1,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,7,9,2,1,7,1,15,4,2,7,2,31,31,12,0,5,7,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,14,7,1,2,3,2,0,3,2,5,0,2,4,2,20,4,26,25,3,14,0,1,0,0,14,5,2,4,3,102,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888721397604831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396080343856875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962383850665875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536565382537025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704282382035366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806194269094455,0.0,0.1314017451933637,0.4634825827512121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820322968729264,0.10561656595565036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125555238285465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389071504305459,0.0,0.0,0.1427810470167478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346137446170456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831200774342031,0.0,0.3207257394323645,0.0,0.0,0.0982925966533217,0.14801648481158913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116181003635822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638177411609241,0.11022820109944999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253081874632875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150598125268121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BeInventive,2019/04/06,"Yet another ""I did it"" post? Not at all... After a long time lurking around on reddit, I decided to post again, because I think I might provide you with some wise words. 

As said in the title, I don't want to post another ""I did it""-story, nor do I hunger for compliments or else. But I want to tell you the short story of my last 3 years:

Over the last three years I got really sick because of my social anxiety. You all know that life is extremly struggeling with this type of ""disorder"". So I was at the point, where social anxiety led to depression and even to suicidal thoughts. I was clever enough to get professional help over these years and I finaly still here, despite of all thoughts. 
But things changed, and probably because I changed. 10 years ago, when started studying, I thought it would be a good idea, to start training karate... which was more an attempt to get into social interaction than to learn anything about karate or martial arts. I was just trying stuff out...
Despite of my social anxiety I stayed in training and three years ago, when things in my life started to collapse (study failed, was forced to move to another city, got unemployed and even my GF left me) it affected one of my karate belt test... and as everyone here can imagin, I quit. I quit karate, I quit all the stuff I loved. Or I thought though.
After a few weeks I started to ""train"" again, only for me, and only at home, doing some easy karate stuff. And I realized I can't live without it. Another few weeks later, I returned to regular training, although I thought everyone would laught or bully me because I failed the belt test. But nothing happened and I was confused because I didn't understand what happenend. And for the first time in my life I was directly able to intervene this over-selfcritical thinking spiral which leads to anxiety.

After all this stuff what happened to me I had become what I was looking for when I started with karate: a real warrior, a warrior in the way which the old samurai called bushido. I nearly immediatly started to learn anything of the philosophy of budo, bushido, zen etc. and I tried to understand what these guys thought and felt this times.

Long story short (I know it's probably to late at this point) I managed to get my life back on track nearly a half year ago. I got an extremly interesting job, this month I got permanetly employed and in about 20 days I'll have my black belt test in karate.
Seems paradisely but isn't, my social anxiety was and is always there, with every step I did on this long way I sh*** my pants (not literally) because I could say or do something wrong, talk to ""potential harmful"" people or be in any awkward situation. But I've grown up, with every step I did.

The only advice I can give to you is: Just go on. We, here at /r/socialanxiety, are NOT insane, mad or so. We are humans. We are not different to the guy or girl in the bus next to you. We are not different to the dumb guy who crosses the road despite of a red light. We are just like anyone else. 
The only thing which makes us feel uncomfortable in this world is this stupid ""brain mill"" which causes us to think and overthink.   

But the ""ancient"" masters taught me something. Be happy with your mistakes, because they make you a person, but don't use your mistakes as an excuse to not become a better person. 
Everyone of us here on /r/socialanxiety has a different background, a different story and different symptomes, but I feel pretty sure that everyone can get calm mind when you do what ever pleases yourself. In my point of view this is a state of meditaion, emptiness in your mind. Your thoughts get silent, because you're in this moment with your whole mind, body and personality. 
In budo this is called zanshin (残心), a state of inner harmony and high attention. Next time your social anxiety ""kicks in"" try thinking about this. Your feelings, your reaction, your panic... this is YOU. And this is was makes you to yourself. So smile and be proud of it, and dont blame a god, a spaghetti monster or anything else for what you are. Just be... 

For further readings to understand what I tried to say, I recommend you two books, the Hagakure by Tsunetomo Yamamoto and the gorin no sho (Book of five Rings) by Miyamoto Musashi. The philosophy easier to understand than you might think. But in any case of questions, always ask yourself if it fits your heart and logic. Don't eat it from the plate. 

I don't wish all of you the best, because the best is what happens to everyone everyday. I wish you to have the wisdom to recognize that it happens. This is what makes a real warrior. 

PS: I'm not a native speaker, so please forgive me some stupid words/sentence",4.821495700245698,6.373712949324329,5.284299754299756,81.14079852579854,69.8445945945946,8.489926289926293,30.909500409500406,8.97023862654752,2.61958873873874,3681,155,685,69,66,1176,358,888,0.09,0.81,0.099,0.9540000000000001,9,0,2,0,0,0,154.0,8,24,1,13,31,30,4,3,44,0,59,12,3,9,8,140,118,56,1,10,31,0,4,1,1,4,6,5,1,8,52,38,2,0,33,4,0,8,18,14,0,7,30,14,100,16,114,78,17,114,1,3,4,1,64,47,1,18,52,472,152,18,0.04203951658188011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041080529056732505,0.11179648479165744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996049102316375,0.0,0.0,0.057176625744257,0.17632839451630658,0.192960690707528,0.0,0.0,0.029395007461497737,0.043074452738361586,0.103784820443795,0.03742408265296758,0.039301273086467435,0.0,0.0,0.0323257933069718,0.0,0.230642092004656,0.09285868637522522,0.0,0.0,0.08823575804124296,0.03718053611159477,0.0,0.046696425791856434,0.0,0.04693000380825756,0.08585409345966227,0.0,0.0,0.04318616384739552,0.08894446860531302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033565133204033405,0.0,0.0,0.02711201035287911,0.0,0.036208574030866254,0.0,0.0,0.21961173586534846,0.048180928135746016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927000033998141,0.0,0.0,0.04301692064008357,0.1053558651336466,0.0,0.0,0.043438058500222,0.04688517363313639,0.05553340843641626,0.0380271495560565,0.07084021173943329,0.2008527982894545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376932818981565,0.0,0.04036452859516757,0.0,0.0,0.035758791328650216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981956148486424,0.040328134987596985,0.023892026074522274,0.03526075195752637,0.13449136717382348,0.0,0.0,0.12487719257832895,0.14870162270288398,0.044751847123045786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981702956190846,0.028178201809857008,0.04441705739838011,0.042169062824292614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745749715339727,0.0,0.0,0.04171773340369247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046207637770124425,0.06853563390753338,0.04742240581681453,0.0,0.04567605777217815,0.0,0.11877501527196192,0.02053838430390181,0.0,0.03712166334144795,0.11161094780557934,0.035302606005974534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03794230504745805,0.0,0.11224681504240462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919456728731467,0.12734378288594114,0.0,0.03355554105527346,0.044681353062197934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941900562549356,0.0,0.0,0.0403380499723461,0.0,0.044113400844817234,0.0,0.028487064427122594,0.1278917869347574,0.0,0.04932431478898055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02914490752909236,0.11012185301865553,0.0,0.09229352995401677,0.11922279462745955,0.0,0.12078670826917055,0.04276930184279695,0.0906514184053714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709387976705312,0.13414260189363048,0.042050893072109165,0.09570034698328288,0.02693159080569687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039989207221797926,0.06686302185710838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03827119700232212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047254178024730614,0.0,0.2571239579644039,0.0,0.0647281474593681,0.0,0.0,0.1785347172771547,0.044808531140617835,0.03357281224694684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250075448012585,0.045984407850931365,0.0,0.03962174686117929,0.043695154371982486,0.0,0.033789770999929775,0.03674439045926266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378756043335384,0.1346861237219415,0.04130361159541309,0.2336227621450964,0.09805432076692487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416828885101225,0.0,0.041066499119823366,0.17505847745967534,0.15170508677654976,0.036308644573884635,0.0,0.0,0.049591992172619226,0.06673802296853726,0.0674431288348692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04693561894598045,0.09668673871150904,0.04052459380128478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972733281422394,0.04596361190841136,0.0,0.1624324221542297
socialanxiety,cyberisms,2019/04/06,"I cannot bring myself to go downstairs incase I say something embarrassing but not going downstairs makes me look rude, help I live with my bf and his entire family. Even with my own family, I only used to live with my mum so I was so used to just seeing one person but would always stay in my bedroom. I love living here, but I cannot bring myself to go downstairs because I’ll have to talk to them, if I choose to go downstairs and not talk to them then I’ll be rude but if I’m sitting upstairs I also worry they’re judging me for not coming downstairs. I’m so so so bad socially and just cannot make conversation so it’s like almost 3pm and I’ve been up since 6am just :) 
I’m so hungry but would rather starve than deal with being anxious and freaking out - I also forget things when I’m put on the spot so I’m worried they’ll ask me something, then I’ll forget 2 seconds later and just be like ???  
My boyfriend also says sometimes I come across rude but he understands I can’t help it. I feel so bad.
Help?! How do you bring yourself to do something? Literally so broken 🤨",1.212771014492752,3.3352235911111134,3.0669951690821264,90.49765217391304,81.97777777777776,5.1574879227053145,20.89371980676329,6.280692351149826,0.2313632850241545,848,25,177,7,23,283,119,225,0.223,0.682,0.095,-0.9879,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,3,0,22,10,3,1,1,0,15,1,0,5,0,42,39,31,0,5,16,1,1,2,1,3,0,2,1,1,3,13,0,0,3,0,0,10,7,7,0,2,2,5,28,3,20,31,1,21,0,0,2,1,21,5,0,3,6,110,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976340901381168,0.0,0.0,0.2869353095123688,0.09951784889629976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511540715593814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181105504694924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199724151877342,0.07290783229715607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20605183095576152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330367157069745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899551973758932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254988916055467,0.0,0.06047400253295741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27188866240787435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240498657645583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686229160702105,0.0,0.3168303734721099,0.0,0.100434955751953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794482786691817,0.0,0.15966957085510428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104492497683842,0.09096216551022278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443122747916454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023232397166853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902234820999914,0.0,0.0,0.09530673808583616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893541760220527,0.0,0.0,0.1219184467408794,0.0,0.2762247335885337,0.11828872753708455,0.0,0.0,0.12747905470934168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922619624552496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945777830361693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450915404581762,0.0,0.20659421633487002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242921817872567,0.0,0.1699226404805227,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,QuintyD,2019/04/06,"Going to a party tonight with bunch of people I don’t know Okay so my best friend invited me to go to a party of a college friend of her. Yea kinda strange since I don’t know that girl at all, except from a few stories from my best friend. But my best friend told me her friends and her boyfriend want to meet me so I said yes. I tried to come up with excuses to not go but I already almost cancelled like three times. I thought about faking sickness but that wouldn’t make any sense since I barely get sick so my best friend will definitely tell, and besides she knows of my sa. My best friend told me like three times that she is not going to leave me during the party and that I need to tell her if she does leave me but then I feel guilty you know. My best friend has the right to have fun with her other friends and boyfriend without worrying about me. So now I’m really anxious and my heart is going really fast and it’s not even an hour before the party yet. Also there will be alcohol but I know myself, I don’t drink a lot so if I do I’ll get drunk very easily so not going to do that. Any advice to not freak out tonight??? And no there won’t be any pets bc they rented a place. ",1.6607251082251082,3.2922968690476218,2.831240981240981,95.16577922077923,78.32539682539681,5.851659451659452,19.78787878787879,6.574015621080383,-0.05456190476190459,929,21,215,8,22,298,125,252,0.077,0.607,0.316,0.9971,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,6,14,21,0,0,10,3,15,6,1,1,1,41,38,22,0,5,14,0,1,2,9,4,3,1,2,1,7,12,3,0,7,2,1,7,12,2,0,2,4,2,38,19,27,28,10,21,0,0,0,0,27,5,0,5,11,142,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930967097269527,0.0,0.08673651505260037,0.08127110091822852,0.0,0.08956327327531964,0.06490448874272757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557695869167954,0.0,0.0,0.09168892219251548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906210382647736,0.0,0.5110412961293497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991308650065323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102461065759315,0.0,0.0,0.07950696298113857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05360612986510049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04103748217636651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5643436624890851,0.0,0.08480663212201603,0.0,0.27675428291947124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617627411603373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992731808789275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230200433222915,0.0,0.0,0.17187573629783595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793024110864643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900025040851465,0.0,0.0,0.054175653120557485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017991464717538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626687581043036,0.0,0.08479605746639622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398773602069933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931112141503852,0.0772027756224808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427457308615234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187672770191706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443283411144482,0.09465136034076282,0.0,0.0,0.15510578575346887,0.0,0.055103047795373325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696639334123658,0.04787090955741145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823638776032986,0.0,0.0,0.08242301942692748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sucksatmakingfriends,2019/04/06,"I even suck at making friends on reddit My whole life, I have been weirdo. Never had much in common with friends around me.

On Reddit, I came across a lot of people with shared interest. I even found a girl from my own country.

Sent her a message about our mutual hobby. In her first message, she answered some of my questions.

She quickly sent an another message in which she implied that she isn't to keen on hearing from me again. It was kind of like, 'This is it from me. Good luck with your thing.'

At least, learned not to get my hopes up high. ",1.9324353628023336,4.193291834862389,2.456196830692246,95.1020433694746,80.19266055045871,5.064553794829023,22.753127606338616,6.1124844417494595,0.2802403669724773,426,14,90,3,11,131,75,109,0.065,0.748,0.187,0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,1,6,11,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,1,16,15,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,7,1,19,10,23,8,6,20,0,0,0,0,19,12,1,5,6,71,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279698200178011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353800413442415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486552804902744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871900730668555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492597849843453,0.0,0.2383751612848961,0.33593566439119144,0.0,0.11358599724027132,0.0,0.0,0.18235037639853827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24503308600245002,0.0,0.0,0.22970205357124465,0.0,0.2159338502106696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263955620551077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356074061943936,0.1062139035760104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483135236884254,0.0,0.0,0.14512062162751654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598188968912152,0.0,0.16767740489182825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072239141219426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435451947234106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443531248701502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24272675159075974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ashadowwolf,2019/04/06,"To the people who have found therapy helpful What was your experience like? 

How was your anxiety before therapy in comparison to how it is now? 

What was the most helpful thing about therapy? 

If you could give advice to your past self or for other people with SA, what would it be? ",3.6875471698113214,6.1476936037735905,5.019471698113208,77.9552452830189,75.22641509433963,8.768301886792452,25.69433962264151,9.3871,2.5776973584905662,223,8,40,6,5,74,38,53,0.027999999999999997,0.82,0.152,0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,0,9,10,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,1,7,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,3,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968004616309972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540663094326843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713719619255244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079719178244412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700255274747588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081877192517085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319604115408934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699810957377354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839122340855742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225392358419868,0.27924330029912786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009847897605807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6909367931006662,0.0,0.1337976161362405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306493781512175,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cadafried,2019/04/06,"My fear of blushing is getting ridiculous For many years now i have this constant fear of turning red in front of people and look weird. I don't know how this started because i don't remember having this when I was younger. There is absolutely no logic behind it and I'm aware of that. It's just in every social interaction there is a little voice in my head telling me ""don't go red, this would be weird"". And it doesn't even happen so much but that fear is driving me insane. And of course it happens more frequent since i think about it a lot. When i feel a little heat going on on my face my thought are going crazy ""fuck now i'm blushing"" then it gets worse or I try to hide or run from the situation which sometimes is impossible and of course NOT the right way to handle it. There are situations that trigger it for example when I unexpectedly have to talk to someone. But also when I'm in a longe conversation i have trouble concentrating because the thought is going around in my head and makes me nervous. What's also weird: when there is a situation where it would be perfectly normal to blush, like when something embarassing happens, i don't blush... go figure. Probably because it would be ""Ok"" to blush. But in other situations I think it would make no sense and the other person / people would think I'm weird or whats wrong with me. It's gotten to the point where i can't really enjoy social gatherings or long conversations anymore since I'm constantly worrying :( Even with family or close friends. Sometimes I even stand up from a table when I'm in a conversation and go to another room or turn away when I feel a blush coming. As I said, it's getting ridiculous...  But I really don't know how I can stop this. It makes me kind of sad that this is happening to me. Besides that I don't suffer from serve social anxiety. 
Any tips? :( ",4.806456043956043,5.831887524725275,5.746092307692312,79.79890769230771,69.35714285714286,8.681142857142857,29.120439560439557,8.954980946260402,2.278745186813187,1465,53,284,26,25,483,167,364,0.188,0.768,0.044000000000000004,-0.9938,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,1,27,21,3,4,13,1,32,4,3,6,1,52,71,33,0,6,12,0,2,1,1,5,0,2,1,1,30,13,0,1,12,0,0,10,11,15,0,0,5,7,29,6,38,58,3,51,0,2,3,1,13,20,1,7,20,192,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575867393024046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347020717628709,0.0824490398228511,0.06015073452777925,0.0,0.07797853477604097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999620655430729,0.0,0.0,0.07387424487927892,0.0,0.0,0.14379396338429942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773165630765014,0.0,0.16993936642314109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558005294461855,0.0,0.0662480646385469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412413349174307,0.26543741733896403,0.07951405888724437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074833275988574,0.07269095918799143,0.12324073961698236,0.0,0.26811898759750297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781243723243642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139144571696545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187968350433747,0.08642454613347132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038414007455000565,0.15761321271883602,0.0,0.13916783708082606,0.06602829853742796,0.0,0.0,0.0668473025542599,0.0,0.0,0.15745578836816718,0.07971715290916329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578011361030114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703942417412024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902247017406948,0.06865554141980336,0.0,0.0,0.07432952942903713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847750293037598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074310760545306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907098082751623,0.06714847375444276,0.07479389233387147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008493388491366,0.3535277790234114,0.0,0.24045615010299115,0.06662183597498032,0.060532208918210074,0.15553157477802182,0.0,0.05565379323401902,0.0,0.0,0.0657371076695419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319876461010006,0.0687249429237438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114627375309792,0.0,0.12484479783118832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338372086812922,0.17105087723244564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062411796222898386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985125393671844,0.08012935506995124,0.279277835836997,0.08596813188333588,0.0,0.050634300011458584
socialanxiety,Altoids101,2019/04/06,Left my usb stick at the library Already asked lost property and they don't have it. Really want to have a look around the desk and around the floor on the desk I left it at but for the past 2 weeks every time i've been in there has been someone sitting at the desk. I tried to look around the floor while someone was sitting at the desk and they gave me a weird look and I couldn't bring myself to explain I was looking for a usb stick so i had to leave. What do I do??,2.8024789915966366,3.3246308725490223,3.5124649859944017,95.83323529411769,73.6078431372549,6.612885154061624,23.394957983193283,6.1826913282559595,0.19987226890756293,367,9,90,2,7,116,56,102,0.063,0.9229999999999999,0.013999999999999999,-0.536,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,5,2,0,0,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,11,22,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,4,11,0,15,14,0,20,0,1,4,0,5,13,0,0,4,60,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859642010339656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564214284796516,0.1597718361331871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399369044320115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096228165289546,0.3713746168746507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740640685559032,0.0,0.18656151518699784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314686562268135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948525009729172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896122046275511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996552887438044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603235535003036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080339674353032,0.0,0.1370885938581016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,applesoranges111,2019/04/06,"My story with anxiety I hope this is useful for atleast some of the people here.

(Long post alert) 

I am 29 years old guy. I have always been ""socially awkward"" and getting anxious and nervous over minute things since the age of 8 or 9.
It never really improved for me until I met with my (now) girlfriend. We went to the same University and she was my classmate. I could never really talk to her in person (duh) but I could text her. And we had some good conversations over text. This went on for around a year but she did realize that I was a different person in person. She never really told me that she got to know about me..
Anyways, she started to say make an initiative and talk to me in person as well. It started off with her talking to me in quiet places with no people around - as she knew it would make me somewhat comfortable. She would text me while we sat in class to wait in class after the other students left or just tell me to come in an isolated place to talk to her. Nothing romantic but stuff related to University work and so on.

This really helped me get to know her and the same for her as well. She even introduced me with her friend like one at a time. So I got really comfortable around them as well. I never really had ""friends"" before this due to my awkwardness and just anxiety. But she helped me overcome some of that

Now I can say I am more ""confident"" when I talk to new people. We have been together for about 5 years now and I wish all of you get partners/friends like that. 

 My point is - if you are too anxious just text. If you wanna meet and talk, ask them if they can come to a quiet place where you won't get interrupted or something. Also, ask your friend (s) to go out to places quite where you can have one on one talks.

I just wanted to share my story. I will probably struggle with social anxiety all my life but I have made some good friends and I am definitely less anxious now than 5 years ago. ",2.823326286116984,4.633497346253229,4.015677707305617,87.15972515856238,75.5374677002584,7.5849659384543076,23.613577636833448,8.391295532112219,1.3742754521963816,1511,46,314,28,33,493,175,387,0.07200000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.141,0.988,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,4,6,3,2,26,19,0,4,11,1,26,1,0,4,6,72,55,32,0,11,15,0,0,2,5,4,1,4,0,5,14,27,0,1,4,0,0,5,6,4,3,3,16,4,64,15,61,33,11,57,0,0,0,0,60,26,0,12,27,239,78,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093952384542184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497646056645037,0.05720250085083601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777239285985964,0.2329915470998283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835965775960038,0.1285371828750168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058498111628340274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843784975542727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977679159092434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182534212649712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540634001957111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655664389642056,0.0,0.14366859848817115,0.0,0.039070155794176775,0.1153224149432396,0.10996553101154656,0.0,0.0,0.06806973107480288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215850771943213,0.0,0.0,0.06828067362981817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556243245878623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469315024420765,0.0,0.048557605962934916,0.06717202400593507,0.0,0.0,0.060838388862435686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504949326611957,0.0917774938263494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208580585848485,0.06639568861221555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596401209077296,0.0,0.07213776840198098,0.0,0.13975299229310156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298026557690538,0.24010677260339666,0.2873013685059885,0.0,0.06498755617994227,0.0,0.06584003515402485,0.0,0.07412023218570389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312024436204663,0.0,0.0,0.2642441738381457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933977188365784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686772144226269,0.0,0.0,0.14015656750569222,0.0,0.05292432708757885,0.0,0.0,0.09731809261286087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186864976717046,0.07869816528510416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867901906557947,0.060087372051562615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567204457719328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400865708992884,0.0,0.0,0.06569011850555045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593748054582026,0.0,0.0,0.04054840000350557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543377312187506,0.12745717832985862,0.0,0.0,0.07905495190962063,0.0,0.0,0.050048188246559266,0.0,0.0,0.09767092129163583,0.0,0.0,0.17708167625456436
socialanxiety,mrkaganovich,2019/04/06,when they don’t text back FUCK they hate me,0.054999999999999716,1.8199465000000004,0.1100000000000012,112.085,84.0,4.0,10.0,3.1291,-2.4730000000000003,35,0,10,0,1,10,9,10,0.531,0.469,0.0,-0.8374,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942224105322801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5941967910562883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6345662947447429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,epicface3000,2019/04/06,"How do I make friends? I never learned growing up, and I've been feeling really alone as of late. I'm in post-secondary (1 year program) full of people I share things in common with, but made the mistake of only focusing on school durimg my first semester, missing my opportunity to meet people before they made their own little friend groups.

Lately, I've been struggling with some really bad thoughts I'd rather not share at the moment, but recently had the epiphany that the only way I can get better is by taking care of myself as best as I can. I've started working out and meditating to get my anxiety under control, but I'm still gone in social situations. I have Asperger's and struggle with social cues, so even if someone initiates a conversation with me, I feel like I'm somehow intruding and shouldn't be speaking. I want to learn how to be okay with myself in these situations, and I'm not sure how. I know surrounding myself with friends won't be the cure-all, but I feel like making that step would be a big accomplishment and I want to be able to say I did it myself without having someone else introduce me or do all the talking on my part.

TL;DR: I want to learn how to make friends and get over my fear of misreading social cues, any help would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks!",6.302084993359895,6.6063554900398485,6.873051792828687,75.59010889774238,65.81274900398407,9.721221779548474,33.067994687915004,9.558583805096642,3.0178332536520576,1032,41,191,19,15,339,145,251,0.11699999999999999,0.675,0.20800000000000002,0.9848,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,7,9,22,0,3,8,1,21,0,0,10,3,54,47,21,0,9,10,0,3,2,4,4,0,2,0,0,5,14,0,1,8,0,0,3,6,6,0,1,8,5,26,16,35,29,6,29,0,1,0,0,18,15,0,4,12,127,31,7,0.10514203778426844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889544196499372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150019116740743,0.0,0.08043337111855256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778920976401193,0.0,0.0,0.08946813007741174,0.0,0.110340081906349,0.09298958814311427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719931487054912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792573578399634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783268103714524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944532433833428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831402373379712,0.15948892040544854,0.1502269856029078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943376362746384,0.0,0.0,0.3249299103040969,0.0,0.16479712549411515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591946784115645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047449162775858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778331426439697,0.0,0.2372095965709335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027341774638501,0.10537994366425196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989758767591872,0.21054937998690867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109202134025352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993051523322846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385858090357776,0.0,0.14578450076486552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069700825364547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347133634406982,0.0,0.10381507788201452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361316853843864,0.0,0.10640935550317718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23636811149642264,0.0,0.321537200016073,0.17817301483160347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442007550680378,0.0,0.0839665671920238,0.0,0.0,0.21983457335200768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909512630676694,0.0,0.07905372732571825,0.08450918726138948,0.0,0.09680066211347464,0.0,0.0,0.06985169796752991,0.0,0.0,0.08347103352112109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860464940642813,0.08345685563413184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013531724216668,0.0,0.0765446557425737,0.0,0.0,0.1493797739390147,0.0,0.0,0.06770802511595099
socialanxiety,asthmetic,2019/04/06,"Conflicted :| I find myself in a ""less then stellar"" mood at times and I find I'm afraid to tell people. Whenever they ask I always respond saying I'm okay or I'm just tired. I feel as if my insignificant problems do not warrant the response my mind gives it yet I want to be better at expressing it. Then again there's comfort in familiarity and nothing's more familiar to me than keeping it in. There are people in my life that are open about things like this and I envy them so. How are they so comfortable being so vulnerable? That terrifies me. ",2.407756463719764,4.786671293577985,4.1883069224353635,82.68369474562138,79.18348623853211,7.266388657214343,25.505421184320262,8.296473431620573,1.8823504587155964,437,17,84,9,11,147,75,109,0.15,0.7190000000000001,0.131,-0.2994,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,10,8,0,1,2,1,6,2,0,1,0,17,14,12,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,15,5,12,12,2,12,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,6,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169946434003475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266149254669263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438655183540625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256669585076756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431055482937677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325359100792396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545972514097533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121704412710673,0.11842630181469635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24475883859099576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23259308083615074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33610468713899755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319477960519419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927693115857282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187169400170425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610423808314919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134766412921834,0.2786076253335387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297610137499794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gianthawk8,2019/04/06,"Soft Voice? Does anyone experience this?
My voice is really soft sometimes, and it's hard to hear me. That somehow makes me extremely anxious in group settings when I know my voice will be drowned out easily - in a restaurant with loud music, for example. When I'm rehearsing what to say, my voice sounds really small in my head and it feels like I will never be able to get it across to everyone, no matter how loudly I speak. That makes me completely silent, which of course makes my anxiety even worse because I've been too quiet and everyone knows that I've been too quiet. 
Once when I was ordering at Subway, I guess I gave my order quietly, so the guy behind the counter said ""It's really hard to hear you. Like, really hard."" I was mortified, especially because everyone in line probably heard him say that. 
I want to get better at projecting my voice. Any tips for dealing with this?",5.232021696252467,6.5919045443787025,5.961671597633135,77.40432199211047,68.64497041420118,10.367061143984225,28.87623274161736,10.504223727775694,3.1729285996055228,704,25,130,20,12,230,101,169,0.09699999999999999,0.8290000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.5904,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,0,3,0,9,1,1,4,1,18,25,8,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,0,18,0,1,12,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,24,20,3,20,14,0,16,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,2,6,78,32,1,0.1319237811887607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971269506757587,0.0,0.10092133151813384,0.14903632213191234,0.0,0.09224417518787713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608390250808026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667586378909495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831957462144376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360076256518193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544738993695768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871344132723637,0.0,0.0,0.3781764791859067,0.0,0.12904677219151234,0.0,0.0,0.06670462763514548,0.0942463756408685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784946143571422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532891819802227,0.13062528440420546,0.0,0.0,0.35453338642116977,0.0,0.13539185951146285,0.0,0.2973753786562089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145003720072815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890259152249478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641804450453417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174775289590753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049452143958205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422361489679405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380550093240009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254897261524253,0.20982217166832126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304759928780347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781206417244155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444160359528312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cathquick1983,2019/04/06,"One day everything changed I felt like I needed to make this post because this is a very strange thing that happened to me and it is beyond my understanding. Maybe someone else will be able to relate.

One day, while I was in college, everything changed about me. I had typically been not an outgoing person but not socially anxious either. I had a presentation and did not think I was nervous for it... until I got up to do it. Suddenly my heart was beating a million miles per minute, I was visibly sweating and shaking, and I stumbled through the presentation. I even had to stop in the beginning because I physically could not catch my breath. I sat down afterwards wondering what the hell just happened. I had never experienced that before. 

This started a cycle. I was anxious about being  anxious, and my social anxiety got worse and worse. I went through three more years of college like this, and the first year of my first professional job. 

Until one day, everything seemed to change again. I was at work and halfway through a conversation with my boss (during which I would typically be shaking), I realized I was not nervous. I had no anxiety. I don’t know if it just took this long for me to grow out of it or if it had anything to do with the multiple successes I have had that finally gave me my confidence back, but it was back. I had been working and working on my anxiety for years, constantly trying to improve my coping skills and never felt like I was getting anywhere. And since that day, I have not felt anxious. I have not worried or had fear of anxiety, I’m just me, and it feels so good. I don’t know how it happened, but I overcame it, and I just wanted to make this post to give anyone who is struggling now the hope that one day you too will overcome this.",5.7263049853372445,6.516704782991205,6.303680351906159,77.47552052785927,67.1524926686217,9.601759530791787,35.14809384164223,9.688023934748609,3.398124926686217,1405,67,262,29,22,458,161,341,0.11699999999999999,0.7509999999999999,0.132,0.639,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,8,15,13,1,6,12,0,38,3,3,4,2,58,67,25,0,7,19,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,26,16,0,1,11,0,0,6,12,7,0,8,30,5,44,6,35,30,2,46,1,0,0,0,8,9,1,7,32,208,70,9,0.08242485051304077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522191401429572,0.3724664791152251,0.0,0.05763337195195008,0.0,0.0678286289198175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675924452428344,0.0,0.10049084766589317,0.0,0.07013747690950042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615836880929317,0.0,0.0,0.08907198143999545,0.0,0.06580953616353467,0.0,0.0,0.2657860487158025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688553860778366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444083639658421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223442256823708,0.0,0.0,0.09275087229965882,0.04167648100904592,0.0,0.2374223473054922,0.0902923948421724,0.0,0.14022107147927618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0430635824328159,0.07906942724586752,0.0,0.06913405398979355,0.13184536521734086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866406928929866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767384471813544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186647460524843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179394577111614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059708449180533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080585556196564,0.0,0.0,0.0729433989452585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003845551381657,0.0,0.08280684099324853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061116982253931175,0.1271422520930212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234128475181368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719702001932947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788044491675268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503648824618471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818268809929044,0.0,0.0,0.1680435101837189,0.06983830836094962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834073343150763,0.0,0.0,0.06891086576939341,0.0,0.08616835010995219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475940817191559,0.05281451603916353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157704172355302,0.05596106298906859,0.0,0.0,0.08580717625255428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800913390192438,0.048616312386830264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640866220482961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893862343726711,0.18001881854617613,0.08370643669344903,0.16799592884954054,0.05855224891997169,0.0,0.0,0.15923670397656545
socialanxiety,ofuab5743,2019/04/06,"People are TOO nice and formal with me For example, this guy was talking all loud and using slang with others in the class but when he wanted to ask me something, he said “excuse me ma’am”... we are in the same class around the same age.

People use their fake nice voice and body language. Does any one else experience this?",2.2184101382488493,4.852282177419358,2.5191244239631345,92.77725806451612,82.06451612903227,4.833179723502305,16.921658986175114,6.1826913282559595,-0.3610211981566813,253,5,50,2,7,77,47,62,0.06,0.838,0.102,0.2263,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,3,1,1,2,1,14,8,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,5,2,7,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,31,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784807998928892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328154611627905,0.2444934750373937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904987680312053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886500761789536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847317367577204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558246705863429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895394193479193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17721821275554406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626213179279877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487731177597489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133711279855407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020638477319986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517526272614994,0.0,0.0,0.15425605264280687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Howie_Dewit,2019/04/06,"The single scariest thing someone can say in attempt to get you to go somewhere: ""C'mon, everyone's gonna be there!""

.......yeah, EXACTLY lol",1.0403999999999982,3.2123082400000067,2.879999999999999,83.32000000000002,106.6,5.2,29.0,6.742157984588678,2.398200000000001,106,6,17,2,5,35,24,25,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.4753,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259529835681104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28757341948438514,0.0,0.31281820578055264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377186443955598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663718160860394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656767358244432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Thekub97,2019/01/10,"Struggling with Anxiety Hi all, I have been struggling with Anxiety and a few other issues over the past year and a half or so as a result of this i've ended up locking myself away from everything and don't really talk to anyone anymore and its starting to make irritate me so im just wondering if anyone feeling similarly would like to DM on here i'm fairly relaxed and will talk about anything.

(Sorry if this type of post isn't allowed on here)",8.746685393258428,6.653097573033707,9.262780898876406,68.28271067415731,62.033707865168545,12.046067415730338,39.103932584269664,10.686352973137794,4.201604494382023,360,15,64,7,4,122,66,89,0.13,0.7909999999999999,0.079,-0.5574,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,3,1,18,11,11,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,3,2,15,8,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,5,48,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080240784412808,0.0,0.19965896095166247,0.2815403505523161,0.0,0.16567220793093165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915019390973936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831299557975128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093671286726326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017952852286367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746408651279933,0.21012958236904727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835656487368824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343850979490847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921862016971904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281240322133453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289730837166642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22536534066431835,0.14249791384304147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42093437664373545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236326435658608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21832690772296387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301454286154713,0.0,0.0,0.12964582827617788
socialanxiety,huliehooper,2019/01/10,"Advice: what gets me through.. People aren’t looking at you and judging every tiny detail that you have judged yourself on & are worrying about that day. 

Try not to worry about your interactions with people. Conversation should not be perfect. People stumble on words all the time, just try again. Everyone is patient if they want to talk to you and if they don’t then move on.

Challenge yourself. Sit in a restaurant by yourself and order messy food. Wear a top you might sweat in on a hot day. Speak to someone you like at a bar/club. 

You can do it. You will get through it. The only thing against you, is you!

",2.0234382566585936,4.7065372033898285,2.4971428571428578,92.1715254237288,83.74576271186443,4.727360774818402,23.682808716707026,6.1826913282559595,0.5637486682808719,482,18,94,4,14,148,79,118,0.066,0.855,0.08,-0.2225,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,10,2,3,4,3,0,0,6,0,12,3,2,0,2,15,16,6,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,13,3,19,12,1,17,0,0,1,0,16,9,0,3,6,67,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728156995777216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874440265908213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26040073435961697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009844455503706,0.19291161183554145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441224752840358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095517510875356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863175555198396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953417339979324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21417012718902395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457385487354871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535441064813824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198889288163489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710581393520619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622690657701564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412470453172656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772189152753665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741359444618554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907814112662313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100519513894438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway141552,2019/01/10,"This girl asked me something today at school, and I got nervous and I stuttered so terribly that got so embarrassed and I wished the ground just opened and swallowed me up.  This girl asked me a question, and I also have a stuttering problem when talking, so my nervousness took over when I had to reply, I got a few words out of my mouth but then my tongue felt stuck and I was unable to pronounce the rest of what I was saying, unless I made a really weird gesture in my mouth by moving my tongue which would make my face look weird, so I tried to, and it took about a good 4 seconds with her just staring at me weirdly, and I managed to pronounce it, but then she said, ""sorry, what?""...

This time I was able to reply properly and she started smiling to someone. Not the friendly smile, but the smile where you're laughing at someone, and that ""someone"" was me.

Man, this is so embarrassing, I wish I could just die.... I'll never be able to face her again tomorrow...",3.947819548872179,5.229018789473685,4.483909774436093,87.08736842105263,71.63157894736842,7.112781954887217,28.308270676691734,7.447530270364453,1.5214586466165412,750,28,151,8,14,238,106,190,0.182,0.738,0.08,-0.9281,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,0,14,14,0,4,9,0,10,5,4,2,1,32,26,24,1,5,8,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,11,13,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,11,0,1,14,5,29,3,20,9,2,23,0,0,2,0,14,10,0,1,10,112,40,2,0.2868065389748041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467954279890115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26812539790459305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449584185545082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882995327151094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768962734361412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079301027877632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027985872399514,0.3440780842411581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042262933309725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356916409349786,0.09572279592747784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524149808373836,0.0,0.0,0.11060144195982537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721756186486692,0.0,0.0,0.16064448120587782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186780648420732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640934830080262,0.11404003568216277,0.0,0.14513176465642014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645153746264309,0.11039884290126316,0.0,0.16052821959255045,0.10150157223576056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526211599467033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083619599656649,0.0,0.1359295317698716,0.0,0.3186526177821576,0.0973614067441131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298133654867177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018695682030468,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DonutsAndChicks,2019/01/10,How to approach crush in class everyone says just go up to them in class but during class we have work we have to do and if were a couple of rows apart then how do i even get to her. plus when class is over she seems to just get up and leave for her next class immediately. Please someone help me because i wont have class with here in 2 weeks,3.091486486486488,3.5741084189189216,3.736054054054055,94.63732432432435,72.91891891891892,7.0010810810810815,21.556756756756762,6.742157984588678,0.03820864864864815,269,5,67,2,5,85,52,74,0.035,0.877,0.08800000000000001,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,2,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,13,12,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,15,10,0,13,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,4,45,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788355018661407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32460809418090103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376798037101248,0.0,0.0,0.28032740775113485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065472152103416,0.0,0.16672881315154178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663958719315205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106362498190203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31200210134183193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220319336418431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332994331077085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26707283987482405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485712722164987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353235508531293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357670214300692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NectarSpun,2019/01/10,"Stage fright Hey everyone. So I’m on probation called color code and I have to call a number every morning to see if I have to go take a drug test or not. My color got called today so I’m going soon. But here’s the catch, it’s one stall with mirrors all around it and a small window in the door so the person can make sure you aren’t using fake pee pee lol but everytime I go in to pee, even if my stomach and bladder is about to explode I can’t seem to get a stream started. I even bring in my headphones in the stall and listen to some bassnectar to try and get my mind clear but it doesn’t help. I hate to admit this but sitting down is the easiest way to get a stream going. Sitting down and kind of ticking the tramp stamp area of my back. I know it’s my anxiety and the face that I know someone is watching my dick through a mirror which is fucking so weird. But I’m two months in and get called once a week. Do y’all have any extra tips? I tried math, thinking about different ways to cook shit and breathing techniques but nothing works unless I’m in so much pain and discomfort from holding it that it just has to absolutely come on out. I feel like I’m doing damage to my dickles and bladder because the pain can be pretty severe. I can’t drink a lot of water or it will come back as a diluted fail. Wtf do I do I still have 6 months left on this color code!!! It’s really embarrassing but I have to figure this out or I’m not gonna make it, all because I can’t get the juices flowing out my wiener.",1.5884144183989406,3.1695362260061937,3.3027366209641786,91.92996517027865,78.38080495356037,6.1003538257408225,22.371627598407784,6.868970318607317,0.4851336576735958,1183,35,266,12,28,394,167,323,0.182,0.745,0.073,-0.9913,2,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,2,16,15,3,3,18,1,23,17,10,3,4,52,58,30,0,2,16,0,1,1,0,2,3,1,2,1,15,18,3,1,7,2,0,9,7,12,0,2,1,7,26,3,39,54,6,41,0,2,5,2,11,18,3,8,10,167,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463926129691999,0.0,0.08396463430221435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770796536425363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879438419897608,0.0,0.13381501927575828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44830110428750297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909374248551106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467383759539428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075211375742938,0.12728453225690195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498835945773134,0.0,0.09247592010761127,0.10487855342005696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05549698543804881,0.07841119757296057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146958059968726,0.2867203455427857,0.0,0.2495121954297154,0.0,0.08778356685096357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083633852616128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356853051002273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142961550876438,0.1206403457547218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925248007183255,0.0,0.0,0.053622256043308524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331239854545356,0.0,0.0,0.14652874751949846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082437693887763,0.0,0.17521571195800395,0.0,0.08068482111220948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531584237100844,0.0,0.0,0.11688877798862055,0.0743749186903274,0.0,0.23358068108146965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583652591095213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116634307876066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031383951474411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746298300356467,0.09991963799959427,0.0,0.12399539420766087,0.11266509658161628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929976689078988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768733720562235,0.0,0.08765294814634969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344569580722504,0.0,0.08252442006126315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032854877807145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403783053015528,0.0,0.0,0.14903706947465084,0.0,0.1072177001862376,0.0,0.0,0.09479574474397442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424171748326145,0.08804131496502769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990519280537338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,liililliliiilililiil,2019/01/10,How do you ask for a refill on your prescription? I know this sounds pretty autistic but I ran out of my SSRIs and I have no idea what to say to the pharmacist. I asked my mom but  she just shook her head and walked away.,-0.376950354609928,1.81474580851064,1.2735106382978714,99.88416666666667,90.91489361702128,4.835460992907802,14.21631205673759,6.42735559955562,-0.7665432624113477,171,3,41,2,6,55,40,47,0.09699999999999999,0.857,0.046,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,9,6,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,10,0,7,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5898646182469202,0.0,0.2964049462310225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237746989363952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35613984284623523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733802016629299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694877358927586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209577695954521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508832905730926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IllRecover,2019/01/10,"How do I get over feeling like I'm wasting my time trying to make friends with someone who has lots of friends? And who after a few good chats, seems to be putting me lower on their friend ladder?

This is a newish friend, and they were also seeking friends recently. We got chatting, but now they say they are getting an influx of friendships online and offline and our conversations are dwindling. She doesn't seem as interested. Am I wasting my time now, possibly being replaced in the background by people who she favours connection with, or should I carry on chatting, without knowing if she's as interested as she once was? (asking would be creepy) ",6.597750000000001,7.853061275000003,6.091666666666669,78.10500000000003,65.41666666666666,8.0,36.66666666666667,8.07648339933343,3.012666666666668,523,26,88,6,8,161,89,120,0.109,0.7190000000000001,0.172,0.7518,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,4,0,4,10,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,2,0,20,24,12,0,3,4,0,1,1,5,2,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,16,10,16,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,24,4,0,5,7,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687047112890166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000434182572235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653976987150278,0.12227127184931147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6611593988143568,0.0,0.17884007590609635,0.0,0.0,0.14355446951632506,0.13688616802911446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940608546250365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361639215807233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550760608962934,0.0,0.0,0.1142455215342482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227166516978385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865548824599463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294855663629545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205538267379705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899229600894744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610721694928082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116213397854343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501682933498675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996006213712487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620120978514285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498475621040334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215817176573396,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chrk95,2019/01/10,"Need help with my first job. So I've been working as a sales assistant at a shoe store about 4 months now. It's my first job and I've been really struggling with my social anxiety. Although, I have managed to sale some shoes, my store manager is not satisfied with me because I'm not talking enough and my voice is low. She's not even letting me sales shoes anymore because I get too anxious and every time I'm trying to she would find an excuse to keep me from customers. I'm very disappointed because I have developed my speaking skills since day one. Sure, I have a lot more work to do but how am I supposed to gain confidence and get better if she's treating me like that? Should I speak to her about that or should I just give up?",3.1262000000000008,4.685234486666669,3.995666666666669,88.67950000000002,74.13333333333333,7.133333333333333,27.166666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.489666666666667,583,22,122,8,12,187,95,150,0.069,0.789,0.142,0.9307,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,7,8,7,0,1,4,0,13,3,3,1,1,24,21,11,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,5,0,3,3,0,3,2,3,21,4,15,15,4,9,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,4,7,80,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308475242852896,0.1965338916502517,0.17252913163705622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31814713765263425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386022175070485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219472232678522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975505498910838,0.0,0.11490397167692938,0.0,0.146575222239696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590032521531216,0.2959535358419724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181781801444838,0.16688559232606198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660682799161368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452720365926749,0.15463041317063386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17789367717963606,0.0,0.08499179124031157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790104860382164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388592938045133,0.0,0.0,0.12899478521468347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788496100831773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144811148033848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390781223760438,0.0,0.0,0.17733807939671306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818687278857256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396242216395135,0.0,0.0,0.13982858244299096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144191769809514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181125938232324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354150510680844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330099727419497,0.0,0.0,0.1235816052220512,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rikishi1756,2019/01/10,"I regret saying i was transender I was 18 years old and I told my parents and my sister that I was transgender.
I came to that thought because my father told me all my childhood that I am not man enough,that I don’t act like a man and I should be born a girl and I told them  I will get a gender change operation
He even called me gay because I dont have girlfirend(even though I explained him that I just didn’t found the right girl)
I am a pretty sensitive guy and little bit metrosexual but not exaggerating.
I got into therapy and stopped felling less of a man because I am not hypermasculine.
The problem is that i regret saying I was transgender and I will change my gender one day and now I am very afraid that the secret will get out in public and destroy my reputation,career,friendships,relationship.
I explained to them why I said what I said but I am still crippled by anxiety that they will use it against me someday.
My biggest issue is that I imagine a scenario in which one of my family members will reveal the secret in public and everyone will avoid me like plague because people in eastern europe are very closed minded.
Most of my days I think I should kill myself because this issue can never go away and will stop me from getting success and having good relationships.",6.937233921457027,6.771084501992033,7.19815879339784,75.38809760956178,64.53784860557771,9.402504268639726,33.86482640865111,8.841846274778883,2.793573477518497,1034,40,190,14,14,336,135,251,0.10800000000000001,0.807,0.086,-0.7458,1,1,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,3,1,5,11,2,2,10,0,28,1,0,1,2,44,45,15,1,5,6,3,0,2,0,9,0,4,0,6,12,16,0,3,9,0,0,4,7,7,0,2,14,4,47,4,15,21,4,26,0,2,0,1,29,11,0,1,13,140,59,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857205453255143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527785913633078,0.0,0.0,0.3415335670901534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233329269257065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441905109488924,0.12815923977230642,0.0,0.0,0.2370752817450835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445303478422376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132575184651468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578111735196095,0.0,0.1480204295755582,0.0,0.0,0.1070718269284628,0.0,0.0,0.10563397429102052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286077090596155,0.0,0.0,0.1756298321080115,0.0,0.0636825302561862,0.0939850767108268,0.08961934132886337,0.0,0.0,0.11095048434251907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339092772337413,0.0,0.0,0.12397048649597515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948726372278238,0.11230694563276948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314199252470758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642249099057613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758119530093115,0.0,0.15186056943280266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442204156795605,0.0,0.0,0.0776837196538295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399859309312832,0.0,0.1072199719450566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406068364601122,0.0,0.09569299249951034,0.2131768893002069,0.17821872448799772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948599105964271,0.1873633218877077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814282998912066,0.0,0.0,0.07179929506403301,0.11009189789557228,0.08895788418178567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212154807853884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096778161442876,0.0,0.18491158258281504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111076592248336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215871665130556
socialanxiety,Shizukahoshizou,2019/01/10,"Flubbed another interview Hey guys. Sorry I just need to vent a little bit. 
I had a phone interview today and a totally flubbed it. I thought this one would be different because I actually spent a good amount of time preparing and have gone through many phone interviews like this before. It was bad. I even froze up for a good like 2 min on a question.
It's just very disheartening because I went through so much stress and work to get my degree but I feel I will never get a job because I can't interview. It's been 3 years already since I graduated. I'm trying to be optimistic since in the past I probably would not have even answered the phone but dang y'all. This hurts.",3.571207598371778,5.377552402985078,4.6594165535956575,83.35403663500679,73.4776119402985,8.753324287652646,30.092265943012208,9.339509955726095,2.726501492537313,538,24,108,13,11,176,88,134,0.096,0.818,0.086,-0.3151,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,0,1,9,0,11,0,0,0,2,17,20,6,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,4,0,1,7,2,13,4,10,8,4,12,0,2,0,0,11,4,1,1,8,65,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.15442796880594134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463144934578062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593763002723186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213111028093974,0.28940093841578096,0.0,0.13465804503384465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276666735062599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653362798459202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904363607577686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001533137283551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535689842505075,0.0,0.0,0.2654631151771261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669115903686412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940857791304947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703748293304914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462470807730466,0.15860683784635735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043941147994775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633105198584605,0.1173394554711701,0.12205120473707401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723345994130593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106635419850714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061893599222006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727483582593415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618100305047951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714653849345965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127342778267252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563184433589145,0.092276128564698,0.0,0.1500013274500115,0.0,0.0,0.10744052498277257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305718058192312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669819231492873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152069870149879,0.0,0.0,0.2248307672108585,0.0,0.0,0.10190701747457574
socialanxiety,Metatart,2019/01/10,"How to stop feeling embarrassed about things you did long ago Does that thing you said a month ago still make you cringe if you think about it? Do you suffer from flashes of red-hot embarrassment at random memories? 

Here's what you do: Whenever you randomly remember something like that, notice the feeling of shame. Really feel it. Now wait a moment, and remember it again. You'll be feeling way less embarrassed the second time around. Your shame gland is totally empty now. ~~(Trust me I'm a brain scientist)~~ You did it! You thought about the bad thing, but you didn't *feel* bad! Remember that. 

That's it! Do this whenever your brain tries to torture you with bad memories.

You can also try mentally renaming those moments using non-judgmental language. Instead of thinking about it as *""That time I was terribly underdressed to an office function""*, call it *""that time I wore jeans and a hoodie to an office function.""*


I started doing this a few weeks ago, and it's worked really well. I used to be plagued by a slideshow of all my worst moments when I was trying to fall asleep, but it's pretty much gone now. Let me know how it works for you!
",2.7548611111111154,5.5735583194444445,3.349044444444445,86.44040000000004,81.5462962962963,7.1597037037037055,25.30666666666667,8.238735603445708,1.9796080000000007,911,36,168,20,25,285,126,216,0.18899999999999997,0.755,0.055,-0.9864,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,16,0,2,17,15,1,5,11,0,15,4,3,5,2,31,33,11,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,23,5,0,2,12,0,0,2,1,12,1,1,9,6,24,3,21,20,6,25,0,1,0,0,18,2,0,3,21,118,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31239042666922023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394078418182032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457328036254243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942478416365474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622709281167616,0.119950090278529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279886261534366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969820216731388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455848636603605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012112030427892,0.0,0.05738994967282801,0.0,0.0,0.10395732826757242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841219361392314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838221597767605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376350076577401,0.0,0.08635402843272702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337404698579825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195093072551868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050868832506098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992121191460192,0.0,0.11174095079520356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043421016332844,0.0,0.0,0.08314593046674049,0.0,0.0938117612718712,0.09821025065431384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341257133632317,0.15054017390378774,0.0,0.09325812560482544,0.20549325292891074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23926342943202225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029128731794132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324228534132467,0.0942274161477221,0.0,0.10561971360941098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103924124319828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,abcteam123,2019/01/10,"Online therapy Has anyone done this online program? It’s called overcoming social anxiety step by step. What did you think/was it effective?  
[https://therapy.anxietynetwork.com](https://therapy.anxietynetwork.com)  


​",17.145000000000003,23.746189269230786,11.452692307692313,24.52980769230772,60.153846153846146,10.292307692307693,33.42307692307692,9.516144504307137,5.538338461538461,195,7,15,5,4,54,23,26,0.063,0.81,0.127,0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418050497886302,0.3833232192625622,0.0,0.0,0.2413290524715761,0.0,0.0,0.22057972342658305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32212395617142325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228291398144065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32157576196357457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607605110871385,0.0,0.0,0.2021365564128396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833232192625622,0.0
socialanxiety,bikini_atoll,2019/01/10,"I acted like a normal person today I'm only 16, shortly to be 17, but this whole thing has kinda been difficult to overcome. First started recognizing something was up at about 13 but it was only mid last year that I finally discovered this place and realize that actually something really was up lol.  

I've started college here in the UK this year where it hit hardest, at the start of the year. Every day felt so sick I didn't eat breakfast because I was too busy dreading the day's interactions with new people and whatnot. Since October/November it's subsided enough but it's always lingered, denying me opportunities all the time. Presented right in front of me, only for me to hesitate and squirm due to irrational thoughts.

Anyways, on to today.

It didn't really feel like a special day. Recently I've reconnected with an old friend of mine and we made plans (that I assumed were forgotten about lol) to hang out at lunch break for once, which of course I was dreading since there was a fair few (many) people I'd never even seen before that I would be suddenly introduced to. I said a few days ago we could do it today (its kinda awkward to find suitable times because I've got my own dependencies) but she said today wasnt a good time for whatever reason so I kinda assumed it'd be a normal thursday. Anyways at this point im rambling, I get jumped at lunch by her when she said about it being today. This was definitely one of those opportunities in front of me I could easily decline and squirm out of... but nope! I agreed to it.

Fast forward a while and eventually we come to the crowded lunch hall which I usually avoid because there's too many people crowded in one spot so I don't often feel too comfortable there. As it happens I didnt see any new faces (saving that for a later day - I'm keen to meet these people I just hope I pull through to do it), but there wasnt any available seats we could immediately see. As a result, for that moment we just had to kinda stand around right in plain sight which would normally absolutely kill me but I really just didn't feel it. Eventually we found some chairs at an empty table but for 3 people there was only 2. I see on the table next to that which is half empty seats, half random girls I'd never seen in my life before, so without much thinking at all I go up to them and ask them if they're using a chair so I could have one - unheard of only a few months ago! A compromised solution with only 2 chairs was made but I didn't settle for that!

Later on, after lunch, I return to the afternoon lessons where I just so happen to sit next to a particularly cute girl. The seating plans had changed only this week on monday, and so normally another new person is another extremely awkward start with them but on that monday I simply started up some conversation with no feeling of intense panic prior to that worrying if id fumble my first words lol.

This week seems to be going alright. I hope these are some more steps to success, one foot in front of the other, one day at a time.

:)",5.0311727879799655,5.909695604340566,6.108346828046745,77.94088418196996,68.74958263772955,8.928230383973288,29.33226210350584,9.120678840339163,2.4284360267111857,2413,86,455,44,40,805,271,599,0.098,0.7809999999999999,0.121,0.9498,0,1,2,0,0,1,56.0,6,0,3,8,31,23,1,6,26,4,40,10,2,6,4,88,78,31,1,14,17,0,5,2,1,2,2,3,0,4,39,23,6,1,15,0,0,12,13,8,0,9,31,14,47,15,79,34,13,109,0,0,6,0,26,37,0,17,61,304,86,2,0.0,0.0,0.06053969417539255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998507971230062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051620206549208174,0.0,0.0,0.08437531491104303,0.1301035486215831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522656711546516,0.057996729431146365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345253350951888,0.0,0.10557876177014837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562749594332666,0.053439851201277415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812772420596275,0.0,0.0,0.2400545028621672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347989546890957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410136690251741,0.0,0.04097521289437789,0.0,0.05226930669723909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254721855920127,0.04431963401574804,0.0595657712766506,0.06795909736672186,0.05670119154968025,0.10553820691303004,0.0,0.06802096519615075,0.047930052805268665,0.0,0.032412056371160666,0.0,0.0705147321185931,0.05203414877477789,0.049617091383045965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971919101573754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323455875753984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701119349792722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863535109792664,0.0,0.0,0.050568878613450885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438189521796953,0.06061682097705109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740284876965636,0.0,0.1257926654061167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495177759564364,0.0,0.04560473316316687,0.0,0.09569435725475146,0.17974874048305106,0.13195526424434315,0.0,0.2431344862317844,0.0,0.0,0.06509796686371237,0.06606795995155322,0.2101912276776027,0.330276435505117,0.0,0.0727876914546618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150451096764308,0.10833758149815187,0.06481602973453106,0.0,0.05864553163304333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922851824712308,0.06378492783871728,0.06125459069263525,0.0,0.0,0.10595944766302724,0.17703573314070886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483076722442623,0.05647665032800296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263619538199026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551906490461584,0.0,0.0,0.21955246566712955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0412149877982984,0.039751153396203935,0.0,0.04925088048229755,0.14469836380522533,0.0,0.2940216904988922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05358051966230908,0.06832559040525885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995255519183853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926270267898056,0.0,0.05980197885267737,0.0,0.0,0.06300213757110905,0.0,0.08813938299783287,0.0,0.0,0.11985043356990348
socialanxiety,janeaijal,2019/01/10,"How to calm down before /during a date when you have problems with social anxiety? I'm going out with this attractive (actually intimidating) person in a few days, and I'm starting to worry more and more about my social anxiety as the days get closer. Any sort of advise would be greatly appreciated! I haven't been on a date in over a year, so it's kind of an abnormal setting to me anyway. ",7.218506493506492,6.410683545454546,8.774642857142858,66.43910714285715,64.1948051948052,11.336363636363638,34.83441558441558,10.686352973137794,3.745807792207792,311,12,56,7,4,110,59,77,0.113,0.767,0.12,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,10,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,15,7,3,16,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,7,41,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.23444671808785866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337640896577368,0.0,0.3675770685309897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443276542725167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098792790682425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551930342895584,0.0,0.1365380825525245,0.0,0.0,0.26487350699202794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501806027062723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097746839803302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22988422918844986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4898037541796267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004828228774918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439828047904161,0.0,0.17066479571456092,0.0,0.0,0.15471139057109162
socialanxiety,radicvhea,2019/01/10,"I made an opsie Sooo I am currently a student at a university, and I live with three other girls, which is fine. The problem occurs when  they invite people over and ask me to hang out with them. Which is why I have come here today.

You see, one of my roomies said she would have some friends over for some hours, as a «vors» (a party before the party?). She was of course very kind and asked me if I wanted to join, which I do not tbh. So as to come up with an excuse for why not I said I was already going to my own friends. Which is not actually true. Woopsie. 

I can’t hide on my room. My room is closely connected to the livingroom and I hear everything that’s going on in there and vice versa. I could talk to my friends and ask if they wanna do something on saturday, but I don’t think they really will be available for different reasons.

Soooo what can I do alone, outside in the cold winterweather in Norway, in the evening, for three hours? Feelsgoodman

",3.6683493708364168,4.7802681554404165,4.64342339008142,86.32540155440417,72.10880829015544,7.794078460399705,26.22094744633605,8.192908349453996,1.4856190969652108,746,24,157,11,14,243,115,193,0.04,0.873,0.08800000000000001,0.6995,2,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,4,0,6,7,0,0,11,0,19,0,0,2,1,30,33,13,0,7,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,1,7,13,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,5,5,27,6,30,24,3,26,0,0,1,0,19,15,0,4,6,118,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.14194786807855708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065257580692826,0.16051860375922006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079560795812404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377565126301902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25060162763557464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613788457872724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197462364903647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607488431591882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072996824003014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371458464700661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533641321949974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163943865746207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864973785013065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514740896285677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284437462623085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376376633231804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856738480115336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008435713958276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918546825617842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318532911818388,0.14955699141821466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767313273859964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115912698169985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198212849230686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169151482425788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932048229696604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378789658707438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001964158771042,0.08579601081816497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625098485918889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333053115576524,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawaystoner12345,2019/01/10,"Friend has social anxiety Hi friends,

I have a a friend who very vocally told me she has social anxiety and it is hard for her sometimes to muster up the energy to go to social events. For example, we have plans to maybe go out to dinner tonight, but she wanted to see if she has to watch her little brother. 

It’s the day of the event, and she hasn’t messaged me telling me what the plan is.  Is there a proper way of messaging people with social anxiety in a manner in which doesn’t feel accusatory or make them feel bad? I have a lingering feeling she won’t message me, which she has done in the past (just once which is how I found out because she told me). I have read up on it and have learned that one day person can be up for something then day of things happen and the person just can’t do it anymore.

Do I message her asking her what’s up? Do I not message her at all and ask her tomorrow if she is okay? Do I tell her I empathize what she’s going through? What’s the best message to send her to make her understand that it’s okay if things don’t pan out as planned and I’m not upset? 

Thanks in advance, fellow Redditors! 

",3.6274576271186447,4.267634584745768,4.662500000000001,87.90612288135594,71.79661016949153,7.933898305084746,27.46186440677966,8.07648339933343,1.5357762711864409,886,30,194,12,16,290,117,236,0.059000000000000004,0.8390000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.8825,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,5,4,9,0,1,12,2,26,1,0,3,1,31,45,14,0,4,9,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,17,11,1,0,6,1,0,5,7,2,0,1,4,6,33,7,31,39,2,29,0,0,2,0,46,14,0,4,9,140,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708425672489521,0.0,0.1170387843964503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065546427847066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853727219015528,0.07194061257319652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384905518020765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283289863960091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076992266316965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901520247819916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293969315446075,0.2735333912370184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201211272256813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435993232419258,0.0,0.10571791261055508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828164554779205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755134084632047,0.0,0.1185615407705922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125681711020866,0.07996975585584569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126583015217424,0.08181647306991871,0.20609161567172216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180465492012969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404236697510074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812041431578058,0.0,0.09085341458347117,0.11671946965639995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629994653302405,0.10865199967630734,0.0,0.0,0.15680732960402174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255360398157177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285737390351692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973744150262065,0.06960807626554646,0.09367450648959036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tryyourbestokthanks,2019/01/10,"advice for teen w/ anxiety hi reddit, first time poster but I know a bit about the site and was hoping I could get a little feedback. I’m 15, about to turn 16 in a week, and I need a job. i have really bad social anxiety, it’s still really rough but i’ve gradually gotten better at talking and I’m at that point where I can actually sort of hold a conversation. i recently found myself some motivation to actually go and do something with my life and not kill myself before I turn 18, and I realized that a lot of my problems stem from just my parents being in my life, I don’t really feel like getting into why but my goal right now is as soon as I can I have to just go. just get away from them. i’ve figured out exactly how to make it work. I need a job. the problem is that I don’t know how to even go about this. we just moved to new jersey from new york and it’s a whole different scene that im not used to. what would be a good job for me here? how do I apply? what the fuck do I say if I land an interview? another issue is that i have to rely on my parents to get anywhere and they’re definitely going to be assholes about it and say I’m too lazy to get a job. they’ll take me wherever despite how much they’re going to make fun of me on the way. they’re just as overprotective as they are mean, they’re going to go into wherever I’m applying and embarrass me, and I’m gonna want to kill myself when they do. what do I do? I need to get a job asap but as much as I want to all I can envision is me tearing up in the parking lot of wherever I’m trying to get a job at and not being able to make myself go inside, or not being able to make eye contact with the employer and embarrass myself because of my stutter, or my parents making myself look like an immature kid who can’t handle themselves without having their parent around. how should I even go about tackling my issues?",3.523735719725821,3.7477878168316856,5.658118811881187,82.17237242955066,71.82178217821782,8.888651942117287,26.67707539984768,8.950670267944501,1.8546149276466108,1474,45,322,27,26,520,185,404,0.091,0.802,0.10800000000000001,0.8368,12,0,1,0,0,2,29.0,1,0,5,5,25,15,3,2,20,0,31,4,1,12,2,74,77,32,2,12,17,4,2,2,0,4,2,2,0,1,14,20,0,1,8,0,0,10,8,9,0,1,3,6,48,6,57,64,8,41,0,0,2,1,20,20,1,8,12,220,62,12,0.1437836954890486,0.0,0.14031214574988451,0.0,0.0,0.07025188157097115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538487072581246,0.10999413349584114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399898644946103,0.0,0.0,0.06754475749089298,0.0,0.060026689942191375,0.04382460310905606,0.0,0.06117466734580401,0.0,0.0,0.06358249710099345,0.0784872779117011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057399790531110065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511167949322896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496777481418814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036350678327961856,0.051359550393358565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115116896552492,0.0,0.0788257003330678,0.0,0.06646285479001167,0.2629236625394628,0.0,0.3677201443934512,0.060299471002493464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140482622738041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765553226709797,0.15007282191370902,0.4280493947541179,0.0,0.15907535573183018,0.0,0.0790197587722915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015586763129657,0.07024545082095716,0.0720545181060822,0.0,0.0,0.06037104568087175,0.0,0.0,0.12223975615118075,0.0,0.0,0.2399418330940831,0.0,0.0,0.07831129801114382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640965673595312,0.10569756014849194,0.159920682492809,0.0,0.1388671890762404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193095563748676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796103361734301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375815781707889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816727568333992,0.0,0.07098452655058217,0.0,0.0,0.0613952451634413,0.0,0.11434256570785375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328468522167328,0.0,0.05534585671163176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057412922475262675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05405372245303795,0.0577839440022565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192071455875698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880984551370626,0.1563953721645516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209147392148779,0.0,0.0,0.08480734890653527,0.05706440244953539,0.05766730381125034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487121052783418,0.08026468060086646,0.0,0.06930117575915201,0.0,0.052338121385787854,0.0,0.0,0.05106990595983065,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SeaOption,2019/01/10,"Mind Blown Yesterday I sat down for a drink with someone (I had recently met through networking) whom I didn't know suffered from social anxiety. When she explained to me that it can be a struggle for her even to take out her phone and text someone that she's not feeling well in a solution circle (in fear of people noticing her taking out her phone), my mind was blown. It is always a shock in a way to discover these things, it has sparked me to learn more.

​

I seek to understand, please share any situation you feel is similar to the above!

​

Thank you!!!",5.995051948051947,6.744477336363637,5.878571428571429,80.90500000000003,66.54545454545455,9.558441558441556,33.896103896103895,9.606745405546679,3.10751948051948,457,20,87,9,7,143,79,110,0.12300000000000001,0.773,0.10400000000000001,-0.3013,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,2,6,0,8,1,0,0,0,13,18,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,5,2,15,3,18,12,1,10,0,1,0,0,15,6,0,0,3,61,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274717991570368,0.33197678864534663,0.3723011448270723,0.10417890507566356,0.0,0.1171949388926248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007429321171412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011848742509358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238870618994434,0.1549215540849558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419281561937847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093696814403312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744152837747757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620719622361692,0.0,0.0,0.16816380419481447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151263108077158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219933715173413,0.0,0.15616458684396978,0.25960587372034377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015429312605448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23036947511540526,0.0,0.0,0.14104279757755392,0.0,0.0,0.10177697839849124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948300786002165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160028804209468,0.0,0.0,0.13774209363072934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723011448270723,0.0
socialanxiety,FrightnedRabbitGuy,2019/01/10,"Ordered a Coffee! Went into Starbucks today and ordered myself a coffee for the very first time and I must say I feel so proud and great in myself right now. It's all about just doing it, the feeling after is so worth it.  
I don't know why but I just feel the need to post this I'm so happy!  
Next Goal: To start buying my own clothes and to use fitting rooms!",0.08288011695906405,2.2806816447368408,1.8322807017543847,96.96652046783626,87.81578947368422,3.3777777777777787,16.339181286549707,3.1291,-1.0637467836257306,279,6,61,0,9,91,55,76,0.0,0.7979999999999999,0.20199999999999999,0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,2,16,13,8,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,7,3,8,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,7,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987011178892244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235725305849668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897832733201833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27979926999474963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445061095148268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489336716767805,0.0,0.0,0.2795345232217836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517291461799709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446488855860566,0.0,0.20902181594676306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860403043831093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326477639561026,0.0,0.2491426576761041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22701034480965845,0.0,0.21687145888900575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24365636045322064,0.2371732371623933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Vroxie,2019/01/10,"How to deal with negative interactions? Hi,
I have really bad social anxiety and as such have hardly any friends and no friends in school. I'm absolutely terrified of any kind of negative social interaction, it just makes me feel like curling up into a ball and never going outside again.
An example: 
Today I was sitting in class by the door, some people walked past and I think said something to each other about me, I couldn't hear so I just ignored it. Then a little while later they walked past again and one pointed into the room to the other and when I looked up I think they were pointing at me, I was in direct sight. I don't know these people but now I just feel horrible.

Any advice for dealing with things?",3.1966574432761483,5.501358438848925,4.3699280575539605,82.77655229662427,76.12230215827337,7.1546209186496945,24.36137244050913,8.139509932561175,1.607573990038738,569,19,105,10,13,186,92,139,0.14300000000000002,0.8170000000000001,0.04,-0.9209,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,11,6,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,1,26,18,13,0,1,4,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,6,11,0,1,5,1,0,3,6,2,0,1,4,7,15,4,19,13,2,27,0,0,2,0,13,12,0,1,12,79,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258407867636498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185539339925202,0.0,0.1194512740723736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037540028829264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219593702001262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790423367748932,0.11155074430406632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412760476795052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874137870177254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987615922273214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759879072337448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260204620974095,0.08581376626416835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628505568134555,0.15649932804403355,0.0,0.0,0.13112332620783382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422867749554196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042943285219485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580858084383396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29811807918433075,0.2165039723462667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952169100245325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003113554601746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853061732748776,0.0,0.0,0.15802810340175868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183423966898274,0.0,0.12020883093881385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373647408165763,0.2001041230040862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800816453058732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kofi004,2019/01/10,"I don't want to exist I have anxiety attacks cos of social events that are going to occur weeks ahead, which I have to be part of. I'm in a constant state of fight/flight and I just don't know how all this adrenaline hasn't killed me yet",4.265128205128208,3.7501603846153837,5.239230769230769,88.3724358974359,70.15384615384616,8.471794871794872,25.025641025641022,7.793537801064563,0.9981333333333328,188,4,44,2,3,62,40,52,0.12300000000000001,0.8009999999999999,0.076,-0.0598,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,1,7,11,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,8,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688024366799846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997420541768807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797136987686889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969564171349946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887465801807335,0.0,0.19310760518568612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805070402768122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581845928111476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725125340714867,0.0,0.28185342778876743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,agermanguy,2019/01/10,"Rejecting job offer partly due to SA I graduated from an extremely narrow language/cultural field of study and recently completed a 5 month internship in the target country. A couple weeks ago the company offered to extend my contract for another 8 months while increasing my salary as they really want to keep me for my writing prowess and language abilities. I like my tasks (it's business related but a lot of writing and researching without many phone calls which I absolute despise etc.) and get along well with other interns and workers. 

At the same time, I interviewed for a permanent job related to my degree for a company in my home country. I was so nervous and, as always, was beet-red throughout the whole interview (as a 26 year old guy... my biggest issue with my SA = it is so visible instantly...) but got offered the job and it would be essentially slightly over double the salary of my upgraded internship. 

However, the job is a lot of telemarketing, connecting buyers with sellers, organizing meetings etc and that just sounds super stressful and was my most hated part of the internship. Also I heard about stressful work environment at that company (quotas to reach, overtime, quite typical hierarchical structure etc as it's a organization backed by the government of my degree country known for those harsh working conditions). 

Almost everybody thinks I am crazy that I am leaning towards staying in my target country but I really notice positive changes over the last few months to lessen my SA and want to stay here. I feel getting thrown into a whole new situation, even though a challenge might help to further improve myself, would set me back a lot. I also want to apply for a master's program in my target country but feel like while starting the job I would be too stressed to put enough energy for scholarship applications... But because my field of study is so narrow I also feel I am throwing away the best chance of a job I have? Although I don't care much about money... not sure.

I am already 26 but feel like I am just not ready to get thrown into a permanent office job and just want some more time to develop socially and also find a job more fitting career to my strengths and weaknesses. I would hate my life if I had to be in sales or something for the rest of my life. But maybe it's just time to grow up?

I know this was just a rant. I just feel so conflicted these days to make a final decision... 

Anybody else didn't follow the 'obvious' route in their career, schooling etc. because of their SA? How were your experiences?",7.404538878842679,7.881159523206751,7.766151295961425,69.53477848101267,63.47257383966246,11.159614225437007,37.814647377938506,10.914260884657429,4.448495117540687,2050,99,339,52,28,673,248,474,0.10800000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.11599999999999999,-0.6984,12,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,3,9,24,19,3,4,32,0,25,3,0,2,2,71,48,39,0,9,18,0,5,3,0,5,3,2,1,1,13,19,0,2,10,0,4,5,5,9,1,0,9,7,47,10,62,31,23,49,0,1,0,0,18,20,0,9,24,250,60,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059956611710755135,0.0,0.06772924135621405,0.0,0.07463972413047633,0.21635891398005647,0.05627986429787922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092387410456368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354770964762105,0.1040182099371088,0.0,0.08246245178012576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098144132718369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906550624019228,0.0,0.06896099538204475,0.0,0.07155156503256377,0.0,0.07091668981914097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483966839500089,0.0,0.0436206276195953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05650249834814225,0.0,0.0,0.0698876752293349,0.3017350131269669,0.04467396733629831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616250766179016,0.0,0.0,0.1709979010725479,0.09664056596752353,0.0,0.07409363567655343,0.06181950013900149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601349293974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409593174005099,0.0,0.0,0.06697181365676337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355616552208274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453360275442301,0.0,0.06784598274286405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059603489032705,0.5369586955008745,0.06011936686232231,0.0,0.0,0.03717183148939195,0.05513363499132684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554881110355956,0.09913287896780812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250909218984015,0.0,0.0,0.04514859334223411,0.06857386488734779,0.06795101535189747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175275744385591,0.0,0.0,0.16196295389700116,0.0,0.04972138558409922,0.0,0.0,0.06532477233475928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700580494849474,0.0709742363712756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648976220378662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799442464230906,0.0,0.07194086567744196,0.0,0.0,0.08666069970085173,0.0,0.06678392595189117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845281690766622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602744600117585,0.0,0.0689479697771083,0.0,0.05207069450184676,0.0,0.0,0.04787420973308902,0.14418526886246694,0.0,0.0,0.23243577303926355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374759536361102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0433394143181098,0.06645355461649068,0.0,0.11832000717568067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595775300554935,0.0,0.05425476698547013,0.0,0.0608142851117457,0.0,0.0,0.15102982991598185,0.0,0.06520018960724118,0.0,0.09848189155981292,0.0,0.0,0.19219111452753102,0.0,0.0,0.04355636799532607
socialanxiety,Kaneki_AlGhoul,2019/01/10,"I accidentally gave my number to a complete stranger during a conversation and i now realize how bad it is for which i need help So i wanted to travel by the bus today and i got into one only to realize that i got into the wrong one but i couldn't muster up the courage to tell that i wanted to get down after 5 mins and had to get down in an unfamiliar area. Now i get down and ask a stranger how to get where i wanted to get and he also had fo go the same place, while heading to the place of my destination he starts up a conversation and asks me things and i ended up talking about it. After talking for a while he asks for my number because i was pursuing the same subject for study as he was so i gave him my number but he never called on the spot to check for validation. Later when i got home and the WhatsApp text arrived saying ""hi we met while travelling today"" i instantly report  and block the number. The reason i did this was because he lied about the college where he was studying. Now i need to know what can he do with my number? My number is linked to my bank account but not any social accounts so what do i do?",3.2595093867334133,4.2521495191489365,5.015644555694617,83.72411764705883,72.95744680851064,7.401752190237797,25.31289111389237,7.724431198458867,1.257953692115144,887,27,185,11,17,303,116,235,0.059000000000000004,0.875,0.066,-0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,17,0,14,1,1,3,1,34,36,23,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,9,13,0,1,5,2,4,3,3,2,0,2,13,1,28,1,35,22,2,34,0,0,0,0,26,15,0,0,16,136,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851676776674324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227855023037933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805748718557476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330124955786774,0.16543915043176874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385617142088327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227562559496398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018718291940456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544801669859703,0.0,0.0771196795727242,0.0,0.3255876388232465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926417548042766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095477661599616,0.0,0.13611506210264115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457547148846724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012350747534913,0.10465782038273268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390347254224412,0.10320361276213802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835487730930589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951902102437866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107911627184748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832590830957062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604696943710593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813606801049976,0.11860507809068516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015099560338304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572496030539572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24011265518857294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836326610917658,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,johncoltrane69,2019/01/10,"Hello Reddit. This is my first post in years Hi everyone. Bit a weird one here but maybe this is familiar. I can talk to most women for hours without any issue, about loads of different topics, be funny, remember stories and listen well. With some guys I can manage this too. But so many men I have nothing for. I just can’t seem to get conversations off the ground without just asking them questions. I feel left out of ‘banter’ (hate that word!) and feel quite rejected a lot of the time. They tend to be the more laddish types but in my work I have to be able to get on with them (I’m a freelance jazz pianist so avoiding them isn’t an option, or even something I want to do). 

It amazes me how my brain just shuts down when I’m in social situations that I find uncomfortable and how I can be like two different people. Interestingly the same happens with playing. Extremely confident and able when I’m relaxed and quite bad when I’m not. I don’t think it’s a relaxation issue though, more a cripplingly self-conscious one. 

I went to therapy recently to see if that would help and it didn’t. Generally I’m not depressed. 

Apologies if this post is very self centred. I’m practically new here so I’m not sure what the etiquette is but more and more I find myself looking for reddit for opinion and interesting human stories. 

Any help or insight would be greatly appreciated. Thank you in advance!

",3.2297416974169764,5.488174070110704,4.399961623616238,82.8242819188192,75.82656826568265,7.288029520295202,27.076162361623613,8.238735603445708,1.9373741992619933,1107,44,210,20,25,362,155,271,0.073,0.725,0.203,0.9907,2,2,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,4,5,18,17,1,1,11,0,21,1,1,2,1,52,44,25,0,5,16,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,5,11,12,0,1,9,4,0,2,9,6,1,4,2,5,22,11,29,35,9,24,0,2,2,0,21,11,0,11,10,142,33,3,0.2253257404705155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532292302688281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532457530041103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406879071520667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229986748693366,0.0,0.0,0.12576902303079274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703636504710657,0.0,0.0,0.23541744065251025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441276324155255,0.0,0.0,0.10765420057102472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139314646628676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059436446700779,0.09583097986825632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177233994188697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421121216924312,0.0,0.11155395436413117,0.09962740407419568,0.0,0.0,0.11123125969124903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103109417462515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095023297473172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23518153158597774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240853815771688,0.0,0.0,0.05504138757555761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946084361286836,0.0,0.0,0.09578194341165044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422246728184228,0.1131849960703048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088105021199925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810306252514301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268655321881947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810624864283039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579977358317046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620819877260944,0.2396616608840185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124099260737907,0.0,0.12762506966255574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977772106651892,0.10256404574069368,0.2350638890287563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663778653365046,0.0,0.11484560823504428,0.0,0.08673338171693695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618342188642828,0.0,0.0,0.09055414750142476,0.0,0.10372483417863884,0.128839810780518,0.0,0.0,0.07218981811943727,0.11069069798550478,0.0,0.06569462564498132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005525366452897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295866695436132,0.06645147985907032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129745060828033,0.10443960942908097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172059730457772,0.0,0.08201991133957609,0.0,0.0,0.16006494111893102,0.0,0.0,0.07255119463421036
socialanxiety,frostmas,2019/01/10,"How do I stop lying? I have really bad social anxiety and whenever someone asks me if i want to do something, I immediately start lying.


My friend asked me if i wanted to hang out and i lied. It was so obvious that i did too because he even asked why what i said would even conflict with being able to hang out.


I don't want to lie, but its like as soon as i hear a question like that, alarms start going off in my mind and i just say the first thing that comes to it.",1.8702000000000003,3.1172742199999988,3.799000000000003,90.08950000000002,76.8,7.0,21.5,7.645422480735847,0.6030000000000002,362,9,84,5,8,123,67,100,0.158,0.7340000000000001,0.10800000000000001,-0.4728,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,21,20,10,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,8,7,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,3,3,15,3,12,15,0,13,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,3,7,59,23,0,0.17948617447753218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373064322000488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5033860328518098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498634585462229,0.10941310603106244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546114465203809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370978509359657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267084832003416,0.0,0.0,0.13867057316663506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200612921609553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229396329400312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537575730571664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122987046546746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20106559275556715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149834393764722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170732453848517,0.14273460999207435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829635516529081,0.15207805318016174,0.13817722601390575,0.0,0.0,0.2540824762109349,0.0,0.0,0.15005847872209688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924263894025293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175967880998312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195835517740473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275018286389153,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Koduku477,2019/01/10,"I'm 24 and this is still an issue I really thought I was getting better. I really thought I was improving and growing. I had a good, low stress job, a boyfriend, and house, and I was going back to school this year.

But it's back and It's a little different this time. Instead of a blind-intense-screeching fear, it's a dull-vision-blurring-slow-boil type fear. It's the type of fear that has me banging my head against the table instead of hiding under the table.

The only real change is that work has put me on phone calls. I asked them not to. From day one I told them not to. And they listened at first but, idk, they just stopped  caring I guess because I have to take calls now. I'm not nervous of being on the phones I'm nervous of having to talk to so many people back to back to back. All of them have their own lives needs and wants. Some of them have dead children. Some of them are dying. Some of them have been assaulted. Some of them just want to be angry. And some of them are the sweetest people you could ever hope to talk to.

I'm introverted, so making a living on talking to people over the phones all day is already a challenge, but adding this fear to the fire is too much. I can't quit because I'm the one supporting the house. I'm looking for other work but it's scary like everything else..

I just needed to talk to someone about it. Thanks to anyone who read it

TLDR; aftet not dealig with SA for years it came back recently. I need to find a new job because, my anxiety makes it difficult for me to do customer service for long periods of time.",2.276441922563418,4.057057791277259,3.4380807743658224,90.83239485981308,77.00623052959502,6.081041388518024,23.302291944815305,6.868970318607317,0.6621712505562969,1225,38,259,12,28,396,163,321,0.139,0.759,0.10099999999999999,-0.9284,3,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,11,6,18,18,1,7,19,0,23,1,1,2,3,44,51,14,2,7,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,17,10,0,1,3,1,0,4,5,10,0,3,9,3,30,8,44,39,9,33,0,1,1,0,26,8,0,7,22,178,47,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462478798992398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559680348437442,0.0,0.0,0.05995682915945413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801625826862205,0.0,0.0,0.39560841805301206,0.0,0.1568131201124912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583692756736651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751161050373314,0.09807259664677556,0.08742555848937952,0.0,0.09070976280295634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846261086562122,0.0,0.0,0.11060042594145332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899263947803324,0.08958816115924853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163125251840169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756376018410173,0.0,0.0,0.07706455973911877,0.0,0.0,0.38596028769563095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837190132255062,0.07293700283793739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04479966671169324,0.0,0.048732429392973085,0.07192115477161977,0.0,0.0,0.09446082750027386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880019423858042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851668758143447,0.0,0.19788281003942346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949838590974764,0.17018284604152964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04189202539013445,0.08594178460517046,0.15143369022737865,0.0758840713418086,0.07200652423565969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447459440187865,0.08693477236427141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630344715802559,0.19074263779648692,0.0,0.08281572319132846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162098058555367,0.06521503719796859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783401052588993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620018483761105,0.0,0.0912033001440315,0.08577096689733105,0.0975997261115309,0.10986442449756184,0.0,0.08466557061874494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678131333762826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07265380076449011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847827376567908,0.07168896884274349,0.0982237720433638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973055445408695,0.0,0.0,0.06447164583527379,0.2756832131896512,0.0,0.07894501898292675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136148290352079,0.10000041956562376,0.0,0.0,0.08193566155077635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115250374626772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248507844616884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043749518591732
socialanxiety,pretzeloverlord,2019/01/10,"I used to be social and ""life of the party"" and now I can barely hold a conversation with anyone. Ive always had social anxiety, but it's never been this severe. Ever since I got into a relationship and got more serious about making all of my time about work and my fiance, it's like I have no idea how to socialize anymore. I have no idea what to talk about with other people. I used to be really chatty once my anxiety  barrier was broken but now I just feel frozen. ",3.5511879699248112,4.733873442105266,5.8502255639097775,77.29157894736842,72.47368421052632,8.796992481203008,21.99248120300752,9.23628265651192,1.7063533834586462,367,8,70,8,7,130,63,95,0.21,0.738,0.052000000000000005,-0.9286,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,4,3,22,15,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,1,11,1,12,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426921448102133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262376420542855,0.0,0.17007048205093242,0.11990872562642728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551211391405432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670972315406239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27430999067940703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871792182762536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121127377975453,0.0837806042924951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446988544729428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226248009971145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262962391937612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888851278200925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985990518401374,0.0,0.0,0.1841144391604626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937331590042328,0.0,0.1418570346115842,0.0,0.0,0.5244326977619996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783593642959216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999630601154992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962219557712315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484564867870596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OnHiatus11,2019/01/10,"I’ve spent months out of work/school on my own, but just started school/working at school. It’s like I forgot how to be a functioning person, can’t hold a conversation. Hey there,
So I’m back in classes now, which I’ve been anticipating! I started up a job working the welcome desk at school (which I thought would challenge me a little bit to talk to people—it definitely has). 

I’ve wanted to improve in the socialization dept for a while, had a couple jobs that forced me to talk to mostly strangers, like this new one. And so far I’ve done great! I can tell jokes, make people laugh, I’m light-hearted, and everything runs fairly smoothly. My problem is socializing with my co-workers. Always has been. Strangers are impersonal. You could be anyone and they’d never know, it’s like acting. But this new job has this huge clique / everyone knows everyone. 

I’ve been doing serious self-reflecting for years now, but these last months of no work/school have been the brunt of that. I’m stuck inside all the time. My defense mechanism is to talk about myself because it’s the thing I know best/am thinking about, but I just come off as self-absorbed. I do want to get to know these people, most of them are really cool. I just can’t get out of my head. 

Do anxious people overcome this feeling of being stuck on the inside all the time? Or better yet have a sure fire way of getting in with a group of friends/coworkers?

Thx friends",3.9250292207792232,5.582880353571429,4.460779220779223,85.74967532467534,72.25,7.233766233766234,26.65584415584416,7.84624498591911,1.4801428571428563,1129,39,224,15,22,358,158,280,0.084,0.706,0.209,0.9902,3,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,2,3,13,15,1,0,15,1,27,1,1,2,4,39,50,13,0,5,8,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,3,7,1,1,3,4,3,0,1,11,4,19,12,35,33,6,34,0,0,0,0,15,14,0,3,19,137,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728522536915719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493016889636952,0.0,0.06494522102875815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142048846223581,0.0,0.05661997634347915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974738791295508,0.08214653930256945,0.10140303627088132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000957802925149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415868145809916,0.10277211415875058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505048566600828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750537258735646,0.08347631013692143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696390613913656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176036634955338,0.0,0.14558096037072546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240268089252326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532368004329148,0.0,0.0,0.11006556130771857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765130187774649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418196880053585,0.07571118834211746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613229150606074,0.09309211769596418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061999424751393375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827497720004082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163628801000561,0.1794119376464453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293921503858275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317795348263309,0.08110093858354134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887548487254722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059502557358525485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700074749524578,0.0,0.0,0.19379226719701614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936290801150535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314846485417524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754014132553928,0.0,0.0,0.22396498612656734,0.08118292070752259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061706642292143565,0.05951500496188319,0.0,0.07373789552886202,0.1083204272591842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956836453012744,0.07372537085406727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380958393794428,0.0,0.0,0.06598067437402055,0.0,0.0,0.059812932365360574
socialanxiety,Helicaster,2019/01/10,"I’m ok with screaming on the inside. I just hate the physical manifestation of my anxiety. Met a girl on a dating app not long ago. I can talk a big game over text of course because I’m not staring anyone in the face. But anyway I just know this is gonna bomb because of my shakes from getting nervous. Can’t smile right, my mouth twitches when nervous. My neck gets rigid and my head shakes if I have to turn to look at someone and my heart feels like it’s about to explode out of my chest. 

Fuck these physical ticks I can handle being a wreck on the inside but when it makes me look like I belong in a ward on the outside that’s where it really fucks me and my life up.   Rant over.",2.6144128787878813,3.7843363125000025,3.8557323232323237,90.7352272727273,74.7638888888889,6.625252525252527,23.50757575757576,6.980632752743323,0.6117166666666671,535,15,120,5,11,175,93,144,0.165,0.777,0.057999999999999996,-0.9098,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,3,5,10,1,6,10,6,1,0,16,21,8,0,1,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,9,0,0,1,5,16,3,21,18,0,21,0,0,3,2,4,14,2,1,7,73,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096587991472147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480351845850374,0.0,0.0,0.15063380951858718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626485088931766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892798545529526,0.15390338270344847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983235093753318,0.22510678288200625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269272845171167,0.22109354367881326,0.0,0.0,0.2552858321821972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839480760951895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521647260123912,0.21049663437614602,0.0,0.0,0.19064895372630725,0.3618142322691385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380133580772494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380101068105384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397621942155898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253331502995093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731546397852407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23432620253624506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Salishana,2019/01/10,"no one sits next to me in college and kt makes me really anxious hi, I know this is a question a much younger person would ask, but I'm feeling stressed about the fact that in my colllege class, people will sit in literally every seat exept mine until theres none left and someone is obliged to. I'm not shy anymore. I'm very friendly, not intimidating and my hygiene is good. I'm really normal so I don't understand why this happens. ",3.516009852216752,5.20284526436782,5.126108374384238,80.44758620689656,73.36781609195403,7.730049261083742,30.81937602627258,8.418075326091056,2.4421376026272577,346,16,66,6,7,117,66,87,0.07,0.7559999999999999,0.175,0.8912,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,14,16,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,7,2,7,14,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,38,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24979628213459945,0.2192860238047006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671207259169685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862983796895767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180206104176486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083240127478205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546022929704425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553069285461508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151866622760507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402413924132169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759554816572654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254449181209935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351576237908046,0.0,0.21664511973540135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983280864281545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329285205538226,0.19306852499020466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24769868069194234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833030340461919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734947446090133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532857452501745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301878403583856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824424988820469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952131219810304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707329288339902,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bencanby,2019/01/10,"DAE get nervous when they are invited to things? God damnit I hate it so much. A girl invited me to go to snowball (basically like prom or homecoming just in the winter where the girls ask the guys) and as soon as I got the text I almost had a panic attack. WHY??! I read the first sentences of this message saying “do you want to.... with me..” and immediately close my phone and can feel my heart racing and not in the good way of being excited she asked me. The worst part is I’ve dodged things like this in the past for the same reason and always regretted it. I know I will regret this too if I don’t do it. Ahhhhh.  I’m not even nervous to go with this girl, just the fact that I know there are going to be tons of people there. Why. ",1.4582072829131685,3.2434688496732065,3.3257376283846867,90.68367647058822,79.4575163398693,6.462931839402429,18.771708683473392,7.447530270364453,0.2455904761904759,566,12,128,8,14,190,97,153,0.18,0.747,0.07200000000000001,-0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,1,10,12,2,3,12,0,11,1,1,1,1,24,24,11,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,10,8,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,8,0,1,2,2,16,4,17,19,5,14,0,2,0,0,12,5,0,3,7,91,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950774867602254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491626295172942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351766776487468,0.20393952841020815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840267424211033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064164202997392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248250162154106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365843105986672,0.0,0.3056408594323503,0.15035876403441126,0.1433743937587662,0.0,0.0,0.17750028279584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698682367177948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242958748630605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970384327717862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515940005580458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317802149932867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032855503049866,0.0,0.19412625101606146,0.17112848456793306,0.12427960354476104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931325788178326,0.0,0.0,0.18431401569314088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255852141427094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381910637903749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057349919545267,0.14229201152228305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235171013681993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CatQueen97x,2019/01/10,"Dating advice / ranting / I'm confused send help Hey so making this post gives me anxiety (shocking I know) but I have started the last few months to get a better hold of my anxiety and at the start of the year decided to try meet people and maybe date I'm 21 and have never had a kiss or been liked by a boy and I taught it could be good. I don't know what I'm looking for, honestly mainly just getting better at being social and this guy wants to meet up and it gives me so much anxiety. I have some issues around guys and my own body issues and it has kick started my anxiety to the point I almost want to ghost on him. He seems cool and is sweet and we have only been talking for two days but we added each other on two social networking platforms one being my facebook which I never use except for contacting family and now I just feel trapped because I can't ghost? Like any advice on dealing with anxiety and dating would be great? I just feel like I got ahold of my shit to the point I was ready to try a new thing and this new thing has made my shit explode again (Not literally) ",4.03559523809524,4.68733553571429,5.0366785714285705,85.54998809523812,70.875,7.937619047619048,25.647619047619052,8.021203637495839,1.3486390476190473,856,24,179,11,15,281,130,224,0.142,0.695,0.162,0.8481,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,2,8,15,2,1,9,1,19,4,3,3,2,45,42,18,2,4,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,11,18,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,4,0,3,7,5,23,11,23,29,6,28,0,0,1,1,19,10,2,5,19,120,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459129572291693,0.0,0.0,0.1048255505145948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711884694201907,0.0,0.40041351545686704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319063966579276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381417930825399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516835672293347,0.0,0.1162799320961914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358137359723307,0.0,0.0,0.06751229177317061,0.10792424296621796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868642537662033,0.0,0.10586239419098686,0.07478601802364808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938576934528896,0.20084418532698967,0.0,0.08780367605772622,0.08372507519206866,0.11541408990493145,0.0,0.2073065368799372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016724165673427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852505869969005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506278887778384,0.08533114389160823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534294258109797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790789786547648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905419752558572,0.06987714696475099,0.0,0.10516879341414344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355748794886601,0.0,0.0769545252808806,0.0,0.1614769635478559,0.2022082363573809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093634814729909,0.07961663043934522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257445962863504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791976549972307,0.0,0.10025799617773606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530006019103204,0.0,0.0,0.21491251771148465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342358910346512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222868715299051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414074976382661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909432642123118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214664880678332,0.0,0.2045214231327371,0.0,0.0,0.09041305954282132,0.0,0.0,0.1234902540089625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436425900005139,0.0,0.0,0.06741283620043717
socialanxiety,yoink42,2019/01/10,"advice basically social anxiety is main source of my problems, im trying to work on it. new school starting soon, year 12. any advice with ppl cos i always end up staying away and jus walking around in free time aimlessly 
any advice appreciated :)",4.814333333333334,7.309896599999997,6.104166666666668,71.33625000000005,71.8888888888889,8.055555555555555,29.027777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.779111111111112,197,8,31,4,4,66,41,45,0.083,0.736,0.18100000000000002,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,2,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,6,15,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6160824222040306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486560242286833,0.0,0.0,0.2858248979975282,0.0,0.16076782257637715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708229923851244,0.0,0.0,0.197447322746006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613474752684064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22700321256793166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296878483917835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010897312989484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126878452077651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422632092881733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874862670574746,0.22399702108990888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254293545049863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426812927950308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529951742971706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135332780629001
socialanxiety,Komorebi43,2019/08/07,"Is this a fair breakup text? Some info: Im a girl, he's  a guy. He's  my first. He's  been ghosting me for almost a month, but sending occasional texts saying that he misses me when all he has to do is ask to hang out. He doesnt live that far away, and Ive seen that hes been hanging out with other girls. 

I've enjoyed your company this summer, but ever since that one night, I sense that you're far less keen to be around me. Its my fault, I turn into a dumber, less confident  version of myself when feelings get in the way of my thinking. You do a poor job of communicating what you really want, so I'll make the hard decision for you. I know I promised that I wouldn't leave you, but I sense that you never needed me. Besides, you made a lot of blind promises too. So you invest yourself in what apparently keeps you busy all the time, and I will invest myself in someone who needs me as much as I need them. 

Idk if im being too dramatic. Keep in mind, he too is rather melodramatic so I think that this would get through to him.",3.14568356374808,3.8037662718894047,4.57089400921659,88.05824577572969,72.91705069124423,7.445652841781875,24.60491551459293,7.554174236665415,0.9337805837173572,799,22,181,9,15,267,130,217,0.09300000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.10400000000000001,0.3575,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,9,1,1,11,6,0,0,10,0,16,1,0,2,4,36,34,13,1,8,5,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,16,7,0,2,6,0,3,3,3,2,0,2,4,5,32,4,23,25,8,24,0,1,2,0,26,11,0,4,9,121,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16357395303777653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541837597247234,0.1527125556792117,0.0,0.1534750702268795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776170688222776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259594254862572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389475704714035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706898996480459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617446775216395,0.0,0.0,0.14633177264493094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35289750710276785,0.0,0.16210217086874856,0.2903904515946897,0.0,0.0,0.08977427321819663,0.0,0.0,0.17296673294608725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424326834053122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388764713704731,0.0,0.15456810457665002,0.10903907587334427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649394791154733,0.0,0.13038642337298695,0.0,0.12008289813452078,0.36337147231039496,0.12598753415743907,0.0,0.0,0.1532952746670337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106918954735386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046478074996731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990448077558445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512689297922045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840806050352894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933939847548014,0.0,0.0,0.09525216833791522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768063442488335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634954889682512,0.12966162732286352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604094373603945,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amixiety,2019/08/07,"My worst nightmare just came true M22 I’m currently on 30mg Paxil and it really helps with my SA. Actually so much that I met a cute girl and we even went on two dates. While they’ve been kinda awkward I really enjoyed myself. We made plans to go on a third date however she was very distend the last days so I asked her if she’s still interested. She said that she was not.
Right after (actually even before her response) I had an anxiety attack. This is just proof that my anxiety was right. Really nobody is interested in me and if they are they loos interest the second they meet me. 
I guess I don’t have a question I just wanted to rant. Sorry :/",0.928409090909092,3.3750094924242435,3.360833333333337,85.66125000000002,86.65151515151516,6.936363636363637,19.613636363636363,8.07648339933343,1.1609909090909092,511,15,104,12,16,176,90,132,0.127,0.728,0.14400000000000002,0.6614,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,3,1,8,9,1,1,6,0,10,0,0,1,2,20,20,8,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,3,10,1,24,6,8,10,2,17,0,0,0,0,18,6,0,5,8,73,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.3557332018620754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278867984559721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170395329370991,0.2073553766270046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550960550953453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20846524460555108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754733552331845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407716768054309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358671189484496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007879895482994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216993500208295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857218349683599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246573454584216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398744385128644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418109959465808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502953155531443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113105715029099,0.1733779493822381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20403332966274604,0.0,0.0,0.1455589081845476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804867613933012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038961826713235,0.10750598106358444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16896362123737382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,manfromanother-place,2019/08/07,"Ohhhhhh my god, I cannot handle unplanned social interaction It's my fault honestly but I am still so shaken. My best friend contacted me to ask if I was home so he could drop off my birthday gift, but I had my notifications off. He decided to just drop by to see if I was there. I was so startled by him knocking at my door! I acted so weirdly and probably seemed so ungrateful for what was a wonderful gift. I can be so normal when I know I'm gonna have to talk to someone, but when it's unplanned? No-can-do!",1.3708333333333371,3.1824158981481503,4.136814814814816,84.6396666666667,79.83333333333334,7.653333333333332,25.61481481481481,8.548686976883017,1.8305748148148149,399,16,87,9,10,142,68,108,0.174,0.609,0.217,0.8109,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,1,1,0,11,0,0,0,0,13,18,14,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,1,17,3,11,10,1,9,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,4,3,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26633409719150863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29897493277405607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274618287641961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22010564160152585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857683325425699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565683312825798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791321360782104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071600712145585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270207899719781,0.2593535501922849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904099190378681,0.24138673912097397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275138675609329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22898413834519926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30895152164921097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,confusion-girl97,2019/08/07,"Will be locked up in my house for 3 months How to keep myself from going crazy 
Has already been 2 or 4 years 
My room doesn’t have air conditioning 
Feeling angry and suicidal when I’m in it",6.350250000000003,4.9162695250000015,6.960000000000001,80.78500000000003,66.25,10.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,2.03575,151,4,33,2,2,50,38,40,0.239,0.726,0.035,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,10,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,6,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,3,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444008424196916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20362243342646824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288695503096025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646736301869426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579474280029607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32143952830795663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44049971790876896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593322370274075
socialanxiety,Lenkagamine13,2019/08/07,Beating Social anxiety Since I can't go to a doctor or therapist for reasons I'd rather not get into can anyone recommend me another way for me to beat my social anxiety. I'm tired of this holding me back in life it's time I get and do what I want without any fear please help me fuck up this illness brutally or at the very least help me become somewhat of a functional human being,4.773417721518988,5.176130898734178,6.554278481012663,76.21318987341773,69.12658227848101,9.864303797468356,32.255696202531645,9.888512548439397,3.214861265822785,307,13,58,7,5,107,61,79,0.23800000000000002,0.631,0.131,-0.8636,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,2,1,3,0,4,5,0,1,0,11,10,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,11,9,2,8,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,3,2,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392802430817952,0.2065119548382424,0.3013217812839851,0.0,0.0,0.13770715646814866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143704531155053,0.0,0.0,0.2175081205685862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157955211521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216156794534772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182070671935448,0.20578922535016256,0.0,0.1119272712311701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26401354384438297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910669723410085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618432291644624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20249025144583246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291332227335129,0.0,0.0,0.401517266239761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22866605504444584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483907352222325,0.2263570591465933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249863796453934,0.1161621107704614,0.15632422246092184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984606779607704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,67mindyours,2019/08/07,"i finally did it... 
i asked a ‘friend’ if they wanted to hang out this weekend


i feel like shit but i’m still glad i did it


it’s kinda weird referring to them as a friend  because i don’t think we’re there yet


anyways i’ve been meaning to ask them to hang out for the longest time but i was worried they were gonna say no


i’m still scared they’ll turn me down. but i figure it’s not worth the anxiety to keep thinking about it. 


if they say yes, that’d be great. 


and if they say no, i’ll probably feel like shit, maybe even cry a little. but i’ll boss up and keep trying.",-0.15310115081768316,1.6343101889763787,1.878267716535433,98.9963961235615,84.90551181102363,5.167534827377348,18.430648092065415,6.297961479604792,-0.3667814657783161,442,11,111,4,13,147,78,127,0.19399999999999998,0.634,0.17300000000000001,-0.2341,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,7,0,7,10,2,1,5,1,9,2,2,1,0,24,23,10,0,4,8,0,2,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,7,4,0,2,7,1,1,2,4,4,0,0,5,5,15,6,12,14,0,13,0,0,0,0,14,5,2,4,8,64,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960977789057978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923382909204729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953114657558569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174665968836775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032698207738245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811376199054555,0.22339752929975767,0.0,0.17127729935419556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415962047903932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237996628586966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779478345485251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277256165368153,0.1567069921416693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570778150049859,0.17031448248628775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685752053619097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37301504506890415,0.15653683950732286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209886469497183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497277513650268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036964773608468,0.0,0.0,0.09117081426123333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615356647159108,0.17006739480723188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222117438275128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878427458345115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sspooks,2019/08/07,"After work plans and anxiety I have so much trouble with this. I am so bad at staying motivated to keep up with social events/ hangouts with friends after work. When I make the plans I am not so worn out but then after work I'm like ""I can't believe I agreed to that."". I have a whole list in my mind of things I wanna do at home - decompressing, art stuff to calm down for the next work day. 

I agreed to see a friend today after work, just hanging out at her house. But like..my social energy is already gone from my social anxiety from work. It's sad but I feel like I'd just rather do things during the weekend with other people. (she's busy then so I can't re-schedule).

Anyway, I feel super guilty and I was wondering what you guys do in response to things like this. Is it valid to want to be having my introvert time? I think sometimes I make plans as a means to be ""normal"" and ""social"" and then after I realize I actually need my alone time and I'm dumb for making plans to begin with.",2.313606886657098,3.859592882926833,3.848550932568149,88.94846484935438,76.26829268292683,6.579626972740316,21.81492109038737,7.285733465282438,0.6082109038737449,771,20,166,9,17,256,111,205,0.127,0.7240000000000001,0.149,0.7016,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,12,9,11,1,0,6,0,15,0,0,4,0,35,32,17,0,5,7,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,11,12,0,1,7,3,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,3,24,7,35,27,2,29,0,1,1,0,10,9,1,1,20,114,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.10988329901733283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662170245461273,0.12425909577562455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228042799118673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401795809888353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686388296937307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261896809400166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386989871324382,0.0804428840156033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399203600399551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149367316652667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294897677943913,0.0,0.0,0.12992757800237684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008582228755812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200465778900096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254881076907696,0.0,0.0,0.1226565773020553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369591048396264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827754186576455,0.08349294866574414,0.0,0.0,0.11975349359929527,0.0,0.1103260423426954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780640418180215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897292072457858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591341932128276,0.0,0.0,0.11136624714252732,0.0,0.0,0.12001873896061195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289023385366461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442327583199004,0.07215080839794515,0.0,0.0,0.13131825155297205,0.0,0.10673352013001633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641557100392187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571610036835293,0.0,0.0,0.1221120546641774,0.4918535379674121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Multipass92,2019/08/07,"Getting intense feelings of anxiety whenever I get calls for job interviews I'm just finishing contract work and jobless again going through the motions of searching for employment. Whenever I do get a call back I become paralyzed with worry. What if I'm super underqualified and embarrass myself in the interview; or worse I get hired and let coworkers down because of my ignorance? What if I'll hate the job but need to accept it anyway because I gotta eat and pay bills? 

I always do extensive research on companies that call me back only because I'm trying to convince myself that this place will be a decent fit for me. I'll read the job application over and over to convince myself I can handle the tasks asked of me. Sometimes I'll change my mind and call off interviews entirely or ignore calls...

Is there anyone else out like this who does similar and found a way to overcome it? I really wanted to vent but am open to suggestions",6.142118644067796,7.406877067796612,6.962500000000002,71.41629237288139,66.45762711864407,10.419774011299436,34.52401129943503,10.504223727775694,4.03300790960452,759,35,125,20,12,252,111,177,0.091,0.8029999999999999,0.106,0.693,5,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,9,1,1,8,0,8,1,0,0,0,25,23,13,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,2,3,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,16,5,22,18,0,17,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,4,5,82,25,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014631193269877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328309593192878,0.0,0.0,0.08526267057491456,0.1249410424146401,0.0,0.0,0.11399662016535825,0.0,0.0,0.1875273186724125,0.0,0.22299887418024986,0.13467218194791247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6225673949689596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289954244115921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670974895574932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477416576562453,0.1018644910340787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165608484540061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369995530441728,0.0,0.0,0.25483263729951683,0.0,0.06930081413408383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038963960093135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630172945174587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246910156965078,0.0,0.05957329649731447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312375408408012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041631520006033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274019842432607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274004309337113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197212224165628,0.0,0.07811732512509903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060091139669922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278866075434538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192285454096517,0.0967896006599201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877313440197207,0.123835099267552,0.12426638468565696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trilliumdude,2019/08/07,"I've started asking people why they're so quiet Specifically my coworkers that keep asking ME why I'm quietly doing my work. 

And you know what? They immediately get defensive and are annoyed that I would ask such a thing. 

Get fucked Stacy. It's annoying isn't it.",2.4911764705882358,5.275364294117646,4.846568627450981,75.45455882352942,82.52941176470588,8.105882352941178,24.18627450980393,8.841846274778883,2.4848274509803927,213,8,37,6,6,74,41,51,0.191,0.787,0.022000000000000002,-0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,2,4,4,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,14,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,13,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,21,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6879698435320533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267767816017144,0.2563192507454783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803476107803804,0.0,0.0,0.13481099054457993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006079699955828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362527960180074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296705569942788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442691918323086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858201788726902,0.0,0.0,0.17425476150346042,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KingOfAppalachia,2019/08/07,"Recently, my job went from processing paperwork to being on ""call services (call center work)"" full time... Have any of you who have a severe phone phobia been successful in getting an excuse from your doctor to exempt you from this type of duty? Especially when there are numerous duties that can be done without ever putting a headset on?

I'm considering this as an option and need to know if anyone else has been successful.",9.053571428571429,8.701534584415583,8.927889610389613,65.34040584415588,60.298701298701296,11.855844155844155,36.133116883116884,11.20814326018867,4.292950649350649,341,13,53,8,4,111,63,77,0.062,0.8109999999999999,0.127,0.6662,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,3,3,2,0,0,4,0,10,1,0,0,1,9,15,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,2,13,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,4,41,8,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112601686537228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656726120629725,0.24277105925877585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4838805344203878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425161610619373,0.0,0.24246991524085704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19793135955380525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432405501216995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379036563020925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351244806244488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021497029152526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756865813760965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381882094594757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233947765965168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676725845243124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816049772053113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964397055000226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283998504386741,0.0,0.17249374149581376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PotatoStarch123,2019/08/07,"You know you need to get treatment when A couple of kids(I assume around 7 and 10) buy something for their mom, they ask me to wrap it to a gift, I tell them they can go hangout somewhere while I do it and come back to get it 
A few minutes pass, I hear them coming back and can already hear the angry ""it's ugly! Do it differently!"" instead they approach me and admire how I did it while patiently watching me take my time taping down any nano mm of tape, while shaking thinking they're gonna lash out at me any moment for it not being perfect or whatever
I finish, put it in a bag and they run down arguing if mom expects it or not 
In the mean while I shake off the filler I used, terrified my coworker hates me or will yell at me for taking so long on such a simple gift for a couple of kids 

Anyway kids, don't bully other kids because they might turn out to be adults like me.",11.489039855072464,5.187967505434784,10.991739130434782,70.87789855072467,61.44565217391304,13.571014492753624,41.53623188405797,8.841846274778883,3.6807818840579705,687,20,147,6,6,228,114,184,0.12300000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.8575,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,8,1,9,7,2,2,9,1,10,0,0,2,1,26,28,16,0,3,6,2,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,4,10,10,0,0,4,1,1,9,3,4,0,0,1,4,26,3,23,22,1,31,0,0,1,0,21,11,0,6,12,102,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725969219118646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21272166863800795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923370268112772,0.1462176594321171,0.0,0.0,0.24053174187170634,0.0,0.09534309991335999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694582966899189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34611854618598725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341004491842964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343042328272464,0.0,0.08888862516035517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441765989895193,0.0,0.0,0.35255983956316955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595615500507918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641163365946786,0.0,0.0,0.13841359557002295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037101036697136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592109922391168,0.0,0.36635953579772784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597240307521728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723032925357472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040829059230405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23519434723478697,0.0,0.13670495503778396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021807550752274,0.0,0.0,0.0912010741242535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012384067878372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508379270731766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Funkstramadus,2019/08/07,"Something that happened to me today. I was at shoprite and just finished, well, shopping and I was at the check out line. So this woman in front of me finishes up checking out her things and as shes leaving, I notice something on the floor. It’s a can of bumble bee tuna. The first thing my mind goes to is that the woman dropped it and I decide to tell her if this can of tuna is hers. I pick it up, and then just froze. I tried getting her attention, but she just continued walking away. I didn’t know what to do. I was just awkwardly standing there holding a can of tuna. Eventually, I just gave up and put the tuna on a different register. I felt like such an asshole leaving, knowing that this woman likely bought that tuna and left the store without it, all because of my stupid ass being unable to speak up a bit louder, or ya know, just walk towards her.",3.5193374833259234,4.81552682080925,4.673988439306361,85.25485993775014,72.69942196531792,6.941574032903514,28.33659404179636,7.321109707123232,1.5683120497999117,672,26,133,7,13,221,103,173,0.073,0.898,0.028999999999999998,-0.8591,1,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,10,5,1,1,11,0,12,1,1,1,1,29,20,13,0,1,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,14,9,0,1,6,1,5,4,2,2,1,1,7,3,22,3,25,12,2,27,0,0,0,1,14,15,1,2,8,106,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114951867451767,0.0,0.0,0.11753400344027674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049646403267866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014433849861348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512597338071413,0.0,0.0,0.16400243684319268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073425318566777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049953018315944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31788680126597024,0.0,0.0,0.40831179127097,0.209486520704234,0.0,0.0,0.1883925574387707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468117661079729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195132535683105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382535365641065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968661277758736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685227422887927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25618621468350383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827594958717075,0.0,0.0,0.1309040160900363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335760073203565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586008890536276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ellenanastsia,2019/08/07,"Helping a friend by filling out a Mental Health survey (all ages are welcome) Hi everyone, I am a student doing research on Mental Health. I need your help filling out a survey for a project I am working on. It is completely voluntary and feel free to exit anytime you wish.
 Thank you so much 🙏🙏

Disclaimer: there are some sensitive questions in the survey

https://forms.gle/rFCU61hKR6VSNdz2A",5.5225840336134455,8.736865250000001,5.377983193277314,73.8073529411765,72.97058823529412,6.8268907563025225,33.243697478991606,7.957251820313856,3.011728571428572,319,16,46,5,7,99,51,68,0.0,0.7609999999999999,0.239,0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,0,1,9,10,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,8,10,3,9,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,1,33,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516901201089705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343705153209825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823277868386416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806584718005261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971061975552142,0.0,0.0,0.3134660997253057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712964866674263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189385193464354,0.1733838957057406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619460054819151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528162390877212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26889592781302346,0.0,0.0,0.1702329036807834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Life_Guard90,2019/08/07,"Dear women of Reddit, (29yo/male)I have psoriasis, and it breaks out in a very, very inconvenient place. MY DICK. Psoriasis is not contagious, but it certainly can look that way. I have been struggling with this for years. I wasn't always afraid of rejection until now, and I want to go out and date again, but the idea of telling them about my condition scares the shit out of me. My self esteem, as you can probably tell, has taken a nose dive because of this. Sometimes I get lucky and the psoriasis goes into recession, but it always comes back. 

I go to work everyday feeling like I'm wearing a mask. I fucking smile pretending like everything is fine. Then I go home, play my guitar, white-knuckle through the rest of the day trying not to go to the liquor store (alcohol makes my psoriasis worse), go to bed, and wake up the next day and fucking do it all over again. 

I have some friends to talk to every once in awhile, but we all live in different states now. I have acquaintances here, but they are all older people and we don't have much in common. The folks around My age seem to have no interest in wanting to acknowledging my existence. 

I've seemed to have devoloped this social anxiety because of this whole thing and I don't know how to deal with it. It's like a snowball affect in my mind and it just keeps getting bigger and bigger.

The good news is that I was once a very proud man before this condition. An introvert, but proud. I was playing in a band, having fun with girls, and my life was pretty good. I want to feel that again. I want to just feel SOMTHING. I've been feeling like a zombie just going through the motions. 

I would like some female feedback on this thread as much as possible, but I'll take any advice at this point. I just want to know what the women of Reddit think about my psoriasis problem and how would it be best to explain this without freaking out women. I've been out of the game for awhile so my perspective might be flawed. Just tell me I'm paranoid. I need to move on with my life.",3.85728838224594,5.434575365914791,4.453236316597948,86.05968954644678,72.28320802005013,7.754903387501013,26.154175761985606,8.360895534625662,1.613617285148354,1597,53,323,26,31,508,201,399,0.068,0.7170000000000001,0.214,0.9962,1,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,2,1,2,4,18,28,3,3,20,0,30,11,5,4,4,77,64,27,0,9,15,0,4,5,1,3,3,0,2,6,21,26,2,1,12,7,1,9,7,9,0,0,8,6,36,19,59,51,10,52,0,1,1,3,21,23,4,6,22,214,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086871814467068,0.0,0.09937799315646156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475020127582248,0.0,0.0,0.06323636535988979,0.0,0.07113706914813027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278078438860922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150354360718011,0.0,0.1133716398384523,0.0,0.07912761167861497,0.0,0.09758723185695016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801026214575902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994166986938602,0.09586857134289813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715472213150447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834805663005935,0.0,0.08357338504059564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807408254335206,0.1328640999890188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184381673972498,0.1719354495267865,0.09716683799819777,0.0,0.317090042380808,0.15599114250805896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327651742054598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497435236844464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265375404316648,0.0,0.0,0.1022097063761244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131363125465981,0.22715100040226024,0.0,0.0821118432670859,0.0,0.07808815097047853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062071524107195374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986476584037392,0.09389335678189786,0.0,0.0,0.09883361706769414,0.13671664853573712,0.06895088121002549,0.0,0.0,0.09889588334827032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806255696864647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446753360834713,0.0,0.09715472213150447,0.0,0.08790557449135468,0.10483221419850623,0.0,0.09460422549647124,0.10025891070093604,0.08897883849609445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309917778167877,0.0,0.0,0.1693091444202438,0.09700881446353496,0.0,0.09545286337173804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479155941185256,0.0,0.0,0.09196945371125974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721330231603567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699168813762416,0.07474181194028186,0.24383198586094634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177840117016231,0.059584215176905514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313408261085783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23017938091503265,0.27423945494610924,0.07381110635510063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381997571301957,0.0,0.08963900846970031,0.0,0.06769780245134255,0.0,0.0947647192865735,0.13211480707888282,0.0,0.0,0.059882489041240425
socialanxiety,ComplexPirate,2019/08/07,"What to do and I want this Job? I need references for a job 

I don’t know much people at the moment that know me personally and no friends. 


I could only think of landlord who’s is a lawyer, but I broke the lease so I’m kinda worried about that. 

Family - I’m not so close with them and there was a past event they had and I didn’t go so they might be pissed at me for not attending. 

Not sure where to begin, I don’t want to lie or do something sketchy

Please help I’m really panicking.",0.2538701298701298,2.211041209523813,2.2927272727272765,95.62636363636366,84.52380952380952,6.103896103896104,18.11688311688312,7.348242739294969,0.10442857142857154,377,9,91,6,11,126,69,105,0.16699999999999998,0.711,0.122,-0.8372,2,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,6,4,1,0,5,0,11,1,1,0,1,22,22,9,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,3,0,12,2,10,16,1,10,0,1,0,0,7,4,1,3,4,59,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355373217418489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167260588477277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761754668048724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306555385472004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409484826757958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562738135164168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526903235003389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438839675643043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900045686095194,0.17046541954125746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484672758187852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194623227422748,0.1593813591716524,0.2007368478935188,0.0,0.25235743555091833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727765195281847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769856382017916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667482942556346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730846161674466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711979479987099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23347116174628665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RemiliaScarlett,2019/08/07,"I was forced to sing in front of my class. Since it's only day 2 of my college class, our professor want us to tell our name, course, why did you picked that course and fvcking sing. She started at the back, and thank goodness I'm at the middle row so I still have time to think about what song should I sing. So I have to pick the shortest song I know and it's the big bang theory opening. Even if it's the shortest I wasn't able to sing it fully. Since our professor just want to hear us sing just for a little bit. 8 hours has passed I'm still thinking about it and just how bad I did earlier.",0.9770833333333327,2.739848375000001,2.213750000000001,98.18958333333336,80.875,5.5166666666666675,19.260416666666664,6.42735559955562,-0.2334864583333336,464,11,112,4,12,148,76,128,0.054000000000000006,0.879,0.067,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,1,0,0,12,3,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,3,0,19,18,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,3,16,2,14,13,1,16,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,7,66,23,5,0.19411952362908605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926593138766842,0.162081693852368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192824328713356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519103363325046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282141145721814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281824648165985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187868113072262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116862837434487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066830135224258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945587597050095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763664508066868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32115535184357435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739879795237198,0.0,0.3100482046491984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696690198161695,0.17871917657714775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487679050773913,0.0,0.0,0.11319265529597697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670037712385127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22899344899973334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751626767148221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Artist_On_A_Journey,2019/08/07,"M28, soon to be 29, unemployed dependent on parents, gay (still in the closet) poor social skills, suffer from social anxiety, in need of help. (English isn't my first language, excuse my grammar)

I'm 28 years old soon to be 29, unemployed not independent currently dependent on my parents.

I graduated last year. I majored in marketing and advertising. I'm on 1 year now of job hunting and it's really depressing because I can't get a job and it's mainly due to my social skills and anxiety.

I even chickened out on a few interviews last mintute because I don't trust myself and know I'm going to embarrass myself or give people a negative impression when they meet me.

I suffer from severe social anxiety and being in doors all the time has made it worse. I have a problem concentrating gathering my thoughts and articulating myself properly.

I tend to freeze and go blank and just sounding like an idiot. On top of that I don't know if marketing is really for me anymore which maked things harder. Art is my interest.

I'm also gay... and still in the closet. I think me surpressing myself for the pass 29 years. I haven't had a chance to really develop myself as a person (presonality).

Constantly having to lie and not being able to be myself around people has affected me I don't know what type of person I really am or how I can be, but my goal is to be an awesome, interesting person.

I really want to come out. I know it's definitely going to help me not having that ""fear"" on my shoulders anymore and being able to be my true self around people, but I can't come out because of my unemployment situation...I don't have a (plan B) in case all fails and I get kicked out in the street.

Here's a plan I've come up with:

I think for now my mental health should be my main priority. I have to get help regarding my social skills and anxiety first and need someone I can talk to and who can guide me through this. I think it will help me with getting a job and then once I get a job and I am financially secured. I'll come out, but I don't know.

I'm in need of advice let me know your thoughts. If you've been in a similiar situation like this and have managed to come out of it please share your story.

Thank you.",3.637640419598995,5.089427320541763,5.55332160403665,78.45484231841723,72.63431151241534,9.094383216040367,27.25063072633117,9.5536054971066,2.5017569247111937,1745,63,342,43,34,603,190,443,0.08800000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.126,0.972,13,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,1,10,14,18,1,2,18,0,40,4,1,7,3,72,78,31,0,8,11,2,1,2,0,2,1,1,3,4,14,34,0,1,11,1,1,9,13,8,0,2,5,2,56,10,55,60,6,56,0,4,0,2,27,26,0,6,23,233,70,15,0.14580775148283182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124082361676176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058301203090965474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308506158200087,0.0,0.14460210975938634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979981185817946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332457794797078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31400116800454186,0.0,0.07878319010012325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279200134898594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815232235437763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203712869303212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402399892537234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904463303919197,0.06993604068430348,0.12429885796296725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749341077420184,0.0,0.0,0.19546372464690054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893833896831449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403963810385127,0.11885277815986073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454915233429935,0.0,0.07123430234050232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898340996849836,0.04866390316526795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346995957277404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217190030181386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650035383870242,0.07764024833949808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190225283765253,0.0,0.0,0.1516271039552221,0.19097055679148545,0.0,0.08002656294107374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975916320105331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335204480518999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605464214279975,0.0823606283245939,0.0,0.0,0.08194701088600474,0.0,0.3715816015840671,0.061771217333682814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644225868174035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058597373771218784,0.0,0.06712009383808466,0.0,0.0,0.048434095593624285,0.14014157953685374,0.0,0.11575506779348113,0.04251083622225805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04300059478657557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429527773285385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779082292006025
socialanxiety,cannedpotatoes02,2019/08/07,do y’all just hate talking to people but then you have to meet them and have to start making small talks and try to not make eye contact... just want to be by myself instead of all this socializing :),3.605666666666668,4.911568900000006,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,72.5,6.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.43733333333333396,156,4,33,1,3,49,32,40,0.052000000000000005,0.826,0.122,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,2,1,10,9,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,7,8,1,3,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,2,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453945487733239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670418011548213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24253499044468574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35661779921442177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476185356774967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623762421215893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375183796511149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634468192621694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxiouspotatohere,2019/08/07,Why am I like this? I’m seriously outgoing and social back in my country. Now I’m living abroad alone completing my degree. This means a lot of group work. I sat quietly in a corner in my class while everyone walked around me getting to know each other and making groups I kept telling myself to just go and talk to someone anyone but I couldn’t get myself to move an inch. This has happened in 3 classes now and I have no group in either one and I’m scared I’ll fail my degree. I hate myself.,1.2151871657754043,3.4901941372549032,3.065579322638147,89.59965240641712,83.11764705882355,5.6698752228164,20.057040998217467,6.980632752743323,0.4579490196078431,390,11,80,5,11,130,69,102,0.188,0.779,0.033,-0.9513,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,16,17,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,2,1,14,1,11,14,3,15,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,5,52,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381890301944537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080676145228814,0.0,0.0,0.20473019235082854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683976232626986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411287519784301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219754923102926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240309216449393,0.0,0.1307024447130994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336979333030966,0.0,0.0,0.2270567872915035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639052046349675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235619074766097,0.0,0.20307579338019385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552004006745,0.0,0.0,0.1535128612736826,0.0,0.0,0.25051470334964265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444314291346751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583981666983593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23024923858500904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443477052017356,0.1948605783849261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484852068264446,0.20101190445458456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075204022157828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674275524199899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,psneak,2019/08/07,"I found the source, now what? Hey guys, I’ve been struggling for social anxiety for years now to the point where I am unable to speak in many situations (and I’m heading off to college 😬). I have been doing a lot of contemplation and have discovered that my anxiety must have originated in my early childhood when my parents and friends urged me to stop being weird. Whenever I would do something abnormal people told me to stop or I’d be socially outcast. There are even specific memories that I recall, feeling so sad and confused. I know where it all comes from now, and I feel that this could help me in some way. But I’m not sure exactly how to implement my new found knowledge.",6.195227272727273,6.59359640151515,6.757121212121213,76.00568181818183,66.04545454545455,10.539393939393939,34.68181818181819,10.411451182825502,3.620845454545455,543,24,102,13,8,178,92,132,0.153,0.7929999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.8889,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,3,0,14,1,1,2,4,28,23,10,0,3,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,3,14,2,14,13,3,20,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,4,11,72,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708368867266035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524855105362713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133463369473984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691885581788945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901144789904003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881826529059293,0.13676382713930782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527585508250704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167174950333206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865157235526855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728457680237937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049454883635568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946867716682144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096528679552533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655776949661566,0.0,0.0,0.1227221356355692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733942237327745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897588074725045,0.0,0.3608955379593509,0.0,0.13627726360117015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29599029377451525,0.0,0.1850578640853328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668375645921036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914848214808992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405088127080022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574865491443613,0.0,0.0,0.11399392114115366
socialanxiety,pazaii,2019/08/07,"I want to text to two of my friends but I’m nervous I have two amazing that I want to text but can’t because I’m afraid they won’t reply. Plus one has a boyfriend and I have a feeling because of that boyfriend, she’s forgotten about me. But I don’t want to be that petty person who’s like “why didn’t you text me first”

So what do I do? Should I text them now or wait until school starts?",0.4112931034482763,1.9566283333333343,1.9432040229885068,100.50032327586209,81.75862068965517,4.8097701149425305,21.219827586206893,5.148860815047168,-0.38670000000000027,303,9,77,1,8,98,53,87,0.086,0.715,0.19899999999999998,0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,1,3,5,0,2,2,0,11,0,0,0,0,12,19,8,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,1,1,14,3,9,15,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,52,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32807070766122226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606047650156086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288886362177354,0.0,0.0,0.20789901100901728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314642525310789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234300109989135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23495985013914625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723344212973617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046396907691288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257255420846466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761504668063352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428127402745245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jalanh11640,2019/08/07,"Dreading presentation 
I’ve been asked to do an hour presentation at work. I’ve spent my entire career trying to avoid giving presentations. I’m freaking out!  The presentation is in a couple of weeks.

Any suggestions how to manage the full on anxiety freak out I’m having?

Thanks",3.176974789915967,6.309298294117646,4.835742296918768,73.36941176470589,85.66666666666667,7.620168067226891,22.97198879551821,8.418075326091056,2.3459165266106443,227,8,36,6,7,76,40,51,0.231,0.677,0.092,-0.7901,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,9,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,20,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480157364164021,0.0,0.27900263544351184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409552088729685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4035453777197109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498636712836652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591665074414646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335776549792115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476145790889769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925488702153166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655136839884167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MrSnappy443,2019/08/07,"The problem I am developing without me realizing. I am sorry if this is not the right subreddit for this, but the community here looks nice, so here I go.

I have always been an energetic and happy guy in life in general and acting normally with anybody wasnt really a problem until recently. I started to feel less comfortable with strangers, friends and even my own family. When family comes over, I just feel like I cant talk and it makes me feel bad, so I usually prefer going away like going into my room as soon as possible. I'm starting to prefer being in my room all day instead of talking to others. My friends invite me to hang out but I always feel like I shouldnt accept, like something is wrong and I then find an excuse for not going... and because of that, my friends think I'm getting a little weird, not cool and less appreciable. I'm just being distant and I just cant control it, it's like my social skills are degrading and I dont know how to deal with it. Sadly enough, I also feel less comfortable when it comes to be with my girlfriend. I spend time with her, and I truly love her, but whenever she gets a little too much attentive, I just suddenly leave my phone and prefer ignoring what she might tells me because most of the time it's to ask me to come over and again, I am not in the mood (literally everytime) of doing so. 

Does anyone know how I can stop that? Tips on how I could act and things I could do to stop this feeling and feel more comfortable? This is seriously making me feel bad and a little depressed. I wish I could go back in the times when I wasnt that anxious.",4.0296894409937885,5.130452279503107,5.481180124223602,80.70077639751554,71.23602484472049,8.705590062111801,27.66459627329193,9.085049710711278,2.2016074534161487,1262,44,250,25,23,426,161,322,0.14,0.6609999999999999,0.19899999999999998,0.9772,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,22,28,0,0,12,1,25,2,0,6,1,77,57,33,0,12,13,0,8,5,4,2,1,0,2,1,16,25,0,4,18,0,1,11,11,11,0,0,3,10,42,16,35,46,9,47,0,2,1,1,18,17,0,3,24,185,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264072527849358,0.1511640111689592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261770698893256,0.0,0.06351395153516377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491847322555313,0.0,0.08534248270474908,0.0698465163556763,0.15168687958959687,0.11074435890546754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473895603720704,0.0,0.0,0.10187918841316723,0.21757309431385374,0.0,0.0,0.05858106734040215,0.0936469075306732,0.07823606165659576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949033003311774,0.0,0.10645795609441347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938568478330346,0.0,0.0599956679145759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712623280511653,0.0,0.3674312857726384,0.1297850996581006,0.0,0.0,0.08302155420996313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21053671193695292,0.0,0.09491508807948043,0.0,0.2581181495125837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994094170193231,0.0,0.0966955580128764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984109273420648,0.0,0.0,0.09618116084343124,0.0,0.0,0.064159454402698,0.22188698999264045,0.2731216319532922,0.0,0.0,0.07627853164743517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198214363691349,0.0,0.12126615004125825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636159186737216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677418451108569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899902443548142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240282640876648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383367550199202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058191233849434726,0.0,0.0896886146976641,0.0,0.0,0.07757260286590374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925948543363546,0.0,0.06992922907197943,0.0,0.10168235776206704,0.12858697626729118,0.0,0.0,0.15188427261803955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460194817425961,0.07939380311012284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060346744931477465,0.05820340713122307,0.0,0.0,0.1588998757313094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000419312667852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445577951731083,0.0875617089074845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931382473556853,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway59232,2019/08/07,"I creep women out at every turn without doing anything Yesterday I was taking one of my solitary walks in the park, when I heard someone coming in the opposite direction. It was a couple with their two small dogs. They weren't even in my age range, they were probably about 35 (I'm 25), and I hadn't even spoken to them, but the *second* I saw them, I heard the woman say ""Oh shoot"". She then mumbled something else to her husband/boyfriend which I couldn't catch, and then a few seconds later as they were passing me by, she made a wide arc as if to be as far away from me as possible when passing me. The husband said ""Hi,"" but he had a fake smile on his face when he said it, almost a little nervous. Apparently, I'm so grotesque that just the very sight 
of me creeps people out and makes them think I'm a criminal or something. No wonder I've been friendless for most of my life and can't find a girlfriend. Nobody wants to spend time or be around someone whose face is the stuff of nightmares and horror movies.",5.425147058823531,5.372892985294121,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705886,67.67647058823529,8.172549019607843,29.745098039215684,7.492282038375204,1.6555862745098038,795,26,164,7,12,252,131,204,0.109,0.875,0.016,-0.9606,1,0,2,1,0,0,27.0,0,0,7,0,9,2,0,1,14,0,14,3,2,2,0,26,30,20,0,3,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,2,6,10,0,0,3,0,1,5,6,2,0,4,14,8,25,0,27,13,2,27,0,0,2,0,24,13,0,6,9,112,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452847227345733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342763851315732,0.155157019364211,0.0,0.0,0.16375326903405474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013730638591974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285101573388974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455987771141638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302367223808606,0.0,0.14684870443642642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592999227501138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310774264947096,0.0,0.17468658304288562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649195037044598,0.1163414038535182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810491249537952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120832273266181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964882793576054,0.0,0.0,0.1879164816321836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33158360923938085,0.13860416129946726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29535444857084825,0.2683573174496051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952288187970926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104605129921282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167941082322673,0.0,0.0,0.10163118951408637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895798756638956,0.1702581639272201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438093269496736,0.10280206145850224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801147120847704,0.1890124673876472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,platitudinous_remark,2019/08/07,"Sometimes people asked me why I barely talked Sometimes people asked me why I barely talked. It's not like I don't want to talk or share my issue, in fact I would love to spread my good news, or cry out about all the mishaps I encounter with others, but still I cannot do it. Because, whenever I talk, people either cannot hear or just simply ignore. Like yesterday someone asked me why I had to wear braces, when I answered they already looked away and talked to somebody else. I feel like the words immediately disappears into thin air right after coming out of my mouth. I feel like I am invisible, and my words are also invisible. Even when I type something in the group chat it could easily get ignored, and sometimes the conversation just stops after everyone has seen my messages. So whenever I want to say something, I usually just type the words out and then delete. The process repeats several times until I gather enough gut to share my thoughts. But then again, most of the time my messages end up being the final words of the conversation.

The whole experience builds up this wall of anxiety that stops me from making friends with people in fear of getting rejected, in fear of having to see myself as not important enough to be noticed by people again. I just do not talk, so that I could save myself from embarrassment.",8.249984615384612,7.708822700000002,7.769200000000001,73.61336923076924,62.0,10.572307692307692,34.43076923076923,9.851270322608157,3.219824615384616,1065,38,190,18,13,336,136,250,0.157,0.745,0.09699999999999999,-0.9468,0,1,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,14,16,0,3,10,0,15,4,3,1,2,47,32,18,0,5,13,0,3,4,1,1,0,2,0,0,7,11,0,4,4,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,3,8,32,10,35,24,6,36,0,1,3,1,23,15,0,4,23,132,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389027884808946,0.07528694728749671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201992575413389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640358804082484,0.0,0.08845141581589931,0.0,0.0,0.057389327263311536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109674631202833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033269578907815,0.0,0.10341279699216728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864525729946252,0.0,0.08338366771608735,0.1945518998684429,0.0,0.062181244342560685,0.0,0.0,0.08995865572791838,0.0,0.09209092678660694,0.0,0.2118764161313507,0.09520410120385928,0.13451302859657466,0.0,0.10313018383950397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273544453615698,0.0,0.09837274071303356,0.0,0.0,0.07896354626544383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061071647081834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982619085984921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397607188322573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905727495549031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496866327869197,0.0,0.06284187149090101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718360286321238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263380850254866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039848777016954,0.0,0.07486711182763367,0.0,0.0,0.07502060354934079,0.0,0.0,0.10635595758742904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976793165021576,0.14495334849185798,0.2793325606713137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518354447789895,0.15741725020715902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540164342834767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473984433589588,0.10979228270191592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368634917872646,0.0,0.11105717691543132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548510334492733,0.10510844812959484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687721824067408,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CNote1989,2019/08/07,"Okay but do I have to hug my co-workers? I work remotely and so I see my boss, her boss (VP) and one other colleague about 4 times a year, sometimes a bit more. I’ve been working there over a year and I enjoy all of them a lot! 

However, I am... not a hugger. Sometimes when we leave events I try to find ways to quickly slip away to avoid saying goodbye to everyone. I don’t feel like I’ve known them long enough or have a relationship where hugging my female boss (I am female) or even awkwardly shaking hands with the two male co-workers is acceptable. 

Is this coming off as rude or is this ok? I want to seem professional and not stuck up, but I am kind of part of the mindset that handshakes are for formal things, hugs are too informal and personal, and I think saying “bye!” etc should be enough.",3.959562289562288,4.693316617283951,4.940056116722784,85.8757070707071,71.09876543209877,8.113131313131314,27.690235690235692,8.296473431620573,1.679251851851852,620,21,132,9,11,203,107,162,0.092,0.722,0.185,0.9515,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,2,2,8,13,1,3,8,2,15,4,1,3,1,31,22,14,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,9,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,2,5,18,9,17,18,8,15,0,0,1,3,11,5,0,5,9,92,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779978468904295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174393997554252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551034241042872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250906573530662,0.17544444253224456,0.10390307990836313,0.0,0.0,0.1503183394506176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954166436822,0.11238371076967632,0.0,0.0,0.14378030082899654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381622055324052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657067398638367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768546878573223,0.0,0.0,0.13921615300297513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374102084844702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659866969681783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703535456504001,0.0,0.0,0.13735875413872184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889419539518466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502016029103684,0.0,0.0,0.12535728172981406,0.14321091941885486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111711436388192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451109019659012,0.10079916554483803,0.0,0.0,0.09172988128102312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680450897471806,0.0,0.15367094726372565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927866822982115,0.12486692837097522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580999834304784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260751637606536
socialanxiety,Nysta_96,2019/08/07,"Just realized how nervous I am... Sooo I played Overwatch not too long ago and tried to join random games and talk to others.   
You can probably guess how well that went since I'm writing about this here.   
Talking to unkown people face-to-face is already really difficult for me, so I thought that talking to randoms without seeing them would be easier. I couldn't say a single word.  
I just feel like this situation might get so bad that I'd rather be completely mute and never talk to anyone.",4.875881458966563,6.453566010638298,5.338632218844985,80.70500000000001,69.74468085106382,8.350151975683891,28.322188449848017,8.841846274778883,2.273023100303951,391,14,71,7,7,125,71,94,0.09699999999999999,0.778,0.125,0.157,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,12,6,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,2,1,22,15,7,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,3,8,3,8,8,1,4,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,4,4,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643767609289743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463191196308145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129660323122197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548303116528349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442485883811367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376140613001492,0.1324746575466907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688202900384607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427733734055145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059407617908738,0.0,0.0,0.16410396193300514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967170178535567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301874877813012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285571412947729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999300768561031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187942806490284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147465195072236,0.0,0.0,0.1477675265784336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339358206673254,0.20843648363027864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5961818695660512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721451723737206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589805634613302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672815423768714,0.17189991658084466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787525291004856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317275609142623,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tbhitskendall,2019/08/07,"Debating on going way outside of my comfort zone and going away for college? I’m 21 but only have around 50 college credits because of my anxiety and depression which has made me drop out twice. I often drop/fail classes if I find out presentations are required or if the professor makes participation a big portion of the grade. I don’t even know if college is right for me at this point but am willing to give it a third and most likely final try. I live with my parents and I’m completely dependent on them for everything from scheduling my appointments to cooking for me. I have no friends or social skills at all and find myself in a extreme boredom pretty much all the time yet I’m too afraid to try to change it. I’m thinking about just forcing myself to transfer to another university for the spring semester in hopes of becoming more dependent, making friends, and improving myself mentally. But that’s easier said than done, I’ll most likely either chicken out before I even get there or have a major meltdown within the first week and beg to come back home. I really don’t know what to do with my life and have no direction whatsoever so any advice is appreciated!",8.685211038961036,7.630618625000004,8.945568181818182,67.19715909090911,61.41071428571429,12.252597402597404,39.560064935064936,11.389717465364855,4.6268982142857125,948,43,163,23,11,315,140,224,0.076,0.785,0.139,0.9527,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,11,9,0,1,9,0,14,2,0,5,2,43,31,18,0,4,11,1,0,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,6,15,1,1,5,1,1,3,4,2,0,3,3,1,19,7,34,27,9,29,0,1,0,0,7,15,0,12,11,120,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489466917662935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083351483143012,0.15548147125005993,0.11343157811473825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199805844155488,0.0,0.0,0.1393112194635174,0.11401593978055563,0.0,0.09038834586755937,0.16376041097150382,0.1261728937196648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685751436964315,0.12772759507622708,0.15546572164132091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771085173500327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517389573096866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587125649070647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332618994156942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243031885528622,0.27104517216260626,0.12612442825567172,0.0,0.0,0.22911704426853646,0.0,0.07746866652324244,0.14224090856932814,0.16853858961974416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873402431055166,0.14727262021272533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297843630225714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047325030826226,0.1448814057397648,0.0,0.1309313987100128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030338026173006,0.19795223558633904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942844490378324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900073185243307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277141862467507,0.0,0.0,0.1646441757190972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016978994276033,0.0,0.0,0.15085112056052896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499010917806763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662783598170188,0.14104548028181976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114983376182586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950099805794736,0.0,0.0,0.0864615713032928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013408398499949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769546280884285,0.11893894826999132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bestpraxis,2019/10/12,Eye contact I'm in my 30s and fairly successful but I've never been good at making eye contact. I'm ok at it if listening but not so good when speaking. Doesn't matter who I'm talking to...I won't even look my family members in the eye when I'm talking. Why is this so hard and feel so unnatural? I fear confrontation and being judged which I'm sure doesn't help.,0.8357692307692304,2.8748222564102583,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,82.84615384615384,6.464102564102564,22.57051282051281,7.645422480735847,1.0591743589743592,288,10,62,5,8,100,50,78,0.24,0.665,0.095,-0.9087,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,1,1,1,6,3,3,1,2,12,15,11,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,8,3,5,4,12,0,7,0,0,4,0,8,4,0,1,3,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835768817092133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620172858368577,0.3127599985522841,0.1405349169972329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662461083040597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489798274365173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862974582714189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333997681487879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552724267652765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436461779073604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26195535053372976,0.0,0.0,0.44679561139761453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25079780093199594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sword-in-the-sky,2019/10/12,"I want to go out so bad. I get choked up when I think about my friends going out to the club or haunted hay rides without me. Yes I declined. But I wanted to go soooooo painfully badly. The thought of someone seeing me be spooked, or just being clumsy... I fear being noticed, but I want attention¿ 
Im glad I still get invited to functions and hang out sessions but theres always people I dont know involved. “Oh blahblahs sister and friend is gonne be there too”- nope im out. I refuse to smoke with strangers. I refuse to be out late with strangers, even if we’re all sober. I think ultimately im worried about safety, but Im terrified of being embarrassed. Or embarrassing myself by attempting to relate with someone. I dont want to hold any behind because I cant walk around alone, so I just stopped going...",2.351125,4.686373862500002,3.4287500000000013,88.29125,79.125,5.75,26.875,6.9077264865688965,1.298,638,27,124,7,16,205,97,160,0.185,0.669,0.146,-0.765,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,0,3,2,1,10,1,0,0,1,35,25,13,0,5,11,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,0,4,4,1,0,7,5,6,0,0,1,1,19,3,25,18,1,18,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,4,4,78,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391021525736227,0.0,0.0,0.10758346707902287,0.0,0.0,0.08792476358420953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509960851261322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591118534698067,0.07881678977926193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030646230201449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539786572291191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549237415511465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978537874140093,0.0,0.13510218701841625,0.0,0.2939244093971239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5586414322257974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710569323362189,0.0,0.1458499436006564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720276221210124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757857329420242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963659785175362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303105857875763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910179469975574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325483678848787,0.10809607734449683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656935215350972,0.0,0.10264547225182358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050452264847395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463538318128113,0.0,0.0,0.13130494522194916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wysteriant,2019/10/12,"Excessive blushing Ok so, I have a... thing? It gets no exposure which is very frustrating. I guess I’m considered young; 14. This issue has been a problem in my memory since around year 8 (age 12) but has only really got bad this year. When I say blushing I don’t mean a pink cheeked response. I mean seriously red, painful burning all up my cheeks and around my ears and down my neck. It’s very prominent and is always pointed out. It happens when I laugh, cry, talk to people (even my friends), get asked a question, perform, think of something embarrassing and it’s getting out of hand. I’ve been thinking really bad thoughts that I’ve never thought before and it’s scaring me to be honest. People don’t really make fun of me but in my mind they do. I’ve seen what it looks like and I know it looks bad. All the methods I’ve seen online suck because they’re aimed towards that one off situation where you go a little pink cheeked... not me. Anyone else struggle with this? Any tips?",1.9319342169857592,4.394619154639177,3.1582179675994126,88.87379725085913,81.68041237113404,6.169464899361807,25.21747668139421,7.447530270364453,1.3432693176239567,772,31,154,12,21,249,124,194,0.204,0.6759999999999999,0.12,-0.958,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,1,7,17,2,3,6,1,11,7,6,1,3,29,33,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,15,11,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,11,0,1,7,10,18,6,16,25,2,21,0,0,7,0,7,13,1,2,8,85,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700070687897943,0.0,0.0,0.0874484910285252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991608066477796,0.13175999264796054,0.0,0.2289522694652921,0.12021825290229808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221124502090425,0.07838985347180118,0.0,0.10942422450444976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125473132192531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742398438774156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493528091631321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993515887237229,0.0,0.20155554432794415,0.0,0.07308306849643045,0.0,0.10284855885270136,0.0,0.14166105019643155,0.0,0.11371545932969318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421897387913104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706720297742638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628246487847549,0.12888520866375708,0.0,0.0,0.21597354404266209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583765192896313,0.0,0.0,0.2801536461609883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984352154730205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917980336660498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713878321980092,0.09780171212280343,0.1368333350241276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830210519836612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156311955178414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230473180371901,0.0,0.0,0.1440549759171909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714228371818014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226329887259436,0.1287452649542728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637448192669488,0.14454531057985873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899812639716946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443461759788866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335917685524056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543229721916114,0.16479598967097936,0.0,0.20417892055485415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122074264530416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562094534959526
socialanxiety,Ozma_Tip,2019/10/12,"Tips For Fear of Outdoors 22f, social anxiety and on autism spectrum. I don't have any friends right now and don't have a dog to protect me either.

It's embarrassing to say at my age but I've never gone really outside by myself. I'm not an outdoorsy person and I have helicopter parents, so I mostly stayed inside throughout my teens. Sometimes I'd walk around town by myself but I've never gone anywhere else without a friend or family member.

Now I have an anxiety of going outside and doing things by myself. I can't even walk a few 15 minutes to the mall. I'm afraid I'll be robbed, beat, stared at, embarrass myself, etc, etc.

I wanna go on the bus or Subway by myself but I'm afraid. I recently got a phone so I don't have to worry about getting lost anym... I think? But it's still worryin",1.4817250090220142,3.730992423312884,3.4966510285095644,87.0710393359798,81.82208588957056,5.7984843016961385,22.471670876939736,7.048011613610866,0.8812817755322992,627,21,123,8,17,212,99,163,0.122,0.846,0.033,-0.885,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,0,5,8,0,11,0,0,0,2,19,22,12,0,1,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,1,0,6,8,6,0,0,4,2,17,2,19,17,5,21,0,1,1,0,7,7,0,3,7,82,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141655132871645,0.0,0.2731724873320097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894267957288716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915122675009782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982491808065658,0.11792712228311175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831609851678522,0.20091248010718335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27588645910261783,0.0,0.09328226176595217,0.0,0.20294218992212149,0.0,0.1427985454997751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490268387117127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754094334756524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825281351732532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558983873265256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438033758934528,0.0,0.1762913990375749,0.0,0.0,0.15247623940134886,0.0,0.14198595002123074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200388610820584,0.0,0.0,0.17658532133616356,0.0,0.0,0.1903049454346535,0.14258606653926995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861719714588168,0.11440426531846205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721107658698553,0.0,0.0,0.1813208585540995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,infpbaby,2019/10/12,"Fake shopping to not get judged for donuts That title might not be so apt but here's the story: so there's this store near my house that sells amazing donuts which aren't exactly available anywhere else so I have to go there to get them. A couple of days back I went to the store in the afternoon and got 4 and ate them all. In the evening I felt like having some more, so I went there and got another batch. I felt a bit weird that what they might be thinking of me and my donut addiction so I faked a call saying how many donuts to bring for the cousins(there are no cousins). Now next day I went there again, I pretended to be browsing the store and then in the end finally just picked up two donuts and got them billed. I went there again the next day and I felt a little weird. I browsed stuff but today I couldn't see the donuts anywhere so I asked the shopkeeper for them and he said they were running short of them. Again, next day I went to get some and I saw they still weren't back on the shelf and I didn't want to feel like a donut addict so I quickly scanned the shelves for something they didn't have in their store. Cornflakes! They didn't have cornflakes! So I asked the shopkeeper for some cornflakes and he said they were out of stock and I happily waked out that I did't have to embarrass myself by asking for donuts",2.557181372549021,4.459444669117652,2.538823529411765,97.04637254901962,76.57352941176471,6.003921568627452,21.995098039215687,6.816661863887847,0.25291127450980433,1058,29,238,10,24,316,126,272,0.051,0.883,0.067,0.8443,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,12,0,25,8,0,1,18,0,19,4,1,2,2,35,46,24,0,2,5,1,4,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,8,14,1,0,5,2,7,8,9,5,0,1,21,10,36,3,29,19,6,39,0,0,3,0,22,11,0,5,22,159,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208771962497442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622827483523818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841225736959516,0.0,0.0,0.1557962693461734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110600018926862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344485085094804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209326849688668,0.0,0.2613362046426501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846282440036342,0.0,0.08972713193022029,0.0,0.0,0.06691172105438313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122340611175005,0.07237309531833992,0.2918092176111152,0.11097587650932436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587847619215381,0.0,0.057574589031497536,0.0,0.2430712186933676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689363331905328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898608280267,0.10153532239026138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270848085692688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149395174520409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323220547585722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927305925674991,0.08056267377282329,0.0,0.0,0.08072784247241449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799038217016943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090317923312584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597124279955047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649128558402619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602633372186528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896133556908744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597529602488701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695588302817595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thats-Squirt,2019/10/12,"I think I’m dumb Hi, so today I just started thinking I am dumb and I am not good at anything. What triggered these thoughts was me drinking a decent amount last night because I was bored and wanted to have a good time with my friends, but that didn’t go as planned. I ended up just listening to music then watched youtube and then eventually going to sleep. Before I went to sleep though I got consumed with some negative thoughts about not being good at anything and may be a little stupid. Like I really went into deep thinking about this because of all the things I do like programming, video games, and sports I’m not good at any of them. Right now I’m trying to find the source of the problem because I’m 17 and in January I’ll be going to college for Computer Science and Cyber security. I have lots of bad feelings about me going and I just don’t wanna fail. I could’ve stayed in High School longer, but I didn’t want to since I had most of my credits so I just felt the need to leave early. So I am asking is there anything I can do to overcome these feelings of constant worry about me being stupid.",4.561264880952379,5.3435689062500025,5.0366785714285705,85.54998809523812,69.75892857142857,7.401904761904763,29.665476190476195,7.3011,1.6397997619047622,881,33,177,8,15,281,126,224,0.19899999999999998,0.732,0.069,-0.9845,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,14,17,4,0,7,0,20,3,2,1,1,40,45,17,0,5,9,0,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,11,1,1,9,4,1,6,7,8,0,0,11,5,24,9,31,29,5,29,0,1,1,0,6,11,2,4,13,118,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259373546593496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998419684105042,0.0,0.11354426430469113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141006128271013,0.2221139808605068,0.0,0.10334947288384354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312499784162623,0.0,0.09697213491166047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897990735037033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075733024376583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282284831819995,0.0,0.11661608755676878,0.0,0.11100789894283797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383602553520157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27610327201479123,0.4074836080794647,0.0971388592647271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283241408944297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900223987102882,0.0,0.12860357391178745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186738012614928,0.12173006880557614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325691100419718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005752956219361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397752533207912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621627218749095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780734374329383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372212061813883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291919806133747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046903859911564,0.0,0.2430859287884484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596665168869827,0.12945513728630725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068947186824348,0.2334708618178205,0.11932916731246335,0.1928438050066166,0.07082153349639367,0.0,0.11512537642989785,0.0,0.0,0.08246014280500014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327490751394836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22518046871911765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334370283116013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mr_Daniel2554,2019/10/12,"Social anxiety won't let me meet new people So basically my best friend is in another high school and he introduced me to one of his friends via Instagram, we basically exchange memes and talk over there. So yesterday she told my friend to invite me to her place, because she was going to have a little birthday party. Right when I read the message my social anxiety told me I shouldn't go, but I didn't want to be rude, so I couldn't say no. I spent the whole night thinking about what to do, if I went there I would only really know my friend and I would probably just be socially weird around everyone. Finally in the morning my friend told me that I shouldn't feel obligated to go (he knows I have social anxiety just as him) and I decided I should avoid all that social interaction.
Guess I have to deal with it
(Sorry if you don't understand something, English is my second language)",3.5077586206896534,5.539687132183911,4.870781609195401,80.80237931034483,74.22988505747126,8.777931034482759,27.11724137931035,9.3871,2.5417613793103446,707,27,135,18,15,235,107,174,0.085,0.7829999999999999,0.132,0.8551,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,1,10,9,1,1,4,0,19,0,0,0,1,28,34,12,0,9,5,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,6,1,2,4,7,3,0,2,7,2,31,6,16,17,3,17,0,0,0,0,28,8,0,3,5,95,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208721787708642,0.2453198424493976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515793114727968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516132202346049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217819640731837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020256667549604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214137739913738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054048595726131785,0.0,0.0,0.11709667005977775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41292849646017865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225022052649734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775530762220188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293891499955495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749181013149762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930590735626387,0.0,0.0,0.10713542906188832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323846634015278,0.0,0.10031236488798556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243384268042438,0.0812973691853151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410653534689345,0.0,0.11168101906141063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524933705138594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692248691151504,0.0,0.06847875169952887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912865161801684,0.0,0.08500604930222985,0.0,0.10818198949084457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448226149628951,0.0,0.08229188483182634,0.0,0.11965858891096348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591699446876623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849307707271328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30642413219741216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112799657597918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304859120233279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990914010371228,0.0,0.11934284234652855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186823619031042,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chrisbently,2019/10/12,How do i start using social media? I have had Facebook and Instagram for ages but never once posted a pic of myself. I have a fear that i will be judged for not looking good enough. I just got a new job and feel like it's time for me to change so i thought maybe i should do something that seems impossible to me. I never take pictures of myself so i don't have anything to post and hate the way i look in pictures. Where should i start? Any advice is appreciated.,1.7620833333333332,3.719823541666672,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,79.20833333333334,5.5166666666666675,21.08333333333333,6.42735559955562,0.2073208333333332,364,10,78,3,9,120,65,96,0.134,0.785,0.081,-0.7285,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,4,0,12,0,0,2,2,15,23,7,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,3,15,2,9,16,1,12,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,8,56,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809105181802097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589727090545152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234926843158478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584691670388174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912926111824148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832689332329765,0.09360916612418628,0.13225955899527725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552813718452953,0.14806833970285593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827812096939396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837166399912509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044697895374906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109313775795184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599169476601474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28557305965912816,0.17880329019111085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716135841295904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35461383586500345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853877591268004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872050230758244,0.0,0.14252497431992306,0.0,0.0,0.2620771847993357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919750930328215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469754856369799,0.10795295476389258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989608350007428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695052126625574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,astro_a1999,2019/10/12,"I literally just cock blocked myself because of my anxiety I got drunk with this girl and she asked me if I had my first kiss yet. I'm madly in love with her btw (I'm basically in love with every attractive girl that talks to me) but she's super sweet and I love her personality. I responded with a no and she asked if she could be my first. I fucking started stuttering and shaking and I didn't know what to do and she obviously noticed so she just kissed me on the cheek. Even that was fucking weird. I couldn't say anything even when I was so fucking drunk. She asked if she was making me uncomfortable and I said yes. So we just stopped. 

What the fuck is wrong with me. If I can't kiss a girl I like when im drunk how the fuck am I gonna do it sober. :(((

Also does a kiss on the cheek count as a first kiss? Do i have bragging rights now?",-0.1532148298628755,2.045578089385476,1.9541315388522087,95.54418867445406,89.33519553072624,5.265718638902997,19.309547993905536,6.782984794422108,0.07590279329608984,654,20,155,9,22,218,94,179,0.218,0.583,0.19899999999999998,0.3794,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,4,14,22,6,1,8,1,15,19,3,2,1,29,34,20,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,4,6,13,3,2,1,3,0,1,4,10,0,3,7,3,34,12,13,23,0,15,0,0,0,14,25,5,6,4,10,106,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379030744308383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928640362458996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680332387809204,0.0,0.3639988894612625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911671458619596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362404956541048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357713956267625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144566754348153,0.0,0.10935081901639968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33118927988588603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.599928161348088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380221056642046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019181342330367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132732823501091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340718328641172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35141245604154986,0.0,0.08663357191828369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477629190030625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332466427859288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108370582719953,0.12345678970030448,0.1032115238288632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186363261649584,0.0,0.0,0.1085074198416814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431756321705402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190128695899726,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GummyYacob,2019/10/12,"Can’t help but feel like people don’t want me around, even if they show no signs of it. No matter how hard I try to fit into social settings, working hard to be a pleasant and entertain friend or genuinely enjoy spending time with friends, I always find myself doubting that they enjoy my company, even when they say they do. 

This kind of anxiety and self doubt has caused me a lot of mental stress and I don’t know how to deal with it. There is no specific thing that makes it happen, but if I had to guess I’d have to assume it comes to me working really hard on my social relations, but it never really feeling like the other people put in the same effort. Even if they do, I often justify the idea of them not liking me by interpreting their actions to speak louder than their words, whilst purposely ignoring the positive ways in which I am treated.",11.578214285714287,6.871906107142856,10.99309523809524,66.11857142857146,59.35714285714286,14.295238095238096,40.5,11.538034831475384,4.453207142857141,678,21,127,13,6,223,109,168,0.16399999999999998,0.626,0.21,0.9259,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,8,3,9,15,0,3,6,0,11,0,0,4,1,39,19,13,0,4,8,0,5,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,11,8,0,1,7,2,1,3,8,4,0,0,1,7,21,11,20,17,2,15,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,10,7,94,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947650946482148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10984423471252863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782353868325785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147504170945693,0.0,0.12368813134758774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803266395774586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28451506135672233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520456010928046,0.20515823267433894,0.0,0.0,0.13123660096931447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22187107686906046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817809338150732,0.0,0.12697417193950966,0.0,0.3858792578898656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624384123096982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620930906830618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952454435754767,0.07891207152278869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044916330259605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207316916933805,0.0,0.0,0.09584593721168724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470267845640294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074372367513027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19909133108274066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434534661161316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397197713973568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418674092942516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497933371830058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29273925466679995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447928096452513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539331996050364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372717094922383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974866559968406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846917743934861,0.11397327143149792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906718230134214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnxiousBrute,2019/10/12,"Is any one troubled by the fact that they won't get what they want in life because of social anxiety which causes more anxiety and general sadness? I browse these subs on here where people describe their hook-up stories or confess to something slutty they did. They are not exciting for me they just kind of make me sad that I will never be in a situation where I would hook up with a girl at a party or meet someone super slutty or get hit on by someone at the gym or get hit on driving Uber because I don't have any social life nor I put myself out there. This is just one example.

Others are: I will never have the fun that all these guys are having like going on a vacation, hanging out with friends, etc.

I will never climb the corporate ladder because if you are not a rockstar at your job you have go out to company functions and socialize with your seniors. I know some people may disagree but socializing sure does wonders for your carrier. 

Going out and meeting new people just kind of scares me. Just  feels like you are walking in a dark room.  For ex. I wouldn't be able to walk in a place to hand in a resume or go to a Meetup group!

For a long time I thought one day it will all go away(I now know it won't) or I will get over it. But I have come to a realization that I will always feel uncomfortable around strangers. It will always be part of me that I can't get rid off. The consequences of this are so grave because it affects the quality of life I lead; the life that I don't want for myself; this thought/reality just depresses me!",6.727499999999999,5.593021773885352,7.133176751592359,78.875497611465,65.3375796178344,10.14299363057325,33.63773885350319,9.188382445141503,2.729484713375796,1223,44,250,18,16,401,156,314,0.11199999999999999,0.82,0.068,-0.9125,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,6,6,3,12,15,0,1,18,0,32,5,1,4,7,53,54,14,1,5,16,1,3,2,1,12,4,0,1,2,19,12,0,0,7,1,0,14,12,6,0,3,2,3,35,9,42,35,6,47,1,4,0,0,24,24,0,10,11,184,54,3,0.09817903362092747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633856418620265,0.0,0.0,0.13353021912949753,0.0,0.15021338398435444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740015508650625,0.0,0.0,0.0922424339430178,0.0,0.0,0.23939611052189344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008569121881826,0.0,0.08457254409868137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331735453669693,0.0,0.0845614577945576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591713393850588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094955749428091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928453869726317,0.0701391212358891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585287783190563,0.0,0.2564724643837901,0.0,0.2789870367174538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721267897039557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742754159536146,0.0,0.0,0.2044767106389074,0.10791325854903054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27738701978172475,0.09593063322528457,0.0,0.0,0.08688535524050732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553526731465936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271651698216831,0.09482192246337373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958596222470515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631832593448176,0.0,0.20419494005867647,0.0,0.1025761937917604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869704602007623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174923438648583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829434012544327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035734733017796,0.0,0.4003246431971566,0.166373553168011,0.07558301667499151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253257728658754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588637198108174,0.0572489840392367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158170755213429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647097392471602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697435685902191,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shesl0stcontrol,2019/10/12,"Canceling plans without too many details I’ve just recently started being more in tune about how I feel about plans that I make. I also started taking antidepressants. I get overwhelmed easily and I work full-time and school full-time and try to have a social life.My question is how do you cancel plans without having to go into detail about why you feel anxious or just don’t feel like being around a ton of people and really just want some self-care. Especially when the plans are last minute.

Any advice would help. Especially because I have the tendency to say yes and then want to cancel last minute. Like I do tonight",5.202928436911493,7.0066496694915275,5.323333333333334,80.24925612052732,69.25423728813557,7.956308851224105,26.670433145009408,8.515128840125781,1.9213303201506584,503,16,89,8,9,158,77,118,0.052000000000000005,0.799,0.149,0.8464,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,5,12,3,0,1,4,1,11,0,0,3,0,24,22,11,0,3,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,9,2,13,19,3,12,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,10,56,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598830852265007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402318215760254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247186054819455,0.0,0.0,0.2034578901793835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032415247164966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978521287074232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731867495730845,0.12866104363453607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409303780742337,0.0,0.10235304541057594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071495152553052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293605524608931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272075513170564,0.1759721988214978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021587580509828,0.18258968030929726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485630287308624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174940372668967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537449055666404,0.0,0.17782366079829126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432200410941035,0.0,0.1822673692954955,0.0,0.0,0.18788002645799826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835857987625262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549465941458927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541022633326513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222737663265448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245127604551706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625091649833863,0.0,0.0,0.3472133821259427,0.0,0.1311124662850879,0.0,0.0,0.12793545404476714,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whisperkluump,2019/10/12,"SA about giving gifts So today I was supposed to give my preceptor for my new job (I’m a nurse) a gift card and card I made since I am coming off orientation. I kept trying to wait for the right time to give it, but our relationship is not very engaged, mostly because I am too anxious to loosen up or make small talk.  For some reason I couldn’t do it because I thought it would be too awkward and I started to doubt that the note/drawing I wrote wasn’t weird or too much. I realized that giving gifts in general is awkward for me. I put so much pressure on myself to pick out something good enough, but not too extra because that’s embarrassing. I get so nervous that the person receiving the gift will be disappointed or think I’m weird for giving it. Does anyone else experience this?",5.1400000000000015,5.684254751592357,5.940643312101913,80.43453184713377,68.36305732484078,8.572993630573249,30.349681528662423,8.548686976883017,2.1974922292993626,624,23,123,9,10,205,97,157,0.183,0.713,0.10400000000000001,-0.9036,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,0,8,11,0,6,6,0,12,0,0,4,0,27,29,10,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,2,4,0,0,3,4,9,0,0,6,0,17,2,17,18,6,14,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,6,4,83,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841894955551394,0.0,0.0980514355617559,0.14368126739091375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25644704293911674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079493856806793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271541582025194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714340532980705,0.0,0.0,0.14489412868974613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717095136053178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326390830454857,0.6726025727738808,0.0,0.11761750198400173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391557275150372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326881492561848,0.09360400202788292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061690224439169,0.0,0.0,0.13543412251503872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224426266868936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096896029205258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417885279707368,0.0,0.1505535562405494,0.0,0.11975487097591166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159989468283865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795519933031322,0.0,0.0,0.09925486694504423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271082540753645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089853134403741,0.0,0.1113262284334388,0.08176870618950342,0.0,0.13292077445247147,0.0,0.0,0.09520634271086342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570367973532625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996147174376501,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sanchet87,2019/10/12,"angry tired and sleepy so im majoring in math and i have an assignment due pretty soon but ever since i started antidepressants i dont really care that much about deadlines or anything before i started antidepressants i probably wouldve been freaking out trying my best to submit something on time but now i could care less im not sure if this is what i wanted. i know the ssris help me with my anxiety and depression but for shit that actually matters like due dates for papers or homework assignments i feel like whatever i can talk myself out of it so who cares. for due dates for exams i usually stick to that cause those don't seem negotiable. im even in a pretty competitive program and i feel like i need to be on top of my shit but i just dont care. in fact another student has told me i need to be on top of my shit. i just think if he only knew what ive gone through he would be less likely to spout some random words in a half ass attempt to look like he's helping me. thats another thing these are all things that wouldve triggered my anxiety but now i just think like ""fuck all of you"" if only any of you knew what ive gone through in the past few months yall would fucking slit ur wrists with all the bullshit ive had to put up with... and yet a huge part of me doesn't want to communicate with everyone what I'm going through because they may think im weak or unstable or incompetent. and so though the antidepressants have imparted me with a calm fuck you attitude im still socially anxious in that i dont want to communicate with anyone cause i just feel like theyre gonna think im stupid weird or whatever socially anxious me is afraid theyll think...",3.4980780444045765,4.841562778425659,4.795233236151606,84.18008466023775,72.8192419825073,8.542229199372057,27.186476788517602,9.057496981413335,2.065535187261718,1335,48,279,28,26,443,172,343,0.226,0.634,0.14,-0.9891,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,2,4,16,26,7,1,9,0,25,10,5,3,6,66,58,23,0,11,18,0,3,7,0,5,2,0,1,0,17,14,0,0,12,0,0,4,6,12,0,1,7,4,40,14,41,42,11,36,0,1,1,4,17,15,7,12,24,174,57,8,0.0,0.0,0.07241309968904569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050461752187306655,0.15562023172662007,0.11353281088356673,0.16766041748413124,0.0,0.05188566351224805,0.0,0.061064159486710526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045234506774999565,0.0,0.06314274878031448,0.0,0.07787327248466702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026266181012703,0.1524573700963167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924642847767204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391241406843058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609021272306595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490115157751574,0.06712241487877986,0.0,0.07090578712177728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256040363972417,0.1590355940781513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580319560247246,0.0,0.0,0.04217225075218119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947571535074314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809229680931936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040780971873826524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537687357049688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231327339279175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922949720104046,0.0,0.05454900514147365,0.1100437149072348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287206222976134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803564773764377,0.07083679887018185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098574864971745,0.08000523555658008,0.0,0.0,0.07459623612321452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753744186744093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06755318747492722,0.0,0.0,0.2285102271274125,0.061382908760392985,0.0,0.0,0.1512847284396042,0.0,0.05712641650536982,0.0,0.0,0.10504496132583276,0.0,0.05925998289629991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993706764998629,0.0,0.0,0.05964294074613391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859663352359943,0.23773693217663155,0.07290575775111563,0.0,0.04326936725478446,0.08528740630279942,0.0,0.07090578712177728,0.0,0.050380131956521516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172601227543005,0.0,0.13130359409540301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105425803920683,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,scooty_hearts,2019/10/12,"I'm at a party I'm at my cousin's birthday party and everyone is super drunk and super loud. I really want to leave but they keep pressuring me to drink more and every time someone walks toward the door, everyone yells ""where you going?!""

Fuck, man",1.4933333333333323,4.095667755102042,3.4888775510204084,84.5948129251701,85.73469387755101,6.531972789115647,18.37074829931973,7.793537801064563,0.991078911564625,196,5,36,4,6,66,39,49,0.198,0.625,0.177,-0.4901,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,1,4,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,5,7,1,7,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063272157311745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634634618627374,0.5975970117853416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890863583454451,0.0,0.0,0.17771476809419212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779423652967686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33110443272969603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003237983883623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649499217431745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823380405388664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443871944548426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DesignerSavings,2019/10/12,"I am forced to overthink all my social interactions because my friends are really hard on me. What can I do to fix this if everything I say to them I'm terrified they are offended by? I have, on maybe 2 out of a billion occasions, made a joke that offended someone in my group chat and caused them to text me angrily. I am scarred by this and now it shapes all my interactions: what if they're offended by THIS, or THIS, etc. I apologized and everything was fine. But the issue for me is my friends make the same jokes, if not worse jokes, at my expense, so I end up taking a ton of L's and it ruins my self esteem, but when I poke back at them the same way, I get yelled at. I am not sure if it is some omega situation. I'm this real short fat girl and I'm not very pretty. All my friends are pretty successful and good looking and have high self esteem. They say things to me like ""you radiate such sadness"" ""I just wanna shove you in a locker"" ""There's a reason you can't find work"" ""You deserve depression"" and other heavy things. I take them as jokes... after I asked about this, they confirmed they were goofin around, and so I started to joke back. But now they're revolting, they haven't hung out with me one-on-one outside a big party setting in maybe 6 months, because they don't LIKE IT when I JOKE back. 

Today was another incident, in the group chat we were all making a joke about one of our friends having a kink for Patcha, the dad from Emperor's New Groove. We were all ragging on her pretty hard as a joke, OBVIOUSLY a joke. She said ""someone write me and Patcha's vows"" so in the chat, I did. It was super benign. She started to get legitimately offended, sending sad faces to the group chat after I did that, saying ""do you really think I'm that much of a loser?"" Then everyone in the group chat started sending sad faces. I just logged off because wtf is wrong with you people. 

I'm at a total fucking loss because they are ALL on each other's sides. Like they have completely turned on me tonight, saying I went too hard xyz. I am SICK of apologizing, I apologize all the time to them. If it sounds like we are in middle school, here is the terrifying part, I am 24 years old. Everyone in this chat is between 23-26. I'm upset because next week we are all going on a road trip and now I'm gonna be Patient 0. I am not apologizing if I didn't do anything wrong. I apologize to them over text at least once a week, it's very strange. Idk if this is an Am I the Asshole situation, but how do I get over my friends hating me tonight",3.4805483069276164,4.393632339080462,4.763886300093199,86.0359599254427,72.35249042145594,8.171978875427152,26.9433571502537,8.524219190627866,1.6782051775913844,1979,67,430,33,37,657,228,522,0.171,0.6990000000000001,0.131,-0.9748,0,0,0,0,0,0,71.0,5,6,14,5,21,40,6,1,26,0,41,5,3,6,11,64,69,32,0,8,18,1,3,4,5,1,2,7,0,3,24,21,1,0,3,15,1,5,8,16,0,2,12,11,72,24,57,55,18,66,0,7,1,1,64,33,1,9,30,286,96,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706584934705283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832791406857798,0.07391570827042493,0.07762331713120234,0.0,0.0,0.19153847509195104,0.0,0.25307639684529915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529630286100644,0.0,0.0,0.08705702994850506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151497659332387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354133316291259,0.0,0.09260215804382113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868046232507535,0.14924685706850058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588935818532902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32074995655018823,0.0767613560467486,0.1301417177442698,0.0,0.04718875932617517,0.06964294834576695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231399548753943,0.08197649334251103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772742106556472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666339530746245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226013998851627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972561360876668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785664868652016,0.11084844633193464,0.0,0.16683276090883745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627501351195267,0.0,0.061037763676157535,0.0,0.0,0.08019241557988586,0.08830502533535534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712767385370418,0.08842592087230433,0.11252869245728993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991510776834308,0.0,0.05756364163860346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534188961095013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450811386065942,0.10638431021605796,0.08537029122812283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898204486082706,0.2641201743539421,0.0,0.08403238993230294,0.0,0.0,0.17324008904977467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666194545494064,0.0,0.08464023751083548,0.1407047734378605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763105351274994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825627976811134,0.0,0.12485882672296345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032498210865804,0.05320328261040735,0.0,0.0,0.04841638094159116,0.0,0.07870422745869865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031451390943772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137019495488325,0.0,0.06590660193371704,0.1332058472088581,0.0,0.0,0.0769711048029341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06044797779460088,0.0,0.08461627172113294,0.0,0.18156399238327145,0.0,0.05346961403144551
socialanxiety,Whatthefuck77,2019/10/12,"Am I alone in this? I've literally never had a group of friends lol..I've had  one or two best friends, briefly. Something always goes wrong. After awhile, I've just kinda given up. Its kinda like I just got used to being alone.

And yet I've always dreamed of having a ""chosen family"". But I can't really seriously imagine it anymore. 

Idk I feel like even shy people usually have friends. But I just...never really have? Not long term anyway. Dae relate? I feel like their is something wrong with me.",0.8553125000000001,3.4018297395833343,2.639333333333333,87.539,95.35416666666666,5.0600000000000005,18.9,6.742157984588678,0.5732050000000002,389,12,72,6,15,128,67,96,0.131,0.654,0.215,0.8688,0,2,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,5,10,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,1,15,14,4,0,0,6,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,4,2,8,7,7,9,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,9,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465888116665587,0.0,0.0,0.27844945165851986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593776950149516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755933819498432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051414092225917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773563087812864,0.0,0.169205353930475,0.2390687409905497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878160650772042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382212908553098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452342070675245,0.0,0.0,0.1480740856305187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904850196114134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338124351452708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159995220363312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143806191884788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257624223377239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344859783308013,0.0,0.0,0.14451188126616826,0.18428077350342167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658791510741281,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coronet18279,2019/10/12,"I don’t think I was meant to interact with other humans Severe social anxiety,block stuttering,physically unable to laugh out loud,plz end me already",13.701111111111107,10.107130962962968,13.295555555555561,47.83000000000001,54.185185185185176,16.725925925925928,45.51851851851853,14.554592549557764,6.849029629629627,124,5,17,4,1,42,25,27,0.10300000000000001,0.754,0.14300000000000002,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074983605133696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073246806987864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195430670214466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687983782126624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946779609421102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GeneralEnn,2019/10/12,Writers block for words Do you ever feel like you have writers block but for talking? I feel like I should know what to say but there’s nothing in my head.,0.6740625000000016,3.101463281250002,1.1737500000000018,100.89625,88.0625,3.2,20.5,3.1291,-0.6752125000000002,123,4,27,0,4,37,24,32,0.115,0.737,0.147,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,10,6,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312260011065851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34909463999065865,0.4932327147485413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542825597673909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971705281454426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373019637223713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.331235974239187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745229157160374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774647689750434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KAPULAX2,2018/12/10,my social anxiety is getting very bad i really should go and see doc or some1 but im so nervous/scared that I'm not sure can i make appointment i don't even know what to say my social anxiety is getting very bad i really should go and see doc or some1 but im so nervous/scared that I'm not sure can i make appointment i don't even know what to say,-0.4305128205128206,1.5909056923076932,2.313076923076924,93.91525641025645,88.23076923076924,6.5435897435897425,18.923076923076927,7.793537801064563,0.6258615384615379,276,8,66,6,9,96,35,78,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.9309,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,2,16,20,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,4,8,2,2,18,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621612543662979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861365752982949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22634726215289494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904434662166507,0.0,0.19476185026336126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701701372718149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833658142549467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22875202500239555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21953962545883127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27252535658699634,0.0,0.0,0.27308408504826903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493350852985188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32298661927122085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827598229379162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Need-a-name1,2018/12/10,"counseling for the first time what is it like going to therapy for social anxiety? i want to go to my schools counseling/therapy that they offer for ""free"" (paid for through tuition) to improve my mental health particularly with social anxiety but don't know if i'll get anything out of it. just the fact that i don't think i'll get anything out of it is what's keeping me from going.",7.095921052631577,6.393474118421054,7.812105263157897,72.89473684210529,64.39473684210526,11.284210526315787,37.42105263157895,10.686352973137794,3.9777210526315785,307,14,58,7,4,103,48,76,0.038,0.893,0.069,0.2846,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,14,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,6,3,15,13,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30748740520917184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307671113878049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709474284956101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100000692060496,0.0,0.3426525562443123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362477281796027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863392929928112,0.0,0.0,0.11044943858785568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818519731100607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253339304434856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339528331733228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40973308274182224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596600049601745,0.0,0.0,0.12877530614889818,0.0,0.0,0.11718890212152915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185390112597478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Blueenvy49,2018/12/10,Asking a girl out I’ve been chatting with a girl for the past few weeks and I wanna take things further and ask her to go out with me. The problem is I have no idea what to say and when or where I should do it. Do you guys have any advice or suggestions. Anything will be of great help thanks in advance.,2.2433846153846164,3.3620927230769264,3.0953846153846136,96.0246153846154,75.61538461538461,5.815384615384616,22.23076923076923,5.6839178017228535,-0.02370769230769243,237,6,56,1,5,75,51,65,0.071,0.787,0.141,0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,14,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,3,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,2,10,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,3,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25409388011823797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682623643141265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397880641962072,0.0,0.4861774276731423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477784670391571,0.0,0.0,0.28667899893430604,0.0,0.2574660967054891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428959161488494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935371055166756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24822373386023625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24880925783382665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067826906104425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550679306790367,0.0,0.0,0.23939651749346794,0.0,0.0,0.1727493683341705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085767477495236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MojoCSGO,2018/12/10,"I'm afraid when listening to music via headphones in public that it might be too loud. Hi, so I don't know if this belongs here, but maybe even writing it down for myself will help.

​

Since I am listening to music in public (which isn't for that long as I was afraid to do so) I am always scared that people might hear my music through my headphones. To make it clear: I never had any bad experiences with the volume of my music and also I have everything on quiet, doesn't matter if it's TV or whatever - I would say my ears are still pretty good. 

​

The problem is that I'm always turning down the volume to a point I don't really hear anything anymore, even when I'm in bus, I'm just too afraid anyone could hear it or gets annoyed by it without telling me.

I reached a point where I'm only listening to ""Chill""-playlists as those are typically more quietly and I am also afraid that people could hear a couple of songs of my ""Main""-playlist, which includes songs that are falsely judged as ""female""-music, K-Pop, etc.

Basically this is a personal problem, but I am really pissed at myself as I would firstly love to listen to the music I prefer and secondly love to turn the volume up...but I'm scared - even though I'm know it isn't too loud.

​

I'm using Apple Airpods - if that helps.

​

Any help is appreciated! :)

​

​",6.754749373433581,6.646971342105267,7.0297593984962425,76.24769674185464,64.90225563909775,9.348972431077694,32.39498746867168,8.841846274778883,2.636441904761905,1091,39,199,15,15,354,131,266,0.094,0.746,0.16,0.9725,0,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,0,1,17,14,2,6,9,0,27,4,2,2,2,30,52,21,0,10,9,0,0,0,0,5,0,16,0,1,19,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,7,11,0,2,2,16,21,3,29,42,2,16,0,0,0,2,20,10,1,7,6,137,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400887285443268,0.10822027421643307,0.4227596143414166,0.4741111239982085,0.08844520709217346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449224737687001,0.04547046084945452,0.0,0.05351411710461936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429730124676694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384226486486238,0.07195441510934059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725255965625389,0.12885502805802854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844473591454938,0.06361178026397266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531445172323686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03397547068183225,0.0,0.0,0.05454404607677338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29317396974364,0.0,0.13076463653374232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147753192184984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754946923341162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738415773211013,0.0,0.04340800402540166,0.0,0.06533133658377092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379730243353111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015511499940605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945821580757105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016717403446056,0.056781653742990525,0.0,0.0,0.12294866563244705,0.0,0.0,0.06615884917017514,0.0,0.1244497806415648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331971658438718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051714435208293684,0.13021267133475245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053793455854259695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519330109672679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05683905234599465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389160664273613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146784778899102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056165007059653264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268656193725895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239083718310896,0.0,0.4741111239982085,0.0
socialanxiety,7jessica16,2018/12/10,"I feel like I can’t even do the simplest things anymore and it’s ruining me Everyday I go home and overthink how my day went. I go through almost every interaction I had and if it didn’t go exactly perfect I let it take over my thoughts and it makes me feel so horrible. 
I don’t know how to talk to people and even though I know I’m a pretty nice person and I know I have the potential to be a good friend or girlfriend, I don’t let myself build those friendships. I have such a desire to go out and meet new people but i end up leaving work and spending the night completely by myself.  
I don’t even know how to know myself. I have no passions and nothing to spend my days doing. I want to broaden my horizons and build a better life for myself but I get so nervous when it comes to meeting new people or hanging out with people that I don’t know so well. It’s so hard for me to go out and actually have a day that I’m happy with and in which I don’t think I made a complete fool out of myself one way or another ",1.7942922374429209,3.1657266255707768,3.81070776255708,89.41186073059363,77.26484018264841,6.510502283105023,24.495433789954337,7.1686216300943375,0.9106365296803652,797,27,177,9,18,272,109,219,0.077,0.763,0.159,0.9384,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,14,12,0,1,9,0,17,2,0,5,2,45,41,27,0,3,6,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,11,19,0,0,10,0,2,8,8,3,1,1,5,3,32,9,23,33,0,25,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,5,10,126,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.11358263409978765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655062879483875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204805425145167,0.0,0.0,0.11543043391703932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294001940853208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026213624001068,0.2440713826100189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251912826286024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030895200231003,0.0,0.0,0.2306291439064499,0.0,0.09806599815390614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770344680392347,0.08315107703159405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992482906161016,0.0,0.0608104614562725,0.0,0.3307437015483887,0.0976248023958768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390235572685505,0.10426513389018184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167515210792935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837988065531693,0.0,0.0,0.12324322492102226,0.0,0.2380391549311281,0.0822117138161138,0.056863668466690616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101337312296566,0.0776931328015985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22482588433119485,0.0,0.1092268073364595,0.0,0.11168208103811383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887080907651613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32276859458936463,0.10162974925930666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184133749059608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751293975731875,0.09355216589945592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732623929283311,0.07457984009904005,0.11435538655259922,0.09240292362076344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865151999738378,0.09238722861672063,0.0,0.0,0.1046511525532133,0.10789734029167504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473538280041741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ptsar,2018/12/10,"Ever feel like a burden to friends? Always feel like I am dragging friends down by hanging around them, or sometimes I feel like I have kinda forced them to invite me (subconsciously). I love going on nights out (mainly to get fucked up big time) but hate being surrounded by people.",7.525897435897432,7.820826461538463,6.82769230769231,76.98397435897436,63.23076923076921,8.471794871794872,30.794871794871803,7.793537801064563,2.123710256410256,224,7,38,2,3,69,40,52,0.19,0.5920000000000001,0.218,-0.319,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,2,9,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,9,11,2,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,6,10,10,1,12,0,0,0,2,5,7,1,2,6,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187696548225586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008096579009228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204045586477279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421726351214417,0.483452675578539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485575153304763,0.2085405390605736,0.11785367607858377,0.0,0.1281995240090221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227087038630669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306137893197361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359032891213266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116869443621229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638536727117286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22309953539935398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315346510394168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,myselfx1,2018/12/10,"I messed up on social media lads Hey guys. Just to preface I'm 20, a guy and am in college. It's just coming up to the Christmas break and all the friends will be moving back home across the country.

During this semester I didn't make a lot of friends but hung around with a cool group of people. Like most people, I have forgotten how to make new friends but try to be outgoing and social anyway. This group was made up of another guy (who went to school with me) and three other girls. Unfortunately, I only became ""good"" friends with them a couple of weeks before the break so I'm in that awkward phase of liking their facebook pics and the like. They're pretty popular people and I'm not sure if they actually want to be ""good"" friends with me. I'd like to be friends with them though.

Now heres the thing. Earlier today I saw that one of the girls put up a new profile pic on facebook, lets call her Lisa. It was new enough (a couple of hours old and not many likes) so I thought I'd be funny I guess and leave a crying face reaction. I try to be funny in the group so I thought it would give her a lough. 

I have just gotten a snapchat from Lisa asking why I left a crying reaction on one of her pics. I went and checked if I was the only one who left a reaction instead of liking it, only to find that it wasn't a new profile pic, but a random pic from an album that one of the other friends had commented on. The reason that it didn't have a lot of likes was because it it was a pic in an album, not that it was new.

Currently considering closing my account and becoming a hermit. Any advice to fix this or how to build a waterproof hut would be appreciated. Cheers",3.3315697674418594,4.371880319767442,4.5950046511627916,86.62673953488373,72.83720930232558,7.480744186046512,25.6786046511628,7.839951260653429,1.2756429302325578,1306,41,279,17,25,432,157,344,0.057999999999999996,0.736,0.20600000000000002,0.9957,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,4,0,15,22,0,1,30,1,25,1,1,6,2,49,42,22,0,5,12,0,0,7,7,3,0,0,1,5,23,18,0,0,4,0,2,5,6,2,0,5,17,2,23,20,43,14,5,36,0,0,1,0,31,17,0,8,19,187,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.07784159053925925,0.0,0.0,0.07794789496852335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054244647287928584,0.08364319722333821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101000232733802,0.07457186109854061,0.0,0.0,0.061336297251339475,0.0,0.04862553833139562,0.08809695613334463,0.06787628229128394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145155397548118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871265328227608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765224819632208,0.17524174489893832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242116884463484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290606594263815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313973033838874,0.0,0.0,0.0765202713418918,0.0,0.13381041837609828,0.0,0.0,0.087872913665673,0.2369471502574137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001332396205671,0.0,0.07855493685726854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446228357947527,0.17333528245875676,0.08156769112336869,0.0,0.2727926590801627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563098183817693,0.0,0.0754779538164962,0.10649087475715847,0.0808717428024692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478024737057106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851998276285892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370259134217879,0.0,0.2162101372025053,0.1820003747072023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590225903427386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811522423023189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018838708753095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201429331659542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072898635880589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262587759131866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517994129382989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299399423758168,0.0,0.07837118100435728,0.12665299765453075,0.0,0.0,0.07561027967920741,0.0,0.0,0.10831381669652927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047048948564084286,0.0,0.06398469108697395,0.0,0.0,0.14789057587590124,0.07197777755740589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113329111670488,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,XxxGoldDustWomanxxX,2018/12/10,"My interactions in every conversation I'm a part of... -""Wow...!""
-""Cool...!""
-""Aww man haha""
-*giggles nervously*
-*even more nervous giggling*
-*GIGGLE OVERLOAD*

Why, why, why can't I inititate conversation and why, why, why can't I respond in a way where it doesn't seem like I'm uninterested/bored/weirded out by/with who I'm talking to?????!!!",5.131475409836064,7.317624114754096,6.57783606557377,69.63232786885247,70.14754098360655,8.814426229508197,35.15081967213115,9.3871,3.7397580327868862,265,14,43,6,5,90,44,61,0.121,0.8240000000000001,0.055,-0.5619,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,3,7,5,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331579612553,0.0,0.14454929414509074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381705478040029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578609667015414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618458434657498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789590480981756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617878710222628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.9288539672710326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shiropsycho,2018/12/10,"Do you think I'll be able to solo travel? Basically i've got really bad anxiety and depression i live in a toxic environment so I thought it'd be healthy to leave and take a week alone ( going to london ) but i'm really not certain if i can handle it which is why i'm here, if anyone here with bad social anxiety went to travel on their own, do you think it's healthy or the opposite? thanks!",2.11836236933798,3.758746585365856,4.807839721254356,81.45719512195123,77.04878048780488,8.588153310104529,23.90940766550523,9.23628265651192,2.0009456445993035,308,10,64,8,7,110,57,82,0.222,0.674,0.10400000000000001,-0.8193,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,12,17,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,2,0,4,1,3,0,0,3,0,6,2,7,11,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,1,37,10,0,0.22372036907141288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317068318248643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422909399801053,0.0,0.0,0.1564304838124069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735943267371416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926900260605398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714544138121234,0.0,0.17892961639106614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23688756817542703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197549184637224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28664199422919784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280547424978909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682098751982409,0.0,0.0,0.20597165806143367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867019581367712,0.0,0.1776089832349773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794549854644522,0.0,0.0,0.207391023487666,0.20187283560953934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_Definitely_Maybe_,2018/12/10,"Prescription drug for social anxiety Has anyone had success with a medication for their social anxiety? I suffer from generalized anxiety, but it's most definitely more social.  And it's pretty life ruining.  I haven't been able to date, I'm 40, and have never been past two dates with someone because I push them away due to feelings of anxiety and not being good enough.  I feel I'm to bland or boring because of how introverted I am.  My GP has tried a low dose of Prozac, and after a year of nothing really changing we tried Wellbutrin.  I've been that for maybe 3 months now, and sometimes I wonder if it's making things worse? I feel more depressed, I'm crying more, still feel high anxiety when meeting anyone new.  I know sometimes anxiety and depression go hand in hand. Especially since I'm depressed because of my social anxiety.  I'm just not sure if I'm feeling it more now that I'm 40, and very much still alone, or if it's from the Wellbutrin.  I have a follow-up Jan 2, and I don't know if I just need to give it more time, or try something else.  I don't want to jump from medication to medication, I just want to meet new people without constantly feeling like I'd rather run away.  ",5.878486682808712,6.013251618644071,6.8342857142857145,76.08855932203394,66.71186440677967,9.963196125907992,32.535108958837775,9.784248007369934,3.026861743341404,946,37,181,19,14,317,125,236,0.23600000000000002,0.675,0.08900000000000001,-0.9855,0,1,2,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,2,1,11,11,0,0,5,0,13,9,2,2,2,44,35,18,0,8,15,0,8,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,9,0,0,4,7,7,0,1,4,8,18,4,25,30,8,26,0,6,0,0,10,5,0,9,18,108,27,1,0.08927489020616866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246186235541644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478065326561193,0.0,0.0,0.12484615795348218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677533961967487,0.0,0.0,0.16326343335032273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944409964101235,0.0,0.0,0.09647444082708266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806427486558486,0.0,0.0,0.23067699635638494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353052973736136,0.0,0.07457771526354988,0.0,0.0,0.09224482626538852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27084040139132937,0.06377799940125341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564060950189585,0.0507369774448178,0.07487954228645728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432382303441167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812628983446274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305749512478209,0.04361520190584766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959168244350109,0.0,0.08968862657290859,0.0,0.0,0.2698051790637446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125836563042964,0.0,0.06562731640205505,0.0661961998898477,0.06885429894940275,0.17244449053634014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566166490992247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852229843661741,0.06189196811197715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082465824204833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057191780680283986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384911171980284,0.0,0.0,0.3640180316526544,0.07564232476371788,0.06872817205722193,0.17659029833386505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259008527944642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841405274943862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931027016578073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205690640886628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181835370876863,0.0,0.08720859558252299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366113404294647,0.10531328655249148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605780837686035,0.09681481021673836,0.0,0.0,0.09097874008733074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057490102300522886
socialanxiety,matar1s,2018/12/10,Need help fast A person who i wanted to talk to for a while over heard my conversation waiting for the bus and joined in i left out of fear but want to start a convrosatiom this time how would i go about that and should i,0.8072340425531905,2.944675255319152,2.1355744680851068,96.49400000000004,83.68085106382979,5.4621276595744686,15.782978723404256,6.742157984588678,-0.5741710638297874,175,3,42,2,5,56,38,47,0.05,0.873,0.078,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,11,9,5,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,10,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39999002811941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20201545521278372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23825657346683485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862070790644103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635682322355187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103729559121506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515956025770076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857043579642511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20727091314404897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193176770530877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525077674341217,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,deefiled,2018/12/10,"People in London - anyone interested in a meetup? Or making a Whatsapp support group or something Was thinking of getting a local community together on WhatsApp, with potential to meet up in future if desired. 

Anyone in London? Comment, or DM. 
",6.096219512195122,9.277777097560977,7.978231707317076,56.11905487804882,70.70731707317074,8.002439024390245,39.51829268292683,8.841846274778883,4.927580487804878,195,12,20,4,4,68,31,41,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.782,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,5,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,1,17,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5992598594118456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388310349058535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860392648728024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29708060478181003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32989429069967785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862774412775954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745771970701336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,prettyloathsome,2018/12/10,"""Family"" Isn't Family Anyone not really close to anyone in your family? I feel like I'm not even related to any of them. If anything, their treatment of me as the ""black sheep"" of the family has probably contributed a lot to my social anxiety. I still live at home at 23, and I truly believe that when I move out, I will probably have very little, if any, further contact just because of how little connection is there, and how much of it is conflicted and likely toxic. On the other hand, I don't have any friends, either, so my family and work acquaintances are all that I have, even if ""family"" doesn't feel like family to me. So, I essentially have no one.

Other people out there in the same situation? 

 ",7.26447340980188,6.292678408759122,8.666214807090721,67.78897810218979,64.18248175182481,13.084045881126173,31.98018769551616,12.28987398476788,4.138364754953076,550,17,101,18,7,193,82,137,0.05,0.866,0.085,0.6949,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,1,11,4,0,0,5,0,12,1,1,2,1,22,15,13,0,3,7,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,15,4,17,14,5,14,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,4,5,81,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23030384257649025,0.0,0.08635927698250014,0.0,0.0,0.15786831495858275,0.0,0.09289749142606143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881568895101495,0.0,0.0,0.12718651022840546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912337792815591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7449476116773718,0.0,0.1141594809997723,0.16129491627058187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872172573821726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323621707144298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545463339016167,0.22628756240709866,0.09968247920756923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597363626790366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998244816297278,0.08298592464100107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764960659580878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826256630939955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24342546418820105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231916619205367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689123262323218,0.0,0.11507545408997852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015278027720422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931447094561864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218406160124646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Eli9961,2018/12/10,Why do people treat me with hostility and disgust manner 22 year old I guess having ADHD and social anxiety I experience the world very differently but the treatment I receive from shop clerks general public Uber drivers I feel a very bad feeling and uncomfortable. I tend to find that middle aged people and people around my age gage eye contact when I’m ordering food I look to my right there is always someone who looks at me while I place in my order people tend to also make eye contact with me when I notice they look away. This all human nature but there are some that when I’m walking by on the street they stare with a level of suspicion with very nasty facial expression it’s very dehumanising  and this ruins my day I’m not the baddest looking guy I’m starting to get the feeling I have some mental disorder because I can’t seem to get rid of this strong sense of allination and very violent feeling when I’m in public places  I find it’s also very hard to express myself and articulate I feel like an inept person I can’t even speak to girls what’s wrong with me? I was diagnosed with social anxiety but was I born with some extreme cognitive delay ,4.729686447266129,6.305787757709254,5.888131640321326,76.63066338429645,70.10132158590311,8.336771184244624,28.33091474475253,8.841846274778883,2.35809634620368,939,34,166,17,17,313,133,227,0.198,0.7340000000000001,0.069,-0.9868,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,1,10,9,3,0,8,0,9,5,3,1,1,35,31,17,0,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,9,15,1,1,8,1,1,2,3,6,0,0,2,14,26,3,25,29,4,30,0,1,7,0,17,13,0,5,14,102,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469991649620107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595441444979878,0.08633701984406902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875294507033633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236881329450752,0.0,0.0,0.09748637345414747,0.0,0.0866356550870699,0.06325141704365825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691691672301457,0.0,0.0,0.10531468891575796,0.0,0.1084076027489242,0.11891848349618556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853280924795374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014976458844198,0.0,0.0,0.26232204647926005,0.07412649768946362,0.0,0.0,0.1896703724089301,0.0,0.12546756743195564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842112192776213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430385142944975,0.10273917460201053,0.0,0.0,0.09294899696206636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069212257598296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34853063501524184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926091681189707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456614507188028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813197833522905,0.10887915474656494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877377700347664,0.09059963674058427,0.2168152054978484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886108710823214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944596313353987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154145658019247,0.08791590618179841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344219193329833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136795070743877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362768171596048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344578105169913,0.0,0.06681833822562623
socialanxiety,throwaway_qwertzuiop,2018/12/10,"I am trying to fight my social anxiety and severe introversion, but my mother is always making things worse The title. 

Everytime I want to do something out of the ordinary for me, like meet with my friends, she loves to tease and make fun of me which makes my social anxiety worse and makes me stay at home just because I am repelled by the idea of talking about it with her. 

Just today I wanted to meet my friend, but I was so disgusted from the idea of telling her about it and having to deal with her confidence shattering ribs, that decided to stay at home in the end. 

I don´t think she means harm (her verbal jibs would probably have no effect on a normal person)  but she causes it nonetheless. What makes it worse is that she is absolutely convinced that she understands what I am going through (she doesn´t) and that she used to be like me too (she is fairly shy and introverted **in comparison** to the rest of our family, but **nowhere near to my level**). Plus, she doesn´t usually take criticism well and I have some very uncomfortable experience of her being very angry at me when I was afraid because of my anxiety, which makes me hesitant to talk to her about. 

What do you think I should do? Do any of you have similiar experience?



",3.747522195318808,5.982759983050853,4.842857142857143,80.3579943502825,74.16949152542372,8.563034705407588,26.068603712671514,9.23628265651192,2.3596874899112192,980,35,183,24,21,321,125,236,0.192,0.68,0.127,-0.9517,0,0,1,0,1,0,30.0,1,2,0,1,9,13,3,1,7,0,21,2,1,9,0,40,37,14,0,5,6,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,1,14,12,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,2,0,41,8,38,31,2,16,0,0,0,1,33,9,0,1,6,141,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026005944871812,0.0,0.0,0.07376685845508182,0.0,0.24894970232213745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322509549874959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143391532050248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183317213591996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607683354795486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221912843362994,0.10226076823236813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761534696532934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061648958213363414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761894816645366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449106032108749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599101070557146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790310671407552,0.0,0.4344482457378218,0.0,0.0,0.11816129769061168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062826683984424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471636400013132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695461673747165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254610421735293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115361963247396,0.0,0.08350951161497085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312402686380692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155985346010007,0.1743765199247918,0.09481210948510514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206610545632675,0.13901306130095356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282180966612073,0.0,0.0,0.0736475429784997,0.0,0.0,0.11292651288911608,0.0,0.09368774775054464,0.11947011188280544,0.17900680739216532,0.12796297156344782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753223569382884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316365003442577,0.07705767257608698,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kapleekaplee,2018/12/10,"Just be yourself... Almost every single advice that I have been given when it comes to having social anxiety is to “be myself”.

How can I be myself if I hate myself?",2.596145833333331,4.761047156250001,5.16375,77.03958333333338,77.4375,5.5166666666666675,16.916666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.2800291666666661,127,2,20,1,3,45,25,32,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,5,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986495599241959,0.0,0.0,0.4085086751496036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120849714755488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35141768745986873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437202475637754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027717655107139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158594312280341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,InHopesOf,2018/12/10,"Please Help I don't leave my house at all unless it's to go to work (I work nights). I don't go grocery shopping, I get anything I want off of Amazon and I spend my vast amounts of free time stretching out back pain,playing games, or rarely on self improvement. 

I work part time but keep a night schedule. Every night I hype myself up to try and go outside in the morning and do something. Shop, eat, anything. But no matter what I do I chicken out. I get dressed and groom myself up all nice and then when the time comes I'm filled with this nagging doubt. Everything I've done is wrong. The clothes I'm wearing, my skin, my hair. I then coerce myself to do some light work out or study some things I've wanted to learn in an attempt to make my failure to go out into a positive. 

I'm in hell, a gilded cage only the modern era could have provided someone like me. I have a phone but never answer it, I've applied for jobs and have screened call backs because I'm so terrified of answering the phone. I've let debt collectors throw debts that aren't mine at me because I don't call and explain their mistake. I make plans of attack but never launch them. I haven't been out in public for so long that it's terrifying to me. Help me break this down into small steps. I wouldn't even know where to go if I walked out my front door, the world out there in the light of day is another planet to me.

I've wanted to join this MMA gym for a long time but it's a dream I can't ever see becoming a reality. Can I really just step outside and walk the streets and do things I want to do? How come it feels like I can't? Where do I start, I want to get out of this place, I don't want to be alone anymore.

​

​",2.3163816983475023,3.696727227146816,3.4509771706944328,92.4925207756233,75.89750692520775,6.308950234024263,23.80561658229057,6.8039241337230125,0.5870442449135544,1343,41,302,12,29,434,183,361,0.146,0.75,0.105,-0.9781,3,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,2,6,12,10,3,1,16,0,26,4,3,4,5,61,54,24,0,10,10,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,14,22,1,1,6,5,6,14,12,6,0,0,2,7,42,5,47,48,6,67,1,0,2,0,12,30,1,6,24,184,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631495374665833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015204630123924,0.22599862897567374,0.0,0.09751354768934414,0.0,0.0,0.09222622344622117,0.0,0.0,0.15305420798184005,0.0,0.0,0.10579543494091062,0.0,0.14301509616223568,0.0,0.1133779890870924,0.10270586274047866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991693901301784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602142150260378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424907885923078,0.0,0.0,0.05997419353251075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516634960414153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515727864005702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061422434960303675,0.08411945839798167,0.07835244442309755,0.0,0.08357806547215747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047021153854151086,0.06643577044526487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457584195732491,0.0,0.2642565005374135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246654089273794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730394431160444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228336019077414,0.08265838297184921,0.0,0.0,0.05110771525674241,0.0,0.0,0.09846846116829204,0.0,0.09509386539864338,0.0,0.09086548869338876,0.0,0.0,0.16459560411087792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124150000703401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344722136524915,0.0,0.0,0.26180901165899484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072701987985601,0.09895342112545688,0.0,0.0,0.1007047104589882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716016317027087,0.10208077444675684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059575089345882015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410511305960063,0.0,0.0970142473309098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879450862564644,0.07159222780240626,0.0,0.0,0.0658224623631614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356372199730717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690493378518302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313761836273309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291057760946429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708063751564497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167562346609768,0.22599862897567374,0.0
socialanxiety,MariusNK,2018/12/10,"So, I am meeting this girl... So, I am probably meeting this girl I have been talking to over the internet for a while. She has made it really clear she is into me, however when I meet people for the first time, I tend to be extremely nervous, and I have never met somebody over the internet before. I also like and really would like to meet her. We have been talking off and on for almost a year, and the only thing that is really holding me back for meeting her is I am scared of being awkward, disappointing her, or straight up just to have a nervous breakdown. Any tips? ",6.576578171091441,5.835389504424782,7.523141592920357,74.6696091445428,65.46017699115043,10.719174041297935,34.762536873156336,10.125756701596842,3.421366961651917,446,18,85,9,6,151,67,113,0.10800000000000001,0.807,0.085,-0.4005,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,6,7,0,4,7,0,16,0,0,1,2,14,19,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,0,16,2,15,12,0,14,0,1,0,0,16,7,0,2,9,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374056991650557,0.0,0.0,0.1895962446038635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612254671902487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230320731143976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017412937623573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166380100523246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316548457784457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433491551776866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285404294056876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031330836642706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436441540331664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255616995470089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455646857782042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736276345825294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811187907507737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575082871104372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824577324990062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841789825220582,0.0,0.0,0.15267452860775493
socialanxiety,musicisjustwigglyair,2018/12/10,"Anybody here act confident but they are dying inside? Like recently I want to a Christmas party and my stomach was turning as I acted cool on the outside. Funny and flirty. Deep down inside I want no one but my loose clothing, bed, and my cat. ",2.410638297872339,4.9463266595744715,4.144085106382981,82.09400000000002,80.27659574468086,5.4621276595744686,26.421276595744683,6.742157984588678,1.5013608510638297,191,8,32,2,5,64,38,47,0.09699999999999999,0.557,0.34600000000000003,0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,7,5,6,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,7,2,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497676686031079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117217637693937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29366144073840017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278987175961249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713800488582076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112234680324982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itsHubris,2018/12/10,"What do you guys n gals do for work? So I've been roped back into retail again as a cashier and I'm absolutely hating life again. My anxiety is just awful every shift. Takes me about 2 or 3 hours to even wind down after my shifts. Nights preceding work shirts are brutal and sleepless because I'm stressing over having to man the register all night.

My entire shift is essentially like I can't get full breaths of air, but I need to be customer service-like all night so I have to just power through it but man is it exhausting. I quit this job for a month because of it, but got roped back in due to money issues and now I'm right back where I was: anxious and hating my job thoroughly. :(

Just curious what you all do for work, just to get some ideas. I've thought about overnight work but a lot of the ones I've looked at mention wanting you to sometimes man the register which I don't even want there to be a possibility of. Wish I could just work from home.",2.9102040816326533,4.5233316020408205,3.8170918367346935,89.51451530612246,74.81632653061223,6.940816326530613,25.005102040816325,7.645422480735847,1.0953428571428572,758,25,163,10,16,243,115,196,0.129,0.826,0.044000000000000004,-0.9269,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,7,19,6,3,1,7,1,16,4,2,0,3,27,31,12,0,5,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,7,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,5,0,1,4,1,15,1,26,24,6,23,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,3,15,104,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797175884659064,0.14468051889175582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29542943003620153,0.0,0.15613827068369338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225197030114988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691755666704671,0.0,0.10790291197231522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382061046712915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242777228399552,0.0,0.0,0.12680757051463026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528815027155055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284627632289196,0.0,0.12612129773215613,0.0,0.0,0.1445733154103187,0.0,0.13366984084213146,0.2541756894629606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045829834996642,0.06256761291874778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075449633681874,0.0,0.0,0.10887893318021674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222274902250446,0.0,0.0,0.09496088589342852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605497562533168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678227040132988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437755915166398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621620647799915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936947203111352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266626422504088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467015951459773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962912855916958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016717794254018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107578688828707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472720140144751,0.0,0.0,0.4661755717259114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cantsquathelpme,2018/12/10,Is low self-esteem not the root cause of social anxiety? Do you guys think its possible to have high self-esteem and still have SA? Me personally i think it's definitely the root cause of it. I think essentially im kind of ashamed at who/what i am and because of this I am always trying to put on a facade or hide it (but that never really works). I just cant picture having a high self-esteem and being proud of who i am and having SA. Maybe being socially awkward but not SA.,2.5508333333333333,4.021075131313136,4.850391414141416,82.3289204545455,75.46464646464645,7.77828282828283,22.476010101010104,8.472884824447931,1.329049494949495,374,10,77,7,8,131,62,99,0.091,0.865,0.044000000000000004,-0.2974,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,2,5,0,2,4,0,12,0,0,4,1,18,15,7,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,9,13,0,8,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515788679091836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426136908763932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901810231105863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337283977774105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083494374638002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34324033623196265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17545631662444605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914974775599315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318652780770473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527891661996648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418308793608819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311963954642949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329077660134197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040592153651556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083614594961623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33116149123157096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297197972902506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122429519190858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028184932642128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825369975970496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,helloimbored22,2018/12/10,"I don’t know what to do anymore So ok, I have basically debilitating social anxiety and nothing helps, I take medication, I do therapy I’ve tried a bunch of dumb homeopathic stuff to help but every morning before school (basically my biggest trigger for my anxiety) I get god awful, horrible horrible stomach cramps and pains and I feel like I can’t move and then can’t breathe and it feels like I’m god damned dying and moving or going closer to the thing I hate only makes it worse, so as you might imagine I miss a lot of school and I don’t know what to do about it. I can try to push through it but I only get halfway out the door before I break down and I do go to school, but I barely make it a week without crumpling. I feel helpless and that makes me depressed and honestly I’m so done with feeling like this I kinda just want to die",1.5076942838792533,3.756477653179189,3.641570327552986,86.07278580603729,81.71676300578035,6.3877970456005135,24.640012845215157,7.594959193182576,1.3409373153500317,666,26,136,11,18,227,101,173,0.23600000000000002,0.617,0.147,-0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,1,0,0,6,12,3,0,5,2,12,5,2,4,0,33,31,19,2,1,6,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,11,12,0,0,7,0,0,5,5,7,0,0,1,4,21,5,17,29,2,12,0,3,0,0,4,4,2,4,5,87,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902597538181302,0.0,0.123324984691054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163087119657611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710525064910634,0.0,0.2581180298328021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725652389830264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477295554251696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515069082320308,0.2665139067917576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993885535491692,0.0,0.14134560720592246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277306495831378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670269119756514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366825609054201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822581135276302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572066515252504,0.0,0.0,0.24902023032097725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252727917672556,0.0,0.13191912056109587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26433559714273197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932027340544635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915246267268684,0.13232059916820116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775563084159473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267624529215634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423546916067458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349814940137133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220875050844956,0.0,0.08261475724728884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885535430287005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334675410455302,0.0,0.09974865638537578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198720715386313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267265602731229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ItsJustAFaybal,2018/12/10,"How do get rid of it, im getting sick and tired of it. Everyday im depressed for not being more socialize and just being lonely but then since SA comes in and can't do anything. I want to get over it, I want to start making friends. I don't want to be scared to talk to anyone. I don't want to get over thinking the smallest shit.",1.382083333333334,2.7213908194444443,3.184444444444445,93.605,78.30555555555556,5.911111111111111,23.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.3850111111111114,257,8,60,2,6,86,44,72,0.282,0.665,0.053,-0.9175,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,1,0,8,3,1,2,0,14,20,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,12,17,1,7,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,3,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998112347937,0.0,0.16474357405596984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172450419664991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242781377298375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467029819566908,0.0,0.41837487176823535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324902925887351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363183609663445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004302978700431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549747370498206,0.16560352029965186,0.0,0.0,0.2040737731651845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169917764245193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090930110754958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827698676636548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009490762490015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723212123008359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheGorbsters,2018/12/10,"Looking for help on how to expand my social circle and not be such an awkward introvert. Tl;dr: I am an introvert who is trying to expand my friend group, and I am inexperienced with organically making new friends since my existing social circle hasn’t changed in so long. How do I strike up a friendship with this girl in one of my classes? Also, in the event she does agree, what is the next step? I don’t usually initiate hang-outs between friends, or like hosting people/being the “leader” in some activity we are doing. What do I do? 


So, I have a very strong but relatively small group of friends that I can easily communicate with and we socialize all the time. This is my same friend group all throughout high school and up through now, while we are all in college. One of my biggest regrets from high school is that I didn’t join any clubs or really go out of my way to connect with anyone outside of my core friend group, mainly because I am awkward around people that I don’t know well (especially women of course). So now that I’m in college, I am trying to change that.

This girl that sits next to me in one of my classes seems cool; we have had one really good conversation (out of the whole semester) and are just kind of acquaintances right now. She seems friendly so I figured this is a decent reason to try to get to know her better and expand my social circle. However, time is running short because the semester is just about over. 

My main question is: would it be weird if after class I said something like “Hey, I’m trying to meet new people here, do you want to get to know each other better/hang out some time?” Is that a strange thing to say to someone in my class? How would ya’ll go about making a connection with a person to try to build a friendship? Secondly: if she expresses interest, how do I hang out with this person? I don’t like to be the “host” when my friends and I do shit together, I just don’t know what to do man.

Thanks. Any help would be greatly appreciated!",5.979800354924578,6.042610112244903,6.499303460514642,78.82209405501334,66.5,9.470452528837624,31.074090505767533,9.20300075937882,2.5085726264418797,1572,55,308,26,23,513,182,392,0.039,0.747,0.213,0.9972,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,4,1,0,2,22,25,1,2,16,1,41,1,1,7,3,58,59,23,0,7,9,0,0,3,8,3,0,2,0,6,19,23,0,0,9,1,0,5,7,5,1,5,3,4,40,20,56,49,10,46,0,1,1,0,41,23,1,9,19,220,59,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466177868776947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997185624715336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653750099557989,0.0,0.0,0.07198039031023301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858006234120514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430239199754486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107319972314738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075901443320236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997629349367548,0.0,0.08448949808796274,0.0,0.09190645382512844,0.06781950307428046,0.0,0.08914576902197957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839426490809054,0.17086094842268107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420072840015759,0.17774884866783391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850879009475368,0.0,0.0,0.07155641516041808,0.06790000393174432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794612700001803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618551207660394,0.1719859104032191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191647592563706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211293214335423,0.14120344263295548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057899637218944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359887433157026,0.08313506056137282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905193277625987,0.0769140761769228,0.06430119416988117,0.0,0.16366437845388418,0.0,0.14721941074211062,0.0,0.0,0.0829991454233245,0.06688622695039995,0.0,0.0,0.32969648668947205,0.06851036638596686,0.06224811655889955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444279745803574,0.0,0.0,0.05371818425994922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144611798216722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744849509322456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905320251510658,0.06671597280294954,0.04769189649815096,0.06418098455951977,0.0,0.0,0.0727006763458443,0.0,0.0,0.09027460211950293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231671787482486,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,devin_is_here,2018/12/10,My social anxiety i think is messing up a friendship I had My and my friend were hanging out at his house smoking weed. He invited 4 other people and the whole night was just them 5 talking while I was on Instagram because I didn’t know any of them and I couldn’t think of what to say so I didn’t say anything. Now I think my friend thinks I’m weird and isn’t going to want to hang out with me. Should I ask him about about this or just trust that he’s a good friend and wouldn’t think of me like that?,3.383142857142857,3.483832690909093,4.162207792207791,93.21045454545458,72.0909090909091,7.376623376623378,24.80519480519481,6.868970318607317,0.6054285714285714,396,10,96,3,7,127,70,110,0.032,0.758,0.21,0.9590000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,0,21,21,8,0,4,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,6,2,18,6,14,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,1,4,63,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269906189555531,0.0,0.14285673109756336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367233742566305,0.0,0.17457808781215192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383588092986024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328280430405924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061294939955616,0.15662990453312184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154746106596944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026282409029968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912324608578876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524424107095465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946303837783055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970086611564597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035943531802985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009573852225727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5982820424792739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014497094334784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20849020813757005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lechuga4life,2018/12/10,"Seeming Normal Help. How do I seem more normal to other people? I've observed several strange interactions I've had with other people which have made things awkward. 

1. I really do not like it when others hug me. I always pause before doing so or give them the one-arm hug, which has made some interactions very awkward, especially when we are good friends. I guess it's because I was never really hugged as a child? or anytime someone touched me was to hit me or something, idk. Point being, I do not like hugs to greet people.

2. Facial composure. Sometimes I made facial expressions that don't match the situation because my mind is wandering or thinking about something else. For example,  while I'm walking down the street, I'll randomly laugh because I think of something funny. And people think I'm CRAZY. 

​

Any tips?

​",3.774476699770816,6.743322727272727,4.493590527119939,78.98055385790683,78.22077922077922,6.7404125286478225,28.539343009931244,7.928766900206844,2.380804125286478,676,30,108,12,17,216,104,154,0.11800000000000001,0.733,0.14800000000000002,0.8341,0,0,3,0,1,0,30.0,1,0,1,0,5,11,0,2,4,0,13,6,2,4,1,25,26,11,0,2,6,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,1,14,9,9,18,2,8,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,9,6,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005027295667078,0.2605624815754584,0.2922123278117501,0.08176810838220484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198936754434067,0.0,0.10231636639676224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004460556717884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289801778347072,0.0,0.0,0.11534627199819444,0.0,0.10085257568703784,0.0,0.0,0.13245918791463593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059511136280921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174875090578776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413252634149438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140928925970508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092737391070144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356216038140115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147851823178909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33344030734342944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366675648579053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405912519254275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892606243675794,0.0,0.1358382794295502,0.0,0.0,0.1351560956926975,0.0,0.0,0.10187994010690002,0.2777025458188338,0.11892157647131987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988288026694973,0.2311370302543104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992115452287279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922123278117501,0.0
socialanxiety,shroudorshrood,2018/12/10,"I went to the mall today for the first time in months.. I was guilt tripped into it because I’ve been staying home “way too much” in my family’s eyes.. yeah, it was fucked. especially this time of the year. YIKES! ",0.007519379844961094,2.359475837209306,1.4747674418604682,97.25385658914728,92.95348837209305,4.7271317829457375,16.468992248062015,6.42735559955562,-0.3839426356589146,163,4,37,2,6,52,35,43,0.151,0.8,0.049,-0.68,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,3,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,4,1,3,0,6,1,1,13,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,6,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974930353420927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934407475968648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647688946009724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877671333592516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31223248145418664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484553639212072,0.0,0.22882167778602314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317759023160601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630119077809423,0.0,0.2950506750460609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470742426223513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885534508684995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004497880715388
socialanxiety,RonaldBeenis,2019/08/26,"I always compare myself to other people Whenever I talk to someone i never be myself and try to imitate other people. I don't like having classes with multiple people because those people all know me as someone different. I don't know how to be myself and haven't been ""myself"" since 6th grade. I'm now a sophomore and I can't talk to people without being awkward. Compare myself to everyone I see. Don't feel good enough. 

I feel suicidal sometimes and I'm trying to pinpoint the reason why. I'm mad at myself and I hate myself.",2.4542919580419564,4.984935355769236,4.776118881118883,77.65979020979023,80.05769230769229,6.08951048951049,25.8006993006993,7.348242739294969,1.8356076923076918,423,17,67,6,11,147,58,104,0.163,0.8220000000000001,0.015,-0.9379,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,2,0,10,0,0,2,2,15,19,7,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,3,17,2,11,15,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,53,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168610140067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380074161894376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779057306289775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759441385073449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270926363638913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721967616867885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282228166934408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811565421240324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716220983685175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318991357922477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313299704888205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5902514780968142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507558294978467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569063546246898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408568791022662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28855436568237736,0.0,0.16841068039804416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862580258751932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27372826292007163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312170700106958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365067301924634,0.0,0.0,0.16414326493645426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_pink_kitten_,2019/08/26,"People who work, how? And what kind of jobs do you do? I finished school about 1 month ago and I don't know what to do now. I can't go to university or start working because currently my anxiety and depression are too severe.

What did you do after school and how did you become a useful member of society?",3.0022580645161305,4.5738385806451625,4.852451612903226,82.35867741935486,74.48387096774194,8.185806451612903,25.30322580645161,8.841846274778883,1.9006993548387088,240,8,48,5,5,82,43,62,0.13699999999999998,0.8170000000000001,0.046,-0.6848,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,3,0,9,13,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,6,11,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,36,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985607163111345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897357484774385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511915882848029,0.2739202315886153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136205318251112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409563191322607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24612304225618206,0.0,0.0,0.25827619823356474,0.13630611559601266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796837400435394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719468610128375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020219451361592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801936687185111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555087560881785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421092023978308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611251734770367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,The_Programmer1,2019/08/26,I just posted something on Reddit about my birthday and even though there were no negative comments I regretted it and deleted the post Why am I like this?,6.284137931034483,7.705632758620695,5.933965517241383,78.34508620689657,66.24137931034483,8.558620689655173,35.1896551724138,8.841846274778883,3.1994000000000007,126,6,21,2,2,39,26,29,0.258,0.667,0.076,-0.7184,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548645846132309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885173963429295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7391167490362972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29706284702305225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37911693550537295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481891443046389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kendo1103,2019/08/26,"School School started. I’m in 11th grade, junior in high school. I’ve never been social all my life except for last year where I met great people that actually cared about me. But with my awful luck, first day of 11th grade none of those people were in any of my classes. I am alone, again. I feel like everyone is judging me for no talking and not having friends. I’m too scared to initiate conversations with my classmates or teachers and when they talk to me I would get really awkward with one word answers and stutters, they all think I’m a freak and a loner. 

This year is going to be great.",3.925640301318268,5.412113805084747,4.4233333333333364,86.70179849340867,71.96610169491525,6.9393596986817325,24.975517890772128,7.3871296695380915,1.0709913370998114,471,14,94,5,9,149,81,118,0.16399999999999998,0.711,0.125,-0.3065,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,5,10,0,2,2,1,8,1,0,0,3,20,18,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,3,1,13,6,16,13,3,15,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,10,60,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.16442327360800754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450624674366338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457991057228747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178818281085972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086629958040099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610007261998035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519430013149894,0.1203702696096556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331867469536266,0.0,0.0,0.1301760158155909,0.0,0.08802978748907693,0.0,0.09575752942309616,0.0,0.0,0.3715246642552009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780203850207701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734295618046274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190104387145514,0.08231637338538518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995093301971075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417411405584915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336214041911288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079398871800733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868925663055914,0.5115667904605496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175573483081466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925906011058915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27085396446773746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796246760286078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969143620306098,0.0,0.0,0.2170058383381848
socialanxiety,AlternativeCandle1,2019/08/26,Calm Down? Any helpful tips to feel more calm when in social settings? Sounds kind of like a silly question lol. But I just want to be able to be the person I am when I'm alone. Put me in front of people and I struggle really hard to be my authentic self. It's like I just lose control and lose my sense of self. To the point where I'm afraid to share the simplest details about myself in fear of being judged.,1.5253488372093038,3.393776593023261,2.7350581395348854,94.60049418604652,79.58139534883722,5.230232558139536,20.05232558139535,5.985473137389443,-0.1207395348837208,321,8,71,2,8,103,58,86,0.15,0.6459999999999999,0.204,0.5063,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,6,12,0,3,4,1,5,0,0,1,0,9,9,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,3,8,7,15,5,1,11,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,42,9,0,0.19897631110712968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060794501913004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353107147412921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22316885220579605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22390366870285908,0.1006084014649719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782436918214836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336962709448075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720320871836975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441954985050355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44520719191925606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794512066765194,0.17373843998464664,0.0,0.0,0.18809692882370666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002615028856152,0.22289900630802745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746931997486344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151513752114608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202831291496001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080132427580595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736138358944133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,potatosack_ugly,2019/08/26,Instagram or insta-giving me nerves bcz i can't publish anything without a small heart attack Work as copy for a company. Write for social networks. But publishing on my own pages and making them grow with cute pics and text ? Nah can't do it.,2.7112765957446814,5.321636297872342,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,79.63829787234042,7.164255319148936,24.293617021276606,8.238735603445708,1.8400842553191483,194,7,35,4,5,63,42,47,0.062,0.816,0.122,0.5795,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,8,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,21,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32734884518523605,0.0,0.0,0.4525457210282773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713853247878644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26552918665801434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054987538119165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834572028662539,0.0,0.2895972457901377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,benkerr1981,2019/08/26,"Family function this weekend help needed long time lurker firs time posting.

Have to go to a large family gathering this weekend. 30 plus people will be in attendance, already stressing about this as some of the family is super judgey. I understand that some of my life choices aren't for everyone but I am happy with who I am. Need some help with coping with the large crowd and side eye i know is coming my way. As I can only go outside to smoke so many times.

​

thanks for the help in advance",3.47868270332188,5.822026742268044,4.3061168384879736,83.38627720504012,75.39175257731958,7.197709049255441,25.21076746849943,8.167268648758528,1.7681784650630017,402,14,72,7,9,129,68,97,0.017,0.79,0.193,0.9615,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,4,0,9,2,1,0,0,14,17,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,16,15,3,16,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,3,6,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860308309968712,0.0,0.0,0.1826549937998191,0.20484162033599948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452156570840364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161084209860448,0.0,0.0,0.4767630973866734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161436509504232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945520288999342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33898432676708545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264646650567836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907214916340035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918687958007076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091238235769007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499979985483589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821172782677018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168712719156116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614518329583175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310637651119447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520465404922734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948988560028748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754964130517507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380995670822693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484162033599948,0.0
socialanxiety,forsakendreams,2019/08/26,"does anyone else get intuitive feelings that trigger social anxiety? in that you get this really bad feeling before you go out, you know you don't want to leave the house that day and if you do then you end up having a really bad day? also, feeling ok or good about going out that day results in a good day?

​

this seems to happen to me a lot, like foreknowledge that the day is just gonna be crap.",7.2579268292682935,5.77337954878049,7.514756097560976,77.69823170731708,64.48780487804878,10.639024390243904,31.47560975609756,9.516144504307137,2.603819512195122,321,9,64,5,4,105,55,82,0.14,0.693,0.168,0.1622,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,6,0,0,3,7,1,0,5,1,5,1,1,2,0,15,17,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,4,9,15,1,14,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,4,8,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821320944386544,0.0,0.17371391975318953,0.1948144973039132,0.0,0.0,0.1226494918114435,0.0,0.0,0.11210416112401386,0.16427365757382156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677322065294045,0.0,0.0,0.1364262188033993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169873117018474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403029814780157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393239079541308,0.0,0.14200187467098802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431980005966961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752817404647102,0.0,0.18223472432491197,0.2689488699043873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417763772701986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499549368542795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881113651106752,0.0,0.0,0.16976283307325332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783275304912684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630403272065386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054187874565024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595541235282244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343288708828602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094564845548382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948144973039132,0.0
socialanxiety,fartstinkslikeamf,2019/08/26,"short term memory loss does anyone else here suffer from anxiety-driven short term memory loss? 
i can totally forget like the beginning of my sentence or what someone has just said to me, yet i have a great long term memory and i can remember exact dates and stuff. it drives me insane",7.543888888888887,7.490381907407412,8.037407407407407,69.49833333333333,63.25925925925928,12.385185185185184,29.11111111111111,11.855464076750405,3.7223777777777785,229,6,39,7,3,76,43,54,0.209,0.659,0.132,-0.5879,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,2,3,5,4,10,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,8,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22738216010465026,0.33319815012135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845781519412317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716566095468304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585258840144464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588726314901465,0.0,0.0,0.2877851330887979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36837971487491294,0.0,0.3093325399177018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755345535986823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37226761579154666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Clearfruit-Kev,2019/08/26,"I’ve come a long way but I still have work. I used to have the worst social anxiety imaginable, I wouldn’t be able to speak to someone who said A simple Hi to me because I was so scared and self conscious to speak and make eye contact with them. A couple years later after going to public high school for about 1 almost 2 years my anxiety has gone down a lot. I no longer feel like everyone is staring at me most of the time and if I do I have a good way of ignoring it. I can speak to people and make friends but sometimes there’s days were it slowly creeps up and I feel like veryone hates me and I’m the one person on the earth of 8bil people that was “born like this” hope u get what I mean. And this was all done without therapy or medication. I plan to get even better by getting therapy and medication . I plan to be able to public speak without getting nervous by the end of next year. I still have trouble talking to attractive females though but it’s a long way to go and I’m willing to do it. Cheers.",1.8241955599900244,3.633146345971564,3.4491095036168637,90.1138687952108,78.43127962085308,6.3378398603142925,23.90147168870043,7.273561745256523,0.9084350710900472,793,27,171,10,19,263,124,211,0.124,0.7170000000000001,0.158,0.8304,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,7,15,1,2,11,0,18,3,1,3,1,33,37,16,0,3,7,0,2,3,1,2,2,5,0,2,9,11,0,1,5,0,0,4,4,6,0,1,7,9,18,9,29,26,4,26,0,0,2,0,16,5,0,6,17,111,27,2,0.23039842208587705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535536936794448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625416226748286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022436981135592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188434060289207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992339198782407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746573589499874,0.0,0.07429396092974706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788878920871335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203230804667658,0.0,0.0,0.07608799242422583,0.0,0.0,0.11007778290526114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116496364904623,0.16459667877393205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900262468777577,0.0,0.24074733239136684,0.0,0.13094073280512447,0.0966236326332686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373537113857447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171429134244025,0.0,0.11441880969986434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884154673600293,0.0,0.0,0.20389535333047687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793824966593502,0.0,0.0,0.15379273581539074,0.0,0.0,0.12548571263171254,0.0,0.2321021711081645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251566785072025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806196678171025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972925600757154,0.10058750764198417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958083005572174,0.0,0.11533450691883425,0.11658775176780607,0.0,0.0,0.12017790113216542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743108827954525,0.09760791768111207,0.0,0.11393496535766527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839964774955561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259276216775633,0.0,0.0,0.26348067507678835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318263995134545,0.0,0.06717358636665245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949513098713464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743193149319453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209585710392016,0.0,0.08386639765524091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225535448714708
socialanxiety,Crimsonseer,2019/08/26,"Need some tips for a big work meeting So I work in IT and was put in charge of implementing a product that is not very good. The end users HATE it, and have now complained to administration multiple times about things that I can't directly fix - only the company can. The company is ""working on a fix"", but that's been their response for months.

The CEO called an emergency meeting for tomorrow morning about this product and I'm required to attend since my manager cannot.

The meeting is going to involve all of the highest members of administration, two managers, and multiple angry and high profile end users. The meeting is essentially them grilling me for answers on why this product sucks so much and isn't fixed yet. 

I'm really bad with groups, and have a sort of phobia in particular with people in positions of authority... So basically everybody in the room. A couple people attending are known to lose their temper, and I don't respond well to that, either. My place of work is also in the middle of laying people off so I feel like if I don't perform well, I'll be let go.

This isn't a huge deal but the meeting is also taking place waaay early in the morning, when I'd normally be asleep, but that was the time that worked for the end users, so I'll have exhaustion going against me (especially since I doubt I'll get any sleep tonight).

I've never had to be in a meeting of even a tenth this calibur. I'm completely freaking out and need some tips to calm down. Anyone have any suggestions?",5.585832881172003,6.4333660206185606,6.359790197142343,76.74514378730335,67.48797250859107,9.425284861638634,32.8415626695605,9.549672527348893,3.0601298969072173,1196,51,222,24,19,394,153,291,0.171,0.807,0.022000000000000002,-0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,8,15,14,3,1,22,0,26,3,2,0,2,31,39,21,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,13,12,0,1,3,0,0,6,8,9,2,2,4,1,13,5,38,31,5,39,0,1,0,0,16,20,1,5,14,147,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947344923880606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559483854186646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513376666010412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166014789073972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432523395313415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127657560668334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471933804155314,0.0,0.0,0.12552382242731014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32351576450843145,0.0,0.0,0.08041787779538177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061562870421610384,0.08698163256409808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361184248320664,0.0,0.2075881262009925,0.10212212510385624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020762916491595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864060011670686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450250224793072,0.0,0.05948323092600541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362124448246835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971834964183962,0.0,0.08950376579763293,0.18055923955009368,0.0939047851594701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929382436664107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925999896488258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532282830846716,0.0,0.2544156425402503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239717351473492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779992238627852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143360911602004,0.0,0.12184270060689127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154443504902396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088845958275608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419923719209876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893671937977042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046043707436247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189443221603565,0.0,0.10986474287457904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431946160555227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SirJamesDunn,2019/08/26,"Just had my first panic attack! So I've been trying to rent a bedroom in my apartment, and the constant ghosting on fb had me on edge. I also had to manage tours between myself and an uncooperative property company since i don't live there right now. So just letting people down for tours was hard. After all that, I had three people interested and they all bailed leaving me with an apartment that's too expensive. It's going to be fine, but holllllly shit I want this to stop.",5.6158064516129045,6.378761064516129,6.949623655913983,72.84443548387098,67.38709677419354,8.780645161290323,30.553763440860216,8.841846274778883,2.491331182795699,381,14,69,6,6,130,69,93,0.142,0.8079999999999999,0.05,-0.8655,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,8,5,2,1,4,0,9,1,1,0,2,11,11,7,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,2,6,1,10,2,12,3,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,5,55,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053128945254578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920759822166675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774420413617889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838079542081015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590984383156602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299863811732785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27184795382859384,0.0,0.26253149915779594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267039255701525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30122615158342353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559789272614318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925243132157796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635373652847777,0.21237592187779966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146440548641926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430791705158272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514304356322322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lizzybeeeedizzy,2019/08/26,"I made my first vlog and I'm already regretting it... why do I want to cry and delete it immediately

the fuck",-0.19014492753623105,2.0698696956521734,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,91.17391304347824,6.544927536231885,20.71014492753623,7.793537801064563,0.937736231884058,85,3,20,2,3,30,19,23,0.35,0.602,0.049,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482757242473687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462154398092889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455319527383285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755453965745719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38437677480963145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23960007118389146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665518816626165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,al_attempter,2019/08/26,"Confidence in a particular thing vs general confidence? Hi all,

I have been gradually tackling social anxiety over a few years, and was wondering whether others have had a similar experience:

I’ve always felt that building confidence in one particular area of life never seems to apply to any other area - anxiety seems to be sort of domain-dependent. 

For instance, I have had particular fears around:
- Public speaking
- Working out in the gym and generally playing sports with other people
- Speaking a foreign language in another country
- Dancing
- Music performance (I’ve practiced music for over a decade and never really been on stage)

I’ve made solid progress in some of these areas, but this progress hasn’t in any way made the remaining challenges look easier.

This is why for me the generic advice you get on SA with it’s clichés (‘Be yourself’, ‘Feel the fear and do it anyway’ etc., I hardly need to repeat them.) seems quite unhelpful. These different areas of confidence seem to need their own methods and strategies.

This leads us to the unhappy conclusion that to be truly confident and have a peaceful space around us we would need to build confidence (and probably competence) in all sorts of areas, really anything relevant to social life.

Any thoughts on this subject?",9.736351351351352,9.95973078828829,9.325,61.15750000000001,58.684684684684676,12.985585585585588,42.37387387387388,12.311054993355176,5.836668468468468,1033,53,148,31,12,333,135,222,0.052000000000000005,0.777,0.171,0.9812,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,3,1,2,9,3,4,0,2,11,0,16,2,0,3,4,41,31,9,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,14,13,0,0,9,4,0,2,3,2,0,1,9,6,10,2,34,18,6,29,0,0,1,0,12,21,0,8,4,104,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163504974752081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907294430061524,0.0,0.0,0.2429081003354741,0.12485170524851585,0.1821712367755825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979816615988113,0.21198902420232948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439924852983215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279072596395675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646997586333152,0.0,0.2679660411064132,0.060203647396218224,0.0,0.1143226022214612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062207380988824425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066602810179515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820051289302207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998595113743428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22532738000189464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648591119344721,0.18366299478374712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068260545346657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825457842861713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837392641331674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664197874527974,0.0,0.0,0.15255421777622094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335750208126503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427467960197396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910255427976373,0.0,0.0,0.09452557564114923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864449042123268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450952009621943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074390813163828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912264197833734,0.08668189839160864,0.0,0.0,0.08458149207627337,0.0,0.0,0.07667498268116207
socialanxiety,schrutefarms45,2019/08/26,"First day of school anxieties Tomorrow is my first day of school, and I think I did something really stupid. My birth name is an Asian name and that is what I am enrolled in the school as, but I go by an American name. Every first day of school it’s so embarrassing to have the teachers struggle to pronounce it, ask you how to pronounce it, etc. in front of the whole class, so about two years ago I started emailing my teachers before school and ask them to change the name on their roster. That’s anxiety inducing in itself but it’s better than having your teacher question you about your name in front of the whole class on the first day of school. Usually the teachers are very nice about it but this year none of the teachers have responded (yet) and I’m scared that they think I’m weird for asking them to change my name and that I made a bad impression on them before school even began. I’m also scared that they’re gonna ignore the email and just address me by my birth name. I’m literally so anxious right now and I know logically this is such a stupid thing to get anxious about but I’m on the verge of tears about this. I feel like I made a horrible impression on the teachers already and they hate me. I know that’s probably not it but I feel like it is. I can’t take it anymore I can’t go to school tomorrow.",2.785075157588494,4.598661646840154,3.6226054630677247,89.92153386132216,75.65427509293679,7.057443025699048,24.335057378374014,7.893859768569023,1.159955422660417,1049,34,223,16,23,334,120,269,0.188,0.746,0.066,-0.9889,0,0,1,0,0,1,18.0,0,4,6,5,15,16,3,4,16,0,13,0,0,4,0,35,37,19,0,0,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,20,8,0,1,9,0,0,4,4,10,0,5,4,2,30,6,34,32,4,35,0,0,0,0,24,11,0,1,22,146,50,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306111130910453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095345846235284,0.06591192466509208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261034506437041,0.1862242026474238,0.0817393369224571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311571087069425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881796775749192,0.0,0.0,0.14026814702037346,0.0,0.0,0.07289454473753132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743806632170653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126185212241782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919210356910852,0.05443819467188303,0.0,0.06944312164242784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334891734146205,0.11776294466389164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804285345905452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306149278583463,0.0,0.0936833378804568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137352659536386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059268829637927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053332899686184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597720389716674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886361744001739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233021587531193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052800907575578065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038695630543662,0.0,0.0,0.16503530031458896,0.6673144105794252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345159772027897,0.0,0.0,0.0583379024655124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616416881748844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061970222454844626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475675098861782,0.1056239064623066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805131950846245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077492290621317,0.06800583377979501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403987316226708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615265137659513
socialanxiety,choochoolate,2019/08/26,"Social Anxiety Vs. Seeing friends outside school My entire life I've been very anxious, but the thing that stuck out the most to me is when I'd see a person I'd consider a close friend out in public. I would no longer be that friendly person I was in school, I avoided them as if I didn't ""see"" them and so forth. I know it's not uncommon for that to happen with people with social anxiety, but it's just how drastic my confidence dropped when it came to seeing a friend outside school. I hold my friends close to me and don't tend to take their friendships for granted, but even if it's not a school friend I almost become the same way when I see a particular person outside the place I met them. My brain can never fathom that the person I became friends with goes anywhere else besides the place I first met them. I graduated a few years ago and haven't spoke to alot of them because of it. I do have a particular friend that still asks about me but besides that nothing.",5.259703891708966,5.468624746192894,5.607423857868023,84.10000211505925,68.03553299492386,8.191032148900169,29.61463620981388,7.793537801064563,1.7447905245346873,773,26,158,8,12,247,103,197,0.065,0.731,0.204,0.987,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,6,1,9,9,0,1,14,0,11,2,1,1,1,31,26,15,0,3,10,0,0,0,8,1,1,1,0,4,12,11,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,8,6,26,8,19,16,4,19,0,0,5,0,25,8,0,5,8,107,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416628739172224,0.0,0.09507740064283622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527098038602154,0.1072649969215853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876421074295758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057879841918310825,0.10486337158328383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599414270980316,0.0,0.10859601007291224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931744937926476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271271618707587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076330968786573,0.0,0.0,0.5868569969179187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396281557074728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218131850255335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706506977142096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323028537632432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110583163114322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582546851102268,0.33162214524186195,0.1984023505914444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38437258518997225,0.378309076017696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357647050942028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582614881114012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138960056050289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307969257197255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834261548538267,0.0,0.07536585293705626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744882723483643,0.0,0.0,0.0611438452212705
socialanxiety,SUPAMB__,2019/08/26,"Why do i feel like people secretly don't like me Like I was on a family cruise with all my cousins I don't see all the time, and they were showing the most love I've ever gotten (their all in their 20's)

But at times I was like they don't want to hangout with me, until i actually went to them and they were actually happy to see me.


That is happening right now. I just texted one of their instagrams and she didn't reply. I know she has a job and is probably working, but I have that feeling she's ignoring me like ""why is he texting me?""",3.9091625615763586,3.7028723793103455,5.622857142857144,84.26500000000001,70.89655172413794,9.387192118226602,27.778325123152708,9.23628265651192,1.9493635467980301,420,13,97,8,7,145,68,116,0.055999999999999994,0.805,0.139,0.7981,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,7,1,3,8,0,0,4,0,14,1,0,0,4,20,24,7,0,1,3,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,3,0,2,4,1,0,1,7,4,24,7,10,17,4,11,0,0,2,1,14,4,0,1,10,68,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.3639425836516976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686760074960563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757906731686852,0.0,0.1885732659488047,0.13321674588790086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489795000761878,0.19850456815496428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504623129710693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248098984383658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555078023524997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829966498457632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635930773003926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927728473579692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010500327921271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924739821556472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971905631346102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174684605313565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099869348755962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286285489910133,0.33652676092914224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357549698838917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,buon_apple_teeth,2019/08/26,"Tired of being negatively judged by my family My depression and social anxiety have paralysed me for years, to the point where I get genuine panic attacks whenever my phone rings. I'm also stuck in the inevitable Catch-22 of not having friends, and wanting to make friends, but being too crippled by fear to actually put myself out there and do it. 

I know that I have to step outside of my comfort zone to help myself get better, but it feels counterproductive when one of the closest people to me (my mum) disdainfully judges me for my problems, instead of helping me to work through it, and in the end, I just feel even more like shit than before. 

Today, she called me to complain that a friend of hers (whom I had never met before) had left a voicemail message for me, asking to hang out, without me calling back, and I tried to explain to her that I wasn't trying to be an asshole, but that the idea of me picking up the phone and calling a stranger and setting up plans to hang out was just really overwhelming for me. Cue her tirade: 

Mum: ""Well, I just don't want you to end up like your Aunt So-and-So \[who is similarly depressed, without any friends\], spending her life all alone and depressed and crying all the time.""

Me: ""Well, mum... Yeah, I mean, that's pretty much how I feel already...""

Mum: (In a disdainful tone of voice) ""But isn't that \*sad\*? Geez. You can't just sit around feeling sorry for yourself."" She then proceeded to rattle off a list of all the people that I never call on a regular basis, in the sort of tone that you would expect from a judge handing down a death sentence. 

Like, I know where she's coming from, and I know she has a point, but without anyone to really support me and genuinely understand the reality of feeling governed by this anxiety, it makes the already difficult recovery process feel even more insurmountable.

Anyway, sorry for the wall of text; I just really needed to get this off my chest. It really feels like it ruined my day, and I'm just sitting here with my heart palpitating and my hands shaking, and it just fucking sucks.",7.467443924673144,6.908875871536522,7.417114069809287,75.55699412258608,63.58438287153653,10.080796449562193,35.529447043300955,9.362217197678863,3.1731054096197684,1639,66,302,25,21,526,204,397,0.161,0.73,0.10800000000000001,-0.9609,0,1,0,0,0,0,72.0,0,4,0,3,23,29,4,4,22,1,17,8,5,4,5,66,47,23,1,6,16,5,9,4,4,1,2,2,0,0,19,20,0,0,14,0,1,6,11,16,2,1,6,11,49,13,61,37,6,43,0,6,0,1,37,22,3,1,16,221,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.08217366050948922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872128182466779,0.18584852917223815,0.06734012351486919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057263491146768215,0.0,0.12883589707244034,0.0,0.0,0.05887933146176375,0.0,0.0,0.07496187813739197,0.0787219628353007,0.0957973573148292,0.0,0.06474980832641976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330751823055693,0.0,0.0,0.07447404504006623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439381080465379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253667614456387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249718275703224,0.05430640037267753,0.0,0.2175815027344673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916440858418642,0.0,0.0,0.11123555477276477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938264850876972,0.09475602708188502,0.2980423111589155,0.06015733328555875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26023176635226203,0.07784780193927572,0.1319836853953308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978542784376077,0.11288404580486586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505919360287904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388335157201035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149090194848067,0.0,0.059477731913608174,0.16455669741910722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241734565071423,0.0,0.0,0.09172585854821434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190166487658209,0.06243825294608999,0.1298909043534945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057060686614015525,0.0,0.0,0.09879850118727568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675674333987378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592052312933893,0.0,0.0,0.085668557930754,0.0,0.08057450648013817,0.0,0.08465106187688883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157800522987749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864370392813279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858381975668064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852516972343508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555684465655012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910164473725659,0.0967832947540748,0.0798181718840023,0.0,0.0,0.11434173865214985,0.0,0.0,0.08766221724080782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933466929054026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142399804321133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435169639508853,0.0,0.06130353142951216,0.0,0.0,0.05981807337014682,0.0,0.0,0.054226399027584665
socialanxiety,greenteahippie,2019/08/26,"being yourself in a relationship I've been seeing this guy for a month now. We have some history. He's kind, nerdy and sweet, and we have lots in common, but when I'm around him I just feel super nervous. He's well spoken and into keeping physically fit - and that's something that I'm slowly but steadily doing. Physically, things are on fire. But I'm afraid that, if I don't become comfortable with being myself, then that's all the relationship will be - physical.

How do I become more comfortable around him? Or more myself?",3.7206160616061617,5.9553549009900975,5.026270627062704,79.01474147414743,74.24752475247523,7.657205720572058,24.093509350935093,8.515128840125781,1.7752169416941692,419,13,75,8,9,139,67,101,0.131,0.721,0.14800000000000002,0.4318,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,2,0,0,1,7,8,0,2,3,0,11,0,0,1,1,22,17,12,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,9,6,8,12,5,12,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,4,5,57,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020803862811317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988319531240184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418848636946775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236112251354289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073168911549366,0.0,0.23517142137165514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199604204275653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180258592234416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4849225291411097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799605071105043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738580927625024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003411473923886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305194166112314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,personalventaccount,2019/08/26,"Tried calling instead of emailing today. I had to reschedule an appointment with my teacher, and decided to go outside of my comfort zone and give her a call instead of an email; since I felt it would be a little rude to reschedule at such short notice via email. 

I swear I stared at the dial pad on my phone for at least half an hour before I managed to finally hit call. When I did, I felt a bit of my anxiety wash away. Hitting that call button is always the hardest part for me. 

I was honestly relieved when the 8 rings went by and no one picked up; although a little disappointed considering how much it took for me to actually call. I ended up shooting an email in the end, thinking that at least I tried. It was a small success, but a success nonetheless.",6.753599999999999,6.10141272666667,7.2985000000000015,76.13175000000003,65.06666666666666,9.9,36.75,9.188382445141503,3.2703999999999995,599,27,114,9,8,198,94,150,0.054000000000000006,0.856,0.09,0.7988,0,0,0,1,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,0,14,0,7,1,0,2,0,12,16,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,8,4,17,5,23,4,5,23,0,1,1,0,12,13,0,0,7,84,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.13127926046100624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193750865327194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291303310351596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639284737657488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447284260652578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686899334021586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6868371840313283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830255491385904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583346516199157,0.14736810559454586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905086551350264,0.07645497726925743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324823136929878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696634364555269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889306057339778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316024772467549,0.0,0.0,0.09115919497367612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456799801214164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128239091564306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619967595486837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275161713779475,0.0,0.14946480463102527,0.18267044204932897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470817525464585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955643497630029,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,113113888,2019/08/26,"I went to my first concert tonight I turned 23 today (August 26). One of the artists my friends and I enjoy listening to, Aldous Harding, just so happened to be playing in my city today and I went and I stayed till the end. I didn't just go without preparation. I've been working hard for the past year to combat my social anxiety and although it's still here it's not as bad as it was. I was very nervous and near panic attack throughout and after but I did it. I never imagined I could but I did. It's such an odd feeling. Here's what I've done and am doing up until now. 

I started forcing myself to gradually accomplish simple tasks step by step day by day doing a little more to the point of eventually ordering food and letting go of thoughts with help from a simple reminder that a psychologist once gave me. People care less than you think. Do you really think they dwell on someone's action. Are there not more important things going through their head. Does it really matter to them. One mistake does not define a person. Let go and grow. 

I've always dabbled in creative tasks. Writing primarily but recently analog photography. Photography has forced me to be less self conscious and has been a very active part in forcing me to face my social anxiety. It's very much a work in progress, I still struggle but I went from ten minutes walking around to twenty to eventually a few hours doing landscapes. I'm still learning to shoot street photography - at people, among people and I made a small step on the weekend by giving myself a simple task of one street performer than two and by the end of the day three. Nothing bad happened despite all the negative thoughts and absolute and overwhelming discomfort that occupied me that day. I was so exhausted I was unable to leave my house the next day. However, I believe it'll be even easier next time.

I'm surprised I've managed to go to work every day recently despite how overwhelmingly difficult it feels for me. Maybe I'm becoming more apathetic or resilient to my own thoughts but I feel like being in an environment where I'm forced to ask questions in order to complete my work I've had to expose myself to many conversations I've never wanted and by doing so I've slowly learnt to exist with others. Barely, but eventually as with everything else.

I apologise for the long post but I feel slightly proud of my progress and I thought I share it with others going through the same thing. I can't guarantee that we'll be ok someday, I most likely won't, but I can definitely say practise and pain makes management more rational and understandable. Take gradual steps, but always a step forward even if you have to stay there a while. It might take a lifetime but know that social anxiety should never define how you live your life. With every step one part of existing is slightly less stressful than what it was before. I believe in us. Yes we can. You will and I will make social anxiety a memory eventually.",4.413220058642207,6.487540385159013,5.388927900157884,77.87576610781146,71.8268551236749,8.138576046913768,29.887076159687236,8.841846274778883,2.6679141869032406,2382,101,414,47,47,781,279,566,0.109,0.7559999999999999,0.135,0.9593,1,0,0,1,0,0,46.0,3,6,3,10,20,25,1,8,26,2,41,6,2,5,4,78,81,43,0,5,18,0,6,2,1,7,3,3,0,2,23,26,1,0,16,4,0,19,11,15,0,8,21,9,57,10,70,45,15,79,0,2,0,0,29,21,0,5,38,297,80,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124097492553507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454530876580035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950632105528717,0.06249115565106315,0.07604596419230833,0.0,0.0,0.11162575164864344,0.0,0.0738251736917085,0.056880266352412875,0.15062309988297834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815304597689885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008582743038243,0.0,0.0,0.053370382147344665,0.0,0.0,0.2586574010334113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699321474280035,0.06840575700030246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055840513124803585,0.0,0.11840985588653567,0.0,0.0,0.08830113118216244,0.0,0.11263977857469205,0.0,0.06007607585060685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519558700319914,0.04775416087840455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056858417535130885,0.08082937393411115,0.0,0.05164436718407755,0.0,0.0,0.06412392176412142,0.22793770323277301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822182234971003,0.0,0.11976018003731402,0.0,0.0686023690223804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480486907873648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658289697211684,0.07713028365894331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03673632502702645,0.0,0.0,0.07077932120849964,0.0,0.13670731042511233,0.04721467896528087,0.06531428982123304,0.06699636237662071,0.05902545794872874,0.05915582001916313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632504605716851,0.08923926172465738,0.06777045111645674,0.06715489890768908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091209965791223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0491388481122552,0.0,0.15466521214531484,0.0,0.142181068445594,0.0,0.0,0.06413968712759631,0.0,0.0,0.07118786196008281,0.18118390956349475,0.0,0.07112791136796973,0.07842833554217751,0.0,0.14477348308721036,0.06381122243041153,0.13902595080031732,0.058366572862511575,0.0,0.0,0.06319023644032781,0.0,0.0640191389425781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488182289312942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856453799482157,0.0,0.13200296633485428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053157915482535865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973402947670332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27256069192159993,0.05663764589505324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047313313837352704,0.14249598926951948,0.16014777672611402,0.0,0.07657084916316574,0.0698810239741907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100518409461497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888178434515984,0.0856632964843503,0.0,0.21227020684502965,0.03897792196084774,0.0,0.12672269906232062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270828605179658,0.06529796077839467,0.06958811829646254,0.08040643848825453,0.0,0.0,0.16546265225921106,0.03942697854961534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589826363943016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064436301932524,0.0,0.1946561486296483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304606008261136
socialanxiety,vietnamwarfan69,2019/08/26,"Can you be socially anxious and extroverted? I consider myself extroverted because I get energized from being around others. Although it makes me anxious, I ultimately like meeting new people. I don't mind being alone, but I always feel like I'm more satisfied when my time is spent with others.

But I also hate it, because I'm socially anxious.

The best way I can describe this situation is, last year in college (I was a freshman) I didn't go outside much and didn't take enough opportunities to connect with people partly because of the rigor of my coursework, partly because of the awful paranoia I feel being in public and being with other people. 

But then I became depressed because of how alone I felt. I only had a couple of  college friends, only one that I felt like I would retain past freshman year so I was absolutely miserable. I was envious of my roommate who seemed to be hanging out with people all the time. I wanted to go out and be around people, but I couldn't.

Does any of that make sense? That I like social interaction but I also hate it at the same time?",5.139382113821134,6.672282873170737,6.490243902439022,72.87260162601628,69.04878048780488,8.198373983739838,31.71544715447154,8.648137234880735,2.8233349593495936,859,37,141,14,15,291,108,205,0.16899999999999998,0.693,0.139,-0.8328,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,7,13,3,1,7,1,20,0,0,3,1,32,37,16,0,3,5,0,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,1,5,0,1,3,4,5,0,1,9,4,27,8,22,19,8,21,0,2,0,0,9,7,0,1,14,112,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211972410427758,0.0,0.16367144861178134,0.0851493173806322,0.0,0.0,0.06959000117136684,0.0,0.0,0.3468217454817423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219626791592766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119064680685273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739225033864984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322960274208292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813932884014576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955236485641803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057374233811262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348535648759197,0.07310677029939702,0.1965116028206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906228105646519,0.0,0.05346480882977475,0.0,0.11631649128433108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206545392485264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341511556205587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19997908854005006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661624638749728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332723538504184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522658582289428,0.0,0.0,0.09883392296238293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693435410378824,0.15565783196802074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216334991300539,0.09768850074912433,0.3547243515489603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316018948490386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502666557490165,0.0,0.3129470531535625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694173802021073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901371954552425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035869987885089,0.08122723291382238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269448146687715,0.0,0.0,0.13179829228981946
socialanxiety,LaiW0ngBao,2019/08/26,"Social anxiety around family? Its one of my biggest things to the point where i feel like i live a double life. 

I have so much social anxiety around family i feel locked in a mental cage. Im the most boring mfer when im around my family. 

I cant act how i want, say what i want, because all they ever did in the past was humiliate me for being me.

Anyone else deal with this and know the root causes?",2.008214285714285,3.503037678571431,4.261428571428572,85.88357142857143,76.97619047619048,7.6571428571428575,17.952380952380953,8.418075326091056,0.6773523809523812,311,5,67,6,7,108,60,84,0.154,0.815,0.031,-0.7781,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,3,2,16,10,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,12,1,9,7,4,12,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,4,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375657039960443,0.0,0.0,0.10856997271238387,0.15909477704777916,0.0,0.41467568644852426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946525269944854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950738017691155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160078879513194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971004705058614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404526464243474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43913059651657854,0.0,0.15702063761505108,0.11092653179162386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354413659328148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533357200839631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967338742710456,0.0758581819158163,0.0,0.13710824810295705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647791514763815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414297512644225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052165001679178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482249392176088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678247177803694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234787313458281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31656102527456315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315598844238724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18316720089240926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BOGDAN426,2019/08/26,"I talked to a teacher for a whole 30 minutes So my parents helped me start getting tutored, and the first day was just us talking about when I want to go, what I want to learn and all that. He did most of the talking but I replied to some stuff he said. I still can't fully inhale and it looks like I ran a marathon but damn I did it. I was depressed for 2 days beforehand but I did it and I didn't look like a loser.",0.16611111111111046,1.8842666739130431,1.8640579710144929,99.90509661835749,83.34782608695653,4.523671497584541,22.17874396135266,5.033348758259628,-0.24823574879227064,322,11,80,1,9,105,59,92,0.09,0.769,0.141,0.3536,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,2,5,5,1,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,16,9,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,8,4,13,2,8,8,4,8,0,2,2,0,9,0,1,2,8,56,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723086476965116,0.0,0.18183653113567733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795777587723671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030099166140073,0.0,0.11998382315445047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150865113819786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628421068277025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545736659335857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344227242848149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200822565337118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943115245435334,0.0,0.16859994857157728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416808060835789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090684936605174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539502265547128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490469749261486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23570688336325185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LoudSlip,2019/08/26,"Best ways to push me out my comfort zone is a constructive way? Has there ever been any guides on this sub on how people have managed to push themselves and start to face there fears? If so could people link them.

My SA has got to a point where its holding me back in life. The the pain of seeing others excel at things in life where i struggle has become larger than the anxiety itself, so I've decided i'm prepared to push myself out my comfort zone no matter how the large the pain and to keep doing it consistently.

I've heard people suggest things like joining toastmasters or Drama/Improv classes, whilst these would be good i think i need something more radical? 

People online have had the best results with just going out into public and conversing with strangers, starting small with hellos and simple questions... eventually leading to full on convos but i'm not sure i'm ready for that. However doing this consistently is good for conditioning yourself.  Does anyone have any ideas or advice to give me?",6.244173486088378,7.674322468085108,6.118085106382981,76.95653846153849,66.34042553191489,8.12504091653028,29.355155482815057,8.384062270229773,2.2587139116202937,816,28,135,11,13,256,124,188,0.081,0.809,0.11,0.7005,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,14,13,0,2,8,0,15,5,1,4,2,34,28,12,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,10,11,0,2,5,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,4,2,11,9,25,21,4,27,0,0,1,0,8,15,0,4,6,94,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117808401379414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964942189960692,0.0,0.11052202924993973,0.0,0.0,0.10101941061309967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109140189021703,0.0,0.0,0.1595599147273352,0.0,0.0,0.30323259090856075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535053964054587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642995901365978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306847851792752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625731435837909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859239304186918,0.08210776593822555,0.2423554670084457,0.1155488620154732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309328711307552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284149140717905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204092175415358,0.0705825803937314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712546076413454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074605288434657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006396507731573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657439913549788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184367307214442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512687986008445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111222957078474,0.0,0.0,0.20451853870012712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510353402342627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616480691901225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196389007608275,0.09257295038264504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293530884316242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263001236329547,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,melcyeh,2019/08/26,"Strong feeling that people hate me. Anyone else feel the same? im not sure if this is the most common thing that people think about the people around them. I thought maybe a lot of people feel as though strangers and aquiaintances think they are awkward, that they pity you, that you are creepy. I don't know how common the feeling of hatred from your peers is. I feel it often and I find it really distressing.",3.708679927667269,5.915655708860762,3.150669077757687,92.57493670886076,74.18987341772151,5.5269439421338165,20.14647377938517,6.1826913282559595,0.001971428571428291,327,7,64,2,7,96,54,79,0.19399999999999998,0.733,0.073,-0.8848,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,3,1,5,6,1,2,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,21,15,6,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,10,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,11,2,6,14,3,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,4,2,45,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431814345928014,0.19682527823540968,0.0,0.17100636253273244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047174253239313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856481033001216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557246493177867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965524741241824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074968814393074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557105874273846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331333678861465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298647244193767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327013270165193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306175741456706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104841395185686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762019284092518,0.2461750024966496,0.1887335607900679,0.1525029412964104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,namitix,2019/08/26,"First time realizing I might have social anxiety Well, it's a long story, I always were very shy and never had the courage to even buy ice cream when I was 7. When I hit puberty I got bullied for about 4 years and had to see some therapist etc. I also had a time where I had lots of ""friends"" (group of 30+ random people who would only drink and take drugs together) and, despite taking drugs, had a good time and socialized a lot. Still a bit shy to that extend that I didn't want to make my own doctor appointments with 16. With 18 I met my boyfriend and he managed to get me out of it. Those people really weren't good for me, they stole from me and would only use me for my money etc. I still was happy because friends lel I also had a few ""friends"" who didn't take drugs but instead of helping me the cut ties because they didn't want to be friends with a drug addict. Thats the short story. 
Now, still together with my bf, I keep my friend count very low. I have 2 friends who live near me, but I often wouldn't respond for days/weeks (they totally accept it and are happy when I finally call or write) and 3 that live across the country and that I also don't see very often, they are also very understandable and I really like them. I also sometimes socialize with my BFs friends but would always be a little shy and I just can't bring up the courage to write them, even if they want me to. A week before I made a mistake and were a really bad friend to 2 of my friends and now I can't even build up the courage to apologize, because I think they hate me anyway now. When my BF and I had a fight he said I do not know what friendship is all about, because I really fucked this one up and I am currently just a fucking mess and don't know what to do. I would tell my boyfriend but he has to deal with my shit for 5+ years now and I think he gets annoyed when I talk to him about my problems and since I really can't talk to anyone about it I felt the urge to post it here. To get an appointment at a therapist takes up to 6-8 months, and tbh I don't really want to see one because I am afraid that I am just fucking stupid and there is nothing wrong with me. I dunno. Help?",5.4751948051948025,4.234375058441561,6.1949891774891785,84.93391233766236,67.8961038961039,9.604761904761906,29.63961038961039,8.59863814320734,1.8592493506493504,1695,48,389,22,24,559,200,462,0.158,0.718,0.124,-0.937,1,0,5,0,1,0,42.0,0,0,8,1,35,35,9,1,22,0,41,11,1,3,3,75,74,37,0,12,10,0,1,1,11,6,6,1,0,0,18,29,1,1,8,1,2,1,13,16,1,3,20,6,64,19,48,45,10,38,0,1,4,3,45,12,4,10,25,265,82,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808026705582161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497082261656556,0.1039276437408086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047774464383505896,0.0,0.0,0.04366684422219763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214356201663068,0.19034623700490744,0.0,0.05314077893791377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817977548398378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376894664598345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438372710550813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392073677471663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117771845499085,0.2896910302016619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392976393049392,0.12374390609512237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996227708315119,0.06841147422901908,0.0,0.053120366530523766,0.0,0.0,0.4342419380778769,0.1732034530247884,0.0978834318757873,0.0,0.0,0.10476103909166364,0.049947372757959685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295944486744996,0.0,0.06165694321996849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371851243816485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05550887710141345,0.0,0.0,0.06864232720561966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03051016160308241,0.06259181102708282,0.11028987779799526,0.05526673055735453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061863699615187,0.0,0.0590921765755509,0.041686196144996426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625011543717167,0.0,0.0,0.04984739622779212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048165678392321484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059922942583934685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463615505566459,0.09499284435789686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659063200512528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981031961533378,0.0,0.0,0.05975669790057856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400443507780109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059404730024669915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492948978258857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410454459349357,0.05165970199287749,0.0,0.0,0.19098127178455288,0.0,0.0,0.06176514499845059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961915873728648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782002683633772,0.10039069855588907,0.05458449283695043,0.0,0.0,0.14501969629791642,0.0,0.08003152223942986,0.0,0.0,0.10924617273488553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501317677006341,0.0,0.05393718401343036,0.0,0.20611282353965604,0.14733970043767905,0.0,0.1001880541975472,0.0,0.056150502815654736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745218409774008,0.06827982213384617,0.0,0.08043215370425802
socialanxiety,sophiesour,2019/08/26,"I skipped a big birthday party due to my social anxiety, birthday girl totally understood and offered a coffee on a quiet place. I was invited to a big birthday party with 50+ people. The birthday girl is a good college of mine but I don’t know her friends, and I would know nobody but the host at the party. I have a mild social anxiety, I don’t mind getting around people but I am really nervous on social events where I have to talk to strangers. 
My social anxiety kicked in, I was nervous a week before the event. After a bad sleep because of anxiety I sent her a text, that I appreciate the invitation but I have social anxiety and can’t function in situations like this. She texted me back that it’s totally fine, she didn’t know I have these issues and she offered a coffee meetup with her where I don’t have to talk to strangers. She was super nice and it was a really pleasant surprise to me. 
I learnt for this that with clear communication I can really make things easier for everybody and it is fine to admit your weaknesses.",3.9927941176470574,5.6574342107843165,5.636421568627451,77.36139705882354,72.08823529411767,8.825490196078432,28.926470588235286,9.354420925462401,2.7366529411764704,825,33,151,19,16,281,100,204,0.107,0.657,0.23600000000000002,0.9840000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,4,13,0,2,16,0,19,2,1,1,3,25,27,10,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,10,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,7,1,29,9,22,19,2,18,0,0,0,0,22,11,0,0,7,111,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780628404065077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112624329053831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610513214931224,0.104356583326509,0.07618920600995636,0.0,0.10635234553982484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656248003335192,0.0,0.06529908404015028,0.0,0.0,0.10483081403082943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045102903529004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060641370206188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106096512205745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342792155593541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619840928500076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329660948854805,0.0,0.13058188361507098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402042296806817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048747328636818,0.12507445840306675,0.6370282425415825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009151253555085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303394641598548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025478335036377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878518708772043,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ConquestOfParadise,2019/08/26,"How to explain that social anxiety is more than ""being a little worried"" Whenever I bring up my anxiety in a conversation with my family as a reason for why I have trouble doing x, they tell me how they can understand me and they, too, were a little nervous when doing x and isn't everybody a little worried about it? But there's not really anything to worry about, I'm just giving myself a hard time etc.

But the thing is I'm not just a little worried or nervous. It's a paralyzing, irrational, ungodly fear. And I know it's irrational but that doesn't make it any better. How can I make people understand that what I feel is different? When they've never experienced what I'm experiencing but they think they can relate?

Maybe part of the problem is that I'm not diagnosed, because ironically enough I'm too scared to see someone for it, and I can't just (metaphorically) wave a paper at my family and be like, ""It says on here my anxiety is a disorder so there you go."" (*)

How can you make people understand who think they understand but really they don't?

---

(*) Apologies if this is not my place to post because I haven't been diagnosed. I'm not saying I have social anxiety for sure, I'm saying that what I feel seems very similar to how social anxiety is defined.",4.126235144312397,5.6889233467741915,6.106171477079794,74.5325466893039,71.58064516129029,9.898471986417658,28.778438030560274,10.186864033877496,3.196795161290323,1002,39,183,29,19,349,119,248,0.154,0.797,0.049,-0.9372,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,7,1,18,9,0,4,12,0,24,2,0,9,2,44,49,21,0,2,15,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,17,6,0,0,12,0,0,2,11,6,0,0,2,9,26,3,18,45,4,16,0,0,1,0,21,9,0,3,5,135,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612292178469356,0.0,0.3443957506945954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409395357445232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977317867380064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963167170533332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277421603607125,0.0,0.09407099241699288,0.10319183780051787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303376378502616,0.10041664658614644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976043134891866,0.10131826244467992,0.09105226799383463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637306348090057,0.051170912948409766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065674516054555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049482764720571455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04398822737083252,0.36096863082276665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030404736361352,0.0,0.09045570181661457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944318552471318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750284216115454,0.0,0.1248426166461446,0.0,0.09407099241699288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623192405823456,0.0,0.0,0.08615461459618214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153618436864244,0.09257449874066744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480651286620472,0.0901441726658866,0.0,0.07174896893157054,0.08196760225059413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753485122799525,0.07628926693375375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486015180015967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786975537222581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598175300233581,0.11538597674114623,0.0,0.0,0.052502130800140684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749327111492916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429113178632499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124567570340582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3657535723789436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fishfrynye,2019/08/26,"Extrovert with social anxiety I’m a living contradiction. 

I need to socialize for sake of my sanity, but I can’t simply just socialize. I fear and desire it at the same time. I’m exhausted. I’m starved for friends and connection. It’s like an introvert that had to be to a party once a day every day for months. They would feel exhausted, needing time to be alone. I crave being with people, going to parties, being surrounded by people... but it’s not that simple for me (or for any of us.) I am so afraid of social interaction, that it’s easier to just avoid it. 

I talked to a neighbor last night and had a simple conversation, it has kept me up all night. Thinking all about what I said. How they took it, how dumb I sounded, how stupid I was dressed. I just kept thinking how I wanted to take them up for a dinner date, but also knowing I probably can’t because it stresses me out so much. 

It’s hell; not just extroverts or introverts with social anxiety. All of us, with social anxiety. It’s just hell.",1.8422047619047641,4.200346030000007,3.9952857142857177,83.38133333333336,81.2,7.609523809523811,24.023809523809533,8.563005593585519,1.9347309523809528,786,29,153,19,21,269,105,200,0.24,0.664,0.096,-0.9871,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,3,0,13,12,4,4,8,0,12,3,0,4,3,40,28,15,0,5,12,0,1,1,2,1,2,2,1,0,14,8,1,3,4,0,0,2,4,10,0,0,7,3,21,2,28,16,5,16,2,0,0,0,17,5,3,2,10,110,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176887140842711,0.0,0.09087164825157827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727380874193805,0.0,0.2607850203532423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926914888116932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465667674751344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574004939844144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786784331930706,0.05745586657716386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779197416614506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457981139348616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244929841499075,0.09262542861949433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551496472236445,0.0,0.10033933538016754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090700156855545,0.0,0.08353275912257245,0.16851370811362792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327228859924965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101460970306055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755655258692947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225147562812532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809026627141677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6950024522112399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016532834359115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543729052978385,0.0913332771108733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456218813783735,0.0,0.0,0.13251972690999622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624958162033367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733711479275882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702322965715726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072107146014999,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lachgra23,2019/08/26,"Cured my social anxiety Hi all,  
So here's my story. I'm a 24 year old male. I developed social anxiety after smoking marijuana and taking LSD at a music festival back in 2015. Before that, I never experienced any sort of social anxiety at all. Afterwards, I honestly found it difficult to socialize with people I had known for years and had no issues with, including my girlfriend at the time. Things got worse and worse. I stopped seeing people, I tried meditation and avoided all social interactions. Sometimes I couldn't even eat with my family. Only a couple of years ago I went on a skiing trip with my family and I was thinking about how anxious I was about social interaction for 3 hours on my way to the mountains, it was totally out of control. I'm sure many of you know the feeling, it is just so dreadful.

Then things hit a critical point. I was in touch with mental health services already, but I had an argument with my family that led an ambulance to be called, and I was taken to a local hospital and saw a consultant psychiatrist and a doctor who was training to be a psychiatrist. They diagnosed me with psychosis.

Being in hospital was terrible. I was there for a total of 3 months over 3 different stays, as it took me ages to really accept the diagnosis from the doctors.

So how does this relate to social anxiety? Well, essentially the psychotic thinking created a lot of paranoia in my social interactions, things like ""this person doesn't like me"", or ""this person knows my private thoughts"" or ""my friends can tell that I'm anxious and they are judging me"" etc. Thoughts which I am sure are familiar to many of you.

For me the biggest issue was that I was anxious and I felt like people *knew* that I was anxious, and that they were judging me for it, or felt anxious themselves. The problem was that they knew *too much* or saw *too much into* my thinking.

This leads me to the conclusion that really, even though my symptoms were *manifesting* as social anxiety, really my social anxiety was just a symptom of a wider mental health issue of psychosis and *paranoia*.

It took about 3 years for me to get the psychosis diagnosis. Even though it was a mild set of symptoms, and even though I had symptoms which people would dismiss as normal, I reached a point of crisis which revealed to the psychiatrist that I was experiencing psychosis. I have another friend who has struggled with social anxiety who thinks that the same thing happened to him, that actually the social anxiety was just a symptom of drug induced psychosis instead.

I am now medicated (Seroquel) and my social anxiety has *completely gone*. My life has *completely* changed. I see people all the time. I go to Uni and study or hang out with people as much as I want to. I have made a bunch of new friends and reconnected with old friends. I go out most weekends. Sometimes with my friends and sometimes alone. Out to bars and meet new people, talk to girls, talk to guys, and generally have a great time.

I'm not saying you have psychosis. This is just my story. If you have social anxiety, you should go and see a doctor.

If you have smoked, snorted, or ingested something which made you feel anxious, paranoid or otherwise unsettled, you should go and see a doctor.

I am lucky in that the psychosis version of social anxiety is really easy to fix, all I needed was medication. There is someone somewhere here lurking on this subreddit with the same situation, I hope that I can help that person and I wish all of you luck in defeating that shit, because it is bloody horrible.",5.745893713586763,7.242670458396367,6.5148633598352,73.4034805420543,67.56278366111951,9.740509222004057,33.57971480992693,10.000582790830583,3.623718936492097,2827,129,480,68,47,931,268,661,0.136,0.752,0.11199999999999999,-0.6748,1,2,4,0,0,0,91.0,0,9,4,4,29,26,1,3,38,0,52,20,1,8,11,113,97,46,0,12,15,0,5,3,6,3,17,1,0,6,40,39,3,3,20,3,0,12,5,8,1,0,40,15,72,18,79,49,18,60,0,1,6,0,56,22,1,16,26,360,112,7,0.0,0.0,0.03860024706621253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03506336882205067,0.0,0.0,0.04096734051750935,0.043650234749565454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0268989466020426,0.04147715965028277,0.3328564877039248,0.2681172425667128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030415568485002417,0.0,0.024112531364230267,0.0,0.03365862963781725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04039036311565118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04184424107611283,0.0,0.08294591638244488,0.0,0.044364609633467084,0.0,0.04376716463087195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04014777625997828,0.0,0.041326848370846665,0.0,0.1619460194808395,0.03461509182084285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587156647791822,0.040474926116049637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044114592827713565,0.1045035567395737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186759210471,0.0,0.04000067583557427,0.0,0.0759585432099124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337032252998885,0.15280155486249505,0.0,0.02066600105752347,0.0,0.08992070801348201,0.0,0.03163597061695927,0.04360983550793383,0.0,0.03916594577187405,0.034978603202408504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409082525848993,0.0,0.0,0.026513070191136842,0.0,0.0,0.039287317849304934,0.03895398269684618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238563056569388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043477094522666834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027939063838322124,0.057974134936255015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033628484287883065,0.0,0.07485632411119685,0.0,0.08020569033147128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969556573573609,0.07972483686624894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03157264687446547,0.0,0.08723304559750145,0.029329738691918555,0.030507470207681,0.07640547123109963,0.0,0.0,0.03875577572160188,0.0,0.0,0.0830132242547332,0.0,0.0,0.030083572638451718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195855327216052,0.10361443353849284,0.0,0.0,0.0747850494191954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0378490606124613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136050017792672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031455946047432085,0.0,0.0,0.1260817467155361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406029261839429,0.0,0.04446179168025897,0.0,0.6048243950531697,0.033515060125216344,0.0304515868065818,0.1173635491375361,0.0,0.0,0.0421606651591715,0.0,0.0330699849945582,0.0,0.041351766710897915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456076599312518,0.20556540525444025,0.029740647616565464,0.06358607098556544,0.03457305792437695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511508084174673,0.10138170422962403,0.11658858440642962,0.0628049474230058,0.06919500505870599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878947423408808,0.02685543843725699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02333072880702806,0.031397139876462365,0.0,0.0,0.0355649468453865,0.03666814056616117,0.0,0.0,0.045486619538540295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062041862589236,0.028098935800065263,0.0,0.0,0.10188921301535947
socialanxiety,dhdhdhdhdhysy,2019/08/26,"I’m not sure if I have social anxiety or not I never believe anyone can be truly nice to me. Anytime anyone does anything nice for me, even close friends, I always believe theirs some kind of ulterior motive.

Anytime anyone comes to talk to me, despite having a good amount of friends, I find it super difficult to hold conversation and nothing ever flows. Any time I talk I’m just not even listening to responses thinking of a question I can ask to continue the question because I’m too scared to put forward any kind of opinion.

Any time I talk to anyone, every sentence I said plays over and over in my head nitpicking every detail and getting super embarrassed over the smallest little things that I doubt anyone picked up on.

I can still talk to people I’m very, very close to with ease. However, people I barely know that are sort of close (mutual friends at school, those people you’re friends with but far from close) I will have extreme difficult talking to. 

Without convincing myself I am somehow socially superior to someone, I’m completely unable to start and hold a conversation. I never start conversation because I’m too scared too and simply can’t.

The only time this goes away is after a few drinks or while I’m high. 

Do I have social anxiety or is this just some normal thing?",7.321088992974237,7.515029680327871,7.601405152224824,71.60647540983608,63.67213114754098,10.086182669789226,35.46135831381733,9.784248007369934,3.566188290398125,1038,44,173,19,14,339,134,244,0.09699999999999999,0.7879999999999999,0.115,0.5205,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,3,10,21,0,4,7,0,15,2,1,2,4,43,31,11,0,2,11,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,8,12,1,2,6,2,0,4,7,6,0,0,1,2,21,15,32,28,4,31,0,0,0,0,21,16,0,12,13,112,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771457955381198,0.0,0.0,0.18914688339303956,0.0,0.14185250155251744,0.0,0.0,0.32414026864325185,0.0,0.07629603910075983,0.0,0.08667543447951401,0.0,0.08710821670506258,0.0,0.0,0.11303565713894888,0.0,0.0,0.20891472543581094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798652332092331,0.09720926873723594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113498312952698,0.0,0.0,0.09082480059276407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247395380207347,0.08386546925686154,0.15623173625004946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473926825320884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865236155397182,0.0,0.04843943953219091,0.0,0.0,0.07776442735757899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515170713981848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795783815541913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930955294661384,0.05095340132094341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929241707413003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430140987888025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084041219993318,0.0889619529554967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051346768425956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282944224668114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320356483846984,0.20772265983113056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819261154250307,0.0,0.18564654713724305,0.09383190743347557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835319192157521,0.07855659756497213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124743784277831,0.0,0.07404182764769626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738221065954578,0.0,0.0,0.3726015536365215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319063538665374,0.05940763428338172,0.0,0.0,0.16218751049809998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299815496857294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937335864678714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,333Clover,2019/08/26,"My limited English skills make my social anxiety MUCH worse.. Anyone else has/ have had this problem?? So I started going to an American high school 3 years ago and now I'm a senior.

I literally don't have ANY friends, I only talk to my favorite teacher, I never eat lunch or just eat lunch by myself in a classroom ( I used to go to the bathroom at lunchtime when I was freshmen / sophomore  and it was the suckiest moment of my highschool years ) 

I rarely talk to other kids cause I'm socially awkward and the fact that my English isn't good makes me even more awkward and anxious to talk to other people. 

Even when I gain a little confidence to make a small talk with other kids they still look at me weird cause of my broken English..

When I just shut up sometimes people talk to me first but as soon as I actually start talking to them they all start avoiding me after hearing me trying to speak English..

I can talk with my family even with my bad English totally fine without anxiety but whenever I'm at school around other people, it's like my brain just completely shuts down and my English reverts back to kindergarten level.  My writing skills are lacking too but it's way better than my speaking..

I was still really socially anxious when I was living in my country but going to an American school made my anxiety so much worse. It's sad because I was actually excited to go to an American school.

It also sucks that today is my first day of senior year and I just had to hear someone say I'm weird behind my back..

I'm honestly too exhausted from all this I wish I could be confident. I don't know how I would get through this.",4.079439252336449,5.725688682242995,5.187693457943926,80.73884859813087,71.8348909657321,8.002043613707166,30.285482866043612,8.608573733854374,2.486302828660436,1301,56,239,23,25,429,163,321,0.14400000000000002,0.762,0.094,-0.8725,0,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,7,24,17,1,3,10,0,19,6,1,8,5,42,43,21,0,5,10,0,0,1,1,1,1,5,0,2,14,10,4,2,1,0,0,4,5,10,0,2,8,6,44,7,39,32,7,45,0,1,1,0,22,14,1,1,27,170,58,8,0.0,0.0,0.15786168136858686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169853533840241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468267967932369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550037015353608,0.0,0.18562746754603646,0.18275115632847302,0.0,0.056555775931017585,0.08287492699611856,0.0,0.07200365693791437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438917223995385,0.06753452561517091,0.049305963465477706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153507520202959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029297860523086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661797166796206,0.0,0.0,0.08480503894398872,0.0,0.0,0.06457906687278482,0.0,0.0,0.052163306458257085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552847133306856,0.06756796721712675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026879777098788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624997041259242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375992976083506,0.0,0.0,0.062490559516241585,0.0,0.04225840405256445,0.0,0.1838723225334896,0.06784142475490437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823236561921402,0.0,0.0,0.08545808838552812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04445157585776692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039515698786538614,0.08106673387138891,0.07142180442973185,0.0,0.06792195163311457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653412920515347,0.16197152855353847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891767795598705,0.0,0.062382509275466375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151571193487159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822375655844687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739479408325661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181618059011844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432197860766724,0.0,0.32743456122868897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473522922587868,0.06853251137823692,0.0,0.07999606481989509,0.0,0.17174973470341592,0.0,0.12918768258857954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550788782601447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666830672536748,0.0,0.0,0.05491473485032202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985756236222261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420173014127523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301228341634744,0.07796901734836945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485483648707994,0.057457472259924564,0.0,0.0,0.156259386620666
socialanxiety,platedwithgeuld,2019/08/26,"Help me out here!! So there's this really cute girl on my bus sometimes and I don't know what I should do or IF I should do anything. She's usually standing or sitting without talking to anyone but even still it'd be pretty awkward to try reaching out surrounded by others right? also I have anxiety issues and I'm ultra-quiet so there's probably no hope of making friends. She gets on after me and also gets off before me if that's important.
So yeah if there's any way you guys think I could make friends with her, please give me ways I could do it while still being comfortable doing it because I have no idea!!

(by the way if you're wondering why I haven't posted anything else it's because I made a new channel for this stuff, it's a bit embarrassing)",3.32136559139785,4.745150464516133,4.6733064516129055,84.56329301075269,73.38709677419354,7.489247311827956,27.11021505376345,8.07648339933343,1.7175053763440853,602,22,120,9,12,200,99,155,0.063,0.7120000000000001,0.225,0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,12,7,0,2,3,1,15,0,0,3,0,26,26,16,0,9,8,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,11,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,18,5,14,18,1,19,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,8,6,85,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294207277902832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754534985225533,0.0,0.10973259228336113,0.0,0.0,0.10029784896949634,0.0,0.2360807757311059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488159239430698,0.0,0.12205841560052234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566013057749338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290532271610207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982722647789733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474196288966064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164557367311674,0.0,0.1498848511078964,0.13760245502592475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202994411393807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614602183921424,0.0,0.0,0.14247008334802955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192834406306408,0.0,0.14971598263004765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883186762880645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572810921015838,0.19149704447560065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853699425720434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745603297285238,0.0,0.0,0.13737760331548288,0.14593188936517054,0.15465453247463298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189249673353987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224985222673104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186761821190902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291056300384393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420655467302614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529309366238022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919117201316872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738757344493984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798088876988786,0.0,0.0,0.3415722971148417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943392287458788,0.0,0.0,0.13827278642317964,0.1555565244826669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SpazJelly,2019/08/26,"Introvert relationship with an extrovert? Can it work? Tips please. I’ve always had relationships with other introverted people. But I’ve just started seeing this guy for the past 2 weeks that’s so extroverted. Can it work? 

He’s having a party this weekend, so it will be 20-30 people that I’ve never met before. Drinking maybe drugs. I don’t drink or do drugs!! 

How do I let loose? Who do I have a good time and not cling to him like a baby? Ahhhhhh shit. Any tips? I’m panicking hardcore.",0.7286156111929323,3.2664198659793837,3.2915243004418255,83.80456185567013,92.60824742268042,6.07039764359352,19.299705449189986,7.447530270364453,0.9555189985272464,385,12,75,8,14,133,72,97,0.092,0.7829999999999999,0.125,0.4843,0,0,4,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,0,5,0,12,5,1,1,1,9,16,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,4,2,4,11,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,0,1,1,7,43,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290869693671186,0.0,0.0,0.12496772406725487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637200977756016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36004300198871786,0.4262222864675246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413487115317126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195802149668408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791400122858948,0.0,0.08977917493618591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461844822494852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417322832491134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542620205017898,0.2548015182534345,0.0,0.0,0.20172075973974327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945935358488605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643834539851625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886339770380745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300710852537955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715589755166656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740664047169333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675688347535872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,InhaleNovocaine,2019/08/26,I can't do it Never been able to talk to people on vc in discord or games.......... Need help...,-1.1225000000000025,0.3499837499999998,1.8800000000000023,99.395,86.5,4.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.334,65,1,17,0,2,23,19,20,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,11,2,0,0.5184351316842353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474961406243849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844130810761596,0.3998491340669583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594176432390867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166985208740311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,XBionicForSpaceX,2019/08/26,"I can’t make friends. I need help. I can’t keep or have a relationship being friend or love-like. I can’t talk to people, reddit and discord is the only place i can socialize. I lost friends because i’m immature, I can’t have a girlfriend since i’m childish. I don’t have a good personality, so my jokes are shit, i’m random and annoying. Everyone hated me in elementary school, i got choked once by a big kid. 
No one trusts me, all relationships that i make they make it like i’m the background friend, i’m the friend that nobody likes, nobody cares. 
This one kid in high school called me an acquaintance in front of my crush, i thought we had a friendship but nah.
I thought my crush liked me, turns out she didn’t also called me a really great guy in which if you don’t know that’s like a kick in the balls. 
My grammar is shit,
I still have problems with left or right,
I don’t care about my appearance,
I’m the friend that no one trusts but now I don’t even have friends anymore.
I’m sick of this, i’m not mysogynistic or anything.
I always walk alone in high school,
I tried talking with my parents about it but they always say it’s nothing. 
Nobody probably will look at this post.",1.2722667087011388,3.5296537991803305,2.626557377049181,92.94650063051705,82.72950819672131,5.884993694829763,21.679697351828494,7.1686216300943375,0.55898474148802,933,30,206,13,26,301,128,244,0.147,0.637,0.215,0.9614,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,2,1,7,24,4,0,13,0,21,3,2,3,1,27,45,12,0,3,9,1,0,4,8,1,1,1,0,4,11,6,0,1,3,2,0,3,12,6,0,3,6,2,33,18,16,37,1,20,0,1,1,0,27,14,2,7,6,116,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985323619332393,0.0,0.07608034640078698,0.15832179936220686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434949895985542,0.0,0.0,0.0782889469891646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057994115251183614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19428929614922708,0.0,0.19399529495854848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628365311605569,0.0,0.0,0.09090667022789224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145136854010213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979569061245817,0.07608907162541548,0.1048879434651182,0.0,0.0941997477869607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939272540240012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376775731678119,0.2010331358983064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456138315989305,0.0,0.0,0.05228434112634349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033657075372587,0.0,0.0,0.1859148734624872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989040704689132,0.0,0.10385234822355116,0.0,0.08586409156382804,0.0,0.19051236065838592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054225125900722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912857037019642,0.0,0.0,0.10131689699603283,0.19340015626059026,0.07235533061244054,0.0,0.0,0.1056374382166495,0.0,0.0,0.0659554290538535,0.08306921837375053,0.09939703016591928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111413557632787,0.0,0.10257286267418228,0.09103244906772093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094665508612341,0.0,0.0,0.20428124712273307,0.0,0.08124575401225988,0.0,0.07565608657397076,0.0,0.28884859477109115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531178581606828,0.078697608063024,0.0,0.0,0.0969793262089847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597585389768452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293367060487148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105495578940006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459120232236414,0.10348081436690183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cokekitten_77,2019/08/26,"going in public Me: goes to Walmart 
*sits in car long enough to justify not going in*",1.105882352941176,3.5459963529411773,3.689705882352944,83.74867647058825,85.47058823529412,5.752941176470588,20.264705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.9020823529411768,66,2,12,1,2,23,13,17,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5828489906025514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6411632454021385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991961006448105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kurayamikakashi,2019/08/26,"Some bros just called my attitude “fugly” :,( I was walking around a busy beach, having a nice quiet moment walking my dog when a group of bros said, “Hey, I like your cat.” I said, “Hey, that’s nice” and kept walking. They then started go on about how my attitude is super fugly. It be like that sometimes :,(",4.385847457627119,5.2143902542372915,4.962500000000002,85.75527542372883,70.1864406779661,7.255932203389831,26.614406779661017,7.1686216300943375,1.2364542372881355,231,7,46,2,4,74,43,59,0.0,0.772,0.228,0.9259999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,8,5,4,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,6,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106602843580921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563408265048008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832960724859566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409815207641418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6639071745312808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451435843863517,0.0,0.24700514617563785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FiqoTorres,2019/08/26,"How do you cope with past memories that make you hate yourself? Having social anxiety, when I'm off to bed and try to sleep, all of my past actions come to my mind and I feel stupid and cringy, I over-analyze every little mistake I did in the last 15 years of my life and beat myself up for it. One coping mechanism I have, which sometimes work, and sometimes doesn't is that I start to count in my head, this makes me not to think anything else but focus on my counting, and after a while, I fall asleep.

Do you have any techniques you use to cope with over-analyzing past actions? Please share.",5.5537815126050445,5.533477151260506,5.616470588235298,85.07411764705884,67.40336134453781,8.480672268907563,28.764705882352942,7.957251820313856,1.6408453781512606,467,14,97,5,7,147,84,119,0.068,0.883,0.05,0.1671,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,2,2,4,2,0,2,0,8,4,3,4,1,20,17,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,1,1,17,1,17,16,1,19,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,9,62,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413590554354985,0.0,0.13964535194520336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502178264837448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724514517017585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15249175168406964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380085338552252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229952738792276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18022400977017652,0.18734239419538887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487973952007376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893594090951505,0.0,0.18295663996564546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243698536741088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843169954868642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369626548987125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5227755552908601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003780525261826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267542765089376,0.18608020872969466,0.0,0.0,0.3610805698214379,0.0,0.12920529739600994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696656607304705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393511978364248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765905786039794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289391258935576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755209144343265
socialanxiety,throwaway_1841204,2019/08/26,"Do I have to get diagnosed to claim I have social anxiety? Looking at the stories and memes here and thinking about how I feel daily, I think I have social anxiety but I don't wanna claim I have something I don't have, but I can't go to a doctor right now.

Sorry if this doesn't make sense",2.090645161290322,3.4358029032258086,4.091161290322585,87.81674193548392,76.41935483870971,6.895483870967742,23.690322580645162,7.554174236665415,1.0145703225806453,228,7,49,3,5,78,38,62,0.084,0.9159999999999999,0.0,-0.2846,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,2,0,11,17,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,6,17,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397771405793116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638765022099316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661028402339244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314548327306333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358299906428987,0.0,0.1477538989531262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831960438679893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354016477982304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202341344503088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300383090855142,0.0,0.2001470308399904,0.0,0.2910288339363684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331722450449052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ChaBoiSteven,2019/08/26,"I feel like I speak very quitely When I speak normally or even when I raise my voice slightly, for example to ask for something, I feel like no one will be able to hear and so I refrain from asking to avoid embarrassment.",4.636287878787879,5.567652477272726,5.148181818181818,84.2756060606061,69.68181818181819,8.593939393939394,30.57575757575757,8.841846274778883,2.284539393939394,175,7,36,3,3,56,32,44,0.161,0.728,0.11,-0.3182,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,5,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,6,7,2,6,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,23,7,0,0.2668309350522955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989018094907279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762393160595579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698354762699515,0.3812481466334034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007378564856009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607202334308297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614376627794227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081154723031212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838075442971271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054194899832698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016346621430813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,8005882300Empire2dae,2019/08/26,"Panicking about the start of a new semester again This happens every time to me for whatever reason even though I know I always survive. Tomorrow is my first day of classes and I am dreading one of my smaller ones because we are having a class discussion about an assignment. This would normally give me intense anxiety even if I had already been in the class for a few weeks, but really??? The first day?? I can't stop thinking about the possibility of being forced to talk and not knowing what the heck I'm talking about in front of a room of people who I have never seen and have to spend the next 15 weeks with. I never do well in these types of situations, and my anxiety *always* gets the best of me when thinking about it beforehand. I know I am way over-thinking here, but I need some help getting out of that cycle.",5.664782608695653,6.136526440993791,6.3734720496894415,78.04381055900623,67.19875776397515,9.669813664596274,32.24906832298137,9.642632912329526,2.9553672049689443,651,26,124,13,10,214,103,161,0.091,0.8290000000000001,0.079,0.4626,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,4,12,3,0,1,12,0,13,0,0,1,2,24,26,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,4,1,1,4,3,1,17,2,24,21,3,23,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,2,16,97,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620923642076308,0.0,0.2444418536537176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473479068461044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089540348139769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541478049875398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945864930371245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940336481259408,0.0,0.12375779827699845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24988232955362305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534837550977764,0.14090644486045176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298908132404819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845459604835263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421741285181012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891411497420254,0.2265750917642477,0.1418634234306191,0.15621493765481725,0.0,0.14391710261025994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990675231657008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183226442219666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655919058588652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409893901699856,0.15102328175693666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651060291361226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396667365280153,0.0,0.0,0.12280328119271287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612282123699566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28235587197172146,0.14431475870621158,0.0,0.08565041345653003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659127748411775,0.2356461938373685,0.0,0.13206816298152455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434360689426432,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pankystanky,2019/08/26,"I cant stop panicking when I go to shopping centers I always want to shop with my sister but every time we go we have to leave after about an hour because of my anxiety. The thing is my sister is very slow and looks at everything causing me to end up in situations where Im stuck standing in aisles and alot of people are walking past me. I don’t know why I get stressed out when Im in the same aisle as someone else and I always just go to an empty aisle and wait until they leave and then go back. I especially hate when Im walking with my sister through a crowded area. Has anyone else experienced this and if so, how do you deal with it?",5.86663492063492,4.703593377777782,6.7906878306878315,80.7266666666667,67.07407407407408,9.492063492063492,31.87830687830688,8.418075326091056,2.202608465608465,506,17,109,6,7,170,89,135,0.134,0.8340000000000001,0.032,-0.9279,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,1,1,0,9,2,1,1,6,0,8,0,0,2,0,23,19,16,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,2,1,2,2,6,2,2,0,0,1,2,17,0,21,18,2,29,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,2,13,73,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24959476235963896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473613425123745,0.0,0.0,0.10487118936148022,0.15367470464784447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532721655525582,0.0,0.09142788594298934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407325113178816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546252805154006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505821189135648,0.0,0.13283989942025767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263666503480951,0.0,0.13479452050352245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835961969500455,0.0,0.3409538431276158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807658036768315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477024636374641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4860202244814776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242641096255225,0.0,0.0,0.31761943598278924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594745159549786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431751826074714,0.10397891956345648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685865145039879,0.0,0.0,0.127079610523444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539201175302878,0.1718043455961215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964164978074372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745595025216875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375119688789354,0.0884635121926723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533579807587268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,asteroidmind,2019/08/26,"One Year Anniversary for Introvert with Social Anxiety One year ago I downloaded tinder. I spent months terrified to actually use it. I forced myself to even start swiping, then to message people then to try a date. I threw up before my first date because of nerves. Every possible horrible thought of how the date could go played out in my head. I went... and I enjoyed myself but we didnt really connect. I was so proud of myself that I went on another date. On my third date I was feeling so anxious I cancelled hours before. I felt so bad that night I messaged him and asked to go out the next day. Best choice of my life.

We went on a date to a restaurant with a patio overlooking a lake. It poured rain so we had to eat inside. The food was horrible and the open mic was horrendous. Textbook horrible date. I hadn't laughed that hard, smiled so much or let my guard down so quickly with anyone ever. Today is our one year anniversary and I can't stop smiling.

In the last month he told me he wants to marry me, I nearly died of happiness. 

To any other people with social anxiety please dont get in your own way. Something amazing could be right around the corner if you stop overthinking.",2.887385875926648,5.152069952789702,3.986806476785016,85.34273800234101,76.93991416309012,7.3264923917284435,25.18318376902068,8.296473431620573,1.7570875536480686,941,34,180,18,22,305,140,233,0.183,0.667,0.15,-0.8471,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,4,2,0,3,11,8,0,0,11,0,14,4,1,2,1,30,30,16,1,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,15,2,3,3,1,1,6,4,1,0,5,15,3,32,7,31,11,3,49,0,0,0,0,15,15,0,2,27,121,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.11455078693342942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405468348980394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982579737530718,0.12308836442298896,0.1795983445719582,0.1326115912926448,0.0,0.08207829262127622,0.0,0.0,0.10449750050570633,0.10973909079645468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980115375349486,0.07155678143695868,0.0,0.19977190848022888,0.0,0.12318827232235476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744467601182213,0.0,0.0,0.07570358749557868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182705467615583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757429763038148,0.0,0.0,0.12011411817423967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753165829046503,0.10618141576943856,0.09890189067171128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059353362259238575,0.0,0.1127079689941752,0.0,0.0,0.09984758610115907,0.1419423582867459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132879615629565,0.0,0.13342515459663593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495847154722295,0.10515386644710717,0.0,0.12047083342538273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560053914838213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956844086910901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003407358194128,0.08291246797911102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873911086028792,0.0,0.08629145130127272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248402355271736,0.11015783208219247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386292583561789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275990075703786,0.0,0.0,0.1288534348654037,0.0,0.13233390378129956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519981050529832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024611354714194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393183659888046,0.0,0.09036867629582897,0.0,0.0,0.08308567810891608,0.0,0.0,0.19627816363482375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931905453646088,0.0,0.0,0.11126721560425502,0.11216635868112844,0.0,0.07969668176354253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138291537842567,0.0,0.0,0.06923669011732382,0.09317471657988062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264510988777598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267761948048547
socialanxiety,hcl00,2019/09/30,"I’m so tired of things like this happening Literally under five minutes ago I spent $100 instead of the $12 I was supposed to at an (expensive) clothing store because I saw someone I knew working and felt stupid for only buying one thing ?? 

I feel so pressured by everything when I’m in public. It’s so tiring to constantly be worrying about everyone around me, and this time it really wasn’t great for my wallet (uni student ,, rip) 

Does anyone else feel similarly at all? 
I feel so crazy sometimes",4.904955357142857,6.357423989583335,6.106488095238094,75.70875000000002,69.52083333333334,9.235714285714286,32.464285714285715,9.606745405546679,3.2795910714285714,397,18,70,9,7,133,74,96,0.15,0.782,0.068,-0.8054,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,9,13,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,1,2,0,2,6,5,8,2,13,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,5,43,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759042709008948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875321836667373,0.203324287454572,0.0,0.17665285233627487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209666210547484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444214822967375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365537578019802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577038782573653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961704443938365,0.17834424928269302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30101028315802103,0.0,0.19053263578072124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877978576624427,0.0,0.0,0.17547902269966548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694731072787252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446745595351,0.15092186201267205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712515568908656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681367881519218,0.0,0.1962613237588336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636682138273028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571142309616354,0.4561530607724064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444660133176136,0.2015245177551909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DeBaun037,2019/09/30,"Do I have social anxiety? Hey y’all, this seemed a good a place as any to ask if I actually have social anxiety or if I’m just overthinking. 

I’m terrified of being judged in public which prevents me from being myself a lot of the time, 95% of the time I’m convinced my friends secretly hate me, in public I “turtle” (it’s what my friend calls it when my shoulders are at my chin and my jaw is clenched), I stutter through any presentation I have to give, I don’t want it to look like I have no one to talk to in the halls at school so I always wear headphones (again, terrified of being judged), I just assume people don’t want to talk to me so I never try to strike up conversations, in relation to my last point I’m terrified of making a bad impression or seeming weird or awkward. That’s all I can think of right now and I can’t talk to a professional bc I’m scared to tell my parents or to have them waste money if it turns out it’s nothing. 

I haven’t been able to figure out if I’m just shy and overreacting or if it’s anxiety and any help from experts would be much appreciated (two friends day I do, one with and one without but he’s suuuuper smart and I figured I’d ask here). Thanks in advance y’all and have a blessed day :)",1.9966678321678333,3.5641796807692363,4.086783216783221,86.81185314685318,77.19230769230771,7.342657342657343,25.279720279720287,8.150884317080207,1.4206923076923084,967,35,214,17,22,332,134,260,0.107,0.743,0.151,0.9237,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,1,1,9,16,1,2,9,0,21,3,3,1,2,40,40,22,0,8,15,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,7,0,1,1,7,6,0,4,1,1,29,10,35,34,3,25,1,0,1,0,24,14,0,14,11,140,39,2,0.12412581828293714,0.0,0.12112889327959782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032826243233874,0.0,0.0,0.2532294386642213,0.0,0.2848677337174257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208176868149785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363987352735912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674633856533926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160101768239509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876978978939761,0.0,0.0,0.11907279536410773,0.0,0.10411084726616754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254854770686803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319891953509753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117910875287156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606416049757828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423442547149643,0.0,0.0,0.1055273319228861,0.0,0.0,0.08285494755663568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124675853765916,0.0,0.09573348317377206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910207033430982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523326006098335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782703190297013,0.0,0.0,0.08605321349932933,0.0,0.12968506127195584,0.0,0.1173390192874743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600277060167966,0.0,0.0,0.12427159802529668,0.12562195486350042,0.0,0.2259989662501619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530612804131331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993028928001842,0.1084914362461908,0.11427837664530148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953481237483452,0.0,0.0,0.144757525668339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427328278141236,0.13501324666584358,0.12125288827561545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642524722466918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965285938459655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817541996449034,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wax42,2019/09/30,"Phone call Sorry maybe I'm bit wrong. But take call or make call is nightmare.
Tomorrow at morning I need to make call, really really important call and gosh I feel so stressed already. 
I just wanted to went little bit just feel so much presure Inside me, but I need I must do it.

Wish me luck please, and be safe people",1.0420312500000009,3.5608266406250024,2.2800000000000007,92.965,87.28125,5.7,18.9375,7.1686216300943375,0.4336937500000002,251,7,52,4,8,80,44,64,0.07400000000000001,0.701,0.225,0.9149,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,18,15,7,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,2,3,12,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,1,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563856952992762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30943149701138545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7235327662578299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331042063982288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203535908763532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919132523231352,0.0,0.14237146380018995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417661032910816,0.2101593086313209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982471293661054,0.0,0.0,0.1555601843648943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157213113688106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863800418506369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233370993184928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655181771304573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358700170248819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137094658643955,0.0,0.0,0.16296491105168873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549427775947308,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fadetoblack02,2019/09/30,"Damn it just hit me again I will only ever have one life, this life, and I'm living it as a socially awkward loner with barely any good memories to tell.",4.232500000000002,4.39943225,6.1374999999999975,79.5575,70.25,8.9,25.375,8.841846274778883,1.7730124999999997,120,3,24,2,2,42,29,32,0.193,0.731,0.077,-0.4549,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466713504468981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281133929307047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30424381256915195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124190704700446,0.0,0.0,0.3203004972076311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24579773853520664,0.27587531953503114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697613206896969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31704523650890104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cerclerond,2019/09/30,"How to deal with the blank moments? When you're talking and you're mind goes blank. You don't know how to keep a conversation going because of the anxiety your brain is empty there are no words.

How do you deal with that?",2.6163333333333334,4.565966133333337,3.219722222222224,92.01625,76.55555555555556,6.277777777777778,22.36111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.545777777777777,176,5,38,2,4,55,33,45,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,1,3,0,10,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24774031293706955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741272636128224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615177926747132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6677393418011965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184048408866061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878480535856577,0.0,0.0,0.17797658060735966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269908343204589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26029410687431603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Amin_Yapusi1337,2019/09/30,I almost get a heart attack when someone I know walks by while I have earphones in. I have absolutely no clue what to do. I hate it.,0.3945238095238111,2.448587500000002,2.8000000000000007,91.61166666666668,84.71428571428572,5.161904761904762,20.047619047619047,6.42735559955562,0.08017619047619108,102,3,23,1,3,35,23,28,0.322,0.6779999999999999,0.0,-0.8414,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098674420041079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656521707253815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138489387993378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041114504628284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850373996174465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494749951553966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34680923617606746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lebear121,2019/09/30,"Stupid presentations suck I was doing a science course at college but decided it wasn't really my cup of tea, I've been thinking of switching into doing a course I'd enjoy more BUT there's a problem. This course has lots of required presentations and I don't know what to do. It's really hard for me to do presentations but the rest of the course sounds amazing. I'm honestly stumped. Ugh!",3.2770129870129883,5.487017480519483,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636366,75.49350649350649,8.036363636363637,27.883116883116887,8.841846274778883,2.4074467532467536,314,13,59,7,7,105,51,77,0.16699999999999998,0.674,0.16,0.451,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,5,0,9,1,0,0,0,11,13,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,4,3,9,10,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,39,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090878208057611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509746252057396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882456421271853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43697279709661385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5851107076522526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926165547755688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TotaIFootball,2019/09/30,"Wish I had things to do and people to do them with. It’s such a nice day where I live right now. Clear skies, nice and warm, it’s the perfect day to do something. However, I have absolutely nothing to do and I have nobody to do anything with. This sucks and I really just wish my life wasn’t being wasted. I know what I need to do to fix it, but I’m too afraid to go through with it.",0.3049999999999997,1.960838309523812,2.4121428571428574,96.47035714285715,82.57142857142857,5.628571428571429,18.833333333333336,6.6274283507984215,-0.18928095238095197,294,7,73,3,8,99,52,84,0.048,0.787,0.165,0.7498,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,1,1,2,0,11,1,0,0,2,15,18,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,9,4,12,15,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266229080931574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490003051199886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377547222457305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870235986516225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111694425743694,0.0,0.0,0.23892495731787455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062984454690388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596264822316865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875844226960273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333892408234425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231071771975726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830383766407198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975971888411124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6223017192782593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Istuu17,2019/09/30,"Vent Why do I say stupid things So I had to write a cover letter at work and I was with one of my colleague. She is super cool and I'm the most comfortable with her. She was helping me with the cover letter and my hand writing isn't the pretteist to say the least. We were joking about my hand writing and I told her that my writing would be nicer if I was alone. She then goes: oh so your hand writing looks bad because of me? We kinda laughed it off but now I keel replaying it in my head. What if I insulted her or made her feel uncomfortable. Because when someone is looking at me when I'm writing I tend to rush things and my hand gets a bit jittery. What if I told her that I don't like it when people look at me while I'm writing? Then I would probably make her uncomofortable and she'd feel responsible or something. Anyway this is my first time venting. The past 4 months have been really hectic. It's 9pm here and I'm preping my meat for the next 4 days and I gotta wake up at 5am to hit the gym before work.
I usually ler go of these thoughts as soon they arrise but today I just felt like venting haha. I'm probably overreacting anyway. Peace out.",0.5124297423887612,2.7569846106557385,2.510210772833726,92.58672131147543,86.09016393442623,5.288992974238877,21.009367681498823,6.7097532225279775,0.36870889929742345,911,30,200,11,28,304,137,244,0.077,0.778,0.145,0.9298,0,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,2,1,1,4,12,11,2,0,9,2,17,6,6,2,0,39,38,24,0,5,8,0,7,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,12,14,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,3,0,2,11,13,40,8,21,21,3,26,0,0,3,0,29,8,0,7,18,131,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444639633691706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451142895104846,0.18180792449412636,0.0,0.12689264149275248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280363179571322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961719619226884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080208175107676,0.0,0.14318141135813958,0.0,0.0,0.12684389955963235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791058315501961,0.0,0.08475000532931083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530431619988564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995396564975197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570787540427682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37567714489505377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110373477943192,0.09954072274333238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902851078397698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585939421726875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104956584613703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235472318130254,0.10338307269163807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32155950981308434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553197611581236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371771000520753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635138610333851,0.11480212739236165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814131490586803,0.0,0.0,0.118386959942726,0.0869547875684398,0.0,0.14135111394768354,0.2849867260707587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423785433192195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456026191655204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171265578239869,0.0,0.0,0.21186532102896236,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oranjemoon,2019/09/30,"Sweat in social situations For some reason, whenever I am around people in a social setting, I start to sweat a lot from the arm pits and it makes my shirts wet/stained around there. When I am at home or with family or close friends, I am fine. But out and about/in class, I sweat. Its like the people around me subconsciously affect me. Anybody have any tips/solutions? I really wanna wear more diverse shirts rather than just black ones all the time lmao.",4.328078817733992,6.2166126781609234,4.3123152709359625,86.28206896551725,71.64367816091955,7.730049261083742,22.773399014778327,8.418075326091056,1.210643349753695,361,9,71,6,7,111,65,87,0.0,0.8640000000000001,0.136,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,4,7,7,3,1,20,6,6,0,2,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,3,13,6,4,12,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,4,4,47,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630741320937402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5745796279598884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282154867678806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662221242864899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158100943865345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511001094903566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829103800644237,0.0,0.0,0.14361236725739104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578925048509772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983118344815032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378287484826138,0.2212070628398428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24183436710859105,0.0,0.4386307711615452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228223254331694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254540106089764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,themtoes-,2019/09/30,"I know what I'm doing with my life... nothing. (Need Advice) It's amazing how far behind I am from my peers. I have been blessed with the most patient parents. I don't have a job, have no money, don't go to school, don't to anything besides avoid social interaction and play video games. 

I want to start my life but I don't know-how. I want to get a job but I have no experience and never had an official job. My resume is laughable that most would throw it in the garbage. I am seeking help and tips because I am just over existing with my social anxiety.

I've read multiple jobs but most want some experience and what not but I really have applied. I've applied to full-time positions mainly as I want to work as much as I can. Am I more inclined to get a job offer if I apply for part-time to get some experience? Like I don't know I'm just asking for tips or some help. I don't even want to post this but I don't know what to do.",0.9069078947368432,2.702864275000003,3.1472631578947383,91.24678947368423,81.25,6.2105263157894735,22.02631578947368,7.273561745256523,0.62995,725,23,166,10,19,248,99,200,0.044000000000000004,0.8170000000000001,0.139,0.9201,6,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,6,0,23,2,0,1,1,36,40,15,0,8,10,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,3,4,1,2,11,1,0,0,2,0,23,4,22,37,9,8,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,8,3,109,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554338080898262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904537627253786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730196848381008,0.0,0.1105390331326155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720783940956329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809682477224618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469860911473304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532755596303524,0.0,0.06719887816474585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850841150231448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5866779308627831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599278446382147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703371567109734,0.05776640207212828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692047223304518,0.08767393320197442,0.09119446760998358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345507898912315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129223318701005,0.12804308607332532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324184433729165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827263336552005,0.0,0.07574797899893053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966583596574805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410628755467556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369133057938559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34870695243261235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860805910799073,0.0,0.0,0.08399475516160289,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ComedyFan23,2019/09/30,"awesome anxiety podcast! I saw this posted over at r/anxiety but i feel like a lot of the topics regard social anxiety.   It's called ""Panic Attacking"". Two comedians talk out what gave them anxiety that week and they talk through it and make jokes. Really cool to hear them talk about things that I only thought made me anxious and laugh as they make light of it. They also talk about the core causes of anxiety and panic attacks in the recent episodes.  I listen on iTunes but its available all over i think.",3.19125,5.861560624999999,4.010250000000003,83.40975000000002,78.16666666666666,7.173333333333334,25.225,8.238735603445708,1.9166825000000007,404,15,72,8,10,129,67,96,0.198,0.636,0.16699999999999998,-0.3924,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,5,0,3,8,2,2,4,1,0,0,0,4,1,16,10,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,6,11,4,14,6,2,9,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,1,3,48,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053814060642464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287070977306599,0.15615442274789387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31450081169667904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114274285063186,0.0,0.0,0.1419947115621708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989049698743861,0.09874766213872987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578913894693286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752954408015642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175135884941318,0.0,0.13079143253203546,0.18453195081229468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051260159454211,0.0,0.32435350711917393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238093155507488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855020051974274,0.0,0.13648008970501066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409025445275074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443987017546768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918302639573264,0.08856872472815068,0.0,0.10973487064836264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502532241559884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108754143989004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bighorneysheep,2019/09/30,"I feel depressed when certain people don't say hello to me. I have always been severely effected by people that might dislike me slightly or maybe not care much, that decide to pass by without a smile or a hello. I can't bring myself to ignore them back, and so always am trying to say hello to them and it goes in cycles. Now being around the same people for so long makes me realize that they are probably enjoying this. Sometimes at a social event one person that does this to me will make me totally depressed from having fun. I wish I could justify they didn't see you, but I really think they know it will deflate me and we aren't exactly friends.",5.6185465116279065,6.06605088372093,6.432083333333335,77.66812500000002,67.29457364341086,9.240697674418604,29.30329457364341,9.188382445141503,2.47218527131783,520,17,95,9,8,172,87,129,0.129,0.8109999999999999,0.06,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,5,1,6,8,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,3,3,26,23,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,8,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,2,4,20,5,14,16,3,10,0,2,1,0,15,3,0,3,5,76,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29119782068791983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557709380024292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455023578781986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840565021118798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970876271977686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014232088369539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312778942823266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884760771116693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519053734360975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961654443887618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485342412827888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336034770588301,0.0,0.17579277980552596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856280825892744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863178780105058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857222494661862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36393113166455504,0.152787395381633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866002150537214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209784887989338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27830516859797505,0.0,0.0,0.1394378733828408,0.0,0.0,0.1976796752619172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837195229970618,0.0,0.0,0.17306151636496486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212129912509378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880118485044715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122048309303409,0.16867625179031606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,panicpossum,2019/09/30,"Does social anxiety get worse with age? 26/F. I feel like as the older I get, the worse my social anxiety is getting. When I was a kid, I was VERY social. When I was a teen, anxiety started to kick in. I still partied a bit, but I never liked drinking and currently do not drink, but do smoke marijuana. Social gatherings make me really, really nervous. Even a family get together of 30 people, where I know everyone, it's a lot for me. I was recently standing up in a wedding with a very large bridal party. The wedding was very big, very loud, and very drunk (even before the reception or photos happened) and I didn't know many people. I had panic attacks all day, to the point I almost backed out before getting ready. I ended up bailing at the start of the reception, before the meal even came out. I was an absolute mess. 

I had NO idea I was going to fall apart the way I did. I feel incredibly embarrassed and guilty about it all. I thought I knew my anxiety issues and how to control them. Basically, does anyone else feel their anxiety is getting worse or changing as you get older?",2.971037805782061,5.024149192488267,4.9032320237212765,79.87603409933287,75.85446009389672,8.24007907091673,26.703484062268352,8.99025400887824,2.4001042253521137,850,33,158,20,19,291,119,213,0.23,0.722,0.048,-0.9896,1,0,3,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,2,1,10,7,1,3,17,0,15,4,0,3,3,31,35,14,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,10,4,1,8,3,0,3,4,5,0,0,14,4,27,2,19,21,4,30,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,4,16,104,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018201800711544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444780273889045,0.0,0.0,0.06297200211062777,0.09227704848543132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245618007635714,0.0,0.06925053266343435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299031200705093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832212613837192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030045759526574,0.0,0.0,0.09527147207019376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100987755786416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808120904208387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576241159502935,0.0,0.0,0.1764489046228214,0.0,0.0,0.07523352131880437,0.0,0.07976637318219097,0.0,0.0,0.17845121749920678,0.0,0.0,0.08605612945923417,0.0,0.0,0.08490049369340658,0.0,0.1366110307888923,0.06433883715354376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293682008191269,0.0,0.05118313776115407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963970506696604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166670700197107,0.0,0.0939991761642006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898917246402153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799747245706536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656573806102412,0.0,0.0,0.06011570742939861,0.09130664088740624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945977561252856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566593184455997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248724417464422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513575062873155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153894038149358,0.0,0.08892332310506149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672190579717901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748977421787527,0.0,0.07192198220883615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149753036979599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715444002811848,0.0,0.07148538622993295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27533631022604577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whotfisgregory,2019/09/30,New member of community I'm new to this App and I've read alot articles that stated that it has helped alot of people. I just wanna ask if it's really possible to overcome social anxiety because I have been trying but nothing ever works,3.685851063829787,5.700946468085108,6.064840425531916,72.50875,73.68085106382978,8.955319148936171,26.643617021276608,9.516144504307137,2.853429787234043,192,7,32,5,4,68,38,47,0.032,0.968,0.0,-0.09,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,5,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,22,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126414076104632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598584613067085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694440420939706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514340069792669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863131545023829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.536917990398035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667135890194939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270497443615986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133622154670658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780388397660785,0.0,0.17807061190900805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28334890464709234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871905119696555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236082506312966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheAutoAI,2019/09/30,"Join our 90-day Social Anxiety challenge! Let's overcome social anxiety together! ​

[The Social Anxiety challenge](https://i.redd.it/eryohnvs9rp31.gif)

We will post daily challenges like:

* compliment 10 strangers
* give a public talk
* ask someone out on a date

We will push each other out of our comfort zone and track the progress together.

Join us on our Telegram group chat [https://t.me/SocialAnxietyBattle](https://t.me/SocialAnxietyBattle)",13.714,18.871514399999995,9.15666666666667,47.225000000000016,55.0,10.0,40.0,10.125756701596842,5.5740000000000025,384,18,37,9,6,106,46,60,0.07400000000000001,0.6559999999999999,0.27,0.9078,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,6,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,5,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,0,2,21,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262017782891665,0.23844659725173514,0.0,0.0,0.4503569454300434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345292229038376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655512500727173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824617201887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20066324053905407,0.0,0.09587034525278793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793856505244924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6001095864714077,0.1662689950736846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772599070319726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360461405770358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844659725173514,0.0
socialanxiety,re_vult,2019/09/30,"Went out of my comfort zone and started talking to a girl. Found common ground and was able to talk, so I got a bit nervous and started talking fast. Then she was like “you really talk too much” Feels bad man, I shut up pretty quick after that but I just like my pepper plants.",2.253035714285716,4.131902517857147,3.1065714285714314,92.73842857142859,77.39285714285714,5.194285714285715,21.91428571428571,5.6839178017228535,0.10513999999999957,215,6,45,1,5,68,44,56,0.068,0.779,0.153,0.6018,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,7,3,6,3,2,12,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,9,28,8,0,0.21756124743106248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816545540655609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375205343256567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000550368520788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385446783205756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740036041688083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212578872103462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993254977979854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133800331769665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937530607846735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30798194142660235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6994699584460246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168145602146192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bobypk81,2019/09/30,"social phobia/Anxiety related to stims abuse? I have been consuming pressed adderall pills 30mg for roughly 11 months which contain meth. I didn't find out until one month ago, and even still knowing the potential dangers, It does feel hard to stop. I'm in my last year of college, and since taking these pills, I've been able to land an engineering internship and work full time while being on deans list. I've even had a great social/sex life until I hit my downfall.

Last week at work I consumed double my usual dose, and in the middle of a conversation my whole body began to shake it felt like a anxiety attack. I had to drink water and take deep breathes for up to 10 minutes after. Soon after my hands began to shake uncontrollably, like I couldn't control them to stop?

Soon after I realized every social interaction (usually notice with girls), my brain shuts down, my hands begin to uncontrollably tremor. At parties this leads me to binge on alcohol, which will control the tremors but still have no motivation to talk to people. Last night I stood away from the pills and did some coke and it caused the same tremor and nervousness shake speaking to my friends. (stim related?) I have been going through a lot of life events that may be a factor. My girlfriend of 2 years has moved on to another person on our campus. I had an ankle injury that caused me to take off 2 months from the gym. (I have been working out for 3 years). I have stress from career fairs and future job aspects. I just feel lost sometimes, like no motivation for class/work or finding a new relationship. I know stopping stims all together will only be the real solution. But is there any medication that can benefit me now, as I still have to attend work and class. I can't have my hands shaking during meetings.

TL;DR Abused stims recreationally for 11 months (pressed adderall pills containing meth) and only recently have social anxiety/phobia. Any medications that can possibly help for short term. Until I can request off from work and take 1-2 weeks to sober up.",6.66812228024369,7.461184292428204,6.531400130548303,76.65922378154919,65.08355091383812,9.516492602262838,31.36303307223673,9.516144504307137,2.822371714534378,1636,59,291,30,24,516,212,383,0.121,0.797,0.081,-0.8334,1,0,4,0,2,0,49.0,1,0,1,11,10,17,2,8,15,0,30,19,6,7,1,46,47,20,0,1,4,0,10,3,2,3,10,1,0,2,11,15,4,7,10,2,0,8,5,11,0,1,14,11,32,6,56,25,8,71,0,1,0,0,17,22,0,4,44,180,43,14,0.08027610512678074,0.1902281154587652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115992361187032,0.08579074285802331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918100854230374,0.08417649562797642,0.12282200139325025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132565861652656,0.07542204329439876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891686558433859,0.0,0.08961468222343241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649313460721463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800729558309069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025016056757193,0.0,0.0,0.07864002159183756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604322066851966,0.0,0.06763608084933675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118002155835577,0.0,0.07707764989608032,0.0,0.1467418115232232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202111968746213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456227605071181,0.0,0.0,0.08850468930182244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719116223596238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380738111880925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966164753210528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823529595232135,0.19630721996205414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340277419503784,0.11765655018675115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763085164165497,0.06824787387810352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173946088127472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563024849339188,0.0853207954625675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753116256351812,0.0,0.07533368660898539,0.0,0.0,0.09139487775328216,0.0,0.0,0.05439716639583672,0.12210719065751062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055653343590638574,0.07009399860298564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049924682400877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913717823102978,0.0,0.0,0.0792629692312132,0.0861864944124821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640522371125401,0.0,0.0,0.3273255190738181,0.0,0.0,0.0793951206250792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923258037533584,0.20134325523609206,0.0919560071980798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143056228315696,0.0645228924960892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046809642462762535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768255769488848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878529870537456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962540454906302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506517636965641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550855392384654
socialanxiety,rayniidayes,2019/09/30,"I can’t sing to my children if another adult is in the house They love when I sing to them, but my husband works from home so he’s always here. I have always had issues around singing, but it was never that important. How can I get over this? Medication doesn’t help.",2.0536363636363646,3.9597834545454593,3.2890909090909126,91.0736363636364,78.0909090909091,6.581818181818183,21.909090909090907,7.554174236665415,0.6996545454545453,210,6,46,3,5,68,46,55,0.036000000000000004,0.848,0.11599999999999999,0.6442,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,1,6,9,6,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,8,1,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,2,33,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.485177537356864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057103193757803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25953683277315337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232021278179886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19541644664450075,0.0,0.29244337417476224,0.0,0.0,0.33640374966448083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042972009843565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631307164278409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29370088332144595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248574526118419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224820909454603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unicornkisse,2019/09/30,"I (F20) took a massive step and asked an online friend to meet (never met before) I’m so lonely, literally have zero friends. No job because of my anxiety. I don’t speak to anyone anymore. We’ve spoken about meeting in the past but never actually planned anything. So yesterday I asked her “we should plan it, when are you free?”  and her reply this morning (10+ hours later) says “I don’t know I’m honestly rubbish at planning things! Do you wanna go out or ‘out out’?” 

I’m just worried why did she say she’s rubbish at planning things, does she even want to meet up? Or was it just a thing people say. Like oh yeah we should do this. Then never do it. I’m just worried I’ve made an asshole of myself because it doesn’t seem like she wants to meet up. I just want to make a real life connection and possibly form a real friendship out of it instead of just talking on Snapchat. I’m sick of putting myself out there to feel like maybe I should just shut up and back off.",1.4798484848484854,3.6312258232323233,3.0507979797979807,90.82286363636366,81.17171717171719,5.374141414141414,24.041414141414148,6.508806274219699,0.7056335353535355,755,28,157,7,20,248,115,198,0.073,0.769,0.158,0.9559,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,2,0,4,14,8,0,0,7,1,13,2,0,2,3,37,31,11,0,7,9,0,1,3,2,3,2,4,0,0,10,11,0,0,3,0,1,4,7,1,0,1,5,5,19,8,26,23,1,28,0,1,0,0,24,14,0,3,13,102,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.12974521006415274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171045336076416,0.0,0.13185594800702524,0.09296544880170267,0.0,0.10941089711690252,0.0,0.2485905469319832,0.0,0.0,0.10223443170034802,0.0,0.16209665402732334,0.0,0.11313518188987627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635009361420298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781573274886746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672262029837818,0.09498330481617953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544189574493152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556157043706274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093420514040222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193763648279225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306876497637824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939102721410265,0.1948657557214437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580553538657066,0.08874870631217699,0.0,0.13357148603428376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076300100228737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692089399777778,0.0921744759641623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988714267578246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365681578834174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026645160554164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171942128264093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103752687116927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686444730554168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26498881382796696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771824891419172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352614716293305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997149344509475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270045155826927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BlossomSamurai,2019/09/30,"Just had a realization about my own anxiety I was thinking about a new roommate of mine. He's mostly a good guy, but occasionally he takes jokes personally out of nowhere (not mean ones either, but really ridiculous ones), and will also apologize for anything and everything. These things do bug me when they happen, but I feel pretty neutral/positive about him overall. 

That was when I realized, I always assume that people only ever have entirely positive or entirely negative thoughts of me, which leads me to occasionally talk too much, or go dead silent. I think that I should consider other people's thoughts of me as complex as my thoughts are about other people. Doing something wrong or stupid doesn't sour relationships as quickly as I think it does. 

I guess that's just a long way of writing out the common ""think of yourself like a friend"" thing, but there it is.",9.302594339622644,8.670624691823901,8.859363207547172,66.94489386792453,59.94339622641509,11.975157232704403,38.74292452830189,11.20814326018867,4.45677924528302,702,30,116,16,8,225,104,159,0.14300000000000002,0.727,0.13,-0.6581,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,13,7,2,0,6,0,11,0,0,1,1,33,24,16,1,1,11,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0,12,1,0,2,3,3,0,2,6,2,17,4,18,16,4,12,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,6,8,90,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449741551883238,0.12953841414608747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909494202239945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281115560712148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623680944705746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082167165912754,0.0,0.0,0.13991534322702706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787165967920861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027815162680655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847665655765227,0.13057718216026204,0.0,0.0,0.17149931363976853,0.15414789359951112,0.13766750421679885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605749167682219,0.0,0.0,0.13777209554165376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958139856956372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144428743399272,0.0,0.0,0.15035692637620304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098589192835004,0.11840182236823152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237871873000121,0.1359339630529662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838275157379567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973273521611592,0.0,0.0,0.16714229435659556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985023904026723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705215063824885,0.12512986360376233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685404090169476,0.3990143949938227,0.0,0.3707781145873687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357171215003472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021188124795908,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bloatedprotoplasm,2019/09/30,"[21M] I bloody hate how shy I am and can't help wanting to isolate myself whenever I screw up in social situations So I don't know if I have social anxiety, don't want to label myself with anything, but I'm incredibly shy and get super nervous/anxious when interacting with people.

I hear people commonly recommending ""exposure therapy"" and basically to keep forcing yourself out of your comfort zone interacting with others. The problem is the anxiety doesn't get better for me, it's like it's intensified with each interaction; I can't help being awkward as hell and then beating myself up about it afterwards. I then want to isolate myself and not interact with anyone even more cause I feel I'm hopeless at it, an embarrassment, people deserve better than me, etc.

Yesterday for example as I was woofing down my lunch during my 15 minute work break in the breakroom, the others were having a conversation and I was too shy to join in beyond the odd stupid remark here and there, and when they turned to look at me I felt like they were thinking ""what the hell is he on about?"". 

Then my (waaay out of my league) crush who works in another department, who's super friendly towards me and the complete opposite personality-wise (extroverted, confident, bubbly etc.), comes in and starts chatting to me asking me questions etc., but I was too shy to respond beyond really short awkward responses and just asked her a couple of questions before sitting silently. Then she sat opposite me and I kept awkwardly catching her looking at me, too shy to say anything and didn't even say goodbye when I had to dash off (though I could hear her saying ""byeee-"" as I was closing the door, but I didn't turn back to respond...). 

Sorry for venting, I just fucking hate how I'm like this and so socially inept and overthink everything - I know it's ""in my head"" but don't know how to stop it (alcohol helps immensely but as an alcoholic I don't touch a drop anymore). The odd thing is I have no problem when I'm ""performing/acting"" - working as a waiter and kid's party host (my two current part-time jobs) and doing some threatre and musical performing, I don't have a problem cause I'm playing a scripted role/character, I'm not being myself/no one knows the ""real me"", and it's not a proper personal social interaction. 

...But when I'm actually having to talk to people socially and authentically and ""be myself"", I get so anxious and clam up and sort of retreat into myself, and basically want to disappear into the floor lol. It's just a different ball game entirely and I can't manage to translate that performing/acting approach to it (I know Shakespeare says ""life is a stage"" but damnit real life is much harder to perform lol). People say ""be your best self, act how you wish you could act"" etc. but it's like there's some invisible fucking barrier there and I can't push through it.

I can't even do normal shit like go shopping and get a coffee without having to mentally prep myself a lot and push through super nervousness. I've been like this for 21 years and I've only gotten worse overtime, nothing I've tried works and there's no end in sight, I have no clue how to fix myself and stop my skills and confidence eroding further.

I'm not that social anyway but still I have no real friends and have never kissed a girl or been in a relationship - people constantly give me shit about it and act surprised cause apparently I'm ""attractive"" (though I feel they just say that to try boost my confidence), but it's disheartening nonetheless.

I don't really know where I'm going with this post, I guess I'm just venting cause I'm sick and tired of being like this, and having no relationships with people (platonic, romantic, whatever) as a result, and it's also just a big hindrance to me being able to perform/progress in school, at work etc. 

If anyone has any advice or tips or reassurance whatsoever I'd love to hear it, but if you read this far thank you so much and have a nice day. <3",6.067811817387508,6.743493086500656,6.95616399082569,73.50256402905202,66.3656618610747,9.923208824814331,33.064902795980785,9.928628108626363,3.3255487330712112,3167,131,562,68,48,1057,332,763,0.19,0.6729999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.9881,4,0,2,0,0,1,112.0,0,6,3,15,45,44,10,5,29,2,51,15,3,10,1,127,107,82,0,14,28,0,4,7,2,0,6,9,1,4,29,52,3,5,12,6,1,12,25,20,0,2,15,16,73,24,79,84,13,73,2,2,3,5,60,33,7,13,30,383,102,9,0.05475453087918377,0.0,0.05343252370204762,0.0,0.0,0.05350549387001228,0.0,0.11703188318738328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378717856181612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372349586107139,0.05741489976231918,0.0837741325056681,0.06185703463589781,0.0543017816508041,0.07657128219396064,0.0,0.09011662705036387,0.0,0.10237619010736856,0.0,0.0,0.04210285445060514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046592072916428064,0.0,0.05746150207159871,0.0968518659657659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499194417044416,0.0,0.04716618005491663,0.0574090838782799,0.059170195976936464,0.0,0.08743407498060105,0.060584846969995026,0.0,0.03531214268775205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720683086091088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849626235316652,0.0,0.3053288781843371,0.10849455373026404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920984176167805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055371072004176215,0.0,0.052572936301089966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460642946554182,0.10123936299009867,0.11442792989780848,0.05252553530622727,0.062236523434598824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060318288843815515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811752675530563,0.05619394536458363,0.0,0.18513700721679546,0.0,0.11010242361702384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054335423134874654,0.04866834286414457,0.0,0.0,0.1805499492990553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734948888764448,0.1872520862056899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196003131505767,0.0,0.0,0.04655034411292839,0.04941810187807684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055179688723113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050176066653941,0.0,0.042230069723783535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536478147739204,0.05253844911644091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037103087182132004,0.04164328806727675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059293821152073725,0.0,0.2657192823126635,0.04780954438299306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243970503195452,0.0,0.0,0.1571780738713814,0.0,0.0,0.12267521149551508,0.0,0.05476934823285932,0.18696793029858444,0.07015430910219672,0.0,0.0,0.11757174970619053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612580038464501,0.0,0.055414508454624166,0.0,0.0,0.057120917226455285,0.0,0.11240947820746126,0.0,0.061546386833115314,0.0,0.3348920929839643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129321449977725,0.03875553877631007,0.0,0.043727039089427086,0.09155447912118612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04400961785592112,0.0,0.05041061553032519,0.06261657796502992,0.0,0.0363764773246462,0.03508449249632545,0.1075920971697204,0.0,0.0,0.06293227852874078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434946457032679,0.11911441287440848,0.053487220524451116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918256381408086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296500829256363,0.05278141384754219,0.0,0.19930975301680584,0.0,0.05579954477632924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035260122688382835
socialanxiety,nomoree33,2019/09/30,"I need help to overcome my anxiety with women  Sorry if I make some mistakes, english is not my first language.

So, a little bit of background... i'm a 28 years old guy, and I was raised by two extremely toxic parents who made my teens a living nightmare. My father was a complete narcissist, apathetic and totally absent; my mother on the other hand was a nevrotic bitch basically. My mom especially contributed to my severe depression, social anxiety and anger issues. I wont explain in details how she literally destroyed my teens because it's not what I want to talk about here, but i'm pretty sure that anyone who had toxic parents knows very well what i'm talking about. I've never had a girlfriend in my life, and never experienced love. I've always felt a tremendous toxic shame all my life, which made impossible for me to have any kind of relationship. 5 years ago I went to live alone, and that has probably been the worst period of my life because I was extremely lonely and depressed. Didnt sleep, didnt eat, I was a complete zombie. I was skinny as fuck (i'm 6'2 and I was like 125lbs). Then one day I decided to change my habits and I started working out. The gym became my only interest (almost an obsession, honestly), and in 4 years of ridiculous hard work and diet regimen I completely transformed my body. I'm not saying this to brag about myself because i'm anonymous so I dont even care, but I have literally the body of a greek god. My face is also attractive so my looks are definitely not the issue here. My problem is that i'm completely frozen, I can't approach anyone because my self-esteem is under my foots and my social anxiety is overwhelming. People look at me like i'm some sort of living statue, and I often find girls staring at me, but I never get approached. A few months ago I started going for escorts, not because of physical pleasure but because I needed to feel what it's like to be with a woman. I went crazy for 2-3 months then I stopped because it became pointless to me. I dont regret it because it was a good gym for me and it helped tremendously with overcoming the anxiety for sex in general. But now I don't know what to do. I'm completely stuck. I can't even smile, i'm always angry at myself for being such a beta idiot who can't even approach a girl, and i'm passive-aggressive with everyone, especially girls. When I see a hot girl I become very angry because a part of me wants to do something but I just can't, so I end up staring at her with a evil expression printed on my face. I almost feel shame because all I can think about is having sex and I'm scared to look desperate or needy. I don't know what to do. I know that I should lose myself a little and smile more but the thing is i'm so fucking angry and frustrated I just can't do it. I tried tinder but in my city is not very popular so it wasn't helpful. I think I need to do something extreme to shake my situation but again, I feel stuck in my anger and my frustration. I put so much effort in improving my looks but it didn't help at all. I feel like a rabbit trapped in a lion body. Please give me some advice because I swear to god i'm going to kill myself by the end of the year.",3.859461168565971,5.038052758513935,5.515936367828207,79.99684243462222,71.72445820433437,8.28425004940386,28.76016072722482,8.718977153904607,2.2584357156972525,2526,97,486,45,47,862,282,646,0.228,0.679,0.09300000000000001,-0.9982,2,4,2,0,0,1,65.0,0,0,0,5,26,41,12,6,30,0,47,19,9,4,8,88,100,43,1,10,20,5,8,4,1,2,3,1,0,7,25,24,3,1,14,2,0,9,23,26,1,3,22,17,81,15,63,74,13,54,0,6,7,5,32,20,3,9,29,324,106,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864519408449155,0.10639795703890642,0.0,0.12019112999348353,0.062156625030835876,0.0,0.04799334422383875,0.09987326523068156,0.0,0.0,0.0408117226197061,0.0,0.1836428338364832,0.0,0.0,0.08392666585739084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402425177416919,0.06628098286399188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551997673749292,0.19998678326417565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061188489598244265,0.0,0.06348707944945141,0.0,0.3146188010556351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03870420234777292,0.0,0.10338030693958786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406724206735909,0.0,0.0,0.06140952216975967,0.0,0.0,0.1063095586028358,0.0,0.0,0.11891646446772945,0.0,0.0,0.0573461520996058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137995669155853,0.0857483311067735,0.0576230556895582,0.0,0.054851903170307664,0.0510480586751802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096434519357264,0.03135494914712219,0.057571101388374214,0.06821492022544744,0.0503370742684083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059423506006692335,0.0,0.0,0.053760946597903564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090504694415192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527849178026132,0.0,0.0,0.06639683452128038,0.06249556730444646,0.13192896719866967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716943981039894,0.11727965158586973,0.12030001487509727,0.1589809480100834,0.0,0.20158729485197968,0.06714055298446438,0.0,0.0,0.0541651700845487,0.11357379830349933,0.040059953003751717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028792059498568,0.09580554403664043,0.0,0.044117351667680334,0.13349933486750148,0.1388599818087612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297482076480955,0.0,0.04066718371418412,0.04564351311203542,0.0,0.0,0.13327736202851245,0.06498954402556,0.0,0.04160629860091994,0.0,0.0,0.06587758362874717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105602982778454,0.06470547177077063,0.05742549646962448,0.0,0.06033085981307903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443280476135546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04772571074328817,0.060084696489507435,0.0,0.04782355746573886,0.0,0.06260791247283704,0.0677989779989019,0.0,0.0,0.06745848958606042,0.06005755425942391,0.12235386418523472,0.0,0.0924037459508356,0.0,0.06718099769594713,0.08495673729906722,0.0,0.0,0.050174569086406766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056562685242721934,0.0,0.0,0.09647430176105043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03987077622340415,0.07690936847724572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04074571099556363,0.0,0.058625165414172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485540320544501,0.07079587514521571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395998464595216,0.11126755288275307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738212324139395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458874137499634
socialanxiety,WhatItsRaining,2019/09/30,"UGH Tbh i’m awful at small talk and have a shitty time making friends. I went to a super cliquey high school and I was in the “left over” group which pretty much just consisted of 3 people who sat at the same lunch table and that was it. So in short, I didn’t have the greatest social life in high school. Now i’m at uni i’m like wtf do i do? I’ve tried to push myself and join a club, so hopefully that goes well...and i can meet some new people and possibly become friends?",-0.18705882352941214,1.9319196078431409,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,88.21568627450979,4.576470588235295,15.362745098039214,5.985473137389443,-0.7837019607843136,368,7,87,3,12,120,69,102,0.122,0.655,0.223,0.8915,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,6,1,8,2,0,1,0,10,15,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,0,6,5,10,10,4,17,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,2,4,48,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924490374533476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067453483968841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194852998289675,0.0,0.197170801241338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568780004622928,0.0,0.1402174519539599,0.09698470365169913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251071666171144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593182089239035,0.0,0.0,0.1917276211071818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752514684544303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379653202470354,0.0,0.20196175138400327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018168077658616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236167311525247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595593342882574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575605340511405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477907386480106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848938154821162,0.184025966933956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cykacel505,2019/09/30,"Construction work in my apartment.. I'm gonna have electricians and plumbers coming and going inside my house as they see fit for the next two weeks everyday, putting everything upside down installing electrical outlets in the ground, it's mandatory work and they didn't think to do that when the apartment was empty. 

Won't even be able to distract myself with internet, just strangers everywhere in my privacy from 8 to 5 every day. They're arriving in an hour and I wanna kill myself.",8.426853932584272,8.69902292134832,7.659865168539326,71.84889887640449,61.35955056179776,11.614382022471911,38.0247191011236,11.20814326018867,4.510261123595506,396,18,65,10,5,123,70,89,0.099,0.857,0.043,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,2,2,3,2,1,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,12,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,2,1,8,0,13,7,0,18,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,0,6,41,10,2,0.25936929106515305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234236781260768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672717356509349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131097057849073,0.0,0.21852981422818754,0.0,0.23310439458092685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740554527998462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25542650573413106,0.2992773383015748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869536918060669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758421835282432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607377757993674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668374432361006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619336884159355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533661095386449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805040037800415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377647865937558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,199622,2019/09/30,Solitude Has anyone been a loner since the age of 5 ? 🙋‍♀️,-5.4250000000000025,-6.051192333333333,0.03250000000000064,101.50875,139.0,1.5,10.416666666666668,3.1291,-1.9993333333333327,45,1,12,0,4,18,15,15,0.204,0.7959999999999999,0.0,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6455526500298386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.763715769144158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jayjayaintgaygay,2019/09/30,"Medication or tough it out? This is my first reddit post ever, so shoutout to losing my post virginity. I feel like my social anxiety made its presence when I first got to college. In high school I was very outgoing, played sports, exercised often, and had a lot of friends. I was known as one of the funniest guys in our class. During this time, I still noticed some symptoms of social anxiety; I struggled greatly with eye contact since sophomore year and was terrible at being assertive. Once I got to college this only got worse. I was still making friends but my palms would get sweaty during conversations, my brain would freeze up during presentations, and it was really hard for me to find my words. I felt as if I was getting dumber by the day. I was abusing weed during this time so this could be the culprit, but either way I didn’t feel normal. I have little to no sense of humor now. My appetite dropped to nothing. I lost almost all my friends. And at this point I’ve considered moving colleges.

I’m going into my junior year now and joined a fraternity but receive little to no enjoyment from anything, including sex. This has led to a pretty bad depression where I sit in my bed most of my day, don’t reach out to friends, don’t attend social events, etc. I’ve almost completely isolated myself and struggle to do basic human functions like eat, shower, or go to class. I’ve recently been going to therapy and since my therapist said there’s no place where this is stemming from, she recommended I take medication. 

The twist that keeps messing me up is that I don’t know if my unhealthy lifestyle is leading to my unhappiness or if it’s something else. Because over the summer I was able to make friends easily at my
new job and everyone loved me. I guess I’m kinda at a crossroad and am looking for advice from someone in a similar situation. Please help me. Thank you",4.897813886309709,6.541591376044573,5.701405137728258,77.86850717012278,69.77994428969359,8.438295677292892,30.845042814402145,8.94667605116694,2.7196170638605177,1500,63,265,28,27,490,205,359,0.133,0.7090000000000001,0.158,0.8703,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,1,0,5,12,22,0,2,10,0,27,11,3,5,2,50,52,23,0,7,10,0,5,2,5,2,4,1,2,2,14,13,1,1,6,3,0,8,7,9,0,3,18,8,42,13,42,29,6,53,0,3,2,3,19,21,0,14,21,177,56,10,0.08790245795092844,0.10415003875555516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589726456483023,0.0,0.0,0.17604322830822233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449027946570502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723362331187979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339488070090372,0.05358452248576878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812821416149073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216405474730002,0.0,0.0,0.07018295998571414,0.0,0.0,0.11337962677888193,0.0,0.07571025822840127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994615935648476,0.07343122422095719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803447658066372,0.0,0.07951280572730675,0.0,0.08399456554919063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889224782666033,0.06279753352388485,0.08440014457909077,0.0,0.08034125407985196,0.14953957165613654,0.0,0.0,0.33956610480706256,0.0,0.09185081247840507,0.0,0.14987097769935315,0.0,0.2109108769971347,0.09691277021383586,0.0968344676436846,0.08703725337617123,0.0,0.0,0.07874333652170516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058919164660217335,0.09287377300499083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722962594452646,0.07813174350076013,0.0,0.0,0.048308892041955584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588940166033644,0.17620271134223892,0.0,0.0,0.07381592587903131,0.09834036586913854,0.09595591663882126,0.07473152632823607,0.07933540024180559,0.08317543110568534,0.11735114651203428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771049571559132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934264015879126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489674164389238,0.0,0.0,0.0861257453329136,0.08434477914631684,0.10007753099070052,0.0,0.09361324889185957,0.05956498044104161,0.06685378030813956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918393594742466,0.09649050221741258,0.08309623534895358,0.0,0.16837251246665005,0.08942840124016692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631256543444073,0.0,0.08679307259499902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361536697165915,0.0,0.0,0.08896198033459589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542764315188908,0.09880604570545712,0.0,0.2688164581902466,0.07447946736756382,0.06767160665616459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039803293569073,0.0,0.0,0.1837894694402284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091364311061037,0.06609170878322881,0.0,0.0,0.08092877321353259,0.10052412144205967,0.1020615287623826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251326024805577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252873369964,0.0,0.06977287959881652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958011436907316,0.12488676816722395,0.0,0.0,0.11321260185021435
socialanxiety,nicorecklezz,2019/09/30,"Learning experiences So I had been vibing great with a girl at work, we had great eye connection, bonded and had banter. Definitely a mutual attraction. On her last day a couple weeks ago she asked if we were going to get wings (she saw me with friends at dinner a couple days earlier) I said I’d like that and we’d have to get it set up. 

Cut to the next day and I can’t hit her up because anxiety hits. Next couple days school picks up and more anxiety. Next couple days throw in a IBS flare up and assignments so you know I’m telling myself I’m too busy to text her. Start thinking “oh it’s much too late, but I know I still should. She’s going to move on any second.”  Man I hate sending the first text. 

today I think I’ve finally mustered up the courage to text her even though i have a gut feeling it’s too late, like a literal premonition. So I’m ready for the worse but just need it off my conscious. Before I press send I take my dog for a walk and much to my surprise I bump into her presumably on a date with a guy. I Just have to own it at that point, so we exchange smiles and pleasantries. She acted excited and was a typical sweetheart but you could tell she felt a bit awkward, which just made me feel worse about it.  Completely abandoned the idea of shooting the text and am just moving on and putting my attention elsewhere. Nobody’s fault but mine, I’ll chalk it up to learning. 

It’s frustrating when you keep yourself from what you truly want to do, just to bum yourself out and feel more anxious anyways. Had all the time in the world to text her but all I could do about it was overthink. Not even the first time. If she texts me sweet but oh well no big deal it’s how it goes sometimes. I’m alive, hopefully in the future I take some initiative and just send that text, it’s not going to kill me but god is it hard.",1.0750382907522995,3.3232780817942,2.492694510586265,93.6556052513032,83.48548812664906,5.808378917562263,21.11725336250724,7.11905507035037,0.5052242872771728,1439,45,316,20,41,465,194,379,0.094,0.732,0.174,0.986,0,0,0,1,0,1,33.0,4,4,0,3,23,20,4,1,22,0,20,3,2,3,2,65,51,28,1,8,17,0,6,2,2,1,0,1,0,3,18,20,1,2,14,0,1,12,4,7,1,3,12,10,44,13,41,33,9,59,0,1,2,0,33,22,0,4,26,200,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157776850607411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258257870472195,0.0,0.1408031977628472,0.1039660814186565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860342835595424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609975789005165,0.0,0.07830952897768235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047135572086346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649019749802136,0.0,0.0,0.14695463841266546,0.4073114186540038,0.0,0.29675404934554384,0.09487740759973733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156799597648775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002159361261365,0.0,0.0,0.13959721996316773,0.0,0.08836185258588138,0.10081279255997404,0.0,0.15655889752716026,0.0,0.0,0.0711010395675482,0.0,0.09616225176610588,0.0,0.15690585963347908,0.0,0.0,0.20292363142339567,0.0,0.09112274618319262,0.0,0.0,0.08243951628934895,0.09085915333308417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140512815527316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038890459893891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179921534402702,0.1018159699087544,0.0,0.10115298305439284,0.07501556181858164,0.2076244553270901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992101478082519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707965156671628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956235967582846,0.13530316564747752,0.06823801345204124,0.0,0.0,0.2936202627076597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699673839379864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251412437936328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754023784094939,0.0,0.0,0.09313781903190103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910186020742737,0.0,0.06513829063353499,0.0,0.0734941293731186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838805271666466,0.0,0.16087404095229002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793637457326107,0.09041759599529496,0.0,0.10732519044026476,0.0,0.08723231720529694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428083089668216,0.0,0.07381976224479897,0.0,0.08274473041675316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699788999472071,0.0,0.18756993604647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,annymous-x,2019/09/30,"Why I’m not ‘more confident’ 😑 So I found out that I have a bias; I don’t like other women who seem to only show their “good side” no matter what the situation is. I get this vibe that they’re inauthentic and I don’t trust people like that... (I’m probably judging to quickly - I feel bad because my feelings aren’t necessarily true all the time and it’s a defence mechanism) since I’ve been shut down/snubbed by many ‘people like them’ for no reason at all. People seem to choose that type of person over me. I’m by no means perfect, I have a lot of flaws, and I try to find areas I can improve on all the time - I try to be nice to everyone, even the outcast - because I know what it feels like to be invisible. People say, “why aren’t you more confident? You’re so pretty” and then I remember that I’ve been rejected and ignored so many times and I have no idea why this keeps happening to me. Has anyone else experienced this? How do I stop?",0.8693186813186813,3.0547765179487207,3.1596336996336984,88.94846153846153,83.8205128205128,6.3809523809523805,21.59340659340659,7.62386473244151,0.8975714285714287,731,24,159,13,21,250,112,195,0.107,0.7020000000000001,0.191,0.9511,2,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,1,6,13,1,0,7,0,15,0,0,2,5,33,29,11,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,14,7,0,4,13,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,5,20,9,17,24,6,13,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,3,10,97,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092632365239563,0.13574034447109826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061439331493894,0.16151588201330871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066916711364604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750109997450965,0.0,0.0,0.12658931823648556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009560197491981,0.09464299152861122,0.0,0.0,0.12108336430737955,0.0,0.0,0.14525633561278398,0.0,0.0,0.06921478583218063,0.0,0.0,0.11111706157004646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171507019004121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495526141786877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775338175416622,0.0,0.0,0.07280696874096833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588901014924394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262886957993835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686257328334932,0.0,0.14430841893081778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075621458846533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36737690543462304,0.1156755130730151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477872371804525,0.1428347196409072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621042951184456,0.0,0.0,0.15007283016149495,0.0,0.0,0.1053525818933908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412077291368538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958796011960524,0.1489118954508048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075833793391232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23174863111948985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988902784724867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586249518198953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yeetitaway45,2019/09/30,"First night in apartment and too scared to move. I just moved countries for a gap year so my social anxiety could get better. Even though my landlord who's also my roomate is super nice and thoughtful, I feel uncomfortable moving from my room. It's my first night and I'm way to nervous to brush my teeth. She also made me a smoothie so I have to take the empty cup out. I'm feeling very homesick and depressed and I don't know how I can feel comfortable.",2.213937198067633,4.440723630434783,3.274927536231885,89.78987922705316,79.0,5.393236714975847,24.352657004830927,6.42735559955562,0.7387207729468601,362,13,72,3,9,116,66,92,0.168,0.664,0.168,0.2685,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,9,8,0,2,3,0,5,1,1,2,0,15,15,11,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,4,0,2,2,4,13,4,8,12,0,13,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826322545772624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351838182032278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628696651049934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108975817977285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220136094783718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167162829291409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268051940652108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006214330026228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232446824579432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711602214440157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672086994277275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634490940676221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316635547249006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769190448077272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013512628765851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286506029115636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361815716696818,0.14028919668334086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580549895373898,0.0,0.14026536800538536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379641597619285
socialanxiety,bladeofwhoa,2019/09/30,"First job. I can’t do it. I’m 21 and just got hired for my first job (technically second job, but the first only lasted 2 weeks and was a really awful experience). 

I had orientation today and I can’t stop thinking about how awkward I was and how overwhelming it is, even though it’s one of the easiest minimum wage jobs I could have possibly gotten and all I did today was sign papers. It seems stupid as hell but I’ve been having a breakdown all day over it and I can’t convince myself that it’s going to be okay. 

I feel so incompetent and socially stunted. Moments from today keep playing back in my head and I cringe so hard I have to keep from hitting myself. Then I think about having a job, a role, responsibilities where other people depend on me and I don’t feel like I’m capable of even the simplest shit. 

I don’t want to quit but I don’t feel like I can do it. I wish I was a different person.",2.2578191489361714,3.9182256861702136,4.558457446808512,83.30875,76.71276595744679,7.465957446808512,22.920212765957444,8.278499904357787,1.3021531914893614,711,21,148,13,16,248,107,188,0.16399999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.132,-0.8828,7,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,12,10,3,2,8,2,23,2,2,3,2,31,39,19,0,3,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,3,6,1,1,1,6,5,0,5,9,4,22,5,14,27,2,18,1,1,0,0,3,4,2,2,15,106,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917550172048276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527281652061394,0.0,0.0,0.07695597607652105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246712086002306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576285784586495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672460105769113,0.0,0.0,0.18100579155577584,0.17049431630088027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044981896431764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781622473138747,0.0,0.0954366192327405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068934603809876,0.0,0.1224638208267707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5920676578379063,0.2121264553247339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726734636661233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659418763637493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085899274935761,0.09075348127669884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272624484016074,0.10419164269641217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452314573732846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691884184422933,0.0,0.0,0.07644386494289503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086307242656303,0.0,0.0,0.12248734369081545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163874300397033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976262793297046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529197131467516,0.11723806919662765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393238338662185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038209475340196,0.0,0.09571683806528873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722004112486605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NefariousLlama,2019/09/30,"Peeing in public I have a problem that I can't pee in front of other people. This has made it difficult to leave the house. I'm always worried that I'll need to go to the bathroom. I almost never go out to bars with friends because I won't be able to pee. It started when I was young and it has kind of ruined my social life. I feel like such an idiot because of this and peeing seems like such an easy thing to do.

I've spoken to one or two therapists about this, but all of them seem to want to ignore the subject, so they haven't been of much help at all.

I was wondering if there were others out there that had this problem. Have any of you been able to get over this? What have you done? Do you have any tips or tricks?",1.6394739454094278,3.0748184064516164,2.9916129032258065,94.85049627791565,77.83870967741936,5.543424317617866,19.66501240694789,5.8734145424116955,-0.2453970223325066,563,12,130,3,13,183,94,155,0.125,0.7959999999999999,0.079,-0.7381,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,2,0,7,11,2,0,6,0,19,6,4,1,3,23,31,8,0,5,4,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,15,5,1,1,4,1,0,3,4,7,0,2,8,1,13,4,24,21,3,13,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,7,6,95,28,0,0.3343428092534764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673980138743108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910000047145574,0.0,0.0,0.2273645753958213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20381227326315945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107438760514065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452688511797166,0.1194272848677678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915621252801898,0.0,0.08734015917219258,0.0,0.19001472343181344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205146869932972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289335607683092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740832928899139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701037985440438,0.0,0.0,0.11807810693364633,0.16334300829362516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818162509328385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289021738899712,0.12395547830954973,0.1289328930383345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132796702050348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589560312534093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199209144728924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30437313650663633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041019462555962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832478062130285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409888550652896,0.11106125305231447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330217136518158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860202571059387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18129025726300935,0.0,0.1697706760915395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UniverseIsRealGirl,2019/06/22,"How do I love myself, if no one has ever loved me? If no one has ever found anything worth loving about me, how can I possibly believe there is anything worth loving. No one has ever called me beautiful, no one has ever wanted to kiss me. No one ever even wants to talk to me, to spend time with me. I feel like the most worthles shitiest useless human. I fully see why Im not liked by people - I always say the wrong thing, something awkard or nothing at all. My communication skills are so bad, I usually cant hold a conversation for very long, either because I dont know what to say, or Im just getting exhausted from the talking process.",5.0052343750000015,5.364095304687499,6.2296875000000025,78.8965625,68.609375,8.5875,30.0625,8.472884824447931,2.2042625,501,18,97,7,8,169,84,128,0.174,0.637,0.19,0.6612,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,12,11,0,0,4,0,10,6,0,2,6,23,21,7,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,8,4,0,5,1,4,15,7,11,20,3,9,0,1,1,5,11,1,0,5,10,71,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445812664315603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683535177726415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947848523704794,0.0692010260750201,0.0,0.0,0.1278986978822783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159170942662632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304514773292234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497920112190633,0.5134288304887578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739936155401588,0.08109904788248218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446933816048965,0.0,0.0,0.05930976123765955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452431799513339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238788259685536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092073696174774,0.0,0.0,0.10046204544306277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098266324768259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892595455238466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846220488158041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787008017274943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279772754207338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805520714321951,0.0,0.0,0.0904611186425347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739360545753612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824869106363383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541795737172459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619470013328094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502676186148165,0.09366627822931448,0.13391463120453764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243456900416556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241168153946801,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,leaves_fromthevine,2019/06/22,"""How was your weekend? What did you get up to?"" For good reason, this is the de facto question for Monday work conversations and I dread it every time. I can't say ""I stayed in bed the whole time feeling shitty about myself"" because I'm trying to pass as a healthy normal person at work. How do y'all deal with the dreaded weekend question.

​

Also same for fridays in the office: ""You doing anything fun this weekend?"". It's the worst.",2.5755163398692784,5.139226917647061,3.5027450980392167,86.77124183006538,79.82352941176471,4.248366013071895,24.73856209150327,5.033348758259628,0.5686993464052295,348,13,61,1,9,111,65,85,0.157,0.7340000000000001,0.109,-0.7608,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,2,4,5,0,2,6,0,6,0,0,3,0,10,9,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,8,2,12,7,3,12,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,6,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470176521752913,0.0,0.22315164989870284,0.25025729981408945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694830317702601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554797140092894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233007955705333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352557636328414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413679986482877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760274276264684,0.0,0.0,0.1727448904003378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179171354586706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798315537277259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614324225805299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175556107172436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378331064031929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195201285046323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24018748826691605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982960834555164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299408804571677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998747051088935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25025729981408945,0.0
socialanxiety,ajkbrand,2019/06/22,"I will have to go to a party with a lot of people, and I getting mad just thinking about it ( I don't know if this is the right sub to post) So  my cousin will throw a party with like 30 or so people and I cannot not go to it , but just the thought of being around that many people Is Makin me nervous,does anybody know something that maybe will help a little?",1.7965384615384643,2.804260705128208,3.0953846153846136,96.02461538461542,76.56410256410257,5.2,20.69230769230769,3.1291,-0.4706307692307692,277,6,66,0,6,90,52,78,0.028999999999999998,0.848,0.12300000000000001,0.7096,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,16,16,7,0,1,6,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,10,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,1,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252174384284948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217841867394686,0.0,0.28756354357527736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957589822536212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27807671094895825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359961753178678,0.2535654843200737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508563089692967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564952282533315,0.2541655078266753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526180546185041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422973934088346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605466921447045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476639815331312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210772115806904,0.0,0.20084820987297716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,awkward_loser1,2019/06/22,"How do i get out of my little cousins party my mom is making me go to? I really dont want to go, every time I go to one of those is always screaming or loud obnoxious music. I feel so awkward at those parties because I just sit there listening to drunk adults have fun. Kind of funny how its supposed to be a babys party. My mom is making me go for some reason and I have this weird feeling in my chest, I really dont want to go.

I hate feeling awkward and I don't even have anything good to wear. Is there anything I could do to get out of this stupid party? I already feel like I'm having a panic attack",1.5437832167832184,2.998809392307696,3.8144755244755264,88.76416083916084,78.15384615384616,5.9580419580419575,22.58741258741259,6.574015621080383,0.5526153846153852,471,14,101,4,11,163,73,130,0.215,0.618,0.16699999999999998,-0.7908,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,3,3,2,0,15,3,2,5,0,19,33,6,0,3,2,3,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,4,1,0,5,1,0,5,3,8,0,1,0,7,17,4,17,31,1,12,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,2,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647398502887861,0.0,0.12421718497376033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456978798555873,0.0,0.0,0.16983338391104955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100282804473343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191920267824837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499221149755697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860141870196026,0.0,0.12577915844392826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019321837057644,0.1066493248386272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559906350935812,0.0,0.4242108908747089,0.12521328207292684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738815670587765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554574875661855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293317256150314,0.1496229162586286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992979635065933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496818738749362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011594658514246,0.0,0.0,0.1751539317189231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127175054510284,0.15348997436356507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870493583024507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610447196215065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ellierodg,2019/06/22,"I get very anxious when someone I care about doesn't text me back fast Why would someone take hours to text back ? Does it signal that they're not that interested or just busy?  I get insecure and start questioning myself and what I said...I feel stupid and awkard so I beat myself up and isolate from the world. I often get panick attacks from it.

I obesses over it and can't stop checking my phone, I can't even concentrate on anything else. Does that happen to you? How do you deal with that?",2.21387755102041,4.5794928367346985,2.8013877551020414,92.43289795918369,79.81632653061223,5.552653061224492,22.044897959183675,6.742157984588678,0.4721314285714282,390,12,80,4,10,121,67,98,0.18,0.768,0.051,-0.8939,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,9,5,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,15,13,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,14,2,9,12,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,7,52,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22516563970713846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401665629044818,0.0,0.0,0.22674598390474385,0.0,0.3065169939577221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20321169742891115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205481748320623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488382568199247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649946153894662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164358610253768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077805153833658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31239661973124033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762507958996209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962820074332315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327486788839693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895911953649463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377525390314207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410739414219902,0.0,0.0,0.16663361718452113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985769393527107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445313604951767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984792852956122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415854078001847,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,4whatd,2019/06/22,"Excitement is almost never a positive emotion Do you experience the emotion of excitement as a positive one? People often talk about something being exciting in a positive way. I only know it as a positive emotion in one circumstance - financially, like hitting a jackpot at the casino, getting a raise or closing a deal. I can't remember ever experiencing excitement as a positive emotion outside the financial context though. It's always more-or-less anxiety.  What about you?",6.975343915343918,9.880073518518524,8.88088183421517,52.00111111111114,66.90123456790124,12.529805996472664,44.904761904761905,11.765960540728905,7.388631746031747,389,27,45,16,7,137,54,81,0.172,0.647,0.18100000000000002,0.4082,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,0,11,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,4,5,9,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,3,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722766903843798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143153954811441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161278884670286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736927017493734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7741030199150074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556231744386475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829153286328086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988561579427053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455059552251686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405175251177961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269053545047002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331622247968894,0.1308468166807956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927328451774034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489172134060412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244747372282867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828202975909135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903184244151087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365601039175047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,darkarrow029,2019/06/22,"HS Reunion Problems There will be an upcoming batch reunion from my alma mater in high school. A part of me is being anxious when it comes to socializing with my batchmates because I did not have deep relationships with them. In short, I do not have a group of great friends. I badly need to come for my former teachers to give back and talk to them. What should I do to survive the night?",5.257894736842103,6.081534263157895,5.243263157894738,84.54384210526318,68.21052631578948,7.658947368421052,30.989473684210523,7.554174236665415,1.8535452631578948,308,12,61,3,5,96,58,76,0.098,0.812,0.09,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,10,14,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,10,2,13,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729213039255779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857632846980912,0.20171265847160175,0.14726744400039135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162066752002359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866473003930797,0.0,0.0,0.2317495119115397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26634735737692383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25524689836976755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913157209059002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267103416558906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261612071752348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311633867890667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593709464372181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444960382089528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462645982237975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941761735137217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheHolyMushroom,2019/06/22,"How my cat fixed my general street anxiety. By general street anxiety, I mean walking towards people, eye contact, 1:1 communication, people laughing and or talking. I still get anxiety on my other triggers like going into groups or in public transport or phone conversations etc. But general street anxiety was one of my biggest issues and I'm more open now to fixing my other problems.

My cat was an indoor cat only, for 7 years as we lived in an apartment, but now that we moved to a house he seemed a bit too keen to go out. But since I'm one level up from a helicopter parent (a satellite parent) I just couldn't let him out on his own because he didn't know of dogs, cars or other cats. 

So the only way he would go out is on a leash, the first time he didn't like it and started biting the leash, but he quickly (2-3 tries) found out the leash is the only way out of the house so now I take him on a walk nearly every day at around the same time. (Cats really like a schedule) 

Why did this help? Well, you've probably heard of exposure therapy, but you also probably know how hard it is to actually go out and do stuff, especially if you got that sweet agoraphobia coupled with the anxiety and not knowing how to approach people. 


Here comes the kitty, he meows and melts your heart every day at the usual time of the walk so you can't just ignore him and have to take him for a walk. For a 15-25 minute walk a day, I get an average of three people asking me questions such as: ""Why?"" ""How did you get him to do that"" ""Sweet cat"" or sometimes just people walking by and talking about me and my cat and or laughing. 

Took me just a week or two to get used to all of that. I'm able to keep conversations with random people and not be anxious afterwards.",6.100450490633364,5.3499239632768365,7.0429824561403525,77.75276092774311,66.42937853107345,9.93850728516206,31.34344335414808,9.276330184999452,2.5419796610169496,1369,45,276,22,19,461,174,354,0.031,0.866,0.10300000000000001,0.9832,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,2,5,0,1,23,11,0,0,25,0,17,2,2,6,1,68,44,34,0,4,19,2,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,25,0,2,7,0,0,16,6,2,1,5,10,5,28,9,47,30,6,62,0,0,1,0,33,26,0,11,21,185,39,0,0.08911913919686393,0.0,0.08696742426575782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126854341787392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408794877789506,0.10067926053800916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933492823992888,0.08331436494958415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054326200080464015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972950183482882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676824727022706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860863244821162,0.0,0.17242341641862366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939139778504437,0.0,0.0,0.1501734369006278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758046942743191,0.0,0.0977145362188581,0.0,0.0,0.18624428789414915,0.0,0.202593842227786,0.0,0.07127671680403322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983324393751177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560660904020923,0.059734680452827926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056630425370226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930172274422636,0.0,0.07921318569527401,0.0,0.0,0.14693264470727482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113035783520616,0.0,0.13061732948996618,0.0,0.07869383264914953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707686875628793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471954120353868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077887028249125,0.2033373636642906,0.0,0.0,0.197912515078096,0.0,0.0,0.3707039398380373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217101032849565,0.08527498040875317,0.0,0.0,0.09983383177363553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709200259549085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811307172440376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372027287541945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814110743618715,0.0,0.06307898541723242,0.0,0.07117065968250068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202009281316304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401300332464594,0.14326117662688995,0.0,0.0,0.10191550248160892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589826022847278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901464276610494,0.06050604558073451,0.0,0.08705644947793909,0.0,0.0,0.07697032251850812,0.09815214116819593,0.0,0.0,0.14147724907997933,0.07148599788011564,0.0,0.08012880891633471,0.0,0.1608323230595907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330767953243423,0.0,0.0,0.05738980375702806
socialanxiety,verysadlittleboy,2019/06/22,"How do I get better I'm finding it difficult to separate my social anxiety from my actual personality. Two of my worst fears are that it has become such a deep rooted part of my psyche that it'll be near impossible to become 'normal' again or that the physiology of my brain has changed so I'll never become better.

The loneliness of it all is killing me. I don't feel like a real person and I'm not only talking about how I have zero social life or friends. I think I'm going to die of boredom and mediocrity. All I want is to be able to have and make friends again without thinking about it and without having to deal with anxious and obsessive thoughts about nearly everything in my life, especially the things I care about. 

Trying too hard is not the answer seems like the only way is to not care...how do I not care when this is the only thing I want in life. To just have a fucking personality and act like a normal person instead of being this obsessed narrow minded machine. Idk what to do.",5.683787878787879,5.955127732323233,6.8763131313131325,75.15113636363638,67.13131313131315,9.024242424242424,30.641414141414145,8.841846274778883,2.4629414141414143,793,28,147,12,12,269,105,198,0.188,0.7120000000000001,0.1,-0.9346,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,14,16,2,3,10,0,20,5,1,4,3,36,36,12,2,4,9,0,2,3,2,1,3,0,0,4,13,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,8,7,0,2,1,2,15,9,27,31,4,13,0,0,0,1,10,6,1,3,7,113,28,1,0.1050856867968928,0.0,0.1025484715212052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039026276744962,0.1187169146289544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481766547121915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587950054818986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731038038856023,0.0,0.0,0.3214255838499696,0.0,0.11116672276629658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833872879057366,0.0,0.0,0.10906235200488336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444423932884663,0.0,0.0,0.11825061320649248,0.053134480716108,0.07507323564481327,0.0,0.0,0.09604641394462547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237788188592492,0.09715002411552984,0.054902934099602514,0.0,0.05972261750727674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413613443757904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626174270094933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222675385012848,0.15401867545767484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014551194065706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610658710295008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104855998486124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20592332251405304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397672004543269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379755827561355,0.0,0.0,0.36702707346860936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961051775954397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566606251751388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424324787368407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844638944722744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396285217508936,0.1346693298507812,0.0,0.0834262971316112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134628332944372,0.0,0.10265344645306176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239645214981384,0.08341212684327562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259770416145267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FipyStribre,2019/06/22,"22 years old and never even kissed a girl Hey guys

Been visiting this sub for a few years now but this is my first time posting.

I've had SA now since I was about 7-8. I was always a shy kid but the SA really came during a period of about 4 years where my dad severely abused my mum. Emotionally, physically, mentally. If anything this brought my mum and I closer together as I felt like I also experienced some of that abuse. This brought me to secondary school (high school for you american folk) where I was bullied every day by a group of 15-20 ""cool kids"". Nothing physical but a lot of mental bullying which I think can be worse. This happened for about 5 years and brought me up to about 16 years old. I jumped around jobs a little bit and now work for an IT support company. It's not great but it pays fairly well and I don't take work home with me.

Anyway, life story out the way....

All of the above has just crippled my confidence and self-esteem. I can't even stand walking to my local corner shop. It's only 5 minutes away but I get terrified of the thought of going out and people seeing me. I feel like every pair of eyes is staring directly at me. I can best describe it as feeling claustrophobic. My body language must be terrible - I'd hate to see myself in 3rd person, lol.

It's had negative effects on me health wise due to stress and I've put on weight due to comfort eating. I'm quite tall so I hold the weight fairly well but it's definitely noticable. It's also had negative effects on me with my family. I struggle to hold decent conversations with close family members (my mum and step-dad being the only exceptions). I've spoken with them about it before but being non-SA people, they don't seem to understand all that well. I think you have to experience SA to fully understand how bad it is.

Anyway, I'm 22 now and as the title explains, I've never even kissed a girl. If I even speak to girl that I find slightly attractive, my body just goes into shut down. My face goes red, I get a dry mouth, lump in my throat etc. People notice this and point it out which makes things 10 times worse. 

I feel like I'm missing out on so much fun that other late teenagers/early adults are experiencing. If I even see a couple walking down the street holding hands, it makes me feel so lonely. I honestly nearly cried in the middle of the street yesterday after seeing a group of friends laughing and joking about something.

I honestly don't know what to do. I'm out of ideas. I'd never contemplate suicide as it would destroy my family, but I don't want to live out my years like this. Constantly afraid of every new experience or person that I meet. 

I know there is professional help out there so I think that'll be my next step but I don't know if that will help. 

Anyway, not even sure why I posted this. I'm just feeling very down this morning so needed to share my story with people that I know can relate. 

Sorry if my punctuation/spelling is bad. I'm typing all this quite fast as I need to go out shortly (which I'm scared about).",2.49135457935213,4.526495463295273,4.001782509904455,85.86858380913544,77.23817292006525,6.988685621067351,22.855074574691216,7.957251820313856,1.1859116989046845,2401,73,483,40,56,796,290,613,0.161,0.696,0.14300000000000002,-0.9520000000000001,1,2,1,0,2,1,71.0,0,2,2,8,39,35,2,4,22,2,34,15,7,5,8,92,81,40,1,10,21,4,9,4,1,4,3,1,1,9,37,29,3,3,22,2,2,12,13,11,3,1,13,20,61,24,75,59,10,84,0,2,7,2,29,39,0,9,33,303,98,8,0.0,0.15690357572405134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590130795683693,0.05509466775497023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544878032037341,0.058943765821115074,0.0,0.0,0.062209459694040715,0.0,0.11057047466722836,0.0,0.0,0.05634253706600776,0.0,0.06948664456601159,0.0,0.0722876405678304,0.14709582661420315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573023545919406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155292201772824,0.0,0.0,0.0732636213067432,0.07273206615168568,0.04270202169011702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775261053335442,0.0,0.0744809124318511,0.0,0.0,0.07384519537166982,0.262399074880054,0.0,0.16736237292203565,0.0,0.0,0.12953838545766935,0.18725967225840395,0.0,0.16739685967480744,0.0946054142108802,0.06357503383732496,0.0,0.060517644515091125,0.0563208948010097,0.0,0.0,0.05115613654639595,0.0,0.06918730460027016,0.0,0.07526094910529196,0.0,0.0,0.07300026174528489,0.0,0.06556145556495589,0.05855209402924115,0.0,0.0,0.06537180444431383,0.0,0.07038151122044463,0.0,0.0,0.08876259408371243,0.06995785719133822,0.06641721554165855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474661769549794,0.0,0.0,0.0657063616264745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555612251744274,0.0,0.07469134805682534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046768325295441365,0.12939365552168128,0.06636299849767342,0.05846744865274803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629207554947215,0.0,0.0,0.08839562002598443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345461846049625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867430391398332,0.09819246399318994,0.15320305277982746,0.06394909925339416,0.07041846524898213,0.0,0.0,0.06353332941513974,0.15076828246727786,0.13895918267825333,0.0,0.0,0.100716210059574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361552054093166,0.11562958494417812,0.0,0.0,0.0625928545550479,0.0,0.1268278417143206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665625314060955,0.0,0.14085172883591915,0.0,0.0,0.042417856874715235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629094147671229,0.13402254079570675,0.21105331869143115,0.060277989836572676,0.0690747844992566,0.07480204353684262,0.0,0.05477222450489888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050974138781957,0.0,0.07412023105395707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584697090590092,0.06922038935405576,0.0,0.07242646915148934,0.07513792895792996,0.06240513602071315,0.0,0.049784069010959324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04398909285858396,0.12728019136186353,0.0,0.052565866706195015,0.07721887233187551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786050544068354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054632805691606286,0.039054247505965874,0.05255693818469223,0.0,0.16125962407709568,0.17860079487330532,0.0,0.0597470937278744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640796336414338,0.0,0.13495376887248026,0.04703594141728752,0.0,0.0,0.2558346918479833
socialanxiety,husozimeva,2019/06/22,"Why am I like this? I can't socialize well with other people... I tend to overthink what my response should be to someone who's trying to talk to me... my responses are always so short... I can't even handle small talks... I just started 11th grade and I feel so lonely... I don't have friends cos I don't know how to have one... Although in my junior hs, I had friends, yes, but I think that they don't see me as their friend... I can't converse well enough and that I'm probably boring to them... I literally just don't know what so say... I fvcking hate being like this... It makes me feel so depressed and I'm trying my best but I can't see myself improving...",-0.14204808930871593,2.0729291532846723,1.936882782310008,95.52974667239158,89.5839416058394,4.683383426363246,19.007728638900808,6.2272716619740125,-0.09844061829111216,502,15,113,5,17,167,80,137,0.159,0.748,0.094,-0.8312,0,3,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,3,1,10,12,1,0,0,1,16,0,0,3,0,17,29,12,0,1,4,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,4,2,1,1,5,25,8,9,25,2,4,0,2,2,0,12,3,0,0,3,78,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508231300467709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902215524105392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611927217770152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872903934876344,0.0,0.11972075038428295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330135648291968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201238858182281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895706726005914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923189384848888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771093004931776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099268983740513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282670289778524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566310253614416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542931256086665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414550403220855,0.0,0.0,0.2888820590893634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847720981897516,0.15358130469623776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829700729630508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291380403495776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614431206255547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461277561773013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259496427910136,0.0,0.16355927087740507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lisruiz,2019/06/22,"Overthinking So I hung out with friends for the first time in months because I isolate myself. I had a good time but now I’m laying in bed at 1 am overthinking everything I said during conversations. My mind convinces me that everyone I interact with hates me and it’s driving me crazy. I’d rather just stay in my bedroom forever than having to deal with this. I also don’t know why I’m scared to post this on here. Whatever, I’m gonna try to fall asleep.",1.6041935483870944,3.9681542043010793,3.2628064516129034,88.23420967741936,82.2258064516129,7.160860215053764,24.35376344086021,8.238735603445708,1.6598524731182795,363,14,75,8,10,120,70,93,0.13699999999999998,0.7959999999999999,0.068,-0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,1,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,10,11,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,1,12,3,14,8,0,15,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412823777719727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560176980936222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26315786542924363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24390817436683626,0.22940775382284506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712073679865831,0.0,0.0,0.1972102555893188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409673427521414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25201258603854365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028209547363396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25773592953975993,0.0,0.2037430105128112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444648166270187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428070360710016,0.0,0.25555591947453354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720690754533902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976838083751071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330215922673853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303289579756823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,audreyinparis,2019/06/22,"Bad trip to the library Went to the local library for the first time returning books. When I walked in I noticed a sign and chute for “book return” next to the front door. I kind of hesitated but thought they will be another return chute inside and I needed to go in to get a new book anyway. When I walked in I looked around and couldn’t see a return chute so thought I had better go back out to return, anxious hoping no one noticed. I couldn’t open it so I came back in and just browsed books trying to decide what I do now.  Do I ask someone and look stupid? I texted my bf and about it and he said the chute is outside and needs a hard pull. I hung around a bit longer contemplating before deciding it must have just been that I didn’t pull it hard enough so I went back out (again) hoping no one would really notice me. I pulled multiple times and it wouldn’t open and then one of the staff came out and condescendingly told me that it was locked when the library is open and to use the one inside and then pointed it out (kind of hidden behind the check out corner). I don’t know why (maybe the condescendingness, coupled with feeling like people may have been watching and judging me) but I felt so embarrassed and stupid and it ruined my day. Worst was that I had to then ask the same librarian about the book I had on hold, and then get shown the shelf I also had not seen that it was on. It stressed me so badly I cried when I left and have been in a terrible mood all day, beating myself up for the whole situation and not just asking about the returns and avoiding the whole thing.",5.3717276887871845,5.333652468944101,5.567920889179471,85.3284521085322,67.7888198757764,8.393854200719188,26.88525661981039,7.85451343220497,1.307140372670807,1253,32,268,13,19,397,154,322,0.179,0.772,0.049,-0.9927,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,3,24,17,2,3,22,0,27,0,0,1,2,63,54,36,0,9,7,0,4,1,1,5,0,1,1,0,16,33,0,2,7,5,1,13,9,10,0,5,21,10,31,6,35,25,7,61,0,1,5,0,8,22,0,3,27,191,47,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787309855914421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323413826583297,0.0,0.11122126299535234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752839834408465,0.2761143311690347,0.0,0.0,0.2271075234337975,0.16440443684439798,0.0,0.0,0.08377429060153113,0.0,0.0,0.08707163962494334,0.10748266093757483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252027360872421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893382196618437,0.10814346607613344,0.12698510789990686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017258859416782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977962973783676,0.07033319650919719,0.09452810677393968,0.0,0.0,0.08374211126613666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028728499522355,0.0,0.11190359805607028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638497089266947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556750930611144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050424986442764,0.05410592751761725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069669686819532,0.0,0.0,0.04809803686586018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534757749310622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890695626411283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599988644119366,0.0,0.09508429516199632,0.10470343152227617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362603079297868,0.0,0.0,0.2668509566754141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825331613451498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306772928827754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630700364868809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364915636646053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845245782844155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066270662135913,0.0,0.0,0.08341695478009188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127749390211662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540626745500347,0.0,0.0,0.15631771029433905,0.11481478448644232,0.0,0.0,0.09407385852549334,0.0,0.06684155974509823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850297910207254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252956205656065,0.08883643962805532,0.2198333712118591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993654936752464,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ScruffyTheMedic,2019/06/22,"I don’t reach out because I feel like I’ll be turned down, and I am always end up being right During this week I was stuck on “vacation” with my extended family, ( which resulted in extreme levels of boredom, anxiety and general unhappiness because everyone in my family hates each other) and wanted to relax or do something fun for once. I decided to call up some of my friends to see if they wanted to hang out. I asked pretty much all the people I am friends with, only to get left on read by six of them, and told no by the other two. My parents always ask me why I don’t like talking to people and this is exactly why. Because of my moderate SA I don’t talk to many people and the few times I do, things like this happen. I just don’t know what to do anymore.",7.664285714285711,5.200980942675162,8.71510464058235,72.52732484076436,64.4140127388535,12.028753412192902,35.804367606915385,10.608840637214634,3.5895157415832566,596,21,120,12,7,207,95,157,0.08800000000000001,0.765,0.147,0.8658,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,1,8,1,0,3,0,13,0,0,1,2,24,26,8,0,3,3,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,1,0,2,3,2,19,7,26,21,5,16,0,0,1,0,11,12,0,3,6,86,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23342449160671516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730282780503476,0.0,0.13910582065624125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622588708437707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25651388987283585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322689724648824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423372066831086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402982638580638,0.0,0.0,0.2644599170634788,0.0,0.07092252019729722,0.10020579856126473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167377652409736,0.0,0.07328300568842286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403643889885532,0.0,0.0,0.13848327650955813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770863254180658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239902419409124,0.0,0.0,0.20558011433800324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142207339592323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031113818125106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937832482792238,0.0,0.1066783369774942,0.0,0.0,0.15574838973339394,0.0,0.0,0.29172759324904995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270057846969006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030359412022225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978608695653248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117735518357242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079833395419201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254804104949592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318625608581904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179002048199946,0.0,0.0,0.13402982638580638,0.0,0.0,0.15256873394535828,0.13701914521924247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546461283162034,0.0,0.11251263270460113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531358395776821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dallastyle,2019/06/22,"First day at work... At the movies I finally had my first day at concessions and it started off really shaky, then I just got the hang of it and thought of everyone as my equal and not better or worse than me. I found that forcing yourself to believe that no one is judging you makes you a lot better socially and you lose your anxiety. After all, they’re in the same situation as you. Everyone had their first day and had to go through what you had. I made eye contact while I talked, I was calm and collected the whole time. I even made small talk that seemed comfortable  for everyone. I smiled a lot and that really helped. Didn’t even get nervous while talking too cute girls.",3.5971086807928927,5.448369353383459,4.119439507860562,87.06347915242651,73.51127819548874,8.445386192754615,27.1285030758715,9.095868883498916,2.1383293233082705,536,20,110,12,11,169,87,133,0.113,0.782,0.105,0.23800000000000002,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,6,1,7,4,8,0,2,6,0,7,1,1,3,1,21,17,13,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,4,11,1,18,5,15,6,6,21,0,1,1,0,14,6,0,5,13,80,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528893373319717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506535620844547,0.0,0.2434505590831649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26628586225059675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181070992442172,0.0,0.0,0.39454293415960506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507703177762122,0.0,0.3512118967960489,0.0,0.15090757434177224,0.0,0.0,0.07190760660769678,0.0,0.07822005427805162,0.0,0.11007775154200887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922525560682898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397621755904525,0.0,0.2340214550706104,0.0,0.260463506766666,0.09187115334808277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932637407460404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763425578094684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529599195439933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470535476690622,0.0,0.14029959818274698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741740635123088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318727821675906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926529616784454,0.08025495900455679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536624248641478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019852548802713,0.0,0.14025987250658775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alberto_sav,2019/06/22,"sipping alcohol during the day I'm currently experimenting with this ""technique"" and I think it might be solution for treating my social anxiety. Of course it depends on your job, if you have to drive car etc., but for my circumstances it works so far. Just every two hours you take one little sip of alcohol like it's a medicine. Not a shot, sip. All you need to do is be disciplined about it (no two sips, no bigger sips etc.)",5.8234939759036175,6.077916891566267,6.522554216867473,77.86551807228919,66.83132530120481,10.495421686746988,32.26265060240964,10.355215969177356,3.1967850602409644,334,13,66,8,5,110,64,83,0.05,0.8909999999999999,0.059000000000000004,0.1901,2,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,1,12,10,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,2,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,7,2,9,7,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,4,45,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371526664528538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646200166663465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190249454841407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456201607999865,0.0,0.0,0.17232216499535286,0.0,0.0,0.2000658927302625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141713212341128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029607185609676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999211821041134,0.2049890075715474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169700028185814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516536036694799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138592262668557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208488728932544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537782669628431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310521460323494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995848043558841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889752708131998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cheesyschnit,2019/06/22,"At work, I slurred my company greeting nearly every time I answered the phone My own anxiety gave me more anxiety. I used to have to answer the phone with ""*Company name*, this is *name* speaking"" And I kept on slurring it, ALL THE TIME. I can still hear it in my head three years on. A lot of people laughed at me on the phone or said ""Are you tired or something?"" and a few of my co-workers teased me. I always felt like they were laughing about it behind my back. It was usually only the first opening sentence that I slurred, and then my speech went back to normal. So I got anxious about slurring my words every time the phone rang, and then I slurred my words more!
I rarely slur my speech in general now that I've stopped working there, only if I'm in a group or on the phone to someone important.
Anybody else?",2.3232106339468293,4.346535472392638,3.1989202453987744,91.48263394683028,77.71165644171779,6.064458077709613,26.81758691206544,7.0316486544052195,1.1936244580777098,634,26,132,7,15,201,95,163,0.078,0.83,0.092,0.5225,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,3,8,4,1,0,10,0,6,2,1,1,1,24,15,11,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,8,7,24,3,20,7,6,25,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,5,14,91,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397070659189009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568875808062157,0.1896803166823238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582109799613952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025972449979698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28292763491076905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121127152647646,0.0,0.0,0.14281648811406644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428575203292484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723148452738421,0.0,0.1892366075268228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202793799325657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274340929830526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450731199012922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25539252292932496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640139907019895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597122812511577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422619557918893,0.1292583775737104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408593979462266,0.14037273768142802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937132355992648,0.19297747768116075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501253855494314,0.18491920898448524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564589091305805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667017401590456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812272649598816
socialanxiety,anonymous18438,2019/06/22,"I dont think I know how to build relationships anymore. So, a little bit of history first. In high school I lost most of my friends, then after graduation, I had one person that I felt like i could actually talk to. Going into college I thought I would make new relationahips, friends and girlfriends, but that didn't happen in the two years I've been there. The only friends I have made are people that I have been forced to be around, and even them I dont talk to out of school.

I never go approach people to become friends, or people I find good looking because (1) I just assume they won't like me, (2) I dont see myself being good at socializing, and (3) most people dont take the time to get to know me, because I act very differently when I first meet them compared to when I get to know them. Also, when I do start talking to someone, especially a girl I might like. I feel like it just takes up so much energy to talk to them and that it's not even worth the effort of trying to become friends because of what has happened in the past.

It seems that I dont even get a chance to build a relationship with others. Even if things seem to be working out in the beginning. They just stop texting back, and I'm left with the mystery of why I lost my chance with them. I know I dont say everything right but sometimes I just dont know what to say.

PS, if anyone messages me, I'm sorry if I dont respond, I'll try my best to communicate like a normal person.",5.799140365448505,4.8761189534883735,6.604682308970097,81.21738891196016,67.10631229235881,9.252574750830565,30.772632890365447,8.278499904357787,1.9957656146179408,1139,36,245,13,16,379,151,301,0.063,0.772,0.16399999999999998,0.9875,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,7,7,18,15,0,0,12,0,24,0,0,3,1,47,54,19,0,6,11,0,2,5,6,3,0,2,0,3,12,12,0,1,13,0,1,4,12,2,0,4,9,6,41,13,37,38,5,34,0,2,2,0,28,14,0,10,21,165,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.06517863979798867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341295041883741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662389874441053,0.046702005400495884,0.0,0.0,0.059458386341856816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135835993833048,0.0,0.1221460054681259,0.14753140914350898,0.0,0.0,0.07009331183120943,0.0,0.07291876249758811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053327390177272685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978265603660573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6262309203286739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646000220292585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600276821769794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033771670392300716,0.0477156929984177,0.06413008858423118,0.0,0.061046006103472425,0.11362523162705385,0.0,0.0,0.2580138279392725,0.0,0.10468703762563827,0.0,0.07591803010920381,0.11204268823560537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181265899596874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056863847407882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353366226485004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256890475512527,0.0,0.0,0.16315419139366494,0.06694239413636575,0.0,0.0,0.05608784071588041,0.0,0.14582111120585006,0.0,0.0,0.06319950980463926,0.0445836879712068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708549771352026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04909926481151022,0.0,0.05151354105074685,0.06450741985439924,0.0,0.0,0.06544125848513073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525948967566505,0.05079776669498575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375981994733748,0.18521861314081428,0.1166391125233578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341764516403346,0.0,0.05703937529328874,0.0,0.10623018932566193,0.0,0.13519265181210727,0.05322399064037588,0.1216085181422043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808528335511335,0.056592022013804935,0.0,0.06605826884585612,0.07476735278720781,0.04727520107722883,0.0,0.0,0.055840488181017583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043743787618364,0.21473715491138504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044373148569285294,0.042797145642319734,0.0,0.05302480368317202,0.038946523691114884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069376916248753,0.0,0.06524536066832247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055109788499252514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026872786608601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048624836335816365,0.0,0.0,0.04744659825823661,0.0,0.0,0.043011384765472366
socialanxiety,milktoastcrunch,2019/06/22,"You ever get a random text and start to lowkey panic because you never get texts but it’s just your service provider reminding you of your monthly phone bill? The panic is because if someone’s texting you there must be something wrong, right?",6.689333333333334,7.967391711111107,5.731111111111113,80.69000000000003,65.22222222222223,6.888888888888888,35.0,6.42735559955562,2.3316666666666666,197,9,32,1,3,59,37,45,0.222,0.778,0.0,-0.9024,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,6,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,8,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273505116257323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428738414394203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805605897302765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143143320710571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070839396751565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6300543663683018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292977401943283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22749938431250594,0.2067046045554862,0.0,0.0,0.19004585373704985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29356286550403793,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alexz1993,2019/01/30,"am I suffering from SA? For the past few months (maybe 3), I have a neck pain.  
The neck pain gets worse when I'm in stressfull situations or just around a lot of people I guess.  
I used to have that few years back, and it stopped and now the neck pain is back.  


Before the neck pain, I didn't use to care talking a lot to people and etc... It was just normal.  
But with that neck pain, I get nervous more easily since my body is tense because of that neck pain.  
And since there is tension on the neck, I gets a bit shaky. So I get awkward like someone that drank too much coffee when I'm in stressfull situations and I feel like I can't really act normal because of that.  


Anyone experienced something similar? I drink 1 coffee per day, (used to drink 4-5, but I started drinking only 1) maybe quitting coffee would help? But at the same time I don't want to stop drinking coffee, because it gives me so much energy.",3.1769806949806965,4.430724308108112,4.233841698841701,88.24412162162163,73.48648648648648,7.015444015444014,24.56563706563707,7.447530270364453,0.9744285714285712,707,21,151,8,14,230,102,185,0.163,0.758,0.079,-0.8109,0,0,5,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,12,14,0,4,10,0,11,19,8,3,0,28,27,13,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,7,5,2,1,4,0,1,3,11,0,0,3,2,15,3,16,23,10,19,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,5,15,89,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421896097320462,0.0,0.0,0.08175999637002489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124363543893648,0.0,0.167960443902204,0.0,0.07815187173440834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026908101460813,0.10201718606274443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364035102254564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592313214084808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35988582036286515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242954146931507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643872493963743,0.0656128618074774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193730479105253,0.08810444869874043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011757339368934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156061857417504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973998062715549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561637546726716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845378505527424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733084345797807,0.0,0.13503076554009966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799738400376864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985095755388282,0.5863663898680176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767480868847538,0.12734514060797422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768663978210873,0.0,0.0,0.05883716073767724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194743037929653,0.20647140289832192,0.0,0.0,0.07781851811144469,0.07070544855288155,0.0,0.0,0.065007150484093,0.0,0.0,0.15357019898693194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382015425511475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355455860007115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379693318943064,0.0,0.0,0.054171549609034086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359615473688128,0.06524283520006323,0.0,0.0,0.05914406492762792
socialanxiety,Unknown833790,2019/01/30,"[FREE] Non-fiction Self-Help Kindle Book Hi, I just published my new Amazon Kindle book on How to Influence People. If You are interested in this topic, message me and I will send it to You for FREE :D

US - https://www.amazon.com/How-analyze-people-psychologist-techniques-ebook/dp/B07MY6325D/

UK - https://www.amazon.co.uk/How-analyze-people-psychologist-techniques-ebook/dp/B07MY6325D/

DE - https://www.amazon.de/How-analyze-people-psychologist-techniques-ebook/dp/B07MY6325D/

FR - https://www.amazon.fr/How-analyze-people-psychologist-techniques-ebook/dp/B07MY6325D/

ES - https://www.amazon.es/How-analyze-people-psychologist-techniques-ebook/dp/B07MY6325D/

CA - https://www.amazon.ca/How-analyze-people-psychologist-techniques-ebook/dp/B07MY6325D/

AU - https://www.amazon.com.au/How-analyze-people-psychologist-techniques-ebook/dp/B07MY6325D/
",33.94757142857143,44.48817911428571,16.985357142857143,-11.129107142857123,15.0,10.928571428571427,37.32142857142857,10.411451182825502,5.7851428571428585,758,20,45,13,8,173,54,70,0.0,0.787,0.213,0.9094,0,0,0,0,0,0,115.0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,20,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196191749220922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605399053818632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305843062835401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974533666456886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.573585863689898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,undxrwrld,2019/01/30,"i can't think of a title. (I'm in highschool)  
I used to think that i wasn't confident enough to talk to people, i realised i just have nothing to talk about. I don't really fit in, and i can't talk to any groups of friends because 'why would they want to talk to me?'. Im afraid that people are going to like me initially and then hate me when they get to know me. Not just girls. Anyone.",0.529285714285713,2.2408312142857163,2.4121428571428574,96.47035714285715,82.09523809523809,5.628571428571429,18.833333333333336,6.6274283507984215,-0.15035238095238054,298,7,72,3,8,99,50,84,0.109,0.804,0.087,-0.4127,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,11,16,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,13,2,14,14,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907004130076547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299426902145962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466401685911628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211307768201334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799963366546646,0.0,0.10684513646988728,0.0,0.11622459386829127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019058093819201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089990318129468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239029952283383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991054617914424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622753888060565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835552774245325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310107897026357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6574917337056237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620763928592872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662618717832027,0.0,0.0,0.12062202534444115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453346086874328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527409641855266,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,c0mput3r_n3rd,2019/01/30,"Propranolol is a miracle So I've been suffering with social anxiety for years now (since 2012 to be precise) but in a very specific situation. I work as a consultant for an IT company and manage a department, am considered well paid and colleagues say I am well respected in my industry, however I have this crippling condition when it comes to public speaking. Today for the first time since the condition arose, I was able to present to a room complelty free of symptoms. The secret? 120mg of propranolol. I took 80 about 2 hours before and 40 about 30 mins before the ""big moment"" (about 10 people - whoppie doo) and it went flawlessly, I can't believe I've never used this in all the years of suffering. I strongly recommend getting propranolol, I'm in the UK and my doctor prescribed it to me right away after reading another reddit post. This is frankly life changing for me,and I hope other sufferers try it too. ",6.532376395534289,7.500194263157902,7.310154173312071,70.34057416267946,65.43274853801171,11.598298777246145,37.18288144603935,11.389717465364855,4.8002233918128665,733,37,122,23,11,244,114,171,0.071,0.7709999999999999,0.158,0.9390000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,9,10,0,0,12,0,9,3,0,1,3,14,17,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,9,7,0,0,1,1,2,4,2,3,2,1,5,2,11,8,23,11,1,26,0,3,0,0,6,8,0,1,13,79,20,5,0.1685237237568984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671181821326795,0.12892018740431105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833358593136074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868025531167309,0.1898685272373115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178275754286463,0.14516826590627874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249117222679297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433461933372336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804669010278753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738208277542746,0.1659619213814931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903328992810645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129975884919344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683313093733605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613991430991889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856932866990798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391833929040845,0.0,0.13401682917847266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788091315356318,0.18942772636998892,0.0,0.17178871367719414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516067556478274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982675385545343,0.0,0.15974078515973306,0.0,0.18723605788587144,0.11441654624317585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555038891180064,0.0,0.13904972133156007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030461330860986,0.15622318028958507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268727800288495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170475056642456
socialanxiety,sneakers-to-work,2019/01/30,"How is your sleep? Do you sleep well? Do you wake up on time? Do you stay up late? Do you wake up in the middle of the night? Etc

I personally have a difficult time going to sleep early. I always end up staying up late. Even if I get in bed earlier, I still end up falling asleep late. I always have a lot on my mind.

I also wake up feeling exhausted and groggy. I am often late to work. ",-1.030405257393209,1.0345726626506035,1.996100766703176,94.19082146768896,93.45783132530121,4.9458926615553125,15.97918948521358,6.574015621080383,-0.2660506024096381,293,7,68,4,11,103,49,83,0.094,0.861,0.045,-0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,0,8,8,7,1,0,7,11,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,1,14,11,2,27,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,3,11,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341588318084055,0.236016363632892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25122634553807616,0.0,0.158170247626275,0.09367282109957968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171002152100174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409671709946881,0.0,0.08060133700410932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6399305443354921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205729294132634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432009034834872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330913735740614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383446202215992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425776573908585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30232911247115996,0.1132601122086277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539638221121386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275160006875586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324890713405524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ayhayhay,2019/01/30,"Dance in front of people or be left out. One of my childhood best friends is getting married next month and all of our friends are doing a choreographed dance at the wedding, I am not a part of it because of me being socially anxious, but now I feel left out because I'm the only one not involved which is also making me anxious.",13.69590909090909,6.554749803030305,12.29818181818182,65.66727272727273,58.54545454545455,13.806060606060607,52.6969696969697,7.1686216300943375,5.062751515151515,261,13,49,1,2,84,48,66,0.06,0.84,0.1,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,11,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,6,3,9,9,3,13,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,4,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570118086907526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468163696354974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526196011241865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744809920403804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476870534288707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201710119724812,0.0,0.10825567969458708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502560939999629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831046003633496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538847247896302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203640931705975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808139533945128,0.15758818527842205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243820338702102,0.0,0.14364935224370892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121866070459688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway203012,2019/01/30,"If I still get anxiety towards my family, the people who fucking raised me If at the smallest change of tone or expression around my family and I think they hate me now, then what hope do I have to ever be comfortable with say, a friend or SO...not that I have those so I guess it doesn't matter. Fuck this disease",1.2454910714285743,3.5637645312500013,2.9100892857142884,90.48312500000002,83.375,6.7821428571428575,20.080357142857142,7.957251820313856,0.9271232142857142,246,7,52,5,7,81,52,64,0.096,0.7240000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.7767,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,3,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,12,12,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,10,3,6,11,0,7,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,6,4,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836046665605785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21919130720896124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26047204046909395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272344516537526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642356069162411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902318300360084,0.4552597105195161,0.12864172763937348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27124317959955624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430949409347844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445557042402199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070052027793614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580697943492256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663457542374185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777021334244656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,M3nriq,2019/01/30,Alone I have been playing floorball with some of the people from my major in university and the only thing it does (beside that it keeps me somewhat in shape) is show how alone I really am.,6.914594594594593,6.437117351351353,7.252027027027029,76.01966216216219,64.67567567567568,9.562162162162162,29.31081081081081,8.841846274778883,2.191713513513513,150,4,28,2,2,49,32,37,0.106,0.847,0.048,-0.29600000000000004,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,5,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7437141194135424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314198239460458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191311635042396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27306602590003426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489130620484073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300101562027329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23853015840719186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Stoner_sandwich,2019/01/30,"About having unexpected ""good"" phases. I don't know how many of you experience this, but every once in a while I'll have a period where I am smooth as all fuck. Like I'll walk into a party or social setting and the usual weight that's on my chest just isn't there, so I handle myself much better than usual. I've been on a self improvement routine for a while now, trying to make this happen more often, but it seems to be completely random.

The problem with this is that they don't last long enough, so I'll make a good impression, meet some cool people and then embarrass myself later on. Like all that good social energy disappears and all of a sudden I'm stumbling over my words again and have this overpowering urge to just leave and go home. This has killed so many potentially good nights and I still can't explain how or why it happens to me. ",6.743620915032679,6.013865152941179,7.1860784313725485,77.18513071895428,65.11764705882354,10.143790849673204,27.7124183006536,9.444778638647367,2.1213986928104576,676,15,133,11,9,222,110,170,0.115,0.685,0.2,0.9472,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,14,13,2,1,9,1,12,3,1,4,3,29,22,19,1,1,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,10,8,1,0,3,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,3,11,9,17,20,7,25,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,6,16,92,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457859043930405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476882799655274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554529507416447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868002250468228,0.0,0.0,0.13778740913734008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022213885623618,0.0,0.0,0.08005357755384494,0.4725843396678393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491228003915933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129334743934924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583992839432406,0.0,0.07741257903939808,0.11481911720474194,0.0,0.14914964393898786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763346277747193,0.0,0.0,0.1246560343067757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880493325501466,0.2856184117343662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354778167376306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321868965475805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001054097208738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765409211853483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478331192078966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823300241459876,0.1469469541286331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28717660368710196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249040665402728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563420801166847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102732031213317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17152866095668115,0.0,0.0,0.12710359511065275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NGBSG,2019/01/30,Always face your fears HEAD FIRST No matter how hard if feels force your self to engage and interact with people! I know your pain and suffering but some of my best day are after  group interactions. You won't feel better then and there but a day after you get a sense of accomplishment!,2.1949350649350627,5.022010000000002,2.9215584415584424,88.1109090909091,85.36363636363636,6.051948051948052,15.129870129870133,7.447530270364453,0.17325974025973995,230,4,44,4,7,72,45,55,0.19899999999999998,0.665,0.135,-0.26,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,0,4,2,6,0,1,2,0,2,3,2,1,0,13,6,8,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,7,3,6,5,2,6,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,2,6,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364487049513621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29821446954032765,0.2513215526195538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665268578200032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197655214439881,0.2873655277063536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417112795130575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846489904037474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25455673589269073,0.0,0.29163608684292125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617008900052004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023724403729791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700478199615284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964468977702516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,andreib95,2019/01/30,"Does anyone else's anxiety impact their language/cognitive skills? It happens very often to me during social interactions that I can't explain simple stuff or just can't find the right words, does this also happen to others? ",10.353750000000002,9.914142875000003,9.615000000000002,61.75000000000003,57.75,11.0,35.0,10.125756701596842,3.8219999999999987,185,6,25,3,2,59,36,40,0.057,0.943,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186360320703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026699384517032,0.0,0.0,0.1852444971407853,0.2714510396904575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636822574765341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131416117831176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24214028083194444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685516300292681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22624789455652825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700617236807551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30328028926000955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859414752178213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AverageRedditer23,2019/01/30,I have to do something :( I’m going to a uni open day today. Probably gonna have to interact with people. Wish me luck!,-1.1605999999999987,0.8678888400000027,2.4235000000000007,88.81925000000004,100.6,5.7,18.25,7.1686216300943375,0.7892000000000001,91,3,19,2,4,33,21,25,0.10400000000000001,0.6809999999999999,0.215,0.4753,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829367552449967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493334963276277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041517563938662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730121051176245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377464779779502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158532770993448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5045039406926557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,udonchopstick,2019/01/30,"Turned 21 today... ... And have 0 friends, life is on a steady downward trajectory and the only things occupying my mind are anxiety, hatred and suicidal ideation. How did my life come to this :')",4.8775490196078435,7.356135970588234,5.488823529411764,75.89637254901962,71.64705882352942,9.239215686274509,31.92156862745098,9.725611199111238,3.4661098039215688,149,7,26,4,3,48,30,34,0.22399999999999998,0.625,0.15,-0.5307,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,6,6,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517042109686697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28342701452207225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25420489516927863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4648019976327935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322227576564217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502393197424211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35990135770783577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859044669188976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118784505179976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578861208204192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,onedaythrowaway99,2019/01/30,"Had someone who cared about me, but the attraction wasn't there Cutting  a long story short, I am 30 and last year I had my first relationship.  It lasted for a few months because I realised I didn't have a strong  attraction to her and didn't want to string her along, but she is  perhaps the only person who has really wanted to spend time with me. She  wanted to remain friends afterwards (once her anger had calmed down...)  and I was happy with that, but in the end she said she had to cut me  loose. That was a few weeks ago.

​

Now  I'm back to being completely alone. I haven't had any friends for  around 10 years. One by one they stopped talking to me once they got  partners and careers. Some of them have children of their own now.

​

I  worry that this is it now for the rest of my life. I'm an introvert with social anxiety. I go to my running club twice a week but cold approaching people and being reciprocated is hard.",4.400810366104487,5.410185839572197,4.8488770053475925,85.91910736322502,70.28342245989305,7.892883587001232,27.218839983545863,8.139509932561175,1.5714980666392442,740,24,152,10,13,235,111,187,0.13699999999999998,0.726,0.13699999999999998,0.4366,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,2,7,11,3,0,10,0,20,1,0,0,0,19,29,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,8,10,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,3,0,4,12,3,26,8,23,15,5,25,0,0,0,0,22,4,0,1,18,110,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722825906872618,0.0,0.0,0.13696715885791014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865773610102118,0.3213871669190828,0.08993193714338772,0.0,0.10116796553352113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772713779401997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168914915671574,0.0,0.0806160437097286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348337939989597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865760337693453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713086251099747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248853293567083,0.0,0.0,0.20434614084497008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515855156520619,0.0,0.1057693508629218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077851744948405,0.11846660125728607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559657431423745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340938774019814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703370753241152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105557638972717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816757307664782,0.179226867910578,0.1005791789394584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916828496903544,0.11547226318302335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847202891035466,0.0,0.0,0.1419829052982062,0.0,0.0,0.12579640101080508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480832609898255,0.11205175894542056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056372786128163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062944698852004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711381090667452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23400666958724836,0.0,0.21215981685453253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430241491643882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213871669190828,0.17032440779280816
socialanxiety,Mut8ed_Sandwich,2019/01/30,"An anime that kinda reflects how i feel I watched this anime a couple yrs back: *NHK ni Youkoso (Welcome to the NHK)*, and felt i could relate quite strongly to the protagonist. 

Found it on youtube, incase any of you guys wanna check it out: https://youtu.be/ktq3CtCOgKo",2.7268557919621728,5.430737382978727,2.263687943262415,88.13444444444447,100.70212765957449,3.791016548463357,22.243498817966906,5.82211442006289,0.5941130023640664,215,8,35,2,9,63,40,47,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.3384,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,4,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,6,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24986822588361074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825346378438445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29336674475168045,0.4065595556608694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857860468116136,0.0,0.3527949758285918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028732316880171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638181646982689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390812078820392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anon_acc34,2019/01/30,"How to get over fear of loneliness? So, I just moved to a new public school, which is actually considered to be one of the worst in the area. So far, I haven't had any bad experiences, but judging by the people I have interacted with so far, there is basically nobody that I would consider being friends with. Due to this, I have decided to try and go it solo considering that I really only have 2 years left and I'm just here for my academics. But I also have a fear of loneliness out in the schoolyard and in the classroom. How can I get over this? 

I should note that I'm not a super awkward person, I actually have many friends outside of school from JROTC.",5.30318181818182,5.479988257575759,6.667727272727273,76.64659090909092,67.93939393939394,10.236363636363636,30.893939393939394,10.125756701596842,2.908648484848485,518,19,105,12,8,177,80,132,0.141,0.772,0.087,-0.8041,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,3,8,0,14,0,0,2,0,16,19,11,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,1,0,11,3,20,14,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,3,78,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.3696864847372296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147635744611898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288097585928133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581549186390274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528574535242345,0.0,0.4262925898928722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29268553427961985,0.0,0.19792467316145995,0.0,0.10764979817863883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580165053537186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19203866534651287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013198304945467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293969741738406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835356560872774,0.14405983202606432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131317595404249,0.16539123716479026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134510090605292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833993495846508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286014130287374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455609212765687,0.0,0.0,0.12197805666787315
socialanxiety,vospit,2019/01/30,"People who talk without thinking, how do you prepare for a meeting? Surely I can't be the only one.
I get nervous in social situations, and notice I say things to make the meeting go faster. Now that's not very productive. Especially in a meeting with a potential client who I can do development work for.

Do you guys have tips tricks, books? Even on how to prepare for a meeting, going home with what you like.",3.5298191681735998,5.692370227848103,4.793707052441231,80.79518987341773,74.56962025316456,7.0459312839059685,29.00723327305606,7.957251820313856,2.0929840867992766,324,14,59,5,7,107,57,79,0.048,0.8740000000000001,0.077,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,4,4,1,1,6,0,7,0,0,3,1,10,12,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,1,7,2,11,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,3,43,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083587923192142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351339445668035,0.0,0.2939935002006085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561041553279157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259447029339914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263633203633624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726508770005323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944747283201107,0.0,0.0,0.17526792736721628,0.1967149728667977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793153362292289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568885376702126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290733426149398,0.0,0.2636610925879822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24377455489641825,0.0,0.0,0.20789306474597516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183556059134714,0.16573246997955796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341333004695906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493293607391523,0.0,0.18830027347239228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DCBEWI,2019/01/30,"People who obsess about the opinions of others, do you only care about them only in the moment or all the time? Much of my social anxiety comes from the fact that I just can't stop to obsess about the thought what people might think about me. I have ADHD though, and me obsessing about this thought isn't really much different than me obsessing about any other thought which hinders me to concentrate about the task at hand.

It's not like I actively care about what people might think, but when I once start to obsess about this thought, there is almost always this thought in the back of my head which says ""what do you think they think about you"".

Thus there are also moments where I simply don't care about other people's opinions, however it's usually enough to just remember that I did care in the past to start obsessing about it again. There are times, that I can seem to be one of the most confident people in the room, but then there are times that I can't even open my mouth.

As a side note, this got especially worse after I got interested into psychology and how people react to certain behaviors. Before that, I had similar issues, but I was too socially oblivious to care about it, which made me in a way much more confident than now.
_____

Is that similar to most people who have social anxiety? Or do people with social anxiety usually care about the opinions all the time?",8.420209790209789,7.330714424242426,8.018636363636364,73.74314685314688,61.95454545454545,11.759440559440561,33.18648018648018,10.891193690592663,3.423097668997669,1104,34,204,24,13,351,124,264,0.083,0.7759999999999999,0.141,0.9732,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,2,0,30,15,0,6,14,0,21,3,3,4,4,42,43,13,0,0,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,25,6,0,1,11,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,11,2,24,9,40,29,9,31,0,0,0,0,12,11,0,11,19,159,49,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498192751872657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913981655252299,0.0,0.0,0.06320240866064936,0.06576152407657825,0.0,0.0,0.05374493511278424,0.0,0.18137936029629695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077125542606821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725099285978575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834745301614412,0.0,0.0,0.06807965903955628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257233329495381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166188910699228,0.0,0.052200342257985095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641931397486866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111033448233462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248958852457898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03861137719710582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478263631766753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768237610632686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429434857394194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841672288719488,0.053554591907452334,0.12021583471908473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544563939721716,0.4383304942898626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050630360973395495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952862421542837,0.0,0.0,0.0628499622770396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194838704818059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32225547314970016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187948070899403,0.0,0.0,0.06607486248470097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025638102508769,0.07764921053747523,0.3137156144020669,0.18433837389139168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408667104803655,0.0,0.0,0.06273246571147673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805410567171627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eclipseOD,2019/01/30,"Almost broke down when I heard this Joy Division song Don't know if there are any Joy Division fans around. Today when I listened to Closer as usual these lines from the song ""Isolation"" hit me like a truck:

""Mother I tried please believe me,
I am doing the best that I can.
I am ashamed of the things I've been put through,
I am ashamed of the person I am.""

They are so on point when it comes to social anxiety. This incurable feeling of shame has been eating me from inside. I lost majority of my friends, alienated my own family and was on the verge of dropping out of college. Things are better nowadays but I am still struggling a lot. Knowing Ian Curtis I just sympathize with him so much more. 

Really, the worst type of hatred is when you hate yourself.",4.296394348894348,5.718189020270271,4.885651105651106,83.99890663390666,70.95945945945945,8.084520884520883,27.64373464373465,8.575989854853784,1.959397297297298,597,21,116,10,11,191,102,148,0.195,0.703,0.102,-0.9594,0,1,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,1,1,3,10,14,1,4,8,0,16,1,0,0,0,13,25,10,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,7,5,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,8,0,0,5,5,19,6,19,19,7,18,0,2,0,0,9,8,0,3,8,87,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717191808419665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390215450481133,0.0,0.1506317886849054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528719935355164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22184451053449625,0.2066396530451851,0.17414647423423868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961622530978046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014829759151444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856245131540904,0.0,0.0995610860766052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212831721982406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440292553596905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642768076844865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619783862871567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21494507135574945,0.16740159254179884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474783371423805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192985403061878,0.0,0.21614256432294784,0.1861388735798792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979439139919646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614238724946086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20071985418328303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572485901060098,0.0,0.0,0.20584786226346508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616298698215286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664291977081898,0.0,0.0,0.13368557215719998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168630427684487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AoiSnowstorm,2019/01/30,"When I say that I don't have friends, I don't have friends University - isn't it fun?

Meeting new people, failing miserably, losing contact infos, avoiding them in the hallways, never seeing them again.

No matter how much I try, nobody stays. I can't connect with people, even though I try my best to be nice and caring. I don't think I'm mean or arrogant. But none of the friendships I made here really lasted.

I try my best to stay in touch with them, but I feel like a desperate fool no matter how hard I try to play it 'cool'.

I find it extremely difficult to express my feelings, especially shock or happiness. So I hide behind this persona of a friendly university nerd.

The only time I feel like myself is when I'm drawing, singing or learning something new.

I've gotten used to loneliness now - I know I'm only running away from that feeling and distracting myself.
I don't know if that's healthy or not, but before University, I've felt so lonely that I started feeling extremely depressed and considered suicide. I do not want to go back to those awful times in my life, so I decided to distract myself instead.

And there's really nothing I can do about it. I've been actively searching for friends, but I just suck at being a decent human being.

I had friends in highschool, but we all drifted apart. I have one friend I still talk to, but she's depressed and I feel like talking to her about my problems will make her feel worse.

I know there's probably nothing I can do about this, but typing things out might make me feel a little bit better.
So thank you for taking your time to read about a University student whining about their issues.",5.822125,6.383881962500002,6.395624999999999,77.70687500000003,66.875,8.9,33.5,8.841846274778883,2.8472625000000003,1308,56,238,20,20,427,173,320,0.263,0.589,0.14800000000000002,-0.9913,0,3,1,0,0,1,38.0,1,2,4,5,24,35,1,4,8,2,22,1,0,6,2,56,52,26,1,3,15,0,11,3,6,2,1,1,0,1,12,9,0,1,18,3,0,3,12,16,0,1,5,14,46,19,31,42,6,28,0,7,1,0,23,9,1,6,17,166,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615147151749343,0.07050861392478959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802659758079313,0.0,0.19245872603996894,0.08109771789092445,0.10010835390751377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349024949000083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795537284208858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060564386126394636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709142849803213,0.19652306147348048,0.08804260226334441,0.0,0.08380854219582788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250649141430188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211298687621615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761216627402952,0.08214166329741912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570686847452203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511812777943902,0.07474453148586427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647676424843962,0.13439419683573067,0.09190354655074187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025844417900831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867650338212128,0.12241567083838985,0.0,0.0,0.09988389640772108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097275034356134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674071584595526,0.0,0.07072165821119056,0.17712126194292946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596969484833078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062135626756896864,0.13947797883106294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714101171953393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886386702689798,0.08774075038103903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172087925757087,0.0,0.1174856945020279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292039129865452,0.0,0.0,0.07306989187554007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059211070150484,0.0,0.0,0.06490294676414236,0.1954716094809244,0.07322859595773283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030061223654817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894402916399943,0.14740364732377753,0.0,0.08442141689724827,0.0,0.0,0.06091879111513489,0.05875513592725145,0.090090918296268,0.0,0.16040613870537612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24902243618917616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791959590312761,0.0,0.0,0.0540847149001949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344612404911802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vodkaroses,2019/01/30,Do you hide in your bedroom whenever there is someone in your home? I always do and now my sister's boyfriend basically lives in my house. I know I sound stupid but whenever he is in my home I just hide in my bedroom even more than I do when I'm just in my bedroom in general. I'm skipping dinner to avoid him... I need to toughen up ,0.8893158953722349,2.8139889577464783,3.1572635814889334,90.49211267605637,81.95774647887325,6.310663983903421,25.635814889336014,7.447530270364453,1.2491955734406432,260,11,58,4,7,89,42,71,0.11,0.872,0.018000000000000002,-0.6187,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,6,2,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,15,0,11,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799511626788005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222031366452225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6749682853327829,0.0,0.0,0.3882150907526848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490267476973754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970891902279105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24947146050000374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28507076336438497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,intrusivethoughtsx,2019/01/30,"I just ran away from a party.. I just ran away using the back entrance from a party where I knew no one. This was a mixer for a new photography club that I joined and I just did not have the courage to start a conversation with anyone. I just felt so much fear in that moment that I just froze.

I am a photographer and event planner and I am damn good at my job, but as soon as I take my work hat off I am the complete opposite. I go from being a confident, helpful, talkative professional to someone who is paralyzed with fear at the thought of making a friend. Does anyone else suffer with this duality?

I am writing this from the comfort of my stranger-free house, phew. ",4.421555555555557,5.136352340740744,5.5562962962962965,81.94333333333336,70.03703703703704,8.666666666666668,29.074074074074076,8.841846274778883,2.108185185185185,526,19,109,9,9,175,83,135,0.124,0.736,0.141,0.5234,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,9,8,1,2,13,0,9,0,0,2,0,19,19,7,0,0,7,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,4,0,1,7,2,16,4,20,11,1,16,0,1,0,0,5,7,1,0,6,82,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27355026862739423,0.20042566978406956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675642674552835,0.15041209726342428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050934745584645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117972200014142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340714346662336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402315043122915,0.0,0.0,0.18781637757175149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511278827046276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116973110652972,0.1640684762985563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111333080319218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570779926948664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941128471229963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305712647276818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379593513615554,0.0,0.0,0.1889214593496198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325504702907842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573980807984073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845383986393772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707445577372105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529257434513222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894432651007488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240648691163502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BeanitoMuskolini,2019/01/30,Anybody more relaxed around older people. I get shaky and uncomfortable in crowds and when talkimg people close to my (18m) age. But when i see visibly older people i feel more relaxed and less anxious. Anybody feel similar? Anybody have odd reliefs in their SA? Any ideas?,3.608027210884353,6.7356008571428605,3.970510204081634,81.14175170068029,81.24489795918367,5.715646258503401,30.615646258503407,7.1686216300943375,2.317813605442177,218,11,34,3,6,68,35,49,0.151,0.675,0.174,0.5137,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,3,4,5,3,9,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,5,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214384080078708,0.0,0.0,0.3561481994771977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28064361713936425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31880460667872423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470762558732854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558843054354567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.655673969032466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512172659047021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cranberry12718,2019/09/05,"My shyness is going to make me fail one of my classes. (VERY long story ahead) (rant) I've been assigned a class where we paint murals on the walls at my high school. The class requires a lot of team work and communication. Not only do I not have any friends in this class, but also I have extreme social anxiety and shyness. However, I made myself take the class so that I can improve my social skills.

There were 3 murals that needed to be painted, all of them in the same area. Everyone else was assertive enough to pick the mural that they were going to paint, and which part of it they would be painting. I was too nervous to make myself pick a mural, and ended up just leaving the area, and told myself that I would participate the next day. I did that for 3 weeks until yesterday when the teacher warned me that he won't be letting me skip class anymore and that I need to start painting.

So yesterday, he put me in a group and I painted a letter. The thing is, I hadn't painted before then so I didn't do a very good job. It wasn't a big deal, but it was enough to piss off two of my group members, a girl and a boy. 

I came in today and started painting. The letter I was painting was in between the girl and the boy. The girl says to the boy, ""there's a girl, I'm not going to say who it is, but I hate her so much. You know who i'm talking about right? I want to pour gas all over her body and light her on fire, then push her down the stairs."" I'm not exaggerating, that's what she said. I knew just by the tone she's using that she's talking about me. The boy then starts agreeing with her, and they just go on about how much they hate this person (me). I just ignored it, knowing that giving a reaction would only make things worse. Then, after a few minutes, I hear the boy blow a raspberry behind me. I turn around, and I see him backing away from me. He sarcastically tells the girl that his hair was in his face, so he had to blow it to make it move. This kid had short hair, so he was obviously lying. He had blew a raspberry at me from behind, getting spit in my hair. I resisted the urge to deck him in the face, put my bucket of paint down, and left.

I know that I haven't made the best choices in this class, but it's not their place to pick on me like that. We always have a mural to paint, and it's not like they have a time limit, so I'm really not inconveniencing them in any way yet they pick on me, and it pisses me off, and I don't know what I'm going to do. Everyone in the class knows that I slack off, so I will probably be treated the same way by all of the other groups if I ask the teacher to assign me a different one. And it's not like I can request to leave the class to the guidance counselor, because eventually she will find out that I was skipping class, and discipline me. I don't know, I guess i'll just put up with the bullying and paint until the class is over, hopefully I can make it though the next 5 weeks. I guess I can only blame myself. Fuck me for putting myself in this situation.",3.923485804416405,4.089794179810728,5.015790220820191,87.3324235015773,70.92429022082018,7.854195583596216,25.944637223974762,7.554174236665415,1.0884480757097792,2346,64,529,24,40,775,249,634,0.11599999999999999,0.8390000000000001,0.045,-0.993,3,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,2,1,9,8,28,16,5,1,48,0,47,10,9,13,4,86,94,43,0,8,18,0,4,3,1,6,0,4,0,12,40,27,0,4,8,1,0,12,15,8,0,3,24,10,86,8,75,59,13,81,0,1,1,1,66,42,3,5,28,372,126,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216891225299038,0.0646861805835756,0.0,0.0,0.10573217780383927,0.0,0.059471138171904823,0.0,0.07709751597408848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920537386917403,0.07267671255177212,0.0,0.07303959725598602,0.0597775136446593,0.0,0.04738978241827972,0.0,0.0661512933229331,0.0,0.08158367808903373,0.0,0.0,0.08635197915862097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891422502694381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0501360802939316,0.08014686465089574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122209662453579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494206866289193,0.0,0.06885485609847343,0.16065308034587408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856842987641564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105325145086598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060061984606481225,0.07186968058920122,0.040616112791243615,0.0745756064388624,0.2209080997805374,0.06520489880158283,0.0,0.0,0.17127947173338784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535049586346801,0.0,0.0,0.08761899970477588,0.0,0.0,0.08213692482265053,0.0,0.07721368679848647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714528005800382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25634430725899865,0.0,0.0,0.1646315651706839,0.08446509388902612,0.07949475249720991,0.0,0.11393999240547248,0.0,0.0,0.06879774397681415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609204688577043,0.0,0.1471195561625799,0.2594613631771165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262566573304568,0.11429617206379206,0.11528693640659493,0.0,0.0,0.16535544164718094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535771644133744,0.1773750677810161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841851995360645,0.0,0.0,0.06787985586707021,0.08122209662453579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381722219739142,0.0,0.0,0.31260200684275397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980244480226608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638981538685501,0.07394885432941803,0.1236444582637489,0.0,0.0786773623423714,0.061948976379865926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738338591774865,0.0,0.15849294874867012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650750129584409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845105178872032,0.1249694618670091,0.06794847325740773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032944392010183,0.0,0.07637947759772414,0.0,0.045331010455809104,0.0,0.07368874105131319,0.07428421493820782,0.0,0.0,0.08455915321880503,0.0759410043911957,0.0,0.0,0.06714268311448889,0.0,0.1282878245303814,0.04585325966501839,0.1234133077797942,0.124717203871232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659588470161098,0.0,0.07922403582270318,0.16567349569846518,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yikesarama,2019/09/05,"Should I email my professor about my anxiety? I'm in a natural sciences major that has never required any discussions or small classes, but I was hoping to take a minor in the humanities in a selective program that I really love. The first class in this is a required small discussion based course, and I was hoping I would be able to suck it up and suffer through the class, even though I've never been able to participate in seminars without panic. After working on the first assignment, which is preparing for the first assignment, I'm literally unable to function from anxiety.

I don't have a diagnosis and it's pretty late for that; classes are already starting. My options are basically to drop my minor or to deal with it. I'm worried that I'll be so stressed from a discussion class that I'll fail the actual classes for my major. Has anyone tried to ask a professor about this? I don't know him at all, it's insanely personal, and it doesn't seem like something most professors empathize with or even see as a real issue.

I am going to try to start going to therapy, but until then... I won't have another chance to be in this program.",6.549366515837103,6.776341583710407,7.698823529411764,70.14470588235297,65.289592760181,11.324886877828055,36.004524886877824,11.051253699011982,4.253780090497738,914,42,160,25,13,312,120,221,0.13699999999999998,0.763,0.10099999999999999,-0.7405,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,7,6,9,1,2,14,0,21,1,0,0,3,26,37,14,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,14,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,7,5,0,3,3,1,15,4,34,28,4,25,1,2,1,1,10,11,1,8,12,119,29,17,0.2827868166932302,0.0,0.13797957030193506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603114208031926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615236626226877,0.14826331696980813,0.21633114074876625,0.0,0.0,0.0988655586764473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321837500969714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577039544163406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677802539989152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36080748272632396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071426475151074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808711159731202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475779831531044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770611947021924,0.0,0.15949792327835274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907767726123136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761307140005046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181026262880828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589469978304427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345927037026473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438479281363748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093665365496113,0.0905802379719834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126722401859619,0.12871924859372574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885155360215423,0.0,0.0,0.20015796435122607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619656715425873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631024644987117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169568500207954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389183058070038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191993685920538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362982000105937,0.0,0.10293608526370164,0.14359186957535788,0.0,0.10044182051436502,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,csehopeful,2019/09/05,"Where do you guys cry There’s very many moments in my life where I just want to break down and cry hysterically, but I can’t because I have no place to do it without anyone hearing me. 

Is there any specific place you guys do it? Cause I really need to cry right now.",5.481726190476189,4.558607053571432,6.229285714285716,83.64904761904764,67.75,9.609523809523813,29.380952380952376,8.841846274778883,1.8694595238095248,209,6,48,3,3,69,41,56,0.193,0.787,0.02,-0.872,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,9,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,6,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285830362215685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221134545648436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526334245241747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424049593615667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6230969346781658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37444412216904055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21311046923934066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335550313798121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170065165831332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020277107452694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951033265063493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211315173288697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614759898820744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601341361737536,0.11152614976535467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822694237299702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ariiibutera,2019/09/05,ADHD & SOCIAL ANXIETY Hi so i’m 20 yrs old and have pretty bad social anxiety but it’s weird cause i also have ADHD which makes my entire existence just a really awkward mess. I finally got the strength to call and set up an appointment for therapy for it but i’m pretty nervous and not sure it will help but at this point idk what else to do because it really sucks living this way. I was hoping someone could recommend any books that might help? Or just any advice in general would help lmao. Thx,1.9554545454545469,4.4639992,3.8854545454545466,83.3977272727273,82.0,7.636363636363638,22.090909090909093,8.575989854853784,1.8136,400,13,75,10,11,135,75,100,0.17800000000000002,0.546,0.276,0.9592,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,2,3,0,8,0,0,2,1,18,14,9,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,4,3,7,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,3,2,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689562429934144,0.14999919677092582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275452739664645,0.0,0.16631804331251793,0.0,0.2087716037898697,0.0,0.23485537048886299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281667490578167,0.0935726576735467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674147040147246,0.0,0.0,0.15768759647133346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255789143224337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823021439450075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815261388145075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276860541911047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086650343833561,0.0,0.0,0.15246092119047766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554401104056288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102462970189621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284008210983414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610732589256184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510786368084488,0.0,0.0,0.3123309786986025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667307512222654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31294945197320984,0.13006072239505476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467267925469512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554153265301664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184178331217944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904255803316014,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ithinkthehairisweird,2019/09/05,"Try out earplugs I've found when I'm having an anxiety attack earplugs really help. Having noise cut down but still being able to hear people is really nice, and let's you analyze their body language eaiser. It's also very relaxing to be in nature and to hear nothing but your self. Try it out sometime",3.9486440677966144,6.008471322033903,5.0120000000000005,80.14613559322035,73.0677966101695,8.109830508474579,25.359322033898305,8.841846274778883,2.113214237288136,244,8,43,5,5,80,46,59,0.076,0.7559999999999999,0.168,0.8371,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,7,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,2,7,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,26,5,0,0.2192494602093765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753337141167902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772523694801053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24942791286792745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353672403989035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403957164943993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942201524427458,0.0,0.1469582915980745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419742766949186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037577026153825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519999696276221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809136368268282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287250035289041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684332234125453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509290213928158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29771198313923564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090376633373453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unoriginalsexyblog,2019/09/05,"I got groped while job hunting, didn’t know what to do I was out walking around and applying at places that had “hiring” signs in windows, and I went into one place and was chatting with this old guy who just seemed really lonely and wanted company... I didn’t have anything better to do so I figured that I could stay for a little bit, but I couldn’t figure out how to extract myself and then it started getting creepy. (I eventually ran out of the store when he went to get something from the back) but I was stuck there for about a half hour at least because I was trying to be friendly and the owner seemed like a nice grandfatherly guy at first... and then the touching started. He had been touchy from the start, but it didn’t seem inappropriate at first and I figured it was just cultural differences. (I’m American and not a touchy person, and he looked Mexican) but then he “accidentally” brushed my butt, which I noticed and naively thought it was an accident. But then later, he did it again, for longer. He did it a few more times, getting more and more bold, just kinda as he was chatting and showing me around. I told him I should leave, I had other places to be, but he really didn’t want me to, and kept talking and trying to find something for me to do. I didn’t know how to be rude and leave and I was so uncomfortable anyway. At one point he grabbed my hand and put it on his leg, saying he hurt his leg and to feel it, while moving my hand next to his dick. I definitely didn’t want my hand there, I didn’t want to touch his old dirty dick, but I didn’t know what to say or do. God, I was just trying to be nice, but I probably shouldn’t have in that situation - I should’ve said something or done something or idk. Left sooner? Called the cops? Stop trying to be a polite and decent human? I don’t know how to act in situations like that, I want to know what I should do if that happens again, but I really don’t want it to happen again. 
I’m sorry if this doesn’t belong here, but I needed to say it somewhere.",4.248438705048876,4.773500772397097,5.089841269841268,85.8153125280244,70.3317191283293,7.958712223119003,26.192180073536004,7.921354282810032,1.2939208860191909,1581,45,340,19,27,515,180,413,0.107,0.77,0.124,0.8109,1,2,4,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,0,3,21,10,1,0,13,0,44,8,8,3,0,80,80,48,0,14,20,0,7,2,1,3,0,4,1,4,23,27,0,2,14,3,1,7,14,3,0,5,33,13,41,7,45,37,6,52,0,2,1,3,32,21,3,9,25,236,64,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107263769993558,0.15376978577058367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641085043781378,0.0,0.052648488713817415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638454529041105,0.09429033629875697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819030837201489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895697871883642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902350764075251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838337182396286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04366972298475491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893782406664916,0.1469273604649206,0.0,0.0,0.0667268883147278,0.0,0.13536949401971204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907553656719975,0.0,0.0,0.17103371046271898,0.1527480104108007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505404461248332,0.0,0.09245760208418888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570586736628312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373250744301591,0.0,0.0,0.1829002510356216,0.09383793964440293,0.0,0.0,0.08438905460343911,0.08656236940349395,0.0,0.0,0.07252648265316355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179439549694847,0.0,0.06403999618187667,0.0,0.0,0.09185222698946001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832934057161663,0.1812551628965992,0.0,0.11704895574358465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541228600649752,0.2707052292225752,0.0,0.08164468032895135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311817551584103,0.0,0.0,0.08682263554152253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598663167197136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215474357317003,0.2060473861633745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235875672042594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416013210016952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659579784613513,0.0,0.0966807251934207,0.18339290693437255,0.09205567305523477,0.0,0.07220663419581573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941847975376188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856570792225429,0.05036126081574949,0.0,0.0,0.08252731817313523,0.0,0.2345499485078518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056487750027226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601260486170307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fatcat2200,2019/09/05,"The whole ""keep doing it until you get used to it"" doesn't work for me. Anyone else? My whole life I've been hearing that the more i do something i'm scared of the less anxious i would be. I don't think that's working at all. An example, going to the supermarket. First time i did it i was 16. Felt good knowing i did something i was scared of. Fast forward to 22. I'm able to go to the supermarket but i still feel unreasonably anxious. It happens with everything i do. I don't enjoy anything because the anxiety always comes back so i only go to places i have to, i never really go out to enjoy something cause i know i won't, no matter how many times i repeat the situation. What's the point of living like this?",-0.03459731543624045,2.287055791946312,2.6000637583892647,89.69069966442957,91.75167785234899,5.12765100671141,20.201677852349,6.742157984588678,0.4957406711409398,559,19,117,8,20,193,92,149,0.128,0.8170000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.8013,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,4,6,0,2,9,0,15,1,0,3,2,17,32,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,5,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,6,3,19,4,16,23,5,19,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,11,80,27,2,0.13678616238916955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381704481879346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464103982752404,0.30905885773318265,0.0,0.09564406517919714,0.14015358800851924,0.11256335670991564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518011557135812,0.0,0.08338357498917992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140517068256234,0.0,0.11782916702371744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426728665915856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293458273271896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916319366828036,0.0,0.1313361668283471,0.0,0.0,0.1163502398509842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146512420768764,0.0,0.31095491329645736,0.11472974323651765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095955165750412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416794632806685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158182607601405,0.0,0.0,0.1503481951637964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661611174288198,0.06682680960740588,0.0,0.12078468742830377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867969922548762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549792103395557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403204031750808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291242624608466,0.0,0.12930713665271934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762871823636861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738936221810437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375337764096753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159140117233219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923760597788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764704967581881,0.0,0.0,0.15952222258860796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118139325963484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054337307840633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991639106692936,0.0,0.0,0.09716896517454003,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,im-not-worth-it,2019/09/05,"I feel like I smell bad no matter what I do This mostly happens when I’m out in public around a group of people, but it’s especially bad when I’m at work. 

I make sure to shower everyday, I always wear deodorant, I’m pretty sure I don’t need foot powder but I still use it, I wear clean clothes, I brush my teeth everyday, I make sure I’m completely clean after using the restroom. It feels like it’s all for nothing. I’ve asked one of my best friends (we work together) and other coworkers if I smell bad but they say I don’t. Can’t tell if they’re just being nice. 

When I’m at work my ass gets sweaty, some times it gets so sweaty that it feels like my boxers and shorts are soaked and everyone can notice, but I go to the restroom and they’re completely dry and I’m clean. If I do smell or it’s all in my head this is the reason why. For the first time in my life I actually like my job, but I get so stressed out everyday that it makes me want to quit.",2.4214492753623205,3.2169727874396163,4.043207729468598,90.65408695652174,74.74879227053141,7.6456038647343005,22.495652173913044,8.021203637495839,0.7923600000000004,745,18,177,11,15,250,108,207,0.098,0.675,0.22699999999999998,0.9802,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,6,8,14,0,1,5,0,9,7,6,6,5,38,31,19,0,5,10,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,4,0,14,9,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,0,8,26,10,16,30,5,21,0,0,0,1,8,9,1,6,15,99,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.11950000792100302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018937273393352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901236449308667,0.11448042017416285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30673851726350765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285106799558793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567868969261908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701255931706962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575325713578214,0.2624491263827979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041615483350248,0.0,0.0,0.09460968985554936,0.0,0.19193560749753724,0.0,0.06959492578791708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828799495980984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256758328246962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151931155667547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649474041598404,0.2393044988274144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452222575779104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080004073531228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750044075367727,0.13941768678471433,0.0,0.0,0.0829797828169686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489600966683379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458241835440464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024770125768115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125905812472134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738242854722773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779402422925984,0.0,0.1402736578314907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462417783812684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703249356744916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428108933849638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115264244813432,0.0,0.0,0.07222809409639844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049806316467962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674496589049795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PsychedelicMortal,2019/09/05,Solution for some of you I use to have social anxiety and I would always care what people thought about me. But ever since I stopped jacking off all that shit went away. Try it see how you feel after a couple of days.,1.2747727272727258,3.6882442045454593,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,84.22727272727272,5.3381818181818215,20.163636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.3486327272727272,171,5,35,2,5,55,40,44,0.151,0.7340000000000001,0.115,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,2,2,11,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,2,6,1,8,5,2,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247492883946408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066298529851481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537728670918327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753904052978449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29886643163247945,0.0,0.17419560510918095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443257523613015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657338041762315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725703984331185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152389928195336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27725925964764114,0.22343393622075186,0.0,0.0,0.2753383885512358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258201666207946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144334763684837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338380206624835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332842983578443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250390364969558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187509051733448,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mw7373,2019/09/05,"I want to help/listen or to do anything you need Hey guys, I´m 20 years old and had several anxiety problems during the past few years. I was pretty sad all the time for no reason, really tired and had lots of mood swings. For the past few months I have been feeling really good but I remember the time when I didn\`t fell well. Because of that I want you to have someone than u can talk to about your problems without any kind of shame or the fear that you will be laughed at or anything like that. So if you need someone that just listens to you/ wants to help you or gie you some advice just contact me.

In best regards 

M",5.850956130483687,5.3007383700787445,5.887289088863891,85.16803149606301,66.8740157480315,8.831946006749156,31.528683914510694,7.957251820313856,1.978643194600675,491,17,104,5,7,155,84,127,0.145,0.6779999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.5873,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,8,0,1,6,12,0,2,5,0,10,1,0,1,1,24,17,10,0,8,9,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,4,2,15,6,16,11,6,12,0,1,0,0,14,2,0,7,10,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816529873151502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310957561133816,0.0,0.11599200821163252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495474016188279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924286334577901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912012027556746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061924698213296,0.07666569198028703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717508676847333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501316801248997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326085299965985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578931495344388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407586795310646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890537293801962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102489619075164,0.0,0.0,0.22485467212203195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910396882204325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28948468701835656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542562018937245,0.0,0.2901675396271728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426853980046505,0.1558948099164769,0.0,0.0,0.17176052829067354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129205531191494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569411863762074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186969421353128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682644384014146,0.17426957819917874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682954371692621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632825961999334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616020495375376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952818760677636
socialanxiety,AlwaysWashYourAss,2019/09/05,"Looking for advice on how to help people So i used to have horrible social anxiety but i have recently gotten a lot better and I’m wondering how i can help the other kids at my school, my school if full of  “gangster” type people and its not a great environment to be in with social anxiety, so I’m wondering whats a good way to try and approach these kids who have no friends and sit alone and look miserable all day",5.41129411764706,5.3555993058823566,6.727058823529411,77.11176470588238,67.70588235294119,10.564705882352943,31.117647058823533,10.355215969177356,3.080576470588235,331,12,66,8,5,113,59,85,0.195,0.634,0.171,-0.1131,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,3,1,16,13,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,4,10,11,3,9,0,1,2,0,8,4,0,4,2,45,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751831911135018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856724338921863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274286223780349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585521197729684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156160497485432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385056302676234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036542105995074,0.0,0.19764876601973372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240325401168708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010878056710789,0.0,0.0,0.1524112243304584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24857021186866016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701014695598535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628670524432993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654918481837821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171438406542738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483403859465686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229831139818888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888271551497445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tester_Boy,2019/09/05,"An eye contact experiment So quick backstory:

Every day I go to 6th period by going up a flight of stairs and then walking down along hallway.

My teacher is a always outside his door, just chilling and saying hi to people as we make our way in.

One thing he does however, is look at you as you walk down the hallway (usually at the halfway point) until you get to the door and he welcomes you. 

This made me extremely uncomfortable. My solution was to pull out my phone and just look at it until I was right in front of him, but I could still feel his eyes burning toward me and I felt awkward. So yesterday, feeling particularly confident, I stared right back at him as I was walking...and what do you know, not even 2 seconds later, he looks away. 

When I got to the door and he looks up, says hi, and I make my way in.

I know it sounds stupid but man I felt like a shipload of testosterone was coursing through my veins.",3.559648711943794,4.973137240437161,4.596381733021079,85.39045081967214,72.77049180327869,7.632943013270882,28.371975019516,8.192908349453996,1.8314171740827483,717,28,147,11,14,234,112,183,0.052000000000000005,0.872,0.076,0.6477,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,5,0,0,9,4,1,1,8,0,8,3,3,3,0,25,25,18,0,1,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,5,10,0,0,6,0,0,6,1,2,0,2,8,14,28,2,30,16,0,38,0,0,7,0,23,18,0,0,13,101,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074357650989385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762748528260666,0.12082218888583088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545439567236094,0.0,0.0,0.10133494342499784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375042904208904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378195362233517,0.0,0.1323876163256928,0.0,0.0,0.1537019143610776,0.0,0.0,0.15889787540054462,0.0,0.301736180263272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209320448894719,0.0,0.17859960062409644,0.0,0.12567008962379236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270753065868127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676509356510107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277937763830228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486788737077469,0.20976911162086465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064744009940298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893318190525617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853730863550402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683739194121764,0.0,0.24990992733207454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254830971728791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438925511513332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305494599712445,0.0,0.0,0.2494427264444725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Asingularite,2019/09/05,"So depressed I have crippling social anxiety and I feel my social skill is rapidly deteriorating. I'm in my 4th year in college and the last time I've had a proper conversation with another human being was when I was in high school. I used to have a lot of friends when I was younger but we're gradually becoming more and more distant. I still occasionally text them but most of them are pretty busy with their lives and don't really have much time for me  


My social life is non-existent. I go to class and then head straight back to my room. It's so damn depressing. But seeing couples flirting is the worst of all. I've never had a girlfriend and there's no way I'll be able to date someone when I'm incapable of holding a simple conversation with another human being.",4.549251336898396,5.821992326797385,5.953499702911472,77.15256684491979,70.17647058823529,8.962329174093881,30.248960190136657,9.339509955726095,2.6920379084967325,618,25,118,13,11,209,96,153,0.154,0.7759999999999999,0.07,-0.9343,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,8,6,1,0,6,0,16,2,1,1,2,19,22,15,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,5,2,15,2,15,14,7,20,0,2,1,0,12,6,1,2,12,80,16,3,0.16644618545852505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3490666763270446,0.12733087629252782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279868425077296,0.0,0.0,0.18382673482629425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841695383528136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867197112788858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416019251612522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859590999764148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459520294992893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17082180600611405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585953346664512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567585642513955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756586318785855,0.0,0.0,0.14697503119535746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150659470491914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235709785557347,0.0,0.12837355930746494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693356090951379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662968850289414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845242582176745,0.13263605995016708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090127750377091,0.1410293128007208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292413871448094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941122185312648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375606286341827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211723458476154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718588628273908
socialanxiety,4StringWarrior,2019/09/05,"Being unable to make friends is getting depressing [rant] So this is my first week of classes in College. So far, I haven't been able to say anything to anyone in my classes. I look around and see everybody else talking to one another, and I feel alone and sad.
I wasn't always like this. I don't know where my mojo went or why my confidence has disappeared. And now I just feel bad about myself whenever I fail to interact with literally anyone. 
I don't have a problem talking to someone if they approach me first, but I find it impossible to make that first move. And what's worse is that since I can't bring myself to talk to anyone, nobody is interested in coming up and talking to me. 
I really don't know what to do with myself  :\",4.471632653061229,5.34586898639456,5.796061224489797,79.69001020408162,70.0204081632653,8.873197278911565,29.665986394557823,9.120678840339163,2.4582141496598644,579,22,113,11,10,195,87,147,0.13699999999999998,0.7979999999999999,0.065,-0.8213,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,7,8,0,0,1,0,15,0,0,2,0,22,27,11,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,5,0,0,6,6,5,0,4,3,5,21,3,20,23,0,18,0,3,2,0,8,7,0,2,6,82,28,4,0.14896598041024395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428382991592765,0.0,0.0,0.12395162911720585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562038190432444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124814314032209,0.0,0.1225863091535073,0.1326113051869921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243803713293951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832100177408168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830418064535376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444196173565365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064335124463915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615220734868255,0.38013116051294144,0.0,0.0,0.11509074693886295,0.0,0.0778285764202488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373561407304274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277725346613083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250939055037386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887189732726607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832726220823018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094320359585633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254032495750674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543142154273374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846372667887453,0.0,0.0,0.11870659969646395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322619836732016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621839178872168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789328492908238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949152399567592,0.0,0.0,0.13809295626659046,0.13441862714419098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180906055778634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kaylana_del_rey,2019/09/05,"It's getting worse. My social anxiety keeps getting worse and worse. Even watching a show where someone talks in front of a group of people, or reading a story on reddit about someone going out with friends makes me uncomfortable. I just imagine myself in those situations and I get anxious. Its so frustrating because I used to love talking to people and had no problems. I don't know what to do anymore.",5.2928,7.389965946666668,5.647666666666666,76.83550000000002,69.53333333333333,7.133333333333333,35.16666666666667,7.793537801064563,2.919666666666667,326,17,52,4,6,104,58,75,0.276,0.64,0.085,-0.9245,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,13,12,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,7,2,11,11,0,7,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,1,0,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372395527283074,0.20266952369708294,0.17791535413637002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935981289238213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184911824374214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860302924658074,0.0,0.2811853274232143,0.0,0.10195644388142444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945785189124334,0.0,0.0,0.09859286132762768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191437608668333,0.0,0.1197500586915836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487450097074804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17166037543745585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794472978682283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016517115339545,0.0,0.1828744334267157,0.30400795743973497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28838783952226266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494291992488018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5484679581990389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lisageorges77,2019/09/05,"Stresssss Ok so I get bullied at school and from past bullies I have extreme social anxiety/general anxiety and depression. I also have panic attacks :) So my life is great aha. I always get so stressed when a book doesn’t get handed to me in class cause then I have to stand up and I feel like everyone will judge the way I walk or if i’ll  over while walking there 😬 but it’s not even small things like that sometimes I have huge panic attacks over just tryna find a room where the assembly is. And these feelings are just not fun at all, Does anyone have any advice on how to cope with these feelings cause I recently came back to school and actually was physically sick from the fear of coming back to school because EVERYONE judges me and I feel like I just don’t look right or i’m not doing something right.",2.1747058823529417,4.613761975308645,3.1314088598402314,89.58486928104578,80.48148148148148,6.280900508351492,23.72694262890341,7.510576382923642,1.1301077705156142,648,23,130,10,17,206,104,162,0.18899999999999997,0.7120000000000001,0.099,-0.9501,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,14,13,2,4,5,1,13,3,1,3,1,28,24,18,0,1,10,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,5,1,0,4,5,7,0,0,2,6,14,6,16,21,1,26,0,1,1,0,2,13,0,3,10,83,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.12166263007724197,0.0,0.0,0.12182877874357233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970076160352176,0.10373772414033533,0.0,0.0,0.08478175241464593,0.0,0.09537432060960628,0.0,0.0,0.08717409299298118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836665270381998,0.0,0.19173131461217646,0.0,0.07599935768701511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259242491647112,0.0,0.2561465356437885,0.0,0.1073945439705669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738046601431787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091019729502003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234518255513812,0.0,0.0,0.2382603309615661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029151675823476,0.25215317501337725,0.1781324901574543,0.0,0.0,0.11394864454488066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540911519487364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745215868774285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806005781868582,0.18272644008466896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469371926135228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925532446189475,0.0,0.0,0.1190142570033174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309931045208534,0.0,0.0,0.212939712692762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785264690446642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708817901402375,0.0,0.09597918206479764,0.12330454810111577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281222603446192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282704236356354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895943431971067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tango_mars,2019/09/05,"Backpacking on my own Next week i'm leaving for 2 weeks to go backpacking on my own in Asia. I thought it was a good idea at the time because it would force me to be social in an unknown environment, and if I screw up a conversation I won't ever see that person again right. But now i'm kind of scared because i don't know what to expect. Does anyone has experience with this? Any advice is greatly appreciated.",3.849285714285713,4.905240595238098,5.603333333333335,79.82500000000002,71.61904761904762,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.0925857142857143,326,12,67,6,6,112,67,84,0.057,0.862,0.081,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,4,0,7,1,0,0,1,10,13,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,3,12,8,2,15,0,0,1,1,3,7,1,1,7,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117061248379345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732821297054052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148546676849525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26413347768930073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959030980747385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597071060178886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119235223317173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123126171227706,0.18171424096049046,0.0,0.2388554179603164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445694602174671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22560577350142105,0.1190641911733707,0.0,0.0,0.22939917439456364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304078306987171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916886172811204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501638883360397,0.0,0.0,0.21690265424871166,0.0,0.17264057498810856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208455684218882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199448005219595,0.1263293143359568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475642544149694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539006734740759,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayyyyy7887,2019/09/05,"What do you tell yourself when you are hyperfixated on an interaction and convinced that someone hates you for it? I just had a horrible panic attack over a stupid comment I made, and I obsessed over whether or not that person was offended by it and it spiraled into me thinking I'd hurt them and they now hate me. I'm looking for ways to cope with these kinds of feelings, as they happen often and I'm really sick of freaking out over everything I say/do and questioning whether or not someone was offended by it and thinks I'm a bad person.",6.634797507788164,6.444163336448599,7.245373831775701,74.87996105919004,65.16822429906543,10.12398753894081,36.52492211838006,9.725611199111238,3.5023408099688482,435,20,81,8,6,144,69,107,0.32899999999999996,0.649,0.022000000000000002,-0.9881,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,3,0,4,13,6,2,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,23,16,13,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,0,0,4,2,12,2,15,12,0,9,0,1,1,0,12,6,0,4,2,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23126589727732935,0.0,0.0,0.16973438293843696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826993415634377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278694296374152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976414734072169,0.0,0.0,0.4014034640738118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176206676490592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116899193936045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070809994453068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235306794617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23851100559737126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550010309532412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772558866303694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022949903885409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166029521793526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34448523696724914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776799445870686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605134846484194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613580749971456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MFUPhantom,2019/09/05,"Is this just me? Does anybody ever just subconsciously look down while walking? I don’t know if it’s because I anxious to look up at people or what, but I just always seem to look down. I try my best to look up, but if I do that I feel like everybody is looking at me or making fun of me in their head.",3.4477272727272736,3.163683318181821,5.1480303030303025,87.54204545454546,71.87878787878788,7.8121212121212125,27.10606060606061,7.1686216300943375,1.1207696969696972,233,7,55,2,4,80,44,66,0.022000000000000002,0.779,0.2,0.9367,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,14,13,7,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,11,3,11,13,1,10,0,0,5,0,1,7,0,5,3,42,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945349739043627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649005139567665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168173244887048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011063674483663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769879331044651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334246526356584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689509281019734,0.13690221561082794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667011507603904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531614831229877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362190459531416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8046147064327308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791610641728354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285376842469385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445492797693848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010581173842806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sayiansaga,2019/09/05,Currently floating between I can do this and no I can't. My boss is sending me on an impromptu week long conference next week. He's investing quite a bit on me on what could be profitable or not. It seems that living at home has greatly deteriorated my social muscles and hearing bout me going in alone to another state has made my social anxiety shoot through the roof. I said yes to going because I know staying where I am isn't going to do me any good. I was trying to bit the bullet. I'm trying to work out a game plan and ease myself into the trip so it doesn't hit me like a ton of bricks but it's not going so well. I'm afraid that this trip won't go well and that it'll be a wasted endeavor because of me. I'm trying to tear down these walls I've created but they just seem to rebuild themselves. Can someone tell me how to prepare myself and what to expect?,3.323076923076921,4.2483341648351685,4.976593406593405,84.31840659340659,72.73626373626374,7.578021978021977,27.186813186813183,7.882392219407189,1.5637120879120876,686,24,143,9,13,233,112,182,0.068,0.835,0.09699999999999999,0.7366,1,1,0,1,1,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,7,7,0,1,8,1,17,0,0,3,0,21,32,11,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,12,7,0,0,3,1,2,8,7,1,2,0,3,2,19,6,21,23,3,25,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,3,6,95,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777133305140408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702590275205954,0.14961027724239548,0.10914824585429103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395031544277176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31153474948786525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391673809787844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054358522003392,0.1196715002280135,0.0,0.1573029502465645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080842599043907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311762317125773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841207329617221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970524238586996,0.0,0.12598724917668985,0.12626550129402658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500533182660232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173962490916046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517555688397944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571940913018432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597773051639161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908844166759844,0.12089056915677653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207571724705718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247068223763526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29060689960022684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288953002891716,0.0,0.25656923485179184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387125129330092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,16-934NorthwoodXt,2019/09/05,"Tomorrow's the day This is the third week of college, and the opening football game and bonefire is this Friday. I really wanna go but I still don't know anyone at this school and I don't wanna go alone. So tomorrow I'm gonna ask this girl in one of my classes if she wants to go with me. Scared af lol. Wish me luck, I'll update tomorrow 😁.",0.8499034749034742,2.6155373108108115,3.2031274131274152,90.92662162162165,81.29729729729729,6.390733590733591,21.382239382239387,7.447530270364453,0.6892996138996144,267,8,60,4,7,92,53,74,0.05,0.777,0.17300000000000001,0.8594,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,13,13,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,7,1,8,12,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,7,35,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001320961089066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026259158272688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709118704172393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868887407110259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940781529645914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592594411423412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963672751686391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856450711515326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901274947363534,0.2932800706482557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314243953618625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709239714403481,0.0,0.23244977509057516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33324092544341793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jackson_Neidert,2019/09/05,Help I just found out one of my best friends only picks up my calls or calls me when she’s bored. Me calling someone is an achievement to me since I’m usually to scared to but then I found this I just found out one of my best friends only picks up my calls or calls me when she’s bored. She’s the only person I could talk to about personal things to,3.2747368421052627,3.6058075263157896,3.8458947368421086,94.56226315789476,72.42105263157895,7.132631578947367,24.410526315789475,6.742157984588678,0.487492631578947,276,7,67,2,5,87,40,76,0.07400000000000001,0.726,0.19899999999999998,0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,13,6,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,15,4,12,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,2,4,45,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719552499953083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6615365461877011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345255023889564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262064189626124,0.20021372438055796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684925576358726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756024292167218,0.2956356101564697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262742205840308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972398994311107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718314361746356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978577764713074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414491611524294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608175585495602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270504751075153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tay6295,2019/09/05,"I’m not really sure if I have social anxiety So at school when I have to talk to people or try and start a conversation with anybody I just start getting nervous that they won’t want to talk to me. I also sometimes think that everyone wishes I would leave them alone, or are only pretending to be my friend. So would this be social anxiety?",5.840735294117651,5.891703367647061,6.831176470588236,76.36529411764708,66.79411764705883,10.329411764705883,30.235294117647058,10.125756701596842,2.8907823529411765,271,9,52,6,4,91,49,68,0.159,0.731,0.11,-0.3354,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,13,15,8,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,7,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,3,38,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20872261009229648,0.0,0.16116216201391387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30833729778668784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256899065934668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570031617468627,0.0,0.10529025380724663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338944190201548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327140406673834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971439465954366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910423211604025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039574661536523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108655815040013,0.0,0.0,0.19931670770128312,0.0,0.2852856303763249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993810059399194,0.0,0.0,0.3239617347371842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913124000182735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368245322979058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886665208050667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317476759396093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286319939098749,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NYC_Stigma,2019/09/05,"Reached out to a friend who I haven't spoken to in years This post might get lost in the memes I do throughly enjoy on the sub but anyways...

I used to have a best friend in high school and I considered a brother of mine. Anyways we had a great group of friends and our friend group and I have a falling out when we went to college, over some childish shit (girls, gossip, shit talking, ego, etc... your usually high school stuff). I always considered them great friends and I think mutually they understood I was going through a rough patch in my life. But as many of you can relate to I've isolated myself and self loathed in my mental instability.

Today was this particular friend's birthday. And actually on September 4th it always brings back some good memories.  This clicked in my head today and I laughed to myself how much I enjoyed our relationship. I've now graduated from community college after dropping out of college and working. That's life, next thing you know 5 years have passed since you had a meaningful friendship as life catches up with you.

I've just sent over a quick text message, unsure whether or not he even considers me a friend anymore. I was so anxious to even send him happy birthday. So much insecurities and self doubt about myself that I can't even understand the value of a friendship we once had. I sent it. All this time passes and he probably forgot about my existence, but to some people like myself those ""good o' days"" last forever. I just wish I wasn't so afraid to rekindle and reach out to my friends. I'm afraid it's too late, we're all different individuals that we were 4-5 years ago, different men that lead different lives and careers. 

If you learned anything from this post my regret of being so prideful and self righteous is something I still hate myself for. When you need someone to talk going through depression/anxiety like myself. Or just miss the time you spend with friends. Regardless I'm so glad I've reached out today, waiting to see if I get a response. That weight off my chest as insignificant as it sounds is at rest.",4.947257383966246,6.662320708860762,5.168797468354434,81.45614978902955,69.7594936708861,8.20337552742616,31.39451476793249,8.745826893841286,2.5532008438818563,1660,72,309,29,30,523,207,395,0.113,0.6609999999999999,0.22699999999999998,0.9956,3,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,6,8,2,5,23,33,3,4,15,0,19,8,4,3,2,58,42,33,0,6,12,1,2,2,9,1,3,1,0,5,18,24,1,2,6,0,1,12,4,11,0,0,14,5,49,22,51,26,10,56,0,3,2,0,45,20,2,9,23,205,67,10,0.0,0.0,0.0766775461421984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965170653291143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076084454868514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060109409641078276,0.08876701489830358,0.07792496179576025,0.0,0.0,0.0646602607371207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060419073275605424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245927145541497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067416365018599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462814279995353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763153047411837,0.1556934910321435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463593757896857,0.0,0.08210404699974165,0.0,0.08931159463844654,0.13180941522726738,0.0,0.17325770836012336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836442003099378,0.0,0.07757622204772095,0.08064028310981533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603691177229127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043182585278172585,0.06404884557243418,0.08863565341592604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649884543158508,0.07677523236234744,0.0,0.06938287565724105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577353729417847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966238545972218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918478924506615,0.08335531081237088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552285088492352,0.058262124282016235,0.0,0.0,0.08356505595723883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367946215633969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447378466134024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050563303701406,0.0,0.08471678698122538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435979286123399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590435275964275,0.06261384114255933,0.0,0.24591156076060716,0.0,0.1613115450083589,0.06499778132725609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657606529827803,0.06049062195015485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274983521530299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994920155629732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263106913184635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522015211953072,0.05034747763859629,0.0,0.0,0.09163504720746993,0.0,0.22343880702192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179900549316838,0.0,0.06786328911452638,0.08653890116811468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568278335802402,0.0,0.07283950891266454,0.0,0.0,0.09035699596783103,0.0,0.0,0.05720329763480981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179853937805546
socialanxiety,i-love-my-dog-,2019/09/05,"Just went to my first job interview! I think I did ok-ish all things considering, though I feel like I was way too nervous and stressed, I couldn’t stop shaking though I tried to minimize it, keep eye contact and have a smile on my face and, someone even made a comment about how nervous I looked as I walked out the door (I don’t think they knew I heard them) but I did it!!! I showed up and didn’t cry or freeze or go running off!! Even if I don’t get the job (I damn hope I do though because this is the only opportunity I have in this tiny middle of nowhere town I’m stuck in) I’m still proud that I went and did it, because I could’ve easily hid in my room another day daydreaming about being independent and having a job without actually doing anything about it. My resume and cover letter are excellent for the fact I have no experience I just hope they give me a chance and can see through my jitters... 

wish me luck guys!!",2.864258289703318,4.255962895287958,4.141445026178012,88.0499336823735,74.49738219895288,7.3969982547993025,25.82233856893543,8.021203637495839,1.3267882024432809,727,25,160,11,15,239,118,191,0.099,0.693,0.20800000000000002,0.9776,4,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,4,13,12,1,4,8,0,18,2,2,3,2,32,38,17,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,8,9,0,2,4,1,0,6,6,5,0,1,11,6,30,7,17,25,1,21,0,0,3,0,10,10,1,6,5,106,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.13700628677048754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721749370475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553398186185702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116825087587478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209481716699717,0.0,0.15421846206800954,0.09054383383678984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854605261805492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373342711204677,0.0,0.0,0.07098845837879418,0.10029896203196766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942080347877712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335113846368639,0.13468067862687474,0.07979030734937995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901415679682727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27888990070307906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41796423122311616,0.12479045489730214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859041552007739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789731748428525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328461316603886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677751810537638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187747009366257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895711265187167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121204622584725,0.1173773794734606,0.16082319428724234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327289333798823,0.17992023236455812,0.4138152018030543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531969817630044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143984499138047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602970790902225,0.0,0.0,0.16144852207881985,0.13533677656836993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,__OliviaGarden__,2019/09/05,"“Ah yes, the floor here is made of floor” I had to do one of those “partner talk” things with a girl I had never met before. Once we were finished with the thing we needed to discuss, we still had a good minute left, and I was panicking. I was rambling my ass off in an attempt to fill awkward silence, but it was inevitable. I just sorta internally screamed for a good 10 seconds of awkward silence and then randomly said “ah yes, the floor here is made of floor”. Jesus Christ I’m dumb. The class after that, I walked into the wrong classroom and sat down for a good 5 minutes until realizing what I did wrong. It was a “fun” day",3.0745238095238108,4.577089944444445,4.027174603174603,88.63171428571432,74.15873015873015,6.309841269841268,26.885714285714286,6.742157984588678,1.077672380952381,487,18,101,4,10,157,81,126,0.162,0.6990000000000001,0.139,-0.292,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,3,0,0,1,4,10,1,2,11,4,12,1,1,2,1,18,19,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,7,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,6,2,2,14,2,11,4,17,5,0,18,2,0,0,1,9,9,2,2,7,70,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476438867425176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324539700277421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5167923575732051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22314742095467796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886735693777741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228765721078538,0.15840274658279493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187244184019743,0.13917170761952605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536468103431195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401779909441075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507773702563855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728924653413746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491044961139871,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BigBowlOfCereal,2019/03/05,Need some advice for a big presentation I have tomorrow My biggest problem during presentations is I always run out of breath while talking because I’m usually nervous.  I need better pacing.  Any advice on how to help this?,4.8827500000000015,7.846793774999997,6.305000000000002,67.67000000000002,73.75,8.0,32.5,8.841846274778883,3.6065,181,9,25,4,4,61,35,40,0.11599999999999999,0.7490000000000001,0.135,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,6,5,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5750333213209324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448216614903848,0.0,0.0,0.20008545263766345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793589475316298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26022117606150114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721514483414476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363333723612276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28153691431097205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364897031624159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240510971102179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Equipoisonous,2019/03/05,"Very bad job interview at work I had the opportunity to interview for a perm position at my job (I'm a temp now) and it went very very poorly. I made a complete fool of myself and now I'm embarrassed to see these people in the halls.

I had a lot of anxiety going into it. It's in a different department than I currently work in and I didn't have a lot of confidence that it was a job that would be a good fit for me or that I even wanted it. It was a panel of 5 interviewers. I knew 3 of them but did not know the other 2. I stumbled over my words, didn't say much to answer their questions. 

I hate job interviews, especially formal panel interviews, and 5 was so many. It was public speaking which I can't do. I forgot to take a beta blocker and felt a panic attack coming on a couple minutes in which thankfully subsided when something funny happened which broke the tension.

I just feel so embarrassed and I have to see these people around the office but I don't work directly with them for them to know I'm not an idiot, I'm just bad at interviews. 

The only good thing is that my boss does really like me but due to some things out of her control I might not be able to keep that position permanently.",3.0546797717184546,4.327470811244982,5.206996406679348,81.07291693088145,73.81927710843374,8.776241809342633,25.555062354681894,9.276330184999452,2.0928666666666667,948,31,194,22,19,331,131,249,0.14300000000000002,0.752,0.10400000000000001,-0.8955,6,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,5,9,16,3,4,19,0,19,0,0,3,0,40,41,13,0,2,9,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,20,11,0,4,7,0,1,4,7,11,0,0,14,6,26,5,31,23,4,23,0,1,2,0,15,14,0,6,6,140,46,14,0.1206330726962776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228397042541243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738901039629976,0.0,0.13723753534783242,0.0,0.0,0.20144715370915808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039147105455996,0.12648148158179373,0.0,0.13530024866724946,0.0,0.13347820046071798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603588552690007,0.0,0.0,0.1055668148484439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796770067982865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060995706173514234,0.0,0.11582666758044005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855855520354577,0.20236259596053896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667542778847768,0.0,0.0,0.11910018454539399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788388426503162,0.1072242177673322,0.0,0.0,0.1325935638529503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893522590753515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20511584905374464,0.0,0.11414593017089113,0.0,0.12230300160457425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279726266443482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867918865100645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174688771996496,0.0,0.14153691896157067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672635669744445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513664959547458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728063535560133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593226126508217,0.0,0.0,0.19225788104472105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286923296029156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907010576964673,0.0,0.0,0.11106272577427427,0.0,0.0,0.1602865064526311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29860475607548875,0.07115251177140508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182806696048793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26346694096755513,0.0,0.0,0.08569427371149392,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Maddison_Dan,2019/03/05,The guy who just delivered my pizza said 'enjoy!' and I said 'you too!' Why can't I human!? 🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️,-8.28736559139785,-12.459480838709677,-0.8792741935483868,105.96775537634407,179.96774193548384,2.3236559139784947,5.809139784946238,4.7782277997778095,-2.2485505376344093,78,1,27,1,12,36,21,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255452075102202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8176296311928304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38780544421212004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snormie,2019/03/05,"Witty people are my SA kryptonite. I don't know if this is different than some of the SA sufferers here, but I'm pretty ok in normal situations. I don't have the day to day issues, small talk etc.

But put me with witty people. Holy shit. I actually almost melt down with those people who just consistently say witty things. Not hilarious mind you, but with a twist on virtually everything they say.

I instantly clam up, feel cloddish, get self loathing and basically am affected for days afterwards.

I also have this to a lesser degree with popular cool kids (and get ready, they exist for far longer in your life than you'd ever think), but mostly if they've got that verbal wit thing going.",5.58663273960984,6.807995076335878,6.5706361323155225,73.87943172179816,67.70229007633588,9.791687871077183,26.769296013570823,9.994966539143718,2.6167804919423254,549,16,98,13,9,183,97,131,0.11800000000000001,0.763,0.11900000000000001,0.0163,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,2,0,4,5,1,0,4,2,8,2,1,1,1,24,16,9,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,4,12,3,16,14,3,14,0,1,0,0,11,7,1,5,5,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.17357619304098548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811186193276524,0.0,0.0,0.14224317386069182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441357550340743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185837075039672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837290335092705,0.0,0.16089427593083264,0.0,0.0,0.1598587601957878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993679520620214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586025020994112,0.0,0.10108804579512837,0.0,0.14225948692579365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565084987819616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775311203037937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563537041269146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959875142647422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742755686658347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699395444077565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180958497610244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880923116197922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28289991792281216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185557983569423,0.0,0.18258176796754064,0.0,0.19993417457672136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296577057105442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23633884431372476,0.11397239397198493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Moony009,2019/03/05,"I always feel like the odd man out. Over the course of my life, I've found scant few places where I felt welcome, but even in those places (with those people) I always feel like the odd man out. It's so frustrating. Everywhere I go, people seem to belong to a secret sect of happy people where I don't belong. They can laugh, talk, and have a good time, and I'll always feel like an invader in any social situation. 

This feeling of being the odd man out is not just in my head. People usually treat me like an outsider or at best, a guest overstaying their welcome. It's not intentional, most of the time, but people do have a tendency to regard people like me as oddities and not human beings.",5.727826086956522,5.619926818840582,6.528804347826089,78.97842391304351,67.04347826086956,9.508695652173913,26.67028985507246,9.188382445141503,1.957533333333333,543,13,107,9,8,180,81,138,0.077,0.647,0.276,0.9872,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,5,13,1,0,11,0,8,2,1,1,0,24,16,8,0,0,7,0,5,5,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,7,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,5,11,12,17,12,3,16,1,0,0,0,12,12,0,3,8,69,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33139904756680844,0.0,0.0,0.0902808572744146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139322665066876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768624688408534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26850830699202016,0.2845297507154923,0.12746972027867098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556368902483058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545015355325313,0.11135217839208432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132471338737346,0.0,0.0,0.13624931382860367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937717997691694,0.3242973711462643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5522313783284326,0.0,0.2774103651394633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085905487819708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922698380112046,0.0,0.13533135874233568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670687377127086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482599791554816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621558170350496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kk183461,2019/03/05,"The whole process of getting a new job just gives me huge amounts of anxiety. Every step of a job search is terrifying. I recently had to start a job searching again and I feel like my anxiety holds me back. From the phone calls to the interview to the training it’s all so daunting. It makes me feel like there is a huge weight on my chest everyday I look for a job. I know that my anxiety plays a big part in me finding a job. I feel like this process would be so much faster if I could put it out of my mind. 
I have an amazing boyfriend who understands my anxiety, but I feel so guilty that it taking so long. It’s my fault that we haven’t saved money because my anxiety is a struggle. 
Anyways I have a missed call the I made go to voicemail because I knew it was a potential job. I’m so nervous to call back. Phone calls are the absolute worst. 

Thanks for listening. ",2.482029795158283,4.1223757877094975,3.6327150837988817,90.27238733705774,76.03910614525141,7.678361266294228,28.13445065176909,8.447377352677275,1.8683538919925509,682,29,151,13,15,221,100,179,0.179,0.7140000000000001,0.107,-0.9359,6,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,11,12,0,2,17,0,12,2,1,2,1,22,31,8,0,3,3,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,3,1,1,8,1,1,3,1,5,0,0,4,7,23,7,15,24,6,18,0,1,1,0,11,6,0,1,12,97,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801238955909387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283286685831787,0.0,0.12116121707287975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4059089009930725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793461661611777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373122158345317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20099634064822808,0.2129894577193328,0.0,0.0,0.0908307443447088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192150509492754,0.09533353793786692,0.05647946216428035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917108422711688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054616182842724806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145654901211328,0.0,0.0,0.08794742206796753,0.08345345823731287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403495632533407,0.06633635552165315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034461351148592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305511128849694,0.0,0.0,0.0959810040840402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761793697725816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999034962700185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098124923217313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034107514932449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389266699386468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472075426937952,0.0,0.0,0.0914949709719896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345720182311867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101703399921625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095327395626026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059609811516984,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,muffi9,2019/03/05,"Rant. Today was not a good day ): Im a 18 year old girl and im a senior in High School. I have little to no friends (nobody is close to me) and I have a pretty bad reputation (everyone thinks im weird since im so quiet) I also come off as dumb sometimes. I  start blushing and sweating when people speak to me, its so hard for me to really show off my personality and talk like a normal person. It sucks real badly. I know that I have a good personality, but im so self conscious all the time which makes it difficult for me to open up to people ): i really think if i didnt have anxiety, id be much more happy and successful with people. 

I'd like to have a boyfriend, but I'm so afraid of approaching people and people are afraid of approaching me/don't want to. I have a crush, but its impossible for me to approach him, my anxiety gets soooo bad when im in the same room as him. Hes very out my league socially and he probably thinks im weird. Ugh
",0.6022814498933897,2.638188318407962,3.3478322672352547,88.10805970149254,83.72636815920399,6.8136460554371014,19.52167732764748,7.957251820313856,0.7918602700781809,736,20,164,15,21,259,113,201,0.162,0.703,0.135,0.1251,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,7,18,2,2,10,0,12,1,1,1,1,28,23,20,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,5,6,12,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,11,0,0,2,3,20,7,23,20,4,24,0,0,0,0,13,11,2,1,11,94,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396640623572721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151337721411028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316827092517151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967430076830051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596501619168929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838077135179831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145965711364513,0.0,0.04832363619630058,0.0,0.0,0.15515703455420735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846023560131316,0.08285532254496662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772365203467627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6993561744476395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083158789979509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037455602100088,0.09270201852276497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173961839041516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799280209098695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906232415871433,0.0,0.0,0.09705556573818268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206140803532508,0.24228326404624295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940983625629364,0.0997228113204483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052769809164935,0.11850642806122458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360758510442534,0.0,0.0,0.09649009383339684,0.0,0.0,0.07651094564035085,0.0,0.0,0.09428469477587276,0.0,0.0,0.0914776792962606,0.0,0.06546683342399245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434215630072241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779682841820654,0.0,0.0,0.05393325720105538,0.0,0.08767229726363061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631619245401428,0.054554611118387324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059562288422137025
socialanxiety,Throaway_0473623,2019/03/05,"Never kept a job past probation period I feel like I'm stuck in a never ending cycle that feels like it will never change.

I've never kept a job longer than 6 months and I'm 27.

At the moment I've just been temping - I saw on the rota that I hadn't been put on any shifts for the next 3 weeks, but another girl in the same position was put on for pretty much every day. I asked the agency why this was and they told me they get on with the other girl better. Obviously it's never good to compare yourself to others, but this just felt like a familiar punch in the gut.

As I have said, I haven't been kept on at other places after max 6 months probation.

I feel like I have done the jobs themselves fine/well, but I am shy/awkward even though I make a concerted effort to be as friendly as possible and chat to people (but sometimes experience panic attacks and shaking which I try to hide from others).

I'm currently trying CBT for the second time.

Every time this happens I feel extremely depressed and defeated, and sometimes feel like 'what's the point?'

Not sure what I'm trying to achieve in writing this, guess it's just good to get it out. Or to know if anyone else has experienced something similar and things have eventually worked out for them.

",5.028570717131473,5.551449832669324,5.901033366533866,80.69625124501995,68.60159362549801,8.82480079681275,27.63969123505976,8.841846274778883,1.9911770916334657,992,30,195,16,16,327,140,251,0.124,0.7759999999999999,0.1,-0.7427,4,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,5,5,15,1,2,15,0,15,1,1,1,7,41,39,17,0,1,10,0,6,5,1,1,0,2,0,2,18,10,0,3,7,2,0,3,8,5,0,1,15,10,16,10,32,22,2,36,0,2,1,0,11,15,0,3,23,123,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836237653816142,0.10541220248122106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029140115449416,0.10300264903515703,0.0,0.0,0.0939799575156308,0.1143649274776491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890870268981732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634512223544124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483213852948358,0.0,0.08658447887007742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287487996877234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839781085250387,0.0,0.08903782551074704,0.0,0.0,0.06639768836584628,0.0,0.16939807713156804,0.0,0.0,0.09833551455505156,0.0,0.0,0.2541494750434589,0.28726842791045143,0.09652248857603823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766755764579422,0.0,0.10504329160051057,0.0,0.0,0.16863596065434133,0.0,0.0,0.110742746277473,0.0,0.08889643443213538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992751001450955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055247470291607814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24556411697831396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710311193826418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048072111305026,0.0,0.0738995272185883,0.0,0.3876663269419371,0.0,0.10691249531898034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794775701431735,0.0,0.0,0.09596519556329436,0.06969334467499012,0.0,0.10503019360798273,0.0,0.0950312996166145,0.11333003185083705,0.0,0.10227295083586647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211648470928675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562499381431937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739124041749558,0.19884920294948166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474629685700607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678622812498075,0.0,0.0987680896351325,0.0,0.1172371805822325,0.0,0.0,0.09605865646442932,0.0,0.2047554079020067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063736725114742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071073696250977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318546275779843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MajorMumbo,2019/03/05,"I’m starting exposure therapy for my social anxiety Hi everyone! I’ve been lurking here for a while and this is my first post on reddit so sorry if I mess up any reddiquette. Recently I decided to start seeing a therapist for my social anxiety since I feel like its been getting in the way of me living life for too long. My therapist suggested starting with exposure therapy, and we brainstormed that a good place to start facing my anxiety was making my first real reddit post. So here I am exposing myself to you, hi. And I wanted to thank you all for being such a cool subreddit! Anyone have some good ideas for more social exposures I can do? Wish me luck!",4.464645669291336,6.2685556614173255,6.180322834645673,73.37284645669294,71.1259842519685,10.43433070866142,30.02283464566929,10.577609850970193,3.7680462992125983,527,22,90,17,10,181,83,127,0.1,0.753,0.147,0.8484,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,0,2,6,7,0,0,5,1,9,2,1,1,1,16,21,7,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,18,6,15,17,3,16,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,3,10,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880297796991819,0.0,0.29969386515751056,0.0,0.0,0.09130878802483924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478054722203598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660282201299772,0.09329068548744948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221528197758668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822581061587761,0.0,0.0,0.2190587316777068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741573219346185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922367744447753,0.06379773780408164,0.0,0.11530985639698875,0.11556452670610284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716718863394403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643460689140013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501306376831437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863549036423526,0.0,0.0,0.1289379500051504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406015839239544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802211294894036,0.0,0.0,0.399348035625285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146180368664705,0.36971785489507103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022607107454646,0.29867301058206314,0.3032408900747122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702302350067945,0.10365311184922782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016748917968084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ConfusionIn20s,2019/03/05,Have to give a public speech today guys... Wish me luck! ....,-0.6963636363636354,1.2700307272727258,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,105.36363636363636,2.2,5.5,3.1291,-2.6308545454545453,42,0,9,0,2,13,11,11,0.0,0.6,0.4,0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472521681312357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877255131587149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669023756971083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5664355709806792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheClickerMan,2019/03/05,"Has anyone found online gaming as a good way to improve their ability to cope with social anxiety? I get just as anxious interacting online as I do if it were in person, so if I game online I usually just do my think and don't interact. 

But I'm thinking of trying to use it purposely practice socialising, maybe just starting by saying he and such, move up to congratulating others etc...

Has anyone else found this to be useful? ",6.35670731707317,6.8466690609756125,7.93039024390244,67.41582926829271,65.70731707317073,10.462439024390244,32.25365853658536,10.355215969177356,3.538055609756096,341,13,57,8,5,119,60,82,0.044000000000000004,0.821,0.135,0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,16,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,1,13,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,2,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424524886708882,0.2277828111427747,0.0,0.28196666739056797,0.20659222325792712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843473743341844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248690730335676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421504812511231,0.0,0.0,0.10534256814440353,0.0,0.0,0.16911641768031338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025629266622924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142991838656839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760542270271303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034307415473395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553486174043376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271368845569604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583907998620019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689251470325806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482845691186378,0.22206530436855584,0.0,0.0,0.16004331644856493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pgaagp,2019/03/05,"It's fucked up how horrible a normal day this disorder can make you feel I get out of the bus and look around for the building I'm supposed to be at for a school assignment. I walk around and see people looking at me, all I can think is that they think I'm a fucking loser. I keep messing around with my jacket sleeves, but fear that someone catches me doing it twice. Every five minutes I adjust my earbuds because I feel like I have to do something. I don't even know why, just to get out of that horrible feeling of feeling judged for a few seconds and have something else to do. I worry about where I'm looking, looking at the ground is weird, looking up is weird, looking anywhere is weird, accidentally looking at somebody is even worse.

​

I find the building and see two classmates in front of the building, I walk towards them. This feels even worse, I feel like I'm a model and they're the judges looking at my every move. When do I even say hello, will they notice that I'm feeling awkward? I adjust my sleeves again because at least I won't have to look at them. We go inside and into the elevator, the elevator fills and I haven't really said anything besides hello and how are you yet. The elevator has a mirror and I see myself: bad posture, shit hair, weird skin tone, looking unhealthy and sick, I worry about accidentally looking in eyes of the person in front of me. To even make it worse, I'm tall, not 'tall', but tall. I can't really be missed, all the ugliness is out on display for everybody to look and laugh at.

​

We have to wait a bit before we can go inside the room we'll have a presentation in. I have no idea what to talk about and worry about just standing there glancing at nothing, so I find the nearest wall and check out my phone. When we go inside I sit down and hear people talking and laughing. It probably isn't, but they're definitely laughing at me. I play around with my phone, opening Whatsapp five times even though I have no messages. I look around, but not too long because I might accidentally look like a creep. I feel like I look like I want to die, which wouldn't a be a lie, and with an angry sneering face. I feel like people are secretely talking about me, the loser who never talks and fails at everything. The presentation begins and I can't even look at anything besides the screen out of fear.

​

When the presentation is over, I want to rush out and go home. I go to the elevator, have to feel the dread of watching my face again. I say 'see you next week' to my classmate, he corrects me 'tomorrow', I say see 'you tomorrow' and do a weird pointing thing I never do. Everybody walking around probably thinks that's the most pathetic thing they've seen all week. Even if it isn't true, it doesn't matter, because this disorder makes you feel like it's true and there's basically no difference between that for the mind. I sit in the bus and look outside, scared of looking into reflections or at other people. I go home and sit with my head in my hands, not crying although I did a few days ago, thinking that the only reason I haven't commited suicide yet is because I'd hate the attention if I failed, and unfortunately the rate of failing is too high. This was a reasonably average day, nothing important has happened. The day started fine, I read a book, I meditated, I ate a healthy breakfast and made sure to not drink more than one small cup of coffee. But once I go outside, the day is ruined. I don't know what to do, I'm scared that every day will be like this, and since every day basically has been like this since I was four, there's a good chance.",5.528048425843977,5.842551143254527,6.078643001643697,80.5866685105576,67.47009735744089,8.706043747629284,32.19626375015805,8.507472789574589,2.3981596662030595,2868,114,564,39,44,932,277,719,0.21100000000000002,0.6859999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.9983,0,0,3,0,0,2,91.0,5,5,4,5,38,42,4,6,45,0,56,14,8,8,10,116,131,42,2,6,14,0,14,9,0,6,1,5,3,1,28,49,3,2,27,4,1,16,20,24,0,7,8,47,78,18,82,113,9,100,0,7,28,2,32,51,3,5,38,374,106,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03594905218315393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182211252613024,0.1478342013225248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667456751060864,0.21661222576628505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03386125217266428,0.12360800992623415,0.0,0.034508829981630317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442749302397578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454713322725872,0.1830797507848872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042089091994616606,0.042370744128686036,0.09295777249235876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039727898744086575,0.0,0.0,0.033878019515094976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142865298324411,0.0,0.13667541371622435,0.0,0.036447703578732886,0.0,0.0,0.0912700092410447,0.22556090221958056,0.14486045199385558,0.0,0.0,0.07413202224150389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498382763824259,0.042376028053916805,0.0,0.1613361061218782,0.0340151288611792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03586214542586776,0.0,0.0,0.04003910016544551,0.04162054154709426,0.0,0.045707786077772816,0.0,0.0,0.042847978195706134,0.0813587927819166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04578101122308278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03604663764153493,0.0,0.0,0.044575304435218746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178315598766937,0.0,0.0,0.03588939128409385,0.6129990786853388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038373578924626506,0.08121118380834841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043021837759582016,0.040948410003214496,0.0,0.0,0.04310293733761676,0.0,0.0,0.06255614764444628,0.0,0.04313009266866251,0.0,0.03973472745546055,0.07782613198214364,0.04617148336957523,0.0,0.0431891406751835,0.02748072895701417,0.03084346880997024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246133224196564,0.035410560967554405,0.0,0.0,0.038337041396884916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874490618413827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056540110938134,0.0,0.05196040814987731,0.08339340955594388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0385765464770672,0.0967515230782787,0.0812041114180577,0.04104324472118475,0.16158313662838888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041628536025248485,0.06709408136665469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034361633974121925,0.0624415576680819,0.0,0.0,0.028704631813164162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435996034737373,0.0,0.03822206703962144,0.0,0.0,0.13038444740337046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388511790743837,0.10394255595531453,0.03984451813569979,0.0,0.023647612225484786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039615781907343314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047840102963946314,0.0,0.06506062947501935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03659406208379039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355496602549125,0.12398527581242913,0.0,0.0,0.1478342013225248,0.0
socialanxiety,shakesweird,2019/03/05,"How do I become less acutely aware of everything I say and do so that I can begin to relax in one-on-one social interactions? I feel that because of my social anxiety (and low self-esteem), I drive people away or just weird them out. Because of this, dating is a real struggle, as I can never move past awkward silences or nervous giggles to actually make any real conversation. How do I go about this? Any nifty pointers that I can apply right away for a sort of short-term solution?",7.060531914893616,6.4575665425531925,8.061148936170213,70.75300000000001,64.42553191489361,10.073191489361703,34.75744680851064,9.3871,3.24240255319149,381,15,67,6,5,130,66,94,0.10800000000000001,0.767,0.125,0.3593,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,3,2,0,7,0,0,3,1,14,11,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,5,0,0,0,2,10,2,13,11,1,13,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,3,4,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.184705149962368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25742705519151515,0.0,0.1447948986436677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556602885616532,0.0,0.0,0.2307606329028325,0.20903942713800075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010821448186295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957031546473306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756937533238284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263425686408892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116942878409225,0.0,0.0,0.14598059048732118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825767542362745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068445646375653,0.1312194908563113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308728992666591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163986238374672,0.0,0.15051912030337136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974551612260104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858841642388677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978713830106758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ramennhj,2019/03/05,"i’m so embarrassed of myself my class had individual presentations yesterday and i was actually confident i could do it since i spent the entire weekend on this scientific research but i kept stressing myself out to the point that when one classmate’s presentation was so similar to mine, i started panicking hardcore because my information wasn’t the same as theirs. it didn’t help that i was to present after the next kid, so when i went up, i completely forgot about everything i wanted to say, which probably hurt my grade so much because the things i wanted to say were also the things required, and i didn’t have them on the presentation (i didn’t want to overload the slides with a lot of words). you see, the minimum time requirement was 4 minutes, and the maximum 7 minutes, but my friend in that same class said i took over 10 minutes even though it felt like only 5 minutes to me. it was probably because i kept repeating myself and stuttered so much.  the teacher even mentioned that (after all the presentations) our presentations should be within 4 to 7 minutes, but she’ll extend the time to 10 minutes. meaning i likely failed that presentation, regardless of how much extra time she gave us. i cried afterwards, but i just feel so embarrassed of myself now. i probably looked like a mess in front of the class. it frustrates me that i can’t perform to the best of my abilities because i can’t stop stressing out. IT’S SO EMBARRASSING I CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT AHH",8.049004796163068,7.835358025179862,8.191956834532371,69.34021342925661,62.273381294964025,11.585995203836932,38.67721822541967,11.072351349416056,4.42010426858513,1193,56,207,29,15,390,143,278,0.184,0.722,0.094,-0.9834,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,2,5,18,15,1,5,17,0,20,0,0,1,1,36,39,21,0,6,5,0,2,3,1,2,0,3,0,1,17,7,0,7,5,1,1,4,7,10,0,1,20,7,40,5,31,15,9,37,0,2,2,0,16,10,0,1,26,158,57,8,0.0,0.0,0.11937344546911853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782480800350453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982774636642015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283745743017332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825746696881687,0.0,0.0,0.09766810604006364,0.0,0.13437039719824348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159157751479752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993956405350384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061852175290420225,0.0,0.1174530437619795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450948873817316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819931678999777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095351699481975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928828858429913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272381896782644,0.0,0.0,0.1039979881077639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332498966898147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26977312331385106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130096086172813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289189893350392,0.09303514849820496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563849582923942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956673860794063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636093048268635,0.19455858164490825,0.0,0.0,0.09747873174478007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119010708159366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658363622384674,0.0,0.0,0.20454159496134072,0.28025018801623364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253716393732204,0.0783821624293091,0.120185595350286,0.0,0.21398946356332998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590972894361925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714424451550254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645479197761744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339829692852033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anybodyis,2019/03/05,"A serious doubt Am a 21 UG student, social anxieus , don't speak to girls..
But I need a girlfriend, it is ok I like girls. But my doubt is what is the think lovers will speak to each other? 
Always I see, they will silently speak something. always I courious what is it? I don't have any topic to speak with a girl I like, please explain if you know",-0.298333333333332,1.9759636111111119,1.4763333333333364,97.30200000000002,93.44444444444444,3.991111111111112,18.31111111111111,5.6839178017228535,-0.3721322222222221,268,8,59,2,10,87,46,72,0.08800000000000001,0.727,0.185,0.7882,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,2,5,1,10,1,0,0,0,11,15,3,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,4,0,3,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,9,4,4,13,1,0,0,0,1,1,13,0,0,3,2,37,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571788152126219,0.0,0.0,0.2276828258644771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400326019729848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32714329089087124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482579666051168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36752171775454895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668008603350163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412974479504253,0.0,0.2577537120228153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145332422441832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fxhri,2019/03/05,There was a social anxiety test i guess it had 20-25 questions and shared on reddit. any of you guys have the link?,2.2324999999999977,3.783030583333337,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,76.5,6.466666666666668,20.333333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.29348333333333354,90,2,20,1,2,29,24,24,0.07400000000000001,0.823,0.10400000000000001,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,12,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28903197453114626,0.0,0.32514341140935266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682136028976708,0.4208421544643293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47612593014098803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332600621457027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Trumpghanistan,2019/03/05,"Am I shooting myself in the foot by not having any social media that people can find me at? A few months ago some guy at work asked me if I had a facebook, an instagram, a snapchat. I said no. The reason I ask is because I'm obviously way more comfortable interacting through text, but people feel weird asking directly for a number apparently. 

The reason I've avoided these things is because I feel like I have nothing to post. I'd have nobody in my posts except for me. I'd probably have no followers. I'm not fugly so I'm not worried about that but the embarrassment of having no friends and can't even pretend is what stops me. I wonder if this has stopped a few relationships from forming. This other guy at work that I know is attracted to me asked for my full name for an unrelated reason and I assume has tried to find me on fb before and of course never found me.

So do you guys use social media and has it helped interacting with people irl easier if they ever find you, or if you ever add them?",3.4426980198019805,5.0257549900990135,5.1644430693069285,80.5226051980198,73.35643564356435,7.822277227722773,25.496287128712872,8.472884824447931,1.7534247524752482,796,26,154,14,16,271,120,202,0.095,0.794,0.111,0.6403,2,1,0,1,0,0,15.0,0,3,2,2,6,7,0,2,11,0,17,1,1,4,4,39,32,13,0,4,11,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,10,6,0,3,12,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,3,24,4,21,29,6,18,0,0,0,0,21,7,0,8,8,112,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020593098325932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687321775629136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227203385647773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782010884226395,0.0,0.0961913938046112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466393380008945,0.20450800028313404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431602543400048,0.08075804825531573,0.0,0.0,0.3099581707968911,0.0,0.0,0.12394597815794207,0.08733685652621437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33579147047978564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757704399486161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212555837405979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522717258686169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902299630625302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871858454223091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084679502864784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351096582360947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652817751956335,0.0,0.1218796341386541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486815535433309,0.0,0.121366036842479,0.0,0.0,0.10752992134977477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304665091567012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890182686552429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751008451981923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674887784531928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976329856626551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972838997586438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259047302695628,0.16459351766492866,0.1148008050866976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pimpcobradoinkgod,2019/03/05,"Is it harder to have SA being a male? Im just wondering if you guys think that its generally looked down upon being socially anxious and male. By this im meaning that as a male society,the work place,etc will just view you as weak and or stupid ",0.7364705882352958,3.0848315686274503,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,86.25490196078432,6.537254901960785,20.264705882352946,7.793537801064563,0.9609058823529412,194,6,41,4,6,66,40,51,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,9,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,6,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,3,0,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986760490108281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29485546315562605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617794326153049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711551724374891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22201402784473132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287989159391219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762225884014781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695038318766786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940510747133775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28671065790192857,0.19247301430074293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,frissp,2019/03/05,"10 day trip as a teacher with social anxiety... What should I do? So.. in about a month and a half I will be going on a 10 day long trip (to a foreign country) with 20 high school students and one other teacher. Yesterday my social anxiety kicked in for real and I panicked. Most of all I want to cancel, but I know it is not an option. I can not stand the thought of being away from home and safety for such a long time. 

Have any of you tried this? Do you have any tips and tricks on what to do to make the best out of it? 

",1.4874900793650774,2.6636185625000017,3.2758333333333347,93.74138888888893,77.66071428571429,6.04920634920635,21.373015873015877,6.42735559955562,0.1375861111111112,397,10,94,3,9,133,72,112,0.055,0.8420000000000001,0.10300000000000001,0.8490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,9,0,11,0,0,1,1,20,16,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,1,0,9,1,21,11,3,18,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,7,71,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804663014918402,0.0,0.3155075496416888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19374561396858048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164097338294049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659830016444878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171966358812444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21787728201022286,0.2068502807529586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333027349347538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649872575207459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764999534072705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459870396034065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973650064576168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471761423926896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087004097110069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.420420084702551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371153469056604,0.12024552136830252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000632821932366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163084518557706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ZeRainly,2019/03/05,"Where are my people? Why haven't I met, at least that I can remember, anyone who sometimes stammers or gets flustered in a conversation?

Sometimes I'm like this, and people assure me it's fine, that I'm just nervous, and it got me thinking, why hasn't anyone ever gotten flustered around me?

Like, it doesn't have to be with someone of authority or of higher rank (wording) like a teacher, counselor, advisor.

I get nervous around new people sometimes, but I feel like I have yet to see someone get nervous around me, especially with their words.

Anyone else relate? ",7.460857142857144,7.6518571333333325,7.417857142857144,73.04964285714289,63.38095238095239,8.904761904761905,36.54761904761904,8.344100000000001,3.1383333333333336,449,20,74,5,6,144,65,105,0.099,0.768,0.133,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,3,2,0,8,0,0,0,2,18,19,5,0,0,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,11,6,11,15,1,9,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,7,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151664372544866,0.15394475659421478,0.0,0.4012523151321649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255112329365144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590608609556049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596887932612012,0.10733575453186342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354919622277325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016543140638948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936103765921339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510849885812735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31248492391392924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019940092707908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197265896310261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25460585403368274,0.0,0.4457913330446932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627155408768284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27114724626954084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ViberArmani,2019/03/05,"Going to an event...Alone Just released my ""friends"" are not going to the event I will be attending in a few minutes. Now worried who I am gonna talk to or sit next to and everybody who's gonna be there at least know someone and I will be there looking like I am lost and sad and everybody will know how lonely I am. It's a cultural event where people will be performing and other seated, so i hope there are no breaks.",1.0143434343434343,3.0890324545454533,2.839242424242425,92.12191919191922,82.4090909090909,6.1838383838383875,22.277777777777786,7.3871296695380915,0.805071717171717,328,11,72,5,9,109,55,88,0.142,0.7859999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.6198,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,1,0,12,22,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,7,3,6,11,2,12,0,3,1,0,5,3,0,2,5,52,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081204778670607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229847910595707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33815243036604803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29548481783115005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269966507801495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534356664632844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24982523420031946,0.0,0.32475660315478844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31639482958521514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062491745784974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520709475176045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239119385469843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021258862913438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VillagerD,2019/03/05,"So how does everyone seem to have a gf/bf? I don't get it lol. Everyone here seems to have a girlfriend/boyfriend even with super bad anxiety. Hell my anxiety isn't even that bad, like I can go to parties and I can, depending on the day, enjoy meeting new people, but a girlfriend? That'd be impossible.

Stupid question/post, sorry, but I just don't understand",1.7811619718309863,4.302007169014087,3.6599823943662,84.62969190140845,82.94366197183099,7.493661971830987,27.184859154929576,8.472884824447931,2.35833661971831,283,13,55,7,8,95,52,71,0.254,0.632,0.114,-0.8371,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,4,1,9,0,0,2,0,10,14,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,5,12,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,3,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278350506553078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578164091562723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818774054154953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875109075488417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830493252443177,0.0,0.0,0.40949223633089793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119482979781734,0.0,0.1217757391364899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468249622178327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694527298081225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854925427210078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20521338557981533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24003372504073206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901304383361451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23986000784910036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22306475200415565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WingedButt,2019/03/05,"Today I almost choked to death in my University's cafeteria I was sitting alone in the cafeteria drinking some water and eating a small brownie. I choked on the brownie for a second and it was a very mild choke, like 1 cough would've fixed it with no problems.

BUT, my anxious ass decided to panic, and not to cough to avoid embarrassment, and not coughing caused me to choke even more, and more, and fucking MORE until I couldn't breathe and was tearing up, and I panicked even more and was stuck in a seemingly never ending cycle of choking and panic. Eventually I allowed myself to cough and it was loud and more embarrassing, but I survived. 

I was on the verge of PASSING OUT and all I was thinking about was:""don't cough, don't cough, don't draw attention""... Fuck social anxiety. ",7.67837837837838,7.390606702702705,7.650675675675679,73.16155405405406,63.05405405405406,10.102702702702704,36.74324324324324,9.516144504307137,3.4834702702702707,624,27,109,10,8,201,86,148,0.24,0.6920000000000001,0.068,-0.9391,1,2,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,2,5,7,0,10,15,2,2,2,32,15,16,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,15,5,1,4,1,0,1,7,8,0,1,8,1,13,1,19,6,7,15,0,0,0,3,1,9,3,3,5,81,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203711973568772,0.2089662605618584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434861628488802,0.22793545974089885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726681506135086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765153440954916,0.0,0.20645455258130588,0.0,0.0,0.17870267982049726,0.0,0.0,0.2665259349450487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730544291826115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857151277011364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561254130657382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734522689961977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930605346125604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836780210274502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20567260088041944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928198019833814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124831921274327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664761160718565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332708605768066,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sensitivebaby,2019/03/05,"Making progress causes a conundrum So maybe it's not progress at all, but anyway.

Whenever I actually do have a smooth interaction with someone I get a painful adrenaline rush afterwards. Like pins and needles, physical pain. Like I just want to feel normally for having a couple seconds of being normal. But the anxiety just makes it so that I won't have another smooth interaction for another few weeks and I feel like now my brain associates being a normal person with physical pain.",5.391982758620691,8.1744018045977,6.4190660919540266,68.41066810344829,71.183908045977,10.786781609195405,33.86350574712644,10.686352973137794,4.783529885057472,395,20,60,14,8,131,60,87,0.156,0.6859999999999999,0.158,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,6,0,7,4,1,3,1,19,13,6,0,4,5,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,0,4,6,3,7,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.15933784007155094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424268771980898,0.124908842054278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227460977046395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773365702097529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066634305155452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511866564247013,0.11664734771159982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530712162991537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393112516848432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798149104594525,0.0,0.16403682316539228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4799395389763822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5212246675508927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256989954788785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383467126793217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630684303730604,0.0,0.13097346039328328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Inhumane_Human_Being,2019/03/05,"Correcting people's grammar in a group project (First off, I would like to apologize if I made some grammatical errors myself, which may be extremely hypocritical)
So, I have this group project in English class where we share a single document and have to speak in front of the class afterwards. Earlier today, a few of my teammates were typing into the file, which was completely fine, but I couldn't help but notice the vast amount of grammatical errors on the edits they made, so I decided to correct the sentences. (I meant well, and didn't want my teammates to embarrass themselves in front of the class with that kind of error, after all, this is ENGLISH class.) After I finished editing, some of the teammates just started staring at me and making faces, that was when I realized that they had seen the edits and might've not been too happy about it. I am aware that correcting people's grammar is not very polite, but this is an English class, and I wouldn't have allowed my group to be humiliated and/or get lower grades because of the errors.
[Sidenote: another one of my teammates was typing in various kinds of profanity into the document (which was actually funny) but the others didn't mind.]
Any advice on what I should do next?",10.483289473684213,8.50980671491228,9.863403508771933,64.95615789473685,58.605263157894726,12.628771929824564,40.78245614035088,11.20814326018867,4.614747719298246,993,41,164,20,10,320,129,228,0.125,0.8320000000000001,0.043,-0.9681,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,2,1,8,8,0,1,15,0,24,1,1,4,4,37,32,13,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,13,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,1,1,2,13,3,20,7,29,12,7,24,0,0,2,0,10,13,0,4,10,128,33,13,0.0,0.0,0.1884420961786748,0.0,0.0,0.1886994422753415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131765384797342,0.2024868621858733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177146857805186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246635113186426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164254554045252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088910965337372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055632872022648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294338482958418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021771563425923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434108450820322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654402160573607,0.1288987257590705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048533147888993,0.1949804555391199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20536878270292094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985070628163508,0.0,0.0,0.13085257889537302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677486352871017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668032987298173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830404478723964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933140208125418,0.11389801299020405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736240994139672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717586712519084,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,roomba_cat1,2019/03/05,A folderol perdicament The other day I was having a panic attack about death  so I tried listening to music and then I realized the person who made the music is dead so I spent at least half an hour finding someone who wasn’t dead ,3.262391304347826,5.2736158913043525,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,74.8695652173913,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,1.1638869565217385,185,6,34,2,4,60,35,46,0.35700000000000004,0.643,0.0,-0.9633,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,7,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,4,0,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092204767879585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231982297592094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287671558351913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542405262642632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403649872430827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220405540929689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31408368647776225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047799407041448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442185365000344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,howsyourdaygoing1,2019/03/05,"Unethical Tip: You’re allowed to lie when talking to others. And it doesn’t matter. Do it if it makes you seem normal, if that’s your goal. This tip isn’t great when your goal is to find a genuine friend you have interest with but it’s okay you want to make an acquaintance (which could lead you to a genuine friend from meeting new people). Here’s an example: A person you sit next to in class asks you for your Instagram but you don’t have one. (I don’t have social media were it displays followers because of my social anxiety)

You can lie and tell him/her that your account was deleted, someone changed your log in information, or that you deleted your account to focus on school because you were on it too much. This will make you seem normal because the average person uses Instagram. It will also make you seem rebellious... which makes you interesting and cool.

At the end if the day, it doesn’t matter if you tell a small lie this. It’s not like you will go to jail for it. People lie. Also, you’re lonely anyway. The pros (interacting with others and seeming normal for once, possibility making a friend and getting invited somewhere) outweigh the -1 to your ethics.",3.643539823008851,5.828733752212392,4.532929203539826,82.69027876106196,74.30973451327435,7.174867256637168,26.34424778761063,8.07648339933343,1.761218407079646,932,34,172,15,20,301,115,226,0.035,0.845,0.12,0.9492,2,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,22,0,3,7,10,0,0,12,2,18,0,0,9,0,37,34,16,0,9,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,2,20,7,0,0,6,0,2,3,6,1,0,1,3,1,24,9,21,27,1,16,0,1,0,0,36,6,0,9,7,117,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181502012835248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681293344717213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608975721431314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075315600281027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004823684888305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060563571687733,0.0,0.0,0.07318609220624163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051080614453847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371991152379263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630262627869524,0.0,0.05928932932874005,0.0,0.06449407478550298,0.0,0.0,0.12511360529814655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544126266803975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544981531410861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342186044900697,0.0,0.0,0.10960100925498306,0.12068871886519582,0.0,0.3335629293378448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085394986326738,0.07689790969805907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734737940892154,0.19817510109720704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793318790494218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484919964175233,0.0,0.4132366897473903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313599207029211,0.09615239212005536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121202241522604,0.1983754294286901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980114633729398,0.0,0.0,0.06693424915004692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,looshifer,2019/03/05,PLEASE someone call me I’m strugggling HARD at the moment please dm me and call me 😭,-0.6366666666666667,1.4807531111111132,-0.13888888888888928,106.745,101.22222222222223,2.4000000000000004,17.11111111111111,3.1291,-1.3373555555555554,68,2,16,0,3,20,14,18,0.10400000000000001,0.635,0.261,0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6299190641299077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763085046332808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6771657782537204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26134668866288424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,goingnowhr9,2019/03/05,"What should I do to find parties to socialize at? I was a total recluse for the first 2/3 of my life, to the point where when a cousin invited me to a party in high school, I literally just stood outside by myself because I didn't know what to say.  Now I have actual confidence, social skills, and friends, but none of them are social enough to do any gatherings like that and group meetups organized online aren't the same.  Work is a dead end too, and I never go to bars because I hate the taste of every alcoholic drink I've tried.  How can I find actual big gatherings of strangers in a fun area to practice this?",7.391951219512192,5.940692382113827,7.562723577235773,77.35432926829269,64.20325203252034,11.452032520325206,34.321138211382106,10.504223727775694,3.2864211382113826,485,17,99,10,6,158,86,123,0.087,0.7859999999999999,0.127,0.2406,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,6,4,1,0,9,0,10,5,0,1,2,13,14,6,1,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,4,3,4,0,3,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,2,12,3,17,10,4,14,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,6,68,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.3448795866834947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884522340514606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016629803458015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154369591604922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731048356892413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650927335305193,0.1825847753635758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888262267852587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230125915314568,0.15030623161901252,0.0,0.0,0.1365227973675335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042622447720702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446082159873055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669983713367014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971131244539455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481283827479085,0.08632973972442938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362867405736584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704450679781327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052388904360905,0.0,0.17883614181008106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403892545667557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997193298475445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864424227035204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PurpleJusticeLeague,2019/05/11,"So, that happened, any tips? So, recently i had an appointment with a dentist (i didn't know her). My mom was there, too, in the background. When the dentist asked my why i was here, i got overwhelmed. I was confused, because she knew i was here because of my teeth (obviously) so i thought to myself: ""Why is she asking me this? What does she want me to answer?"" I knew the specific reason i was there but i couldn't get the words out. I stammered out a few ""umm""s and scratched at my mouth/chin a lot, something i often do when i'm nervous. She kept expectantly looking at me, i looked at my mom behind her for help, the dentist noticed that and said: ""Oh, no, you"" (as in, she wanted to hear it from me). At this point i could feel tears welling up in my eyes, they jumped around the room a lot (i didn't wanna directly look into her eyes, thought it'd be even more awkward and maybe she'd see that my eyes were getting wet), i started sweating and felt myself getting hotter, heart started beating faster - i didn't know what to tell her. Eventually my mom jumped in and told her what we were there for.

This is just an example. There are several other situations where people look at me, expect me to say something, and i start sweating, getting hot, my eyes get wet, (basically what i listed above). Thursday's the last time it happened, in school. Is this normal? I'm in my early teens after all.

This may be a silly question, but is there anything i could do in a situation like this? Where people directly look at me and expect me to say something? Or, when i know what i want to say but can't get it out? I don't always want to panic and almost cry, especially because i don't want to come off as weak/a pussy (something i always automatically think in a moment like the one described).",4.027247191011238,5.01321702808989,5.0450606741573045,84.25499550561798,71.13483146067415,7.381393258426968,28.56584269662921,7.554174236665415,1.5890178876404493,1386,51,282,15,25,455,169,356,0.08,0.858,0.062,-0.8796,0,0,4,0,0,0,69.0,1,1,1,1,21,10,0,5,17,0,29,11,8,1,2,57,71,20,0,13,5,3,6,2,0,1,3,5,1,0,19,16,0,1,13,0,0,3,8,6,1,1,20,21,59,4,40,43,5,42,0,1,10,0,28,25,0,8,16,201,78,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754331762691886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454888889221876,0.0,0.0,0.059451867977151865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194316864908347,0.07782661505777043,0.16346078968154873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988005617502074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530873174663949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396031921720841,0.0,0.09603204742503592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765060394146984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774326175613277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04420461020196281,0.0,0.08394152658583255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740551259492672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699216060864516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461893957266415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853411347305648,0.1035988194817858,0.05859900657049276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413916584723035,0.0712628876881625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542269126276478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670741048805975,0.0,0.0,0.14865089237383988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782997123408676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071726386955225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565775067852725,0.0,0.0995337243815758,0.0,0.0,0.05924131308318849,0.0,0.0,0.10257417651801506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121870936393535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264470260700031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793579407661804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988726413163914,0.08632145178225346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316101334469164,0.20857115103901533,0.0,0.0884785739956518,0.06966625376597045,0.0,0.0,0.09876514957568254,0.0,0.0,0.1965382963213631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692155563269836,0.0,0.0,0.18563918913955255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641313638395049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056018287484727904,0.0,0.13881106564303045,0.05097810912189106,0.0,0.0,0.08353815141283016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578270869426609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786054024995084,0.0,0.15777458394808225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PaulWhoLovesYou,2019/05/11,"When I'm in a conversation that I feel like I'm doing good in, my body starts shaking uncontrollably. I'm rarely very excited to talk to people, but sometimes when I do, my body just shakes for some reason. It might be because I rarely get in conversations with topics that I have alot to talk about. Anyone having the same problem?",6.072343750000003,6.696249046875,6.321875000000002,78.23562500000001,66.34375,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.0761375,265,8,50,4,4,85,46,64,0.134,0.807,0.06,-0.5539,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,3,0,6,2,2,1,0,10,12,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,3,9,10,3,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426319146805686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519246161944924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5536632844403141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260151253313657,0.17804565079610038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020923566725873,0.0,0.0,0.2090372379639803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175824078573012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26438724292652105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278051749820014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23847367661283386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562437447924633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24648887458292254,0.0,0.1764020055747872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006335661683507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563587243530632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Saint89,2019/05/11,"Alan Watts Chillstep [This](https://youtu.be/qdTfXJVm_CU) is currently my go-to car ride or chilling on the computer background music.

I often hear talks where Alan Watts asks people what they would do if money were no object, and for me that is play video games.  

I am almost 30 years old now and I have struggled my way through working life, eventually becoming a surveyor, where I deal with very few people and walk around most days.

As a side project, I’m beginning to do what I really [enjoy, ](https://m.youtube.com/user/MrAtheist89/playlists)and sharing it with others who may suffer the same internal issues I’ve felt as long as I’ve had memories.

If you have more questions about my personal experiences with anxiety feel free to ask me here, in a DM, on YouTube, or in game.",10.083597497393113,9.812005284671537,8.493952033368092,69.02401459854015,58.1970802919708,11.916162669447345,37.089676746611055,11.20814326018867,4.16449614181439,632,24,104,14,7,191,103,137,0.08,0.855,0.065,-0.0352,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,1,7,6,0,1,5,0,11,1,0,0,0,20,18,10,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,4,2,3,1,2,0,0,3,3,12,5,16,13,4,19,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,9,7,67,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017925472441704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416177227475544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939497064559376,0.37678682986353546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225623199764789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299633272644054,0.20775762961072813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712461982138574,0.0,0.0,0.10189425229010103,0.0,0.19349020494638947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452810630116575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271269845279453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103338738276063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233909602894398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833830772354375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114606875742824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794163255320554,0.17595894754820918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257478227787019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290984734837321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067180800652294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619736422897481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627459132957598,0.0,0.1599567019772539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467085069708632,0.0,0.0,0.14315358396764435,0.0,0.0,0.12977187209664348
socialanxiety,SADdad84,2019/05/11,"S.A.D. Maybe? I have always been different and an oddball from everyone else it seems. I have a lot of anxiety when it comes to being around most people, especially in a group setting. So as you can tell, I’m a bit of a loner.

I was doing research a while back and I came across Social Anxiety Disorder (SAD). I read the info and I fit just about every criteria it listed. I’ve not been diagnosed with it but I have self-diagnosed myself with it. I’ve also questioned whether I may have Asperger’s because I do have borderline tendencies. I’m not too confident that I have it though, but I am confident that I have SAD.

I am able to function some but I do have problems developing relationships and rapport with people. I tend to lose my temper with people easily because they frustrate me. I have a wife but she gets frustrated with me at times and I don’t blame her. I get frustrated with my own self. I’ve actually been fired or released from several jobs which I think has something to do with my “personality” or lack thereof.

I just learned about this app from my sister-in-law and so I guess I’m just writing this to see if others feel the same way. And what people do to adapt.",2.4385254394079574,4.722741089361705,4.262016651248846,82.70434782608697,78.53191489361701,7.831637372802961,25.962072155411647,8.716276077567194,2.1544116558741915,936,37,182,22,23,316,133,235,0.231,0.7490000000000001,0.02,-0.9939,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,1,13,8,4,0,9,0,25,1,0,0,0,45,38,22,0,3,13,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,13,17,0,0,6,1,0,2,3,8,0,0,5,3,32,0,25,31,7,13,0,3,1,0,13,5,0,10,4,138,45,4,0.13904395340943346,0.0,0.13568684119619487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119339930632717,0.11569570781552055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127364875563602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237785975643893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691621750081856,0.0,0.16951980687814835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179998505489842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590292409685523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977405406919522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822533717166981,0.0,0.1452713373159377,0.15935641681040286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615338134317313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715052766398447,0.13286245608043218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030480064715541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528945365777535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317259063440736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797966892488855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555461779929344,0.0,0.1182101969298727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968833997734656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855822801106177,0.12140781694181915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304628511674704,0.0,0.0,0.1557610495222004,0.0,0.13908158067791754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492811702147928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080002878598426,0.1265803930582719,0.29010633553099485,0.15708009006482604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173780028297364,0.0,0.10704282840752886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153054389017087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909375099599819,0.13660997826005708,0.0,0.08107764739489423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036661825310634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,todayisfriday99,2019/05/11,"Social anxiety makes me feel hopeless about life I (19F) recently got my first job in 3 years at Petco a few weeks ago. I worked at a couple of fast food places in high school but never stayed more than a week due to social anxiety. I’ve struggled with finding the courage to get a job for years now, so I was excited to start working. 

The job started off pretty good but the more shifts I work, I realized how draining interacting with humans all day is. Our store wasn’t even that busy, but I still had moments where I struggled. To make it worse, our store was also understaffed. For the 3 weeks I worked there, I never got to start my training which led to me being even more confused. 

Long story short, I quit today, after just 3 weeks. I feel kind of disappointed in myself & hopeless. If I can’t hold a retail job, how do I expect myself to be able to hold a career in a few years when I graduate college? I wanted to be a speech pathologist, but at times social anxiety makes me feel like what’s the point in even trying anymore. I want to find a career that I actually like & am comfortable with, but with social anxiety sometimes that seems impossible. Just feeling hopeless.",4.842715517241377,5.9061955991379325,5.577931034482759,80.89767241379313,69.30172413793103,8.386206896551725,28.29310344827586,8.660442795831766,2.0805637931034484,937,32,178,15,16,305,131,232,0.147,0.73,0.12300000000000001,-0.5735,4,0,0,0,0,3,29.0,2,0,0,6,15,14,0,3,14,0,11,2,0,6,3,35,27,11,0,4,8,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,4,1,2,8,0,3,1,4,7,0,1,6,5,26,7,30,18,6,42,0,4,0,0,8,14,0,3,28,116,32,13,0.08904899392195523,0.0,0.08689897259602447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893656020297203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121244826687223,0.0,0.1929690954203236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724889464499241,0.0,0.08831267379211775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985310180357096,0.0,0.0574292342401989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644806193316345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010338779933074,0.06361661905067513,0.0,0.0,0.16277833437224,0.07574502873931549,0.10767839692051384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652442396253696,0.0,0.0,0.07469007120083565,0.14244123043959184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408515120757358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35346954392947194,0.0,0.0,0.09273082394133596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289793789869537,0.08700968078368608,0.0,0.0,0.07880555741251109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832268475902568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736014761790633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303724553622757,0.0,0.08418008243475031,0.0,0.0,0.09059484050982314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471456629332264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792513854725781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012233594790914,0.0,0.08106685962023301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36309694039679147,0.0,0.0,0.08807173196569243,0.0,0.18908800869184889,0.09491437917515108,0.07111464157534825,0.0,0.0,0.18618668611335928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051925184468931636,0.0,0.08440803401245246,0.0,0.0,0.060458421543528276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050468075900915,0.0,0.28571892628672657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593149125743293,0.0,0.09074853247485777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203389749937012
socialanxiety,TheDruidOftheland,2019/05/11,"Is it a bad idea to not go to a friends social event if you know you're going to like it or want to participate in the activities? For example a few friends (ladies) in my social circle decided that they wanted to do a joint birthday event of doing a karaoke night.

I really don't like karaoke and never got in to it. If I went, I know I'll just back out of wanting to sing and I'll likely just end up bringing every down.

So in this case, is it bad not to go to it?",3.6935294117647035,3.2111830588235293,5.616470588235295,85.07411764705886,71.35294117647058,8.760784313725491,27.784313725490197,8.344100000000001,1.5896549019607846,360,11,85,5,6,126,62,102,0.12300000000000001,0.816,0.062,-0.8002,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,18,16,6,0,5,7,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,1,0,5,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,5,19,14,1,18,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,9,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523565543289136,0.33087534664565466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549222080958607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669405367110195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30616318621734084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33782064378902965,0.0,0.1584697480971737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236746574076008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778387331383373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290401918459707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528169050802436,0.0,0.0,0.18593989948853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269328284935632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039552347445933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506023028411107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367670994093968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hungrylemon,2019/05/11,"I always overthink what I said until I convince myself I said stupid things and deeply offended people. I even found myself remembering things differently, where I am ruder and dumber, but in reality I was not. I even remember my words and my gestures differently. Rereading my text messages or watching a video of myself helps me to see I was actually a normal, kind person in the given situation. But when I am left alone in my memories I just think of myself as the socially stupidest person there is and I start to think everyone is waiting in the corner to hate me. I think a lot about how my sentences can be pulled to bad intentions when really forced.

Do you guys have similar problems? What can I do to help myself? Thanks in advance.",4.455407673860916,6.729442640287767,5.905917266187051,73.3512979616307,72.23741007194245,8.949880095923263,28.84952038369305,9.516144504307137,3.0602944844124704,593,24,99,15,12,200,86,139,0.209,0.675,0.11599999999999999,-0.9403,2,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,9,8,3,0,6,0,12,0,0,2,0,22,24,12,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,4,0,1,6,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,6,4,27,3,15,17,1,14,0,0,2,0,10,8,0,2,4,81,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.14934476602917302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850307574275374,0.0,0.0,0.12734137121892872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778183837203075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197880308942177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216268569106094,0.0,0.0,0.14623608481461112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678002386808685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153346033196094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510951160286034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515870054501645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936739861806862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627818768905894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010896301453134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994650804937595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106098526025916,0.267256896180101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464384176582073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804121303748516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467285143106144,0.0,0.2911517862214886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195290441717868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202314442019034,0.0,0.15600480071713818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832235630788237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089848392234008,0.0,0.0,0.20334568231545525,0.2941851681384389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alien_alice,2019/05/11,"The worst is when I think a social situation goes well... But then later on, the other person tells me how awkward they thought the encounter was. Like thanks for the reminder that I’m socially awkward. Has this happened to anyone else?",4.537558139534884,7.154146418604653,4.518779069767444,81.8121220930233,73.18604651162791,6.16046511627907,29.3546511627907,7.1686216300943375,1.8779813953488376,188,8,31,2,4,58,38,43,0.153,0.7340000000000001,0.113,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,3,3,3,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946763471027144,0.28527215458395005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325825226945927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24620412797956576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602097692652215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24310386845945445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129535100559281,0.0,0.5676242012034015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433496137224866,0.2563298982452485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839901966996027,0.0,0.2210328014472988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25033122889552856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Necewasalreadytaken,2019/05/11,"Worried about a party So for some reason I decided it’d be a good idea to go to a party tonight.... where there’s gonna be tons of people... and now I’m freaking out. 

I’ve never seen a professional about social anxiety, so I can’t say that I have it for sure, but I feel like my behavior lines up with a lot of the symptoms. 

Being in certain social situations makes my entire body shake and tremble. My voice gets shaky, my heart races, my whole body gets so cold, and I kinda just freeze up. Like, I get so tense that I can’t even have a good time because I’m just in my head worried about not looking stupid in front of everyone. 

Recently I’ve been wanting to put a stop to this nervous/anxious behavior and I’ve seen a lot of people say that practice always helps. So I’ve been making myself talk more in class and approach strangers more and even order my own food. And so far, those things actually have gotten a lot easier. 

So now, the next challenge to conquer is this house party. It will be my first house party because I’ve avoided them all my life. My friend knows that I struggle with social situations so he’s gonna be with me the whole time and he already tried to assure me that no one is even going to be paying attention to me the way I always think people are (Idk why but I always think everyone is watching everything I do). But I still have butterflies in my stomach.

Okay this post ended up way longer than I wanted it to be, but I guess I’m just trying to look for some advice. I don’t wanna be that awkward girl holding up the wall in the corner... so how do I keep myself calm and just be “normal.” I can tell myself that I will be okay, but my body will still shake anyway (like to the point that my teeth chatter even when it’s not cold, that’s how nervous I get). Does anyone else have that kind of issue? 

I just need some tips before this party. Anything would be super great :)",3.7747606837606815,4.599815433333333,4.868974358974358,85.88158119658122,71.58974358974359,7.316239316239318,25.213675213675213,7.3871296695380915,1.0902649572649574,1489,42,309,15,27,490,185,390,0.087,0.736,0.177,0.9918,0,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,4,31,26,1,8,16,2,33,10,7,5,5,61,60,26,0,6,12,0,2,3,1,6,2,3,0,1,21,13,1,4,8,0,1,7,7,10,0,2,5,12,40,16,38,37,13,41,0,0,5,0,13,16,0,9,17,208,61,4,0.0,0.0,0.0832819606980033,0.0,0.0,0.08339569477304806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417756131550643,0.0,0.2130353681965602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652867722452253,0.0,0.0,0.05967345422268323,0.08744346763703069,0.07022959868127489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404798114170394,0.0,0.07262017431745915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843888062117155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468378924197575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129270056464113,0.0,0.07558811629070956,0.0,0.0,0.2254716424549741,0.0,0.0,0.16309681540203833,0.07670032825707572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04315172785186448,0.06096869283078906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259227949520537,0.10319647922705694,0.0,0.06593539707050765,0.0,0.1783517172732376,0.0,0.09700420903873556,0.14316246529624987,0.0,0.0940903979341938,0.09401437575498514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758601737427678,0.0,0.0,0.10113126308834534,0.05720327297009493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694755329604502,0.0,0.09634128474421136,0.0,0.08907538823285542,0.0,0.07585632751037945,0.0,0.08887107182357082,0.04690200131477285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027992547640594,0.12508209128765232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333239725815713,0.0,0.0,0.2176654026586545,0.0,0.0,0.11393355126458672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328037592176843,0.0658213904816048,0.0,0.09076270767782392,0.0,0.08361752153893083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057830280780065274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749721351896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067623940131925,0.0,0.08173451581361038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579277550208675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774629481937885,0.08426541435536164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573554894335546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185707184342451,0.0,0.26098776731458945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363092475733526,0.07135014410338053,0.0,0.08921850173918881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043428805521577,0.08870352550802582,0.0,0.06859506178388708,0.07459309901122536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056697759061058485,0.10936804488148838,0.0,0.0,0.0995277859562628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588389911716372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067442502270672,0.13548179444219385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700832421508927,0.19056368754148711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733388850589871,0.0,0.060624857217691584,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ItsMikeHi,2019/05/11,"Might have to get a customer service job soon *cries* I'm 28 and this is the first time I may need to get a customer service/part time job. All my life i've worked jobs that don't require human interaction but a few things in my life have changed and I'm just not able to find anything that involves not talking to people. I recently got a criminal record so its making everything 10X harder. This is the time in my life where I finally have to face the hard reality that I can't talk to people. I'm just so terrified of operating a cash register. What if I mess up? What if I'm to awkward in interactions? I never know what to do with my hands, my eyes. Anyone here with SA work in customer service? How do you guys survive in those environments?",1.9189035087719293,4.102504486842108,3.7330526315789454,86.34703508771929,79.78947368421052,6.9480701754385965,25.92280701754386,8.021203637495839,1.6429117543859653,590,24,122,11,15,198,90,152,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.9661,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,5,8,2,0,1,8,0,11,6,3,2,2,21,21,8,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,11,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,3,12,0,17,18,2,15,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,4,8,78,23,8,0.1576827197079453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025542392564344,0.0,0.12975944288119334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680740946850914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173207063389079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171506103304035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273371196960574,0.14411914914973442,0.1341248408313236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647654258663016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611327554102392,0.0,0.0,0.1561306833527431,0.0,0.0,0.1412527448157586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694273054020238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665829899211155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341279044852559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525443983143863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727644721655968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691973867295485,0.12161463427009117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075501937484328,0.0,0.2186346874790027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569266272654925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25347879437196424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475739241746053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758381857376338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295897958790241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jambambrany,2019/05/11,I went to eat by myself today. I finally did it. After 27 years of life I’ve finally built up the courage to go to a sit down restaurant by myself. I feel really good about this accomplishment as stupid as it is. I hope you guys have a great weekend!,1.432500000000001,3.4037064807692365,3.6698461538461538,87.27515384615386,80.34615384615384,7.236923076923077,21.93846153846154,8.238735603445708,1.207726153846154,195,6,42,4,5,67,40,52,0.06,0.701,0.24,0.883,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,4,12,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,6,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27959832434822696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381611161482554,0.0,0.0,0.5986540969419096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529169350852906,0.2291853302348256,0.0,0.3012540874851675,0.0,0.2705559678585104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713943987768285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300135127252047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504804038177504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25900474907299154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25330128163466903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759611194012632
socialanxiety,sakshays,2019/05/11,"I don’t know why but I am always anxious around lot of people. I am 21 and from India.

I am always anxious even as a kid. Now I don’t look good (going bald and have grey hair) and most times I think people judge me for my looks. I have noticed that if there are other guys with me, strangers always choose not to talk with me but always the other person. I don’t even look at girls these days, I don’t have any confidence at all.

I have no problem one(even three )-on-one, but if there’s some official thing, I freak out even before them. What should I do and how to begin ?",1.8640495867768607,3.2810240413223184,2.976933884297523,95.27085537190085,77.18181818181819,5.501157024793389,18.711570247933885,5.6839178017228535,-0.4310535537190083,443,8,102,2,10,142,77,121,0.128,0.7909999999999999,0.081,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,14,2,2,1,1,24,21,11,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,0,5,17,1,12,20,4,9,0,0,4,0,6,4,0,5,4,74,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078946724462162,0.0,0.0,0.1037717974075694,0.0,0.0,0.34478435889129194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358444739498452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984956427724026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841301437531888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031578663205342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672489700778545,0.12799186943774873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510959016367628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386380908190151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844313823061723,0.0,0.0,0.12973326837939594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373370817743228,0.0,0.0,0.10340427893349996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158432490221574,0.13324259080638826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460155710947022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265240297098408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013792569182032,0.09777856571669408,0.0,0.0,0.08898105630677401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376958598493165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,caramelthrones,2019/05/11,"Becoming my new best friend. I went to a Kali Uchis concert by myself tonight. Literally didn’t feel the need to invite anyone a month ago when I bought the ticket. Pulled up, parked and enjoyed myself for four hours and did not feel lonely or awkward not once. Goodnight!",3.710588235294118,6.316671823529415,3.6585882352941184,86.99964705882354,75.86274509803921,5.648627450980393,23.925490196078428,6.742157984588678,0.8688713725490191,217,7,39,2,5,66,42,51,0.027999999999999997,0.71,0.261,0.9202,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,7,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,2,3,2,0,1,4,3,5,3,5,3,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27622672170861906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178875273445761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441528224353171,0.0,0.0,0.32701932748550405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151224746334469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407519527621829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068767006516857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24872706288030366,0.0,0.0,0.23105759200023385,0.0,0.30095842966315584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318583945228137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888689991867459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justhwr,2019/05/11,"No friends new roommates  

It's Friday night. This is the first Friday I've (F19) spent in this new apartment. I have three other female roommates in their 20s. They seemed to pity me a little bit as they trickled out for the night. I'm feeling sad and ashamed.

I moved to this new city a couple of months ago. I was planning to stay for a month, to spend time with my family before I move overseas. However, after realizing my fatigue and sleep issues were too serious, my dad urged me to stay.

I was at an air bnb for the first month. Then I found a new apartment I really liked. Then it became infested with spiders. After two moves in two months, here I am, in this small house, alone.

I haven't made any friends here, really. I go to community college, and for whatever reason, it's really hard to make friends there. I had a job, but I quit because there was a culture of verbal harassing their female employees. I should have known better, most of the newer employees pulled me aside to warn me about the job each day of the week.

I used to be extraverted. But throughout the years, I've seen some ugly people do some ugly things. I don't really trust people much anymore. I'm mostly referring to family trauma, emotionally abusive and sexually manipulative boyfriends, and people who are just shitty in high school.

It's a sad life now. I went out to a fast food joint and sat in the parking lot to kill time, to seem like I was out doing something this evening. Then I just drove, until I felt too tired, and came home. Now I'm just sitting in bed, the guilt is paralyzing me from getting up.

So, yeah. I guess, this is kind of a vent. If someone has been in a similar situation, and knows how to get out of this, please help.

TLDR: Moved to a new city 2.5 months ago, have no friends, don't trust people easily, but sad and ashamed to not have a social life. What should I do?

EDIT: Just to be clear, tonight isn't the only night I've spent alone. It's been every night, unless I was with family. The only difference now is that I live with people who will probably judge me for it.",2.883810868980362,4.812114157384986,4.05559523809524,86.4192658730159,75.70702179176754,7.20390099542642,23.33662900188324,8.07648339933343,1.2341482916330375,1629,49,330,27,36,531,210,413,0.188,0.732,0.08,-0.9940000000000001,5,2,1,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,4,5,17,22,2,3,24,1,32,6,1,6,1,53,55,21,1,3,10,1,3,2,4,3,4,0,2,0,19,19,1,0,10,0,3,9,7,12,0,5,19,4,36,10,53,31,8,67,0,5,1,0,14,20,0,9,37,211,55,5,0.0,0.08679115222476823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986622398284695,0.0,0.0,0.15173310490013764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981359095944394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264589086299866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044653487444869695,0.0,0.06233170517191655,0.0,0.0,0.06478507583850719,0.07997176084152408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378030090679364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105148757800583,0.0,0.0472412135632954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653231744889195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239817580806767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048381982259826366,0.0,0.061717621233060835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716523056329608,0.0,0.0370382032734193,0.0,0.07033301075527063,0.0,0.0,0.12461552470178147,0.08857610957860589,0.08031658407485616,0.22637597715620186,0.0,0.07654186155890119,0.0,0.041630564888245916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069488136814686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561903373633587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04909899458590796,0.07739432329433284,0.07347731417618311,0.0,0.0,0.08452249627434462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645562530782163,0.14538179407940313,0.0,0.08104202771994548,0.07628025544256023,0.040257156436244015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034795241926899,0.07157405050508361,0.07341733390236238,0.06468249321658542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622758796352081,0.0,0.069312422623263,0.04889600302781354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923435887991542,0.31141937684958776,0.053848344767653315,0.0,0.0,0.3537341951785339,0.0,0.27496660822677216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142226527909896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539171354215231,0.0,0.0,0.08040824531857517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897759998179234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791207932711341,0.0,0.0,0.18770736899133725,0.07531483131258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413451660405569,0.0,0.13337098705538486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233785273644302,0.0733044882662955,0.07467076799997288,0.062065831824504286,0.05639265030303745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615289028883905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866509940134646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542717872749449,0.08419192333611097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311231295398497,0.0,0.0,0.06326585192995553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875800450051394,0.0,0.0,0.06790495488278503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04717162028141799
socialanxiety,limbobimboprince,2019/05/11,Do therapists lie just to make you feel better? Please only answer if you are qualified or truthfully know the answer! Thanks!,4.073939393939398,7.425694272727274,4.433636363636363,76.33712121212123,83.54545454545453,8.387878787878789,20.96969696969697,8.841846274778883,2.528860606060606,102,3,15,3,3,32,20,22,0.0,0.608,0.392,0.8906,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,6,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36836218795427145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105959346208303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288986164442827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780183309878657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167685527400001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571941421963867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.383459099062394,0.0,0.4835909444085037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Br3adst1ckz,2019/05/11,"Basically social anxiety Social anxiety is basically texting someone ""hey"" and they respond with ""yeah?"" And your mind immediately thinks they're mad at you.",6.85186666666667,10.753559520000005,8.427999999999999,49.48066666666668,73.8,11.333333333333336,40.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,6.576733333333332,128,8,15,5,3,44,20,25,0.239,0.7609999999999999,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5203525407137066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34340497396555475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6933801092572588,0.2881664030269052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179229347302249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,auxdub,2019/05/11,"Value your time and energy So, yesterday I went to a party where I knew 4 people.

When I arrived there all my friends were separated into their own social groups and none of them showed themselves to be inclusive towards me, so after some time I just saw myself standing up by myself holding a beer and really bored and anxious.

On the past, I would have stayed the whole night trying to fit in somehow while wishing some people would give me some attention, but instead I just decided to leave. No hard feelings, no stress, just decided to do what was best with my time at the moment.

I'm 35 right now and, to be honest, I don't think I'll ever be able to be free from social anxiety/phobia, I've been through lot's of different situations in my life and the that anxious feeling is always there with its related physical symptoms. I don't let it stop anything I want to do. I think the only difference between the younger and my actual self is this: I value my time much more. I have a huge list of books to read, records to listen to, work to do (I'm a creative person) that I don't let myself waste a single minute of my life trying to force meaningless social interactions.",7.178175287356327,6.314944375000002,7.66637931034483,74.53321839080462,64.30172413793103,10.664367816091954,33.98850574712644,9.928628108626363,3.2096022988505752,933,34,175,17,12,309,141,232,0.091,0.7290000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.9688,2,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,2,13,6,0,1,11,0,21,4,0,0,2,35,34,12,0,4,4,0,3,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,6,10,1,2,8,4,1,1,6,2,0,0,6,5,27,5,31,20,12,28,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,5,14,132,33,3,0.1240390767144274,0.0,0.121044246021354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321044838966513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28025770073563266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207359132169193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017135840889724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25918886958972986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122004462593596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543576828812164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583228297733318,0.0,0.0,0.1189895849476158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111464897851124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313394724117705,0.0,0.2536767196901321,0.1752249363094042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545358734324696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118299350419172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640227085899353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433730725618704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840933403800355,0.1719861556350134,0.10830613737681433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407264345017975,0.0,0.07946260874534546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592869377612024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939980893059502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942511926060389,0.0,0.3793266543032825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220915185327134,0.0,0.10370222223545364,0.14208634329208236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289240944205142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895846376040906,0.0,0.0,0.289312732512057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842878190052069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316146118783101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498546680860686,0.0,0.1384851994608553,0.14263881670649214,0.0,0.0,0.09030192514637683,0.0,0.0,0.17622760248591646,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ImJustCuriousYaKnow,2019/05/11,Does anyone else punish themselves because of their social anxiety? I punish myself by cutting myself so I can show that I’m sorry for being anxious and awkward to everyone else. It makes me feel better. Does anyone else do this?,4.566428571428574,7.280703500000005,5.643095238095237,73.30607142857146,73.52380952380952,6.104761904761905,27.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,2.017266666666667,185,7,25,2,4,61,34,42,0.31,0.631,0.059000000000000004,-0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156065585985813,0.23858589248048484,0.0,0.2953395326522671,0.4327805923391213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874016815387307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678141472394846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36962960664410704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292693327515329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018021994258922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678459377723633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097173618577533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528278704690107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23641120804618246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ughimdonefortoday,2019/05/11,"Gotta Love Dwelling Over Stuff Before Bedtime Ugh, this sucks.  I am making myself feel physically ill over nothing.  

I was taking the trash out and saw a neighbor out - next to the house across the street.  He was too far for me to see but I think he said something to me - asking if I needed help.  I stopped and looked at him but couldn't tell if he was looking in my direction and wasn't sure if I heard him correctly so I just went about my business and finished taking the trash out then went inside.  

Now all I can think about is the fact that I probably look like an @$$ by looking at him and not greeting in any way - and this happened hours ago.  Unfortunately, being as socially awkward as I am, this is quite a common occurrence for me.",4.491756756756757,5.3221722297297305,5.011729729729733,85.49137837837841,69.94594594594595,7.811891891891893,28.313513513513517,7.908726449838941,1.6161140540540535,582,20,120,7,10,186,96,148,0.11699999999999999,0.813,0.07,-0.6068,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,2,8,0,11,2,0,1,4,27,33,15,0,5,7,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,9,9,19,3,20,21,1,23,0,0,6,1,14,12,1,3,9,81,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173390157158114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873149894471976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947668833208827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605563470902365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808457949441327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413912601656173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717170103939937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746062443103756,0.18449297746756085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811476393359065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370733536957668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430805062477134,0.0,0.10672861761659012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855729887158795,0.0,0.0,0.17004610519155758,0.0,0.0,0.1534199187485543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238975676473925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006397266228168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520931459749122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741258526558555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298894288911345,0.0,0.12309205738463615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367620270544936,0.0,0.0,0.18303717043599704,0.0,0.0,0.1506955638233686,0.0,0.2404365674818145,0.0,0.13975195634369827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049036497514774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691419228608575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964414886768565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,milksugarbuttereggs,2019/05/11,"Social Anxiety Where do I begin?
They told me it would be this way.

Before I did not understand how quickly it could take your life away.
And bring it back to you just as fast.

I’m talking about having a friend.
You might take them for granted.
Or maybe you don’t.

Everything moved so slowly before.
How can I explain that I have not changed?
How can I explain that we are the same?
I’m talking about me and my past self.

The past me only imagined her future, and did not live it.
And now I have that rush I dreamt of.
I finally remembered that I am the one that makes my dreams the reality.",0.4701928374655608,2.835910123966946,2.086578512396695,94.47047382920113,88.25619834710743,5.210137741046832,19.63691460055097,6.742157984588678,0.2314326170798897,459,14,100,6,15,149,78,121,0.015,0.9109999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.7744,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,4,2,0,11,1,0,0,5,0,15,1,0,4,0,23,26,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,5,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,0,22,1,7,19,1,15,0,0,0,0,16,2,0,2,9,78,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880271919461706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170470837109352,0.1395177845190764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087877472572588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194169632897232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448667625027611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630684709792869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987609650811428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018172578952354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815792971884793,0.0,0.0,0.16021670923524814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111401880631725,0.0,0.1822829891698864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248140797181834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284425069958092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294987097709227,0.13799490241338344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464140533720054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055385430826476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892836940659743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495738383128268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728437752312117,0.29167259374268145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337571372615262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888763768706204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402030321937048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288912706695561,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HadesTheGrim,2019/05/11,"I can't talk to my friends, please help I've posted this request for help on other subreddits 

I've always been a shy person, but at some point that shyness turned into anxiety. I'm a total introvert by nature, and this combined with having social anxiety makes it extremely hard to maintain friendships. All this is a recurring problem in my social interactions.

I recently had to cram for finals, (I'm a college student) so I have had no time for my friends. Now that the semester is over I want to talk to my friends, but I freeze up when I try to communicate with them in any way. It's been like two weeks since I've talked to any of them.

I think I'm mostly afraid of the exited, happy, animated response I'll get when I first see them. I missed them too, but I can be easily overwhelmed by strong expressions of emotion since I'm  
so timid. I then feel guilty that I can't show that same degree of emotion in return, mostly because I'm overwhelmed. I most certainly feel that way, but I can't show it well.

I'm afraid I'll come off as not caring that we haven't seen each other in so long. Or that I didn't miss them, or that I don't love them as much as they love me. I am totally aware I'm overthinking this, but I can't help it. Please give me advise on how to make this easier.",4.312777532065457,4.678239052631579,5.506337903582487,83.45398717381691,70.12781954887218,8.965590446704997,27.67713401149933,9.007467420416297,1.967842370632463,1012,32,215,18,17,338,141,266,0.154,0.66,0.18600000000000005,0.7882,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,7,2,9,19,0,5,6,0,18,2,0,3,4,32,42,18,0,2,8,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,19,7,0,0,3,2,0,1,9,8,1,2,6,6,32,11,33,35,10,29,0,4,2,2,27,13,0,6,13,140,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361713517281093,0.0,0.0,0.16936639728575714,0.0,0.19052690720786886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591101292958052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696442802940774,0.0,0.0,0.10726970416631552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801541087630643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593003093199584,0.0,0.0,0.13641415733889298,0.0,0.1059233135882451,0.0,0.0,0.28862969129903665,0.0,0.06506065455274393,0.1194584472797268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325621968847042,0.1115524811927735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504051503776878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060838010469192225,0.0,0.0,0.11020321609527853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224782467554082,0.0,0.1662465948547367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154228773151472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873290303176457,0.0,0.2733883375877073,0.1177190558644834,0.0,0.11926324410408205,0.0,0.0,0.11915632108983865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295621478584247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923256252665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060214253575444,0.0,0.0,0.2538808930480924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002722723600221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979240902112948,0.0,0.0,0.07261318253055593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454622634371624,0.13545052637403734,0.12164560105685865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734497440096282,0.19768879966286915,0.09988871854324392,0.0,0.11196547965200178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Noxious3,2019/02/05,"I hate my voice when I'm around people, and it's holding me back massively. Any tips? I am 22, male. I have pretty severe SAD but I'm at a point in my life where it's getting better. My SAD largely stems from my physical appearence. I've been improving my appearence over many years, and can feel SAD slowly fading away, as I fix each problem one by one, but there's one thing I'm really struggling with: my voice.

​

Whenever I'm around people, my voice becomes trembley, mumbley, soft, higher pitched, too quiet, etc. I'd even say it probably sounds feminine. I absolutely hate it. The only time I have my 'real voice' is when I'm alone or drunk (people always remark after I've been drinking that I sound really different). I feel like I'm physically quite masculine but when I speak I feel like a loser who just feels sorry for himself. I've basically conditioned myself to have a voice that says ""yes, you may step all over me"". I imagine this comes from wanting to avoid confrontation as a teen. This really gets me down and I feel like shit every day after university. I pretty much go about my say trying to speak to as least people as possible. It's definitely the main reason I have SAD right now. Do you guys have any tips to help my voice sound more natural? Thanks!",3.3555781818181813,5.444191016000005,4.701018181818182,81.59850909090909,74.84,8.065454545454546,24.56363636363637,8.841846274778883,1.94156,1014,33,191,22,22,336,145,250,0.201,0.6609999999999999,0.138,-0.9587,1,2,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,0,3,13,17,4,2,6,1,12,4,1,1,1,29,33,14,0,2,5,0,6,3,0,1,1,15,0,2,11,8,2,2,7,2,0,5,0,12,0,3,2,21,31,5,25,30,7,27,0,5,0,0,12,11,1,4,14,112,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311094623692335,0.0,0.0,0.0908733343260617,0.11833141880227226,0.13270482815641044,0.148536139495466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444409980731986,0.0,0.0,0.10260849660011308,0.08397747298734654,0.0,0.0,0.12061634114690285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965893531928607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940766763480369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704328613197722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410354846486655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106986419827453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218005190126175,0.0721336559721587,0.0,0.09201602434429866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761049556014304,0.2340637429617306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411777796758245,0.0,0.0620678340430225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813729010862412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564895779701454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320266385570533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713983646011277,0.16006675505587714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072407205809416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028356414336872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220151252623588,0.08306083149010246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30285607056891045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324086940138216,0.12312039364682292,0.0,0.2222162256674782,0.1177492686430046,0.1045013663560712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616066278714947,0.0,0.12430744123354638,0.20989247669017636,0.11228837426146228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932666581187364,0.0,0.2605498753829505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337874766443074,0.11210479720280722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225416381213318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417234807417108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054795949618922,0.0,0.0,0.0725557609280193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368253669215533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414794357830716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441621004497727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270482815641044,0.07032910331692807
socialanxiety,WillJ22,2019/02/05,"Looking for feedback on something I'm working on regarding my social anxiety. Let me know what you think! Warning: Long post ahead!

Long-time lurker, first-time poster here and I'm in the process of writing an autobiography of sorts as a therapeutical project to be truer to myself. I've been thinking an awful lot about what has happened throughout my life to get me where I am today and I want this to hopefully be a means of helping others to not be in my position if possible. I call it an autobiography but I really don't know what it is yet, or what it will end up being, but this is a sort of an introduction. I'm mostly looking for any constructive criticisms you might have or even an encouraging comment if you think I should continue writing it. Thank you in advance for reading, and without further ado, here it is!

​

***Hello World:***

Hello, my name is William, and consider this your invitation into my brain. Unfortunately, 99.99999999999 percent of this information is unknown to anyone else, which pertains to what I actually think **\[And yes, that many decimal places.\]**. You see, over my development I have acquired a pretty severe problem that we can seal into a nice little envelope called ""Social Anxiety.” This envelope has more or less trapped me in my own personal living hell, and I am attempting to escape from it by use of this autobiography. I just need a place where I can record my thoughts as I go through the grueling process of finally kicking its ass. Thank you to anyone who shows any interest whatsoever in what I have to say, or even cares, or is moved by it **\[It could happen, right? A guy can dream, can’t he?\]**, it means a lot to me. I would also like to acknowledge and thank those of you that disagree with or hate what I have to say, because I believe everyone should have a say, a response should always be welcomed **\[Ah, the absolute beauty of free speech, and press, for situations such as these; it truly is wonderful.\]**. And if you haven’t already noticed, a pair of these **\[  \]** will be thoughts within my thoughts **\[And maybe even thoughts of thoughts within thoughts, \[\[""Thoughtception”\]\]\]** so I would probably buckle up for this ride. I will try my very best to do good with grammar **\[And yes, I know the proper word to use there is “well”, I ain’t dumb \[\[And yes, that was an attempt to make a joke, as awful as it might’ve been.\].\].\]** and spelling, of course, will aim to be perfect **\[Although, there are some things that even autocorrect can’t fix.\]**, but I will not be surprised for a second to have already lost you in the labyrinth that is my mind, requiring you to go back and retrace your steps **\[Something I have to do every. Ten. Seconds.\]** or have already jumped ship **\[May those that remain be blessed with good fortune.\]**. But yeah, the main goals here are to just put a little bit more of myself out there, give myself a space to vent, and to start saying **\[A better word might be “writing”.\]** what I actually think. Now that the introduction is out of the way, let’s begin!

***Glossophobia:***

The first order of business will be to unpack what I believe to be the root of my social anxiety problem, a fear of speaking; this also includes not liking the sound of my own voice and being terrified of misspeaking. When you combine all those up into one gigantic mixing bowl, you get a quiet guy. Now, I’m not one of those psychopathic maniacs who sits there and premeditates the murder of everyone around me, I just have extremely strong emotions for a tremendously limited amount of things and therefore will not have very much to say about anything else. I don’t know if this is a strange wiring in my brain or what, but for the most part I can’t focus long enough on something I don’t care about, and rarely in complete thought **\[And you can forget about complete sentences too\].** Unfortunately, the majority of the people I surround myself with don’t share those same things I’m passionate about so I don’t get to air out what I’m actually thinking most of the time. I also care WAY too much about what others think about me and what I have to say; this leads to a predominant habit of questioning myself and being unsure as to what an appropriate response to something that has been said to me would be. I believe this all started in middle school, about 7 years ago.",2.183255131324813,5.075106737361288,3.0830092860338496,85.74196927206663,88.28483353884094,5.978071429350853,24.809543554881444,7.3946593476908244,1.5829460646203202,3448,143,628,63,113,1091,351,811,0.10800000000000001,0.745,0.146,0.9901,0,1,4,0,0,0,215.0,1,15,0,16,39,36,5,1,44,7,83,5,3,6,3,127,139,52,1,16,26,0,1,2,0,16,1,12,0,3,61,34,0,2,24,4,1,9,16,9,2,6,13,16,74,28,114,92,24,71,2,1,3,2,49,38,3,26,21,477,135,8,0.0,0.0,0.16243310475193198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918320730830339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368388008917175,0.1331115745493127,0.04616712242511934,0.060116877399708474,0.06741911797710241,0.07546202841018801,0.0,0.12733529597698892,0.0,0.0,0.07759138841452302,0.056849902105705015,0.045658594264880885,0.04939251226568097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266376165364375,0.0,0.033822523866249135,0.0,0.0,0.1875343621449745,0.0582270219117604,0.049071078186893546,0.06057414424859621,0.0,0.0,0.12387695966912413,0.11331070967290713,0.0,0.1697088695617691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634781077422995,0.0,0.0,0.04429944933728318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269950420481324,0.06241201812612185,0.04914234450672346,0.0573297910109081,0.0,0.14658660215059446,0.0,0.04674765257026201,0.1060346557600557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243491153344835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077999639616283,0.0,0.09438930304234076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696428053484014,0.05322529667588183,0.06306565758101408,0.09307467278272227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987574183758596,0.098128614018231,0.0,0.0,0.054778950884213896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037189747345960186,0.0,0.0,0.05510811890825509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197019424592552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134722729826812,0.03918998130881122,0.054213347488280966,0.11121906351322748,0.048993377577674725,0.14730474917958256,0.09318515119420476,0.0,0.060567326721746785,0.09434100428791856,0.0,0.0,0.037035992573126994,0.05625205488523319,0.05574112311390966,0.1208766564017794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765792283924475,0.056023010784058185,0.0,0.0,0.0589706980832791,0.0815742299326821,0.0411406737813458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631688876448834,0.0,0.0,0.07519477188939586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060083751711743974,0.0,0.03846561092656955,0.04844647786810573,0.11593791578542888,0.0,0.0,0.06254985941339672,0.05313832294424243,0.05644716225789567,0.05982112289843445,0.10618136574238923,0.0,0.05577673233311837,0.06215476423570336,0.0,0.055499002369862833,0.0,0.035544463214763726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04738302226371121,0.052777977927025786,0.2647385634930861,0.0,0.05615275761493962,0.04421355459293075,0.0,0.0,0.0626811131155788,0.0,0.0,0.06236632676702635,0.0,0.1696768143300127,0.0,0.17085713747311473,0.0,0.0,0.07854370401659436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324660386072858,0.0,0.0,0.1105832879002513,0.24886329242851074,0.0,0.3083366198123477,0.032353159368619225,0.0,0.052592332686476326,0.0,0.0,0.037669985525872834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584070177996147,0.0,0.09156020107098682,0.0327258934357796,0.08808121360322474,0.0,0.0,0.04988676822477475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534845841099856,0.06017001777983634,0.040393003794702995,0.0,0.0,0.11824269866461384,0.0,0.06741911797710241,0.035729868909963665
socialanxiety,amanda673,2019/02/05,"Failure. I’ve been working at this job for a year. Applied for supervisor. Got to the second interview, don’t know how, I was a rambling nervous wreck the first time. But got the call today that I didn’t bring enough to the table even though I thought I did pretty good at an interview for once. Never have I walked away confident from such a big event. 
But apparently they thought the interview was awful. I am just so scared that this anxiety of interaction and contact with anyone is going to hold me back forever and the failure will continue. How can I go far if I think my good job, was bad in their opinion? I put myself out there for the first time and failed. ",4.103816793893132,5.639566442748095,4.922053435114506,83.10643893129772,71.59541984732823,8.293435114503817,28.367175572519088,8.841846274778883,2.1765413740458013,528,20,104,10,10,171,89,131,0.18899999999999997,0.725,0.086,-0.9279,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,4,9,6,0,2,11,1,12,0,0,2,1,18,21,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,5,3,4,0,3,10,0,14,2,15,10,1,22,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,2,10,76,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637053719152345,0.0,0.0,0.12464547914629427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748374791920198,0.1370730727253326,0.148841973532255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202622724228215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18419310224829116,0.0,0.11774088358797916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032604556872501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026216895325019,0.29903672101878553,0.2851460562542629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537966013998533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097968560777193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374872438930527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984404063019336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135733178263624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920332833159758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847213890327068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422359016351878,0.1751422742289171,0.2830414670654373,0.2078929187272104,0.0,0.16897226976029114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977742543414672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479538441364236
socialanxiety,OswaldoLN,2019/02/05,"Socially awkward with literally anybody - Any advise appreciated! Hi guys,

​

To be short, I've been very timid my entire life. I have always had trouble talking to people, from a young age I was self conscious about blushing, acne, any little thing I felt people judged me for. 

​

Based of my appearance, I don't look like a shy guy but I just break down when I start talking to people. I get so nervous in social situations which sucks because I want to meet new people/socialize/etc. My brother has a lot of friends and he tries to invite me to places, I often don't accept because they intimidate me. I usually go along with him to sporting events, whether it be soccer/basketball/etc.

​

I have been working out regularly for over 2 years, lifting weights, dressing nicely, etc. I have had several occasions where girls would even approach me. My issue is that I don't know what to say, I get nervous and break eye contact. I start nervously smiling and my mind just stops thinking. I honestly feel that if I were to approach a girl that is into me, I could make it work and say the right things. I just wouldn't be able to socialize and make small talk. 

​

When I am with my brother and some select people where I am comfortable and can let lose, I can talk for hours. It's so frustrating. The other day I was with a guy a didn't know who seemed friendly, I asked him where he was from. We talked for like 30 seconds and I just ran out of things to say(with another guy... alone.) 

​

I am 21, I work full-time, and I don't let me awkwardness prevent me from doing anything I have to. It's just my social life that suffers. I have been thinking of possibly signing up for a class and make friends there. I think that would be perfect, when I was in community college I was able to talk to guys. ",4.573681936041488,5.954125685393258,5.096629213483149,82.90977960242009,70.23595505617978,7.83647363872083,31.108038029386343,8.263242389622931,2.2702527225583404,1448,62,277,21,26,463,183,356,0.115,0.762,0.12300000000000001,0.715,0,1,0,0,0,0,70.0,1,0,1,5,17,21,2,6,9,0,40,4,1,3,1,54,62,18,0,6,8,2,3,2,3,3,2,2,0,8,16,19,1,2,10,1,0,5,6,11,0,1,14,7,51,10,40,38,3,37,0,2,2,0,37,16,1,6,16,189,67,6,0.12339476006950685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389987875973901,0.0,0.0,0.05133716266298048,0.3342454274538111,0.3748453492849713,0.08391266823388682,0.06469508246010355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077168681112918,0.0,0.057678721798398135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752203004296161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926033759624537,0.0,0.0,0.039789706025514494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064266631138541,0.040750537631105234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03119604914441997,0.0,0.05923916027457679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300172830364613,0.0,0.06446866920541185,0.0,0.03506404289043122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30545053141338485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075949134344182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439603527371572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678145330824376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617950242184647,0.08715736825368775,0.06028444685987746,0.061836983278129413,0.0,0.0,0.05181026034696544,0.0690235866802727,0.0,0.05245290618635839,0.0,0.0,0.12355044078361632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229676588910056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059587714098274326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109277956590044,0.0,0.06446063051836512,0.0,0.0,0.06955452578748865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052689225440922194,0.0,0.14719269886543304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616697759210016,0.06436382307485201,0.0697004779782488,0.0,0.0,0.069350440177952,0.0,0.2515708368446121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733944628654153,0.0,0.0,0.05158177233485524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975401021002972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296699340424025,0.11859956968575787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04188847112120732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795094756808479,0.0509068000010215,0.036390713268494114,0.0,0.0,0.07513078751137499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347492824326507,0.0,0.0,0.0876560971847543,0.0,0.3748453492849713,0.03973108991431865
socialanxiety,Thedirtyjersey,2019/02/05,"IS this aggressive? Passive Aggressive Loops - Anxiety - Accidental ""Jerk"" behavior Does anyone else wind up in continuous loops with certain others you have to see often; where they get the wrong impression thinking some bad days/flare up with anxiety is you purposely being an asshole to them etc? 

For Example: Just now - I'm on my way out the corporate lobby to the elevators, certain person I know is on other side of the glass just fumbling on his phone and would never use that entrance - it's not a direct way to his office. Assumed he was waiting for something/somebody. Suddenly he see's it's me, then stands right next to the door making it extremely awkward to push open so I don't and just wait with a straight face for a few seconds, but he's not opening the door..so I try to pull just to be courteous if he was intended suddenly to go in despite that not being very likely. 

*Guy proceeds to say in that fake yelling ""your a moron tone"" - ""It's push open bro, you want me to get them to put a sign on for you?"" ...then after 2 seconds gives this bizarre smile I could not remotely tell if it was genuine or some kind of sarcastic play...*

Mind you this person is an executive...I've never spoken anything about this person nor have any real business with this person. 

I'm so flustered I just laugh coldly and say ""sorry was trying to open for you"" and he just walks past. 

Honestly it's pretty damn bizarre sometimes. 

Does anyone have a take on this? I'm guessing at worst maybe he was going to open the door and my lack of expression and kind of being overwhelmed looked like I was blowing off and trying to ""barge through"" some how...I don't know. Just think it was quite over the top even as a ""joke"" to say something like that in that tone. 

​

I know in the grand scheme of things it's not a huge deal, however people do talk and pissing off the wrong person somehow at work can be a real problem. 

​

Maybe I'm overthinking, I can't tell today. 

​",3.7289062499999983,5.6511082447916685,4.485312500000003,84.27843750000002,73.32291666666666,7.300000000000002,27.885416666666664,8.07648339933343,1.8890041666666664,1562,61,295,24,32,501,199,384,0.149,0.741,0.11,-0.9455,1,0,2,0,1,0,69.0,0,7,3,3,17,27,6,2,21,0,26,2,2,3,4,64,50,18,0,7,16,1,0,3,0,1,0,4,2,6,22,18,0,2,6,2,0,7,11,14,0,2,7,8,24,13,52,36,7,52,0,1,3,0,35,29,2,10,16,190,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757951808635405,0.30929530342248784,0.057698893316710985,0.0,0.12981549904969475,0.0,0.0,0.11865403930278196,0.0869358140979864,0.06982188035445602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084373014713094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774345336722648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747356744586017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850042417403092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708788103939094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462687230596248,0.056040666394308186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865814769196476,0.08139300730054007,0.09644105056216286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346857477221572,0.0840119042642304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767102606409195,0.13988913445369391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435592650909147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125014011325073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663605469865294,0.0,0.1704805017125096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567131816122535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087852806414796,0.0,0.0902357842722112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099609553264872,0.058822250818654324,0.370425791218838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631993763660037,0.0,0.08118715363561115,0.0,0.08529470506543789,0.0,0.09024526573155972,0.0,0.19314900237936092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245890427848897,0.0,0.2024213031854392,0.0,0.0,0.13522420339634927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531939278038887,0.08391588713047776,0.09497930913352302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379441096283671,0.06819683277014192,0.14832009671781096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056368599904622674,0.1087331080869767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042506825974173,0.0,0.0,0.1728167017418213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732805961342821,0.0,0.07000768976067223,0.05004497954338503,0.13469525412896954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061769651990362225,0.0,0.0,0.060272899271005785,0.18553382648471614,0.30929530342248784,0.0
socialanxiety,Skizzy4325,2019/02/05,"Just realized how different I really am I am a very calm, easy going person, so I get along with almost everybody and therefor have friends who would be considered cool. I have no problem hanging out with them, but I know I don't really fit in at all.  I am always quiet in a group, while they banter so effortlessly and naturally in every situation, I never know what to say and when someone asks me something I always give very straightforward answers, I am just completely unable to banter like a normal person... I can't even laugh at their jokes even when I find them funny, it just feels awkward... 

So yeah I can looksmax and all that, but I will never really be considered cool, I am just too different and socially awkward. ",5.163260869565222,6.639784601449275,6.465913043478262,73.28452173913044,68.92753623188406,9.867826086956523,29.74202898550725,10.125756701596842,3.257432463768117,577,22,99,15,10,195,84,138,0.084,0.748,0.168,0.8945,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,0,13,10,0,2,3,3,14,0,0,2,4,31,21,14,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,2,4,9,0,0,6,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,5,20,7,11,17,2,14,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,6,78,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761781716532634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785652936626548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648790508092844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550618477412375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497757479880516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22112023519183813,0.0,0.1410340614946951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846378738154969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299225953311693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932580211819225,0.0,0.08745484186154802,0.16057661404874335,0.09513211188642867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839873333740676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177874356368604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25820437879415803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400755170388465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923185727275765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017049458467494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32170471041037035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311597050277255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815439665636552,0.0,0.17063395308442292,0.1418297751496542,0.12886570078023374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762300632936322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189097000446482,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,germanexport,2019/02/05,"career fair today, wish me luck bois. Just came to vent and say that I’m about to do my first career fair in college and I am so incredibly nervous that I am waiting outside and stalling while trying to fight off a panic attack.

I know the organizations and companies are here because they WANT to talk to students but I just feel inadequate and I know I’m going to fuck up or say something stupid or have to endure an awkward interaction. 

All I want to do is turn around and go to my dorm. But I know I have to push myself to do this. Honestly though? Oh my God, I can barely breathe. How do normal people do this stuff like it’s no problem???  ",2.681415683553088,4.381369091603055,4.2774462179042345,85.60681471200556,75.64122137404581,6.595697432338652,24.88619014573213,7.348242739294969,1.0895587786259535,505,17,104,6,11,169,86,131,0.209,0.653,0.138,-0.9114,0,0,1,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,9,11,4,3,3,0,12,2,1,1,1,27,27,14,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,6,8,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,8,0,1,1,3,15,3,16,26,1,11,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,3,4,72,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784617845200742,0.0,0.228064821259912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220532403122145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292855363735819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136421344806926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052061828657386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185332304902837,0.0,0.0,0.2278646960353101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305210272506047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794005501809552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964191174538216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23520964612804884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389814215500064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182377190329586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188453357607708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433244966074472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294914512972023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113107933973497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696184141087952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002316571419686,0.0,0.0,0.13610672005569727,0.21805499395844002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364861018264502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305318755557232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sphere_RMX,2019/02/05,"Anyone else feel really anxious about posting and commenting? Everytime i start to write something i always try for an hour then just delete it, and if i do post it i feel like an idiot if i get downvoted.",4.429916666666667,5.940542825000005,5.540000000000003,79.09166666666668,70.75,9.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.7823333333333333,163,6,30,4,3,54,31,40,0.14,0.7979999999999999,0.062,-0.4754,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,3,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320875981804301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151053873428182,0.0,0.19503055454473614,0.28579119822566124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23300569922142134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820653009663915,0.1992637786357024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572658302133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746845302912063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626846278197138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342652994441374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786862308671567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472977188709988,0.0,0.0,0.1974242562656196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893714835350992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DeepThots101,2019/02/05,"Weird worry So I have a question for you, redditors. If you’ve had a generally good rapport with an individual or a group and have one negative interaction with either, will they eventually forget it or will it tarnish their image of you forever? I’m basically completely socially inept and this makes this worry even worse lol. Tbh I was thinking of the bush administration and how people hated it less over time, slightly. Hoping that’s true. ",6.4316666666666675,8.439479500000004,7.899999999999999,62.17166666666668,66.5,10.833333333333336,33.333333333333336,10.864195022040775,4.360833333333334,360,16,55,11,6,124,63,80,0.221,0.662,0.11699999999999999,-0.8643,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,0,3,5,1,0,5,1,6,0,0,2,1,17,11,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,6,3,6,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,5,1,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28230094625959706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783547546241224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22583208076300626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658262251230386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674235812580079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972483847324647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824491162910022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666235816152085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016188898015361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744639824616048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252296608233494,0.0,0.0,0.15700041871817855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468679378914836,0.2743862682883222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MinaBina98,2019/02/05,Mandatory Group Discussions Why do professors think it’s okay to force everyone to speak in class discussions? If I don’t speak in a discussion today I get an automatic C. If you really want me to show I understand material give me a test or something. I’m tempted to skip class altogether because I’m too anxious to speak. My hands get super sweaty and I shake and I can’t breathe whenever I speak to the class. ,3.7190476190476174,5.814991345679015,5.530264550264549,76.02333333333334,73.81481481481481,10.554497354497355,31.32451499118166,10.608840637214634,3.9450514991181658,333,16,63,12,7,114,54,81,0.05,0.833,0.11699999999999999,0.6115,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,1,3,2,2,0,0,8,11,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,5,10,2,8,11,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,3,1,32,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738605381531981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173392503446974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162210392805776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34579807861112954,0.3174614659748782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120044058779701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547686942206586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204875601805825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136861619646512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34451333357450525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519308964543425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986159141921156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheSearch4Knowledge,2019/02/05,"Went to my first job interview- Update I posted here a few days ago about my nerves towards an interview and I just got through with it. 

I tried to get to bed early last night, I think I blinked once the entire night. So definitely got some micro-sleep in. I set about 10 alarms this morning to keep me on track and to leave enough time to calm down-erh I mean pre-cry. As weird as that sounds 90% of the time I absolutely cry before going through with a large social situation (but then I proceed with it even if I’m upset). I just feel like in the moment, it’s the worst possible thing that can happen. Anywho, “Woke up” at 5am, interview was at 10... yeah... I know. They asked all the questions I thought they would, I stumbled through a few... but answered them all! Yay. 

My biggest problem was half way into the interview, I looked down and noticed my legs (was wearing a dress), were breaking out in red blotches/hives. EVERYWHERE. I just prayed they weren’t anywhere else, I Got out of the interview and checked in the mirror..Yikes. I can’t even begin to explain what I looked like. My neck, my arms, my face, EVERYTHING. No path of skin was left untouched by this nerve wrecking disaster. Not a tiny bit. There’s no way it wasn’t blatantly obvious. I was like a new- bad version of a traffic cone, drawing in the line of sight from anywhere I sat. It Took 45 minutes before my skin would calm back down... they probably think I have an obscure disease or something..

Anywho. I did it! It wasn’t great in the slightest but I also didn’t die. No one tried to eat me or yell at me or laugh at me. 

If anyone else is reading this and having job anxieties, they asked me almost every typical question. “Why should we hire you? What are your strengths/weaknesses? Where do you want to be in 5 years Ect””. People say you shouldn’t have a cut and paste response for them but preparing for those questions is what saved me, for the most part. 

Tl;Dr 
Powered through the interview even though I looked like some sort of red spotted, albino leopard. Still did it. Embarrassed? Absolutely 100%. Defeated? No. All I can do is my best. ",1.7687480727721263,4.30284742995169,2.7235800185013908,91.22479648473637,83.15458937198069,5.842244835029295,24.025901942645696,7.211369081168443,1.0551018193031148,1652,63,334,24,47,522,230,414,0.126,0.772,0.102,-0.7999,4,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,1,4,7,4,16,20,1,3,22,2,29,8,7,0,5,56,55,21,1,8,13,0,3,4,0,4,0,3,1,0,18,13,1,1,11,1,1,3,11,9,0,3,20,12,52,11,50,30,14,49,1,1,6,0,26,22,0,14,23,221,70,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856497223112766,0.0,0.09675314446550974,0.0,0.0,0.07726871304602541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391569424965137,0.0,0.0,0.06756046662219545,0.09900082965827343,0.0,0.0,0.18065736857158013,0.0,0.0,0.07429648325867039,0.08067547458344038,0.0,0.0,0.1644366972544967,0.0,0.10139900447104312,0.0,0.10548638281382644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226982960435928,0.06231330517284304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027855597711663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886859987705944,0.1614308465848027,0.0,0.0,0.09983652854251372,0.0,0.19145409260396645,0.0,0.08140834403597366,0.0,0.08683777459548904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048855071441762814,0.06902689630840338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218676695944717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048109498104733,0.0,0.05491260487886065,0.0,0.23183272367310964,0.10652628160891392,0.0,0.0,0.08544266428953487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917651858986945,0.08588222266676213,0.0,0.0,0.053101016785724715,0.07875996311798507,0.0,0.1023089250438005,0.10498026852324127,0.0,0.0,0.18881884334339014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24341485926144096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524986699047724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331829219288328,0.0,0.18134671908692188,0.0,0.0,0.11000497896734522,0.0,0.10289945578664184,0.06547368181191424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046323924601346,0.09223679262697244,0.06698564560343509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892697696155244,0.0925373283554228,0.0,0.10417503951058217,0.09245436591253338,0.0,0.0,0.3247168244075926,0.0,0.0966483155873636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683782632736452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860736543036173,0.09669194763078234,0.09849413262084487,0.0,0.0743844656558282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716258838151414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419147522956449,0.12382316797310285,0.09493078973438196,0.07670720879466497,0.11268232665041715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735078412350574,0.13120021960081135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056990258231689975,0.15338835954040747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956971798977538,0.08718647823452247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727523220783472,0.0,0.0,0.0622215084749069
socialanxiety,Budgiepro456,2019/02/05,"Trying too adapt for musical theatre Before the post begins, I just want everyone too know that I am posting this too complain and open up a bit. I know people may complain about this but I can’t find another sub reddit to open up too. 

Ok, hi. I’m a 15 year old male who was born in Australia but lived in 2 other countries when I was 8 - 11. I have a rare condition with me being born with my optic nerve in my left eye damaged, meaning that I can track light but not process images with my left eye. I’m slightly overweight at 68kg, am a very average height and white. But I’m not very self conscious of my looks, and apart from all the pimples am happy with my appearance

In terms of how I act, my friends describe me as very energetic and caring, but self conscious at times. Which raises my problem. In my spare time I like to read fantasty novels, watch classic movies (#1 Shawshank Redemption), go scuba diving, play Warframe with 3 of my mates and most of all, do musical theatre. I could spend all day doing it (but I’m not quite “ready” too send some auditions for agents). I love the dancing, the teamwork, being another person and the singing of a chorus ( Want to do the Lion King). 
My main problem is that musical theatre is very, very social.

I have some close friends, like a group at school (geeks tbh), my mates from a small drama club and a group of very, very old friends who I trust with my life. I’m told I am very compassionate, but recently I have noticed.

I turn almost completely quiet when meeting someone else within my very close groups.

I don’t know why, but while everyone is cracking around as usual, I seem to not fully appreciate jokes, chip into conversations nearly as regularly and avoid eye contact almost completely. It’s almost as if I ignore my mates when a new guy says hi. Now I’m not sure whether I’m just being judgy or whether I’m “guessing them”, but I am not happy with how I act. 
But I just can’t break the mold

For example, during a musical I met another guy my age. I was very enthusiastic for about three minutes and quickly dialed down. However, as I spent time alone with him, I talked more and cracked jokes. After about an hour I was confident. However, when we joined another group of about 10, I immediately switched off. No jokes were funny. I didn’t really speak unless I really really could or was spoken too. I would pretend to do shit on my phone when really I’m not super intrested in the phone but intrested in socialising. Once we leave, I’m very quiet. It takes a while to slowly ease back in, but not like before. 

(When I talk to new people or personally to a crowd, I trip over my words) 

I feel that I need to get better at this too be able too be better at musical theatre, but I just don’t know HOW. it’s like as if I am being tested or something. I know that I am a good person to talk too (listen too me brag) and I really want to show who I truly am too everyone

",4.696753036437251,5.284088818803422,5.804374718848404,80.86780364372474,69.35897435897435,8.89293747188484,28.89901034637877,8.99025400887824,2.2134786324786315,2289,79,458,40,38,763,270,585,0.091,0.7440000000000001,0.165,0.9948,2,2,1,0,0,0,75.0,2,0,1,5,32,32,1,1,22,1,40,7,4,3,4,100,76,50,0,11,34,0,1,4,6,2,2,5,0,8,17,27,1,2,11,13,3,7,14,9,0,1,10,13,65,23,67,56,10,71,0,1,6,1,47,32,1,16,33,290,82,4,0.06370772920199735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19138226470015046,0.06598199420741717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672124353901271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671338581272045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898731131289799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842117050985364,0.0,0.0,0.11268861865093452,0.06955234013138034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495427581901425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359268395604704,0.0,0.0,0.1017308756453782,0.0,0.0,0.041086214926349764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053219632951008726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826263961617948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032212542087612366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822771032779765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766130064282396,0.0,0.03328465906848891,0.0,0.03620657065069069,0.053435020661896114,0.0,0.0,0.07018124618889879,0.1261613360497886,0.0,0.13563612475187414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273928031917546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750605093418167,0.0,0.0,0.06745728655499612,0.13843726836854,0.0,0.04499865319675638,0.12449751394558135,0.0,0.05625509206506942,0.0,0.05349844732807458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057498712920616826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939639366176757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04723847396557545,0.0,0.1230586437025542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253167194846008,0.13370109000787614,0.06784665240477246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833383575495107,0.16688139545254746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220287882652088,0.0,0.0,0.12191938585909615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776101194571629,0.0637249694182917,0.0,0.20406401328219145,0.0,0.06290369682925452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066294330244397,0.0,0.0644756231457574,0.0,0.05799712397052473,0.13292211139429885,0.0,0.06539506852118172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494200701791786,0.05397935221345696,0.04904532241773883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060043780822876675,0.0,0.04790028383517732,0.1536175785800216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144546766501487,0.0,0.0,0.060875465387264925,0.0,0.04325336624298082,0.06929571523680676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016506315581295,0.5782210346527409,0.1127294078810564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748631650141164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525614296105181,0.0,0.0,0.04102568886613723
socialanxiety,purplesunset88,2019/02/05,"When Your Friend Leaves You to Go to the Bathroom at a Restaurant I just finished watching a video where Simon Sinek talks about phone addiction. He mentioned how if our friend leaves us to go to the bathroom, we immediately go to our phones. And I have definitely done that before. But! I have also (consciously) NOT looked at my phone and tried gazing around the restaurant to try to be in the present moment. And lemme tell ya, it’s weird. 

First of all, I would hate if someone were to look up after taking a giant bite of their burger and see me staring at them. Secondly, I don’t want people to think I’m scanning the room to try to see how many people are looking at me. Thirdly, I don’t want to seem like I need something by staring at the servers as they walk past. I’ve tried looking at the restaurant setup... the decorations on the walls, etc., but I’m just not sure what to do with myself if I don’t look at my phone!

Just wondering if anyone else has experienced this. ",3.755274914089348,5.279381159793823,4.356061855670102,86.86746048109967,72.45360824742268,6.822817869415808,26.335395189003435,7.3011,1.1941543642611678,771,26,156,8,15,245,117,194,0.033,0.9079999999999999,0.057999999999999996,0.3697,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,4,3,3,1,10,6,1,0,12,0,12,1,0,2,2,30,32,15,0,8,11,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,4,1,0,4,5,2,0,3,2,12,23,4,31,28,2,26,0,0,11,0,20,15,0,6,8,107,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903636756768614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199291577213099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917825482118465,0.13067880753614758,0.0,0.11353677605446574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852632036808578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305167077320012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065424936541926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223973125599226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848463329634604,0.0,0.0,0.19707267555678387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745010872260293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591838709449427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700908340097262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062309127543778216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5355033160607797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930455781950265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456857429558188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175043495147513,0.17683900871762748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326418787478398,0.1161067423798144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080634057727123,0.09818577586339268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020402589367757,0.0,0.0958934777179194,0.10251104077888464,0.11147473324908187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172186027089998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34636251645759664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534137489611619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045164798317406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383106369871611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060006724735792,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Esies,2019/02/05,"What do you do to overcome the physical symptoms of anxiety? I would sometimes start trembling mid-speak, especially hands and mouth. It is very noticeable and there have been times where people notice and point it out to me, which only makes my anxiety go worst and makes me feel like people think I'm a weirdo. This happens especially when I'm talking with someone I just met. ",7.842142857142857,8.127845071428574,7.249285714285714,74.25821428571432,62.57142857142857,10.428571428571429,36.07142857142857,10.125756701596842,3.6424285714285727,305,13,53,6,4,95,55,70,0.175,0.7909999999999999,0.034,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,6,3,2,2,0,12,16,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,1,5,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33651346653293845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121041083003498,0.15712820123352947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499937402824368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449595543788795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745364053812524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936289616711623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5008159252777217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727749731578426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30496326982770844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791838878023766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635803159124914,0.0,0.2175304665635784,0.0,0.15567765742110692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286062692016586,0.0,0.17678284003100714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093138106429845,0.0,0.0,0.12825124874717536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147702345085812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624206986187655,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OlixsHD,2019/02/05,"I've never defended myself, ever. To be fair, I've never defended myself when someone has said something about me. i've been semi-silent my whole life. 
I'm fearing that everyone thinks im weird if I just start defending myself out of the sudden",3.9006250000000016,5.8654778125,5.560833333333335,76.56750000000002,72.95833333333334,8.133333333333335,26.583333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.387233333333333,197,7,33,4,4,67,37,48,0.11800000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.05,-0.4767,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,7,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,4,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26771827215882393,0.0,0.2828082816833342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330441339439349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31969416449016624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904960163641245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565345876122554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28153152648581325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507711070256694,0.2278491551453093,0.0,0.0,0.20948632134235895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896431194426188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304355691556577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lift666,2019/02/05,"going to start a job as a waitress on friday. anxiety is building up (need tips) i have to interview and train to be a waitress on friday, and i'm very nervous. my social anxiety is really bad, and i've been told my uncomfortableness shows and that i sort of project my awkwardness and inner anxieties when conversing w people. i was hoping waitressing would help me practice my social skills and help me combat anxiety. (plus i need money.) what can i do to not be so anxious-looking on the job? is the key just practicing lines to say to customers and memorizing the menu and etc? i have no prior experience, which is what is making this even more daunting. any tips appreciated, ty",4.8093023255813945,6.610098651162794,6.272007751937988,73.07173255813954,70.24031007751938,9.50108527131783,30.72945736434109,9.888512548439397,3.3115699224806194,542,23,94,14,10,184,84,129,0.14400000000000002,0.752,0.10400000000000001,-0.3498,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,6,0,14,0,0,1,0,18,22,12,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,3,1,12,1,13,16,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,3,66,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817971941771517,0.0,0.5317800176704711,0.19632751774239546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510316697647038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938161475144923,0.11478331471815215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999501929874225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876598701144527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23296876583656326,0.0,0.0,0.1726076589093226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34490947755073664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593558182888294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600279777419326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577186638931528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048059672669124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133108340901568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820076053171626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.354303724785739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300587591223568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660589587939779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433907767967968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345183615985705,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hi-im-jem,2019/02/05,"Anxiety at a new high school I'm a 16 year old male going into year 11 at a new high school. I left my old school in May 2018 because my reputation was ruined due to a rumor which circulated around the school. Therefore, my confidence and social skills are lacking. I was given a buddy on my first day, but I really don't fit in with the group which he/I hang out with. Lunch times are a nightmare because I simply cannot create conversation with any of them. My anxiety is through the roof at the moment and I find it hard to eat in the mornings due to it. It seems like all my problems would be fixed if I was able to become friends with a certain group of boys who are more my type. I spotted a group, but I'm not sure how to approach sitting with them at lunch because only a few are in my classes. 

If anyone has any advice I would greatly appreciate it, thanks!",4.654167517875386,4.8331207191011245,5.702931562819206,82.99697139938716,69.33707865168539,8.270480081716038,29.10316649642493,8.00094639256281,1.7675101123595511,680,23,142,8,11,226,103,178,0.10099999999999999,0.784,0.114,0.7492,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,2,8,0,0,14,0,15,3,0,2,3,27,21,7,0,6,5,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,10,3,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,4,1,18,6,25,13,4,32,0,1,0,0,12,16,0,4,13,92,25,6,0.13143760532043527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843930671745132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876415761086742,0.0,0.2010988166191736,0.0,0.0,0.09190422971659204,0.0,0.0,0.11700733512573885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403694327307742,0.14516250854822615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476638186989137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449348367694594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013159006988675,0.11180075994063043,0.0,0.0,0.10154836782549116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469902008440661,0.0,0.0,0.1449104238812887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774227739037625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777420928926539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280734276189572,0.0,0.0,0.06421377478967527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538865165160727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758433131974866,0.0,0.0,0.09996422165152352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257680372553236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420229562050638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320874948125127,0.0,0.11965585943250333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398408629624192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387838751434505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210100877798601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664232465556843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673900738102064,0.0,0.0,0.16928301695039108
socialanxiety,norstrxm,2019/02/05,"Giving strangers the wrong directions Today a lady walked up to me and showed me an address. I looked it up on google maps and was confused a bit on which way she should go. I told her she should probably go to the left, but when I came home I saw and realized she should have gone forward instead. I get so much anxiety, she seemed so grateful and I just gave her the wrong directions... (fortunately she didn’t have to walk far)",3.3151932773109247,5.074476317647061,3.861008403361346,89.0088235294118,74.05882352941177,7.680672268907562,26.26050420168067,8.418075326091056,1.6208151260504202,337,12,71,6,7,106,57,85,0.11800000000000001,0.802,0.08,-0.3222,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,18,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,7,1,3,0,0,7,2,15,0,7,8,2,17,0,0,2,0,10,8,0,2,3,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923424729015633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578833581863625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26796988734310984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240893024357385,0.22475612704165468,0.26630932719003114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501595708006656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545610861142712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967479280363587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223302763085335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526085289821865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132924326437503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220832901821078,0.22387793069478795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597164948786554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123273565989309,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StealthyTanto,2019/02/05,"I can't go to prom Everyone at my school is buzzed about going and so excited but here I am not giving a shit. I don't understand how people are so excited for going to it, the only feeling that I get from it is wanting to cry (not because I can't get someone to go with) but because I feel like that too much social iteration and being around so much people stresses me out so much.

I'm just wondering if anyone else feels/felt the same way about it? ",4.087192982456141,4.302600473684215,5.8628947368421045,81.22942982456142,70.57894736842105,8.85964912280702,28.464912280701753,8.841846274778883,2.08559649122807,355,12,74,6,6,123,63,95,0.11,0.741,0.149,0.4623,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,1,1,3,0,8,1,1,1,0,18,21,10,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,2,8,3,12,20,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,1,55,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311099456044325,0.1804027001426149,0.0,0.15673804614453116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146591077593804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934026742584928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708240683805662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824073128779488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805076652744636,0.1257831729237393,0.16905310423286868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397675801650584,0.1689006819812491,0.4002545120563288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601803968343393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882912053537264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390781671235585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441270720532004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819044042245252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073149963828766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17947937945912265,0.1491820330745807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016855533433428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329322840389128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038495990620475,0.13975475926338982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093847611080256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jelenfellin9,2019/02/05,Relief using psyllium husk? I know it’s not a typical supplement but I’ve found a lot of anxiety relief after supplementing with psyllium husk. It doesn’t make sense to me. I was only trying to curb constipation caused from quitting nicotine but I’ve experienced a lot anxiety relief as a side effect. Anybody else experience this or know why this may occur?,4.122467532467532,7.075037393939392,6.323506493506496,66.5195454545455,76.57575757575758,9.832034632034633,29.12554112554113,9.957137785484203,4.007972294372294,292,13,44,10,7,102,48,66,0.062,0.775,0.163,0.8229,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,4,0,16,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,7,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013987384824257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695088563066117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21916231332561495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566316297243591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876565837475637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883647561765889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460863716276151,0.0,0.0,0.1751227016425694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953132066553086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790447680272161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781205032672452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265888053342589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367328260346269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,noicesmorttoit,2019/02/05,"Had a dream I dreamt of a girl id had a crush on and we were just walking down a street together. I remember talking and trying to hype myself up in my head to ask her out but ended up not doing anything before waking up. Feels bad that i cant even do it in my own dreams.

Tldr; TIL social anxiety follows you in the dream world",0.6239637826961797,2.4827297464788742,3.1572635814889334,90.49211267605637,82.52112676056338,5.74728370221328,20.00201207243461,6.868970318607317,0.3380688128772631,256,7,56,3,7,89,56,71,0.113,0.782,0.105,-0.1406,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,6,2,2,0,0,9,9,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,9,0,13,6,1,15,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,2,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24798110189087905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667556178290074,0.0,0.3030453395443716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706596114108136,0.0,0.0,0.2758358274951825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28710906854484475,0.0,0.0,0.21410426805569294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390476436799614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326811289908008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672094804080577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33043975011056176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605470973744651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008299695492586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Petty_Hardaway,2019/02/05,"Terrible in Group Discussions Does anybody else feel immense pressure when you speak in a group setting and everyone’s head turns to you? Like the instant people’s gazes turn to me I lose my train of thought and find myself stumbling over words. I feel like it’s something people get over with the more they talk but for me it seems the opposite, like I’m burdening the flow of the discussion with my attempts at providing input.",5.613703703703703,7.341718456790128,5.262654320987657,81.37694444444449,68.1358024691358,8.85679012345679,33.25308641975309,9.2995712137729,3.113434567901234,349,16,62,7,6,107,58,81,0.10400000000000001,0.8140000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.2144,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,2,1,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,8,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,3,10,3,12,7,1,8,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017009310883048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254250794770486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220240428733087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308254104756354,0.16466012552420511,0.0,0.0,0.2106611556093818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042006639036207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365463969358809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378132594939605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25785625771352544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31958165304438746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982692070271253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744033278298355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525690742661888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298111756769347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5014078475139828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SpenceLoverBoy,2019/04/09,"Can’t Maintain Eye Contact So someone just told me that I don’t look them in the eyes when I talk to them. I never really noticed it before but now I recall that I don’t ever look people in the eyes when I talk to them. If I do it’s only for a split second. I’ve tried to maintain eye contact but it’s so uncomfortable for me, it makes me want to curl up in a ball and hide. But now I’m worried that I’m being rude by not keeping eye contact. Is this normal? How do I get over the uncomfortable feeling that comes from eye contact.",0.7337617554858937,2.4798678620689683,3.1710031347962406,91.11067398119124,81.58620689655173,5.252664576802507,21.75235109717868,6.1124844417494595,0.2205275862068969,416,13,93,3,11,144,64,116,0.16,0.8109999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,9,1,1,0,5,0,7,6,6,2,2,16,18,10,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,9,14,0,13,16,0,12,0,0,8,0,10,5,0,1,6,65,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049083685631717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074332477918588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21782302469415307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175886711802784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581131813709007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214039644787916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40443317522244426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074003080864396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572461257370632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359389809082143,0.0,0.27415949298882336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18314399178541751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694472203497546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426663943019148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040343402703083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871018579542856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23010067571433604,0.0,0.16349162566749953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203375564246346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24455041921771384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pokeraptor,2019/04/09,"It is so easy to skip class. I find it so easy to just say fuck it and stay home from my lectures/labs. 

I end up being pretty behind in my work because I can't handle being uncomfortable for a 3 hour class.

I tell lies to myself like ""this time I will attend class and ignore all of my insecurities and focus"" but I either end up leaving early or not attending at all.

All the entrances to my classes are at the front too. Whenever I leave / enter I can feel everyone staring me and my heart starts beating.

Afterwards, I spend the entire duration until the next class being stressed about my decisions and freaking out. I had some nightmare relating to it and I woke up and had a panic attack at like 6am and I just went to take a 30 minute hot shower.

Anyone else struggling from something similar? Any advice?",3.1242857142857154,5.1297130000000015,4.649642857142863,82.08250000000002,75.25,7.071428571428572,25.17857142857143,7.957251820313856,1.5965446428571433,640,22,119,10,14,214,106,160,0.192,0.7290000000000001,0.079,-0.9644,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,2,4,7,0,10,2,1,0,3,23,16,13,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,1,5,2,8,0,0,4,4,20,2,21,8,5,23,0,0,1,1,2,8,1,2,11,84,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727317794656366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020561243268202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359753057751938,0.1811156536161089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010946202345089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775372146801672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766367814254458,0.0,0.3131209559170037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689056205253727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937721256659298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615591352299671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634155117204532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946624499497385,0.0,0.0,0.17730875008885874,0.0,0.1740769784052036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743352029276837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727159678621838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799056772624476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073945214448873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983258208790093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056986376536584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608159813047047,0.0,0.0,0.1251145011995379,0.18840695329097426,0.0,0.0,0.2024826168889329,0.184792159938316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290456365389292,0.0,0.15449956695161965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307253642580287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638620410952588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286863303685697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tatortotsss,2019/04/09,"This weird little life thing.... Hello Friends,

I've (24 M) been a lurkin' for a few months now and I'd like to start my first post with some words of appreciation. I really like how people from all over the world choose to support eachother through some hard times of loneliness and estrangement! You guys are awesome and thanks for taking the time to help each other out!
So now my tales.
I think I’ve been struggling with some level of social anxiety for most of my life. For most of my life I’ve had the feeling of having too little to say and just being a boring person in general. I’ve had a few things I have been able to bond over with people. First music, than skateboarding and later smoking weed and drinking. So that kind of became my identity. The party-guy who was always up for a night out and getting shitfaced. Through this identity it became relatively easy to connect to people and maintain friendships and such. 
Fast forward to today. I haven’t smoked weed in years and hardly drink at all, because I value my mental and physical health over the bursts of joy during the night. Therefore, I’m not too sad about losing drinking in my life. However, finding new means of connection has been rough and I sometimes feel like my anxiety has been increasing with every week that I don’t go out partying. I feel I’ve lost a part of my identity and replaced it with a sort of bitterness.
When I do go out to parties I notice that I’m very self-conscious and can’t really get beyond smalltalk with people. When we do get to a more serious subject I’m often very confrontational about ‘the climate’ and ‘the consumerist lifestyle’. So if you’re wondering ‘You must be fun at parties?’.. Well not so much :P
I also feel that I could force myself to go back to a certain ‘mask’ of being loud and jokey and outgoing, but it would feel very ingenuine and almost sort of manipulative. 
I really long for a sense of connection and friendship, and also for romantic connection at some point, but I simply don’t know how to bond with people without putting up this ‘party-persona’ that I myself don’t really like. 

Then there’s an entirely different thing that I’ve been noticing. Whenever I do go to parties or other large social gatherings, I’ve noticed that within the first ten minutes my brain scans the room for the most attractive girl (to me ofcourse) in the room. I then start obsessing over how this person would see me and how I should talk to her, but don’t dare too and it becomes a battle in my mind. This has been happening for so many times now and it is pretty annoying. This obsessiveness kind of ruins the rest of the activity. Also, it greatly decreases the chances of me actually being able to have some kind of positive interaction with this person as it powers up my anxiety to full force.

I’m wondering if there’s stuff in here that you guys can relate to! And any advice or other things that you feel like sharing would be greatly appreciated!",5.853008723008722,6.76265050088184,6.327932694599365,76.98874731874731,66.91887125220458,9.445426378759713,30.84460651127317,9.567723090172098,2.8415832880499536,2362,88,427,47,37,766,262,567,0.068,0.789,0.14300000000000002,0.9914,3,0,4,0,0,0,54.0,1,4,0,6,31,33,4,3,27,0,39,9,1,6,4,92,69,48,0,8,11,0,9,5,1,5,5,2,2,6,32,38,3,0,13,3,0,7,9,14,1,4,11,14,41,19,84,47,19,64,0,4,2,0,23,31,0,18,32,308,73,0,0.13874724030001126,0.0,0.06769864600138971,0.0,0.0,0.06779109871047845,0.0,0.0,0.06946765958156202,0.0,0.0,0.16643417690988266,0.05772440936964484,0.0,0.0,0.04717644062480468,0.0,0.15921188859241747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05334403171734006,0.0,0.04228951494078097,0.07661771304715699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744390332108747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538919070693122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248066763437884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203879210801934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058450267036082415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046432075140045,0.09912105619333753,0.0,0.0,0.06340623200800805,0.1770274975801935,0.0,0.0,0.053597886839188986,0.0,0.10873455971339484,0.0,0.1577065081878077,0.0,0.0,0.15296932225154958,0.0,0.20607237256058514,0.06134686318875107,0.0,0.1242902745734459,0.0,0.0,0.07374091416272655,0.0,0.0,0.04649967525339695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167258496578208,0.03812592735753936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600255813454684,0.16946223304192906,0.13906118498849626,0.0,0.06139347077224079,0.0,0.07761133586306204,0.07572950139532339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703339622118659,0.0,0.07556820991699678,0.0,0.0,0.06991229226160901,0.0,0.07004758015542795,0.0,0.055373361740791736,0.0,0.05099759304129409,0.0,0.0,0.06700147463526471,0.0,0.13020488602573785,0.0,0.0,0.2369469790381195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512487021252423,0.0,0.24047466629311426,0.1817231077491448,0.0,0.0,0.06558049457743165,0.0,0.06644075146387927,0.07057791195919688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973964937321317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777006992464722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516868719651097,0.0,0.0,0.05528179342667528,0.0,0.07237181564082272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414353386338807,0.0,0.0,0.0686122842072296,0.0,0.09820601081247464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252437040859107,0.07941619757855277,0.0,0.07872436203163351,0.0,0.0,0.052160328699250885,0.0557598880505483,0.0,0.06386990879431104,0.0,0.0,0.1843550025756639,0.04445181460811536,0.0,0.0,0.12135694739202985,0.0,0.06575808025771418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172150605101227,0.0,0.0,0.05564733353207438,0.0,0.062375215951702125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687369422119728,0.1504654635443462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478430879844919,0.0,0.0,0.0446743368731229
socialanxiety,Aytami,2019/04/09,"can you follow a idiot w 0 social skills on tw?  

yeah so the thing is that i have an account on twitter and i want to used it but i have no friends or something to interact to. I´m actually spanish but i want to:

1 improve my english speaking it

2 have a different TL and ignore the spanish one

3 Just to meet people around the world

I like anime n manga and i´m into vidya too

so follow me if u want to ok this is weird this is my first post on reddit but i dont know what to do

My twitter:

[https://twitter.com/tinybanan](https://twitter.com/tinybanan)

@Tinybanan

Love y´all.

​

i´have actually an anxiety disorder and well, i´m open to know you all if you want to",1.637034188034189,4.390803284615384,2.9297435897435915,86.92136752136754,89.23076923076924,5.042735042735044,21.83760683760684,6.691623216298621,0.7044017094017092,537,19,102,7,18,173,83,130,0.111,0.6809999999999999,0.20800000000000002,0.9144,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,2,6,8,1,0,7,2,9,1,0,1,1,23,19,12,0,6,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,3,1,2,0,1,13,5,14,19,1,11,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,3,2,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.37066237290951465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057745352733087,0.23076943231821775,0.0,0.0,0.14528566400933954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906602100895193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984224045992974,0.2176608544814368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258081754022208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615429460779292,0.0,0.0,0.1467290787347624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087463714330597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927836480165012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140712844628514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869238980631026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166424396582413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181887586016028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359603672951892,0.0,0.14620706190333704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617213701554778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640269481888873,0.0,0.0,0.4480708782245584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075781364169906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076943231821775,0.0
socialanxiety,seesyoucoming,2019/04/09,"Social Anxiety & Work Life Is it me or does anybody else not have social anxiety at work? Like at work I do fine talking to my coworkers and interacting with customers. The only time I have trouble is when I have to request days off. Other than that it's like my anxiety is gone. But any time I have to talk to someone whether it be on the phone or in public, I get really shy and keep putting it off. Even if it's a serious matter.

I'm not even sure if this would be categorized as social anxiety, maybe I'm in the wrong thread. I hesitated to hit the 'Post' button.",2.334102564102565,4.033904504273508,4.504623931623931,83.60565384615388,76.60683760683763,8.098803418803419,26.22991452991453,8.841846274778883,2.0203852991453,445,17,93,10,10,154,73,117,0.128,0.768,0.10400000000000001,-0.5995,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,0,1,16,17,10,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,9,4,15,12,0,14,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,4,6,61,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631942310867806,0.0,0.10438666789314982,0.0,0.469714637759241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989961329050936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433069136316386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128231278209069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027733322129137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801984933085585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364396882129904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842304798340983,0.14998671037236735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421345619957655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167452373696688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701254621538096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431197270695873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833735337384306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694280723639654,0.13006180139575588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467387947809446,0.0,0.0,0.24675829030778634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901657686425232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352539941867087,0.0,0.0,0.10904346266443084,0.16783041073160526,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,billetepaper,2019/04/09,"Social Anxiety won't go away despite constantly going against it Everyday I wake up and feel normal and somewhat comfortable, but at the end of the day I’m always under an overwhelming feeling of tension, worriness, and indecisiveness. It takes a great space of my thinking process and I can’t seem to do anything about it. It lies in the center of my chest and radiates through my arms and neck, hardening my muscles to some degree and reducing my ability to comfortably make social interactions with people, or to even make body movements. I feel like sort of like a statue. I believe it gets worse when I’m in a large group doing a somewhat mentally demanding task (like a classroom), implying the possibility of judgement, therefore putting further stress on my mind.

The thing is that I’ve been fighting this for years, going to every social event I could possibly attend to and by making my best effort to talk to as many people as possible. And I did attend many events and talked to plenty of people — but it just doesn’t seem to go away. Even though I now have a dozen friends, I’m still a totally different person when I talk to people, and currently I’m probably the worst I’ve ever been. I was always an extrovert so this really sucks for me because I'm really far away from myself.

Any tips on how I could get better? Thanks. Also I'm not a native speaker so sorry if I fucked up on the spelling or grammar.",6.765133763837639,7.0782897453874565,7.431123154981552,71.95266259225096,64.83025830258303,10.612638376383764,34.64967712177122,10.411451182825502,3.745658487084871,1135,48,196,26,16,377,162,271,0.141,0.725,0.134,-0.2781,2,0,0,0,2,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,14,18,3,4,17,0,13,6,5,5,2,41,38,25,0,4,7,0,3,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,10,12,0,0,6,0,0,8,4,8,0,1,4,4,20,10,40,31,6,37,0,1,0,1,11,16,2,10,16,137,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787101022508769,0.16379427284275894,0.0,0.0,0.0669320905300847,0.0,0.07529453543336681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099504424137173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774194027227008,0.0,0.0,0.05999871132714224,0.0,0.0,0.11089079871499527,0.1032905259506385,0.08704854393154897,0.0,0.10932752179227197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636200660826337,0.0,0.15716803886366934,0.0,0.0,0.06347571259305272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283273904378644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717496522901723,0.0,0.0,0.1300170156082961,0.08903066886358525,0.08292695491549477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929927717436653,0.07031454067649415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604258749982128,0.0909919395870046,0.10284556299851168,0.0,0.22374783140506568,0.0,0.0,0.10851344855257196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442558366825454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970975172547635,0.19957415454649532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918882842465666,0.0,0.0993807696020068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643519233444396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729408479546864,0.08594054813649869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328767811655841,0.0,0.0,0.10611834581718638,0.0,0.0,0.09894388944065437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610661440490178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920408482387032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009943977614976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017826082928832,0.0,0.0,0.07860199791128418,0.0,0.11274502554502835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400303618373476,0.2373298510136683,0.0,0.09061613086853727,0.0,0.0,0.06538891848689264,0.06306649760288559,0.0967016515766086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995494013727037,0.1003030571768152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338220349737847
socialanxiety,WowThatsSoWeird,2019/04/09,"Extrovert with social anxiety I've come to realize that even though I'm shy and have social anxiety, I'm extroverted in the sense that am far happier when doing things with other people and hate doing things alone. I certainly don't need some time to myself at the end of the day. This has created a terrible problem for me. 

I like multiplayer games but have no one to play with because talking to new people is too stressful. I like board games because of the team/competitive aspect but have no one to play them with. I can't go to events because I can't stand to do them alone and am incapable of talking to new people. When I do actually have plans but they get cancelled it's devastating because I was counting on them to make me happy - even if it's just watching a movie together.

In the end I would prefer to constantly be doing things and instead sit at home alone and bored, getting increasingly more depressed. And it sucks.",7.136574585635357,6.928563127071822,7.636955801104975,72.54747790055251,64.13812154696133,10.996906077348068,35.22707182320442,10.577609850970193,3.715021657458564,750,31,137,17,10,248,103,181,0.239,0.6559999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.9776,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,4,1,8,13,2,1,7,0,19,0,0,1,1,24,29,13,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,0,2,4,0,3,5,7,0,2,1,1,15,6,23,26,3,21,0,1,1,0,10,6,1,2,12,98,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.1281731966200024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080995892701579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095622690768866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202653307635121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314157840838787,0.0,0.14193664527781455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470627801578795,0.0,0.11312674709450647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326643227480355,0.0,0.0,0.17350348694005438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724406542535825,0.0,0.07464605452299204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981856582325347,0.0,0.1296754116664071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174915149294478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833648764497868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767341297838292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739021508655414,0.0,0.25370649752964325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800474164847474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731730263936216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256788610560413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677781689661102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504545768543217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113932158895876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26177816753373345,0.0,0.12904521506593655,0.0,0.0765879811882925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330329976740154,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,key-blades,2019/04/09,"I went to Target today When I feel confident enough, I sometimes go out for the off chance that I meet someone and possibly make a friend. I stood awkwardly alone in an aisle for a few minutes trying to decide on buying absolutely nothing, so I finally left all depressed and with a pack of floss.",12.403684210526311,7.6088473508771965,11.672368421052635,62.13907894736843,57.94736842105264,14.908771929824562,46.04385964912281,12.161744961471696,5.453533333333333,237,10,42,5,2,78,47,57,0.131,0.7240000000000001,0.145,0.2023,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,10,3,3,10,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28735883209572016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389708598972297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866843135886917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028915894891167,0.0,0.0,0.3039374684523394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436039436794846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768359203675125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30145475470059035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520280506312303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662247477697301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127878751134272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350860078672621,0.0,0.2744092569409598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629941001072516,0.0,0.0,0.18837316084626946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572027843425745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,someguy2333,2019/04/09,"Ashamed of being lonely I‘m as isolated as you can get, my only social contacts are online friends and I‘m deeply ashamed of that. My limited ability to engage in light hearted social activities makes it so difficult to connect with people and then there‘s always this fear that they‘ll find out I‘m a total loner. All this is making me so tired, I just want a normal life but I find it so difficult to cope with all this.",8.469750000000001,7.562202475000002,8.287500000000001,71.26750000000003,61.75,11.0,37.5,10.125756701596842,3.81925,338,14,58,6,4,109,58,80,0.242,0.684,0.07400000000000001,-0.9229999999999999,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,5,8,0,3,2,0,5,3,1,2,3,17,12,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,2,11,10,3,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777949026338676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26747053593720144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344939128181165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836409043246778,0.0,0.1241847023871439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28166716868605424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788948757332692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173236427889711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328885235403536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077612134293825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478629210789544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845958492378858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27319296212440514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019739984099022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tortiesunite,2019/04/09,"How do I speak up more in class? I'm in a seminar that I need to take to graduate. It's a history class and I've never been that interested in history. Usually I can just suck it up and do my studying. But this time around I have to be a more active participant in class because that's literally all my grade depends on. I also have to give several presentations (some are group and some are solo), but typical for a seminar these presentations are really more about guiding the discussion. Saying that doesn't actually make me feel any better because I still have to stand up in front of people and speak.

I've had to give presentations throughout my academic career. And trust me, I've done all the right things and prepare the hell out of myself. I'm basically an expert on the given topic. I practice practice practice even when I'm ""ready"". But all of that knowledge just flies out of my brain as soon as I get up there and everyone's looking at me. I end up relying heavily on my notes and feel really disappointed in myself. I try not to get flustered because I know it's not a big deal. But I think I just have a big problem with having too much attention on me.

The same thing goes for just speaking my mind in class. Most of the time I don't think there's anything interesting I can add to the discussion, though sometimes I will think of a question or want to comment on something. But it's like my mouth just won't let me say anything. I want to speak, but something inside me forces me to stop. Like I can't even control it.

I'm trying my best to tell myself not to worry about what they'll think of me or if I say something stupid. But I cannot for the life of me just spit out what I want to say.

How can I quit this? It's embarrassing because I'm 25 and I still struggle with these problems. I feel like I should be over this already, but more and more I think that it's like a fault of my entire personality, or I just suffer from plain old social anxiety and there's nothing I can do about it.",3.2015830291970784,4.628126119221417,4.779159823600973,83.67450615875913,73.69586374695864,8.057208029197081,26.955672141119226,8.660442795831766,1.8896526155717768,1589,58,330,30,32,535,179,411,0.11199999999999999,0.7859999999999999,0.102,-0.7853,0,0,3,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,4,25,19,3,2,17,0,29,4,3,5,4,74,56,30,0,8,22,0,3,4,0,4,1,8,0,1,23,18,0,2,12,0,0,1,9,10,0,0,4,12,50,9,57,45,14,42,3,2,1,0,20,26,2,9,18,237,73,8,0.0,0.0,0.09856313519966327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145793916133613,0.08077106042503268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868465132147633,0.0,0.07726605984806073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662316634196761,0.08991296826582579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462789095398339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599510195401228,0.08932783722470543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275135271197748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328204738904928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412836597897902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335985403388508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945756875807677,0.0,0.0,0.1334214023824763,0.0,0.0,0.09651149740216812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320855383503346,0.07215566809502212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553848801926496,0.1937801578188968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055507918617405616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328112918070734,0.0713405207413551,0.19737740676474536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481602937205038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741945028041625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198297190651297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424790530793322,0.0748915154637121,0.07789877369234156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969139000867734,0.0,0.10598434294402638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002189392519187,0.08819082948677316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329006220748596,0.0,0.0,0.11314507175164908,0.10742779027255506,0.0,0.0,0.12940861059523195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625493990302999,0.0,0.32128257187454057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410322487976755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295856141269924,0.0,0.2332682375565869,0.09989331019317682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613202509275077,0.08444198288364213,0.0,0.10558895558569492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594074377111773,0.0,0.08827997853539417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420214521887502,0.32358920538825114,0.09923370341712,0.0,0.11778986158722204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714711229682885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123915468089124,0.0,0.17872034138299242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257217661685916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ElectrophoreticFee,2019/04/09,Does anyone feel this? So I consider myself to be antisocial at times. But what I find the most odd about myself is that when I do become social and get to  know  someone  I have a problem following thru it. Like we’ll chat and for an hour and stuff but afterwards in order to take further and maybe make into a last friendship or relationship I stop. I’ve noticed this through my life it’s like a have an anxiety or barrier before someone can get to know me.,4.820688405797104,5.469437663043479,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,69.1086956521739,9.1768115942029,30.55072463768116,9.2995712137729,2.611124637681159,363,14,71,7,6,122,68,92,0.111,0.7929999999999999,0.096,0.154,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,0,7,1,0,1,0,18,15,10,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,2,11,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,8,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344180228731472,0.0,0.0,0.14938917289754974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359598372634851,0.1818005664039017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869667115645649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802795006359417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952723931722146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232468010723828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104023899421497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483310208613065,0.17415341154218586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090743994208325,0.20875737132101266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261315362424035,0.0,0.21464032152333146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24324214506157946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044343673893938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22938033609303796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177894520736726,0.3620502069982837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862111641717734,0.0,0.0,0.2445783398048766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063834565134966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245811376097503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Avocadogirl1000,2019/04/09,"I feel like I'm never really close to others Hi I just wanted to vent and find common ground..I feel so lonely sometimes. I have a wonderful SO who I love and feel loved by,  but otherwise I feel very isolated.

-SO and I have no mutual friends or couple friends
-ive pretty much grown distant from every good friend I've had over the years
- since high school, my 'friends' had always assumed I had better friends. They were my closest friends but to them I was just a more casual friend and they had stronger friendships
-I've worked at the same place for 5 years with people my age and gender and never made any actual friends that I would hang out with outside of work
-SO and I don't have a lot of family either. We have our parents but otherwise we are not close to extended family

I'm so worried that SO and I will live a lonely life and eventually only have each other. Which is awesome to have each other but we need for of a community too. I feel so odd and rejected",2.701775486827032,4.852154412371135,3.8803436426116846,86.43885452462774,77.04123711340206,7.197709049255441,23.14891179839633,8.167268648758528,1.3490547537227957,772,24,153,14,18,251,115,194,0.11199999999999999,0.611,0.27699999999999997,0.9908,1,5,0,0,0,0,15.0,4,0,3,3,10,17,0,0,7,0,18,3,0,1,2,45,31,22,0,3,9,1,5,1,8,2,1,0,0,0,7,20,0,0,8,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,7,5,23,14,17,22,7,16,0,3,0,2,20,8,0,4,7,107,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.1084043818145422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924328518061862,0.0,0.0,0.07554261693856364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824696580073204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229150792078209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359515203319364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094448971857725,0.0,0.2808433148550309,0.07936020479067392,0.0,0.0,0.10153103185958033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6866011221847832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317407046744698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736896708778055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846366730956572,0.0542712438102384,0.0,0.0980913986239208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444175433216223,0.20051977385210773,0.10511271503345232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166134589394297,0.08236921867949748,0.17135348604978345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448627515389176,0.0,0.0,0.1233483918348591,0.0,0.0,0.07701337938436241,0.0,0.11606172992365077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130148882968924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116484476998892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242545020103646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189188567708087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986737096951273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165798139862363,0.06552168511435308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046855087492113,0.16174456356114764,0.11281371452924975,0.0,0.07891264944049653,0.0,0.0,0.14307210432557488
socialanxiety,pornagraphie,2019/04/09,"Conversation starters for girls At this point I’m dead set on wanting to know people in general as I am slowly starting to transmute that social anxiety trauma energy into a vibration that genuinely wants to befriend people in general because I actually really find value in relationships and other people. But the social anxiety is crippling my ability to do so. 
Particularly with women. Never had a gf so I basically am a novice at this. I know it’s going to suck the first few times

When I find myself in the zone of socializing and being authentic it’s not so difficult anymore but I just need some good starters. Not something artificial but something that conveys my genuine interests besides body language and aura 

TL;DR : conversation starters",6.0500000000000025,8.948747939393943,7.5621212121212125,60.438181818181846,69.60606060606061,10.460606060606061,36.75757575757576,10.504223727775694,5.20541212121212,616,34,82,20,12,211,89,132,0.07,0.8290000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.6147,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,6,0,6,1,1,0,1,22,15,11,1,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,9,2,17,13,2,19,0,0,0,0,9,9,1,1,8,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.16720033534931414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621448900046773,0.0,0.16992040564484412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444553174244074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031694006586933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131980883268399,0.14573928583864953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737484651919594,0.14370946604971932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832482527208336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704432012014355,0.13214576685568274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35635080364589033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196898067201165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976296079046352,0.0,0.0,0.18395196985359086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5239699191918079,0.0,0.2638074060637772,0.0,0.0,0.12127331129212733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999080656182298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211817161623954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,UnsocialMisty,2019/04/09,"Everyday I feel like more of a failure I’ve had depression and anxiety my whole life, it stopped me from ever really reaching for my dreams. A few months ago I decided it was time to stop letting myself stand in my own way of becoming more. So I started an online shop where I put my designs on T-Shirts, Leggings, hoodies, shoes ect. I felt like it was going to all be rainbows and butterflies, I thought I’d finally have some sort of moment of recognition and I would no longer feel like a failure, but I was so wrong the whole process has left me depleted. I feel worse everyday and social media is hell, my engagement is low, I’ve had slight interest in my products on Pinterest, and a small handful of people say they loved my stuff, but no sales and my family just act like it’s a joke(my sisters mostly) my husband is supportive, or tries to be. I’ve put so much effort into it and the more I put into it, the more I feel like I’m cursed. Even when know one sees my face or hears me speak they still find me boring and uninteresting. I don’t want to quit, I’ve worked too hard, but I don’t know how much more I can take. It was so much easier when I just played video games on my phone and didn’t try in life. I just feel like a complete failure, a waste of life, I don’t know what to do anymore.",5.971301587301586,4.834256733333337,6.65957671957672,81.6666666666667,66.85185185185185,10.380952380952381,32.24867724867725,9.606745405546679,2.620089947089947,1018,35,223,18,14,337,147,270,0.162,0.691,0.147,-0.6507,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,3,15,16,1,0,11,0,21,8,4,1,2,41,40,21,0,2,8,2,8,6,0,1,3,3,0,0,9,11,0,2,12,5,2,5,6,5,0,1,9,12,35,11,21,27,15,33,1,2,1,1,11,12,1,5,20,144,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623890141946133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305415382889891,0.0,0.10767019344793624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990472661989525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383138782798415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093509381619372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170808049052943,0.09820589003872322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234816305715952,0.0,0.2744759864624523,0.3102437457986335,0.10424221912395697,0.1189308384217147,0.09922910267810407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170164508433808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725552226459824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236392481307075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899825177979678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795935165649235,0.11101804346520124,0.2300541762659186,0.3182447804901188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798677736319844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866578697992157,0.0,0.23942971704697502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356842543593851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526731867639927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274222080023086,0.0,0.1154753359539844,0.0,0.0,0.06955138305418734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633755946493396,0.0,0.0,0.08651456777107476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067131175561143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684492534808954,0.0,0.0867024730042972,0.18153526787379684,0.0,0.0,0.12428428206917486,0.0,0.1232015774461822,0.0,0.0,0.08162955672193126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619079322315397,0.0633068212808278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742096833058566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403616609399265,0.08617615337416347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424243882026255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903873136752633,0.0,0.11063997529600733,0.07712352815208184,0.11870196608362606,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Smekledorf1996,2019/04/09,"Feeling nervous about my capstone project Hey everyone, 

So some back story on this  

This is for my capstone group project. I was paired up with 4 other students to work on an objective for a company. Now, I was the only one who for the past month have done work and shown up to classes constantly.

Now we had two mock presentations to show the prof so that he can give us feedback. I was the only one who showed up for either of these presentations (and who had something to present). My prof asked me where my group was and I replied ""I don't know"". 

He took me to his office saying that my group members have done ""fuck all"" and that he's never been in a situation where 4 people flaked on someone in a group. He sent an email to everyone in the group (including me) and asked me to see if what he said was ok (which it was). I asked him if I was in any sort of trouble, and he replied no.

Now we met up in class today and my group members are trying to complete their parts in 2 days for the final mock presentation. 

Im nervous that if the reports bad or seems half assed, my mark will drop or I may not even pass. Even after my prof learning about my situation.
Honestly this project has been stressing me out and making me think that the worst will happen.",3.897896354852879,4.939601110671936,4.5367259552042185,87.57098265261311,71.4901185770751,7.519455423803249,27.88954765041721,7.793537801064563,1.4858398770311825,983,35,209,12,18,314,136,253,0.11800000000000001,0.856,0.026000000000000002,-0.9719,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,3,0,1,2,12,11,3,3,13,1,23,2,1,1,2,30,39,15,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,16,12,0,0,5,2,0,3,4,9,0,4,17,4,29,2,33,19,5,36,0,0,1,2,31,16,2,9,16,149,45,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257271189054488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817880523385671,0.0,0.0,0.10467516442206908,0.11366242648994533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427291658177094,0.14710760288327324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779225043452807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27861543458213056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982447031689985,0.0,0.0,0.26015509640775863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883115339677481,0.0,0.0,0.1491231872142653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584950718016938,0.0,0.1305877978175304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037884622382825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704319422488507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481320002284396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086748242218112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086572491470674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499144415679754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448971225513716,0.20706520174929044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741495699745527,0.12995098839844352,0.09437503849335624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949030519684446,0.10825562330653993,0.0,0.0,0.10847756778389672,0.12392716246142267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060304696869795,0.0,0.0,0.11534206342230308,0.10479912145859097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593585504670215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722627167776106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903482623002366,0.0,0.1512448569045111,0.09242297856220412,0.0,0.13297871785498191,0.0,0.16374699868102713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982077599268928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sammytwodoggos,2019/04/09,"Imposter Syndrome I've been having quite a large amount of problems internally with what has been described as 'imposter syndrome' by a friend on mine who is currently studying Mental Health at university.

​

I just feel as if I don't deserve to be in the heightened position I am at times and it is overwhelming to the point that it can flare my anxiety for as long as a week following, only to be 'topped up' if the same feelings or situations occur.

​

It comes from no where a lot of the time when I am at work and the owners are around but there is nothing other than that which triggers it. I know I'm not doing a bad job as I've only just had my appraisal and got a pay rise as a result.

​

Is there anyone else who suffers from a similar sort of thing in the workplace or otherwise? Would love to know how others deal with something such as this.",8.488604651162792,6.752669604651164,8.231046511627905,74.34389534883722,62.25581395348837,10.925581395348836,38.360465116279066,9.516144504307137,3.5220674418604645,700,29,132,10,8,225,112,172,0.062,0.8690000000000001,0.069,0.628,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,0,1,14,0,18,2,0,3,0,27,27,17,0,4,8,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,14,7,0,0,4,0,1,3,3,4,0,0,4,2,8,2,29,20,3,20,0,2,0,1,6,11,0,6,6,103,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40730775417145404,0.4567823666038757,0.0,0.0,0.09585892546965752,0.0,0.0,0.08761703181409089,0.12839104398578322,0.0,0.11154911407024204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462547073160633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794022458583602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918522431821267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467727894843733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671719313988108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096811284985165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002188416844602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331946663773047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243471014467586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773005752292794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089207328252447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653087852879167,0.11309376780385035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627921079075116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023471034578727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19060207382666589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118454892989581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990114225837475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327860332670136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084945631548346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964668602762392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832478934586644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613414460597976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051310196989284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912244302071223,0.0,0.0,0.08901395290015032,0.0,0.4567823666038757,0.0
socialanxiety,theowlsfavoritejoke,2019/04/09,"A friend of mine made a comment about my lack of social life that hurt He asked me what I do to “stay active around campus” and when I said I go for walks in the park sometimes, he explained that he meant keeping active with my social life. I laughed a little and said I haven’t done much in that department lately. (I’ve been busy, have been going through a lot of stress, and just haven’t had time or desire to seek out new people at the moment. Not to mention I get so awkward and nervous when I even try. But I didn’t get a chance to explain all this, only that I’d been busy.) In response he says, “Well that’s kind of the whole point of college, to make connections and network. Plus you’ve got to keep your stress level down and hanging out with friends might help with that.” Hmm... except talking to you just now just exponentially *increased* my stress because now I feel judged and insecure about my struggle. Ugh, I know he probably didn’t mean it hurtfully, but it just reminds me why I keep to myself most of the time...",4.944387602688573,5.3662111310679625,5.024951456310681,87.25989171023153,68.75728155339806,7.50351008215086,28.467513069454817,7.010146845296331,1.308263330843913,807,26,168,6,13,252,123,206,0.10300000000000001,0.813,0.083,-0.4479,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,14,15,0,7,9,0,12,2,0,2,1,40,31,14,0,2,9,0,1,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,10,14,0,3,6,0,0,6,5,10,1,0,12,4,21,5,31,18,7,27,0,2,0,0,21,11,0,4,9,111,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065913843225783,0.11620979622581365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577608789185179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720870655786046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210327008901587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285310078116528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207778522081614,0.0,0.12989003011364175,0.0,0.14129249581475184,0.0,0.09941926269802374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332002587114333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661453558480829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314679829924555,0.0,0.1294460896915331,0.06831560083980256,0.0,0.14022314504634795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756027125521451,0.0,0.12458776827766035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568094002973752,0.0,0.11762181476154755,0.08297555319884739,0.0,0.0,0.13540621888236076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186955122425192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137957950053104,0.0,0.0,0.1200559911352754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454069379600354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617847461389794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750982076879785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134023430198964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236487892504282,0.0988535171362193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534296424620293,0.0,0.0,0.12294230581335043,0.0,0.0,0.1324941882053742,0.0,0.0,0.427178023132188,0.12995214237094593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991285508180707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449682381829571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439595298628086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111766471023565,0.0,0.11216728051992764,0.13878376665927716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PerfectExtension,2019/04/09,"Worried my boyfriends friends and family don't like me I was diagnosed with GA and SA at 14, it was once crippling but now over the years has improved immensely. 

At times it's particularly bad still though, mostly in social situations with peole I am unfamiliar with. My bf and I have been together for a year and I'm still uncomfortable around his friends and family. I come across as very quiet and shy which is the total opposite of the way I am around him and my own friends.

For this reason, my bfs friends has asked him why I'm always upset or annoyed and he has to explain I'm just not very outgoing until I get to know people. His family apparently love me but still think I'm painfully shy because I don't say much to them. 

I hate the thought of them not liking me or then thinking they've done something wrong. This then makes my SA even worse around them because I'm constantly worrying what they think of me. 

I'm worried that the people around hims opinion of me will influence the way he thinks of me. Should I just ignore this and not think about it or is there anything I can do to show them I'm not awkward and boring... 

Tldr: bfs friends dont like me because I'm not as socially outgoing as them.",5.991657848324515,5.892998456790128,6.475582010582013,79.55083333333333,66.48971193415638,9.905820105820107,32.58348030570253,9.606745405546679,2.8112295120517348,967,37,195,18,14,315,128,243,0.21899999999999997,0.675,0.106,-0.9835,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,6,0,14,18,2,2,7,0,19,3,0,3,1,46,41,22,0,1,12,0,0,3,6,2,2,2,0,0,9,18,0,1,9,1,0,1,8,9,0,0,5,2,33,9,28,34,4,23,0,0,0,1,25,9,0,5,14,131,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228968113002025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138326509294687,0.3521548557544081,0.0924547321778646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257431683976693,0.18085888124045973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519044399399643,0.0,0.10687181494490244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003777080195378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120529660551182,0.11590577933224208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532010289611621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796920164250564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38203535258336657,0.0,0.051669258258556235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763966572121373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435084463052224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449472755759509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892578121745746,0.0,0.06601407796467272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270019244187287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532137937382313,0.0,0.0,0.10523268336748473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371245462722014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168191341400026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864634263629279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116363492728512,0.0,0.201624738023198,0.0,0.07613523771302225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369362456468099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168439218085927,0.0971651564474982,0.07851265078526057,0.05766725384088135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319968311979036,0.0,0.1569986301985948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923856866109663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013021154590337,0.10078382410073626,0.0,0.10812762781424308,0.0,0.12737200695959267
socialanxiety,ItsMeSo,2019/04/09,I'm social anxious and I wish I could get a girlfriend Title kinda summs the situation. I'm depressed and really anxious in any social situation. Never had a girlfriend before so I dont have any experience in the area? :/ What do I do?,0.9004968944099367,3.4718335217391316,4.416335403726713,75.10413043478266,94.21739130434784,6.106832298136648,23.962732919254645,7.447530270364453,1.9583080745341608,186,8,31,4,7,68,29,46,0.22,0.721,0.059000000000000004,-0.7476,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,10,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823713483723795,0.0,0.0,0.4690928881932376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666551734920505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576410023764687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788189446062893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433238451764628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308781850424265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084705410663702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012588941529282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300381949142293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667370902492223,0.0,0.4232757574397691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23874760380065804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lethalbiscuit,2019/04/09,"Can't take a joke Does anyone else have this problem where you'll take any joke and banter as a personal offense even though you tell yourself not to? I hang out with a lot of people that tend to make jokes at others' expenses frequently. When that starts to get directed at me I'll get really defensive and a little angry tbh, which usually leads to me either just leaving the situation entirely (which I don't really think is the healthiest way to deal with this problem) or having some kind of more obvious outburst. I want to know how to just not let that shit get to me, but at the same time a lot of the stuff they're saying is echoing some of my own self-esteem issues.

This is like the fifth time I've typed and deleted this post so sorry if it doesn't make sense I just had to get it out in time so I wouldn't convince myself to delete it (SA is a bitch isn't it).

tl;dr: How do I stop crying when people make a joke at my expense in public?",4.685896785109981,4.752297720812184,5.727220812182742,83.24111886632828,69.25380710659898,9.003214890016919,26.56895093062606,8.841846274778883,1.7426585448392555,749,20,158,12,12,249,115,197,0.14300000000000002,0.81,0.047,-0.9568,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,1,12,13,4,0,12,0,15,1,1,6,1,36,29,14,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,15,7,0,2,2,4,2,2,7,6,0,0,1,1,14,7,25,25,8,23,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,6,10,108,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647601169882908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919833662193583,0.14536189753115122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583680119859072,0.0,0.14626105339529893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415080980197522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851362387883815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370335678694172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964834852889369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807472538255714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773507941753616,0.07796767549777192,0.0,0.0,0.15021913988067606,0.0,0.14507100546335028,0.0,0.06931019025995262,0.14219034259601632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24122446812287698,0.0,0.0,0.28409664526963746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967086656924963,0.1238748298724346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587160520410185,0.0,0.0,0.271499584609029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177025564678176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282018823143615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800065541100627,0.0,0.14562683213889546,0.0,0.15946707496604495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881110385974392,0.1004158444613356,0.0,0.0,0.11860911530910395,0.0,0.0,0.16240644493719053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333616589793472,0.0,0.12400005063853335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090414048557684,0.13938589987126732,0.0,0.2481754477715249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624902772136326,0.0,0.08367820861647153,0.11260927347249135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iWill_,2019/04/09,"When I am walking, WHERE DO I LOOK!? Do I look down. NO, then everyone is looking at me look down. Do I look straight up? NO. Then I end up making weird eye contact with someone. Sorry, this is stupid but it really makes me anxious when walking to class.",0.036974789915966255,2.3893976274509825,1.8278991596638683,94.93411764705887,92.33333333333334,4.4829131652661065,22.97198879551821,6.1826913282559595,0.5076812324929971,193,8,41,2,7,63,34,51,0.231,0.741,0.027999999999999997,-0.8285,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,2,0,4,13,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,7,13,0,14,0,0,6,0,1,7,0,0,5,30,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270038927543749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797232607425098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920058405792758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8436908271309878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682567066293017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287266788121324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702549759535441,0.0,0.0,0.2249347769866043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,North_Beyond,2019/04/09,"Anxious about driving my scooter Hi everyone!

I'm a 17-year-old girl and I've had a depression and social anxiety since 2014. I used medication and therapy for one year and it helped so much I stopped. Depression is gone but I still have anxiety sometimes. I've also gotten panic attacks a few times. I will see a psychologist later this month.

Summer is here soon and it's time to drive a scooter. I have a really cool and new Yamaha scooter which I absolutely love, but I'm anxious to drive it. I have a license and I know how to behave in traffic. My friend group often plays basketball in the evenings and everyone comes to the field by their vehicles. Everyone will see how I drive and when I arrive, everyone's attention is on me. 

The allowed speed of a scooter is 45 km/h / 27 mph. Everyone else's vehicles are tuned and by that I mean that they go a lot faster. When we switch basketball fields, they drive past me and I drive alone. That makes me anxious too. I wish someone would drive with me but no one wants to.  I'm the last one to arrive and the attention is on me again. 

To avoid this, I've started to walk or bike because it doesn't draw a lot of attention to me, even though the trip to the field can be long sometimes. Some people have asked why I don't drive it and I've always said there's something wrong with it and my dad is fixing it, when the real answer is that I'm just so anxious to drive.

I don't understand myself. I've told myself that literally every teen here owns a scooter and drives it but it doesn't help. What can I do? I feel like this is the most stupid reason to be anxious about..",2.5002006269592485,4.370161024242428,3.9018704284221535,87.3559090909091,76.63636363636364,7.339602925809822,25.318704284221525,8.216663640201805,1.5483782654127478,1278,46,266,23,29,421,164,330,0.151,0.779,0.07,-0.9677,1,2,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,3,0,22,12,2,2,20,1,26,2,0,6,0,50,49,29,0,3,6,1,1,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,19,19,0,2,9,2,0,15,5,7,0,3,5,5,32,5,25,39,7,39,0,2,2,1,16,4,0,6,21,173,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533233054132773,0.0,0.073609488177019,0.07658999445746603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083051748836484,0.5199312686096625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605097659669851,0.1047160900900121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611064279899914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792898397919415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158558891956238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689297210121865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159158353937395,0.0,0.07755307810364702,0.43977149053063336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046541435231848234,0.06575798026664682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111483514119901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231210124066804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339354906607175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505863047692827,0.07503011691811771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044969230975818016,0.0,0.0,0.08145818445815403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650914798172594,0.08307548705814909,0.0,0.06144169956668503,0.0,0.0,0.10026553483883696,0.0,0.09272708356733728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347057362961447,0.0,0.06766470910711117,0.0,0.0,0.08889900523877023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658723307376066,0.0,0.1871191074854292,0.0,0.0,0.10799664041967703,0.0,0.0,0.08786872239372083,0.06381339734672431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047689765727969,0.05896729312137373,0.09463904924479932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755722307500348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466981576211454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614174914186406,0.0,0.0,0.09382973269324768,0.07799063228436884,0.07086183047962914,0.18207252441492172,0.0,0.06515092926851683,0.0,0.0735083892725636,0.07695492801517198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526310227765197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090435139516634,0.0,0.10734601450385524,0.0,0.0,0.08795429810612666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582356857622476,0.0,0.07949855256879731,0.0,0.0,0.05429136288334531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083057576421355,0.0,0.10584883944815493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653871352573273,0.1006383097038231,0.0,0.11854975220596198
socialanxiety,smarten_up_nas,2019/04/09,"Does anyone else feel like their IQ drops 40 points when your social anxiety is bad? It's so annoying. I'm far from the sharpest tool in the shed, but if I'm around someone I barely know, or forced to interact socially at work, everything they say just slides right through me and makes no sense.

Then I have no idea what to say in response, I'm always like: ""yeah"", ""cool"", etc.",3.2832000000000012,4.8812295200000015,3.6023333333333305,91.4995,73.8,7.666666666666668,24.5,8.344100000000001,1.271,294,9,64,5,6,91,63,75,0.183,0.755,0.062,-0.8317,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,1,4,5,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,10,8,7,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,6,3,8,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,4,31,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810545187160072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664577843685728,0.0,0.0,0.15214584262516906,0.2229493874454736,0.0,0.1937035939578431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181680776841326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041679742986406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817707411398357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426733266995889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955582465320729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002138354944194,0.1554482351546098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24563562035977424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958323183728768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260955896470934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452447858619118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20569538974128546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582293720343152,0.0,0.3460768232237937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436166163574264,0.18436554921603102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841004328146405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Langtons,2019/04/09,"Xanax, Valium and Alcohol... a warning to younger suffers. OK I don't want this my first post to come across as preachy or self-righteousness but if I can help ANYONE out there avoid making the mistakes I've made (and paid dearly for, in ways you can't imagine) then it's worth it.

This is a warning to anyone who has social anxiety and is still young and looking for quick fixes like Xanax/other benzo drugs or alcohol. Whilst these do suppress social anxiety and make you feel confident to do things, it's in reality just making your anxiety problem far far worse in the long run and setting yourself up for a whole load of health problems, some potentially life threatening.

I'm 47 years old, I'm had 10 years of Xanax and a life-long battle with alcohol. It's taken its toll on me now and my health is seriously screwed. Don't even go there guys and girls. Be strong and brave, look for support and therapy, don't go for quick fixes.",6.062771982116246,6.3578239508196726,6.309110779930452,79.46056631892701,66.3224043715847,9.714654744162944,31.93691008445107,9.573946990214177,2.7982939890710385,745,28,144,14,11,239,117,183,0.209,0.644,0.147,-0.8535,0,1,4,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,0,2,8,14,2,1,6,1,13,10,0,4,0,32,29,17,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,9,0,0,2,10,14,3,2,2,0,2,4,4,8,0,1,4,3,8,6,20,24,2,28,0,1,2,1,9,9,1,4,13,84,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40852851665408507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924341739569045,0.0,0.0,0.17819390455000636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097634197296637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776994051274608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416152721866897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442877301277528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083857293995806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483457503476208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261685597683108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27088885774364146,0.0,0.0,0.08540878600342829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000491887967635,0.06225232119866848,0.0,0.0,0.2255302549370379,0.21400604212245308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057049072260505,0.25516703310809435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337087454360015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220357753632028,0.0,0.0,0.24385273338590166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088183356307903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132929722219835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597829018132995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175997588780523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459783113270258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571902412297102,0.0,0.08465401574227173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515724167809168,0.10114225102926476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226295423483734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298546722858881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411215162466666
socialanxiety,mqtchair,2019/04/09,"Avoiding people brings me joy I think I've come to a realisation that I derive as much joy from being with the right people as from being away from the wrong people. 

It's truly liberating when I am in a place where I don't have to force myself to act like I am comfortable with the lot around me. I bloody dislike being around certain people as a matter of personal preference. I much rather be alone than be in a group with one friend and three other people that I am not comfortable with. That is just how I am like as a person.

But yes, at the end of an inconsequential rant on the internet, I know I have to go back and hide my social insecurity and try to force a smile and say hi to people that I really don't want to interact with.",7.492471804511279,5.388947138157898,8.404887218045115,73.47921052631581,64.46052631578948,11.58045112781955,30.266917293233085,10.290406445055957,2.6406285714285715,583,13,122,11,7,200,87,152,0.13,0.664,0.205,0.9231,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,2,12,1,14,0,0,1,1,25,20,11,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,6,12,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,3,0,2,0,1,16,8,29,15,3,17,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,5,94,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649310530337363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835257877716301,0.0,0.0,0.1496170614559039,0.1224505099789708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371765139643992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104488008493804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303323100942998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905032940560549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751755534882695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555993140384562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538543765511213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341285828823685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790935689589516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6624076488401495,0.2780953057911064,0.1663784012890979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201720333314446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599539786573955,0.0,0.12663898218040304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233146227619544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203854476348166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081177270769237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392754378437272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411073767667132,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,draganbendersucks,2019/04/09,"Has medication helped you? I’ve had some social anxiety my whole life... at first I thought it was just a shyness I would be able to overcome on my own. I have been able to overcome some aspects of it on my own, such as being comfortable with one on one conversation, and being a little better at introducing myself to people

But I’m still struggling with the anxiety. I just had pretty severe anxiety all weekend and could barely sleep because I was getting transferred to a new job site (happens often in my career). I had a panic attack in the car before walking into work. And even though mentally I knew I had nothing to worry about I couldn’t stop it. I always feel so afraid of situations like this. Once I’m in one place for a while I have good days and bad days with anxiety.

I’m just exhausted from it, and hate the feeling that people think I hate them because of how I act. It also hinders my social life immensely. I’ve become kind of agoraphobic lately and rarely leave my house for anything other than work. I’m and introvert and enjoy socializing but my anxiety has taken the joy out of it


Got side tracked but thinking about seeing someone. For reference I’m 25. How has medication helped you guys cope? Do you only use it on days when you really need it, or do you take it everyday regardless?",3.593336898395723,5.650194945098042,5.126532976827093,78.95258021390376,74.05882352941177,7.930481283422461,27.27718360071301,8.710501217029153,2.2802156862745098,1041,40,188,21,22,350,145,255,0.11,0.807,0.083,-0.4136,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,1,4,15,15,3,3,9,0,20,6,1,3,1,40,41,20,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,12,13,0,1,7,1,0,3,1,8,0,4,11,3,27,7,32,24,6,30,0,0,1,0,13,15,0,4,13,136,39,5,0.2032777247391464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128056151583811,0.08457167561098881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887672575746173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364012353783341,0.0,0.0,0.11562887900797197,0.0,0.0,0.08486420462047621,0.12391621424535668,0.11225213812733124,0.08648718582056719,0.0,0.0,0.08989131417134674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115036117260152,0.0,0.0,0.19664597356524724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713151001616224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027833254403382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645396440932204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310211059875992,0.0,0.0,0.0852498555324349,0.08128988312372645,0.0,0.0,0.10063845338505577,0.08987891032591587,0.0,0.0,0.20069466846256664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625277398211366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727760087960824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086088776805853,0.0,0.0,0.10584123454837596,0.0,0.0,0.1146530638301098,0.1076208797561906,0.0,0.0,0.14358106861978326,0.0496556141765301,0.10186884158152423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478092177340407,0.10242806755297283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536392858568973,0.0,0.09816344662837327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752522965888234,0.0,0.0,0.10824207128997372,0.20661937072816752,0.07730093485460847,0.0,0.1192513056744215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092717928160706,0.0,0.10619097844708354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340326286045896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511245784576213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099301408067817,0.0,0.0,0.11482298412565015,0.0,0.0,0.11424633980479773,0.1017122647404345,0.31082406150607544,0.08611827825516434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116892678061201,0.08497464002795338,0.0,0.10625500711163532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641977538942703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025215801806914,0.0998596662294148,0.0806899035503441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778334359490315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347616010259773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798860463611546,0.10321919840408804,0.0,0.07220133166592071,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Legally_Pumpkin,2019/04/09,"Idk where else to put this (I'm 7th grade \[13yrsF\] btw)

​

I want to talk to boy but I forget how to start a conversation....? I don't think he's fluent in memes so I don't know what to say at all.

I don't know him so I don't want to be creepy and ask him about something my friend told me he does.

What if he's having a conversation with somebody when I finally decide to go over to his table?

Normally I start situational convos:

\*Ball flies straight towards the girl next to me, who ducks just in time\*

""Oh god that was close!""

""Yeah, it's definantly not the first time that's happened to me.""

""Oh, really? How long have you been playing?""

Ect., ect.

Knowing studyhall there won't be anything exiting going on, so I have no clue what to say. I'm scared he's gonna start talking about video games and I won't know what to say (I only play minecraft lmao).

Actually, come to think of it, do boys even talk?

So, fellow teens (especially boys)

HelP!",0.8515104895104884,3.1442715333333378,2.510920745920746,92.84763986013986,84.94871794871796,5.596736596736597,20.145687645687644,6.980632752743323,0.2956666666666665,739,22,165,10,22,242,121,195,0.055999999999999994,0.8370000000000001,0.106,0.8582,0,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,0,1,13,4,0,1,4,1,14,0,0,2,1,23,34,11,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,4,10,5,0,0,7,5,0,4,8,1,0,1,3,3,19,3,23,26,1,24,0,0,0,0,27,10,0,1,10,89,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.14055652618002082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606091132096134,0.17501722389880867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185278101394848,0.0,0.13465246116089502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240726426973243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604523104202806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032202711575465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513317935229243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157782340632947,0.0,0.12251535083731345,0.0,0.0,0.11128040558671756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371582192651404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736889865825146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965430360598702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166295471645059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274656657343437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318192308353634,0.0,0.1411228585013005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095444404252616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479407538978387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227194694143102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436251454465394,0.1442032833649088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190038824355496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088450420694324,0.0,0.0,0.3058442792825349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34730751473571736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458249943689392,0.0,0.0,0.16797490999436035,0.0,0.0,0.13763077629177528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991011424040456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501722389880867,0.0
socialanxiety,kagaminaenae,2019/04/09,"Need some words of encouragement! I'm a graduating student but I felt that I don't want to go to the ceremony because I don't have any friends in my class and I'm graduating with 2000 strangers with their parents. I recently got anxiety attacks because I hate being with my classmates and the fact that I'm with them with thousands of strangers in the ceremony

I just need some encouragement words because my parents forced me to attend with them and only really cared about the graduation not the feelings of their child. I don't feel attending especially that I got phobia with too much people and I almost fainted during signing of clearance (because anxiety attacks) that I skip graduation practices. 

Thank you so much if you read this and I'm sorry for my English! 

p.s. I hate school",4.762009419152278,7.2219841020408175,5.596870748299319,75.0760596546311,71.9251700680272,8.332600732600731,33.75667189952905,9.057496981413335,3.3676869701726844,641,33,108,14,13,209,80,147,0.204,0.715,0.081,-0.9615,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,4,0,4,9,4,0,6,0,5,1,0,0,1,29,22,8,0,4,4,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,12,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,4,0,1,3,3,22,5,18,18,4,6,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,4,1,72,27,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543944292721762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556105811221153,0.0,0.2374995541739744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531908446374108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785046845483164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826633358426045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697691544865744,0.0,0.14904420445393246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992955747383267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822023055896908,0.0,0.2483016589563745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30651304447754785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282223843646428,0.23020070609296575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805866625533185,0.0,0.0,0.3447269180287145,0.0,0.0,0.10761625882277848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552710293576976,0.0,0.09944368647462627,0.0,0.153269932433727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571000577278758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376618154299545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291402794624955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155809912689744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tercirion,2019/04/09,"How to relax my face when I’m uncomfortable? When I’m slightly uncomfortable when talking to people, my default expression is a forced smile that only gets more forced and shaky the longer it lasts. 

I just don’t want to have a completely flat expression, but I’m not sure what’s worse any more. 

Even if it’s just to feel more normal, what should I do? Do you all think it’s as noticeably forced as I think? Or is this just my social anxiety telling me that I don’t look normal? I’m nearly 100% sure I look tense and anxious when I’m forcing a smile like this.",3.1435845410628005,4.5850075130434815,4.066376811594203,88.66729468599036,73.86956521739131,7.545893719806764,24.082125603864736,8.167268648758528,1.1757053140096625,444,13,96,7,9,143,65,115,0.213,0.665,0.122,-0.84,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,4,0,8,1,1,1,3,21,20,12,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,10,4,7,19,4,6,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,3,6,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076610151105792,0.0,0.15835331205256842,0.2338494238106761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170340247549384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672057956307082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466467848138324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814819054921934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873143306679952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112902789079163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476532695629411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056292270532658,0.0,0.23566920311831344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743171293994132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350672004049456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100893763612685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3901873374377232,0.0,0.0,0.16637758079276896,0.18092584268563786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652726049106254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209309859471185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109491906886529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,redtail211,2019/04/09,"How to overcome social anxiety (life pro tip) Social anxiety is fear of being judged by others/peers

You are probably less anxious around elderly people/ugly people/young kids because you dont care if they judge you. 

Figure out what it takes to bring everyone down to that level below you.  Go out and see how easy it is to talk to them then try talking to chads and stacys.",5.2641666666666636,6.480573750000001,5.9232222222222255,78.24400000000001,68.44444444444444,8.537777777777778,26.9,8.841846274778883,2.136013333333333,298,9,52,5,5,97,56,72,0.14400000000000002,0.818,0.038,-0.7214,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,9,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,13,9,1,9,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,1,1,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441898079075744,0.2541424212016918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026339725793035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713442023071182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22936320509763725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263653159984715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496031903947502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25314418962799684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785078403730696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889693468437954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24254650654302945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926516067864576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586397642737646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914302387321334,0.3616310062032661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273406696727276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amotheronion,2019/04/09,"Sitting in the lobby for an appointment that I’m 20 minutes late for Not only did I not want to go, I also feel like shit about the way I look. I was so nervous I was fighting back tears and vomit. They say forcing yourself to do things that make you anxious make it better, but I’m still at a 10 and it’s been 20minutes. I don’t like to inconvenience people and I know that that’s exactly what I just did. I just want to drive away and leave everything. My mind is rolling in the gutter and I can’t seem to pick my head up and place it on my shoulders.",1.6580672268907577,3.107621907563029,3.3299915966386564,92.38339075630256,77.82352941176471,6.104537815126051,23.664705882352944,6.742157984588678,0.5705623529411761,433,14,99,4,10,144,77,119,0.142,0.7879999999999999,0.071,-0.6119,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,7,6,2,1,5,0,9,4,3,3,1,21,20,9,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,5,3,15,3,14,15,0,14,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,1,5,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032016506541595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24060696979527646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001018806687045,0.16376860431024826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18836365278588307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141284382732274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076891733305729,0.1521530760606522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104153878644935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857909928270755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704833156336975,0.0,0.2402509086135539,0.2255152482059063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810270611438225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788497024407482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843318346931423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215049257959175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16198101659992106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476536332292049,0.0,0.22251894721520854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693703796457584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388914786512268,0.0,0.0,0.21862108397990826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008623894364522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149456132884775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25124244487831315,0.1690537455986489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kaaeni_,2019/04/09,"I have problems hanging out whenever it’s not in school So I’m 15, male. I’m in school, 9th grade in a city where I lived for about almost 5 years. All these 5 years I’ve almost never been social outside of school. The most I did was maybe go to a birthday party or hanging out (playing fifa) with my best friend. 
Almost all my classmates have been the same those 5 years, and obviously(or at least I think) they know I stay home all days, they have friends outside our class and I don’t. They go out most days and again I don’t.  So now we have spring break and I just saw the trailer for the movie “Us” and I wanted to ask them to all go hang out and watch it but there are a few problems.

N1- I’m afraid they might find weird that ME out of everyone is asking about it.
N2- In our city there’s no cinema and the closest one is about 20km away.
N2- the anxiety of actually going there

I really want to watch the movie but not with my mother like I always do.
I don’t know what to do/ask, but I really don’t want to spend another school break in home. It’s just tedious and I’m afraid if I keep some more time I’ll get depressed.",-0.13031347962382256,2.0348892231405,1.6586976346537483,98.03359504132231,88.58677685950413,4.8255343402678825,16.60929039612425,6.311591054244273,-0.4987944143630667,880,20,208,9,29,287,125,242,0.073,0.838,0.08900000000000001,0.4269,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,4,0,5,1,13,11,0,2,10,0,17,0,0,0,5,48,36,15,0,6,9,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,16,0,1,4,2,1,7,8,6,0,1,5,3,27,5,28,30,12,34,0,1,3,0,16,14,0,9,11,130,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.11096152957086056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415830988430581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946132476135316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923159634588687,0.08698546537999903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189017996593943,0.0,0.10683137323040323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932837379828695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666308433817407,0.0,0.09793558422512964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865181339072601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392604436710598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569933393705456,0.0,0.059407160879626685,0.0,0.25848900096819305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281145786300653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106791503987317,0.0,0.0,0.12498067437901908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555144657528327,0.0,0.1004052737247854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423386181338445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062504932594573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769776918202236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705073652309233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176042889660708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456871003768138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4603098032823666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159098625832625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211964235814822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285878865310763,0.0,0.0,0.06630340635563897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677539736601385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012018226196904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967054194424449
socialanxiety,kiwinii,2019/07/10,"Is going to a psychiatrist really worth it? Ever since my first year of college(sophomore now) ive been trying to adjust to many responsibilities that are being piled on me, mostly from parents and the sudden decrease in friends. A lot of them moved away for dorming or because of my anxiety I’ve found myself slowly drifting away from them unintentionally. Not that they aren’t great people, but i was never 100% myself with them so i worry a lot and it’s tiring(social interactions in general are tiring for me) to be around them all the time..so I’ve kinda decided to drift. 

 basically my life situation right now has gotten progressively worse. My dad is a complete asshole, he does a lot of minuscule things that tick me off and just stress my mom and I out. She comes to me crying about their marriage(him drinking,cheating, bitching about paying the only bill he has) multiple times and I have to be able to put all my shit aside and be there for her. I don’t have many friends to look to for help, im already a big burden on my mom, and its difficult to vent to myself and pat my own back when I’m down. I’ve started a job that requires a ton of socializing so my breaks just end up being me shaking like crazy, taking slow breaths and trying to recover to get back out there with a smile. My overall outlook on life is pretty poor, i feel worthless most of the time and everytime i give myself peptalks it feels useless, like whats the point in it all? 

Anyway to my question, my family doesn’t believe in taking medications for mental problems, they feel like it comes with a lot of more negatives than positives, because of that, I’ve been considering seeing a psychiatrist to help me get through all of this,  sort out my thoughts. Is it really worth the visit? or am i being overdramatic",4.997023121387286,6.413486413294803,5.938813872832372,77.13479884393067,69.26011560693641,8.657387283236995,29.15791907514451,9.065960079200117,2.4407243005780352,1433,53,264,27,25,473,187,346,0.142,0.747,0.111,-0.9263,3,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,7,3,16,15,2,2,17,0,24,6,2,0,6,50,42,16,0,1,6,4,3,3,2,0,4,0,1,0,15,19,0,1,8,0,5,9,6,9,0,1,6,5,41,6,55,30,13,44,0,2,2,0,24,19,2,11,18,194,56,4,0.10343269811834443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414055439056485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791257309527891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207703033076244,0.0,0.0,0.19435684935680173,0.15906672066715194,0.0,0.1261032254906957,0.0,0.0,0.11653323118020413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781962217439199,0.10844721608765168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136159620576664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051465114401576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161067008155288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356079708176376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975071425115783,0.0,0.1568960399204441,0.07389234020257557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797980018084545,0.0,0.1134086147777204,0.1598236919806634,0.0,0.10807863147930544,0.09922206892469017,0.05878318594811865,0.0,0.0,0.1140349148249761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386575145620469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172506310792203,0.0,0.1026409929553172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611514709854878,0.15159597513970846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685741622872667,0.0,0.0,0.35173912460771684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972904297618325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041975616824968,0.10423583207306336,0.0,0.0,0.24227825188896446,0.0,0.1099325891105382,0.0,0.0,0.0797736732124451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866522777488365,0.0,0.0,0.11484977082585728,0.0,0.0,0.07170720948401678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777733212440208,0.0,0.0,0.10522823871255202,0.0,0.0989711232082534,0.0,0.1039784299118512,0.11586829357754162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132523269920429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833095904640516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242246892375152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617217825066937,0.08556059672750474,0.11626268634518823,0.0,0.1054366101448348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321019609333977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848180623195514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553703325377913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871608864718337,0.0,0.0,0.08211400876147093,0.18093731416959374,0.11888067092247635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404480250434719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504092568182463,0.10540675588520616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660726641399829
socialanxiety,Astrotankerpixel,2019/07/10,"im constantly skipping school because i dont want to see certain people and i dont want to talk to people at school im currently 15 recently after the june holiday's ive started to skip school i honestly cant help it

i've skipped school before but now i think its because i was too used to being alone in the june holiday's and i cant really adjust to the idea of being in a crowd with alot of people around i fear being judged and i have low self confidence

sometimes i cant open my mouth when i want to

whenever im near or in a crowd i start to get nervous sometimes at recess i would even hide in the toilet just to be alone

in school i have close to no friends or atleast any genuine friends that i can rely on and talk to i dont think i can trust anyone because i feel really paranoid thoughts like ""will this person betray me""

i wouldnt say i have enemies in school but just people i dislike alot and some of them used to be closed friends for years whom i would hang out with and talk to for whatever reason they decided to stop talking to me as a whole which made me feel bad and confused i try my best to avoid them as much as possible or even not acknowledging they exist at all 

afew years ago i had a friend whom would spread rumors about me and told other people what i said about them even if it wasnt really a bad thing that i said for example this person is hot headed etc

my parents are mad at me for not going to school i get that its my fault for not wanting to go but i dislike the people in my class and the teachers i feel closed in school

i would like some advice i get that i should go to therapy or something like that but i dont feel comfortable doing it",4.323048128342244,4.3965086806722695,5.348160173160174,85.62146103896107,70.03641456582633,8.619760631525336,27.711866564807742,8.438071523408619,1.6829619047619042,1337,41,292,19,22,442,163,357,0.19,0.6940000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.9728,2,3,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,5,1,11,21,1,4,13,0,31,2,2,4,2,65,57,22,0,11,14,1,5,3,4,7,0,3,0,3,18,17,0,2,12,2,0,4,13,9,0,0,8,9,48,12,51,37,9,39,0,1,1,0,27,21,0,10,17,197,66,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532614146786876,0.05925948495798285,0.0,0.0,0.13847519965846358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04546105451644111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046743857977752976,0.0,0.0,0.0595116707069845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116357868664351,0.12225546811510778,0.0,0.05688537992031691,0.0,0.07015612681577944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224231220931225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133960624398611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455667090543237,0.13246360425520334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752260965348785,0.13520774116243225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206596040166818,0.0,0.10478085420358756,0.0,0.11397909748018176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686085364139007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480889706164089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546677815352351,0.2166320462826984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798024241887854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325614682362862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914326572230983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423025826971691,0.0,0.0,0.2780768986228158,0.11674364010041192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536459405335169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847961927399112,0.06873408614499102,0.06600741673784773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718144912649149,0.053162694409005264,0.0,0.5412552254874992,0.05327168797502145,0.0,0.06974029860513431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05146525878530245,0.13223493555392962,0.0,0.09463513466170063,0.0,0.0,0.05589053032215538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149295942571653,0.0,0.0,0.07645008268337734,0.0,0.04441291411281411,0.08567099766283533,0.0,0.05307232251397298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638791106957464,0.0,0.045387522750290885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547580843783865,0.0,0.0,0.15772209222855815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463688889967221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899564724462102,0.0,0.0,0.08609985989519761
socialanxiety,steponthis,2019/07/10,Getting a job I want to get a job but I’m not very comfortable around people. Any recommendations on where I could apply that has a laid back environment or something that is easy to pick up? Thanks,2.647307692307692,5.136303410256414,3.945833333333337,84.13875,79.0,6.976923076923077,22.57051282051281,8.07648339933343,1.223405128205128,159,5,32,3,4,52,32,39,0.09300000000000001,0.695,0.212,0.6088,2,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,8,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022253860501133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275195870965185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377058891795506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468193048791797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230207687609991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6135379768787562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431542587276625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379873820986129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28461016111823706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550689175713899,0.1823359520311501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bettoruu,2019/07/10,"What should I do I started going to a drawing course 2 days ago(on Monday). I was so nervous. I couldn't talk that much. I'm normally a talkative and hyperactive person but I was the opposite that day. I was so quiet and calm. I did talk a little bit but I was really scared inside while I was talking and my heart would beat hard. I also have stage fright. My hands and my voice shake whenever I do class presentations even though I'm close with my classmates. So after I got home from the course my heart continued to beat weirdly and it's happening even now. It's beating hard and slow. I wonder if this is serious or not. 

I have always been shy around strangers ever since I was a kid. I actually love meeting new people and learning new stuff from them but because of my fear I hate it and see it as a burden. It effects my daily life. I can't even order pizza on the phone. It's really frustrating and I don't wanna live like this anymore, I wanna change. 

I did a little research and it kinda looks like I have social anxiety but diagnosing myself is really wrong so I wonder if I should see a psychologist about my issue or maybe this is something I can change by myself.",2.0096518987341767,4.300658282700425,3.9447943037974684,84.36883702531647,80.09704641350211,6.819198312236288,22.11128691983123,7.937092434478242,1.2537793248945146,931,29,181,17,24,315,133,237,0.22899999999999998,0.733,0.038,-0.9917,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,13,15,2,5,10,0,24,7,3,1,1,35,37,26,0,9,9,0,3,2,0,3,2,2,1,2,14,13,1,0,4,0,0,2,4,11,0,0,10,8,36,4,14,23,2,22,0,0,3,1,10,5,0,7,15,130,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.11373355370937514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033123320250712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932029984679812,0.0969768614463824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915852311150138,0.0,0.1155838087366968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375198987649063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104627792352007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272396910497744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24658361547244284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503269993147137,0.0,0.0,0.118293265318839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23093558564935995,0.10542389167844883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13114834642373124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623663351748511,0.0,0.09321368739273188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306257468186708,0.0,0.2088073462866866,0.11506653330392975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762187116094407,0.0,0.0,0.11690665125495532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164531630686976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232095023109028,0.113878448812635,0.2336224383491188,0.10291358307736627,0.0,0.09787055182914868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518867451417496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708763486073795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567582706294913,0.0,0.0,0.2251246151623412,0.0,0.0,0.11419181053479725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079936598445568,0.1017647868220666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239899502046082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668438541690675,0.0,0.18574654570533916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640930136006767,0.0,0.0,0.11880550522819852,0.0,0.08972396414098645,0.0,0.0,0.082492924637627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341901066247713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28102941182733243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450733293445176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527815974203625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279200437528647,0.1274264019142308,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,10nem,2019/07/10,"Anyone else feel embarrassed for liking things that are completely subjective like certain foods or music? Like for example: I feel embarrassed just for ordering a veggie sub from Subway or liking dubstep music just cause those things aren't the ""norm"" I guess. Even though those aren't things anyone should be ashamed of. Anyone else relate?",8.55793103448276,10.544181517241382,6.747758620689655,72.51060344827587,61.41379310344828,9.937931034482759,30.017241379310345,10.125756701596842,3.3085379310344827,280,9,40,6,4,82,39,58,0.122,0.677,0.20199999999999999,0.6488,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,10,8,3,0,1,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,2,5,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40797495449266175,0.398555160968458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979439539669488,0.0,0.0,0.20391864688363934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249422114337994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845854753478686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667957258346144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23517759817372705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21425222303575128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800711810313295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876307476093536,0.0,0.1910850460245996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xMiuMiux,2019/07/10,"Anxiety/Agitation when shopping... I work retail, and for some reason I have days and moments where I genuinely cannot tolerate being around strangers without paranoia and agitation... while shopping. Not working, though it’s uncomfortable too depending on the job. For some reason, I’m convinced (regardless of how wrong I am) that I am there to serve people and people will just tell me what to do or pull me away from my shopping. I don’t even work in a grocery store, but today I was shopping and felt so wildly uncomfortable that someone was going to stop me and demand me to do things or ask me a question. I just wanted to be left alone, and yet the whole time I was so uncomfortable that something would happen. I could barely focus on my shopping and felt like people were giving me dirty looks because I kept my sunglasses on. I don’t normally have this happen to me, but today it was so bad. I just felt so mad being around people in public.",6.443957810145655,6.927524314917131,6.86484178804621,75.15242089402314,65.51933701657457,9.233751883475641,31.924158714213963,9.095868883498916,2.762664088397789,755,28,133,12,11,246,103,181,0.177,0.772,0.051,-0.9774,1,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,17,5,1,0,4,0,20,0,0,4,0,36,32,20,0,5,9,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,6,5,7,2,5,3,0,0,9,4,23,2,19,17,3,21,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,6,10,106,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892763860017193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388244509013655,0.12540193772599958,0.0,0.1260280866460836,0.0,0.11200053360369353,0.08176994163615173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709914497060916,0.0,0.0,0.08650861325581548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885976010387037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863836743985872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286784339325051,0.07623433366530932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372375010462829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331123446014029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574250914757547,0.0,0.0,0.06553358166805487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264304823374957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142782360545974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37198060947819206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026647520630051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758346419580197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365561205392508,0.10326682164927024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214628203345256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724347336063455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911604816261255,0.0,0.13179097068309306,0.0,0.0782175796158435,0.0,0.25429633762923315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911870819625448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976149885133727,0.0,0.12930529189371154,0.0,0.2929645560334119,0.0,0.0,0.09528855787483836,0.14666003275566405,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,swatan,2019/07/10,"Help Sometimes I literally can’t get myself to speak. 
Yesterday, my family and I were sitting around watching a game and everyone was quiet. I was getting really bored, so I wanted to ask my aunt where she kept her books. Surprise, surprise, my SA kicks in and my mouth refuses to open because I’m so scared that everyone is gonna start looking at me. I can’t get up and ask her privately either because we’re sitting on opposite sides of the room. And I’m feeling nauseous and absolutely scared even though nobody is paying attention to me, and I hate that I can’t do something as simple as that.",6.1294505494505485,6.400717085470087,7.166178266178267,73.45461538461541,66.17948717948718,10.446398046398047,35.51770451770452,10.290406445055957,3.774073015873016,477,22,86,11,7,161,77,117,0.11699999999999999,0.8109999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.8006,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,2,0,9,1,1,0,0,15,23,12,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,9,0,2,2,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,4,5,17,2,12,18,1,13,0,0,2,0,10,9,0,0,2,56,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403529210628933,0.386532989448897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520437926305706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654452318877786,0.0,0.0,0.3950825327779599,0.0,0.0,0.19488851226094164,0.0,0.10452990079196103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240267813257776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041050305970581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385680886073982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736027965913972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243780019335918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139495537388074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915237837151344,0.2044632145444678,0.0,0.14632595963181452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031131209145032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193587816503346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jtorrez,2019/07/10,"Why society encourages outgoing behaviour I've been thinking about this for a while because people (usually people posing as role models) are always encouraging me to do more outgoing things and be more courageous... What I'm trying to ask is do these people who consider themselves role models to me want me to behave differently because they know how much harder life could be as a quiet, reserved and shy person? Does society expect people to constantly go beyond there comfortable behaviours to try and go along with the socially acceptable and admirable (ie outgoing, talkative). I'm always battling with the idea of accepting myself for who I am and cutting myself slack vs being hard on myself and trying to push myself beyond my comfort zone... This usually leads me to the thought patterns such as ""I should be talking to that girl right now"" or ""even if I'm in a bad mood I should still be trying to push myself"" which doesn't help my overall mood.

I'm mostly just thinking aloud here and any input on the topic would be appreciated 🙂",11.317736842105267,9.010439694736846,10.813552631578947,59.836118421052646,57.31578947368421,13.710526315789476,42.17105263157895,12.161744961471696,5.319105263157897,842,35,128,20,8,276,119,190,0.062,0.782,0.155,0.9586,1,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,1,1,13,13,2,0,7,0,17,1,0,2,0,30,29,14,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,9,10,0,0,7,0,0,5,1,3,0,0,2,2,15,8,25,17,4,17,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,3,6,95,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518557838247458,0.0,0.0,0.10291711566536957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148346865126146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636346991436742,0.1845122202078275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354592916208427,0.0,0.12083352773331565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811920432395826,0.0,0.0,0.1324395881146718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995934780948368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202123273170694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557187014263894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144072747064713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708456440074454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831730928348646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689667172365762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125309820272268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4196833625886893,0.13214518271969633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924444480558853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542731595747012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208611720700506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164221742852392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054428053646566,0.19394649045030254,0.0,0.12014790270263068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110026024114285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333616092837769,0.0,0.08926488277455241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656177389986054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750835222631043,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jamiebaxter666,2019/07/10,"Year working holiday in Australia with Social Anxiety. So my girlfriend (we've been together nearly 5 years) is going to Australia for a year working holiday and a few weeks ago she asked me to go too. I'm quite socially anxious and find it quite hard to talk to new people straight away. I've travelled quite a bit of Europe with her but moving to Australia is just mind blowing to me.
The idea of staying in hostels for a bit terrifies me as an introvert and the sounds people make (e.g. snoring, sneezing, coughing etc) really bugs me.

I'm coming round to the idea though and just would like to know if any of you have done anything similar. how have you coped and have you improved yourself?

I'm hoping that if I do go; I come back a stronger and more confident person.",6.182933333333337,6.492149293333334,6.407333333333337,78.81033333333338,66.06666666666666,9.333333333333334,35.333333333333336,9.150863307647796,3.1593333333333327,614,28,113,10,9,197,98,150,0.057999999999999996,0.7879999999999999,0.154,0.9447,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,0,5,7,2,0,0,9,0,9,1,0,2,0,24,21,13,0,4,5,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,2,10,0,0,4,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,12,2,20,18,5,20,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,3,8,71,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635539859450265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926232015916892,0.0,0.10041468710839284,0.14828813125570572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080170290980186,0.0,0.12271178213973405,0.0,0.1233244987473216,0.10093199009232767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286607119962118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261403166182413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432608603041404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639126828779708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997063166756855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379680363660814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175845203104688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303722854259799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963565093055453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721378868155759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412773791468715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761806954101801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325366950833787,0.0,0.0,0.1395101998506227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677317323691578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820003914541965,0.11461247753746065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41883828299944337,0.0,0.0,0.08408947711068128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676091352326393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399072925508433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550302043326457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289637558694182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052900565612488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111986851530335,0.0,0.0,0.09324440248998074,0.0,0.0,0.2535843044570792
socialanxiety,ShinigamiSky,2019/07/10,"I just feel like I need support... Had a horrible anxiety attack last night, I'm sick right now and having horrible insomnia almost every night. I feel like shit, honestly, I'm about to finish college and the fact that I have to change my environment and look for a job scares the shit out of me and triggers my anxiety insanely... Is hard to look for a good therapist were I live so I've been trying to just take it easy and read books or listen to podcasts online in the meantime, but I feel like I'm so lonely, my mom basically saw me having bad anxiety and the only thing she said?
""It's because you spend time online and watch homosexual people online, which calls demons, you called this on yourself"". 
My father: idk distract yourself, I don't have time for this.
Right now I feel like a teenager complaining about parents, but my friends are all out of the city and I feel like I have no one to relay on... I feel like crap, living in my room and crying every fucking day because of my anxiety.
I'm trying to stay strong, but sometimes suicidal thoughts come by... The only thing that keeps me alive are my friends and my cats.",4.4228110859728496,5.709562782805432,5.2810378959276,81.80173783936651,70.49321266968326,8.239932126696834,28.29213800904977,8.660442795831766,2.095626470588235,889,32,171,15,16,290,121,221,0.209,0.6409999999999999,0.15,-0.8857,2,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,1,8,22,5,2,10,0,12,6,3,1,2,32,34,16,1,1,6,3,7,6,2,0,2,2,1,0,9,13,0,1,7,2,1,1,2,10,0,1,6,13,26,12,22,28,1,20,1,1,4,1,13,9,4,2,15,102,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739069845335373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976110442469085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064599305941136,0.0,0.0,0.08120708490810755,0.1185761956612498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19862433882554206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288697694548446,0.08377989529364391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683428988249792,0.06272391814493976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638895671948044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950620090118871,0.4168904905786751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028390667930022,0.08991424810139491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157611666292543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712483423638917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651441044569198,0.08644814281177217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927895119682955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850945951568913,0.0,0.1717627090376004,0.0,0.16334589287929066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390840039444942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211621171772573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254170168490355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659051200578608,0.1479394901133536,0.0,0.0,0.10799445330683766,0.0,0.0,0.06742704692138396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728517880624422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611706864873466,0.09251544713262934,0.0,0.09737308498203094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966964259706996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619149862932304,0.0,0.0,0.10366500318043123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638540618877597,0.11036820082521442,0.0,0.0,0.07312655808725217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292503173121188,0.12922892877320408,0.0,0.0,0.07721267026709137,0.11342484584307368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206476228492353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bezelkk,2019/07/10,"Why do I act like an autistic Mark Zuckerberg esc type person when Im outside but like a genuinely likeable person with a good sense of humour when Im by myself or with my family? Its like my brain is saying, all you need is family. Fuck your outside life.",5.623782051282049,5.446271250000002,6.6007692307692345,78.61089743589746,67.26923076923077,9.241025641025642,28.871794871794872,8.841846274778883,2.1835179487179484,203,6,39,3,3,68,39,52,0.073,0.615,0.312,0.9382,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,6,1,0,3,0,3,3,1,0,1,6,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,4,5,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,5,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258016331064999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357755810822721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136749766059882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938599853485016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993178247586016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632532025134235,0.3387537694912746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137917712797374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036257430255899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380300643033834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085579145784789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,choosername_taken,2019/07/10,"The Social Anxiety Support Forum (SAS) What do you think of SAS? ([https://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/](https://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/))

It's a great forum and has a friendly atmosphere, and it's a nice way to relate to others and make friends. Unfortunately, it has been getting less and less active lately, and I'm hoping to bring new people in and remind existing members about it if they've forgotten it.

I'm new to reddit, but I find that social anxiety is still very common, so I'm sure a lot of people would benefit from SAS. It's much more personal than other types of forums such as reddit - you can get to know people very well, and it's a lot more than just names on a screen as it is on here.

What have been your experiences with SAS? I would be very interested to know. :)",6.803862068965517,8.354443903448281,7.398793103448278,67.84301724137933,65.13793103448276,8.83448275862069,25.53448275862069,9.120678840339163,1.9227103448275864,646,16,112,11,10,213,86,145,0.038,0.747,0.215,0.9796,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,0,7,10,0,0,7,0,12,0,0,1,1,23,24,12,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,13,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,10,19,19,7,10,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,4,5,78,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362056582508244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101652600155865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110357179730088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385523641537931,0.0,0.16131784176913028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020817245834693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15333748669388655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969008748394926,0.0,0.17415112695844118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26250238215842325,0.0,0.0,0.10305207528188806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348951519912025,0.0,0.0,0.29820877498376097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321089898574357,0.13480157375419927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31474873727050723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329073119054774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519237965006906,0.1455044666985213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989226076907446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821472604640723,0.0,0.1225423058020826,0.0,0.0,0.13880915934732654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193389841923815,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Userpicaway,2019/07/10,"I'm such a fucking idiot. I hate myself so much. 

I embarrassed myself in front of so many people today. So fucks sakes I just want to kill myself.

I went to a information session. I asked the guy where it was. He told me ""level 2"". It didn't register in my head. I literally said ""wheres that?"". And he said, the third time ""level 2"", then I said ""oh yeah level 2 right"". In front of all these people. 

Am I that fucking dumb? He told me level two like 10 fucking times. I'm so fucking cringe, seriously what the fuck? It was so quiet too so everyone heard. 

And you know what? I didnt even go the session. I got back in the elevator, and went home. Crying. I drove an hour and back, for nothing. 

Fuck my life. This is why I don't do anything. Because it *always* backfires. I try so hard to improve myself and my life but nothing fucking works.",-0.8877574750830561,1.192807034883721,1.7615282392026583,93.37441860465118,100.74418604651164,4.0850498338870445,17.770764119601328,5.985473137389443,-0.1568677740863782,638,20,137,7,28,218,98,172,0.135,0.8140000000000001,0.051,-0.9157,0,0,0,0,0,1,40.0,0,1,0,1,15,15,12,1,8,1,8,11,1,0,1,11,33,14,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,1,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,6,3,14,0,2,14,6,23,1,10,19,2,24,0,0,0,8,13,11,9,0,8,85,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826941031411116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178323241917904,0.0,0.09290911149017723,0.0,0.0,0.1528378344262854,0.0,0.06058257760432825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916687993768803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564112598206308,0.0,0.0,0.09496412489403323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7350192855097936,0.0,0.0,0.05648129793150005,0.0,0.07948516960078884,0.0,0.0,0.09840418300881353,0.0,0.0,0.08902709354024572,0.09811952698001322,0.10199499570115868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968863224248917,0.0,0.09787162716686752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995188090554853,0.0,0.054617958047273235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039343091852638,0.048553211823979536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075813661819144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305748581851892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072015168218606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779846047398048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487201117133074,0.2836062107199115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590133225690225,0.0,0.0942028776140662,0.18992824978806647,0.0,0.06747411371486746,0.0,0.09708214634270218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586183037843167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425692747890307,0.08967714177147011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723515576998808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxiousi,2019/07/10,"I literally can’t speak sometimes. It’s not even that I don’t know what to say, I just freeze. This is making me look like a huge asshole because people think I’m ignoring them. anyone know anything that could help this?",2.91,5.0288472727272815,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727276,76.27272727272728,6.218181818181819,24.63636363636364,7.1686216300943375,1.0112454545454548,176,6,35,2,4,56,37,44,0.064,0.731,0.205,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,20,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447766960140393,0.0,0.2880773260325171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133990849244001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795019670505572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23121756735848684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346441703635542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847780245948029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102624852062334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939701672178973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336740733963641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426940758545545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783892740482328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34622763313551674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431036567537704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OpeningEmphasis,2019/07/10,"Social anxiety due to weight issues/ appearance Hey guys, I was wondering if anyone has social anxiety due to how they may think they look fat and people are judging you in public? My social anxiety is bad due to fearing I may look ugly. I’m chubby but i feel uncomfortable, tense all the time, and only feel comfortable with a jacket / long sleeves in public. Plus I get really bad headaches and my lips/mouth starts shaking when I’m eating in public. How do you guys deal with it?",3.9279347826086974,6.104464402173918,5.0558695652173915,79.29728260869571,73.45652173913044,8.078260869565218,25.630434782608692,8.841846274778883,2.181713043478261,383,13,67,8,8,126,62,92,0.24,0.716,0.044000000000000004,-0.9433,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,7,3,1,2,1,18,18,9,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,6,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,5,10,1,9,15,1,12,0,0,2,0,14,3,0,5,7,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37954093189669097,0.0,0.0,0.11563607576381653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761672841421062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049735739192226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922288251766054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609611988945093,0.16724007471050736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864031291629808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275002514417821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726115653360394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463542409758103,0.27775157588335825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577734827018106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146522156722675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059453200999116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5057458400513914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705533170654912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596748327038276,0.0,0.0,0.0964331858056617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138573410840205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17934528243077613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,johnny_294,2019/02/11,Father.. Son What would you expect your father to say? If you did everything he asked of you.  (perfect life),0.11650000000000205,1.20375765,1.3099999999999987,92.79500000000002,122.5,3.6,14.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.3942000000000001,83,2,15,1,5,26,17,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132567598811271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934210564072151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877869258789325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366003345328914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900059070494315,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toms16,2019/02/11,"Help Hello all. Just seeking some advice.
 
New to reddit. So apologies if I come across as a reddit-noob.

I didn’t know if this page was the best to help but thought I had nothing to lose so I’d give it a shot.

So basically, I’m having problems but unsure what the problem is, I want to know what I have but feel to nervous to go seek help and advice in person.

So...
I’m finding speaking what I’m thinking extremely difficult…

For the past few years it’s been getting harder and harder for me to string full sentences together out loud. I know what it is I want to say, and I often spend the time mentally planning out my sentence structure in my head – however, when I do eventually speak, it’s a mess and not what I had originally planned in my head. 

Ive always had a slight problem with social situations, at school although I was captain of the football team and hung around with all the ‘cool kids’, I was still the awkward member of the group and (for example) couldn’t really speak to girls very well, a few of my mates used to say I was autistic (as a joke). But at school I kind of just thought I was young and a bit shy.

The problem has become so much worse post school and college. I can literally feel it getting worse each day that passes. I’m now 24. 

I pronounce words incorrectly, jump between the beginning and the end of my train of thought. Nothing makes sense, and I often lose track about half way through because I’m wondering if what I’ve just said made any sense or not. At this point I usually apologise for not making sense and start over. 

I also often overthink social interaction with cashiers, waiting staff, etc. I plan the entire social exchange in my head, do things because I think it’ll make their lives easier which usually results in awkwardness.

It’s really horrible, due to struggling to speak so much, I try not to speak unless I really need to, therefore I feel like people may think I’m rude or unsociable (colleagues, family and friends). 

Thanks and apologies for the essay I seem to have just written 😅.

Tom
",5.023174603174604,5.996446137844615,5.581353383458649,81.36788638262324,68.82456140350878,8.51762740183793,31.068504594820386,8.735056554316923,2.42905246449457,1615,65,310,26,27,521,210,399,0.125,0.784,0.091,-0.9643,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,7,20,20,1,4,20,1,23,3,3,8,2,79,62,34,0,11,18,0,3,1,2,2,0,9,0,3,18,21,0,1,15,2,2,4,6,12,1,1,16,13,35,8,48,43,13,37,0,2,0,0,28,15,0,12,17,199,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690813946629675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918539278952142,0.07198676395553831,0.0,0.0,0.058832638265263165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701600045373448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547653455721936,0.0955481621062586,0.0,0.0,0.0907913394211296,0.0,0.09445112441012513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452434252811911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055794516621863466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662592269997001,0.0,0.09648622752591964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155790977334709,0.0,0.13123257166630226,0.06180577811997229,0.0,0.0,0.07907243238543778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684067399808358,0.0,0.09040022143577167,0.08299232585883436,0.04916802659022916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26636565612144164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739659798876553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009124997408363,0.14263786307615914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042266479302542,0.0,0.07639364382714214,0.0,0.0,0.19357457186859486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818618495262361,0.17324674672187165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718598831214026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719581655848922,0.06414920005623219,0.0,0.08355597557275557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602546033157742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258761503820561,0.05997806899634552,0.07554088241962859,0.0,0.0,0.08178390450046936,0.0,0.08285671078990706,0.0,0.0,0.3311297092242065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662696795225415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229483752741378,0.13759916493976587,0.0,0.26267103702004874,0.0,0.07875929927335379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724561133377356,0.0,0.2645710657343563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123521224879145,0.0,0.06909037015604629,0.0,0.0,0.09044345001774412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965067288597738,0.0,0.0,0.05747620547078205,0.16630446221278186,0.0,0.20604788772988555,0.05044713909692379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873747840051876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472051119882411,0.19056638775505289,0.07138329438778875,0.10205666033513792,0.0686709632255827,0.0,0.0,0.07778667631984702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382098427605054,0.0,0.0,0.17633076848634058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571232306184247
socialanxiety,crescentbanana,2019/02/11,"I have a toxic relationship with my friend Hey, my first post on reddit, sorry if wrong subreddit 

So, I am, engineering student in my twenties. 

I met a nice guy in the first day at schools, we had good moments, well I’m not being honest here, we do still share good moments but fewer, will come back to this later. We used to hangout together during the first month at school (September), we even met on weekends.

To be honest I’m not the most confident person on earth and my social skills are near absolute zero, I’m also suffering from social anxiety to some level, so needless to say that I was kinda happy to met such a cool and popular guy, we shared a lot of common interests. But over time I felt that our friendship faded, we spent fewer and fewer time together, when we met I felt he was being distant, he had new friends (who in fact were also my friend and rejected me.. it’s another story)

And here we are now, during parties or at school we barely stay together, I always feel like I’m running after him, and when I manage to, he won’t stay for long with me. He left me when we were supposed to find and appartement together to go with other guys, and I can’t get over it.

So here we are now, I’m keeping as a friend because I have someone to stay with sometimes, so I’m not « that » lonely weirdo, I honestly don’t consider him a friend after he dumped me for the flatshare. I’m probably not his friend either, since the only times he needs me or stay with me is when he has no one else, when he needs a ride somewhere, needs some cash/weed or that I help him with school. He did not helped me when I was going through hard times either.

So what should I do ? Keep him as a friend, I’m still attached but is it worth it ?",3.678547008547007,4.67314798860399,4.946568660968662,84.60491282051285,71.96296296296295,7.8952022792022785,26.00581196581196,8.238735603445708,1.5557358632478628,1348,42,276,20,25,448,176,351,0.079,0.718,0.203,0.9937,0,3,0,0,0,0,45.0,12,0,0,4,24,26,1,0,13,1,27,0,0,1,1,57,53,30,0,5,14,0,4,1,7,3,0,1,0,4,12,26,0,2,4,2,2,5,9,5,1,5,15,6,43,21,37,32,6,54,0,3,0,0,51,14,0,9,31,188,55,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637787730851972,0.07094996260578204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941112915522093,0.06522992996886426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556597281664338,0.0,0.05197869560607218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345099328060221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054990926809460224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123062919476547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631883359181684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04311415756992743,0.06091561011329396,0.16374166347568606,0.0,0.0779335785167409,0.2175872299200136,0.0,0.0,0.4611459304583882,0.0,0.044549108599907836,0.0,0.09691975180691448,0.1430378201325047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532867341029367,0.0,0.09076957103884513,0.07638354752821115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430693727095716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158056558874092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264413509741054,0.0,0.0,0.0416577292993138,0.0,0.0,0.07545966261233407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249196370508296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680602536737534,0.0,0.0,0.1896758415751932,0.0,0.08235254672703693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057779930537756014,0.06485029884655419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445289228712555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166335322161297,0.0,0.09193352779489038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154612253529157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780868503196644,0.0,0.3451838315852072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053472575134097,0.0,0.0,0.17384035794893568,0.07224745847514376,0.0,0.08433241763682997,0.09545075478081573,0.0,0.3635381698843986,0.13619056920015893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19888226311748575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364433659937597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666634076689338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322737729352744,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1206549,2019/02/11,"Stopping Sertraline after just one dose? So my friend was put on sertraline (50 mg) and on her first dose, she had bad side effects. We don't know how soon she can see her doctor but would it be okay for her to not take her next dose? Is it just one of those things that quickly get better as she adjusts to the meds?",2.7254545454545465,3.8735436666666665,3.3246666666666687,94.737,74.45454545454545,6.492121212121212,22.29090909090909,6.742157984588678,0.2734036363636365,246,6,57,2,5,77,53,66,0.049,0.8270000000000001,0.124,0.7528,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,2,0,12,11,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,1,9,3,8,7,0,10,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,6,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23635231527547634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503531414990338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28973498446462226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407798994201217,0.0,0.0,0.21869981746352524,0.0,0.14789282291821576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556832266052914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144278731936317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30104903410847944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836322343502439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845643641446734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255707984858519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23665988504959196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283403205036236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880596782329949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108539261670588,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cheekske,2019/02/11,"Anxiety about someone small I have to do for a job interview. I know this may seem small but I have been thinking about this since I learned about it.

I have a job interview with an airline this week. The interview is taking place at the major local airport. I was specifically told not to wait in the passenger line and to by-pass the line and walk right up to the ticket person and tell them I am there for a scheduled interview. 

The idea of walking by everyone, who for all they know is some douche who is cutting the line, is making my stomach turn.",5.2389252948885945,5.872443036697247,5.638820445609436,82.36944954128441,68.1743119266055,9.164351245085193,31.16775884665793,9.23628265651192,2.5615703800786367,437,17,87,8,7,140,69,109,0.063,0.937,0.0,-0.6542,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,11,0,12,1,1,1,1,17,21,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,6,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,10,0,16,17,3,12,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,3,2,63,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820439869078299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273875205243343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686356052767088,0.0,0.0,0.4722907542911183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615607119073639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884471847426845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778347232991126,0.2486247068587069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322238744049206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166360804521903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684863524080926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016285375601493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892145389612746,0.0,0.20799351343038827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524795471260008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273875205243343,0.0,0.0,0.2588395960575961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908826510356033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gemtem79,2019/02/11,"Bad anxiety in class Hello everyone! I need some advice on how to not be so nervous when speaking in front of people. I'm in college and I've started getting anxiety before I go to certain classes where I know the professor calls on people. I get so nervous when he starts talking to students when he's teaching because I fear he'll start talking to me and if that happened my voice would start shaking and my face would turn tomato red. I only feel this way in class. When I'm out and about I'm very confident and happy and enjoy talking to people so I just don't understand why I can't act normal in class. I guess I feel this way because I'm put on the spot in front of a bunch of people, but I know I'm smart and competent I just have these social issues holding me back. And I really don't know how to not feel this way. Any advice is appreciated!",3.960084745762714,4.682878299435032,5.495833333333334,81.93154661016949,71.09039548022601,7.933898305084746,29.43926553672317,8.07648339933343,1.9862282485875704,677,26,135,9,12,230,96,177,0.071,0.812,0.11699999999999999,0.895,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,14,9,0,4,3,0,8,1,1,2,1,32,32,19,0,5,6,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,5,9,0,1,7,0,0,6,5,5,0,0,0,6,17,4,20,28,2,29,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,3,9,80,22,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24918201632451584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670401292733132,0.0,0.1950734938015324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980392236964226,0.10645673324757192,0.15544498913248497,0.0,0.10849265967210617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019121594349342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183120911872786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434723526721962,0.1934026915287972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322642327649314,0.0,0.07246088801711381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045504254069086,0.0,0.11274736178744345,0.13572555851175788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330763230953098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021112580946905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453924275630372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492241160549225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696909360556744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535683200993536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817218469049485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167942640809933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996965505326574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609791293389546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074377373747431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868281285966738,0.0,0.1327314465931665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520041701153256,0.0,0.3036094381692225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504844197238788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114393317306407,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SamoF82M4,2019/02/11,"I NEED TO END IT ALL... Im in 11th grade and today, our student council started to sell prom tickets and there was one golden ticket which can give the person who finds it a free entry to prom this year. Well.. I was the person who found it. Since I dont have a date and was thinking of even not going to prom. My anxiety kicked in real hard. A ton of people gathered around me after finding the ticket and started teasing me and trying to take it from me. Until a group of 12th graders came and stole it from me and ran. I asked to get it back and ofc they'd say no.. they made me look like a god damn fucking idiot. I backed out immediately and said congratulations. But the student council approached me and asked me if I was the one to find it. I answered yes, and told me that you are guaranteed the free entry dont worry about the 12th graders. I got a lot of pressure put on me from couple of friends (who are not really my friends (and they're just a group of people i hang out with during recess and just keep silent) since i dont have any friends because how they find me weird and really awkward because i keep quite and barely speak due to MY FUCKING ANXIETY) asking me if im going to prom and with who. Same with my teachers. 
Im a fucking depressed kid, you cant imagine how much i hate my life and want to fuckin commit suicide so bad! I've been life this for more than 6 years... 
Thanks for reading, if you even read all of this. I seriously dont want motivational comments and dont want people willing to help me. I just wanted to put this shit out there so you can say... its a goodbye message. I just hate this god damn life and NEED TO END IT. love you all
Stay strong
Stay positive
Dont let this shitty anxiety put you down. ",2.396230269266482,4.001365805013928,3.670871866295269,90.05819266480971,76.1866295264624,6.012293407613742,23.944382544103995,6.588339656340683,0.6125119034354696,1360,43,292,11,30,444,172,359,0.13,0.725,0.145,0.5849,0,0,0,0,0,3,39.0,1,6,3,3,17,27,11,2,16,1,21,9,1,4,4,64,55,28,1,9,10,0,1,1,3,1,3,4,0,3,21,27,0,2,9,5,3,9,10,17,1,2,12,6,42,12,40,40,8,32,0,1,1,5,37,8,7,4,14,190,63,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904261249822403,0.0,0.16550987853125412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420017829874641,0.20226136973745096,0.0,0.0,0.11090835348993912,0.06021539419246081,0.08792474661126105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248361046088203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979703171628423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211500039375425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071295137846665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277500226098925,0.0,0.0,0.09526632238966376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636576414123317,0.0,0.0,0.07907350251402498,0.16715422105812314,0.2000153767028154,0.03767860120124738,0.06918201524585232,0.08197247468300996,0.0,0.057679234466933335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460343014939579,0.14240289681431612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833907612662428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336989674689011,0.0,0.0,0.1282033212374873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374538997193204,0.1528169152856634,0.03523313975403787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605608324727832,0.0,0.0,0.061312018951256216,0.065089177247183,0.06823965545453961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053014919327154464,0.10694894715562604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773784610237464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999231461881954,0.1259410535891995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749508152852515,0.0,0.0767062129385817,0.1442747365585382,0.08208590437007635,0.09240108555914142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860059223018436,0.1147020212793098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402793888523118,0.11931326511119593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209077390082424,0.15373606964308506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888522506664489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422364965008307,0.0,0.0,0.06639642893383875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621020767561821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835929133260132,0.0689116982856098,0.0,0.04896328767938792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701479108624044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484261010153379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323917955665754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288306463424544
socialanxiety,gravesfineart11,2019/02/11,"Seriously what's the point? You know how horrible it is that every single occurance is incredibily anxious/panic attack. I cant do anything anymore. No girl, no rising point in my job. I'm doing myself right now. Fuck it. Not worth living. ""Come on baby, take a chance with us"" - the Doors. - The End",0.5078947368421076,2.8373149649122844,3.1944035087719307,82.31265789473683,101.10526315789473,5.087017543859648,17.980701754385965,6.742157984588678,0.6766364912280705,231,7,41,4,10,80,50,57,0.284,0.684,0.032,-0.9308,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,5,10,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,10,1,9,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,2,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850704675090265,0.2502518003471235,0.0,0.0,0.20765293029966264,0.0,0.0,0.2870712588367908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736711237475004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349684660497016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21260591126678624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332827034773082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504068383900581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867853715256928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22281935269976455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4770825359054132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549553984148384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972700686266372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035319199456067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Varga03,2019/02/11,"""Social anxiety"" around my boyfriend is ruining our relationship Every day I struggle to talk with my boyfriend, because even though we have been going out for almost six months, I'm still trying to prove to him that I'm worthy his love. So I don't tell him the bad things about my day, I don't tell him my opinion, I'm scared to take up too much talking-space so I usually answer things very shortly. I don't know if I'm doing anything right in our communication. Almost every fight we have stems from this, and yesterday it was especially bad. He specifically said that he would be communicating like I do, and has only spoken to me in one-word utterances since then - not the most mature way to handle it maybe, but I also understand how fucking frustrated he must be to do that.

​

I don't know if this counts as social anxiety, but it's the same feeling I have when trying to talk to new people, only difference is I should not be feeling like this with him. I don't know how to stop this behaviour.",7.549346733668344,6.468177929648242,7.884567839195981,73.97820854271356,63.67336683417086,10.975075376884424,33.4678391959799,10.125756701596842,3.1235865326633165,804,27,155,15,10,265,115,199,0.124,0.81,0.066,-0.8491,0,0,0,0,1,0,25.0,4,0,0,0,12,11,3,2,3,0,22,2,0,2,2,33,37,15,0,5,6,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,1,8,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,3,3,25,3,21,28,3,19,0,1,0,2,22,7,1,6,12,106,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25578829377141465,0.0,0.0,0.10213844925216592,0.0,0.13838566598611035,0.15519501253241585,0.0,0.0,0.195412453202363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051035125015622,0.11369878144480156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132834246049083,0.07785754505247636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647389766758524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344127625203264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435852559496622,0.0,0.21522092676937285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291591651641235,0.09124391836875603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807601995282475,0.0,0.0,0.07258679594395354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105763883362416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479607261734732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527320226140113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831292606308198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019456953450019,0.0,0.09388964151848188,0.0,0.0,0.12335375180591132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654706495648888,0.1942751739049916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885456699662472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712457145304618,0.0,0.1090730486349274,0.12149193272748253,0.0,0.12787101675188245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565214313126307,0.0,0.0,0.26039098024935303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199816726436924,0.10678048719588362,0.0,0.1335217356925562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603030792244184,0.20531462714083476,0.2232675926296286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970433379034494,0.0,0.12548524839513886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173428370207077,0.0,0.0,0.13296208054928135,0.0,0.0,0.14066665332162434,0.10538321309326797,0.0,0.10137899648631957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072934429545568,0.0,0.15519501253241585,0.0
socialanxiety,teeohwa,2019/02/11,"The compulsion to be 'nice' Posting with a throwaway because I'm too embarrassed to post under my own account name. 

I bought a 'painting' Craigslist for $15. I made a point of asking the seller if it was really a painting on canvas as opposed to a print, and she said it was a painting. All good. So I agree to buy and make arrangements to pick up.  I get there and it is not a painting and it is not on canvas. It is something that has been printed onto a plastic, 'canvas-looking' material.  It is also framed weirdly; a 3-inch deep 'canvas' in a 1-1/2 inch deep frame, meaning that the picture sticks out 1-1/2 inches. Not what I expected or wanted. 

So what do I do? I not only buy it and thank the lady, I tell her I only have a $20 bill and tell her to just take it, even though she tells me she probably has the $5 in change.  

Of course, not looking her in the eye even once in the entire exchange.  **sigh**  I have better days and worse days, but I really hate when am just a doormat because I'm afraid of someone not liking me or getting upset with me.

Really upset me, just wanted to vent. Rant *finie*.   ",0.9149816446402356,3.0621862158590325,3.0696751101321595,89.90087096182086,83.31718061674009,5.369236417033775,22.23366372980911,6.6274283507984215,0.5952439060205585,849,29,176,9,24,288,124,227,0.11,0.855,0.035,-0.9526,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,1,12,12,1,4,19,0,15,1,1,3,1,33,31,17,0,4,13,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,1,1,0,7,0,6,6,1,0,6,3,22,5,24,24,2,20,0,0,2,0,12,15,0,3,4,123,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134412138636536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185372576500282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499508200613804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419915333953916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051775511308314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957157811694145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004418756054948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855276671809246,0.0,0.0,0.12726989854618778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980899342564616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413109311477008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25484193248110243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357733338370893,0.10128570697944436,0.0,0.0,0.16528620877099265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615950824252466,0.0,0.2308058371483904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434406257596462,0.0,0.2906444371098005,0.0,0.16359828113445885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916200567977567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433675016889053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856637079387306,0.1168146494742872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408743158555172,0.0,0.3978747972979928,0.1396991551176908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490809516391306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899697148022364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546330902568661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,makinglemons,2019/02/11,"What has helped me story time

for years and years ive been extremely shy, self conscious, unconfident, hostile towards everyone basically. several months ago I actually started my process of facing these fears I have around socializing. it worked. I joined clubs, got a job at a retail store, built friendships. the way I started acting was the way I always wanted to act but I never thought it was possible for me. believe me I was the quietest kid ever in school. im in my early 20s now.

forward to now and I feel myself slowly slipping back into my old habits and ways of being extremely hostile and shy around people. I hate it. I feel it at work, I dread going in and have trouble talking to people, I want to hide away and sleep more, I avoid my roommates and family more, etc.

so now that ive noticed this change back to my old ways ive decided to make a change again. this is what im doing now and im pretty sure its what I did before to become less shy, although I forget because it was almost a year ago..

1) state out loud what it is that you want to change

\-for me its ""im not happy with my hostility towards people due to my self consciousness/shyness""

​

2) state that you have the power and ability to make that change

\-""but I have the power to change this if I want to which I do""

​

3) set an ultimate goal for yourself

\-for me this is ""I want to be able to be completely comfortable/open/friendly around anybody and everybody""

​

4) take very, very, small, manageable steps

\-the key is tiny baby steps that are a little uncomfortable for you but not too scary. just enough to push you out of your comfort zone a little. 

\-they can be the tiniest step in the world, you'll see one of my steps is just to keep my door open, totally doable but still uncomfortable for me cause usually I would keep it shut.

\-we slowly become used to these things so they're not scary anymore

\-practice makes perfect. the first time you went to go ride a bike chances are you were scared and bad at it but now you're probably a natural at it. 

\-I have a bunch of small steps I am going to take such as:

\-making eye contact, smiling, and saying hi to more people even if its just one person a day instead of ignoring them like I usually do

\-joining a sports team

\-going to the grocery store/gym when I know its going to be busy instead of going when I know its going to be dead such as in the morning

\-keeping my bedroom door wide open all the time instead of closed which I usually do so that it doesn't give my roommates/friends the chance to start a conversation with me or see what im doing. this is a metaphor too for being a more open person.

​

5) keep changing the steps once you become comfortable with the first steps

\-as you become comfortable with the first baby steps, keep modifying them to other steps that bring you closer and closer to your goal. 

\-its not a race. give yourself a few months depending on your current comfort zone level.

\-you will notice the changes every day though as you make these tiny, completely doable steps.

\-soon you will be doing the things that you once thought were impossible.

​

it is based on this video

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6egPDcH11OI](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6egPDcH11OI)

thanks!",5.1540641381436965,6.899558921095013,5.1062959536780115,81.98636139377123,69.28985507246377,7.797183677664714,27.86655017644842,8.332992426153591,1.9171857402268133,2634,91,481,39,47,818,281,621,0.10400000000000001,0.799,0.09699999999999999,-0.8179,4,1,0,0,0,1,134.0,1,17,3,11,32,20,4,4,35,0,47,3,3,8,6,80,90,32,1,8,15,0,2,1,0,4,0,2,3,5,44,28,0,7,8,5,2,24,6,11,0,5,12,7,69,9,70,66,11,106,0,0,3,0,36,36,0,5,42,332,113,8,0.048970097690157734,0.0,0.0477877513240772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868180738314103,0.0,0.04903647912073733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04074704419094575,0.26529540193897594,0.29752014368918894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856517825085477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078130762357104,0.0,0.0,0.04600901877694435,0.0753099647599925,0.04088798608893468,0.02985171702790633,0.2163345020544064,0.0416699463162024,0.05517253072635666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030577976202637,0.3626270910706778,0.0,0.1026884314660659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316332363009683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050599201446181935,0.054614603585244524,0.03234428767635834,0.04429625695175021,0.041259419366952696,0.046793026910378656,0.0,0.0,0.046164649875195085,0.05510497439898936,0.049521505557891976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496182023658647,0.0,0.0,0.07566835199967265,0.0,0.0,0.0939531598161004,0.1948158452356253,0.0,0.03916586062637868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212957958643937,0.0,0.048347833158391626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03282362423635569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264480544081622,0.0,0.04859526574744956,0.21763436433543765,0.0,0.0,0.053825370023634495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023924316156232386,0.0981618055836056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343960233610375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781749295486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037768758249411935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150556158373336,0.10277175973745103,0.10430311165784628,0.06636681110188075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579879931211492,0.08551760087664925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520642725326913,0.0,0.049820194418799424,0.05279804783692243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038942987199013526,0.04902761069046134,0.04956035325118048,0.07804565535826916,0.0,0.10217298374459664,0.05532227160574555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049005463309055516,0.04991884764529703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398386157840964,0.0,0.039107583272613926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615373753567258,0.0,0.07363883811829146,0.03936030956901688,0.0,0.04508508661297852,0.0,0.0,0.06506711388477834,0.0,0.04811287234581356,0.0777535751059853,0.08566457331067437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229444142910807,0.16180093248725566,0.08081091831578963,0.14441916194568258,0.15548073670408982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045395771169190934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130162869896686,0.0,0.0,0.0347869523783461,0.0,0.29752014368918894,0.09460541209422528
socialanxiety,introverted_dropout,2019/02/11,"Should I just kill myself? Honestly, It feels inevitable :-( My social anxiety has ruined my entire life. For the past 5, now going on 6 years all I have done is live at home with my parents, work 12-18ish hours per week, and avoid going out as much as possible. I just turned 24 and feel like a failure/loser. I have one friend (bless his heart) who is ""doing"" life by the book. Just got the job his degree prepared him for as a recruiter and will be making at least 80K within 2-3 years. We sometimes hang out and have a few drinks. He never wants to go places though, so even when we chill I am stuck inside another building the entire time. 

 I failed out of the state college I went to after high school because I couldn't figure out what I want to do in life. I promptly went to a community college after and I failed out there, too. I have gone back a few times and when I force myself to stay I get As in the classes (gen eds), another wise I have all Fs and a few Ds because I didn't complete the classes. If I applied myself I would have around a 3.3-3.5 GPA, I know it. Right now I am at around 1.89 after my last semester thanks to all the times that I dropped out. I retook one class last semester and got an A to help slowly repair my GPA.

I feel so fucking LOST in life. How can I find myself? I am still stuck in my parent's house, in the same city I was born. I am so boring and that makes it hard for me to be social. Some days are too much to handle. The confusion of life + insane boredom + no friends or social contact just make me want to end it. I used to cope by getting high on weed but I quit 315 days ago. I thought that the daily weed use was my main problem but I am still an unmotivated, anxious, piece of shit. I used to smoke every day which fucked up my brain. Just thinking and especially talking is somewhat difficult, especially when combined with anxiety.

My good days consist of me binging my latest Netflix or Amazon Prime show, and thinking to myself how I will study IT and everything will be ok. Then I get a sigh of relief, but not for long. I hate IT, I just know it pays well. To tell the truth, I fucking hate sitting at a computer all day, but how ironic is it that I do just that. I fuck around on Reddit, and YouTube all day. I have goals of my owning my own E-commerce business for years now. I have taken so much action towards it (created an LLC, own multiple websites, have set up stores, yada yada, but my lack of deep interest in anything and procreation features keeps me from succeeding). It is hard to stay motivated for me since I have to use my computer to work on it. At this point, after putting so much mental energy and money into it (without really ""going for it"") the thought of my Ecom business makes me sick. I used to have huge goals of beating the status goal, and not working in a cubical for 30 years. I was going to make it by 29ish. Nope. Now, I just want to stop being a delivery driver for fucks sake.

I want to go back to college to get my BA so that I don't regret it in the future. I have constant FOMO and ""The grass is always greener on the other side"" feelings whenever I do decide on doing anything (which is rare because I am extremely indecisive. When I decide that I will go back to school I think about my business and how much more potential there is there and no need for (scary) student loans, on the other hand, the idea of not having a degree terrifies me because then in the future I will most likely be fucked. I am not interested in any of the trades. I wanted to become a mechanical engineer but I am not smart enough. I have not even taken calc.

I take prescription drugs too. 1mg/day of Klonopin has literally kept me alive for the past 3 years. I also take Trileptal for my mood (when I started it it helped so much). Now my doc has lowered the Trileptal and put me on 1500mg of Gabapentin/day so I can try to get off the addictive Klonopin. I have tried multiple SSRIs but none have really worked. I am really scared and skeptical of them so the longest I went was around 2 months on Celexa @ 20mg/day. I told myself it helped but it felt like a placebo. I sure as fuck didn't start becoming a better person, all I noticed was I tricked myself into being a little happier and I couldn't get my dick up as a side effect. I've tried other anti-depressants but was too much of a bitch to get past the starting side effects. At this point, I might try one again. I CANT LEAVE MY HOUSE. Even going to try and work on my computer at a coffee shop makes me feel worse than if I was about to give a huge public speech.

Please help me. I could end my life easier if I prove to myself that I really am fucked. I don't know what to do. I know this post is terribly written, I just needed to put my thoughts down, and might as well see if anyone can help push me in the right direction. 

​

PS: Gonna post this other places. Advice as to where I could get good/better answers would be great. ",2.7936194898419338,4.267364247778879,4.139332382728238,87.66048432110955,74.83415597235933,6.976802798191414,24.15474144760094,7.617457366771482,1.0639985350931718,3865,118,811,50,81,1275,420,1013,0.13,0.76,0.111,-0.9666,4,1,3,0,0,2,135.0,2,0,1,18,60,52,15,4,51,1,82,23,5,18,10,151,168,69,1,22,31,2,9,3,2,11,9,1,1,1,40,40,1,4,26,5,6,18,19,28,3,3,28,11,130,22,129,118,30,147,1,5,1,9,27,63,11,13,61,569,170,31,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047749081462767816,0.0,0.04280140555373548,0.038826558428216015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03502729630402518,0.0364455791804142,0.04745789428188873,0.053222481138899366,0.029785886438979888,0.0918574236703342,0.06701462524574678,0.049482171536152884,0.0,0.030626373722624993,0.0,0.07208826650377141,0.15596715776411546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010397933727081,0.0,0.10680167243675863,0.09674856643750514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03873804065716799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048895916672874254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045924059452889805,0.0473328507322174,0.0,0.06994237473168778,0.0,0.0,0.25422967021658355,0.0,0.03772536277410903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04482318560799335,0.0,0.04290787901608032,0.05079475007343357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758860044768548,0.0452576926593936,0.0,0.08678958100755325,0.0,0.03690386542958928,0.0,0.039365123880432035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073440956144988,0.03129113265418928,0.04205541160390633,0.0,0.04003292323671268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768041631025393,0.32394333515494433,0.18307190084551175,0.04201749345647837,0.19914296548689828,0.07347567226213317,0.07006262677305722,0.04829027795323674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847340653266202,0.0864879804934248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051903880858424095,0.14679297846591824,0.09255540426882836,0.043935538348859236,0.0,0.043134733940329885,0.101079943327773,0.0,0.04944550688289909,0.0,0.0,0.043465302594525086,0.0389319550178749,0.048458835991491866,0.0,0.09628658098087838,0.07140661352504989,0.0,0.04637847442755924,0.0,0.0,0.1856258079570624,0.06419623136759793,0.04389967332507371,0.038676701687856134,0.03876212203163358,0.0,0.0,0.04781349119958137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754233050203769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0441406678929941,0.09293095622946083,0.0,0.0,0.03496119339890545,0.0,0.2253891871472468,0.06495512845816068,0.033781696234808915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049867233985275504,0.0,0.0,0.08904118999272054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727068879840067,0.0,0.12543778735722366,0.0,0.0382449642170798,0.09152453667918027,0.04807986771655644,0.08281138374260735,0.04937855630210061,0.08389766806540583,0.0,0.0,0.04191122566633265,0.0,0.132094997991388,0.0,0.046587292792274096,0.0,0.0,0.11223905502190436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481088701252109,0.0,0.0,0.043852007008713965,0.08865702111597865,0.034903379723910916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496065092427708,0.03623228029904277,0.0,0.0,0.13394748138732254,0.0,0.0,0.043319879131386164,0.0,0.09300679683370174,0.09337114967376296,0.06995837617264042,0.03661923391125961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041281514505589166,0.0,0.06586514822565348,0.035205235310834554,0.03828362472400937,0.04032567580384786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419690110498197,0.04303383309128831,0.10431826900643576,0.07662138571131813,0.0,0.0,0.04185331724582879,0.0,0.14868854371799267,0.04764243747678052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18914812652085172,0.0,0.0,0.15500824974283672,0.0,0.03513417153279074,0.0,0.0787639370133994,0.12181068875938345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04222218199268598,0.0,0.1594366662685512,0.0,0.04463651810200442,0.06222932988263384,0.0,0.053222481138899366,0.14103064021111492
socialanxiety,Seffuski,2019/02/11,"How do I solve this? (Long text, be warned)
So I'm a 15yr on the second grade of highschool. I study in the same school since I was in 2th grade. I used to be a timid but normal kid until about 6th grade. That's probably the time I developed my selective mutism (I know there's a subreddit about that but it's pretty empty). The friendship I had with my old friends started fading away that year, but I made new friends who I could speak with pretty ok. They were about 2 guys and 3-4 gals (one of them being my crush).

 In 7th grade a new guy joined our group, and we boys kinda went away from the girls (we still talked, but not the same as before). Ff to 9th grade. We boys basically don't speak with those girls anymore. By the end of 8th grade I started using a spine corrector for my scoliosis, and it looked pretty ugly, and I think that's where my social anxiety started and it was torture having to live with that thing. When I started highschool all the boys went to other schools so I stood there alone, only surrounded by aquaintances (the girls were still there but we didn't speak anymore, only my crush would rarely say something to me, wich I wouldn't awnser because selective mutism).

 I started hanging around with the other guys from my class, but thanks to my sm and anxiety I didn't make friends, I was only with them to not be alone on the intervals (It took all of my courage to join their group the first day, I stopped using the spine corrector the day after). In class I just stood there quiet, sometimes a few of the guys would come and ""high-five"" me for some reason but that was about it. 

Ff to today, second year in highschool. I didn't have the courage to join them at the first day so I sat by the corridor near my class like I always did when I was alone. This same day as I was walking to class some girls (mostly aquantances) said hi to me, including my crush (who used to be my friend in 6th-7th grade). The day after that I went to the same place, but this time one of the class groups (consisted by my crush, a guy who used to be my friend until 6th grade and a few other girls who sometimes greet me and ""high-five"" me and stuff (the ones that greeted me the first day)) sat on the other side of the corridor and started playing uno (like the usually do). Only that this time, they probably took pity and invited me to play too. This resulted in my routine being always playing uno with them since then. They kinda talk with me while doing so, but the thing is: they don't talk with me while in class (maybe I'm the one who doesn't talk with them but I would change that if I could). They sit literally on the seats next to me so there's no excuse (my crush sits behind me). 

So this is my situation right now. I really hope I could turn things out but I just can't speak with them because of my selective mutism. I really wanted this ""interval-relationship"" to turn into actual mutual friendship (I even remeber my crush saying ""give space for suffuski, he's my friend"" as I was sitting down and didn't ask for space like always), but things have stayed the same for almost 2 weeks. After finally reading through this whole story of mine (thanks for wasting your time with me btw) what could I possibly do? Any tips? Before you ask on how my selective mutism works, I have a 40/100 chance of being able to awnser someone when they greet me, and I'm able to ask something when that's extremely necesary. During small talk I simply froze and can't awnser at all. Starting conversations is off-limits too. Please help. Tomorrow I'll have to go through this again.",4.181854058078926,5.348210675105483,4.418648134359233,88.21381980640359,70.94092827004219,7.714304624803507,24.911640605609325,8.060288974870295,1.208707321916108,2814,78,588,38,51,878,271,711,0.061,0.787,0.152,0.9973,0,3,2,0,0,0,101.0,5,2,13,4,32,21,1,1,39,1,48,2,2,11,3,91,90,48,0,12,17,0,1,3,6,4,0,8,0,14,41,35,0,1,3,4,0,9,13,3,0,9,26,10,91,18,92,48,14,94,0,1,1,0,70,30,0,8,54,395,132,21,0.11226572208521424,0.0,0.05477757511503241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056208951959192816,0.17441014576499472,0.0,0.0,0.140121111291577,0.0,0.0,0.03817227038679705,0.0,0.08588297011039472,0.0,0.1113374296091136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049970147185553655,0.15742994308676966,0.0,0.10547734146064354,0.0,0.0,0.06843614217038732,0.0,0.0955298607333758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938112403131826,0.048353489445012485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927008788019164,0.0,0.0,0.2172063097005042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497170537678926,0.0,0.0,0.037075225317021114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061490805519604674,0.0,0.1432397487820688,0.0,0.0,0.26020865518761593,0.0,0.0,0.0538477551937883,0.03190159851280398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27790178814011224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037624673526931066,0.11861489919888467,0.0,0.05575259663149134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030849152427878838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227104157526142,0.0,0.049566344702309854,0.049675815624583265,0.04713746585348229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053114270354314534,0.037469120624749684,0.0,0.05639300368662329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842693396189372,0.05969793453223692,0.0,0.05499828568687192,0.0,0.0,0.05890199510063469,0.0,0.15214831748933064,0.1707662810659845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864689251906726,0.061617025042974775,0.0,0.06328136670818582,0.0,0.17132189942444434,0.1210414364007508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614805139199983,0.0,0.0719202962958966,0.05771393006660496,0.0,0.060265685622948026,0.0,0.04793715662564449,0.05339520514735698,0.08927820821830235,0.0,0.11361890433108815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286736543085053,0.06309568768657317,0.0,0.05722038285506039,0.047561191003381895,0.08642763766813037,0.11103366976935757,0.0,0.2781178957214528,0.05983016115660453,0.08965555067679727,0.0469295852947542,0.0,0.0,0.06425869622444337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558733715531085,0.0,0.10335919352061552,0.0,0.0,0.1491687145591231,0.035967670810514434,0.0,0.0,0.13092609072982028,0.0,0.0532073888252259,0.0,0.12473134802829733,0.0,0.12211286771507768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424038459792546,0.06182241604755737,0.0,0.03310861579521045,0.0,0.045026395246396685,0.0,0.0,0.15610717367270036,0.0,0.0626703347340359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086539137816639,0.0,0.0,0.11962552186261753,0.0,0.0,0.07229544424659592
socialanxiety,Aakash23,2019/02/11,"Why do I feel insecure about my friends making fun of me when I am not around? I feel bad when friends make fun of me when I am not around. It's very difficult to avoid the idea that there are friends who are talking around my back. When I have the knowledge that my friends are hanging around, I always get the idea that they are making fun of me. I do not know how to get around this feeling.",4.461219512195123,4.480387560975611,4.1889268292682935,94.24021951219515,69.73170731707317,7.5356097560975615,28.59512195121951,6.742157984588678,1.0096409756097555,308,10,73,2,5,93,42,82,0.083,0.64,0.27699999999999997,0.9566,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,13,11,0,2,3,0,9,0,0,4,0,20,18,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,3,14,7,11,18,0,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230299628756547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6542374667233222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130221163686851,0.12272603596489087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295955316486496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4542398771471409,0.0,0.1535868170638009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318555380777611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077891489906147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29434016834323484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181406870284489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127772258100294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263077680931915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IluquinBoy,2019/02/11,"Haven't gone to college classes for months and I need to find a job I just want to get this out of myself.

I found out college isn't really my thing, so I stopped going. My parents still don't know about this and I'm living with them. I don't know what's going to happen when they find out. But anyway. I think I'd need to get a job now. I'm thinking of making some phone calls and see who would have a spot to hire me. Though I'm terrified of making phone calls I never know what to say and it could get awkward and cringy so fast. I know I have to do this but I'm just so bad at this, I've been procrastinating for months as well. I don't know what it's going to take for me to finally make this move. /Rant over",0.7483827493261472,2.1919952893081778,2.5688454627133868,96.87353773584907,80.38364779874216,5.549146451033244,17.64645103324349,6.1826913282559595,-0.5322492362982931,557,10,139,4,14,185,81,159,0.083,0.8909999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.8394,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,12,3,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,3,1,34,39,13,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,1,10,0,0,5,6,2,1,0,3,2,17,1,24,34,1,19,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,1,9,87,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847375882919985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897748643761153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328908768380215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543557412464126,0.2593731407148305,0.0,0.0,0.1555770777931675,0.0,0.0,0.2223978886929092,0.0,0.24192120619157734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547448471831427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816115120897224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899002199082547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252930935114693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841417132385703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22651342449798398,0.1508085695392382,0.0,0.21042200158740956,0.10943573367459453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755409556251895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089954548085148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283808558018305,0.0,0.0,0.1130694249708318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113315006000904,0.1186279309903621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668500435204804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426663300718904,0.18183712231826207,0.1394080114995096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369148299675401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757780388302742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007958914266598,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kodakbby98,2019/02/11,how does one not care if someone is mad at them? My roommate is mad at me and I know she is bc she doesn’t acknowledge me or talk to me and this has been happening today. I genuinely don’t think what I did was even that big a deal it was a small issue but now I can’t help but feel at fault and it doesn’t help that she isn’t a confronting person and now I’m scared to go home so I’ve been studying in a library but it’s dark and cold and idk what to do someone help me this is gnawing at me and I can’t stop crying and thinking about it like fuck what did I do ,-1.1913589743589732,0.641083607692309,1.2238461538461536,101.72448717948721,89.84615384615385,4.38974358974359,17.128205128205128,5.6839178017228535,-0.7746256410256414,439,11,115,3,15,148,71,130,0.205,0.695,0.1,-0.9138,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,4,1,4,0,19,1,0,1,0,21,28,15,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,11,8,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,6,2,16,2,9,22,0,12,0,0,0,1,10,7,1,2,5,79,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154831191836244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321555819097457,0.0,0.21789025249849056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849518423919264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959319720665375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686377391402699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953875915018954,0.0,0.0,0.12011379821232993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186894119480168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249858302872897,0.0,0.2119990279217633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22059214365871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615119750994445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325383624609462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321470676402073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454070535211853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159597008800712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35814852955568544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669618455075273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987331768628813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708462118077051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033295705207693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Yargnad,2019/10/17,"A short message for those in pain Well, this is embarrassing and awkward but I'm trying to do this for myself as well as for others of lost innocence. I made a short video, this is in no way self promotion. I do not care if my video gets likes or anything of that nature. My video is very crappy and I look and sound awful but my point is to let people know they aren't alone and that they can be happy. I hope its okay to share it , it was cathartic and it was very very hard for me to do. I just want to help myself and help others that have been through this. Anyways this is my shitty video and though its very embarrassing and hard to share I just hope it helps at least one of you out there. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QMWBVVM7B2A",3.47091836734694,5.223313863945581,3.3956632653061227,92.53594387755103,73.62585034013605,6.260544217687075,19.732993197278915,6.816661863887847,-0.0009496598639451292,586,11,126,5,12,177,83,147,0.192,0.57,0.239,0.8428,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,2,7,15,0,3,2,2,16,1,0,1,0,21,26,15,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,17,9,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,2,1,5,4,16,10,20,19,1,8,0,1,1,0,10,7,0,4,1,94,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303043422179214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953592882568146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049111456145645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822408065418863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756705052704712,0.2820188664903426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165280409622752,0.0,0.0,0.3126894939955525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086509027791331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096352191112767,0.0,0.0769031157738187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218568494110822,0.0,0.17183281810812562,0.0,0.0,0.14894619555398927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666583998426066,0.0,0.16749651623411396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912904173777822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880437595038268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421411476416053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546556134795596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106871808966251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5195225950405142,0.09284514933291804,0.12494560991076024,0.0,0.0,0.2830629791455559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Bubber_lubb,2019/10/17,"Advice for social outing? I was invited to play DnD with some friends from work, and a couple of their friends that I don’t know will be there. I really want to go, because I know that I’ll have a good time... I’m just so terrified. I’m worried that I’ll look stupid, or say something dumb. Everyone will look at me when it’s my turn and I know I’ll freeze up.

Can anyone offer some advice for a situation like this? How do I help myself get over the horrible pit in my stomach?",1.5288338833883373,3.2191866138613885,3.5074587458745903,89.90385038503851,78.9009900990099,6.865126512651265,22.113311331133108,7.793537801064563,0.8762070407040703,372,11,83,6,9,126,72,101,0.162,0.6559999999999999,0.182,-0.4266,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,2,0,4,0,8,1,1,1,0,12,19,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,11,5,11,15,2,7,0,0,2,0,7,4,1,3,3,49,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980909888601035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424262035639483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416877098488027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253813570884607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463646384871447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147439144444291,0.0,0.10642067868044597,0.0,0.11576287482499208,0.1708472107958654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653047417298478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358314383085517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995136370546468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421000083725514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049033035345592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619840779832213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895837626211696,0.0,0.2076383732065928,0.0,0.1568120763099051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187744608346083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155843717592544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014283686729355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829022391734634,0.2068591440746082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MiKayla57,2019/10/17,Rbf Does anybody else have rbf? Mines is pretty bad.,0.3810000000000002,2.389129099999998,0.5200000000000031,100.24000000000002,108.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.358,41,1,8,0,2,12,9,10,0.23800000000000002,0.544,0.218,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670600197841122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895183448741713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672912975657925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5690918828890416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,phlyte7,2019/10/17,"How to cope with social anxiety (from my perspective) The following text is a long essay thingy that I wrote for myself a few minutes ago to help me since I'm about to go in public (no small task). I really wanted to share it so I hope this helps whoever reads this. Sorry if it's too long or boring, or not really well written. I wasn't planning on sharing it with anyone when i wrote it. (although I later edited it to give context)

 

**Anxiety** \- *There is a ridiculous amount of nothing to be afraid of.* 

Social anxiety is plain irrational. Your brain is just trying to protect you from danger. But there is no danger in social interaction. Social anxiety is an example of something that gives you a lot more trouble than it’s worth. If you mess up now, you will not care later, and if you will, than you have the power to change that. Come, do your best, leave, forget about it. You will not embarrass yourself. Trust yourself.

**Tell yourself that you’re excited.**

For example - if you’re going to a community service event, tell yourself the truth and acknowledge that this is exciting and you will have fun. Show yourself that opinions don’t have to be all that matter. Your body reacts the same way to anxiety as it does to excitement, so simply telling yourself that you're excited is usually enough to make yourself believe it.

Soon, I will be returning to my old school to help with a book fair. I am nervous to speak to people that I don't know. But I tell myself: I’m excited to talk to strangers regardless of judgement. I am excited to help and laugh and organize books. Imagine that you’re there already. You are already having fun.

**Remind yourself that people are not judging you.** 

Nine times out of ten the people around you are very concerned with themselves. Act like you aren't nervous, and you won't be. Just go with the flow. You belong here. You are here to help and make yourself useful. Nobody hates you and nobody is judging you. Be in the moment.

Nobody is looking at you. You are just another person in their list of faces. And that's absolutely okay.

**Be present and think outward.**

If you’re having a conversation with someone, make a point to listen to what they’re saying instead of thinking about their opinion. They have more important things to do than judge you, so don't make yourself out to be the center of their attention. You need to *want* to help, or succeed, or do your best, depending on your situation. Stop thinking about how people are judging you. They aren’t, just like how you aren’t judging them. You're likely afraid of them, and you're thinking of them as a threat.

Care about what they are saying. Social anxiety is plain irrational. Your brain is just trying to protect you from danger. But there is no danger. If you mess up now, you will not care later. Come, do your best, get it done, leave, forget about it. You will not embarrass yourself. Trust yourself. Be excited.

**Don’t give yourself a reason to feel embarrassed.**

You feel embarrassed before you even arrive. Nothing has happened yet. You haven’t messed up yet. So why are you embarrassed? Because you anticipate being embarrassed.

Wear good clothing. Keep your head high. Understand that you absolutely do not need to be good looking to be attractive or likable. Nobody will judge you, but if you want to play pretend, then act like they will. But understand that you are stronger than someone’s opinion.

**What is the worst that can happen?** 

Think about it. What are you truly afraid of?

I am afraid of people thinking I’m socially awkward.

I am afraid of people thinking I don’t know what I’m doing.

And what is it that I will do to cause people to think these things? -Maybe I could be awkward with my actions and ask stupid questions.

But I won’t. I'll fake it till I make it. I will ask questions regardless of how stupid they may be. I am here in the moment, thinking outward, listening to the people around me. They are not aliens or monsters. They are friends. I am just another individual coming along for the ride.

All the times I've seen a someone acting awkward, I've forgotten about it a moment after. Nobody is on your mind right now, just like how you’re not on anybody’s mind right now. You will not be on anybody's mind in the future, unless if you do something really dumb, which won't happen because you're socially competent and you do understandable things. I would trust other people to keep themselves from being embarrassed, so why not myself?

**Understand that you make rational and understandable decisions.** 

You will do nothing outlandish. You are susceptible to the world around you and you react to it in a way that makes sense. The decisions you make are sound and within reason. You are not an outcast. You fit in, just as everyone does. You have support. *There is a ridiculous amount of nothing to be afraid of.*

**Think of times in the past where you’ve been competent in public. Whether it be with your friends, or alone, or in a sea of people.**

You were calm and you understood that you looked calm.

You fit in. Nobody was judging you. In fact, nobody was paying enough attention to you. You absolutely are capable of having interactions with people without freaking out. You are very calm - it is the anticipation that kills you.

**It is the anticipation that kills you.**

Now you understand that you are fine. 

You know from past experiences that you can trust yourself in public. 

You understand that you make rational and understandable decisions and are just as valid as anyone else. 

You understand that the worst thing that can happen, one, won’t happen, and two, isn’t bad at all and will be forgotten.

You understand that even if someone were there to judge you, that they would have no reason to, and if they do, then that is absolutely okay.

You know to be present and looking outward and that will make nothing you do embarrassing.

You understand that nobody is judging you. If they are, then that is entirely insignificant. It is not worthy of your thought or worry.

You understand that this is something that you get the privilege of participating in. You should be truly excited.

**Assuming you understand these things and have internalized them, then why are you still nervous?**

Let’s figure it out. 

Perhaps it is because you are afraid of being afraid. Maybe you're thinking about when you are actually there, and how much anxiety you will feel. Maybe that is what you dread. 

If the only reason you are afraid is because you are anticipating being afraid, then when you actually arrive at where you're going, you will not be afraid at all. Because you will know that you are not afraid. When you get there, you will have nothing to be afraid of.

**Maybe the main reason that you are worried is because you are confused.** Maybe you think that you will approach someone and do something that you ""obviously"" shouldn’t do. Maybe you will ask a question that everyone knows the answer to and will feel like an outcast.

Do what you want to solve this. Maybe you want to let yourself be afraid of screwing up. Maybe you want to forget about social anxiety and just let yourself have it, as long as it doesn't keep you from doing anything. Maybe that isn't so bad. It wouldn't be my choice, but you decide what works for you. This is a choice that you can make, and you are the only one who can make it for yourself.

**Now for the final and possibly most important tip: Understand that nobody is above or below you in terms of value.**

Social anxiety is caused by people believing that the person they are interacting with is superior to them somehow, even if they don't really believe that objectively. We become comfortable around people once we learn that they are on our level. That's why you are nervous around some people and comfortable around other people. And you should never blame yourself for being nervous. It's just the way you process and interpret the world. Thats okay, but it can be inconvenient at times. That's why its always a good idea to combat social anxiety and feelings of inferiority.

Thanks for reading, sorry for the essay, good luck in your future social endeavors. You are absolutely not alone.",2.6976490623160387,5.6152872944664045,3.4167500630729144,84.94771528887397,83.49934123847167,6.3391416477447935,24.016497070613628,7.655021476646049,1.563147243012923,6475,242,1153,118,188,2040,409,1518,0.10800000000000001,0.769,0.12300000000000001,0.9828,3,2,4,0,0,0,259.0,3,120,21,9,73,113,14,32,51,3,191,7,6,29,8,258,297,99,2,31,61,0,5,6,2,33,0,6,0,2,105,62,0,6,61,7,2,15,42,58,1,5,13,16,175,55,172,219,23,127,0,1,5,1,196,60,2,39,55,871,280,11,0.0,0.0,0.05553226770655857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02522196789025594,0.0,0.0,0.058937688065614176,0.06279743540006408,0.0,0.02367526932704305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967113965504405,0.2176655354672679,0.0,0.0,0.039790156320714025,0.02915357667681448,0.02341448761656156,0.1519758177511647,0.07979945923275834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751432169457933,0.1040685214660164,0.031424227833978136,0.0242115034714281,0.09617074443092756,0.08957935995091433,0.0,0.0,0.03160499422070768,0.0,0.06352616818036785,0.0,0.0,0.08702953493754631,0.05845836959322484,0.030099620780024126,0.07352951225299321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02271749546012921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979902181415657,0.029117413283846788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02376892486738781,0.0,0.0,0.0587993434006119,0.0,0.05637903831802109,0.0,0.0,0.05437633755907901,0.0,0.027832604214442964,0.0,0.0,0.07193374420421604,0.020326909594958,0.0,0.03116899448757751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043965609007875515,0.0,0.04459673151243724,0.08188445592578088,0.06468223922508087,0.09546048486047297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580496918230147,0.0,0.0,0.02809155839721528,0.029201102636241368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442913116992035,0.03006227604300838,0.0,0.028260361242479586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03212010122461972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758713024628112,0.06295830765615171,0.0,0.09382252066915277,0.0,0.0,0.06025547667190976,0.0,0.08728570732475482,0.0,0.08340452266571866,0.0,0.0,0.07554032884842783,0.0955737951994881,0.0,0.0,0.024189819158892727,0.0,0.0,0.22791208623894596,0.0,0.2572647870806165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618859910376919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0209163118941931,0.042195245486620236,0.021944794805545682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380917570864034,0.0,0.029856755739094493,0.030301636709845956,0.038561131449214664,0.04327974912861412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543234317440724,0.2958870893435688,0.0496883215251018,0.0,0.0,0.02689738862079817,0.03207660972118772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562199500039577,0.0,0.05692162558408824,0.0,0.0729111710230253,0.1462726949908729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048597606031961386,0.0,0.04525411492503331,0.0,0.028796069370494812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023536709079759632,0.03198249112325753,0.0,0.3190480204295931,0.12054115145185383,0.08761838584773253,0.0,0.06370186097099341,0.0,0.0,0.02272269277668576,0.023788076493649685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03228825542004905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02286953442501066,0.09947709944952124,0.02619580363162913,0.0,0.0,0.09451491980231873,0.21877927090088325,0.0,0.02258859345905288,0.06636495595974551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03863559199806669,0.0,0.02779455697812874,0.41468971684709305,0.0,0.02457435408513591,0.03133708411708293,0.046953596111816265,0.10069429936642052,0.06775427008987217,0.0,0.0,0.02558276564654793,0.0,0.12837254430923606,0.0,0.0,0.027427785556758642,0.0,0.02071420512116515,0.057791034747353386,0.0,0.040424550196324266,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Commiequat,2019/10/17,When I stopped taking my adhd meds my SA went away almost completely I was taking guanfacine and methylphenidate. If you take either of these I highly encourage you to quit them. That is all,2.7940000000000005,5.843786114285718,2.648571428571429,88.54142857142858,87.85714285714286,5.085714285714286,21.285714285714285,6.742157984588678,0.8248285714285717,154,5,26,2,5,46,30,35,0.054000000000000006,0.845,0.10099999999999999,0.4005,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,1,3,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149946152642524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624564137438733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462526324196208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748080402470168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769242262596473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29113526061662265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27877680643175823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912827451204592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5912022756733499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429703664259372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AbbyHamptonxx,2019/10/17,"Is it just me or.. Does anyone else have a hard time speaking loud enough?? When my anxiety gets really bad, I can't talk loud enough for ppl to hear me. Ppl will constantly ask me to repeat what I said or sometimes ppl won't even hear me loud enough to know I was trying to speak to them. I remember it started when I was in 8th grade, I couldn't talk to anyone. When I spoke it was like a whisper. I tried soo hard, but I went an entire year barely speaking cause no one could hear me.. Ever since then, I fear that ppl can't hear me when I talk. Even as an adult, that anxiety of not being heard is still there. Looking back I don't understand why the teachers didn't notice that I was struggling.. I never raised my hand or ask questions, didn't talk to others.. I remember one of the teachers even got annoyed at me cause I never answered questions loud enough, she called me out in front of class and everything.. Idk, can't blame the teachers for being ignorant tho",4.9010744500846,5.020920355329952,5.3079314720812185,86.24721023688666,68.79695431472081,8.394077834179358,27.584179357022,8.07648339933343,1.5298666666666674,758,22,161,9,12,242,106,197,0.14,0.8370000000000001,0.023,-0.9587,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,13,6,1,2,7,0,19,1,1,2,3,23,35,12,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,2,0,15,0,1,8,2,0,1,7,0,0,2,12,5,0,2,11,19,28,1,17,18,4,21,0,0,1,0,22,4,0,5,16,108,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943757793184195,0.0,0.0,0.13658902346051574,0.10007647460772533,0.0,0.0,0.1826202125876964,0.0,0.0,0.07510371525112013,0.0815520143768931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973400075763768,0.0,0.0,0.2006720343462376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105548699915783,0.0,0.07798311962781619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854733982955424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159239712895433,0.0,0.0,0.4036850134729493,0.0,0.19353424312868625,0.08834988781091628,0.0,0.0,0.08778126783678505,0.0,0.0,0.10990811957943007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102957255488781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811719613527793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498979903712986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44033363070485537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053677959834722205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771759046499994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201985466891444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066128759943986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120018410299123,0.0,0.0,0.13237010796660015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882991718148648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625711643925691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128660179087886,0.0,0.09290840920077928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079526209363062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660007483374466,0.0,0.06913272239236268,0.0,0.07800096063319835,0.0,0.0,0.10210794888536763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31402011582273665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569533105969657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262571122616154,0.0,0.0,0.1016799643443748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054289382185772,0.08813376014415063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289754575226439
socialanxiety,abrl9828,2019/10/17,Advice for emailing college professors So I’ve gotten to the point where I am a hair strand away from failing and I need to email the professor but just thinking about it is giving me anxiety attacks. Any advice?,2.1563333333333325,5.0444633,3.235000000000003,83.74333333333333,91.0,5.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.9959166666666663,172,8,28,3,6,55,35,40,0.187,0.742,0.07200000000000001,-0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,6,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,20,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6237154660850444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702462574179604,0.0,0.2441395187781259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630652829918713,0.29984043813455424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061460269339859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23663661097549996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016883449266774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449059532900865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anomaly_628,2019/10/17,"[request] Can i get birthday wishes please? [United Kingdom]  Someone once told me that trusting strangers is an integral part of modern society. For example: I order food in a restaurant, and I trust that the server will bring me something safe to eat. Meanwhile, the server trusts that I’ll pay her when I’m done. That seems like a basic transaction, I am still trying to trust complete strangers in my own awkward way, even if there is a chance for them to hurt me which can hurt my self-esteem. So all I ask is that can I get a happy birthday wish? Finally traveling on my own for the first time can be stressful and it would be nice for even strangers to wish it since I don't have that many friends. Turning 22 today.",5.49056349206349,6.194550992857145,5.310952380952383,84.69182539682541,67.64285714285714,7.936507936507938,31.984126984126984,7.793537801064563,2.116674603174603,569,23,110,6,9,176,93,140,0.083,0.67,0.247,0.9749,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,6,13,0,2,8,0,15,2,0,0,1,10,26,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,2,1,1,1,1,3,1,4,0,1,2,0,15,9,12,20,4,15,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,2,8,73,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081425425595248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792768465712925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414190309741246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412721076474728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989730835960576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650025735841472,0.0,0.12812174106827892,0.18213662227758384,0.0,0.11637267667369093,0.0,0.15739092847383238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034335491737395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322494841438403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358787749733035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271033852917687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041095079050932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631124424294068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534126724764114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712354949693129,0.15713496181531295,0.0,0.0,0.1245987442235113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762426596905072,0.11595865856313288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028950078608908,0.0,0.17254068852338098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783078111102448,0.0,0.14277510297138013,0.1439288592210485,0.0,0.10226464177676392,0.1638369937624609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955929409914062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196347321172123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699983955262744,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snekdangernoodle,2019/10/17,"Social anxiety hits when I'm alone I don't know what to do anymore. I socialize a lot, make joke and I'm being myself but I just feel like my social anxiety is getting worse. 
I always do things that challenge my social anxiety and it doesn't help at all. 
I just feel the worst when Im alone after those situations and like I've made a fool out of myself but yet I can speak with everyone and make stupid jokes and talk to people about things that to others would be embarrassing.
Sometimes I don't even know why I'm anxious. 
I don't know if I'm getting anxious because I'm thinking about something I did or because I'm anxious so I start to think about what I could be anxious about. 

I'm even going to get my thyroid checked because to me it doesn't make sense. Even though I know that there is not such a big chance that it's that. 

Does anyone else ever feel like this ?",2.5967765567765544,4.181654208791212,3.794747252747253,89.46691941391943,75.5934065934066,6.391794871794873,24.770695970695968,7.0316486544052195,0.89583619047619,694,23,147,7,15,226,94,182,0.24100000000000002,0.679,0.08,-0.9831,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,17,10,1,1,4,0,16,1,0,4,2,32,42,13,0,3,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,15,7,0,0,9,2,1,1,6,4,0,0,2,4,18,6,15,34,3,10,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,3,9,94,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426363456600492,0.0,0.0,0.08606970211817447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373921184203129,0.4674274202854018,0.1025838930985805,0.0723270948780203,0.10598568597429238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891667317217715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258778559662998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052034243228303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641017995383662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496185140324572,0.0935666799025003,0.0,0.09884058997042393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569059050702281,0.14779397266012914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212814070652354,0.0,0.0587868820575581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933311646418233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173208804292198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22738992024182997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516055070374043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794031022575241,0.0,0.09787667366069858,0.20713941096871746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171171821707666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162699965922516,0.0,0.4217729587235149,0.0,0.07963255101575109,0.10230401536978276,0.0,0.07321479932966457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314051208252278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744081861517282,0.13255932745653126,0.10162849043597856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333779055452948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541338354410423,0.07348024103963541,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kutsinta0,2019/10/17,"NEED HELP I think I might have social anxiety. I'm always scared to speak in the public like really, it will be the death of me. I don't feel good whenever I speak to large number of people (like in classroom reporting or something), my voice is trembling ang I hate that they are hearing that. This has always been my problem. Whenever that happens, I always cry because I feel so embarassed. I dont whats wrong with me. Badly want to resolve this major problem of mine. 

Whenver I am outside, there's always feel like a barrier that I do not want to interact and make eye contact with them even if they are no longer new to me. I just talk to my close friends and that's it. I don't really know what's wrong with me. 

Any suggestions on what do you do to help yourself if you are in a nerve-racking situations?",2.0180487804878062,4.186686597560975,3.5172560975609737,88.10198170731708,79.36585365853658,6.539024390243903,24.88414634146341,7.645422480735847,1.344592682926829,638,24,129,10,16,210,97,164,0.184,0.67,0.147,-0.8208,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,3,1,4,14,1,2,4,0,17,1,1,1,0,25,30,6,1,7,5,0,3,3,1,2,0,4,0,0,12,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,1,8,25,6,17,26,1,6,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,4,4,86,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826081755699442,0.0,0.0,0.09860532220444644,0.0,0.11092499678168724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106937301169192,0.0883909678512912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927625658351918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993952319842984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577147235789732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199498508723889,0.10358839659948964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202703788714603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161955213987714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822347618523708,0.0,0.0,0.14315798861378629,0.0,0.0,0.163426118265522,0.0,0.19438157690737454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968849073062201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251978151736944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678896943993699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382263174449826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751604427770553,0.0,0.14004240055171974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052509955306717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774918194412838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857820852004918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517081065437554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298665368873572,0.0,0.1478097642847185,0.0,0.1116284802198037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654592110998074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291047488862307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105012068441885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170706002960846,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pootatas,2019/10/17,"Am i really okay? It was just one of my mood that I dont talk to people, well its not that i always talk i just dont start conversation, and so today my classmates ask me if im okay, i said im okay, but still she refused to believe and then she hug me, and i felt good for awhile but after that  i feel like im not okay, i feel like i hate all the people around me. The weather is with me today because its raining and i also want to cry.",-1.9564069264069284,-0.08839829292929123,1.1133116883116898,99.67568181818184,97.58585858585856,3.6366522366522367,14.142135642135642,5.288315135182226,-1.1592227994227997,335,7,84,2,14,117,58,99,0.111,0.657,0.23199999999999998,0.8434,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,11,1,0,2,4,5,1,0,0,1,19,13,10,0,2,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,3,4,18,9,8,10,1,7,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,1,8,57,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545926799912954,0.1305392127925568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965911952746168,0.14666441516981665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956344127212779,0.0,0.0,0.17675340314358606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232859452829172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677313846491255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864950403607178,0.22415447447521755,0.1506322700282712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158600620699148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548894700471237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5083816415478855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329020593492707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063079721340488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752581950860805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100503258671038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923164645038142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104258564921056,0.0,0.1252869560477411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521932046080787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974134556015325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253365041255823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410566461747588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BudThatsZestyLethal,2019/10/17,"I just want to be able to have fun I tried hanging out with a group of people I just met on Sunday, I went over to there place and of course I felt completely shut off and sick from how anxious I was. Smoking and jamming out to music I love while I just sat there awkwardly almost in tears at times. I felt pissed at myself for not being able to just have a decent time, in the midst of a depressive episode currently too so being around things I'd love to take part in, people who I relate too and feeling nothing but the anxiety and numbness kept making me feel so much shame at the fact that I'm not just better, I'm still not healthy after all these years. I'm sick of not being able to enjoy myself because I feel physically constrained, it's just so tiring at this point. I can't even describe most of It, I'm just tired.",7.243640350877192,5.268461865497077,7.306483918128656,80.74990131578949,64.84795321637425,9.953508771929826,31.90131578947368,8.07648339933343,2.1041631578947357,653,18,138,6,8,211,103,171,0.191,0.721,0.08800000000000001,-0.9538,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,18,10,1,2,6,0,8,8,1,2,2,35,26,11,0,1,12,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,5,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,7,5,15,5,29,15,4,26,0,1,0,2,5,16,1,2,8,97,22,0,0.4591363940771702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325292551785707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707936158582025,0.17289781244282978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624291109899542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932950947598353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535627641265147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604652579181539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318178344798393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108508602316947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321531563504813,0.0,0.293895293677062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762590143575307,0.0,0.10215903609968016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125060261857708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685125103135674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573332409019928,0.0,0.2122049099931488,0.0,0.15989993653686074,0.0,0.14467743280021084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222230580022884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507114270558955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016766062393421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848408244231465,0.3518064955330919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039078243579838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027018034683172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187467906674395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985562614692368
socialanxiety,HesGotIceInHisVeins,2019/10/17,"Have any of you guys been upfront with friends or maybe a date/significant other about your problems? Like with Social Anxiety, and probably most of you, depression too? I have like a loot of emotional and mental weight that tie into it too. I wish I could meet a girl who I could eventually feel comfortable telling about all my issues but I feel like no girl would ever be caught dead with me after explaining my disorder(s) lol. It sucks because I have some ""Friends"" but they don't really know my issues or anything and I see them in doses and most of them are dudes who probably wouldnt care to listen about my issues anyway. I just don't see how I can ever find a friend or s/o that will truly understand my issues bc I just want to pretend im normal like everyone else so they run away fuckalihfgaio",3.3807685352622063,5.506298993670889,4.5696564195298395,82.40151898734176,74.8860759493671,8.05858951175407,24.576853526220606,8.841846274778883,1.9047562386980104,643,21,123,14,14,211,100,158,0.133,0.688,0.179,0.7172,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,4,0,12,12,1,0,4,1,14,2,0,1,3,36,27,11,1,8,7,0,3,4,3,3,1,1,0,3,7,8,1,0,6,1,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,6,23,9,16,19,4,8,0,1,2,0,20,3,1,6,7,87,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571453891036518,0.0,0.09642364874649048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372383136685838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184228970032297,0.0,0.0,0.07683551844702245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851070319689806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127245206229666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856188826320373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529395283339996,0.14178302568457446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22802881756975826,0.0,0.12044086037005355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274637083776685,0.0900461704549748,0.0,0.0,0.11520233126177155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921448563825411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480380858370214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614962050367033,0.5262305763661196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927072582629994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463157792412609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662857775526262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702314579069235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234967857751863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717944414887917,0.12060750283586315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807472934257511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008821933553893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848642962542953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016839293194802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312167033511398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434427420980601,0.0,0.0,0.1534881668060107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494488122598545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953835113348478,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hshshshhahahhshs,2019/10/17,"Do I have social anxiety? Or am I just shy? Hi I am a 15 yrs old currently in high school. I always avoided eye contact with people. whenever I had eye contact with them, I would look away and look somewhere else. This happens as well when I am having a conversation with someone. I think I appeared to be rude? I didn't look into other people's eye as I felt uncomfortable. If I had conversations with people while having eye contact, I would stutter a lot and can't think well. I felt uncomfortable.

I also didn't like it when people called my name or shouted at me. I didn't like the attention that it gave me. When someone called my name or say anything that would cause people to look at me, I felt really uncomfortable and want to hide myself. And whenever the teacher called my name, I always felt very nervous and think that I did something wrong. I also didn't like to do things that attract attentions like shouting in public, laughing loudly in public etc.

Another situation is when I'm forced to do presentations in front of my class. This is the worst. I would 100% stutter in front of my class and I would put the paper in front of my face to avoid seeing my classmates. I would then try to speak but before that I would always sweat and my mind would be blank and I can't think of anything. As in I tried various method to calm myself down but because I can't think, I always failed to calm myself. I am soft spoken in class but I always felt that they could hear my presentation and judging my stutterings, pronouncing something wrong etc. Even though they probably couldn't hear me.

I also can't type to people online such as discord servers or game chat. I would just type the sentence I wanted to say and delete it afterwords. I always think they would judge the questions I was asking or the things that I said. While typing this reddit post I wanted to delete it as well because I felt very scared about posting it.

When I try to talk to someone especially people I'm not close with, I would sweat a lot and feel very uncomfortable and sometimes can't think of anything. Most of the time i just gave up trying to talk to other people I'm not close with.

I told this to a friend and she said i was just shy and overthinking things. I didn't have any other people (even my parents) that I felt comfortable to share/close enough with so I have decided to ask reddit. 

There is more that makes me very nervous but I can't think of any right now.",3.5793247422680388,5.41176940412371,4.320605670103095,85.68193943298972,73.51546391752578,6.9943298969072165,24.496134020618552,7.734863291789972,1.2186092783505154,1951,60,382,26,40,624,185,485,0.115,0.821,0.064,-0.9382,2,2,3,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,4,1,23,26,1,5,13,0,46,7,7,2,0,88,85,42,0,17,16,1,9,4,1,11,0,10,0,0,24,24,0,2,20,2,0,5,14,13,3,0,22,28,71,13,53,48,9,39,0,1,9,0,39,18,0,11,18,267,95,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031710099199964,0.2711874865557446,0.0,0.0,0.07387781874481925,0.05695840301903932,0.041554028846008936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410018610586574,0.0,0.10156221329008107,0.0,0.05103466361284384,0.0,0.0,0.06622494359946801,0.0,0.04622162674936943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639788740289865,0.0,0.0,0.05580076724486345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04336945027299665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045376710072990864,0.0,0.0,0.05612623988795962,0.12116050271945755,0.07175462051745267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027465412705291813,0.0,0.3650845606784293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04196686859551872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048034277058609055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244334153035395,0.0,0.0,0.05739120266266073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061504426443006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824577434418552,0.0,0.0,0.09236045944990916,0.0,0.0,0.03625847865471035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548468935097552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05699884855759099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060315028150611565,0.0,0.0,0.3389227592512428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404553054257426,0.0,0.058565270079666075,0.0,0.0,0.05460578529755096,0.06084992019260811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03479826166994054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046388288310410516,0.10333997029118999,0.08639359432620065,0.054382981551064864,0.054973916504717266,0.04328535875719604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105704129273699,0.0,0.05537156986262797,0.13807341085418748,0.0836351268275296,0.053723064194721865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731940875725774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826176120383688,0.27844433017865056,0.05336832475216215,0.0,0.03167395435840692,0.0,0.0,0.05190431031306002,0.0,0.14751664758720814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792760698716743,0.09611659033476427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651841588360245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42445470604081015,0.11877900611397668,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway235773,2019/10/17,This is me That moment. When you spend real life money on the online portion of a video game to screw around with and to avoid grinding with others. I have the big sad yet again,2.8866666666666667,4.5996765555555585,3.184444444444445,93.605,75.1111111111111,4.800000000000002,17.555555555555557,3.1291,-0.7822111111111112,140,2,29,0,3,43,33,36,0.17800000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.0,-0.6908,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,2,1,7,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,4,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.553479893288467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43915293387190507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7076755671895743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NoWaves1-4,2019/10/17,"Can someone help me? I don't know what to do. I'm about having my graduation and it's being so difficult for me keeping near the only people who are important for me.
It's a dilemma, on one side I just can't feel comfortable being with them anymore, but in the other hand, it's so important for me to be near them because I depend on their company. when I'm alone I feel fear and I can't control it.

PD: Sorry for my redaction, my English level is not perfect yet",1.5087301587301596,3.3214433877551066,4.1893197278911565,84.42155328798188,79.40816326530611,6.804535147392291,26.19501133786848,7.793537801064563,1.6463365079365082,364,15,74,6,9,129,64,98,0.175,0.728,0.09699999999999999,-0.7794,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,2,6,4,0,1,3,0,11,1,1,2,1,13,17,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,3,15,2,13,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,59,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122003388148845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29894691413405233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375467790934086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380899512634651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392031624989225,0.3048336648397572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020484950239325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679332145824464,0.0,0.0,0.16566322672156414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042631582380285,0.2292582689489608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089801451349132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25540864977607536,0.0,0.0,0.3374367612815449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,90sjeans,2019/10/17,"Got a retail job, now I’m freaking out. Just got my first job at a clothing store, and now I’m psyching myself out and getting stressed. I’m actually super excited about the job and getting some experience, but my anxiety is telling me that I’m just going to make of fool of myself and that there’s no way I can do it. 

I’m worried I won’t be outgoing or peppy enough, I’m worried my boss will regret her decision to hire me and fire me on my first day, and I’m terrible at math and numbers in general, so that combined with me getting flustered because of customers and anxiety, I’m worried that I’ll completely blow it on the cash register.

Does anyone else with social anxiety have any helpful tips for working retail???

Really wishing the floor would just swallow me up right now.",6.076666666666667,6.0116415384615385,7.205897435897441,74.27243589743594,66.30769230769229,10.266666666666666,37.846153846153854,9.994966539143718,3.885569230769231,624,32,115,13,9,212,95,156,0.22,0.703,0.077,-0.9707,3,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,9,7,0,1,5,0,8,1,0,2,0,25,24,11,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,12,1,0,1,0,4,1,2,5,0,2,2,1,14,2,17,18,2,18,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,2,6,73,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.14069222648601645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804270633496677,0.0,0.3308762643295848,0.0,0.0,0.10080923967610153,0.14772246054729024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788663238419854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511628362604955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929797739750285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616692141732785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043819202350645,0.0,0.0,0.14896943489975498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410290347416009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452672665791477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259736081241593,0.0,0.08193694068793624,0.0,0.23061692509435644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663624353938836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292089047038051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623671719857642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923610308977229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312310800373455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696640089224153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651498906234082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601371404351167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443795960515885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579204188051078,0.0,0.0,0.10495979216208293,0.43924458798441696,0.0,0.10241649056850756,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dove4545,2019/10/17,"I've made a lot of progress in my social anxiety... I've done things that I never thought I'd do. I have a job now and I occasionally talk to people. I still dont start conversations or anything but when people talk to me I try. I still feel like my old anxious self all the time. I have this dream to be an English teacher abroad but I'm not sure what to do next to get to this point. My mind goes blank and I have a hard time thinking on the spot.

For comparison I used to not be able to even order my own food, couldn't go to stores, couldn't look people in eyes, doing talk to people at all. I still dont always look in eyes but I've made progress..

Has anyone ever fully conquered their social anxiety?
And what did you do?",0.9357634408602172,2.806850619354844,2.7522580645161305,93.73505376344086,81.51612903225806,5.423655913978496,19.365591397849464,6.42735559955562,-0.1152666666666664,566,14,131,5,15,188,90,155,0.063,0.8809999999999999,0.055999999999999994,0.2003,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,3,7,2,0,0,6,0,16,3,2,3,5,24,28,8,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,3,1,1,1,7,0,0,0,5,6,17,2,17,19,4,20,0,0,4,0,9,6,0,2,13,83,23,1,0.12812712621656466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661203306226094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603380171261106,0.14474718268820344,0.0,0.0895894657546926,0.0,0.105437707737559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111853490761116,0.3003280753695411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462675847033405,0.11589832107929368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478492480448526,0.09153404457012412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493182960745902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694113519603986,0.0,0.07281759851965605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477673835767158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127146402430036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259644191828262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518903276117848,0.0,0.0,0.10892910083993043,0.0,0.2424739696208407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293718725407862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988195385249952,0.0,0.1362646523018716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444786566175662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35530886643541104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112154862177303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366453613179194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612189394966197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068903940278393,0.0,0.30696746551531395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075830013685787,0.0,0.0,0.3089511920507815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512196939049775,0.08209868893296995,0.0,0.10171862627707197,0.14942391533586746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869899082155945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066069889289976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ImLevisWindex,2019/10/17,"Why does some people make me nervous? Im positive its not because I'm attracted to them. Everytime I talk about it with someone that's what they guess first. It's just some people I get very nervous around and then other times I'm fine with them. It's extremely frustrating because on the days they do make me nervous I avoid making alot of conversation. I just shorten the answers and not ask them anything to keep it going. The worst part is these people are my friends I don't want them to think I don't like them or anything and I also don't want to tell them ""hey you know sometimes I'm nervous around you and other times I'm fine"". Because this would embarrass me and make them feel uncomfortable obviously. I really just want to know if this happens to anyone else and how they dealt with it. I've tried to just talk to them anyway but I'm a wreck the entire time and I hate that feeling.",1.9649810991567345,4.352870011049724,3.1197382960162834,89.66302704274499,80.93370165745856,6.020471067170688,23.33847048560628,7.273561745256523,0.9586839779005524,716,25,145,10,19,230,96,181,0.177,0.7809999999999999,0.042,-0.9501,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,11,1,10,14,2,6,6,0,7,0,0,5,1,43,31,13,0,5,9,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,2,6,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,0,2,26,5,16,30,5,10,0,0,0,0,20,3,0,6,7,94,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240857572680188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982852635828878,0.14402391108843088,0.2313435582914763,0.25026262250231,0.13140789263299246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570586046590654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065182539194816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230080612331338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742276289861765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421462525078822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956323657156152,0.0,0.0,0.10859900712859748,0.0,0.07343862430540153,0.0,0.07988547318245866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484653640423834,0.0,0.1242998339233234,0.0,0.0,0.1387773498184057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183269482184394,0.0,0.0,0.12493929236885838,0.0,0.0,0.15450004099260334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867222325150524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753088961529482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221656667590236,0.0,0.2923470853696236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900485738781141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909899270099325,0.0,0.13902089020946615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259592247753968,0.12285868973537482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006741153787731,0.0,0.0,0.24589111198495334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543338590087633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159796039205785,0.24872397270203175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268366904874004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985227349300624,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rainisamazing,2019/10/17,"If I’m pretty fine when I’m in a situation but worried before the situation am I socially anxious? Examples to explain.

We have a nearby convenience store. If I have to go out to get something I’ll be have minor anxiety. Crossing a street with no traffic lights, talking to the clerk, giving too much money, not being able to find the product. When I leave the apartment then I’m pretty fine. Cross the road respecting the cars’ going by first, saying hello and how are you to the clerk. Head up. And the transaction is perfectly fine.

More severe example: I had anxiety attending labs in my first year of undergrad. If they involved math I was afraid my partner would find me a horrible partner. I was too scared to show up due to this fear. Along with my weight and being older than the rest (perhaps not noticeably older) I just freaked out about going. But to the ones I showed up, I usually got paired up with someone who doubted their math as well, were also confused about some aspects of the experiments, and were friendly.

But I could have a thousand perfectly fine interactions yet I still build up fear in my head.

And if this helps since grade 10 (11 years ago where I was only 15) I practiced on keeping my head up high and being able to look into peoples’ eyes while talking and I have been able to maintain that with ease. 

Am I socially anxious?

I believe I have general anxiety disorder as I worry about a lot of situations.",4.376433311214331,6.2657293175182485,5.373842070338423,78.71772395487726,71.51824817518249,8.485467816854678,31.067684140676842,9.095868883498916,2.893750364963504,1139,51,203,24,22,374,157,274,0.179,0.674,0.147,-0.8555,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,2,4,14,16,0,6,17,0,23,5,4,1,2,40,35,22,0,6,10,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,4,16,1,1,3,2,2,8,3,7,1,4,8,5,28,9,39,21,5,41,0,0,2,0,20,18,0,8,15,150,32,4,0.3035675049576084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969809230992425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809209413462269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322283103917705,0.2286299156981081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610452930523384,0.11400554137321572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807913170653187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597155351222115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898242329525693,0.0,0.2277318932449422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497013329480194,0.1721429097596066,0.0,0.0,0.07817850043283116,0.0,0.05286716401787885,0.09706987070870313,0.17252440878330588,0.0,0.08093022171131195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31154783931380675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678249665482373,0.10691191200009204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994158216354732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714471868754337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497341624486628,0.0,0.0,0.08602741234608384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438568168954485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520453880870425,0.0,0.0,0.06856839924935137,0.07695892226531177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015182840803814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589152468660574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046968808325543,0.10130801008066072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431495784905404,0.0,0.08370472569365754,0.3412225945522179,0.0,0.20629922809795934,0.08573725394559786,0.07790036542759947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080980053109273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266404103480764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114455730055821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322114649212702,0.09098121464954134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552502453453653,0.0,0.07188188191489021,0.0,0.0,0.1303250135607298
socialanxiety,Ok_Natural,2019/10/17,"Turned down meeting a guy I'm so sad. I've been talking to this boy online  for a couple of months or so now. He graduated last year from the other school in the town we're from. Just saying this so it doesn't seem like he's just some random person haha.

In the past couple of days he's asked to meet me. Each time I've either gotten scared and changed the subject or completely ignored it. Which is so rude, I know, I feel so, so, guilty about it. I just panic.

I like him a lot, and I know that if I keep acting like this he's going to think I'm not interested and our whole friendship will dip, as well as whatever could potentially develop if I met him irl.

I'm just scared to meet him because I'm obviously much more shy in person. I won't be able to keep conversation, hold eye contact, hold his interest, etc.

And I'm also scared he's going to think I'm ugly lol. He's seen me trying to look cute in my instagram selfies and also me looking completely gross on my private stories but I just feel like I look so different in person he'd be disappointed.

I just have these visions of us meeting and him being like :| and then immediately blocking me after we go back home. 

I guess I'm leading him on if I don't plan on taking this anywhere but I actually really want something to happen if I'm being honest

It just sucks. I'm just throwing away so many opportunities because of my anxiety. I'm aware of this but I still let it happen. I don't know what to do.",2.3993485342019563,3.872766693811077,4.5737928338762215,84.14278697068406,75.87296416938109,7.2572768729641695,24.33211726384365,7.9765259561132025,1.2875971074918566,1153,37,243,18,25,400,161,307,0.161,0.763,0.075,-0.9651,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,0,3,23,22,2,4,7,2,16,1,1,1,1,50,53,29,0,6,19,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,1,5,15,9,0,6,8,0,0,6,5,10,1,0,4,8,33,12,31,40,8,28,0,2,5,0,31,11,1,11,16,149,48,3,0.1067644428149493,0.0,0.1041866952313614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075897269236834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167450652630556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981034189159567,0.0,0.10030870849518987,0.08209526634893845,0.0,0.13016522677652387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294262403829605,0.0,0.2238809740258928,0.0,0.0,0.08524272008595762,0.2362656505651688,0.0,0.06885423321365941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154611908831397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907057564457113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796662039962376,0.07627253927954415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820300797178576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761307049038013,0.1057135838685878,0.1888228883725452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709344118397196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979428460751216,0.0,0.0,0.17602483691910628,0.08702727055454529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917387629059497,0.0,0.26079856939536084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26896572795759244,0.0,0.0,0.09076731134866482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824238767244083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852183596626935,0.0,0.07848414994322388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526506995906944,0.0,0.0,0.10191874131538292,0.0,0.27966778010844323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839603592705835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849033701374058,0.32066949739620776,0.10805131601029692,0.0,0.0971943389466859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219248411769259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526222194527154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027357399799293,0.08581321496944046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682068799312833,0.0,0.0,0.06225520518230266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248604846926493,0.11612905560113915,0.0,0.0,0.12842447914726166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297243454358757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959940559847672,0.0,0.0,0.11919868762482982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687528007630711
socialanxiety,lucishark1,2019/10/17,"Is it weird that I'm only anxious around potential friends, not others? Ok, I'll explain it better here: when I'm around complete strangers that I know I will never have to see again, or it's in a structured environment (such as a workplace) , I'll be generally fine. But when I'm at school, I distance myself from everyone, and am alone most of the time due to being too anxious to speak up. 

I have tried sitting with various groups, but nothing has really stuck. I hate being alone, and have friends outside of school that I'm close with and am completely fine with, but have really struggled this year. 

Even answering the phone I'm fine with. I can talk to strangers just fine, but people I want to become better friends with, or a group I want to at least kind of join, I lock up, and shut down. I guess it could be me putting pressure on myself? 

Is anyone else like this? I don't know, I just needed a rant, and to know if anyone else is having a similar experience.",4.598365384615383,5.47030079166667,5.165833333333335,84.33173076923079,69.72916666666666,8.199358974358978,28.83173076923077,8.384062270229773,1.904102884615385,760,27,154,11,13,244,108,192,0.122,0.7020000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.8731,0,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,11,16,1,2,7,1,19,0,0,0,1,36,35,15,0,5,10,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,10,13,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,2,15,12,26,28,3,20,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,5,8,103,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681815018354755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925260458339811,0.0,0.1810553523660044,0.26531240819489466,0.0,0.23050956801363834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429882455713966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900946957265195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714913897944701,0.0,0.0,0.10337039423153968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163093320136401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855129977914648,0.0,0.0,0.12371309725172727,0.0,0.12664544272438993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30008208940220754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426246071349294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782375025428733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348219525227744,0.21345819054720613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325197249978666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599956052161836,0.09985440931905436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422891644213405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846694450800897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975744451274867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301520198665095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588220531970715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620589094753919,0.10316996344246764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534902143988425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406221027111737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549436592556763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790089522012738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272824184696115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337373692714818
socialanxiety,74kMa0814016410,2019/10/17,"Too nervous to talk to anyone in a new HS school Hey, I’m in the 12th grade now and recently I moved to another city because of family problems so, I have to go to a new school. My previous had about 200 students , this school has over 2000 students. I feel way to scared to approach anyone to make new friends. I’m afraid they are going to think I’m a awkward creep. Does anyone have any advice about how to approach people and start a conversation?",2.773333333333333,4.761961166666668,3.8752777777777787,87.31625000000004,76.22222222222223,6.722222222222222,25.69444444444445,7.645422480735847,1.3747777777777777,355,13,71,5,8,115,59,90,0.106,0.858,0.035,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,4,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,14,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,1,16,13,0,15,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,38,6,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323384425023688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359591314662686,0.17516060739882336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504039636206905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182870947029657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461816710600997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747458397601272,0.0,0.08446266252075506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290580810589174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987035233578695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150342720095904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754175017006896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839975372810332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580754692134967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983892104117128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493618237724814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724057515199958,0.5071735211487439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823487875497975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426395285797266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703529991998703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259206121433326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,inkexit,2019/09/12,"I hate this Just got done mowing the lawn.  The neighbor was out on her back patio, behind a lattice.  I couldn't really see her.  I live in a pretty got are so I often roll down the windows on my car so it doesn't get extremely hot in there, cause the leather to crack, etc.

She called out to me and said, ""Hey you mind rolling ours up, too? 
 Just kidding.""  She was only trying to be funny.  Seemed like a decent person.  Needless to say I have never talked to her before.

I just laughed and walked away.

Now she probably thinks I'm a total jerk.

I can't ever think of what to say socially.  I hate it so much.

Tearing up a bit right now.",-0.03500000000000013,2.1723126969697013,1.9305303030303025,95.91579545454546,88.6969696969697,4.512121212121213,17.340909090909093,5.985473137389443,-0.4055999999999997,484,12,108,4,16,160,91,132,0.076,0.835,0.09,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,0,13,5,3,0,9,0,9,0,0,1,3,17,20,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,4,2,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,6,6,18,2,18,12,4,18,0,0,1,0,18,11,0,2,6,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643733160438093,0.13621665828868146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074076468768244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934008439111844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088895143923805,0.0,0.0,0.18198083702808776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128494784778665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756797969171672,0.0,0.16024142663972185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255304912792528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833645013925023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497959553864208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654606091052465,0.0,0.15642582635083913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887000631186514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022490953928195,0.0,0.13662824176970112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472980905207566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467968752085678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802242351499927,0.19099660087298748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348619559350465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512842914504163,0.16850928061190404,0.28175201499212865,0.0,0.0,0.14116482992302767,0.16126981060785847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058111256683196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238566850446166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22701987254619896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027255326838145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Satydog,2019/09/12,"Matchmaker at the dog park has unknowingly derailed my silent struggle I'm a regular (39M) at my local dog park and have become acquainted with several other regulars there, despite my shyness.  Most people in the group are older, but there's a woman there, early 30's.  I'll call her Kay.  I've been attracted to her for sometime but I've unfortunately passed up numerous opportunities to ask her out due to my SA.  I can only hope my interactions with her are perceived as friendly and not too awkward and weird.

About 2 weeks ago, I was warned by someone in the group that another older woman wants to play matchmaker and help set me up with Kay.  No doubt my attraction to her has been noticed by everyone else in the group and now these folks have decided to meddle.  I think Kay was warned as well, making our interactions since all the more difficult to navigate.  Neither of us have mentioned this issue.  What's more the matchmaker herself has not been seen in a while due to health issues so the actual act of matchmaking has yet to even start, and who knows if she'll even still have the idea in her head when she returns.

If I could ask out Kay myself I think she would say yes.  OTOH, it has now been so long since first meeting her I fear the window of opportunity is closed.  And now I feel the eyes of the entire group on me any time we're talking.

This is my life.",4.7340774799452126,5.934806669144982,5.591801995695559,80.18890041087853,69.66914498141264,9.08323224417922,28.28428878888671,9.414487439383343,2.3895977695167288,1090,38,213,23,19,357,158,269,0.09300000000000001,0.774,0.133,0.9301,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,3,16,14,0,4,14,1,23,4,2,1,1,35,35,17,0,6,6,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,1,2,8,13,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,6,1,1,7,4,30,8,34,25,5,36,0,0,2,0,31,14,0,6,19,144,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.1463149695583295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290836540529455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019609679305394,0.1572199613434382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803380432222287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559147064615554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310043843966106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971092822120527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525148574097705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198061358219542,0.0,0.0,0.14326935497558393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871860316303233,0.07581166070200655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275346674776999,0.0,0.0,0.1158394391093988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387660615151527,0.15937393505183606,0.0,0.0,0.10049829606685662,0.0,0.0,0.14891932440974126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925840874082113,0.0,0.31298645249112383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240037622889741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590355206743067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268779122903293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008280271762414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070203552859298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403235340049735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394607737798532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923436086985853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938391662329602,0.0,0.2480556270963569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270394718861516,0.0,0.14828958728217656,0.0,0.10612479223127476,0.0,0.11973831572923126,0.0,0.0,0.1567446570253737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051210481409567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921446376066485,0.0,0.0,0.08742832691706587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035339075924328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843557061483076,0.0,0.12026884424808927,0.0,0.13480960642817255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650954977453224,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,miavinee,2019/09/12,"Please can I have some help or can anyone tell me if they have had this same symptom?? It would be really appreciated right now I’ve started having excessive amounts of saliva which makes me swallow all the time, which then makes my mouth hurt so badly to the point it hurts to talk and I’m scared to talk incase I spit. 

It’s been occurring since I have been getting the bus to college, so about 4 days now... and I really don’t like buses they make me incredibly anxious. However, I come home around 5pm and I will still have this excessive saliva until I sleep. 
Has anyone else got this or had this before? Or does anyone know why I’m getting it please? 😔",3.0888636363636337,4.852094401515156,4.197575757575759,86.34136363636364,74.68181818181819,7.2242424242424255,22.60606060606061,8.00094639256281,1.0538242424242426,519,14,106,8,11,169,86,132,0.121,0.779,0.1,-0.6089,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,1,3,0,16,5,3,3,1,17,27,11,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,10,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,5,0,13,1,8,19,4,12,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,5,9,66,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456449091488102,0.0,0.32413355183206544,0.15832479237157498,0.0,0.13755624828753488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901839112854396,0.0,0.0,0.13148579684104722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310596374608494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965311540853833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522216976046486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908227817952714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146145257876948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358437791945112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357201699226146,0.0,0.15499693418540172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308353667693222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492057578041519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549104454824361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094314475781879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392348141012097,0.1460720760246269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979799278448296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319598958656247,0.0,0.0,0.15470225015244154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782118020965533,0.0,0.15463236606691888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937059845239223,0.0,0.1234004889305045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606062481074062,0.0,0.24839588840939664,0.13505796639180054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010230536680344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943096347512315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976712373060843,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,adolbev,2019/09/12,"How do you deal with the first days? Next week college starts. It's my second year, and i don't want it to be like the first year. Last year i didn't make any friends and always felt bad, depressed about that. How should i approach people? How can i just ease myself a little bit. I am told i am a quite fun and relax person when i am boozed but drinking at 8 am doesn't sound like a good idea. Especially since i will drive.",0.8399999999999999,2.799921666666666,1.9455555555555544,98.925,82.33333333333334,4.4444444444444455,16.666666666666668,5.033348758259628,-0.9573333333333331,330,6,78,1,9,104,65,90,0.121,0.745,0.134,0.2712,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,6,8,0,0,5,0,12,2,0,4,0,14,17,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,3,4,2,0,2,2,0,2,3,2,0,3,3,2,11,6,4,11,1,15,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,13,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314844693418376,0.0,0.0,0.13333636677913008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371276889228936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140609385944449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645086727224944,0.20214265823816385,0.16887739158038015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207689876623876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826083279923309,0.0,0.0,0.33355919515094434,0.0,0.0,0.1514855169980514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445673366406735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22134255614062656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982566828985936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915827320657057,0.19651666086713548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088025312324875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085258648251636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593233351771264,0.17120338475573346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854777552862125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219361559356266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387814818602749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735615844925788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564893820794027,0.0,0.15727793737393625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787937594298187
socialanxiety,blurredmania,2019/09/12,"I’m lost There’s not a time in remembrance when I didn’t have social anxiety. I’m a senior in high school and I can say that I’ve had a less than okay time through out school. This year feels especially lonely.  I’ve been here for three years and came in without friends and I remain without them. I know that It’s my last year and I’ll be leaving anyways but with all of the senior activities going on I feel very lonely. Additionally, I feel really awful because I’m horrible at math and I’m in a class where no one struggles and I dread asking questions because I feel embarrassingly behind. I do feel grateful for the fact that I met my boyfriend here because he genuinely cares about me, but I wish I could’ve made more connections with my peers but I’m just extremely awkward. Every time I attempt to say something to someone they don’t hear me because I’m soft spoken and often times people cut me off. I just feel very lonely and I wish that I wasn’t so introverted and boring. I have so many thoughts running through my head but when it comes to talking to people my mind goes blank. I’ve been very sadly lately, binge eating and gaining weight. It doesn’t help that after being diagnosed with depression, anxiety, personality, and eating disorders my parents decided to ignore it because they wanted me to be ‘normal’ I just feel really stuck and I feel like my negative mindset will only hurt my future.",3.9390217391304354,5.913411380434784,5.0798550724637686,80.01586956521741,72.8768115942029,7.698550724637681,27.94202898550725,8.456263369488248,2.1487550724637683,1135,44,207,20,23,374,153,276,0.237,0.675,0.08800000000000001,-0.9925,1,6,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,3,14,18,1,4,6,2,15,5,1,1,2,51,44,20,0,4,10,1,10,1,1,1,1,3,0,1,10,19,3,1,12,0,0,4,9,14,0,2,11,13,34,4,28,29,3,29,0,7,0,0,16,10,0,2,16,130,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218670797402858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298989366621956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303176263290796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376579980526673,0.10141506317803196,0.0,0.0,0.08568355715032185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941773694375022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567232520757853,0.10095873056274364,0.0,0.0,0.11399985375093355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356281423091813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380674771589804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023552814343175,0.0710605252205291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684934232489056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565304070240252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208367782895016,0.0,0.11210855829346343,0.0,0.0666718348853213,0.10509424046784713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648339960936078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466544701182451,0.081080341791815,0.1122051304699419,0.10532308907354328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048595427641589625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858193708799854,0.0,0.0,0.0941197764967297,0.0,0.10084574332758127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043512503665986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745829740333026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740262805514577,0.0756504989143779,0.0,0.0,0.1104483227079923,0.0,0.0,0.13791827282945165,0.08685231290092603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142781207705717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744451100980814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158203152325758,0.0,0.20133545674466116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013959075301147,0.08427958507751482,0.07657593605448057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398637888745753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994924758229517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896711045497334,0.2320042112012229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24621651302511854,0.058669270950611335,0.0,0.0,0.1211261921885399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287684048284075,0.19176873279180226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216392342859304
socialanxiety,etwaitu,2019/09/12,"I don‘t know what to do anymore I just don’t now who I am anymore. I can‘t talk out of my mind even when I‘m with friends or family. Sometimes I want to say things but have fear to say them or also just don‘t know how to express it (which is also sometimes a reason why I have fear of saying it). And most of the times I just don’t know what to talk about at all. I‘m 15 years old and want to have relationships just like everyone else my age. I wish I could talk to people without problems and make friends. And that problem is even worse when it comes to talking to girls.. it‘s really embarassing for me to say this although I‘m on a throwaway account but I just feel so lost and lonely. I also have a crush on someone but I will never be able to confidently talk to her if I don‘t do something but that‘s the problem, I just don‘t know anymore what I can do about it and if I will ever be a normal person just like everyone else

I also don‘t know if it helps posting this here, but I just don‘t have any perspective anymore, thank you everyone who read all of this",3.4364897260273963,4.5367241187214615,4.242188926940639,89.02711900684935,72.65296803652969,7.118835616438358,26.016267123287676,7.413659706084162,1.1201253424657538,838,27,180,9,16,269,107,219,0.12300000000000001,0.74,0.13699999999999998,0.0399,0,2,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,23,12,0,2,6,0,26,0,0,3,4,51,42,25,0,11,19,0,1,2,2,2,0,4,0,2,18,9,0,0,7,1,1,1,11,7,0,0,1,5,24,5,25,36,3,15,0,2,0,0,21,4,0,6,11,141,42,1,0.09194029803640498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940984924903931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252255543191447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36472028222824143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919842580801634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340684673192906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360864297609952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145139948688667,0.08316526325532786,0.0,0.2635586843660966,0.0,0.0,0.08667313051174047,0.20691679243065156,0.0464877771840668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206569239031255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061625643755496215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526399167714625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898347710735024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036369607610587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061370862867414826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928334917839586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091002578526158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008197130205453,0.0,0.0,0.09647587676638572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373982629531885,0.08027872194277559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805339087311957,0.0,0.0,0.2639233452371112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196517838678267,0.0,0.058899309188001535,0.09452993901643897,0.0,0.09870947239508067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924584608476141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790071616870177,0.07078013322498251,0.181862611330676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3694906446253527,0.0,0.08464627386331493,0.0,0.0,0.061081048692063135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361112714931905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845753974570947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296181857929393,0.0,0.1057268053497988,0.08862716640990792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369501837850304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920653755436666
socialanxiety,altinator19,2019/09/12,What next lmao So I’m in college on the east coast rn for summer and haven’t really hung out with anyone for the past few weeks. Yesterday I met this older exchange student and we exchanged numbers and today he asked if I’m “keen for a drink.” I actually had plans tonight already but part of me is still down to hang out sometime just cause I’ve been on such a dry spell socially lately. But I’m also kinda anxious cause like I’m 19 and I’m not too much of a drinker (besides the fact that we straight up can’t drink in public here) so I don’t wanna disappoint him or anything. Any advice?,2.640975609756097,4.165842081300816,3.980983739837399,88.4285487804878,75.34146341463416,6.546016260162602,26.121138211382114,7.1686216300943375,1.155381138211382,468,17,98,5,10,154,91,123,0.051,0.8690000000000001,0.08,0.3396,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,2,1,20,13,11,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,2,2,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,7,2,16,10,3,21,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,3,11,58,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.1933354449852797,0.0,0.0,0.1935994736875878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862910733558694,0.15843559437890076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472763016310554,0.0,0.0,0.22381793874248293,0.0,0.13852932530955386,0.0,0.16303495496963513,0.0,0.18521440593631544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40704532212306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881621496815007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348672273561845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679087594362808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456401704638878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210701673326258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21454343727497302,0.1891268857390332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692002574630676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019572454289833,0.0,0.0,0.19594463526477185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821799111313795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779352998791027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891901280340262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sociallyawkwardfreak,2019/09/12,Experienced social anxiety with my own family We were laughing and having a good time and then all of a sudden I became the center of attention and then my face turned red and I couldn’t smile anymore. It got very awkward very quickly. I experience social anxiety usually outside home. This was the very first time I’ve felt this awkward with my own family. And it’s paining me. I see my family as an escape from my social anxiety problems. But now I’m experiencing it with them too. I try my best to have a close relationship with my family but this awkward situation has torn me apart. I feel VERY depressed right now. I want to die.,3.109390243902439,5.549091097560978,5.196117886178861,76.06539634146344,77.04878048780488,8.652845528455286,26.51016260162601,9.2995712137729,2.730913821138212,507,20,91,14,12,175,75,123,0.20600000000000002,0.708,0.086,-0.9395,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,1,0,1,2,4,9,0,3,6,0,6,2,1,0,1,20,13,10,1,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,6,18,3,10,8,4,14,0,1,2,0,6,4,0,0,10,64,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29818790464443096,0.0,0.1288554832270143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363533458994028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190837658009632,0.0,0.1348466555541494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709631030449384,0.4899451402770866,0.0,0.06569642857924787,0.0,0.124753017411164,0.0,0.0,0.11051825135793494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897898119921698,0.10391675844255947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033021843245945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825450527660554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243253047793156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394960180096818,0.0,0.11095936924739047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353725649902036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604657849454536,0.0,0.3973413132911074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152626342501765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088213829211784,0.14132635029302684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430993570093602,0.4288228852291541,0.0766359831055447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,takenalrwady,2019/09/12,Help What are some good online jobs for teens I'm 17,-1.9450000000000005,-0.15253883333333107,-0.4666666666666668,109.095,104.0,2.4000000000000004,6.0,3.1291,-2.8693,42,0,11,0,2,13,12,12,0.0,0.616,0.384,0.6808,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5736906621946636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584579272507888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6787454258052565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwme777326,2019/09/12,"Pain on forehead when anxious So when im for example in a classroom or just a room with a lot of people, i get anxious and i get this slight pain on my forehead. I dont usually have social anxiety and im good in social situations (i dont mean to rub it on anyones face) its just weird that i get this in this specific situation when i usually dont. Does anyone else have this or know what this is? I have posted here once before and one person said he had it too so i dont know how common this is. Thanks.",0.5928940783986647,2.521040633027525,3.3222518765638043,88.89286905754797,83.0366972477064,6.5324437030859075,21.835696413678065,7.686295010490155,0.9313412844036696,395,13,88,7,11,139,63,109,0.134,0.8109999999999999,0.055,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,0,10,5,3,1,0,13,18,11,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,2,9,2,10,16,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,6,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928360188199654,0.27419255370824275,0.0,0.16970806577666325,0.12434223852792956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326391760220402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061983220363824,0.0,0.5689072519859636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137628594173947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902084772910758,0.0,0.0,0.10178657073621293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621678166243409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338674671792292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317143234759947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321908524558421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923880254318162,0.08223309026055675,0.0,0.2582599291364719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413207396665105,0.10596224942856228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622426392611294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543611646369885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728155508362144,0.0,0.24741168279530976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172710983984632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26731013016011723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rswoboda12,2019/09/12,"In my 30s and have never had a friend at any level. Would like to become friends with people at work but have no idea how. Hi all

So I just turned 33. I've had self-esteem issues my entire life as well as debilitating, oftentimes paralytic anxiety. I'm also obese so that doesn't help either (though I have begun to slowly lose weight). My fight or flight response has always been to sprint in the opposite direction and never look back. Mix this in with social anxiety and you have a recipe for someone that's never had friendship with anyone on any level. Nothing more serious than talking to a classmate or someone at work.

Here's my situation, I was on a side project at work for about 18 months and just returned to my original department. Upon returning I met a few employees that were hired while I was gone, including some that graduated college within the last two years. I sit near a couple of these new women whom are very nice that I exchange pleasantries with. I would like to try to work up the courage to become friends with them, but having no prior experience at all I have no idea how to go about doing this. As a side note they are quite a bit younger than me, 8-9 years.

They go on walks outside at specific times of the day, so I tried asking if I could join them. I did a couple times, but I have a suspicion/feeling that they don’t want me to join them in the long term because of the changed pattern they have started using to leave their desks and exit (I also noticed that when one of them is out for the day, I’ll ask the other if they want to join me outside but they say they can’t because they’re busy, then I’ll see them outside shortly thereafter). They also eat lunch at their desk so asking to join them at lunch is moot.

I don’t want to appear creepy by trying to insert myself into their activities, but I really have zero idea what else I could do. I would appreciate any help that anyone could provide.",6.51549783549784,6.028386662337662,6.823376623376625,78.79601731601736,65.49350649350649,9.515151515151514,31.06060606060606,8.841846274778883,2.339969696969696,1535,49,301,21,21,498,205,385,0.08199999999999999,0.795,0.124,0.9404,1,0,0,1,1,0,35.0,0,1,17,6,18,11,1,0,18,0,34,6,0,4,5,47,51,30,0,11,12,0,1,2,3,3,2,1,0,1,14,12,5,0,3,0,1,6,10,3,1,3,10,4,45,8,56,35,8,58,0,1,2,0,34,27,0,6,26,214,59,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481038550201326,0.07450274252435196,0.0,0.0,0.18266661785543487,0.0,0.13699256486868833,0.0,0.0,0.12521402525206773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511176740029617,0.0,0.0,0.06884915244083516,0.0,0.10916299976105323,0.1977752500299733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775224522398752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471927292895772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446628864291736,0.1981440650080154,0.0,0.11548913377233598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161967035301398,0.07479746333668565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758529066456128,0.0,0.0,0.04527307503224636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075303813396481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177295447659886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003079358284745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032323220915408,0.0,0.09345435132601057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298537520363586,0.0,0.09480775492259358,0.0,0.0,0.0632432981223863,0.08748743385195247,0.0,0.0,0.07923826325065653,0.07518932263728477,0.1001700569294589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146833302466739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717154781590455,0.0864763047039166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591407255929917,0.10193954321908986,0.0,0.0,0.060673228425050116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062074336808673275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523462537466387,0.0,0.0,0.05736029996998445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120416722305319,0.0,0.0,0.07135014921638759,0.0,0.09340760356992904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006444010637588,0.0,0.09127265859584296,0.1517304195555359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337541793674085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719672081183955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797057582114554,0.0,0.1044205909172314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237116058612016,0.09739157210245702,0.08746556136341901,0.0,0.0,0.07733203579719547,0.0,0.07387818135009086,0.15843539846867324,0.0,0.0,0.10903309468733303,0.08050536514270976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607387598291838,0.0,0.0,0.19081556032179947,0.0,0.0,0.11531900122843705
socialanxiety,dutyofair,2019/09/12,"A Full-spectrum CBD vape pen that has helped with my SA Mostly a lurker on here but a lot of you have helped me on the road of trying to best manage my SA, so thank you! :)

I've seen a lot of talk about the benefits of CBD for people with SA and decided to give a few products a try. Eating it had barely any effect on me unless I ingested pretty high amounts of CBD. By far the best method for me has been vaping. 

Have very limited choices here in the UK but have tried [CBDFX](https://cbdfx.com/), [Meet Harmony](https://meetharmony.com/products/harmony-cbd-pen-cartridge/) and [Muse](https://www.musevapour.com). 

[CBDFX](https://cbdfx.com/) and [Meet Harmony](https://meetharmony.com/products/harmony-cbd-pen-cartridge/) weren't too bad of a hit but not keen on the CBD isolate they use. [Muse](https://www.musevapour.com), on the other hand, uses a full-spectrum distillate in their disposable pens and they are by far the best product to work for me. I usually take around 3-5 pulls for a dose which seems to work well for me for a few hours and I'm able to get on with my day without feeling too on edge. I think you get around 1.5MG of CBD per pull. Their flavour profiles are really nice too, especially the day pen.",8.12800988002823,8.867174623853213,7.080275229357799,74.16835920959777,61.93577981651376,10.01044460127029,30.989414255469303,9.851270322608157,2.7458796047988714,980,31,175,18,13,298,119,218,0.039,0.75,0.21,0.9931,0,0,1,0,0,0,85.0,0,3,4,7,10,9,0,0,18,0,10,4,1,3,0,27,23,10,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,10,2,1,5,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,4,4,18,8,37,18,9,21,0,0,1,0,13,15,0,4,4,111,22,6,0.1489019718160884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012584469011232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651086479351673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432692682691597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687902986980816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205890693719088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236389058587446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528931095387148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559026914331964,0.14284033946067845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961170597893368,0.15732310850924136,0.0,0.0,0.14663844822073244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253182263306273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032298787505546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148683656212295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539041599828398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355547627744124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195575172666164,0.11968176463932614,0.0,0.13708893003741954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954103711416456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032839940429721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572069904986121,0.1639944852432971,0.12285972102428915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388075507058605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353618725145373,0.0,0.2168048177920751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1geraldjc,2019/09/12,"Body image / Binge Eating. Hey,

So i've been suffering with binge eating/body image problems for the last 3/4 years (Im on Anti Depression meds for it)

It's impacted me MASSIVELY, i very rarely go anywhere or socialise. If it wasn't for work, i probably would just hide myself away inside my flat.

Ive randomly said yes to going on holiday next week, but im now really panicking about going. I tried to get in shape for the trip but of course, the last few weeks ive been so anxious about going, i've been binge eating bad and now im as fat/heavy as i've been for a long time!

I HATE people seeing me and it's going to basically be a week of being topless, in and out of the pool etc. and the fact people are going to see me without a shirt on TERRIFIES ME.

It's at the point where ive been considering any excuse not to go, but i feel like i need to force myself, or this is another 'ill get in shape for a holiday next year'

I know being 'fat' isnt a reason to put my life on hold, it's ridiculous. But honestly, the fear of going cripples me! Haha. I know it should matter how big i am or how big i feel, i should want to go on holiday with my friends and have a good time, I know all of this and yet it's still a problem.

I dont really know what im expecting from this, i just feel like i needed to get it off my chest and hope that someone on here maybe says something that helps me, even slightly.

Oh and when i say fat, this is what i mean (Up until 4 years ago i was always very slim, very athletic etc.) I know im not HUGE.

[https://imgur.com/a/J7clxvW](https://imgur.com/a/J7clxvW)",2.30165379881392,3.759676746223569,4.021322591473648,88.06677632315096,76.09969788519638,7.320622132706728,21.62481817164597,8.045849151850463,0.8715155197493574,1237,31,272,20,27,416,164,331,0.132,0.725,0.14300000000000002,0.4276,0,0,1,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,0,1,16,15,2,1,14,2,23,9,5,3,2,51,52,24,0,11,13,0,3,2,1,3,4,3,0,0,17,11,4,1,10,4,0,11,6,8,0,0,8,8,34,7,43,38,4,52,0,2,2,0,7,21,0,6,22,164,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206373882643301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764454038055544,0.0,0.0,0.05528386825788168,0.08524563670620604,0.0,0.09184100859051912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637999247116699,0.0,0.06787851931323942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806024065245046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700198729978125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527796271310776,0.0,0.0,0.16637160675855375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133240488697905,0.05369504751193442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091480271512067,0.12331665580645053,0.11615533812216775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628088612806584,0.0,0.12742095407497642,0.0,0.4158200118499962,0.06818698167369662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026267959632513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449079851504208,0.0,0.0,0.08074497995477517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43906656787576187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338997149093415,0.13253370259594424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057421561793392216,0.07943395171063937,0.0,0.0,0.07194414214204446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816724641968332,0.08855485717459198,0.0903012032622523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205594727459694,0.0,0.0,0.17291781256424005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127204137882043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685071986120118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876505216472317,0.15557802404239854,0.0,0.08172463918934199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416022272716023,0.08358552619784335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733083353590738,0.12929921776797138,0.0,0.0,0.12956430558912685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888158841420007,0.06258540671368444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492285632973828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480836059898534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055194448412348884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123241583803775,0.04795031407029751,0.0,0.1956315365347047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836616014856122,0.0,0.059184242654812876,0.0,0.0,0.05775013750313639,0.0,0.0,0.15705530905844028
socialanxiety,tripleb12,2019/09/12,"I need a job I feel like a bum sitting here playing video games all day, and I need money to help pay for my car, but I feel like I physically can’t go in for an interview, I don’t know why, but it just seems weird, I don’t know what to do. Any ideas?",3.665977011494253,1.9304003103448293,5.377586206896551,90.9427011494253,71.75862068965517,9.11264367816092,26.229885057471265,7.793537801064563,0.9311540229885052,190,4,53,2,3,66,40,58,0.063,0.777,0.16,0.6124,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,13,12,3,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,3,2,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,8,3,5,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,28,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887607481223833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901312960306331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28070086192708305,0.3965997534773247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775246115985778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860528978454576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133487697143767,0.0,0.0,0.2754506921228064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050962927917399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27121857828897306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41163719156943895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526941624715602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25046856822213936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheRatatattat,2019/09/12,I just fumbled through a speech in front of the corporate Board of Directors ....now I’m going to cringe nightly thinking about it for the next decade or two.,5.695,6.726089833333332,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,67.33333333333334,8.666666666666668,35.0,8.841846274778883,2.901,125,6,24,2,2,38,27,30,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,16,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295476226747921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529290462717749,0.487899312071668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331366499310893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078754797866112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cocoaboots,2019/09/12,"I’m sick of physical anxiety around my crush! Ugh, I am 27 for god’s sake! I’ve been around the damn block when it comes to relationships! Yet without fail every time, my anxiety manifests as physical nausea. 

“Good morning! Do you have anything going on today?” He says. 

He knows I like him and I know he likes me but as soon as he mentions hanging out my blood runs cold and I feel sick!! WHY???? Does it mean I’m not actually interested? 

Why does his pursuit make me want to run away and lie and say I am busy when I’m not? I hate this feeling!! I want butterflies not STOMACH SPIDERS.",-0.07061205273069504,2.258530432203393,2.1666666666666683,91.20483992467042,96.3728813559322,5.673069679849341,21.80979284369115,7.1686216300943375,1.0150719397363464,453,18,96,9,18,152,82,118,0.168,0.703,0.129,-0.7145,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,2,0,1,0,5,4,2,1,0,22,19,10,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,8,0,1,5,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,1,5,15,4,13,18,0,16,0,1,0,0,11,5,1,0,8,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.17859663511101087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800125679686532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060608449355462,0.32584502415816924,0.0,0.0,0.1719489976123134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765156622249107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320316028685347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419837220629296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850761756562212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401187232338203,0.15350463871055392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806898227631564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116096077914425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882416495635794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216420405788367,0.0,0.0,0.1993574289840464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649005349933465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910823917094739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067177544984458,0.0,0.17347720462749666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589445541502786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302858737974564,0.0,0.0,0.17642031961914434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ricecakeswt,2019/09/12,i have to sing in front of my class and im so scared :( the title explains it. i had an anxiety attack just at the very thought of singing in front of everyone (i sound like a dying cow). the teacher demands it tho and idk what to do or how to avoid it,-1.059246753246757,0.9595674909090908,1.4197402597402586,98.87818181818184,92.27272727272728,4.5974025974025965,20.584415584415584,6.1826913282559595,-0.0012857142857143349,192,7,47,2,7,65,41,55,0.244,0.716,0.04,-0.8961,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,5,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,1,9,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,32,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27770400469749634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.412979773033394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767502539592082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468745446660275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921164086138127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734984934899653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634394108953236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288191828375419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995238002931561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,easystevez,2019/09/12,"SAD is destroying my life Hi! I'm 21, and for the last 3-4 months I started feeling really anxious. I was very confident before, my life was going really well, but 3 months ago I felt like I was not going out that much, instead I was isolating myself in house, smoking weed while my friends were in the city. In the last month I've been out rarely, I went out 3 days ago with some people that I met at the party but I felt very bad, I know that those people were really good but I felt anxious and I was trembling without a reason. Then I went to a date, and I felt like my mind was going black, I couldn't talk and I was shaking, I was confident before, I don't know what's happening to me now, I just want to end this. I can't go out anymore. Any advices? I can't live like this anymore.",0.8937500000000007,2.695819684523812,2.974047619047621,92.44178571428571,81.32142857142857,6.104761904761905,21.214285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.5056000000000003,609,18,138,8,16,206,90,168,0.11599999999999999,0.6890000000000001,0.195,0.9277,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,2,6,0,16,2,0,1,0,27,34,9,0,2,6,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,8,0,0,7,6,5,1,0,18,6,26,6,14,15,2,29,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,1,17,85,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349557622011508,0.20591111737776813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898260117590686,0.0,0.0,0.2624216423952513,0.23036931546541645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697624620477502,0.0,0.0,0.19766172706624927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490393400815876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287002029485694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058726415443495265,0.0,0.4460697597574939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973335978775059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26403158174025715,0.09741693822509682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270666384446228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401576728455064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766053882237308,0.18934739743015974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407333484225214,0.17022778051244325,0.0,0.10255818675967816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727336809391688,0.0,0.2781175575066149,0.0,0.08537995869900179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610406754658971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321643517266124,0.1194164317331643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220804794035473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335297324644032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191663622013088,0.06850534616730344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442832777392792,0.21533520736304804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195966143014292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sugarhiccupx,2019/09/12,"Don’t you love it when... you finally have a bunch of interesting, mentionable shit to talk to someone about, who you really want to talk to and get to know. But you spent the first several times they tried to talk to you being awkward and not having much to say, so when you see each other again they’re too busy or not interested anymore and you don’t get to talk to them at all?",6.375,5.221328423076926,6.840641025641028,80.75019230769233,66.05128205128204,10.876923076923077,29.756410256410252,10.125756701596842,2.437194871794872,299,8,66,6,4,98,52,78,0.08900000000000001,0.81,0.10099999999999999,0.2582,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,7,2,1,6,5,1,1,2,0,5,2,1,0,1,11,12,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,2,9,3,13,10,4,7,0,0,1,1,17,1,1,1,6,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208000552628464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342603097664108,0.0,0.1818992158638095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345377322190654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175254079487066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930063986997347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720307260657354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699666760258356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006071506041384,0.0,0.0,0.17040937165089998,0.0,0.0,0.2415876578743255,0.2195121599577584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119293190523325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6875325055162506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469663680488928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518892730214605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261332410038161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lifeinpinka,2019/09/12,"I wasn’t actually included. So, we have a praise and worship team at our school and today was the practice. There is a line up and our pastor didn’t specify who would be included. I thought all of us would sing but when I went there, I realized I wasn’t actually part of the line up. Its so embarrassing but thank goodness my classmate was there and when he went out to charge his phone, I basically got an excuse to come out. Aghhhhh",3.3535960591133005,5.0000917816092,5.126108374384238,80.44758620689656,73.71264367816093,9.109359605911333,28.52052545155993,9.606745405546679,2.6232870279146145,343,14,71,9,7,117,57,87,0.052000000000000005,0.7979999999999999,0.15,0.7634,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,4,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,15,16,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,9,0,12,4,9,4,2,11,3,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,3,53,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.4682843093524347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668293879372573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124627117494606,0.1918981065800508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598264517870936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428272428650408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209001057977804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048175635669592,0.0,0.0,0.2274305249560938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28861251615608874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44484468845001135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408861793578945,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thedudebuda,2019/09/12,"Quit drinking 3 years ago Once I was sober, my social anxiety hit me like a ton of bricks. I moved out of my hometown with my girlfriend and haven’t quite made friends yet. The ones I have made I’ve lost touch with because I’m so fuckin awkward. I wish I could socialize like I use to  but, I now know drinking for that reason will likely lead me to lose everything. 
I guess I just miss having that social wall down. I’m lonely but won’t do anything about it.",2.4055,4.051069378947371,3.2012500000000017,93.26187500000002,76.26315789473685,6.0131578947368425,23.453947368421048,6.6274283507984215,0.5040789473684208,361,11,79,3,8,114,69,95,0.146,0.768,0.085,-0.6671,0,2,2,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,5,10,1,1,2,0,8,3,0,5,0,16,19,4,0,2,3,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,2,0,2,2,6,0,1,4,1,14,4,10,11,1,9,0,4,0,1,5,3,1,1,7,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355567580466616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238885212262123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332680545800732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098720997201399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129300989818015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172915560304677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145546944940736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511935509456482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840217222781127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900148354113227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735643207024446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117655123884224,0.17678358112596032,0.0,0.0,0.3064751208183399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721233502108118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246758677977508,0.10973904393723348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444997739405385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650782898900507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952517552757395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398696574155002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862303203398523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428814545642734
socialanxiety,hsmm877,2019/09/12,"Is it okay if we make a post for finding local support? I always see posts or comments on here where someone will say something along the lines of ""it would be nice if I had friends with social anxiety"" or "" wow, this is so relatable"", ect. I thought it would be really cool if we could build a support group and try to find people who live near us. Yeah having online friends is great but being able to meet, talk , and keep each other accountable for tackling anxiety is another level. 

There are about 200,000 people in this subreddit. There could literally be 20 people who live in your city who suffer with social anxiety, and you would never know lol. I know it could be really uncomfortable (especially for people with social anxiety haha) but I think it would be a really cool thing to try. What if we make a post and everyone can just type in their state/city and people can comment/reply to find other people.",6.958439306358379,7.1299426763005815,7.1859017341040445,74.35642485549134,64.43352601156069,10.38820809248555,31.1728323699422,10.125756701596842,3.056288323699422,725,24,129,15,10,235,102,173,0.10300000000000001,0.774,0.12300000000000001,-0.052000000000000005,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,4,2,1,0,7,12,0,0,5,6,23,0,0,2,1,40,33,14,0,11,9,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,14,13,0,1,7,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,12,11,18,17,1,12,0,1,1,0,20,8,0,6,1,93,26,1,0.10140572142829456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437768367131357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633274064529774,0.3103003973319205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428926513055248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689751247145746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780489767977615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566916176554645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180016586833977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013406451692244,0.0,0.0,0.11145986501653588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908621972024846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537821296343666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821034382992942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218117544038185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913559499935718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488930536659213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064189980741056,0.0,0.0,0.08080723093533852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101110880175679,0.08592073869218991,0.078067078590806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23014802192932374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815060777036058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673694554020574,0.06497669170768185,0.0,0.08050481568506472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769565680687296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197859712107767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881428601215071,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wvnne,2019/09/12,"i HAVE to record myself speaking for an online class and i have no other options gah this sucks and i don’t know what to do. 

i’m taking a language class online and with the way the site is set up, i can’t proceed to future lessons until i complete whatever assignment/lesson i’m currently on, and i happened to get an assignment where i have to record myself saying the german alphabet. so having to worry about the anxiety i get when i have to record myself (or sometimes speak), i emailed my teacher asking if there were any work arounds that i could do, and it turns out that there’s nothing i can do and that i HAVE to get this assignment completed before i can move on. 

my only other option is to drop out of the class (i have till the end of the month to do that), but the reason why i don’t want to is because i have plans on moving to germany and it’s hard for me to stay motivated to teach myself. my school system’s online district offers german 1 (the school that i go to doesn’t though) so i figured why not and now i’m here.",5.426333333333332,4.89124673023256,6.3807558139534875,81.227257751938,67.74418604651163,8.84108527131783,29.54457364341085,8.07648339933343,1.8988527131782944,817,25,167,9,12,273,111,215,0.053,0.919,0.027999999999999997,-0.1703,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,11,1,1,0,12,0,23,0,0,2,0,25,37,17,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,12,12,0,0,5,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,1,4,27,0,30,35,0,26,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,4,9,126,39,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125614595832538,0.0,0.12515640491273267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564200485066942,0.1529474017726629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973131470805592,0.0,0.1392147234292756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430707944151086,0.0,0.0,0.13062426508208774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490434377022895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25642858778597794,0.0,0.092979769463019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467423728072673,0.0,0.14655680617279387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991233087340345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058693564934842,0.34776974494005874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569821904311426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244280082015298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821188161602454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010425190570707,0.0,0.3311514163500405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618082713573783,0.0,0.0,0.17437980698815472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230096435030088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607398331205938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779538772024076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649771821442683,0.12986102498543206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952538370533269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910546325234865,0.16614752835441962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,not_a_throwaway10101,2019/09/12,"I can't have a normal fucking conversation without overthinking every response i can't even have a normal conversation irl. but i do talk to online friends, and it takes me like 2-5 minutes for most responses. they probably think i don't see the message immediately, but i do. i just look at it while trying to figure out what to type the entire time. sometimes i don't respond because i can't think of anything, and they type ""well nice convo"" which only makes me feel worse because i'm trying and they're just rubbing the fact that i can't have a normal conversation in my face.",7.281842105263159,6.6255735000000024,7.863859649122808,72.52368421052633,64.0,10.056140350877193,35.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,3.2134666666666662,465,19,85,7,6,155,70,114,0.039,0.831,0.13,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,1,0,6,0,11,2,1,1,1,19,20,6,0,3,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,4,14,4,9,20,1,5,0,0,2,1,9,3,1,1,3,56,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607269787502805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812349732864305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900321433601564,0.0,0.16456067214196346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875674894513872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089929834197385,0.18056486884387693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954206726030622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401477155586378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037377271764014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740994620458604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485452817167767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105817864898665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556401629079126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317077883266232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468520023115668,0.15698618879695492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502989587823685,0.0,0.0,0.1138893047862446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26521109817861066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561095923951472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188275958822616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990418980623439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chicken_are_back,2019/09/12,"The worst thing about about social anxiety for me The most hated part of this stupid thing is when I get anxious my mouth gets so stiff and spitty that when I try to speak all that comes is uncomrehensable speech. And eventually if it last too long, my mouth starts hurting. If one thing I could take it would be this, trying to speak with friends or teachers, it just makes life so much worse. Sorry, had to rant!",5.822125,6.383881962500002,4.9575,88.01750000000001,66.875,7.9,24.75,7.554174236665415,0.8403250000000004,327,7,69,3,5,97,60,80,0.275,0.693,0.032,-0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,0,2,0,6,4,2,1,1,14,13,9,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,10,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,3,6,1,8,9,5,6,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,5,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187875219368528,0.23905564359220816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228066694730613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689509462376251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348701943906485,0.0,0.22111181523378287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891807289358785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265296370172686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724879226500701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946426026081536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18726550880051196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412492950519193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555547012333895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433903587165327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22914972662340166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157066567380164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368766774276658,0.14977650188806393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910210597645036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217468029132163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28733448359131125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564557963657088,0.15031951957217454,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AJPunkBoy,2019/09/12,"Re-friending people Hey, I had these friends in grade 9 that I was quite close to. We would hang out during lunch, send memes, play video games together. However, in grade 10 I went to a very bad depression which made me stop talking to them for that school year. Now, I've started grade 11 and feeling better. I want to start hanging out with them again but I just feel like it would be so awkward and my anxiety just goes crazy thinking about it. I'm afraid they don't like me anymore or won't want to hang out. How do I go about re-connecting with friends I used to be close to?",3.1899346405228783,4.443285789915969,3.449019607843137,93.88503267973856,73.45378151260505,6.969561157796452,25.827264239028946,7.3871296695380915,0.9533185807656392,455,15,103,5,9,140,82,119,0.11599999999999999,0.721,0.16399999999999998,0.598,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,3,2,8,10,0,2,1,0,9,1,0,3,0,25,21,6,0,4,4,0,2,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,6,10,1,1,3,3,0,6,2,4,0,0,4,2,14,6,17,12,0,19,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,1,8,57,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186547670001327,0.0,0.19687618861350648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575396510832022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557274965732012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709829811138015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007530008081202,0.14182106546401693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4601227858182077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282216857223093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397141530889644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784222242344356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762715895307712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114798156722747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009104837221448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28102366183890765,0.0,0.0,0.16596966390334875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956098607461372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720210925185066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714555310615673,0.0,0.16379787091680287,0.2341817342438957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402787200320656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282042518709701,0.0,0.0,0.12783887294111726
socialanxiety,UandIareComplicated,2019/09/12,"Damn anxiety halting my potential. There’s a million things I can do to lead myself to success but anxiety just keeps holding me back. Who knows what I’ll become or what I could’ve became if I didn’t have this. Everyone has their own demons I suppose.

All these extrovert using drugs or failing classes. Like damn, they know how to socialize, their path for success is right in front of them if they focused.",2.649102564102563,5.435423653846158,3.3720512820512845,86.32294871794875,81.69230769230771,6.5435897435897425,27.89743589743589,7.793537801064563,2.0832974358974363,327,15,59,6,9,103,64,78,0.152,0.687,0.161,0.4215,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,5,4,4,6,2,0,1,0,6,1,0,3,1,15,10,6,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,12,3,6,9,2,5,1,1,0,0,7,2,2,4,2,43,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373218431694252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197873897385556,0.0,0.0,0.3156793106228304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282138273633755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314747138253093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731250047818808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25406087498320795,0.0,0.0,0.3141719058535833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396432202834241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440992162343827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29137002673369905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18989427447128426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246867327896883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kittycakes22,2019/09/12,"Finally seeking therapy about this. Internship has pushed me over the edge. My social anxiety is no longer manageable. I’m doing an internship and I’m really struggling. I feel like I’m that annoying, rambling intern. I was bullied in high school and harassed for countless things at my first “real” job. I’m an attractive female and people stare at me a lot and it makes me uncomfortable. I feel like it gives people preconceived notions about me, assuming I’m stupid or something. 

I’m a smart girl and a great writer, but as a speaker I’m absolutely terrible with verbal communication. I’ve had a mental breakdown over this the past few days because I can see people for my internship just looking at me like dear in the headlights. And I just want to take a week away from classes and people so bad and just go back to my own bubble. They say exposure helps but fuck it’s horrible.",3.697321428571428,6.195730994047621,5.0109523809523795,77.83821428571429,75.36904761904762,8.485714285714286,28.952380952380953,9.188382445141503,2.9529809523809525,709,31,123,18,16,235,107,168,0.19399999999999998,0.687,0.11900000000000001,-0.9429,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,8,14,4,1,11,0,6,1,0,1,0,22,23,13,0,1,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,7,0,1,2,7,15,7,17,21,3,17,0,0,3,1,6,9,1,3,9,77,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399789240274835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522882594832597,0.12463668819635905,0.13533781855786714,0.09880815000220623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453420736311704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391446913840932,0.23159329688323785,0.0,0.1775609361617879,0.0,0.13787309974992698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984897203345773,0.0,0.15549085333369847,0.0921191005569932,0.0,0.0,0.17870405654844113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864505998532682,0.17125627454803155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084864742896954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375659749074418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361142124340874,0.0,0.0,0.13780255045279674,0.0,0.0,0.10819588520707152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334791899260254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473260454139465,0.4494893248521469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449314134336028,0.10383857416911804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128899939561165,0.0,0.16404305365842542,0.1291642087865725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522965769315162,0.0,0.12478428380412353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945095918414665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187100252857115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536327300341204,0.0,0.10768494728339467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560448535259844,0.0,0.13001828199163706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Srinartz,2019/09/12,"Shaky Vision Hi just found this sub, and have been wondering this for a while.  Does anyone else get shaky vision when they get really anxious? Is this normal or should I be worried?",4.184901960784317,6.491452000000002,4.100588235294119,85.84931372549022,73.11764705882355,6.886274509803924,20.15686274509804,7.793537801064563,0.8019921568627457,144,3,26,2,3,44,29,34,0.22399999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.5651,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545891659486039,0.0,0.21946854750304187,0.3216018090609108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746739393666477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622021071899587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441475008233576,0.0,0.0,0.3279732407358417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30753064720321954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010762243831528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403838151425882,0.0,0.31875507983608425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IamJeffMangum,2019/09/04,"Fuck me Host asked me if I wanted water and I accidentally said ""no it's okay."" I actually really wanted water and I'm super thirsty but I don't want them to think I'm annoying so I'm waiting until they all go to bed so I can sneak out and get water.

What the fuck is wrong with me",-1.04488095238095,0.9748940952380992,2.8399801587301603,88.7275892857143,92.17460317460319,5.68968253968254,15.811507936507935,7.1686216300943375,0.05249365079365065,220,5,51,4,8,82,44,63,0.289,0.674,0.037000000000000005,-0.9421,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,2,6,3,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,1,13,17,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,10,2,5,16,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,2,1,1,30,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2829677352936145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27108169945527466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5361429946229282,0.15149673800770955,0.0,0.16479596010698552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576144819991044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758267456045021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858003084595193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130933604090528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170353795364749,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wilde-card,2019/09/04,"i wanna jump off a cliff I accidentally walked into the class that started before mine and nearly sat down. Every single person looked at me, and the professor saw me hiding in the hallway after and laughed. Had to go back in 20 minutes later for my actual class with him. Feels like a nightmare.",5.419285714285714,6.865190928571433,6.305714285714287,74.78928571428574,68.28571428571428,7.742857142857144,26.5,8.07648339933343,1.8463357142857144,236,7,39,3,4,78,47,56,0.079,0.826,0.095,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,7,2,12,4,1,14,0,0,2,0,2,7,0,0,5,31,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.38960144850149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069915464122943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33972453178796397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336377609414657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186815410592945,0.2852177211131308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268977581428316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19504889789989985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33526173688120103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34860168401696834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825847068145771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hcolema1,2019/09/04,Feeling powerless Do anyone with social anxiety feel powerless around work bullies. I'm trying to speak up and speak out more but anxiety always holds me back especially since I am now 30. I'm supposed to stand up for myself,6.092142857142857,7.705169642857142,7.00809523809524,69.75357142857145,66.85714285714286,10.361904761904762,33.04761904761905,10.504223727775694,3.981990476190477,183,8,29,5,3,61,34,42,0.177,0.7929999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.6542,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,8,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830319417225501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204274409584833,0.0,0.0,0.2378406988602156,0.0,0.0,0.3028055013778437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615542547968897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439799905336128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813754885142486,0.0,0.0,0.3467399576615188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309394345584576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476331574393457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawaywannabelaw,2019/09/04,"Am I just being anxious or is something actually going on? So I started law school this year and I am living with three other first year law students. I am one year older than them because I took a year off to save up. 

We seem to get along just fine, and nothing has happened. But I don’t think they like me. 

They don’t really talk to me or ever ask me about my life. Even though I make sure to ask them how they are, or I follow up on something they mentioned. I’m not clingy though, I spend most of my time in my room studying. 

I went home (three hours away) the second weekend for my sisters birthday, so I did miss the first tailgate. But when I came back I felt even more ostracized. It feels like one of my roommates goes out of her way to avoid to me. Ex: she takes the bus if I offer her a ride in my car. 

Well today. Three of us were home, and we all knew we were home because we drove home together. But the other decided to get food and they didn’t even invite me. :( 

They are nice to me though. They don’t avoid me if I’m downstairs and if I ask them a question they do respond. 


I know I’m awkward and I suck at conversation. I may just be hyper away of things because of my social anxiety. I don’t know.",0.8822568093385215,2.758489334630351,2.560834241245136,95.01247315175098,81.72373540856032,5.201494163424124,20.785836575875486,6.152001189255117,-0.002137307392996224,937,27,215,7,25,308,136,257,0.07,0.8540000000000001,0.076,0.3446,0,2,2,0,0,0,30.0,5,0,11,2,17,12,1,3,7,0,19,2,0,2,3,48,46,22,0,3,13,2,2,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,5,14,1,2,9,1,1,8,6,5,1,8,10,2,52,7,30,33,3,36,0,1,0,0,31,12,1,10,17,156,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.1039829962674002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151482191087069,0.12037761565453665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29884559785627,0.0,0.20022518303092107,0.0819347590916129,0.0,0.19486610444825392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218713386225119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113711264090956,0.09638573470505493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387776558747458,0.07612341623465409,0.10231018601416003,0.0,0.0,0.18127245479159296,0.1288475802483499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134191484010122,0.0,0.06055806216530864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422685714927984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275362365671415,0.0,0.10493590443653007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712045650156147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526344496789159,0.1041154692842896,0.0,0.09409063883067996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112675984441136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022430718195801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444098054391845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936677490821793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826231250271463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784006119434307,0.0,0.09700431097716093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862012136065023,0.0,0.16406357357317822,0.0,0.0,0.07542067573655896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042748999324433,0.0,0.08011662839356097,0.08564543862386545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079087499145957,0.06827659259802536,0.3140713145270751,0.0,0.062133487905747666,0.0,0.10100234816880872,0.0,0.1183873078464817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817339206467915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457895808234184,0.0,0.0,0.09580637472942928,0.09877820515198486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744735192624773
socialanxiety,Schral,2019/09/04,"Today I went out of my comfort zone and tried making conversation on my first day of high school! And it went well! All for the past four years I became a very antisocial person who didn’t talk to anyone. I don’t know why this happened, it just did, sadly. This commenced to basically the worst four years of my life. At my new high school, I had a resolution today to finally talk to people and break out of this bad, self destructive and depressing habit of avoiding social interaction. 

It worked! I can’t believe it. Today I was able to become the person I’ve always wanted to be. I smiled, laughed, came up to someone new and asked them where they were from. I asked their name, it was incredible! Everyone else I talked to said that their first day was stressful and bad, but I’ve never felt this good in my life.

I just want to tell someone, anyone about this. This is a big leap in my life, and I’m just so happy.",3.636861826697892,5.069528240437158,4.596381733021079,85.39045081967214,72.60655737704917,7.414363778298204,23.453942232630762,7.957251820313856,1.0699417642466829,720,19,148,10,14,234,106,183,0.094,0.792,0.113,0.7662,0,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,4,3,7,13,1,2,6,0,11,3,0,1,2,23,24,9,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,13,10,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,8,1,4,12,2,20,5,24,11,2,29,0,2,0,0,19,11,0,0,14,95,33,3,0.11207612045908484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325631045277542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673245864917987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20955208693017394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871577583213136,0.0,0.12377926967347498,0.0,0.12627140829581207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818522438602553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445596517399982,0.0,0.09653099832466172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936252173498994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709353601528226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076106515234304,0.12277391172543888,0.0,0.1906637816167698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400413242556127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910854318489687,0.1193071142756875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368291493420547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159410476054785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748803509471825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481168069177724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644001337170934,0.21648763105979088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698933865556358,0.07769947022671879,0.1957210908147652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066100557299294,0.0,0.0,0.22685403472619495,0.0,0.0,0.11691983653245852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424749072937768,0.18992346632844975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838281732019755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27024762077107045,0.09795946923621346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187051724352521,0.0,0.0,0.0760923289219552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247453693961104,0.1322107992778421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076989209368556,0.20779137301634845,0.10113126638893437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159275051436611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434669403140418
socialanxiety,PieceOfShit100,2019/09/04,"Am i having social anxiety? I can be myself with people i adapt to or with my friends but not with everyone else, everything is allways akward for me and i think o have SA. Do i?",0.7620270270270275,2.9308262162162184,3.6445270270270282,85.4084121621622,84.13513513513513,6.943243243243244,22.763513513513516,8.07648339933343,1.5186270270270272,138,5,28,3,4,49,31,37,0.04,0.889,0.071,0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32527797058211805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552012782908113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406298238509266,0.3821436756703575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285096109218264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29478117037534435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334393649195215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27245194135161344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BipolarCapriSun,2019/09/04,"I have a social situation at school I already posted a question like this on r/introvert but the situation is getting worse now. My French teacher is requiring us to talk to other people for a grade and at first I tried just avoiding it but she’s getting on my case about it. I sit in the middle at the front and everyone around me already picks their partners. There’s one kid who doesn’t have a partner but he doesn’t show up to class all the time. She gave me a 30% because I didn’t pick a partner. The problem is that it’s counted as a test grade and it has a bigger impact on my grade than homework or class work. I’m really worried as to what should do. I was thinking about skipping but that is kind of redundant, and if I keep avoiding it, I’ll be failing and my mom will be upset and probably talk to the school and I just don’t know how to approach this :/ if you have any ideas or ways that can help, they’ll be much appreciated :)",3.3526530612244905,4.285256306122451,4.6802040816326524,86.4433673469388,72.6734693877551,7.4367346938775505,28.285714285714285,7.7094869923839395,1.5544734693877555,740,28,159,9,14,246,115,196,0.142,0.79,0.068,-0.9419,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,2,4,8,7,0,3,14,0,21,0,0,3,1,32,28,18,0,4,10,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,4,13,8,0,4,4,1,0,2,4,5,0,2,3,0,20,2,22,19,2,19,0,1,0,0,19,11,0,5,4,113,33,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509900436897949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814675450461787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157159596419647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694401972359364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196124629902244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527196391402402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661746072086295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106595344997891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17952700871186222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135434882317172,0.0,0.16560665272279718,0.08739945726275901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769467247579458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862555659328043,0.0,0.0,0.11690632234902895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077637416708419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025229693359896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230804915554672,0.0,0.171462666153674,0.15217150049940728,0.0,0.0,0.17815148017366333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187953910781697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218963826167342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35751574519392504,0.0,0.16211240868258192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25564671027924074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190085173956552,0.0,0.0,0.09273244457909273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079718306726319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129510312027215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623166358897803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577669874826944,0.16150403023330573,0.16206650673323825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,droolgirl333,2019/09/04,Confrontation Every time I get confronted or something my eyes start to water and I nearly cry. Please can someone tell me how to stop or prevent this,3.758809523809525,6.648481071428575,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,77.57142857142857,6.590476190476192,27.190476190476193,7.793537801064563,2.048033333333334,122,5,20,2,3,38,25,28,0.287,0.61,0.10400000000000001,-0.7184,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,6,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,3,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149127845843764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182493034956964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197345536353364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146282302636719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200448648926308,0.2907908847206873,0.0,0.0,0.2673554469893801,0.0,0.0,0.31579471557091193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33014798753134844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025427735591266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blackteapool,2019/09/04,"Idk So I have a huge social anxiety which stamples basically every part of my life.
It's weird since when it comes to sexual life I'm kinda seen as an average. I've had many women in my life and I have perhaps not way too many friends, but the ones I have are very close to me.

So I may not really seem like that guy who suffers from extreme anxiety, but when it comes to different parts of my life I'm really shy. I can't hold a conversation, have a hard time being social, hate everything that breathes and can't piss front of others, goddamn, not even in the open wild (which considered as a part of social anxiety).

I have this weird way of gaining confidence, and it is by either hurting people or by torturing animals. It may sound weird and it is, but I really have nothing else to gain confidence from anymore and sadly even these two starts to wear off and I'm feeling shittier by the day, no matter what I do.

Is there an end to this shit? How the fuck do people end it or come over it, if it's even possible? We can't live our dreams/life because shit like these just keep us down.",4.104095665171897,4.805577645739913,5.394547085201796,82.86551270553069,70.74887892376681,9.354738415545592,27.422720478325854,9.558583805096642,2.2484196711509727,857,28,180,19,15,287,126,223,0.27699999999999997,0.64,0.083,-0.9948,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,0,2,11,15,6,0,10,0,19,10,5,1,0,32,32,19,0,1,11,0,2,2,1,2,4,1,0,2,20,12,0,2,2,0,0,4,7,12,0,2,2,4,15,3,23,27,4,21,0,3,1,1,11,8,4,7,9,120,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494250753414865,0.0,0.10778367637140156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625174503935613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28086063470658384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070091117523785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354991229195922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907901483363354,0.0,0.19252058727317586,0.0,0.0,0.21535097950417348,0.0,0.0915695579525912,0.0,0.09767667832405358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054953056085843235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396770543456686,0.10047507102752734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761260252221884,0.0,0.0,0.09735802826589997,0.1073013090878727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634669161214335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660185646456944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070622003296917,0.1061934020573706,0.0,0.0959684963998808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203736665503686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042836353517318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736459655584725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35307714603048795,0.0,0.15069329881873014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225230072862536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887406780561327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894031950975657,0.0,0.0,0.2231217181436939,0.08990315382890911,0.0,0.0,0.3323638734511984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692591885708877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337354581176978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061668529420684,0.0,0.13073147199112045,0.0,0.0,0.08967431172634001,0.0,0.1725339637418685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DangYikes,2019/09/04,"I dont leave my dorm (1st year College student) So I am a first year that just recently moved in to college a couple of days ago. I was late on move in day and was not able to really to meet up with anyone. On my first day, I was able to meet a girl who came from my old high school. I was able to spend the rest of the day with them but since that day we haven't really spoken at all. The next day was orientation, I was lucky enough to meet 2 people who became acquaintances but they don't live on res so I don't see them that much. Today was the first day for classes to begin and I couldn't make a friend. After class ends, I just stay in my dorm, since I don't want to be in public and everyone else to see that I am alone. It has gotten to the point where I do not go out to get food and eat whatever is in my mini fridge. This is obviously a problem, and I want to get it sorted out but I am struggling. Whenever I go out, I always just have that feeling that everyone is better than me which makes it hard for me to open up. At this point, I feel that it would be better I were taking some sort of medication.",2.0085185185185166,2.841091765432097,3.8058641975308665,91.82138888888893,75.79012345679013,7.210699588477367,20.08436213991769,7.594959193182576,0.2996485596707821,861,16,209,11,18,291,122,243,0.075,0.8640000000000001,0.061,-0.3036,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,3,5,6,6,0,1,10,0,26,3,0,2,2,36,42,10,0,5,8,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,16,13,2,0,2,0,1,5,8,2,0,3,10,5,29,4,38,28,5,47,0,0,2,0,12,20,0,4,21,143,45,8,0.3077972247578028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094788944198533,0.0,0.0,0.10626169935432626,0.0,0.0,0.08537064937335814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717396587308654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148108828141252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734600900221373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352392493257615,0.0,0.4631754085926312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024535168734375,0.0,0.0,0.10498446752954407,0.0857083618693048,0.0,0.09087232735964518,0.1060122708531034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960756257442451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375435007290712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618121621407019,0.12406320864800467,0.0,0.0792677907746167,0.0,0.10720756404932756,0.0,0.11661883734645825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190861861557532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840155573230437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573622541007984,0.10863760620256988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059686285590288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369713584069691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335777401103544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809315915390928,0.07542212526652507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091152801377685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766047010568816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711292801207264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397857750088848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817345839000904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145518918548785,0.0,0.10130420883815207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383574132148836,0.16351635832729344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697420300056079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093569626226416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725882975307216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714173572687097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725192642851982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103118527550727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288343911137969,0.0,0.0,0.13214088081040598
socialanxiety,Roxy927,2019/09/04,"Has anyone here improved on their SA? Losing hope I am so desparate for help I even looked up on Google for anything and these ads come up like ""how i overcame social anxiety just buy my book for only $1000"" making me lose even more hope. And maybe death wouldn't be so bad. Like it wouldn't affect anyone but myself and id rather die than keep living my life like this. I just feel really lost",1.7747222222222234,3.9253104691358085,2.489614197530866,95.24701388888893,80.1111111111111,5.037654320987656,16.297839506172842,5.985473137389443,-0.6085197530864197,312,5,67,2,8,97,61,81,0.204,0.636,0.16,-0.7281,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,9,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,0,17,13,7,2,5,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,9,5,8,9,1,5,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,2,3,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479570481352449,0.0,0.0,0.27047157747847106,0.0,0.15915879672492547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148810069969838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666043816632482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200727589509302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25548910988077755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097793198458578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963770640305886,0.0,0.0,0.3841967557883541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17191044854628934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661021258335898,0.2834690147031699,0.0,0.17078333549901714,0.0,0.16241451117240796,0.4327494984571882,0.2111283318525924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291017410491349,0.0,0.19430493263629905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709595415179166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390250042907072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971557092056979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fitnessenthusiast12,2019/09/04,"Anxiety to work So I’ve had some levels of anxiety my whole life, but in these past months it’s become somewhat debilitating. I have begun to find it hard to get myself to go out and do things, running errands, interviewing for jobs (I currently don’t work), sometimes it feels borderline agoraphobic.

I have an appointment with a therapist I hope will be a good fit this upcoming Tuesday, but I am still currently have trouble getting through my day to day. 

Today what prompted me to write this post is that in my lack of work recently I’ve gotten into a bad financial situation, one where I don’t feel I can sustain myself. I have a hard time bringing this problem up to my parents, the people most likely to be able to help me in my financial distress, as it has been exhibited in past situations that they sometimes have a hard time grasping how much my anxiety has held me back. I can’t say I put blame on them for that, I mean I’m the one experiencing it and I still have trouble understanding how/why it could be so limiting for me, I find myself to be a smart individual, but I am terrified of putting myself in a work setting, up to the point that I started the process of getting on one of the dog walking apps in the hopes of getting at least some form of income, and they have an in person harness assessment that when it prompted me to book it for today, I clammed up and had a small panic attack.
   I did book it for today, though I wish I had done it for Monday, the next available day, and I got myself dressed for it, but am still having trouble mentally coming to terms with it.
   I have tried visualizing it going well, telling myself I am in control, and that I will be no worse off if it doesn’t go well (also I can retake it so I am quite literally worrying about nothing), but the feeling is sticking, and it makes me angry with myself when I know that isn’t the correct way to look at it.
   
   I guess my hopes in writing this post are mainly to have support, but any tips to help with this are welcomed. I feel frustrated, as I know I am a smart individual and this really isn’t the hardest thing I could be doing, but every time I’m ready to go out into the world and do something, especially work related, I have these panic attacks, and I so want to be a part of all these things.",10.62199872122762,6.228906215217393,10.68772378516624,66.63159846547316,60.76086956521739,13.693094629156013,43.14578005115089,11.088447113337141,4.578952685421996,1809,74,358,33,17,613,207,460,0.163,0.728,0.11,-0.9813,5,0,1,1,0,0,43.0,0,0,3,8,17,22,3,3,23,0,51,1,0,3,2,61,84,29,0,10,8,1,7,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,37,19,0,3,11,2,0,10,7,11,2,3,9,10,56,11,62,64,13,68,0,0,1,0,13,27,0,9,28,279,93,9,0.07871715093633233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295007716406162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353036196282987,0.0,0.180655215023932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791042463339146,0.0,0.06052863015028941,0.06572553301424627,0.0,0.086936908716723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780785543876522,0.0,0.0,0.08828797823030013,0.12569847949958673,0.0,0.0,0.15229815073954947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055497541892748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632259470674108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920702679661924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438920997487564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450584973456936,0.0,0.17894708365829134,0.06602421149546543,0.06295729655237442,0.0,0.08671581640643754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154531684437405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552489397259132,0.0,0.0,0.2345516770008765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078114626048663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652177504652894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560025164905251,0.038457223790615086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610258136545605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254430949869633,0.0,0.0,0.08574605409321713,0.0,0.0,0.0793283736723318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628312788719543,0.0,0.05786616324967541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371658304739635,0.0,0.0,0.07553122933671175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600223360710119,0.0,0.0,0.18471523213227714,0.08740608056804397,0.08524300353368781,0.15028885520003196,0.05457256104562011,0.06873277993555235,0.0,0.0,0.07441315126655662,0.0,0.15077854233343194,0.0,0.0,0.07532168246262436,0.0,0.15826495702798266,0.0,0.08372537950642159,0.0,0.0,0.05042822255766218,0.0,0.07772369004178027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259903789966344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696275154354696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060600308562829615,0.15570655013674053,0.0,0.05571640458768838,0.0,0.1885908552625324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932729004210774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880225951722757,0.0,0.0,0.0913966793609602,0.15688853196904226,0.0,0.07733920112614127,0.0,0.13770181121260364,0.0,0.22384396479831908,0.0,0.0,0.053443778356275735,0.0,0.0,0.08194733023415224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642941511330402,0.0624820104314793,0.0,0.0,0.14155234448309412,0.0,0.0710299850504406,0.0878848878688911,0.09052083876692384,0.0,0.0,0.2865351169919639,0.07994108779728121,0.08021950179846779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,8angela8,2019/09/04,"Do I have social anxiety? I love talking to people, but when I do I have no idea of what to say. My mind goes blank, I try and think of something to say but too much times passes by so I just don’t say anything at all. ( This especially happens when I’m talking to guys my age )",0.2119999999999997,2.0159415333333364,2.666666666666668,93.755,83.66666666666666,5.333333333333334,21.666666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.2301666666666673,212,7,50,2,6,73,41,60,0.07400000000000001,0.879,0.047,-0.1406,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,8,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,8,9,2,6,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,4,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789575323878819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250631097804588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316297081379821,0.20686551776483486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640810380415653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111329906470884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362048878105217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719671217220783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621791686365234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580969481454328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384644710090688,0.0,0.18009247639341422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760517657307372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989434123471831,0.0,0.0,0.13640777730487882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588246433105792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NickyJ__,2019/09/04,"Need help making friends in College  Hello everyone. I’m a College Freshman and I’ve been on campus for 5 days so far, and I basically have no friends. I have always been pretty shy and I was hoping to be more social in college, but so far no good with regards to that. I spend most of my free time in my dorm and I even have issues communicating with my roommate (we hardly even talk). 

I feel as if I don’t know what to say to sustain a conversation, especially when I’m communicating with Women (with guys I can just talk about things like sports). And I lack the confidence to go up to people and just start talking to them, especially when talking to Women. I’ve signed up for a number of clubs, but none of them have started yet. 

Anyone know what I can do?",3.2924509803921573,4.783142640522875,4.884460784313728,82.75257352941179,73.57516339869281,7.191503267973857,25.8218954248366,7.793537801064563,1.3779111111111102,596,20,121,8,12,201,89,153,0.055999999999999994,0.764,0.18,0.9604,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,2,0,10,6,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,1,0,25,23,14,0,4,5,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,4,11,0,0,3,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,16,7,25,19,4,16,0,0,0,0,17,8,0,3,8,85,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948386440253905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561602256425794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585990950029612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373153296986298,0.0,0.0,0.17166404652266026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083684680458892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775955383874465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209969466461606,0.1506825749008894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778825453180238,0.0,0.0,0.1609318376210321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041615022562953,0.0,0.0,0.17843378884447136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875087695849372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746277242405103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776831064022045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991830984905595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320879833770344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454725063781763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827694581258188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428655337699487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183131375556284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543155341754962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5775860600719874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935201463248785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047558312930722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rustycrump,2019/09/04,Does anyone else plug their nose when they sneeze in public? Because I often find myself doing it in public places so people dont notice me even though it hurts my ears,3.4809090909090905,5.741556484848488,3.7181818181818183,87.99727272727274,75.06060606060606,4.4,14.030303030303033,3.1291,-1.0209515151515154,136,1,24,0,3,42,30,33,0.094,0.9059999999999999,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108342022407572,0.30894933066252545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380763594571506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638677001399968,0.0,0.3533865820475807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518865355614305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991552796973741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27558957878655344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227901442087216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432896950340487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904037314245807,0.0,0.31503081055193216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29624806225299405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,techismagic,2019/09/04,"Why is it when a group of people behind me starts to laugh, I automatically assume they are laughing at my ugly ass? is this even the right sub to post this to?

is this what anxiety’s supposed to feel like? then i think i have it big time because boi i’m dying inside every time i go outside ^help ^me ^lol",0.8775223214285717,3.1044011718750006,3.094464285714285,89.16125000000002,84.15625,4.9071428571428575,18.517857142857142,6.1826913282559595,-0.13147053571428602,241,6,51,2,7,82,51,64,0.099,0.758,0.14300000000000002,0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,5,1,1,0,0,3,10,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,7,10,0,10,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,6,31,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398823013160799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115104258649726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254390156872203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711184905289565,0.0,0.2641985726024976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855180807514138,0.22401644072015628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821062445968727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018120962293133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319581021613154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173918676624098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30031602231274795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677894217008959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194841181499114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009247615892854,0.0,0.0,0.3656935933423881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829506406569428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Zaia123,2019/09/04,"Can someone help me out with this situation in college ( I know it’s prettty sad) Hi guys,

I am starting college and professor put us into groups. Someone said let’s exchange numbers. What am I suppose to do? They have it on the phone app. Do I just call my own number or do I go into their contacts and make my contact name/number? This is really embarrassing but clueless. Any help is appreciated.",2.0547907647907664,4.718516701298704,4.144069264069266,80.59007215007216,83.28571428571428,6.01962481962482,29.334776334776336,7.3871296695380915,2.128865512265512,314,16,56,5,9,107,59,77,0.07,0.7879999999999999,0.142,0.6973,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,11,15,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,0,7,13,1,8,0,1,0,0,13,5,0,1,1,40,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672057466395613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653564203195124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769016264307594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25731224893161203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483708912175555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281780700254976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26573477697847586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346530509877947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26124122021229884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664794360228686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24719596823364404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921048728253104,0.0,0.0,0.4403741732232384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839373894722167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31259172509307004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IsaRoxIsa,2019/09/04,"How do you cope with being lonely/having no friends, due to social anxiety? I am genuinely interested in knowing what works for you all and how you are getting by living in lonliness with SA. I am in my mid twenties and it's a daily struggle it's more difficult for me due to the standards of social media.",5.035,5.77845049180328,6.800122950819674,73.4710040983607,68.67213114754098,9.378688524590164,33.2827868852459,9.516144504307137,3.2946360655737714,244,11,43,5,4,85,46,61,0.141,0.768,0.091,-0.2944,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,9,7,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,11,6,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652750967378525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26791060784302784,0.0,0.18117096092340648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905735650284837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062007955464398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7069686843732441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625151905315777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25244983113971786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,maybepossiblemaybe,2019/09/04,"This is exactly what my social anxiety feels like....(long, but I show it to anyone who doesn’t understand Social Anxiety ) The Beings: A horror story 


I had long dreaded this day. Going in disguise as one of the Beings. Going into their realm with no protection. The horrific fear of what they could do to me was as innate and strong as that of fire or drowning. I knew I couldn’t let myself be found out as I don’t have the powers they do. Powers that would be turned on me should I make even the smallest error.
I do though wish I had their powers. Despite my fear of them I wish I were one of them. A part of their clan. Even for a day, just to feel what it is like to be one of these creatures. I had practiced pretending to be one of them and told myself, half believing, that they wouldn’t find me out this time. I arrived and I entered their lair. I started my  act. The preparation seemed to be paying off. They didn’t notice I was not one of them. I know they can smell fear so I tried to stay calm. I maneuvered through their gathering hoping for it all to be over. Wanting to just go home, to give up the disguise and the act and return to safety. I watched the clock intently.
Then it happened. I slipped up. I stumbled. I had failed. Whether it was one wrong word or one false move didn’t matter much. They knew. They had me. They owned me. Stupid. I at once saw my folly. I was stupid to go . Stupid to have believed I could trick them. Stupid. That was my last thought as they started to work their evil.
Stupid. It was their first thought for not noticing me sooner. They ripped off my disguise. They scanned my face and my clothes. How stunningly different from them I was. How I spoke, how I walked, how I drank, how I had eaten since entering. All clues they should have picked up on sooner. Mistakes they would learn from and not make again I was sure. At that juncture though, it was time to pay for my arrogance, for thinking I could just walk into their world and hide amongst them. And so it began.
They used their eyes to paralyze me in place so that they could work on me slowly and methodically. I wanted to scream but I could make no sound. I wanted to run but my body wouldn’t move. They set up a large white topped table in front of me. Their eyes, those two hideous probes on their heads, began their painful dissection. Working as a team they pried open my brain and begin pulling out small pieces to lay on the stark white table as I watched In horror, a dull pain running deep into my bones. They started with my weaknesses and doubts, ripping them from my head and lining them up carefully on the table to inspect. My ugliest thoughts came next; every dark thought I ever had going back to childhood was placed in front of them as they looked upon me with disgust. They moved on. There was anger on their faces as they examined each bad act I ever made. Every lie I ever told was added to their growing collection. My faults, my embarrassments, my resentments all laid bare as they judged. They discussed the sentence they would hand down for the crimes they had found. Crimes they themselves had never committed because the Beings don’t have such weaknesses. They became excited. Furious. Intrigued. And far from done.
Minutes turned to hours as I stood there frozen in the same posture. My mind raced and my muscles ached. The air got colder and colder and breathing became harder with each breath. They had broken me and next was time for them to have some fun, to enjoy themselves in reward for their capturing of me. They cleared the table and and pulled out my hopes and dreams. The Beings laughed hard at these plans as they already knew none would come to fruition and they mocked me for having such ridiculous fantasies of what what was possible for me. They pulled out the things I love, snickering as I closed my eyes wanting to just turn invisible and escape. I looked back down at the table and saw the things that make me happy, make me laugh, and make me feel safe scattered about. They were no longer organizing carefully; they were pulling things from me and just slapping them down to share and to play with. Every book I’d ever read, movie I’d watched, and food I’d tasted was ripped from me and was more fodder for their jeers as none met the standards of a Being.  
They finally began slowing down. All of the negative and dark things inside me were now trash at their feet. The good, along with the wants and desires, soon joined the trash lining the ground and the table again was empty. They regained focus one last time as they perused each of my fears, surprised at how numerous they were and how weak I must be to hold these fears. Spiders, heights, car crashes, house fires and more now packed the table leaving almost no white to be seen; yet they didn’t stop probing. It was as if they were looking for something specific, something expected that hadn’t been found yet. And then they smiled a knowing and proud smile. For they had found what they had been looking for and had placed it down. I watched the Beings seeing themselves on the table and saw them relish in knowing they had been in my head as they had hoped. Smugly and victoriously they moved towards me to impart my sentence as claustrophobia set in. Maybe because of the laughter my innermost thoughts had given them, or maybe out of pity for someone so small and weak, they went easy on me. I was banished for life. A redundant sentence as I had already promised myself that if I got out alive I would never return. Never be so stupid. Never believe I could fool them again. I left. Finally. Relieved but exhausted.
I awoke the next morning not quite sure where I was at first. I was in my bed. I had made it home. Alive. Alive but wounded. Wounded with embarrassment of them having seen inside of me. Feeling stripped bare by them seeing inside me. I hated them. Or maybe just hated myself for not possessing their powers. Either way I still longed to be one of them.
I ran the night through my head again. Where did I go wrong? Where had I failed.? What caused them to catch on? I had showered and dressed: I drove over with my family. I arrived and saw some that I knew. I spoke with them. I was doing well. I grabbed a soda from the cooler. I ate a hamburger and stood by the grill awhile. I watched my kids play with friends. I watched as the pool became more crowded and the lawn games more popular. All was fine. Then the horrors of the day before came back as my memory jogged to when I had failed. I had been still by the grill. My family was nowhere to be seen at that moment. Those I had met before were in deep conversation. I looked around in panic for a safety valve; for anyone I knew. I thought and overthought who I should approach and what words to use. And then for the briefest of moments, for an imperceptible blink of an eye, I froze and felt like their eyes were upon me. I walked out of the yard and drove home. Feeling weak and exhausted. Defeated. Exposed.",2.9918257044751577,5.396434385130114,3.021633417520359,91.68593575300095,77.26765799256505,5.802037515252987,23.203978546496767,6.897410806698122,0.6798501943869004,5508,174,1094,57,131,1665,482,1345,0.175,0.708,0.11699999999999999,-0.9987,6,0,3,0,0,0,169.0,0,0,87,20,51,81,16,10,57,0,118,37,18,20,19,217,223,102,1,33,24,0,12,2,1,11,12,4,7,1,44,81,6,4,30,13,2,38,26,49,1,13,113,47,227,32,189,74,22,184,0,6,29,1,108,80,0,14,64,799,271,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04385088040225163,0.0,0.09665005987261892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700078403232257,0.0,0.0,0.06124009629116084,0.0,0.0,0.038983736069433235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101892459459763,0.03656408902156602,0.053389806799526034,0.0,0.0745267141949959,0.1480141370109837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864250529094147,0.0,0.04888581770095938,0.0,0.10017166261744644,0.08929674392819179,0.04498595273235554,0.0,0.03772251587654809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097837864609862,0.0,0.0,0.08472572052407308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457528165919971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04481392781872602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784777031400716,0.15844774345041912,0.1106887298946464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825654931507065,0.2463881670612576,0.11071153845547076,0.0625693395554175,0.0420467254712074,0.09594293665663364,0.04002465482914518,0.07449808703367101,0.05295287835349962,0.1920605601902265,0.0338332187921084,0.0,0.0,0.04200881515540082,0.1493263758457423,0.03673024829141562,0.07004815602481873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03872469544745137,0.046616886058157066,0.039228599310187386,0.08647011724950975,0.17977092855204965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177939168327615,0.1304845773735867,0.04312582488419063,0.05052953312854158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220002044911844,0.07139186518953243,0.0,0.04636889540864378,0.04757961330393709,0.04477979493492095,0.030931244794572814,0.0641829722657805,0.0,0.0,0.11626234828676492,0.1838692330633481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03952355544829207,0.08287318783850718,0.1753870730576454,0.0,0.1319833998318174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044216950425059035,0.0,0.0,0.18617381659333904,0.03219180503167605,0.0,0.13509887582741395,0.0,0.13971833112998122,0.0410953738710586,0.0,0.0,0.09971386879459697,0.0,0.04663653831700857,0.267068398225292,0.0,0.09319452706083917,0.05137991189709993,0.0,0.047421947403543184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725844977599128,0.0,0.0,0.04936835764570507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657767064397393,0.043803369402751986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979234154646928,0.03986615401731173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03622479687698935,0.0,0.0,0.08927987723272028,0.03710441176686719,0.06742570125815149,0.0,0.0,0.09298758719222186,0.04667593238938916,0.06994392695634072,0.03661167056773365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254597642748779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637255693076355,0.0280598370203463,0.08604988975045917,0.20859344618269055,0.10214074708768403,0.0,0.0,0.08368934570747391,0.0,0.029731566711587488,0.14289779219609053,0.04277795070698572,0.045588515457329865,0.0,0.07564362393235248,0.0,0.0,0.1291468619245825,0.03475966929272114,0.0,0.0,0.03937383454744575,0.040595176652198466,0.0,0.0,0.1007161708757299,0.0,0.0,0.09564224171353397,0.0,0.0,0.15554119256255655,0.09575830259092703,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,noturtypicalbuddy,2019/09/04,"How to treat Social Anxiety? Since that all of us here are suffering from Social Anxiety. I bet that some members of this community used to suffer from it and now they are fine. So for those who have overcame Social Anxiety, how did you do it? So we can all help each other here and overcome this issue that is really eliminating so many great things from our life.",5.082857142857144,6.445201571428572,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,69.0,9.6,26.857142857142854,9.888512548439397,2.5458000000000007,290,9,54,7,5,95,51,70,0.14400000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.138,0.3046,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,3,1,1,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,2,11,8,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,8,7,4,1,0,2,0,0,10,0,0,2,1,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824461447365575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317649154082672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409039818309879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219411866375408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848243960692925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312697948096235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467035289093804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389362278444753,0.0,0.0,0.6428690827364032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965879219487354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528650921383957,0.18155993877355228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cwenck3,2019/09/04,"CBD I just recently purchased a CBD tincture from your CBD store. I highly recommend. it honestly just calms you down and although i still feel slight remnants of anxiety, i can almost immediately release myself from them. Who knows, maybe it’s placebo, but a placebo is better than nothing. But for sure, i would recommend. It is a little pricey. I got a 600mg tincture and it was 95 dollars, but after two days of taking it I can surely say that this may be the best 95 dollars that i have ever spent. Has anyone else had experience with CBD? Let me know. It reduces my urge to smoke weed for one, which i previously used to cope with stress and anxiety, and it definitely like makes me feel okay with being in class and sitting down and doing homework, which before would give me anxiety just thinking about it which was hindering my progress in class.",6.483913043478264,7.159109223602487,6.666639751552798,75.94194720496895,65.45962732919256,9.42136645962733,33.49130434782609,9.3871,3.057230559006212,679,28,121,12,10,218,104,161,0.065,0.733,0.201,0.9779,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,3,6,9,0,1,5,1,16,0,0,2,3,29,27,10,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,15,9,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,5,3,18,8,18,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,6,90,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892142224488388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38714847774234495,0.0,0.0,0.1179538936165276,0.1728456583161545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435451060682725,0.0,0.1770326343819228,0.14919502935513312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879286862173684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092114705905678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525922508830801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501387982093815,0.0,0.0,0.17059224684443966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618254579561045,0.0,0.0,0.1349190031397447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823315302743528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854182482160388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724997669112406,0.0,0.08241475700970477,0.16907445341335828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260372103704888,0.0,0.16947454196123718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186524399997054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431057370151045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665637401068487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415124621660965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471824864718882,0.0,0.193236976014935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31798184234421706,0.0,0.1268359544817124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809150315698472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478830545382894,0.0,0.0,0.1456963739518672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396689801829684,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hau5keeping,2019/09/04,"What's the hardest part about staying positive for you? Mindset is everything. Why is it so hard to maintain a positive and _healthy_ mindset?

For me, it's staying positive even when there is no ""reason"" that I should be positive.",3.18,6.156255095238098,4.262190476190476,79.46614285714288,81.38095238095238,8.121904761904762,36.97142857142858,8.841846274778883,4.203051428571428,182,12,30,5,5,59,32,42,0.08,0.63,0.29,0.9135,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278756513039615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895419737368435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885974026442121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488743184730249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312402432613337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6867720535755328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907046513891126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,briollihondolli,2019/09/04,"Meeting people, finding relationships I’m a 21 year old male in a college town that’s known for our partying and drinking culture, but I can’t seem to get involved enough to meet people. I have some paranoia of going to a bar or something because I just don’t know what to do at a bar, I’m not really one to enjoy alcohol -especially in public- and I just don’t know how to get myself away from the safe zone of my PC and into a bar

I’ve been trying a few dating apps, but I’m really just not attractive and after three months and having people help me build my profile, I still have yet to get a single match. 

How do I change?",2.8681818181818173,4.051720969696973,4.844363636363639,83.84154545454548,74.15151515151516,7.40121212121212,25.32121212121212,7.908726449838941,1.4034793939393941,496,16,102,7,10,171,83,132,0.048,0.841,0.111,0.8356,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,0,9,5,0,2,0,23,19,10,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,5,1,5,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,0,11,3,17,18,4,14,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,7,70,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251275037485585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561978056422208,0.0,0.0,0.12692264450965804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025815766313425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039661496217169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21513618300825588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029980968376384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263427799477743,0.0,0.11833031842296028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955851137725184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22885311081852056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619092267605515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184809589779121,0.0,0.1410882188928886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433038978473598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26676881280263715,0.0,0.0,0.22353919872947006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18954620732403368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160289928445269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627646191010256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136065659947292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408016113668325
socialanxiety,yamenayy,2019/09/04,"so I'm not getting out of the house in the past two months I got out of the house a total of three times maybe with friends and all of those were really awkward and annoying. it's weird because I'm doing all I can to avoid going out but in a way I really want to but most of the times I dint have the chance because frankly I don't have that many friends.

just something I wanted to say is that when I'm with a group of people I know or I'm meeting a friend of someone I know they always think I'm awkward and depressed but when I meet with something on my own they think I'm *the funny guy*",0.8702051282051322,2.5450668153846188,2.52269230769231,96.27147435897436,80.84615384615384,5.256410256410256,21.602564102564106,5.985473137389443,0.012717948717948957,466,14,110,3,12,153,72,130,0.102,0.752,0.145,0.8211,0,1,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,4,9,1,3,10,0,7,0,0,0,3,26,22,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,2,1,12,3,19,20,5,14,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,2,6,71,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460699380781514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402477379017806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119917225382612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4068836787009436,0.0,0.0917165463607316,0.0,0.09976793239234266,0.0,0.14040171379458918,0.0,0.0,0.17382004729164846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051174763814814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295309935960764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797804459617125,0.17636148787183914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012068047091902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758035994094422,0.12170282900554324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249209943384617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960275749282808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874118883479212,0.2702907413320721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22496804655686428,0.0,0.0,0.20472681585350327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148481652402764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708543121654832,0.13934177333382078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jazzles_,2019/09/04,"Learning to like yourself again? I think the last time I liked myself or didn’t think badly of myself was when I was an oblivious kid. I’m sure that’s the way for most people because puberty happens and weird shit goes on when being a teenager but I’ve never gotten over it (I’m 20f). I was wondering if anyone’s learned to like them self again and how, how long did it take you, what was your experience etc. I’ve been trying but it’s been really hard. I am in therapy at the moment for a whole bunch of stuff. When I was a kid, I was in an awful friendship group and it’s basically ruined my self-esteem for life. They were very toxic girls, they constantly humiliated me in various ways. It’s hard to explain but they were just not nice and I never knew why they treated me that way. Anyway, growing up from year 8+ I still had issues with friends, mostly because we all have issues with friends growing up but some of it was because of my very low self-esteem and insecurity, so I was easily upset at anything people might have done, even if it wasn’t very major. I knew it, too, but I just couldn’t stop feeling hurt all the time. There were some other mental health problems too that caused me to hate myself for a good while. Like actually hate myself, so it didn’t really help. I’ve been trying to recover from that for ages but I am no where near where I want/need to be and I honestly (at times) feel worthless and that no one likes me, will ever like me, or never liked me in the first place. I am terrible at making new friends and it doesn’t help to be seriously anxious about social events/situations. Sorry this is so long, it’s half an emotional rant and half asking for help. I’d appreciate anything, at this point. I don’t really have any place where I feel like I belong, outside of my immediate family. I even struggle with extended family. I know it’s probably just my anxiety but I seriously feel like people just don’t like me and it for whatever reasons really fucking hurts.",3.0251635616840287,4.858041536159599,4.693995159160924,82.41559153586623,75.0349127182045,7.809916385506821,24.262945577233392,8.583994105835817,1.665829338418659,1580,50,312,31,34,533,195,401,0.191,0.631,0.17800000000000002,-0.6102,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,2,5,1,26,36,4,3,12,1,36,4,1,5,7,63,57,30,0,4,16,0,6,10,3,2,2,0,0,4,23,14,0,1,14,0,0,2,13,18,0,4,23,6,45,18,39,28,11,50,0,5,0,1,22,21,2,10,34,222,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.07736456170986736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391222524442619,0.0,0.060647977999933,0.08956234970228309,0.0,0.05543350076005602,0.0,0.13047920763390414,0.0,0.07411486982486576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619439156108209,0.1449826539329566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144104911673074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567209558674134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112962102442034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917785143237468,0.0,0.0,0.08841669156342509,0.10472564917021222,0.07171211052011131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754976755758451,0.14947377958269806,0.0,0.16034274334096027,0.11327341862138972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674344100402694,0.0,0.0,0.1837515490547833,0.07329186797530025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649520069004577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010588044516422,0.0,0.1420362619508863,0.15654257914564004,0.0,0.08426953626468657,0.0,0.0,0.15941649684794454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973894666198253,0.0,0.0,0.1654927024295276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356949265628923,0.0646227104939574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559968806605849,0.38731561589563,0.0,0.0,0.1403182851853332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529191386931695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989426921242268,0.08410215782374733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834338306782496,0.07656784921467473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372128956391852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488557682271654,0.0,0.16565870708425032,0.0,0.0749439836595134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547583254837303,0.07585899593830206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031518258809856,0.08151169333035171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481148794505271,0.0,0.08137843218906261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081463685013901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874599863570426,0.0,0.0,0.06331206126230801,0.06628053158487,0.0,0.08287929613584212,0.09075512851767878,0.0,0.0,0.0747192235831472,0.0,0.05960770571951057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066208695380483,0.0,0.0,0.10159716205533942,0.0,0.0,0.13868411851603482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765004797305162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623965672108395,0.04676062320096976,0.18878319312200045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153668334629619,0.08851182201343588,0.0,0.0,0.08597435345561719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105287470294709
socialanxiety,CivilNassar,2019/09/04,"I'm expected to spend several days with people I don't know, for the wedding of someone I don't like very much. My bf's brother is getting married. I'll save you the backstory, but his brother has lied to me and does shit like getting rid of cats because he doesn't want cats...then getting a new cat because he changed his mind. This happened at the beginning of the year. It's not like it was years ago. 

Initially my bf was going to fly to visit his family for a few days by himself, then his brother sprung this wedding on him and my bf decided I have to come. I told him that's fine if we don't spend days and days there. But he actually just wants to make it into his family trip while including me. 

I'm in therapy right now for social anxiety. I can safely handle a few hours with minimal stress. After a day of interaction from people I don't know, I tend to break down. 

My boyfriend forced me to go on a week long cruise last year and after two days, I literally cried every day in the room. It was absolutely too much for me. 

I know it doesn't make sense because I'm an adult who can make decisions, but my boyfriend wants me to come because he loves me. It's also ""normal"" to have your partner there. So I'm torn between taking care of myself and taking care of my relationship. 

Advice?",4.002084377610694,4.721741597744362,5.344761904761906,83.06412698412701,70.99248120300751,8.617878028404345,28.687552213868003,8.841846274778883,2.090882038429407,1019,37,213,18,18,342,139,266,0.11900000000000001,0.8,0.081,-0.8093,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,0,0,7,11,1,1,11,0,15,2,1,3,0,33,44,13,0,6,6,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,10,11,0,1,5,1,2,7,7,2,0,1,4,0,33,9,34,40,4,39,0,0,0,1,32,9,1,1,25,127,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.10328615089665194,0.0,0.0,0.10342720370975468,0.09382220784460474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464150331909308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080968547728216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580802707002474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21582516614241615,0.0,0.11196639727537737,0.18234636333241686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626204694452902,0.4778136108502857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262271277632636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891761277014976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955611473595866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658936301622364,0.0,0.1203044607549138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093595392856447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042326731212501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450335503215667,0.08627504479972037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512660421208113,0.0,0.0,0.09366650089457744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955261921759006,0.0,0.21195030477448285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686986167685444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561153439083614,0.0,0.0,0.10222249377534212,0.0,0.0,0.1037023129005309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675450182009694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363428713429485,0.0,0.09038816308307164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195709012183142,0.10864489943514334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789220014797778,0.0896792590851962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124121530758696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591594484988429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210391138624098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113620131653672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033918809625541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733041911365598,0.18728438488681487,0.0,0.0848997613345497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447559465475187
socialanxiety,AmeliaCunningham,2019/09/04,I'm unable to make conversation I never know what to talk about. I never have anything interesting to talk about and will probably never be able to make friends in uni because of it,4.1853333333333325,6.358517628571434,5.48,76.55333333333336,72.71428571428572,8.095238095238095,28.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,2.528523809523809,147,6,26,3,3,49,25,35,0.064,0.848,0.08800000000000001,0.2124,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,7,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,19,4,0,0.2688970974938993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127939971991853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639171748196561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774923049569605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777881251602454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589818011947189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6221700557025939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28991655084130913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322586026491506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tentative_steps,2019/09/04,"If you could imagine a travel agency that advertised a tour as “social anxiety friendly” what would it offer? 
I’d wish they’d offer prices per person per room, and not twin shared.
And offer single rooms with no possibility they might stick you with another due to overbooking.
And maybe a term and condition that they will not have any forced “get to know your fellow traveller” events at any stage.
And offer a app on my phone (using data supplied by a local SIM they provide) that no matter the language of the place I’m visiting it would alway let me easily order a selection of local groceries (and emergency supplies) to be delivered to my room.

And the knowledge that everyone else on this trip are all coming from the same place, so to speak, yet are eager to explore new places. That might be the most comforting to me.",9.66652534562212,7.861846638709679,9.185069124423963,68.64903225806455,60.03225806451614,12.211981566820278,36.33640552995392,10.914260884657429,3.9071566820276487,659,22,113,13,7,212,104,155,0.066,0.8270000000000001,0.107,0.7675,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,4,0,2,4,0,0,11,0,13,0,0,1,1,28,19,10,0,5,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,1,9,10,0,0,4,2,1,6,4,0,0,0,0,1,11,4,17,9,5,24,0,0,0,0,19,11,0,4,5,78,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451504090956464,0.0,0.0,0.2372542129454101,0.1829185174725709,0.13344828767378955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026705204059032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927840541605713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572460066269174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668759989158388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477409793059802,0.0,0.0911391789457551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586921743382723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783796127987336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525126970080732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701125518566269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847797248202634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523167508047378,0.5467668880569645,0.0,0.0,0.19665808059524592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17782249734100114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150662596460703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060064577666767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478383632071993,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dmndboy,2019/09/04,Do I have social anxiety? I can never talk to new people but when I get to know someone for a long time I am not scared to talk to them and all I want to do is talk to them and I also have ADHD so when I talk I never stop talking so they think I am annoying so sometimes they avoid me😢 but everyone that I don’t know I always avoid talking to them and I am always worried what they might do I feel like they will start to pick on me,-0.8268831168831171,1.0376639183673468,1.9723005565862728,96.79023191094623,88.3877551020408,4.788126159554731,17.072356215213357,6.1124844417494595,-0.4704000000000006,336,8,82,3,11,117,53,98,0.145,0.7509999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.6059,0,2,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,7,0,6,5,1,3,1,0,13,0,0,1,3,19,20,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,21,1,10,18,1,10,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,1,10,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794274367123659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193937254831127,0.2484561433443768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421272285044892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426608387479759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548966144552252,0.10665867184675107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800215324751199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410078467885375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293956460343556,0.0,0.0,0.13212421868986646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838180858492892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302959686985139,0.14419314262414926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350458118438913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149473554602622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521907246575442,0.1264998897808043,0.0,0.1476597483311889,0.0,0.10567404225592053,0.0,0.0,0.12481998961765135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7200014806373412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566426528046364,0.0,0.0,0.08705698752148668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805995309476815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161958048780538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SilenSir69,2019/09/04,"Alone in my class (high school) During my high school years ive always had friends in class, people I knew, This is my last year and its the first time I dont know anyone and everyone is friends together, my stomach hurts each time im in class and I want to hurt myself, i have never had this feeling before, help...",4.674062500000002,4.95066828125,4.846875000000002,88.810625,69.3125,7.65,25.375,7.1686216300943375,0.91285625,246,6,53,2,4,77,43,64,0.126,0.7390000000000001,0.135,-0.0964,0,1,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,0,1,9,11,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,1,10,2,4,8,1,12,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,7,30,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298270971702305,0.0,0.0,0.15504230919022824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302869596494293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855394738380685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837853093354692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780472446587348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421454646246924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849304372691708,0.0,0.0,0.28791771917667464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489373397856787,0.39373783950142105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989423541985949,0.0,0.20126944226013008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240263836532637,0.1518846249852915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370994535936166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291784462447532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771538164259717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730219578861806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990284475334583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399820951305734
socialanxiety,typingnplentea,2019/09/04,"Would you call this social anxiety? I’ve been on my toes. I have so much I want to say but words just don’t come out, it’s like I’m saying everything I wish I could in my head but am afraid of how it’d come out if I actually said it? 

Today at work for example, I saw my supervisor about to leave. He was about 10ish feet away. I wanted to say good bye! Or leaving so soon? Or Ya leaving already? Have a good rest of your day? But I didn’t know what to say because I was too busy thinking about what’s a good “good bye” would be. It was too late and he said Bye [insert name]. But the part that made me uncomfortable was the fact that he said it but looking forward. He didn’t look my direction. It’s almost as if he saw me looking in his peripheral. Idk that whole interaction made me feel like it made me come off weird. I just wish I was more outspoken or comfortable or confident. Why do I feel so awkward. 

Another thing was when I saw my office manager holding a latte from a new cafe. She usually goes to the one next door but today it was a different cup. I wanted to comment on it. Maybe say, oh you went to a new cafe! How cool. Or ahh trying something new I see! Idk some sort of interaction but instead all I did was have a conversation with myself in my head and stared blankly at the cup. Looking awkward. 

Idk why it’s so hard to say what I want to say. It’s like I’m afraid I’ll be judged. Is this what social anxiety feels like or am I just self diagnosing myself.",0.18842948717948715,2.3635784198717964,2.5021794871794896,92.5594871794872,86.91666666666666,6.030769230769232,20.2051282051282,7.3871296695380915,0.5545474358974358,1145,36,263,20,36,389,151,312,0.07,0.767,0.163,0.9891,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,0,1,17,15,0,4,11,1,26,5,4,5,2,53,57,25,0,11,18,0,4,4,0,2,1,10,1,1,21,8,0,1,5,0,0,5,3,5,0,1,22,24,36,10,30,29,7,27,0,0,9,0,33,12,0,11,19,162,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.07758367960722994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961099611843622,0.0,0.08773378630923229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336606394787023,0.121639499791104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746958974408785,0.0,0.0,0.048464428340906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118168222625917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054549672077724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347685632327263,0.0,0.0,0.051273003308027455,0.0,0.0,0.08069410035003004,0.0,0.08306394924572542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145237267941745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059765884826365,0.11359424036156154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667341341686669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121927402065703,0.0,0.1631864920827226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369289354435738,0.0,0.08968310127773113,0.25254730932637104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536504045981506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670507440749933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256836228194085,0.0,0.0,0.07987167597186415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844401849889936,0.0,0.0,0.2303541318038005,0.0845525822608279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053873443156631895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609424568083039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268773205101965,0.4425690915889828,0.0,0.0,0.06335377740405918,0.0,0.08293920320290955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208705263449166,0.0,0.06120546716400607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052818410332485626,0.05094245669913708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071952340660635,0.0,0.0,0.053977471383896816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756157075420266,0.0,0.1875722490234559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370028654474768,0.14347859015131026,0.08876251204389257,0.18284957143619365,0.0,0.0,0.057879295040894424,0.0,0.0,0.1129536206686405,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,angpieca,2019/09/04,"So anxious to meet my boyfriends family and friends. My boyfriend and I have been dating for a month. It’s my first relationship and although it’s been amazing I am so anxious to meet his family and friends. I’ve met some of his family members individually and also one friend but every time I think of meeting them all at once I start to freak out. I’ve avoided a few situations where he has invited me places where there was a big group of his friends there. I feel so bad about this but I literally can’t help it. Meeting new people gives me so much anxiety. I want to meet his friends and family and make a good impression but it’s like my body won’t let me. 

Has this ever been an issue for anyone?",2.9072144522144505,4.660101580419582,4.405751748251749,84.70042249417251,75.15384615384616,7.843589743589742,26.601981351981355,8.59863814320734,1.8351589743589745,558,21,117,11,12,186,84,143,0.11900000000000001,0.6809999999999999,0.2,0.8956,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,11,12,0,1,5,0,11,1,1,1,2,19,18,16,0,1,3,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,1,19,9,12,11,4,13,0,0,0,0,21,6,0,1,8,80,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824297175793007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354584785651948,0.3058241920597993,0.0,0.09464303716541644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130153819397945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503483735290604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243592499313925,0.11404203249893552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104008327936697,0.0,0.06843931922552457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513249728344775,0.0,0.0,0.5228728851671248,0.0,0.0,0.12984440243610676,0.0,0.11352896107843552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072529083852184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127496704961084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384091813355676,0.0,0.06612738818106574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035020234025007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803869750193593,0.0,0.09950115641717268,0.0,0.0,0.1307262521677539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414816097668626,0.09171973508906893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938377909946606,0.0,0.1414166790512988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532011425457975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214416709618728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580463567218027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672971986673612,0.0,0.0,0.07892631713675445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983561093576769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peepeepoopooarmyabuj,2019/09/04,I can’t stop crying Ok so I went to a new school and the school picked Band for me and like 2 weeks pass I chose my music the trombone and 2 people try to talk to me and every time they like strongly talk to me I uncontrollably cry is Their any way I could stop myself? sorry if it was long or I spelled anything wrong,1.3852173913043475,2.9301970144927587,2.7471739130434787,95.84945652173916,78.85507246376811,5.179710144927537,18.746376811594203,5.46131890053228,-0.5279971014492757,250,5,59,1,6,81,50,69,0.23399999999999999,0.642,0.124,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,1,1,6,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,10,5,7,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,13,4,5,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,8,33,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513402438692884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352673578624075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865894392692295,0.0,0.4365614565264399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674272095661979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416567447024327,0.0,0.0,0.17585783638310545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192161993165507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377649902744303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022233844912704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222446836306752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33227175954843163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194415675214545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587318070350006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491544953014534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773189666183804,0.15939837823706174,0.0,0.0,0.1842121728705424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217265281806752,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StrutSquad,2019/09/04,"I started crying at the library I went to the library after school with my friends today because my mom said I should go out more. Well, we decided we should play some games on the Nintendo Switch there. In order to play on the switch, you have to check out the JoyCons. No big deal, right? Wrong. I was too nervous to check out JoyCons because I felt that if I went up to the desk, everyone would look at me. Or the librarian would judge me if I messed up my words. My friends kept pushing me to just go up and get them, they said it wasn’t a big deal. They know I struggle with social anxiety, and I know they’re trying to help me be more “social”, but to me it just felt like they were judging me for not being able to do a simple task. So I broke down into tears for not being able to just be normal. I ended up calling my mom and having her pick me up. Life sucks.",2.9663450913727165,3.83933704972376,4.052154696132597,90.80915427114323,73.5303867403315,6.6742031449213775,24.4203144921377,6.67199483983844,0.6390158096047593,670,19,150,5,13,218,101,181,0.11699999999999999,0.805,0.077,-0.7501,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,1,4,0,8,12,1,2,9,0,14,1,0,1,0,34,29,8,0,7,9,2,2,1,2,4,1,2,0,0,3,11,0,1,5,4,2,5,4,6,1,0,10,5,31,6,30,11,3,28,0,1,1,0,21,18,1,4,5,107,34,2,0.2789658929039345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067040722541417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700550190464334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242768345578233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532154670629014,0.0,0.2876015862327049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354048982454033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332819327452068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26785100488169616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155283568527624,0.0,0.07287408257484196,0.0,0.15854274570883076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934924788324299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331235915163136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852093007981573,0.06814432208066419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713054534191852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267214821761586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666367248925915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911767414810864,0.2653604466983245,0.0,0.0,0.1411641884485022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843705968122789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987267474134879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581786062613786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322135239236202,0.0,0.0,0.09469976473981548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254119200887696,0.25860417756163245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19816936639647356,0.15250270554546,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wesruu,2019/09/04,"Sweating????? So for as long as I could remember I've always been extremely nervous whenever a social situation arises, it wasn't crippling in elementary school, but it's gotten to the point where I've completely lost the ability to socialize, I mean that as literally as possible.  

I just started college full time and my God the sweating, it's bad.  Before I started college the sweating was still pretty bad, but now it's really really bad.  I sweat through my clothes so I always have to wear a flannel over my shirt, I also sweat through my pants. They're literally wet with sweat on my thighs.  This happens when I'm in class sitting in the back alone, when I'm eating lunch, when I'm walking around.  I quite literally cannot stop sweating when there's people around me.  

I went to a club for the first time and I know if it in there but I felt so out of place and there were so many people there.  I don't know how else to describe it other than I fucking overheated the moment I walked into that room.  My face was burning, my thighs were burning, my ass was burning, my stomach was burning, and I sweating through my pants, my shirt, and everything.  My teacher really wanted me to show up this club so stayed even longer than I would've but halfway through I got up and told him I gotta get out of there and I waited in the empty hallway and cooled off.  I went back in once it ended and told him, but he said I should still keep showing up, which I agree with.  

What I'm wondering is how do you guys deal with the sweat?  Im okay with my internal issues but when it starts to show as sweat then it becomes a serious problem for me because it creates more issues internally.  ""Can they see the sweat?"" "" They think I peed myself"" ""they think I'm on drugs""",3.657031730871272,5.160049352435537,4.598389048073862,85.11690438289293,72.66762177650429,7.577247161201317,28.112172344264035,8.167268648758528,1.8248108033534969,1380,53,277,21,27,448,169,349,0.10099999999999999,0.8370000000000001,0.062,-0.9379,0,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,3,3,28,10,1,1,14,2,16,23,19,2,0,43,47,35,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,17,18,2,3,8,5,0,4,3,8,0,1,17,5,46,2,45,27,2,50,0,1,1,2,14,23,2,2,21,184,63,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117770930348576,0.0,0.0858442695364008,0.17864034354339725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112075641976514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508434223991678,0.2688873767442985,0.0654369058064147,0.11855482567701295,0.09134323327206402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254986121856438,0.0,0.0,0.08570675875706944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066864132334868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448686243125374,0.1098413886028794,0.08967350794014553,0.0,0.0950763751785464,0.0,0.0,0.0709007828285006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647533955788888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030686484578926,0.0,0.0,0.09130814655848674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923931444847918,0.056083666379487945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858541145301503,0.0,0.0,0.10628906047148576,0.09492539495008877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595171181958795,0.22408191780385853,0.0,0.09541373707880008,0.0,0.0,0.11798871284152115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949975134422245,0.0,0.0,0.11718044665472847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883163040991847,0.0,0.11693087142811695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143196032323695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488399014184666,0.0,0.1121533464599561,0.0,0.10147632699052744,0.12101608013715735,0.0,0.10920910734858634,0.0,0.1027152801481892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417530159105152,0.0,0.0,0.20630509720580525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160168435411985,0.0,0.10211028555767036,0.0,0.0,0.1086395186045213,0.08554057700441009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066099698190752,0.0,0.2188507232784236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793938952096804,0.11441616946319999,0.17145273355862567,0.08974576167140355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375655033881898,0.0,0.0,0.12518821188603632,0.0,0.0,0.20514671845971405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331523970997381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902096748612014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641176753691185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625526276917549,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jason1359,2019/09/04,"Does anyone else hate it a lot when people force you to socialize? I just moved to the states and I was always a shy person. My parents, stepmother and their friends keep telling me to socialize. They keep forcing me to say hi and I tell them ""I just can't dad"". He then makes it into a one hour lecture of ""can't you just say hi? is it that hard? what am I telling you to do? date them? You can do it. It's not that hard."" and that's supposed to cheer me up. Thanks, dad. You expect me to socialize in a language I haven't been actively using for 7 years.

Not to mention because of homecoming they keep telling me to find a girl I like and get close with her. They also kinda started calling me ""asexual"" just because I won't talk to women. LMFAO, my socially retarded ass has never talked to a girl ever. I honestly hope that they know I'm not a super social guy. I don't actively go around and talk to people to gain popularity or to have fun. If I really like a person and want to talk to them, I'm willing to exit my comfort zone. I just hope they understood that I don't make friends and start playing with them within a week. I need time and I will find someone I like. just please don't pressure and denigrate me.",1.2785375494071118,3.307562592885376,3.2350608695652205,89.8936347826087,81.17391304347827,6.419541501976285,23.55873517786561,7.554174236665415,1.0706213122529644,948,34,204,15,25,319,131,253,0.081,0.7170000000000001,0.20199999999999999,0.9836,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,5,10,2,10,17,1,1,10,0,18,1,1,3,2,45,38,15,0,6,11,3,2,3,2,3,0,2,0,6,11,15,0,3,4,1,0,2,11,2,0,1,3,4,42,15,27,32,1,21,0,0,0,1,47,7,1,6,14,136,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818114904108332,0.08134676547858848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835826173432939,0.10016989171405012,0.0,0.08702992304082872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191910074665919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998270981792794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555318405506095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166856013996933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843235865029953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870748064331854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106312142357592,0.0,0.051077206477083366,0.0,0.05556104634111226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680088051345484,0.0,0.0,0.1751531445259321,0.09652086239441957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942017171231311,0.09627700162084372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606891166787077,0.0,0.0,0.053728065913107095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328639838094748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311472697124662,0.0,0.0,0.13051531236322744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390674781322484,0.0,0.07249013076676718,0.07540096173197063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624683489883798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855439929291222,0.0,0.0,0.13555330575820249,0.17072600874323332,0.0,0.10731457178987887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626295718968286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554903482995584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49828605644795293,0.08283439265016085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839450966043296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314313240162527,0.3417971794799051,0.09000716592107458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700647407512019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443596526557512,0.0,0.0,0.05766323388934413,0.0,0.07841969523421212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295625791955584
socialanxiety,magic8960,2019/09/04,"Does anyone else avoid looking at their phone after sending a stressful text? I.e. a flirty message to a crush (that you know takes hours of building up that courage), or a text/email pertaining to a stressful situation you’re going through (that you’ve avoided until you just can’t anymore)?

It gets so bad for me sometimes that I’ll actually turn off notifications for my messaging apps so I don’t have to see when a reply comes in until I’m absolutely ready which could be a day or two later. To the point where my normal friends who I am not anxious about are asking me if somethings wrong with my phone because they can’t reach me. LOL

Has anyone else done something like this? Is this a form of social anxiety? How to deal??",5.796424100156492,6.464460880281693,6.019671361502351,80.00647104851332,66.95774647887322,8.282942097026604,31.97496087636933,8.167268648758528,2.2845937402190923,583,23,110,7,9,186,104,142,0.155,0.7340000000000001,0.11,-0.8265,0,2,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,2,0,7,9,0,4,9,1,11,0,0,1,0,13,21,9,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,1,2,12,3,19,18,1,16,0,0,2,0,14,6,0,3,8,72,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.15419394333774836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120876415203396,0.17850513943295654,0.15670242135094967,0.2209670651858402,0.3237976863434678,0.0,0.0,0.14771703976191944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193087424089175,0.09632079008531108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611072041815514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615729025382527,0.0,0.0,0.101902701790615,0.1629002905710113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827469802715206,0.16169801664703204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26399240697806703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207732376413115,0.0,0.08255315544005633,0.0,0.08980012830317825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560698848465912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683758730635255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719519223181841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268772346409105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548152237309895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936953192130945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259126766444767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760868150094228,0.0,0.16107022724516654,0.0,0.24328602055548024,0.15627489304743067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619974395607729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880306687028155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186836552848303,0.1543517857556261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275798351209368,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Plzspeaksoftly,2019/07/04,Social anxiety is kicking my ass this week. I usually can keep my anxiety at bay. But when I have a lot of social interaction coming up my body goes into hibernation mode to prepare. Its not very helpful when you have two kids that constantly need your attention. At the end of this week and following 2 weeks coming up is packed with social outings and doctors appts.  I just want to stay home hide away and sleep.   I'm trying my best to keep active but it has been very hard.,4.306082949308757,5.807721451612906,5.324761904761908,80.55000000000003,71.04301075268819,8.755145929339479,27.264208909370197,9.23628265651192,2.2922854070660517,377,13,72,8,7,124,68,93,0.10800000000000001,0.8320000000000001,0.06,-0.3641,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,4,3,0,0,17,15,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,7,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,9,1,12,14,2,18,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,1,8,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383724204668378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637878240623173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350198948989955,0.0,0.0,0.17305814985954496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26841499082319864,0.0,0.1683639378010293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946741569617007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799213545943828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956577231367875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442913753868416,0.0,0.15627962675797916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27696355286880864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245518476735266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155233737078074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591204161970665,0.4764539865237738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660615639339031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577765057037793,0.0,0.15219349743304464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159116566906532,0.2571018496513207,0.09189459651041662,0.0,0.3749189439763345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rosesareblue23,2019/07/04,"Always saying the wrong things Maybe it's the people im sourrounded by, but it feels like everything I say people basically tell me I'm wrong and give their opinion. Sometimes they're actually in the wrong but I get to anxious to debate. Getting constantly shut down gets to me and makes me feel like I'm everything I say or think is wrong. Can anyone else relate?",3.9900469483568095,6.0464145070422575,4.979929577464791,80.4354342723005,72.94366197183099,8.11361502347418,25.91784037558686,8.841846274778883,2.0784629107981223,294,10,54,6,6,96,49,71,0.214,0.7040000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,10,12,5,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,7,2,6,12,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.13953872598836112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898008331962072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153928746922236,0.0,0.09998272984653256,0.14651132091284072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452262388248306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945074930612487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25702243314591033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460123364482724,0.20430579807393992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412090683469546,0.13717013104898065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445496867840233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397164965534355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544769634110706,0.0,0.1436538195158059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826410452184592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411368814832806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142189380318826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498055901077765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499695971933138,0.09162294882766056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6253534581651582,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayfriend1209,2019/07/04,"I Ignored my best friend of 20+ years. I don't know why the first thing that came to my mind after doing the thing I did is posting here but right now I'm panicking and I don't know what to do at this point. I was walking back to work from the food court today at lunch and I saw my best friend and I just walked past him. I've sunken pretty deep into depression and anxiety this past year and put on a lot of weight and I feel so ashamed of myself I really don't want to see anyone right now, So been cancelling any plans with my friends until I feel better. But today I saw my friend and I'm pretty sure he saw me and I completly ignored him. I feel so fucking horrible right now because I know he saw and I just couldn't fucking stop and say hi to a friend I consider a brother and that I have known for over 20 years. I want to apologize to him but I don't know how it would come off because what I did was pretty shitty and I don't think he would understand my social anxiety problem. He has struggled with his mother's depression for all his life so I never really talked to him about my problems because he would always say bad things about people with mental illnesses because his mother neglected him and he says that the depression was just an excuse for her behavior. He is one of my last friends left after I've pretty much pushed everyone away and I don't want to lose him, but I don't think talking to him about my problems would really appease him. Fuck I don't know what to do right now I don't even know if posting this here is going to help me in some way but I just don't know how to explain why I completly ignored him today.",2.9884415295686964,4.1527690491329485,4.264739884393062,88.1889639839929,73.82658959537572,7.519608714984437,24.86838594931081,8.012643519586192,1.2563467318808366,1305,40,281,19,26,430,149,346,0.21100000000000002,0.617,0.172,-0.9526,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,7,22,27,3,2,8,0,29,8,0,2,3,69,59,27,0,12,10,3,4,0,6,4,2,3,0,0,13,20,3,5,15,0,0,7,12,17,0,2,11,12,53,10,38,43,6,45,0,5,5,3,40,15,3,3,20,188,66,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060837485216277534,0.0,0.0,0.04972066480038215,0.0,0.11186545431149228,0.0,0.0,0.051123664391638665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869389069157951,0.05622087391485567,0.0610479189006222,0.17828074938199334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345923240029333,0.06466422070346782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362401059689313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298204472154821,0.1533192420516162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889213659100216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048291726735327785,0.0,0.0,0.06986445616876448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090732795787113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062191528589712636,0.08841087279303711,0.0,0.3389305166196391,0.2027807450168561,0.0,0.0,0.04155290398446191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900740149067459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28127440317018354,0.0595984326819154,0.0,0.0,0.07943959365673027,0.0,0.05164324270736336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179691312125482,0.0,0.06215970535053535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736826603051977,0.0,0.073825244271496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053747891864043794,0.0,0.056390747286310765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049544573961506286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395929621739275,0.05068869171726832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911724888827936,0.0,0.14004779881100735,0.29753670742078275,0.0,0.2098833627461046,0.0,0.07350070679046848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140517903765135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497590289407021,0.0,0.1744317990450056,0.0,0.0,0.058263139061120524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453147132348792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112736172141541,0.0,0.0764356077564773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890996342812916,0.0,0.0,0.11753403463043155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457229471841294,0.09369819955161082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791323527858685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611522860031691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293752536548894,0.05803523426340251,0.0,0.08903429674360583,0.0,0.0,0.1319497178039411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322854538285497,0.0,0.0,0.20775501566390897,0.0,0.0,0.14125086798176134
socialanxiety,ilikemyanon,2019/07/04,"Job interview I'm fairly sure I have at least a mild case of social anxiety. Partly due to how I am (I'm introverted) but I think far more due to how I was raised. Bear in mind I haven't been diagnosed and haven't been to a psychologist in my life but talking to my sister who is currently in therapy I see a lot of parallels. I think I have a job interview coming up in the next couple of days and while it's not a job I really want, I also can't afford to let it slip through without a shot. I have been interviewed twice in person before once for a volunteer position (which went the smoothest since the pressure was low and it was something I really wanted to do) and for a job I didn't get that went okay at best I believe. Is there any advise anyone can give? I'd really appreciate any and all help I can get.",2.7109660107334506,3.841463441860469,5.0060465116279085,82.73716457960644,74.46511627906976,9.013237924865832,24.85867620751341,9.466822959209583,2.0217194991055454,640,20,138,16,13,225,99,172,0.054000000000000006,0.8370000000000001,0.11,0.8975,6,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,11,1,20,2,0,2,2,20,33,11,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,9,1,17,3,21,23,6,19,0,1,1,0,11,10,0,1,6,95,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019870839070868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874176176978132,0.0,0.10541671674099536,0.0,0.0,0.09635304985091228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172577550158358,0.15525354994276347,0.1446127272516728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870260410676342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247321484111814,0.0,0.08886967926478992,0.0,0.0,0.1398642239383935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439897533105413,0.1321904342410487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236451758858924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469814357527284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090996177289913,0.09733230194389532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171527365972167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913884159506018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655199387068288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675263343703435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492241044323911,0.0,0.0,0.12032175200135978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26483486165444203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980885680301372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398968553978298,0.0,0.0,0.14046987158198282,0.0,0.10608526681067766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298749849101388,0.0,0.0,0.11075851890398727,0.0,0.0,0.1575864497834914,0.0,0.0,0.17659350908761626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255616537172896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554841887301497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283440093824056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RobotWizardz,2019/07/04,"Overheard someone saying ""I'm shy"" I want to gargle bleach. Somebody hug me",1.0890476190476193,3.0584260000000008,2.2442857142857164,87.28404761904763,110.42857142857143,1.866666666666667,26.095238095238088,3.1291,0.5824095238095235,60,3,9,0,3,19,13,14,0.13,0.584,0.28600000000000003,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.610242114869072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6501887159882686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526137369122253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,branflakes2042,2019/07/04,"I have extreme social anxiety and it's making it hard for me to find a job I've just turned 18 recently and I'm having trouble finding/motivating myself a job. I don't have my High School diploma or GED I moved out when I was 16 due to abuse. And moved in with a friend who was generous to take care of me no questions asked but I don't like it this way I need to help him. I have a lot of social anxiety and am scared of judgment or f\*\*\*\*\* s\*\*\* up. If anyone has any job recommendations or advice, in general, I would really appreciate it.",2.077105263157893,3.833783552631584,4.2788070175438575,84.6903157894737,77.50877192982456,7.717894736842108,24.55789473684211,8.548686976883017,1.6263431578947367,431,15,92,9,10,149,77,114,0.15,0.728,0.122,-0.071,3,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,1,0,19,18,10,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,1,13,3,13,15,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,6,4,60,19,4,0.0,0.19117894410964584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767395324694713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972673455553636,0.0,0.2468718200058591,0.0,0.0,0.11282296354501975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150844870732394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645118785738012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747527996106122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246622471736276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445421251087835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815265958757893,0.17048010803189484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803589508678252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882976000696186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717800267618552,0.0,0.0,0.10770552055618132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34298903814067355,0.0,0.11964247149317775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075420076389584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336795769351063,0.0,0.1593183082119469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615442113039047,0.16329957885266713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289616099374067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131865960449242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755075881761292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807585679827418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462175509849495,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Real-GsMoveInSilence,2019/07/04,I can’t eat when there is a social situation I have to attend Every time I have to go to university I can’t eat breakfast due to my social anxiety. I have this gag reflex where when ever I eat something when I’m socially anxious I throw up. Anyone else deal with this? What should I do to ensure I have energy and my stomach doesn’t growl during lecture ? This usually get better once I reach university but my stomach starts growling and I basically don’t eat breakfast.,5.463870967741934,6.1890884516129026,7.076505376344091,71.93475806451616,67.70967741935483,9.640860215053763,31.62903225806452,9.725611199111238,3.1172451612903216,378,15,67,8,6,131,56,93,0.057,0.86,0.084,0.2869,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,11,8,2,0,1,6,15,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,14,1,7,14,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,46,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215940568633492,0.18039980510998546,0.0,0.11165621231377112,0.16361724849206574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412293512581587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646293253220743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6535948569314072,0.13339722016028024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444519158840288,0.13454240031561548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342938024030334,0.0,0.0907532729657314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700604518694993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949383211257822,0.0,0.4883395127392806,0.0,0.12293413745287825,0.0,0.0,0.11302662152060895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931142309810162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758716446987172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thesevencs1,2019/07/04,Clothes struggle I heard a lot of people there are having struggle with wearing their clothes. Sometimes I buy new sneakers or clothing and I never wear them because I'm afraid that I'll stand out too much. Last autumn I bought myself new sneakers for 300$ and they are still sitting in the box. I like them but I just cant wear them. Sometimes I feel really bad because I cant wear things I like. I'm skinny but it's not a big trouble because I got used to it. I think I have good taste in clothes and I want to have instagram as my friends do. My dream is to overcome it. What should I do? Has someone overcomed it?,1.061506696428573,3.3340828515625027,2.172589285714285,95.770625,83.765625,4.2821428571428575,25.549107142857146,5.288315135182226,0.4270450892857141,487,21,104,2,14,154,82,128,0.069,0.768,0.163,0.8935,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,0,4,9,0,3,3,0,12,6,5,1,1,17,21,7,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,5,2,0,2,1,2,0,4,5,0,0,3,3,22,4,10,17,2,12,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,8,68,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639937866998785,0.3591883521177713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931057990791567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174554636629395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473902850918082,0.15708667527691536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601000137743514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191158948899234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698039252045813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438363293380502,0.0,0.15148316844955947,0.3793871727212099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616566538671765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258249997300549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16641719106774744,0.0,0.3885081733055519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568529361071274,0.0,0.0,0.410659854764142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048579076978284,0.1258513216187039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963480644972914,0.0,0.0,0.11584745302926487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Kelter_Skelter,2019/07/04,"When people offer to do stuff for me I say ""no don't worry I got it"" and then I never do it",-3.671449275362322,-2.2761071304347817,1.2521739130434817,99.74028985507248,98.56521739130434,3.066666666666667,7.666666666666668,3.1291,-2.29443768115942,68,0,19,0,3,27,18,23,0.102,0.787,0.111,0.0531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693344309971991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561597425519689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32014598601889704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672327324984595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286373253277977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689686151047486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nibawaajige,2019/07/04,"Mom friend override - I want to hold hands with every single one of you I have social anxiety. I live in a bubble. I haven't sought out therapy and I've always given shit advice. But I'll read some of the posts on here every now and then and I get so protective, as weird as it sounds. I want to sit with you guys and help you make a phone call or walk with you into a new store. My brother calls it the ""mom friend override"". I can't stand up and ask for napkins on my own, but if my shy little cousin needs it I'll do it with little problem. Does anyone else get like this? It's odd. I wish I was like that all the time but I'm on my own, through a screen and I wish I could give you guys wisdom, courage, and happiness but social anxiety is a fucking pain.",0.0017655078391278778,2.0344217361963217,1.9134458077709624,97.47305896387184,86.239263803681,4.8492160872528975,17.031015678254942,6.139981653823899,-0.5014019086571238,585,13,138,5,18,193,99,163,0.11,0.685,0.204,0.9546,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,0,0,3,12,2,0,8,0,7,4,2,1,1,30,20,17,0,8,6,4,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,7,13,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,5,0,1,2,3,20,7,19,17,5,17,0,0,1,1,21,9,2,3,6,84,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897772155816853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098250794043701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194181857928706,0.0,0.0,0.0922894902919465,0.13523790708455838,0.0,0.0,0.12339151353254554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695502130845744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538214827939688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550410365876045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025952967452074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241215764851344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394811284516368,0.1220213236624434,0.13791718021229976,0.12661548146586196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26137890858368257,0.0,0.1405043072711835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846916898325577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128965915134395,0.2645744815789938,0.11654834219922693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810340804239154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30916688035311896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978678662962804,0.0,0.12747540169544588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943888377427986,0.0,0.14044516454630848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264085832126974,0.0,0.0,0.1262952541912971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202430695176154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548438984568167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690914894699336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509404544011758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696360764966308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570057895607115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035607269487364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,johnvu3562,2019/07/04,Parties Have u ever been at a party and know no one and felt uncomfortable and left? That happened to me two weeks ago,3.017500000000002,4.763005750000001,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,74.83333333333334,6.466666666666668,24.5,7.1686216300943375,0.9701499999999994,94,3,19,1,2,31,22,24,0.17,0.638,0.191,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387591697370423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456829336382855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366930701422549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379402201638293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002352223804585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152147566160032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258959509636509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733119115085933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30654333682064355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SpentitinGenoa,2019/07/04,"Every night my brother verbally attacks me and threatens me for taking Xanax or other medication I’ve had some bad stretches where I’ve abused Xanax before (2-3 per day) but I was never addicted for a long period of time. It was more of a once in a while thing when it was around. However, I haven’t used Xanax in a few months and I’ve encountered such hate from my brother who is totally abusive about this non-situation. I’d like to get a drug test so I can prove that I’m not using these meds, can anybody give me advice.",4.382896825396827,4.875373824074078,5.723439153439156,81.50833333333334,70.01851851851852,9.134391534391536,28.3915343915344,9.23628265651192,2.215397883597883,415,14,86,8,7,140,81,108,0.18100000000000002,0.789,0.03,-0.945,1,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,5,0,8,6,0,2,3,12,15,7,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,8,1,10,11,4,14,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,10,54,16,1,0.0,0.4581444691960934,0.0,0.2107654115263936,0.0,0.18892626997391068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211054738502118,0.0,0.21994827257762392,0.0,0.0,0.16142796998542944,0.0,0.0,0.16451519105380422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246861008140802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242090543868437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628944085604442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101038422778384,0.1854660661183089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087984776206768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445448797575716,0.0,0.0,0.17109679079384693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21475335757690608,0.19476626595077687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431941491732762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911309057412814,0.0,0.0,0.18143328487917354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589714961097508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536504835021052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284442340151484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127361155192115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339614627493848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrslappyguy,2019/07/04,"Anxiety sucks man I can barely talk to my family, my friends will have a slight change in behavior and I'll think they hate me, and I'll get anxiety attacks over nothing. I love it so much",6.314615384615383,5.14594571794872,7.143205128205127,78.58096153846154,66.17948717948718,11.902564102564106,34.884615384615394,11.20814326018867,3.6823230769230766,149,6,32,4,2,50,32,39,0.345,0.5870000000000001,0.067,-0.8949,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,2,3,7,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651364958955618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458573899820847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216042472537187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28659533407461063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348788161379917,0.0,0.15883365411646755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30014878122703903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27438258151850536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348370403790127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917075879019717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443532248313151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947985304283612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rskao,2019/07/04,"Why I Resonate With Professor Hulk From Avengers For My Social Anxiety Condition One of the things that strikes a strong chord with after watching Avengers Endgame is Bruce Banner's transformable to Professor Hulk. Anyone who had watched Infinity War will see that The Incredible Hulk refuses Banner's plea to transform, where they face an uphill struggle to resolve their conflict. 

​

https://i.redd.it/rndvyuqc09831.jpg

 In Endgame, Banner finally is able to resolve the conflict between himself and Hulk, as they combine forces to become Professor Hulk, where Hulk manage to retain his genius capability even after the transformation. This is unlike in the past, where Hulk frequently lost his cool and start smashing things.

The reason why Banner was eventually able to convince Hulk to turn was by embracing Hulk as a blessing instead of a misfortune. For years, he has been treating Hulk as a disease and constantly thinking of ways to rid his self-inflicted gamma ray alter ego.

Once he came to love and accept Hulk despite his shortcomings, they manage to get along and become more powerful than before.  


Why I resonate with this side story of Bruce Banner & Hulk is that I myself, has been treating my Social Anxiety condition as a disease for many many years. I keep asking… why I am born this way? Why when others are happily socialising while I always froze with fear during interactions..

Why I am always cringe at being judged, constantly avoid people yet keep craving for friendship and a social life.

Many times throughout my life, I keep trying to alter my personality to fit into the society majority, where engaging in small talks, having meals with others and finding joy in conversations is a norm in the world we live in.

Social Anxiety was something I assumed a virus that needs a cure… or does it? I kept pondering, if I do not enjoy doing something, why not forget about doing it?

I had been perceived many times as weird, freak and rude many times in my life where I just kept mum during many social circles, regularly engrossing in my own alternate world in my mind.

I kept asking myself, is the fear of interactions a disease? Or is this something I just do not enjoy doing, that’s why I fear it? Why can’t I avoid doing something I don’t enjoy?

There are people who don’t enjoy drinking coffee, don’t enjoy watching movies, don’t enjoy exercising…. does society treat that as a disease that needs a cure? Am I sick or am I special?

After years of struggle, going back and forth on how I should live my life… Internet and social media came along… and it was a life saver. I no longer need to meet and stare into people’s eyes when I talk to them… I was partially saved by it. I will talk about how social media saved me another day.

The thing is, having access to all these online content helped me realise that I am not alone in facing these struggles… there are so many facing the same dilemma.. this gives me strength and all the support I need from those sharing the same stories I had. There are so many MEs.

I finally found closure by fully embracing my personality… just like Banner, I no longer treat it as a disease. It will forever be part of me whether I liked it or not, and my dear friend is here to stay for the rest of my life.

The epiphany helped me to become more open about my condition to most new people I meet. Just like Lady Gaga’s song title, I am “Born This Way”. No one will love me more than myself.

Social Anxiety has become my friend and just like Professor Hulk, I become stronger than before. I find more joy in my daily life, reduced the anxiety that had been holding me back my entire life.

 

https://i.redd.it/y4yyhjci09831.jpg

I am unique and this is part of me. This is not a disease that need to be treat. This is something that need to be loved.. just like Hulk.  


From my persona blog:  [https://thethreebrothers.net/why-i-resonate-with-professor-hulk-from-avengers/](https://thethreebrothers.net/why-i-resonate-with-professor-hulk-from-avengers/)",7.485932203389829,9.084461675141247,6.6125000000000025,73.92561440677967,63.604519774011294,8.837853107344634,31.275423728813557,9.075114841892004,2.7586576271186445,3238,117,519,52,48,987,285,708,0.1,0.767,0.133,0.9826,1,3,6,0,0,0,120.0,1,0,4,6,29,50,2,7,32,1,61,17,4,3,2,88,89,36,1,8,18,1,1,5,2,5,8,1,0,1,38,28,2,13,11,3,0,3,14,12,0,2,20,9,73,38,79,60,14,59,1,1,6,3,43,26,0,7,31,356,111,6,0.0940288412979244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869276098492052,0.0,0.0,0.07823952845329947,0.10188021026146617,0.05712766707326598,0.0,0.0492987193132886,0.17982951556163948,0.0,0.0,0.03287357605748261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04395213682650494,0.0,0.0,0.07230237490411273,0.0,0.0,0.2596186693567142,0.08001161839313059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754394487568474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016117730852045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030320411912602232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228527266899335,0.0,0.0,0.04605623365910788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03105258143507815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871288205118758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300399954842386,0.08594065747021391,0.0,0.0,0.05154888557847863,0.07264644953815062,0.0,0.02456309434043006,0.04510051628691257,0.026719378702554246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630255502790902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253657317648223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26566140548770273,0.1148443556948364,0.0,0.08302918955429824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132179388126706,0.0,0.12729705060366733,0.0,0.0,0.38132194666350944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047471162550667606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20916358316186712,0.0,0.04540682042816604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006882360644382,0.0637163763490133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182407208195893,0.04488058430201672,0.1303755184414705,0.04105117867993268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833865466783497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037464406279661834,0.0,0.04904629420101706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38340224948812296,0.0,0.18096998966172986,0.0,0.0,0.03327704891723053,0.05011111694407869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09829936077482823,0.0,0.0,0.05335140740635122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133652313291008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370287604738836,0.03012494239275257,0.0,0.0,0.08224346028109658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03191970551302223,0.051138189135326965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195357630998437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818088180931127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712766707326598,0.09082723640880687
socialanxiety,mtxlife,2019/07/04,"Clubs & Dancing Ok so hopefully someone here can relate and maybe  help me with an ongoing problem I've had. I'm pretty normal in every aspec socially, except dancing and clubs. I just shut down and basically have a panic attack everytime I'm in a club or dancing. Like tonight I was out with some coworkers and my wife and everything was great until we ended up in a club and everyone started dancing including my wife and I just couldn't do anything except stand there, even with everyone dancing on me trying to get me to dance......like i just completely shut down and cant dance at all. Idk if it's because I grew up in a very conservative household and never danced as a child or anything until I was introduced as an adult. If anyones experienced similar situations or been through something similar please let me know what you've done to help get over this! Thanks!",4.021526104417674,6.39104059036145,5.2175662650602455,77.36618875502012,73.81927710843374,8.523052208835344,30.94618473895582,9.21078282632365,3.1517924497991974,702,33,121,17,15,232,105,166,0.061,0.7809999999999999,0.158,0.9489,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,7,8,1,1,7,1,12,0,0,0,2,33,20,19,0,6,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,14,0,1,1,11,0,8,3,3,0,0,6,1,13,5,25,12,2,29,0,0,0,0,8,14,0,7,7,84,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845964273938524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912705480873124,0.0,0.28040090389536176,0.0,0.0,0.19382110414732312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038563102611044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863028764134514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743482312658103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089774489423244,0.0,0.0,0.1125281461347781,0.0,0.14354454234446407,0.3255927366802683,0.15311807112810186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780231685562794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783414061895135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283915862794812,0.0,0.0,0.1692164049576671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936312025848886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421543755168895,0.0,0.08323444843000674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116012392550695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140027661593712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692697282390664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998931403220883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701571033320014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332810585034103,0.0,0.16302161405958265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915036443813444,0.0,0.17367132765194845,0.1443544201231214,0.13115957837669653,0.0,0.0,0.12058915717912687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15685431893411805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567042482628975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405735522221993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wolfyfy,2019/07/04,"How do I find the courage to go for job-hunting? Hello. I've never worked a day even though I'm already 20 years old. It makes me feel ashamed of myself. I want to look for work and help the family, but I'm too anxious to do so since most work requires me to deal with other people. Also, I'm going to my first interview (not job interview, though) ever in a couple of weeks. Not only that, I probably have to meet my Japanese pen-pal in the near future too for a project. What do I do?!",2.1098300970873787,3.251293417475728,4.095327669902915,88.63289441747574,75.99029126213594,7.0917475728155335,23.55461165048544,7.645422480735847,0.9671174757281548,374,11,83,5,8,128,70,103,0.048,0.892,0.06,-0.2737,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,2,2,14,14,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,9,1,15,14,1,13,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,8,55,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735946556919332,0.1430219636114648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204349417761525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788815044376776,0.0,0.11533997285074347,0.1843809316306968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812517290303612,0.16177518156343396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859877401169354,0.0,0.09042920445455424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346072619266722,0.1521251271056679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328301759386255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987576684391987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549513426373763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018442252317887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938016059180336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379359824889819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876673249077182,0.0,0.0,0.13601937887392335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398832839726935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928247297354436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479421029105976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35142782685952306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548717996850364,0.0,0.14345835199116733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39060300087346855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517006004290292
socialanxiety,6shotreloaded,2019/07/04,"S/A and working at MCDS I'm forcing myself to work this job as much as I don't wanna do shit and lay in bed all day I don't hate but dislike this job. I'm terrified of social interaction probably more than the average sufferer. Should I just quit? I suffer from a range of mental health issues due to abusive parents and being molested and bullying  through out my HS years. Therapy doesnt help, I need to be put on medication but people give prescription pills a bad rep. Already known as the quiet weird guy...which was exactly the perception of myself I was trying to avoid from others. I'm losing sleep because of this which is making me even more anxious and i have no one to turn too. Just wanna put my ego aside and receive my ssi benefits again. I'm a loner and a weirdo. If I wasn't such a pussy i would of committed suicide in highschool 3 years ago. But i try to have hope and nothing works. So close to reaching my breaking point because life is taking its toll on me.",2.5056060606060626,4.524011580808086,4.194949494949493,84.57909090909092,77.13131313131315,7.228282828282829,26.15151515151515,8.167268648758528,1.7872303030303036,775,30,152,14,18,260,128,198,0.275,0.642,0.083,-0.9941,3,1,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,5,7,11,3,1,8,0,15,6,2,1,3,29,26,16,1,7,6,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,6,10,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,9,0,1,3,2,18,2,27,19,4,18,0,3,0,0,6,8,1,2,6,99,24,6,0.0,0.1676403287088388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542071350936188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613569862399376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984134343328374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181367004108699,0.17249973347208786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124815568579628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345159272246496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572833190790226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009551931268566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969026180268024,0.0,0.1503952936900667,0.0,0.0,0.09483652861686716,0.0,0.0,0.14052966392180036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476768752308987,0.2808103259723366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993726898204626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828905544954042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444444289554917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253443199990407,0.14258678301746858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040100745972138,0.10491167498629483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576170177093466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587603634126504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710585339668826,0.0,0.0,0.09809007244571016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375204056390805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525481628276448,0.0,0.0,0.2844693524189656,0.0,0.15049007017398536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452355590360596,0.0,0.0,0.14159033719209055,0.14422935715888088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476507835780431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063814849973674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180403735870205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212234098221054,0.15389848453115987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30901518835247177,0.0,0.0,0.1005091266268073,0.0,0.0,0.1822274673627092
socialanxiety,schizoidperses,2019/07/04,"Emotional outburst?! Since few days I have been crying without any reason, this happens during first quarter of the day usually, I think its because of my sudden exposure to outside world ( I am a kind of an Introvert and shy).

sometimes the emotions are good sometimes sad

but the crying lasts for about 30min

what should I do?",6.780762711864405,8.204145000000004,6.3625000000000025,75.71798728813562,65.10169491525424,8.611864406779661,36.78389830508475,8.841846274778883,3.4884881355932205,261,13,41,4,4,81,50,59,0.146,0.8009999999999999,0.053,-0.7685,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,5,2,7,6,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372473142564418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303010294884635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4433886113283684,0.26031970628481915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540499133457229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167148312898609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692804862770048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847239213478328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016875090997425,0.0,0.16451358509235714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207508796740719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695098769739744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39921840680327625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293207390805431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228074142287224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455123796346932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,callia9171,2019/07/04,"“Being myself” when I don’t have a social self I want to see if anyone can relate to this. So I have a lot of trouble making friends and I’m extremely self conscious. I have a small number of friends, but we know each other since elementary school, so it’s been years since I’ve actually made a new connection with another person. I think one of my biggest problems is conversation skills. I have the lager concepts down, like listening and asking questions, etc. It’s easy for me to have deeper, get to know you conversations with people, but I don’t know how to be casual. Something about how I act during casual situations and what I say turns people off of me, I think, except I don’t know exactly what.
The main thing is, though, I don’t know how to be genuine and myself in social situations. The only social persona I seem to have is my awkward, uncomfortable one. I don’t know how to accurately reflect who I am socially, it just isn’t natural for me.
Does anyone else experience this or have any advice?",5.929145516074449,6.30433960913706,7.2246827411167525,72.50507825719124,66.61421319796955,10.221489001692053,31.13747884940779,10.125756701596842,3.1071255499153976,801,29,147,18,12,274,112,197,0.057,0.83,0.113,0.8151,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,1,10,8,0,1,7,0,22,0,0,6,1,36,40,16,0,3,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,10,8,0,0,12,2,0,1,6,3,0,2,2,3,24,5,21,35,4,9,0,0,1,0,18,5,0,5,4,107,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.11458447096550582,0.0,0.0,0.11474095333828535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984927041107842,0.1231245589575395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420485602122528,0.12031012952386835,0.0,0.0,0.10977135993360666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275457503963756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980889055617236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095375457963976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485877891234035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18143599233022906,0.0,0.06134683008859972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871840405413669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573652250632726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998258398421436,0.0,0.11110514761720076,0.0783784122483262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134044619567866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913295204466313,0.0893028028969968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280776083608767,0.10252615767832796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235458103107374,0.0,0.0,0.13153668623419762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093376680475174,0.0,0.11883477880426845,0.09356812030908168,0.10689428131218533,0.2449882441621228,0.0,0.0,0.19426120845086656,0.26396882222655105,0.0,0.4787774766679294,0.0,0.09039524949949294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800828261595982,0.1504753185233005,0.11536403935370608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771867242963386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925704939160914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561429302790627
socialanxiety,Exploding_Star,2019/07/04,"Social anxiety, Paranoid?? or CRAZY relatable  while i was waiting for the DR with the door shut in the small office. the conversation in the hallway seem to me making fun of me outside the door after 10mins of waiting. knowing i can hear. some one Saying ""you know how to go with rhythm boy"" foot away from my door!slapping his knees his clapping obnoxiously making noise with his body to the cow boy music playing on the loudspeakers throughout the building.continue making a popping noise with his mouth in sync with the song. basically goofing on me. when I didn't even notice I have been reacting to the song and that [way.my](https://way.my) guess is that I've been acting like i have Tourette Syndrome like to cope with my anxiety tapping my feet tapping on the phone all justin the rhythm of the song that's playing. I don't know this whole place was giving me Vibes and I have to really start trusting my inner feelings.

​

it's just a self reflection of how I see myself putting my insecurities into other people and being overly aware to what's happening around me

​

like it's easy to explain. there's just something about me that is wrong and I'm different than everyone and I'm insecure. people take advantage they see someone who's overweight has bags under their eyes is easy target put someone else down to boost ego. 

when I was in Walgreens it was pretty overwhelming I was out all day (proud of my self)

same thing I was slapping the side of my pocket to the song unconsciously,

after walking a little bit I turn conner 

this guy down this one aisle looks at me and start slapping the side of his pocket to the song real noxious Like.

​

delusions or does this guy for whatever reason has been paying attention to me and is going out of his way to mimic me to my face.

I understand you can't be passive and let people walk on you. people will push and take advantage as much as I can until you stand up for yourself. what about the things where it's not conversation.

​

but is it really true that this many people that I encounter on a daily basis see someone who is at a time in their life low and want to sut on me?

​

is there really that many situations where people are there to bring me down and degrade.

​

is there a point that you become so isolated and depress traumatized rust years of scars. that the rest of the world see weakness and will fuk with you.

​

the more I stay inside the more dangerous and harder it's to come out. but when I go out I Get Looks people are not honest opportunity for an easy target. 

They see 

not going to lie I got bags under my eyes I'm fat and you know socially awkward moving around

and under all that have sensitive heart great personality good looks and smart.

​

I'm reaching out because this isnt away to live. 

I wasn't on any drugs. I almost forgot who i use to be be for i got hurt so badly. 

I was really out going no fear socialized.

​

Im afraid if if this keeps going. i WILL miss even more of my youth years.

i healed alot but like i said. after being is isloaded you have to go out.

but when i go out. people look. i look that way becouse i dont good out.

​

i want this part of me that developed that past 4 years to heal go away.

drop that constant no trust in everyone.  

​

and find peace. really truly let go find the self confidence Within Me to not care about a thing a person says or thinks.",3.8243542225893066,5.968246561377248,4.411304976254389,83.9491916167665,73.6556886227545,7.1218666116043785,25.139995870328303,7.990435384864732,1.5180330580218868,2765,91,514,42,58,878,292,668,0.11599999999999999,0.775,0.109,-0.828,1,0,2,0,0,0,100.0,0,8,4,4,24,36,1,6,34,0,46,17,10,8,4,90,106,39,0,4,15,0,1,5,0,3,8,9,2,9,37,38,2,4,14,7,1,19,12,15,0,2,16,22,73,21,97,80,14,96,0,5,12,0,42,51,0,10,26,353,110,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036035217995732484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42890417888518223,0.4810020527991124,0.02447201089568276,0.0,0.055059050955012574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407111623136276,0.0,0.0,0.10143132527815196,0.0,0.03004717138221574,0.02193699771957341,0.03974419188179447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928786833003214,0.039972818468831516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03669057045427376,0.0,0.0,0.03099912864894478,0.0,0.03888855351730201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023208274504592074,0.0,0.030995065087047288,0.0,0.0,0.037598166893970136,0.0,0.0,0.03149197315148393,0.0,0.0421758356480638,0.0,0.041732841484744515,0.0,0.030062050076277918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753740391778482,0.0,0.0,0.06877316461664905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04049474596713217,0.018195823601666883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578190215301287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018801427822883663,0.034521469078408036,0.20451921210980986,0.06036743126145215,0.057563281498535526,0.03967517336266429,0.039643117029544934,0.07126445996931638,0.03182268701258747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040559329429914366,0.04264410060441618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038524224638299485,0.0,0.03887152680005822,0.0,0.0,0.03198639830107052,0.0,0.0,0.07910881765091411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359713909877243,0.025418284395370184,0.0879057758170154,0.036067863420112825,0.03177668279415835,0.0,0.15109771651940826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206367755094363,0.07296919677659333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0382478869551614,0.026454171532049767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04097079655242983,0.0,0.0,0.04877068151343879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03896980395360757,0.034353125657068134,0.1995877120264668,0.06284393670423379,0.037598166893970136,0.0,0.034018814403716284,0.0,0.0,0.03661114335005334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235261654839753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04096044325124861,0.11526916376335525,0.03700005032740046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03423134198995119,0.05723571750191232,0.0,0.0,0.14338265383666615,0.032760700298083624,0.11262510508081955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04045026247824332,0.0,0.11005092061554524,0.09147357277828967,0.027704117010474705,0.0,0.0,0.05094277005206703,0.038356753236802585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411464346800735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172336825258235,0.02305865548599074,0.0,0.0,0.02098398055973056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039142909223707736,0.0,0.03746314960012407,0.0,0.031080726924807237,0.0,0.0,0.04245146533183977,0.11425743327684322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04017757128163575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03934551914478993,0.4810020527991124,0.06952225586991231
socialanxiety,Spritez128,2019/07/04,Did you guys have this weird need to have your shoes tied a certain way as a kid? I always insisted on my mom to tie my shoes tight in grade school (I was sloppy at tying my shoes so I demanded her to do it for me every morning) so my feet didn’t feel all loose in them and to prevent my heels from popping out of the back (god I hate that feeling). Is this normal for am I fucking weird or do I have some kind of sensory issue? This isn’t the case for me anymore tho.,0.3397058823529377,2.1085431666666707,2.3860392156862784,96.12317647058822,83.01960784313725,5.2564705882352944,20.003921568627447,6.2581,-0.08593254901960723,361,10,86,3,10,121,71,102,0.124,0.845,0.031,-0.8556,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,4,6,2,0,4,0,11,6,5,0,2,12,16,6,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,17,2,16,13,2,7,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,2,1,61,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226303741524128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269724633140305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913083559351253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22914940607960066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275035949629669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25143512065094625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26929652720845954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26851752699057235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28386967580252176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832185505701159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31853207918768506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016649060301072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664762871267676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27525170462528464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158799070564354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yeetmeep69,2019/04/14,"Talked to my coworker I have a really hard time talking to people, but today at work I asked one of my coworkers what grade he was in and where he wanted to go to college and we had a conversation! I know it probably seemed like nothing but I was very proud of myself.",2.1392727272727257,4.066689836363636,4.361818181818183,83.38272727272731,77.9090909090909,8.036363636363637,23.72727272727273,8.841846274778883,1.817472727272728,211,7,43,5,5,73,42,55,0.024,0.8290000000000001,0.147,0.831,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,9,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,8,2,8,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,30,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678314550764776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282007186346886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566406633501668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744857466055714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399655767112542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27489691225196417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413447242758008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861756066813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088869569548024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353418570295027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608116627188829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605430217846209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705585687874275,0.0,0.2715610275364022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363859997663727,0.16898047290365475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856967271565746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RestlessOblivion,2019/04/14,"I have to give an ""inspirational speech tomorrow"" and I can't stop overthinking every word. Somehow I found myself in an advanced public speaking class. The first couple months was fine as it was more speech critique rather than speaking itself. Now I am faced with the task of giving an 7-8 minutes inspirational speech in front of my class tomorrow. I can't think of one inspirational thing I could possibly say. I'm an anxious mess and I've been sitting here going over all the possibilities of how I am going to bomb tomorrow. Every word I write down I second guess because I imagine speaking it out loud in front of an audience and sounding stupid. I'm considering not showing up tomorrow, but these classes are worth a huge chunk of my grade. The problem is this class is a requirement for my conditional transfer to University next semester, so failing this class basically means throwing my future away. 

I'm not sure what I'm expecting to get out of posting here. I just needed to rant I guess.",6.712896613190732,7.706534224598932,7.083221925133692,72.03502896613193,65.04278074866309,10.083600713012482,35.369429590017816,10.125756701596842,3.746201782531194,808,37,138,18,12,263,116,187,0.12,0.7859999999999999,0.094,-0.8276,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,8,9,1,0,11,0,12,1,1,1,2,33,27,7,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,8,6,0,2,7,1,1,6,4,4,0,3,4,9,17,5,25,22,2,28,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,3,10,92,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603698799438715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630350526075044,0.0,0.0,0.10578091829482553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854780469322164,0.1920051775518856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29240926174313725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760263297486806,0.0,0.19026424371066586,0.0,0.0,0.09066109801269523,0.3329272990480521,0.1972396618941764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823208058879304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902261352748534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385082108937601,0.0,0.0,0.12866864309322834,0.0,0.0,0.1845487525992337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758690825210034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912529765150911,0.16619163667138606,0.0,0.0,0.16604264096974775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799624802835686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507698623089538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354787011741342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152841401231884,0.1111895886179428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eulerboyy,2019/04/14,"Unaware of awkward movements? hello

i feel like i move normally, but whenever i see a video of myself i look so fricking awkward.  I think i stand up straight, but i always look hunched over with bad posture.  and my fricking eyes are always open really wide and darting around everywhere but i can't even tell that i do this until i see a video of myself.  I wish i could project confidence...

does this happen to anyone else?",3.8353439153439126,5.9601728518518575,4.5105114638448,83.33444444444446,73.56790123456791,7.097707231040566,30.08994708994709,7.957251820313856,2.2338169312169303,335,15,60,5,7,107,56,81,0.127,0.773,0.1,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,13,12,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,6,15,1,9,11,0,10,0,0,5,0,2,6,0,0,2,40,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677351107998779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450972638596952,0.22641334299870655,0.0,0.1967131588086797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450354367224686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642926453605254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933752954568987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18459490574239876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595083457675329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173078130508132,0.1578634280536518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954060316795852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795643251196063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711239741537311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23485973409728636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650699699468776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415612066769346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521743514220295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931404754197205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159082049237004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541084836095805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrsheabutta87,2019/04/14,Challenging myself to get out my comfort zone. need a lil advice. I’m trying to get out of my comfort zone  this summer and get more confidence talking to people. My goal is to go to the mall and talk to 10 people. I want to start small with just complements and then to conversations. Would this be a good way to go about learning confidence and getting over social anxiety?,4.064166666666665,6.069639305555558,4.9872222222222256,80.68000000000002,72.6111111111111,8.133333333333335,27.277777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.2729277777777783,298,11,54,6,6,97,48,72,0.021,0.753,0.226,0.9359,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,12,13,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,15,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,35,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24098316712648984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865498021133847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153714686101918,0.0,0.2803068141871201,0.2068436769704577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285722600048387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419348427704008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513865130963859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745509068787994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39642946276551977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743111922155202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454562004467577,0.19574650706796096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518374466054684,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,inputdragon,2019/04/14,Step in the right direction Felling pretty proud of myself. Went to a local bar with my wife on Friday. While I was waiting to pay the bill I struck up a conversation with someone. Major step outside my comfort zone. I am usually a wallflower wherever I go even after a couple drinks. First step to not being so awkward at parties.,3.4823809523809537,5.927404460317465,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,75.82539682539681,6.73968253968254,29.54761904761905,7.793537801064563,2.2958380952380955,263,12,44,4,6,87,50,63,0.085,0.735,0.18,0.8046,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,2,6,1,1,0,1,2,0,7,2,11,3,1,16,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,4,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38589928241978794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416546604208764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23035446719154806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966573655696377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820987371321225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548170377272009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978414312726653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955054950819045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841128297227437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233065073209795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lovinlifealot,2019/04/14,Interpreting other people's facial expression to much? Is there any way to stop doing this? Like I'll start talking and observe their face too much and will change what/how I say things based on what I interpret their facial expression to be conveying. Anyone have thoughts?,5.001428571428568,8.059404653061229,4.607510204081635,79.48391836734696,73.89795918367345,8.001632653061224,26.126530612244892,8.841846274778883,2.4531518367346936,224,8,36,5,5,68,39,49,0.047,0.889,0.064,0.212,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,3,0,0,6,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504124483989665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313913766370847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35007616619582066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167388370988314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4865378426119357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294226420575163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631658912469533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23423135182839103,0.0,0.0,0.27666922055033033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659860399139771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21985274176384267,0.0,0.0,0.2627185324258057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626739086383001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KillerPanda24,2019/04/14,"I could relate to people well if I could find my voice So we all feel the same feelings. I’m pretty sure anyway. I don’t know if it’s my diet or lack of exercise but i can’t stand these feelings.  
I feel bad, man. I do anything to escape these feelings. Abusing alcohol and weed. Turned me into a junkie, things get bad just smoke and drink.   
But if i don’t do that i do other things to escape this hell inside my mind. Over eat, watch tv, play games, listen to podcasts, music. Open a snap from redacted or maybe redacted.  
Is it loneliness? Do i feel better when i’m with people... sometimes. What really makes me feel happy? Is it connecting with people, and feelings? if i do x i’ll feel y. and that’s why i do most things. to feel a better Y.   
I do like the fact nothing we do matters, i’m a young man i can do anything. I want a lot of money... because i guess what i want is a house with an easy life. I want to do whatever I want when i want. That’s an unrealistic goal, at least it’s not just gonna get handed to me.   
Lack of direction is killing me. what do i really want. there’s things i want to do everyday, everyday is your life. I want to make some money, get healthier, and make someone else feel better.  
I don’t think i could be an artist, i would never feel right being a rapper and i’m not good at it anyway. And truth be told learning the piano or guitar and doing my own thing... i don’t think so.   
Maybe stand up? I’ve always liked stand up. I’m funny but being funny and being good at stand up are two different things. But sometimes i do feel inspired. Sometimes i feel like a bit is forming in my mind. I forget them.  
I forget a lot. 3 and half years of smoking everyday, mixed in with a year of drinking everyday has left feeling bad. Not to mention the few other drugs i’ve done. None of them nearly as often. E cigs and cigarettes a decent bit but i’m over them now.

I don't open my mouth I dont talk to people or ever say what I should. this anxiety is driving me insane.",-0.08721008403361452,2.1099099428571435,2.3155742296918795,93.12903361344542,88.85714285714286,4.913165266106444,17.99719887955182,6.42735559955562,-0.06472549019607897,1536,41,336,17,51,523,187,420,0.133,0.7020000000000001,0.165,0.6272,1,0,6,0,0,0,63.0,2,1,3,4,13,19,2,0,18,0,42,11,2,3,6,95,85,29,1,19,18,0,16,3,0,3,5,3,0,2,24,20,5,0,21,8,2,1,12,5,1,2,2,20,50,14,35,72,15,33,1,0,1,0,14,16,1,14,15,225,74,2,0.0,0.0832412557763732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508174227839387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845818757593527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374525005562485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562854810018106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759811741819767,0.04282708864239178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864057889587252,0.15340157673806087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682798525987737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340202369273037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189574842677142,0.08233889955939243,0.13764724811153642,0.08147405239374728,0.07188889554490173,0.05868943872114382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355010404343976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328492259548809,0.050190529092897285,0.0,0.0,0.06421223611785584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011676615014412,0.0,0.0,0.11785392708688215,0.0,0.0,0.07739433211364932,0.0,0.0,0.07478826506870576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106539146996629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772727962639886,0.0,0.038610574578620944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633278480253003,0.0,0.09924704673390572,0.10296983665365717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194573938133204,0.0,0.0,0.1406882357295982,0.0,0.1411621456793799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418760148326334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418535744354391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674120280530936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482521592421173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147508066489135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900149192215641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999779622174679,0.0,0.055869977703880636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059527240386175476,0.0,0.20845339903861296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621495864945116,0.0,0.0,0.056468693754815974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28004771565832903,0.09003374984096073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713212206397373,0.0,0.0,0.07641778808907247,0.06862939563528099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315080198315266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316811404416985,0.0,0.0633946433399806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0499074774061859,0.0,0.0,0.09048445166535997
socialanxiety,robbobthecorncob1,2019/04/14,"Im about to start a new job and im so nervous even though i know im capable i also know that im probably going to be so horribly overwhelmed with anxiety for the next few months at least i might not be able to do it. I just want this all to be over The only happiness i feel amd the only thing i ever look forward to anymore and for the past two years ""im 18 now"" is drugs specifically cocaine. I use at least twice a week. I know my use isnt the cause of my mental ilness. I felt like this as long as i can remember. I domt even have enough motivation to shower more than like once a week i never brush my teeth, never trim my finger and toe nails until its embarassing but even at that point ill leave it another week out of lazyness. I feel like theres no getting better at this point ive never had motivation in my life. I wish i had the guts to kill myself",1.1080075901328286,2.8015390860215064,3.4587792536369406,89.75228652751427,80.18279569892474,6.742061986084758,20.618595825426947,7.724431198458867,0.6640421252371911,674,18,153,11,17,233,112,186,0.10800000000000001,0.757,0.136,0.2927,2,0,2,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,4,12,9,1,2,9,0,12,7,4,5,5,28,26,11,1,2,3,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,9,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,3,6,22,5,24,19,6,27,0,1,1,0,0,10,0,1,20,103,31,3,0.10475046856373628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376891186511798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983999965068347,0.08013382173661752,0.0,0.10388431752466908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264327698808872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760758605951252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147728746118447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823523559161123,0.0,0.20756008968345005,0.09475279589340244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592996861048626,0.07483375567206647,0.1005768768882698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054727796408400566,0.0,0.05953210526026665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150882161314543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5657424065974448,0.0,0.10394867678705318,0.0,0.11589087339267486,0.0,0.17270435418363686,0.0,0.0,0.11091562143534277,0.0,0.0,0.0739883537859566,0.15352736336909498,0.0,0.0,0.0927008683738951,0.08796401151388834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556383473910178,0.11112369356684054,0.0,0.0,0.08361082462981037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423700570537071,0.10116865528034144,0.11140331168568968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155583033491706,0.0,0.15933490315922927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999617500666348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980461022726943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293872201688013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866186099924556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414292079711537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959155677660002,0.0,0.10291680351669248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232598694838216,0.0,0.0,0.18094154458797448,0.0,0.0,0.061784540349948534,0.0,0.2520735222929042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045786925503653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745586737602946
socialanxiety,Pseudogon,2019/04/14,"How to not give a fuck when people downvote you I often get very anxious before making a post on reddit because I keep thinking that I’ll get downvoted for no good reason. I’ve been on reddit for over 2 years and I don’t have that many posts because I’ve always been too nervous to actually post. If I make a post that gets more than one downvote right away, I delete because I already know It’ll get more, and this only reinforces my anxiety. It’s happened a few times already. I never say anything rude, racist, sexist, etc. but I still seem to get downvotes and it makes me think that people will look at me and think I’m a terrible person when in reality I’m not trying to do any harm.

How can I post on reddit and not care about what other people think of me?",5.412222222222222,5.123683159235672,6.320339702760088,80.81933474876152,67.72611464968153,8.506440198159943,29.54635527246992,7.793537801064563,1.83062830856334,604,19,121,6,9,201,97,157,0.14,0.8220000000000001,0.038,-0.9368,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,2,1,5,0,8,1,0,6,1,25,30,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,10,5,0,1,7,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,2,14,2,16,26,4,19,0,0,1,1,4,8,1,3,6,76,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.11217959398649288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537116201987988,0.0,0.09565185108818773,0.0,0.0,0.07817340918324775,0.0,0.08794033595961674,0.1298665410108175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459825152854064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800409944198623,0.0,0.0,0.21022668381780407,0.0,0.09781832226190876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720438461371895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820532220437758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627413650728636,0.3002964727117857,0.11027540562060276,0.0,0.09641888289154874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165441425102877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217737370855168,0.0,0.0,0.06317631598185125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653333083641168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020026333158314,0.11654642729821338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866045897535962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789655002908863,0.08742853273596451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390861739974399,0.10037435827418807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504760407780134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181929873427322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817102629751072,0.0,0.0914169085500674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465080456398622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180329041982824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29463434258929605,0.0,0.0,0.06703124257265362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804696625524331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484999560727894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402731469607028
socialanxiety,ahhhscorpio,2019/04/14,"Two faces - the performance and the socially anxious mess Does anyone else feel like they have two sides to themselves, a performance self and a socially anxious mess of a self? 

That’s at least how I feel, and at 33, I’m tiring of performing, so I’m more “honest”, and I’m telling myself that it is a good thing, but this is actually not turning out great for me because I end up really self conscious, feel left out of everything, don’t seek people out, and just want to cry most of the time.

I find it so hard to be honest, and to honestly have fun, because in the performance, it feels stilted, and in the “honest” self, it feels dumb and vulnerable.

It really sucks. I’m not articulating it very well, so thanks if you’ve read this far.",3.2352511415525096,4.9645851506849334,4.5919863013698645,83.81049086757994,74.2054794520548,8.428310502283106,25.865296803652967,9.075114841892004,2.016047488584474,576,20,118,13,12,191,85,146,0.159,0.639,0.201,0.8864,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,4,6,14,2,0,9,0,6,2,1,1,0,26,19,14,0,2,5,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,11,11,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,4,1,2,0,6,6,10,17,18,3,13,0,0,0,0,8,11,2,2,3,72,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.12549585285688625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905646516012293,0.0,0.08992068591837965,0.13176674103129993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678773676768648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126196599958654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125394472818938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742948634787317,0.0,0.11390215888583807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155781279445265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251222019529025,0.09187245401335564,0.0,0.0,0.11753882289053792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786426933796964,0.0,0.1417828619238855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520107809165757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972517102781928,0.0,0.0,0.06282786648995235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891556186701577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286356247222341,0.0,0.16476996110944336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5366348228861146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621846889758624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240278806111637,0.11839836022524088,0.0,0.0,0.08543667282574408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498817437086519,0.1478077286828356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398807673260651,0.2512486362834145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610914756600576,0.07585209764042057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562758467622268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nate783,2019/04/14,"Talking to imaginary situations Does anyone else get sucked into thoughts of old memories or made up situations and react as if you were in that moment? Its hard to explain but I will zone out and my mind will get sucked into some imaginary situation and i will talk to someone as If i were in that situation. It helps me express how i would ideally like to react. Its really weird but heres an example:

Ill be thinking of a situation at work that was embarrassing then replay it in my head and react in a more confident way. Like replaying the moment but changing or “correcting” my actions.

Sometimes it will be a moment that i came out of my shell and felt on top of the world. Replay the moment and basically act it out again in real life. This makes me feel good.

Im not sure if this is normal but I’ve been doing it since i was little and it makes me feel like a freak. Any advice appreciated.",3.837869249394672,5.511241152542375,5.674047619047617,76.90080508474577,72.50282485875707,8.898950766747378,26.767150928167876,9.424239791934726,2.4352133979015336,712,25,135,17,14,245,102,177,0.113,0.727,0.16,0.9082,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,3,11,2,1,8,0,14,3,1,7,2,44,28,20,0,6,10,0,4,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,14,13,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,9,4,14,6,23,12,2,27,0,0,0,0,6,16,2,6,10,96,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043900256152965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381459456087051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617964423151225,0.12628474469078935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096578498843132,0.0,0.0,0.13038273031239822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078573793083384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296001213599998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463835394449542,0.08805021136886843,0.11833984796433868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287866417563966,0.0,0.0,0.10337670650417284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040827617837873,0.0,0.1264906132097345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261223985868994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313173455981314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705550230883125,0.18064196663859075,0.12352942151422935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662264230117945,0.1645413868179013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444791198618704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075936195774402,0.0,0.0,0.12933071017682055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028609903661804,0.0789574528009106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195412144276242,0.6926938623774606,0.0,0.0,0.10442978372487263,0.0,0.12189793690583195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161621766145144,0.0,0.0,0.19812823298326496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897397025996161,0.0,0.09784716261484187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978305428851554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972786201150304,0.0,0.0,0.08755364834604948,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,drvladmir,2019/04/14,"Most embarrassing thing happened when I was at the mall thanks to my anxiety. So I was at the mall earlier today with my mom, while she was quequeing for the ATM I sat on the recieving end what seem to be abandoned booth owned by a bank, there were suitcases in glass cassing, I assumed these were some sort of prize for a bank credit card promo or something.

I was just minding my own bussiness when a couple came up to me and asked about the promo, what other prizes the bank were offering, and how to get it.
They thought I was a bank employee!

(Social Anxiety kicks in)

And for some reason I thought the best way to deal with this sitution was to pretended to be an employee attending the booth.

“Erh yeah, these are prizes for bank credit lottery.”

They kept asking questions and wouldn’t leave, i started to panic and stutter just answering shit I pull out of thin air (Eh yeah, you have to open an account to get these prize. Um.. we also offer vouchers).

Out of nowhere the actuall booth employee appear (I can tell because he had a name tag) I freaked out and immediately get of the chair, pointed at the real employee and told the couple to ask him instead.

I immediately speed-walk my way out of there, the bank staff had a half grin half confused look on his face.",4.228318356867779,5.8636365772357735,4.8570346598202825,83.30073812580231,71.4390243902439,8.105776636713736,29.207531022678648,8.6894789155246,2.235816260162602,1002,40,194,18,19,321,142,246,0.091,0.7859999999999999,0.12300000000000001,0.8809999999999999,4,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,2,5,11,16,1,3,21,2,17,2,2,2,0,39,35,14,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,2,7,3,10,4,1,7,1,2,17,2,24,9,36,15,6,28,0,1,1,0,20,16,1,10,6,134,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.1414744721049094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593627893265593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181061928452284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065955465340517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837528008605741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214208704169924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658125262326566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208236725044789,0.0,0.0,0.14946263202951762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840462400267466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272300163092848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820071888502016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535073589761098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174230210045422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463831998133621,0.16979270979097522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700966673939517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704802678816588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240493227929848,0.0,0.0,0.16501303829503927,0.0,0.14905821902714875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197959454931402,0.0,0.0,0.14881452799860426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778353077989634,0.0,0.11160866822505283,0.0,0.0,0.10261389523904707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671434746294774,0.1334732991539945,0.0,0.0,0.09631480173457184,0.0,0.0,0.2301875624527749,0.0,0.0,0.13741913968118952,0.13852961474253833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301484641798877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emmanuellera,2019/04/14,I am socially anxious but sometimes I’m not? I was just wondering if other people are the same. Sometimes I’m super anxious and cannot talk to people. I hate everyone. But other times I think I’m great and I’m super happy to talk to people. I don’t even feel anxious at all. Is it a BPD trait or is it quite common?,-0.5438398692810473,1.6409265441176508,2.627254901960786,89.68375816993465,92.38235294117644,4.786928104575163,19.3202614379085,6.42735559955562,0.31534771241830084,247,8,51,3,9,88,42,68,0.142,0.59,0.268,0.935,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,2,5,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,13,15,6,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,5,4,4,14,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5906862698076873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950918031913885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511534193250456,0.0,0.0,0.1665393081691637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812506712701551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215273748534653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553243277257175,0.0,0.1720729608088424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624873124412029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853763577574688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766429958404198,0.0,0.0,0.34474986334479163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801716049488683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167648176010607,0.0,0.0,0.10162852398991393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890075100777591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TehDragonGuy,2019/04/14,"Does anyone else only get anxiety around people they know? I feel like this might be quite uncommon but I only get social anxiety around the people I know and trust the most. I have no problems being in public and be around/talking to people I don't know. I guess it's because I've realised not to care what they think as it doesn't matter in the long term as I'll never see them again. But it's the people I know that cause it to happen for me. I get paranoid about every little thing I do, about what I wear or how I talk and overthink everything because I know that if I mess up it can (and has previously) have long term consequences.

Is this just me or are others like this too?",4.40822695035461,4.787523439716309,5.332765957446809,84.73333333333333,69.92198581560285,7.9687943262411345,24.88652482269504,7.793537801064563,1.1662397163120573,539,13,112,6,9,177,81,141,0.151,0.782,0.067,-0.8682,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,8,6,0,0,4,0,13,1,1,2,1,28,27,12,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,18,4,13,23,3,12,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,6,8,79,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759848641352244,0.0,0.0,0.09487464573347516,0.13902610669747895,0.0,0.3623673089640728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542557287307288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834068622395124,0.1393866628874364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873953232076476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334805061246063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143211139045694,0.0,0.12194562164737555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686068025734758,0.09693394170829486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126706449208272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947317378884856,0.0,0.11998647893190713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728467554705913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257842763421207,0.13599278818487154,0.0,0.2401552745966926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439411604813966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464923113589772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063902857236757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762697159208875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298329578082426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443185190443712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812399196189207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383145559293491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181181656260922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901435969288184,0.08694196312126481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,williusethisaccount,2019/04/14,"I just lost my first job today because of anxiety. Before I start I’d just like to say that I have not been formally diagnosed with anxiety but I think it’s fair to say that it’s ruled my life for many years to the point that I’m too anxious to even go about the way of having it formally diagnosed. 

Basically, I just started my first job at a big fashion retail store yesterday and I coped horribly. 

For context, this store mainly hires younger people and there is a plethora of different roles they are usually put into that is decided on randomly by the company when you start. The most common role is working on the shop floor just tidying and occasionally having to answer the customers questions but a few people are put on what I would call ‘harder’ roles such as customer service/returns or checkouts. 

My friend (who joined at the same time) was lucky to just be out doing stock and tidying (which means not taking to anyone but the occasional customer who wants to know where something is) but unluckily for me I was the only person in the whole group of new employees who was put on customer service/refunds (the person who told me even specifically told me not to panic jokingly when she told me) which means I have to learn the tills, deal with customers it’s generally just a far more full on job than the others available apart from maybe working on check outs. 

I thought I would be fine and would quickly get over my general anxiety in talking to people and starting my first job but my first day literally could not have crashed and burned any worse than it did. 

I was pretty much thrown in the deep end, shown how to do the refund computers and left to do a few. I messed up everything I did and had to get someone to help me each time. I even had a customer get a bit angry with me for taking so long. I went into the room behind after a while and burst into tears in front of the other staff members and supervisors.

Two separate managers had to pull me aside and ask me to take five minutes out to calm myself. I tried to explain that I (assume) have social anxiety and this specific job role is definitely not the best place for me to be but they assured me I’d ‘get used to it’ 

I cried the whole time after I got back home in stress for going back the next day and stayed up all night. I eventually had to decide to go in an hour earlier today to explain to a supervisor that I couldn’t cope with the role and make one final attempt to ask to change to any of the different roles in the company.  I was told that I either had to stick it out for three months til my probationary period ended or hand in a letter of resignation. 

I didn’t really have much choice but to hand in the letter and leave in shame. I’m so embarrassed and disappointed with myself. I don’t really know if I’m looking for advice or just encouragement but I needed to vent.",6.681292606337426,6.292956617699115,7.1817813302883255,76.0349214958607,65.12389380530972,10.405366828432774,32.38509848701113,9.935076216389866,2.9691689980017126,2279,80,440,44,31,750,268,565,0.098,0.82,0.08199999999999999,-0.7494,8,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,2,9,23,17,0,4,35,0,40,5,2,3,2,89,79,38,0,8,25,0,2,1,1,3,3,2,2,2,25,30,0,2,14,2,6,9,8,8,0,8,22,5,51,9,90,49,16,89,0,3,1,0,37,39,0,9,40,321,76,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883145867462084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580087312495572,0.0,0.215540323899258,0.07957519154237111,0.0,0.04925207361696971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170054117732133,0.0,0.0,0.1083253578872064,0.0,0.04293851339462355,0.0,0.05993777665716374,0.0,0.07392061485932004,0.0,0.07690034352467884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192534543377921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451434603833781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056239224082313466,0.0,0.07737312808094829,0.09085370919215338,0.07261875969327343,0.0,0.14298671530279272,0.0,0.14718599267114507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477479363689818,0.0,0.0,0.13957143185424425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330537192746027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716167781275722,0.0,0.2396590135626797,0.0,0.0,0.05442042986756314,0.0,0.1472043477837654,0.0,0.12009507008517435,0.0,0.05633591627394805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721328517268536,0.0,0.07065532435401048,0.0,0.06936750366590383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494955528456749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742205815396927,0.0,0.0,0.07458395360275492,0.0765313825102753,0.0,0.0497526306439429,0.034412578973975406,0.0,0.0,0.06233564917421605,0.05915040341985146,0.0,0.07689168850918976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047018089763883435,0.07141334637581398,0.07076470611486034,0.15345584352397726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622315219604202,0.0,0.10356046102508117,0.05222908199310728,0.0,0.0680297165884853,0.07491189538889544,0.06610154136894826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047730792248777104,0.05357147564401004,0.0,0.0826441288125354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649907468771498,0.1230079545268828,0.07359299633557254,0.0,0.06658692937912151,0.0,0.0,0.07166103991186075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242973864382408,0.07890697888863332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024911422265734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203067320437972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180294206386863,0.059682114514240873,0.0542268187537387,0.0,0.0,0.1994262699209912,0.07507781984055137,0.0,0.0,0.08068679614044237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888243047883424,0.0566156103538643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513399691717145,0.0,0.05592011546684513,0.1232193587091323,0.0,0.13353448077635705,0.2692271283273909,0.0,0.04782295917579445,0.0,0.06880795116279607,0.0,0.0,0.06083604631935133,0.0775777989629192,0.0,0.04154631449740713,0.05591061721285126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529697861551385,0.0,0.15728361781253875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255979366570424,0.0,0.07178261114018347,0.15011197036934806,0.0,0.0,0.04535993413281482
socialanxiety,AshamedSun,2019/04/14,Have you been afraid to speak in front of everyone to the point that only thinking about it makes you a nonfunctional human being? I have an upcoming seminar where I am the speaker in class but thinking about it paralyzes me. I don't have the motivation to prepare for this seminar and it saddens me. I don't know what to do.,5.704374999999999,6.236885687499999,6.875000000000004,74.27000000000002,67.125,10.775,34.75,10.686352973137794,3.844887500000001,260,12,49,7,4,88,43,64,0.10400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.7509,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,7,13,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,8,0,10,11,0,5,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,41,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43728313570042815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515003638175654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054702229203754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480466920142608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43260634924066604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5864590487964205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,THROWAWAY_30319,2019/04/14,"I've never really tried alcohol and it's all my anxiety's fault This is kinda just a rant post, so read, don't read, I don't mind, I just wanna have a good old ramble.

I'm a 20 year old university student and I've basically never tried alcohol. As a kid, I was barely ever offered it by my parents because it was a thing ""for adults"" and the few times I did try it, I didn't like it (no surprise there). Except it kinda got out of hand from there. I was never really offered it when I was young and when I was a teenager i was still kinda scared to try it, because all my friends were already so experienced with it and I wasn't, so I didn't, and now I'm a damn adult, at uni no less, who still has no experience with alcohol at all. I've never been drunk or even tipsy. I'm terrified of admitting that to anyone (hence the throwaway account lol) because I feel like I'll be immediately laughed at or made fun of. I could lie and say I do drink regularly and stuff but like, if I can't handle my drink I'm gonna look like a massive tool. Plus, it goes without saying I know absolutely nothing about alcohol and all the different drinks and stuff.

I feel like most normal people have some kind of interest in it from a young age but I literally do not. I can not get excited about alcohol. The idea of drinking something (that's not even guaranteed to taste nice) that basically loosens your grip on your own body and what you say/do is terrifying. Seeing how much people rant about how good it is only makes me feel worse, because absolutely none of it sounds good to me and then I just feel like I'm even more of a freak for not getting it.

It just frustrates me is all. I see all my flatmates drinking before they go on nights out and I really feel if I'd just been that little bit less anxious when I was younger, I would be there with them instead of hiding in my room. I just don't understand why it freaks me out so much and why I can't just be normal.",2.2786764705882376,3.840676181372552,4.215980392156862,86.20941176470589,76.40196078431373,7.447058823529412,24.745098039215684,8.219915518859313,1.404071568627451,1534,52,332,27,34,523,189,408,0.139,0.799,0.062,-0.9789,2,0,11,0,0,0,40.0,0,3,2,0,30,23,2,1,14,1,34,14,2,4,11,75,57,32,0,7,19,1,7,6,1,2,5,3,1,3,26,21,12,0,9,8,1,1,21,6,0,0,16,15,41,17,38,35,17,34,0,0,3,0,16,12,1,9,26,228,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039233227176189,0.0,0.0,0.08341745091532506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578275338956923,0.0853972380281556,0.0,0.05285555676996463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18432028263398406,0.0,0.06432306955044903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252668718902405,0.08396546888544829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035391574167737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897736095209662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370256017861135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978304867341624,0.0683771271292499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394330297449046,0.0,0.0,0.19110747240179868,0.1620084297323959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058402051103078764,0.0,0.07898720997596383,0.0,0.0429605722055171,0.19020849162401088,0.060457682329535176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533396149796439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871724610493203,0.04154328629723593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158206402093306,0.07576286035790784,0.0,0.0,0.06347808886663939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152680596190368,0.05045812552091155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763261874140374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113736792899044,0.0,0.2332042806368005,0.0,0.0,0.07093780049912084,0.1481278640305253,0.07253238813072832,0.0,0.1586417942382547,0.0,0.0,0.05749098391620092,0.0,0.0,0.08393576824342311,0.0,0.0,0.10481169746100964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239606617258093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122454851639833,0.0,0.1452781628241273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803409432133399,0.0756805969560051,0.0,0.12047378414232217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581942746082731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207354470632577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306909294056855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021984501849743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044078196991657166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052875298840605,0.0,0.0,0.07869374846692075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641971644950535,0.0,0.0,0.07286781508897862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770345205711097,0.053698258699471216,0.0,0.0,0.0486786524418088
socialanxiety,Shysette,2019/04/14,Bringing up something with one of the friends So over the summer I met a girl and well things were going well until my social anxiety got in the way. Anyway its been awhile I've accepted she won't talk to me again which is something I've learned to live with. Now one of my friends is hanging out with her and well I don't have many friends and he knows damn well how much that girl hurt me and seeing pictures of them together are bringing up feelings I thought were gone. Anyway idk what to say to him and like its getting to the point where I cant sleep and I can't really do anything. Any advice?,2.9262903225806447,4.479002274193551,3.4250322580645154,92.59254838709681,74.64516129032259,6.250322580645161,26.10967741935484,6.742157984588678,0.8844090322580649,478,17,103,4,10,149,81,124,0.07,0.759,0.171,0.9022,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,11,11,1,0,5,0,12,1,1,1,0,16,23,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,6,10,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,2,4,2,7,3,13,9,17,15,1,17,0,1,1,0,14,7,1,0,5,73,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591932617029253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078403509392014,0.0,0.1246253088730466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340606240236373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237192967274559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775903882051672,0.0,0.08511348121839903,0.0,0.09258521364809953,0.0,0.1302935959132803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439797131866888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895307916075616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958934469736237,0.0,0.14385205845333499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516464647985651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975721488029435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207833641203707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400211878050954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436398658076113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295521598814785,0.0,0.0,0.12981776628174765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630271346477887,0.16606570261786455,0.0,0.2508313586666431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094047182900578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822982194391996,0.0,0.0,0.129331932627684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293099650846029,0.0,0.0,0.5859007607581945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peachii-cherry,2019/04/14,"I wish there was a backspace button for in-person conversations. I wish I could backspace all the stuttering, mispronunciations, and poorly constructed sentences that come out of my mouth.",10.404999999999998,12.605940833333335,8.353333333333339,61.89000000000002,57.33333333333334,11.333333333333336,38.33333333333333,11.20814326018867,4.841333333333335,155,7,22,4,2,46,26,30,0.077,0.7020000000000001,0.221,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31599019238272674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29288263477938664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203004167334024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8436691315930792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,llllllllllllllllp5,2019/04/14,"How do you deal with people that want to fool you? [English is not my native language]

Hi guys, yesterday I(16M) went to the cinema with my group of friends. When we took our seats the guy next to me, let's call him B asked if we could switch seats so he could sits next to another friend. I wanted to be polite so I switched, but it turned out that B just wanted to change seat because the guy next to his one was annoying. I didn't want to ruin the night to the other guys so I didn't argue with B.
Right now i feel so dumb for not understanding his intentions. How should I act in this type of situation?",1.88469577666428,3.535490826771653,3.2213886900501087,92.5305368647101,77.74015748031495,6.822906227630638,20.20687186828919,7.686295010490155,0.4387858267716536,473,11,109,7,11,154,86,127,0.086,0.8059999999999999,0.10800000000000001,-0.2245,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,2,0,0,9,7,3,0,5,0,10,0,0,3,0,23,20,9,0,8,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,6,0,0,2,1,0,3,4,5,0,1,5,1,17,2,17,10,0,14,0,1,0,0,21,3,1,1,7,68,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146238051612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303781303697999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501473186373876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240627988357804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475322885594901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269809444223848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377918319766375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051617018473576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549596794748752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523571669335425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260932891554529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449582109208856,0.13087562588891624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450305061520124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668538077847066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909977352880785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156761114823719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549473972572461,0.0,0.15169459260375456,0.0,0.14518484519802438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32903316931003823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292826576805818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,obamakolama,2019/04/14,"Anyone have advice for coping with tiredness after social interaction? I’m a highschooler and I actually have to track and limit my social interaction because I get so physically tired after talking to people for a while. It feels like I’m not even in my body. I don’t really have a problem with social anxiety; I used to have it but not really anymore - but this one things bugs me out a lot. I’m afraid to go to parties and events because they wear me down so much. I really want to “fix” this because next year is going to be hectic in terms of clubs I have to lead and volunteering I have to do, etc.",2.598595041322316,4.64009679338843,4.888429752066116,79.60719008264465,76.93388429752066,7.705785123966942,23.396694214876035,8.575989854853784,1.7119685950413217,476,15,91,10,11,166,72,121,0.048,0.885,0.067,0.4865,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,4,0,10,3,2,2,0,18,19,9,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,1,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,0,1,12,1,20,18,4,14,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,8,67,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.16734538949920513,0.0,0.0,0.16757392486182365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118615650922186,0.0,0.17006781958356887,0.11990684844548012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136084294515508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048204895690973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912519810220201,0.11326474398362052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670836570622538,0.12250947940602945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959424509459714,0.0,0.19491864755099012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377929270025443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457910824189932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260617837296498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237707831381653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162032063231725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888665157257793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408873703597365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295745559545276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5244244877250471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783377859668758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392753597877768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970976838225032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810865919609334,0.0,0.0,0.10114675931517364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043122346195797
socialanxiety,Puppydog589,2019/04/14,"Social anxiety getting worse at work..don’t know what to do. I try really hard to stay at the same place but works been getting really hard for me lately.

I work as a sever in a restaurant and I have a hard time connecting/socializing with people.

Outside of work I use to be like this but I’ve gotten a lot better, I’m actually pretty social in my day to day life-and if I go to a party or am around my friends I’m usually pretty talkative/fun.

And if I’m drunk then I’m on of the most extroverted people you’ll ever meet.

I’m not sure what to do though.

I’m currently in school and only work one day a week but honestly that one day drains me and I really don’t like my job...
However I feel this way about most of my jobs.

They’re hard. I don’t like feeling like I can’t be myself.
People think I’m either a bitch or awkward.
I also have a hard time trying to stand up for myself...I’m super quiet and feel like I’m always in someone’s way or that I’m doing something wrong.

I thought about nannying/babysitting because it’s the only other job option I can think about in college that makes decent income while I go to school.
Plus I have experience, like kids, and it doesn’t involve social interaction.

Part of me also feels like I should stay and try to get better at my social skills but it’s just really hard for me.


I don’t want to continue to live my life like this and want to find a job where I don’t feel like an anxious mess 24/7.

If anyone has any suggestions about jobs they like that don’t require intense social interaction or if they have any tips please let me know.

I’m hoping to start therapy soon but don’t have the money atm.",1.7000072254335272,3.588713462427748,3.8031755780346814,87.05395411849712,79.11560693641619,6.752745664739885,20.63908959537572,7.756953410329674,0.7922430635838151,1302,34,274,21,32,445,161,346,0.102,0.684,0.214,0.9928,8,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,2,9,12,21,1,1,14,0,25,2,0,2,2,52,57,28,0,8,16,0,11,10,1,2,1,1,0,1,13,11,1,1,11,1,2,2,9,4,0,2,3,12,32,17,38,49,6,36,0,0,0,0,15,13,1,13,26,160,45,13,0.0,0.0,0.06579286264912251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078325942818894,0.05609941057138428,0.0,0.0,0.09169675500566264,0.0,0.05157663920414443,0.07616618309806092,0.0,0.047142110302955766,0.0,0.0,0.060018703336748136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04109902357485408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192562333444989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392305605153027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609858691557301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595036658414598,0.0,0.0,0.17044961957158275,0.19266140228654904,0.0,0.0,0.06162128432399715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208905370162918,0.0,0.10567357510059124,0.0,0.07663345757210675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36237414394364337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696395239848818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345231315695619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410529013988011,0.0,0.07605346890202468,0.0,0.0,0.06894221792627972,0.0952424468427195,0.32938340960356444,0.0,0.059533699733327526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731865508673175,0.0,0.0,0.04500383052135222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137200153392272,0.10255293750847808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730100313575592,0.0,0.14022304100166186,0.0,0.07044026567809783,0.07400766567316464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718214888664032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276566791951978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646666453016554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616618309806092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436344874711387,0.05712532729940896,0.051903736905533016,0.0,0.0,0.04772070759414264,0.1437229584181099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354319737363777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710142864641467,0.0,0.0,0.08640090476716343,0.06624048033639095,0.053524492633417575,0.07862708678217584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732265776332372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822982456101995,0.0742543589984075,0.0,0.07953293321007426,0.10703080257097763,0.05408080645793894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454153069390343,0.0,0.06870743754916267,0.0,0.07371393476755303,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xander110202,2019/04/14,"I want to hang out with others but am never invited and don't want to go uninvited. Also feel like others just don't care about me Example being a friends suprise birthday party. She put on Snapchat for people to come over. I wanted to but I feel like it would be better if I didn't go. How can I get people to start including me more, cause its been like this forever.",2.9376754385964894,4.3769981184210565,4.565789473684212,84.88885964912285,74.39473684210526,7.698245614035088,24.508771929824558,8.344100000000001,1.4702350877192991,291,9,60,5,6,98,56,76,0.04,0.68,0.28,0.961,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,1,17,20,6,0,5,4,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,2,8,6,11,15,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204522084480515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20133084510204668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23209618504850005,0.23385103533781884,0.0,0.1960934215567557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020526470285066,0.3252549728687668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758756403452793,0.0,0.11893354660687025,0.0,0.25874838309734005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336431397754099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557153992702554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31563659252472703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288430797238259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112617545185245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028074392649979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617103416030212,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,freeflyingspirit,2019/04/14,"Any really attractive guys/girls? What are we gonna do--can't even attract our other half, not to mention the rest of the world?",3.848399999999998,5.5868116400000005,4.3889999999999985,85.85950000000003,72.6,8.200000000000001,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.7033999999999998,101,3,20,2,2,32,24,25,0.08199999999999999,0.779,0.138,0.3491,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5943539208278262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772725936775374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5599105012280077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DBe62512,2019/04/14,"Bad impressions I’m a sophomore in college and feel so disconnected from my youth. Before I’ve had no one around me because I think I had social issues as a kid. Now I’ve learned from self reflection, and after a period of having no friends because they all left me as a kid, at least have decent amount of people around me. They’re good and loyal l friends but I still feel like I can’t be myself around them or we have little in common and feel so alone. I try harder than probably most people to be a good person and to make others happy and like me and all it’s never worked. I still have social anxiety and shyness but can at least hide it and socialize properly. There are so many people I could have been good friends with and now it’s too late I feel I’ll always be alone and honestly don’t want to live anymore there’s nothing for me. I don’t feel lonely when I smoke weed though. I feel like this is god telling me it’s too late for me or I’ve sinned to much in the past. I don’t know who I was then or who I am now or who’s meant for me and I just think I shouldn’t be living right now I’m not worthy I’m alone there’s nobody who I can relate to",1.11266563146998,2.801563154761908,2.871138716356107,93.99270186335406,80.15079365079364,5.811180124223603,18.89302967563837,6.7026698264267655,-0.06060924775707344,913,20,211,9,23,303,127,252,0.113,0.715,0.172,0.9448,0,5,1,0,0,1,11.0,1,0,2,1,20,16,0,0,6,0,24,0,0,1,3,45,39,26,0,3,8,0,6,3,3,1,0,0,0,4,10,17,0,0,12,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,5,6,30,13,25,28,7,27,1,1,0,0,18,11,0,5,19,142,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271720278406864,0.0,0.0,0.08761666917077726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055295569175097,0.0,0.10442767666986956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28121358963068666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791973065397418,0.1283778034429751,0.0,0.08960114710754961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407217069523291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194520821416117,0.15045033605690938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24405975066995506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26495780064944274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209206015614924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990412842888674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0578692237927209,0.0,0.2375622687015433,0.0,0.11440697411701115,0.0,0.0,0.15433037674890854,0.10553661763441527,0.1859607586218758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028747165158937,0.10675600782894457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740640894897889,0.0,0.08121258516378739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010366144586131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135289255564024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100519197513521,0.21900186951036954,0.09194246469972034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352943954689182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992422243176935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098491521617012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220152464823172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818280951169567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203540614616723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494187215046874,0.10345510215231006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149067314822659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210769976256325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665845875568009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxietythrowawwayy,2019/04/14,"How to get a job with social anxiety, low confidence and self esteem Hi, I'm 25 and I've never had a job. I live in the UK, and I have GCSE's graded C - A, some A levels, a degree in business management, and social anxiety. I do the same thing all the time, go online, go on job websites, see ''this requires experience'' or feel thoughts like ''well that's a customer intensive job and I don't feel comfortable in social situations so I'm not interested'' etc. I don't really have many interests, I love gaming, technology, and animals (great decision doing a business degree huh) and basically I just dont' know what to do, I don't like the idea of doing a job I find extremely boring, I can't get past the fear of doing a job with a high social demand, and my degree has no correlation with my interests. I feel completely stuck.",2.8746753246753234,4.673632212121216,5.597943722943723,75.91977272727273,75.36363636363636,9.32034632034632,26.331168831168828,9.784248007369934,2.772662337662338,645,24,123,19,14,232,94,165,0.128,0.763,0.109,0.0102,6,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,4,12,0,1,15,1,14,1,0,1,2,28,28,11,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,1,8,1,0,2,8,3,1,0,3,4,13,9,11,25,4,12,0,1,1,1,8,7,0,2,5,77,17,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705410533802734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686907814337436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063631344628654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431309511787765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903429499892334,0.0,0.12542927118820188,0.16908037118286362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101877118220756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164718697598927,0.0,0.12669641508426752,0.0,0.0,0.12289070990058053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776903983391923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583057500968947,0.0,0.0,0.6636717101182115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125832565148224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891247376053176,0.0,0.09842576039086644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060164036638244,0.0,0.0,0.11300815639521795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596878725696333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640608827871427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140742264710673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882328481013521,0.0,0.1162824502323314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529148710145233,0.0,0.4544986906894799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405248584088954,0.0,0.0,0.08849087005473427,0.06499621927177134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002205469133408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,InnerTurmoiland,2019/04/14,"I left my apartment to eat alone at a restaurant across the street Baby steps. I’m a very, very socially anxious person and it’s started to affect me in ways I wasn’t aware of until I moved out by myself. I’ve been fighting it since I started living alone but it’s hard when you’re fighting a depression low. I haven’t been able to invite anyone to my apartment for a few months because I’ve been living in chaos. But I took the first few steps, I washed all my dishes and came to a small Mexican restaurant across the street alone. It’s small but I feel like I’m getting my footing. (I still needed to drink a beer before leaving my apartment, BUT I feel good about this step)",3.118253760627858,4.615741021582736,3.8547285807717486,89.93283191628521,74.03597122302159,5.917854807063441,24.86657946370177,6.1124844417494595,0.6539151079136696,538,17,110,3,11,171,80,139,0.195,0.7390000000000001,0.066,-0.9395,0,3,2,0,4,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,0,9,0,5,6,1,1,1,13,15,8,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,4,0,2,2,0,6,2,4,0,1,6,3,17,2,17,9,3,29,0,2,0,0,4,15,0,0,8,65,22,0,0.1595199668851599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956437309644687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021215702687987,0.0,0.1115400698700765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724189120239113,0.0,0.13573974261854468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244834551255265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137394313731291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626883766179625,0.0,0.16322875032690956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131617659169808,0.11396109621635475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568760234170416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334259875366462,0.0,0.0,0.13379777984970562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289855741442026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890861206646735,0.17331891076985,0.0,0.0,0.0779333981553263,0.0,0.2817181066017387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732731565847746,0.16954447958466967,0.0,0.11828203417518506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13928668211216585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195656504125758,0.0,0.0,0.1626105174162963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258181072121597,0.0,0.1273928516148303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723255271019062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26324135792534914,0.0,0.126619524670162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ssargtodees,2019/04/14,"Should I Force Myself to Have a College Roommate? Hey guys. 

 I'm an introvert, quiet, and I have piss poor social skills.

Like the thought of holding a 5 minute conversation with someone who isn't a family member or one of my few friends seems impossible to me.

I'm going to be starting college in the fall.  

My mom says that I should go with a double dorm, in order to be forced to socialize with people. That way I can get better at it.

But the thought of having to live in the same room with someone is just unpleasant.

Also whoever my roommate is, he's going to disappointed when he has an awkward roommate who can't have a decent conversation to save his life.

But also if I don't step out of my comfort zone more, I'm scared I'm going to be this way for the rest of my life.

What do you guys think?",4.053636363636365,4.677050848484849,5.492727272727271,82.39909090909094,70.81818181818181,8.181818181818182,28.333333333333336,8.296473431620573,1.8414242424242435,630,22,130,9,11,213,98,165,0.12,0.7959999999999999,0.084,-0.713,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,4,9,1,2,12,0,17,3,1,0,0,20,31,8,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,2,2,2,2,2,7,6,0,1,4,0,1,6,3,4,0,1,2,2,14,5,24,24,5,17,0,1,0,0,16,6,1,3,3,89,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705091009795439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958323447127336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944230393890554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067072327749255,0.0,0.08836432678548736,0.0,0.3844857457216209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349339256700196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23892542734495945,0.0826292000139718,0.0,0.14934637991505034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808498988102335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460800954593275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725461740204073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450030744433938,0.16933032582809854,0.0,0.0,0.15397113741211987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344816915109669,0.28660946226572703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197122799035475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083727569944497,0.0,0.26854333755158016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26849772439776004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Better_MixMaster,2019/04/14,"Out of Body Experience at an Anime Convention (Story/Socializing Practice) I originally was writing this as a question and it turned more into a blog. I still think people might gain something from it. 

My poor social skills are a problem that I have been trying to fix badly. I progressed a lot, it used to be where I couldn't order food for myself and I'd just not eat. I developed enough to be comfortable doing the daily, light public speaking and can make natural small talk with someone I am somewhat familiar with. What I am currently working on is handling large crowds on my own,dealing with spontaneous interactions and making more engaging conversations. Crowds in particular as they used to give me panic attacks. 

I'm male 25 but I look old for my age. Might have something to do with the reactions I get.

So I went to an anime convention this weekend. Seemed like good place to practice. Everyone is kinda weird and socially awkward and there is a common theme to talk about. My plan was to make as much random conversation with strangers as possible while also enjoying myself. Maybe try to make a new friend. I just dressed normally, but there were a lot of cosplayers. I'm not confident in myself enough to cosplay, but after seeing how many times people get stopped to take pictures and talk about it, I realize that it would be a really good way to get conversation practice. 

What actually happened was unexpected. The second I got into the convention I felt sort of.. floating? I didn't feel or think anything, I just moved like it was all a dream. I didn't feel nervous or comfortable or anything really. I didn't even feel my feet hurting after walking for 2 hours straight. This was my first time alone in a large crowd, I never actually did it before. I did try conversations a little but couldn't really hold on to any. I do think people have trouble hearing me as I get ignored a lot. I can't project my voice very well even after taking voice lessons to try fix it. Overall I ended up more as a wall-flower throughout the event. 

Even though I didn't feel nervous I would nervously react a lot. There might be a panel I was interested in but it would be full to the point where I would have to sit next to a stranger.I'd chicken out at the last second and just walk around more. If stairs or escalators were a little too full I'd do a lap around or try a different staircase. I couldn't really keep myself in one place. I was thinking of buying a ditto plushie but I paced around the place three times before even asking the price. (It was $40, didn't buy it).

I learned the most from a chance encounter after the convention. I was on the way back to my hotel with some friends that were also there and 3 semi-drunk nightlifers just started talking to us. They mostly wanted to know what was with all the people with spiky hair and prop swords but just how flawlessly they kept the conversation going was amazing. It went from talking about the convention to their jobs to good places nearby to eat so fluently that I didn't even notice the subject change. They weren't that bright but they socialized flawlessly. I was also a wall flower here, I just couldn't inject myself into the conversation and it was going too fast for me. Maybe someday I can talk like they could if I keep at it.

I learned a lot from this, mostly how far I still need to go. I was reading a lot of conversation theory and thought I could get it down fast but what I really need right now is raw experience. I need to do this more often. The con itself was ok. Underwhelming for the most part but still better that what I could have done today.",4.427748670730125,6.202430664764629,5.1365047334976035,80.93745065490859,71.16833095577745,8.122432888081963,27.5814031902477,8.737016336426894,2.1336006276747503,2900,104,538,53,55,936,301,701,0.054000000000000006,0.828,0.11800000000000001,0.9931,5,1,2,0,0,0,66.0,1,0,7,8,43,32,1,5,45,1,68,6,3,11,3,128,116,45,0,19,26,0,6,3,2,7,0,4,0,1,32,28,3,6,17,5,4,8,15,12,1,5,35,14,70,20,83,62,25,83,5,1,3,0,38,39,0,28,35,398,102,6,0.0,0.0,0.11173542573859174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059293703823317424,0.0,0.13734834234421828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03893194317310082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422369553183237,0.15289383451912847,0.05352099430549389,0.06513010639807368,0.0,0.0440216935389489,0.04780133409352209,0.0,0.0,0.09743101659188706,0.0,0.0,0.05063294660012086,0.0,0.06359181122184629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060562877788420524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712832908418793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590222058204418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059814034211101035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058586596658880975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716202472894173,0.0,0.0,0.05070648123395531,0.11830904696227787,0.0,0.1890653281225078,0.0,0.0,0.05470480027372896,0.0,0.11200291325208094,0.0,0.0,0.11578922115841883,0.0,0.054968949741981216,0.0,0.0,0.04869679572112957,0.06922689166127784,0.0,0.08846237049619439,0.0,0.14955373358852078,0.05491938844509256,0.09760943280396074,0.14405567732430646,0.04578803134959265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050625959904586064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452487763410858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637968888359394,0.0,0.06128727756780453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568117619758721,0.10177280864067732,0.0,0.0,0.031463086609485755,0.04666636706676479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390833143914148,0.11475902123717308,0.0,0.0,0.04807555650571132,0.0,0.0,0.29203126620444536,0.0,0.0,0.1528591996365364,0.058042484420320124,0.11503058071429015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821995149124995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060847658485319714,0.04208531563537818,0.12735038329890894,0.04415470665272492,0.055292378324162325,0.0608859931885114,0.0,0.056092815839422855,0.0,0.06517947094479548,0.060074213632137774,0.0,0.038794061699473255,0.0,0.0,0.0671705052692658,0.0,0.06199613915897618,0.0,0.1587596846002227,0.0,0.23925613684440414,0.0,0.05411972701497096,0.06454073985212504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054780490058584576,0.0,0.0,0.06413306931026486,0.0,0.05726546322562346,0.0,0.1833789855837916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04889116205870563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456208143660336,0.052118223048886664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507740601356495,0.048507714281231296,0.08814764865138354,0.0,0.0,0.04052182383380069,0.0,0.1371597013512749,0.047863538880948985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608970604457943,0.27609214652548586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673387795639994,0.05624780541156595,0.045450081749230535,0.10014875469522667,0.0,0.054266278037505715,0.0,0.0,0.1943448601531115,0.062271528237839865,0.0,0.0,0.06886466559338948,0.0988911863085782,0.0,0.047237221422636574,0.033767515938087675,0.0908847237442012,0.0,0.0,0.05147459898796916,0.10614259256358063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0416786604192026,0.0,0.0,0.16267494604560895,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,winterfall09,2019/04/14,"Would anyone care to share your horrible presentation experiences, either yours or someone else's? I have a group presentation next week, and I wish it would just happen right now so I could get it over with. The anticipation is the worst - I've been dreading it for about a month, actually, even though I only have to talk for about 5 minutes. I get panic attacks every. single. time. before I have to present.

​

I've done what I can to make this less hellish for myself - requesting to go first, rehearsing to death, having a script and a pen to ground myself in case my brain fails me, but I have such an immense fear of messing up that I've come very close multiple times to just bolting right out the door the moment I have to present. The thing is, it seems to get worse with every presentation, not better. 

​

I've analyzed my fear to death and I find that my amount of social anxiety is proportional to the charisma and intelligence I perceive others around me to have, if that makes sense. And this presentation happens to be in a class where everyone is very well-spoken and social, so the part I HATE is sitting in my chair silently before my presentation, listening to everyone talk and laugh, which just reminds me of how abnormal I am. Every little stimulus becomes a major trigger for my anxiety and I just want to run out of the room and cry. It's the worst feeling I've ever experienced and it eats at me no matter how much rational thought I apply to the situation and how much pep talk I try to give myself before the event. It really consumes me, before and during the presentation, and it's a self-fulfilling prophecy - the more I fear it will happen, the more likely it is to happen. Even going to this class the past couple of days has been enough to trigger major anxiety in me as I imagine myself suffering through this dreaded process in the near future. I've fantasized about skipping but I know I have to face my fear eventually. 

​

Would anyone care to share your horrible presentation experiences, either yours or someone else's? How have you dealt with this?",5.980303030303028,7.245488747474745,6.459292929292928,74.8756060606061,66.82828282828282,9.402020202020203,31.333333333333336,9.633347757342033,3.0049181818181827,1688,66,296,35,27,548,192,396,0.19899999999999998,0.738,0.063,-0.9963,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,5,0,3,21,22,3,7,24,0,27,3,2,8,1,56,50,26,2,7,12,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,22,21,1,0,7,0,0,4,2,15,0,1,4,3,42,7,52,40,15,46,1,2,0,0,16,19,0,4,23,217,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.07290483846497386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428402829758156,0.27233745988973873,0.0,0.0,0.17145567459791347,0.0,0.0,0.1044760114745002,0.0,0.0,0.066506512947741,0.0,0.0849918430931101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250980371371144,0.25428613992943794,0.0,0.0,0.06607370524588263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339953005271382,0.0,0.0,0.1523408388994293,0.0,0.0,0.06435486291248854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596487557684914,0.0826636695358521,0.08206391349193798,0.04818088085934852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764528588385388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644557158690453,0.12481893497306976,0.0,0.0,0.07719397765493836,0.0,0.09868868080099327,0.0675782259719601,0.18883570919923715,0.14277458024979406,0.0,0.14615873603691262,0.0,0.3362718810458627,0.03777492415113275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828232727315682,0.06354711591857452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170965149185166,0.07166731798296164,0.08491726336794961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642583516968382,0.0,0.0,0.07375929749530045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041057904987814316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0364988591517236,0.07487766615100433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973717094396722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963170951590545,0.0,0.10983886687192232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945346731076712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05681927371846824,0.0,0.087654471335229,0.0,0.08090215759165664,0.07131783339179014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786025643517843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276015103963112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801192383425465,0.07793738634894913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839756215744516,0.0,0.15231206420480375,0.12660074638286675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801438819500231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496330889790348,0.0,0.07340084204150779,0.0593103010302142,0.0871263968463677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05072225050310747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232848749476623,0.04406508103507298,0.0,0.0599267504121002,0.0,0.06717202354509946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591122860137669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613446860608357,0.15921258524802756,0.0,0.27233745988973873,0.0
socialanxiety,BarbedCatDick,2019/04/14,"SO has crippling social anxiety - how I can help? Hello. This is a throwaway account for anonymity, as while he doesn't browse this subreddit, he often peruses reddit in general.

My SO has crippling social anxiety, and I do mean it literally - he literally cannot operate in most social situations. He can't do phone calls, go to the shop, work or advance his education, and he has tried. Even emails can be horrifically difficult. He used to do university until he almost threw himself infront of a bus because it was better than going to class. He's in his mid to late 20's and lives by himself in the UK with no support network. 

He can operate relatively fine when I'm with him, but we're long distance. We don't even live in the same country. I help him where I come to visit him, which is about once a year due to expenses  (but I usually stay for a couple weeks). 

I want to help him. I really, really do. He is the world to me and has helped me in my own struggles with anxiety, depression, and suicide ideations. But I don't know how to help him. Is there a chat service he could use? Can we set up online video call appointments? Or something where a psychiatrist comes to him (less than ideal, but might be a doable long-term option)? I'll be visiting him again soon and will absolutely go with him to the necessary appointments to set up some sort of longterm rehabilitation of his disorder/phobia.",4.2795027235986645,5.946583557195574,5.814812862414339,76.3580688806888,71.36162361623616,9.442347566332806,30.247935336496223,9.842372674337009,3.0929344930592166,1108,47,208,29,21,376,153,271,0.094,0.8190000000000001,0.086,-0.5122,0,0,1,0,0,1,39.0,2,0,0,4,14,7,0,1,12,0,28,0,0,4,0,38,41,20,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,14,0,0,2,3,3,9,6,3,0,0,2,0,27,4,35,33,5,35,0,1,0,0,42,12,0,9,11,139,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100709780957684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27733435517185034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366494713630567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687606858831117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467890176096918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20819158595786755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648353288190943,0.13371080041898747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408214744383412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596317049108453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603407732935214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40499354558612605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641231111892959,0.0,0.13631649316428332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341367566539995,0.2138850154836004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163376776763794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819563255478428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286941585176603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483061016134067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583291958182453,0.0,0.3695535438841063,0.0,0.09303106747436594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288028669934297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263316431915559,0.0,0.13218294412748893,0.13713153190620578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204466063391266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873960376364573,0.133091809840579,0.0,0.07127650258946877,0.0,0.09693319700301407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797535337635269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781911588999027
socialanxiety,regulusblakc,2019/04/01,Too scared to swipe right So my friend is newly single and she got tinder for the first time so she looped me into also getting a tinder which freaked me out so much but I went ahead and made one. I've matched with 2 people so far but I've also only swiped right on about 3 or 4 guys because I psych myself out about swiping right. I know that they won't even see that I swiped right unless they also like me but I keep thinking what if we do match? What if they message me? Then what? What will I do then? What will probably happen is they'll say hi and I'll look at the unopened message for 20 minutes then delete the app! I've found people I would swipe right one but then I get worked up and either swipe left or close out the app so I don't have to make a decision yet. ,-0.028915662650604187,2.1703032771084385,1.366277108433735,100.0502590361446,88.51807228915663,3.8019277108433744,15.528915662650606,4.935628992294339,-1.0940472289156622,608,12,141,2,20,193,96,166,0.023,0.932,0.045,0.6359,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,4,3,13,4,0,1,6,0,11,0,0,2,0,29,24,25,0,3,10,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,8,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,4,3,22,2,16,15,3,24,0,0,2,0,13,15,0,4,9,95,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524853043851365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956353089829731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704194254477397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497351310818886,0.0,0.16109462599791946,0.11351314860733885,0.0,0.1535234933488149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750857631036232,0.0,0.0,0.14547789866243507,0.12992444307799048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305928372325547,0.0,0.0,0.08074560982065868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963339902230322,0.0,0.0,0.0717796643749586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337918957864898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902307883385015,0.09807293738012306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080060744723308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911906344241687,0.11174235283866282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371725932502105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584089646967834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6273616356000871,0.0,0.1168398934644286,0.14709659484042073,0.0,0.11707943731718495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414299210370183,0.0,0.0,0.08567258907784786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620005676601524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696245075465813,0.0,0.0,0.10437062234252714,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Emberkitti,2019/04/01,"Does anyone else have this problem, or know how to cope? So, whenever i feel under pressure, afraid i'm doing something wrong, or am around a large group of people, etc. i just feel so much like crying, but i'm too scared everyone will think i'm weird (that kinda wants to make me cry even more though), and if i do cry (I've been told many times before people think i'm faking or trying to manipulate them when i cry, so) i get in this almost infinite loop of crying, because i cry, then i cry because i don't want to people to think i'm trying to manipulate them, and the cycle repeats...

I don't know what to do about this and other people never seem to try to help (like classmates/teachers or friends)",5.622884615384617,5.158775090909097,6.316914335664335,81.61075611888114,67.32167832167832,8.548601398601399,27.66520979020979,7.645422480735847,1.4989447552447548,550,14,112,5,8,181,86,143,0.28,0.685,0.035,-0.9896,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,0,11,10,0,3,2,0,9,0,0,4,1,29,27,16,0,4,7,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,2,2,12,3,15,24,3,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,8,8,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037857000728877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009201681273143,0.10271047794395126,0.0,0.08923724322739805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221402193846635,0.0,0.08529914256694686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7707831847925318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772305004588142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373990129605002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179709285211337,0.06620934869453579,0.0,0.0,0.09578618228301876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137142799893692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744725054416897,0.0,0.05237266607294608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719055940353222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018151731046176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794702585607544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669127713050673,0.101630349896625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368990828442208,0.0,0.07731333921206605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27798262697641896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591871243563546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003604161682433,0.0,0.0,0.09125717648630388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717171710062601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269439670784705,0.09848793003928408,0.0,0.05845231633941957,0.0,0.0,0.09578618228301876,0.0,0.2041746110825327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825146680751898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959964078519338,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,london_symphonies,2019/04/01,I reckon I get real doggone lonesome sometimes... 🤠🤠🤠 The girl I love dont love me back. 🤠🤠🤠,-5.24757763975155,-6.6547839565217375,0.05664596273292233,100.50869565217393,149.43478260869566,1.3142857142857145,16.32919254658385,3.1291,-1.1930198757763977,71,3,18,0,7,28,15,23,0.109,0.524,0.3670000000000001,0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27585832594187004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204549501345513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874332369770562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6475758013654167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083385867775563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35481513584774005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nm4r_,2019/04/01,"Im stuck I rely too much on my best friend to get me places in terms of meeting other people. It has only occurred to me recently that I really don't know how to talk to other people. I want to meet new people and go to social gatherings but I don't know where to start. Even just sending a text to someone I don't know too well sends my heart pounding. I am too anxious over people judging me. 

There just seems to be no way of making new friends. I feel as if I can't be myself around anyone out of the fear of being judged. People might think I'm weird... People might shut me down... How do I interact with anyone?!
",1.869860139860144,3.405876000000003,3.632937062937064,90.06569930069931,77.46153846153847,5.9580419580419575,20.27972027972028,6.574015621080383,0.2030000000000003,480,11,103,4,11,161,83,130,0.106,0.816,0.078,-0.5593,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,12,6,0,1,2,0,12,1,1,3,0,20,25,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,2,1,0,1,1,16,4,21,19,3,18,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,4,5,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840456017892132,0.0,0.1960850588726958,0.0,0.0,0.1248222756853466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714840464708384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261157423517556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577823719088947,0.07089759765469568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666160246259855,0.0,0.07325725365893831,0.0,0.0796881808168791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615704532996792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145771511226272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311777106467197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359549986801168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297494770167454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307514793646136,0.0,0.0,0.27084364175379233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664084965484144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5832501573098937,0.0,0.14649623822241292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982618180293793,0.0,0.13844672601944294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764769539790596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293290706216466,0.11880485509283945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924585151057047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270058775277733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984497293951851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270323385288607,0.11129720905815156,0.0,0.0,0.12607133451542352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mysticMind333,2019/04/01,"Doing things doesn’t help me So many people say the way to get over social anxiety is to expose yourself to it constantly, but after many months of attempting this I only find myself getting increasingly more anxious the more social interactions I partake in. maybe some of you guys find this to? Or maybe Im just doing it wrong lol",4.980952380952381,6.957029634920637,5.806539682539682,75.87457142857146,70.1111111111111,8.214603174603175,26.885714285714286,8.841846274778883,2.284577142857143,269,9,45,5,5,88,48,63,0.14300000000000002,0.7759999999999999,0.081,-0.4921,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,9,6,4,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473341127998081,0.21757673988185744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812601856218246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35205540320398804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20124514604638336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906986372198044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909189997381976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803489398827515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905207838608862,0.3869737227580735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537269332764689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647664423248866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335206381471689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315871800069558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926512709646169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795109547798572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287239128387478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21057163373854834,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crazydoodler,2019/04/01,"Will people hire someone who has never had a job before? I'm 24 and I've never had a real job because of my social anxiety but money is tight right now so I am going to have to work to help support my family. I'm worried that nobody will hire me because I have no previous work experience and no college degrees. Has anyone else been in the sane situation and found a job that pays a decent amount? Seems like every job I see says ""requires previous experience (in whatever the job is)"" so how do they expect someone without experience to get a job?? I want to do something that would have minimal human interaction but have no idea where to look.",3.945433070866145,5.620383110236221,5.994496062992128,74.70512992125984,72.22834645669292,8.54456692913386,29.23543307086614,9.120678840339163,2.7259990551181104,513,21,91,11,10,179,79,127,0.10300000000000001,0.807,0.09,0.2982,6,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,7,0,17,0,0,1,2,18,27,8,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,2,3,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,4,4,8,2,10,20,1,8,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,1,4,61,12,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088852289616997,0.0,0.0,0.08121282236354131,0.11900653140603334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416045094056957,0.0,0.0988327120271072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702608139906332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785902486546122,0.0,0.0,0.3408427436821509,0.10949324273963204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734940914864645,0.0,0.0,0.060682117877291074,0.0,0.06600913002103423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785101946666882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111605061456047,0.0,0.0,0.6915490414679467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674365479551866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753439505972543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915976081947335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052184375398744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220094075265487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918907365318493,0.0,0.0923649147543752,0.0,0.0,0.09255428027743184,0.10573604813200874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055431848024673,0.0,0.11839744300640855,0.19682229024588996,0.08941578852164249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180246545007984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850662746461925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119617554800484,0.0,0.16911308891052435,0.1179531188898288,0.0,0.08250763801375358,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,0xCuber,2019/04/01,"I am not able to make friends. Currently I am 17 y/o  and had never a real friend in my life. I cant even make online friends with people who share the same Hobbys as I do.

Its because I dont know how to have a conversation and I almost never laugh so no one wants to stay in touch with me.

Thats one of the many reasons for my depression.

I just wanted to write something down. You can ignore it. Have a nice day.
",-0.2356666666666669,1.7525256555555548,2.211111111111112,95.24000000000002,86.88888888888891,4.933333333333334,17.88888888888889,6.2581,-0.29731111111111064,319,8,75,3,10,109,66,90,0.155,0.7240000000000001,0.121,-0.4836,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,4,2,20,14,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,1,1,11,6,12,13,1,8,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,1,4,54,15,0,0.20205186076908804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20232575222942345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316893894726713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030673486267316,0.0,0.17402697161092368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368032760176337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345334844149942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683142992566579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104241856603303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271520464462648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697423720435562,0.20484887352630216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116697022544553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738311400007825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007731955543706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22997925233700334,0.0,0.20774296456051328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554939378083046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536039972433385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383508449296169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pharrell4real,2019/04/01,"People telling me that I'm nervous makes me more anxious? 
Today, I was at a workshop that aimed to improve your job/career goals. The Public Speaker/Trainer's presentation was based on networking and how we should introduce ourselves when in a room of strangers etc.

So, one by one our group was a given a task: write down a sentence on how you would introduce yourself in a professional networking event.

When it came to sharing our sentences out loud, no one was really willing to share, so I was picked on by the Public Speaker. Bear in mind, that at this point, I was really anxious, my heart's racing, I feel hot, I have this AWFUL feeling in my chest that I can't quite describe in words (this usually happens to me when I have to do public speaking), so when it comes to reading my sentence out loud, I'm shaking and read it fast due to my anxiety.

The Public Speaker says to me 'You're mumbling. I know you're nervous but read it again'. So I read it again slowly.

Her comment probably doesn't sound bad. But I got even more anxious that my nerves had been pointed out to the whole group - it just makes me feel small, as if I'm weird, and much less than 'normal' people who can speak without fear.

It's just so confidence shattering. I've been trying to go out more to conquer my nerves but one little thing like this can just set me back so much. like you build up confidence gradually by going to events and talking to people, then one comment like that can knock it down.",6.06934279918864,6.146376027586211,6.158803245436107,81.29063894523328,66.3103448275862,8.892494929006086,32.920892494929014,8.4952907291091,2.475787018255578,1168,46,227,15,17,371,151,290,0.073,0.799,0.128,0.9642,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,3,0,3,19,11,0,4,10,1,20,2,2,5,0,34,36,22,0,4,8,0,4,3,0,3,0,8,1,0,20,11,0,0,4,4,0,5,4,6,0,5,12,12,29,5,37,21,8,43,0,0,0,0,24,22,0,1,18,158,49,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843779120560611,0.3738171155543775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481259892251197,0.09209448911473403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261518930101888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501223524874647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301178161347445,0.07285099938292945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411627351655764,0.16731043238324536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537015290929476,0.0,0.08821564156473226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753643913439844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307040389580732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945406219498896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061707151528835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165856168865209,0.11054789194237788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472499686878164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136985956919447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216391095233984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806893396807034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737049771360487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294008994079812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853512584905265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892024300782444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731583903488167,0.4413126687522369,0.0,0.14131985486995938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771365023686888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865361070295821,0.09640559231075388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732773020216145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045499094699841,0.0,0.0,0.07488531835893146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147801543539424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314413406791032,0.0,0.10632364341155437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835276113071668,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,justsayingimjosie,2019/04/01,"Things that make it hard to go out in public. Here’s something that happened that I think about a lot and has made things so much more difficult. I was on vacation last year with my friend and we got cat-called from behind by some guys in a golf cart who asked if we wanted to come with them. They saw us from the front they shouted “nevermind” and busted out laughing. 

It absolutely ruined my week long vacation that had just started. I never thought too highly of myself before that but it seems now to have been a turning point which just worsened my anxiety.

My social anxiety only got worse after that and I absolutely hate it when I catch people even glancing at me but my brain makes me believe it’s certain that it’s because I’m ugly.

It’s made it really hard to do anything that involves leaving my house and other people, especially without the two friends I have. ",3.248911764705884,5.591074641176473,4.10198529411765,84.57768382352944,76.11764705882355,6.602941176470589,25.919117647058826,7.645422480735847,1.5420294117647062,699,26,129,10,16,224,114,170,0.18100000000000002,0.787,0.032,-0.9791,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,3,0,9,7,1,0,5,0,7,1,1,4,2,30,26,10,0,2,6,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,21,12,0,0,3,1,0,4,2,3,0,1,9,5,21,4,20,17,4,21,0,1,2,0,14,8,0,4,9,96,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193174697440584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796093874930633,0.0,0.13400847197591467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738194266314375,0.0,0.12197626208149992,0.16150102561953586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002072213619822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234792525776032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467819517964916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214963913020086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146641712117693,0.0,0.2292926054744217,0.0,0.0,0.14193434841364888,0.1267597438568345,0.0,0.2568184019507384,0.1415237716806845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145214198348575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540118915256466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684552248018233,0.0,0.15178193752097974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685604813447562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186701767245305,0.0,0.2712735101367951,0.19136815409136398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537526281237608,0.0,0.11055670481945876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090205329207096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875511489208375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550760809175447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183064690580554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304961449896731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612244510671907,0.0,0.1103541877101222,0.0,0.0,0.10146051589866333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904644483069695,0.09184985736531363,0.0,0.11380012806992243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591848498041347,0.1400274943852316,0.0,0.17242670337227228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454875085945429,0.0,0.11498292460591562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817971954258962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608107069788898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230965048021199
socialanxiety,tinycurlie,2019/04/01,"I feel like people around me hate me, so i avoid talking to them and make it worse. I always have this feeling that people around me don’t like me. I’m not talking about my close friends, but rather acquaintances like co-workers. And my brain goes like “he’s obviously annoyed with you stop talking”. After that I never know how to act around them anymore and things become awkward. I become quiet, sometimes avoid making conversation with them. My friends keep telling me that this worsens things. I known I shouldn’t care whether people I’m not close with like me or not, but I can’t help it. 

I don’t know if i’m asking for advice or just needed to rant, but I would love to hear people’s opinion / how to deal with it. ",3.3024592074592043,5.153515650349654,3.5805769230769258,90.61650641025645,74.31468531468529,5.605827505827506,24.50407925407925,5.985473137389443,0.526277855477856,570,18,115,3,12,176,78,143,0.175,0.635,0.19,0.5349,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,0,9,14,2,3,0,0,6,2,1,4,2,43,22,13,0,5,12,0,2,5,2,2,0,2,0,0,10,12,0,4,5,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,0,4,23,9,15,20,0,9,0,0,0,1,17,5,0,4,8,73,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946543898835716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024037287405047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139218967589836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35382640394274295,0.12385810722919448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926444929384492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479000802635866,0.0,0.0,0.13508003154458142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658899264249025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397951548101392,0.09464923343303557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047193239371801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080416655640034,0.0,0.0,0.14932325747423025,0.0,0.08880370703545712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177611478374512,0.0,0.0,0.14562354102749173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236339697991862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957531443705385,0.0,0.17687312600625146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823794466075626,0.10218267545723547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674011347145136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310337148070131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076564267933947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31946576416632344,0.11580008218975013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760378706951746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964526174888511,0.0,0.1350162765970989,0.09411545493630814,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SirSamuel11,2019/04/01,Work from home career path options? I would like to hear from you redditors with social anxiety that are working from home. I have no idea what I want to go into but id like to hear about field or jobs that have more work from home positions possibly and tips about courses and things I can do to prepare?,4.957786885245903,5.6820594918032805,5.059139344262295,85.95297131147542,68.8360655737705,8.722950819672132,28.364754098360656,8.841846274778883,1.964308196721312,243,8,50,4,4,76,42,61,0.049,0.8440000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.5514,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,12,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,33,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823546998625678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012540536918404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367914924856445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.583108999179761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874562230609287,0.0,0.0,0.1922893557806836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933495970918812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844943469707107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975267118594169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873387169478606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142920701668516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232061715607785,0.0,0.0,0.13765045955647565,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NEPat10,2019/04/01,How do I find a job when I'm too afraid to talk with people/interview? I've been unemployed for a few months now. Right out of college. I am awful at interviewing and I avoid it like the plague.,0.13146341463414754,2.3894631219512235,2.2860487804878065,93.27785365853659,88.51219512195122,6.206829268292682,17.956097560975607,7.554174236665415,0.3857960975609762,152,4,35,3,5,51,36,41,0.138,0.7959999999999999,0.066,-0.4019,3,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,6,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,22,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529749072410144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4918124838033779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24212805858997624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955879825028932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232448178308129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983493312499072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxietythrowaway801,2019/04/01,Flaked on another job today. Quit another job today due to another panic attack caused by SA. What jobs do you do that have little-to-no customer interaction?,4.029885057471262,6.88813520689655,6.0834482758620725,68.66471264367817,76.24137931034483,9.383908045977012,26.90804597701149,9.725611199111238,3.5040252873563222,127,5,19,4,3,44,23,29,0.204,0.7959999999999999,0.0,-0.7506,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,9,3,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6030623399073917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809360189362934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693518708185775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707167921780613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492604795779156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390325701628992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634303302446566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nolayelde,2019/04/01,"Good jobs for the socially anxious? I'm 26 and I work at a call center. Which sucks because I have social anxiety and phone anxiety. Idk what else to do to work, I'm not physically fit and working retail would wreck me physically. The problem is, I'm taking trazodone and it's getting to the point where by the end of the week I'm taking 3 a day and it's still not enough to combat the anxiety.

I'd like to make a living making jewelry go sell online but I don't have the organizational skills for that to really work that well for me.

What kind of jobs do you other socially anxious people have?",1.952841530054645,4.1336387377049215,4.3340163934426235,82.09780054644811,79.65573770491805,7.3453551912568305,23.281420765027317,8.344100000000001,1.5924076502732234,474,16,94,10,12,165,73,122,0.142,0.7879999999999999,0.07,-0.5348,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,6,3,6,1,0,10,0,8,0,0,2,0,13,19,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,13,18,1,10,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,5,57,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269777003213773,0.3219111568848882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685110430692825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548234637678867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188423573494116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901912377578015,0.0,0.12619007692975462,0.14721419603908928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443702141188928,0.0,0.08097151511243945,0.11950081173942105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827678213825445,0.0,0.0,0.14836521851020815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960582119998071,0.0,0.1258075524811281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19020560776595824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877384668347927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468441014327875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632881017413925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127278302491652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43570428860126026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378028241479325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142461153733272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142844124782332,0.0,0.12810164397426904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148923953418677,0.0,0.0,0.10120976380378688,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,faugtm,2019/04/01,"Today I explained thermodynamics to the girl I like and it was unpleasant So, today, as I walked to a restaurant in campus, I was approached by a girl. We were lovers when we were 15 and haven't talked for like 10+ years, but I still have kind of feelings for her (our relationship had no closure). I literally explained thermodynamics for her in a very serious and somewhat rude manner when she asked how I was doing (?). Self-loathing came right after we walked away from each other. Fuck social anxiety and the weird reactions it brings me.",5.836760961810466,7.1816214455445575,6.159915134370582,76.59792079207921,67.21782178217822,8.939745403111743,30.270155586987272,9.23628265651192,2.5994373408769444,430,16,78,8,7,138,70,101,0.184,0.7609999999999999,0.055,-0.9253,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,4,0,0,0,5,8,2,0,5,0,9,2,0,1,0,15,16,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,7,1,15,4,13,9,2,16,0,0,0,2,16,4,1,1,9,58,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673960175224766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282051559085844,0.0,0.2293446152703845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279191007302516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342678611390333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567107245357795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541977186020669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385146751796288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620773389203818,0.0,0.20846427471945356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546546771790124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488342332066561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494251079978894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620229457171087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627658585504413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141213031116215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571955703180454
socialanxiety,Eve0529,2019/04/01,"I hate it when job or scholarship application want ""personal"" references I can give you references from my teachers, boss, ans coworkers all day. But you want recommendation from my friends? Why? Like, I can give you the number of the guy I play Apex with that lives 3 states away, but that's literally the only friend I have. How is that going to help you decide if I should get the scholarship/ job? America is so centered around extroversion and socialization, and it's really annoying.",6.830719696969696,8.307128511363636,7.293636363636362,68.8937878787879,65.02272727272728,12.23030303030303,32.84848484848485,11.855464076750405,4.487039393939393,391,16,68,14,6,128,63,88,0.068,0.745,0.187,0.7906,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,0,4,6,2,0,5,0,6,0,0,2,1,17,13,9,0,4,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,4,7,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,3,45,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373660532182613,0.0,0.0,0.20447030100867786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403531757324316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362803885301901,0.0,0.11370255478164434,0.41754054702729576,0.12368399431085213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154876544477968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486430838571824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458726246769377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4319278645410666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106322896161023,0.0,0.1921710441471976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551722108355696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002589120147448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941918168028838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218461092057677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25672731390005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963769866997002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SociallyAnxiousBear,2019/04/01,"Less social anxiety after working out So, after a great session at the gym or out in the wild, my social anxiety anxiety is way down. If I'm doing something big, like job interviews or dating, I HAVE to workout first, else I will have way more social anxiety, and even keeping eye contact is hard.

What could be the reason I feel so much better after working out? After working out I'm naturally happier, does this mean I'm depressed even if I don't think of myself as particularly depressed?

Would I get benefit from antidepressants?

Thanks for any answer, I'm searching in the dark here..",4.6799099099099095,6.696893747747751,6.122702702702704,73.13288288288287,70.98198198198199,8.536936936936938,31.25225225225225,9.150863307647796,3.1157819819819825,470,21,77,10,9,159,75,111,0.114,0.721,0.165,0.8809,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,5,7,0,0,5,0,10,1,1,1,0,17,20,8,0,4,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,7,5,17,16,3,17,0,2,1,0,5,9,0,4,7,55,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195621465969132,0.0,0.4587781888507146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132599175681049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970534747323025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25826561804641857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120304614020775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125245646700333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805212488938376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580812647352607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275287219984705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833121761795206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529620345739104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430608314968326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878045448318078,0.13326293884372453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324727164621735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331559841534435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021436705235302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541510049860811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584982956081729,0.0,0.11542193704136793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803360416944646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960678400526656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380118136449158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32744821620139153,0.0,0.0,0.10650458445546687,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,static_person,2019/04/01,"I am afraid of social media I have a facebook, but haven't posted on it in years.  I'm scared of taking a stance on anything, of saying anything, since it will be so easy for others to interpret it in ways that I don't intend.  I don't want to accidentally hurt or inconvenience anyone.  Even more I'm afraid of being triggered by something that someone else responds with.  Sometimes I get the urge to share things about my life because I know people close to me will be happy and feel included, but then the fear clamps down.  I do not have a twitter or instagram.  This is my first post ever on reddit.  I'm here to rip the bandaid off/see if anyone relates.  ",4.472052586938087,5.4165799541984745,5.309567430025447,82.92065309584396,70.06870229007635,7.348939779474131,27.53265479219677,7.3871296695380915,1.459223240033927,518,17,101,5,9,169,89,131,0.11599999999999999,0.762,0.122,-0.0613,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,4,6,0,13,2,0,2,1,16,21,8,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,2,10,2,19,16,1,14,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,3,4,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28091303185989464,0.0,0.3306061254346052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245157508540372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780534096751035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267608584400653,0.1817029964828795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604029456292715,0.10156846841499337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086422755520242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494893057824543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383524180307795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504091153251145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039568231179538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418839988940084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926147744642298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847655702839147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974391411361882,0.20111098286603413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616592944013198,0.0,0.0,0.2047668318341832,0.17020079059400567,0.1546434387991049,0.1986705755113937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103304956653416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345246730705834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848131774953473,0.15944527652342924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935695582392526
socialanxiety,CrashAndBurnBlue,2019/04/01,"I feel like a trauma magnet. Will I ever be more than I’ve always been?

I’ve been bullied since third grade, which triggered my first diagnosis of social anxiety and my assessment as a highly gifted individual.

What a lie those gifts are.

I’m a sum of broken parts. I’ve been running the last few years - from a homophobic junior high, a rapist of a computer science teacher, and now threats of physical violence at my new school for no apparent reason.

This time I came forward. I did everything right and yet again my trust was breached and things were disclosed by my high school admin to people they were “interviewing.” I feel more unsafe than I ever did before.

I’m not sure if I am built for anything but a cycle of trauma and running away from said trauma.

If horrible things happen to me over and over again, there’s only one common factor - and that’s me. I don’t think I’m built for this world.

I’m once again on the run. I’m doing my last year of high school online out of necessity. There is also little to no chance of me surviving more than one year of university. I long to be someone who is not “gifted,” not cursed with my life of constant pain and ruminating thoughts.

I’m seeing Dear Evan Hansen in Toronto this weekend.  I’ve never related more strongly to a character than Evan. He’s part of the reason I long to pursue acting.

Give me strength as I am painfully dragged through life.",4.552226277372262,5.923752799270077,5.471978102189784,80.23241970802923,70.27737226277371,8.107737226277372,27.93357664233577,8.548686976883017,2.0386327007299267,1113,39,209,18,20,365,157,274,0.165,0.7759999999999999,0.059000000000000004,-0.9792,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,4,10,13,2,0,12,0,18,5,0,3,4,28,33,14,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,10,11,0,0,6,1,0,6,7,7,0,4,11,4,23,6,38,19,7,41,0,0,1,1,7,15,0,2,23,139,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814671736461131,0.09171584752992652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432165559625804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070560281985712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355980991832066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379317000289976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606778499275534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911382994966264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994092494019932,0.0,0.0,0.09906292562787974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146592209035053,0.07874460541136374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375714222094464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057376535125833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747140961857144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658341306071185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969581567827989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571004479429862,0.05385026021912875,0.11047418742791633,0.0,0.1950909248329475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501214607776239,0.10645578012894592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738579418030046,0.14938232818909786,0.08383091270010086,0.23457387634416985,0.0,0.0,0.2387253925110117,0.0,0.07641598439687916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22665886510106945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941313605259732,0.10484900774017457,0.0,0.0,0.3346600883009275,0.08783487942915334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117907769056344,0.0,0.0,0.11236028306865584,0.09339309905980106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388555142604916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464568931258762,0.07062758884061238,0.0,0.0875061637098065,0.06427295607553829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294343487785733
socialanxiety,Ryxex,2019/04/01,Reciting a poem in class today I'm actually fairly confident in myself today but wish me luck anyway!,8.645263157894737,8.32763563157895,11.07263157894737,49.518421052631595,61.105263157894754,11.810526315789476,34.78947368421053,11.20814326018867,4.665484210526317,83,3,10,2,1,31,17,19,0.0,0.585,0.415,0.8733,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,7,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.4028264620302709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7825590727345959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474691625341067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SexyCrimes,2019/04/01,"Online games I've been always ashamed of my voice and mumbling but I started playing a game that pretty much requires talking, so I dusted off the old microphone and just did it. No one laughed at my voice or English accent and a team mate told me I'm amazing. I had a great time. I noticed that many things that seem so hard and stressful become easy and enjoyable once you get some positive feedback.",4.513846153846154,6.196482435897438,4.608205128205127,85.17846153846155,70.7948717948718,6.7384615384615385,32.230769230769226,7.1686216300943375,2.0636,322,15,59,3,6,100,62,78,0.11699999999999999,0.5539999999999999,0.33,0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,3,7,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,8,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,3,8,5,3,4,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,3,3,37,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946937365693447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27802907882942024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152471872672936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27754626223692275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255112373678004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552267086352813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850592147936054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28660974811762463,0.26416070870004826,0.2680968387185884,0.17058678278568384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25611194940838233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291763121709157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818416679246973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883694218847801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234055146991625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724608940024072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467926886662599,0.0,0.0,0.24055011186816586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,screech2thevoid,2019/04/01,"Did you ""just know"" that your anxiety levels aren't normal? When I was a Junior in high school, a senior told me that if I had anxiety, I'd know. She definitely had an anxiety disorder, she had panic attacks and was officially diagnosed so I believed what she had to say. I think that the levels of fear of people I'm at are not normal but I didn't even consider a that I might legitimately have a disorder because I took what she said so heavily. It made me think that unless you're having panic attacks over the thought of social interaction you don't have a problem. 

Now that it's been a couple years I'm rethinking it, plus it's gotten worse in college. I just want to hear people's opinions and/or experiences. Did you ""just know"" you have anxiety or did you have a realization that not everyone feels this way?",4.293861283643892,5.732461776397513,6.0598913043478255,75.51273550724639,70.98757763975155,9.590269151138717,28.94461697722567,9.928628108626363,2.94752132505176,650,25,122,17,12,224,89,161,0.193,0.767,0.039,-0.9695,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,6,0,0,8,6,2,3,10,0,20,1,0,1,0,26,36,9,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,14,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,17,4,20,0,11,18,0,13,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,4,4,89,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043139958538884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006321468497512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054475196353607,0.0,0.0,0.14886439525072245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461984793753471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410838670984634,0.0,0.0,0.30286308844176196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872701099871123,0.0,0.0,0.12625514112291092,0.0,0.1292477401257379,0.0,0.1486821173728275,0.06680850850710733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891924457944145,0.0,0.0,0.1396017854333113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784430727282955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502387176533766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016823235925197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589171825635491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31005036412283765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832035423174357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642982825129254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568515460524976,0.10507446662888642,0.0,0.13372183436248822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346891101150837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932615032134588,0.0,0.1048958492962941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625514112291092,0.14680043571134924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793324294761736,0.10487803231914372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346509730424198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508689181277915
socialanxiety,911_bad,2019/04/01,"Does anyone ever get into a vicious cycle of getting excited for social interactions but then ruin it and just regret feeling that way? For some context. I'm usually alone and watch a lot of movies and shows. During then, I get really talkative and witty and wish someone else was there to appreciate it and enjoy my company. Then I go out with friends and I just suck, either I don't deliver it well or it didn't sound as good as in my head. I then get home and just get mad at myself for repeating the whole thing even though I know how it almost always turns out. Hopefully someone else can relate.",4.205047080979283,5.760918525423733,5.623333333333335,78.0984086629002,71.37288135593221,8.63427495291902,26.670433145009408,9.150863307647796,2.3047201506591333,478,16,87,10,9,161,83,118,0.18899999999999997,0.652,0.16,-0.6224,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,3,0,3,0,4,1,1,1,1,28,17,18,0,3,6,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,12,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,2,3,9,6,14,15,4,14,0,2,1,0,3,5,1,5,7,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438365694245278,0.18036438423809856,0.0,0.0,0.14490474648714954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176804484650908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239773055180816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29095593250521284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502284151181663,0.1575264663086724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805425462152706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454599690999658,0.0,0.4549246434255389,0.0,0.09897208926811953,0.14606673705763146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872567007364532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468423302322544,0.17296785201928808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957069617283416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148054054396142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156340617743922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752153822680794,0.2951093776567659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569592137703301,0.0,0.17109912408291636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942257140237048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179896823583564,0.0,0.0,0.13823025193044355,0.0,0.0,0.1565795987046617,0.0,0.0,0.1944295663200218,0.2002611353459725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trppiegreen,2019/04/01,"What should I do? I'm just tired of the same shit everyday, I have no friends and I know it will still be like that for a long time, I got beaten up in front of everybody in high school, I jus fucking hate being in my house I can't stand my parents, I know

",0.5484210526315785,1.9254108596491228,2.3121403508771934,98.79031578947372,80.75438596491226,5.963508771929827,20.171929824561406,6.742157984588678,-0.07804280701754385,197,5,51,2,5,65,45,57,0.254,0.655,0.092,-0.8718,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,2,0,7,3,1,0,0,6,13,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,9,2,7,8,1,11,0,0,0,1,2,5,2,0,5,33,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114259478367427,0.25299056364607914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886770325881286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27017864619041443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891325902199747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157622838398653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007883632766194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369449937800185,0.0,0.0,0.2421769497732828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30386260453334285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27695448319794136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809039528789666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854203620167426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957101509067545,0.3145273171676375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thunderbirdandspice,2019/04/01,"For those who haven’t always had SA, are you able to pinpoint how/why it started? I [27F] started out very antisocial and anxious, because I never understood basic social cues or where to put my hands or how to even reply to someone up until about 10th grade. Then somehow I started sort of grasping sociability and graduated as class favorite. I had so many friends during college as well, I was always with people, at events, or just existing in popular areas of town. But around like...25? I believe, it started feeling like I was a kid again, and I just can’t function socially without getting hot and my pulse speeding up and wanting to cry. Outside of my job, I spend all of my time in my house. 
I’m not sure why how I was able to be *normal* for like a decade and now I’m back to how I was as a child. I can’t pinpoint what triggered me falling back into this. Can anyone else tell where theirs came from, whether through therapy or just self reflection? I’m curious about their people’s stories.",4.06348639455782,5.604263545918371,5.03865306122449,82.21110884353743,71.70408163265307,7.26748299319728,31.94421768707483,7.793537801064563,2.2762262585034017,789,37,148,10,15,258,126,196,0.047,0.835,0.11800000000000001,0.91,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,0,19,6,0,0,3,0,12,1,1,4,3,37,24,21,0,2,11,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,11,0,0,4,0,1,3,6,0,1,0,8,3,21,6,31,15,1,29,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,6,16,105,27,5,0.27485198385524184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286988685009212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552522541248039,0.0,0.09609144886926008,0.14080916898221935,0.0,0.12233826881782214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113442099842136,0.0,0.08377360913713681,0.0,0.0,0.15483203260488096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717872406321567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095599910505034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480178213740153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076857157279553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948671070764792,0.09817715609210396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617498046336753,0.0,0.07179940873353814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857114351760596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637409180974186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141819400256455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393283859522602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059913970182491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464829378819784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054775851302996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815107920092493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433652810756794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801769846139195,0.11644059699607325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890832976562749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952237102197306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201163742405277,0.0,0.1571585985631903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801342010435478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339083575446272,0.08105741062358593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356247094107473,0.0,0.2480111649380205,0.0,0.0,0.13247375216026838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DarkReise,2019/04/01,"VRChat Hey, I’m new to reddit (well not new I’ve had several accounts in the past but never really posted anything) 

Do you guys have any tips on overcoming social anxiety on vr chat? I really want to play vr chat but I’m too shy and nervous.  I recently just bought the oculus rift too. 

",0.4665517241379327,2.9279586724137943,3.3099137931034512,84.2452155172414,91.58620689655173,7.037931034482759,19.31896551724137,8.07648339933343,1.4799586206896551,225,7,43,6,8,79,44,58,0.11900000000000001,0.792,0.08900000000000001,-0.2059,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,7,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,3,2,5,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588939146704566,0.0,0.1978648793618076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21284512302895914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561020128395333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994851489693863,0.4996073652404841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469086170551939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24771312097357556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313928414902519,0.0,0.2553835252134974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921984228265919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636588868805933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255718943429644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325554584251949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,isbaldingbad,2019/04/01,Anyone have any tips for preventing/controlling your face getting extremely red when being confronted about something or being put on the spot? I have gotten better at this somewhat as I used to have my face turn red at the slightest interaction but now it only seems to happen when I am called out for something (I am asked a question I don’t know in class or I am put on the spot for something). Anyone have any tips or tricks to dealing with this?,4.273940886699506,6.149028183908047,4.7192118226601,83.3648275862069,71.75862068965517,7.270279146141214,27.37110016420361,7.957251820313856,1.7724824302134654,360,13,66,5,7,114,55,87,0.043,0.9329999999999999,0.024,-0.1431,0,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,2,0,4,0,10,2,2,1,0,11,18,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,15,15,1,11,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,6,3,48,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767618078301658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28457137161657264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902366788500159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997131268931704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077871315963656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282325354128471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979035534342386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063156839916176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799464789624418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183336895414477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476412650255547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091294549217019,0.2279565667334828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525062527410488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4699720963374173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213398475234535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575094684807613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cailinme,2019/04/01,Cute stuff I always see these cute stuff and I want it like so bad. But then one of two things happen either 1 i don’t have enough money or 2 I am to scared to wear it. Like literally I got this super cute wire bunny headband and I’ve been trying to talk myself into wearing it but then I would back out last minute and it’s been a week and I still haven’t worn it in public. I always think people would think I’m weird or it looks ugly. I just wanted to tell someone.,-0.5601583710407247,1.5842026372549045,1.5837254901960804,97.68291855203621,91.25490196078432,3.5306184012066364,11.767722473604824,4.713530739802397,-1.5577309200603322,367,4,84,1,13,122,68,102,0.139,0.727,0.134,-0.5474,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,1,0,8,2,2,0,0,18,18,11,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,4,2,10,6,8,12,2,9,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,8,56,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202168878541657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795872325636272,0.16066225067354012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882078733213648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538954573138805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015593424371506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684757979840666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801290291603995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615839234837854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303884375530473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339945802657915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264549399774228,0.0,0.15333343415199807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303642354843356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153666466558533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44054859827095305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546595107132676,0.16818313003360194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783497014039916,0.2465893005873924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064021425822372,0.0,0.1879658983362721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22698802086375275,0.0,0.15434732165829745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733785934588182,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sleepyyclouds,2019/04/01,"finally able to order food on my own today always had horrible anxiety while ordering foods, part of it was my low self esteem and my at the time anorexia. i am recovering and although the thoughts of anorexia definitely come back, i was able to order food! i got chipotle and i know that’s not exactly the healthiest thing i wasn’t as worried about being seen as fat!! not sure if i have the confidence for mcdonald’s yet but progress is progress ❤️
(i think this is social anxiety because i was anxious while ordering food)",4.515272277227722,6.364730960396043,5.807017326732672,75.9156745049505,71.07920792079206,9.802475247524754,34.40717821782178,10.125756701596842,3.9318405940594063,421,22,75,12,8,141,69,101,0.131,0.759,0.11,0.5416,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,10,5,1,0,2,13,16,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,5,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,1,11,1,10,7,2,15,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,1,7,53,15,0,0.3032694834536401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261722523226088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320003247569556,0.1713040970380633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659775653390785,0.0,0.09243513113388102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061990334003554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610844771411126,0.0,0.0,0.7334293263733092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127615505621495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333448846197362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420564859243644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818810592943086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545725233771882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291394955407147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073938458582003,0.09716141975602977,0.0,0.12038104716608145,0.08841943731519991,0.0,0.14373200497205402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539924407491085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Frozt21,2019/04/01,"How can I feel less self conscious when walking? Whenever I'm walking I always feel like I should be in the ministry of silly walks. I often feel like I need to stop and reset, but I don't want to randomly stop walking. Any advice? ",2.6837234042553213,4.449914340425536,4.30739361702128,85.10875000000001,75.80851063829788,6.402127659574468,26.643617021276608,7.1686216300943375,1.4095999999999995,182,7,35,2,4,61,34,47,0.14,0.7559999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.3701,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,10,4,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,4,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798974812999224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383338978040765,0.0,0.0,0.194783196595944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344850164872053,0.40925334594134416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798718599116901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238527821389927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988104529988616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789390070859362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894468036904148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thursdaygirl-,2019/04/01,"NEED ADVICE: Have put off a date twice because of anxiety and he's getting tired of it I met a guy online that I'm very interested in and would love to get to know/go on a date with, but I'm SO nervous because of my lack of social skills. I'm afraid of being boring and making him uncomfortable. I've been on some excruciating dates in the past that have essentially just been the other person doing the talking. But, I've also got a lot in common with this guy and he seems sweet. Anyways, I've cancelled on him twice out of nervousness and my excuse has been that I've had a lot going on/been stressed out with classes and work. He sent me a text a little while ago saying that I seem too busy too be dating and even though he likes me, he doesn't want to waste his time. Is it acceptable to admit that I've been nervous about meeting him? I'd like to try one more time, which I understand would mean not cancelling on him again no matter what. I'm fully prepared to follow through, despite the anxiety, but I'm not sure how much I should reveal to him about the anxiety right off the bat or if it'll just put him off. Do you guys have any experience with this? ",4.5638727524204725,4.779170560165976,5.511684647302908,84.16301798063624,69.53941908713692,8.252392807745506,26.855048409405256,8.021203637495839,1.4343757123098202,919,26,196,11,15,303,138,241,0.17600000000000002,0.706,0.11800000000000001,-0.9468,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,13,13,0,5,13,0,19,2,0,2,1,42,40,17,0,7,9,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,4,13,13,0,0,7,0,0,5,4,6,0,3,8,2,16,7,32,26,6,30,0,0,0,1,26,14,0,7,13,128,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172640144850928,0.11949333803905465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780065829397092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166959785081974,0.0,0.30936818477701444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434740631489406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890350760015412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186166909634828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408563713780476,0.0,0.15322152320698948,0.0,0.10781302134176464,0.0,0.0,0.4004238401754446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408334292005883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317143434147739,0.135106450759358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292067177655769,0.12166355744009485,0.0,0.08998100413442199,0.0,0.0,0.14683828032916807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909456465007628,0.09995355545832553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134494055893176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868322212367395,0.0,0.11770341288250633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710253477214759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511968833544962,0.0,0.10719951107550872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454363259675044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137413086306954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441458752506218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127048756502603,0.0,0.0,0.1083482866893724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244172475911728,0.0,0.15720760075006926,0.15493441861663554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152132527984773,0.0,0.0,0.14033304711687275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112253008320194,0.07950937852504575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813704963560584,0.0,0.0,0.19151814254558114,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thatonefoo310,2019/04/01,"What to do It was my nephews bday the other day, I got him a present and was ready to give it to him. But as always I get so anxiety around people so do no know. I realized that day I was really weird compared to everyone else. I came out to sing him happy bdayy but I think it was just an excuse to take a leak. When i we sang the song I quickly went to the restroom and went back to my room. Il not social unless I have to be like ordering food or if it’s part of my job. I wanna be normal but idk how. Any tips on how to just be social? ",0.06842975206611612,1.4814991487603348,2.8404958677685954,94.28983471074379,82.30578512396694,6.052892561983472,18.438016528925623,6.980632752743323,-0.02803140495867762,411,9,102,5,11,145,78,121,0.081,0.8440000000000001,0.075,0.0628,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,2,0,22,19,14,0,3,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,7,6,1,0,3,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,8,2,17,2,17,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,7,76,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655781741759261,0.0,0.0,0.1353221104914738,0.0,0.15222915290145445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714602013972824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530133867352241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275950582552543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566681340748269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623317468120158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901464048208706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24062320857493946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039656652692394,0.1908922839594052,0.0,0.0,0.15915293541673842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183182191161826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746991556861346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936138644919667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721796184756894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497095711484635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154901016888432,0.0,0.13795673828519922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274800553296285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4056967475403357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961802268313548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750672344668434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689371366560623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ctrldwrdns,2019/04/01,"Got yelled at by a stranger for looking at my phone. I was walking down the sidewalk looking at my phone, reading twitter, as I'm sure a lot of y'all do when you don't feel like looking someone in the eye or saying hi to everyone you come across. I pass by this woman coming the opposite direction. She's a bit older than me, maybe in her 20s. ""What you doing looking at that phone?! Huh?! What you looking at huh?! "" in a very aggressive tone, with equally aggressive body language. I think she thought I was rude or racist for not looking her in the eye. It was very strange. I was baffled and did not say anything or react because it happened in a second and I wouldn't have known what to say anyway. She kept on walking. Anyways, I hope people don't think I'm rude for not making eye contact with every person I've come across. I just don't understand what makes someone think it's okay to yell at a stranger, and I can't even order food without rehearsing my order in my head 20 times. To be honest, I am kind of jealous of people like her. Not that I would ever yell at a stranger, but damn, I can't even talk to a stranger in a friendly manner. I felt really anxious after that, but I also knew she was a nutcase so who cares what she thinks.",2.935352941176472,4.337350015686277,4.051519607843137,88.72433823529413,74.33333333333334,6.3549019607843125,28.044117647058826,6.742157984588678,1.2699764705882348,974,39,201,8,20,317,133,255,0.1,0.835,0.066,-0.635,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,5,0,0,9,15,6,0,14,3,18,6,5,3,2,39,45,12,0,3,11,0,2,2,1,2,0,6,0,2,13,8,1,1,10,1,0,6,11,6,0,1,11,17,32,9,37,31,3,31,0,0,9,0,26,18,1,5,7,138,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808877496716579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444077428933532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064597836365207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714783527495279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025781032812785,0.12235440165204545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230763719364298,0.0,0.0,0.2846594247939173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550914434486176,0.09963908482425128,0.09280808512965613,0.10525526756324437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055696325518904466,0.07869284340184315,0.10576350674551836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319662932539292,0.0,0.08510341349630432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809887737054851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974073377242962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304806498892875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940611367138613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470669639212773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762972453630112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5550012654765797,0.0,0.0,0.09364756812131547,0.0,0.0,0.14705506533924415,0.0,0.11066281652117138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527315061680022,0.0961807619207682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018213436089863,0.0,0.07056640037626671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627926514688681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666341600754666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381726325730574,0.0,0.0,0.08853626680303753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823246498956744,0.0,0.08744864237414934,0.06423070686561567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467245565629583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177440937195166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618291106153772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824905166544248,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lavagirl5401,2019/03/07,"Uhhg what’s wrong with me Hey guys, I’m really worried about my social skills, I don’t know what it is though at all!! I like people, I like talking to people but it’s difficult for me to have conversation because I always say “oh shit” and “really” and the conversation ends. I don’t wanna say either of those, I wanna talk and have conversation but it’s just hard(in my opinion)to have something back to say without me saying oh shit and really. I’m just trying to make new friends but this thing is holding me back.. if anyone can help I really appreciate it!",2.9599999999999973,5.0530792792792845,4.897558558558562,79.71985135135138,76.02702702702703,8.043603603603604,23.71261261261261,8.841846274778883,1.8854245045045044,444,14,84,10,10,152,65,111,0.14800000000000002,0.726,0.127,-0.5473,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,1,0,8,2,2,1,1,19,12,9,0,3,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,9,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,13,3,12,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,14,1,2,1,6,58,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804535390734215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760056364585052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366574381507031,0.0,0.09380738523432466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629718647520128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889182520797888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237118440990954,0.0,0.0,0.13785149444393122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314644081102924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457163814843521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036170549502711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271999915150624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862391188878551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337014332411014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943328613701582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895048146058955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159232252013345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686724375480146,0.0,0.11846884474348868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473752326696233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223492023204353,0.0,0.15119206532255422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447839013939532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834046700783546,0.0,0.0,0.15627854945759534,0.0,0.0,0.1682500184775321,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,leomanian,2019/03/07,The definition of a chauvinist pig!! Who are these animals still occupying our planet?!,5.620000000000001,9.37169671428572,8.211428571428574,48.658571428571435,81.85714285714286,14.228571428571426,35.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,7.427542857142859,70,4,9,4,2,25,14,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jcev99,2019/03/07,"Job ideas for someone with mild to severe s.a? To keep it short, I’m 20 with no income and haven’t had any for three years. My last job was bussing at I hop and it was far too stressful, to the point of me having almost hurting myself bad. Ever since then I’ve been nervous about working. I’m just having a hard time finding a job that’s easy on my social anxiety. Any ideas on what I could do?",1.84,3.2930430000000013,3.137619047619048,93.94071428571432,77.33333333333334,5.276190476190476,21.523809523809533,5.288315135182226,-0.08907619047619075,308,8,69,1,7,100,64,84,0.21899999999999997,0.748,0.033,-0.9246,4,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,12,12,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,1,6,0,12,7,0,11,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,42,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798569033261918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24428658088781785,0.0,0.13740378101806286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499697101640038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340670721166285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247062895088407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416341948519067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089835207486514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227988983742755,0.4055233958349222,0.0,0.0,0.534715838312713,0.1596486678024262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640891674105286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979274592443022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291204903763266,0.0,0.14857808395520986,0.0,0.0,0.18309327088898228,0.1521858749222736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574657525544504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473403444866357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130760714980522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156651589610142
socialanxiety,5509a,2019/03/07,"Neck tensing Hi, so the first time I noticed real social anxiety was during a haircut where I began getting a sudden tense feeling at the back of my head making it shake. Which got worse with eye contact and of course, over thinking if people were seeing my head shake.

I believe this to be the main cause of my social anxiety because apart from this factor which has happened in the last year, my social anxiety was no more than getting abit nervous. 


I have some ideas as to why, this was caused. The first is during a very stressful time of exams and pressure, I had to present to class which had me so nervous to the point of an out of body feeling. Before this I never experience this kind of social anxiety. Maybe this triggered a repeated mind set. Like setting of a belief of failure and ""fake"" low self esteem. Sortof like a pain body but with social anxiety.

Of course the other factor out of possible many others is self esteem. But as of now I don't feel I have low  self esteem or like  I'm lower than anyone else. And I feel confident in myself. I know this is contradicting the main ideas  of the cause of social anxiety I've seen dicussed, but I feel my type of social anxiety may of been born moresome out of this event which led to the head tense which has created a loop. 

In retrospect it seems so silly. Maybe not over thinking is just the way to go 

Ok so, questions if you guys would answer.
Do you guys have any advice on overcoming this head tense problem. Does it pass with time? Or should I start changing my routine, maybe try meditating?  

Also are there any good books to stop overthinking?



Id just like some dialogue as this is currently on my mind. Thanks everyone.


",4.1560099103350625,5.954077923312884,4.7920245398773025,83.03852288815479,71.91411042944785,7.469372345445964,26.955639452571965,8.139509932561175,1.8008786219915054,1337,47,247,20,26,428,170,326,0.156,0.7559999999999999,0.087,-0.9199,2,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,2,11,20,0,6,19,1,24,9,8,6,1,52,45,19,0,5,10,0,5,4,0,3,1,0,0,5,20,10,0,1,14,1,0,5,4,11,0,2,10,8,23,9,45,31,5,43,1,2,3,0,17,16,0,10,23,163,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933750629941357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674358929831471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650519939133816,0.0,0.3799687017295852,0.0,0.0,0.04961417396105517,0.07270293753922495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456088196820258,0.0,0.04325419655947114,0.0,0.06037843809448845,0.07994325708267866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576325228446547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186744652446645,0.07506217414705095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062094185090992585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927473939698597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678016203122268,0.0,0.06940870782986612,0.0,0.0,0.17938774956559286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071049112272125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414329572766477,0.0,0.040326002281035535,0.059514633017521024,0.056750096899637226,0.0,0.0,0.14051544329910773,0.06274626896026111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912858294642875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020166163311889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388988747167262,0.038995631854477616,0.057838714068594727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866231849983268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736376589955536,0.07193837599174605,0.21385490081838546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329092233859694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472573961491113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078402112863801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550232213599757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919204440146035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707647526560102,0.07999237208120236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789543091072303,0.0,0.0,0.0794871015536915,0.0,0.0,0.08076360704417411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565428466698165,0.06459579329102423,0.22206814692560367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063158518611971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050223112052155884,0.0,0.0,0.05932249955702833,0.0812800039893712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532686868348378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093164247341376,0.0,0.0,0.12412526517986396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817455269665635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854623607940055,0.0,0.05632167104762479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402686829220687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231035558390689,0.050405196942987236,0.0,0.0,0.04569341953862576
socialanxiety,thatBoi___,2019/03/07,"Anyone else gets anxious on first days? Whatever if its work, school, i always get anxious of first days. I fear that i wont know where  room im supposed to go is",-0.5752941176470578,1.6381614705882368,1.2914117647058845,97.9153529411765,96.05882352941177,3.896470588235295,18.564705882352946,5.6839178017228535,-0.3359811764705887,126,4,28,1,5,41,28,34,0.217,0.7829999999999999,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,14,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19453081611744905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282290707765358,0.0,0.16347040186925973,0.2395440146991421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015485696796525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530034859648934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630771349139602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977208712404669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24428975393254665,0.0,0.1328674302596686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525317706299654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284840822987591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660651113347506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020086115099642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Joe_Cola,2019/03/07,"I feel stuck.... I really don’t know what to do anymore. I’m almost half way through college, have no friends what so ever, never had a girlfriend, and pursuing a career that I’m not even sure I want to go into anymore. I’ve had trouble talking to people most of my life. All I do as of right now  with my life is go to school, work a part time job that I absolutely hate, study, watch youtube, occasionally play video games,  watch movies and tv shows. I don’t really leave the house that much besides for going to school work. I told my a couple months ago mom about the issues I’ve been having as a result of my social anxiety and depression. She ended up talking to one of her friends who was a counselor and was able seek therapy through him. I only did two appointments with that counselor before I just stopped going. That was in November and really haven’t done anything since then to try to get help. I really don’t know what to do anymore. I feel stuck since I would go about finding another therapist but my anxiety is preventing me from doing so and my mom hasn’t really done much to help since told her about my issues originally.  ",4.901651917404131,5.70280839823009,5.793079646017701,80.36445722713867,69.0,9.212507374631267,29.225958702064897,9.3871,2.4607395870206488,902,32,177,18,15,297,125,226,0.092,0.856,0.052000000000000005,-0.37799999999999995,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,1,0,8,0,23,2,0,2,4,29,41,12,0,2,3,2,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,9,9,0,2,5,5,0,5,8,3,0,3,13,4,24,4,28,27,5,20,0,1,2,0,18,4,0,2,10,117,33,7,0.0996358579730621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832117640945382,0.0,0.09977091939015638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447688449524906,0.1524423172681132,0.0,0.29643599446675056,0.0,0.0,0.08199182158653999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478277660738097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11024518174288686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581621847434551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039241510749152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824779667469389,0.0,0.0,0.06580854450305104,0.09012633779715527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007577670274898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106536913161796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395683342511154,0.0,0.052055623472540606,0.0,0.2831267709766961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836978207300967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356763073119207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496640273455255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798789903059392,0.09887321497316984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951452367840044,0.0,0.0,0.10549998731128883,0.0,0.0,0.14075150613751686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333846253101785,0.0795283912525656,0.0,0.14648763971790466,0.0,0.07684531602463307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675158359588187,0.07577755975222683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078959247413468,0.0,0.06907495859403638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31914640969749136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508847830791612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167361514665166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472594339715912,0.0,0.0,0.10156620976407367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330003866387031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390561699766638,0.0,0.0,0.16016705699905218,0.0,0.0,0.11394228694332108,0.11568491053980745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809847003443749,0.0,0.0,0.19041266418830147,0.0,0.06764620729422204,0.0,0.0973297555832791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058767810508577885,0.07908630639157023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507218252346085,0.0,0.0,0.0707784548116429,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,reclusive25yo,2019/03/07,"Reunion I've been living in solitude for almost 8 years. Working from home, no friends or social contact. My adolescent social anxiety turned into a social phobia. It's not that I don't want social contact, but even just walking in the street or going to a store scares me.

A few months ago I got an invite for a school reunion. It's a small class of only 30 people, it will be very casual. I really wanted to go.. just to have a good time and enjoy life for once, because otherwise I never get invited to social gatherings. My physical appearance make me very self-conscious, so I wanted to stop biting my nails and work on my posture and my body to get some confidence. But after two weeks I went back to my normal habits. So now I'm more anxious than I was 10 years ago.

I know it's way too big of a first step to go and hang out with these people. I would get asked questions that will make me freeze. I wouldn't have anything to talk about and I'd have to be taking pills just to get there. And yet, a few days ago I confirmed that I would be there. Because I'm desperate for some social contact and fun. But I know that I can't and I shouldn't.

The event is this weekend, so now what? Let them know that I can't be there? That'll look weird. Confront my fears and go, but probably end up failing miserable? I don't know. I'm scared of the mental backlash if I cancel, it's another lost opportunity to get back out there.
",2.1604856917826183,3.989381279863487,3.706023890784984,88.56396626411133,77.49829351535836,6.555473877658179,22.873326332370702,7.468242284971852,0.9045054870044638,1117,34,233,15,26,370,159,293,0.133,0.7559999999999999,0.111,-0.6853,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,6,18,14,1,4,12,0,22,3,1,2,1,45,51,19,0,9,11,0,1,0,1,7,2,0,1,0,14,13,0,1,5,2,1,9,9,8,0,2,5,2,29,6,31,34,5,41,0,3,1,0,15,10,0,8,21,150,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443493972901125,0.0,0.0920087533973548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963485949613862,0.07029116130519984,0.10380299191183014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756128673471979,0.0,0.08589932330438588,0.0,0.0,0.1413065558582347,0.0,0.11202351064992004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020626321042793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059257707443979166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138212829682423,0.0,0.0,0.06068864734965515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033952700388723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781566533622407,0.0,0.0,0.07098950479274778,0.0,0.24002850992586386,0.0,0.2088796327444034,0.07706810732801027,0.07348818831578173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921673441218404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198861279710464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395781958210582,0.06490052761702207,0.0,0.0,0.08113543176955193,0.0,0.07715958615698705,0.0,0.1003024581619318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266683364177215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259766194641587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073341091608379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086675932295604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002700688520959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785367395030907,0.0,0.06988207436508649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740186960406488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990667080996596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029313323990234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588633711846997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839842265417666,0.09299171560311424,0.0,0.0,0.09585525953119424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619862223265425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681930528717111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908548307690704,0.07385303924171226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357841578324246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994362410810673,0.08975751185239936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162817535949286,0.16258704493765644,0.07293340089845415,0.07370396266426019,0.0,0.0,0.08517757371006844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378558349672867,0.0,0.0,0.13054379842174296,0.0,0.0,0.11834082418520117
socialanxiety,CursedMadara,2019/03/07,Pretending I've had social anxiety & Depression for 6 years now and nobody knows....because im good at pretending i'm alive...,4.587500000000002,6.7229560833333375,6.298333333333333,71.28,71.5,11.466666666666667,32.83333333333333,11.20814326018867,4.742233333333335,102,5,17,4,2,35,21,24,0.215,0.5579999999999999,0.22699999999999998,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352589829434757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073115449828704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448822689296305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459972946692413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369402168366861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339220800056819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094987454927725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586918528561151
socialanxiety,CrispyPie02,2019/03/07,"I took a nasty fall in front of everyone today and I made myself look like a total dumbass. I was biking to school and when I took a sharp left turn I lost control and fell hands-first and hard onto the pavement. I cut the palms of my hands badly, brusied my forearm, and bent my glasses. And all this happened in the parking lot, too. So *everyone* saw. 5 drivers stopped to ask if I was alright, and one even got out of their car to help me up. Terrible start to my morning. It was bitterly cold and windy, and I could still feel myself being hot and sweaty from the embarrassment. I didn't even care about how bloody my hands were, or the stinging pain. Part of me just wanted to curl up on the ground and stay there. The pain only started to set in on my long walk of shame to the nurse, but I still didn't care about it. My mind was too busy replaying that horrible event over and over again, and I swear people are talking about it now. Who knows? Someone may have recorded it. Ugh...",3.3569514237855955,4.631540306532664,3.8744522613065335,90.9140569514238,73.07035175879399,6.9147068676716925,25.32696817420436,7.3011,0.9575585259631499,767,24,166,8,15,241,126,199,0.187,0.7879999999999999,0.025,-0.9772,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,16,14,2,2,11,1,12,6,4,3,2,31,29,19,0,3,4,0,6,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,14,0,2,2,1,0,7,2,10,0,1,13,10,23,4,27,13,4,34,0,1,2,0,5,14,0,4,12,114,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625034471818132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168959737660905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971900874996396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634635434863845,0.1163641940936496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19252419702003545,0.0,0.0,0.27852800538385103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369220948808528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396920665940785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656425924636644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288803501914878,0.0,0.13055740163222512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768868559765498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800967256320271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835056037840475,0.0,0.0,0.07120283190838064,0.0,0.0,0.12897826557573902,0.12238769535993445,0.0,0.15909606705768295,0.12390577194725967,0.0,0.13790586790547238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715922202446444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875945595108372,0.11084437403686118,0.3101623691225576,0.0,0.0,0.15782582968081674,0.0,0.10104007798632056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750003631533234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348785515052328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063157659011586,0.15534300379512975,0.23278163186934275,0.1218479543697856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171429723551139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814764066189736,0.0,0.3238524164996762,0.0,0.15852689768999145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596319531322412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wasteyrself01,2019/03/07,"Tired of feeling so stupid Today in class we did group work on something I was fairly confident in and I was able to suggest things but one person kept laughing everytime I recommend something for this character trait thing we were doing, I realize that I sounded stupid cause I actually put thought into it so when I said things it was thought out and I sounded too serious I think. I felt stupid for actually taking it seriously and being interested in it  while the rest of my group Kind of missed the point of it, I feel so weird when I take things seriously in class discussion, everyone else jokes about it and I actually have ideas that are just too serious that itd be embarassing to share and I'd probably sound obnoxious. Either way being in groups was horrible today it went fine at first  but I started to shake a bit and tear up cause I was so anxious and embarrassed by what I was saying. When the girl laughed at my answers I almost cried cause it just stressed me out so much and that made me even more anxious.. I'm so sick of feeling weak and I just want to feel confident for once but everything I do feels like I'm doing it wrong and I can't stop overthinking and being filled with anxiety I feel pathetic and so unlikable. 

( I know this is a bit long and hard to understand but I just needed to vent a bit I guess)",3.1040716096324448,5.286902250950573,4.387172053231939,83.12674033586822,75.92015209125475,8.48979721166033,27.30814321926489,9.188382445141503,2.4657124207858057,1064,43,209,27,24,350,141,263,0.24600000000000002,0.628,0.126,-0.9905,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,2,18,22,3,3,6,0,20,3,0,4,0,53,45,28,0,2,9,0,8,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,21,19,0,2,15,1,0,4,1,14,0,2,15,13,30,8,29,25,7,28,0,1,0,0,12,13,0,2,11,146,51,3,0.10355483278235428,0.0,0.3031637364940861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369520656692416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921916363645935,0.2339749706655941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391651707953535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191380162769982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137501212510792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650677492374341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839699040385684,0.0,0.0,0.09895108046840533,0.09306840645061608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141626095760448,0.07397959323094785,0.09942887903741443,0.0,0.0,0.08808368786365971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407732318484208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276478993092482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690080147371006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783642289581677,0.05691102790434175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050591660540811184,0.0,0.0,0.09164276833183592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097986086629771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612471726680298,0.07678459636959398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028251724907584,0.07017143471346034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042008568944927,0.0,0.0,0.09789278885930354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164962442143812,0.0,0.0,0.10410120898300164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850435979411537,0.08235095941517245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944313901448445,0.0,0.0,0.07329664363714962,0.0,0.0,0.08657647708451435,0.11862171107692847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155720693388757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751889179638238,0.06635375548605021,0.0,0.1644219400842408,0.0,0.11902104675202077,0.19631574625778472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780423298375784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061079323388234526,0.08219700618192405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599636746071692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538915159765985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322095333751095,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hawaii_suave,2019/03/07,"I was given the 'quietest student award' at the prom This happened 9 years ago and only now am I realizing the impact it had on my anxiety. I've always been a quiet person, and I'm fine with that. As everyone here points out questions like 'why are you so quiet?' are extremely obnoxious. At the prom, my teachers thought was appropriate to give me the 'quietest student' award at the prom. I had to go up in front of everyone to get the 'trophy' amidst people I didn't know screaming at me to 'say something'.

Not sure if anyone else gets anxious about how quiet they are being, which makes them more quiet and more anxious. It's a bad spiral and one in which I've been working hard for years to beat. I think I should have filed a complaint to the school board but it's too late now, and I thought that was acceptable behavior by the teachers when I was 17. ",4.299392156862743,5.3879746058823565,5.0667647058823535,83.96877450980394,70.58823529411767,7.784313725490197,28.87254901960784,8.07648339933343,1.8671372549019607,673,25,133,9,12,218,107,170,0.081,0.845,0.075,0.2576,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,2,4,8,8,0,0,12,0,16,0,0,2,1,21,28,11,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,0,1,8,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,12,7,15,6,21,14,2,19,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,8,90,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533043361053152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390318241976152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323016132326019,0.3907547701104754,0.0,0.12092639886022542,0.17720146726779032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444009360129263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447244015958624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305106233425045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180712103743036,0.1659035515873513,0.09828800616740437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293372319844514,0.0,0.1549237683872284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504544679394644,0.0,0.19508825667851684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449165578649176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544139888709665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719126521002912,0.13153163218342862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989752740235687,0.15100794626211614,0.0,0.0,0.16348788974040207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373675261166268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137531933963331,0.0,0.17502846393646376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314066661502752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629975828633358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081547054866646,0.0,0.2745962835937801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605497370473334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259052219028624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227404080435873
socialanxiety,JoelEmbeeb,2019/03/07,"Tried to date a girl with social anxiety So I actually have social anxiety myself and I met this girl who worked with one of my friends. I actually already knew that she had social anxiety before I met her but I didn't think too much about it because she was just a random girl I hadn't met at that point. 

Turns out they are more than just coworkers and they've become like best friends, so I ended up meeting this girl together with our mutual friend to just hang out. I quickly realised I was into her and we started texting and stuff. Apparently her social anxiety was much worse than mine because she took a long time to respond and stuff which my friend said was because she ""didn't know how to respond"". All three of us even spoke on the phone and this girl pretended to be somebody else because she was too scared too talk as herself. Our mutual friend assured me that this girl was into me and It really felt like it. Anyway we met a couple more times with our mutual friend and everything went well. She had begun to respond more often to texts and she had really started to open up to me, to the point of actually telling me she had social anxiety etc. We stayed up hours just texting sometimes talking about like really personal stuff.

I tried asking her out but after 2 days she wrote back saying we should just be friends. We stayed in touch as friends but just a few weeks after I kinda asked her if she ever liked me or if I had mistaken, she admitted that she was into me but that she was terrified of me (anxiety wise) and that's why she got scared. So I suggested us taking it slow and not rushing anything. She seemed very happy and agreed that it was the best approach. We met once after that, with our mutual friend, and everything went well. But one day later our mutual friend wrote me saying that this girl wasn't ready to talk to a guy in that way and that she had blocked me everywhere and that it was over now. I was confused but since she told me the reason for it was because she got stressed everytime we met I could relate and I could understand why she wanted to break things off, even if I did get hurt. 

The confusing part was a few days later when I see on our mutual friends mystory that this girl is apparently writing to guys on tinder and adding them to snapchat/instagram. So I ended up being hella confused and I just felt like I got burned. Like obviously this girl can do w/e she wants but idk if she was lying to me or not. 

This was like a month ago and I feel much better about it now and I've started to move on but I'm still super confused over what the hell actually happened. ",5.267778165532484,5.799406825335892,5.809883091956031,81.52853719537022,68.07869481765835,9.232617925900076,28.839702204385503,9.259372276320047,2.270453103007038,2080,68,414,38,33,673,214,521,0.109,0.7140000000000001,0.177,0.9938,2,0,0,1,0,0,33.0,15,0,2,5,31,36,1,7,14,0,37,0,0,2,4,93,76,42,0,9,23,0,4,7,11,1,0,4,0,12,36,39,0,1,10,1,0,7,6,9,2,3,46,9,81,27,57,24,13,64,1,1,1,0,100,23,1,14,37,305,117,1,0.0,0.0,0.2267792248295372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051499952757666584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411206632404251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26666669727703185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04780931493310426,0.0,0.10862669131544628,0.0,0.0,0.044673412529891265,0.0,0.17707856772516853,0.06416415467411822,0.04943671684921706,0.0,0.12193954163574935,0.051382541861318014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092772296599517,0.06428380918747942,0.0,0.11240429691923116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853302934557726,0.0,0.10291433027670664,0.0,0.06479410059201704,0.07674573801521868,0.05255253980378565,0.0,0.0,0.10442862320079664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029375855558284168,0.0,0.11156547468968728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937460622405698,0.0,0.03035356025126228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939770024536768,0.0,0.0,0.11505137268455305,0.05137545173127631,0.06184589838267866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057214361768596664,0.0,0.06219460483041324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031928881752939835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868462134707626,0.0,0.0,0.0514144836480105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046372892197594766,0.06174847740892999,0.12812510258151394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187197072913276,0.07873677647032219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291396076025695,0.0,0.0,0.05072852011954018,0.0,0.0,0.10984188460654233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165629143798683,0.05973393443797684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055264052887988836,0.0924029715234714,0.11633152052108885,0.0,0.046296207535046825,0.05288980707949822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805887514220696,0.0,0.0,0.2961155646509914,0.0,0.0,0.057459940284403974,0.0,0.12336518705187785,0.1238484684656804,0.046396760538989536,0.0,0.06655052150301606,0.0,0.19952330795586207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043682110381598895,0.14008977581795584,0.05077979981985515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03859741575989031,0.03722654977061048,0.0,0.0,0.06775427102997622,0.0,0.0,0.055514677276815035,0.0645484907792996,0.07888881515203311,0.0631934268356686,0.0,0.060481575085769713,0.13976834453515902,0.0,0.0,0.04793654468363842,0.06853485399316543,0.046115113141860814,0.04660233220164951,0.0,0.1044733089773436,0.10771398016275008,0.10484796422028957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042295691985428,0.0,0.059206343971228474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Entity4,2019/03/07,What do you guys do for work? I'm currently unemployed after dropping out of uni and I have no idea what to do for work because of my SA ,0.3689999999999998,2.211936566666669,2.8633333333333333,92.345,83.33333333333334,6.666666666666668,23.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.0913333333333342,107,4,25,2,3,37,23,30,0.075,0.925,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,3,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,7,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,18,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798059361675333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544883304472539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181621608347047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6683240012537238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,myagetscared,2019/03/07,"I can’t go to school anymore School has always been a burden for me, but as my social anxiety got worse and worse I can’t even leave my house anymore without bursting into tears. 

I skip school around 2-3 times a week and I feel like I disappoint all my teachers. I hate it there but not because of the learning and work only because of the social aspects. I don’t have bad grades because I self teach at home and I’m trying to convince my parents to let me do online school but they refuse to allow it. Even my therapist thinks it’s a bad idea because it will fuel my anxiety more than make it better. I disagree though, I know my next year of high school, which is my last, I will probably not go. My parents care about me and want to help my social anxiety but they just don’t understand why I can’t leave my house or even my bed. 

Education has always been important to me, I had perfect attendance all throughout elementary school. And id like to think I’m smart in the sense I know a lot about different things. But when I’m at school I just feel stupid and like all my teachers hate me for never being there. I never thought I’d be a dropout, but if worse comes to worse I don’t know if I could handle another year of highschool.

Does anyone have any advice?",2.6235064935064933,4.365416034749035,3.808313443313448,88.7273806598807,75.91119691119691,6.716812916812918,24.9001404001404,7.520522993642371,1.1411606177606184,999,34,208,13,22,325,130,259,0.20800000000000002,0.654,0.138,-0.9709,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,4,12,15,3,0,8,0,21,0,0,2,6,47,42,19,0,4,14,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,10,0,1,11,0,0,4,11,7,0,0,5,2,38,8,24,31,5,19,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,4,12,132,45,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688992463208495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309441968131891,0.0,0.0,0.053508396132405184,0.08250792575073598,0.1805810843498053,0.0,0.15606845564912464,0.0550182765453875,0.0,0.0,0.07004619854427138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139712595187714,0.1918622166258813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959035545654729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022444851630685,0.0,0.0,0.06778003093320584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282344997942671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220892090113249,0.0,0.0,0.06885764237208418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591180374072078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795708486224254,0.056212472471554295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943682695229356,0.0,0.06293146244161263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553699981504529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274079626470895,0.08313486398931202,0.07892731999356116,0.0,0.0,0.181583504647538,0.0,0.08882561795425764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972940711151626,0.06413865457386045,0.0,0.16663178964107106,0.0,0.08046059005726368,0.0,0.11532432936861114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689504556553047,0.0,0.0,0.052522748288386704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213732139790326,0.0,0.08368223050055143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059843374003873614,0.0,0.0,0.1747404281205265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483557647656796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574328819889044,0.0,0.0,0.08208545894610021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406278862874861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135917533732557,0.05227471793210365,0.10083614928781497,0.07730746549584051,0.062466981616482425,0.04588176872799754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05342184805486205,0.0,0.0,0.08191370368851203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641036310951213,0.0,0.06311624037148601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100083836527958,0.0,0.0,0.07584938740257015,0.0,0.057283507839895574,0.0,0.32074633702325045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134092706869924
socialanxiety,JustScrollingUp,2019/03/07,"Need some real help Hi I’m a 22 year old guy and I think I have serious social anxiety like it’s so bad we’re every time I’m in a interview,restaurant or at someone new house I get comfortable and I will just get hot for no reason and start sweating hard like I’m a outgoing humorous guy so I like interacting with people idk why I just start sweating and get hot is there medicine u can take for this or is ther nothing u can do about it ",0.6230526315789469,2.6854612526315838,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,83.84210526315789,6.747368421052633,23.184210526315788,7.908726449838941,1.22918947368421,349,13,78,7,10,120,64,95,0.124,0.684,0.192,0.818,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,7,2,2,1,0,14,18,8,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,5,6,17,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,9,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076853679749652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455670723063384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605156777606594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089043904744431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902878153136571,0.0,0.0,0.17654833757643754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210108983998264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22740819782573396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888555098447132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613511064514767,0.0,0.1903447233119726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910718289704956,0.0,0.20680625284292894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663306387889604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432446576725534,0.0,0.20263492931812105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009020737629532,0.16698843010922473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789937991280336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481824599856619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628331538009874,0.0,0.0,0.11492112523925235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783743879274636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691547965997746
socialanxiety,sink_flower432,2019/03/07,"Reflections on courage Courage is surrendering to feeling the fear and allowing it to get bigger and bigger and still doing the right thing.

 Being willing to feel vulnerable, weak, scared, anxious, overwhelmed, willing to cry, willing to feel humiliated or embarrassed, willing to feel anything unpleasant, willing to look like a fool or weak or uncoordinated and let the fear get as big it wants and doing what you’re gonna do anyway. 

People should know me by how courageous I am and how much action I take.

In another way courage is synonymous to humility. You can’t be courageous without surrendering to the possibility of looking like a fool, so in that way you are humble enough to accept that possibility.

What are your thoughts?",11.044418604651165,9.943286426356591,10.449263565891474,58.440406976744214,56.82945736434107,12.94108527131783,45.53100775193799,11.855464076750405,5.604528682170543,595,31,92,14,6,193,80,129,0.222,0.613,0.165,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,5,17,0,5,6,0,18,2,0,3,0,23,31,13,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,1,6,6,8,17,20,2,11,0,1,2,0,3,7,0,3,3,70,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824938639447074,0.0,0.19204036780826272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398873249118591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672608494105025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564516015860748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825721267218454,0.34380830236077353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776255673623943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934220844221542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382634063511615,0.0,0.16609710125232352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854976534415747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496224413773645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784969511768277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38327647391821257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451705716618587,0.0,0.0,0.17018969244167256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575427143134627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781136011541794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129338340596739,0.0,0.0,0.1349531095557005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026453424132198,0.2698603744667281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386433957569255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sl33p1ng,2019/03/07,"Don’t eat because of social anxiety Hello,
Just wanted to share this story.
I am sitting here for like the past 4 hours waiting for my flatmates to dissapear. We have a shared kitchen and seperate bedrooms. Still haven’t eaten and I am hungry. She is here with some friends so that even triggers my social anxiety more.
Help",3.0025526932084285,5.865594360655737,3.6708665105386413,84.2654098360656,80.80327868852459,5.4529274004683845,28.386416861826696,6.868970318607317,1.726454800936768,260,12,44,3,7,82,50,61,0.053,0.743,0.204,0.8687,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,1,0,9,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,6,4,6,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43268030615056224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723914002274513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893735660453821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678580654755653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184894949582423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955393880208998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27849965315160075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816111005613405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699632606939398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5765551130790095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584332531274864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680193989657024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ButterTycoon_wife,2019/03/07,"What are your experience with Narcissist Conversation partner? I'm an introvert, but only outgoing with people whom I am comfortable with. I love one-to-one conversations but lately I feel that most of those who'd have one-to-one conversations with me LOVE to talk about themselves. Never ask you how you're doing. Or when you tell them something, they'll cut you short and steer it back to themselves or when you express your disappointment they'll say, ""it happen to me before bla bla bla"". I've left my own country and work overseas for 3 years now, don't have a big social circle but these are the type of people who are close to me. Now that I've changed job I don't remember how to social anymore. 

Thanks for reading.",5.826992063492066,6.614540350000002,6.069523809523813,79.25325396825399,66.92857142857143,9.07936507936508,29.841269841269842,9.150863307647796,2.391603174603175,579,20,110,10,9,185,88,140,0.049,0.787,0.16399999999999998,0.9623,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,6,3,1,8,6,1,0,3,0,12,2,0,2,1,18,19,11,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,17,4,14,16,2,12,0,1,0,2,25,4,0,3,8,70,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485400619407655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425440109802764,0.0,0.0,0.1433264449304716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860863260203406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971814637365765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823303249802695,0.0,0.0,0.09424704103683017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648287076438125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849685284604867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026196545989292,0.0,0.20251898899301596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364579884105608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375951088486932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526124962856952,0.14176199005463205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584459997194393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644569532890445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111494873414972,0.0,0.0,0.14822898743866114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800129765471412,0.0,0.14349617307436213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498174447397145,0.16291766780948347,0.17160770700701228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569796496046618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003243244866355
socialanxiety,needaqc,2019/03/07,Nothing makes me happier than a good social interaction Just when it all flows and no ones uncomfortable. I feel like all of you can relate to how good it feels to feel normal for even a couple of minutes. Love y’all ,4.686201550387602,5.7911118837209274,5.641860465116278,80.14248062015506,69.69767441860466,8.524031007751939,25.96124031007752,8.841846274778883,1.794091472868217,173,5,34,3,3,57,35,43,0.145,0.614,0.24,0.7117,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,10,6,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,4,6,6,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172569863278036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937989101736144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4349320080601551,0.2048371897778065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4809845137132006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400798939110324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587815081821328,0.0,0.1913919044255616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809307094012389,0.2751214349237147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429303219484426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29228116016568306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_TheVoiceInYourHead_,2019/03/07,"I can’t talk to people at all I’ve recently moved to a new highschool and have been put into the position to make new friends. I’ve been accepted into a group of friends who are kind of similar to me but i can’t talk to them. I sit there in silence everyday not saying a word or including myself in the conversations. 
I can never think of anything to say and when I do I’m to anxious to say it incase they are shocked that I actually talked or if they don’t understand or think im weird. Even when I’m just with 1 person it’s really awkward and I usually just stare off into the distance saying nothing because I’m just to nervous and socially awkward to say anything. 
What do I do?
",3.637762237762239,4.498259944055945,5.6653216783216775,79.91490559440561,71.93706293706295,9.076643356643356,31.782517482517484,9.3871,2.8918341258741265,544,25,110,12,10,190,82,143,0.11199999999999999,0.845,0.043,-0.8473,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,7,9,0,3,6,0,12,0,0,1,2,25,19,11,0,1,9,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,1,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,2,6,13,4,21,17,1,18,0,0,1,0,18,7,0,4,8,76,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.14167050959238306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16400718161110378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389344090906665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849773940755254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958871591684128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432472110083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681463311890895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117811741875106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969058853324456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429875937978735,0.0,0.0,0.11196842453580406,0.2804231285460044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929996833060754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064652849070098,0.12676179313347166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594164357872694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09300325000584704,0.0,0.14334345748686972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5772475884164687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798831056548614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35006010702665663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604541153477616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511329897135262,0.0,0.0,0.15989048743572865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Itzie4,2019/03/07,"Getting haircuts. Has this been an issue for anyone else? 

I feel scared when I go to the barber. I get especially nervous trying not to flinch or tolerating them touching me. ",3.0290624999999984,6.041388781250002,4.492500000000003,77.1025,83.0625,5.7,26.75,7.1686216300943375,1.855725,139,6,22,2,4,46,29,32,0.16399999999999998,0.836,0.0,-0.6478,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751099151370655,0.40313679297233984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286776181757411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894052291733375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111235594012176,0.0,0.2236071303749033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106603650945837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939128424415792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671272349419028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thisisamansjob,2019/03/07,"How to stave off summer boredom I'm 20 years old and I'm coming home to Long Island from college this summer. I don't have a big social life back at home as I used to. I rarely go out. My friends and fraternity brothers are usually busy with their own lives. I'll have a job, a car, and now i'm working out often. I used to get badly depressed during the summer but I figured out I need a consistent routine and a few more cool hobbies. I want to get out of the house more. Any ideas? ",0.10118122977346644,2.2735306310679637,2.3070145631067973,93.81029530744335,87.34951456310681,4.598381877022653,20.23381877022653,5.985473137389443,-0.00025501618122980574,377,12,83,3,12,127,69,103,0.063,0.8590000000000001,0.078,0.3474,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,7,1,4,1,0,3,0,19,15,7,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,15,15,4,19,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,9,49,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414809470976479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997739612021628,0.17371282984804431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921641581273812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919292299115114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607387011824276,0.0,0.2173947883979508,0.0,0.1182394530318934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173816743427109,0.0,0.0,0.2400614489665609,0.0,0.23486281524127836,0.0,0.0,0.2064572491255987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695167328847358,0.0,0.0,0.18371171852216625,0.1841174593808041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426623464667805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831318829967192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120804939709336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35937632592185964,0.2291373786689548,0.0,0.12271311798678593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146267741252276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339772015026827
socialanxiety,vicarious__,2019/03/07,"Social anxiety prevented me from visiting grandma in nursing home.. I'll be visiting this weekend and am incredibly anxious. Hi,

My grandma has been in the nursing home for a few years. I feel like the worst person because I haven't visited her much, due to me being incredibly anxious about not knowing what to say/uncomfortable silence/her not remembering exactly who I am/not knowing how long to say/etc etc etc. Unfortunately other family members joining me is not an option this week.

Does anybody have any suggestions as to how I can make the visit go smoother? I love her and I want to visit her more, my own problems are just getting in the way and I feel horrible about it.

Thanks for your help.",4.6588636363636375,6.812044734848487,5.985454545454547,73.52318181818183,71.34848484848484,9.042424242424243,34.72727272727273,9.573946990214177,3.777990909090908,563,30,95,14,11,189,87,132,0.139,0.7559999999999999,0.106,-0.6757,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,10,1,0,3,1,20,20,6,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,3,0,1,5,1,0,6,4,2,0,0,1,2,16,3,14,17,7,15,0,0,0,1,16,3,0,1,6,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083106078308532,0.0,0.12184285347346305,0.3598646685805878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709089976787323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938024007793626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328920608754351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014772482472136,0.0,0.16106569441150453,0.11378414419306344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321318931513291,0.0,0.09051810360467184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675684778102222,0.0,0.3195261536828501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750637526494037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781238780228993,0.0,0.0,0.14095095026501164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437494454665894,0.0,0.10631547949942936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708344731096215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907040602290735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240205579095775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042443788766435,0.0,0.0,0.25331940961830673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623580254605272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663651076668366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939429136616866,0.12642291739081438,0.12775861084899615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256612235014864
socialanxiety,Creepy_Voice,2019/03/07,"pregnancy test results - clear blue Strips - negative/Positive test results I recently had Pregnancy test with clear blue strips. Seems the results appear negative can someone confirm?

​

https://i.redd.it/q480eutp9mk21.jpg

https://i.redd.it/osm4twtp9mk21.jpg

https://i.redd.it/gi9aputp9mk21.jpg

https://i.redd.it/hnmkjutp9mk21.jpg",27.02062500000001,35.9918798125,12.236250000000002,21.58375000000001,32.125,15.7,58.0,12.161744961471696,11.4616625,302,16,15,10,4,67,23,32,0.10300000000000001,0.752,0.145,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4202091557878981,0.47125086788457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829312477316604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35306209597131594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3286035914702028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47125086788457,0.0
socialanxiety,6packpanda,2019/03/07,"Is it normal for people to have less friends as you grow up? I'm 20/M. I seem to have less and less friends. No one contacts me and I don't contact anyone. I feel used when they (friends) contact me because they have no one to hangout with.

I have problems with socializing, people think it's ego but it's not. It's just a fear of getting rejected when initiating contact. ",0.528289473684211,2.974505776315791,2.27926315789474,92.2578421052632,89.92105263157896,4.618947368421053,26.02105263157895,6.2581,0.9241410526315796,293,14,61,3,10,96,48,76,0.125,0.777,0.09699999999999999,-0.2759,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,13,12,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,3,0,2,0,1,9,3,9,12,3,4,0,1,0,0,11,1,0,1,2,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171170934772282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922875192319812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27546980117202685,0.12377901848750444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5673992078130896,0.0,0.12789870538572412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398535414381888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317677298293393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394291409614952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23424202093695776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228581358355556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495443503162008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568589477552409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142993891622272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crystalxx546,2019/03/07,"Met a guy on Instagram a few months back but I'm terrified to talk to him over the phone I get anxious even talking to friends and family over the phone, so the idea of talking to him is gut wrenching for me. Advice?",3.863333333333333,4.43948111111111,4.944444444444446,86.33000000000004,71.22222222222223,8.666666666666668,30.555555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.2518888888888884,170,7,37,3,3,56,34,45,0.16,0.758,0.083,-0.5927,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,9,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263783112727835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049563691536276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756788132240925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829341142995056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25447624619459513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855566136281248,0.0,0.1410329731969984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672839203339198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30473040656578154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546424235683206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6509047846301872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,closetdlesgirl,2019/03/07,I'm sick of ruining every social interaction I just want to cry. I got grouped off at college for an assignment. They're all together but I'm sitting here by myself because I'm too scared to talk to them and they probably don't even want me there. I hate myself so much. I don't know what's wrong with me. ,0.8210109890109898,2.9944703538461535,3.0991208791208815,89.3823076923077,83.92307692307692,6.791208791208793,23.131868131868128,7.957251820313856,1.2955714285714293,243,9,53,5,7,83,49,65,0.21899999999999997,0.691,0.08900000000000001,-0.8648,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,6,4,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,10,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,10,0,9,9,2,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,33,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884253028332128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32226560511675595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377559564979147,0.0,0.2471864164700618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23464384338754854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28965331567626273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123470149914473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566902790528208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163146850262537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937258832190761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990653104934205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23580879282344944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460878088803738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32076641886535817,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Trelarc,2018/12/13,"Finally Making Progress Starting to take action a lot more  (more eye contact, starting more convos, etc). I haven’t been this social in a long time! ",5.73,7.486899962962966,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,67.8888888888889,6.881481481481483,32.01851851851852,7.1686216300943375,2.199607407407407,117,5,19,1,2,36,23,27,0.0,0.877,0.12300000000000001,0.4753,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,5,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,5,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860976481658639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379238434178508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063706577725823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943216260805576,0.0,0.0,0.2310870790470507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529010266442084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900755691343533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602946862624546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186841439920655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wicked_eagle,2018/12/13,"I have a presentation about mental health (ironic) at some high school in 10 hours. Haven't been this anxious in a long time. How to be somebody else for a bit? I'm a college student and this is 100% obligatory. We work in groups of 3, but have different tasks.
I have to lead a presentation about depression and stuff and make it very interractive (I can't even look at the crowd when only presenting a topic in class). I'm so scared and didn't prepare as good as I intended because the nearer the D day is getting, more if these stupid panic attacksand just feeling so sick I had to puke would happen. I procrastinated most of today's day to unhealthily cope with all this, just to get my mind of for just second. 
I feel so pathetic to speak about mental health and suicide prevention. I should be there for them to see what will happen if they don't do anything and let their problems consume them lol

I've never done an interactial presentation like that, i know it can be fun and i was even excited for a bit. 
I'm afraid i'll make such a fool of myself that in the end THEY will have to calm ME down, not vice versa.
But since it's not just about me i'd like to do it well. Other people rely on doing my part well. 

I want show myself that maybe I'm capable of this. I don't know. I'm so afraid I'll freeze and my voice will shake and every stupid thing my body does will happen again and my collegemates would have to cover for me everytime... 
Maybe just pretending to be someone who's jist naturally confident may help, these students don't know me so... 
Or maybe a brick can fall on my head tomorrow as well
",3.20873676781934,4.754733902140671,4.3627064220183485,86.18501940719831,73.89296636085626,7.8442248882615875,23.8919077864032,8.502166056373571,1.3764242295930371,1274,37,268,23,26,417,178,327,0.16899999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.127,-0.9769,1,0,0,0,0,1,32.0,1,0,5,2,24,19,2,5,14,1,35,5,2,5,2,46,55,25,1,7,12,0,3,2,0,8,3,2,0,0,18,12,0,1,5,2,0,3,9,10,3,1,5,7,30,9,39,37,7,30,0,1,2,0,11,12,0,6,17,180,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482099814079675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909229435562085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735300282306025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125050659814096,0.12272825067464335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251238917998527,0.0,0.09516392046875906,0.0,0.0,0.11543737540219365,0.0,0.0,0.09668957364585448,0.11306849707176195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229929134048796,0.0,0.09786036315273372,0.0,0.0,0.14595374176561565,0.0,0.09309165655370327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173300686606516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545177124236602,0.0,0.0,0.09267284019785524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931148859468241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339347886887145,0.2348890502400945,0.0,0.0,0.07405837506055804,0.11673758027898308,0.0,0.0,0.10880930197325532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216541593395136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298237755355825,0.0,0.10795858289184118,0.0,0.0,0.0977791922189363,0.09278284163934866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750438626029688,0.0,0.3330028271070052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22269363101736284,0.0,0.11156228371414732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521584465704471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403178091252465,0.0,0.12963490817819107,0.0,0.11964870258246425,0.0,0.07659908561446124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572294744893382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061865547484526,0.11182065706029967,0.0880453415922281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913975529254887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936168793367494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648334669232308,0.12085691438162165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340391008451863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442696124353968,0.0,0.10473055014792408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116490693599492,0.06516921095787145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980283483010129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043722903042551,0.0,0.0,0.15697627708008166,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway24156889964,2018/12/13,"need advice on a situation in school im a highschool student and have a situation where we have a school event which lets people sign up to get in front of everyone and do dome “fun activity” , normally i wouldnt even think about doingsomething like this i hate being in front of people. But these kids I know who think it's a running joke to write my name down on anything wrote my name on the sign up paper I might potentially get called up during the event.  I tried telling them to stop writing my name down on things but they just laugh it off.  The way I see it is that I have limited options I could tell the school about this but I don't want to be a snitch ( there are many people that are in this ""joke of writing my name down and everyone will know I told)  or I can ask the staff to take my name out of the the sign up sheet. I just don't want this to continue and me have to worry about what they have signed my name on. I fear that they will take it to the point where I fight someone or it won't stop.",4.980352112676055,4.423019863849767,5.403861502347418,87.9342429577465,68.67136150234742,8.977934272300471,26.67018779342723,8.344100000000001,1.2873539906103288,793,19,187,10,12,254,106,213,0.113,0.8240000000000001,0.063,-0.8574,0,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,1,0,4,1,9,8,2,1,14,0,21,0,0,0,0,42,37,9,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,17,6,0,3,4,2,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,1,26,5,33,26,0,30,0,0,1,0,23,21,0,4,6,126,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249141297322975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157432991171776,0.0,0.12675302198961025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384467339295645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825303439241472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955215426752698,0.0,0.0,0.2591132262025795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257003702367605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167440592730715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338614303961206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464543150330004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902717562045706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864413726968688,0.0,0.06623964245575352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746120376738313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383352065782876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053404365979132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284383094548927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819912548475857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817099228846274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4116556633720755,0.10804313637215454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30480487759731273,0.0,0.0,0.11488014105006085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267090989247461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388504632522372,0.0,0.2370133161656508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900761871564035,0.17375389508897054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955661310128974,0.0,0.09205284263572222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994227109475015,0.1076205098275414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769244244063555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheDroidAttackOnMe,2018/12/13,"Advice for speaking on the phone? Hey guys, so on monday i started a new job at this really great place, i love it other than the fact that im taking all phone calls (its a small business) which is something ive never been good at, having SA. At the moment im coping and im pretty proud of myself for sticking with it, but i feel intense anxiety when im talking on the phone, ill literally be pumping with adrenaline and shaking incase I mess up. It gets especially bad if the client gets mad because i don't really know what im doing and im nervous. Could anyone give me any advice or tips that may have helped them through similar situations? Im hoping after enough practice it'll get better but it's not a nice feeling to have every single day.",3.8852751196172255,5.035850039473687,5.558301435406702,79.82401913875599,71.6315789473684,7.632535885167465,26.976076555023926,8.00094639256281,1.7509263157894734,594,20,112,8,11,203,108,152,0.18100000000000002,0.706,0.113,-0.9048,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,2,12,1,2,8,0,12,2,0,0,3,19,23,9,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,3,9,7,16,18,3,18,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,4,8,69,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083930627917662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251131151749086,0.0,0.08157082008247721,0.0,0.0,0.07455740926837476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903068136095221,0.06499999048640072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943046009197548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888003331554844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513450376627747,0.0,0.0,0.06876682221005385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101761620461124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983945090392133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078295559054808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712760495859955,0.10228816132259393,0.0,0.08943526611624099,0.0,0.1175587436387639,0.0,0.1055793796224666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147110704211138,0.0,0.0,0.10590656152465484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8062426012648336,0.0,0.1058127346013461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058600457323654015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962367493770561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822387846099426,0.1029828604079657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140451039175704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847992965447584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661841321719678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985535622827052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208814009714027,0.0,0.0,0.07547248741747256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017166604929214,0.08570427440191106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,madisynreid,2018/12/13,"Help! I’m going to be surrounded by much more accomplished people at a dinner! I work part time at a pet store. My husband works in the science field and rubs elbows with VERY important and wealthy people. We are going to dinner tonight with his boss, boss’ wife and other people of equal importance. I am so scared I’ll have nothing to say and they’ll just see me as some dumb blonde. My ADHD doesn’t help. 

What are some questions I can ask people to keep the focus off me? 
Any good jokes?
Any interesting topics?",2.094176417641762,4.6126556633663425,3.0621962196219634,89.46198919891991,81.47524752475249,5.652925292529253,20.072907290729074,6.980632752743323,0.4729722772277225,406,11,79,5,11,129,74,101,0.057,0.713,0.23,0.9557,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,3,2,5,1,1,4,0,8,3,1,2,0,14,14,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,7,2,1,1,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,4,10,3,13,12,6,9,0,0,2,0,10,5,1,3,2,48,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368807403096521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680749980547716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842656604698826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403752442825592,0.16532150838532314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642293523633865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519511777945773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489414074357745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891266322052262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344445627272016,0.0,0.5465884653015011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22080162238696774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674503541406387,0.1973355185792724,0.0,0.15706639234593187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149329446548163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263146671979406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28698816190924104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Moonlit1457,2018/12/13,"I think I have social anxiety? I don’t know if I have social anxiety, I just know that I feel anxious when I’ve had to go to work at the last two jobs I’ve had. It takes me awhile to feel comfortable. It’s hard for me to explain because if I go to a music show, I’ll dance. I will dance all by myself, completely sober, regardless if anyone sees. I will dance with complete strangers, but put me in a room with a bunch of people my own age, that I don’t know, and then have to start conversations with them, well... let’s just say I don’t care too much for small talk. And it seems that small talk is what people like to do. I’ll compliment your clothes or your hair, if I actually like how they look, etc. I’ll tell a stranger they’re beautiful, but I can’t for the life of me figure out how to have a normal-non personal conversation with other people. This leads me to feel extremely disconnected from my coworkers because I can’t seem to connect, and then I stay to myself because every effort I make to have a conversation makes me feel uncomfortable and tense. Oddly enough though I tend to get along very well with my bosses (no brown nosing. I have literally received “very honest” as a comment on all my professional reviews), children/teens, and people older than me (I’m 29, married to someone who is 11 years older). I have a very small group of friends, and it’s hard for me to make new friends who are my age. I guess I need some advice or maybe someone to tell me this is somewhat normal. ",4.390263157894736,4.998403815789477,5.3208947368421065,83.98726315789476,70.05263157894737,8.448421052631579,27.7,8.548686976883017,1.7657821052631582,1176,38,248,18,20,386,156,304,0.046,0.8220000000000001,0.132,0.9852,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,2,3,9,10,0,0,10,0,22,3,2,7,2,50,48,21,0,7,10,0,7,2,2,2,1,1,1,1,13,13,0,0,12,4,0,8,6,0,2,1,2,12,41,10,37,43,9,28,0,0,3,0,23,8,0,11,13,159,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.10269995145881697,0.0,0.0,0.10284020372819698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610180232139571,0.11889227785528725,0.0,0.07358689445692213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924616541760362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073001263673567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068619331819275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108741997444847,0.11737143895116005,0.0,0.0,0.08867000954845282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285187421658835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261773910712718,0.0,0.05498403421653982,0.0,0.11962167408263155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593473239036554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855037610698885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443536879453187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351296311869946,0.08578539171146282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076159654619701,0.07433477032099245,0.1028307898929121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837586265690267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210747383100772,0.0,0.10572864404951987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736418140105626,0.078034804668295,0.0,0.10164233111205193,0.0,0.0,0.20622750307944346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918431964488161,0.09189230729173632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579618690212628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369179934576575,0.0,0.0,0.08386338334387593,0.19161475214719728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21455971825437564,0.17834057083079602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449006102129548,0.112172812207422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791280703808912,0.16917732139052902,0.18397039607160068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674341286296341,0.10339866425080688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280508145486802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605043287795133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924844229060456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661663923731289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777169853929392
socialanxiety,elevatecyv,2018/12/13,Ever have trouble being yourself or expressing your thoughts and emotions around others? Read ‘Platinum Perspective: A Realization of Self-Worth.’ It discusses how to become self-aware and embrace your own unique characteristics in a confident manner. [Platinum Perspective ](https://elevateinvestments.store/pages/platinum-perspective-a-realization-of-self-worth),18.05837398373984,24.900404146341465,11.826219512195125,22.44550813008132,56.31707317073172,10.538211382113822,43.418699186991866,9.725611199111238,7.033630894308941,314,15,22,8,6,86,35,41,0.064,0.8059999999999999,0.13,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,18,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259588316496098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28033072281866106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855199310538317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22960002424989706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538945511772753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7943871952091708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150938203758373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ManDown2000,2018/12/13,"Most terrible symptom I've recently been experiencing my eyes tearing up in social situations, it's the biggest symptom i'm dealing with when it comes to social anxiety. How do i lessen or stop it?",5.23153153153153,7.385524945945949,7.398378378378378,63.98693693693693,69.81081081081078,10.33873873873874,39.36036036036036,10.504223727775694,5.097944144144144,161,10,25,5,3,57,31,37,0.196,0.804,0.0,-0.7425,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,3,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,3,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20589124620944596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318401468326479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774713642616701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657431295395306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025244644318191,0.0,0.5487083606664451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501296329200796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594787054694523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,daedricprinceceros,2018/12/13,Best books on social anxiety and making friends? Aside from How To Make Friends & Influence People. I’ve read it many times.,3.291159420289855,6.415846521739134,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,83.78260869565217,6.544927536231885,25.057971014492754,7.793537801064563,1.7859971014492757,102,4,18,2,3,30,22,23,0.055999999999999994,0.598,0.34600000000000003,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32790300642534553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23151361248800964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175949311724114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4676274057258496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40402009671693306,0.30682262140516564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20980779462226268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027151528461399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30849649297628645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646788527941776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,magicalmusketeer22,2018/12/13,"People on this sub who take Lorazepam, how mild/severe are the side effects So my dad is clinically diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and always has Lorazepam with him. So this was genetically passed down to me(not diagnosed tho) and I am very tempted to steal some of his pills since I will be practicing for job interviews soon. 

One is this a bad idea (l really want to try it once)?

Also how are the side effects based on your experiences ?",6.029076305220883,7.705007831325298,6.723072289156628,71.50019076305223,67.07228915662651,10.834538152610442,31.90562248995984,10.864195022040775,3.8643188755020086,362,15,63,11,6,119,66,83,0.14,0.841,0.018000000000000002,-0.8947,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,7,2,0,0,3,0,9,4,0,4,0,12,11,8,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,6,0,10,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973720189255305,0.1974198109675575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18150369599815314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810267578415605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816289933427516,0.0,0.0,0.2719211825328983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23208637616104544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26783831788473345,0.0,0.0,0.23544451795871585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25267477673135874,0.16077391087381335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644866138276615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151995204383454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268036924384543,0.0,0.1962644054070782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783904303961028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108436114316085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576482828124894,0.13994243861126546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FewUnit,2018/12/13,"Do I have social anxiety? Hello, sorry if this question has been asked a ton in this sub, but I really want to find out if I'm just shy or actually socially anxious. 

Why I might be just shy:

1. I'm an 18 year old girl- socially awkward, self conscious teenage years, right?
2. Not a loner/outsider in school. I guess I have certain social skills, because I do have a few close friends in class and an additional, tight knit 'clique' of many years. 

Socially anxious behaviour:

1. Okay, this was the first situation that made me seriously consider the fact that I may have social anxiety. I went to a MUN conference (basically fake UN conferences for high school kids), and during all breaks I locked myself in the toilet because I just couldn't bear to talk to anyone, or endure sitting in the room filled with people.
2. Like I mentioned earlier, I do have a few friends in class. But when these friends have other commitments and can't be with me during breaks/recesses, I either pace around the school anxiously or lock myself in the toilet (this seems to be a recurring theme here lmao). 
3. All of my friends are extremely sociable or extroverted, which is why they could be friends with me in the first place. This is also the reason why my social standing in school is pretty decent (yes, social standing is useless and all, but high school, c'mon), since my close friends are all the popular kids with a ton of friends.
4. I don't know if this is related to social anxiety, but I have this thing when I first meet people (even if its in a group), I appear to be extroverted and I don't really have an issue interacting with them. But the moment the relationship between us is established as somewhat of an acquaintance, I feel extremely anxious whenever I see them, and I just can't bring the relationship into the next step. The same goes for mutual friends-- my level of anxiety just skyrockets around them. 
5. Okay, this last one is sort of more irresponsible than socially anxious, but I was working part-time, and I was going to be about 15 minutes late. While I wouldn't say I LOVE this job, it was easy cash and the coworkers were nice enough, and I had zero intentions of quitting. Which is why I have no idea why I suddenly got extremely anxious, turned off my phone and ignored about 30 calls from my manager and coworkers over the course of the next few weeks, when I could have just texted them and apologised for being 15 minutes late. 

These are the more recent cases that I can think of, and I would love to hear your opinions. Thanks guys!

​",6.096889923511803,6.906437235051553,6.423365480545398,76.87598603259066,66.34020618556701,10.134353175922849,31.933821084137012,10.163272556057118,3.2003142667110067,2029,79,375,47,31,654,236,485,0.107,0.75,0.14300000000000002,0.9796,1,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,1,1,5,6,16,22,0,1,30,3,51,2,0,3,7,81,72,33,0,10,22,0,2,1,8,4,0,2,1,5,20,25,0,2,9,0,1,6,8,5,0,5,10,5,49,17,48,48,15,55,0,1,1,2,46,24,0,17,22,260,69,10,0.0,0.0,0.05344852369343925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043800290322809465,0.0,0.059344276235704034,0.06655267096125135,0.0,0.0,0.16759843615453004,0.37125334372510416,0.0,0.03829710546148218,0.0,0.0,0.09751547381215728,0.05120342296678791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677569714614337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592723995445969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746025649609197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056593008510169414,0.0,0.03617568055239805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027693826240074545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005963477795634,0.13976436690640753,0.0,0.0,0.3385270570503122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03112757986072785,0.0,0.04380531353037805,0.0,0.06033635072888836,0.05423182854174845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173081506148986,0.0,0.0,0.11573698245884365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618297095451406,0.0,0.05716661757916822,0.05435169349311688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030100668950778637,0.0446456154682773,0.12356798202433365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026758308216973014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886579955847996,0.05182557518347055,0.0,0.055529123073705285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581032978894082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164990038932928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747287414815045,0.0,0.037114197439226115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059311576267540474,0.0,0.07594252859222954,0.0,0.05722396104189244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572172299438848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613559728600695,0.05825562247066283,0.0,0.0,0.07017531631398367,0.0563136347698586,0.05407968253823788,0.11760695573526912,0.0,0.04677407216952071,0.0,0.04355603928471663,0.0,0.27715550968667496,0.0436453373930228,0.049861394648559536,0.05713802168120651,0.0,0.0,0.045307076583387736,0.06156481646344696,0.0,0.5583206234218772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131156831944391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402279622478818,0.0,0.05042571063268325,0.0,0.0,0.03638737000355647,0.035094998299514735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957504042153217,0.0,0.0,0.06588268109740211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03230531165483549,0.0,0.043933933696469175,0.0,0.0,0.0507731978109623,0.2471112115340082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03987388698259835,0.0,0.0,0.038907694898792734,0.0,0.06655267096125135,0.10581204324837368
socialanxiety,iPrototypeZ,2018/12/13,"Hey, guys! Is this a good idea to beat the shit out of social anxiety? So I have this crazy idea to go and randomly ask people some question like: what's your opinion on.. Etc. I'll actually really be asking for people's opinion so to not be a total weirdo.. I'll go to the place with most people and start a small talk with different people. What do you think? ",1.0802702702702691,3.3281134459459487,3.1661486486486474,88.83814189189192,83.45945945945945,6.402702702702705,18.70945945945946,7.645422480735847,0.5987621621621622,281,7,59,5,8,95,52,74,0.063,0.799,0.138,0.7749,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,5,0,5,1,1,0,1,16,11,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,10,9,4,7,0,0,0,0,9,4,1,6,2,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.17882843784463925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401879998343063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34263352881243275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146032206798336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437547220876912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20829374118191016,0.15370387423845525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814492245885856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137405341170348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895281315018628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081780680047959,0.0,0.19146032206798336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052852356023284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739652776624347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810651260704886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680329783408986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297073762759456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472917741112108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742108646553436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CorruptedXDesign,2018/12/13,"Work shirts for anxiety sweats... Anyone have any advice on work shirts for someone who sweats profusely if asked simple questions by their manager / boss?

Tired of having to hide sweat stains from wearing undershirts (which are usually very damp and uncomfortable)",9.792857142857144,12.325052571428573,7.289047619047621,67.73928571428571,59.0,11.314285714285715,35.42857142857143,11.20814326018867,4.751514285714286,216,9,29,6,3,62,38,42,0.139,0.861,0.0,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,6,1,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,15,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29911170481723104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815454906195624,0.0,0.23416122140869464,0.0,0.0,0.2140281782345466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28615675270750396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428955514211523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593526181660588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518102489530419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33711951120284755,0.2525597677066977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4456804391443653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sad_As,2018/12/13,"How do I connect?  I’m alone. That has become almost part of who I am. I’m lost because of it. I have no connection, therefore no position or placement in this world. It’s like everyone else is part of a web that I’m desperately trying to cling to, without success. I wish I could say that it’s bullshit. That I shouldn’t be in this situation, or that it isn’t fair, but I can’t think of a reason why. What I am is not likeable or popular, captivating or memorable. I’m uniquely unlikable. My qualities do not add up to an appealing sum. One-part peculiarity, two parts anxiety, and stir. I’m a failed experiment. ",1.5335049627791584,3.810599137096773,4.40258064516129,80.4873325062035,81.82258064516128,8.33151364764268,28.08684863523573,9.057496981413335,2.752250124069479,479,23,97,14,13,171,78,124,0.226,0.73,0.044000000000000004,-0.9558,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,3,0,19,21,7,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,1,9,3,11,17,3,4,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,5,1,65,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669989963604375,0.17272645656737606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275808328831838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166322853281518,0.18418759548512645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315461198766926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931738089860218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935867890228492,0.0,0.16313592408480412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814768282376741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205235074958584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130096516347336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7223953133166762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147034522431104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262452553944365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745975776205615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686135779829564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322787035316985,0.0,0.16291291688766327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048662699078172,0.0,0.19178063586437802,0.16076315058149562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheOffandOnSwitch,2018/12/13,How well does a fake diploma bring in good friends?  I am not interested in the jobs that these diplomas can get you. I am also not interested in the money these diplomas can earn you. I am simply interested in the types of friends you can make simply by having one of these. A fake degree would be nice too maybe. Just to keep me nice and absent from violent predators that just want to murder and rape me. Any thoughts on this? ,3.522142857142857,5.392989785714287,4.120952380952383,86.8907142857143,73.76190476190476,6.704761904761906,25.095238095238088,7.447530270364453,1.104138095238095,338,11,68,4,7,107,54,84,0.245,0.589,0.166,-0.8894,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,6,14,3,0,5,0,9,1,0,2,0,12,15,4,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,5,1,1,1,0,8,9,11,12,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,50,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23882909493655724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030912188699863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26134931204546263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614701754885332,0.0,0.15603151327948872,0.0,0.0,0.25049218977548965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963625507858883,0.2654525059635084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935019061111356,0.0,0.3000325560519259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023719504683526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370935470431225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615062108731894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26852086480320897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121513234332905,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,taciturnextrovert,2018/12/13,"Ideas for exposure to slightly social things to start to do in Miami I'll be going to Miami for nearly 3 weeks for vacation, and will be staying at my cousin, doing nothing.

I'm thinking of making this time work for me. What are some social events I can go to alone and do kind of ""field tests"" to mingle with people that would't be too anxiety inducing in Miami?",6.344583333333333,5.993197625000002,7.491111111111113,73.415,65.80555555555556,11.088888888888887,30.5,10.686352973137794,3.2300166666666663,287,9,53,7,4,98,53,72,0.053,0.9470000000000001,0.0,-0.4019,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,2,0,8,15,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,17,11,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,37,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604010378138495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233985313059013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28578186174495684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28382883577873885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618210138785633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16782850310446948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412495906437829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430681491952887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125933590918691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779602942645338,0.2679861768834665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703595959187767,0.16110333660448115,0.0,0.0,0.146608256733357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016784058017492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304079064096732,0.0,0.0,0.17860549284800312,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,strasservisuals,2018/12/13,"Story of how I became permanently nervous to ask simple questions to anyone ever again Is anyone always afraid of asking a simple question and possibility of be made fun of for being clueless and getting a response like ""OMG, Really?? How do you not know that??""

I had an embarrassing moment happen to me 13 years ago in a 7th grade class that made me completely terrified to ever ask a question again. I never really told this story to anyone before. I stumbled across this subreddit not too long ago and thought it might be a good time to share.

So one day the teacher had us watch a documentary on Mt. St. Helens while answering questions on a quiz. Before the movie started, he handed out the quiz to the class while also explaining the rules or details about the movie and the questions on the quiz. Unfortunately, I accidentally spaced out for like 10 seconds when he was explaining all of this.

Before he started the movie he asked ""Anyone have questions?""

I raised my hand ""Are the questions on the quiz going to appear from the movie in order?""

A second of silence from my teacher, followed by ""BAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Ohhhh wow, that's a good one, *my name here.* Okay enjoy the movie guys.""

*(Okay, I know it's kind of a dumb question, and if I had simply paid attention I would've gotten my answer. But in my defense, I've had movie quizzes from school before where the questions weren't in the same order as the movie I'd be watching. I just wanted to be sure that's all...)*

I sat there in complete shock as the teacher laughed at me, followed by half of the class joining in to make fun of me for not paying attention. Then the movie started and I never felt the same asking a simple question since.

I couldn't believe that happened half of my lifetime ago, and yet it's still one of the many reasons I never feel like I can comfortably ask an easy question to anyone. I know it was a long time ago, but it's goddamn middle school you know what I mean?

**TL;DR:** I asked a simple question in a 7th grade class and then got laughed at by the teacher. Sorry if this isn't the best subreddit to post about this story, but I needed to let it out and see if anyone else out there can relate.",4.32382075471698,5.846154636792452,5.190235849056601,81.45087264150946,71.02830188679245,7.0924528301886784,27.16509433962264,7.531066641456977,1.5597867924528301,1722,59,318,19,32,561,188,424,0.061,0.848,0.091,0.8069,2,0,0,0,0,0,63.0,1,2,0,1,19,24,2,3,39,2,22,2,2,6,8,73,60,27,0,6,11,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,17,13,0,1,27,0,2,4,9,6,0,7,16,7,32,18,55,36,5,56,0,0,3,0,32,21,1,18,31,220,49,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19186522426213395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04327270000696273,0.04502484578785023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22701481796891898,0.055443309890396184,0.0,0.0,0.3541066147117086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841785527394805,0.06096478252603234,0.0567863567090409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346910880920345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03489724177987274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520295680331328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789334062541484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027360244101113314,0.03865704576425463,0.051955229264899004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02827086401499498,0.0,0.03075263691927174,0.09077179968480263,0.043277662708181966,0.0,0.0,0.05357858658060129,0.09570069524502983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056348478720659415,0.11895238208844765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055332359088751004,0.0,0.07930798419141492,0.0,0.0,0.09577340276277092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240263482613214,0.0361196402680213,0.05486025473138993,0.0,0.05894295039363185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057403422681748986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040122762591880544,0.12520165937505506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000143058073232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061002237657497224,0.05182356339990827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7274030160918349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933002928447149,0.05563531670082892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952682859001704,0.043119613541178124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044761336482841564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060573048335756274,0.11490053879867428,0.0,0.0432132671448158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05099915727232877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04295824148858051,0.06310534141193258,0.0,0.0,0.05170556202097918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508910040940134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03191618250856985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03843903766183756,0.0,0.0,0.03484583299079333
socialanxiety,drewble_jenkins,2018/12/13,"Sitting in car one street away from home because I freaked out about being forced to interact wjth some friends my girlfriend invited over to our house. I hate feeling like this.  I feel so bad for constantly making a big deal when people come over.  

Sometimes, I can cope just fine (although I always end up downing a bunch of liquid courage) and everyone describes me as funny and social and whatever, but inside I feel like I'm dying.

I can't stand small talk or having to revisit the same stories over and over again when we meet new people, and I feel terrible because my girlfriend is beyond amazing.  She's so caring, and our relationship is otherwise fantastic.  As in I'm currently shopping for an engagement ring fantastic.

So now, I'm sitting alone in my car in the dark one street behind our house trying to gather the courage to just go back in and socialize.  I feel like such an idiot, but I just can't shake the feeling of being trapped.

I'm on medication for depression (Wellbutrin) but I can never really tell if that's helping.

Blargh.

Anyone else out there in the same boat?",6.384824495892455,7.164417990291263,6.571553398058252,76.17154219566841,65.6990291262136,9.639432412247947,34.29275578790142,9.661875296680813,3.3510303211351764,870,38,152,17,13,279,126,206,0.12,0.6729999999999999,0.207,0.9629,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,4,0,0,0,15,17,2,1,9,0,9,1,0,1,1,30,24,20,1,1,8,0,6,3,3,0,1,1,1,0,2,11,0,0,6,1,1,5,3,7,0,2,0,7,20,10,32,22,4,39,0,1,0,0,18,21,0,3,13,105,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394953959182343,0.0,0.0,0.11207060122785913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941764733531306,0.13800302843360127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654312720385655,0.1035661996677623,0.112458247585023,0.16420822375846214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732265189609924,0.0,0.0,0.11602116020100188,0.0,0.14554909425719353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885666500820382,0.1160059514133216,0.0,0.13978412564377946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251393441954402,0.0,0.11929294713023995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869946184422387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086115946649409,0.2886618455667386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405905349582316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654588147006726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297579831150472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902780404244171,0.0,0.1351023171741061,0.0,0.0,0.3108220606056152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197404195727414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990480100796837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356832583565282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387912862601716,0.13008180815576995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253516468358336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867503936434225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628411634840583,0.0,0.0,0.14460372656733836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27459342778308593,0.0,0.0,0.13320915755899532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082565286758778,0.11772261372943565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144381768598843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Th30n3Tru3M0rty,2018/12/13,"I want a normal life but my anxiety won't allow it I'm about to turn 22 and I'm still living at home. I did some college but didn't go to class because of anxiety and also had a few jobs but none for longer than a month or two. Whenever I get a job I get horrible anxiety and get physically ill. I don't want to sound like a choosing beggar but I've been looking for a job recently but have nothing to put on a resume and I can't work in fast food, it's too fast paced for me and my mind practically shuts down before I have a panic attack. I'm trying to go to school but I get so nervous and never want to talk to anyone or have anyone talk to me. I don't even want to sign up for classes because the first day they have those ice breaker to introduce yourself to people and that terrifies me. I have no idea what to do and feel helpless, any advice helps a lot. I'm just hoping that my future won't be the same. I know I need to change, I just don't know how. ",1.8799528301886783,2.795288551886795,4.16051886792453,88.83341981132078,76.21698113207545,7.186792452830187,23.15566037735849,7.645422480735847,0.8540320754716979,751,21,174,10,16,262,117,212,0.18899999999999997,0.737,0.07400000000000001,-0.9811,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,9,6,1,2,11,0,17,3,0,2,1,38,38,19,0,7,10,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,6,8,1,0,5,0,1,3,10,4,0,2,4,3,20,2,26,31,5,18,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,5,10,113,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506070967366925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234567012598893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703088247047168,0.0,0.29371336583419666,0.0,0.0,0.1789733763613855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559588279519728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603100852035096,0.0,0.10890167126111794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538601645035125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253660148165133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845296741439818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471060314906431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885984000979528,0.154754090880609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674573596923519,0.0,0.14546812346526405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857823888003472,0.0,0.12837451328332622,0.12711315401709006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447399801359978,0.0,0.0,0.3810016179371248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066907375742646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039615629644678,0.06252463090359257,0.0,0.11300880656471685,0.0,0.10747108330420987,0.0,0.0,0.10880413672023173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922345635042776,0.0,0.10215252515519152,0.0,0.0,0.09489565070151024,0.0987061721559938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539336249035735,0.1228003940608156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015711708966986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872531349165799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865538704801666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263649466427025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952273219623406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220510353081563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057311742566004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689011286963999,0.13920563972950156,0.1250179985911486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019440049895069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317106470494768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,skiddydeebop69420,2018/12/13,"j got diagnosed i j got diagnosed with social anxiety, im 15 and a guy. Idk why but i struggle talking to other guys bc im always afraid im gonna make my self look stupid, i started meds today and idk when im going to start therapy. Ive been dealing with this for almost 4 years now and j had the guts to talk to my mom last night and then yeah. just anytips on how to cope? and like on weird thing is i can openly present things in class  and i can openly talk to girls but i cant for the love of me talk to other guys. I feel really bad for my girlfriend bc yesterday i ended shit with her bc i was feeling really bad and yeah. any thing will help please and thanks.",-1.1784670580561,0.8854264109589067,1.3460861056751483,97.79477168949774,96.53424657534248,4.698760600130463,15.856490541422048,6.42735559955562,-0.38482217873450697,520,13,123,7,21,176,91,146,0.207,0.664,0.129,-0.9278,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,2,2,3,2,9,5,2,2,0,21,21,13,0,0,3,1,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,5,6,13,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,5,3,15,3,17,14,0,18,0,0,1,1,16,5,1,1,13,64,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380818236960108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456933122966066,0.0,0.0,0.07728869794256714,0.0,0.08694508956387206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979288321568305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717240563301748,0.0,0.2307130757445797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066381465719892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493387447073786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459225470104511,0.0,0.18179916212394895,0.0,0.0,0.3376063379560901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761799599013759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910638044781378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264327578676257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552566140551137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544083501483228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10257727929501953,0.0,0.07586500663428009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624410416128148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311032995343122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066566910666684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475809241656342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561947717618834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856603263277372,0.0,0.11666431938181608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585606100528024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088994009096594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188159616059983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654035012199931,0.0,0.1046374423980456,0.12997338955397367,0.0,0.22652023848499064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773081510624458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255516417468936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318952601430137
socialanxiety,foxhoundmg,2018/12/13,"Can't take much more anxiety, desperate for help! Hello everyone, Im new to the whole reddit thing I've been lurking on unrelated posts(mostly video games) that don't have anything to do with anxiety. I just created and account in the last 15 mins and what motivated me was the fact I don't really have anyone to talk about my social anxiety, I hope I can get some feed back or talk with people that have a similar problem as I do. My anxiety I feel is a little different more on that later but first some history on how it all started. please bear with me as I am at the end of my rope!

I never used to have any anxiety and honestly didn't even know what it was until I got it. Its got to the point where I can't even be normal in day to day activities, I cant even talk to my parents without acting weird or being anxious. I've been living like this for over 9 YEARS, I remember exactly how it started. When I was young I moved to different schools 4 or 5 times, I was always anxious to start in a new school, but eventually it would die down and I would make plenty of friends I was very normal back then, of course I would have some anxious thought but I was being put into a new situation with new people so it was natural. 

When I finally got to high school we had moved from Michigan to California, so I had to start all over again and had the same feelings, anxious for the first couple a days then slowly adjusted and the anxiety died down made great friends and it was all great(no anxiety) till about senior year. My best friend was a girl I am a male btw, and she had been my friend since sophomore year, she was a great friend and I started to like her junior year she liked me back and told me, but I never in my whole life had asked out a girl or even flirted with one, so I never made the move to hook up with her. We used to smoke cannabis together all the time and one day I was thinking in my head(while I was high on cannabis) that I must be awkward with her that's why she doesn't want to date me, boy would I regret that thought for the rest of my life, I'm 26 now was about 17 at the time. After that thought, I started to think I was awkward with everyone and me thinking it all the time turned me into a awkward person the main thought that would come to mind was if I'm awkward with this girl I'm awkward with the person I'm talking to. From that moment on it expanded rapidly, its like I wasn't in my body anymore it always felt as I had become self aware of my actions and that they were not natural, I was no longer behind my eyeballs so to speak. I felt as if I was watching myself through a window. I started think about me being awkward with my mom and my dad who I have great relationship with and I actually started to get awkward with them and to this day I still am, our relationship isn't what it used to be(I miss it). I started to get awkward with EVERYONE in my family I know they see acting awkward but they don't wanna hurt my feelings and mention it to me, even as I type this my mind is struggling on how to form sentences and express my self properly. I'm awkward even when people are just passing by and saying hi, I've been awkward with every person in my life I've met after I had that stupid thought! I've tried to put myself in social situation, hell I work at a liquor store where you have to talk to people all day I manage, but im VERY awkward and I cant keep full conversation or generate a proper response almost every handshake I do or hug I give is awkward because I feel as if I'm watching myself. My actions are not what would naturally come to me. i just keep thinking in my head I'm not being normal and make myself anxious. I've been to a psychiatrist and she gave me medicine mostly ssri which didn't do a damn thing to help me. I don't have thoughts of suicide, but I feel as I'm done with life! Not in a kill myself way, in a stay at home all day and do nothing kind of way. I'm not depressed I'm generally a happy person when I'm alone or watching TV in my room I love to ride my motorcycle and everything else in life is A okay, but my anxiety has been eating at me and I don't want to be like this for the rest of my life. I miss those moments where I wanted to chill with family/friends and actually looked forward to meeting them. Now every time they want to hang out or invite me over for dinner I get a feeling of dread my anxiety kicks in before I even see anyone. I honestly don't know what to do anymore. Everyday is a struggle to act normal and the fact I try to act normal makes me awkward. I have to ""act"" normal instead of me just reacting naturally to a situation. Its on my mind 24/7 and I'm getting more frustrated each and everyday. I don't know what to do anymore if anyone could please help me or give me advice or if they were or are in a similar situation please tell me what you did to over come. I'm going to make an appointment soon with my psychiatrist and try meds again or anything that will help me since I'm beyond desperate at this point please feel free to ask me any questions or to clarify anything I wrote. my anxiety has also crippled my proper writing skills so please bear with me. Thank you for your time reddit users!


",3.357353034337933,4.451570322520858,4.828460482631602,84.77171337736537,72.8368860055607,7.8358583310848084,27.65266714374539,8.270973371851149,1.7560699686770451,4114,151,863,64,79,1380,357,1079,0.109,0.7509999999999999,0.139,0.9949,3,1,1,0,0,2,74.0,3,4,7,6,42,54,5,17,41,1,96,14,2,14,14,185,188,80,4,27,36,3,9,5,5,8,6,2,3,11,46,59,4,2,28,4,3,20,26,29,0,4,54,17,143,26,146,118,25,140,1,5,6,2,76,52,2,25,72,605,189,9,0.0,0.0,0.07239547135808737,0.0,0.0,0.0362471691452069,0.0,0.0,0.037143608156115115,0.03841749927098809,0.0,0.02966351962991725,0.0617292379096747,0.0,0.0,0.05044946771844516,0.0,0.283762930803243,0.2095245025413121,0.11035983720650798,0.07780954860708468,0.0,0.09157394093284303,0.0,0.0693545056939177,0.0,0.0,0.08556743483994468,0.0,0.02261174741648355,0.040966664608873764,0.03156368861729365,0.0,0.03892715746138047,0.0,0.0,0.041202323412546885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585784838491324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02961600272839255,0.041043060009743663,0.0,0.16745488760360736,0.0,0.031948427577235934,0.0,0.07699403280898734,0.07750926211481404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03795935131896954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03795573315021643,0.030986714400756888,0.0,0.032853677207356144,0.0,0.0,0.17149854523749436,0.0,0.09375818165542923,0.10633278859916973,0.03333708987487944,0.0,0.03496828680147522,0.0,0.13128850210166665,0.0,0.0712308204908962,0.040633925839468295,0.0,0.06310312878043722,0.0,0.0,0.17194927125016035,0.0,0.09689866007073616,0.07116659710917718,0.02108099214469524,0.0,0.08900076471363218,0.16358209272753788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03948653557964922,0.0,0.0,0.07613690838981918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945149886449894,0.07838227157337901,0.03720763067038665,0.03684204260683384,0.0,0.0,0.039709172972191016,0.0,0.08013431527248023,0.0,0.0,0.06594050547778511,0.04103826970257402,0.038626991252621284,0.08154208821123543,0.030236011703861088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720068001711018,0.09060962783666797,0.03717725770560354,0.03275408669227869,0.0,0.031149051887768824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03347817519377486,0.07019720442291454,0.09904033332272784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041202323412546885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123610562922081,0.043443255435402416,0.0,0.11827300664839704,0.027267862833450264,0.0,0.0858259798896897,0.14329986268284747,0.0,0.0,0.2180615046116844,0.035592046984502364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502707957492137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041187749142022036,0.0,0.0,0.1028633678470402,0.1295538470285484,0.0,0.20358666672911346,0.07013036592684876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03549330369310528,0.0,0.0745780763269308,0.04155301464747459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023762934648077744,0.0,0.0,0.07964870128386388,0.0420195077708698,0.0,0.0,0.029498101880178693,0.0,0.11262127956054685,0.059117157122498674,0.0,0.07739285814151152,0.0,0.0,0.061367965632209566,0.16677781158219246,0.0,0.07562394975285258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629362537540716,0.03953655039737288,0.029622778287854607,0.0,0.0,0.07755599691861924,0.0,0.04057407846702802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027889565046083212,0.14907105299457396,0.03242120212899606,0.03415055119911318,0.0,0.0,0.049286315521039466,0.11883952860780865,0.0,0.17668774624068226,0.12977650112594954,0.0,0.0,0.035444262866389915,0.0,0.07555180103607886,0.04034688738300308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611017274037087,0.0,0.06121175782761586,0.08751441959504706,0.05888591170811184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033470957475797425,0.0828267482398022,0.0,0.035756642861814375,0.0,0.02700438331600401,0.0,0.0,0.15810020840671996,0.0,0.0,0.09554754390429976
socialanxiety,Crrrrraig,2018/12/13,"Anyone else feel like you get way too excited about making new friends and need to calm yourself down? Title may not make much sense, but essentially, after I meet someone and we become friends, I get super excited that I met a new friend, to the point where I want to hang out with them again the next day if we could.

And then I have to tell myself to calm down and take it easy because I don't want to make it seem like I'm clingy or anything. It's difficult to find a balance!",8.881060606060608,5.3946980909090945,8.365530303030301,79.16829545454544,63.04040404040404,11.516161616161618,35.861111111111114,8.841846274778883,2.744614141414142,377,11,83,4,4,120,70,99,0.027999999999999997,0.6459999999999999,0.326,0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,1,1,1,4,11,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,3,0,23,17,8,0,5,4,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,11,10,13,14,1,14,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,4,9,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695883088688512,0.18604118974685693,0.14941765745547395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068414099673532,0.2005311663099989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496985842675214,0.0,0.0,0.1170984270680391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167947008194194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180787320234016,0.12971452823249252,0.0,0.0,0.16595282148479687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208444626766133,0.0,0.1897269548632169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741307008983265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636006325366489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347575129629716,0.13463277180385527,0.0,0.3507252649222215,0.19310307078762065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164350829298095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652956351319432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384472017386328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365189736573821,0.0,0.15870126450791214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419084025864352,0.14412279675189207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lumpybacon,2018/11/23,"Feeling a little down despite making progress Hi,

I hope you're all doing well and, to those of you who celebrate it, have had a great Thanksgiving. 

Like most of you here, I have social anxiety. Over the past half-year or so, I've been improving noticeably thanks to medication and therapy. I can somewhat reliably order food by myself (but not yet pay for it), walk to a different part of a store without a parent or family member, and even hold eye contact for more than a split second. Not too long ago, I told some mattress deliverymen where to put a bed by myself, and a week ago, I held open a door for a stranger.

But I still feel like I haven't really gotten anywhere. I still have a great deal of anxiety going out, and I can't hold a conversation yet. My therapist says I need more practice to get better at it, but I don't really have anyone to practice with. I just feel kind of trapped, and it seems so overwhelming how much farther I have to go. I know I've made progress, but my life doesn't feel any different overall.

How long will it take to get better? Am I not doing enough to improve? Anyone here have any stories to tell about their progress?",4.454152173913041,5.481402447826087,5.356250000000003,82.26437500000003,70.17391304347825,8.880434782608695,28.722826086956523,9.188382445141503,2.3161956521739127,913,33,182,18,16,299,134,230,0.07,0.79,0.14,0.8914,3,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,1,5,16,11,0,1,13,0,17,4,1,4,1,39,36,16,0,2,11,1,4,2,0,1,2,1,3,0,7,9,1,3,6,0,2,4,8,1,1,1,6,6,22,10,28,29,9,23,0,1,1,0,13,8,0,7,12,127,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852959395119614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764549660050296,0.0,0.1885909984890916,0.0,0.0,0.17237605610027645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803138464942784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270782575792629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575662207358771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736314523357234,0.0,0.08141373956626571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162009446525594,0.0,0.2493009582873913,0.08805877716197047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904954241640272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287991705136868,0.0,0.14010587452190693,0.0,0.0,0.2717947523580216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242750633306193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835895845064346,0.06774186374129249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706397133360222,0.12043969336002434,0.12354143883310068,0.0,0.21816692313640146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663398770750424,0.08227869695291888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241740326516258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061214345135324,0.0913976052838496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403352091380851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686845413924287,0.13348130981298573,0.11766803380213167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239128895384494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579302680454552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802331247722423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221357929808254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565062808951266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19687523382682925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267808350757263,0.0,0.10773688558290982,0.11348357819963695,0.14096144725337575,0.14311729957798985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778263118725005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887376772097303,0.0,0.11082781909036836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882068177191164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937702899161712
socialanxiety,Astumed,2018/11/23,"These people that fuel my SA You know them, whatever you'll do they'll still insult you/put you down but since when they do it everyone acknowledge their thought on you you HAVE to ""please"" them and honestely this is what kicks my overthinking from 0 to ""cry myself to sleep"" like 




""so if I do this, they'll notice (because of course they'll notice and critisize all of your imperfections) and insult me, so I gotta not do this BUUUT if I don't do it then it's my own pleasure/freedom that'll get destroyed""







 so yeah thoses people that analyze you and critisize (not constructively and just for laugh of course) that I hate and of course I got that in my friends group, so what I do, 




1: Change friend group (risky since we're already well in the year and hard to do since groups are already formed)







2: Don't talk to that guy (acting like he isn't here),
less risky but since he does the same to other friends and they don't seem brothered by it and I don't want to put drama/shit on me for it",3.894334975369461,4.722260083743844,4.190123152709361,90.84754926108377,71.3152709359606,7.573399014778326,24.352216748768484,7.7094869923839395,0.8822571428571441,779,20,174,9,14,243,107,203,0.106,0.748,0.147,0.8744,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,7,8,0,9,12,4,0,2,1,20,1,1,0,1,23,28,19,0,3,7,1,1,2,3,6,0,0,0,1,19,9,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,4,1,0,2,1,29,8,20,20,5,11,0,0,0,0,28,5,0,3,6,115,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145927147558721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689101839921752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078834595688584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657342008790878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473765341606947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620301165336207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303779892976809,0.0,0.07447123037406751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400220339508366,0.0,0.0,0.14113694092421564,0.0,0.0,0.1276877797005733,0.14072867087011728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833621785802411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392756197827113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245653104017377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763848020182387,0.0,0.0,0.1564660393446566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865839991462877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976299896462729,0.0,0.0,0.14631518992421966,0.471642012680869,0.0,0.14264287076246515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113832572327849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456819652159925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316078265821873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407374387269538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816051554396066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917910416482937
socialanxiety,Elena_tries,2018/11/23,"Defeated once again by social anxiety  

Hello!  
So I had a university lesson today called ""drama-therapy"" and we basically learn and do stuff that are kind of difficult for us with social anxiety because the teacher makes us touch, talk to strangers , dance etc. Anyway so today was a special lesson because it would be 5 hours long and we would do it in a new place. I was extra anxious and really didnt want to go but I had to conquer my fear. I called my friend and we said we would go together and that helped me with my anxiety because having a friend to cling to is always better that than being alone. Today though she cancelled and I decided not to go. I felt so guilty and sad because I really wanted to go and I dont like when my anxiety wins over me. I wanted to hurt myself after that and I felt like shit. Anxiety doesn't always win but when it does I feel like I wont be able to do anything in my life and I will be stuck at home forever and miserable. How do you deal with those situations? I want to love myself regardless but I cant and Im treating myself really bad when anxiety wins

 ",2.750394146801984,4.538534551569505,4.808893084729764,81.48981826764222,75.68161434977578,8.282180788293607,24.74132641019589,8.99025400887824,2.0166825112107625,867,29,170,20,19,299,119,223,0.27,0.616,0.114,-0.9869,0,1,0,0,0,2,15.0,6,1,0,8,10,21,1,2,5,0,24,3,1,2,0,41,39,24,0,8,4,0,4,3,2,5,1,1,1,0,9,20,0,0,7,1,0,5,6,8,0,0,9,5,33,13,22,21,2,21,0,4,0,1,20,5,1,0,14,122,42,1,0.09528757816599506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868919374998504,0.0,0.0,0.15857379672568478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373684189004931,0.10764784079678053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841355780277466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956114760380689,0.2323456928906632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427411942491808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945985421948053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823730902562433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338680178472005,0.0,0.11167633194569476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627083778882818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722501696038464,0.04818026259210217,0.06807346488114525,0.1829820362541171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723789303998042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166165062993422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386925506872353,0.0,0.09558121017472544,0.0,0.09383907027256401,0.0,0.10200732321126524,0.0,0.10292693584978342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922734941229493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730443444711566,0.13965809259125633,0.0,0.0,0.08432650815168903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600075957024711,0.0,0.06360519834597239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920293367672006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014781608966556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995552382562786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831309876530696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064030747169999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978113296681016,0.0,0.1071072302515994,0.0,0.1942673721851143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908147964672478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658854590051728,0.0,0.0,0.10896965002759708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361956174663057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709644472518798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923844816728475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481232967329876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030686847848348,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shittingphobia,2018/11/23,"I'm terrified of shitting myself by accident every single day It started months ago, I'm a 17yo male, obviously still at school. About 15/30 mins before our breaks (each lesson lasting 1h and each break 15mins), I legit feel like shit leaked of my anus, so I clench *real* hard to cover the smell, not make any stains etc. Then when I rush to the bathroom and wipe, there's no shit, no stains, no smell, not even wet. I checked this about 50 times by now, each time repeating myself ""No you didnt shat yourself it's all in your head you saw it so many times by now"", then think ""Oh crap it actually happened this time"" before repeating the cycle panic-bathroom-relieved-class-panic-bathroom-relieved-class over and over again

Whenever I actually have to shit (never did it at school, ever), I wipe, then shower, rinse the surface, rinse *inside* my anus by 1"" or 2"" till it comes out clear. Not before

What the fuck am I supposed to do? I ty my hardest to not think Im gonna shit myself by not chewing gum at all (excessive use can cause laxative effects), eating ""normal"" food (not junky, not 200% healthy either), and letting gases out when I do my check-up before putting some perfume on top of toilet paper and gently rubbing it on my butt cheeks to feel fresh.",4.322900728597453,5.704616053278687,4.7851912568306005,84.89906193078326,70.84426229508195,7.0615664845173045,26.260473588342442,7.3871296695380915,1.2994397085610196,983,31,189,10,18,312,150,244,0.177,0.7659999999999999,0.057999999999999996,-0.9828,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,3,0,3,13,8,7,0,6,0,8,15,11,4,6,38,22,14,0,1,9,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,11,3,0,6,0,1,3,13,7,0,0,3,9,21,1,27,17,9,41,0,0,1,2,5,12,8,2,25,113,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.2134604352154359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969507002900212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437595980486268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722663079808423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235403784780804,0.0,0.0942133425899392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053517992664332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191373113783944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197745999141675,0.07223844534247954,0.09893223708322256,0.09214969705394456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060242254572517,0.07813458999464022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225172164466342,0.0,0.0,0.10111163102320304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671632217802252,0.0,0.09797484023147657,0.0,0.11224609285614534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181393358788022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915187782342131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183915132059824,0.0,0.05343309527485562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300592239527431,0.11088492215828599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729880577145169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435357753906345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716025649336204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566463624878102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099479589789166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448802404634715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213783716811457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5613382654894422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774132831562551,0.0,0.08734373886923284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401609079769393,0.0,0.0,0.2551001961071981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446133815154473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,augboi666,2018/11/23,"So I got diagnosed with SAD Anyways I was locked up in treatment and in addition to being diagnosed schizoaffective they also diagnosed me with social anxiety. I’m actually a pretty outgoing person but I can’t really handle close relationships. They go well for a little bit but then it becomes a real close relationship and I get really uncomfortable and push people away. 

I don’t really enjoy close relationships and it’s hard for me to connect with people and understand their emotions. But it’s weird cuz I make friends really easily. But I tend to avoid close relationships. My affect also used to be very blunted because of it. Now it’s totally normal but it used to be hard for me to make eye contact with people too.

",3.90609523809524,6.740903170370372,6.0018253968253985,69.20750000000002,76.55555555555556,9.783068783068783,27.420634920634928,9.957137785484203,3.681285714285714,588,24,92,20,14,204,79,135,0.11199999999999999,0.7609999999999999,0.127,0.6153,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,8,6,0,1,3,0,6,4,1,6,1,30,16,15,0,1,5,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,6,14,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,2,3,14,3,18,11,2,13,0,1,1,0,11,9,0,0,2,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.12001833392971285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967065694960098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408531651811146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555106960154428,0.0,0.0,0.07497221031250817,0.13583034244489672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427080427424035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744900292560428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834470093016718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502005520849996,0.0,0.06425603990718233,0.0,0.06989679070606798,0.0,0.09836456432995967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203457906331732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326606750944695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419059886277468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050191347950533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25579272708240675,0.10738818729173367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512278909399274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998702124977402,0.3151564894589876,0.0,0.0,0.5281714034554368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253705554264309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803461835086868,0.0,0.21244391100913115,0.0,0.10147780038673407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058078616336964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vytenis__,2018/11/23,"Lego movie is free as an ad on youtube I thought this could make anybody's day a better day

[Lego movie](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UV875tTWW5o&feature=youtu.be)",7.588333333333335,11.828417370370367,2.338796296296298,90.31708333333334,79.0,5.662962962962964,32.675925925925924,7.1686216300943375,2.2639703703703704,147,7,23,2,4,35,24,27,0.0,0.733,0.267,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691776492290661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.382971539852036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34573172129378466,0.0,0.0,0.5585249401548286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890446191473202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34376999488831234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,angstkastbort,2018/11/23,"Longshot, but anyone from Norway/Scandinavia willing to talk? (Or anyone for that matter!!) ",6.2928571428571445,10.211675428571432,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,80.42857142857143,5.6571428571428575,28.42857142857143,7.1686216300943375,2.821828571428572,72,3,7,1,2,22,13,14,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8669986139430116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983105491768127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,abandonedtomato,2018/11/23,"I have to call my bank. I’m terrified. I got a NSF fee (non sufficient funds) charged to my bank account ($45) for a purchase I made online that I was sure I had money in my account for. The fee is more money than what I ordered! 

Well, I looked it up online and they say that the bank can easily waive the fee. You just have to “ask nicely” and tell them it was an “honest mistake,” and all that and I’m just sitting here riddled with anxiety with how I’m going to manage that.

It’s times like this where I ask myself if I should let my social anxiety bite me in the ass. It would cost me $45. Maybe I should just summon up the courage. Sigh. ",0.7539752947782183,2.507605138686131,2.7316788321167924,94.24795058955645,81.55474452554746,5.675238629983156,20.02751263335205,6.67199483983844,0.10294317798989328,492,13,114,5,13,165,82,137,0.10800000000000001,0.7490000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.6114,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,0,7,8,0,0,8,0,11,1,1,2,2,18,20,6,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,1,2,0,5,2,20,6,13,11,2,9,0,0,1,1,9,5,1,1,2,76,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742500733841895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4573523534592746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497728992868765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139016798896721,0.0,0.195635975842228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501290362876697,0.0,0.11950348754573667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20540975739584136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23145472906093625,0.0,0.0,0.24574238339620735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452270883482514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493478329295213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054086740726454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213798843309694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426333387182477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993265723114114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376304940765716,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Killerjayko,2018/11/23,"How to convey my feelings to friends So, I saw a really interesting askreddit post earlier about how to make friends with people who suffer from social anxiety. I have never considered myself to have anxiety of any sort but recently i've been wondering if my ""awkwardness"" was something more, and i heavily related to that post which made me start thinking I may have social anxiety as a lot of the tips described almost exactly how id like my friends to treat me. I havent been diagnosed or anything though so im not going to assume i do have it or self diagnose, but still some advice would be helpful.

Basically, in my group of friends at uni whenever i meet them I always sit really quietly and they now assume im boring or don't like them. It wasnt as bad a couple weeks ago as i found some close friends to support me but we had a small falling out and now I'm back to square one.

Some of the things I related to most from the askreddit thread was that people with social anxiety feel as though theres always too much conversation to contribute anything meaningful, and although quiet once somebody starts a conversation i could talk for hoyrs happily.

Is there an easy way to tell my group of friends this without coming across as though I'm attention seeking or trying to make them feel bad for not talking to me first?

Thanks!",7.431606448026685,7.15926624902724,7.731153418565874,72.330126459144,63.55252918287938,11.54519177320734,36.64508060033352,11.062562989136584,4.14345825458588,1074,47,193,27,14,352,147,257,0.049,0.727,0.22399999999999998,0.995,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,4,1,16,17,0,1,9,0,18,2,0,6,2,49,36,26,0,3,11,0,3,2,6,2,2,2,0,1,8,10,0,0,10,0,0,3,7,5,0,2,9,7,26,12,36,23,7,24,0,1,2,0,25,6,0,16,13,137,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941868976392128,0.08544002322003504,0.0,0.09651626049295643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040108922861807,0.0,0.0,0.06554551657419977,0.0,0.29493889589336103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863428058816248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411458068384165,0.16095590821989098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830276641060017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695606259035577,0.10664883860175801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565872026124956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620637378941442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198554633807911,0.0,0.1056818408644266,0.4468036757711232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477816050437738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646052392815308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082259864134948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941782759143598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819435945528543,0.0,0.09120238991703757,0.1286762795109863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085450991346967,0.0,0.07433852052714278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264752359368866,0.06531338039813615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364328479586934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462153221403685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234941732602454,0.0,0.09516915684932084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055120688982916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947589583855861,0.0,0.07420234767074206,0.0,0.0,0.13644445456554088,0.0,0.0769736686252697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937724228446072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494219648572186,0.08424526710019713,0.08873891523026435,0.0,0.0,0.06403431308521831,0.06176000377649396,0.28409510248233405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543949884873794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650640683449147,0.07731471840668787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291228365051336,0.10452607704156812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846956832356765,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fluffyoreo4,2018/11/23,"Does anyone else go deaf? My anxiety gets so bad that at times I feel as though I'm under water and everything is muffled out.  I can barely make out anything people say.   

For example I went to the doctors a couple months back and just those contact questions they ask when you first get there.... I had absolutely no idea what the woman was saying so I just agreed to everything.  I had a follow up appointment a month later and the woman tells me the number they had for me didn't work.   I have absolutely no clue to what number I even agreed to having lol.  

Just curious if anyone else experiences things like this at times. ",2.8019972451790665,5.221668586776862,4.1408471074380175,83.33430096418735,78.00826446280992,7.008539944903582,21.653581267217632,8.07648339933343,1.2645696969696971,493,14,92,9,12,162,83,121,0.086,0.792,0.122,0.3565,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,2,10,2,0,0,7,1,9,3,0,1,0,13,18,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,5,1,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,6,4,14,1,13,12,0,17,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,9,66,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728892187305454,0.0,0.0,0.23268939147169845,0.34097518800749105,0.13692589773222485,0.0,0.15555344441622387,0.0,0.0,0.12794467195307724,0.13892982113702568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410885608711947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703085900465705,0.1456101854491783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779972322174452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989991270069048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990836200166587,0.16276266133591166,0.0,0.0,0.08413246246256256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153239125599307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386521821484718,0.0,0.09456403465092496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878355728920644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129040538170511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106751342495924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656239648478504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535480653179395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639638447770912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646421486415348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543336767584322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054301469204818,0.0,0.1634786495684455,0.0,0.1940482602386788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424644185691086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113487933081245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PamJ788,2018/11/23,"R/generalanxiety not active!? Kind of sad that r/generalizedanxiety isn’t that lively or active, I just found it too and got really excited mostly because though I know I have social anxiety I have more traits that my doctor and I would so say appear to be g.a.d",6.779533333333332,7.23693042,8.138000000000002,66.40233333333336,64.8,10.666666666666668,26.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,2.7238666666666664,211,5,37,5,3,73,40,50,0.095,0.7340000000000001,0.17,0.5838,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,9,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,6,2,2,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736171178030314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711103671830607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33096222157356103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35453636565819385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586123734461661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367190580575298,0.17770459362834748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855237972439883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714616158048252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25714073909147084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32961440046980683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176895365420113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22969842040094726,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThrowAwayBumerang,2018/11/23,"I'm planning on creating a meetup for people with social anxiety, do you guys think this is a good idea ? My girlfriend broke up 2 weeks ago and I realised that I don't really have friends anymore. I only focused on her and now I'm alone. I'm trying to find new friends but I have social anxiety and I'm extremely introverted and not many people understand this and lose interest after a while, which is justified I guess.

Now on my search for new friends I found this app / site ""[Meetup.com](https://meetup.com/)"" which seems to be pretty popular. They even have ""social anxiety"" as a theme for meetups but there are absolutely none in my area. There are however 100 of IT groups, gaming groups, yoga groups etc.

Now I'm thinking about creating a group myself, aimed at people that are also introverted or have social anxiety, but I'm kinda scared since I feel like this is a lot of responsibility. And I also am kinda scared that the group members drag each other down instead of helping each other.

Have any of you people made experiences when it comes to this stuff ? Any advice ?

Thanks for reading this.",4.574883468834692,6.95635328780488,5.37166666666667,76.83527777777779,72.21951219512195,8.262872628726289,26.99864498644986,8.998388855275968,2.422636856368563,884,32,152,19,18,287,118,205,0.135,0.7120000000000001,0.153,0.841,1,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,1,2,11,12,0,2,7,0,15,0,0,1,0,28,31,15,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,16,10,0,0,8,3,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,1,16,8,22,28,5,20,0,2,0,0,20,9,0,6,11,103,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893828677613493,0.098821492001545,0.0,0.0,0.11546105948409688,0.0,0.17830319357012436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162228421200946,0.0,0.3411317160624988,0.0,0.11055954508712212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603131337204764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433117606012015,0.07363238148111295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905015368853653,0.0,0.0,0.05636832112742799,0.07964230002569743,0.0,0.0,0.10189193592188904,0.0,0.0,0.12223354814402172,0.25839064765798914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093505268721987,0.0,0.0,0.12280927756459947,0.11038406538946577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472360020872053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584887666453068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446415736581765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471911687754245,0.0,0.09477745871894694,0.0,0.10548635061226076,0.0,0.11302459307026635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153387685723462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478659161235681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091485302035429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341661308527165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115115202717006,0.0,0.07141780862843351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22322456253109824,0.0,0.0,0.10148843576350317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221852625412076,0.0,0.0,0.4545647960709593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761947617092273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026370507773576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286549767189274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756885200675981,0.0,0.0,0.11605601886090045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942361599027053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,forumscroller123,2018/11/23,"A rant about social anxiety It makes me so fustrated that in certain situations I can't convey who I really am because I get so shy and nervous. I recently joined a sports team and because I don't know anyone and feel quite uncomfortable I am so quiet and I guess I come off cold, even when people are complimenting me and I act so awkward. It just fustrates me so much because I can't convey my actual personality; my sassiness, happiness, even a simple thank you. It gets even worse when I'm around my crush and I just go super silent because I am too scared to say anything and just react to everything so abnormally.",5.439607438016528,6.345541917355376,6.887262396694214,72.62362086776861,67.84297520661157,10.016942148760329,31.65392561983471,10.125756701596842,3.284478512396694,496,20,90,12,8,170,75,121,0.17300000000000001,0.703,0.12300000000000001,-0.5088,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,17,8,0,3,3,0,7,0,0,2,1,18,17,15,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,9,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,3,0,0,0,4,19,5,6,17,1,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,63,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.17874463120225087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401223017512114,0.0,0.0,0.12807466921049135,0.0,0.1507308859032125,0.1630575196336655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466277657403547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778220594906986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36294035262320345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461874543416313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261477054545783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139446082383893,0.0,0.10409806292006853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177917019714867,0.0,0.0,0.19498474441110192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066382752510716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226543678647778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346488666875474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269849785154187,0.1599344142219181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482071784995544,0.0,0.0,0.1173415107402116,0.0,0.18085537715270295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566180018800176,0.18338218369314052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588745307372944,0.0,0.18671575383176428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863562222686354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666288547243448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sidhuykbesj,2018/11/23,"Anyone else act like a massive prick to cover for being really shy?. I feel like I've got nothing to say and no one will like me anyway so I act like a massive wanker. I'm shy and awkward so I go the other way entierly and get really belligerent, I'll insult people, offend them, spout whatever opinion is currently the least accepted simply because it feels better to be openly hated than be the awkward one that spills his drinks and trips over all the time. 

​

Its like, given the choice to be either hated or permenantly embarressed I chose hated. I know nobody can figure out who I am from this anonamous internet post but if I've insulted you or offended you, I am truly sorry. I'd much rarther talk about geogrophy or warhammer but people don't find those sorts of things interesting in my experience. I don't enjoy offending, insulting and hurting feelings but either you hate me or I do, i'd rarther it was you. ",3.492035690680765,5.949900404494383,5.132855254461337,76.91184732319896,75.85393258426967,8.233179114342366,26.7627230667548,9.007467420416297,2.6307947124917392,744,29,126,18,17,251,118,178,0.21600000000000005,0.6579999999999999,0.126,-0.9298,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,1,1,4,23,11,2,7,0,13,2,1,0,1,27,26,15,0,1,10,0,3,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,7,1,0,7,1,0,4,3,14,0,2,3,4,18,9,12,18,5,12,0,1,0,0,12,4,2,7,7,83,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470783839257002,0.1734997967246674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983881813817704,0.14630043754810007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704060794005727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262820153384066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987525812161916,0.0,0.0,0.11927881599900896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396714447704269,0.0,0.0,0.21658964939117376,0.10200586366159617,0.0,0.0,0.13050319893462034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459943829892167,0.0,0.0811481898526885,0.0,0.11419846691661632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.563883784206702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285464199802667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784710796547482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487884835639303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496364188640417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700636887106815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935100610779101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797872997735094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674887043534167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294386896439116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354862025642545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598364796882085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476543444363355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486022435730662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325927040105509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333634371048698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734997967246674,0.0
socialanxiety,Oh_Pablooo,2018/11/23,"Want to get a taste of a SAD-free life? Try alcohol.

I got terribly drunk at school today (bucket list material), by chugging half a liter of vodka. Today ended up as one of the best days in my life.

I have been suffering from social anxiety ever since grade school, I never had the courage to do the stuff that I want to do. I'm not a regular drinker so drinking was something new for me, I got drunk shortly. I felt so happy and confident; something that I haven't experienced lately. I did alot of crazy stuffs, things that I would've fantasized about. I had a great time talking with my crush, I performed infront of an audience, and I felt at ease walking around the campus.

Be careful with alcohol though, you don't want to end up relying on it to feel normal. It's only supposed to inspire you to go out of your comfort zone by dousing the negative effects of SAD. You'll be reminded of the satisfying and exciting feeling that you get whenever you go out of your comfort zone. I hope you'll be able to bring out the goodness inside of you!

Thanks!",3.505002828054298,5.2721403317307765,4.896187782805434,81.7517533936652,73.56730769230771,8.163348416289592,30.023755656108605,8.841846274778883,2.559731561085973,831,37,159,17,17,277,125,208,0.11800000000000001,0.665,0.217,0.968,0,0,7,0,0,0,25.0,0,9,0,3,6,15,0,0,14,0,15,8,0,1,2,24,33,7,0,5,1,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,9,9,6,0,6,4,0,4,5,3,0,2,9,6,25,12,36,19,2,25,0,2,0,0,11,11,0,2,10,110,34,4,0.1298950050168734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776365135389853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936932329964464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563409380531235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363167938802485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243661466297738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083771532290233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724765337165053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23009683912967455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749746866714438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135763488947175,0.0,0.2494391501463138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357295578053891,0.0,0.1476446495653089,0.10894976738138264,0.20777780329305434,0.14320970160075425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382756482282654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901504902189695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652722348720792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834973669901881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001830356420643,0.12545340527230536,0.0,0.0,0.12726952559558788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802021710858593,0.09879100460843278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629213596808477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074504904479021,0.0,0.0,0.13241159955099754,0.0,0.19999904191551765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973974072732972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440468469722324,0.0,0.11958986867522732,0.0,0.0,0.08629646951057098,0.0,0.12762118291611502,0.0,0.07574282201329846,0.0,0.2462505530634342,0.0,0.0,0.08819018187439193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298463182674529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227368469422484,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vinboi15,2018/11/23,"Anyone else Black Friday shopping at the mall? Big mistake for me, going here is like I’m begging to get sensory overload. Right now I’m standing outside Abercrombie in my phone and I can feel everything like I have spidey senses. It’s too much..I don’t want to move or look up, I’m like frozen awkwardly",2.416120218579234,4.71198473770492,3.656967213114754,86.95189890710384,78.672131147541,6.689617486338799,26.560109289617486,7.793537801064563,1.7004404371584698,243,10,47,4,6,79,51,61,0.11599999999999999,0.742,0.142,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,12,2,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,3,6,12,0,9,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,1,4,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269000997417837,0.33249175512061624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271080685368289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916424456813603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407850829417084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953946677613813,0.0,0.18442257946160032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756074431885475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725008603720347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448954207509496,0.23854710279446856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771238586495223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140032512493405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,random666999,2018/11/23,"To all the people who survived thanksgiving.... We fucking did it. I had to go to my girlfriends house for thanksgiving and met all of her siblings and extended family for the first time. It was very overwhelming at times and I’m sure I looked stressed, but overall I survived and at the least made a good impression on a few of them. Anybody else feel free to share their stressful holiday events ",4.913288288288289,6.988237716216219,4.6875675675675685,83.42207207207208,70.48648648648648,8.717117117117118,32.6036036036036,9.2995712137729,3.0836198198198206,317,15,58,7,6,97,55,74,0.069,0.649,0.282,0.9590000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,2,3,0,9,1,3,5,0,3,1,0,1,3,11,10,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,0,1,5,2,8,6,11,5,4,8,0,1,1,1,8,3,1,0,4,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086002869597607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354039401189553,0.0,0.1262606513909064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124028156295333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23085245516948255,0.0,0.0,0.14191569179959507,0.2094445231148668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881312940048293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096931310069563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362812138939661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311716057588772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5720828915912691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23534829564365964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912152933822668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603653041446945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DmSawzuk,2018/11/23,Unintended consequences of legal problems Court ordered AA meeting attendance 4x/wk for a year plus a mandatory 90 days in a row going to meetings was immensely helpful for SA,16.100645161290323,10.747296483870967,15.151612903225805,41.64741935483872,51.903225806451616,18.851612903225806,63.25806451612904,15.903189008614273,9.608845161290322,145,10,19,5,1,49,28,31,0.086,0.735,0.179,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,10,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406383281320029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581187756708344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42236447847813824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6029516246599657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40578461875160704
socialanxiety,ghostbusters1337,2018/11/23,"So theres a summer camp I want to go to I've been to this camp before, its basically a 3 week residential camp where you take a class for 7 hours and do other recreational things for the rest of the time, and I really enjoyed it the times that I've been, but its also stressed me out A LOT. 
I'm not really good in social settings, especially ones like these where I'm thrown into situations where I don't know anybody. Last year I had two panic attacks, because I felt so alone. 
I want to go because I know how fun it can be, but at the same time I'm afraid of all the anxiety and loneliness. 
",8.5912,4.888750520000002,9.264,73.17200000000003,63.8,12.880000000000004,36.2,10.793553405168565,3.4563599999999997,465,14,103,9,5,160,81,125,0.185,0.715,0.1,-0.9185,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,8,8,1,3,9,0,7,0,0,1,1,17,18,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,4,1,9,4,12,13,4,18,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,9,66,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900264570520795,0.0,0.15365703128261102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698919777309288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21859088996868128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23425770262440054,0.0,0.1634999066115747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448782459072985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183990780499941,0.1611607926186993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892225738723293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119400791682424,0.15662254021791336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938715741942014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335347278607293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020136065121796,0.0,0.0,0.22543891509578545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461840023126419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597726543620074,0.0,0.1958660293495504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009964949496927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444679465622933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276515568668903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33612113704043056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769621124920965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266623461605929,0.0,0.1541258693632675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237340690336735
socialanxiety,cykascribe,2018/11/23,"Social Anxiety Talking to Girls So I'm 17M and in my freshman year of college. I have serious anxiety when speaking to girls.

Background- 
I grew up in another country where there are only 11 grades: 6 in elementary and 5 in high. (No middle School). I attended an all-boys highschool there for my first 3 grades of highschool. I was a quiet person to begin with and I didn't really talk to girls from other highschools.

In my 10th grade year of highschool, I became really sick and the doctors at home could not diagnose what was wrong with me. So my parents brought me to the US and after a week in the hospital, i was diagnosed with cancer. I had to stay here for treatment and got homeschooled for the second half of my tenth grade year.

In the summer before 11th grade, my doctor cleared me to go back to school. It would be my first co-ed school since elementary. I was short, had no hair from the chemotherapy, fat from the steroids that i had to take along with the chemo and already had low self esteem from how things were going with my health. 

Unsurprisingly, i got bullied for my appearance but i didn't do anything about it because of my low self esteem and the almost constant nausea i felt from the medication i was taking the time. Anyway, i eventually met 2 or 3 guy friends  and 2 female friends that i would regularly talk to. I should mention that 1 of the girls is in the same year as me and the other is 2 years below me even though we are the same age since she started school 1 year late and that I got bumped up a grade because back home there are only 11 grades.

In 12th grade my hair finally started growing back and i didn't get bullied as much especially after the previous seniors left.  I had more acquaintances but my friends group didn't really increase. One of my female friends actually asked me out but it only worked out for a few months because 1. Dating changed our relationship for the worse ( I still blame myself, and not knowing what to do in a relationship) 2. I only had a few months of school left and she was two years behind. We broke up on good terms and we still texted a lot.

After highschool graduation, the girl friend who was in the same grade as me moved out of state for college while I attended a local college.

I am in remission now and things are getting back to normal in terms of my appearance but i have no self-confidence when speaking to girls. I don't know what to say to them so I just sit there hating myself for being so pathetic over something as simple as an everyday social interaction.

I've tried ignoring the problem but that obviously didn't make it go away. Online is probably the only way I could open up to something like this. I have no idea how to approach girls do I'm hoping for some help.

",4.584658908127544,5.871685250922514,5.309335793357934,81.75013577443467,70.1070110701107,8.289601665247423,28.65758349891191,8.69343788997812,2.1259022045605067,2194,80,424,37,39,711,244,542,0.11,0.82,0.07,-0.953,1,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,5,0,1,3,26,16,1,0,31,0,41,11,3,3,2,64,67,37,0,8,9,1,3,1,5,3,9,4,2,11,18,29,1,1,4,0,0,13,12,8,0,7,25,7,60,8,82,35,12,91,0,3,0,0,42,35,0,7,40,302,78,27,0.0,0.0,0.06718579739234197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894140987503945,0.0,0.0759755714252796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219321782820777,0.10533718984771323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056656105936981685,0.0,0.06436366364340343,0.0,0.0646850401644826,0.2117597038486295,0.0,0.12590745681560914,0.0,0.05858464759231277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728321427102171,0.0,0.0,0.07440031881592142,0.0,0.10993918384971182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397587096750489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093786025089738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045473509391277006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610495634347463,0.07541970947885794,0.0,0.1171242881780534,0.0,0.0,0.26595929006922103,0.0,0.07194056336370143,0.0,0.11738385624073926,0.057746505407458765,0.16519230370742255,0.0,0.0,0.06817042628755318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797322813768489,0.0,0.07318229257290201,0.0,0.0,0.04614741866950031,0.07274177953801357,0.13812048122761084,0.06838168088883516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772110530411296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567421158722153,0.0,0.07766363625012992,0.0,0.14960728689562075,0.0,0.0,0.033635695622554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05853217799621084,0.0,0.0,0.045956629906985694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935720027134287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990776574093736,0.07317461633622503,0.050611262646215384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745650334693774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665324273189051,0.2618103470500842,0.0,0.0,0.07644764836781104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060115490337823214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422987787448793,0.06587831713712416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323175344614865,0.0,0.0,0.14783415057972546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054750758830688986,0.0,0.34838967726747355,0.0,0.0,0.21547069681986367,0.0,0.0,0.11390369115637355,0.0,0.0,0.14036390041505584,0.0,0.10600523555991136,0.0,0.0,0.09746205478055826,0.07338289577399855,0.10996433577464293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035303800857078,0.16601244319303984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147921400864484,0.0,0.06764289182531154,0.0,0.04014587076313976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674332893862225,0.0,0.06725457291281894,0.0,0.08281576661055036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464840354054242,0.055225779198497985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012222428113265,0.0,0.07016207826589528,0.09781540539703316,0.07527457062777893,0.0,0.3103513565121047
socialanxiety,ToyPistol,2018/11/23,"Family Thanksgiving Anxiety Thanksgiving is honestly like my favorite holiday. Ever since I grew out of the whole wake up at 5 am to open Christmas presents thing, I looooove Thanksgiving ♡ [ though I still love Christmas :D, but more for the month leading up to it, the feeling and the wrapping presents etc ]

That being said, my family definitely didn't make it easier this year. We have our own shit, mostly mine I carry around from growing up in that environment, but tonight just kinda showed again how I get small slights and feel like an outsider looking in.

They had a little more people then they were supposed to, no biggie really. Set off my SA bit, but my husband was there so I felt less anxious. Then when it came time to sit, there were 2 tables like usual, and usually the guests more sit towards the end while my family is spread out on the main table. This year though my brother brought his new GF and her kid, and all of them sat the small table, and me and my husband had to sit at the far end of the other table where we usually do, with all these people we'd never met. One of the girls introduced herself to everyone but me when she came in, even though she definitely saw me with everyone. Until my mom said, oh this is my daughter did she say hi. That made me feel even more anxious.

I felt my SA kick in, I took a valium, I held onto his leg to feel less nervous, and I sat quietly looking down mostly. I'm sure I seemed like a stuck up bitch, but I just can't bring myself to start conversations with people I do not know. If they talk to me, totally fine, but I have no idea what to say when it comes to initiating things.

Kinda hurt my feelings and made me feel even more distance from my family, which is my mom, step dad, and 2 half brothers. Just felt like a last minute thought... maybe I'm reading too much into it, just sucked to feel like the only one who didn't even warrant an invitation, or even if there's no room at least sitting at the end of the table by them....

Blah..... hate feeling like that. Noise feels overwhelming and I cant think straight in those moments.  .. I just start feeling a panic take over and a desperate need to get out.

Meh, whatevs  I guess....   :/",4.4852578906851415,5.4921416558891485,5.054704387990764,84.53020130869899,70.08545034642032,8.359938414164743,28.05919938414165,8.648137234880735,1.9211632640492688,1719,59,349,28,30,551,227,433,0.127,0.768,0.105,-0.9318,1,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,4,0,5,1,27,19,4,3,22,0,21,4,3,5,6,77,69,33,0,3,15,8,13,8,2,0,0,5,1,2,20,26,0,1,18,3,0,10,9,8,0,3,26,21,54,11,50,41,19,76,0,2,3,1,38,32,3,9,36,242,74,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05755574154716455,0.16999173333782275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669764651312961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213880756462613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210110022527916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480961098162694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991170963042687,0.0,0.08390862178596425,0.2484651012193029,0.06805575115631697,0.0,0.1437834622790966,0.0,0.0,0.28370522841665435,0.0,0.3804185151360629,0.16124698187820094,0.21671661002873527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861596607436938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288152295762594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428049972616534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805422642827087,0.08493288754162824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041348030740105415,0.06132781579744604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572973865672168,0.07540677106340328,0.0,0.0,0.12635947724509136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679039081485826,0.14238125267673515,0.05022096976631247,0.0,0.07558520952602091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762322354600446,0.06005308256425852,0.0,0.05530750832545536,0.05578693564264978,0.05802705216616531,0.07266391206359679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019644433232283,0.057220773369682724,0.0,0.08827386045031803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647861573346936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525689272601713,0.0,0.04819844935825189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431343430889169,0.11966222107599475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849251363962915,0.0,0.0,0.07722921958902436,0.0622364372824268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650561010247382,0.0,0.06008399216270119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709095416365105,0.0,0.05656850925212021,0.06047227503629458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996761838874173,0.048208532205220166,0.2217585340008931,0.05972940292326279,0.0438710272254202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359055608717487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24858723413599024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839989018542312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689972060225467
socialanxiety,NeonicRainbow,2018/11/23,"I am surviving Black Friday! At Walmart!🦃 I’m a cashier and I didn’t freak out (alright, maybe a little at the beginning, just at the sight of those humans lining up) when the event started! I’m glad I don’t come in tomorrow until 4:15 so I won’t have to deal with the insanity in the morning. When I go hone I’m eating some pie...or cookies...or something else diabetic 👴🏻",-0.4895972382048335,1.738139810126583,2.5957192174913715,89.24418872266978,93.93670886075951,5.404372842347526,22.37169159953969,6.980632752743323,0.9542810126582276,291,12,62,5,11,103,58,79,0.106,0.821,0.07400000000000001,-0.5067,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,7,1,5,2,0,0,0,6,12,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,2,5,2,11,10,1,17,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,1,7,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32604313130148715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902155588077412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872986811924286,0.31618711129628513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510954415122024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793551509793245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802528362796261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29138680516897186,0.0,0.0,0.2679033409784721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blueridgemountains12,2018/11/23,"Dropping out of grad school I'm in my first semester of a masters in school psychology program and I'm not liking it. It's a really small cohort (12 students including me). I feel pretty disconnected from everyone. I have pretty bad social anxiety and we have a group chat which I really dislike because I feel anxious about participating in it. But I feel like I have to so I force myself to every once in a while. This honestly gives me a lot of anxiety.

Other than that, I feel really unsettled about the program itself. I'm not enjoying it and I don't like my program director. I've been questioning myself constantly throughout the entire semester about whether this is the right path for me.  Like sometimes I think I should stick with it, but then other times I don't want anything to do with this profession.

It's really stressing me out because I'm 23, almost 24, and I want to start an actual career soon. I've thought of alternatives careers like statistics, computer science, or information systems; I also applied to an accelerated BSN program starting next May. I'm just pretty unhappy about where I am in life right now and I'm kind of dreading my future. I'm depressed too, and I think the program I'm in has been making it worse.

I'm gonna stick it out the last few weeks of the semester but I'm seriously considering calling it quits after. I think a large reason why I’m feeling bad about the program is due to my social anxiety since it’s a small cohort. I’m mildly interested in the subject material and I’m doing well academically, but it’s hard to deal with the social part. Is this a bad reason to drop out?",3.817285115303985,5.853625864779879,5.812767295597485,74.36546121593294,73.37106918238993,8.987840670859539,30.0167714884696,9.53975657930432,3.1533324947589088,1307,58,231,34,27,453,157,318,0.17600000000000002,0.743,0.081,-0.981,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,3,13,17,0,2,19,0,16,1,0,3,0,45,45,17,0,3,9,0,6,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,20,15,0,0,13,1,0,0,4,7,1,1,3,6,28,10,37,39,3,34,0,1,0,0,11,16,0,6,20,149,48,15,0.0,0.0,0.09828298945659776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085119359830368,0.0,0.0,0.08054148504986708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311393401807824,0.1137789095801846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287959179734246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522776272790787,0.12278945581759752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284093843840796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883677850917628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038324021949305,0.08674539751795084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485645309249884,0.09623718302388333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25462181593429106,0.07195058022708935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566784667965581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661468848992917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022056176137452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487883020316503,0.0,0.0820958980928902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113774976462753,0.2460205018429693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562401067117502,0.0,0.0,0.06722782415207106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711119391267768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725783636311743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906417281778763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073890802843547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282347980821245,0.10712244854341034,0.0,0.0,0.2580815856752008,0.20710290911283244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201955542294745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385724546937928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331221561318736,0.0,0.0,0.3079977676833893,0.0,0.0,0.09960938369718364,0.0,0.14257272331648752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536831397370745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360168117836604,0.0,0.07995619788144427,0.05872753388485255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880824334738495,0.0,0.08078723309633656,0.0,0.09055458349356503,0.0,0.09087932432747514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263685281862814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BigDarthvanVader,2018/11/23,"How do I find love? I'm sorry if this has been posted a ton of times before. But I do want to get better. I'm typing this on thanksgiving for fucks sake. Everyone around me is talking and laughing, but not me. Before I try suicide again, I think I should try to get better. So how do I? Not only do i have SA, I have, depression, I'm weird, and I have a rather negative, cynical outlook on stuff. How can I find like minded people in person? ",-0.3437318840579735,1.878135423913044,2.4065217391304365,91.46420289855074,91.5,5.240579710144927,17.44927536231884,6.816661863887847,0.16817101449275373,337,9,72,5,12,117,58,92,0.242,0.616,0.141,-0.9279,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,2,0,2,0,12,2,0,3,0,18,21,9,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,12,5,8,19,1,7,0,1,0,2,3,4,1,1,3,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485313783755838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342734982226498,0.0,0.0,0.3474304749633981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917402744722876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876852525686715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35904390873550085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158473054651644,0.2052399798240668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959596251149825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727438120148006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832559182267567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938429123673888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617110085778364,0.1715041062671754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811358402358871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987320960050694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485094203289965,0.21484876673923825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787287402438852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585634536103524,0.0,0.0,0.11453257133657314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26670905646849924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585207743643257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SayCheeseBaby,2018/11/23,How's everyone's Thanksgiving going? Hope they're as awkward as mine is lol,2.1020000000000003,4.949599533333338,3.855,80.7825,87.0,8.333333333333334,27.5,8.841846274778883,3.155000000000001,63,3,11,2,2,21,13,15,0.098,0.552,0.35,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6409503079374037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812145411995874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6662268204845371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,confused_and_stupid,2018/11/23,What's your opinion on /r/sadcringe? Makes me feel like my whole life belongs there.,2.5874999999999986,5.490152750000004,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,84.0,3.2,26.75,3.1291,0.2376000000000001,68,3,13,0,2,19,16,16,0.0,0.8390000000000001,0.161,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28284719182465884,0.39963228391708056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951176115805162,0.27329240356818024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734008652032085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6245451406939717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,beatthehaze,2018/12/29,"Everyone I know is a stranger People talk about situations where they can relax because they’ll never see those people ever again, but this is my reality all the time. 

I also know my parents are the types who never meet a stranger, and I’m the exact opposite. Everybody I know is a stranger. I’m never totally comfortable around people, and it’s awful because I’m an over sensitive guy all the time. 

At a house party with people I know, it feels the same as when I go out to a bar alone. I’ll have a few good conversations, but I’m not friends with anyone.",4.115625000000001,5.2377321696428565,5.673571428571428,79.32142857142857,71.05357142857143,8.814285714285715,28.285714285714285,9.188382445141503,2.3626750000000003,441,16,86,9,8,150,69,112,0.125,0.79,0.085,-0.6552,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,0,12,1,7,1,0,0,8,23,18,7,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,9,4,9,17,5,14,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,8,59,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916664360493428,0.0,0.1383409474966761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095942325666628,0.0,0.0,0.15399878566256767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090757949012665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564803847871254,0.0,0.16530044207270328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746951523892274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336525211375516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983148481317037,0.14509675583397316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712884204567878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960854259921168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802856129258092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002642817137429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920861823765528,0.0,0.0,0.4797210832765352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378515366967456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444928285274246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904372085905511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20174504298606946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Highknot,2018/12/29,"Possible SA Support Group Hey there everyone ^_^                  So a little bit of background first. I've been struggling with anxeity off and on for about 5 years now. At my best I had a hard time talking to strangers and at my worst I was missing school and refusing to leave my room. Over the years I've learned what works for me, and what doesn't. Most of the coping strategies I've learned, have come out of Dr. Richards books and his series of tapes. Through his work, he has helped many people with SA. So seeing as it's a new year soon, I'd like to organize an S.A. support group. I'm looking for about 5-10 people for the first couple weeks and if it goes well we can grow as needed. We will use Dr Richards tape series and  meet once a week via skype, or google hangouts, and talk about are progress. It doesn't have to be video chat if that makes you nervous, but I think real-time audio is the best way to communicate. I will lead the chat and provide any needed materials through google drive or onebox. (I can help if you don't have the right accounts). I'd also like to start an email chain, or a kik group so we can communicate inbetween meetings. We would start sometime in January when we have some sort of schedule. What do you guys think?",3.017005163511186,4.8218516184739,3.251153184165233,92.87228915662651,74.98393574297188,6.349282845668387,25.110154905335627,7.07126945348624,0.8325745266781421,979,33,211,10,21,300,151,249,0.048,0.855,0.098,0.9366,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,5,3,0,8,12,11,0,2,13,0,21,2,0,3,0,39,36,23,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,1,1,7,18,0,1,4,5,1,4,3,4,1,2,3,4,19,7,31,29,6,30,0,1,2,0,26,10,0,9,17,123,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558735143070262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978748550301778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27712257387877226,0.0,0.1441466711977293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373539453042394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609284586275206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261639173694425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246157002959631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073418227972852,0.0,0.0,0.118276316299303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699889446573516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980468933994808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901005324730747,0.13233251561397094,0.0,0.0,0.11087510617216036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813356111165868,0.13386151072082614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580272243136568,0.0,0.12751902968558365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061164696376513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307117135313067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884822774093162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028332654377316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275611096660525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362521566211102,0.10521381350819067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305847662942687,0.0,0.1869083520365899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803035520346282,0.0,0.0,0.2996606959336022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224747241130926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692038062579256,0.0,0.0,0.0769899481629766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140347775293243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480225427415127,0.21181903876680647,0.0,0.11871420827510222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922443018852428,0.0,0.0,0.0937929959906685,0.0,0.0,0.2550762406761624
socialanxiety,Eddy_Wapp_,2018/12/29,"Social Anxiety 20 (M)

Over the years I've noticed my anxiety getting worse and worse. I really can't have a ""Normal"" conversation with some one. I work Security in a building lobby and i purposely requested a weekend and graveyard shift schedule, because i know no one will be working with me and nobody is going to be walking through the lobby. My social life with friends is also bad because we never get together anymore because of my schedule. I don't even text them anymore because its been so long since I've talked to them, when I do text them they leave my texts on ""Read"". That makes it even worse because now i know that they don't want to talk to me. In the very rare occasions that i do hang out with someone or a group of people i stay quiet and sit somewhat  away from them, and then i get the feeling that they don't like me so i just end up leaving. Sometimes I feel like it'll be better if i just stay away from everybody and stay locked in my room .

​

Sad Boy Hours :(",4.811293706293704,5.508734853535357,5.487373737373741,82.84849650349652,69.15151515151516,8.112509712509711,31.89743589743589,8.139509932561175,2.2671906759906757,783,33,154,10,13,254,114,198,0.166,0.774,0.06,-0.9592,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,7,3,9,7,0,0,8,0,15,1,0,1,1,27,25,14,0,3,4,0,2,2,1,2,1,1,1,1,7,13,0,1,4,2,0,3,6,2,0,2,1,3,29,5,22,19,2,28,0,1,0,0,17,10,0,4,13,105,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804827371083365,0.0,0.11929512427116334,0.13378559241950344,0.0,0.0,0.16845496766441526,0.0,0.2183825626958879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206888305356019,0.0,0.09193030384294136,0.3355848109808966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097375988634663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751740856277953,0.0,0.0,0.1454422424818721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134143517841164,0.15731332437105375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506428484267009,0.0,0.17257075054943516,0.0,0.06257332203357416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842797649745263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101800783165913,0.0,0.0,0.2331635633675427,0.0,0.0,0.07776807267174984,0.1075802387866806,0.0,0.0,0.09743652209496424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349372634811026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491720316297682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787626959187964,0.0,0.12535149241973212,0.0,0.0,0.14921549563269168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633064181197123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013147507010207,0.0,0.07053395551741674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107724744861798,0.0,0.0,0.2244695946403468,0.0932887961636304,0.0,0.10889337680459804,0.0,0.0,0.3520612241299062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769911195998565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084541677400104,0.0649408234953519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031066867747978,0.0,0.3366090544840792,0.0,0.0,0.13378559241950344,0.07090187208937038
socialanxiety,hgsgsjcb8,2018/12/29,"Would this not cure social anxiety? Social anxiety is a fear and the way to cure a fear is being exposed to it, therefore someone with social anxiety needs to be exposed to it. The best way would surely be to put the person with social anxiety in a room with a small group of people, these people would put the socially anxious person at the centre of attention for about and hour with no way out, attempting to make them feel as uncomfortable as possible meaning the brain would start to realise these people aren’t actually a threat. 

If someone with a fear of spiders had to hold a tarantula in their hand for an hour every day, their fear of spiders would go away.

Would this not be a lot more effective than cbt?",11.935109489051097,7.668819153284672,11.116437956204383,64.16560583941607,58.19708029197081,14.463649635036495,43.458394160583936,11.979248473330829,5.0493456934306575,572,22,102,12,5,186,74,137,0.16699999999999998,0.706,0.127,-0.7347,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,3,1,7,1,4,15,0,14,2,2,3,1,27,20,5,0,8,3,0,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,6,8,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,2,3,2,28,9,3,17,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,4,75,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.09290269390115324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913148041596428,0.1075503224675803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944471480023992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990784578744584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627608777584416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139693497180555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021116503249358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42851152667155146,0.048136616024984494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541050682759994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875081226557036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093670428580206,0.0,0.0,0.06354757830802983,0.0,0.0,0.10370207809522113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059052578658741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980016939761474,0.16625213108534476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073251130337798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140711612933525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852284627538799,0.16132743225973512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673839397140778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972605807694503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266989796965215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057694491598123,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sparviere22,2018/12/29,"When a friend begs you to go out on the last of the year, but you have SA In this moment I feel like shit because me and a friend have nothing to do on the last of the year and there's a party of a friend who said to come if we had no other options. This other friend(who has no other party to go) is begging me to go with him to this party because we know no one there apart from the host, but this is a class party so everybody knows each other, but us who aren't in the same school so I, even though I'd love to do something, don't feel like going and the worst part ha that I can't even explain to him why because it's embarassing to say that I have SA so I have an irrational fear of social events and I have no excuses to pull out. I feel so bad for everything",3.6304142011834313,3.1845119526627244,4.825852071005915,90.5643402366864,71.48520710059172,7.9434319526627215,25.18402366863905,7.1686216300943375,0.7919817751479292,596,14,145,5,10,198,87,169,0.172,0.634,0.19399999999999998,0.545,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,3,2,0,0,10,11,1,1,13,1,14,2,1,0,0,23,27,14,0,1,4,0,3,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,13,11,0,0,6,0,0,6,7,4,0,1,2,5,16,7,23,25,4,20,0,0,0,1,18,7,1,2,9,106,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313027465353425,0.2696868054492233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703129941955105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948034817073422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253543398973694,0.0,0.0,0.1659433804777132,0.2236939440109741,0.21070345714902855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557360660431956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352396328915046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620899738109577,0.2404134823003646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409159760559054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309633489739164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150027526033984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999286643890892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596943220699347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027658335507964,0.11727309579919044,0.0,0.14924628213458252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137458733293166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503258538482226,0.0,0.11352867440135893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488733129151793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738678949521058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306764002965885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18993012355814715
socialanxiety,kerfufflewhoople,2018/12/29,"How do you make friends as an adult? At age 27, I'm finally getting help for my social anxiety, but I don't see how I could possibly make friends once I start to feel okay in my own skin. In my job most people already have their friends groups and they all see me as the weird outcast who never said a word for 2 years. My SO has his own friends groups but we have no shared interests and they only see me as the 'girlfriend'. I have hobbies and take classes, but people there seem always busy and eager to rush home to their families when class is done. I reach out to people with common interests now and then, but they don't seem open to accepting me as a new friend (they have their own busy lives and their own friends already). Is it impossible to make friends as an adult? What kind of activities would you go for if you wanted to establish meaningful, lasting relationships?

",6.168901734104048,6.1443029132948,6.02636416184971,82.6697196531792,66.10982658959537,9.69456647398844,32.32890173410405,9.3871,2.606057109826589,696,26,143,12,10,218,103,173,0.031,0.715,0.254,0.9925,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,3,8,0,6,15,0,0,6,1,13,1,1,5,2,32,29,21,0,4,5,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,1,2,3,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,6,25,14,21,25,6,18,0,0,3,0,31,5,0,4,11,94,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595667063705749,0.0,0.09785927789099796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996979856213785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390041863983843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035381725335915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087035613447488,0.0,0.059466138835258066,0.0,0.0,0.12883381603852642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6360455467435665,0.0,0.061445326229380565,0.0,0.06683933702613723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883016374102972,0.0,0.1179704137856632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167077933967849,0.0,0.0,0.12247063463231192,0.0,0.09586621743081236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038500192202496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355127609519754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070654037645272,0.11358653985443735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524868234355307,0.0,0.08944618408610733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24460373819153716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258534976500916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626697909343745,0.0,0.0,0.11187214054466647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811550491895685,0.21413181342202667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988654590079427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324354815935152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842657996514712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069368245880117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835453492975062,0.0,0.0,0.07573569646538403
socialanxiety,ayo2009,2018/12/29,"Help with steps to improve my anxiety in 2019 Hello all,

I've signed up to Reddit just to reach out for help and advice for the new year so here goes... I've suffered from anxiety for a long while now, I am really awful in any public/social environments to the extent I don't want to speak because I constantly feel that people around me are judging what I say and the sound of my voice. When I do speak I am nervous, I breath heavily and fidget a lot and I often don't finish my sentences and stop halfway because of this. There's been many situations at work or in life I want to speak up because I know I have a solution to help with a problem but I end up being silent or not finishing my sentence so I let the problem drag on and get worse. I am 30 now and I don't want to live like this anymore, I feel trapped and I feel its all self inflicted because I don't have the strength to wake up and change the way I communicate or behave so I'm reaching out to people with any advice to take small steps and make a step to tackling my anxiety and so that I can at least communicate properly in social/public environments. Thanks to anyone who has taken the time to read this.",4.695925925925927,4.8759541481481525,5.927176954732512,81.42162962962962,69.24691358024691,8.949135802469135,29.36872427983539,8.841846274778883,2.1389074897119333,930,32,193,15,15,313,128,243,0.159,0.757,0.083,-0.9206,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,12,7,0,1,12,1,16,3,2,1,2,39,29,21,0,5,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,8,17,0,1,4,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,2,9,26,3,37,25,5,32,0,1,0,0,10,15,0,5,14,131,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639407646725588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836787727282527,0.0,0.3099411900632723,0.0,0.1339344124812231,0.09443087668404516,0.0,0.0,0.12022412100574548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293036142922414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286616796402554,0.0,0.0,0.1459422728619156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961519877148324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485769817899765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705586313026555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715657382060587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422055853952354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380989106657133,0.09539059341100042,0.06597915098445296,0.0,0.11925260498383634,0.11951598314354316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481562482897838,0.0,0.0,0.09014766506973756,0.13692062912222214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304332042540516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872548712533915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25845134774483064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508765743119774,0.0,0.08651719968464147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073980637695254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088776199483274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518031068270357,0.0,0.13766759995357106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290877571913782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015416279152612,0.0,0.0,0.12433691802764164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874938869132292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389699324027726,0.1071972855481257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831881702794287,0.0,0.13762861952480135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696848745504224
socialanxiety,AMotoDuck,2018/12/29,"Social Anxiety Advice Well I found this kinda accidentally but I'm so fucking glad I did. 

I've been struggling for a while with social anxiety, all the way through primary school as a young child I just shy but now as a teenager in the second half of secondary school, I realise, it's so much more.

Some of us here struggle with presentations, I'm generally ok with that in front of the small group of 10 in my motorsport club at school but anymore, I just can't through fear of embarrassment. But that's not too bad, I can generally avoid it where possible. 

The big thing that I can't do and that really fucks me up mentally is talking to strangers. I'm not scared of strangers like in preschool where ""he'll give me poisonous candy"", no, it's how I look when I want to get to know someone. I can normally ask for things especially shop staff where that's their job but when it's a popular person in school or a girl I just can't. I can't even talk over text anymore through fear of screwing it up there. 

And the only advice I get from others is ""you just have to develop more confidence"". To that I say ""well it's not that easy for me"" especially when the giver of advice (a girl on my bus) actually has confidence and a boyfriend and doesn't even like me that much because once again, I've made a fool of myself.

That's why I'm asking for advice here from people experiencing the same thing. Thanks for reading the whole thing, if you did and really need advice soon because I'm going to have a breakdown soon. Thanks",4.125621460506707,5.3145407409836105,5.060096870342775,83.47685171385994,71.09836065573771,8.430700447093889,27.96199701937407,8.841846274778883,1.997688524590164,1206,43,249,22,22,394,155,305,0.129,0.7090000000000001,0.161,0.9085,1,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,2,1,0,25,23,4,7,17,1,16,4,0,2,1,36,38,21,0,4,14,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,4,21,8,0,1,2,3,1,2,9,13,2,2,5,3,25,10,40,32,8,28,0,0,1,3,19,15,3,4,12,171,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0914103556596806,0.0,0.0,0.4576759514184479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331764095827032,0.0,0.18579489905187094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751413427705832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821220390243515,0.11420315854863065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373893971300112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081407552614026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270650860707914,0.0,0.17319650161554664,0.0978795033871742,0.089858713961013,0.053235953947283886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929550021139614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147967921745845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152681129208062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866088466885059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863470742354798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439933998807044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771939006273914,0.06945659805324232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177866754328136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975761852024344,0.0,0.07124177391086665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494036755933147,0.0817907737307419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560110091179442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369734488177868,0.0,0.12001735837615354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449173086574304,0.09378200911708147,0.3792042430778508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097360687398385,0.07936797815688718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585261699052695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505800041596094,0.0,0.1724811772075761,0.0,0.0,0.24892604724674744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267587755031072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055250170145070235,0.07435247028033523,0.0,0.0,0.16844474775396326,0.0,0.08452440656126474,0.10458143821297672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheGhostlyDragon,2018/12/29,"It just lingers in my mind for hours.. ​

*Processing img 0s5s1y7c08721...*",6.0825,8.651568916666665,0.7199999999999989,97.025,109.83333333333334,4.933333333333334,37.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,3.0046333333333344,65,4,10,1,3,15,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438110995901508,0.4913271979075353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982014274020674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082763129031661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913271979075353,0.0
socialanxiety,odk-y,2018/12/29,"What to do when guests come over and i got to socialise?  My parents would force me out of my room and if i don't go out i will be punished. I have been suffering from social anxiety since i was young but my parents brushed it off by saying I'm only ""shy"". It became worse when i was like 11 years old and some employee at a clothes store commented on how i am fat and for sure none of the clothes of kids section would fit me. I used to get bullied for how i ugly i look. 
I can't look directly to anyone's eyes and maintain eye contact. 
My parents get mad if i don't socialize or greet guests that i grew to try to be normal and then cry my stress out after. I was dissed by my parents as why i can't be ""normal"".
",3.9851756272401424,3.4590158903225827,5.286666666666669,87.83444444444444,70.74193548387096,8.437275985663083,29.48028673835125,7.793537801064563,1.6008781362007167,553,19,130,6,9,186,95,155,0.209,0.733,0.057999999999999996,-0.9771,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,1,2,0,17,3,3,3,1,23,26,16,0,6,4,4,0,1,2,3,1,1,1,1,4,10,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,4,0,0,5,6,23,2,23,15,3,20,0,1,4,0,12,10,0,4,8,87,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212466170868596,0.0,0.0,0.10248424968193223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625596528595942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099884521791835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15315220278704678,0.0,0.08329837537329264,0.0,0.1172243864163002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716060680651824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461616036721926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28721243195345925,0.0,0.0,0.1537992052705218,0.0,0.0,0.11147210833045264,0.0,0.0,0.650988827331165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655732075366587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124315122458422,0.0,0.0,0.2988166833176913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678939617040439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813927427894307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951053283190714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658830588821807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225546315779416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936603685203856,0.20823641215217809,0.0,0.0,0.09438544357291184
socialanxiety,ramblingbroad,2018/12/29,"Potential Blog Hi friends! 

I’ve been rough drafting a blog about environmentalism and my journey through University studying the environment. The first post turned out to be about wanting to join things but having social anxiety.  So I think it might be a strong theme in my blog..if I ever publish it. I wanted to see if anyone is interested in reading, comment or private message and I’ll send out a link when it goes up. 

Thank you
:)",3.8099074074074046,6.465986827160492,4.8204783950617305,78.53590277777779,75.79012345679013,7.012962962962964,31.112654320987648,8.07648339933343,2.51073950617284,347,17,61,6,8,113,61,81,0.023,0.757,0.22,0.9527,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,13,12,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,6,4,11,8,0,12,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,3,3,41,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897917034998574,0.0,0.0,0.20015147093685104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25892798051334553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24348266258234125,0.0,0.0,0.22115473089960566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036642168830113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274146750502452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28632576853790825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22810283893477756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917940995427477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635389811984226,0.0,0.0,0.190170654987496,0.1834163560804604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113559583108644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376733342571772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sweetyHD,2018/12/29,"You or others? Choose. My anxiety has sharply decreased after I have realized that social anxiety is the fear of being negatively judged by people.

  
If you don't want to be judged by random joe at the street then don't go out and stay at home & enjoy the life.  


If you decide to go out then accept the fact that you always risk being judged when you go outside because you exist, think about it.

​

There are only 3 ways known on earth to not be judged:  


1) Not to speak

2) Not to do

3) Not to exist  


You have two choices to die at home crying in the corner or go out and ENJOY YOUR FUCKING LIFE.

​

People are different, everyone has a different background, a different system of value, everyone perceives the world in its own way, you think that if you are a condifent guy talking 1k audience everyone will be pleased? It's not real, you can't please everyone even if you are a professional speaker. Why do you think that you have to please everyone? 

​

Accept the fact that even if you were Jesus you would be still judged by people. Even if you were perfect, you would be still judged by some random jackass, because everyone perceives the world in its own way.

​

Do you want to have a fucking life or to constantly think about what other people may think and try to please them all? It is not real to please EVERYONE. It's NOT FUCKING REAL.  


Your main weakness is the fear of being negatively judged by people. Realize this and don't forget it. Don't give up your life and dreams to some random ricks at the street, you are so special, you can do so much in your life, don't let random ricks opinion ruin your life.

​

You can be awkward but look at the people's eyes and talk to them despite the fact that you are feared so much. You don't give a fuck what people will think, even if they recognize some awkwardness, because you want a life and not thoughts about guessing what other people MAY BE thinking. You never know what they are thinking.   


Tolerate the thought that someone can see you awkward, there will be fear, but still, do what you have to. The fear will decrease I promise you.

​

Look at pranksters they just don't give a fuck what people can think about them, just look at them, look some pranks on youtube some awkward pranks, yeah maybe some people in the video thought that those guys were so awkward or situation was awkward so what? PRANKSTER ENJOYED HIS LIFE AND DOESN'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK.  


Guys, I know you can be so much in this world don't let anxiety to ruin your dreams and your life.

​

You can't do everything perfectly, you don't need to. Perfection is an illusion. Nobody is perfect.  

​

Confidence is the skill that can be learned.

​

When you go to the gym you don't try to bench press 400lb coz you know will be smashed so you start with small weights. So don't try to go out to 100k audience and speak, AIM LOW and constantly rise difficulty of your challenges.

​

Watch Jordan Peterson on youtube.

Watch this meme below.  


Good luck, happy new year, I hope you everyone will be free from anxiety soon.

​

English is not my native language, sorry.

​

https://i.redd.it/dqm3wb03t6721.jpg",4.586968549796158,6.7713145693069325,4.329596194913609,85.18530285381479,71.62376237623762,7.129178800232964,28.05397010289264,7.928766900206844,1.8279505338769173,2583,98,469,36,51,785,215,606,0.113,0.767,0.11900000000000001,0.9575,3,0,0,0,0,0,121.0,0,44,7,6,26,39,6,12,27,1,78,18,1,1,9,102,122,36,1,14,24,0,2,0,0,10,10,3,2,3,32,16,1,0,26,4,1,7,26,22,0,1,7,13,58,18,59,88,13,57,1,3,8,6,64,30,6,27,15,328,90,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025401945939328995,0.4300054381542129,0.4451419192285963,0.0,0.0,0.09341609742076297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582920556781299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659803763579784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033533844339666594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0316834991860201,0.09568655726410034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065447330616693,0.0,0.0,0.23336837574670066,0.02743681870867608,0.0,0.0,0.17176381851303393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933722701203438,0.0,0.1171418999274571,0.10409943312578113,0.025605644040108656,0.0,0.0,0.033630304357412176,0.09068328848291264,0.0,0.032497885154303414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612446389960405,0.030321436203785482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033257626360143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243439903784297,0.19406702450774346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254415041018314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030669726020580657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732531951130244,0.022636307320135392,0.02354526504428836,0.02948436987274433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023218106464727738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328088582846525,0.0,0.0,0.1675542312635812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424348106588427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024327059269869472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0343150271828196,0.0,0.031119701917451014,0.02586648346295192,0.0,0.0,0.03417387160980456,0.021608049392078072,0.032539047940010925,0.07313968920937003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907489491223458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956126712964181,0.0,0.07270805100032286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218002458885465,0.0,0.02982166006278785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401905071429842,0.07269570124871676,0.0,0.03717517883237769,0.0,0.0,0.027546993325330896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04337277960913366,0.0,0.4451419192285963,0.01965918928437227
socialanxiety,CheeseyCrackers,2018/12/29,"Strange situation I'm living at an aunt's house for about a month (it's been very awkward and I'm glad I'm already halfway through this) and all of a sudden I've noticed that her husband and I have started avoiding each other.
I've noticed I avoid rooms he's in and vice versa and he tends to leave when I sit near them trying to be open to conversation. Yesterday I was talking to his wife and when she walked over to get something I instinctively took like two steps into the room and he just turned to me and very angrily and forcefully told me that I must ask him if I am ever to enter his room. (Rude way to tell someone a rule, but you do you, mate)
He's not very talkative, neither is their family. They even made fun of a family that talks during a meal saying that it's a white people thing (oddly enough, they're white and I'm mixed) This could be my imagination, I just want to know what I could do about this.",3.3190201944652244,4.4108701204188465,4.496159311892299,87.12676701570683,72.92670157068063,7.551383694839193,25.161181750186984,7.957251820313856,1.2251956619296929,727,22,157,10,14,239,121,191,0.054000000000000006,0.89,0.055999999999999994,0.5199,0,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,3,0,8,7,1,3,8,0,12,1,0,1,3,29,26,14,0,5,5,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,12,13,1,2,2,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,5,3,22,3,20,16,4,22,0,0,2,0,25,9,0,1,8,98,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721104794722373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580556358369245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24904959963044745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115281015634786,0.0,0.1030129468958998,0.14107863529772866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940585165236021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814849077259438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996185797967346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571389853098628,0.0,0.0,0.16514367051397158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619627720304044,0.0,0.13771933119712626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757718839571124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448921347040368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551327705515845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081260054483358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402906851561114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531040390018252,0.0,0.0,0.13214804229086693,0.1200689351624489,0.0,0.0,0.1103923317979152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507163873887375,0.1363196695350003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361574838733324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490305689972136,0.1732820720686771,0.105889519549937,0.16964436830359955,0.1523544551699726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860606355148489,0.0919917829641068,0.12379719901159605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Maroudyxx,2018/12/29,"New year's dinner with boyfriends friends. Don't know if this is the right place to post, but hoping I'd get some advice how to deal with this. I've always been anxious with new people and I'm terrified I'm gonna embarrass myself or that people will judge me and not like me. I know I can't please everyone. I've been dating this guy for 6months and I've never met his friends. I've talked to a couple on disc with pretty meh results, aka I was awkward and didn't know what to say. 
 He has met my family but I haven't met any of his friends or family. He invited me to eat dinner with his friends this Monday and I'm terrified. Mostly in terrified I'm gonna make myself look like an idiot since it's an japanese restaurant and it looked pretty fancy when I looked at they website. I'm terrified I'm not gonna have any idea how to eat the food. I really want to go but I'm so scared. Any ideas what I could do to relax about this? ",1.4583555555555563,3.1741924800000056,3.2573333333333347,91.49922222222223,79.2,6.6444444444444475,20.61111111111111,7.594959193182576,0.581427777777777,736,19,165,11,18,246,107,200,0.209,0.649,0.142,-0.9472,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,5,12,1,3,5,0,13,5,0,4,1,34,37,16,0,4,8,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,0,1,10,11,5,0,5,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,7,4,17,8,19,25,2,14,0,0,3,0,17,5,0,6,9,85,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003460306548645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220997590652654,0.0,0.0,0.2505995078480246,0.0,0.0,0.1387705086391035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807511084928534,0.13591647383900546,0.0,0.0,0.12663924552428546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513852237395047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173757323522868,0.0,0.0,0.231599020010654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14853462706301224,0.0,0.3796133235348476,0.0,0.06417710664561704,0.0,0.06981092824595769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216276468621854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200456103805332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27733536855976354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20252351609216931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002361528112993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094556761855972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199445210633184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947392368536418,0.2372729035413356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031900449984935,0.0,0.12833820862781398,0.1348378110983382,0.0,0.0,0.11764360485437395,0.2499381720716547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869233640636697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490187192861013,0.0,0.09768467535183338,0.1229809672560278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161178885569272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987314877091522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245226914490635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910280841856687
socialanxiety,longneckmcbeck34,2018/12/29,"Not sure how to move forward and change... I was diagnosed with general and social anxiety about 2 years ago, but its been palpable to me for a while before that and intensified my last year of high school and in college (I'm a 22 year old guy). I would regularly make up excuses to miss events I was invited to, totally shrink in uncomfortable social situations and in the midst of unfamiliar people, and as a result, fail to make the amount of meaningful connections that I desired. In the last 2 years, I've been a lot more isolated and haven't grown at all socially. I haven't really collected any interesting new experiences at all and much of this time has been spent alone or with family.

This all came to a front today, as I went to see some people I knew from high school for dinner. I was happy to be invited and happier that I didn't avoid going, which was my original instinct, but that wasn't enough to outweigh how terrible I felt throughout the night. First off, though it was expected, the reception I got disappointed me. Out of about 20 people there, only 7 made an effort to converse with me and only about 4-5 really materialized. Even those conversations were squandered far too early due to me getting to in my head and my inability to go beyond surface level details.

But worse than that was how helpless I felt. When I tried to contribute to larger group dialogue, I found myself totally overwhelmed. Everyone was talking about how they've visited different places and all these interesting stories about cool things they've done recently. Somehow I don't think talking about how I'm sometimes afraid to leave my apartment compares to the stuff they've done. The only time I could really contribute is if people were talking about high school. And why would they do that when they all have so many more interesting stories from college and after? I was totally miserable all night listening to how much everyone else has grown over the years while I've gone downhill. I also had an underlying feeling that people were making fun of me at times throughout the night. Not in a super malicious way, but shitty nonetheless. It really felt like I was a fourth tier friend to everyone and a total sympathy invite.

Another thing that really sucks is that I have no one to blame but myself. Several people from high school were around the same spot as me socially as we went to college. They've progressed, I've regressed. Can't blame where I grew up. Many kids of the same race as me who are doing a lot better than I am. Can't blame my culture. My younger brother is a social butterfly compared to me. Knows tons of people. Hangs out with friends multiple times a week and has a ton of connections. Can't blame my parents. And I'm at least average looking. Can't blame my looks.

I'm never going to say that things can't change, but my lack of experience and confidence will be monumental hurdles to overcome. My hope will always be there, but I'm not confident I can change my social life for the better right now. Does anyone who came from a similar place have any success stories/inspiration?",6.563354123354124,7.405177000000003,7.035703395703398,72.78087318087319,65.32478632478633,10.905520905520904,33.075768075768075,10.816535326029863,3.770088935088935,2495,101,439,67,37,816,277,585,0.13,0.742,0.128,0.3026,2,2,0,0,0,0,57.0,1,0,2,8,27,25,1,4,27,1,51,4,1,12,12,88,86,45,0,8,12,2,4,1,2,4,2,2,0,2,24,28,1,1,9,0,1,16,15,10,0,2,34,10,48,15,79,44,25,80,0,6,3,0,28,32,1,7,34,307,72,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429219764632632,0.0,0.0,0.06343392044583604,0.0,0.04897958951140419,0.050962811753099295,0.0,0.0,0.08330077653449293,0.06422332551586475,0.04685415636005095,0.0,0.0,0.04282566373770181,0.0,0.0,0.05452324451651245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211709639410501,0.0,0.0,0.10833684183875396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010160659791346,0.0,0.0,0.19437514561659655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048901130907685886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216490534122467,0.0,0.06399058319914573,0.0,0.0,0.053598084548597616,0.12535487824224134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116441240254885,0.0,0.0,0.06328502175703626,0.0,0.04045338445689305,0.0,0.0,0.175573782280966,0.0,0.11982358042778228,0.057738675478210176,0.0,0.030968567359760824,0.0,0.17642156384668775,0.0,0.0,0.052097077203102506,0.0,0.06715470309579233,0.0946393058734665,0.0,0.03199928163401822,0.0,0.10442506701385552,0.0,0.04898520670350329,0.0,0.0,0.0606446368471768,0.0,0.06519908385949245,0.0,0.0,0.06285758679559518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25884531131386984,0.0,0.060832569639660765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03366001454241595,0.09984974542424252,0.0,0.06485224037591407,0.0,0.0,0.04326090809077025,0.02992242614895312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028649192116521,0.0,0.0,0.10414083853551112,0.0,0.05795384870672665,0.12264951019991426,0.1241906678715308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509638087670433,0.09004789351353143,0.0,0.04723783417990352,0.05915320011594016,0.0,0.17242983951654384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426892979636399,0.0,0.04150287914123356,0.1397444107453203,0.0,0.0,0.06800808100466657,0.0,0.0,0.2972290474154583,0.0,0.12798116639829146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618352764102168,0.0,0.06047449987450317,0.0,0.0,0.052305015280843234,0.0,0.048706456262849175,0.0,0.2479428879622387,0.04880631369887862,0.0,0.0,0.06919222165871662,0.0,0.0,0.06884473633623972,0.0,0.3746045711032277,0.0,0.0,0.060575326143431515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011371396501526,0.0,0.0,0.05772502728566239,0.0,0.0,0.14768521891130793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207031732246244,0.039244913628312283,0.06017534044360046,0.0,0.14285559800225736,0.0,0.058055451792658176,0.0,0.0,0.04158302012889794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048615400657972326,0.04912903595421378,0.0,0.0,0.11355405951120855,0.05526632638915871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241641703882528,0.08701690837813549,0.0,0.0,0.19720685279603348
socialanxiety,bobusack,2018/12/29,"Want to cut contact with my loving family forever. Help me out. Hey. Throwaway for obvious reasons. I've been living away from my family for a few years now, ( i live overseas) and I've realised that I love being alone so much. I absolutely hate it when my family calls. My family loves me, but I don't love them at all. On top of this, speaking with them gives me severe social anxiety, and I just don't want to deal with it anymore.

Anyway I want to cut contact with them forever and ghost. No, I don't want to tell them this straight up. They won't accept it, and I'll have to deal with the worst anxiety ever. I don't care about them or their feelings, I just want out and to be alone forever. Problem is, they know where I live and stuff. I could probably cut all my phone numbers and stuff and move, however, if I simply ghost like that, I don't know if they'll search for me. I don't want them to, but I'm worried they'll file me as a missing person or something, and I'd have to deal with that ordeal.

Anytime I search this up, people cut contact from abusive families, which is not my situation at all.

​

What should I do? Please don't try to convince me to change my mind. ",2.2736631537861065,3.991364020491808,3.788149882903984,88.59822404371587,76.827868852459,7.10663544106167,24.323965651834502,7.957251820313856,1.2515572209211552,927,31,198,15,21,307,120,244,0.251,0.648,0.10099999999999999,-0.9879,1,2,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,11,1,9,16,5,0,3,0,20,4,0,1,5,46,38,18,2,11,9,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,13,17,0,0,5,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,1,2,40,8,32,30,6,16,0,1,0,4,30,11,0,4,5,137,53,0,0.0,0.11430356924600305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983183790380016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045273940662312,0.117224064475852,0.0,0.0,0.1476016634799626,0.0,0.09567432167730416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063863906326804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850871929986266,0.0,0.09835965457349638,0.0,0.10205460611185507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770250584874473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983752516467953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726446580328735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547261763835694,0.0,0.04877915229938205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254475283107344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524614772550907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466316189725464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603699917338397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047131356298493896,0.0,0.2555596850438924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482790606149403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740923977249637,0.0,0.0,0.10253449053795252,0.07091803538904504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688155215692163,0.0842356473302952,0.0,0.10589730866712092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401315499330024,0.09231069492890166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918930461821644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898592366299267,0.0,0.0,0.10843859322726432,0.0,0.09834107604232724,0.0,0.0742688746911159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208747658258611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843207982225498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549816943005811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34141018369139164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797201983109094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117224064475852,0.06212481833769805
socialanxiety,llUno,2018/12/29,"In persons vs behind a microphone. Hi guys, this is a strange situation I'm in.

​

In person, I'm a social butterfly. It doesn't matter who's in front of me, I'm the most charming/intelligent/charismatic/etc. person you'll ever meet but when it comes to speaking behind a radio/microphone (to communicate), I seem to get anxious about how I appear to be?

​

Just a bit ago, I started playing WoW (World of Warcraft, online game) again and when I got on a teams' voice service, I got anxious. Luckily for me, I was downing some beers to help reduce a lot of it.

​

I don't get what the deal is. Again, in person I'm the funniest/wittiest/most charming individual at any given time but when it comes to these ""extended"" forms of communication, I get ""triggered"". It might be that being on an ""open mic"" is a performance, that I need to be funny/entertaining/etc. just like my ""in person"" counterpart (which again, comes naturally).

​

Anyone have any insight or advice on the topic?

​

​",4.587074607329843,6.748527848167541,5.8698134816753935,74.24095058900527,71.56544502617801,8.33520942408377,31.3092277486911,9.017664075816787,3.027337434554973,813,37,136,17,16,272,113,191,0.040999999999999995,0.8240000000000001,0.135,0.9673,0,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,1,0,2,11,4,0,0,13,0,13,1,0,2,1,23,30,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,6,12,5,1,0,2,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,4,2,13,4,26,20,5,28,0,0,0,0,16,13,0,7,11,94,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683172287735777,0.061972798330208474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544979463393014,0.5097046285499305,0.09508515861802116,0.0,0.0,0.15796139352501895,0.0,0.04888411847799831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632583214859695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066907602137552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207623541251576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559407927176612,0.0,0.06323943570055862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957845399820948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183007753620376,0.0,0.0,0.0692239034717565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046860561528151816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03415548755936397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943670973260684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416561809990985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183888605389507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052224495963431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364528843909346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858405343720422,0.0,0.07126651263896491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049484096254802566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040766268216876456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097046285499305,0.0
socialanxiety,dancingpole,2018/12/29,"My (M37) GF (F33) of 1 year can't get over my past. Current gf and I have been together for 1 year and she's the absolute best thing to ever happen to me. The day we matched on Bumble I told her she was special, she was the only one I was talking to/interested in, and if she wanted to meet up, I was totally on board and would drop what I'm doing to meet her in a heartbeat. I was absolutely mesmerized by this angel and I let her know it from Day 1. We met and it was magical. Since that day, every weekend, I drive 2 hours there and 2 hours back to see her and get a hotel to be with her (we're long distance) and hope to propose within the year. She's worth it all this and way more.  


Fast forward, we've been dating for a year and it is so much happier and healthier than any of my prior relationships (the few I've been in). A month ago, I  applied for a job out closer to her and in anticipation of an interview follow up email we were stoked about, we've been checking my emails frantically (we have an open phone policy). At one point she  googled some keywords to see if maybe it'd gone to junk/spam and while searching stumbled across an email I  sent to an ex (girl he dated right my current gf) the day right after we matched on Bumble. The message read: ""I miss you and think of you every single day. I love you with all my heart. My heart belongs to you. I hope you and the kids are doing great. I truly miss you all. I love you.""   


My gf was devastated and said this changed her perception of all our  foundation and she didn't know how to handle it. She explained she was confused and didn't know how I could say from Day 1 I wanted her and only her, meanwhile in the background saying all these emotional things to my ex. She said she believes herself to be the backup plan, and that I'm with her only because I couldn't convince my ex to work things out.   


Before I get to my reply, I should give some background:  
*I was married before to my first real gf. After some time, we discovered she had Lyme disease and I dedicated my life to healing her - went to nursing school for it and everything. We divorced when I discovered I was being cheated on. We did not have intercourse once through the marriage (though we had before) so to discover the minute she was ""in the mood"" was for her mom's pool boy killed me. I gained over 100 lbs due to stress. We divorce, I move, I get back on my feet again and lose the weight, and some time later start dating someone for a couple months, then poof - girl 2 disappears. Some background from that relationship:*   


*Girl 2 wanted to marry and for me to move in with her and her 3 kids right away while she was moving her prior boyfriend out (her neighbor said she was like Baskin Robbins with a new flavor every week). I thought this was a little forward, but considering what a fail my prior marriage was and desperation to feel loved and wanted, I figured this must be how a ""good relationship"" is. So I get a job lined up (we were over an hourish drive apart so I relocated)  and slowly start moving my stuff in.* 

*The week before I move in, she suddenly starts picking fights over the pettiest things. The day I'm due to move in, she starts saying we should see less of each other, maybe every other weekend. So with me due to move in, I start questioning what's changed? She then breaks things off altogether. I kept contacting her asking what happened? How'd this go from 100 to zero suddenly overnight? I then get a call from a detective from the police dept telling me she has requested I no longer contact her and if I do,, a restraining order will be filed. This came totally out of left field with zero explanation from her.*   
*I speculate she was on a ""break"" with the previous guy she was in the process of 'moving out'  (who never knew her dating me - she hid it saying I was just a coworker and never introduced us, saying she wanted to keep the peace), re-made up with him, and wanted to avoid the confrontation of having to explain/be the bad guy.*   


So I explained to my current gf, ""At the time of this breakup with Girl 2, I was insanely desperate to learn what happened - how did my second relationship in a row fail? What was wrong with me? Where did I go wrong? I MUST do what I can to figure this out.""  


My gf said ""Why not ask that instead of telling her you love her then?""   
I said, ""Remember? I tried that already and she had the cops call me. If I did that again she'd have me arrested."" I explained maybe if I sent an email tugging at her heartstrings, maybe that would prompt her to reply SOMEthing that would clue in on why she ended things (met someone else, I wasn't fit/rich/etc enough, etc.).  


My gf is still having a hard time grasping all this and I'm wondering if anyone has any constructive insight on this? Or been in a similar situation and have advice? I love her more than anything and want to being her clarity so we can move forward.  
TL;DR I messaged my ex the day after matching on Bumble with my current GF (before meeting officially). Current gf now feels like the backup plan.",2.6670823411034696,4.612833280597017,3.8780121862597134,87.37169210129132,76.39303482587064,6.78551064900218,24.62546816479401,7.700901442207033,1.2303484264072897,3937,134,802,57,89,1283,380,1005,0.073,0.867,0.059000000000000004,-0.9079,7,1,1,0,3,0,145.0,15,8,0,9,25,31,4,4,52,0,77,11,3,5,13,147,147,64,1,24,11,5,4,2,11,8,2,10,1,9,45,71,1,4,20,5,2,23,10,16,0,6,54,18,159,14,126,74,23,156,1,5,3,5,159,58,0,17,78,566,204,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045236958502897336,0.04103592836974574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05108544805253527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296161966552755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03236912384676812,0.0,0.03809517325643415,0.0,0.08655536335806739,0.0,0.04349377302609307,0.07119287915602278,0.03865269970367938,0.028219767327477562,0.0,0.19695955654618272,0.05215632918235154,0.04858162025458684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945406048148768,0.052946829766314416,0.0,0.0,0.0979436567090996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03696117291474461,0.0512222953206323,0.0,0.23884110851046894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03867183966485087,0.05207336498371108,0.041001834558252105,0.04783301712369095,0.10325780620372682,0.0,0.04187464538431687,0.1560153090710022,0.0,0.0416051401210375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681423729307378,0.033071709937401286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039376780109476484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451170097299324,0.04440843900558742,0.052618727991098124,0.0388283503087496,0.0,0.05103816735927955,0.0,0.09167464503394926,0.1228101723002536,0.0,0.04146941191501605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971479436973487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195873729563796,0.09117850893202374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187726731618068,0.04114732240204592,0.051216316952341495,0.0,0.07632422367676865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029745179674935,0.04733770244873206,0.032698096643415664,0.04523281758076088,0.04639772163565762,0.0,0.040967825311900685,0.0,0.05178999671898056,0.0,0.0,0.20890608255869572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860300586753646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054217771751754566,0.07390122051073747,0.44281894723968496,0.03403066249168312,0.0,0.07140799097417316,0.044710042842835744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049300506563236236,0.06273863462563725,0.1056236785030071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04419188192507659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04376182372362411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518587256220713,0.0,0.04630550162306205,0.05269153933262395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198805318029326,0.0524409153644034,0.11860184078890612,0.22017609670484126,0.1840701552888489,0.0,0.046850961239799725,0.11066852032691904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038294026543016085,0.05203524247317195,0.0,0.0,0.07844777343477541,0.03563859312212265,0.0,0.0,0.16383202663642332,0.0,0.036969628904810786,0.0,0.05302844540882504,0.0,0.05299437983240105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372085390242977,0.08092419959462574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845299698622774,0.029662668566470388,0.045482611998038006,0.03675145044955471,0.10797522187305476,0.0,0.0,0.04423492058178253,0.0,0.031429890654327095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568474792288917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113356868206988,0.03674520806954353,0.07426686292659941,0.056372371037922475,0.0,0.04291405076794772,0.08354441740370269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050202755671097485,0.0337018364818689,0.0,0.0,0.09865560174290113,0.10122819994224601,0.0,0.11924463014856213
socialanxiety,ruminatingbear98,2018/12/29,"Question to college students who live on campus Hey, 

So what's the best, most comfortable time and/or place to go for you on campus? I personally like weekend mornings because at that time there aren't many people walking around or on campus. I like taking long walks around campus just to clear my mind and think (and brood). It's a very general question so don't feel like your answers have to meet a certain standard. I just wanted to hear your thoughts.",4.0446511627906965,6.538813174418608,3.832732558139536,86.73072674418606,74.23255813953489,5.695348837209302,28.19186046511628,6.6274283507984215,1.3880976744186049,367,15,65,3,8,111,63,86,0.0,0.7759999999999999,0.22399999999999998,0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,20,10,5,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,7,6,12,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,4,7,39,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625995279850459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414868799542934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137276450690796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029761527087919,0.14549409110456954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157441514006119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295385904245877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298492625319424,0.0,0.17983470337063107,0.18023188155580855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064783467568901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056376192947286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119156655371892,0.17782725763191062,0.21278039732641915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4562895698169876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531262863262993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049651835310622,0.0,0.16168256464675412,0.23751050063589144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804007413095084,0.12012340503023605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xVale,2018/12/29,"I know this sounds kinda weird, but anyone else get anxious about certain kinds of light settings/weather? You might interpret me wrongly, partly because I suck at explaining stuff, but does anyone else sometimes get anxious about e.g. a misty morning? I think it's cause you have some vague memory attached to them or something that makes you uncomfortable for no specific reason. It's weird. Must be a because of anxiety.",7.865135135135133,9.533416864864863,6.765783783783785,72.91570270270273,62.78378378378379,9.163243243243244,37.77297297297297,9.3871,3.894424864864865,344,17,51,6,5,104,58,74,0.268,0.6990000000000001,0.033,-0.9414,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,1,0,2,6,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,2,15,11,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,8,2,7,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,4,0,32,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277085148216467,0.42167582001670295,0.0,0.2609909964074701,0.3824474055540406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22753489492180695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19171963042212697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332049839960058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311809550818197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950121415312324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943456256150228,0.1025665450081651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457646141038575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197984122141666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210127112781467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188593332065013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367630050066826,0.1845810823238168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136458197313124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958447596413113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040497673997072,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,luks27,2018/12/29,"My 2018. Hey guys,

I was inspired by bl0ody1 post and wanted to share my 2018 story with you all.

I  was diagnosed with SA this year but I have these symptoms since I'm a  child. My symptoms are that I have to choke when I'm with people around  who are not my family and I have the fear of choking which makes me freeze and it may end in a panic attack. I was in therapy when I was 9  or 10 (I'm 19 now) and after that I barely had it and it almost was  completely gone. I have also these 'typical' traits of SA like I have fear to socialize with strangers, have not many friends and have fear to do something with friends because I could be rejected...

The  symptoms came back this year. We had a theater  performance in school in front of many people earlier this year. I and my class were one of the last groups, so I had much time to think about that, too much time.  It was just a little scene we played, but I was in the focus of about 150 people. Before the scene I felt the urge to choke in my throat again and I feared to choke in front of all people.

And it happened. At the moment before the scene began, I chocked a few times. I tried to hide it, I don't if someone noticed it. It was horrible.

After that, the symptoms came back at normal situation like the whole school day, when meeting with friends, even when I met my older brother. I was very depressed but I hoped it would go away but it didn't. Do I want that life to suffer every day and life in fear? No I didn't,  so I looked for helped and I'm now regularly visit a therapist and it helped me a lot. My symptoms got better and showed up fewer.

I  finally diagnosed with SA. Before, I thought I'm alone with these  symptoms/traits and I will never get normal. I started to recognize that all the things I'm afraid of is because SA. It sounds strange but it  kind of opened my eyes. I researched a lot about SA, found this subreddit (it's awesome btw) and other sites. Together with the therapy I feel I improved. For example a year ago I would never post something like this on reddit or social media, I try to meet with friends more, I'm willing to meet new people (even tho it's the hardest thing for me and I have a long way  to go), I looked for other people, I sorted out negative vibes, I talk more about my feelings and I talk about SA to the people around.

Think about the last point, I think people can more understand you if they know what is going on in you. My best friend always told me that I never  start a conversation and that I'm boring. I never realize it and I felt bad for it. After my diagnose, I told him everything, and he understands it now. It helped me.

I hope we all get better in 2019. I don't set any goals, so I can't disappoint myself, I just want to improve day by day :).

All the best to you!

(Sorry for grammar mistakes, I'm not a native)",1.837259442080992,3.703958915662653,3.288036891501317,91.01398174909883,78.60413080895009,6.312616503750852,22.149871724093146,7.281374121172456,0.6736736985678564,2194,65,474,28,53,719,240,581,0.166,0.7290000000000001,0.105,-0.9911,1,2,2,0,0,0,72.0,3,4,1,6,28,33,1,7,28,0,40,12,2,1,9,93,85,38,0,13,14,1,5,3,5,5,10,1,0,2,42,39,0,0,14,2,0,9,14,15,0,1,27,9,75,18,70,51,16,76,0,4,3,0,37,23,0,11,43,330,117,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237508167838072,0.0,0.059164860168543276,0.06119400040081771,0.0,0.047250067458025166,0.04916325998656874,0.0,0.0,0.040179668202856594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051959400695172,0.0,0.0672174531195618,0.05551208429396845,0.09086507869686304,0.049333313135488194,0.07203505208432036,0.0,0.15083035678144036,0.0,0.12401163711836485,0.1045113512819184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351544679889117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194925489713132,0.0,0.0,0.04717437931209882,0.0,0.0,0.15241914906467016,0.0,0.05088962392310832,0.17990938675858287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05233156697717506,0.0,0.0,0.07804986377227911,0.0,0.049781465171481035,0.0,0.05310157948531665,0.0,0.0556998606663954,0.3324339515567508,0.059750067790437275,0.0,0.11346128562205,0.06472447507755927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647833982083708,0.2282437251572309,0.0,0.061738705076883775,0.0,0.10073770543880613,0.0,0.047255486301021915,0.0,0.0,0.058503209409898414,0.05224846502968367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880982319635135,0.0,0.0,0.11736901218617747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152769344829076,0.032471443179346186,0.0963239433818367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346663767397998,0.08659749917156531,0.05921845945490905,0.0,0.052288160208369294,0.09923264813567301,0.0,0.0,0.10046351337412704,0.0,0.0,0.03943954130315423,0.11980536164397106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868682054180296,0.0,0.18227926153213364,0.057064436915819014,0.0,0.0,0.11578105510793807,0.0,0.06726839974453368,0.0,0.0,0.04003736778294065,0.0,0.0,0.06932324448172084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32769550817768994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585420344991,0.0,0.11317375001638035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959387878521945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887553048423878,0.06641375455504561,0.0,0.12045896009119528,0.05006233201443379,0.09097268173661728,0.0,0.06614056020405902,0.08364100550427474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070584844568584,0.0,0.09498019652298577,0.0,0.0,0.1351371625217427,0.06860196936677161,0.07850658863751038,0.11357740039187388,0.0,0.046906705795731855,0.10335840974317824,0.0,0.0,0.11291605529829515,0.0,0.08022935781204825,0.0,0.0,0.1230186540193569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487511212874104,0.10454918063512923,0.046898738505214935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596603320316173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839442476319321,0.0,0.0,0.15219461315620625
socialanxiety,WhatIfImNotPerfect,2018/12/29,"How to open up to people tldr; started talking to a guy, want it to be serious, but I don't know how to open up to people

Hey fellow anxious peeps!

I guess I'll start with some background information first. I have a really hard time opening up to people. I dont know if I've ever actually opened up to someone. I have a great group of friends for like four years now but I still can't be a free going open type of person (maybe someone can relate?). I've never shared any secrets or struggles I'm going through. And everything just stays up in my head. I just feel that it's way to mentally tiring to open up to people. Along with the emotional impact it will have on me when then leave me. And I know this (everything comes to an end) mindset is probably the wrong mindset to have about relationships, but I don't know how to change that. 

But back to the main reason I'm writing this post is because I've been talking to a guy for the past month or so. I've never been in a romantic relationship and it's starting to become more serious. Which I think is what I want. But I'm holding back a lot when we talk. He's starting to notice and I don't want him to think that I'm not interested. Because I am but I just don't know how to open up to people. He's also a very opinionated person which makes for good conversations. But now I feel like that means he's also a judgey person. Which may not be true. So basically I'm just confused and frustrated and if anyone has any tips or advice on opening up to people, or can relate or even know why we do this please let me know!!

Thanks in advance!! ",2.9912386706948664,4.187146456193357,4.6533583081571015,85.28220060422962,73.86404833836858,7.471226586102719,25.32459214501511,7.9765259561132025,1.3403896314199395,1251,40,265,18,25,423,154,331,0.11800000000000001,0.782,0.1,-0.6186,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,0,2,22,16,1,2,14,0,26,2,1,6,4,75,56,31,0,5,20,0,3,2,2,2,1,0,0,5,15,20,0,1,15,0,1,4,10,6,0,2,2,3,22,11,45,48,4,49,0,0,0,0,25,21,0,13,23,174,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.08638452236287045,0.0,0.0,0.08650249345368988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158172751758882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039573997005527,0.0,0.0,0.1000044546202259,0.0,0.06189651153221101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361356237676493,0.0,0.10792415402345996,0.09776539025578528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364434307366948,0.07625370567269278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374690832210846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957512756580594,0.07840405373931839,0.0,0.0,0.058467824174052524,0.08007304995981232,0.0,0.0,0.15911539944620245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951857925470905,0.06324000257840409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529661092111699,0.0,0.0,0.06839173495681843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061797530662744,0.07424789883221411,0.0,0.09759561394035014,0.0975167596532406,0.17530102916646426,0.0,0.0,0.07929815910318752,0.0,0.0908489211004415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405449227224496,0.0,0.0,0.0937318209217532,0.0,0.09051955373882838,0.0,0.08649457514746738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525808184629089,0.0,0.0,0.05908899913383586,0.0,0.08893206166659398,0.09642620798299112,0.0,0.0,0.08920916932649615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065726847042915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654696239997965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078267350237624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450408921027121,0.368219284994413,0.2318815041719456,0.0,0.09717037065953832,0.0,0.0,0.08477942942196476,0.0,0.09544148903668052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567093416482048,0.09101516947433476,0.0,0.1900786026572616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000849377536252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250624786115349,0.09435247696805224,0.0706936360922434,0.0,0.0,0.09254222155765758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345144611111705,0.0,0.08149899429958166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344240985280815,0.0,0.0,0.05161778240814098,0.10174280466756372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303976842385174,0.15663738065580218,0.07026449667889546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987716967193169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967847087052958,0.0,0.05700514678806829
socialanxiety,sgsin,2019/02/02,To medicate or not? I keep going back and forth on whether to take medication for my social anxiety. My Dr recommends anti depressants but after some adverse side effects I discontinued. As my anxiety is situation based I'm not sure I want to be medicated full time. Anyone have any suggestions?,4.226100628930819,7.364492396226421,6.556886792452833,63.78614779874215,77.86792452830191,11.080503144654088,33.361635220125784,10.504223727775694,5.213065408805033,239,13,36,10,6,84,44,53,0.251,0.723,0.026000000000000002,-0.8685,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,11,8,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,7,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547288363244922,0.0,0.34812108084272475,0.0,0.0,0.1590949182139924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495724228379098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959720585759784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931107227210148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223994703310114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6876404304384249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25575430106493674,0.0,0.23193913182244724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144452109641903,0.0,0.17107494450725144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267511637287094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420363898709833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Burry01,2019/02/02,Frequent Blushing from SA Why does this constantly happen when you can be in such a simple conversation? This happens to me almost daily at work and what makes it worse is that I feel my head just shutting down as it’s happening. The worst part is that it just makes others feel uncomfortable.,5.740818181818181,7.384206309090914,5.648863636363636,79.05329545454545,67.72727272727272,8.40909090909091,28.29545454545455,8.841846274778883,2.2207272727272724,237,8,42,4,4,74,47,55,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,8,11,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,6,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,32,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401410621702147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259155877703143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098645797932688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425163298461865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6362054361279061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24612038192737345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201580570989356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596973359531949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163966205520288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458888930501487,0.0,0.2443929712110807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fishtalko,2019/02/02,"Resources for Improvement Hello everybody! I have made a lot of improvement on my social anxiety since I identified it 4 years ago. Here are some resources that can be helpful for you: 

The Shyness and Social Anxiety System Manual by Sean Cooper
No More Mr. Nice Guy by Robert A. Glover
6 Pillars of Self Esteem by Nathaniel Branden
Charisma on Command (youtube channel) 
A counselor recommended by your doctor (cost prohibitive, but any person, your mom for example, who cares for you and you can be open with is a tremendous help)

I wish I started out doing more to improve my self acceptance and self esteem. It is possible to physically go to social situations once you lower your social anxiety. Your self esteem greatly effects HOW you interact once you are there. Working to improve self esteem is crucial. 
The first book (Social Anxiety System Manual) will tell you what you have and how to improve using cognitive behavioral therapy. This book saved me hundreds of dollars because it uses the same strategies that therapists use.

Before trying to improve I had no close friends, constant anxiety and depressive spats, fear, hiding during school lunch, never dated anybody, always alone except for at school, negative thoughts, constant tiredness, hopelessness, and more. Months after starting to work on it I was easier on myself, had less overall anxiety, formed deeper friendships, slowly started dating, and now have many other positive benefits that are worth everything. 

PM me if you have questions or want help!",8.744154268711377,10.474497066147864,8.166582742046241,63.43844815747315,60.82879377431907,10.871961547264819,40.40947585259785,10.843485225782073,5.231269810025177,1234,65,160,31,17,389,163,257,0.135,0.652,0.213,0.9814,1,1,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,13,0,4,5,10,0,1,7,0,19,3,1,7,1,32,31,12,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,8,11,11,1,0,4,3,3,1,4,3,0,1,5,0,24,7,28,23,8,25,0,2,0,0,36,8,0,5,14,117,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632731345996402,0.0,0.0,0.08917931009910712,0.0,0.0,0.07164665782769536,0.0,0.0,0.05855467965604519,0.0,0.3952227429833388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248910191976185,0.0,0.07326942222912915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779027634899297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860988705177723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416252447854632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813260824451889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738605406830305,0.0,0.0,0.0968926046970934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324127801811714,0.0,0.0,0.06652488090548196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04893572906470612,0.0,0.0,0.09493159660854464,0.0,0.08525796351906118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314406635043142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732038006516514,0.0,0.0814750879171488,0.0,0.08729744278526197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084569848913097,0.06872857331474004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640985506069798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833990538379752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518398462895351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970709920643381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645784470928076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742866871308449,0.0,0.0,0.4491339771346177,0.0,0.0,0.07122734354288186,0.0967861681458442,0.0,0.4388684710031282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283770756962564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525998550954635,0.0,0.09846912151112522,0.09997509983817013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835813371386093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584599693802439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231024679153157,0.0,0.0,0.05078724351733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901705353448233,0.0,0.0,0.12537163113017674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055449106583860465
socialanxiety,thebronxgirl,2019/02/02,"Speech Class Guys this Monday I start my speech course and I have to give a speech that day. I suffer from major depressive disorder and anxiety. I have an accommodation letter for some learning disabilities I have, but I hope to get it updated to put my depression on there. I could not get the additional medication to help treat my anxiety last week so this Monday I'm going to be a wreck. Any tips that you can give if you also went through this course? And it's not like I don't want to do it..it's just my mental illness prevents it and I get these panic attacks. I was actually crying earlier and shaking because of this class lol. ",2.405677655677657,4.8526060634920665,4.297936507936509,81.51159340659343,79.63492063492063,7.686446886446888,24.77167277167277,8.617729084823388,2.000871306471307,508,19,98,12,13,172,80,126,0.266,0.615,0.11900000000000001,-0.9664,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,4,9,1,2,4,1,9,2,0,0,0,17,20,9,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,10,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,2,3,16,3,11,16,2,12,0,3,0,0,7,1,0,3,8,64,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.18074187175314074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811534368436274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595167975742186,0.0,0.2833759752393997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107073429945014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290456364182315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787808316073128,0.0,0.20344857269036684,0.11944752601595172,0.0,0.3190486085140582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21227096744436252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902995703407303,0.3553477510821518,0.1052612244155195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833907004700711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414485130233825,0.0,0.0,0.18395901332091366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097390063736998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048606730136506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658333581122036,0.18665186541037224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21730839201122132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619094335894912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109522316954075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924384983116456,0.0,0.14856727297695094,0.0,0.0,0.17169497252872193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pastrypeasant92,2019/02/02,"Anyone else feel disgusting eating around other people? I always feel gross when people see me eat. I feel like I need to hide. My anxiety kicks up badly when friends ask me to go out to eat or when I’m eating around new people (especially at social events, like family reunions and holiday parties). I know, in reality, that probably no one cares about how or what I eat (because why would they anyway?), but I just can’t shake off the feeling that I’m being watched and judged. ",7.070760869565216,6.685798467391307,7.490347826086958,74.13291304347828,64.32608695652173,10.403478260869566,31.44347826086956,9.888512548439397,2.913001739130435,377,12,69,7,5,124,67,92,0.138,0.743,0.11800000000000001,-0.2168,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,1,1,1,0,3,5,0,1,0,17,15,9,0,2,4,0,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,5,0,5,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,0,6,10,4,11,13,0,14,0,0,2,0,4,7,0,2,7,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330365568190225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416904046041714,0.0,0.0,0.0952126480382119,0.13952140387744774,0.0,0.24243885730984602,0.12729979016800064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369556711003083,0.08300746065882852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883354151127342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6966752653416887,0.11375186663778795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836817241572954,0.0,0.2754048901455086,0.09727928050193488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520396106293488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077388075935442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483501335127536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330507541841802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096771234125748,0.0,0.13151303053861713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922717520141528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832076664353716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681339350059033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850919665170064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880731812436267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287149395009687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967306697395901,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thegreat_escape_,2019/02/02,"Staying happy. Whenever I'm on outings with people, I end up getting depressed because I do something weird or say something awkward and as much as I try to hide that I'm upset-well everyone sees right through it.  And it's always when I'm hanging out in large groups and it's so awful.  Can anyone give tips on how to take mishaps with a grain of salt and power through it? Thanks.",3.5208225108225117,5.031289155844156,4.279935064935066,87.2351406926407,73.02597402597402,6.172294372294372,31.01515151515152,6.42735559955562,1.6259281385281383,303,14,59,2,6,97,57,77,0.154,0.762,0.084,-0.5524,1,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,10,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,2,14,10,1,10,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,1,2,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168978574846732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226613466831887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890167235812294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245142083771188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230875754766179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24908082251372304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618902467729546,0.25005788116227873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774874680698409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916220328336297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071536969504776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261027914002512,0.0,0.20729480273310194,0.0,0.0,0.2077197962368676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013521431186217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778389419313073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599097962383247,0.0,0.0,0.23998940009098585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697744028323742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whyamilikethis__,2019/02/02,"I can only communicate through texts. Does anyone else have an issue talking or communicating how they’re feeling in person but have no problem doing it through text messages?

I feel like texting is not the best way to communicate or have meaningful conversations, but in person I just freeze up and can’t find words or just physically find it almost impossible to speak. I’ve ruined a lot of relationships because of it and I need to find a way to get past it. ",7.463448275862068,7.7077939655172445,8.15002298850575,67.62227586206897,63.36781609195402,10.63816091954023,35.79080459770115,10.355215969177356,3.755774252873562,373,16,65,8,5,125,61,87,0.16,0.746,0.09300000000000001,-0.852,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,22,11,8,0,2,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,4,2,11,11,2,6,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,5,2,44,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920831629920614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341271975572533,0.19654547254924976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693360392670067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013065478196138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786571993305213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024361682399274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398308349724366,0.13703848745887182,0.0,0.0,0.5259686163691889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021967191690448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021351789713804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371509541695036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308117148612464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422344255635524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589013963184694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831168895843738,0.0,0.3349851286719477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354883590616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594626142015854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541801714545647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045205551659151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_marguerite,2019/02/02,"It’s like I don’t know how to talk. I want to be friendly and sociable but for so long I’ve been scared of saying something wrong or stupid, I’ve gotten into the habit of holding back my opinions so I don’t oppose anyone. I’m so tired of being this way that recently, I’ve placed myself in social situations where I have many opportunities to talk to and befriend people, but It doesn’t seem to make a difference since I freeze up. 
People will talk to me but I never say anything interesting or express myself since I’m not thinking clearly. I don’t ever know what to say, or how to have a good time.
I don’t talk because I’ve forgotten how to think of things to say.
I want to be myself, but I don’t know how to be myself. Sometimes it feels like my “talking” function is broken. 
I don’t know what to do. Has anyone had this problem and overcome it?",3.8004237288135587,4.483561316384186,5.295833333333333,83.36544491525427,71.42937853107344,7.481920903954803,27.17937853107345,7.492282038375204,1.419053107344633,671,22,138,7,12,227,92,177,0.183,0.708,0.10800000000000001,-0.9637,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,1,1,3,0,19,1,0,5,3,34,33,17,0,3,8,0,2,2,1,1,1,4,0,0,10,4,0,2,8,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,6,18,6,21,25,0,12,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,5,8,93,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764849615746736,0.0,0.10385244315183392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704056712903243,0.0,0.07693079021867577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185289650397178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415578031380855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381087814522894,0.09015782270074912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750236658812396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585118004254904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27742647070249576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233105985575179,0.0,0.0,0.1116836697557174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423996347673031,0.12794772651675634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733377865632188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174983384239876,0.0,0.13185289650397178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075704943491135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246079903392531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014395253573133,0.1263489409813463,0.0,0.0,0.11488839969199716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878908663011306,0.14185490178665267,0.0,0.12864574565571393,0.0,0.09715548322388767,0.12481574333879235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5071768092209714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384215359748177,0.16172865681931312,0.0,0.0,0.07358865725518225,0.14504916777830154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887291395418265,0.10017226083884667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379806807689082,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dcristo,2019/02/02,I feel like a big reason for my SA is I'm nothing like the rest of my family I feel so different to the rest of my family. I have nothing in common with them so it basically reduces conversations to awkward small talk which I am absolutely terrible at. It got to the point where I was basically just ignored at family gatherings and stopped going to them because fck that what's the point of just attending them and being a statue. ,3.8138991596638685,5.697048776470589,6.082184873949583,73.08411764705886,73.0,10.033613445378153,29.789915966386555,10.290406445055957,3.524579831932773,346,15,63,11,7,122,54,85,0.109,0.831,0.059000000000000004,-0.4927,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,10,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,11,2,12,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128309713112622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21991204399959266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5952796258815095,0.0,0.21285509858941212,0.15037053867130915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962348616380993,0.0,0.16834409679288198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566469523693875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039321025091005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979527529127401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641365438194746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759748996567425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917988416221946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,_dimethyltryptamine-,2019/02/02,"Oh Boy... I love Dreams... Don't you love it when your life is absolutely perfect in a dream, and then you wake up and realise you were dreaming and immediatly get that weird feeling in your gut.",6.786052631578947,6.006641815789473,7.0357894736842095,78.4605263157895,65.05263157894737,9.705263157894738,34.78947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.6144315789473684,151,6,32,2,2,49,31,38,0.036000000000000004,0.619,0.345,0.9377,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,1,5,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,2,20,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442391275644402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523680394442949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411848642202337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8719234540145279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,embarassingqanda,2019/02/02,"Taking a class where most supposed ""popular kids"" go. How do I handle it? I get way too intimidated either if its the girls or the guys",1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,4.0903703703703735,81.7666666666667,83.44444444444446,6.562962962962962,20.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,0.9609111111111108,105,3,21,2,3,37,25,27,0.10400000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.11,0.046,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,0,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31381721821238306,0.0,0.3413658304034327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5947424524258424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451617479205905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767716341652624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shinsekainoeru,2019/02/02,"Sometimes I want to share my passion on the internet but every time, I'm too scared that I might offend someone. I mean, so offended that they might go to my house and kill me because they think I am a political threat. Is there a high chance that this will happen to anyone?

I kinda want to share anime weeaboo things just for fun and make people laugh like video of me hugging a body pillow or licking my anime figurines while wearing a Hatsune Miku outfit. I understand that people will judge me as disgusting, creepy, and degenerate and that's totally okay if you think like that because that's the joke but I'm scared that people might take this so seriously to the point they will do something about it.",6.7758088235294105,7.059026727941178,6.57088235294118,78.23147058823531,64.80882352941177,9.15294117647059,31.70588235294117,8.841846274778883,2.5124,569,20,104,8,8,179,86,136,0.192,0.597,0.21100000000000002,-0.4398,0,0,1,0,0,1,9.0,0,1,3,0,6,18,5,2,7,1,9,4,2,1,1,21,21,12,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,1,16,10,10,15,1,6,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,6,4,69,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284723380474525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676298293364705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926726115248498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597754563267886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172132567178844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271612965464406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051678138605925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186221720223656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855347957822104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769343542776065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772868996137716,0.0,0.0,0.17580038951789528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5136260061492682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356613055935848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256516601560505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323157924770176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674473044378788,0.12424545902331888,0.15961826146990027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134475744207472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721995829321852,0.2068236453256591,0.0,0.0,0.09410746770216047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801207621115674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038332080292367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jimtimur123,2019/02/02,"How do you talk to people. I have a group of friends of about 7 people and we always game together, but outside of my pc I can't talk to people anymore. I used to be so social, had girlfriends who actually liked me, but now I can't even look at a girl I like without my heart rate going through the roof and my mouth to stop working... Suggestions?",3.432500000000001,4.193965027777779,4.776,86.46900000000002,72.33333333333333,7.426666666666668,28.288888888888888,7.554174236665415,1.5061522222222226,270,10,58,3,5,90,53,72,0.04,0.831,0.129,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,6,2,2,2,0,9,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,11,3,11,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,0,4,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.23064318710080456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666186160138455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343953666690367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610673001937111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826031711506468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343229659062473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800755006094033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23093702359251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984741992224288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4915653123967153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092872751495026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759890975405325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37993782895151335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413023206938194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783265071601244,0.0,0.17206537693187296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ryu_skates,2019/02/02,"How do I become closer friends with acquaintances without being annoying or nosy? So I'm a bored freshman in college typing this in my dorm and something a bit tragic happened the other day where my only close friend at our university texted me saying that he has decided to temporarily withdraw his admission to take a break from school. We hung out very often and he was probably one of the funniest guys on the whole campus, literally everyone loved being around him because he's such a character and I was so so glad to have him as my friend. I feel really lonely now even though I've always been meeting tons of new people ever since the first day. The thing is, all of these people I have met are pretty much people that I just ""know"", meaning I never really hang out with them. Usually when I see them while walking to my classes we say whats-up to each other but that's really the only connection I have with all these people that I'm familiar with.  Now I know you're all probably thinking, ""Dude just try harder to get closer to them then..."" , and I wish I could just commit to this obvious solution without being so insecure, but one of my biggest fears is annoying someone or invading their privacy so it's really hard for me to find out how to get closer to them without crossing a line of any sort. If anyone cares about my situation at all, even though it's not too big of a deal, I'd really appreciate any advice. I'm very bored now and the college doesn't feel the same without him..",9.016807561039641,6.8272765563139926,9.38976109215017,67.88610658965611,61.5938566552901,12.837910212654245,37.214229456550285,11.51311941424646,4.224215752165923,1193,43,217,28,13,402,167,293,0.066,0.813,0.121,0.9259999999999999,0,2,1,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,5,1,25,14,2,2,14,0,16,1,0,2,8,53,34,23,0,3,13,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,13,17,0,0,8,0,0,3,7,8,0,3,4,6,31,6,38,26,10,33,0,2,1,1,25,16,0,5,13,161,44,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997650315911705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495034943952205,0.0,0.0,0.1388547811975535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138646739356938,0.0,0.0,0.09088526544991027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062235527588375826,0.11275475258540632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146015715544053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409159169956854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815137158978104,0.0,0.0,0.13168431037583453,0.10525438505028092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348641892944772,0.09234982761645803,0.0,0.09755514949113572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488408359422182,0.10324354282485476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331202561521906,0.08684106627833718,0.0,0.0,0.2366326099788596,0.0,0.1066797558106951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010890669996692,0.09028134755837727,0.0,0.09145613071011084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221633576148722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921437807306214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121024726056074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505080427398275,0.0,0.07874115226982076,0.09860297827875428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836301273465856,0.15529410716907846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831163752877833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386625604520214,0.2201491029608378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270200103582274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237842211436482,0.0,0.1033245333650351,0.08135566427655996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445317488735306,0.11475788339876394,0.0,0.0,0.08650387707294792,0.07859691469897821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676194868460298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782668744793686,0.06541768422434505,0.20061358557262815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931509406926968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244206810864513,0.16847641063938645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398425517914505,0.11740301017885887,0.3936597189604061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,selvmordsbrev,2019/02/02,"Thought I was improving socially, only to find out I was oblivious to the fact that I was being (gently) ostracized by my coworkers I'm no social butterfly, and have extreme social anxiety but I worked to make improvements. I will even strategically medicate myself with various substances as to not be a social burden on anyone. (Otherwise, I avoid drugs entirely).

Everyone is friendly as they can be to my face, and just when I think things are going well and think that I'm improving, I find out I'm nowhere near where I thought I was. For example, I'll find out that they all hang out on their lunch breaks and outside of work. Some of them are kind enough not to mention it to or near me. 

But even when I find out, it's no longer a kick in the gut because this is such a recurring pattern. I'm no longer surprised but am ready for it. I even go out of my way to set my boundaries early so they don't feel like they have to invite me and do things like leave the scene so as to not make them uncomfortable and feel they have to be sneaky to talk about these things. 

But while it's not a kick in the gut anymore, I still feel some bit of resentment, not at anyone or myself, but the circumstances...like the fact that I am severely defective in some area that does not allow me to have even the most casual of acquaintances.

Every time I find a new job, new class, new school, or new group, I die each time from the eventual realization that this is a trend that will not budge. Sure, there are little improvements here or there, but the data all point in one direction.

I'm tired of being a disappointment to anyone who has to encounter me, and myself.  

I'm going to work at my job for the next few months and quietly leave, and I'll decide what to do from there. I think I see [TTG](http://www.reddit.com/r/timetogo) on the horizon, and maybe it is a lot closer than I expected a few months ago. 

And when it happens, I'll make sure no one ever knows. (But that shouldn't be too hard, anyway.)",6.636374458874457,5.897159729797982,6.812265512265513,79.80863636363638,65.33838383838383,10.876190476190477,30.97835497835498,10.290406445055957,2.7870809523809528,1567,48,324,33,21,505,182,396,0.131,0.767,0.10300000000000001,-0.8923,2,1,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,8,4,22,14,1,1,20,0,31,7,3,4,7,72,54,31,1,2,19,0,4,2,1,3,3,1,0,0,22,19,1,1,15,1,0,4,13,5,1,2,6,6,39,9,52,39,13,47,0,1,1,0,17,22,0,9,20,233,61,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637915905452798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591519990224977,0.0,0.08545150359674325,0.18074355012551171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252475532578125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406873710276234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942459555092068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540266930109027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999228479693002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903041232623607,0.0,0.22764195370058485,0.07794024230042078,0.07259685950751438,0.08233336417877453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307012739180629,0.061555556164200366,0.0,0.0,0.3937615301350674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657006816345677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690690648936558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619451259976598,0.0,0.07718599126150033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100888642284734,0.0,0.0,0.08972651370747288,0.047353463590856765,0.0,0.0,0.18247040265276834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419072519466901,0.08635893231528137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732535245892182,0.0,0.0,0.1725453537273247,0.0,0.08656328737383019,0.0,0.0,0.08680113314500361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755051487697914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328707899924498,0.0916363577874806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677386971141053,0.0655315805832021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145280069177614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872025359862563,0.06866152704216566,0.0,0.0,0.09734075857150117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513332591573305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881065638054952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241704081311614,0.0,0.0,0.0692553338800229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173053563507654,0.1656311751989414,0.0,0.13680913243043247,0.1004858056467201,0.0990328063199066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839294742761487,0.0,0.0,0.07747175537112977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881851853735196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oviraptor97,2019/02/02,"If a girl extends conversation with me is she attracted to me? We are forced to do this school assignemtn together. She suggested we exchange numbers, ok cool. So after we talked about the assignment a little bit, she would extend the convo and ask where I work, and after she asked where I worked she said ""oh my friend wanted me to ask you that"" so just weird. I'm not sure, she's really pretty and I'm just anxious and nervous. ",3.5782142857142856,5.462988011904763,4.542380952380952,83.86928571428571,73.64285714285714,7.6571428571428575,25.095238095238088,8.418075326091056,1.6816380952380956,339,11,65,6,7,110,59,84,0.11800000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.184,0.7313,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,3,1,0,2,7,7,0,1,4,2,4,0,0,0,1,15,11,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,16,5,7,9,1,5,0,0,0,0,19,3,0,1,2,45,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537776407695473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6300202107007834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452471351409734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355520022972307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514685958863645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22853818245905164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390921872159235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136827196768293,0.0,0.0,0.22734622347799105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171919164800607,0.0,0.0,0.180555971626927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324976474635006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270791055581096,0.0,0.0,0.15957679335825414,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yoongigomi,2019/02/02,"Reciting a slam poem at school Our english teacher showed us some really dramatic slam poem performances and now everyone has to recite one next week. He’s usually pretty scary, but he said to talk to him privately if we‘re really scared. I couldn’t find him at lunch or after school tho. I cried for the next few classes and when i came home, but I don’t know if he’ll believe me if I email him about it. I’m not even diagnosed with anxiety, but i’ve cried in the middle of speeches so i think this is gonna go badly.",4.3045393858477965,4.848801616822431,5.590120160213621,82.20971962616825,70.21495327102804,9.478771695594123,27.435246995994657,9.606745405546679,2.2864723631508665,411,13,85,9,7,138,80,107,0.21100000000000002,0.77,0.019,-0.9633,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,17,12,12,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,2,4,1,0,3,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,2,12,0,11,7,2,13,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,5,7,50,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618074091586782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863481989907704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005615818311872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20360136722336386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910815282607321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806811503184124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175770154852524,0.0,0.0,0.17010065284773254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627021900790111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116984348095752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856323579948427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783221117888688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.378641257762604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062735242019748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18110492428433006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280815212579268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933272309923875,0.0,0.1782237469267504,0.3603207144319284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308145456804447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406461732047275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141297384683396,0.0,0.19605801736347764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427926364806255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ourdecembersun,2019/02/02,"Abandoned Friendship My best friend of 23 years just wrote me an email saying that my mental illnesses (anxiety, depression) make her uncomfortable, and due to her “own pursuit of spiritual growth”, she no longer wishes to be in touch. She then blocked me. She was supposed to come visit me for my birthday (I am turning 30 soon) and told me she cancelled her train tickets. I feel incredibly hurt and let down. I have had to hide my mental illnesses from her for a while, for a fear that this would happen. I think maybe in a sense I was prepared for this, so the last time we got together I was honest with her about what a bad place I am at. I feel incredibly hurt. Any words of comfort or encouragement from my fellow strangers on the interwebz would be awesome. ",5.407103448275862,6.610763951724143,5.689827586206897,80.09543103448277,68.10344827586206,8.83448275862069,31.051724137931036,9.120678840339163,2.5706413793103446,603,24,115,11,10,192,96,145,0.195,0.639,0.166,-0.6106,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,1,4,11,0,1,7,0,12,2,0,1,0,19,23,7,0,3,2,0,3,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,3,1,0,3,1,6,0,0,7,4,27,5,20,11,2,16,0,4,0,0,18,6,0,1,7,83,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677157332768374,0.0,0.14261031807417632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556523984239494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956356417512576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058379212749066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056274178809454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977363403609245,0.18851848307923494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402715320728535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909661066637295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648500451105904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39913161116546575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195667856179576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062644986018973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443638601195725,0.0,0.18728332712690304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37573378438766936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947685783445892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482481760323243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945001361926362,0.0,0.0,0.10870264162492137,0.0,0.0,0.17813170969767889,0.0,0.0,0.20277075750189152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143730908711733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648539627152059,0.0,0.0,0.12004797093146945
socialanxiety,DVP9889,2019/02/02,"I’ve began to have respiratory problems when I’m surrounded by a bunch of people. I’ve been dealing with social anxiety pretty much all my life. 

But lately something different has been happening, whenever I’m surrounded by a large group of people, I start to have a very hard time breathing.

I don’t think it’s a full blown panic attack, since although I do get anxious when it happens, I’m well aware of the situation in a rational way. 

I talked about it with my psychiatrist but he said it was nothing to worry about, but I’m a little skeptical about that statement. I don’t it’s a sign of health, whether it’s physical or mental.

So does this happen to you too? Should I be more concerned about it? ",3.863721386527139,5.546364920863312,5.382786134728583,78.97743623283193,72.45323741007195,8.507782864617397,29.18312622629169,9.095868883498916,2.5842748201438845,560,23,105,12,11,189,88,139,0.105,0.841,0.054000000000000006,-0.52,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,9,5,2,1,8,0,11,3,1,0,1,13,23,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,5,2,9,1,17,16,5,12,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286591399858996,0.18999833577015315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913318552533193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338875621892724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571490004711487,0.0,0.0,0.1471776251806277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786840645603075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461696457236755,0.0,0.15065847132968865,0.0,0.0,0.17877011601008574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897171675562099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879226225302787,0.0,0.16856303217257454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694883870107523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363347712382353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137562938194286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19732590812797446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331931166236421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110204900433426,0.0,0.16092792372445747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998005576190835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912228878124644,0.18904415867636346,0.0,0.17144086280045742,0.0,0.1294750928979427,0.0,0.0,0.11904042786269067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517871006465626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776454488773296,0.0,0.0,0.09806855895506428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387681628610422,0.0,0.13349542761285682,0.0,0.0,0.15121625109275216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079747635582482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,A_HumblePotato,2019/02/02,I always feel like an idiot at social events I just stand around awkwardly and whenever someone finally starts talking to me I speed out and say the most incoherent shit. I feel like a complete weirdo and I’m pretty sure I make others uncomfortable as well. It’s just so frustrating. ,3.426289308176102,6.366027132075473,4.55311320754717,78.15218553459121,79.56603773584905,8.061635220125785,25.81446540880504,8.841846274778883,2.588725786163523,230,9,39,6,6,75,43,53,0.285,0.521,0.193,-0.7917,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,12,5,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,6,4,5,5,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,6,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087005496109285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256021434522768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265711484318283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25627877570243873,0.3620940048679316,0.0,0.2776149022799042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476214882792553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916327852360682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578245206212767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153387844583476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601373100577262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583350609980499,0.2147263364196796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937564995187427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238850237214746,0.0,0.0,0.2036935637149482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278596759945746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,likerealizingthingss,2019/02/02,"Is it weird to not hang out with people and to almost always be by yourself? I am 20F. I’ve suffered from depression and anxiety for as long as I can remember. After graduating high school, I lost touch with pretty much everyone and I enrolled in community college; haven’t made any friends. I don’t hang out with anyone unless you count class or work as “hanging out” or “going out”. I don’t really talk to anyone through social media, texting or Snapchat either. I want friends but I hate to burden people with my depression and my emotions and I’m also insecure about so many things. Depression and anxiety also leave me with constant fatigue so when I have the time between work and school I’d much rather stay in. Is this weird? ",3.6356868131868167,6.0211831071428605,4.6242857142857146,81.08994505494506,75.07142857142857,7.4505494505494525,27.91208791208791,8.384062270229773,2.263615384615384,585,24,103,11,13,190,89,140,0.26,0.693,0.048,-0.9859,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,7,13,1,1,1,0,9,1,0,1,0,28,15,20,0,2,8,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,16,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,11,0,0,2,1,13,2,26,12,3,17,0,6,0,0,5,7,0,4,5,73,16,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479057566980837,0.0,0.0,0.2362401250169905,0.122902837078354,0.0,0.0,0.10044482844195247,0.0,0.2259886590818985,0.0,0.0,0.20655828797778392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961720935201915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816556810741919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614884559736998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411389679167749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22823385898184476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394445908438701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582863566524945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605900670781606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156398833951749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307147499366752,0.0,0.0,0.1612380390488468,0.0,0.0,0.13976254803549445,0.0,0.14975022859819426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21716112602577264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480083940667268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026962959993562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462394756370524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673215770210067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989717729036644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056719134126514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574344468414986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872011357794095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812899384143042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612828493482072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712055111740695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506277643956428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,franksinatraisbest,2019/02/02,"Cant dance It's like my anxiety goes up 1 billion percent. I always imagine myself looking so bad dancing that someone takes a video and it becomes a meme and it makes me have so much worry and fear. Granted maybe I shouldn't care about that, but come on...like everyone laughing at you is not enjoyable. How the hell do you get over that...

I know you can ""learn"" to dance, but that just feels like I'm reciting pages from a dancing bible. Like I wanna do my own thing and just allow my body to do what is natural...not feel like I'm worried my form isn't matching up exactly to the script.

Everyone else just seems to let loose and go, but for me I just CANNOT let loose. Just endless anxiety of every single little movement I do. I've been made fun of the dancing I do because it's not full body, and in a car its mostly arm movements. I want to have creativity when I do it but I'm so self conscious I just repeat the same motions over and over. That's why I hate ""learning"" to dance. Feels fake and ingenuine.",1.9552707489878536,3.856906677884616,3.37274291497976,90.38015182186236,78.375,6.109716599190284,25.370445344129557,7.0608816371341465,1.0379000000000005,791,30,167,9,19,259,119,208,0.207,0.7,0.092,-0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,0,0,12,13,2,1,8,0,18,3,3,4,1,40,36,17,0,3,12,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,9,0,0,9,7,0,12,6,5,0,1,2,4,21,8,19,31,9,23,1,0,1,0,4,9,1,2,6,112,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253595610416487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22531405350426814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295980157733045,0.08977114193176966,0.1626421963476158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32715557580393634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014608880910504,0.0,0.0,0.12685542539955758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302068854889738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407678890130802,0.28143529943432105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571363293085445,0.22338424117898564,0.21041173956285372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693968277628258,0.0,0.08369387394201944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539331819667525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093278064046766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011760909248329,0.0,0.2877842074241716,0.1475978311915326,0.0,0.0,0.12366518635435103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934533862847545,0.09830027348088796,0.0,0.14794709863412564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825643589195766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340641738600055,0.15362910978879588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477682968681685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072466254165404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783606601557568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686048492670162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288340873477328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991087281498061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Galaxygirl181,2019/02/02,"Don't let opinions bring you down Everybody has there opinions on what they think of you but you shouldn't let get in the way of things. Remember, its an opinion not a fact. What they say might not be true. It is sad when someone says something negative about us but don't let it defy who you are. Same thing goes for Reddit. Sometimes when we get down votes it leads to anxiety and over thinking. I was upset about some down votes I got about a comment I made earlier today. I was a little angry but I realized that's just an opinion and I shouldn't let someone else's words overpower me. I don't get down votes much but I used to delete my comments or posts immediately after getting them. But not this time; I kept my comment up. Keep in mind that comment I made wasn't hurtful or wrong, it was my opinion ironically.

I hope I was able to give some advice to y'all. ",2.0304586241276184,4.146054903954807,3.27058823529412,90.15858424725826,79.05649717514125,6.198604187437687,24.53605849119309,7.285733465282438,1.02132728481223,686,25,144,9,17,222,105,177,0.12300000000000001,0.816,0.061,-0.8959999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,5,3,1,7,6,0,1,6,0,19,0,0,4,2,40,34,11,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,13,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,10,4,0,0,9,2,26,2,20,17,4,19,0,2,0,0,18,10,0,11,5,105,39,1,0.13617546295724947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330690863662425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417385643366303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375712564702885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845842358407956,0.13063191251122774,0.0,0.0,0.10891195759219748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525296085655392,0.0,0.0,0.1457786495436508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103900836097953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5569945481747068,0.0,0.0,0.13648358846089892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577050312701951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446064656767293,0.13749839832597618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001046338231646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041845113831174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426025371055094,0.0,0.0,0.2165843876529472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307620557151949,0.10483452431567376,0.13468101486229145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809378533940031,0.17451147627761338,0.0,0.0,0.07940500754443662,0.0,0.12907841630452188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163802315095052,0.11761187773339142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808974404940302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488864915614436,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,snoballll,2019/09/22,"What now So a girl who I only know by name said hi to me when I was at the dining hall, and all I did was say ""hey I didn't notice you there"" and walked away like the tard I am. I have her snap, it's just how do I explain being this retarded.",-0.6910526315789447,0.3780816491228087,2.105122807017544,100.27452631578949,83.3859649122807,5.261754385964913,14.908771929824562,5.6839178017228535,-1.1001480701754387,182,2,51,1,5,64,47,57,0.145,0.809,0.046,-0.7488,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,1,1,8,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,10,1,4,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,3,38,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.427267757107938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24992757655839898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217576414685514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177542628535379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458701408773721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325867381126967,0.36164828631258894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tavua,2019/09/22,Guys he doesnt hate me Thats all the context im giving. Hope you enjoyed,-1.1105882352941163,0.7790076470588225,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,90.1764705882353,3.4000000000000004,20.264705882352946,3.1291,-0.6208588235294119,58,2,14,0,2,20,17,17,0.0,0.46299999999999997,0.537,0.8909,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277834983288205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44154783683954096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44027056132221004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429161576393112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816885886907984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oxqd,2019/09/22,"Having anxiety for not doing what my therapist suggested me to do. My therapist suggested me to go eat lunch in school, which i never do, just because i'd rather eat alone when im home (Has something to do with my social anxiety). I had to do it this week, which i didn't and tomorrow i have another meeting with her. Im little worried about telling her that i didn't/couldn't do it.",6.6679870129870125,5.723428233766235,7.855162337662339,73.03131493506496,65.36363636363636,11.855844155844155,37.43181818181819,11.20814326018867,4.2490545454545465,302,14,58,8,4,104,51,77,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.5584,0,1,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,1,7,12,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,12,0,9,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,4,45,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987482618807606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122158978616786,0.29360260482089706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697912624174038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392718741988094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905994994432612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248915376501624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414565137753192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923320229242963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148003424229216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421083263436328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956156550419693,0.0,0.14773231244367785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772714761496374,0.0,0.0,0.4456163049951822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392885123842825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948815449893477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,The_Childish_Bambino,2019/09/22,"Today I asked someone out for a date for the first time It was over the internet in reply to someone I’ve known since the beginning of the year who I thought was super cute. She hasn’t responded so I assume it’s not gonna go any further.

Still! I did the the thing! And I no longer have anxiety or fear of trying again with someone else in the future.",2.367342342342344,3.8099398783783833,3.890270270270271,89.1382882882883,75.89189189189189,7.095495495495496,24.495495495495497,7.793537801064563,1.1591603603603606,277,9,60,4,6,92,56,74,0.10400000000000001,0.802,0.094,0.3365,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,0,6,2,10,5,0,15,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,9,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053557444008466,0.0,0.191842160473936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23444073849358146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949030304285568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282191553229836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133090556197084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252119071805794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744364102541168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6374424376618969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026920957913516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660374250772705,0.0,0.0,0.19908730897380755,0.14622889774148173,0.0,0.2377053428004967,0.0,0.0,0.17025973873602093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149085434355853
socialanxiety,groupiemermaid777,2019/09/22,"Envy of my best friend So, I don’t know if she’s in this subreddit or not, but here it goes.
I am a silent sufferer, don’t really talk much about my inner issues or blame my shitty personality on my mental disorders.
But it’s been getting out of hand for me. I have a best friend, my only physical best friend (I used to live in the Americas, now I live in Europe), is everything I want to be. Stylish, have a cool boyfriend with similar tastes, people who admire her, etc. She suffers from mental illnesses as well.
The thing is, EVERYTHING I do, she does better than me. Extremely talented, and obviously doesn’t give herself enough credit for it. I know the hardships of her life and her relationship, and I am still envious of it at a point where I sometimes treat her badly, apologize, and then acknowledge that it is my way of coping with these feelings. Like a ridiculous high school bully.
My situation is a little better, but I still wish I was her. Skinnier, more stylish, a cool boyfriend that likes the same things as her, etc. I have an angel of a boyfriend, but we are so different we almost don’t really MATCH. We just love each other the way we are.
I don’t know where I’m getting with this, maybe I just needed to vent.
Advices are always welcome as well.
If you read till here, thanks and sorry for wasting your time",4.306451417004048,5.624297050000003,5.313765182186233,81.33860323886644,70.80769230769229,8.704453441295547,27.530364372469634,9.134995656068208,2.2060384615384616,1043,36,204,21,19,343,145,260,0.128,0.598,0.27399999999999997,0.9937,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,4,2,0,5,14,26,2,0,14,2,21,5,1,1,1,37,35,20,0,5,11,0,2,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,14,14,1,0,5,1,1,0,6,5,2,0,2,5,40,21,28,32,10,20,1,2,0,1,27,12,0,5,8,155,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938335355127317,0.0,0.0,0.1120885442621536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931403915665158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346255931702306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524123230385269,0.19799802096530875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695014012596505,0.1282892800485266,0.0,0.09795665526182444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566064555665655,0.2496782608005729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120317112470007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659861359526985,0.0799676782071064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25944630123656376,0.0,0.11696472461837508,0.10737998630250976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826738371369558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683294575705384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845526273042368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790642780586444,0.10937334076604023,0.11219008875942976,0.19768450499171364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102733978486077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245556925510483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256119498723948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228643370604621,0.08299972499953645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513298676892303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760288870845032,0.09773890339326786,0.0,0.0,0.10581646500622016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196709997821898,0.0,0.14341917139039245,0.0,0.0,0.12017824092043168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328602600861815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582166248433002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070836561378493,0.1253040924771417,0.0,0.0,0.17878575938721808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997056641110002,0.0,0.10305637388726706,0.0,0.0,0.14873168313587729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527125308480376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667746247639566,0.0,0.0,0.06602322971106643,0.17770045637920354,0.0,0.0,0.2012892674426428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872180528146487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,solitary_sunday_,2019/09/22,"Too ugly to do “blank” Do you ever get the feeling that you’re too ugly to do something? Or that you’re so ugly that you don’t belong?
I’m transferring to a 4-year university and my mind keeps telling me that I’m too ugly to even attend my new school - and that I’ll be ostracized by thousands of students because I’m so gross.
I obviously know this isn’t true - but does anyone else ever get these types of negative thoughts?",4.118620689655174,5.002252988505749,5.3914367816091975,82.23474137931036,70.83908045977013,8.098850574712644,28.29310344827586,8.344100000000001,1.894572413793104,338,12,68,5,6,113,55,87,0.188,0.777,0.035,-0.9265,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,4,13,15,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,6,1,7,13,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,42,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811381359909922,0.26543371652749903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791827038621445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267018483889487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216408234754646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110419350249667,0.4686623738168493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309866112108877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706923709922121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026107583913405,0.0,0.0,0.14237052644382694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615729387857722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25019811654362345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26217873021641513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994341384722788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22642655915750226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20566170591800956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682371551278827
socialanxiety,fermata102,2019/09/22,Dating Anyone else struggle with feeling undeserving of love because this anxiety makes you unworthy and should someone wanna date you until you can overcome it? I hate myself for it so why shouldn’t everyone else hate it about me too? Ya know? How do you reconcile that?,4.616938775510207,7.5794168163265345,5.089142857142857,76.03085714285714,74.71428571428571,8.001632653061224,30.20816326530613,8.841846274778883,3.1160089795918373,220,10,34,5,5,70,41,49,0.29,0.619,0.091,-0.9111,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,0,0,4,4,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,10,10,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,1,6,8,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,27,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060860404569145,0.0,0.0,0.18336039504652404,0.26869014001319746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985566090025366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381263967285837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505762142689906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259359574412424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178043738927901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411717239388994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366767911724542,0.0,0.17504350335552485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22219036257536548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741443400160699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236625764904726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,therightthing4444,2019/09/22,"Went to a meetup event but didn't talk to anyone I just came back from a meditation class that I joined through meetup.com, something I've been putting off for months but finally did in an effort to get out of my comfort zone and meet new people. I didn't really know what to expect but I sat through the meditations and the talk that was given, and there was a really beautiful girl sitting in front of me who looked like she did this all the time. I thought about asking her about it after it was over. But, when it was over, without thinking, I went out and instantly walked to my car. As I looked back I saw the girl chatting and smiling with everyone else. I was the only one that was leaving that early, everyone else was mingling. The whole ride back I felt an unshakeable regret because I thought it could have been really good if I had actually talked to her and not left immediately when it was over. I'm telling myself that I won't do that next time but I still feel like that was a huge opportunity wasted",5.257933409873708,5.951259776119407,5.762388059701491,81.28780711825489,68.1542288557214,9.169690011481055,29.391886720244926,9.265573868473778,2.309174205893609,809,28,163,15,13,261,116,201,0.039,0.8140000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.9735,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,0,12,0,20,0,0,0,1,29,37,15,0,4,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,15,10,0,0,6,1,0,8,5,1,0,1,25,5,21,5,26,10,2,34,0,1,3,0,13,10,0,1,17,118,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.13369419985859568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579499147516404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807838627741633,0.0,0.0,0.31603826925290035,0.0,0.08351515423661171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669380271494335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938495774681103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889520078209846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26182258501009786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927233315976931,0.09787426395968926,0.13154341524620505,0.15007900633315946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157789614463188,0.0,0.0,0.11491078672469934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529272227731901,0.0,0.0,0.14506534801203216,0.14885308570294076,0.0,0.0,0.13386452457159334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230094368632019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935369802320352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231739583866753,0.14570319284374406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928361082242642,0.10419620283483293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497994419463203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772486116161542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633009889543555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054708413017935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940998287570047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33035108044715816,0.11974579613274974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877853566845727,0.0,0.21752858675947884,0.15977394859099606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540044733333593,0.0,0.15295785254353034,0.0,0.13206504957732582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheKilgraveTheory,2019/09/22,"I feel like I'm not made for this world Society is difficult. People.. having to talk to them, and god forbid, *work* with them.. Deadlines that must be kept, the grades, the ill fitting measures of competence, the judgement, the preconceptions..  
Going to university is a struggle, because while I adore the topics being taught, I simply can't function within the rules set by people. It makes me want to run away from everything, has me paralysed. But I must deal with society and interaction and responsibilities to continue to benefit from it.

The things that other people seem to so easily do, or at least deal with, I can't. To make things worse, they don't understand it. They just think I'm lazy. It's not fair. And knowing nature is not fair doesn't make it any better.",3.730357142857141,6.312021638888893,4.646428571428572,80.07000000000002,75.66666666666667,7.7253968253968255,24.869047619047624,8.634040054169528,2.007896428571429,612,21,109,13,14,198,93,144,0.126,0.754,0.12,0.0238,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,4,3,2,7,0,1,8,0,14,1,0,4,2,27,29,8,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,5,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,3,1,11,4,19,22,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,3,76,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294978447891592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368294147172204,0.0,0.0,0.11917774682939004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290786920365198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40311317153671705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757068652836946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988529645794149,0.1396684752356865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111097297549577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744417675670394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551363800173754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849911133083512,0.3915023755095769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066146741833531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797998139895227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043837832526428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571391355665584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597690450512446,0.1252714086432868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352711048018354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531363709220036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232962622660614,0.0,0.19923581840372984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RashGod,2019/09/22,"Whoever suffers from Social anxiety should genuinely stop looking at this subreddit I don’t have social anxiety anymore, however when I did and stumbled across this subreddit to find people similar to me, it got worse.

The subreddit’s hottest posts are just self-depreciating, and when you just find these constantly relatable ,  SA will never leave you. Sure these posts can help people diagnose and even find some symptoms they thought they only felt.

These posts are ok but the top posts should be points of discussion about how to solve SA, techniques, tips. Unfortunately all memes which will spiral you into accepting S.A. is a part of you",10.097027027027028,10.40998964864865,8.740315315315318,65.34939189189191,57.91891891891893,13.165765765765768,40.12162162162162,12.45797560212912,5.425497297297298,525,24,81,16,6,161,81,111,0.111,0.784,0.105,0.0882,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,2,1,7,4,0,0,3,1,12,2,0,1,3,21,16,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,9,3,10,7,3,14,0,1,1,0,10,5,0,1,5,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380898418764644,0.0,0.14507135111215344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807769128359653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484720395947981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661715828021064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045260890660596,0.0,0.4010942917675724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699420290790437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980490072901552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489035731739098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283911858529055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128208520262982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125322007888476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840796536749252,0.0,0.2028255223717824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382827375863198,0.0,0.5603866856398647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260288680941725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982299225366282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229738677720928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786802199285428,0.15204187046684753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613069899755855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907273953184033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nonchalante191w,2019/09/22,"Im dying inside.. i hit 21 soon gon be 22,i have so many issues that held me back from gettin in relationship, i couldnt trust nobody, because of the fair to be humiliated, i never let myself to love somebody, had lot of chances and i see the girl really in to me, but then it get borring for me and now i feel like im lost and will forever be alone, when i was off the meds i had no problem with that, but now when im on meds this shit is killing me inside for every girl i lost, and im not matured enough now for a girl to love me, i feel like its too late.. Someone with simmilar shit like me or someone who could give opinion, sorry for my bad english im just a fool who live in Eastern Europe.",2.932516556291393,3.2281157947019885,4.755953642384107,87.85949337748345,73.17218543046356,7.364503311258278,25.69602649006623,7.1686216300943375,0.9577994701986752,539,16,125,5,10,185,92,151,0.255,0.628,0.11699999999999999,-0.9799,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,10,14,3,0,5,0,12,4,2,0,1,20,23,11,2,3,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,6,3,17,6,18,9,2,15,0,2,1,2,9,5,2,3,13,82,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042232881258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940569592397808,0.09708194295034757,0.07087809810856421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283342451615607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206715808091688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201396610106156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796385149502307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758084555520963,0.16612893184832878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074712058808345,0.1115383291492065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6279664896226709,0.1213573591135491,0.0,0.0,0.12863731637407025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115944763302034,0.0,0.0,0.118895605320186,0.0,0.17041331586888725,0.0,0.10266996739665424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538484083880702,0.09884997027457364,0.209879346533855,0.0,0.0,0.11788116938672598,0.0,0.0,0.258303108322041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896758384161936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125623398406986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448657471319757,0.0,0.0,0.12483220247945262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265342446230744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23870228654876566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19703312636792866,0.0,0.0,0.13015655516181954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BlueWaterHermit,2019/09/22,"I cut everyone out of my life Im not sure if this is the right place to post this,  sorry if not,  but i'm just wondering if anyone thinks there's something I should do about this.  It's been months since I went silent to everyone but my immediate family (and my only contact with them is through text).

I don't feel lonely or sad, U mostly feel more peaceful than i ever have in my life.  But I do feel guilty that couple of my friends might think it's something they did.  

I think about reaching out to them and letting them know it has nothing to do with them.  But  I don't think they'd understand. I think people would worry or chastise me if they really knew how isolated I was.  Right now i'm faking having a somewhat normal social life.  I'm not sure if anyone believes it. 

The only reason I want to change is because I know I can't keep the act up forever.  The world will inevitably force itself back into my life.  Someone will get married,  or sick or something and I'll be forced to come out of my cave.  I imagine everyone gasping when they see how feral I've become. I already feel like a freak whenever I have to go out in public. 

Someone let me know they were having a Halloween party next month even though i just went silent on them earlier this year.  Even if I thought I could handle a party (HA!), I don't trust her reasons for inviting me after I've been so rude.

I think the Japanese call this hikkiomori.  Except I don't horde.  I manage to pay my bills (working from home) , I stay physically active.  Going grocery shopping is becoming more difficult as my social skills degrade but I still manage once a month. 

I imagine what life would be like if I was social,  but the idea is so alien to me. Like imagining what it would be like to fly.  

If I could change anything I would make the world less social.  Or at least make it more acceptable to not be social.  

Im ashamed of my body,  ashamed that i'm poor, ashamed that i'm too socially inept to get a better job.  I don't know what to do.  I feel like im just waiting for disaster.  I really can't even imagine going over to my siblings house to just spend time.  And deep down I don't even want to change.",3.574366496598639,4.6650334965986415,4.608270266439913,86.56948022959186,72.31065759637188,7.417261904761905,26.479662698412696,7.756953410329674,1.3949846371882089,1696,56,351,21,32,554,205,441,0.175,0.7120000000000001,0.113,-0.9864,2,2,3,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,10,3,22,23,2,3,13,1,45,7,1,6,3,89,84,30,0,18,28,0,5,5,1,8,6,0,1,0,18,12,0,2,27,1,5,7,12,11,0,0,10,6,59,12,44,57,7,39,0,2,1,0,21,18,0,17,17,232,77,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514967471873384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523373957740253,0.0,0.05604022256261208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052364439530443965,0.0,0.041512924250314866,0.1504214613202774,0.0,0.07672500334236385,0.0,0.06022862042198328,0.0,0.07564337683673054,0.0,0.0,0.06953737287616646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161212504649908,0.05866183221057629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874408379112124,0.07535098503460036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991674823714188,0.06160004657994909,0.0,0.1952164473243769,0.0,0.0,0.06419830428915503,0.0,0.17216618620835988,0.09730082984227376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261363294064567,0.0,0.07115852943839478,0.0,0.1161078284537523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830951739835328,0.0,0.0,0.07857787120471632,0.0,0.0768762336737246,0.2206779753783392,0.0,0.06757841044828103,0.06053011203661472,0.0,0.0,0.14970318165936478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392730445388695,0.24050403983414415,0.16635028454239562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090914111572712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224298381183697,0.0,0.0,0.16306951082198815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242476725139987,0.0,0.06672321364731212,0.06534346608277614,0.0,0.0,0.07252392164371235,0.0,0.10358572920066847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721173378282991,0.0,0.071149656583473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522065543944687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725277952571822,0.14003559704332064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163134851652668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054266616823502034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056332747349475375,0.0,0.0,0.4165142003104866,0.1154012518392648,0.15727934955997167,0.0,0.07623200056579503,0.0,0.07258518289340322,0.05438448115032148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836625835600504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618130969626564,0.06690757597928729,0.0540635279127915,0.03970946282539496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089415385864417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803338946907545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262581450889106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385118272403629,0.04957736783343555,0.06915851635110278,0.0,0.19350419510296094,0.0,0.0,0.043853952100041525
socialanxiety,Qweenjaime,2019/09/22,Long line at burger chain Plenty of time to rehearse my order,4.195,6.232968500000003,4.823333333333334,81.855,72.33333333333334,4.800000000000002,20.333333333333336,3.1291,0.03223333333333312,50,1,8,0,1,16,12,12,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8350304599069429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5502037177515247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nickyg863,2019/09/22,"Gotta love alcohol I got so drunk at a wedding that I posted something on Instagram, introduced myself to people I don’t know, and talked to the girl that I like. I know it’s not healthy to depend on alcohol to cure my anxiety but god damn does it work. Hopefully I remember this feeling tomorrow morning and don’t regret everything I did tonight, but even if I do wake up with anxiety from this I’m glad I stepped out of my comfort zone and did something that my peers would do.",4.047231222385861,5.2197333402061865,5.385419734904271,81.13288659793818,71.26804123711341,9.666568483063331,33.444771723122244,9.957137785484203,3.4152132547864515,382,19,76,10,7,128,65,97,0.139,0.6709999999999999,0.19,0.7362,0,0,4,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,2,0,7,5,1,1,0,17,15,7,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,5,3,0,4,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,13,5,12,10,0,9,0,1,0,1,4,5,1,3,3,50,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804066253444427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34388618889236944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966916327092757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845385435794495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200250880873108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364693585524628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976351890667544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232403927322559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470477545279735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098078579379812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285740011687825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155822377175121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21526084210849605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546126857647429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460671061382712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806560009207891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363015485571614,0.0,0.0,0.15966520003798104,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chickadee_delight,2019/09/22,"Lacking a reaction Anyone else have the experience of not knowing how to react when something is said to you? Sometimes not having a response, just a facial expression or a laugh. Not having a reply that arises naturally? I'm so out of practice interacting with people. It's like my personality isn't there since it's been buried from nonuse.",5.6538095238095245,7.797008349206351,6.930349206349209,67.81742857142861,68.68253968253968,8.84952380952381,31.647619047619052,9.3871,3.313148571428572,278,12,43,6,5,94,51,63,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.755,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,6,1,1,2,0,11,9,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,7,7,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,34,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451203115482683,0.3591910391187353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29284862425274993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429157986339612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265908642748347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712663337767346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24303476782354885,0.30609623029309363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334636654069393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899875746126803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269878884908678,0.3467136646698171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jojinamazon,2019/09/22,"I was completely quiet in a group meeting yesterday for school. Yesterday, my group decided to meet up and brainstorm ideas for our presentation this Tuesday. The thing is, I came unprepared. I didn't read the article we were supposed to read. Well, I did, but I read it two weeks ago, so I was still basically unprepared because I couldn't recall the main points. UGH. My fault completely. I totally don't recommend doing this, guys. Always come prepared to group meetings.

What sucks though, was that one of my group members hadn't read the article either, and so he skimmed through it and was able to effortlessly give ideas. I couldn't even concentrate on rereading the material while I was there because I was too worried about their judgments and what they thought of me. UGHHH. This got worse because I just kept quiet the whole meeting. I didn't give any input. I felt so pathetic. I HATE THIS. The good thing is, when they asked me how I was and why I was so quiet, I was just honest with them: I feel uncomfortable in group situations. They understood. Nobody was nasty. I still feel so bad though...

Okay, mini vent over. I hope everyone is having a good day today. If you have something to vent out, I'm here to listen!",3.160422077922078,5.815476303030309,3.9481655844155874,83.89939123376625,78.17748917748918,7.486363636363637,26.508116883116887,8.472884824447931,2.135079220779221,970,39,180,21,24,309,133,231,0.196,0.716,0.08900000000000001,-0.9866,0,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,2,1,5,0,19,11,2,0,9,1,24,0,0,1,1,29,41,17,0,4,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,11,10,0,1,8,4,0,2,6,5,1,2,21,7,34,6,19,18,4,21,0,0,0,0,23,7,1,2,12,129,45,5,0.11980381773468556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619885587307323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968637363899692,0.0,0.0,0.08147070430754877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200039725532153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003118359965256,0.21909388593669235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702365138726866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320038082344044,0.25122404706360074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726355131631661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912929171704476,0.0,0.0,0.11447768192531015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115281989721917,0.0,0.11503045277276802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298534772265353,0.0,0.20097151652444248,0.09581805732945957,0.0,0.0,0.11862461508673125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828146695200685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899222311160512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27048785530329195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118216744419587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325333177534225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793449533968368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124785956807292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466451071697896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223083197712614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135096719964034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918466615476554,0.0,0.23541328529424366,0.09511084906503936,0.0,0.0,0.11356001091976133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703092175121566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096099396131879,0.0,0.1077180200035844,0.0,0.10810431121374273,0.13375668405979133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166659232527614,0.12209032539813496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,notadiryic,2019/09/22,Any recommendations for books on how to socially interact? I have trouble understanding how to do it. I tried searching for books and the majority that pop up is how to interact in job interviews etc but I want to know day to day stuff. How to talk to a cashier without just staring at the ground and saying thankyou to everything they say. Or what is the proper distance to not hold a door for someone because I always freak and worry that if I don’t hold it they will think i am some asshole millennial.,4.986734693877551,6.3252046122449,6.004693877551024,76.94744897959184,69.20408163265307,9.273469387755103,33.38775510204081,9.606745405546679,3.221514285714288,404,19,76,9,7,134,66,98,0.099,0.885,0.015,-0.8442,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,4,0,20,11,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,6,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,8,0,17,10,3,7,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,3,2,57,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015997941642304,0.0,0.0,0.16476150770912906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769414880925344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31250642335881873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702108351602321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774934162136528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404296008842481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331530143232997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853481085239505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469781455324227,0.2052865459338634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773573477836452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19473879553495085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524587904982706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644950113688155,0.0,0.0,0.2522263102104952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290544946123854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23355324267873065,0.0,0.0,0.246051281374366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThrowRA-EastFish,2019/09/22,"How to make closer friends? As the title says. I'm currently in 3rd year college, and for the first time since highschool I do have a semblance of a social life. I made a few friends last year in my major and have consistently stayed friends with them till this year, so the friendships are around a year+ old. I think compared to highschool, these are so far somewhat deeper connections, we spend nearly the entire school day together, study and work on things after class, laugh and joke about topics inside and outside of school and are each other's go to partner for group work. I feel like these are decent friendships currently, but how do I make them deeper?",9.19170731707317,8.18746471544716,7.466788617886182,78.04213414634148,60.38211382113821,9.826016260162604,35.134146341463406,8.344100000000001,2.7116243902439026,532,18,95,5,6,157,82,123,0.0,0.866,0.134,0.9009,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,2,3,6,6,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,5,0,19,15,13,0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,5,10,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,9,6,17,14,4,22,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,14,62,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960445370683754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156260165784522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065346934812576,0.12808348128503555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250239820570344,0.0,0.0,0.4155527109695681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018935802631162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461437613674719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663651372760873,0.0875911278104609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964677075012544,0.2393524480119065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813274084166506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425771230740629,0.0,0.36289833386312936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830900008904915,0.0,0.0,0.18276167793874834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109729957634736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911107200141942,0.11488059920061887,0.0,0.0,0.10454435479902864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610477988871704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618227295438865
socialanxiety,youaregaynigga,2019/09/22,"Medications which don't cause sexual dysfunction? Zoloft worked great but it made my peepee stop working, so I got off that shit. Benzos are the best, but they are too addictive for daily use. 

What else is there?! 

Thanks guys.",3.2331707317073186,6.261560121951224,2.8616585365853666,89.15102439024393,81.92682926829268,7.182439024390242,17.956097560975607,8.238735603445708,0.9375034146341464,179,4,34,4,5,53,39,41,0.139,0.598,0.263,0.7794,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,3,3,4,1,0,1,0,4,4,1,3,0,6,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,20,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28873777226142955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779554591896609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720853828270383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125752281260516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183367463320316,0.2920103769739526,0.0,0.26225420151620715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25061804485158223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668197658004341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718761867162218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143579933996915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438485817914357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287550126870566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856441751330141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mothybot,2019/09/22,"Sometimes when people tell me I have nice glasses I think they might be being sarcastic Occasionally, like today, someone will tell me they like my glasses. Every time I get that comment voices take over in my head telling me they're being sarcastic, or just saying it out of pity for me. It just seems like a weird comment to make because my glasses are pretty standard, nothing really special about them

Does anyone else experience this type of thing?",6.426016260162598,8.278486073170733,6.2887804878048765,74.3169918699187,66.3170731707317,7.9056910569105705,33.178861788617894,8.344100000000001,2.847627642276422,366,16,57,5,6,115,62,82,0.115,0.7440000000000001,0.14,0.5017,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,1,0,9,12,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,13,5,8,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,3,6,38,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381384398366524,0.2024234117269285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043065019692542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288595509281385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503590341846855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645269337320348,0.0,0.0,0.19325144097374053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321686706108092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275340097522665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895532890974161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187273320903775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209579779544427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956400322508687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136963124113022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098939036519653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656189800567386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571075213061764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798510665971634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673918188555024,0.0,0.19539174214090205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485404197360162,0.0,0.5180280471885987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124998512239416,0.12658837404933496,0.0,0.0,0.11519873661987767,0.0,0.18726363667750012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mishabartowski97,2019/09/22,Getting prescribed anxiety medications Hi I wanted to ask anyone who has kaiser hmo if your primary care doctor can describe antidepressants or anxiety medication,10.819200000000002,14.288991120000002,10.997000000000005,38.48350000000002,57.8,14.6,48.5,13.023866798666859,8.8278,138,9,13,6,2,46,24,25,0.12300000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.11599999999999999,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728163663365716,0.0,0.0,0.216081947552433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28890265263369336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315078118857883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316306743418063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614561571796555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6226332686296951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18227473263445426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alexpg0,2019/09/22,I'm so scared of people that i don't even want to post in this subreddit I feel like i'm going to either disappoint everyone in this sub or i'm going to make a decent post and people will believe i'm something that i'm not and then disappoint them,5.014444444444443,4.332684148148147,6.726296296296297,78.89833333333333,68.62962962962963,10.162962962962963,29.11111111111111,9.725611199111238,2.465711111111112,200,6,42,4,3,70,34,54,0.188,0.765,0.048,-0.7442,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,12,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,1,6,11,1,7,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137448813272053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839294765897746,0.0,0.0,0.2660938782698277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080484146600028,0.19894190929964345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165264279132164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360483493226076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588358360226587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861176713632508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334023045818056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27880109350298393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21438292044434096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642512033778326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LeonOkada9,2019/09/22,"Y'all need to step up for yourself! TLDR bellow 

Something we doesn't say enough: [Social anxiety is a mental illness](https://cmha.bc.ca/documents/social-anxiety-disorder-2/) We French people are always loud, and always yelling for some causes. I suffer from social anxiety, and light speech impediments (I can't think my shit through, and I start mumbling, sometimes) but I have been sorry for myself for way too long! All my teen years nobody wanted to be my friend 'cause I was the mumbling kid, I was kind, and very functional (I can peak sometimes, before crashing like Federer), but as I was one of the uncool kid, I was put aside, and even made fun of, sometimes.

But time have changed, and I accepted something: i had social anxiety, it wasn't my fault if I had problems talking, and keeping up a conversation. Social anxiety is a mental illness, and if someone ever made fun of me for being mentally ill, the shame's on their ass, not mine! Ever since I accepted having mental problems (Yes, I want to emphasize that: Social anxiety is a mental illness), I'm feeling liberated, has if a huge weight has been taken of my shoulders. Ever since I accepted my condition, things have turned over: I am way more social, I'm not scared of singing in public anymore, I've been to parties (never been to one, in my teens), and I'm way more successful at keeping conversations! A funny anecdote: a couple of days ago, I was rejected by my crush: the old me would have been devastated, but now, I've just went to play pool with my friends, and found another crush to crush after! I wasn't shattered, and it didn't break my mood at all! 

If one can proudly say that they're gay, and still being respected, and not looked down, one should say he has social anxiety and not be looked down! Nowadays, there's this woke thing advantaging us, my brothers and sisters: I already admitted having social anxiety casually, and nobody batted an eye. Finally, I want to give you the following advice (it's the title of a song I'm writing): just **shine for yourself**. Dress good, cut your hair good, look as good as you can, always (if you're ain't pretty, and someone makes fun of you, they're the one being problematic, not yo ass) 


Rise up, socially anxious people, you got to shine for yourselves! 

**TLDR: Social anxiety is a mental problem, and you shouldn't be ashamed of yourself for having a mental problem.**",5.738182214472535,7.109541283783784,6.2872478930543485,75.49622929380996,67.46846846846847,8.972275501307761,31.890148212728853,9.285337120503966,3.0104111595466434,1886,78,320,36,31,613,217,444,0.136,0.659,0.205,0.9914,0,1,2,0,1,0,105.0,3,7,1,3,10,32,2,3,18,1,46,11,6,5,6,70,74,30,0,16,16,2,3,1,2,3,3,7,0,2,8,21,1,2,7,5,0,5,13,12,0,5,22,17,46,19,45,43,6,36,0,2,6,3,38,12,3,6,16,217,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052348851207379324,0.04748735943966941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059116806422633235,0.0,0.1337258094914891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617374642024877,0.32785265813792536,0.060519854468611425,0.05312792542088336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558487953537884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006411637701677,0.05667089567309112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927516802590701,0.0,0.034548790594584516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535304713396566,0.0,0.035383065919889184,0.1453738040618919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02708705031843716,0.0,0.0,0.058684288674258886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058737713008932775,0.08277746950695078,0.0,0.0,0.05139007667163524,0.0,0.13479815621184268,0.04284553248533245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523253239356523,0.0,0.05578583556613004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02617202963671977,0.0,0.0,0.04740854961337065,0.13495815984896334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138013798506712,0.035758983355851384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37790798177797663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03972213424794529,0.04131717093983515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056213634782738026,0.0,0.1815050987988764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427861630439468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450085161561823,0.0,0.20504041752285526,0.0,0.053853538262964316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780515962828934,0.05363380385165352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054989746130346184,0.08862878336541524,0.0,0.0,0.6006965075278009,0.09078087818004474,0.08248297278743179,0.15894893246836425,0.05996822258413233,0.037917749863064856,0.0,0.042781779915774316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0430582501010136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118023444630897,0.03432606157862076,0.0,0.0,0.031237615276203237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058269742275115326,0.0,0.0,0.06443918158974034,0.0,0.0,0.04420159254124435,0.0947924921708075,0.1275662308083905,0.0,0.06523490882974319,0.0,0.049660749367430035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03805522141873462,0.0,0.0,0.03449789512554347
socialanxiety,baleofhaythrowaway,2019/09/22,"Should I be panicking over this Okay so today I went to a thing with one of the clubs I’m in and there’s this one girl who I hung out with most of the day and the group we were hanging with brought up tinders and everyone began to show them each other’s but I didn’t because I didn’t have one at the time. Throughout the day this girl and I were just talking and stuff and we kinda bonded and I’m slightly interested in her after today and when I got home I thought about how my friends made tinder seem like a fun thing so I got it to try it out and the girl I’ve been talking to is the first girl to show up on my swipes. So immediately in my head I’m thinking that she thinks I got a tinder just to match with her (idk if she’s seen me or not obviously but if I’ve seen her odds are she’ll see me eventually) and then she’ll find that weird and then find me weird overall. I’m not interested in her relationship wise (just got out of a super rocky relationship and don’t want one for a bit) but she just seems cool and I’m a transfer student without any super close friends and she seems like she’d be a good one. But I don’t want to make myself look weird or anything 

Idk if this makes sense at all I panic about stuff like this on the daily and I ramble a lot but I want to start getting help, and perhaps by asking whenever I have these episodes I can see that maybe it’s not all a big deal",1.7237500000000026,3.08049140131579,3.2425315789473683,93.47352105263157,77.42105263157895,6.1797894736842105,22.02842105263158,6.742157984588678,0.2456191052631577,1102,30,263,10,25,363,144,304,0.046,0.762,0.192,0.9934,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,3,12,18,0,1,17,2,18,1,1,4,3,67,50,33,0,7,18,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,4,18,27,0,0,8,3,0,3,8,4,0,6,16,6,37,14,35,28,6,31,0,0,5,0,29,16,0,11,15,174,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428752526507965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989591312290858,0.0,0.1021254500193726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659220933169407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926271705335302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090262430562606,0.11262252147527678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438431532653702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19968831899462108,0.09292021275119178,0.0,0.0,0.16879842226281214,0.0,0.057073836325336184,0.0,0.0,0.09162604360833766,0.3494795541642835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211262995240306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322184027568371,0.0,0.10957748132868857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010868669002612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173480251605796,0.0,0.0,0.09287266572635026,0.0,0.10336633532406164,0.1458382337160724,0.0,0.10974711862024177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370122141838771,0.0,0.0,0.1281706023527342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345675852113104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410163087733188,0.2983463060885937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732123717678839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25010927937498345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560731744374874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514953576619216,0.13999425378618965,0.0,0.0867250340224151,0.06369921918708893,0.0,0.20709510865300895,0.0,0.0,0.07416736762699197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329925420646854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012673640731099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530428288424888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Witty-T-rash,2019/08/17,Any socially anxious people near me in need of friendship? Ima 22 yo dude living in Arkansas. I don't have any friends down here. I've got no longterm goals or interests. If I had at least a circle of friends in a similar position we could help each other out.,1.9377777777777752,3.890175740740745,3.9182962962962975,86.20633333333332,78.62962962962962,8.023703703703704,29.31851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.52038962962963,206,10,43,5,5,70,44,54,0.166,0.698,0.136,-0.1798,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,9,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,0,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281825706171511,0.0,0.0,0.3556617905509344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513615455849751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4864648681101327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517937119089573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102005809647348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27799557998090113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334381917335262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182594943959139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209236754103523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Banana8686,2019/08/17,"Ugh - Public Embarrassment Moment So my social anxiety has gotten worse in my 30’s..not better. It’s like I know I am stupid but I have always tried to hide behind humour and acting cute when I can but I’m at the age now where that’s only going to make things more awkward.

My husband is working today and I didn’t want another entire weekend where I just sit on my phone or watch tv without getting out at all so I decided to go for a walk to get lunch. I’m walking up to the crosswalk but it’s still a bit ahead and another person is already walking but I don’t want to run. He crosses and I get there and the stop hand comes on. I decide to push the button to wait for the next because I’m not sure how long I have until the road traffic light turns to green, I don’t really want to awkwardly run in front of a bunch of parked gawking traffic and I don’t really think getting hit would be a fun time. Right away I hear a group of guys in a red truck, windows down yell “walk” and laugh loudly. I don’t and of course the light doesn’t change green for 30 years so I had plenty of time. When their green light turned they laughed some more and waved. Cool. 

What was their point in even being concerned with what I’m doing? Also, why has it been 20 mins and I’m writing a whole post about it in the privacy of my home when they have already forgotten about it.

Fuck social anxiety.",2.049169550173012,3.734961349480969,3.413209688581315,91.18118477508655,77.37370242214533,6.14649134948097,21.94062283737024,6.918507183188421,0.4817074325259516,1086,30,235,11,25,355,167,289,0.102,0.7709999999999999,0.127,0.904,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,4,3,18,15,2,3,15,1,22,3,1,2,2,37,47,24,0,4,8,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,9,13,1,2,4,2,0,13,8,6,0,0,5,13,25,9,39,38,7,51,0,0,5,1,15,18,1,2,19,147,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850332501141476,0.10327859119478304,0.10746042287593137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27084320825425057,0.19759378585071435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213376015867116,0.0,0.0,0.07872664629019316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142197853352096,0.1409947775467184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662011328132767,0.11124847017110992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530019539661657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939406838366735,0.2698953388032795,0.0,0.14679412267022926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787556448665893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555774781100647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954469750304726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097566386764449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309456752540307,0.0,0.0,0.11429078968585242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620644334056722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373490096643162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822190571687936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112765940892246,0.0,0.0,0.12208540124811484,0.0,0.12368686533945995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546940105057342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029059950307084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632976493855616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313674327976456,0.10797244686431903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217192621296982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579934707176091,0.0827520081635089,0.0,0.0,0.15061299056544936,0.0,0.1224159967883423,0.0,0.0,0.08768215045038183,0.280949107860317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285222575852876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653483393637648,0.14418770898016348,0.0,0.12449283654454482,0.0,0.09402035563399457,0.0,0.13161154847357395,0.0917421297020758,0.0,0.0,0.08316625816551232
socialanxiety,anxietyqueen34,2019/08/17,"Volunteering in a hospital I am currently in a biomedical sciences program to hopefully pursue a career in medicine. Unfortunately, I suffer from anxiety and I have a really hard time starting new projects and extracurricular activities, especially on my own. I recently got accepted to volunteer in a hospital as a friendly visitor for patients and I’m starting tomorrow on my own. I’ve been thinking of ways to cancel my shift because I’m so scared to start. I don’t know how to initiate conversation with patients and I fear that they won’t want to keep a conversation going. I guess I’m scared of the awkwardness or rejection from patients. I keep telling myself I won’t ever be able to be a doctor without this kind of experience. I just want to be able to get out there and be myself but it’s tough to initiate.",5.233549783549783,7.169416792207798,7.268246753246753,65.81046536796538,69.3896103896104,11.367099567099569,36.85930735930736,11.20814326018867,5.066772294372296,662,37,110,24,12,233,92,154,0.142,0.802,0.055999999999999994,-0.8417,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,4,9,0,10,1,0,1,1,22,27,10,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,1,16,4,26,19,2,18,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,3,9,78,19,4,0.3443711084913872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172147770536854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496271569964076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762392108971184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575169162424846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684305118697307,0.0,0.19375661895997692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303013208548806,0.0,0.08995984539670318,0.0,0.0978570184954824,0.0,0.13771251718000976,0.0,0.18968180037266413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424443591456774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171019106693017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30609286412379905,0.0,0.179304758119924,0.0946286775721684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629788124659226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030647511289132,0.0,0.17001246219758046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447755556254839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656214645878579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049776379624974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110329550612684,0.0,0.0,0.10040278136021152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031190021359816,0.1366728783823886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659807298370165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lilgoof4,2019/08/17,"Anyone’s eyes tear up or feel pressure in social situations? For the past couple of months my eyes have been starting to water and I feel like crying. This happens in social situations but it also happens if I just walk into a building like a grocery store or library, maybe from the anticipation of having to talk to someone or being around people? 
I’ve been dealing with social anxiety for almost my whole life but in the past 2 years I had improved tremendously. I honestly feel confident and funny and feel like I can make good conversation. Then my eyes just started tearing up out of nowhere and I don’t know what to do about it. 
I actually talked to a doctor about my anxiety so that I could try and fix this problem before I start school and he put me on some supplements, told me to eat healthy, exercise, and think positively. School starts in 2 days and I walked into the library today and literally thought I would start crying asking someone for a stapler.",6.9121162444113295,7.418124950819672,7.3408047690014895,72.06384500745158,64.51912568306011,9.714654744162944,34.66915052160954,9.573946990214177,3.3492229508196716,778,33,133,14,11,255,112,183,0.08,0.725,0.195,0.9782,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,8,0,11,8,3,1,0,35,28,18,0,4,8,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,14,2,0,7,1,1,3,1,2,0,0,5,7,17,5,27,20,2,26,0,0,3,0,10,11,0,6,15,91,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.10836450912016048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119615051278647,0.0,0.0,0.08880314426223111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989919466589065,0.0,0.0,0.07764568125135976,0.0,0.0,0.09885414714056363,0.10381266706060606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449164592399682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886608937702586,0.12286986926975267,0.2439568042196707,0.07161523999272891,0.11448316088909305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365990012254508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362739447540132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459201330816705,0.15866202992660097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313979970113788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963945546377452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061027770079269225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843480724160228,0.1627538461931831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412381535945026,0.0,0.11156025343362294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863555651099422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120112236646048,0.0769850527532051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625566377575546,0.0,0.11163152170554813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476819699946948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24963986483140665,0.0,0.3395910837638361,0.1881771913206612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929933160747605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850853020217658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115355112729901,0.0,0.08815782041676064,0.0,0.0,0.10525826598755066,0.1061088511363965,0.0,0.07539268850969018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397847194930407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888362423043283,0.0,0.0,0.07150974017154302
socialanxiety,Anonymous-dude97,2019/08/17,Advice/articles on “How to ask out/talk to girls?”. I have crippling depression and bipolar! so long story short I am afraid that I might die alone.,1.4146428571428549,4.12182975,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857143,90.78571428571428,5.6571428571428575,21.285714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.9611142857142858,115,4,22,2,4,36,25,28,0.331,0.669,0.0,-0.8718,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119727200750509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718639279282924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426011807346912,0.0,0.4128254275756561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520164631772315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219741440480969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197147568269983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lndw20,2019/08/17,Does anyone else feel really insecure when you smile for pictures? I feel like I’ve ruined many photos by not smiling because I feel very awkward smiling. I have no problem smiling naturally if something is funny but on photos I can’t smile,6.584666666666667,7.836728355555558,7.304444444444448,69.41000000000001,65.44444444444444,8.666666666666668,37.22222222222222,8.841846274778883,3.6978888888888894,196,10,29,3,3,65,35,45,0.285,0.541,0.174,-0.3639,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,5,1,3,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205482467769224,0.3231839639695403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227644955701406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760252275410225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634920388360367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4784558584932373,0.225335343617496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409775472210094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197852838064505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018133137372739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206544063273005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428248990577797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602536471298529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nothing3890,2019/08/17,Crippling Axiety for school im 11M going Year 7 middle school this september and cant stop the feeling of anxiety every time i think about it. please help me.,2.7433333333333323,4.944792500000002,4.42625,82.32708333333336,77.125,8.016666666666666,23.166666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.8912791666666664,128,4,24,3,3,43,29,32,0.096,0.688,0.21600000000000005,0.5883,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,10,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23434879495729516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25810414848926777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489440011562464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409973500164716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533283584310386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308991094375018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362686583641314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.620063634970538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561134471137749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628991174921054,0.0,0.0,0.17862896189758856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972725235086097
socialanxiety,lmchapman,2019/08/17,"To those of you with crippling physical symptoms of anxiety..propranolol may be the answer So I just have to post this, because I’m quite frankly amazed at the results I’ve had with the beta blocker propranolol. If you’re someone who suffers the physical symptoms of anxiety badly, this is a life saver. I’ve always reacted terribly in situations such as interviews, presentations and large social situations..to the point I actively avoid them at all costs. I will be trembling, have an extremely rapid heat rate, feel like I can t breathe or get enough oxygen in etc. Basically just feeling like I’m going to die! 

I had a job interview yesterday where I had to do a presentation. Yikes. I knew how badly I would react in this situation so I was pro active and got some propranolol prescribed before as I’d heard good things. And my god, I was like a different person. For the first time in so long I actually had confidence. I could speak without losing my breathe. I could stand and present without shaking. It completely shut off any nervous and anxious feelings entirely. I’d never felt so relaxed in all my life. My feedback post interview was “you are clearly a very confident individual” wow did I ever expect to hear that in my life. It’s made me feel like I can now actually live my life and stop limiting myself to situations that I’m only completely comfortable with. 

So please, if you haven’t already, you need to try this. It’s a wonder drug",5.1694505494505485,7.014923234432235,6.337142857142857,72.78285714285715,69.40293040293041,10.035164835164835,34.24542124542124,10.290406445055957,3.997537728937728,1165,58,200,33,21,390,161,273,0.102,0.716,0.183,0.9705,2,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,1,4,12,18,0,4,13,0,23,9,2,5,5,45,40,17,1,7,7,0,5,4,0,3,7,3,0,1,12,9,0,4,8,1,1,2,4,9,0,1,13,8,28,9,27,20,5,28,0,2,0,0,14,12,0,6,15,131,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.20526593836716184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606022081215135,0.0,0.0875117580321112,0.0,0.0,0.071520753557423,0.0,0.08045650255806625,0.1188147347292621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756289132663161,0.06411204270786539,0.0,0.0894938597790332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054225884566708,0.0,0.0,0.1679430073922383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915221696006902,0.10988264266868598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196644909176507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867107446680167,0.11729488773650995,0.0,0.09513434402564977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127130493912523,0.22540528296960255,0.10098187728073486,0.0,0.0,0.08945948344580618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494817289760864,0.0,0.059771827617339485,0.08821351446248887,0.08411587604228353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185367976900906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436725465701176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29714515277769404,0.2055274445662158,0.0,0.09286904573070216,0.0930741538569489,0.0,0.11766087377532898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995165496288421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779839093300788,0.08111534219776068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998825443365709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918323739058714,0.0,0.11544757538352785,0.09942179462306187,0.0,0.2014519344267624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186366044635526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546541311670335,0.0,0.10720988977521373,0.08911212736842983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792873125982825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186285270816989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987178627545478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061326799365352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140507108191926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677814146302551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20276464016888787,0.11405484596267328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471136666852646,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Rioxxxxx,2019/08/17,"Chill/sad playlist when i am in public i just listen to this playlist and put my headphones on ;)

[Playlist link](https://open.spotify.com/playlist/57EbzxNKFG2bQYX4m9qBvK?si=RZwUFyAuT_WtGh7PJM_UHw)

Subscribe if you like it cuz i will be adding more songs to it :)",10.58842105263158,15.125988105263165,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,62.684210526315795,6.957894736842108,30.552631578947373,8.07648339933343,2.3039263157894734,220,8,31,3,4,51,32,38,0.0,0.802,0.198,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,4,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4371011997103863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8994123310316248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,oopsypoopsyXE,2019/08/17,Can we regulate/ban memes on this sub please They do nothing to help people with their anxiety. Every post that makes it to front page on this sub is always a meme post it's sad really sad.,0.5853846153846156,3.020766512820515,2.2776410256410284,92.62569230769232,89.0,6.196923076923077,15.492307692307696,7.554174236665415,0.2322369230769228,150,3,32,3,5,49,32,39,0.23399999999999999,0.713,0.053,-0.7819,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,4,1,5,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690027870068484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473156054412922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723853722489361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669415719747392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579827154909248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102050230433594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412825403946632,0.0,0.0,0.3548748217348892,0.0,0.0,0.619244008203278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710755111372156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cadethepigeonmaster,2019/08/17,"My mother doesn’t believe I’m allowed to have social anxiety. I’ve had social anxiety for quite awhile now, and over the past year, it’s gotten worse. She’s forced me to go to a therapist because she automatically assumes I’m going to kill myself, so I went and now I’m not going anymore. But today we have a stranger in our house fixing our air conditioner, and my anxiety is real bad today. I’m hiding in my room with my dog right now, and five minutes ago she came in and I started talking to her and I asked if the dude was still upstairs and she said he was outside. I said “Do you think I can run and make it in time to get food?” And she started getting mad. She was saying stuff like “I’m sick of this. You need to grow up. How are you going to last in college?” She is 100% aware that I have social anxiety, but she acts like it’s not a thing at all. I don’t know what to do. I hate when she’s like this.",1.3003181272509003,2.812415622448981,3.475858343337336,90.67754501800724,79.0,6.040336134453782,22.243697478991603,6.794906146795322,0.44736050420168105,706,21,161,7,17,242,112,196,0.134,0.823,0.043,-0.9111,1,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,3,3,0,1,7,7,3,0,5,0,15,2,0,3,1,26,39,15,1,2,5,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,9,12,1,0,3,0,0,9,4,4,0,1,9,3,30,3,20,30,1,34,0,0,0,0,26,11,0,2,17,102,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282282602806618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894643105911945,0.0,0.12622396270754038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898622853069132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627045585249724,0.0775864961809376,0.0,0.0,0.1433968887113412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557026490636552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390309650567702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329933044278681,0.0,0.2893363854458148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565906909788396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468598470049888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081245013509913,0.0,0.06994776651996769,0.10374723206390854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865424219000699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495796788244876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437381851928507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149970049079335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537409038040327,0.0,0.14486837782031328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869332786762267,0.24213795511333666,0.1012152810093308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892267046382639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18017374504098466,0.0,0.1016430765905316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570099748746804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229992818176034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777767990087634,0.08455676734116582,0.08155356118786918,0.0,0.0,0.07421587713918328,0.0,0.24128624080580244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798647371461345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970549850901286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819618118591847
socialanxiety,LuckyTelevision7,2019/08/17,"I don't know why many people ignore me or avoid me I had that feel many times this year when I tried to make friends, but no one ever tried to say hi to me if I didn't say it first, I don't speak a lot, but it kills me when i feel that this person is avoiding me. I don't know why or what should I do and I'm afraid to ask about it.",1.4653749999999979,0.9450197875000016,3.187500000000004,100.7075,76.125,6.4,18.5,3.1291,-0.941175,253,2,75,0,5,85,46,80,0.184,0.789,0.027000000000000003,-0.899,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,3,1,0,8,0,0,1,1,17,15,8,1,2,5,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,8,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,2,5,13,1,5,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,4,6,48,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006770520705625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358163107101495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641679181676968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820342894837272,0.0,0.0,0.16534131785116402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23676709574709834,0.0,0.2352253585111188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194114302368555,0.0,0.0,0.14285136929869166,0.4339391228872501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501671728243398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836554416414385,0.18686270355770687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403739954359657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478923327950744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905934816358825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862161563269868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781352527742224
socialanxiety,vaultqueen,2019/08/17,"My social phobia/anxiety is killing my relationship Let me preface this by saying I am trying to find a way to cover therapy/counseling with my insurance. I need help.

As strange as it is, I manage a very customer service based store—I am fine interacting with people at my job. I get a little jittery when the store is full, but never have the large-scale rage episodes at work.

To paint a picture, yesterday I attended a sold out country music concert with my boyfriend and his friends. I had been excited about it for months—I bought and planned an outfit, had drinks ready to go, figured out how I wanted my hair, etc. On the day of I woke up in a panic—two of his friends were pregaming at the house and it needed to be cleaned (add: the house was clean, but my head made me do it again). I started compulsively cleaning. My bf was not awake yet (7:30 AM), but I got mad that he wasn’t helping. As soon as he got up, I was angry that I was doing it all myself (I do almost all of the housework and that is an issue but we are working on that). I was miserable all morning, and ended up just showering and getting ready alone, and told him to leave me alone a few times. I have a hard time processing the anxiety as anxiety—it’s only anger.

His friends got there and all was okay (there were only two of them and I know them). I got some drinks in me and felt better, and by the time we got to tailgating I was fine, mostly off on my own but interacting with the few people that talked to me. Then, group picture time. Oh no. I didn’t want to be in it—I recently started losing weight from a surgery I had a year ago, and I feel way better after dropping 20+ lbs, but I’m not where I need to be. What if I look fat? What if I look ugly? What if people make fun of me? And that set me off on a downward introspective fuckery. 

We go into the gates and I ask my bf for my vape juice... He didn’t bring it like I asked him to. Rage. I was so mad over something so insignificant.

We almost broke up... I wandered off on my own in a sea of people, scared (and I shouldn’t have been). This isn’t all that happened... But it happens every time I go somewhere crowded... I get mad over nothing, and I can’t control it.

Am I the only one? How do I get through this?",1.4428861061419198,3.2411808119658154,3.2281554362949727,91.30340787119856,79.55555555555556,6.062890081494732,23.704233750745374,7.025160622230231,0.75142480620155,1732,60,384,20,43,578,221,468,0.14800000000000002,0.745,0.107,-0.9719,2,2,3,0,0,0,74.0,4,0,2,7,13,22,7,2,25,1,41,6,3,5,6,67,77,37,1,9,13,0,5,1,5,1,1,2,5,0,21,28,4,1,5,3,3,5,10,11,0,2,29,9,65,11,58,43,13,57,0,3,2,0,32,28,0,7,21,268,86,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685670762412436,0.0,0.17364044938465167,0.1795956873551783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326546484560331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621106313221701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336297551192465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724444472983684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055916065429338704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987126574235026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679285289472362,0.0,0.0966964235559891,0.0,0.0,0.07305075984949448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043839487629732936,0.0,0.08324818383348404,0.0,0.07924469232140523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009588608472712,0.0,0.1811943181043188,0.0,0.14782541860610335,0.0,0.34672032748090426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533418133934196,0.0,0.07766858442141578,0.0,0.08898197862200496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162299774582194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000865378106772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049508733354693,0.08603904617190666,0.0,0.09592368575466892,0.0,0.04764953360633185,0.0,0.0,0.09180563494243313,0.0,0.08865937974933984,0.0,0.042358557170878386,0.08689887783326739,0.0,0.0,0.14561685404834718,0.09699813782255394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082040186230093,0.057874722055418014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928668488282111,0.06687046330325466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319357407246325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875198989910465,0.19782391917018607,0.0,0.10172693124193397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24043492682654494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560845125200663,0.0930862466679686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894946291890061,0.08680452293063667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838247864973346,0.0,0.06674797038932159,0.0,0.0,0.1227372273117296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968834186336184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527851929952189,0.0,0.0,0.08284814047089842,0.0,0.058865438474123725,0.0,0.16939186890610453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153880347419761,0.1022789915983105,0.13764112695306474,0.0,0.10558052445901343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624118891837782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583369280997985
socialanxiety,varad98,2019/08/17,"Need help ASAP!!! Farting due to anxiety of farting in public. I don't know how this problem began but I remember it started last November.  Back then I used to feel the urge to fart whenever I was in a social situation probably because I used to think about how embarrassing it would be. Now it has improved a lot.

But i still feel the urge to fart in the following situations:

1) when im in classroom
2) when i am taking my exams
3) when im over at any of my friend's house and its getting kinda boring

The thing is I have my midsem exams starting fron Tuesday.  Therefore i would appreciate any kind of advice before it.",3.3441129032258066,5.000601959677418,5.51858064516129,77.58287096774197,73.75806451612901,8.185806451612903,29.335483870967746,8.841846274778883,2.5555380645161283,489,21,91,10,10,171,83,124,0.077,0.838,0.086,0.4772,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,0,9,0,0,5,0,19,22,9,0,4,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,12,2,15,17,1,20,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,13,62,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457392375627972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290569732654055,0.0,0.1288375893626074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295013176611212,0.0,0.1026646792859602,0.0,0.14330940060891167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031212915177002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011759227922012,0.0,0.08799027935496435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288552856367046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432916596195948,0.0,0.0,0.3638358250566649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537908927114074,0.0925568928875804,0.13728131609150007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431810498092297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487814617480165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158066562922245,0.16115112969091006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907822164113461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786127233496852,0.0,0.1716786501439166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384110722985289,0.0,0.1344970371579823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662768596087295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188794220444764,0.10791401359915542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290914272089544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392754363791016,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,uwuwusquared,2019/08/17,"i love my parents, but i wish they’d try to understand i have terrible social anxiety. doing anything on my own like talking to store attendants or waiters fills me with terrible dread. it’s not really the idea of talking to people that makes me this way, it’s the idea that im being an inconvenience or wasting someone’s time. 

my family, especially my parents get really mad at me about not being able to stand up for myself and the like. they like to try and force me to talk to waiters so that i can “get over it” but in the end i just get so nervous that i cant speak. 

ive tried to explain how nervous i get when i have to these sort of things, but they dont seem to understand. they just keep telling me to force myself to do it which i understand but they get mad at me if i need a little time to gear myself up for it. 

i dont want them to be mad at me like this all the time so is there a way i can help them to understand?? my older sister at least has caught on that this may go deeper than normal shyness and helps me when she can but she’s literally leaving for university tomorrow.",4.986501672240802,4.461272165217392,6.342173913043477,81.10426421404684,68.65217391304348,9.859531772575252,29.866220735785948,9.466822959209583,2.3495451505016716,858,28,187,16,13,293,114,230,0.184,0.721,0.095,-0.977,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,7,0,10,13,3,3,8,0,18,1,0,2,1,34,37,17,0,5,12,3,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,16,4,0,1,8,0,1,4,5,8,0,0,1,1,38,5,33,31,3,26,0,0,0,1,22,11,0,6,12,136,54,0,0.11212517183213078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577544955148883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226946273404653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628197326451032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930962172907852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570163311858674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29290387243242083,0.0,0.06372331907779878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503102783637849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531513421513064,0.1211144263547896,0.0,0.0,0.09966200456484693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872436737348176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191147811839408,0.11237887851534874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119734523748168,0.0,0.07484442286417554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313939418063146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985886196736636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24900346840021526,0.0,0.0,0.07773347627264497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366051240955285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207454530902656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429749242701293,0.09500329423342896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27036589767793445,0.09800234229828238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744909819366964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19614326814618596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283768947533101,0.0,0.0,0.4669050327352613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613433140962079,0.17799948480638006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289384140609859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,qwert1005,2019/08/17,I’m starting college in a week and I’m terrified I was never the kid in high school who had too many friends. I was always pretty reserved and afraid to talk to others. Now I’m going to a college really far from home and I’m so scared that I’ll end up lonely there too.,0.4905649717514145,2.4175787627118623,2.8450000000000024,92.17959039548029,83.40677966101696,5.289265536723164,20.002824858757066,6.42735559955562,0.1391333333333331,213,6,47,2,6,73,41,59,0.166,0.731,0.102,-0.6048,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,7,6,0,11,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,27,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463932910662951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26227200998642186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287794691486489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829026922621693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128641549483652,0.2970297669013973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30021643551414484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22838389457038785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012577208517697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970030642207306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964650465081861,0.2996864873619459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959332863527114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380078458366617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23752741340722644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,quahogmire,2019/08/17,Tomorrow is my first day at college I have social anxiety and anticipatory anxiety. Is there any medication I can take for ***instant*** relief? I'm looking for a single dose medication that I'll never probably use after that.,3.0983333333333327,6.220433500000002,6.775000000000002,58.36333333333334,89.0,9.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,4.824666666666666,180,10,25,7,6,67,32,40,0.08800000000000001,0.831,0.081,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,3,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,4,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996411407589456,0.0,0.4273961743934037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015435365275909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23761063290287365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345793648086658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5628212050362117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544801127114752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011810536726069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847569512109683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003260313900965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412643072232125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lunch_naps,2019/08/17,"Countdown To Crying! I lose my shit before Every. Social. Engagement. With my husband for no good reason, need some support/advice. I’ve been majorly, clinically depressed and somewhat anxious my whole life. Also potentially had this “thing” as a toddler. 

When I make a social commitment, it’s something I actually want to do (rare, I can find shit wrong with anything. Unicorns? Too trendy. Rainbows? Fucking rain or shine already it’s hard to plan for rainbow weather). Problem is, I am guaranteed to freak out moments/hours before the event.
I’m a 33 yr old female with no real shit to carry, good home, family, cool new business of my own, blah blah it doesn’t matter bc I still have this dumb thing. I lose my mind trying to leave the house, mostly in instances where I’m committed to an engagement with my husband’s family or friends. I start weighing how much I should be tending to all kinds of other things, (myself, my business, the house, my own friends) which feels really selfish. I’m aware it’s just overwhelm creeping at having somehow overextended because Invited to a Thing Me felt ok then and now Oh We’re Actually Doing a Thing? Me thinks it’s very scary. So my brain chemicals go berzerk, I get full-on drawn-out panic attacks, start crying (it is now called the Countdown To Crying in our family), can’t get dressed properly and hate myself a lot for all of it being so dramatic. The typical anxious insecurities and rumination flood my mind, and I’ll know that they’re wrong, be able to express completely what’s happening, expect it even, but there’s no getting off that train once you’re in it sometimes.

Of note:
1. I’m not currently medicated, can’t find something that doesn’t make me extremely suicidal and have no means for therapy to monitor medication at the moment 
2. Big introvert by nature of society’s preference for bullshit and bravado but a social charmer nonetheless. Anxiety may be related to knowing I’m about to “perform” for hours.
3. Love my husband, his ppl are great, I have a good time in the end.
4. When I do get out the door and have a good time, hubby wants that to count as a “win” like, “See? It’s fun to go do stuff!” But I get bitchy and will hurt his feelings bc it never feels worth having panic attacks.
5. Husband’s tolerance is wearing thin. He refuses to be late to things and I will always make us late. Understandable, it’s ridiculous. But also explaining anxiety over and over theoretically to someone who has never had is terrible in every way. I hate the way I sound saying it, so self involved and petty.
6. It’s pretty hardwired. I apparently was famous as a baby/toddler for doing a weird thing when it was time to go somewhere:  I’d express a desire to not leave somehow by being pouty or upset by it, then turn myself totally off and get in the furthest away corner and face the wall with my forehead on it. I can remember feeling animalistic, backing into a corner and away from threats, and closing the world down around me so I could just feel the cool wall on my head, smell the dusty basement, hear the rumble of the washing machine’s rhythm. 
7. The most effective neuro-circuit-breaking hacks in these moments are sensory, like the wall thing. Yoga/aromatherapy/music/massage/laughter all bring back my logical brain nicely. 

Some things I’m wondering: 
What do you think is an obvious explanation?
Does this happen to anyone else or anyone you know?
What should I do to prolong the Countdown to Crying?",3.608733071210136,6.12713287461774,4.841446046308433,78.8414525993884,75.75840978593273,7.516295325469638,29.341197029270425,8.466822672950826,2.58213254696374,2756,124,473,55,63,908,336,654,0.171,0.708,0.121,-0.973,2,0,2,0,0,0,100.0,2,2,0,6,25,46,11,5,35,3,45,17,9,6,9,96,94,39,1,10,12,4,8,4,2,5,5,3,2,1,41,26,1,1,22,0,1,4,12,27,0,0,6,16,47,19,72,76,15,66,0,5,2,2,27,32,5,14,30,311,88,0,0.05968509122628472,0.0,0.11648807871787477,0.0,0.0,0.05832358037703831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586398233201787,0.09546029178006073,0.04966277717323905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131786284565828,0.13485432879983247,0.0,0.08346640706582308,0.061154429219091276,0.049115744579877815,0.05313238516555973,0.0,0.13580081537885924,0.11215221584030803,0.09178830202439732,0.0,0.03638347763455498,0.0,0.10157523323776388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332566017066447,0.06094515133528624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257868259437904,0.0,0.0,0.04765368872411371,0.0,0.2622450804644044,0.0,0.0,0.051406681615778126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05223082554285385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049859235095931764,0.0,0.052863275352852936,0.0,0.0,0.0394214398514594,0.0,0.10057452711004294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168797376513155,0.0,0.1508928773017232,0.0,0.0573070474494217,0.0,0.10910218418845558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222510685231468,0.055177905085953216,0.1870979805266324,0.0,0.10176123836209401,0.2002440911225377,0.0,0.06580302378386073,0.0,0.0,0.1055586581167256,0.0,0.0534661183920895,0.11785334188670687,0.06125412274740377,0.0,0.06726943559232561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986901292484545,0.0,0.11755558442362553,0.13773716360278107,0.0638941245941561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621528379228842,0.0984040957139494,0.0,0.13465476520567007,0.12639578752357553,0.0,0.0,0.042157345030972314,0.058318241525509525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335447004542779,0.0,0.050742130201527055,0.05386812509326383,0.0,0.1195207855676217,0.0,0.0,0.06501456162948445,0.0,0.12025290044083775,0.0,0.0,0.12052985566320827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04387540950593355,0.04425573887724524,0.09206564364574313,0.05764423302769001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262946312896996,0.06356267424533969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005518936548286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072119495475131,0.0,0.057110571655916285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793470054489492,0.0382357977636645,0.061366214318527165,0.0,0.0,0.06761157344619778,0.0,0.0,0.047463980127291305,0.0,0.0,0.04756129025253806,0.0,0.06226456698373715,0.0,0.18379766533792105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252430255327293,0.05057098411058927,0.09189699835145006,0.05903008136662651,0.0,0.08449082953488593,0.0,0.04766459095168635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832514992112876,0.06528580251925381,0.06772993422325717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825510342453495,0.0,0.3568691027894486,0.07648759295889347,0.0,0.0,0.1044085700065077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040522259110363584,0.0649202402488047,0.0,0.06213428487435733,0.07179381591376734,0.0,0.0,0.04924645099010228,0.07040762638530802,0.0947504946062082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663627287665867,0.0,0.0,0.0647259354393717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305125554667065,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,heitpedro96,2019/08/17,"Kava Kava, 5-HTP, L Tyrosine and other over the counter anxiety reducing supplements I'm sick of overthinking every interaction I have with another human being. I want to live a somewhat normal life and be apart of society like everyone else without a constant state of fear in my mind. I cannot afford therapy or medication and have recently been doing research on over-the-counter anxiety relievers. Problem is that my research is inconclusive as most of these supplements have not been widely tested, so results are limited. If anyone has every taken any of these to relieve the weight of social anxiety can you please share your experience?",10.065565476190477,10.280962044642859,10.338214285714287,54.19011904761908,58.01785714285714,14.252380952380953,44.55952380952381,13.295006501635747,6.8432095238095245,527,29,70,19,6,177,82,112,0.139,0.753,0.10800000000000001,-0.5667,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,1,6,0,1,4,0,14,4,0,1,0,16,17,7,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,7,4,14,12,2,8,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,3,52,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880633444635042,0.1986145025245452,0.4346979021365056,0.0,0.0,0.13244094462915898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046865724209073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822902714345807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191747637005751,0.18099083234939173,0.0,0.18528081990627326,0.0,0.21314062888402055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378696400711773,0.09253690518460757,0.0,0.1672538496745286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081218766516356,0.0,0.0,0.19125164843219766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185583081864824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791697886588575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124125200347724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702103342543472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930811999520565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660858999663016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117198268785351,0.0,0.0,0.23065221371425346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825859541211238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Neurogenesis67,2019/08/17,"Looking for self development material I have a high iq, add(adhd) and I'm definitely an introvert. I've been alone most of my time. I'm 28 and I have the courage to execute. Anyone somewhat similar who can recommend some material or have a story of how they overcame their social Anxiety?",3.3055555555555562,6.173302518518517,6.27555555555556,66.10000000000002,79.37037037037038,11.007407407407408,34.925925925925924,10.504223727775694,5.274614814814815,232,14,38,10,6,84,43,54,0.068,0.7759999999999999,0.155,0.6908,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,4,7,3,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,4,1,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42812364950094334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689506518499289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725177855857094,0.0,0.0,0.2490868677338409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763804352085375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29914656644969034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371629413700583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631353691187773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077227200877037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jkmn-,2019/08/17,"i feel pretty i’ve spent the past 10 years feeling so ugly and disgusting. it has brought me to tears on multiple occasions, and i felt as though the only thing that mattered was my ugly face. i don’t really know what happened, because to be honest, i haven’t had that great of a summer, but somehow i feel pretty today. for the past few days, actually, when i look in the mirror i actually think i look really good. i’m sure i’ll have bad days in the future but for right now, it just feels so good. and maybe feeling pretty will help me gain some confidence in social situations. i really want this year to be different",4.070985663082439,5.286627209677422,5.6752688172043015,78.91345878136202,71.25806451612901,9.059498207885305,25.87455197132617,9.444778638647367,2.208886379928316,490,15,95,11,9,167,82,124,0.09300000000000001,0.606,0.302,0.9849,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,6,0,9,1,1,0,1,19,24,10,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,5,8,12,5,11,16,2,17,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,2,11,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.2754238241196639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782857716818372,0.08602491049020725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820203258815415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743945288209434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567703558706101,0.0,0.1354964931283117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367280581041673,0.0,0.15558433660050638,0.0,0.0,0.12479117866585406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945891767048796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755538205820572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370090511931651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14177313158119065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732745576798013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26942835090613265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307066586630976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712135805031165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051496408459147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862381231372705,0.0,0.14385317924749705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330031078809679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375327795318372,0.09042343895750987,0.13864882656854205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376443253367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323571785056164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817521830695555
socialanxiety,RobinHawiz,2019/08/17,"What if You DIDN'T Have Social Anxiety? Ask what if, what if I did this ONE thing that my SA is preventing me from doing that would change my life forever...  


What would that be? Looking forward to reading your answers!",3.339146341463416,5.835913097560978,3.9489634146341466,85.00685975609757,76.5609756097561,7.0268292682926825,27.32317073170732,8.07648339933343,1.9966048780487808,171,7,31,3,4,54,32,41,0.027000000000000003,0.9209999999999999,0.053,0.2663,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,7,10,3,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,1,29,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587482751526337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162033651042278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578069878109293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389048532643614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840315831876078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291962810970293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383257805869242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34478722261907946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470780615351066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805438129957363,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WanyCaleb,2019/08/17,"Meeting a stranger I've always been a cat enthusiast and off late I wanted to own one. So, I joined a group dedicated to adopting cats and it wasn't until yesterday that someone close to where I live posted. I wanted to hit up the person but then I remembered I'd have to meet up and small talk. That put me off. Haha they all might have found new homes already. I'm just venting.",1.5603846153846168,3.7794147179487183,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,81.30769230769229,5.951282051282053,22.57051282051281,7.1686216300943375,0.8110974358974365,300,10,62,4,8,100,58,78,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.7834,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,0,1,12,10,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,7,1,10,5,2,14,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,5,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810487235297714,0.0,0.21191643197525264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792464658222531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25546754183030435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872932104794521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248895149035344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701781273211187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459741658136787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257960779166542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237913459364736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439156526975906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560264855676154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28850588349037515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157918490303048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047043296249914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004369432537716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PrizedElk,2019/08/17,"Anyone else too scared to make a twitter/ instagram cause they feel like they don’t have enough friends? I kinda want to join these but I feel like I’ll have very few followers and will be embarrassed. Plus I’d be too scared to post anything ever, but I still want to browse other people’s stuff.",4.944661016949151,5.911999694915255,4.5625,88.62307203389831,69.0,7.933898305084746,24.91949152542373,8.07648339933343,1.178318644067796,238,6,49,3,4,72,43,59,0.147,0.682,0.171,-0.3649,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,2,1,12,12,4,0,2,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,3,5,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502299847297674,0.22716547460754086,0.18244633415215594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277546151650952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520811899917847,0.0,0.0,0.2290830538270557,0.0,0.0,0.20054707437246688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420388858076395,0.3167756818747741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129061979943164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166301146717894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799143919003266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370402478364684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233444393682144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44393565344151786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770558496543682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25380197816676203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293185881638774,0.2615375871878112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,auniqueunsermame1876,2019/08/17,"Anyone else bad at talking to people you know, but fine with strangers? For some reason talking to people I kind of know, I’m just awkward and run out of things to say. But I can easily carry on small talk with a stranger or a close friend.",1.5410204081632628,3.7395141224489836,2.440163265306122,95.02269387755103,81.24489795918367,4.736326530612245,20.00408163265305,5.6839178017228535,-0.18746040816326515,188,5,40,1,5,59,38,49,0.079,0.7390000000000001,0.182,0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,13,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,11,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,0,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17651913492596333,0.2586651881189034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21078547403833292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108898503385535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950424925705359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26288816229238365,0.2774801896831715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35003453367182435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25956097658894384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007586286925062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6087300185992299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771677644721267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sxule,2019/08/17,"Played off a panic attack as a chill As most of you know, panic attacks can come out if nowhere and bring your conversations to a screeching halt if embarrassment.

Today I was explaining something to my supervisor and mid-conversation, perhaps out if fear if sounding dumb, I went into full panic mode and completely blanked out. I started [waving my hands](https://giphy.com/gifs/dancing-hipster-spongebob-9d1Fo0XyIYXzW) and said, ""Whoa, I just got a,"" then I froze for a second and my supervisor said, ""chill?"" I was like, ""Yeah, a chill."" Not sure if he could tell I was panicking and tried to help out or not, but that's gonna be my go-to from now on.

Best part is I was able to continue the conversation like normal afterwards. Any of you guys try something like this?",9.125785714285717,8.381181721428575,8.392857142857146,70.51214285714286,60.35714285714285,11.714285714285715,37.14285714285714,10.914260884657429,3.9432857142857145,611,24,109,13,7,192,92,140,0.145,0.73,0.125,0.4365,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,3,0,1,2,14,3,5,7,1,8,0,0,0,1,29,18,16,0,7,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,12,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,8,0,1,8,4,15,6,17,7,4,17,0,0,0,0,12,8,1,7,9,72,17,0,0.15322152227539082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419588933714563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486232027308129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079653461131296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319867742794774,0.16064985094429451,0.0,0.0,0.12233491778815933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241681067866366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707932210047108,0.0,0.12254524841606874,0.0,0.0,0.15171339650605298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270115661012136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420654155357171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456888879715728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012455982036935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5393173289068429,0.0,0.1659239772959029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914975101188904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359148271477769,0.0,0.0,0.10845098209336876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440947144232294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392236398066076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523608739471944,0.0,0.0,0.2080547118002361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203788621003113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,namiie,2019/08/17,"Social anxiety and strict parents I’ve been really wanting to get over my social anxiety for a while now but I find it hard to try and be social when I have very strict parents with strict rules. Just to put things in perspective, I am 19F who still has a curfew at 8pm or whenever the sun sets. I’m only allowed to hang out with friends at least once a week (if i’m lucky) and at a 10 miles radius. My parents honestly don’t think it’s important for me to socialize as I should be more focused on school and that should be my only main focus. I didn’t even go to a university because my parents didn’t think I was ready and that it was too dangerous for me to go so I ended up going to a community school that is close to home instead. The school spirit is dead in my community school and I find it harder to socialize with people because of the lack of clubs and interest others have in socializing. Honestly the only people I interact with are my friends from high school but I feel like our relationships are slowly fading away because I barely get to hangout with them since my parents rarely let me out…  I wasn’t even allowed to get a job a for a while because my parents didn’t think I was mature enough until I recently applied to one without them knowing, they weren’t very pleased about it and want me to quit. It is also difficult when trying to bring this subject up to them because they always end up telling me how ungrateful I am for them wanting me to be safe. I do understand that and I even feel guilty whenever I think about defying my parents  rules because I do know they just want me safe but as I am getting older I want at least a little sense of freedom. I want to become more independent and get over my social anxiety as well but it’s really difficult when my parents continue to keep me in a bubble. I honestly don’t know how I will be able to function properly once I am out in the real world because of the bubble my parents put me in. I just need some advice or anything to help me properly confront this situation.",6.534063394232888,5.815072801452782,7.445649350649352,75.11724356152322,65.53753026634382,10.705216817081224,34.99548756328417,10.125756701596842,3.412032445520582,1629,67,316,33,22,550,179,413,0.08199999999999999,0.753,0.165,0.9894,13,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,7,1,20,15,2,0,17,0,34,0,0,5,0,62,63,30,1,11,11,9,3,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,16,18,0,3,12,2,0,7,8,4,1,1,9,3,56,11,62,45,8,47,1,0,0,0,31,24,0,5,16,231,72,6,0.058099460355888886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056774120241889575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646211745584747,0.04834340526682907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333778444111666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781090547804808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054586355521640685,0.0,0.0,0.2479182424127873,0.06416628932030452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291775408371782,0.06003227351235073,0.0,0.11512243684801154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875366569879124,0.04150626608706812,0.0,0.0,0.10620370840962254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977499789803392,0.0,0.1517728503457882,0.0,0.09905778666852293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052045704581858115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03894284359248944,0.061385269747719226,0.05827849587739969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057654749509419186,0.051641469873265886,0.0,0.0,0.09578983193832986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059410634572768,0.0,0.02838446161278832,0.05823092255249283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308001367830254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374805823552305,0.03936969796300265,0.13256177298781782,0.0,0.0,0.5806131760587551,0.0,0.0,0.08055770081297259,0.0,0.0,0.06377576053026808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116812009672592,0.0,0.061795927692422425,0.0,0.06612990547560896,0.07444000405138004,0.0,0.05736620793031728,0.062377077306165166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939987783115585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480604739896485,0.06530622771198309,0.0,0.4145755823668187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046398304090345344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078148918842201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038598699838621985,0.14891115297066193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889143966581749,0.0,0.0,0.0604835872179992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587627892265436,0.20561140213809176,0.0,0.046603882592069386,0.0,0.05223839232463107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560058064989992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Beevis98,2019/08/17,Anyone have trouble looking for a new job due to the fear of everything being new or different? Title kinda says it all. I turn down jobs or make excuses on why i shouldn’t take it but in reality it’s because I’m terrified of being judged as a new person or fucking up.,2.168928571428573,4.0269051785714325,5.0030000000000046,79.14200000000002,77.57142857142857,8.051428571428572,27.271428571428572,8.841846274778883,2.415675714285715,214,9,41,5,5,77,45,56,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.8573,3,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,8,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,9,7,1,8,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,4,4,26,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799246158881066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902149752421793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113198254550556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902197640692241,0.0,0.0,0.23816808632297096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956694743681536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200652145712112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773492897279575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127979458236034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6132463760256917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848069395718359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831469097024232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913646041002594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021731734015535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19098360589101196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wapner5577,2019/08/17,"How to meet new people? Hi all. 26f here.

I have no deep, meaningful friendships. I have acquaintances and fair-weather friends. But most of my free time is spent alone. I’m always having to hunt down my “friends” to make plans, nobody ever reaches out to me. I usually depend on my SO’s for all my social interaction, but I’ve been single a couple months. 

I don’t know why, and maybe this is largely my anxiety talking, but all through school and now in my work experience, I’m not very well liked. I try to get into the social circles at my workplaces and get rejected. I’m too intimidated by other women to try to befriend them. When I try to befriend men, they think I’m hitting on them and are repulsed. I’m like the creepy weird girl that everyone finds annoying. 

A coworker recently told me that my quietness was “making everyone here dislike [me].” I was supposed to go to a work party tonight, but I stayed at home binge watching House instead, afraid that nobody would want me there. 

I was on medication until a five-month period where I didn’t have health insurance. In that time I’ve kind of spiraled downward and my anxiety’s gotten worse. Now that I have insurance again, I’m looking to get a new primary care physician, get back on meds, and go to therapy.

In the meantime, how do I meet people? I don’t really have any hobbies. I want to get back out and make friends somehow, I just don’t know where to start.",3.835317693059629,5.490926505376346,4.920066797002285,82.37585777126101,72.47670250896056,8.083479960899316,29.52769631801889,8.710501217029153,2.3551491039426518,1121,47,216,21,22,368,154,279,0.13,0.768,0.102,-0.9007,0,3,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,3,3,20,13,1,1,8,0,19,3,0,6,4,37,47,17,0,3,6,0,0,2,3,1,3,1,1,3,7,11,0,0,5,0,2,2,6,4,1,0,8,3,31,10,33,37,5,38,0,1,2,0,17,17,0,3,20,137,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772452564120645,0.0,0.0,0.09457988402432947,0.0,0.0,0.07729732242736577,0.0,0.17390958317059182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748055073516023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589087903472242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577015324262592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281812898073656,0.0,0.21722699872862705,0.0,0.11118794225036413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388939679460292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263456065287974,0.0,0.2969310602866456,0.0,0.12919892483238232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082249408040364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140170691488065,0.0,0.0,0.13115622706668587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836648164124285,0.12493660228569853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106371479679747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095451485058793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276204167569942,0.0,0.11419357938217478,0.0,0.1262581914778781,0.1145073435745386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145551210214309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956020926546824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760449554813358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281786327514883,0.0,0.11223225304502547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503687091352315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317379782835621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045394673211055,0.12115368593330784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091361068958875,0.0,0.0,0.12998789301375854,0.0,0.0,0.07283309636629051,0.0,0.0,0.13256005140314936,0.0,0.0,0.10861349936431353,0.0,0.2315168896229521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251879224904486,0.09378701491070716,0.13408724837762506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022001048625158,0.0,0.10256660809182074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550156967195626,0.0,0.11583618096556975,0.08074563411485287,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iiWonTheWorld,2018/12/02,"how to come up with things to talk about/responses in real life conversations? Hi! This is my first time posting on this sub so I hope I am doing it right. Sorry for the (lack of) formatting, but I am doing this on mobile. Apologies for my grammar and how messy this post is as well, English is not my first language.

So basically, I have made a huge step in the right direction! I took some first steps and I now officially have two new people I call my friends (and I am almost certain they think of me as their friend as well). The problem for me is that I am quite a social person when it comes to texting, but I am horrible at real life social interactions. Texting gives me time to think about my response and topics, but when I actually meet up with friends I always feel too awkward and scared to say anything. The fear of looking like an idiot takes up so much space in my head that it makes it hard for me to think of what to say in conversations. How do others do it? Is there a trick to it? How do I make sure I don’t sound like an incompetent weirdo?

I know you can talk about hobbies and stuff like that, but I don’t have any hobbies myself and usually just sit at home doing nothing. My friends work all day, so asking about their day usually just produces the same standard story (“it was okay, I did this and this”). 

Also, I don’t know if it’s relevant, but I am a 19-year-old female. I have social anxiety disorder and autism. Social cues and other things like that might go right over my head. Another thing I have to put effort in, which makes it harder for me to think of topics and things to say.

Thanks for reading!

TL;DR: I suck at real life conversations because I never know what to say. How do you come up with topics or responses? What can I do to lessen my fear of sounding like an idiot?",3.37947802197802,4.78036447527473,4.48934065934066,86.03065934065937,73.2032967032967,7.287912087912088,25.08791208791209,7.83500028581142,1.2532428571428578,1415,44,292,19,28,463,169,364,0.142,0.7290000000000001,0.128,-0.7687,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,3,7,22,25,4,4,12,1,32,5,2,10,4,60,56,33,0,4,10,0,2,5,4,1,3,6,1,1,30,17,0,0,8,1,0,8,5,9,2,4,4,9,44,16,49,51,5,45,0,0,1,0,30,20,1,6,19,215,74,3,0.0,0.0,0.07707835675880098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909246882598893,0.0,0.0,0.0631645959578669,0.0657221803076124,0.0,0.0,0.05371278062214775,0.08282307891403685,0.06042361491699017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499825432559136,0.0,0.07384068688861302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048148766811307364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065292464334342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411678513418532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187809758646807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052411153824454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777610688189005,0.039937391558126964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155482303625136,0.0,0.0,0.24409569687547644,0.0,0.0,0.07576999304498944,0.04488922312063329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707554042146185,0.0,0.16212361567080402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922879641949841,0.0784503243228143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302249308160856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736917199077475,0.1929413840164653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632784313892418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473789540256172,0.1581701037817815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379102759263722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806335728186233,0.0,0.060918409885889216,0.07628459164747066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578862168540915,0.0,0.0828818906758425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475853126992753,0.06896700479612289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129235951190476,0.0,0.0,0.07557836072573679,0.0,0.07940214305780753,0.0,0.08401069555735821,0.0790067747142095,0.2697080324030561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235930046016012,0.0,0.25124944174275365,0.07907816465779177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220626743199648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841768883034243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904193860725288,0.0,0.0,0.07444280488113822,0.0,0.05938719105334326,0.1269709454426234,0.0,0.07271914442866295,0.0,0.0,0.20989756070608848,0.2024426204843188,0.0,0.0,0.09211404401450804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775568580885308,0.0,0.0,0.07715725891237131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398251856887914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203472098788664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057502312015815016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086400805414538
socialanxiety,OJ_with_No_Pulp,2018/12/02,"My first job interview tomorrow. So after 5 months of submitting applications to various places, I've finally got a call back from Shoprite for an interview. My friend works there and he says I should be getting the job regardless but I'm still kinda nervous. I've never done a job interview so I'm just not sure what to expect. The only thing I've done is like a one minute open interview but when I did that it felt a little awkward and nerve wracking. I'm just way too monotoned and struggle to give good/clear answers. I feel like I'll be fine tomorrow but I've still got a bit of that nervous feeling in my gut and I'm worried about giving bad answers or not seeming interested enough. If any of you guys have done interviews at Shoprite or can just give me tips/input on how interviews like this in general go it'd be appreciated. Thanks.",3.2587025948103796,5.413146766467066,4.5088862275449095,82.56580439121757,75.34730538922156,8.28566866267465,29.097405189620762,9.029198982220553,2.6052358483033933,678,30,131,16,15,223,107,167,0.122,0.725,0.153,0.7571,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,13,13,0,4,8,0,12,1,1,1,2,30,28,14,0,4,11,0,3,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,7,4,8,8,14,16,3,20,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,5,14,77,15,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973911961712291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014711237164641,0.11018329136575117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406902361229784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474860858451662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051307880129664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635268178023052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334485504834519,0.0942741355696152,0.12670482781171652,0.1445586205892969,0.0,0.11224735320194366,0.0,0.0,0.10195400743645894,0.0,0.0689450322477632,0.3797717632839799,0.07499740874486037,0.1106840005515362,0.21108515462709698,0.0,0.0,0.1306637596088265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928576707007129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934108389712463,0.1322612319677645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533131934176522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017777223281676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942129931208874,0.10036353331797103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787287079370206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494198701468553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013383024886964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077106771482307,0.0,0.0,0.13795600229812868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437322541272455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149346812344725,0.0,0.0,0.08767011356222364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474580037254852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607037275818496,0.1340144653821784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cannacorn119,2018/12/02,"I went to a new barber yesterday It was a barber where you had to make an appointment so the anticipation of waiting until the date and time was exhausting, but he turned out to be really nice. I've never been to an appointment-based barber so it was brand new to me, and ultimately ended up getting a very nice haircut. Will be going back to him in the future.",4.479166666666664,5.500598583333336,6.414888888888887,74.719,70.1111111111111,9.648888888888887,26.9,9.888512548439397,2.5826799999999994,286,9,54,7,5,100,50,72,0.024,0.845,0.131,0.8346,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,8,0,8,1,0,1,1,7,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,0,4,2,11,5,0,16,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,10,41,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405645975075503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277094842756971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345274719902533,0.0,0.17780153395393242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20883176497602596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412914720007009,0.6043106326665371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042160267767375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824270636235564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402941577761409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25813643786460577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900178071962852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheRoyale72,2018/12/02,"Is it social anxiety at this point? I seek social interaction like a madman. I think of how great it will be beforehand and feel awesome the day/hours before the meeting. The problem comes when I meet the actual people I'm so keen on meeting. The whole conversation I'm trying to make drifts into complete awkward silence and it ruins everything, I simply do not know how to make conversation even though I enjoy the interaction itself and I wish to improve upon my talking skills but I just can't, no matter how much I read about it or how much ''practice'' I have. 

Do you have any tips? Every and each one is deeply appreciated. Sorry for the many repetitions I've done above.",3.6612790697674416,6.060220651162791,5.159089147286821,77.22142441860467,75.04651162790697,7.4007751937984505,25.47868217054264,8.344100000000001,1.9499193798449608,540,19,94,10,12,181,91,129,0.07200000000000001,0.7559999999999999,0.172,0.9328,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,1,8,0,10,0,0,6,0,23,19,13,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,1,11,4,10,16,4,9,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,1,3,67,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.1777319715713817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385420239859213,0.0,0.13932845302180613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497866103444033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568883068184531,0.1909591566494266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745836253778917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638155738003948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029471692037436,0.0,0.15345183120772332,0.0,0.16368611458050195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209007092945944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007982495923761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17936072101797776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009352679082603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897919992317932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431455086391785,0.18465057295363596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677720543018869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341556002552193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262655579621723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217110365300312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17427318932022395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217863519578853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713158692235825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387889439284607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463886713128655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670113239877362,0.17894116008918062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365387228429173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20334091328299667,0.20943976231122466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,toneillprod,2018/12/02,"Neurosis and getting better? Hey guys. So I have pretty severe social anxiety. Despite this I still have a pretty wide social circle and I'm well liked. It doesn't affect me all of the time and a lot of people tell me that I seem really confident to them. But when I really like somebody or want to impress them I feel like I make a total fool of myself, and I tend to obsess about my social tendencies even when they aren't weird. So my question is: Is there an improvement mindset that I can adopt that will help me overcome some of this? I think categorizing my emotions as neurotic, like some kind of disease (and I understand that for some people it is very out of their control -- I struggle with anxiety of all kinds so I get it) it just totally decimates my hope of improvement and therefore I don't even try. Like does anyone have any daily rituals, or a book to recommend, or self-meditations they have employed to great effect? I just want to feel confident in myself and I know I have every reason to. Thanks you guys.",3.9896999999999987,5.763207170000001,5.333000000000002,79.09150000000002,72.3,8.6,27.0,9.188382445141503,2.401,814,29,149,18,16,272,114,200,0.08,0.65,0.27,0.9911,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,5,3,13,17,0,2,6,0,13,0,0,6,4,40,28,17,0,3,6,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,9,0,1,10,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,31,13,21,27,8,7,1,0,0,0,15,3,0,10,9,112,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645429388943023,0.0,0.19451165630927067,0.0,0.0,0.0888938296332948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124381494751377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258963580567713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125429428755074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300667689393062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793931265263354,0.0,0.1071144091696525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856377744554368,0.09082330936030646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328427135366511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401637614755636,0.0,0.2517618430427281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521407161875917,0.0,0.0,0.12627101624913986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26477736276274777,0.06986856331087235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105519938454812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808329808201332,0.0,0.0,0.08486176833199438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627499826035156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25867841921989004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241722272963106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628883576893805,0.1307131334063401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157364314549945,0.1326266699195104,0.14362326295165556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887859757114274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152798416873147,0.0,0.0,0.13290623774091032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111919565740197,0.1170463009176486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146121651296967,0.0,0.0,0.07413184106587177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631445690173647,0.0,0.0,0.13234916245171335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489742588071914,0.14997179739255914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143071664560844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jaxipaxi,2018/12/02,"Confronted a friend that I thought hated me.. drunk I will start with; I was at a party yesterday.

I suffer from social anxiety disorder and I've had the oh so typical social anxiety thought that people hate me lately. I have a specific friend who my attention has been on lately because he really doesn't talk that much to me, almost forgot to say hello to me when he arrived to this party (even though that's probably not true, alot of people there to say hello to) I know for a fact that this is like the nicest guy that exist in the world, but my brain is a wierdo so.. 

Should also add that he is a few steps above acquaintance level. 

There had been some quite heavily alcohol intake from everyone at this party and sometime during the night me and a friend decide to take a walk around the neighborhood and he decides to come with. I tell my friend about this feeling about him hating me (2nd time, have talked about it before and she says that's not the case). This situation ends up with me deciding it's a great time to tell him how I feel. My friend ends up telling him that I feel this way with my permission (He also doesn't know I have anxiety or any problems btw). 

He then comes over and of course tells me that's absolutely not the case. I suddenly break down crying and hyperventilating in his arms and we talk it out as best we can (we are alone at this stage). My friend then gets back and in my drunk state I pretty much word vomit out a confusing summary of my history with anxiety and my current state to them. We keep on walking the three of us and he keep comforting me with kind words, small hugs and back touches until we arrive back at the party with me now close to anxiety free. 

I'm now a little confused about this. I'm honestly glad I told him, it feels like it got rid a little bit of the whole thought about people hating me. I also feel guilty that I brought another person in to my anxiety. I sent him a message this morning apologising about that he had to see that and that I put him in this position, and he said everything was cool and I believe him. I honestly thought I would have more anxiety about this but a big part of me just laughs at this whole situation which is wierd. 

So this is just a little bit of a vent from a hungover girl. Anyone else in here that is as stupid as me when they're drunk? 

​

Also, sorry if the english is a bit sh\*t i'm from sweden.",4.644825310559007,5.3688107826087,5.492421713250519,82.56825989906835,69.5383022774327,9.101682194616977,27.10203157349896,9.271962702966755,2.061614958592133,1900,58,388,37,32,622,223,483,0.122,0.7040000000000001,0.174,0.9901,1,1,1,0,0,0,46.0,6,0,1,2,30,30,6,2,30,1,26,8,2,1,2,74,58,36,0,4,9,0,6,2,6,3,2,4,0,3,35,34,4,3,15,3,1,8,5,10,0,1,17,12,59,21,63,38,13,62,0,1,1,1,53,28,0,7,23,269,94,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146006552671305,0.06695724624770484,0.06925363707524136,0.0,0.21389280008404365,0.0,0.07244993879872487,0.08125024423388907,0.04547158449028384,0.0701154657599717,0.3580693896977961,0.0,0.0,0.04675468508255839,0.06851273895825802,0.0,0.05952545517244723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424887591108633,0.0,0.04076126189714645,0.0,0.056898556067878074,0.07533576619271308,0.07017237681675577,0.0,0.21900304374178334,0.0,0.0,0.07464524551838808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519931921363626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344982599942289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663492261135843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585846851007123,0.0,0.1184479302963674,0.0,0.0,0.04416476210129595,0.0,0.0,0.06389390677498119,0.060095393171077274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690488235315924,0.04776951611618304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099658398510998,0.0,0.0349350414001757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053479332559884095,0.07372066829396999,0.0,0.06620845190169672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640677167998681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886822207517005,0.0,0.06963127960641867,0.07349627501135596,0.0,0.15085688634211875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533529147704878,0.20105371469669595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830929718589453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274977931308938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241001732958836,0.0,0.13907065426683524,0.05838534049632889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802737646792788,0.07209350984826086,0.06398231064508371,0.0,0.0672194069073002,0.0,0.07112086540440171,0.0,0.0,0.042836459509050386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360545384468044,0.15952502485457962,0.0,0.0,0.05328402709664768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032173169374385,0.0,0.13632416658455865,0.0,0.0,0.06613278231846949,0.0748516900729348,0.04732852732180511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050275365459468334,0.16123453319575906,0.2337774408424463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569610010969701,0.21233846182929567,0.07798091043941084,0.0,0.0,0.06389390677498119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804322929888718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307559882428282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493083535255864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750011783817235,0.0,0.08125024423388907,0.0
socialanxiety,jytyuyu,2018/12/02,"[26F] I really wish everyday that I was pretty and was not a black woman  

The reality is rarely leave my bed--I have clinomania all I do is watch TV in my bed and work on projects in my bed--that's really all I do. It takes someone else to get me out of bed (meaning they are depending on me)....or work.

Men and women don't find black women attractive.

This is based on my experience and the experience of other black women so PLEASE don't try to say it's in my head--it's really not. Many will choose an ugly or average non-black woman over an attractive black woman. I am pretty objective with looks---I don't think I am that attractive but I know I am far more physically attractive than women who are rated higher than me on here but my race puts me at a disadvantage.Everyday as a black woman you hear under handed jabs making fun of black women's hair, skin and features.

Please don't tell me I am making my experience up because I am obviously not. Growing up guys would make fun of me and tease me because I am black. Where I grew up it was mostly white but I will admit most people were and still are physically attractive so that was different. But now when I see an average white or Asian girl getting rating an 8+ on here---enough is just enough for me.

People expect black women to be ""strong"" while insults are always hurled at us. We are presented as the last women a man would love because of stereotypes.

And sending me a DM doesn't change my reality. And I have black female friends who feel the exact same.

[https://imgur.com/a/lY7HHWY](https://imgur.com/a/lY7HHWY)

[https://imgur.com/a/O8nSqW8](https://imgur.com/a/O8nSqW8)

[https://imgur.com/a/VrINQPW](https://imgur.com/a/VrINQPW)",5.301119106699751,7.645928377419356,5.656129032258067,75.74727047146403,70.06451612903226,8.511166253101738,24.50372208436725,9.162432508145574,2.0287965260545904,1367,39,240,29,26,436,155,310,0.034,0.813,0.153,0.9879,1,0,0,0,0,0,88.0,2,1,1,3,8,12,2,0,13,0,34,4,3,4,4,44,49,21,0,4,10,0,4,0,1,4,0,2,2,15,10,12,0,0,7,1,0,4,8,2,0,0,5,19,35,10,30,39,7,29,0,0,13,1,30,18,0,5,7,156,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537189324518084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315897019506153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396485521414156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230841607061022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578872743036816,0.0,0.0,0.2616991616910081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371625026880226,0.0,0.0,0.06403132915032808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574366517018725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783921346029796,0.0,0.13232491584639405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253902596801844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996580639160554,0.0,0.1427287837966029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959622785685464,0.10322582637683757,0.0,0.13408999846218336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429458136916425,0.0,0.253592975952178,0.1283897546745036,0.0,0.1379445096980157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558790911169386,0.0,0.0,0.2780181740667195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25767013593189136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730487793565753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24338017099061116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070660022732936,0.0,0.0,0.10091306778135696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072988794085436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113224582298834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521505109104283,0.0,0.1106860724448236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114369492196193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597801822753566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232837824877238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562597490004153,0.0,0.0,0.18438607650329966,0.0,0.0,0.1799181808211152,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ouka-,2018/12/02,"NEED HELP WITH SAME EXPERIENCE Hello everyone I hope everyone is doing well, Actually I’m having several questions the first one could masturbation and pornography the MAIN reason for the social anxiety? 

The other one I haven’t been to a psychiatrist before as I’m too afraid to take the step while I’m having this anxiety..And I was persuading my self that I could recover without seeing a doctor. 

How could a psychiatrist help me to get over this and could I help my self without going to any?",4.0960215053763465,6.752040967741941,5.949677419354843,70.81118279569894,74.80645161290323,9.724731182795699,27.53763440860215,9.994966539143718,3.468324731182795,402,16,66,13,9,138,59,93,0.019,0.823,0.158,0.9099,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,8,0,11,1,0,2,0,15,20,5,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,1,3,2,1,8,2,10,14,2,5,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,2,2,52,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.1505373718167649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490338880901648,0.0,0.1180099390771375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126552366204952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.492662331586829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789360173662909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948077319089289,0.0,0.1508977487250578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121510201978528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059548115911372,0.0,0.08767059853938709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101955201365065,0.0,0.0,0.15321688393909402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438325177505455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209063725375652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280864393171955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860693598061504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292677008042632,0.0,0.3218576312428241,0.17427204963013587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157250590798533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598575834622475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869998338932266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974059531864304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dontlookatmeimahyuga,2018/12/02,"I got invited out to the bar tonight after work and my mind is trying to convince me not to go. Long story short I’m 24 and for the first 22 years of my life I was extremely obese. My mother died when I was six and that lead to a lot of social issues for me. I was also the “smelly” kid in school. 

  I lost weight and take care of myself and now people actually want to be around me, but because of my history I get supremely anxious being around them. 

 So this girl at work asked me to go to the bar with her three friends and she’s interested in me, and I know any normal person should be excited to be asked that. But I almost couldn’t sleep last night because of my anxiety.  


  What are some things I can tell myself in order to relax? And should I force myself to go out?",1.7710846560846534,3.383201117283953,3.4907583774250446,90.64555555555555,77.95061728395062,6.3569664902998255,20.213403880070548,7.1686216300943375,0.3320885361552026,599,14,133,7,14,200,101,162,0.05,0.8029999999999999,0.147,0.9539,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,5,6,8,0,0,5,0,13,6,1,1,0,27,26,13,1,5,3,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,5,13,4,0,1,3,0,4,2,1,0,3,5,1,26,7,27,14,2,23,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,3,9,96,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.15557599472337824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964130568113094,0.0,0.0,0.12749227228852886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841460075230623,0.0,0.12195983919207952,0.18010509381478973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838444505270806,0.298082076391484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943682404858173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16254461327802847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545818429407189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560699096238782,0.0,0.0,0.12317151158247265,0.0,0.0832930852997794,0.0,0.27181503990307043,0.0,0.12750689365615844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639848550095235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761591883652567,0.12995281359599595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126067312686096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108628235660636,0.0,0.0,0.17403143497494827,0.13553760122707548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097400176101842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960974744518835,0.1562028436973934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052535796227206,0.13920393253614202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134681047462546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954033177838695,0.16251391125719222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119867907288984,0.0,0.13934464896008456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591501677652128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082392436877906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403311164171037,0.0,0.0,0.19413694031392348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321268840421411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266459978388218
socialanxiety,throwawayyyyacc11111,2018/12/02,"hate myself For as long as I can remember I’ve hated myself. From the way I look to the way I speak, everything about me I hate. I used to take this as a good thing, that if I’m not happy with how I am I should change into who I want to be. But now I realise that’s all in vain. I will never be able to live a normal life I literally get anxiety to the point where i don’t leave my house for weeks over the most normal shit. 

I’m so fucking lonely as well, I literally have three friends and I’m pretty sure one just uses me to sell weed to. I really don’t know how much more I can take of this it’s like every passing day grinds me down even more

Idk what the point of this post was, mainly to vent i guess. ",0.9530623174294064,2.120992563291144,3.1905063291139264,93.83555501460566,79.0632911392405,6.380525803310612,17.850048685491718,7.010146845296331,-0.18395287244401226,547,9,136,6,13,188,101,158,0.179,0.7120000000000001,0.109,-0.9057,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,13,5,0,7,0,11,3,1,4,3,22,27,10,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,7,1,2,1,2,22,6,23,22,6,16,0,1,1,1,3,7,2,3,6,93,31,0,0.14287910935297873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930212757770884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114715260163866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214520543886956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437030420266904,0.0,0.12038181195534092,0.0,0.12841053058830246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038804545915633,0.1320894342735336,0.07464843751916593,0.0,0.0,0.11984021807185005,0.0,0.0,0.15739744728552674,0.0,0.0,0.1520974687324886,0.0,0.4231906203980757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486330887690853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852262188887872,0.0,0.0,0.15128834669003294,0.0,0.0,0.10091974037326933,0.06980351572728409,0.0,0.12616487122531034,0.12644351563402134,0.11998246683328485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050325852554658,0.0,0.1101971773507108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27998238211718146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681858223799228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27013388189604304,0.0,0.13683869132640208,0.14535942017899978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153201608020843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185417827914714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466633525228603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346618696603789,0.0,0.21485461741777007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492253148899144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468033517191549,0.0,0.0,0.08427380056646265,0.2268215730585547,0.11460900318794005,0.0,0.12846547839954675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Weslovebacon04,2018/12/02,How do you laugh at something you don’t find funny? (Fake Laugh) It’s always hella awkward when your friend shows/tells you a joke that they’re totaling slapping their knee on and you just don’t find it funny.  I know I should be laughing but the best i can do is a smile and a weak chuckle.  I have not yet mastered the social art of the fake laugh.  Plz help,1.5739428571428569,3.4675582800000018,2.433904761904764,96.696,79.53333333333333,4.819047619047621,20.047619047619047,5.288315135182226,-0.3618380952380957,281,7,63,1,7,88,54,75,0.10300000000000001,0.522,0.375,0.9721,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,1,2,4,12,0,1,6,0,9,2,1,1,1,11,10,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,10,8,3,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,2,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920904325517298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683910783911323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6416818789811154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712098767518962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352923209885975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929204427539042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578374355909392,0.0,0.2702449956135827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,watindahec,2018/12/02,"I really wanna befriend my step-brother but I can't work up the courage My step-brother honestly seems like a pretty cool guy. He plays osu! (the rhythm game) like me. He's helped me with my math homework once but that was really the only time we had a face-to-face conversation rather than my dad having to start the conversation. I also went full ex-girlfriend-stalker mode and tracked down his osu! profile (well, I'm 99.98% sure its his) and friended him. You can't see who's friended you on there, you can only see if you have friended each other.

Any advice?",1.6792307692307666,4.2534230630630665,2.7291891891891886,90.70359667359669,84.13513513513513,5.217186417186418,22.051975051975045,6.67199483983844,0.5845226611226613,444,15,88,5,13,141,78,111,0.0,0.684,0.316,0.9904,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,4,0,1,4,11,0,0,6,1,7,0,0,0,1,12,13,6,0,3,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,3,17,11,7,10,2,8,0,0,2,0,20,4,0,2,5,52,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273028829193848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590795993573232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108184688524386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808558316993883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542083101810785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390579699830941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271173067077425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094115606519715,0.0,0.3155696802206274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110642947334236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26581201817821554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306420498227731,0.18886637975970247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468432674991948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553127353116867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209732516461535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653401040402232,0.1923201331805654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103541997633307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,No_Chill_Bill,2018/12/02,"Do I need a new psychiatrist ? Ok
This may be a rant but here goes

I moved to TX from AZ about a year in a half ago, I’ve got pretty bad social anxiety (I’ve spent about 80% of that time in my home/isolation) I used to drink my anxiety away but that got so bad I ended up with heart failure, so I lost that coping mechanism. That’s when I finally went to see a doctor about my problems and I got prescribed Zoloft
Which has help tremendously with my depression but has done literally nothing for my SA. Back in AZ where the Docs aren’t as conservative as TX docs
I was able to get a low dose of clonapin for my SA, but this doc out here just gives me the run around, at first she wouldn’t prescribe me it because I had a bad UA (marijuana) but I’m clean off that now since sept and she never even knew about me self medicating with alcohol (I think the alcohol messed up my heart but i was also born with a congenital heart defect, so as far as my docs are concerned that’s the cause of my HF)
But now here is the part why I think I need a new psych, I give her all my symptoms and tell her my triggers and what happens to me in public during one of my panic attacks (tunnel vision, shaking, palpitations, and Excessive sweating)   and and she just is like you stay in the house to much just go outside and socialize....
And I’m just like “dude are you serious ?”
That’s what I want the meds for
This Zoloft bs doesn’t do anything for my anxiety, I don’t even want to tell her that I’ve been suicidal a couple of times because I know I’ll just get sent to a psych ward 

Idk man
I’m sorry for the rant
I’m just lost i don’t know what to do
I’m used to drowning away my sorrows 
And everyone I know is back in AZ so I’m just tired of being friendless and alone ",2.2878709438846268,3.4793163726541567,3.978485716927057,89.44756032171581,75.62198391420912,7.5040769159656096,24.12212258482019,8.104835398774808,1.1157255985948047,1369,42,315,22,29,460,179,373,0.218,0.7,0.08199999999999999,-0.9954,1,2,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,3,28,18,1,2,19,1,23,14,4,4,2,51,56,28,2,6,14,0,0,2,0,2,9,0,1,2,16,17,3,1,6,1,1,6,6,15,0,3,14,1,45,3,48,38,3,40,0,5,1,0,19,17,0,1,18,199,61,3,0.092021668119864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157165651852058,0.19668635528765613,0.0,0.0953066958891288,0.0,0.07358969474894228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118897271194248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572599210837913,0.08191879435326575,0.0,0.10468793216568736,0.1729147727333818,0.1415179652511811,0.2305027473973237,0.11219110954325083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453160169420223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182022549452878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925812791096769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418807661262886,0.0,0.09417011572738376,0.0,0.09014620174252616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150388447604337,0.0,0.0,0.121558887832297,0.0,0.0,0.08793064739048229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080523944170854,0.0,0.07827358389346538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615504707668282,0.17655113833165578,0.052298034632692725,0.0,0.22079440300445885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813744572121698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32713835936728863,0.06168018440723105,0.0,0.09230523611242736,0.0,0.0,0.10618064994466052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171810667245014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991427769873524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009050422686544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022153284810654,0.09270214946027024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780447010202432,0.06764651421693857,0.1364658018171125,0.0709727834099317,0.17775020098694722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829727239912312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235626385750944,0.0,0.0,0.10796760036264616,0.0,0.09965049912771784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361911886476157,0.0,0.08805230859297089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332935540599693,0.0,0.09599866902911268,0.0,0.0,0.0761212747944314,0.0,0.0,0.18760900417255355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030107235352542,0.0,0.09808285434323423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006567692020218,0.0,0.0,0.09564574764396523,0.0,0.0,0.16086198791193365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792753851820954,0.0,0.0,0.1073171493986898,0.10576537056954796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895435116873968,0.0,0.0,0.10855352811261007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530500827275607,0.08303524242330887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592589372202913
socialanxiety,msnoobhere,2018/12/02,"'weird' feeling when talking to people Hey people! I think this is like my first personal post ever so let's see if anyone actually replies xD (we social anxiety peeps like to lay low in the shadows lmao). But I was just wondering if people feel like heavy/something constricting your heart (not in a heartburn sort of way) when talking to new people especially those of the opposite gender? I also feel this heaviness when I'm sad, but with less feeling of impending doom. Like this heaviness isn't necessarily bad, but it's like there's a lot of fireworks/activity happening around my heart. Is this what anxiety feels like? (SIDENOTE: probably obvious, but I haven't been formally diagnosed with anxiety so I'm not fully sure what it feels like but this might be anxiety?)

I feel super immature that I kind of feel weird when talking to guys because it should feel normal, ya know? Also adding that I have ZERO romantic experience so maybe it's just hormones like ""yes, wow this guy sitting next to you could be your future husband."" Holy fuck it's so pathetic.

But I'm wondering if anyone has ever felt this way and how can I improve fix tendency.

TL;DR I feel weird talking to people. This weirdness is very common when I talk to guys. I think this is anxiety but I'm not too sure. Any tips/does anyone relate?",3.4335483870967742,6.063719580645162,4.789283870967743,78.39442580645162,76.98387096774194,8.322838709677418,28.065161290322585,9.065960079200117,2.8439465806451607,1048,45,182,27,25,347,134,248,0.133,0.688,0.18,0.9433,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,4,0,2,19,22,1,0,4,1,17,5,2,1,5,49,40,23,0,6,15,1,11,8,0,2,2,0,0,4,19,5,0,1,16,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,3,12,18,13,17,31,2,20,1,3,1,1,17,4,1,8,20,111,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.08005022210183152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311999930466175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578375304451375,0.0,0.3137666653582566,0.0,0.0,0.17207351594775055,0.0,0.0,0.07302479841914439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849228676861213,0.05000521079134649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549491430064239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325952942718412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840309949804384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024185724997489,0.0,0.0,0.41477234321434,0.17580844740414545,0.07876242662456195,0.0,0.0,0.06977535168199686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583614745577491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24367014950620397,0.07253956044275074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441377229378545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542244897069562,0.045081979228161664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388204487504798,0.0,0.3206088202733102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973964782078604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241095851036974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702170947832807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922585225106378,0.08724068030194213,0.0,0.08037276157640433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843491204570391,0.07162612546222112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856282548379097,0.0,0.0884430704266954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06536792245301454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836200643544443,0.0,0.06315131307420564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546261055685517,0.0,0.0,0.3296662257268797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512404139178874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676839962144509,0.0,0.13022445250994574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779177943253502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Flameskulleruptor,2018/12/02,"Pretty much accepted being a failure I think ive come to terms that im gonna be a failure in life.

Cant hold a conversation with anyone for 3 minutes, cant look at them in the eye (even for my own parents) give only one word responses or a noise. Shy introvert for about 8 years straight, just playing video games and having absolutley no social life. Bullied for 4 years because of it. Been in Special Education for Social Problems for 3 years. Start sweating, fidgeting, dry mouth, short breath, verge of tears, rapid heart beats when and If presenting. Easily able to forget and anger a lot. Cant focus on important things. Had to do a pretend job interview and earned a nice F.

I think im officially done with life now.",3.6806904761904735,5.728533592857147,4.805714285714289,81.38761904761904,73.78571428571428,8.095238095238095,28.095238095238088,8.841846274778883,2.3424523809523805,573,23,108,12,12,188,103,140,0.191,0.6940000000000001,0.115,-0.8805,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,5,6,1,0,8,0,11,8,5,0,0,18,18,7,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,2,5,4,19,12,4,17,0,0,2,0,8,8,0,3,8,60,8,3,0.17351241886702934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132391763651308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057715600572949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946558501440346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775634467260795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460331622707667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664489228001748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561305178715425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748463745139195,0.0,0.1721843023200821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676708584529015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570673162893955,0.0,0.0,0.14751405365793158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755159246206074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175765055609945,0.13196401331741994,0.0,0.0,0.19266500734146613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652450882835316,0.0,0.16602795149172606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35374812020156715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281298313760215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152739411536183,0.22235950377118155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352089267667595
socialanxiety,sgeraphylat,2018/12/02,"I feel like a voyeur I constantly feel like I am missing out on life - I hear people I know talk about fun stuff they do, and wish I could have some of that. I hear them talk about their friends and how they feel, and wish I were someone people would want to talk to similarly. I hear them laugh and joke and wish I could join in, or make them laugh without having to just use weird humour. I always feel that regardless of how well I connect with individuals, in a group I am always the odd one out. I wish I could be doing things or connecting with people or just enjoying life, but I don't - I just watch everyone else do it.",5.669732142857143,4.998073562500005,6.014866071428576,84.50781250000001,67.28125,9.501785714285717,27.660714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.6719026785714282,488,12,109,7,7,157,70,128,0.037000000000000005,0.721,0.242,0.9535,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,6,0,8,12,0,0,3,0,14,2,0,4,0,37,30,11,0,10,8,0,4,2,1,1,2,3,0,0,5,9,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,8,23,10,15,24,1,6,0,1,1,0,14,5,0,4,3,77,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979067302292476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851338806376095,0.0,0.284850734963538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934480863954104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363591074196255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405239308909105,0.16991706231652373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187952416815157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021041955427914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535690622636557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679974980279943,0.11619942691457387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938194764933214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058522306161475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24733845921721825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100762972586992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613824863382895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28675712517127844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900707898005004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027111877229999,0.0,0.0,0.0701437973983625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692595360565163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.547021784297907,0.11463741514371695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844794038013783,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,runescapeN3rd,2018/12/02,"Just went to a party I just came home from a party that I was absolutely insanely nervous about going to. I was very close to not going at all, but a few different reason made me go anyway. My plan though, was to bail pretty quickly since I was pretty sure I would be very uncomfortable, but here is the thing, I actually enjoyed myself! There were definitely moments where I felt awkward, like when I didn't know where to put my backpack or when I had to sit down and look at my phone instead of joining a conversation but overall I was actually quite comfortable. I spent a lot of time playing or looking at beer pong which helped greatly because it's a lot easier to act normally when I can concentrate on something happening  instead of just trying to have small talk. Speaking of small talk, I talked to two girls I didn't know who initiated conversation with me. Those conversations could have gone a lot better but they could also have gone a lot worse since I didn't hear them over the music very well. I had to pretend that I heard their answers a few times, although luckily I didn't get any follow up questions about those things. Also I heard one girl's name completely wrong which could have been awkward but I think I somehow saved the situation by making fun of myself for getting it so wrong. Overall I think I did a decent job in conversing with people there, and I'm actually really really happy that I overcame my fear and decided to go. I think I might actually consider doing something like this again. Sorry if this is a super boring post but I just really felt like sharing my thoughts about this somewhere.",8.715637727759916,7.463749717041804,8.773170418006432,69.09163129689179,61.47588424437298,11.766002143622725,37.45359056806002,10.793553405168565,4.000777320471597,1306,52,232,27,15,429,173,311,0.095,0.6759999999999999,0.228,0.9943,2,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,4,26,22,0,4,14,0,28,1,0,3,2,50,57,20,0,6,14,0,2,3,0,2,0,4,1,2,15,7,1,0,12,3,1,11,5,7,1,2,25,8,39,15,32,26,7,34,0,0,2,0,22,13,0,10,11,174,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.3558986878891699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582690762856435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620028401945611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055580073486936624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806378064066458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428111100854784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559635316465567,0.0,0.0,0.21838996929977547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952595658555598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259840409610088,0.0,0.0,0.17508661159609246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952714453831406,0.0,0.20726980025003455,0.0,0.0,0.10052191641230264,0.0,0.0,0.08062667942629434,0.09705860006474204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276203421784144,0.0,0.061113384046177076,0.0,0.0914570116517112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047816039645383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021594464996776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363203686190392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312983654757542,0.0,0.0,0.31005846706704737,0.0,0.0862729825462081,0.06086072100994625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967233800482513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933316996511159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06178325077059865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320999256214703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732145199728097,0.18551764136996096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165711270380444,0.10213804201734512,0.09697695168529374,0.0,0.0,0.17522913594585365,0.09374416419719908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084354060560448,0.1024856997227403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038355467019836,0.0,0.10206412268032276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593234759432468,0.0,0.0,0.21985156461212427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114663179736353,0.17526579290444153,0.08958000567096587,0.07238359880979019,0.10633097532007713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190255263206764,0.0,0.08906575192686128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256893686051448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197821827026902,0.0845211113056283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291618379026488,0.06476884956961035,0.1993733940627516,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,heymannnnnn,2018/12/02,Social media and social anxiety? Does anyone else think the increase of social media use in the past ten years or so has contributed to increasing anxiety/social anxiety/depression? Just want to hear people’s opinions. ,7.650180180180179,10.404907891891897,8.036216216216218,59.413963963963965,64.67567567567568,11.41981981981982,33.954954954954964,11.20814326018867,5.2733495495495495,180,8,21,6,3,59,29,37,0.046,0.846,0.10800000000000001,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,12,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900910260336605,0.0,0.0,0.16361800594954048,0.2397603087411957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154356786493546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047746830094321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547669323138026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637346280950479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337915706237155,0.1622259038287337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7155995680404851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993753630661152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021005788718012,0.0,0.0,0.13801906464860186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068811174391905
socialanxiety,chelsnut,2018/12/02,"What can I do about my lingering social anxiety. Hey everyone!!!!!! I'm a first time poster to this sub but definitely not new to social anxiety.  

I've definitely developed more social anxiety over the past 3 years or so. I also deal with depression but I am on medication for it and it does seem to be helping. I seize completely up when I'm in social situations and I can come off really rude and bitchy, I really dont mean to be but I am internally freaking out and my mind is racing. I can barely look people in the eyes and I know people think I'm off because of it.

Example: Today I am at my boyfriend's family Christmas party and I completely shut down about 30 minutes into it.(I've been with him 3 years!!!!) I had to go to the washroom and hold back tears because I felt trapped and highly uncomfortable. I go to the washroom several times because I feel so uncomfortable and I feel like it makes everyone else uncomfortable too. I want to be better, I really do and I constantly beat myself up because of it but I dont know how. Ot sucks. 

I just dont know what to do. I feel like I'm highly introverted and I hate it. I can feel a extroverted personality wanting to come out so badly but just cant and it makes me sad. I feel like I leave every ""hanging out/gathering"" sad and angry at myself. ",2.2510344827586195,4.411477888888894,4.893094252873566,78.57633103448278,78.54022988505747,8.620444444444445,25.765670498084287,9.281916038205594,2.5025603371647507,1023,40,200,29,25,363,130,261,0.244,0.6579999999999999,0.098,-0.9931,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,12,12,3,0,6,0,20,2,1,3,0,48,47,25,0,2,9,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,20,0,1,12,0,0,5,5,8,0,1,3,8,33,4,31,41,1,33,0,3,2,0,9,17,1,2,14,132,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667433622485126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004132991636247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372496982454081,0.0800548918114579,0.2337875944153709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479711160859231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518239661717798,0.20105444306852147,0.10361104893801584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884695460977504,0.08258037173180628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390428741201106,0.0,0.3371081340983048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800945332215691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078212378669461,0.18323283023493134,0.0,0.0,0.09038611105066698,0.0,0.2423963093434449,0.2054877549062806,0.09205879727068376,0.0,0.0,0.08155455882031537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898039745935034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466058182456943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426561781218472,0.2026026823406198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580776379367778,0.0,0.0,0.10152193052495743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405247891679812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051414354483287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799984478829968,0.0,0.0,0.10444024976113968,0.0,0.09658792308803996,0.0,0.0,0.09681037535005683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260045663325688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152727632424508,0.1329407391624909,0.0837177731285758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426747030972232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728456614664809,0.0,0.1083158866892835,0.0,0.0,0.10777192119846224,0.0,0.3909459310521913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061435339345827775,0.0,0.0,0.11181553645194332,0.0,0.090882003602735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310374015404845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234857595824251
socialanxiety,HovaNade,2018/12/02,"I want help, but i dont know how to ask I need help, I'm barely able to get out of bed to go to school, I have taken 5 of the past 10 days off, and my anxiety just keeps getting worse. At my school there are 5 guidance counselor's, if you need to talk to someone, you email one of them individually, but I don't know what to say in the email and I don't know which one to email, I feel like if I email one of them in particular they will think something, I don't even know what they will think but oh well, please help, I'm in a bad place and I need help.

Thank you in advance. ",1.874806201550392,2.2814333798449624,3.4465116279069754,95.882015503876,75.66666666666667,6.663565891472868,21.310077519379846,6.42735559955562,-0.11474573643410844,442,9,118,3,9,147,70,129,0.08199999999999999,0.726,0.193,0.9153,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,4,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,23,28,9,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,1,1,3,1,2,19,3,19,25,0,12,0,0,0,0,18,8,0,2,3,68,22,2,0.15029186514241435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497286546702225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050260599767353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548742969851512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692581968106964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614094663150456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992663594902264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599208278128362,0.1073685384874754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704259293786724,0.0,0.08541433043782543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029498767536368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358631523265527,0.0,0.0,0.33038591444176363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342501377324456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33431854098537545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055249722136247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347059115744626,0.0,0.0,0.15702301108092506,0.1649753361263095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951812343501285,0.0,0.30420678244772525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734180961963107,0.11570202038282565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079890824680348,0.0,0.13836855707424284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260191732744494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864603598895178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351304360904312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316025037336967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlarmedSpeaker4,2018/12/07,"My self-confidence is at all-time low and I'm feeling something like ""imposter syndrome"" I think I've been anxious? depressed? for as long as I can remember, but now that I've been isolated for a minute, it has reaaaally caught up to me.

​

I catch people looking at me when I walk around campus. I can't help but feel like they're all judging me. My jacket, my face, everything- my jeans also don't fit great and, as stupid as it sounds, it's destroying my self-confidence. I don't have friends I can ask, either. I used to think I was attractive... but now every imperfection is killing me. 

​

I want to not care, but you always have to care a little bit. What if I'm offending people by accident? What if I'm messing some social norm up and I don't even realize it? Honestly, I would believe I've ever done was handed to me and people pity me so much. I just want to stay in my dorm 24/7, but that probably would make it worse.",2.1237230948225734,4.191440502617805,3.6226788830715537,87.98932955206516,78.52879581151832,6.96695753344968,25.270796974985466,7.984000788550335,1.5152510762070972,740,28,152,13,18,244,111,191,0.28600000000000003,0.652,0.062,-0.9944,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,0,9,16,4,0,2,0,18,2,2,2,2,30,34,18,1,6,10,0,3,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,9,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,8,0,0,6,5,26,8,19,26,5,18,0,3,1,0,5,9,0,3,7,98,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144385597568556,0.10555139777955166,0.27488914649047524,0.3082792154130782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330715791218013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112925572044093,0.11858991405360547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14291926820292486,0.0,0.0,0.13849001754678872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25866904782562955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092578266581033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981409543351402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378484482028167,0.1147453006836346,0.10687865763579156,0.0,0.11400679980351977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828081731005214,0.09062341342979628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098005885823435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985527056368974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502652123925011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034343776928512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394739600627837,0.12713947715275595,0.0,0.11226042371523594,0.10652410681216228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467499334807294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325114431975427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638305434562711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676839289503928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369909395978198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26466953526768866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931009473507746,0.0,0.09765721109297434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520783016731033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256385182492294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955978525037938,0.0,0.0,0.14964171966029835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927348072467326,0.1802246774425434,0.0,0.3082792154130782,0.0
socialanxiety,BeanNCheeze,2018/12/07,"How the hell do I get out of my head? When I was working as an after school teacher all the kids loved me. I dropped that job. Got into retail hoping I'd be able to improve my social anxiety there. It stagnated. Now when I talk to people theres a hint of hesitation. A hint of freezing. A hint of not knowing what to say. ""H-hi! How's i-How's it going man?"". The confidence behind my voice is gone. I can feel the anxiety deep in the pit of my stomach. How the hell do I get rid of it?

​

I'm going to work in a bit, so I will see replies soon. But how do you just let go? ",-1.9077508223684203,-0.026614398437498462,1.32643092105263,97.55179276315788,99.234375,4.257236842105264,17.674342105263158,6.05967700443912,-0.30766250000000017,439,14,107,5,19,155,82,128,0.133,0.768,0.099,-0.5349,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,12,4,2,0,11,0,9,3,2,4,1,13,22,9,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,2,0,0,3,5,13,2,17,16,2,15,2,0,1,1,7,5,2,1,5,70,18,4,0.19873978674616632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533447590686533,0.2414905940502637,0.0,0.0,0.3040707857721993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169723739733292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048880764130697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766667178534265,0.0,0.3388452023040875,0.0,0.1589503626859418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396435763143106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739345116717374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972185722934036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922218930125396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322489698046844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937041685774224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778114445695436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804585525150305,0.0,0.2011352743979497,0.15836987910976374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259018469621398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973951245724602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893698634612906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414905940502637,0.0
socialanxiety,showhatareyoushaying,2018/12/07,"Coworkers went out drinking after work even though they told me they weren't We all went out on Wednesday, I had a great time and, as always, alchohol helped me act like a normal person (at least I thought so). There were talks of going out again yesterday but when I asked around they all said it wasn't happening. Found out today some of them went out and didn't tell me and now I'm scared it's something I said or maybe I'll just never fit in here. I've been here 3 months and was just invited to go out and apparently I blew it. 

Hopefully y'all had a better day than me and are doing something fun this Friday night. ",3.7483767361111116,4.673581320312504,4.337916666666668,89.29319444444445,71.734375,7.563888888888887,23.597222222222207,7.793537801064563,0.8924086805555556,491,12,107,6,9,156,88,128,0.051,0.821,0.128,0.8636,1,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,4,2,12,6,0,1,3,0,10,1,0,0,3,26,24,12,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,14,1,0,2,1,0,6,4,1,0,0,16,2,15,5,16,8,4,29,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,3,13,72,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795986464758664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759820298156678,0.15500172272066182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466376709043389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692804535544903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242203621103732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951011634224336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179243708979514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845726410389885,0.0,0.0,0.18279638738195966,0.0,0.0,0.14661743679138808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113303668532358,0.0,0.0,0.16467798351298976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100208209540026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656957150778195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323409208385718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787609210569714,0.0,0.0,0.15559317668836425,0.16244995445592622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477119599941995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31542978243859965,0.0,0.16599590643076845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552836988930449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332647088505941,0.14491754017677014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628988185138096,0.1316276175422716,0.09668000197881013,0.0,0.15716013296465195,0.15843013369890482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4610980676335312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070523445045048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CMIUCan,2018/12/07,"I've never seen an Avengers movie before It looks like the new trailer for the fourth one just came out and surely my coworkers will be all over this at work in an hour. What should I do if any one of them asks me about it? I don't have anything against comics, I just never grew up watching it or took an interest. Idk, I should probably just grow up and tell them the truth right? ",6.331075949367089,5.029653974683544,5.854272151898737,88.26723101265827,66.21518987341771,9.418987341772151,29.87658227848101,8.07648339933343,1.6193518987341768,300,8,69,3,4,92,60,79,0.017,0.845,0.13699999999999998,0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,4,4,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,5,16,12,4,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,3,8,4,10,5,1,15,0,0,3,0,4,7,0,2,5,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783676305341838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310057464483386,0.0,0.2307305956883497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100140028084269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822806836649421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305451289981256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057710279485152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072551516381872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38070450299469816,0.2383670847918087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344847038527925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660989597289556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107712513955078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326120386833152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157196048132656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274210906139861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967794266161327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rainlove99,2018/12/07,"what is so great about being shy? I thought shy means the person is a coward or lack confidence during social interaction. they have bo confidence while introverts have confidence .

is being a shy extrovert better than being very shy . 

introversion and shyness are not the same since there are shy extroverts",6.5048076923076925,9.735853711538462,6.392923076923079,67.7520769230769,69.57692307692308,10.313846153846157,29.63076923076923,10.355215969177356,4.134072307692309,251,10,35,8,5,79,38,52,0.24600000000000002,0.503,0.252,0.6642,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,27,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347301458411369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172697304194963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122699390469416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304695393184111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130782110532841,0.0,0.0,0.3858073289133092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30046666279491663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122812926690598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AVentAccountr,2018/12/07,"How to love myself when everyone look down on me? I feel really sad recently because i feel as if most people treat me like i'm mentally disabled. 

When i talk to others they will switch their voice to a condescending voice as if speaking to someone at the age of four. When i was at work this week i managed to cut myself when cutting some salad, and my coworker noticed that which her response to that was ''Oh poor poor you'' and i felt so embarassed of the way she spoke to me. 

I just want to be treated normally, or at least manage to block out what others think and i don't know how. 

I was hoping for maybe some positive words here because i have been thinking of this since crazy this week and even sleep didn't manage to put these thoughts to rest.",4.71046357615894,5.4476621986754985,5.068536423841064,85.61843377483444,69.3973509933775,8.159205298013246,28.345033112582783,8.238735603445708,1.7507796026490068,596,20,122,8,10,189,100,151,0.11599999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.109,-0.0296,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,1,2,1,10,8,2,0,3,0,9,3,1,2,0,26,22,16,0,5,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,10,5,1,1,7,0,2,1,2,3,0,1,8,8,21,5,23,12,5,16,0,1,1,1,9,6,0,7,9,89,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24687331937955845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374342343801116,0.0,0.0,0.19348886810066995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20477110992177136,0.0,0.1944231550620661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111929395695155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128378103130168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892689485589247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700414765259101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827560710949888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034294682368063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040633438362452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983982281452801,0.0,0.23053739330742865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14038179245518767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035594255129299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972094652211508,0.0,0.19993547517726826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750268234632412,0.0,0.2026372785111485,0.0,0.17157000269560382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627546292567765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25949616684223725,0.0,0.16075526880160726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194344628760044,0.16072796387991342,0.324852199485429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741589016158926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dekarde,2018/12/07,"Going nuts trying to write a cover letter. Found a job I'd love to get, seemingly perfect for my skills but as always I'm floundering and struggling to sell myself/skills in the cover letter.  I'd feel a little better if I could've figured out who at the company was doing the hiring so at least I could have that personal detail in it but I got nothing from the anonymous listing. 
  
 
I haven't even gotten to updating/tailoring my resume from last year and can't even think of that now.  Been working on the CV since yesterday, I'm about 50% through it but that doesn't mean a damn thing cause I'll need to re-evaluate it like 20x scrutinizing every word choice when I actually finish it. 
  
I briefly miss my youth and shitty jobs with customer service roles and just applications so I don't have to go nuts looking at 10 sites with a dozen better written fictional cv/resumes. 
  
The only thing worse than this process is actually interviewing with people. 
  
le sigh",5.247555831265508,6.504198586021509,5.977096774193552,77.69333746898266,68.51612903225806,8.733829611248968,29.899090157154674,9.057496981413335,2.552192390405293,771,29,139,14,13,252,125,186,0.10400000000000001,0.7929999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.2942,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,5,8,9,1,1,11,0,11,1,0,1,1,25,28,12,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,6,0,1,2,4,3,1,1,6,2,10,5,24,21,1,18,0,1,1,1,8,9,1,2,8,84,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.3233867804981136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787063704214547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930856615958756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021332566335204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645862674527171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21887857807388292,0.0,0.13960429633751972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377983795042784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167486011267744,0.0,0.0,0.08656824833658862,0.0,0.18833537655024735,0.0,0.13252058553151658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288513500236649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506268136097466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809496927875419,0.16606886386161712,0.0,0.0,0.13914118406287526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495452559361952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048928269969794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285996190854373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898781055964512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260177128496372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148713197636066,0.14467756306357388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084154596137894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706374486711706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321928900620465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015939118797725,0.10616999055728787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249531330968723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062716653510612,0.0,0.16885628722217685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670146912532644
socialanxiety,Dingbat1991,2018/12/07,Has anybody lived with an apartment or house roommate What we're your experiences? Was it someone you knew or a complete stranger? How did it make you feel?,3.867471264367815,6.685381724137932,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,76.58620689655173,5.2459770114942526,33.804597701149426,6.42735559955562,1.945749425287356,126,7,23,1,3,37,26,29,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4436015036125269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138629137428198,0.0,0.0,0.21392686608419376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881887117499537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373595958804694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28241566186581746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584825320793445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ebbelwoi_cola,2018/12/07,"Social Anxiety and Twitch Chat I'm having really big troubles with talking in Twitch chat. There's one streamer I really like and his people in chat seem friendly as well. I'd really like to become a part of his community and befriend him and them, but I just struggle so much with my anxiety. 

It took me like three weeks of lurking to even get the strength to say hello in chat. Saying hello is still a great feat even now. I overthink everything I wanna say which results in me deleting my written out messages most of the time. And of course nobody there knows my intentions. How would they? For the most time I'm just a lurker after all. 

One the one hand I really want to try, but on the other hand it seems so hopeless and I think I should just stop and only lurk. I can't ""force"" people to become friends with me, I know that. And in the community it seems everyone already knows each other. I feels so weird. Like an elementary kid trying to sit at the cool highschool kids table and insert myself into this group of people. 

Does anyone here have similar experiences? Or maybe even tips for me on how to handle this situation?

​

​",3.091941031941033,5.581101666666669,4.1850941850941865,83.03056511056514,77.37837837837837,6.73906633906634,23.604422604422606,7.84624498591911,1.4271999999999996,918,30,166,15,22,298,131,222,0.094,0.733,0.17300000000000001,0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,2,1,17,14,0,1,11,1,6,4,2,4,1,41,20,18,0,4,6,0,3,4,2,2,2,3,0,2,9,15,0,1,8,4,0,1,1,4,1,4,2,7,23,10,30,16,6,20,0,1,0,0,22,11,0,6,11,118,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798497033762655,0.0,0.0,0.2316878757140365,0.25983039875428754,0.0,0.0,0.16358159585353388,0.0,0.0,0.07475847354785731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361616563004385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356331312186177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118519369855936,0.0,0.0,0.10216325767294247,0.0960896186723333,0.1045848118395167,0.0,0.0,0.05406017377709784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520678087005405,0.0,0.05585943662750952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787577268146465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627546806059613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089359237904733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741195287231384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859589878749731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173480774128684,0.08131478434793288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578010536431382,0.0,0.2223672303627355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273973683658568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25507277676566475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29199818429954105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201785787098272,0.0,0.108987864890435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538362167718509,0.08938694650863356,0.0,0.11177229622670733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593539922706649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850774935654443,0.0,0.0,0.12468769322322483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878811909511425,0.14517851395771775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306209719249721,0.0,0.08576193371596111,0.0,0.09613073612746068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595038436586134,0.0,0.25983039875428754,0.0
socialanxiety,Earl-Tshirt,2018/12/07,"Eye contact doesn't come naturally for me anymore Making ""normal"" eye contact with people has become a big problem for me. I suffer from social anxiety and there was a period in my life where I effectively isolated myself from people entirely. During this time I would pretty much actively avoid making eye contact with anyone I encountered.

Since then, I have made considerable progress in tackling my anxiety, yet eye contact still remains an issue for me. It's like I've been scarred and this is something that I'm now stuck with forever. The problem is obvious: I overthink everything. When I'm interacting with someone, I will frequently find myself thinking about and analysing my eye contact - ""Have I been looking at this person for too long? How often should I be looking away? Where should I be looking when I do look away? Why is this so awkward and unnatural? Am I making this person uncomfortable? I bet they think I'm so weird"" etc.

At times I can find myself making eye contact for too long, notice that I'm making things a bit awkward by doing so (or interpreting it that way at least) and then glancing to the side just to relieve this awkwardness. The problem isn't that I CAN'T make eye contact; if it was socially acceptable, I'd probably just make continuous, uninterrupted eye contact with everyone.

I've read lots of advice on the internet for people who struggle with eye contact and you'll hear things like: make eye contact 70% of the time, hold eye contact for about 4 to 5 seconds at a time, make sure you don't look away too quickly, don't look down because it shows a lack of confidence, etc. I've found that this sort of advice has the opposite effect of just making me overthink it even more.

I could make uninterrupted eye contact and choose to completely ignore the unwritten rules of eye contact which I clearly no longer have a grasp on, but I don't want to come across as cold and awkward. Does anyone here have the same problem?",9.005109289617486,8.046721368852461,8.718142076502732,68.77371584699456,60.72131147540984,11.521311475409837,39.73224043715847,10.62613485830676,4.294214207650274,1575,71,267,31,18,508,180,366,0.11,0.833,0.057,-0.9079,0,1,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,1,3,24,18,0,6,15,0,31,14,13,15,3,69,61,20,0,12,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,2,21,16,0,3,12,2,1,2,7,13,0,1,7,22,31,5,43,46,9,37,0,1,20,0,23,17,0,6,19,185,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868630431743549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639988026209085,0.0,0.07544955337787762,0.10639188747539402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443511852118485,0.0,0.0,0.0463768238568892,0.08402286446844882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830581546548106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106999849723433,0.07976699118831201,0.0,0.0,0.06074259174143073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657691769959552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969555540935374,0.050249214507184,0.0,0.0,0.07269638676812518,0.06837456285671724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906897051821018,0.0,0.0,0.08341628583938493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857461399581738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794063189834133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053736582973548386,0.07433634690003864,0.0,0.0,0.13465437870140326,0.3833213062485585,0.0,0.0,0.06467932664700983,0.0,0.07198743477901964,0.558613804751346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055926543326716566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454089978890152,0.0,0.08661601916898183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823001880731452,0.13285784227461825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739931270676002,0.08202562560242438,0.2911878791418422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609921327333642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06293302503693042,0.0,0.0,0.1551051554066803,0.06446117234650725,0.058569042634263366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075648845281335,0.0,0.0,0.0795338976216903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170320400759557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108651628613392,0.09749622236558997,0.0,0.0,0.17744823292144388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04487314434109939,0.060387671608002874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864912607527644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05404407262270301,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AbaqaEljidigey,2018/12/07,"I hate myself right now Yesterday I was training legs in the gym. I was using a standing leg curl machine from Technogym when a muscular guy approached me. At first I thought he wanted the machine, but he told me I should adjust the footplates on the machine to make it more comfortable for me. Since I’m short and the footplates were too far down, the roller pad was too far up on my leg when it’s supposed to be near the foot. 

I had been using this machine for a while, and I had no idea how to adjust the footplates on it. I felt paralyzed and didn’t say a word to him because I suffer from social anxiety and selective mutism. I just showed him signs that I didn’t know how to adjust the footplates, so he did it for me. He moved the footplates higher up so the roller pad would be near my foot instead of my leg, and thus making it easier for me to lift the weights up with my hamstrings. 

I didn’t even thank him. I wanted to, but my mouth just wouldn’t open. I felt so shy and anxious. He probably thought I was being ungrateful and disrespectful for not saying anything. Fuck, I hate having social anxiety. Sometimes when people ask me how many sets I have left, I show them fingers instead of saying how many sets I have left, because I’m too scared to talk. So if I have 2 sets left, I show 2 fingers. It feels so weird doing that. I need to man up and stop being a pussy. :(",4.953958551392088,5.028858530249111,5.51198660247017,84.98504919405484,68.6797153024911,8.319949759263137,29.696671551182753,7.928766900206844,1.7928813481264396,1081,37,226,12,17,349,133,281,0.149,0.797,0.054000000000000006,-0.9779,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,1,21,8,3,1,17,0,24,12,10,9,0,44,45,24,0,7,6,0,6,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,9,10,1,1,10,6,0,2,6,6,0,1,17,9,38,2,31,21,1,34,0,1,0,1,19,20,1,1,8,156,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910394039069006,0.1410594257540164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275144724797464,0.0,0.11672986486042068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223041062871095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247070327415801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313438452286088,0.0,0.2397757425161316,0.0,0.0,0.10620823580400993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543364866376984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363380512505848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465523335836928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409549053828829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862133066985987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069913999507818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669378014912334,0.253182566970792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270939832549614,0.0,0.09258418573437248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656414538418201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462321941306332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066321508790768,0.0,0.29788773591511475,0.1250094475399254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032878003142482,0.0,0.0,0.25456380509207177,0.0,0.0,0.12349250415459476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439089366359464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035999072621622,0.0,0.1149568924613058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982542353454805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931175842361358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568274213661384,0.0,0.0,0.14729463169634968,0.0,0.0,0.15204925490050208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886989522265422,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bootyannihilator,2018/12/07,"Does sleep deprivation make you feel better? I always feel more confident and less anxious when I'm sleep deprived the previous day. It's just easy to get through the day. I tried to Google but all results say otherwise and I don't have a proper information supporting my claim. 

Whenever I have good 8 hours sleep I feel anxious even while talking to close friends of mine but if go sleep deprived for more than 2 weeks I loose all the positive effects of this. Can anyone shed some light on this?
",3.6793567251462,6.153457894736838,3.9287719298245634,85.69584795321641,75.3157894736842,7.590643274853799,28.450292397660817,8.515128840125781,2.224309941520468,400,17,76,8,9,124,70,95,0.13699999999999998,0.647,0.215,0.8859,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,4,0,4,4,4,3,2,17,12,7,0,1,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,5,9,4,9,12,6,9,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,2,6,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016620819850814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806073885294681,0.0,0.11778610114330985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489827955559787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727621588839505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741416376860522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126147308334758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555243624225921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014620067559246,0.0,0.08800962539991189,0.0,0.09573559739416004,0.14129020044979934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589205698003187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244353932310094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339604125891831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6742977420254443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911582195351714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353959644276348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436838071548128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512265994098213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,casemodz,2018/12/07,What to put on tinder? I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels like they should at least casually mention that they have anxiety to potential dates...,4.753,5.550119633333331,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,69.33333333333334,10.0,28.333333333333336,10.125756701596842,2.6813333333333333,119,4,24,3,2,40,26,30,0.053,0.745,0.20199999999999999,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595699476278708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23766015672312235,0.3357879235591992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22963182008013866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31850297259739146,0.35747728950556257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725077183822805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44299559847843706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,treebash,2018/12/07,"I promised to go to my friend's art event and now I am having the worst anxiety ever Using a throwaway for this one. It's definitely a rant, so bare with me. 

​

I promised my friend that I would attend her art showcase. I don't know why, but I thought it would be event with max 20 people. Yesterday she told me that there will be over 100 people **just to see her** and she apologized if she doesn't have a lot of time to spend time with me. 

Even better, it's almost one hour drive away. My friend told a friend of hers can pick me up and take me there. Which means I have to spend 1 hour in a car with a person I don't know, going an event I don't know anybody at. Can't even excuse myself in the middle because I don't have my own car and the public transport there is nonexistent. 

Now, I was seriously considering to cancel and come see her art in a more private setting. I can't say that I am ill because I was actually ill a week ago and she knows that. I can't say that my dog is barfing everywhere because he actually did some time ago and I told her. **And it's a dick move to cancel.**

I don't know, I just wish I was a normal person who could go to these events and chat with people. The worst thing is that I could have just said no to begin with, she would have understood. I hate my life. Now the thought of spending my Friday like this gives me horrible anxiety. 

​

How have you survived these big events you don't know anybody at? 

​

​

​",0.9760026737967921,3.249774892857147,2.424759358288771,93.81302139037436,84.16233766233766,5.3118411000763945,20.422459893048128,6.661559191721324,0.2122976317799848,1169,35,256,13,34,378,139,308,0.146,0.7559999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.9357,0,0,0,0,0,1,53.0,0,2,0,2,14,12,1,0,16,0,35,4,1,3,1,45,61,13,0,8,5,0,0,1,4,4,3,3,0,2,17,16,0,0,10,4,3,10,11,4,0,2,11,5,47,8,27,42,6,40,0,0,2,1,31,10,1,4,20,176,64,0,0.0,0.0,0.13932443180973314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655835933090204,0.0,0.0714825389576803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867322704328603,0.4337076324259005,0.0,0.0,0.10921984030541147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706928262589576,0.0,0.0,0.13054831201157066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631349141893314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149252160940887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139914603829112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429925823960496,0.06457251764419275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060988132374434,0.0,0.0,0.06847973719947795,0.12171053786019753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047867076171496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406012116102446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23539052019737405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050421881858592414,0.03487548234168625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068963053520124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776003311312969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587177825995282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994289987957125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967456931075003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846971789614036,0.1246626051838062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790421630473127,0.11353766214445422,0.0,0.0,0.11377043579921035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367321643983003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742553489291537,0.0,0.0,0.11334465812538423,0.12487685308514998,0.0,0.0,0.20463649281383986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165438692499841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057261360337426986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441455584116827,0.0,0.08209011475084403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521312127129757,0.0,0.4337076324259005,0.0
socialanxiety,waytoomanyfandoms,2018/12/07,"I memorize extremely long form jokes and tongue twisters so I can recite them at social functions instead of actually talking to people. My hope is that once I get through 2 or 3 jokes, people will get bored or distracted and leave me alone.

It works really well until people don’t leave. Then I just sort of awkwardly excuse myself to the bathroom and stare at the wall until the coast is clear.",6.040399999999997,7.157278906666669,6.15066666666667,77.68200000000003,66.6,9.2,29.666666666666664,9.3871,2.6416666666666666,318,11,56,6,5,101,57,75,0.142,0.6920000000000001,0.166,0.4468,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,8,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,8,4,9,7,1,7,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,4,4,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.2283368720012072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423392361175955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444963645001643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324011877861717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4955154050941323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070705088716727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24918776879072124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866499081453712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989761280157865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385195622186363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188069321509596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210381780759974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703448102768412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dragonwarrior09,2018/12/07,"I wanted to sit next to someone in my class and spark a conversation with them but my anxiety took over. There was a guy in my class and I wanted to sit next to him and compliment the sweater he was wearing (it was one of those Christmas sweaters with the red, green and white colors mixed in) Anyway I was hoping to maybe become friends because I don't have very many friends but I just didn't have the guts to get up, ask him if I could sit next to him and spark a conversation. It's extremely hard for me to make new friends. The thought of approaching a person and talking to them fills me with dread. I don't know what to do.",2.449552447552449,4.129549969230773,3.1790909090909127,93.31954545454548,76.23076923076924,6.573426573426572,24.89510489510489,7.348242739294969,0.8729230769230765,496,17,112,6,11,156,73,130,0.059000000000000004,0.765,0.17600000000000002,0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,1,8,0,11,2,2,1,0,20,20,9,0,5,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,7,5,17,5,21,12,0,15,0,0,4,0,15,5,0,2,4,74,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341437192460402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639303504851323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106892887260258,0.19366239065066246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000421915370376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40642931587030107,0.0,0.09161412743413748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362594422769165,0.0,0.0,0.15708085474768646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416399689389195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636881530632613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170487511324225,0.17777929833927264,0.1761645468072538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693559522848035,0.5594661870101041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882298177864192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311051053997835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485750910748429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094121049575214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392098171458013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948224066957708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468367720443745,0.20685418103956213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Justice514,2018/12/07,There is hope I never had many friends in school. I’m now in year 12 (English school system) and have 3 good friends. It’s taken forever but I finally have people I can talk to. There is hope for all of us no matter how hard things currently seem,0.036974789915966255,2.3893976274509825,1.8278991596638683,94.93411764705887,92.33333333333334,5.267226890756303,19.050420168067227,6.868970318607317,0.31434789915966377,193,6,42,3,7,63,41,51,0.14800000000000002,0.687,0.165,0.2373,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,9,11,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,4,5,5,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,5,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25119656644487903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543267983456443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923333301437684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054156313440234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555107296407715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324831174805983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768570721358206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897383948461216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641454671153904,0.0,0.20875410646123946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430971605597427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234256813525338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758302354095162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476673399453365
socialanxiety,greenwave666,2018/12/07,"Some people are just mean :/ I was hanging with a friend for the first time in a while. Hadn’t seen him in months and haven’t seen someone my age in weeks. Anyway, he invited 3 people I didn’t know over. Well I know one of them a bit. But I just wasn’t in the convo cause I’m not In college and they all are anyway this girl whispers to her boyfriend “I’m never talking to that guy again, there’s something seriously off aboht him.” And laughs. He was a bit nicer I think. Idk when I have terrible panic attacks I’m in a bumble. Fuck it gettin a tattoo tomorrow",-0.8817707404103494,1.2105228389830565,1.3321052631578958,96.57368867082964,100.27118644067795,3.840142729705621,16.380017841213206,5.750287758089431,-0.5220237288135592,437,12,96,4,19,145,79,118,0.157,0.746,0.098,-0.7096,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,8,8,2,1,8,0,9,1,0,1,2,16,19,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,5,1,2,7,3,12,3,13,12,4,19,0,0,2,1,11,8,1,1,10,64,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24356391464131666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674724730176698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993448996120446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210905604597072,0.0,0.0,0.16540922814415115,0.1979273324235717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119876615617962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353219721296753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321216584729745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088854739314613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651232248331587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507627969482234,0.0,0.0,0.2511942957965357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968529640663589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140195731337905,0.16482075309947095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720814119317438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718339989775838,0.0,0.0,0.12484048769978055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717340557742004,0.0,0.19249707282026696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pabloR101,2018/12/07,"NEW REVOLUTIONARY SOCIAL NETWORKING APP IDEA Hey guys, I have a new revolutionary social networking app idea and I would love if you could take 30 sec of your time and complete the survey down below! 

Here's the link: [https://surveyhero.com/c/a967927f](https://surveyhero.com/c/a967927f)

  
It would mean a lot! 

Many Thanks!	",9.6675,13.946355750000002,6.5915,64.90350000000001,64.41666666666666,8.006666666666666,22.1,8.841846274778883,1.778245,268,6,38,5,5,75,37,48,0.0,0.8370000000000001,0.163,0.8392,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,11,8,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,5,1,5,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,2,3,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755928984167772,0.0,0.0,0.16567147545042404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054571392958892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684833828481773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640866432509014,0.18727641034497924,0.0,0.0,0.2103719362062472,0.0,0.2260277984623013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008086422100196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230392416506855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560138089272105,0.0,0.0,0.19103767164291496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209946337543025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29480339886933465,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Daddysprinkle,2018/12/07,I have social anxiety in the state i moved to but in my hometown of NC i literally have none Why is this? Im visiting in 3 weeks and i’m so excited about it but also dread coming back because i’m always out doing things with my family in NC with no problem but up here I hate leaving the house and going anywhere. I wanna move back there,1.1791071428571414,3.127102347222227,3.990873015873017,84.77000000000002,81.08333333333333,6.8920634920634924,22.785714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.3118547619047622,267,9,55,5,7,95,52,72,0.215,0.731,0.054000000000000006,-0.9114,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,11,9,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,12,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,41,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075434108459865,0.1880732270348056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291063980770727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34760283553123494,0.0,0.13778444217104058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947029262291521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130788833730704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845680121791464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22315564681522584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26080572126516943,0.0,0.0,0.24414879852514415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393307925596024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804635379649767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162780682131986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040686638556174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016281947723087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18130585843227254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395492306673602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Davex77p77,2018/12/07,"Was fine with Public Speaking until now. looking for advise I am a 26 year old guy who has to speak in front of rooms full of people every now and then at work. I was great at my job until a few months ago. Now when i stand up in front of the room I just freeze up and feel anxious. I took a few personal days off at work to get some rest in the hopes I would bounce back to normal. That was not the case. 

It started after I got back from a two week hiatus when studying for the Series 3. I'm somewhat in limbo of not knowing what/if I want to continue on this career path. Another issue I have is that I never receive any negative or positive reinforcement from my managers. I honestly do not know if I am good at my job. I feel that I am, or at least was until I started chocking during my presentations. I present to CFOs, CEOs, CTOs, and the likes. I have been at the same company for three years. 

I think part of my issue might be that I am in limbo of where I want my career to go but why would my anxiety start now?  is it anxiety? Looking for advise. ",1.745753911806542,3.3058624279279307,3.743418681839735,89.03498577524893,77.87387387387388,6.655666192508298,22.4950213371266,7.475848149327749,0.8029243243243247,817,24,179,11,19,278,125,222,0.038,0.878,0.084,0.8242,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,0,10,0,19,0,0,0,1,28,37,13,0,7,8,0,3,1,0,3,0,2,2,2,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,7,7,27,6,38,26,9,52,0,0,2,0,9,19,0,7,28,136,35,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442828342807505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545545291731226,0.14718870291525707,0.21476317040359302,0.1585765495007835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21586955864308588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052612650871167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826658898326314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419491508486576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333679344847502,0.0,0.0797747030493429,0.1177345114195991,0.11226558230690403,0.15475686322018292,0.0,0.13898697030408005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941767961006454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29301667281028737,0.27858832765297525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428580942551912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857700154212698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357485214699088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489088890319746,0.0,0.0,0.11204086731677483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826090809870104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753141263852914,0.0,0.0,0.14729322000215891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200550140106064,0.0,0.09731390449189396,0.1225644363019596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980608260337374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994252300973833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595466549909684,0.0,0.0,0.13711971359572173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558605941815846,0.0,0.11259521395838434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666081724625225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043800069065481,0.0,0.0,0.19942763432126634,0.0,0.0,0.1807855363196844
socialanxiety,bigdaddyusername,2018/12/07,"Small success I bought winter boots the other day. Today when I went back, I saw the same boots for 50% off. I saw I had my receipt still in my wallet and I asked about it. They refunded me 50%! Usually I would have ignored it because I'm too scared to even ask for help, but I got over 90 dollars back! The boots are so warm and comfortable too!",1.1136904761904738,3.045437750000005,2.6797619047619072,94.17000000000002,81.22222222222223,5.7809523809523835,21.3968253968254,6.868970318607317,0.3671325396825402,266,8,60,3,7,87,52,72,0.049,0.773,0.17800000000000002,0.89,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,9,5,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,12,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,6,3,12,3,7,5,1,13,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,8,41,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5128957337233792,0.0,0.0,0.4218632164889969,0.0,0.16722012024897376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769107378794288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18118273295810408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939508261702592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386782866390736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746375676653604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906863083888453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600189220291294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021196554246424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542931217862817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486578793321568,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,velasquezdie,2018/12/07,"I need to know how to talk The problem is this, when it comes to wanting to meet someone, I find it very difficult to start a natural conversation in which I can establish some kind of contact, I feel that if I talk to someone out of nowhere I can seem a bit strange, or I can Annoy the other person and answer me only for education. I have waited months, I have even more than 1 year to force situations in which they are first to talk to me or everything seems very natural or casual, however I think it is something sickly, and it would be easier if I would learn to talk to others without feeling embarrassed.",17.576666666666668,6.985031074380168,16.13338842975207,51.23220385674932,56.43801652892562,20.100275482093664,56.86225895316805,14.554592549557764,7.418237465564737,484,20,93,12,3,164,77,121,0.096,0.805,0.099,0.1055,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,3,6,1,1,4,0,11,1,0,1,0,27,22,9,0,7,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,9,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,2,14,2,19,19,3,9,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,8,5,71,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116934262662365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294722513703936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096053385438832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914098027600187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678139100229109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167104345898313,0.1411530298553276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280654556681882,0.09119922446154913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245599508257966,0.0,0.0,0.12304637426810235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620891638603396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489707872585245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878728844932516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021408281627067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865295261299744,0.0,0.0,0.2812099129217005,0.12775283771255347,0.0,0.0,0.11745697277825158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335223454195877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633107963909008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27384458574792964,0.09787886686928357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996539553406913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357656307345741,0.0,0.0,0.10686336460631993
socialanxiety,lateralus555,2018/12/07,"Useful mantras for anxiety-inducing social gatherings? Hi all,

I just read this article and found it really interesting: [https://cupofjo.com/2018/12/social-anxiety-advice/](https://cupofjo.com/2018/12/social-anxiety-advice/)

TLDR: the woman describes feeling anxious at certain social gatherings; to help in those moments, she repeats a mantra ""curious and kind"" to remind herself that she doesn't have to be the most interesting person in the room, or the smartest, etc; being curious or kind is enough to have a simple conversation with anyone. The mantra helps her relax and makes conversation easier. 

I'm definitely going to try this! But I was wondering if anyone else used a similar mantra or technique like this that helped them when feeling anxious in social settings? ",12.090431034482755,14.954069767241386,9.596034482758624,52.08991379310348,53.91379310344828,11.662068965517244,38.63793103448275,11.45678717892309,5.429831034482759,647,28,74,17,8,192,81,116,0.028999999999999998,0.639,0.332,0.99,0,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,0,8,0,7,0,0,3,2,20,16,9,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,7,7,11,12,4,10,0,0,0,0,18,5,0,6,4,54,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004916301267988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006964331695837,0.0,0.18611231183707252,0.1363613530419007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111754756954382,0.0,0.0,0.13751242451255366,0.1484250015444794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345835922335781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592087959733313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563529645340658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676122955120792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27717518363862464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501862925539548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883529912032298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620472555829513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312105694673998,0.0,0.08525768589893233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6783172038672111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035600775223418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22988549297588584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432505128606596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AcceptingNormality,2018/12/07,"Too depressed to live; too anxious to commit suicide Anyone else in this same, horrible boat? It's kind of ironically funny in a dark way. I'm too depressed to gain motivation or form meaningful relationships with friends or family, but I'm also incredibly anxious/terrified of death. There's no way I'd be able to go all the way through with it. It's definitely a good thing.. but still the two fight it out and I'm the middle child just having to put up with it.",4.083819875776399,5.595216760869569,5.6965838509316775,77.62978260869569,71.6086956521739,9.170186335403725,29.447204968944106,9.606745405546679,2.7709639751552797,370,15,72,9,7,126,62,92,0.212,0.615,0.17300000000000001,-0.7348,0,0,0,0,1,2,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,15,6,6,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,15,5,3,11,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,2,1,46,7,1,0.19108121972677744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528075823797607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43173477836890456,0.0,0.13360843169261566,0.19578529054392527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291559491132387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159623840075143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013436816534742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762887636344854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859586063916424,0.16026986131975565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898168597512747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872821778897454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208940281243608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20514971983634653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259770890347835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090118406441628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694587178354205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866585864859044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550141343613235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HWRMC,2018/12/07,I want to talk to my friend about my depression but I have no idea what to say I hate therapy and I just wanted to talk to someone and I don’t know how to say it or how to start the conversation or what and I’ve been trying to plan it in my head.,-0.8973684210526329,0.7874040877192989,1.9851754385964924,97.75039473684211,87.0701754385965,5.905263157894738,16.517543859649123,7.1686216300943375,-0.28379298245614004,191,4,51,3,6,67,35,57,0.175,0.77,0.055999999999999994,-0.8381,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,13,8,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,10,7,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266878202724895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033423262272188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598486844940232,0.27011203858859106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971129593814088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446440375851452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186034133434528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300264861962255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628942170816146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230892676939482,0.0,0.0,0.3009842326222472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869082970385594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104762037576563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,unknownone567,2018/12/07,"How do you all do it... For real how do you get a job.  I've been on so many interviews and they never seem to get easier.  Something as easy as tell me about yourself... I can't even answer that.  Or my favorite,  do you work well as a team?  Umm no I can't stand being around people (ofc I don't say that).  No matter how prepared I am going into it,  I always completely fail and that is just being around one person.  If I were to ever get hired there is absolutely no way I can see myself being able to last 8 hours a day of absolute misery with my anxiety.  It seems like a lose lose situation.  Have no job and have nothing,  or have a job and be completely unhappy everyday.   So how do you manage...
",0.6841609195402292,2.7114134620689683,3.4793103448275886,87.33505747126438,83.34482758620689,6.625287356321839,19.321839080459768,7.793537801064563,0.7571287356321843,532,14,114,10,15,188,91,145,0.158,0.723,0.11900000000000001,-0.7963,3,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,1,5,14,5,0,0,5,0,21,0,0,4,3,24,28,16,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,0,3,1,0,1,8,3,2,1,2,2,16,2,14,22,1,13,0,3,1,0,10,4,0,5,7,87,22,9,0.1494886601168427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243865405040943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435841582092875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661532018807958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134720319834628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964078188870698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873585014604333,0.13522105146299104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23430496498241196,0.0,0.08495785051192598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721621801761686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450332860619256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185320998091055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303260836920321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344791459047554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155803818549354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529487036568242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343840111356915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129738489210477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363661454735143,0.13052773196761058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015082244563814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887938256038914,0.0,0.0,0.1191231077510534,0.272177723537895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680315173006638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508367391309345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065967792152994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865714027636814,0.0,0.0,0.13440825831139658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088295249664106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kittytsune,2018/12/07,"Does anyone else feel like they make a lot of negative observations about other people? How can I stop? I've seen this concept crop up in a few old posts here, so forgive me if this is repeating anything already discussed. I have pretty severe social anxiety, and I think it stems from the fact that in my daily life, I'm extremely observant about things that are ""wrong"" with other people. Whether it's someone said something I thought was kind of unintelligent, or someone has some subconscious behavior that gets on my nerves, or someone's clothes/hair/makeup has a small flaw, I do notice and think about it. I don't want to say I'm being judgmental because it's not malicious, it's not on purpose, and I don't change my opinion of people based on those things because I assume they're just doing their best. In fact I usually end up thinking, ""I'm sure I sound even more stupid/look even worse."" 

In turn of course I think that everyone else is thinking the same thing about me, picking apart my flaws and thinking about how annoying the things I don't even realize I'm doing are. Whenever people say things like ""don't worry, people don't notice the things you're anxious about"" I think it's ridiculous because I *do* notice it on other people, or at least what I would be anxious about if I was them. 

Are there a lot of other people who do this? Has anyone figured out a way to stop, and has it made a noticeable improvement on your anxiety?

Thank you!!",6.199536478902516,6.5230242685512385,6.413307004780713,78.73258158387031,66.03180212014135,9.344335896902932,32.19476200374143,9.168548406835145,2.7282115568488883,1160,44,216,19,17,372,147,283,0.11199999999999999,0.7959999999999999,0.092,0.3972,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,3,1,16,10,2,0,10,0,26,1,0,5,3,46,47,14,0,4,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,28,7,0,2,13,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,6,6,27,7,29,38,8,23,0,0,1,0,12,15,0,10,8,151,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919391062061642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747001310009756,0.18824228385385172,0.0,0.11651021684641184,0.08536507152890715,0.06856034963936675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523623821072922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743293666839691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813519896250673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290867097305309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391963664673399,0.0,0.07379150356520428,0.0,0.0,0.16508439743437844,0.0,0.0,0.07961012805853054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212607795885703,0.059519561210999224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04352814313566245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675874376986661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058847164792346765,0.08140605550302576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996280382624476,0.0,0.0,0.1416612215826301,0.0,0.078833751664198,0.05561276340055103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794143111930411,0.0874240618069989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40431621771854254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979181266885964,0.08476032262622901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925072329085882,0.1325093246834839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412114192692587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492816378790259,0.21177512721547867,0.0641392123002139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930852285651046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852248931517067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670436720547079,0.0,0.0,0.33210084562518066,0.3736898740753901,0.0,0.06614203525507698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062174274668837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175863588942196,0.0,0.04914077475099768,0.06613080076735678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846094438021529,0.08490411647219293,0.05918389803913044,0.0910908152941912,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emohut,2018/12/07,"Finally went out with some people, didn’t go well. I’m currently about to finish my first semester of college after taking 2 years off since graduating high school. I really haven’t had any friends since graduating. I was very excited to start college, but it’s been rough. I’ve met lots of people but I feel like I don’t fit in anywhere. I feel so different and weird. I’m also highly sensitive and an empath, which makes things even more difficult. The other day a couple of guys from my class invited me to go to a show. It made me nervous but I said yes because I decided I should start taking more risks, otherwise I’ll never make friends. I haven’t done hardly anything for fun all semester, I’ve just been studying. I’m not crazy about these guys but I figured I’d give them a shot. The music at the show is great, but there’s a lot of people there and it’s loud and overwhelming. I stayed pretty quiet while the two guys talked to each other. I was really making an effort to not look like a party pooper and just stare at my phone the whole time. I smiled and made small talk. Then this guy came and got waaaaaaayy too close to me and made me very uncomfortable. I started to feel really scared. He kept saying how I look like I’m miserable and not having fun. He kept trying to get me to leave with him, all while commenting over and over again about how anxious and upset I look. One of the guys I was with noticed how uncomfortable he was making me, so he got him to leave me alone. We laughed about it but I still feel so embarrassed. I was already very anxious going out for the first time in forever, and after this stranger pointed out in front of everyone that I look anxious, it made me even more anxious! I made an effort to leave my room and go somewhere new, and clearly other people can tell what a mess I am. Now I feel even more self conscious. I know I’m going to have to continue to take risks in order to make friends, but this just feels like a huge setback. 
I don’t know if I’m posting here to ask for advice or what. I guess I just needed someone to hear me. ",3.2957575757575768,4.757055704491727,4.3334407908876,86.82454545454546,73.51536643026007,7.491338921126156,24.63851278744896,8.101407402915765,1.3165451536643022,1645,50,340,25,33,535,204,423,0.134,0.715,0.151,0.9212,2,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,0,1,4,26,24,0,8,17,1,20,0,0,13,4,76,73,33,0,3,16,0,8,4,3,1,0,5,1,6,17,24,0,2,11,2,0,8,9,11,1,4,23,18,44,13,49,49,11,54,0,2,5,0,28,20,0,6,27,214,61,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603116927492889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998484177674097,0.07456805186463837,0.05403778921676839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459516897637124,0.0,0.0,0.3053512474671169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055606497808473036,0.0,0.06317126569399517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04119163389776597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728506059147255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747678041341007,0.0,0.04357874122123047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059899197334828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915023742870181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389320842781874,0.0,0.0,0.06456852152453267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500044186067404,0.096547767549316,0.0,0.0740224877882811,0.0,0.11495444958988404,0.0,0.0,0.1566192850969354,0.0,0.035303898078289785,0.06482180169176242,0.19201534817980226,0.0,0.1080879730103664,0.0744990375108196,0.07443884455484462,0.3345375222379294,0.0,0.0,0.06053178304895977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615923885177878,0.0,0.0,0.1427883380818343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427227500356752,0.0,0.0,0.21464890155028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205024976495286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269758843472924,0.0,0.0,0.11489562770486612,0.0,0.3196941717922533,0.22552619862809334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050104231706956534,0.052116160056342266,0.06526204468533231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693186067032877,0.0,0.0,0.04578894713686416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738534938514906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387795478975772,0.0,0.06471587848725588,0.0687456338707844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986622656769167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427702300489244,0.05373644906547802,0.06765196750846064,0.0683870855756186,0.0,0.0,0.07049296589397885,0.0,0.0,0.11179351718434223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572540504307021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348471658798356,0.0720234079902182,0.053963571049731714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241857231812928,0.10862460342592828,0.05906143669593328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0448922373781796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880426081851896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04587736441112537,0.0,0.06600861812575344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726343207131789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060755888625691486,0.06264048345225856,0.0,0.07544240229636667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351454330180978
socialanxiety,cedarandmaple,2018/12/07,"Standing outside of Starbucks I figured at 5pm it would be safe to go into Starbucks and use their wifi, but I can't because every table has someone at it and the thought of going in there is about to give me an anxiety attack. Why are people drinking coffee right now? Not to mention I haven't been in there for so long I don't even know what there drinks are anymore. I just feel really inadequate and stupid right now.

Thanks for letting me vent.",3.7339047619047614,5.286703755555556,4.502063492063492,85.685,72.55555555555556,6.476190476190476,28.41269841269841,6.868970318607317,1.430269841269841,358,14,69,3,7,115,68,90,0.158,0.7809999999999999,0.06,-0.8856,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,9,4,2,0,2,0,11,2,0,1,0,14,19,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,4,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,1,8,2,13,14,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738749742081413,0.0,0.21699870984410605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24892565294035485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338330703178247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286970172137214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452059993155378,0.0,0.18435515103639252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063588359640324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990054191257976,0.2487072224874307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025113746807604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237459730488421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936381671255303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169389524782073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017398787278912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737216200474672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539528211882064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144898012505336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370908633974436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897983193404685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974401586667074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543490330701298,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dry-1ce,2018/12/07,"How can you confirm anxiety? How can you confirm anxiety? I see my self in so many of these comments. I feel like Im overreacting every time I want to talk about it to someone, and if i do tell someone, i just say it was a joke or try to change the subject. But still.... dont know if i have anxiety?",-0.07919642857142861,1.9100564375000035,2.725714285714286,91.805,86.1875,6.1571428571428575,24.767857142857146,7.447530270364453,1.1816544642857147,228,10,53,4,7,80,46,64,0.084,0.8079999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.3485,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,11,10,8,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,9,2,6,9,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5081835138744581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23424518449747134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25951608910146473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656560356078467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119624284030398,0.15819072017991515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391840364878933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216929709556842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081802543988681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244968034581912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609123014133374,0.0,0.0,0.17645225042690516,0.0,0.23100136492934825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752364120164109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768354957244697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797826590271082,0.19354090608087496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291184984236925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503374650780053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060604597707873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sugarxxfree,2018/11/11,"Can’t tell if the guy I’m seeing also has social anxiety or is picking up on my anxiety and it’s making him uncomfortable So I’ve been seeing this dude for a few weeks. We have a lot of similar interests and mutual friends and have been aquatinted for a few years now. When we’re hanging out I get really quiet and awkward. There’s no missing it. But I noticed when he’s talking to me he gets kinda awkward too.  And it makes me feel more awkward because I feel like I’m just giving off awkward vibes and making everything awkward. Then I go home and overthink things and convince my self that he thinks I’m weird and is gonna cut my off. Which would kinda suck because I’m into him. 
",1.8110334346504544,3.988535539007097,3.8201266464032417,85.61250000000003,80.13475177304964,6.58176291793313,25.674265450861203,7.7094869923839395,1.586247821681864,545,22,107,9,14,185,92,141,0.183,0.7340000000000001,0.084,-0.8452,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,8,13,2,5,4,0,9,0,0,4,0,27,28,17,0,2,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,7,12,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,2,5,12,4,10,24,4,14,0,1,2,0,13,6,1,5,7,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541984037794568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950141556196889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350830516261125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732945418983324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949915751376334,0.13775093189744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897256230665715,0.0,0.2014814006926714,0.18497089714167272,0.10958427655768853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092251063970586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341458226699265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942023074387536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639290082932504,0.0,0.0,0.38612734173191704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952730278364435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235256853388897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073057876474948,0.0,0.20115372919731145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19655611479810503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498173317439368,0.16853352802613009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810130551483975,0.12355152622378347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546688936949836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697407948475734,0.0,0.0,0.12417001538340118
socialanxiety,pyrothemax10,2018/11/11,"I'm having SA and depression since 2-3 years and its killing me so i wanna see a therapist but i'm to afraid cause i dont know how its like and i dont want my parents to find out how bad my SA is. Hi, i want to see a therapist cause my SA is eating at me so much that i cant bear it any longer and want to kill myself, but i'm too afraid to go see one since idk what its like and i'm scared of how my parents will react and see me if they know i wanna kill mysel or have depression.

If someone could help me on the matters, thanks !

​",-0.31010752688171905,1.2515351935483852,2.143225806451614,98.1015053763441,84.16129032258064,5.423655913978496,18.397849462365595,6.42735559955562,-0.3251698924731179,420,10,108,4,12,144,68,124,0.26,0.636,0.10400000000000001,-0.9740000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,12,3,3,3,0,9,1,0,6,0,28,24,16,3,8,5,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,9,0,1,0,4,16,3,11,22,1,5,0,2,4,0,5,3,0,3,3,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462478729926,0.15097730970330042,0.08449423825148261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037435324940932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25527788461045503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920348831250196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403262896938316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912400718431809,0.0,0.0,0.12713873524701375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135622188312473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706141195697995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832821337820748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41239253785943697,0.0,0.13656906485704112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140451550509325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133802210626386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419499323226144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759297686525178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243958925174382,0.0,0.3960445479057025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556171328011466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527659380601012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439267607504724,0.0,0.28852757643154503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198575491709476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097730970330042,0.08001290503251632
socialanxiety,cherublc,2018/11/11,"Shaking hands with someone is horrible, would not recommend I hate shaking hands. I'm so bad at it, they're always weak and awkward. I had to shake an adult's hand a few days ago at an open house meeting and it was so cold!! They didn't have a firm grip either, but I'm sure they were judging me regardless.

Why don't we just ditch handshakes altogether and do fist pumps instead? Ok? Ok cool, thanks.",1.9491666666666667,4.143082728395065,2.9266512345679025,92.11368055555558,79.74074074074075,6.025308641975308,24.939814814814817,7.1686216300943375,0.990122222222222,315,12,67,4,8,100,63,81,0.139,0.621,0.24,0.9032,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,2,0,4,12,1,4,4,3,9,4,3,0,1,13,13,6,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,4,6,6,5,4,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301050110658015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825886735633416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28356613302802197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902496483962566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353016228089383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918725912881554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28775650767079697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200851430861445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31267384116860664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064516522890101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241254278073312,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hellbatsss,2018/11/11,"going to shows alone and meeting pple? just moved to a brand new city. i have literally no friends but really want to explore the local music scene! there’s this punk show next week and i’m thinking of going alone (i’ve never been to any shows alone) it looks rly fun n i want to get out of my comfort zone. i rly want to meet cool people but cus its a local show, most pple already know each other/in the scene/speak a different language n i hav sort of a hard time starting convo, maintaining convo n making friends anw :c any tips on meeting new people? for context i am a smol 19 yo asian girl in europe (for the 1st time) 

tldr; asian girl moved to new city considering going to a local underground european punk show need tips on making friends ",1.262666666666668,3.7761363333333335,2.764000000000003,90.08866666666668,85.66666666666666,5.2,20.333333333333336,6.691623216298621,0.42713333333333336,590,18,117,7,18,192,91,150,0.076,0.7490000000000001,0.175,0.948,1,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,9,1,3,0,0,2,1,19,18,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,5,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,3,6,6,17,17,2,22,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,2,9,48,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44150982115734816,0.1568078953812822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932620627971208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846142644944993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293520463261275,0.0,0.07423997030874771,0.0,0.24227149731873926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729126303063554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809295561074077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932593730426552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897020918524641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30205386725655714,0.0,0.10536334163491516,0.10959419174077292,0.4117153507227052,0.15112208228015295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197024741344394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103116397245148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057719476782688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910502071845859,0.0,0.0,0.16571614755956351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514379936051508,0.0,0.1139818766012788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,zuckerbot_3000,2018/11/11,"The grinch in the new movie shows a lot of signs of social anxiety I just came back from watching the new grinch movie, and it was really good. Also, spoilers ahead if you dont know what happens in the grinch story for some reason... Towards the end of the movie, mr grinch is invited to a social event with the whole town to have a Christmas dinner. He gets anxious about things like ""what if they hate me"" which was just a huge hint at mr grinch having anxiety.

But hey thats just a theory. I film theory. Thanks gow watching",3.7741346153846163,5.2730442980769245,4.23,87.89000000000001,72.36538461538461,7.507692307692308,22.615384615384606,8.07648339933343,1.0209076923076927,413,10,84,6,8,130,72,104,0.085,0.813,0.102,0.4201,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,6,4,1,0,12,0,6,1,0,1,0,14,12,5,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,5,3,14,9,3,13,0,0,2,0,8,6,0,4,7,55,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255732804270429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31100654544324313,0.22964060716680046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630437372892436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23249013568952215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382344177491156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18003952497326114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620174186026683,0.0,0.0,0.17049573074958194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975362420600094,0.0,0.0,0.20068998324608106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171351333231784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930890993270627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281541782335416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926446200119224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022187559122408,0.20899847770629496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144224070922812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871464486808404,0.0,0.0,0.13504553505662656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269470220039018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,S_E_V_E_R_U_S,2018/11/11,"Welp, 2 days in a row now that I went to the movies and then promptly came back home. I've been wanting to see Bohemian rhapsody and figured this weekend should be good since I didn't have anything else planned.  Was going to go to the earliest showing (around 1 pm yesterday and today).  When I got to the theater, I saw all the cars in the parking lot and nearly freaked out.  Didn't even park before turning my car around and going back home.  :(",6.0494318181818185,5.837055079545461,5.889909090909092,84.18236363636366,66.38636363636364,8.403636363636364,34.64545454545455,7.554174236665415,2.3370381818181816,349,15,70,3,5,109,65,88,0.061,0.905,0.035,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,17,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,9,0,0,1,2,0,7,2,1,0,0,8,2,5,1,11,7,2,22,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,1,9,44,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701164734478518,0.36805688552835386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179164314359996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590714154754655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364375113733833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332006269099414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269161479437714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653944133658422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524585273402924,0.17339052325235635,0.16533629625428695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41472262854592384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757495955513211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647324913752044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710044657302106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595045163055191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485666095426665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193134001077092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916354843397997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Joeycarey,2018/11/11,"My social anxiety is getting stronger I’m a  22 y.o man , I’ve been dealing with social anxiety for my whole life ,but in the last 3 years I’ve been suffering from depression and pure ocd which led me to take bad decisions and made my life worse , right now as i said I’m in a very bad place in my life ,i feel like my self confidence and my shyness are getting a lot worse , i have no friends and nothing to do in my life, i want to change this situation but i feel it’s getting harder for me
Whenever i want to talk to people i have more fear , i don’t want to answer the phone, i don’t want to talk to the uber driver .
What can i do ? 
Is sports useful for this? 
I do jogging and workout a little bit just to feel like I’m doing something. 
Even though my life situation is hard to change right now but i don’t want to surrender! I know I’m already having troubles in life but i don’t want it to make my mental health worse.
",2.7449134199134164,3.4587462474747497,4.3479365079365095,89.08000000000004,73.89898989898991,7.6773448773448765,25.75901875901876,7.957251820313856,1.2320594516594516,719,23,166,10,14,242,97,198,0.22699999999999998,0.6409999999999999,0.132,-0.9801,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,7,0,18,7,0,4,1,29,40,11,0,6,5,0,4,2,1,0,7,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,6,0,0,4,5,25,3,23,36,4,15,0,2,0,0,10,9,0,1,6,97,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316180089306888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568944580549228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124285974155315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195341552127464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695964314252827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572018024824008,0.08832251655014442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773051020360718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539249428356807,0.1555506587924539,0.14651742904479828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922660314065386,0.0,0.16072778831623827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186086279313377,0.0,0.0,0.1090013522198734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056356470268835585,0.08358848452458564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43458663588182733,0.10019736132377018,0.10277779559116056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718074175669817,0.0,0.097031281655852,0.0684500939669192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334201141702536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839542654306113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109232126612704,0.0,0.10713849796481001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514704486365082,0.0975445046154971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697759658971634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305314711976737,0.0,0.20906498567061807,0.0,0.07894473930907595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710165279352155,0.16484480199760512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075069279466273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885666157014777,0.0,0.08461099502820624,0.3629048920032274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448868374694328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135086837264919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603611012945568
socialanxiety,acccra,2018/11/11,"Tomorrow is my first time ever at an internship :d I’m 24 and I have never held a job or had an internship in my life. 

Through some connections I managed to get accepted to an internship which starts tomorrow morning. As I have applied through e-mail and there was no interview process, I have been given no information regarding anything except that I have to be there at 9 am tomorrow morning. What freaks me out is that this is a very prestigious organization, making this a once in a lifetime opportunity if you will. 

I don’t know what exactly my job will be (besides being an office job), what kind of people would I have to interact with (I will most likely be the only intern), what should I even do in the morning, will there be sufficient introduction/tour, what the hell would I do in lunch etc. It just seems so foreign to me since I have zero work experience. 

How hectic do you think the first day would be? 
Should I expect a through introduction process or would I need to ask a bunch of questions?
How much work would I be doing tomorrow anyway?

Thanks in advance. ",5.4530651872399485,6.5641029611650525,6.359251040221918,75.67766990291263,67.93203883495146,9.963384188626907,32.6754507628294,10.125756701596842,3.3793062413314834,854,37,158,21,14,283,116,206,0.053,0.888,0.059000000000000004,0.3049,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,6,10,7,1,0,14,0,36,2,0,3,3,33,48,9,0,10,5,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,0,0,11,4,1,1,6,0,0,1,4,2,0,3,5,0,21,5,22,25,5,20,1,0,0,0,7,8,1,7,12,130,32,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380119922327555,0.0,0.14064324777844744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702284151056613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778293868274874,0.0993657241779524,0.1360836786521832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716144276493193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559322970545125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859989554462797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44787232486911616,0.0,0.0,0.15666251088729974,0.08267915690494612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626184974994736,0.07349851151812332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042140737793497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059240493469456,0.11155106356180028,0.11603038076791475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021614585550567,0.0,0.11441815281097707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429775244368583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685298129237117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695702505445662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244474300510662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648383842351034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385070626922124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963973550132459,0.0,0.0,0.08772411838306647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413065794308872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904758087836834,0.0,0.0,0.5343494884793654,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Inhale_My_Wenis,2018/11/11,"I need help relaxing(and relationship advice :) ) Alright guys, a girl asked me out yesterday night. Thank god it was over text, otherwise she probably would have taken it back :). I said yes. Anyway, we facetimed for like 2 hours and went to bed.(entire time i was shaking) I was in bed for 10 hours, and got 3 hours of sleep that night, and right now im still having a prolonged panic attack, what can I do to calm my nerves. Breathing exercises really don't seem to work. Also, how can I start the conversation again without seeming needy? Thanks, Your help is appreciated.",3.130714285714287,6.017154000000005,3.892976190476194,82.73660714285717,80.42857142857143,6.928571428571428,23.98809523809524,8.07648339933343,1.7003809523809528,450,16,81,9,12,143,84,105,0.086,0.6779999999999999,0.23600000000000002,0.9396,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,1,7,8,1,2,3,2,11,3,2,1,0,11,22,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,2,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,7,1,11,5,10,14,0,18,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,13,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504559377387803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688433670555413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833034923541327,0.18050433391844187,0.0,0.12200358497256755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689888835249016,0.0,0.0,0.1571032872644145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126995991242446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687591692048778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138541831104304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751570056843454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764808106371985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977926932905755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18615918172294915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710676969823692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164485666622786,0.0,0.0,0.1703468225946672,0.0,0.13549903615950906,0.15092674122302213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888852991872377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587795778686271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230389791743024,0.0,0.12671006749446231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292154814471733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251883273221033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708403709618648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529473902268475,0.0,0.11551000380069396,0.0,0.0,0.1127110579311505,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EvaTru1,2018/11/11,"I'm bad with relationships because guys think I am not into them when really my anxiety is taking over I have been seeing this guy for a few months now.. He is super nice and patient but sometimes I feel like he thinks I am blowing him off when I say I am staying home or I don't want to hang out.  Tbh, a part of me really wants to go over and see him but I am not good at communication. Also, it dosn't help that he has 2 room mates, who sometimes go out with us to a restaurant or wherever and I don't know what to say and it ends up being either awkward, they think I am being rude  or we just end up drinking and then going back home to his bedroom. I feel bad because he thinks that is all I want.  BUT nooooo, I just suck at being around people and in public... Does anyone else have this issue? Or am I just crazy like they say?

​

Thanks,

​

​",1.028185519046236,3.1833968839779025,2.793771445187556,92.00004361733065,82.92265193370166,5.1364931666182025,19.47106717068916,6.339386263674448,0.011391160220994843,680,18,146,6,19,225,107,181,0.161,0.762,0.078,-0.9282,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,3,1,9,11,2,1,3,0,18,1,0,0,1,37,37,17,0,3,13,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,4,2,8,13,1,0,7,1,0,4,4,5,0,0,1,7,24,6,21,33,4,26,0,0,2,0,22,13,1,4,10,102,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080807647493295,0.0,0.3284565086483236,0.36835326558421466,0.0,0.0,0.07730146961378477,0.0,0.0,0.07065513502517627,0.1035356523841972,0.0,0.08995417390188523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769970100846706,0.1687417756241638,0.12319588755882015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842781571504495,0.0,0.0,0.09898860416783414,0.0,0.0,0.08441266640786194,0.0,0.1789971313840483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102185844531996,0.07218873585217099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228377953618576,0.08475429692989554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010688129593945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677303673506423,0.0,0.20271883459380655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546789464418244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055533356984496365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873393079364808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065557687674052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942517402402464,0.0,0.07005398380869725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946791643524586,0.0,0.0,0.10848777260376496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410723577988469,0.0,0.0,0.16104440111407062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19987817931192314,0.0,0.0,0.10770375963220992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597554616625905,0.0,0.0,0.09303145369761874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258990000803531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154834347570605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880224597901995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36835326558421466,0.0
socialanxiety,Shadow1278,2018/11/11,Does high school matter? During that time I was quiet and awkward. Even some people made fun of me and I did not get invited anywhere. That was 4 years ago. Recently I met up with an old high school classmate and that was fun. Just because high school is over does not mean I can still message people once in a while? Also does high school really matter in the long run?,1.9079794520547928,4.395612452054799,2.6783390410958923,92.11285102739728,82.01369863013699,5.293835616438357,18.71404109589041,6.6274283507984215,0.09152191780821894,291,7,58,3,8,91,51,73,0.022000000000000002,0.85,0.128,0.7744,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,12,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,1,5,2,6,4,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,8,34,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125046707411545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938584847942794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338205336429477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35910092430574875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034432151889403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714638200766111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5780778133388972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104924029794788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942801229393053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899751204918624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435314482372949,0.14567014041748916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896571430123208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762711914400131,0.0,0.1350573687148066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5537294910949465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923561255579807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975965577393525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808419643463579
socialanxiety,ninoboy09,2018/11/11,Do everyone gets to have anxiety? Is it a global thing and some people are just good at hiding it?,1.7035000000000018,3.877894350000002,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,80.5,8.0,20.0,8.841846274778883,1.5764999999999998,77,2,15,2,2,27,19,20,0.184,0.691,0.125,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150764941750888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184637869208697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834785783934056,0.0,0.0,0.4550950533243439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376160532879794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604697590233397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,helioswan,2018/11/11,"presentation anxiety/otc drugs? i have a presentation in front of 200+ people on tuesday, and thinking about it makes me nauseous and jittery. anyone know if i can get anything otc to help slow down my bodily functions, even if it's just a little? i'm thinking of taking nyquil an hour before presenting so at least i feel at least a bit more calm and drowsy. i'm desperate at this point",3.2104135338345827,5.457654552631581,4.481127819548874,82.27289473684213,75.84210526315789,7.50075187969925,26.646616541353367,8.418075326091056,2.020314285714286,310,12,58,6,7,102,58,76,0.033,0.8859999999999999,0.081,0.5192,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,11,11,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,10,11,4,15,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,6,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064049958237826,0.0,0.23613350271794145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24417135298455375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132725631582732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327682252948829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895262456862649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508937595152346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991832683901735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233499075882587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825856774792523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769894834799528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28759697335434503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915398139984973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893340100623189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712583206178004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157489548836118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677289918810919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FreshDumbledor3,2018/11/11,"Does anyone else feel like coffee really helps with SA? So I struggle with social anxiety most of my days and untill know the only thing that was able to eliminate it was alcohol (Duh.) but of course getting drunk every morning isn't an option (mostly). I also never drank coffee regulary because I hated having to run to the toilet every 30mins, until recently when I bought some instant coffee to maybe at least make me look somewhat alive in the mornings. I was only able to sleep 4-5 hours recently due to depression. So said and done I got up earlier, made coffee slurped it down and went on my way and low and behold, I wasn't having those weird thoughts as much any more (Am I sitting weird? Holy shit I look dead inside etc...). So yeah It seems like for me to feel better I just need to influence my brain in any way. So yeah I might still be depressed, but hey atleast now I am depressed ***faster***. Does anyone else have similar experiences?


Ok I reached the point where I want to delete my long text because its propably poorly written, with poor grammar etc.. Fuck you brain ",2.1188405797101453,4.8553839371980745,3.0305043478260885,88.08297391304346,84.02415458937199,5.630840579710145,22.289661835748788,7.087006719466742,0.968063342995169,853,29,157,12,25,270,138,207,0.2,0.679,0.121,-0.9804,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,1,10,14,3,1,5,4,13,8,4,3,1,28,33,16,1,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,8,3,0,5,1,3,2,3,10,0,0,13,5,21,4,24,18,9,27,0,4,2,1,5,9,2,7,15,97,28,0,0.2250441242411704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025186426267227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998385242473064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530377215758414,0.0,0.08607906953581995,0.0,0.0,0.1573560842059421,0.2305842997692897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718480935337451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995166199372701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512236692135575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256742134983363,0.0,0.2907452616728017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693762966903947,0.11514913637489307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879954887721975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509836862565681,0.0,0.0,0.18960938074667635,0.0,0.0,0.11006816804483352,0.0,0.0,0.11378907103568975,0.08038578366191716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040248332741279,0.058788133281159026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999417216382867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109224082960388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542116637615523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110811565345414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183918263532648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099451916864424,0.0,0.0,0.09957848411391933,0.18898038555157706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064710958481398,0.07510935021362246,0.0,0.11304353539321925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936812619591125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271666261303434,0.08343368330054181,0.08678395107248979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115619736203244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106369719048601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208451428651698,0.0,0.22220392316271487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703424836962916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024358593214787,0.0,0.0,0.11550227978129905,0.0,0.0,0.1126033242081499,0.1147020720945196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986026416017241,0.0,0.0,0.1176324904873968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747546582087147,0.0,0.0,0.08932994848743872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636842758482399,0.1786295508808857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430907889608336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GamingTricksAndHelp,2018/11/11,Anxiety: Anxiety Relief Hypnotherapy (Sleep Help) Anxiety Relief Hypnotherapy: [https://youtu.be/7xrG7uuod2U](https://youtu.be/7xrG7uuod2U),38.224000000000004,45.2744364,20.785,-49.5025,85.0,25.0,62.5,10.125756701596842,18.281,124,6,2,6,4,30,6,10,0.313,0.307,0.38,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8854634480195912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586098509707964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861028712689393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lividtea,2018/11/11,"I can’t stop thinking about awkward social interactions that it’s affecting my sleep. Found a possible solution that was posted a year ago (link provided). Does anyone have more info on it? I hate getting attention and I often can’t stop thinking about awkward social interactions I had today. It’s difficult for me to sleep and I’m finally acknowledging that I need to fix this because it’s happening too often. I found a possible solution from this commentor but it seems like their account is inactive. Does anyone have more information on this? 

https://www.reddit.com/r/socialanxiety/comments/7jnifb/comment/dr7ur54?st=JOCGIW73&sh=7969c3ef",9.2395,13.285655950000004,8.134,54.557000000000016,64.5,10.8,34.0,10.577609850970193,5.008400000000001,545,24,67,17,10,168,62,100,0.11199999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.07,-0.22399999999999998,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,1,2,3,0,7,2,2,2,0,20,17,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,10,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,9,1,8,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,7,46,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588655596374708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831785845445766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015051371668316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032390709939933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28804286066978624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028479294045915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608978371158655,0.0,0.0,0.0859840859880311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553387552461167,0.0,0.0,0.1624845739260288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040344443941871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203090315696626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710690727685199,0.15761816579855545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982366754242055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293893978550502,0.3355286953172013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751855499745865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090711139104545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599865697319654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598144784735816
socialanxiety,Phantasmz,2018/11/11,"Social anxiety in group calls Does anyone ever have this problem in group discord calls? I find it hard to let out my personality and mostly can only muster 1 word responses to things, and I second guess everything I would say.",6.092142857142857,7.705169642857142,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,66.85714285714286,9.40952380952381,28.285714285714285,9.725611199111238,2.8258000000000005,183,6,30,4,3,60,35,42,0.20800000000000002,0.792,0.0,-0.7861,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,10,5,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885913620100686,0.0,0.0,0.17262113949048066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5041751209738935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604247597780613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22331308799766286,0.0,0.0,0.22187584472020505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22563979950232196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719612746188705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22115202044571014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25244699783177244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877599964982857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21556222629282026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362265803156577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963253630377353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516585550128674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640131596732051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537332253824145,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sabutterfly,2018/11/11,"Situations that triggers your social anxiety? I've recently committed to full on tackling social anxiety/mental health issues, and I'm currently coming up with a list of situations for exposure therapy. So far I have presentation, group conversations discussions/settings, talking to salespeople, and a couple of other ones. What are some of your (worst) triggers?",8.650862068965516,11.960214086206904,9.278827586206898,49.19893103448278,63.31034482758621,13.605517241379314,42.634482758620685,12.340626583579946,7.566244137931035,299,18,33,13,5,100,46,58,0.032,0.922,0.046,0.1926,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,8,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,9,4,3,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355707021652487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066911483350738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654942922524769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255050039512746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504399701521196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625927664169999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236916484729154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5394158846698976,0.0,0.4891868932824211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285849398524466,0.0,0.0,0.274397722888216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,csd2002usa,2018/11/11,"I’m at a girls ask guys dance for my school right now, and my anxiety is over the roof right now. I’m a 16 yr old guy and parties with a DJ and everyone dancing/jumping in the air, I can’t handle myself here. I need help. Seriously I cannot handle all these people yelling and the music over the speakers. This ain’t my lifestyle. I know I should be social, but these types of social gatherings aren’t my type of thing.",1.6789772727272734,3.492068034090913,3.315909090909092,90.88136363636366,78.88636363636364,6.218181818181819,22.363636363636363,7.1686216300943375,0.6421545454545456,329,10,72,4,8,109,61,88,0.036000000000000004,0.915,0.049,0.25,1,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,10,12,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,10,0,8,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,3,45,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817507056057626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221084746891888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22702118868758436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704899797353914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592471930795163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056966273755094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616513390460126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493038877758096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471046477303836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057899735067651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404471574025073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843728597448856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783990173241466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hp021196,2018/11/11,"How to have an open mind when talking with people? I admit i hate socializing with people but i only do so to get my anxieties and fears out of me. I am an agnostic and meeting people who are uppers or downers  just bores me even though there is some part of me which is really afraid of them inside. A lot of the times i go out socializing with friends, i assume i am going in good will, but it is only after i smoke weed with them i realize, i don't like any of these people or what they stand for but i desperately want to understand their world so i could be free of them. If i am starting to sound crazy, that's because i don't have any job to do and have loads of time to think about the void that is the life 😂.",3.4284313725490208,3.7479797189542476,4.953470588235295,86.79961764705881,72.07189542483661,8.211503267973857,23.7967320261438,8.238735603445708,1.061264575163399,559,13,128,8,10,189,94,153,0.126,0.775,0.099,-0.5219,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,5,0,9,8,1,2,6,0,18,1,0,1,0,28,27,14,0,3,7,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,23,5,23,24,3,14,1,0,0,0,12,6,0,6,6,97,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349516136512572,0.0,0.13215314551724422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530669169052614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792668080800752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409963209485904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943915837143958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346608852198746,0.0,0.090254655098929,0.0,0.19635541644990326,0.14489435959430808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705546905578727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142754846905264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201831227511345,0.08439683998799237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686572610029458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442808075298405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627680570681646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870712292831748,0.0,0.4790519177753138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106679632739504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3521933893193097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227321733611213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388497680302054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106911143950516,0.1697258288268579,0.0,0.20146362774810114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983866320851494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189232429746642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OlivPeak,2018/11/11,"Tried Numerous SSRIs... MAOI time? I have been diagnosed with SAD for about a year and a half. I have been on numerous benzine and SSRIs like Prozac, Zoloft, Paxil, and Lexapro. My current medication routine to alleviate my symptoms of ADHD and SAD is 20mg Adderall, 20mg Paxil, and 3mg Klonopin. My anxiety has been low, but I know that the Paxil does very little—if nothing—in reducing my symptoms, similar to all the other SSRIs I’ve taken. 

So, I began researching MAOIs and became interested in Nardil. My doctor is lenient and probably would prescribe it, but I am aware that there are many good and drug interactions involved when taking Nardil (i.e. refrain from adderall completely). Can you guys give me some suggestions? Thanks!",6.884242424242423,8.373945000000003,7.1148484848484825,70.1756060606061,64.9090909090909,10.10909090909091,35.878787878787875,10.25414643259724,4.101660606060607,588,28,92,14,9,190,94,132,0.057999999999999996,0.821,0.122,0.8902,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,12,8,0,0,1,16,18,12,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,0,12,4,9,12,2,8,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,1,6,57,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25738254967699625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383426276063334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245460418781412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737114116193698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920511134433132,0.1874156606283208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483613211257877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544485739487955,0.0,0.1796299322985845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205523992136072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769849455172045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462932232631283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21712787181705645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574689414108653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23090415329971126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451951354338637,0.1610240743956805,0.0,0.0,0.1971727019712622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248802848997866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454027556024309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670707001055655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521353935207842,0.0,0.0,0.13791407998429175
socialanxiety,happyrain81,2018/11/11,"Possibly will be meeting a friend for the first time tomorrow who I’ve been talking to online. Things are about to GET REAL. Any tips for me? So I met someone online on a social networking website. I noticed he lived in the same city as me and I initiated a conversation with him. We hit it off almost immediately and we have similar interests. We have been messaging back and forth for almost two weeks and I suggested that we should meet up, which he agreed to. Now I’m freaking out but I’m also excited at the same time. This dude seems really cool and it is almost surreal how this happened. I keep having thoughts like... what if it gets awkward? What if I freeze up and don’t know what to say? What if he doesn’t like me?  I guess I’m looking for support here. We’re going to be meeting up for a drink at some local bar. Wish me luck.",1.2741547987616073,3.6508644588235306,3.3088854489164103,87.27577399380806,83.82352941176471,6.637770897832817,23.06501547987616,7.85451343220497,1.335,658,24,135,13,19,222,109,170,0.022000000000000002,0.8140000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9734,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,7,1,13,2,0,1,0,32,30,14,0,5,4,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,13,12,2,1,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,2,4,4,16,8,22,21,3,18,0,0,1,0,20,10,0,10,9,92,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098483860180092,0.0,0.0,0.1357245419217297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541501112658355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050374154247932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626039799769732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436323393861294,0.0,0.0,0.1311247865243538,0.0,0.1773427619514988,0.0,0.09645544553683584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869650521389951,0.0,0.1500823038732592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085439981022006,0.0,0.0,0.0932733430480151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583265081500345,0.0,0.14986533856523854,0.0,0.1425215500894156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322666045387746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19133312136594435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317783216689602,0.10872659280032132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496767798282122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450616647465745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300755383332864,0.14380269586342204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192595562519757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364140239182729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127540271781562,0.0,0.0,0.13473824482554791,0.19792949260320666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579119145799953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613866442039707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516893274001487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,that_boring_dude,2018/11/11,"Advice for trust/intimacy issues? For lack of better terms, I have some pretty good trust and intimacy problems, and for ""intimacy"" I don't mean romantic; I'm talking like ""I can't sit down with a friend and just talk"".  These problems and social anxiety stemmed from a bunch of shitty events that all seemed to work together to completely tear me apart inside (starting with my first gf of 8 months cheating on me with one of my friends, followed by my parents telling me they were divorcing a week after the gf, lots of other fake friends using me in between, finally dated another girl only to have her throw away my trust).  ANYWAY, I've still got this shit hanging over my head that always makes me think ""they don't *really* want to talk to you, they're just faking being nice"", or ""they'll just end up hurting you in the end, don't get attached"", and other shit along those lines.  Any advice to help this?




BTW, I've already tried putting myself out there and interacting with people more (I literally got a job as a cashier to force myself into this).  I used to be REALLY bad and could hardly hold a conversation with anyone, stranger or friend, but my job helped with some of that.  But, I still have a lot of trouble putting my trust in other people.  I don't tell others my problems, I try not to rely on them, etc.  Also, therapy is not an option due to various circumstances. ",7.336398921832888,6.7323894566037765,7.4215768194070115,75.56740566037736,63.867924528301884,10.288409703504042,33.26819407008086,9.606745405546679,2.9591024258760106,1086,38,203,18,14,351,159,265,0.129,0.7809999999999999,0.09,-0.8322,4,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,4,3,8,22,3,0,10,0,14,3,3,3,1,44,27,13,0,6,9,1,1,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,12,16,0,1,3,0,0,5,7,11,0,2,3,1,30,11,43,20,11,32,0,1,0,0,26,12,2,8,15,141,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271866111604425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446363741563108,0.08294922231411675,0.0863079018021587,0.0,0.0,0.07053687771402598,0.10876520116051552,0.0793497020089426,0.0,0.0,0.07252726161171932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745349517883696,0.0,0.08660643632737322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917367506356882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087541837103401,0.0,0.0,0.08281634900449522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373996130659545,0.0,0.1156813196341372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136261842830682,0.0,0.0882288333149398,0.0,0.0,0.3205521688059084,0.0,0.054192277898412994,0.0,0.0,0.08700000451434335,0.16591747058254866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291764896332896,0.0,0.10645225885412353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390499946011711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104026285060152,0.0,0.0,0.10826244382337144,0.20586305129404456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050675026139803486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636737371286712,0.0,0.0,0.06923755786017373,0.0,0.0,0.11298744694148095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279268198269085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028706412005628,0.07888789534376603,0.0,0.0,0.11517486133890675,0.0,0.0,0.1438203637662317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552609478892352,0.0,0.2977538042113377,0.0,0.2085454966295585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289838654016306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442777385978716,0.0,0.0,0.2129454124312008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573505603148924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341742280382685,0.0,0.16567059151556907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501118155171708,0.18132126845640345,0.0,0.1186191167544152,0.0,0.0,0.06646309407095435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084557325092453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791710083575457,0.0,0.0,0.0611799706950411,0.0,0.08320231684455949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551337882628363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MartyMcBird,2018/11/11,"I just had to pass about 50 people standing in queue to get to my family. This was the most awkward time of my life, the line was super narrow and I had to ask so many foreign folks (This was Disneyland) to skoot over with many of them assuming I was cutting the line. I felt so bad going through that I didn't want to get on the coaster and instead waited for my friends to have fun to prove to those Germans that I'm a good person who doesn't skip lines.",5.734375,4.585136187500002,6.033416666666664,86.00325000000002,67.33333333333334,8.93,30.65833333333333,7.554174236665415,1.7010733333333334,358,11,80,3,5,115,65,96,0.09,0.78,0.13,0.7264,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,5,7,1,1,5,0,9,1,0,0,1,10,17,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,8,1,9,4,18,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,1,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629684807274924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348656703119296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651754824527169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270082822421535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732420588222215,0.0,0.29392516801475405,0.0,0.1598637729748791,0.2359329773154967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868367397242995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703684747909836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501129230614347,0.24561186028672896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402264949607334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659123205651805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,writerwiz,2018/11/11,"political stuffs hello fellow fearful friends, I'm an anarchist  


anyone want to learn about it?  
",5.53125,9.165059625000003,5.967500000000001,66.5275,77.75,8.200000000000001,33.0,8.841846274778883,4.080100000000002,78,4,10,2,2,25,16,16,0.163,0.612,0.22399999999999998,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34915616565020263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619060248610824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857955052484789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5716347019735302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945287538475137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VeritableFury,2018/11/11,"Terrified of getting a haircut First thing to mention is that I am a guy, My hair is getting pretty stupidly long as in past my shoulders. I work as a temp and I heard that the people at the company I'm at like me with one complaint: ""hair is too long."" Which is fine. I don't like having long hair anyways. In fact, the only reason I have long hair is that I'm too scared to try to go in and ask for a cut. The last cut I got was a butchered one at a barber college (the only place I had really ever been to) around August of last year, and I don't intend to ever go back. So now I have to find another place to go, so that already adds some difficulty My whole issue boils down to me being afraid to go in to a location and requesting specifics. I'm not even entirely sure how to word what I would like. I've tried looking up pictures as a quick fix, but that still would result in me being scared to tell the person to give me what's in the picture. I don't know the first thing about hair at all.

​

Basically, I'm not sure how to fix my fear of requesting someone to do something and making a mistake in the process. Any help with conquering this would be amazing.",4.932055749128921,4.457250056910572,5.89293844367015,84.10975609756099,68.7560975609756,8.817189314750294,30.173054587688732,8.192908349453996,1.9040810685249712,918,31,200,11,14,305,127,246,0.11699999999999999,0.812,0.07200000000000001,-0.8384,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,16,15,3,4,18,0,22,7,6,6,6,32,39,13,0,4,3,0,5,3,0,3,0,1,0,2,11,9,1,0,3,0,0,4,5,8,0,4,5,7,19,7,39,28,3,37,0,0,1,0,10,16,0,1,20,138,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277472951913004,0.0,0.0,0.12054677893401618,0.13518928231544394,0.07565849101070822,0.11666253541364832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904220768984252,0.10401016071923593,0.0,0.0,0.08554967035896463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348411747439658,0.20127642828861692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519491703379712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168676930405064,0.1892700842049406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625425176457993,0.10672773353520966,0.2529193867539012,0.0,0.08898228744602539,0.0,0.0,0.11016179926845916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457313895593518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612327336086654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114386956820673,0.1813784068020884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630634698012733,0.0,0.0,0.3938353377253745,0.09342775528952496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426482882053778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078107739489366,0.16923173562963625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620727735837768,0.07713150944446,0.09714521296354904,0.2324795117240147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318824071504567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712740038207502,0.11439059859135775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227750840900558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942675902042378,0.08565097885627312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884988508944862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971657838876165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724341368764007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478282498681799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510722317608933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421432912078308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099633097284845,0.0,0.0,0.23710107831638336,0.0,0.13518928231544394,0.07164578060489306
socialanxiety,xamandabcx,2018/11/11,"Trying to make myself go to a party tonight So a friend who I don’t see too much is having her 21st bday party tonight. She lives about 40 min away. I won’t know anyone except her. I keep going back and forth in my mind like “I need to go I need to get out of my comfort zone, also I don’t see her much” then “she won’t even notice if I don’t go, I can mail her a present”

I try to come up with these excuses but I know I’ll regret if I don’t go.. I’m just so anxious playing all the worst case scenarios in my mind. Any words of encouragement?",-0.7311819887429643,1.0062141056910612,1.9146341463414631,98.18763602251407,86.80487804878048,4.760225140712946,16.77861163227017,5.8734145424116955,-0.6901039399624764,417,9,106,3,13,144,76,123,0.107,0.7609999999999999,0.132,-0.2524,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,1,20,25,8,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,6,6,2,0,0,0,2,21,5,15,23,4,17,0,1,2,0,11,5,0,2,7,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126875946549114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012960378934932,0.0,0.0,0.19956678722495808,0.0,0.12351937715000175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597062619051892,0.13583469439110693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521702919423659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667716074009267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648110846566885,0.0,0.09229352196126707,0.0,0.5019777905214089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701665755770794,0.0,0.0,0.1941669395530697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630337788511193,0.0,0.15598719410816833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791676443074148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567368770949572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25971949410019746,0.26197084521055364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111978446551432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815379818043936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239870596182526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sakamotoot,2018/11/27,"How can I be less dependent on my friends? I dread doing things on my own even if I really want to do it. I always need a close friend with me or I freak out, especially in social situations. I depend on people badly to the point where I almost attach myself to them and do whatever they do and refuse whatever they won’t do.  

For example, if I really want to go to a social event, I won’t go if an extremely close friend won’t go with me, even if I want to go. 

I’m trying really hard to stop being this way but I’m having a lot of trouble getting out of my comfort zone without the help of a friend. 

Have any of you felt this way?",4.0052205882352965,3.600290845588237,6.2238235294117645,80.71970588235297,70.69117647058823,9.741176470588236,25.823529411764717,9.516144504307137,1.9137970588235291,489,12,109,10,8,175,77,136,0.126,0.742,0.133,0.2345,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,0,4,9,0,1,7,0,13,0,0,3,0,27,25,9,0,8,7,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,1,2,20,5,21,19,3,18,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,9,2,80,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505467144494162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884325430101576,0.0,0.0,0.10529975452005008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928891638926832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045470224903458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867526360859473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785307456190388,0.0,0.0809000021622806,0.0,0.3520074083261591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871050071263893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103789186394666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164348748610674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481543608706657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734986783060524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637835938551413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975925770812907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405201098459952,0.0,0.3156894891043818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945716252116318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287198577648618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512943561725728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739943744823854,0.2458171444804541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926483414347494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ryanthewise_,2018/11/27,"Does anyone else only feel socially anxious while at school? Something I have noticed about myself recently is that I’m only socially anxious while i am at school. When I’m there, I don’t feel like talking to anyone except on rare occasions unless they are a real good friend of mine. I can’t start conversations or hold them very well with people I’m not too familiar with. 

But when I leave school, I feel so much more social. When i at work I’m always making conversation with co workers, I feel energetic and I just feel better in general. 

I feel like when I’m at school I’m in my shell, but when I’m not at school I’m out of it. 

Does anyone have an explanation for this? Is it like, School Social Anxiety? Maybe the huge amount of people that are there? 

Any and all advice or comments is appreciated. ",2.086444852941177,4.538202431250003,3.863088235294122,84.12955882352942,80.9375,6.764705882352942,21.286764705882355,7.928766900206844,1.1558345588235293,639,19,124,12,17,214,90,160,0.039,0.802,0.159,0.9559,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,12,7,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,1,1,26,26,15,0,0,9,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,6,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,6,15,7,20,26,4,19,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,2,12,77,20,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739582884093928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293296320393215,0.0,0.0,0.06777864091038838,0.0,0.0762468531796242,0.2251962078003551,0.0,0.2090735816628172,0.10212312554516746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814952520057134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444280724560945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326103260723919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30237519897076875,0.14240774389524996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700436653372601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359800229727637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553555190096353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608037006313274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653012897370993,0.0,0.1001313547243414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326851072826786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347432457336865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160620951664844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819648823745015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344564966447007,0.0,0.0,0.09841155345129413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6052248010864069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064017930282196,0.0,0.07673040873496878,0.0,0.0,0.07054654668670222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011052506988951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223773095974099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961480153454986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256054355208681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jubjuubb,2018/11/27,"Teachers need to chill Raising my hand in class is something I just don't do. 
Today in English class the teacher was calling out names and when she said my name she was like ""****?!?! We have a **** in the class??"". So I stood up and said ""yeah it's me"" and she screamed at me (literally) ""you don't talk enough in class!!! I don't even know who you are, I didn't know you were in my class!!!"" 

Thanks a lot madam. You're the one who should keep your mouth shut before making assumptions about people :) ",-1.5278476190476198,-0.14108707999999834,-0.16285714285714192,104.71166666666666,114.8,2.704761904761905,13.761904761904766,4.892091775363687,-1.4021095238095242,372,9,88,2,21,115,66,100,0.022000000000000002,0.823,0.154,0.9278,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,4,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,1,12,2,2,1,0,15,21,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,4,17,2,10,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,1,3,57,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214153074675856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26569841862876525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688613433961751,0.0,0.17186296200953652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312821779475479,0.0,0.0,0.28600374867067313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712302956877627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121700343690406,0.0,0.0,0.17368887173035516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293872567879813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632165607149378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039339836952006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950291217525602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031853727282126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091429391128014,0.0,0.2395618232590304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24664393449008346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ObeyHillReddit,2018/11/27,"I feel like I've developed social ainxiety I used to be able to talk easily in public or meet new people but ever since I got to college I've been scared to meet new people, give speeches or even go eat in the dining hall. I've tried to avoid going to events or places that I am not comfortable with and I hate going to my math classes that I'm failing I feel like the professor hates me or thinks I'm dumb even though he's a nice person.b",3.9405673758865234,4.2037084468085135,5.332765957446809,84.73333333333333,70.91489361702128,8.819858156028369,25.241134751773053,8.841846274778883,1.5775517730496451,350,9,76,6,6,118,62,94,0.258,0.6459999999999999,0.096,-0.9666,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,3,2,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,14,16,7,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,3,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,3,8,4,10,13,0,11,0,1,0,0,7,4,1,4,6,37,10,5,0.1811989998783116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541181325542366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23936046098231306,0.16390486922845246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323931751848974,0.25889720343667577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382259171504758,0.30893870209030594,0.0,0.14492139304634294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577929972700373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704935725105256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500062464098189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25124114286764365,0.15821597752250222,0.18931438863163733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141180929929648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988968515813814,0.0,0.0,0.1847095614478137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564089240606176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610500262708245,0.17802709738286845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230222267026389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649775779202707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nayviler,2018/11/27,"Does anyone else feel like people talk down to them because of their anxiety? When I'm talking to people I don't know, I often get really timid because of my anxiety. I guess this reflects in how I present myself or something, and because of this, whenever I'm talking to like, store employees or whoever, I always get called ""buddy"". Not in a friendly way either, in the way you would talk to a little kid. They're always like ""heyyy buddy, what's up? How are you doing?"" and it feels suuuuper condescending. I'm pretty sure it has to do with how I look, because whenever I'm on the phone with a customer service rep, I always get ""sir"", none of that buddy crap. I don't think it's related to my age. I'm 18, and while that certainly isn't really old in the grand scheme of things, I'm pretty sure it's too old to be talking to someone like that. Can anyone else relate to this, or is it just me?",4.853099850968705,4.847698284153012,6.438072528564334,78.53597615499257,68.89071038251366,9.277496274217588,29.75111773472429,9.095868883498916,2.374796721311476,698,24,140,12,11,241,97,183,0.06,0.79,0.15,0.9472,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,2,0,7,11,1,1,6,0,11,1,1,3,3,25,26,11,0,1,6,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,13,5,0,0,5,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,16,9,23,24,2,16,0,0,1,0,14,8,1,5,10,86,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903719086153506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797462294327024,0.0,0.0,0.16267247023812326,0.2383747525930225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836393893413461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877950261988435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179565303358508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434704864778213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763351487096772,0.08310167392826895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898714014238667,0.0,0.1823229951951176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814366908347272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392846293524597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731953470614105,0.1165869058987031,0.0,0.0,0.09768261042894932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441243090490884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612884129670353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366860423573849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903988065127766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856069282046452,0.08955166668136312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926741966301366,0.0,0.0,0.4674829156395637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728029693915713,0.07453552948181279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466467595425146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263301839904752,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,puppysprinkles2,2018/11/27,"I’ve moved to a new university in a new area and I’m finding myself overthinking everything - does anyone find this? I’ve started a new university in the UK and have become friends with my course mates but I find myself being quiet around them as I over think what I’m about to say and in our group chat, I find myself over thinking  any replies I want to make or make.  Anyone have any advice on how to tackle this? I’ve tried to get an appointment with the uni counselling service but they are fully booked at the moment. ",3.1877777777777787,5.158162307692308,4.0070512820512825,86.9157264957265,74.96153846153845,6.545299145299146,23.09401709401709,7.3871296695380915,0.9056465811965808,416,12,82,5,9,133,66,104,0.0,0.9590000000000001,0.040999999999999995,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,7,0,4,0,0,3,0,19,13,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,1,17,12,0,15,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,5,49,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596311658189778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217755308229925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844687826956914,0.0,0.0,0.1454229066852764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041564584069947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295534531991624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468152864688675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5972235841082432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620968422585702,0.0,0.08534760886525035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808494627638814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362328683347594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4733153929233237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990852813129464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562535712379092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934592073710445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090909408491482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635255080172148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,primeavenger,2018/11/27,Presentation Anxiety I have a presentation in a week and I'm honestly scared as hell. This has been bugging me for the past 2 months and I'm really scared i might screw it up. I have social anxiety and really hate being the center of attention. The last time I had a presentation was absolutely terrible. I was shaking and voice starting to break and it was obvious I was nervous.I can't seen to go a day without thinking about it and its  messing me up in my other classes. I feel hopeless and honestly I don't know if I can beat this anxiety. I have thought of therapy but I don't even know how that works and the thought of going to one makes me nervous. My social anxiety has made me miss many opportunities in life and its really stressing me out.I really need help but i don't know what to do.,1.7967429193899775,4.1419220802469185,4.3696804647785035,80.707091503268,81.28395061728395,8.503122730573711,26.81336238198984,9.168548406835145,2.6861571532316635,635,28,126,19,17,223,87,162,0.191,0.738,0.071,-0.9038,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,3,3,15,3,5,8,0,19,2,0,3,1,27,37,14,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,9,0,0,8,0,0,3,5,12,0,1,10,3,19,3,16,25,0,20,1,2,1,1,3,6,2,2,10,87,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494735348743974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473015788482883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701767741663887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427063318685505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669588771005759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502080021328922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845546204856992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421762586659697,0.119732755636618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037508451332074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898831641325987,0.0980484144539562,0.1489206690055333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582421464919213,0.0,0.0,0.11724404279520173,0.0,0.0,0.10891507297566737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953463707533748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402205500752555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3763990668205606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941196273091816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994662121683829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396758813689456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825890776653585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16797843079888689,0.0,0.0,0.09411945185186316,0.0,0.23322422008807114,0.08565116683199081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782413328297425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159411711078068,0.0,0.10693570502487218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GuljutaGharghur,2018/11/27,"I have no future I'm not officially diagnosed with anything yet but I didn't know where else to post this.

I'm a university student, a pretty dumb one at that. I'm getting professional help and am on meds where we're still in the process of finding the right ones.

Today was the tipping point. For the first time I had to make a presentation in front of more than 20 classmates who I did not know. I did not do it. I didn't even go to the class. I had reasons for doing so. When I did the presentation in my head I knew it by heart and everything was perfect. But the moment I tried to say it out loud in a private place I started panicking, my heart beat so fast and I was utterly breathless. I tried so many times to present it out loud to just a mirror but I couldn't even make it past the 4th sentence without stammering.

My heart is utterly broken now. Because this means I don't even have a career. I had very few options from the start, I hated subjects where I have to memorize a lot of facts like the sciences. Graphic design, art, history was not for me. I went into English and communications because that's what I'm best at. I planned to become an English teacher. I'm even in the process of writing mutliple novels. But my career is literally over before it has even begun, because I can't teach, I can't present anything.",3.0753636363636367,4.719799492592593,4.536363636363635,84.39818181818183,74.44444444444444,7.2794612794612785,29.309764309764308,8.00094639256281,1.953703703703704,1053,46,213,16,22,351,145,270,0.078,0.825,0.09699999999999999,0.6394,0,0,0,1,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,5,16,6,2,0,19,0,25,5,4,3,2,33,42,12,0,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,12,8,0,0,7,2,0,3,12,3,0,3,14,3,27,3,32,27,4,41,0,0,0,0,4,18,1,2,20,151,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033153714534233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259149382742169,0.13643323440020902,0.10511805558916897,0.0,0.12964096660463695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538407600338644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319653087439916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079641240902568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110240982648868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290753756456053,0.10507767769826078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645412445885736,0.0,0.07020703223281619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196392515110027,0.12678118621604095,0.0,0.0,0.4391639858361402,0.08280201589253401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578175012075808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060352311869090076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502390973105664,0.0,0.0,0.16491936969122512,0.12524375331903767,0.0,0.13456438317943747,0.13721806013857393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741922549515698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117926867379521,0.0,0.0,0.12906639370400508,0.0,0.11677924898720755,0.0,0.11831110924204008,0.1256781548658313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701318859750424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549708031136426,0.0,0.098238933694102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487553673706244,0.0,0.09865414947295599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440669543298253,0.0,0.11709547597677054,0.0,0.0,0.16774250769539972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192821631291617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451695092347057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190820508212371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coldenigma,2018/11/27,"I feel so embarrassed right now. I was talking to my boss less than five minutes ago, and I was trembling the whole time. I remember reading somewhere that it has to do with blood flow. It was so embarrassing, because I was trembling and stiff like I was just dropped in freezing water. I could barely project my voice.

Is there a way to just calm it down mid conversation?",3.211146881287725,5.71250705633803,3.489657947686116,88.10901408450707,77.02816901408453,6.310663983903421,29.86116700201207,7.447530270364453,1.8432800804828968,295,14,57,4,7,91,52,71,0.171,0.763,0.065,-0.7756,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,2,0,9,3,1,1,0,10,10,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,1,5,3,9,2,7,4,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,42,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102233614983921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333576280162586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27941903015380576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769531071429093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097549973175072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500602749849417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964427683422896,0.2988686840298848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812890681686619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406773782586965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777863793790969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907240601678441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nightmare6401,2018/11/27,"Should I give up making a friend? I honestly don't know anymore. Im Currently taking medication for my depression and anxiety, honestly im not sure if they're helping me. I always think about the consequences of making a friend. Recently, my therapist wanted me to join a club in my high school or just plan it out (i don't know). Im just like what's the point? Im socially awkward, every think's the things i do are  weird, and i talk to myself alot. Should I just give up?",1.4830927835051568,3.698492618556704,3.764134020618561,85.35238659793818,81.57731958762886,8.003711340206186,23.1020618556701,8.841846274778883,1.884159587628866,372,13,77,10,10,128,61,97,0.109,0.687,0.203,0.8801,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,7,0,6,1,0,2,1,20,16,4,0,4,6,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,13,6,9,14,1,8,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,3,3,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534048251200988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523545039692187,0.0,0.14938955686499866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974180351587167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691658092756455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327606318162103,0.0,0.0,0.28900585597555395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096754209454804,0.15915426906404348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6508470917278572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557023912053315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359270814196549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110021745263465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517490303869392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239887291136272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873400295621916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245077804561208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355352945319525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419718128594788,0.0,0.11325885944165473,0.12107479919485538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748989783031961,0.10007527677055687,0.19304179817023798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884849343881603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jones641,2018/11/27,"Having a second meeting with my psychiatrist tomorrow, how to bring up that he misdiagnosed me? I had regular meetings with a psychologist. She diagnoses me with social anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder.

I then went to a psychiatrist to get a subscription. Only when I got there he started belittling my psychologist (as in he knows more). He did a 13 point question form on me (Like the ones you get on buzzfeed. I got 9 out of 13. He said I was a certain type of bipolar where you are depressed most of the times and happy sometimes.  Then he game me meds. Some of the side effect include: increased risk of suicide and anxiety. 

I know I’m not a pro or anything, but I *really* don’t think I’m bipolar. I just have some good days and some shitty days like most people -_- . Some of the questions are really vague as well. “Do you sometimes feel like you have a sudden burst of energy”. I mean yeah, when I’t Saturday, I have nothing to do the entire day, I feel happier and more energetic, cause I like the day. 

So, how do I bring this up to him, he’s also pretty demeaning. ",2.2013729977116725,4.772049382775123,4.2706594549615176,80.62896401081757,81.48803827751195,7.845308924485128,26.31183690451425,8.716276077567194,2.458836738090285,847,36,157,22,23,289,119,209,0.09699999999999999,0.721,0.182,0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,4,0,1,10,11,0,1,14,1,13,3,0,4,1,32,30,17,1,0,4,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,9,1,0,4,2,3,1,2,7,3,25,8,23,23,11,26,0,2,0,0,20,9,0,9,17,108,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067803988946114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429348452713486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988021721803844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716760439746928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444519428625372,0.0,0.2300108607012508,0.13552570480477727,0.0,0.0,0.3060638825611029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502914209193012,0.0953907374887672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952326229381334,0.0,0.0,0.1119949642287794,0.2135852898692501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214051713232154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467643896362476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609355147278909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544855657364994,0.14831687487749465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812144418115076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048042325760836,0.10155225929502301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256986011255687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622488062308987,0.0,0.0,0.1358435700901581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991585310635874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107987671626154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701345217303442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361125655576525,0.0,0.0,0.2641205266638978,0.0,0.09451012889692632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605536826186127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855578328364724,0.0,0.0,0.07785986923929597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120055578081177,0.12377959770248873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Blacklight_Beloved,2018/11/27,"Approaching Someone Completely New to Me There's this girl at lunch that looks new to the school and has been spending most days there, completely alone. I am not nervous I just do not know how to approach, introduce and maybe befriend someone I have never interacted with before ",5.047599999999999,8.052588560000004,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,73.4,8.0,32.0,8.841846274778883,3.1655999999999995,228,11,37,5,5,69,40,50,0.048,0.915,0.038,-0.1227,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,10,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,5,6,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523222094851725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730708147450644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108727250783051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711808432176594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389002572996325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458378980501415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24475423537952504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878987552368736,0.4705894274378666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24656168528234695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128456431390102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,froyodouchebaggins,2018/11/27,"I have nobody, I'm completely alone. My best friend more or less dropped me like a hot potato. I tried absolutely everything in my power to bring things back to normal and she would turn hostile every time and say she needs space. All our friends are sick of me and my bullshit, my family thinks my problems are insignificant. Everyday is hell, my chest hurts and I feel absolutely hollow. Everybody I've opened up to has turned on me and I don't trust anyone anymore. I wish everything would just end. I'm tired.",3.671485260770972,6.021374969387761,4.309727891156463,83.55828798185942,74.81632653061223,8.029024943310658,25.174603174603178,8.841846274778883,1.972867120181406,409,14,78,9,9,130,72,98,0.255,0.613,0.132,-0.9286,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,2,9,2,0,1,0,8,3,1,0,1,17,17,6,0,6,2,0,2,1,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,3,17,5,7,15,4,11,1,1,0,0,6,5,1,1,5,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204632617255735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183893639571318,0.12965478609744074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258182523461627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945940709484003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944165561034706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423317833434695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623014405089133,0.0,0.3332994472438129,0.0,0.17480396017975694,0.0,0.09375740213546653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865206955013804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850331045412048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059020744244926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749168220906793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167897284228526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742848200260844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745889770681114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231893799181385,0.11881405768877465,0.0,0.0,0.10812390506804212,0.2131209215120602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589267998551654,0.40338239820076455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323176125264912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26344387122003776,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yayabun,2018/11/27,"Talked to my office crush yesterday And he's going to help me with my work today. In 20 minutes! Holy shit. I've never been this nervous. Please stay professional. Please don't be awkward. Please flirt appropriately, if there's hope lol",1.658636363636365,4.20995622727273,2.6459090909090897,85.88886363636364,100.36363636363636,4.927272727272729,19.13636363636364,6.6274283507984215,0.6057363636363641,190,6,34,3,8,60,39,44,0.139,0.5489999999999999,0.312,0.8157,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,5,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,3,15,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360014895229132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039985082321773,0.0,0.0,0.23768201407242015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845653345700274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7880489608492651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564123490563236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25506530754025714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234279973974425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268313962684717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421553641385054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,user312123145231,2018/11/27,"I feel like a girl I like is loosing interest in me and I don't know what to do  Okay I think the title is a bit weird so let me elaborate. I, 21M, have a lot of social anxiety. No experience with women.

I met a girl and fell in love with her. Since the beginning we've been good friends and the thing is every time she did something from the ""list of things that may lead you to think she's into you"" because I have so low self-esteem and anxiety I would just be like ""no, she's probably doing it for another reason"" and I didn't do anything.

Last week we went on a day trip to visit another city. I was determined to do something about it so I tried to compliment her a couple of times and get out of my comfort zone in other areas (hey I know it's not much but before that I had done nothing, it's really scary for me, and in a sense I'm actually really happy about doing that, whatever the outcome). So after that during that day I could see that she was more ""like that"" than usual, more touchy, compliments too, etc but again I didn't really make any big move.

After that day, however, I feel like all that is gone, she doesn't hate me but now that I see this contrast I'm beginning to finally realise that she actually might have liked me at some point, at least a little bit.

And because this makes me so anxious I just keep thinking ""oh maybe that day was the last chance she was giving you and now you ruined it"" and stuff like that and it's killing me.

So two things:

\- What do you think I could do about her? Should I try to show her somehow that I'm actually interested in her?

\- How should I try to get rid of this thoughts? Because for the last months I've been thinking about this girl a lot and I think that's not good but I just can't control it. It's like the social anxiety I have everyday with other people but with someone I really like. I hate it.

TL;DR: I like a girl, I have low self-esteem therefore whenever she does something that may lead me to think she likes me I don't do anything about it. I'm beginning to see the contrast now (less touchy, etc) as if she's losing interest because I'm not doing anything. What can I do?

Thanks for your time",1.592611672987779,3.47335967920354,3.4354614412136577,89.60016224188793,79.42035398230091,6.871133586177836,22.266329540665822,7.8761006319780495,0.9812267593763172,1693,52,370,29,42,568,184,452,0.064,0.7440000000000001,0.191,0.9955,1,0,3,0,0,0,55.0,1,6,0,4,21,32,3,0,19,1,45,1,0,8,1,65,81,26,1,6,12,0,2,11,1,6,0,0,0,5,39,19,0,2,13,1,0,8,11,8,0,1,15,5,62,24,43,56,13,48,0,4,3,1,35,16,0,8,35,259,101,2,0.0,0.0,0.21019481885041946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882541467143882,0.15057389044110345,0.16477687545296635,0.08111182284419782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725204412847298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507069850047102,0.0,0.061095200999953476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567706447130682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052807770271768,0.11465045555638585,0.07944363003171218,0.0,0.1852162670776181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283131592648476,0.07347475216789606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014852326679854,0.0,0.0,0.06049329894109345,0.0,0.0,0.07023267063279345,0.0,0.0,0.07260691705530987,0.10258566791421073,0.0,0.07865170312253505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554713118619701,0.0,0.07502346364428672,0.068875624892676,0.0,0.12044228308634655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643079543969131,0.0,0.14177222894936278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381776992307121,0.07943435783342986,0.0,0.07891711152054384,0.17557598240963096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341878953974848,0.0,0.3858481080311425,0.07196091875353411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032411107178572,0.0,0.12208096580281508,0.06480091308006022,0.0,0.09585205875049703,0.0,0.0721312031395362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616681952729812,0.0,0.0,0.05730884553685923,0.07631040002607717,0.0527801291176103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688925584992166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049776011688189056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787275173145604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774108831464391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839837271588887,0.073820774590213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716422298136921,0.0,0.14980290426277662,0.0,0.0,0.05939242781028858,0.0,0.0,0.14637897574586653,0.060834601910679714,0.1658218861018635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219205872778386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610237526630114,0.0,0.0,0.14309911888697455,0.32203887717603696,0.0,0.05699995703759855,0.12559877772042866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623932348891314,0.0,0.07013666240460335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907585975174894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057592393556601486,0.0,0.0,0.06655789146172274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05100356577384128,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BRzerks,2018/11/27,"What do you do in a quiet awkward situation full of people you don't know. For example, waiting in line at a long grocery if you're buy yourself.

Sometimes I don't know what to look at. I simply don't care what to stare at, but I don't want to look at the floor, so I start looking at shit I'm not interested in. I do have an interest in women's butts, but I'm not gonna stand in line and continue to scope out butts.

And I feel like if I stare at someone unintentionally lock eye contact, that the person thinks I'm weird.

I hate pulling out my phone, though I could text but it's almost a forceful feeling or escape I'm trying to avoid.

I don't like using my phone to avoid awkward situations as it makes me even more awkward.

And I wouldn't want to start a random conversation with some person when there's a bunch around.

Sometimes when I'm in line I feel like sitting down honestly lmao, but then people will think I'm insane.

How do I learn not to give a fuck what people think without doing something that would get me in trouble, for example staring at some dudes girlfriends ass and getting caught.

What do you do, if you're alone at a grocery store with a long fucking line with people babbling everywhere, then when you're up, all of a sudden you sweat and you sweat even more because you think people notice you sweat.

(no phone browsing answer) 

Fuuuuck",5.186342710997443,5.470118913043481,5.8337936913896025,82.15400255754477,68.20289855072464,8.233248081841433,30.003410059676035,7.928766900206844,1.871896248934357,1084,38,219,12,17,353,135,276,0.156,0.738,0.106,-0.8796,0,3,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,7,0,0,10,18,4,5,12,0,17,10,8,3,1,50,51,22,0,8,12,0,3,3,1,4,0,1,0,3,9,11,0,3,11,0,2,2,11,11,0,0,1,11,24,7,37,45,7,37,0,0,7,5,17,22,6,8,14,134,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804892590943684,0.12209757614299185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494631188059944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186411412247007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019581603875612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941248706136296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557293055277793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882484566643125,0.1684400235895974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797318595898788,0.1231844003451326,0.11308998730088216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163911005996992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957755597263018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727840095375033,0.0,0.0,0.20865632514958168,0.2969915122133644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869190387563219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421754593634416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086473653398714,0.20587246700530573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101148887742455,0.0,0.2650246233491313,0.0,0.0,0.0998870698923352,0.09075680509947807,0.2331907107176029,0.0,0.16688505362199071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021543550378203,0.1158254630977212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003897490111629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018183497708414,0.0,0.0,0.13906811626056645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136409060267774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374504935020588,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,escapevel0city,2018/11/27,"What is the boundary between standing up for yourself and taking advantage of others? I feel like this directly relates to my social anxiety. I get walked all over a lot and I'm trying to learn to stand up for myself. I never learned how to value myself and fight for what I deserve. I'm genuinely confused on where the line is drawn between asking for things you need, and taking advantage of someone. For example, if someone needs my help, but I'm struggling to help myself or I need to be alone, when/under what circumstance is the exact point to say no to that person? How do I become comfortable with doing what's best for me and how can I stop feeling guilty about it? ",5.1551823579304505,6.26938277099237,5.850025445292622,79.04584393553863,68.61832061068702,8.264970313825277,30.586089906700593,8.515128840125781,2.4481545377438505,537,21,95,8,9,175,84,131,0.14,0.696,0.165,0.5559,0,1,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,5,8,1,2,4,0,7,0,0,3,3,25,19,11,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,14,5,24,18,3,11,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,4,3,75,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266859840156065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969697808426133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18293721257950374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611652645327747,0.0,0.0,0.20535726146060315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788643354201016,0.13979599175519314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223630374794186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26232441291439634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956008414072508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636270968288175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43528944938234,0.1509228119195464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708628690899353,0.0,0.0,0.184983708433574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561499517166502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947420046643866,0.33160318317556164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359977053290115,0.0,0.2045703844784384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942585626434745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000310635223242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285592861982465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ynnnel,2018/11/27,"How to approach girls that I don’t know? Over the past year or so I’ve tried very hard to push myself and become a more outgoing person and turn myself into the more social version of myself that I’ve always wanted to be. Overall I think I’ve done a decent job at that but there’s still some things I’m not good at. 

One of the main things I don’t think I’m good at is talking to girls I don’t know. By that I don’t mean talking to new girls that I meet naturally through normal situations. I kind of just mean how some people can just go up to a stranger they think is cute and ask for their number and they don’t have any issues with it. I wanna be able to do that or at least try it out. 

Is there any tips or things I should/shouldn’t do if I decide to try doing that? Because I’m about to graduate high school and I kinda want to try it at least once because fuck it why not and every once in a while I’ll see someone in the halls at school or just like out wherever and want to try asking for their number cause they’re cute but I don’t know if that’s weird and idk how to do it. 

Any help is appreciated. Also do y’all think this is normal? Or do you think it’ll come off as straight up weird?",1.1395205819143683,2.649509121673006,2.823177384691686,95.1883914696644,79.45627376425854,5.486460571995371,18.278889072573985,6.0469075449839425,-0.43150738965118185,941,18,225,6,23,311,126,263,0.07,0.816,0.114,0.8809999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,4,0,13,9,1,0,8,0,23,1,0,4,0,51,46,24,0,8,14,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,18,13,0,0,11,0,0,4,8,3,0,1,1,2,21,6,38,42,8,27,0,0,1,1,17,18,1,10,6,146,39,4,0.10638693022763077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507758966649709,0.08852244842867844,0.0,0.0,0.217040282154224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989148371658123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297049704379554,0.1174960060398097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928868297244396,0.0,0.0916429202485222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887076637610396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963557714745525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835300269928976,0.0,0.0,0.06046214413613175,0.17846461916243975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530179296126284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130891679133783,0.11240363283327752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104031496542988,0.10557261247829132,0.0,0.0,0.1107856165701755,0.1754024237835567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197528029780568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231773110830395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274916015276883,0.0,0.0,0.20847320707801886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22659721719726736,0.07209053723763764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015583628343477,0.07375530205608351,0.09289296393957383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153385062349908,0.08477660942913215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958336701349925,0.0,0.1084480777450301,0.09014130074323394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496073990538608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710195693033529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203624757209227,0.3408422458695031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36114871101526336,0.11571843031160495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877803591784604,0.18824930351571964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959976571019806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850969503407431
socialanxiety,DabLikeWizKhalifa,2018/11/27,"No matter how much I practice I still get nervous and forget what to say during a presentation I have a college class where we give a presentation once a month. We have 3 weeks to prepare for it. I go over it so many times but when it’s my turn I will forget certain things and I speak slowly or stutter. Even when I’m not nervous my body acts like it is. 

People say you’re supposed to get more comfortable with public speaking the more you do it but I have been doing it more and more since I was 8 and it’s only gotten worse.",3.159391891891888,4.102977765765766,4.491520270270272,87.57349662162164,73.14414414414415,6.631081081081081,24.68581081081081,6.6274283507984215,0.7481432432432427,416,12,89,3,8,138,73,111,0.14800000000000002,0.745,0.10800000000000001,-0.3422,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,5,0,9,1,1,1,1,16,16,11,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,9,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,4,13,3,6,12,5,12,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,9,63,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764818604065048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440209094003394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600894278607245,0.23877625747621914,0.14146075863297947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160439703453325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252354725660537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867684219049572,0.0,0.18297680375971048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650800323643489,0.0,0.1893065613846219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725622061726248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39588496040050297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059001520068276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987791020770785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536412366115952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451408783799435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707415883704137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19965983922427005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536596037125776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ftlom,2018/11/27,"DAE feel like their mind is constantly running auto-correct on whatever they've said? Even if I'm saying something correctly, my mind will constantly flag it as being wrong and come up with a million things I should've said instead. This will happen randomly throughout the day - my thoughts will suddenly shift to analyzing things I've said. Doesn't matter how long ago. Anyone relate?",6.972173913043478,8.897988246376816,6.3804057971014485,73.8975652173913,65.08695652173913,9.577971014492757,34.08985507246377,9.888512548439397,3.704823768115943,315,14,49,7,5,97,57,69,0.07,0.892,0.038,-0.2579,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,12,14,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,5,4,1,5,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,7,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701305386682378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419890069624085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532698244172814,0.0,0.4148069629536541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377618851728958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676510413960426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704339251509783,0.13711174694607398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697192484524158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376519462601678,0.0,0.0,0.1698481907264114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875804578079721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5476958278621259,0.1526270071917083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477537681276163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550137925497233,0.0,0.0,0.15236755473117455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984060637565025,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Heyheythrowaway128,2018/11/27,"acting more “like another race” around people of that race believe me i know this title sounds racist is hell. fuck maybe i’m racist as hell.

but around any one who isn’t my race, i tend to feel this overwhelming burden to act more like them, adopt their mannerisms, mimic their personality, to the point of being creepy and i want this to stop. it’s weird. i’m weird. i thought i had social anxiety and honestly anxiety pretty well under control but it just flared up again and it’s a raging case 😧😱😱😤

i’m assuming it’s because *i* feel like *they* might be uncomfortable around me because my natural personality is sort of intimidating and i don’t want that to come across as racist, so in an effort to somehow make them think i’m not racist, i act like them???

god this is messed up someone please help me, or lecture me out of this

i don’t really give a fuck if you downvote for someone being prejudiced against people, because i know i’m not, this is a weird anxiety issue that stems from insecurity most likely",1.6677985074626849,4.273549417910452,3.3508768656716437,85.95527052238809,84.67164179104478,6.53407960199005,21.807835820895523,7.793537801064563,1.2048522388059708,807,27,160,16,24,267,112,201,0.27699999999999997,0.556,0.16699999999999998,-0.981,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,6,2,8,19,5,2,5,0,12,2,0,2,0,32,31,11,0,3,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,14,9,0,2,7,0,0,4,5,12,1,1,2,3,23,7,24,25,3,16,2,1,0,2,13,10,4,7,7,97,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205897709175984,0.14195146548180065,0.3106822687457859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36153474145602776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475682418339149,0.0,0.0,0.15252016510678354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661273306564153,0.0,0.0,0.1518334766916887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368983460535371,0.09671122832246606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503022037899659,0.0,0.12986309725874273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073835334402074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412953076295846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487960442426594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306845455679183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036321084101087,0.0,0.13600140054331172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361044429833442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917329407733151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877026032675016,0.23640674867596145,0.0,0.1486000240335604,0.1279722074834902,0.0,0.0,0.13772404815169004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867240649042787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799676731457128,0.2294039389677777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317874398872173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674220709529397,0.0,0.10747185199484036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969421111956572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217175034899126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Avisora,2018/11/27,"I’m about to lose my job due to my anxiety... My inability to communicate with others is getting out of hand. Because of this, my job is at jeopardy. I work at a grocery store and my job is to shop for customers who ordered online and to have their orders ready by the time they come to pick it up.

I’m really closed off from others so whenever I run into a problem while shopping, I don’t ask my coworkers for assistance. I simply assume that they have bigger problems and tasks at hand; the last thing I want to be is a burden. I’m the lowest ranking member on staff and the other people that were hired alongside me are at the top of the charts. I was even sent home several hours early because I was “slowing things down”. My Manager tried talking me into serving in other departments but there wasn’t any that I could fit into because of my communication skills.

Yesterday I had a anxiety attack in the middle of a grocery aisle as I was surrounded by shoppers and hyperactive kids running around so I abandoned my tasks and ran off to the nearest restroom to recollect myself before I went back to the sales floor.

I love my job, despite it being my first one. I can’t lose it, it’s the only thing I actually have. After dropping out of University due to my alcoholism, obtaining this job was a big step for me. But now, I’m afraid that losing this progress I’ve made for myself will all go to waste due to my anxiety.

How can I combat this despite my fear of interaction with my coworkers?


TL:DR My lack of communication towards my coworkers is affecting my chances of keeping my first ever job while my anxiety is slowing my performance down as well. Trying to desperately find an easier way to reach out to my coworkers for help without them pitying me.",5.603676119798571,6.318003845481051,6.831562417174663,73.85279287039494,67.39650145772596,9.851523986217863,33.37516565067585,9.910423181423305,3.375269387755102,1401,61,253,31,22,475,184,343,0.133,0.758,0.109,-0.8329,7,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,4,12,11,13,1,2,17,0,24,4,2,4,2,36,39,15,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,20,17,1,2,3,2,4,9,4,11,1,3,11,2,48,2,60,24,2,60,0,5,0,1,12,29,0,1,18,193,68,10,0.0,0.0,0.09865397484978942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803963261189883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874795378930511,0.0,0.3093490851138815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999583558292693,0.09451002296268628,0.1150099681651896,0.0,0.07773568711139077,0.0,0.18487941737971936,0.0,0.08602425772228132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708424791696802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071599876369183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677218438922701,0.09144606511451417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137597942533272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923988467614187,0.17198242826145602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281787821402895,0.0,0.05745452387662491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776173622258012,0.0,0.10140636124103423,0.0,0.09955804745710063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6019261411598089,0.08985773345974771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240578263345827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33929778046680165,0.0,0.0,0.09124203466394187,0.09565837627342297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850447585307155,0.07688717674202279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700864288482384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934682059078484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476393932247715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420838688588016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081256198140993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014887467670963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058949210671139875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372735124531512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962835235245152,0.08024437362835156,0.0,0.0,0.09089639674068348,0.0937159239161718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974518123697049,0.0,0.07359824316396345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,exuberantfish,2019/09/01,I just skipped a family dinner so I don’t have to see my cousin who is in my class We used to be best fucking friends. For years. And now I’m afraid to talk to him. What is wrong with me. I wanna fucking kill my self,-1.9736734693877551,-0.10806306122448817,0.3848979591836734,104.77081632653065,97.9795918367347,3.6163265306122447,15.16326530612245,5.288315135182226,-1.18725306122449,166,4,44,1,7,55,39,49,0.14800000000000002,0.713,0.139,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,3,7,3,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,0,6,10,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,9,2,8,9,1,3,0,0,1,2,7,1,2,0,2,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035163447484883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27264889820506777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344903359474247,0.5347545798773655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199767572878973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304692226698557,0.0,0.3017173477931728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324623941915576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497914072135342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316214373573088,0.0,0.1862468464612388
socialanxiety,princedarkskin,2019/09/01,I really like a girl I’ve never really talked to Im a 19 year old dude going to my second year of university and I constantly think about this girl that i never talk to. We’ve had a couple classes and labs together and the only interaction we’ve had was during some exams because we sat beside each other. We follow each other on instagram so I’m sure she recognizes my face but probably doesn’t think much of it because I’m not that attractive and she’s had a boyfriend for a couple years that goes to a university far away. With the new school year approaching I don’t know if I should try and talk to her or just let it go. And even if i wanted to talk to her I don’t even know where ti start because she’s always with her friends and it’s difficult to talk during lectures. Any advice would be appreciated thanks,3.8664003944773206,4.8870956745562175,5.542736686390533,80.40787228796847,71.54437869822485,8.946942800788955,25.325936883629193,9.2995712137729,1.9674256410256408,655,19,133,14,12,224,97,169,0.04,0.8590000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.8682,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,8,0,11,1,1,0,3,30,24,12,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,9,13,0,0,4,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,5,0,17,5,16,15,4,18,0,0,0,0,17,4,0,4,11,85,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939330193818613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017894786849668,0.0,0.0,0.09004597273462868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440719031178338,0.0,0.0,0.24215479965540535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309235332703654,0.0,0.0,0.2930268587338831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491622553220745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230262802865507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050770838449218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302970268000836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554240081920705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540215409522935,0.0,0.06469072873640946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097339430692734,0.0,0.2042514802653824,0.12788614143591806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894608287909127,0.0,0.0,0.1007067154576433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276454834177385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696554324305183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400990637793184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372321920517243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479850607198407,0.0,0.0,0.5321462675636529,0.0,0.12190890176720626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969092340139622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990032632408408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810113165833547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940630145989667,0.0,0.0,0.34108076546154203
socialanxiety,Buba_no1,2019/09/01,"Class presentation... Hi, I'm so awkward and shy I wanna cry😅 And In a Few days I will have like a class presentation so I'll be talking in front of my class and give like a ""speech"" or more like a story time?? Like everybody in my class dislikes me n my friend group we are seen as like ""the nerds"" and they everyday make jokes to each other and laugh about us even if we are nice to them and quiet they always find something to pick on. we thought it had cooled down during summer break but I think it has just gotten worse. at first it was only like a few people but now we are the joke to almost every person in our class. I want to defend myself and especially my friends but I don't know what to say, out teachers just tell us to ignore them but it's hard because they don't stop, they keep on going everyday, and even if I could ignore them some of my friends take it really hard and it breaks me seeing them so crushed by these comments and me being coward me and just being silent, I'm worried I'll say something weird and I'll make it worse. I mean sooometimes I get a little brave and say something back😌 Anyways I would like to get advice on how I should respond to them? because just ignoring them isn't really working. Oh and back to the presentation (lol the backstory was kinda long), So with this situation I'm very anxious to do it. when I'm nervous I stutter alot, I can start giggling of nervosity 😬 , And I always blush so much and get so red 😟😟 so I don't want that to happen. my teacher says I have to look everybody in the eyes, seem confident, talk clear and loud🙄 which is also a problem since I talk really fast when I'm nervous. the assignment is to write her a letter about something memorable that happened under the summer break and then when I did that she told us to prepare a speech for the class (so afterwards)😐 And since my summer wasn't so exciting like others (I literally stayed inside almost all summer and so remained as pale as before😒) So what did I come up with? I wrote about when I saved a spider from my bathtub🤷🏻‍♀️ So i am like really scared or more like disgusted by spiders and then one time during the summer I was REALLY BRAVE and saved a spider instead of panicking like I usually do(and it was in my bathtub so it was a quite intimate meeting lol). And now I gotta hold a interesting speech about that...like bruh 😵😵 The other people are probably going to talk about some summer vacation memory or like when they got a dog or sum. I'm like setting myself up for embarassment and laughter, and I cannot change the subject to talk about🤧🤧 Do you guys have any tips on how I can do this and like remain alive?? bc I don't want to die of embarassment 🤕 But please helpful tips on like how to give a good speech and seem confident whilst not and yeah just how to manage it when you are rly shy? Also tips on how I can describe emotions in a good way in my speech? Tips on how to start the speech? (like an intro thing) And also a hard part, how do I end it?? like I don't have any idea on like an outro. When I'm practicing I'm like ""that's it,bye"" lol and thats not gonna work😬😬
If you've read it all, thank you♡ for reading this rollercoaster post lol. I'd really appreciate if you have any advice to give me, my presentation is on Thursday sooo yah😀🔫",1.6075264388288986,3.5399187206946467,3.429806078147614,89.40714260269401,79.59334298118668,6.509905376822887,21.4846042524769,7.554174236665415,0.7522475386841809,2600,75,560,39,65,871,291,691,0.105,0.6890000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.9974,0,0,4,0,0,1,60.0,8,3,11,3,48,49,1,4,32,6,45,1,1,10,3,105,89,78,1,12,20,0,3,19,3,5,0,11,0,2,29,39,0,6,9,4,0,4,10,12,0,2,15,20,73,37,67,65,12,72,0,0,5,0,52,24,0,16,56,349,102,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831984161041174,0.0,0.0,0.12124604313967186,0.0,0.0,0.14524374014528774,0.10074984922194873,0.0,0.0,0.1235097768434698,0.0,0.0,0.06839404714579361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310451524929876,0.0,0.07381040881110439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404430322068942,0.05215067229380025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833702651259728,0.0,0.0,0.03904390771431378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283195337552909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810042607748748,0.053621316852656864,0.0,0.0,0.07997345994752023,0.0,0.051008365916383684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533333631559003,0.05149610561663718,0.0,0.0,0.14032137556620058,0.0,0.0948904511624188,0.17422920251049376,0.06881364008202846,0.10155776185153093,0.04842013244278865,0.0,0.0,0.059945063942643664,0.10707233359335824,0.0,0.16269841337191224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04057932616208722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683433694179297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053811582723789886,0.0,0.0,0.03327172572803315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619678012653326,0.0606779418499519,0.0,0.05357684029217665,0.050839154789039005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808231154882968,0.0,0.0,0.06594684846713779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450456804755605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041024118096287636,0.04604412455501557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655599548733577,0.0,0.08394295111998218,0.05286202695936719,0.0,0.06645578876761933,0.0,0.0,0.05798150007316385,0.0,0.06527338932679164,0.057929517949042136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643927580522957,0.1211146770042123,0.0,0.23270451707516995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257839023448567,0.06061205767011162,0.0,0.048243303078171616,0.1102284238185463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016020760777647,0.06805057027862234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642954048988009,0.0,0.0,0.08570239947096718,0.06452860307654956,0.0,0.05061494944173292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551926394053588,0.2433026329360625,0.05291546334769726,0.05573797766937676,0.0,0.0,0.04022072056612795,0.03879219959385783,0.0,0.048062755985967764,0.07060383573892713,0.0,0.0,0.05784947717639364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21846994489903526,0.0,0.06667730905695153,0.04995262845109728,0.10712587192290768,0.04805459233572869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881490729368847,0.06148227879424354,0.1233928111365144,0.04300655761170849,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,youreaditreadorread,2019/09/01,"Anybody feels the same? Let me introduce myself. I'm a 19 years old male, athletic, decent looking (I think), have a girlfriend, and a looot of social anxiety.

So things aren't going great with my girlfriend. At all. We're really on the edge of quitting the relationship.

Being alone doesn't scare me. But nobody being attracted to me does. I constantly need validation by others, which is currently being brung upon by my girlfriend. I feel like I have a shitty personnality, a really awkward vibe and a weird-looking body/face. I really want to think it's all in my head, but I can't help thinking it's the reality. Let me tell you what happened yesterday.

My friend was meeting a girl at his house. He's a really fucking shy guy, so he invited me to be more comfortable. I get there after she does and the atmosphere was reaaaally awkward. They almost didn't talk at all and I had to do all the talking. So i'm talking to the girl and we're having pretty good conversations, laughing and sharing personal stuff, of course my ego got boosted (i'm still a guy, you know). I never had the intention of stealing my friend's date, keep in mind I still have a girlfriend and I would be an asshole to my friend. So she finally leaves and I was thinking to myself ""damn, she really didn't seem interested at all towards my friend"". If she had even an ounce of attraction towards someone tonight it was me, since we were the ones talking. Fast forward 2 days and she texts me that she doesn't understand why my friend was so shy, says to me she's really attracted physically towards him but doesn't know if she wants to see him again since he was so awkward.

I know it doesn't seem like much, but to me it is mind-crushing since it seems like history is repeating. Thousands of times things like the story happened to me, why didn't she show any interest towards me? Surely she would've said it to me when she texted me if she had any. I'm not a bad looking guy, I get my friend is a really hot guy (no homo) but I don't get why I'm always the guy that girls aren't attracted to.

PS: Don't want any comments about my relationship with my girlfriend and people saying ""seems like you're unfaithful"", I wasn't attracted at all towards the girl. The whole story is about people validating me, not me wanting to date the girl.

PS 2: My english is shitty. Not my first language, don't even know if my story is even a bit coherent. My bad",2.9819749061450302,4.933074632780087,4.504801422643748,83.20575380359614,75.49377593360995,7.826990713297768,26.82888757162616,8.634040054169528,2.056640624382533,1911,74,375,39,42,638,200,482,0.07,0.741,0.18899999999999997,0.9965,2,1,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,2,1,2,16,33,2,4,29,0,45,3,1,1,8,59,83,26,0,10,12,0,3,5,11,1,0,3,0,12,15,13,0,1,15,1,0,2,19,9,0,3,17,9,68,24,41,58,11,36,0,0,3,2,61,15,3,9,26,249,83,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905995194661216,0.07142845795735255,0.0,0.0,0.057385623198284864,0.0,0.0,0.14069868233012756,0.0,0.05275915652334253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151682341443407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529351700545177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745282472689962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044477664107394115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120706035567929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136655097963513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974303325757379,0.04926965597259158,0.0,0.07554939073451025,0.0,0.058662839416967275,0.0,0.0,0.31969991606311016,0.06375838505945397,0.10809639354448837,0.0,0.03919523107126787,0.05784579827642523,0.05515878181518083,0.07603577051271307,0.0,0.3414382134142419,0.12197363346943715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077948933589097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622676736017448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957804034335074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130056240755163,0.0,0.0,0.15160866089869154,0.0,0.0,0.07302552786543362,0.0,0.1410457650116414,0.0,0.16846765446157935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374338143272364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927293790085518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069828674290657,0.05113775950773402,0.053191189020024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236870301660456,0.0,0.046733461167356896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956253255031952,0.06021885658419344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016368822202318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335432417664299,0.0,0.0,0.3092717817306585,0.0,0.0,0.1480883456489977,0.0,0.0,0.06560290083923005,0.10968980125997953,0.06904746219653868,0.0,0.05495734303652915,0.2511379160898598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114931618149787,0.0,0.0,0.07030262533992937,0.058435061511229874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015341517098064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895010169614511,0.0,0.0,0.06500007654550732,0.0,0.0,0.22173052683878844,0.060279729736252084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163650895741486,0.17676370266494196,0.0,0.0,0.040214900025726336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179652170994785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271283033322104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866945213160545,0.07699859460736279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798359518033617,0.0,0.0,0.04441214194185263
socialanxiety,Ab_ccA,2019/09/01,"In an attempt to skip a social gathering, I organized a night out with a friend. That's progress, I guess?",2.435714285714288,4.620770904761908,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,78.04761904761905,8.009523809523811,29.54761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.5467904761904765,83,4,17,2,2,27,18,21,0.0,0.684,0.316,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000231691124528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703754008097088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858864240134424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277951773972772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,holliaero,2019/09/01,"Was anyone else popular in school before they got social anxiety? I was pretty popular in school. I was good looking, athletic and very social. Then all of a sudden I started getting super anxious around people and couldn’t speak. I started avoiding people and I was wondering what the hell happened. I wasn’t like this before. Anyone relate?",3.6933196721311496,6.9228129836065575,4.79358606557377,74.27595286885249,83.09836065573771,6.328688524590166,27.297131147540984,7.645422480735847,2.5539983606557386,276,12,37,5,8,90,41,61,0.15,0.59,0.259,0.8299,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,1,7,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,8,13,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,2,7,5,4,6,1,7,1,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,5,26,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543724579281303,0.21477552751135756,0.0,0.2658652750205542,0.19479500453681572,0.0,0.16924241369823784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235472601418935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158816459424695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932709816472496,0.0,0.0,0.159459213080629,0.15205211449764774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811782522800967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288045254941513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596484890676477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636032280590533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934150248433537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848125069421781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875960449413029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269128364580164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686456020497536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617131168687255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,2fassy,2019/09/01,"Is anyone else afraid to speak to people because they know they'd be quiet in another situation with that same person? Im often afraid to socialize and show my personality to a person 1 on 1 because I know I may end up in a social situation with that person later on, and be unable to speak if there are more people there. Therefore looking like a fake or someone intimidated

I find it much harder to socialize when there are 3-4 people around",6.543103448275862,6.5588575632183925,8.15002298850575,67.62227586206897,65.32183908045978,10.178390804597699,31.193103448275863,9.888512548439397,3.0497972413793097,356,12,62,7,5,125,56,87,0.07400000000000001,0.8959999999999999,0.031,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,2,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,14,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,4,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,6,1,14,6,3,9,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,4,4,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603896842216031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695171307773199,0.15672343394665858,0.0,0.13616495098156295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648341997864007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777668989752855,0.0,0.13547529015904014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980074031790365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522076881556022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681233122074641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074727498811772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844610410093185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244164864904208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181252250210889,0.534227718457118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438621539011203,0.0,0.4677639189858974,0.12960072375917486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shycityry,2019/09/01,"summer over and nothing has changed so as the title says im just so fed up and disappointed with myself. I said to myself before the summer that I was going to get myself in shape and sort myself out before I went back to uni (it starts in a week) and nothing has remotely changed in any way. Didn’t do any practice (which was really fucking stupid since I’m a music student) due to being in a practice slump, made no effort to do anything remotely productive, also I am going to a party tonight and I’m a pathetic mess due to the thought of seeing everyone again and just wishing I’d said that I was sick. I can tell this year is going to be the exact same as it was last year. I don’t want to leave my parents and the comfort of my own home that I’ve gotten so used to over the summer. I feel so scared and sick to my stomach to get back to uni and being in social situations when I’ve made no effort to improve myself in any way. It’s just one massive circle of repetition and I’m so so sick of it. Sorry,  I just needed somewhere to vent and this seemed like a good place",4.251826801517069,4.3507542964601775,5.795094816687738,82.26681415929205,70.19469026548673,8.050063211125156,27.647281921618198,7.7094869923839395,1.5547051833122632,845,26,175,9,14,289,113,226,0.145,0.7829999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9525,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,15,8,2,1,12,0,16,6,1,3,1,29,41,21,0,3,4,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,1,0,10,13,1,0,3,0,0,4,4,5,0,1,13,5,17,3,32,25,2,34,0,1,1,1,6,12,1,2,17,118,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049167776249782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676517647914085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796249531365074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176206656178536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232749546243843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775743138711681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536266402735965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633625000658026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128787561330928,0.13708818505200612,0.0,0.22368381694614234,0.11004033398213124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315995121853369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171336106544405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694162242975487,0.0,0.1389168049360066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409536220262914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482801966259661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727960029937567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177072210437673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890128286279943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456767764418847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707109133763265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404702345822802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495934133037133,0.10433171228273064,0.1313493119140207,0.0,0.10454561200125856,0.11943520958101835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852604956962413,0.1474689348133013,0.0,0.13373701466194982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686231830431276,0.0928606586923626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467041323955793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415435756706458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331055503755205,0.0,0.0,0.07738234550538907,0.2082733330704663,0.10523689952398776,0.0,0.0,0.12161929212756133,0.0,0.0,0.15086803923344205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897085277618193
socialanxiety,BananaGains,2019/09/01,"Is there an age limit to Social Anxiety Turned 21 not too long ago.

Going to families house soon and feel the butterflies in my stomach.

I’ve always had SA when I was younger but I’m more of an introvert so I like being by myself often but then again it’s difficult to just be confident in public settings, which I avoid, and then lower my social skills, which then is bad when they are needed.

I don’t have anything to talk about today, school is my only topic. 

Event: in 3 hours",3.03548969072165,4.732858773195876,4.466585051546391,84.63534149484539,74.67010309278348,7.32422680412371,22.434278350515466,8.07648339933343,1.1916814432989695,379,10,74,6,8,126,75,97,0.14300000000000002,0.774,0.083,-0.6472,1,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,2,10,4,0,1,3,0,10,1,1,0,0,11,15,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,9,1,10,11,1,18,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,14,53,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333838817032205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002557381607378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841109888763156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980499328873153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009484123014015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688114490875005,0.0,0.12168938688969184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677763685577654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370103090645855,0.2776995059420905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757862900204595,0.0,0.0,0.21298433265927766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845288083259214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830394828763844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435696949529264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4906631085434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344048147497492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281259010848604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26177856681769035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,greylinfnf,2019/09/01,"Not having to make a call I hate having to make a call and talking to absolute stranger. I do it of course. But because I rarely have another choice. Well, I need a consultation with a dermatologist. And as I was digging through the internet I found a website that allows you to book an appointment without emails, and without phone calls. I managed to find a dermatologist that looked sweet and at a location that worked for me, and then I booked it. 

Felt so good to not having to phone call a receptionist and do the whole thing. Could that become a thing. Because usually it is not and honestly it is so much easier and doesn't make my heart go mad prior, during and after that call.",5.278560606060606,6.36945034090909,6.042121212121213,77.86651515151517,68.31818181818181,9.503030303030306,30.57575757575757,9.725611199111238,2.823403030303031,543,21,104,12,9,178,78,132,0.073,0.8340000000000001,0.09300000000000001,0.3694,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,2,0,12,0,11,1,1,4,0,25,20,14,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,2,1,0,3,3,11,4,16,16,2,6,0,0,1,0,11,1,0,0,4,80,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457204514407196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809241531096902,0.1522700894031764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7039196329951166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008051122229318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323798691932191,0.0,0.1260135839689643,0.0,0.0,0.15117081978577004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835650251802746,0.11564147765993517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612121612717482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633803759519118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577874257176765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760942443122188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135264735669117,0.10223121211731707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108172353479448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18319362199470396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184782344861852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396454203301945,0.0,0.0,0.1539304759108602,0.0,0.26580964095117265,0.0,0.10037331330398047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RoToR71,2019/09/01,"I'm actually quite skilled at a couple of things but those things are never the same as the people around me. It always seems like they're doing the exact same stuff, while I'm out in my own area with my own interests. It's like to them I'm not good at anything, because they can't see it. I don't fit in, so I stay quiet.",1.2038497652582194,2.5681927887323965,3.1517605633802823,93.54247652582164,78.85915492957747,5.860093896713615,18.875586854460085,6.42735559955562,-0.2013962441314554,252,5,60,2,6,85,52,71,0.08199999999999999,0.7909999999999999,0.127,0.4983,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,2,10,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,4,10,9,4,11,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,1,4,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.2585014329840713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041567182755809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798780606087556,0.23581464909252095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614788604807364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931036880495356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221831842000583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25883076052729354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430503338169956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836463489442914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28175075469659605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108875380508524,0.2411524412005244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28234514511040965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032438916988177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35197182778672553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Offickind1964,2019/09/01,"What's with this reddit thread People just posting stupid memes here and all it's doing it making my anxiety worse I'm waiting for my pills rn 
This place is just stupid and annoying. Yes some posts are good and it's nice to read them but others are just annoyingly stupid memes which make fun of social anxiety 
I don't like this really",1.9489925373134327,4.624585298507466,2.8225186567164187,89.74333022388063,84.07462686567162,6.335074626865673,17.330223880597018,7.645422480735847,0.4953000000000008,273,6,54,5,8,86,50,67,0.243,0.627,0.13,-0.7792,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,4,9,5,0,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,13,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,4,9,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,32,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119340570931657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22582482302629356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153653121922826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35943812503983763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866563592518658,0.0,0.2812973554621185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157129008795254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693117690043959,0.0,0.17248133944616265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27445516180461443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743774501288911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,withxdrawn,2019/09/01,I feel like my every move is being watched constantly Everything I do I do because I think someone is watching me. Not a second goes by when I am not thinking about how someone might be looking at me. I can never be truly comfortable in public. My every move is calculated. I know who is around me at all times I know if I move x amount of people will have seen it. I don't like going outside anymore it take too much energy.,1.4854022988505733,3.711663977011497,3.7777011494252872,85.1957471264368,81.64367816091955,6.16551724137931,24.60919540229885,7.3871296695380915,1.34827816091954,334,13,65,5,9,115,60,87,0.063,0.85,0.087,0.2481,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,15,0,0,1,2,13,24,3,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,5,15,3,7,18,3,12,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,2,6,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338087972392692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460896543045128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271932538929465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998218522822095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115890394277322,0.0,0.16618504584919322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934959736743037,0.132099630388679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508852630092776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324323027119245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067522045781995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552776992699781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616012474279584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895897064307529,0.13593001225344153,0.0,0.1426138719821456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819320437102658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31334702363935163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390291913089237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369655249994326,0.0,0.0,0.1078224177670607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ripharambe108,2019/09/01,"Social anxiety and friendships My social anxiety made my friends think I am exclusive, it made them think I have problems with them cause I hanged out with one of our friend, that friend was the one who planned so I thought he was going to invite the others, I didn't invite them because I'm too anxious, afraid of rejection, and I wasn't the one who planned it, now they are picking on me. I don't have problems with them, now I'm having one. How do I deal with this? They don't know I am socially anxious, when they invite me, I cover up my ""no"" with excuses. I am too complicated. I am the type of person that doesn't like having enemies, or being offensive. Conformists and perfectionist you may say. Please help me with this situation.",4.757448275862068,5.799750020689663,5.60844827586207,80.67887931034484,69.48275862068965,9.110344827586207,30.36206896551724,9.3871,2.637193103448276,583,23,114,12,10,191,78,145,0.138,0.6779999999999999,0.184,0.7284,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,7,2,7,9,1,1,4,0,19,0,0,5,0,23,28,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,9,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,5,0,4,7,1,27,4,13,19,0,8,0,1,0,0,23,3,0,2,4,88,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389008787838247,0.33063134183073245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920379596147084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032523956258406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508638401874657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339171657674307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316493578775387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808453819787594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042129236067784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149135893668067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27692937591557154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966385900423272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777312964248858,0.0,0.16063069469934887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280043586399716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637060209915218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448545087268784,0.0,0.4475069922262828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752972721357128,0.0,0.1161727823318387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hunnadolla44,2019/09/01,"Bad experience I had with a friend I haven't seen in year. I'm a pretty socially anxious person. I don't talk very much and I often try to avoid social interaction. So today I was just at home and I see my sister and her friends talking to another one of my friends. I haven't seen this guy in a while so I was hesitant to go out and talk to him, but then I asked myself ""what's the worst that can happen really, he starts insulting me for no apparent reason? Not likely dude.""

Well that did happen, and i'm shook. I face my fears and I go out and say hello. I brought my cat out for a little moral support too. Without even saying hi back this guy just goes ""you look like you live in your room"" with a dead serious look. I'm taken aback by this but I try to laugh it off and then he says ""so you still a nerd that plays videogames?"" At this point I feel my face getting hot with embarrasment, and my cat starts to fuss so I use that to get away. So my sister and her friends follow me inside and we're all just like ""well that was messed up."" 

My feelings are pretty hurt to be honest. Why would that stuff be the very first thing you say to a friend you haven't seen in a while? We used to hang out after school all the time and he never acted like this toward me or anyone that i've seen. It just came out of nowhere. I think it's extremely unfair that when I decide to face my anxiety, the thing I fear irrationally actually happens. It's so frustrating.",1.0012892649391851,3.0534430622950883,2.716604970914858,93.10969328397672,82.31147540983606,5.902696985721841,18.691168693812802,7.1029339738359605,0.1251797990481225,1134,27,256,15,31,374,161,305,0.191,0.672,0.13699999999999998,-0.9618,1,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,6,0,1,18,27,2,4,12,0,14,3,3,3,3,44,44,26,1,1,9,2,3,4,5,1,0,4,2,3,21,22,0,1,5,1,0,8,8,12,2,2,12,14,41,15,36,29,4,41,1,1,7,0,37,18,0,2,19,170,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.09368080891202256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066292738350732,0.07343868448733971,0.10845112003137217,0.0,0.06712446987681861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974575444039674,0.0,0.09019386719083736,0.07381701610112587,0.08015484105160274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979685136200762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063406185669962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390507481938266,0.0,0.21605028208023985,0.0970795773114174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165638040797846,0.0,0.0,0.37084149326762017,0.0,0.1003106375316511,0.0,0.10911646044900997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901074609921445,0.2546737980972059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962944469733663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276851232481723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760031414607264,0.09621584084354737,0.08476854363803804,0.0,0.1612293323296536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057003427478432,0.0,0.07404005684244988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505115198633639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382229550842643,0.0,0.0,0.09074972903798093,0.0,0.0,0.19533022517240145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614991766251348,0.09870257386854853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30536783516038984,0.0,0.09715573246060934,0.07649847422667745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19571701525161656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358966401299459,0.0,0.07666462501504827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989545684153132,0.0,0.10893810071260436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314801724680855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755444006894665,0.06151204191011477,0.0,0.0,0.055977569568849486,0.0,0.09099547058766737,0.0,0.0,0.13035352816129592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582397688860134,0.0,0.15841783693496986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262858362920866,0.0,0.08662382639607835,0.0,0.0,0.09253924767488564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819466804970865,0.0,0.0,0.06181996632246437
socialanxiety,ravenmelior,2019/09/01,"First job in FIVE years! Not sure if I can make it... I've had anxiety that affects my ability to drive as well as my ability to do new things for the majority of my adult life (now 37 years old) that got progressively worse around three years ago. I avoided new experiences alone and stopped driving for a time. I finally found a job where I don't have to drive a lot, which has been difficult considering my degree (Human Services). My concern is centered that moment of having to walk into orientation, knowing absolutely no one. The drive to the orientation location is also stressful and I'm just picturing the amount of traffic at that time of day. I'm already trying to plan my route in case I have to pull overThis will be my first job after having graduated college and I feel like that is adding additional stress on the situation. I've had CBT previously but this huge milestone makes me feel like I'm regressing. I've had to decline a few job offers within the last few months because I was not ready and I'm scared to fail again.",5.244690831556504,6.476878149253729,6.21227078891258,76.09533582089554,68.50248756218906,9.52395167022033,31.770078180525946,9.784248007369934,3.075166027007818,832,35,156,19,14,276,125,201,0.14,0.795,0.065,-0.9071,4,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,7,10,0,4,10,0,18,1,0,3,1,23,29,9,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,9,7,0,2,4,0,0,6,4,6,1,5,7,2,15,4,25,20,5,36,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,2,22,100,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502426216387712,0.0,0.0,0.13439205285030645,0.14319320173797134,0.10376889109074508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09926591661906067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551376151959587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910038944488744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368435713603127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693001504860105,0.0,0.0,0.1312209402180959,0.1854009003901045,0.0,0.14214555378562,0.0,0.22074729430617868,0.0,0.1422749586367208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378079175796136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5150664455525497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131261037521748,0.10577158222155338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165320707950482,0.12678819937838065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103171692524512,0.0,0.0,0.17323139145956273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357306024206596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506457094366149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361611161523685,0.0,0.08792862064628504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299122290199403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458554883434243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848503014854002,0.2972788992069941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229710639411318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862066668314152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132800354878387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809840854168814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666967285857162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223635491000466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506832331705286
socialanxiety,ilovejseegos,2019/09/01,"ok im new here on this sub reddit I deal with alot of social anxiety where it hard to go to school or talk to anyone so my life suck I deal with social anxiety, depression",1.9218018018018024,3.25373775675676,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,76.83783783783784,8.176576576576577,20.44144144144144,8.841846274778883,1.1563225225225229,135,3,30,3,3,47,29,37,0.27899999999999997,0.669,0.053,-0.8158,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,7,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,1,2,1,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670645501504311,0.0,0.0,0.16775227873034795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946781535273628,0.20663613748730206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363477053964248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149143232693944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591464845658551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945717307778735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317088224112077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428040853341888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4891208132445817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928324423948296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,socialskillfordumdum,2019/09/01,"Backed out of going out with friends again and feeling crappy about it I got invited to go drinking this weekend a few days ago and hesitantly agreed to it. All today, I tried to get myself mentally prepared to go because I didn't want to disappoint my friends and also I thought it might actually be fun. But when it got later, I backed out and said I was tired.

I don't want to be that friend that never goes to anything and I don't want to miss out on having fun, but I also don't want to force myself to go out if I'm not feeling up to it. I guess it'll just be another uneventful night at home for me :/",5.1638205980066445,4.289879069767444,6.4157475083056505,81.88813953488375,68.37984496124031,9.541971207087485,31.606866002214844,8.841846274778883,2.3038540420819493,476,17,105,7,7,162,75,129,0.107,0.7240000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.5907,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,1,0,11,2,0,0,2,27,29,11,0,5,5,0,2,0,3,2,1,1,1,0,9,11,1,0,3,2,0,4,6,2,0,0,6,3,14,5,23,18,2,23,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,3,11,76,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.15391690937669952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398137517660947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522653517974162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538848085984226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979428780483698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24256167532381875,0.0,0.0961477344552969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171961736779304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451051518396253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950106192402996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655739772656916,0.0,0.08240483555696894,0.0,0.3585551523195933,0.0,0.25229428268383497,0.0,0.1737519389782325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821109830721067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894976617592188,0.16732136676076562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164729202933396,0.0,0.0,0.1480142870391794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003265359149992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252160819635871,0.0,0.1812817576274469,0.14950491741894742,0.0,0.0,0.10708496443373668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721213146976928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mlbphilly77,2019/09/01,"closest prescription to Phenibut I kill presentations and social settings with Phenibut. I'm talking from remembering information and clearly delivering out to clients. I don't turn red, I don't stumble and I feel really good. 

I just don't want to keep getting sketchy ass ""nootropics"" based off of Russian research. I'd like more documentation.  Would beta blockers be the closest thing to phenibut?",6.145966386554623,9.515080823529411,5.725042016806729,71.31911764705887,71.64705882352942,8.003361344537815,42.067226890756295,8.841846274778883,4.629081512605042,328,22,48,7,7,101,50,68,0.135,0.745,0.12,-0.2568,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,1,14,11,3,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,9,9,1,6,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,0,2,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544111314171686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709474226484901,0.0,0.0,0.2744381140429887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908285690260621,0.3619960498157253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985238943975005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961138315472966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706514903892738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333537101836904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629893156656248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737577702342425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558974089516975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298982647735696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324320336970975,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,miauc,2019/09/01,"People taking about me Hello you all, I came here to ask advice.
The situation is, i won a scholarship to travel abroad and work in an internship. I am very happy about that, this internship is super important to me. 
The problem is, I told the news to my parents (by phone, because they live in another city and I don’t go there often ) and now everyone in extended family knows, even though a ask them to not talk about that.
Now my sister is helping me with some things like get the fly tickets , etc (for which I am very thankful) but she is doing plans for me to visit another countries  and met family who live there.  I never ask for that, i won’t even have much free time, and in the free time I want to take some courses related to a hobby I am passionate about.
I feel very uncomfortable for people talking about me, my life,even doing plans for me on my back. I am very upset also because this are my news to tell and now it’s not even a surprise. Family always talk about my sister and now my stuff is more of my sister than mine.
What should I do? Now I don’t have desire to talk with them, if I said something to my mom for example she tell everything to my dad and sister, and they reply it to other people. It is awful.

I hope you empathize with me :(
Bye

Ps: sorry if my English it’s not correct.",3.542368421052629,4.522092409774436,5.130150375939851,83.21748120300752,72.27067669172932,8.15639097744361,24.90225563909775,8.532816995589336,1.5717774436090224,1015,29,207,17,19,344,132,266,0.076,0.8,0.124,0.9071,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,4,5,21,12,0,1,10,1,21,1,0,0,3,34,38,14,0,7,6,7,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,15,13,0,0,2,2,3,4,7,2,0,0,5,2,43,12,36,31,6,18,0,0,0,1,33,5,0,6,11,162,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316771872293548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442914913580926,0.08784775202905204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141144023732826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29609813556479403,0.0,0.0,0.08118148495078502,0.0,0.12871639095194348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075090415843093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177452315421601,0.27892800763991826,0.0,0.0,0.10088246414754956,0.09488496873989882,0.0,0.29858318280018664,0.0,0.053382435790541236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515914176226897,0.0,0.06000131649651661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238769515227423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076541770975586,0.0,0.0,0.1048608644060924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802184983713375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457150411797044,0.05157913745371392,0.0,0.18645121716174026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236494231925667,0.0,0.0,0.07761056295754831,0.0,0.0814267776968424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722973734286365,0.0,0.0,0.21957947167731945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102204553654698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004270241241088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118671931907361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127762061343723,0.0,0.11818377246456238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085934716621995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587601387823028,0.3394322001470767,0.18455628623047932,0.0972002653842888,0.0,0.0,0.07014005309207469,0.0,0.10372795777367436,0.0,0.12312451685420445,0.0,0.0,0.10088246414754956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484452752046698,0.06227150449193535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686064009774493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlpacaScarf,2019/01/25,"Tell me about your social anxiety I never really talked to anyone about my anxiety. Even less to those who have social anxiety. I just want to know how mine is compared to yours. If you're reading this please don't skip, but leave a comment so we can all talk about how we are doing and support each other.

- what are your symptoms?

- when was your low point, and how was it?

- what are you doing to cope with it, and how has it been so far?

- do you do therapy/meds, which?

- any other comments?",0.8204761904761888,3.255689040816325,2.2847959183673474,93.22746598639458,87.16326530612245,5.3074829931972785,18.37074829931973,6.816661863887847,0.1651605442176871,378,10,79,5,12,122,67,98,0.067,0.845,0.087,0.4578,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,6,0,0,12,2,0,0,1,0,15,1,0,4,2,18,18,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,13,1,9,15,3,5,0,1,0,0,16,3,0,1,2,67,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367479107368156,0.0,0.4848762332852776,0.0,0.0,0.1477289539445829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395456753674021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116111656051998,0.0,0.0,0.2237105696802578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294892410181938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23191738688650804,0.19972392431757796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133297734708836,0.0,0.1353486895011126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307381493714023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397532776425021,0.0,0.21959645549588652,0.0,0.33963097511609136,0.1846643642798248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246159426440863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jennydaman,2019/01/25,I'm venmoing a friend every time I sit alone at the dining hall. $0.50 for every time I chicken out of talking to strangers.,3.0042307692307686,4.311914807692311,4.456923076923079,86.26307692307695,74.0,6.7384615384615385,28.384615384615394,7.1686216300943375,1.5228307692307697,99,4,20,1,2,33,22,26,0.083,0.785,0.132,0.29600000000000004,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057605850000873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6601744059168163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026842724312549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31489377922802864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4568941239051089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Amirito,2019/01/25,"I signed up for my college trip, and I'm going alone. The choice was easier when I made it a week ago, but now that the trip starts in a few hours, I'm so afraid it feels like I'm about to throw up. I'm going anyway, and damn it I'm going to have a great time and get to know new people, and who cares what happens. I have nothing to lose. ",4.037727272727274,2.4398750779220784,5.249967532467533,91.70923701298705,70.94805194805195,8.21948051948052,23.14610389610389,5.985473137389443,0.21243116883116864,259,3,68,1,4,87,50,77,0.062,0.722,0.21600000000000005,0.9279,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,18,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,3,9,16,1,17,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,9,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21944417993527585,0.0,0.0,0.25639420129934504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524006718748343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251721640060173,0.17685463823016484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129338218401815,0.0,0.42207672905081467,0.0,0.0,0.2729322626904142,0.0,0.0,0.21891367409644774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437935964312284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605075145396575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094375532015655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769527536076487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23424424419852555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390919147268687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375374408112935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716247253372062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752219879537086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435236973175836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857514474204802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,daryaspotter,2019/01/25,"Living with a stranger, hiding in my room I work in a career where I travel for contract work. I end up in one place for about three months and then move on to the next place. My employer is required to provide me with housing, just every employer is different. The last few places I have lived, I have had my own apartment which is perfect for me. At the end of the day, I love going home to be alone. 

But this current job, my employer was unable to provide me with my own place. I was placed with what I (and my employer) thought was a couple in their 40s. Turns out that the woman doesn’t actually live here, just is on the lease. So it is just me (25yo female) and a 40s make who is a stranger to me. I have no issue with the opposite sex, but as someone who already is uncomfortable by strangers (and has a history of abuse from a male ex), it is very uncomfortable for me to be in this living environment. 

I am gripped with anxiety, and have basically made myself a schedule where I cook and leave the house before my housemate gets up, and then I return to the house when I expect him to be at work. Side note, I don’t have a car so I have to get creative. Today, he got up earlier than I anticipated and I didn’t get to leave the house when I normally do. Because today is his day off, I planned to spend my entire afternoon before work in a coffee shop to get work done (eat lunch there, and I packed myself dinner yesterday so that I wouldn’t have to cook in front of him). Well, didn’t happen. I had just gotten out of the shower and back into my bedroom when his alarm went off. I’ve been essentially stuck in my dark room for four and a half hours now. I’m starving, and I cannot bring myself to leave my room. I hate feeling this way and I don’t know how to make this better. I haven’t seen him in a week and I know it will be such an awkward interaction when I do have to leave my room (I have to go to work in a little over two hours). Gah, does anyone else ever get themselves into situations like this? I went for an 8 mile run this morning and didn’t even have time to eat anything afterwards except a protein shake. I’m so hungry! Why do I do this to myself.....",3.9848642862604144,4.316795155210645,5.205549353926144,85.4406873614191,70.84035476718405,8.171909167367536,26.63819863903968,8.104835398774808,1.4171108035782551,1689,50,371,22,29,563,211,451,0.098,0.853,0.048,-0.9479,8,1,0,0,1,0,55.0,0,0,1,10,24,9,1,3,27,0,46,8,0,4,2,46,73,29,0,3,7,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,7,2,16,25,6,1,4,4,2,11,10,4,1,5,18,3,59,5,66,49,3,79,0,0,1,2,14,39,0,0,29,265,75,13,0.0,0.09079107055966024,0.07477739728889568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936299196459662,0.08456036408323657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861983633639292,0.0,0.0,0.05357973751592157,0.07851394065425388,0.06305791263816035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892182618596398,0.0,0.04671141960234408,0.0,0.13040873631246522,0.0,0.0,0.06777080659597791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478688367453349,0.0,0.09883681098832388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005943987933065,0.0,0.0,0.06705725144294382,0.0784165484707562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681814809251765,0.06401245298789249,0.0,0.13573846136226114,0.0,0.0,0.05061174846247244,0.06931397089662067,0.06456198311129377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03874517206651856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017355961483496,0.0,0.08709836100386772,0.0,0.061286020770444566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776145509614179,0.0,0.0,0.07565380307653778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686364156829789,0.0,0.15092532620893648,0.3536714389157603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799792132500856,0.07604098105628262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422495235617483,0.06246164897326122,0.0,0.3245498809258989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03743633137176665,0.07680089700121871,0.2706539851155863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915932060417468,0.0725068038819491,0.10229891750916743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116334837816284,0.08144291754525053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149422749125143,0.0,0.07507869142398002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192478473099886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002971993966533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613253316611648,0.0,0.0,0.06492624158196701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083368452412241,0.04468211800826435,0.0,0.14526784161341244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833487280519548,0.0748539440386265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322572182984995,0.0,0.060823351680883986,0.061465967391876514,0.0,0.06889733517130231,0.14206894117840926,0.06914441021946156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347144447377444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Saving_Is_Golden,2019/01/25,"Speaking of presentations or group projects, Group projects - is it worse to see your only friend and/or the person you know team up with someone *you* don't know, or know absolutely *no one* at all?  

On one hand, it's nerve-wracking to feel lonely because you're a stranger to everyone in your group, but then it's also nerve-wracking when your friend knows someone, and it's even worse when they get along better than your friend does with you, but then at least you know them, but *oh god what if your friend ditches you because you did something wrong and then you'll truly not know anybody and oh god now I'm overthinking a simple project why me why this anxiety why isn't the ground opening up and swallowing me whole-*

I'm out of high school BUT I STILL HAVE *THE DREAMS.*",2.2878652123100918,4.932733470198676,2.174779898714455,95.29093494351385,81.84768211920529,5.142345149980524,22.789637709388394,6.522977012572876,0.43251351772497104,618,21,127,6,17,183,90,151,0.087,0.7440000000000001,0.16899999999999998,0.9258,0,2,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,12,2,2,6,7,0,0,5,0,6,2,1,0,1,25,17,17,0,1,8,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,6,9,1,0,7,2,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,4,17,5,16,15,3,18,0,1,1,0,24,10,0,3,8,76,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248882305910184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076074535729232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714947441115245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440573669511873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309587542970668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290714053970854,0.0,0.0,0.13441032836900585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112386463171362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347061393953845,0.0,0.07349105138803452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861907130359125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638310109741144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063491853374934,0.10698118985643114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282224055707057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423593170694755,0.11209086969914007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383680325070596,0.10828989723848782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233432535702023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807817137096959,0.15704615540482098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286696943045174,0.0,0.15379382867078248,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lannn12345,2019/01/25,"Worried about following up about a date So I started talking to this guy through a dating app and we talked a little bit and I think the conversation really flowed well and he asked me out and I said yes but that we’d have to wait a bit until I get back to the city. However, now I’m back and I’m sooo nervous to follow up and plan it. I’ve never been on a date and I’m in my 20s and I just keep talking myself out of texting him. However, I’ve wanted a boyfriend for so long and I feel like I’ll hate myself if I don’t go out with him but also the thought of meeting him is giving me the most anxiety.

Has anyone gone through something similar to this? Any advice? ",-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,2.198055555555559,93.5525,90.25,5.1444444444444475,20.5,6.691623216298621,0.3675999999999999,522,18,117,7,18,179,90,144,0.08900000000000001,0.8390000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.5041,3,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,1,11,4,1,1,10,1,6,0,0,0,1,26,25,16,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,14,0,2,3,0,0,5,2,2,1,0,4,2,17,2,21,20,3,23,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,2,11,80,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770599522280603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542888181221572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236672143064808,0.0,0.1391181027785134,0.0,0.0,0.1271568106708981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17000929656258626,0.0,0.0,0.2796695857080598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970757657084911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195103853223742,0.1299168052549211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501140767514828,0.17445129184080194,0.10335203486787604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006442709241835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954355060955848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16164052845729904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884486414361746,0.18226586340474613,0.0,0.16093540348648971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025730865740949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650057233806227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298515940986886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000038615995433,0.0,0.0,0.12871746601147016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385029858501169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652494360847122,0.0,0.14437206421827556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107262424881948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350892726011168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18468195009374724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AlPacinoismydad,2019/01/25,"I absolutely have to get a job asap. My only option is waitressing and I'M TERRIFIED!!! Basically I gotta get a job immediately. My dad is super sick and he let's me live with him, and I need a job rn.

I've applied places for weeks, with nothing back. I think my absolute only option right now is being a waitress. It's an older restaurant.. And I'm scared to death.

I don't wanna mess with a register and I don't know how to interact with people as much as I'd need to.

I'm positive I have no other option unless a miracle happens.

Anyone have advice??? 😭",0.25354679802955715,2.525693517241379,3.917290640394089,81.73534482758622,87.9655172413793,6.762561576354681,21.216748768472904,7.957251820313856,1.4313197044334984,432,15,86,10,14,160,73,116,0.159,0.725,0.11599999999999999,-0.7218,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,7,0,10,1,0,1,0,19,21,9,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,12,1,13,18,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,54,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194541206851525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920317869012852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308222622173406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802487716422846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604808047535478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5926762670648551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941058725343876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357544071768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757935779456026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634861339461933,0.2952344419059288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910251183187052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30282256762475035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801880390721288,0.0,0.20799893825613447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001544758591172,0.0,0.0,0.19931640692561806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127564087691447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969204850379215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Random173663,2019/01/25,"Sober self vs drunk self socializing I have some form of social anxiety, never tried alcohol. And was wondering what's the difference like when you have social anxiety talking to people sober and the difference talking to people when you're buzzed.

Like for example say you get extremely nervous talking to a random girl in public or your crush. Does a drink or two dissolve your nervousness enough to give you confidence to approach her?

I know it's is not good to be dependent on alcohol for social situations. But I just want to know what it is like when you drink and you have anxiety in social situations and how that can help.",7.538424908424907,8.159646871794873,7.771306471306469,69.11615384615386,63.188034188034194,12.155799755799755,35.51770451770452,11.765960540728905,4.600996092796093,512,22,86,16,7,167,70,117,0.128,0.755,0.11800000000000001,0.1781,0,0,4,0,0,0,7.0,0,7,0,0,5,6,0,2,4,0,8,5,0,2,1,19,14,11,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,4,5,0,3,3,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,1,11,4,13,12,3,8,0,0,0,0,23,3,0,6,7,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250395371130645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688582089162605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447935597462908,0.0,0.0,0.10251872428949073,0.0,0.0,0.2295247335111349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104723054573742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061206021799626274,0.11238092175087253,0.0,0.0982598329388258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852315247525725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876511463111526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717006670446828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035327547817976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243407107572316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316235463977644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444259269987215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26336293927960197,0.0,0.5970981840419699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824821141784181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953713666490292,0.0,0.11443849376090727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909808491683353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704414032751588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IrrelevantLurking,2019/01/25,"Chaos Theory, Metaphysics, & Social Anxiety Anyone else afraid of going out some days knowingly fully that because of your interactions with various people that it can ultimately lead to their deaths or bad other things? Do you just ignore this and go through your day without thinking of all the possible outcomes from each action you did?",15.889137931034483,11.665809293103447,13.420000000000005,50.50000000000002,50.89655172413793,16.427586206896553,49.68965517241379,13.816669648895859,6.850179310344826,281,12,38,7,2,87,53,58,0.179,0.821,0.0,-0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,1,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,13,7,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,9,6,4,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,2,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30174074451097826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304193138730085,0.0,0.0,0.19472471226484733,0.2853430272616729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325251639089395,0.169763200852675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592023864461337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326403052222948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165413656641768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304927173451574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930679466580046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139524533678936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28388261054533376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501450876342146,0.17844334091205827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268451704866583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,greytickIes,2019/01/25,Always thought my social anxiety was pretty well hidden Then yesterday someone called me an insecure socially awkward freak😋can I get an F,4.59106666666667,7.93123104,6.068000000000001,66.40066666666667,78.6,9.733333333333334,36.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,5.283933333333334,116,7,15,4,3,39,24,25,0.223,0.584,0.193,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26390236515194265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426263829500029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238556218034418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570290798107234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32266554299838696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6466089612546987,0.2687284738082921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25178945831423344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851647543261584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Resident_Pineapple,2019/01/25,"Im no longer suffering from social anxiety but I miss an important part of it. Anyone else have experience with this? Title basically, I'm no longer socially anxious (or anxious in general for that matter), its been actually a few weeks now actually, but here's the thing, I no longer remember conversations I have with people in great detail. Let me explain, before, no matter what kind of social interaction it was, I would always remember what I said, how I said, what the other(s) said etc, you know, business as usual and would probably replay the whole thing in my head later. Now that doesn't happen anymore unless its like a new situation or I meet somebody new where I have to be on 'high alert', for example, I remember in great detail everything that transpired between my doctor and I the other day, or I met somebody today so I also remember everything, but when I'm with my friends, talking, drinking coffee and whatnot, I don't really remember what was said unless I deemed it important I guess? and honestly I miss this, I didnt realize this type of memory came with this (btw as Im typing this I hope these things are related and its not like dementia or sthg), being able to recall everything that was said, especially since Im the kinda guy that thinks before opening his mouth and Im very cautious about what I say and I would take notice what other would say (maybe this is universal for all the anxious ppl). Right now if I want to remember I have to like backtrack kinda and it would never be in order of how it happened nor in great detail. Does anyone else have any experience with this?


Tldr. no longer anxious, dont remember as much as before when it comes to social interactions, miss it.",5.733080808080808,6.907334586419758,6.906722783389447,71.77570707070709,67.33333333333333,10.211896745230078,31.08529741863075,10.33465798735191,3.4477395061728378,1362,53,233,35,22,460,163,324,0.098,0.765,0.138,0.9706,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,0,12,14,0,0,9,0,24,4,2,2,2,55,46,29,0,8,11,0,0,3,1,5,1,7,0,1,34,16,1,0,11,1,0,2,12,4,0,0,12,7,28,10,33,25,6,27,0,4,0,0,22,11,0,9,16,169,62,3,0.0635972375138974,0.0,0.12412345960352172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085868786281469,0.05291799628003771,0.0,0.0,0.043248302351650274,0.0,0.04865171262483757,0.2873871046269999,0.0630713705262863,0.08893733435828445,0.1303257708136194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234969489935333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273829721850869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05478338883396711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04101495692827458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509446744116873,0.055654371122632315,0.0,0.07453548871877794,0.06230108104242895,0.0,0.0,0.1062546626471699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092773099850765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147128891182994,0.1244206032833847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913506794346844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034853663113007,0.07005952713751362,0.06297126388219687,0.11247765420087434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526911349272567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719397316406679,0.0,0.06316640670245068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747837194230363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622673626414237,0.034951378526190874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503248420263033,0.0,0.09321119348622132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389197313242273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046751287164649984,0.0,0.04905011021604694,0.12284521658078572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240587642922428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886961072199764,0.0,0.044090316853148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685685785190856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04074201885174007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5043029079390542,0.05431169334746624,0.3024776824828328,0.10115015175451048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052608292067214686,0.0714859595854178,0.0,0.2593174986257853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478172078365864,0.05111705049312987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267535360738852,0.04075054185500534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060282744933377035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004337217151893,0.05247438139048647,0.037511298433303183,0.0,0.05101386780741777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100404449597993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588826417993504,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,qcassidyy,2019/01/25,"I did it! Hey guys! So my team has our staff meetings every Friday and there’s a part of the meeting where people can provide political updates for the countries they are working on (I work in the foreign policy field). It’s really only a matter of time before you’re called on to provide an update since our team is only about 20 people.

The first time I got called on to do this was a disaster. I had enough time to prepare my comments, but found myself overthinking the situation and by the time my boss got around the table for me for speak, my heart was going a million miles an hour and my throat had closed up. I made my way through what I’d written in my notebook, but every few seconds I would have to stop, take a deep breath and swallow hard. It was awful and overwhelming and I felt like I wanted to die after finishing up. Plus, I could tell that everyone in the room was wondering what the heck was wrong with me. So humiliating.

Well, this morning my manager messaged me and asked if I could do another update. My stomach dropped and the memories of that first attempt came rushing back. I wanted so badly to say no, but something inside me decided to accept, so I nonchalantly messsged back that I would. I spent all morning preparing my comments and felt just as nervous as before, but about 10 seconds into my spiel, I started feeling a lot more relaxed. I began focusing on the message I was trying to get across instead of my nervousness, and by the minute mark I was almost completely relaxed. I looked over at my manager halfway through, who was present at my first attempt and is well aware of my public speaking dread, and found him barely able to suppress a big smile. Afterwards, he commented multiple times on how well I’d done and how helpful my analysis was.

Feeling like a million bucks right now! It really is all about putting yourself out there and getting more practice. Here’s to much more of that.",5.850589430894308,6.734362842818428,6.267496612466125,77.5123018292683,66.91327913279133,8.96842818428184,34.34518970189702,9.075114841892004,3.1002799457994583,1535,70,273,26,24,496,203,369,0.107,0.7929999999999999,0.1,-0.7111,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,1,9,22,14,0,4,22,1,26,5,4,4,2,53,49,28,1,7,6,0,5,2,0,2,0,3,1,1,13,21,1,2,9,4,2,4,1,6,3,7,24,9,44,8,48,21,10,52,0,1,1,0,26,24,1,4,24,208,57,8,0.1025977591907226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273683561389893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758269617489072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133375766784682,0.09591505516388796,0.0,0.0,0.1577826876718781,0.08566484341298901,0.0,0.0,0.17460627277855456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952756650177173,0.11734450415927232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757179850741803,0.0,0.0,0.16383192451628972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648027594279093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049931288332624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060109113538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288607424650673,0.0980365556371135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375301952913596,0.07329585966585384,0.19701987660053288,0.0,0.0,0.2618088046666172,0.0,0.2249862946784013,0.0,0.0,0.1072061892216074,0.0,0.058308670914376026,0.0,0.1641136010169826,0.0,0.0,0.10158791199553716,0.0,0.0,0.09190743998123442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157883862995675,0.06876911531759577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103812605808897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024816545518876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615627781426664,0.0,0.0,0.08722494593336373,0.0,0.09708048045629776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542115805465482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606043819327645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110337512490656,0.0,0.14225673592043794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313908567791202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145350340669368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876179257642449,0.0,0.08158985608098576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486992661855515,0.11532418000797155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078984767498019,0.0,0.0,0.07261922202296196,0.0,0.0,0.08577632070699168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714074646274957,0.0,0.08967496371198083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29912789226716985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965714379671134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102963317393688,0.0814373257129956,0.0,0.0,0.2767431210240021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126289331494567,0.14938478124852106,0.0,0.0,0.14576500891114286,0.11217454360899116,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,culaterjobin,2019/01/25,What meds do you take for your anxiety? Has it helped you? I take Paxil & Lamictal.  Curious what others are taking and if it's been helping.,0.91,3.4918457142857164,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,91.85714285714286,7.085714285714286,21.285714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.7689714285714282,112,4,21,3,4,38,24,28,0.057999999999999996,0.778,0.16399999999999998,0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447427443441849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24340319106017014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265323189116724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534209690222321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7176845591086547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IgneelSysyphus,2019/01/25,"I'm sick of jealousy. I'm sick from jealousy. 

I really don't know how I managed to get a girlfriend instead (more than one year ago), considering my very low social life and inexistent social skills. I can't stand a second more by her side, being how shit I am. Didn't you ever feel hate from those around you who trats you so condensendig?
I know I'm a piece of shit, I know I'm not worth any fucking one. I've NEVER treat her bad or anything, because I know It's my problem. I'm the one who's broken, and that's what I hate the most.
Leave me, fucking leave me. Every second I'm standing next to you, hearing all your success while I'm telling you I'm very happy for you and laughing makes me fucking ill. I want to throw up If I hear one more word coming out from you. 

Please, please, tell me you felt the same once.",1.3733020231213864,3.1808625260115626,2.8141582369942206,94.14470556358386,79.8092485549133,5.018641618497111,21.795158959537574,5.602791699666715,-0.010097976878612693,639,19,143,3,16,208,100,173,0.237,0.6559999999999999,0.107,-0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,9,0,2,6,14,7,0,6,0,5,9,2,3,3,26,30,9,0,3,3,0,2,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,1,2,5,10,0,6,2,4,27,4,14,27,7,15,0,1,0,3,20,5,5,3,6,84,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842554244784426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317891219761847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065544972582463,0.10888696017114216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212855170921124,0.07456255290886855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053641979437064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064160897485764,0.10305630448867256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061846524185448525,0.0,0.1174423127007609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33923685157554645,0.06390493698028693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020740255568375,0.0,0.24152298271698844,0.0,0.0,0.275717505670145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688861747198569,0.0,0.0,0.25902946082685485,0.0,0.0,0.08639523964536898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816467205902955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433745578659447,0.0,0.1300841999839131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026229402947748,0.33153730216261085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685319507587249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703966463903065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835860888290548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511107428841925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493710304986941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21381873365082302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018466263398692,0.07214500521737427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876734011812075
socialanxiety,apuward,2019/01/25,"Giving up driving There are a couple of things that trigger my anxiety. People rarely get mad at me but when it happens (even when unjustified) it saddens me and entirely ruins my day. Also, i'm living in my parent's home for 20 years and although i know very few neighbors i feel stalked outside, and it's like everyone knows who i am (the building complex is in a dead-end street and all the windows make me anxious). I took my license 3 months ago and i usually drive as safely as i can. My problem comes from some drivers. The other day i was honked at while stopping at the stop sign. Today i was leaving school's parking lot when i gave way to 2 other students - one looked at me in complete disgust while passing by, the other laughed at me (i even considered if i made some mistake). An hour later i parked in my street and went home. I occasionally heard some honks outside and it made me realize i was missing something. I found someone pulling my windshield wipers up. So i parked a bit more inclined to the road side than to the sidewalk (these are small streets and people usually park in the sidewalk) and other car couldn't pass to the end of the street. I could barely handle the looks while closing the wipers and parking again. This is probably the stupidest reason to stop driving but i can't picture myself inside that car ever again. I've made some other minor mistakes but my impression of being stalked has risen even more. Most people in my country are not rude but the looks i get while walking outside are somewhat the opposite to the anger i feel from some drivers. The truth is that i can't deal with mistakes that require to be solved socially and i found it through a terribly expensive experience.",6.045121565242411,6.782948105740186,6.100345274061287,79.39980866062439,66.43202416918429,8.359142569414473,35.39936699755431,8.269060116576782,2.861024917278089,1377,65,247,17,21,436,180,331,0.14300000000000002,0.782,0.075,-0.9788,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,12,16,4,0,22,0,19,0,0,6,3,57,43,28,0,7,6,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,18,14,0,5,9,0,1,12,4,11,0,1,12,6,38,5,32,27,13,58,0,2,3,0,8,21,0,9,25,176,56,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749506507205533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879549635791917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413822282488723,0.12425174234134387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007513251792185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474233748683276,0.11531717839505028,0.0,0.0,0.08781407175667225,0.12169630891321355,0.0,0.14186245042574552,0.1133897040480528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19482812682155015,0.0,0.0,0.21793216268580334,0.09948772792047132,0.0,0.10509537938850848,0.0,0.10758643301818677,0.0,0.0,0.11122343986134478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24118574793635555,0.0,0.0,0.11492524452558164,0.10550763252112022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725937095935247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206478422864754,0.0,0.10831306875043792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088975765972615,0.0,0.0,0.11645823285155132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053733114719539295,0.0,0.09711876871089613,0.0,0.2770790949788621,0.0,0.0,0.09350531264012188,0.0,0.31221139477418186,0.07341584055897009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778897649980595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452868143063662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221253250083574,0.0,0.0,0.2287492487108987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858243064765825,0.10524078978422208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308289645321043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131069032010099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121158552526986,0.09318993233037304,0.08467182524081837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27585715069244005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730691458850608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042529183877266,0.0,0.12219738022757587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24226587461034696,0.09074914233906904,0.0,0.0873009724441274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195719551969948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082673304643984
socialanxiety,discoodeaky,2019/01/25,"tried to order from mcdonalds i got hungry, so i decided to buy myself some food from mcdonalds. i placed my order online, etc, then the number called just to verify my order. 
i panicked and didn’t answer the call.

right now i’m on the toilet , mortified.

the order is still not verified, but it’s still there.
what’ll happen?

Skshdjdhfhd im never doing this again

",1.8371746031746028,4.586504114285717,3.963333333333335,80.50055555555558,86.42857142857142,7.1111111111111125,17.777777777777782,8.167268648758528,1.3684444444444437,288,7,49,7,9,98,53,70,0.032,0.9490000000000001,0.019,-0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,8,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,6,4,2,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529193839493215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889943164082545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133365450731939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072469701367439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22914452731943202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27990086541908704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985417370723846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707318265609713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212924405019526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4138771886024063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592974513738247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JCatherine,2019/01/25,"Tips for Adults with Social Anxiety? Hi All,

I've suffered from SA most of my life, with the worst of it being in my teen years and a brief respite during college which I surprisingly rocked - I'm inclined to give alcohol the credit for that one. As an adult now, however, most of my close friends have left the city I live in and I have very few contacts. I want to meet new people and make new circles of friends, but have no idea how to do it and get extreme anxiety over trying to insert myself into pre-existing groups or reaching out to acquaintances. Does anyone have any tips of how they have overcome SA as an adult to meet new friends? ",6.5185151856018,6.134103078740162,6.351856017997752,81.83732283464569,65.45669291338582,9.461867266591675,33.103487064116976,8.841846274778883,2.5391156355455564,509,19,102,7,7,160,85,127,0.08199999999999999,0.807,0.111,0.4295,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,6,0,7,2,0,3,1,19,12,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,4,9,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,9,5,23,11,5,13,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,3,5,65,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116549564148467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280059535933698,0.0,0.2879978417583036,0.0,0.0,0.13161797892108662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647253293150363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362886553907955,0.0,0.09834478693410996,0.18057173918655056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124939028562883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451739693998244,0.0,0.13295563436149144,0.0,0.0,0.16621456244193872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256480284582446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5453943243233739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127552607367211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049814087802394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188142591783366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779890815754386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531322303695208,0.1110256187037878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121688319124255
socialanxiety,Lucky_Wanderer,2019/01/25,"I feel like nobody really likes me or would not like me after an extended period of time I am 30 years old and have been doing pretty well for the last year or so. However, when I took up a new job a two months ago, I began to have bouts of an intense feeling of isolation.

Mostly, I am at ease with isolation and tend to prefer individual activities to group activities. 

However, lately I feel like nobody really wants to interact with me. I have a few friends who I see here and there-or speak to over the phone- but I cannot seem to penetrate a space for a meaningful conversation with my colleagues, which makes me feel lonely in a city that is isolating in itself. Work friends a requisite to a rich social life in a very atomized society. 

In my previous workplace, I was able to connect well with a few very interesting people, given that the though my team was larger, the overall capacity of the office was much smaller. Here, as the place is so large, people tend to stick to small cliques that are permeated by a shared nationality, religion etc. 

I work in a foreign team that focuses on the country my parents are from. I can speak the language and understand the culture, but a Londoner like myself cannot form cordial bonds with folk who so culturally different to me- in fact.

​

A few Londoners work here (I think) but they do not know that I am a Londoner also, as I work in a foreign market. So they never really speak to me either. 

This feeling also induced a return of some forms of anxiety I felt were in the past. I am not complaining or feel like in any way shape or form I will be my old self- but lately, I am having trouble contriving a smile in the midst of loneliness.

As for romantic or sexual relationships: I see myself as plain looking and sloppy dressed over a belly that is the lovechild of my anti-depressants. So I do not pretend that I can be attractive in anyway to anyone.

Anyway, I am in no way hysterical and do not want anyone to feel sorry for me. I am looking for solutions... what sha'll I do? Meditation and anti-anxiety techniques only go so far as to motivate me to go out, but cannot resolve an issue placating a facet of life fundamental to human health. 

​

I have thought of attending meetups (through [meetup.com](https://meetup.com)), going to bars by myself (I dislike drinking though). I do not know what else to do. 

​

Looking for ideas... Thank you.",6.468389355742296,6.989762623093682,7.48774587612823,70.57664215686276,65.47058823529412,11.001587301587305,34.25778089013383,10.839040174865172,3.9249924680983512,1920,82,338,51,28,649,223,459,0.063,0.7929999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.9871,5,4,1,0,0,0,79.0,0,1,2,8,18,19,0,0,35,0,38,5,0,3,2,58,69,33,0,4,17,1,8,6,2,2,3,3,0,2,14,13,2,0,20,5,1,5,11,3,2,1,10,16,48,16,68,55,11,49,0,1,5,0,25,24,0,8,24,258,62,9,0.07943279224349663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041237762342673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704475051769373,0.0,0.25819619162747565,0.2895586107846602,0.0540170225920877,0.0,0.1215317372983233,0.0,0.0,0.11108251048212978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841534756531299,0.0,0.0,0.08299036148643422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781389601878691,0.0,0.0,0.0663559053261639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858856046185848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28114524512670713,0.17024040795052905,0.07626793727900741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273915649152975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354304590841842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443334371001396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966995385020549,0.0,0.08290719781489317,0.07882478962075838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730837054008989,0.06474832743200366,0.1792072989991242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221146053666098,0.2328410999091413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011061947381567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302200562827434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340249693571652,0.0,0.05839224195318535,0.0,0.06126346625449676,0.07671668572582714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670270685133298,0.0,0.0,0.06041221787988382,0.0,0.0,0.08820071554921112,0.0,0.0758275882042061,0.11013739324072784,0.0,0.08299036148643422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081170631592341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266004211222384,0.0,0.0,0.08528109197687128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659530243957262,0.07231263077144137,0.0828657259582502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097172848484199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891850765810927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313104296560448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508973259140574,0.15608463015384166,0.06306076431234242,0.04631789993877701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825275489398822,0.0,0.0,0.0775942959857599,0.08269233807335652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310807449517183,0.09370303779579288,0.12610010638149075,0.0,0.0,0.14283923944350738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313120751730209,0.0,0.0,0.05642677657163313,0.0,0.2895586107846602,0.10230422779683827
socialanxiety,bootyeater99,2019/01/25,"A party where I don't know anyone... Hey guys,

​

Tonight I (19M) have a party where I don't know anyone, my roommate invited me to go with her as her friend told her that she can bring someone along if she wants to. I am very introverted and shit at small talk and approaching people. I am good when someone approaches me or when I am already friends with someone, but when it comes to strangers I have no idea how to approach the situation. I am also quiet complexed about my looks, even though no one has ever made me feel like like I am ugly, I just always thought I am below average when it comes to looks. All my friends really like my personality and think I am interesting, empathetic, funny and easy to talk to. And even though I know that at some level, I fail to be self confident. When I am in a strange place, I feel everyone is looking and judging me, my looks and think I am a loser to be seen alone. 

I would like any tips as to how I can meet new people in the party tonight, any things I can keep in mind or be sure of, I really wanna start improving myself in this and even though I really wanted to tell her no, I said yes because this is the only way I will get over this fear. So any tips or advise would be greatly appreciated. ",7.277705882352944,5.380869603921571,7.875539215686272,76.44742647058824,64.72549019607844,11.009803921568627,33.79901960784313,9.725611199111238,2.878078431372549,979,32,206,16,12,328,133,255,0.11699999999999999,0.6609999999999999,0.222,0.9828,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,20,15,1,1,7,1,26,1,1,3,3,43,51,27,0,6,6,0,2,4,3,3,0,2,0,3,8,13,0,1,10,0,0,7,5,4,0,1,5,9,40,11,27,39,2,31,0,2,5,0,20,13,1,5,14,146,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445349456911797,0.11129400885580487,0.08065226382146018,0.08391793764701436,0.1092743949407824,0.12254767118733975,0.205750893564394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103779817501555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147917175206559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375219514859974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983775292330488,0.09122748907757823,0.0,0.09636955005076847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348788353787535,0.10198881165757996,0.07204954285346793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233756785469062,0.0,0.052691631967293984,0.0,0.0573171950356598,0.08459087524639633,0.0,0.11119100383001948,0.0,0.0998605194356788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138509815685412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964295388182836,0.0,0.0,0.16627883574710392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970871076721964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33876513400749025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954297318942538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018329772101332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740464444937036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834073521725972,0.07670339962310115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983781399959472,0.08806112002209435,0.1053701235504421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938274181539761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593448385264404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521187793289924,0.0,0.10352435564696062,0.0,0.11336321706853948,0.0,0.0,0.2563577552179689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138441070180128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505294299496382,0.0,0.0,0.1621239562163823,0.08815013795191946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700238157480051,0.12924531051302873,0.2972632568841822,0.08006617163443723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636955005076847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321444830014557,0.1189716551747806,0.08005257207677981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432864326028528,0.0,0.12254767118733975,0.0
socialanxiety,svetloona,2019/01/25,"I suggested to be a part of our class role play but now I think I’m too anxious to do it. Last Wednesday, our teacher grouped our class to perform a role play that has something to do with communication. 

My group mates all agreed to this scenario where there’s a funeral and all the family members are grieving when I suddenly thought of a fun idea... and that is to be “the SEXY mistress” of the man who died.  It was supposed to be a joke because I thought they wouldn’t take me seriously but... I ended up with the role. 

And here I actually thought it was okay because I really love dressing up and putting on makeup... but now I’m too anxious about it. It’s days before the performance but I can’t stop thinking about it lmaooo

I hope I wing it though, wish me luck haha :/",3.3665384615384615,4.764211038461539,4.381282051282053,86.80538461538465,73.23076923076924,7.507692307692308,30.30769230769231,8.07648339933343,1.9766769230769228,606,27,128,9,12,197,92,156,0.13699999999999998,0.624,0.239,0.9676,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,1,2,11,11,0,0,10,2,12,1,0,0,2,23,23,10,3,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,1,6,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,17,9,17,14,3,14,0,1,0,1,14,4,0,2,9,87,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.18050736597918973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179346067077695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22551614844235615,0.0,0.15739874845800111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192925473479585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197319663439225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383153874632286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743764692716248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837203334268988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088124654904484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077801768522414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694572488181125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030817811796225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859493676197386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849870332478928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240156843851176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546460537959647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907698452221978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370469851861279,0.1817354367218389,0.4405446787817922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127102934371215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Msndjie,2019/01/25,"I’m taking an online course and we have group works ALL THE TIME So i’ve been studying at an online school for almost 2 years now, and the first year we had maybe 3 group works, prefect amount in my opinion. Especially since most of us have jobs or other things we have to do during the day, and having to set a time to meet when everyone works different hours is really hard.  

But this year since late October we have not done anything except group works all the time, we have done almost 20 now... and i think that’s really insane for an online course that should be mostly individual work.  

Before this, everything went great for me at this school. The few group works we had last year was really hard for me but i managed to do it. However, now it has completely taken over my studying and i have only done one of the group works so far and i completely stopped doing any work because i got so incredibly anxious and stressed about all the group assignments we were having almost everyday, and the worst part for me is that our teachers has to partake in every single group discussion... which for me makes it a million times worse. My anxiety and even my depression got worse from all the stress caused by thig.  And it’s not stopping either, the group assignments are just rolling in and only 1 assignment for the past 2 months has been individual..  

Yesterday i messaged all my teachers (i didn’t mention my anxiety, i just told them i’ve been having some person issues lately) and all of them said that i had to do the assignments otherwise i couldn’t pass the whole course... so i have totally fucked everything up and i have no idea what to do. I worked so hard for this course but doing all these crazy many group meetings and especially with the teacher also listening... it makes my anxiety go crazy.  

And honestly, it’s really weird in my opinion that we have so many group works, this is not normal for online school at all and i have no idea what’s going on with them.  ",5.0465791776028,6.347199572178479,5.4298687664042005,81.26655293088366,69.02624671916011,9.004024496937882,26.972003499562554,9.348350401419415,2.202829221347332,1571,49,300,32,27,501,174,381,0.165,0.815,0.02,-0.9954,3,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,10,0,3,11,15,8,1,2,19,0,41,1,0,3,9,65,56,28,0,3,11,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,22,26,0,2,3,0,0,4,7,6,0,3,18,5,39,2,35,35,19,40,0,1,0,1,32,11,1,9,24,216,61,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066949931286856,0.0,0.0,0.0587434765543783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995322809081667,0.0,0.1685830401847882,0.08298541680933821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060448790515462016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477865980792351,0.0,0.0625064329989239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546049683608741,0.0,0.0,0.15403637702078052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737363982322747,0.0,0.06326834204932978,0.0,0.0,0.07674685233907022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22551581458085215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851760631508447,0.0,0.061890627663999526,0.07019123996934835,0.13203669570492205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062482423061539276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790974369121801,0.0,0.0,0.08349452682924212,0.0,0.11750042702291826,0.08098651937415986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740892974362495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234027456500923,0.0,0.0,0.16584785471787325,0.0,0.07666994521509321,0.07289466368539066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987719821461479,0.16572522239968301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980661359654324,0.1489475852933644,0.07379735465927388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058632616885867975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197219032773215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977631360517204,0.11173460344213748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795466916816546,0.07012294694110112,0.0,0.06413975373117478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882335490566293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987435734512715,0.0,0.0,0.2230269899839099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152865523987898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228265573245614,0.16828931929518284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523046593378806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880151708871827,0.047068231616489736,0.0,0.0,0.17133329526890745,0.0,0.0,0.07019123996934835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835963651979235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809530560681827,0.0,0.0820120337033955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534775164235476,0.0,0.14971776478750706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921540583167548
socialanxiety,makaveli199010,2019/01/25,"medication  

Hey guys!

I'm on wellbutrin right now 300mg

Along with anafranil 150mg

I recently changed from Zoloft to anfranil

My thoughts have calmed down a bit

I'm hoping it works

My doctor recommended I should try seroqual or abilify as well

Have you guys ever used an antipsychotic for OCD?

What are you guys on ?

Thanks",1.849836065573772,4.603264229508199,2.2644098360655747,89.69268032786889,95.22950819672131,5.718688524590164,24.1327868852459,7.1686216300943375,1.389510163934426,262,11,50,5,10,80,50,61,0.0,0.792,0.20800000000000002,0.8968,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,1,8,10,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,9,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,27,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397878753148864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323479440800829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248088608530548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986751994164544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6524286313254593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815015151314895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126223794232036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168660865133618,0.0,0.0,0.18756970280891053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022132159676239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743680855060772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911982504153834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896967636405132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974809930430366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598991232590536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sarah7366,2019/01/25,"I had a positive social experience yesterday One of my very few social outlets is via music. Each week I go to rehearsal. Oftentimes, I am anxious of people there who might judge or reject me or my limited musical abilities. I usually drive myself there, but I recently agreed to a car share with someone who lives near me. This is an extra worry since I don't like the feeling of being trapped in a car with someone for an hour.

Anyhow, yesterday evening was my turn to drive and, just for once, it was okay. I had no awkward silences and I think I managed to act 'normal' the entire journey. The person I was giving a lift to is a good talker and has a nice sense of humor, which helps. I got very lost on the way because it is so difficult for me to follow the route and have a conversation at the same time, but we got there eventually.

Today, I feel calm and okay and more accepting of myself.",4.651949152542374,5.546585225988704,6.029166666666669,78.10781779661018,69.62146892655367,9.063841807909602,30.00423728813559,9.2995712137729,2.6430644067796605,703,27,133,14,12,238,112,177,0.15,0.6679999999999999,0.182,0.7366,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,6,13,0,1,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,24,25,11,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,4,0,0,8,2,4,0,1,8,2,21,9,20,15,5,21,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,4,9,100,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128382846010414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032161289380708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111834510694717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16562781664299953,0.0,0.0,0.17122693807168451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242753220279216,0.09622867102093716,0.14201789707947646,0.2708419429678842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349187814648425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674646224218212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272138245275479,0.0,0.14951299309201027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483319071834128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962216024656394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658980172405267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803206732037236,0.11473586804900698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738542850258216,0.14784402033402527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718344320929576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400635637903807,0.0,0.0,0.34520159829869984,0.2869292083023034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849365935143364,0.0,0.0,0.09873207221763976,0.0,0.16049591725288515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417194627506145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186482471502868,0.2794140838427829,0.0,0.13439863234695412,0.1358185914629067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195305967410765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LargeMcNards,2019/01/25,"Cant talk to people unless I... I cant talk to anyone that i dont know unless i have a friend with me that knows them.

The other way I can talk to people is if they talk to me first thus making me understand “ok this person isnt socially ‘out of my league’”

Help?",0.6925862068965536,2.025293431034484,3.1753793103448267,92.95755172413791,80.20689655172414,6.019310344827588,15.048275862068966,6.742157984588678,-0.5272041379310348,201,2,48,2,5,70,38,58,0.0,0.85,0.15,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,2,0,10,11,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,11,2,9,11,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,1,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523645790686004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553836011895528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853502910631377,0.0,0.0,0.1683532343021318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605745085428126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951030758611164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545360082088934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302136447727044,0.19026666125099445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212719668475053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7005766869727315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22684729086623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729632283779944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shizuku2,2019/01/25,"Social anxiety in university/college classes I'm wondering if anyone else experiences the most anxiety in just their classes. Outside of my classes, I can actually go up to people and talk to them or talk to people I've never met before. I really try to socialise in my classes that are for my major/faculty, but I feel so anxious that I just end up sitting alone. I've even recently started a retail job and I'm actually okay with interacting with the customers.",5.9208333333333325,7.171248204545456,8.098181818181818,63.125606060606096,66.95454545454545,10.866666666666667,38.53030303030303,10.864195022040775,4.93590303030303,374,21,58,11,6,134,59,88,0.10400000000000001,0.868,0.027999999999999997,-0.6456,1,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,13,9,6,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,9,1,13,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,4,4,40,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.39140388686586586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770302694702367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068311096849617,0.2265575543604642,0.0,0.1402249762716652,0.20548095186106688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706481106742946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752871733742608,0.0,0.177622394268163,0.0,0.0,0.13245737206362304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961704414575106,0.0,0.0,0.10140103489784152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113973734953806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990089025935008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467183924041364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27806381556867404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847357452225733,0.0,0.19801293359704736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20442927795171287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419460233547535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223792232675102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615616202920766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174813336337716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,deepdiccpizza,2019/01/25,"I have to give a presentation tomorrow, help pls ;-; Hey y’all, I’ve been lurking this sub for a while and although I’ve never been properly diagnosed with social anxiety I relate to pretty much everything being said here, so I figured it’d be a good idea to ask for help on my upcoming presentations/speeches I’ll have to give this semester as I’m taking a public speaking course. 

For background I’m always scared shitless when presenting, I can’t look anyone in the eye, I’m way too quiet, I fidget and generally am in full panic mode when all eyes are on me.. my voice shakes so much it sounds like I’m crying, and once I actually did end up tearing up in front of my class which was very humiliating for me and I really don’t want anything like that happening to me again. :( I truly do want to get better at speaking publicly, I want to have charisma and captivate people. I’m extremely shy and introverted but I still want to contribute to the world around me.

What are your best tips/tricks? I need all the help I can get! Thanks :’)",3.462387374461983,5.2937028829268336,5.1148923959827854,79.86944045911049,73.82926829268294,8.530846484935438,26.692969870875178,9.168548406835145,2.312406025824964,821,30,158,19,17,278,129,205,0.069,0.7559999999999999,0.174,0.9609,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,2,9,9,0,3,7,0,17,3,2,0,3,20,37,14,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,9,21,6,25,29,6,24,0,0,3,0,15,11,0,0,12,100,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.14774141341124716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597424516327402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581811868652395,0.0,0.0,0.105860145415644,0.0,0.12458664620182235,0.13477522796615646,0.14153554781038305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588815752018461,0.1338981445934452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630224858370898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536645400168861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409260594114342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606565948775354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819713280899625,0.29046716451564497,0.0,0.12698443212092675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387966837130594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044342014592064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090853119535726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479296340959422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713516097040092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225880995119963,0.11225879051741956,0.1167665263995046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612326246009956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763149551595436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495946133697674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540249485676901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698865097074644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440130027896974,0.0,0.1515745834212467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432994653718007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090566029381172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383153343811885,0.0,0.0,0.13938580986575788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491819514659022,0.3571909624259345,0.12017171326552152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,StayClassy_US,2019/01/25,"It feels like everyone has social anxiety when it comes to me, but with everyone else they're fine Obviously this can't be true, but it really feels like it. I have social anxiety but not to the extent to some of the people in this sub. I have some social skills but it definitely feels like im missing something. I struggle to fit into a group, or make more friends. I don't understand why if all of these people that have a lot of friends aren't socially awkward, why are they awkward around me? How do they make friends themselves? It feels like I ALWAYS have to carry the conversation when making more friends, or initiate it. When is there going to be a time when the other person is carrying the conversation, or when someone initiates it with me? Usually if anyone does, it will be a girl and it's because luckily im fairly attractive. But man I can not make guy friends for the life of me. I'm not sure if this made any sense but I needed to rant.",4.618534412955461,5.570420821052629,5.760526315789478,79.79406882591097,69.73684210526315,9.425101214574902,29.878542510121456,9.661875296680813,2.715271255060729,756,29,149,17,13,252,99,190,0.08,0.669,0.251,0.9912,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,8,17,0,3,10,0,17,1,0,6,4,40,32,19,0,4,15,0,4,4,5,1,1,0,0,4,16,6,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,1,4,13,13,17,27,7,13,0,1,0,0,18,4,0,9,11,102,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937402712134095,0.0,0.0,0.07304273062180255,0.0,0.16433726857765368,0.0,0.0,0.0751038237632173,0.0,0.0,0.09561799607467576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547636080713641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092524517624129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399553316064764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972757633284982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527041110418032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172396289694134,0.3069359413550917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149249030282207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104378500319953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063531471654688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204324916476116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586711643246813,0.20990111292359928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131645024615352,0.0,0.10163428327296097,0.286789007486024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964342374355238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892964402388956,0.09378658663295134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880982943050705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379653574291138,0.09100845266237303,0.0826897456256034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228863350248734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012329967036245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263184688545305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118179767143246,0.0,0.0,0.11829734087057632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384229337782424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheCreepingDarkness,2019/05/04,"How do you manage? How do you manage with social anxiety? Sometimes I'm in social situations and I'm so nervous I feel sick (sometimes dry heave). I very often find I struggle to talk to people when I don't know them / don't know them very well. I tend to just end up avoiding them so that I don't have to be the awkward person who doesn't talk. This obviously makes getting to know them hard / impossible and I've missed and messed up on so many friendships because of it. I feel like I have things to say but they just can't get passed my lips. Sometimes it's worse than others. What I'm wondering is if you have any tips on how to manage this? I'm not expecting a miracle cure or anything to happen overnight, just some things I can do to move in the right direction.",2.3076039783001794,4.166586107594938,3.5987703435804725,89.36227848101265,77.16455696202532,6.53960216998192,23.943942133815554,7.447530270364453,0.9636802893309224,607,20,129,8,14,198,93,158,0.155,0.809,0.035,-0.9348,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,5,0,12,8,0,4,3,0,14,2,1,4,1,27,30,13,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,10,4,0,1,7,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,0,4,18,2,18,29,1,11,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,5,3,83,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055584888539682,0.0,0.11874688682755695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773714980464512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462386802384228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374834929343217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697309477613627,0.11089294536430802,0.0,0.0,0.1418730609186807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219756666017798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726517067357713,0.0,0.13905132932304656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559232039160234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583521351256707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361405574669827,0.15737403390057908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497986888182115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076136395428561,0.13553669578709682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256151028179936,0.0,0.12344134435311845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447967799421854,0.0,0.31646517666472485,0.0,0.0,0.4605652063919858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227512809415173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495283426782131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062495095732656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615416568669913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956613620273234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833515570589727,0.0,0.0,0.15818778494986271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tizaac,2019/05/04,"Going to have to take class online through webcam. I hate people seeing my face. When people see me they either laugh at me or are frightened by the way i look. Now i have to be in a 6-8 hour class this Monday and they want people to join meeting and use their webcam.

I feel so nervous that everyone will be laughing at me or be frighten by my ugly face.",2.367342342342344,3.8099398783783833,4.209189189189189,86.8518018018018,75.89189189189189,6.554954954954956,21.792792792792795,7.1686216300943375,0.6797009009009005,277,7,57,3,6,94,52,74,0.17800000000000002,0.7,0.122,-0.6948,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,0,3,4,1,1,2,0,7,2,2,1,0,8,16,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,12,2,10,12,1,9,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,2,4,41,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620500083178349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386650084446555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585806333989252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27075722426701404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700731538544313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302942323007852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703746718092533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370707771261769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619587378235946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368570588417671,0.0,0.0,0.16175505235685814,0.21768055539880507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,loltony0,2019/05/04,"Pls help Just a quick survey for research

It would only take around a minute

[https://forms.gle/Yah3drzy9xW4Y88d6](https://forms.gle/Yah3drzy9xW4Y88d6)

thanks :D",18.726666666666667,25.65347388888889,7.072222222222222,55.045000000000016,60.111111111111114,4.622222222222223,17.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.10097777777777804,142,2,14,1,3,31,17,18,0.0,0.523,0.47700000000000004,0.873,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604562298296857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34669730422150863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39338686390947664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889026159600327,0.0,0.0,0.4762081687493852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674348245278852,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,VanillaMatchaLatte,2019/05/04,"She invited me... then forgot about me? Hi everyone, a girl that I know (we‘re not yet at the friends stage, I guess) invited me (28f) today to hang out. 

I had the day already planned for studying and some video games afterwards, so I didn’t really have plans to go outside. BUT telling myself that I needed to be more social, I told her „Yes sure, when and where?“. She replied vaguely that the other girls (that I also know casually) were coming to her place right now and that they would head out for drinks and then let me know where they were heading. In the late afternoon, I texted her „I’m ready to go, where should I meet you“? and then she didn’t reply for the rest of the evening, even though she saw my message. 

This made me really sad - I was perfectly content to stay at home and have a quiet evening, until she asked me to meet. Instead i spent the evening waiting for her reply, ready to go, make up applied and everything... I know I could have called or asked again via text but I was too shy and thought she would reply any minute. 

Any tips on how to approach the situation now? I don’t see her regularly, so I would have to do it via text (or ask her to meet first).",2.961924620874221,4.514390665254236,3.604210526315793,91.34542818911687,74.55084745762713,7.002319357716324,24.709188224799284,7.669130373188453,1.0082830508474578,911,29,200,12,19,287,133,236,0.021,0.93,0.049,0.6364,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,2,4,20,5,0,0,10,0,20,3,2,3,2,36,42,22,0,6,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,8,11,1,2,5,4,1,6,4,1,0,1,13,3,39,4,25,22,3,35,0,1,2,0,31,12,0,4,15,141,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413962893104791,0.1024667090896103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426761884378675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35935694993312955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083658086197975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037393614508488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230257143547768,0.0,0.0,0.08263421327794786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552008349807045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33851857217949866,0.0,0.0,0.12243513302997025,0.1151563244254503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089885829473182,0.0,0.0,0.09899407406345498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184602417070162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115128580428868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26299975661329417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285263352219005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28167087168149746,0.0,0.1445379057257518,0.0,0.0,0.1310231333167707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212411172754478,0.08552876689388918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500787891007974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387013934885444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641686315095439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942359538276443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210421110929976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402516723570966,0.0,0.13061392168240266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657112367368876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076241628551393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199257297629588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588854184184234,0.10172209344236303,0.0,0.0,0.12145367385161768,0.12243513302997025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730628102114956,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayacc11900,2019/05/04,My anxiety I’m pretty sure this would be classified as social anxiety but I’m not sure. It started about a year and a half ago where I would be having conversations with friends and I would be thinking like “what do I say next?” Or “what if this person actually doesn’t like me?”. Idk it’s always on and off and I get it around certain people. I’m just always worried about whether or not I’m being awkward and what not. I have friends and I know they like me but I feel like these thoughts are always running through my head. Silence scares the fuck out of me when I’m hanging out with someone especially one on one. It’s gotten to the point where I would rather be alone then be with my friends. I feel like I used to be very funny and very outgoing and now I feel like a shell of my former self when I’m in social situations unless theres alcohol involved. I just want to feel like myself again and not have these worries all the time. Any advice?,2.1919301260022905,4.2156756958762935,3.3937457044673534,89.92751431844219,78.12371134020619,6.166781214203898,24.179839633447884,7.1686216300943375,0.8997764032073312,751,26,158,9,18,243,104,194,0.08,0.6559999999999999,0.264,0.9907,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,13,16,1,2,6,0,17,3,1,1,4,46,36,20,0,7,14,0,4,7,3,4,1,1,0,2,11,15,1,0,7,0,0,2,5,3,0,3,2,5,21,13,20,23,1,23,0,0,0,1,11,10,1,3,18,109,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.10685167391983576,0.0,0.0,0.1069975959922558,0.097061027756585,0.11701723738797848,0.0,0.11340416818656646,0.0,0.0,0.27332672652214285,0.0,0.0,0.07446059778265939,0.0,0.16752729740649944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097474082443122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214565706599875,0.3128940207974853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537875245192813,0.10122669352463476,0.05720680498333783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237382609602356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060175784871908874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744573055846997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644955478461412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483937758624895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591029406468687,0.09560712264226673,0.0,0.0,0.10350850476308546,0.0,0.0,0.11139614275966717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870751030203174,0.10962395436937816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422753781044474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123077369384746,0.0,0.22323345557219476,0.09277506099275568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775013775318859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20639615703610853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016020378832734,0.0,0.08692708301949623,0.0638476234338751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456883278639844,0.0,0.18069027426052414,0.06458319871695288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223957009263212,0.0,0.3111294412652651,0.0,0.0,0.0705114202144284
socialanxiety,cykablyat1996,2019/05/04,"If you need someone to talk to...  [betterhelp.me](https://betterhelp.me/)

​

Two days ago I started this page. As it look its pure text and bad looking page, but my intentions were to cheer up the world. It's hard to live without support as I felt on my own, but there is a lot of great people who are there for you, you just need to find them. In short time I ll edite website to be a great looking one, but yet I don't have that much time for now to focuse on it..

​

Website got soo manny visites and such a great people reach us. We try to help to everyone but because lack of people we couldn't handle to reply to every person.

​

My intenses are only good and upove will help.

​

I got soo much great reaction and I felt soo good when people told me that I helped them by talking to them. Website is totaly free for now with option to donate so we could evolve.

​

Because of privacy reasons I won't share any text's, and great messages at the end. But manny people we talkt are from this group so they know.

​

If you need cheer up, you can try us. Or if you feel you can help people you can be a part of our support team.

Thank you all and cheer up. World is nice when you make him play your own way.",3.7063473684210533,5.1171756600000045,3.9847789473684223,89.92933684210527,72.4,6.223157894736843,24.35789473684211,6.339386263674448,0.5737199999999993,985,28,204,6,19,306,133,250,0.05,0.698,0.252,0.9969,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,7,11,4,1,11,18,0,0,6,0,18,0,0,3,2,40,36,21,0,9,11,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,6,2,2,1,4,1,0,2,6,7,35,18,33,24,10,23,0,0,3,0,37,10,0,6,11,137,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463408338808603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006770610503704,0.44934626045305176,0.0419126667253794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0514611196256592,0.07514201250524054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920906833033679,0.0,0.0,0.039748293621170716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458869184428136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05192860101032462,0.05889313184180909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0311635808622902,0.0,0.1183550104620319,0.0,0.056331597620920076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338995182348718,0.09858734712695566,0.3397539183660544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05521121121485946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165245649389605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03387197647319727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054423215209691456,0.0,0.15526901150312175,0.0,0.0,0.05239831415296657,0.0,0.0,0.04114061724191681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906149379914198,0.13710063607213904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04176422871328066,0.04687480043580678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674271323363422,0.0,0.2563720639561968,0.053815703703778174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336916017261911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052221581985763606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04362427248748482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988117396313754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907680925289272,0.0,0.05674353905514507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187759007797627,0.0,0.0,0.05889313184180909,0.0,0.08368974872043679,0.0,0.060206648041315265,0.0,0.14827422126541387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489215387963319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059412173141232524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44934626045305176,0.0
socialanxiety,ThrillS923,2019/05/04,Weed helps me overcome my SA. The only way I'm able to engage in social situations is by smoking weed. Can anyone relate?,1.41,4.02019,4.24666666666667,78.86500000000002,86.5,4.866666666666667,20.5,6.42735559955562,0.7101000000000002,96,3,16,1,3,34,23,24,0.0,0.8079999999999999,0.192,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.42838225648291417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995348341164331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28713559661007965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32580400969904105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4815196047997497,0.0,0.4366817630346915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3400298956433904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,machiavellianlaws,2019/05/04,"Blushing Hello. I’m a 23 year old guy. I just joined this subreddit, and I’m looking for answers. I grew up extremely shy and extremely short. Shorter than everyone in class, even shorter than the girls. Somewhere along the lines (probably around 14/15 years old) I stopped being shy, and started being very social. At 18 I lost a lot of weight and became very good looking which helped a lot too. To this day I feel very confident, and I’m very good in social settings BUT I’ve developed a deep fear of blushing. It all started when a friend jokingly screamed “why are you blushing?!” In a crowded place randomly, and since that day I’ve had the fear of blushing. I function just fine outside because of wind and fresh air, also when it’s dark (in the club, movie theatre etc). But in a light and warm environment the fear intensifies, and I usually end up blushing BECAUSE I think so much about it. Is there anyone else here who experience the same thing? Any tips?",3.5644840887174527,5.9339648633879785,4.083645130183221,84.95800385728063,75.22950819672131,7.147412407585987,29.89038894246223,8.124751697461798,2.242673031179685,762,35,142,13,17,240,113,183,0.12300000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.7037,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,12,11,0,3,13,0,5,1,0,0,1,24,15,15,0,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,9,11,1,1,3,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,7,9,6,19,11,6,28,0,1,2,0,10,13,0,3,13,82,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794209193986388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328624632617364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563638725896369,0.12548867424176913,0.0,0.10902746798342547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931753696231154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797067723077146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231097552201368,0.0,0.10847525559172704,0.0,0.13659043601911186,0.08089265629376427,0.0,0.0,0.11702877122172264,0.0,0.1198026795231616,0.0,0.4134505417529115,0.06192633098505946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462279787814233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20545008628639652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212681171279086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820914709959116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056939528345481,0.0,0.13369439965873492,0.2082453463634006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003218640123432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570308773015145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795884256067466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204725296132294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131142573604714,0.0,0.0,0.2496928190570957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733748858310037,0.0,0.0,0.10239341179444153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136601634538156,0.07847613622529895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488736507527635,0.4042141787454344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913984758322466,0.0,0.0,0.11051337249621483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773796310173754
socialanxiety,BeeDoo_BeeDoo,2019/05/04,"Town's first sneaker swap meet Heard that there was gonna be a sneaker swap meet in town and I really wanted to go. Went to grandmas place who lives nearby the swap meet. 

After a while of thinking if I should go or not I decided I'll go since it's first time they held a sneaker swap meet and I didn't know when next time would be. I went, saw all those people, got so nervous but went and checked it out anyway. When I reached the place I saw all these people with sneakers I really liked and became happy but then I got anxious and went around the corner avoiding the crowd. After thinking about it again I told myself I'll just take a speed run through the crowd before anyone notices me and go back to my grandma's place. Wish I had the courage to stay longer as I found a pair of shoes I've wanted for so long. 

TL;DR: https://gyazo.com/4e33b33fb5c17ca4e32c8e3951f8b907",5.556786469344609,6.236612395348836,4.983763213530653,87.18153276955604,67.48837209302326,7.184778012684991,26.101479915433412,6.574015621080383,0.8660860465116279,700,18,141,4,11,211,103,172,0.045,0.8420000000000001,0.113,0.9212,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,11,5,0,2,11,0,7,1,1,0,2,29,31,17,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,9,0,2,5,0,1,9,2,2,0,2,15,3,16,3,16,11,2,34,0,0,2,0,10,9,0,2,16,83,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831662256226774,0.0,0.0917987261038198,0.0,0.0,0.11687301381523242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095138263741736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171532767154643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334483128007704,0.0,0.1439491103706313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29845307037981483,0.0,0.21000396401819835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975715304952602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215174701214454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641400590831083,0.0,0.11592857766963666,0.11618461447024316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962491447982034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947079911023306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203536005824744,0.0,0.4115000334589541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821126724669666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860173017583014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993417360685625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871127343567243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824645610626726,0.0,0.0,0.15310868260824714,0.0,0.0,0.12545008564131144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487261611891048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48681641320923,0.0,0.0,0.15097324701269482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326231798216504,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fanceeladd,2019/05/04,"The negative feedback loop of dating I've been doing a lot of app-based dating over the last few years after going through a divorce, and here's how it goes for me:

1. Act confident enough in chats to get a date.
2. Go out on that date and be a nervous wreck.
3. Totally alienate the other person with my awkwardness.
4. Get ghosted.
5. Take a break from dating for a couple of months or so.
6. Set up a date with someone else.
7. Be twice as nervous because of how badly I did on the previous date.
8. Predictable results.

I went on one last night that was the worst so far. I really liked the woman I went on the date with, and I made a complete fool of myself as a result. Cut to today, and I'm feeling totally miserable. I don't know if I can do it anymore. I feel like I should just resign myself to dying alone.",-0.19477540106951707,2.0565278647058847,2.416577540106953,91.50005347593584,90.94117647058823,4.973262032085562,20.08021390374332,6.574015621080383,0.3907058823529419,627,21,132,8,22,216,112,170,0.187,0.752,0.061,-0.9640000000000001,0,1,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,6,11,1,4,16,0,10,0,0,5,2,23,22,12,2,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,3,1,0,5,2,9,0,2,6,2,13,2,26,13,6,31,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,3,17,91,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960064411908307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112726413134895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091383164811504,0.11748082084032138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020641092128934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132419176161622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000137806159243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609935126151189,0.0,0.0,0.19913212074887296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489087065749008,0.1376797896648784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137734450613626,0.0,0.21905536230090372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591432054811536,0.3141863747617941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883073122695127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384434624798547,0.0,0.18235709616781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382791689868755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180855430821852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305926127719016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827638319584412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346188981378753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329172223966668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449020694484183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267679958916375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35730825497577673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410588709047493
socialanxiety,Asher_77,2019/05/04,"Strangers Who Make Intrusive Comments and Opinions and Give Unsolicited advice and Help in Public Has anyone had the experience of people who notice you are anxious and feel they are entitled or obliged to come over and start a conversation with you or give unwanted assistance (e.g. when you're at the supermarket checkout start to move your items) or start doing things for you when you are capable of doing them yourself or stepping in and speaking on your behalf? Or worse give unwanted opinions or make comments about what you're doing, looking at or what you're eating. 

This goes beyond small talk for conversation or giving genuine assistance when needed. Usually people in those situations ask if they can help or assist whilst being discerning. 

I've noticed older men seem to think it's their duty to do this, yet it's really patronising and controlling. It's the main fear I have with social anxiety due to past experience.",12.132865748709126,10.048443319277109,11.145318416523237,57.39391566265064,55.566265060240966,14.304991394148026,43.59380378657487,12.785403640627713,5.734365920826162,765,33,115,20,7,246,103,166,0.08,0.847,0.073,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,6,4,1,6,1,0,1,4,0,12,1,0,3,0,33,28,20,0,4,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,10,1,2,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,11,0,20,26,2,24,0,0,1,0,28,9,0,13,12,81,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412321130353114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499908386160237,0.1550581730398756,0.0,0.09597132479921673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831414482015244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182323360897244,0.0,0.0,0.1539422511929128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044530752438328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26852188039098623,0.0,0.1544491288537221,0.06939984526225867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5266669241721805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839971880730983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525895585146193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323648255953429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458794883048547,0.0,0.1017722468074598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125296225392773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102466022241802,0.19030955446303827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792855221957611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495106465870315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427946644584253,0.0,0.13991336746432104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29144767801445426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031972323099336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118558865272113,0.08794694638262446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116610519548587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987375114896286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ObvsThrowaway6,2019/05/04,"Freaking out about haircuts and concerts 1) I think my barber hates me and i should probably try to find a new one. I went to him a few times. The first two times, i was so quiet and awkward that he emailed me after the second haircut (i book appointments with him through an appointment making website that he has a profile on, so he had my email) and asked if there was something he could do better next time. He did a perfectly good haircut, exactly what i asked for, but i guess he mistook my social awkwardness for being unhappy with the haircut. I didn't know how to respond without giving a complete stranger i would see in person again the entire ""i have social anxiety and blah blah blah"" spiel. I ended up just not responding. Later i booked a third appointment with him cause i desperately need a haircut (it's literally been months and i look awful). I woke up late and missed the appointment completely. Which i know is insulting and annoys barbers. Now i feel like i can't show my face there again. I'm too embarrassed to go back to him, and if i go to the same shop but a different barber i feel like that'd be insulting to him. I'm guessing i should probably just try to find a new barbershop...

2) I want to go to a BTS (huge massively popular K-Pop boy band) concert. However, *on top* of having to go alone because i don't know any other BTS fans IRL. I'm also a grown ass man who's almost 30. I'd be *horrifically* out of place at this concert. The audience for which would be, almost entirely, teenage girls and a few parents. I really like the band, i just got into them recently and found out they are just starting a tour and will be playing near me soon but i feel some type of way about far more than likely being the only almost 30-something there by myself for a reason other than chaperoning a teenager...",3.41,5.252993333333336,4.790555555555557,82.09000000000002,74.0,8.133333333333335,27.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.290483333333334,1440,57,276,30,30,479,201,360,0.139,0.795,0.066,-0.9745,3,1,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,2,4,19,18,4,3,25,1,27,2,2,4,2,60,58,21,0,9,11,1,3,7,0,5,0,4,0,4,11,19,0,0,11,10,1,6,5,9,0,5,10,9,41,9,40,35,5,41,0,1,2,1,32,15,1,8,23,188,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31183542861899904,0.1075100844743534,0.0,0.08301236576393692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059057251277336,0.0,0.07941010539534296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408626035846455,0.0,0.0,0.07981919977843105,0.0,0.063278217504769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180658341710347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663574462241818,0.0,0.0,0.21767394135013413,0.0,0.0,0.08287939130714457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845353648254437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193991485342072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745991747777,0.148315812131862,0.0,0.0,0.18975073825173955,0.08829599576388981,0.0,0.113816200416676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995786687336238,0.2359778006676148,0.08706623154174818,0.08302188598265964,0.0,0.2287045669630801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248538466383683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114460125256134,0.0,0.11709591928405295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285440599235235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716957801256471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929026357746015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285570626928941,0.0,0.0,0.07696967009687113,0.0,0.2005099321213566,0.11039718973378736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703405687531614,0.07894794718900447,0.0,0.0,0.11526253591709583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063802500371898,0.10845353648254437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383746648333394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649977640014335,0.10672824341024616,0.10249435230167764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271869169947654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163108949033704,0.0,0.15982744442756674,0.0,0.0,0.07347331036037542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651368778272505,0.0,0.0,0.18158759502304805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095278914926396,0.0,0.10140184546496464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612265427339561,0.08239512542750667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622774727347916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006376696923608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747937861445098,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,freeIndeed777,2019/05/04,"I always forget I have social anxiety, until I'm reminded I'm on the disability pension so I literally just stay home all day with servere anxiety and depression. Social situations are terrifying like I see people with spider faces kinda reaction. 

At the age of 23 I now seldom even experience social situations. And this year I got rid of social media so no real life interactions and no online interactions. It's just me. Like a tiger, you don't see tigers complaining about being alone. 

Anyways I was recently asked to be a dj at a engagement party and all of a sudden this MASSIVE ANXIETY ATTACK JUST BULLDOZED ME LIKE A FREIGHTTRAIN I couldn't breath I got a weak stomach I was so terrified they asked me.

And I was like oh shit I almost forgot about my anxiety because the last time I left my bubble was months ago.

Anyways back to my 23 yro virgin loner bubble haha sorry no one's invited in the Bubble, but comment if you've had similar experiences.",3.57835775335775,6.181581060439563,5.988498168498173,70.13705738705741,76.30769230769229,8.87960927960928,27.69352869352869,9.444778638647367,3.225083272283273,771,32,123,22,18,272,113,182,0.168,0.74,0.092,-0.8616,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,13,11,2,0,10,1,11,7,4,0,2,20,20,11,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,8,2,21,6,14,9,2,18,0,1,2,1,12,5,1,3,16,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904394888739327,0.0,0.1231801418041792,0.12740477414236265,0.0,0.0,0.10235699568036978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764196295438072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000182993070506,0.13994549101268078,0.0,0.09458970448880108,0.0,0.07498782136339567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933346052865632,0.0,0.10595125338507452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124918456562055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406614015661542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677009248405847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339246103696568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027233201525294,0.0,0.0,0.13365440921605856,0.0,0.08688799597692043,0.2403925167169228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981881150522484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833570573296283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528199646490069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001616997705854,0.0,0.0,0.12146088313211252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19605149200375824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627147807589162,0.0,0.2765444110079401,0.0,0.5015866425898031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377034199309329,0.0,0.13111590731647002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173009751931735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792165906291673
socialanxiety,SoleFuzzball57,2019/05/04,"What has happened to me? When I go out, I can’t be social. I literally experience so much anxiety it’s hard for me to talk and maintain a conversation. The thing is, I was never like that in high school or college. I am 23 now and when I go out to clubs, I’m too scared to dance, talk to girls, or make any type of move. I wonder if it’s been due to pot use. I quit doing it daily a few weeks ago but smoke occasionally. I can’t have a fun time and have no desire to go out even though I really want to get laid due to immense sexual frustration. I never thought I would be like this. Any advice or tips on how to make it out of this funk? Anybody else experience this? I never cared in high school but for some reason this agonizing social anxiety hit me out of no where.",2.023241088180111,3.257954579268297,4.367804878048784,86.21696998123831,76.37804878048779,7.729080675422139,21.76172607879925,8.384062270229773,0.9867923076923076,597,15,137,11,13,209,98,164,0.18100000000000002,0.763,0.055999999999999994,-0.9595,0,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,1,1,4,0,13,0,0,5,3,28,27,14,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,3,2,0,5,7,2,0,0,3,1,16,4,23,20,3,27,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,6,13,93,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662461614683527,0.12393666920348885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901566197965053,0.0,0.21391464443683667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254968432571818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679665089693884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234582398479796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27352982737954346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304704091109752,0.0,0.2383785432919217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236370525689682,0.0,0.1252458757668508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954423205721153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661210973800253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665385245762856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486001483236391,0.10277937231016372,0.0,0.32349951277244565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487093919631612,0.0,0.0,0.08956842427638971,0.14375207114263494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997819808305315,0.28299845114865196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850455180403321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247543835757048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288620460784662,0.0,0.13736653858347686,0.11099669333844038,0.08152666387170257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075439975147745,0.0,0.0,0.08246591572839733,0.0,0.11215035200837388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162231171305982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931984941026803,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AJ54r,2019/05/04,"i exhibit the signs of social anxiety but i'm still incredibly social. why? i have no idea how to describe this well. here it goes

i exhibit lots of the signs of someone that's highly socially anxious. i'm hyperfocused on how others are perceiving me in public. esp. the common ones like looks, height, voice tone etc. i prepare lines for various scenarios in advance, and if i blunder i dwell on it for a couple mins. if there's awkward silence my mind starts running 100 miles an hour trying to figure out how to break it. i recently fixed my posture but still don't know how to stand/what to do with my hands. the second i find myself alone i can literally feel the muscles in my face and all around my body relax...i hate it

however, after reading through this sub, it seems that these blocks all cause people to shy away from social situations. for me i'm always eager to say hi or smile to people passing. i'm very talkative with my friends and people i know DESPITE blundering almost constantly. best way to describe it is that i can just ""push through it""

do i even have social anxiety? whatever i'm experiencing is fucking weird. anyone else?",2.8537143419240607,5.437550633484165,4.33567184733425,81.0921286641747,78.86425339366515,7.2823922880188885,26.80326578792052,8.321376580360154,2.1986779854416683,914,38,164,19,23,303,139,221,0.114,0.782,0.10400000000000001,0.4074,1,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,13,10,2,2,7,0,10,4,3,5,2,34,23,12,0,2,6,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,14,7,0,1,8,1,0,4,2,5,1,2,0,6,21,5,29,23,6,26,0,0,1,1,9,11,1,6,10,109,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870634196019116,0.1227775391811662,0.0,0.0,0.09863947510766342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137419153238726,0.1339228388538402,0.0,0.08288987296638517,0.12146402480951893,0.0,0.10553075929819562,0.0,0.0,0.11137753799047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440634323211484,0.0,0.0,0.13167749002755294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177903475292122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810573069680728,0.0,0.0,0.13116850404333075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902967693442702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322097329469285,0.07829828205885386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994024120965723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834857406290896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158807309473684,0.10959354077668704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703928419908155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524998505663842,0.0,0.0,0.11674358345961948,0.0,0.0,0.13382360645766794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029917511873976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791541533422283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954848730861583,0.0,0.0,0.10078327016356227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969731028078436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032959864501799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465538767970516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857772750817246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704952532680225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942722568644308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791950510470616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332502745145177,0.0,0.6042117934539232,0.10044334232348308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390721936129547,0.0,0.1893414142465356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048471302520803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978125741867798,0.0,0.09409601703853228,0.0,0.0,0.1065867737477191,0.0,0.10696900815767676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,catfishiga,2019/05/04,"super nervous when strangers smile at me am not a fan of eye-contacts, people looking at me or paying attention to me, and social interactions at all ! 

today i was at a restaurant, having lunch with my sister and across our table was this family. the mom looked over at me and then gave me a smile and i got super flustered and tried to give a smile back, but my heart started racing so all i could do was look away! i’m afraid that she thought i was rude :( 

so to that lady: i’m sorry i promise i wasn’t ignoring you i just got really anxious ! i really did appreciate your gesture and wish i had the courage to return it! you have a lovely family btw !",1.808968531468529,3.958359022727272,3.8351515151515163,85.65157342657344,79.98484848484848,6.485780885780888,22.275058275058274,7.61054688173877,1.0655261072261073,509,16,101,8,13,173,85,132,0.13699999999999998,0.653,0.21100000000000002,0.9179999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,3,0,2,5,9,1,2,7,0,12,3,1,0,2,18,25,12,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,11,3,21,5,14,13,2,14,0,0,3,1,12,8,0,1,6,75,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112963477241567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572556852366936,0.14381839392300672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933225314457335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526399632360763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942104463606542,0.0,0.0,0.29917800067225353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163741237754586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711869604122855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880641789184872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190531678971112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966654064958708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396388604409953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065866031709447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093704045192027,0.13238435766793036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484849226679653,0.0,0.0,0.17728734003902544,0.0,0.0,0.12698450880669687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21508105529066204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,systemd-plus-Linux,2019/05/04,"Any one else not anxious around people they don't know? This seems to be the exact opposite of everyone else with social anxiety.

I have no problem being around people I don't know at all, even in large crowds, but I'll have a panic attack just thinking about 2 friends coming over that I haven't seen in a while.

I randomly chat with people all the time at the store, and I probably come off as extremely extroverted, but I have a mental breakdown the week before I have to go to my wife's parents for dinner.",5.817647058823527,5.862880568627451,6.541960784313726,78.43882352941178,66.84313725490196,9.545098039215684,29.745098039215684,9.2995712137729,2.447792156862745,406,13,78,7,6,134,71,102,0.13699999999999998,0.807,0.055999999999999994,-0.7833,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,1,7,0,9,1,0,0,3,20,17,5,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,4,1,1,3,5,3,0,1,1,1,9,1,17,14,2,14,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,2,3,55,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313706473034895,0.0,0.13852171671423674,0.20456296883854516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223899016863736,0.0,0.20599871143794615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408130726323754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119597917229541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025294996761114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959818930061206,0.0,0.0,0.17302471912116624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398979315463026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290897453224188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990279352470476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824807964240194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270096217395453,0.0,0.0,0.2124522482357526,0.2010621226175685,0.0,0.0,0.3766033743602317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522924675563536,0.17326411682848725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16484368572785962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845829424376068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602541226696525,0.0,0.0,0.10558616468006587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452472721650719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ephny07,2018/11/10,"How do I deal with this My ex left me to take care of herself cause of her social anxiety, I reach out this week cause I needed her help with something she ended up blocking me everywhere, I miss her and I know I dont deserve that ",4.134829931972789,4.107179489795918,5.228979591836733,86.66482993197279,70.42857142857143,8.165986394557821,28.578231292517003,7.793537801064563,1.564504761904761,181,6,40,2,3,60,36,49,0.121,0.736,0.14300000000000002,0.2732,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,10,7,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,14,1,7,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,28,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016718259439696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26878248753270984,0.5416294367532499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271785021014886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089656519073522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334928333530437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767017745419948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488099074722546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286428513674823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19547403738430608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26873171891376746,0.0,0.20295082340714302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982126238866163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146346786431508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jw15678,2018/11/10,"Severe anxiety spike in college I was 19 when I went into college as a freshman and I really liked it. I was decently outgoing, joined a fraternity, and was having a good time. I don't know where everything went wrong but now i'm 21, a junior, and I hate college. I can never can bring myself to do anything because of nerves and anxiety. Every time my roommates successfully drag me to the bar, I leave within 20 minutes because the first awkward silence or awkward interaction I have makes me completely shut down and want to go home. Even with people I've been friends with for years, I can barely hold a good conversation with anymore, it doesn't feel natural like it used to. I'm starting to feel them getting irritated. I don't think they understand why I'm like this now either and I think they're starting to give up on reaching out and asking me to do things. I get so uncomfortable and nervous so fast and its so frustrating because I didn't use to be like this and it only points to getting worse. And of course as I'm sure all of you reading this subreddit know, thinking about it after just makes the anxiety worse. I get anxiety about my anxiety. It's a vicious cycle. My drinking and drug use (just marijuana now, I quit xanax last year) is the only thing that I want to do even though I know it is horribly unhealthy and making things worse. I'm just miserable and can't turn my brain off when I'm sober. I originally thought that maybe it was the xanax that was fucking up my anxiety but its been over a year since I took a xanax last and my anxiety is worse if anything. I saw a doctor today and she suggested I see a therapist and prescribed me zoloft but I'm not sure my family can afford these things. I'm just not sure what to do but something has to change and I was just wondering if anyone experienced something similar to this in college and has any advice. ",3.5619354838709683,5.442665946236559,4.8867741935483915,81.40016129032259,73.67741935483872,8.240860215053763,28.935483870967737,8.933256019334266,2.4696258064516123,1500,63,287,32,31,498,183,372,0.228,0.693,0.079,-0.9957,1,0,4,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,3,19,20,4,4,15,0,29,10,1,7,5,65,74,34,0,4,15,0,2,4,1,0,6,0,1,0,23,24,2,1,11,3,0,5,8,9,0,1,14,5,39,11,36,59,2,39,0,1,2,1,10,14,1,4,24,191,62,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855891674154265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466986288324467,0.0,0.43050192019696265,0.0,0.07972805846791389,0.05621251714153312,0.0,0.13231285405340304,0.0,0.07515641865207273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702011974145165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974495573710185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504492595672168,0.0,0.08429032449562536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822854404903765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875434116172976,0.09323012855072177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619737646770966,0.0,0.06773440391074208,0.0,0.072251867653292,0.0,0.0757871799705697,0.0,0.08129803354462604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838207723386774,0.0,0.0,0.06211128023909197,0.0743218510180266,0.1680076860815069,0.07712010218897396,0.04568908264504348,0.13485933803092198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937124927120698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064053632093063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325453463632423,0.13106172879456593,0.0,0.08512437066068293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710345115641627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098846095510164,0.0,0.08076537622421191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200388579684912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228469876641175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055734247259960616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599718416396327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550764182469048,0.08041455851742357,0.0,0.051501688230456234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406265556598903,0.0,0.0,0.09082098458236512,0.0,0.06650175746670828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378061490085507,0.0,0.0,0.11380487960351846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273077964884495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334224065432464,0.21363762461029226,0.15453738628975722,0.07898552085266539,0.06382290568479712,0.09375537995919443,0.0,0.07620297723911883,0.0,0.08931936226025272,0.0,0.08744428437995318,0.0,0.08369174321406431,0.0,0.20830070972106474,0.0,0.0,0.09483551632832607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904986775826742,0.07254200048194895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871825656163236,0.0,0.0,0.3277085379642809,0.0,0.08789690989779743,0.0,0.15531098821194433
socialanxiety,mypersonalboundaries,2018/11/10,"Why these things are acting as triggers to my anxiety?  This is my first post within reddit and i'll try to be very straightfoward. I notice that some situations in my daily basis trigger some physiologic responses to my body (like heart beating faster and sweating,simpathetic response) and  i guess  they also make me very anxious. One of them, for exemple, is when the teacher asks some random question during the class and i answer it correctly. Very often, the teacher compliments me and this triggers my anxiety and i don't know why, it feels like i am being jugded by other people, but this is not a conscious process. It seems like my mind perceive this stuation as following: "" oh, look at that guy, he's trying to show up again in front of the class"", but the funny thing is that i know that this isn't true and thatt other people don't give a fuck about me.However my emotional response isn't connected with my logic brain, and it responds totally different. Other thing that triggers my anxiety is when someone directly verbally attacks me, like saying mean things ( even if it is a text message), for example.But notice that i don't get angry to the person, i actually feel anxious and don't know how to react to these situations. I don't know  why i feel anxious about these things, but i'm sure that they are triggers,because i can feel physiologic responses from my body to these situations, it seems like my body perceive these stuff like a threat. Anyone of you guys know what is exactly happening to me and can tell me how i can manage to stop perceiving these things as threats?",7.982445652173911,7.66920835451505,8.076051421404685,70.44578281772576,62.444816053511715,11.220819397993312,36.74770066889632,10.686352973137794,3.997978093645485,1274,54,220,28,16,415,148,299,0.10400000000000001,0.79,0.106,0.4146,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,3,2,10,13,4,0,10,0,22,6,5,8,5,56,44,22,0,1,5,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,35,11,0,1,19,1,0,3,8,4,0,2,0,6,32,9,28,42,4,15,0,0,1,1,15,5,1,10,12,156,67,3,0.0,0.0,0.08490549852650135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695788251663183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996785101434304,0.2948767154861544,0.0,0.06083675668909594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133905022697722,0.09898211093319484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053038170784349616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899328157549153,0.0,0.09712769172931653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090295866337204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787026212057404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746677325371743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597179196240068,0.0621572452896319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400742763568613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043582812138776,0.04545714744593218,0.08346427328446909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584713634541284,0.17229963037898108,0.07693929361557779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310276363770328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23908165526756656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550410011605333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306329331229433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807731282944184,0.0,0.0,0.09477525644495466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785145737699959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811426636378146,0.0,0.0,0.05895765155390624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063828528677978,0.07597045617381835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332788702155494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746685414815573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919082088253613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584143500069108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933958361601943,0.0,0.0,0.07372006928339002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274107747057973,0.0,0.0,0.09960128074567008,0.0,0.0,0.08200231200988092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604725207119924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468183115335837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181429945125376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153676763148781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355286824435689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,spacecadet__,2018/11/10,"Parents decided to have guests over and I’m in my room having a panic attack My home is my safe place, so I can’t stand it when people who aren’t immediate family come over. Usually this isn’t a problem because people hardly ever visit but today’s the day that my parents decided 9 people (family and friends) should come over for lunch. I’ve been stressing about this all week and now that they’re here I’m freaking out. I went and said hi but felt extremely uncomfortable. Everyone always seems to have someone to talk to so I’m just sitting there not saying a damn thing. My life also really sucks right now with my depression and anxiety and physical health problems so it’s not like I have anything to talk about anyway. There’s literally no option that makes me look like a normal person, either I stay in my room and look like a weirdo or go back and look like a mute anxious mess. I can’t even leave the house because we live in the middle of nowhere fml. ",3.508125,5.375490229166669,4.7004166666666665,82.73625000000001,73.79166666666666,7.716666666666668,25.020833333333336,8.472884824447931,1.7275458333333336,772,25,147,14,16,254,120,192,0.273,0.7040000000000001,0.023,-0.9940000000000001,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,17,16,3,2,9,0,11,3,0,1,2,33,26,16,0,4,7,2,2,4,2,1,2,2,3,1,9,13,1,1,4,0,0,5,7,10,0,0,4,7,14,6,17,21,2,29,0,1,3,0,13,12,2,3,13,91,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796591035868722,0.1019326273991806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371475195462643,0.13839395250460354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080984545487268,0.0,0.0,0.1393652822337256,0.0,0.09419753910679383,0.0,0.14935384931344267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105163287460812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900454696430682,0.0,0.10551198344568252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091232848096362,0.11081132250678516,0.0,0.11705723130698455,0.0,0.0,0.2309705721323228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762245785474824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464580908185932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962149510527132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973896819201756,0.0,0.0,0.130215366592852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288088050205552,0.0,0.0,0.14135245525604348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971339348908914,0.0,0.0,0.08652776159075458,0.2393958583209645,0.0,0.10817273070793036,0.0,0.30861596294705484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177195876651208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002730446908605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373132399657884,0.2720510169166789,0.0,0.0,0.25478526147818903,0.10696522802221206,0.12798996071675947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344383843396344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847880341364001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461721891564196,0.11652876931291198,0.09741960632447952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152247810458328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379671806457648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305723056617458,0.0,0.0,0.14032721023188732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969271562773387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138580364843907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611888223008475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492016817036762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826482378294736,0.0,0.0,0.11356186246058605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yaboyluigi,2018/11/10,"Can't stand going to my first job Hi. I've recently gotten a job at Domino's pizza and I've been worrying immensely since the first day. My first day on the job I just watched a bunch of training videos, and didn't really learn anything new. The second day I learned a little bit about taking orders on the phone. They forced me to take a few calls and I got one right, but then another guy called and I messed it up and he cussed me out. It is now day 3 and I'm going to work in an hour. 

​

Every time I have to go to work I get this overwhelming feeling of nervousness and fear and I can't stand it. Is this normal? I don't know how to do anything they're telling me and I'm constantly freaking out about it. Everyone makes fun of me because it's just a job for dumb kids but I can't even do it right. What do I do?",0.04310055865921925,2.1133755865921806,2.0736843575419,96.1362248603352,86.43016759776535,5.591173184357542,19.00586592178771,6.961326702584282,0.12183106145251354,646,18,152,9,20,215,101,179,0.131,0.8320000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9452,4,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,5,7,7,1,3,10,0,13,1,0,2,0,22,26,13,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,11,1,0,4,1,0,3,5,6,0,5,4,2,17,1,19,22,3,30,0,1,1,0,9,10,1,0,14,92,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070544185176236,0.1465818915687061,0.0,0.1264938671412724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854080903245785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353655275683547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316996263156468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463588764909121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036105505041326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111923562775012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967673735052838,0.0,0.10163822289210253,0.1152696807634324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574528571563224,0.060995499901253976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078302490214389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302558839980611,0.0,0.20567497006685093,0.0,0.09648096200048163,0.0,0.0,0.11944530393840355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879887517429588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788372233368174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629655772729927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209056214129488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805232404454964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650777932074642,0.0,0.0,0.11819439871051625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174381562933296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728037401177354,0.0,0.11911020320289464,0.0,0.0,0.2060392731336475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978858686089216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814015019362389,0.0,0.10543826608734133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034187691518999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175644033325396,0.12250832669776968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465818915687061,0.0
socialanxiety,hhuevona,2018/11/10,"I'm so tired of being talked over It takes so much strength and energy from me to say something sometimes, so when I do and I am just ignored or spoken over it makes me want to cry out of frustration.",1.5385714285714265,3.50079928571429,2.833571428571432,93.44892857142858,79.95238095238095,6.104761904761905,22.404761904761905,7.1686216300943375,0.6210761904761908,158,5,35,2,4,51,32,42,0.231,0.633,0.136,-0.7017,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,8,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072239216703231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474617658350879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725254756696618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948153397774244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854021588671002,0.3666564297498615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27873900594365275,0.29797465150871283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4260937648820741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186631656262148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anonymousstraggler,2018/11/10,"Do you ever feel bad after hanging out, especially if your friends click with each other more than with you? Went out with friends last night and had a decent time, but I felt like I was third wheeling their friend date at times. They seem to be more similar with each other and got in well. They never went out of their way to make me feel left out but I definitely felt that way at times. They'd be dancing together and I'd just be on the sidelines, trying to get in but feeling like I'm trying too hard. ",4.172676837725383,4.965696864077671,4.583522884882112,88.40873786407771,70.6504854368932,7.439112343966713,25.393897364771146,7.447530270364453,0.991539251040222,399,11,86,4,7,126,67,103,0.034,0.7609999999999999,0.205,0.9599,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,5,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,2,27,19,7,0,1,5,0,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,0,6,1,0,4,1,1,1,1,7,7,12,6,19,8,4,25,0,0,1,0,11,10,0,2,11,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686643624571286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910867762911227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668160406454253,0.1256606709568517,0.33777692216621724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076921704069538,0.0,0.09189879025725088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068069677438075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756893536169098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337932515065185,0.0,0.0,0.19111232990863836,0.0,0.0,0.17186853105648414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741244425347752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356624147115464,0.0,0.0,0.1650671811642215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16012979193579574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307700422497775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23884468962741326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792373003517452,0.0,0.0,0.1581522995937618,0.32611609276834674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SuicideChick,2018/11/10,"No. Having one or two good friends isn't better than having a group I never have anyone to talk to bar one friend. She's the only person I talk to everyday and she's living away from me at the moment. If she's busy or not in the mood to talk I'm fucked. Even when she's in the area she usually doesn't feel like going anywhere.

I'm so sick of this shit. I have to keep everything to myself. If I'm upset I have to comfort myself. I go out by myself. I do everything alone. I have no one and I'm most probably going to be like this for the rest of my life. I'll most probably kill myself before then but for now I feel tortured. 

Making friends at 21 is hard, even harder when you don't have any. Not having friends is weird. Flat out abnormal. So the minute you get close to anyone and they find that out it's no bueno. They're going to think somethings wrong and phase out. 

People with no friends are seen as clingy, unstable, etc. even though these things are not true. You're typecast as a bad person because you're alone. 

I honestly don't know how the fuck I got here but I'm losing it. 

Life is bollocks. 
",0.3544871794871796,2.570880858974359,2.111367521367523,95.36141025641028,86.56410256410255,5.005128205128205,17.213675213675213,6.42735559955562,-0.2702068376068376,867,20,193,9,27,284,124,234,0.239,0.6679999999999999,0.094,-0.9856,0,2,1,0,0,1,25.0,0,2,1,2,11,23,5,1,9,0,19,7,1,2,2,31,39,19,1,2,9,0,3,2,5,0,3,0,0,2,7,10,1,1,5,1,0,4,12,10,0,4,2,4,24,12,29,36,4,23,0,1,1,2,19,11,3,6,10,126,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305348817979833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075684013131653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155639274039846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456475885909476,0.0,0.09292618098097648,0.06784403744157105,0.0,0.09470334304126858,0.0,0.0,0.0984308586483693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124122683027917,0.22052671832086945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004847321225475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254759229064784,0.07950874651844222,0.0,0.0,0.10172107162742497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4299289134196764,0.20577977158750246,0.05814673409172055,0.0,0.2530047048601941,0.09334846817026222,0.08901230412586927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969792812227854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892358251113646,0.12313077158331825,0.0,0.06116449542544105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15722106190322666,0.10874565101565632,0.0,0.09827500029013676,0.0,0.0,0.12450997330088293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428988081295503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858371076745552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262479112875403,0.08464441155635152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715752846342795,0.1943559665383723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399883886706703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424210932690285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567987177512737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683626854980438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393905862244263,0.07131296206262565,0.10934618969486587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871846381973364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257506563173146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168296264330775,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,daxx152,2018/11/10,"Throwing a party and almost no one is coming I’m 15 and this is my first time throwing a party. Freshman year of high school i was this super awkward kid who only talked to his best friends. I made it my mission this year to become better friends with more people and throw at least one party. I spent a whole week inviting and making a groupchat on snapchat for this party. At first everything was going great and all the people who i was barely friends with said they were going. Now it’s the day of and i just learned only 5 of the 20 people i invited and said were going are coming. To rub this in my face even more, one of my closest friends told me he isn’t going and that he’s having people over too. Half of these people are kids i invited. These people said they “couldn’t come” and that they had “no rides.” How can i bounce back and not have this ruin my night/friendships?",3.276600159616919,4.747544469273747,3.83330007980846,90.35247206703913,73.58100558659218,5.7846767757382285,22.841580207502,5.773587663045528,0.2972407023144457,696,18,142,3,14,219,99,179,0.051,0.736,0.213,0.9854,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,5,6,10,0,1,7,0,15,1,1,3,1,24,30,11,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,2,14,15,0,0,1,0,1,11,5,2,0,6,12,4,18,8,16,17,6,27,0,1,0,0,19,7,0,1,9,101,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674826061897013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965067996987196,0.0,0.0,0.12876473433449476,0.0,0.0,0.12235423939848784,0.10311457208166816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012964442920744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519104451371972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770067385522692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478376900359614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19834315755665302,0.0,0.0,0.36030924888038396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650436279287692,0.0,0.0,0.12854112552880084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318396520733785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103204820900027,0.07782487499567185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941202034990406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370136446754692,0.17734422713750028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484973857160433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327119849631437,0.0,0.0,0.11799552377099864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371079983725043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798469296067397,0.0,0.0,0.1114069484359265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352163923596074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016881328652316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016055400914494
socialanxiety,GroundbreakingDust9,2018/11/10,"My crushing anxiety, part of my story First off I just want to say that I know a lot of people that will read this will most likely relate, and I guess there is no other reason for posting this other than for that purpose.

I am a 30yo male, I currently work at a hotel, the pay is terrible, I don't get any benefits, and haven't even gotten a raise in 2 years. I took this job because it offered a room for free if I work 6 days a week. I have had good/great paying jobs in the past (I usually get promoted to a manager within the first year due to my work ethic) but my anxiety builds and builds over time and I eventually quit when the anxiety is so great that I can't even force myself to drive to work.
 
I was offered a job recently that payed over 4 times what I make now, but the thought of having to start a new job and move to another location prevented me from even replying to the offer.  My life is catered to my anxiety and I constantly hate myself for not being able to do simple things that would improve my life.  As of right now I work, finish my shift, and walk to my room where I stay until my next shift. Now I prefer to stay in my room because that is where I feel safe, but at the same time I feel like such a waste of a human being. If I need to go out for any reason I have to build myself up and end up pacing in my room for awhile before I can even open the door, and if some other guests happens to be standing outside I will quickly close the door and abandon going out for that day.
 
I have not visited my family in a long time because even going to see my parents, brothers, and sisters gives me such anxiety that I would rather not even do it, even though I grew up with a good relationship with them and they were the only people in the world I could be myself around. It is especially rough during the holidays which I spend alone in my hotel room. I cry every year wishing I could spend it with the people I love but I just cannot bring myself to do it. I am usually severely depressed from late November until several months into the next year because of this. I can't live the rest of my life like this but I feel so trapped!

I don't want this wall of text getting any larger so I will leave it there for now. Thank you for reading.
 
",7.478093211752789,4.995459165957445,7.951337386018237,77.91833333333334,64.78723404255321,11.25025329280649,33.232016210739616,9.606745405546679,2.7422441742654504,1768,51,380,27,21,590,214,470,0.113,0.7909999999999999,0.096,-0.687,6,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,2,9,27,14,1,0,28,0,37,4,0,3,0,60,64,28,0,13,14,3,4,3,1,6,3,1,7,2,27,21,0,3,8,5,6,10,10,4,0,2,6,6,64,11,63,46,6,83,0,2,1,1,17,32,0,7,40,277,91,16,0.07216732163581085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474358068925795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722876030577467,0.07567372911983747,0.27603901760374794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424421661656259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597011774531252,0.0,0.061409075337678073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798723677760401,0.0,0.11523946803557568,0.0,0.0792724141005801,0.09308390440307752,0.0,0.0621576083771116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391882657342211,0.0,0.0,0.3336608471996289,0.0,0.060804081029230385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803292811109499,0.0,0.10946989861338197,0.05155634899633596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277097383345476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311334087506475,0.0692294708706698,0.12304305594663313,0.12106105086546876,0.0,0.15912945375301538,0.07950044099762849,0.0,0.0638173241863078,0.0,0.0,0.07125028926861696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28645972449254464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03966127263253221,0.0,0.08140788219246801,0.07641477347368453,0.0,0.0,0.15292174053788812,0.10577192411711243,0.0,0.06372506717104484,0.06386580867451955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135407612692265,0.06513382537667364,0.0,0.04817224758034022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576032676132946,0.07670244188661059,0.0,0.05351115456414165,0.0,0.06969964893891124,0.15350153056019689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488650008809437,0.0,0.0,0.08013327024985352,0.07815017667742892,0.0688918744040348,0.15009520232717494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911634523686244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675882981089231,0.14437370227592053,0.0,0.0,0.14840005218411811,0.07125652378480979,0.0774806955706876,0.0,0.06163049836143625,0.0,0.05739035074899035,0.0,0.0,0.057508011809111366,0.0,0.0,0.16305706367410214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510804016969929,0.15384152539218351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644197377680851,0.0,0.0,0.04794476177429093,0.0,0.07090402709367871,0.05729279221078212,0.16832538240027412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018054971751636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896421811888345,0.0,0.08513231218326174,0.0,0.05788827235051144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298885831525682,0.0,0.0,0.2626933482976134,0.0,0.0,0.10253118941693712,0.0,0.0,0.18589355613952133
socialanxiety,hayley_the_reddit,2018/11/10,"Just diagnosed with panic disorder/agoraphobia and it’s ruining my life. How do I cope or treat this? Context: I went to a party last year and had a panic attack due to all the loud noises and a bunch of drunk strangers. I had to lock myself in a bathroom because I felt there was no escape until a friend took me home. Now I’m deathly afraid of parties and hanging around people under the influence.

Ever since then, I find it so hard to go to parties and it’s hurting my relationship. My boyfriend and I are in the same friend group, and he’s becoming depressed since we never see our friends. I want to hang out with everyone but when the time comes, I feel terrified. How do I control this?",3.0234782608695667,4.975362579710152,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304352,75.37681159420289,7.208695652173913,27.44202898550725,8.07648339933343,1.8420028985507253,548,22,107,9,12,180,94,138,0.175,0.723,0.102,-0.8785,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,1,9,11,1,3,9,0,6,3,0,4,3,28,15,15,1,1,3,0,3,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,5,13,1,1,3,1,0,6,2,7,0,0,6,5,16,4,16,9,3,21,0,3,1,0,8,5,0,1,10,75,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981042317383444,0.0,0.19144988085765288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258572364075803,0.18585891911148505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449636857940465,0.0,0.0,0.18874731626229865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14494468303700828,0.17080698073479078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222452932018032,0.0,0.16080470421367016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509057416508131,0.0,0.16158117130427213,0.0,0.15381056517162262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900525708119265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956409424886904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075140701519232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880480959632402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015388945830305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371757380586109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886554084285812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979271485143498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39489526248738416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666848245241827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067643132028288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341023369687686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784162164376602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812905385238008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869721932354461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925957841513652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600302090724766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837081443752494
socialanxiety,ChristiansBalls,2018/11/10,Pre-party anxiety. What do you guys do to cope? So om invited to a party with a groups of friends that i haven't been speaking to alot these recent months because we all went to different schools. I've never regretted afterwards going to these but i cant help myself getting anxious. I know there is going to be a few people and i don't know as well and i suck at introducing myself. There's going to be alcohol but the host expects us to bring our own and i don't really have any. I'm 16 in case that's important to know idk,0.8893243243243241,3.0897411081081114,3.4319144144144147,86.93273648648649,83.86486486486487,6.943243243243244,22.763513513513516,8.07648339933343,1.4302486486486492,417,15,87,9,12,145,74,111,0.13699999999999998,0.79,0.073,-0.7728,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,3,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,0,11,1,0,0,2,15,22,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,5,5,1,0,3,0,0,5,5,2,1,0,2,1,12,2,14,18,4,11,0,1,0,0,9,2,1,1,4,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384270240837361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171626964626472,0.0,0.1706715859347664,0.2520405257987281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600024433788724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330929669411497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236721008343447,0.0,0.11656101762420447,0.0,0.3803801665244539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090497734306835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953983759213124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678312775751694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780770183130131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720691759692348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546700803673558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292415613876538,0.0,0.2202852340970432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257900322896528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26836292572946296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059451194791386,0.20681677925411407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,supremewx,2018/11/10,"Any guys or girls with anxiety wanna be strictly friends, very lonely Have 0 friends atm, especially because I just moved, and with my social anxiety, I get more depressed when I feel alone and have nobody to talk to, but yea hmu if you wanna talk about life or anything, I just need somebody to talk to on my free time ",13.213870967741931,7.143516838709682,11.535483870967742,67.57322580645162,58.03225806451614,14.33548387096774,47.1290322580645,10.125756701596842,4.752070967741936,252,10,49,3,2,79,45,62,0.127,0.743,0.13,0.4866,0,3,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,14,6,7,0,4,6,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,4,10,5,1,4,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,3,2,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23384580038525235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535419585019534,0.0,0.3454507499578988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580232028137192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376368132506184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944688165450404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416398939446673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488828070902911,0.0,0.1179636631768562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356325358622756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947905484601138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23997437303743696,0.0,0.16741717018634966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301599973167004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444337663297146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165740592557287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629677586792745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,linkinbrt,2018/11/10,"Relatable Songs Hello  


are there any songs/artists that help you understand your SA nature?  
a couple years ago I had discovered 'Banks', an amazing female singer-songwriter that speaks a lot about anxiety, depression, psychological abuse, introversion, everything relatable to my life. It has helped me a lot getting through some hard moments, since music is my favorite way to escape reality. Oh, she also has a psychology degree   


This one, 'Brain', is one of my favourites:

>I can see you struggling   
Boy, don't hurt your brain   
Thinking what you're gonna say   
Cause everything's a game   
Always trying to calculate   
Trying to look smart but not too smart to threaten anything they say  


[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NL9T42SVnN0](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NL9T42SVnN0)",10.433043884220352,13.485409596638654,7.514565826330532,64.7371335200747,58.07563025210084,10.330905695611575,35.07096171802054,10.504223727775694,4.272898412698414,638,26,85,15,9,181,94,119,0.09300000000000001,0.779,0.128,0.6402,0,0,0,0,1,0,38.0,0,4,1,0,4,6,0,1,6,0,8,3,2,1,0,8,14,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,3,0,2,1,7,11,3,8,12,3,4,0,2,2,0,14,0,0,3,3,48,16,0,0.0,0.19813825450706216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823784613866028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373245454575114,0.13914738719294822,0.0,0.0,0.11372101545411133,0.0,0.12792923334404635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761468684052786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733642983558833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178958507486755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850349933402995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440335365487729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005881238640037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736991304554825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980375849011074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241792817799978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902141201737498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118118332198554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042970010622136,0.0,0.0,0.2843431334303843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266365216058219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26597339884767673,0.0,0.0,0.13325934727895675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383330227981038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482338512199336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715317707446707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270741508753601,0.0,0.0,0.1740906144900003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273808383392016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768957739637906
socialanxiety,Walkerce,2018/11/10,"Why should I want to live with social anxiety I’m 19 and I guess I’ve been dealing with social anxiety since probably middle school or something. With time I’ve really been able to work on it, like no one can ever tell or would ever guess I had it and I’ve suppressed the feelings of it significantly. But I’m sick of this and sick of not really being able to really live and just have fun and just be myself with people. What type of life is it to have to anticipate and worry about the one thing every human does like almost 24/7 and is essential for just being a functional human being. I’m sick of pushing people away and not being able to act normal because of my dumb ass brain this is no way to live. I honestly am done with this sick joke of a life whatever higher being gave me cause it’s bullshit and a curse. I told myself I’d never give up but I just cannot find any reason to not kill myself, social anxiety is the absolute worst ",3.7073343151693683,4.79541419587629,5.446244477172314,80.69680412371136,71.98969072164948,8.429455081001473,23.135493372606767,8.841846274778883,1.5470689248895444,750,18,148,14,14,257,102,194,0.16399999999999998,0.76,0.076,-0.9286,0,0,1,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,2,0,6,0,21,8,2,2,3,40,31,13,1,4,11,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,0,2,10,14,0,1,3,1,0,2,7,3,0,2,6,1,11,5,25,17,1,11,0,0,0,1,10,4,2,5,6,101,21,3,0.3501629331879633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168791988856142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937426738881262,0.0,0.26787368545069656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966320079632948,0.0,0.0,0.07115202465884703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302992130908944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990459640107573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033420283799688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214331417971748,0.11944608487499125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116161351651444,0.09834245787144344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059017633412919414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668085906579684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196939756869698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571626324164646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913446820590996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648869568392457,0.11404794782845952,0.0,0.3092002852872999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900224136448833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436177596462775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818631054406895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618392588316568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584495552198285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432334143455668,0.12000860495713145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812786089767123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965527989389972,0.0,0.0,0.3569470133271437,0.0,0.08985751112706103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020192792207714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754423116234499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806094075920566,0.0,0.0,0.11153189618797836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884505680100858,0.09264767920722344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532252761399012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849742619270812,0.11853581865521358,0.0,0.08291523369045603,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,riya2908,2018/11/10,"Does anyone have a quick/temporary fix? I’ve got a presentation soon and was wondering if anyone knew what I could do to get rid of the nerves. 
I’ve heard alcohol helps you loosen up but does anyone use anything else? ",4.7957364341085285,5.9278526046511635,5.367441860465117,82.10992248062018,69.46511627906978,9.454263565891472,25.96124031007752,9.725611199111238,2.16804496124031,174,5,35,4,3,56,36,43,0.031,0.912,0.055999999999999994,0.2406,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,10,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,2,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866261924674535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625988697233554,0.0,0.2207072550315069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413733865563594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4694104602179063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240482152947349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401243873262622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21450550533864532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797700341894999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316402700380392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908534455165904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheRecruit4D,2018/11/10,"Dealing With Social Anxiety - Guide & Advice  

**Work with a therapist.** If social anxiety is stopping you from doing things you want or need to do, or you haven’t had much success with self-help, seek professional help. Find a therapist who specializes in anxiety disorders.

​

**Practice deep breathing every day.** It’s helpful to engage in deep breathing before an anxiety-provoking social situation. Practice this technique every day. This way, it becomes second nature and you don’t hyperfocus on deep breathing and miss an entire conversation.

​

**Create an exposure hierarchy.** An exposure hierarchy is a list where you write down situations that cause the anxiety, in order of severity. Then you perform the easiest behaviour and keep moving up the list. To create your own hierarchy, list 10 anxiety-provoking situations, and rate them on a 100-point scale (zero being no anxiety; 100 being severe anxiety).

​

**Create objective goals.** People tend to disqualify the positive when they feel anxious. They might do well, but because of their anxious feelings, they see their performance as dreadful. That’s why therapists encourage clients to create objective behavioural goals. These are behaviours that anyone in the room would be able to observe. It doesn’t matter how you feel or whether you’re blushing or sweating (which you can’t control anyway) in a social situation. For instance, if you’re working in a group setting, the objective behaviour would be to make three comments.

​

**Avoid focusing on others’ reactions.** It doesn’t matter how your colleagues received your idea at a meeting. What matters is that you actually spoke up. It doesn’t matter whether a girl or guy said yes to your dinner invite. What matters is that you actually asked. It doesn’t matter how your teacher reacted when you declined to volunteer for yet another school trip. What matters is that you were assertive and respected your own needs. You did what you wanted to in a situation. We can’t control what another person is going to do.

​

​

[***More advice and support like this can be found here.***](https://reddit.com/r/overcoming)

​

[***Refer to this for a full guide on depression.***](https://www.reddit.com/r/overcoming/comments/9vp2wa/depression_guide_causes_diagnosis_treatment/)",5.488075435203093,9.207972797872344,5.59213926499033,67.14609090909093,82.98936170212768,8.479226305609286,33.166150870406184,8.789673983102933,4.357375106382978,1876,99,242,54,55,590,199,376,0.055,0.8170000000000001,0.128,0.9726,0,1,0,0,0,0,120.0,1,20,6,9,9,11,0,2,20,1,31,5,4,8,0,53,49,23,0,8,10,0,3,1,0,3,0,2,1,3,26,10,1,5,7,0,0,4,9,3,1,3,6,6,27,8,37,35,5,35,0,1,1,0,48,21,0,8,8,176,53,7,0.07069574238286133,0.0,0.1379776931644639,0.0,0.0,0.13816612250951468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063952293418443,0.2577091950893559,0.0,0.14826129992752232,0.3244922965207965,0.1597321322991984,0.0,0.04943210683198091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609097590425066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043095468382434915,0.07807789317947775,0.06015686978035144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262400146569366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858257292673766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911858106482009,0.07288420615709906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102344556264457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912842407985536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723767455448048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461462777657437,0.0,0.0,0.07751423254133337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04017801958020264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999989972781688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215759775081868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980688803491237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283762410303792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034538368748385576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047189957001996234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749970107126858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513838602902292,0.05196950500777689,0.10483999438878518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901152634417096,0.06172879538681271,0.0,0.0,0.06683032743515213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724784016820992,0.0,0.0,0.07154786555701016,0.05633535367051875,0.0,0.07375107747383604,0.1597321322991984,0.0,0.0,0.3973248823691421,0.0,0.2882616257382317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910480617786746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022469067362085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462496173411104,0.04696710990755402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339636104187499,0.056114989687569186,0.0,0.0,0.06356396261953641,0.0,0.06379191148122122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293468487390224,0.0,0.0,0.10044045405768927,0.0,0.2577091950893559,0.0
socialanxiety,wheresthexalwo,2018/11/10,Can’t breathe I’ve always struggled with anxiety and have social anxiety from time to time but lately I am unable to breathe more and more and keep having “silent”panic attack’s . What kind I do for my breathing besides medication ? I’ve tried deep breathing but then I start to focus even more and more on my breathing which stresses me out even more. Honestly this is so dumb but I don’t even know if I breathe correctly. Especially when I’m not talking should I be breathing through my stomach or nose? Apparently my Doctor said I had asthma when I was younger but I honestly don’t even remembering having to use an inhaler or having an asthma attack.,4.261847507331378,6.61130283870968,5.0789442815249295,78.72705278592376,73.03225806451613,7.734897360703813,31.43401759530792,8.575989854853784,2.785445161290323,528,25,91,10,11,171,74,124,0.14400000000000002,0.757,0.1,-0.5765,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,3,2,2,0,14,13,9,1,1,20,20,15,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,3,14,3,10,15,5,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,3,7,68,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517953865910112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791150854284287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41507822242603787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672362040842486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819700421788791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621511112068714,0.0,0.18997153597194494,0.10025810477017802,0.0,0.2057876472495247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377783674312406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665628290361612,0.0,0.1735315770637188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596320118305434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291240528887921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089715890768717,0.19071420502452013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662936971262355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275141597857367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385718917292653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755992158098492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GrossAmphibian,2018/11/10,"Lonely I’m 31. I’m married and have children between 3 and 8 years. I don’t work, I’ve been a stay at home mum for nearly 9 years now. I have no hobbies. I hate everything. I cannot think of anything anything I would like to do. I have no friends. No acquaintances. I was studying via correspondence but I just couldn’t keep up with the work load between house work and paediatric appointments.


I used to have a handful of very close friends but I don’t even live in the same state and them and even when I did they were not interested in keeping in contac after I started a family. I’m not particularly interesting and became even less so after kids. I did try, I sent birthday messages every year (I still do) and tried to organise catch ups but they were always too busy. 


I’ve been taking my two younger children to a playgroup for nearly 2 years now but I haven’t connected with anyone, I know a lot of the mums do stuff together but I’m just shit at conversations and building friendships. I noticed the other day at the school disco that all the parents had little groups and were chatting and laughing together. I spoke to no one. I’m not good at approaching people and at this point it would seem weird to try to connect with parents you haven’t said boo to in two years.


I guess I’m a bit of a wallflower and seem uninteresting which isn’t wrong. Even today at a kids party I just sat by myself, I tried to edge in closer to the other parents so as I could attempt to make an organic attempt at casual conversation but an opportunity never arose. I felt like maybe at this point they are actively trying to avoid me because I’m that weird quiet mum who has a child with a behaviour issue.


I don’t even really have any social interaction with my husband. He works long hours Monday to Friday and he doesn’t really want to talk to me about work. I have no experience in his industry or even in the work force in general. And then unless he wants to hear about the vacuuming or laundry I have nothing to talk about either. And he’s embarrassed of me in social situations so he does all his work functions on his own. It’s not his fault either, I’m embarrassed of myself, I don’t blame him. 


I’m just incredibly lonely and bored but I’m also incredibly boring so I understand why I have no friends.",3.235761984392422,5.120637223913043,4.760434782608698,81.94059643255297,74.58695652173913,7.761426978818284,26.360089186176143,8.5409612609427,1.9135808249721296,1833,67,358,35,39,614,221,460,0.135,0.778,0.087,-0.9581,4,5,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,4,10,23,24,2,3,21,0,35,2,2,2,3,66,66,34,0,6,20,7,2,2,3,2,0,4,2,5,11,22,0,3,6,2,0,3,21,13,0,3,14,6,47,11,62,48,9,51,0,2,0,0,45,27,1,6,21,244,58,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651019359614097,0.06773796473715141,0.0,0.0,0.05536022120215585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056922355739783714,0.0,0.13398367001446962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04962555187816699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888764348211145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649976515636464,0.0,0.0,0.05250141542398679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124067601923413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226152367473489,0.0,0.06858973821652102,0.0,0.0731642474409978,0.07963263001479437,0.07674420286033329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816443179925392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18868682113920532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682811551998267,0.0,0.0,0.0896800731764029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037353095487926,0.0,0.0,0.09175271532129337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165884626638463,0.0,0.08017046655048568,0.09393388431112504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496878557974569,0.0,0.14471831456399994,0.0,0.0,0.04473969939438268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954365850720703,0.08159218732526982,0.07188474196314168,0.0720435047092621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921015742412236,0.0,0.0,0.05434046193788508,0.0,0.08178526261894191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278685645210921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811315691559496,0.09268353016184612,0.0,0.0,0.055164157295307895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27118179910797113,0.0,0.0,0.056438046377334274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391371787571906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430407915277022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743763570098201,0.0,0.0,0.08238922669230575,0.0,0.1482215436214436,0.0,0.0,0.08356412644156097,0.0,0.0915059856759,0.0,0.1659703769270082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762099058297083,0.0867700800247889,0.06501252174910331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319266580427818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120867315389252,0.13086530886193073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216294949239141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716525072012564,0.0,0.0,0.27635338929118697,0.0,0.15904754403943905,0.08474858309082417,0.0,0.07031036088598165,0.0,0.06717011312035402,0.09603307718128297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345804399956532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414861877037661,0.0,0.0,0.11565979325886805,0.08900685164182781,0.0,0.2621203654409813
socialanxiety,taylatalks,2018/11/10,"First day at first job tomorrow. I'm terrified I'm 21 and just got my first job. It's in customer service and I'm terrified. I've struggled with social anxiety for a long time, but in recent years it has got a lot better so I finally felt strong enough to get a job. Now that I have the job and I'm about to start I'm really anxious and scared. I'm scared I'm going to screw up, not know what to do, make a fool of myself, etc etc. Not going to lie, I kind of feel like curling up in bed and refusing to move for the next few weeks to avoid having to go lol. There's not really any point to this post, just wanted to share how I'm feeling with people who hopefully understand :(",2.2397882938978846,3.2341360547945217,4.215130759651308,88.48235990037365,75.43835616438356,8.048816936488171,22.86176836861768,8.575989854853784,1.2031726027397265,528,14,121,10,11,181,89,146,0.20800000000000002,0.6509999999999999,0.141,-0.855,4,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,7,12,1,4,6,1,4,1,0,2,0,25,27,8,0,2,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,2,5,0,0,4,3,6,0,3,3,3,5,6,23,24,5,26,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,2,15,67,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606641590080863,0.0,0.0968194889826956,0.14297889585493034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193369467826517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162194003455336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077225037818094,0.28229989447367515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798697486973465,0.09041582974339248,0.12151924883607587,0.1386423492315124,0.0,0.3229604020741954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612335673725983,0.0,0.21578409282566027,0.0,0.20244618830822314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257045001676302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023725337862412,0.0,0.0,0.13179471833870365,0.06955509735579135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061831739890939715,0.0,0.0,0.11200327788823493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075983813661674,0.0,0.0,0.08448103522400573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345152451934699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459999129755365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877420694256839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196418815520872,0.0,0.12121129259687904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215755756704953,0.0,0.1249645843442334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534210342223012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129013894612632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958114748171238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323099526768493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379924787573801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317553767110863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464947376869305,0.0,0.10152030310282348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150169886690015
socialanxiety,0Jumpero,2018/11/10,"Remembering names I am very bad at remembering names. A I feel really anxious when I speak to a person that I know for a while but didn't memorize their name yet ( it takes some time for me ). I fear that I'm gonna have to call them by name at some point and feel weird not knowing it. Anyone else weird like me? This is stupid, fuck society, it's their fault.",2.3412000000000006,3.70525932,3.6023333333333305,91.4995,75.8,7.666666666666668,20.5,8.344100000000001,0.665,279,6,66,5,6,91,54,75,0.303,0.6579999999999999,0.039,-0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,2,8,2,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,16,12,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,3,10,1,7,10,2,7,0,0,0,1,10,3,1,2,5,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26174515144573285,0.0,0.16200390119106198,0.2373950540555177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934525065678564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23658265934964065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935482999663155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607170575399644,0.2343001036624995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419481675843746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546628910840972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319263605398093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023038528881522,0.0,0.0,0.2190231098013032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484273403066496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249220158865621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420297717455094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351010244995547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116953659978012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BraeBrandy,2018/11/10,"Social Anxiety Solutions I have struggled with Anxiety all my life. 
A counselor recently helped me discover that it was because I was socially isolated most of my life. As great as it was to identify my problem (social anxiety), I do not have many solutions. Hers were often redundant, things people have been saying my whole life; essentially, breathing techniques and meditation tools.
***Would like some honest input from people who also suffer from social anxiety and how they cope?***",5.414074074074076,9.002020592592599,6.215913580246912,64.92461111111115,77.64197530864197,10.15358024691358,32.791358024691355,9.888512548439397,5.007715061728393,392,20,50,14,10,128,59,81,0.18600000000000005,0.691,0.12300000000000001,-0.4438,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,10,4,1,1,1,11,10,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,10,3,7,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,3,2,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317232664679008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713094176174136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389113542780197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698111620803813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032385288097816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263735010163229,0.07524797337930249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615538699026416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135606378223956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737943611558818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207936462205812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248545976928625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6280291723632379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101852890449234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232619443532916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196144315584075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941368812462138,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,questionranswer,2018/11/10,"Is it normal for my social anxiety to fluctuate in severity? I feel it is cyclical. Some weeks I am completely normally functional, and a week later I feel super shy.",3.792150537634409,6.372695741935487,6.7109677419354865,65.3531182795699,75.45161290322581,11.8752688172043,32.913978494623656,11.20814326018867,5.416926881720432,132,7,20,6,3,48,26,31,0.11699999999999999,0.759,0.12300000000000001,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,3,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262136738213436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31004128330292624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990348750109317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794566370078199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340627145433893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014342192979273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743937604638793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,st0nervirginsunit3,2018/11/10,"Anyone else analyze their past and wonder when their social anxiety started? I’ve been doing this a lot lately and the few biggest things I realized were 

1. I never told anyone how I really felt and I still struggle with this today in my early twenties. As a kid and a teen and now an adult most of my anxieties or problems are my own. Unless I was having a panic attack I never asked for help with anything or told anyone what was on my mind. 

2. At a young age I learned to escape uncomfortable family issues (that I won’t go into) using music and just hiding away and reading or watching movies or shows. Or video games. Something I still do to an extent. Probably contributes in some way to me learning to avoid people or learning to be comfortable at home or just by myself. 

3. I was bullied freshman year of high school. Which is kind of around the time I really started to fail socially. I’m sure this didn’t help my confidence at the time and furthered my self doubt. 

4. High school in general. This is when I started comparing myself to others and longing for more friends/popularity/acceptance and not knowing how to get them. It’s not that I had 0 friends though there were multiple days I spent breaks alone in the bathroom. The few friends I made kind of adopted me in a way. I never really learned how to make a friend. To actually put effort into it and embrace the discomfort. I rarely was initiating these interactions. I just got lucky with those few people. And I only was friends with them at school so it felt sort of fake to me. I was scared to do things with my school friends outside of school. Idk why. Even in college I still had that problem. 

4. I smoked weed for a couple years in high school which I highly doubt helped any of this. 

Idk what this post is. Maybe just a rant or idk maybe it sounds like a total sob story. I’m sure many have had it way worse than me. At the least it feels good to write down and think about. I really hope I can work towards changing. 

",2.7208108108108107,4.933029109414762,3.805358641083832,86.6983288632144,77.2442748091603,6.691396740251702,23.853173784471487,7.730073105063049,1.2359987483666868,1572,52,308,24,37,508,209,393,0.184,0.743,0.07200000000000001,-0.9894,0,2,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,4,3,19,27,1,7,19,0,25,0,0,6,6,73,47,30,0,3,15,0,3,1,5,1,0,1,1,3,24,21,0,1,11,4,1,2,7,13,0,0,20,5,42,14,52,25,11,56,0,2,1,0,23,25,1,17,25,215,66,14,0.0,0.0,0.07189991222352002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630905009979241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010413265683231,0.0,0.11272821039385507,0.0,0.0,0.15455385841275096,0.07549267086087535,0.060631401306546866,0.06558978174723384,0.06887976247897233,0.08382030859372527,0.06922368849537956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794243532357596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152422677072811,0.0,0.04751675166667246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154921029492871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04866417398658279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945784603561607,0.0,0.03725423151470863,0.0,0.14148646717340893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846204161176827,0.0,0.03849414900112722,0.0,0.04187337844079055,0.06179830903494736,0.05892769304205432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815610503079166,0.3113829271519201,0.07390587640526769,0.07317970530129357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769015587714402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345033209522124,0.04049195947569037,0.0,0.08311293228738564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035995755899361034,0.0,0.0,0.06520344822746882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263910861402831,0.0,0.06971669279393705,0.04918119282123304,0.0746987718079579,0.14804058071479514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439461735382218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047697334667405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560360722138456,0.0,0.08644623495092021,0.0,0.0,0.07033478255774328,0.10215925085473793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056395482739145,0.0,0.07943824306157052,0.14100138432329862,0.0,0.07406757689555797,0.0,0.0,0.07369877104141123,0.0,0.1888021870228951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376536471171052,0.4474014721087524,0.0,0.0,0.07686309105687443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502125822851922,0.0,0.05672156488284785,0.0,0.0,0.15645077060538334,0.0,0.1765200324350628,0.0,0.0,0.0770251131217116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388828553617372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789788486231277,0.047210420847029484,0.07238907884628779,0.0,0.08592543948389715,0.0,0.06983891817304258,0.1408065637871486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363485500025044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754484833204509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648368632461889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990155092088297,0.05363906757281102,0.0,0.07508502487927034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489350495298128
socialanxiety,miahstr,2018/11/10,"Zipper I play with the zipper on my jacket, staring blankly and listening to the sound it makes. It's like the sound of a beetle taking flight; A turbulent clash of air and wing that brings life to its discordant chorus, inviting the attention of those in its proximity. I break from my trance to see the room staring at me. The expressions of teenage girls painted with annoyance. Lips curved slightly at the edges an expression which needs no further input to derive its meaning... “please stop”. I do but imagine the classroom filled with beetles. The girls screeching and shying away trying to escape the harmless insect. I chuckle inside at the thought.


",7.258620689655174,8.92215365517242,6.2391379310344846,76.15715517241382,64.17241379310346,8.558620689655173,35.1896551724138,8.841846274778883,3.2557793103448285,528,24,82,8,8,159,81,116,0.06,0.821,0.11900000000000001,0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,14,0,1,2,1,1,0,14,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,2,8,6,0,1,4,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,6,7,4,19,8,0,13,0,0,3,0,5,9,0,0,2,54,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322232386071972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497614441646539,0.1727533863180094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360338709591537,0.0,0.0,0.3851791613627956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262193391126359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3881517552422573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281777150128427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956293474448899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26586671414941554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28072261940894583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24007436779481856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xeightx,2018/11/10,"Book recommendations? Kindle Unlimited++. Whenever I'm around someone, I can't think how I normally think alone. Suddenly everything I do revolves around them. Even though I have my own room if I hear my roommate in the kitchen, I get anxiety about going to the bathroom, listening to music, watching certain t.v. shows. This applies to everything I do whether I'm in my house or out in public. Anyone got some good book recommendations to get that thinking sorted out?",5.948932874354561,8.481999831325304,6.378864027538729,70.44819277108435,68.75903614457832,9.562134251290876,35.95352839931154,9.957137785484203,4.239682960413081,378,20,59,10,7,122,58,83,0.047,0.884,0.069,0.3939,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,15,15,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,11,2,12,14,2,10,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,4,1,39,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277392087288808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821486706325278,0.0,0.0,0.15375185239009695,0.0,0.0,0.3914965518842348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523494215503407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952450114399838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297663782406905,0.0,0.12496827126585552,0.18443288157822374,0.17586572193030528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478314496848982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537229622234081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154450248665588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631166136243185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226889421398736,0.21604031914310245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,w0nd3rwall,2018/11/10,"Does Unemployment/Lack of Responsibilities Worsen or Better Your Anxiety? I dropped out of school, I quit my job, and now I stay home and ""do nothing"". I'm still depressed (especially at night), but life feels so much better. 

I sleep and wake up when I want. I eat and sh*t when I want. I wear what I feel like wearing and exercise without time constraints. I have time to take care of my body and look the way I want to look. I read during the silence of 5am and I write during the sunrise. I listen to music, sing, and dance for hours. I watch television and I create videos. My house is completely clean and organized for the first time in forever. And best of all, I don't have any deadlines to worry about or managers to boss me around. 

On the other hand, because I haven't been socializing at all for months. I have zero friends or work-friends or really anyone to talk to. My main ""emotion"" is loneliness. I can go for a couple days without seeing any other soul before I go crazy and go for a bus ride to Starbucks or something. I have a kitten, so that helps. But most of the time when I have the urge to talk to someone I just go online. Then the loneliness dies down for a while and the cycle repeats. 

This has been my life for months now and even though it feels ""easy,"" I feel as if my life has stagnated and nothing is really improving. To improve my social anxiety, I have to go out and do things that make me mentally, emotionally, and especially *physically* EXHAUSTED every single day. And I absolutely hate it. I'm dreading the day I decide to go back to school and work, but I can't live off my savings forever. 

I don't even know why I'm really writing this, I guess I just want to know if you guys are in the same boat or have gotten out of this boat and found something better?",2.981973929236503,4.746494050279335,4.390815642458101,84.83719180633148,74.97765363128491,7.566629422718807,25.061824953445072,8.344100000000001,1.5619293109869652,1402,47,286,25,30,465,178,358,0.107,0.753,0.141,0.9172,3,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,2,0,7,16,12,1,1,15,0,22,12,6,2,2,61,52,40,1,6,15,0,5,1,1,0,5,1,2,1,11,24,1,0,8,5,0,8,6,4,0,2,4,10,44,8,45,48,8,45,1,1,4,0,12,12,0,10,23,194,55,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099940745374108,0.0,0.1361169821499458,0.0,0.0,0.0622068623085331,0.0,0.0,0.07919830466672377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840910572636531,0.0,0.05423264431961173,0.0,0.07570322924042598,0.0,0.09336397785151256,0.2360487059049964,0.0,0.09882079918977643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070642586404838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327880828817718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843881741197437,0.0,0.1721264841117827,0.0,0.07662599786976408,0.0,0.0923323155692602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785445395398445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103408674754693,0.0,0.200148799875974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175219668391831,0.0,0.07495741076702084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993485564546724,0.0635570896550256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567415015677538,0.0,0.09754626091580464,0.13746930591674722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033674296364263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800571131325538,0.08808999662466803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783517667850818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05963181068702884,0.0,0.08923981693920598,0.0,0.0876132603632098,0.1026544339478884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828469600039224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778640689694336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851724303169434,0.04346413063871559,0.0,0.07855831311387984,0.0,0.1494175059368505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938527296735776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965646650480512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202309183611064,0.0,0.06540000112173748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348825095768551,0.0,0.17072991212614627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946259369229665,0.0889897414965398,0.0,0.17098105144495646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007600753504086,0.07089411747704866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902991606389987,0.18137858580539776,0.07538032020219966,0.13698023250259034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948255628294373,0.0710480958881051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689110901134089,0.14301446494155082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910483542568181,0.0,0.08740831526327764,0.0,0.20750638143889905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098970196029874,0.07061680475817758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027767595256746,0.0,0.0,0.17151945479229422,0.0,0.12953612902819667,0.09034895244492352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lesbianota,2018/11/10,"IM SO TIRED OF PEOPLE IGNORING ME Hello! my name is kariah and i have social anxiety since 2015 (probably bc ppl around me made me feel insecure about my physical appearance, personality & intellect) but got diagnosed in the beginnings of the last year; i have been taking meds & going to therapy since then and im not going to deny it, i got a lot better but always i feel alone, like i have my group of “friends” at college but i really feel like nobody cares abt me and that i always bore them when im with them, i don’t know if what happens its actually true or i am percibieng it that way... i just wanna know how to to dont care abt it (im trying but its like almost imposible) or just being self-independent enought and just dont care to be alone. WHAT SHOULD I DO IM SO TIRING TO BE LIKE THIS IM SO TIRED OF MY LIFE BEING IN THIS SITUATION IN ALL THESE YEARS",0.7772678903963808,3.1306233854748617,3.357749401436553,86.17104283054006,86.09497206703911,6.9849428039372174,19.696993881351425,8.11559375814309,1.1348736898111196,682,20,142,16,21,237,104,179,0.14400000000000002,0.695,0.161,0.7563,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,10,13,0,1,3,0,15,5,0,2,2,33,32,17,0,3,11,0,3,4,1,1,5,0,0,1,12,6,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,4,3,21,10,18,23,2,15,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,6,10,92,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.09049142211907127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285602708642107,0.1920813044282632,0.0,0.0,0.15431812018028768,0.20094653996421027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093844593137676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254965052440114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201243810791567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28363424394894104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941193294035617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173585039942229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406617178852265,0.0662465637547268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164322019905248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054015630021221,0.0,0.14832982630060115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082001121446066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6009879911142822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101924324634833,0.0755875926204774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549817194352378,0.18121341408361805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883600749237307,0.0,0.08774367702632661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300248814651206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428753253359394,0.08096854429348442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997897581480576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940542162895637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967379542353455,0.0,0.0,0.15341496860058976,0.1042327721946186,0.0,0.09452689002531572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697216650698823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604520984039016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197396072670069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295780469098962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360501690621066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943057992008788
socialanxiety,Xtractedz,2018/11/10,"SA Killed My Relationships Throughout my entire life, I've only dated 4 people and every single one has lasted under a month. A couple even less than a week. Whenever I am in a relationship, my mind completely fucks up and I can never make any physical contact, I can barely speak. I would get a hug and would freeze up instantly, I would have them fall asleep on my shoulder and I would start breathing heavily. I thought at first I was just aromantic, maybe these things just aren't for me. Until I realised that I wanted a relationship but SA would prevent it every time.

​

TL;DR: SA fucked up my mind and my relationships ended quickly.",4.783471074380167,6.925559785123969,5.609991735537193,76.39316942148761,70.98347107438016,8.145785123966942,27.802479338842968,8.841846274778883,2.4327480991735535,518,19,87,10,10,169,83,121,0.099,0.863,0.038,-0.8704,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,3,0,6,0,12,7,3,1,1,20,19,7,1,6,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,2,2,18,1,10,12,2,19,0,0,0,3,7,7,2,0,11,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398543679962453,0.15684211395180814,0.0877764676702314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13533428753616178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142820727074409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432349500033903,0.0,0.0,0.08525383173256706,0.0,0.21750508969561846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979243178935184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386583469948657,0.06743716029240081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280405787009734,0.0,0.0,0.10521460082047017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117057147341184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615958709880411,0.0,0.12967472499718588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260661002545328,0.0,0.10302765601347776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955177843959563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746559829855938,0.09816851864762603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089485414719011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5543195573231284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136103337744406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857527121011749,0.0,0.0,0.1024723480544668,0.07526556354708445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613268256004965,0.0,0.10353740782522068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4584613230978804,0.0,0.15684211395180814,0.0
socialanxiety,wc376408,2018/11/10,"This past year Hey /r/socialanxiety, this past year has been extremely difficult for me and I don’t know how to “get out”

I feel like I’ve been suffering from social anxiety since highschool (I’m 24 now) but this year in particular has been the worst by far. So I worked at a restaurant for 3 years as a dish washer but this year I transitioned to a hosting position where I have to interact with people. Every weekend at work feels like hell but that’s the only time I interact with people. Otherwise I’m in my room all day. Life feels like the Truman show like everyone is against me or like everyone knows I’m anxious so I don’t even leave my house. I can’t even hang out with friends anymore or my own brother because it gets too overwhelming and I shut down. How do you guys have the will to fight these feelings and “get out”  of the house and out of your head? 



TLDR: last year has been rough, don’t talk to anyone or leave the house except for when I go to work, (which sucks) how do I get out? ",3.092352941176472,4.5333450490196086,4.016813725490199,88.97316176470589,74.0,7.845098039215688,25.00490196078432,8.472884824447931,1.4331725490196074,786,25,171,14,16,253,116,204,0.129,0.7809999999999999,0.09,-0.7963,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,2,0,3,11,13,3,1,9,0,17,3,1,3,1,29,32,17,0,0,7,1,5,5,1,1,1,0,1,1,8,12,1,0,6,2,0,2,4,7,0,0,4,5,18,6,29,27,3,30,1,2,0,0,11,14,2,3,19,105,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857472561032585,0.12662789412599626,0.1111614919500285,0.07837475779288057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832799799378342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228769196497775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480665531831599,0.0,0.09443924183973604,0.2142103816585487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267008848600288,0.2402277492968681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659915606853033,0.0,0.2342460785171181,0.0,0.06370237392266549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098505684455616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503495125547145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880046074560194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320161589202533,0.09136693900690668,0.0,0.2373706879556561,0.0,0.0,0.07917129350944035,0.2738034507022689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524821636666786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140019642598556,0.15541585226541932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272061454090573,0.0,0.0,0.11425992409653556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900923437922292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535959933603629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448048903590081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330872091365692
socialanxiety,ifoundtheonepiece,2018/11/10,"how how do you all deal with anxiety? I always feel like i'm the most boring person in the world, and that people will get bored talking to me, so i thank it when other people are there so i can just listen in. I feel like my resting b face scares people away, and i want to seem nice but i feel like i'll just intrude on others personal space. is it just me?",1.0749350649350653,2.737996233766236,2.9519480519480545,93.49077922077923,80.16883116883116,5.43896103896104,17.493506493506494,6.1826913282559595,-0.3664493506493503,278,5,63,2,7,93,54,77,0.083,0.7559999999999999,0.16,0.7081,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,2,0,5,1,1,2,1,16,14,8,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,10,5,7,13,3,7,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,4,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133002145058948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751728246682956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934551654111402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122797159447999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123362974406042,0.4412971791983384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757721994070277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30178534529006107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428247220032936,0.3595777972001948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614750733586715,0.0,0.0,0.1874487988135068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654991869142738,0.0,0.18957028687297303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144850555578746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vinnytheworm,2018/11/10,How done for are you when your a guy who can't drive? I've spend years and years trying to get my license. Not being able to drive has cost me my job and friends. I drove with an instructor the yesterday and he was pissed at me the entire time rightfully so. At this point I'm not sure if there's anything I can do besides watch paint dry for the next 60 years. I'm looking for any bit of advice thanks.,3.0979457364341094,3.808371430232558,3.720930232558139,93.91457364341088,73.06976744186046,7.128682170542637,23.635658914728683,7.1686216300943375,0.5513007751937984,317,8,75,3,6,100,67,86,0.07200000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.07,-0.0418,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,0,5,0,8,1,1,1,1,9,14,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,3,2,8,3,9,10,1,14,0,0,2,0,6,4,1,1,7,42,10,1,0.23637955308714265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309873635226165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074620189952052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452023134750368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25806525020366244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418983520360505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826262563502924,0.0,0.12349856028176635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340529210966671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345702324755983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984992908814875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513923363757382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234550822910431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186684678048453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278493134752872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762653388810613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783481831912425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048620018479265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566620465401383
socialanxiety,rerversed,2018/12/24,"Walking How can you possibly fuck up the thing that you learn before you even say your first words, the thing that you do for most of your life.

",11.585172413793106,6.292842000000004,9.147586206896554,81.13103448275864,60.03448275862069,12.979310344827587,35.89655172413793,8.841846274778883,2.6038,114,2,26,1,1,33,22,29,0.111,0.889,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,1,1,21,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237963907782722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513313439961598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32367201428300674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517866698020104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687741042911666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42898163959048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30260655018559696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056041223182002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anoniea,2018/12/24,"I’m afraid no one will ever hear my real voice Whenever I’m around other people my voice gets very flat and monotone. I’m a female but because it’s so low and mumbling I get mistaken for a man many times before especially in uber rides. I have a boyfriend that I have been dating for a year and even I can’t show my real self to him. The only time I am comfortable is when I’m alone in my room. I talk to myself all the time, seriously have conversations and everything and I’m just so free. It’s easier cause I can’t judge myself or get mad at myself or anything like other people can. I want help to learn how I can just stop being so afraid. It’s so bad that whenever I’m around other people or my boyfriend I start hating myself because I hate the way my fake voice sounds and I have low confidence. ",2.358791208791206,3.910694029585799,4.199513947590873,86.45468934911243,76.15976331360946,7.1954353338968735,21.538884192730347,7.957251820313856,0.904112087912088,637,16,135,10,14,216,93,169,0.225,0.635,0.14,-0.9477,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,12,13,3,2,7,0,13,0,0,2,2,23,27,16,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,1,2,8,8,0,1,1,1,1,1,3,10,0,1,1,5,23,4,10,24,1,19,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,3,10,84,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605755646795495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194113061329446,0.2854623107473789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133872101481997,0.19547610306261756,0.0,0.1364323317332981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470707162697654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058990225821896,0.14503118331675754,0.0,0.0,0.14409776246304593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130352086998176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165930458368291,0.0,0.0,0.18070794739424295,0.0,0.10746842716143257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833104015903783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255339964742396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864639372972099,0.12194114870679515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333465995422883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649901380683223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726321539564298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348515298549625,0.0,0.0,0.13404631180003515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288703079071981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804759429020185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322922512506977,0.09456908277108596,0.12726557941293729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032497687794879
socialanxiety,SA_3991,2018/12/24,Being anxious around high school/college aged people For whatever reason being around younger people that are in groups always seems to trigger my anxiety. I get worries that they're going to end up talking shit about me. And god forbid if the group laughs 😨. Anyone else like this?,6.093823529411764,8.280308921568633,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058825,67.62745098039215,6.668627450980392,28.43627450980393,7.1686216300943375,1.8060156862745096,229,8,35,2,4,69,46,51,0.20600000000000002,0.664,0.13,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,8,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,8,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472476700859107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902592825522745,0.2643778625593789,0.0,0.16363338494181698,0.2397828445979001,0.0,0.416657783187744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549506672602096,0.0,0.20727372817849832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226665771139568,0.0,0.13299990159257588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472567309524196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433116148330105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244823039455446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24061324125493136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23684241228579755,0.0,0.21304452871691845,0.0,0.0,0.2402198695332944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880977445700445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376603539523341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dee_dop,2018/12/24,Therapy for social anxiety Does anyone else find talking about social anxiety with well-meaning therapists so frustrating. My current therapist is lovely and wants to help but I almost feel like if you don't have this anxiety you'll never really understand. ,6.977727272727273,10.106900409090915,7.740909090909092,59.15636363636367,67.63636363636364,12.581818181818182,36.0,11.698219412168324,6.2323818181818185,214,11,26,9,4,71,40,44,0.151,0.6990000000000001,0.15,0.24100000000000002,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,8,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819737628786293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313267481215287,0.0,0.0,0.1314138432329031,0.1925694146162916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446984508152485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570019349087846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950294309759974,0.13426623858376785,0.0,0.0,0.17177614124449114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597397024225754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181926620380416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962554385919473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047246002357616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449529276090291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040084891246405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831676467238663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106115128144335,0.0,0.0,0.21492875461151184,0.4364317132239625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565488581359525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108534211722204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898297795273495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheManicMonocle,2018/12/24,"Is it weird that I don’t like an empty house? I mean, weird as a person with social anxiety? I feel lonely whenever the house is empty for more than a day, but when people are here, as they are the majority of the time, I try to spend more time in my room than not. Anyone else get that?",3.1818852459016402,3.4650664918032814,4.865696721311477,87.33985655737708,72.60655737704919,8.067213114754097,20.16803278688525,8.07648339933343,0.5303737704918037,220,3,51,3,4,75,45,61,0.158,0.812,0.03,-0.5252,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,9,8,3,6,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000691724155462,0.0,0.0,0.1828673434285511,0.2679676387978545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686647405935294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847414278135396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223705480791004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663824710049802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6035393180291297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277699888625172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848820402675229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813114632237056,0.22835726714621776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26659615121361635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30499963597262075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756120417144064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sociallyanxiousnerd,2018/12/24,"My inability to be social is ruining my life Ever since high school, I’ve (18M) been unable to properly approach or talk to people. I do have a small group of people who I can talk to with (mostly) no problems, but to anyone outside that group I have the greatest difficulty initiating or carrying out a conversation. I can’t concentrate or think properly when I’m with new people and often get extremely nervous, avoid eye contact, and mess up sentences. Oddly enough, this nervous / anxious feeling I have also encompasses my interactions with certain relatives. I’ve been so fearful of social interactions with certain people that I now completely avoid them. 

I constantly feel as if I’m being judged and I don’t want to make an idiot out of myself. I know that no one really cares enough to remember every time I’ve done something stupid but I still feel that’s all anyone ever sees me for. 

Now, I’ve never been to a psychologist so I cannot be completely sure that I have social anxiety. I live in a household where mental illness is heavily stigmatized and mental health is never truly addressed. I’ve told my parents that I get anxious in social situations and that I would like to see a psychologist. However, every single time I bring it up I’ve been laughed at and ignored. 

I would describe myself as introverted because I definitely enjoy quality time alone with myself. However, I desire friendship and people to talk to. There have been multiple occasions where I felt like I wanted to die (not really die but just a conscious state of nothingness) because of my inability to make meaningful conversations or friends. 

I don’t know if I have social anxiety or if I’m a very shy person who seems to refuse to change, but either way I feel that my inability to be social has had a negative impact on my life.",6.550272727272728,7.568084241176471,7.755508021390376,66.98569518716579,65.41176470588235,10.88770053475936,34.57219251336897,10.832165505486646,4.195264705882353,1462,65,236,40,22,499,170,340,0.242,0.624,0.134,-0.9912,3,3,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,0,14,20,2,5,10,0,29,5,1,2,8,63,52,25,2,9,15,1,5,2,1,2,4,0,1,1,12,14,0,4,12,0,0,2,11,11,0,1,9,8,36,9,37,37,7,30,0,1,3,0,24,13,0,11,15,172,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769904295263586,0.0,0.06771555492980844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955417676377762,0.19132008794624064,0.0,0.11841518535228385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323569443833508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633306545876937,0.0,0.0895762294817758,0.0,0.17756284375991568,0.09150492878245836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576112757321508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665318786875016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498637329432587,0.0,0.0,0.1531890056159221,0.14268676091522606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952843063226191,0.1712593956026592,0.0,0.08130246507872105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542064949218822,0.0,0.08847967632306315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000687868809767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946509184461729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307168910243377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961865860275822,0.08273706299848824,0.0,0.07477066727947458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304408942453645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066745862443225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306150658706382,0.08178083588863587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057378808607186124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402293875635903,0.0,0.0,0.29351919978699664,0.07393602271644982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102372158989646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849152942946612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592166816617856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569687096577801,0.13495199323499305,0.07708606457439615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004505701857733,0.09517963648754904,0.0,0.5179005513223361,0.0,0.06518790298786759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676225510442016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980634984858001,0.0,0.0,0.2041786518276345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425711262636879,0.0,0.0,0.14812618158988672,0.0,0.0,0.08091177173240555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986676229319752,0.09988847515690512,0.06721205437875448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030313642644518,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FuriousMind21,2018/12/24,"Panicking about how to handle greetings at a party! Christmas, my least favorite time of the year.

I used to love it, but now it's just a huge source of anxiety for me because of all those Xmas parties with family I'm not close to. My greatest fear is actually the greetings. I just don't know how to handle them.

Where I come from, it's a very common social practice to kiss (not on the mouth or anything, just cheek on cheek) people of the opposite sex that you are not complete strangers to but not super close either.

So basically: Strangers = Handshake / I know you but we're not close = kiss / Close relatives = hug.

In about two hours I'll be at a Xmas party of my girlfriend's family aka I don't see them often and some of them are still complete strangers to me.

​

And now I'm panicking because I don't know how to handle the greetings. Who should I consider strangers and who should I consider myself a bit close to? Like for example; my girlfriend's parents. I see them kinda often but I'm not close to them, so what should I kiss them? I don't kiss them  when I'm just coming over to my gf's house I just say hi from a distance, but at a party It's a bit more formal so it's seen as impolite. What if I go for a kiss but the other person was going for a handshake? Man is it complicated to me I hate it...

Someone gave me the advice of waiting on them to make the first move, but that's very subtle and happens in a second. So if I just stand there, they may get the idea that I just don't want to greet them at all and they'll just do nothing. Now for me that's not a negative, but it definitely isn't good for my ""social appearance"" in my gf's family and also it's even weirder if I happen to greet some people but not others.

I'm so mixed up right now, I'm panicking. I just wish I could cancel but my gf would be extremely insulted.

Please help me.",1.457705460562604,3.365962591836734,3.352095973524545,89.89985383342527,79.96938775510205,6.38069498069498,22.584390512961946,7.432916251226849,0.843737644787645,1464,47,317,21,37,492,163,392,0.11599999999999999,0.698,0.18600000000000005,0.9866,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,2,11,2,31,13,2,1,21,0,21,11,3,5,2,73,49,31,0,10,32,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,0,2,20,15,0,1,4,0,0,6,15,3,0,3,3,4,47,10,46,37,10,39,0,0,3,8,31,21,0,11,12,223,67,0,0.0,0.0,0.11567405904903913,0.0,0.0,0.1158320294186408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479321446230393,0.0,0.12843373098355454,0.14403424189596525,0.0,0.0,0.09067973285595833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754504669152056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451691835357242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588212722778898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042165751785727,0.2485655289470411,0.0,0.0,0.09464136869710106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829192499980915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33523563806721873,0.1333859804219941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082668028532688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193017942436795,0.0,0.1347335066358621,0.0994223918690801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964202666101311,0.0,0.0,0.1170297817474231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945219732920751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673410501598533,0.13677465515096046,0.0,0.13381274128227125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543289413933854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791071316573077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698338836870308,0.0,0.07912371554529518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259850328416594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373851063686947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162022532557313,0.0,0.0,0.1643559060133442,0.10350108280313297,0.0,0.13011695713582647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122911564656173,0.0,0.09426460287398034,0.0,0.0,0.1889157262330697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24166509493292546,0.10043518730090778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946630207825313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911930803041774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579247014075132,0.0,0.0,0.10237706482857292,0.0,0.19560926551398544,0.06991561730296679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631057608042815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420458950370213,0.0,0.14403424189596525,0.07633331221029446
socialanxiety,babynscrambles,2018/12/24,"Random Acts of Kindness helping my social anxiety I get social anxiety in just about every social situation. Just being out in public and interacting with people on a daily basis can be difficult. I know people tend to translate this as being aloof or not being a very nice person, when I’m actually just to shy and anxious. 

Over the past month I’ve tried looking at things a little differently. I try to seek out ways I can do nice things for strangers and it helps take my focus off of myself. Nothing over the top, but just wishing people a good day, giving out compliments and seeing if there are simple things I can help with. 

It’s a great daily exercise to get out of my comfort zone and encourages me to be a better person. Has anyone else tried this or noticed this having an impact on their social anxiety? ",6.922051282051285,7.066999410256411,7.735384615384617,70.47628205128207,64.51282051282051,9.753846153846156,30.794871794871803,9.444778638647367,2.869671794871796,652,21,108,11,9,219,99,156,0.083,0.696,0.221,0.9835,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,7,10,0,0,9,0,12,1,0,0,0,23,22,11,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,11,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,11,9,25,17,0,20,0,0,2,0,14,14,0,4,4,81,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.12123891551273495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851264811010079,0.14035421268717918,0.0,0.08687049169137061,0.12729708926318195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987891251919513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012359490573623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980285513318374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378537714516686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467634739310623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981904244816647,0.11918095002892085,0.0,0.10420541188737299,0.0,0.13697345391601504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249823469111944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293753446489454,0.06827826491020954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451967841110888,0.0,0.0,0.10432910233966253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916603539766727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921025158978607,0.14144642701820376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859976593038668,0.2583941287310135,0.21696064159252587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900204920659073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964934980393265,0.0,0.5065822755390446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341193742863256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24761574161869646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530494864061652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250982549641592,0.0,0.09861478819797208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286821568093436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ftang33,2018/12/24,"How to be more comfortable with silence Since transferring to a new school this year, I've noticed that my social anxiety has gotten worse. A part of that is I've started becoming uncomfortable with silence when I talk to people. Even when talking to people I'm the most comfortable with (family, boyfriend, best friends), whenever there's a lull in the conversation, I feel very uncomfortable/anxious and like I should be saying something. It's made me start to worry that I have no genuine connections with anyone since we don't have stuff to talk about 24/7. Does anyone else ever feel this way? Or have any tips to help get more comfortable with it?",6.754750000000001,8.049056308333334,6.38666666666667,75.99000000000002,65.08333333333334,10.0,32.5,10.125756701596842,3.3580000000000005,527,21,91,12,8,164,81,120,0.09699999999999999,0.74,0.162,0.8834,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,15,17,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,7,6,15,12,5,9,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,2,8,58,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070904701735416,0.0,0.12454095184275872,0.0,0.0,0.2276659890834709,0.1668070317681193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797989395503483,0.0,0.0,0.17084772944267407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246668780749652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359978519754518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752734435782388,0.14726120799670586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534726086398502,0.0,0.16463234666112378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257782676167119,0.0,0.08505586916047937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912088037462736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953547184583694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404455104095954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723249374874376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185347982280508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629568230202633,0.0,0.2257289510148343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946446793853525,0.0,0.1647614943281102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26933838154457546,0.0,0.0,0.1659532951973158,0.0,0.1253307873129465,0.0,0.0,0.2304602408412421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636614876453256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39255552047465103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432639989727285,0.0,0.12922243707973932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653305025980022,0.16590630570520062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483735516823252
socialanxiety,Brooke0928,2018/12/24,"What the fuck am I supposed to do? It's Christmas Eve, about to go to my Fiances family dinner..

I can barely stand to go out in public as it is, having interaction with anyone is pretty fucking hard. I know I am going to have a mental breakdown, I just don't know how to prepare for it.

When people look at me I break down, automatically, them talking to me is just as hard. It's a big family and I am terrified to be honest. I have 3 and a half hours to prepare, I just found out we are going. My Doctor changed my anxiety meds to something that doesn't even fucking help. 

HELP!",1.6477954545454525,3.487471158333335,4.201212121212123,84.37227272727273,79.08333333333334,6.363636363636362,23.40909090909091,7.348242739294969,1.0307499999999998,449,15,92,6,11,158,74,120,0.128,0.7859999999999999,0.085,-0.4839,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,0,7,4,3,0,4,0,15,5,0,1,0,13,26,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,1,3,16,1,20,24,0,15,0,0,1,3,7,6,3,0,3,70,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308350079462211,0.0,0.0,0.11958589142801752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092364119467594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505314212869966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296156601769165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224576281747696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752202143277594,0.0,0.47433446811462,0.0,0.0,0.38879380995368623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30641277869175265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22927127245564125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842691389069206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798367582525907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361940933290193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899721819134008,0.0,0.1723547543048574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856842533613242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399570635673609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166476015615042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746483621301628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thedankestofall420,2018/12/24,"Wtf do I do?? Stuck upstairs because people got here and I'm too scared to go say hello. I'm freaking out. I'm anxious as hell. My extended family (conservative, evil, judgemental, abusive) arrived at my parents home as I was getting ready, and I've been in my room, door locked, for over 2 hours now. I keep changing clothes but nothing makes me look ok. I know that when my family is here they're going to want to talk, and it scares me so fucking much. I'm terrified of this horrible situation and it's getting worse the longer I'm still here. 

I look disgusting. I'm trash. I can't fucking talk to my own extended family?? Too scared to even leave my room? I haven't had a cigarette In like 3 hours (pack a day smoker) and that's the biggest motivator for me to leave. 

I have no idea what to do here. It's getting worse the longer I'm up here, and I'm getting so anxious and angry just fuming here. If anyone has any advice that would be swell. ",1.3617010309278328,3.5469500670103145,3.2775360824742283,88.84104639175258,81.83505154639175,6.560412371134023,24.13298969072165,7.734863291789972,1.285963711340207,739,28,156,13,20,248,113,194,0.29100000000000004,0.6659999999999999,0.043,-0.9947,1,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,15,12,6,3,5,1,13,2,0,2,0,19,37,14,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,8,8,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,5,3,17,2,18,30,2,17,1,0,2,2,5,9,3,1,7,88,25,1,0.0,0.1458036737000098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025090805514375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368369788739627,0.0,0.0,0.2780411522837695,0.0,0.08604505396343062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750150487243016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301791062805002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793622657495903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127868536763425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480245497929704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22753037959167025,0.2571710208022914,0.0,0.1398734581422157,0.0,0.0984207689115651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343726365969347,0.0,0.2423747939085615,0.0,0.0,0.13891756649091053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937965430560216,0.0,0.0,0.06762948930461726,0.0,0.0,0.260601426143564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060119950235279315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20667554807138916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214220790892438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046183036556088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807752357934705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366414081947846,0.0,0.0,0.0853129615423534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786070528113744,0.36960774497590027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383224108196342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982743224432397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781880803460636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258282972433766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508133443163265,0.08741691223965802,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ya-Boi-Tom,2018/12/24,"Anxiety developing into full blown paranoia. Complications in my early life resulted in me experiencing really bad anxiety/trust issues that went onto make high school life unbearable. I feel like I've come a long way since then but recently, I've been feeling intense levels of paranoia that have been holding me back from every day activities (Such as walking the dog and going shopping).

I was advised to go to the gym to try and boost my confidence but it doesn't seem to be doing anything. 

Anyone else experienced/experiencing this? It would be good to know that I'm not alone on this one.

",6.1669954128440345,7.974517935779822,7.153107798165138,68.04599197247707,66.88990825688072,10.220642201834863,32.89105504587156,10.411451182825502,3.8697055045871562,481,21,78,13,8,161,84,109,0.067,0.77,0.16399999999999998,0.9035,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,2,0,15,19,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,2,1,5,2,1,0,1,4,3,6,2,13,12,1,20,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,7,48,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111300551128654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594685847946396,0.0,0.0,0.14253863992067906,0.2088713165559032,0.1677535113159051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567502446926741,0.17020859974790414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560116437000015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146821229001496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029288327829664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717548030266303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614823386221853,0.14563250388376064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317085243861535,0.17098208371572715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538170926258546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276939393750355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120321852329502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879745677152605,0.09959219669125484,0.0,0.0,0.1804033414098521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607334827630935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813595468867834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059334410349907,0.0,0.2012800785713529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630994912654316,0.0,0.18557996203922086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686291691541378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840269164933688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180888944135086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889736175408091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481120300071948,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tracedc,2018/12/24,"Anyone else do this? I can never just casually invite myself into a group of people, even if it is people that I know very well. I always just assume that I’m unwanted and they would rather me stay away from them, so I do. 

Some examples would be at school, sometimes during lunch I get the feeling my acquaintances, who I’ve known for years, hate me. So instead of sitting at my usual spot with them, I sit elsewhere alone until they ask me what I’m doing. I will always do this when we choose new seats in class, whether I suspect they hate me or not. Most of the time they don’t say anything though, proving my suspicion.

Another example would be if I’m in a group project, and my entire group is in a certain spot working together, I can’t push myself to go over there unless they ask me to come work with them.

Do any of you do this?",5.217352941176472,5.113487794117648,5.894117647058824,83.08352941176473,68.11764705882354,8.682352941176473,28.764705882352942,8.238735603445708,1.8071058823529411,655,20,135,8,10,214,107,170,0.11699999999999999,0.847,0.036000000000000004,-0.9087,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,8,2,12,5,2,0,5,0,17,1,0,0,3,31,29,12,0,7,9,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,8,7,1,0,7,1,0,3,4,2,1,0,0,2,30,3,20,23,2,21,0,0,0,0,17,8,0,6,7,101,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16973575593022175,0.0,0.0,0.27273141298677905,0.0,0.0,0.11144763066260048,0.1718480369520275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459241927099685,0.16791986715867874,0.13486364619159846,0.0,0.3064212839073015,0.0,0.15397564351378829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117268316268658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690514719624758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824470161180702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286533693551718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562331035509371,0.0,0.09313979840798947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236056286769189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006708040152774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263984542761886,0.1582814536261232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272348777296766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303281763818473,0.0,0.1658606831329602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208676212050194,0.0,0.0,0.17467993481916178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610164849778481,0.0,0.09556284218819992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18049651541609346,0.13522254420310714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735257551902314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23862091508037506,0.0,0.0,0.3492582663612557,0.0,0.0,0.10553676644512663
socialanxiety,JesusAteMyCracker,2018/12/24,"I wish I knew how to speak more I don’t know. I used to be someone who spoke so much , expressed themselves clearly. 

Currently , I’m the definition of introvert. 98% of the time I’m always home, but if we’re going out for drinks I’m not saying no (not like I get invited to many of those anyway.) I’m pretty young considering, and I just feel like my circle is not my circle. My ex who understands me & accepts me for who I am is abusive . Ex #2 that I still love does not accept me for who I am. It’s a constant annoyance because I’m constantly feeling to be some person I’m not when I’m with that person. 
I’d go on a rant about my family , but I’m sure you get the idea. 


I don’t use tinder because I don’t trust anyone so it’s like a cycle of always being alone. I especially don’t want to go to my family’s gathering this Christmas Eve because I just want to be all by my quiet lonesome self, in peace. 

It’s sad. 
 
P.S. If you’ve read it this far I’m playing Xbox all day boi 

Tl;Dr : being an Outkast sucks ",0.17073257891602012,2.1143370639269463,3.156354973198333,89.3923525908279,84.75342465753424,6.000476474091721,20.93726424459004,7.255503002510835,0.6598201707365492,783,25,174,12,23,279,123,219,0.11800000000000001,0.675,0.207,0.9577,1,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,0,9,12,2,0,7,0,13,2,0,3,4,33,40,9,0,5,11,2,2,3,0,0,0,4,1,3,13,3,1,0,8,4,0,3,10,3,0,0,2,6,23,9,20,33,5,16,0,1,0,1,16,4,1,3,12,100,36,1,0.0,0.16851206724407494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730106998618406,0.0,0.0,0.23668335956456785,0.15409953839523347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944625914802792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600951117518973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30738702418782937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172265089940737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446109506915455,0.0,0.0,0.13932527875388392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681520744027636,0.0,0.14382535640145588,0.10160478400565652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861223743863802,0.0,0.24248736317115965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426621699330027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055347380384966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816253706220122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845024352957325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283626243458279,0.0,0.0,0.1441927137027215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455093246105547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24836885078752244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469283874855335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226238980658207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310215531891993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837054766527485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050585062961752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358019185438398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404434448317146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293190098985118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480600977760992,0.0,0.24567157414997265,0.0,0.0,0.1677746845863186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635504683350824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,winterdemonskrskr,2018/12/24,Theres a girl Hey my moms a really good friend with the neighbor and she has a daughter my age . Shes currently in my house and im an anti social fat fuck and im pretty sure she doesnt like me please help,-2.6846335697399546,-1.3248361063829766,0.5062411347517752,100.73444444444449,112.19148936170212,3.791016548463357,11.605200945626473,5.82211442006289,-1.1335465721040188,161,3,40,2,9,56,36,47,0.18,0.5479999999999999,0.272,0.7184,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,5,0,3,2,1,0,1,5,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,1,1,0,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088837952269906,0.2403813954029858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808980410843876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428381902468318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000245436475861,0.0,0.0,0.5617256516020719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703110287997404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045286015633709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28542042853189176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645306223754346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657345737317342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650544420776497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24506281153043605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tincan39,2018/12/24,What are some entry level jobs for someone with SA? (with absolutely no work experience) I'm a NEET. I have no work experience or qualifications. I have social anxiety. What would be the perfect job for me?,2.5734210526315806,5.5275989736842135,5.3845263157894765,69.99468421052634,85.57894736842105,8.303157894736843,26.02105263157895,8.841846274778883,2.9215094736842104,163,7,28,5,5,58,29,38,0.17300000000000001,0.736,0.091,-0.3283,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,20,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143823109607055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482556527598952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5561885622817557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856686929843256,0.2374458644418595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080351217804307,0.0,0.0,0.1990739708064224,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,wmauer,2018/12/24,"Felling stuck So I’m a 19 year old guy in college with social anxiety. Recently, I’ve been on winter break and have realized that my first 1.5 years of school have not been how I wanted. I have not made any new friends at my school, and have had an awful time with girls, even though I’ve had a few show interest in me. For some reason there is a mental block that I feel is impossible to break through, and it’s been weighing heavily on my mind. My confidence is low and even my close friends don’t know about my SA, which I have been wanting to tell them about (but haven’t gotten the confidence to do so) since I was diagnosed earlier this year.

Anyone else in this situation or could give me some advice to help? I know I need to make a change, I just don’t know how to start. ",6.5363509316770205,5.079758559006216,6.6972593167701895,82.89135481366463,65.8944099378882,10.782919254658387,31.30512422360249,9.827888789773867,2.4591546583850943,612,18,138,11,8,197,99,161,0.073,0.813,0.115,0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,11,4,0,0,6,1,20,2,0,5,0,30,34,11,0,4,5,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,6,7,1,1,6,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,10,1,17,3,19,23,3,21,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,3,10,89,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455417779437428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755565451404593,0.0,0.12099357685872272,0.0,0.0,0.11059062075849113,0.16205576655856305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731453477226818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627957049296706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053120654908984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321241432006108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892915641754292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997151215900537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453260509590234,0.0,0.0,0.244391298843674,0.0,0.0,0.1517235023039975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660534943906174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601272457888823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607652686331988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496568072610687,0.1055744327498682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939020098139836,0.0,0.15969863836613554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172751962523206,0.0,0.15275394587554214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596452270292816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261698505202338,0.15616599714934154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201369867883391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083332705519374,0.1777808319331836,0.0,0.16122634748099698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194795145901187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382406504099315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155393464413552,0.0,0.09222559490646502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657621387590392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30555362880704423
socialanxiety,Iprobablymadeyoumad,2018/12/24,"I don't like hanging out with my friends My friend group likes to hangout outside of school and work a lot, and I enjoy being around and talking to my friends, however I just can't stand hanging out for long periods of time. They like to drive around in one car which I don't like doing and I will often just drive myself or follow them so I can leave whenever I want to. It's gotten to the point where they don't invite me to things anymore because they know I wont like to hangout.

I know it's not their fault they don't invite me to things anymore because they just assume I will say no, but it makes me feel really sad when I know they are having fun without me even though I don't like socializing for a long time with them. Is there any way I can get myself to go out more with them? I like to think I'm just an introvert, but I feel like it's probably more than that. ",7.6675806451612925,4.738975301075271,7.688252688172046,81.35237903225809,64.80645161290322,10.805376344086023,33.465053763440864,8.472884824447931,2.322937634408602,690,19,156,7,8,224,98,186,0.134,0.769,0.09699999999999999,-0.5660000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,10,1,13,15,0,0,4,0,16,0,0,1,0,32,29,10,0,1,9,0,2,8,3,3,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,0,7,2,0,7,10,2,0,1,1,3,34,13,25,24,3,23,0,1,0,0,17,8,0,4,14,111,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287490612291656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708891354413593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431593762582081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665083112710973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020574453426528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381116914370197,0.09756839077766552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31654986955241443,0.0,0.07135420343961864,0.0,0.07761807031714918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517226038787852,0.0,0.0,0.14461199492611676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337847036089872,0.0,0.0,0.2417271315519256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161102093513189,0.0,0.0,0.09116411010584004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254598010804203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910643950046027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472497172527491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749271001082587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860901281319836,0.0,0.13822003468240485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392198481287922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977289298498133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146720408260675,0.08751101299811333,0.13418312114532938,0.0,0.1592746287076797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055479940494825,0.10840597075028552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165232456347564,0.0,0.09942739453182176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Unsnowy,2018/12/24,"I'm Not Ready (Long Story) (Tl;dr included) *Things to keep in mind before reading:*

* Sorry if there are grammar errors between past-tense and present-tense
* The main person to focus on is Emma as the main part of the story is about her
* TL;DR at the end incase you don't want backstory
* I suggest copy and pasting the story into a thing that repeats text back to you (ex. Google Translate). It helps you understand the story more clearly and you can also just relax and just listen.
* Enjoy

\-

c1.

I had about 5 friends and was at a very low point at the time (being manipulated by a guy-friend, keep this in mind). One of my friends (I'll call her Kylie) was having a groupchat on Snapchat. I slid up and asked to join. She said okay and invited me. That's were I met them. I'll call the main one Emma and the second one Ruby. So right away I got along with Emma and Ruby, and I grew closer with the friend who invited me. I was making jokes as I usually do. 

So, fast forward a couple hours later of still chatting with them. Most of the people in the group chat went to bed or just stopped chatting. We're still talking and we all 4 decide to hang out next weekend and go to this place called Cedar Point (very near where I live). Immediately we all said yes and we all went. I was super shy and awkward (I still partially am), and this is before I found out I had social anxiety so I didn't really know why I was so anxious.

When we got there, we all had to go through with our passes and I remembered that I had to renew mine. They all went through and met me near the place where you can renew passes. It was all going fine until the employee said 

*""Sorry, it looks like you need to pay for a renew.""*

Then I replied,

*""My mother already paid for the renew?""*

So then the employee went around back to find out if ""what I said was true."" So we wait there like 10 minutes, kinda awkward. I kinda felt like they we're annoyed with me because I should have been prepared, but I just brushed it off. So eventually they find out, to save you the annoying conversation with my mother, and then we finally go inside an extra 10 minutes later. 

Mind you, it was just supposed to be the 4 of us. And I was prepared for that. So we're in the amusement park for like 10 minutes and it turns out Ruby's *boy****-****friend* is here. We're all kinda like;

""Oh.. that's cool! Where is he?""

And she replies with

*""I'll call him and ask if he wants to hang with us!""*

Now here's the thing. This is going to sound so weird and I feel like I'll be downvoted for saying something like this. Basically, I'm sort've afraid of men. Remember that one thing I said earlier? Yeah, that's just *one* boy who's broken my trust, shattered my heart, left me to dust, made fun of me. Now, I'm not AFRAID of men like I'm a supreme-feminist or something like that. It's just it's harder for me to develop trust with them, so I'm super shy, embarrassed, awkward, weird, and overall just anxious around them (I have yet to discuss this with my therapist).

So, now that that's out of the way. Her boyfriend comes to hang with us and everything was actually kind of fun until near the end... 

I was getting really tired(around 7:15pm), and I could tell everyone else was too... Just not as much as I was. So when I get tired I get really dramatic and it kinda turns me into an emotional person. I was slipping behind as we walked through the amusement park and I eventually just sat down... without telling them. I wanted them to come back for me, I don't know why as this was a year ago... but I did, and it made me sad when they didn't...

So about 5 minutes later I build up the courage to get up from the bench because I feel like my feet just needed a short break. So I get up and I start walking around by myself. I started becoming really sad as tears started to form in my eyes, and right as that started happening... I saw them, having fun...-without me. I didn't go up to them, I didn't want to, I wanted them to see me. I don't know if they did actually see me and ignored me or just didn't see me. Eventually I just walked away and cried while walking around the amusement park. 

So it was about 8PM. My phone died. A majority of the people had left the amusement park. Most of the people were probably just eating, riding slow rides, walking out, or just walking around with friends. I decided to walk to the entrance because I was starting to get worried, and I was their ride home so in a way they kind of needed me.

One of the employees saw me and clearly saw I was in distress from crying. They offered me a tissue and asked

*""Are you okay? You seem lost.""*

To which I replied

""I need to use your phone, I lost my friends and I need them.""

So she let me use the landline by her register and since I remembered Emma's number, I dialed hers. She answered right away and she was so worried about me. I can't remember how the conversation went, but I'll try my best. 

Emma: *""Hey where are you? Me and Kylie have been looking for you!""*

Me: *\*snuffling noises\** *""I'm by the entrance, I'm sorry I lost you guys. Can you meet me there?""*

Emma: *""Are you crying? Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry... We'll be right there.""*

​

So, Emma and Kylie meet me there. I ask them where Ruby and her boyfriend (I'll call him Alex) is and they respond with

*""Oh, they're- Hmm... They were right behind us... I don't know where they are.""*

I just say

*""Oh, okay.""*

Ruby and Alex later find us and they clearly didn't even realize I left as they didn't even acknowledge I came back. So basically, Kylie had to go home early because of a reason I can't remember (it was reasonable, and it was stated before plans started). So it was around 9 and I called my mom and told her to pick us up. She said okay. Ruby and Emma then come and tell us that they're riding home separately for a reason I can't remember. I acted fine with it even though I wasn't because it acted so fake. So we all leave the amusement park and we're waiting by this dinosaur thing that's basically for pick-ups. 

​

Emma and Ruby leave and it's just me and Alex. The most awkward thing EVER. I didn't even speak to him, and he didn't even try speaking to me. He leaves without even saying goodbye and I didn't really care. My mom arrives and she asks

*""Where's Emma, Kylie and Ruby?""*

I respond saying

*""Oh, they left separately because of* \[*reason I can't remember*\]*""*

And we go home.

When I get home, all I remember was me crying myself to sleep and not even trying to text them.

\-

*c2.*

(*To sum up a year later, since the next big event happened a year later... Me and Kylie became closer, Me and Emma remained the same (with awkwardness) and Me and Ruby slowly fell apart (not a big fight or anything, we just stopped talking)*)

​

So, a year later was the year I decided to recover and gain confidence. It worked for a while. I had this feeling Emma was somehow holding me back, but since I still was a pussy to talk to her about it... I just stayed silent. For the past year, our conversations went something like this;

*Emma: ""I miss you.""*

*Me: ""I miss you too""*

*Emma: ""I love you and I'll talk to you later.""*

*Me: ""I love you too, and I'll see you later.""*

Now, I don't love Emma as a crush or anything of that sort. I don't have attraction towards her. It's a friend thing. But our friendship has become so stale and dry that that's all we say to each other. I want to slide up on her snapchat story and comment, but I don't know what to say. I want to ask to hang out with her, but I'm afraid of how things will go. I want to be a better friend to her... I just-- I just simply don't know how...

​

c3. (**tl;dr**)

I worked up the courage to ask her to hang out, today. Which is why I came to ask reddit for advice. I asked to go to the movies with her because I felt like if I wanted to work on my anxiety, I need to ask her. 

​

***I'm having thoughts of bailing to hang out because of how anxious I am. I haven't seen her in a year, and I barely ever talked to her, I don't know what I'd say. If someone out here can give me advice on what to do... I'd appreciate it so much.***",0.1847281511208827,2.5259364621899607,2.034925828412703,94.29559622709031,90.00423472474291,4.7497183950648845,19.375808389356106,6.356922097476523,0.05842826614861574,6224,192,1348,68,213,2045,461,1653,0.086,0.795,0.11900000000000001,0.9969,3,0,3,0,1,0,404.0,23,22,26,12,113,78,3,10,68,7,105,9,4,15,16,275,237,144,1,23,47,5,5,12,7,3,1,17,6,6,64,125,1,8,37,12,2,47,32,25,0,7,86,35,251,53,195,141,26,203,0,8,11,3,190,81,0,22,84,915,315,5,0.0,0.0,0.05434048060738783,0.0,0.0,0.05441469072741347,0.02468067510340013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030724864673119138,0.022265618041539502,0.0,0.15083655586270114,0.16915827958516955,0.0,0.0,0.042598835946902364,0.09436221868742777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582397092022288,0.1734999464532523,0.2602895665292393,0.0,0.07847676831428411,0.10704572736198056,0.0,0.13578011982621765,0.06149965465979886,0.07107568928124956,0.0,0.029218960874885905,0.0246244074753498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058168616225547,0.06368875057208988,0.02838725994127542,0.0,0.0,0.07195148333880423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022229951566587577,0.030807170181898137,0.12233461025546233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028896094384458844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028489803885476263,0.02325881607500429,0.03131903806643938,0.04932033939905497,0.0,0.0,0.12872784991726166,0.050370227206185295,0.0,0.02660467903313203,0.025023022184525925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042233977397804066,0.039781340912987295,0.053466286591163516,0.03050007158817948,0.07634255611437114,0.0,0.0,0.03052783789614564,0.1935992514008268,0.0,0.10182581207843028,0.026709040065342526,0.15823520771860214,0.0,0.044536343118682695,0.0,0.0,0.055136857363523466,0.049242019247533686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03299346818082672,0.018662224805095644,0.0,0.1396413680967855,0.0,0.027419230473933208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049495344003401484,0.0,0.05798730859013392,0.1071104768711298,0.0,0.0,0.08844348601647634,0.12100372679661073,0.028470818151148464,0.0,0.1632291290690313,0.0,0.02458541645389313,0.024639715156568254,0.046761335157927145,0.0,0.09118005481000116,0.0,0.075386765045967,0.05269044809126863,0.01858506896671964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433889145180995,0.06521754289940297,0.0,0.0,0.0409348469927598,0.12386905922187945,0.0,0.0,0.05922157829983761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320069406066255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030150688337492005,0.07973638150743713,0.05790740160446097,0.048621952312773185,0.058178923015914284,0.0,0.05264027871007453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030018898306527732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02785001062389376,0.0,0.08918301553915098,0.11450681016728055,0.0,0.0,0.2523207824269363,0.11888661210900728,0.1589074235439016,0.15499018131565412,0.0,0.0,0.08874739455150113,0.025346744509708027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909475172536597,0.0,0.027862583557683344,0.028381898051830882,0.02359083960869133,0.06430349498108577,0.0,0.12466948978350315,0.11824228713469358,0.02967637491473352,0.0889401493707266,0.046555113370151884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189363799162012,0.07300665383520985,0.0,0.0,0.03232726065787867,0.14797843138741873,0.0,0.027355091359531496,0.02210381595248381,0.016235171690615027,0.032000830430911474,0.026391411764350618,0.02660467903313203,0.0,0.05670964083854446,0.06056923755796824,0.0,0.028984999490345487,0.2344374937789801,0.04809391968859562,0.03066455381859565,0.04594591728981261,0.14779992375538922,0.04420012306288466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486152546587548,0.07537051205708144,0.0,0.0,0.08051746006626387,0.0,0.0608089625098016,0.05655077187850085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915827958516955,0.12550749209344664
socialanxiety,riseabove4love,2018/12/24,"Only made it worse man My “friend” that I live with has known me for some time, but I’ve never felt comfortable with my social anxiety to be able to tell him what I’ve been going through(and I just don’t want to burden anyone close to me with such a heavy topic of mental health)...  

But anyways, I’ve seen that he has been making observations secretly of me when I get uncomfortable around people. And finally came out about his “observations” after a panic attack I had, from my own insecurities, he says to me that he thinks I might have “paranoid schizophrenia”(not saying anything is wrong with having it).  It’s just that all of this time(years) I’ve spent trying to build my confidence up around people basically felt like it just went down the drain. All thanks to this guy, pretending like he could see inside of me and give me a false diagnosis, which honestly makes it even harder for me to try and talk to people and build relationships.

But I forgive him, even though he hasn’t apologized after I told him I actually live with social anxiety. 
Is this wrong for me to be living with someone that now makes me feel like it’s even harder to get my words out.
And the worst part is that I’m sure he’s still on the fence about me, even though he’s not a psychologist or therapist in any way? 

Why can’t I just breeze through all normal human functions of interaction and have to have a fear of others, it’s honestly depressing at points.",8.68098428453267,7.014372731182796,8.386451612903226,73.16121588089335,61.831541218638,11.882106424041908,32.93107251171767,10.727762888450028,3.18247317342156,1148,32,223,23,13,369,151,279,0.16899999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.122,-0.9568,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,19,19,1,3,8,0,19,1,0,4,5,50,40,13,0,3,9,0,3,3,1,1,1,2,0,3,19,18,0,1,7,1,1,3,5,9,0,0,11,7,28,10,42,25,7,23,0,1,2,0,28,11,0,3,11,150,47,0,0.10556902499132986,0.0,0.10302013987660302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179055711022443,0.0,0.16152003032647833,0.0,0.0,0.07381631687603005,0.0,0.08687431250398138,0.18795762835063684,0.0,0.1201000063669181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120742840680926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428827622583111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092644653322476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27890938144634425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879450305125094,0.05337887102990319,0.07541853254749464,0.20272563885109832,0.11564570670482695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815623668330123,0.0,0.11031091671429516,0.1012714283254717,0.059997309741708374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452993227988208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221493693561783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472707934001506,0.0,0.27965814954462465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989196399903386,0.21140443181587915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638874709158967,0.11199205258111772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142134019726563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034352300651592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029000062836487,0.0,0.12386250471021075,0.0,0.11432096643922568,0.0,0.21956480864731773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997968515412424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11334162473598965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790545180701094,0.0,0.0,0.08412484485034827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522865271571304,0.089448292290719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843075597271449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949755669623628,0.0,0.0,0.0848523834044375,0.09227198098555303,0.0971937745661963,0.0,0.12257377474682432,0.0,0.06764436852404496,0.2074420621015304,0.0,0.12311629487210934,0.0,0.0,0.10087572744039228,0.0,0.14334887647262826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062267346139008986,0.08379577820447866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786354381776552,0.09525962484324046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758385548028906,0.0,0.2308463126496711,0.0,0.06798299087797306
socialanxiety,IcySmell0,2018/12/24,"Social Anxiety on social media a lot of the times I will post something and then delete it right after because I feel annoying or obnoxious.  It’s really conflicting because I love when other people post more genuine tweets or pictures or comments but when I do it I think “I’m probably just weird” or “what’s the point in posting anyway”.  it’s really hard too to have to compare yourself to others consistently.   I’m good at TELLING myself that it doesn’t matter, but then I still freak out.  i feel so so triggered by all of it.  for it making me feel so on edge, I sure do use it a lot.  Does anyone else feel this way? ",2.7045087976539577,4.667158556451613,4.3176539589442795,84.18511730205279,76.33870967741936,7.089736070381233,24.982404692082113,8.00094639256281,1.5574612903225806,487,17,94,8,11,163,81,124,0.12300000000000001,0.787,0.09,-0.2637,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,9,6,1,0,4,0,5,1,0,3,2,23,15,14,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,10,3,13,14,4,18,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,6,7,67,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551006781838034,0.0,0.0,0.11471878649956894,0.16810504143434227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20002626443851929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357529297796656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705611987086694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318268680108561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761080622034386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697094163753216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27896615204877384,0.14807600228515402,0.0,0.10951535245375066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113742730930039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509543404226114,0.0,0.4713897288873381,0.0,0.17689093509417034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102098065312125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011149757329475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33448932301716405,0.0,0.12630604939682366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102334760051698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463029648355114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340094622102795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051268906255598,0.0,0.0,0.0956682244778716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170037719554893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302279820537399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,like_music,2018/12/24,"Is she making fun of me? I met a girl online recently and we talked a lot. We get along very well and have a lot in common.

The conversation slowly went from getting to know each other to her being very kind to me and telling me all kinds of nice things to the point of me wondering if this is even real or just some messed up way of making fun of me.

I like when someone says good things about me but I never believe them so when she constantly tells me how nice I am I feel like something is wrong.",2.6716428571428565,3.840372199999997,3.801130952380955,91.18741071428572,74.61904761904762,6.773809523809526,21.69642857142857,7.1686216300943375,0.42778571428571377,391,9,88,4,8,127,71,105,0.052000000000000005,0.763,0.185,0.9009999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,2,0,1,0,8,12,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,3,2,23,15,10,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,2,18,10,14,12,5,11,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,6,8,66,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247374308014928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846130947800604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283560921297135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637984711057052,0.12204531840148193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785095850953777,0.0,0.0,0.14328918539154284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557989438117431,0.09388703313707067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692374341361005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904774252603184,0.0,0.0,0.22806879883893505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175930442285924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614952997679475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444884183752653,0.0,0.0,0.16868000358438748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585569511198387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474884281545558,0.13151794851863352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731155725149696,0.29863650003599546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269917800751325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28191528873541194,0.0,0.13560171600031068,0.0,0.0,0.1536021383052689,0.1583667430497272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852644242498561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867824179116375,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Microwave-Pizza-Man,2018/12/24,"Girlfriend 11 months ago this girl who I had a huge crush on messaged me. I was spooked that it was a joke because people make a point to laugh in my face or to make fun of me within earshot. But even though I was wrecked with nervousness I agreed to hang out with her, the first time I hung out with anyone else but my only friend of 10 years. I found out that even though she was gorgeous, she shared my dark sense of humour and was really nice. She ended up asking me out because I never would’ve mustered up the courage and we’re still together. I still don’t try to make friends but i am glad that I didn’t let the chance go by just immediately thinking she was making fun of me.",5.3230985915492965,4.850896345070424,5.2930633802816915,88.7286091549296,67.94366197183098,8.226760563380282,28.31338028169014,7.1686216300943375,1.1985042253521123,539,15,122,4,8,168,91,142,0.018000000000000002,0.672,0.31,0.9936,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,13,0,1,6,0,11,1,1,4,1,21,19,8,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,9,0,22,12,21,9,0,22,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,1,9,81,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463438560725798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197554137414154,0.1787388453307379,0.0,0.0,0.16308191340634526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267930596552526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457258652221801,0.0,0.1545059109801989,0.0,0.0,0.23043768800724296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838226991131484,0.0,0.1912692192256162,0.2695505349290479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991407407799472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838116072976834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657718168724301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923981110330594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345422322634821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267278439294675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093774355446965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490629049700894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175351368406668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786229569519626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177689189626328,0.3427813646012311,0.0,0.1017198998442608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843625876436542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392025694143667,0.0,0.0,0.11233643816854796
socialanxiety,wxllflower,2018/12/24,"Things Do Get Better Hi to anyone who happens to read this, and happy holidays!

​

I'm just here to say that with time, patience and unwavering effort things really do get better. 

​

This time last year, I skipped school more than a couple of days a week. I couldn't have dinner with my family because I'd break down crying in a panic attack. More often than not, I turned to self harm before I had to attend any mandatory event so that I would be completely exhausted before I even showed up, helping to manage some of the social anxiety. I skipped my *own* *graduation* because of this. 

​

As you can guess, none of this was healthy. I was very alone and kept making my own situation worse without even realizing. It was hard to see at the time, but now looking back on it, I see just how much harm I was doing to myself by remaining quiet and refusing to leave my comfort zone. 

​

However, with reaching out, getting help and forcing yourself to do things that are uncomfortable will ultimately bring you to a better place. I had to go through hours of therapy where I did nothing but cry before I was able to even start seeing things in a different light. I made myself get out of the house and start volunteering outside of school. I pushed myself to go to those small parties where my gut wrenched at the thought of attending. At first, I came home from each of these social events in tears, shaking and physically ill. 

​

A year later though, and things really have changed. I found a passion and am  heading off to university in the fall *willingly*. I have dinner with my family, even if somedays it can be tense. No longer do I leave someone's house crying and trembling from being so overwhelmed. Now, though I never thought possible, I have people who genuinely care and take the time to ask how I'm doing. This was something that just a year ago, after dealing with sever social anxiety since the age of 5, I never thought was possible. 

​

The journey was very painful, I sure as hell thought I was going to die more than a million times and I'm not sure how I didn't ultimately give up because of how awful it all was. But, now here I am, alive and doing pretty okay. So, if I can do this, anyone can. The most important thing is to remember is that these things take time and are nothing but difficult. 

​

I know this time of year can be difficult. But, I want everyone out there who may be in the same place that I was to know that if you hold your course and refuse to give up, the patience and hard work will pay off. Everyone deserves to be happy, but for some of us, that happiness won't just fall into our laps. We have to walk through hell to find it. 

​

You can do it. ",4.460394602615228,6.206035249049433,4.9373690067699165,82.51443336733746,71.03422053231941,7.945395530000929,28.60873597329129,8.556025622055003,2.147563164240008,2175,83,407,37,41,692,242,526,0.14800000000000002,0.718,0.134,-0.8145,3,1,1,0,0,0,94.0,3,5,0,6,28,25,3,4,20,2,54,8,2,6,5,79,92,36,1,6,16,0,2,0,0,6,3,2,1,1,34,28,2,4,10,3,1,13,10,13,0,2,23,9,47,12,74,56,13,68,2,1,4,1,25,24,2,9,30,301,81,7,0.04470678498109599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0396298674326912,0.0,0.0,0.04630274637951524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875182627897602,0.43458909722798267,0.030402146848126005,0.0,0.06840113628537363,0.0,0.0,0.06252004708661753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04179480898496706,0.05086042199703023,0.0,0.034376758065316176,0.0,0.08175852351330065,0.0,0.11412654362582753,0.0,0.0,0.11861855477230154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113265199495985,0.04558154683925589,0.0,0.04729385060185837,0.0,0.046874213470500366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946720724494223,0.1473249120985152,0.028832177812764162,0.04609073224716901,0.0,0.0,0.04639858451930575,0.04670907495111014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811363936113133,0.0,0.0,0.08543849783323554,0.0,0.0,0.08429115615641236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04086119154102226,0.03802756846644855,0.0,0.049018682177955006,0.0,0.0,0.09342979979247899,0.08577364376050971,0.07622368851906311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924956394418295,0.0,0.039534062312358426,0.1427736117949963,0.08009699607114963,0.0,0.04588205929838378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05993203118849316,0.0,0.044844550504478345,0.0,0.04402717771033262,0.1031712548406686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913935968435284,0.036441996694698615,0.0,0.09467606028964656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03754243969260379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0423026409139514,0.029842126128756308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03286463098971471,0.0,0.0689612573265837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579473187604053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047571171282593916,0.05245377956037922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030994055596697004,0.0,0.09341814990222028,0.0,0.0,0.100800365496615,0.0,0.04548287270509814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447188832720342,0.0,0.05728062248309064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050644072316699054,0.0,0.0,0.0355526298159252,0.0,0.09049130636441458,0.10687655826890866,0.0,0.046638926922793984,0.05050594174822223,0.0,0.03698191452353119,0.05025229945961434,0.0,0.1367188116901138,0.0378799138354818,0.034417467254344275,0.0,0.0,0.06328738502835844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427123152323067,0.0,0.06722787695548882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112610486082858,0.0,0.20790840991729811,0.0,0.08784837851036265,0.1419687739145936,0.18248220091442788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862814418295181,0.0,0.0,0.05377675773101066,0.0,0.0,0.07377555936538467,0.026369220094708438,0.0,0.035861086240135905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04309574535643409,0.0,0.032547071921477176,0.0,0.04556003330323075,0.03175841735024596,0.0,0.43458909722798267,0.11515881503321497
socialanxiety,Ethix,2019/09/11,"Do universities always assign partners for graded group work? Please tell me they do. I am a friendless loser, I don't have anyone to join up with.",2.9177380952381005,5.598507678571429,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,79.35714285714286,5.161904761904762,20.047619047619047,6.42735559955562,0.43053333333333343,117,3,20,1,3,38,25,28,0.19399999999999998,0.6579999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,14,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337417520018659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644869225470847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722023501441345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4556164789856704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37949370275241295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whoframed,2019/09/11,Which type of doctor should I see to prescribe beta blockers? So I would like to get a prescription for a beta blocker like Propranolol for performance anxiety when giving a presentation. I have health insurance but i do not have a primary physician. What would be my best route for getting a prescription? Would that be a general doctor or do I need someone who is specialized in behavioral health like a psychiatry or psychology.,6.656096491228071,9.018985750000002,7.360526315789478,64.85201754385969,66.5,11.908771929824562,37.66666666666666,11.538034831475384,5.557866666666667,351,19,52,13,6,116,51,76,0.018000000000000002,0.777,0.205,0.932,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,7,0,11,5,0,0,0,12,16,5,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,5,7,10,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,5,42,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693148750284528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289999007584065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466982020531124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22801339719537014,0.2093287146831031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638980392670184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31982190021871604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180134074759053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17388661280498285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489021400624664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650343667006908,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cdwithdcs,2019/09/11,Just went to the DMV.. That was a shitshow. I get scared just being out in public. I was in there for 45 minutes. I was sweating profusely.,-0.7992857142857126,1.1751890714285764,1.3440000000000012,95.401,104.71428571428572,3.6685714285714286,19.88571428571429,5.6839178017228535,0.03596285714285718,106,4,22,1,5,35,22,28,0.11199999999999999,0.888,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,5,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575917840292154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6852440968640162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.634482973536581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Con_McWhite,2019/09/11,"Just hearing a crowded room full of people chatting away makes me anxious I'm sitting at work and some event is happening in a meeting room nearby. I can hear everyone talking and mingling, and even though I'm not part of the event I can still feel the anxiousness. Luckily I only have a few minutes left",5.503474576271188,6.6096091355932245,5.962500000000002,78.5857838983051,67.8135593220339,8.611864406779661,36.78389830508475,8.841846274778883,3.377640677966101,245,13,43,4,4,79,45,59,0.07200000000000001,0.868,0.06,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,11,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,11,4,11,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,3,30,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040565262733274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209600451218116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734887792674425,0.0,0.0,0.21317210875167875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280103538239332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972777996892028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5028774134401699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423879985163728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489143446533286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967004035471062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415847906006918,0.0,0.15466255512148114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816000683973549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793113364522524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918484725728568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241221770392394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MishkaPisk,2019/09/11,"Hopeing for some advice    It's hard when you want to go outside and ed enjoy the fresh air but there are people out there. I've resorted to using my headphones anytime I leave the house. They are a barrier to the world around me. To the people I see moving about.

   When I see another person on the street I keep my head down glancing out the corner of my eye to make sure i am out of their path but never making eye contact.

   I dont want to be seen as a victim, but as a person who is approachable. This is all hard for me because I soon will have a child to raise and I do not want this child to grow up with this fear that I have. I want them to grow up with friends.

How do I give my kid a normal life?",0.8244266917293217,2.4790458223684237,2.61796992481203,95.63078947368422,80.90789473684211,5.395488721804512,18.75187969924812,6.1826913282559595,-0.28021203007518825,543,12,128,4,14,180,91,152,0.09,0.8,0.11,0.2323,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,3,0,8,6,1,1,11,0,12,4,3,4,3,28,26,10,0,6,4,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,6,8,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,2,0,0,1,8,21,4,26,23,2,21,0,0,6,0,13,12,0,2,4,91,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631617519873113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508324767835118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863924667921044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178373679854323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956883165936082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18788836184109345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900108252926135,0.0,0.0,0.1601734278998713,0.09489324802662708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29914574833779506,0.0,0.17136002144077792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658394947876106,0.0,0.19266167116208427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841115395223928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679777204042912,0.0,0.0,0.11793628288799347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290836337601844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746333881737242,0.0,0.0,0.12877803126943185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359575093483025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23151280098597266,0.2915846003476008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26610792390366644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736782809539512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420900112504062,0.0,0.0,0.3939343778290265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KindMellow,2019/09/11,"the most dreaded thing to do is... phonecalls! everyone hates to do phonecalls.. or at least if they make you super anxious and you start stuttering and they don't even understand what youre trying to say. 

I have always disliked making phonecalls… like to just make appointments and things like that. 

how do you make yourself feel less anxious when making a phone call... even if its to talk to someone important for a job or an appointment..? 

I always freeze up and forget what I was going to say thru the phone and im just sitting there like a fool stumbling over my words... 

its an easy task right??? whys it so difficult.. do you guys feel the same way about that or am I just being silly over this? 

what are some good tips to ease up while making a phonecall?",3.823367346938774,5.663302714285718,3.636479591836736,90.80941326530613,72.87755102040815,6.8047619047619055,25.17517006802721,7.492282038375204,1.079390476190476,597,19,121,7,12,180,92,147,0.127,0.7190000000000001,0.154,0.5202,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,2,1,10,11,1,1,9,0,11,0,0,7,0,28,23,14,0,2,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,5,12,6,16,21,5,12,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,7,6,84,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24812352689951925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33687737158517345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224607600966647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695609565451566,0.0,0.0,0.14246985397148368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077720188509589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473602297077848,0.12505661422435976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763079846302776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720374347883733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105179331858838,0.0,0.1479570968555784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852575399797666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5971458009565289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732916826578755,0.0,0.2371379697271188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633054020044218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553257292545536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198395984792865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981086248441468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122798623732124,0.0,0.0,0.1552166308644584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183473228609263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DearBread,2019/09/11,"Any experience moving from city to suburbs? Hi All,

I have lived solo in a large city since graduating college nearly 15 years ago. I used to love this bustling, nonstop, intense atmosphere until developing a severe anxiety disorder (in addition to other diagnosed major mental illnesses). For the past 2+ years, I have spent roughly 4-8 hours *per month* outside of my apartment (I work from home). Leaving my place and facing so many people has become become mentally, and even occasionally physically, unbearable.

The anxiety is only progressing, so I have decided to give the suburbs a shot - and I mean the full experience: not just an apartment in the suburbs, but living in a small single family/detached house in a quiet neighborhood.

However, I'm a 36-year old single male - at least in the society I'm accustomed to, nobody does this...I want to hear about others' experiences, but I can't find any (e.g. online articles, forum discussions).

Has anyone here made the solo city-to-suburbs move? What are the pros and cons of suburban living for someone with major anxiety?

Thanks!",5.51827533107484,8.194417753926704,6.831555281798586,66.09505081613797,70.413612565445,10.148567908838928,33.224822913458574,10.328600350310266,4.450871019402527,865,42,125,27,17,292,129,191,0.047,0.898,0.055,0.5396,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,15,0,8,4,1,2,1,17,19,9,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,4,6,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,9,2,23,17,7,23,0,0,0,1,6,13,0,0,8,76,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904097670981604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673020881044009,0.0,0.2823070271917845,0.0,0.0,0.0860114787142188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717098451855965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485259925629605,0.0,0.0,0.1409801606686809,0.0,0.1076469132273161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124696998143684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609822628978623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242894624180608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800243727147212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864125295351293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338909776637948,0.0,0.12114010897122245,0.14193706823913896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024986902308486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32586035167823657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102136195176712,0.11639507223929775,0.0,0.12471287137031555,0.0,0.13399399303958828,0.0,0.0,0.24793037212270103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818543876881508,0.2614804063489712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907834239353766,0.0,0.0,0.09355467696402664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742700017255815,0.08527967195959597,0.0,0.1285193083860685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896632955507315,0.0,0.10175517460647053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422600603749024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325111609530328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624117765574104,0.0,0.0,0.07255450750842588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895527727260302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376432943403253
socialanxiety,ladadee23,2019/09/11,"I just now came to a deep realization My dad was mentally abusive as a child to all in my family. My mother the most. I have struggled with anxiety, high stress, social anxiety and depression my whole life.

It just truly hit me. I am always so deeply afraid of confrontation with my coworkers and strangers that I don't know because as a child I did everything I possibly could to make my dad comfortable so he wouldn't blow up and have a major freak out of screaming in my face. So now as a grown woman, I have avoided everything that makes others uncomfortable, upset with me or confrontational because I am too scared of how they will react and diminish my self esteem and self worth.

I'm not sure what I am going to do with this feeling, but I think this is an amazing realization.",6.381220760233916,6.624336493421055,7.066403508771932,74.48093567251466,65.64473684210526,10.966081871345027,32.678362573099406,10.746095033038511,3.5165195906432767,625,24,117,16,9,207,96,152,0.179,0.743,0.079,-0.8121,0,1,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,9,14,2,6,7,0,14,2,1,4,2,29,23,14,0,2,5,3,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,5,7,11,0,1,3,0,1,3,3,11,0,0,3,2,21,3,18,16,4,11,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,2,2,87,28,0,0.0,0.214048404952299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032067561122547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764034478065676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025304465088616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20662290240231596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423951079875968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559917409489762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32472481712712786,0.0,0.17030686510843898,0.0,0.09134535179856684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267124912128127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087350529247726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928408486590083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760302479511906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411792259547737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205925571273066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366305354333905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086866689171824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769282472056053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415654565300416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694140420896615,0.18886139290376347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026660819454273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575738716091005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169652462429952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,driftingjoanna,2019/09/11,"Scheduled my first interview for a real adult job I was in a grocery store bathroom on a ""caffeine high"" after chugging an iced coffee when I got the call. The call itself went fine. Now I'm just a ball of nerves. Part of me is excited to have finally gotten a call back since I've been job hunting for months. There's also the big part of me anxious about the job itself. The job description was super vague, but I know it involves working with at-risk teens. It's been the only job I've found in my field so far. I just get anxious and overwhelmed around kids sometimes, though my experience with kids has been limited to preschool and elementary age kids. I've only briefly worked with teens. I guess I'm just anxious because I don't know what to expect from this and I don't know what's expected of me. My social anxiety has gotten better over the years, and I can interact well with small groups of people. I still tend to freeze up and go silent with larger groups or when I'm in the spotlight.

I know that I can theoretically work through this and make it work for me, I just need an adjustment period so I know what I'm doing and feel some sort of control over what I'm doing. It's mostly why I've tried limiting myself to jobs where I'd work independently or those with less interaction required. The last job I had was as a server/waitress and it was actually an okay job except until management started taking advantage of us and telling us we were all shitty at our jobs, and one manager came after me every day for not being loud enough. I was perfectly okay with the job's normal customer interactions though once I got the hang of it. I feel like I could make this potential new job work as long as I have others working with me and not leaving me alone with a bunch of kids. 

I want to feel excited about finally getting a call back, but I'm already feeling anxious that I won't be able to do the job.",5.596058723884814,5.7219631038961065,6.2935855448898925,79.75491247882553,67.31168831168831,9.293054771315642,30.76510446075664,9.085049710711278,2.4174189723320154,1525,54,304,25,23,501,194,385,0.055999999999999994,0.838,0.106,0.9486,12,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,4,0,0,16,21,12,0,1,23,2,26,0,0,4,2,65,59,26,0,6,11,0,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,5,19,23,0,4,11,1,1,4,5,1,1,2,17,6,37,11,49,38,8,40,0,1,0,0,22,14,0,6,23,199,56,23,0.05946929100349816,0.0,0.058033449471054085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061592250479852284,0.06562584141996043,0.04755757052983442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045493844843068613,0.2687334862930349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294027721497559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914564279228572,0.0,0.03625192782172955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259575517192151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428991807196392,0.06801702610811004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666998666368763,0.047481389806042586,0.0,0.0,0.03835277292556143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144767475014457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050105442559936514,0.0,0.0,0.058172377863688764,0.0,0.0,0.12027784153453028,0.04248487337542528,0.0,0.13029140291670546,0.0,0.050584548547674135,0.0,0.06520500806044165,0.0,0.0,0.06214050008971698,0.0,0.033797768547636976,0.0,0.09512604927723853,0.0,0.06551212866750424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283257103583981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.70816914070602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341383539601514,0.04847540942838833,0.0,0.06296939248494915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029053691674391542,0.0,0.0,0.05262845114864385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939242706289537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474678207088613,0.0,0.0,0.0440957257464437,0.0,0.05743581182778645,0.0,0.0,0.058267278657389523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333285405102937,0.0402979306613185,0.09045815119409167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879889383337226,0.0,0.0412285184997749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768907264668254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049193612056790216,0.0,0.0,0.0606214530336563,0.0,0.0,0.0588166494282932,0.0,0.04209267025903698,0.0,0.04749225261500849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044713505790048,0.0,0.05197878155216233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685655293770884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040375744924590166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306846963307146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03507652863006352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05347003458687909,0.05512862855757419,0.053661785274155785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30306046488468874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03829627362895864
socialanxiety,19andwatchanime,2019/09/11,"This actually sucks. I can’t take it anymore, I hate being this way, it’s stopping me from bettering myself and it’s so frustrating. I’ve been sat outside a gym for an hour trying to hype myself up to go in, like wtf it’s just a gym, you have a work out just go in and get it done right? OH NOOOOOO, as soon as I’m about to open my car door my brain is just going fricken crazy thinking “what if I look like a weakling in there” , “what if someone is on the machine I want to use” “oh there goes another pretty girl going into the gym, definitely don’t want her to see you work out”. Like why am I like this, how do other people just go in the gym and have a good time, I need fixing ASAP. Anyone here feel me???",0.7501680672268947,2.359569679738563,3.0172408963585444,92.89544117647058,80.96078431372548,5.678618113912232,20.078898225957047,6.5431188927421005,0.05709374416433244,543,14,127,5,14,186,95,153,0.124,0.737,0.139,-0.3821,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,2,0,3,11,9,3,0,9,0,11,1,1,2,0,21,30,9,0,5,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,11,7,0,1,2,4,0,6,2,3,0,0,3,3,15,6,19,26,0,22,0,0,2,0,4,11,1,2,8,80,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.1656594410043508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780061943730002,0.0,0.0,0.16835444352159235,0.11869882729076316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013726532537186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950620863381787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372149949226853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583480809527975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869161321978493,0.0,0.4823872693961263,0.1423850601919734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760100219981286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717755685302849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317409780573598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425540693842546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587349786058374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768890855810417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270504113442425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497251025197336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527524607498098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383550747866544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192539283035005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763698249952765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108774151250503,0.0,0.0,0.09898732719383772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152546228994713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466165142867307,0.0,0.0,0.2002554794930023,0.1347460971466915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318030261575427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471718719901227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BumbleBee--,2019/09/11,"Hate feeling like everyone knows every single thing about me. I am a very private person and I barely reveal myself or my personality unless I am super comfortable, but I still get the crippling fear that everyone I pass knows everything about me and is just like judging me... Hahahaha I overthink it and get kinda paranoid because I feel really exposed and vulnerable.",11.141794871794872,9.971403076923078,11.37692307692308,52.086410256410254,56.69230769230769,13.589743589743593,44.74358974358975,12.45797560212912,6.109974358974358,300,15,40,8,3,102,48,65,0.187,0.66,0.152,-0.5416,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,14,10,7,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,12,4,3,10,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,32,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452688402263345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975719695166205,0.4530962401273023,0.2130797604119042,0.0,0.0,0.266790357036675,0.23975803079269725,0.16937599559507824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477378001451205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340757038898736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605951611965536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316588264052108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140328803277615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188489578724676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893390972037821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751099364438126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562275443436647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hahahehehihihohohuhu,2019/09/11,"Finding a job I have been unemployed for 4 months now and phone calls and interviews have been a nightmare. Was wondering if anyone had tips with dealing with anxiety while searching or finding a job that doesnt trigger your social anxiety??
Thanks!",7.633560606060605,9.309375840909096,6.757272727272728,72.73924242424245,63.31818181818182,10.412121212121212,39.66666666666666,10.504223727775694,4.714766666666667,203,11,31,5,3,62,35,44,0.09699999999999999,0.8340000000000001,0.069,0.2851,4,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,10,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,1,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,22,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38351037067124827,0.0,0.0,0.17526818803520122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559531821141631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258420762703043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581997190393815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974852652905716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007543413628795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25551759808128616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23077521986267946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718314546448777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Between3and20123,2019/09/11,"I'm sick and tired of myself. I got a front desk job to push myself and attempt to become less socially inept. I guess over time I have gotten a bit better. But sometimes, especially when it's been a busy shift and I've spoken to like 20 people in an hour, I fall back into old patterns. I feel like I can't be rid of this. I envy people who can talk to anyone and be able to be themselves and be comfortable in their own skin without faltering over what they say.

The worse thing is I usually tend to start off conversations/relationships alright, then with time I get weirder and more anxious and I say/do stupid stuff and of course that doesn't make someone fun to be around, so I have literally never had a constant real friend who genuinely liked me, since primary school. Anxiety makes me turn into this person that's not really me. 

And the worst is when people look down on you and see you as dumb. I think back about some things I did/said and I just feel ashamed and disappointed in myself. Sometimes it's like I have zero space for rational thought in my brain and it just becomes this messy fog of panic. 

Sorry about this mess of a post. Just need to vent and maybe look for advice.",4.2714705882352915,5.432286063025214,4.991848739495797,84.20903361344537,70.72268907563027,7.952941176470588,25.344537815126053,8.313332769828598,1.4649176470588237,945,27,190,14,17,305,151,238,0.18600000000000005,0.728,0.086,-0.9724,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,2,12,16,2,2,8,1,15,4,2,2,1,35,33,20,0,1,6,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,0,1,15,18,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,7,0,1,5,7,26,9,32,23,6,30,0,1,3,0,11,13,1,2,17,128,41,3,0.11963609136493206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690700386572328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152128243579097,0.13515473018283952,0.0,0.08365233676003718,0.0,0.0,0.1065014856390854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398553912885315,0.0,0.0,0.26425732716446904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580840068844044,0.13061162629450254,0.0,0.0,0.13355344399419866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292841132653903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098320491289735,0.08546804757552881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243054741839046,0.0,0.06250491994060131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568391122947223,0.0,0.13179264253067502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781745113903125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872036052796167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337926047540477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009283712539819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597160399511328,0.0,0.12019053395968612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870864584368776,0.09227072899172163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255379529307708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403671761808646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488218064911715,0.10446162040069693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457830505745573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617206364692802,0.07664194358557534,0.0,0.0,0.12844438956860998,0.0,0.0,0.11380131927730787,0.1902788433889912,0.0,0.12107811152739885,0.0953344754808862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989642110623277,0.0,0.0,0.12195392901830338,0.10136727197971633,0.0,0.2366463068937059,0.13392280953197785,0.08467904123168184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369547019287628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961589585045352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589618062603197,0.07665797665300415,0.0,0.09497769306267237,0.13952153392570654,0.13750408784399065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012971303659354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176225257879526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532492285191832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191939789809147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Riadachour,2019/09/11,"Tip? Whenever I start acting weird and I feel like the people around me are noticing, I just mention that I have social anxiety. It helps me feel less self-conscious about myself after mentioning it because I think to myself that it might help them become more understanding and less judgmental.",4.641794871794873,7.923052923076928,4.582307692307693,77.64602564102567,77.46153846153845,7.3128205128205135,25.974358974358967,8.344100000000001,2.4156051282051285,240,9,36,5,6,74,40,52,0.065,0.785,0.149,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,1,4,7,3,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,29,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077233617682767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417235209284517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552508023198878,0.29988882863946964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745922846922368,0.1939844994918576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640080756593239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326581766654772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28805548892552146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091441442079575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824802548654335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832699927454088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27679551075242564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219371328521356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739885214992231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826772798435666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,heckbruh,2019/09/11,No communication threads here? I thought there'd be a dedicated thread for usual discussion where people could actually discuss their problems rather than making a new post for everything(like I am),8.336458333333333,11.927115562500004,7.745000000000001,58.53333333333336,65.25,10.516666666666666,38.79166666666666,10.504223727775694,5.331591666666666,166,9,22,5,3,52,29,32,0.154,0.752,0.094,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.365593712159926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29911883087979885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500745035135931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618287702769227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25972757543397346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588006910193748,0.0,0.0,0.3584790156223604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29742159203022195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126120320232892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rhasan1903,2019/09/11,"Lack of communication at work due to SA Hello all. I work at a small science lab at a medical school, and have been here for almost a year now. I've been struggling to adjust to this new job. My boss gave me one project to do since I've started and my progress has been slow all throughout. Learning the job has been a struggle, and during work-in-progress meetings, I would often come across as clueless, having little to no idea about what I am doing exactly (though lately I've gotten a hang of it).  My boss seems to be understanding and doesn't give me any additional work to do. 

Therefore, I don't have much to do at work. I sit down most of the time scrolling through reddit (using the disguised website). Sometimes I'll go to my bench and perform experiments; if I get results I'll discuss it with my superior. But this is only once a week. For the most part, I am isolated at my desk, and do not really communicate with anyone, neither on a social level nor on work-related things. 

Its a small lab, with only two other coworkers and my boss. One of the members is new like me, but he understands things much quicker and is always taking on multiple projects at once. This guy is always engaging in work-related conversations, and has gained a reputation for being a very communicable and intelligent worker. 

Since my desk is open to everyone, they can all see me just sitting there while everyone else is busy doing work. Lately this has elicited strong feelings of anxiety and shame. I'm always thinking if they perceive me as a lazy, incompetent loser.   Sitting at my desk stresses me out now, but I can't help it since I don't have much to do!

How can I overcome this adversity?",5.6698183150183175,6.458113095384617,6.493714285714287,76.07066666666667,67.27692307692307,9.267399267399268,32.70695970695971,9.362217197678863,2.9507113553113555,1336,56,247,25,21,442,173,325,0.125,0.81,0.064,-0.9535,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,2,11,9,10,0,4,16,0,36,1,0,8,4,52,52,22,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,13,18,0,0,9,0,0,3,8,6,0,3,6,2,27,4,40,43,11,38,0,1,1,0,12,19,0,7,14,174,40,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943914101902518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530467712401565,0.0,0.0,0.06410250158354144,0.0,0.07211141977822975,0.0,0.0,0.06591132260154879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119977151767073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874516813651264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801458781845196,0.0,0.09220791898544907,0.0,0.0,0.04766252418780439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924885666023709,0.09042626434328782,0.0535721938586035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333581489290764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318292493219188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641216569979646,0.0,0.0,0.18708421749358392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266696342416014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046052448714026764,0.09447692230353737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496069129317357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078838449058952,0.0,0.0,0.1820808046145152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077538137218864,0.12775095198642372,0.14338347826219325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020783265541585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603876958389024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953998271651526,0.07511590963077527,0.08581406945623388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339275492105433,0.0,0.0,0.0960899010043172,0.0,0.0,0.09322914146964732,0.0,0.0667202832626376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797867093794264,0.1970896281021118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087451933123909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524913588252728,0.06040032860829681,0.09261353895011504,0.0,0.054965881340647504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920818705403718,0.1962635287147622,0.0,0.08141351176280152,0.0,0.07777736774101754,0.0,0.0,0.07561259897136265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490003689038114,0.0,0.0,0.06696217897554163,0.0,0.0,0.060702687871863614
socialanxiety,-andrsn,2019/09/11,"Propranolol & tremors I've been taking Propranolol for the last 10yrs to help control hand tremors. Beta Blockers were actually recommended to me in a social setting (lol) by a qualified doctor who noticed I couldn't even hold up a spoon to eat soup! So off I went to my GP and got given this godsend.

I really felt like it changed my life and gave me some ""normality"" but recently I've felt like it hasn't been working as good as it used to. 

Has anybody built up a tolerance to Propranolol or other Beta Blockers?

Obviously I need to speak to a doctor about this but I'm starting to think that, if it's not a tolerance, that there's something else going on or my anxiety is just getting worse. 

I've started taking Zyban again recently - which can cause tremors - but I was told I could take them together. That said, Zyban doesn't really fit into the time frame, though I'm sure it could be a contributing factor.",4.705985306828005,6.119290039325848,5.7926966292134825,77.91933016421784,69.95505617977528,9.2971477960242,31.108038029386343,9.661875296680813,3.0411515989628355,729,31,135,17,13,242,113,178,0.052000000000000005,0.8,0.14800000000000002,0.9344,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,7,4,0,0,9,1,13,5,1,3,2,28,33,12,0,6,8,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,13,3,1,4,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,12,5,12,4,20,17,1,17,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,4,9,83,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.14096102676284564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651003119679446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050280724166064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838853410932604,0.15280749825469084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201142223621434,0.2306609557139981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956985890144309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780701101943722,0.12066829584775685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540695836163343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773866764094219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546844773178797,0.0,0.08209348574297982,0.12115665825422545,0.11552876573966853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968208724251762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774491346035156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202833983645296,0.14114060932104666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710682948756746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415289889035315,0.0,0.1644557236436809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507498350681004,0.0,0.2852511931413544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374037263602549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724718832613976,0.0,0.11120361316471944,0.0,0.0,0.2044829688045072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614112511490786,0.0,0.3258221806791969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255685008091558,0.14192004642324665,0.0,0.08422915828495796,0.0,0.0,0.13802685700561815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475723851865585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390532798466862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516032364767937,0.0,0.1472054954475102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WispySpirit42,2019/09/11,"Oh god im in a public speaking class (Im in high school) It was either this or a class i suck at that ive failed in 2 years in a row and constantly embarassed myself because i could never answer questions from teachers.

I need a tip or two on how tf im gonna make it through a year of this. Ive only had one lesson of it (jm just beggining HS) but my god was that actual hell. What we mainly did was introduce ourselves and then a dreaded speech. Granted, it was only a minute but a minute can feel VERY long if youre just that bad. 40 seconds in and i just started to say i dont know what else to say repeatedly after multiple pauses given oh so generously by my teacher (he stopped the timer so i ould think of something to say). I was probably up there for twice as long as i needed to be.

My next class will hv a 5 min speech. Fuck me. Any tips or any advice that could help?",0.5395572263993316,2.4420534708994737,2.836563631300475,92.44318295739349,83.07407407407408,5.6720690615427465,21.058479532163748,6.8360192770164,0.3666126984126983,682,21,155,8,19,233,122,189,0.142,0.779,0.079,-0.9352,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,2,7,6,3,1,10,0,15,1,0,2,1,28,26,15,0,5,10,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,12,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,8,7,17,0,22,13,2,22,1,1,0,1,10,9,3,5,13,98,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.1394076028329673,0.0,0.0,0.13959798493528008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429500842781489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927943808593025,0.08708416269864848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437742050700656,0.0,0.2281190173036205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742707368065812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933850262297485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223267665062602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206878441196887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575388345956652,0.15093602375484402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629294866335482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785103462569887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25284749682521673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953580050885127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118529736736677,0.11017994995875756,0.0,0.15192979845752058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680344635425486,0.21729802604548484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402376297830173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160032279749512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408163185427459,0.0,0.14457868074702812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997812298671696,0.0,0.0,0.10111475900769504,0.0,0.0,0.11943465869287022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915368516523304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955030904194918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787179866170976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839901557708158
socialanxiety,AromaticMidnight,2019/09/11,"Kratom: Highly effective for anxiety I'm 30 years old now and about 5 years ago I got into kratom. My college years were spent in constant panic. I used to get nervous to go to class and worry about people seeing my hands shake. I had constant adrenaline in social situations. Being addicted to pot didn't help, it made my anxiety worse, but it was the only way I could feel contempt at home while I was avoiding the life I wanted. 

Kratom changed my life. When I would go out at night, I remember I always needed a drink before going into social situations. With kratom, I began to notice I didn't do that anymore. I was no longer sweating profusely on my upper lip. It calmed my mind and my body. 

Not only that, kratom is mood uplifting. It made me feel happy and helped with my depression. A few years ago someone on here said CBD wasn't working for their anxiety. I encouraged them to try kratom. They later went on to thank me, that they felt much better. So that is why I'm here now. I am no longer searching for anything to help with my social anxiety. I now feel equipped to walk into social situations. A few years ago, I began to speak louder in public. Speaking loudly is something that I think confident people do. When I'm speaking loudly, I feel more empowered. 

I've come such a long way and kratom is a huge reason why. It is addictive but in my experience I would say it is no worse than coffee. It has never made my life unmanageable, in fact, it has made my life much more manageable. 

I never trust when someone with social anxiety says they tried kratom once and it didn't work for them. You need to try it again. I am the light at the end of the tunnel telling you. Make sure to buy from a good source - I suggest buying online. 

Kratom is so effective for anxiety - my dad was prescribed effexor and xanax a few years back. After a few years on the medication, he would wake up at 3am everyday in a panic due to work related anxiety. The medication wore off and he was worse than ever. He would go on to attempt suicide. Then one day my brother introduced us to kratom and had my dad buy some online. One morning after drinking the kratom, when my dad was normally in shambles, I saw he was totally normal. I hadn't really experienced kratom yet myself, but I saw something truly remarkable and I knew this stuff was special. This plant has really helped me and my family. 

I urge you to try kratom!",3.4674999999999976,5.418103751592359,4.760636411889597,81.9037571656051,74.1167728237792,7.937176220806794,25.36311040339703,8.697196308434329,1.9248840339702755,1901,64,359,38,40,629,216,471,0.14400000000000002,0.754,0.102,-0.9414,1,1,4,0,0,1,54.0,1,3,6,7,18,17,1,5,17,0,36,16,5,9,6,60,72,22,1,10,4,4,6,0,0,4,9,8,1,0,18,20,2,1,11,2,4,8,11,7,0,2,31,19,58,9,55,35,10,74,0,1,3,0,37,25,0,1,39,234,76,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643297143399366,0.0,0.0,0.1664081038202035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052067793880956635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350903787154205,0.0,0.062058039820206475,0.0,0.0,0.05149427016886253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04811666465830077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324710586748935,0.0,0.0,0.05534290747047521,0.0,0.06950722722351234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619653736648727,0.05390321626715357,0.0,0.1352436795433127,0.0,0.04996141141078665,0.0,0.0,0.040355993678908686,0.0,0.0538961502925497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260025225111015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542328241820076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05660308428394228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121080522418956,0.05899057274005421,0.0,0.12656012701092667,0.0,0.06008225283322555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032693094104200716,0.0,0.14225229935962347,0.052485325307512286,0.05004731014863899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661273863910791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777204188413775,0.06611440702014933,0.0627682864764744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767955862785573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055377311205310586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23684164552686626,0.04176960412904125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607638134894042,0.0,0.0,0.06318337433367578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200032332579748,0.09279781844948948,0.09652410174611084,0.0,0.0,0.058722828365972424,0.12262132564697215,0.0,0.07124257369338513,0.0656624168579797,0.06664082054017934,0.08480549962828868,0.09518291115168673,0.0,0.146837634681651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676388720038447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017488147663251,0.06433799276359091,0.0,0.0,0.07088579557046516,0.0,0.05952359020459255,0.09952503161137424,0.0,0.0,0.04986453836326992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101230984137012,0.0,0.3189389956471682,0.1060399650161393,0.09634728947498848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163392837595446,0.06844739465671816,0.0,0.05897662862567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546937084269698,0.05761107445902217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04009582680748853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993851371534313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527057127485197,0.05404510443312917,0.0,0.0,0.03690862640936885,0.0993389718433456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800807649330615,0.11292923573093043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366670361073425,0.06354841509564822,0.1913092130538349,0.17780723997495326,0.0,0.0,0.28207580339678184
socialanxiety,smokedzn,2019/09/11,"I can't understand people talking So, something akward happend to me. I was going to subway for my first time being anxious af because i didn't know how to order. The girl making my baguette had to ask me literally 5 times what cheese I want to have on it. After the 5th try i was just staring  at her while ""laughing"" (actually innerly crying)  because i was so ashamed. After finally for real like 15 minutes i did it, the baguette did not even taste good anymore because i just wanted to cry in a corner. what the hell was that? It was so god damn awkward for me.",2.7576785714285705,4.7618865535714265,4.476214285714288,82.91878571428573,76.32142857142857,6.265714285714287,29.057142857142853,7.1686216300943375,1.7834435714285717,442,20,82,5,10,149,75,112,0.17800000000000002,0.7659999999999999,0.055999999999999994,-0.9371,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,2,5,0,12,1,0,2,0,10,19,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,9,2,14,3,14,9,0,14,1,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,8,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.1994425525449432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308879316544738,0.20268714988207648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910649849583793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737591209211361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44899726062825945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498913666545964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238851059967623,0.0,0.1738430435143059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615220688933972,0.17142180172035432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232030061834083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984831991220193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642329079593893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416893367908941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326258657912111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733946446847208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427055870797388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383478428449117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875862458736482,0.0,0.0,0.2127637525194229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410937991161455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,2KWT,2019/09/11,"I dont have SA, just wanna talk I'm just socially awkward, all my life I've been the weird kid, sometimes I get nervous af just hearing people laughing and most of the time I just wanna go back to my bedroom and avoid all the noise, just be me.
I don't have anyone to talk about the things I like or i'm into, so conversations usually turns awkward and I spend most of the times just waiting for it to end and don't giving a fuck about what's happening, it also makes me feel bad for the other person, sometimes I can't even make decisions because I think it'd probably hurt someone and maybe it's all just in my head and people doesn't care about me. I just want to meet someone who likes the same things, then I'll feel better, it never happened to me so I guess it's the best thing of the world. I don't wanna annoy people with my things, the last time I talked to someone about something he just shouted ""CLOSE YOUR FUCKING ASS"".
There's a boy in my school I really like, he makes fun of me and the things I like, everybody else do this but I think he's somehow like me in the inside and is sick of most of the things he has to live, in theory they're my friends but I'm 80% secure they feel pity. Lately I've been thinking abour changing school to become the ""weird silent guy who doesn't talks to anyone"" but I know it'd be worse or the same and there's the chance that I hurt someone by doing this.
There's a class in my school that I can't describe, nobody in my class can do it, it just exists. But the teacher (who's a psychologic) makes me feel better just by talking, like she really likes what she's talking about and want us to know and also touches lgbt themes sometimes and I feel safer.
I'll never understand questions like ""How are you?"" or ""What did you do?/are doing"" I guess you call it 'small talk' in english, I just seem it senseless and awkward just made to making people lose time. I'm afraid of being myself.






Can you speak louder?",2.796125,4.204869404938273,3.739023919753088,90.79779513888893,74.7037037037037,6.2476851851851825,23.02662037037037,6.6274283507984215,0.4950509259259261,1539,42,330,12,32,494,177,405,0.09,0.778,0.132,0.9508,0,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,5,1,4,29,32,3,6,21,0,27,6,2,7,5,77,64,26,0,5,20,0,6,8,1,0,2,3,1,4,28,16,0,3,14,0,1,1,10,16,0,0,4,9,46,16,39,55,9,24,0,4,0,3,36,11,3,11,20,215,74,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115788482327579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124050973732968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566727268819403,0.060446786252991935,0.04413130924437926,0.07995457012964156,0.0,0.0,0.07597406747434762,0.1280549573996691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739233711394479,0.0,0.07381150929443261,0.0,0.07658429200700563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484638004789895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060476718163329175,0.0,0.0641204663199057,0.0,0.0,0.047816203014391434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302539130157489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593218371640688,0.13385598909833252,0.0378233902421033,0.06944786369331525,0.0411437367656814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950246970039672,0.07168241436779313,0.12803728746222426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429813775941724,0.0,0.08159440652259918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500065165214325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957277792381494,0.05901157297763924,0.0816646933012921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051134716949566006,0.28294825219306063,0.0,0.06392609567982477,0.0,0.0,0.08099146723811823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850188265901645,0.241621064099268,0.0,0.07273049023475389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167094666767978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075826130389465,0.06321250611140304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805403536461743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109894850970799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275615884014504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198027611152711,0.0,0.06590567289101541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737975675066944,0.2453601341788616,0.05573319424840156,0.21480146579259188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40731841131438856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885760562922425,0.13916334436738706,0.0,0.0,0.16885638538098366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874495196463482,0.0,0.07536572968671798,0.08708224990882613,0.0,0.07973284508167326,0.0,0.08540087246145264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377667180701968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Futurerichboy,2019/09/11,"Tell the pretty nurse lady embarrassing health issues? I should preface this with I have general social anxiety in groups but especially around cute girls. Just had to tell a gorgeous nurse about my hemorrhoid issue and how I cant even walk or sit down. After this I realized, if I can tell the nurse about my embarrassing issue than I could probably also tell a cute girl walking down the street i like her shoes or whatever. Also going to try and remember this next time my coworkers and I are standing in a circle and I think of something I can say but decide not to because what if they dont like it.",6.411245421245423,6.752503042735047,7.065323565323562,74.17769230769231,65.58119658119658,10.446398046398047,31.244200244200243,10.290406445055957,3.163902075702076,484,17,88,11,7,160,77,117,0.053,0.759,0.187,0.9606,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,2,6,0,9,2,1,1,0,22,11,13,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,1,15,5,14,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,4,5,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552023747587238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220640279928998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420434676869307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726714344967867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739678772851856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870047628454632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538879442857528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068241605710016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960629806277713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4996219130834208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590727255844752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969535037026626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16233129882258274,0.17203416768342294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075195228187654,0.0,0.0,0.12688962308950014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626527449063891,0.0,0.12283815487659755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5578547575661014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224049706270363,0.0,0.0,0.09304153072083518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833171115147562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SadKoala6,2019/09/11,"Idk what to do I’m almost positive that I have social anxiety and ocd but I haven’t seen anyone about it. I’m 17 and even though I’ve been able to tell my friends and some teachers about it I’m petrified to tell my mum (I’m Australian so get use to this way of spelling) for some reason, she’s not mean or judgmental or anything like that, I just fear what she’ll think of me if she were to find out. 

Ik I should at least see a therapist about this and get it diagnosed but then Mum would find out. All my friends keep telling me to be honest with her but it’s just not that simple, I just physically can’t get myself to do it. I have no idea what to do, I’ve considered going to the doctors myself but then I’d need to get the family Medicare card (an Aussie thing) which she keeps on herself all the time. 

I know I need to tell her but how?",0.6798962148962175,2.5632112142857157,2.422564102564106,95.70299145299148,82.46153846153845,6.022466422466422,20.001221001221,7.1686216300943375,0.2343689865689869,659,18,157,9,18,217,102,182,0.078,0.823,0.099,0.6959,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,5,0,13,2,0,3,2,40,32,17,0,5,13,2,0,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,15,7,0,2,7,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,2,22,4,22,25,5,9,0,0,2,0,16,4,0,6,4,105,37,1,0.14502802338008705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522461616058374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094604092661034,0.0,0.0,0.10140696601685972,0.0,0.11934570605337258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720039091487916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844232729305532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957896416506832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671951327920173,0.16319684649316013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26510597193045193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22409658221177695,0.0,0.3030846256206975,0.0,0.0824227678590138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371898552444067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578151416307585,0.0,0.0,0.07970360883922058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070853366575089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579780338828497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150728833858458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911296241791447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556855779244432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783780602635396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5070435392123311,0.0,0.0,0.16838871317820653,0.09635017448263156,0.09292810140703787,0.1424892966234415,0.0,0.08456700671739832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525764762076896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511649446028127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030237467519437,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HungryAsparagus,2019/09/11,"Overcoming social anxiety? I know this has been posted a bunch before, but I feel like my situation might be a little different. I have read all of the reddit posts about this but feel like they don't pertain to me too much. Please help if you can. 

About 6 years ago, I started college. I worked out twice a day, and seemed to make a lot of friends mainly because of my looks. This probably sounds extremely conceited, I am genuinely not trying to come across that way. Anyways, it didn't take much to make a bunch of friends and be super outgoing. I was constantly hanging out with friends and doing fun things. 

My sophomore year, I started smoking weed. At first, it was every couple days. Then it became a daily habit and felt weird when I wasn't high. I am the type of person who doesn't like to talk when I smoke, just eat food and watch tv/ youtube. Of course I stopped working out sometime around my junior year so I don't have the looks I used to. I did this until about 3-4 months after I graduated, so about 3.5 years in total. I just quit smoking about a month ago and realized that I really don't have many friends anymore. When I try and make conversation, it feels forced and awkward as hell. I can't make small talk, and avoid hanging out with people one on one because I feel super awkward the entire time. I know this is mainly due to me not really interacting with people that much for the past 3.5 years, but is there any way to fast track getting back to where I was? I know I need to start working out again, as I think a lot of it comes from the insecurity of not being fit like I used to be, but is there anything I can do to help the awkwardness I seem to have gained over the past few years?",4.817426004228331,5.313612529069772,5.258181818181818,85.21409090909091,69.05813953488372,8.34756871035941,27.845665961945034,8.296473431620573,1.6548069767441862,1346,42,282,18,22,430,178,344,0.086,0.745,0.16899999999999998,0.9886,1,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,1,8,20,18,1,5,16,0,31,2,0,6,2,56,58,23,0,2,10,0,5,4,4,1,0,1,0,1,15,20,2,2,12,2,0,4,10,7,0,4,8,9,37,11,46,45,12,55,1,0,3,0,15,16,1,6,35,193,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375089181130674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589751807625496,0.0,0.06634349536145266,0.0,0.08600673958217328,0.0,0.0,0.07136632573665938,0.07720259846054478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668527492680748,0.0,0.10573208809151977,0.0,0.07379559491594542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494098072566295,0.0,0.09371765495910156,0.0,0.0,0.09595827240959454,0.0,0.11185939642881176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060794792730227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874013244309006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306857021044127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540070419322712,0.1239110481621062,0.08326848040815753,0.0,0.0,0.0737672485917643,0.10486680387877814,0.0,0.268010474971685,0.0,0.045309623682956365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625831525861507,0.09162849171011528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429834528339872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694755381069311,0.08692006447640803,0.0,0.0,0.14565235660486928,0.0,0.0,0.1474590041751199,0.0,0.0,0.2315553295066978,0.08792435546759307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200028263883926,0.0,0.0,0.13844427323651068,0.0,0.1912559888939934,0.06430462377076482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753262821059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655754244324555,0.1202467733947143,0.07572390644073003,0.0,0.09519672665885917,0.0,0.0,0.1661149198916757,0.0,0.09350296064603432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224147212441618,0.08674730234158239,0.0,0.11111501704162913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790024205391648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748122259817348,0.0,0.08840402700664814,0.0,0.0,0.08577208899319218,0.0,0.18415072744771868,0.0,0.0,0.07250500815971636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652055299834325,0.13941066487968987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761546153856902,0.05556913084194342,0.0,0.0,0.050569364810402924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177595806799725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980309517149792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376746849633744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940795129859087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350838330716519
socialanxiety,Wayshire,2019/09/11,"What anxiety is.   Anxiety is the intuitive or explicit understanding that you can be taken advantage of without recourse at any given time in the current situation you're in.  It doesn't necessarily happen for any reason, but it can be brought on by powerlessness or perception of it.

 In powerlessness.  It is the heckler who 'kills' then moves on as if he didn't just dole out a raw deal. 

In percieved powerlessness.  It was possible to dissuade and prevent that heckler, but some aspect came up short.  Maybe not realizing a moment required more effort. Not the worst place to be, because there is at least potential there.

 Make no mistake, every moment of social interaction is a war zone.  Those who are anxious are feeling inadequacy to handle that, regardless of if capable or not.  Would anxiety even be felt if knowing that any poke or prod could be answered ten fold at any given time?

 Passiveness can lead to anxiety, expecting other people to be civil to a non-threat.  But that isn't how this world works, that is the illusion of society. Even if 95% of people adhere to it, that 5% will prove ruin. The anxiety is the truth at point blank range.

Aggression can put a sour look and mean disposition on people.  This is going too far the other direction. Hyper aggression will result in 'fucking with the wrong one' and they will be justified in cutting down to size.  It is bad juju to go around being oppressive like this, even if capable.

 On the rare occasions that *the balance* is found, enablers and hecklers emerge from the darkness cast in its shadow.  Enablers remain mostly passive, but use an unstable rhythm trying to drain energy. Hecklers enjoy rocking the boat and the rush of winning, they want to take it all away in an instant.  Hecklers are the 5%, the instant litmus test of adequacy, but those enablers create a state of weakness for the hecklers.",6.051213017751478,7.878652914201182,6.754397633136097,70.717525443787,67.19526627218934,9.786698224852072,33.93420118343195,10.078955797065145,3.8585913372781055,1487,69,237,37,25,489,194,338,0.154,0.738,0.10800000000000001,-0.9599,4,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,2,9,9,17,6,0,25,0,34,2,0,6,4,57,54,22,2,11,19,0,2,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,27,9,0,2,11,1,0,8,8,12,0,2,9,5,3,5,48,32,6,42,0,1,1,1,9,26,1,11,8,177,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364141208488769,0.0,0.473056809183991,0.13971802777408213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009734922612474,0.0,0.0,0.11619713321149595,0.0,0.10326381419606696,0.07539139134655297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414517390292152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874476353778648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750393291031775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450593559915752,0.0,0.10420187988910602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253401106032429,0.0,0.11874780318062568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560372029355328,0.0,0.11433593780675813,0.0,0.0,0.1405751885938491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936577014475364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682853405114215,0.0,0.06796877935080467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042156571251936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385620879671356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255430674039453,0.0,0.1242485878166723,0.13471879484048668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144740453897286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380566892563047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572229031355416,0.0,0.12921449646170802,0.0,0.11691325233479585,0.13942545944695128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432796180400467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715893531712724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901635982972302,0.0,0.12607152127555504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298852822589124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442322701228662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396749550775068,0.0,0.0,0.12875047938111087,0.0,0.10681585861828016,0.0,0.0,0.07294697015926925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192186966173534,0.0,0.09003718258258323,0.0,0.0,0.08785547370886801,0.13521966266748708,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AtomicReggi,2019/09/11,"Worry I’ll never be truly alone again Before my partner and I moved in together I used to relish my days of total solitude. Sometimes I would hide away at home for two or three days, leaving only to get groceries or do laundry, which I told myself was “recharging” but probably was more “hermit-ing/isolating,” which may not have been totally healthy.

My partner and I have lived together for a year now and things are great between us. My partner respects my frequent need for quiet, and really supports me when my depression/anxiety are acting up.

I’m happy we live together and I could see this potentially becoming a lifelong relationship, but I do miss having days on end without having to talk to anyone. I used to go camping in remote wilderness to just completely get away for a weekend, but now we camp together.

Sometimes I panic that I’ll never be alone again for more than a few hours at a time. While there are benefits to having a partner who is as much of a low-key homebody as myself, I wonder if I’ll snap someday from not being able to go into full hermit mode. But was hermit mode ever even healthy for me to begin with?

Just wondering if anyone can relate to this in any way, or has advice.",6.297437155119559,6.647415055793992,7.056079092581239,74.11674892703863,65.82403433476395,9.403923973022684,33.381054567749835,9.23628265651192,3.091720049049662,960,39,165,16,14,319,139,233,0.048,0.8170000000000001,0.136,0.9746,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,7,0,23,0,0,2,5,36,38,18,0,5,14,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,4,7,9,0,0,2,1,0,4,5,2,0,2,5,2,23,5,35,27,7,35,0,1,1,0,11,11,0,8,19,133,30,0,0.1247605437498772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191455942810855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25842859502707016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848414479712567,0.0,0.09544147448403104,0.0,0.0,0.17447094603408694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443327543794398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377882186336299,0.1061620336829036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080905645306992,0.0,0.0,0.09961114232643692,0.0,0.0,0.2413806886092093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050081087112308,0.0,0.0,0.08240316250208242,0.11285305449769124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036446961552556,0.0,0.14180858424182835,0.0,0.0,0.13754893992765033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280991873462866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514499773408647,0.0,0.12286400449587673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321034018306956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203316917005236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260071372758758,0.09171335478830836,0.0925083623554242,0.19244604516692013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488601544719637,0.0,0.14637961692965099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451296745912728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992479900247386,0.0,0.0,0.13394613365727234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994180005666006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24678273577494375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14157678656802786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027779922074777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082885361592118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274887635826924,0.0,0.0,0.11921404604865254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187292282759835,0.0,0.15007157277051478,0.2155061051206925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990291125033452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026471208449566,0.2705949755365107,0.0,0.12670038819890975,0.0,0.08862631072504125,0.0,0.0,0.08034169973981889
socialanxiety,Eloquent_Enigma,2019/09/11,"Just joined and not gonna lie... I saw 200,000 members I really expected there to be no posts...",1.4163157894736818,3.6757519473684224,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,82.15789473684211,8.010526315789475,25.28947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.044452631578946,73,3,16,2,2,24,18,19,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8311908065185425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559872688821705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Darksunchan2496,2019/09/11,"Rejected after a McDonald's interview. I give up. Title says it all. I'm a university student, and I took a leave  of absence halfway through the year to deal with my anxiety and depression. Now my main problem is being able to financially support myself so I decided to apply for a few jobs (I have pretty much no experience so this was a very joyful search). I attended my first ever interview yesterday at my local McDonald's and wow, my social anxiety couldn't have picked a better time to hit me. I swear I was awkward throughout the whole interview. That could have all been in my head as I managed to give a good answer to all the questions and didn't feel TOO bad afterwards. I still felt bad though. Does that make sense? However I just got a rejection email today saying they found a better candidate and now I feel like shit. I have more interviews next week lined up at other places but all I can think about is that if I couldn't even be successful with an interview at McDonald's, what chance do I have anywhere else? I give up.",3.4201204159824847,5.558533871921182,4.967939244663384,79.53189792008757,74.81280788177341,9.04313081554461,28.026546250684184,9.586721724236666,2.8946345922276966,828,34,154,23,18,278,128,203,0.13699999999999998,0.7659999999999999,0.098,-0.5539999999999999,2,1,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,1,4,11,16,1,1,13,0,18,2,2,2,5,29,32,11,0,5,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,8,5,25,8,21,18,9,24,0,3,0,0,15,9,1,2,14,112,32,9,0.1379139461919281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100758269950856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303047688017581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24394735589760175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011306387431673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218322274282227,0.11878507976782267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068942369823908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520940531230653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109086076236413,0.12475106005302768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490630298715614,0.0,0.0,0.13946687009013364,0.09852575071602286,0.13241901613911278,0.0,0.0,0.11730953217748195,0.0,0.1512155235306742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968988721267208,0.0,0.11567567478293135,0.11030238144843584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153949696735788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685831112448854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603095581544498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737778780687341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092058630002455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138261903309813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667304637472248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440907202834208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030806423583367,0.0,0.13196502082040262,0.0,0.0,0.1544951828242937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934941094459545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156668388935367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405859002298914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013825557958064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650311178439616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836968799871238,0.13549975190621807,0.0,0.08041873109908955,0.0,0.13072629513548809,0.0,0.1532274687314093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379344912522076,0.0,0.0,0.1106262487941702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397599573232998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881205966126075
socialanxiety,walrusisdrowning,2019/09/11,"Overthinking, overthinking, and more overthinking. Help please. So. Tomorrow’s my birthday, (9/11) and I invited a few friends over for a sleepover over the weekend (I’m in 8th grade, not sure if that’s relevant. Look at me overthinking my Reddit post that was meant to help me stop overthinking. Hah.). I’m not the most open person, wether it be with family or friends. There are of course things I can be more open about depending on who I’m with, but it doesn’t get too deep I guess?? I feel like I’m not close with anybody, but that’s a whole other topic. Anyways.. I invited them all over to my house for the first time and I’m stressing. I really don’t know what to do. Most of my friends are into memes, anime, emo music.. stuff like that. We’re the weird ones, basically. For the party, I’m not really sure what to plan to do or what to get. I suggested we watch shrek (amazing, I know). That was taken pretty well.. The thing is, I don’t have any other ideas. We could go to the pool, but I’m not sure if they’d want to. I don’t know about snacks, or if I should get a cake. I don’t want them personally, but I want my friends to be happy. I’d feel bad for dragging them out of their houses to make them sit there bored the whole time. They don’t seem to dislike me, but I’ll always have doubts. I haven’t had a birthday party since I was ten, when I actually had enough friends to invite, and I quite obviously don’t know how to plan one. Suggestions? I know that was just one huge disorganized rant, but I really don’t know how to deal with having actual friends and I wanted to talk to someone about it. I feel like I annoy them and I wish I knew what they were thinking, but I don’t. Any tips or ideas are appreciated. I will be sure to thank you, unlike that one cashier I forgot to thank yesterday. If you’re reading this, I apologize. Welp.. I don’t know how to end this after I just kept ranting. Now I feel like I seem like I want attention. I’ll just stop writing now. Have a great day. Or night. 👍",0.925806381118882,3.0768106322115396,2.6203496503496524,93.11555944055945,83.30288461538461,6.281818181818182,19.791083916083924,7.520522993642371,0.4810403846153846,1557,43,353,26,44,512,184,416,0.096,0.6940000000000001,0.21,0.9940000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,2,1,9,4,18,27,1,2,14,1,37,1,0,5,6,88,78,27,0,12,24,0,4,5,6,2,0,0,0,2,22,17,1,4,19,3,0,1,16,6,1,6,12,6,53,21,42,58,9,31,0,0,2,0,29,13,0,16,20,224,75,2,0.0,0.0,0.15868314096785874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765194823173941,0.0,0.0,0.11057984494806622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788595278779377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491511482270376,0.0,0.0,0.0524347469272069,0.08382148226070008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201175147849957,0.08400939564507348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664674985644854,0.0,0.1644402138550577,0.17425208769117267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915765925640635,0.0,0.0,0.3768944374178965,0.0,0.12743490812744238,0.0,0.046207283211027836,0.0,0.0,0.0896386189396689,0.08956619366246032,0.0,0.0,0.08655026860347781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089935317619642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762920625919208,0.0,0.18356601525661287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127802093484851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19860662659315625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827539484166642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427145814279752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629886823549617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203764301493916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198409779856344,0.0,0.08924804585071182,0.0,0.0,0.07786734117501252,0.08271601733665733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647746012316204,0.08132661162343252,0.0,0.1562574441950794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803332569581562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725601310860704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888913173629846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135948588144914,0.0931341554155639,0.0,0.0930743258530615,0.0,0.0,0.3065145287920957,0.0,0.0,0.06534956530515798,0.0,0.1497087215097904,0.0,0.0,0.10803033956263876,0.05209671079383103,0.0,0.0,0.09481874319930107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23977782589176164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310260817890947,0.0,0.0,0.1815473857727378,0.09349628835282188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alexgiann25,2019/09/21,"My progress with social anxiety and some tips For the past 5 years (im 15) I've been dealing with social anxiety and it has been making my life much more difficult than it has to be. My SA peaked when I was around 13-14 and since then I've been constantly trying to overcome it, I'm finally starting to see some progress, and I thought that you guys might find my methods of overcoming and coping with it helpful. 

I believe that what has made the biggest impact on my social anxiety is how confident I am with my looks. Last year, I was wearing clothes I didn't like, I had a haircut I hated and I didn't treat my acne at all. This year, my wardrobe is full of clothes I like wearing and am confident in, I got a haircut I like and my acne is properly treated and way better than last year. Also, I've been taking care of my hygiene a lot more and this also has helped me a lot with my confidence. 

Another thing that has also played a major role in making me less socially anxious is pushing my limits. For example, I have started talking more in class. Instead of hiding and wishing that the teacher doesn't pick me, I raise my hand to talk when I feel like I know the answer. This way I control what question I'm going to answer, and I also am prepared to talk. Over time I got more and more confident talking in front of the class, and it's now less of a challenge. 

Something that many of us struggle with is those embarrassing memories that come to mind throughout the day and just make you feel like shit. My way of coping with that is just forcing myself to think of anything but that until my thoughts drift away from it. Also, another way to get rid or make those memories less embarrassing is talking to another person about them. May it be an online friend or a relative or your therapist, it is always a relief getting it out of your chest. 

Overall, some general tips from me would be:

1. Find what you don't like on you, and prioritize fixing it
2. Pushing your limits in social situations
3. Avoiding embarrassing thoughts
4. Talking to others about your embarrassing moments

Thank you for reading this, I'm hoping this helps you progress, and finally, get over your social anxiety.",6.267126168224301,6.3612962079439255,6.774183177570097,76.98763925233645,65.89252336448598,9.65173831775701,35.110654205607474,9.3871,3.209379887850467,1739,77,323,30,25,569,196,428,0.099,0.789,0.11199999999999999,0.8987,0,1,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,11,1,8,17,25,2,6,15,0,34,6,5,8,1,69,66,31,0,3,6,0,3,6,1,3,1,0,0,2,30,27,0,4,12,2,0,6,4,9,0,0,15,5,52,16,51,45,17,45,0,0,2,0,34,15,1,12,26,232,82,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813468861062755,0.05854776872156652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213456604621541,0.21531043644157247,0.07949031954186757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057902868464628575,0.06263811198973056,0.0,0.0,0.06610848575507991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792751629691959,0.0,0.062230478870846026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173991015804773,0.0,0.0,0.06061161428450953,0.0,0.07603755681543815,0.07891824402685417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045378403967791366,0.07254130716956855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115543499450909,0.10053488180853826,0.0,0.1541587599561546,0.12862126949931174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054362387019514666,0.0,0.1102855087416267,0.0,0.0399889936860969,0.0,0.11255166087575318,0.0,0.0,0.06967057056297465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694690329114814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148878760787142,0.0,0.0,0.06988647398923879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600426501456854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03866974130355132,0.11471069983987535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969956630050595,0.20625525462501826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590873157543174,0.0,0.0,0.1196404499537117,0.0,0.06657930388622522,0.18787176792853705,0.07133717950204227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464417159434836,0.0710467125992288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172500360494597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716957838956482,0.0,0.06143837936178265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882281957940435,0.0,0.07038218074558719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607031221978035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07222675153150754,0.0582051160910984,0.07909111687634196,0.0,0.4303581579691702,0.0,0.05416898240425128,0.0,0.0,0.099606784563135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735588308607676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290432408877185,0.3393313572376561,0.0,0.06478092524794726,0.0,0.08169702817565452,0.046746143318443865,0.04508585864021812,0.0,0.16758141932630274,0.04102931247660504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777195294965062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463819321048703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340393994106164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091413787604335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049983955470029484,0.0,0.0,0.18124621951783124
socialanxiety,SaintNottingham,2019/09/21,Hard Time Adjusting To College I have been having a really difficult time adjusting to the social environment of college. I just get extremely nervous and I shut down in social situations with strangers. This is another chance to reinvent myself from my high school and middle school days and I do not want to be treated as the quiet kid for another four years of my life. Does anyone have any advice on getting oneself to open up and feel comfortable when out and about?,6.657829457364342,8.252444860465118,6.876744186046512,71.28899224806204,65.51162790697674,10.38449612403101,34.10077519379845,10.504223727775694,4.015951937984497,382,17,61,10,6,123,65,86,0.08900000000000001,0.851,0.06,-0.1301,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,14,11,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,8,2,17,9,0,14,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,5,45,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243606674815331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087709544360993,0.434454320106277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448523139592576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360219216973745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128864547669316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047472064773939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21646693058213665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855762393463561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188777652750662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632447215079922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271312320361933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193175063326943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23285848932307665,0.0,0.4223506359517134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24159536743435586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221893688828353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340537641675831
socialanxiety,havefuneveryone,2019/09/21,"How to talk to upstairs neighbors about noise I need some advice on how to politely let my upstairs apartment neighbors know that their children running around and jumping all weekend is extremely loud and really stressful (I have ADD and am easily overstimulated, am averse to excess noise). I have very bad social anxiety and I am terrified of having this conversation, but I at least want to try this. Maybe they don't realize it's loud.

Thanks.",6.60829166666667,8.659973912500002,6.572499999999998,71.6891666666667,66.125,9.833333333333336,34.583333333333336,10.125756701596842,3.957458333333335,363,17,57,9,6,115,60,80,0.105,0.81,0.085,-0.1717,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,15,13,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,4,6,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,8,1,10,12,3,7,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28590964434665583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22382591672113547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604617420221917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442953724355552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079648417758444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991869064415097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29393989822643823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216947287544664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187436766900268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982524854742561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3351539199109102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235167891723186,0.0,0.26937198622231817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986452926152716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24141239609937246,0.17257359106712866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,128312983,2019/09/21,"What should I do? I've been stuck in my house for over a year, I'm 13 years old, I've just started school.

It's a ""special school"", basically for kids who can't go to a mainstream school for some reason, most of them have anger issues and are just cunts.

I don't know if I should be going there, my parents sent me because it was our only option.

In the classes, everybody has fights and shouts, it makes me uncomfortable.

The work is super easy, I don't think I'm even learning anything.

In my class, people throw chairs, curse, try to escape, hit the teachers, they have to get detained by the teachers.

This type of shit happens everyday, I'm not even exaggerating, this happens every single day.

I did have a choice to go to a ""hospital school"", but my mom said that I wouldn't get my gcse's if I go there (gcse's are just a test you take when you're 15/16, it basically helps you get a job)

I don't even know if I have to even do my gcse's anymore, since I'm moving to a different country before that.

I don't think it's the right place for me, especially since I have social anxiety, being around those type of people makes me uncomfortable.

Yes, I am diagnosed with social anxiety if you're wondering, and I don't have any behavioural problems, I just sit in class and try to do my work, trying to ignore the shouting.

I'd really like to go to a mainstream school, I'd just like a normal environment where I feel comfortable, where I can overcome my anxiety around normal people.

I don't know how to explain to my parents that I don't like it there? I think I'm capable of attending a mainstream school, I want work that's actually challenging. But most importantly, I just wanna feel comfortable.

So, what do you guys think I should do?

( oh god, nobody's gonna read this, but I tried.)",5.1057088894485005,5.280277703601112,6.008991437924955,81.20747355829765,68.3628808864266,9.222916142029717,29.151473180559048,9.095868883498916,2.171785595567868,1405,46,291,24,22,465,166,361,0.09300000000000001,0.7659999999999999,0.14,0.9607,4,0,0,0,1,0,57.0,1,3,2,5,20,14,4,0,17,1,34,2,1,4,0,51,70,14,0,13,14,3,2,3,0,5,1,3,0,2,17,7,0,1,13,1,0,9,10,6,0,0,6,5,42,8,31,56,4,28,0,0,0,0,19,11,2,9,10,175,59,19,0.0,0.0,0.08242399131334745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743793653086843,0.0,0.19384256698507196,0.0,0.08376489203547854,0.0,0.0,0.06950609451470396,0.15038047846767416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148804027857593,0.0,0.07187204248013745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447183738467932,0.0,0.0,0.08572846583148462,0.0,0.0882461655046842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231488373155044,0.0,0.07116396836571882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541435892738976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323857556190051,0.0,0.2400121831953511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363194071122138,0.14938122450682198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056613965796018864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745930142616972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815773505334812,0.08381678674676453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392564530138445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379349764751595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275980969977654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989223895212924,0.0,0.08977111495802556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551219042405946,0.0,0.0,0.0886300191696734,0.0,0.0,0.06423814141844304,0.0,0.0,0.18757298564748495,0.0,0.0,0.17566864015463668,0.0,0.0882461655046842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081996568023456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448615132153868,0.0,0.054109349169780684,0.08684233393828232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213119187918181,0.08034393483095957,0.0,0.0,0.5128881790012468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670035788478626,0.13973781981936054,0.0,0.0,0.17219938376197405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059783554474337273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635058857679391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648267417617886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22938013020192824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049818639378808316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159683976459,0.18447085272926853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878318465288804
socialanxiety,Knighthonor,2019/09/21,"Has anybody come up with the proper name for Random Cursing/Gestures when thinking of something Embarrassing from the past? I came across this thread https://www.reddit.com/r/socialanxiety/comments/6i6yub/anyone_have_tourette_like_cringes_when/

              
              
Tourettes I feel may be the wrong diagnoses for this. Many of us seen videos of people with Tourettes, with cursing randomly behavior, and this has falsely become associated with it. Most people with Tourettes dont do that. Which made me keep looking for a proper medical term for this, because I also been calling it Tourettes when I do this in front of my spouse, and she ask me why I just cursed.           
                 
I came across this term Copropraxia.             
 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Copropraxia               
               
I had pretty much a similar issue as the person in the link above, which I found from a Google Search.          
             
But to be clear, I didnt always do this. Never remember doing this stuff during my School years. This is why I know this not normal behavior because I didnt always do this, but now does this all the damn time.             
                
Its very embarrassing yes, but I want answers on what it is and how to get rid of it to be back to normal again like when I was a Teenager.              
               
For me I would say things like:             
""I want to Play Rift""  (Rift is a MMORPG game I use to play)              

""I want to Play WoW"" (WoW means World of Warcraft which also is a game I use to play a lot)                 

""Bitch ass fucker"" ( or some variation of just cursing)               
              
Sometimes its not just saying something randomly.             
Recently I started putting up my Middle Finger which is something I dont even do to other people.                
              
I sometimes will raise my hand and say a sound, or some other random gesture.             
              
At first it never would happen when around people, but over time it started doing it around people as well, but was mild that I could play it off by singing or something to play it off. But now its starting to Cuss around people as I explained earlier that my spouse hears it a couple of times now. She often gets mad at me when I say its because of Tourettes, because she works in a field of people of medical disorders. So any new information on this please share.",6.011147298297559,7.7049608808290175,5.377102146558106,81.06529792746116,67.13471502590673,7.5868245743893405,27.77535159141377,7.957251820313856,1.6716812731310149,1684,54,304,20,28,510,181,386,0.077,0.7959999999999999,0.127,0.9333,0,0,4,0,0,0,62.0,1,0,0,2,23,19,4,2,16,1,30,7,3,4,4,67,56,25,0,8,14,2,3,2,0,4,3,6,0,1,39,15,0,1,10,10,0,5,8,7,1,1,11,11,37,12,55,37,8,49,0,0,2,2,20,19,4,13,27,221,76,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325068862725996,0.13787219469300596,0.0,0.0,0.05633941930089707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22125661216537407,0.0774516115512449,0.0,0.0,0.06370492835662117,0.0,0.2020132661748536,0.09149900679386964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459697834841468,0.1895118746121356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136613800803171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614731418152786,0.0916696358497118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408888400625167,0.0,0.0,0.09495088166579456,0.0,0.07250076373196816,0.0,0.1941942653646972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472026273641183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041890392243994976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047038932899825,0.0,0.0908384563299828,0.0,0.0,0.08656922637737674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326213258591135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337561498545616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647169274820185,0.0,0.07363902841868346,0.0,0.0,0.045531044292107324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095060735036202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957137803413456,0.0,0.0,0.07043432981887866,0.0,0.07839269495974095,0.0,0.08399477653819226,0.0,0.09024566092621612,0.0,0.1669211051583295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060902745939237016,0.0,0.12779483012986456,0.08001502706140683,0.0,0.0,0.16234672167757316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790877038646386,0.4020541614954025,0.07233959880925599,0.0,0.0909421256528335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842861081206771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328503159412039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180231558900013,0.0,0.0938505310039096,0.0,0.0,0.2635359309926432,0.0,0.08384650725192036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551214726517804,0.16387740142951626,0.0,0.17592052985839315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484103496160053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550404696325651,0.05308559502845541,0.0,0.0,0.14492784647686174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965583409570708,0.14310798682280024,0.0,0.06835820170871974,0.14659753026405048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449022009598671,0.0,0.14951470395331773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060314264685343615,0.0,0.0,0.11770555549031445,0.09058118313852397,0.0,0.05335133731477478
socialanxiety,caitzzz905,2019/09/21,"Help!! Anxiety sucks So In in my first year of nursing school and man has it ever got my brain hurting. Between the pages and pages of homework and the anxiety of talking to other people it has me feeling worse than ever!  Don't get me wrong I LOVE people, I work with people everyday. 

I cannot put my finger on what the hellz a matter with me, by the time I leave class I just want to curl up in a ball and never talk to another person again. 

I can look people in the eye but I feel like when I do people look away and I'm CONSTANTLY feeling weird, asking questions like why? What did I say? Did I make a face? What's wrong with me?! This was happening with my teacher and they literally moved over to where I was standing so I couldn't look at them.  Is this me or is it them? it drove my crazy for a week until I returned to class, now I can't even look at them without my mind freaking out. 

I have girls beside me that just ask for my answers and I've had enough of it so I don't help. To then see the girl on the opposite side say here I'll help you! Makes me feel TERRIBLE so now I'm going threw all of those emotions. By the time I leave class I'm just done with all of it. 

I am a high functioning adult, who's great at my job. I get along with mostly everyone so I don't know what the problem is. But it's really affecting me and getting in the way of learning.

Someone please help me on this situation, am I socially awkward? ( I also have zero real friendships ) Or is it something more? 
A doctor once told me I had borderline personality disorder but I didn't pursue a diagnosis. 

Please any insite !!!",0.9203571428571458,3.0266324642857145,3.079595238095237,90.08207142857144,82.98809523809524,6.101904761904763,21.504761904761907,7.33818517376401,0.7309533333333338,1252,40,271,19,35,425,172,336,0.131,0.762,0.107,-0.7913,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,4,2,18,13,1,1,17,0,26,6,4,3,5,48,55,22,0,3,9,0,5,2,0,0,1,2,1,6,19,16,0,0,8,1,0,5,9,9,0,2,12,13,47,4,43,42,7,42,0,1,6,1,26,18,1,4,19,192,66,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491986148118153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370901330018257,0.09823689213216263,0.14333753873112035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175165658846621,0.0,0.08802014239514935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458344464645893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124020391375907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737112767532284,0.09589056833393772,0.0,0.09587228279763764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10538301650930737,0.0,0.0968016496497336,0.0,0.06187805962011464,0.16948689400952813,0.0,0.08952003327259672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947980577286827,0.06692858345940156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968841402237717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683963900676006,0.0,0.053243345060562164,0.0,0.07492845361635814,0.10328804437950574,0.0,0.0,0.08284533701683444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511803255979617,0.09898334725821424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100291731248519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296790769561183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148682649504837,0.0,0.0,0.19839777810210055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153951858818596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31468722279983696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455437114180832,0.0,0.12507093133522262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459514445482267,0.0,0.0,0.09957232975734474,0.0,0.0,0.072255648296223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977146855587132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32474691838387104,0.16360425861170985,0.0,0.20567599611986026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964389355587657,0.0,0.09417930201228494,0.10494864198024999,0.0,0.0,0.10663404143611004,0.06001701060533659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490041461291647,0.0,0.09481422265212082,0.07465481638786907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530586641234747,0.0,0.0955000605260164,0.07937899735864333,0.0721232908326925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506009102162434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925695499804564,0.0,0.0,0.08952003327259672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525784090582321,0.0743627931446706,0.07514845683908143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453614166540681,0.0,0.0,0.09030899784182772,0.0,0.06820379653732256,0.0,0.09547301978942994,0.0,0.20485968343044705,0.0,0.060330069083892615
socialanxiety,_Introvert_Throwaway,2019/09/21,"Approaching women in public with social anxiety  Hi everyone! This has probably been asked here a bunch of times and I  apologize for that. But I have a hard time starting up conversations  with random people, it always seems contrived and fake to me. Normally I  am OK with this because I'm good with the male friends that I have but I  feel this is holding me back from approaching a girl that I find  attractive. All of my ex-girlfriends either came 1 of 2 ways; the girl  the approaches me and makes it extremely obvious that she is interested  (this has happened a handful of times but not too often) or it is  someone that I have known for awhile and the initial awkward phase never  really happened and I just ask them. But if I see and random girl I am  unsure how to approach her, I feel that she would be annoyed or I'm  scared I would just make it awkward. Walking up to girl and introducing  myself is not really the issue it's what happens after is what worries  me. I am a very blunt person, outside of just asking for her number I  really do not know how to  start some natural flowing small talk with a  stranger. It seems it shouldn't be this difficult to talk with people.  Any advice would help. Thanks in advance.",4.079551739518283,5.909609546610176,5.0542105263157895,80.94966547725247,72.17796610169492,8.188760035682426,28.52274754683319,8.841846274778883,2.3816728813559327,967,38,178,19,19,316,132,236,0.106,0.782,0.11199999999999999,0.3173,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,9,12,1,3,11,1,21,1,1,4,3,52,41,16,0,6,14,0,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,20,14,0,1,7,0,0,8,5,6,0,0,2,5,25,6,25,33,4,22,0,0,1,0,24,5,0,9,8,133,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266288318448746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782498980627413,0.0,0.0,0.08812215291614266,0.0,0.09913206823006243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36343307269117386,0.0,0.0,0.09964276358923524,0.0,0.07899373189255796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482105655438443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238238932368356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104400424601975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843822040928373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011694645614604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868963795931652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34377440861884784,0.0,0.11608258737722335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868580045243247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525293348476905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712164537250894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299780934537376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999438377457423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696565575781285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967566043461275,0.11314850716006873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397144034087347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490461511880645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973705769066907,0.0,0.10326236124017164,0.23593839130048336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209545245225732,0.10979683691865312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344167104355555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083108143090334,0.0,0.1193043348538053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226685933357462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692108613821673,0.0,0.10285843539735637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315997221921716,0.0,0.2761601137012033,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KissingTDs,2019/09/21,"Debating whether or not I need medication to treat my social anxiety. Any advice? There doesn’t seem to be much discussion in this subreddit, so I’m not sure if this is the best place to ask, but regardless I was wondering if anybody could share their experiences with medication and offer me some advice. 

I consider myself to be an extrovert. Generally speaking, I’m energized by social interaction and am fairly talkative, but only in the right circumstances. Otherwise I can appear to be very stand-offish and unfriendly. For whatever reason, I can’t seem to shake this social anxiety. 

It started in high school, and has gotten progressively worse ever since. As I became more self aware, I also became increasingly more self-conscious (and social media certainly exacerbated this feeling). I was in and out of school, stopped responding to friends, gave up activities, et cetera. I’m 20 now and although it’s derailed a lot of things in my life, i’m determined to change that going forward. I’m studying full-time again, looking for a job, and trying to build up the courage to start talking to people at my university. 

But I’m not sure I can do it alone. Part of me believes that if I keep at it and “fake it til I make it” I’ll be ok and gradually become more comfortable and at ease. Another side of me, however, seems to think that won’t happen, at least not without assistance. Assistance in the form of medication. 

I was recently prescribed LexaPro by my psychiatrist. I’ve yet to take any because I’m concerned about the long-term, and supposedly sometimes permanent, effects of using it - addiction, loss of emotion, decreased libido, et cetera. 

I’d like to believe I could start taking it, immediately feel some form of relief that allows me to step out of my comfort zone more, and within 3-6 months, I’d be able to move on without it. That seems to be a rare occurrence from what I’ve researched however. Am I overthinking it? Has anybody experienced permanent effects of SSRI’s?",6.354223433242506,7.705791757493187,7.304682288828343,68.83834223433243,66.02997275204359,10.885623978201638,35.66092643051771,10.878246069084,4.3738011771117185,1593,77,264,46,25,534,207,367,0.085,0.7879999999999999,0.127,0.9625,3,1,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,1,5,8,17,0,1,9,1,22,5,0,6,4,59,53,26,0,7,14,0,2,1,1,1,5,1,0,1,21,16,0,2,11,0,0,7,9,3,0,0,5,5,25,14,54,39,16,38,0,1,1,0,16,21,0,13,13,179,46,4,0.09293295316242917,0.0,0.0,0.10131063636613943,0.0,0.18162601252949007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625051236403707,0.0,0.07431844906824342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639518991441126,0.09744830436426367,0.14218690960115932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687976618034587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665106567533116,0.10263714539658922,0.0,0.20940722831662675,0.09752740083639112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831074197600866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483988021539533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453706387420436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406317664739522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090906260628453,0.0,0.0,0.0939793868834679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179976908313508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281593892295455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821803035657451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818876738929383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222161622379607,0.08260307878203511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564129317256287,0.04540234669037947,0.0,0.0,0.08224273911926094,0.07804027489409816,0.0,0.0,0.07900827346484288,0.0,0.0,0.062033467872129364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808605198058173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417819658216046,0.09877302188467503,0.06831641357702482,0.06890860722076746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067969859928179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063733202473676,0.0,0.06442800837276749,0.0,0.09709515628393768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955505538124696,0.09176007973289176,0.0,0.0,0.07936423422368527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810622010791272,0.0,0.33841068096581217,0.19389867614478207,0.0,0.0,0.0768750991986011,0.0,0.0,0.3789337697053619,0.0,0.0,0.09191306696710176,0.0,0.1973352677149568,0.0,0.0,0.07769611010597179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751764170785298,0.0,0.13974803025884758,0.0746959875142609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617405246496362,0.059547683918303264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309537491802969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026423327214205,0.0,0.07667941908520602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916810105682893,0.1007818234502844,0.0,0.0,0.09470661875682164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,caffeinated_unicorn,2019/09/21,"What’s the most overwhelming social situation you’ve been in so far this year? For me it was traveling with my big poofy wedding dress and getting a bunch of well-meaning but unwanted attention from other travelers at the airport, on the plane, etc.",10.75304347826087,8.733007782608697,10.053913043478264,63.946521739130446,58.1304347826087,14.417391304347825,44.73913043478261,13.023866798666859,5.897121739130434,202,10,34,6,2,65,44,46,0.054000000000000006,0.946,0.0,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,7,1,3,8,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468555928975351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933477027536626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364496597436385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450372518684733,0.0,0.4084350118276347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602525692808985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25801986243902897
socialanxiety,fiord25,2019/09/21,Any Nootropics that help with SA? Maybe anyone experienced some benefits?,7.439090909090911,11.426136999999999,5.8640909090909075,62.81613636363636,88.0909090909091,9.472727272727274,32.77272727272727,8.841846274778883,5.019145454545456,61,3,7,2,2,18,11,11,0.0,0.614,0.386,0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380555094170884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504164000674306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317714236403419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6471521265878865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Crawf__,2019/09/21,"A first step... I’m 19 and this is my first post on any social media, I’m not sure if posting this will make a difference for me but I want to feel like I can take a step forward, even if it’s this tiny. Cheers.",-1.7299999999999969,0.10028933333333434,0.8049999999999997,103.54,93.16666666666666,4.033333333333334,14.25,5.46131890053228,-1.253025,160,3,43,1,6,54,37,48,0.032,0.777,0.191,0.8109999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,9,4,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,3,3,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897481377312427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915241489818835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429490540086435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108459078495994,0.19933716462651768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746809713801982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631864850175748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862528948090192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534462061688768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844332018242173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629799356889341,0.0,0.20979381028013547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645775356388888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eack_mceack,2019/09/21,"Scared to leave my room on first day of uni Hey, I started uni today and I just moved in but I can't bring myself to leave my room to see any of my new roommates :( does anyone have any tips to calm down or just get me to go outside?",-0.10730769230769256,1.4814475000000016,1.6275384615384638,101.91746153846157,83.61538461538461,4.16,16.16923076923077,3.1291,-1.280543076923077,178,3,46,0,5,58,38,52,0.149,0.7979999999999999,0.053,-0.5023,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,1,10,7,0,13,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,5,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581132017798324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18410915477005665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698101052270074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304202009331401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22396731335210146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375661269600265,0.0,0.14964244292456885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576044884526907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798518135108036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25430185372006553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636144918254116,0.0,0.20982019607631155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636881301505426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495825919898201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aspiringowl1994,2019/09/21,"Asked two women out in the span of thirty minutes Really proud of myself because I went to a club with my friends, danced with one girl and got rejected by another but it was super chill",6.787297297297298,6.278202459459457,7.252027027027029,76.01966216216219,64.94594594594594,10.643243243243244,32.013513513513516,10.125756701596842,3.065227027027027,149,5,28,3,2,49,35,37,0.05,0.725,0.22399999999999998,0.815,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,3,8,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418937396237688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735024766904086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435470796844052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086724649175801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195370963071855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707288665626757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559463110777453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39027842931479934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703642067872498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cravingnugs,2019/09/21,"Haven't felt as happy and accepted as today for a long time I got ""adopted"" by a bunch of extroverts in my lab session a while back and every time I go to lab now, I'm always laughing and generally feel happy :) it's such a good feeling, I missed it so much

I've always felt so anxious in labs, since we need to work in groups and I never seem to know anyone there. It's a terrible feeling of being alone in an unfamiliar environment and everyone there seems to already have their own groups. I've never really looked forward to labs before this, only wishing that I could skip them. I'm so grateful that this group of friends decided to sit with me and just act like I'm one of them. One of the guys even called me his food chem buddy because we're taking the same elective. 

It seems like a stupid thing to be happy about since it's so temporary and I probably won't see them again next semester, but I'm just trying to make the most out of it. Thanks physio lab guys, love y'all.",3.37387788778878,4.560955034653472,4.674871287128713,85.53167986798681,72.91089108910893,7.762904290429042,25.34785478547855,8.238735603445708,1.444646468646864,775,24,162,12,15,257,122,202,0.075,0.78,0.145,0.919,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,4,1,14,14,1,0,10,0,6,2,0,1,2,33,30,15,0,3,3,0,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,11,10,1,0,11,0,0,3,4,3,0,2,3,7,16,11,25,23,5,20,0,1,2,1,15,6,0,4,14,99,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754697570573628,0.1358998499981465,0.0,0.20494248083306832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391252275265853,0.0,0.08610982663445392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469527984065036,0.0,0.07507151826960377,0.0,0.10479216767483868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575062471668175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832580600455487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133987002969235,0.0,0.10375976872298094,0.11767576288186885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868060690990835,0.0,0.2364879521846693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891430454766671,0.0,0.09514591847872414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998937577810503,0.10329295687507786,0.09849485772658613,0.0,0.0,0.24387709188602755,0.0,0.3932886020578045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676803991763696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033041420909801,0.0,0.0,0.10898448632401236,0.10341556425527812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114830686903687,0.0,0.08220404261022253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052992788085704,0.09131467703633016,0.18996280999785664,0.0,0.130972157131138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669001909495729,0.09366164998722336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277727405373732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788934861917007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813515645706944,0.3363352919654345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037430486141212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259399343732548,0.0,0.0,0.1133806105755608,0.0,0.0,0.08181584704466358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436203166993315,0.0,0.11673245555911065,0.0,0.0,0.08361123545375701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161721712783976,0.0,0.0,0.08965516986046568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Pancake_Awareness,2019/09/21,"It’s over My social skills are beyond repair. I don’t even know what to talk about with people anymore. My mental state is gone and it’s time for me to go. I don’t want to turn 40 and be in an even worse state than I am now, if that’s even possible. Do your self a favor, if you have friends please leave this subreddit. I can’t even make acquaintances. If you have people who invite you to things then please stop being retarded and go to them. Take your meds and talk to your friends.  

Humans are social animals and if you can’t function socially you’re fucked.",2.397931034482756,4.154205000000005,3.2771034482758634,92.22824137931036,76.58620689655173,6.708965517241379,20.220689655172414,7.554174236665415,0.44908896551724187,444,10,97,6,10,141,73,116,0.12,0.746,0.134,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,1,1,7,4,1,0,2,0,13,1,0,1,0,14,22,10,0,5,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,0,15,3,13,19,0,12,0,0,0,1,18,3,1,4,4,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253988922216885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063647441907474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23766909640552986,0.14219645052110286,0.0,0.0,0.17482948260033818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453089514402169,0.0,0.0,0.16286439580004444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267051304161866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17085013918474445,0.0,0.15500603017530595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21326735069904704,0.0,0.0,0.337678144977962,0.0,0.17339959618941952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045916213254008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4703750154429575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859347960945122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564726634989445,0.247256057844385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218566781246853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968884698674431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730297600057562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072213366936484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674727642573902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,beefydolan,2019/09/21,"Hmm So i have depression and social anxiety for some time now(4 years) and i decided  to move out of town with my cousin, i lived in a small city and now im in a very big one haha.. my cousin is nothing like that, he is very social sometimes to social haha.. he meet a girl at a store and now she is gonna bring some friends and ""party"" whit us.. i don't know what to do or react.. i don't know why i even post this.. xD Peace out!",0.5710789473684201,1.7610221473684218,2.7044078947368426,96.8239802631579,80.15789473684211,6.0131578947368425,18.190789473684205,6.6274283507984215,-0.3162368421052633,324,6,83,3,8,110,63,95,0.083,0.802,0.114,0.5999,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,2,7,0,0,1,0,15,11,7,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,10,4,11,10,2,15,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,3,5,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522414533616624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714062873966703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144366522767087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375397393346413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149640297746146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874044619364152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722581727899196,0.0,0.17572872353168564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151522945152476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909546446288426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348537489524003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059575239126414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6085942931340783,0.0,0.0,0.19682513583353506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604383447642448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393835014637829,0.0,0.0,0.3284067777323595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795748020045317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815536641759268
socialanxiety,shadydutchman95,2019/09/21,"going on holiday but already stressed out. so tomorrow me and the girlfriend are going on  our first holiday just being the 2 of us.  
and my anxiety is already spiking :( worst thing about it she doesnt understand she is a social butterfly.  
im deadass thinking about faking an injury or some shit man :(",3.3382738095238125,6.123494375,4.696428571428573,78.01523809523812,78.46428571428572,8.019047619047619,32.54761904761905,8.841846274778883,3.4923190476190484,239,13,39,6,6,79,47,56,0.384,0.5489999999999999,0.067,-0.9806,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,1,4,4,1,1,4,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,6,0,6,8,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,2,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619321671441889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477430133651188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165692993367041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28939900675825586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27502015901258675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26135128979078065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595406301965606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916524214314837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915013606406604,0.16314242378470534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650557415234591,0.30626188347225497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RepeatedlyUnused,2019/09/21,"Where can I go for support? Can the doctors do anything to me if I book in and speak to someone? I've felt this way got as long as I remember I'm 19 today and I've had enough of feeling like this. Im in my last year of college but I want a part time job but ever job I see I never apply for because I'm scared of going, Ive had one job left after one week, I used to soe d all day dreading going speaking to loads of people. Are there tablets given to people with social anxiety? It sounds stupid but I've put of going doctors for years of fear that they won't think anythings wrong and I'll look stupid",0.43598611914401175,2.2182552706766927,2.595488721804511,94.67633314054369,82.75939849624059,4.693811451706188,20.757085020242915,5.369823440869387,-0.16351312897628698,473,14,108,2,13,160,88,133,0.17800000000000002,0.753,0.07,-0.9634,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,2,3,2,0,8,2,0,1,3,17,24,9,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,1,0,5,2,6,0,2,5,7,11,2,20,18,3,21,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,1,12,60,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619395877350718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284676926292581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462102382950046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952491927107993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841683804693795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343416920803365,0.0,0.0,0.12556713610703235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15620673837225954,0.07018960581010544,0.09917027033636118,0.13328525317244985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155696206521997,0.0,0.11102393950302468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499452403508185,0.0,0.4132607652321948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315367272483814,0.0,0.0,0.1508241303928682,0.0,0.0,0.06781854878459677,0.0,0.0,0.12284790592818245,0.11657058667388685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706355647302894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881308032797633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503243402376264,0.0,0.1924752506173342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954855097618427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15725161363648474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897916185734316,0.0,0.11061848227502563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150556204807185,0.11761845567613252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752689821034055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894777035123876,0.0,0.0,0.08094480118390897,0.0,0.13158145900378285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989256539857335,0.0,0.0,0.08187734952075024,0.11018578188790236,0.11134992547112116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517736454047496,0.0,0.17878607169656274
socialanxiety,norwegianfriend,2019/09/21,"does anyone else feel like they have childhood-esque, for lack of a better word, memories from adulthood? you know how memories from your childhood seem distant, almost like you were a spectator? where everyone was bigger than you and you were still learning about the world through an onlookers perspective?

i’ve come to realize this is how i view my memories from situations where i was uncomfortable, mainly in unfamiliar social settings. i was selectively mute throughout high school and had 2 friends. speaking up has always been hard. i’ve always been on the more observant side because i bullied badly in elementary school and never wanted to mess up again. 

**for example**: i joined a sorority to try to get out of my introvert shell. my big was one of the “cooler” girls in the sorority (she admitted she only picked me because i was ‘adorable’, i mean, i didn’t talk at all through recruitment). any time i was at her house with the “cooler” girls, i felt like a spectator. like i was learning, almost. i remember one of the more abrasive girls pulling her underwear down in a group of maybe 4-5 of us to get outside opinions on her cellulite. i remember thinking, “okay i’m definitely body/sex positive, but i’ve never seen anyone do something like this”. i was perplexed, so i stayed quiet and watched how the other girls acted in that situation. 
it was very similar for my first house party and my first DZ social mixer. i felt selectively mute and as if i had a lot to learn from those around me. it became so overwhelming to the point where i legitimately transferred schools to avoid further interaction. 
in high school, i would watch how the other girls interacted with guys, because again, it felt so foreign!

**example 2**: meeting my boyfriends’ affluent 8 aunts and uncles. these people included a U.S. ambassador, a guy who created a governance process for facebook, a constitutional lawyer in DC, one who owns a million dollar business, etc. we met at the family lake house, and id never felt so out of place. similar to the previous situations, it felt like i was observing their mannerisms and language. i’d never been around people that wealthy or well known. 

this might just be a normal thing for everyone, but i figured it’s because it’s difficult for me to even pronounce my own name correctly when meeting new people. i have next to no confidence when i’m around people i haven’t known for a while. 

just a feeling of being so foreign and out of place that i slightly dissociate and i’m unable to speak. i have to remind myself to breathe and the drop of a pin could make me jump. which now that i’ve wrote all of this, dissociation could be partially to blame because it has the ability to make you a spectator in your own life. 

thanks for coming to my ted talk lol, let me know your thoughts/experiences!!",4.4237533053984786,6.869754590822183,5.2201505227614815,77.45629551279445,72.88145315487571,8.734046621374233,30.821732232211872,9.364869023877402,3.1670743175623457,2253,103,391,56,47,730,264,523,0.052000000000000005,0.841,0.107,0.9745,0,1,1,0,0,0,71.0,2,8,2,3,26,17,0,2,30,2,34,2,1,7,7,80,61,29,0,7,6,1,8,6,1,2,1,3,0,7,23,23,0,1,22,0,1,5,7,5,1,6,26,15,56,12,69,27,11,60,0,1,4,0,43,35,0,8,23,273,79,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562342515117374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100632521478095,0.0,0.0,0.049447432888961584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016854450435232,0.07450321117359113,0.0,0.1941903487299901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071243988728979,0.22162629527009414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430886888558156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527187406208606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611106111361982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363176428724522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060742503343425513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109437891915773,0.048026347323072,0.0,0.0,0.1389610545875979,0.0,0.07112740958980694,0.0685474829787242,0.0,0.07353190305758928,0.05194628620865079,0.3490801167126579,0.0,0.0,0.12369953010677028,0.0,0.0,0.056177996418777694,0.0,0.07597923558073487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399489346102418,0.0,0.0,0.06513669672113506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365086248043658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517036243503825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992248713015991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435411850540102,0.051359445578472586,0.21314382224457745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181811669369714,0.0,0.0,0.09707317949531988,0.0,0.0730501287176711,0.07920593285380208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713715740636305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432344404025856,0.07022680975102563,0.07733125594786233,0.0,0.07124344486070078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781692918685274,0.055301624301788976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016405606788769,0.0,0.15193952325066562,0.0,0.068737426170669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473964023748244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943583438920641,0.0,0.06619531742978488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451978688339025,0.0,0.14824379123568796,0.0,0.05597813242495158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750253910886637,0.05806881252139495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688814525892027,0.0,0.06694449574625723,0.0,0.0,0.048307383393457436,0.04659164808783085,0.0,0.0,0.042399620321091035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936745328640739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746496200330027,0.0,0.0,0.059995960791668974,0.04288809758998072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537785097514542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051653332852798814,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lukanoti,2019/09/21,"Really need some help I have a lot of friends from middle school, high shool, family friends etc. But I since I just started high school I dont know muxh about them, and Im just not chill with them. I can get really nervous and I do or say stupied things. I think the they think about me Im not all good in head:p. I have close ones from class and they are good but today  (in 2 hours) is a birthday party and I rwally dont wanna go but I said I will. I feel feally pressured to stay with them in one room for a few hours. There is a lot of them I dont like and them not liking me. They will all drink alchol and I never tried it. Im just really pressured from the situation. PLEASE HELP!",-0.5374198359433251,1.5397999597315426,1.4181991051454157,99.63842468307234,89.67114093959732,4.653392990305743,14.318046234153615,6.139981653823899,-0.9112240119313948,530,9,130,5,18,174,82,149,0.107,0.764,0.129,0.7406,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,8,0,6,9,0,3,6,0,12,1,0,0,3,31,21,10,0,2,10,0,1,2,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,9,1,0,4,1,0,1,7,3,0,2,1,3,24,6,15,18,7,15,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,4,7,86,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267097712277405,0.1188895853318898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535188131328832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441028224299142,0.0,0.061364804491028824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875295823221704,0.0,0.06340718440454399,0.0,0.06897341796953907,0.2035871361516869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455350225537075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162694188010604,0.2564534506499978,0.0,0.0,0.2390363145027665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932787591106638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669795820921352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858371161938935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063570497796768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998916358317606,0.09360266574022767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447748678395854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322018395482305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23324483199105184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544405214427715,0.09651276829499644,0.0,0.2456517711651313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039276886111402,0.1364171527998771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859013912453558,0.1293568631359674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062821752596361,0.1555290836732652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503798052743798,0.0,0.0,0.08239754428136534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,coptensarkanposet,2019/09/21,"HELP I didnt have friends till high school now i m gonna start collage and dont know how to make friends. I look really cold and distant from outside. When I start a conversation i dont know how to continue. Yesterday my parents left me and i started to cry like a baby. A group of girls tried to comfort me but i was constantly crying. They were really sweet to me and invited to their room (i am staying in a dorm) but i didnt go bc i was crying. They invited me to go to dinner. We wander after we eat and they were talking and i couldnt find anything to talk with them. Please help me i dont wanna screw this ""collage"" thing.",0.3913784461152901,2.569103075187975,2.6845413533834623,91.60826566416044,85.91729323308269,5.952681704260652,22.40050125313283,7.3011,0.871416441102757,491,18,108,8,15,167,78,133,0.107,0.754,0.139,0.4932,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,5,0,4,6,1,0,4,0,12,3,0,3,0,19,22,12,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,9,2,0,3,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,6,3,25,5,16,14,0,17,0,0,1,1,17,4,1,0,11,71,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460911165703802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050371545085808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589517470244256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4896777632359773,0.0,0.0,0.14251017749126066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272922208208183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520263327433184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583031433139507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186702371139297,0.1471486717155764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308066133251508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513195971110204,0.0,0.0,0.06804133696649195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695352835478325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296524075003333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464523942838426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287899667539234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784426095002977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095084991022766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957326311243594,0.14844557980800466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388335524426276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925262271314282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455664693064174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mavzylor,2019/09/21,Does anybody know their Myers-Briggs Personality Type? I'm wondering if social anxiety is strongly associated with any particular type(s). I'm INFP.,6.708750000000002,10.635022375000002,9.655,40.09000000000003,75.25,11.533333333333333,37.16666666666667,10.504223727775694,6.505516666666668,123,7,13,5,3,45,22,24,0.075,0.833,0.092,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013283682488373,0.0,0.33897610728283906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38776645381221736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352035309295034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869044718503437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516924045013778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805312991733411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Nomorebasedesires,2019/09/21,"Fuck. Going to uni soon. After taking a gap year and being alone basically all year with no friends I have to socialise all week at a student flat. How the fuck am I going to do this? I see the events - pub crawl, ball, etc etc. What am I going to do? How do I even talk to people anymore lol. Never even drank before but Im in the UK everyone has been drunk so many times. Anxious about everything. 



Can someone give me advice or reassure me or just tell me to give up lol?",-0.21454474097330944,2.053800826530612,2.03979591836735,93.86509419152279,91.75510204081631,4.648037676609107,17.742543171114598,6.297961479604792,-0.13732433281004708,363,10,79,4,13,122,69,98,0.135,0.763,0.102,-0.3368,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,5,2,10,4,0,2,3,11,20,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,2,1,8,2,12,17,4,14,0,0,1,2,6,3,2,2,8,54,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934760831889165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794874406073418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957806594354071,0.1718678996283833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746627952234784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865525689517074,0.22892718561427586,0.0,0.0,0.1655964117088287,0.15575165100498076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389182532544314,0.32042773087475834,0.0,0.33249197928680096,0.2954726411647701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871946824495816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569988554160626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366031765330452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014500538469018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380983592015367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468372681186184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303006896535228,0.13929267796378006,0.15147260238100174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105313325127924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390115077383136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320016186804886
socialanxiety,CatMeat4SaleHere,2019/09/21,"I flourished socially for the first time in years & immediately shot down! This was an online live chat (my online SA is the same as my IRL) about music with the host asking for requests of lesser know rock music and everyone shooting the shit in the comments. 

It was going really well, been working on my SA for a long time and I was really charged that I felt comfortable not only participating, but being one of the main contributors to the chat, the host was playing some of my tunes, people were complimenting my choices and talking to me about where I live (a musically significant city), I had even added some other guys to keep in touch with, they were an amazingly fun and friendly bunch.

Out of the blue the moderator suddenly blocked me from participating the chat, I saw people asking what happened to me (the rules are lax but I **know** I didn't break any). The host on the video feed began asking the mod where I'd gone. Eventually them made him unblock me. I asked if I had broken the rules or offended him personally and offered an apology and he ignored me, I asked a further 2 times and this chatty person suddenly was silent. 

My best guess is that he felt perhaps jealous or threatened that this new guy was getting on so well with people... this is pathetic of me but I just cried (lot of very heavy family relationship stuff goin on, and recent bereavements - thats the real load on me right now tho), I feel like whenever you try to take a step forward in life, there are a line of people itching to pull you down... I wish he knew the struggles  we go through with facing SA and how much it means for us when things go good and how overly senetive we can be when it goes bad. Today a lot of problems in my life, family, work struggles have all sort of been punctuated by this event and I'm left feeling unmotivated, like retreating to my own space... I feel a little pissed off, empty & down, people cause each other so much trouble thats often totally unnecessary  

I'm sorry, this is pretty much an off-my-chest rant, isn't it. But thank you for reading. Nuggets of wisdom I pretend to have for you: Don't let people drag you down (easier said than done!), and bonus tip: Money and death can turn people you thought were angels into daemons. 

Signing off & toodle-pip to you all, may you all have pleasant days.",4.09718015342737,5.909449694877505,5.068821455085377,80.9360507918832,72.0957683741648,7.8396683989111615,26.50340262311309,8.515128840125781,1.8821150210343969,1839,63,347,32,36,601,247,449,0.14400000000000002,0.721,0.134,-0.7354,0,0,0,1,0,0,68.0,3,8,2,5,18,26,4,2,29,0,32,7,4,4,4,65,65,28,1,3,9,0,6,2,1,1,3,1,0,4,20,22,1,3,10,8,2,7,4,10,2,2,24,9,46,16,55,37,17,51,1,0,2,0,39,27,2,11,20,238,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671501331539392,0.0,0.055890269670886776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38417075555258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686230697819627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625063559361096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442912858405169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027903092456832,0.05300409215192238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410627416683178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428402136106392,0.0,0.0,0.07853360994586066,0.0,0.0,0.15495798609179814,0.0,0.12466929983597595,0.058714715304273676,0.15782564003779004,0.0,0.0,0.06990858465144635,0.0,0.0,0.06349780334332608,0.0,0.04293953920247977,0.0,0.14012702878917616,0.06893491562510907,0.0,0.0,0.09053871832684857,0.16275695130300344,0.07267807154742273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305196268781528,0.0,0.0,0.09033612257492504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929688148470205,0.08404221395557276,0.11610282256609772,0.08030525218355886,0.08237339471593831,0.14514601012416625,0.07273328788794034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397456252305614,0.0,0.07776773200531949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895262036489133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125164954552145,0.0,0.0,0.07937713053627664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569232854297032,0.06250724284121596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39884890165920667,0.1435257848058331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361416164435252,0.0,0.07864226936900075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220966953223434,0.09354728669049447,0.10530274238490273,0.0,0.08115017042604493,0.08823854036548108,0.0,0.07018761482915334,0.07817906518471844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436421423563689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377973319467137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092002097362406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184029003308127,0.09408494240169517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179471784037961,0.06605914178114204,0.0,0.07566714188463143,0.0,0.0,0.05460167550089278,0.0,0.0,0.06524763776197673,0.1437724513834971,0.0,0.0779040722438707,0.0,0.0,0.05579986899093717,0.08939632143601296,0.0,0.0,0.09886135695043513,0.0,0.0,0.06781323583248906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779273697420292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451148664063284,0.0,0.0,0.11966685351375007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529260092991006
socialanxiety,whatsupduuudes,2019/09/21,Hello So I am going to movies with a girl this evening and I am really nervous. I maybe wanna drink some beers before I go but I am really scared that my breath is gonna smell like alkohol,1.1147500000000008,3.1429129750000016,3.0599999999999987,90.935,81.75,6.0,17.5,7.1686216300943375,0.12124999999999984,149,3,32,2,4,50,33,40,0.153,0.765,0.083,-0.409,0,0,2,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,5,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31485857451841304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624773593840632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443937948542999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4205801936897783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807723970681052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717334164892877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740867786643048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704531677795834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,edgelord8192,2019/09/21,"Whenever I receive an IM from someone I'm not confident with I deliberately put off reading it for hours/days on end ...and then spend another hour writing and rewriting my response before sending it.

I hate it and it makes me look terrible :)",10.020666666666667,8.102233400000003,10.229444444444443,61.7975,59.444444444444464,13.444444444444445,49.16666666666667,12.161744961471696,6.170333333333334,193,12,32,5,2,65,37,45,0.191,0.7490000000000001,0.061,-0.7527,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,20,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313419459686688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26888330678537786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037867195261032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798724025788704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119736501911776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311185446130588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3413222696925396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265351118380496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092506528491145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31765615260648905,0.0,0.0,0.3160744423143837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26773639600151383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anakinwasgood,2019/09/21,"Our parents are to blame for our social anxiety They beat us, yell at us
They tell us that we can not have social contact:
No phone
No going out from 7
Have no friends or life outside sleeping, eating, watching TV, maybe working
Straining us with enormous pressure to succeed 
See themselves as geniuses
Laugh at us
Blame us for everything",5.433225806451612,7.608600387096777,5.0427741935483885,80.99416129032262,69.3225806451613,6.895483870967742,36.593548387096774,7.554174236665415,2.9518283870967745,272,15,44,3,5,83,47,62,0.22699999999999998,0.645,0.128,-0.5719,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,9,0,2,3,0,5,0,2,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,3,11,3,10,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,18,4,0,1,0,31,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468485594054747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266491403677394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123784009930196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956255510619212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034219369859533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742346823950779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434510411689692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743359934253946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862985785200606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386088265787705,0.2523389072608991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818174327117852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8932912232569331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010712346399058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RedditThoughts13,2019/09/21,"I can’t talk to people, even family. It’s my brothers 21st birthday and he’s having a big party at our house. Everyone’s here like family and lots of his friends 100+. I just can’t talk to anyone cause I don’t know what to say so I just stay in my room. And when I do go out there when my mum forces me to I seem to be rude to people and don’t say much to them, and then I just go back in my room and hide away and feel bad about how I just treated people. I don’t try to be rude I just don’t know how to talk to people.",-0.5220177383592031,0.6746457560975614,2.1058684405025865,99.88057649667408,83.3089430894309,5.4483370288248345,15.246858832224689,6.1124844417494595,-0.9306032520325208,400,5,110,3,11,139,65,123,0.098,0.83,0.07200000000000001,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,0,15,6,2,0,1,0,10,0,0,3,0,21,16,13,0,0,5,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,0,3,18,3,17,14,2,15,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,5,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123303217871835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289850815262902,0.13332039276805244,0.14476709376359506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781115244908307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451746526658185,0.0,0.0,0.1656743499052024,0.0,0.0,0.3268990643124155,0.0,0.08766737034712839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395484171128974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970744705338989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000600549882636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905729074580282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470590145197891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740354879987033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274560417652221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808062072375055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27576134794272816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784086000923173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480260992506792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180747088067542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771529446108495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NemoRae,2019/09/21,"The phone is the worse. So I work from home, I get my groceries delivered and I take garbage out at night. You would think my anxiety with interacting with people would be null and void right? Nope. Everytime my phone rings I think about tossing it into an active volcano, grayed I could do that with running into another human. Has anyone else thought about losing their phone permanently?",3.51931746031746,6.6864509000000005,3.457619047619051,84.12626984126986,82.85714285714286,6.53968253968254,24.920634920634928,7.793537801064563,1.8315873015873017,313,12,53,6,9,95,54,70,0.109,0.8540000000000001,0.038,-0.6199,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,12,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,10,0,10,7,0,7,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,0,1,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654433554515599,0.1936543207808772,0.0,0.0,0.17700403693931474,0.2593757471784376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021147327586708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114691694762064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322571919274881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25392388022435497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28320317027205244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375583160458784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549804318401513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618342948719527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903326400169678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244086622494356,0.0,0.20096790768082165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842917076717564,0.0,0.2579751677598349,0.3596521973189857,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,234526246246245324,2019/09/21,"Confusion from social isolation Anyone else had this?  
If I'm socially isolated too much when I wake up in the morning I feel confused and have this horrible feeling things are really not right. Sometimes it can last only a short time or sometimes can feel pretty intense.",5.938061224489798,8.303235816326534,6.285459183673472,71.81757653061227,68.38775510204081,9.797959183673472,34.69897959183673,10.125756701596842,4.2519755102040815,221,11,33,6,4,71,43,49,0.24100000000000002,0.653,0.106,-0.8236,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,9,9,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788610687977729,0.24601463992457254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005758524063048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364210972293507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957165817077015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650386421684935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826097019918938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24427180669228546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381659414000626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050472688426164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895110203629547,0.0,0.0,0.4749374459894481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951424568196734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400064126353954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Trumaaan,2019/09/21,"Doing something totally outta my comfort zone So I bought this ticket to this social event where I’m basically gonna look totally weird if I don’t talk to people. So either I lose $25 by not going and pussying out (which I’m not doing) or I talk to people. Exposure therapy!! So wish me luck, I’m hoping to make some friends if I can. 

Side note: any advice from anyone with experience with the difficulties of approaching people they don’t know?? Thanks and hope everyone’s content :)",3.735957446808509,5.763498074468084,5.562712765957446,76.10875000000001,73.57446808510639,8.529787234042553,26.643617021276608,9.188382445141503,2.508429787234044,385,14,68,9,8,132,68,94,0.07,0.69,0.24,0.9552,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,20,18,8,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,2,0,0,1,1,8,6,10,16,4,6,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,7,1,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20215655265861665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406825790528203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465230877587304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767860943542664,0.0,0.20236414385576973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159831662848124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757223526953695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109485238123353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369348171254327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737234961160655,0.2314410063231729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809114498345945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43026471437347896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088373714401765,0.0,0.15926303106142653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325577239298201,0.0,0.19046336209450487,0.2365804074520365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23789686056294596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,2Dtwink,2019/09/21,anyone have a nervous stomach triggered by social situations? how can i live like that symptoms 4 me are nausea(can deal with that) and gas(been better recently but still a problem). i literally drank cold tea and that triggered it. have to starve myself when i’m with friends. ruff. don’t know how i’ll ever have a relationship with this. plz just help or relate or something,2.7030434782608666,5.731399666666667,3.5183913043478263,82.12715217391306,88.56521739130434,5.658550724637681,27.18985507246377,7.1686216300943375,1.8954915942028987,303,14,51,5,10,96,54,69,0.076,0.743,0.182,0.7624,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,3,0,6,4,1,4,1,16,9,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,4,3,5,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926348838624319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24365594277127905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28402674877282164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24920407140379855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128493770396228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846607673158046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140671331797148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459460013018593,0.0,0.2432701306821089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636147577211168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720214292839523,0.2957821744813522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096717395881503,0.0,0.28083591998629176,0.0,0.2120921245690751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001337460440687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863483194832639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Burnerbruhs,2019/09/21,"Wanting to ask a friend of mine to homecoming, but so does my friend. So there's a girl (16F) I don't talk to a ton but we text quite a bit and talk whenever we see each other in the halls, and during football games and band. Last school year, we did have a couple classes but that's about it. So this year my homecoming is in about a month. I want to ask her as a friend or maybe as a group of couples/friends. 

The issue is, a close friend of mine is also trying to go after her.. and he's even hostile about it towards me. All of this is pretty surprising considering how him and I are pretty close, and he didn't seem to show much interest in her until recently. I regret not making any moves to talk to her more but now this is my situation :/

I'm worried about asking her because of three reasons: 

I have social anxiety, (obviously)

she might prefer him over me, 

and I feel that my friend might be mad at me if she said yes. 

I feel that this girl is pretty much my only chance at getting a nice date. I also simply just fear getting rejected. 

​

Anyone with some advice or maybe a personal story? It could simply be about asking a girl to hoco, no other conflicts involved except for your anxiety.",3.550769581056469,4.740706053278688,4.88191256830601,84.20561930783244,72.48360655737704,7.553369763205827,25.030965391621127,7.984000788550335,1.3644806921675772,943,28,190,13,18,314,134,244,0.131,0.693,0.17600000000000002,0.9274,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,1,0,1,15,13,2,1,14,1,17,0,0,3,2,41,33,23,0,6,10,0,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,4,12,14,0,1,5,3,0,2,4,5,0,1,3,4,31,8,33,25,8,21,0,2,1,0,37,10,0,7,9,141,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980756874448012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605239884020677,0.0,0.1087456251999818,0.12195467316282943,0.0682517606808074,0.0,0.1535581683545608,0.0,0.0,0.07017766397920767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753115613567749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118167913515756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957277676733457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013342546333152,0.11105215718138703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783024100731655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629025153294428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293872507495407,0.10149529625048057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652513115144073,0.0,0.10487332305424164,0.0,0.057039841879150927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047551670277973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181101320121603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699453367293673,0.0,0.2016606166041704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21294318023422154,0.0,0.0,0.08011052515982264,0.10667229751318806,0.14755990360669666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633223822926125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763499956053583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063223947754204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675071782533437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319211571489907,0.09909850218543906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547026483602908,0.0,0.0,0.10157491535928076,0.07997805016640963,0.09136868588412242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281466185633135,0.0,0.10230965664642644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24200917774286146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814136569417313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839596119538605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10192570707240953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195467316282943,0.12926376422026978
socialanxiety,Goatlop,2019/09/21,"How does one relax and goof off?? Even when I'm completely alone I unintentionally/subconsciously force myself to act ""normal"" and kinda brush myself off or call the action I've done stupid.

I'm just tired of feeling so stiff, anxious and ""dead"" for lack of a better word and want to stop caring what others think by at least a little.",6.145937499999999,6.788121718750002,6.506250000000001,76.91375000000002,66.1875,8.275,23.8125,8.07648339933343,1.21691875,266,5,49,3,4,86,52,64,0.214,0.626,0.16,-0.6035,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,16,7,8,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,3,9,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,2,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766072549371525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30171665824064536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23620451186810798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727115630696137,0.0,0.2722988922439769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800211332852897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23371752735251586,0.27330857465426817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639930732474507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504021738706906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676774749834883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616749976906721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097568919845308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232851255318366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112970083950854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069613162823998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752667294175446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,XelaD321,2019/09/21,"I'm ashamed of my social anxiety It's almost like my social anxiety nowadays is largely a shame of social anxiety itself? I'm scared of coming off too shy or awkward, I'm scared of not knowing how to respond to people in time. I feel ashamed of social anxiety, like it makes me seem like a loser, like it makes me seem less interesting or fun than I am, like it makes me seem like a defect of a person. I feel like it misrepresents me, makes it seem like I'm someone I'm not inside, and that frustrates me. I have grown to like myself overall, and from that has been a reduction in social anxiety for sure. I can work as a cashier now and even initiate in dating. But I look back with shame at times when I stuttered, got visibly nervous, or clearly said something with uncertainty. I'm still too worried about doing things ""right"" and it gives me a hesitation",5.91,5.978171764705883,6.796470588235298,76.61411764705883,66.64705882352942,9.623529411764707,33.47058823529412,9.3871,2.9881647058823533,680,28,129,12,10,227,91,170,0.255,0.59,0.155,-0.9468,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,9,24,1,8,7,0,7,0,0,5,2,28,29,11,0,0,6,0,2,9,0,0,0,1,0,1,11,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,12,0,0,3,4,16,12,21,26,1,15,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,8,16,81,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999101078728123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819465001316292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678283222746347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860168018825371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595371600784385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098003537834607,0.07133689733305293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579063979634264,0.0,0.0,0.07986368643521195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548780545745442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4390598464603162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385359791199233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666176908830656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922733570187731,0.08719010321586554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527618071844302,0.09498559122316604,0.0,0.19994585407953455,0.0,0.0,0.3636193389802726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.508951307566318,0.0846073694120412,0.07687375897585906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974485222008411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411276972883513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633965777121541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645326673237286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269610351545479,0.1014082611349205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itsmotts_applesauce,2019/09/21,"How do I stop overthinking absolutely any social situation?  Today I had a sort of “field day” at school. Every class had an individual color and ours was pink. I don’t own anything pink so I just borrowed my dad’s shirt and wrote, “Pink Shirt,” on it. I didn’t think it was going to be that funny but a lot of really popular kids along with kids I’ve never interacted with before thought it was really clever and humorous. It made me feel good about myself for a bit but now I’m extremely anxious that if I ever try to talk or communicate with these kids again I’ll be considered annoying, and if I don’t I’ll be an ass or what little of a friendship I’ve established will be washed away. I’m afraid that things I don’t think are that funny will be funny to everyone else and the things I consider funny will be childish and stupid to everyone else. I went from feeling awesome to feeling like shit in a matter of hours. I get so anxious when trying to make friends because I feel like anything I say can make me seem like a horrible person. I’m sorry for ranting but I needed to get this off my chest. Is there any tips to help me out here?",2.9553557714027576,4.574076399141632,4.6896272871018745,83.28231533770048,74.70815450643778,7.995391913259544,25.13869437542354,8.6894789155246,1.7578892703862663,903,30,184,18,19,306,133,233,0.128,0.644,0.228,0.9798,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,0,11,12,3,1,9,0,22,6,5,4,2,39,42,17,0,3,8,1,4,3,1,3,1,1,0,4,13,11,0,1,8,0,1,2,5,4,0,0,10,9,21,8,26,23,3,18,0,0,4,1,13,7,2,7,12,117,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909739356659113,0.0,0.0,0.297527755915377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672715136426587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372015565563844,0.0,0.0,0.08027250255402925,0.0,0.11205221022853236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376331488838745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492439568347218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200078627326676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911446822202075,0.1109482862716176,0.2516567719480069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663307559601412,0.18814817922550575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173766509770034,0.0,0.1375974672764997,0.0,0.07483826723373528,0.11044913351546212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826408403517398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968085466799414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930004288824582,0.1319805789069338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195185400118188,0.0,0.12460127843141346,0.17579834196726032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764099374272396,0.10156175405938013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498018402706835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871851583115693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471930430239608,0.0,0.13326984103510373,0.0,0.11987891105095322,0.0,0.0,0.1351703164868299,0.0,0.14801678149415806,0.0,0.1342338472978063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740791140653328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009256617807303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584150142695783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496816215350233,0.16875381080430424,0.0,0.10454129071445677,0.0,0.0,0.1248197259492601,0.0,0.0,0.17880770940061805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207110745805505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,strokje,2019/09/21,"Feeling like I’ve been «too much» and feeling stupid and anxty as a result I don’t know if this is the right place to post this, I just need somewhere to vent. 

I am struggling in social settings. I have a hard time being natural and relaxed and tend to end up over compensating by trying to fit the jargon of the group, and I feel it just ends up being half hearted and I have heard from other people that I can come off as arrogant as well. Afterwards I feel stupid and very anxty.

Today, for instance, I was with a group of four other people: my friend from school, her boyfriend, the boyfriend’s brother, and another friend from school. The four of them have been hanging out a couple of times before, so they are pretty comfortable with each other. I am always afraid to come off as shy and tense, so I tried fitting in by making bold jokes and using lots of sarcasm, as that was the vibe going in the room. The problem is that I could feel that I was being misunderstood, as I don’t know all of them that well.  This happens regularly in similar settings. I try to seem relaxed and witty, but just end up rubbing people the wrong way. Now I feel so bad. I feel like I have offended people and that they have perceived me as arrogant and annoying. 
I just really seem to struggle finding the middle ground between saying too little and too much. 

Can anyone relate to this?",5.960746268656718,6.171592649253732,6.2648880597014935,79.98001865671642,66.53731343283582,8.640298507462688,29.80970149253732,8.278499904357787,2.068958208955223,1082,35,204,13,16,348,138,268,0.149,0.7440000000000001,0.107,-0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,4,0,12,21,4,3,14,0,23,1,1,3,1,47,43,26,0,4,6,1,9,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,14,20,0,0,13,3,0,4,2,10,2,3,6,11,26,11,41,33,4,35,0,0,0,0,13,19,0,4,10,153,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913986732450385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518059034835902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680519798294018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171481648282673,0.0,0.0,0.09346881186388407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18924106758669892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770117525692887,0.12153985235638674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918664745902356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887815664265672,0.15694457727066902,0.0,0.0,0.1003950589409848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697297832696638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242664830994923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713433128941236,0.0,0.09839828867307814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016519296469026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073433803025688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732806751466734,0.11009214253229888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338509930422588,0.0,0.0,0.0733214548727239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149536716146276,0.08144763638064728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046068820902238,0.0,0.11476318129606508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519980367950324,0.11175042904584367,0.0,0.1051054889541935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703686218326847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938058328471212,0.0,0.08735203823641426,0.0,0.2223351716746053,0.0,0.1999949730686469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119717156248399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296647572720843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281013711163498,0.0,0.10411888759586647,0.0,0.0,0.22372977894445945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486960119476448,0.0,0.09063247242136856,0.0,0.08718873560080638,0.0,0.0,0.19752517327119806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009673129903292,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Paxtonquigley74,2019/09/21,"Bailed last minute on joining my school's film club today cause I was too nervous. It's the beginning of the semester again which means clubs start holding meet and greets. I had signed up and got ready to go tonight but my social anxiety caught up to me last minute and I bailed. It am already on my 3rd year and the leads of the club are all in my classes and have seen me fuck up answering questions plenty of times. There's another club that I want to join next week so I might join that one instead, but I really hate my social anxiety and need some advice to make myself less nervous. I'm often very outgoing when I get to know someone but knowing its people who are in my class, that I usually screw up every interaction I have with someone, and I've been extremely quiet for all semesters makes me very scared to socialize.",7.889756097560976,6.562140048780493,7.514756097560976,77.69823170731708,63.14634146341464,11.126829268292685,35.134146341463406,10.125756701596842,3.25449024390244,664,24,131,12,8,210,105,164,0.141,0.784,0.075,-0.9244,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,3,3,4,0,9,2,0,4,2,29,26,12,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,5,0,3,0,6,0,1,6,2,19,0,19,19,4,24,0,0,1,2,7,8,2,4,13,81,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728084129385852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632214048097885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580419902363754,0.2305992118131466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548299082252554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698723972140424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933726683712447,0.07874444549473343,0.0,0.0856570687200962,0.0,0.12054373543222237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880378768036415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566241772561774,0.2457121671088886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121217680973566,0.0,0.0,0.1641771522125495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988901811336909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175621269794526,0.0,0.0,0.16029134335143908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021310803720374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448956230306768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883974941765484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655443691504567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508959904730022,0.1525356525987863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460917053837186,0.2554074025194184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667966862690308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788544832946718,0.0,0.14286396837418744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659956612425736,0.24871788342454115,0.08889795842861467,0.0,0.12089767320878425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705808054563612
socialanxiety,sarabouki,2019/10/24,If you can learn ONE thing that helps you overcome social anxiety. “I’d learn how to...” Fill in the blank .,1.9871428571428569,4.0607850952380975,2.5526190476190465,95.4632142857143,79.0,6.104761904761905,20.02380952380953,7.1686216300943375,0.2344095238095241,81,2,18,1,2,25,19,21,0.076,0.807,0.11699999999999999,0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,11,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435856388234984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886629635774384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392923116903572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.591086685750637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38522829063278996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Alan_Detroit,2019/10/24,"Heavy soxial anxiety Hello I'm 20M and I'm dealing with heavy social anxiety. It started a few years ago with a video of me taking heroine that a so-called friend secretly took. This video got viral in my hometown and I was laughed at and bullied at my school. 
I was ashamed to go to school, so i locked myself in my room until my parents saw the video. I had a big quarrel with my parents and they kicked me out for 3 weeks.

I wish I had savings for a motel, but it was wasted on drugs and many unnecessary things.
I just had myself and depression, I didnt want to think every day ""where I get the money for my drugs"" and I didnt want to make my parents sad anymore so I started a withdrawal.


Because of this experience I'm still afraid to go out in my hometown.
I've now moved to my aunt in an another city and I am enrolled at a university for IT, but I'm still afraid to talk to others. Although unlikely, I am afraid that my fellow students eventually see the video. 

I'm paying 30$ a month for a gym, still not visiting it, because of the fear of talking, thats the reason why I cant dissolve the contract. I'm cutting my own hair, because I dont want to go to a hairdresser. I cant do all of my studies, because I need a partner for some of my homework for university.

I want to socialize again but dont know how to start because whenever I want to talk to a stranger, I feel sick.",3.371198630136988,4.02074646232877,5.2176986301369865,83.65846575342471,72.39041095890411,8.168767123287669,30.695890410958906,8.395991825355821,2.1822158904109585,1085,47,232,17,20,374,141,292,0.141,0.823,0.037000000000000005,-0.9779,3,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,0,10,11,1,5,19,0,15,4,1,3,1,35,44,16,0,7,5,4,2,0,3,0,3,0,2,1,11,13,0,0,5,6,2,6,7,8,0,0,11,4,38,3,41,33,4,33,0,2,2,0,17,13,0,1,14,151,49,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295467022931693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099579369257902,0.16043972585869676,0.0,0.10399586007177526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196173780008455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762792192354605,0.10810908777174268,0.0903182975238988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457971720132153,0.0,0.2432154398225162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835155058970234,0.0,0.0,0.10257607802982534,0.0,0.11799996238570774,0.053021853805833935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101684818053037,0.0,0.054786558673527365,0.0,0.17878807800671287,0.0,0.08386847342045617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762993003316012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699968274673547,0.10631456339968126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370059914599412,0.11145271106787673,0.0,0.07775454212217016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493136592424461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781656836287468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225378954423185,0.08356218741671873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21378912552733015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226675883402283,0.0,0.25123104069071195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788438813633219,0.25285457978829884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966627854100976,0.06719193848555946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650658598510448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092543978693606,0.0,0.08411472612616203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462249396783548,0.0,0.12058720713659404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752829601053044
socialanxiety,booberryschmoo,2019/10/24,"Seeking advice on how to socialize at a party. I am and have always been very introverted and socially anxious. I graduated high school three years ago and since then I have spent hardly any time with people my own age. I have little confidence in myself and my social skills, but recently I have been trying to change that.

A friend who I recently got back in contact with is throwing a Halloween party this weekend and I am making the brave decision of attending. There will be alcohol and tons of people who I have never met before. I usually turn down invites to these sorts of things (as rarely as I get them) but I feel like this is the opportunity I need to break out of my shell and start living a little bit.

I'm afraid this will be a terrible experience for me but I know that doesn't have to be the case. Any advice at all is appreciated.",5.993734939759038,6.290441626506027,7.020144578313258,74.29804819277113,66.46987951807229,10.254457831325304,29.853012048192767,10.125756701596842,2.8661826506024104,674,22,127,15,10,227,104,166,0.033,0.8029999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9721,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,3,6,0,1,8,0,19,1,0,2,2,22,30,14,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,9,10,1,0,3,1,1,2,2,2,0,1,5,2,19,4,21,20,4,25,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,1,13,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838999539270772,0.12876747861794785,0.15524268557176465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087101014913065,0.0,0.0,0.19756855360946274,0.0,0.0,0.16410659927614807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169879552709278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360868387156812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859030452076198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536697014310871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209574303080766,0.0,0.0,0.07344967616348295,0.1037763947692962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122303509876766,0.0,0.07589427196224288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116180626871639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012771549729624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347904273046184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983311397901464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096849153965237,0.2911847186596528,0.12827048183555925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696462761893676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771117056802933,0.11203629741317864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014150765510216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28686069848373863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701458915022458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016360881720453,0.0,0.0,0.44423405379487657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281837319120662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650672752956736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847044140718005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862449647366366,0.1580051592891112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599874096483263,0.11985774087238968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354504072997054
socialanxiety,Aye-Anderson,2019/10/24,"Have to testify in court in murder case........ Fuck me I thought the testimony I gave earlier this year was enough but of course not. Time to be an awkward stuttering bitch with a shaky ass voice. FUCK ME REAL GOOD. I have no choice though,it's for my family.",1.198235294117648,3.6612875490196077,2.76421568627451,90.3839705882353,85.27450980392156,7.321568627450981,20.264705882352946,8.344100000000001,1.2120823529411773,199,6,43,5,6,65,44,51,0.436,0.494,0.07,-0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,3,0,4,3,1,0,0,6,8,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,3,1,6,1,7,4,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,2,4,1,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313466974047413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023072269087425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5929243623712953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26896997961072355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650024311426869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31506507808028195,0.25458297350979003,0.186990259660314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650649258023995
socialanxiety,Gabern,2019/10/24,"I've had anxiety for 7 years, and I'm finally getting better. I still have my ups and downs, but I was thinking of getting a smiley face tattoo on the side of one of my fingers. Opinions? I want something that reminds me that while there are hardships, I should focus on the good times, and not continue my bad habits. I want something simple, yet something that can represent for me to be good to other people, because that lifts my spirit. They don't need to notice it, as long as I myself know that I'm the person I want to be.",5.754423676012465,5.345125766355147,6.4734112149532725,80.41454049844239,67.03738317757009,8.628660436137071,31.852024922118375,7.793537801064563,2.1729015576323985,415,15,81,4,6,137,70,107,0.012,0.773,0.215,0.9639,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,9,2,2,0,0,13,19,7,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,15,3,15,14,0,13,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,8,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147815737107005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624575014841307,0.1286744289473658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668603763868966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312314527037251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056463873778587,0.0,0.0,0.3540933378342789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600586901244632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680209039467852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651560262795972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403197519229687,0.0,0.0,0.1430355163759761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463385919886051,0.1843098078322391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4875067429076376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685714071458919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525366437479852,0.0,0.0,0.12308437782061556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735072225502973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593073351162868
socialanxiety,TheMaddsdarling,2019/10/24,"Trapped I think this is relevant to this sub because of my social anxiety being a cause for this happening, but if not I’m sorry.
I(20F) feel trapped in my own head and I feel like I am overthinking everything. I recently broke up with my long term boyfriend because we weren’t happy anymore and I felt this need to figure out myself. My issue is that I have like 3 friends and we all are busy in our own lives but I feel like I’m just a burden and I’m getting paranoid that they feel that way too. Like I will message them and it will take 2-12 hours for them to respond and I see them posting on other media so I know they are on their phones but they aren’t responding to me. I just don’t understand why. I’m not being a constant downer or complaining I just want to talk about how everything is going with them and hang out. It’s been a long time since I haven’t had someone to talk to instantly 24/7 and I’m wondering if maybe I am overreacting. I constantly question my social interactions but this just doesn’t feel right.",2.4045747069094503,4.357677748815167,3.728730356697433,88.1091294587179,77.19905213270142,7.285707158892492,25.323272636567715,8.20500826718156,1.5513734597156392,819,30,171,15,19,268,116,211,0.09699999999999999,0.7829999999999999,0.11900000000000001,0.6791,2,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,3,0,8,0,8,9,0,0,4,0,19,1,1,2,1,44,41,17,0,4,13,0,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,14,0,0,12,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,4,7,33,6,20,33,4,20,0,1,1,0,23,8,0,5,12,114,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181378464497584,0.0,0.1319899051765031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226133381070468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672049274323514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876468623623991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392261229895917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364725024286712,0.19015960349957767,0.1277876464874417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282530575416213,0.0,0.06953423606742577,0.0,0.07563833613667692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769139300898472,0.14167719576698976,0.0,0.0,0.13658913749573368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106722587836322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891178998163475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314299814584402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600849690749949,0.0,0.11752125336775734,0.2355616154198513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337071860801486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986848383643784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746380476355834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909169681507795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141070472853544,0.0,0.0,0.11365846651326095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605581016265167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009374655265323,0.0,0.0,0.2713377858180555,0.11276705619408466,0.0,0.0,0.14898379618210678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100067410546054,0.2139460294327617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527894844288518,0.0,0.0,0.07760607713519856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855179046315524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850016072182417,0.10564095733543646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009337677248988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433085152040706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Via_Egnatia,2019/10/24,"Where the socially inept extroverts at? I always see in this sub how people like to avoid social interactions and stuff. Like people being happy when they don't have to attend a social event. I don't see enough people who are like me. Meaning a person who desperately wants to be around people all the time, but socially awkward af so there is no choice but being alone.",3.55385714285714,6.187835814285716,4.661428571428573,79.45357142857145,76.57142857142857,6.857142857142858,20.0,7.957251820313856,1.1404285714285716,297,7,50,5,7,97,52,70,0.142,0.753,0.10400000000000001,-0.4206,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,4,0,8,0,0,1,1,9,12,6,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,4,4,6,9,2,8,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,0,6,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865753138074935,0.0,0.0,0.13549946088920597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496590717384236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826164089972126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733507318283728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386724243938712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738512729590555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515827948148886,0.14218931759839282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595315669090939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6639968202308187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641770570325328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495579152936856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604975759227816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FuckSa123,2019/10/24,I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE Im just sick of life i tried to fix my social anxiety for the last 5 years I realized i got social anxiety when i was around 11 im 18 now .. i've been bullied in school for most of my life because i came from a  foreign  country even when i was 9 i still remmember being left out / made fun of all the time .. i still remmember when i was still a kid everytime the lesson is gonna end and everyone is packing their bags and waiting for the bell to ring the teacher ( an old fuck that hated me and humiliated me for some reason) and he would just humiliate me infront of the class because i wasnt the smartest he would ask questions like what color is the whitehorse or something .. and i would answer like i dont know and everyone would just laugh their asses off ..  and to this day i still get humiliated and girls keep rejecting me .. even tho i look okay i just fuck it up by speaking ..i feel so lonley all i want is a fucking hug and a decent conversation without over thinking every single word .. i honestly lost all hope i can barely get thru a day without breaking down,3.3665739268680426,4.737790373873878,4.864202437731851,83.44786168521465,73.18918918918921,7.7460519342872285,28.374138844727078,8.313332769828598,1.9373992580816115,861,34,175,14,17,289,132,222,0.163,0.733,0.10400000000000001,-0.9344,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,17,14,4,0,14,1,17,8,1,2,3,42,38,15,0,6,7,0,1,2,0,5,3,2,0,2,5,12,0,2,8,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,9,5,28,8,23,23,6,25,0,2,2,5,12,8,4,5,17,119,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501670199164285,0.0,0.11344454967827958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183171759442984,0.10693959232492684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946266511622082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308321557540831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475447030872095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406470926818034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131595090403836,0.0,0.0,0.15110757469708735,0.0,0.09637885453429493,0.2186098788111869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057839228638130215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172562739649324,0.11952853647926673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148846110625754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129368481310536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361548834852175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471225458457194,0.0,0.0,0.10167545284822592,0.0,0.0,0.06286597808884302,0.0932434521100246,0.0,0.0,0.12428551580046494,0.0,0.16159465984250956,0.1117707530562519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605913492879588,0.0,0.12487064591901564,0.0,0.0,0.10823897233823662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003349336882417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281434393284804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176123937755032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576920252274935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332132361309596,0.0,0.08806332667676378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654093186234251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600735269631457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329675621937318,0.0,0.0,0.0667019683143747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776635800022321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747042791531044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053654754175706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32503866262834297,0.0,0.0,0.07366367397864645
socialanxiety,Ashh_The_CyborgWitch,2019/10/24,"my life revolves around being severely embarrassed 30~ times per day aahhhhhhhhhh the life of a social phobe  ┌(・。・)┘♪ 

i'm 31 now, i'm starting to get used to this lol.",-0.4493137254901961,1.632631323529413,3.972941176470588,76.671568627451,103.41176470588236,5.79607843137255,20.37254901960784,7.1686216300943375,1.090407843137255,131,5,27,3,6,50,30,34,0.158,0.748,0.094,-0.3071,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277073477704888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374087586289445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923289746938886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200320552558351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158739936919694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752548463428351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605592198762555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465537107439084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31793991384597303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,annnkkkhygffhffdddss,2019/10/24,"My parents made fun of my anxiety and made me have a panic attack So I have anxiety (duh) and I get a lot of panic attacks that sometimes can be very subtle or can make me stop breathing. 
So the story is my parents went to see my report on my grades and what the teachers think about me and I always know that the teachers will say I’m to quiet (they’ve always said that) 

 so here’s the part, my parents think anxiety is something that you can just go over, they think it’s as simple as being nervous which some of you that have it know it isn’t and they always make fun of it. 
I can still take it because I just go to my room but they called me down especially just to say it so I had to stay

At home I’m much louder because I guess I’m more comfortable I guess but when they started making fun of me when I was yelling that anxiety isn’t like that they said ‘there you go! Just be like this’ and then they kept laughing 

At that moment I started to have a panic attack. I started going crazy I was yelling all over the place my breathing was getting harder and I kept telling them to stop laughing at me because it’s making me feel worse than I already am and they just kept laughing so I just ran in my room to calm down and even now I’m still shaking and it feels like I’m gonna faint anytime soon i really would wish they would try to understand that what I have isn’t just being nervous and that they are making it worse 

Please tell me I’m not the only one with parents like this",1.9648148148148152,3.6015170573248447,3.2258103326256204,92.6487603208304,77.47133757961781,5.670960132106629,23.09459778249587,6.238725200709706,0.3730728001887238,1172,36,257,8,27,380,132,314,0.131,0.7240000000000001,0.145,0.9127,4,0,1,0,2,0,10.0,0,3,10,0,22,21,3,6,9,1,27,3,2,7,1,51,70,24,0,3,11,4,2,4,0,4,1,7,3,0,24,12,0,5,8,0,0,7,4,9,0,1,13,10,47,12,28,49,6,33,0,0,1,0,24,12,0,5,17,179,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253266501594874,0.0,0.20931451278337448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565859188432942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861809500448945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533460335469391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856221727442208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055383394065563606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479608778144307,0.05990381945941072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761832159879042,0.0,0.19061988555952275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474465927771289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411030007089622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921656308703522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386322588866262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128789316844986,0.0,0.15868540462719094,0.2798589968242144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164080012326426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056820222614099074,0.06377315415158281,0.0,0.29514643958147485,0.3724304802173282,0.09080344449407113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760739634974198,0.09204421415980116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371767908365303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595247318176129,0.13336480479733356,0.0,0.0,0.06681911391994601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455329501304845,0.08293168058723581,0.0,0.17805243509708008,0.08937497652431378,0.13392848326180126,0.14020789858933666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304619892767982,0.0,0.146580526123068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118674956815415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05692994099638545,0.0,0.0,0.0872927928849135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918660535465775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773155831195366,0.0,0.0,0.0964255553862642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709045147856741,0.11913197849264595,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,theblues15,2019/10/24,"Fake it til you make it? (23m) What do you think about this saying for social anxiety? My social life and mental health have been suffering the past few years. It Seems like all my friends go out to the bars and have a great time, and I’m like a recluse. I rarely go out unless it’s for blues or jazz music. (Not normal for my age) My social anxiety plays hand in hand with my depression. Don’t leave the house = depressed. Going to the ‘hip’ bars, dating. etc. = don’t want to be there and uncomfortable. What do you do?",-0.2118380062305292,2.0871497476635525,1.418168224299066,97.60027414330222,93.57943925233644,4.722492211838007,14.609968847352025,6.42735559955562,-0.5894094704049846,401,8,91,5,15,129,70,107,0.165,0.654,0.18100000000000002,0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,0,2,9,0,0,6,0,9,7,3,1,1,16,17,7,0,2,3,0,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,7,7,2,0,2,4,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,4,9,5,13,15,3,12,0,3,1,0,8,3,0,2,8,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706097586995593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30467532362431315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725653152870368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366491348660189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015574751752293,0.0,0.0,0.1949995305732075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880042799970659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20408395162240955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727953379836335,0.0,0.0,0.12492833943701832,0.17281925764813366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806193565400425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782431140002327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732948080333389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884219548627205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065392913186925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16101558324600734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5408893280192982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133309980605858,0.0,0.0,0.10313417716670543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432236472145386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389832406530198
socialanxiety,dielan2000,2019/10/24,"I turned down an invitation to hang out... and now regret it I started college a few weeks ago and was determined to finally find a group of friends to do things with instead of spending all of my downtime alone in my room. Finally, after weeks of effort, a guy from my lectures text me asking if I wanted to hang out with him and his friends. This is literally something I'd been longing for... but I panicked. He and his friends were out right then and he was asking me to join them immidiately. So I told him I was sorry and that I was ill. And now I regret it. What if I've blown it? What if he doesn't invite me again? I don't know what to do",2.18569696969697,3.609160970370368,3.88080808080808,89.09818181818181,76.33333333333333,6.686868686868688,25.60606060606061,7.348242739294969,1.077666666666667,501,18,111,6,11,168,78,135,0.14,0.768,0.092,-0.6784,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,0,1,22,18,13,0,6,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,1,9,12,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,7,0,20,3,20,11,2,21,0,2,0,0,16,7,0,3,12,83,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17071321831285322,0.0,0.0,0.19945791806132412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600782345645187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219305475054226,0.17601738193834146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4463674667343435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906874574692469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058385856550805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042990335828656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446483803552395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482598096283199,0.0,0.21558091236563445,0.13631124549111406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794359431619529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402131874021385,0.0,0.0,0.20947501295967413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359044877990758,0.0,0.3089569479204612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LautaroZoldyck,2019/10/24,"Socializing frustrates me  

When i am with other people that i don't know, i get nervous and literally don't say a word. I feel like i am in background because i really don't know what to say, even if they just ask me whats my name i feel shame to answer.

Also when i am in public i think that people is talking about me, joking obout me, and i think they are really thinking in me in a bad way so I avoid any ""social activity"". I really become very paranoid.

I have friends, a few, but i have them. Recently they moved on to another city for the college so i see them 3 o 4 days a month. That made things worse because now I don't even leave my house.

I am not saying that I have social anxiety, because I am not diagnosed. Even so, I need to know how to react to these situations.

And sorry, half of the text is from the Google translator. :)",2.2873714285714293,3.6380610228571433,4.5238571428571435,84.89264285714287,75.91428571428571,7.742857142857144,23.92857142857143,8.418075326091056,1.4081428571428565,649,20,140,12,14,226,99,175,0.109,0.815,0.075,-0.6613,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,5,0,13,8,1,3,7,0,15,1,0,3,0,25,28,12,0,2,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,9,4,0,1,9,1,0,1,6,5,0,1,1,6,32,3,16,27,1,13,0,0,1,0,16,5,0,1,7,100,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570330769409927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988609031862907,0.13860095615054344,0.10111639064105986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235692990379779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103637446139597,0.2417248382341556,0.1459810571495838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524436619253553,0.0,0.0,0.1341586604258506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619084757857582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336671065286105,0.09442853351666072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021209831328802,0.0,0.06905794732647193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251654393390754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792597138874104,0.0,0.0,0.13995822315968626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645758661868801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507073993501058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550382624800944,0.1404851050452442,0.0,0.09800887670758784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832722205193245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540312974479835,0.0,0.13051058066529958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31534156886976755,0.0,0.0,0.10532935955141283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857446582671574,0.0,0.4042188045871739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479633016930713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624028152800014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781369573849569,0.25408443937954817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906132099077584,0.0,0.1049173483421103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470145015980606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jamie_009,2019/10/24,I asked out my best friend!! Well kinda. She forced me to ask her out. She hinted at me a lot so she got mad when I was overthought her hints. Just wanted to share with you guys :),-1.9828195488721791,-0.3621480789473655,-0.4307518796992476,107.81973684210527,108.73684210526315,2.171428571428572,8.06015037593985,3.1291,-2.5518165413533835,135,1,34,0,7,42,31,38,0.12300000000000001,0.575,0.303,0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,11,4,6,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,1,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6341425704697919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559302664860176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26203621468664223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712593466691404,0.0,0.0,0.3358243371253544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883439483444997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004691274168387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049479455651838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blue_fish77,2019/10/24,"just bombed a class presentation I genuinely couldn't even look up from my notes bc I was scared that all I'd see was pity in everyone's faces. Voice was shaking, I rushed through all the important points, messed up my words. And I have a lab for that same class later today, so I get to see everyone who witnessed the tragedy for 4 more hours before I can go home and put myself in a sleep coma.",3.5203703703703724,4.728451345679012,4.0972222222222205,89.73250000000004,72.58024691358024,7.8691358024691365,24.61111111111111,8.344100000000001,1.2321999999999989,313,9,69,5,6,99,60,81,0.17600000000000002,0.8009999999999999,0.023,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,5,0,6,3,2,0,2,8,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,3,4,9,0,9,7,4,13,0,1,3,0,1,5,0,0,4,41,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165816489311557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811106751355578,0.0,0.0,0.4864182377306869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297857441060393,0.0,0.14465216962320662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25530888043923233,0.0,0.2506554157344408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373652180812666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406079732433469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558674770373717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25482348083482226,0.0,0.4056462324462889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254708368702256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125951652439614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lac0tr0n,2019/10/24,"I have no idea what i'm doing   

So, I just want to get myself out there and I just found this sub and thought to myself “eh screw it why the hell not amirite.” And then after a few hours reconsidering, I finally broke through the wall and hence why you are reading this post right now, I just wanted to share my life and maybe get some advice on where to go from here and stuff. So, I am a complete mass of social anxiety like 60% social anxiety, 30% bad puns and the other 10% is reserved for basic human functions like eating and playing the kazoo (if it isn’t already apparent, I use humour to cope with the pain and fear) 

I was bullied all my younger life, I was ‘That weird kid nobody talked to’ I was ‘The fat kid’ I was ‘the nerd’ and most importantly I was ‘the hulk’ as getting me angry would cause a meltdown and I just started swinging. When I was 14, I found out I have autism, and thus the mystery of why I can’t be normal was answered, I’ve come to terms with that whole shebang, but the anxiety is still something I’m battling even now at 20. I just struggle in any social situation, shopping, going out to eat with my family, even being in the car driving somewhere causes me to feel anxious. I feel like there’s no hope for me to blend into regular society, I had a job at a petrol station for a few months but had to quit because the anxiety was too much for me to handle with constant insults from customers and the like. I keep seeing things that introverts are a lot more social online, but I even struggle with that, I want to join so many groups online to play video games and stuff, but my mind automatically says “they don’t want me there” etc. 

So I just want to get this off my chest, I am a 20 year old australian nerd living a life that has made it hard to leave the house out of fear I’ll have to talk to somebody because I don’t know how to properly communicate with other people.",5.917160128300022,5.255893948186528,6.435566247224281,81.66123488773748,66.7720207253886,9.010412040463851,31.07525289908709,8.11559375814309,2.0206527510486056,1488,49,310,16,21,486,207,386,0.13,0.784,0.086,-0.9155,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,1,24,23,4,4,23,0,28,9,2,6,1,66,54,27,0,9,12,0,3,4,0,1,5,1,0,3,17,26,3,1,8,6,1,5,7,14,0,0,14,5,40,9,48,37,11,35,1,1,1,1,16,15,2,5,18,213,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402444680258313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488760195939017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584733748385378,0.0,0.2631159767352482,0.09713961577023277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179465237080462,0.10483243865464756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666245348456305,0.0,0.07406925719690567,0.09015460218037707,0.09292023350426416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597012711019513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589703122680973,0.17037866953299602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105987373407207,0.1935161331875031,0.08695413045471316,0.061428359117637325,0.0,0.09419337345768944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855824829748127,0.0,0.0,0.17969637906317512,0.0,0.09773556086058356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702649582784178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540342107035295,0.08467881160497331,0.09921620810197132,0.0,0.09706763852633148,0.0,0.0,0.08532775871172557,0.07642823736741731,0.0,0.0,0.04725561343583224,0.0,0.0,0.09104667491423796,0.0,0.0,0.18220319664845055,0.16803351066593766,0.0,0.07592714354650487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310215511814679,0.0,0.08136195746893503,0.0,0.08717622783376347,0.08638441490185758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682126834315021,0.0,0.06863314176010217,0.0,0.0632095455755707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424794600527014,0.0,0.0,0.0902277596631612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149508236412128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961181095945716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235074357981254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145661116166698,0.0860091899755972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734315066843527,0.0,0.06837945557290509,0.0,0.0,0.06851964637376629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665177783264356,0.0,0.3506072718426359,0.0,0.06619616285027004,0.0,0.0,0.06086127742558047,0.0,0.06866846755456732,0.0,0.0,0.1797823082736252,0.19686661510535775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382244523644842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712522514521001,0.0,0.0,0.06826321652501456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07426422795721721,0.0,0.0,0.2535836200154451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23276675824726195,0.09600021002228366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061081931196385934,0.0,0.0,0.05537211394179956
socialanxiety,meralta23,2019/10/24,"Wtf is my life There is this dude I have seen around and I want to talk to him, each time I try to something comes up. I cant seem to just go up and talk to him, I just walk away and dont do anything. Any recommendations of how to talk to him but also control my social anxiety?",1.0270967741935486,2.10809461290323,3.1395483870967773,94.6393225806452,78.67741935483872,6.250322580645161,20.464516129032265,6.742157984588678,-0.032365161290321964,214,5,55,2,5,73,40,62,0.077,0.903,0.02,-0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,13,11,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,1,10,0,12,10,1,8,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,1,39,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903036663270224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618270318365059,0.0,0.18204557912640704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958281520753671,0.21184279890955685,0.0,0.0,0.22357964199694802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498916088917396,0.0,0.0,0.2669023884758394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788978121677173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524322619155946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16808449193705588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166379752249737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425793547031376,0.0,0.18320010744385926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738112324233943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387615960360334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156528191476832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036023972541425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,momwherezthemeatloaf,2019/10/24,Being in a relationship has really ramped up my worry around social anxiety I don't have much of a social life. She is very personable and social. She only has a few close friends but umpteen acquaintances that she messages daily. It makes me feel very insecure.,5.372499999999999,7.702931250000002,6.052500000000002,73.0425,69.83333333333334,9.8,28.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.395566666666668,212,8,34,6,4,69,40,48,0.153,0.804,0.042,-0.6586,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,0,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224389917663044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004367800183507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384575474946255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395514427525088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903450345398568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502935314610238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16551573538347875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124145835250726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659773479188766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442408459793644,0.0,0.0,0.24173352796035144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6885552637036005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715549389710381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286570802531384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,canterdina,2019/10/24,"Goddamn everything I do is embarrassing Every time I say something, do something, literally any time I interact with another human being I get so fucking embarrassed. Over it. Fuuuuuucking over it.",6.267187499999999,10.083786343750004,9.286250000000004,42.733750000000015,76.1875,11.95,42.375,10.686352973137794,7.3144750000000025,161,11,18,7,4,59,24,32,0.26,0.74,0.0,-0.8304,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229046905513234,0.35818312935374097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878012789093399,0.0,0.30699583540452524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157911273875583,0.1784647982750914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27164321971538025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5259398062998366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983635597124964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ilumyo,2019/10/24,"Don't you just hate it to feel isolated, but are happy to fade into the background at the same time? Today at my Uni, we got the assignment to do a partner project. Worst case: Not only am I speaking in front of ALL those people, I am doing it with someone I don't know. 

I've got professionally diagnosed social anxiety and it doesn't care that the girl I'm working with seems to be quite nice or that the thought process behind this is ridiculous. I am thoroughly convinced that she hates me and WILL talk behind my back about what a fucking loser I am. 

So here I am, a 20 yo biting her nails until they bleed when faced with social interactions. Problem is: Not only do I suffer from crippling fear of the judgement by others, but also I'm rather an introvert. That's why I am always exceptionally well prepared for my classes - not only because I love what I'm doing or because I want to brag, but because I avoid attracting any attention at all costs.

Hey yeah, I'm that quiet kid always sitting near the exit. Please just leave me be and let me overanalyze every social interaction you ever had with me in peace, thank you.",6.852767722473607,6.4047131266968345,7.450418552036201,74.4488706636501,64.79185520361992,9.719607843137256,33.34879336349925,9.075114841892004,2.8377960784313725,895,33,165,13,12,297,139,221,0.16,0.669,0.171,0.4072,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,1,3,11,18,4,2,11,1,21,5,1,0,3,33,38,12,0,3,12,0,1,0,1,1,2,2,0,3,13,9,0,1,5,0,1,1,6,10,1,0,4,3,25,8,26,30,4,17,0,2,0,2,19,8,1,3,7,121,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204516625926864,0.2331639269694695,0.0,0.0,0.0952789667026536,0.0,0.10718304893260368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773522025969468,0.0,0.25622755124485763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428505264857836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422077486547218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267366679717808,0.1180479275870585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766164738490965,0.07084335155213685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952857012920058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411603217134904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491487018135975,0.0,0.2766573837073621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700027630522037,0.0,0.0,0.14835526650368264,0.0,0.14327100857166533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645389867560675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31967776561535444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971339822128356,0.0,0.0,0.15379767611142012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406545018932364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902323379951346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275500279140276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42847063306819305,0.1187139535592608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261435679652612,0.0,0.12899360004101365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123094489179884,0.0816987207778831,0.0,0.1328070082508712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263995486665889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259748731575202,0.0,0.12642663588208514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200106582494338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,FR0PPEy,2019/10/24,"Drove for an hour to go to Houston for Karaoke, all for nothing. I had made the decision a couple of weeks ago to go to a gaming theme bar in Houston for their karaoke night, I love singing but I’ve always been too shy to do it in front of the people, so I made the decision to throw myself out of my comfort zone, along with that my home has mold and water damage and until that is fixed, I will be living in a hotel, that put me a bit closer to Houston so I thought tonight would be the perfect night to go and give it my best. I stepped in the door of the place and immediately froze, there was so many people, they were all already having a good time, all singing together, and I don’t know what happened, I just started freaking out, I was there for a whole ten seconds before I just left, I couldn’t take it. Now I’m sitting in my hotel room, feeling completely useless, wishing I could just be at home in my own bed.",8.213154450261783,5.063252429319372,8.116014397905762,79.39873363874347,63.9738219895288,10.597120418848167,38.01112565445026,7.645422480735847,2.7861146596858646,718,27,156,5,8,233,111,191,0.07400000000000001,0.799,0.127,0.8867,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,2,10,8,0,0,13,0,17,3,0,2,4,28,33,10,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,7,9,2,0,5,6,0,8,2,3,0,2,9,2,21,5,29,17,7,32,0,2,0,1,5,13,0,0,10,111,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819502919502685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203838844464972,0.0,0.12972043062170585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265853971617073,0.0,0.16360634926866002,0.0,0.17020129615429275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345710240014855,0.0,0.0,0.12447264075549455,0.1724992434310297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882720272790228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495524962804868,0.2658029295236841,0.13076065822525532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786094300551568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127587533180599,0.0,0.15352908054481662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567799599302008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938468546045715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766164541218673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407049057990961,0.2950307470020854,0.0,0.15805708477723948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926012421565079,0.0,0.1495892649215427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161614305338069,0.0,0.16288124070827906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672152295519715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034609233207034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721662246742147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376636692787135,0.0909059422552718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505274887275633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405563088895387,0.17927611995908668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074615428273332,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amill326,2019/10/24,Should I get high before my presentation tomorrow? I have terrible anxiety in public speaking situations so I’m strongly considering getting a little high before hand to calm myself down.,7.438602150537638,10.924838451612906,8.99483870967742,48.97892473118282,67.70967741935485,11.8752688172043,39.36559139784946,11.20814326018867,6.570152688172043,156,9,17,6,3,54,27,31,0.139,0.639,0.221,0.4243,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,3,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275064330597076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061226419674196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107533243832193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6284284902999379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298068012886718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342845462510194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bearypanda,2019/10/24,"I'm going to join a club tomorrow Hi all, so I'm in my final year of college and have made 0 new friends. Every time I plan to join a club I always pussy out last minute and never go. Or if I do go, I end up 0 enthusiasm/energy to talk to ppl because I'm so scared of where the conversation might go and what i'll say next so I just end up shutting down the convo.

So, i'm posting this here to 1. hold myself accountable and make sure I go, and 2. ask if you guys have any tips?? 

Thanks! Wish me luck!",0.2344642857142887,1.6119663750000015,3.001214285714287,93.49378571428572,81.67857142857143,6.265714285714287,19.23571428571429,7.1686216300943375,0.100854285714286,382,9,96,5,10,135,75,112,0.034,0.792,0.174,0.9274,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,2,3,19,18,12,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,6,0,1,0,2,1,5,1,1,0,0,1,1,10,4,12,16,1,23,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,5,10,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216841471995746,0.0,0.0,0.1243627134586461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096542161385864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114801956067929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239496969445693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540818619361401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003329471809704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412904101007217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196664115756707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810771017700216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906926196506706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304275375046474,0.12207189838555953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19400372563493587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104610979442275,0.17662386311931874,0.19449189296514732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514573009001247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543122683363266,0.18309190137360934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235952235683588,0.0,0.0,0.14698970266252964,0.0,0.1683686827751145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663711996107154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21029966398180008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776687011410612
socialanxiety,zaqhhh,2019/10/24,"Is this social anxiety or something else? So I think I have some type of social anxiety, but surprisingly I can do well in certain situations like most public speaking. 

I participated in debate in college and even held a few important positions in higher education and local politics that required me to do public speaking and I generally do really well. In fact, one could say that I crave the sort of attention that having these high-level positions bring. I also feed off of public adoration but also weirdly enough public adversity. 

But I struggle with interpersonal interactions. Hanging out with friends is usually something I get really anxious about. 

I worry about if I am walking weird as I walk down the road. My breathing changes so that I lose breath if walking in a crowd of people. Everyone must be looking at me. I get dehydrated in social situations. 

Does anyone else have this split? Is this social anxiety or something else? I have always felt that it's odd that one sort of exhilirates me and the other I can barely live with. 

FWIW, I grew up in a household with severe neglect. I can count the number of times I played with other kids (outside of school) growing up. I didn't have a close friend until maybe 19. I've had severe anxiety and depression most of my life. My grandma was a diagnosed schizophrenic. Surprisingly, most people consider me attractive (black hair, blue eyes, olive skin) but I have horrid self-esteem. I used to not be able to look myself in the mirror as a kid though I don't have that problem now.

Anyone have similar thoughts or maybe a different diagnosis than social anxiety?",5.25786440677966,7.64287058305085,6.411999999999999,70.10884745762712,70.28813559322035,9.465762711864409,31.46101694915255,9.888512548439397,3.6713837288135593,1302,58,205,35,25,435,166,295,0.182,0.691,0.128,-0.956,1,0,3,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,11,19,0,1,12,0,26,9,5,1,3,42,36,22,0,5,10,0,3,1,2,1,3,3,0,2,14,12,1,3,4,1,0,7,3,8,2,2,6,11,31,11,37,26,6,29,0,3,5,0,18,18,0,11,5,152,45,4,0.09424486859603763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507351747330362,0.0784192804709157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604853325820984,0.10646987577820777,0.0,0.13179640684938168,0.0965650052199427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969857455098773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524685879918258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117296722340844,0.09565655778607927,0.0,0.09846582868509213,0.0,0.0,0.0824743196133545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23618848342376264,0.0,0.0,0.09738014250108992,0.0,0.0622478468631581,0.0,0.0,0.09005501071862951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048985342120312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145626703385588,0.0,0.09847810805585268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995748780740566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656793784126923,0.04604328230383235,0.0,0.08321994561633576,0.0,0.15828390688796842,0.1054359010552029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936327575206133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772552407409046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067505069774685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901796111988864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075135220080795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494730221961261,0.0,0.09538083851259037,0.0,0.0,0.09831795198776927,0.2129397515564155,0.0,0.0,0.21187036201429765,0.0,0.4803538749874901,0.0,0.2176629126987551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852519941137122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603883063553361,0.092595104888273,0.07481989841127601,0.05495494077550635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139730698618218,0.10379740794379076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947491044309174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571023881406382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,hdbdbdhdbdvdvd,2019/10/24,"Please give me a awnser I'm a 13 year old male (I get that's young)  I just don't know where to go from here. I confused and to afraid to ask about it. My parents have allways know me as a scotial hyper kid. That was true 3 years ago but not now. I when I mess up an interaction I freak out. Ex: I was listening to music while walking my dog, someone passing tried talking to me and I couldn't hear them so I just smiled and kept walking. When I got home I cut my thumb with a pair of scissors. Ex2: when in band class I did a test and couldn't stop shaking.Ex3:at my doctors I tried asking about SA but chickened out at the last second becuase I was scared too.
Does this sound like anything someone with SA would do?",-0.06392156862745324,2.08564120261438,1.4531045751634009,99.7839705882353,87.95424836601308,3.922875816993464,20.264705882352946,5.033348758259628,-0.4747803921568625,556,18,131,2,18,178,103,153,0.08199999999999999,0.802,0.11599999999999999,0.6078,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,12,8,1,3,7,0,10,1,0,0,1,22,22,12,0,3,5,2,0,1,0,1,1,3,1,2,4,8,0,2,2,1,0,4,4,6,0,1,6,3,22,2,17,13,0,22,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,13,79,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357468744866014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113581571029253,0.0,0.3661138114510957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004209140428036,0.171355575509646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230319546812804,0.1878398083509835,0.11128393614867683,0.0,0.1566079899464877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22069329232934412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964144556075265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152252720281084,0.15961214599142232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566339164135107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547076533415287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21742500609877072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149417396059861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604102755093755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318201462946169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370681147307434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738551040861382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658857086266131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909855678411254,0.0,0.0,0.2521918015534346
socialanxiety,regularjohnn,2019/10/24,"Falling in love as a social anxiety person Do you guys also feel that you fall in love too quickly?

Because I have social anxiety I hangout with the same people (a group of 6 friends, 4 of them are girls). I think it's the third time I fall in love with a friend. It happened before when I was at school and It's happening now at College. I never had a girlfriend but I usually go out with some girls and I never get attached to them. It looks like I can only have feelings for the girls that become my  close friends and I don't know why. What about you guys?",1.1470402298850573,3.2892608879310363,2.7265517241379307,92.73195402298849,82.36206896551724,5.2459770114942526,22.597701149425287,6.42735559955562,0.4640252873563218,437,15,93,4,12,143,74,116,0.036000000000000004,0.7879999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9494,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,2,0,6,7,0,0,7,0,8,3,0,0,2,17,20,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,8,0,0,4,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,2,3,16,7,15,18,2,18,0,0,1,3,21,7,0,1,8,67,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632896986123174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416940348307392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629736435610907,0.1744660311135183,0.13442127966574394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974928543351086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661429017262384,0.0,0.08253307807293342,0.0,0.08977828843365401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31283130695607597,0.2793856228837815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681646794257873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717641794988699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265545310298266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277236927203321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436732112274419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014370087231767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951687003678892,0.1379337671394338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987460252905678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322062108215918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122113232091014,0.0,0.0,0.0921138821015102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739822127519817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425438259161284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xxxangelbreezexxx,2019/10/24,"Should I wear my Halloween costume to school? (Idk if this is the right sub for this but) So my school decided to let us wear Halloween costumes this year and I chose a Hatsune Miku cosplay. But here’s the problem. What if I’m the only one in costume? Is the wig too distracting? (The wig is VERY long, look up the character and you’ll see what I’m saying) Is this too much? Is my wig a mess? Will I get introuble? Yeah I keep thinking about those things. Then again I wanna show off my cosplay because no one can see it at night time! Also why not have some fun for once? I’m just unsure weather I should go through with this. I’m just mostly terrified of someone pulling my wig off.",0.3905317460317441,2.780549878571428,1.687619047619048,96.81626984126986,89.5,4.53968253968254,22.063492063492063,6.139981653823899,0.2599444444444448,533,20,116,5,18,169,90,140,0.14,0.8440000000000001,0.016,-0.9465,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,0,9,4,0,1,8,1,12,2,2,0,0,19,23,9,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,3,0,2,0,4,13,1,14,18,3,14,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,4,6,78,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295892462276068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242194482921488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646411241495454,0.0,0.1158101214130936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112472821505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083739108604836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803346072601484,0.17111981524707365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979819183757445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122918682926587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170138986172878,0.2761666490499721,0.15498019429635065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949853110250637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740228762137479,0.0,0.16205018894516005,0.0,0.4124626889817079,0.3247648448878296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726580347515276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537916397193686,0.13057089668531907,0.0,0.0,0.11882293654874823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451164315069837,0.0,0.0,0.16813585094259706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387538985256002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312245242577957
socialanxiety,anony56678,2019/10/24,"had a group interview today and I felt like shit I went to a group job interview today and the vibes weren’t that great. My anxiety and panic attacks were acting up, even the girl next to me told me “dude don’t be nervous you’ll be fine” like damn it’s really that noticeable. The guy I was paired with was way more talkative and charismatic than I was and knew how to sell himself and hold conversations with the assessors whereas I felt like the assessors were asking me more questions. The assessors were really lovely and nice but it’s hard to tell whether they genuinely liked me or not. I just hate having this social anxiety curse I feel like it’s ruining a lot of good things for me and it’s making me so depressed. I just wish I was normal and lived a normal life.",2.283668831168832,4.720958584415588,3.6416720779220815,86.09679383116888,80.03896103896105,7.746103896103896,22.61201298701299,8.660442795831766,1.7129363636363637,618,20,122,15,16,202,92,154,0.163,0.647,0.19,0.6817,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,5,18,4,2,10,0,14,3,1,2,0,29,25,14,0,3,6,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,11,0,1,5,0,1,2,3,8,0,0,14,4,19,10,10,8,3,7,0,2,0,1,16,1,2,3,8,81,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251259335979412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755758900017426,0.16739487977943246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267328957477284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718567839607337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439924417251105,0.1051180309712838,0.2825581360921209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341544292825027,0.0,0.16222419909177174,0.0,0.14569337651727954,0.0,0.0,0.13181002537500236,0.14527192595782315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460153927568298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393050562461126,0.35942991217968395,0.0,0.12992878112856854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509457710014935,0.1328010925232498,0.0,0.0982182003125634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564868241999932,0.0,0.2883351704215163,0.0,0.16752175462765329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263903402136987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483233362866598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852542974983355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103879902904355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999239190864885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286082959637655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775438042478364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789461768308793,0.14060016130189465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679420045748193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640179253709436,0.0,0.0,0.16920564680161168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thisusernameisntav,2019/10/24,"Stressing 3 months before presentation I’m a freshman in college and I’m in this English class. The first day was someday late August. When she passed the syllabus she also had listed the list of all the project due in the class. Guess what was one of them? A presentation, due November 23rd. Fuck me. Ever since the first day trauma I get anxious the morning before that class every fucking time. And what really makes my social anxiety go through the roof is the fact that the class is a female majority class. There’s like 20 girls with only 5 guys. And what makes it even worse is that I know for a fact that there’s a group of friends in that class who I always look at me and whisper to each other when I have raise my hand or some shit. Idk if thy have a crush on me (considering I’m a decently attractive dude). I feel even more uncomfortable with them always monitoring me. Anyways, back to he presentation, it has to be 3 minutes long and I alr know I’m gonna be so fucking nervous. I might even pass out while standing up. But what’s ridiculous is the fact that I’m stressing about something that’s in a month and doesn’t even take up 1% of the time in a day. I just wish my social anxiety was a person so I could beat the shit out of that motherfucker. Anyone else dread and always worry about going to a class and having the probability of being assigned a presentation?",3.3368790513833986,5.1798836618181845,4.477407114624505,84.25767588932806,74.2,7.109881422924903,25.41106719367589,7.893859768569023,1.402784980237155,1097,37,218,16,23,359,149,275,0.175,0.774,0.051,-0.9842,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,3,17,14,6,4,26,0,18,6,3,2,5,32,39,17,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,17,13,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,11,0,3,4,4,20,3,28,29,5,40,0,0,1,3,13,12,5,5,24,143,37,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081082441381924,0.2834634791294647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374031137110832,0.12828614438242233,0.0,0.07940111113393873,0.11635171086083393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731768176012643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932558658337142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066535789282364,0.0,0.0,0.21970299717526584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948616049516356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000111049933804,0.10271805278369904,0.09567596695530656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741740918837171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318163249459602,0.0,0.0,0.08773321167095575,0.3149425351743688,0.059328409544114,0.0,0.12907317135693264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509491858227126,0.1124384569839348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481499746608656,0.0,0.12809630068751066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05547780645273425,0.0,0.0,0.10049363294183816,0.09535857905358787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159924431532232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046514631778905,0.0,0.0,0.181278895606952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694859650640773,0.08636458079510283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915286352920492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224327525121732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274698730312702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331275437976841,0.09393483344503954,0.0,0.0,0.2315124202442777,0.0,0.08742108394847459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601564075134223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538010411358317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324310264349357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305839859994284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153217980732371,0.11572343387918235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Mr_Nobadi_M_Portent,2019/10/24,"An Anxious Mind ""Damn, I spend way too much time by myself...""

""I should get out of this house every now and then...""

""But if I do, I know what's gonna happen.""

""The looks people give me, the reactions I get for my obvious flaws, realizing I don't belong, the ceaseless suspicion I'm never good enough.""

""It happens every time.""

""Every.""

""Damn.""

""Time.""

""Is it worth it? Normal people do it all the time. They make it looks so easy.""

""Why can't I? It never works.""

""No matter what I do, I fail.""

""I'm a weirdo. Not the funny, interesting, eccentric type that can still etch out some type of social standing. I'm the sad case that people can't help but suspect has some sort of mental deficiency.""

""Maybe I do.""

""But even knowing that, would that be good news?""

""I'm still me; stuck on the outside looking in.""

""Feeling like a freak of nature anywhere beyond my own solitude.""

""Nothing feels right.""

""Nothing brings peace.""

""This isn't life.""

""It can't be.""

""Why?""",-0.1087275112443784,2.192583168478261,1.762743628185909,93.72543478260872,97.75,4.0596701649175415,17.214392803598198,5.935793293072707,-0.2628948275862064,709,20,146,7,29,232,113,184,0.14,0.804,0.055999999999999994,-0.9031,0,0,0,0,0,0,82.0,0,0,1,2,7,9,2,0,10,0,16,1,0,1,4,28,36,7,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,15,3,0,0,6,0,2,1,9,5,0,0,1,5,16,4,11,30,6,19,0,2,3,0,4,6,2,4,11,90,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734068116573304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476165369081322,0.0,0.08614305305496753,0.0,0.32966059297164263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189140918238526,0.0931741000159431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628109749172704,0.1251134684384464,0.0,0.2187849737415657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230664966090112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741967769831124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504904417061248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335395950111868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921215060470496,0.06371800970149492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285670029384059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705825570314098,0.0,0.13102726866707778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143554279367828,0.0,0.13168988487262154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587579101929072,0.0,0.2011802626945748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778668777722565,0.2502884571099438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712563179083784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138038922750293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294965664972158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831169042357728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042024177487746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352357644218367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353726468235333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494937785274243,0.0,0.0,0.09264864059871893,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SethChalk,2019/02/09,"[Advice request] - How to deal with someone who answers messages sporadically Hello so I have a situation where this person actually does want to talk but they don't answer messages frequently.  So inevitably I panic, send several follow-ups. Then think it was because I said something weird, then I reread the entire conversation 15 times trying to figure out what went wrong, etc.  Eventually it consumes all my thinking.  Then 2 days later they'll respond like it was 5 minutes with a nice thought out reply and nothing was wrong at all.

I know I am completely being annoying and overreacting but I seriously need some sort of advice on how not to have a melt down every time this happens.  FYI I do have obsessive tendencies and I'm seeing a therapist about it but gotta cope in the meantime",4.870923076923077,7.4178877103448295,5.931034482758622,72.40625994694963,71.89655172413794,8.323607427055705,31.84350132625995,9.057496981413335,3.263923076923076,638,30,101,14,13,211,106,145,0.157,0.767,0.076,-0.9214,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,6,9,1,2,6,0,11,0,0,2,2,26,23,13,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,6,2,11,2,14,14,4,17,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,2,9,68,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1702880930146286,0.0,0.0,0.3410412941652289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637437052480203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829612890804652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253889994208384,0.17990317409617312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270726028220655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461507264091335,0.0,0.0,0.14702486826052566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431091996474036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590134880978804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525251894142256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939050006330027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743870006727704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473967273177365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523678010471017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599069311801395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905494034347332,0.0,0.0,0.1971367949308224,0.0,0.0,0.1961467682903067,0.0,0.0,0.14785438202516935,0.13433962320674456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025753192526375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260945461967686,0.0,0.22362676915282428,0.0,0.13853453722980358,0.20350621827838966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847492558033958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292538569443142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176444986720154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38157954752980333,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,1230x,2019/02/09,"I went to social event and now I want to die I’m so sad I don’t know what to do, 3 weeks ago a friend of mine invited me to a big party from another school, and today was the day. But I became so sad cause I was just standing around  doing nothing while everyone else’s was having fun, dancing, talking to girls and just enjoying themselves while I was just doing nothing and being weird, I saw my friend (i don’t have many friends either, he’s probably my only friend) with his girlfriend also, and in this situation I felt awful and just wanted to die. I left early listening to rap music crying in the way home, walked into the forest and now I’m at home writing this, completely frustrated, drunk ( it thought getting drunk would help me, didn’t work out) and wanting to die. ",2.702617511520735,4.742724335483871,4.105921658986181,85.34459677419356,76.61290322580646,6.751152073732718,24.61981566820277,7.7094869923839395,1.3674976958525347,612,21,118,9,14,202,99,155,0.192,0.6679999999999999,0.139,-0.9046,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,1,0,5,1,14,2,0,1,0,27,26,14,3,4,6,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,1,4,12,2,0,3,4,0,3,3,4,0,0,9,3,16,6,17,15,1,23,0,2,1,0,13,8,0,0,10,77,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135850238559573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948331230366856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355739757672795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187495784995775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063970378136548,0.0,0.0,0.14354285582570614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038430906295527,0.0882927485390946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4262590133291331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436701282679565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308191121346417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145078977051078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42309152789998944,0.0,0.07152749501533795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176489881420262,0.0,0.27465484201389506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523970537636505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874827173071736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880073119655448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627291194131293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041228337282528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760732947875546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855571732549346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388756508482562,0.0,0.13955795892942718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100394885978485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086877076806834,0.0,0.0,0.1297704456683175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422513069370106,0.10866924664130706,0.10981736760576508,0.0,0.0,0.1269128088335687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966886495735408,0.0,0.0,0.0972537688728988,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tapesaviour,2019/02/09,Feeling extremely bad at a party. Hi im at a party rn and i haven't really been able to talk to anyone. Been hovering around everyone. Music is too loud for people to hear me. Im just standing alone and drinking. Feeling like it wasn't even worth it to leave my room to go out. I haven't been out for like 3 months before this.,-0.31596825396825423,1.8985722285714284,2.2776190476190514,92.58626984126984,91.0,5.396825396825397,17.777777777777782,6.937597516519254,0.21215873015873046,256,7,56,4,9,88,48,70,0.11900000000000001,0.6890000000000001,0.192,0.6449,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,11,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,5,1,0,2,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,4,4,4,2,12,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,33,7,0,0.22864859805240306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23681099077307435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987641610294648,0.0,0.0,0.2035457285844842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091202871543547,0.0,0.0,0.19456311617759992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239885786609468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102024257732555,0.0,0.0,0.21848353395947628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23122320259393814,0.16334660413478685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994626748219051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577035876789949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939594443860287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24210585108620555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234123110432117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825051295305594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851614834615366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647814679433646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837790820595626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,goldensurrender,2019/02/09,"Not even sure anymore if I have such of a problem... I met my fiancé last year, and ever since meeting him and being so incredibly welcomed from the very first meeting by ALL of his friends and ALL of his family, and feeling NO social anxiety with them, EVER, I'm just not so sure anymore if I even have a social anxiety problem. I am really now noticing the difference that I feel around my family members and most of my old friends/aquaintances (massive anxiety) vs. his family members and friends. 

I am really starting to think that I am a sensitive, good-hearted, genuine/authentic person, who was raised in a family up uptight, judgmental, competitive (silent/passive aggressive type competitive) WASPS, and then sent to an uptight WASPy prep school, and subsequent WASPy college, and just really thought there was something wrong with me, so much so that it created a social anxiety problem around JUDGEMENTAL people. I can feel it. I can sense when people are not authentic and are judgmental, and my body reacts to this, with what I thought was the feeling of social anxiety. I have not been consciously aware of this until now. I don't think I have a problem. I have a gift. Hallelujah. Anyone else relate?",8.49212328767123,8.540604936073063,8.500102739726028,66.62631849315069,61.28310502283105,12.231506849315071,40.624429223744286,11.698219412168324,5.1794593607305925,967,49,153,27,12,315,115,219,0.142,0.7559999999999999,0.10300000000000001,-0.6829999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,1,17,13,1,2,11,0,18,1,1,1,6,48,30,20,0,6,9,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,9,16,0,2,9,0,0,1,6,8,0,1,8,4,24,5,19,21,4,17,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,3,12,120,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665205860769951,0.0,0.19006077642719726,0.06700147261924455,0.09818169869555217,0.0,0.17060506975257572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643743833736856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001143457896383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004758543067657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658000341314715,0.1733542692993226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613325232102847,0.0,0.1938033820767673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150675522848676,0.0,0.0,0.1480647889084102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037154982561796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355038254493567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810830469617773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704407234482164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909479988463763,0.10054982373170604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286281531710145,0.08366870155841062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667576010603299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415946105719985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697770664271932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926554277615068,0.0,0.0,0.3907167762387092,0.0,0.07376901001596654,0.0,0.0,0.06782381320420977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062355595065935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279865746001818,0.0,0.15214506964538804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906377795814779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476709995045168,0.0,0.06170668890910176
socialanxiety,curethevoid679,2019/02/09,"Can I stop being a loner in college? So right now I’m your typical lonely socially awkward loser in high school.  I don’t have any siblings, any friends and never have had a girlfriend at all. I don’t really get bullied (thankfully) since people consider me that smart quiet kid that people respect and that they expect that I get into a Harvard type college since I have a 4.75 GPA right now, despite all of this I’m still not happy with my life and I’m actually feeling pretty lonely, and get some episodes of depression. People don’t even turn to look at me nor do they seem to really want to speak to me when I try to speak with them. I wasn’t too introverted like I am now, and to put things into perspective, I was born and raised in Los Angeles where I was normal and had your usual amount of friends, around 3 years ago, My parents decided to move to a small rural town in the south, I never have really fit in here and being a minority I was pretty intimidated when I realized the level of diversity here, I also wasn’t too excited about everyone knowing each other since elementary school and everyone from every school in the area knowing each other too. The question is how can I change how I am in college? I envy all the people with social lives and it seems real nice to have a group of friends to hang out with and I really don’t want to be a 20 year old virgin or never having a girlfriend lmao. What’s worse is it seems to be a lost cause having a social life here since everyone already has established their own cliques and have their own friends so I have to wait 2 more years till college since I’m just a sophomore for a whole new clean slate...",7.703096846846847,6.155731267267273,8.189337462462465,73.41842060810814,63.65465465465466,11.207882882882883,34.326013513513516,10.125756701596842,3.2480932432432432,1324,45,255,24,16,442,168,333,0.12300000000000001,0.76,0.11699999999999999,-0.4807,1,4,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,5,2,22,17,0,1,18,0,32,3,0,3,6,51,52,22,0,4,3,1,1,1,6,0,2,3,1,1,11,22,0,2,9,0,0,3,11,6,0,0,8,5,31,11,39,40,11,45,1,5,1,1,22,23,0,6,20,179,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.08533864523359788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751920311460793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650331748568093,0.06993378261345028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893808126624734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784909525446249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983530242294731,0.09251056963801753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753206098569164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775994088166015,0.0,0.07368044853214496,0.2506868441557569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04421737869165363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270254802445897,0.0,0.13706714334910594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309221662962733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239579135162126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612053360417827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353712933326888,0.042723682792006216,0.0,0.07722000649342071,0.0,0.07343602682728534,0.0,0.09546207250821667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294557579119428,0.0,0.0,0.20234063573961195,0.0844598143648159,0.0,0.0,0.08568249289662352,0.0,0.0,0.09176412889559887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710294431583363,0.0,0.0,0.2425074467106434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793630288825465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791146571017053,0.09796408280422622,0.0,0.0,0.09953731528000367,0.22409099482048625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936374946106884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26551239302339885,0.0,0.2388337548762725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616979729222883,0.0,0.0,0.26743297466221305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983773210445014,0.07311216719649659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805122673736794,0.0,0.0,0.05809793508100827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937285140840098,0.0951205550310541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631388792744416,0.0,0.10316062409077263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763487068033844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911908377033928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689449173939201
socialanxiety,OofDotExe,2019/02/09,"Recognizing people you think you know... Ok it is like the worst thing ever to think you recognize someone but it’s not someone you really know so you’re not sure if it’s them, so you want to go over and say hi but don’t want to do the whole “oops wait thought you were someone else”  thing so you just keep awkwardly glancing over hoping they’ll notice you but it never happens",0.7706493506493537,3.2652024935064965,2.1246883116883133,93.54417532467535,89.0,5.157922077922079,19.388311688311685,6.742157984588678,0.2581542857142858,300,9,63,4,10,96,49,77,0.1,0.77,0.13,0.1145,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,8,2,0,5,6,0,1,2,1,5,0,0,0,3,21,17,8,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,2,10,4,5,14,2,5,0,0,1,0,12,2,0,2,3,42,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311978675136735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745758521053854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177774712541884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325885212405826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583294108213265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842016242663128,0.0,0.0,0.22778389376521715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012454514914402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598338258139354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23594051450893255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367193045943008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327612255257825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480305207647009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267733029710887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953182680040492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753578944321552,0.2655779968684169,0.0,0.16452290141276088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24446731366901814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313725296450517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Superstarella61,2019/02/09,"being the quiet/boring friend, ""just there"" I've always been quiet and shy. Part of it is definitely pretty bad social anxiety but I think I'm just also naturally a soft-spoken and calm person. I do have a handful of close friends who seem to care about me and like to be around me. Some of my friends have said that I'm a calming presence to the group, and have admired by listening skills and empathy. So it's not all bad I guess. But I still feel like the friend who is ""just there"", and who is no one's first choice.

Last night my friends were pregaming and going to a party (I'm a junior in college). This is always a bit tough for me because I can't drink a lot for physical reasons, and since I'm already quiet I just feel like a wallflower when my friends start getting really crazy and loud/fun. I also don't always enjoy the parties when I go, and often feel anxious and leave early. Anyway, I had a bit to drink but not enough to really be uninhibited, like my friends were. One of my friends was telling me that he really loves spending time with me one on one (which was of course nice to hear) because something in me comes out one on one that isn't there in a group setting. Like even when it's just a group of three I'm too quiet. He said that sometimes in a group it's more like I'm ""just there"", which has always been my fear and how I feel. I know he didn't mean to hurt me and that he was trying to say how great my ""real"" personality is but it's just tough to know that the majority of the time, I'm not that fun person. He also told me that one of my other friends, who has been pulling away from me a bit recently, is doing so because he just doesn't understand quiet people and depression. He likes being around fun people, and when I get sad or down about myself he doesn't understand because he sees it as a choice. I know that that's kind of his problem, and every time it comes up my friends are just like ""he's just weird, don't worry about it"", but it's still hurts! Especially because he still likes all of them, and they like him. 

​

I want to be able to dance at a party like a normal person, but I can't. I want to be a friend who people want to be around not just because they're used to me being there and they care about me as a person, but because I'm fun to be around.   ",4.489744941578799,4.366509607438022,5.376403533770309,86.24252066115706,69.66115702479338,8.080820746651469,26.81362211456256,7.503015589744147,1.2057582787118832,1806,49,400,17,29,593,184,484,0.107,0.642,0.251,0.998,1,0,3,0,0,0,59.0,0,0,3,2,42,46,0,1,24,0,40,4,1,4,2,78,81,39,0,5,23,0,5,11,11,0,0,9,0,5,28,27,2,0,13,3,1,6,13,11,0,9,13,15,42,35,52,59,11,39,0,4,1,1,50,16,0,6,27,267,70,2,0.0576939597897802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366671927921543,0.138413516398901,0.1920239852474143,0.06251138132794505,0.0701044760631696,0.0,0.0,0.0441357213238696,0.0651777526296967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054394241707677,0.0,0.0,0.0542053743915192,0.0,0.0963440930923122,0.2461879167431296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889605844575841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764567421307524,0.0,0.0,0.09939647557314467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04969172302715026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303623254819138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059613283030426525,0.0,0.03810631631645599,0.0,0.04860964944297173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06492174463909915,0.11668719831696925,0.08243315280323445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907445272421402,0.0,0.0,0.4903163123928194,0.0,0.06028542551956902,0.0,0.06557761381271437,0.0,0.0,0.06360779434580302,0.0635564011829831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502528575236008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352515441963625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600793809353254,0.09512127441919772,0.04702827753890753,0.0,0.06108957306721284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310049899706936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049049341457744915,0.05207105123285696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284563577494849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414187296668865,0.056527831006453484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736644419947919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624769362169934,0.0,0.11999318211368808,0.25188070164333703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058695498459153436,0.0,0.05520532777935571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566835705600553,0.11088068393881613,0.05931899957932806,0.05696582504123775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097603350878692,0.04588055249081889,0.0,0.0,0.045974616290300085,0.052522414159025525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047725039731036166,0.0,0.0,0.058811726434002426,0.0,0.04441562891802328,0.05706080146282455,0.0,0.0408360816883878,0.0,0.13822341244333353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050427063820482086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03696795985329826,0.0,0.0,0.1009254357478658,0.0,0.0,0.05512905099946501,0.0,0.03917041156627718,0.0,0.0,0.12012289365586902,0.0,0.049829057286781886,0.0,0.0,0.10208817684890098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859101669797456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701044760631696,0.0
socialanxiety,misssensitive26,2019/02/09,"Pharmacy school Interview Hey, just wanted some advice for an upcoming interview for pharmacy school. I realized I have developed social anxiety throughout university and I don’t know why. I was always a shy girl but never to the point of being scared of people and not being able to have a conversation. I worked so hard in school to get this interview so I’m really scared I blow it. I tend to shake and sweat when I get anxious and I can see the other person can see it. Any advice on how to approach this? I am so scared I ruin this. ",1.2845822102425863,3.9217866226415086,3.727008086253373,81.82735849056607,88.43396226415095,7.556873315363883,20.77897574123989,8.418075326091056,1.8574522911051208,426,14,79,12,14,147,66,106,0.247,0.753,0.0,-0.9773,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,4,5,0,9,1,1,1,1,13,17,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,3,11,0,11,14,1,7,0,1,2,0,8,3,0,1,2,56,17,7,0.16510370697535104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226748632356336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737951038569635,0.0,0.0,0.11227618239059373,0.0,0.1263038839274249,0.18652019398036807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251974498083233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790049177690542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073667951869437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733815714006788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144621219212832,0.14416218858402532,0.0,0.0,0.15607636932595614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576966241044666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958928397706519,0.5012812977758692,0.2631325568207051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683024372612757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738244406360687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489804153064019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201974650537152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Butterflysevens,2019/02/09,"Did anyone here who temporarily took medication felt like it helped? I've been avoiding the idea of trying it due to my mom and some fears and maybe prejudice i have towards medication. Therapy alone does help me but I'm having a backlash atm in the form of erytrophobia. I'm dealing with it and I'm trying to just let myself blush in front of others but I'm still scared to let them see it. The looks on their faces. Confused. Guys will think I'm into them even tho I didn't even look at their face and therefor don't even know what they look like. But rn, every time I go out at him I'm like a 5/10. I'm ok, cause I'm used to going out now. I'm not that scared like I used to so I'm just fine. I can talk to people and all now, I can go to stores if I wanted to. I run 2x a week outside. But I'm feeling so nauseous, I can't eat properly without feeling like I'm going to vomit. My heart races at certain situations. Every time (and I feel embarrassed by this), I see a good looking dude it's like my heart skips a beat. And tbh I don't care about dating them. And when it's a women I just feel like she's going to think I'm weak and a pussy. Idk what happened, I was doing progress, and out of nowhere I have like social anxiety 2.0 

- I'm scared it's going to mess up my brains 
- will It make me lack empathy? 
- when I get off of them, will my anxiety come back? 
- taking medication feel like I've failed. I should be confronting my fears and not avoid. Sometimes I avoid bc It's tiring. The anxiety I feel everyday makes me wanna stay in beds ",0.3091515151515161,2.388404551515155,2.466818181818184,93.7035606060606,85.30303030303031,5.4848484848484835,19.166666666666664,6.816661863887847,0.09930303030303024,1202,33,276,15,36,405,166,330,0.161,0.687,0.153,-0.4161,0,4,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,7,3,17,29,2,10,11,1,20,12,5,6,2,56,67,21,0,5,11,1,7,9,0,4,6,0,1,2,15,17,1,3,11,0,2,10,7,15,0,0,6,13,38,14,35,54,4,37,0,1,6,0,18,14,0,3,21,157,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862177935864063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104898231059525,0.0,0.0,0.05820756797604481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401106765357031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293011374000207,0.0,0.0,0.08487488764758706,0.08551661608062074,0.0,0.07170909388098158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582301374872231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284917214258485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851814831330616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649496764410479,0.0,0.14027676113576235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873498815485208,0.2525501999111436,0.17841296663247738,0.07992925482674831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04349262097383366,0.0,0.2838638636795226,0.06982283025927136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242666928141411,0.0736141998174651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729392063516585,0.11159613410122876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397464842108176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045749847487535404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024943561390016,0.0,0.3660282998220152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796228361589387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113475860200367,0.0,0.08363183799161622,0.0,0.0,0.2515848874819752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974967580120348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771232371269981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250031430618904,0.0,0.13267263478682034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357203882766027,0.0,0.08485885616849663,0.0,0.0,0.08233246391137171,0.0,0.0,0.08872920429397779,0.06648039649490799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625906633171652,0.06691001507482477,0.0,0.0,0.09519910373433084,0.0,0.0,0.10668140448331002,0.0,0.0,0.09708287281201584,0.09567907903305252,0.0,0.0,0.0924894154312698,0.11303719590322253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379570407802553,0.0,0.0,0.04910067226953744,0.0,0.06677495338816923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024621362928888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thatlongdarkguy,2019/02/09,"How do you get the courage to do the things you need to? Time and money are running out for me. I need to move into my first place, get my first ""real"" job, get my driving licence and a car and generally just be more of an adult. I haven't even had a real relationship yet and I'm at a embarrassing age. 

Everything just feels insurmountable. I try hard at everything else - my hobbies, learning, eating healthy, working out etc. I hate the perception that I'm lazy.

Every time I think about the things that I have to do it feels like staring up at a massive barbed wired fence I need to climb. It's going to be painful and I won't be any happier on the other side. ",2.2325555555555567,4.086867162962964,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000004,77.37037037037038,6.87037037037037,25.324074074074076,7.793537801064563,1.2894074074074076,517,19,111,8,12,171,83,135,0.11900000000000001,0.818,0.063,-0.7562,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,4,6,5,1,1,10,0,11,2,0,1,0,23,24,6,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,8,1,1,5,0,1,6,2,3,0,2,1,4,15,2,17,19,2,22,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,0,7,74,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149727264917053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677702825832419,0.13696612869435645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182856855217714,0.1082929169214708,0.0,0.1381419469936089,0.0,0.29471031249357194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658044950894635,0.11713184887724945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278925708152743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569843483354589,0.0,0.09318128555844946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687444037977526,0.16187488597505353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270332273268545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010174803767943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742617351010829,0.0,0.3647190263666436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446320094538684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130153640237045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732409019007939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760298644330872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785323049159602,0.1050578642108386,0.0,0.0,0.19121081726438136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131692946386536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936360185645215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ManWith2Butts,2019/02/09,"Faking that I am deaf. Has anyone else done this to avoid random stranger conversation?

Not looking forward to day when person knows sign language when I pull this.",5.00436781609195,8.104656103448278,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,74.17241379310346,5.2459770114942526,26.90804597701149,6.42735559955562,1.2767839080459782,133,5,21,1,3,39,25,29,0.16699999999999998,0.833,0.0,-0.6124,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989832616926977,0.4381199900089128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757623823354174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43757652649013656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3571994352824778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349941614017637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35907078110946306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733580817795548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ekmul,2019/02/09,"Experience with exams Hi.  


What's your experience with exams?  


I'm diagnosed with social anxiety(obviously) and not receiving treatment anymore, as of now. I also have a depression, but that's unrelated.  


My exams always go really bad. I'm not sure why. Maybe it's a lack of confidence? It's certainly not lack of studying, it makes me even more anxious to go to an exam without having studied.   


I just don't get it. I can have everything prepared.  
I studied and prepared for an oral exam in social studies/religion/history(yes, they're combined) for around a week, wrote 10 pages of everything on the subject, wrote notes to it etc. And yet I still managed to get an E. I was so confident. I was more prepared for this exam than any other to be honest.  


And then my friend, who has not studied at all or even been to school that much, gets a grade higher than me. He even asked me on the day, what to bring to the exam.(We literally went to pick up a subject, as a group two weeks earlier, obviously that paper????)  
But his persona is way more extroverted. Pretty sure he has 0 anxiety.  
I'm not complaining, if that's what they gave him, that's fair. But I just don't see how I'm ever going to do good. I'm even more anxious about exams now, because I know, that even with a lot of studying and preparing, I just don't do good.   


I know some people get anxiety medication, to take around an hour before the exam. But I'm beginning to doubt my skill level in anything.   
I know I'm smart, and I do good in written exams. Just not oral ones, where I have to interact with other people, apparently.  


Can anyone relate, or am I just failing, without knowing why? lol",2.7809259259259282,4.942741660493827,4.792370370370372,79.9396666666667,76.83950617283949,7.776790123456791,26.849382716049384,8.648137234880735,2.2320871604938266,1294,52,243,28,30,444,164,324,0.11199999999999999,0.731,0.157,0.9620000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,1,2,22,14,0,1,15,1,20,2,0,3,6,53,49,19,0,3,20,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,18,13,0,0,4,0,0,6,11,5,0,2,8,1,25,9,42,40,12,29,0,2,1,0,19,11,0,6,11,172,43,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844981599987246,0.08791955719628104,0.0,0.0,0.07185403566919148,0.0,0.1616628493709621,0.2387368075032216,0.1047886798110964,0.07388158664982986,0.0,0.08695112840277068,0.18812382401584452,0.09878005361249616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822366635334092,0.06441080070356119,0.0,0.08991089540986616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814348813352065,0.0,0.09100684540502987,0.10724508249717628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784147436962035,0.34894499794986866,0.09557766395030803,0.0,0.0,0.18992505200215068,0.20671614792217408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163448580967038,0.0,0.22081691139742698,0.0,0.18015108146955436,0.2658737512994738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405615147560122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322771034005687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983036939219427,0.0,0.0,0.07053045319502955,0.0,0.1061520537639542,0.0,0.0,0.1064437226440892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767400043116814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159955722509984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650596798332652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749661772293116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769002057016224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069359606040646,0.08419922961819773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154189619328687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438210605492019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991710686092603,0.0,0.07944495322739796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321678322757602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838698720054193,0.16951196129055665,0.0,0.0,0.0979500766012822,0.19068771038538612,0.0,0.0,0.2037095103514036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jealous-98,2019/02/09,"Girl said i was ugly at party So i was at my frats party and most of the girls were being cold but my friend and I ended up dancing with these two pretty cute girls. Firstly, one of the girls led me by the arm to dance with her friend (this never happens) three times and we grinded for about 25 min total or more. One friend however (she was also attractive) said ""im ugly and her friend is hot"" and that i shouldent dance with her friend. The girl i was dancing with (her friend) scoffed and continued dancing. It didnt affect me at the time but when i went to sleep i had the most vivid, intricate and humiliating dream ive ever had of these girls and my frat bros calling me 'ugly' and 'freak' so i guess deep down that girl did affect me.
Is it normal for jealous girls to call a dude ugly if they dont want their friend hooking up with him?????",2.6629066886870376,4.168675988439311,3.5529851362510314,91.59885838150291,75.242774566474,6.0989265070189935,21.60569777043765,6.5431188927421005,0.246952436003304,658,16,143,5,14,210,96,173,0.094,0.693,0.213,0.9785,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,2,1,6,11,1,0,7,0,14,2,2,3,3,30,20,17,0,3,4,1,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,8,7,15,0,0,0,6,0,7,3,2,0,5,12,5,25,9,21,7,4,23,0,0,1,0,29,7,0,5,9,101,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934329892038423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27923417269898554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024708000996424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110260320878108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236805284232024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630285885043673,0.0,0.0,0.7394632958828177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062401607138046,0.0,0.12091029361909655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769235913229287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545495939450668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396681951016493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530419569726525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391040326178244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601239555505515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682920442442406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945726077567585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356579104472446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064716747211445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675050563527288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dontahtme,2019/02/09,"F/22 - extensive self reservation/ also why don't black parents believe in SA and or depression This is the second time in my life where I've felt trapped within my thoughts, the first time was in middle school when I was completely mute. Being around other students gave me so much anxiety and I felt ugly in my changing body and all I wanted was to be invisible. I couldn't talk for shit, especially on command. Didnt help that my mother was especially abusive during that time, and because I thought no one would believe me if I said anything about it (literal thought process was ""no one cares about a sad black girl"") I emotionally and verbally internalized everything. At the time I was 5 5 and 115-120 lbs, and my mother told me that how much I weighed then was how much she weighed when she was 20. I was fucking 12. I starved myself for the last bit of middle school into high school, and even though I'm basically the exact same size and weight now, I still struggle with food everyday. 

Fast forward to now, I'm a senior in college and I'm feeling the same intense anxiety around peers as I did when I was younger. I force myself to be around people so I don't put them off by ""rudeness"" (I'm intj I thrive in isolation), but because I'm forcing myself, I'm never my genuine true self. I have a personality and I think there are some interesting things about me and what I like, but I can't express that if I'm at a place I dont want to be at. I either carry on awkwardly, struggling real hard to sound like a socially competent 22 year old, or I sit in silence and cause other people to be noticably uncomfortable. 

With that said, I don't feel comfortable around anyone. Not friends classmates professors or roommates. I have an extensive history of abuse so I definitely don't feel comfortable around my parents, in fact I want nothing to do with them. Discomfort is a weak way to describe what I feel around people, I feel like im in constant danger.

The one time I tried to explain my woes to my mom she told me black people don't have these problems and to pray about it, so I have absolutely 0 support system to help me through this. Have any of you experienced the same, and will this anxiety ever fucking end??

Black parents fucking suck, I can't wait to have kids and actually love and care for them. ",5.240728476821193,6.109632178807948,6.032333333333334,78.70850000000002,68.27152317880795,9.130507726269316,32.76004415011037,9.2995712137729,2.894333686534217,1839,80,352,35,30,604,222,453,0.174,0.726,0.1,-0.9822,3,3,0,0,1,0,49.0,0,1,3,2,28,28,7,4,15,0,38,12,2,3,6,69,74,37,0,8,9,6,9,3,1,2,2,3,0,5,16,27,4,1,12,0,0,2,14,16,0,5,22,17,58,12,52,44,10,56,1,3,4,4,31,29,5,6,27,240,74,7,0.0,0.1728392341204951,0.07117697807321174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583285016773924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960034916879975,0.0,0.16739213813972734,0.0,0.0,0.050999953737431165,0.0,0.0600217689825284,0.3895817655022766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889246700031471,0.0,0.0,0.164352324641604,0.0,0.0,0.07962941809621386,0.0810176884019312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873032816894327,0.07492742980926846,0.0771587452395264,0.0,0.07647411765899638,0.07882007904254493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282140267837309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548280660494989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204544607674931,0.06460142929785999,0.0,0.0,0.048174868893106806,0.0659766074448359,0.0,0.0,0.06555198192749695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439825151757003,0.05210693019711166,0.14006385905383092,0.0,0.0,0.06204103556892567,0.08819693337686976,0.0,0.056351726979076165,0.2022900497796262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533813207908193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777762367225364,0.07706301403179812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878556895981854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059454214516324995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151827476117347,0.106901484959229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658294033313801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542411787775858,0.0,0.0,0.16085349306449578,0.0,0.05625429117892774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998598946240979,0.08304040985380902,0.07653617388031801,0.0,0.1482740533202554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429670913860957,0.0,0.0,0.202264134494584,0.06368665854553554,0.07620469825700839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979182679022046,0.0,0.07332284746387352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301942558096659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876150369953527,0.0,0.0,0.22145148572093976,0.0,0.0,0.15218050697438226,0.0,0.0748698209559493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435111772039245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824839043407104,0.0,0.0,0.15250129292806855,0.0,0.0,0.08276919142575075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058624811034730974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048456774068072056,0.04673573284776406,0.0716612262580308,0.1737139023209544,0.21265370613608975,0.0,0.0,0.13939079191203368,0.0,0.0495201222291732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906218733895988,0.057894798774607924,0.0,0.08881884874651631,0.0,0.0,0.06581521085926599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181307088245201,0.0,0.0,0.046969688226678415
socialanxiety,reptilianThrowaway1,2019/02/09,"What is it that I have? Hello all,

Throaway.

I am a male/21. I belive have some social problems and I want to know what exactly are they and how best to fix them. I think we as humans have a large capacity for self-deceit, and I want to know the truth here, what exactlt is my problem? Do I have one and am ignoring it or what?

 Here is a little description of my social life and lifr in general: 

I have one really close friend who I go out with the most. But I go out with my cousins as well from time to time. We go drinking and stuff. I am single and have only been in a very short relationship once, never kissed a girl, and a virgin. I have other friends who I dont go out with but mostly just hang out with in college, although we can go somewhere if I asked them but I just am not interested in going out that much although they are fine folk. (**First** example here of possible self-deceit, am I REALLY uninterested or actually shy/anxious/low self-esteem about going out with them?)

**Problems that I know and have observed:** 

I sometimes do weird/awkward shit. Like I would drop eye contact suddenly for no reason. Be very cold to someone although I am happy they came to talk to me. I am content not to be a part of a conversation just stand there and listen and look disinterested(although I am not). I have problem speaking my views and think I am being pretentious when I do.

I dont feel anxiety about my looks, it could be better if I workout more seriously, but I believe its fine.

My post is like this because, I have read people's accounts with social anxieties and just think their cases are nothing like mine. I dont grt sweaty/cover face/shake/fidget/ etc.. those types of things, if I have a problem then it isnt that obvious.

What do you people suggest I do? If you arent sure what to answer, refer to readings after the bolds.

Thanks for reading ",1.985637268847796,4.31440212702703,3.579260312944527,86.74345661450926,80.43243243243244,6.165007112375535,23.790896159317214,7.3759095455046575,1.1199189189189185,1457,52,289,21,38,482,184,370,0.094,0.782,0.124,0.8646,1,1,1,0,0,0,61.0,3,2,7,3,13,25,1,0,12,0,45,6,2,2,6,78,67,31,0,13,17,1,1,3,2,1,1,2,0,2,22,30,1,1,10,5,1,9,10,8,1,3,2,8,52,17,39,59,10,33,0,0,4,2,31,13,1,9,11,226,74,5,0.0,0.0,0.08302699170715397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017379159569026,0.09611755436412246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953944992802929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186471833152628,0.0,0.0,0.09585739282885936,0.08928748495172448,0.0752474196914442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731024287019266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793042622146304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29914364730937915,0.08334719891919147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488804376273216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301961817995496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237003712613507,0.0,0.0,0.1314670696966959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384753021147266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057053433355504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027523037064854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060095377566650024,0.12469915056049315,0.08527372801953728,0.0,0.0,0.14289358294136353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254448182667374,0.0,0.06561987729235305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163771944259314,0.0,0.0,0.09060871611135164,0.11530646498969813,0.06470809711890728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213466360919874,0.0,0.11796920206462715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591628504665337,0.08148428434883828,0.0,0.0,0.40705615642873344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553127144186291,0.0,0.10901040857678958,0.0874776582016365,0.0,0.0913453830319209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26627478503420504,0.0,0.08733464347463281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601887492907761,0.07208903648486775,0.0,0.08414749612223564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739763447606983,0.0,0.0,0.08018803725752514,0.0,0.0,0.06838505695770743,0.0,0.07833135078791804,0.0,0.0,0.05652417800833043,0.16354981942002994,0.0,0.0,0.09922308012400273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040182387640576,0.10036620873748436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764982291883297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06043925329415729,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BeWithMe,2019/02/09,"I didn’t know I wasn’t ugly All high school, all of college and for a few years after, any time a girl would give me attention, be nice to me, or even hit on me (in a super obvious way too), I would always chalk it up to “they just feel bad for me,” “she’s just trying to be nice,” or “this is pity.”

I was so certain in my head that I was repulsive, I could interpret every interaction to make it seem like others thought I was too. 

I didn’t wake up until I was 26. 

Can anyone else relate?",3.7994654088050335,2.992982216981133,5.660377358490568,85.94672955974843,71.16981132075472,8.953459119496856,25.213836477987428,8.344100000000001,1.2249044025157234,369,8,89,5,6,129,72,106,0.085,0.778,0.13699999999999998,0.659,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,14,2,2,1,4,19,21,5,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,8,1,16,5,14,7,3,11,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,3,5,64,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045256394932303,0.0,0.0,0.16715271395875958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718693682976162,0.2518515768912319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20523308299962287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625163382450897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205334709878724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623488587285098,0.0,0.20709745451967002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428407745887507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357941597401497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522621435931367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597016383376548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350854821941881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200856689963032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407368853389712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487631469587785,0.0,0.22376747008478493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513807672668207,0.14332820115062947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688234992068507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510493174832946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492191309809286,0.0,0.0,0.15828741112622452
socialanxiety,Sonic-Oj,2019/02/09,"Am I the only one who would never cancel plans out of anxiety? I'll probably just go and be nervous there lol. I also would feel really guilty for canceling plans. Not only that, but I have a FOMO, so if I ever cancelled, I would have wished I was there.",0.7469871794871779,3.0608684423076937,3.4476923076923067,85.78064102564106,85.73076923076924,6.5435897435897425,18.28205128205128,7.793537801064563,0.8571435897435893,197,5,39,4,6,69,40,52,0.16,0.774,0.067,-0.5532,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,2,1,8,0,0,0,2,13,11,5,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,6,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182477398242896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877704017045806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468646552203629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799257811849105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551022584721574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21048666693211235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493232914224145,0.415123960850973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942454458345625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174834505252192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138354924711481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5816068622503519,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sailorstella,2019/02/09,I got weird reactions after sharing my hobby... So I went to a volunteer event recently and the event organizer asked us to introduce ourselves and say a fun fact. For my fun fact I decided to say that I recently got into bullet journaling (for reference r/bujo). Then the organizer proceeded to ask me what bullet journaling was (which kinda got me off guard) so I explained it. Then I heard some chuckles from some of the other volunteers and the organizer had a blank face and was like “okay... moving on...”. I was really confused because I don’t think I said anything out of pocket? I just explained my hobby. I have been working on improving my social skills in the past year and this just punched me in the gut. I guess my question is why they would react in such a way? ,4.085855855855858,5.955290918918923,5.644324324324322,76.56261261261263,72.24324324324324,9.257657657657658,29.90090090090089,9.725611199111238,3.149227927927928,608,26,109,16,12,206,92,148,0.03,0.85,0.12,0.9164,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,2,5,8,0,1,10,1,9,2,2,1,2,25,21,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,6,7,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,11,4,22,6,18,9,2,21,0,0,0,0,13,8,0,6,11,79,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165535678498934,0.0,0.3445734299030933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234176187176603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44218177974937134,0.0,0.20301673319744934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003501627915597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958716075619178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592610946363602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644750671403705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806119608706672,0.0,0.3639292184110015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753024419998374,0.2931103621541765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786092906610427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808589383126572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167874803671195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628119952136195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083911487928607,0.16629348741198724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416565929658705,0.0,0.0,0.13091466452932254,0.0,0.0,0.1186770224678001
socialanxiety,fma008,2019/02/09,"Can you get social anxiety after an event? Or... I’m a university student, female. I’m a pretty extroverted person - if you were to speak to anyone, they’d automatically categorize me as a social butterfly. I love social events where you dress up all fancy, I love drinking and going to parties (but preferably with friends, ofc), and overall, I love good people to chat with, whether they’re friends or strangers. But recently, I’ve started to feel very different. After these social events, I return home and feel horrendous. Not just like my energy has been drained from me, but the feeling that I made a fool of myself, that I am worthless, that nobody actually likes me. It’s gotten so bad, I’ve wanted to skip these events even though my friends insist on my being there. I’m currently back from one such event, and I almost started crying at the end because of this overwhelming sense of not being pretty enough, interesting enough, etc. I’m not sure what’s going on...is this just insecurity? Can this be delayed social anxiety? I just don’t know and having a direction could help. Thanks :)",5.5656600660066005,7.29712332178218,6.2520990099009905,74.22375907590761,68.25742574257426,8.753003300330034,29.803300330033,9.21078282632365,2.7442999339933998,869,33,147,17,15,284,126,202,0.151,0.639,0.209,0.9095,2,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,3,1,0,10,17,0,2,8,0,13,4,0,1,2,33,33,15,0,4,13,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,10,7,1,1,6,2,0,2,4,5,0,1,4,4,19,12,19,24,4,21,0,2,0,3,19,4,0,4,17,98,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.11158310422077078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449884978354424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494546599576774,0.0,0.0,0.07995187920572933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792336334983522,0.09547233939087478,0.06970295023309829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091294260733498,0.0,0.12560135108638312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946498738648212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201344276463908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127471288173216,0.2362955281225977,0.12752361923248748,0.07552303514476734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344706005401614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650253267872241,0.0,0.05973994274888105,0.0,0.12996849109103856,0.09590619716303654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664227302160928,0.0,0.11469620552274795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628403901277807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172525967868813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095993692719479,0.10819491648014268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748235264054212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927162900979973,0.09984064019477797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326576075292786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129007582604402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827957818742915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618663324428904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776772630911197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527245536669128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234225299524958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943456520841125,0.06744296583272075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrs87crosby,2019/02/09,"Such bad FaceTime anxiety.. When it comes to my very best friends, boyfriend, and family I’m fine. But I seem to have a lot of friends (from working abroad, etc) who constantly want my attention and to FaceTime to catch up etc. I can text them updates all the time and send audio messages and stuff but when I see them calling my phone I just can’t pick up. It makes me nervous, I feel like I don’t have the energy, like I don’t want to try to make conversation. But then I’m always told that I’m bad at keeping in touch and people get annoyed/offended that I don’t call or don’t pick up and always have an excuse. How do I tell them - no, I just hate talking on the phone with you?! ",1.5266433566433584,3.3018980279720296,2.9755244755244767,93.32174825174828,79.2097902097902,6.358041958041959,23.58741258741259,7.321109707123232,0.7770671328671321,530,18,121,7,13,173,86,143,0.11900000000000001,0.732,0.149,-0.2656,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,3,2,6,10,1,1,5,0,10,0,0,5,1,27,25,14,0,2,6,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,1,4,18,6,15,24,5,15,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,3,8,77,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27424859140580266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606924482016782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751972029618309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294427183495634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365523004968433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195801311754758,0.0,0.17808699892342075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675844076750924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553559338155328,0.0,0.08332630877409955,0.11773100121996742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25464348840448997,0.0,0.08609962453252366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270290771370807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647913497920326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102296832739985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401045060786219,0.0,0.0,0.2200065384402089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142494816661522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132186317028693,0.15002498861572708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865312402985107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245757662831678,0.14403983131252035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960944490179402,0.0,0.0,0.15747058434040626,0.0,0.1118863373551584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597477411158626,0.19440306663721546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997417005266064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sqzr2,2019/02/09,"Looking for fellow SA person for Deserted Island experience Hey, I have a bit of a crazy post here but hear me out....Does anyone want to do a Deserted Island experience with me? 

Its where you go to a picturesque tropical island for 9 days and just...live - you fish, catch crabs, explore the island, etc. Just like those survival shows except not as hard. The island is deserted with no other people (except for some local fisherman that occasionally visit the island). So I am looking for a fellow social anxiety/introvert like myself who would be interested in joining. I am doing it with a company that specialises in deserted island experiences and the reason I am looking for another person is because its actually cheaper if 2 people go instead of 1. 

This sort of experience has been on my bucket list for a while plus I sortof want to see what its like to live like this as a trial run for doing it longer term. If you are interested PM me to chat more, I believe it would be good to at some point chat over skype just to make sure we gel a bit atleast. Having a fellow introvert to do this with is better than finding some very adventurous person IMO, we could go off and do our own things at points on the island, etc. No pressure to talk or interact too much, just experience the island.

Info:  
- The tropical island is in Indonesia
- You don't need to have survival experience (I don't) but you do need to be of average fitness. 
- The company has been operating for a while (since 2013) and offering these experiences on this island the whole time. They require that people doing it take enough water, dried food and place a guard on the island with you. 
- The island has 2 shacks to sleep in, and you get provided with a cooking equipment, fishing equipment, first-aid kit. But you'd need to catch fish, crabs, gather fruit and coconuts to eat or eat the dried food you bring (rice, etc.).
- The cost is a bit expensive, 1050 Euros plus the cost of the flight to and from Indonesia. They are quoting me 2100 euros for the package. The package is for 2 people so people usually split the cost between them whereas a single person needs to pay the full cost. Note, the package includes all things except the plane to Indonesia. So it includes round trip local flights between Jakarta and the local town in Indonesia, permission using the island for our activity, round trip land/sea transfer between the local airport and the pier, survival kit (machetes, fishing lines & hooks), a guard option during your stay.
- I am planning the trip for sometime in August 2019

I can provide more details about me and the experience in PM.",6.5260292173453225,7.3933850389344276,7.016158117398202,72.79832892649394,65.4139344262295,9.575462718138553,32.750132205182446,9.618343705623,3.1970925965097834,2081,83,351,40,31,681,229,488,0.024,0.885,0.091,0.9861,0,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,4,10,3,6,11,11,0,1,43,0,37,8,1,3,2,61,56,27,0,11,14,0,3,4,3,2,0,1,0,4,22,21,7,3,4,4,8,12,5,1,0,0,2,9,33,10,69,47,19,47,0,0,6,0,35,26,0,10,11,251,55,3,0.0,0.0,0.07324033540714985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131926563447871,0.0,0.0,0.0786990062346428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05247839706873406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045751258576203886,0.0,0.0,0.08455837623026452,0.0,0.06637776635533671,0.2458134124622737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992325024082393,0.0,0.0,0.04840260192121497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359472488526493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754921256119324,0.2511098622899523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873253449520497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685965521241701,0.0638395500494728,0.1815073681762593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03921179173753008,0.0,0.1279620594848568,0.06295040899693405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723222645707758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845895319016122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666728532893486,0.0,0.06627266181973325,0.0,0.18907539091145506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050098073092953097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517216428855957,0.22260167356083707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601594899825407,0.2621315126943362,0.07841380473055669,0.0,0.14189759183423747,0.0,0.07187947188512023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716638764798005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059807061612360074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208413733403195,0.0,0.07510662188722081,0.07650649054160254,0.0,0.0,0.07422876239334282,0.0,0.0,0.07999589360009864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073601757241706,0.0,0.05643007939629836,0.06032429220229087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997229857621556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043763669615084315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482119351293301,0.0826596372237166,0.06192610656515874,0.08853572362834368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379334657220935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663017151421976,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ConsciousDress,2019/02/09,"How can I make my first encounter with this girl I like the least stressful it could be for her? I used to chat with this girl a lot like, 6 months ago, then I asked her out and she said yes, but then she ghosted me, and I knew it might have been because she had some anxiety issues (I had suffered from social anxiety as well).

A couple of days ago I hit her up and told her I missed talking and sharing stuff with her because I felt we had a lot in common, she told me she felt the same way and that she was glad I texted her. We've been just texting and sending pictures for a week now.

I like her a lot, we have plenty in common, so my instincts say it's time to ask her out, but, what if I do and the same thing as last time happens? I don't wanna spoil it. I don't want her to feel uncomfortable around me if she ends up accepting my offer to go for a drink. What can I do to make our first encounter as less stressful as possible?",4.624871099050203,3.7006504378109497,5.3323835368611485,89.3777340569878,69.49751243781094,8.304115784712799,28.22297602894617,6.980632752743323,1.1376129353233837,722,20,173,5,11,235,106,201,0.079,0.795,0.127,0.8661,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,0,2,6,11,0,2,9,1,17,1,0,4,0,39,34,19,1,5,5,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,11,15,1,0,5,2,0,2,2,4,1,2,12,5,40,7,25,18,8,26,0,2,0,0,33,7,0,7,19,130,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351198168924967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290835776792335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806019854470436,0.2479641864130004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168822761853593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058865310605925,0.14674185738027054,0.0,0.08552913253447972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991742077987914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746223634482393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705681665791444,0.0,0.2546726023613567,0.0,0.0,0.2256135463961378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537118192447352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727570761731215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842115425755894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081032582888034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437476273159734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382471508199842,0.0,0.0,0.17705018173459727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068919765778615,0.0,0.0,0.10585627110746096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495094799302198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615229043901285,0.1054649984202508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518971108064745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30383224822589666,0.0,0.15181853289947586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659518658142643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810704515294936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466394574392225,0.0,0.0,0.2534487908676327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145413723839671,0.0,0.0,0.07822289855998095,0.10526783402026513,0.10638001810966703,0.0,0.11924159131024425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IloveOWgames,2019/02/09,has anyone used small doses of alcohol to overcome social anxiety ? I would love to read experiences if any of you guys successfully became more sociable by using small doses of alcohol before social interactions how was your experience and how are you faring now.,8.782666666666664,10.580658822222226,9.92666666666667,50.61000000000002,60.77777777777778,13.111111111111116,35.0,12.45797560212912,5.705000000000003,217,9,27,8,3,75,36,45,0.033,0.765,0.203,0.8718,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,0,7,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,6,5,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,1,1,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653441539679479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805427239849947,0.0,0.16655206151314655,0.0,0.0,0.15223201387667215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18526018861196564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259358376826777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557296238558168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649709278227415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777480907479274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438678686976777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37607325610341136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465912314703453,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rome617man,2019/02/09,Acquaintances Would it be appropriate to add a classmate on social media? I don't know them really. They also didn't give me their social media I just found it on instagram,2.6768181818181813,5.55768145454546,4.791136363636369,75.40670454545456,82.93939393939394,8.148484848484847,20.37121212121212,8.841846274778883,2.142884848484849,140,4,23,4,4,48,27,33,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803718813814316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844109482827504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363240939030474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267865857442848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460108502114887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.714777927037287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490536829457604,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LuC1el,2019/02/09,Getting into senior high next june im a 4th year junior high and ive been going to my school since 1st year and i got accustom to it. i was told that i have to transfer to a new school when i go to senior high and i thought it was exciting at first but then slowly i realize that its going to be hard for me because i dont how to make friends. i get bully alot when i was in 1st and 2nd year of my junior high and midly at 3rd and 4th but eventually my bully became my friends and im scared that if go to the new school i wont get any friends and get bully alot. is there any advice can you give me reddit?,-0.2263865546218504,1.5599882941176482,2.3412184873949577,95.57941176470592,85.17647058823529,5.0621848739495805,17.802521008403357,6.1826913282559595,-0.3736390756302521,472,11,114,4,14,163,73,136,0.128,0.77,0.102,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,2,0,18,24,15,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,7,1,18,4,14,15,2,26,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,3,13,70,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197770551651343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16670787872445245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471944931297816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365480884041784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426065145595607,0.0,0.0,0.2840991149630029,0.0,0.2561576294408061,0.11758332621387592,0.27864456382076586,0.0,0.09803293844491856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980145887333304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5180210144744293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648000527313273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181852367868513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367638075260459,0.13035792643791336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271709759601998,0.3721516888850724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139376919967294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730938271663593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712388936161905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367992530245305
socialanxiety,sinhalite,2019/02/09,"SA in online multiplayer games I started playing this game and really enjoyed it at first until I had the bad experience of someone bashing me for my performance since I had just started playing and the gameplay revolves around teamwork. I feel dumb for this but I wanna play, I just dread it now, and I've gotten worse at the game because I'm shaking and worried I'm gonna disappoint my team etc. same thing happens when people talk to me in mmo's, I get super anxious and just logout and log back in later just to avoid responding.",6.665416666666665,6.74662291346154,7.168076923076924,74.54358974358976,65.05769230769229,9.241025641025642,36.56410256410256,8.841846274778883,3.275537179487179,429,20,75,6,6,141,71,104,0.223,0.662,0.115,-0.9136,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,8,11,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,11,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,1,7,0,1,0,6,0,1,3,1,11,5,13,7,2,15,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,0,8,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28771001426418097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267145508775412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582918783365827,0.21264280586155973,0.1552473837863383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840297030556385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24912080583352306,0.0,0.0,0.12877122230249394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166262401452824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133057062696687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252080693497816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765594278448316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315118717939026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066961206512705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578511701182232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605202441333082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046979435018052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919460933681574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586346041370952,0.2595353611441267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lucymgomez,2019/02/09,EnLyte i’m prescribed enlyte and i’ve been holding off taking it because i’m not so sure it’ll work. i’m really awful socially because of my sa and i’m wondering if anyone has tried enlyte and it helped you in that area?,1.1078723404255302,3.319984893617022,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,83.04255319148936,6.313191489361702,22.16595744680852,7.554174236665415,1.2219991489361703,178,6,34,3,5,63,33,47,0.129,0.871,0.0,-0.6972,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554102074591434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453390003189376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448375078491811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340058325856032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723539534869614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442692980759611,0.0,0.27464288336907805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479991404908347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961273805764728,0.2659260438539088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AcrobaticSuccotash5,2019/02/25,"How do you stop getting self conscious and acting weird when people look at you? Ok so I work a reception job, so whenever people are waiting in front of meuntil I find their info on the computer/get change or something, and they're looking at me expectantly, I tend to tense up, my eyes widen a bit, I feel like I get this stupid hazy expression, and I feel like my limbs start moving manually and unnaturally. It suuuucks.

I really wish I could be the same person as when I'm alone and relaxed at home, as I am in any other situtation.",3.9905660377358494,5.430127443396226,5.8303301886792465,76.86172169811323,71.73584905660377,9.450943396226416,28.34433962264151,9.827888789773867,2.7765320754716987,423,16,82,11,8,146,79,106,0.109,0.7659999999999999,0.125,0.4005,1,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,5,6,1,0,4,1,5,1,1,1,0,18,16,13,0,3,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,0,2,5,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,5,15,4,11,14,2,14,0,0,3,0,6,7,0,1,6,50,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048405433015255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449725480340052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159246520439798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922512830452264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791132177842454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000712926642727,0.2825882956546744,0.0,0.0,0.18076743454063607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30999582821470184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19838957314018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626623804327376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932507398619621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321709550645548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020895338059548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742316464560247,0.17269396053695835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670300087509306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632778564711315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522607888883535,0.0,0.0,0.13998977757264405,0.0,0.0,0.165353025304715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274373620919352,0.0,0.0,0.14398627331139768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,borneadi,2019/02/25,"Anyone always leave social situations feeling like you did terrible and the person probably will never speak to you again, then become shocked when they seem cool and still want to talk to you Wish I could remove this self doubt all the damn time... ugh ",5.207826086956524,7.702250000000002,4.542826086956524,82.9755434782609,70.73913043478261,7.208695652173913,22.369565217391305,8.07648339933343,1.2314956521739129,204,5,35,3,4,61,40,46,0.248,0.5770000000000001,0.175,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,3,7,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,10,7,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,3,5,2,3,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,0,1,2,7,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343928174884744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935978401028566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832983450260134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048046781290102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970062966857732,0.18325286712434036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27161012372510834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531924604860686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783856211812334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397717025143765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765642915163425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23351971035022265,0.267598898246332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28833124724328346,0.0,0.26148259827665904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485153341490064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617535260852154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957473490240453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512979545314181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294977175880458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Egotistical-Giraffe,2019/02/25,"I just invited my work colleagues out for my final day in the office and I’m irrationally nervous. Hi all, for the first time in a year (and because I’m leaving my office, geographically), I’ve just invited my work colleagues out for a few pints. I just wanted to share, because I’m equal parts proud of myself and absolutely terrified. Does anyone have any good tips to try and ease the worrying a bit? 

I’ve arranged for the event in two days time to ease the length I’m nervous for, but still it’s a horrible feeling.  ",5.993333333333332,5.9950691262135924,7.029271844660197,75.2419012944984,66.47572815533981,9.973462783171524,33.671521035598715,9.725611199111238,3.099053074433657,412,17,80,8,6,139,60,103,0.136,0.758,0.105,-0.6306,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,4,5,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,7,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,7,3,14,7,5,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,9,47,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783771491197734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622915220039667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28297515940527485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533959055268682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993739280739657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031145336395899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735803937285715,0.0,0.0,0.2542570335210701,0.0,0.19742633769868076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946766337680572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24576312139462494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513444780988666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535742182229745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706817641936836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758241757965535,0.0,0.22673049681175725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690011644741215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379468880815825,0.23571143857129245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494664530404217
socialanxiety,AnxietyAside,2019/02/25,"What has happened to this place? I remember two years ago, when I first started to come here and it was filled with text posts and comments of advice and support. Fast-forward me not being here for a long time, and coming back now and it's basically just /r/all.

I thought this was the place to talk about social anxiety, not making memes about mild introverted thoughts and mild awkward interactions. 

Created this ""throwaway"" to post a detailed post about my problems and surroundings and all that just faded away after seeing all these memes, I got the feeling that I am at a comedy cellar and not an internet support group of sorts.",5.5605128205128205,7.5031159914529955,5.4150427350427375,79.39384615384617,68.57264957264958,8.276923076923078,30.948717948717945,8.841846274778883,2.655523076923077,509,21,88,9,9,158,80,117,0.052000000000000005,0.8490000000000001,0.099,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,1,2,26,17,10,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,5,2,7,2,14,11,2,22,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,11,64,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974480301332716,0.14490974881687024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250570859811339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358911019436905,0.1257013383868642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816365796031497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265731563409875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905081575023534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074501138060754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455942980693734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446692571940887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912009758357584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341590863513726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696884232537577,0.0,0.0,0.15642244457860094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851840612623999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026753318872947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664105420156153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157076677497378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37101648872226667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139412846399562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595600326287257,0.09532294565806568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596902465224712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527183183778302
socialanxiety,godofworms,2019/02/25,"there's always hope Hey everyone, Just wanted to share my story in the hopes that it helps some of you.
I spent 7 years near crippled by social anxiety, literally the only people I could even look at were my close family (parents and siblings). I some how still managed to leave the house for school everyday, but it wasn't without panic attacks (part of my morning routine) or crying. Never expected it to change, I tried therapy but therapy only works if you can actually manage to get a sentence out (which I couldn't). I imagined this would go on until I ended everything. But now, I have a job in retail, I rarely have panic attacks, eye contact just comes naturally to me. Sure there's days that talking to people makes me want to throw up but those are few and far between. My advice is get help! start with medication, Then as it begins to take effect your anxiety should reduce, and then you can begin to take little steps to fight your social phobia, self care (real self care not just a face mask lol) is also VITAL! You will get there, guys, it'll be difficult and sometimes will feel impossible but you WILL get there!!  The difference in my life from the right medication and therapy and hard work is enormous, this time two years ago getting a job was way out of the question, along with asking for help, talking to anyone outside of my inner circle.",6.294011627906978,6.909285329457365,6.752238372093025,75.3727761627907,65.86046511627907,9.240697674418604,30.46608527131783,9.188382445141503,2.635673643410853,1077,37,189,18,16,351,162,258,0.11,0.769,0.121,0.6204,3,0,0,0,1,0,35.0,0,7,0,3,12,13,3,2,10,1,20,5,2,3,2,45,43,19,0,10,12,1,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,11,13,0,0,4,0,2,4,5,6,0,1,4,4,24,7,35,30,4,36,0,0,2,0,24,15,0,7,16,133,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.09281089300931918,0.0,0.0,0.09293764027825982,0.08430678090498947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605718134037777,0.07913679664911276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551347213708596,0.0,0.0,0.06650115497930084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891237928176493,0.2163963057066301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393622697398466,0.0,0.10061079077834842,0.08192641835795222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593534813780825,0.0,0.1044707766369373,0.06133626618869914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936676560592166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423673644370884,0.0,0.0,0.06281739859729846,0.0,0.0,0.09087899082569376,0.08547620517077702,0.0,0.0896585895269084,0.0,0.04808905029685104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484478933243892,0.0,0.05405160487992431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417106570346284,0.0,0.0,0.08519735664505157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124502363706886,0.0,0.0,0.18892578833914345,0.0,0.1097409219488072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875841131171145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070477633243967,0.0,0.0,0.06717701729294874,0.0,0.0953223847449735,0.0,0.0,0.0798660818933805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348478438766428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19162096584845315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335252410621147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466659950108887,0.0,0.22317557880032507,0.10560527356764976,0.10299181303405162,0.0,0.1318706936875742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654181330171324,0.0,0.0,0.1082527979393119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122101618062898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625354856950256,0.0,0.0,0.19843507174996336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389959559038247,0.0,0.0,0.09406343767276328,0.0,0.06731735493056629,0.0,0.07595272065331274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896373961468509,0.0,0.14301753350097185,0.15288710512658754,0.0,0.0,0.32629006354978024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545776430106664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645715354941426,0.0,0.09290589995603106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219336349968012,0.07549165643614883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167993226000497,0.0,0.13847832654213724,0.0,0.0,0.06756141533866801,0.0,0.0,0.12249181762685706
socialanxiety,DecayAndRebirth,2019/02/25,"Working as a cashier made my social anxiety worse to the point I can't leave my house anymore and ruined my life. Please try and read to the end. I had a terrible experience that turned my life for the worse a can't recommend anyone with severe social anxiety that they try running a cash register. Forcing yourself into negative interaction isn't a solution. And believe me if you work in a large retail place you will have your share of people that outright yell, insult and demean you for no reason every damn day, no matter how cheery, or nice and helpful you try to be. As a cashier you're basically seen as an object and not human and bad people will you use you to vent out their frustrations on you or just to feel superior. Every day for a year and half I had panic attacks to the point I felt nauseous. My life was just work, go home alone,  spend the day shaken up, go to sleep. Repeat. I stopped seeing people after work since retail drained me completely and killed whatever social life I had. I'm not left with severe depression on top a now even worse social anxiety.

​

I was placed to work as a cashier. And just as a cashier. I didn't work on the shelves or anything. I just spent 8+ hours each day on the cash register in a heavily populated store.

Don't get me wrong most customers are either neutral or nice, but you're dealing with several hundred people (in my case) daily and a large chunk of those will be assholes for no reason. You will be blamed for company prices I have no control over, because the customer literally bought the wrong article, because you don't sell something they want (wtf?) and because you don't know where every single article in the store is located (And our store was HUGE). You will be mocked, demeaned and insulted almost every day. I'm average to above average looking, I'm well-kempt and polite, always try to be as cheerful and positive as I can towards my customers. But it's still not enough, a lot of people view me as utter trash for some reason when I'm behind a cash register. Why?

​

Just a couple bad people were enough to utterly destroy my day to the point I couldn't recover.

It broke me in the end. After a year and half I quit and spend the last year more or less unemployed with anxiety worse than I ever had before. I'm currently trying to crawl out of the hole I am with medication and therapy, wish me luck. But yeah, I know everyone is different but I personally wouldn't recommend this to anyone with genuine social anxiety. It's not going to help. 

​

I only wish I looked for a different job during that time, but honestly I felt worthless and like I didn't have any options but to do this. I think I just gave up and made peace with this at some point. Until, well I just couldn't manage anymore.",5.808272058823531,6.366588283088237,6.462867647058825,77.22477941176471,66.90441176470588,9.635294117647057,31.808823529411764,9.627879704456738,2.945144852941177,2222,86,411,44,34,729,249,544,0.161,0.7170000000000001,0.122,-0.9293,6,1,1,0,0,0,68.0,1,12,3,9,15,27,8,1,33,1,38,6,1,8,1,86,67,44,1,7,24,0,3,1,0,6,5,1,1,2,11,32,0,2,9,1,14,4,20,18,1,2,18,9,54,9,64,36,11,55,0,4,5,0,31,27,1,13,25,270,65,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639887168298829,0.05833314853686448,0.0,0.0,0.04686485159605088,0.1830762925927394,0.20531409319640195,0.038301247476670026,0.0,0.2154328822269518,0.0,0.111713618332483,0.07876403622677731,0.0,0.04634863798969839,0.0,0.0,0.0640750016572005,0.0,0.0,0.09405390934074724,0.103001062985889,0.0,0.04792631929258245,0.06345619703241714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905309448627175,0.0,0.06317049949637246,0.0,0.062319801168417926,0.0,0.21794020992292606,0.05806604878920159,0.0485105071060558,0.0,0.0,0.11769009919239133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977007712035878,0.1163924458197104,0.0,0.03720049569311664,0.05094694718410021,0.1898166214472192,0.05381858501462047,0.0,0.05509423559340775,0.0,0.0,0.02847836026961824,0.0,0.1081569105471687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029426193990705382,0.0,0.09602816446277393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550360077520236,0.0,0.05649608349806146,0.0,0.055466340505710816,0.06498863030744513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055891414033681815,0.0,0.06231252756381154,0.0,0.061906772094665836,0.0459103740574715,0.0,0.05963742023523257,0.06119458676403593,0.0,0.1591290564897882,0.02751634010419762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094593469384088,0.0,0.0,0.04788339551102394,0.0,0.10658746743484213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056739017166677126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042835817240524286,0.0,0.06608234616012383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342816774706689,0.049178655206909824,0.11769009919239133,0.061825217652325626,0.21297195966343851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990593679863927,0.056337765343965424,0.0,0.0,0.1737268045049397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044881759262608775,0.0,0.0,0.19088526053154486,0.0,0.04659057360003957,0.0,0.056363199122181476,0.28706860009032964,0.0,0.0433598303900727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044979240156970864,0.04708815174309302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644097143723086,0.0,0.0,0.03608919896337625,0.0,0.0,0.03284211648523172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911964823190788,0.061262732332247626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04864457680965865,0.0,0.0,0.033220483726347866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012814256835117,0.0,0.05082231720327559,0.0,0.12953624523649346,0.0,0.0,0.2460208081750613,0.0,0.22958985354679734,0.0,0.12315967594869885,0.20531409319640195,0.10880957590941756
socialanxiety,angelichorus,2019/02/25,Awkward with Roommates Hi. I don't really know how I've been feeling lately. It all started when I  got my third roommate. After the honestly traumatic experience with my first roommate I feel more anxious than usual. I cry almost every night and hesitate to open my dorm room door - I'll literally stand outside the door with my hand on the knob frozen. I just end up walking up and down the hall or sitting on the stairwells until I get enough courage to actually open the door (this usually takes an hour). I also want to talk to her more but I get scared that she won't listen to me or even want to be my friend. She's almost never there but I really want to have a connection with her because we have similar interests. I normally talk to a counselor but lately she hasn't been in so I can't ask her if this is social anxiety? Sorry if this is dumb I just need someone to listen :(,4.004810951760103,5.2797669604519815,5.453333333333338,80.21538461538462,71.4858757062147,8.609995654063452,28.869621903520212,9.057496981413335,2.4164075619295957,700,27,135,14,13,236,110,177,0.13699999999999998,0.767,0.096,-0.8534,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,8,7,1,2,9,0,11,1,1,1,2,31,26,14,0,7,9,0,3,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,3,5,25,4,22,21,4,26,0,0,0,0,15,10,1,6,13,96,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.14615462324684148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999474941869477,0.0,0.0,0.11977159494525545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457419494606134,0.16919828909428836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001541063290704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129884404681647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451610909662664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265240834648076,0.15475319551668745,0.0,0.09892215156698203,0.0,0.1261882956589787,0.0,0.0,0.14650450813338328,0.0,0.0,0.1514571576793027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127394902465421,0.0,0.0,0.11571249087681462,0.0,0.15649804486484786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978533087206768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474939954465987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231007380506877,0.0,0.3378958034785872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105309510305876,0.11551241645602647,0.0,0.0,0.14054967998620682,0.14674351149912454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189392350526568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994662378154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267239341389438,0.1269002495578292,0.0,0.0,0.16765606511038686,0.10600849026269912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260894626037175,0.2407600716311712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299025890308393,0.0,0.2650159626970489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kwade26,2019/02/25,"I've been trying to get out of my comfort zone by creating simple casual conversions with people at my university but it's going nowhere I'm usually pretty antisocial and have social anxiety but I've been trying to work on my social skills by just having small talk with people I sit next to in class or am in line with or whatever. However, I feel like 90% of the time the people are really offstandish or kind of have a face like ""why are you talking to me?"" It's really depreciating and it's starting to seem like it's not even worth the effort anymore. It just causes my anxiety to skyrocket, which I was hoping talking to people more would help cope with it. Sorry if this isn't really a discussion or anything, I just needed to vent and don't really have anywhere to go to do so.",6.1022222222222195,5.985062605095546,7.8986836518046735,69.50341118188254,66.26114649681529,11.563765038924274,30.82024062278839,11.20814326018867,3.5998002830856333,627,21,115,18,9,222,94,157,0.068,0.7959999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.9037,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,5,7,0,0,5,0,14,1,1,1,0,25,23,11,0,4,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,10,7,24,19,1,13,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,7,7,78,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254831596298014,0.0,0.14425419516410104,0.0,0.0,0.11969866467411938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942434132929214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607293445540076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354739738284119,0.10391446421176567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599524559733349,0.0,0.16533305768130027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749671816557236,0.0,0.0,0.1444715579229831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514710154292181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131887349908817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785447503819448,0.0,0.0,0.15469510171271492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033660990151032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798199672368054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727337516072495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241853164275535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965500570551273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628271312264585,0.10295516803259316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507383262732159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481710917218048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975114231323848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020026511031638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125226044892027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058943818627702,0.0,0.0,0.1033284340403282,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anananners,2019/02/25,"Medication might be the answer I recently got on a medication that helps with depression and anxiety, and let me tell you, it has made a huge difference. Of course it didn't completely cure me but it made being around people bearable. 

Before I got on medication I would wake up with dread knowing I have to go outside and interact with people. Once I got work/school I could feel a knot building up in my throat, my body would get tense, my chest would feel tight, and my breathing became short. I felt like everyone's eyes were on me. The paranoia would creep in, and I literally felt like running. I was isolating myself and never wanted to leave my house which caused me to fall into a bad depression. 

Now that I'm on medication those symptoms have gone away. I am a shy person, so I still get little nervous when talking to new people. I feel like I can think more clearly when I'm around people and I feel a lot more relaxed.   I've come to terms that I'm not gonna be that social butterfly that everyone likes and I'm working on just being myself. There's still some issues I want to work out with a therapist such as my low self-esteem and low-confidence. 

I feel like I sound like a commercial, but please consider medication if your social anxiety is affecting your life. Also seek help from a therapist. I know it's scary, I've been there, social anxiety kept me from seeing a doctor. But I got tired of being scared of people. ",4.047787123908119,5.716029199288258,5.1806874797800075,80.66925833063733,71.95373665480427,8.667809770300876,26.295858945325136,9.218907990703514,2.2108491103202854,1139,38,217,25,22,376,153,281,0.157,0.7040000000000001,0.139,-0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,3,0,2,13,14,0,3,12,0,22,15,6,4,2,53,52,18,0,8,6,0,8,6,0,6,9,1,0,1,11,18,0,2,11,1,0,5,3,7,0,0,14,11,35,7,30,25,5,32,0,3,2,0,12,18,0,4,15,140,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643811667052226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847621804229281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433360356648104,0.0,0.0,0.07563868043700198,0.0,0.06721971899655697,0.0,0.0,0.06850525912145065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942477782003773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270254182123257,0.0,0.06934938035976043,0.08440972725255097,0.0,0.0,0.06427803688123193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868057920849605,0.0,0.0,0.08411235058532666,0.0,0.08240200319799662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385517462623136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035329938143368,0.11502798333727465,0.15459808498075278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841228399779634,0.0,0.04575380421850833,0.0,0.25755420086840325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079238675545095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928939051626428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402806258161953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848873700956303,0.0,0.0,0.08524495489854489,0.0,0.08232353964769752,0.056864252301720535,0.2359889977034518,0.0806888479805847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844390442487598,0.0,0.15235474335399551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055100757446684,0.0,0.08540487014975694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620917183559067,0.07775385779672606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573699180068381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790659923300968,0.07029533183273799,0.0,0.08837216414756388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794906387879961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060123593559143,0.08147706300986099,0.06415340450706057,0.0,0.08398603004575755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461992799584397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858548486598026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367727091027627,0.0,0.06470822365992794,0.07036639094389341,0.0,0.0,0.1869489320849022,0.0,0.05158543286787133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253059110393423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496985703909948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758294759755287,0.0,0.0,0.2287585559761141,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MrNeverwinter,2019/02/25,"(Rant) The influence of social media on the perception of who you are I'm sure I don't have to tell you all that social media can be a quite confronting place when you have a sub-par social existence. Many of us have shut down their Facebook account by now and/or refuse to jump on the Instagram bandwagon that has been rolling down Normie Main St.

Increasingly, however, these websites dictate our world view (or at least of those around us) and have become the 'business cards' of our everyday social life. I'm not sure what your experience is when people ask you for your Insta-ID and you have to tell them that you don't have one, but I can certainly attest to quite a few furrowed brows in the past. Having no Instagram (or equivalents) is automatically regarded as worthy of suspicion. We have come a long way from the days of anonymous bliss our ancestors used to enjoy. It was a time where you would be 'judged' (yes, a loaded word, but let's face it, that is what everyone does) on the basis of your present physical and emotional appearance and not by the amount of followers and profile picture likes you get. That's already difficult enough, methinks. Sure, many will argue, these are extremely vain and superficial measurements of a man's or woman's worth, but once again, a first impression is difficult to shake, certainly when you have a lot to compensate for.

Today, I still have Facebook and LinkedIn. There are upsides, no doubt. I find LinkedIn actually has a few good features to connect with business acquintances, Facebook also has its perks, such as Messenger. But apart from that, I shy away from showing myself on there as much as I can. Much like 'real life' in a way. The thought of one of my profile pictures being pasted on everyone's feed, ready to be judged with the ever-present 'thumbs up', fills me with shame shivers along the way (even though quality posts are far and few between, in light of the amount of shit that others are willing to share with us without restraint). Safe to say, my timeline is about as empty as my testies after a night of the best sex that I've never had.

Ultimately, I feel like having a semblance of a shot at improving the situation wherein I have landed, entails me having social media. And not just an account, but one that is about as vain as those of my peers. It's the only way people will not immediately judge you as being unpopular and henceforth not worth hanging out with. Thus, unattractive. I realize I am enlarging the impact of social media here, and that some people honestly do not give that much of a shit whether you have a profile or not, but you would not believe the amount of (largely implicit) grief I have suffered for not living up to modern standards in that regard. It's not that I care much about what I post or do not post on there or what others do with their free time, but more the weight many of my peers seem to give it in this day and age.

You also end up in a bit of a vicious circle, seeing as it can be hard to get to know people, make meaningful connections, when they are judging you for the lack of social media presence, which then prevents you from really ever generating such a presence. Unless you create imaginary friends to like your posts (which is a thing btw; you can buy likes and friends at a discounted rate nowadays).

End rant. Sorry for the disjointed rave. I'd like to conclude by asking you about your stance on this matter. Is it worth investing in or are you generally indifferent towards social media. Have you had any negative experiences by not having a social media account or by not appearing popular on there?",8.85522482893451,7.675016086510265,8.422492668621704,71.48707233626591,61.15542521994135,11.668426197458455,37.382209188660795,10.702692998642775,3.919997458455523,2889,114,516,58,33,922,315,682,0.128,0.738,0.134,0.5593,4,1,1,0,0,0,80.0,7,25,4,5,26,37,5,3,43,1,62,8,3,5,9,94,82,48,1,3,32,0,3,6,2,5,2,1,0,2,37,24,2,3,9,1,10,9,20,14,0,4,5,7,57,24,106,65,21,78,0,2,2,1,60,34,2,14,33,393,94,0,0.0,0.0,0.06081496056612541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687712516565871,0.0996739570972835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237947943875802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055477675384337434,0.11652086656073828,0.0,0.0585513355426758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882712539825264,0.0,0.07021287228399453,0.06540059762179441,0.0,0.06803688569699684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353900718626725,0.0,0.0,0.05368283549714878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038200018535674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05453632046619753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701011858448872,0.11039337385814968,0.06439282777209462,0.0,0.04116152204437571,0.11274333046051385,0.0,0.11909813738779325,0.0,0.12192109543936508,0.0,0.0,0.0315106729677923,0.04452114982880734,0.0,0.0,0.05695900475076636,0.05300903794658034,0.0,0.0,0.09629596947879927,0.0,0.06511885984651618,0.11956531853802095,0.0,0.05227074151815371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582613976342929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03424923400607039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372603494831887,0.08803638291057901,0.18267731416101132,0.0,0.055029367257455115,0.05515090366733112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052981913363355164,0.0,0.0,0.04159883106282697,0.18954694330014404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832483686429974,0.0,0.04806473374302184,0.0,0.0,0.0584827428380883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636836267288608,0.12668816448453102,0.047396880143211084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898226007227115,0.17281831423887206,0.0,0.06511074008630402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238739881455036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325691764146266,0.0,0.0709333724134187,0.039923545118180234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049559064095194005,0.0,0.0,0.04966066953833809,0.05673344256833755,0.0,0.0,0.12794039118506986,0.0,0.07004986530516379,0.0,0.5717430513565611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976171373751103,0.0,0.0,0.04976852998233032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762065163420052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894019153373556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04140238717468883,0.0,0.061228711403280886,0.04947481805409135,0.07267814455176495,0.0,0.05907171404424993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488849323003493,0.05382414356001667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978656582379782,0.0,0.07588850960337366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007389094443269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854014170944684,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,weedad_,2019/02/25,"I decided to go outside for the first time in over 4 months. I just had a random burst of energy and decided to go outside and buy my mom a birthday present. It was very awkward and weird but I did it, everything worked out well. It still seems so surreal to me that I went outside for the first time in what seems like an eternity. All alone.",2.4359047619047622,4.1745729714285735,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,76.42857142857143,8.095238095238095,27.380952380952376,8.841846274778883,2.0629523809523813,268,11,58,6,6,88,50,70,0.078,0.816,0.107,0.4627,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,8,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,4,0,6,2,10,4,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,9,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549301098604923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121762596479225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41873853993110016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27977769221818016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025312848129055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882799268823861,0.196469144313968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4481590277165772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965702678882761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870561447009884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030939082952264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22131228661528365,0.228177201273688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791951724109888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,xvrwltr,2019/02/25,"Is anyone else afraid to hang out with your friends just because you ""don't know what to wear""? Like you're afraid to be the only one wearing something different even though your friends don't care. ",7.90157894736842,7.3992381052631595,5.793684210526315,87.36578947368423,62.68421052631579,8.65263157894737,34.78947368421053,7.1686216300943375,2.1052210526315784,160,6,32,1,2,45,30,38,0.062,0.732,0.20600000000000002,0.7246,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,4,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,4,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137642263709129,0.31324288922283416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636206403614805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116985527340947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31940888520419203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25538707588843845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192299844964212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723919313482055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680139042879281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935773829561647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716154934875947,0.2325113280640505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353556532380141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003651075980465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Throw8585,2019/02/25,Experience with counseling Has anyone done counseling at their college? How did it go and what should I expect? I feel like I will be too scared to even speak at an actual session. I haven't  made an appointment yet because of this.,2.0400757575757598,4.886667704545456,3.360909090909089,84.0280303030303,87.86363636363636,7.4787878787878785,23.24242424242424,8.344100000000001,2.0865878787878787,185,7,34,5,6,60,38,44,0.076,0.865,0.057999999999999996,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,7,10,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,2,5,1,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,27,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.35684286851320485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556861822229436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229100980718364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742091475463101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415227348986563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576971276792124,0.0,0.0,0.18489461846123004,0.2612359634294831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078196762007001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864874089828567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460074410453073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661012027221754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MrFredBearDiner,2019/02/25,Help with my social skill. I need help with my Social skills please send help i am an autist.,-0.16701754385965015,2.1185266842105257,-0.07789473684210435,106.90140350877192,97.94736842105264,2.533333333333333,6.333333333333332,3.1291,-2.741856140350877,73,0,17,0,3,21,13,19,0.0,0.556,0.444,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6373273933881102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350117102560695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34791192656117104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6461738009515153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sawa030,2019/02/25,"Afraid to socialize with people I know I [28F] actively try to engage people in conversation (mostly via “threading” or with what’s going on around us). That being said I struggle to get people to respond or keep their end of the conversation going. I know I’m not funny (I’ve been told when I try), and I am somewhat shy/introverted asa result. I am very friendly otherwise.

It really makes me anxious and I feel like I am fundamentally flawed for being afraid of people and unable to connect.  I become physically ill sometimes when I have to go to parties with my boyfriend’s [31M] friends. He is extremely social but quite quiet at home around me which I’ve noticed exacerbates my anxiety.

Can anyone relate to this? 

TD;Lr Afraid of spending time/conversing with people I know. Any ideas of how to overcome this or at least make it more manageable?",3.3306215316315217,6.1083483144654105,4.7557602663707,77.62478357380688,78.43396226415095,7.263189049204588,26.334073251942293,8.313332769828598,2.25050987791343,678,27,114,14,17,225,104,159,0.06,0.862,0.078,0.3963,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,1,1,5,8,0,4,1,0,9,1,0,4,0,26,23,10,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,7,9,0,1,5,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,3,3,18,4,24,18,4,12,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,5,4,74,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968115437673098,0.0,0.1089071050196798,0.16082937216549262,0.0,0.09954333661199044,0.0,0.0,0.2534660392108294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572284594127693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609113050023885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719828779295693,0.10170396857873376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21997819669503507,0.0,0.07437865487727978,0.0,0.2427240745212022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280143391114666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071020291765226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653854283911706,0.0,0.0,0.2347165133375709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955124283971008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005646635785212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208092095598278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934819874588924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142029579678293,0.0,0.0,0.09120121546420164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354195647182614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902417667601415,0.0,0.0,0.14080038823469018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882844417720362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301285746522448,0.0,0.0,0.13603369712203958,0.0,0.19330990853458715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124484533106804,0.0,0.0,0.11746416840460652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,needthosepylons,2019/02/25,"I escaped social anxiety and got caught by it again 5 years after. AMA. (Replies in broken English, try at your own risk!) ",1.652898550724636,4.370680956521738,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,87.2608695652174,4.8057971014492775,25.057971014492754,6.42735559955562,1.0868666666666669,94,4,17,1,3,30,23,23,0.21100000000000002,0.789,0.0,-0.6239,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,4,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317365711931247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513730867084591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752975674792505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3831658048081342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634316229607349
socialanxiety,rachelleee27,2019/02/25,"Lack of self-esteem absolutely killing me How can I overcome my almost completely nonexistent sense of self-esteem? It’s been so awful for me lately. Anytime I do something wrong, I’ll berate myself for hours. Anytime I sense that someone doesn’t like me in the slightest bit, it absolutely ruins my mood and makes it feel like my entire world is crumbling. I just have this constant nagging in my stomach that I’m not and will never be enough and it’s almost been unbearable lately. :( please someone who has overcame these deep rooted insecurities tell me how you did it and what I can do to improve this in myself. ",8.37597701149425,7.810251310344827,8.124137931034483,71.25132183908049,61.75862068965517,9.802298850574713,36.574712643678154,8.841846274778883,3.2548609195402296,496,20,83,6,6,159,76,116,0.198,0.722,0.079,-0.9464,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,2,1,1,1,13,1,1,4,1,15,16,7,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,16,2,8,11,3,10,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,7,62,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683280629809626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078724710872528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283109090745348,0.1987464817176305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900330752863347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299281139826797,0.1313887168800247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111895814108336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20347439489600144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149276429930576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970289029667846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276450761200312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184637454240795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188314040444064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837263387015661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116607007378689,0.1415865412035877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074957674408613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108188127649315,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RepulsiveMud,2019/02/25,"I find that putting myself into other's shoes really helps for managing my anxiety Would I think someone is weird for coming up to me? Probably not. If someone double messaged me would I think they were desperate? Probably not.

By doing this I find that it's kinda easier to meet new people, but YMMV. I'm honestly still screaming inside when I meet a new person but it helps get me past the initial stage of going up to them and then I **have** to talk to them because **that's** when it becomes weird. I've made like 10 friends in 3 days doing this in the state I just moved to.",-0.2341297208538577,1.855398362068968,2.0263546798029566,90.37316091954024,104.17241379310344,4.968144499178981,18.454844006568145,6.655083550727371,0.5795292282430213,454,15,88,8,21,152,76,116,0.08199999999999999,0.758,0.161,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,1,0,17,14,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,2,1,15,3,15,10,1,19,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,9,61,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358676896432703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826663904190602,0.19615127518744935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15299137625630282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454082781492865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246563429933529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721753668618072,0.0,0.09279152168376936,0.0,0.10093727499853336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23809039017236866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676905583654858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805457917565242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887664950338797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430649171441012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695445066375912,0.12312926232773007,0.15507823582118646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829774469544663,0.0,0.0,0.1785425407733306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377860457809465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009690573116157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183594859951448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275253998631734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22760481285603865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25233164397167146,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PM_ME_UR_1ITIS_SNAP,2019/02/25,"We could be extremely socially successful and still feel like we're not succeeding. I have plenty of people that I think consider me friends, yet no matter how good they are to me as people, I will still mentally keep a tally of reasons as to why they don't like me. Every single social interaction is examined thoroughly simply because I don't trust that I'm a likable person. 

I could literally achieve my goals and still feel like I haven't achieved anything. This is deeply saddening to me. 

I love you guys so much. ",6.65909090909091,7.172672636363636,7.174292929292928,73.01477272727273,65.06060606060606,11.044444444444444,34.68181818181819,10.864195022040775,3.9477393939393934,417,18,74,11,6,137,68,99,0.10300000000000001,0.6829999999999999,0.214,0.8969,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,2,5,6,9,0,0,2,0,11,1,0,2,0,14,17,6,0,2,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,16,9,7,13,2,4,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,0,7,51,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068198584518455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162071773161422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923931016914494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427608397277934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516944899198345,0.26162426904420955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146850835876798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535820008543131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813053516305346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627544836196576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683714311743233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652617939978302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845294336298449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460518395222099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25388756419169395,0.15988252835865088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826515033847574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733103591524932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386899932312732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732798207731965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522616442678525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gamejd64,2019/02/25,"I had my foot stepped on while in the elevator today... and I was the one who apologized...

Why am I like this?",-0.8044927536231903,1.302932608695656,2.27826086956522,92.38376811594203,92.47826086956522,6.544927536231885,20.71014492753623,7.793537801064563,0.937736231884058,82,3,20,2,3,29,20,23,0.0,0.884,0.11599999999999999,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146654888467579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364460183981799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6105135669019041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5811830071345179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sm12892,2019/02/25,"Anyone else get even slightly uncomfortable when people are really fond of you? Despite growing up eith no friends and reaching social milestones later than most kids. As an adult, Im very well liked, have a fairly active social life, and have tons of friends (despite some awkward moments) When people at work or outside of work say thing positive about me I almost cringe inside. But externally i just nod and be like ""haha thanks""",6.2734199134199145,8.467565714285719,5.9656493506493495,75.14942640692642,67.18181818181819,7.2112554112554115,31.01515151515152,7.793537801064563,2.4257982683982693,348,14,52,4,6,108,64,77,0.079,0.598,0.32299999999999995,0.9743,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,6,9,0,1,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,9,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,8,8,5,3,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,4,6,33,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863564996226556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266818058779694,0.2237148038827423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239478552352786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421129912845929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373773896018896,0.0,0.1140734709239612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358443211849814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421977273359655,0.21333947732428252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027384845330741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987398962311026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363247668668436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451396142624489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101784206331852,0.0,0.0,0.1450551812696433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015310200511955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19631359345171734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31790777424258804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,samuelitoman,2019/02/25,"I cannot take compliments to save my life. While having social anxiety for over 5 years, I find it amazingly easy to take criticism and I also find it incredibly difficult to accept compliments.


I don’t know what to feel or do when someone compliments me. Whenever I hear a compliment, I feel like it’s either said for the sake of pity, or they’re just trying to be nice. Even if at a moment I’m feeling good about myself, I’m afraid of taking the compliment and coming off as cocky or arrogant. 

Anyone relate?",4.8825571428571415,6.059079970000003,6.383428571428571,74.74100000000001,69.3,10.514285714285714,28.285714285714285,10.608840637214634,3.2315714285714296,407,14,74,12,7,139,72,100,0.18600000000000005,0.5920000000000001,0.222,0.7261,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,14,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,17,17,10,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,5,9,11,14,15,1,8,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,4,5,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583892506526727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820852464010613,0.0,0.0,0.1537460552847372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940819373833165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452294661737792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335356410500601,0.15708318113479516,0.0,0.0,0.40193488689876333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442592766625665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478221053745504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208409632228868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155308602050599,0.1074228531080623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915738403429185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241412044092031,0.18630463661239552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959699185488872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492849089462114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159629085125333
socialanxiety,lavernara,2019/02/25,Anxiety Around Talking To girls So within the past few months i have been to struggle with social anxiety. Whenever i talk to girls and have to make eye contact (ex. one on one conversation) my mind goes blank and i feel really awkward and nervous. Do you guys have any ideas on how I could fix this issue? (its really affecting my social life),2.922395604395604,5.6177884923076915,4.188351648351649,81.57307692307694,79.46153846153845,8.021978021978024,24.67032967032967,8.841846274778883,2.291725274725275,272,10,49,7,7,89,48,65,0.151,0.8490000000000001,0.0,-0.7879999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,0,6,2,1,3,0,12,8,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,7,0,9,6,1,6,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,0,2,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428651787653223,0.0,0.3214292928712511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870204192272203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773598277466528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622541820186138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080174338048914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371606832799461,0.0,0.2192744262526535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838942984832507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402335402634522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21212622080949728,0.0,0.1676880476602896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847184141354412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055014927320267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691719901135899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283109253274005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196267248237046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377171430812633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jc-1738,2019/02/25,"I have a girlfriend After giving up on ever building up the courage to flirt for real with a girl this year it was almost unexpected that I met a girl who actually likes me for the way I am and not the way I act to attract her. 
It would be a lie to tell you guys that being yourself all the time is the answer, but it worked this time for me so I wanted to share this even though not many people are going to care. 
",6.788595505617978,4.208665134831463,7.539185393258427,80.64001404494383,66.19101123595507,9.798876404494383,30.115168539325843,7.1686216300943375,1.6180089887640443,323,7,73,2,4,109,61,89,0.0,0.8320000000000001,0.168,0.9177,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,9,0,8,0,0,0,2,12,13,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,9,6,13,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,6,57,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.23722413186683666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24342296649062525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247849964533871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605609251802035,0.2198919348405266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331973796211154,0.13815560466982926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407007257891127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876317619930525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24645859425493205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853038374262386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766935559033011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124743823018468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23883807163165266,0.0,0.28349948082657045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433828098968924,0.3859125169597647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17697492035246504,0.0,0.0,0.1726866058685698,0.0,0.0,0.1565442059392981
socialanxiety,mbrawne,2019/02/25,"Word vomit in front of admired professor Title basically says it all.

The other night, I stayed up all night doing research for this (short, 5-page) paper due in a few days. I got all excited about it though and emailed my prof a question but the question was more of a ramble and the email was really long. Then, ten minutes later, I reread my email and realize I didn't explain something so it made no sense. So I send another email ""explaining"" something that probably didn't need to be explained in the first place. THEN a couple hours later I have this incredible realization about the text that totally changes my whole view of politics and life in general and I ""just know"" he'll appreciate it so guess what I do? I send the poor man A THIRD email in a row! I apologize but still...

I justify all this to myself by saying that I am the only person in this undergraduate literature class of 6 people that actually does all of the assigned reading, let alone extra research. He must enjoy the attention. At least I'm always sweet and apologetic. At least he knows about my bipolar and that I'm getting treatment so it's not totally out of the blue.

He responds the next day apologizing for not responding earlier because he ""had a lot of family stuff going on."" I'm mortified. Is he trying to hint that I am not a part of his family? I know that!!!! Jesus!!! Does he think I'm hitting on him? Am I annoying him? He's come to resent me, hasn't he? Why do I have to be such a pest? 

I couldn't resist though and I went to office hours the next day. I still had so many unanswered questions and it felt like time was running out. Like if I didn't talk to him about my thoughts on this text at this exact moment I would never get the chance to again. I wanted to shut up but it felt like I couldn't. I was nervous and giddy and self-deprecating. He laughed but he probably didn't mean it.

How embarrassing. At one point I talked for what felt like five minutes straight, my thoughts going all over the place, and not once could I bring myself to look him in the face. I was too afraid to see his expression. When I did see his expression he looked confused or tired or like he was having trouble following me. He answered my questions but he was so serious. He almost sounded sad. WTF why do I ruin everything good. This prof and I used to Ben on such good terms I read all his research and he loved it! How do I get that back?

Best case scenario is he was genuinely concerned since he knows about my bipolar disorder and my past delusional episode. Again that's best case. Worst case scenario is I'm boring, clingy, pathetic and annoying. Not to mention dumb and arrogant and probably making him extremely uncomfortable.",2.9143962264150964,5.182510515094343,4.217962264150945,83.70166037735851,76.86792452830188,7.7116981132075475,26.449056603773585,8.608573733854374,2.0780747169811318,2143,84,414,46,50,704,252,530,0.142,0.737,0.121,-0.9231,0,1,2,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,0,3,25,29,4,4,24,0,38,7,1,5,12,85,80,39,0,8,14,0,3,5,0,3,5,3,0,2,29,21,0,0,21,2,1,10,14,14,0,5,23,13,54,15,50,47,21,64,1,2,6,1,56,26,1,11,32,275,83,11,0.0,0.0,0.07805006489502132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008956838420173,0.08283635025659905,0.0,0.0,0.06655072388353336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838672093681854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061500567340962764,0.0,0.04875576662846657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787056477670415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460945148540934,0.0688966786346165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638584400797314,0.08849762111239823,0.0,0.15474367505435732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166532704159384,0.0,0.13998408654377553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188190032703838,0.0,0.1507982199949013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23038333990565274,0.0,0.0,0.06803192525718411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536054918717018,0.0,0.09091026132319488,0.13416878773330124,0.06396823200212061,0.0,0.08810825378319216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753064337609712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582219321655151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178614467422937,0.056493051506811276,0.19537374921658368,0.0,0.0,0.07078080081255425,0.13432804431832204,0.0,0.0,0.0679971135026213,0.07218611046861077,0.07568009791050978,0.053388038630401945,0.08108833247340606,0.0,0.08712291953226238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059305009222648926,0.06168639349401105,0.0,0.17012172059661532,0.15011378224239638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517731435446194,0.05419729710913993,0.06082926859710471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661179124907765,0.0763510576472345,0.055448858783382085,0.06983645508682969,0.1671265570771271,0.0,0.07560803885961118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586996215027583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35838876979222656,0.0,0.16000558789510727,0.0,0.051237972668339515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720844123743394,0.0,0.0,0.12746924257175235,0.0,0.08343778259938578,0.0,0.0,0.06616123371001885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231467934561742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524926397610956,0.12774609927197322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915592813273494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857163733511245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051248691366643284,0.15716214740510767,0.12699219809877202,0.04663765170534912,0.09192656612196562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054301950690022485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907803373826794,0.0,0.0,0.047174954458532634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414332726574073,0.14434109504793785,0.08929609758577785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568163141265438,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pickinstrings94,2019/02/25,Marijuana? Does anyone in this sub smoke weed for anxiety or just to smoke? I find that it actually makes me much more socially awkward 😂 I turn into a complete mute and have no idea what I’m suppose to say,2.21142857142857,4.340778000000004,4.519285714285715,81.36321428571429,78.52380952380952,8.009523809523811,27.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.3158380952380955,164,7,33,4,4,57,38,42,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.6296,0,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.3110615470180461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24384877834536275,0.0,0.0,0.22288280476162506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342113979801066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789470231497042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29133877535144875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598386592134948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277324895205005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23432359615133275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25348892776894083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249333468026305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346716858700798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,foolishflower,2019/02/17,friends i have one amazing online friend that im becoming too attached too. i love her so much but i won’t be able to see her until i move out in the next couple years. i need physical touch. im so out of tune with society and people think im a ditsy idiot so they’re embarrassed to be my friend. therefore i cannot make a friend. ive tried for years. i have a therapist and i do what she suggests but nothing helps. am i just that unlikable?,-0.267771929824562,1.9387848105263144,2.154342105263158,93.71747807017546,90.36842105263158,5.692982456140351,20.54824561403509,7.1686216300943375,0.6242456140350878,347,12,78,6,12,118,65,95,0.114,0.701,0.18600000000000005,0.7056,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,1,1,4,0,9,1,0,2,0,12,14,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,14,6,9,11,1,8,0,0,1,1,10,3,0,0,4,50,17,0,0.16920086751242494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868690647304493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872175416505638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228966820768011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341177489236395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482979157841799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271038897288508,0.0,0.11294289293081228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983374487734727,0.12438210612296938,0.12546029932405564,0.0,0.0,0.1799470421414546,0.0,0.0,0.16235279575080375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465488677928848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730257715706804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348311848972375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964552483376496,0.0,0.10841708387037363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148762824042949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791962241930365
socialanxiety,TapiocaTuesday,2019/02/17,"We all know by now that good conversation is being interested in the other person, but what are some tips for when they do ask about you, and it's your turn to talk? I get so wrapped up in remembering the rule about asking, listening, being interested, that sometimes I feel like I don't know how to ""shine"" when it is my turn to talk. Anyone else understand or have some tips? Thanks",5.035600000000001,5.902910693333332,5.678666666666667,81.06600000000002,68.73333333333333,9.2,25.666666666666664,9.3871,1.861266666666666,302,8,62,6,5,98,56,75,0.0,0.8140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9301,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,2,1,0,7,5,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,1,13,19,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,5,10,17,3,6,0,0,1,0,11,3,0,3,4,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188445305162565,0.22256635597842447,0.0,0.0,0.406140558037915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145845540340408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983236463160337,0.15518117200523907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134878707028442,0.0,0.0,0.18219284455949766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23875557094910135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061221457639758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896670994972853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606658448199736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483497222762876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491845269157501,0.0,0.1999859098199382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47254341135799793,0.0,0.22613245749163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ambelina77,2019/02/17,"Social Anxiety/Wedding Guest Next month my boyfriend and I will be attending a wedding in Colombia and I am thrilled to be visiting a new country- not so thrilled about the many social events leading up to this wedding.

To most people, I may not fit some textbook definition of having social anxiety but I have actually quietly suffered from the struggles for years. It becomes most difficult to handle during big events such as weddings when socializing with other people you don't know is required. To make things a bit harder, my boyfriend is an absolute socialite, which I truly appreciate (it brings me out of my shell). I understand that I'll need to find confidence on my own someday but I'm just so used to hiding behind him and others at events.

It never fails that during larger events, that are intended to be fun, I get anxious and think ""what if I don't live up to other's expectations?"" ""What if no one finds me interesting and I'll be left alone?"" These thoughts replay in my end constantly like a broken record.

As I previously mentioned too, there will be many events leading up to the big day and my boyfriend rsvp'd us to attend all of these events including a wedding party soccer match (I'm not competitive no coordinated enough to play any sport). When my boyfriend asked me how excited I felt about this wedding I couldn't help but ask if it would be okay for me to go off on my own and do my own thing during these events so, not excited at all.

I've tried in the past to be more adventurous and say yes to things that typically would make me feel uncomfortable but at this time, all I can think about are the opportunities I'll have to be alone and explore when I get there.

Is there something wrong with me? Shouldn't I feel excited for all of these fun festivities?

Any thoughts on how to manage this anxiety would be much appreciated as I am becoming increasingly paranoid as the days go on leading up to this destination wedding.",6.554327903433727,7.231483814016173,6.858281964139228,74.62217742880584,65.30727762803234,10.11794210711356,33.920192195007616,10.074871250255047,3.364218938239774,1569,66,288,34,23,508,184,371,0.11599999999999999,0.7120000000000001,0.172,0.9817,0,2,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,0,6,17,19,0,1,12,2,31,0,0,9,5,62,53,28,0,10,12,0,3,1,1,7,0,2,0,0,26,12,0,1,12,3,0,11,11,5,0,1,3,5,33,14,52,33,15,52,0,2,0,0,20,20,0,7,22,205,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.1049477642436856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227670090788474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626768069915602,0.0,0.16454225439453116,0.12149449507534535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20107888452858388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23754855261354335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174105676224058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621722777436833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871440721754913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525236607802233,0.11112205360491924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875530122848634,0.0,0.10325943343592536,0.0,0.19658716034646426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237495983507126,0.0,0.1222398557324851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208470544301973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910355778472714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684724215276401,0.0,0.0,0.05254073318136318,0.0,0.09496362420781453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357336663722892,0.2180661658841351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584086767752544,0.0,0.07905746551243116,0.0797427668348444,0.0829448263772763,0.1038669955652687,0.11437462768235705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287482934582186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266324324644018,0.14911541116607058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552357719848955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385116527845962,0.0,0.08279288854139577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124286965415276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143430462448724,0.137820143687977,0.0,0.17075638930964535,0.06270997061482665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730155487590407,0.0,0.0,0.111957452680408,0.1293626017289004,0.09288378182557464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291892446790799,0.11758285528198935,0.0,0.06925503020853989
socialanxiety,LyricalCriminal,2019/02/17,"The fastest and most effective way of getting rid of social anxiety? If you were to design a schedule for someone who wants to get rid of social anxiety in the shortest amount of time, how would it look like? What would their job be, what other tasks would they be doing every day and how much time would they spend doing them?",8.508095238095237,7.05632965079365,7.5841269841269865,78.09142857142858,62.01587301587301,10.304761904761904,33.698412698412696,8.841846274778883,2.6612793650793654,260,8,49,3,3,80,45,63,0.05,0.855,0.095,0.6166,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,4,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,3,0,12,13,5,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,8,6,3,7,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,2,6,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32389286304550513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652604513253025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836253784310055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212042591098388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007505822579306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342369842470872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777708520370121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562050577321904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315936815800063,0.1793688586239869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468826259695489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486345485723285,0.16803398599489658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015294645662053,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sweaty_Condition,2019/02/17,"I wanna be able to replicate the good interaction I had but I can't A couple of weeks ago I stayed after school for an extra credit thing my teacher was doing. I got put into a group with a bunch of people I didn't know, and it was actually pretty fun. That surprised me because I just assumed that social interaction would always feel uncomfortable and totally enjoyable, like it has for my entire life. Anyways, it was just an incredible feeling to feel like you're connecting with another person, even if it was just in the way of being able to talk to them. Now, the problem I have is that I have no clue what led me to feel so comfortable. I thought it was the group I was with so I started trying to be around them more (like asking them to be partners group assignments, etc) and a few of us became friends that way but it's gone back to feeling unnatural to talk to them. I fear it was just a one-off thing or it's gonna happen randomly and I have no control over it. I have been diagnosed with SA which is why I post here but I feel like it's not really that, because for me I'm not too abnormally scared of being the center of attention or even going up and talking to people, that being said when I do talk to people it feels so unnatural to me.",4.272403295948728,4.892070435797667,5.870862897688259,79.89759212634472,70.32295719844359,8.848615243762875,27.95811398489357,9.007467420416297,2.1158612497138933,990,33,201,18,17,339,135,257,0.062,0.76,0.17800000000000002,0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,4,1,16,14,0,2,12,0,27,2,0,2,1,41,45,15,0,4,12,0,7,4,2,2,2,1,0,2,21,11,0,1,11,0,1,4,6,3,0,0,14,8,29,11,33,23,6,21,0,0,0,0,20,6,0,5,11,158,50,3,0.22965513351882885,0.0,0.11205514108154714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178770963329813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955457341884172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040671574722972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222087927375713,0.10734827433794653,0.0,0.0,0.08829531095529386,0.0,0.13999563781119434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878888010686773,0.0,0.12705451856406658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654756315951413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806309023320678,0.15168504976003774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292129365681768,0.40642187555130294,0.16406567327311675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871549323622857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525915239168961,0.0963119150407922,0.09183809483535736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154163806148736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310622769067185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081106106256763,0.22439579581686256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781013099696467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388209299559084,0.10026300218859918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997306768433994,0.1168209166497432,0.0,0.10987447358713308,0.0,0.11543342017996365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356147959397122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922731123640574,0.0,0.11496242615715715,0.11621162791173835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705224373476066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127554276655614,0.12239090787162632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691761942811797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257266609350606,0.0,0.0,0.09116026164330196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796038035020039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381234244661872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822895554206756,0.09210774776234816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361401871488644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157020886204898,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,walrusami,2019/02/17,"I only feel happy when I am by myself living vicariously through film, tv, books, music, YouTube and Reddit. And I'm content with that. Does anyone else feel the same way? Is it bad that I don't even want social interaction, because I'm happy without it? Is it possible that I am really happy being alone, or is this something I just tell myself? ",4.3911940298507455,5.861629910447763,6.191223880597018,74.54146268656717,70.7910447761194,7.748059701492537,26.832835820895525,8.238735603445708,1.9690620895522395,272,9,47,4,5,94,48,67,0.098,0.74,0.163,0.7687,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,0,10,12,4,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,7,3,4,11,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,33,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107800414269789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230233782378804,0.2085250474311942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992642609273462,0.12406078343527233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780972451672221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001056989698005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441966051847806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058064790934125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6499361304007341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970736984213376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478223889818396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294324513829579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037684504704086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074577935089014,0.0,0.15667569941146814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788097761539914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003835060675205,0.16154064091665696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961810843162952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway78513,2019/02/17,"Teacher embarrassed me Sorry about this meaningless post but I just have to let it out somewhere because I can't stop thinking about it. So last week one of my teachers said in front of the class ""talking to her (me) must be like talking to a wall"" after she said something about class participation. Of course everyone started laughing and I felt completely humiliated. Maybe she didn't mean to offend me with that comment but I felt so embarrassed and hurt afterwards and even after days I still feel bad when thinking about this...

This was actually not the first time that teacher has made such a comment. Just a few weeks ago she was handing back tests and when she gave me mine, she told me ""Girl you are way too quiet! I never hear anything from you!"" which on its own was embarrassing enough. But then she turned to the class and asked them ""Does she ever talk to anyone of you?"" and well they were all like ""she's so shy"" and ""no she doesn't talk much"". I was shaking badly after this happened and my face must have been completely red. :|

Her comments make it only more difficult for me and made me even more uncomfortable being in class. Now I'm really dreading that she will continue with this behavior and will keep embarrassing me... :|",4.228050847457624,6.3572760423728845,4.5120000000000005,83.73088135593221,72.47457627118644,7.601355932203388,27.0542372881356,8.395991825355821,1.8792311864406783,990,36,187,17,20,310,140,236,0.212,0.722,0.066,-0.9903,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,3,2,1,20,15,1,6,6,0,20,2,2,3,5,35,40,19,0,2,6,0,4,2,0,4,0,4,0,1,13,13,0,2,6,0,0,2,6,11,1,2,15,9,35,4,25,18,7,31,0,1,1,0,31,5,0,0,24,141,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.12157824866361455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043823026103723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711363175526368,0.0,0.10252390242083488,0.0,0.11647136458978595,0.0,0.0,0.09579916786987702,0.20804869877065332,0.07594664689790646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612527124574633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034785121654353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902630321742177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873094307964966,0.0,0.1645761409988133,0.11269543331355418,0.0,0.11904754050578005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299457235478348,0.0,0.23924475505712806,0.0,0.0,0.1059730358598328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101712460739852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041780511656424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337220174892078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107380202323528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155445584007043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739792398399513,0.0,0.12173313780863575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357731226752016,0.08316231696924196,0.0,0.12516367529417904,0.13571099510859136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915852592959244,0.0,0.09608862846512307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442289540301366,0.09475348871870501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931922837433273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981316851522867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370201862794247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591261389134713,0.0,0.13946415324493866,0.08818281832826882,0.0,0.09949477328420167,0.10415971825448997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005509672808351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965972997047542,0.0,0.0,0.0726472684391281,0.0,0.0,0.11904754050578005,0.0,0.0,0.13551410924008372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889079913605267,0.1998712161389684,0.0,0.11201803822290662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fitterhappier1,2019/02/17,"I keep trying to go to things and then failing to do it I have this recurring pattern of making plans to go to an event (like a night out with work, or a writing group, or this weekend a sci-fi con where I could have met Peter Capaldi), getting to the point where I'm literally standing outside the place, feeling massively overwhelmed, and then not going in. I'm so sick of it. I feel shit and useless every single time. I feel like an absolute failure. I don't see why I can't just go in and have a good time and enjoy myself like a normal person. I don't even know WHY I get so overwhelmed. It's like a flip gets switched in my brain and I just can't do it. I hate it so much. ",2.9384137931034497,3.5289110137931066,4.550517241379311,88.26370689655174,73.34482758620689,7.179310344827586,26.91379310344828,7.1686216300943375,1.1656068965517243,527,18,118,5,10,178,83,145,0.12,0.737,0.14300000000000002,-0.1885,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,8,12,2,2,10,0,10,3,2,1,0,22,28,13,0,2,5,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,4,1,0,4,5,6,0,0,1,4,13,6,13,26,2,21,0,4,1,0,4,8,1,2,12,75,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932564397103592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382202773287245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434250935980805,0.0,0.14585900275041092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626003053193185,0.12367521262993247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713403248356447,0.0,0.3935467736584168,0.14520278780848095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709177404293436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538748331083509,0.0,0.0,0.0951408783106566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383059625728641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555730920325125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726131873927207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624590937901208,0.16961844310188062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115956759520666,0.1808709940248557,0.0,0.16365204170988562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795227410152686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770267776790405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150116081212092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018924716803364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175354530191211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124233251320859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603163854556565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,narcoleptic0fox,2019/02/17,"I’ve been like this as long as I can remember. I’ve been a ball of anxiety as long as I can remember. In elementary I would get so anxious in the mornings I would make myself sick. In high school I wouldn’t get sick, but I’d just have a panic attack while getting ready every morning. My parents were never really supportive over it and don’t believe in anxiety or any mental illness. They’d always say it was all in my head and I’m fine or whatever else. My social anxiety sucks. I was popular in high school and I kind of am now, but it wasn’t because I was outgoing. I was only popular because I was pretty and people would invite me to do stuff or sit with them and I would. The entire time I wouldn’t talk. I’d just listen or do my own thing and I don’t know if it comes off as “cool, quiet mysterious” type or what, but I got nominated homecoming court two years in a row and was prom queen my senior year.. now that I’m an adult I get invited out, 99.9% of the time I do not go, but when I do I’m the same way. My friends now think it’s because I’m a “bad bitch” and I’m just a huge bitch and don’t talk because of that. I intimidate a lot of people and I hate that in itself. I don’t want people to like me because they fear me or because I’m pretty. I want to actually go out and feel comfortable and have conversations and be a normal person my age. My anxiety has gotten so much worse since I graduated and have became an adult. I don’t go out and run errands and when I do I try to get it done as quickly as possible, so I can go home. I go out to the bar or to a party with my friends and I just hate it the whole time. I stand there at the edge of the group and I’m just silent and I want to leave so bad, but nobody wants me to leave. Before I go out I get panic attacks so bad. I’m not afraid of people not liking me I don’t think, like strangers, but I am afraid that none of my “friends” like me and they’re just pretending. Or that I’ll run into someone I went to school with and they’ll want to talk and catch up and I have literally nothing new going on in my life when I should. I have no close friends. I have nobody to talk to about personal things or to come over just the two of us and hang out or go out to eat. I don’t have a single person I can think of that I would call if I was having a bad day or whatever. Drinking doesn’t help. I am not prescribed anything for my anxiety, but I think I might ask my doctor for something to help. It’s getting so bad that I’m afraid it will turn into agoraphobia and the isolation I put myself through is lonely and I’m tired of it. I want to be like normal girls my age and go out and dance and be pretty and young and wild. I want to not feel lonely constantly and have pictures on my social media of me with all my friends having the greatest time, but I can’t. And I’m afraid I never will. My anxiety is so bad that I’m afraid to tell my doctor how bad it is. I don’t know why, but she really has no idea. She only kind of knows how bad it is. Posting this is making me anxious as we speak because I’m afraid everyone here will think I’m dumb for it. I’m tired of skating through life on my looks. I want to show people the real me and be fun and have fun, but I’m wasting away my 20’s laying on the couch eating food and playing video games. I’m going to be 27 this year and I want to fix this before it’s too late. ",1.5195980564363438,2.6389255518169605,3.7259319752720295,90.77939548782992,77.46567967698519,6.8677053630494775,22.149074982320872,7.4657900992518655,0.6179754043388006,2627,71,622,34,59,907,258,743,0.18600000000000005,0.672,0.142,-0.9922,1,5,2,0,0,0,56.0,2,0,4,1,27,49,8,9,25,1,71,15,1,4,4,134,139,81,0,21,35,1,2,6,5,13,9,4,2,6,31,55,5,0,13,9,0,19,23,27,0,2,15,8,93,22,82,105,10,83,0,2,1,0,37,33,4,15,33,408,124,9,0.0,0.0,0.048967037686809864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04175258289499933,0.0,0.0,0.034123142521298534,0.0,0.23031877325088715,0.11337498348760333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041292680630151984,0.0,0.04691018140162654,0.11417071545426252,0.04714441031354138,0.0,0.3351760231908396,0.21411869748085285,0.0,0.08539652003440355,0.05653405562092225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123792159867355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644877525047373,0.0,0.05422519872905685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03236102100352223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271976790128363,0.0,0.05135009004662535,0.0,0.049155887099477165,0.0,0.10269039102758863,0.04191774936714392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227760225368752,0.047947765875436185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056464832166448674,0.05074357679054668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060676115753102576,0.0,0.1938391607369859,0.0,0.1835135914074573,0.0,0.2851763287012063,0.0,0.0401323795363845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908188197797667,0.0514976806220488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726726411960343,0.10603281045376194,0.05033318850185768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664548818647809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104506500249971,0.08273047536532183,0.0,0.05660360300476655,0.10626370284826776,0.0,0.0,0.07088520389823214,0.14708826321314766,0.0,0.0,0.08881289581379992,0.04213735387265717,0.0,0.0,0.04266001859134309,0.0,0.0,0.06698915889835502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05056818787594655,0.05323152410714442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03688701632730405,0.0,0.07740160008956762,0.048462767386359434,0.0,0.0,0.0983286727199406,0.048147683089741766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632611431808065,0.0,0.11774746070802067,0.05571735432169295,0.0,0.0,0.17393748239597326,0.131441953293038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056568788632306674,0.04805719128865528,0.1531489097148884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050443313726731456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711418848070605,0.06429134279442111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368505692407667,0.0,0.0,0.03990400613075661,0.0,0.15235014945342962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0415082246099578,0.0,0.0,0.10230144864329754,0.042516132329724884,0.038629908151190565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05744244781043777,0.0,0.0569420369558636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132650803842946,0.04385827446718823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667281321024611,0.16076198046250342,0.0,0.0,0.11703809096132173,0.1153457497765756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0340679494563141,0.05457986578350474,0.09803432672535883,0.0,0.06035863117021065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663695409294492,0.03982940650487463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04651602923495572,0.045278346984556,0.056022571943393135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051136241050591454,0.1782270520083555,0.0,0.0,0.09694004532621857
socialanxiety,TinyMoose4,2019/02/17,"Can’t talk to people one-on-one To summarize, since the beginning of high school, I've felt that I truly am not capable of talking to my friends one on one (I am a 21 year old female for context). If it's in a group setting or even just three people, I feel like I can be myself and I talk ""normally."" But as soon as the third person leaves the conversation, I tense up and have to think hard about what to say to keep the convo interesting. It's like when two people are on their first date and are nervous talking to each other about things, but I feel that way with all of my friends. Ironically, I feel the most comfortable talking to my boyfriend, my sister, and even random people I meet at work or grocery store. With my friend and acquaintances, I feel like I have this pressure to come up with conversation topics. It's like I'm scared people (even my friends) will judge me for saying something awkward. It's gotten to the point where I avoid making plans with just one other person since I'm scared the convo will die and we'll just have awkward silence and I'll have to think too hard for things to say. Any tips for this issue? Has anyone actually had this problem and overcame it? I know it's kinda specific but I am SO tired of feeling this way and it's time to take some action. Thank you!!!!",4.346212892281596,5.259484698473287,4.949262086513997,85.50385920271421,70.33587786259542,7.654283290924512,26.387616624257845,7.793537801064563,1.3460934690415605,1029,31,211,12,18,330,137,262,0.145,0.7290000000000001,0.125,-0.6829999999999999,0,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,1,3,13,19,0,7,9,0,17,1,0,1,1,44,35,19,1,3,10,1,8,4,4,3,1,3,0,2,18,15,0,2,9,0,1,2,2,8,0,7,3,11,25,11,35,28,4,22,0,0,0,0,22,9,0,7,12,141,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.09453387048585947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587682016443246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773570825724147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344733221824874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053866338886308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19195069557167224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449089705501502,0.13841188328065254,0.09301307157157776,0.0,0.0,0.08239994700602175,0.0,0.0,0.2993747137966472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355798694905733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023514229592418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011100260381393,0.0,0.08610498816667601,0.0,0.0,0.053238752794212835,0.0,0.0,0.10257429892590723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893086108729726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466334059002707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949147676790872,0.0,0.0,0.10165169897551854,0.0,0.2625740425707653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357969811983666,0.16917117004962348,0.0,0.0,0.0915761000693318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269417855829644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311113960921524,0.1939731278758893,0.09804043684139624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602683484540335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457740771255562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283628327889483,0.3893134018639272,0.0,0.08918745119039916,0.0,0.0,0.12871595642068193,0.12414434654834162,0.0,0.0,0.05648730378389896,0.1113410233248637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463064117844204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378622575221448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052454599870353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238290165978744
socialanxiety,Needhelpthanks13,2019/02/17,"Do I have OCD? So confused as to what is going on with me :(  

## I know this section is about social anxiety (which i have been diagnosed with) however the below has got me a bit confused with the idea of maybe having OCD too...

A bit of context:

Roughly two years ago, me and a friend had a disagreement. I lied to him about a few things after the disagreement as I was upset, confused and angry and being defensive...I feel bad for the lies I told him, and even although, we have agreed to move on from it, I'm still thinking over the aftermath of the events at the lies I told him and feel very bad...and feel like I'm forever trapped in the guilt unless I apologise to EVERYTHING that has happened between us...

I'm so confused. I am sorry, but am what I'm experiencing obsessing?

Thanks in advance",3.605801687763712,4.987679601265825,4.929810126582279,83.16956751054853,72.60759493670886,8.30464135021097,28.989451476793253,8.841846274778883,2.2819729957805905,619,25,124,12,12,206,93,158,0.21100000000000002,0.72,0.069,-0.9337,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,0,1,7,11,0,7,13,0,15,1,0,0,0,21,30,12,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,0,8,0,1,6,5,17,3,26,23,4,17,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,4,7,93,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564900603381236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135050892646494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948032881995031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854669919744206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791820963139857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660151640534785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866074307502226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677883665504268,0.12611860116717807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363926248019455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003304694857727,0.0,0.14119336267511332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611174594968816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928962722410198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097020528456748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086247425532784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735589435497925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763168581882286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799580003396911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976195535252575,0.0,0.0,0.14098327216735332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253223811703466,0.0,0.0,0.1172838342120947,0.11311825949035972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33737876372738895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245172611052134,0.0,0.21235317217267385,0.0,0.0,0.14566212915267196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368452054263432
socialanxiety,adamrcl123,2019/02/17,"Does it ever get better? For as long as i can remember I've had pretty crippling social anxiety, to the point that even though I love people and want to be social, I cant. 

If I don't know you personally, it's like trying to breathe underwater just to ask you how your day's going.

I force myself to do what needs done, go to work, deal with co-workers and everything, but its exhausting. On top of exhaustion I never feel like I'm being honest with myself and who I really am. I'm filtered in almost every aspect of my life. 

I have a very small friendship circle, about 3 people who I feel actually know me and accept me as I am, and I'm okay with this for now. 

I just want to know that maybe some day I can be truely comfortable in my own skin, because living like this makes me feel like I'm wasting so much potential and time..

I would really appreciate any type of advice on how to deal with SA or maybe just some encouragement, I've come a long ways i think from where i started, but not far enough.

TL;DR Social anxiety is hell and i just needed  some self expression. Seeking advice or just encouragement

",5.5838221153846135,5.450245040178577,6.828214285714285,76.79755494505496,67.34821428571428,9.928021978021981,27.94505494505494,9.661875296680813,2.338663186813187,875,24,173,17,13,298,133,224,0.08199999999999999,0.7040000000000001,0.214,0.9814,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,3,14,15,1,0,3,1,15,6,2,3,2,46,38,19,0,6,11,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,10,12,0,0,9,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,4,26,12,26,32,6,22,1,0,0,1,17,9,1,7,13,113,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.1131454820672672,0.0,0.0,0.2265999985674551,0.0,0.0,0.1161020536700143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884649741151041,0.0,0.17739503864680267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839281564258693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067892545838123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254382822077887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987625157560276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954971730375974,0.2390681696904597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146414980592698,0.11865187209574735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980205975840763,0.0,0.07658050274108817,0.10487878604273487,0.0976885658927696,0.0,0.10420378606158986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587565214294182,0.1656620973746156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057641672720977,0.0,0.13178829967802186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116082897914305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818953008531944,0.22657925594944445,0.0,0.10238145726381642,0.20521514850283026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464478509425253,0.0,0.07739411076195059,0.0,0.23296444115844625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523283093149428,0.17194332551870473,0.08942384273810164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076316824499612,0.101238600983821,0.0,0.0,0.10960539259560652,0.0,0.0,0.11795763052278098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485545239585967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134295208738175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095580122231958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545736255363758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206638604745951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429280036851485,0.11391526038316023,0.0,0.06760839458345706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871896578535048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566667248194832,0.13677459386846785,0.092031652563314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881851369434958,0.0,0.0,0.08236391936098371,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cosmic_her0,2019/02/17,"I'm angry at myself. I was supposed to go on a date with someone last night, but I cancelled because I was freaking out so badly. I'm such an asshole. I'm angry at myself because all the time I complain about being lonely and shit, but once the opportunity presents itself, I can't even take it. Goddammit. I really hate being like this. Social situations that I'm unfamiliar with really drive me crazy with negative thoughts and anxiety. Now I'm all alone and I'm really mad at myself for doing that. I probably will be for a while too.",2.843301886792453,5.093758047169813,5.130792452830188,77.15713207547172,77.01886792452831,7.636226415094339,26.63773584905661,8.548686976883017,2.275810566037737,427,17,76,9,10,149,69,106,0.39,0.5539999999999999,0.055,-0.9931,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,3,0,5,0,8,1,1,0,2,12,18,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,3,0,11,2,12,11,2,14,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,8,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23786104608754266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569115336119162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19175856117448284,0.28000020805173736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168988889649734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305224686471768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267441321808248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872055576201123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122014773049461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552266104028106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445830246325437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24761497580262826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413829583465475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357452149523885,0.0,0.2581502276300498,0.0,0.23411195599435264,0.19459225715820302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726775881478997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823263397720978,0.13391802737973812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,anxiousthrowaway3489,2019/02/17,"Strange case of social anxiety I feel like I have a strange case of anxiety. I am very attractive and well-educated with many skills/talents. I've also lived a pretty interesting life. I used to also have a ton of friends and was that one guy who talked to everyone about everything. I was a complete social butterfly. I had absolutely zero anxiety about it.

​

I recently decided to spend some time alone as a hermit to hone in on a creative pursuit of mine. What was supposed to be a couple of months turned into a year of isolation off-grid. I knew I would experience a change in who I was, but I was not prepared for this.

​

I am now absolutely terrified of ""real"" life. I feel like a wild animal. A feral child entering the world for the first time. People look different to me. They all look like wild animals. Something in my brain has switched completely. Humans scare the SHIT out of me now. I have somewhat assimilated back into society, but I am now agoraphobic and have multiple panic attacks every day. If I interact with the outside world (aside from nature), I experience psychosomatic pain and panic. I'm fine around animals and nature though. I volunteer at a local animal shelter and explained my situation to them. They set me up with the kittens and other anxious animals and made sure I do not interact with any other people (as per request). I have zero anxiety in this situation. I also can go on hikes in nature n such and be perfectly fine. Any form of interaction with the world outside of nature and animals is impossible. 

​

Luckily, my normal, human-self prior to all of this had acquired a lot of money. I can live a comfortable life for at least the next ten years off my savings. At this time, however, I cannot hold any type of job or continue my businesses. I believe I am forced to sell them off (if I can even manage to do that), or risk their entire collapse. I do not do drugs and there is no history of this type of illness in my family. I am just so terrified, I can't even go to the doctor. I've purchased anti-anxiety drugs illegally through the deep web as I was too scared to get a prescription from a doctor. Unfortunately, none have worked so far. I've thought about doing heroin as it seems like it may help in the sense that it just incapacitates me, but, jesus christ, what kind of a life is that?

​

I've never heard of any cases like this and worry I may have developed a rare form of anxiety that does not seem to be treatable/curable. I feel I may have to kill myself as I experience severe psychosomatic pain and suffering on a daily basis. 

​

Has anyone ever heard of a case like this? Does anyone have any advice? Anything?

​

 ",4.3950064350064375,6.341227084942088,6.031583011583012,73.78616473616474,71.5868725868726,9.412097812097812,30.09395109395109,9.842372674337009,3.264758815958817,2162,92,379,58,42,738,245,518,0.196,0.7090000000000001,0.095,-0.9959,3,2,3,0,0,1,89.0,0,0,5,4,22,27,3,5,30,0,44,13,2,2,6,63,63,31,1,4,13,0,3,6,1,4,11,2,0,3,22,22,0,1,9,0,4,3,9,11,0,5,13,7,51,16,72,43,10,48,2,1,2,0,22,26,1,12,24,278,73,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433048246787961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758356638116111,0.0,0.13338696824013366,0.0,0.3614475169523413,0.4053516057715065,0.1890453783032384,0.0,0.25519747832354583,0.06281079367224045,0.0,0.0777519167450138,0.0,0.04575305704045,0.04949470012047737,0.0,0.06325163657107714,0.0,0.042752028439052035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264078359842024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062066623961947176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881613507827825,0.0,0.1165885220206902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061518990444592414,0.0,0.035856612292208635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808888950137561,0.0,0.11381541058241335,0.09730973075020947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895386226792532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344493712020106,0.05029227786734579,0.04684436849163947,0.05312701509281744,0.04996859671224197,0.16315882060647227,0.05241357981332341,0.0,0.08433723826732069,0.07943955634513755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729229223583723,0.0,0.0,0.04295547802918035,0.0,0.02904806679409505,0.0,0.06319613371927696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505153153087272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372666889779481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05517320821644908,0.0,0.06151181030595448,0.05789757160429145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570842448485431,0.16297652741531635,0.0,0.09818947933050226,0.0,0.09337794136143078,0.0,0.0,0.04726809289613307,0.0,0.052608908145557055,0.0,0.056368434404171025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04437841422358633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042881205214540884,0.0,0.059129931247013975,0.0,0.05447499778425773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0376751709375927,0.0,0.11832203977398333,0.13046637331189384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770903843692256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656394543323715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328358158149294,0.0,0.0,0.054897085871657834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132815229523862,0.0,0.0,0.10123007884771447,0.05800165118484156,0.06281079367224045,0.0570713467276007,0.0,0.12499071212842315,0.0,0.11335190507539185,0.0,0.042802655679810266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240119035992001,0.0,0.0,0.04468819177985946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546255171773873,0.044139219355138384,0.09726028384341452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604755049646581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04801949299946077,0.0,0.04587481469461376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049989978642584525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04047657262360488,0.05646325797349605,0.0,0.039495776744196937,0.0,0.4053516057715065,0.0716075804174622
socialanxiety,veininmybrain,2019/02/17,"Please help me Ok so i didn’t think I’d be posting on Reddit about this but i am pretty sure i am insane. 

I struggle with being present. When I’m with people, i am unconsciously becoming one with them and i lose my own perception and thought process. I read somewhere about that being an “empath” trait and that is probably what I am, but in the end that is just a word and this is still an issue. Unless i am feeling EXTREMELY elevated and aligned with everything (which takes a lot of prepping) I can’t seem to be normal. I care so much about what people think and I feel I am wasting so many people’s time and that they think I’m not interesting and boring and all that crap even though my whole life I’ve felt not boring. I don’t know.  my mom put my on pedestal my whole life about how “special and unique” I am so i guess I am always worried of losing that identity (it’s so dumb and trivial I know) I start to think in terms of how people think instead of thinking in my own head. For me not to feel like this I have to spend at least a week alone not seeing anybody, and if I don’t, my mind is always a mess when I’m with people. I always feel like I don’t know how to communicate but I’m pretty sure I do, it’s just when u overthink something u can’t do it properly. I have days where I feel amazing about myself, and on those days I don’t feel judged  and I don’t even care about what ppl think but days when I feel bad it’s like I forget all my truth and just resort to somebody else’s thought patterns instead of my own. It’s so heavy. I don’t know how to fight it. Help",1.2590981103263983,3.0044327071005945,2.8711338041611008,93.89781160526822,79.91715976331359,5.66306547050964,21.258255392250426,6.532088108194933,0.17322645543042547,1237,35,284,11,31,407,145,338,0.163,0.695,0.142,-0.825,0,1,1,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,30,22,3,1,7,1,29,4,2,4,5,71,61,36,0,2,13,1,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,20,20,0,0,23,1,1,1,13,10,0,1,4,9,45,12,32,53,11,24,0,2,1,0,6,8,2,4,17,192,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363408785545314,0.0,0.0,0.2256768788455289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754858277947646,0.0,0.09984710993484484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435133529023387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491454923149655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552320670552802,0.0,0.08007351223746541,0.0,0.0,0.11942556057279882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125172281962835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199864481934595,0.12917314549055628,0.08680462068619497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995931852377665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278336831515943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211954260264308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943611183838588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987406571581241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277138679245471,0.13250445782891693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022839700093833,0.0,0.0768605531255218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165821554604577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912850065381636,0.10588324782600406,0.0,0.0,0.06645933526719268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857938208783021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06126192744278994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133831523675928,0.0,0.0,0.0992394205788834,0.0,0.0,0.08658463887436296,0.18395225474883106,0.0974737258579788,0.0,0.0,0.0908837155384545,0.0,0.0,0.09043117681986708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204244405300017,0.08230287469258186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959950336944122,0.0,0.0,0.06399033570618673,0.0,0.07219891657087155,0.0,0.0,0.0945127242402167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704145113004423,0.0,0.0679745957787368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4055027917726617,0.08882413500894927,0.1435456607745736,0.05271688049538133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251881070031728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187172951477927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181240395393586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rotded,2019/02/17,"Social anxiety because of weight (super fat): never ending cycle When I was smaller, I had more confidence (not a lot but more). I gained 60+ pounds and I don’t even want to walk out the house because I’m very ugly now. I eat food to cope with having no friends or social life. The more food I eat, the bigger I get, the less confidence I have and the more social anxiety. 

If I was skinny, my life would be better. Don’t lie and say it won’t. At least I won’t feel disgusting walking down the sidewalk taking up lots of space. I know when people look at me they think: ew she is fat with no self control. If I was skinny, I would be at least an 8/10 (cute face; not trying to be a conceded but my face is the only think that makes me feel good about how I look now). 

I’m just posting this to rant and see if anyone struggles with weight too. Thanks for reading.",2.86774358974359,3.7524539111111146,4.166666666666668,89.85115384615385,73.7777777777778,6.871794871794872,22.73504273504273,7.010146845296331,0.5674658119658118,664,16,147,6,13,219,107,180,0.128,0.728,0.14300000000000002,0.5989,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,4,9,8,1,1,10,0,17,14,6,3,1,31,32,13,0,6,9,0,4,0,1,4,4,1,0,1,3,8,10,1,5,1,0,2,9,2,0,0,4,8,20,6,17,21,9,17,0,0,3,0,8,8,0,6,6,99,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994189018986414,0.0,0.0,0.09113649139283823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890764262408927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152748001086174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461869644937062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667399368955037,0.0,0.0,0.11544221462397775,0.0,0.0,0.08608808837027164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180725416973224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31521436670152897,0.0,0.1007000654792913,0.0,0.06809707079095018,0.0,0.0,0.10932268758534176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039441934117748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163124533028717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412545346681544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890490435305554,0.0,0.0,0.2216201643240169,0.0,0.0,0.08700270706160579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052594851817996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912915275205328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903610797734717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482932476386413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037488966611646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365129561475928,0.0,0.0,0.10386380035058657,0.0,0.13597264749918114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985944792259192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625926840924696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799917170606497,0.0,0.0,0.11999920849567593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703272855293286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849204484667955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754383504846098,0.07687768362898945,0.0,0.0,0.3174370818445533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851790498801716,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Make_That_Money,2019/02/17,Outgoing at Work but Not at School So normally I’m really quiet and reserved. Don’t have a lot of friends and almost none at college but that’s beyond the point. I work at a car wash and do landscaping.  When I’m at work I feel so much more confident and I’m a lot more outgoing to everyone including managers and customers. I find this extremely weird because I would never do that at school and I’m not sure why. Am I the only one like this? ,1.139673913043481,3.4160970978260887,3.3893043478260867,87.1491739130435,83.45652173913044,7.593043478260872,24.417391304347824,8.548686976883017,1.935196521739131,351,14,73,9,10,120,55,92,0.053,0.7609999999999999,0.18600000000000005,0.9252,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,2,19,11,11,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,0,2,5,3,9,10,6,11,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,3,3,50,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105616071445935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818264333263313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092827066865868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632215021816256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218897246586836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245915380470236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273050900102854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575392348631893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457747124290505,0.0,0.16217825136406774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602638940559864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248884358383698,0.15992480438642312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877932290706388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470855305551238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256222232239836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818317557655107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974189500251765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592515347782921,0.0,0.0,0.14937443984124393,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Elizabeth1285,2019/02/17,"Online dating I'm a 22 year old female and I have never dated anyone before, I haven't even had my first kiss because of how bad my social anxiety is.  I really want to start dating, but I feel like at this point in my life online dating is the only way I will be able to meet anyone because I rarely leave my house unless I'm going to work, Target, or makeup stores.  Is online dating worth it or do most people just want to hook up?  Will guys run when they hear that I've never dated or kissed anyone?  Where can you meet someone organically? ",3.5837162162162173,4.6326940720720735,5.235664414414416,82.2383614864865,72.24324324324324,6.631081081081081,18.379504504504503,6.6274283507984215,0.1364315315315312,426,5,82,3,8,145,78,111,0.059000000000000004,0.835,0.106,0.4891,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,2,5,4,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,1,2,14,19,8,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,1,2,12,3,9,15,1,21,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,4,14,51,15,1,0.19017236267736667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548133692353882,0.0,0.0,0.3989188131350659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587859793307054,0.2318546143441373,0.0,0.1618226737820853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560705199013228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615686060983156,0.13585917389494553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176051454377158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807933623336516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883005379068614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433807404371846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194333734995146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013650733538557,0.0,0.0,0.13432436382394722,0.09290861042708193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29334529970213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955390419519076,0.0,0.0,0.14463465131100153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184157134694124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977435186996507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182928517277365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385677477922672,0.16113242576389009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460497711481909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22433717340625745,0.15094996969843236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844774497103102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246476651839674
socialanxiety,TomAte_La,2019/02/17,"I feel so depresed rigth now. Mi social anxiety is killing me. Well, I started to feel like shit when I have to go to the university. Its mi first year but I feel like all my classmates (I dont know if I say correctly.) I cant see them in the eyes. Mi classmates close to me, move to another seats and I feel alone. I honestly wanna kill miself. This remeber so much my high school days and I dont wanna life in another hell. Also im gay and I live in a small city. Im scared to come out of the closet.",-1.1604281345565752,0.8958330183486254,1.9669357798165168,93.90337003058107,94.96330275229357,6.209418960244648,18.275840978593273,7.554174236665415,0.6055829969418962,385,12,92,9,15,136,70,109,0.217,0.6940000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9524,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,9,4,1,4,0,5,4,2,0,2,17,14,9,2,3,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,5,1,1,0,7,16,4,13,14,2,16,1,0,2,1,3,7,2,1,8,54,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882760615145336,0.0,0.12263645219626045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216082808402215,0.11731473383025436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210015295731095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890008995579412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35945748045413456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101598252241538,0.21911103047204636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044210418496024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715412458322203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202601412052692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312954176308241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339325060774051,0.0,0.08427887627345862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831785933618912,0.14984119796095122,0.0,0.13541363388377564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629901206027205,0.11273220435703027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195257360695895,0.15353324774359556,0.1552015667664184,0.12220259941979705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741479644702802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563242159808394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854414316216997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788289156681238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098754395522505
socialanxiety,Rubmynippleplease,2019/02/17,"I think Reddit is unhealthy for a lot of people with social anxiety My argument is mostly based around the “voting system”  that the site uses.

Reddit enforces the idea that people pass negative judgment on others a lot more than they do. When you post a comment on Reddit, it can get absolutely wrecked by the hivemind at seemingly any time. 

This gives a lot of people on this site/sub the idea that in normal conversation, things you say will be scrutinized and judged a lot more than they are.

In any normal conversation, if you say something “controversial” or “weird” (or what you might think is weird) people, in the vast majority of cases, let it slide, people don’t pass judgment that easily when they aren’t anonymous and in real life. How often do you pass judgment on people in real life? Probably not nearly as often as Reddit makes it seem.

Giving people complete anonymity when judging other people’s comments makes empathy much harder, judgment easier to cast and constructs a hostile and makes commenting and interacting with people on Reddit a lot more stressful than a normal conversation would be. Not to mention the hivemind mentality demonstrates time and time again on Reddit where a slightly downvoted comment will get absolutely railed by the community despite the fact that most of them wouldn’t downvote the comment if it wasn’t negative already. Which, I think goes without saying, is nothing like a normal conversation.

I’m not saying don’t stop using Reddit necessarily, but learning to treat conversation in a different way than Reddit communication is really important and is a trap I feel myself falling into occasionally. 

A lot people are much more focused on how they’ve coming off as opposed to analyzing everything you say and assigning a mental downvote to every verbal comment you make. ",11.099665621734587,10.142800492163012,10.607448275862073,56.89071264367821,56.61755485893417,12.644597701149426,41.64284221525601,11.602472056035307,5.213639331243469,1483,65,206,33,15,484,160,319,0.07400000000000001,0.873,0.053,-0.3566,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,7,4,0,10,6,1,1,24,0,23,2,0,8,1,61,41,21,0,8,9,0,1,1,0,5,2,5,0,0,16,13,0,2,9,0,0,6,11,4,0,0,1,6,16,2,40,32,15,38,0,0,0,0,32,21,0,17,9,160,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467931001739325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436526866460197,0.0,0.05870229330389463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831068447573684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661006650333428,0.0804555005067384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017205463646597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465279853617321,0.0,0.0689647383537351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038799672549522365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018205264690942,0.14722298099746278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324962346388115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846704167192603,0.10840082129842717,0.03748899078796821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914256401276793,0.0,0.0,0.20488563038057736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466226506720918,0.08140402530922806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281854731966078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007372002577154,0.07362958845455995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5319859409129656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349120434872268,0.0,0.08273363033891616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746831383313863,0.04915859712627404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30511494640557635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971386752092296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822197329694705,0.0,0.059074581717839976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415414550897952,0.0879000251479924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097952261408077,0.1475066424924118,0.0,0.0,0.1342349088988483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254932051255675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090890819974078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397008942976598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05451055439733332,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,threesesames,2019/02/17,"priveledge, laziness, & guilt i have been in treatment for social anxiety disorder and avoidant personality disorder for over a year. i have accomplished a few things, but i still have so far to go. my goals are getting really hard to reach,even when i break them up as small as i can. i feel so guilty when i can’t just make myself go out and do something. nothing is wrong with my life, i have all the support and help i can ask for; the only thing stopping me is my thoughts, thoughts that might not even be true. how stupid is that? i constantly want to quit treatment; i can’t justify having my parents pay someone to listen to me complain anymore. i don’t understand why this is so hard. i feel so guilty because i have everything i could ever need, but i still cannot establish a healthy life for myself. there’s nothing real in my way. i don’t know if this makes sense, i’m sorry. ",4.031421121251629,5.3129864576271215,4.7200000000000015,85.47301173402869,71.42937853107344,7.932029552368538,29.99956540634507,8.384062270229773,2.10567309865276,701,29,142,11,13,225,106,177,0.215,0.7090000000000001,0.076,-0.9697,1,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,3,13,7,1,2,5,0,23,2,0,3,3,29,40,15,0,4,5,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,6,5,0,2,6,0,1,2,6,5,0,0,3,5,27,2,17,34,2,19,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,8,100,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964087753912803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565288959266324,0.0,0.13696686482666096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911312820338053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418987097886367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14924659905740098,0.0,0.11026867595360737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165694066786064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824391812256732,0.1249273585880564,0.0,0.0,0.12412332597218426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396639650476553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215617209161905,0.0,0.1569808804316052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24743679833923185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257144863507044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590101020727129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951007253687123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843774550140632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651166103290258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240595974835902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650383261679742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503800122668602,0.0,0.0,0.15335353001727006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059131770371095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689575846327968,0.0,0.15719810325196806,0.08847606358111161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078457660382915,0.11701917750438127,0.10632293746441454,0.0,0.15460154657850364,0.0,0.0,0.2205878065197145,0.1154651798232587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567242824046963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835067616983478,0.0,0.0,0.21928599451076206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377617993195688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146017597390705,0.10962437395627143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462175255735472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100034301597634,0.0,0.08893756910386194
socialanxiety,excusemycat,2019/02/17,How many of you have social media anxiety as well? I’ve recently deleted all my social medias except for fb messenger. I feel so much better! Even posting this is giving me anxiety but I’m forcing myself to do it 🙃,1.6004651162790715,4.141477883720935,4.777953488372091,76.12460465116278,84.11627906976744,7.1609302325581385,24.879069767441862,8.238735603445708,2.3450130232558144,171,7,28,4,5,62,39,43,0.064,0.8029999999999999,0.133,0.4462,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,5,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217476068713491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437926927463125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206621791922845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393784477928342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26443149158887536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794688936883235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20263668446668764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26399939266180866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721740991644406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5619870738602517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24784516679271554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,honestlyi-quit,2019/10/01,Job interviews So I have an interview tomorrow it’s not a big deal but I just feel like everyone is staring at me and awkward sometimes I just don’t go advice?,0.1390909090909105,2.5229695757575783,3.074909090909092,84.77236363636366,95.66666666666666,7.488484848484847,27.81212121212121,8.238735603445708,2.84791393939394,128,7,25,4,5,45,30,33,0.063,0.8290000000000001,0.10800000000000001,0.3291,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,5,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,17,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391771122651934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133274749430037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830930520148505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271551080547207,0.2864149438642076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278501784803784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978479251688258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958676302606622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.396516830718146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,narlymech,2019/10/01,"I'm just going to exist around people now I've been going crazy thinking I got to talk like crazy or hit it off with random people.  I've been dissociating and having personality crisises from isolation.  Existance is enough.  My goal is to exist first around people more.   If I say something, I say something.  I need to settle down and just physically exist.  That's still something.  I'm still a being alive and worthy of respect.  Maybe this all can help somebody else in crisis.",2.8314096016343235,5.779454449438205,4.271072522982639,78.85194075587336,83.15730337078651,5.932992849846783,21.574055158324818,7.348242739294969,1.216339325842696,382,12,63,6,11,126,61,89,0.122,0.7340000000000001,0.145,0.29600000000000004,0,1,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,15,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,5,2,12,10,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,5,42,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34653449503119904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259334869658806,0.0,0.0,0.20111095049535554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655572270255396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212321746876618,0.0,0.1556681376862715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304603645948248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508928648308428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553795772574956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432007970535854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048081514908213,0.16994859113219396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095646155227235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4495207558352495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108730184960309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644099201122322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12471484820214178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dashbee1,2019/10/01,"No luck with women Hey, so a few weeks ago I split up with my girlfriend and it was a pretty horrific breakup.. it’s left me pretty traumatised and I want to connect with a woman again to take my mind of things so I have been going out in town and getting myself on dating apps etc. 

But nothing works! Every girl eventually loses interest in me and stops replying..they move onto someone better I guess. I’ve always been told I am an attractive guy. I have lots of hobbies and am good at things such as cooking and music. I am very loving, peaceful and funny (not trying to sound like a dick but I know what I’m good at!) but anyway on paper it should be easy, yet I have slept with less than 5 women in my lifetime! 

I need to use my libido up a little so I can start to think about anything else. Also I am currently doing nofap and despite everyone’s claims it is doing absolutely nothing for me.. no girl is flicking towards me whatsoever. Do you ever just sit back and think ‘what the fuck is wrong with me?’ I feel like my self esteem has been very badly damaged already from the pure lack of interest from anyone and I don’t want to get hurt anymore otherwise I’m just wrote myself off from women altogether.  What am I missing here? How can I figure out what is wrong with me? Help?",2.117181467181468,4.27242962934363,3.895187644787644,85.58832586872589,78.96138996138995,6.151722007722008,22.715212355212355,7.24861992348623,0.9563039691119686,1010,32,196,13,25,339,156,259,0.14800000000000002,0.685,0.166,-0.6679,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,15,18,1,0,8,0,25,5,2,2,2,44,47,19,0,5,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,8,10,18,1,1,5,1,0,2,4,8,0,0,7,2,29,10,36,38,5,30,0,4,0,3,15,17,2,3,12,143,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690137381252555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553000983335093,0.10546232333338144,0.10973257605256573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078696189458838,0.092211756797606,0.0,0.10852387812887024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140559394708468,0.11011213530274318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663485910039965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016666039440197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707818101883952,0.0,0.11929067448485035,0.11111241228572057,0.12601452414832698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668118489041755,0.09421325359515732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191854767091576,0.137801015475518,0.0,0.07494897562695348,0.2212250422638582,0.0,0.0,0.14527784364964855,0.13057937731640865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883946532651094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117750326130346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247637990620681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432852002598842,0.0,0.0,0.12885728985970227,0.13217581803214176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753709753179714,0.0,0.11211746459496487,0.11902451836283745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331585979075559,0.0,0.0,0.1401648244980386,0.0,0.09778543425329488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530798781807918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26833348929045986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757690811549494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173930810616403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334351505695856,0.0,0.0,0.11025542632378936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915540580528227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752269928936083,0.16900344864246053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601452414832698,0.0,0.08953610999519007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389974666559162,0.0,0.2176253619381672,0.1555694356369911,0.0,0.10578410980055752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600833077874824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883745077043788,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dKrypt72,2019/10/01,"Help to talk with a stranger that i'm attracted to I saw a girl on the subway station and she caught my attention. I see her often in the morning. She is really pretty and cute and I want to meet her.

Last week I saw her and I decided to go talk with her and probably did something that wasn't the best but still I did something. I told her that she was pretty, she thanked and then I left. I felt like i was going to panic idk.

Now I whenever I see her I get extremely anxious, I feel sick and want to throw up. I really really want to meet her but this anxiety is killing me. Even only the thought of talking with her makes me very very anxious.

I had way worse social anxiety two years ago, I barely could talk with anyone but i've made progress, I was able to compliment a stranger that i'm attracted to.

Thank you",0.7477430340557272,2.993704641176471,2.6841795665634685,91.7545975232198,84.94117647058823,6.637770897832817,22.476780185758514,7.85451343220497,1.162529411764706,639,23,140,13,19,213,90,170,0.175,0.625,0.2,0.2463,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,4,10,1,1,7,0,10,1,0,2,0,26,31,11,1,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,14,6,34,8,17,16,1,16,0,0,4,0,23,4,0,1,8,90,39,0,0.1269180480503662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250519179982957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418391873711235,0.2867625370216331,0.0,0.08874405018841902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331926612075486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133373395265466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382817374464772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417357855492126,0.0,0.12186122953611625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630944175706216,0.0,0.14426090306917638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850704922905278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041601569448653,0.0,0.0,0.10345514868726888,0.0,0.0,0.13789683056391955,0.0,0.0,0.06200574739917523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009292581527632,0.08471878260841405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652689468858544,0.0,0.14891098336600453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582425654582518,0.13683912200319873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439208545102663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022745043221338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937696682067432,0.0,0.1954154280879665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135691711974863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40804767781068174,0.0,0.23369817333449955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007587532684521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127563386558535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398049103153995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944136314963865,0.22457865922002887,0.10074163899351436,0.10180600256736057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129340333875513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173106177277673
socialanxiety,evamp97,2019/10/01,"freshman for a second time I am 22 and I gave up on my old major to get accepted at the uni of my dreams. When I first got into my previous uni I was anxious about socializing there but I could manage. I made two great friends that will be for life there and got to know some people enough to hang out in the classes or in between

Depression kicked in 2 years ago and my self esteem got bad. I started isolating myself and I kind of didn't expose myself to social situations unless it was my close friends. 

Now I am a freshman at college for the second time and today was my first day. 2 hours of sleep and full of anxiety. I was talking to people but I was forcing myself. I was totally drained and so scared and I was acting like it's cool . I got home and started crying . I had never experienced this kind of dread when I talk to people. 

The fact that there's none I know there and I wonder if others have already found their group or to whom I should talk , who should I stick with,how should I introduce, how it's going to go is draining. We are around 150 people in the hall and some people are more social than me.The people I met today were fine but I don't think we match. Still idk to whom I should talk tomorrow, new people or them.

I'm embarrassed to be so scared of this process and the 18 yr olds in there. But right now I am scared, so  fucking anxious about tomorrow and weirded out I got such a strong reaction. I start thinking I have changed as a person in general to be so scared. I hate this fear and I wish I could run away but I am gonna make it worse if I do not force myself to socialize 

I wanna say that I have at least tried but seriously yesterday I was so fine, going out with old friends and feeling nice and now I feel so unsafe , like something's coming for me , I can't relax.

 I hate this feeling and I don't know how to control it",1.811774668630342,3.6251443453608254,3.4226038291605327,90.26908247422682,78.48453608247422,6.289955817378497,22.425920471281295,7.225922671290522,0.69226854197349,1458,44,315,18,35,483,185,388,0.17800000000000002,0.698,0.124,-0.9808,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,2,4,23,29,3,7,10,1,35,3,1,5,3,70,68,40,0,10,13,0,3,2,3,6,1,1,1,2,16,27,0,1,11,2,0,7,7,14,0,5,20,6,55,15,48,37,9,55,0,1,0,1,24,21,1,8,29,227,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791930860227155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455245072324298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058614350552684165,0.17311835068194714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820834725530207,0.0,0.0,0.07198733182832763,0.0,0.0639747836537467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810541604630145,0.06600163867487023,0.0,0.0,0.08593622672159809,0.12235021403094505,0.0,0.08416384592266163,0.04941378080223655,0.0,0.06599298676251718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916929335993564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621918447518348,0.11622463860348928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034644450695987,0.0,0.08401024827488571,0.17759005437753764,0.07083426989387909,0.04003096537940465,0.0,0.13063531519812874,0.0,0.3064014273942754,0.08447419559112486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129344642741407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685644848590355,0.0,0.07545560112897069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957658737648855,0.12632560557721265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411921223325812,0.07486565598167283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250001852278798,0.051144672066577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909432987531482,0.07400040204042688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24120047441139106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718322755781043,0.06690192569978004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543335190533593,0.0,0.060931569861831486,0.3068413083647773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799317251294909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861244726788008,0.07667567451792129,0.31241915132782483,0.0,0.05898608123599373,0.0,0.0,0.16269681352098173,0.0,0.06118910267785081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24633810858234506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819044044429816,0.0,0.0,0.08935587309877384,0.0,0.14525424710328186,0.0,0.0,0.05202018152124285,0.0,0.07484693902850695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810960992913372,0.0,0.0830914905686301,0.0,0.0,0.07808267254760694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04934098700807648
socialanxiety,MarbelusLehort,2019/10/01,"I don't know if I've got social anxiety and I was wondering about it. Disclaimer: I'm french. I'm doing my best but I  will ask you to forgive me if I'm making some dumb errors.

So today in class, we used people suffering from social anxiety to illustrate of pathology could affect perception. The prof gave a quick description of the symptoms and it felt odly familiar ( Barnum effect taken into account ).

So I went to check the full extent of social anxiety. After some research, I find myself wondering and I wanted to ask you about it. So my null hypothesis is that I suffer from social anxiety.

My strongest case against my hypothesis is that I have no fear (or not a strong one) when it comes to talking in front of a large crowd. Additionaly, I voice my opinions quite often and loudly.

My strongest ""proof"" is that I interpret almost any sign a person gives as a bad one. If you allow me to use an exemple: 
""I arrived in university last year, quickly made some friends. We reached the point where some slept at my place and we got in vacation together. I also have a girlfriend."" And yet I cannot fathom that they like me. I always feel like if I'm not making them laugh or interest them, they'll have a bad time with me. I'm talking about what my guts tell me, not logic.

There are also a few things but  will not take top much of your time.",2.8952861635220124,4.9946210490566045,4.479268867924528,82.61487814465411,76.24528301886792,7.586477987421384,25.00393081761007,8.472884824447931,1.835204402515723,1058,37,201,21,24,354,152,265,0.171,0.722,0.10800000000000001,-0.9603,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,4,4,5,15,14,1,1,13,0,15,4,2,8,1,53,42,21,1,6,12,0,2,2,2,3,2,2,0,1,10,12,0,0,11,0,2,3,7,6,0,2,9,4,39,8,26,29,9,24,0,2,0,0,27,11,1,15,12,143,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510991972181092,0.0,0.0,0.18385749434544268,0.09565101471033836,0.0,0.0,0.07817272563654054,0.0,0.3517582680443982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493311983096625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196373315038373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120637229198211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902277296195916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178148989235836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293553145143658,0.058124243741446285,0.0821232274837179,0.11037395712828572,0.0,0.1050659590414865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881324761019135,0.0,0.0,0.11027444137468866,0.0,0.0,0.18387857992159592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317576356942338,0.09370292905607723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232152721904984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108772342900227,0.15346550031009415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845044856318585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579173780646452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969469447759167,0.1003734806028315,0.12010256114905955,0.0,0.10866877496083724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226782859259275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4687248879273979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948131845504588,0.08643117222316288,0.1847914922096892,0.10047494467063307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637039190115229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406131290565135,0.0,0.10896303956575117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19856685654760192,0.0,0.0,0.06780290280192026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656359650392233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24932562193432264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402666740272931
socialanxiety,iamaglob,2019/10/01,"Is there a name on this phenomenon? I have social anxiety and also get overstimulated, and when i'm in public I get disoriented. Like it's all ""too much"" for me to focus on anything properly. I will try to name some examples.

If I walk late into a small classroom in front of everyone and try to see a spare seat, i find it very challenging. Like all the visual information is ...hard to decode. It's just a sea of faces and eyes and colors etc all popping out at me.

If i'm walking in a semi-crowded open space like a mall or Costco, I find it confusing just trying to walk around and look for the item i need while not running into other people. They're everywhere and moving in every direction, in front of me, around corners, behind me trying to get by...and i cant focus on more than one or two of those thing at a time, i feel like suddenly all of my peripheral vision is gone. Like i have tunnel vision.

Is that what it's called? Mental tunnel vision or...anxiety blinding or.... Or just plain ol ""disoriented""?

I feel like there should be a name on it. Does anyone else experience similar things?",3.9200229357798166,5.1694514036697266,5.745768348623852,78.13590022935782,71.66055045871559,8.752752293577982,25.551605504587158,9.188382445141503,2.0576871559633028,858,26,166,18,16,296,124,218,0.03,0.855,0.11599999999999999,0.9408,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,0,1,10,0,10,3,2,0,4,39,21,16,0,4,10,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,13,13,0,0,5,1,0,8,2,1,0,2,1,8,16,7,31,17,9,33,0,0,5,0,7,20,0,8,11,114,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100926572296642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238420107164346,0.0,0.0,0.09706176660615004,0.14223103987487365,0.11423184739076722,0.2471472463934205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174430798289955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147680430257485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596103414936833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481396922348095,0.0,0.0,0.11695652921995862,0.13264243906247228,0.0,0.13578643484229133,0.0,0.0,0.14037675519101006,0.19833707000573256,0.0,0.0,0.25374641392122904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757328674800455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434980939378963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658789987799024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069041723599876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656854686051445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989156025038404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475369947856129,0.10204404159521932,0.10292859963406258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406375563406133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623594129213572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061654661470327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415030859093994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444330829383435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094338476924905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769815612666578,0.0,0.1356008144621463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453584023121932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sobriety19,2019/10/01,"I can barely leave the house. I feel unwanted and unsafe back in my hometown. I’ll only leave the house when my family tells me we’re all going out. Other than that, the idea of going outside to just walk around the neighborhood is enough to bring me to full panic mode. My fear of bumping into people from my middle school and high school days is just too much for me and I almost always end up staying in my room.",3.9614285714285695,5.045237047619049,4.760476190476194,85.86785714285716,71.38095238095238,7.028571428571429,21.142857142857142,7.1686216300943375,0.5529428571428571,328,6,65,3,6,106,60,84,0.099,0.875,0.026000000000000002,-0.8028,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,0,14,7,4,19,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,1,4,46,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214442660050675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513535868175057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192765545359056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986822254039258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173090683821228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611075093055232,0.18794910848239876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714771091135413,0.2046856573863372,0.0919730208609277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675348556481804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921850705964312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197714049826435,0.0,0.2053405375090925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852071287431948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337158527934336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834151528944194,0.0,0.2134179406532801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610506951794045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681806804615091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938789110531237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898674266282595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,etorson93,2019/10/01,"Why can’t I just ask someone out like a normal person Was working with a girl at work for a project all day, we got along great with conversations going smoothly, even laughing at my shitty jokes. So I decide I want to ask this girl out to coffee, so when the time comes I feel is right the words can’t even come out of my mouth. I asked her and she said to repeat because she couldn’t hear me, then I repeated the question and it was barely coherent again. But she somehow understood this time and blurred out a “no thanks”. Right before the moment came to ask her my heart rate shot up, my mouth went dry and my eyes started getting watery. Why the fuck am I like this",4.342173202614383,4.982402661764708,4.61950980392157,88.85751633986929,70.17647058823529,7.220915032679738,26.140522875816988,6.937597516519254,0.9582689542483659,526,15,112,4,9,165,89,136,0.066,0.8,0.134,0.8166,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,8,7,1,0,9,0,7,5,4,0,1,28,26,9,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,15,0,0,4,1,0,5,4,1,0,0,7,5,19,6,16,18,1,24,0,0,1,1,17,9,1,3,12,71,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5542695866359724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035464796593944,0.0,0.12612585489271366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952627953773716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553599532744757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559081418366863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957982332456405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494540761664965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702868757120398,0.07743978523906724,0.0,0.08423787816673266,0.0,0.11854653271271785,0.16341508386868087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670567677136881,0.17564357471296932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482739214641582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452259167267246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942157924916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660423646718751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531612550932133,0.1409928967692789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558787020028353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491216968941336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364627410082103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728586747043197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742507189746962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740311551594075,0.26749428287032584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581450589494344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,heyguys50050,2019/10/01,"First day at university I am a 20 year old male, and I've had a horrible social anxiety with other mental problems like OCD for years now. 

I had a 1 year period where I didnt know what to do with my life, and I didnt have much conversations with outside people.

I thought with therapy I can probably handle social situations better, but I was wrong, today I was at uni and I felt horrible anxiety every time I had to talk with a person. I can talk to people better than years ago, but the stress is so horrible, I feel like I can get a heart attack at any moment  since I've been home. 

I feel like if social anxiety doesnt finish me some heart disease will, I dont know how to do handle this, I want to study, but how will I continue living my life if every moment in university is just filled with fear from just being around people. I am tired of this, my school years were even worse, but I just cant do it anymore I just cant...",5.920360824742267,4.708365469072163,7.303835051546392,77.25121649484537,66.98969072164948,10.64659793814433,28.67835051546392,9.888512548439397,2.3727006185567014,727,18,154,14,10,252,103,194,0.217,0.705,0.078,-0.983,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,11,10,1,2,6,0,27,5,2,2,0,31,35,12,0,4,10,0,3,3,0,2,3,0,1,2,5,10,0,0,6,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,11,3,24,5,20,21,2,24,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,3,20,104,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989381331176133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590062361500198,0.0,0.2561507708305777,0.0,0.11069004087776213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935917604808732,0.0,0.12697582727236612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742514291295665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198110998869525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080952933608775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371929135244529,0.0,0.1880774242289677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559558285333405,0.1128697077197469,0.15947260706430452,0.1071659214729552,0.0,0.0,0.09493790604934013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831315222489832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645237322893704,0.0,0.0,0.11195687482294243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267910100941333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767103447738512,0.16358532771940926,0.0,0.0985562670257806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247958749606003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204835005426676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711900065164267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23213506860871744,0.09745611030098347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033762221869584,0.10679850576415044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295824961155053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232737374879617,0.12545761607317746,0.0,0.3413259964508494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785224069029466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794204997107848,0.0,0.0,0.12763911908352835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860820362295467,0.06508240034698595,0.12828265060754,0.10579601244146464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583220123986015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113743116790735,0.0,0.12203122384488613,0.0,0.35937535593495656
socialanxiety,NDSBlue_44,2019/10/01,"Im so embarrassed. I wanna go home and cry. Sorry in advance if this gets confusing.

I work as security at a military boarding school. 
Note: Most of the people that work here were or are military themselves, so everyone calls them by rank, not by name. 

My coworker borrowed some keys from one of the guys in charge and he wanted me to return them to him, so I went to his office. Someone was teaching a class at the time in there and I didn’t realize who it was so I asked if “name” was here. The guy teaching was who I was looking for, but I didn’t realize it was actually him because I didn’t know his name and nobody calls him by his name either, only by his rank. All the kids in the class were laughing at me. I wanted to run away and just breakdown and cry. I bet all those kids are still laughing about it and wondering how I could be so stupid to not know his name. I hate myself.",1.7113693346190963,3.6205808633879775,3.4388363870138217,89.58095467695274,79.1639344262295,6.71025393764063,23.33301189328191,7.724431198458867,1.055623850851816,690,23,149,11,17,230,100,183,0.11599999999999999,0.828,0.055,-0.8884,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,5,12,7,2,2,8,0,15,0,0,1,2,36,26,18,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,7,0,1,5,0,2,4,5,4,0,1,12,1,26,3,24,12,5,15,0,0,1,0,25,8,0,8,3,111,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.1667580310012866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597533739835683,0.0,0.1605510442940395,0.0,0.0,0.10416923616728406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34898312505821305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643688502799606,0.0,0.37541586863950543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328688452501994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927978204677499,0.0,0.09711725542098447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384038443079183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871246788735128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141047947949106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845839301795268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782663913576167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349943340153345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579534960884325,0.12996490229886573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846937634737335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729436245670566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447893695028413,0.0,0.0,0.19129052972900612,0.0,0.0,0.13646809910626995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964377325461916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201583497173545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841108246801222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853162944635257,0.24881102122572296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MineralSunshine,2019/10/01,Anyone else feel uncomfortable walking through crowds at school/etc It’s so uncomfortable!,7.975000000000001,12.311622214285721,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,76.85714285714286,8.514285714285714,35.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,4.429685714285716,77,4,10,2,2,22,13,14,0.355,0.645,0.0,-0.6696,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204773512069576,0.4696167040052876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828787211158631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111628658882554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23174712478286955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638578427611653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dnesdnal17,2019/10/01,"Has anyone else cancelled interviews or thought about canceling interviews out fear or social anxiety? I’ve done it in the past but I always justified it because it was a company I wasn’t to excited about. I don’t mind the whole 1on1 deal, that’s fine. I have one for next week and i just saw that there is a lunch portion with the rest of the team and I’m already dreading it. 


I know I should be thankful for even getting a shot at this start up, but the lunch portion is killing me.",3.0265909090909098,4.6149994747474725,4.016047979797978,88.31073863636368,74.45454545454545,7.77828282828283,29.546717171717173,8.472884824447931,2.1139989898989904,384,17,81,7,8,124,70,99,0.15,0.7170000000000001,0.133,-0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,1,2,8,0,10,2,0,0,0,13,17,6,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,1,8,3,11,10,4,8,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,2,4,56,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252211199948267,0.0,0.19017235490689596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484053461051274,0.0,0.0,0.15980784896457995,0.2341770331734181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932228552844794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23562556718544464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338865495676314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092464601756548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509554736381577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25718289403844946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940822208068508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25285730570860204,0.0,0.12560539757389494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307708891118143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430660880810966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487175825271618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817734781994455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23297848959199202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176924585426292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041862698538205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144359638755211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833294541710643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551685116393621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ManyParts,2019/10/01,"Overthinking How can I get used to not overthinking things? How can I teach myself to be sort of ""dumb"" in that way but still an effective person? Are there any techniques I can practice with / games I can play?

I'm never able to find an opportunity to speak around people in a way that isn't overly contrived. I just end up doing a lot of mental work to manufacture socially acceptable statements that are at least somewhat relevant, and I basically never feel like I've added anything with what I say or with my presence, and it's hard to find people to tolerate me, or to collect any feedback based on people's responses. It's taken a huge toll on my life and career.",7.202945054945054,6.758653492307693,7.719010989010989,72.79884615384617,64.07692307692308,10.813186813186817,33.956043956043956,10.290406445055957,3.397758241758241,534,20,98,11,7,177,86,130,0.033,0.8320000000000001,0.135,0.934,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,6,5,1,0,5,0,9,1,0,4,2,26,14,8,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,7,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,11,4,21,12,3,15,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,5,5,70,18,4,0.19324973918053248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628328989173745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590280694006719,0.1720332391946176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116190935247427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771287463465024,0.1380576522836961,0.0,0.0,0.3532535211935856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096501263298464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311380818861044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364980058569686,0.09441206114223737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429401757521825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19475028427023788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29809222464910023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019251102091965,0.16873821826251814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536799490729368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699377258104292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432949134043794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283865397514885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690572738236895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067852958531195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068811171671294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LilYoungChristian,2019/10/01,Severe anxiety when speaking in front of people I don’t really know what to do right now. The last week I got really nervous when just saying here when th Strachey was checking attendance. I basic word like saying “here”  made me feeling like a baseball was stuck in my throat and that the walls was pushing on me. My head was really dizzy and I felt like wasn’t able to talk at all. I was able do squeeze out “here” barely. I have talked to my parents but all of there tips. Was “don’t think about it” and “just breathe and calm down”. I really need help from someone who been through it. Please don’t comment “challenge it” and stuff like that.,3.611653543307085,5.203700755905516,3.85748818897638,90.02638976377955,72.93700787401575,6.969763779527558,25.298425196850395,7.554174236665415,1.118833700787402,504,16,104,6,10,156,79,127,0.061,0.777,0.162,0.9205,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,0,1,3,0,14,3,3,1,2,18,22,9,0,1,3,1,3,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,12,6,12,6,14,10,2,17,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,10,69,20,1,0.3413321098107401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055906486907365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629388530134009,0.12192386372508655,0.16386617672053547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649723474864658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515260949094194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439385911703034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379360047306737,0.13911561324279062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335152550053929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614883476840341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654671721060234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895044570065081,0.0,0.0,0.11831835361103855,0.0,0.0,0.1873400782316774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4373321797059031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574787838570474,0.0,0.2714409937892268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928040638818982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460479448903865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537180137075352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27434982043535155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935591679009894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689801482735042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,whoaminowx,2019/10/01,"Dating, how does one do it? Any advice on how to get back to dating? 

Whenever I go out my anxiety kicks in so strong... sometimes to the point where I faint. 

I used to go on dates and handle it well but now I feel so so so anxious & lonely. 

It’s been an year and I really want to try to meet someone but every time I go on tinder (yeah...) I get anxious. 

I don’t even want to start a conversation because this means I will have to go on a date. 

I feel like I am ready but my anxiety is like NOPE. 

Soooooooo any advice on how to make it a tiny bit easier?",-0.7208854781582019,1.233868322314052,2.1162514757969326,95.2839876033058,88.91735537190084,5.440613931523021,16.90731995277449,6.868970318607317,-0.15503825265643426,421,10,102,6,14,147,72,121,0.124,0.725,0.151,0.3382,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,0,5,1,7,1,0,5,0,16,21,12,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,1,2,13,4,16,19,1,22,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,11,65,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219184461967096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847044260979866,0.0,0.2240259673012352,0.0,0.25201560267081924,0.3721659036490957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266569515096218,0.0,0.1004097528961016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982794187525747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441446675052423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879380673974397,0.0,0.1387808982444622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657139458552614,0.11767362161886533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211532279143166,0.0,0.3744491167472436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094448913674347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994965595221093,0.0,0.0,0.1794247414564045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116162781694014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571049383151045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552171630752982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956389956067095,0.0,0.16290899795214805,0.0,0.11658730648011495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604761461497376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183180631966486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226231639558168,0.0,0.0,0.19430831869231494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810006757754793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607213472438642
socialanxiety,Moeshiagreen,2019/10/01,"When you're watching a movie and someone comes and joins you Does anyone else feel a huge amount of pressure and responsibility for the other person to enjoy the movie, even though you literally have nothing to do with how good or enjoyable of a movie it actually is? Maybe it's the shittiest movie, but I'm enjoying it, and was quite happy just watching by myself when someone else comes along and decides they wanna watch it too, and suddenly I can't stop thinking about whether they are enjoying themselves as if I'm responsible for that, even though they chose to come and watch it.

This might be really normal for all I know; I've never actually discussed this with anyone before 🤔",11.77046511627907,8.395015813953492,10.845643410852716,63.25730232558143,57.52713178294574,13.730852713178296,42.07906976744187,11.602472056035307,4.741318139534883,556,21,97,11,5,179,85,129,0.031,0.769,0.2,0.973,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,3,1,10,7,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,1,2,29,16,17,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,13,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,5,8,6,15,13,2,9,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,3,5,68,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.3222986679251956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309344622205449,0.16920178692941504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051893862036402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267512354718802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451200227849545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759005939845094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181421084742977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349794054296278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850860220854114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579079988792834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075466295511628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590173926402527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518365539173691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736339475803188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179863911303116,0.15845285784653734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419076061869307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564291980390492,0.0,0.0,0.1057906252890688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798391216320769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380614493706416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581275609824776,0.3244914070542977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PotatoEggAlliance,2019/10/01,"Interacting with confident people? I feel like I’ve come a long way, but due to some personal issues I’ve regressed somewhat. Recently, I’ve found that I’m perfectly comfortable talking to people who are less confident or more conflicted in general. I wind up mirroring their feelings and it makes them feel understood. Basically, turbulent people are easy to talk to and bond with because they need more support. 

But confident people are a whole different story. I feel like they don’t need me, I feel like they’re better than me. My mind goes blank when I’m around them. I also have a lot of difficulty talking to guys, because I’m an FTM trans and there’s a lot of inferiority I feel right there. 

I feel like a really shitty person because it feels like I’m taking advantage of emotionally vulnerable people. It’s just that they’re the only people I can talk to. Anyone have any advice in regards to dealing with this? Thanks for reading.",4.298368644067796,6.73823797175141,5.7243749999999975,73.72520656779659,73.23728813559322,9.170762711864409,29.14159604519774,9.673873057562805,3.2505257062146904,759,32,128,21,16,255,103,177,0.067,0.6609999999999999,0.272,0.992,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,5,3,6,12,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,1,1,33,28,8,0,2,4,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,1,10,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,8,16,11,19,26,8,11,0,1,0,0,15,5,0,5,9,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958592698336433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149792575802188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930275007728462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125830981128553,0.0,0.0,0.09072210236997988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637139508716416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013170568709616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778701817881311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050654256017282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064749592799719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463578663702145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122327734789104,0.3640250140634576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111739789201961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090758539825337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636826196738876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489420275990141,0.0,0.0,0.09018773576293512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328161407659595,0.0,0.0,0.06802616338929646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290072495375513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113094058811566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750765659485498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239121598148111,0.17796893184836496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193824819736644,0.0,0.06528658459627193,0.0,0.10062449175647382,0.0,0.0,0.08703115511284228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156470203053722,0.0,0.0,0.0766241406922201,0.3276477440625497,0.0,0.09382565255047637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089194607475035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137796233056886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lukeyboi14,2019/10/01,"Facial redness with anxiety I have been struggling with anxiety for 6 years now, and it has slowly been getting worse. My main problem though is that the anxiety doesn't remain an internal symptom. I experience bad facial flushing and sweating whenever my anxiety kicks in and I hate it so much. I'm reasonably good looking but when the flushing happens it really makes me look horrible. I was wondering if anyone else experiences this and if you've had any success managing or treating it. I've actually had an endoscopic thoracic sympathectomy to try help the flushing but all it did was make my legs and lower back sweat more.",6.098333333333333,8.322687605263162,7.153508771929829,66.33622807017547,67.6842105263158,10.680701754385963,38.105263157894726,10.746095033038511,5.020673684210528,513,29,78,16,9,172,83,114,0.187,0.7290000000000001,0.084,-0.7783,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,1,5,0,11,6,5,3,1,18,20,13,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,7,3,8,3,5,13,4,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,4,55,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.16478871305130385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483457049854767,0.0,0.5167276604630755,0.0,0.0,0.11807493054036156,0.17302302174299192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298474172657449,0.14099593348014205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106575154493015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33036641353096896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822543835910031,0.0,0.0,0.14163666546569775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932751586200368,0.0,0.0,0.1667200691440854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318722153104133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836095726465795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254385358953987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413583169472055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158181521039364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817978930229104,0.17362222115229814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653525395829114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755162785442386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165909842907248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464882934331765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312781392726596,0.0,0.0,0.1720887305232698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087440726597576
socialanxiety,MonoT1,2019/10/01,"I am going to PAX in a couple weeks. I will know no one there I’d love to set some goals

-It’s out of my home state

-I know no one there

-Nothing that occurs between me and anyone there will really matter in the long term.

-We all will have somewhat of a shared interest.

What do you think are some good and reasonable goals to set for interacting with people? I’m at the stage now where I don’t think I’m extremely anxious about approaching people but I get really anxious about keeping things going beyond more than just really basic smalltalk",1.869123931623932,4.538269601851852,3.0555555555555562,87.95269230769233,84.46296296296295,6.286039886039887,19.41880341880342,7.61054688173877,0.8451572649572654,439,12,84,8,13,141,76,108,0.07400000000000001,0.838,0.087,0.1001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,2,9,4,0,0,4,0,8,1,0,1,1,18,19,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,9,4,16,16,6,17,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,3,4,59,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4444246250463536,0.0,0.13753554296078635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764216516859175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276638328001757,0.0,0.22357557030028105,0.16498062373469805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730374143579432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483387424194854,0.0,0.0,0.2161997256838115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407119589854098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752727338889535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873666258437735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665747833862655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727307136632643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780285787419064,0.2022379039052359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130677152491004,0.2520717734757401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777895881516102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sjusttha8,2019/10/01,"I can’t keep living in fear I’ve made a few posts about how much I’m a doormat and how much I despise it. I know I need to be more confrontational and it’s so goddamn hard for me. Someone yelled at me at a college dining hall and naturally I just apologized. I’m a pushover but I don’t believe in forgiveness, so naturally I can’t help absolutely despising this person. But people only do it because I let them. I’ve decided to start lifting weights and maybe look into martial arts in the future. Right now I’m a very weak person physically. Perhaps I could be brave enough to confront people and fight them if necessary, hell even if not necessary; I’m so fucking fed up with being everyone’s personal punching bag. Maybe I’m idolizing this idea but I love for the satisfaction of someone, maybe even that person realizing they’re in deep shit.",3.3151097804391227,5.483564143712576,5.074155688622753,78.51310978043914,75.22754491017966,8.28566866267465,30.29500998003992,9.029198982220553,2.858469381237524,680,32,126,16,15,231,103,167,0.19699999999999998,0.6779999999999999,0.125,-0.8982,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,10,13,8,1,7,0,9,7,1,3,0,25,23,15,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,6,7,3,1,5,1,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,4,14,3,16,16,5,15,1,0,1,2,11,11,3,2,3,77,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559952431706973,0.0,0.0,0.15820672496426502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211498603046434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509274527048996,0.0,0.1854938955023932,0.0,0.0,0.13417857475802228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801300781620806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981723395468348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257899079195312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412144093311968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851856145038526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481290804643468,0.0,0.0,0.07717187701307447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359029841925522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123994585144501,0.0,0.11791853037315544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673571037245876,0.1328700342417864,0.0,0.0,0.4232162249912276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064516328344372,0.10412061854677564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679673024415727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947009046930111,0.4904418696542637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448479436429522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991902740664998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414045189724348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379570324526225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939092257733984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586228291308315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709953200348675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,circlesun22,2019/10/01,"Does anyone else Does anyone else not understand Fomo?

I don’t have the fear of missing out. I have FOGO. Fear of going out. The most relieving feeling is when you are dreading to go out and you’re getting ready about to leave then the person you’re suppose to meet cancels. I literally get a sudden sense of joy....",1.914539170506913,4.4729369516129065,3.4707373271889423,85.95467741935484,82.70967741935483,5.478341013824887,23.37327188940092,6.868970318607317,0.9988175115207376,249,9,46,3,7,82,44,62,0.222,0.675,0.10400000000000001,-0.7923,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,12,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,4,2,10,12,1,8,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936366198579225,0.43028520135228027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674983410439007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508117283813392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725569875323618,0.1061688792152571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194049099727752,0.0,0.2386654872351787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22233155300092053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183340706950793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858975400016065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,peachypeach1234,2019/10/01,making a Presentation for CEO. Hi i am 21 y o Female. This was my first job. I am actually just hired for about 7 months ago. And here i am tasked to do presentations from the program i am handling to the CEO of a big company and also to the board members but too scared to do. Whst should i do? I keep nervous at all presentations and thats normal i think but in my case i get nervous to the point i cant think. Pls help me :(,-0.03782608695652101,1.9461343478260889,2.748000000000001,91.747,85.95652173913044,5.853913043478261,20.069565217391304,7.1686216300943375,0.352261739130435,328,10,78,5,10,115,62,92,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.9453,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,3,6,0,10,0,0,1,1,13,15,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,12,0,12,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,6,53,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.2918653970303323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26512224247980537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391794616897867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544029258993291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626041443042987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047145668667607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967973201958935,0.2658419297591132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964264107263974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387280863645136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930413851704326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827335289230855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994378823682051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38328525858700296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thepensiveporcupine,2019/10/01,"Does anyone else feel like people have a unanimous negative opinion of you and they’re all talking behind your back? I have this really weird feeling that almost everyone in my school doesn’t like me, all for similar reasons, but I’m not sure what that reason is. I also feel like people make little jabs at me in conversation. For example, they make remarks about me being one of the few seniors without a car, not being active enough in the school community, etc. I asked my brother if he ever felt that way and he said he did. So, just wondering, does anyone else ever feel like that?",5.166964285714286,6.55019891071429,6.095000000000002,76.3,68.82142857142857,8.814285714285715,28.285714285714285,9.188382445141503,2.5086571428571443,466,16,81,9,8,154,76,112,0.079,0.8190000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.3762,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,1,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,4,5,25,18,6,0,1,6,1,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,3,6,11,5,11,13,5,11,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,8,58,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361184597086864,0.0,0.0,0.10870652588709176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900966982440888,0.2785612915716666,0.0,0.0,0.1270801216892439,0.0,0.0,0.1045250045237291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379138585522058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22711115290341524,0.0,0.0,0.140456359976121,0.15160255897084085,0.0,0.24592052183381835,0.0,0.129890947766971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749296515517875,0.2913342462162709,0.1305181436366524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656423236873722,0.13624177365349774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147426017772506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211252790725978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884793089155232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708292551600152,0.27952598262655554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293045471789638,0.0,0.0,0.2751453231606992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811636919702796,0.0,0.0,0.10925875609870027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789823603782377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103571226163907,0.14741483490575216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheAustralianBisquit,2019/10/01,"I am very social My middle name is “Social”

My last name is “Anxiety”",-1.6023809523809551,-0.3014888571428571,2.2442857142857164,87.28404761904763,116.14285714285714,4.723809523809524,11.809523809523812,6.42735559955562,-0.12187619047619025,52,1,10,1,3,19,10,14,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100700579078758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33039135426819016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8263490376531345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344329232949057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,swm44rlife,2019/10/01,"Out of prison years, accepting I have PTSD, looking through the diary I wrote in prison is helping me heal. I was in prison for five years. I've been out three. When released, I thought I was exuberant and ready to take on the world. The years of evidence says I'm now introverted, cautious in my speech, and scared to talk to people or leave the house.

  
  For two years I did nothing but work, go home, read, and sleep. It's hardly different now.

  
  A friend pressured me into posting my daily prison journal entries online. The comments people leave on the site are having a huge impact on me. I think I forgot what it was like when someone was nice to me. Hearing someone else tell me to ""keep going"" or ""their rooting for me"" empowers me.   


   I used to have a family. I lived for them. Now I sludge along, often thinking prison was way better than the life I have after it. Each comment and view is like giving me someone to be better for. If you'd like to help with a comment or a view, I'd appreciate it. Either way, I welcome comments here. Specifically, if it's possible to return to who you once were, or is my surging hope a false flag?  
http://www.diaryofaprisoner.com",3.6450526315789484,5.612108644444448,4.447087719298249,84.27126315789475,73.66666666666667,6.692397660818712,26.508771929824558,7.475848149327749,1.409933333333334,915,33,175,11,19,294,128,225,0.09300000000000001,0.6970000000000001,0.21,0.9851,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,2,3,7,12,0,2,13,0,18,3,1,2,0,29,33,13,0,3,8,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,1,0,7,10,0,2,4,1,0,2,0,2,0,3,11,7,28,10,31,20,2,28,0,0,3,0,19,12,0,8,14,119,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23130488798018115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662328001673546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923872690471872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327512632765372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010299620703621,0.0,0.0,0.12544325232102793,0.14863536120619705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171412015136466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473834784983337,0.0,0.17530021066800452,0.0,0.1311695765161447,0.12988075401894264,0.0,0.15088711620309692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623137543215825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769259273358031,0.0,0.0,0.09236432713028413,0.19165788787105867,0.0,0.11546931645982825,0.0,0.10981102186251078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254740935174786,0.0,0.0,0.13926217680356698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18131421104245854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741970993268402,0.12523826956950318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528591746966502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308020019173089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399086052884976,0.13092019364923446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086105269943826,0.0,0.3323943846268683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983202200839356,0.10510525147561532,0.1142957849447109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675799330406817,0.0,0.10381408523112452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773998134586767,0.0,0.0,0.11294036940010076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759290399180508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519965286204236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33683764983884434
socialanxiety,sjsmiles,2019/10/01,"If I can make it through the next 4 hours... ...I will have this job interview safely behind me. My #1 hurdle: Actually be engaged and ask questions instead of trying to keep it short and end the agony. 
I NEED THIS!!
Thanks for reading. Hope you can defeat an obstacle today, too!",1.9155345911949693,4.4800371886792485,3.4399056603773595,86.1333176100629,82.77358490566039,5.79748427672956,23.927672955974842,7.1686216300943375,1.1870276729559746,213,8,40,3,6,70,46,53,0.13,0.6729999999999999,0.19699999999999998,0.6458,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,11,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,5,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,28,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.2713769365458027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599777712305934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24630629810247065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762073502990076,0.273863855648258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759626469916702,0.2471802729528607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562806310532146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20620113188002806,0.0,0.0,0.2957531901959723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31152583463398664,0.0,0.2781664969246821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560290524230594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26359798057268635,0.0,0.0,0.18880569858000898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JennyDesppt,2019/10/01,"Today was awful We went on a school excursion and my one and only friend was ill so she wasn't at school. I spent half of my time at the excursion standing there without saying a thing, listening to others bullshit and the other half I was just sitting alone. I really feel like a failure right now.",2.4863276836158192,4.909041050847456,3.8450000000000015,85.01009887005651,79.16949152542372,6.6451977401129945,23.39265536723164,7.793537801064563,1.4009977401129945,238,8,44,4,6,78,44,59,0.22899999999999998,0.68,0.09,-0.8476,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,1,4,1,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,6,3,7,2,6,2,0,10,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,35,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867062035138261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997054436451833,0.1977631383386176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138735545545684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524223539698196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758312319095088,0.21053714471937812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773405585105982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364062042910925,0.0,0.2201415751003037,0.0,0.5603213832306474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390958126330886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614183147835579,0.0,0.2623968069412551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256618643993797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668484810267787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tommymel1989,2019/10/01,"I can’t hold a proper conversation anymore over the phone, to the point I never answer it and turn it off for days. How do you deal with this? I struggle and it’s getting worse by the year. I will not even talk to friends on the phone near people or my partner, how does this happen? I start to lose concentration become far too self aware to the point I can’t interact properly with the person on the phone and I go silent and my mind goes blank and fries - I think it’s overthinking things but it’s fucking painful now.",2.1767924528301883,4.261703660377363,3.0156981132075447,92.32128301886793,78.43396226415095,6.1267924528301885,21.92075471698113,7.1686216300943375,0.5327916981132077,412,12,89,5,10,130,70,106,0.10400000000000001,0.875,0.021,-0.8079999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,1,1,8,0,4,2,0,2,1,17,11,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,11,1,13,10,0,14,0,1,0,1,12,8,1,1,5,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052524537071014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22857523109878305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334745143156654,0.2133705660770712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111539573545615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669762261943444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989970051877767,0.19133467663260328,0.10813003123536367,0.0,0.11762228380734692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830173842688786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315395268959016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897441577358053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962322353929972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202240504898863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348262362652425,0.1807127868903466,0.0,0.0,0.3912953312606126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590835626949587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464900264181399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636347610942652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634964410059852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374975369338329,0.1326140313083549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251171579560047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109137699151581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327788665101462
socialanxiety,darDeadpoolDar,2019/10/01,"I don’t know what to do. Before I get into the main thing I want to put some context out. I have this friend and we’ve been good friends for a long time and have had rough patches, last year during the beginning of my sophomore year, I got a very long text from her saying that she doesn’t want to be my friend anymore and blocked me on everything. 

Another thing to note is that we don’t go to the same high school so I don’t see her every day 

Flash forward few months later, I forget about her and I’m not as sad or confused because I didn’t get a very detailed answer of why she didn’t want to. She unblocked me and texted me, and we started talking again and for a while every thing was going good, 

During summer and the beginning of my junior year, we were not in touch as much as we have been before, we stopped texting as much or sending stuff to each other on social media ect and it took me a while to realize. 

Now present day ( sorry for all that context ),
For some reason I can’t text her, not that I don’t want to text her, it’s just where if I think about it i just forget to do it, but sometimes it doesn’t nescarily fell like I forgot. I just don’t know why because I want to talk to her and maintain our friendship, I texted her some form of what I said and she said just whenever you need someone to talk to text me. I still feel really bad. I feel like I did exactly what she did ( to a less extent ) last year. But I also can’t figure out what is making me not text her when I want to. I think it might be anixety but I haven’t been able to fully pin it.",3.3361850649350657,3.6463917202381,4.449101731601734,90.3671103896104,72.27380952380952,7.299567099567097,24.7965367965368,6.980632752743323,0.7549988095238098,1222,32,281,10,22,401,153,336,0.044000000000000004,0.8590000000000001,0.09699999999999999,0.9088,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,6,1,0,0,13,10,0,1,10,0,30,0,0,2,2,65,58,26,0,8,14,0,4,2,3,1,0,3,0,0,21,20,0,3,10,0,0,7,16,3,0,0,15,8,53,7,38,40,13,40,0,1,1,0,31,9,0,8,28,198,74,2,0.10286158882355513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225837541932858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785934454864506,0.0,0.0,0.10201105637953638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588513013623301,0.12540693964017818,0.0,0.17505527194969422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267443052853006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333064993558706,0.0,0.0924453634810759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040198199082432,0.07348433960826503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238411825097626,0.0,0.10748186940958432,0.0,0.11691722274934205,0.1725508409403425,0.0822678091671631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086789160851976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113060078308963,0.16769184728915168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050595311929368,0.0,0.0,0.18205853848682765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866090927305035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911989065969853,0.0,0.0,0.08210313884216168,0.0,0.1512302063828267,0.07627056475820669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340430732914224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589576772188319,0.10575884488404133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568985207605635,0.08179966399436027,0.0,0.1041014194075758,0.0819673687575741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048544361402865,0.08715429041172591,0.0,0.1017327415105118,0.11514512728565705,0.07280596199500447,0.0,0.08214539770622213,0.0859968940935486,0.0,0.0,0.11775190978345745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24802874630591834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205010007026084,0.1318191054984318,0.0,0.0,0.05997941963400031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428300995165674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974316663295752,0.3640225808400189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856331696331618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649579630108308
socialanxiety,Johnsilverknight,2019/10/01,Help pls It seems like most people here are adults but I'm in highschool and have the most severe case of social anxiety I've ever seen and I connect with pretty much every post in this sub. Here to drive advice and receive advice and to feel worse about myself. Or so it would seem lol. Just glad to not feel like I'm the only one in the world with this. Also.. anyone else not think that people don't think you're a friend and just talk to you cause they pity you or think of you as an acquaintance and not a friend? Just me?,1.8395454545454548,3.692517500000005,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,78.54545454545455,5.127272727272729,15.545454545454547,5.6839178017228535,-0.8293454545454546,415,5,92,2,10,130,72,110,0.153,0.6890000000000001,0.158,-0.2694,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,1,0,9,6,0,0,6,1,4,0,0,1,1,29,14,12,0,1,9,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,3,7,5,13,12,3,8,0,1,1,0,11,4,0,6,3,59,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34464649402817704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410238134739809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134904189130905,0.0,0.0,0.12330520682372995,0.1806872922444237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115589431645854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731443491340168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595150314919344,0.14857909070798686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833164836477286,0.1259816006497448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27248892757051896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118200990649049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723074728070728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963458315244145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194965973588597,0.13411906137209026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445121917686433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889069869201012,0.1794072553422617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32107750732461265,0.0,0.19922075824619245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976251498753346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174021582168786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33898614307698405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797116154300973,0.12527112189602402,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,calisurfer101,2019/10/01,"Having a massive crisis Thanks God, I have a meeting with a therapist tomorrow morning. I have these constant intrusive thoughts about people talking about me behind my back and hating me. I feel WORTHLESS. 

How do you deal with being paranoid like this? FUCK",3.659619047619049,6.905371533333337,3.69936507936508,79.99000000000002,89.22222222222223,5.238095238095238,30.87301587301588,6.868970318607317,2.5529682539682543,209,11,29,3,7,64,37,45,0.31,0.556,0.134,-0.8949,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,6,10,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,2,5,8,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25492386201232586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582629983476104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417898641023672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676300538675745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064914450323302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273143570825914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619673861218057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983913541592635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664689103842169,0.0,0.3052255949174564,0.0,0.3849284944983478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631954710701578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,7ofeggs,2019/10/01,"Anxiety meds don’t seem to help my SA enough, what next? I’ve been extremely socially and generally anxious since I was about 12 (17 now), it being bad enough that I would easily cry in many social situations and isolate myself from other people. I’m on zoloft now, after trying celexa and buspar, which manages the general anxiety great and it’s helped the social anxiety somewhat, but it’s just not enough and I don’t really know where to go from here

I feel like my classmates and the people around me automatically dislike me, the sound of my voice, being seated next to me, even when I know it logically cannot be true. I feel inherantly inferior and annoying to other people, I feel like they look down on me, and it really discourages me from talking to people outside of my friend group. Yet, I still volunteer to read out in class and the like, even though I feel this way (which confuses me). People can be giving me all the right signals but I’ll still feel like they’re dying to get away from me. No matter what I tell myself, what other people tell me, I just can’t seem to grasp that I’m not the most obnoxious person alive

Any advice or tips, or sharing of similar experiences would be greatly appreciated! I just don’t understand what’s wrong in my head",5.614451219512198,6.439573565040653,6.7151930894308975,74.30254573170734,67.41463414634147,10.052439024390246,28.383130081300806,10.125756701596842,2.7849276422764224,1011,32,187,24,16,340,133,246,0.142,0.6990000000000001,0.16,0.8375,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,16,15,1,1,7,0,15,2,1,0,2,43,31,15,1,2,9,0,5,4,1,2,1,2,0,1,17,11,0,1,12,1,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,8,29,9,26,22,6,22,0,2,1,0,14,11,0,7,13,130,46,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450634434521243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657678224350731,0.0,0.22195441368235072,0.10925760688567863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860946371240906,0.0,0.0,0.09086458565098267,0.0,0.08075090521026193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623414970835794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037231525616848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997896235932252,0.0,0.12775539996350574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460339133628533,0.0,0.0,0.2445037518158052,0.2072743069516168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471984443611293,0.0,0.05052829421547042,0.09277545103361903,0.05496394752329878,0.0,0.0,0.2132517648769744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925493564536228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964871214747922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630133123289337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899538675739108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121414977096597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805130435111732,0.0,0.0,0.10742579506416068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570970069491934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022896583999627,0.08444563235737539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673868063403536,0.0,0.12391301927648485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259195413454194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17608687158872713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000158672487212,0.10870891204901066,0.0,0.2957586704546772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15446946900150207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773385121343496,0.1690619910324115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501954891443393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566144513716515,0.0,0.0,0.1006811324685298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676588793285788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740358294721336,0.1057399462496488,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Peyto4,2019/10/01,"Anyone else almost start crying like crazy when people ask you if you’re ok? Like I was at gym class and we were playing capture the flag and I got tagged and fell because the field was kinda slippery and everyone thought the guy like hit me but I was perfectly fine but when people started asking if I was ok I just kinda walked to the side and was on the verge of just bawling my eyes out. Then I had to prevent people from being mad at the guy who tagged me, so, sorry guy, it was my fault.",2.8152941176470603,4.187471460784317,3.727598039215689,91.04669117647059,74.58823529411767,5.8843137254901965,22.553921568627448,5.985473137389443,0.2789568627450976,387,10,82,2,8,124,65,102,0.11900000000000001,0.7070000000000001,0.174,0.5209,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,1,1,0,1,5,10,1,0,6,2,9,1,1,0,1,19,16,13,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,10,1,12,8,8,4,0,13,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,5,8,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578399470594492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972863510129642,0.19009996744522786,0.0,0.0,0.3468956775689798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309888755717265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379873500393708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498859346105487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728425082045754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483872858275373,0.0,0.0,0.5511190214762726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27192541792217473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858746161764033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076884395871915,0.2626417113053186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729207770292155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TA042207,2019/10/01,Feel free everyone Hello everyone. Feel free to send me hurtful messages in my inbox. Girls especially feel free to call me ugly and worthless and jobless. I have been diagnosed with depression for half of my life and I am taking therapy among other things but I am not able to handle how unloved and unwanted I feel. I have never hugged a girl in my life though I so badly want to. But I deserve it for sure and feel free to inbox me terrible things so I can continue crying. Ty,2.8326477541371133,5.135981744680855,4.551418439716315,81.0338888888889,77.29787234042553,8.007565011820331,26.401891252955078,8.841846274778883,2.3585451536643034,380,15,70,9,9,128,58,94,0.268,0.5710000000000001,0.161,-0.93,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,2,19,13,11,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,5,0,4,1,2,6,0,1,1,5,14,10,12,12,0,6,0,3,0,1,6,3,0,0,2,51,18,0,0.1986585980805171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587163142204642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028526400030196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21821714170233134,0.0,0.0,0.17110435942945404,0.20163429532108695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37965360758625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022387810625413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266813800004744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806368857139782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321775775379248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723337766294995,0.0,0.14936654238897035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718342017356866,0.0,0.2639598905291419,0.0,0.1951810639693134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717398821468455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sulkydyke,2019/10/01,"Feeling bad after therapy -vent I just had my second therapy appointment, which didn’t feel helpful, and I’m feeling really bad and hopeless about the future. I know two therapy sessions is like nothing, but it was just so hard for me to get to this point of being able to get help and I thought right away id start taking steps to get better- instead I feel like it’s just another way for me to pretend I’m getting better while I continue to avoid my fears. 

My first therapy session just went into some of my trauma/abuse, which was necessary and kind of a release (lots of crying), but today it seemed like there was nothing to talk about. At the start she just wanted me to take deep breaths ‘from my chest’ and like she wanted to see my chest move (aren’t you actually supposed to breathe from your stomach, and your chest is not supposed to move?) So for like a good five minutes she just stared at me in silence while I breathed and i felt super weird. 

And then she kind of just asked me like really open questions because I guess she wanted me to lead the session, but my anxiety tends to make my mind go blank so when I’m asked “is there anything you want to talk about’ I just can’t pull the relevant things from my brain that might be helpful to talk about.

Instead we just talked about my boring week and interests, and then she asked me to fantasize and tell her what I would want people to say to me to make me feel comfortable in conversation but I didn’t know and I just told her it was more about me and my hyperawareness, and there’s not really words for it to go away. 

It was a lot of me giving short answers because I felt like she wasn’t asking the right questions but also didn’t know how to get us in that track either and there was a LOT of silence and her staring at me while I look at my hands. At one point she seemed to try to make me feel better about myself (I don’t want to be reassured I want to get better) and say “you’re smart....and...” 20 seconds go by “...talented...Well I don’t know maybe you’re talented let’s assume you are.”

I’m just worried because I wanted originally to do a really a intensive cbt program but I decided not to because I’d have to take a semester off.  I was hoping we would talk about goals and things and so i could be held accountable to get better but she just asks me about my feelings. I know I should take that initiative, but even now like planning to do that at my next therapy session, I feel so hopeless and like I’m just wasting my time with therapy.

Anyway, I don’t know how much of that is my depression and how much is real because I really don’t feel like I’m able to adequately express myself to my therapist and in addition I don’t feel like she’s able to offer me much either. 
But at the same time, I don’t want to start over with someone new because then I’ll have to go over all the trauma and stuff again and progress will be that much slower.

This ended up being kind of a vent but I just am so desperate to get better and so frustrated by how much of a process it’s going to be.",3.781363636363636,4.690598213375799,4.820312680949623,85.92461493920092,71.64331210191081,8.129473074696008,27.33005211349161,8.438071523408619,1.7254286624203818,2410,82,509,38,44,790,232,628,0.079,0.76,0.161,0.9945,2,1,0,0,1,2,50.0,3,5,0,12,46,38,1,2,16,0,45,9,9,9,1,123,118,54,0,14,29,0,14,11,0,5,0,2,0,0,21,32,0,2,26,1,1,11,15,11,0,6,18,20,84,27,86,86,14,61,0,3,4,0,45,25,0,12,35,353,105,7,0.14979810537093802,0.059162086565700114,0.0487271140685176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03993116358152477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235879153961466,0.03819838019777425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0410903590315056,0.0,0.2334016787733547,0.0,0.0938268340320584,0.0,0.08338344060912785,0.18263106931675527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649685019733665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055741408933945504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039867199318640856,0.0,0.05484872825761435,0.0,0.0,0.04300696288489162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04422555297512447,0.0,0.0,0.03298007860597518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056188171631533584,0.2524747433500133,0.10701579640807482,0.09588644842399427,0.0,0.0,0.04247273063470742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20870220631338726,0.04789999747435482,0.14188952563499502,0.04188118122072388,0.0,0.0,0.055006500484605765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472989302196197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040651242159787,0.0,0.0,0.0495944395124056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559916751903169,0.16465024230594213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105957062464488,0.0,0.2683405548621257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041930893631564985,0.0,0.0,0.12735299235543046,0.0,0.0,0.09999139853645253,0.0,0.0501641103596486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052970705800088905,0.05041779459499236,0.0,0.0,0.10614111956768008,0.18353140573091856,0.0,0.0,0.04822531453944312,0.053103994828148635,0.0,0.0,0.09582354812043883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03383569100159528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03461704830791665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440508573476383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187210728158836,0.0,0.0,0.05683434629699542,0.1599408368338862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528450900255924,0.0,0.0794169772311125,0.0,0.0,0.03978989851818508,0.09091371273754993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042307816189190064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602786998816696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716099725567088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017271017961545,0.20067007140963086,0.043643382237653634,0.0,0.3426143770520031,0.057975715341207275,0.06634613666735541,0.0,0.0,0.039640987684594266,0.058232319924164486,0.0,0.04733036281964336,0.04771283637956915,0.0,0.033901026846994024,0.0,0.04877699414379353,0.0,0.06006289220233296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650644110485813,0.03963425450519268,0.04005300148204693,0.0,0.0,0.04628811481395235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070908245908665,0.0,0.07094151742527059,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,crashboxer1678,2019/10/01,"Ever feel like an immobile object, like a camera? Like someone just watching everything happen around you but not reacting to it? 

It just feels like I'm watching everyone socialize but can't say anything. I'm never really sure what to say, so I just try to listen.",4.790399999999998,6.762781840000002,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,70.6,9.8,30.5,10.125756701596842,3.648,212,9,34,6,4,72,36,50,0.054000000000000006,0.775,0.172,0.6239,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,13,7,3,0,0,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,5,4,7,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,6,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228865584745197,0.2080138459234572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21136586571840946,0.0,0.22327955730594132,0.21000551477654691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362988797298208,0.33386458739182395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066316275559595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566330560698255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802189808766867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969354979996008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716439613372435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23819485379332256,0.197985933893222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22022909748319572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864506998487546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rosemm2,2019/10/26,"Birthday Flop - Only 3 people coming, 2 of them being the ones who planned the get together This makes me feel horribly guilty. I should appreciate having the 3 friends I do have, I know some people don’t have any friends and would love just to have a few. And i’m an introvert anyways, it’s too much to handle having a ton of friends. 
My boyfriend and bestfriend planned a get together for me for my birthday. It’s become something of a tradition among us (were all v close, we were once roommates). My boyfriends birthday was a few months ago, and we invited the exact same people. 12 people (everyone invited) showed up to his, and my boyfriend being the social butterfly he is, absolutely loved it. I was so happy to be able to give him that. He treats his friends well and he deserved it. 
5 of the people I invited gave me vague maybes, which i knew deep down would ultimately be no’s. I guess i still was holding out hope, because I am sourly disappointed none of them will be coming. I know this because none of them even told me happy birthday, nonetheless confirming whether or not they would be making it. I’m not one to want people to feel like they NEED to do something, so maybe I should’ve asked today (day of the get together and my birthday) but i didn’t want to set myself up for what i knew would be rejection. One of the people who initially said yes had something come up w work. Three others just cancelled today for various reasons. Two are showing up late, which leaves us at a grand total of 3 people coming on time (roommate, boyfriend, boyfriends bestfriend ). I guess it’s just a bummer because all these people were able to make it to boyfriends birthday. I had been feeling like a lot of my friends were really my boyfriends friends, and at most social events i’m just there because they feel rude not inviting me. I had reasons to feel this way, but this feels like a final confirmation of those feelings. 

End of story: my heart is slightly sad, i feel that shitty back of the throat and in ya gut sad. I just want to focus on the people who’ve been so good to me and made this birthday amazing (boyfriend and bestfriend). They put so much work into it being a good day for me. I feel guilty that I’m even sad when i have people like that. I think from here on, i won’t plan any birthday get togethers. That way i can’t be disappointed, and I can actually appreciate what those who do care are doing for me. Sorry for the vent reddit",4.092736486486487,5.682907625000006,4.563626126126128,85.44993243243245,71.70833333333334,7.3558558558558556,28.38963963963964,7.917944638633933,1.752997747747748,1940,74,380,26,37,614,212,480,0.10800000000000001,0.743,0.15,0.9739,1,0,3,0,0,0,56.0,4,1,7,5,19,29,1,0,22,1,47,5,3,6,4,74,92,21,0,10,12,0,9,4,6,7,0,1,0,0,29,21,0,1,16,2,0,5,10,7,1,5,19,11,56,22,49,57,15,38,0,6,0,2,36,16,0,7,18,262,85,2,0.130081582372669,0.0,0.06347042995093878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765473704990622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845993670094439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080435989779686,0.0,0.0,0.05001235369384768,0.0,0.15859305048156608,0.07183244386986529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631342135596996,0.0,0.0,0.22410753000717654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389185924956162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057606835861489514,0.0,0.0,0.08591765832852596,0.0,0.0,0.06214926324041538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29597920452831783,0.13939546265784586,0.0,0.07124900757587249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015021235794218,0.0,0.13592451574080275,0.06239305348704133,0.0,0.1091062596153213,0.0,0.0,0.14329952851076633,0.0,0.0,0.13847426329290166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707365071500624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460018121742159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148943574474466,0.0,0.07336884543564147,0.06886880671745363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710258094552293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055295354785918405,0.11740370681539168,0.061543169241049564,0.13024569950069667,0.0,0.13068443364637386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191493899958898,0.0,0.09562493042261123,0.048226922535794366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926631991165486,0.1322199701302994,0.049466452547506486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960020473018348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538395952933378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04166679629860762,0.13374553173605416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186868660951901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260179166899072,0.0,0.15021473598239274,0.0,0.07280784076509743,0.0,0.0,0.05194165985802178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04167551276016046,0.0,0.0,0.03792580838493912,0.0,0.12330213004909375,0.06214926324041538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353540219245707,0.0,0.15647212707152794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508823137147775,0.10325270528815632,0.0,0.0,0.05847948236152195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470094123147177,0.0,0.0,0.1848124477892324,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Liamonique,2019/10/26,"Thinking of skiing again, but would have to go alone? So I used to ski in middle school, but stopped taking lessons before learning how to ski with poles. I get pretty depressed in the winter so I was thinking of taking up skiing again to give myself something to look forward to, but I'd want to go alone. Would it be weird to go skiing by myself? And would it be weird to go at the age of 26 without using poles? And is skiing like riding a bike, or would I have to relearn how to do it? I'm afraid of making an ass out of myself.",2.2612612612612644,3.677510801801805,3.5713513513513497,91.42477477477478,76.11711711711713,4.933333333333334,21.34234234234234,3.1291,-0.2073711711711708,413,10,87,0,9,135,63,111,0.17300000000000001,0.754,0.07200000000000001,-0.912,0,2,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,4,0,11,1,1,5,0,24,27,10,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,7,0,6,1,4,0,0,1,1,7,1,24,20,0,17,0,1,1,1,1,7,1,1,7,61,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36005797976548193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479112145916257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971414730826024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081573878859628,0.16674758682994878,0.39515218778454025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492150755582936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459681773559614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116028707646814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684125176831106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591892222145292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381802049787578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532444427197266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613876654541665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275848974440154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300255832094572,0.0,0.0,0.10252575557259493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755989895655687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493917639267181,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Gay_Lil_Wolf_Pup_01,2019/10/26,"Do I have anxiety? I’ve been shy for quite long time, but in the past few years I’ve started to basically become mute at school. I do talk but not much, and I hate doing anything where the spotlight is on me (eg. Presentations, drama, ect.). My mum noticed and the teachers try to get me to talk more, but I don’t really.   
My mum has said that in high school other parents/kids might think somethings wrong with me or that I have anxiety, but I really love going to school. I don’t mind having friends and hanging out with them, I just hate talking.

I’m not sure if this is anxiety or not, my mum thinks it’s not since I love school (but only really the learning part), but I think it might be social anxiety.

Does anyone have any advice/know if this could be anxiety?",2.6422481389578185,4.326657651612905,4.057419354838712,87.20920595533501,75.70967741935483,7.349875930521091,23.53598014888337,8.139509932561175,1.236022332506204,596,18,125,10,13,197,91,155,0.106,0.7440000000000001,0.15,0.9365,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,1,2,7,2,0,4,0,18,2,0,0,1,30,30,13,0,3,15,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,1,17,4,12,23,4,15,0,0,0,2,12,7,0,6,6,81,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739792859037364,0.0,0.4353398370321086,0.0,0.0,0.0795819151201668,0.0,0.09365983642106793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256994424472045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087181165506587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960004919655027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793298865352142,0.0,0.05946350605333101,0.0,0.06468354170693462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473699253064688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025152558288744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625496066252417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100722466634049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544449962840272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24147891414338196,0.1149204462014398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366693231230514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957884006234704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656124127319527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325027626210645,0.10864905126905433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105598965946872,0.0,0.0,0.2187379176233244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826388457347012,0.0,0.0,0.46074638761731396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414873211837024,0.0,0.0,0.11601979817426865,0.0,0.08762015018611954,0.0,0.0,0.08055866139266249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726904899579312,0.0,0.0,0.2744399392823905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878367637654,0.0,0.0,0.06636629232583148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727273997681958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244385552989788,0.0,0.07329296338033298
socialanxiety,Saragerm94,2019/10/26,"Medication advice for social anxiety... Hi all,

I'm 25 years old and been struggling with social anxiety for most of my teenage and adult life. For the last couple of years, I have been trying to deal with it independently through herbal supplements like L-theanine and Valerian Root, but still find myself overwhelmed with anxiety in most social situations to the point where I ""black out"" - people tell me that I'm talking coherently and sound cool, calm, and collected, but when I think back on that situation, I can't remember how I spoke, what my audience's attention level was, or even most of what I said. 

This blackout mental state applies to social parties where I dont know many people, times of conflict between friends and coworkers, and any sort of public speaking capacity. I'm a wildlife biologist and have some meetings coming up of statewide importance where I'll be presenting several proposed regulatory changes to hunting regulations. Obviously, I cant afford to risk my social anxiety affecting my performance and reputation at these public meetings. Moreover, in my anxiety overridden mind, I dont have the mental clarity to convey facts and what's germane to the conversation well and am always kicking myself post-presentation for important points I meant to say but didn't.

So, I'm finally throwing in the towel on thinking I can ""beat"" my social anxiety and am going to pursue some kind of anxiety medication to help me. I hate to admit it, but I need help. I'm a little freaked out by medications for mental illnesses - my twin sister has been on them for several years and I dont even recognize her anymore. 

Any folks out there with social anxiety that can share their experiences with different medications and what worked and didnt work for them, side effects, etc? I'm considering pursuing the Benzodiazepine route initially. Seems like that would help me avoid a long-term dependence on medications that I have to be on daily.

Thanks in advance for your information, guys.",11.936657276995303,9.830714233802818,11.456338028169014,55.07924882629108,55.95774647887324,15.325821596244133,46.483568075117375,13.76565470535455,6.572968075117371,1623,81,250,52,15,536,198,355,0.08800000000000001,0.769,0.14300000000000002,0.9693,4,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,3,6,12,15,1,4,9,1,23,7,0,6,3,59,42,23,0,2,5,1,0,2,1,1,7,5,0,2,13,24,0,2,11,0,0,4,7,6,1,0,9,7,32,9,49,30,7,38,0,1,1,0,35,22,0,9,13,165,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888003919186042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865164682887127,0.0,0.0,0.09586848837033958,0.0,0.43138489997107293,0.0,0.06990513642172975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420090639089005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456693747751424,0.060719154160239076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799361022373394,0.0,0.0,0.07267001324760926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736449374958506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24783416613604065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861273142095414,0.0931132932654152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895077095695902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721613771076605,0.06442473759530201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544588392327324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04005994397280874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979418324989603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959228802115867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417398234335311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340238518174126,0.038738350912837734,0.05745711238371011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978774552567362,0.06887373401820401,0.07064747477380554,0.0,0.06237964501765246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146374916214959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35504612550161524,0.2131059175573484,0.0,0.07117276689978004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226594472806933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396527865746383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977349814592044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332678514625361,0.0,0.06750800107715739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984914161118484,0.0,0.06705021147329779,0.05605487163570335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416961051788928,0.0,0.15926270974580692,0.0,0.0,0.15846288784779744,0.0,0.5029753387591097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05629179264359268,0.0,0.0,0.07368934227550153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056655569054257775,0.06160960223807652,0.06489586250433034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033170403190506,0.0,0.0,0.0411021085441094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785671211576439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633771601446239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263217928588728,0.0,0.0,0.05007263927136312,0.0,0.0,0.136175846087096
socialanxiety,thr0waway47938,2019/10/26,what do i. know i’ll get depressed if i go out but i know i’ll probably cry myself to sleep if i stay home. what should i do,-3.3580000000000005,-1.9164941333333336,0.12333333333333485,104.86500000000002,107.0,3.733333333333334,12.666666666666668,5.6839178017228535,-1.3051333333333337,96,2,27,1,5,34,20,30,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,7,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869459266539344,0.0,0.0,0.30340483060800083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18404362138843952,0.0,0.20019998903693206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533499372882249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871906277913441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798006270864281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525188232892273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37546700372467656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,welcomethevoid,2019/10/26,"Maybe r/depression is the better place to ask this but anyone tryna talk? I’m mad fucked up rn and my “ friends” (even tho ion wanna be a little bitch and call them “friends”) aren’t avb and I rlly just want to talk to someone or vent. Hmu if you want to talk, no judgements or anything",1.0493785310734474,3.115188203389831,2.245000000000001,96.48128531073448,82.22033898305084,4.611299435028251,20.002824858757066,5.46131890053228,-0.2996802259887006,220,6,49,1,6,70,48,59,0.24600000000000002,0.63,0.12300000000000001,-0.9179,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,3,6,3,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,8,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,3,2,3,0,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591013856907674,0.0,0.1872461819455053,0.0,0.21271935432091352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012407999497388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234396614031236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598002517071075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028814409960686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515939600493611,0.2103572315450363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22805503911915964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285946961021965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377310605271841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927940576475368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486645371977684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26841818918277593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Fluffy_Objective,2019/10/26,"Am I a lunatic or is this part and parcel of social anxiety? 
I (F45) don’t make friends easily and can only sustain one at a time, but mostly just go solo.


I have finally found a best friend (M50) and he’s an introvert too, but no anxiety.

We have been best friends for just over 2 years and meet up a couple of times a week and chat every day.

He has just decided to reconnect with his best friend from 30 years a go.  It went really well, him and her really clicked.

How do I get passed the feelings of inadequacy and feeling threatened ?

He really wants us to go out tomorrow but am now having issues getting past this.  I don’t want this to cause issues with us.

Is this insecurity a anxieett thing or am I just a nutter?",3.9269387755102017,4.665886217687078,5.796061224489797,79.69001020408162,71.17687074829931,9.417414965986396,27.62517006802721,9.642632912329526,2.390050884353741,562,19,116,13,10,195,94,147,0.11800000000000001,0.6459999999999999,0.237,0.9736,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,0,3,8,9,0,1,10,0,14,0,0,3,0,30,26,13,0,2,9,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,4,1,0,5,3,1,1,1,3,3,12,8,14,23,5,19,0,0,1,0,16,4,0,3,10,83,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048311259846027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125400208393997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460922819409002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498793760740156,0.0,0.0845068527338376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040279313817904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251065133452294,0.0,0.0,0.14354263797479966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367331468750047,0.40494982920763184,0.0,0.13692094962940318,0.0,0.22341094253583307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735333739851897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746700212534668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879283118548044,0.09965816130649983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189833385167988,0.1250879090677104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25183348064006417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357386736988985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705395306742149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152815337872705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152383823094976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545758918192549,0.0,0.10510851984372103,0.0,0.11781636616670915,0.1214709273818474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876472332774778
socialanxiety,lunasouseiseki,2019/10/26,"How I dealt with my crippling social anxiety This is a post from [my blog, breathe](https://suzibreathe.blogspot.com/2019/10/how-to-deal-with-social-anxiety.html).  

A few months ago I decided to step outside of my comfort zone and invite my work friends and my best friend out for a weekend lunch. As someone that used to have crippling social anxiety this was a big step for me.  


### What is Social Anxiety?

Social Anxiety can make you feel like interacting with people is this intricate puzzle that you can never solve and results in your own embarrassment. It's this longing to be the person that can glide from conversation to conversation, but never having the right thing to say. As the anxiety builds you feel like every action you take makes you look, and therefore feel, awkward. It's a pretty isolating cycle.   


[The Mayo Clinic](https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/social-anxiety-disorder/symptoms-causes/syc-20353561) details the symptoms of social anxiety as: excessive fear of situations in which one may be judged, worry about embarrassment or humiliation or concern about offending someone.  


### The Healing Power of Connection

You'll hear me say this a lot on this blog, but the way I dealt with my anxieties was to face them head on. Building up trust with people is something I, and most children of abusive parents, struggle with. This lack of trust results in me second guessing peoples intentions and responses. You can't be fully present in a conversation if you're also deeply analysing the person you're conversing with.  


Once I addressed my hang ups I decided to reach out. I've been doing this over time with family, old friends, new friends and now work friends. Work friends always felt like the final frontier because as a teen and a person in my early 20s I felt like I struggled to connect to my work peers. They always seemed so much more assure of themselves and I couldn't keep up.  


The more people I am able to connect to, the more comfortable I feel with myself. The more real friendships I make the more I believe that I'm worthy of other peoples time and affection. At the end of the day that's where my anxiety stems from: this belief that I am not enough.  


I want to make a big side note here that some people are just plain rude and are judging you. If someone is actively trying to make fun of you or make you feel uncomfortable then remember that it has nothing to do with you. You could be a champion conversationalist that's living your best life and you would still walk away from  a conversation with them feeling like a fool. Don't give your energy to these toxic people.",7.158402185501064,8.721267656716421,6.656001465884862,73.44675273187634,64.33049040511727,9.444589552238806,33.419576226012786,9.673873057562805,3.350471695095949,2117,88,343,42,32,657,231,469,0.134,0.682,0.185,0.9874,2,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,0,16,3,7,10,28,2,6,28,0,31,6,2,13,3,75,55,27,0,7,9,1,8,5,6,3,3,3,1,4,26,24,1,1,13,3,0,5,6,9,0,2,5,12,48,19,62,41,15,45,1,0,1,0,45,20,0,12,23,242,74,4,0.06237908280657287,0.0739090128226833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055295293169541335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988452998347445,0.10380878795840943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38175862086376294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058607201690614674,0.0,0.0,0.038025709897172834,0.0,0.0,0.07027986516594804,0.13092599784384268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04980462178888381,0.0,0.0,0.04022934791747483,0.0643100953172422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552493522739237,0.06445426751909915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255706765231837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058805447673836636,0.07019381057472349,0.18924443129237006,0.13369088766283727,0.1197874036815877,0.0683332361491214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28916354783011755,0.0,0.0,0.05983970027167844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871759239141961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401893532536918,0.0,0.07030575989665462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554453949442076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04406019095492605,0.15237634485056328,0.0,0.05508187295597923,0.05520352532855688,0.05238271898406347,0.0,0.0,0.05303246550503748,0.0,0.0,0.2498311329294223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979038876504245,0.0,0.045855803292089416,0.0,0.0962211884178053,0.06024610688325641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059854412326073414,0.0,0.06545635411432058,0.06643168735597282,0.042269680893085686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692645893899528,0.0,0.0,0.30272061231349634,0.16340102709993504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974191815757386,0.06346195289936005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710010527530783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066334074439164,0.05327139588329535,0.0,0.09921270072168192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678757419259905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011670265570356,0.0,0.4451133353671802,0.15856078330270296,0.04802246551075121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981601610767527,0.0,0.0,0.13042432260071987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483575156025218,0.04690130709790221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414418908318725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274748964761668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04235130255512756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05387549930688287,0.0,0.0,0.03679279922562301,0.04951361242455046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816508608579025,0.06334898654281074,0.0,0.044312310682469665,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Clinkza1,2019/10/26,"Can you have social anxiety if you like being social? I apologize if this is a stupid question. But a professor who I looked up to as a mentor told me that ""You're shy but you want to express yourself, and when you do express yourself it always comes out wrong. He told me this in May and I have since graduated from college. Since then, I've been going through a cycle of self-destruction and depression. I've been so depressed it's been effecting my work performance. 

I now feel like I've fucked up every social interaction that I've had. I've always been told that I'm a Michael Scott type figure, that I'm impulsive and come up as brash. I used to be the class clown in high school and was told that I don't know how to be myself.

Now  I feel a sense of contradiction. If I accept that I have social anxiety, I will continue feeling worthless and depressed but I want to be social. However if I don't accept that my social skills are bad, my false confidence will continue to cause to fuck stuff up.",4.37767590618337,5.394517517412937,5.449086709310591,81.56697761194032,70.34328358208955,8.926936744847193,28.287491115849328,9.23628265651192,2.3021312011371697,795,28,158,16,14,263,105,201,0.226,0.674,0.1,-0.9871,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,4,0,4,5,13,3,0,7,0,22,2,0,4,0,31,41,19,0,6,7,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,9,0,0,3,2,9,0,0,10,4,22,4,20,24,0,17,0,4,1,2,21,8,2,6,8,103,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752777953439856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114678423316528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879420360424146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819786250541544,0.0,0.18145644754717136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721489916320798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874091614992989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976656384497312,0.07524425278429836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474266453985314,0.0,0.0,0.059858665875525824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128172176318243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788390531535344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291302042244106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844653403841618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798818588952945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659459632984017,0.0,0.0,0.10987702108248378,0.0,0.0,0.17425197661598432,0.0,0.0,0.6441938846197978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057200912211552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40257048122992173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096704553905614,0.0,0.0,0.1242469131878286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766779071398718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515643248823755,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,matthew3325s,2019/10/26,"Do you ever decline invitations to thanksgiving or christmas family gatherings because you'd rather be alone instead? I don't really enjoy attending these events. There are usually a lot of people there and I'm not close to any of my extended family and I don't think anyone there is excited to see me. We were never close and didn't grow up together we're just strangers basically. I feel like an outsider and don't belong there.  

Usually I am stressed out and full of anxiety throughout the evening and rarely have a good time.  Even weeks, sometimes months later I think about what I perceived to be negative experiences I had during that day and get stressed out.  For my mental health sake, I have thought about just not attending so I don't have to deal with it. I don't think many people would even notice my absence anyway.  What are your thoughts on putting mental health before family?  It is only one day but it seems to affect me a lot for some reason.",4.183995901639347,6.449077655737708,4.861881830601097,80.57675717213118,72.98907103825137,8.509426229508197,27.830942622950825,9.188382445141503,2.5830877049180323,773,30,139,18,16,248,113,183,0.075,0.905,0.021,-0.7299,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,0,0,16,6,0,2,5,0,21,2,0,2,2,36,31,10,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,9,0,0,4,10,2,0,1,5,2,19,4,18,22,4,22,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,5,12,101,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306659697605134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857946085562951,0.0,0.09651372223358556,0.0,0.0,0.08821552953994956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690729381716507,0.0,0.10735472273470224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627283376814604,0.13006766762139427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24998678970196564,0.11412091455925966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341082047846845,0.3568034249352381,0.0,0.0637913888612974,0.09013028646466617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591453179878685,0.0,0.0,0.10581885070055748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268208995057082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163646835731646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145171473444512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790864839022115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542836071742272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070144826694463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730405072115623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363647791099324,0.0,0.0,0.08549075814213919,0.0959520228310667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492994036074627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682783693694288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082272295353705,0.12971573312606507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005349230360935,0.11485331017893728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477762179068387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28903670142970983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425188918501233,0.0,0.2003173566338211,0.07356618161659093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27789963400443424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119969065821574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962199276725596,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Happiness-Coach,2019/10/26,How can I help ???? I would love to offer help to more people but everyone feels like if I am selling my service then it’s not genuine..... when in fact it’s the thing in life I am most passionate about and why I am trying to create my life around doing it. How can I offer help from a business standpoint while still keeping the genuine feeling of it?,1.0514436619718308,3.39104433802817,2.6627992957746507,91.77898767605636,84.49295774647888,4.676760563380283,22.959507042253517,5.985473137389443,0.447632394366198,272,10,55,2,8,89,48,71,0.0,0.701,0.299,0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,2,1,13,11,8,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,9,10,2,7,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,2,5,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23410024558905654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512803845738731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659324216212281,0.18786677770160248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5287924376221775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337410096228231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714888685829335,0.12847451343378702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23734190126155305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823112158419157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100092516630417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470647316098994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854027783620896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372907315995981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680729478188574,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,atonal123,2019/10/26,"I was invited to go with a group of friends to a Halloween party but I don't think they actually want me to come Am I overthinking things? 

For context, I'm a girl who moved to a new city last year and I don't have a lot of friends. Three other girls from my college also moved to this city and do everything together - I haven't been a part of their friend group but I wish I was. I'm friends (not close) with one of them and I'm just acquainted with the other two.

My guy friend moved to this city last week and invited me to go out to a Halloween party tonight with him and the three girls. I was rly happy because I saw it as a chance to get closer with this group and said yes of course. So my guy friend asked the three girls a few days ago if I could come and no one answered. He texted me today that he's going to double check if the girls in case they wanted to ""keep it to the original group"". Some time passes and he texts ""you should be good"" and that they're ""okay with it""

I don't know why but something about all of this makes me feel burdensome and invaluable",3.0513270925110128,3.819983039647578,3.822420154185021,92.92719851321587,73.22907488986785,7.437114537444932,23.438601321585907,7.645422480735847,0.6971940528634364,838,21,198,10,16,267,118,227,0.027000000000000003,0.7490000000000001,0.22399999999999998,0.9933,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,4,0,4,9,0,0,14,2,14,0,0,2,1,42,34,18,0,7,7,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,13,20,0,1,4,0,1,9,6,0,0,6,6,3,24,9,30,25,6,24,0,0,1,0,29,4,0,4,11,127,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.11896213687555797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806182856736428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748774657382783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396514235658504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431243255120445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002150670922487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973315845366992,0.0,0.0,0.07861893207991248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956076048215843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163905979285385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5651031026771242,0.0,0.06369056763440968,0.0,0.20784503444299865,0.10224851005713123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24141112847190546,0.0,0.12977062134544884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083551676801873,0.0,0.0,0.06699604876472821,0.1987384290983764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363965660402258,0.0,0.0,0.0813728363661179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886986117127785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177370459707712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521257953224475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201172580020845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596000169593525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384877333941813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098856604033768,0.07811209183812913,0.0,0.0,0.07108404987476502,0.0,0.11555211523922555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908391384626048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380598906464598,0.0,0.09778520102553552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100007099863156,0.0,0.14018525452099415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850311478631547
socialanxiety,grassJustP,2019/10/26,"I'm going to the wedding of a friend who has owed me money for 2 years now, do I give him a $100 wedding gift or do I just give him a piece of paper that says ""Take $100 off your tab with me. Enjoy. Congrats on the marriage"" ? Just wondering.   This is not necessary a social anxiety directly related thing, but it kinda is, cuz my social anxiety is what has been preventing me from telling him to hurry the f up and pay me for the past two years.",3.6399290780141835,3.8283988085106415,5.583829787234047,82.93333333333334,71.55319148936171,9.245390070921985,28.43262411347518,9.2995712137729,2.232126241134752,344,12,75,7,6,120,66,94,0.031,0.841,0.128,0.7674,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,8,0,8,0,0,1,0,11,15,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,11,2,11,14,1,8,0,0,0,0,15,3,0,3,4,54,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35862016713152506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109153128670896,0.0,0.0,0.4497024483999895,0.1332110030162998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237547406092089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639880474147436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778685049302448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623444418444806,0.0,0.2048699048391109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572036364492478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22896800468308745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25418932355265256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018829491485425
socialanxiety,SacrificeRogue,2019/10/26,"Physical anxiety symptoms without mental Hey, I didn't know whether to talk about this here or at r/anxiety, but often when I talk to people that I should be comfortable with (or am starting to get comfortable with) I start to get shaky, jittery, sweaty, and I stutter a lot. The thing though is that I often go into these conversations without thinking to myself things like ""Oh god, I don't know what to say/do/act/whatever."" You know, the normal thought process one would associate with social anxiety.

Like I just had a 30 minute conversation with my dad about crazy concert stories, so not a serious conversation at all, and was sweating like crazy and was acting all jittery. 

My dad. Who I am quite familiar with. lol. 

I know my relationship with him isn't perfect, but still. You'd think my body wouldn't react this way. It's the same way my body acts whenever I try and go to therapy, except in that context it makes sense.",4.055084745762713,6.141349310734467,4.812000000000001,81.58003389830509,72.84180790960451,8.335819209039547,29.87909604519774,9.029198982220553,2.660954350282486,736,32,137,16,15,237,108,177,0.1,0.752,0.14800000000000002,0.8933,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,2,10,9,0,1,6,1,14,4,3,2,3,42,28,12,0,4,10,2,0,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,11,0,0,7,1,0,4,7,3,0,1,5,1,20,6,22,18,4,14,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,6,7,96,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332525161972271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225880117964595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173098752213085,0.0,0.1650507733402031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31921136886401585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128247434066805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345114847498273,0.0,0.0,0.09692785979063342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633610288325372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227358515217184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839709699008413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066935118020512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444720699807374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589968029271098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547569711079117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802186851639546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20555877138504045,0.0,0.11596376563628907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092732189853575,0.0,0.23342632462945234,0.0,0.0,0.16605867498215487,0.0,0.19294026666301425,0.18608759934517366,0.14266670005931298,0.115279398603086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098587099242922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305196358775856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799517933446501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103152014397888,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Tall_person_number_5,2019/10/26,"I wanna be able to walk into a room and confidently say what’s up and join in conversation I’m a bit of a pleb, half the time all I’ll get out is bit of a mumble before I sit down and stay quiet for most of the conversation, I’ll end up just kinda sitting there awkwardly whilst people talk. I wanna engage but I don’t know how to beat the feeling I get that stops me getting my words out. And the issue is this is new (started about 1 or 2 years ago), but before that with the same group of people I was a vibrant talkative guy, now I just always feel too uncomfortable to talk. It’s probably the biggest thing I hate about myself. What do I do?",3.542789943227902,3.9294093941605865,5.419659367396594,83.31875101378753,71.84671532846716,8.132684509326845,24.71127331711273,8.167268648758528,1.2640241686942415,505,13,110,7,9,175,89,137,0.092,0.818,0.09,-0.2888,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,1,1,11,0,8,0,0,1,1,25,17,8,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,7,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,4,12,1,20,15,5,22,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,9,75,19,0,0.18725543257647154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599064263276148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581152062356796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186811622165541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088688672833493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585273290573796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18936394621375185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29349970451473223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541231850787807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848759720573173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544602112110665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102910688591398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085246364481328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25963867858146417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20189302764824246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891303586753749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254035897604868,0.1995893759984202,0.0,0.15655392637715904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010176471904992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440418879790745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919014860363943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058635916873027
socialanxiety,SAINTWELL,2019/10/26,"A thought I had this realization recently, everyone has social anxiety, everyone has that rear of social interaction, because everyone wants a friend so they dont have to be alone, this has helped me beat SA, go out make new friends, and reconnect with old and just hand out",7.627333333333333,8.295303600000004,7.666,69.78633333333336,63.0,13.06666666666667,38.66666666666667,12.45797560212912,5.3104666666666684,220,11,39,8,3,71,41,50,0.068,0.7559999999999999,0.175,0.7783,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,1,0,9,11,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,3,2,5,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142438662912538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824681085198775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609951928253418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24243757822040904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5929888247624805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196379894376052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756291658852933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865343937990846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808019999013574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978601680721386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706405508597304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424861925736434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4217340453365207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422319081675316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201098435652885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itsmeiril,2019/10/26,"i have a school trip tomorrow and I'm scared hi. im going for a school trip Tomorrow and im pretty stressed. it's 3 days and 2 nights and i get stressed thinking of the sleeping. we sleep in a big tent and i don't know whether it'll be in class groups or just whoever you want to sleep with. I'm afraid I'll be left out. (we're 500 kids in my grade) it's my last school trip and last time i didnt go because of anxiety. friends wise i think I'm doing pretty good, better than last time. i have 3 friend groups and i could join each of them, but from my experience, whenever i try to be with kind of everyone so nobody will get hurt, i end up between groups- pretty much alone. basically i know I'll be fine and i have been in plenty trips- some have gone better and some worse but at the end it was fine. I'm very scared for this trip because there's less structure. even though we are going as a class, it's all very free and no actual boundaries, i think, so there's more chance of me being alone.",1.3591505507955937,2.970754893023255,2.8185067319461474,95.00993880048959,79.13953488372094,6.200734394124848,20.618115055079556,7.0608816371341465,0.20458139534883726,782,20,186,9,19,255,118,215,0.125,0.7020000000000001,0.172,0.8089,0,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,1,2,7,16,0,5,6,0,18,3,3,0,1,31,34,18,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,16,0,0,5,0,1,9,3,6,0,0,4,0,20,11,22,22,7,29,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,3,11,100,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.10395956742518277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066941651719973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149645546664916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988146556946334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884372549248868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505689029298041,0.0,0.0,0.06870413044956653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871092385928845,0.0,0.0,0.07036318015272952,0.0,0.0,0.10179560036479364,0.0,0.10420844002767353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461224735843616,0.0,0.11131682792927336,0.0,0.1816332527278756,0.0893537318224888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404438337259552,0.0,0.23014502413926546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093636732320926,0.11709406760343095,0.26051265128298823,0.0,0.0,0.11574699886717975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831305388573963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997277957082824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251430994749934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21331362359804654,0.3234472899022602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198258942462464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440633945221161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478362674325398,0.1046668499367898,0.0,0.12423897670131735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232802831965922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579961137674427,0.06283515414635593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856489897083048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,longlo90,2019/10/26,"PSA MEDITATE Im sure this has been said ad nasuem but meditation, mindful thinking for even 10 mins a day makes a HUGE difference. Me being around people my anxiety is at 5% (compared to years ago where id get crippling anxiety just walking out my door).

Things that have seemed to decrease my anxiety LONG TERM:
vitamin d3
fish oil( good for inflammation which can cause anxiety)
zinc/ vit c
excercise 
talking to random people

and i smoke weed. All these things jave  greatly reduced my social anxiety. The only thing im still coping with is being a social retard, in thr sense that when a convo does arise its like my mind still goes blank. Thus my mind freezes i have to compensate to w.e someone says by saying things like ""forrreeeal"" or ""reaaaaaaaly?"" or ""are you kidding me"", it'll work the first few times but  then obviously when you keep repeating those phrases it makes things awkward. So i feel im in the final stages of beating SA. This really is a disease but we'll all overcome it (for those trying to overcome it).",4.51503238341969,6.606252663212437,4.9496081606217635,81.0609925518135,71.59067357512953,7.933808290155443,29.679080310880828,8.660442795831766,2.473870725388601,816,34,145,15,16,259,134,193,0.098,0.802,0.10099999999999999,0.3817,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,0,3,9,6,0,1,8,0,13,1,0,4,4,26,21,10,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,3,1,1,18,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,6,14,5,17,15,4,24,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,4,17,87,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059129516739893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340513440748756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101937332455507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165730433157194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318384583568459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856023372733775,0.0,0.0,0.09930525889478344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495107055588021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737782656156608,0.0,0.0,0.12430947252859753,0.0,0.09652422811163648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592875095047853,0.0,0.0,0.09517986315743238,0.0,0.12510976506688465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3677267550636218,0.0,0.0,0.10086435515234754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087912191293314,0.0,0.0,0.10042435426790793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149473426520732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437409344994565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630504245961955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573425497956757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269683671482363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794345156704778,0.18048433222064605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330600146984772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313528193521278,0.09614944082294226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812471656488598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695156044454444,0.0,0.0,0.09120922275759404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.376948310969466,0.0727120444878834,0.0,0.0,0.06616986532102878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704403271693495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261324931375236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307603522651614
socialanxiety,idbelieverr,2019/10/26,"How do I start to ""climb out"" of SA? Hello everyone.

Im a student ( almost 20y.o). Attending uni finally made me socialize a bit after a long time of legit nothing. I made a few friends, most importantly 2 girls cuz it was a really long embarrasing time while I didnt have a single woman friend. They even started a conversation with me ( thats how we became friends, otherwise it would take me probably even a few months to finally talk to them myself)

I struggle with social anxiety since I remember. I have a big trouble with expressing ""personal"" feelings to someone. Also,   I hate being rejected, embarrased, thats the worst thing that can happen to me in social situations.I always have this weird stomach/chest-pressure when a social situation is about to happen. Recently when I went for a pizza with few friends I've been told that they feel some kind of ""bad energy"" from me and asked if everything is alright ( I felt like I acted normally so I confirmed that im okay).  I actually wanted to progress 'further' in a relationship with one of those 2 girls, but one of them seems out of reach for me (  even tho she seems shy which should make it easier for me) and it took me so long to do sth that it seems that she might have actually befriended some other guy (simple explanation - I'm not good enough once again) and I feel like my chances are quickly fading away. The other girl even invited me a few times for a talk, I couldn't really believe that I would be even a bit interesting for someone.  As I said I want to progress further but I have no experience whatsover + im extremely afraid of messing it up, getting rejected. I heard you need to act like a MAN to not fall into a friendzone but with my level of self-confidence and low self-esteem its hard for me to be alfa all around. What do I do? I even texted  to a girl ( the one that invited me before) if she wants to come for a tea or sth today but so far it seems like im gonna get dumped which is probably gonna seal me in low self-esteem- depression circle. Why does it keep happening to me?",4.3346615267304935,5.494840963144966,5.771408963822759,78.68140049140052,70.57248157248158,9.544997034652207,29.513598237736172,9.83838024301492,2.834022519698382,1620,63,317,40,29,548,217,407,0.126,0.7829999999999999,0.091,-0.9164,0,2,0,0,0,0,52.0,1,1,4,3,19,27,2,2,22,2,25,2,0,6,1,56,60,23,0,11,9,0,5,4,4,6,0,2,0,8,26,16,2,1,9,0,0,8,5,14,0,3,11,7,46,13,49,39,13,44,0,5,0,0,35,16,0,12,24,215,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.14215643210874165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729355401942365,0.0,0.0,0.058247567634706565,0.06060605762635692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571995741029522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484019985303781,0.06809258158805652,0.0,0.06843257710327938,0.0,0.06081569081475353,0.0,0.0,0.061978757425750486,0.08206213832159462,0.0,0.0,0.15903785569274362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274245916395386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273423448547012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637399799789718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525989135124474,0.0,0.2886481414864082,0.0,0.0,0.06959868971482949,0.06546102490389973,0.07124837278980145,0.0,0.0,0.11048543320790603,0.052034628931152085,0.06993475632666676,0.15957832200134522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22509414328525204,0.0,0.07610845006389944,0.0,0.0,0.06109205735502801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211988956370652,0.19322804163166568,0.0,0.06524747178405242,0.07191126671117104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147049983904901,0.0,0.0,0.06474070003497323,0.0,0.07584832526896451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233753759817425,0.0,0.0,0.19337484444463413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783989436867924,0.048619133752095874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726834111531806,0.0,0.0,0.058137643836894924,0.0,0.0,0.054007568914946284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136460539668375,0.06988888000655767,0.0,0.0,0.07756882150912467,0.14806831481822774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635982897619561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706079266847553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332224634038692,0.0,0.07191755906396513,0.07819947148768842,0.08250990278282241,0.0,0.06928448219479104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26523157136612124,0.22795402207571,0.0,0.0,0.06025135879630016,0.08187162195601873,0.0,0.2969918056244641,0.12342877912512265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310853269094417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614484444789685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547642136399042,0.11708693169263805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838953759691196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741518236941604,0.0,0.06904077573106138,0.06959868971482949,0.08092437174601454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888310637032824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752044910497446,0.06572388859087441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348235472529588,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,isnotamuggle,2019/10/26,"Tips for Work. Hello everyone! 

I have worked for a company that prides itself on being able to connect with customers and have conversations with pretty much anyone for a little over six years now. While I have a lot of anxiety... this used to not be too much of an issue for me because I worked at the same location for the first five years with the company and had built actual relationships with a lot of customers... slowly and gradually... over time. I haven't been able to accomplish the whole ""HEY! HOW ARE YOU? WHAT ARE YOU DOING TODAY?"" that they want. 

Well, I managed to get promoted in the company... I have switched stores FOUR times in the last year, and have not been able to really make connections with any of the customers the way that I'm wanted to or build relationships like I have in the past. I can't figure out how to just walk up to a customer and talk to them. I always feel stuck in my chest, and honestly, the few conversations that I've had with customers that I don't know feel uncomfortable and make me exhausted. I don't really know any other way to describe it. But I'm worried that not being able to do this is putting my job at stake. 

Anyway... really... I'm just looking for help on learning how to talk to... anyone, I guess? Even posting this is giving me anxiety because I feel silly looking for help for something that comes so natural to other people... but also, I'm posting in a form for people with social anxiety, so I don't know why it feels so silly?

I feel like this has been more of a rant that anything but if anyone can give me advice on how to break out and be more outgoing at work, that would be really wonderful. 

Thank you.",4.497355514316013,5.5901030701219545,5.549178154825028,80.67790031813364,70.12804878048779,8.997030752916226,27.06574761399788,9.318704503766252,2.2108503181336165,1309,42,256,27,23,433,153,328,0.036000000000000004,0.838,0.126,0.9753,1,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,3,2,8,15,9,0,0,18,0,30,2,1,7,0,53,57,22,0,4,10,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,19,18,0,0,11,0,1,3,8,1,1,4,6,7,26,8,52,45,10,36,0,0,2,0,18,17,0,6,13,191,45,9,0.3711165469401497,0.0,0.09053905390202306,0.0,0.0,0.09066269863210233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741954421268306,0.07719967414523231,0.0,0.0,0.12618598902397846,0.0,0.21292735696391726,0.0,0.0,0.1946199888825488,0.0,0.07634932423815811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311460121773127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992101107103378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612797447926139,0.0,0.0,0.0886544411128849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23455959617189084,0.06628143382165884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891788631057889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847326962640537,0.1780044041655807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022066791260082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437579930645735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683731397490362,0.09206897715387392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296696149660122,0.0756273795054797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065439950704747,0.0929890689622818,0.0,0.0,0.15582221566949256,0.0,0.0,0.15775500847760388,0.0,0.0,0.12386158842488253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364066816090939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856818419173906,0.1286427428586169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771353293995268,0.09438973676127567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326865818822906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377467629521519,0.0,0.0,0.1992201424615851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457664594917407,0.0,0.0714259122371407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914471139277233,0.0,0.08541856383548227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820052148050756,0.0,0.08794377324510337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801313852651743,0.0,0.0,0.10944707734173888,0.14728752045385846,0.0,0.0,0.08341958625118673,0.0,0.08371874003179655,0.10358459283068153,0.0,0.0,0.1006150160961476,0.2701772661491707,0.09422171696090052,0.0,0.06590763677309328,0.0,0.0,0.1792401665216368
socialanxiety,yamilikediz,2019/10/26,"I went to a gathering tonight where I didn’t know anybody It was a smallish group of about 8 people that were friends of friends. They were all around my age (20-25) but i sort of felt intimidated and they commented that I was very quiet. It made me feel sort of alienated. But then I remembered my therapist saying I should be comfortable with who I am and not try to be someone I’m not I.e. some people don’t talk a lot and that’s okay. I also sung and danced at karaoke which I have NEVER done before. Ordinarily I would be sitting in the corner awkwardly smiling or on my phone. Anyways, I’m currently laying in my bed now recovering from alcohol “poisoning” lol. I never would have done half the things I did tonight sober but It was a good night and Im glad a took a chance even though it feels like I might’ve made a fool of myself.Next step is to recreate this feeling without the alcohol...sigh",1.6235714285714309,4.0472611923076895,3.1952637362637373,88.36223626373626,82.68131868131869,6.716923076923077,24.48461538461539,7.908726449838941,1.471245274725275,715,28,148,14,20,235,118,182,0.087,0.73,0.183,0.9418,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,8,10,1,1,10,2,20,2,0,2,3,32,31,12,0,3,7,0,4,1,2,3,2,2,1,0,11,7,1,0,6,1,0,4,7,3,0,1,14,6,20,7,17,11,3,21,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,5,10,102,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228029486094365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077589427840588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444566769814878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851248830344594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091052349130507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975162579163382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290907164417109,0.10789341251153456,0.14500919230596013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333655082612353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266739223624637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313461298875065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300025374524388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737839539524504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839738991790542,0.0,0.2858099863332106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602153253185964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23296200412314702,0.0,0.1606184716363476,0.14172820607955286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940561664983987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108366409247247,0.0,0.0,0.12010239103592328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796432352349527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138943699914233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535348932341907,0.1003353429904134,0.0,0.14838283922104298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677960773888083,0.1025371280764868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461273787159392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400031444038163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455842250652458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214569885773837,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ffango,2019/10/26,"All silence is awkward now I recently just came to terms with my social anxiety and accepted the times i need to spend on my own. But sometimes interacting is a must, especially to refresh my memory about how to connect or even just interact with other human beings :)
But i can’t enjoy silence around friends or family anymore, the silence worries me and i find myself desperately looking for things to talk about to keep it interesting. And it’s draining !! I used to appreciate silence around the people i am comfortable with, now it’s just disturbing all the time.
(Sorry just venting)",4.405445969125218,7.366266216981135,5.756861063464839,70.9522041166381,75.50943396226415,8.760205831903946,33.221269296741,9.339509955726095,3.947143396226415,473,25,72,13,11,158,70,106,0.10099999999999999,0.725,0.174,0.8652,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,2,5,0,6,0,0,2,3,26,11,8,0,2,8,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,11,5,16,8,4,10,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,6,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192157369657254,0.0,0.22287662018588528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001233926095878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570368410716722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843527356969702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118600509011236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054036156224434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362961648788025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997546938213171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872070444657985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666380713648586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558028741274763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22189858903963544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22908891612195664,0.0,0.0,0.22226855004567528,0.25157230707248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806333896459701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930387316795493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620894401681457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940987863707384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22822918699530145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,prism_princess_power,2019/10/26,"Does it get better? No it doesn’t. I’m almost 28 years old. And I’ve had social anxiety my entire life. It was brought on by severe childhood abuse and it just never went away. I developed little ‘ticks’ nervous habits as a child. And basically withdrew from the world of other people. I retreated into myself, and found friends in animals. I had a dog and a horse that were my best friends, I would sleep with my dog every night, and my barn cat. 

I have an incredibly lonely life. 
I am married with two kids, so maybe that’s a win for me. And I know it’s insane to say I’m lonely when I have a family. 

But I don’t have ANY friends. 
I don’t talk to anyone but my husband. 
I take my kids in public and avoid people, I don’t make eye contact, I don’t make small talk. I usually don’t even say hello. 

I’ve been in therapy, but my therapist got diagnosed with cancer and haven’t seen him in like 5 months, I don’t know that I have the courage to see a new one. 

I honestly just feel like it won’t ever get better for me. 

I feel like I shove it all down, and try to cope as best I can and be the mom my kids need me to be. But my son (4) has already seen me have a massive anxiety attack at the move theatre. And he knows something is wrong with me. He offers to talk to people so I don’t have to. 

I just don’t see a light at the end of this tunnel. It’s like I’m sitting back watching the world go on without me, I’m not participating. I have no friends. I don’t go out. And I’m so alone. I’ll never have a group of “girlfriends” I’ll never even have just one friend. 

Even my husband has friends, so many friends. It’s SO easy for him to talk to people. And relate to them. It’s like second nature for him.  

anxiety runs my entire life. 
Even when I’m sleeping it runs my dreams. Gives me nitemares. 

I’m so tired of this.",-0.1780565862708734,1.847643392857144,2.1830148423005538,95.27951762523192,87.01020408163265,5.094248608534323,18.858070500927642,6.464625207383525,-0.0907061224489798,1398,39,328,15,44,475,174,392,0.107,0.7090000000000001,0.183,0.9884,0,6,1,0,1,0,49.0,0,0,1,5,18,25,1,2,16,0,34,9,3,2,5,47,63,28,0,2,10,4,2,5,8,2,6,2,0,4,17,20,0,1,6,1,0,7,19,6,0,4,11,11,48,19,40,48,3,39,0,2,6,0,35,16,0,1,20,204,65,0,0.0,0.09889805473286196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358293975021518,0.0864495315970612,0.09211099135392724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676232103001834,0.0,0.19156248780936366,0.0,0.0,0.05836401950938532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949589387729567,0.07842261747486642,0.06418311795619222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519279457539946,0.14764449628589793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472008210675384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304497768953683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392946078512244,0.0,0.0,0.2205240422307087,0.07550320582442578,0.07032689999185679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868789151047413,0.0,0.08440966989481101,0.1192616725205518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152031888251436,0.4514198810471335,0.0,0.08721904272227292,0.08007183057450086,0.09487561299371153,0.0,0.06675841797164313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761844468812773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687154828010154,0.2038956213524128,0.08365866013407483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114334689586684,0.08462526823789264,0.08385662541608409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775881186202537,0.06662479182436559,0.08871517944819675,0.0,0.061891793310255926,0.1931311485941921,0.08061564548665592,0.0,0.07833074562628134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758750583426675,0.0,0.11312258288537175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231469776472104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275705805607216,0.0,0.0,0.13302923510300718,0.0,0.0,0.0942971065088684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706014626812704,0.08508694159839375,0.0,0.06425912403786889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275889582694467,0.26835942891876113,0.0,0.0,0.09545498190051717,0.09691486223401237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593624728700688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056670509835568074,0.0,0.08153785839146045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193018363813538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737733366228655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046190110092898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929454554789387,0.09126111451606518,0.0,0.05375180954330183
socialanxiety,SovietNattzi,2019/10/26,Want to talk to more people So recently I been feeling with more energy and want to talk to more people specially in my high school since I really don’t like going out and I don’t have that many friends friends you know? So in the mornings I see this girl and shes always alone but I will be weird to just approach to her that randomly and I don’t even know what to say to her or how to keep a conversation.  So im writing this to see if anyone can give me advice or tips and tricks 😂,1.5387619047619054,3.0546013523809563,3.3447619047619064,91.86190476190477,78.33333333333334,6.9523809523809526,21.19047619047619,7.793537801064563,0.6449047619047614,382,10,89,6,9,128,67,105,0.049,0.8340000000000001,0.11699999999999999,0.5718,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,21,19,13,0,3,5,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,4,12,4,14,16,3,7,0,0,2,0,13,4,0,4,2,59,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944912181860253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613654553112173,0.0,0.0,0.16561010089715072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916740950143758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145838801034873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063627552454064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30754239131218913,0.0,0.0,0.19092909173775047,0.11311415317336512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028764234558445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21498810753209685,0.0,0.0,0.17690828746929302,0.0,0.0,0.21876494694114115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723670737838166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017866394061152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759666781031029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750463598591644,0.0,0.19651953417409565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827778842172227,0.0,0.2014304415300443,0.3172045755735886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464086265044028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199478621576392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23478779829257904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,neongasoline,2019/10/26,"I'm ridiculously anxious for a work party and I hate it I've worked at this particular location for almost a year now as of next month

I've always held off going out or going to work parties with everyone, partly cause I don't drink so bars aren't my thing, but also because the anxiety is too much. 

I had a weird fuckin day yesterday and was super hyped up and happy and energetic, like it was completely unlike me, and I was telling my coworker the next time they went out to let me know

well boom apparently tonight my manager is throwing a party and I'm going

was fine yesterday, but now it's currently 5:26am, the party is at 11pm, and I have adrenaline running through my veins thinking of all the possible ways I could humiliate myself and make myself look stupid. 

Even at work I analyze everything I say after I say it and obsess over whether it made me look stupid. 

I'm just tired of it. 

I'm a 23 year old girl and I wanna just go out and like have a normal social life but I just have no idea how to get this anxiety under control",5.119506531204646,5.349582735849059,6.46622641509434,77.7487300435414,68.33962264150944,10.107982583454284,30.45863570391873,10.035473477838034,2.8761744557329463,828,30,165,19,13,282,126,212,0.147,0.6970000000000001,0.157,0.6486,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,6,11,13,5,1,10,0,15,6,1,5,1,37,33,20,0,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,1,9,15,2,2,3,2,0,7,3,7,1,0,8,5,21,6,23,23,3,33,0,0,2,1,6,10,1,2,17,109,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016620850018526,0.0,0.0,0.10395295644861748,0.10816209371120844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988839891930509,0.14685170040057058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924069779103993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335355379236262,0.0,0.0,0.13629204237785755,0.0,0.14579483885288236,0.10378643802948193,0.0,0.0,0.08383279652844126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734071279571113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585716937597959,0.0,0.0,0.12421101609220805,0.11682663066023552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791441013023664,0.0,0.2955052516561084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837677270360754,0.0,0.12833821359670136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674288814541356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143910475143715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292358261968135,0.09181578162553608,0.12701309640722305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183177232306059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299968151504027,0.08676933473338147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375677823499244,0.0,0.09555760722047664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649168050651385,0.0,0.12736260101535848,0.0,0.0,0.13640263886991374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407665031258407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654419422540482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674653165394802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250843549937588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361698999225445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635958029916573,0.08329234356453355,0.0,0.0,0.07579821465282083,0.14940438329167194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318001187318243,0.0,0.0,0.11687662163543375,0.12050203279249537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785370741965685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741859688556027
socialanxiety,nitaoos,2019/10/26,"I sometimes fantasize of what negative things others who have met me, might’ve said about me. This makes me snatch my hair and wonder why I ever made any contact with a living human. I take these things as real and factual. I care too much about what others think of me, my personality and my looks and this brings me down. I can barely function normally the day I think of these things.

Sometimes I wish I was a ghost in human form, I wish I had no one in my life and had no close contact with people. 

This is concerning and it’s getting worse as I age.",2.4633035714285683,4.394395866071427,3.738714285714289,88.20628571428574,76.94642857142857,6.622857142857143,21.91428571428571,7.554174236665415,0.7962114285714286,435,12,90,6,10,142,69,112,0.122,0.8009999999999999,0.077,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,1,2,2,20,20,8,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,14,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,3,20,1,12,14,2,8,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,1,3,69,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216033000881121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231826016971014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532369698344125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617523531257047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342573764685777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263054057237474,0.0,0.0,0.15790077530181562,0.0,0.15016322968195106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920320671025132,0.1193633146050714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969908753592507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145280839842033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752050106253473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117262951665946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397083214224053,0.1561381720190276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353558576187067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700981652127812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537138485091941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444990803682175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35639892079680324,0.22916045719691924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613566632211546,0.0,0.4112668891888036,0.0,0.19392197327684446,0.0,0.0,0.18223220976707613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,9jk8,2019/10/26,"Going to a party tonight, freaking out It's a Halloween party. I know one person there. Everyone else knows each other. I just want to cry. In fact, I'm trying (and failing miserably) to hold my tears back right now. I feel like my costume sucks. I don't want to go but I know that I have to (for my own sake). I'll drink some alcohol before I get there but I just want to start drinking now to calm my nerves (that'd probably be a mistake though).",0.2698533724340173,2.511975731182797,2.1717888563049854,94.55041055718478,87.38709677419355,5.102248289345064,20.282502443792765,6.574015621080383,0.2326860215053763,345,11,76,4,11,114,64,93,0.157,0.7070000000000001,0.136,-0.431,1,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,1,1,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,18,17,4,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,3,3,1,4,2,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,1,12,2,10,15,3,10,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,1,6,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493564265166066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618436338096483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910021745355642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311988338109879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123741841045534,0.0,0.0,0.17582632228560668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111956063884615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642337221583276,0.15036463691368704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996541817434212,0.0,0.23923758233902914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34701756282330737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028283116444234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262449739975094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378018532698429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269295423843461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974600004328356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897653158332594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679234463280016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289990162045227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724339327820289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,obsolute,2019/10/26,"Oh god I just came back from a big ass Halloween party There was too many ppl there and I’m still freaking out :( like I couldn’t feel comfortable, my feet were sweating, it was around midnight and the lights were flickering fast (bc of the Halloween deco lights). I don’t know if I was there to mingle or chill. It was difficult for me to vibe because I didn’t know anyone well. Like I imagined  finding a hot person and vibing with them but I wasn’t there for that long. I only started getting comfortable right before I left.  They’re still partying right now. I wanted to get out of my comfort zone and have fun but I froze out of conversation topics in my head. I tried to be myself but it was hard to do. I insisted that if I go to the party it would make me feel better about my life but it did not. Who am I. Do I deserve to feel this uncomfortable about myself. Why am I so tense. Often I will not speak for the sake of it. I do not allow myself to be present or completely grounded with the people around me. I lose all sense in myself as well as control. Ain’t no control.",1.5431572481572502,3.647637148648649,3.015724815724816,91.4143488943489,80.66666666666667,5.657985257985259,21.352170352170354,6.782984794422108,0.4206234234234234,845,25,179,9,22,276,124,222,0.111,0.7340000000000001,0.155,0.8814,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,18,12,0,0,7,0,23,5,4,4,1,40,36,15,0,5,12,0,6,2,0,2,1,1,0,1,10,12,0,2,7,0,0,2,9,3,2,0,11,9,32,9,29,20,1,22,0,1,0,1,5,12,1,5,10,132,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990401507556537,0.0,0.0,0.2798473141718593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208618327310341,0.0,0.09581556017611224,0.0,0.13374873026777728,0.0,0.0,0.13901306902808686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797722176351528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480039616028566,0.0,0.3525818056855758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23842501880334874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436598089860152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642402813720466,0.0,0.08932910111757819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408025405277632,0.0,0.16131217975064302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276419897990605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077669221758662,0.0,0.11102098788500432,0.1535805630340716,0.0,0.0,0.13909948604128852,0.0,0.17584438204479322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049189702431876,0.15935600108377573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954258642159908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896892476210034,0.13724364372832226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684619775264671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112529187416216,0.0,0.2510485406850493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671500386135492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270892450879403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826476617614257,0.0,0.1418306370181939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116562684094538,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,raindelays,2019/10/26,"I never have the desire to strike up conversations with new people A friend took me to a Halloween party tonight, I didn't know anyone else there. She bumped into someone she had met a few years ago and immediately gets wrapped up in a very intimate conversation with them. (I tried to join in but they mostly kept talking to each other, it felt like I was intruding) I was just sitting by myself so I left. 

I'm just wondering what's wrong with me. Why am I so uninterested in discovering people? Like, maybe there was someone I would've enjoyed meeting at this party if I only cared enough to try talking to them. So why don't I ever act on that? Why do I always end up sitting alone in a corner half-listening to other people's conversations instead of wandering around trying to join in? I want to meet new people but I don't want to do the work to get there and I feel bad about myself because of it.

Is this social anxiety? I sometimes feel panicked when I'm not talking to anyone at parties but nowadays I mostly feel bored and end up distracting myself by looking at the decor or the plants. I kind of wish I could get a list of everyone attending a party and a little bit of info about them beforehand so I have something to go off of.",3.8413561120543283,5.3332871975806455,5.344881154499152,79.99061120543294,72.18548387096773,7.80169779286927,27.568760611205434,8.371475516178862,1.9728435483870967,987,36,187,16,19,333,136,248,0.10099999999999999,0.741,0.158,0.9305,1,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,1,15,10,0,1,12,0,14,0,0,0,2,35,34,14,0,6,8,0,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,7,0,0,4,5,4,0,0,9,5,30,6,42,24,6,35,0,0,1,0,17,19,0,5,12,134,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293303091143882,0.0,0.0,0.12026489950949347,0.0,0.0,0.09662082039279103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883118632175778,0.0,0.0,0.16238706703426378,0.11897826618092233,0.0,0.10337107460209552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695502676485553,0.07078543846894958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677254297976753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839168470005927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271206246088924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700303674764807,0.0,0.20569502246825447,0.11998260124194605,0.0,0.0,0.1050368381802528,0.0,0.11095726668064353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614069642699007,0.0,0.11149303873073348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971372516884847,0.0,0.1820031158271473,0.0,0.06599345220152814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092070825803915,0.0638163026655161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616429958432265,0.0,0.0,0.11346035523554995,0.1163823582181838,0.0,0.0,0.09751122967880167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665775907122927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895586043045071,0.2242980921755557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831419844555494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220108760872549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183693224458006,0.1967755430104656,0.08939455138985497,0.1148452666994634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27999763985219506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901316294282,0.23651278536567724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581084198128667,0.13698071292966907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143396691897516,0.0,0.13353182458819987,0.0,0.1259267672652999,0.08453646144187288,0.0,0.0,0.08248804163585492,0.1269585683535625,0.0,0.07477722381781397
socialanxiety,imissthem0untains,2019/10/26,Proud of myself (for doing the bare minimum lol) I’m lowkey super proud of myself for making a phone call today. I have social anxiety in all forms but phone anxiety might be my worst. Anyway I got called for a job interview Tuesday and she left a voicemail so I had to call back to schedule a time. It took me a few days to muster up the courage to actually do it but I really really need a job so I knew I had to. Anyway I called back this afternoon and it actually went totally fine. I felt kind of stupid for being so anxious for it but I rewarded myself with pizza anyway lol. Anyway I had to brag somewhere and I figured some people here might be able to relate.,1.6091281512605065,3.8514008161764717,3.989747899159663,83.76029411764709,81.27941176470588,7.121008403361344,21.478991596638657,8.192908349453996,1.3636403361344538,525,16,103,11,14,182,79,136,0.121,0.731,0.14800000000000002,0.4544,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,10,9,1,0,8,2,11,1,0,1,2,17,19,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,8,1,17,7,18,6,6,13,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,8,81,22,3,0.1448727975028587,0.0,0.2827499044210179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22165458711080516,0.16366502477588807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22279647763117785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917252960008658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343096936183662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910060469121918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158680105449524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28752779456442984,0.0,0.0,0.1508627249725073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740471837894052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967037172888672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30737428818436585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107421343671818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004365566021194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856184475206485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767957279257524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447649326009303,0.0,0.13732247250112375,0.0,0.1609590085871991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429853470359954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yxungscarecrxw,2019/10/26,"OH NO Guys, I'm an incel, I one of the most hated people online rn i'm not part of their community, not an extremist, but technically i am an incel.",-1.4506250000000025,0.5231526875000014,3.499749999999999,81.37025000000001,100.25,6.3100000000000005,15.775,7.554174236665415,0.77258,114,3,24,3,5,45,23,32,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.5737,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909449223520877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895247547567335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359840018290016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.536930396562815,0.0,0.3437427780462158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CrestedSegment,2019/10/26,"How do I get over a minor situation that is really big in my head? At Friday drinks I said I was going to leave. Then my manager asked me what train I was catching while I was with my colleague. Then we had about a 3 min conversation. Then my manager decided to leave. By that time the people around me were in their little own conversations and I didn't want to be awkwardly waiting by myself so I went to my bag and left as my manager left. I could feel the awkwardness as he left when I came over to his direction and collect my bag. We don't really talk outside of work which is why it felt so weird. I don't know, it's really ruined my weekend. I feel so bad about it. I've just been in my bedroom with curtains pulled even though it's a scorcher of a day today. Any advice or input appreciated",2.773169601482856,4.126375445783136,4.815301204819281,83.28266450417055,74.66265060240964,8.481186283595923,24.817423540315108,9.057496981413335,1.8149551436515288,628,20,134,14,13,217,102,166,0.114,0.865,0.021,-0.8872,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,1,1,11,5,0,2,6,0,14,2,1,1,0,20,26,16,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,8,9,1,1,5,2,0,5,3,5,0,0,11,4,27,0,22,13,1,27,0,1,0,0,10,12,0,1,10,94,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589358002425005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848775667749262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201799143914415,0.1491416079987417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320320228918384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246299301215452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737393844030956,0.0,0.0,0.10288544117160484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562813833921015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536989239045616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132912753748915,0.0,0.153176480760552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334928974709971,0.0,0.09066615168578497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637266509464338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767504024230557,0.0,0.0,0.33784434511143463,0.5199984759932657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989374993652594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105999381826684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066023395645773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175220035575468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932152171665414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822640044640202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567401400952702,0.0,0.09302484322981792,0.0,0.15121841571970993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409656323616876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478884794416341,0.143953514461735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614175922578696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,goldylocks110,2019/10/26,"Is my friend Gay? So I just made 3 new friends about 3 weeks ago and one of them always stands in the cowboy pose when we are in a group circle. Like he ALWAYS has his thumbs in his pocket and his fingers hanging out of them. 

Does this mean he's unconsciously trying to sexually attract us? Mind you I've read that this is a confident pose and he IS NOT  a confident guy. What do y'all think?",1.3287804878048777,3.326220597560976,2.941646341463418,92.22881097560978,80.82926829268294,6.051219512195122,20.006097560975608,7.1686216300943375,0.2964829268292681,307,8,69,4,8,101,62,82,0.0,0.7859999999999999,0.214,0.9534,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,2,2,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,6,2,1,1,0,11,9,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,11,4,8,8,0,10,0,0,0,1,16,4,0,0,5,41,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900069905754485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111416330048673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162008261436167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817505100755929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446247976576674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069933670408167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23377085345719334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26911697813634833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494566580033868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386087271926505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741189229509784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24712337769693066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583038427554777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773516033512068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971785751275171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817383868092692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CarefulWhatUWishFor,2019/10/26,"Halloween is just around the corner... Halloween is just around the corner and I'm not sure what to do. I live in the city and know quite a few of my neighbors and everybody around here has lots of very young kids.

Should I keep the lights off and ignore anyone who knocks at the door? Would that be way too rude, especially if they'll know I'm home by seeing my car is parked outside?

Or should I get some candy and open the door? If I do that, what the heck do I say to the kids? Comment on their costumes? Just say hi and here's your candy?

Or should I just go somewhere for the night and not worry about it at all?

This is the first time I've lived in a populated area so I've never had trick or treaters before so I'm kinda freaking out.",1.2513461538461534,3.17755836538462,2.3083076923076935,97.0366923076923,80.73076923076924,4.929230769230768,18.09230769230769,5.6839178017228535,-0.5751584615384613,579,12,134,3,15,183,95,156,0.075,0.902,0.024,-0.8243,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,2,13,5,2,0,12,0,15,0,0,0,3,37,24,14,0,6,11,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,4,2,7,12,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,1,4,11,1,17,17,4,22,0,0,1,0,11,14,1,8,5,90,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361963270325951,0.0,0.0,0.5201926830508181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574540789269562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568174185586768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176572283684436,0.0,0.11069928119525392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538254850243106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313147569004142,0.0,0.0,0.2140945381077615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439927142095808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559696295079887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022813310453764,0.0,0.0,0.1827900123689817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071749735102492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097974376487636,0.0,0.0,0.1552162904584702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358003141098436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357913716830398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071581322419287,0.0,0.15460913921585748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781090088115966,0.0,0.13836777152388272,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,quietlycounting,2019/10/26,"dreading work because of my coworkers I just started a job as nurse at pediatric psych hospital and for the most part I love my job and feel like I actually make a difference for these kids. But everyday I’m literally nauseous at the thought of having to go to work and interact with my coworkers. I tend to be overly nice and deferential to a fault, and most of my coworkers are much older than me and extremely blunt. I try to be understanding and accept constructive criticism, but I’m honestly at the point where I feel like they all hate me and talk shit about me behind my back. Conflict literally makes me want to curl up in a ball and cry and I have no idea how to deal with the situation. My family and friends tell me to just focus on me and doing my job, but as we all know social anxiety makes that incredibly difficult. I really like what I’m doing and don’t want to quit, but I’m not sure if I can deal with this anxiety over my coworkers everyday. Any suggestions or feedback would be amazing.",7.525678391959801,6.438630939698491,8.536829145728642,69.30182663316586,63.72361809045226,13.387135678391962,36.98542713567839,12.516099999999998,4.730219698492461,803,34,156,27,10,276,114,199,0.156,0.706,0.138,-0.6051,4,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,1,3,6,15,2,1,8,0,11,3,1,4,3,46,30,22,0,4,9,0,2,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,17,0,1,7,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,2,25,10,30,25,6,16,0,0,0,1,12,10,1,4,8,110,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.13661677246947124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952026877262236,0.0,0.21419447943679307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076489689850297,0.0,0.08534080637876243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378001287073398,0.0,0.2886612982379362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462669560398303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197661102238775,0.0,0.1415732707585991,0.2000276162188072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816125201386803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956346034456231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382179478837299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803945136503045,0.0,0.0,0.4167759423554132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693863098658756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051862307542974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263526614950372,0.0,0.2803470388898889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291382437501254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160299218410214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234231458538265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890392793241702,0.0,0.0,0.08968559428160121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370479853539295,0.0,0.1573623730217998,0.0,0.14270920187156216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909052120500954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319454145637901,0.0,0.0,0.11252419935501473,0.12236345482261972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114189499004913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504870049813972,0.0,0.0,0.1457417025443795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514758900425022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383881046442145,0.0,0.0,0.09944977585886887,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,narayiana,2019/10/26,"Having fun is confusing People loved my energy, at least thats what she said( a stranger )

Went out for drinks and live music with some people from my new job. I think i had fun, can i have fun?
I saw some people that i’ve met this summer , and i did not know what to do with them.. 

I thought i was having fun some moments

On my way home i felt so so sad a voice inside me was screaming to me that i hate myself. But than i thought okay loving me is not going to work right now. But i am okay , its ok to be me , i can be me .

Right now i’m feeling sad and scared, but i now it’s okay.. i’m okay 

Tomorrow will be okay.",-1.1966332116788294,0.6579871240875903,1.2720027372262772,101.19369753649636,90.16788321167884,4.300912408759124,14.40191605839416,5.602791699666715,-1.126488686131387,464,8,120,3,16,157,79,137,0.095,0.7190000000000001,0.187,0.823,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,5,18,1,2,2,6,17,3,0,0,0,21,33,8,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,8,6,1,0,6,1,0,2,2,6,0,0,11,6,24,12,12,18,4,15,0,2,1,2,6,5,0,4,7,80,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967131041892598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153337776138603,0.0,0.19280492893766826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412248699038872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825402126665087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142445469260786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926863769449465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035754196461676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17731508112924624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624699052862115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393936256058705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176400929687288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34297388146055585,0.19101217145381186,0.0,0.2010415015009362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866816195746592,0.0,0.3188345356061651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939019014617928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614886324498506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461889157071592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HungryHungryKirbys,2019/10/26,"Actually went to a medium-sized gathering, got invited to a larger one tonight but I'm nervous about it. I want to cancel but I'm scared this will be the last invitation. I attended a book club meeting earlier this week, I usually end up cancelling last minute but I finally went for the first time in 4 months. I had a great time, but it was just 8 of us and I've known one of them for a few years now. 

One of the other members that I'm not used to, but is very friendly and kind, invited me to their birthday party. I like this person, we've had a few nice conversations, but I'm anxious about going to their party. We're all in our late-20s, early 30s. I like this person, but I'm also mildly intimidated by how cool they are, I'm worried there's going to be a lot of charismatic and cool people there and that I'll feel more awkward than usual. 

However, I'm usually really anxious about attending the book club meetings, but this time I felt fairly confident, even chatting with the person that invited me to their party. The day after that meeting I got into a fight with family that drained me, I still feel a bit tired and unsettled. So my mood has been rattled some after being pretty high earlier, I have some higher expectations.

Really, I don't want to go. I'd rather stay in since I'm naturally introverted and don't want to have to meet a bunch of new people while I'm feeling down. This is the first real party I can remember being invited to in over a year, and honestly I actually do like them when I'm feeling well, even if I'm a little more quiet than some people, if it's a party where I know at least more than a few people it can be a satisfying way to feel social and meet new people without having to talk too much. But I'd only know the birthday person there, no one else from reading group can make it, but I know from the FB event that a lot of people are planning on being there. I don't think I've ever been one to go to a party without someone, and I can't think of anyone who would want to come with me.

**(TL;DR)**
I usually can enjoy parties under certain circumstances. I haven't been invited to one in a long time and I miss a nice party when I'm not feeling bad, but I don't feel 100 right now. I'm scared that if I turn down this party, it'll be a longer time for the next invitation. 

I don't expect anyone to have perfect advice. Venting is helpful though. Thanks for reading.",4.354617424242427,4.819972539393941,6.033115530303032,79.35967329545456,70.07070707070707,8.934974747474747,28.19602272727273,9.017664075816787,2.174284090909091,1897,63,381,34,32,654,216,495,0.08800000000000001,0.6809999999999999,0.231,0.9976,1,0,0,0,1,0,55.0,2,0,6,4,24,24,1,4,30,2,38,1,0,3,4,71,82,31,0,11,20,0,8,3,1,3,1,1,0,4,22,15,0,0,15,7,0,9,12,7,1,8,11,11,37,16,59,61,16,64,0,1,0,0,27,17,0,9,39,257,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.14146382983821104,0.0,0.0,0.07082851001427434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057963778874688836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637679154146642,0.0,0.10136211135358544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060519389867146986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913150260532169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062436770782281575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674485311847018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060549357729186626,0.0,0.06419748245069963,0.0,0.0,0.09574727166082778,0.0655640617341087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832951952684599,0.0,0.25654331648949225,0.0,0.0695940262569658,0.07940041915302605,0.0,0.1233061972606007,0.0,0.0,0.05599936476832252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477262069761694,0.0,0.1159408528253053,0.07991159148521028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485831145533072,0.07658114603152075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547878362024725,0.11950253111458595,0.11816490546776008,0.08176278208731494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623303972085914,0.07264594261570899,0.0,0.0641442334188129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232431018085922,0.0,0.0,0.048382255814682716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057854390638095374,0.0,0.053282563612896086,0.0,0.0,0.1400070129396344,0.0770853623460549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29469381836839703,0.055125779290367764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014990929554901,0.2531537267059294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374018771015826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500310339011788,0.08250031268236688,0.0928675697650989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210790517243692,0.061899178209121324,0.0,0.0,0.14513412713343254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059957807338333426,0.0,0.0,0.0738862069604846,0.061413710052662385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725610087044503,0.057884168559667576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825823543663294,0.0,0.06673162938351085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928869971430898,0.07121313514417775,0.0,0.21132400190099346,0.0833073241193315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883953380204088,0.0,0.0,0.08718684580985009,0.06260112162271808,0.3193144539740209,0.0598051889916751,0.17100689766557536,0.05753278787661125,0.05814063786127972,0.0,0.06516996614180524,0.13438296362811333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974000159125502,0.0,0.0,0.07360892543479007,0.0,0.051489088474444264,0.0,0.0,0.09335198209761304
socialanxiety,lindseyp28,2019/04/19,Help! I have such bad social anxiety that it causes me to not come out of my room some days I've been having to call into work because I just cant make myself get in my car and go. I have a good job I dont wanna loose it I've been to a mental health dr and all they did was give me some anti depressants whiched cause me to have even worse anxiety. I dont know what to do anymore. Does anyone have an suggestions has anyone been through this? What did you do for it?,1.0449019607843155,2.5715513333333355,2.9437254901960803,94.14343137254903,79.78431372549021,6.101960784313726,19.176470588235293,6.937597516519254,0.03895294117647108,364,8,86,4,9,122,69,102,0.149,0.778,0.073,-0.79,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,17,2,0,3,1,15,23,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,6,0,13,1,12,17,3,8,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,1,62,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28235015263989804,0.0,0.18301730951001602,0.2580738536902749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408590012017676,0.11249584849625442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884392849979833,0.0,0.0,0.3791534921294121,0.0,0.15896766387936728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901512531035835,0.0,0.15894682539228627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149503618430153,0.0,0.43256661444005257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188907200069594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641622809620796,0.17703069512778535,0.10488017820027336,0.1547861172278144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616083843103527,0.0,0.0,0.12369544625319773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831306938910684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142014051943968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318404817721085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859761846240411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811859688215726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434967931922892,0.0,0.18806533130936826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dvamain1791,2019/04/19,"Two girls laughed at me when walking by I was walking into the gym and two girls around my age (25) were walking out. They were staring me down the whole time, weren't conversing with one another, and when I was done walking past them I could hear them loudly giggling. What gives? I try not to think that everything is about me but I can't stop thinking about this one. I'm quite strong, 5'10, and think that I look good (my tattoos are well done/well thought out), but can't shake the feeling that they were laughing AT me. I've noticed this has happened before too. Should I just brush it off?",2.613975346687212,4.761146745762716,2.493636363636366,96.29088597842838,77.3050847457627,5.307858243451464,25.134052388289675,6.1124844417494595,0.5079220338983048,468,17,100,3,11,139,76,118,0.013000000000000001,0.79,0.19699999999999998,0.9696,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,2,8,7,0,1,3,0,14,0,0,0,0,20,24,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,7,8,0,1,5,1,0,5,4,1,1,4,8,6,17,6,13,14,1,19,0,0,2,0,9,8,0,0,6,70,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221591155949105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318424905190534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598281637957429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635765710059528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751783638766779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647466882477612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268675137785376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758471005058302,0.0,0.1537512457566725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209991610606456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660304063282733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393374646160973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086989914245935,0.0,0.0,0.2484304162824752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498958478236495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497213384284967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532548844854269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523718268968854,0.0,0.1455272048658311,0.10688919785303323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445506449986515,0.0,0.35813333794717417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16481718456833158,0.0,0.0,0.2046584228265342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JustCallMeAlex-,2019/04/19,"Social Anxiety is ruining my social life and self esteem, need advice. Hello guys. I am 19 years old and I have been suffering from really bad Social Anxiety for awhile now. I find interacting with people to be an almost impossible task, and my social life has suffered greatly because of this. I have no friends, I’ve never had a girlfriend, and even though I used to be really close with my family, I rarely interact with them anymore either. All of this has led to me feeling really sad. I put myself down a lot and my self esteem has crumbled as a result. I see everyone else around me having no problems forming meaningful relationships and it makes me feel like a loser. I feel invisible wherever I go and I feel like I’m missing out on a lot in life. I wish I could just be normal.  I know that I should probably see a therapist or a counselor, but I can’t afford that at the moment unfortunately. So I guess what I want to know is what should I do? Are there any useful alternatives to therapy? Are there any coping mechanisms I could use or self help books I could read to help me get over these issues? Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.",2.963498376623374,5.390191794642861,4.921980519480523,77.90938311688312,77.48214285714286,8.17987012987013,24.467532467532468,8.97023862654752,2.2437839285714287,918,32,166,23,22,314,137,224,0.11,0.7440000000000001,0.145,0.9169,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,8,14,0,0,9,0,25,3,0,6,2,49,46,13,0,11,5,0,4,2,2,3,3,0,0,4,8,13,0,0,8,2,0,3,4,8,0,0,2,6,31,6,21,34,5,16,0,6,2,0,17,8,0,6,7,119,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956679176712132,0.0,0.0,0.09712751090440544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978818753424478,0.0,0.14840339172230102,0.0,0.09619399607626974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634702919177692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098763177784339,0.059127878329197636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23233030694191775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102773506013627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406496164305941,0.0,0.0,0.09268386134121777,0.0,0.0,0.09143922268788797,0.0,0.1961764244628501,0.1385879634388871,0.0,0.0,0.08865261227829874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493889055401745,0.0,0.050676421219424485,0.0,0.0551250779354476,0.0,0.0,0.2138769263931032,0.10685206017146168,0.09604131732443047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002878583876626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123865277857456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066129605478414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20553348907796,0.09477471955616884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649251086361632,0.0,0.0,0.06474560181625418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192132566286788,0.07480931633944055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503551314483484,0.0,0.0,0.10178101480314967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724483281373425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457812344939202,0.09281209910992186,0.0,0.0975077985319664,0.0,0.0,0.09702227641242604,0.0,0.1864144176126732,0.0,0.0,0.10413743422495958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458655225199566,0.0,0.3035640334725483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39550094182463696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930091067195466,0.11092341120244502,0.11261986437141025,0.0,0.0,0.09529810494559028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513202759309157,0.0,0.0,0.057210770341594074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154064519626064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890319527508604,0.0,0.0,0.06246226183418167
socialanxiety,lbbb19,2019/04/19,"Eating lunch at work Does anyone else get massive anxiety when it comes to lunchtime at work? My company doesn’t have a large kitchen/eating area, so like most people on my open plan floor, I typically end up eating at my desk (#saddesklunch).

At my desk, I’m clearly eating but my manager will occasionally ask me questions about work or just try to have a chat. I can’t enjoy my lunch when I don’t know when someone will walk by to talk to me or one of my neighbors.

Any tips for handling?",6.969693877551018,5.909052500000005,7.105020408163266,79.03283673469387,64.81632653061224,9.880816326530613,33.885714285714286,8.841846274778883,2.606201632653062,387,14,79,5,5,125,66,98,0.013999999999999999,0.894,0.092,0.8064,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,0,1,10,12,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,12,2,14,10,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,4,5,46,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472706238484009,0.0,0.15155975993322865,0.0,0.0,0.13852874150992833,0.2029953466380268,0.0,0.0,0.18521362539327452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066115069844354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337443373524256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6081726518738169,0.16550220222227,0.0,0.17547378074986306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035084999763786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888049470350124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967904680409908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424991266188538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373501050039429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219375485954492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786477415360232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923977766156502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450914577576087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326968826688984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,flightless_bird666,2019/04/19,"Please tell me I'm not alone I'm so tired of being this way.  why am I always a  piece of shit around people? 
WHY  words never come out of my mouth when I need it the most? why do I always feel awkward just existing around people??  Everything i say feels cringey and I just hold it back ??  everyone thinks I'm boring and stupid. but I swear I'm not. I want to be just normal. say what I want. do what I want. have friends. be close to my relatives. go out in the morning.  every year I say I'll change but this only gets worse as I grow up.    I just feel so freaking alone I don't believe someone is worse than me at this point",-1.0023308270676663,1.1045377894736887,0.9806015037593988,100.49992481203009,95.91729323308269,4.003007518796993,15.270676691729324,5.750287758089431,-0.8527954887218043,478,11,114,4,19,156,80,133,0.213,0.7190000000000001,0.068,-0.9497,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,2,1,3,0,9,3,2,0,1,29,24,8,0,5,8,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,7,8,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,0,6,17,1,14,21,2,17,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,1,4,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867080797982017,0.0,0.0,0.2303412716123153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464336845307384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064309902247458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594396032783212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642251434917794,0.11923047294222786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661885311771235,0.1322594747071363,0.12439660578460295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20995719055547807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693747710101284,0.0,0.07231503687404092,0.0,0.07866325102803981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263142487549284,0.10675257524962753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561527179780158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526926126622524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19191617906317235,0.0,0.0,0.15193581934808553,0.13084494652165116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302145236511213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420788712829794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727681625702766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097899113091792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868940898763486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159085287881642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24491857557961424,0.10986573171974293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746883892364679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821091767828776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913338114814383
socialanxiety,NewUsername284,2019/04/19,"How to talk to not care about what people think about me? I've been scared to talk to people for a while now in fear that they won't like me, and now I'm scared to message people online as well and it's really frustrating. I don't want to care about if someone says they don't like me but I can't stop thinking about it and feel more upset than I should when someone says something mean. I would even feel too scared to post this if I didn't make a new account just now (even with that I'm scared, when no one here knows who I am).",5.1683045977011535,3.8058700258620703,5.27586206896552,91.67201149425293,68.56896551724138,8.422988505747126,25.367816091954023,6.42735559955562,0.5702919540229883,417,7,103,2,6,131,69,116,0.257,0.71,0.033,-0.9703,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,16,12,1,6,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,21,21,11,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,1,0,7,7,1,1,2,4,11,5,16,16,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,10,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982516242073122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321187642405396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458757123457127,0.14791086308538867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038282405185708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429143242528943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763230084192484,0.0,0.0,0.1593242851434681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126260317065886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911221599299452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042029526252972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008040210300762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370041099874704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326298759635097,0.5857427903732139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478578856945593,0.11260110967613815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228318448599365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351227933833921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744002520496425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627024824389741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150882762857616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390169063774547,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Depressivetrashbag,2019/04/19,"Job at a bar went wrong I got a one day job at the kitchen of a bar, i was alredy very nervous because this kind of job involves social skills, so when i was cutting some onion i cut my finger, so they send me home because i was unable to do the work, now i'm feeling fucking useless and stupid, i dont now if i can do this kind of a job again, but i really need the money",8.632971887550198,3.3904676385542203,8.990361445783133,79.88345381526105,65.3855421686747,11.548594377510042,38.510040160642575,6.42735559955562,2.6325534136546183,286,9,70,1,3,97,54,83,0.149,0.8340000000000001,0.017,-0.7787,4,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,2,6,9,4,1,7,0,7,5,1,0,0,6,13,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,1,2,1,2,1,7,0,1,5,2,11,2,6,8,1,9,0,1,0,1,4,2,1,2,5,44,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160307414228099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142749981666274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076691888664466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959423968849277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638123197788389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171764226609454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777392939222857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7033479031873495,0.0,0.0,0.3690390399971077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138656202541565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007074329094652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351454391940907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062622089216127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620300217989307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642599334231386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899880849476913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373302083471292,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thesundazehour,2019/04/19,"I don’t want to admit it but i think i have anxiety Hello, this is my first time to post something here in Reddit. I was too afraid to tell everyone and no one knows it. Sometimes and can’t sleep at night, my eyes are stuck on the phone, i felt so alone. I’m a very awkward person and i don’t know how to start and maintain a conversation, i feel bad when i see beautiful girls in my timeline, i got frustrated of my followers and engagement on my social media accounts, my fingers keeps on scrolling on my twitter account so i decided to deactivate it. But of course it wasn’t easy for me... Twitter knows my whole me. I tried to make a journal but i don’t know how to keep it. It’s summer and i can’t do anything to pay attention to something. Can you suggest me something to do or at least lift my mood up ☹️ idk i think i need good words and motivation from you guys.",1.1807103825136591,3.169728737704922,3.2056010928961736,90.18796448087431,81.29508196721311,6.471038251366121,24.92076502732241,7.594959193182576,1.221260109289617,681,27,150,11,18,230,108,183,0.136,0.743,0.121,-0.2415,1,1,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,7,7,1,2,4,0,13,3,3,4,0,31,33,16,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,2,12,0,3,1,7,4,0,2,5,5,29,2,23,28,2,17,0,0,2,0,12,9,0,1,6,99,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469443932530182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903444273743322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880357104305496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083497437354162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611743540376293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528617612781314,0.0,0.1619526060320048,0.0,0.0,0.14347323369764028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147497490787442,0.13490326878991213,0.0,0.0,0.1670128656347225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29984876298202595,0.0,0.0,0.37079324921686135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259058911124145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250689498419466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828825716368872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429724272133475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727882539571974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154218286070118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441060472433844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879489134736664,0.17194096118088625,0.0,0.3895583274292307,0.1668219867729885,0.0,0.11938767252891108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742770444859246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161577948984532,0.0,0.0,0.09835462802111593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451794774490268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917295394974935,0.09948775137728234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831746755334844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GeraneS1ke,2019/04/19,"I lacking socially quite a lot i feel. Feel free to help me out Alright i will start off by telling you little bit of my background. I feel like i had more or less normal childhood. Happy family, i'm the middle one with older and younger brother. I won't go into too much detail but lets say everything was fine until turned 9. 

Parents broke up and after that things started to go down. Father being extremely narcissistic person made my early years quite rough. Anyway when i was 12 i made a decision that i will never go to his place again. And i made it pretty clear too. Whenever it would have been my fathers turn to have me and my little brother for a week, i would ran away into my friends place, big brothers place or back to my mothers.

At this point it should be pretty obvious that i spend my teenage without good father image and not just that. I think i  also needed an image on how should i behave or act as man socially. Of course i didn't realize this problem back then and neither did anyone else in my family or friends.

Over the years i started to lose contact with my old friends. Probably because my lack in social skills. So when i turned 18 i started to see this as problem and tried to figure out whats wrong with me. I tried reading hundreds of books and guides on social communication but none helped. Don't get me wrong here i don't have social anxiety neither depression, as a matter in fact i think i am pretty confident person. But confidence alone is not enough to communicate with people.

Right now i'm 21. I have been studying psychology on emotional, behavioral and little bit on social area in general. Yet still i don't understand how can i have conversations with people. I don't understand what kind of conversation people like to have. But i know this about myself though, i can sometimes be too straight forward and honest. Which i feel like some may find intimidating or just simply being a dick.

​

So feel free to help me out or ask any questions if you feel like.

​

>!I hope this posts topic is relates to the forums topic because i don't know any other place where to post this.!<",4.384074727861133,6.262119961165053,5.0601588702559575,81.02064577817008,71.47572815533981,7.615298617240366,27.776110620770808,8.296473431620573,2.011325889967637,1712,63,309,27,33,551,218,412,0.092,0.72,0.188,0.9917,1,1,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,0,4,23,23,0,0,9,1,36,1,1,5,4,78,69,34,0,12,16,8,7,4,3,8,0,1,0,3,17,20,0,0,17,2,3,6,14,7,0,1,11,9,50,18,50,45,13,64,0,3,1,1,33,34,1,12,28,221,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793013789263783,0.0,0.05245127915868692,0.0,0.14213071084089046,0.15939495823510438,0.08920516336970878,0.0,0.05017519459638573,0.0,0.0,0.045861161072802456,0.06720339900387169,0.0,0.0,0.061316603431569375,0.0,0.06162276556684505,0.10086736093528566,0.0,0.07996455517109552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321179929870026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056491472166526877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479096302535216,0.07377848688231482,0.0,0.06777068521509383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058946916252042035,0.0,0.12366242412281953,0.0,0.1989817784838573,0.14056979332268188,0.0,0.0,0.059946905807451774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202105717722786,0.0,0.03426740139323832,0.0,0.11182675060665898,0.055012710141011716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698204166780253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188821812375293,0.0,0.0,0.06514440247334434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068300563335985,0.07209169520861937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670689144103743,0.0,0.1281733507936815,0.1972113976964873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337700559127812,0.0,0.05576118795946639,0.0,0.18618491052047695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048215259125745015,0.048633208026904434,0.05058606762812884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426302404910463,0.0,0.0,0.06882433298454357,0.0,0.04444461706277125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282851647810994,0.0,0.0,0.1364128892017843,0.11453908843849445,0.2741050283505612,0.0,0.06200254465117685,0.0,0.12563173504075914,0.20018193667951648,0.07071573814723775,0.12551910248664666,0.0,0.0,0.07347438194628614,0.1395233636239431,0.06560647358097081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056012412216237886,0.0,0.05215878613433966,0.0,0.0,0.052265721498753685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011566680949973,0.0,0.0,0.06486892547226952,0.0,0.18569614668657414,0.0,0.05237923998287476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573274360138002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043574234048240235,0.08405321240178566,0.06444058865257371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906087694076284,0.2140250934190207,0.0,0.13656035029849026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261131841522773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322518972532755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931846958783673,0.14342194755218002,0.15939495823510438,0.08447397612919919
socialanxiety,AmyCahill,2019/04/19,"How do I deal with my fear of large crowds and conversations? I’m so sick of shivering every time I’m trapped in a crowd, or stuttering when I talk to anyone. It’s so embarrassing and I’ve even bullied for it more times than I can count. I’m even in a large crown of relatives right now at my grandma’s funeral, and the emotions from it are making it even worse. Are there any ways to combat this fear?

**(ALSO THIS IS FOR A SCHOOL PROJECT NONE OF THIS IS REAL THIS IS A CHARACTER FROM A BOOK U DON’T NEED TO REPLY)**",0.002420634920635933,2.3043629722222216,2.0593121693121685,94.03833333333333,90.57407407407408,5.678306878306879,18.825396825396822,7.1686216300943375,0.35482857142857194,403,12,91,7,14,134,70,108,0.27899999999999997,0.721,0.0,-0.9851,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,3,6,0,8,1,0,2,0,9,13,9,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,16,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,59,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731157306266224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721106215249208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513650102313761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317718822248567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24350629509944535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428940949266885,0.0,0.18239031557955973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4871912317159464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444993705953908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051416620026707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24639701179264106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184869269548932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219085207896974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399516022642394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524577223794994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17182852466844975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206074764317155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jijo94,2019/04/19,"Fear of birthday party Hi it's my birthday on 30th. At work we use to celebrate everyone s birthday with cake cutting. I don't even like to be in such celebrations. My first birthday at my office is coming up and I'm scared to death. I don't know how it will end up. Even if I took leave that day, i will have to face it the next day. I can't imagine being everyone's center of attention. Any tips?",0.05305882352941183,2.2316767176470584,2.579117647058826,91.71102941176471,87.70588235294119,5.752941176470588,21.44117647058824,7.1686216300943375,0.7084352941176473,311,11,69,5,10,107,59,85,0.172,0.754,0.07400000000000001,-0.7514,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,4,4,1,2,1,0,9,1,1,2,0,10,14,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,1,0,9,1,13,9,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,6,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328274637976747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683314022520247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097016273814965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126658173295317,0.0,0.0,0.3171802227674543,0.0,0.0,0.4588699818622326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701900290764757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423708392583803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195794436304642,0.0,0.0,0.2542413734420671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730541114280565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553592596104711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24039157449003065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667705753330735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737758222628974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480263208077326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nintendoloser,2019/04/19,a small victory today i had a presentation in class where i did most of the talking and i managed to control my anxiety enough to actually be able to think on the spot and not freeze up. i actually winged it a little and compared to past presentations i think i kicked ass (even tho i was probably one of the weaker presenters in the class lol). i ended up getting 100% on the presentation and i'm really proud of myself for overcoming this obstacle. just one more presentation to go!,3.2856989247311823,5.740453698924732,5.569032258064516,73.54021505376343,76.52688172043011,9.724731182795699,28.612903225806452,9.994966539143718,3.4671419354838715,386,17,70,13,9,135,61,93,0.13699999999999998,0.826,0.037000000000000005,-0.7919,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,8,1,4,1,1,1,0,10,9,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,10,1,15,5,3,18,0,0,0,1,1,9,1,1,8,53,12,3,0.23538309808444866,0.0,0.4593998986206341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006742576273194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640021595327911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847955949786626,0.2432136621895119,0.0,0.1554683163339092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229779536700223,0.0,0.13377363904701614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359157016392506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190033580489628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246998012743173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537827911085324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079243996159372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891920180869936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30164796979916275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231156543608071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,renegadeful,2019/04/19,"I'm about to work with people I have never met and I feel like Im dying inside. So, for added context, I work as a custodian for the local community center. Its after hours and so Im literally alone for 4 and a half hours at night working with my music as loud as I see fit. Recently my boss reached out to me about a job opening at his other workplace.  

It pays 3 dollars more, I'd be working alone after hours, and honestly its a really good fit with my first job so I natutally accepted. All I have to do is drive across the street once Im done with the first initial job. 

Well tonight is my first night and apparently some workers will be in with me to clean the kitchen's oven area.

 They're only there for tonight but Im so nervous about it that Im considering calling off working there tonight (even tho I said I would be okay!!) 

Ive been doing an okay job talking myself down and easing the anxiety but I its getting really hard with how exhausted I am rn. I think my saving grace rn is that the local police use that parkinglot each night so theres that. 

I am glad my boss was nice enough to give me the heads up at least.

I wish all this adult stuff was easier oh man",2.45842857142857,3.959345893877554,4.069948979591839,87.70165816326531,75.77551020408163,7.185714285714287,24.494897959183675,7.908726449838941,1.1976897959183672,924,30,200,14,20,309,139,245,0.057999999999999996,0.785,0.157,0.9662,5,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,9,15,13,0,1,12,2,19,3,1,4,3,31,29,18,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,3,2,12,15,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,2,1,4,6,5,25,11,32,18,7,34,0,0,1,0,8,17,0,1,17,131,37,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900892639565507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734969184377439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810305842212247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971041907300544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098317822554999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927089598338218,0.0,0.06345646424858034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048578278773892834,0.0686358184075807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451633919913637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019508993501117,0.0921636516866212,0.0,0.08058293949425824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860641022510087,0.0,0.09860040792129722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28384281884325696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5188860660000822,0.0,0.3813574470285552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046937268429917176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740987676571681,0.0,0.0,0.2704789251522213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231646994609296,0.0,0.07306917433858312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660613258649746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309588604314264,0.0,0.0948622220552747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138908523162306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655913446841804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998259955967817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722124234026688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156081850820961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829777343472493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638273560855014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048121754283298,0.0,0.0,0.3497178000698949,0.0,0.0,0.06824874370404205,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CuriousQuartz,2019/04/19,"SA My worst fear is realizing I’m an idiot. I think I’m honestly on the spectrum at this point. I just have a flow of terrible thoughts even though I try to stay positive. 

I’ve presented a few research projects at school and people were rude while I was presenting. It was traumatizing, and I’ve been terrible with public speaking ever since.",3.695,6.008822439393942,4.969696969696969,79.02454545454547,74.60606060606061,9.248484848484848,30.696969696969692,9.725611199111238,3.337533333333334,275,13,51,8,6,91,52,66,0.301,0.613,0.086,-0.9477,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,8,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,5,1,5,1,6,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,32,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176784191632433,0.2981156760843975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708588000214552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284829106016653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31155095276199096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335432660269834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726243890089325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512786446336877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117567475503016,0.32380165853195864,0.2616424186353733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237569540154868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pastelogram,2019/04/19,"Dating is impossible and it feels like there is no ""step 1"" I recently had a falling out with my only two close friends (a married couple). They were essentially my only portal into social-land. Every connection I've made has been through them. They were like a safety blanket for me when I went to parties.

It's been over a year since I've had any sort of romantic or otherwise non-platonic relationship. It's been a long time since I've hugged someone who wasn't a family member. I'm horribly lonely and this just feels my depression and saps away at my energy.

I can make little small talk. I can make eye contact. But anything else is just too much. I can't do it.

I work in a small building with a small crew, and everyone else i know (roommates and coworkers) is significantly older (50+).

People say to try internet dating, but I can't without making a Facebook profile, and I need photos of myself anyway. It's too daunting.

I'm alone. If I stay like this for much longer I'll probably end up alone the rest of my life. I am utterly stagnant. I don't know how to just get the ball rolling without anyone's help.",2.5294341234251583,4.695050497757851,4.372953235105701,82.62437967115098,77.65470852017938,7.476318599188554,25.865684390348072,8.418075326091056,1.947051847106556,883,34,170,18,21,299,139,223,0.084,0.8290000000000001,0.087,-0.1112,0,4,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,1,9,7,0,0,11,0,20,3,1,5,0,31,33,12,0,2,9,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,8,11,0,0,4,1,0,3,7,2,0,1,10,4,22,5,20,23,3,25,0,2,1,1,10,12,0,3,12,105,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893830309518492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950037102577372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768449031557816,0.0,0.11496472998943914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125678254586273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154580143561395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203271032977935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334100215445833,0.0,0.12373653762724313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770689268710237,0.13349343935402624,0.0,0.0,0.13170077456663384,0.0,0.14127737689579248,0.09980477520469692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793519062182066,0.0,0.07298972728195839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936408431061216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355565227100906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867727405975148,0.20475738323182868,0.14002040374150618,0.0,0.12363390352717965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219158043682247,0.2797611022380121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539746063799866,0.10358896345816697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21250282107657176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685336671552533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15062485721277194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794113579913314,0.14999012836780978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109846152660577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311296705276278,0.0,0.0,0.14241093386677875,0.11837099454165655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890618864425162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228901922653446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146269702349335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948500448691891,0.0,0.13647079494092726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950727973016699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26933990718726225,0.0,0.1017063895524322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996498464148991
socialanxiety,lilnattycat,2019/04/19,"How can I overcome the fear of developing close relationships? I want to start this off by saying I have friends and family I care about deeply and I do spend time with them when I can make myself do it. I have been struggling a few years with making my relationships close to people including my parents. I am terrified of opening up to people and feeling vulnerable in a sense. I am afraid of getting someone close to me and spending lots of time with them and loving them only to be left or for them to decide I am not as great as they thought. I have “close” friends  that I’ve known for many years but I do not really have that best friend I tell everything to, that I spend time with and want to see and laugh with everyday, and I see others have that with their friends and I want that too. Unfortunately, I am really adverse to becoming very close to people because I am afraid I will love them so much and one day it’ll all change and I’ll lose it all. I so badly want that but at the same time something is telling me not to as if it’s defense mechanism. I’m so lonely and I don’t know what to do because I like my friends and I don’t want to lose them because they’ll get tired of me or find out something about me they dislike it they spend time with me. I feel alone in my head al often and like I spend too much time with myself .",2.5385861745386333,4.1286021798561165,3.64045980606819,90.49048013762905,75.76258992805755,6.849171097904288,23.957460118861434,7.586124646067393,0.9075578354707536,1058,33,234,14,23,342,126,278,0.141,0.6809999999999999,0.177,0.8406,1,3,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,11,3,10,23,1,4,4,0,24,4,1,3,2,58,44,27,0,6,8,1,2,2,5,3,1,1,0,0,14,29,0,1,7,0,5,0,5,10,0,1,2,5,47,13,40,38,8,25,0,3,2,2,24,13,0,5,14,166,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435643297990024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841299564038832,0.1842661299098665,0.11128092850370556,0.0,0.0,0.10574085705220064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273100430939903,0.0,0.106590168761085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498152845882638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055612289423463,0.0,0.09498706962365548,0.1133824269001766,0.10189404033199867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209233857488948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892326184175247,0.0,0.10528533837339313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108768152775496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340829476736806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537477467906803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947546896663823,0.0,0.0,0.09845198395629716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254481678913793,0.0,0.08566210602087314,0.18187872777741412,0.0,0.1345154695493849,0.10215429708093336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813962148926085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827723078022907,0.07663212432593151,0.0,0.0,0.11188147756869384,0.0,0.0,0.2095618082224354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909820493602855,0.0,0.0,0.21635594495195395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012798204743646,0.0,0.0,0.16058451909375396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537317974740483,0.15513913949842434,0.0,0.0,0.07131807798237748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533568488591363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613645194534586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999177153998874,0.3525219756389359,0.11580819901966947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313712272447953,0.2971527570946741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297716021481515
socialanxiety,kittenkikr,2019/04/19,"Medication I have always had social anxiety on account of the ol’ weirdness. It’s like I’m just on a different frequency than the rest of the world. I get anxious and say something stupid, then people think I’m weird, which makes me anxious so I say something stupid...you know how this story ends. 

Sometimes, on the rare occasion that I feel comfortable with someone I am not as much of a mutant, but literally everyone but my 4 year old causes me some degree of social anxiety. 

Today I listened to my colleagues pick teams for this event. I wasn’t picked to be on their team until my boss intervened and insisted I not be sidelined. I almost started crying. I’m sick of not being picked for the team. I’m sick of alienating people who try to be friendly with me. Last weekend was my birthday and I sat at home alone. 

I’m over it. I can’t do this anymore. I just took my first dose of an antidepressant tonight after a long drug sabbatical. I was trying to do it on my own.

It went well. Obviously. 

I’m in therapy. I eat a squeaky clean diet. I work out. I meditate. I’m still a mutant.",1.626962365591396,4.066928875576038,3.705835253456222,84.59780049923197,82.82488479262673,6.750307219662059,25.170698924731184,7.937092434478242,1.7431261136712748,854,35,166,17,24,290,131,217,0.127,0.804,0.069,-0.8455,1,1,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,5,6,7,1,0,11,0,13,7,0,7,1,26,30,10,0,0,7,0,1,1,1,0,5,3,2,0,10,6,2,0,3,4,1,2,5,3,1,1,7,4,26,4,28,19,4,27,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,2,16,108,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348011697194024,0.14840096487134927,0.0,0.0,0.11922533533418593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922662081091826,0.3237445323756542,0.14210109659461606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719407457554992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739281730582064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970325375903729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616613720809734,0.14661723247939826,0.0,0.0,0.12690876526743042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136915804212644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244964909264973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218789012184582,0.0,0.0,0.11070231989184187,0.0,0.07486096139577428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437274262208939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787461755567099,0.1167971209959234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000224612615474,0.0,0.0,0.1268034999418996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564444136901544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434545545001254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533161270909412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503544338107435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867278360235494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278933748401313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921238322032279,0.1214056660128488,0.2206169503255384,0.14171340481403266,0.0,0.10141848741987412,0.0,0.11442829344718597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385989784004198,0.0,0.0,0.09181180995595564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581826570894406,0.0,0.15919589123597752,0.1945634217788054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883121922932378,0.13282745160699067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431383135021244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227141260853468
socialanxiety,Throwawaylawquest10n,2019/04/19,"Went to the funeral of my great aunt I've never met before and felt really connected to her. [Cross post r/offmychest] I went out of respect for my family, but ended up crying throughout the service when my great uncle, his sister, told a series of stories about her that I felt connected to. He talked about how my great aunt was very quiet and had social anxiety all her life. This kept her from attending family gatherings, such as the yearly reunion, due to her anxiety (which explains why we never met). I have also been diagnosed with social anxiety and I find myself often in tears, alone in my room, crying out to God how lonely I am and how I wish I wasn't so SCARED of people.

My great uncle went on to say how inquisitive his sister was. How every conversation she had (with the few in her inner circle) was about her latest subject of fascination. I do this too. I can get obsessive about a topic and it consumes me. And I'll talk about it to anyone in my small circle willing to lend an ear.

As he was talking more and more about her, I just felt so sad I had never really gotten to know her because I felt like she was, unbeknownst to me, a kindred spirit. I became so overwhelmed with emotion, I couldn't stop the tears from rolling.",6.201498829039814,6.1173601803278705,7.117798594847777,75.07368852459018,66.04918032786885,9.92224824355972,29.72365339578454,9.606745405546679,2.6488932084309127,980,30,180,18,14,329,133,244,0.124,0.705,0.172,0.9454,0,3,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,0,20,11,0,3,9,0,16,3,1,5,4,36,32,20,1,2,2,4,4,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,6,13,0,2,7,0,0,5,5,5,0,0,22,7,38,6,37,8,4,26,1,3,0,0,32,11,0,1,10,135,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938003458512878,0.0,0.0844562208526475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237391637312006,0.0,0.0,0.07384491684950566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437883155796452,0.0,0.08986626974965563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320150925606983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071918533241272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879695371118433,0.09353904906306636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898091882357505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991192811769754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40560836892915947,0.0,0.096525560434659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055176828221058544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465741271544915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804045420665896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459541503812478,0.05159567600489205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443586601620928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321662618699322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114511724874084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353128476852079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398525320689393,0.1057339612116792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531204259506992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829462827562568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546557778345789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091481152438923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713925054014776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937043825130569,0.095296532980345,0.0,0.12144620459704207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800933074181599
socialanxiety,Kiranzo,2019/04/19,"First school trip I’ve been avoiding school trips since 4 years, which was when my social anxiety really got bad. But this May, there will be a 2 day trip to Montreal. This time, I wanted to go, so I said to my teachers that I would be there. 

To be honest, it kinda stresses the shit out of me, because I feel like I will be the i-have-no-friend person trying to fit in. But I’m happy to go. A girl even asked me if I wanted to be in the same hotel as hers and her two other friends, which somehow made my day. 

For once, I feel like I’m confronting my fears. It makes me feel a bit less like shit than I normally do.",3.562274436090224,3.242140218045116,4.823073308270678,90.0944595864662,71.63157894736842,7.853007518796992,24.143796992481203,7.1686216300943375,0.6835721804511277,471,10,113,4,8,157,85,133,0.105,0.6970000000000001,0.198,0.9339,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,6,13,3,3,6,0,12,2,2,2,0,19,26,7,0,5,3,0,3,3,1,4,0,1,0,2,8,2,0,1,3,1,0,5,0,7,0,2,5,4,17,6,14,12,3,15,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,4,9,71,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994352004763295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657699510899294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091266342393615,0.0955774093495517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117349975837035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022324824005403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035579702324338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643175065625905,0.23783241030430785,0.22402086607559427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333650482555954,0.0,0.0,0.2422703205687567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821414493949458,0.0,0.12539886701041225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690531277297832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297982548073909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483579932754806,0.1046581927719776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362039699813188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697567496761767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369025228588726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044335319924497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491426961784671,0.0,0.0,0.3173586407621581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218842881365164,0.1296978748290623,0.0,0.0,0.15982712589672046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960181511045298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142520436836714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644976232512343,0.0,0.15316053572581256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495699053154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137874529563488,0.0,0.0,0.10096728204902383
socialanxiety,Rewnyk,2019/04/19,"How to start talking to people? Hi I'm a 16 y/o male, I haven't made new friends in 4 years and I no longer have any close friends, I feel like people often misunderstand what I'm trying to say and recently I think I have social anxiety.

About six months ago I talked myself into trying to interact with people because I had the perfect opportunity: two people whose names I knew (but nothing else) , talking about my favourite game. I managed to go over and join their conversation but I felt hot, and sweaty and my legs and arms were trembling and my voice was shaky. I had no idea what to say/do after a couple minutes, but was saved by having to leave. I felt awful and couldn't stop thinking that they thought I was acting weird. This was when I first thought I might have social anxiety. Now I'm so scared of what might happen if I try talk to someone I don't know at all.
I'm going into sixth form in September (11th grade in the US I think) and there'll be so many new people. 

I would really appreciate if anyone could give any advice on how to start talking to people/start conversations (and continue them if possible). 

Sorry if this is long/hard to read I'm not good at putting my thoughts to words or writing stuff, and thank you so much if you read this.",4.54680870773506,5.321666622047246,5.1961139416396485,84.42088698471518,69.78740157480316,8.023714682723483,27.14590088003705,8.124751697461798,1.5572985641500696,998,31,205,13,17,322,149,254,0.141,0.7759999999999999,0.083,-0.8969,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,3,3,10,12,0,3,4,1,20,2,2,3,2,54,44,26,0,8,10,0,4,1,2,3,0,2,0,1,9,15,0,1,12,3,0,4,6,4,0,3,14,6,30,8,27,24,3,28,0,0,0,0,26,10,0,10,15,127,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442979690426137,0.08566036510798401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142910475288302,0.0,0.14784975796241734,0.0,0.0,0.06756886165597158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058907295839717926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715452513146033,0.10692387605562853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807254529552896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886114215138626,0.06903547356008535,0.1855679235344831,0.0,0.0,0.08219697945085037,0.0,0.0,0.1493186469904459,0.0,0.0,0.0927003055668368,0.10983885658983306,0.08105216078017058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545328135730386,0.0,0.08656523945179281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908822064075704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310761509464339,0.0,0.0,0.10232163790568977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472105764723902,0.0,0.0,0.08551820351857355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143759241374133,0.0,0.09797188559376306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20502717631199188,0.0,0.0,0.07713247612965643,0.0,0.0710372371166661,0.0,0.0,0.18665977576540194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092723096655892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33496984605102503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894051217965324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714403589492204,0.0,0.0,0.19332065012883826,0.0,0.06190632663417084,0.0,0.095414589269683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369474832352925,0.09674766662693644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701274291662133,0.08187782245089376,0.0,0.0,0.1081740467789082,0.205194498220301,0.0,0.0,0.08079049686086992,0.0,0.0,0.11062301026096626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38835444506549627,0.0,0.08896776465445079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575783127799025,0.0,0.23015022119576425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196824783723324,0.0,0.0943975469765382,0.0,0.11623901365266702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864614498381286,0.0,0.0,0.06222924009209908
socialanxiety,kanafehis,2019/04/19,"Would this be considered social anxiety? I don't necessarily get nervous around people. I don't experience the ""what are they thinking?"" or the heart palpitations that a lot of people seem to talk about. I'm very good at faking my way through most everyday convos. My issue is that I literally don't know what to say. My ENTIRE life, I have really struggled to find something to say that isn't just a continuation of a previous subject mentioned; even that is hard at times. It's like my brain literally goes blank. Because of this, I become anxious in the sense that I will cancel plans with friends and even relatives out of fear that I will have nothing to talk about with them. I have this need to prepare ideas in advance, and I always feel obliged to keep the convo going. I am in AWE of people who can talk so freely and effortlessly in conversations,. Do you think this falls under social anxiety? I'm seeing a doctor for a different matter tomorrow and I would really like to bring this up to him considering I barely have friends due to this issue taking control of my ability to socialize throughout my entire life. I just want some perspective from someone who maybe has been diagnosed with social anxiety. Thank you.",5.585032108913435,7.3194987336244575,6.410254302594402,73.09685075777041,68.21397379912663,9.580375032108913,30.93783714359106,9.916854025145753,3.271780169535063,986,40,168,24,17,325,133,229,0.084,0.7959999999999999,0.12,0.8493,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,2,3,8,10,0,3,9,0,21,6,2,1,0,29,37,6,0,4,3,0,2,2,2,4,4,2,0,0,17,9,0,2,7,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,1,5,24,6,35,31,3,20,0,0,1,0,20,10,0,5,7,119,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245351337694534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549995510129611,0.1255241571382821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891262555691477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677324251209758,0.12271371566152885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403697205127552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462078554215103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277564384370788,0.0,0.11608767327169625,0.0,0.11372713706863236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677594867204805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868818472599033,0.0,0.12503111793481342,0.05618121838590191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155372715197933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168864963627606,0.0,0.05805107510425829,0.0,0.06314711975225587,0.09319489772325767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953391198267526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166744091251814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543114788760507,0.0,0.2319426863414844,0.0,0.09876084027140504,0.0,0.0,0.06106387182563908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569624126802852,0.10856675018778396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944628649541069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162624830725483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238763072031266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661430153437307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23109178269363065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236150458077873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672035159508542,0.0,0.0,0.08854133084923928,0.1011515663271824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530559641979317,0.09414425495465534,0.08553891717281083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615766922426406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354187941986954,0.26792119375876744,0.0,0.10229636875599347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239128581407512,0.0,0.0,0.06478990015729466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167846976213616,0.06553633121589375,0.08819498847184505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578605776646364,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ExplosiveTumbleweed,2019/03/01,"Better off not trying to make friends online? It’s just kind of depressing. Online friendships never seem to last. They make me anxious. I worry I’m being too clingy, or the other person is being clingy ect. Often you get ghosted, and for me that’s not good. I already feel lonely enough.

I think being bored and lonely all the time I put too much mental energy into meeting people online. It’s too consuming.

I just wish I didn’t feel so alone without someone to chat to.",1.8989920948616608,4.564458978260873,3.4479051383399235,85.23938735177866,84.21739130434783,4.649802371541502,19.233201581027668,6.1124844417494595,0.2893782608695652,374,10,64,3,11,123,65,92,0.19699999999999998,0.6709999999999999,0.132,-0.6721,0,5,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,7,8,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,2,19,14,4,1,1,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,2,10,4,9,10,3,6,0,3,0,0,6,2,0,3,3,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723157406575871,0.23145776814424426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369510684250409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550156222837172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065223773609654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672166554493946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210578147590814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204772808373266,0.0,0.10958260611161072,0.0,0.0,0.17592335284881672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184161455185576,0.0,0.1709693900055748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28001155608716216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113726640027938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541860057818191,0.0,0.16176753702492205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541011085534267,0.18314040899545936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108506958901648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094310020092986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771544781623325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439551428690927,0.0,0.0,0.1223034387596829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424024378994785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24119529938889325,0.20218577365978915,0.0,0.0,0.21300525787642652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,britishgent60,2019/03/01,"Just got let go from my job on my birthday Got let go from my job. It's also my brithday. I left work, and then realised I'd left a personal notebook on my desk. I'm honestly freaking the fuck out. I need to get it back, without anyone reading it. And I'll probably have no access to the building anymore. I'm screwed. It has work notes and some personal journal in it. Why didn't I fucking put it in my rucksack. I only knew I was let go after I left work. No warning. Just an email. FML. Worst birthday ever. I might cry. I want to hide, I need to find that book. I can't even remember what I wrote in it but it's obviously mine because it's where I sat. Argggggh. What do I do!",-1.1139465101108923,0.9659723150684982,1.6693737769080244,95.47696347031963,96.39726027397259,4.424787997390737,22.7058056099152,6.1826913282559595,0.4605887801696023,522,23,119,6,21,180,86,146,0.131,0.845,0.024,-0.8818,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,3,0,4,0,11,3,0,0,2,19,27,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0,3,2,0,4,5,5,0,0,7,0,20,1,14,16,2,18,0,0,0,3,4,10,3,2,4,77,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521130286362317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047566394878782,0.09199227520667423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116422926798267,0.0,0.0801999032950911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451635371493166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689646700615525,0.11900673989854026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024667775142955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432567164891515,0.06873651137135768,0.0,0.22431174825568528,0.0,0.21044673790577528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611129945993629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288324623599267,0.4035978519465127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956810848886927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510537249121784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005998872245306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297523895836183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184773112824034,0.0,0.0,0.13225768002771915,0.0,0.0,0.13159912727502318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903582627472864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759957533547733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871561729882958,0.0,0.0,0.12682254258616635,0.0,0.2873394378501197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cwlo,2019/03/01,"Why do my genuine reactions seem and feel so forced? I work in elderly care (we travel to their houses in a car and help them with various everyday tasks like going to the bathroom, brushing teeth, eating, cleaning, grocery shopping, etc - I don't know what it's called in English) and today one of my ""patients"" (we don't really call them patients but I'll use that word because I can't find the right one) showed me a blanket that her daughter had sewn to her (we had talked about it a few days ago). I was so impressed and genuinely amazed because it was so beautiful. So I told myself, ""Okay, she thought about our previous discussion, I have to show her how much I really like it"". But what came out of me felt like a forced reaction, like I wasn't really impressed but had to act like I was in order for her to feel good about it. I hope she didn't notice it, because I **was** impressed. :/

Does anyone else have this problem?",2.8713729508196737,4.810430655737708,3.959149590163936,87.04888831967216,75.77595628415301,7.1979508196721325,26.73804644808743,8.07648339933343,1.7175685792349724,722,28,144,12,16,234,106,183,0.07,0.674,0.255,0.9915,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,4,0,3,1,8,14,0,0,6,1,15,2,1,2,0,25,27,12,0,2,3,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,10,1,0,7,4,1,5,5,1,0,2,13,4,29,13,18,14,4,16,0,0,0,0,20,6,0,2,9,97,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330463657076266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515064388524194,0.15408420788379576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27501455264804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30711382602272863,0.1719970323560713,0.15332454861375186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698399802628686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160036784996995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387840636508796,0.12562492763893307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771576610936725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520753918971058,0.0,0.14439037572844593,0.0,0.13744649278667542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854655991752894,0.12613335026596345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079793542205094,0.0,0.0,0.1493633328366346,0.0,0.1735207246711563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826460559724084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673454304691958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054812882119797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121098990750222,0.0,0.0,0.2038055728229224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438953368997429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890158253351841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842547097212206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690219375940474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087141607401578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938657026310233,0.0,0.0,0.1425446240468292,0.14369651781141382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988182978164267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569643288157554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094799421497928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MonstarOfficial,2019/03/01,"I can't believe what I just did today... # Context

I'm 20M. I have social anxiety and it's been like that for as long as I can remember. I can talk to a stranger if he is alone and if i'm certain that my question (because it's often a question) can't be seen as a dumb one.

Any other social interactions is just terrible. I'm awkward, don't talk loud, have difficulties to move normally etc... I often take public transport and at many occasion I wanted to be nice to compliment others because helping makes me happy and I know it can make someone's day considering how rare random compliments are where I live, but I never could, talking to a stranger in this context is just too much for me. 

# My story

Today I got an idea, I would write a compliment on a piece of paper and give it to someone on the train right before leaving. I decided I would give it to a girl I find is cute and a nice person.

The note I made :

    You're cute ;)

I didn't write my name or anything else than the compliment itself on it. Because I want her to focus on the compliment and not the person who gave it, I believe it is more effective to make her day better :)

​

So this morning I took the note but didn't find anyone on my way to the city but on my way back things got interesting...

I was with my mom and sister, which isn't ideal for my plan at all... We sat on some sits positioned in square, I wasn't on the window side but on the ''interior'' / ""middle"" side. 

The moment I sat I saw this one girl a few sits away right in my view, she was probably my age or older, she just looked cute and seemed to be a nice person. I was wondering if I would give her my paper. I kept looking at her from time to time but not too often because she would notice pretty quickly and look at me back, so i'd just look away pretending I wasn't specially looking at her. She would look at me first sometimes but I wasn't sure why, maybe my depressed face intrigued her. Then after a good 5 minutes I noticed something. She had a wheelchair.

That motivated even more and just confirmed that I **must** give the paper to her. Now the question was how ?

​

There are exit doors right behind me and this girl is close to an other exit that is much further away, my familly would question why i'm going this way or worse they'd call me in the middle of everyone which would be awkward, get all the attention on me and screw it up.

I decided I would prepare myself to leave really slowly so that my familly would leave before me then i'd go the other way praying that my mom don't start calling me ...

​

The train started slowing down, we were close to our station and my familly sat up and left while I stayed here as planed, my mom didn't ask why I wasn't coming, good. But there was a problem... 

The girl fell asleep ! 

Here is no way I wake her up if she doesn't by herself. Here is no way I just leave the paper on her it'd be super weird. And here's no way I just leave I would regret it forever. Please wake up!...

The train was now completly stopped and she didn't wake up. I had to sit up so I did, and I walked in her direction.

I now had exactly 4 steps left before i'd have passed her and everything would be over.

Time seemed to have slowed down.

3 steps left, I still have no idea how to give it to her.

2 steps left, I notice she wasn't alone, there was her mother sitting right next to her.

1 step left, I stop at the very last moment before the point of no return. Just like in these over exaggerated animes, except this was reality and I physically couldn't go further. I was in front of her mother who was in a verticaly aligned sit and a step away from the girl, still asleep. Unconsiously looking at her legs, I then turn to her mother while handing her the paper, I asked : 

""Excuse me, can you give it to her please ?"" 

""To.. who?.."" She answered

I then discreetly pointed in her direction with that same hand and as soon as she took the paper I quickly left. 

While leaving I saw from the corner of the eye that she just woke up suddenly. I then took the exit and walked away, completly shocked by what I just did (in good). I think I really 

​

I hope you enjoyed my story and the concept of giving a compliment note with this quite simple method, I tried to tell the story in a detailed and entertaining way because I thought it would be easier to read. However my post was really about giving you new ideas to communicate and make your day and someone's day better without having to rely on complex social interactions, awkwardness, or fear of being rejected.

​

Thank you for reading, you awesome Human :)",3.2105772044154826,4.703610412081988,4.459337382335125,85.70899720707543,73.78964401294499,7.280099303985459,25.751488820912947,7.904047421355793,1.4200664065847994,3600,121,733,51,73,1186,336,927,0.078,0.7709999999999999,0.151,0.9978,2,3,2,0,0,0,142.0,3,6,1,9,43,43,2,4,48,0,80,11,10,10,7,136,139,63,0,26,30,7,2,2,0,13,0,1,2,9,44,35,0,3,23,4,0,19,25,13,0,3,44,16,131,30,106,70,11,153,1,3,13,1,94,73,2,21,48,521,175,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898181580492558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065677689628792,0.23165901803879654,0.025929528485758538,0.0,0.029169144215866014,0.0,0.0,0.02666119846670204,0.0,0.03137752444648263,0.0,0.07129231337156974,0.0,0.17912071395626272,0.058638827840382574,0.0,0.11621766794858016,0.0,0.1297823902024633,0.08591831216736233,0.0,0.06744530707590454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786944867780662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03284539193623475,0.07995660697927225,0.0,0.0,0.03044349211634555,0.0,0.0,0.0983621031287277,0.0,0.03284108635446528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03185250231850228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252473557001586,0.02518433148545764,0.0,0.0,0.036434597438369014,0.03426854873344619,0.0,0.0,0.04290655449420167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696997771451973,0.032433134565156216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019921213683032474,0.29262014295579697,0.0650100242136835,0.09594424229244912,0.06099166732609334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04058981374513451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025557558774951968,0.0,0.0,0.037871432007127226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913149472715285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020955106115900846,0.031080824525105917,0.0,0.24224331404587346,0.24856842299543505,0.0,0.0,0.0372565266961714,0.0,0.033669256082237226,0.03374361711365317,0.22413562930539307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0360792788114807,0.10180758133912934,0.03865756832298944,0.0383064455080341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397126038431895,0.0,0.04052587580773306,0.056059487488086916,0.0,0.029408003572839757,0.03682593731391997,0.04055140756128522,0.0,0.03735904626408812,0.0,0.13023287389241836,0.0,0.0,0.05167539279723285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988024608250164,0.0,0.0837100015204818,0.07208985161807924,0.0,0.03651774773343222,0.03879165011972393,0.04111030522035642,0.036485008496038765,0.0,0.0,0.1708561260521527,0.04055566847091679,0.07628011031234105,0.0,0.07328065710837281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043193558742106015,0.13025034724482512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942376049222969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660539434820805,0.09692160653079814,0.0293541341681333,0.03771128457895793,0.0,0.05397684778906135,0.04064122600772223,0.06090091397823837,0.0637563344487914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03593682560029891,0.0,0.028668816700059257,0.0919417141111662,0.033327070518881896,0.035104738668947526,0.0,0.0,0.025331702792052033,0.02443199567113499,0.0,0.030270751813153432,0.06670126831679274,0.0,0.07228506401200144,0.0,0.1270906213723187,0.025887588323013067,0.04147420430867186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03146102605308986,0.04497981323546727,0.2421248816446235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321847003317207,0.0,0.0,0.036755705523589824,0.04135007295404814,0.0,0.0,0.03885745921989217,0.3250352515404301,0.0,0.23165901803879654,0.0
socialanxiety,leftearpod,2019/03/01,"6 Years of Degraded Social Skills. Help With Getting Started. Hi, I'm a 24 year old male, that has been struggling with socialization for a while. I’ve always been shy, but have really isolated myself over the last 6 years. I used to have some friends in high school, but admittedly haven’t done a good job of nurturing any of those relationships. It is also hard since most of them have moved away. I didn’t make any friends in college. I think I ended up using academics as an excuse for neglecting my social life. After graduating, I was really stressed out about finding a job. That too, was the task I put most of my energy into, putting socialization aside. I have since started a long-term career, and now I’m realizing how out of touch my social skills are. I don’t have to interact with people very often at work due to the nature of my job, but the interactions I do have to engage in are sometimes excruciating.

During those interactions I experience very rapid heart rate, pit in stomach, dry mouth, and cold sweat to name a few physical symptoms. I mainly want to find a partner for a long-term relationship, but I realize I should probably smaller and work on friendships first. I do yoga, exercise, and meditation every day, as well as keeping a fairly healthy diet to help the anxiousness, but of course active socialization is the most important thing I should be doing.

I sort of just don’t even know where to start. I remember not ever trying to make the friends I used to have in high school; granted it is also 7 hours a day seeing many people consistently, under situations of almost forced socialization. Now that I have a full time job, I go sit in my cubicle for most of the day, seeing my other few coworkers occasionally for meetings and such. My coworkers are also much older than I am and in very different life situations (married with kids). There is someone I knew that started working in the building recently, that I talk with occasionally. He asked if I wanted to go out to lunch one time, and I accepted, but it’s impossible to make it back in the amount of time I have for lunch and I hate eating in front of people for some reason, so I can’t do that again. I have seen many suggestions for platforms like meetup, but there are not many in my area with my interests and very few people have attended the ones I have looked at. Eventually I decided I was going to go to a yoga class. I bought pass online, got changed and went to walk out the door… and just got stuck. I don’t know how else to describe it, other than I just couldn’t. It’s like my body goes on autopilot and just retreats when I try to do something.

I have never been in a serious relationship before. I kind of dated one girl over the course of a month, but that was it. I often fantasize about meeting a girl in some ordinary public place, like at a grocery store or coffee shop or something, simulating endless possible conversations in my head ( I do this often for potential conversations of all types), but I know that have to put effort into meeting people.

Is anyone in a similar situation? Any tips to get the ball rolling? Starting is always the hardest part. I feel like if I can just find a catalyst of some sort I will build some momentum.",6.9620808451998135,6.885596926045017,7.6559696830500705,71.82593890675243,64.46623794212218,10.967092328892972,33.366283876894805,10.608840637214634,3.4989230500689024,2576,97,473,60,35,860,294,622,0.06,0.8220000000000001,0.11800000000000001,0.9872,5,0,2,0,0,0,71.0,0,0,1,7,29,20,1,2,34,0,52,14,6,9,3,94,92,36,0,7,20,0,3,4,4,3,4,0,0,5,21,24,4,2,16,5,3,13,10,6,1,4,16,8,57,14,91,71,18,85,0,1,4,0,38,38,0,19,37,332,78,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589960164483159,0.0,0.0,0.14134567794109884,0.09804591734208278,0.0,0.0,0.12019501234842345,0.0,0.0,0.06655848266705018,0.0,0.04119554379464933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507864962237875,0.0,0.055353664806403205,0.04530288470307085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05013330651693315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544256388713973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232547749003516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398813332324728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061554839844894925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029167940198179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028593258432278,0.049216885575112175,0.0,0.052182223998444376,0.0,0.0,0.03891356316723266,0.053293033076249705,0.04963939963200408,0.0,0.0,0.05763130240523024,0.0,0.0,0.029789777007085738,0.04208971121800023,0.0,0.0,0.1615448884705062,0.05011404933823002,0.0,0.0,0.1365554201454213,0.0,0.061562516159720665,0.0,0.13393362907426687,0.0494160735764798,0.09424125871831318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052777300453684256,0.058167503283217285,0.06046496991905985,0.0,0.0,0.06981592454858232,0.07898051043075227,0.1244962999707427,0.0,0.0,0.0580205425951781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23386076233474146,0.052367383500103115,0.0,0.06135210671269763,0.0971363301012816,0.048024527835720934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322844193448865,0.11513382484028332,0.0,0.0,0.10427788220634557,0.04947472980536792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798096813581342,0.17919519456336208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702631094434288,0.06261854633950749,0.04331015116978632,0.0,0.04543976898154732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061822591432028,0.0,0.11976932937258032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380045197192777,0.0,0.20422521002560654,0.0,0.061554839844894925,0.0,0.0,0.06641910978696808,0.0,0.0,0.06352157729262371,0.0,0.0,0.17768101846116727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754863920309501,0.06057561738525743,0.05817259303435849,0.1897616975421472,0.06674051592352498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925258370984874,0.09389709150812307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974721005730152,0.19867267217207496,0.0,0.4204031869127894,0.0499194649417069,0.09071306537008288,0.05826958144305493,0.0,0.20850578039172968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748825379218712,0.06159195480748031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061236441184875,0.0,0.04735457178781252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039141273902834665,0.03775109168171712,0.0,0.0,0.1030634471865507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000040056942398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265391848874288,0.0,0.1944479845065251,0.06950054658387042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05297269676882253,0.054615863752929705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286749824296738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382021197460505
socialanxiety,bak9867,2019/03/01,"Will having a job help me make friends (and possibly a girlfriend) I haven’t had a social job in like 10 years. My social life kind of sucks at the moment. I went back to college recently and will be done in May. I haven’t really connected with many people at school because people don’t hang out there. 

Will finally having a job, which is more social, help me with my social life? How else do I make friends? I’m just tired of feeling like I don’t belong lol ",2.5835106382978736,4.324811127659576,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,76.02127659574468,6.827659574468084,22.388297872340427,7.645422480735847,0.8895999999999997,362,10,75,5,8,118,59,94,0.059000000000000004,0.722,0.21899999999999997,0.9269,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,5,1,15,3,0,3,0,11,21,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,4,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,1,9,5,10,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,1,7,47,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941334959724584,0.0,0.08673955330244656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561356609962062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886625637224316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194683754607198,0.10165304744114932,0.0,0.1558733392568712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986805802320125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074993249917827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236069542941552,0.0,0.0,0.1481746591697481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100933248506828,0.13903283985428072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899613088963738,0.14426120689233288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972939643694521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041224144313238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115555284448856,0.0,0.14049565056097038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400655407861984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5801928970555612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635431013280715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190560895893194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163103501858556
socialanxiety,SitterNeedsHelp,2019/03/01,"I’m trying to understand how to deal with the answer I got for why I was unfriended on FB 🥺 cuz it’s making my anxiety shoot through the roof cuz I don’t understand what she means when she said why she did it or if she actually still wants to be friends. So there’s this girl I met at a party a few years ago. She’s a real spiritual person and we have very similar interests

Anyhow I got really sick for two years and I didn’t post often or get to see her during that time and yet we still stay friends on Facebook. 

Eventually I got well again and she invited me over to a meditation and it was really nice and everything seem just fine

Then not even two weeks after that she unfriend me?!

So I friend requested her. Then I immediately messaged to ask her if I did  anything wrong to cause it and she says

“No not at all. sorry if I hurt your feelings I just don’t see you post on here a lot. But I still have you on Instagram” 


But even if I’m not that active why are you going to unfriend me? 

and I literally liked a LOT of her posts over  these years so why the sudden unfriend? 

I’m wondering if she felt hurt/ ignored because she did invite me to another gathering via facebook and I didn’t respond because my social anxiety make me freeze up so I was waiting to think of whether I should say maybe or yes or no. 

And then I also recently stopped liking her stuff just because I’ve been busy working on myself and she posts like 10 times a day so I get fatigued liking everything she posts. 

I told myself not to say anything else but I couldn’t help it and I basically begged her to be my friend by saying 

“ well I’m definitely still here I just don’t post a lot so is it cool if we are still friends on Facebook since I guess you just thought I wasn’t here anymore?” 


And she said
“Sure. Just send me a request. I’ll be on here later.”  

I said 
“Ok cool” 

And she “reacted” with  this emoji 😍

First of all
1) 
And what does she mean she’ll be on there later when she’s on there at the very moment she’s asking me to send her a request?????

2) yet I get a lovey dovey emoji???

3) I waited an hour and left and I’m still on “pending request”  or whatever it is.



",0.15573148705599138,2.4129913200883024,2.4698639373871174,92.0247597832631,88.33774834437088,5.766951635560907,20.59839454144089,7.2051791320715415,0.6089853421633555,1680,56,373,28,55,570,200,453,0.048,0.815,0.13699999999999998,0.9892,0,0,0,1,0,0,29.0,3,5,0,2,37,23,0,0,16,4,26,2,0,7,3,82,63,47,0,9,25,0,3,4,5,2,2,7,0,2,16,22,0,4,11,0,0,3,13,5,2,3,20,14,73,18,39,36,6,58,0,3,2,0,63,17,0,19,35,258,89,1,0.0,0.0,0.06819408055459111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619455671841864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588406040398808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327664927934756,0.10691802566427523,0.0,0.06930348438718506,0.0,0.0,0.11501273192052235,0.0,0.13065918791304418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779699855859752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07178735768897139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04506766546217802,0.07204456476758565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115360754002404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058376869666758965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923118957543894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560963550542362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035334091327059634,0.0,0.06709701890742863,0.0,0.0,0.05944100876165029,0.0,0.0,0.2699506436651985,0.0,0.10953030469783738,0.0,0.03971516034132305,0.0,0.16767140829240926,0.0,0.07698214426979462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683997077175494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881901634966729,0.0,0.14961878082277486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592625056256815,0.0,0.0,0.13656191789460578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782317788683819,0.0,0.0,0.09329263753746064,0.0,0.07020517114978296,0.15224247156553594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101766667643265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015618827007861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954023265557915,0.08953551647390283,0.0,0.06899936560515321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941939270228093,0.22228969830165754,0.0,0.0,0.11137271708694356,0.0636173223928635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057806543880272364,0.0,0.0,0.0712351977901208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822640813964518,0.0,0.0744841811807033,0.3348438388618212,0.05842390637525265,0.0,0.0,0.07999738391961307,0.0,0.0,0.06586231007311139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477712340245832,0.0,0.05547795635147938,0.08149671064461637,0.0,0.0,0.0667745888455682,0.0,0.047444824096014825,0.0,0.13652777643163508,0.14549782173628215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531880284437837,0.04121780870818406,0.0,0.056054573757008085,0.0,0.12566338479304512,0.0,0.2522280609574445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578330253027811,0.050874427823527496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640424512827351,0.0,0.1350038224126142
socialanxiety,depressedetonator,2019/03/01,"Ran away from people. I'm new to this subreddit  and don't know of this belongs here but, the point is, I recently went through a relapse of depression and didn't feel like talking to anyone.

My brother and his friends play soccer on the field that we have. It's important to note that this field separated by a gym with huge glass walls and some tall plants. 

My brother calls me on my phone and asks if I wanted to play. I declined and kept on walking. I then heard someone say my name so I ran. Turns out, even thought the path was hidden by plants, they still saw me running through the huge glass windows/walls all the way to my house. All 8 of them saw me run like a madman as if I  feared my life. 

I have a lot more of these but this is the first one I'm sharing. ",1.9173482142857168,3.62300118125,2.7321428571428577,95.83,77.8125,5.821428571428572,23.92857142857143,6.5431188927421005,0.4414196428571429,599,20,138,5,14,188,100,160,0.087,0.7809999999999999,0.132,0.7558,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,2,1,4,8,0,1,10,0,7,1,0,0,2,23,22,13,0,3,4,2,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,8,9,0,1,3,4,0,6,2,2,0,2,10,5,20,6,21,12,5,22,0,1,2,0,15,10,0,4,7,88,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025830208076044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008961069773444,0.0,0.2018992085459007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942995467561752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508717379200385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419349131199051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418145618804908,0.10865644436596963,0.153519724711285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278802196396635,0.0,0.0,0.16602593129373802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479578678887239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809966715599444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178540222993406,0.2099718979169251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269448982102646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754516419181107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561717453861045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897986759684453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314350675036386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218108202550515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17089167521725093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820782869212948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716139644090895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272299130379176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060117443081965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23374206254661545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267495602853719,0.17057219714289976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992081229731276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,somethingtidal,2019/03/01,"Workplace Woes So, I work at a day program for special needs adults, and several months back, my job hired this super cute guy to help with behavioral individuals. I've been telling myself to be good, to not flirt, and to just try to be a good coworker yada yada. Well, needless to say, this way of thinking has driven me kind of crazy. Everytime he's around I get stupidly anxious, and my heart rate goes through the roof.

So, today, I noticed him filling out some paperwork by himself and decided to strike up some friendly conversation. He asked me if I work on the weekends, I said sometimes, and proceeded to fall all over myself until I finally shut up and asked him if he works weekends. He replied that he does but he's off for most of if. Then, I, on the edge of sanity, threw my arms in the air and said ""WELL IF YOURE EVER NOT WORKING WE SHOULD HANG OUT, Okay BYE"", and ran out of the room. What comes next is even more mortifying. I went into my office, and almost as though possessed by a hormonal teenage girl who was meeting her boy band crush for the first time, I scrawled my number on a post-it with a smiley, ran over to him, put it on his stuff, and said ""here you go, IM SORRY IF IM CREEPY!"" and ran away again. He politely thanked me and said I was fine. 

but guys. I'm not fine. I'm a psycho! Who does that?!?!? Why does my social anxiety make me impulsive?? Now I'm sitting in my office, overheated and shaking, feeling like a total dweeb hahha. Dear god, what have I done. Aaaaaagghhhhhhh",3.032828282828284,4.8321386531986565,4.180573737373738,86.24952727272729,74.92592592592592,7.1762424242424245,26.35811447811448,7.9765259561132025,1.5304605791245791,1168,43,239,18,25,381,183,297,0.055,0.7909999999999999,0.153,0.9824,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,1,2,0,7,13,19,1,1,13,1,10,2,2,1,3,46,33,26,0,7,11,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,1,5,10,22,0,0,3,3,0,13,3,3,2,1,14,6,33,16,42,16,6,52,0,1,0,0,38,21,0,9,18,151,43,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920245671665273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342649168220359,0.1232006881166654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708173956199756,0.20390271118283929,0.0,0.10246041256743027,0.08385627714814678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939409053926422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033121299158092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286303318775886,0.11160074707818964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202955306623522,0.09864615423495142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055141296481686114,0.07790864780720781,0.0,0.1194640140791405,0.0,0.09276181059696756,0.0,0.0,0.0842553348265397,0.0,0.056976541900839124,0.0,0.06197825807739075,0.18293969527823964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159624539015284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923025888245868,0.07309701816333034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355954235324048,0.0,0.10821989057073034,0.0,0.0,0.11356361295407555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327858252411983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279481080177085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704636337509955,0.0,0.0,0.08086262460111472,0.0,0.0,0.11598083373913505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415941642682322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444418783732706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963002191215616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149436967417016,0.08672461706613431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232006881166654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116745935018434,0.0,0.0,0.10785781529855004,0.12207772725775973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248414576064813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953185513726312,0.10040284921961776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987780198669301,0.10714561799841026,0.0,0.06359063039630933,0.0,0.10337103562100082,0.0,0.0,0.0740409336632998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656248738003983,0.0,0.0,0.19610641444340585,0.10109473243412798,0.0984048391220694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175722711516199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rainbowbakery,2019/03/01,"Kik group Would you all be interested in forming a kik group? I would love to have people to chat with who understand social anxiety. Ideally would like people who are in their mid-20s to early 30s. If you’re younger or older, feel absolutely free to make a kik group! PM me your kik names, and I’ll make a group :-) ",1.2090322580645143,3.8060501451612936,2.6583064516129045,89.80745967741936,87.87096774193549,6.325806451612903,20.65322580645161,7.645422480735847,0.9649935483870968,247,8,51,5,8,80,43,62,0.024,0.713,0.262,0.9492,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,1,14,11,3,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,6,7,7,2,4,0,0,0,1,13,2,0,2,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845078405475146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438650370322836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950902034877866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577268848718442,0.0,0.3812238336795922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959393725792713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910900142958167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972755345890136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6085557826017646,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jay8800,2019/03/01,"Credible stats to back up the claim that public speaking is our number one fear I'm sure many of you have heard that public speaking is our number one fear. Search for it and this is widely stated, but the source of this information is usually not cited. Is anyone familiar with and can point me towards studies/surveys that actually show this?


I found one cited in this [article](https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/wonk/wp/2014/10/30/clowns-are-twice-as-scary-to-democrats-as-they-are-to-republicans/?noredirect=on&utm_term=.41853c31f0d6), but am looking for more.


A bit of related humor: “According to most studies, people's number one fear is public speaking. Number two is death. Death is number two. Does that sound right? This means to the average person, if you go to a funeral, you're better off in the casket than doing the eulogy.” -Jerry Seinfeld",6.716499215070645,9.661922272108846,5.9982312925170085,72.19850863422293,67.77551020408163,8.332600732600731,26.953950811093673,9.057496981413335,2.552108738880168,702,23,105,14,13,214,94,147,0.157,0.743,0.10099999999999999,-0.9348,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,2,2,0,1,1,6,0,3,7,0,12,0,0,0,1,12,18,5,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,10,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,6,2,6,6,3,16,16,3,12,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,2,2,66,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.158474785010385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595568161978062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355085482507744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487227525671768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362580665632302,0.17729405286523328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211357831500682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5482209601155307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805851156810826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229322318827582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637149419954842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464375875737874,0.0,0.1768965337943372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4401741379237614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258473630466123,0.14179766821025036,0.0,0.0,0.15351643486074826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868504719869196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530560327852524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172740191229491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885592911670514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DillonPolok,2019/03/01,"Anyone else only wear a hoodie because they're insecure about their looks? It's literally all I wear and when I try on a nice shirt I get really insecure and take it off immediatly I will only wear hoodies. It's the only article of clothing I can be comfortable with the way I look in. 

Anyone else? ",1.5387142857142848,4.0707556333333335,4.666190476190477,76.87500000000003,84.33333333333334,8.095238095238095,23.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,2.363142857142857,238,9,44,7,7,86,42,60,0.098,0.789,0.113,0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,3,4,4,0,1,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,6,5,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152001467273234,0.4618836665074604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739752185352955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765739719826727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775857495154315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785468198133636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142647530348827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443925704845418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694675361582726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302709756317304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890652570447252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IAmBananaBread,2019/03/01,"No more phone anxiety! I don’t have any handy tip on how to get over phone anxiety but I somehow did it and am proud of myself! 

I always hated phone calls as many do. But I would practice what I needed to say before the call and that helped. In general practicing speaking (eg. By yourself at home alone) can really help many situations. It’s good to practice using your voice, like it’s an instrument!

I would call when booking appointments or asking questions about something (eg. Uni related), and found that I loved how you’d get instant answers. As opposed to emails, where you have to wait ages anxiously. 

I think I’ve even taken it a step too far and have become too relaxed on the phone sometimes. My brother asked me to call the company who does our wifi one time and I know nothing about tech stuff in general. Our wifi wasn’t working and I just had to ask why. I didn’t know what he was talking about and I’d say things like “umm. I don’t know what that is but I can tell you what colour cables are in...” I was just being shameless and goofy but not in a rude way. 
The wifi guy was very patient and we even laughed about things. We had nice chats in between the fixing. I know this is a boring story but I always remember it because after that call I was pretty shocked at how relaxed I was talking on the phone. I used to totally freeze up.",2.430258302583028,4.4901181808118125,3.4420280442804447,89.69217859778601,77.52398523985241,6.402420664206643,24.86214022140221,7.404127859558343,1.137337298892989,1061,38,217,14,25,340,152,271,0.075,0.753,0.17300000000000001,0.9867,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,4,4,0,2,16,13,2,0,10,0,26,1,0,5,1,43,44,21,0,3,9,1,1,2,0,2,0,4,1,1,18,11,0,2,9,4,0,1,6,4,1,1,12,6,30,9,30,28,2,20,0,0,1,1,37,14,0,3,6,145,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841660449227623,0.0,0.0,0.1742038003269206,0.0,0.0,0.07118578892779465,0.0,0.16015937540055866,0.118258270603349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29358417998017977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381177648341747,0.11561050975595592,0.08907471881499361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344484127957254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916059151508794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827991561019354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477589331010167,0.0,0.0,0.10938165059227524,0.0,0.0,0.08780036994526258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364936553546536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033495366473138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032919923419998,0.0,0.10500227904038284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301169127306509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228243244118594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447752060862524,0.0,0.0,0.2122575812061956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761867476519481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044300004460073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093367714814204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649689288026194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726522652397373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706049941314128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185816995224049,0.0,0.0,0.16649100568767702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766437417523815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805875509922437,0.10353090476396927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983321766972113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827516314644494,0.09149467599620534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390890890381642,0.06707452809585207,0.0,0.0,0.06103957771829239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081931035606655,0.0,0.08637171945865357,0.0,0.08308987728213027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445715175354236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620807187051791,0.0,0.0,0.14872291785636008,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,KassieKai,2019/03/01,"Nobody believes me when I say, ""I can't chat online because it gives me severe anxiety"" My social anxiety is not relieved by anonymity, so I don't enjoy chatting online. I have been able to make some facebook friends who are very kind and I maintain those relationships by commenting on their posts. But when they want to chat...I freeze. It takes so much energy even just to exchange pleasantries because I edit myself and obsess about how they'll judge what I'm saying, or even whether I'm replying ""too quickly"" or ""too slowly"". I end up having to stop EVERYTHING I'm doing and focus entirely on the one conversation, even if it's just about the weather. Meanwhile my heart is pounding.

Worse still, when I try to explain why I avoid chatting...people outright don't believe me. It's like they think I'm rejecting them and making excuses. People act like they don't think it's possible to be anxious about chatting online. And naturally, that upsets me, because these people are genuinely awesome and I wish I could give them more of my energy.

(And don't get me started on trying to play mmo games. I love WoW but can't do anything in groups...)

Does anyone relate? ",5.275299773755656,6.773789208144798,5.868368212669682,77.59087811085973,68.68325791855203,8.239932126696834,31.45955882352941,8.660442795831766,2.6839975113122168,929,39,159,15,16,301,134,221,0.094,0.784,0.12300000000000001,0.7375,0,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,7,0,18,13,0,3,2,0,18,2,1,3,0,28,35,19,0,4,9,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,2,3,5,1,1,7,4,0,1,1,3,28,9,18,31,3,15,0,1,0,1,25,5,0,4,10,108,38,1,0.13444715139887686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057034056442094,0.15188701222056925,0.0,0.09400857431007008,0.0,0.11063854996155713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458732067982377,0.0,0.0,0.3029517988123812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734511032772504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765560821252208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908027011066274,0.0,0.0,0.2664032264930225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083243047494313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387353566019324,0.0,0.07024308750437815,0.25794791715796217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593205217454641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000601889685724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136817397111508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213438033047387,0.0,0.1794890351159811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883412596568407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110486930750578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796261789146556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515689621465292,0.128763206414832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434592516058362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21383554221181827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188701222056925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370519395221386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516238575581558,0.0,0.10736966877960852,0.11240383871438724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108752569751536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229661175672709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825615809140719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093298034883134,0.07930041330063582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131764222082375,0.0,0.15460758893946042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370131334169396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,emmamariec,2019/03/01,"32 f and still really anxious I've had social anxiety for as long as I can remember, since a small kid attending birthday parties and stuff. It's a side of me I don't know how to change. It's really debilitating in my day to day life. I find it really difficult to make friends unless it's at work etc. It's making me a really lonely adult tbh, I don't have many people to hang out with because of it and I need life to be different than this. I'm never going to have kids so it's not like I can make friends that way. Does anyone have any advice? Please help. Thank you x",0.15627177700348227,2.2953844471544755,2.9941521486643445,89.24432926829269,86.64227642276423,6.766318234610917,18.541811846689885,7.957251820313856,0.7739714285714294,449,12,100,10,14,158,82,123,0.099,0.764,0.136,0.6649,1,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,0,9,2,0,4,1,16,17,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,10,4,17,15,1,14,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,58,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700927467045098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092641787038814,0.0,0.12291556277207932,0.18151646567438834,0.0,0.11234735546098998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979456918875826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997233022952288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724353741815665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678706684118815,0.0,0.0,0.14060734922149826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919455454847574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685359415224936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24827346057423366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131502856712763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769673928914918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830251042413459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269783206913959,0.07849745114054499,0.0,0.0,0.14219188800315327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32175445555127163,0.1628987374691576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913811559923995,0.12392208980861248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113914766083134,0.0,0.0,0.17637236578481766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117288297124168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201290177128365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291161763991854,0.0,0.0,0.1637874319349448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831487375103506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839338765130009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792750440424096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127535949753216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697295919533293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bhtag90,2019/03/01,"How to stop obsessing over something? So, I struggle with social anxiety and reading social cues of what is acceptable and what isn’t. Sometimes I take everything too literally and it’s not like there are exact instructions to every situation. 

When I do misstep or say something awkward, I cannot stop obsessing over it. Even if it’s the tiniest thing, it can ruin my week just going over the same situation constantly. It’s getting to the point where I’m just miserable all the time because I don’t want to talk to people and have this feeling, but then I just get super isolated. 

If anyone has any advice, I’d really appreciate it. ",7.158928571428567,7.462638083333335,8.107380952380954,67.47000000000001,64.0,11.523809523809526,37.14285714285714,11.20814326018867,4.526535714285714,510,24,85,14,7,173,80,120,0.162,0.7290000000000001,0.109,-0.153,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,5,4,0,9,0,0,1,2,22,16,12,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,2,2,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,2,7,3,10,16,2,14,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,3,8,62,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623863533326456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264606524678172,0.0,0.1379693721255585,0.0,0.0,0.12610684719934187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099413720066603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489726824522646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912130080801422,0.0,0.15195498366678356,0.0,0.16208943661212932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119177734031918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18845375260149527,0.0,0.10249863298755416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811125135878907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503389921653488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049165876729808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804015717358195,0.0,0.11553859991421038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434237581273776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054481302990337,0.0,0.3676938645763596,0.0,0.2776887405742845,0.17837349690146226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015659756017873,0.0,0.1885438695100931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560283463984607,0.1449607214412248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981836365256256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516514804755736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063767339983659,0.0,0.1446681099462975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,grant-filmore,2019/03/01,"A question whether I have SA or something along those lines? So I get really pissed off when people stare at me when I’m out walking or jogging, then when I see people look my way and they smile or laugh I get even more pissed off. People are the reason I get so pissed off and I have this underlying anger inside because of people most the time. In other words, people shit me. I don’t know if I’m posting in the wrong subreddit whether I’m slightly a tad bit of a mysanthrope...  but I have no friends. I got rid of my last bunch of friends in September last year and haven’t managed to get myself to hang out with people since then. I find people can be untrustworthy, talk behind your back, the best part about being alone and having no one there to depend on is that I can do whatever I want and no one wastes my time no one tells me what to do. But for along time now, yes people have been the source of my misery and hidden anger and fuck sometimes I really really really hate humans. 

P.s I’m 22 year old male, from Melbourne Australia. Never been to a therapist, I don’t nor have I ever taken anti depressants or medication. Why do people piss me off so much? Why do I hate people? ",2.542244615688599,4.384125887966807,3.8193242442205104,88.12027662517288,76.42738589211618,6.58217743528947,21.43469670025686,7.447530270364453,0.6937775538431139,933,24,192,12,21,305,131,241,0.237,0.679,0.084,-0.992,0,1,1,0,1,0,23.0,0,1,1,1,12,16,10,0,9,1,21,7,5,2,2,31,38,25,0,2,9,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,5,12,0,0,4,1,0,3,9,12,0,3,4,3,27,4,29,32,7,34,0,1,3,1,9,12,6,8,17,135,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048231154878737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460153844102395,0.0,0.059141815362287374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181534035186386,0.0,0.10591950113024867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356222852157354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408006239613127,0.08775914120557332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867350858687141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499131088020727,0.08969240124456777,0.20275346463772745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759486985304667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915721376527344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053319045145187316,0.15816668995498673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147143347770615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977363256212897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132004790768565,0.0,0.07482694964451939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018050056076788,0.0,0.1972275339154849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506200436317564,0.0,0.6726068309428754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291727893097956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868336156257777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486111431438009,0.09975157826205087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773114949252753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958849725340696,0.0802550290724891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468988208658855,0.09595416381226107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798010945089459,0.08479878687919087,0.0,0.0,0.11264641000133405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697174863708122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057224255493131225,0.07700907969506021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508891732883414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607492685830304,0.0,0.124953969629715
socialanxiety,greenzand,2019/03/01,"Just got the worst panic attack I ever had I was in a room with +/- 80 people. Before I entered the room I already felt very anxious, so when I entered I walked to the back of the room through al those people and the felt the panic attack coming up. I was trying to stay in the room, but the attack got me so hard I was thought that is pass out in front of all those people so I run out of the room and I assume everybody saw it.  


Now i'm alone outside try to chill with some music. But man that was a sick panic attack. How do you guys deal with this kind of situations?",1.1023397913561863,2.7375104262295125,3.0502086438152034,92.948219076006,79.98360655737704,5.092101341281669,18.46795827123696,5.565023196281405,-0.4001081967213116,440,9,99,2,11,148,70,122,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.9856,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,9,9,4,3,11,0,7,1,0,1,2,19,15,9,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,11,4,12,1,17,4,3,23,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,2,4,69,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416064088416732,0.14294663492357162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633925724107028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5894654070696368,0.0,0.09960549328458798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022593281500437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158413585072596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354633710963668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717308694543008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24875050977043786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072041796879608,0.0,0.0,0.12826139845088044,0.0,0.0,0.11603916793320207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348922236016616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559491541778599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26941268202777713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560433729234742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806856355344185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283742965162283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758934207812591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688109345525568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Shwin280,2019/03/01,"No friend group in college right now I’ve got people that I know and say hi to and some actual friends. But as of right now, I don’t have a friend group and I really miss the feeling of being in one. Having only two close friends that I actually text to meet up with, the rest I just happen to see at lunch or wave at on the street. I was in a group last term but I kind of stopped enjoying myself with them and I left it, in hopes that I’d somehow just find a new one. So far, no luck. I almost feel like it’s impossible to make a friend group this late into freshman year. Sorry for how poorly written this, kinda just typing my thoughts as they come. ",2.1809881422924877,3.4854585217391336,3.5824374176548126,91.72310276679843,76.10144927536233,6.4674571805006575,21.241106719367586,6.980632752743323,0.3028173913043481,508,12,116,5,11,167,92,138,0.07200000000000001,0.726,0.20199999999999999,0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,8,11,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,2,0,29,17,11,0,1,6,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,7,9,1,1,5,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,4,4,13,10,21,12,3,24,0,1,1,0,14,15,0,7,9,75,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.29827185734612377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530329561425454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164588862908755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454662577821202,0.10917877712166273,0.0,0.0,0.13968000621430132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.59036414321433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222874763834655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351433441171904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179049560173588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914454603968495,0.08398905914413131,0.12457341875766807,0.17239415123188226,0.0,0.1660456713577591,0.0,0.0,0.0746629629762466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201240360129647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760010328699455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071174251248322,0.11623090224119732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595016236877776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790411638344723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610247845509173,0.0,0.12153320464572402,0.0,0.0,0.12178237067297246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107596333562594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776920611175718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132660890908435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492885933955837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841480016143347
socialanxiety,GiantArmadildo,2019/03/01,"I don't like it when teachers/educators ask a class, ""Does that make sense?"" For my whole life I've always been perplexed as to why they phrase it that way. I always thought that asking ""is there anyone who *doesn't* get it?"" would be a much more productive and helpful line of questioning. I always felt embarrassed when everyone else would nod and say they got it, and so I'd never try to disrupt the zeitgeist (idk if I'm using that word correctly). ",6.370568181818182,6.237954011363641,6.426272727272727,80.33690909090909,65.70454545454545,9.76727272727273,31.236363636363638,9.3871,2.5545381818181823,355,12,70,6,5,113,66,88,0.10400000000000001,0.86,0.037000000000000005,-0.5583,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,2,2,14,16,8,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,2,6,1,5,9,3,4,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930867406276793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811879827160548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36933105843617264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728613728640246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501243736922186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875006012885115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966146512011592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320219090858697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15798419201189814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240137382274805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395225226217641,0.09650403940910532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185398254940744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452085706733508,0.0,0.15234866947637812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22128077660441706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708518257408455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568181516083195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341110975858883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706040170931896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156791515421638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824168779985272,0.2205371539178549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806417873196387,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iCE_P0W3R,2019/03/01,"Big Yikes Performance Writing this 15 minutes after I finished the most awkward performance of my life. 

I need you to read through what happened to understand why I'm venting about a performance when this is a subreddit for social anxiety. It'll make sense when you read my account

So I perform a lot. More specifically, I sing. I'm a nervous wreck around people, but on stage, I can forget about most of my troubles. I don't really have stage fright at all. Apparently except on open mic nights in college. I was really excited to sing one of my favorite songs (Frank Ocean - Self Control, give it a listen), but there were a few problems. First, the audience was small. Like, 30, 40 people max. Everyone was really close, something I'm not used to. Then the first two singers came on. It's not like either of them were amazing, but everyone in the small audience knew who they were. People cheered when they heard their name. They weren't amazing singers but they had a confidence that was infectious. People roared when they were done. 

I get called up. No one claps when they were my name. I walk onstage in awkward silence, and then the music starts. My version of this song is pretty quiet, and I understand if people don't love it. I heard some people talking and they said ""OMG he's so nervous!"" and they were right. I was shaking. I never shake in front of an audience. There was also this part of the song where I don't sing and the awkward tension was fucking killing me. After the song, I get off stage, I barely get any claps. Fucking demoralizing. 

What I think happened was that I completely misread ""open mic night"" and didn't realize a bunch of people attended and already knew each other. I basically accidentally inserted myself into a group I had little relation with. I really pride myself in my ability to perform, and I really don't want my social anxiety to take that away too. 

Sorry if this is jumbled, my hands are still shaking and I can barely contain my thoughts. ",4.058966131907308,6.334236732620322,4.857807486631022,80.42043672014262,73.3850267379679,7.955793226381463,29.51515151515152,8.754623652393294,2.594345098039217,1574,68,279,32,33,508,190,374,0.151,0.742,0.107,-0.8673,1,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,10,9,16,23,3,10,18,0,31,5,1,3,2,51,60,25,1,5,10,0,1,2,0,1,1,9,0,1,16,17,0,2,7,9,1,7,10,15,0,5,26,10,48,8,36,33,12,50,0,0,0,3,29,23,2,6,19,198,64,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981608857287233,0.07958124824935872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767288010051949,0.0,0.15225575738789346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858848962420936,0.0,0.0,0.093496606432618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016148416806162,0.11381741707131447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433845490720192,0.0,0.11161332645658284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183729369905399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017963595532852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929298409088475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839980364879628,0.15597575240550082,0.09546282272410377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759996668732366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009741155701792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028962677326404,0.0972349522459145,0.09973909406610336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460317866140173,0.08981520076748736,0.0,0.06642631632378908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378831294929045,0.07675127223672748,0.0,0.0,0.18677415090719435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486641929625068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776388102043867,0.0,0.4829329695338206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124143556621966,0.0,0.09522138463778687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908170571079492,0.0,0.3187558362856415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498434648542957,0.09466052920785996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381472484261997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028838247774571,0.0,0.07661067971620444,0.0,0.11139768944513732,0.07043646687673814,0.0,0.07947194743485153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482208541634132,0.0799855217665389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376450364599684,0.0,0.0790029390287306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721064280758247,0.20719500672699329,0.0,0.08594807821822792,0.0,0.0,0.05869589008722945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979583708396892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kart3l,2019/03/01,"Girl keeps staring at me Hey guys soo I’m a senior in high school and there’s this girl in my class that keeps staring at me and when I catch her looking she doesn’t look away it’s been happening daily for about a month now and idk how to react because I feel uncomfortable when someone looks at me and every time I catch her staring I get confused and I don’t know what to do any advice?

(I haven’t had friends for 3 years now and I lost all my social skills)",0.4351515151515173,2.5899589797979843,1.8654545454545468,97.71818181818183,85.46464646464645,4.4080808080808085,19.1010101010101,5.565023196281405,-0.4437353535353532,365,10,84,2,11,117,66,99,0.095,0.871,0.034,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,2,1,14,17,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,7,15,1,11,14,1,17,0,1,6,0,9,7,0,1,8,51,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573835830624773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317519009880325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978103248997128,0.0,0.0,0.12834392041117587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773899849879054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645592282048803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626635569674625,0.0,0.1099990521475777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084688227479387,0.1861808284535259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244826636280784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742772653096302,0.0,0.0,0.11570790048621778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5304045763557053,0.0,0.2298305174100426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805192355862433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130788666954406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462017086710133,0.17839081862916856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227682276898232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558158669105466
socialanxiety,TheTrippyGuy,2019/03/01,"Overthinking maybe? Yeah so I am a sophomore in college and still cannot muster up the courage to talk to people in my class mostly because i think my accent sounds weird. I definitely try to keep it as neutral as possible since but what do you know, i end up not talking at all anyways. Any tips on how i can be more outgoing and not so insecure about my accent anymore? i don’t really mind talking to random people or anything of that sort.
PS. My first time posting on reddit so idrk how to put up a question on here or start a conversation so don’t judge me plis.",2.1457944664031596,4.27496267826087,3.775968379446642,86.61146245059288,78.73913043478261,6.616600790513835,26.10671936758893,7.686295010490155,1.5217826086956532,448,18,90,7,11,149,80,115,0.012,0.871,0.11699999999999999,0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,10,3,0,1,4,1,7,0,0,2,1,18,11,13,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,0,1,12,1,18,10,3,16,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,6,5,64,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254547583110636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788188285144174,0.0,0.0,0.17249539092400482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777943715259385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856567873603915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829852177311006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631555802199146,0.0,0.0,0.11519899307166402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058657141953535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165152588521247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906414750930176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363095628648032,0.20075335075226766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072110088297594,0.2348169173240089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428481923567545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339580093591314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483666672955674,0.0,0.16739891291014558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5054421021925626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431291087141362,0.0,0.0,0.1222282674876206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231491319444786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,fairy-kale,2019/03/01,"Feedback from colleague stating ""worst presentation ever attended"" after giving a talk on Social Anxiety Disorder I have social anxiety disorder which has substantially impacted my life personally but more so professionally.  I work in mental health and was required to give a presentation to a room full of about 100 mental health professionals.  I chose to talk about Social Anxiety Disorder for an hour. It was definitely evident to the audience that I was majorly struggling with anxiety throughout the presentation. 

At the end of the presentation everyone who attended was required to complete a feedback form about the presentation.  Someone wrote ""worst presentation I have ever attended"" as a comment.

As if that wasn't bad enough then the director sent an email to all the staff who attend about proper etiquette in providing feedback after a seminar stating the example ""WORST PRESENTATION I HAVE EVER ATTENDED"" following my presentation which everyone could conclude was feedback provided to me.

Although this was over 2 years ago I still laugh/cry at the ?irony of the whole experience.  I'm sure it was a really terrible presentation: lack of eye contact, forced reading of slides from a statue, zero spontaneity or interaction. Were those words really necessary though, confirming my unhealthy beliefs? Especially coming from a mental health professional and colleague.",10.114054054054053,12.340913288288293,10.06127927927928,49.288675675675705,58.009009009009006,14.388468468468465,44.98018018018017,13.241360182570464,7.607307747747747,1138,67,136,47,15,374,127,222,0.209,0.742,0.049,-0.9901,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,4,10,7,0,1,21,0,14,5,1,1,5,20,21,11,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,10,4,0,2,2,1,0,9,1,6,0,1,11,1,11,1,31,9,11,39,2,0,1,0,16,8,0,2,20,111,21,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532617389819883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290658805986893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978995041584896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263468394135477,0.11275181357140295,0.0,0.0,0.0858605455445231,0.0,0.11812572267699036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36974446811486267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524697421313236,0.11111576341892174,0.0,0.0,0.2918235229282958,0.0,0.205514820756967,0.0,0.10519304762142448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20632098492087367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429244066300064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590351849625312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595744925484345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32511980102457416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389825565992753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756735562043998,0.0,0.1377835186830796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288651227628355,0.0911168138440758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588018875016151,0.0,0.0,0.11242233239157033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013535319597376,0.0,0.0,0.17287035056544026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056557887908249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200626204482774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828912986230563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925110995142493
socialanxiety,KillerCroc39,2019/03/01,"This is why Im single Talking to a potential date: We started talking about shaving, cuz he has a beard right now, and I was like be glad you dont have to shave half your body... but it feels so good after shaving my legs. So I keep talking...and tell him that I just imagine a cricket rubbing its legs together and making those little chirpy noises. So he asked if thats what I do. So nervous me is like yeah. After putting lotion on my legs, I crawl in bed and become one with my inner cricket, chirping while doing so. 🙈",4.040427236315087,4.5190903457943925,5.038718291054738,86.16299065420563,70.77570093457945,6.861949265687584,29.304405874499327,6.1826913282559595,1.3241359145527372,405,15,83,2,7,133,78,107,0.028999999999999998,0.83,0.141,0.8962,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,1,9,4,4,2,0,13,14,12,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,2,13,4,8,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,8,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275137713878657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687779336927513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27032406606433923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852224040928177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230528446531092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412332807079486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628763640200685,0.0,0.0,0.21631432505168585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377920562987062,0.2439160376339396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162448275914547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491067475917048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24464941734103035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078326983990587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225526325837245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391215735816631,0.21271206233809506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195993956294432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sociallyanxious2018,2019/03/01,"Paxil 20MG, honest experiences? Dear Reddit.

​

First post on here. I have been prescribed 20 MG of Paxil for severe Social Anxiety and moderate depression and there is no intention to up the dose long-term. I'm terrified to start taking it because of the side effects I read about.

​

Can somebody who has tried this drug on 20 MG on a long-term basis and has no other lifelong 'uncurable' disorder (Autism spectrum, Bipolar, ADHD etc.) answer some specific questions please? 

​

I would really appreciate hearing it from other users on the same dose, my physchriatist is a wonderful lady but doesn't have many cases like mine.

​

* When does Paxil 20MG begin to work for the Social Anxiety itself? I understand for depression it can take weeks and i'm prepared for that. However what can I expect in the first couple of days? It will be mixed with a Klonopin prescription.
* Although I am very anxious, I otherwise have good social skills and relate well to people and their feelings. Will a low Paxil dose of 20 MG turn me into an obnoxious person who doesn't care about people?
* Will I lose social or people skills on Paxil and will such a low dose, completely cut out all my feelings?
* I do a difficult Business degree, is it likely that this will affect my study skills?

​

​

**I am** ***really extremely sorry*** **to put the ""other disorders"" part, I have a lot of respect for people struggling with these disorders and realize we're all human and that it doesn't define who you are, just like my Anxiety/Depression doesn't define me.**

​

**It is only to exclude side effects from specific other disorders which is hard to separate on the internet.**

​

Thank you so much!

​",3.3029208211143697,6.478007858064522,4.134501466275662,77.96902492668623,86.54838709677419,6.947214076246334,26.40029325513197,8.00094639256281,2.6166774193548386,1396,60,208,32,44,446,167,310,0.158,0.745,0.09699999999999999,-0.9547,1,0,1,0,0,0,93.0,0,2,1,9,9,18,1,1,15,0,30,6,0,4,2,34,44,14,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,6,6,1,0,2,23,13,0,0,9,1,0,1,6,8,1,2,1,4,21,10,33,36,8,23,0,5,0,0,14,14,0,5,10,153,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573473958747763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465318918808389,0.5218399963713459,0.0,0.0,0.07300781141671851,0.053907412520081896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029088263687439976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048651369793608366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050031094850292265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527987213952574,0.0,0.030773965387146537,0.0,0.1232975411384957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218754448006116,0.0,0.04175807604934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055337376292437734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053217843006734995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04667706156057454,0.0,0.0,0.04825500022395248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117729318565406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04002333822325516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04274568159080833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053781309754634764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993736570431808,0.0,0.0,0.08445731614613311,0.0,0.053383894468417466,0.0,0.04056787749070497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837825266773827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03507799594975732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03629145693370351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051673613123410636,0.0,0.13232576468334514,0.04166525030857978,0.0,0.05237969924205325,0.0,0.0,0.045700360973147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796946272092121,0.05345473858392177,0.0,0.047730607618415334,0.0,0.061138353997957764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053907412520081896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945687213800288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341605232404461,0.033774829791794365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988489494771461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175553549630442,0.0,0.0,0.04393204205116265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03239718231589657,0.05190314917053648,0.0,0.049675802863310484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03937209539063364,0.0,0.0,0.0382762562670814,0.0,0.04290393804953433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517478042200264,0.03473904993472581,0.0,0.0,0.03389728110841329,0.0,0.5218399963713459,0.0
socialanxiety,_aiko,2019/05/01,"I was asked out today (through the internet by a good friend) and I had to say no. I have a good friend that I've been talking to for about a year, and he asked me out today. It was through the internet, so it wasn't as bad as face-to-face conversation, but I had to say no. I got so anxious and paranoid when he asked me. I couldn't say yes. I have Avoidant Personality Disorder on top of Social Anxiety, so accepting someone into my life like that would be a nightmare. I feel so bad about rejecting him. 

​

I'm home-schooled, so the only people I have social interactions with are my parents. I have no irl friends, and I mean it when I say this. Literally no one. I've always craved a close relationship, and made up fantasies in my head, but when the dream came true, I realized that I'm actually physically unable to proceed with it.

​

I'm sorry. I've been going on a tangent. I just needed to vent.",3.4451152073732696,4.732909978494625,5.1344393241167445,81.91451612903228,72.87096774193549,8.325038402457759,29.414746543778804,8.841846274778883,2.2752423963133643,720,30,149,14,14,245,100,186,0.155,0.6809999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.4370000000000001,1,1,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,11,12,0,1,10,1,15,2,1,1,1,25,28,17,0,3,3,1,1,1,3,1,1,4,0,1,8,12,0,1,4,2,0,2,6,4,0,1,10,5,20,8,23,15,0,18,0,1,0,0,21,9,0,0,8,97,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.1125179573064368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594036236499692,0.2498589775152188,0.2802086969809647,0.0,0.0,0.08820558726758511,0.1302582528400771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323374950019115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19254443013655545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187458111653955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214589082557615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058300071605440415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26724573234285803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552868928448992,0.19341941547821756,0.0922174095186687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833294606614587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565714044561025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144109509842566,0.05633065187765735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910138303017444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559749890699368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549484878387978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813150662273784,0.08769224031007045,0.0,0.0,0.12802904139093102,0.0,0.0,0.07993577370718115,0.10067711388147778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379101900232035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667705844812176,0.0,0.1166916114841052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350713985284393,0.09769486961632992,0.0,0.0,0.1290709630470986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267524645846678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858531311952206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190711456547868,0.0,0.2802086969809647,0.07425060065278455
socialanxiety,SYdotka,2019/05/01,"Are you telling me there is no app for young people to meet and go to bars together? Seriously? An app for YOUNG people aged 18-25+- who have no friends and wanna have some social life and FUN on the weekends instead of sitting at home watching netflix and being on reddit would be pretty sick imo. 

​

[meetup.com](https://meetup.com) is full of old people and groupd for 20-40 year olds are full of people in their late  30s. 

​

Goddammit.",7.639397590361444,8.344847397590364,6.522554216867473,77.86551807228919,62.975903614457856,8.085783132530121,32.26265060240964,7.554174236665415,2.1493151807228914,366,13,63,3,5,110,62,83,0.10099999999999999,0.784,0.115,0.5095,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,13,7,3,16,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,8,40,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36088025336891016,0.4047154381575239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866418830701706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946454285016792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704774254266366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878582379373483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762828506720835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34950001415545884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618163822739621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694255182462634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16976101220049242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555854615270272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830137364308188,0.0,0.4047154381575239,0.10724279688825088
socialanxiety,Kaitlin104,2019/05/01,"How do you make friends and uphold conversations? I've had social anxiety since I was a child. In fact, it used to be so bad that I had selective mutism up until the age of 12. (I'm 17 now)  Now that I'm slightly less anxious, I want to try to make friends, but I don't have the slightest clue on how to do so. 


I don't know how to converse with people. I only feel comfortable saying yes or no. Anything else causes me to stumble and choke on my words. I don't know how to find someone who shares the same interests as me. I don't know how to introduce myself. I don't know how to ask people if I can be in their group during group projects. I'm always that one kid who's left over and the teacher has to ask another group of kids if I can join their group. 


I feel so helpless that I can't even make eye contact with anyone who isn't immediate family. 


I used to have some friends, but lately my anxiety has been so bad that I kinda drifted away from them. Now all I can ever do is think about how pathetic I am.",2.9309722222222234,3.56786978240741,4.5574814814814815,88.0356666666667,73.39814814814815,7.797037037037038,25.974074074074068,8.021203637495839,1.3093929629629628,787,25,179,11,15,266,117,216,0.145,0.747,0.10800000000000001,-0.8507,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,3,0,17,9,0,0,5,1,25,1,1,13,3,39,43,21,0,3,5,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,9,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,4,4,26,6,26,37,4,16,0,1,1,0,25,8,0,5,7,121,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215165144226775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393548752537425,0.22460740996954096,0.1658453262649442,0.0,0.10264789892314724,0.0,0.12080615812765245,0.0,0.2744815161292133,0.0,0.1379260198238103,0.0,0.2451483352513535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080686702639345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263486363984827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696183447998118,0.13279149559932127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383925713502969,0.0,0.14845576669210528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341750575898082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34025833071575384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227158174746361,0.0,0.16559990077746434,0.0,0.1595016217480996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29397593468915445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994773453880754,0.1116501095940764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354909085083894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674344220314314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143675511749458,0.0,0.0,0.14964692038503571,0.12438549706192903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406527712074228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996694335726686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535808900976337,0.0,0.0,0.08658806783090976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,adanhere,2019/05/01,"I hate people I hate people, walking past people is torture or when your walking home and theres someone in front of you looking back at you like your a weirdo, I fucking hate it",3.148333333333333,4.926334944444445,3.84,88.90500000000002,74.55555555555556,4.800000000000002,28.66666666666667,3.1291,0.8405666666666662,142,6,27,0,3,45,27,36,0.39299999999999996,0.552,0.055,-0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,4,0,0,3,6,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,1,3,6,0,8,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,1,4,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806216557013781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171589266812956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6957378643694547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23562131559680716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475903911078532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725471504506933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423621509601135,0.4885449897403949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990278647506703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IDislikeYourMeta,2019/05/01,"Job/Career Options For Someone With Severe Social Anxiety Hi all,

​

I'm sure this question has been asked to death, but I'm trying to help figure something out for a friend who is close to me, and we can't seem to find too many options. Figuring this out is a bit too different for my primitive brain to handle, as I'm much more of a ""make things work by any means necessary"" kind of guy, whereas this needs a bit more tact to areas I haven't thought of. I'm hoping the fine folks on here who have found themselves in a similar position might be able to offer some ideas.

​

A bit about them. Female. 30's. Not a ton of work experience, but a enough to not automatically get counted off as unemployable or whatever. University educated but in a highly specific field that hasn't panned out, so far including it on resumes may have hurt more than helped, seeing as the resumes are for more entry level positions. While the person is more capable than they believe they are and are fairly good at adapting and learning, they don't have any defined skill set that would lend itself to a particular job (such as being good at sewing and becoming a seamstress, I don't know).

​

They've been a stock associate and that worked really well for a while. Late nights, no general public, small consistent team. But over a long enough period of time the work itself got too much, as it was physically more than they could handle day to day for injury reasons. But something in the same vein but not as body breaking might be a great fit. 

​

The biggest hindrance is their social anxiety. Which is obviously why I'm here. They're often afraid of entering new territory, even starting at a new job before having to do anything it becomes a hurdle that has to be crossed, let alone things like dealing with a new field or new people and potentially awkward/stressed situations. 

​

We live in a major city. And while that's beneficial for the sheer number of rotating jobs, it's also terrible for someone with anxiety. Even something like a simple retail position does inevitably get its fair share of crazies, simply by chance that there are SO MANY PEOPLE. I used to work security and I've seen a lot of shit here and I'm used to it. But for shy people this city is FUCKED. Whether it's just serving coffee or getting on the train or walking down the street, there is a not insignificant chance of having alien interactions with people. They are from a small town, and just the amount of randoms that might walk in off the street in most jobs creates a lot of anxiety in and of itself.

​

So. We're looking to locate either an entry level type of job that would allow her to spend either most of her time alone or with a small group of people, predominately away from the casual public for obvious reasons. There isn't a ton of money available, but in the near future, if there is a particular type of field that she could go back to school for that is only a year or two course that's not a ton in tuition and fits the bill, she might consider that.

​

We've thought of certain things like book store clerk or library page, 'cause at least those typical crowds aren't the rowdy, boisterous types (though big city public libraries have their own nutsos). And we're sending out resumes for that type of stuff, but we're running out of ideas. So I'm calling on the truly introverted of Reddit...what does she do? What do you do for work? There has to be a ton of jobs behind the scenes that we just aren't seeing...

​

Thanks for any help.",7.563800007914209,7.269362333821378,7.348281429306322,75.25736021526654,63.28989751098096,10.194911162993154,33.539986545843064,9.635858565294015,3.0184933639349456,2866,103,524,48,37,911,314,683,0.07400000000000001,0.802,0.12300000000000001,0.9874,10,2,3,0,0,0,103.0,3,1,8,8,27,22,2,1,48,0,53,5,4,7,5,102,84,46,1,7,28,0,0,3,1,7,0,0,0,2,37,27,0,1,15,3,6,7,14,5,1,1,8,4,22,17,103,61,31,72,0,1,4,1,42,44,2,25,22,355,59,22,0.04336209040997005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982009668498568,0.0,0.03467664803456129,0.0,0.37586245474170027,0.42151748852339577,0.08846312528465614,0.0,0.13268752190546548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03568330571785626,0.0,0.04053770108138833,0.0,0.04074011133289705,0.03334277094316264,0.0,0.0,0.09578004414277907,0.036897945170016,0.04885422693334681,0.0,0.0,0.1420205161342031,0.04816550716193749,0.0,0.048406433601832194,0.044277542480929744,0.0,0.0,0.04454481148857197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924220157390272,0.0,0.0,0.05592992211638846,0.044704411189678654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045304155327933686,0.0,0.0,0.07589291505947099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960926162181654,0.0,0.05728050351634139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042416444953746524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039632165064209336,0.0,0.0,0.04754429398752003,0.03350144348642686,0.040087553856601295,0.06796470760478443,0.0,0.024643675259751616,0.0727401282708759,0.03468062490319791,0.047806857758618766,0.0,0.042935286884013074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719408550449771,0.04581442926209908,0.0,0.043068339842686834,0.0,0.0,0.046420014619958413,0.09790104404214232,0.0,0.0,0.3012112869610756,0.0,0.0,0.045154944423733,0.02383067087268673,0.0,0.048914326702161066,0.0,0.0,0.044340675315703536,0.0,0.06355358121156618,0.0,0.03828952026232715,0.03837408548741481,0.036413234922839786,0.0,0.0,0.07372979724705875,0.0,0.0,0.028944532060805283,0.0879247074529986,0.0,0.047234028488855564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840013018826072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375225151479354,0.03215244059994025,0.0,0.16751750849694866,0.0,0.040692384421194376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03297882372741096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030906846957376,0.037862104792189315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048575465139753735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027778865466409664,0.08916690177481744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04388475048641095,0.0691079438959504,0.03947521854301609,0.0,0.04898681963494223,0.044510562675851344,0.0,0.048740806421174836,0.0,0.08840438091231091,0.07348111697813124,0.10014676703297624,0.0,0.0,0.030691910775631312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496711280594101,0.0,0.04963921923017838,0.0,0.0,0.040868257042135724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03992198696892181,0.0,0.0,0.08642353828368958,0.0,0.04260303366643735,0.06884931238603112,0.050569567253494895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029440013025999974,0.0,0.04235846157237371,0.0,0.0,0.07490184743726863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038987726856270936,0.0,0.03912754205328375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894087095507747,0.0,0.0,0.061606369816180284,0.0,0.42151748852339577,0.02792376454204195
socialanxiety,yoOG543,2019/05/01,"I need some advice, please help if you can.. I am a 20 year old college student, there’s like less than two weeks of class left and I can not must up enough courage to talk the girl sitting next to me. I think she’s cute but I’ve been trying for weeks (we exchange smiles sometimes) and I’ve asked to borrow a pencil so we introduced ourselves but that’s it. There were moments in the elevator and halls that I could’ve said something but I couldn’t....I am tired of having this social anxiety, I want to talk to her before the semester ends or else I’ll have regrets. How can I change? I have 4 more days until I have that class again.... what can I do in the meantime to improve myself.",0.6217396745932433,2.9837093049645382,1.955344180225282,95.81647058823532,87.15602836879431,4.452398831873175,20.350855235711308,5.900188976854957,-0.06574125990821855,536,17,116,4,17,171,95,141,0.067,0.794,0.138,0.7684,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,14,1,0,1,1,18,19,11,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,18,3,14,15,4,16,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,3,11,77,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905536625671261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917596888387644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18230051321478424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593230897726374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062862218062344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556932009748257,0.0,0.0,0.1257601348114156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289911899965648,0.0,0.17271386064882968,0.20148915634926226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070570615116986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118702046922586,0.0,0.0,0.0952681097878478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445914856076548,0.0,0.0,0.20738680119622005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462175858696885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405359872190372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854915229729872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877994534510995,0.0,0.15012203898998006,0.1928619288001493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134703845926181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249493848374814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241260719222535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239353343975868,0.0,0.1904885841485904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501721082319087,0.0,0.3128376267190429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255748715666612
socialanxiety,strontium_90_,2019/05/01,What's the most normal occurrence you've freaked out over? I started getting really warm and started sweating today after asking my science teacher for a pencil.,8.110714285714284,10.225105785714286,7.9914285714285755,62.70357142857145,62.57142857142857,8.457142857142857,42.57142857142857,8.841846274778883,4.801871428571428,134,8,15,2,2,43,27,28,0.083,0.8340000000000001,0.083,-0.0018,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,11,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015679597053837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442029877348565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208643337639689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751784642617043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6080703967343895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071598227032444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bbobb25,2019/05/01,"(Slightly paraphrased)Conversation I had with a kid at my school just now Imbecile: ""Hey Bbobb what are you doing?""

Me: ""Go away I don't want to talk to people stop looking at my screen""

Imbecile: ""Why don't you wanna talk to me?""

Me: ""I don't like talking to people now go away""

Imbecile: ""Why do you hate me?""

Me: ""I don't hate you I just don't like talking to people""

Imbecile: ""Stop bullying me""",-0.8509704641350204,0.9843346202531648,1.8488101265822792,91.18806751054855,107.86075949367088,5.144641350210972,17.92489451476793,6.742157984588678,0.4678651476793245,301,10,64,6,15,103,37,79,0.373,0.627,0.0,-0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,2,17,2,11,14,0,10,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,0,6,43,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32976791640473885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947646624129656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465312807608985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147663871072366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737216243644544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649998002282619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761098652373875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934444752983092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.564227085065527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351189264573417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167150897432916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ThatDummGuy,2019/05/01,Anyone else deathly afraid of eye contact? Some of my friends with social anxiety are totally chill with eye contact and I just didn’t know if it was just me. The last time I made eye contact for more than 7 seconds I almost had a panic attack so that was fun lmao,1.3866666666666667,3.7778076666666682,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,83.44444444444446,5.0814814814814815,23.814814814814817,6.42735559955562,0.7246148148148155,210,8,42,2,6,68,44,54,0.126,0.6990000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.6131,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,2,2,0,5,3,3,1,1,11,7,3,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,3,5,2,6,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,2,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115088175482208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379807978455185,0.0,0.0,0.2175193497508336,0.31874552040151216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539065127548531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598733736936392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403451397805633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096534733737748,0.253577525738928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29435815784327324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649937117334486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31711414608436195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139740329559367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AzimuthFolf,2019/05/01,Only two other people in class and the teacher Sitting in class dead ass silent and I had a really intrusive thought and i just twitch my arm a bit and drop my phone on the desk like a goddamn psycho,3.668943089430893,4.836622073170737,4.705853658536586,85.66577235772358,72.17073170731706,7.417886178861789,25.861788617886177,7.793537801064563,1.3834813008130076,159,5,32,2,3,52,31,41,0.28,0.667,0.054000000000000006,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,1,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,20,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.515537890017109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307010286449108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591417704103322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273753206305063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025138496769553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37488699030373857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612867034525554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Totiotep,2019/05/01,Job opportunity. Anxiety’s through the roof again. I dunno what excuse i’m gonna make this time. Help.,-0.4523333333333319,-0.5695989000000008,2.230000000000004,85.0116666666667,138.0,5.333333333333334,18.33333333333333,6.42735559955562,0.9468333333333336,82,3,16,2,6,28,19,20,0.0,0.657,0.34299999999999997,0.7003,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567798115608375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002234962665665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5925295457746973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985688393478591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481737705105641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JustNeedAdvice667,2019/05/01,"Neighbor Complained About Our Fighting: I feel awkward, embarrassed, and exposed   

I have generalized anxiety disorder while my wife is bipolar. It’s quite the combo. We love each other very much, but like all couples, we fight. Due to my wife’s disorder and mood swings, our fights get quite nasty and loud and it’s very hard to get her to calm down and stop yelling. Yesterday, we had a rather serious fight and a rather nasty note was left on our door reading:  
 

“If you ever ask each other if your neighbors are aware of your constant and epic fights, let me reveal the mystery to you: the answer is yes! All. The. Time.”  
 

I understand where the neighbor is coming from, and I have no excuse for disturbing them, but “All the time” is a little overblown. This happens once in a while. I also feel the note could have been a little more sensitive. At any rate, this note has left me in a crippled state. I got no sleep last night. I literally have been replaying the words of the note in my head over-and-over again for the past 12 hours. I know the way my brain works, and this is going to consume me now for months possibly. I feel an overwhelming sense of embarrassment and that my personal life has been exposed to strangers and I fear going home. It was very difficult for me to leave my apartment this morning to go to work and enter the hallway out of fear that I'd run into a neighbor. I now feel like I don’t have a home that my wife and I can comfortably live in. 

How do I move passed this? Is it too drastic to move because of this?",4.5310183875530425,5.5515637425742606,4.796878830740216,86.37019801980198,69.99009900990099,8.147666195190949,28.61999057048562,8.418075326091056,1.8511535124941063,1206,43,248,18,21,379,160,303,0.222,0.715,0.064,-0.9936,0,0,0,0,7,0,36.0,6,4,1,4,11,21,5,7,21,1,25,6,3,1,4,44,41,21,0,5,6,3,5,2,4,0,2,2,7,1,15,21,0,1,8,1,0,9,3,15,0,0,7,7,37,5,30,32,7,43,0,1,0,1,29,15,0,2,19,166,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936257632437794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599055111732156,0.0,0.08548475325348545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446665442662974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811882168881737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474457199621285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962585739370375,0.0,0.1207568363111742,0.0,0.08921942969875242,0.1236439110552362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25613930411044983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107990860148984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514887784674186,0.2260068728178222,0.07983077557044822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676448397671507,0.0,0.19052207489471093,0.0,0.08937282481283387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881588948406217,0.0,0.10010172809003093,0.0,0.1146827883537023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241790439647143,0.0,0.11004648833063108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141222596252996,0.0910872323089399,0.0,0.11832200592555316,0.2428229198763496,0.11426701272351365,0.07892892202012505,0.109186096380975,0.22399604434649698,0.0986730370667822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085438354177356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919393282267135,0.23753487371227644,0.0821455614187906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486527720429126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190049647390074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667341406519812,0.0,0.09757157686986973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597589514286842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377094978590925,0.1117754151431749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182587634094164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342397017834166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303190207103411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633066840479055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766044176010135,0.0,0.08869811885268526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627036370111215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,taracu-isil,2019/05/01,"Lorazepam (Ativan) for social anxiety my psychiatrist prescribed me thirty 0.5 mg lorazepam tablets to take on an as-needed basis while my newly-prescribed ssri is kicking in. our appointment ran over, so i didn’t get to ask him about the specifics of “as needed.” most of the situations that make me panic don’t happen every day, and they’re not predictable; i struggle with more ambient, quite detrimental social anxiety all the time, though (i can’t talk to people outside situations in which i know exactly what to say). should i take one of these when i think i might be in a situation that’ll make me *panic*, or is it okay to take them whenever i’m going into work or school? if i do that, i’ll take one 5–6 times a week.",7.8488753799392095,6.708439723404258,8.250111448834852,71.79000000000002,63.11347517730496,11.177710233029382,35.036474164133736,10.290406445055957,3.4758644376899688,575,21,106,11,7,191,97,141,0.052000000000000005,0.9179999999999999,0.03,-0.4287,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,2,4,4,0,3,6,1,10,0,0,2,2,17,25,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,2,1,16,1,18,19,3,14,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,5,6,70,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225321687750676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296920363841544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946814077490789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688439835216526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247970075906304,0.0,0.07884237002019782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267679102617765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624132971117778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520415341834764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716857950688694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573024048674068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801148695777348,0.0,0.0,0.32553504382221193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617658947993156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475543991257646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032214458254394,0.0,0.1404002324987844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4678085538504007,0.0,0.28283163277510176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502871981482582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172250322893817,0.11150438308432498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889135789446674,0.13629964317043405,0.0,0.16178692874081918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112793051190606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099570110144948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,writers_block19,2019/05/01,"Is therapy a good way of dealing with SA? First off, should probably say that I haven't been professionally diagnosed, but I'm pretty certain that I've got it. Get really hot under the collar and scared when I'm by myself in public, and often go out of my way to avoid conversations with people I don't know well.

Should I be getting therapy for this? If I'm completely wrong and don't have SA let me know, I just figured this would be the most suitable sub to post in.",2.8212499999999987,4.518011958333336,4.7004166666666665,82.73625000000001,75.25,8.133333333333335,24.5,8.841846274778883,1.7763999999999998,372,12,76,8,8,127,68,96,0.139,0.772,0.08900000000000001,-0.7114,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,3,0,12,1,0,0,1,19,21,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,2,2,7,3,13,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,2,51,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042150866790849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690440856488246,0.0,0.20369792796874175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070832202268568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970633927806165,0.0,0.11405776116476765,0.1683307398341717,0.16051154669750786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058990293808012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522093810020428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913440792981902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220724494262031,0.2041756860449572,0.21637967825493454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285682906222446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959815534156604,0.2009274785987728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590170723141694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185995804881275,0.0,0.0,0.18044600861107796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256567944226886,0.21942495177962745,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jlt_86,2019/05/01,"“Package delivered at neighbours” My heart skipped a beat, hope that nobody’s home in my attempt to get it...maybe they can just keep it....😂",10.910000000000005,6.622774814814818,9.362222222222227,76.03000000000002,60.111111111111114,12.281481481481485,45.51851851851853,8.841846274778883,4.093474074074074,108,5,22,1,1,33,25,27,0.0,0.884,0.11599999999999999,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234034213235279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067082172714541,0.0,0.0,0.42891779850405604,0.4247034149339881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800706458888629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295818076850933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CNK_lad,2019/05/01,"First therapy appointment in 2 weeks, any advice? Title says it all really, just wondering if there's anything I should know or prepare for before my appointment?",7.774285714285713,9.805116428571427,7.9914285714285755,62.70357142857145,63.28571428571429,12.742857142857144,35.42857142857143,12.161744961471696,5.5983,132,6,18,5,2,43,27,28,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451813234370654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240214814624374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906858187731173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005805988828115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004651400250275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941310631170913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262941196238665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809100430737472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039598868777671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833472328923353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38307291684137385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,heyyyman14,2019/05/01,My friend called me a wuss for not talking to the cashier first. In line to buy a drink today my friend asked if I wanted to go first and I said no and she called me a wuss. For a while I kept thinking “what the hell man you should know I have SA” but then I thought maybe she was right. I should step up my attitude and be brave and that I don’t really have SA. I still question whether I do because I’ve never been medically diagnosed and I constantly feel like I’m taking things lightly like those who exaggerate and always say “im depressed” when they’re just having a sad moment. I feel like I say I have SA as an excuse for just being shy and socially awkward. Do I or do I not have it? Am I just pessimistic that if I do interact with someone it’ll always go wrong so I don’t try? Do I just lack courage and self confidence? Idk.,2.2678692493946717,3.5512908192090435,3.740714285714287,90.76182203389831,75.83615819209041,7.091041162227604,24.50726392251816,7.7094869923839395,1.0088857142857144,653,21,149,9,14,216,106,177,0.168,0.6779999999999999,0.155,0.163,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,7,12,1,1,8,0,20,3,0,0,1,32,33,18,0,6,11,0,2,3,2,3,2,3,0,2,8,9,1,1,6,1,1,3,6,5,0,2,5,6,27,7,10,23,1,16,1,2,0,0,19,3,1,4,13,101,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25417454082708113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278606245580988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310548309850228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119178333955629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505164510272713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154992973465005,0.15502221842875286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496215822608889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445422098911255,0.21822699633792614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598316345001565,0.0,0.0,0.2360044637168115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360497812714548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649793799388779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393884134573036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238549639987204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534422509832999,0.0,0.0,0.15386385685829512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779819832657284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109750218295688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784557864973206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043435776631065,0.14528540659147365,0.2429210777439319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593353072833828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569350404169646,0.12941137605579764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219739028749262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483727370533757,0.12276213907240505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146996010990332,0.09786604739943634,0.0,0.1212540666607373,0.0,0.0,0.144774368743599,0.0,0.0,0.10369664353167418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008671647975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699110856306704,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chris1o,2019/05/01,"A little rant Hello,
I'm new here and I made an account just to get some things out of my chest. I do that from time to time because internet is a comfortable place to do that incognito. You don't have to reply as well.

Social anxiety ruined my life. I already lost every friend which I could. High school ruined my mental health. I couldn't hold a job because of SA, the idea of working with strange people is underwhelming and I can't handle stress so I'm staying unemployed. I can't hold normal conversation, and the only one I talk to on daily basis is my mom. I don't have any goals or hobbies to pursue. I don't want to end like people who live with their mommas whole life. When I look at facebook how my old friends enjoy their life or when I look at people outside - group of friends and couples - I'm filled with sadness, jealousy. I wish I would have life like that. I can't enjoy anything anymore days just go and it feels empty.

I hate myself for being like that and for lack of action from my side. I don't know how long I'll be able to handle feeling like this. I have an appointment to therapy at the end of May but I don't look forward to it as much as I used to. I hope it's going better for some of y'all folks. Have a good day.",1.4028735632183889,3.352654145593873,3.1298758620689675,91.2177103448276,80.34099616858236,5.5553103448275865,21.167969348659003,6.55674776486733,0.3107212567049813,976,28,209,9,25,324,142,261,0.081,0.769,0.15,0.9535,3,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,2,4,9,20,1,1,9,0,24,6,1,4,0,36,43,17,0,8,5,2,2,4,3,2,5,0,0,0,11,10,0,2,4,0,1,5,9,6,1,1,2,5,32,14,34,35,5,26,0,4,3,0,15,10,0,6,16,134,43,5,0.11218164316501487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379523280586613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628736422466949,0.0,0.08581864996657633,0.0,0.11125404591295564,0.0,0.0,0.09231593382934077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676977688205222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921554703492116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956791376388064,0.12412685443313455,0.0,0.14469575857129666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987192771368685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451787272112104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344481893092676,0.08014258829203881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26001377769207823,0.0,0.0586102784271478,0.0,0.12751082607531838,0.09409263986480453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075614758813224,0.0,0.1192438408342787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852606520344099,0.0,0.1114216839239606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266394203367651,0.0,0.0,0.11132297092977064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061652097280069824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169488486911265,0.21922513734702068,0.11243547762645006,0.09905844617768644,0.0992772240505994,0.28261297976944283,0.0,0.1224595153636937,0.0,0.0,0.10614898320139317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305271090627113,0.0,0.0,0.13138578464304318,0.0,0.0,0.08246641551158312,0.0,0.0,0.10834573001683626,0.0,0.0,0.10991419188359353,0.0,0.0,0.11771576351811687,0.0,0.07601718469235869,0.08531919472543938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333178791533887,0.0,0.11720594046181212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353381197508708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435505783928562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957070537133285,0.0,0.0,0.1285036932233164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016735541092097,0.0,0.0,0.12828948568634024,0.0,0.07452849898098783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082803654079425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688892120011904,0.0,0.0,0.06616763966487761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086476967908416,0.0,0.0,0.12524679835630054,0.12900335330685736,0.0,0.0,0.08166957230105253,0.0,0.0,0.07969062065584412,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,frontwheelgone,2019/05/01,Skip a presentation I have a presentation in a week in a class I’ve already passed technically. I have the required points for passing with a D and that’s all I need to graduate. I am seriously considering just not showing up for the presentation and just turn in the written portion. I have terrible anxiety thinking about this and I’m having tons of trouble sleeping and it’s not even for another 10 days! What should I do...,3.39658536585366,5.907618597560978,5.387987804878048,74.68978658536588,76.4390243902439,8.978048780487804,33.420731707317074,9.516144504307137,3.731360975609756,343,19,62,10,8,118,55,82,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.8172,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,8,0,7,1,1,0,1,14,12,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,11,10,3,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,47,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799233478671224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36100931517925977,0.2633745101951405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203317435005032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273947744399924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552804716820567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32545742890915114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445302733822539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060177169938708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744795584228399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761619626947955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ch1ng4ling,2019/05/01,"Who else is physically unable to ask people causing a disturbance if they can perhaps relocate elsewhere? Have been attempting to compete an assignment that requires research and concentration. A couple proceed to sit near me. Was alright at first, but then they bring out loud and crunchy food, begin watching YouTube videos and making loud remarks about the videos in question. I put in earphones and cranked up my study music, however unable to focus.

Really want to ask politely if they can move a bit further away, but physically unable. The cringe in my heart when I imagine how things would go down is too much.

Suffering as I can’t do anything about this frankly kinda annoying couple.

Girl keeps making pretentious remarks about some documentary they’re watching...

Dead inside...",7.765522388059701,10.074060477611944,6.8957014925373175,69.49071641791046,63.62686567164179,9.53910447761194,38.77313432835821,9.888512548439397,4.481748656716419,640,34,90,14,10,196,100,134,0.10800000000000001,0.867,0.024,-0.9277,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,3,4,6,4,1,1,6,1,10,2,1,4,0,21,19,12,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,4,5,1,2,2,2,0,4,1,3,0,1,2,4,9,1,18,16,3,20,0,1,2,0,8,10,0,5,5,62,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294954015135413,0.0,0.3702347423882185,0.0,0.18604168739020546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161811836148148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341603453402324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43819984289396396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541619190903756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843152722494753,0.2394406226298321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253653411394413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234648825062492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600490274028233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643532091167308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104586943550689,0.14556386885913744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727872513470085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905984910747915,0.22182220923551066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268535317178491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315524214874246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679442550214955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406642326150484,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,thatcoolhuman,2019/05/01,"Being forgotten in your friends group My school friends and I usually hang out a few times a month outside of school. I couldn't make it to the gathering today due to late notice, and two others were not able to make it either. One of my friends that was able to attend told the other two on the group chat that we have that they missed out and should have come and completely forgot that I existed, as the message was not directed to me as well, but only the other two.

I've known my friends for many years now and the fact that I was still forgotten really hurts. Obviously it was unintentional but it just ends up making me feel invisible and unimportant.",8.555026041666665,6.928868617187503,8.309687499999999,73.48322916666667,62.046875,12.283333333333333,34.61458333333333,11.20814326018867,3.597245833333334,525,17,103,12,6,169,79,128,0.096,0.816,0.08800000000000001,-0.2708,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,1,0,4,7,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,3,2,26,18,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,2,1,0,3,3,2,1,4,7,1,12,5,15,8,2,18,0,2,0,0,13,5,0,0,10,77,24,2,0.2975465441474384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815500060572785,0.1559859452393435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176896081067588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522423649713501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597674438243904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926486475691715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678227310067643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297921943057794,0.1508327469943597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874940638943453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937935631853734,0.0,0.0,0.1008126194396962,0.11314877739245795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530796764777699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011329879290571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881052725634215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867508913491474,0.0,0.14101966632377885,0.1421592370049488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359896076423005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385274065964006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376503854597846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580510949214982
socialanxiety,leechlamp,2019/05/01,"Feel nervous about my intelligence. Makes me feel like that's the reason I'm antisocial. Okay. So I'm a smart guy, not a genius but smart. Everybody seems to say this and that's fine by me. 

But today me and my supervisor made a big announcement at our employee recognition party that I was nominated in and our boss's boss was so impressed that I had a private meeting with him and my supervisor about our proposition. 

Basically we have an idea that would help pretty much everyone and he wanted to know all about it. He asked us questions such as what my background is, which direction we were headed with this, etc. And we provided our point of view. 

He told us he was looking to create a team that would work on projects and extend that team from our vendor site to our client. He seems eager to do this and very supportive of our initiative. 

So I left the office feeling shocked that I actually had such an opportunity. But then I felt sad because that proves that I really do think differently than my peers (my boss's boss himself said so) and that means I will always have trouble having friends and forming meaningful relationships. 

On the one hand my co-workers are assholes who are past due for being fired. On the other hand I have genuine problems connecting with other people. I get lost in my thoughts, constantly analyzing and putting the pieces together. 

I hate the disconcentration other people bring me and unfortunately I don't have patience to deal with peoples' games and drama. It makes me feel like I can't fit in anywhere and I would be some sort of nerd stuck in a corner living in his own world thinking about problems that need to be solved. 

Although I am being successful, I am also unhappy with my life. I feel like I did not nurture my happiness enough in my personal life. So I should do that. But it brings me pain when I think of myself pushing people away. So all that fun I would have to do it alone like always.",5.169049615653389,6.6747536657682005,5.767271638215036,78.1878786063692,68.94609164420486,8.946431067185785,29.91324747928521,9.348350401419415,2.6594060297494257,1554,60,287,32,27,503,199,371,0.15,0.6579999999999999,0.192,0.9489,2,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,12,0,0,6,15,27,1,1,14,1,34,6,3,8,3,67,66,29,0,9,6,0,9,4,1,6,3,2,0,2,27,22,0,0,19,4,0,4,4,10,0,1,14,13,53,17,37,42,9,28,0,2,2,0,36,18,0,5,10,207,80,9,0.0,0.0,0.09837673532161538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044095186232432,0.0,0.08061830842721397,0.1677652147441044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424442885749397,0.0,0.09471500410077288,0.0,0.0,0.061453288417663565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894059095936208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393144129024537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532576169477434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416443775307233,0.1124306177364226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632897752483732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548646834184721,0.21605762786741906,0.09679411491795728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778861238564291,0.0,0.05266944827334479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981847717739112,0.0,0.10731490206818722,0.0,0.09952972998753166,0.10346089809710993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757131072976844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380304918845285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540294357536767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095311586403308,0.0,0.14241120703925175,0.1970041320664941,0.0,0.0890177260201673,0.0,0.0846556276407192,0.0,0.11004682596831697,0.0,0.0,0.09538955504098587,0.13458389695761172,0.0,0.0,0.10981244418950498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410748972084101,0.07474988269887585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831196309732873,0.0,0.10726972981794614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623525361304998,0.2795578818162579,0.08802404542670876,0.0,0.0,0.09529872956649957,0.0,0.0,0.1025607596970204,0.0,0.1929245173823304,0.0,0.10134263287437116,0.11293109491808445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645819383031792,0.10365022567372653,0.0,0.10823300211909956,0.0,0.0,0.09589409449385017,0.08016874278786519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354861407369646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439882751554667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378634545416068,0.0,0.08003246299075117,0.0,0.0,0.09555678937268393,0.09632897752483732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252580362263945,0.0,0.0,0.08317941420109949,0.05946078347043578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678283158689326,0.0,0.0,0.28645221521825,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dontcareneedtopost,2019/05/01,"Missed big trip, can't decide to explain to professor or not I am currently enrolled in a program that has required field trips which hasn't been an issue, until this past weekend. There was an overnight desert trip scheduled which I wasn't too excited about but wasn't against going. My main reservation was the heat. I've had several episodes with actual heat stroke and it's now something I am a bit paranoid about. On Thursday my car died and while waiting for AAA I began to feel a bit ill but didn't think anything of it until I became very dizzy and disorientated, once I got home I was on the verge of blacking out and remained feeling off for the rest of the night. It was only around low 80's outside but that's about where I usually start to have problems. 

This threw my anxiety into overdrive and I became terrified about being stuck in the desert with a bunch of people I hardly know while having another episode as it was supposed to be in the high 90's. I still packed for the trip and hoped for the best but  I got more and more worried. I ended up having a panic attack shortly before the scheduled meeting time and didn't go, ultimately dropping my grade from an A to a C. 

I regret not informing my professor about the situation and would like to send him an email explaining what happened, not for points but so he knows I am serious about the program and didn't just flake out. However years of having my anxiety written off and the worry that I'll be told that if I can't handle a trip I can't handle this profession has left me paralyzed. Every time I try to write something out I just feel stupid and weak and assume it will be received the same way.  At this point I am not sure if I should just let it be or try since I will be working directly with him for the next couple years. If anyone has any input or recommendations on what to write it's help put my mind at ease.",5.998781482369871,5.970104321899741,6.353438474454308,80.19522847205569,66.46701846965699,9.318349724154473,31.73914607819621,8.97023862654752,2.4907298153034296,1514,55,298,23,22,489,198,379,0.171,0.7759999999999999,0.053,-0.9925,2,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,16,14,2,1,26,0,38,3,0,0,1,63,60,30,1,8,18,0,5,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,19,21,0,2,11,1,0,12,13,9,1,0,19,6,32,5,50,30,9,61,0,3,1,0,14,25,0,9,23,211,51,7,0.0,0.0,0.11742971725824458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183200715280854,0.1261818641226041,0.1841120727995547,0.0,0.0,0.08414111289481803,0.0,0.09902554943690008,0.1071237681301103,0.0,0.1368985696124412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239632287557464,0.0,0.12628428294213792,0.0,0.2627495660987113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314851998180827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248888546993536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658119777329098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138752747839523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253515497398654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367784421116718,0.0,0.1924859744222449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641194801425376,0.0,0.10779663008924673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065809347936595,0.12714065971603905,0.12070593553735033,0.11951992480682692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559859983103594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226606835570429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074445851503966,0.12305081177900815,0.0,0.05878966061346628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150416615580865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797776386231385,0.11292635713371935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281529740547226,0.0,0.09152028024565384,0.0,0.1411873340925389,0.0,0.0,0.1148734869591966,0.08342521967128097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751116575435065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514445694058605,0.0,0.12097003103160177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594443205100865,0.0,0.09954245366065984,0.13526171521264518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527970676601485,0.0,0.0,0.08517381634584148,0.0,0.0960997812015167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341442522520535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710588511533506,0.0,0.0,0.14033675079486013,0.0,0.0,0.1149853627235787,0.0,0.16339929312492438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253213238155825,0.09928907540394216,0.0,0.09551641605003586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760539956557267,0.2444123084007102,0.0,0.08548261570966657,0.0,0.0,0.15498374214464206
socialanxiety,Snugturtle_,2019/05/01,"How do you talk to old friends? I am out of college for summer and really lonely. I didn't have friends at college but now its even more apparent since I have nothing to do. There's some people I knew, some since kindergarten, here in my hometown, but but I was shy back then and didn't make any really close friends. I don't have anyone's number. How should I try to get in touch with them? Should I even try? What should I talk about if it even works out?",1.5474619883040963,3.492051652631581,2.3140350877193008,97.27269005847955,79.84210526315789,5.485380116959064,20.029239766081872,6.42735559955562,-0.09284795321637418,357,9,82,3,9,111,59,95,0.064,0.8340000000000001,0.102,0.6684,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,10,4,0,0,0,0,13,0,0,3,0,19,16,9,0,4,4,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,12,3,12,9,3,11,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,3,5,59,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058392872094055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445508747648961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896310644290318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40963092688484826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791587540221373,0.0,0.10800823030732157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799431183344196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836363088018166,0.0,0.2169290376716215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332100047229074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26487389158671504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34201945417288826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323245256898125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807130776449255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050237280747542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,eigirdas456,2019/05/01,"Being afraid to meet new people Right from the bat  sorry for bad english it's 4am

So for the first time i got emotional talking to the friend (i have like few) i talked out my problems for the first time to someone, that i afraid to meet new people. He offered to break out of my shell by inviting me to play volleyball it will be whole team of people i dont know. I am hella anxious becouse in those kind of situations where i have to meet atleast 2 or more people i dont know i just be left out ALL the time and just can't fit in, so i was wondering  how do i prevent from making fool out of my self when i got offered some help from friend.",2.637608695652176,3.4868210217391318,3.900695652173912,91.67582608695652,74.28985507246377,6.679420289855073,24.669565217391305,6.742157984588678,0.6543165217391316,503,15,116,4,10,165,81,138,0.105,0.76,0.135,0.4934,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,7,10,0,2,5,0,12,0,0,2,1,17,18,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,16,5,24,11,5,19,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,3,9,77,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542849099874032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226608999127694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34323859981413074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471829336777136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24911299740202544,0.0,0.0,0.2262687508003074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342329421417289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815147623052536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248824832510366,0.16095235213613188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910073073441433,0.0,0.0,0.07154014838919359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097745685414291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828533149634379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060749820567893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401173514146088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505364825911616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276236885355987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459770437036614,0.0,0.0,0.12407286683623983,0.0,0.0,0.16392062831404902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23539585155319265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25616014461279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348808623160235,0.0,0.0,0.15880118826753525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,georgiagrint,2018/11/20,"20f Struggling lately I'd like to start off by apologizing if this is the wrong format, I'm new to Reddit.  

Lately I've really been struggling with anxiety.  I can't walk in public without feeling nervous.  I go into my classes forty five minutes early to avoid having to hold the door for other people, or having to walk in and see another person.  I feel like my anxiety is getting worse.  I used to be able to do things that now give me anxiety.  I even struggle to go on social media as that gives me anxiety.  I really worry about the future as right now I can't bring myself to talk to people, and worry that I won't ever have a family of my own because I struggle with talking or being in public places.  Honestly sometimes I feel like I'm drowning because the anxiety has gotten so bad.  My chest feels tight, it's hard to breathe, and sometimes I feel like crying for no reason.  I feel like I don't even have a personality anymore because I'm so nervous all the time, it's like my brain switches off when I interact with people.  ",3.6874514563106793,5.220758072815535,5.527366504854367,78.3659041262136,72.64077669902912,7.674271844660194,27.923543689320393,8.278499904357787,2.117166019417476,817,31,147,13,16,281,115,206,0.217,0.684,0.099,-0.9682,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,7,7,0,15,3,3,2,2,24,34,11,1,1,4,0,8,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,7,0,3,7,0,0,5,6,9,0,1,2,9,22,7,29,29,2,25,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,3,17,99,30,1,0.09425486074297017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09883443972170612,0.3605235524073668,0.0,0.0934754948204208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869887169221668,0.17237066480077914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521959654314728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353453865885998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245088931639377,0.08525891773463178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885509424068443,0.0,0.28594853780000473,0.2693427653911582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049244274512287946,0.180835702041256,0.10713441892869628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443384168430712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21264717674165848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762889837726045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103193184477357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603335793628346,0.1645994176426058,0.09847626835191656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076415465118505,0.09690969496866238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049313607468697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510892079418892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096080960732955,0.0,0.0,0.1864409347306922,0.0,0.06671407556098014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941425814914912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151697350906113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261874130781431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496076727673744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814059369929235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085832226367396,0.0,0.0,0.19144077264860834,0.09605375551511697,0.0,0.10305289384651352,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,OG_Tomoki,2018/11/20,"Too nervous to talk with landlord I dropped out of my university program because I hated the subject and I was very overwhelmed, stressed out, and depressed. I feel better but I have to move back home since I now have a lot of debt and because I want to focus on going to school for engineering. Anyway, my problem is I can't bring myself to tell my landlord that I need out of my lease. I've always had problems talking to people with authority and calling people on the phone. I'm also scared I'll have to pay more money, stay here much longer, or deal with a subtenant. Any tips/strategies for dealing with the anxiety/stress so I can move forward with my life?",4.199846153846156,5.804492369230772,4.82,83.66000000000003,71.46153846153847,6.430769230769231,30.69230769230769,6.742157984588678,1.7236000000000002,528,23,98,4,10,169,86,130,0.18600000000000005,0.767,0.047,-0.9574,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,1,4,5,0,8,1,0,0,0,20,15,8,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,12,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,8,0,0,2,1,16,1,22,13,3,14,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,2,3,68,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782942147386891,0.1330053356523854,0.0,0.0,0.10870129965308266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291231596987688,0.0,0.19488224100333476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137149733900387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322144614383605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295900465357001,0.1376758073603305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082334068053064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084461532453306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578156134997961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603393650634766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290451612277788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589602602425252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33978368502146217,0.1175057840173932,0.11852437054374294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216352773842704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059035835188004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003452386782652,0.16177348688984872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222691780448545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037541152977256,0.0,0.0,0.3662079193733225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569575923630881,0.1397131413717036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318903435621158,0.09428177916026592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ExiledOnMarz,2018/11/20,"I barely have a social life, plus no one pays attention to me on Facebook or messenger Before you say I need to comment more. I do already do that. Basically I have autism. And I'm constantly getting ignored. I'm even getting kicked from ps4 party's because the host makes fun of my autism. Even if I don't tell them I have it.
On the social media side of things. I'm giving up on posting. And i have a hard time talking in person. I need advice on making friends also.",1.4250000000000007,3.656616500000002,3.5185833333333365,86.93475000000002,81.91666666666666,5.506666666666668,24.18333333333333,6.742157984588678,0.9753283333333332,368,14,72,4,10,125,66,96,0.066,0.836,0.098,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,7,1,0,2,0,11,17,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,12,2,12,17,1,10,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,2,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017133092636247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260506114041816,0.16381379137482216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487109149947975,0.0,0.17430728270553558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221363752078462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705952560212451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582620808265892,0.0,0.21404522569625584,0.19650517263536366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350012137156954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446874798943905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734701192413331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30377868076409714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880769628568454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886200907474253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618406990380693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290028855777833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176256250879824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646459670325124,0.17904281447181447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608934996800548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944627017759354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,framingafrage,2018/11/20,"When/how to text a new person? I’m pretty bad about texting people unless it’s with really close friends. I’m never sure how much is too much, and I sometimes struggle with conversation. 

Anyway, I met this girl at a party who was a friend of another person I had just met that night. I was passing my phone around to have people put numbers in, and she put hers in, albeit kind of hesitantly (more of an, “oh I just met you and haven’t really talked to you much tonight” compared to “oh he’s trying to get with me”).

It turns out the number didn’t save, and when she saw me in the library a few days later she motioned me over and playfully said something along the lines of “Wow how rude never texting me”. I explained and she put her number back in, but I don’t even know what to do now. I wasn’t really planning on texting her in the first place since we barely talked!

Is it normal for people to just start texting a person who’s number they got? It just feels so unnatural to me.",3.744989339019192,4.6046867860696485,4.920728500355367,85.35503731343286,71.68656716417911,7.334896943852168,24.80490405117271,7.447530270364453,1.0640217484008536,768,21,159,8,14,254,114,201,0.048,0.853,0.099,0.7791,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,1,2,15,10,1,1,10,0,11,0,0,2,3,30,25,12,0,1,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,9,14,0,0,3,1,0,5,6,3,0,1,11,3,25,7,29,14,5,29,0,0,1,0,29,12,0,0,12,112,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051542056565158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929243109575598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304120227732023,0.11188817465867032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642182780749579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850871991765907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775671038394858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398417404634142,0.0,0.0,0.20706311546521333,0.0,0.07001182951032456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717565411242716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13954508370400287,0.07364537824353487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955262171447174,0.0,0.20670508987455005,0.1294223979423524,0.0,0.1257541618672995,0.13129597520142222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787055788738808,0.35102272740206353,0.14000619927798846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363307696919826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041346568567713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25754017568948473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746898277550595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084992155983564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316322436483706,0.13253389419772682,0.0,0.09484908713496734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400906170891795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629767177355028,0.0,0.0,0.215415510174482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098027102876616,0.1457584345680837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,099876542throwaway,2018/11/20,"No one cares and no one will remember. I struggle a lot with social anxiety. Probably the main reason why I dropped out of school originally. I’m back at it, but I somehow ended up having to do 2 presentations in front of the class.

I’ve been dreading it. Not sleeping, thinking about all the ways I’m going to make a fool of myself, but as I sit here... I realized that no one will remember. I don’t remember anyone’s presentation from my previous classes. Good or bad.

No one really cares about what you are going to say (probably the teacher) and even if you do make a fool of yourself (likely me), it’s more than likely that they won’t even remember down the road.

It brings a weird calmness to realize the insignificance of yourself, but whatever helps! 

",4.380185528756954,5.864576727891159,5.917056277056275,76.44233766233768,70.83673469387755,9.699196042053186,31.050711193568336,10.018931242160765,3.2903523809523816,597,26,111,16,11,203,92,147,0.19399999999999998,0.7020000000000001,0.10400000000000001,-0.9079999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,0,7,12,0,2,10,0,9,1,1,4,1,24,19,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,8,0,0,4,7,6,0,4,1,1,12,6,20,15,4,18,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,4,7,83,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259811941831064,0.0,0.0,0.09377679385719216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312667071742393,0.11198098129856557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273479725036983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878667477494327,0.0,0.0,0.17716426852247916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244205036898306,0.11248985977981632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989490565193686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104428250610525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402034545540753,0.0,0.0,0.17904650048388904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363520992043009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28919874872620444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859179315582798,0.13789324429423486,0.0,0.0,0.6077076331247226,0.0,0.0,0.10665416271072284,0.0,0.1357322167567618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421252537121148,0.1367140345933236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020681649535052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593590511069213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064547751953214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101853058912004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,azazarr,2018/11/20,"1bn miles out of my comfort zone... hello, I'm (17f) from a small island and I have to go to England to do university interviews and I am terrorfied!! I'm going by myself and I have to get planes and trains. Ive never been on a plane so i dont know the proceedure and I'm extremely anxious about getting trains (if there will be seats and am I at the right platform). Also I have to locate the universities myself and where to go. I'm so overwhelmed but I know I have to do this on order to grow and get into uni. Any advice or coping strategies would be fantastic :)",0.7828205128205141,3.02398061538462,3.2499145299145304,87.79230769230772,84.72649572649573,5.993162393162392,20.96581196581197,7.321109707123232,0.7961247863247864,440,14,91,7,13,152,71,117,0.015,0.872,0.113,0.8978,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,0,15,0,0,0,1,17,27,14,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,12,1,17,22,0,16,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,2,1,66,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26991293813219186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22088808388259065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878348624211295,0.0,0.0,0.3120429839089364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237205279214637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329309459062686,0.0,0.4709360203321227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035997724727048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130331181385864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358850843399781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621436550175625,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,119955,2018/11/20,"30 years old, a real loser. I have been on this planet for 30 years and I still don't feel like a human. I already lost this stupid game and I don't know what to do. I have noone in my life that I can talk about those feelings, I have nothing in my life that I fear losing, I don't have anything that makes me happy. I don't want to wake up every morning and go to the work where people all talk. 


I used meds, I went to the therapists, I tried to play an instrument, I walked in the nature, I tried to talk to the people, I tried to find a partner, I drew, I learned languages, I tried many different things. And I tried to change, I really did.

I just couldn't learn how to live. Can somebody help me?",2.249981818181816,3.079328713333332,3.573515151515153,93.73009090909092,75.2,6.521212121212122,21.63636363636364,6.574015621080383,0.16819999999999968,537,12,128,4,11,176,83,150,0.13699999999999998,0.799,0.064,-0.8415,1,0,0,0,0,2,21.0,0,0,0,4,5,8,1,1,8,0,14,3,1,3,1,18,23,5,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,8,4,0,0,6,2,0,3,5,5,0,0,4,2,26,3,17,18,1,14,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,82,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865389885670164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831055604209152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208972023893033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502091720494086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113252408001253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178135176716738,0.14538898163153838,0.1027094001021734,0.0,0.0,0.13140328205500834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170787050827946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304596262915549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636607868476883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901229622884341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309817043539344,0.07023881691398343,0.0,0.12695164704300288,0.0,0.0,0.16084198562361973,0.156942065733823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596766929523552,0.14576033272888478,0.0,0.0,0.15969618900881674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379513044819437,0.0,0.15086255274732796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934419315758872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636418680968613,0.09210281820679997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481500091771354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34667092168179164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669281865777097,0.09551447718357646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880523596289896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417122013514414,0.0,0.0,0.08479933978912255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332763385586367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466635725658804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18516648294186666
socialanxiety,rqiffy,2018/11/20,"Analogy I used to explain introversion and social anxiety I came up with an analogy for why my brain goes crazy. Basically my mind is a battery and social interaction drains it. I started out the day full so I was happy and ready to go, but as the day went on I drained. I could still function but drained. My battery died and so I needed to charge it. Introversion. But unfortunately I have social phobia, so basically my battery glitches while recharging and starts to drain itself again even though I’m recharging, and so everything gets confused. So I need to just shut off for a bit.",4.151727272727271,6.5789898090909125,5.219999999999999,77.23000000000002,73.63636363636364,8.036363636363637,31.0,8.841846274778883,2.8499272727272733,469,22,83,10,10,154,69,110,0.20800000000000002,0.755,0.036000000000000004,-0.9641,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,1,5,0,4,1,1,1,0,20,15,17,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,13,1,13,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,7,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137506538211694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20175883374454096,0.0,0.0,0.2063031283454015,0.0,0.21136730795784306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755148990854727,0.0,0.0,0.2383674450308784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179806875393046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206174044779987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609051955339926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655281163161213,0.0,0.10502875179431727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967280057858212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660003304811631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274060639718614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5651552588546181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26161139074996903,0.0,0.14758524679001295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156964825555366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961189758641536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131577895071992,0.1667574685723833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,helmutstrebl,2018/11/20,"My advice on SA So since everybody here is very high inhibition and get very nervous in public, I'm gonna try to help you guys surpass your anxiety. 

I personally grew up as a very shy kid, not being raised by my parents and also not having a father. I developed a fear of interacting with strangers. But when I was 13/14 I joined a small acting course during summer, was something really basic, mostly about controlling our emotions in public. I was really afraid to go being really high inhibition but since acting and film making were always my priorities for the future I decided to face the fear of public speaking in order to become what I aim to become.

I think in the second week of the course the teacher put as do an exercise without revealing the point of the exercise. He put a chair in the middle of the classroom ask everybody to sit on the chair for 5 seconds. 

One goes, the second comes after. After everybody sat on the chair, the teacher says ""Everybody failed"". Everybody was shocked. 
Before he reveals the point of the exercise, asks if someone wants to try again. Since I am a fast learner I was 80 % sure what the point of the exercise was. I offered. I never did that before in my life, I was terrified and my heart was beating extremely fast.

I go and sit on the chair for 5 seconds. I pulled the phone out of my pocket and starting browsing stuff while sitting in the most inappropriate and most comfortable position. 
Few seconds in and the teacher starts laughing and slow clapping because he was happy someone figured the point of the exercise. Since that day my balls officially started to grow.

The point of the exercise was to be yourself. When you are home, you are fucking relaxed and have no fears because you are in your comfort zone and when you are in public act differently because you don't want to be judged. But the thing is that your opinion about yourself is the only one that matters. Don't let the presence of other people dictate your behaviour and actions, be willing to take ricks, step outside the comfort zone. 

I hope this will help some of you.",6.4515306122448965,7.3316181122449,6.870608163265308,73.73153469387758,65.58163265306122,9.537306122448982,34.557551020408155,9.592334608150935,3.42230824489796,1668,74,282,32,25,543,195,392,0.085,0.821,0.094,0.826,2,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,1,11,0,3,9,16,1,5,36,0,33,10,2,2,2,40,52,24,0,4,7,2,0,0,0,3,7,2,1,3,10,15,0,1,5,9,0,13,7,8,0,7,13,2,35,8,51,30,5,60,0,1,0,1,33,25,1,7,18,205,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938839263643829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315259100746534,0.07611459716086218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997818829021818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103370917708732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728708508216358,0.20205408518350576,0.15567711673561188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879768444250908,0.0,0.0,0.10259708412310443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899386113648799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557199249304384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289715642059348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30880470065144233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456724043335853,0.04779195549119502,0.0,0.10397479568386488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057471408666777,0.0,0.09737692706723036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839841405915716,0.12262764014990205,0.19329689551945686,0.09175696689891452,0.09085539775189673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935394702259466,0.06461155652271898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106032836957692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705512234445405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397176757653408,0.06957092281912966,0.0,0.0,0.10157225457715602,0.0,0.0,0.06341730492237263,0.07987251431523372,0.0,0.0,0.4323676050461449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839154484609863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17580384200546142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274465772298093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026765364906725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501308234047018,0.07042198813623893,0.0,0.0,0.19423960418287708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104717085072813,0.0,0.0,0.08621418337815255,0.0,0.06877787837201159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060771980644185424,0.058613539729784614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421115385771885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264295711235577,0.10790874824974447,0.0,0.07337579407260793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881787159347149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,azusachu,2018/11/20,"I feel loved Last year was the worst year of my life. I started college and my friends went in different directions, so I spent the entire year alone with no one to talk to. 

I started talking to a girl online and she was my company, but I have so many issues, I have been told I am difficult in the past and even though I liked her I was scared that she would hate me if she met me, or would not like me.

We finally met two days ago and it was the best day of my life. I have never felt so loved, cared for and comforted in my entire life. She held my hand, looked at me and occasionally asked if I was okay, she understood my social anxiety and was there for me in social situations.

She became my girlfriend that night, and I cried on the way home just because of how happy I felt. 

I love her, and I will make sure she feels loved back. I couldn’t ask for a better friend.",2.5642857142857127,3.762697956043958,3.8085714285714296,90.91142857142859,74.93406593406593,7.397802197802199,22.340659340659343,7.957251820313856,0.7704131868131876,676,17,156,10,14,221,104,182,0.115,0.615,0.27,0.9913,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,9,19,1,1,7,1,15,8,1,2,2,30,38,18,0,5,6,0,5,2,3,3,3,0,1,1,3,11,0,1,5,0,1,1,4,4,0,2,16,6,39,15,16,18,2,22,0,0,1,4,27,6,0,3,16,109,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384705904477856,0.0,0.0,0.12133283174302045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961999242896243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904024805527214,0.0,0.0,0.0900816847454826,0.0,0.07141400134734256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294246986717675,0.10361030589001384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944298309874768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868458258531176,0.15110506623808542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239758491782385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737695629162579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184698642737257,0.0,0.2249661566094152,0.1283329050691688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102073614741115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470913694318513,0.0,0.11566209806580867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751174015367807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227493172813762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954934857879993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482410883106116,0.11446786425171054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837711312218013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4229324526510413,0.0,0.07819902600931401,0.11877245882805045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090353869761981,0.0,0.0,0.10993802978224597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938437063800867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118336334497736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728832390553973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168233575299856,0.0,0.23884084454280766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658397879072407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041318231297012,0.0,0.0,0.1883226481053599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510000337054085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194254868824167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144392464612684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298880136519266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859990600907916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644104335404028,0.0,0.0,0.22632369925143794
socialanxiety,JohnSmithBlack,2018/11/20,Life of the party but struggle with new people Just found this sub and wanted to share my situation. A lot of my friends would probably describe me as a extrovert and I do love chatting in large groups. However my issues emerge when talking to people I don't know. But especially when I am thrown into a situation with complete strangers and there is the tacit expectation to talk to people. I find it almost impossible to start conversations and its scares the hell out of me walking up to someone and just breaking the ice. I have not read through the other posts on here but hoping I am not alone.,6.627067669172933,7.2428558421052625,7.012305764411027,73.79447368421054,65.14035087719299,9.67218045112782,33.829573934837086,9.606745405546679,3.1841994987468683,482,20,86,9,7,157,78,114,0.09699999999999999,0.743,0.16,0.7882,1,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,2,8,0,7,2,0,0,0,25,13,11,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,11,4,18,11,1,12,1,0,0,1,8,5,1,3,4,65,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817144817159793,0.18794662972725495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026626132902555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585891415228307,0.0,0.0,0.1989708349804057,0.14020210680366696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802391584985708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189405958702976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973033741812093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281765625938784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427802256390705,0.1637823990756269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526340042100633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3774222101146575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379665285691406,0.0,0.1956537269871912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815175999984245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168161797371785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079563765858051,0.0,0.0,0.15375766442414115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844433268426392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897102689216366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29171500000658523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070348182959886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891001016499096,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kinabatangan,2018/11/20,"I feel awkward about something that happened in class So I have moderate social anxiety.  Yesterday in class (I'm in grad school) we had a lot of downtime and everyone was socializing.  I was having a conversation with the girl next to me.  I'm pretty friendly with her (our whole class of 13 people is friendly with each other).  She was venting to me about how this girl from another year of the program recently gave her a standoffish/mean look.  I was trying to appear empathetic but rationalize the girl's reaction, so I stupidly said ""maybe she didn't remember you..?"" and the girl next to me said ""doesn't matter! you don't do that to people!"" Which I agree with, but I just felt really awkward about it after lol. ",4.353729946524062,6.276663544117651,5.543582887700534,77.33885026737968,71.64705882352942,9.063101604278074,29.275401069518715,9.573946990214177,2.9250676470588237,566,23,102,14,11,188,84,136,0.081,0.802,0.11599999999999999,0.6931,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,2,0,0,7,5,1,2,7,1,12,0,0,1,0,18,22,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,10,5,18,2,20,12,3,10,0,0,1,0,20,3,0,2,6,74,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846916680542396,0.1347418904876597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830341341767505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890585518109213,0.0,0.16911608903182349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27216110540629285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15575455566702845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790804867907045,0.0,0.0,0.1497426754780825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695009656154198,0.19186136578753055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746406323275759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24421802746406066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919141657314716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128358354966678,0.0,0.17391089867822,0.0,0.19952528324898447,0.0,0.3350871948319129,0.0,0.0,0.1782568295557169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590924976352368,0.0,0.1355964200448264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958330230722825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19664712034770196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342440554757338
socialanxiety,ewyrudtfiygouihpjo,2018/11/20,"Will i be better if i sleep more? I've heard social anxiety and depression are more common among those who get little sleep, and i'm definitely one of those people, but does this mean that is i sleep more i'll be back to normal? Has anyone tried this?",3.323235294117648,4.821573039215687,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,73.50980392156862,7.452941176470588,18.63235294117647,8.07648339933343,0.5291529411764699,199,3,41,3,4,65,38,51,0.075,0.836,0.08800000000000001,0.163,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,6,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,3,1,3,6,3,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762827211731899,0.0,0.0,0.16112603718049034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17719087096984873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038016983582743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984739773647478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165588131159806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039317064390904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230957163275318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25101209079538794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257781128966529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561492307174842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975513734110885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6918065162042477,0.23490023186892384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564507508488984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ann_Coates,2018/11/20,"Please help me understand if this is ""normal"" social behaviour I am an adult shy and introvert woman with somewhat crippling social anxiety. In the course of my life I have learned to live with that, and I discovered that I actually enjoy living a sheltered life. I have few meaningful relationships and I don't feel very much obliged to public social functions. I am fine, most of the time. (I am getting somewhere, so keep reading if you want to).

I hate facebook, mostly for the kind of interaction that goes on in there. It's mostly meaningless, blatant, too public for my taste. I prefer one to one conversation with people of my personal choice. I keep my account because I sometimes chat with a friend who use facebook messenger, and for some work related pages. My chat is normally off and I don't post much, if ever. I even turned off the feed, so I visit pages and people in their space if I want to know what's going on.

Anyway the other day some guy from my past contacts me - via messenger - out of the blue. We had a really nice chat, exchanged some pictures, I had fun, I said goodbye ad went on with my day. He kept contacting me for the next several days and I actually enjoyed talking with him, and being talked to. He is a clever, somewhat popular guy, and having his attention made me feel normal, in a way. I don't know if he had something on his mind, as it didn't interest me at all, but he just seemed interested in talking, and I was happy of the exchange.

Anyway, one of those days another guy from my past contacted me, out of the blue, and told me ""hey, let's hang out, I'll be in \[hometown\] in \[day in the future\]!"". I was beyond excited, so I answered ""sure, let's do it! Looking forward to it!"" or something of the sort. I even turned my chat on! Let's see if someone else wants to talk!

A couple of days go by, and I never heard back from him; then the first guy stops writing, if I write something he just answer politely, and then nothing. Of course I am killing myself over the fact that I probably did something that might have offended him or something, but rationally I know I did absolutely nothing of the sort. He keeps posting and interacting with people, so nothing is wrong with him, just so you know.

I am not very much aware of what is normal or not, especially on facebook: is this considered a ""normal"" behaviour? Do people do this? Just contact you for a couple of days, as if you were their friend, and then nothing? Is it just me or does it actually sound strange? Please, help me understand. 

Thank you for reading!",3.663216154833613,5.548636323886644,4.826433297126496,81.9196578453639,73.41295546558705,7.896435272045029,28.85039992100326,8.628873520835908,2.2984224943221085,2000,83,379,38,41,658,221,494,0.044000000000000004,0.845,0.111,0.9839,0,0,5,0,0,1,90.0,1,5,2,2,19,20,3,0,23,0,37,4,0,2,6,98,68,39,1,17,21,0,2,0,2,1,2,3,0,7,19,27,2,5,15,6,3,6,7,4,0,4,15,10,64,16,64,47,15,52,0,0,4,0,60,24,0,24,21,277,83,4,0.0,0.0,0.1899583767654692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803871752854226,0.04963767733939858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049893394100986935,0.0,0.03955395509773761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435904375542167,0.0,0.2929230980327231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678225014636035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420399792456921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571329422847028,0.05869317858096618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561670825762221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551920706598873,0.0,0.0,0.10026165645737968,0.0,0.03390030128034114,0.0,0.07375251468616559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256989701665126,0.0,0.06907244391665658,0.0,0.06406157542067709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698354992284894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302120075574728,0.07178683925688807,0.0675688724725941,0.14263878135007702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990512538986171,0.09166192133383218,0.0,0.0,0.11459120345111952,0.0,0.05448796932906442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139678240228785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883388220472837,0.0655164487947614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309621484706428,0.0,0.05004414876698711,0.0,0.06900708739650498,0.0,0.3178729328568705,0.2490397937552245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190547115848447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238822200810289,0.17993536536932664,0.056656026552494576,0.0,0.14245087256602176,0.0,0.0,0.12428586630715767,0.0,0.06995817397831945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980728797104,0.0,0.041567687483336974,0.0,0.0,0.06966337223187069,0.0,0.0,0.06172152549378846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051705808827154635,0.059069854732429525,0.0,0.07330280683529497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19842957674230965,0.05497776916351983,0.2497623909759185,0.06417399708855241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424767237412645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061154367113026235,0.0,0.0,0.2086119087716861,0.0,0.059738389245760436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03783559789910585,0.0,0.0,0.062001434743941625,0.0,0.0,0.14115485570278516,0.0,0.1350974054011936,0.0,0.05604074417585235,0.0,0.10707563090865416,0.11481448202484985,0.05150355398659005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015005075837958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047237842589054835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094274783835189,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ninjakat001,2018/11/20,"Too scared to eat at college cafeteria I'm a freshman living on campus with a required meal plan. I don't have friends that I eat meals with, and I'm scared to go to the cafeteria alone even though I know it's irrational. The thing is, since I go to a small college I'm scared of people that I ""know"" (floormates, acquaintances, my RAs, etc) seeing me alone and feeling bad for me. 
I used to ask other people eating alone if I could sit with them, but after a week that got so exhausting. Now I go to the cafeteria towards the end of meal time after most people have left - but that only works for lunch. 
As a result I've been eating super unhealthy. I either skip the meals entirely or binge on super unhealthy food. Like one day where I just ate an entire package of Oreos and peanut butter. I've gained weight which is making me more stressed, and I need to be eating regular meals to be healthier (not that the cafeteria food is the epitome of health either). But I really don't want to develop an eating disorder. I'm not really sure what to do and any suggestions would be appreciated.",4.576666666666668,5.654371162790699,5.58697674418605,80.5359689922481,69.93023255813954,8.896124031007753,26.891472868217047,9.21078282632365,2.170789147286821,860,27,165,17,15,284,120,215,0.17800000000000002,0.722,0.1,-0.9042,0,3,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,6,7,11,0,4,14,0,14,22,0,3,1,31,32,13,0,5,10,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,10,8,20,1,3,0,0,3,4,6,0,1,3,4,17,5,26,24,5,18,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,3,8,106,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317879438999215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957267217832235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564378985446384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542256757615102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168428894251406,0.0,0.0,0.06597993441631526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725336620698568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6281172585174561,0.0,0.0,0.09061416175711656,0.0,0.11410001107067982,0.06757320093307084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172979351184746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474214974608325,0.0,0.07904259331834983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443129000234447,0.0,0.08182472887654307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874818827420643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124511561453392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115750019932058,0.0,0.0,0.049982322658880786,0.0,0.09033947983990692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829111340826535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585978459594234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932627341724583,0.07780953537298803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278161179975494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108172886915553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072832478122385,0.0,0.08152590658739928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462989895172385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171930032344518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642369655863016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067968619446285,0.0,0.10051669163415304,0.0,0.059656380781359264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883609129883579,0.0,0.0,0.060343669623458315,0.0,0.08206498078596416,0.12458308763246367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448114688969043,0.0,0.0,0.07267637940993636,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mlglow,2018/11/20,"When am I an alcoholic? I’m a lightweight, so if I drink anything, it’s always too much. I love the feeling I get. I look forward to being a ‘better version’ of myself. Social, carefree, distracted, happy.... I wish I could have that all the time. I drink a couple times a week, but I could probably be happy drinking all the time. I’m drunk after one drink though. Then, I have no apparent stop.I’ve lost most of my friends, not the greatest people, but friends. What is wrong with me?",0.9221228070175442,3.4242208526315814,2.5269736842105286,91.04589912280704,87.84210526315788,4.850877192982456,22.653508771929822,6.42735559955562,0.662035087719298,371,14,73,4,12,121,67,95,0.183,0.608,0.209,0.4213,1,0,5,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,1,9,0,8,7,0,0,2,12,16,7,0,4,4,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,5,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,2,13,6,5,11,6,8,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,2,8,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608374429260888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522705417443078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123847685478132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331039545831508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403220842301857,0.16652405483590288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5897260969247184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609671305526881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23254999235646326,0.0,0.07862940910991574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204175329317219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638108424210542,0.0,0.16428721363101131,0.0,0.13583103892474485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063393140417337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019818788608742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433691532685234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622631562131234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341456938836856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582373203979205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786430258603805,0.0,0.2632711740398838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072105590998394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306618763676654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454680732876448,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,MikestheDyke,2018/11/20,"I am so sick of making an ass of myself in front of my friends I'm beginning to question how I have my friends, as well as if I even deserve them. I like to think of myself as an intelligent, relatively rational person. I read books when I have the time, write when I have the time, have informed opinions, etc, but that all goes flying out the door when I hang out with them. I don't think before I speak. At all. No filter whatsoever. I just say the dumbest things that make me sound like I haven't picked up a book in my entire life, and I'm getting real sick of it. Not only that, but once I begin to get angry with myself, I start picking on my friends as a defense mechanism, but they don't really put any stock in it, as they know I'm just being a petty jackass. I think they like my presence overall, as I usually cool off and start acting like a normal human being again at some point, but whenever that point comes, it's too damn late. I've already made an ass of myself. I know I can be a better person than this. There's a chill and intelligent human being within me, but I don't know how to get it out. It feels as if I'm wasting my time being this obnoxious dickhead. I've been like this for such a damn long time, and I'm absolutely tired of it. What can I do to fix this ?    ",4.966027060270607,4.2366939667896695,6.260428044280445,82.3571119311193,68.74169741697418,8.99788437884379,28.39876998769988,8.238735603445708,1.7001009102091025,999,28,219,12,15,340,134,271,0.192,0.677,0.131,-0.9751,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,5,1,14,14,3,0,14,1,18,6,2,7,2,44,41,24,0,3,10,0,1,5,3,0,4,3,1,4,16,10,0,1,9,3,0,5,6,3,1,0,2,5,37,11,35,34,4,34,0,0,0,2,17,14,4,5,20,151,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561112247249786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973115105847619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228051511217693,0.0,0.0,0.11669986673180842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366403469403147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716015654702802,0.0871523388506472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671835033068722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058348626996884,0.0,0.20681673042093615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755032607303776,0.0,0.14884638624665106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320083774278806,0.3223227744696983,0.0,0.0,0.11677241281682404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485515187412582,0.1761565287439949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928388673032304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052342443494162,0.0,0.10035462134396626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304289092365408,0.0,0.0,0.2494725412719269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326471206770671,0.14781522988811946,0.0,0.1319866287764019,0.15018903581186022,0.08453113877828951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493266848803184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867910820391824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766232872497019,0.2536464666641449,0.0,0.0,0.30776657258607,0.15165817290560074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453252975773235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186397246324776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kennylosnc,2018/11/20,"Starting a convo Hey guys, I have social anxiety but I however want to slowly improve my social skills. I’ve already got to know my crush a bit but I have a few questions, like how I should start a conversation. We already passed the introduction part so like it’s not so awkward if I say this, and I want to get closer to them. Would I need to say something like “Hey, how’s ur day” “Hey, how has your day been” “Hey, how was ur weekend?” do they always have to start like that? I want a few more ideas as well if possible on other ways I can restate it while getting the same response and like starting a small conversation from it. Also, what if they give a vague reply hypothetically for a different scenario at least so I know how to reply to it. I also tend to like filter myself when I get asked this question, the most logical thing is they’ll ask “what about you” at the end. I just normally feel like I do boring stuff that’s not really worth mentioning. Like what kind of stuff should I talk about, or lets say you didnt do anything interesting worth mentioning. What can you a good reply other than “nothing much”?",4.125297085201794,5.279341291479824,5.1909164798206255,82.67050028026908,71.0627802690583,8.08621076233184,26.94198430493273,8.472884824447931,1.7613589686098652,880,29,177,14,16,290,124,223,0.067,0.742,0.192,0.9833,2,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,4,4,1,15,14,0,1,13,0,18,0,0,5,0,34,37,21,0,11,9,0,1,8,0,4,0,3,0,1,17,3,0,0,7,1,2,1,3,2,1,0,4,4,27,12,19,28,9,17,0,0,0,0,31,5,0,7,18,125,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23985328909017795,0.1738162812987485,0.0904271198658104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313682600379843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943107041578008,0.0,0.20319473921886866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864602156266055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017403103538267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354326690737113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625466010804644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494984001826017,0.07763814067133701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033613980864484,0.10425190112746872,0.0,0.09115225457083004,0.08691810765248457,0.0,0.0,0.1076063046121998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268195150890875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316930797582245,0.11945095119391096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112855091947337,0.0,0.4247487488180343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988934852987811,0.08058186094270836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647938472037674,0.1042775322658802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768549419205905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251583676108213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434839349101409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962061455964827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592704998337339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156294814569366,0.0,0.08366407758719355,0.0,0.0,0.3076856674068506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24881598949712586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873496348513981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219949107239307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19229972324349365,0.08626193319004832,0.0,0.0,0.09771275602668117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720029697717146,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Basically_Zer0,2018/11/20,Kind of an odd question but how much water should I drink when I take sertraline? I’m taking 25mg right now. Is there an optimum amount of water I should drink when I take it? How much do you guys drink? Thanks.,0.6325000000000003,2.8864463409090924,1.7874545454545439,97.92118181818184,85.5909090909091,5.3381818181818215,15.618181818181819,6.742157984588678,-0.4638672727272724,165,3,38,2,5,52,30,44,0.039,0.856,0.10400000000000001,0.5775,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,2,0,6,9,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,7,3,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6446511541817583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719525708976692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22842376224202246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225013191413628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457270325870874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873273851014213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947814340590877,0.0,0.0,0.20195198058587774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NaCl777,2018/11/20,"Personal writing assignments are the WORST Our english teacher has given us 2 writing assignments this semester, and the subject has never been worse for me. Not only is my life so far the tofu of people's lives because it's so uninteresting, not leaving much to write about, but I can HARDLY bring myself to write about myself even when I DO have content to write about.


I would honestly prefer any other type of assignment, as long as it isnt personal",13.017372549019608,8.47288571764706,12.257647058823533,57.646078431372594,56.529411764705884,15.098039215686276,47.15686274509804,12.45797560212912,5.8551568627450985,366,16,59,8,3,121,63,85,0.035,0.8959999999999999,0.069,0.433,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,0,1,12,12,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,1,9,1,11,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,3,48,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515224950740616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597264902061645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798310998764877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438995357045544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28829354756911496,0.0,0.0,0.1923116393860402,0.0,0.0,0.24041850611711085,0.2409494880919629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014903511169535,0.0,0.20999062971868893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070728355885068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875703560519413,0.4754695598285572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32750607103015045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27746536110970343,0.1934120785143017,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mysticalbeansprout,2018/11/20,"I looked so stupid. How can I stop thinking about it? So yesterday when I was paying for something. I was in a rush, very stressed and the place was really busy. When I was paying I counted 4 $20s as $40 instead of $80. she counted it and said “that’s 80 sweetie”. So fucking embarrassing. I looked so stupid even though I’m not. I keep thinking about it off and on. Stupid is the last thing I want to be seen as. How can I stop worrying so much about it because I know it’s all my anxiety.",0.2987272727272732,2.2670397904761934,2.4051082251082256,94.82064935064938,84.42857142857143,5.7229437229437226,22.87878787878788,6.980632752743323,0.6000476190476189,378,14,89,5,11,127,63,105,0.24,0.7170000000000001,0.043,-0.9620000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,15,6,4,2,3,0,8,1,0,2,1,14,19,15,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,6,0,0,6,4,13,0,11,12,2,11,0,0,3,1,2,4,1,0,6,60,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287519032376164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775619412698656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925861610835509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891620863976768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008626955298361,0.0,0.0,0.12419349471591712,0.18420504267912408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795350053835307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661223671362316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23610251702051546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476950313097772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496010769912605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397156027447125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778612211113504,0.2588609868826786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15013203366518246,0.2895995762082993,0.22202562675644066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186458362523724,0.13328971388847094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294951313607985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,airnlight_timenspace,2018/11/20,"Full blown panic attack in class tonight Definitely hit a new plateau today. Usually when my anxiety goes off the rails I’m pretty good at maintaining my composure externally, but tonight was something else. Usually I’ll find myself a nice quiet corner to more or less hide away in my classes, but for whatever reason I chose to sit towards the front in this class. There’s this really attractive girl that sits directly behind me but to the left two seats. I could feel her eyes digging into me and could tell she was looking and me through my peripheral vision. After an hour or so I really started losing my shit. My hands were trembling and every passing second felt like an eternity. The external pressure was so heavy on me that I felt like I literally could’ve combusted. My breathing became so heavy that it looked like my lungs were ready to pop out of my chest. I thought forsure if I noticed it then everyone else did too.. I was super hyper-aware of everything. The teachers voice echoed louder and louder with each second, I literally just wanted to stand up and run out of them room but I was frozen. When we were finally dismissed, walking out of the school felt like walking out of a bad acid trip or something. I knew I had social anxiety, but I’ve never had an episode as intense as this. I’m worried that now that I’ve experienced it to such a degree, it may start to become the norm. 

FML ",5.722668318876496,6.787974750929369,6.2933519206939295,76.56006918628667,67.28996282527879,9.397852127220157,32.044816191656345,9.586721724236666,3.052707393638991,1124,46,201,23,18,366,164,269,0.11,0.755,0.135,0.7975,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,2,10,15,2,3,14,0,14,6,6,1,1,36,28,22,0,4,10,0,5,4,0,1,0,2,1,1,12,13,0,0,8,0,0,6,1,7,0,3,16,12,30,8,33,8,4,44,0,1,3,0,7,18,1,5,21,136,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19180277974737026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261707988966055,0.11778148372435808,0.0,0.1046718186145912,0.0,0.13845219540688508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002734517982258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094472995637355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562267485435707,0.11978851720741357,0.1126670507770339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338666370119811,0.0,0.3611007964068705,0.13732766126281926,0.11457836151522625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514748185194336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345606415136365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362059000174919,0.0,0.0,0.2449816604551223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054458105776133,0.14024772355301693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966867041135748,0.1210751520740587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272517471543147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708499411416712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753796047097293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061988461828786,0.12889275024712207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687277614258716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868202716801475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779050929074706,0.0,0.1930191879768204,0.0,0.0,0.17746337313371344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957168847760106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952322049351556,0.0,0.0,0.11882827371549305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246020663784493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761364967554785,0.0,0.07394160373059165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731093470107607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cjmmsh,2018/11/20,"Help with physical manifestations of anxiety - FLUSHING! \[28, female\]. For the last few years I’ve been suffering with really awful and embarassing physical manifestations of anxiety. My heart races, I get dizzy, but the worst part is the flushing of my face and chest. I’m looking for some advice, and mainly just someone to listen. I have a loving and supportive husband, but he is always cool as a cucumber and I think he can sometimes find it hard to relate to me in anxious moments. Maybe there is someone here who has similar issues and can relate. 

Some background:

I’ve always been an anxious person. Even as a kid, I remember having near meltdowns in the grocery store when my mom would run to a different aisle quickly to get something while I waited with the cart. Ever since puberty I have suffered with excessive underarm sweating… haven’t been officially diagnosed with hyperhidrosis, but I have tried every clinical deodorant under the sun with minimal results. 

The facial flushing started about 6 or 7 years ago, and I can remember the exact moment and situation that triggered it… this is something I’ve only remembered and reflected on recently. Ever since this specific moment years ago, my facial flushing (and resulting social anxiety) has just gotten worse and seriously affected my quality of life. The social anxiety is a vicious circle. I get anxious that my chest and face will flush in a certain situation, which makes the anxiety worse, and flushes worse, etc. You get it.  

Situations that trigger the flushing tend to be one-one-one conversations with people I am not 100% comfortable with, or any situation where I am somehow made the centre of attention. 

And it’s so irrational. I work a very high stress, busy, health care job. And I love it. Yet, every time I have to go to my family doctor for something simple as a flu shot, I get anxious. Because I know they will take my blood pressure/pulse, which will be high because I’m anxious, and they’ll ask me why I’m anxious, which makes my pulse race even more, and chest flushes and it’s just SO frustrating. My family doctor is lovely, I’m not nervous around her or the setting. I work in a hospital for crying out loud. It’s just the simple act of having a one-on-one conversation with someone alone in a room. Last week I had to go to the dentist for a quick check up… something quick and painless… and there I was sitting in the waiting room just beet red, pulse racing, just waiting for it to be over. And last week at work, someone asked me about something about my personal life in a room (nothing crazy, just a simple question) with other people looking at me waiting on the answer… and I can just feel the red creeping down my chest and across my face. My manager is the worst for it. She’ll always say “Are you ok? Your face is red!” which of course just makes it worse and more awkward.  These are only some of the examples, I could go on all day. 

I have had my heart checked with a 3-day Holter monitor and thyroid levels checked as well – all normal. It was somewhat relieving to know that I actually DO have a normal resting heart rate because every time it’s read on a monitor at the doctor’s office it’s sky high. 

I’m at the point now where I am considering talking to a therapist about it, especially since I have recently remembered what I believe to be the triggering situation. I am curious whether anyone has had improvement and reduction of their physical symptoms of anxiety (mainly the flushing) with therapy alone? And what kind of therapy helped? Or is medication (like beta-blockers) the way to go? 

Thanks for listening. You’re not alone out there. ",6.167085607860766,7.453954757754804,6.812707276347059,72.43215063258623,66.41506646971935,10.081934365166015,34.80601759681459,10.226433194817671,3.868288446471004,2909,136,487,71,46,956,294,677,0.153,0.774,0.073,-0.9944,2,3,5,0,0,0,89.0,0,3,3,3,34,24,2,3,44,3,52,30,14,10,6,103,94,43,0,4,20,2,2,1,0,6,13,4,3,3,28,42,0,4,12,1,4,6,4,10,1,0,10,12,54,14,77,73,16,71,0,2,5,3,32,34,0,10,29,337,82,9,0.0,0.0,0.051291469965525305,0.0,0.0,0.0513615162017729,0.09318343096309163,0.0,0.0,0.16331049219323998,0.0,0.0,0.13120364960032055,0.0,0.0,0.03574294510022969,0.0,0.2412518501987441,0.3562704526414155,0.0,0.03675152649324318,0.0,0.0,0.04678999203886515,0.0982739521973164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961211861783989,0.0,0.0,0.05921768914134171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053588936807582616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04196528556126508,0.0,0.05773524559892476,0.06779435372309656,0.0,0.0,0.05334780517567705,0.0,0.05491453975273963,0.0,0.1613937090866829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058618855707911525,0.06943143437144265,0.09508797003725768,0.13285347462177954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909873082266377,0.0,0.026576170091628173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048039348447221714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730346994039144,0.0,0.11948538273449012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04708388765382344,0.0,0.0,0.05586935791788546,0.0,0.1868533509464745,0.07046039581404122,0.1665991747612194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485951053410476,0.05215819000665567,0.0,0.0,0.054733676693469235,0.05777175685099777,0.1285314777645369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425007675572907,0.025678407323486283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827517132686535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142313720892179,0.049734019749835406,0.10525363368804476,0.0,0.05280409088544015,0.0,0.0,0.05294917814008103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615582270429037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102996268547471,0.050433221157920725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068490733720104,0.07994926352642373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056917903854245076,0.0,0.07287767098556028,0.09178760948892874,0.0,0.0,0.04968666534148379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887979352260642,0.0,0.052574727624356006,0.0,0.03367160475455521,0.0,0.10379431351798613,0.0,0.2381632199213479,0.0,0.0,0.04179822240934058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043577617586316,0.2954010435049283,0.0,0.10715762946654316,0.1781373779143514,0.20231821928667668,0.051983682430058666,0.0,0.03720259526253076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060207879754907816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059645037075302526,0.0,0.05463048871927189,0.0395189577767129,0.04224614216312452,0.0,0.04839065036185503,0.12021503404729615,0.061026796250891586,0.0,0.0336786486665988,0.0,0.0,0.06129690513198108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03568513205764662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043367920385829976,0.0,0.04172008158949279,0.08432173182498717,0.0,0.047258205363726304,0.0,0.04742767960154888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479401872578225,0.0,0.21425457580439145,0.03733747401098399,0.0,0.0,0.1015417239472044
socialanxiety,WhyAllTheTrains,2018/11/20,"I'm not great with people and mostly useless in social situations. But. I'm getting tired of always choosing the easy way out and not doing anything.


I saw a meetup app mentioned on Reddit and out of curiosity I signed up and gave it a look. There's a group nearby which is named 'Socially Awkward and Geek Culture meetup' which is having a gathering tonight.


I'm going to take this as a sign that nothing is going to change unless I make the change, so I'm going to go way out of my comfort zone and go along to that meetup tonight.",6.106573208722741,5.784740794392526,6.914532710280375,77.2519236760125,66.28971962616822,8.628660436137071,31.852024922118375,7.793537801064563,2.234023052959501,423,15,79,4,6,141,68,107,0.11800000000000001,0.83,0.052000000000000005,-0.7179,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,0,5,1,0,1,0,21,20,10,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,2,2,4,2,17,18,1,15,0,1,2,0,8,6,0,1,2,51,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784799676251388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561093102866314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013609963888462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911192750196128,0.0,0.5390626050941264,0.0,0.0,0.20914809997366546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930264516566495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662814853278842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18202503408195972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151609435596254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21323399052168693,0.0,0.3867564019897258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263296039856335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180355594178497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011546396947475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mctrillboy,2018/11/20,"I hate myself for who I am So I was in a major hurry to pick up my laundry and made a bad choice and parked in a handicapped spot. It was dark and I realized it was a handicapped spot as I put my car in park. So I thought to myself 'I'm going to be in and out so quick, screw it'. A few seconds later as I was leaving a man approached me and told me I didn't look handicapped to him (I'm not) and took a pic of my lice we plate and said he was going to report me. I just said ""fine go ahead"".

Now I am laying in bed plagued with these thoughts of absolute disgust for myself. I knew it was wrong, yet I did it anyway. Certainly I won't do it again, but I hate how flustered I get when I'm in a hurry, and I hate confrontation. I apologize to anyone out there who is handicapped, I knew better and I deserve the ticket I'll probably get. But it's not the ticket, it's the occurrence itself. I can't just let it go, ahhhhh!",1.7416996699669982,2.5233829059405966,4.324376237623763,88.04455115511553,76.37623762376238,7.762904290429042,23.862706270627065,8.238735603445708,1.1872702310231018,705,21,166,12,15,251,103,202,0.141,0.815,0.044000000000000004,-0.9592,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,2,13,11,6,0,11,0,16,1,0,3,1,28,38,18,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,13,13,0,0,5,2,0,8,5,8,0,1,17,3,31,3,23,18,2,24,0,0,1,1,10,9,1,0,7,122,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279494097855832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663220423400947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15531827108241222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835044483453648,0.0,0.39922696880032094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201539638464844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595221496303188,0.0,0.17957947844896607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474733907304157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617230908572705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934398277140296,0.0,0.0,0.17654280184371973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341024728101781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788393167632845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780881953261578,0.1951160768939561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200876267330447,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,chungis_bung,2018/11/20,"Everyone in my art class makes me uncomfortable and idk what to do about it It's mostly women in the class.

>I try my very hardest not to talk to any of these women but they keep walking up to me and talking to me about my art. A lot of the time some people in the class will get up and sculk and hover around staring at everyone's art as if they are the professor and walk up and give me unsolicited advice or compliments. I don't wanna be mean but a lot of these women irritate me or make me uncomfortable
>this is understandable and it doesn't make them a bad person.
>so I decide to move to a more secluded part of the class room where I could be by myself. Like I said I don't talk to anyone. And yet for some reason people start gravitating towards my area moving their easels right next to mine and continue to go out of their way to interact with me.
> so I move myself in an even more secluded corner that is hard to access and people should have to go through lots of obstacles jump over chairs and maneuvering through unattended palette carts and easels  just to be able to look at what I was painting and I was also in a corner so you would have to be exactly where i was to see my painting. I thought for sure this would help me be able to focus on my art without being disrupted by people I don't want to interact with.
> AND STILL classmates will ignore my attempts to avoid them and squish against me(EW TOUCHING ME) just to see my art a comment and give unsolicited advice etc.
> I gave up and started to paint my pictures at home and showed my work to the professor in class so he could review my progress and give critiques etc and then i can hide my painting in my locker before any of the women in my class got to see it.  It was really working out for me and when I was just sitting on my phone nobody would have a reason to pester me and the professor was fine with my new system as long as I got my work done.
>Then a student who gets in my face a lot decided to invite everyone to get pizza on Friday at this restaurant I forgot where it was but it was a pizza place. I couldn't go because I had work thank God but the following Monday she was furious that I didn't show up. She confronted me about how I think I'm much better than everyone else even though I've never said anything like that as a matter of fact I barely say anything in that class. And about how this is why i have no friends( I do have friends just just aren't super intrusive like her) she then mentioned how everyone was talking about my issues on Friday and how they think I should open up more.
>Like this may just be my opinion but these people are just my classmates I barely know any of them on a personal level. I have been very polite and I haven't confronted any of them at all and I'm in no way obligated to be their friends inside or outside of class..
>Anyways this confrontation was one of the most uncomfortable and most embarrassing things to ever happen to me and the whole class was staring at me. I didn't say anything back to her I just got up packed my stuff and left early. My professor did nothing about it and didn't mark me absent or anything thank God.

I haven't showed up to the class ever since and it's been 4 class days since I last attended. I'm not sure what to do. Should I just flunk the class? These women are unbearable...


",4.743808731532013,5.278788752562228,5.460056901370958,83.56435129109546,69.23426061493412,8.61026221216558,27.96782244110209,8.643655677312706,1.867647437774524,2670,85,549,41,44,868,266,683,0.08900000000000001,0.835,0.076,-0.7214,2,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,10,8,36,23,4,2,26,0,63,3,1,9,8,112,103,57,0,12,22,0,2,3,3,9,0,4,2,7,28,38,2,4,10,8,0,11,17,9,0,1,28,12,89,14,104,55,18,82,0,1,6,0,46,47,0,16,23,406,117,23,0.13392243750077334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086745596571078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053548862442262236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821436997931796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04682084107615517,0.0,0.22041351026387915,0.05960968129062728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051489043949684725,0.055909820684597135,0.04081893743867352,0.0,0.056979065229778025,0.0,0.0,0.059221756438993876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692616897644792,0.0,0.0,0.043184446530586035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852457522022902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05593750599002759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935891861094766,0.08845450691667146,0.12114051192369304,0.0,0.3199215703799124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520221450619145,0.0,0.10495341922407986,0.1927059077932077,0.11416681121320925,0.0,0.16066501097529173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921358459814601,0.0,0.05998409947658945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044882693446471424,0.0,0.0671675620906955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989011530460412,0.0,0.059518207907498476,0.0,0.0,0.036800134638055766,0.05458233047637865,0.0,0.0,0.07275356009817695,0.0,0.0,0.13085547655853388,0.0,0.0,0.059258571447422914,0.05623055913644038,0.0,0.0,0.22771213450294395,0.0,0.0,0.13409140043480444,0.0,0.0,0.07294039757310762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135075352710412,0.04922420043811155,0.0,0.051644619928492494,0.06467156233088812,0.07121401579950032,0.0,0.0,0.06425109534505255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045374654795224234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251247458353716,0.0,0.2321123893889536,0.1169359067964548,0.0699602216252415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289707137149767,0.13769457050126374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571845149429469,0.12739090599283953,0.10650049755366353,0.0,0.0,0.1600782655375233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107820242169231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479099055805036,0.0,0.05347531579139127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766545751379672,0.0,0.0,0.12622031243753276,0.0,0.0,0.215283564742702,0.0,0.12329778740378335,0.0,0.0,0.04448605834791559,0.08581209039947746,0.06578905744157756,0.05315972804709074,0.03904562514120732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04546227208167428,0.0,0.0,0.06970899023336674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105000364304111,0.03949546172433304,0.1063013973117551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604220847709057,0.07475980941182445,0.0,0.06454822535870931,0.0,0.19499425901819112,0.0,0.0,0.14270198576715654,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ShanReds1987,2018/11/20,"Does this make any sense? I'm lonely but I'd rather be alone. Than making a effort to make new friends.been through several toxic friendships the last decade or so. So I have become somewhat of a loner. A few ex friends I wasn't actually fond of them when I meet them. But I was lonely & they where the only ones that seemed to want to hang out & talk to me.then I got to know them & I still didn't like them. One ex friend as soon as I ended the friendship she sent me multiple texts telling me I should just kill myself & if I killed myself nobody would miss me. Also some men I was not into tried to make me feel bad for them. get me to date them when I had nothing but feeling lonely in common with them.recently another guy told me he was lonely.He then asked me if I wanted to go to a concert with him.to be honest it's a turn off. makes me not want to talk to any men who act like this. All these men are guys I hardly know & don't even know their names. If a actual male friend told me they where lonely & I didn't want to date them. I'd still be their friend unless they became obnoxious & wouldn't take no for a answer. Most of these are why I have social anxiety. Plus been bullied by family members, ex friends & complete strangers ",2.703940886699506,4.189077850574712,3.5437328954570373,91.79241379310345,75.0919540229885,6.3507389162561605,21.240831964969896,6.868970318607317,0.3070418171866445,993,23,216,9,21,316,147,261,0.19399999999999998,0.6729999999999999,0.133,-0.9589,0,11,1,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,12,1,13,17,2,0,10,0,19,0,0,5,1,41,45,17,2,11,12,3,3,2,5,3,0,1,0,6,7,5,0,0,7,1,0,4,8,8,0,2,12,4,39,9,30,27,5,22,0,5,0,0,39,6,0,8,14,136,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.1546389009193177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206093215346721,0.0,0.06336216875058133,0.0,0.6867866888580211,0.0,0.10776157808762507,0.08308214155433567,0.06061261418412733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407165346891484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615579363337314,0.0,0.08750602586882468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307372568836682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933685871510697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017644113917422,0.0,0.0,0.052332291839501714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469331073576246,0.0,0.0801246237703169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060740059793813,0.0,0.04139568957228512,0.0,0.04502963230144465,0.0,0.06336943539934743,0.0,0.0,0.1569051824264003,0.0,0.0,0.07097672032688564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531795299866226,0.0,0.130632261898826,0.0645850290129561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741795445775755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644414078049684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652320252725724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602568121876467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737992939567337,0.06025985533922513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213025481285701,0.0,0.08951012592595209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807675138622634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655028804087576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059572948486125724,0.1273680983714797,0.0692526613841975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142001980878395,0.0,0.05379363863293665,0.08618216310192026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693342838851865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149497033002365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628446550706123,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,topmid,2018/12/30,"Having a 'social anxiety attack' at work Idk if that's a thing but that's what it feels like. I work a shitty job as a dishwasher, mostly so I don't have to deal with people. Well recently I asked for more hours because I'm broke as fuck. So week 1, I ended working Fri, sat, sun. Week 2, I had Tues off. I see my next schedule my day off is Thurs. So that's 13 out of 14 days working. During the holidays, nonetheless. I told the manager, I know I asked for more hours but I need some time off too. Then I said nevermind because I didn't wanna stress anyone out about the situation.


I got to work and the manager is making me feel like a dick for asking for more hours and then complaining. I texted the gm and said I don't care about working 6 days a week as long as I have the same day off, so I don't end up working fuckin 12 days in a row. I even feel like the managers talked shit about me with other employees and now I feel like they all think I'm a hypocritical, entitled asshole. I realize all these thoughts are kind of irrational, but in my mind I believe it's what they are thinking. 


The whole vibe feels off at work and every time anyone walks near me I get nervous and look away from them in a very obvious manner. I even tried to talk to the manager about it but he just replied with, oh it's ok don't worry about it I thought you wanted more hours but it's fine we will change your schedule. It seems like I made things worse just trying to talk about it.


I can't get rid of this feeling and I'm honestly thinking about never coming back after today. Someone please help. I usuay try to write my thoughts in an organized manner so I'm sorry if this is kinda messy",1.5204895104895115,3.4292358119658144,3.148495208495209,91.43396270396276,79.76923076923076,6.419787619787622,21.747474747474747,7.463857097105799,0.6902376068376066,1314,39,290,19,33,434,182,351,0.142,0.726,0.132,-0.6668,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,2,3,8,20,19,4,2,19,1,16,4,2,2,4,53,53,25,0,5,9,0,6,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,19,14,0,0,15,1,0,2,7,8,1,0,11,10,40,11,46,41,10,46,0,1,2,3,21,16,4,6,33,180,59,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05870978339122127,0.0,0.0,0.10732390195246357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523889651314854,0.08730861856370224,0.07210453785979111,0.059012236618025266,0.0,0.09356618844899416,0.0,0.0,0.08646543517621351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824673351637734,0.0,0.0811861286335272,0.066109099111904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474711687569611,0.07912081738772794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594674025878356,0.0,0.0,0.10137881560198073,0.0,0.06466104787499274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328277390363871,0.21930682903401225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094959856984215,0.0801922834324981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061380058854051914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051440615761009514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023138160648541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615765934676813,0.0,0.0,0.07991820084027962,0.04217709412041688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746887087723696,0.0,0.0,0.06791698916217474,0.06444654641803269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261805928407566,0.051227943162909885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749066280846019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056905511415503984,0.05919054419123359,0.0,0.08161927331543772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320538193710243,0.0,0.0,0.08424306213058329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577651726436205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460043090871974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061155900094879936,0.06986584711809689,0.0,0.0,0.07877773149407112,0.0,0.08626469606808602,0.0,0.07823195398727244,0.06502586526869754,0.0,0.0,0.08590984445920967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791124070410301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850543876137471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019720546373263,0.1475254635225853,0.0,0.18278108561097112,0.0895013576862404,0.0,0.07274537125872911,0.07333322183615806,0.0,0.15631463422967096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332273621650494,0.04526624217167608,0.0,0.18468084476390367,0.0,0.06900305215673737,0.0,0.0,0.08568315167864116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469707133650696,0.07793836366166193,0.07820980269596682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shakespearestark,2018/12/30,"Cbd for anxiety? Yay or nay? I know this has been posted before, but I wanted to get some input or advice from folks with anxiety who have major negative side effects from thc. Has anyone found success with cbd? ",3.234250000000003,5.788845925000004,4.535,80.36,77.25,7.0,22.5,8.07648339933343,1.5804999999999991,167,5,28,3,4,55,33,40,0.183,0.67,0.147,-0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,10,8,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,6,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,19,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556095669784898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5567817588360936,0.0,0.0,0.25445499643582525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096614137361929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990095714931175,0.0,0.0,0.19012845064126552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999594011849647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485260942399147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464410594312436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,agustinael,2018/12/30,"Friend invited me to her house with other friends a few days ago... I said yes. Today I got dressed, did my makeup and looked at the mirror. My eyeliner looked weird. I told myself I was ugly, that nobody who was there liked me, that I was fat and boring. Cried for two hours not knowing what to do with myself, my body, my existence, until it was too late to go and now I'm feeling incredibly guilty because I want to apologize to my friend and don't know how. 
I just hate myself. ",2.6955927835051554,4.3085396288659785,3.9799871134020637,88.12400128865983,75.3917525773196,6.911855670103092,22.434278350515466,7.645422480735847,0.8573515463917527,372,10,78,5,8,122,68,97,0.153,0.669,0.17800000000000002,0.1952,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,0,2,1,7,2,2,1,0,13,19,6,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,6,6,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,8,4,18,4,10,11,1,9,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,8,55,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309752634828164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259133105319146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22943476445780975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226889706528636,0.13321014625439112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443983341878997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787489791893503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738931367599093,0.0,0.16519998386319892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20392916509046524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341393633349025,0.23833541184131815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703318954636464,0.0,0.23300174101335555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009117782614418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469064261933364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648001285331348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578889923581666,0.1973710564985874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201773099180252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183081306731094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WonderfulWishes,2018/12/30,"Who here has a job? I'm looking for a job (not really a good time of year to be looking, buy hey ho) and I suffer from anxiety issues.

Now the thing is is that I suffer from social anxiety and GAD. However my social anxiety has gotten better over the years. I will now sometimes talk to strangers - not in a weird way. For example, I was in Starbucks the other day and someone said, ""Is this my coffee?"" and I said, ""That coffee has been there for a while now."" Whereas years ago, I probably wouldn't of said anything.

I believe my social anxiety has got better, I still struggle with talking to groups of teenagers and young adults. (Even though I'm only 19, I should be OK with people my age, but I'm not)

Now, I've applied for Costa (Costa is a coffee shop) and IF I get an interview and miraculously do get the job, I'm nervous about serving people and using the till. I really want a job, but I'm so nervous about using the tills, there's so many options on the tills and you have to be quick. I'm worried I'd be really slow and someone asking me for extras with their coffee! If you live in a county that has a Costa, you know how busy it gets!

I'd love a little job, but I always mess up the interviews due to me not knowing what to say.

So, what I'd like to know if any of you people have a job? If so, what kind of job? ",2.5089204057074066,3.607553906137188,4.464033006704486,86.55135980746094,74.92057761732852,7.153446793880008,24.02080110022348,7.62386473244151,1.0697616984700016,1020,30,218,13,21,350,134,277,0.091,0.8320000000000001,0.077,0.4941,8,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,4,1,2,18,14,0,3,20,1,21,2,0,3,0,34,45,27,0,7,11,0,0,1,0,3,0,4,0,1,11,13,0,0,3,1,2,0,5,7,0,0,7,6,23,7,33,31,1,28,0,2,2,2,22,7,0,5,21,147,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827114066324307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347128280395042,0.0,0.0,0.06004589130801055,0.0,0.27019191869926323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266200090999543,0.0,0.08254701781710154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948197933106837,0.0,0.15618539226964606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694511719080076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058320213260771865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383966969000625,0.0,0.0,0.07406044872079612,0.07062023956525877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921605144037318,0.6133572651682409,0.0,0.0,0.09194912149538356,0.1455793565479947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313810321967484,0.08849812203288665,0.07796904182989607,0.0,0.14829671499718985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969268893360269,0.0,0.0,0.0895206462018436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671548577544647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836448297073225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520053248389976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969851087441482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519757917587263,0.07021837491626247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27002707892686084,0.14962977452116005,0.0,0.08732930474062646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051515925760624,0.0,0.0,0.0923085846465168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194170365068404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866148600942778,0.0,0.0867526595073886,0.0,0.0514874654669785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252281135835646,0.0,0.0,0.05208064192287359,0.07008710327196617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967123876824833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058368587883002
socialanxiety,WeaponCarrot,2018/12/30,"I got the worst anxiety but im supposed to be throwing a house party next month My anxiety and caring about what people think is the worst.

Last night I was at a party and within minutes of being there broke my glass so everyone heard it lol

Was sweating profusely at one point and my cousin pointed it out. (Was hot in there though and was wearing fucking turtle neck)

If I hadnt felt like I flopped last night. I woulda felt better about throwing this party but noww!

Sigh I dont know why I constantly put myself under the most pressured, social, out in the open situations. Maybe its my method of trying to overcome it.

But right now im SUPER stressed out now thinking about how the party will turn out. But its too late to back out.

Can you imagine if this party flops how long I will be stuck in my room for? Smh",2.0307434139299865,4.4163738282208636,2.9899025622518955,90.70416817033563,80.65644171779141,5.307686755683869,21.8581739444244,6.522977012572876,0.463981162035366,646,20,128,6,17,205,102,163,0.16399999999999998,0.647,0.18899999999999997,0.8437,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,13,11,1,2,7,1,13,4,3,2,0,25,24,14,0,2,6,1,3,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,8,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,6,1,1,10,4,15,4,21,9,3,32,0,1,0,1,4,17,1,3,13,88,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588562010729465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352465374939745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057397998567996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15052697268476045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595444322770651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730308573006543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410746159506635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835116273255237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136489126203358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807974630121815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035464717795554,0.0,0.0,0.31894915671259305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113808729482283,0.2406896571713879,0.16654230722796154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212856137917723,0.0,0.0,0.1306551508671741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832240420995976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784339346289235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701488832542007,0.27709687713286896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004345739377064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235373048323076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791316179124528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841715732417815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608220624700572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595150960496138,0.0,0.1504985405998172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911904604145805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892011795680724,0.14505377054296706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100236638726025,0.1605879536504399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322050141651173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,silkluvr,2018/12/30,"Have a new year's thing to go to but I feel too awkward to go..... My only other alternative is spending NYE along for the fourth year in a row, but at the event my church is holding everyone else my age already knows each other and if I go I know I'll just be sat in a corner alome on my
phone, and feel too awkward to try and join in with their group conversation.

Even the act of going up to people and obviously trying to talk to them feels too desperate and embarrassing to me but everyone tells me this is how you make friends. Its just even more awkward in this case because they've all been friends for years. 

I dont want to be alone though but being alone infront of other people is even more mortifying. Any tips for how to talk or what to say in situations like this?",4.649056603773584,4.970240100628931,5.527981132075472,83.74933018867927,69.37735849056604,8.624150943396227,27.849685534591192,8.548686976883017,1.7139202515723269,612,19,132,9,10,201,97,159,0.109,0.8059999999999999,0.085,-0.0085,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,0,11,7,0,4,6,0,10,0,0,3,2,28,22,14,0,2,8,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,5,0,1,5,1,4,0,0,2,4,13,3,26,17,4,20,1,0,0,0,12,9,0,2,7,90,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31316753505175426,0.1668382209861705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281210223116748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216197482927546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718962061669494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629704109301526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995720571697162,0.0,0.0,0.28893063432622185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229333529347794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336128520127438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436914151976141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661764511789143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386215745436338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009182587556052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601700273712268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149842553815243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209627565348236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202296873796945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699401221631682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430361949619916,0.13214379054885375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044168826966678,0.0,0.14854010996934625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529161404888815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917379965554736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920777253780881
socialanxiety,Hatemylife696969,2018/12/30,"Am i a bad person? Id say theres 1 person in my life who i genuinelly enjoy spending time around, 98 percent of social interactions i have feel like battles, and i come out of them only worrying about how i came across to who ever i was talking to, and i only spend time around people to try to improve my social status. I hate that i cant just be normal, if i wasnt so paranoid about what people thought of me, id spend all of my time alone. ",5.174736842105265,3.9951138421052654,6.725263157894738,80.68684210526318,68.47368421052633,8.863157894736842,29.52631578947368,7.554174236665415,1.7309578947368425,345,10,74,3,5,120,62,95,0.151,0.7340000000000001,0.115,-0.5274,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,9,5,2,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,2,15,11,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,7,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,3,0,0,4,2,15,2,15,6,2,11,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,5,50,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918290557816222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3297649724388006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546485409578378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183901860609505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954813035615945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16753946972544895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365133029425496,0.13231913237649176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286353943075906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082431438860795,0.09048771878683064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18147343149067066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817318996484807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568124305727083,0.3234488529961514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729207101978128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776110145337275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887048810028286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704168748054836,0.3240047393250493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575025210188315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809695446292188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,purpledoggo,2018/12/30,"Is anyone else spending new years alone? This is the first year I’m alone on new years and I’m actually looking forward to it. No drunk people, no loud noises, no anxiety, just me, food, games and netflix. 

:)",2.41,4.759872000000001,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,79.0,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.17575,160,6,31,2,4,52,31,40,0.302,0.637,0.062,-0.8271,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,5,0,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,7,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.2244700966358852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4764706748693278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759676159411327,0.0,0.0,0.16083802450971738,0.23568661767988094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215541098039848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956581696292677,0.27814575293897903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931621013358478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4443169361412617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946957515277188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44438345405821533
socialanxiety,TerminalJunkie5,2018/12/30,"New neighbors, what do? Some new neighbors just moved in next door, and one of them is two years older than me (I'm in high school.) He has lived there for around a month, and I haven't ever talked to him. I really want to as I haven't seen anyone my age in around three months because I started homeschooling. How should I try to get to know him?",2.167083333333334,3.7013659861111137,2.6927777777777813,97.13,76.6388888888889,5.911111111111111,18.944444444444443,6.42735559955562,-0.2916555555555558,269,5,63,2,6,83,55,72,0.0,0.9690000000000001,0.031,0.2389,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,11,12,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,1,10,0,13,10,1,17,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,10,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229843088762382,0.0,0.0,0.3877957216320636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277549013479958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702240988039266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379719441690225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23012915221332425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970316280122292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233099655600802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34770913101465845,0.23149849409706355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207262082295866,0.2316443407291517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475942885378795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953522639474109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22043623782269306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416766115748867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506813393675644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787928929690625,0.0,0.2127695795345245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847049966519045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026306480654332
socialanxiety,justapupu,2018/12/30,"I'm socially anxious when I'm alone, but totally confident and talkitive when with people. What is dis? So I'm constantly struggling with thoughts about how shitty I am, and that probably noone truly likes me, etc. etc. You know the drill.
But when I'm in an actual social situation I'm pretty confident and talkitive.
So...do I have social anxiety? If no, then what? If yes, is this... a version of it, or my case is totally normal among socially anxious people? ",2.1224764890282124,4.923862459770113,4.584200626959252,76.28313479623827,85.32183908045977,9.140647857889238,27.44932079414837,9.339509955726095,3.5428022988505754,362,17,62,13,11,126,58,87,0.17600000000000002,0.59,0.235,0.8884,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,1,5,0,0,1,2,16,12,14,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,6,11,5,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,7,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.1560788995319944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565016834626028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223540786099075,0.3613745795770232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728389084646357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567519705270705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789914033848399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813887103406977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670777481709872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176527004444008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271703321261852,0.17244295819528355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977987303480011,0.0,0.6521569724882804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720458371340646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697492663884835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CJ_Slayer,2018/12/30,"How do SSRIs work on some people when social anxiety is linked to ELEVATED serotonin? There are several studies on this showing that social anxiety sufferers actually have too MUCH serotonin.

So then how comes SSRIs are in fact effective for some people? And even MAOIs which I believe prevent the breakdown of serotonin (and other transmitters) thus, again, elevating levels in the brain?

Even illegal drugs which release large amounts of serotonin such as MDMA completely cure social anxiety if enough is taken.

So I don't get how these things can be effective give  that more serotonin should make things WORSE not better, according to those studies.",9.430393184796852,11.104970990825686,8.236985583224115,63.74192660550459,59.275229357798175,11.366186107470513,40.34207077326344,11.20814326018867,5.2966162516382695,534,27,71,14,7,164,79,109,0.155,0.7859999999999999,0.06,-0.8905,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,12,2,0,0,2,0,10,2,1,7,1,18,15,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,10,12,6,9,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,3,3,56,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.16840142560829086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39604202737232136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944249848821508,0.0,0.1526223278579022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264290342932505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486520083916776,0.1809342119394933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001240348673467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830882228360792,0.0,0.2279590064008352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015963119976153,0.16554290184254047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519044638697908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685729889736766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392737758779231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495266356261265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277338779459774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292929555129111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563152260158067,0.0,0.17586148356057166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,prometeoreportado,2018/12/30,"I don't want to fuck things with this girl Long story short, I'm texting whoever I can with this girl I really like, and I feel like I'm not doing things right.

I don't care if we just stay as friends, I just want her in my life, I want her to know that I care very deeply about her, and that if she go away it will break me apart. 

I suck at knowing when to do what, my intuition is fucked up by bullying and psicologically abusive family. 

I'm terrified of being alone ",4.094833333333334,3.8854153500000015,5.424000000000002,85.86033333333336,70.5,9.466666666666667,25.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,1.588566666666667,365,9,87,7,6,123,66,100,0.26899999999999996,0.629,0.102,-0.95,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,4,8,3,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,0,17,23,7,0,5,5,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,17,5,13,21,0,12,0,0,0,2,8,7,3,2,4,55,25,0,0.0,0.2378795040385893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079370697050126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862993211261286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093965919295813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926799578530226,0.0,0.10151529504233364,0.14343005828897626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511432845340392,0.3712170789491899,0.0,0.0,0.11410216219754415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067577538911284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180971943636395,0.19617206592774555,0.0,0.0,0.17767504563812214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861834039376074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145639954038794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399400252172696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667652038908476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656561956881368,0.3552578703620482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,c1arabe11e,2018/12/30,Calling all people on SSRIs. Do you or have you had severe sleepiness? What have you done to combat it. I need something or I will have to go off lexapro. I am willing to try anything. If I must I will change meds. Any advice is appreciated.,-0.08062500000000128,2.174902187500006,1.9916666666666671,91.47,100.04166666666666,3.233333333333334,20.583333333333336,5.148860815047168,-0.0978416666666666,187,7,37,1,8,62,36,48,0.10400000000000001,0.828,0.068,-0.1779,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,0,0,0,2,6,14,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,0,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056603984764961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271184439221474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574042602100898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193994456775137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308964409712812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200986649077339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776903993286045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474455768389816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23193409411154975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168531967200417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35337017730023634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408054594154917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123677899534077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,vaktusking,2018/12/30,How do people in the r/socialanxiety discord server can talk normally in voice chat Really amaze me.. and makes me envious,5.2650000000000015,7.968772772727277,6.936363636363637,64.9245454545455,71.27272727272728,11.672727272727276,29.181818181818183,11.20814326018867,4.6110181818181815,99,4,15,4,2,34,20,22,0.18,0.677,0.14300000000000002,-0.0018,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891254713631628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5711698989789916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041460196731441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37345444368706826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685553193695082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,PabstBlueRobert,2018/12/30,"Just blew a wedding toast I was the best man at my brothers wedding. Practiced my speech for weeks, got up on stage in front of 200 peoples and started having a panic attack, stuttered and stammered before walking off the stage mid speech and left the room. Basically only got about 5 sentences out. As I was walking out everyone was looking directly at me like “wtf is wrong with him.” Pretty intense experience. Been in hiding ever since. Anyone care to share a similar public speaking story or just sympathize for awhile? ",4.8369030732860505,7.638045999999999,5.179078014184399,76.5338888888889,73.04255319148936,6.73096926713948,31.72104018912529,7.793537801064563,2.6743962174940896,420,20,63,6,9,133,74,94,0.174,0.6659999999999999,0.16,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,1,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,11,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,6,4,6,4,16,5,1,20,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,1,4,42,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250469950277874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643970367380308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776163051094564,0.0,0.2438972904611995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23695489421890195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102258527965458,0.0,0.22207528726143055,0.0,0.22733909099488875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717549525531994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25251138488267544,0.0,0.0,0.11354254541182872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951637327590452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675634571557972,0.0,0.27268007886926204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112206966625173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364419384145729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19224985222284885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449919610747465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864232454982882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541010731506769,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Disaffected1,2018/12/30,anyone in scotland?  M 30's hate being alone this time of year. looking for anyone that wants to have a chat or play some games ,1.0187179487179492,3.4000906153846167,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,85.15384615384616,3.466666666666667,16.358974358974358,3.1291,-1.0693948717948718,100,2,21,0,3,31,25,26,0.203,0.7120000000000001,0.085,-0.5106,0,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296486206276941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5801308581606629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40956812907927853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483607062250134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189625282195226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24468308959167545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26714304172478864
socialanxiety,Delta249,2018/12/30,"I trusted my closest of friends, and it all went up in flames. Incoming rant, quite structurally incoherent, this is literally my mind speaking, please bear with me. 

​

I was in a rough relationship a year ago, and I spoke to my closest circle about it. Keep in mind this circle is small, roughly around 4-5 people, people who I knew from elementary to middle school. And speaking out was the worst decision I have made in my life. Two of them decided to tell other people who know me from high school (i'm in college). Shit spread like wildfire. I had friends who I don't really open up all that much to come up to me trying to talk to me about it. This girl who I had like a fling with back in HS knew about it, along with her fucking twin sister whom I barely talk to. My friend's friend from a fucking university that is across the world from me and that I have no idea of know about my story. 

​

My friend's fucking siblings who I never talk to drunkenly asked about it, even a fucking year later. She asked ""are you still with that crazy chick?"" ONE fucking year later. My biggest regret, was being too quiet about it. I hate raising my voice and fighting, I fucking hate it. I just kept quiet, but I never really understood the long term effects until now. 

​

I should have fucking screamed. 

Isn't someone's love life something that you shouldn't be spreading around to other people? Especially when they're in a tough situation? 

I can't trust anyone now. Because two of my closest friends abused the shit out of it. I burned those bridges silently. I didn't say a word to them.  They still think they did the right thing because they thought they were caring for me, but I told them time and time again, to let me deal with it alone and they wouldn't fucking listen. And decided to talk shit about me and my relationship (ex) behind my back. They even acted differently around me. They became cold, trying to shake me off.  Acted like they could just stomp all over me. Maybe I allowed that by not speaking up, I should have fucking done something. 

​

My personal life was pretty much spilled all over for everyone to read, I felt so exposed, I feel like I'm forever carrying the name of ""the fool who dated crazy"". The fool who never saw through everything until it was too late. 

​

Sure, it was a year ago. I wish I could move on. But this past year, my social anxiety has never been more worse, because I can't fucking trust people anymore. I have so many things I wish I could talk to someone about, but I fucking couldn't because I am so scared that people will know about my shit again. 

​

I don't want anyone to know about the deeper aspects of my life again. They can see the surface but nothing more.  

I wish I said something when it really mattered, because now it's so far gone it would just seem petty. If only they realized the fucking impacts they had. 

​

TL;DR: Friends tried to get me to break up with my gf (at the time), I respectfully said I'll go my own way, so they decided to spread to other people to convince me otherwise. ",3.9767398129820464,5.874343292642141,4.284642003958776,86.08063306258957,72.59531772575252,6.821431984164902,27.254248856733327,7.523968598718282,1.4913084021568488,2451,90,469,29,49,766,252,598,0.125,0.779,0.096,-0.9454,3,1,3,0,3,0,106.0,0,2,15,2,37,46,19,2,20,0,44,21,4,3,9,84,95,24,0,15,10,2,4,4,8,6,4,12,0,3,39,23,0,2,19,1,0,8,15,27,0,3,28,19,86,19,80,54,11,80,0,1,2,13,64,35,16,2,39,327,125,4,0.0,0.04880350190410398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302503016680731,0.0,0.0,0.04266049409467471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31240599364437666,0.35035313631187154,0.0,0.0,0.031510293651417005,0.0,0.040849485024418375,0.05760211451987213,0.0,0.0,0.11000369523299114,0.07701431734857328,0.0,0.0,0.06334524835392001,0.0,0.12554543312761055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041996025329125886,0.0,0.0,0.03548160128892947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098660766588983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04246515735229639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04303486017410645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04215174630076676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054411310434658,0.0,0.0,0.03935888059855059,0.03701898230567354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020826938894619985,0.02942619689368556,0.03954893023458051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276344144222815,0.4569547130818076,0.021520113459603703,0.0,0.023409268119067884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133334037673531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04351957437412508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649857955363842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036611630089354405,0.0,0.0,0.09054794920578868,0.0,0.046464197266252685,0.0,0.0,0.042119641088644216,0.11637506880643793,0.08049355770881081,0.0,0.0,0.03645191906363317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037175649697559945,0.03897504368546835,0.0,0.04176026971146258,0.04138096537105835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318046496838646,0.0,0.0,0.04377852972758572,0.060558887145435274,0.0,0.1270732965526036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03952298663402031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02791145995821569,0.031326907157687565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03932058611699321,0.19989207561055436,0.035965583594593176,0.0,0.045214331794420685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041905113069126636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043810713584562434,0.041201220336058934,0.0,0.07916224786593626,0.0,0.0,0.08844544843486872,0.0,0.03517609789569225,0.078362385073929,0.03275599986836702,0.04123844945730773,0.08337310726964536,0.03282315585573313,0.037497896121099016,0.0,0.0,0.16912407501348994,0.0,0.04629936865449377,0.0,0.04198809296631982,0.06980043158737041,0.09513039333713401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578889215577913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038821157013898336,0.0,0.0,0.16553510500784865,0.036001939954763695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054729709432737375,0.02639293605565781,0.0,0.03270031755552172,0.0720547896787755,0.0,0.0,0.03935888059855059,0.0,0.08389606879945112,0.0,0.08047343373968191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02429497267637592,0.03269476327654305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03818361100147203,0.0,0.0,0.14209965594773644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041976204084203765,0.029260246567701906,0.0,0.35035313631187154,0.13262528502109658
socialanxiety,DeadG4T0R,2018/12/30,"Making friends. Hi everyone, first of i will give you a little background about me: i'm 14 years old, male , grade 8 and have SA. I have lots of friends in my hometown and school (idk how i managed them to be my friends but ok) but whenever i go to my grandparents house i don't have friends and my parents keep pushing me to go find but i will look like a weirdo going to a random person and introducing myself. Same with my crush in school, she is in a different grade but idk how to approach her, it's really creepy going to someone and introducing yourself without them knowing about you or anything like that. How do i find the courage to talk to them without being a creep? Usually i have something in commom with most of my friends (classmates,boxing partners and stuff like that). ",3.6024585218702896,5.58895209150327,4.116339869281045,86.5127601809955,73.83660130718955,6.7991955756661655,30.069884364002014,7.61054688173877,1.9134689793866264,622,28,120,8,13,196,88,153,0.045,0.775,0.18,0.9694,3,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,3,1,6,10,0,0,6,1,11,0,0,4,0,27,21,14,0,0,7,1,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,3,4,8,0,1,3,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,24,10,21,17,3,15,0,0,1,0,19,5,0,4,7,84,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475644298155803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569680732007034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325158301202145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549117128546052,0.11861710645107215,0.0,0.0,0.5386981968049844,0.0,0.0,0.13377428327574192,0.3170132876323227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090794404753578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395062033945868,0.0,0.0,0.07663872413718857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438641465130095,0.13976672219117062,0.0,0.0,0.1171038734537956,0.0,0.0,0.11855641039431472,0.0,0.0,0.09308474863082912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463305601086158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15484403765329216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217633955805952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933599975837453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822640876814071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181565362440964,0.1073563349359769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963824305623345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208557992967574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535857784112557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688519314108987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980199084794323
socialanxiety,jennypiu,2018/12/30,"Social anxiety sucks I had to share a room with 7 people for a month. Whenever anyone invaded my personal space, my heart rate got out of control and my mouth salivated uncontrollably. It must have been weird for the 7 of them to see me hyperventilate or swallow saliva constantly. I hope they don't see me as a freak...
",5.807131147540983,6.742360491803278,6.993565573770492,72.08411885245904,67.0327868852459,11.34590163934426,31.643442622950825,11.20814326018867,3.819226229508197,254,10,47,8,4,86,50,61,0.139,0.777,0.084,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,0,6,1,1,4,0,5,4,3,1,1,7,10,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,9,2,9,6,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,2,2,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093179844034816,0.0,0.0,0.20193621322011945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120910338371559,0.3239146205964528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23098035808845815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422303027744824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28684432840833585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23051801916123474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002180903945784,0.2521696926538425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602736447915559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943960153069665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gunther1992,2018/12/30,"Has anyone tried cbd for socialphobia/anxiety? Does it help? I read a lot that people smoking weed helps them a lot, but when I smoke it, my heart goes crazy, I start shaking and I only have bad thoughts like my family dying and shit like that. 

I read a few times now, that people take cbd and it helps them as well. Has anyone tried it and can tell me about their experience?",2.3275428571428587,4.408334440000001,3.2205714285714286,91.056,77.93333333333334,6.419047619047619,18.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,0.2392285714285713,293,6,63,4,7,93,50,75,0.16899999999999998,0.64,0.191,-0.2824,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,4,6,1,1,3,0,4,2,2,0,0,8,7,7,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,11,3,3,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,2,6,39,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149739762053432,0.0,0.0,0.25866307030227803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443769853263895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196403215781205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186375063063216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809308514042739,0.17436814483312613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21918391816536772,0.3719335777656296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807287019761373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145005434642524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067389810293132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564623014648112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700292685835004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18986348361365327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091888190805326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907034522157866,0.0,0.16166719578193195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684121597398447,0.10785433418922537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511576171909525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663053709973709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Jamiertcorn,2018/12/30,"I feel like I'm relying too much on my friend for travel and feel terrible. I don't drive (another can of worms) and when going out to places I hitch a ride with a mate. Its not generally a problem, it's a 5 minute detour and he would be driving past my place anyways to get there but simply asking for a ride makes me feel like an absolute leech causing me to try and say stupid shit to get around the fact I'm asking for a ride. I said some dumb shit just now and it's making the my skin feel like its boiling inside out. Everytime I just imagine him rolling his eyes at my incompetence in frustration of needing to pick me up but he's too held back by social repercussions to say no.",4.366332556332559,4.622928321678323,5.377296037296038,84.80987567987569,69.979020979021,8.873038073038073,27.77700077700078,8.841846274778883,1.843020823620824,542,17,118,9,9,179,93,143,0.207,0.7170000000000001,0.077,-0.9759,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,5,0,9,0,4,5,4,4,1,30,20,8,0,3,5,0,5,3,2,1,0,3,0,0,4,9,1,1,5,1,0,7,3,7,0,0,2,9,14,4,20,16,2,20,0,0,1,0,12,9,3,1,7,71,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687809862421036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432888581944125,0.3009524427554761,0.0,0.0,0.1237685919020724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653506423890775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32554560508980657,0.3449703694473764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435758545893096,0.0,0.16819030375168842,0.0,0.09147748972005762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23591132453562805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488459867579668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832439502438552,0.11935007759412597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536548897645379,0.0,0.0,0.33633866374270005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401733947962915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531101749652857,0.25600429932177354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304470211279038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407883079277946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928152804150444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434163131409687,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,awakened_yoni,2018/12/30,"EVER BEEN IN A ROOM FULL OF PEOPLE ON ECSTASY WHILE YOU ARE SOBER? So it is NYE and I got an invite for a party after years. My boyfriend's friends called us over. I have struggled with addiction and therefore cannot pop Ecstasy. But I found myself thinking maybe I should and I probably would have had it not been for my medication (mood stabilisers). 

But I found myself expecting his friends to understand that for a moment and immediately got rid of the idea. I mean why the fuck should they give a fuck about me. I was obviously operating from the point of view of lets be inclusive if one of us is struggling. PEOPLE ARE DICKS and I am okay with that. They aren't exactly my friends. However, one of them offered for me to come and drink which again is difficult for me because I haven't consumed alcohol in a while now and I sure as hell DONT know how to exist around people who are on hard drugs while I am sober. Anyone here who has been in a room full of high individuals and stayed sober throughout? How does it feel? ",3.4910774606872472,5.403230425742573,4.407483983692488,84.62688701223064,73.95049504950495,8.119277810133955,26.238788584740828,8.841846274778883,1.931184857309261,814,29,165,17,17,263,120,202,0.11599999999999999,0.778,0.106,-0.4503,1,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,3,0,9,12,3,2,10,1,25,8,1,3,4,35,38,18,0,5,4,0,2,0,3,3,4,0,2,0,8,12,2,0,8,1,0,1,5,6,0,2,9,3,27,5,28,24,2,24,1,0,1,3,15,13,4,1,9,124,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410363177211286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826103088635994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904610275772158,0.0,0.0,0.1151699307222972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886494433764055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321049080569897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144389887195236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321570715477774,0.0,0.15162489294559262,0.12673687267409198,0.15003229989896513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702582587125028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541517822389098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837029443791271,0.2998611619055191,0.2392076126960665,0.0,0.12410694353553375,0.0,0.0,0.20694376912039072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589333194848715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366903090423272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604704436160634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110034586785313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322932689475419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997316785347174,0.14092577503299755,0.0,0.13033028886028447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533379599316204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690740889089362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222998670409572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394866198115978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378950414118872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704987486096872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193308473084427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289737751036486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346824777800059,0.3112410172934436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167395491217992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190329187529596,0.0,0.0,0.08331235521981081
socialanxiety,jjukbae,2018/12/30,"Can't keep conversation flowin' So there is a girl i've been going out with, we had a lot of things to talk about but i couldn't, it was very hard for me to keep conversation going or even start one. I told her everytime that next time will be better and i meant it for real and all i need is some time to get used to her, as i'm shy and all that. But everytime was almost same. I feel like it's my bad and i let her down as she always did her best to start conversations and gave me a lot of chances. She don't want to see me anymore.
I don't want to lose any more people.
She is not only person i can't talk to,in fact  i have trouble talking to people in general, but she genuinely meant a lot to me and made me willing to change.
What you did/learn to keep conversation going naturally? How to keep conversation comfortable? What do you feel like help you to become better ""talker""?
I feel helpless.",2.330333333333332,3.618806805263159,4.068947368421053,88.45096491228071,75.6842105263158,7.382456140350878,21.614035087719298,8.021203637495839,0.7699192982456138,703,17,160,11,15,237,103,190,0.096,0.741,0.162,0.9462,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,3,0,4,5,10,0,0,4,0,19,0,0,3,3,41,43,14,0,4,5,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,9,0,4,5,0,0,3,6,4,0,1,10,5,28,6,24,28,9,11,0,2,1,0,26,3,0,6,7,108,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556688635904922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434026992015223,0.0,0.0,0.08527419513542336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436003415777774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470117746501142,0.0,0.1384910291383431,0.0,0.0,0.13159631494845098,0.2218067436019165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265329797514028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282347280729105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19021332808396416,0.1791671473285279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551470705972931,0.0,0.2137978518815349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123309960124324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405090186492646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458341216064194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282268308000956,0.0,0.12252518703926175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028706090276466,0.0,0.3198238920317834,0.0,0.11865358305321097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298021582360846,0.0,0.0,0.13336103058319684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849721878188248,0.09536999650935077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386884934106653,0.10949174026684567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272913025127024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992509773244453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775131489061789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023678457750226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330813142971047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623988691375345,0.0,0.0,0.11982211606148245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830266397128764,0.0,0.10346557887797013,0.14792468644783874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,stevenoc321,2018/12/30,Fuck! Sometimes I just wanna scream in front of everybody and get everything off my chest. That’s it ,1.8161403508771947,4.594253421052635,2.406315789473684,89.09087719298245,93.73684210526315,6.743859649122808,22.12280701754386,7.793537801064563,1.6870912280701762,81,3,15,2,3,25,19,19,0.302,0.698,0.0,-0.7574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526528771477093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416135828932042,0.3060851000270801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794256562958028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,skiddpoppy,2018/12/30,Why is telling a friend about a simple experience so hard for me??? I don’t know if it’s because I don’t like attracting attention or the fact that someone’s staring at me while I talk but I never seem to be able to get out what I want to say. It always ends up coming out weird and distorted. I was wondering if it was just me or something to do with my social anxiety?,3.759873417721522,3.910846506329115,5.658075949367093,82.63850632911394,71.27848101265823,9.357974683544304,29.7240506329114,9.3871,2.393215696202532,290,11,64,6,5,101,58,79,0.131,0.772,0.096,-0.5709,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,2,18,13,8,0,3,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,10,3,11,10,0,8,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,6,4,46,15,0,0.25400474057336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135229205255596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431293129707225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483893226675485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188025928871601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497280754672214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484653759691294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624343248097603,0.0,0.13270699329052835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275383559381487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395943626212761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409388596911496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590411482572906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20199476470771255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23123637606710154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589258454432933,0.21521739241126955,0.1955452588422187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415938894429986,0.2220113389732478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498185770260693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291997704573864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754573060350009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Litterally_A_Lemon,2018/12/30,"Title Me:""I'm lonely, I'm never happy, nobody likes me.""

Dog: licks my face

Cat: sits on my lap

​

Ok you won silly pets",1.3882666666666699,3.9329323600000015,2.764,90.08866666666668,85.4,3.333333333333334,16.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.7984666666666667,99,2,18,0,3,32,24,25,0.239,0.5479999999999999,0.213,-0.2095,0,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,5,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389236549258712,0.4922385685077481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4312344924676113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19791048416495075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124366515906816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4922385685077481,0.0
socialanxiety,CheshireCatFlare,2018/12/30,"I told my crush, I liked her So a few days ago I told my crush I had feelings for her. We work at the same warehouse. I've known her for about 3 months now and I take my breaks with her and we get along so well. She's got a bf. Now I knew she did before I told her and I had contemplated on confessing for weeks. When I finally confessed I spent the whole day mustering up courage just to tell her. At the end of the work day I catch up with her and I walk out with her. I feel like we're usually pretty friendly and flirty with each other, (no touching involved) so we're talking and she invites me out to a local bar that she frequents to play pool later that night. We have been trying for awhile to hang outside of work, just never had the right time. That was when I spilled the beans. I told her I wasn't trying to get in between her or her bf and that regardless of how she felt, I didn't plan on changing who I was around her. She said she didn't want me to as long as we kept it at friend level. I say yeah that's cool, gave her a high five, and got out of her car when she shouted. ""I'll let you know about tonight!"" She messaged me later on a meet up time. I've talked to her about my sa before and so I reiterated to her how I get kind of awkward and weird around people I don't really know especially other guys. She says it's cool everyone will probably be doing their own thing anyway. So we meet up, and it's going good. We're talking, and there's something about talking to her that makes me feel like nothing else is going on around me. Maybe it's the way we look into each other's eyes, or maybe it's when I notice the way her eyes glance down on my lips occasionally, (really whenever we talk) and how close we are. She shows me some of her favorite concert moments, like when she saw rhcp and flea was jamming out on the bass. We see her ex fiance, but they don't really interact so it's all chill. We go out to smoke a cigarette where we see some friends of hers. We go with one of them, who's a dude, to a different bar where we see her other friend, that I'll call Alice. Alice and my crush are talking while I'm hanging with my other friend I don't really know. We start talking about hemp, so I get a little more comfortable. All four of us go back to the bar we were at before, where Alice see's her brother, sister and their other guy friend. She drags my crush over to say hi, while I linger back on a stool watching peeps play pool. My crush comes back to me and says she doesn't really know them either. So we hang out for a little bit before Alice and her posse roll over and try to talk her into going to a dance party at another venue down the street. She turns to me and asks if I want to go. At this point my anxiety has taken over, watching her talk to the guys made me a little jealous I think, and I give her a really hard smile and told her she should go, I was probably gonna go home. Just the thought of dancing in front of everyone, shoots my anxiety through the roof. She seemed bummed about it and asked me a few more times, so I said sure. We went over to pay our tabs and I went to the bathroom. When I came out I saw her talking and laughing really close to one of the guys, so I got a little more jealous. I paid my tab first and walked out to smoke a cig. I wanted to just run away and not say bye. They all came out, but she was really the only one to acknowledge me. She asked if I was coming, said I didn't have to, so I told her I wasn't. We hugged, she said we'll have to postpone our pool game since we never did play it. We went our separate ways, when I got up the hill, I could see them all walking down, talking and laughing. When I heard her laugh I felt the most gut wrenching thing in my life. Maybe they were laughing about me, or maybe I was drunk, idk. I messaged her the next day saying thanks for hanging out i had fun and to let me know about pool. She messaged back saying she had fun too and that I should've gone with them, they had a blast. I don't really know what I expected to happen that night, just us playing pool and having a good time. And I don't think anything happened with her or either of those dudes. We've talked some about her past relationships before, and she would never cheat because she knows how it feels. And her business is her business, but at that moment when I watched them walk away, I felt so disappointed in myself. Disappointed that I wasn't confident enough, attractive enough, funny enough, or cool enough to be with them and especially her. ",2.7813408450704245,3.860981846315792,3.8255730170496673,91.4668561897702,74.22105263157894,6.994217939214232,22.53817642698295,7.363072812223513,0.5699936249073381,3534,87,806,39,71,1143,335,950,0.06,0.82,0.121,0.9961,1,0,4,1,0,0,99.0,26,1,12,5,55,40,3,1,39,4,49,10,4,6,8,157,134,74,0,10,18,3,9,4,8,5,1,14,1,4,33,88,4,1,23,18,3,31,17,7,1,6,58,40,182,33,119,66,25,144,2,2,14,1,167,62,0,12,52,546,215,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03756192542913876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044432752189419764,0.0648318691649251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03487012756663428,0.11316532393983045,0.11884169189448805,0.0,0.07962338974363099,0.13033172267235751,0.0,0.02583074973792597,0.0,0.18028543448278256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626134840977602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043268512364157866,0.0969289571554016,0.0,0.0,0.0448259912194008,0.07300276404826421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033832128964839184,0.0,0.0,0.10931069752399344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427172998137149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03539797478469327,0.0,0.03753071791767759,0.17513435602694316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098019731810377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570211324966008,0.06054387712591047,0.1220568315998114,0.046418560666550084,0.0,0.036043236667754094,0.0,0.0,0.19642792356878228,0.0,0.08855450194540665,0.04064892743067889,0.2167386889913086,0.07108247122826168,0.13556118640207154,0.0,0.0,0.1678273804107093,0.0749422391084133,0.0,0.03795871130066803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477037540730161,0.04250449903253877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044125919408075656,0.16301319668353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666041296031486,0.02992995447131787,0.08280703219917937,0.1698792087224133,0.0,0.03749958781227719,0.03558342259298748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040095229845626884,0.028284922178937938,0.0,0.17028120159928162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03382246051478645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980441434582241,0.0,0.04506514709534724,0.07953011119412706,0.0,0.04065892128473802,0.04824299139918381,0.0,0.0,0.0861409992032101,0.03222727735667457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040450703551447816,0.029376742353403706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04005705304237203,0.0,0.0,0.043109512686449344,0.09137251026811297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24431237708641396,0.0,0.0,0.04549373456017189,0.0,0.03618709812314876,0.16122921457877246,0.2358821064835971,0.0,0.0,0.16883264954301214,0.038575627415229116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03505214641252536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03262151559460096,0.0,0.0,0.02999248030639906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039936920299739734,0.0,0.03185991607529716,0.4087026438582887,0.037036675802698635,0.03901221454443898,0.0,0.0,0.056302702231688574,0.054302996860890684,0.0,0.033640161098843824,0.09883429943747912,0.0,0.0,0.24294059195431125,0.0,0.08630733524777821,0.046090659492105314,0.0,0.0,0.10194122234417538,0.0,0.04666888887870094,0.0,0.07497971174172488,0.10090334155110532,0.03398980451922309,0.0,0.03809924505763912,0.11784315151473555,0.0,0.047308970995954325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925461603318052,0.0,0.0,0.03010121863979188,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,kuraizo,2018/12/30,How do you deal with social anxiety and depression? Do you tackle social anxiety first or depression? ,5.815882352941178,9.42584735294118,7.160294117647062,58.866323529411794,75.47058823529412,12.811764705882355,32.029411764705884,11.20814326018867,6.2273764705882355,83,4,10,4,2,28,12,17,0.462,0.5379999999999999,0.0,-0.8796,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561337775119239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073565871841716,0.5135539344452037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535872851852544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6078073301099824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Chimerant,2018/12/30,Am i the only one who... When I'm about to enter my apartment building and someone enters before me (typically a female) i keep walking for another minute before entering. I do this because i fear that they will think that I'm a stalker or rapist if we enter at the same time. Does anyone else with SA also do this?,3.3361904761904735,4.903748333333336,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,73.60317460317461,6.944761904761903,26.885714285714286,7.554174236665415,1.6702914285714283,247,9,45,3,5,85,50,63,0.133,0.867,0.0,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,0,5,7,1,9,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,2,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255426154474708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957374072359217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720484193576612,0.2889773256517968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192540587826116,0.0,0.4799805938560387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468099935637621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356033504204239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173668395891898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25068491964096395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111364557137828,0.21449968723758966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896662809985675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071610136052124,0.0,0.0,0.16445638645685076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AMO14,2018/12/30,"Friend was rude to me on the phone and I didn't say anything about it A small vent about SA. A few months ago I had an encounter with someone I considered a friend while I was going through a tough time. I won't bore anyone with the details of what was going on but my father and I were nearly about to lose our home in my parents' divorce settlement after she ran off and took a bunch of money (haven't seen mom who has a substance abuse problem in about a year now). I usually kind of let this friend ramble on about anything and I keep quiet because he's got it pretty rough. Usually he rambles about a fandom for an hour that I honestly don't care about but I  still listen because he doesn't really pick upon my queues that I'd rather talk about something else (e.g. ""Yeah. I haven't seen that show in forever.""). but one day I was particularly frustrated and mentioned how annoyed I was with the situation and my friend started yelling at me shouting, ""Stop! I get it! I get! You never annoy me but you're annoying me right now.""

Really? I listen to you ramble about your fandom all the time and I can't talk a little bit about my own issue? I felt pathetic for not being able to stand up for myself because I felt it was so fucking rude. I ended up just not talking to him for awhile and not picking up his calls saying I was busy supporting my family emotionally etc. It's in the past now but I suppose next time I find myself in a similar situation I should know how to say something.",2.9509271523178815,4.646291284768214,4.3986834437086095,85.04201192052982,74.89403973509934,7.216105960264901,25.32503311258278,7.9765259561132025,1.4606038145695366,1176,40,236,18,25,391,164,302,0.136,0.769,0.095,-0.9375,1,0,2,0,3,0,27.0,1,3,0,1,19,19,7,0,17,1,20,1,0,4,2,35,39,17,0,3,10,3,3,0,4,2,0,8,1,0,11,11,0,2,4,1,1,4,11,11,0,1,17,13,43,8,43,18,6,45,0,1,2,1,30,18,1,0,22,167,54,0,0.1067266683549673,0.12645364992667674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946067519779962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462576803243423,0.0,0.17565390870929573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517875928420028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651787987886696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897986114729906,0.0,0.10881495134746796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882987181197413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915643654361048,0.12005313688250185,0.0945281500090362,0.0,0.11902844713646366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061240449482264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494867719472615,0.0,0.09754624135981806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32982703689640025,0.09866708512354516,0.11152055846936064,0.0,0.12131045028633065,0.0,0.08535906635016816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705555032066882,0.0,0.105104269879455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139491330363267,0.0,0.09486356662809248,0.0,0.11113940154948493,0.058654185784383465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091352493459654,0.0,0.0,0.10696815979348016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193998422647161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124996984074559,0.08518820844912524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231418612575242,0.0,0.11350502258316172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232075258521274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850733495853108,0.0,0.10188268131906084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857939064687362,0.0,0.10212300786430396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674367328144713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114399163053348,0.0,0.2546199911120169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399304938061901,0.0,0.0,0.0904291597560343,0.16432680698581062,0.0,0.0,0.07554168518079321,0.0,0.08523205521273466,0.08922827364861417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111215848097626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573485598681341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669953577273898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118577255525775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23508869392572876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872847524932699
socialanxiety,megatron231,2018/12/30,How to not shut down in a social situation? Soon I’ll be headed off to do a program where I’ll be living with a bunch of strangers. I’ve always been very shy and often times when I’m surrounded by people I don’t know/aren’t comfortable around I just completely shut down and I don’t talk. does anyone have any good coping mechanisms for this? I really don’t want to end up isolating myself. ,1.9978750000000003,4.2453850375,3.797500000000003,85.64750000000002,79.875,7.5,20.0,8.472884824447931,1.2119999999999995,313,8,63,7,8,105,59,80,0.032,0.8540000000000001,0.114,0.7046,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,1,0,9,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,13,7,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,4,40,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22960876059898885,0.0,0.0,0.18765240181096435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929475088674787,0.0,0.0,0.2456499978439808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28932360549009856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414817656314831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444058070419825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314499923128148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28319969212652896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165242958475605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436649310646115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130586414298764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677775256916833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101743024013359,0.0,0.2812916854693791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217945393679051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609060394903099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22768393592433386,0.16275980473921675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BaldosaAzul,2018/12/30,"Anxiety when posting on reddit?? Hi everyone! I know it might look a bit silly to post this, but do you feel anxious when trying to post on reddit?

​

This is my situation:

""Lately"" (I can't remember for how long) I feel quite empty and I've decided to fill myself with small projects such as being constant on some hobbies and try to improve on them. Whenever I encounter an obstacle (such as not knowing how to start) I'm tempted to drop the activity I'm trying to fulfil, and that's where reddit comes in. I thought that I might overcome those obstacles asking their respective reddit communities, but it's not that easy when it comes to practice.

Most of the times I'm not able to post my questions on reddit because I can't put my thoughts in place: I'm a n00b and most communities is full of pros (I know they're willing to help but this pulls me back), I think I can't express myself properly (as I'm rereading this, it looks like a mess) and English is not my first language, as you may appreciate (it makes more difficult to express what I want to ask, since I'm worried I'm not using the words or the grammar properly).

​

So... Have you ever felt this way? How do you overcome (if you do) your similar situations? Thanks for reading :)",4.865800720288117,5.977597155102044,5.828139255702282,78.94665066026413,69.28571428571428,8.703481392557023,32.77911164465787,9.007467420416297,2.8559939975990405,993,45,186,18,17,328,136,245,0.11599999999999999,0.775,0.109,0.4047,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,6,2,2,12,6,0,0,8,0,15,0,0,5,1,44,42,21,0,2,10,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,0,12,1,0,5,8,2,0,1,3,5,26,4,28,34,6,33,0,0,2,0,15,11,0,9,12,125,41,2,0.10815077371336068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23436263626702056,0.26283005550763394,0.0,0.0,0.08273504586903573,0.12217959040225868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022127482813905,0.0,0.0,0.08316126923671736,0.0,0.06592770783647531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807263409017844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632463046020556,0.0,0.1168725651178888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978285665723814,0.0,0.10334269898270358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936856151326288,0.0,0.10384170307096356,0.0,0.0,0.09199299287173622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249118389959762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783105105373515,0.0,0.1219987834647954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052837005129757454,0.0,0.0,0.09571003142994976,0.1816388229016752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219148125818932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22946175996964996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299453981166314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143141823291493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108721399026066,0.12115361802628495,0.1150316603860326,0.10818004084867648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225137438838958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946343761495007,0.24313200198720944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654967428329408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957070192056218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929864885867794,0.0,0.1717192675395115,0.06306358587774409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028182844440825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340754419715597,0.0,0.0,0.06379012842606563,0.08584505016951534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983236046940303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26283005550763394,0.0
socialanxiety,I_hate_high_school,2018/12/30,"Do you feel like you're ruining a friendship you have with somebody due to awkward silences? Cause I feel that way, I hardly speak a lot of the time in real life, and I feel like that's deterred some friends away from staying interested in me.",9.60625,6.730790458333335,8.765833333333337,74.96250000000003,61.08333333333334,11.266666666666667,42.75,8.841846274778883,3.787175,194,9,38,2,2,61,38,48,0.07,0.6629999999999999,0.267,0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,5,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,6,4,7,5,2,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580327136124521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28213026940037106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416597728041973,0.3924048186774705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121856835908214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460229164741503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939858977468123,0.26834983154252195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334885575336204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125997110036309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927290093838662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014441588050013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21799593575729348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,schema313,2019/11/01,"My Social Anxiety makes me an asshole. There’s so many bad things about my anxiety, and it affects me in so many ways. But the worst thing is how much of an asshole it makes me. I’m so mad at myself that I can’t just get over it. I’m incapable of doing so many things. If someone I know nicely asks me to go buy them a pack of cigs, I can’t do it. If one of my friends asks me to go ask an employee where the toilet is, I can’t do it. Such simple things. I wanna be nice, I don’t wanna come of as lazy or rude. I want to do nice things for my friends, but I just can’t handle the situations I have to get myself into. I feel like no one would understand how terrifying those things are to me, because it’s so normal to everyone else. So I just feel like such an asshole when I have to say no. I’m terrified of people thinking I’m rude. Which I guess I am, I should just try to get over it. But it feels impossible to do that.  

Last week I had promised to go get a pack of cigs, and I was relying on my friend going with me because I knew I wouldn’t be able to do it myself. I’m not gonna go into detail about my friend but she has a lot of problems with her health and prior to this she had almost passed out in the hallway. And she was obviously not in a state to leave the house and then walk 10 minutes to the nearest store with me. But I started panicking about the fact that I had to go by myself so I begged her to go with me. It ended up working out because I got another friend of mine to meet me by the store. But the day after I realized how stupid and rude I was. I knew my friend obviously wasn’t in a state to leave the house, but still I tried convincing her to go with me because I can’t get over my stupid anxiety. 
I called her the day after and apologized to her, but still, the fact that I even tried to make her go with me was so wrong. 

Don’t know if anyone took the time to read this, but if someone did, thank you for letting me rant.",2.7968991989319107,2.9666997780373836,4.514886515353805,89.91859813084116,73.4158878504673,7.889986648865154,24.631508678237648,7.83500028581142,0.9479676902536712,1507,40,367,19,28,513,170,428,0.153,0.742,0.105,-0.9684,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,1,1,26,24,6,0,22,0,35,1,0,7,4,70,77,35,0,12,20,0,3,2,6,4,1,1,0,0,24,18,0,0,10,1,3,13,13,10,0,2,13,4,67,14,63,57,3,46,0,0,0,0,25,16,0,8,16,265,91,2,0.07868593778466892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879260053118196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250906652052749,0.18058358109716705,0.0,0.0,0.055019037238221435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206821900235389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569947133638157,0.1918648693482575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034714009339844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778096807240852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149184069178643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573200426008433,0.0,0.06969238565353092,0.0,0.0,0.05197131980202037,0.0,0.0,0.07518778556503497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193579231754706,0.11242649935112252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647553620611631,0.0,0.20555077425086776,0.0,0.4024712858505767,0.0,0.06293233254361354,0.0,0.08668143160087849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363947234476911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158601525454754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648746718280942,0.06413954136672233,0.0,0.1666340935229126,0.0,0.08046170252021445,0.0,0.07688394924269909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689597046876232,0.0,0.0,0.1575704234327608,0.23932557200209856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784321799177156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709551242249764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663925570193496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455092177635903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529181569191071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787072313169251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257421594865653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844629088152405,0.0,0.08021040441766694,0.1333406794788611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569431175828783,0.0,0.12567738311521215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244343972297702,0.0,0.0,0.31365264415194266,0.05041877173350191,0.0,0.0,0.04588240309779012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742297210989128,0.16026776002554416,0.0,0.0,0.08191483624247974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641100478774808,0.062457234884541524,0.06311711302826065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728429985223499,0.0,0.0,0.05589623259238317,0.08603072064208253,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,randomaccountaaaabbb,2019/11/01,"Trouble talking to girl There is this girl I like and I’d say we are friendly but not more than that. I’m in high school and have a couple classes with her but I struggle with conversation with her and when I do have a conversation, maintaining it without doing something weird.",2.607777777777777,5.3022134814814805,3.4348148148148177,86.4666666666667,80.85185185185185,5.822222222222222,27.51851851851852,7.1686216300943375,1.5633185185185186,224,10,42,3,6,71,40,54,0.092,0.8009999999999999,0.107,-0.0446,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,2,7,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,2,33,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889295506570688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715690658674851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371380467919271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717258012991883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27952797639285937,0.0,0.3557381251423022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270602906845022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674655231013316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825234650798049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33883475154993953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cantstopcoughing002,2019/11/01,"I need some advice about what to do when your bf's friends come over :/ So long story short, I'm super introverted/awkward around people. I'm super insecure so I don't want people to think I'm weird and a hermit (But thats what I literally am). My boyfriend and I live together so we hang out a lot, thats where I get my daily socialization from so I feel like i dont need anymore. We also share a ""friend group"" but its small and we hang out every couple of days. Other than that, I just like hanging out alone bc it's basically how I grew up. Tonight, my boyfriend is hanging out with an old group of friends that he kind of stopped talking to I guess? i'm not really friends with them but we are acquaintances. He's bringing them over. Its a friday night I honestly just want to lay in bed. But i don't want them to think I'm a loner or whatever. Would it be weird to hang out with them? I feel like I'm intruding on them, I've hung out with his other friends in the past and always felt awkward. It's also weird cause they havent hung out in a while so I dont want to ruin that. I'm just super anxious right now and i dont know what to do. I just need some advice!",-0.007553235334523124,2.1215591115537857,2.124162659706005,95.249203187251,87.36653386454184,5.215057013326007,19.01373815084489,6.647476241863616,0.001746421211704874,911,26,212,11,29,305,121,251,0.10800000000000001,0.71,0.182,0.9797,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,4,1,6,3,17,20,0,2,8,0,13,0,0,2,0,53,37,20,0,8,10,0,3,3,6,1,0,0,1,0,15,22,0,1,6,0,0,8,7,6,0,0,1,3,31,14,33,34,3,37,0,1,0,0,25,19,0,5,13,130,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257912957790173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965537096478188,0.0,0.18478034816385108,0.09613112515932676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051725153138669,0.11457580105541328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028471676190567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186822579787386,0.0,0.09951980760535334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278329580057898,0.0,0.07450799794102768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062047449936813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733992945792667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683198483196568,0.1650708731869181,0.11092796787531192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462951829458634,0.0,0.0603602282125118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727052506332676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030785593262562,0.06349286782915707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932797039131922,0.0,0.1020160725749506,0.10224138258355747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822040463500947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569945267973909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084181053698072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123044866602213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028750177951616,0.16018942763043426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401217711936929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866292297181688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177694010959874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658916767204888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285951706724736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805532010862113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27257293004807304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206997438448338,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sundarakarma37,2019/11/01,"I just walked out a house party because of how uncomfortable i felt I was visiting one of my friends from home at uni and I went to a small house party and had to walk out because i felt so overwhelmed, can anyone chat or talk to me pls",4.424533333333336,4.297004919999999,5.306000000000001,86.70633333333336,69.8,8.266666666666667,28.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.4952666666666663,186,6,42,2,3,61,36,50,0.051,0.725,0.22399999999999998,0.7793,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,6,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,5,2,7,1,9,1,0,8,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832703071184508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31955424245654496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5033248970606605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20250211134074986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629132550766693,0.0,0.0,0.6048692680685013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760951594587007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106705268481576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24297448708126934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,isaiditwasntimportan,2019/11/01,"Signed up for a drawing class After realizing today was the deadline I impulsively signed up for a drawing class for adults at my local art gallery. I've actually taken a drawing class here before, but that one was for 'beginners' while this one is 'intermediate' and maybe it's stupid but it makes me feel like there's more pressure to be 'good' which is causing me anxiety. 

It's intimidating because even in the beginner's class everyone was already quite talented, there was seriously not even ONE person who seemed to struggle with any of it, except maybe me. The teacher was really encouraging and complimented me often, but part of me feels like she only did it because she sensed how unsure I was and how much I depended on her praise to feel like I was doing it right. I know that just sounds like some insane conspiracy theory against myself but I can't shake the thought. 

I guess what intimidates me most is not so much the teacher but the other students. My least favourite part of class was when we'd all hang up our finished drawings on the board. I hate the idea of people looking at and judging my art, because I'm really not that good. How I'd describe my drawing ability is that I'm better than people who have literally never practised drawing a day in their life, but anyone with a smidge of artistic ability is already leagues ahead of me. I had this horrible moment the very last class where everyone else had these beautiful detailed drawings and mine looked so plain and juvenile in comparison even though I worked really hard on it and I was just mortified. 

It's not that I've been discouraged from drawing, far from it, but I can't get rid of the feeling that everyone's just lying to me about my ability and that I have no business doing anything artistic even though I do enjoy it. I don't know. Can anyone relate? How did you get over it?",8.277933832709111,7.444830151685394,8.3649063670412,70.31673533083645,62.089887640449426,11.50661672908864,37.75530586766542,10.746095033038511,4.041170287141074,1498,64,268,32,18,490,180,356,0.14800000000000002,0.71,0.142,-0.28,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,1,5,22,19,2,3,15,0,30,1,0,7,2,51,48,25,0,0,15,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,26,10,0,1,10,4,0,2,9,7,0,3,16,8,37,12,37,30,9,30,1,1,2,0,13,16,0,6,16,199,63,8,0.0,0.0,0.10230337875733576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313750215521393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129107535715383,0.0,0.08019812853670402,0.0,0.0,0.14660548185792324,0.0,0.08626988574295667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917184694223536,0.0,0.08920646363697933,0.0,0.0,0.09271762253362144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076939403525508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760959913221813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757579777624844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769688734965485,0.0,0.0,0.3005216581180353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202995325582466,0.2246814276248451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954343012161301,0.0,0.0,0.17586045991574895,0.0,0.0,0.11548705398968015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939111473165909,0.10350239445578112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834542391353295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522863210153275,0.0854541340618204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404772889340226,0.2048674239256896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606920396687686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997786285589214,0.0,0.210640752289644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413088399164973,0.0,0.08085485241146051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131157720844078,0.07973138412109468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22705115996824485,0.0,0.1453581264642922,0.09153746797554987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150442703606672,0.0,0.0,0.20147905315764275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952811584894732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954374188398158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959581281574082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059987869827712,0.0832269067219828,0.0,0.0,0.09937087649909744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649946644406156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632078644313764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,AnnKay1,2019/11/01,"Virtual Binge Eating Disorder Study Hi everyone. I’m sharing a post to a research study whose purpose is to gain insights into Binge Eating Disorder so that, in the future, these findings may be used to inform scientific decisions and create better tools and therapies to help those suffering from Binge Eating Disorder. It’s fully home-based and AI-driven, and you get compensated $300 for your participation. [https://eligibility.horizon.mygretel.ai](https://eligibility.horizon.mygretel.ai/?fbclid=IwAR1Cw9aUspVn-fQjJO737nUZ2wYfSxfdS9PgQHEMOqw64pcf4lGxSOTZdkQ) 

https://preview.redd.it/q8e6aehq15w31.png?width=1200&format=png&auto=webp&s=85bfc72ba7cc71308ec9c9279b482876097ccf4a",24.22184210526316,29.75567118421053,15.02484210526316,14.414894736842115,27.94736842105264,13.44842105263158,41.51578947368421,12.688352899677879,6.664861052631579,614,20,46,14,5,159,62,76,0.136,0.691,0.17300000000000001,0.4696,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,11,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,4,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202247816171026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154644551124707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5502749421292703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912967522981255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529294767753166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462778677354909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361669949637332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727452382915008,0.0,0.1605377860987241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327848930768342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302495161344048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822715103782182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mmyotheredditaccount,2019/11/01,"Party anxiety rant Invited to a party by my friend, anxious to go expressed this to my friend. I get stomach sick with stress and I felt sick the whole day. Friend calls and encourages me to go multiple times and texts. I’m not saying she made me go but she really made it seem like she knew I scared/ uncomfortable but promised we would have fun. I spend 3 hours getting ready, my costume was slutty so I felt scared taking the train. As I’m getting out of the uber she texts me btw the ppl are lame and theres no music and its a bad vibe. She met me at the door then, I am immediately ditched and every stranger I try to mingle with is super standoffish and gives me a rude up down. Also no music. I finally found her with this group of ppl in the bathroom and she was acting like she was so cool, she offered me a roach I declined and told her I was leaving cuz I felt sick. I made a plan to leave and I planned on never talking about this night and just going to bed. I had spent 80$ on ubers. Then she said something mean to me about how I’m a shitty friend as I’m leaving! We didn’t get into a fight but I over text later expressed how it hurt my feelings that she said something rude to me as I was leaving on top of not spending time with me she told me I constantly have a bad attitude and that I shouldn’t have come for only 15 minutes (I was there for 45)some other mean shit too.  Now this friend’s talking crap about me to a lot of people in our social circle... that’s always been her go to when we don’t get along slandering me. Its made me anxious so I texted her that I missed her but she ignored it and it posting a lot. She’s has a heavy social media presence ever since that party- this was last saturday. I hate tension and every time I stand up for myself it feels kinda worse it seems like——sorry for my terrible grammar, little detail I’m scared she’ll somehow see this",1.5302765161635037,3.536814774111676,3.0090141597648947,91.95673791076678,80.19289340101524,5.568688218006948,22.043547956184877,6.5966054737557815,0.4128893401015232,1487,46,319,14,38,486,197,394,0.233,0.659,0.10800000000000001,-0.9957,0,0,2,0,1,0,29.0,4,0,0,4,17,30,6,5,17,1,21,6,3,7,2,59,63,31,0,2,7,0,5,2,5,3,3,3,2,0,20,25,0,1,11,0,3,7,8,18,0,0,25,10,65,12,43,35,3,40,0,3,1,0,46,14,2,6,19,208,85,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504894251296417,0.06768282554214758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222619164353654,0.18378597672706787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358338738024124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305898864811566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006868758664173,0.0,0.08790150000532312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052458678890725516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357824085069825,0.137067811343444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225763335255801,0.0,0.2343024161531285,0.0891058761395873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918699533274503,0.3142220478285438,0.0,0.21248845205029224,0.07803038786282868,0.23114186435811626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030810631725302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010520720875866,0.0,0.08707799149027044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630435672111304,0.0,0.3445165382668253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192183640876658,0.0815257706925119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830763970716947,0.0,0.3078700014054739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720995413195506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273574749518936,0.0,0.0,0.07633369212305416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618640419527122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563921053979011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790288093590579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521095874375999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474920180680804,0.06468619898732689,0.2443117497475936,0.0,0.06481881791452837,0.14810089020900016,0.0,0.0,0.08349610463604816,0.06728670970859936,0.0,0.0,0.16583527583541582,0.0,0.12524165705778942,0.0,0.09105539377930236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317666316739566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061158848849633414,0.13075878355056994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422930297313993,0.0,0.0,0.15545099478248395,0.0,0.05522568712525265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908151232895636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289415988017626,0.05778282267379225,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Papa_Danny,2019/11/01,Social Anxiety & sinus issues? With my social anxiety I always have strong/ intense pain in my sinus area.  For years I thought it was just a coincidence.  If I am battling allergies or a cold my social anxiety is worse because I am already dealing with sinus pain.  Do any of you have this issue.  Any solutions?,2.852167487684728,5.769749241379312,4.934532019704439,74.44224137931037,82.44827586206895,7.452216748768473,30.69950738916256,8.418075326091056,3.2767507389162565,248,13,38,6,7,85,41,58,0.273,0.68,0.047,-0.9226,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,0,2,0,7,5,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,1,5,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952071568639736,0.0,0.14719015144099976,0.19166480005278846,0.0,0.2405882542875833,0.0,0.40597075395021387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783306709368017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237016065966294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692631883987291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764558177575003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5409641035732454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043424157711268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027031006173985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391407000413728
socialanxiety,DiffusionLoop,2019/11/01,"Catch-22 In order to overcome social anxiety, you need to see a psychiatrist. In order to see a psychiatrist, you need to overcome social anxiety.

Most of us will never seek treatment. We're so fucked.",3.234166666666667,6.385851861111113,4.918000000000003,72.62700000000002,85.94444444444444,7.3244444444444445,29.42222222222221,8.238735603445708,3.1810622222222213,161,8,24,4,5,54,23,36,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.8408,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,7,5,1,5,0,0,2,1,5,2,1,1,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406979230536569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459131286554059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944719246338545,0.2051559445336929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239358370228145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423079186811168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319965788153115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,tianuhhhh,2019/11/01,"I wanna be friends with this girl but i don’t wanna seem weird?? Help lol I moved to texas from california right after i graduated high school and i haven’t started college so my only opportunity to meet people has been through workplaces. I’ve literally only made two friends who are always busy so the only person i hangout with is my boyfriend. My boyfriend has a lot of friends from high school and one of them has a girlfriend who my boyfriend says he thinks i’d be good friends with if we ever met up. I’ve told him a few times that he should invite the couple to hangout sometime but he says his friend is always busy so i stopped asking. I follow this girl on social media and she seems so cool and we have a lot in common, i’ve only met her once but i really wanna be friends with her. I’ve never messaged her or anything because i don’t really know her and i’m afraid of seeming like a total weirdo?? Any advice for how to approach it?",1.8175000000000023,4.146604083333333,3.1498333333333366,89.57850000000002,81.08333333333334,5.09,23.141666666666666,6.2581,0.5194429166666668,752,26,151,6,20,244,110,192,0.043,0.726,0.231,0.9914,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,1,1,6,12,0,1,7,2,15,0,0,2,3,33,28,15,0,5,5,0,0,1,7,1,0,2,0,3,6,11,0,1,5,2,0,3,4,2,0,2,5,3,24,10,22,19,4,16,0,0,0,0,35,6,0,7,8,97,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231818299536823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127882268346144,0.0,0.0,0.07816324254894998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458594880516516,0.0,0.10745352321000257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006644778232232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717908828678418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039699449033608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5328148423626499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640634339081568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704195880703367,0.2428811554056377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316809975452307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615395078016371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954360081705028,0.0,0.10875914779097688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221631878885976,0.0,0.0,0.08864892847576274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240750707365228,0.07788641940096995,0.34966864980499995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968502676085182,0.1003613043546506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726720487427114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815825892643874,0.0,0.18281003913554114,0.0,0.23265113359483244,0.0,0.31391158344788644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716700679639992,0.0,0.0,0.11367874602874158,0.0,0.08135522880952871,0.0,0.0,0.09609511095217037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364900617636334,0.0,0.0,0.06702252500312605,0.0,0.0,0.10983023768876983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227982377611384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Taco_Tatum,2019/11/01,"My social anxiety is ruining my life and i dont know what to do. I was always socially anxious when i was little, but it seems ever since i graduated high school its gotten worse. I'm now in my 2nd year of med school and ive been miserable. I feel like i cant speak to anyone, because i might say something stupid or awkward that puts off the other person. I can't focus on my studies because i constantly keep thinking about what others think of me. My grades are constantly slipping and all my relationships are falling apart. Even some of the closest friends ive had since my childhood are slipping away. I'm always alone and feel like if i suddenly dissapear no one would notice. I honestly feel like suicide is a completely valid option for me at this point, and the only reason why i didnt do it yet is because of all the hard work ive put in to get into med school and it would just feel like a waste.",4.128553511705686,5.180814380434786,5.3854347826087,81.661237458194,70.95652173913044,8.270234113712375,28.827759197324408,8.617729084823388,2.133099163879599,722,27,142,12,13,241,113,184,0.18899999999999997,0.706,0.105,-0.9313,0,1,1,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,10,1,2,6,0,22,1,0,1,3,29,35,10,1,3,4,0,5,4,1,3,1,2,0,1,10,7,0,1,9,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,6,7,24,6,16,26,3,24,0,2,0,0,7,12,0,6,13,95,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409530440140388,0.0,0.0,0.18332833535288748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427414220654403,0.12445246229265497,0.0,0.07702830135680185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350145625374227,0.0,0.0,0.20146242625008276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550346518666085,0.2380934238769724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910983060673953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727614055892585,0.09964844334810204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22280622701252145,0.3148009382647823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511140676848652,0.0,0.0575554490877951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986841155540928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639291084195773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791764414181807,0.0,0.0,0.06054252328061376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781115281235296,0.2152796671495928,0.1104119376643949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447317873888629,0.0,0.0,0.11686518565093006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542093171188284,0.0,0.0,0.07464907727399585,0.08378367583316512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618979562431944,0.0,0.0,0.10413933233608744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148782408172224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326557391947767,0.0,0.11827348201476527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876057780216898,0.0,0.33447151473599057,0.0,0.1002879587576806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822554005900488,0.0,0.0,0.22459394106383404,0.0,0.08480860661965063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050008254956734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117558350984813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940467636558196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801997369188061,0.0,0.11226517376882716,0.1565128022939997,0.0,0.0,0.07094114865253695
socialanxiety,Calixcrooks69,2019/11/01,I’m scared I’m supposed to go with my friend and his friend to a anime convention but I’m really scared to go because I never been to one and I’ll feel like the odd man out and wouldn’t want to do anything because it’s out of my comfort zone.,1.97281818181818,2.6803255090909133,3.932500000000001,91.35875,75.72727272727272,6.954545454545455,24.65909090909091,7.1686216300943375,0.8076363636363633,193,6,46,2,4,66,37,55,0.146,0.6509999999999999,0.203,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,10,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,1,4,4,9,8,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23119221468931814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34252058456538903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420532612612415,0.20070579053474094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4341118491743466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193328502933678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137254596569761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21668062077976805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037430002021616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997932925598065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5625460625210448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570750595631029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BoredRebel,2019/11/01,Is anxiety causing my dry mouth/throat problems? At home I'm absolutely fine but at college my mouth is constantly dry and my throat constantly feels like I need to clear it or cough. It's really annoying and can make me not want to talk at times.,3.7272448979591855,5.543305755102043,4.840561224489797,82.17676020408162,73.08163265306122,9.797959183673472,28.5765306122449,10.125756701596842,2.9907510204081627,198,8,40,6,4,65,36,49,0.156,0.6940000000000001,0.15,0.1714,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,2,1,12,8,4,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,5,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103954897670894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968226371037803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6244864871967776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460975651563075,0.20641995156994014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28983200443390106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141162280874889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928707754937356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142465505919884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27647810860317235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510340100117426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322403298142643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848418264414713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042525411520906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SrirachaAbuse,2019/11/01,"Do I have an extreme form of anxiety? I've never had a diagnosis for any of my social issues, I've just worked around it my whole life. Now in my second year of college and I have this new sensation when I walk through halls and especially as I'm approaching the entrance to my classrooms. I feel this claustrophobic weight on me and I start subconsciously trying to hold my breath which results in me breathing harder and harder and I feel like people can hear me breathe and it freaks me out, furthering the cycle. I haven't had any sort of breakdown at school but on multiple occasions I've flipped a 180 and left the building right before going in from the fear. Do I have some sort of disorder at this point? It used to be ""can't talk well so don't talk at all"" to feeling eyes on me and having real physical effects. Don't roast me if i'm posting this on the wrong thread or sub I am awful at reddit, i'm as much of a lurker on this sight as I am in public LOL.",4.353795902589873,4.899352914572869,5.500603015075377,82.89065713181293,70.10552763819095,8.535137224584462,28.37301894085813,8.617729084823388,1.9331396211828376,766,26,159,12,13,255,116,199,0.11,0.848,0.042,-0.9227,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,9,2,16,6,4,3,2,27,26,16,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,10,1,1,4,0,0,3,5,3,1,1,2,7,21,2,31,23,5,30,0,0,2,0,5,20,0,5,7,109,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23908352612684786,0.0,0.13447722076901822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648845181516854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149582509260714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146810065851856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978101982853583,0.266650849781787,0.1255828720557417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990428371483827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981256779179327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18347683974148002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909940086459692,0.0,0.12416415404612766,0.08588106199705857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922429296079468,0.0,0.13557842354146812,0.1697769967312362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186915841909772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661763337913955,0.0,0.1683561638830987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000850532057175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012185969580388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779066846619969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919357115378495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442354192546184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28258322321489404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934840817845123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182425791334336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21406223847917866,0.15805438451004689,0.0,0.0,0.1962608519212629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797564525563326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219641357889586,0.0,0.11320160916706615
socialanxiety,FluffySandCat,2019/11/01,"How to Turn Down Speaking For a Huge Crowd at Work? I have less than a year of work experience, so I’m getting a lot of work and “everything” is a good learning opportunity for me as they claim. I don’t deny that it teaches me something and helps me grow, but it raises my anxiety and stress levels...

What I wanted to say is I was offered to be the speaker of an event earlier in the year, of course I didn’t reject because I thought if I did I’d show them that I was incompetent and I don’t deserve this position. My anxiety was all over the place; however I looked calm as people told me. After the event was done, people were coming up to me and praise my work as a speaker and that I should do it for the next times. Oh no, I don’t want to but of course I didn’t say that!! I don’t know what I’m trying to prove!! Now I’m offered to be a speaker AND a presenter in another event. I don’t like the feeling of anxiety and worry before such encounters... I wish I have the courage to reject them...",2.8103930817610063,3.5450244103773616,4.838981132075472,85.54249685534593,73.76415094339623,8.106163522012578,27.34088050314465,8.447377352677275,1.7192254088050314,773,28,173,13,15,268,106,212,0.133,0.7240000000000001,0.142,-0.3544,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,3,6,4,9,0,1,15,0,22,0,0,1,2,24,36,16,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,10,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,8,3,0,0,11,8,28,6,28,22,3,21,1,2,1,0,12,9,0,2,11,122,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644506476308418,0.3599251344764323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560252997795664,0.0,0.13345136188147727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509574846274405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049224129268713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409493072533462,0.15341050346207485,0.0,0.0,0.07929830661375466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193756000903563,0.0,0.0,0.13154213786774846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512030236344053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619004304590973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661955090858423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169827665395253,0.0,0.0,0.13333184014080038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667912127931092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745330042607494,0.0,0.16385468620392854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494361110045663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073592343238078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964901988916532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450604579988228,0.091449233671959,0.0,0.0,0.1498584404299695,0.0,0.1064777405360978,0.17058675030744938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500560281201148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034754801730155,0.0,0.0,0.45669842634497204,0.15926917344631922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198763859736024
socialanxiety,nothinggold23,2019/11/01,"How do I order a drink at a restaurant? 🤦‍♀️ I just turned 21 a few days ago and my parents are taking me out to dinner tonight. I've never had alcohol before - I've just never been about that life, not a party-er at college, not really anything like that. Nothing against it, I've just never done it. My parents also aren't big drinkers, so I've never observed anyone ordering drinks at a formal sit-down type restaurant.

Anyhoo, seeing as this is for my 21st birthday, I'm kind of expected to try a drink and quite honestly, I want to. But how the hell do I do that? Do I order it before the meal, with the meal, or after the meal? What kind of drink can I get without looking stupid? Please help 😭",1.3338747553816042,3.270545479452057,3.348375733855189,89.63082191780823,80.50684931506851,5.541291585127202,22.757338551859107,6.5431188927421005,0.5994790606653617,544,18,113,5,14,184,93,146,0.066,0.851,0.084,0.3462,2,0,6,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,2,0,10,0,11,10,0,2,4,20,18,9,0,2,8,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,9,0,0,4,0,0,8,2,0,0,3,2,10,4,16,15,1,16,1,0,2,0,3,5,1,1,9,73,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270523776132468,0.14793401911913226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106982667307004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096789842353652,0.0,0.1139118201462679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23557862756367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927254777475208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141656635815855,0.0,0.5424144410055254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723212474593848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278322907581554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28829626652763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777353364158704,0.06762736772825058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624197321490537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270469736468514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328223339555561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30740872947270365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194886795337764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723181940787589,0.0,0.0,0.08867847479987158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103066478481357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407822635318044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939813563081219,0.15056643840647527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164653658752277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343657254075364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,alexisanengineer,2019/11/01,"I can't stop thinking my boyfriend doesn't like me anymore First time posting because I need genuine advice. I've been with my boyfriend for the last 5 or so months, and up until 2 weeks or so ago everything was perfect. We love each other, talk openly about marriage, etc. My social anxiety has crept up to insane levels, making it so I can't even go out to simple events with his friends without breaking down in the car afterwards and I swear I'm starting to look insane. I constantly have to seek reassurance from him even though I know I can trust his word. And now I'm over analyzing every little thing he says to me like I'm searching for something to tell me he doesn't love me anymore or that he wishes he could be with someone better. I've always had self esteem issues, but now this stuff is getting out of hand. Any advice on how to snap out of this?",5.896647398843932,5.804427132947983,6.16278034682081,81.69168497109828,66.6878612716763,8.307283236994222,31.1728323699422,7.554174236665415,1.9551322543352607,686,24,134,6,10,220,116,173,0.054000000000000006,0.8140000000000001,0.132,0.9222,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,10,9,0,0,2,0,13,3,1,2,1,27,27,13,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,12,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,3,18,9,27,22,2,30,0,0,1,2,18,12,0,3,16,86,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972361041580611,0.13481630820019944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654890451868606,0.0,0.0,0.10342465077346187,0.0,0.11634644862684765,0.0,0.30165967752654993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927110705301854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134508950567025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435245488230776,0.0,0.1214294175147462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696176591864486,0.20090459340802466,0.0,0.12814019828032422,0.0,0.13668635305947213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936546909182445,0.0,0.0,0.11750235191808946,0.0,0.07945939199329298,0.0,0.08643477717906811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873973738544495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358326041864694,0.12397153399938855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486044478093781,0.15243153471414045,0.0,0.0,0.12771511609979078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745296419992161,0.0,0.10151952388830954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213947157595184,0.0,0.0,0.11277088379580726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456576932526168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094600888413523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866033255925496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550339566900719,0.12886316480656765,0.11708431477124558,0.0,0.0,0.10764824812572496,0.0,0.0,0.1271518806943201,0.0,0.0,0.1741036922569246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222420952580961,0.13293109558899344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104011402305556,0.09745146817358133,0.14942510332965506,0.0,0.08868338897356874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199534260757885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748930101330296,0.14660683127336374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,catmomextraordinaire,2019/11/01,"Eyes water when talking to people Does anyone else's eyes water when they're feeling anxious during conversations? For the past two years, my eyes water almost every time I talk to my coworkers, and it looks like I'm crying. The whole time we're talking, I'm thinking about how I need to exit the convo fast because it's starting to look more and more like I'm crying and they're going to think I'm weird. It happens in other social situations where I'm feeling anxious too. So frustrating and embarrassing!",5.371224489795917,6.8051924489795965,6.245510204081636,75.22091836734695,68.38775510204081,7.6408163265306115,29.306122448979593,7.957251820313856,2.169269387755102,412,15,68,5,7,136,60,98,0.18,0.741,0.079,-0.882,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,1,3,0,0,6,3,1,0,11,15,8,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,7,4,2,8,15,3,12,0,0,5,0,5,3,0,1,10,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440323041856778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709548617340133,0.0,0.1147989455291988,0.1682225037734101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008301576556937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606895248742626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367561530977555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371518869715216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832929995687354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602936497260656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933076612926136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451844289130694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604207696868019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27574083450919074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173789037586685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567290319616168,0.11382220794698633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454595788735725,0.0,0.16736152266259496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620792697885066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958866231497867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21040069475670453,0.0,0.0,0.19147014409451785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603806633390555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330186069237706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572697198939657
socialanxiety,gi_joe_kung_fu_grip,2019/11/01,"Used to be extremely extroverted as a child, developed social anxiety in one particular setting (not school), then high school made it so much worse. Now I am extremely introverted. It just makes me sad a lot of the time to think about how much more fun I would have had if I was always able to interact like I used to before middle school. I used to talk to everyone. Boys, girls, it didnt matter. The only time I was ever anxious in those days was when I asked a girl out (I was so anxious she didnt even hear me). I used to be loud, even obnoxious to some people, but I was generally well liked in school at least up until around 9th-10th grade.

The first setting I experienced social anxiety was at a music performance school I started in sixth grade. This was not an actual “school,” but it was called ‘School of Rock’ and had weekly rehearsals for a performance every three or four months as well as weekly lessons. I have no clue why, but I just didnt behave the same way there. I had virtually no idea of the concept of anxiety, just occasionally feeling nervous. It was very confusing for me at that age and I felt like I was living somewhat of a double life.

Through my love of music, I was able to stay in School of Rock until a few months into senior year when I left for reasons unrelated to anxiety. My anxiety there got a little bit better as I started making a few friends, but then I got suspended three months because they found out I had bought magic mushrooms in one of the rehearsal rooms (lol). Once I came back, my anxiety was even worse than before for an entire year, but after that I started making friends again. I was a lot less anxious around the kids but still had anxiety of varying levels when around the instructors.

School is a completely different story though. The first time my social anxiety there kicked in was in eighth or ninth grade. My friends and I were going to the school football game and my friends were all saying we should all try to “hookup” (makeout) with girls. Once we got to the stands, i just felt so much pressure and kind of felt out of body. From then until about 10th grade, i was fine to talk to girls in class, but outside of class my words would evade me when trying to talk to girls. 

10th grade was definitely the worst year of my life. I dreaded walking into homeroom with a burning passion because i was late half the time. Girls started making fun of me and taking pictures of me to send around as a meme on snapchat. Practically the whole grade started calling me a nickname based on a weird/ugly/nerdy tv character. My “friends” that i had been “close” with since 7th grade stopped inviting me to hang out. This was the first time in my life i experienced depression pretty much every single day. I was pondering the idea of taking oxycodone from my moms medicine cabinet for weeks. One day i was home alone and was about to do so when my aunt and cousin came to my house unannounced to take me out to lunch. Im thankful for that coincidence to this day because i dont know what path i would have gone down if that didnt happen. I took it as somewhat of a sign. Summer of 10th grade i had 0 friends and spent every single day just playing video games for hours. 

It got better towards the end of summer when i started talking to people at School of Rock again, but I still didnt hang out with anyone because I didnt feel i was close enough to then. I could go on with this but at this point, I was completely introverted and everything else after that is just rambling.

Im sorry I just found this sub and felt the need to vent.",6.175356794425085,6.271223505714289,6.15567944250871,81.3385888501742,66.08571428571429,9.172125435540071,30.930313588850176,8.841846274778883,2.2942627177700348,2834,97,560,41,41,895,286,700,0.098,0.7859999999999999,0.115,0.9727,1,1,0,0,0,0,64.0,2,0,1,8,41,28,0,4,36,1,54,8,1,11,3,102,100,49,0,8,22,3,6,3,6,4,3,3,2,9,21,34,1,1,15,8,2,10,11,7,2,10,56,11,71,21,110,37,24,115,0,2,0,3,39,42,0,10,61,391,92,22,0.09098453425906136,0.0,0.0443938903799949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047116268996272116,0.0,0.0,0.037853210561306624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784116786902414,0.1541799389920466,0.0,0.03180925092486393,0.0,0.0,0.161991050664008,0.04252912876145761,0.0,0.0,0.03498074535254298,0.0,0.11092665519281716,0.0,0.07742113732686642,0.0,0.0,0.08046842677238923,0.04966577331156125,0.050531653283403054,0.0,0.0,0.0929053821592726,0.10406206863587432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539555311742176,0.0,0.0,0.03632187356346329,0.0,0.0,0.14669374408593852,0.0,0.03918242301819275,0.0,0.0,0.047529736614871226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331659826708361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0380029517465042,0.0,0.040292645856505625,0.04700567279434459,0.0,0.09014164017379613,0.041150360100105816,0.11498759136606684,0.04346981077054509,0.04088551633770411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046004514300753564,0.0,0.17471884233801244,0.0,0.0,0.1160870975419301,0.0,0.09975984562164444,0.21088327641496546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170860755883938,0.0,0.14553728728470894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0402286615821246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051273091332247764,0.0,0.0,0.0480650779211324,0.04563245314365807,0.0,0.04480071940321104,0.05249196835877596,0.0,0.10271046450290733,0.09827891002425328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473731956767301,0.0250013602888233,0.0,0.05131725882579248,0.0,0.04942748134481225,0.0,0.09639760091928236,0.06667567144895142,0.04559520291118352,0.04017050533234585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735179738931891,0.04105854722109432,0.04304588311496412,0.12146576624882124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327999344074786,0.1089344808037394,0.0,0.13376820299019426,0.03373193964612325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689555957193202,0.0924802126682914,0.03459891911207609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307722003399134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04300489683762045,0.0,0.0,0.04628199043598594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046773627335548684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0361772767473054,0.0,0.5064466335644509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037631673473664924,0.0,0.0,0.139120912086803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092486854474273,0.1931979649301744,0.04848870382133488,0.07266036658880058,0.03803357232916655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026135698967234,0.14625984440906034,0.0,0.04188316749402507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02914960787936615,0.04469592147790771,0.0,0.13263453401175326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054358265849596,0.0617725263802188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716284984859108,0.0,0.03753588471749631,0.0,0.03610964415668444,0.10947345792017224,0.0,0.08180602310219112,0.0,0.041049695214893565,0.050790491627601686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272101343620603,0.09694920399573044,0.0,0.0,0.08788658552655558
socialanxiety,purch123,2019/11/01,"Pregabalin for Social Anxiety? Hello. Has s, anyone effectively used Pregabalin to overcome and help with GAD/Social Anxiety?

I'm currently using benzos and various strains of kratom which certainly help. My benzo use is too much and definitely want to cut down or stop completely / use when really needed..

Ive been doing some reading suggesting 600mg of pregabalin helps with GAD/social anxiety, resulting in fewer side effects in the longer term, particularly when compared with benzos. For example, this is an extract of one research papers suggesting this. Can anyone shed any light or have you tried and tested this method? 

Abstract of an example paper below. Thanks for your time:

Efficacy of the novel anxiolytic pregabalin in social anxiety disorder: a placebo-controlled, multicenter study.

Randomized controlled trial
Pande AC, et al. J Clin Psychopharmacol. 2004.


Abstract

Pregabalin is a novel compound in development for the treatment of anxiety disorders. The safety and efficacy of pregabalin for the treatment of social anxiety disorder was evaluated in a double-blind, multicenter clinical trial in which 135 patients were randomized to 10 weeks of double-blind treatment with either pregabalin 150 mg/d. pregabalin 600 mg/d, or placebo. The primary efficacy parameter was change from baseline to end point in the Liebowitz Social Anxiety Scale (LSAS) total score. Safety was assessed through clinical and laboratory monitoring, and recording spontaneously reported adverse events. Ninety-four patients (70%) completed the 11-week double-blind treatment phase. LSAS total score was significantly decreased by pregabalin 600 mg/d treatment compared with placebo (P = 0.024, analysis of covariance). Significant differences (P < or = 0.05) between pregabalin 600 mg/d and placebo were seen on several secondary measures including the LSAS subscales of total fear, total avoidance, social fear, and social avoidance, and the Brief Social Phobia Scale fear subscale. Pregabalin 150 mg/d was not significantly better than placebo on any measures. Somnolence and dizziness were the most frequently occurring adverse events among patients receiving pregabalin 600 mg/d. In conclusion, pregabalin 600 mg/d was an effective and well-tolerated treatment of social anxiety disorder.",11.126156181685694,13.225039555865926,10.586580034005344,46.88546635899928,55.67597765363128,14.382511537527325,48.24678163711441,13.306631327047999,8.057755744474129,1883,117,203,73,23,610,187,358,0.139,0.769,0.091,-0.9252,1,2,1,0,0,0,74.0,0,2,0,6,3,12,1,6,17,0,18,2,0,9,5,47,27,18,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,17,0,4,4,3,0,2,1,9,0,1,11,2,4,3,44,16,10,28,0,0,1,0,17,15,0,8,11,117,9,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121376991885557,0.0,0.4554373679438257,0.0,0.0,0.1040697831760354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581679451128926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872452128636899,0.0,0.1560520012297416,0.0,0.16693253674255798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777511139072018,0.3411585284252722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591238076904289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512232802635897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964272537522452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470589323967615,0.055180105519793465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042765548087643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034919338356088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443827544703184,0.0,0.04767416404649171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407131235133129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6068793505103183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062216894623766665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851422201240359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339381404756138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050525029981139016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25709350631526456,0.0,0.0,0.04389374521704207,0.0,0.11938748108418812,0.0,0.06691084228019424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bathaam275,2019/11/01,"Anti-Anxiety Pills Hey Reddit, I was just wondering about the names of any pills one might get in order to temporarily take the anxious edge of things. I think that if I take these pills for a short period of time and using the window of time where I’m anxiety free to socialize a-lot, I would sort of embed it into myself or rewire my brain into thinking that socializing with people is not something scary or something that i should be anxious over.",12.667931034482756,7.644531885057473,11.860229885057475,61.68275862068967,57.735632183908045,14.8183908045977,41.643678160919535,11.855464076750405,4.765064367816092,362,11,64,7,3,119,63,87,0.067,0.863,0.07,0.3022,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,6,4,1,1,0,18,14,4,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,7,2,14,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,6,3,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311784883604645,0.0,0.29513565949394505,0.4358437662215195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21533998826212367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078219118721296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399652373015805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463621898658305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307139062767253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373244270035886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932741359251219,0.0,0.29700740215317817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29007330695292416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815406503373344,0.2472048237613869,0.0,0.0,0.2249628656463567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660350440837166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091916197660963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370304933246123,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GrantAlgeo,2019/11/01,"What is stopping us from meeting each other? I have seen a lot of people on this subreddit really struggle to meet people or who struggle to interact with people. Yet we are the most understanding of each other’s problems and together we can help each other even more. 

Look I am aware that there can be a lot of weird people on the internet, but there are also a lot of kind people and people who want to love and feel loved. 

I live in Johannesburg South Africa, if anyone on this subreddit is reading this and would be interested in meeting up, dm me. 

I encourage those who are interested to do the same.",6.290476190476188,6.6017376324786365,7.166178266178267,73.45461538461541,65.83760683760684,10.446398046398047,31.244200244200243,10.290406445055957,3.163902075702076,481,17,88,11,7,161,72,117,0.06,0.713,0.22699999999999998,0.9809,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,3,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,6,0,13,2,0,0,0,24,20,8,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,8,6,16,16,9,9,0,0,2,2,14,7,0,6,2,76,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240198054914468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070230704690956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109464833891252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739170575779797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259285295092307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593883763950543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351547332289536,0.0,0.12853180239089565,0.0,0.0,0.3903782683752571,0.27628514754914263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6366749516332455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645769357344726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310136248271042,0.0,0.09805411835388199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796496532378648,0.0,0.32002296911281386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593407978711976,0.18411226479953746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027871960816708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872939149752676,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Dragon_Cat_,2019/11/01,"Negative self talk does not occur as a drunk Apparently, I don’t do negative self talk when I’m drunk or tipsy or whatever. I’m still kind of like that now but I want it to stick when I sober up. Any advice?",1.1509999999999998,2.7366791555555565,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000002,79.66666666666667,8.055555555555555,20.13888888888889,8.841846274778883,1.117555555555556,162,4,38,4,4,57,33,45,0.11,0.748,0.142,-0.1557,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,5,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890476946928991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115091311108188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588524164235394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30802523446080915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451061785404934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6171579121636475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23622246857960424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754980345186197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744677021190246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DespairoftheFault,2019/11/01,"Do I have social anxiety or something else....? People who have social anxiety often say that they fear being judged by others and spend a lot of time worrying about what other people think of them. I can't say I don't experience this but it's not to the point where it's a humongous issue most of the time. I have issues with self-esteem, in fact I have TONS of them, but mostly I worry about whether or not ***I***  think I'm a loser, not necessarily if other people think that way. Sure there have been plenty of times when I let someone's snide remark ruin my day, but that seems like something everyone faces and it's not necessarily abnormal.

My problem with being social is I just find it overwhelming. Heck, I'll walk into work and start praying that no one even tells me hello or good morning because it makes me anxious. At my job we keep stickers around to hand out to kids and I can't even stand to be asked for one. I hate shaking hands. Small talk drives me up the wall and oftentimes I can hardly get past a 'hello' when greeting a customer. Sometimes I don't even want to share positive life events with my friends like if I got a new job or started college. A friend I've known for over a decade didn't know I'd started a new job until she bumped into me at work!

When coworkers ask me innocent questions like ""What classes are you taking?"" or ""When does your shift end?"" I can get really agitated and often wish they would ignore me. I try very hard to answer nicely but I'm afraid that many times my irritation comes across easily in my body language. I know these people are just trying to be kind and have a conversation and I feel so bad that I react this way. I really don't know how to stop myself and I don't know why I do this or why I have these feelings.....When I get asked questions like this my knee-jerk reaction is to think to myself ""Oh my god why do these people even care? Can't they just leave me alone?"" but I know how ridiculous it is for me to be all bent out of shape over someone trying to be friendly. God, can you imagine how I get when someone is *unfriendly?* I can't calm myself down for the rest of the day!

I swear I'm not always like this. Once I establish a connection with someone, there are times when I can talk to them almost non-stop. For example, I recently met one of my online friends in person a few weeks ago and we didn't stop talking for 4 hours. I have a manager at work who's been all over the world and after I often stop to ask him questions about his experiences. I'm really good at making people laugh when I can release myself from my tendency to be uptight. Heck I've even had success with public speaking. In my college communication class I was the only one to get a perfect score on my speech! *ME*, the same person who has to give themselves a pep talk just to make a phone call!

So do I still have social anxiety or do I perhaps suffer from GAD...? I'd go see a therapist but I can't afford it....",2.3956941706561565,4.240469933665011,3.95430082292938,86.97653337088146,76.86069651741293,6.739998122594574,22.82014456021778,7.6368930633389525,0.9782396132544822,2322,69,478,33,53,772,271,603,0.126,0.708,0.166,0.9871,4,1,2,0,0,0,75.0,2,3,6,6,32,33,2,5,25,0,51,5,4,7,5,97,93,40,0,6,25,0,5,5,4,1,1,4,0,3,29,24,0,6,18,0,1,5,17,13,0,4,8,10,77,20,65,76,9,67,1,4,1,0,52,27,2,20,37,321,106,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343074732734292,0.0,0.060357379750452876,0.06242741908152572,0.0,0.0,0.05015418855595065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833217469024825,0.0680943537512991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365812819378172,0.22539847071284425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032766927504392,0.03674349082894169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695268457387721,0.0,0.0,0.0615482014019945,0.0,0.06145506583119902,0.0,0.0,0.05192215515441261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774564526249336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052747647671238816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035259042267811,0.0,0.05338635554921794,0.0,0.0,0.1990575678601554,0.0,0.0,0.057595988650590076,0.0,0.1179223484634094,0.0,0.06782688980890217,0.030477191372288163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509087317616247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627534189353145,0.0,0.1574577568936742,0.05782191796247067,0.03425605404423278,0.1011127495784354,0.04820796202066521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799032739701878,0.05950974821963731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935939633843632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582428509250534,0.1794429144211905,0.053575787701231316,0.0,0.06276783800466762,0.16562966779925595,0.0,0.0,0.06382323463327401,0.0,0.06163595948909725,0.04257449043427616,0.14723824603681093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051244221743389134,0.0,0.0,0.1207034394150632,0.061110071825456164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164292412544259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419162460650839,0.1633774240046848,0.04584236547567632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753995025489344,0.2507253736413941,0.10526078552154354,0.0,0.0,0.05697999384569957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057675678695480036,0.0,0.0,0.20256764563467808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584241879606624,0.0,0.05951495541939347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958672689856262,0.0,0.0,0.048031907498227285,0.054872708943133855,0.06288067262053397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457738318947144,0.2042855286723028,0.09280631582416007,0.05961418188530599,0.0,0.12799029485280514,0.0,0.04813623035405493,0.20157264652243664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680910851050992,0.0,0.045319804728886186,0.19378921116282735,0.05268359499812999,0.0,0.0,0.06998470215096794,0.0,0.1544888698458966,0.0,0.0,0.1757361483798668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276967619298235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497337428402996,0.03555215365008305,0.09568804732108403,0.04834950914320122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316825892252748,0.0,0.06931404930521977,0.0,0.0,0.1316442235671045,0.1224257436535893,0.0,0.04281810873678371,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mor90897,2019/11/01,"Been doing a lot of reflecting recently, I guess Here’s the place I’m in right now:
1. Freshly broken up with my boyfriend of 4 years (I’m in my sophomore year of college, so we basically dated all of high school), something I’ve thought about for years but have been too scared to do. I was so scared of actually asserting and standing up for myself. I was also scared of losing my best (tbh, only) friend, and being alone. 
2. I live in a housing co-op, which has been weird. I don’t think my housemates know I have social anxiety. I think some of them are uncomfortable around me because I don’t really know how to start and maintain a conversation. Overall people are nice, but they still point out that I’m “quiet”, etc.... At social events, I find myself isolating myself because I’m scared that I’m going to have an awkward or bad or unsuccessful interaction with someone. I thought living in a co-op would force me to be social, but instead it’s caused me a lot of anxiety. 
3. I’m in my sophomore year of college, and my grades so far are the worst they’ve been my entire life (grades are silly, but, I dunno, I graduated high school with a 4.3 gpa). I can feel myself slipping into another cycle of depression, of just being overwhelmed with sadness and shame and anger at myself. I don’t raise my hand in class. I want to, I just don’t. I don’t know - I can never bring myself to do it. 
4. I have so many more responsibilities that heavily rely on being social and developing relationships with people, and it’s so tiring figuring out how to manage everything. (How do you properly interact with people??? I feel like I never learned how to!!!) All of my personal and professional goals rely heavily on relationships, but I don’t know how to form them. 
5. I’m so tired of being like this!! I’m so fucking tired. Every day that I’m like this just heightens my self hatred more and more. I feel like I’ve never had autonomy over my own sense of self and personality, because everything I do is based upon what I think other people will like or accept, because I’m so scared of being rejected. I don’t really know who I am. 
Sorry that was super depressing, just wanted to vent!! (I’m in the process of finding a therapist.)
Maybe y’all can relate and maybe we can have a discussion, I dunno.",3.058986839119584,4.98359594247788,4.9853097345132715,79.96300317676427,75.19469026548674,7.821738143862039,25.52779668708873,8.617729084823388,1.9375175175856598,1794,63,342,36,39,615,203,452,0.198,0.7070000000000001,0.095,-0.995,0,2,1,0,0,0,77.0,2,2,3,4,25,29,2,8,12,0,44,6,1,6,5,75,75,34,0,3,12,0,4,5,1,2,4,1,0,4,14,24,0,0,19,0,0,2,10,18,0,0,10,5,55,11,54,57,13,42,0,6,0,1,23,25,1,9,19,238,69,13,0.0,0.0,0.07366005388949723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817712941196506,0.0,0.06036334631165498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915000672877526,0.11548784686501565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719544862700359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302475373488607,0.1840537814853596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921425090769607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754134366136335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048679982772997,0.0,0.1300259727785311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418296596466446,0.0,0.0,0.06359728109842776,0.0,0.13567764892676884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449869476005728,0.10784945891879794,0.0,0.0,0.13797931694361984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831760996899098,0.06978237613454955,0.0,0.0,0.04289845727342865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315250897624073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950285949568102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709669697737504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074161028040174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331553822499515,0.18438473965707955,0.0,0.13330490129255804,0.0,0.0,0.08444563547093192,0.0,0.12834508341972792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652743079501992,0.15166467963666191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746503250879716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05740786005684985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093203090395165,0.1318168550421145,0.07886317082007054,0.0,0.07135538227122493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671207405182372,0.0,0.07452988510854748,0.16207996215062914,0.0,0.06446166214804254,0.0,0.0,0.3778558674001816,0.1527846860383723,0.0,0.0,0.15748946707366426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30777970553316764,0.06395609672390129,0.05811013388971058,0.0,0.08449650456882853,0.053426918232389264,0.0,0.0602804403122722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764102693031492,0.0,0.1450984585180257,0.0,0.11984938344488096,0.0,0.2602681685221385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904309541123133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362061858619644,0.0,0.0,0.19443307988666328
socialanxiety,aleahhhhh248,2019/11/01,Nervous About a Job The other day I got a phone call for an interview at Wawa. I really want to work at this job but I’m scared that I won’t know what to do and I’ll mess up. I really want to go to this interview and get the job because I want to work. But my anxiety makes it really hard for me. I keep thinking of the worse outcomes. What do you think I should do? Should I go?,-1.0551764705882365,0.8481823647058846,1.8850000000000016,96.68750000000004,90.05882352941177,6.223529411764706,16.735294117647058,7.554174236665415,0.1333764705882352,291,7,74,6,10,102,51,85,0.20199999999999999,0.738,0.059000000000000004,-0.9213,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,2,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,19,4,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,11,0,12,15,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,46,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342120116824966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428568086061205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914373932438803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090868072574462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795023035320348,0.0,0.21309768733020665,0.0,0.1499443748576716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794468645324645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5581330240425872,0.1666402738809992,0.0,0.0,0.10303375606459853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514393202312454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603122459507997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876995505313946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24025841417628455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317405609235521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729744213612325,0.0,0.19105748987424495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mazoo25,2019/11/01,"Why do people talk so much crap behind your back? I never get this about people. I’m quiet, keep to myself and I’m pretty awkward. Like I miss social cues a lot. I think I may have Asperger’s tbh purely cause of the social trouble. 

But I’m extremely kind, I smile, I genuinely listen and am interested in their life. I try to laugh if they said something funny and sometimes try to act lighthearted. But I do have trouble keeping flow in convo, eye contact, etc. Yet when I’m alone, I overhear people talking about me saying how weird I am and if I run into them again, I immediately get an uncomfortable vibe that they don’t wanna see or talk to me. 

I get that you don’t like me, that’s fine but what gives with the hostility and bad gossip? I mean it really hurts me inside and I can’t help almost breaking down at home thinking about it. And I never try to talk bad about people, it makes me feel horrible. I just don’t understand why people are so mean to each other.",2.2845064861816127,4.269019720812185,4.192038917089679,84.501008178229,77.6802030456853,6.611280315848847,21.604342921601805,7.594959193182576,0.9115100958826856,763,21,151,11,18,259,118,197,0.18899999999999997,0.7,0.111,-0.9590000000000001,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,4,0,12,17,2,1,4,0,12,3,2,3,3,35,33,17,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,4,1,0,9,10,0,2,6,0,0,3,6,11,0,0,1,7,29,6,19,31,4,15,0,2,2,0,20,5,1,6,8,100,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938699115334328,0.12348153217430287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167695415511133,0.1990964164233114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247730243077802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296780910841413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028393200277742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687101302620054,0.11437184378771895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991425580694378,0.0,0.11959277232874295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763322998702956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211945983035233,0.0,0.12415488133448192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421240838899882,0.11649499199407265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101361150421578,0.0,0.0,0.07958386371975297,0.0,0.0,0.2597427713320875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876443689903548,0.0,0.18390791866981426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132793163073431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129506883416745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637882826793893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341063411369826,0.09481280368368092,0.0,0.0,0.09500718784145093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24307051114091305,0.0,0.09178551862326537,0.117916944618548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38331536150782375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527896125862196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242838610724158,0.0,0.0,0.12411782025062434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151647135228072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,avacadopablo,2019/11/01,"A less stressful way of thinking in my opinion In 6th grade i was this happy kid who lived outside of his schools district but also hadn't realized he'd been living in poverty because his mother had been the absolute best at trying to provide, but it all fell apart in 7th grade, it was a new and scary experience, i had no friends blah blah blah everyones been through it. Eighth grade was some what of a limbo for me i made new friends but no new ""plot development"", then freshman came around that was my peak i had so many new friends so many people that allowed me to talk through my issues plot development occured i figured out that i am worth love and respect and it all leads into current year...sophmore year a few weeks ago i finnaly pulled my head out of my ass and realized that everyone is sad, self conscious, and wants to have friends just like me so whenever someone is being an asshole to me or being an ass in general i just slow down humble myself and try to think to myself ""hey whats happening at"" ""do they just not know how to communicate emotions properly"" and ""do they just want a friend but... You cant ALWAYS give soneone this much slack so make sure to take my emotions into account too...bye thanks for reading this hella long post!",4.203409237379162,5.856065297959184,4.6103759398496225,84.9754135338346,71.53061224489795,7.280343716433943,30.85392051557465,7.85451343220497,2.0744285714285717,998,44,192,13,19,315,149,245,0.12,0.6940000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9722,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,2,11,14,0,1,8,0,21,4,3,5,3,43,34,19,0,2,10,1,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,14,13,0,0,7,1,2,4,5,2,0,0,13,0,26,12,29,18,7,31,0,1,0,3,19,14,2,3,12,130,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989981463484876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012440323294503,0.0937736114601691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032495011479224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869954298711624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826940563801143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889627917026406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25353974996802514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537518667496944,0.0,0.11024008966810828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353502678008556,0.0,0.0,0.1081100148364612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965830704518627,0.11996892139741895,0.0,0.0,0.1156604731711164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176272407373863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193577271081786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055058460613034974,0.0,0.199028473587104,0.0997340213136039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171417951442062,0.1066373990033136,0.07522666770551148,0.22851579485811235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284586239132548,0.0,0.0,0.4353770142174671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813047606457671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793335576633566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127283142478653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405620706685812,0.0,0.0,0.1175684012132709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548849430233124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909496816992916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621635843874272,0.0,0.08473473268052867,0.09058223608025827,0.0,0.10375700811282307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442442070105932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302883960952274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294418428227442,0.08945428117992138,0.09039939066358416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514739791807793
socialanxiety,sali_eyo,2019/07/15,Not faking it I have social anxiety and when I tell people that they think I am faking it or that it doesn’t exist   💀😒,-0.706666666666667,1.164540555555554,2.7792592592592613,91.1666666666667,87.88888888888891,5.0814814814814815,12.703703703703706,6.42735559955562,-0.7164962962962957,93,1,21,1,3,34,21,27,0.067,0.7490000000000001,0.184,0.4523,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,16,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422431325961835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828258041803093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5628981431461096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4826469534220061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538273269476839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,IBreakOutInHandcuffs,2019/07/15,"Posting here, because I’m honestly too scared to post it on social media. Friends, Family, and acquaintances!
Have I stopped talking to you out of the blue, sometime in the last year or so? Has it seemed like I’ve been a little “off” for a while? Do I appear to make excuses to not be around you?

Guess what? I have social anxiety issues!
No, I do not know if/when things will change.
No, it is not your fault.
No, I do not want you to make accommodations for me.
NO, I will not make accommodations for you.
YES, I still love you.

I say this, not to justify my own anti-social behavior, but to try and bring awareness to something millions of people struggle with every hour of every day... because most of the world just doesn’t seem to get it 🤷🏻‍♀️

That’s all. Happy Monday =)",0.7015789473684215,3.0893379108280246,2.7396379483741207,90.13834059671473,87.0891719745223,5.598256788467985,20.36506872276232,7.0608816371341465,0.5611222929936304,600,19,126,9,19,201,105,157,0.098,0.758,0.145,0.9111,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,6,0,0,6,8,0,2,5,1,12,1,0,3,1,26,25,6,0,1,9,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,11,3,0,1,1,2,16,5,22,21,3,19,0,0,1,1,13,7,0,6,9,87,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094943617964585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074643948940752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927579542062577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725349535698664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196426081976663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26641955842865106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149046760999913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215107020461112,0.0,0.08260302548288144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416982566753295,0.0,0.0,0.16830507781714515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570099006628554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501992078548264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689004555794466,0.1288761910356396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724182554973306,0.1584621481554966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269539726519487,0.0,0.3166077517732777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960968641518593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028406295517392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573096777222142,0.15829008977070874,0.0,0.0,0.2878646225225453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223350582965171,0.0,0.12171649435111795,0.15636929810762762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626238113092264,0.1321823610489717,0.0,0.1652850510301775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707833091068266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503754061123696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734251195535988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325407372315704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181405241042624
socialanxiety,SpringsteenFan1991,2019/07/15,"Obsessing about some awkward interaction You know, some little embarrassing moment that happened years ago and it just randomly flashes across your mind at night?  Sometimes, it will hit me and I’ll react out loud to it, like “Aw f***!” Haha WHY did I have to think about that right now?

So, last night, this happened to me. I was thinking about something that happened like 6 years ago. 

I was on the phone with kind of a local big shot in the industry that I was getting my degree in, I was working on this big project with him. Really nice guy, but I always got super nervous when I had to talk to him on the phone. He was picking his kids up from karate at the time. I took karate for like a year or so when I was a little kid, young enough I barely remember, but I kinda hated it because all the parents would be watching me getting taken down by older, bigger kids. Eventually just stopped, even though I loved karate, just learned it myself from Batman and Ninja Turtles lol. Really wish I hadn’t now, because that’s a pretty cool thing to know. But I remember moving up from the white belt to whatever the next belt was. So long ago, I don’t remember. Coulda sworn it was yellow.

So, he was picking his kids up from karate, and just to have something to say I was like “Oh cool. I did a little karate when I was a kid at the local rec center. Moved up to yellow belt, I think, but then I wound up stopping.”

He says to his kid “SpringsteenFan1991 got a yellow belt!” His kid says something and then he’s like “There is no yellow belt.” 

So his kid said that to him, probably in like a smart ass kid’s tone, as if I was just lying about it. I just said “Oh, really? Well, it was whatever the next belt up from white was. It was so long ago, I can’t really remember (*nervous chuckle*)”. 

He probably maybe didn’t think nothing of it. But maybe also could’ve thought I was full of shit. But it just ate at me afterwards. And I think about it from time to time, for no reason. Don’t even interact with him anymore. But it’s like a knife to my gut every time it crosses my mind like “Ohhh you idiot!” Haha

Last night it hit me again, in bed, like “Aaargh! Not that memory again!” and I was like “You know what? What the hell IS the next belt up from white?” So I Googled ‘karate belt progression’ and the images that I saw all showed like White, Yellow, Orange. Or White, Yellow, Green....

I was like “MotherFU***R! You LITTLE SON OF A B****!” Haha. Kid had me all screwed up. I guess there’s different schools of karate and some of them skip the yellow belt? Made me look dumb like that, like I’m just making up something pointless to impress this guy, and then I have to obsess about it all these years. And I was right! And there is no way for me to rectify it now. 

But, I *guess* that makes me feel a little better about it. So I just had to share it on here, because at least you guys can relate to that type of thinking.

Anybody have any good stories of minor embarrassments that still haunt you?",1.1946208655216353,3.5609197738693474,2.4324783119578006,93.49340808520216,84.09212730318258,5.3732243306082665,19.46321158028951,6.755614485485044,0.18020375009375256,2303,63,489,27,67,736,232,597,0.10400000000000001,0.736,0.16,0.9891,3,0,4,0,2,0,99.0,0,7,1,4,42,43,6,7,24,7,40,7,3,7,4,77,76,40,0,3,21,2,1,14,0,2,1,6,1,13,38,16,1,2,17,1,0,4,9,13,1,0,36,25,64,30,74,35,10,84,1,0,16,3,49,39,5,10,54,315,102,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21698448310031998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048938021360961724,0.050919560475433306,0.0,0.0,0.04161504028612308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068949490805262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191263126043584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412244909534848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04885962934373538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393627547186875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323131282783957,0.0,0.08083810470537664,0.0,0.05155985032415303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030942284859645168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394424876820977,0.0,0.0,0.05132788422299793,0.0978872675716895,0.0,0.1348274908248791,0.1817795063041855,0.16234494268002403,0.0,0.0,0.06041788952416629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372569899372174,0.10089434356959004,0.09976500463158093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185584408770193,0.30666985146021936,0.0,0.10831218827256736,0.05138880974595896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05523133037478816,0.05790466425406397,0.0816969464212893,0.0,0.12295821529578295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358002560205393,0.0,0.0,0.13008226935522665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524633395266847,0.17228350122377142,0.0,0.058718735245807674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795036369485029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062257826376755934,0.1319582042426716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681362399543555,0.0629191688221661,0.0,0.0,0.2772903006147636,0.10452124979542124,0.11642187330107688,0.1459953597479461,0.0,0.061933115755132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281630406861201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884451507310768,0.060523916887140275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887080746682474,0.1023243607395036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918662698671722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04065557276856525,0.23526964279734536,0.06012427064841764,0.048582393501196815,0.14273435886880315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799045512020921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857414158845928,0.0,0.0,0.05502210616798642,0.0,0.05521942279129961,0.0,0.07037180795890967,0.0,0.0,0.044551054765104736,0.0,0.0,0.04347152929877586,0.0,0.0,0.1576315893364234
socialanxiety,ermagerd6,2019/07/15,"Trouble overcoming SA Hey everyone reading this.

I was just wondering if anyone could either post tips on how to handle/overcome SA or post their stories of how they overcame SA because at this point I feel like my anxiety has a full control right now and nothing I try seems to mitigate it. Whenever I go out and try to socialize I feel like I'm being put in a choke hold and my anxiety is telling me to keep quiet and stay away from everyone. Even if I manage to start up some kind of conversation I start clamming up (especially with girls) and immediately start shutting down to the point where I can only respond with ""Mhm"" and things along those lines, all the while feeling like they're forcing themselves to talk to me. I'm always afraid that people are looking at me and judging me while I'm not looking. I feel and know that I'm missing out on so much but I feel like I'm on a leash and only doing things my anxiety lets me do. 

Thanks for taking the time to read this.",7.111692307692309,6.140997425641029,7.44576923076923,76.4117307692308,64.48717948717949,10.466666666666667,35.9102564102564,9.642632912329526,3.254887179487179,778,32,152,13,10,255,118,195,0.055999999999999994,0.871,0.073,0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,7,9,0,1,6,0,10,0,0,3,1,37,33,18,0,3,7,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,14,0,3,8,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,8,20,6,28,29,5,30,0,1,2,0,9,18,0,6,11,101,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865895619420284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27211501882418065,0.0,0.0,0.08290624353999919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139953481733644,0.0,0.0,0.07227859838806118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329852827935488,0.0946677462664716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831374580302941,0.0,0.0,0.2265956357723257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29976039639905205,0.33882304029408106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738552915806707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053896283455782,0.0,0.1234714299723744,0.06516245446434747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212448970326531,0.0,0.2317074140222887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913629584626316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871619017468307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377021078550137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803542259389928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220085688777615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241721729979753,0.0,0.2271127677100774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919465417915695,0.0,0.0,0.2372022927143093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125732929200076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794081897743248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086622479960885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517713725759761,0.12637884172268274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914917693243217,0.09530131901991508,0.10363458448291328,0.10916246008710667,0.0,0.0,0.1575440296567081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913857232643876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100121716969829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285830876285102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DemonKiddoo,2019/07/15,"Help :'D Heyo. I dont get outside much as i use to and started to become more scared of people even if they are my friends. I start overthinking on what they could do.
I always end up loosing friends super fast and i dont want that to happen ever, i try my best to have a better personality like being more nicer, friendly, etc.. But my personality is reallyyyy crappy like i tend to get angry over certain things that a friend does. I have this friend (lets call them N) N use to be one of my best friends but then after i started to stay inside and pay more attention to art since im an artist and always think art is my number 1 priority even though its not. I dont even like my friend anymore because they became so much more meaner and talk behind my back with my brother that shes friends with now, im moving on from N. Since im going back to school after being homeschooled for 7th and 8th any tips on how to become more friendly :""D",3.0135924006908468,4.383241792746111,4.284994818652852,87.2582348877375,74.07772020725389,6.390189982728844,23.74749568221071,6.742157984588678,0.6798817962003456,738,21,154,6,15,243,112,193,0.045,0.716,0.239,0.988,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,4,10,18,0,1,3,0,15,0,0,3,2,21,27,14,0,3,4,1,0,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,2,3,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,23,17,25,22,10,20,0,0,0,0,20,5,0,1,15,104,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753401457656376,0.0,0.0,0.06028757812176426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792068060690321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633849594825487,0.0,0.054042492438129024,0.19582216460869414,0.0,0.0,0.18607324537960632,0.07840702196953246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052537289755204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078279152941586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758147868075395,0.0,0.31170454246551976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852089311545082,0.0,0.09887234622074928,0.1756648624799918,0.08019237650934805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6164428838771088,0.0,0.09263583229874883,0.0,0.05038395916882759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839620280874733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05942272811064672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872837322597206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065444788883999,0.0,0.12993520678411147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422488746964773,0.13034138793770808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060074063474527026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614613355244468,0.15481803925659784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875785193601711,0.08972231022102023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667056718510818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824870434706745,0.09449308302117992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125651198748481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889760054340897,0.05680573206347171,0.08710184199771838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060190064939473036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531367210114394,0.0,0.0,0.05229026832911711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cordycutty1,2019/07/15,"Lasting Impression Damn it.   As usual I’ve set myself up for more social awkwardness.    Upon meeting someone at the office, I made the mistake of mentioning that I read a lot.    Now I feel pressure to discuss the kinds of books I read.    Since a lot of them lean left, I am definitely putting myself out there.    I guess I need to start reading Rush Limbaugh BS.    I hate talking about myself.",2.6177054794520562,5.281617397260277,3.809845890410962,84.00052226027398,80.50684931506851,5.8417808219178085,28.30308219178082,7.1686216300943375,1.8242616438356167,302,14,53,4,8,98,55,73,0.179,0.758,0.063,-0.8115,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,2,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,7,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,2,12,6,3,12,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,3,4,37,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209784806337413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224398866380666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993562056883859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102707270360229,0.0,0.16459340884359255,0.0,0.0,0.21938888203478926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433337870129071,0.0,0.19106351195423352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497226305382985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029874165923753,0.0,0.0,0.6059300344396528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703199410244893,0.0,0.0,0.205834086220589,0.17108788514298165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292145578469115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229728320383965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223885944162758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,molsdee,2019/07/15,"Moved to new city & social anxiety wont let me make friends I moved to a new city alone (almost 2yrs ago), at first I had “built in friends” through roommates in my internship. When it ended, I got my own place in the city while everyone else I knew moved away. It’s been over a year and I still don’t know anyone else.

How do you make friends as an adult? I’m not in college, and I’m the only employee ruling out friends from work. 

I’ve tried going to small interest groups or church related things. If I can manage to overcome the anxiety of going & get in the door, I end up by myself too socially awkward to carry on a conversation with a stranger. 

Last week I realized how isolated I’d become when I found myself whispering “happy birthday to me” alone in a restaurant. Help!",4.899999999999999,5.384644509554138,5.715165605095542,82.05109235668793,68.87261146496813,9.33732484076433,30.98662420382165,9.3871,2.608192866242038,616,24,125,12,10,202,105,157,0.07200000000000001,0.7859999999999999,0.141,0.9299,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,6,7,0,1,10,0,7,0,0,4,0,16,18,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,5,3,1,0,1,5,1,16,6,24,11,1,32,1,0,0,0,11,14,0,3,13,74,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952073779239044,0.0,0.12371874046579645,0.25592368957132666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677354783033517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903275224262456,0.0,0.0,0.08638991406381748,0.12659286701277886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160804763151018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645266031216624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642244882199748,0.0,0.21885948972325525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11805852409754165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509263908010158,0.0,0.13546758002303425,0.3818215895750578,0.0,0.06455043423023607,0.0,0.14043405718416507,0.0,0.0988152296583899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315226142473664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281380557616705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790054163588333,0.1007107674889392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263395347332776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164942851573552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3939463110891511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386531546091154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396630105667952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908477069559185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518899018411938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986681962470452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208196754653406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388319577372799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910536869008936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899467891452422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956296098615698
socialanxiety,CaptainDonut101,2019/07/15,Loop thoughts Does anyone ever feel trapped in your own thoughts. Especially those that go in a loop and these thoughts keep replaying over and over again. That sucks.,3.558275862068964,6.672414482758622,1.3202758620689643,95.92731034482759,93.82758620689656,5.078620689655172,26.4896551724138,6.742157984588678,1.2937255172413784,136,6,25,2,5,36,22,29,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.7096,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,4,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316124557857637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898725414682825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29962780267183503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748615928739286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825274462222066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944235511489746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7889086277965534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NehtAyemSeht,2019/07/15,Has anyone tried ECT for treating SA? I'm considering asking for  Electroconvulsive Therapy  and was wondering if anyone has any experience with it in the past? I understand that it comes with risks and is quite a severe treatment i'm just about at the point of giving up and figure it can't do any more harm,5.82279661016949,7.008243101694918,6.762500000000002,72.85019067796613,67.13559322033898,9.967796610169492,28.309322033898304,10.125756701596842,2.8235728813559318,249,8,45,6,4,83,46,59,0.149,0.812,0.039,-0.7748,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,13,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,9,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450177698410248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547533554774315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371535118713797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185200529507928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481445324608808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433498481967708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421631563461156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23980651872536815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698164430165561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865825145957817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29010146500277084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17222985745140199,0.0,0.0,0.2640864369780036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751016078291794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,WisestAirBender,2019/07/15,"I went to the gym That is all.


For reals tho. As a super skinny no sports no muscle 20 year old you guys probably know how scary the idea can be. I cant believe i actually did it. 

The biggest hurdle was going for the first time i think. Hopefully i can focus on the exercises and my body rather than the act of going. 

And in case any of you are in the edge, there were very intimidating people there but also there were skinny ones like me. And no one really laughed at me or stared at me or anything. Go ahead, just do it",1.0250041701417842,3.060476504587161,3.3222518765638043,88.89286905754797,82.11926605504587,6.165471226021682,18.16597164303586,7.348242739294969,0.2478550458715593,405,9,89,6,11,139,80,109,0.08900000000000001,0.807,0.10400000000000001,0.5849,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,3,8,4,0,0,8,0,11,4,3,1,1,15,18,10,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,2,0,3,3,0,5,4,0,0,3,5,1,11,4,13,12,1,16,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,6,67,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.20977994488252094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719116236485547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461871351728643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769021912668854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421978463961088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387834756061803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285357673820765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665176249748112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128543356523578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135139539099833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426752352389858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814202221260706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502360093427876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22557510550135196,0.0,0.2913387968512049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903329747415198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317742780994555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24468319664597216,0.13771544068174146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774424998436532,0.0,0.0,0.12535087597117972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773729619042669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992795666234731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384337867955958
socialanxiety,notspicy,2019/07/15,"Internship I have an internship in a corporate office this summer. Since I started, my social anxiety has gotten worse and worse. I feel like I'm in a downward spiral. I'm really socially awkward with everyone there (including the other interns) and get nervous in EVERY social interaction. I go to business meetings and have borderline anxiety attacks and it's very obvious based on my body language -- hunched shoulders, tense neck, darting eyes. The others in the room feed off my nervousness and get nervous too. It sucks when my anxiety is contagious like that.

I also have to deliver a presentation and I have a severe fear of public speaking. Even when asked to speak up in a group it's difficult. I keep humiliating myself every day with my awkwardness and weird behavior and the shame is so hard to bear. I can't seem to get my anxiety under control and it's affecting my work performance, relationships and general well being. 

I did start seeing a therapist but only had one session so far because she was on vacation for 2 weeks (ugh). I also started taking medication but the effects don't show until about one month. 


Anyways, just wanted to vent/possibly get advice. I really want to quit but my friends and family keep telling me to stick it out. I feel like they don't understand the hell I'm going through :(",5.210061728395061,7.436958596707826,6.5328621399177,69.86571296296299,70.02880658436214,10.2920987654321,33.960699588477375,10.467255456243755,4.3658215637860085,1061,53,167,33,20,358,151,243,0.163,0.758,0.079,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,5,13,18,3,7,13,0,14,6,4,3,1,31,39,21,0,2,4,0,3,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,9,14,1,3,5,1,0,2,3,13,1,2,4,7,24,5,26,34,0,27,1,0,2,0,15,14,2,1,14,114,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111112997506086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185984169158947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479363360629178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629891179006984,0.129355956942228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931356859933377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630072403097958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752992901333018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333037763462437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510114076708056,0.0,0.19160288783298388,0.10865008795611243,0.0,0.0,0.1071910410713478,0.1279498401917139,0.11498542175716098,0.16246188062729386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784827188038795,0.0,0.2376248698798172,0.0,0.12924244802930734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185742831219946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021326200812477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665169318772688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454591762358908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075831947873396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540990258526469,0.0864778460747449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093936138412555,0.0,0.0,0.14568478680690736,0.0,0.0,0.12207671566909567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060823673054154,0.10351284512590044,0.0,0.1284543888859434,0.0,0.09405802694728703,0.0,0.0,0.3477240656637022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144314767559036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549207827335173,0.0,0.09938326200313227,0.0,0.0,0.13202037541909778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837101060727095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381860890983884,0.13413241830240455,0.0,0.09120736607044692,0.0,0.10223453297633686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277866106411846,0.0,0.2317504053192211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ImAnonymous05,2019/07/15,"When being asked something, do you pretend that you're thinking about it for a few seconds before giving a simple answer you already knew beforehand? I just think I'll come off as rude or something if I make the exchange too short.",9.5875,7.84368638636364,8.544545454545457,72.9868181818182,60.13636363636364,9.70909090909091,40.18181818181819,7.1686216300943375,3.2974909090909086,187,8,31,1,2,58,38,44,0.105,0.8370000000000001,0.057,-0.25,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,4,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36914388522422903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127248985281845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846462885506231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28815369777223704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32089576065589936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329031025927906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.515049558359426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286853943019131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,damn_theseheadaches,2019/07/15,"I didnt go to college today so that I don't have to speak in front of my class I do this all the time even if I don't want to. From the night before, I get so anxious that I freeze.

Its the same for stage performance. I'm really good with instruments and music in general but I don't perform on stage because of stage fright. The fear is immense and I don't know what to do about it.

I have tried the keep practicing in front of a mirror or to do more stage performances and the fear would go away, but it does not!

Is there hope for me? What should I do?",1.3969421487603313,2.697898322314053,2.976933884297523,95.27085537190085,78.17355371900827,6.823471074380167,20.36446280991736,7.554174236665415,0.31489685950413193,431,10,106,6,10,142,72,121,0.158,0.8140000000000001,0.027999999999999997,-0.9464,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,3,7,0,15,0,0,0,1,18,23,9,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,1,2,12,2,18,20,3,16,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,3,75,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684344491734783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232447304481006,0.0,0.0,0.14484635183412026,0.0,0.2021907047887113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793626736718335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694079064913274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347601615106161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414270467773847,0.0,0.270081276688674,0.19929806028143224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360027894981233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120087449748165,0.0,0.0,0.13058559540740555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22298319995175214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222062803238012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855373784002825,0.0,0.22522883136122546,0.0,0.0,0.1613232648942438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014998683806204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879307608069274,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,charliesmac,2019/07/15,"I'm lonely and worried about myself Hello, 

I'm 19 and still live at home. I recently quit a retail job that was distressing me pretty badly. I haven't  been social at a healthy level for a couple years now (since maybe 14 years) and even then, I only had the one friend I depended on way too much. I haven't been able to go outside much. The thought scares me because I feel like I would look suspicious doing anything. I feel guilty all the time for things I haven't done.

 I feel like people hate me as soon as they see me. Which it doesn't help that I'm overweight. And I want to go outside and exercise to lose weight. I'd love to be able to get to a place (physically and mentay) where I can run because I love it so, so much and it helps with my emotions but I can only do it for a few short bursts. 

And I find it very hard to talk to anyone I don't know. I feel like I come off as cold and rude. I'm not meaning to, I really try to be nice to people but I think my expressions and tone don't match my intentions because people close to me say I look and sound angry and mean. But with family and their friends, it's difficult to talk because anything I say they kind of just stare and me and don't really respond to what I'm saying they just go back to what they were talking about before. Like if I say anything everyone goes quiet and stares at me. Then they don't respond. It makes me feel so bad it hurts my stomach.

Sorry if this isn't the right place for this. I guess I'm looking for advice on how to have a little more  confidence? And see if anyone has these problems?",2.67982035928144,3.7435488023952095,3.999441916167665,90.1841808383234,74.44910179640719,7.020646706586826,23.240239520958085,7.404127859558343,0.7491812215568858,1236,33,276,14,25,407,167,334,0.147,0.746,0.107,-0.9107,1,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,6,2,15,21,2,2,10,0,24,6,1,4,1,50,56,32,0,6,9,0,7,4,2,1,2,6,1,0,17,21,2,0,11,1,1,5,10,11,0,1,7,21,43,10,35,46,6,30,0,3,7,2,24,14,0,5,14,175,60,1,0.17316406035300966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460695782572022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108033726377157,0.0,0.2137489007045552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665762368159591,0.14458475732712994,0.21111840788099054,0.0,0.07367493061235818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458275250017314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580136957376907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860347750937228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739313032590374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057186614357007025,0.0,0.0,0.08273284022503972,0.0,0.0,0.08162183244705401,0.0,0.21889237978083065,0.18556265897400806,0.0,0.0,0.07913440701559485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378612347671107,0.0,0.04523553722571279,0.0,0.14761968909892828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537986758381337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756049259426813,0.08548182966622546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160682195128882,0.0,0.08684883573427009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268785403608977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591930512375902,0.0,0.0,0.09016186082705847,0.04758321946930191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691984260678719,0.08677794015232403,0.07645351890218043,0.0,0.218121297320245,0.09686314494190257,0.0,0.0,0.156287325244892,0.0,0.05779417746329965,0.0,0.08698328672812271,0.18862642650824196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909432633074178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867022440815276,0.1316990709698721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007523409032003,0.0,0.18091958697739932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808505149122432,0.0,0.08284730972032706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209064668546643,0.0,0.0,0.11093333118131883,0.0,0.08548930946534933,0.0,0.0,0.07394058069455953,0.0,0.275414022178347,0.08668371656396795,0.0,0.13798933647487666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162155007601717,0.0,0.0,0.08825947623278127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969214942073814,0.0,0.0,0.06914452114152456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20877406856058575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057521253618024064,0.055478268907953605,0.0,0.06873646065352447,0.050486678070162584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058783515096120675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143924249935703,0.051068324661152416,0.0687247854923329,0.0,0.10543358742024804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792825443599972,0.0,0.06150539007758505,0.0,0.0,0.11151197746060697
socialanxiety,geoalo,2019/07/15,"How do I open up? I’ve been having social anxiety with EVERYONE, including my close friends and parents. It’s been like that for a few years.
My parents are divorced, and for a while, my dad was fully focused with his new girlfriend. He rarely gave attention. And my mother worked too much, so I never felt safe talking to them. The few times I tried giving hints to my father about my current problems, he was extremely rude with me. This lead me to be super afraid to fully talking about myself.
My mom doesn’t work all day anymore, but I still don’t feel safe talking to her because she will for sure also talk to my sister and grandmother, and I don’t want basically my whole family knowing about my problems. I fee restless just thinking about this idea. I don’t feel like my family is actually my family, it’s weird.
I’ve tried opening up to a friend before, but the words simply didn’t came out of my mouth. I didn’t even know where to start!
How can I overcome this?",3.7701208981001706,5.327673818652851,4.651834196891193,84.628183074266,72.47150259067358,7.426459412780657,26.856303972366142,8.021203637495839,1.6521615889464591,769,27,150,11,15,249,117,193,0.09699999999999999,0.7879999999999999,0.115,0.5518,3,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,1,4,13,14,1,2,5,0,17,1,1,3,3,36,28,12,0,3,3,7,3,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,2,8,0,1,2,7,6,0,0,9,3,29,8,22,17,5,18,0,0,0,0,24,7,0,0,11,102,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.12961050541636093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621393022347447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160485508249296,0.0,0.13171905193951908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096418065990348,0.0,0.11301772217924955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190758452480171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565615741108645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772456030909362,0.0,0.0,0.1269126020742444,0.0,0.0,0.3756249312998359,0.0,0.13431281419395075,0.09488469082792486,0.12752541660212274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522860094819625,0.0,0.0,0.12741043668959512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993454168830772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598580639786207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977562755449315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555399221212654,0.0,0.0,0.09763598239415797,0.0,0.10243687367621,0.1282757559278199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949557414637047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25417639773656153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353904901118342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400875385357156,0.0,0.10606805076894447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517871385671667,0.0,0.0,0.4270139920992165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510394961095585,0.0,0.0,0.07744682361369938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034842849892552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833907247339457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482857490941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338512226723312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855299732456594
socialanxiety,rossonabreak,2019/07/15,"Anyone else feeling awkward when being taken photos? Or with selfies? I am feeling so uncomfortable smiling when another person takes a picture. Or when taking selfies, I feel like social anxiety is written on my eyes or something, like I look even the camera in a weird way. I know this isn't an issue, it is the definition of first world problem. Just wondering if it is a common thing.",3.926607142857143,6.557015430555558,5.465873015873015,74.19500000000002,75.25,6.8920634920634924,31.119047619047624,7.957251820313856,2.756021428571429,309,15,47,5,7,104,55,72,0.14400000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.152,0.1461,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,6,0,6,1,1,0,0,12,16,8,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,5,5,2,4,13,0,9,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,5,7,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420814982283451,0.17661066721100252,0.0,0.0,0.16142578661214269,0.2365479044455156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928576184881972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248378745682986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501959976792731,0.16492960441333213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19637317752300765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409624983265152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268770604039036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255774111534045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938679876655023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158192702176053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090609330182545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353372264864904,0.0,0.17773072745875862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471626598351386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153376077768564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324944922613834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25036264072724546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wh1teshyguy,2019/07/15,"""Social media is just people's highlight reels."" Does anyone else get a little annoyed by this common line? I get that most people don't live in a state of constant joy and adventure, but at least they have SOMETHING going on in their lives. Even if someone's social media only represents 10% of their real life, that's still 10% better than what I can manage. I don't have any ""highlight reel"" whatsoever to show.",8.000443037974684,7.1136517974683535,7.9454113924050676,73.27482594936713,62.67088607594936,9.418987341772151,31.14240506329114,8.07648339933343,2.3216303797468347,328,9,56,3,4,106,61,79,0.022000000000000002,0.8290000000000001,0.149,0.8247,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,3,4,1,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,9,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568215651183886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979296248879168,0.21950155623242945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946695823677487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315039971245711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18747207089264867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895972271946275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149535048913714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238502232133762,0.0,0.121750517336994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151315333314191,0.0,0.2147123972040839,0.3783339012048506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292979061185234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970369744564911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438379800482764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4367562466832722,0.1815144030322249,0.16492292061925673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108248780467966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,itsdaly,2019/07/15,"What's your job ? Since almost every job involves social interaction at some point, I wonder what kind of job do you guys have ?

For me, I'm still a student about to become a software developer in the near futur and I'm already anxious that I'll work in a team and do plannings and meetings...",4.578793103448277,5.576721189655178,5.73051724137931,79.80370689655173,69.86206896551724,7.179310344827586,30.017241379310345,7.1686216300943375,1.8049172413793104,231,9,43,2,4,77,45,58,0.046,0.9540000000000001,0.0,-0.3313,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,3,2,27,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168941976194836,0.0,0.23902413125632865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446970077291083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392183282825561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249533445920915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446863268124505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6448279746867863,0.0,0.0,0.22555617749841045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475756397349892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791742418964055,0.0,0.0,0.2207970188776707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729775066816256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348940944712392,0.15768780531272594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,iamnotapopstar,2019/07/15,"I don’t know what happens to me, but I have some kind of difficult to reply to messages I sometimes start chatting with some cool people, but suddenly I start to feel very insecure about myself and start to struggle to reply to their messages... and  when I finally get a little better to finally reply  (after a few days), the person just thinks I lost interest on them and usually ignores me... it sucks, does it happen to anyone else? :/",11.880813008130085,7.64001553658537,11.474878048780491,61.47703252032521,58.26829268292683,14.347967479674795,44.406504065040636,11.855464076750405,5.28830406504065,342,14,57,7,3,114,56,82,0.23399999999999999,0.659,0.107,-0.9075,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,3,10,1,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,13,13,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,11,4,14,12,3,12,0,1,0,0,6,2,1,2,10,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361710544269336,0.19954047148749926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722371669102674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559517265716594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042369110606906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16268544087633185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846951812115576,0.0,0.0,0.4266698336735309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017468391779444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444268007921104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279817409442455,0.10702740535067463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518683014232005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258845632351486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501247770085684,0.17004484928990593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260894784322424,0.0,0.4135270374618563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359098722323415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478548616064022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448539947892933,0.1606859907799341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sadposting-lmao,2019/07/15,"does anyone else feel nervous making posts i just get so scared that like i’m posting to the wrong subreddit, or that people won’t even care, or they’ll think i’m lying and just attention seeking. and it sucks because i love making posts on reddit and venting like that, but i constantly feel like i’m doing it wrong. does anyone else feel like that?",6.3763043478260855,6.429471521739131,6.1867753623188415,81.430597826087,65.66666666666666,8.63913043478261,28.84420289855073,8.07648339933343,1.8425333333333336,281,8,53,3,4,88,43,69,0.179,0.622,0.2,0.3988,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,4,11,1,2,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,15,16,7,0,0,5,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,4,6,2,14,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,5,25,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843743990496528,0.3200908587554996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952181121569568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159256380352384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879678330496206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733834656787465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26097022869059644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316867229865888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23693834424924354,0.22317872075264175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160808903913576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052458546237801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140976660569245,0.0,0.20852951770351175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828946029798872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487894647317974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563835182126332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008669701846463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415605091173937,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Ray4-3127,2019/07/15,"Hard days I just came home from my bf's house. It's his birthday. Went through terrible anxiety in front of his parents and friends, I just couldn't know what to talk about or what to say, I was pretty much the only one that wasn't talking. He helped me and included me in the conversation, but I just felt really uncomfortable. I feel really sad. I wish I could get rid of this and just say what I think or what comes to my mind. Just needed to say that if you find someone who is struggling to enter the conversation, help them. It really makes a difference.",4.115625000000001,5.2377321696428565,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,71.05357142857143,9.171428571428573,26.5,9.516144504307137,2.0994607142857133,441,14,93,10,8,144,73,112,0.142,0.758,0.099,-0.6201,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,25,16,7,0,5,9,1,3,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,10,5,0,0,5,0,0,5,2,3,0,1,5,6,16,1,12,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,18,2,0,3,1,61,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905819673263133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929525800008617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14532366883637468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469651922947187,0.0,0.0,0.1088002065014116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762599077035688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530187648947803,0.0,0.1619824199432706,0.0,0.15419251734736514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034039138597595,0.0,0.08814094426737233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151125762494879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615764274561265,0.0,0.16922399643325672,0.0,0.0,0.19466191393119656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271537716859288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261131595173735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703430778995456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401694597938695,0.12509197382818588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431828374028412,0.1283070920159421,0.0,0.0,0.18732597019274225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163274917100946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242285543860646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024808834171861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429424608269292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636618496618867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711959765858799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080987937308438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639041752848395,0.0,0.0,0.1940014222634565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RedHeadedFark,2019/07/15,"Any drastic improvement after seeking medical help? Just curious on how other people improved after going on medication, seeing a psychiatrist etc. 

I'm off to the doctor's today to seek some help and would be a bit more comforting hearing of some other people's experiences.",8.74625,10.034289458333333,10.070833333333333,51.357500000000016,60.66666666666666,12.233333333333334,38.91666666666667,11.855464076750405,5.754991666666667,226,11,27,7,3,79,39,48,0.0,0.688,0.312,0.9412,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,4,5,7,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,3,22,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683694640748447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703037916895314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25341851590363745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761279265753144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421902034946926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071091371577074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790515494807373,0.0,0.3319082702459042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988410843957923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34329500192145024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729690941227354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346860548390047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758805960591484,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,asking4sumhelp,2019/07/15,"Tips to stop embarrassing myself? A lot of the time when I'm in public, whether it be in class or at a restaurant, I usually inadvertantly end up embarrassing myself.  Granted, I'm not actually DOING anything, apart from turning super red.

Usually when it happens something kind of awkward has just happened around me. Maybe someone next to me is answering a question in class, or the table next to me loudly drops their fork on the ground.

In my head I instantly feel embarrassed. In the restaurant scenario, my mind thinks ""what if everyone thinks I'M the one who dropped it?"" Or in class ""what if people see me and I start to blush?""

Regardless of the scenario, it absolutely drains me. My face turns bright red and I inevitably start to sweat. I want this to stop. It's unappealing for jobs, and if I ever manage to date I think it will get old fast and be a dealbreaker for most.

All that to say, any tips for maintaining mental composure when in public.",4.8816839584995995,6.751292575419001,5.481344772545892,78.53682960893858,70.1731843575419,8.689704708699121,30.66280925778133,9.23628265651192,2.8083021548284117,757,32,137,16,14,244,109,179,0.081,0.863,0.055999999999999994,-0.5319,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,0,4,10,0,6,3,3,0,2,29,22,14,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,7,18,3,26,19,3,32,0,0,4,0,6,13,0,9,17,92,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.14529179588258773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124795969457698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252094488405195,0.13254059548747574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186929163547398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346764085999945,0.0,0.14226747913885976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528151333719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778707743006315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633197693281513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280055430800274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774692753289725,0.0,0.0,0.15504243078617405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265780207731537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957655141975046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004262414271913,0.0,0.1503329729490117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166850705039545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623138905413256,0.0,0.10088937965087352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032191873653583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678701054669276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840056061241255,0.0,0.0,0.11864330412763358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615109085578666,0.11462014030670567,0.0,0.0,0.2107653331370374,0.0,0.0,0.2489516453833951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862014688382548,0.0,0.0,0.08681694475373891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323891625604793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32795500109259657,0.0,0.08781714484386939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,clodinari,2019/04/30,"I can't make good friends I've been struggling a lot with this and I really need some advice.

I have a group of best friends that I sit with at lunch, and I've always had at least one of them in my classes until this year. Around them, I'm energetic and loud, and I can feel like I'm really being myself. When I'm in class where I don't know anyone, I'm quiet and anxious. I try so hard to make friends but I always end up embarrassing myself. Gym class is the worst for me, by far. At my school, most of Gym is free time, which means we can walk around the gym and do whatever we want as long as it includes some kind of exercise. There's this girl that I somewhat made friends with, (I don't really remember how)  and I literally just follow her around. I feel so stupid because she obviously doesn't want to hang out with me. She always tries to walk away from me and go with her other friends. It's almost worse than having no friends at all, because she will always say things about me like ""why are you so awkward?"" or ""Why can't you just act normal?"" and I'll just suck up to her because she's all I have. I've tried to talk to my parents about it but they always say ""Just walk up to somebody and hang out!"" but its obviously not that easy. It's even worse when the teacher says ""Pick a partner!"" and I'll just stand there as everyone goes to their friends. Then I'm forced into a group of three where they completely ignore me. One time when the teacher didn't assign seats in class, no one sat by me. I was humiliated. I heard people whispering about how I was alone, and how strange I was. 

I'm sorry if this was all over the place and hard to read. I needed to vent really badly because of all the anxiety and stress I have right now. If you can, would you please give me some advice?",2.6414366275307373,3.9206992895442383,3.7886733844873848,90.80841823056299,74.87131367292227,6.9678838864749935,22.513543496348337,7.503015589744147,0.6389427567717489,1397,36,316,17,29,454,176,373,0.225,0.726,0.049,-0.9969,1,1,0,0,0,0,46.0,2,4,5,1,26,22,2,4,10,0,26,2,0,7,6,71,49,34,0,8,12,1,4,2,8,2,1,7,0,2,15,27,1,1,5,5,1,8,9,9,0,4,10,11,49,14,51,36,13,44,0,0,0,0,36,23,1,10,13,212,64,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677287788465289,0.0,0.0,0.08593846340139616,0.0888858411707487,0.0,0.0,0.35705442445171315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565369239577393,0.09695457542876244,0.0,0.060008826795934375,0.0,0.0,0.2291996656432456,0.0,0.0,0.08063271358780065,0.0,0.07165789141200217,0.20926548865427497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900650276826828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998286752567103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601293133448134,0.0,0.0,0.056684705602027215,0.0,0.0,0.08200672035765147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678849234852944,0.061311344813463266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641417380384951,0.0,0.0,0.08232840459876048,0.04877469265445472,0.07198352848473105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375953755918062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937053880488273,0.04716559666175688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385671260505836,0.0,0.0,0.0759498818993646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296290350964471,0.0,0.08120697184053438,0.11457387263972713,0.0,0.0,0.09348545612992742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727203972809562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408746288442001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446588343659386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529531588182033,0.0,0.0,0.05949825698080345,0.0,0.08966585660615924,0.09420692375483034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584535187765457,0.0,0.21991940911937388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972197400837879,0.07329162769714635,0.0,0.20474760057119326,0.0,0.08685657454218944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607084502950347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830895673481647,0.08971992132180967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689805749518853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701640784051279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008714505690378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480277255131685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124022838402127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15488224202418754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749201591945565,0.06096557679950443,0.0,0.0,0.05526663612216353
socialanxiety,blackfiragas,2019/04/30,"Starting to feel like I'm going to be alright Been on this sub throughout the years using different accounts so I'm not exactly new here.

I'm 32 years old and been suffering from social anxiety since I was 12. I don't feel like going over the past 20 years, but I have lived a very sheltered life. Whether it was video games or living on the internet, I wasn't a very social or talkative person. I lived in front of a screen. I always managed to make a temporary friend here and there, but I was virtually on my own.

I would always hide when family would come over. I have only been in one relationship, when I was 20, and it lasted 1 week (I broke it off because my anxiety were unbearable). I have two best friends that I haven't seen in years but still keep in contact once and a while.

So how did I get better? Maybe it's working on it, maybe it's just age, I'm actually not sure. My guess is that I have been like a hermit for nearly six years and haven't had a job in about 3 that I would rather do anything else than continue hiding. Even if my life was shit, I kept having burst of trying to change things here and there.

I feel like every shitty or bad social scenarios, whether they actually happened or were my own guesses, has already happened so I just don't seem to be as afraid anymore.

I have been called boring, lame, not cool, awkward, silent a million times already. It has always stung, but I was always able to get over it. I haven't had a mental break down in over five years.

I danced at my cousin's wedding, 2 weeks ago and I can't dance to save my life. Yet I did and everyone were happy on how I was conducting myself. I had random conversation with strangers and I felt like I held my own. I went to see the avengers today by myself and felt absolutely no anxiety.

All of this has never happened before. Even going to the groceries was not hard, but I didn't feel at ease all the time.

I'm slowly but surely reintegrating society as I decided to go back to school this fall which is something I haven't done in forever. 

To me overcoming social anxiety has never been about being more sociable or popular, it's about knowing that whatever social situation I'm going to be in, I'm going to be alright after or move on fast. I'm not going to dwell on it or only think back of the bad parts and make them a bigger deal than they are.",4.506495386894741,5.018148759916496,5.635711495723619,82.1783352414304,69.75156576200418,8.76937167486026,27.768940669405346,8.841846274778883,1.9642090511145525,1852,59,380,31,31,617,224,479,0.122,0.765,0.113,-0.2715,2,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,3,3,24,27,1,3,17,3,54,4,1,5,7,69,96,37,0,5,24,1,7,5,2,3,3,0,0,1,19,13,0,3,10,4,1,14,17,10,0,5,31,11,47,17,55,57,8,70,0,3,3,0,19,25,1,12,35,262,66,4,0.06968234576939836,0.0,0.13599983534342205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061769195132414315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537924026356525,0.0,0.2319251752658933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322721513848836,0.0,0.06910616279837825,0.0,0.0,0.057342633247568275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716284532431572,0.11636369616784074,0.042477711212875184,0.0,0.05929454390248187,0.0,0.07312732282588831,0.06162837215726805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115346598387164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371468227470321,0.060025170783773424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183943874671471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280322019774567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130923291579983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821065844701916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204906438166564,0.0,0.05871038168564757,0.06658446755398469,0.0,0.0,0.06569031402142984,0.0,0.14093395096492795,0.14934324522254766,0.13381195917935754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767281497380962,0.0,0.0728122992635019,0.0,0.2772145805172625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352591984423747,0.0,0.18485960470319412,0.07417815280947908,0.06242169480180727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691489760137882,0.06193687063023026,0.0,0.0,0.03829559488408516,0.056800412180858385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765610470614515,0.1702163717584386,0.0,0.18459236386240274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302701378671208,0.0,0.14001056453842667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022341507291625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406130580641895,0.0,0.0,0.1074866416754278,0.06729964376226531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311990005274105,0.07420942405866374,0.04721856088662731,0.10599312792877304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545918997323459,0.06651968375866385,0.0,0.060843936552466414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481276146641745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052225408152256,0.0555278077744906,0.06343619050258129,0.0,0.0,0.07152792657007175,0.057641956497938726,0.07832587622064235,0.0,0.3551618810358862,0.0,0.05364487414467999,0.0,0.0,0.04932152298864554,0.0,0.055648411343797055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313495724619388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629385422736475,0.04464963351922807,0.0,0.0,0.08126467237743369,0.0,0.06605071604655931,0.0,0.0,0.04730973870811453,0.0,0.06806952657585119,0.0,0.0,0.06018317362636209,0.0,0.1149904659707311,0.0,0.0,0.11178994920381788,0.0,0.0,0.06459623264578092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050729577632854655,0.0,0.0,0.14850101745122946,0.0,0.0,0.2692388763002688
socialanxiety,babsytron5000,2019/04/30,"Idk if this counts... I feel lonely but for some reason I just don’t want to talk to anybody. I’m kinda awkward so making an actual friend isn’t an option, I just don’t know what to do with my life at this point

I just can’t..........",-1.1105882352941163,0.7790076470588261,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,90.1764705882353,4.184313725490196,12.42156862745098,5.46131890053228,-1.3228196078431371,174,2,43,1,6,60,36,51,0.094,0.785,0.122,0.517,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,14,10,3,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,6,10,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.3985225359384806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064905277147791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155154060785623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443641273447296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884527281262228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725985759574497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860535852749748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198853585763719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282424878792129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408746553751551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CodenameDuchess592,2019/04/30,"Having social anxiety while job hunting. Why can't I just shut it up for a little bit? My ramblings for today

I deal with the social anxiety every day. Its gonna be there. I get it. But logically, I think I'm fully aware that finding a new job is gonna require me to talk at length with employers on the phone, and if I get a chance at an interview, face to face. That's how it is, and I know that. So why can't I just snap out of it?

I've been at the same job, miserable, for quite some time now, and I should be looking for something else, right? Since the moment I realized that my job sucks, and things were just getting worse and worse, I've had chances for other jobs. I've applied for stuff myself, and I've had friends give my resume to their bosses during hiring time. Some chances, I blew because I missed the initial phone call (while at work), and the internal freak-out caused me to wait until (I felt) it was too late, and I either didnt call back, or I called back, left a message, and never heard back. Others, I feel I blew by actually answering the phone, and just plain saying the wrong thing during our talk.

At my current job, I got complacent long ago, and I just deal with the daily BS. Its extremely difficult to have the energy and just the overall positive feeling to take these chances when you're kept ""down"" at a job you just tolerate because it's easier. The fear of having to make yourself look awesome to someone who has the ability to hire you takes so much when you've gotten used to your situation and the misery that goes with it. 

I'd love a new job. I know the steps you take to get one. I understand how it all works. Unfortunately, the anxiety can overtake my forcing myself to snap out of it",4.389649931481252,5.010574971346706,5.306049582658531,84.04723184253147,70.06017191977078,8.591055188738009,27.781362900211786,8.716276077567194,1.8748003239068147,1351,44,282,22,23,443,186,349,0.10400000000000001,0.807,0.08900000000000001,-0.6289,10,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,1,4,1,5,19,8,1,2,23,0,18,3,2,6,2,56,48,25,0,2,11,0,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,23,19,0,3,11,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,11,7,35,2,38,32,7,37,0,2,2,1,26,15,1,4,21,182,58,16,0.0,0.0,0.07816863202381716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100616662543023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383492533871612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478198157289533,0.0,0.09765966462028697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745134803322448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24538128677880655,0.0,0.0,0.0822874874404851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165958289979923,0.1651646309132419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691548601539138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674899379160934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013775176958784,0.08100461390134316,0.0,0.07691110633380012,0.0,0.07321237145199347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061887109138057964,0.0,0.16740131526084295,0.07684176147287522,0.0,0.0,0.0640654071884941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6359161653037405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804464379146074,0.0,0.09035927888473594,0.0,0.08703176423681477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028389960663751,0.0,0.0708883250835142,0.13453210424515238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229576956842976,0.0,0.053469141272160944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888466490841579,0.0,0.06178010230222525,0.15472727817066273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05427962910867598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519902892634294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840722592537264,0.0,0.06370084282945057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626174032111698,0.09003873542602164,0.0,0.16330912941167006,0.06787071589697992,0.061666933881068024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169837052754667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068167302412785,0.12876695261004406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643328344994604,0.05132654409102037,0.0,0.0,0.09341699944807938,0.0,0.0759279465966332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338968422974563,0.0,0.06918297130794485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456036596372887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663136728637458,0.0,0.16326288861217458,0.0,0.08757967368895697,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bmmoore2021,2019/04/30,"Still Trying to Calm Down I hate social anxiety so much. I was just sitting in a coffee shop packing up what I had been studying when I saw one of my friends walk in. Not just an acquaintance, one of my best friends. And instead of having a nice little chat with someone I hadn't seen in a few days, I immediately felt like I couldn't breathe. My brain decided I didn't have enough control of this situation, and I was not prepared to be social. So I packed up faster and walked away with my eyes on the ground thinking ""please don't notice me please don't notice me please don't notice me."" I'm tired of being scared of seeing my friends.",4.088760683760686,4.991805500000002,4.74794871794872,86.74927350427353,70.92307692307692,7.316239316239318,27.52136752136752,7.3871296695380915,1.3141111111111117,505,17,106,5,9,162,80,130,0.095,0.6990000000000001,0.20600000000000002,0.9341,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,1,1,5,0,14,4,3,1,0,14,21,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,2,1,2,8,2,0,2,9,5,18,7,18,9,4,17,0,0,4,0,6,10,0,0,5,75,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758412239497464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212965502953605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475860169952031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699332092535573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773225236827812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069687187010587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531183688716873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503006344582527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259589156261374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884631071169554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687063476807858,0.14095155529960626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338168851791994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803359790401468,0.0,0.0,0.19059358554927813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631195373413349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407985099369094,0.0,0.11206656643816212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807776973576734,0.0,0.2867159654424221,0.11915817507432235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230996931059767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011216761056556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163733967337934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548080842011314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,LOSTSNIPER211,2019/04/30,"Is anyone else anxious around people the same age? I’m a sophomore in hs and I always get super anxious around people my age.  but if I’m around adults or something I’m not that anxious at all.  I don’t know why, but I’ve always been like that.",0.20352564102563875,2.3824240961538483,2.0861538461538487,95.54217948717951,86.88461538461539,3.466666666666667,18.28205128205128,3.1291,-0.7570871794871796,191,5,41,0,6,63,36,52,0.11,0.777,0.114,0.29600000000000004,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,8,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,5,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,3,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158093660998168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6431616773896434,0.0,0.13269230300057974,0.1944428264503528,0.0,0.5068092996483247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585293284640628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914752052386737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042931844798038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271253007046633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631266486895564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609499532522072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123882006534255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Memes4loners,2019/04/30,"I looked up how many texts the average person sends in a day and I am shocked. According to this [article](https://www.textrequest.com/blog/how-many-texts-people-send-per-day/), the average person sends 94 messages per day. 94!

I feel at the peak of my sociality if I send around 20 or so, and that rarely happens. I thought maybe others in this sub could relate. Usually my average is closer to 3 or 4.

I’ve been trying to work on my social life lately after a very long period of social anxiety and I never realized how far behind I really am from the average person. If this is what is expected, maybe this is why my potential friendships seem to sizzle? I don’t make an effort to text THAT much. I thought a short back and forth maybe once a week with a person was enough to express continued interest.

What I want to know is, how many people are included in those 94 texts and what the hell do you find to talk about in 94 texts every single day of your life omg. And how many texts are you supposed to send to a single friend per day to not turn them off? 

If any average person out there reading this could tell me, that’d be great.",4.040288865546216,5.525635455357146,5.036323529411764,82.42338235294119,71.67857142857143,8.484873949579834,24.33718487394958,9.007467420416297,1.732079096638656,898,25,178,18,17,294,125,224,0.040999999999999995,0.889,0.07,0.7393,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,1,2,9,5,1,0,12,0,17,2,0,5,1,32,27,16,0,7,6,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,13,9,0,0,7,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,4,2,19,3,29,19,4,30,1,0,1,0,21,13,1,6,13,113,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725383682523866,0.0,0.08160125726542165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495775078197534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202163973228799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033254139094695,0.0,0.0,0.3439624086661324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021727297275163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987297342827534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053934895611951104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749325184305788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241196668505411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176026092880639,0.0,0.0,0.09432677188398694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058622323388484374,0.0,0.12032693051669745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15068650317906893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094398435579038,0.08957483591929208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120218007549442,0.3244359335297922,0.3214891144929129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841376193331788,0.0,0.08226947103591907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113598675482335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395064005641871,0.4656949364023855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669755786743916,0.0,0.06833469537794304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710717082296236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262058945688397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857362539342543,0.09323313825007223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693660525686098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242103981845588,0.1160249059974046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748049398342995,0.08801284198786695,0.06291595811682284,0.0,0.08556319040929564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625190309992808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765607805169031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Unanamouse,2019/04/30,Don’t want to get help because I’m afraid that I’m over exaggerating my anxiety Does anyone else ever feel that way? I have access to a free counsellor from college and on one hand I know I wouldn’t be judged for anxiety but on the other hand I’m afraid either people will think I’m lying or that I just can’t deal with regular everyday anxieties that everyone has properly.,5.009999999999998,5.772068421052634,6.640631578947371,74.5254210526316,68.73684210526315,10.81684210526316,29.673684210526318,10.793553405168565,3.339597894736843,304,11,58,9,5,105,56,76,0.139,0.71,0.152,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,7,2,2,0,1,12,16,3,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,3,5,2,8,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917088316201211,0.0,0.0,0.18027801887246253,0.2641733299050398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571684105792518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658074101060405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225625376338848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538064094462397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321848767387285,0.0,0.2463639079394079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303646338123443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470350707592685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281541446530485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169449361231706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470965248573522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787441692759542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520456806147604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520725264745848,0.20465037438741604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,luigimurderedme,2019/04/30,"This just happened to me and I'm so MAD!! I'm so MAD right now!! 

​

For some context, I used to work in a bar - restaurant last year and when they closed for good I was so relieved because that job was killing me slowly with my social anxiety. For some reason I got another job at a cafeteria last week but after a few days I realized my anxiety was coming back so I texted the manager and explained about my problem, why I couldn't continue working with them and then apoligized for that several times.

​

Today, I had to call the owner because the manager has been avoiding me for a week because they didn't pay me for the days I worked there (almost 100 euros = 112 dollars that they owe to me) and when he responded he was so disrespectful and even told me I have no shame for making up excuses to stop working there. That made me so MAD at that moment, and I don't even know if they're gonna pay me at all. He's a piece of sh\*t for that!! 

​

In case anyone want to know, this is the place: in case you wanna leave some bad ratings for being such a piece of sh\*t.

[https://goo.gl/maps/zgQmGb9SbgogpceK7](https://goo.gl/maps/zgQmGb9SbgogpceK7) | I don't like sharing this kind of stuff but he was so disrespectful to me that I think he deserves that and more. You should be nice to people with this kind of issues!! It's not like we enjoy it!

​

​

TL;DR:

 I quit my job for my social anxiety after a few days and the owner was so disrespectful to me, told me I have no shame and that I was making stupid excuses.",4.710325105358218,6.108386980132451,5.197411198073451,82.24950030102349,69.9271523178808,7.742564720048164,26.972305839855515,8.150884317080207,1.6178158940397345,1236,40,241,17,22,395,144,302,0.20800000000000002,0.755,0.037000000000000005,-0.9952,4,2,0,0,0,0,70.0,1,2,4,5,19,19,5,3,13,0,20,2,0,5,1,43,38,24,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,16,16,2,2,6,1,5,1,7,10,0,0,14,0,38,9,37,19,9,31,0,0,0,0,24,10,0,5,22,168,54,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448747596475483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4029894729357213,0.4519395549895189,0.0,0.07800087911668717,0.1707167305803201,0.0,0.0,0.0520128690544248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571987354164889,0.06210973821239873,0.1360362180050459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595707751992921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407750469110715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439196890288518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826334981995057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062391985330488675,0.0594937922615365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577986108658318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764032708477647,0.22145178982680566,0.0,0.08229779711377737,0.15492447962661016,0.08176190517385627,0.12127008154917812,0.0,0.07876471237476533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268311088456303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038643843199151,0.09930732115349766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051570330808712164,0.0,0.07771820759250311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117796942714791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911934927557637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648185616036368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352578508426363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403573116255672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516556258051102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062190562798906786,0.0,0.0,0.08515490724715236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047663956035889785,0.0,0.0,0.04337544864507044,0.0,0.07050983799064048,0.14215924674049255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06424617439674872,0.0,0.0,0.04387516823054205,0.0,0.11933695316469972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712237351893695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661744273626413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4519395549895189,0.047902558026603335
socialanxiety,Remintoncr,2019/04/30,Worried about making friends in college Hey everyone. So I graduate high school in a few weeks and I am starting to really worry about making friends in college. It took me three years to make some friends in high school and I am terrified of it happening again. One good thing is I am rooming with a good friend so I won’t be completely alone. Any advice would be much appreciated.,2.875787671232878,5.603801013698631,3.809845890410962,84.00052226027398,79.95890410958904,7.485616438356162,28.30308219178082,8.472884824447931,2.44028904109589,306,14,57,7,8,98,50,73,0.134,0.619,0.247,0.8724,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,3,0,8,14,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,6,6,10,9,3,12,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,39,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548958731947454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16479965879713546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082066144890308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683361118596832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520453579108456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917408606350393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669235229604034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407087157755235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33623665923492674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318640205280083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169710308154609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078233896549746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193593014470873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32207455451411826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126254949690265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571182580029444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678745269842966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276359447024861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231868476854545,0.0,0.11303382093924845,0.0,0.0,0.10246764451834094
socialanxiety,ailurophile999,2019/04/30,"""Why are you so quiet?"" Who else is tired of hearing this constantly? ugh",-0.2566666666666677,1.3784685714285736,1.4014285714285712,93.32690476190477,113.28571428571428,4.723809523809524,18.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.5709809523809528,56,2,11,1,3,18,14,14,0.336,0.664,0.0,-0.7236,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47068402807977294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638532560986858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909061105549456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006104486402542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930238199766048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,waitingfor12312,2019/04/30,"I hate when I have a mini stroke and can't talk correctly I decided to get a retail job about a year ago. It's helped but sometimes you know you get that crazy person who just wants to make everyone as miserable as himself.

Without needing to go into detail, I feel like I could have handled the situation differently. It made my anxiety worse for the rest of the day and I was starting to have mind-blocks and being unable to explain myself or speak when facing other customers. I hate this.",4.7087053571428585,6.112430197916673,5.737738095238093,78.35250000000002,69.9375,8.402380952380952,29.339285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.437091071428572,393,15,71,7,7,130,72,96,0.209,0.758,0.032,-0.9568,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,2,1,6,0,7,2,1,2,1,18,20,9,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,3,12,1,12,16,1,8,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,1,7,52,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878181360228969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620870160717391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916830879316427,0.0,0.0,0.1366445624243248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213686787514834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245966548953576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713249507230757,0.1513665502962548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139628495880895,0.0,0.12041583806923285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183737097042028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201816855692306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102574228943831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164432729550402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351347980402556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20048523197304927,0.1414310182587098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139376026027496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710574985283488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500475402152108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23816110996080256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095539568936237,0.0,0.14996919570798678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030048353508506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497184793709848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424399796719694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215923016817743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364432648108105
socialanxiety,PerthThrowaway400,2019/04/30,How Long Should I Wait To Respond After Being Ignored For Two Days? Yeah I'm pretty damn socially inept,1.6853333333333325,4.4564781999999985,3.5300000000000047,81.62833333333334,92.0,4.666666666666667,21.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.0271666666666666,84,3,13,1,3,28,19,20,0.205,0.574,0.221,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31366308189530245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304148285366344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948047323645822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4957845375199717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751047417332756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aIways_tired,2019/04/30,"Finding Someone I’m scared that I won’t be able to find someone. I’m 21 about to turn 22, still single, and a virgin. I try to talk to people I’m interested in but it always leads to nothing, because of me not being able to make myself  get ready and go out on dates with them. It’s so difficult. Not to mention the fact that I never want to leave my house. It’s my safe place. I don’t have to constantly worry about what someone else thinks of me, how I look, or how to speak to them without messing up. I worry so much about this. It’s quite tiring to be honest. The thing is I don’t even necessarily want to be in a relationship. Most of time I’m fine with being single, but yet I see my friends, family members, even random strangers on the internet or irl in relationships, and I feel as if I should be in one, and that for some crazy reason I need to hurry and find someone to be with, and to lose my virginity before I get any older. Trust me I know that sounds dumb...but I can’t help thinking like that.",1.533713862120088,3.2298284647887314,3.5736545589325424,89.40842846553005,78.90610328638498,6.174351371386213,21.53916481344205,7.0608816371341465,0.4853624413145545,785,22,174,9,19,267,120,213,0.105,0.75,0.145,0.8718,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,3,11,11,0,1,5,0,14,3,0,5,2,40,32,16,0,5,8,0,1,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,12,10,0,1,8,0,0,2,8,4,0,1,0,5,24,7,36,23,5,18,0,1,2,2,9,9,0,6,8,119,36,1,0.2498842990386139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396187730697898,0.0,0.0,0.08496494612199612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616357467586464,0.0,0.10631656681679136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350180771185761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437313369692508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504622280005196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778433900025374,0.0,0.06317450488850966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34258458342827736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652999478621417,0.0,0.13055423265357624,0.0,0.07100750286478771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374608915531227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416646549117754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686649378563176,0.0,0.0,0.13229569611871864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061040423183389626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491993811177153,0.13977830634797947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339985499582847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184685592466688,0.09264302073233803,0.09636308814848486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988536217218185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466403404252712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661915479293979,0.0,0.13053795366671547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289135544695882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846133879146499,0.0,0.268282220579156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250888880030385,0.0,0.0995627168522579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234523113404347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977896200047257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042376705911113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300601239576133,0.16011576893817936,0.0,0.0,0.07285477214285864,0.1436026211397579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482751810551778,0.1359011806355984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473882338519171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043977356560892,0.0,0.0,0.25376963534623903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,CraZesty,2019/04/30,"Y'all just ever Y'all just be talking to some friends casually, then you suddenly remember that life is meaningless and time isnt real and now for some reason you're struggling to make eye contact or smiling awkwardly and oh shit you forgot what the conversation was about, time to leave and start a new life in another country.",9.607999999999999,8.983166466666667,8.92666666666667,66.68500000000004,59.33333333333334,12.666666666666664,41.66666666666667,11.855464076750405,5.1386666666666665,268,13,44,7,3,85,47,60,0.184,0.7040000000000001,0.11199999999999999,-0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,5,5,1,2,2,0,4,4,2,2,1,15,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,2,6,4,2,9,0,0,1,0,8,1,1,3,8,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680821384860498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312593975912077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752253016800708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707073659910632,0.0,0.0,0.36116089164387105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17065524981022342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469183315874415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909974169901816,0.0,0.26286139062843383,0.0,0.0,0.2896133062143012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26243164604229186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095769140662796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672716777981729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549008214958533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981551788196354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NewNewt1,2019/04/30,"Helping a friend with social anxiety Hey everyone, so me and a group of friends are going to see a movie. One person in my friend group has serious social anxiety and declined to come even though he wants to see the movie. Claims that he cannot go to the theatre because  of his anxiety. How do I help this person overcome their anxiety? Mind you he also complains about how his friends do not hang out with him while he declines invitations to hang out with us. Please help. Thanks.",3.979130434782608,6.168375826086957,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,73.34782608695652,7.643478260869566,28.89130434782609,8.472884824447931,2.2166043478260877,384,16,72,7,8,120,61,92,0.099,0.6659999999999999,0.235,0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,1,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,2,0,13,12,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,1,0,2,9,5,14,12,0,9,0,0,2,0,25,3,0,0,1,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140450453221945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645449825048194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254356954112856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077313744160787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027080965014992,0.0,0.0,0.14506347276012088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4691602421929719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255723112459773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30527041536030197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532874783354493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287216632611576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26511386384643504,0.0,0.16664467812299896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419500200701687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30950771402240845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397686720779093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491551371599786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182611900444848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954302189115418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,jessx13,2019/04/30,Social anxiety therapy is giving me social anxiety I started therapy a few weeks ago and it’s giving me major anxiety. I know it will help me in the long run but do you guys have tips to survive until I’m better with this? I spend the first half of my week anxious about what I will tell my therapist and the other half anxious and rethinking everything I told my therapist. This whole thing is driving me insane. Anyone else went through this?,4.210066445182726,6.13077734883721,5.52933554817276,77.3022093023256,72.02325581395348,9.100332225913624,29.727574750830563,9.606745405546679,3.108938870431895,356,15,62,9,7,119,59,86,0.14400000000000002,0.755,0.10099999999999999,-0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,13,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,13,1,7,9,3,11,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,7,47,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366214672621715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460512224754643,0.34068913341496004,0.0,0.10543264775253876,0.15449744684179986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333574203795961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259618415570421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551618214449562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825797221342225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892941637271831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493012384805165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106826574580602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828677047093052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334403215775774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074134241368246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672667222450763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317930734070239,0.0,0.3448724596949263,0.3501469096130821,0.1001751103117908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408189798829724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419018826611841,0.0,0.0,0.1397795633786779,0.0,0.1683464984950476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,blinknoir057,2019/03/31,"Getting ignored in a group chat? My three friends and I have known each other since freshman year of college and we've had a group chat ever since. Lately, I've been noticing that the group chat would fall pretty much silent whenever I text; if someone were to be the last one to text for a few hours, it would pretty much always be me. And I don't think it's about the times I'm texting to the chat / everyone being busy because someone could text and get the chat rolling almost instantly, no matter what the text is about. Whenever I say something and it falls silent, it feels like they're waiting and thinking 'ugh okay, who will be the one to respond?' 

I don't think of myself as a bad friend to them because even though I'm busy and can't always have the time to hang out, I'm always there when one of them seems to be struggling. I try to be positive and light-hearted. I send them encouragement and advice if they ask. I don't leave them hanging because I know how terrible it could feel. Still, I barely receive that much effort and support whenever I put it out that I'm in a rough spot. If I do, it's usually honestly kinda half-assed. Maybe they think I'm coming off too strong? Okay. I dial it back. Still, nothing happens. No matter what I do, it never seems enough. I've tried almost everything at this point. I'm tired. 

It hurts and I feel like I'm just an uninteresting, non-important throw-away person, always giving and giving until there's nothing left. Ever since this started to happen, my anxiety, depression, and insecurity have gotten to be the worst they've ever been. I know that it's best to let go of friends who don't treat you well, but I also don't want to lose this group. We've been around for nearly four years and I can't imagine a scenario where I can just say 'hey, I don't want to be part of you guys anymore' or asking them ' did I do something wrong?' I feel like addressing it would just bring more stress and make my friends think 'why are you so negative?' or 'this is a high maintenance person who always needs to be reassured' . 

I just want to cope. ",3.4212533449048936,4.967345178997615,4.2033456281189,87.54137050697912,73.34367541766109,6.988095754682868,25.10747089028712,7.5764669431780325,1.1589595863166269,1646,52,336,20,33,527,202,419,0.091,0.785,0.125,0.9394,0,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,3,7,4,24,29,0,3,17,2,40,1,0,2,4,67,80,28,0,12,10,0,5,3,4,4,1,2,1,3,26,20,0,2,15,5,0,10,12,12,1,5,7,7,38,17,34,57,10,40,0,3,0,0,41,12,0,10,21,216,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452590994017341,0.0,0.0,0.1527380626722277,0.0,0.0,0.06098961228093885,0.3172956491238356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058343013052092614,0.0,0.07563503102560669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678925972335203,0.14259617418905754,0.0,0.07165408813444762,0.0586435768004118,0.06367863164090659,0.13947249602858738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003609384148032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569610394652943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217838305265819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568749208560153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788028029359809,0.0,0.050372742158306685,0.20695993855257225,0.0,0.07287509630598847,0.06854264805424849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542488154767553,0.16345258553607986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356906062030581,0.0,0.07969130813858417,0.14632192063496574,0.043343526103549815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551498338642597,0.13488292380811698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037516175827573,0.0,0.08057884587873124,0.0,0.0,0.07510630212586111,0.0,0.08164395505946989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382721279584107,0.06216668331159736,0.08603097443485995,0.08075431083709493,0.08286285123666468,0.07798679367983985,0.0,0.1117786319281889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085321753694679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05090791319513567,0.0,0.07661909563458733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819208266823535,0.056550012680632575,0.05882077045486046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635789501394467,0.08682894734114285,0.0,0.0,0.15503873343673916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258826628016283,0.0,0.0,0.13318444672705332,0.0,0.0,0.0720956899309592,0.0,0.0,0.1551791668962455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666804237300251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129901098325944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885876577484138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926319990381146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292392745111887,0.11742604584009267,0.0,0.0,0.05398121919111855,0.0,0.12181169227392225,0.0,0.08736204372697558,0.07972941581345099,0.0,0.0,0.08654535516416206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443397433570161,0.07493061332566227,0.0,0.08894222696875309,0.08765614486910571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355873948439114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399583809777865,0.0,0.13495036799451962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857197795788036,0.0,0.06881788623160669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253078752220174,0.08338451525005275,0.0,0.09822515550787797
socialanxiety,InnumerableSpace,2019/03/31,"Suffering From Social Anxiety Disorder Hi. Call me InnumerableSpace. I've been suffering from Social Anxiety Disorder since I was a child. I know how to overcome this overpowering feeling sometimes. Other times, I'm lost as hell. I've got no support system, nothing or nobody to hold me back from the edge. I keep trying, I always try to be happy. At the end of the day, however, it's myself, alone with my thoughts.

Loneliness hurts like a bitch. It's the worst feeling in the world. I can't overcome this sinking feeling in my chest that all has gone awry, there's no way back from here on out. I'm going over the edge. Yesterday I relapsed, it's been months since I've hurt myself. I don't know what to do know but the thing is, I'm also bipolar a lot of time, I feel good and then I feel the lowest of the lows. My mind is a mess and I find it hard to communicate my truth. I'm lost as hell but I know where I'm going. You know that feeling - everything is alright on the outside but on the inside it's an utter shipwreck. I'm rising concurrently as I'm sinking into the abyss of my own emotions. 

I've had selective mutism since I was a child that later turned into severe anxiety, it got better over time, but I had terrible memories of those moments where I was all alone. I thought of suicide countless times while growing up. I couldn't bear the fact that I was different from everyone else. I wanted to not feel as alone as I do most of the time. I feel like giving up. I don't want to live. But at the same time, I want to be normal. I feel like a wreck but I'm at a really heightening state due to bringing more of myself into my interactions with strangers who still feel like strangers. I'm beginning to open up but at the same time, I'm afraid to open up because it feels like my entire blood has been drained from my core, I don't wanna make meaningful relationships but I can't help trying to do so, I feel so alone.

Just wanted to get my thoughts out there. My situation has gotten to the point where I laid awake in bed for hours yesterday, letting all my blood and tears wash away the pain of being alive.

​

​

​

​",2.6729230769230767,4.67395724367816,3.950804597701152,86.60350132625997,76.5632183908046,7.036251105216622,25.17683465959329,7.969615865706242,1.4532564102564094,1711,61,346,28,39,560,197,435,0.205,0.695,0.1,-0.9916,5,4,0,0,0,3,63.0,0,1,0,3,14,26,3,1,26,1,28,6,3,2,5,66,78,23,1,7,11,0,13,5,0,0,3,0,1,2,18,12,0,2,22,0,0,6,9,15,0,0,18,13,44,11,60,55,10,61,2,7,0,0,12,30,3,3,27,217,62,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639088900324975,0.0,0.05094336362687537,0.053006100632624606,0.27608922417346143,0.3096250634076935,0.0,0.0,0.1461981418397633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985118007261332,0.09796753727708668,0.0,0.03883283188402261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05634023460623225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504800997092575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108324364509247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655620394390775,0.1460185935225082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05321578420275603,0.07165743801433938,0.056422057980144026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060871062982963166,0.05725225842873272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865225504132119,0.18203809226531414,0.0,0.0,0.05822349940438544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033282251981736746,0.06110983928831686,0.07240790451308349,0.05343115633719109,0.10189841206624184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678131578954926,0.057065484719892874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042698859854632884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273474312712594,0.0,0.13639101922380084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056622261791665636,0.0,0.0,0.1750478492802551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514075823642912,0.0,0.155610638136271,0.0,0.056251023797866416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907896557638508,0.05415811625663991,0.0,0.0,0.04252232858013638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643219934744444,0.0,0.05084722419598472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062415534080525366,0.06112486361623955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677846131838164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602200409336128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408098511478652,0.0,0.0,0.06839331277162357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196639545724745,0.0,0.15808764235904482,0.07160497815435599,0.0,0.1298746210572608,0.0,0.0,0.06300401651636732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050873395496685896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696808760038887,0.07228954789933803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04232152362130584,0.0,0.0,0.15171948941746782,0.2600206189676457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975071471169994,0.06929070389516181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029500732371007,0.05056457308627857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096250634076935,0.0
socialanxiety,throwawayacc635,2019/03/31,Anxiety before sex (M) I have no real issue throughout the whole ordeal right up until it’s about to happen. I get anxious and my heart starts racing. This causes me to completely lose focus and subsequently lose my erection. Has anyone had this problem or overcome it in any way. It’s extremely frustrating and leads me to overthink everything making the anxiety only worse in the future.,5.598333333333333,8.122472928571433,6.491428571428576,69.30190476190478,69.71428571428572,8.666666666666666,30.23809523809524,9.2995712137729,3.363952380952382,315,13,44,7,6,104,54,70,0.28800000000000003,0.7120000000000001,0.0,-0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,3,0,3,2,1,3,0,9,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,0,6,0,8,6,1,9,0,2,0,1,0,4,0,1,3,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826424978174018,0.0,0.31107776171072304,0.2296931917414464,0.0,0.14216573997114085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300994140792333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088651601099846,0.0,0.0,0.2131766546613916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273047982115406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062260606142158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17979478534029056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409346172172075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221276103917705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549250848747925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571736238550833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463366142725304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945493274494321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142213286038285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736337642574959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439106069598748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138557596830885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269989897841933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719996703425533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Piggybuster,2019/03/31,"Trying to figure this out I'll try to explain it as best I can, but I'm really not sure how to classify this SA.

I read a lot about people having issues doing what I find to be basic things here (no judgement, I promise😊). I have no problems with making phone calls, doctor's appointments, tech support,  business dealings, etc. Nor do I have problems talkig with people regarding such matters. I do feel the anxiety, but I can force my way through it and it has gotten a little better over time.

What I cannot do is have conversations with random people or try to meet new people for personal reasons. Even at jobs over the years it would take months of dealing with coworkers to even be able to have a semi-normal conversation if it was not work related.

I suppose I'm trying to figure out if anyone else has dealt with something similar or have any thoughts on all of this. The two sides are contradictory and I really cannot figure out how to bridge the gap or make sense of it.",7.206424870466321,6.368373606217617,7.711093264248706,74.1532720207254,64.23316062176166,10.414300518134716,32.77150259067358,9.642632912329526,2.945846010362694,778,26,145,13,10,258,118,193,0.094,0.8490000000000001,0.055999999999999994,-0.802,1,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,0,0,7,0,22,1,0,5,2,39,32,13,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,10,0,0,8,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,1,12,4,28,26,4,14,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,7,4,106,24,4,0.13519486889561458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193714687861357,0.0,0.1034237046605163,0.0,0.0,0.09453139576908684,0.13852311977400722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187867404537025,0.11956887504368433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804907683493378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787599468892129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837767701176593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129379651356146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507780159682445,0.17858987170475554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835858786491926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356566090903175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411083183973675,0.13416004646840704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550077559983748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149378429207887,0.0,0.0,0.18048724958636905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791125451819414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057204683193574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749083978828411,0.11804694481046328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587264621344812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523145454716487,0.0,0.1732185897539972,0.13900284189831005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040796150995359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341753509106335,0.12741956396856358,0.0,0.10164971620047153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981746357468108,0.0,0.0,0.10732962448971936,0.07883321526136876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671537662234214,0.0,0.13206574232824092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731139412617377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842347471912473,0.0,0.0,0.09603855593315933,0.0,0.0,0.08706106303088583
socialanxiety,vaults_of_rlyeh,2019/03/31,"Days off are not looked forward too Even though it’s part of my normal routine, I feel it’s not normal to not look foreword to having a day off from work. My anxiety and sheer boredom has me leaving the house as soon as I wake up. But my social anxiety leaves me with very little to do. I normally spend my entire day driving around and just sitting in random parking lots avoiding human interaction.. not sure why I’m posting this. Idk if I want advice or not. Just sharing and wondering if anyone else spends their free time this way. As well. Thank you ",2.5373894912427017,4.948502055045875,3.5387656380316947,87.34057547956633,78.90825688073394,5.7984987489574635,24.587989991659718,6.980632752743323,1.083267889908257,440,16,83,5,11,141,82,109,0.12300000000000001,0.7959999999999999,0.081,-0.4007,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,8,6,0,1,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,26,11,11,0,6,11,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,0,3,2,5,1,1,0,0,3,12,6,14,11,2,16,0,0,2,0,6,7,0,6,6,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275713082149167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391734977666955,0.0,0.0,0.10930475101948177,0.16017149640237427,0.0,0.1391607075410044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024464149370284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305878968501611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324993777185433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904165981924277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803758769903528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310471978093049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667682064132052,0.0,0.0,0.26254407758706505,0.0,0.0,0.13290031529695745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594903625943317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692826911688382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971432468725052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935172122485586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733267822063925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392131413768106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358665880780747,0.0,0.0911532607352758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289829346510918,0.09220341862624656,0.12408200599478154,0.0,0.0,0.14055324673001907,0.0,0.14105728944979068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952574110741878,0.11380508360339114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NatayG,2019/03/31,"Why the blushing when I am not gay? I have a very weird social anxiety type situation which has started to happen recently.
Whenever the topic of a gay person comes up I go so red.
I have no idea why because I am not at all embarrassed, I am completely open to people being whatever sexuality they want and identifying exactly how they want to.
Today my mum mentioned a family friend who is female has a new female partner. I went bright red and adrenaline pumped through my veins. 
She noticed my reaction and I could tell she is wondering why I am reacting this way. I couldn’t stop the blushing until I was so red I got up and left the room pretending to get my phone.
I am happily married in a straight relationship so why do you think is this happening?
Now I’m so self conscious it will happen again and I don’t know how to stop it",3.794615384615384,5.401523855421691,5.668313253012053,77.16700185356815,72.49397590361446,9.686005560704356,30.239110287303056,10.035473477838034,3.238870806302132,664,29,127,19,13,229,102,166,0.068,0.8190000000000001,0.113,0.7391,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,0,9,4,0,1,9,0,19,3,1,3,2,25,34,13,0,4,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,6,7,0,2,5,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,3,4,23,2,12,27,1,22,0,0,4,2,16,8,0,1,10,87,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032893789922234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879159962664723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423392268180995,0.15121334141250448,0.0,0.0,0.11514901247300895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595905328583055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142505715290016,0.0,0.07534970279028375,0.0,0.08196431671333351,0.0,0.1153469883619415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826033901746918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280834931999189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926028217431537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669691861953933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392898784043913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419696271946652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998492483828038,0.1259285198295421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240118400316312,0.1548397564267175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045432142189738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211083989136774,0.0,0.14701550396943228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208061374107613,0.0,0.0,0.2411510125914716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260558165995395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241121759371068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367049763167802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899771772423642,0.1701309775991024,0.11447619457539646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369463622120273,0.5205493442461389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564019018629287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,no69u,2019/03/31,"I can’t get over things I’ve done in my past that makes me cringe, and it’s having an enormous effect on my life. I honestly think I’m going crazy over this. I probably spend at least an hour total a day cringing at things I’ve done or said in the past. And its involuntary. I can’t get the thoughts out of my head. 

And It’s not like most people I’ve seen on here with similar issues. Like, “I accidentally called my boss ‘mom’”. It’s like, I’ll say things that most people would think “wow what a douche”. Because I would feel that way too if I heard someone say it. My biggest issue is that I can’t help but talk to new people like I’m close friends with them already, and I’ll say something that comes across as douchey/edgy/cringey.

I’ve gotten so much more aware of it thru the years. And I’ve gotten so much better at not doing things that make me cringe. But when I do it has such an effect on my that it has a physical effect on me. It gets to the point where I almost throw up. 

I think I might actually have a mental problem. I don’t know what to do. ",1.6901117838844897,3.1498106194690294,3.0940801117838848,94.06538192827202,77.76106194690266,5.996832789939451,20.301816488122963,6.5966054737557815,-0.0034566371681417074,824,19,194,7,19,269,120,226,0.069,0.852,0.079,0.605,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,4,7,9,0,0,11,0,17,2,1,6,1,36,37,13,0,4,6,1,1,4,1,3,1,5,0,0,23,10,0,0,9,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,8,7,23,8,23,26,7,30,0,0,1,0,11,19,0,6,11,122,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.118223836519506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131310912177905,0.0,0.13369080794272326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385123626764209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071463443538137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370655757092193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435903778672463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813100888794974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24795474415922966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612565167334653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935993285794399,0.0,0.18988587764832052,0.0,0.06885170362814484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433370819641815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812035443848444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193072488431479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252895922432458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658025927106086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557104077763962,0.23674890437209845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173564390054276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208958227718048,0.12851982274235835,0.0,0.1418881107373688,0.0,0.0,0.17811674113773215,0.0,0.0,0.11700634874858143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23130063939136625,0.25196814985933064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452485577970747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061898924037538,0.1159231221134138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524033312920925,0.2890273694387708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264905772204867,0.0932663310212878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737488529827693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32194374590019104,0.2328819425628101,0.0,0.09617868279466113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616234646290726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212138495905033,0.0,0.0,0.07801591037724744
socialanxiety,sammyjamez,2019/03/31,"Social anxiety and struggling to cope when you are pushed away I do admit that I am not exactly the most adept when it comes to social skills. I know that I have social anxiety and I have had it for years. 

Sometimes I behave in ways that one would describe as odd or unorthodox - I can sometimes be very blunt and direct and honest, I can sometimes be very quiet and reserved, and sometimes I can just make the big leap and introduce myself or simply just jump into someone else's bubble or discussions without going into the formalities first because it is an anxious and awkward thing to do.

Then again, I still remind myself that there is no clear why of describing ""good"" social skills because everyone behaves differently and everyone has their own way of expressing themselves. 

But that being said, the thing that irritates and scares me the most is when I am pushed away or given the silent treatment or not communicated with for a while or worst, being ghosted. 

I know that you will not connect with everyone and I know that different people have different preferences and will react differently on how you act and have their own priorities on whether they should give that person a chance or just behave on their own instincts or unconscious biases and just avoid that person because he/she is too odd or that there is something off about them

But I realised that this happens all the time irregardless of how I approach myself or irregardless of how geniune I try to be or honest or whether I make an effort to fake it until I make it. 

And this not only pisses me off because I hate it when people just do not have the balls to say it out front that they do not want to talk to you or just did not connect with you (I know that not everyone has the courage but I still find it as a shitty excuse to leave someone in the dark), but makes me so damn self-conscious about myself and how people see me and especially how I see myself (this is especially the case when this happens to me whenever I am suddenly ghosted by someone who I thought I made a connection with, or when I went for an interview and did not even receive a reply for weeks or months)

Social anxiety often keeps on the edge over every tiny little detail that pops up in your head, whether the worry is geniune or just an over-exaggarated delusion or a simple problem that you go into it too deeply. And every time this happens, I go into worry overboard and makes me wonder whether I really am as much of a weirdo or whether the approach would have been better if I did a bit differently or whatever ""what-if"" scenario you can think of that puts you in a state of rumination for hours even though it does not get you anyway.

It becomes very personal and filled with angst and worry and sheer depression and sorrow which puts me in a constant loop of continous increase in my social anxiety, refusal to interact with others, sheer over-thinking and over-analysing every tiny little detail to the point of a sheer burnout, and wondering why I have not been able to contact with anyone which fills me with shame, regret and embarassement.

It is annoying, frustrating and just damn right tormenting. I know that this is all done by myself and the only perpetrator here is me, myself and I alone. But it is really damn hard to convince yourself to get a grip about this especially when this involves on how you think about yourself right in your very core of your soul and how you somehow paradoxically are used to being alone or used to this storm of emotions and anxiety and torment (and I mean this in a somewhat healthy way, not in a learned helplessness kind of way) even though there are those moments where feeling lonely and anxious just feel like you are carrying so much weight. I know that to some extent, this is all in my head even though it actually pretty real and feels very geniune and intense but damn it it hurts ",12.749350078492935,8.175937017687076,11.393095238095244,63.73030219780222,57.05442176870749,14.464154892726322,44.86787022501308,11.661520659325953,5.0755609628466765,3128,122,552,58,26,994,296,735,0.154,0.794,0.052000000000000005,-0.9976,5,5,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,15,6,6,51,30,8,5,34,0,55,4,3,16,5,161,97,94,2,8,54,0,6,1,0,5,0,3,0,3,53,51,1,3,19,1,0,18,14,22,0,2,12,11,73,8,80,74,16,79,1,6,2,0,45,33,5,29,24,439,126,3,0.05521489860083514,0.0,0.053881776189537135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437196601661985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119623149907746,0.1247542382458034,0.0,0.03860754091204165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375242959760246,0.0,0.0,0.13463395880363524,0.06098051749035493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883309082129752,0.06028036873875205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047562746083375386,0.0,0.059667689935412216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755651125771583,0.0,0.0,0.28843908572880905,0.0,0.0,0.04831892985222642,0.05650401147198949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612496275995792,0.06210932920376321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587567912696278,0.0,0.13956280041075958,0.21104080718237886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375493526397207,0.03944553459289503,0.0,0.0,0.050465417018934505,0.04696576454332635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769501121607595,0.052967161973996604,0.0941396979080766,0.04631163729325992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647905744814682,0.0,0.04946170383500029,0.05451328119255975,0.11333283092617773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437555292747804,0.0,0.059108690933889374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490775388477674,0.0,0.05749782019525303,0.18206798566003665,0.0,0.0,0.05846460521629794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0269752104441113,0.11067966774473098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052245672096506594,0.18428186783385853,0.0,0.0,0.060145211378496335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044072005282326784,0.0,0.08117860715854486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037415044264733265,0.08398683692911335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148371754571862,0.1446345591609847,0.0,0.0,0.05219592621021976,0.0,0.0,0.056173401991411125,0.0,0.05283320102606197,0.0,0.11101244710232842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284664268742153,0.07074415580395492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430644343206558,0.05252201265394783,0.04390910353113954,0.055279745816376485,0.0,0.08799825097569001,0.0,0.05760118116260705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33770781448446024,0.14035021321610766,0.04250712649880188,0.21843578623010973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818937869323823,0.0,0.0,0.05772260045736479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04437964399216514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336465036538213,0.10613843263057736,0.16274507260190427,0.04383446192503981,0.06439250280119885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03748729174883377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095375888758193,0.0,0.2277903695883113,0.032567177763466584,0.17530806586944786,0.044290061146248116,0.0672368715155287,0.0,0.051184764177372,0.09964571571831964,0.0,0.0,0.05322519190295366,0.1197564044454448,0.0,0.16822022917232127,0.0,0.0784461595464003,0.0,0.0,0.035556584407377675
socialanxiety,metaldude1000,2019/03/31,"How can I overcome my social anxiety? (any suggestions can really help in the context of my situation) Ok, I've had social anxiety for about a year and a half now. I couldn't even make a post and talk about it on the internet because I felt anxious about that too. However I've been getting a lot better lately. My SAD started when I was really concerned about my appearance, particularly my skin and weight. When they were not right, I would get sad and think about my appearance all the time and think about what others thought about it. 1 and a half years later my skin and weight have gotten a lot worse because of SAD, example: Auto-immune skin diseases and compulsive eating. I realised the only way it would be cured is If I stopped caring about my appearance. Days when I don't think about my appearance the anxiety is gone. Its a cycle where the more I think about my looks the worse it looks, but if I stop caring about it I look better and my social anxiety is gone. I haven't always been like this, I know its super shallow to always think about my appearance. I always feel like people treat me good when I look good and that's mainly my reason why I have that desire.  My grades have also declined because of this, I'm in uni and I really need to do well in this part of my education to get anywhere in life. So my question is how do I stop thinking so much about my appearance and any other tips to cure this disorder. Its really fucked my life up and I feel like I've lost a year of my life.",4.016191482935668,5.263058720930236,5.1525536091815205,82.49014723648448,71.42524916943522,8.529205678042889,25.974176985804892,8.97023862654752,1.9216365448504984,1189,37,236,23,22,393,138,301,0.149,0.733,0.11800000000000001,-0.5870000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,4,27,18,1,0,15,1,22,10,3,4,1,50,57,25,0,7,4,0,8,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,18,13,3,3,13,0,0,8,4,5,1,2,11,12,40,13,29,42,7,34,0,4,4,1,8,8,1,11,19,164,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920524260813174,0.21602225252691826,0.0,0.0,0.11769903559875868,0.0,0.26480852864981097,0.09776448790719627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582601948731637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307350465042355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646464675275916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558105244956319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918124236983332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855104700323667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057158222712492636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875134821968856,0.12364702134132755,0.08309105383902324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800039521538414,0.13563923692659038,0.0,0.0,0.14516968939198904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800529735283463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755959565685538,0.0,0.0976198115533718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833752591478597,0.12683581763665366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906840078049551,0.0,0.09446758978164556,0.14714480190950266,0.0,0.0,0.057765484179740416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636161550057925,0.06416760495260948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06581684292875055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371335200781296,0.0,0.059995277163303475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288048301426705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694353521277517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175651142122915,0.0889765507870225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390387114800094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727351184380603,0.0,0.2646469731976606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125278109976842,0.0,0.0,0.2170515484514934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955680591546806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327043524711643,0.0,0.06870233481519684,0.050461612767161226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869066545041462,0.0,0.21076248485429674,0.07780899391252075,0.0,0.07808802735946553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763813591331339,0.12294970854985005,0.0,0.0,0.16718492206094873
socialanxiety,throwitaway135246,2019/03/31,"I messaged him first... Hi guys, here's a little story and a request for advice:

​

So I'm a female university student who has zero dating experience. I am very awkward, especially around guys. I met this guy in a school hobby organization, and developed a crush on him. He is very outgoing and a people person. We only talked maybe two or three times, just short conversations like what program we're in, where we're from, etc. It has been about 7 months since I have met him, and I only see him once a week or less.

Last week, he approached me and asked if I found an internship yet (I didn't), and he told me about his. Later that day, I mustered the courage to message him on Facebook to ask for tips on getting an internship (I had literally been panicking for weeks about whether I should dm him first). He then asked if I would like to do a mock interview with him, so I did the next day, and he gave me a lot of helpful advice.

He really put in the time to plan questions to ask me, and even wrote notes when I was answering him. He gave me a high five (does this mean I've been friend-zoned??!?!). Then, some of my friends unexpectedly showed up and sat with us and it got extremely awkward, so he left after a bit. He's just so friendly, I can't really tell what he thinks.

​

 I made sure to thank him afterward via Facebook. What should I do next? I want to learn more about him but I'm scared that he isn't interested. Thanks in advance.",3.2416617033948825,4.74372783561644,4.394181060154857,86.17083085169745,73.72602739726027,7.681000595592612,25.709350804050032,8.321376580360154,1.4957952352590822,1136,38,241,19,23,372,166,292,0.065,0.862,0.073,-0.616,1,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,2,0,0,4,16,13,1,3,16,0,19,0,0,1,1,37,42,23,0,6,8,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,4,10,14,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,4,0,6,17,1,36,9,29,22,6,38,0,0,1,0,51,14,0,7,23,150,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894056831351555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094959593166965,0.2349428880510534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606178653759146,0.36151456872169385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554472394476994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469553732184427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460147506167227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781885670811316,0.06385332657152998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945672941182237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446444364212312,0.0,0.10599981299856603,0.2240740021720853,0.0,0.050509014453626634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732031430264474,0.0,0.0,0.2871721503703349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479962145393534,0.10214308652250208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880352272443665,0.0,0.0,0.10503832973862304,0.0,0.0,0.0944616364911355,0.096894355681892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219014381265054,0.0,0.09147679674344536,0.0,0.0,0.09712364119061197,0.10530807731211386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716554706848201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056312093446782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295636617131827,0.0,0.14705231079615308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702269321296761,0.08441341097120203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718568689109842,0.10829880495194284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386573856895082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678914767778668,0.097840875421756,0.07703794204630526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997106102510078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111561537081267,0.0,0.0,0.07770419079916878,0.08449874155855144,0.17801182006605012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619458252955425,0.0,0.0,0.11274464762681967,0.0,0.0,0.0923776853111148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443802040171513,0.0,0.11628885171702776,0.0,0.0,0.15953500072085436,0.057021777713440226,0.0,0.2326420213570768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867557736528543,0.0,0.2349428880510534,0.0
socialanxiety,zakafx,2019/03/31,"mcdonalds worker gave me anxiety for my daughter's birthday she wanted McDonald's for supper. i went over there and started placing my order on the kiosk. mid order, a worker approached me and told me to use another kiosk as the one I was using doesn't work sometimes (the kiosk had no indication or signage letting customers know not to use). i said no problem and moved over to another one. start placing my order and within 5minutes she approached me again and started asking me if I was taking my order out or dining in, and if I was dining in, to take a order tracker. she then started explaining the machine to me but I kindly interrupted her and explained that I am familiar with how the machine works and how to use it, etc, and that I am getting it to go. I smiled at her but in my head I was extremely frustrated and anxious. i continued to place the order. within 3 minutes the worker comes back and starts explaining to me how the pay function works.

i then lost it. i stopped my order and turned my body towards her and told her that she needs to back away from me. she is giving me major anxiety. i explained to her that i did not want her unwanted help or attention. i explained to her that I know how to use the kiosk, and that I used it many times previously, yet still thought she had to butt in. i had a large order to put in so I was at the kiosk for about 10-15 minutes. i had a small freakout with my hands at chest level. after this i asked again to walk away because her approaching me wasn't making any situation better for me. i felt foolish, embarrassed and dying inside. i think another customer at the kiosk thought i was unstable and walked around me. then he took his phone out, so i could only imagine what he may of told someone about my panic attack.


",5.080691192865107,5.830087501424501,5.960599529295182,79.50931995540692,68.57264957264958,8.611470333209464,31.785086089433914,8.716276077567194,2.5731416078285645,1407,58,264,22,23,464,165,351,0.135,0.805,0.06,-0.9695,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,8,16,8,2,2,15,0,19,8,5,11,0,63,62,33,1,8,9,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,22,3,1,13,0,1,11,6,6,0,2,23,3,62,2,48,36,2,63,0,1,0,1,33,26,1,6,18,202,74,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060468141491037276,0.2797187706438872,0.13604597095440468,0.10045344649592852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915698751282875,0.16625499744598754,0.10115848755594896,0.16708513124612734,0.1367468344311893,0.0,0.05420435156106195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864185369610949,0.0,0.09876924512955587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659606336535033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709947884236896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922841465016531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916847229709434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537642767619145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046456639900737326,0.08529945028260444,0.05053486085883183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125680720556904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059600701224401274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259571916484627,0.09773539247132396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092596107713448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706586899670493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935429212158569,0.09015016653071173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450709424724504,0.0,0.06593249971295932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050797472018104,0.06762709907456603,0.0,0.10432758515513184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787050829504124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508371670745515,0.0,0.08938840934128321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458257229860981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994896640535238,0.0,0.0,0.0753409948617955,0.0,0.0879434152835306,0.0,0.3146875261482085,0.0,0.07101103063621479,0.07434047739273096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371242485584922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697586718408783,0.0,0.14118390966369998,0.05184953173401904,0.0,0.0,0.2548984715571272,0.09879256230396503,0.0,0.09671861390546968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607861122679763,0.0,0.0,0.1048937589611977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242903875646594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420282652060408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway9120239423,2019/03/31,God I am so fucking tired of how shaky/insecure my voice is when I talk to strangers. That is all.,-0.8842857142857135,1.2519024761904802,0.6257142857142881,103.04428571428572,95.66666666666666,4.704761904761905,21.285714285714285,6.42735559955562,0.11111428571428617,76,3,19,1,3,24,19,21,0.161,0.742,0.09699999999999999,-0.3338,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5503547123749929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.478487810698644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6842215325312829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Canadiannabis,2019/03/31,"I come across as self-assured and distant rather than anxious Hi there! I don't know if this is a common issue but I've been told I come off as really confident, especially to people who don't know me that well (which is most people because I'm terrible at opening up and moving a friendship from an acquaintance to a closer friend). I can get why this happens too, because I used to be really outgoing in high school and as a result I do think I have pretty okay social skills. I feel very comfortable making new friends and talking to random people, but my anxiety and weird behaviour starts to kick in as soon as the possibility of a closer friendship becomes real.



What this means functionally is I can do stuff like go on dates and go to random events, and make friends with a new group of people and feel fine, but that I start getting really into my own head once I hang out with them after the first few times. I think it stems from a feeling that i'm not good enough, and so i think that if I were to try and be friends or try to reveal more about myself beyond initial pleasantries, people would hate me and reject me - even in high school, though I was popular I didn't open up to anyone. I also am conventionally attractive, female and relatively intelligent when it comes to school activities (though I didn't believe any of this until very recently, when my counsellor basically yelled it at me when I was beating up on myself in a session with her).  



In practice it means where others might give the benefit of the doubt to someone more clearly awkward, because it looks like I'm superficially satisfied or comfortable, my awkward comments or silence is interpreted in a more negative light. Even when I say I have diagnosed (moderate) social anxiety or that I have low self-esteem people tend to not believe me. 


As a result, it kind of becomes this loop of oh I get positive reactions when I first talk to people -> I start acting weird around them -> they take it as a personal rejection from me and dislike -> I become more anxious around opening up more to people and develop weird mental models (some examples include: I can't compliment people because they'll think I'm lying. I better not make eye contact with anyone because they'll probably be disgusted cause I'm trans. This person was probably just nice to me out of pity so I should avoid them to stop burdening them. These people hate me cause they didn't come up to talk to me - though I also didn't go up to talk to them). The anxiety for a period was actually much worse in the middle of my transition where I was scared to go outside alone and would be hyper vigilant on public transit - of course looking around and staring at people while you come off as I do means that people assume you're judging them and end up staring back. 



 I don't think it's as bad as full-blown social anxiety in all situations or even as bad as it used to be where I could barely go outside without someone else there, but it is still pretty lonely only knowing a lot of people on a superficial level.


Anyone else deal with this?
Anyone have any tips for getting closer to people and building up actual friendships from acquaintances? ",11.576308610400677,7.682710901960789,11.041312872975281,63.294820971867026,58.444444444444436,14.042171071327086,42.62176754759875,11.718892830421765,4.895918357487924,2560,98,449,52,23,843,274,612,0.165,0.6829999999999999,0.151,-0.6943,0,4,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,10,5,32,39,3,5,21,1,42,3,2,9,2,96,92,55,0,7,17,0,3,2,4,6,1,2,0,2,29,37,0,2,17,0,0,13,13,20,1,2,12,11,62,19,94,68,13,86,1,5,5,0,35,47,0,15,28,322,91,4,0.0,0.0,0.1015908248636425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391035332629368,0.0,0.08325220821220605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079452544894586,0.0,0.15927908011503425,0.117608279319192,0.0,0.1455843591129704,0.05333360268976088,0.0,0.1390124095620534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040024908205738986,0.08692278081088861,0.15865260827480507,0.1724626073200953,0.0,0.11728994880496126,0.0,0.04603591722483083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694384062507843,0.0,0.2241916910085252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041559424780306775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05366350497109527,0.0,0.05283186011343263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696582304758596,0.0,0.04610277555608885,0.053783809343727264,0.0,0.10313990845848747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895742829576713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855110387460903,0.0,0.0,0.1608615195887257,0.0,0.10878044850155508,0.0499331875836469,0.14791224787600704,0.04365889328572002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04602956486023599,0.0,0.0,0.10278148929045927,0.053420546760659014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999195770739416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054328945246854256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420432838878298,0.08581953933460268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05086012514226941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742143163476568,0.0,0.0,0.0442528962555588,0.0,0.0,0.10423568941825148,0.0,0.0,0.17010022871311928,0.0,0.0,0.0524563477888399,0.055219130033777486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055323222475625516,0.038264336505482464,0.0,0.0,0.10054462647801307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055433865664162564,0.0,0.039588023283156325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052099208872686,0.09089989979337366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058681004305893514,0.0,0.10591154648707687,0.11224209305367608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592467687782492,0.10003786508157188,0.0,0.051395241418968264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04139397735386592,0.052113305953235135,0.15803873464906612,0.0,0.0,0.10860353761993577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058508823582980075,0.0,0.15918190649325822,0.08820727488181293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052838831668388,0.0,0.04156893276004295,0.04351794754140539,0.0,0.0,0.059587284946389964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03913675627727358,0.16735026048359314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676465407563135,0.15342298767176987,0.0,0.03035204078832166,0.0,0.0,0.049738082144251065,0.0,0.07068001762361274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991273020551728,0.0,0.08589698847739237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680115492598751,0.0,0.04696899011988138,0.0,0.0,0.050176437483483584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053045611437456834,0.07395274079004123,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sad_tower,2019/03/31,"I just had to give a presentation in my Sociology class and it went terribly! I'm in my first year of university. I just had to give a 7 minute presentation in my college Sociology class. This is the first presentation I had to give in my college career. I was so nervous. When my name got called to present, the nerves got so bad.

As I went up in front of the class to present my powerpoint, I began shaking profusely. I started sweating and my voice got shaky. I knew they could tell I was nervous from how they were looking at me. They were looking at me like I was crazy.

When I finished, they appluaded nonetheless. A few students had to do a peer review for each student that presented. One person did a peer review for me. For each student you had to write something they needed to improve on.

For my improvement, she wrote ""Relax a little bit."" That kind of hurt me because she noticed I was nervous.

I felt terrible after giving that presentation. I always hated public speaking. 

To make matters worse, we have to give another final presentation that's going to be 15 minutes. 

I'm thinking about just not showing up for it.

What do you guys think?",3.0081571369806674,5.491612746606336,4.559401480872072,80.26601295763065,77.64253393665156,7.0951048951048925,29.04997943233237,8.150884317080207,2.301749321266968,911,42,166,17,22,304,119,221,0.162,0.773,0.064,-0.9705,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,2,5,2,9,13,1,5,9,0,18,1,1,2,0,22,43,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,8,5,0,0,4,2,0,5,1,10,0,3,21,5,36,3,33,20,4,34,0,1,2,0,24,11,0,1,19,121,44,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743198288959876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538576406184874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078035845081657,0.07870581085436865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095746251073507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183834711089407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308586355887332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396829358864782,0.14143648531383554,0.0,0.2196461346676556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192826043091177,0.07337763640298277,0.0,0.3097892977673576,0.0,0.0,0.12784172152188228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747191085275494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821765295566482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445085032154286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307786920438346,0.1294046921348636,0.0,0.0,0.21684404491308515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618362833570521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573531832989657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699549159961658,0.0,0.0,0.08749000395369537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273609677166717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993971472845702,0.0,0.0,0.09138652598158616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285005777907495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546021478747086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23937725095614915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315767167602824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314424776221907
socialanxiety,at_least_im_trying77,2019/03/31,"Just wanted to say that I finally got out of my comfort zone and socialized, only to receive a text from a guy saying I'm weird. I want to make it clear that I don't want to rant about the guy as his intentions are probably good. I get that he's in a way being honest with me to protect me. 

To be honest, I didn't realise I was being weird, I thought I was acting normal and I was getting along with people. So now that I know that by being myself I make others uncomfortable, I honestly don't want to leave my house again. I'm so disappointed from myself. Why can't I socialize like a normal person and I'm either too quiet or too weird?

",3.549333333333333,4.047491044444442,5.643703703703704,81.31666666666669,71.8888888888889,8.37037037037037,25.37037037037037,8.515128840125781,1.6055925925925925,501,14,104,8,9,176,80,135,0.10400000000000001,0.691,0.205,0.8881,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,5,0,12,0,0,3,1,22,26,7,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,6,3,20,6,18,16,1,8,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,1,4,74,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893129994636288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057990315254915,0.0,0.0,0.14495102437769586,0.1382178510067297,0.0,0.0,0.3422327655300409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940806090386864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497591595495453,0.0,0.0,0.18298865924943933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844298456113301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307138946317541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33864869197134634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314354097440779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980981593426925,0.1508974758550401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863263718110381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748626439631957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35233112388794485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719770084665847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077286879764045,0.137174397271565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594081112655034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,nevasayyes,2019/03/31,"I learned something interesting A lot of the time people with anxiety, specifically social anxiety, feel as though people are “watching” them as they go about their day. I watch a blind man on YouTube named, Tommy Edison. He was asked if he could “feel” people staring at him. You know, the burning a hole in the back of the head sort of stare. Tommy said that while he knew some people would be curious, he didn’t feel like he was being watched. He didn’t show any level of anxiety at all. I always thought that feeling someone starting was a full body sense. That you didn’t have to see them to know they are looking at you.

I found it interesting that it’s not because it says quite a bit about how our mind can trick us. We don’t actually feel people staring we just think we do. So, next time you feel stared at just be like Tommy and either think people are curious in a positive way or that they aren’t paying attention at all. They may just be going about their day and you just happen to be there. ",4.422469490308688,5.518894854271358,4.955581478822683,84.85071608040201,70.30653266331659,7.896769562096195,26.77709978463747,8.192908349453996,1.5714778176597273,792,25,160,11,14,253,112,199,0.045,0.8540000000000001,0.10099999999999999,0.9022,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,5,5,8,1,12,5,1,0,10,0,22,3,2,1,2,40,43,10,0,3,8,0,6,2,0,2,1,2,0,1,8,6,0,0,15,1,1,2,6,1,0,0,10,18,23,4,21,25,7,21,0,0,10,0,31,10,0,6,10,105,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.1216411463547364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037194056765854,0.0,0.0,0.08476678127978506,0.0,0.2860724369773463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165316202687008,0.0,0.0,0.0958487289265351,0.0,0.0759859373860557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608632963907133,0.13845887756129413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952347722159637,0.0,0.0,0.16077883727642742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781629730444793,0.08905051736930092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667310836827087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168378229583609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022824242886148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279276264482606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700957946820064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217961156306174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467523198377772,0.0,0.0,0.10597360612572136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258617188489505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256748178906688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5185027909107658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258141122071818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857140354116205,0.09912727580004634,0.0,0.0,0.0993305054406623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270657372242158,0.10561617201014586,0.09596223363854314,0.0,0.0,0.0882284391175994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974232886041387,0.1224687243991569,0.09895876816771083,0.1453697040319429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499394987890981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989419596274006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854831307698817,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dankswedshfish,2019/03/31,"I feel so dumb Hello everyone, I’m feeling a little upset at something that just happened and thought I should share. I guess I should  bit of background. I’m bilingual and lived in the US most of my life, but for college I’ve moved to my parents home country. My whole extended family also lives there, and they don’t really speak English. Now I’m pretty good at speaking the language, but I’m not super confident at it so I don’t really speak that much. Which is frustrating because if I could speak it as comfortably as I could English I think I would fit in better into school and family. My extended family is great though and very accommodating, always inviting me to dinners with them, even though I’m super awkward and don’t really speak. 

So now on to the issue I’m having at the moment: my parents were talking to my uncle and he asked about me since I’ve been at college I only visit every month or so. So I came home this weekend and my dad told me to go visit my uncle. The problem is I’m too nervous to go there. Well the thing is, I actually got up to go and even psyched myself up that I could do it. So I drove to my uncles house... and then I couldn’t get the courage to go in. I don’t know why I felt so nervous attempting to go in. I feel so stupid I want to cry. All I have to do is go in say hi and have some little conversations for like 15 mins but I can’t do it. It’s so crazy I don’t know what to do with myself, and makes me super upset that I’m unable to do something that seems so simple. 

And also what’s the rule for visiting family members? Should I call first before visiting? Is showing up unannounced a no-no??",3.1027988338192403,4.104986778425658,4.932228571428574,84.13777142857144,73.34402332361516,7.703743440233238,25.964897959183673,8.109356740369918,1.5240277317784257,1287,42,268,19,25,441,161,343,0.145,0.7390000000000001,0.11599999999999999,-0.9095,2,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,2,6,24,20,3,5,10,0,30,2,0,1,1,48,63,35,0,11,7,3,4,1,0,4,1,6,2,0,15,17,1,0,9,2,0,13,8,9,1,1,8,10,41,11,39,47,6,39,0,0,0,0,25,18,1,6,9,184,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.09608067338422717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747343791113005,0.08192483085745049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920448128079966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060019000564932465,0.0,0.083780391230255,0.0,0.0,0.08707798037390005,0.1074904880621488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053648826984042,0.11260956792374302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583178050060635,0.0,0.10815134132199594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006098232171548,0.0,0.08295499759625047,0.09408070919148366,0.0,0.0,0.3712692498524025,0.0,0.1493497644010002,0.0,0.09453499051928993,0.0,0.0,0.08374820955149033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144017069010004,0.0,0.3357352413691255,0.08258178574162416,0.07874574882453772,0.10855014359338903,0.10846243837956736,0.0,0.08706596473235617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752253243354367,0.0,0.0,0.11360715684083104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276443075600412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821973526133193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954370169460927,0.04810153947105277,0.19736129279497006,0.17388019700367255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572138933095696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858812838730124,0.10464512865956324,0.07237785937818801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488164290626563,0.0,0.0,0.21865161444544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001670448025376,0.0,0.09421087964457253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922388815838326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829764594487983,0.0,0.09964461565142592,0.0,0.08963234234846337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144536324652478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515953491684067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913670225569691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541103048374525,0.06308782424704441,0.19346870465135432,0.07816454684749086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408070919148366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843268862772535,0.0,0.0,0.08123804985009701,0.05807299964891114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852544482208853,0.0,0.08884290889364302,0.10992468998155157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699416423013932,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rainbowflower1976,2019/03/31,"S.A. is ruing my life & I'm not sure what to do...hate myself & guilt is overwhelming! Me too. My husband is the only one I can talk to...but as much as he tries...(& even after all the info I've shown him about it)...he still thinks a pep talk about how my thinking is messed up & suggesting I need to just force myself into uncomfortable situations will ""cure"" S.A. I can't work now b/c insurance sucks and I cannot afford to see the Dr. at mental health clinic w/o paying a $6000 deductible! I can't even afford the supplements they say can help! When I used to see a therapist/Dr  2x a week w/ the right balance of meds...I felt the most normal & better than I ever had...then my ins. changed & now nothing is covered...can't even afford the copay plus, lost my job at  daycare b/c the mean ppl kept making me cry & I couldn't stop it...the more I held it in...the worse it got! So, now we're broke & I have live w/ that guilt weighing on me everyday for letting down my kids & husband by not working. They all have to go w/o basic things (budget had to be cut a lot allowing just the basics) b/c of me so, I try to make it up by busting my ass bending over backwards at home doing everything by myself: cooking, cleaning, driving everyone everywhere ect. so no one has to do anything at all b/c it helps me feel less guilty about not even being able to even ""talk to"" someone about a job. The sucky thing is that there's an opening for one that I'd actually like, be good at, & pays well...plus, they haven't even advertised yet! The guy just talked to my husband about it one on one asking him if he knew anyone that'd be intrested. My family keeps harpin on me about. If I don't get it...they will all be upset thinking I don't care or take it as 100% proof that I'm not even trying. The worst part is that I have to live w/ the guilt (24/7) that we're broke & it's all my fault! but w/ no meds or anything I can even bring myself to call the dude about it let alone go there in person! 😪 I am not sure what to do or even what direction to take now. I feel this enormous weight on my shoulders that just keeps getting worse and overwhelms me to the point of full blown panic attacks but when I even think about going in to talk to the place....I get a rash....& start hyperventilating ect ! I also have a peptic ulcer which keeps flaring up causing me to double over often. I was raised on an off the grid farm & am a hard worker w/ good work ethic but this S.A. is ruining my life! I HATE myself for letting it control me but don't know what to do?! I think if anyone could understand this predicament...it'd be you all. Thanks for reading this. Sometimes it's nice to talk to anyone who even slightly understands what it's like! ",1.3532270347453592,3.298360115183243,2.8678553069966704,93.05740409328895,80.48342059336824,5.633241313660163,20.36582579723941,6.6590880762095805,0.16126554973822005,2138,57,474,21,55,699,268,573,0.132,0.8220000000000001,0.046,-0.9895,5,1,0,0,0,0,135.0,0,1,3,7,41,28,4,7,28,0,45,11,2,7,10,68,88,23,0,7,19,3,5,2,0,2,6,1,2,3,32,5,3,7,14,2,3,5,15,18,0,5,8,8,54,10,67,66,15,47,0,6,2,1,27,28,2,9,16,297,86,9,0.048840380001956084,0.0,0.04766116557239388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058390419409402,0.0,0.039057634242021,0.0,0.6879409072487144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245098787829668,0.0,0.08038294254307267,0.0,0.04565916233516011,0.05556298307841116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043195347140348284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987148866384312,0.0,0.04979602245268951,0.050172523963861564,0.05166664603878828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477863915399978,0.038995069253670994,0.0,0.05364886406458435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35484471403367585,0.04417891987629402,0.0,0.04666907610037258,0.04389458429987578,0.0,0.04604236358333719,0.0,0.04939032723642161,0.0,0.046894423996243766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655124821602895,0.0,0.08327134044633143,0.08192998705901322,0.039062113541187486,0.0,0.0,0.04835965487554195,0.0,0.0,0.043751387253459235,0.048219763796828435,0.0,0.05191504006294671,0.0,0.0,0.06547335440857129,0.0,0.048990883343138135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693308191535414,0.13023472147693846,0.0,0.0,0.026841395562792244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982779276695465,0.06899480955403177,0.04772188529214117,0.0,0.08625390067793769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533150442128968,0.04152234452914618,0.0,0.0,0.06520266580614359,0.0,0.0,0.05320149187015447,0.05425065190664983,0.0,0.049219615661999165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035903298947585816,0.03621452291724253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0478532026073654,0.04686366184420974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16547752744147393,0.03714530982329985,0.0,0.057303662684557326,0.0,0.05288937208183185,0.0,0.0,0.04264553595643143,0.05102780195705636,0.0,0.046169945707781004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048853596902411936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04170941766236795,0.0,0.038839830486868815,0.0,0.0,0.07783891895248715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489863345390328,0.0,0.0,0.04138229548263371,0.0,0.048304384667217516,0.0,0.03456947234544081,0.0,0.039003990559252924,0.0408327446090845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206296029937663,0.0,0.07344377500236715,0.23553628442915456,0.0,0.04496565999380349,0.0,0.0567074455542308,0.06489475654858333,0.15647471708571925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631882410917046,0.0,0.0,0.10168911606109668,0.0,0.04218240699534654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03917680683126186,0.059474425167403075,0.043913367115597415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666913498262727,0.0,0.09954503954477892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,DiligentSample9,2019/03/31,Does anyone tend to interpret others bad moods as being about you? I do this quite frequently. Especially if I'm experiencing social anxiety at the time. If someone is in a bad mood and doesn't want to talk/acts differently towards you I immediately assume its because of something I've done and I must be the source of their bad mood. This tends to lead to overreacting and trying to 'fix' it. ,4.6648,6.605985813333334,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,70.86666666666667,9.266666666666666,28.5,9.725611199111238,2.8690000000000007,316,12,57,8,6,108,56,75,0.17800000000000002,0.8220000000000001,0.0,-0.9085,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,2,1,6,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,10,11,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,12,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184583366598607,0.0,0.0,0.1753510424757899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6281718856181424,0.15287301697514108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620114784753625,0.0,0.0,0.2194590621610872,0.2566347682762421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667351489678726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556383887843049,0.2124848809132333,0.1930625149422659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156727558639664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462316975787196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026299869054418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791640276516732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,NaynaRawks,2019/03/31,"I’m starting to think I have social anxiety?? I’ve already had a general anxiety disorder for a few years, I got it diagnosed by a psychiatrist and went into treatment for it, and it got better.... but recently it’s been really different.

I’m new in the town I currently live in. I have two jobs, and I mostly meet people through work. I have been invited to hang out with people in different places, and I always say yes so that I can try getting out of my house and meet new people. But then I get terrified of doing it again..... even if I had a GREAT time with the same people the last time I hung out with them. I keep thinking to myself that they only invite me to be nice, and that they’re doing the same thing the second and third time also.

Another thing is boys. This one I can at least say I have some explanation for. The last time I told a guy how I felt, he blocked me on everything.... granted it was my ex, but it was like a long distance thing and we were still talking for a while and there were a couple times it seemed like we would get back together. Anyways, now that guys are actually interested in me, and one asked me out on a date, I ended up calling my brother FREAKING OUT because it didn’t seem correct somehow that someone could like me.

My biggest concern for myself is that I’ve lived here now for over a year, and on my days off, I don’t hang out with anyone really. I have some friends from out of town that I visit on occasion, but when it comes to trying to make new friends, the idea seems like a daunting and terrifying task now. I haven’t been on a real date since before I moved here (with the one guy) and now I don’t remember how to talk to people in general.

Does this sound like social anxiety? Or does it just sound like I’m suddenly introverted? Any advice on how to address these fears?",5.118179367802006,5.060724886792457,6.190052683165892,80.71894817446706,68.32614555256065,9.656505758392553,30.071183533447684,9.457814108942452,2.4480770889487875,1427,49,297,27,22,478,185,371,0.07400000000000001,0.7909999999999999,0.135,0.9781,4,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,0,2,2,20,14,0,1,20,1,28,1,0,4,1,62,49,27,0,3,7,2,1,6,2,1,1,4,1,4,24,29,0,2,8,0,0,6,4,2,0,6,15,5,39,12,49,31,7,64,0,0,0,0,25,27,0,9,37,214,63,2,0.0,0.0,0.08138409704263237,0.0,0.0,0.08149523929868542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203140422129127,0.06669308770009216,0.06939354346571977,0.0,0.0,0.05671327639043582,0.08744973005590098,0.1913969710897924,0.0,0.0,0.058313590946044665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796556491522949,0.0,0.0,0.064127661487353,0.0,0.0508384464255861,0.0,0.0709652758457051,0.0,0.0,0.07375846312697988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515834693370655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183970938981694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658625449485689,0.09227793717200293,0.0,0.05378459874567303,0.0,0.0,0.0846468809793699,0.0,0.17426563267897502,0.09558095667737967,0.0,0.14596372852509418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386558313366386,0.0,0.0,0.05508337542765508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495244955520443,0.0,0.0,0.09384556627504638,0.0,0.0,0.0800748430600532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288656681172336,0.0,0.13071552360768296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334014727062267,0.0919462271550472,0.0,0.24773041939320145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962297156275922,0.0,0.09414581982845603,0.0,0.0,0.08275932040791238,0.0741276822454834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596046628484634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24446333804659715,0.0,0.14728334355181566,0.07380431483089768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566859326326574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863852641635131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24163797221013486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953726149918855,0.0634276871543627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890872230663475,0.0,0.08713281633948751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492480814450102,0.10685336765617176,0.0,0.08234513935259448,0.0,0.09447330430914012,0.0,0.0,0.1326423512938002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277663235770981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689874156025195,0.0,0.0,0.17002684698304055,0.07066257635453776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902930107323101,0.0,0.06660148812144799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340637784719944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621712145769407,0.10687572078513062,0.0,0.0,0.2431492643429393,0.0,0.0,0.07969004896604229,0.0,0.11324308904816628,0.0,0.08146740681716656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731047692752907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071449805183436,0.0,0.0,0.05924331297736408,0.0,0.0,0.10741073218282236
socialanxiety,northernlaner,2019/03/31,"Working on your image if insecure pays off I've been very insecure all my life. I've always been the soft boy that was always the beta male of the group and made fun of. I got into a relationship for a year and a half and was cheated on because of always being pushed around by everyone I thought it was my fault and took her back for another 7 months. I caught her cheating again and dumped her. I was crushed she didn't fight to get me back and she replaced me three days later. I told myself I was better than that and I needed to really believe it. I told myself that I wouldn't take that anymore. Since then I lost 40lbs and gained a good deal of muscle. 

Enter what this story is really about.

Since I lost the weight it's been winter and so I've been wearing long sleeve shirts and button ups. Tonight I went to a party with a new group of friends I met through my engineering classes at college. They all see me in a short sleeve t-shirt for the first time and I get tons of compliments about how nice and big my arms are. One kid even told me I was a beef cake. It's feels so good to finally be getting recognition for the hard work I've put into myself and helped with the social anxiety I normally feel. I also went on to be the center of conversation when we started talking about MMA because I started doing BJJ to lose weight. Spending time in the gym and bjj has done so much for my confidence. ",4.351134868421049,4.9704315659722225,5.1125511695906445,85.40598684210528,70.14583333333333,8.146491228070175,26.96345029239766,8.20500826718156,1.5528722222222218,1113,34,233,15,19,361,163,288,0.107,0.7859999999999999,0.10800000000000001,0.3147,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,1,1,1,8,15,17,4,2,17,0,20,6,3,2,2,31,43,22,0,4,1,0,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,10,20,2,0,3,1,2,7,2,10,0,4,25,7,38,7,37,14,4,40,0,3,1,0,25,14,0,1,19,156,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902318308374618,0.2816561666795745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831434892727047,0.08631628710828079,0.0,0.1118991754440394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044453669375956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352191967326933,0.0,0.1375628646417134,0.0,0.0,0.12712319645056752,0.0,0.09979086884735157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276740338524802,0.11632499381529254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546646553224932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452457196006693,0.0,0.0,0.10781595613128343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410265211119648,0.0,0.0,0.12360210684206994,0.0,0.09597497047667206,0.0,0.0,0.08717384040306361,0.0,0.17685042664447512,0.0,0.0,0.18927651088684547,0.09024217901580146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107544530464994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562901279104323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969668549003434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985290350992597,0.0,0.1262303162491156,0.24633924424097303,0.0,0.0,0.10676450997343803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900615468937381,0.0,0.08294461403041066,0.08366361069079763,0.0,0.1089739950783638,0.0,0.0,0.11055155199474664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645798601614387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342747676725555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445663310435015,0.0,0.0,0.12113950452158767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991261636547464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667184349155908,0.0,0.0,0.11501816922759985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972635523624207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483573583866012,0.09069020941805364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957612486507048,0.13158666989361814,0.0,0.0,0.3234478683938504,0.12536067201651555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309834177591356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27479832688313444,0.0,0.20919306982629501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428630032035396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266020625728915
socialanxiety,Mfastupidquestions,2019/03/31,"I get FOMO at the thought of going out to bars but I get nervous trying to talk to people when I do go out Right now I live in the quiet suburbs. I have a group of core friends I met in college. We all made a plan to go bar hopping once a month, every month in the city. 

Another problem with me is that I always get FOMO. I always assume I'm missing out on the greatest time of my life if I miss something and that everyone else is having fun, enjoying their youth. I feel horrible if I miss a night out with my friends because I feel like I'm really missing out on drinking, spending time with them, and what not. I assume that all those young people in their 20s are living it up and having a blast and I want to be part of it too. 

 But when I do go out, I'm counting down the minutes and hours until I get to go home and be alone with the internet. When I do go out, it feels like a chore, and being out surrounded by other people who are more good looking than me or better dressed is mentally draining. I feel like I recharge my mental drain by being alone in the comfort of my room. 

I get nervous talking to people I don't know when I'm in these settings. If I'm at work and I talk to a client, I feel fine since I have a reason to talk to them, its about work. But if I approach a stranger in a totally social setting, I feel like my brain leaves my head and I run out of things to say after ""Hi"". I feel stupid for approaching people in a purely social setting, as if its totally obvious I want to make friends and that I look stupid for doing so. I have no problems with keeping an infinite conversation with friends and people I know, I just get so nervous around people I dont know. 

A part of this FOMO makes me want to move to the city, where all the fun is. I feel like young people like myself are having an awesome time in the city and I'm missing out by living here in the suburbs. A part of me wants to move to the neighborhood where all the young people live and have fun. But I get so anxious that if I move to the young people section near where all the bars and restaurants are, then I'll feel a big sense of FOMO if I don't go out every weekend, with the knowledge that all that fun is happening just blocks from where I would potentially move into. 

How can I just not give a fuck about what other people are doing and just live my own life? How can I stop giving a fuck about me having as much fun as other people and stop getting FOMO?",4.972339471041182,4.40844531262136,5.908289253431537,84.33310679611651,68.6893203883495,8.423836625376634,29.21493136926682,7.503015589744147,1.5965132239705384,1916,59,413,17,29,636,198,515,0.10800000000000001,0.7090000000000001,0.183,0.9936,0,2,2,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,4,4,24,34,4,3,34,0,33,10,2,6,10,98,88,42,0,14,18,0,9,6,4,1,2,2,3,0,22,37,4,4,17,5,1,14,6,14,0,1,3,13,59,20,78,80,16,80,0,5,2,2,23,39,2,10,30,295,81,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113726060474495,0.0,0.0,0.09732167529763633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132237819481458,0.0,0.0660668308689049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052060446789289984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035649446105251226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517216504619243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065284084281682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853924128998004,0.057289069939617486,0.0,0.0,0.0488533320606314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854545021186673,0.055881056670330866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26612754261470845,0.20889402228945905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807289566602663,0.10812939726762964,0.2444310735468121,0.11220051778432114,0.23265251270752405,0.04905104870725779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051714513539256365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001832946101013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058661164033748985,0.0,0.05759195854468253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051980558001228944,0.0,0.0,0.096418806963045,0.0,0.0,0.0619228851693523,0.0,0.0,0.0826136530827263,0.17142503768596434,0.0,0.2581987642874317,0.0,0.09821854331286167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533609167219258,0.07807298038498485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787009137205184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335787737500498,0.24862399168344956,0.042990229307879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488041271595158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622803062581017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899875192862109,0.0,0.4865199518717205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191674785667194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03746439593702999,0.060128159600496875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049942414267306966,0.0,0.04650640102312702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837604858878678,0.0,0.0,0.11922793366315622,0.0,0.04502149468599651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977853905056064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801909898247268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0388521465530979,0.0,0.0,0.046427344240202215,0.1023021418336959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03970472824857007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797432490828487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514966047494818,0.0,0.0,0.04154319106061713,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,amh46,2019/03/31,Social interactions Whenever I have a successful social interaction without messing up my words or panicking I actually feel so happy. I feel sad that it actually makes me happy ,6.649000000000001,10.051737900000004,9.55,44.405,70.0,13.333333333333332,40.0,11.855464076750405,7.35,147,9,17,7,3,54,24,30,0.154,0.518,0.32799999999999996,0.8409,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,3,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,13,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.5056873308640564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26201691094557383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5516323164352401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295087961417713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5282384737957159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24976260186239266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,aewilson95,2019/03/31,"How to be social without stims They only way I can feel like a normal person in social situations is by getting drunk or using stims.  To be honest, I’m not sure if i seem normal socially to everyone or my brain is convincing me that i do.  When I’m sober I’m an anxious, awkward mess around anybody I don’t know really well.


My problem is how do I learn to stop relying on drugs like this in social situations out of my comfort zone?  Does anyone else here have this problem or cope like this?",1.8919,4.1130883900000015,4.122,83.32100000000001,80.1,6.8000000000000025,24.0,7.908726449838941,1.5147999999999997,389,14,75,7,10,134,67,100,0.16899999999999998,0.6679999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.2877,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,12,0,1,2,0,10,3,1,3,1,21,18,7,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,4,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,1,10,8,12,16,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,5,5,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621717749166768,0.0,0.10037420007387406,0.14708496818366326,0.0,0.12779082858578633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025039619015982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256224514115624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647359079298332,0.0,0.1199184441976202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716913654340646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725837011005469,0.10255286629802572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499947500231204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889187789039688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21039530927292874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812990112926874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091770075786582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534320010950015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747178486407625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196244931658844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306834430986057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227146872198209,0.0,0.5853286851360769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001506755092672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529512288539372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398197753968475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394410562325888,0.0,0.0,0.12906959282855887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837804570896955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,gcahoon,2019/03/31,"took myself on a date!! i did it guys! all my friends left town for the weekend so i was nervous about how i could entertain myself, especially since it was such nice weather today. anyway, i got some ice cream from across the street and then laid in my apartment’s courtyard in the sun all by myself!! i was nervous at first to do something all by myself/for myself in public but it was so relaxing and i’m glad i did it :)",0.9432558139534885,3.3210335581395363,2.582604651162793,91.86413953488373,85.51162790697674,4.835348837209303,21.390697674418604,6.2581,0.3112920930232561,330,11,68,3,10,108,57,86,0.036000000000000004,0.743,0.22,0.9588,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,4,0,8,0,0,1,3,9,11,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,8,1,12,5,12,2,4,16,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,1,5,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793604860373637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976181642109491,0.0,0.0,0.2703258799572562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798407909862997,0.0,0.0,0.3464483317812997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801589471414062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28943448012487405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693641438070372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316569357165245,0.0,0.3887431575597603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Yassou1,2019/03/31,How do you get rid of someone annoying? There is that person in my bus who always comes to me and just to talk about things I don’t really care about. Is there a way to tell her to stop talking to me without being rude?,3.5397163120567363,3.703295595744685,4.830638297872341,88.33333333333334,71.76595744680851,7.9687943262411345,24.177304964539005,7.793537801064563,0.9582964539007084,171,4,39,2,3,57,38,47,0.096,0.7809999999999999,0.124,0.34700000000000003,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,2,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,10,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545493651762797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119051158956922,0.0,0.0,0.26352238992752874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983020845667845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671169338386833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597973777821706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592044310527761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557622338558454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917726923692497,0.26738695307606736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323919025399367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428245018196972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294895289477834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mitisblau,2019/03/31,"Is there a group chat etiquette? what are you supposed to do when people put you into a group chat that already has other people in it? should you say hello? even if nobody says hello? or do you have to introduce yourself first because you're 'the newbie'?

I'm always that person that never writes in gcs because I just can't get myself to do it when I join. and if some time has passed it's kinda weird to suddenly just write something right?",3.642191558441557,5.298249875000003,4.331038961038964,86.40227272727276,72.97727272727273,5.9376623376623385,22.798701298701296,6.1826913282559595,0.5406928571428566,351,9,66,2,7,112,62,88,0.017,0.945,0.038,0.4124,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,1,13,12,6,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,8,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,2,7,0,7,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,15,4,0,5,6,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024635834856855,0.0,0.2280636702765371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341637306272987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103293395670567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233139621400444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319997984065233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113940237673028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800370456950801,0.2393235916423408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755347447213154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340701650570528,0.0,0.4359325084057383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100679346142226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982326562840693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,shirleyjacks,2019/05/31,"Virtual Reality Has anyone tried doing exposure therapy in virtual reality? I was thinking of trying out VR Chat or Rec Room. Obviously not a replacement for talking to others in real life, but maybe a good stepping stone?",6.808461538461536,9.061025230769232,9.44923076923077,50.470769230769264,65.92307692307692,13.405128205128205,41.20512820512821,12.45797560212912,6.9975743589743615,180,11,23,8,3,66,35,39,0.0,0.893,0.107,0.6381,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244114482431292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29282728454905915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465954585728692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35074035140075105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397377695904977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806113408858259,0.0,0.0,0.3992518626717612,0.0,0.0,0.2237035212603648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474062351905099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,frogslily,2019/05/31,"Isolating myself until I'm 'good enough' I moved to a new city a year ago and still have no friends. I'm working quite hard on self improvement atm (hobbies, a career change, long distance study, learning a language). But I don't feel like these things are to a good enough standard to be proud of. I don't want to meet new people and say ""I've just started doing this course but I don't know anything yet"" or ""I speak a little bit of this language"" or ""I'm trying to be better"". I feel like I need to already have something impressive about me to go out into the world with. I'm keeping myself apart from the world because of it and I want to stop :(",3.8781370091896403,4.567008676691732,4.546265664160406,88.7889390142022,71.25563909774436,6.813366750208856,27.559732664995824,6.42735559955562,1.0593782790309103,506,17,107,3,9,162,83,133,0.125,0.763,0.111,0.0489,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,4,8,0,0,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,21,22,8,0,3,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,5,6,0,2,4,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,11,8,18,20,3,19,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,12,64,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14720269362895227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325199056832495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366537163989956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012289944255192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686709720063654,0.18129515510788385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756700855107058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34316996079943857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679304478659248,0.2372674375409055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282980000045296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437606023956008,0.2785674886220158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487576711338517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760228253214538,0.0,0.0,0.0912625574766838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225763258774026,0.16643633699415772,0.0,0.1469583966443969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17649612699358996,0.0,0.1231318234364456,0.0,0.3207647054761666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512550421896467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662587840697574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205804645664934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323741197619544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784155526966118,0.0,0.0,0.11753854040427646,0.0,0.13261620178826333,0.13883408905098174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032327726022284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127442401959005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19589367708223915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089408738785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693757553440526
socialanxiety,knuckkk,2019/05/31,"Terrified of being excluded, need help So I just started in a new school in April, and have made some good friends in the class like we all hang out and eat lunch together almost every day, stuff like that. But recently, I found out that they have a Whatsapp group chat without me. It was created after an exam and they went to study together but I wasn't feeling well so I went home first. They keep posting screenshots of their convos on their instagram stories which made me realise they created a chat without me inside. This made me feel super left out and now I feel terrified. What if our friendship is only one sided?? I have this horrible fear that I'm actually unliked by them and it makes me feel so uncomfortable and distressed when I'm with them now. They definitely know that I know about it, because they post the screenshots to their close friends list on instagram which I am able to see. Plus they keep talking about it in front of me, for example they will say stuff like ""omg you know i woke up with 500+ messages from yall???"" 

I know that this is probably really silly and trivial in comparison to other people's problems but I'm so affected by this to point where I feel nauseous when I go to school because I'm so scared of seeing them. Thank you for reading this and any advice is greatly appreciated",5.109861111111112,6.373225750000002,5.58244791666667,80.37053819444445,68.84375,8.813888888888886,31.019097222222207,9.150863307647796,2.6513149305555554,1056,43,199,20,18,339,143,256,0.156,0.6970000000000001,0.147,-0.7731,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,3,14,2,14,15,0,3,6,0,11,2,0,5,1,45,40,20,0,3,7,0,5,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,20,16,2,2,10,3,0,5,3,4,1,2,9,8,37,11,34,29,2,34,0,0,2,0,28,16,0,3,14,136,57,5,0.11249208566102076,0.0,0.1097760484267136,0.0,0.0,0.10992596417347604,0.0,0.0,0.11264457434140505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649847576748027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714826261033644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725480890133052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151074873111968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477943391328104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265848710300888,0.2843968925959864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568571059665566,0.0,0.12334176561532037,0.17382221266604195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393184466228946,0.0943530243016098,0.0,0.12402292157322432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540107378718583,0.0,0.11283873396203405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999762688692729,0.0,0.0,0.24729083342840802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222298021809945,0.0,0.0,0.16487385257774242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193281941918984,0.07508934069409218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341145613560512,0.0,0.10864555731396837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622754856196721,0.08555530023272648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798784812283778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634138160506462,0.0,0.21547264475736572,0.0,0.12128549462133245,0.10763973358958223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252252761700457,0.0,0.07206531059892887,0.0,0.1110723634439246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945822161935234,0.11262420214969332,0.22769599270955776,0.17928325574481085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962247722445788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25755304917234834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041687732985776,0.0,0.1035675986883126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114389476563844,0.20856258083549165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687671257557176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,psstry,2019/05/31,"Accountability group Hey Reddit, 

I always lack discipline to do exposure exercises consistently. Anyone interested in creating an anonymous group to do daily/weekly challenges? :)",10.808266666666668,15.692634360000005,11.732000000000005,25.792666666666694,65.4,14.533333333333335,44.33333333333334,11.855464076750405,9.166733333333333,149,9,11,7,3,51,22,25,0.075,0.623,0.302,0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6159842088601031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5176310271925443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5938194794064815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,silverz208,2019/05/31,"My mind goes blank Obviously, just getting through the everyday social interactions can be hard. 
I used to have a lot more trouble with them, like my little sister ordered food at restaurants for me for years.
But I've since gotten married and had to take care of a lot of new things by myself. 

So I've definitely gotten better, but the other day I went and got an oil change and I had a coupon and mentioned it to the guy when I came in. But when it came to check out they forgot to add it and I didn't even notice and the guy suddenly did notice but I had already done the payment and everything. And he said they'd just give my the coupon next time. And I just go along with everything. Whatever. 

Basically just trying to get it over with as fast as I can because I'm uncomfortable. I'm not having heart palpitations or anything, but my mind is clearly not doing its best work.


So I got in my car and drove away. And only then I started coming out of the haze, I thought ""oh, I should have noticed, I should have pressed the issue, could they have given me a refund?, blah blah blah""


I was out of my comfort zone, so it's like I went into auto pilot or something. I mostly feel like ""hey, I did the thing! what more do you want from me?"" But I rush through it and forget to do things I should have done.

This happens with many phone interactions, and even just conversations that I ""plan"" to have with friends. Like I have sooo I could say, but when it comes to it sometimes I just can *not* remember any of the topics or the ""script"" I came up with.",2.1293951746171658,4.131940527156552,3.3598854246997902,90.19757188498406,78.2332268370607,6.106378759502039,22.294700892365324,7.0983637204850245,0.6019072160405421,1207,36,257,14,29,391,164,313,0.059000000000000004,0.84,0.10099999999999999,0.9286,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,4,4,15,10,0,0,16,0,31,2,1,1,2,68,60,32,0,6,19,1,3,7,1,3,0,2,0,2,16,30,1,1,3,0,4,11,4,1,0,0,23,6,39,9,39,30,6,36,0,0,0,0,20,11,0,6,17,188,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296189044569753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961144370924265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423735039923204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617491890432248,0.0,0.0,0.06240051495626243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742534075906504,0.090533177252829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512335241158317,0.10436754015536416,0.0,0.1082881822593238,0.17635609171474154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345962009557655,0.0,0.0,0.06601670378260878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095090685457287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522171639316302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839974184232408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05175862154483584,0.07312929644776225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377969038479575,0.0,0.07908664225674633,0.0,0.1069625655304809,0.09819745961031362,0.058176165750859064,0.0,0.1637406564926588,0.0,0.0,0.20271411143000145,0.0905206848385467,0.0,0.0916985823589946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213025534113051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684205564909917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004070743799815,0.1025962294183503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405345835032535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037816458070182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671814653157392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886437633356934,0.10886592196743464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496283542153185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785289715157367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595914613832665,0.0,0.0973721835194876,0.08140444493969577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467706158959952,0.0,0.0,0.10434782683280083,0.0,0.07880527636284901,0.10124121482244396,0.0,0.07245419644893099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696544582454984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401949120710464,0.0,0.0,0.08126606455783153,0.05968962615112355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949884947985986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841015484960614,0.0,0.0,0.06037729800626146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897860344278387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452265382048953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591945143178156
socialanxiety,Random_Pikachu,2019/05/31,"Talking with friends online Hey, I know problems related to Social Anxiety are not easy, but I wanted to ask for help with one of the ""smaller"" problems.

So, currently I'm mostly isolated, lots of crap that happened last year made the SA a lot worse.

I was trying to get better at talking to others, So I made a discord server with a few people I can trust and who are not ""threatening""

.
I still have trouble trying to talk in a safer enviroment like that.

**Does anyone have tips of getting over this kind of anxiety?**
**Just getting over myself and being able to send just some normal messages is what I'd would like to do.**

Please, is there anyone who can help ?",1.712529527559056,4.407751015748033,3.1150738188976383,86.86662647637795,86.08661417322834,5.379724409448818,22.89812992125984,6.9077264865688965,1.0387641732283464,517,19,94,7,16,168,85,127,0.171,0.628,0.2,0.7572,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,1,0,6,0,12,1,1,2,0,22,22,5,0,5,5,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,7,6,19,17,5,9,0,0,0,0,13,4,1,4,6,68,14,0,0.15572416332497102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23825711741564826,0.0,0.0,0.21777191152792733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558107149201274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772536767103394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627526473230026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031210229438352,0.0,0.24407834417844115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770636334132474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087572483044915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162162752623075,0.0855819276247033,0.12693597733706194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215792053852345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647822298202229,0.0,0.2946999371816728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257661668795056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552272324202394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079595273487938,0.0,0.0,0.17093836824222874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980139865887233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587411737034977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436151798842413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754955512624339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145296979022007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918501462030164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869622631561228,0.11062197768154196,0.0,0.0,0.10028125556403447
socialanxiety,melonimus,2019/05/31,Is this common? Sometimes my head tends to shake when I'm nervous in social situations. Does anyone else have this?,2.928571428571427,6.011781857142857,3.4352380952380983,82.90142857142861,87.57142857142857,4.704761904761905,21.285714285714285,6.42735559955562,0.7339714285714289,93,3,15,1,3,29,20,21,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25815050705029996,0.3782850482309644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230860072103074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308415978922022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789017259049707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149919006929145,0.0,0.376348944120486,0.0,0.0,0.3651443969307949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BigDaddyPatty69,2019/05/31,"You can cure social anxiety I’m hoping sharing my story will help others with there social anxiety.

So basically for as long as could remember I was always a anxious kid, I was quoting sports because I didn’t want people to see me and shit, I’d get so nervous about talking to me my legs would shake, shit was crazy.

Anyway i went to headspace, but I feel it didn’t help me to much but I’d recommend to people as everybody is different.
Any way I really wanted to stop being anxious all the time and I can say I have, I went from the kid who never went out of my house in case of embarrassment to being popular and turning up at parties.

This is how I did it
•music, music was massive for me, always trying to pump myself up listening to my favourite artists, when I was really anxious music would help calm me a little

•improving self worth, stopped taking people’s shit, YOU NEED TO PUT YOURSELF FIRST, i don’t mean be a arsehole but if you don’t wanna do something because you’re worried about upsetting people, fuck them they get over it, let yourself be happy

•talking my self up, every time I’d think “I’m ugly” “I’m so awkward” “I look stupid” literally just keeping repeating the opposite and tell yourself how fucking good your are, DO THIS SHIT RITUALISTICALLY because you’ll start to believe it

•action, go to out with your friends, go to that party,I know it’s really hard but it’s the best way to fix this problem, it’s never as bad as you think.


I hope this helped",3.7372227151730257,5.323950870748302,5.2489588879029885,80.1973868677906,72.60544217687075,7.834131913635019,28.769003253475304,8.456263369488248,2.2050753031647448,1172,47,220,20,23,395,159,294,0.19899999999999998,0.638,0.163,-0.8594,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,7,2,2,11,23,7,5,7,0,28,7,5,2,3,38,57,20,0,11,6,0,2,0,1,4,0,2,0,4,14,8,0,3,6,2,1,7,6,14,0,1,11,6,34,9,37,36,3,29,0,0,2,2,26,9,6,3,11,143,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482230728431394,0.0,0.0,0.060569151521606024,0.0,0.13627323124959495,0.30186375196836235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436788435584399,0.16288469441312303,0.0,0.0,0.10034889895903516,0.09347115064691652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111338286982387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305688352473143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750434546078362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04503535085399151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576101674492586,0.0,0.0,0.06881355367648981,0.1646834734263343,0.09306848836257094,0.0,0.10123855534523248,0.07470583652956116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481431875296588,0.0797872452181446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23880104889876985,0.0,0.0,0.17692882497572227,0.0,0.10277227128622783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916754424417842,0.0,0.0,0.04894932810607957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107784988802603,0.0,0.0,0.08926932461193053,0.0,0.07882219142420811,0.07479451137419395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702093451858544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547507398282297,0.06604263777322147,0.13738914113533324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24699356385368396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522584624234085,0.0,0.08953772972284965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117732111625952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008964434368686,0.0,0.0,0.07083028159391568,0.0,0.0,0.07097549705108304,0.0,0.18583426004114212,0.0,0.3657072263296845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815867908381578,0.0,0.06856873626497825,0.0,0.0,0.06304264025066943,0.0,0.0,0.14892932140327994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696789351972825,0.14317863168276831,0.07784917435494798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414208697184546,0.0,0.0,0.10387228932404376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604711829035663,0.09688017915133733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506898051651394,0.14139573200818953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477002012188887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904526642834523,0.0,0.12654240519149515,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pnkchampagne,2019/05/31,How to start conversations online? So I really want to start befriending some people online but i don’t know how to initiate the conversation?? I’m just scared that just from the first message I’m already gonna seem boring/weird,4.4280232558139545,7.01740569767442,5.342034883720931,75.90979651162795,73.41860465116278,8.951162790697676,24.703488372093023,9.516144504307137,2.548679069767441,187,6,32,5,4,61,32,43,0.11,0.8540000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.6065,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,9,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4079496221496141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31444850108018496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031657376465949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25628865367440323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368256321284317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701128552057866,0.0,0.0,0.3365415911662167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5233209527190787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804606678311084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,beethatisdim,2019/05/31,"I just flaked on my friend We were planning to hang out at my house and I couldn't stop thinking about all the ways things could go wrong. I decided to pretend something came up because I felt too much dread about it and I've never invited anyone over before. I could hear my mum talking about it in the other room and that was the last straw before I cancelled. Now I just feel ashamed that I couldn't even invite someone over. It's my fault and now everyone is disappointed.

I just needed to vent because I couldn't talk to anyone about this.",4.179288990825686,5.4931129266055025,4.338428899082569,88.22580848623853,71.11009174311927,6.917889908256881,26.469036697247706,7.1686216300943375,1.1390633027522932,435,14,88,4,8,135,69,109,0.182,0.7709999999999999,0.047,-0.9145,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,1,11,6,0,2,3,0,8,0,0,0,2,23,15,4,0,6,3,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,8,7,0,1,4,1,0,3,4,5,0,0,4,3,15,1,15,6,2,17,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,5,63,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27497061005442514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972247980401215,0.0,0.3346280837005744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488749077996575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139793437970724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298694618139153,0.0,0.0,0.18788434243171875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941989354304358,0.0,0.18879156718892345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191257647832382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174695216105393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161152484078392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22687973062716735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027623985727155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454255960388993,0.14579551157495918,0.15164990975566472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666003706254568,0.15137211835979214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438794190097333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31608067994607025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062941973796338,0.12598984931096538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607237822206274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149794046372517,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,EdEddieEricksson,2019/05/31,"How do I stop being so god damn quiet My regular voice is really quiet and it makes me very self conscious. I feel like I always have to push myself just to speak on a normal volume.

Can anyone relate/does anyone have any tips?",1.4980434782608685,3.863477065217397,3.6458260869565247,85.31004347826091,82.69565217391305,5.419130434782609,13.54782608695652,6.742157984588678,-0.277412173913044,179,2,33,2,5,61,40,46,0.11,0.7859999999999999,0.10400000000000001,-0.0735,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,8,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,3,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871087402587445,0.0,0.0,0.2346454227178603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825331234094794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446734307665587,0.24650335869656084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16857370662223686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303231523504516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380751488708227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22104747969328775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599617743304518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28847674680807633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847018896398157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Richer_00,2019/05/31,"First day Hello,

​

I don't know if it's alright but I want to say it's my first day to change. I hope it will work. I suffer from social anxiety for a few years. It destroyed my opinion on myself and I'm exhausted mentally. I lost most of the people I used to talk because of lack of contact from my side. I also lost ability to talk to people. Everyday I feel like worthless shit. Everyone across the internet suggested therapy. So I decided to give it a shot. I just got back from psychiatrist. I'm gonna start taking meds for two months and eventually start psychotherapy after these two months. 

​

I know it's not that much and it's only the beginning and I have no clue if it's gonna work. But I'm kinda excited. I feel like for once something in my life can change. I don't know how to tell exactly if meds work but I'll find a way. I'm making this post mainly because I don't have anyone to tell about my progress and how happy I feel. Maybe I'm overexaggerating but I genuinely feel I can change. Maybe someday I'll be able to come back here and say I'm finally happy and I enjoy my life. Also help people here with advice from my experiences. But it's only ''if's''. Have a good day guys.",0.5951998457781826,2.9868118486055764,3.034674206400208,87.72673435291095,87.88446215139444,6.425960673435291,20.84577817761213,7.717688229018142,1.081609330420254,958,32,199,20,31,329,124,251,0.132,0.7,0.168,0.8645,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,8,11,16,2,0,7,1,10,4,1,4,1,40,38,21,0,7,11,0,4,2,0,3,3,2,0,1,12,9,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,7,0,4,3,6,27,9,25,31,5,23,0,4,0,0,13,4,1,8,18,118,39,3,0.09100192663413616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892602949015832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554841570245633,0.0,0.1972010989757664,0.2211546030354184,0.0,0.0,0.06961622479188756,0.0,0.0,0.06363066300277304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399497287359025,0.0,0.11094785965364798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28880391586216475,0.07839010193404408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606614283239008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695624070080801,0.0,0.0890173461488427,0.0,0.0,0.18405323363269516,0.1300235891409432,0.0,0.09968816248866373,0.0831741123046942,0.15481238461328092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729734021286675,0.0,0.07632809850354808,0.0727825539135255,0.0,0.0,0.0901062146703191,0.0,0.1937464861519756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099667318457566,0.0,0.0,0.09038544649399748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003683691641342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855470405678113,0.08891788933714606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19867870568424914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074449266982705,0.0,0.18284733358855035,0.0,0.20216525114936784,0.0,0.09170853816563747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527373926068934,0.0,0.06689688689196943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691408188376097,0.0,0.138422131818254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926783315089188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715469045955973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447367692186982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934121699571158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276500406065066,0.0,0.07005772907483716,0.0,0.0,0.12882326411197492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842212349936408,0.1462878030736077,0.1590793899010306,0.0,0.10406863400268193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779131844887874,0.0,0.0,0.07859644635213847,0.0,0.0,0.053675294107431895,0.07223309357115483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987514592520992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211546030354184,0.058602257137020476
socialanxiety,gabbyxq,2019/05/31,"How do i get help Ive been dealing with this since forever. And i started a damn retail job (i usually stick with warehouse/back of kitchen type jobs where i can work mostly in silence) which has me on edge all day every day. Its my day off and i have been sleeping all day and havent ate anything because im so nervous about going back to work tomorrow. It sucks. Enough about me, how do i exactly get help for this. I have no insurance and i barely make enough for my rent. So how exactly could i try medication for my mental health that has clearly gone down hill (i have other problems not just social anxiety) within this past year. I tried lexpro and a anxiety med 2 years ago but I lost my papers for it to show the doctor? I want to try getting help again because at this point its either meds or (another) attempt at suicide.",3.4664302164900995,4.957685610778448,4.6116167664670655,84.8799861814832,73.1317365269461,7.533671119299862,27.81621372639337,8.139509932561175,1.8276673422386,655,25,130,10,13,215,108,167,0.11699999999999999,0.8190000000000001,0.064,-0.8369,3,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,4,11,5,2,1,3,0,13,6,1,4,5,25,24,12,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,11,7,2,0,0,1,2,2,3,5,0,0,5,0,20,0,19,18,6,24,0,1,0,0,5,9,2,2,13,89,31,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309839291821555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337863490261426,0.19520778364436367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499343001144787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962134290521668,0.0,0.15555199845883025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186803182237338,0.0,0.0,0.3291328673248017,0.13153684539652266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059094974401395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26366345687977194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749775518407736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999772057996467,0.0,0.0725107705566306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561927326732948,0.0,0.0,0.2565571190689188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781611673095934,0.0,0.25322130367198786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927654763632275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516547556353586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28344132940811995,0.1285307246597392,0.1285779323002358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179646042667727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061118466034584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208376070360576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554148602071567,0.0,0.12767938517570598,0.13005912699642835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030690742103258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955973580729816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598700892474773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051932298883968,0.0,0.0752542617076253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577006520471598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643240030104007
socialanxiety,throwawaysproblems,2019/05/31,"My anxiety is reaching an all time high (and turning ugly) I've struggled my whole life to feel comfortable around other people. I had a terrible time of it as a child, and was picked on a tormented by others for it growing up. In my 20s, I felt like I was making some noticeable improvements. I was becoming more talkative, more friendly, more approachable and most importantly, less anxious and more care free.

Something has happened though, and I don't know what. Things have gotten bad again, and I would say worse than they've ever been. Like total regression back to childhood and even worse. I've once again become super self-conscious and afraid of the thoughts and judgements of other people. I've become afraid to speak, afraid to socialize, just terrified of everything again. 

When I am in a room with a bunch of people, I feel like I've been thrown into a pit of venomous snakes. I can't stand the feeling. I'm becoming quiet resentful of people, in general. I feel like I just hate people. I can't stand them. Any of them. I don't want to be near them. They make me feel terrible in every way.

What's worse is that I feel this resentment mounting and potentially turning into much worse than just resentment. Every time I go out, and I have an encounter with someone random which I fully expect to turn into a physical altercation and at this point, I feel like I am welcoming something like that. I feel like I am going to swing at someone soon, and I swear it happens near daily. I feel like I am some kind of beckoning target that trouble is just out looking for.

I've never been violent in my life, and I've never really fought anyone before but I feel like I'm fully ready to take someone on. Every time I am out and about, there's always some fucker who gives me that look... that look they want to start some shit with me. I swear I'm not making this up, and I swear it's not just in my head. Just today, I was getting out of my car and this guy about 50 feet away gives me this fucking disgusting, confrontational look... like he's basically saying ""fuck you"" with the look he's giving me. Just total random guy I've never seen before in my life. He gives me this look like 3 or 4 times in a row like he's waiting for me to say something... and I swear, I was about to charge at his dumb ass. Later, I had to stand in a line and some women were giggling behind me, and I felt like they were literally standing on the back of my heels. I could almost feel them breathing on my neck. They would not back off, I was so uncomfortable standing there and in awe of how slow the line was moving along.

This sort of thing is happening with increasing frequency. I feel like people are becoming a lot more hostile and plain disrespectful than I ever remember, in terms of the general public and I'm getting sick of it. I wish people would just ignore me, but they don't. I seem to be a magnet towards the most rude people you can imagine. I'm so sick of people staring me down, and checking me out everywhere I go. Referring to me with all of there silly little pet-names that they think is cute or cool to refer to someone who they don't even know. Mother fucker, don't call me ""boss"". I don't know why the fuck you're saying that stupid shit, but cut it out! Do you honestly think that's a professional or least bit nonsensical thing to randomly call a customer?

I just can't take this anymore. I can't deal with people anymore, but I'm forced to be around them all the time. I feel like a gasket is about to blow. Someone is going to do or say something that upsets me and shit is going to hit the fan soon. I'm past the point of simply feeling afraid of them, I'm sick and tired of them and putting up with their shit. If they've got a problem with me, then I've got a problem with them. I'll gladly let any one of them have that problem if they want it.",4.076091846298032,5.1366272371134025,5.012287722586696,84.25679850046862,71.08762886597938,7.963223992502343,26.093626991565138,8.296473431620573,1.573189484536083,3040,93,614,45,55,993,293,776,0.191,0.6990000000000001,0.11,-0.9974,0,0,4,0,0,0,94.0,0,3,18,1,35,64,22,6,29,1,53,22,10,6,10,143,129,44,0,14,22,1,16,15,1,3,7,7,1,4,36,49,0,2,27,0,2,11,16,36,0,1,22,32,90,29,104,98,26,88,0,0,8,6,51,43,11,20,43,409,126,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04460332903006385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03706330168151716,0.0,0.0,0.060581465284140185,0.0,0.03407523392976713,0.05032085352306845,0.08834927236896631,0.031145465491807817,0.0,0.0,0.07930533621107481,0.0,0.0,0.04184956668291028,0.10275233451697556,0.037191501706536165,0.0,0.2459709370632375,0.07580553740942099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862936359152247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096666189592832,0.0,0.04541450495641566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03556392014199849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045921824361633605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058840395205354536,0.08058329468371747,0.1125880665136491,0.0,0.04003233025570392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31531154606695283,0.25457193231092123,0.08553643227344335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03441377176666818,0.12353771529253905,0.046543704634637716,0.1709186212319025,0.12657392154230318,0.0,0.07125013049826501,0.0,0.0,0.08820904473334021,0.11816754761505308,0.0,0.0,0.04397694020699803,0.04571391613288709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04706207100851705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04638462674494962,0.0734389193222221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045548183048076465,0.0943860061343904,0.3264215226510109,0.044643736572627775,0.0,0.0,0.22442915149522705,0.0,0.0,0.03786882221792917,0.0,0.0,0.08919829266196809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734210534726845,0.032744192561884884,0.0,0.10306280435271156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050712442463044065,0.0,0.04743678677133022,0.030183454902672987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04252128479075106,0.308804722331928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842149683812834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786475909935954,0.0,0.044777966411586566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02853535360305645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045847788691125,0.0,0.0,0.17711170363336712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04055022769180371,0.04646801007799481,0.0,0.18289078746751056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04540592689867926,0.18870547994967632,0.13716535270045332,0.0,0.0,0.03152772843783433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046565961420286524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698150815221854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877706785881591,0.0570826460799728,0.04376322106115995,0.0353621258693654,0.15584010997968167,0.05119556713893785,0.04222150721338898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145349812467269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881775585048365,0.0353561194716592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04019308309977642,0.049730611639864926,0.051222192884269296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157228104265127,0.09492609853151317,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,l_amitie,2019/05/31,"Has anyone else just fully shut down because of social anxiety? I'm talking big... like long-term unemployment and dropping off the grid relationship-wise (I'm not *totally* isolated, but I'm also not making lots of efforts to reach out to friends because of the shame that comes with this situation).

I'm not sure if what I have is *just* social anxiety or there's something else like agoraphobia involved, too (or if social anxiety can still refer to extreme scenarios like mine), but I've basically become a shut-in. I was previously working a job with long hours that required a lot of public speaking (and it was not secure and the compensation was terrible) and it sort of pushed me to the brink. I'd regularly go without sleep (not by choice), I was irritable, I gained weight and more recently I've discovered that when I go out in public, my blood pressure can get to about 135/95 (I've since started medication but it goes down a great deal when I'm at home, so I think a lot is tied to anxiety). 

The anxiety takes so much out of me that I'm basically exhausted all the time. I'm a book smart person with good instincts and a hard worker, so I tend to do well for several years at a time when I have jobs, but then I just crash because of how drained the anxiety from the daily routine makes me. It's just hard to imagine myself ever kicking this, or envision how I'll at least cope with it to survive. When I was a little kid I'd hide behind furniture when strangers came in to talk to my parents, so this kind of aversion has been part of my life for as long as I've lived.

Any suggestions for someone whose social anxiety has become unmanageable? Glad to be a part of this community. Glad to be ever reminded that I'm not alone, and that this is not a unique experience. The isolation one with social anxiety seeks often has the side effect of making us feel like aliens in a world that belongs to everyone *but* us. Glad to have this sub as evidence that that perspective isn't right.",5.800692307692309,6.2295282102564125,6.7833974358974345,75.37201923076924,66.8974358974359,10.3974358974359,32.91666666666667,10.317481424215053,3.3568974358974355,1582,65,302,38,24,530,196,390,0.132,0.745,0.124,0.5283,5,2,1,0,0,0,49.0,2,0,0,7,25,19,0,2,22,0,22,6,2,6,5,60,43,33,0,2,22,1,4,4,1,0,3,1,1,2,22,17,1,2,5,1,0,5,9,4,1,1,7,5,20,15,54,34,10,42,0,0,0,0,20,19,0,10,21,199,42,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210229763031161,0.0,0.06339410850870351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053907949404693914,0.0,0.48514534352007893,0.0,0.0,0.055429104266237136,0.08122394032976703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449711551942314,0.17510027224384714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066650557416228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828615212376032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817263621025775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244383401277915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341284590257775,0.0,0.07574817399270299,0.0,0.07754361699756128,0.0,0.0,0.04008250659403062,0.056632217389041124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061245658503671224,0.0,0.04141655641346671,0.0,0.0901046618988594,0.06648992688025908,0.0,0.08739809929695172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420249968938511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951667925782265,0.0,0.07806734439829127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733124732920434,0.0,0.0,0.08255000436171257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05599243948446711,0.1549139589819334,0.07945176898927685,0.06999898028889398,0.21046073457447573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218367540943974,0.0,0.0,0.15874482484877392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985860169584262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827433415961813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371702886751162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802261737360427,0.17168856525905912,0.0,0.0,0.06921760076613237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827193011001457,0.08510888921411286,0.0,0.06769819525521192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955524641074508,0.0,0.06557494728850444,0.08910549739369475,0.0793296481639666,0.4040411367481456,0.0671672460730578,0.06102776533030482,0.0,0.0,0.05610941173179727,0.0,0.0633070399109197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471329751677702,0.0,0.05960297816476191,0.12743230239628953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079455213459181,0.0,0.0,0.09244874621419832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070986989134286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653242536893668,0.07127540656094454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641576339453225,0.0,0.05771125030014373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051048825641549375
socialanxiety,L-K-G,2019/05/31,"how do you handle sexy looks? I was at work and this girl I like really gave me a sensual look...like, basically sexual harassment levels of intensity. We're on very neutral co-worker terms, friendly enough to say hello but not close enough to hang out at lunch type of deal...so I didn't really mind and just smiled as best I could as she walked by me.  


Then I felt quite good for like 5 seconds...until the intrusive thoughts came through. Jesus Christ was that a funny series of thoughts. Truly I felt like throwing myself off the stairs and landing on my neck, it was so embarrassing that my mind basically went full-caveman lol. Like, I get that it's just instincts and impulses, not to be taken too seriously...but man, if people only could hear how I was thinking I'd be locked up if not beaten to death beforehand.  


Best way for me to usually deal with this is to focus on some work in front of me to distract myself, but since the shift was so slow I literally had fuck-all to distract myself with. Ended up leaving at lunch because the mental pressure was making me almost break down.  


All because a girl I liked gave me a sexy look...man does that make me feel low. I'm about to go back to work again, but this time I'm just eating a handful of painkillers. Hope it fucks me up enough that I don't care about these sorts of things...anybody else go through similar situations? Feel free to share please!",5.121448054552751,5.81718776534296,5.577009626955477,82.48747994384279,68.45848375451263,8.610429201764942,28.02426795026073,8.680891452615391,1.9036539911752903,1109,35,222,17,18,356,163,277,0.08,0.6779999999999999,0.242,0.995,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,7,12,21,3,4,9,1,15,6,2,4,1,40,39,16,1,5,11,0,5,5,1,0,0,2,0,3,12,9,3,0,7,0,1,8,5,8,0,0,17,8,26,14,41,18,8,36,2,1,1,1,13,18,1,6,13,133,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807179028564966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829880413918184,0.0,0.13158075621062004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22652229045175126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343801100059155,0.11003723180097627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233944653463235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22253288621572648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944463252175006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043472179406323,0.09015789974643572,0.0,0.09558995179851093,0.33454765015952626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914074295800832,0.0,0.20725079431195564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833829672847684,0.19955075625954102,0.05638661503271863,0.0,0.12267308832784204,0.09052278207590757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163987310401132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719436532837777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142775126613618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636347189607369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718906942801322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440822077339372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876351144109993,0.0,0.21794796134412747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208219986302874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482194696404844,0.0,0.0,0.11846978063751147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479204539690704,0.0,0.0,0.13827966734221853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858266829334554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927708213195261,0.1213127747434718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691542973389575,0.0,0.17136157027350624,0.06293222221322248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886468167729468,0.0890498336504901,0.0,0.08566623191466427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004801220684324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142841738211705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ConfusedCat91,2019/05/31,"Advice/Help? Hey, so, I don't know if I am even in the right place for this, BUT I have a problem. My Social Anxiety, along with my other Mental Health problems has made it impossible for me to socialize. Even doing this, gets me a little anxious but let me get to the point. 

​

I have been feeling really lonely lately, I pretty much don't have many friends. It's difficult for me to start conversations, continue conversations, understand social cues, etc. but I want to form friendships and eventually a relationship but I am scared to even go up to people. When I do have to speak to someone, I tend to mumble, talk too fast or lose my breath by how nervous I get so I'm just a complete mess. 

​

I tend to wonder if I become annoying, so I also tend to push myself away from people. Anyone else on here has these fears and somehow found ways to work with them?

​

Thank you!",3.5889655172413804,5.641063873563223,4.735149425287356,81.77479310344829,74.0574712643678,7.398620689655173,25.393103448275863,8.238735603445708,1.7072786206896553,710,24,132,12,15,233,111,174,0.203,0.7190000000000001,0.078,-0.9695,0,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,2,14,12,1,3,6,0,14,2,1,2,0,24,31,15,0,5,8,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,10,0,0,3,2,23,2,24,27,3,16,0,2,0,0,12,8,0,5,5,98,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247413835328017,0.0,0.33522846624991004,0.3759477952441917,0.0,0.0,0.07889523396608558,0.11650911979821987,0.0,0.07211186846210492,0.10567030044181593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689533934331143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390052181862775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081313042316272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615304597988907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501876562828445,0.2043519388282792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605149024760784,0.052146331451738775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307825013327773,0.07967905901344201,0.0,0.16164568999144732,0.0,0.05861194775459145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962384895706373,0.0,0.0,0.06912679934075859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05667831690786763,0.0,0.11633670428211032,0.0,0.0,0.1054588375156796,0.0,0.0,0.10336475016656853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537764966180444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097585418416599,0.0,0.10455904619043484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393218817732848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581344088569025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299664600058135,0.0,0.107750356112001,0.0,0.09749250214367138,0.0,0.0,0.1049217038894635,0.0,0.19736563131556628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606861169194933,0.0,0.0,0.11072452108345443,0.0,0.0880736467960453,0.0,0.0,0.10325251660060547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153884049778049,0.08738289528399386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299693133872337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289310778039964,0.0,0.09494953126182001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736341805903102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082956809944354,0.0818609000190212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118415972742133,0.07508088296787656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759477952441917,0.0
socialanxiety,matt_2222,2019/05/31,Anyone else get anxiety worrying about if they're attractive or not? I get so much anxiety worrying about whether or not im attractive and it pisses me off.  Some people have told me I'm ugly and others have said I'm very good looking and I don't know who to believe.  I feel like the people that say I'm good looking are just being nice and it drives me nuts.  It takes away my confidence in talking to chicks cause I'm scared they're gonna think I'm ugly and not like me😬.   Is anyone else this paranoid about how they're viewed by others?  Also anyone wanna dm me and be honest about how they think I look.  I've got a post with my face on it.,1.3040482874789454,3.1943030656934286,3.1623357664233613,91.16035934868052,80.38686131386862,6.259180235822573,20.02751263335205,7.321109707123232,0.4570307692307689,508,13,111,7,13,170,82,137,0.163,0.66,0.17800000000000002,0.6481,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,9,10,1,1,2,0,7,2,2,3,0,24,26,14,0,2,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,7,11,8,13,20,2,6,0,0,4,0,7,4,1,4,2,62,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771363733264165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521108177151006,0.0,0.0,0.30877134945623,0.3016420825097225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382967201891133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584096437657075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512121869273686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459289326828285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744273837993188,0.10515778919994856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380904049001254,0.0,0.0,0.2469242433776673,0.11772713724393485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899835629030878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808957932065732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438263429704942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708260088065638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820696115830196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040961647273409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097433592912845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001835168474822,0.1170572106764647,0.14737018822486228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067405979325176,0.11831162375823058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886361880970185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406533397462747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145319826016822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29897203119929794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway053100,2019/05/31,"These kids just heckled me outside my house and I'm shaking I am not that good of a driver mainly I think because of my anxiety around my peers (most of my mistakes happen around them) and partly due to mediocre driving skill. Recently I just even scratched my friend's car from parking too close to him.

​

I just went to park on the sidewalk outside my house and a bunch of kids were walking on the sidewalk and some on the road. I put on my blinker and waited for the kids to get off the road but they were still on the sidewalk. I'm not used to living in a city so I decided to just wait for them to pass god forbid I accidentally hit a kid or something.

​

One of the kids motioned that I had enough space so I went in and parked and they walked past. They walk down the street and I think I hear ""You can't even park you fucking retard!"" My face is now red wondering what I did so I just sit in my car for a minute from embarrassment.

​

I get out and they are still around and they start heckling me saying things like:

* ""Oh he got out""
* ""Nice lambourghini dude"" (it's not nearly as expensive as a lamboughini)
*  ""Don't eat my cat!"" which I don't even understand cause I'm not asian, which makes this all sound pretty trivial now that I think about it.

​

I couldn't say anything I just froze and got my stuff out of car and went in my house. I am a little simmered down now but 10 minutes ago my face was so warm and I was shaking so much I couldn't even turn on my computer to make this post, and I don't even know what I did.",1.6966539771588884,3.7379899316770206,2.679601282308159,94.35172410338612,79.80745341614906,5.521298337006613,22.49889801642957,6.532088108194933,0.33141202163895,1226,39,272,11,31,388,158,322,0.065,0.878,0.055999999999999994,0.5374,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,7,2,26,11,1,3,15,0,17,4,2,4,1,54,44,24,0,3,13,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,14,21,1,3,7,0,1,15,10,6,0,1,12,8,49,5,42,29,8,53,0,0,1,1,20,26,1,4,11,189,63,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382566785533468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609499149244361,0.4047935613208287,0.0,0.0,0.06371153747748676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853510373593533,0.2224195251567761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050768759290679415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555494550885379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521966235125535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605396721804504,0.0,0.2750393476419559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434451232742394,0.07699411830858588,0.08702422962914227,0.0,0.0,0.06985412557103775,0.13321861175985933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364719446012233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938663922539139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288293424335386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577035304044799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04068803971960543,0.08347179953759039,0.07354072696982854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111184570345607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122284753426576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05643495572753132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018775594621993,0.07950338463179958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797624310159385,0.08472911142425743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372277329269495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822322642110739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324605309181032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411559438740545,0.0,0.0,0.05894838627042799,0.0,0.13302038738686164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533951439955024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532975941496824,0.16009383028158508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058837320032223,0.0,0.08670090814762582,0.0,0.07193007739691562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316135092479529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031724425002756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047935613208287,0.0
socialanxiety,Reshi_the_kingslayer,2019/05/31,"Regretting inviting people to my party My husband and just bought our first house and we are planning a house warming party. I invited several coworkers on Facebook and many people have ""seen"" the invitation but not responded. I hate that. I feel like they don't even want to be invited. Like I *know* it's probably not like this, but it feels like they're all thinking ""why'd she invite me, like I'd ever go to her party"" and now I feel embarrassed for inviting people at all. I'm sure almost no one will show up.",1.1104101838755298,3.7338255643564398,3.1126803394625178,85.59566831683172,90.3861386138614,6.450070721357851,23.05586987270156,7.7094869923839395,1.6495454031117398,406,16,76,9,14,136,71,101,0.07400000000000001,0.601,0.324,0.9808,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,1,2,4,10,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,4,22,16,6,0,2,5,1,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,1,1,1,4,3,0,2,2,5,13,7,7,12,2,7,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,1,8,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824761726840589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036063618764348,0.164836700711792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764216037260814,0.260369085060733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500402351659714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035650264987352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991356048603033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42053594948279227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014837618166672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4451397943481712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847517580329274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348318945676184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37900424741780603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19647384696502646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058670721841304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717488190748285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676508244856924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748347518671192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Cheech350,2019/05/31,"Tripped and fell in public I was walking to the train station and I always have my hands in my jacket pockets, I was walking up the steps and trip on the last one, and starting tripping forward and my bag kinda help throw me to the ground, I look around and a lady just walked by without saying anything or help, and I was so mad that I tripped and that she didn’t help that I got up and walked it off, like didn’t stress about falling which is weird I would have usually been so embarrassed but I wasn’t, maybe that’s a good thing. Don’t know just happy I didn’t care about falling in front of people.",3.4501244444444485,4.4593844480000016,3.797866666666668,92.57137777777778,72.52000000000002,6.195555555555559,25.88888888888889,5.82211442006289,0.5925822222222226,476,15,104,2,9,148,76,125,0.08900000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.16,0.8986,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,1,2,6,0,13,1,1,0,0,18,18,13,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,0,15,6,4,0,1,9,3,15,4,15,8,0,27,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,2,5,72,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031929297961964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882229370701998,0.20361563639012734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320255029072884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918454626130119,0.18293397843584056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434842803253081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4599329164896853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570244751079165,0.1864431366679956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174452101452803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19207318065193624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297871425306144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499142105905905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585705907368977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189299217628985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189423805527672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620061516961343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195614009134809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251910616551832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22048478870719104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248118883267793,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,dougnut1999,2019/05/31,"Overthinking attending Parties I wanted to vent about this and was wondering if anyone has similar problems. My friend from home is having a 20th birthday party in a few weeks and already I’m worrying about how anxious I’ll feel going. I’m already worrying about all the conversations I might have with people I don’t know and how, because I’m quite introverted I’ll come across as boring. Every time something like this happens I beat myself up about it for weeks after and it leads me to feel even more anxious about the next social event I have lined up. I have a few close friends I can easily talk to but apart from that I always feel super anxious and worried I’m uninteresting in conversation. Anyone who has had a similar experience have any tips to overcome this.",6.90830289193303,7.6264635136986305,7.305159817351601,71.58177321156775,64.54794520547945,10.050532724505327,34.03044140030441,9.994966539143718,3.4959171993911724,627,26,106,13,9,205,93,146,0.106,0.779,0.11599999999999999,0.5346,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,8,6,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,3,1,22,26,10,0,3,2,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,0,5,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,2,3,11,4,20,23,4,17,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,7,71,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096370659660311,0.0,0.11673631070567098,0.0,0.0,0.09540511008954343,0.0,0.0,0.475478750570099,0.0,0.19619443340297693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552226016045067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085133886378913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266323216102057,0.0,0.1182042156526882,0.0,0.0,0.1372349977710255,0.0,0.0,0.21281143114314244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678245440886887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973263018694285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406201397681613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072688021568344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710221985037764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854083430314765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883035507372833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920485363994393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726258152412602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342429444520875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922053123133186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430126337871967,0.0,0.10800560463072603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127634511546027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818068847693719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274936499315444,0.0,0.2250716633770663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214346317783448,0.0,0.4274277999805036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,antfpacheco,2019/06/18,"I feel like I'm never going to be in a relaionship... I've always been a shy person. Growing up, I always thought that with time that would change. I was wrong. I find it hard to make friends. I'm always the quite one in the group, the odd one out that just stands there listening, rarely contributing with anything of value. Social interactions are hard for me and got used to being alone.

This probably made things worse for me. I struggle to interact with people, I barely can initiate conversations, I grew to hate small talk, because I can't even manage that. I worry to much. I worry that people will think I'm dumb, I worry that I'll say something stupid... 

Social anxiety has really been the bane of my existence. Although I am reasonably successful, I don't feel as happy as I could. I feel lonely, but I only feel comfortable in my loneliness. 

One area of my life where social anxiety has really screwed me over is my love life. At almost 30, I've never been in a relationship. Ever. I'm not a bad looking guy, but I'm not above average either. The one time I confessed my feelings for a friend, I was rejected. It was probably for the best, as I came to find out how incompatible we really were. But after that, nothing... I actively avoid developing feelings. If I do I'm to much of a coward to do anything about. If I decide to do something it's already too late.

Recently I started I met a girl that started to work at my office. Not long after, it became obvious I had a crush on her. We talk occasionally. And she asked me what my plans were for the weekend. In my mind, I started thinking that maybe she was interested. The other day she invited some friends to go out, me included. After that
I sent her a message telling I had fun. We exchanged a few texts and then she just stoped... Didn't even left me on read. Simply did not open my message. Once again, I let my hopes take the best of me. I should've learnt my lesson...",2.20352068159956,4.4760055874673625,4.08439260684348,83.73123917823278,79.28720626631853,7.269176858595575,24.439260684347943,8.288913261614885,1.7202522193211491,1512,55,295,31,38,511,198,383,0.13,0.725,0.145,0.9589,0,5,2,0,0,0,64.0,3,0,0,7,11,23,4,2,19,0,30,4,0,5,4,56,64,14,0,5,12,0,8,1,3,2,2,2,0,3,18,14,0,1,15,2,1,6,9,10,0,4,19,11,57,13,46,39,7,44,1,2,1,2,35,19,2,5,19,207,75,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582692170018145,0.08877047399351891,0.09458392904443462,0.0,0.2139545967001036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311369576218963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410652661993513,0.0,0.08012796851517885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156488482569379,0.05224846942338069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989626001901987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803024893889148,0.0,0.0,0.09067059436377196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843304873771752,0.0,0.0,0.05527633436095307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322226618317655,0.07753026818357382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26002754211985435,0.061231767271189626,0.0,0.0,0.15667612073400672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865970718250112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742277349902656,0.0,0.0685507057923917,0.0,0.0,0.08486710454362419,0.0,0.0912406727736825,0.15355996917363446,0.08462160753103272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513010079153813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966854440527564,0.0,0.09312496597792908,0.08764503513667878,0.12108005589491573,0.04187393643037862,0.0,0.0,0.07585130463024888,0.07197543184738467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735728604890595,0.08110157126166576,0.057212582158972285,0.0,0.08610795510586437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654341046610968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601450664143554,0.0,0.13221080775411995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224176328936278,0.0,0.0,0.09127913706142783,0.2323192530159863,0.06518687737107162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884206538200055,0.07483930908207895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482134112706414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116391859562124,0.0857339310282372,0.0,0.16472547762471426,0.0881249122102896,0.08462901205932069,0.0920212546379381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816061783048027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621139061187825,0.0,0.13196862478879784,0.0,0.0,0.1819995013059265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089603471570895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444380700446897,0.13778208664440178,0.07491496154212439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694240480536453,0.1098399581843495,0.0,0.06804475078746472,0.09995723942457678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402655692206613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062398436971524786,0.2611302401981157,0.08734656295198884,0.06088644803826524,0.09371123525027074,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,TheAbbadon,2019/06/18,"Does it look as awkward as I feel? Title said it best, but explaining needed. 

I'm the kind of a guy with 10 plans to talk to a girl,  think about what she may say and have the replies with me mostly. I don't adapt (or didn't since I consider I got a little better with time, but it's a past situation from the time I was extremely awkward) well to unexpected situations.

So the question is probably without a response since you didn't witness the event but do most people look as awkward as they feel? 

I mean, I have a pretty good poker face, at most I would blush slightly. 

And now. At 1am, tomorrow with an early start to work, I can't sleep without thinking if I looked as awkward as I felt when talking to diverse people (mostly girls. , crushes).
Thanks brain 😅😂",5.352594982078852,5.1660694064516175,6.2763440860215045,80.73896057347673,67.83870967741936,8.953405017921149,32.060931899641574,8.515128840125781,2.354039426523297,598,23,122,8,9,199,100,155,0.035,0.82,0.145,0.9603,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,4,5,10,0,4,12,0,11,3,3,0,0,28,27,15,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,4,6,0,0,8,1,0,0,6,4,1,0,6,8,15,6,22,19,5,12,0,0,3,0,12,3,0,8,9,80,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152354406105077,0.1283973441992224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206565268865372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704545551453494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681180418998072,0.0,0.13939277948864376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121767660698202,0.11611138628428945,0.0,0.0,0.1437481502865519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117960559431054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550559012617306,0.0,0.0,0.3657365919259921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814041825777256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764697755310887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858796577961086,0.20129503848119049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476972992908922,0.1565254645092711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626315734657048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809666403142634,0.11545065415167625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24018398895547044,0.3263702783887817,0.1452819417042498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275709615439096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23337570197853705,0.0,0.13365956533722725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860472429389445,0.0,0.0,0.16930786495310438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305316448590698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798910808182027,0.0,0.1056906553329861,0.0,0.0,0.10312964404859527,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,trashedface69,2019/06/18,How you guys get through all the free time and loneliness Spending summer outside more to prevent the people I’m living with to think I’m a hermit loser who has no job.,14.410000000000005,6.848385882352942,12.940588235294118,62.842647058823566,57.82352941176471,14.776470588235293,48.70588235294117,8.841846274778883,4.881858823529411,136,5,25,1,1,44,30,34,0.215,0.665,0.12,-0.575,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,15,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25345766038483497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4803497761597481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814114608587049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4283740443369757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33632442046648564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108483529099744,0.0,0.0,0.2828801444407766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Sluffmuffin,2019/06/18,"I wasn't even the one that shit on the floor I finally convinced myself to get out of the house today and get groceries after living on delivery/fast food for a long time.

I get there and it's super crowded (unavoidable in my area) but I press on, one aisle at a time.

Then, I get to the toilet paper section and there's an assaulting odor of shit flooding my nostrils. Thinking it was just someone that forgot to shower, I continued down the seemingly empty aisle until I looked down.

Poop smear. Someone took a shit on the floor and left a sluglike trail, accented with ample sectioned off pieces of shit.

As I looked down I could feel eyes on *me*. I had nothing to do with it, so I tried to just leave the aisle. That's when everyone and their fucking dog came over, exclaiming disgust at the shit and questioning me about the location of the culprit.

At this point my face was firetruck red and glistening with interaction sweat, my head flooding with thoughts and a plan to drop my basket and bolt out the door.

So that's what I did. I left my groceries next to the shit, let out a few awkward noises while gesturing at my phone, and noped the fuck out of there.

Looks like oyster crackers are on the menu tonight 😐",5.084978991596638,6.026002235294119,5.1347794117647085,84.74275735294118,68.66386554621849,8.302941176470588,30.00105042016807,8.472884824447931,2.1016798319327736,964,36,190,14,16,301,134,238,0.203,0.747,0.05,-0.9915,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,10,14,10,1,21,0,9,15,12,0,0,29,25,18,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,9,19,1,1,5,0,0,2,2,11,0,2,9,9,24,3,41,14,4,44,0,0,5,2,5,28,8,2,14,133,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472860843767168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707066474475271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202907193467621,0.0,0.0,0.10420567412379587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514092815761893,0.0,0.0,0.1194632161024088,0.0,0.0,0.13186840783555082,0.0,0.0,0.20163714514824987,0.2279046452719653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192076266856336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583355786350994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547233315272515,0.2369747612183093,0.11151500059826737,0.0,0.053278226642313256,0.0,0.09629659098693487,0.09650926909927976,0.2747334282999001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598005902879775,0.0,0.0,0.10464015751849222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779548892111072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309118411495544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221653253035216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927857408798076,0.0,0.0,0.6716535625250916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480202986163388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987733522805882,0.0,0.08657661455597451,0.12718041126744908,0.0,0.10337034513958858,0.0,0.12116289466641095,0.07404043909644037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Arthur_____Morgan,2019/06/18,"Help on post date stress and overthinking I went for a coffee with a girl of my college (My last post) and we almost entirely had just small talk. It went well, or so I thought. I just can't shake the feeling that she found me annoying, boring or that I talked to much about myself to be quite honest. I want to ask her out again because she is really nice, charismatic and pretty but Im afraid she'll say no because of those reasons and even if she says yes I struggle heavily having deep/interesting conversations with people I don't know that well and Im afraid I'll dissapoint her or wate her time.

Has anyone experienced something like this? Any advice?

Btw if any detail about the date is pertinent for better advice or me understanding where I stand with this girl ask me, I can recall most of the date.",2.6453537735849046,5.0740854025157285,3.7963168238993763,85.54466391509438,78.62264150943396,6.9938679245283035,21.887185534591197,8.07648339933343,1.2054808176100629,645,19,126,12,16,209,102,159,0.076,0.769,0.155,0.8914,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,2,10,13,1,5,5,1,10,0,0,1,0,28,20,13,0,3,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,7,10,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,7,2,0,5,4,23,6,15,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,8,7,82,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861444688161834,0.0,0.0,0.14661059437731916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991305318840683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237476231503813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737511460866631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850294536314082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948962684074328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670382796583198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403036978272641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605333383710361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813696140502036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163004397079177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046427509930013,0.1193454235482732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152956889706212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762975854711587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150373273055703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804446881230613,0.14895376761756285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572731756312438,0.0,0.0,0.09379535661320776,0.15053604979254792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328655973043219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127152071644331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771459494435692,0.15306174292456726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353610407705013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116234873156189,0.08537408772242043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242018601832996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635766495468758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632841682065218,0.2714510141294897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,throwaway2052053,2019/06/18,"embarrassed myself today I am so fucking stupid, ok for some context, some kids at my school had got syringes from science and were filling them with water and squirting people. So in math today I thought some kid was pointing one at me, so of course I think the only logical thing to do is run out of the class to not get soaked and it turns out it was just a fucking pen, so it just looked like I bolted out of class for absolutely no reason. Please tell me im not the only one this embarrassing shit happens to, anyone got any similar stories? Had to get this off my chest",4.351760869565219,5.3535796,5.099728260869568,84.10350543478263,70.3913043478261,7.489130434782607,28.28804347826087,7.645422480735847,1.615195652173913,454,16,90,5,8,147,77,115,0.125,0.812,0.063,-0.8298,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,4,2,4,1,8,5,2,1,0,18,19,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,7,1,0,4,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,8,1,10,2,18,11,3,12,0,0,1,2,4,8,3,3,3,63,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897341324968878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261273800125326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506700876605836,0.1981761393145472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033724087638633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771325332786635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486234298443787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926569377548172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926429844128484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25703328133166914,0.2884857242425571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148443630397874,0.0,0.0,0.20818667460850554,0.1792873755678571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949992095654453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194323199516475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946804109225089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576876979440888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125999829665705,0.12152468857806607,0.0,0.1505666477938807,0.0,0.0,0.359545737120539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629259396067567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,cafcras23,2019/06/18,"Male (24) Need advice, really struggling as approaching mid 20's. Seeking help as my social anxiety is very overwhelming and rampant at the moment.

I've turned 24 recently and this whole situation is getting me down, my social anxiety is worse than ever.. I hate the fact I'm entering my mid 20's and still am unable to control these feelings.

I have recently been to the doctors who prescribed a beta blocker to manage anxiety symptoms but they make it difficult for me to sleep. I have considered some form of counselling / therapy and I'm currently trying to meditate / read and listen to audiobooks to aid as some form coping mechanism. 

Please does anybody have any suggestions in how I can combat this at least a bit, anything that has worked for them? I'm finding it very depressing as I remember telling myself in my late teens this would be a passing phase and it's  clearly not.

I've even felt uncomfortable around even close friends and family recently and it's all just a bit depressing really, I should be loving life and making the most as a 24 year old. 

Any advice at all, or even book suggestion / techniques for managing feelings of inadequacy, constant over thinking and comparing would be greatly appreciated.",6.9528378378378335,8.39452680630631,7.456774774774775,67.96164864864868,64.72072072072072,11.325405405405405,37.32252252252253,11.20814326018867,4.852487927927928,989,50,155,30,15,325,137,222,0.132,0.7709999999999999,0.09699999999999999,-0.5172,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,2,8,9,1,2,9,0,16,5,1,4,5,39,31,18,0,4,4,0,3,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,10,12,0,2,6,2,0,3,1,6,0,0,2,4,15,3,26,23,11,25,0,3,0,1,13,11,0,4,11,105,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22192132616288654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443706424960288,0.0,0.26059847184528445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934427473603395,0.10108440961539833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479364311898665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270822499480855,0.127357033153336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560251418135036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622419729640387,0.09936919163844632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499797220603826,0.10271332494306626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704571920554663,0.0,0.11482953283339765,0.0,0.10902670829054592,0.0,0.10378350079782547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877291735429759,0.0,0.05932567881414279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251903107562949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210804341550172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611080064101662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809040475316527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020438608449189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248415547643397,0.0,0.1515922666025664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419658222682838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915260881276855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464483195532752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358166716899698,0.0,0.1454872779029353,0.0,0.336353559154901,0.0,0.12863107808318633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763601266555166,0.11363294380225618,0.2315017643391299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068192630346623,0.0,0.0,0.1187080956523514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802290315846388,0.0,0.0,0.09924852535985176,0.0,0.12985539443426533,0.0,0.0,0.0727588565152945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709363367915252,0.12351081430264847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738283284202695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267755678898791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266643573862367,0.0,0.11571810743521235,0.16132665779449598,0.0,0.0,0.0731230815912307
socialanxiety,zzmopsa,2019/06/18,"I'm so fucking sick of people commenting on how quiet I am I thought things would get better as I got older and started working, but nope.

Almost everyday co-workers comment on it.  Even if they don't mean it to be insulting, it's so tiring since I've been dealing with this since elementary school.  

The sad thing is even when I think I'm more talkative people still say it.  How much do you have to fucking talk for this shit to stop?",4.315151515151514,5.166753545454547,5.282272727272732,83.31424242424245,70.36363636363636,8.139393939393939,29.43939393939393,8.344100000000001,2.0287439393939395,344,13,69,5,6,113,67,88,0.209,0.77,0.021,-0.9618,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,8,6,4,0,1,0,8,5,1,2,0,12,18,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,2,6,1,9,13,2,8,0,1,0,2,8,2,3,2,6,46,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918013646497108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940308605609602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19747110297146026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25302299945612705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541544677505359,0.10007264321861993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319341132391756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864508569197265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080520342975492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26558182288867616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232166383553156,0.0,0.19385044678051133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966148232707292,0.3168905805963422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355742154269749,0.0,0.15296546518706844,0.16013745476901292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395397923624402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25450361568966945,0.12273220019716065,0.0,0.15206273043179208,0.0,0.2201490304601624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788893071326854,0.0,0.0,0.13606574243927813,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,picklejuicedrink,2019/06/18,"I have a date this week... I should preface by saying I am financially supported by my wealthy ex-boyfriend and I don't struggle financially. I do not have a college degree due to my social anxiety. I do not work. I have never had a real job because of my mental health issues. My ex and I broke up a couple months ago, so I joined a dating site. I really had no desire to actually meet anyone, but was bored and knew I needed to get out of my apartment. I volunteer often, but it's not the same. 

My date likes Eckhart Tolle, which is hopefully a good sign of empathy. He did say that he was ""jealous"" that I wasn't working and was able to spend time volunteering. I had an ex who was bitter that I didn't work and even admitted he dumped me because of it, even though I was in college at the time, so that worries me a little. 

I have the date later this week. I'm going to be taking my Klonopin, so I hope I'll be good. I get really shaky and cold when I have to socialize. I even plan on bringing Hot Hands, just in case I need to warm up at the restaurant. 

I have no plan of telling the man my true life story. Having social anxiety is so ridiculous. I know he's NOT going to hurt me, but my amygdala goes haywire having to talk to someone. I don't get it!! At this point, I don't even try to rationalize my social anxiety because it feels so automatic.",2.86012031859007,3.9590204483985794,4.871987798678191,83.96578884934756,74.05338078291814,7.772309778003727,26.548212167429252,8.269060116576782,1.6573130316895437,1050,37,222,17,21,363,139,281,0.115,0.748,0.136,0.7917,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,5,13,17,4,2,13,0,30,3,1,0,2,32,47,16,0,6,8,2,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,13,7,0,0,4,0,1,3,12,9,0,0,12,8,39,8,27,32,1,30,0,2,0,0,18,13,0,4,15,152,52,6,0.11120073196340796,0.0,0.1085158734978539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857273941732793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552047667466572,0.0,0.0,0.07775413733461634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336080223104544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304149484578572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937881388110009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056226431288847065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429337842977502,0.0,0.12639587719335693,0.18653979617582675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820117809644624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089483554300304,0.0,0.0,0.11904268347507095,0.0,0.0,0.11606467331262665,0.11034956791925717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061113014136710775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854436558209606,0.054327060671388656,0.11145234690782102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120641831278282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875936333632592,0.0,0.0,0.16490786746301705,0.08576485979785438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051206349584182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657077791279925,0.14247607270647375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686257065573693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4534205695932312,0.0942200193325809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162511493155803,0.0,0.0,0.12618927284378226,0.0,0.0,0.08360911133463722,0.08937893614332527,0.09719434110668206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925415455709384,0.0,0.12968408212092242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549799759540059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783970393125885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24286637179106,0.11292974112082264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,souliberty,2019/06/18,"Being anxious to perform tasks in front of people Just recently I made a huge realization, the paralyzing feeling of absolute panic I feel whenever I am put in a situation where I am going to have to perform a task that I am not 100% competent and comfortable with in a public setting is social anxiety. 

I am a photojournalist, so by nature, I have gotten used to approaching all types of strangers and starting a conversation with them. I have had to do that since high school, when I first started participating in news publications. So I've never really considered myself has having social anxiety. Yes, sometimes I would feel a little anxious before an assignment, but it was never debilitating. 

However, I am held back from trying so many new things because of my inability to perform tasks in front of people. For example, I really, really, REALLY want to get into mountain biking and have a great indoor bike park so close to where I live, but the thought of going there, being around dozens of people that are better than me at biking, sends me into a panic. 

Does anyone else experience this symptom of social anxiety? What are some coping mechanisms that have helped you?",10.209481132075474,9.068753061320756,10.711962264150944,56.022660377358505,58.481132075471706,13.763018867924528,39.596226415094335,12.688352899677879,5.436432452830188,947,39,141,28,10,324,130,212,0.091,0.812,0.09699999999999999,0.6347,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,1,6,11,5,0,2,12,1,21,1,0,2,3,27,35,10,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,4,3,0,7,3,2,0,2,6,3,19,3,31,26,2,32,0,0,0,0,10,15,0,1,9,113,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745303898125254,0.27027652129716684,0.0,0.0836421431469538,0.12256637616567438,0.0,0.10648850769992127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919815596121918,0.0,0.07292016396712812,0.0,0.10178909692324717,0.0,0.0,0.10579550720644862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468159203962668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992842451700958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701279316889968,0.0,0.0,0.18145269341482484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174999775014916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062497303285832785,0.0,0.1359673249012418,0.0,0.0,0.13188314025525522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080179778572634,0.12638669603836455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989218160842087,0.1056279874439676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318876781768387,0.0,0.12127743872515415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845189703364344,0.1155312025518506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807001429483641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24879148584120145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025266013161835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30653041694863475,0.0,0.11811181272575598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106335732602708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895215159195613,0.1344595924261341,0.0,0.3658172042776241,0.0,0.0,0.118308734956088,0.0,0.16933744501518186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433255414534895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947121783497975,0.0,0.0,0.0949661193769616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121515508566382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033145798958742,0.0,0.0,0.07055586758530256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497569064366768,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,freeyourmindnow09,2019/06/18,"Social Anxiety Coach Hello everyone, I just stared my own small business as a social anxiety coach to aid in the prevention of anxiousness in social settings and ways to manage anxiety.  


I’m helping people learn all the necessary ways to help with their social anxiety especially when the going gets tough.  


Right now I'm offering free consultation calls, where we go over your current situation and develop a step-by-step system for you to reach your goals and drop the anxiety behind the underlying issue.  


If you’re interested, send me a message or comment below!",10.236,9.7671466,10.5,55.40500000000003,58.0,14.4,42.0,13.348371206891418,6.2602,460,22,66,16,5,155,74,100,0.138,0.747,0.115,0.2942,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,1,1,4,3,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,14,5,2,19,0,0,1,0,18,8,0,2,3,41,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5770747331316506,0.17043987535131236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405488410047918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416251253658302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882321801913887,0.0,0.17148551266529838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224962790001424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746882293398273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459408912454596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884194308266353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958392140692974,0.0,0.6151708469947901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23950677199436524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,mrkaido,2019/06/18,"Running away from conflict, even online. To preface, I have colleagues at work, and family, but I have slowly lost friends over the years. Last time I saw a ""friend"" was on new years eve when I happened to see them in town, we talked awkwardly then they left. I've tried reaching out to people but at this point I dont want to see, ""seen"" with no reply again.

Baring this in mind, one of my only outlets is being part of online communities. But lately I've had people being nasty for no reason. my first instinct is to run away and delete everything, to avoid conflict, and to tell myself I must be in the wrong. Even when its illogical

So now I've lost my outlet. Communities that I've been a part of for years now, but I cant being myself to go back because I'm too anxious. It's stupid, and I'm left with a feeling of guilt when all I did was get insulted, then run away.",3.9799250936329607,4.666900044943823,4.978146067415731,85.79152621722847,71.02247191011236,7.506367041198501,25.50749063670412,7.492282038375204,1.123504119850188,680,19,143,7,12,223,108,178,0.239,0.72,0.042,-0.9894,0,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,2,4,11,10,2,3,5,0,16,0,0,1,2,21,29,14,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,2,0,0,4,4,8,0,2,9,5,16,2,28,15,3,37,0,2,4,0,8,15,0,0,18,98,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477127408805616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861487019041404,0.10534472698894136,0.0,0.08351407388060599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605632593536683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180974731074517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312698065720977,0.0,0.12915163227445853,0.0,0.06927143704957417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165323329948639,0.0,0.0,0.21169208904857334,0.0,0.07157697020956437,0.0,0.07786039278703145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211488585731736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167347966439548,0.15454223648870738,0.0,0.2977023202646945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29910388820145195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833118664165145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231568417454426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283490729195457,0.1041948549477993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296715815728097,0.0,0.18995743105911667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950950789896112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085906267253562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834290542006854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011560233662526,0.11974424709543795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988594087380049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930141691001484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080629029969634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997378053899952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978825428772855,0.0,0.2646709858517119
socialanxiety,HouselessGamer,2019/06/18,"SA & agoraphobia Other things I deal with is PTSD, bipolar 2, schizoeffective alongside social anxiety disorder & agoraphobia. Type 2 diabetes & neuropathy

So my condition only effects me in the physical world but in the online world I’m me. So a lot of what I do is online. However I’ve been to one therapist for six months that was a nonprofit & left because he was taking so long to find me a specialist 

Tried two different primary care doctors. One didn’t wanna give me referrals & the other I didn’t see because same office as the one who didn’t do the referral for outpatient help. So that fed the agoraphobia because his answer triggered my anxiety therefore RIP.

Cops & ER are dumb. I was pickup for suicide attempt. Got hauled in. Half hour later discharged because “you had a panic attack, here some more Ativan “.......

So back to feeding the agoraphobia.

Then I’ve tried to see a County mental health but like three weeks & no appointment set up yet. Soooo the anxiety is kicking in & all this experience is making my bipolar 2 symptoms even worse alongside fighting homelessness & dealing with depression & so it’s 2am insomnia because anxiety because agoraphobia all wanna tag team me & here I am wide awake watching traffic go by & the other people as in potentially dangerous.

So my big question that I been trying to find a answer for is; how the heck do you fight SAD & agoraphobia & get help that’s conforming to you (like outreach) & be able to see you in your comfort zone?

I’m in California btw 

Keep in mind I was okay but now I’m getting ganged up on. I guess also lately I been helping redditors with advice & I been mentioning the nice things In missed connections but like no luck in making online friendships because idk why? So I guess what feels negative has been piling up & here I am.",4.524325626204239,6.8356140144508695,5.6871907514450895,74.83040077071294,72.15028901734105,9.006396917148363,31.475529865125235,9.558583805096642,3.4212057032755308,1483,69,248,38,30,492,187,346,0.177,0.728,0.095,-0.986,2,0,0,0,3,1,63.0,0,5,0,3,17,17,5,1,17,1,26,9,0,6,2,31,47,17,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,14,3,2,1,7,1,0,1,6,9,1,7,15,5,27,8,34,31,6,31,0,3,4,0,20,19,2,6,13,156,41,4,0.04763917037320405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655244593365673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03809702733589309,0.0,0.8774893603308346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577533976543086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541964337134533,0.0,0.03663158142649929,0.0,0.2032827726209848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04857130917975168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982277856516439,0.04103154763608049,0.0,0.0,0.049772793559447394,0.05459861651185652,0.048760709521465835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03146522273578491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04660024986508849,0.0,0.0,0.0240877959376028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870826773295369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977900057150495,0.045699833150217056,0.02707443836820393,0.0,0.03810139646848658,0.0,0.1049598341072846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506382103986779,0.0,0.0,0.09579459513163628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691498663750367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042343883515362786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373905919717917,0.0,0.05176009800081748,0.0,0.0,0.06982227689071302,0.0,0.0,0.0421591666630196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040501119058444036,0.0,0.0,0.06359903229666837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048009078883737,0.0,0.04810198167602514,0.0,0.03802513128769485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684460426890862,0.036231735772055004,0.0,0.05589430200028968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03302700240583057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568764082454995,0.0,0.0533667735543094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388675276978935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856213485329197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521095202380524,0.0,0.0,0.04951533873031114,0.03581872735274485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05531274859202565,0.06329869594425233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703160869840048,0.0,0.04653654721242766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038213268922924835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04298694146287073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854838453848157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Serunette,2019/06/18,"First day as a receptionist in a hotel Yesterday was my first day of my new job. Currently I'm in training and do 4 hours a day, I still interact and check-in the customers however. I don't know if it's the sheer panic, but I'm regretting having applied here. A little info, I'm 18 and this is my first job EVER. I wanted a job during the summer because usually I would just spend my days doing nothing and becoming severely depressed. I should've applied somewhere else.. I thought to myself that this job could help me overcome my social anxiety and open up a bit, and so far the interactions with the customers have been surprisingly okay, but the rest of the job kills me! My boss is a real weirdo and super intimidating and he constantly checks up on me to see if I'm doing fine (which is obvious since I'm still in training, but it makes me super anxious and then I end up making mistakes) and the whole booking system is so complicated and confusing. I dreaded waking up this morning and kept thinking about the fact that I'll have to do this job for 2 months.. I don't know if I'll be able to. The thing is, I don't think I could quit even if I wanted to, because it's an internship, which is somehow connected to my region so it's very official and I don't think I could just quit like that. Plus I don't have the balls to quit. I hope things will get better and maybe I'm just overreacting right now.. words of advice or encouragement would be greatly appreciated.",6.405405405405404,5.801457783783783,7.371621621621621,75.16222972972975,65.75675675675676,10.50810810810811,33.364864864864856,9.978442167317967,3.108841891891892,1168,44,230,23,16,395,153,296,0.11199999999999999,0.7440000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.8969,8,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,9,14,17,1,3,19,1,29,1,1,3,3,56,49,28,1,14,11,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,17,0,1,7,3,2,0,5,7,0,3,4,1,28,10,23,37,3,34,0,2,1,0,6,12,0,8,22,155,43,8,0.09417244420404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202422256527693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204166205477576,0.10638805683003402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148132958195144,0.10400606587018298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328787405596902,0.10281191862160226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017669568108484,0.0,0.2255671014461966,0.0,0.0,0.24293374327870795,0.0,0.08111058820070538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866899318836852,0.0,0.08340883370246015,0.0,0.0,0.06220001123529436,0.08518436725673355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24030909879582296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04920121527231413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038254521928873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312180428004012,0.0,0.0,0.09353448582505408,0.0927408879466691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5607097189559374,0.0,0.10418785670336728,0.0,0.1035094250247186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046007899404199665,0.094385529081228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257216755344205,0.0,0.09460887783976912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751675465061399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095233343790483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036100005864177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049107268683153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300491958978842,0.0,0.10718885847601507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042275280075692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504324548316685,0.0,0.0,0.10638805683003402,0.0,0.07790041899676856,0.0,0.0,0.09599694745047516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041247117770332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512797484297747,0.18102569918793834,0.0,0.07476240153391298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037176427080464,0.07770212900453803,0.11109069503087776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514017086194456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337948048462569,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,maidena19,2019/06/18,"I think I might loose a new friend Hey guys,

​

Need a bit of a sounding board and I feel a little crazy going to my friends about this. 

​

I recently became quite close friends with this girl who recently moved to Sydney. For a few weeks, we basically were joined at the hip and I started to feel quite comfortable with her (which is rare, especially with someone I only just met). I introduced her to some of my friends and she started to get pretty friendly with them. I'm okay with that, because I want her to make friends!

Recently, I wasn't able to make it to two events which this group of friends have had, and as expected she started to become friendlier with some of the other girls in the group. I feel really clingy but, I'm terrified that she is going to ditch me for someone who is funnier or who can go out all the time with her. 

I've been in friendships before, where I've made friends with someone and they meet somebody else and next thing I know, I am kicked out of the group. 

What do I do? I feel crazy and I have a massive lump in my stomach I can't get rid of. 

TL:DR - Anxiety that I am going to be ditched for 'cooler' friends from a person I have recently become friends with. 

​

Thanks!",4.423637454981994,5.4256111428571465,4.624057623049218,87.57930372148861,70.22448979591837,7.723889555822329,29.92196878751501,7.928766900206844,1.8113409363745487,970,38,201,12,17,303,128,245,0.054000000000000006,0.758,0.18899999999999997,0.9832,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,2,2,3,13,0,0,12,1,18,3,2,3,1,39,42,10,0,3,3,0,4,0,10,1,1,1,0,4,15,20,0,0,6,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,6,5,32,13,38,34,5,26,0,0,0,0,33,9,0,4,12,131,47,0,0.07800800611929246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253564926116558,0.2843647975100979,0.0,0.0,0.059675911163956576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04755295648618511,0.17230742796196233,0.06637906764638181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516453878581698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516567934395358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777276708896718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6026879202053954,0.0,0.08151192707122394,0.0,0.1773349902912015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724019045935064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042871160077558514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818451557005703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381306154475467,0.10414189965344496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275416698958284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291016516104581,0.0,0.057841948101598886,0.0,0.07534061840866646,0.08296239948940193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059328603829104876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811358203430387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936218660775002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659422334062776,0.0,0.0,0.04997392622917562,0.0,0.3080939803472864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828779131798546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564340470871772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181929132849013,0.0,0.0,0.05182505301708477,0.04998438049600956,0.0,0.0,0.04548709569192706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620248697193345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601114312690525,0.0,0.06257331713850332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843647975100979,0.0
socialanxiety,sk1n1m1n,2019/06/18,"Bed, Netflix = peace and quiet, socialise free zone. When YouTube, Netflix and reddit seem more interesting than seeing people. Hell ya I will choose them any day of the week. No more
R/IBunkGroups",3.197714285714288,6.3477733428571455,2.3114285714285714,90.95857142857146,87.0,3.9428571428571435,24.142857142857146,5.6839178017228535,0.5491142857142859,157,6,27,1,5,45,32,35,0.156,0.619,0.225,0.4576,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,2,2,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,3,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652624123788605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34640023530692354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723738186387944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280179038568755,0.4889770796976031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308480889863805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,An0therSunr1se,2019/06/18,"Fear of confrontation. How would you handle this? I've come a long way with various aspects of my social anxiety/shyness, but I still fear confrontation in a lot of situations. Generally speaking I just don't confront anyone unless I absolutely have to (usually just at work). But... Well, you tell me. I know i need to do/say something here. 

Almost a month ago my fiance and I took my engagement ring to the jewelry store where we bought it to be repaired. I'm a dumbass and damaged it at work. They gave us a repair ticket, took my name and number, and said it would take about 10 days. 2 weeks later hadn't heard from them, so fiance went to check on it. They acted like they couldn't find it, but didn't say so specifically, and took my number again saying they would check on it and call. No call. A week later i called and again, they acted like they couldn't find it and said they would call back. They didn't. So today we went there together and same thing. Guy acts like he can't find it and says they will call. Still nothing.

I'm pretty pissed at this point. Not even because they seem to have lost it, but because they keep blowing us off and doing absolutely nothing about it. But my anxiety always likes to tell me I'm wrong with stuff like this. That I'm overreacting, being an asshole, that I have no right to complain. I'm not an asshole, am I? I wouldn't have even gotten mad if they straight up admitted they couldn't find it, and tried to rectify the situation. It's the blowing us off and doing nothing that I don't like. What would you do? I want to just be blunt and tell them I'm very dissatisfied and want them to fix this, but the thought gives me so much anxiety...",2.824119621605128,4.649849259587022,3.90170888007324,87.90982300884956,75.57817109144544,7.153738175160209,23.48906520191232,7.990435384864732,1.1269734716712438,1325,40,278,21,29,429,159,339,0.138,0.745,0.11800000000000001,-0.9041,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,5,3,16,3,21,19,5,2,12,0,27,1,1,1,0,60,56,28,0,13,13,0,0,6,0,7,0,8,0,1,22,20,0,1,8,1,4,9,14,11,1,0,16,8,45,8,29,27,4,38,0,2,0,0,47,13,1,4,21,184,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848683833297163,0.0,0.07736530585743183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428698783322043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820825720712795,0.0,0.0,0.054022390620701854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059408613365404525,0.0,0.09419465914537103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944584279608651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655314446893335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982667943575751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020597625967808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387925377541494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824590643827488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411538385074297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650011639923752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867274920143455,0.0,0.0,0.04246039162512888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264736869422673,0.0,0.0,0.06837317785792184,0.0,0.0,0.08433904457370038,0.06568417822302187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166865406485655,0.0,0.05679541253293851,0.057287737591217885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224008170779801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303621644698807,0.0,0.0,0.07860178071914514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659801091287214,0.14698499913482155,0.2457628418415234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033512601380831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368824737029767,0.0,0.07875742682544525,0.0,0.05947896544650521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340079041079682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844487424375119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058090337399430564,0.0,0.20258744452879315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05132849316691044,0.0,0.0,0.06133626666763936,0.0,0.0,0.07323399150596822,0.0,0.2575180257023309,0.05245485908521224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788048775876264,0.0,0.08509160835870108,0.06374806597275735,0.09114057808344304,0.0613258484588252,0.12394754637745495,0.0,0.0694665357821788,0.14324265461600835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124932379187844,0.0,0.0,0.2744184797579115,0.08447231048016969,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Arturku,2019/06/18,"I feel hopeless I am 21 years old. I have depression and social anxiety for as long as i can remember. I literally wasn’t outside for 2 months. I am avoiding everything i can. I should move out from my town and go to college and study, but i can’t even go outside. I feel like my life is over. All of my friends are living their lifes with their loves and i am lying in bed thinking about death. My therapist was always busy and i had sessions like 1 max 2 in a month and i felt like it wasnt really helping and i tried 7 different medications and my mood is shit anyway. I can’t relax",1.6989578713968925,3.4472584227642287,3.8326977087952687,87.50008869179605,78.59349593495935,7.3995565410199555,25.00295639320029,8.296473431620573,1.5445186991869928,458,17,100,9,11,157,79,123,0.188,0.6409999999999999,0.172,-0.0277,1,1,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,2,0,3,11,1,1,1,0,16,5,1,0,1,19,23,11,1,1,1,0,3,3,1,1,3,0,1,0,1,10,0,1,5,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,5,3,22,6,13,17,1,13,0,2,0,1,6,5,1,0,8,65,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575751165745499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487130706614154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631083541715815,0.0,0.0,0.19785650085654088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508035864489653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019798076810755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915073146082582,0.1352894915272285,0.18182963572266395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631060515061795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152522796129902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269340271948428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26752223439121553,0.2775570828857125,0.0,0.1672215372683167,0.16759085834734086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091827268567292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077532393419397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302314533027284,0.2012755861062586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987171381721837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131843269483818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145248851148471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439064956519891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930438978619888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21987889580890255,0.0,0.12134381183478107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857315008594405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195124935093585
socialanxiety,Also21yearsold,2019/06/18,"Want to get therapy, but I’m scared to tell my parents I desperately want to get treatment for my social anxiety disorder. I’m interested in group cognitive behavioral therapy for social anxiety. The problem is that I’m scared to tell my parents about my disorder and that I want therapy. They’re not mean parents or anything but I’m irrationally afraid that they will think less of me and it will be embarrassing to tell them. I’m also afraid because I’m worried that they may spend all this money to help me out, and what if I have no improvement? Then I will feel guilty and like a failure.

I know that I need to at least try to get help, but my fear of talking to my parents about it is blocking me from getting therapy. Whenever I think about bringing it up to my mom, my heart starts racing and I chicken out. 

How do I overcome this fear? How should I start this conversation with my mom? Any advice is greatly appreciated.",4.8139141521461974,6.145797939226519,5.942762430939228,77.25445813854657,69.60773480662985,9.54713132171696,33.26009349766256,9.851270322608157,3.3559771355716115,741,35,140,18,13,247,95,181,0.265,0.615,0.12,-0.9873,4,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,0,6,11,0,7,2,0,11,1,1,2,1,30,33,14,0,7,6,6,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,5,0,2,1,2,8,0,0,0,1,25,3,24,27,3,9,0,0,0,0,19,5,0,3,4,93,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986637207436088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074322177586449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686609783883575,0.0,0.15447885847306955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308718490902701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615485066899344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314337107094323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22723174564962265,0.05105191626458528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100422599844754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131640274354446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964630460782055,0.1353520170387949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548878719255722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932734460860089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099825921421824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365025089435763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486570326546067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448447332604305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661172131307552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021710323565263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058461511864242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142929833126427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115339812989084,0.2647486555609006,0.0,0.4618579600271394,0.0,0.0,0.12939107070007866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854992150548928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865874341886026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253682396921247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,galoppingheart,2019/06/18,"I can't get myself to go out, but I wanna meet new paople and lost a lot of my friends because of social anxiety. Hey there. So I'm a 16 y/o girl living in Germany. I have Social Anxiety and I am very shy.  I've lost many friendships because of me being scared to go outside, or meeting new people. Today I had a good day and went outside with a friend. Bad for me, we went on the ""Erlanger Bergkirchweih"", which is a much smaller version of the ""Oktoberfest"" but in Erlangen and on a mountain.  There are MANY people and I got nauseous and scared the first second we went trough the entrance. Luckily my friend introduced me to her boyfriend and two other guys, who were all EXTREMELY nice to me (I didn't tell them about my mental illnesses, they just thought I was shy. one of them even put his arm around me, because some assholes grabbed on my ass and I got even more anxious because of these cunts). One of the other two guys (the one who ""hugged"" me) and I understood each other very well and I want to do something with him sometime. Sadly I'm too scared to go out with him alone. Even though we could do something with some friends now and then, the time will come where I'd like to go out with him alone sometime. We don't have to get together, but becoming good friends would be nice. Only getting to know him won't help much, because I canceled MANY dates with my (now ex-)boyfriend because of social anxiety. It became worse since I've lost many friends in hurtful ways who knew I have Social Anxiety and depressions, which are a result of my anxiety. 

Can anyone give me tips on how I can relax a bit more and trust new people?

Any help is appreciated and thank you so much.

Also, if you suffer yourself, I love to talk or chat with you❤️.",3.3535960591133005,5.0000917816092,4.074958949096882,87.98379310344828,73.71264367816093,6.810509031198686,27.37110016420361,7.447530270364453,1.4185169129720858,1372,52,278,16,28,437,177,348,0.207,0.608,0.18600000000000005,-0.4787,0,2,2,0,0,0,46.0,4,2,3,4,18,29,1,3,15,0,24,5,2,2,1,52,50,26,0,5,7,0,1,1,6,3,1,0,0,3,10,31,0,0,4,2,0,9,4,12,1,7,15,1,44,17,40,29,12,33,0,7,0,3,41,12,2,6,12,187,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471389309468029,0.0,0.056805604858325635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04830533537963117,0.0,0.2717028377238185,0.08024783470060681,0.0,0.04966839772131994,0.0,0.0,0.06323503145892499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931015219853648,0.2598088166722271,0.07845111406767102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755037639214994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061189221933853385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671461004834422,0.0,0.0,0.045810844409383635,0.0,0.06118120086353224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075121875644636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042120833176993,0.0,0.0,0.3292826502106119,0.0,0.11133649136620967,0.06814197446782981,0.16148029967222946,0.11915935415040685,0.11362423914372395,0.0,0.0,0.1406690138436245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522475110079694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604301907701436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039038250518142366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03470346593705315,0.0,0.06272403711191422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326249446493817,0.060390290960743276,0.06411066573224034,0.0,0.0,0.2880679922627422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158523788842533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665377481562734,0.0,0.0,0.2058143001244944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444027712256037,0.05402431133149119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773742043802435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140846379282975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21335130414521367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058759790647815474,0.0,0.0,0.2896395479081186,0.0,0.10937038801528276,0.14050824334764106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057094177884972126,0.062086563568612974,0.06539826498384589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979022579718616,0.056392804031553084,0.04142030758560453,0.0,0.0673316188907106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877915928256035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722044353537048,0.041897502394726976,0.05638322548952673,0.0,0.0,0.0638678053286553,0.1975467873148651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238938419756315,0.05046028521911737,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,HumanoidHumanOnEarth,2019/06/18,"Nervous about going out to lunch with coworkers tomorrow. I got a job! Today was my first day. It was good. It is an internship and I am a high schooler.

Anyways, I have two coworkers. So far I’ve only really met one, and he is very nice.

He said he wants to go out to lunch tomorrow. (I am confident this means all three of us). He said he didn’t host it today because he forgot his wallet.

I’m guessing one is about 26 and the other is 22 or so.  They said I can choose the place we eat at tomorrow. It will have to take less than one hour.

I’m nervous regarding where I should choose. Any suggestions? I’ve been meaning to just be myself, because many of my shortcomings seem to stem from not doing that. But I don’t want to choose a place too “childish.” Also, it can’t take too long. Finally, it should be relatively affordable as he is buying*.

The lunch itself doesn’t seem too nerve racking. I’ll ask them about where they went to college, high school, what they enjoy, how fun the place is to work at, etc.. Although, I absolutely hate the idea of eating with someone to meet them. (Ironically, I was just thinking this yesterday, dreading having to do it eventually).

I hate nearly everything about it. Eating somewhat nervously, giving my order to waitstaff/cashier in front of people (inevitable voice crack), strategically not chewing when asked a question, and not asking questions while they chew.


I’d appreciate words of advice and encouragement. Thanks!

*Also, when the bill comes around / cashier asks for money, should I just not acknowledge it as I believe he is buying?",3.3055403067696933,5.773188217391307,4.25645254295929,82.90979933110368,76.52508361204013,7.334840272171607,26.02940837273671,8.326086129247049,1.9473177488179,1243,47,228,24,29,401,173,299,0.063,0.843,0.094,0.8543,2,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,2,0,6,3,21,12,2,4,11,0,29,8,0,1,1,44,59,18,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,15,12,8,1,12,0,4,5,8,6,0,6,12,4,25,6,35,41,4,35,0,0,0,0,31,15,0,7,14,154,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508985761541572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563697383821282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06617389461370969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662621374578003,0.363885524135848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863811122218285,0.0,0.0,0.10963464564875447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382364167278089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627566699679697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29871617668824657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852597538098968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745563320587718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065979582281762,0.0,0.08277153323037481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334827719891294,0.11060662604576624,0.0816187123204582,0.07782741148124027,0.0,0.10719754333449012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921462541747501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562596250281365,0.0,0.0,0.09583039752083182,0.0,0.0,0.10985074317977833,0.0,0.0,0.09656480625935042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611597252879752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865670537097508,0.0,0.2119974586028761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781859891692344,0.07400836898310417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674622545227825,0.0,0.3050035991299563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801814263016087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233904951744181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776912645615697,0.0,0.0,0.0984825545500054,0.0,0.17717408988071065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245014533505182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632948347297986,0.0,0.0,0.08958964596662991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235209049914976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18447632824108834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505738226191672,0.0,0.11705151996455973,0.0,0.0,0.08029064715233057,0.1147914981339886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090207014624193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084257957425856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,ImmediateMiddle4,2019/02/04,"How do I approach classmates? [Serious] I posted this on /r/TooAfraidToAsk figured I'd try here as well.  
 

​

Throwaway for privacy's sake.

I had a rough time growing up, and 3 years into college i still feel the effects of it. After therapy and mental readjustment I finally feel comfortable surrounding myself with more people. However this left me with crippling social ineptitude. I don't know how to introduce myself to others. I'd like to talk to people but I just don't know how to start. It's been roughly 4 weeks into the semester and I've yet to have a meaningful conversation with a classmate. Probably doesn't help that I'm a big guy and don't look all that approachable.

P.S: I go to school in the states, not originally from here though ",3.395337995337993,6.136399209790213,4.714013986013988,78.24537995337997,77.88111888111888,8.28885780885781,29.113752913752908,9.029198982220553,3.0454068997668995,609,28,104,16,15,201,97,143,0.023,0.899,0.078,0.5944,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,5,1,24,16,10,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,0,7,0,0,4,5,1,1,0,2,5,11,3,20,14,2,23,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,10,71,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156616110290616,0.2418574654240239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20128293952972906,0.0,0.0,0.2180404656413608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311999144681625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970825874750272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334134634616341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187762382742408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162594017098816,0.0,0.0,0.0972417261534088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671449075515883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005872298749414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759809218461268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062693920947804,0.0,0.21460062957139592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144083816005076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289795875119174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088274771645626,0.0,0.15895496775260953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599821879726608,0.0,0.0,0.2276215435226374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555747075707855,0.0,0.11606282250698262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351362565280306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965925478966475,0.0,0.17896240240249894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418574654240239,0.1281763362349441
socialanxiety,samurai-hearts,2019/02/04,"Can't initiate conversations with anyone outside of close family/friends As title says. I can make conversation just fine with almost anyone but I cannot initiate it. I always need the other person to take the first step, even if it's just 'hi, how are you?'. This means I really struggle if I need to, for example, ask a question in class. I'm currently struggling with talking to one of my lecturers about needing an extension for one of our assignments - I didn't manage to go and ask after our lecture and I'm now just thinking of emailing. Anyone else have this problem? I also find it hard because I'm in charge of a group project and although I really like the people I'm working with they are all quite loud and it's hard for me to actually get their attention because I don't want to be rude and interrupt their conversations! Thankfully they know a bit about my anxiety so if they notice that I want to speak they'll be quiet. This became a bit waffly sorry but I haven't really talked to anyone else about this and will probably delete soon.",5.236891986062716,6.3290136682926885,6.237787456445992,76.42128048780486,68.41463414634147,9.7595818815331,30.25261324041812,9.957137785484203,3.0291881533101046,842,32,154,20,14,280,119,205,0.142,0.8140000000000001,0.044000000000000004,-0.9486,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,1,6,3,12,7,1,2,8,0,13,0,0,2,1,35,32,16,0,9,8,0,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,1,10,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,4,0,3,1,6,23,3,27,27,3,10,0,0,0,0,23,3,0,5,6,105,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.11915362098478115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226718951382462,0.0,0.0,0.09764466502538853,0.1015983745887594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340744682556222,0.0,0.0,0.34150531940935713,0.2502151897744053,0.0,0.0,0.2282971663839234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886409500067746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666068091094164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20400056268762667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064700447350355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159871848249664,0.10385962199855338,0.0,0.0,0.09433545087284044,0.0,0.06379308539283016,0.0,0.06939319548229064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21875823437169986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710388709931198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059652710592463465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150381589873026,0.0,0.0,0.13300451891997034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27161053360758497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901356576229212,0.0,0.0,0.16547850938568448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846499270999992,0.10661447253796703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164625675800162,0.1168348123552498,0.0,0.0,0.1367818197795916,0.12987016067861767,0.0,0.0,0.23466437793088915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710015240638747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668282805001547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25529436271584355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918052635224722,0.19628140175188946,0.0,0.112414817050457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823782280361127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403746239254864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889147329803082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GabiGang,2019/02/04,Whenever I hear people laughing in public I always feel worried that they're laughing about me Is this normal (for people with Social Anxiety) or am I just self centered?,4.703763440860218,7.51073141935484,5.569032258064516,73.54021505376346,73.51612903225806,6.713978494623658,29.68817204301075,7.793537801064563,2.6072494623655924,138,6,19,2,3,45,27,31,0.067,0.736,0.196,0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797828966919118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572266155953139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001564835726604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37897271598803217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294488505135197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662200926867434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507770185950188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427595809962297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414732664934988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,GANGST1ER,2019/02/04,"Hey there. Social Anxiety killing me. Hi everyone. I have a very strong social anxiety. I live like this for almost 6 years and now I'm almost alone. Everyone died. I practically do not leave the house, I have no more money for existence, food and other human needs. Because of social anxiety, I can't do anything in front of people, talk to them, much less see a doctor. I have a doctor in town who can help cure social anxiety, cognitive behavioral therapy, and medication, but he only takes for money. Not only do I need to overpower myself to go and make an appointment with him, I still need somewhere to find the money for all this. I don't work as you understand. I have an expired passport for almost 3 years. To do it you need a minimum of 4000 rubles, or even more. As the fine in my town of 3000 rubles, plus photos, a receipt for a passport, etc. I don't Have people who could help me in this situation. After Mom's death in 2015, I just lasted those three years as one day and didn't notice. I want to get out of this vicious circle of hell. I need money for my passport because I can't get a job without it. And I can't find a part-time job with social anxiety. After that, I will be able to satisfy at least some of their needs with money. Food, clothing, etc. I now Have a phone that I think will buy for 1000 rubles I don't know whether to go try to sell it. I still don't have enough money. So even without access to the network will remain. I don't have anything. I don't know how to be in this situation?!! I'm just stumped on all sides. The only way that sees my sick social anxiety and shyness of the brain is to self destruct... So everything is all fucked up.",2.292218963831868,4.115521530791792,4.0342023460410585,86.38463685239496,77.09384164222874,7.1273118279569925,23.68338220918866,8.021203637495839,1.29181165200391,1306,42,269,22,30,439,163,341,0.147,0.802,0.051,-0.9853,5,1,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,2,2,2,12,8,5,0,17,0,31,8,1,2,3,44,53,17,3,8,9,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,2,15,12,2,0,6,0,8,3,15,5,0,2,1,2,34,3,49,46,12,28,1,0,2,1,23,13,2,5,12,185,49,5,0.07518935965623541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22587384784566006,0.07787350067943702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451179260081554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374887289688435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166947152807227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393619199057321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060032585471625065,0.0,0.0,0.04849091671774493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803468445421619,0.0,0.0,0.15391899130825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769070790765309,0.1677120228526319,0.0993237258504075,0.0,0.0,0.14369331064150592,0.06757534822112607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744342511139476,0.0,0.1818385443042548,0.0,0.0,0.06951135141698958,0.07856667418801445,0.0,0.08546369166422366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079568570779072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675842592662743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922767510058255,0.0,0.08318588622918774,0.0,0.08264421139087116,0.06128936350998292,0.0,0.07961467538947092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03673372316678029,0.0,0.06639358210938287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018948142548342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574536953182816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806086928777743,0.0,0.0,0.055272830745937064,0.3345117447850905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560358432034436,0.0,0.0,0.050950256018987714,0.17155468854262776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142274935809347,0.0,0.10425366952469578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983236969361648,0.0,0.07843890031147728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903198112856824,0.0,0.4598765001011746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009263949504992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056533041030223864,0.06043435916935869,0.0,0.0,0.08598558558457556,0.0,0.0,0.0481783056544385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0510486396473914,0.0,0.0,0.07827477509732969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203909618315689,0.044348632414382506,0.05968181391850619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495971914010908,0.0,0.05473874933069088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452584473158758
socialanxiety,iwantobethere,2019/02/04,"School issues So, recently I started High School and this year there are a lot of new people in my class. I haver always felt nervous about school, but this time I'm feeling REALLY ANXIOUS. I can't feel confident nor comfortable with all that people, I Just want to run away from everything and everyone. Do you guys have any tips for me? Because I don't think I will be able to spend the next years like this. (I'm not an English speaker, Sorry for any mistakes)",3.2010164835164825,5.246747934065934,3.8880082417582433,87.44761675824181,75.15384615384616,7.187362637362638,25.660714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.5683285714285715,366,13,72,6,8,116,72,91,0.162,0.769,0.069,-0.8652,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,14,15,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,1,4,9,2,10,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,8,43,13,4,0.17411217411752514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448752767012417,0.0,0.0,0.2368044979215464,0.0,0.0,0.196697197692798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358411900570613,0.0,0.0,0.10613716529127014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637164378259678,0.15648079527903486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760726934386049,0.0,0.16717499158786306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239842625336982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395907137686215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172787401571705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506241352820214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802394412445236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815862272433546,0.18517027243353726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24141491753174454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154071713670792,0.0,0.17191476689186092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286324468368316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490432415092074,0.12323749299082637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156405083305286,0.0,0.0,0.10152620890094308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269587138539668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242450632796483
socialanxiety,zankko05,2019/02/04,"Talked to my crush last week So, idk if you guys are interested in it, but i am sometimes so i'll share this.  


So i have a crush on a girl in hs, and i talked to her during lunch time, it was a 2min conversation and i asked like 3 things and she though it was kinda weird cuz people don't do that in school too much :p, it was pretty good though, and i was nervous as hell, my mind just blanked lol.  
I talked to her a bit on IG but got ignored later, life goes on ¬\_¬, its gonna be pretty awkward since i have a class w/ her, good luck to you guys o/  
(sry for any grammar mistakes, im not american)",0.459402035623409,2.001062770992366,2.269026717557253,98.23855279898224,81.59541984732823,5.282697201017811,18.550254452926207,5.985473137389443,-0.5120997455470744,457,10,116,3,12,151,87,131,0.154,0.633,0.213,0.9187,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,0,7,12,1,2,5,1,11,2,0,1,0,15,14,14,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,8,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,15,6,12,7,2,10,1,0,0,0,15,6,1,3,5,68,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939602933023866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641375612172744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19168083487093426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29452551423777945,0.14042220059971458,0.0,0.0,0.3476908207082067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896495540850577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311587033469295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401278514179473,0.08577636412868173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772792271732421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906675522545594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217205873510339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572428243735125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768979807232316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523624838724442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736467225828352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4233580876998381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664325987284738,0.0,0.34500022743899394,0.0,0.10237834434834857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083450507395354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,omg_a_wolf,2019/02/04,"Low blood pressure and hyperventilation has something to do with social anxiety. Sorry for my English it is not my native language.

for the last few months I suffer from low blood pressure and hyperventialion. I am particularly troubled by social situations such as in class, gym, restaurant, ...

Do other people suffer from this?

or do you think it is another cause?

​

Thanks",5.955491071428567,9.443615531250003,6.228839285714287,66.68937500000001,73.375,7.4071428571428575,31.017857142857146,8.418075326091056,3.1589982142857127,310,14,42,6,7,99,50,64,0.285,0.6779999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9464,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,7,2,2,1,0,7,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,9,9,1,5,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261459406324954,0.2932181996753329,0.0,0.2530346934140197,0.18460157574383745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24789195770378966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669994910688596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261142974854148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729404839041606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712426772062161,0.0,0.4919705420589004,0.0,0.1857723141252104,0.0,0.2701269148516304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221659307659238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546217765622655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932181996753329,0.0
socialanxiety,Idkredfloorsky,2019/02/04,Do people really party and have lots of sex in college? It feels like people this age are still young.,2.6454999999999984,5.05386455,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,78.5,6.0,15.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.03949999999999987,81,1,15,1,2,26,19,20,0.0,0.7659999999999999,0.23399999999999999,0.6697,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332751609740393,0.3295924020308855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253949527449096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922278772396272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6396915120559463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955560937596286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684390319094733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,RedditJunkCrap,2019/02/04,"Is anybody else an extrovert with social anxiety? I'm an extrovert, I like socializing, meeting new people, interacting with friends, but I always speak too much, am too annoying or just screw up doing basic things, it sucks so much. Does anybody else feel this way?",7.648439716312055,8.832527319148937,7.84340425531915,66.73333333333335,63.04255319148936,11.373049645390072,36.94326241134753,11.20814326018867,4.6782964539007095,212,10,33,6,3,69,38,47,0.195,0.732,0.073,-0.7438,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,2,3,6,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,1,2,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681021369816794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933083171087465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280214094366019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353357597488994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174904359133058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131118579249804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729846302735912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830892049348377,0.0,0.0,0.2516544420704481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806423464782053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312245950810859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310721729867876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682366304163008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,bahhimbig,2019/02/04,"It’s so much harder for me to make friends in college than in high school I’m in my second semester and it’s still been tough connecting with people. In high school, I had a really great group of friends, which luckily I’m still in contact with a lot. I was the type of kid who would be talkative with people and friendly in class, but outside of school I’d mostly keep to myself, sometimes doing stuff with my big friend group. College has been nothing like that. My usual tactics haven’t really worked. I made some slight friends in classes, but the connection wasn’t truly made and we parted ways after the first semester. Even some of the people I would talk to a lot last semester have drifted. 

I’m in a few clubs with some really cool people and frequent some of the theater and arts parties, so people know me, and I treat some of the groups I’m in like family. That being said, none of us really hang out like friends. We are together at practices and events, but not outside of those. I just feel like everyone has really great friends now, and I’ve missed my shot. I didn’t end up befriending any people on my floor, and it’s hard to make friends at this point",3.874746168582377,5.448379357758622,4.440977011494251,86.17950191570883,72.23275862068967,7.914176245210728,26.250957854406128,8.515128840125781,1.7400222222222217,929,31,185,16,18,295,123,232,0.064,0.731,0.205,0.9906,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,2,7,18,0,0,10,1,16,0,0,4,0,39,29,14,0,2,5,0,2,4,8,2,0,1,0,1,10,17,0,1,2,2,0,2,5,2,0,2,9,4,18,16,34,16,12,32,0,1,0,0,19,19,0,8,14,122,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062162899273248626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096338452546302,0.0,0.0,0.060376379857985274,0.0,0.0,0.08734752781434693,0.0,0.0,0.08617455004003631,0.0,0.04622035984561297,0.06530433570654705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775450595628312,0.0,0.0,0.5649938819829782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015628234153063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188667602543957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931623651538716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125066894499612,0.0,0.0,0.05023732504269924,0.07451250667149008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786360070185789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554294383662563,0.0,0.1729913890135992,0.12203566346208912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719791059729223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771172151802206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898965835675222,0.0,0.3802390072816265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641333735049221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928024773639323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695319208463005,0.0,0.0,0.2775397075116025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040823037079604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600255393603867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464420429684393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347303566075689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995668137432107,0.0,0.10067676307046199,0.0,0.0,0.0725581292265334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654860143926568,0.0,0.0,0.12987209809117944,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,lilac_skies00,2019/02/04,I said hi to my crush today I sat at her lunch table and acknowledged her but quickly left because I was overwhelmed and she was talking with her friend and I was sitting there on my phone panicking. I don’t know how to start a conversation. Lol,3.535,5.3033118367346965,4.3589285714285735,85.62982142857145,73.48979591836735,7.348979591836735,28.5765306122449,8.07648339933343,1.8727918367346943,196,8,39,3,4,63,37,49,0.1,0.7190000000000001,0.18100000000000002,0.631,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,8,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,11,1,5,3,0,7,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,3,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622928466132538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324309188977971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23646896944508805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674971857870927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.409291929949232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045522532784609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3458403290767227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40785225564235655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,notrealaccounttt123,2019/02/04,People always think i don't like them I struggle with severe social anxiety to the point where i struggle just to say hello to someone. This has impacted my life very negatively. I can't form relationships with people as they always think i don't like them because i barely say anything to them and can't maintain eye contact and i also have a really bad resting bitch face that is a lot worse when i'm anxious. I find it very hard to control my facial expressions when i'm very anxious. I want to be social and i want to form relationships with people but this anxiety is too much to handle. What can i do to overcome this? I can just about handle the anxiety but i can't handle the fact that i come across as an asshole to everyone i meet because of my facial expressions and lack of eye contact. Is it even possible to change my facial expressions to be more pleasant?,4.32660554561717,5.8583890755814005,5.6234883720930275,78.31042039355995,71.03488372093024,8.315563506261181,29.509838998211087,8.841846274778883,2.515614847942756,699,28,126,13,13,234,85,172,0.151,0.7859999999999999,0.063,-0.8613,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,4,1,9,7,1,2,6,0,15,7,6,1,1,21,22,11,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,0,5,23,3,21,20,7,6,0,0,2,0,17,3,1,1,4,95,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304562529656013,0.21443604800919228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957221092312396,0.2911398734699701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603702372501636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758888555055307,0.15709812460888511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363119387890374,0.11099752658755097,0.0,0.0,0.14452229977732667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510778343195599,0.0,0.0,0.123126866798341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777151086885905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154291381087851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101438720862476,0.12590448975449642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954826217256504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472355307897604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679963518864949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181001275924558,0.14526511456171504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825480755568484,0.0,0.0,0.2766849763699999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049419887611043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556993673498506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627037279089081,0.1091787712433234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694153053205812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513068830833472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31895762570703484,0.15200451939192752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131467181935205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,yayeetbigboi,2019/02/04,I just want somebody to understand I finally got the courage to open up to a friend about my social anxiety. They tried their best to console me but I found myself feeling worse than I had before. They had no experience with social anxiety and thus could not relate to what I was experience and ended up giving me generic advice like seeing a therapist. It seems all of my friends are happy with their lives and don't struggle in social situations like me. I just want to find someone like me :(,5.126413373860185,6.766324042553197,5.966291793313069,76.20500000000001,69.21276595744679,8.77568389057751,30.44984802431611,9.23628265651192,2.8244060790273555,396,16,69,8,7,130,64,94,0.12,0.5770000000000001,0.302,0.9609,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,1,3,9,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,20,15,4,0,3,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,2,17,8,14,9,2,6,0,0,1,0,10,4,0,1,5,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245241590651173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23869640231690856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275410737181895,0.0,0.16372421182980554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245623112621562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381796862979699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052179335068415,0.0,0.0,0.07888399010836139,0.0,0.0,0.17090273000842404,0.14259148231883548,0.0,0.0,0.171058314490249,0.2410678537905209,0.0,0.0,0.14966023439894074,0.0,0.0,0.12477647145137535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607690715874784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286576909675703,0.0,0.13776081732190976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432079024909914,0.14202680872440854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753632138378204,0.0,0.4771015549116153,0.1321878501386449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630968621427497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114111910040792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059214173654661,0.0,0.0,0.16241324312539096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403898854105866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898882137788622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,real_scrip,2019/02/04,"How do you stop thinking about something you’ve done or said? Is the feeling of anxiety about something you’ve done ever goes away? Or you just live with this thought at the back of your mind?
Or maybe it supposed to feel more normal to me after sometime?",4.0368,5.82200568,3.6810000000000014,90.93550000000002,72.2,5.8000000000000025,28.5,5.985473137389443,1.0612,204,8,40,1,4,61,38,50,0.095,0.8759999999999999,0.028999999999999998,-0.5204,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,14,9,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,10,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106235092706355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237208831799885,0.18199512378241006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4844191149297508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409391951578507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23934873857988395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899600670832405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377805474173452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389830241665334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23189973263903305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251403592536715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644212872738105,0.23408619025002544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978781365054794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15165733150475302,0.0,0.18790038703425524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Edenios,2019/02/04,"Cashier Troubles I think I’m legitimately going to relapse into a panic attack, I’ve been doing good for a months without any major attacks even starting a job as a cashier. This guy comes in and starts threatening to kill me because of the way I gave him change, saying “I don’t want you to fucking touch me.” It also doesn’t help that I have to work by myself today. I don’t know what to do.",4.695925925925927,4.8759541481481525,5.878617283950617,81.76977777777778,69.24691358024691,7.467654320987655,29.78024691358025,6.742157984588678,1.5698128395061723,310,11,62,2,5,104,62,81,0.20600000000000002,0.684,0.11,-0.8805,1,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,7,4,1,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,7,17,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,2,2,10,1,12,15,1,9,0,0,0,1,6,2,1,0,4,41,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661511035823054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412886070354514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727296538032858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266527652161675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978981636591888,0.17897277525709307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722806863432546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920771380945175,0.0,0.0,0.11807870924117972,0.17426500645158724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057218820945912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926176407422652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061765752896345,0.0,0.2298632760124016,0.0,0.11418324691179152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583754610586446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437696747158313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16522456681208872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941169424067899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312863121929838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693871427961968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254629235245075,0.16491568326715578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027986381956508,0.0,0.15125676741975272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Lampisx,2019/02/04,"Why is talking so hard? So let me explain. You really want to talk to someone that you even know but something prevents from doing it. In my experience after making the effort (which requires me a lot of will power) I find myself speaking without hesitation (kinda I get a bit akward and nervous sometimes).

I think that has costed me losing some friendships that could have been made.  What's your experience and what do you think about it?",4.0425,6.7563498395061785,4.8204783950617305,78.53590277777779,75.2962962962963,6.025308641975308,27.40895061728395,7.1686216300943375,1.7544432098765437,351,14,56,4,8,113,65,81,0.08900000000000001,0.807,0.10400000000000001,-0.1219,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,4,4,2,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,2,0,18,17,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,12,0,8,12,3,2,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,3,1,48,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23445133395846335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146036678829515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184032164615304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201333316568602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627757073179908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219798937346004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923737808279096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802096050573938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195963814107456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402502716535441,0.0,0.18257273442865196,0.0,0.20320160232709325,0.1433472642652578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757432183174442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819569421927882,0.1653250091016541,0.21239319921824015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452157626858016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752062032261829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266650889777755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377843452363647,0.0,0.0,0.20701129576569055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,JaineLaine,2019/02/04,"My calculus class is bringing my social anxiety back out I've always been an anxious person by nature but for years now I've been really proud that I've managed to control my *social* anxiety. As in I went from being afraid to answer the door or walk down the street to comfortably  having conversations with strangers at university. It's one of my biggest personal accomplishments.

Til calculus. So, look - I haven't taken algebra in 10 years so my math skills are rusty and I know I need to put in extra work. But I also believe I'm capable, at least til the professor decides to freaking LOOM over me and watch me work all the example problems!!!

First of all, there's the personal space issue. Next, there's the social anxiety stemmed from feeling like I'm being judged for a prolonged amount of time.

It's so exhausting. For an entire hour 3x a week, my flight-or-fight mode is elevated and I can't concentrate or think through the problems.

And then the professor doesn't give me constructive criticism except to tell me I'm wrong and he likes to distinguish ""[his] smart students"" making me feel like I'm wearing a dunce cap announcing that I'm the stupid one in the class.

Today I go in there and he makes a point to ask me 2x if I'm still confused. *still* confused - that ""still"" in there hit me like a ton of bricks. And then he just kept walking down the aisles. So I felt not only called out in front of everyone but I felt so damned defeated.

And then once that happened, I could feel it getting worse. A couple of times I could feel my eyes wanting to cry and in the middle of class I had to talk myself into not literally running away and just leaving class. I mean my whole body was tensed and ready to go.

I can't tell anyone cause I feel like they'd all think I was just being a drama queen. But I just left that class and I planned to work on some homework til the next one but I can't because I need to sit here and calm myself down first.

 I still have bouts of anxiety but I have not felt this anxious over something this trivial in years. I feel like I'm regressing back to my old self.",3.6054220779220802,5.183890464285717,4.460779220779223,85.74967532467534,72.92857142857143,7.852813852813853,26.774891774891767,8.484438967287268,1.7872619047619045,1665,59,337,29,33,537,206,420,0.158,0.745,0.09699999999999999,-0.9787,0,0,1,0,2,0,44.0,0,0,1,12,22,21,2,3,22,0,22,4,3,4,3,68,59,35,0,8,17,0,9,6,0,0,1,0,2,4,10,17,0,2,16,1,0,9,8,11,0,5,11,12,43,10,56,41,9,63,0,1,3,0,19,27,1,6,32,215,53,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519209608257698,0.06783177551279326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494525326784395,0.1841904355483317,0.0,0.05700118790375605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621087543498169,0.0,0.07659140669484578,0.12536881447246925,0.0,0.049694278648028035,0.0,0.0,0.09184594350366423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905511503775542,0.0,0.0,0.08324177702643612,0.0,0.0,0.08374424274367448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143242739362553,0.13017533452126054,0.09020113408860664,0.08954669090163819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789654832568674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473159745514664,0.23295369517745498,0.23481804678362705,0.0,0.0,0.1386829778087587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04259121531373058,0.07820210977143016,0.09266021581787977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208850982928655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802814951838356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508645943829035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480165971336269,0.0,0.0,0.08631867943222707,0.08857250862021332,0.0,0.0,0.2389614572092939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845687932124413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883143683856468,0.0,0.0,0.08879997053185787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208931725345277,0.0,0.0,0.17339643640172342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554228992534564,0.0868169139104446,0.16572166355429974,0.062000186493946535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21354226374829294,0.0,0.0,0.0770634370238108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600865261553987,0.0,0.08195084700359602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222426529652521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504389747092098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493003456740692,0.0,0.06275863853455675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604102321596394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552327256642741,0.14250541747409334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447038064349924,0.0,0.0,0.09507078319560787,0.0,0.07727211740929682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808303702687743,0.0,0.06539101009872189,0.0,0.0,0.07557053082792507,0.0,0.0910149806365318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804418090820295,0.0,0.08307658551891027,0.0,0.08913011784597727,0.0,0.15749002664828235
socialanxiety,citizenofthelioncity,2019/02/04,"I was unable to confront the driver who scrapped my car while reversing into a parking lot. Sorry guys, just needed somewhere to vent. This happened a few hours ago and I’m still fucking pissed thinking about it. I was sitting in my car at a parking lot when this car pulled up next to me and scrapped the side of my car. I’m not sure if the driver knew what happened because they just go out of their car and left. The scratches were fairly superficial because I didn’t notice them at first, but I’m still angry that the driver was so goddamn clueless about it. If it wasn’t for social fucking anxiety I would’ve been able to confront the driver about what happened. Once again, fuck you social anxiety! ",6.488193430656935,6.6346549270073005,6.247874087591241,80.76991332116789,65.42335766423358,8.017883211678834,33.91332116788321,7.1686216300943375,2.272241605839416,563,23,103,4,8,176,83,137,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.9840000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,3,1,10,7,6,0,9,0,7,4,1,0,1,17,20,9,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,7,3,6,0,1,8,1,12,1,16,12,3,25,0,0,0,3,8,8,4,4,9,72,21,0,0.15563072035631592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379572433755409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381141501851353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974208523417802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237941123109198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316342795081898,0.0,0.0,0.08844852488985237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409888137975156,0.4128711960982297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326491012967994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909323303647927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26462334607942617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539820715451105,0.0,0.0,0.16551503669096967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771866066391349,0.0,0.16574163794223365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31729184072900873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742158497641524,0.0,0.0,0.2485737886259019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14668011212190676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972188151126547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055559847761913,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,light7777777,2019/02/04,"Work environment anxiety off the roof Today i start my new job, haven't sleep at all because i am nervous that i ama be put in a hard position were i am working at. Feeling anxious thinking i could mess up and my boss scold me or ppl start talking abiut me. Any advice?",2.2249090909090903,4.173596218181821,4.147272727272728,84.92090909090909,77.72727272727272,6.581818181818183,29.181818181818183,7.554174236665415,1.8807454545454552,212,10,42,3,5,72,46,55,0.226,0.747,0.027000000000000003,-0.836,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,6,1,1,1,1,7,10,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,0,5,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,26,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24937833663084386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354464693694482,0.0,0.19522718421878035,0.2883031870314582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556745787374401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037563117956672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903671039290396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286089362918517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25324646987516913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464736022013068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256546332611983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255384148985064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612635300123866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051199699853583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352175725219512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24189961494416015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715770556375873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,BigDaddyTravis_,2019/02/04,"The story of my life So today my mom was sick and I were at home with her. So this guy from her workplace came by with some papers for her and I had to open the door and take these papers to my mom... simple right? Well I took the papers and he then said ""I hope your mom gets better"". Me being me I expected him to say ""have a nice day"" so I just said ""you too""... at this point I just closed the Doors and heard my mom laughing from the bedroom... my social anxiety just jumped 2 levels",-0.3103721682847897,1.7597572427184502,1.505072815533982,99.55980987055015,88.2233009708738,4.210032362459548,13.437702265372168,5.46131890053228,-1.2283132686084142,368,5,88,2,12,120,66,103,0.048,0.848,0.105,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,8,5,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,16,13,9,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,4,1,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,4,20,5,12,4,1,13,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,2,3,61,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217887107395567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125185533019655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826674244035189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030007139375648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344267422463644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813950868605545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602036706407099,0.15862957014926946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280896558135613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7482087797514805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097900407025014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363927603222878,0.303844446799203,0.12700900629771664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628057755958919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200831821981999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138784071167766,0.0,0.17744536862245214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14359983168372714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,problembarnet2,2019/02/04,"Today I slipped and fell in front of everyone on the train station during a busy hour And in 10 years time I’m still going to be laying awake at night, thinking about it",5.487142857142856,5.187919571428573,5.732142857142858,85.13535714285717,67.57142857142857,8.142857142857144,28.92857142857143,7.1686216300943375,1.4701428571428568,135,4,28,1,2,43,32,35,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971764468835354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362264829253755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4093367381863691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900643370903994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319428555063973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663351296072315,0.0,0.0,0.24237194512259905,0.0,0.3939926183567688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676683821822672
socialanxiety,loud_love,2019/02/04,Waiters putting parmesan on your food is the most awkward thing in the world Especially if you want a lot of parmesan but don’t wanna sit there in silence as they keep sprinkling it on. Am I the only one here,7.797857142857143,6.1696854523809534,7.4904761904761905,78.76285714285717,63.523809523809526,9.352380952380953,40.04761904761904,7.1686216300943375,2.9981047619047616,167,8,33,1,2,53,37,42,0.036000000000000004,0.9309999999999999,0.032,-0.0425,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,7,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,0,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015566261735241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686777299476368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526332351964997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810673458626321,0.3154607699517562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169709601837584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755630517558196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446494557495973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,rdhm3y3,2019/02/04,"What are you doing to fight your social anxiety? So, I subbed this post a whole back and occasionally a post or two would show up on the main page... But, today I actually opened it and sent thought the posts and realized how familiar I am with all this . . Almost all the post seemed so relatable, it's unreal. 

So I assumed since most of us have that similar issues what are you doing to fight them ? The only step I have taken is book an appointment with a therapist.. I believe it's the step in the right direction and will help me. Also I did meetup with a group on NYCmeetup and spent sometime with them( really kind and welcoming people ) , but it didn't help me outside the group( plus even there I would rarely speak what's on my mind). 
What's yours ? If you haven't taken any, do you have any in mind that you think would help you out ? ",4.634262384322267,5.3120242934131765,5.451867174741427,83.01587370713122,69.53892215568862,9.426020685900928,25.361458900381056,9.573946990214177,1.9232802395209576,655,17,137,14,11,214,98,167,0.031,0.88,0.08900000000000001,0.8857,0,0,0,0,2,0,23.0,1,8,2,0,8,4,2,0,12,0,17,0,0,1,2,32,24,16,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,12,13,0,0,5,2,1,3,2,2,0,1,7,1,22,2,15,13,6,18,0,0,0,0,22,9,0,6,2,102,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.13869744324641434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142321705696701,0.0,0.0,0.1136605440417438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933052456024708,0.0,0.10872832858797976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092884606805699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601307602294399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387489220647144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857983039706139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148345794221617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800552649324514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28701963324219776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080955415003889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853438244453212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444813389751605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105150413118576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137742582648947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938894241721674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175706127848901,0.0,0.0,0.14488266022932994,0.0,0.0,0.14056925739170215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650227730889296,0.0,0.091070551598368,0.0,0.1128345838804381,0.0,0.0,0.13472171370089508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388394224923016,0.0,0.170963738396954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868200037614225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028931820096191,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,pearlmainstay,2019/02/04,"Small progress on social media. I think that I’m making progress on battling my anxiety. I had a blocked list of people on Facebook that was at least 75+. People that I blocked for mostly perceived notions, like I had quit jobs and was afraid of them reaching out, or stopped hanging out with them for whatever reason. I’m no longer afraid of these people seeing my online presence. It’s a small step, but a really big one for me. Anyone else do things like this on social media?",4.508663594470047,6.060618268817207,4.690353302611367,85.09838709677422,70.61290322580646,6.604608294930878,28.3394777265745,6.868970318607317,1.46174777265745,381,14,70,3,7,119,62,93,0.1,0.787,0.113,0.4854,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,3,0,5,1,2,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,14,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,4,1,9,2,14,6,2,13,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,2,3,45,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581299694605146,0.0,0.0,0.16069669956428614,0.2354795248703043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919865681147024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280626082526797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224558580319666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534077915913398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573315433615256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779883579039062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444437027104834,0.0,0.0,0.14722968729162725,0.2362950186166543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831381663421684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685486299888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921412597980809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526833476038303,0.1472604869216136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,SAPunk,2019/02/04,"How do I express that I'm proud of someone in a way that doesn't use the word ""proud""? I recently learned that someone I know did something that I had encouraged them to do and I want to congratulate them. My initial reaction was to say that I'm proud of them but that feels like I'm taking credit for something that they did entirely in their own as well as being a bit patronizing. Just saying ""congratulations"" seems a bit impersonal and I'd really like to express how happy I am for them to have accomplished what they did.

I think ""impressed"" is what I'm going for but it doesn't feel entirely accurate. ",6.177678571428572,6.237669125000004,7.124047619047619,74.52000000000002,66.08333333333334,10.857142857142858,33.8095238095238,10.608840637214634,3.5264523809523816,485,20,94,12,7,163,68,120,0.024,0.737,0.239,0.9735,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,7,4,4,10,0,0,4,0,13,0,0,3,0,16,26,8,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,2,0,0,6,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,5,4,15,10,14,20,3,5,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,1,3,65,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602390368478918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315557919144684,0.15058281185756436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979235473862065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243815208074443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158403585808725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059550253810209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350324442727665,0.0,0.20812194663890254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352448556777756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918881552060032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35719006758747146,0.32454079774736777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848194651251005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350606923074955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18204810330051724,0.0,0.0,0.12432477471787808,0.1673090615476629,0.0,0.0,0.18951846901045105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,psufrsh45,2019/02/04,"Social Media for College Friends Basically I’m wondering, when you’re trying to befriend people at college, which social media do you ask them for, & why? ",4.5998809523809525,7.698454464285714,5.75,70.46166666666669,75.78571428571429,6.590476190476192,30.76190476190476,7.793537801064563,2.8616047619047618,127,6,17,2,3,42,23,28,0.0,0.89,0.11,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,9,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472969339532632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996547086301587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24764268862853725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222169433155144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.65348523219711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762059243720608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892308123208815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476039274613393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,Wiziki,2019/02/04,"u better comment so basically long story short, I'm in 8th grade. This girl likes me, I like her. I'm basing this on the fact that I keep catching her looking at me and when we do talk she flirts so fucking much lol. How do I approach her if we have nothing in common. I don't wanna say something like ""it's cold out there"" cuz all she'll say is ""yeah, its cold..."" or if I say something like hi all I'll get back is a hi, and it'll just be awkward so what do I say ? ty

​

P.S: sub to PewDiePie ",-0.03063636363636135,1.7130401181818191,2.0409090909090932,98.24136363636364,84.18181818181819,4.363636363636363,20.909090909090907,4.851557810540192,-0.4065454545454541,383,12,94,1,11,128,74,110,0.015,0.7929999999999999,0.192,0.9534,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,1,8,8,1,1,2,2,10,1,0,2,3,16,16,11,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,2,0,4,0,1,7,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,7,15,6,7,13,3,12,0,0,1,1,16,6,1,3,8,56,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728860822300466,0.2324674157670718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710863500013885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920166085360805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176866683887545,0.09995365393162932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004864824218946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738653713910424,0.0,0.0,0.1693068445047709,0.1606555524305279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406377819425052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835709154497193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6085621957659596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945656840780978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377092347165644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324674157670718,0.0
socialanxiety,Isaacwiddo,2019/02/04,"Anxiety blocking my passion, anyone experienced this?? Hey guys, so I have a pretty personal question to ask that I feel would be helped a lot by the opinions and experiences of others?? 
So I’ve always been an actor since I was 8, with weekly classes and shows etc. I’ve always really given it my all and it was my biggest passion for as long as I can remember. I always really gave it my all and i honestly felt a deep love for performing to crowds. 
I was never afraid of performing until I got to the age of about 18 or so when I began to develop severe anxiety.  Slowly my confidence dropped and I couldn’t seem to really find my skill any more and also my passion faded due to every performance causing me to hyperventilate and shake with fear. 
I was wondering if anyone who has dealt with anxiety has had this experience and knows how to really push past that and find yourself again through your passion?",6.037402597402598,6.698806828571434,7.404259740259737,70.31355844155846,66.42857142857143,10.935064935064936,32.48051948051948,10.832165505486646,3.791342857142858,725,29,126,20,11,249,108,175,0.08199999999999999,0.772,0.146,0.9407,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,9,9,0,3,6,0,13,5,0,2,3,33,24,20,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,12,0,1,9,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,11,3,20,6,22,10,5,16,0,0,0,5,11,2,0,7,11,94,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127961705953244,0.35209012973750364,0.0,0.0,0.09591759235262612,0.0,0.32370439196868617,0.0,0.0,0.19724832000444115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186099885321267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489532410381076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730599395774855,0.0,0.0,0.11883916658861556,0.0,0.0,0.275944350577454,0.0,0.1587184049833747,0.07131819277887272,0.0,0.1354283625135429,0.0,0.2578309441667561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280910655017,0.0,0.0,0.13965986386866194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454161518789424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751638550754776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248231919291609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991411020968848,0.1273014803195733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878504405328752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346464382048189,0.0,0.12315782156860555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349669662959674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800623079802864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614362778052578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978008092048554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840495657561585,0.0,0.15934428434254047,0.0,0.11667650378138936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314033408518155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296072366052182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019657310329808,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,teozzz,2019/02/04,"I hate feeling like I can't be my own honest self when I step outside of my home. It's like some insecure fake version of myself takes over and it feels like there's nothing I can do to control it. Holy fuck it's so frustrating and it makes me feel crap about myself, like I'm incompatible with nearly everyone. Fuck.",1.5456263736263731,3.8990628153846174,3.2806593406593407,88.08076923076923,82.38461538461539,6.175824175824177,23.131868131868128,7.447530270364453,1.0481868131868128,253,9,52,4,7,84,47,65,0.27899999999999997,0.536,0.185,-0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,12,5,1,0,0,4,3,1,2,0,9,13,4,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,3,9,5,7,12,3,4,0,0,0,2,1,2,3,1,5,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259006451091596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22066250573511229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502938437315329,0.3299513727051755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269801819508309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799452644999904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23164056330198346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512808766267135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541468657580507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22158255347128536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090925614511766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362982918081332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0
socialanxiety,sushi_ghost,2019/02/04,"So i just got a job as a cashier at walmart... But i have really bad social anxiety when it comes to one on one conversations with strangers, does anyone have any advice that could help me be more confident and not be so awkward",4.91,5.746114666666667,5.731111111111113,80.69000000000003,69.0,9.555555555555557,30.555555555555557,9.725611199111238,2.7545555555555548,180,7,36,4,3,59,39,45,0.157,0.7190000000000001,0.124,-0.1729,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,7,7,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988208433411993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795213592195605,0.0,0.233933518923665,0.0,0.0,0.21382005347436134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553273408540017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634166453156001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441536572481212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676046161128217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445734310376807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496897732333427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30345588443515153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144313041670904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590109625814375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31172106642882624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0